Jain Prajamat Dipika

Author(s): All India Young Mans Jain Society Sammelan
Publisher: All India Young Mans Jain Society Sammelan
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/020396/1

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|| ke za namaH | vaDodarA rAjaya sanyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdha - ane - jaina prajAmata dIpikA. : prakAzaka : oNla inDIA yaMga maeNnsa jaina sosAyaTI saMmelana. saMmelana kAryAlaya : ratanapALa, amadAvAda, dhanaterazaH 1988 For Private and Personal Use Only

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che huM nama: vaDodarA rAjya saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka ji. - ane - jena prajAmata dIpikA : prakAzaka: ola InDIA yaMga maeNnsa jaina sesAyaTI saMmelana. saMmelana kAryAlayaH ratanapoLa, amadAvAda, prathamavRtti, mUlya rU. 2-8-0 For Private and Personal Use Only

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73.5 serving jinshasan 079315 gyanmandir@kobatirth.org .: mudraka : ratilAla kezavalAla zAha : zrI vIrazAsana prInTIMga presaH ratanapoLa : : : : amadAvAda. For Private and Personal Use Only

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che ke namaH | vAM ca ko - A rya saMskRtinuM te baLa te tyAga. anana kALathI Arya prajA sAcA sukhanI prApti mATenA eka ane ajoDa sAdhana tyAgamArgane pUjatI AvI che. tyAgI saMsthAnI abhivRddhi ane sevA-suzruSA pAchaLa kharcAtI pitAnI zakti ane saMpattine bhAratIya leke yuga yuga pahelAMthI sArthaka gaNatA AvyA che ane gaNe che. saMsAranI Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhithI trAsI rahelAo mATe te e tyAgI saMsthA vizrAma dhAma che. anantA AtamAoe emAM joDAI saMpUrNa sthAyi ane savaoNza zuddha sukha meLavyuM che. Arya jIvananA pratyeka jIvanatAramAM tyAgabhAvanA eTalI. te vaNAI gaI hatI ke-duSkara tyAga helo ane svAbhAvika banI gayo hato. Atmika unnati sAdhavA IcchanArA to jagatanA sarva saMbaMdhone tyAga karatAja, paraMtu potAnA ekAda vacananA pAlana mATe, potAnA sAMsArika kartavyane adA karavA mATe kiMvA rASTra mATe svajanono, saMpattino, sattAno ane Indriya sukhano raheje saheje tyAga karanArA paNa keTalAya hatA. eka tarapha paraNIne cAlyA AvatA hoya, hAthe mIMDhaLa bAMdhela hoya ane patnI bhAvi saMsAranAM haju kevala svapnAMmAMja rAcI rahI hoya, tevA prasaMge ke mahAtmAnA puNyadarzanane coga pAmIne saMsAratyAganI dIkSA lenArAnAM jema aneka udAharaNo maLe che, temaja tevA prasaMge yuddhanI nobatano nAda suNatAM motanA mukhamAM praveza karatA kSAtravIronAM udAharaNa paNa aneka che. AvA prasaMge mAtApItA, putraputrI kiMvA bIjA keIja svajananAM baMdhana e kSatrIyane rokI zakatAM nathI ane jagata e zuravIratAne vadhAve che. yuga yuga sudhI e zaravIra pUjAya te mATe tenAM smAraka ane kIrtisthaMbho paNa banAve che. temaja evA prasaMge zarIra, saMpatti, sattA ke svajananA mehamAM taNAnArane kApurUSa kahI jagata dhikkAre che. vastu ekaja che ke-jagata ene ISTa mAne che mATe enA tyAgane vadhAve che. e ja rItie Atmika draSTie thata evoja ke ethI paNa vadhato tyAga AtmakalyANanA dhyeyavALI prajAne ja hoya te spaSTa che. duSkara tyAga paNa ATalo sahelo ane svAbhAvika hovAnuM For Private and Personal Use Only

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ekaja kAraNa hatuM. Arya prajA dharma ane kartavya karatAM strI Adi svajanonA saMparkanI RddhinI, sattAnI ane indriya sukhanI kiMmata ochIja AMkatI. prajAne mana dharma ane kartavyathI keAI vadhu mahatvanI vastu ja na hatI. jainadarzana kevala tyAgamaya che. jenadarzana mAne che ke-pratyeka AtmAnA mULa svabhAvamAM paramAtama tattva raheluM che. e AtmA jyAM sudhI karmathI Avarita hoya tyAM sudhI tenuM paramAtma svarUpa TaMkAeluM rahe che. ApaNane prApta thatI bhogasAmagrI karmAdhIna che. zubhAzubha karmAnusAra AtmA bhogasAmagrI meLave che ane bhagave che. ane e karmabhanita saMyogamAM AtmA lIna thatAM vadhune vadhu DUbe che. pariNAme AtmA pote je Icche che te tene maLatuM nathI ane viparIta saMgo Avyeja jAya che. sukha mATenI jagatane tIvra IcchA hovA chatAM paNa te kevala duHkhI che. rAjA-mahArAjA ane amIra-umarAva paNa eka yA bIjI rIte duHkhI che. A duHkhanuM nidAna jainadarzane zodhyuM che ane tethI ja trikAlajJa zrI jinezvaradevoe tyAgadharma upadezyo che. jagatanA duHkhanuM mULa paugalika IchAo che. na hoya e prApta karavAnI ane heya e sAcavavAnI IcchA eja dukha che. sAcA sukhanA upAya tarIke jenadarzana A banne prakAranI IcchAono tyAga karavAnuM upadeze che. jainadarzanane sAdhu dharma Aja che. mATe ja e rAya ke raMka ane bAla ke vRddha sarvane mATe paramArAdhya che. anAdi kALathI A sAdhu dharma cAlu che. ATha varSanI uMmarathI ati vRddhAvasthA daramyAna jyAre AtmAne virAgabhAva utpanna thAya, tyAre te sAdhu dharmane svIkAra kare che. AvA sAdhuo niHspRhapaNe jagatamAM vicarI jagatane sanmArgane upadeza Ape che. yogya AtmAo e upadezanA pratApe sAdhu dharma svIkAre che tyAM gRhastha rahevA chatAM paNa amUka amUka niyamothI pitAnA jIvanane niyaMtrita karI zake che-kare che. rAjasattAne kAyadA, polIsa ane kaeNrTathI prajAne vyavahAra nItimaya rAkhavA je prayatna karavA paDe che, tevo prayatna sAdhusaMsthAne karavo paDato nathI, paraMtu te potAnA cAritra prabhAvathI ane niHspRha sadupadezathI te kArya kare che. surAjyane suvyavasthA jALavavA mATe A sAdhusaMsthA AzirvAda sama rahI che. AthI ja pUrvakALamAM rAjasattA harahaMmeza dharmasattAne namatI rahetI, ane je rAjasattAe dharmasattA hAme ghamaMDI AkramaNa karyuM, te Akhara nAmazeSa paNa thaI gaI For Private and Personal Use Only

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khAsa karIne A sAdhusaMsthAmAM jeo ATha varSanI laghu vaye dIkSita thaelA hoya che, teo jagata upara mahAna upakAra karI zake che. e avasthAmAM zAstrAbhyAsa sArAmAM sArI rItie thaI zake che. zuddha vAtAvaraNamAM ane saddagurUonA satata sahavAsamAM saMskAra ghaDAya che. yuvAna thatAM sudhImAM te emanuM cAritra eTaluM nirmaLa banI gayuM hoya che ke-jema jema yuvAvasthA khIlatI jAya che, tema tema te bAlabrahmacArInuM teja paNa khIlatuM jAya che. - AvA bAla vaye dIkSita thaelA aneka mahAtmAo ItihAsane pAne suvarNAkSare aMkita thayA che. bAla dIkSA, e te mahApurUSo pedA karanArI khANa che. zuddha vAtAvaraNamAM cAritranI khIlavaNane ane akhaMDa zAstrAbhyAsano mukta bhogI karatAM abhogI bALaka vadhAremAM vadhAre sAro lAbha meLave che. AthI ja jainadarzane mAtApitAnI saMmati pUrvakanI bALadIkSA. upadezI che. anatA kALathI cAlI AvatI A pavitra ane jagadupakArI dIkSA prathA chellAM keTalAMka varSothI carcAno viSaya thaI paDI che. pazcimanA jaDavAdanI e asara che. Atmahita karatAM paNa daihika sukhanI kiMmata vadhAre AMkanAra kadija dIkSAnI mahattAne samajI na zake. ane daihika sukhanI vAMchanA jyAre ghelachAnA rUpamAM pheravAI jAya, tyAre AtmA ane Atmahita tarapha te AtmAne saheje raheje dubuddhi jAge. jaina samAjamAM keTalAkane evI ghelachA vaLagI che. teo pote jyAM sudhI jaDavAdI banyA tyAM sudhI te cAlyuM, paraMtu jyAre temaNe samAjamAM e saDo ghAlavAno prayatna karyo tyAre teo nAsIpAsa thayA. AthI temanA tyAgamArga pratyenA abhAve-durbhAve dezanuM rUpa pakaDayuM. jaina ane jainetara samAjamAM tyAgamArga pratye durbhAva phelAya tevA prayatno temaNe karavA mAMDyA. jAhera chApAMnI devaDIe ubhI asatya ane ardhasatya bAbatothI uzkeraNI phelAvI. jainadarzananA pavitramAM pavitra tyAganI bhayaMkara nAlezI karI. punita tyAgI saMsthA mahAme thAya teTalA juTTA AkSepo karyA. khoTA keso ubhA karyA, chatAM tyAgamArganI ArAdhaka sAdhusaMsthAnI pavitratAthI ane samAjamAM rahelI tyAgamArga pratyenI bhaktithI e chApAMmAM macAvela ke lAhala chApAMmAMja rahyo. samAja para tenI kAMIja asara thaI nahi. jaina saMgha sAdhuothI, sAdhudharmathI, vartamAnakALamAM thatI dIkSAothI ane pelA theDA jaDavAdIonA dIkSAdeSathI paricita hatuM ane che, eTale jaina saMdhamAM e ugra kolAhalanI paNa asara na thaI paratu jainetaramAM For Private and Personal Use Only

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ethI kadAca ghaNI ja gaMbhIra asara thaI. zakaya che ke-vaDodarA nareza taraphathI prasiddha thaela "saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdha " enA phalasvarUpa hoya, kAraNake-prastuta nibaMdhanAM uddezamAM jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM che ke-- ajJAna bALakone saMnyAsa eTale saMsAra tyAga karavAnI dIkSA ApavAmAM Ave che ane tenAthI aneka anartho thAya che. te aTakAvavA kAMIka pratibaMdha mUkavo jarUrI che ema jaNAyAthI, * * * * nIce pramANa TharAvyuM che." prastuta nibaMdhanA "hetuo ane kAraNa darzAvatAM "hAlano musado taiyAra karavAnI jarUrIyAta " darzAvatAM tA. 19-12-1929 nI dhArAsabhAnI beThakamAM rA. lallubhAI kizorabhAIe je TharAva Avyo hato te AgaLa dharavAmAM Avyo che. te TharAvamAM paNa jaNAvyuM che ke --- " hAnI uMmaramAM mANasane dIkSA ApI tyAgI banAvavAmAM Ave che, tethI kumaLI vayanA ane kAcI buddhinA mANaso samaja vagara dIkSA le che ane tyAgI bane che, tethI ghaNA prasaMge anartha thAya che." 2 vadhumAM eja "hetuo ane kAraNe darzAvatAM hajUrazrInI dhyAnamAM AvelI hakIkata jaNAvI che, te hakIkata - "vaLI keTaleka prasaMge kumaLI vayanAM jaina bALakone tyAganI dIkSA ApavAmAM AvI sAdhu banAvavAmAM Ave che, ane tethI te paddhati zocanIya hoI baMdha karavA pAtra che, ema zrImaMta sarakArane paNa jaNAyuM che." 3 A badhAmAMthI svAbhAvika rIte ekaja dhvani nIkaLe che ke-bALavaye thatI jaina dIkSAthI anartha thAya che. AmAM kayA anartha thAya che, e darzAvAyuM nathI. vadhumAM A nibaMdhane zabdo, racanA ane vastusaMkalanA jaina kamane bhAremAM bhAre anyAya karanArI che. rA. lalubhAI kizoradAse dhArAsabhAnI tA. 19 : 12 : 29 nI beThakamAM TharAva rajU karyo, tyAre adhyakSazrIe A bAbatamAM tapAsa karI AvA kAyadesara aMkuzanI jarUra che ke kema teno vicAra karavAmAM Avaze -ema khulAso karyo hato. ane A khulAsAnI nIceja jyAre ema lakhAya ke- te paddhati zocanIya hAI baMdha karavAne pAtra che, ema zrImaMta sarakArane paNa jaNAyuM che."--tyAre koI paNa vicAraka emaja mAnI levAne prerAya ke-"A nibaMdha prasiddha karatAM pUrve vaDodarA rAdhe e mATe pUratI tapAsa karI che, e tapAsane pariNAme bALa vayanI dIkSA pratibaMdhane pAtra lAgI che, kAraNake-evI dIkSAthI aneka anartho thaI rahyA che. jyAre sAcI vAta to e che ke-"A nibaMdha prasiddha thayA 1. A pustakane AThame pAne. 2-3. A pustakane 11 me pAne. For Private and Personal Use Only

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s. pahelAM bALavaye thatI jaina dIkSAthI anartha thAya che ke kema; kiMvA kAyadesara aMkuzanI jarUra che ke kema; enI thoDI ke ghaNI, jAhera ke khAnagI tapAsa thaI jaNAtI nathI. ane A pustakamAM prasiddha thatI dareka bAbata dhyAna pUrvaka vAMcanAra joI zakaze ke-bALa vaye thatI jaina dIkSA koI paNa rIte anarthakArI to siddha nathIja thaI zakI, paratuM barAbara arthasAdhaka siddha thaI che. jaDarAganA yoge dIkSAdevI banelAo je ke nasADavA-bhagADavAno juThTho Apa vAraMvAra mUkatA gayA che, paraMtu te sAmAnya svarUpamAM paNa siddha thaI zakela nathI. kAyade aDhAra varSanI aMdaranI uMmaramAM thatI dIkSAo mATe aTakAyata mUkanAre che, te vayanI aMdara thaelI dIkSAonAja anartho viSe kahevAnuM che, tema chatAM paNa baMdha besatA nahi evA keTalAka dAkhalAo ane te paNa vastu svarUpane bIjaja rUpe raju kare te rIte jubAnIomAM rajU karAyA che. bAkI ekAda-be taddana sAmAnya svarUpanA najIvA dAkhalA maLI Ave tethI koI paNa zANo mANasa bhAgyeja anantA kALathI cAlI AvelI dharmasiddha, nItisiddha ane kAyadAsiddha prathAne anarthakArI kahI zake ja nahi. jUbAnIo sAthe apAelA khulAsAo vAMcaka svayaM satya tAravI zake te mATe A pustakamAM nibaMdhanI tarapheNa karanArAonI je jubAnIo amArA khAsa pratinidhi pAse noMdhAvIne rajU karI che, temAM jyAM jyAM jarUra jaNAI tyAM tyAM khUlAsA mUkyA che, enAM pariziSTa mUkyAM che ane A khulAsA vaDodarA rAjya nImelI tapAsa-samiti samakSa paNa raju thaI cUkyA che. A nibaMdha pragaTa thayo te saMbaMdhamAM, teno jaina samAje ugra virodha karyo ane tene taddana zuddha Teko maLyo te saMbaMdhamAM, te nibaMdhaneja aMge vaDodarA rAjya taraphathI nImAyelI tapAsa-samitie lIdhelI jubAnIonA dhoraNa saMbaMdhamAM tathA paddhati saMbaMdhamAM, A praznane aMge jeone khAsa lAgevaLage che te sAdhuonI jubAnIo nathI levAI te saMbaMdhamAM, nibaMdhanI tarapheNa karanArAo taraphathI kahevAelI keTalIka asatya, ardhasatya ke gerarasta denArI bAbato saMbaMdhamAM ane bIjI keTalIka rItie ghaNuM ghaNuM kahevAvuM jarUrI che ane kahI zakAya tema paNa che, paraMtu A badhI vastuono vicAra karavAnuM kAma vAMcakeneja mATe bAkI rAkhavuM eTalA khAtara ucita rAkhyuM che ke-vAMcake svayaM badhuM vicArIne ghaTatuM tAraNa kATI zake ema che-"je uddeza ane hetuthI A nibaMdha prasiddha karavAmAM Avyo che, tene avakAza ja nathI. jyAM anartha siddha na thAya tyAM nibaMdha svataHja nirarthaka kare che. A badhI vastuo ja pUravAra kare che ke-jaDavAdamAM For Private and Personal Use Only

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derAI dIkSAthI banelAone kelAhala beTe che ane enI asara jaina saMdhamAM kAMIja thaI nathI. lAkhonI saMkhyAvALA samAjamAM atyAre mAtra 600 lagabhaga sAdhuo vidyamAna che. emAM chellAM 50 varSamAM sagIra vaye dIkSita thanArA mAtra 82 sAdhuo che. AmAM ATale ghoMghATa thAya ene artha zo ? chApAMmAM evI rIte pracAra thAya ke-jANe rojane roja bALa vayanI dIkSA, ane te paNa zAstravirUddha rIte thaI rahI che. te pracAra keTale khoTo che ? ane e beTa hovAne kAraNeja jaina samAjamAMthI ene najIvA Teko maLyo che.4 jyAre ene ugra virodha thayo che.pa A badhI vastuo A pustakamAM yathAzakaya ekatrita karIne raju karI che. raju karelI saghaLI jubAnIo khAsa hAjara rahIne amArI taraphathI levAelI che. ame A pustakamAM A nibaMdha viSe jANavAjoga badhuM ja ekatrita karavAno mAtra prayAsa karyo che. AthIja AnuM nAma "jana prajAmata dIpikA e rAkhyuM che. amAruM mAnavuM che ke-AnA sAgapAMga avalokanathI vAMcaka A nibaMdha saMbaMdhInuM satya tAravI zakaze ane nibaMdhanI nirarthakatA svayaM samajI zakaze. prAte-A pustakano saMcaya taiyAra karavAmAM je je vyaktioe tapAsa samiti upara mokalela khUlAsA nivedana, zAstrIya pATho, jajameMTa vigerenI nakala amArA upara mekalI. amane sahAya ApI che, te sarvane ame AbhAra mAnIe chIe. ame dareka hakIkata bahuja kasIne prasiddha karI che, chatAM je koI sthale koIne bhUla rahelI jaNAya te sUcavavA kRpA kare, eja vinaMti. "vAMcakone-" ATaluM jaNAvI A pustakanuM avalokana karavA tarapha derI viramIe chIe. prakAzaka, 4. A pustakanuM pAnuM 13-14. 5. A pustakamAM pAne 15 thI 50. For Private and Personal Use Only

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zrI vIraprabhunA gaiAtama gaNadharane upadeza. dulla khalu mANuse bhave cirakAlevi savva pANi No (( gADhA vivAga kammuNo samayaM goyama mA pamAyae / / --zrI uttarAdhyayana. "lAMbA kALe paNa punaH punaH manuSyabhava maLavA durlabhya che. dharmakAryomAM vinakAraka karmanA vipAka gADha che. mATe hai gaitama ! samaya mAtra paNa pramAda na kara. "" sAcuM manuSyatva. jJAna darzana cAritra ratnatritaya bhAjane manujatve pApakarma svarNabhANDe suropamam // jJAna, darzana ane cAritra--e ratnatrayInA bhAjana rUpa manuSyapaNAmAM pApakarma karavuM, e sonAnA pAtramAM madirA bharavA samAna che. " e For Private and Personal Use Only

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anukramaNikA Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 1. sa, dIkSA pratibaMdhanA pagaraNa ... zrIyuta rAmacaMdra je. amInanuM nivedana dhArAsabhAmAM bIjI vAra nIkaLI gayA ! 2. saMnyAsa dIkSA pratimadhaka niSmadha 3. najIvA TaMkA 4. ugra virAdha. 5. agatyanAM nivedana. ... sa. dI. pra. nibaMdha rada karAvavA amadAvAdamAM nImAyelI jaina gRhasthAnI kamITI nAmadAra dIvAna sAhebane maLavA gayela DepyuTezane ApelI arajI. pAnuM 1 thI 6 ... - ..pAnuM 7 thA 12 pAnuM 13-14 ..pAnuM 15 thI 50 17 21 tapAsa samitinI nImaNuka tathA vadhelI muddata. amadAvAdamAM nImAyelI kamITInuM jaina samAjane nivedana. amadAvAdanA zrI sadhaneA TharAva. 22 27 30 nibaMdhanA virAdha karanAra gAyakavADa rAjyanA jaina saMghAnA nAma. 28 brITiza ane khIta rAjyeAnA gAmeAnA jaina saMdheAnA nAma. jaina jainetara saMsthAonA virAdha... baeNrIsTA, vakIlA, DokaTarA vigeree nibaMdha rada karavA zrImata sarakArane lakheleA patra. 34 nibaMdha rada karavA bAbatamAM pragaTa thayela mhesANAmAM maLela zrI. de. vi. dha. A. samAjanA khAsa adhivezananI saphaLatA IcchanArA AvelA tArAnI yAdI. adhivezanamAM pasAra thayelA TharAveA. For Private and Personal Use Only ... ... ... adhivezanamAM hAjara rahelAnI gAmavAra saMkhyA. muMbAimAM maLelI jaina yuvakaiAnI jAhera sabhAnA TharAveA. zrI bhAMyaNIjImAM maLela zrI zramaNusa'dhanA dAvA ... .... sAhityanI yAdI. ... 16 48 49 pAnuM pa1 thI 107 zrIyut suracaMdabhAI purUSotamadAsa badAmInuM nivedana... para vadhArAnu sTeTamenTa. 60 ,, , "" "" jaina dIkSA ane sagIrA ( rA. bApAlAla cunIlAla jhaverI ) 9 ... 37 39 41 45 45

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11 ra. amIcaMda geviMdajIe vaDodarAnA me. nyAyamaMtrIne lakhela patra. ... ... * 81 jaina dharmanI bALadIkSA anarthakArI nathI paNa arthasAdhaka che ! ( ra. amIcaMda goviMdajI zAha) ... ... 84 pratibaMdhanuM kAMIja kAraNa nathI! (rA. amIcaMda goviMdajI zAha) 85 zrIyuta cImanalAla kezavalAla kaDIAnuM nivedana. .. 89 , , , , vadhArAnuM nivedana - 106 6. jaina zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka saMpradAyanA vidyamAna sAdhuonI saMkhyA - - - - . 108 7, jubAnIo. ... ... pAnuM 109 thI 266 tapAsa samitine gAyakavADI prajAnI arajI... ... 110 rA. manasukhalAla DAhyAcaMda, cANasmAvALAnI jubAnI. 113 zA hIrAlAla motIlAla, DabhoIvALAnI jubAnI. ... 121 amRtalAla maganalAla zAha, amadAvAdavALAnI jubAnI. 126 . cImanalAla kezavalAla kaDIAnI jubAnI. ... 132 zeTha kasturabhAI amaracaMda, khaMbhAtavALAnI jubAnI... 153 rA. gIradharalAla purUSotamadAsa, amadAvAdavALAnI jubAnI. 156 zrIyuta suracaMdabhAI purUSotamadAsa badAmInI jubAnI. 161 >> ,, , badAmIe vaDI dIkSA saMbaMdhI melela khUlAso. .. zA. bhogIlAla hAlAbhAI pATaNavALAnI jubAnI. .. mI. mahAsukhabhAI cunilAlanI jubAnI. .. 179 vADIlAla maganalAla vaidya, vaDodarAvALAnI jubAnI. .... kezavalAla maMgaLacaMda, pATaNavALAnI jUbAnI. 212 mohanalAla hImacaMda, pAdarAvALAnI jubAnI... 225 mUlacaMda AzArAma vairATI,amadAvAdavALAnI jabAnI. 241 cImanalAla jeThAlAla, khaMbhAtavALAnI jubAnI. ... 245 patita jInavijayanI jubAnI ... ... 247 sukhalAlanI jubAnI ... .. gulAbacaMda rUpacaMda, DabhoIvALAnI jubAnI. 255 zAMtilAla gulAbacaMda, DabhoIvALAnI jubAnI. jhaverI savAIcaMda jagajIvana, vaDodarAvALAnI jubAnI. 263 nAthAbhAI puMjAbhAInI jubAnI ... ... ... 117ra 175 201 252. For Private and Personal Use Only

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29 8. pariziSTa. .. .. pAnuM ra67 thI 355 pariziSTa naM. 1 khaMbhAta hAI kaMTanuM jajamenTa .. ... ra68 khaMbhAtanA nAmadAra mejIsTreTa sAhebano cUkAde. 271 ka naM. ra mahesANAnA bhAI pannAlAlanI dIkSA saMbaMdhamAM subA sAhebano hukama.. ... . 278 pannAlAlanA bhAI zeSamalajIno khUlAso.... 279 >> naM. 3 pATaNanA saMghe kAja TharAva karyo nathI, te saMbaMdhI pATaNanA jaina gRhasthanI saMkhyAbaMdha sahIo vALuM lakhANa. ... ... ... 280 , naM. 4 munizrI kAMtivijayajInA eDavokeTe muMbaInI nAmadAra hAIkorTamAM karelI arajI.. ... 281 amadAvAdanA sITI mejIsTreTa sAhebane nirNaya. 283 muMbAI hAITano cUkAda ... ... 286 pariziSTa naM. 5 caturabhAI tArAcaMdanI jubAnI. , naM. 6 sAdhvIjI sunaMdAzrIne khUlAso ... sAdhvIjI nirmaLAzrIne khUlAse... 291 , naM. 7 zeSamalajInI dIkSA ... ... ... 282 naM. 8 munizrI mahadayasAgarajI tathA muni zrI abhaya sAgaranI dIkSA saMbaMdhamAM temanA mAtuzrI bAI maNIne khUlAso ... ... ... 293 che naM. 8 jaina vastinA AMkaDA saMbaMdhI khUlAse ... 295 , naM. 10 suratamAM thayela cAre bahenanI dIkSAnA samAcAra 296 naM. 11 muni zrI mahendrasAgarajInI dIkSA saMbaMdhamAM tema nA saMsArI bhAI rIkhavacaMda hemacaMdano khUlAso. 297 naM. 12 muni zrI kusumavijayajIne kabaje soMpavA bAbata temanI pUrvAzramanI mAtuzrI bAI gaIe mAMDelI pharIyAdano amadAvAdanA DI. jaja mI. che. DevIse Apela cUkAdo ... . 298 , na. 13 muni zrI vibudhaviyajInI dIkSA saMbaMdhamAM temanA pUrvAzramanA pitAzrI sAkaracaMda kevaLadAsano khUlAse tathA samiti samakSa thayelI temanI jubAnI. 302 , naM. 14 bahena buddhimati bahenanI dIkSA saMbaMdhamAM temanA mAtApitA tathA dAdAne khUlAso ... 303 For Private and Personal Use Only

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13 naM. 15 muni zrI rasikavijayajInI dIkSA saMbaMdhamAM temane pUrvAzramanA pitAzrI DAhyAbhAI hemacaMdane khUlAso tathA samiti samakSa thayelI temanI jubAnI. 304 , naM. 16 muni zrI jineMdravijaya (zA jIvaNalAla nA thAlAla DAIvALA) ne kabaje sAMpavA temanA bhAIe kesa karelo, te vakhate vaDedarA korTamAM levAyelI temanI jubAnI. ... ... 306 nAmadAra mejIsTreTa sAhebane cUkAdo ... 3 09 , naM. 17 sarIadanA bhAI amRtalAla vIracaMda (munizrI amRtavijayajanuM) janma tArIkhanuM patraka. 310 bhAI amRtalAla vIracaMdanI uMmaranuM DaoNkaTarI saTIphIkeTa ... ... ... ... 311 viramagAma maeNjasTreTa sAhebane cUkAdo. ... 312 pATaNanI korTane chevaTano TharAva... ... 313 , naM. 18 bhAI dhIrajalAla (muni zrI dhUraMdharavijayajI) nI dIkSAno ahevAla... ... ... 315 na19 bahena kaMcanabahenanI dIkSA saMbaMdhamAM temanA pitAzrI jhaverI hIrAbhAI maMchubhAInI tapAsa samiti samakSa thaelI jubAnI. ... 316 , naM. rachANavALA bhAI caMdulAlanI dIkSA saMbaMdhI khUlAsa. ... ... ... .... 318 . na. 21 bahena kaMcanabahenanI dIkSA saMbaMdhamAM temanA bhAI rA. khImacaMda uttamacaMda jhaverInI tapAsa samiti samakSa thaelI jubAnI .. .. 318 , naM. 22 vaDodarAnA sAdhu saMmelana bAbatamAM upAdhyAyazrI premavijayajI mahArAjazrIe pATaNa kesamAM jubAnI ApatAM karelo khUlAse ... ... ... 319 pATaNa kesamAM rajU thayela, AcArya zrImad vijayakamaLamUrijIe amadAvAdanA jaina gRhastha upara lakhela patra... .. .. 321 naM. 23 AcAryazrI vijayadevasUrIe zrAvikAne 35 varSa dIkSA ApavAnuM zA mATe kaheluM, te bAbatane khUlAso * * * * 323 For Private and Personal Use Only

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naM. 24 pATaNamAM cAlelA kesa saMbaMdhamAM maeNTreiTa sAhe bane cUkAda ... ... ... ... 324 , naM. 25 nyAyavijya jaina sAdhu nathI. tene aMgenA TharAvo. 331 >> naM. ra6 pATaNa kesamAM pU. munirAjene jubAnI ApavA bolAvavA mATe voraMTanI mAMgaNI karavA vidhIoe karelI arajI ane te bAbatamAM pATaNanA nAmadAra meMjIsTreTa sAhebano zere ane vaDodarAnI variSTa korTane cUkAdo ... >> , naM. 27 zA. gIradharalAla talakacaMda pATaNavALAne temanI dIkSA saMbaMdhamAM khUlAse. ... ... ... 336 , na. 28 pU. paM. zrI rAmavijayajI mahArAjanI dIkSA saMbaMdhamAM temanA saMsArI kAkAne khUlAse ... 336 , na. 29 chANInA bahena hIrAMkArane temanI dIkSA saMbaMdhamAM khUlAso ... ... ... 339 ,, naM. 30 zA. narasiMha premacaMda mAMDaLavALAno temanI - dIkSA saMbaMdhamAM khUlAse... ... .. 340 , na. 31 khaMbhAtanA zA. ratilAla jesIMgabhAI tathA temanA pitAzrIe pharIyAda pAchI kheMcI lIdhA badala kaeNTamAM ApelI arajI ... ... 341 , na. 32 DabhoIvALA zA. zAMtilAla gulAbacaMdanI dIkSA saMbaMdhamAM munizrI kIrtimunine khUlAso .. 343 sAdhvIzrI caMpAzrIjIne khUlAso . ... 343 . . 33 chANavALA bhIkhAbhAinI dIkSA saMbaMdhamAM temane pitAno khUlAso.. . 344 temanA mAtuzrI bahena maNahenane khUlAse 345 temanA pitAzrI zA.zIvalAla hIrAcaMdane khUlAsa. 345 , naM. 34 11 mIthI 19 mI sadImAM thayelA bALadIkSita AcAryonI nAmAvali ... 347 , niM. 35 gAyakavADI rAjyanA chellAM pAMca varSamAM thayela sagIra dIkSitanI nAmAvala ... 354 For Private and Personal Use Only

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bh d dh ` l >> m 9 zAstriya pUrAvA ... ... .. pAnuM 356 thI 10 zrI samyaktva ApaNu dIkSAnI kriyAne pATha ... ... 357 zrI gautama svAmIe kheDutane saMmati vagara ApelI dIkSA zrI sthUlabhadrajInI saMmati vagara thayelI dIkSAne pATha .. zrI sIje bhavasUrInI saMmati vagaranI dIkSAne pATha .. zrI kuSNurakSitanI saMmati vagaranI dIkSAno pATha ziSyacorI kyAre gaNAya ! te bAbatano pATha jJAnagarbhita vairAgya kene heya ! ... ... yatidharmanA prakAra ... ... ... ... ... 363 sAdhuo makAnamAM rahI zake te bAbatane AdhAra .. upAzrayanA mAlikane tyAMthI sAdhuone kayI kayI vastuo levI kalpanahiM. 364 ATha varSathI sIttera varSanI uMmaranAnI dIkSA le che. te bAbatanA AdhAra ... ... *** *** .. *** 365 sAdhu comAsAmAM jyAre vihAra karI zake, te bAbatane AdhAra... 366 siddhAMtamAM pheraphAra thaI zake ja nahi .. .. . 366 zrAvakoe kayI pravRtti karavA yogya che ane kayI pravRtti akaraNIya che. te bAbatanA pATho ... ... ... .. *** 367 tyAgano virodha karanAra mahA mehanIya karma bAMdhe . zAstrano mahimA ane upayoga ... saMdhanI vyAkhyAo .. saMsAranI asAratA ... jaina sAdhune upadeza ... cAra purUSArthamAM upAdeyatA konI ? 374 sAdhu dIkSA eTale zuM!... ... 374 dIkSAnI vayanuM vidhAna ... ... ... 377 apavAde ATha varSanI aMdaranI uMmaranAne paNa dIkSA ApI zakAya... 378 bAladIkSA sarva prakAre yogya ja che bAladIkSAnI mahattA .. ... . . 389 kuTumba tyAga karavAmAM pApa nathI ja ! . 389 370 271 cha 313 373 ... 378 For Private and Personal Use Only

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ziSya niSkaTikA kayAre?... .. soLa varSanI uMmaravALAne yA tethI vadhu uMmaravALAne mAtapitAdi vaDIla rajA na Ape te paNa dIkSA levAya . 396 parIkSA zI rIte thAya?. .. * ... 398 dIkSA lenAra denAranA guNonuM pramANa ... ... 403 mAtA pitAnA saMtApano doSa dIkSitane lAge? ... 405 zrAvaka sUtra na vAMce te viSane AdhAra * 405 sAdhuveSanI mahattA 409 sAdhu gRhasthanI vaiyAvacca kare ? ... ekala vihArano deSa ... ... ... 409 pariziSTa naM. 36H porabaMdara kesane cUkAda.. 411 - 40 w w For Private and Personal Use Only

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saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhanAM pagaraNa For Private and Personal Use Only

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saM. dIkSA pratibaMdhanAM pagaraNa. sa. 1929nI vaDodarA rAjyanI dhArAsabhAmAM ra. lalubhAI . kIzoradAse saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdha rAjya taraphathI thAya, tevo TharAva rajU karyAnuM jAhera thayuM hatuM, paraMtu pramukhasthAnethI te raju karavAnI rajA apAI nahotI. A prasaMge TharAva rajU thAya te teno virodha karavA mATe kAunsIlara mI. rAmacaMdra. je. amIne pitAnuM eka bhASaNa aMgrejImAM taiyAra rAkhyuM hatuM ane tenI TAIpa karelI nakala kAunsIlarane te vakhate vaheMcI paNa hatI. atre tene anuvAda apAya che. zrIyuta rAmacaMdra je. amInanuM nivedana, za. lallubhAI kIradAse je TharAva mUke che, te sAme huM ghaNuM kAraNothI thAuM chuM. prathama te te TharAva nakAme che. vAlInI saMmati sivAya je sagIrane sAdhujIvananI dIkSA ApavAmAM Ave che, tene pahoMcI vaLavA sArU kAyadAnA hAtha joIe teTalA lAMbA che. dIkSA ApavA sArU je kaMI sagIrAnuM haraNa karI jAya, te temane zikSA karavA sArU phojadArI kAyadAnA kAnuna pUratA che. je kaI zakhsa sagIranI vAlInI saMmati sivAyasagIrane lalacAve ane khaseDe, te te manuSyaharaNanA gunhAne ArepI thAya che. temAM gunhegArano Aropa jovA nathI ane koIpaNa zamsa baLa vAparIne agara ThagAInA sAdhanathI bIjA zakhsane eka sthAnathI, bIjA sthAnamAM javAne lalacAve, to te manuSya haraNa kare che. je vAlI A duniyAdArInA kAmamAM sagIrano sArAmAM sAre hitaciMtaka haya, te teja bhAva sagIranA dhArmika kAryamAM zA mATe tenI pAsethI laI levo? je vAlI AdhyAtmika hita mATe sagIranuM arpaNa karavAnI saMmati Ape che, te tenuM moTAmAM meTuM hita sAdhe che. kAraNa ke AvA AvA arpaNathI tenA AtmAnI mukti thAya che, ke je muktine mATe mAnavajIvana seMkaDe yugothI For Private and Personal Use Only

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3 talase che. je leAkA sagIra che, temanI bAbatamAM dhArAzAstrIe evuM anumAna kare che ke temanA hita mujaba vartavAne te zaktivAna che. ane jyAre sAMsArika bAbatamAM temanA sAme kAMi pratirodha karavAmAM AvatA nathI, teA naitika ane dhArmika kAryamAM temanA upara zA mATe pratirodha mUkavA? tenuM kAMI kAraNu nathI. lAyaka uMmaranA mANasanI icchAmAM Ave, to sArAmAM sArA khajAne ane mIlkata ApI de. sAMsArika bAbatamAM sarakAra taraphathI kAMIpaNu daramyAnagIrI agara Dakhala sivAya paNa te tenI tamAma mIlkata ane sarvasvanA bhAga ApI zake, teA pachI tenA dhArmika vanamAM aTakAva karavAnuM kAMi vyA kAraNa nathI. je kAi zakhsa mAlamIlkatanA tyAga karI pavitra tyAganuM jIvana svIkAre ane janasamAja ane paramAtmAnI sevA grahaNa kare, to pachI tenI vivekabuddhi upara pratirAdha karavAnuM kAMIpaNa kAraNu nathI. pharsTa kalAsa mAjIsTreTa agara sakha DIvIjhanala mAjIsTreTa dhaNA vidvAna ane bahuzruta hAya, paNa jeneAnA pavitra vargomAM dIkSA levA IcchanAra zakhsanA dRSTibiMduthI dIkSAnA savAlane nirNaya karavAmAM te kevaLa asamartha paNa hoya. pAzcAtya bhUmie pUmAM dhaNI bAbatAmAM praveza karelA che, para Mtu hiMdanA AdhyAtmika vikAsakramamAM pAzcAtya bhAvAne kadipaNa pradhAnapada ApavAnuM nathI. A TharAvamAM prAMta nyAyAdhIzanI ma MjurI meLavavAnuM lakhyuM che, tenAthI dhArmika bAbatamAM je svataMtratApaNuM che ane jenI bhAre mATI gaNanA karavAmAM Ave che, tenA dhvaMza thAya che. ane huM Apane namratApUrvaka jaNAvuM chuM ke je mANasa lAyaka uMmare pahecyA che, tenA upara AvA pratirodhanI zarata nAMkhavI te khIlakula anucita che. have bIjI rIte jotAM, A TharAvathI jainAnI dhArmika svata tratA upara meTA humalA thAya che. tyAgAzramanA pavitra mAga mAM hindu, musalamAna, pArasI ane khrIstIonI dIkSAmAM kAipaNa kAyado agara kAnuna heAya, te mArI jANamAM nathI. tA jyAre hindu kAma potAnI dhArmika pravRttimAM svataMtra che, to temAMthI jainane zA mATe cuTI pratirodha karavA joie ? have trIjI rIte jotAM, A TharAvathI je pragatizIla sarakAra taraphathI dhArmika kArDamAM daramyAnagIrI nahiM karavAnA siddhAMta karyAM che, temAM mATA bhaMga thAya che. jainAnuM AdhyAtmika kalyANu zemAM che, tene vicAra karavAne jaitAja sArAmAM sArA vicAraka che. ane jo kAunsIla jainAnI dhArmika bAbatamAM vayamAM paDe ane kAyadA kAnuna ghaDe, te te jaitemanI maryAdAnA bhaMga kare che. je sekaDA varSathI dhArmika kArya mAM taTasthatA ane darmyAna For Private and Personal Use Only

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gIrI nahiM karavAnI prathA cAlatI Ave che, temAM je bhaMga karavAmAM Ave te, lenA magaja upara sarakAra sAme vaimanasya utpanna thAya ane temanI lAgaNI uzkerAya. ane je sUrakara ema dhAratI hoya ke--dhArmika bAbatemAM AvA TharAva karavAthI ane lenI dhArmika svataMtratA upara trApa mAravAthI tene lAbha thaze, te tenA dhAravA karatAM tene hAni vizeSa che, mananI ane vicAranI svataMtratAne teDI pADavAne badale tene vizeSa chuTa ApavI joIe, have thI rIte jotAM, manuSyanA jIvanane aMtima hetu javastu prApta karavI, agara dhana, dolata, vidyA, vijJAna, prApta karavuM te nathI-paraMtu AdhyAtmika pragatimAM je kharuM sukha che, te tenuM parama kartavya ane aMtima Adarza che. tethI koIpaNa pragatizIla sarakAre koIpaNa zamsanA AdhyAtmika unnatinA kAryamAM pratirodha kara nahi, AtmA upara mAyAe ghaNuM ane nahi IcchavAyogya AhaNa karyuM che. have te te mArgamAMthI aTakavAne samaya che. AdhyAtmika nirvANanI prApti mATe aihika sukhene bhoga ApavAthI unnati sadhAya che. aihika sukha nAzavaMta che ane pAramArthika sukha cIrakALa Take tevuM ane sthAyI che. sAMsArika sukha AtmAnI muktinA sAdhanamAM aMtarAyarUpa che, ane AdhyAtmika jIvana te gatimAM vizeSa baLa ApI paramagatine prApta karAve che. tethI pAzcAtya bhAvone magajamAMthI kADhI nAMkhavA kAunsIlane huM vinaMti karuM chuM ane pUrvanI saMskRtinA bhAva grahaNa karI je AryabhUmie adyApi paryata nAmanA karI che, tene kartavyatAnA mArge anya dezane anukaraNIya bane, tevI tirUpa tene banAve, have pAMcamI rIte jotAM, A TharAva duniyAnI pragatimAM paNa eka aMtarAyarUpa che, je mahApurUSa thaI gayA che, teo temanA dudhiyA dAMtamAMthI ja sAdhu thayA che, paraMtu moTI uMmare temaNe saMsAratyAga karyo nathI. je vakhate sAMsArika jIvananI kaluSitAthI magaja mukta hoya che, te vakhate nAnapaNathIja dIkSA laIne dhArmika gurUono prAdurbhAva thayo che. jIvananA leSathI jemanuM mana dagdha thayuM nathI ane nirdoSa che, tyAMthI ja dharmabhAvanA jAgRta thAya che. A kAunsIlamAM je TharAva Ave che, te je amalamAM AvIne pratirodha karavAmAM AvyA hata, te duniyAnA mahAna gurUo jAtane maLyA na heta. have chaThThI rIte jotAM, A TharAvanI hiMdamAM kaI jeDI agara dAkhala nathI. briTiza hiMda agara teTIva sTeTamAM kaIpaNa bhAgamAM dhArmika mAnyatA ane kAryanI svataMtratAmAM aTakAva karanAra A kAIpaNa TharAva For Private and Personal Use Only

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nathI. te AvI dhArmika svataMtratAne beDIthI jakaDI levA vaDodarA sTeTane pahela karavAnuM koI kAraNa nathI. A TharAvathI eka vaDodarA rAjyanI nahiM paNa samagra hiMdanI jaina kemamAM vaimanasyanI lAgaNI utpanna thaze. tenA vaDe vaDodarA rAjyanI sundara kItine dhoI nAMkhI, kalaMkita karavAnuM kAMI paNa kAraNa nathI. AvA kRtrima TharAvathI manuSyanI svataMtratA chInavI levAmAM Ave, tenAthI sTeTanI kItine zA mATe jokhamamAM nAkhavI ane kalaMkita karavI? have sAtamI bAbatamAM jotAM, eka dhamamAMthI bIjA dharmamAM jatAM sTeTa keI jAtane aTakAva karela nathI. hiMdu khristI, ane khristI te hiMdu thaI zake che, tevI rIte musalamAna paNa thAya. AvI rIte thavAthI dharmane samUle pheraphAra thAya che, chatAM paNa koI aTakAva thato nathI. to pachI eka zakhsane tenA dharmamAM zA mATe pUrNa chuTa na ApavI ? jaina sAdhu tarIkenI dIkSA, te sAMsArika upAdhimAMthI mukti che, ane te tyAga ane AtmabhoganuM jIvana che ane te muktipadane mATe che. manuSya jIvanane pApavAsanAmAMthI mukta karI, sevAbhAvanA ane AtmasamarpaNanuM jIvana che. pitAnI vAsanAmAM racyApacyA rahelA mANaso joIe chIe, ke paramA tmAnI ane janasamAjanI sevAbhAvanAvALA pavitra purUSa joIe chIe ? AdhyAtmika jIvanathI ja ane unnata upacArathI ja (ekalA vicAra nahiM, paNa AcArathI) manuSyanuM uMca kalyANa sadhAya che. ApaNI pAse pitAnA ekalA jIvanuM kalyANa IcchanAra nahiM paNa janasamAjanuM kalyANa IcchanAra AtmatyAgI, sarvasvane bhega ApanAra sAdhupurUSo hoya, te A duniyA ghaNI ja vikAza kramamAM AgaLa vadhelI, sukhI ane phalaprada hota ane seMkaDo manuSya jIvananA kalahamAMthI uMca sukhanI prApti karata ane mAyAnI jALamAMthI chuTI jAta. chevaTe A sabhAne huM vinaMti karuM chuM ke--keTalAka caLavaLIyA ane azAMtikara purUSoe dhAMdhala macAvI ane ApanA magaja upara kAMIpaNa jaina dIkSA virodhI lAgaNuM utpanna karI hoya, te tene magajamAMthI kADhI nAMkhI dhArmika bAbatamAM taTasthatA svIkArI, ane janasamAjane Apa pUravAra karI batAvo ke-vaDodarAnI kAunsIlane haiye aihika sukho karatAM pAramArthika sukhonI gaNanA vizeSa che. ane bIjI koI paNa kAunsIla karatAM A kAunsIlane manuSyatvanAM uccAmAM uMccA sukhonI vizeSa kALajI che, ema batAvo. tethI dhArmika hitane mATe tathA janasamAja tathA sTeTanA For Private and Personal Use Only

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hitane mATe eTaluM ja nahiM paNa hiMdanA bhAvI hitanI khAtara, sI karatAM zreSTha AdhyAtmika unnatine khAtara paNa huM A sabhAne khAsa vinaMti karI te TharAva rada karavA jaNAvuM chuM. (aMgrejI uparathI) (sahI) rAmacaMdra je. amIna, dhArAsabhAmAM bIjI vAra nIkaLI gayo! A pachI I. sa. 1930 nA me mAsamAM maLelI vaDedarA rAjyanI dhArAsabhAnI beThakamAM saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhane vistRta khaDe majakura gRhastha taraphathI ja rajU karavAmAM Avyo hato. A dhArmika prazna heIne pramukha sAhebe sarakArI amaladAra sivAyanA kAunsIlarane mata lIdho hato, jemAM pramukha sAhebane mata maLatAM kharaDAnI virUda mata vadhI javAthI tene rada karavAmAM Avyo hate. For Private and Personal Use Only

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saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdha ---- pragaTa thayoH tA. 30 mI julAI, 1931. For Private and Personal Use Only

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saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdha sAdhu, saMnyAsI, yati, yogI, verAgI tathA phakIra vigere evA leke taraphathI ajJAna bALakone saMnyAsa eTale saMsAra uddeza tyAga karavAnI dIkSA ApavAmAM Ave che ane tenAthI aneka anartho thAya che, te aTakAvavA kAMIka pratibaMdha mUkavo jarurI che ema jaNAyAthI, zrImaMta sarakAra mahArAjA sayAjIrAva gAyakavADa senAnAsakhela zamazera bahAdUra, jI. sI. esa. AI. sI. AI. i. pharajade khAsaI daulate-igliziyA emaNe nIce pramANe TharAvyuM che prakaraNa 1 luM prAthamika 1. A nibaMdhane "saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdha" kahe. saMjJA 2. pUrvApara saMbaMdha uparathI bAdha Avato na hoya te vyAkhyA (ka) " saMnyAsa dIkSA " e zabdamAM koIpaNa dharmanA saMnyAsa dIkSA (a) (1) sAdhu, (2) saMnyAsI, (3) yati, (4) yogI, (5) verAgI, (6) phakIra, vigere evA mANaso pitAnA (A) (1) dharmamAM, athavA (2) paMthamAM, jIvana gALavAne koIpaNa mANasane (I) (1) maMtra Ape, (2) muMDe, (3) celo kare, (4) lucitakeza kare, For Private and Personal Use Only

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(5) kaphanI erATe, (6) nAthe athavA (7) evI ja bIjI kaI rIte kriyA kare ke jethI saMsArano tyAga karyo gaNAya teno samAveza thAya che. (kha) "dIkSA" eTale "saMnyAsa dIkSA" ema samajavuM. dIkSA prakaraNa 2 jI. pratibaMdha, 3. (1) "sattAnapaNAnI ummara tathA pAlyapAlaka saMbaMdhI nibaMdha"nI kalama 4 mAM jene sagIrane dIkSA nahIM ApavA bAbata (a) sagIra gaNavAmAM Avyo che tene temaja (A) je sajJAna thayo nathI ema gaNavAmAM Avyo che tene koIpaNa mANasathI saMnyAsa dIkSA ApI zakAze nahIM. (2) (a) peTA kalama (1) mAM jaNAvela. rajAmaMdI hoya te paNa peTAkalama (1) nA TharAvane bAdha nahIM AvavA bAbata. prasaMga (1) sagIra, athavA (2) je sajJAna thayo nathI te, agara (A) (1) tenA mAbApa, agara (2) vAlI pariNAma, saMnyAsa dIkSA ApavA mATe rajAmaMdI Ape tethI peTAkalama (1) nA TharAvane bAdha Avaze nahIM. 4. kalama 3 mAM kahelA TharAva virUddha je koI tevI prasaMga. dIkSA Apaze te te sarva kAraNa mATe kalama 3 nA TharAva virUddha apAyelI dIkSA nirarthaka hevA bAbata pariNAma. nirarthaka gaNAze eTale ke, tevI dIkSA apAyelA sakhasanA (a) (1) saMprAsa, agara (2) bhaviSyamAM prApta thanAra koIpaNa For Private and Personal Use Only

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(A) (1) vArasAInA, (2) bharaNapoSaNanA, (3) vaheMcaNanA, agara (4) bIjA koIpaNa (I) kAyadesara (1) hakkane tathA (2) javAbadArIone tevI dIkSAthI koIpaNa jAtano bAdha Avaze nahIM. prakaraNa 3 ju. zikSA. 5. kalama 3 nA TharAva virUddha je koI sakhasa, zikSA (a) (1) dIkSA Apaze, agara prasaMga, (2) phejadArI nibaMdhamAM "madadagArI karavI" e zabdonI je vyAkhyA ApavAmAM AvI che te pramANe dIkSA ApavAmAM madadagArI karaze to te (A) (1) eka varSa sudhInI (a) sakhata, agara pariNAma, (A) AsAna kedanI, athavA (2) rUpiyA eka hajAra sudhInA daMDanI, athavA (3) bane zikSAne pAtra thaze. tArIkha 24 mAhe julAI sane 1931. me. se. dave. vighaNa kRNarAva dhuraMdhara, nyAyamaMtrI. For Private and Personal Use Only

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saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdha. hetuo ane kAraNe. hAlane musaddo taiyAra karavAnI tArIkha 19-12-19ra9nI dhArAsabhAnI jarUrIyAta. dhArAsabhAmAMnA beThakamAM rA. lallubhAI kizorabhAIe 2. lalubhAIne TharAva. nIceno TharAva Apyo hato. "hAnI umaramAM mANasane dIkSA ApI tyAgI banAvavAmAM Ave che, tethI kumaLI vayanA ane kAcI buddhinA mANaso samaja vagara dIkSA le che ane tyAgI bane che, tethI ghaNuM prasaMge anartha thAya che. mATe jenI uMmaranAM 21 varSa pUrAM thayAM na hoya tevA keIpaNa mANasa strI agara purUSane saMsAra tyAganI dIkSA ApI zakAya nahIM tathA jenI umaranAM 21 varSa pUrAM thayAM hoya paNa 30 varSa pUrAM thayAM na hoya tevA mANasane prAMta phojadArI nyAyAdhizInI paravAnagI meLavyA sivAya saMsAratyAga karavAnI dIkSA ApI zakAya nahIM, evuM dhoraNa TharAvavA A dhArAsabhA zrImaMta sarakArane vinaMti kare che." A TharAvanA saMbaMdhamAM neka nAmadAra adhyakSa sAhebe khulAso karyo hato ke A bAbatamAM tapAsa karI AvA kAyadesara aMkuzanI jarUra che ke kema teno vicAra karavAmAM Avaze. 2. vaLI keTaleka prasaMge kumaLI vayanA jaina bALakone tyAganI dIkSA ApavAmAM AvI sAdhu banAvavAmAM Ave che, hajUrazrInI dayAnamAM ane tethI te paddhati zocanIya hAI baMdha karavA AvelI hakIkata, pAtra che, ema zrImaMta sarakArane paNa jaNAyuM che. 3. A uparathI hAlano musaddo taiyAra karavAmAM Avyo che. sagIra vayanA bALakone dIkSA ApavAmAM aneka sAMsArIka aDacaNo ane anartho samAelA hoya che, tethI tevI dIkSA apAtI musaddo sAmAnya svarU hoya tenA upara aMkuza mUkavA hAlano musaddo pane che. karavAmAM Avyo che. hAlano musaddo mAtra jaina sAdhuo dIkSA Ape che teneja lAgU thAya e karavAmAM Avyo nathI. te sAmAnya svarUpano karavAmAM Avyo che, eTale ke koI paNa dharmanA sAdhu, saMnyAsI, yati, yogI, verAgI, phakIra vigere evA mANaso potAnA dharma athavA paMthamAM jIvana gALavAno koI paNa mANasane maMtra Ape, muMDe, cele kare vigere For Private and Personal Use Only

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evI koI kriyA ke saMskAra kare ke jethI saMsArane tyAga thaye gaNAya tevI sarva prakAranI dIkSAne lAgU thAya evI rItane taiyAra karyo che. ( kalama 2 ). 4. tyAganI dIkSA eka dhArmika saMskAra gaNAya che, tenI vacce zrImaMta sarakAre paDavAne A musaddAno hetu nathI, paraMtu je kaI sagIrane tevI dIkSA ApavAmAM Ave to te tenI samajaNa musaddAnI kalama 4, sivAya athavA rajAmaMdI sivAya che ema gaNavuM joIe, ane tethI tevI dIkSAne aMge kAyadAne laIne tenA hitavirUddha je je pariNAma Ave te tene bhogavavA na paDe evA IrAdAthI sagIrane dIkSA ApavAmAM Ave che te kAyadAnI draSTie sarva prakAre nirarthaka che ema gaNavA kalama 4 mAM TharAvyuM che, eTale ke te kalamamAM jaNAvyA pramANe tevA koI sagIranA kAyadesara hakka ke javAbadArIo heya tene tenI dIkSAthI bAdha Avaze nahIM evuM samajavA TharAvyuM che. 5. A uparAMta evA koI sagIrane jo koI paNa mANasa dIkSA kalama 5, Apaze, agara ApavAmAM madadagArI karaze tene kalama 5 thI zikSApAtra TharAvyuM che. 6. ATalAM dhoraNe hAla pUratAM che ema jaNAyuM che. sagIra na sagIra na hoya evA mANasane hoya evA mANasane koI AvI AvI dIkSA Ape to dIkSA Ape to tene mATe pratibaMdha pratibaMdha mUkyo nathI. bhUko nathI. 7. AzA che ke janasamAjanA hita mATe zrImaMta sarakAra taraphathI thaelA vakhatovakhatanA kAyadAonI mAphaka A AzA. kAyadAno musaddo paNa prajA rAjIkhuzIthI svIkAraze, ane je anartho thatA hoya te aTakAvavAmAM sahAyabhUta thaze. tArIkha 23 mAhe julAI sane 1931. me. se. dave. viSNu kRSNarAva dhuraMdhara, nyAyamaMtrI. For Private and Personal Use Only

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saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdha najIvo Teko For Private and Personal Use Only

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14. na jI Te ke pavitra dIkSA sAme khoTI rIte jAhera vartamAnapatro dvArA khaLabhaLATa karanArA ToLAe A nibaMdha prasiddha thatAMja vartamAnapatra, pagAradAra upadezaka, khAnagI patro ane nivedana dvArA nibaMdhane Teko ApavA samAjane deravavA prayAsa karyo, paraMtu jaina samAje tevAonI kAMI kIMmata gaNI nathI-e ATalA ATalA prayatno chatAM nibaMdhane nIce mujaba maLelA najIvA TekAthI ApaNe samajI zakIe chIe. saMsthAo 1. jena vetAMbara konpharansa. muMbAI 2. muMbaI jaina yuvaka saMgha. 3. jaina yuvaka saMdha. pATaNa 4. jaina yuvaka saMgha. vaDodarA 5. jaina yuvaka maMDaLa. kalakattA, 6. jaina zubhecchaka maMDaLa, sANaMda 7. jaina yuvakodaya maMDaLa. rAdhanapura 8. jaina mitra maMDaLa. 9. jaina yuvaka maMDaLa. khaMbhAta 10. jaina yutha lIga. amadAvAda 11. jaina krAMti sabhA. 12. AtmAnaMda jaina mahAsabhA. lAhora 13. jaina yuvaka saMgha. bhAvanagara 14. jaina yuvaka maMDaLa. 15. vijaya dharma prakAzaka sabhA. 16. samAghoghA jaina mitra maMDaLa. 17. kacchI dazA ozavALa jaina yuvaka maMDaLa. 18. kacchI vIsA ozavALa yuvaka saMgha. A sivAya keTaleka sthaLethI vyaktigata kAgaLa ane tAre nibaMdhane Teko ApavA mATe gayelA che, jenI saMkhyA vadhumAM vadhu 100 uparAMtanI nathI. boTAda muMbAI muMbAI For Private and Personal Use Only

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saM. dI. pra. nibaMdha rada karAvavA amadAvAdamAM nImAyelI jena gRhasthanI kamITI. (tA. 10 ogaSTa 1931) nagarazeTha kasturabhAI maNIbhAI, rA. rA. harIlAla vADIlAla kApaDIyA nagarazeTha vimaLabhAI mayAbhAI rA. rA. bhogIlAla iTAlAla sutarIyA zeTha mANekalAla manasukhabhAI , zakaracaMda dalasukharAma zeTha pratApasiMha mehalAlabhAI , kezavalAla cunIlAla zeTha narendrabhAI sArAbhAI amRtalAla ratanacaMda zeTha panAlAla umAbhAI somAbhAI bhAIlAla vakIla zeTha bhoLAbhAI jesaMgabhAI cImanalAla gokaLadAsa zeTha sArAbhAI DAhyAbhAI cImanalAla maMgaLadAsa mohanalAla manasukharAma jamanAdAsa cunIlAla zeTha mAyAbhAI sAMkaLacaMda jesaMgabhAI kALIdAsa zeTha maNIlAla muLacaMdabhAI trIkamalAla harIlAla zeTha bhagubhAI cunIlAla mehanalAla khemacaMda zeTha nagInadAsa karamacaMda vADIlAla chaganalAla zeTha jIvatalAla paratApazI mehanalAla gokaLadAsa jhaverI zeTha popaTalAla dhArazIbhAI bApAlAla cunIlAla jhaverI zeTha maganalAla raNachoDadAsa choTAlAla jamanAdAsa zeTha babAbhAI vADIlAla mehanalAla popaTalAla vakIla zeTha maNalAla suracaMda gIradharalAla purazotamadAsa zeTha camanabhAI lAlabhAI chaganalAla lakhamIcaMda zeTha zIvAbhAI harIbhAI satyavAdI bApAlAla nyAlacaMda jhaverI rA. rA. gIradharalAla choTAlAla , amRtalAla maganalAla zAha , sArAbhAI haThIsiMga , jamanAdAsa cunIlAla zakaracaMda maganalAla maganalAla harajIvanadAsa cImanalAla kALIdAsa rA. rA. kezavalAla amathAzA vakIla mohanalAla choTAlAla maNIlAla ratanacaMda vakIla jIvaNalAla choTAlAla jhaverI kezavalAla mehalAlabhAI saMghavI zeTha bakubhAI maNIlAla , sArAbhAI jesaMgabhAI dalAla | zeTha puMjAbhAI dIpacaMda , cImanalAla kezavalAla kaDIyA. vigere 151 gRhasthonI nImaNuka karavAmAM AvI hatI. sekreTarIe. For Private and Personal Use Only

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17 zrI vaDedarA rAjya saM dI. pra. nibaMdha rada karAvavA nImAyelI kamITI taraphathI nAmadAra dIvAna sAhebane maLavA gayela DepyuTezane nyAyamaMtrI sAhebane ApelI arajI. ( tA. 17-9-31) zrImaMta sarakAre mahArAjA sayAjIrAva gAyakavADa senA khAsakhela samazera bahAdura che, sIesa. AI. cha sI. AI. I. pharajade khAsa-i. daulate-IglizIyAnI hajuramAM. vaDAdarA, neka nAmadAra sAheba, jata ame Apa nAmadAranA rAjyanA vividha gAmanA tathA bIjA rAjyanA jaina pratinidhi Apane nivedana karIe chIe ke-tA. 30-7-1931 nI zrImaMta sarakAranI AjJApatrikAmAM saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdha prasiddha karavAmAM Avyo che. A agatyanA nibaMdha upara jAhera janatAne sucanAo mekalavA be mAsane TuMka samaya ApavAmAM Avyo che. A saMbaMdhamAM amAre Apane vinaMti karavAnI ke - vartamAna jaina sAdhusaMsthA amArA chellA tIrthaMkara prabhuzrI mahAvIra devanA samayathI, eTale sADIvIse varasathI avicchina paraMparAe cAlatI AvI che. Aja lagImAM hajAro sagIrAe dIkSA laIne A pavitra saMsthAmAM praveza karyo che, ane temane be bhAga mahArane samAna nIvaDayo che. A saMsthAe prAcIna kALathI Aja sudhImAM mAnavajIvananA vikAsamAM, jagatabharamAM sulehazAMti sthApavAmAM, jagatane anitinA mArge jatuM bacAvI. nItinA mArge vALavAmAM aditiya kiMmati phALo Apyo che. ApaNA bhArata dezamAM te bhAratiya saMskRtinI sarvopayogItA, sarvazreSTatA, bhAratiya jIvanamAM dharmanAM uMcA saMskAra, ane advitIya sAhitya sarjana, A tyAgI saMsthAne ja AbhArI che. paradezI humalAo, musalamAnonuM dharmajhanuna, ane chellA eka hajAra varasathI paradezI rAja amala hovA chatAM, Arya saMskRtinuM astitva, prAcIna sAhityanuM rakSaNa, ane Arya dharmonI salAmatI, A saMsthAne ja AbhArI che. mahArAjA caMdragupta, priyadarzI azaka, mahArAjA prati, mahArAjA kaniSka, mahArAjA harSavardhana, mahArAjA kumArapALa, ane chatrapati zivAjI mahArAjanA vyaktitvane vikasAvI, temane ItihAsamAM For Private and Personal Use Only

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18 ajoDa ane amara sthAna apAvanAra ApaNA pUjya tyAgIoja che. ane te kAraNe ja te saMsthA samasta bhAratavarSamAM haMmezAM pUjya ane sarvazreSTa rahI che. AjalagImAM koI paNa dunyavI sattA tenA para aMkuza mukavAne agara temAM Dakhala karavAno vicAra sarakhe paNa karI zakI nathI, badhe tenA AzirvAda meLavavA haMmezAM prayatnazIla rahI che. paraMtu nAmadAra gAyakavADa sarakAra jevI zANI ane dIlaseja sarakAra, sudhArAnA vyApehamAM phaselA patramAM prasiddha thatAM kevaLa khoTA uhApohane ja dhyAnamAM laI "saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdha" prajAnA lAbhanI aMtaradaSTi rAkhIne prasiddha karavA prerAI che, ema amane AjJApatrikA uparathI lAge che. amArA nIcenA TuMkA khulAsAthI paNa Apa nAmadArane jANIne Azcarya thaze ke-je pavitra jaina dIkSA sAme jAhera pa yatheccha kalamo calAvyuM jAya che, je bhAgavatI dIkSAne Aje keTalIka vyaktio taraphathI beTuM svarUpa ApavAmAM AvyuM che, je svapakalyANakArI mArga baMdha karAvavA mATe keTalAka Apa nAmadAra pAse mAMgaNIo karI rahyA che, te badhuM keTaluM geravyAjabI che. ame Apane khAtrIpUrvaka jaNAvIe chIe ke-chellA dasakAmAM AkhAye hiMdamAMthI aDhAra varasanI uMmara sudhImAM vadhAremAM vadhAre cAlIseka sagIre e ja jaina dIkSA aMgIkAra karI che. AmAMnI daseka dIkSAo nAmadAra gAyakavADa sarakAranI hadamAM thaI haze. phakata traNa cAra dIkSAnA prasaMgoe dIkSAnA vidhioe sAdhuo upara korTamAM judI hakIkata jaNAvI pharIyAda karI hatI, paraMtu Akhare satyane jaya thayo, ane amArA sAdhuo mAnabhera nirdoSa jAhera thayA che. jaina dIkSA lenAre keIpaNa jIvanI ke paNa prakAre hiMsA na karavI, asatya vacana na belavuM, mAlIkanI rajA vinA taNakhaluM sarakhuM paNa na levuM, saMpUrNa brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavuM, sthAvara ke jaMgama kAMIpaNa mIlkata na rAkhavI, rAtribhojana na karavuM, game tevI garamI ke ThaMDImAM joDA ke chatrI na rAkhavI, ItyAdI saMyamananA niyamo pAlana karavAnA hoya che. vaLI amArA dharmagurUo khUba vicArapUrvaka jJAnadaSTine upayoga karIne dIkSA ApatA hovAthI amArA jainonI cha lAkha uparAMtanI vasti hovA chatAM sAdhuonI saMkhyA ghaNI najIvIja che. upara jaNAvyA pramANenI pavitra nItimaya jIvana zIkhavavAnI zALAmAM vAlI pitAnA dunyavI svArthano bhoga ApI, kevaLa sagIranuM jIvana ucca banAvavA arthe, sagIranI IcchA thatAM tene tyAga mArga grahaNa karavAmAM madada kare ne jaina sAdhu tenA vAlInI saMmati ane sagIranI IcchA jotAM, tene dIkSA Ape to temAM rAjyano ke samAjano zuM gU kare che te amArI For Private and Personal Use Only

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samajamAM AvatuM nathI, ke jethI vAlInA dhArmika maMtavya ane vartanane svataMtra hakka upara nAmadAra gAyakavADa sarakAra jevI nyAyI ane dharmazIla sarakArane trApa mAravAnI pharaja paDe che. ane AvA nItimArgamAM joDanAra ane madada karanArane gRhegAra gaNI, phojadArI gUnhAnA kRtya badala sajA TharAvavI paDe che. AthI amo Apa nAmadArane vinaMti karIe chIe ke - 1. AjJApatrikAmAM sagIra dIkSA mATe je AkSepo karavAmAM AvyA che-tenA TekAmAM ApanA rAjyamAM sagIrene dIkSA ApavAthI anarthe thayAnA, ane sAMsArika aDacaNo ubhI thayAnA, je dAkhalAo rAjyanA daphatare noMdhAyA hoya te, Apa tasdI laI tapAsI jozo ane jAhera janatAnI jANa sArU prasiddha karavA maherabAnI karaze, te temAM keTaluM vajuda che te jANI zakazo ane ame paNa Apa nAmadArane te dAkhalA dalIla sahita jaNAvIzuM. ane amane khAtrI che ke je amArI A vAjabI mAMgaNI svIkAravAmAM Avaze, to sagIra saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdha karavAnA, A nibaMdhane yogya kAraNonA abhAve Apa nAmadAra jarUrathI pAchI kheMcI levAnA nirNaya upara sahelAIthI AvI zakazo. AthI rAjyano ane prajAno ghaNo kiMmati samaya bacI jaze. 2. A nibaMdha amArI dhArmika kriyAmAM aTakAyata temaja amArI dhArmika lAgaNIne sakhta AghAta karato hovAthI, amAre tenI sAme ghaNI satya hakIkata raju karI, dharmapriya ane dhArmika svataMtratAnuM abhaya vacana ApanAra nAmadAra gAyakavADa sarakAra pAsethI phakta nyAya meLavavo che. paraMtu ame jaino hiMdanA judAM judAM bhAgomAM vasatA hovAthI ghaNI jagyAe te A nibaMdha jAhera thayAnI khabara paNa haju paDI nathI, temaja hAlamAM comAsu hovAthI dharmanI AjJA mujaba amArA pUjya AcArya mahArAje ane muni mahArAja jyAM nivAsa karIne rahyA hoya tyAMthI bIje gAma jaI zake nahiM. evA saMyogomAM amAre je kAMI muddA-purAvAo A kharaDAnI sAme raju karavAnA che, tathA nivedana karavAnuM che, te taiyAra karavA mATe vadhu mudatanI anivArya jarUra che. to AjJApatrikAmAM jAhera karelA samaya karatAM bIjA vadhu che mAsanI mudata sUcanAo mekalavA tathA jubAnIo ApavA mATe jAhera karavA maherabAnI karazojI ane A nibaMdhane aMge je khAsa kamITI Apa nAmadAra taraphathI nImavAmAM AvyAnuM sAMbhaLyuM che, te kamITInI tapAsaNIne aMge bhaviSyamAM amAre je je sagavaDa joIe te ApavA Apa kRpA karaze, ane ApanI nyAyapriyatA vadhAre dIpAvazo-evI ame AzA rAkhIe chIe. For Private and Personal Use Only

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13 surata. 14 lI. amo chIe Apa nAmadAranA AjJAMkita sevake. pratApasiMha mehalAlabhAI. amadAvAda nagInadAsa karamacaMda pATaNa jIvatalAla paratApasiMha. rAdhanapura. bhagubhAI cunIlAla sutarIyA. amadAvAda, kezavalAla mohanalAlabhAI cImanalAla lAlabhAI raNachoDadAsa zeSakaraNa porabaMdara bakubhAI maNIlAla amadAvAda jesIMgabhAI kAlIdAsa amRtalAla ratanacaMda motIcaMda gulAbacaMda jhaverI surata kezavalAla amathAlAla vakIla amadAvAda, bI. e. ela. ela. bI. maganalAla raNachoDadAsa. nemacaMda nAthAbhAI phulacaMda DAhyAbhAI aMbAlAla lallubhAI paTavA kAntilAla cunIlAla lAlacaMda naMdalAla vaDedarA karasanalAla motIlAla visanagara caMdulAla nagInadAsa lIMca maNIlAla lalubhAI pAdarA chaganalAla mAhalAla kaThera pipaTalAla amIcaMda amadAvAda nAnakacaMda kalyANadAsa pharUkAbAda sArAbhAI jesaMgabhAI amadAvAda cImanalAla kezavalAla kaDIA. panAlAla hIrAcaMda vaDodarA sArAbhAI haThIsaMga ravacaMda AlamacaMda vakIla cANasmA. mesANuM 17 0. 0 21 ( 24 27 kaDI raha For Private and Personal Use Only

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saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdha. - vadhelI mudata - vaDodarA rAjya taraphathI tA. 24-9-31 nI AjJA patrikAmAM "saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdhanA musaddA upara sUcanAo mekalavAnI mudatamAM vadhAre karavAmAM Avyo che, ema jaNAvatAM lakhe che ke - samitinI nImaNuMka - 2. sadarahu musaddA saMbaMdhI AvelI sUcanAo tathA arajIono vicAra karavA zrImaMta sarakAra taraphathI nIce mujaba samiti nImavAmAM AvI che 1. me. rA. bA. goviMdabhAI hAthIbhAI desAI 2. me. rA. 2. abrAhama Agena kahImakara 3. me. rA. . viSNu kRSNarAva dhuraMdhara 4. rA. puSkararAva vAmanarAva mahetA. taMtrI. - mudatamAM vadhAre - 3. sadarahu musaddA upara sUcanAo meklavAnI mudata tArIkha 30 mAhe sapTembara sa 1991 nA roja pUrI thAya che. paraMtu prazna mahattvano hovAthI sadarahu mudatamAM zrImaMta sarakAre tArIkha 15 mAhe navembara sa. 1931 sudhI vadhAre karyo che. 4. mATe je sabsoe agara saMsthAone sadarahu mudatamAM arajI agara sUcanAo karavI hoya teNe pariccheda 3 mAM jaNAvelI mudatanI aMdara te amArI kacerImAM tarapha mokalI ApavI. viSNu kRSNarAva dhuraMdhara, nyAyamaMtrI. tA. 18 mAhe sapTembara, sa. 1931 pu. vA. ma. For Private and Personal Use Only

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vaDodarA rAjya saM. dI. pra. nibaMdha rada karAvavA nImAelI kamITInuM jaina samAjane nivedana. jaina baMdhuo, nAmadAra gAyakavADa sarakAra evo kAyado karavA mAMge che ke vaDodarA rAjyamAM kaI paNa sagIra (eTale aDhAra varSa nIceno) ne koI paNa dharmamAM dIkSA ApI zakAya nahi, eTale saMsAra choDAvI zakAya nahi. ane je kaI saMnyAsa agara dIkSA Ape, agara temAM madada kare; tene rAjya eka varSanI keda agara eka hajAra rUpIA daMDa, agara baMne sajAo karaze. A kAyade vaDodarA rAjyanI AjJApatrikAmAM tA. 30 mI julAInA roja pragaTa karavAmAM AvyA che. ane tenA upara be mahinA lagI lekonA abhiprAya mAMgavAmAM AvyA che, be mahinA sudhI te kAyadAno virodha agara tarapheNamAM leke je kaMI kaheze te badhuM sAMbhaLIne kAyadAne amalamAM mUkavo ke nahi te zrImaMta gAyakavADa sarakAra nakakI karaze. zrImaMta gAyakavADa sarakAranA A kAyadAe jenonI dharmanI lAgaNI bahu dubhAvI che. kAraNa ke dIkSA e dharmakriyA che, ane je mANaso dIkSA grahaNa karI zake che, teo mahA puNyazALI gaNAya che. ane AvA puNyazALIne pavitra mArge javAmAM madada karanAra puNya bAMdhe che. ApaNe badhA jANIe chIe ke janmamaraNanA anaMta pherAo pachI prApta thayelo A manuSya bhava ane zrAvaka kuLamAM janmIne kevaLa paisA ekaThA karavA agara saMsAra sukhamAM racyApacyA rahI manuSya bhava hArI javA. ApaNe IcchatA nathI. sAcuM kahIe to saMsAramAM koI jagyAe ApaNane sukha paNa jaNAtuM nathI. ane tethIja puNyazAlI AtmAo saMsAra choDI daIne pitAnAM karma khapAvI devA mATe dIkSA grahaNa kare che. ane te grahaNa karyA pachI AtmadhyAna karIne potAnAM badhAM karma khapAvI mele jAya che. A mahAtmAo ApaNA parama upakArI che, kAraNa ke teo potAnA AtmAnuM kalyANa kare che eTaluM ja nahi, paNa ApaNane pApapravRttio karatAM aTakAve che, ane ApaNuM kalyANanI ciMtA haMmezAM kare che, ApaNA kalyANane sAco mArga ApaNane batAve che ane te mArge javAnuM baLa meLavavA madada kare che. teone jagatamAM koI paNa jAtane svArtha nathI, tethIja ApaNe badhA temane page lAgIe chIe ane temanI bhakti karavAmAM ApaNane AnaMda Ave che, ane puNya mAnIe chIe. For Private and Personal Use Only

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13 ApaNe jANIe chIe ke pote karelAM puNya agara pApa peAtAne vahelAM meADAM bhAgavavAja paDe che. puNyazALI AtmAe pavitra mArga grahaNa kare che ane bhAreka AtmAe pApa mA mAM sapaDAya che. pUrva karmanA udayeja eka rAjA ane bIjo raMka, eka tyAgI ane khIjo svArthI, eka udAra ane khInne leAbhI, eka jJAnI ane bIjo mUrkha, eka saMyamI ane bIjo svacchaMdI, eka bahAdura ane bIjo bIkaNa, ema judA judA svabhAvanA mANasA ApaNe joIe chIe. je AtmAene bacapaNathIja te mArgomAM vadhAre rasa paDe che. te jyAre jyAre prasaMga maLe che tyAre peAtAnI tyAga-- vRtti keLavI saMsAranA tyAga karI tyAgI bane che. prabhu mahAvIrasvAmInA nirvANa pachI Aja lagInA sADI cAvIsA mAM saMkhyAbaMdha mANasoe saMsAra cheADI daI dIkSA lIdhelI che, jemAM ghaNA puNyazAlI AtmAe te bacapaNamAM dIkSA lIdhI hatI. ane A bALavayamAM dIkSita thayelA mahA-bhAnA meTA bhAga jagataupakArI mahAratne sAna nIDA che. je je AtmAee sagIra uMmaramAM dIkSA lIdhI che, teekamAMthI Ana dhargAcAryo pAmyA che. kumArapALa mahArAjAne pratieAdha karanAra kalikAla sarvajJa bhagavAna zrI hemaca MdrasUrIdharajIe paNa bALapaNamAMja dIkSA lIdhI hatI. bhagavAna vasvAmIjIe paNa bAlapaNumAMja dIkSA lIdhI hatI. A sivAya zrI sAma tilakasUrIjI, zrI sAmaprabhasUrIjI, zrI caMdrazekharasUrIjI, zrI jayAna dasIjI, zrI devaca drasUrIjI vagere keTalAe AcAya vo ane dhamagurUoe bAlyavayamAM dIkSA lIdhI hatI. Aje vidyamAna AcAya mahArAo paikInA keTalAMkAe khAlyakALamAM dIkSA lIdhelI che ane teoe jaina samAja upara aneka upakAra karyA che ane kare che. vAstavika rIte dIkSA levA mATe mATI uMmara karatAM bAlyavaya vadhAre anukULa che. kAraNa ke te u MmaramAM kumaLA magaja upara jAtanA saMskArI nAkhavA hAya te jAtanA saMskArA vadhAre sahelAIthI nAkhI zakAya che. vizeSamAM bALaka upara saMsAranA jherI vAtAvaraNanI echI asarane lIdhe temanAmAM nirdoSatA vadhAre hAvAthI, te dharma mArga jaldI vaLe che, ane mahAjJAnI banI zake che. jyAre pAchI uMmaranA dIkSite eka vakhata saMsAracakramAM sapaDAI gayelA hovAthI prAye tevA mahAjJAnI ke prabhAvazALI echA nIvaDe che. A kAraNathIja mahAjJAnIoe dIkSA levA mATe bALavaya vadhAre anukULa gaNelI che ane je mAbApa agara vAlI potAnAbALakane AtmakalyANa karavAmAM daukSA apAvI madada kare che, te tenA sAcA hitasvI che. ane A rIte rAjya jo dharmomAM harakatakartA kAyado kare to tethI bhaviSyamAM ApaNane ghaNuMja nukazAna thavA saMbhava che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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zrImaMta gAyakavADa sarakArano sagIra dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdha dharma ane AtmAnI svataMtratA upara aMkuzarUpa che. bALadIkSA aTakAvavAno kAyade je yAtimAM heta Aja lagImAM jagate keTalAe mahAdhuraMdhara dharmacAryo ane mahAtmAo taraphathI thayele lAbha gumAvyo hota. saMsArika bAbatamAM sagIra mATe nirNaya karavAnI chellI sattA jevAlIne che te ja vAlIne dhArmika bAbatamAM saMpUrNa sattAhina A kAyadA mujaba gaNavAmAM Ave che-e keTaluM vicitra che ! pitAnA chokarAne durgatimAM pADavAnI agara sAMsArika pravRttio je pApamaya hovAthI AtmAnuM patana karAvanArI che te game te pravRttimAM vAlI sagIrane nAMkhe temAM zrImaMta gAyakavADa sarakArane sagIranuM ahita nathI jaNAtuM, jyAre dharmajIvana gujArI eka sagIra samasta mAnavajAtinuM kalyANa kare, uttama prakAranuM jIvana jIve, jIvananA umadA siddhAMtane akSarasaha anusare ane jagatane vadhAre sukhI, vadhAre udAra ane vadhAre samRddha banAvavAmAM pitAno purepure phALo Ape, jemAM aMgreja sarakAra jevI paradezI sarakAra ane bIjA koI paNa rAjyane sagIranuM ahita na jaNAya ane nAmadAra gAyakavADa sarakAra tene anartha kahI, tenA upara aMkuza mUkavA mATe kAyado ghaDe e keTaluM Azcaryajanaka ane khedakAraka che! A saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdha eja vaDodarA rAjyanI dhArAsabhAmAM be vakhata raju thayela ane te baMne vakhata kAyadA rUpe pasAra thayelo nahiM. Aje pharIthI e trIjI vakhata kAyadA rUpe karavA raju thayo che, tyAre samasta jaina keme ekatrita thaI te uDAvI devAnI jarUra che. A kAyadAnA samarthanamAM keTalAka taraphathI evI dalIla karavAmAM Ave che ke bALaka jyAre kaMI paNa samajato nathI, tyAre tene saMsAra choDAvI de-e bALaka upara julama karavA samAna che. ane evI bALadIkSAo apAvIne keTalAka vAlIo bALakane prApta thayelAM agara thavAnAM saMsArIka sukhanA hakko uDAvI de che. pahelI dalIlanA javAbamAM jaNAvavAnuM ke--dhAro ke dIkSA letAM bALakane tyAgamArga viSe ajJAna hoya che te teTaluM ja ajJAna te bALakane je koI paNa saMsArIka pravRttimAM nAMkhavAmAM Ave te saMsArIka pravRttimAM paNa hoya che. bALakane nizALe besADavAmAM Ave che tyAre je zALAmAM tene bhaNAvavAmAM Ave che te zALAmAM upalA dhoraNe ke jyAM tene amUka vakhata pachI bhaNavAnuM che te dhoraNo viSe tene keTaluM jJAna hoya che? bALakanuM sagapaNa karavAmAM Ave tyAM teja sagapaNane aMge lagna thayA pachI lagnajIvana ane tenI javAbadArIonuM bALakane keTaluM jJAna hoya che ? For Private and Personal Use Only

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5 bALakane vepAradhaMdhA zIkhavavAmAM Ave tyAM tene vepAradhaMdhAnI AvazyaktA ane te mATe je kaI karavuM paDe tenuM keTaluM jJAna hoya che ? kArIgarIne kakko dhuMTanAra bALakane te saMbaMdhI zuM khyAla hoya che? kazA ja nahi. dareka saMndregAmAM bALakanA hitane vicAra karIne vAlI bALakanI zakti ane je raste bALakane dAravAmAM Ave che tenI yeAgyatAnA vicAra karIne bALaka mATe chelleA niya bAMdhe che. ( ane te niya mujaba bALaka jema prati kare che tema tema tene te te saMbaMdhI vizeSa mAhitI maLatI jAya che ane chevaTe icchita vastu prApta kare che.) A badhA niyAmAM chellA cAra saMsArika niNuyAmAM sarakAra vacce nathI paDatI ane vAlI je kaI kare che te bALakanA hitanI dRSTie kare che ema kabUla rAkhe che. tA pahelAM dhama jIvanane lagatA niya--jesanuM hita karanArA niNaeNya che temAM sarakAra kaeNma vacce paDI zake ? khIjA praznamAM ApaNe joi zakIe chIe ke dareka mAtApitA agara vAlIne potAnA bALaka agara pAlya tarapha kudaratI vAtsalyabhAva hoya che. bALakanA sukheja te sukhI thAya che ane bALakanA duHkhe te duHkhI thAya che. ApaNe jainA zuM bALakane avaLA raste caDAvavAnuM kAma kadIe karIe chIe ? nahIM ja. vizeSamAM bALakane dIkSA apAvavAmAM te mAtApitA agara vAlI potAnA svArthanA bhAre bhoga Ape che. kAraNake potAnA ghera janmelA e bALaka yuvAna avasthA prApta thatAM gharane sadhaLeA bhAra upADI leze ane potAne vRddha avasthAmAM nivRtti maLaze-e abhilASA dareka mAbApane jarUra hAya che. je mAbApeA ALakanA hitanI dRSTie agara tene dharmamArge vALavAnI khAtara dIkSA levAmAM saMmati Ape che, te potAnI A abhilASAne bhAga ApI potAnuM jIvana pAtAnA purUSA ane kama upara cheDI bALakanuM ja hita sAthe che. ApaNA jaina samAjamAM hAlamAM Asare pAMcasA jeTalA sAdhuo che ane A nAnA AMkaDA ema sAbIta karI Ape che ke jaina dIkSAe purepurA vicArapUrvaka apAya che. ApaNA munimahArAjAeAnA ucca cAritra, jJAna ane sacame mAtra jeneAja nahi paNa anya dharmIe ane vilAyata ane amerIkAnA lokone paNa mugdha karyAM che, ane te paNa ApaNA AcAya mahArAjAone jhUke che. ApaNA sAdhu mahArAjAonI sakhyA eTalI theADI che ke temane lAbha ApaNA samAjanA meoTA bhAgane hajI lagI maLI zakatA nathI ane keTalIka 4 For Private and Personal Use Only

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26 jagAe te varSonA varSo vahI javA chatAM muninA darzana durlabha che. pariNAme paryuSaNuM jevA mahAparvo paNa yathArtha rIte ujavI zakAtA nathI, ane te pavo daramIyAna je dharmadhyAna thavuM joie te keTalIka jagyAe munimahArAjanI hAjarInA abhAve thaI zakatuM nathI. tethI munimahArAjAenI saMkhyAmAM yakicita thatA vadhArA aTakAvIne tenA upara AvI jAtanA aMkuza mukAI temAM dInapratidIna ghaTADA thavA jevuM ane te icchavAyAgya nathI. ane tethI ja ApaNe dareke A kAyadAne virodha karI tene amalamAM AvatA aTakAvavA ApaNAthI banatA dareka prayatna jarUra karavA joie. ( vaDAdarA rAjyanI AjJApatrikAmAM ' A nibaMdha bahAra paDayA pachI amadAvAdamAM lagabhaga seAeka jaina AgevAtA maLyA hatA ane kAi paNa bhAge dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdhane amalamAM AvatA aTakAvavA mATe vicAraNAo thaI hatI, ane jaina AgevAneAnI eka vagavALI kamITI nImIte te kamITI dvArA A TharAvanA virodha karI tene amalamAM AvatA aTakAvavAnuM nakkI thayuM hatuM. kamITInA namra sevA tarIke " saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdha'nI khInajarUrIyAta ameAe jaina samAjane samajAvavAnA prayatna karyA che. have jenA potAnI dhArmika pharajanA vicAra karI potAnA avAja zrImaMta gAyakavADa sarakAranA me. nyAyamatrI sAheba upara vaDAdare mAkalAvI Apaze- evI AzA che. patravyavahAr vAdarA rAjya saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdha rada karAvavA nImAyelI kamITI The. ratanapeALa, pAMjarApoLa. jaina upAzraya amadAvAda. dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdhane aTakAvavA mATe je kaMI paNa sucanA Apa karI zako tema hA te te jarUra karazeAjI. lI. zrI saMdhanA sevakA, kezavalAla amathAzA vakIla bI. e. ela. ela. bI. kezavalAla mAheAlAlabhAi jhaverI, vakIla maNIlAla ratanacaMdra dalAla, sArAbhAi jezIMgabhAi cImanalAla kezavalAla kaDI. kamITInA sekreTarIe. For Private and Personal Use Only

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ra7 pa. pU. AcArya zrImada vijayanemisUrIzvarajI ane pa. pa. AcArya zrImad sAgarAnaMdasUrIzvarajInI rUbarUmAM saM. dI. pra. nibaMdha rada karAvavA nImAyelI kamITIe nIce jAhera vinati patra prasiddha karyo hato. vaDodarA rAjya taraphathI pragaTa thayela saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdha upara sUcanAo mokalI ApavAnI mudatamAM eka mahinAno vadhAre karavAmAM AvyuM che ane dareka jaina saMgha, saMsthA, ke vyakti tA. 15 mI DIsembara 1931 sudhImAM te nibaMdhane virodha karanArI ghaTatI sUcanAo vaDedarA rAjyanA rA. rA. nyAyamaMtrIne mokalI Ape te jarUrI che. A A saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdha dharmaghAtaka hovAthI amadAvAdanA sakaLa jaina saMghe tA. 13-11-1931 nA roja nagarazeThanI vaMDe asAdhAraNa medanImAM ekatrita thaIne sarvAnumate te nibaMdhane viSedha karanAro nIce mujaba TharAva karyo che. TharAva vaDodarA rAjya jAhera karela "saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdha jaina dharmanA siddhAMta virUdhdha temaja janasamUhanA dhAmika ho upara bInajarUrI dakhalagIrI karanAra ane temanI dhArmika lAgaNI atyaMta dubhAvanAro hovAthI amadAvAdane jaina saMgha neka nAmadAra gAyakavADa sarakArane te nibaMdha pAcho kheMcI levA AgrahabharI vinaMti kare che, Aja sudhImAM amadAvAdanA zrI jaina saMghanI mAphaka seMkaDo gAmonA zrI saMghae, jaina saMsthAoe ane AgevAna vyakitaoe A nibaMdhane virodha karyo che ane Ape je haju sudhImAM evo TharAva nA karyo hoya te A maLelI vadhArAnI mudatamAM vidhane TharAva karIne vaDodarA rAjyanA nyAyamaMtrI sAheba upara mokalI Apaze. A bAbatamAM durlakSa karavAthI dharma ane samAjane meTA nukazAnane bhaya che. pAMjarApoLa, jaina upAzraya). lI. maMtrIo, amadAvAda - vaDodarA rAjya saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka tA. 22-11-1931 ) nibaMdha rada karAvavA nImAelI kamITI, For Private and Personal Use Only

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vaDodarA rAjyanA saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdhane virodha karanAra -zrI jaina saMghanAM nAma zrImaMta gAyakavADa sarakAranA rAjyanA zrI saMgha 1 pATaNa (zAsanarasika zrI saMgha) 26 mesANA 2 cANasmA 27 kaDI 3 khAvaDa 28 maTI Adaraja 4 TITeDA 29 bokaravADA 5 DIMgucA 30 vaDu 6 pAnasara 31 saraDhava 7 bAlavA 32 palIyaDa 8 jAmaLA 33 lIMca 9 sAMgalapura 34 suraja 10 berIAvI 35 mudaraDA 11 jagudana 36 rAMteja 12 ITAdA 37 vaDAvalI 13 gaMgeTa 38 maNIyArI 14 dhINeja 39 pAMceTa 15 chaDIAraDA 40 khaDadalA 16 kaMtharAvI 41 laNavA 17 pIMDArapura 42 pIMpala 18 cavelI 43 kaMI 19 zaMkhalapura 44 Asajola 20 dethalI 45 bheMsANa 21 dholAsaNa 46 bAlIyAsaNa 22 aMbAsaNa 47 sAmetrA 23 jharaNuja 48 meu 24 meThA 49 lAMghaNaja 25 mevaDa 50 naMda For Private and Personal Use Only

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pI DAMgaravA 84 veDA para sAlaDI 85 karajIsaNa 53 mAMkaNaja 86 rAjapura 54 vaDasmA 87 Akhaja papa kIla 88 lAdarA pa6 rIDhola 89 sarIyada 90 uMdarA paka gelIvADA 18 vAyaDa 91 keDa 59 aMdarADa 92 mulAsaNa 93 kArelI 60 Adaraja meDo 61 serIsA 94 dhamIja 95 kanIpura kara bahIyela 96 moTapa 63 uvArasada 97 vaDAvI 64 punAsaNa 65 jAkhAnA 98 veNapura 66 mahelAva 99 pADagAla 67 cAMgA 100 bhaDakada 68 DAu 101 karelI 69 vaTAdarA 102 nAra 70 sojItrA 103 bAMdhaNI 91 dharamaja 104 vaso ura bhuvela 105 chANI 73 karADI 106 acchArI 74 navAkhala 107 bAmaNagAma 75 gaMbhIrA 108 Demola 76 sarAra 109 utarAja cha7 kurAla 110 DabhoI (sAgarasaMbhA saMgha) 78 kaThera-jaina taraphathI 111 hArIja-jaino taraphathI 79 kheravA 112 sATha 8. zInora , 113 mAMgaroLa 81 erU , 114 vaDodarA 82 AMTa , 11pa gaNadevI 83 khAvaDa-jaina jainetara taraphathI 116 kalola-jainajainetaro taraphathI For Private and Personal Use Only

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30 briTiza ane bIjA rAjyanA gAmanA zrI jaina saMghe virodha. 1 amadAvAda 28 caloDA 2 bArejA 29 phedarA 3 kAsIMdrA 30 utelIyA 4 gAMgaDa 31 nAnedarA 5 sAvajaDA 32 vAsaNa 6 deva dholerA 33 kecarIA 7 baladANuM 34 degAmaDA 8 bAvaLA 35 juvAraja 9 rUpAvaTI 36 kaMTha 10 kharaDa 37 saragavAlA 11 rUpagaDha 38 vaTAmaNa 12 vejalakA 13 bhAta 39 rAsama 14 sImeja 40 dhoLakA 15 kAvIThA 41 badarakhA 16 pATaDI 42 sarakheja 17 vahelAla 43 muvADu (amarAjInuM) 18 khoraja 44 kubaDathala 19 bAkarola 45 kaNabhA 20 navAgAma 46 nAyakA 21 raNAsaNa 47 ogaNaja 22 mAMDaLa (zeTha karazanabhAI lakhamIcaMda 48 gedhAvI-jaino taraphathI vigere 43 sahIo sAthe.) 49 magunA 23 TIToI 50 dadhAlIyA 24 sAnathala 51 pAlundrA, 25 prAMtiA para jAvAla 26 sAdarA-jaina taraphathI 53 pAlI 27 sANaMda (106 sahI sAthe) 54 baTa For Private and Personal Use Only

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31 55 vAva pa6 lebAu 57 jamaDA 58 ITADhA 59 bherola 60 ThImAM 61 rAmaparA 62 bhAbhara 63 DucakavADA 64 hedarA 65 kheDA 66 zekhalA 6i7 uMbarI 68 saradArapurA 69 AMgaNavADI 70 vAsaNa 71 zrIrIyA chara AkolI 73 dunAvADA 74 kanIja 75 vArAhI-jaine taraphathI 76 rAdhanapura (kolIvADAna saMgha) 77 kuvara. 78 mAMDavI 79 IlAva 80 jalAlapura-jene taraphathI 81 buhArI che 82 pAleja 83 vApI-jene taraphathI 84 borIgAma [85 dArahA 86 jhAlAra 87 pADIva 88 diyodara 89 jetaDA 90 bhAcara 91 luNAla 92 dudhavA 93 tIthagAma 94 vAsaraDI 95 kuvALA 96 vApura 97 nA netA 98 khemANu 99 raNAvADA 100 vAtama 101 keraNa 102 dIyodarA 103 dugarAsaNa 104 senI 105 kAkara 106 mAMDalA 107 junA DIsA (caturvidha saMdha) 108 haDahaDa-jaino taraphathI 109 rAM 110 uNa 111 morathANuM 112 surata ( caturvidha saMgha ) 113 surata-nAnapurAnA jaina 114 pratApanagara 115 samanI-jano taraphathI 116 aMkalezvara , 117 dhuLIyA 118 punA-jaina taraphathI 119 sAMgalI-jaine taraphathI 120 mahuvA For Private and Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 121 hubalI-kacchIdazA ozavALa jaina mahAjana 122 jAmanagara (caturvidha saMgha) 123 TIkara 124 vaNA 125 khAravA www.kobatirth.org 126 kaTuDA 127 sudAmaDA 128 dedAdarA 129 geAkharavALA (tapAgaccha saMgha) 130 cekaDI (, 131 dhoLerA 132 kArAkSa ( tapAgaccha saMgha ) 133 jasapurA 134 pADIvADA 135 AdarIyANA 136 nagavADA 138 mIThAgADhA 139 phatepura 140 jhIMjhuvADA 151 hemala 152 murakhA-jaitA taraphathI 36 141 vaLA 142 vaDhavANa zahera-jaina mahilAo 143 bhAvanagara jainA taraphathI 144 khaMbhAta (cAritrarasika saMdha) 145 mAtara 146 suNAva 147 vaDadalA 148 eDavA 149 nApADa 150 vaDatAla Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 153 veAdhA 154 sAvarakuMDalA 155 pAlItANA 15 taLAjA 157 saDalA 158 baLadANA 159 peDhaDA 160 memakA 161 kAMTha 162 cuDA (tapAgaccha saMdha) 163 lAlIAda ( > 164 devacarADI 165 dhaMdhukA 16 bhaDakavA ( tapAgaccha saMgha ) 167 jhADIyANA 168 dhAmA 169 jainAbAda 170 vIsAvaDI 171 ADu 172 surela 173 vaDhavANa zahera-jainA taraphatha 174 vAlerA-jaina mahilAe 175 pAlItANA-moTI TALI 176 tArApura 177 mahemadAvAda 178 vatarA 179 vAsada 180 mAgara 181 kapaDavaNaja 182 kharaiNA 183 udela 184 valeTavA 185 sIMjIvADA ,, For Private and Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra kAvI 186 187 daheDA 188 Alaja 189 AMkalAva 190 rAmAla 191 jhArAlA 192 vAlavADa 193 kheDA--jenA taraphathI 194 mulathAna 195 ujjaina 19 dhAra 197 mahu 198 vakhatagaDha 199 erAma DI 200 salANA 201 DhAlAnA 202 rAjagaDha 203 adanAvara 204 dasAi 205 AkAdIA 206 mahIdapura 207 gAdharA-aunA taraphathI 208 ADesara 209 vajapAsara 210 bhacAu 211 phategaDha 212 sAmakhIyAlI 213 lalIyANA www.kobatirth.org 214 gujarAnavAlA-jaineA taraphathI 215 IsaravADA 216 khAkhasara 217 cuNela 33 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 218 vADeAlA 219 AkhAla 220 jalasaNa 221 pADA 222 sIrAvA 223 kInhevalA 224 vaiNuja 225 nAgadA 226 ratalAma-jaineA taraphathI 227 kAnavana 228 rAjoda 229 sAntapura 230 tarAnA 231 talagArA 232 suAlapura 233 anagara 234 makSIjI 235 devAsa 236 sItAmahu 237 iMdora-jaitA taraphathI 238 AdhAI 239 vAMDhIyuM 240 plAMsavA 241 lAkaDIyA 242 aMgI 243mAMDavI baMdara-jainA taraphathI 244 kalakattA 245 muMbAI (cavidha saMdha) 246 muMbAi-pukharAja nArU mAraphata sthAnakavAsI jainA taraphathI. 240 madrAsa 248 vaDhavANa kAMpa-jaine taraphathI 249 muMbaI-jaina mahilAe For Private and Personal Use Only

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38 jaina-jainetara saMsthAone virodha. DabhoI gAyakvADa rAjya 1 zrI jaina zreyaskara maMDaLa mahesANA 2 dhI yaMga mensa jaina sosAyaTI pATaNa 3 zrI jaina che. mUrti. pU. lIga opha nardhana gujarAta kalela 4 dhI yaMga maeNnsa jaina sosAyaTI cANasmA 5 dhI yaMga mensa jaina sesAyaTInA sabhAsado rIkola 6 zrI jaina pAThazALA cANasmA 7 dhI yaMga mensa jaina sosAyaTI nAra 8 dhI yaMga mensa jaina sosAyaTInA sabhAsado rIdrola 9 dhI yaMga maeNnsa jaina sosAyaTI chANI 10 AcArya zrI labdhivijyajI jaina saMgita maMDaLa cANasmA 11 zrI jaina bALa sevA samiti 12 zrI jaina yuvaka maMDaLa brITIza ane bIjA rA. 13 A. I. yu. . jai. sa. saMmelana amadAvAda 14 dhI yaMga mensa jaina sosAyaTI 15 zrI dezavirati dharmArAdhaka samAja 16 vaDodarA rAjya saM. dI. pra. nibaMdha rada karAvavA nImAyelI kamITa. 17 zrI jaina tattva vivecaka sabhA 18 zrI vIra samAja 19 zrI jaina zvetAMbara mUrti pU. sahakAra samiti 20 dhI yaMga maeNnsa jaina sosAyaTInA sabhAsado kAsIMdrA 21 dhI yaMga maeNnsa jaina sosAyaTI sANaMda 22 dhI yaMga mensa jaina sosAyaTI vAva 23 zrI jaina zubhecchaka maMDaLa rAdhanapura 24 zrI jena volanTIyara kora 25 dhI yaMga maeNnsa jaina sosAyaTI 26 zrI jaina yuvaka maMDaLa 27 zrI jaina AnaMdavardhaka sabhA surata For Private and Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra "" www.kobatirth.org 35 28 dhI yaMga maeNnsa jaina sAsAyaTInA sabhAsade 29 30 31 . Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir ,, 32 dhI yaMga maeNnsa jaina seAsAyaTI 33 dhI yaMga maeNnsa jaina sAsAyaTInA sabhAsado 34 zrI Atmalabdhi snAtra maMDaLa 35 thI yoMga maeNnsa Trena seAsAyaTI 36 zrI jaina saMgIta meAhana maDaLa 37 dhI yaMga maeNnsa jaina seAsAyaTInA sabhAsade 38 dhI yoMga maeNnsa jena seAsAyaTI 39 dhI yuga maeNnsa jaina seAsAyaTI 40 zrI mahAvIra jaina sabhA 41 dhI yaMga maeNnsa jaina sAsAyaTI 42 dhI yaMga sansa jaina seAsAyaTInA sabhAsade 43 dhI yuga maeNnsa jaina seAsAyaTI 44 zrI navapada ArAdhaka samAja 45 zrI muMbAi jaina yuvaka ma`DaLa 46 zrI vardhamAna jaina sabhA 47 zrI vardhamAna jaina pADazALA 48 dhI yaMga maeNnsa jaina vAlanTIyara kAra 49 zrI dheAdhArI vIsA zrImALI jaina mitra ma`DaLa 50 zrI kacchI dazA ozavALa sAmAyika kamITI 51 zrI dolatavijaya jaina lAyabrerI para zrI vardhamAna jaina yuvaka maMDaLa 53 hiMdu mahAsabhA 54 akhIla varNAzrama svarAjya saMgha For Private and Personal Use Only bhaca pAleja mIyAMmAtara mIyAM sarabhANa varSavANu zahera bhImaDI vaDhavANa zahera cuDA jAmanagara Ara bhaDA jAmanagara khaMbhAta >> kapaDavaNaja IdAra muMbAI ,, "" "" "3 1 l . nANA pIMDavADA surata kAzI

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amane maLelA sattAvAra khabara mujaba uparanA seMkaDo zrI saMghe tathA saMsthAonA virodha darzaka TharAvo uparAMta AkhAye hiMdanA judA judA bhAgomAMthI 1083 vyaktigata patro, 383 tAre, saM. dI. pra. nibaMdha tapAsa samiti upara mokalavAmAM AvyA che ane 76 muni mahArAjAoe laMbANa virodhadarzaka nivedana mokalyAM che. A sivAya mAravADa, paMjAba, baMgALamAMthI bIjA TharA, vyaktigata patro, arajIo A nibaMdha rada karavA lakhAyelI che, tevA samAcAra hAlamAM amone maLyA che; paraMtu amane tenI nakale maLI nathI. jethI tenI gaNatrI amee lIdhI nathI. For Private and Personal Use Only

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37 To, His Highness The Maharajah Sir Sayajirao Gaekwar G. C. S. I. G. C, 1. E. BARODA. Mar it please your lighness, 1. We, the members of the Jain Community, beg to place the following appeal, before your Highness for (aieful consideration, and favourable disposal. 2. We, after deep deliberation, wish to regis. ter, with your Highness, our strong protest, against ERITA OTETT aparata face, published in stat fent dated, 30-7-31. 3. We assuro your Highness that the views expressed herein, hare the complete approval, and whole-hearted support of Jains of all classes, and sections, rich and poor, reformed and orthodox English educated and otherwise. 4. We feel it unnecessary and tiresome to re peat the galaxy of arguments, that have been al ready advanced by different bodies, in memorials to your Highness, praying that the bill may be dis allowed. 5. We, nevert: eless, beg to draw the enlight ened consideration of your Highness, to a few as pects of this most important question of state policy For Private and Personal Use Only

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38 6. We like to recall to your Highness, the wholeso me internatio: al convention of religious nuninterference. This is also the avewed principle of British rule. The result of such a policy has been that the British Empire, las driven its rvous deep and spread its ramifications into every corner of India, 7. We beg to remind your Highness of what all the enlighted rulers in the world are doing. Laws are made to check immorality and crime; whilst this proposed religious legislation appears to restrict the activities of niissionaries (AT) of Truth and Morality and appears like cutting the main arteries of moral life in the Country. In conclusion, we pray once more that our appeal may not go in vain. December 1931, We have the honour to be Your Highness' Most Obedient Servants, [rellcil zeylan, oflzcai, aslal, siscal, 0414rIo vigeree uparane vinaMtipatra zrImaMta gAyakavADa sarakArane saM. dI. pra. nibaMdha rada karavA mATe mokalI Ape che. pAzcAtya saMskRtinA mehamAM phasAI AryasaMskRti pratye bedarakAra banelA sudhAraka! mATe A vinaMti patra bedha levA lAyaka che. ] For Private and Personal Use Only

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ACHT 39 saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdha. - te rada karavA mATe prasiddha thayeluM keTaluMka sAhitya. dIkSAdharsa-rAjanagaranI dhI yaMga mensa jaina sosAyaTI taraphathI tyAga dharmanI sarvazreSThatA siddha karI ApI, dIkSA uparanAM AkramaNone sacoTa pratikAra karatI, eka pustikA bahAra pADavAmAM AvI hatI. jemAM agIyArathI aDhAramI zatAbdI lagInA sagIra dIkSita AcArya lekhakonI nAmAvali tathA sagIra dIkSAnA zAstrIya purAvA ApavAmAM AvyA hatA. vahAITa loTasa--(takamaLa) AcArya mahArAja zrI 1008 zrI vijayanemisUrizvarajInA vidvAna ziSya svargastha muni mahArAjazrI subhadravijayajIe cAra pharamAne laMbANa vidvatApUrNa lekha aMgrejI bhASAmAM lakhyo hate. ane zrI jaina tattva vivecaka sabhAe te pragaTa karyo hato. A prakAzananA lekhaka saMsArI avasthAmAM jaina eDavokeTa" patranA taMtrI hovAthI, temano Akhoe lekha dalIlapurassara ghaNIja vidvatAthI lakhAyelo che ane pAchaLa pariziSTamAM jaina-jainetara vidvAnonA jaina dharma, Aga ane munivaryo saMbaMdhI abhiprAyo prasiddha karI prakAzananI upayogitA vadhArI che. maeNmerIyala-rAjanagaranA sAta jaina AgevAnonI sahIthI zrImaMta gAyakavADa sarakArane saM. dI. pra. nibaMdha rada karavAnI vinaMti karatuM eka memarIyala chapAvIne bahAra pADavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. dIkSA mImAMsA-AcArya zrImad vijayadAnasUrizvarajInA vidvAna praziSya munirAja zrI jaMbuvijayajI mahArAja sAhebe saM. dI. pra. nibaMdhano virodha karatuM eka laMbANa nivedana prasiddha karyuM hatuM. uparokta cAre prakAzano ghaNIja vidvatApUrNa bhASAmAM kasAyelI kalamathI lakhAyelAM che, ane te dareka sAdiaMta vAMcI javA dareka vAcakane amArI majabUta bhalAmaNa che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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uparAMta pa. pU. paMnyAsapravara zrImad rAmavijayajI mahArAjazrIe paNa nibaMdha upara cAra vidvatApUrNa vyAkhyAna pATaNamAM tA. 4-11-31 thI tA. 7-11-31 nA divasomAM ApelAM che. te badhAM zrI jaina pravacananA viSe trIjAnA tA. 22-1131, tA. 29-11-31, tA. 6-12-31 tathA tA. 13-12-31 nA aMka 27-28-29-30 nA aMkomAM prasiddha thayelAM che. te badhAM vAMcI javA amArI khAsa bhalAmaNa che. khAsa adhivezana-zrI dezavirati dharmArAdhaka samAja taraphathI dharma vartananI svataMtratAnA rakSaNa arthe yojAelA khAsa adhivezanane vistRta ahevAla adhivezananA cAra suMdara bloko sAthe uparokta samAja taraphathI saM. 1987nA Aso vada 13 nA roja bahAra pADavAmAM Avyo che. temAM paNa ahevAla uparAMta rA. mohanalAla pI. zAha, rA. amIcaMda go. eDavokeTa vigerenAM nivedano ane keTalAka vaktAonAM vikatA pUrNa bhASaNo ApelAM che, te vAMcavA amArI khAsa bhalAmaNa che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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dharmavartananI svataMtratAnA rakSaNa arthe maLelA, zrI dezavarati dharmArAdhaka samAjanA, khAsa adhivezananI saphaLatA IcchanArA tathA saM. dI. pra. nibaMdhane virodha karanArA, AvelA saMkhyAbaMdha tAranI yAdI 1 AcArya zrI vijayedAnasUrizvarajI muMbAI 2 , vijayalabdhisUrIzvarajI kapaDavaNaja 3 rAjAsAheba zrImAna vijayasiMhajI dudheriyA ajImagaMja 4 bAbusAheba zrImAna surapatasiMhajI dugaDa 5 nagarazeTha vImaLabhAI mAyAbhAI amadAvAda 6 zeTha mANekalAla manasukhabhAI 7 bAbusAheba zrImAna mIsarIlAlajI raidAnI mIrajApura 8 zeTha zIvAbhAI haribhAI satyavAdI amadAvAda 9 vaDedarA rAjya saM. dI. pra. nibaMdha rada karAvavA nImAyelI kamITI , 10 suracaMda pI. badAmI sAheba, surata 11 zrI jaina saMdha kapaDavaNaja cANasmA 12 > amadAvAda 14 zeTha mohanalAla gokaLadAsa 15 ,, mohanalAla bhAyacaMda 16 , rIkhavacaMda kezarImela 17 rAvasAheba harajIvanadAsa jesIMgabhAI 18 zeTha bhAyacaMda jhuMjhAbhAI 19 ramaNalAla e. jhaverI 20 zeTha khAtilAla amaracaMda 21 ,, maNilAla devajIbhAI 22 zeTha cunIlAla pipaTalAla 23 , caMdulAla anopacaMda 24 , nAthAbhAI metIcaMda ratalAma jabalapura gujarAnavAlA kalakattA bhAvanagara mAMDavI baMdara sAMgalI rAdhanapura zIra For Private and Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 37 38 39 40 41 42 43 25 . 26 dhI yaMga maeNnsa jaina seAsAyaTI 27 zeThe mAtIcaMda dIpacaMda 28 29 30 31 3ra 33 34 35 36 44 45 4 47 "" zAMtilAla UjamazIbhAI premacaMda meAhanalAla haragovana cunIlAla cANasmAvALA meAhanalAla hemacaMda vIracaMda saubhAgya "" zrI navapad ArAdhaka samAja zeTha amaracaMda kalyANacaMda jhaverI khamacaMda kalyANacaMda jhaverI aMbAlAla ,, "" "" "" "" "" . "" .. "" "" "" .. www.kobatirth.org ' 42 vada trIbhAvanadAsa tathA devIcaMda harakhacaMda mANekalAla dhuLAbhAi rAMdhAvALA dalapata kezavajI umedacaMda kuMvarajI rANAvALA .. jaina gAMdhI kaMpanI uttamabhAi ugaracaMda Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir punamacaMda DAhyAbhAI pATaNavALA DAhyAbhAI dulabhacaMda pATaNavALA meAhanalAla cunIlAla vIsanagaravALA kasturacaMda laheracaMda pATaNavALA meAhanalAla padamazI nareAtamadAsa kevaLabhAI cheoTAlAla pATaNavALA 48 49 dhI yaMga maeNnsa jaina seAsAyaTI 50 presIDanTa--dhI yaMga maeNnsa jaina sAsAyaTI para khaMbhAta yaMga maeNnsa jaina vAlanTIyara kAra parazeTha trIbhAvanadAsa devacaMda 53 zeDa narAtama TAbhAI zeTha kezavalAla nemacaMda zeDa prANajIvana jeThAbhAI 54 zeDa lakSmIcaMduM bhavAna 55 kAntilAla pratApasiMha For Private and Personal Use Only punA vAva muMbAi " "" punA muMbAi "> "" "" surata vaDhavANu kempa muMbAI . . "" "" "" "" sANaMda muMbai 97 jAmanagara rAdhanapura jAmanagara sAMda khaMbhAta vaDhavANa sITI kalakattA khATAda muMbAI

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- DabhoI muMbAI 56 munizrI kaivalyavijayajI viralepArale 57 zeTha jIvaNalAla cunIlAla jInavALA 58 , devacaMda nAgaradAsa muMbAI 59 , hIrAcaMda ratanacaMda amadAvAda 6. dhI yaMga maeNnsa jaina sosAyaTI nAra 61 pAnAcaMda rUpacaMda jhaverI, pramukha-zrI muMbAI jaina yuvaka maMDaLa, muMbAI 62 zA. hiMmatalAla lallubhAI punA zeTha khImacaMda uttamacaMda surata 64 mAtIcaMda gulAbacaMda 6pa , zAMtilAla jIvaNalAla mubAI 66 , dalasukha punamacaMda rAdhanapura 67 zA. lAlacaMda puraSotama >> jaya tilAla vADIlAla , pipaTalAla sukhalAla vaDhavANa zahera >> harajIvana talakazI . mohanalAla phulacaMda 68 zeTha manasukhalAla sukhalAla 69 presIDanTa-volanTIyara kaura rAdhanapura 70 nAthAlAla kasaLacaMda lIMcavALA muMbAI 71 zeTha sukhalAla oghaDabhAI vaDhavANa sITI , jeThAlAla khImajI verAvaLavALA muMbAI , raMgIladAsa chaganalAla tathA caMdulAla nagInadAsa surata 74 zA. gaNapatalAla amathAlAla lIMcavALA muMbAI , gIradharalAla kALIdAsa lIMcavALA , popaTalAla kevaLadAsa lIMcavALA , manasukhalAla haThIsIMga kaMDavALA , gautamacaMda karajIsaNavALA 78 zeTha zAMtilAla trIkamalAla vaDhavANa zahera 80 zA. kezavalAla premacaMda kaDavALA zeTha dhArazIbhAI gaNapata tathA zeTha jagajIvadAsa gIradharalAla muMbAI 82 zeTha zIvalAla sukhalAla vaDhavANa zahera 83 , maNIlAla kAlIdAsa 84 ghATakeparanA jeno muMbAI S 73 75 77 muMbAI For Private and Personal Use Only

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muMbAI muMbAI 85 vardhamAna jaina sabhA tathA vardhamAna jaina pAThazALA 86 zeTha vIracaMda devazI che bApulAla bhujavALA e manasukhalAla rAdhanapuravALA) , uttamalAla mANekalAla 88 . motIlAla DAhyAbhAI jhaverI , sAkerabhAI khuzAlacaMda , manasukhalAla bApulAla 91 - nemacaMda abhecaMda , TokarazIbhAI 93 yaMga mensa jaina vaeNlanTIyara kaura 94 zA. nAnAlAla amRtalAla 5 , kAntilAla amRtalAla 96 presIDenTa-jaina mohana maMDaLa 97 dhI yaMga mensa jaina saMsAyaTI 98 sekreTarI zrI jaina vidyArthI bhuvana zeTha nagInadAsa jIvaNajI sukhalAla khUbacaMda 101 , dalapata popaTacaMda , narapatalAla jhaTa 103 zrI ghoghArI vizA zrImALI jaina mitra maMDaLa 104 zeTha jamanAlAla vamaLazI 15 presIDanTa mahAvIra jaina sabhA 106 zA. choTAlAla vADIlAla 107 , zIvalAla phulacaMda 108 , ratilAla kasturacaMda 109 zrI tArApura jaina zvetAMbara saMgha 110 zeTha kezavalAla jhuMjhAbhAI 111 rA. bAbubhAI 112 zA. kezavalAla vADIlAla 113 rA. piopaTalAla amathAzA vakIla jAmanagara amadAvAda jAmanagara navasArI khaMbhAta rAdhanapura muMbAI rAdhanapura khaMbhAta cANasmA muMbAI tArApura taLAjA . . * muMbAI punA amadAvAda T ema For Private and Personal Use Only

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45 adhivezanamAM pasAra thayelA TharAvA 1 A adhivezana darAva kare che ke zrImaMta gAyakavADa sarakAre jAhera prajAmata jANavA mATe tA. 30-7-31 nI AjJA patrikAmAM prasiddha karelA che, te saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdha' tene kAipaNa bhAga aMgara tene bhaLatA kAi kAyado amArAM jaina dharmazAstro virUddha ane amArA dharma vananI svata MtratA upara aMkuza mukanArA che, tethI te nibaMdhane zrImaMt gAyakavADa sarakAra tAtkAlika rada kare ane amArI svata tratA askhalita rAkhe. amArAM dharmazAomAM ADa varSanI uMmarathI sIttera varSa saMgInI uMmaramAM kahelI ane temAM paNa AthI soLa varSa lagInI mAtApitA agara vAlInI saMmativALI dIkSA viSenA je niyame che temAM amAne saMpUrNa zraddhA che ane tethI virUddhanI vicAraNA agara TharAva zAstranA virUddha hAvAthI amAne mAnya nathI. amadAvAda acchArI Adaraja 2 zAstra ane dharmane nahiM mAnanArA keTalAkA pUjya sAdhusaMsthA nAMzaka vRttine pAvA jaina samAjanA ahiSkArathI mRtaprAyaH banelAM jaina kaeNAnpharansanA nAme saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdhane svIkAravAdika jaNAve che te tarapha A adhivezana dhikkAranI lAgaNIthI jUe che. 3 je jaina agara jainetara patrA jANatAM ajANatAM jaina zAstranA virUddha, zrImaMta gAyakavADa sarakAra taraphathI prasiddha thayelA ' saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdha'nI tarapheNamAM je kAMi lakhANA pragaTa karI rahyA che te khInapAyAdAra ane ana`kArI hovAnuM A adhivezana jAhera kare che ane tevAM lakhANeAmAM kAi paNa jAtanA vizvAsa na rAkhavA sava kAine bhalAmaNa kare che. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir adhivezanamAM hAjara rahelA purUSa pratinidhi 1637 tathA vhenA 311 maLI kula 1948 paikI pratinidhionI gAma pramANe saMkhyA. purUSa -(0) 443 1 1 DabhAI dAu dAsaNa For Private and Personal Use Only ja 1

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w s m amarelI okhA baMdara aMbAsaNa Ahala dhalAsaNa mr ` m m ` m h uMjhA y kapaDavaMja kalola kaDI @ m m m devaDA dehagAma dehagAma dekAvADA dethalI dhINoja nadAsa navasArI nAra nuMgara pATaNa pAlanapura pAlItANA pAdara pIludarA peTalAda ` t kalakattA m m sm bh 8 my sy by my b by kaccha karajIsaNa kAsIMdrA kIela kaMDalA karavI kaMtharAvI kharoDa khaDadA. h ` m pethApura m m m ` m kheravA h h b` kherAlu b` kheDA w bh khaMbhAta boTAda punAsaNa punA ribaMdara pIMpara balela bAlIyAsaNa bIlImorA bArIyAvI borasada bhAgalapura bharUca bhAvanagara bh gerAda muMjA bh my sr my py my my my che. m s buhArI cANasmA cuDA chANI chaThIyAraDA jagudana bhAMDu ` ` m m m h mr mr m magunA mANasA meTapa jAmanagara m For Private and Personal Use Only

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w h muMdaDI meTI deu mAMkaNaja mAMDala - 2 - - m joraNaga 2 jaMtrAva jhIMjhuvADA TANA hesANAnA jaino ane ! ra76 svAgata samiti mahuvA meu lh muMbaI 4 sIddhapura rAjapura rANapura rAmapurA bhaMDA rAMdhejA rIDhola lAMdhaNaja lIMca vaNA vaDanagara vAva sInAra surata haLavada hArIja rAdhanapura rAjura rAMdera lakhatara lIMbaDI ledrA viDAvalI vaDhavANa sITI kempa vAsada visanagara vIjApura - - 2 ba ba - - - - - - 8 - vAlama viramagAma vaDA zIyALakeTa (paMjAba). sAvalA sAmetrA sAtama sANaMda raNuMja vaDodarA vaDAlI sAyalA sAlaDI sAMthala sAMgalapura sAvarakuMDalA upadhAnavALA bhAIo upadhAnavALA ane bIjAM bahena a - 5 - - - 46 8 311 For Private and Personal Use Only

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muMbaImAM jaina yuvakonI jAhera sabhA. dhI yaMga mensa jena sesAyaTI, zrI muMbAI jaina yuvaka maMDaLa, zrI vardhamAna jaina sabhA, zrI ghoghArI vIzA zrImALI jaina mitra maMDaLa, zrI kacchI jana sAmAyika maMDaLa, tathA dhI yaMga mensa jaina vaiolanTIyara kora-nA Azraya nIce rA, amIcaMda geviMdajI zAha eDavokeTanA pramukhapaNuM nIce tA. 31 : 12 : 31 ane tA 1: 1: 'rUrane dine muMbaI-hIrAbAgamAM maLelI jaina yuvakonI jAhera sabhAe sarvAnumate pasAra karelA keTalAka prAsaMgika TharAva karAva 2 jo. tAjetaramAM muMbaImAM maLelI koMnpharansanI sTenDIMga kamITImAM jAhera thayuM che ke jenA kAmamAM prasarI rahela kusaMpanuM samAdhAna karavA dharmipakSa taiyAra nathI, paraMtu atyAra sudhImAM jyAM jyAM samAdhAnInA mArgo dekhAyA tyAM tyAM ApaNe tatparatA dekhADI che ane tethI karavAmAM Avela AkSepa nirarthaka che. haju paNa teo kemanA saMgaDhana khAtara samAdhAna karavA IcchatA heya te ApaNuM kAmanuM pratinidhitva dharAvatI zrI dezavirati dhamarodhaka samAja, ola inDIA yaMga mensa jaina sosAyaTI saMmelana athavA baMne taraphanA AgevAne sAthe samAdhAnInA saMdezA calAvavAnI muMbAImAM hIrAbAgamAM maLelI jaina yuvakenI A jAhera sabhA bhalAmaNa kare che. TharAva 3 je. vaDodarA rAjya vajuda vagaranA uddeza ane hetunA AdhAre prasiddha karela saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdha, ahiMsA ane satyanI pracAraka muni saMsthAnI pragatine aTakAvanAra, dharmavartananI svataMtratA upara trApa mUkanAre, saMsAratyAganA AdarzavALI jaina kemanI dhArmika lAgaNIne atyaMta dubhavanAra che, ema muMbAImAM maLelI jaina yuvakonI A sabhA jAhera karI zrImaMta gAyakavADa sarakArane te bInajarUrI nibaMdha sAMgopAMga rada karI pAcho kheMcI levA vinaMti kare che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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zrI bhoyaNIjI tIrthamAM ekatrita thaela zrI zramaNasaMdhanA prAsaMgika TharAve. TharAva 1 lo, "vaDodarA rAjyanA nyAyamaMtrI taraphathI saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdhano je kharaDo jAheramAM Avyo che tene aneka saMghe e ane amUka virodhIne cheDI prAyaH saghaLA jainoe ghera virAdha jAhera karyo che. ApaNe sAdhuoe paNa judA judA sthaLethI virodha jaNavyo che. atre ekatrita thayela A zramaNasaMgha eka vAra pharIne vaDedarA rAjyane jaNAve che kee nibaMdha jenazAsananA mULamAM ghA karanAra che. tene pahelAmAM pahelI take mULamAMthI nAbUda karavAmAM Ave ema ane zramaNasaMgha Icche che. kAraNa ke-emAMja nItimAna rAjya ane kalyANasAdhaka prajAnI unnati samAelI che." TharAva 2 je. "zrI jinazAsanamAM AThathI soLa varSanI vaya sudhI mAtApitAdi vAlInI rajAthI ane tyArabAda ativRddhAvasthA sudhI mAtApitAdi vAlInI rajA na maLI zake tema hoya te te vinA paNa utsarga mArge dIkSA vihita che. vaLI zrI jinAjJA mATe te Aje paNa dravya-kSetra-kALa-bhAva anukULa che ane pAMcamA ArAnA cheDA sudhI raheze. AthI A zramaNasaMdha jAhera kare che ke-pATaNamAM dIkSA mATe saMghanI rajA viSe karavAmAM Avela TharAva zAstra virUddha che. ane te jinAjJA virUddha TharAva zrI saMghane nahi paNa keTalAka dharmavirodhI ajJAna yuvAnonAja che. Avo koIpaNa TharAva zrI jaina saMdha karI zake nahi ane kare te te jaina saMgha kahevAya nahi. eTale e TharAva ane te pachI tene aMge te TharAva karanArAoe je kAryavAhI karI che, te sarve kaI paNa jaina saMghane mATe tiraskAravA yogya che. " TharAva 6 The. upAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI mahArAjA kahe che ke-bAladIkSAnuM vidhAna karanAra zAstrakAroe jainazAsanane avicchinna banAvyuM che ane atre maLelo A zramaNasaMdha jAhera kare che ke-Aje keTalAka dharmazatruo kahe che ke-bALadIkSA e bhayaMkara vastu che, paNa e khoTuM che. bAladIkSAmAMja zAsanano uddhAra che. Itara darzanakAre paNa bAlabrahmacArIone mAnapUrvaka svIkAre che. bAladIkSAnI puSTi jainazAsanamAM jorazorathI karelI che. ethI jainasamAjamAM koIpaNa evo hovo joIe nahi, ke je bAladIkSAne virodhI heya." For Private and Personal Use Only

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A TharAvo zrI bhoyaNIjI tIrthamAM svAbhAvika ekatrita thaela pU. zrI zramaNa karelA cha TharAvamAMnA che. ukta cha TharAvo vi. saM. 1988 nA caitra suda trayodazIne divase pU. zrI zramaNasaMghe pU. AcAryadeva zrImad vijayalabdhisUrIzvarajInI adhyakSatAmAM sarvAnumate ryA hatA ane teozrInI ja adhyakSatAmAM vi. saM. 1988 nI citrI pUrNimAne divase sAdhu-sAdhvI-zrAvaka-zrAvikA rUpa caturvidha zrIsaMdhanI 7 thI 8 hajAranI mAnavamedanI samakSa zrI bhoyaNIjI tIrthamAM ja jAhera karyA hatA. " A TharAvo thayA te vakhate pUjyapAda jenaratna, vyAkhyAna vAca spati, AcAryadeva zrImad vijayalabdhisUrIzvarajI mahArAja Adi ThANAM 23, pU. AcAryadeva zrImad vijayadAnasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanA parama vinaya pU. siddhAntamahodadhi upAdhyAya zrImata premavijyajI gaNivara pitAnA parama vinaya bAlabrahmacArI vyAkhyAnavAcaspati panyAsapravara zrImad rAmavijayajI gaNivara Adi ThANAM 29, pU. paMnyAsa zrI bhaktivijayajI Adi ThANuM 15, pU. paMnyAsa zrI kumudavijayajI Adi ThANAM ja, pa. pU. AcAryadeva zrImad sAgarAnaMda surIzvarajI mahArAjanA ziSyaratna pU panyAsa zrI vijayasAgarajI Adi ThANuM 4, pU. paMnyAsa zrI kIrtisAgarajI Adi ThANa 3, pU. paMnyAsa zrI ravivimaLajI Adi ThANuM 2, pU. paMnyAsa zrI puSpavijayajI Adi ThANAM 3, pU. munizrI kIrtivijayajI Adi ThANa 3, pU. muni zrI buddhivijayajI Adi ThANuM 10, pU. munizrI saubhAgyavijayajI Adi ThANa ja, pU. muni zrI sujazavijayajI Adi ThANa 2, pU. munizrI caMdravijayajI, pU. muni zrI kIrtimuni Adi ThANAM 2, tathA pU. muni zrI kIrtivijayajI hAjara hatA. For Private and Personal Use Only

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para sanyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdhanA musaddA saMbaMdhamAM namra nivedana. lekhakaH sUrata nivAsI sgAla kAjha kAnA rITAyarDa jaja sAheba zrIyuta suracaMdabhAi purUSottamadAsa adAmI. R vaDAdarA rAjya taraphathI pragaTa thayelA saMnyAsa dINA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdhanA musaddA saMbaMdhamAM jaina bhAIomAM ghaNA uhApASa thavA mAMDayA che. te saMbaMdhamAM judA judA abhiprAye pragaTa thatA jAya che, ane hAlamAM e niaMdha upara je sUcanA meAkalavAnI hoya tene mATe asala TharAvelI e mA sanI muddatamAM vadhArA karI ApavAmAM AvyA che. eTale te vadhArelI mudata sudhImAM aneka sajjanA taraphathI potAnA abhiprAyA vinA saMkAce darzAvavAvAmAM Avaze ema AzA rAkhavAmAM Ave che. te abhiprAya darzAvavAmAM keTaleka aMze madadagAra thai paDe teTalA mATe e saMbaMdhamAM kAMIka nivedana vAMcakAnI jANa mATe karavuM jarUranuM che. musaddAnuM sAmAnya nirIkSaNa tr ,, * 1. A nibaMdhanA AraMbhamAM jema dareka kAyadAmAM ApavAmAM Ave che tema e nibaMdhanA uddeza jaNAvavAmAM Avele che. te uddeza keTale daraje TakI zake tevA che te ApaNe prathama jovuM joIe. temAM ema jaNAvyuM che ke ajJAna bALakane apAtI dIkSAthI aneka anarthI thAya che, te aTakAvavA kAMIka pratibaMdha mukavA jarUrI che ema jaNAyAthI...nIce pramANe A sivAya " uddeza " mAM khA kAI prakAranuM spaSTIkaraNa rAvyuM che. karavAmAM AvyuM nathI. chevaTanA bhAgamAM '" hetue ane kAraNeA " atAvavAmAM AvyA che. temAM zarUAtamAM rA. rA. lallubhAi kIzAbhAIe tA. 19-12-29 nI dhArAsabhAnI beThakamAM je TharAva ANyA hatA, paraMtu je majura rAkhavAmAM AvelA nahI, te TharAva TAMkIne jaNAvyuM che ke TharAvanA saMbaMdhamAM teka nAmadAra adhyakSa sAhebe khulAsA karyAM hatA ke A bAbatamAM tapAsa karI AvA kAyadesara aMkuzanI jarUra che ke kema tene vicAra karavAmAM Avaze. paraMtu A bAbatamAM kASTha prakAranI tapAsa karavAmAM AvI hatI ke kema ? te bAbata kicIt paNa ullekha nathI, temaja AvI tapAsa thayAnuM paNa ApaNA jANyAmAM nathI. jo A nibaMdha pragaTa karI, tenA upara abhiprAyA mAMgI, te abhiprAyA parathI chevaTa ni << A ,, For Private and Personal Use Only

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pa3 rNaya para AvavAne vicAra rAkhyo hoya to tenI tapAsa mArA namra ane bhiprAya pramANe vAstavika na gaNAya. AvI mahatvanI bAbatamAM nibaMdhano musaddo pragaTa karatA pahelAM mege gRhastha ane sAdhuo pAse tapAsa karavI jarUranI hatI. ane te tapAsane aMte je evA abhiprAya para AvavAnuM thAya ke musaddo prAthamika draSTie jarUra che toja te pragaTa karI tenA para jAhera janatAnI sUcanAo mAMgavI joIe. "hetuo ane kAraNe" nA bIjA peregrAphamAM A musaddo racavAnuM kAraNa jaNAvyuM che. temAM phakata eTaluMja kahevAmAM AvyuM che ke "vaLI keTaleka prasaMge kumaLI vayanA jaina bALakene tyAganI dIkSA ApavAmAM AvI sAdhu banAvavAmAM Ave che ane tethI te paddhati zocanIya hAI baMdha karavA pAtra che ema zrImaMta sarakArane paNa jaNAyuM che." nibaMdhane muso ghaDavA mATe phakata eTaluM ja kAraNa pradarzita karavAmAM AvyuM che. tyArapachI to musadAnI judI judI kalamo bAbatamAM samajaNa ApelI che. 2. ATalA uparathI ApaNane spaSTa samajAya che ke A musaddo ghaDavA mATe je kAra upasthita thaelA kahevAmAM Ave che te be che. (1) "ajJAna bALakone dakSA ApavAmAM Ave che tethI aneka anartho thAya che, te aTakAvavA kAMIka pratibaMdha mukavAnI jarUra che, ane (2) kumaLI vayanA jaina bALakone tyAganI dIkSA ApavAmAM AvI sAdhu banAvavAmAM Ave che te paddhati zocanIya che." A kAraNe vAstavika che ke kema ? ane tene lIdhe sagIra dIkSAne sadaMtara nAza karavAnuM yogya gaNAya ke kema? te bAbata vicAra karavo jarUranuM che. 3. e bAbata para vicAra karatAM pahelAM mAre eTaluM prathama jaNAvI devuM joIe ke sagIranI dIkSA ke lAyakanI dIkSA e kevaLa amizrita dhArmika bAbata che. anAdi kALathI e pracalita che. e bAbatamAM dharmazAstronA je pharamAno hoya tene anusaravAnuM che. te pharamAnene anusaravAnI dareka dharmapriya gRhastha ke sAdhunI pharaja che. je koI sAdhu pAse dharmazAstramAM batAvelI maryAdAmAM rahIne kAIpaNa saMsArI dIkSA grahaNa karavA Ave to te sAdhuthI tene dIkSA ApavAnI nA pADI zakAya nahiM, ane je te nA pADe che te pitAne sAdhu dharmanA mArgathI thoDe ghaNe aMze vyuta thAya che. dharmazAstromAM darzAvelA vidhi ane niSedha pramANe vartana rAkhavuM e dareka sAdhune sAdhu thatI vakhate grahaNa karelI pratijJAne anusaratA ane vicchinna AcAra hovo joIe. je rAjasattA dharmazAstranA pharamAnanI virUddha pharamAna kADhe to gharmasattAne AdhIna rahevuM ke rAjasattAne AdhIna For Private and Personal Use Only

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54. rahevuM--e bhayaMkara prazna utpanna thAya ane jyAM dharmazAstranA pharamAnonI virUddha AcaraNa karavAnI pharaja pADavAmAM Ave tyAM pariNAma chevaTa kevuM Ave te bAbata anumAna karavuM muzkela nathI. ane vizeSa karIne jeoe saMsAra tyAga karI phakata potAnI ane paranI Atmonnatine mArge caDhAvanAra saMnyAsa ke dIkSA lIdhelI che tevA draDha dharmazraddhAvAna sAdhu ke saMnyAsInA saMbaMdhamAM te A bAbatamAM ekaja anumAna thaI zake. teo te prANane paNa pitAnA dharmazAstronA pharamAnonuM ullaMghana karaze nahi. A ane AvA prakAranA bIjA aneka kAraNone laIne dareka sudharelA rAjyamAM rAjya sattA dhArmika svataMtratAne ADe AvatI nathI ane dhArmika bAbatamAM lezamAtra hastakSepa karatI nathI. 4. ema kahevAmAM Ave che ke "vaDodarAnA nAmadAra gAyakavADa sarakAra sudhAraka che ane te ja kAraNe "aSTa varSe bhagaurI' kahenAra bALalagnane puSTI ApatA pirANikonI sAme jaI "bALalagna pratibaMdhaka " kAyado ghaDo hato ane haju te pracalita che. AvAja AzayathI A prastuta nibaMdha kAyadA karavA mATe ghaDavAmAM Avyo che." A kathana bIlakula avaLe raste doranAruM che. " bALalagna pratibaMdhaka " kAyadA sAmAjIka ke ardha sAmAjIka ane adha dhArmika bAbatane lagata che. lagnane dharmazAstronA pharamAna karatAM sAMsArika vyavahArika bAbato sAthe vadhu saMbaMdha che, jyAre dIkSA e kevaLa dhArmika bAbata che. eTaluM ja nahi paNa e kAyade dIkSA ApanAra sAdhu ke saMnyAsIone lAgu karavAmAM te moTI bhUla ja che. kAraNa teo to saMsArathI virakta thaelA hAI sAMsArika sabaMdhanI koIpaNa prakAranI darakAra nahIM karatAM phakata AtmahitamAM macyA rahe che. tevA saMtone pitAnA devAdhideve karelA pharamAnane anusaravA mATe gunahegAra TharAvavA ane sajApAtra gaNavA e te atyaMta du:sahya ane julamagAra gaNAya. jainazAstromAM tyAgadIkSA levI, levADavI, ane tenuM anumedana karavuM e bAbatane keTalI mahattvanI gaNI che ane temAM aMtarAya nAMkhanArane keTalA halakA darajajAnA ane bhavobhava pitAnI jAtane duHkhamAM nAMkhanArA gaNyA che, te bAbata huM laMbANathI jaNAvavAnI jarUra jeta nathI. A to bahu jANItI vAta che ke jainadharma dIkSApradhAna che ane paramapavitra dIkSA mArga e jainadharmanI viziSTatA ane uttamatA che, ane tethI ja jaina sAdhuo dharmazAstranA pharamAnane anusarIne koIpaNa yogya jIva dIkSA levA tatpara hoya, pachI te sagIra hoya ke lAyaka hoya, to tene zAstra maryAdAmAM rahIne dIkSA ApavAnI nA pADI zake nahIM. A dharmAcaraNano For Private and Personal Use Only

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papa virodha karI sagIrane dIkSA ApanArane sajA pharamAvanAre kAyado AryadezamAM ane AryadharmanA anuyAyI rAjyamAM thAya e kaI rIte ISTa ke zobhAspada nathI. jyAM kevaLa dharmanI bAbata para vicAraNuM karavAnI hoya che tyAM "sudhAraka" e paNa sudhArAnA A vegamaya Ave ne dabAvI samatalatA rAkhI gaMbhIra prakAre bIjI bAjunA vicArone mAna ApavuM jarUranuM che. sagIra saMnyAsa ke dIkSA kevaLa dhArmika bAbata hovAthI ane te anAdi kALathI cAlatI AvelI hovAthI temAM rAjyasatAe jarApaNuM hastakSepa karavo joIe nahIM. rAjapanI suvyavasthAne khAtara paNa AvI bAbatomAM rAjya vacce paDavuM koIpaNa prakAre ISTa gaNAya nahi. musaddo ghaDavAnA hetuonuM nirIkSaNa - 5 ATaluM prAthamika nivedana karIne musadImAM jaNAvelA kAraNe bAbata ApaNe vicAra karIe. upara jaNAvyA mujaba sagIra dIkSAno pratibaMdha karavA mATe be hetuo jaNAvyA che. eka to e che ke sagIra dIkSAthI anarthe thAya che, ane bIjuM e che ke sagIrane dIkSA ApavAnI paddhati zocanIya che. A baMnna hetuo bahu moghama rIte jaNAvyA che. zuM artho thAya che ane kaye prakAre zocanIya che, te je vigatavAra jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM hata, te te bAbatamAM vicAra karI ApaNe abhiprAya jaNAvavAnuM vadhAre ThIka paData, paNa hAla te ApaNe A moghama rIte jaNAvelA hetuo paraja vicAra karavAno rahyo. sagIranI dIkSAthI anartha thAya che? ( 6. sagIra dIkSAthI anartha thAya che e bIlakula samajI zakAtuM nathI. sagIrane saMsAra tyAgane mArga keLavavAmAM Ave ane tene AtmAnuM zreya karavAne raste caDhAvavAmAM Ave che temAM anartha zuM hoI zake te dhyAnamAM AvavuM muzkela che. bhUtakALano jaina dIkSAne temaja jainetara dIkSAno ItihAsa ApaNe joIe chIe tyAre bALathamAM dIkSA prApta karanArAomAMthI aneka mahApurUSo ane jagatanuM kalyANa karanArAo nIkaLI AvelA ApaNe joI zakIe chIe, evI mahAna vibhUtionI nAmAvalI aneka jagAe maLI Ave che, eTale te atre ApavAnI huM jarUra joto nathI. je bALadIkSAja aneka anartho karanArI nIvaDatI hoya to tenuM pariNAma A prakAranuM AvI zake ja nahIM, mATe bALadIkSA aneka anartha karanArI che. ema kahevuM ghaDIbhara TakI zake tevuM nathI. ethI ulaTuM bALadIkSA je parApUrvathI cAlI Ave che teno ja mULamAMthI nAza karavAthI pArAvAra nukazAna thavAno saMbhava che. bALadIkSA pratibaMdhathI aDhAra ke ekavIsa varSa sudhI koI dIkSA laI For Private and Personal Use Only

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zakaze nahIM. eTalI vaye ghaNe bhAge mANasa vivAhita thaeluM hoya che ane tethI tenA dIkSA levAnA pariNAma bhAgyeja hoya che ane je koI bhAgyazALIne tenA pariNAma thAya che tene amalamAM mukavAmAM aneka viDyo Ave che. dIkSAne saMpUrNa Teko ApanAra paNa AvA vivAhita mANasane pitAnI strIne tyAga karato sAMbhaLe che tyAre tene eka prakAranI vivAhita strIne mATe lAgaNI thaI Ave che. ane te paNa dIkSA lenAra ApanAra banne upara aneka prakAranA dabANa kare che. potAne anAdi kALanA saMsAravAsanAnA mehane lIdhe, athavA dIkSA lenArAnI strInI kapheDI sthiti thAya te ThIka nahiM, evA vicArathI te AvI dIkSAnI virUddha paDe che. A prakAranA janasamUhanA vartanathI dIkSA lenAramAM vairAgya game teTalo jAmelo hoya chatAM tene aneka vakhata dIkSA letA aTakavuM paDe che. pariNAma e Ave che ke aDhAra varSanI uparanA vivAhita yuvAnonI dIkSAnuM pramANa ghaNuM ochuM hoya che. ghaNe bhAge tevAo potAnI strInI sAthe athavA tenI rajAmaMdI hoya teja dIkSA grahaNa kare che. keTalIka vakhate strInI marajI virUddha thaIne paNa dIkSA levAmAM Ave che, paNa tevA prasaMge aneka prakAranA kaleza ane TaMTA thAya che. kharuM pUcho te hAlamAM dIkSA bAbatathI jaina samudAyamAM je kaleze thAya che, te AvI dIkSAne kAraNe thAya che, nahIM ke sagarenI dIkSAne lIdhe. sagIra dIkSA pratibaMdha kAyade thAya ane vivAhita yuvAnonI dIkSAnI sthiti upara jaNAvyA mujabanI che eTale pariNAma e Ave ke pAkaTa vayanA mANaso ja ghaNe bhAge dIkSA laI zake. Ama thAya to te jaina sAdhu varga je prAcIna kALamAM ane hAlamAM potAnI vidvatAnI chApa pADI aneka jIvone mahAna upakAra karavAnI sthitimAM hato ane che tenuM astitva ja na rahe. pAkaTa vaye dIkSA lenAra zuM vidyAbhyAsa karI zake ! AthI jaina dharmanI zreSThatA samajanAra ane samajAvanAra, ane tene pariNAmamAM utArI pravRttimAM mukanAra ane mukAvanAra vidvAna sAdhuo kayAMthI nIkaLe? AnuM pariNAma te eja Ave ke jenadharmanA pracAranA ane TakAvanA muLamAM uMDo ghA thAya. 7. "adhyAtma kalpadruma" graMthanA upadyAtamAM "munisuMdarasUri ane temane samaya e mathALA nIce trIjA peregrAphamAM bALadIti bAbata zrIyuta motIcaMda gIradhara kApaDIA ThIka carcA kare che, ane temAM chevaTe jaNAve che ke "abhyAsakALa bALavayamAM ja prAptavya che. ane hAla bI. e, ema. e. thatAM lagabhaga tera varasa to IMglIza abhyAsamAM thAya che-tema dhArmika jJAnamAM ema. e. thatAM ghaNAM varaso lAgavAM joIe, te sahaja - samajI zakAya tevuM che. AthI duniyA para upakAra karavAno saMga to For Private and Personal Use Only

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pa7 bAlyavayamAM dIkSA lenArane ja prApta thavAno saMbhava che." e zabdo temAM rahelA "ja" kAra sAthe noMdhI rAkhavA jevA che. huM kadAca eTalA jorathI A mujaba na kahuM, tathApi eto ughADuM che ane dareka anubhavI purUSa kabula karavuM paDaze ke duniyAmAM moTA vidvAna AcAryo-jaina ke jainetara thaI gayA che temAM bALadIkSitanuM pramANa lAyaka vayanA dIkSita karatAM jarUra vadhAre che. 8. jainazAstramAM A paMcama kALamAM dharmanA vikAsa mATe aneka udaya thaze. temAMnA DAka udaya thaI gayA che. te udayano ItihAsa jotAM temAM aneka vidvAna AcAryo jeo yugapradhAnanA nAmathI oLakhAya che, teo thaelA mAlama paDe che. A yuga pradhAnamAM moTe bhAge bALadIkSita sAdhuo che. 9. uparanA vivecana uparathI spaSTa rIte mAlama paDI Ave che ke bALadIkSA svataH anarthanuM kAraNa hoI zake tema nathI, paNa ethI UlaTuM, bALadIkSA grahaNa karanArane atyaMta lAbhadAyaka nIvaDe che ane tethI te svaparanuM kalyANa karavA mATe samartha thAya che. dharmanA pracAra ane TakAva mukhya AdhAra tevAo uparaja che, ane tethI dunIyAbharanuM anahada hita ane Atmonnati thAya che. 10. kadAca kaI kaI dAkhalAmAM bALadIkSitanI ajJAnatAne lAbha laI koI tene khoTe raste caDhAvatA hoya che tethI anartha thavAno saMbhava khare. paNa tene mATe bALa dikSAneja mULamAMthI ukheDI nAMkhavAno upAya na hoya. eka uttama vastu keTalAka saMjogomAM bagaDatI hoya che tethI te uttama vastuno nAza na thAya, paNa je saMjoge ke kAraNone laIne temAM bagADa ghusato hoya, te saMjoge ke kAraNono nAza thAya mATe bALa dIkSAthI ke lAyakanI dIkSAthI je kaI saMjogomAM ana thAya che ema lAgatuM hoya te te bAbatamAM tapAsa karI, te saMjoge dUra karavAno prayatna thavo joIe. dIkSA ApavAnI bAbata zocanIya che? 11. bALa dikSA pratibaMdha mATe bIjI dalIla e batAvavAmAM AvI che ke sagIrane dIkSA ApavAnI bAbata zocanIya che. amuka vastu ekane zocanIya lAge ane ekane AnaMda ApanArI lAge. ene AdhAra te vastu tarapha jonArAnA daSTibiMdu upara rahe che. je te vastu svataH anarthakArI hoya, to te jarUra sarva jagatane te anarthakArI lAge. paNa te svata: anarthikArI na hoya to e koIne zocanIya lAge ane koIne AnaMda ApanArI lAge. mehanIya karmanA ghATa baMdhanamAM baMdhAI gayelA AtmAone bALa te zuM paNa For Private and Personal Use Only

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58 koIpaNa prakAranI dIkSA zocanIyaja lAgavAnI. saMsAranA sukhathI koIpaNa mANasa dUra rahe ane tapa, japa, dhyAna Adi AtmatinA kAryamAM pitAno tamAma vakhata gALe te teone kadI nahI gamavAnuM. teone te AthI zoka ane saMtApaja thavAne, teo to mahA tapasvI sAdhupurUSo paNa duniyAnA bIjA mahenata karIne kamAI khAnArA purUSo para khoTI rIte bhArabhUta che -ema mAnavAnA, ane duniyAmAM jaDavAdanA phelAvAmAM je je purUSo aMtarAyabhUta thatA hoya tevAone tiraskArI kADhavAnA. Aje AryAvartanI saMskRtimAM nahIM keLavAyelA ane pazcimanI jaDavAdanI vidyAmAM niSNAta thayelA ApaNA keTalAka baMdhuone zAstrane haMbaga kahenAra ApaNe sAMbhaLIe chIe. AmAM mukhya kAraNa te vastuo tarapha tevI najara karavAnuM teonuM draSTibiMdu che. bIjA aneka baMdhuo zAstrone bahumAnathI praNAma kare che ane mahAtapasvI sAdhu purUSo tene pitAnA tAraNahAra mAnI temanI sevAnI aheniza IcchA rAkhe che. ekanuM draSTibiMdu A leka sivAya bIjuM hotuM nathI ane tethI teo aihika sukha saMpattimAM kApa mukanArA je je kAraNe hoya te sarvane zocanIya mAne che, jyAre bIjAo A loka tathA paralokamAM mAnanArA hoI AtmonnatinA mArgamAM zraddhA rAkhanArA hoya che, ane tethI AtmonnatinA kAryamAM je je kAraNe madadagAra hoI zake te sarvanA tarapha bahumAnanI draSTie joI pitAnI zakita mujaba tene Adara kare che. amuka vastu zocanIya che ke AdaraNIya che e bAbata je draSTibiMduthI ApaNAthI te tarapha jovAmAM Ave tenA para avalaMbe che. sagIra-saMnyAsa-dIkSAnI paddhati zocanIya che ke AdaraNIya che, te paNa tenA tarapha jonArAnA draSTibiMdu para avalaMbe che. rAjya te A bAbata para jaina draSTie jovuM joIe ane tema jovAmAM Ave te sagIranI dIkSA kaI prakAre zocanIya nahIM dekhAtAM AdaraNIya ja dekhAze. 12. A mujaba sagIra dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdhanA je be mukhya hetuo jaNAvavAmAM AvyA che, te leza mAtra TakI zakatA nathI-ema khu llI rIte jaNAI Ave che, dhArmika bAbatamAM rAjya kayAre hastakSepa kare? 13. A sthaLe huM eTaluM vizeSa jaNAvIza ke je koI dharma ke paMcanA niyama ke kriyA sAmAnya janasamudAye aMgIkAra karelA nItinA niyamenI sIdhI rIte virUddha jatA hoya che tevA nItinA niyamonuM pAlana karavA mATe, te dhArmika kriyA ke niyamonA upara pratibaMdha mukAya che temAM khoTuM thAya che, ema na kahevAya, dAkhalA tarIke ApaNe sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave For Private and Personal Use Only

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ACHT che ke kAThIyAvADanA koI bhAgamAM "kAMcaLI paMtha" nAmane paMtha che ane tenI mAnyatA evI che ke strI purUSo eka sthAnamAM ekatra thAya, strIonI kAMcaLIone eka Dhaga karavAmAM Ave, temAMthI dareka purUSa eka eka kAMcaLI upADe, ane je strInI kAMcaLI je purUSanA hAthamAM Ave te strI ane purUSa sAthe bhogavilAsa kare. Avo paMtha che ke nahIM te huM khAtrIthI kahI zakato nathI, phakata lokavAyakAthI sAMbhaLeluM che. paNa te je koI pracalita paMtha hoya te te paMthano Avo niyama baMdha karavA mATe yogya tajavIja thAya che te sAmAnya janasamudAya aMgIkAra karelA nItinA niyamanuM pAlana karavA mATe hoI te tarapha koI sujJa purUSa virUddhatA na batAve. bIje dAkhale dhaNI pAchaLa jIvatA baLI marI satI thavAnA AgalA rIvAjane ApI zakAya, e prakAranA bIjA dAkhalAo paNa vicAra karatAM malI Ave. paraMtu bALakone tyAga mArga tarapha dorI janArI dIkSAne sarvathA pratibaMdha karavAmAM kaI prakAranA sAmAnya janasamudAya aMgIkAra karelA nIti niyamonuM pAlana thatuM hoya ema nathI, eTale tene mATe pratibaMdha hoI na zake. mAbApa agara vAlInI rajAmaMdI nirarthaka gaNI zakAya? 14. A dIkSA pratibaMdhaka kAyadAmAM sagIranA mAbApa agara vAlInI rajAmaMdI kazA kAmanI gaNavAmAM AvI nathI, e paNa tadana ayogya che. pitAnI saMtatinuM kaye mArge kalyANa thAya te nakakI karavAnuM ane te mArge tene vALavAne kudaratI hakka tenA mAbApane che, ane te temanI pharaja paNa che. tenA kalyANane mATe teone jeTalI lAgaNI ane kALajI hoya tevI bIjA keIne bhAgyeja hoya. A kudaratI hakka ane pharajamAM vikSepa nAkhavo e sagIranA hitanI virUddha lekhAya. atre eTaluM kabula karavuM joIe ke je mAbApa tevo hakka bhegavavAmAM ke tenI pharaja adA karavAmAM koI prakAranA aMgata paulika svArthathI deravAtA hoya, athavA teonA upara koI prakArano dago ke ayogya dabANa ke julama thato hoya ane tene vaza thaI teo deravAtA hoya athavA teonA mananI sthitI evI nabaLI hoya ke temane kAyadAmAM jeone svastha manavALA gaNAya che tevA gaNI zakAya nahIM, te tevA mAbApe ApelI rajAmaMdI sAmAnya kAyadA pramANe paNa nirarthaka gaNAya, ane tevI rajAmaMdIthI thayeluM kArya paNa nirarthaka gaNAya. paNa game tevA vyavahArakuzaLa ane jANakAra mAbApane A bAbatamAM potAnI saMtati parane haka jogavatA ane temanA taraphanI pharaja bajAvatAM dUra karavA e kharekhara asahya che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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sagIranI IcchA nirarthaka gaNI zakAya? 15. A nibaMdhamAM sagIranA vAlInI rajAmaMdIne nirUpayogI gaNI che tema sagIranI IcachAne nirUpaNI gaNA mATe keTalAke taraphathI evuM kahevAmAM Ave che ke pitAnuM hita ane ahita kyAM che te te samajI zakavAnI sthitimAM nathI, ane pote zuM kare che tenuM tene bhAna hotuM nathI. tethI sagIranI IcchAne vajana ApavuM joIe nahIM. paraMtu A bAbata ApaNe zAMtithI vicAra karIe chIe tyAre ApaNane jaNAya che ke dharmazAstromAM A viSe yogya lakSya apAyeluM ja che. dareka sIvIla (dIvAnI) bAbatamAM sagIranA taraphathI sagIranA vAlIne tenuM hita sacavAya te mujaba kArya karavAne sattA che, ane te kArya tene baMdhanakAraka gaNAya che. sAmAnya rIte aDhAra varSa purA thatAM sudhI dareka jaNa sagIra gaNAya che. kImInala (phojadArI gunhA saMbaMdhI ) bAbatamAM sagIrane mATe judA prakAranuMja kAyadAnuM baMdhAraNa che te ApaNe hamaNuM joizuM. dIvAnI bAbatomAM tenA vAlI korTathI nImAyelA hoya che tyAre tene ekavIsa varSa purA thatAM sudhI sagIra gaNavAmAM Ave che paNa tene vAlI nImavAmAM Ave che tyAre nyAyanI adAlatamAM tenI potAnI IcchA paNa puchavAmAM Ave che ane tenA upara sAruM vajana apAya che. 16. jaina zAstra pramANe ATha varasanI aMdaranAne sAmAnya rIte dIkSA ApavAno rIvAja nathI, ane AThathI soLa varSa sudhInAne tenI pitAnI IcchA ane tenA mAbApanI rajAmaMdI hoya to sAmAnya rIte dIkSA ApI zakAya che. soLa varSa pachInAne mATe tenI potAnI IcchA puratI gaNAya che. A pramANe hevAthI temAM rAjya taraphathI hAtha nAkhI te kAryane eka phejidArI gunhA tarIke jAhera karavAnuM pagaluM yogya na gaNAya. sagIra dIkSAnI saMkhyA jotAM A kAyadAnI jarUra che? 17. A uparathI AvA kAyadA mATe koIpaNa ThekANe jarUra hoya ema jaNAtuM nathI; eTaluM ja nahIM paNa vaDodarA rAjyane mATe to e bAbatamAM hastakSepa karavAnA koIpaNa sabaLa kAraNa upasthita thayAM hoya, ema muddala jaNAtuM nathI. hakIkata ane AMkaDAthI vicAra karatAM jaNAze ke vaDe darA rAjyanI raiyatamAMthI chellAM daza varSamAM lAyaka ane sagIranI dIkSA bahu juja pramANamAM thayelI che. ane tenuM pariNAma paNa bhAgye ja koI prasaMgamAM anaIcchavAje AvyuM hoya. mArI pAse A bAbatane lagatI hakIkata ane AMkaDA mojuda nathI, tethI A bAbata mArA khyAla parathI huM jaNAvuM chuM, ane sAthe sAthe pUjya AcAryo ane dhArmika saMsthAone For Private and Personal Use Only

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sucanA karuM chuM ke teoe lAyaka ane sagIra dIkSitonuM eka lIsTa taiyAra karAvavuM ane temAM tenI uMmara, abhyAsa, rahevAnuM ThekANuM vIgere dAkhala karo. kAMI nahI te chellAM daza ke pAMca varSanI aMdaranA dIkSitonuM lIsTa jarUra bahAra pADavuM, eTaluM ja nahIM paNa havethI tAkIde lIsTa haMmezane mATe rahe te prabaMdha kare e jarUranuM che. dIvAnI kAyadA pramANe sagIra tarapha kevI rIte vartAya che? 18 dIvAnI kAyadAnI rUe upara mujaba sagIranI potAnI IcchAthI ane tenA mAbApanI rajAmaMdIthI ApavAmAM AvatI dIkSAne keIpaNa prakAre ayogya gaNavAmAM AvI nathI, ane te agya have pachI gaNavA mATe kAMI paNa sabaLa kAraNa dAkhavavAmAM AvyuM nathI. phojadArI kAyadA pramANe sagIra tarapha kevI rIte vartAya che ? 19. have ApaNe phojadArI kAyado joIe ane vicArIe ke sagIra pitAnI IcchA mujaba pitAnuM vartana keTale daraje pitAnI jokhamadArIthI karI zake che, eTale ke sagIrane AtmanirNaya karavAne samartha kAyadAmAM gaNyo che ke kema ane te nirNaya mATe tene potAne javAbadAra gaNavAmAM Ave che ke kema ? A bAbata para vicAra karatAM ApaNuM lakSya I pI. ke. nI kalama 82 ane 83 upara paDe che. kalamo nIce mujaba che - 82 Nothing is an offence which is done by a child under seven years of age. sAta varSanI aMdaranA ke bALakanuM kRtya gunho gaNAya nahIM (3 Nothing is an offence which is done by a child above seven years of age and under twelve, who has not attained sufficient maturity of understanding to judge of the nature and consequences of his conduct on that ocoasion. sAta varSanI uparanA ane bAra varSanI aMdaranA bALaka, jeNe potAnA vartanane prakAra ane tenAthI nIpajatA pariNAma samajavA mATe te vartana karatI vakhate pUratI paripakava samajazakti prApta karI nathI, tevA bALake kareluM kRtya gunho gaNAya nahIM. - 20 IglIza hai pramANe bArane badale cAda varSanI vaya TharAvavAmAM AvelI che; paraMtu ApaNA hiMdustAnanA phejadArI kAyadA pramANe te te For Private and Personal Use Only

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kara upara mujaba bAra varSanIja rAkhelI che. A mujaba hiMdustAnA bALaka peAtAnuM vartana ane tenuM pariNAma samajavA mATe bAra varSanI vaye saMpUrNa samajazakti dharAve che, evuM aMgIkAra kareluM che. ane sAta varSothI khAra varSoMnI vayavALA ALakane mATe paNa aMgIkaraNa te e mujabanuM karavAnuM che, paNa tene ema sAkhIta karavAnI chuTa rAkhelI che ke teNe te prakAranI samajazakti gunhAvALuM kRtya karyuM tyAre saMpAdana karelI nahAtI ane jo te pramANe te sa tASakAraka rIte sAbIta karI zake teja teNe kareluM kRtya gunhA tarIke gaNI zakAya nahIM. dIvAnI ane phAjadArI kAyadA parathI thatuM anumAna. 21. A mujaba bALakAnI samajazaktine mATe kAyado hovAthI ATha varSanI vaya thayA pachI dIkSA levAnuM vana esamajanuM mAnI levAnuM phrAI prakAra ceAgya gaNAya nahIM, ane vizeSe karIne jyAre te vanane tenA mAbApa athavA vAlIne saMpUrNa TekA hoya tyAre tene nirarthaka TharAvavuM, e jarApaNa ahiMgamya lAgatuM nathI. 22. A uparathI spaSTa thAya che ke musaddAnA prakaraNa 2 nI kalama 3 nI peTA klamA 1 tathA 2 jemAM sagIrane tenA mAbApa ke vAlInI rajAmaMdIthI paNa dIkSA ApavAnA pratibaMdha karavAmAM AvyA che, te khIlakula ayeAgya che ane kalama 4 mAM tevI dIkSAne nir ka gaNavAnuM TharAvyuM che, te paNa cegya nathI. sagIranA hakka tathA javAbadArInuM saMrakSaNa, 23. kAIka vakhate evu banavAnA saMbhava che ke sagIrapaNAmAM potAnA mAbApa ke vAlInI rajAmaMdI ane saMmatithI dIkSA lIdhA pachI te sagIra lAyaka uMmaranA thAya tyAre tene dIkSita avasthAmAM kAyama na rahetAM saMsAramAM pAchA AvavAnA vicAra thAya, paraMtu teNe dIkSA lIdhelI hAvAthI tenA sAMsArika hakakA ane javAbadArIe je prakaraNa 2 nI kalama 4 mAM batAvavAmAM AvyA che te naSTa thai gayelA gaNAya. te tethI tenI sthiti ghaNI kaphoDI thai paDe. A bAbata jarUra vicAra karavA lAyaka che, tevA vicAravALA dIkSitane AvI kaphoDI sthitimAMthI bacAvave ayeAgya na gaNAya. paraMtu teTalA khAtara sagIra dIkSAneAja pratibaMdha karI devA vAstavika na gaNAya. te mATe saraLa upAya tA eja che ke AvA sogAmAM sagIranA hakko naSTa na thAya teTalA mATe pracalita kAyadAmAM jogavAI na hoya teA jogavAI karavI. ane sagIra lAyaka uMmaraneA thAya tyArapachI amuka muddatamAM saMsAramAM pAchA Ave, teA tenA je je hakko hatA te te hakko bhAgavI zake, For Private and Personal Use Only

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evI tene chuTa ApavI. sagIranA mATe AvA prakAranI saraLatA kAyadAmAM aneka bAbatomAM hoya che, ane tevI saraLatA A bAbatamAM paNa jarUra jaNAya te rAkhavAmAM Ave to sagIrane tenA sAMsArika hakakomAM nukazAna thavAne kAMI paNa saMbhava raheze nahIM ane tenI sAthe je sagIra dIkSA lIdhA pachI lAyaka thaIne paNa dikSA pAlananI ja IcchAvALA hoya tevAone dIkSA pAlanamAM kaI prakArano bAdha Avaze nahIM. musaddAmAM pharamAvelI sajA * 24. prakaraNa 3 jAnI kalama pAMcamImAM dIkSA ApanArane temaja temAM madadagArI karanArane eka varSa sudhInI sakhata agara Asana kedanI, athavA eka hajAra rUpIA sudhInA daMDanI athavA banne prakAranI zikSA pharamAvavAmAM AvI che. A kAme to hada vALI che. sagIrane tyAga mArge deravanAra tenA mAbApane, ane tenI Atmonnati karavAnA AzayathI tenI IcchA anusAra ane tenA mAbApanI rajAmaMdIthI tene dIkSA ApanAra tenA gurUne daMDa ke kedanI ke bannenI teo jANe samAjamAM mahA anItinuM kArya karatA hoya tema gaNI zikSA karavI e karyo dharmapriya manuSya vyAjabI che ema kahe ? A te kevaLa jaDavAdamAM mAnatA hoya ane duniyAbharamAM jaDavAdanI puSTi karavA bahAra paDelA hoya, teoja AtmavAdamAM mAnanArAonuM duniyAmAMthI nikaMdana kADhavAnI IcchAthI ja mAnya rAkhe. e saMbaMdhamAM vizeSa lakhavuM jarUranuM nathI. paNa eTaluM ja kahIza ke tame bhale tamArA siddhAMtane vaLagI raho, paraMtu bIjAonA upara teono siddhAMta choDAvavA julama na kare. 25. atre prastuta nibaMdha bAbatamAM mArI vicAraNA pUrI thAya che. have e vicAraNA parathI nIkaLato phalitArtha TuMkamAM kahI dauM. (1) sagIranI dIkSA jevI kevaLa amizrita dhArmika bAbatamAM rAjya sattAe hastakSepa karo bIlakula ayogya che, ane tethI aneka aniSTa pariNAma nIpajavAne pUrepUro saMbhava che. ( juo pirA 3, 4, 13, ) (2) sagIranI dIkSAthI anartha thAya che ane te zocanIya che, ema mAnI zakAya nahIM. ( juo perA 6, 7, 8, 9, 11) (3 a) mAbApa ke vAlInI kAyadesara rajAmaMdIthI ane sAta varSanI uparanI vayanA sagIranI potAnI IcchAthI apAyelI dIkSA nirarthaka gaNavI joIe nahIM, ane te kRtya gunhAhita kRtya gaNAvavuM joIe nahIM. (3 ba) kAyadAmAM jene sagIra vayano gaNelo che tevAne tenA mAbApa ke vAlInI saMmati sivAya dIkSA ApavAmAM Ave to tevI dIkSA For Private and Personal Use Only

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davAnI kAyadAnI rUe nirarthaka gaNAya che, ane sagIrano kabajo tenA mAbApa ke vAlIne levAno hakaka che. paNa e bAbata kAyadAmAM spaSTa nathI ema lAgatuM hoya te te spaSTa karavA mATe yogya kAyade thAya che temAM harakata jevuM nathI. A kAyade sagIranA mAbApa ke vAlInA saMsArika hakakanuM rakSaNa karanAre gaNAya ane te dhArmika bAbatamAM hastakSepa karanAra na manAya. (4) je kaI sagIra dIkSita lAyaka uMmarano thayA bAda amuka mudata sudhImAM ( traNa varSanI mudata sAmAnya rIte yogya gaNAze) dIkSA choDI saMsAramAM pAcho Ave te tenA dIkSA letI vakhate je je saMsArI hakako hatA te saghaLA jIvatA rahI zake ane saMsAramAM AvyA bAda tenAthI bhogavI zakAya-evI saraLatA ApanAre kAyade karavAmAM Ave to te paNa dhArmika bAbatamAM hastakSepa karanAro na manAya. ( juo pirA 23 ) (5) je koI vyakti bALadIkSitanI ajJAnatAne lAbha laI, tene khoTe raste caDhAvatI hoya che tevI vyakitane tema karatA aTakAvavA ane tenA duSkRtya mATe yogya nasIyata karavA cAlu kAyadA pUratA che. eTale tene mATe vizeSa kAyade karavAnI jarUra rahetI nathI. (juo perA 10) upara jaNAvelI hakIkatathI prastuta saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdha kaI rIte anumodana karavA yogya jaNAze nahIM. A nibaMdha jeone mATe ghaDavAmAM Avyo che, te sarvene ane teo prati hila dharAvatA anya sajajanone namra vinaMti che ke A bAbata teo zAMtithI gaMbhIrapaNe vicAra karaze, ane te mujaba vicAra karIne pite je nirNaya para Ave te yogya sthaLe jAhera karavA pitAnI pavitra pharaja samajaze. 26. A bAbata sameTI letAM pahelAM namra bhAve e vadhu zabdo kahevAnuM ucita dhAruM chuM. A prazna jana samAjane mATe ghaNo mahattvane che. dIkSA jevI pavitra vastunA nimitte samAjamAM ghaNo khaLabhaLATa ubho thaI rahyo che tenuM kAraNa zuM che, te samAje saveLA zodhI kADhavuM joIe. mArA vicAra pramANe upara jaNAvyuM tema samAjamAM je kaleze dIkSA saMbadhamAM utpanna thAya che te moTe bhAge sagIranI dIkSAne laIne nahIM, paNa vivAhitanI dIkSAne laIne thAya che. tene mATe khAsa niyame karavAnI jarUra keTalAka vicArone jaNAya che. paNa te niyame karavAmAM AvyA nahIM eTale keTalAka sudhArakoe zrImatI konpharansamAM tamAma dIkSAne mATe sUcanA rUpe TharAva karAvyo ke " dIkSA lenArane tenA mAtApitAdi aMgata For Private and Personal Use Only

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sagAMo tathA je sthaLe dIkSA ApavAnI hoya tyAMnA zrI saMghanI saMmatithI yogya jAherAta pachI dIkSA ApavI." A sarvasAmAnya TharAva ayogya gaNAyo ane teno amala thaye nahI. dareka dIkSA lenArane mATe mAtA pitAdi aMgata sagAMonI saMmati jarUrI gaNavI-te vAratavika nathI. ratalAmavAlA zrIyuta mizrilamajI ke jeo Asare sATha varSanI pAkaTa vayanA hatA, saMsAripaNAmAM zrAvaka dharma uttama prakAre pALatA hatA ane dhArmika jJAna paNa suMdara prakAranuM dharAvatA hatA, teone mevazathI aMgata sagAM dIkSA mATe saMmati na ApatA hovAthI, jyAre potAnA gAmathI nAsI jaIjAmanagaramAM dIkSA levAne prasaMga Avyo, ema mArA jANavAmAM AvyuM tyAre konpharansane A TharAva keTalo ayogya hato-te mane saheje jaNAyuM. A sivAya bIjA dAkhalAo paNa ApI zakAya. paraMtu kenpharansa Avo TharAva karelo hovAthI ane tene judI judI jagAnA saMdya taraphathI Teka na maLe, tyAre A TharAvane amalamAM mUkavAnI IcchA rAkhanArAoe bIjo rasto eTale sTeTanI daramyAnagIrIne mArga lIdho ema samajAya che. bhAdaravA mAsanA jaina dharma prakAzanA aMkamAM zrIyuta mauktika jaNAve che ke " AvI bAbatamAM rAjya vacce paDe te IcchavA yogya na gaNAya, paNa jyAre dIkSA saMbaMdhamAM tadana ate karavAmAM Ave tyAre A sthiti anivArya che. zrImatI kaoNnpharansa A sthiti samajI lIdhI hatI. teNe bahu sAde TharAva karyo hato paNa teTalA sAdA TharAvanI avagaNanA karavAmAM AvI, ene teDI pADavA jaMgo jamAvavAmAM AvyA. e je anurUpa TharAvo karyo hota te A vakhata na Avata." eTale zrIyuta mauktikanA vicAra pramANe paNa zrImatI konpharansanA TharAvane anurUpa TharAvo saMghoe na karyo tethI A nibaMdhanI utpatti thaI. vaDodarA rAjyanA adhikArIo upara A bAbatamAM dabANa karanAra sadarahu TharAvane saMghamAnya karavAmAM niSphaLa janAra sudhAka che, ema AthI anumAna thaI zake. zrImatI kenpharansanA saMcAlakone namra paNe kahI zakIe ke teo taraphathI thayelA TharAvane anurUpa TharAvo saMgha kare te bAbatamAM lekamata keLavavA kAMI prayatno thayA hatA ke ? thayele sarva sAmAnya TharAva upara jaNAvyA mujaba ayogya hevAne lIdhe te mujaba thavuM mArA AdhIna mata pramANe saMbhavitaja na hatuM ane tethI tema karavA koI prayatno thayelA nahIM hoya, e banavAjoga che. zrImatI kenpharansanI vyavasthApaka kamITIe A masadA upara je abhiprAya zrImaMta gAyakavADa sarakAra upara mokalI ApavAno TharAva karyo che, temAM AgaLa karelA TharAvathI utpanna thayelA mamatvabhAvanuM mane to kAMIka sUcana thAya che. huM savinaya jaNAvIza ke zrImatI konpharansanI vyavasthApaka kamITIe For Private and Personal Use Only

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karela TharAva ayogya che eTaluM ja nahIM paNa te bahu utAvaLI ane jaina samAjamAM ropAyelA kusaMpanA bIjene bahu uMDANamAM mukI ApanAra che. A bAbatamAM muMbaI samAcAranA tA. 26-4-31 nA aMkamAM bArame pAne jenacarcA" nA mathALA nIce be bilADI ane eka vAMdarAnI vAta" evA peTA mathALA nIce eka suMdara dalIlapura sara lekha lakhAyelo che te dhyAnapUrvaka vAMcI javAnI huM dareka vAcakane vinaMti karuM chuM. mane te Akhe lekha atre utArI levAnuM mana thAya che paNa laMbANa hovAthI tema thaI zakatuM nathI. zrImatI konpharansanI vyavasthApaka kamITIne bALadIkSA bIlakula baMdha thaI jAya te bAbata khaTakatI hoya ema paNa mane jaNAya che. eTalA mATe pitAnA TharAvamAM prastuta kAyadAmAM eka apavAda mukavAnI sucanA karI che. te apavAdamAM ema sUcavyuM che ke "je koIpaNa jaina sagIrane (1) te jyAMno vatanI hoya tyAMnA zrAvaka saMghane tathA (2) je sthaLe tene dIkSA apAtI hoya tyAMnA zrAvaka saMghane tathA (3) tenA mAtA, pitA, strI, Adi aMgata sagAMo temaja (4) tenA para AdhAra rAkhatA kuTuMbIjanenI tenI dIkSAmAM rItasara lekhita saMmati maLI che tathA (5) dIkSAnI yogya jAherAta thaI che evuM (6) pramANapatra sthAnika DIsTrIkaTa mejIsTreTa athavA A saMbaMdhe nImAela nyAyAdhikArI taraphathI maLyA pachI dIkSA apAI haze to tevI dIkSAne gunho gaNavAmAM Avaze nahIM, paraMtu te sivAya A kAyadAnI bIjI kalamo tene lAgu paDaze, ane je sagIra 21 varasano thAya pachI dIkSita tarIkeja AjIvana cAlu rahevA icche che, evuM Dekalerezana vaDodarA rAjyamAM jyAno vatanI hoya te sthaLanA DIsTrIkaTa subA sAheba athavA A mATe niyata thaela nyAyAdhikArI pAse phAIla karaze to tyArathI teNe sajJAnapaNe dIkSA lIdhI che ema gaNavAmAM Avaze." A bAbatane apavAda dAkhala karavA sUcanA karI jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM che ke "A apavAda dAkhala karavAthI keIpaNa saMskArI sagIranI AdhyAtmika unnatine A kAyado aTakAvI zakaze nahi..........." kAyadAnI cuMgAlamAMthI saMskArI sagIrane AdhyAtmika unnati sAdhatA bacAvI levAno Azaya to sAro kahevAya, paNa tene mATe je je zarato mukI che, tenuM ApaNe sthira citte manana karIe tyAre tarata jaNAI Avaze ke e zarato mujaba bhAgyeja koI vatI zake. e zarato ekaMdare 6 che :- - (1) sagIra jyano vatanI hoya tyAMnA zrAvaka saMghanI lekhita saMmati meLavavI. . (2) je sthaLe tene dIkSA apAtI hoya tyAMnA zrAvaka saMghanI lekhita saMmati meLavavI. For Private and Personal Use Only

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67 ( 3 ) sagIranA mAtA, pitA, strI Adi aMgata sagAonI lekhita sati meLavavI. ( 4 ) sagIranA upara AdhAra rAkhatAM kuTuMbIjaneAnI lekhita sa'ti meLavavI. (A badhuM thayuM hoya te chatAM paNa dIkSAnI ceAgya jAherAta jANe thatI na heAya tethI pAMcamI zarata rAkhavAmAM AvI che. ) 5 dIkSAnI cAgya jAherAta karavI. ane 6 upalI pAMce saratA paLAI che e prakAranuM rAjyanA nImAyelA adhikArI pAse pramANapatra meLavavuM. A cha e saratA pALIne jo sagIranI dIkSA thAya te paNa tene dIkSita tarIke tA gaNavAmAM Aveja nahIM, para Mtu tevI dIkSA ApanAra vagerene kudamAM mekalavA lAyaka ke daMDa karavA lAyaka gunhA karanAra tarIke gaNavAnI je kalama nibaMdhamAM rAkhavAmAM AvI che te lAgu pADavAmAM na Ave. sagIrane dIkSita tarIke gaNAvavAnA hakka jyAre te ekavIsa varSanA thAya ane te vakhate pAchA peAtAne vatana AvI yAgya adhikArI rUbarU AjIvana dIkSita tarIkeja cAlu rahevAnuM Dekalerezana kare tyAreja prApta thAya. judA judA zaherA ane gAmAnA zrAvaka saMdhanI paristhitithI vAkephagAra kahI zakaze ke ghaNe ThekANe te eTalI avyavasthita che ke tenI rItasaranI saMmati meLavavI te banavuM atyaMta muzkela che. temaja sagIranA aMgata sagAMnI tathA tenApara AdhAra rAkhatA dareka kuTuMbIjaneAnI saMmati meLavavI e paNa dekhItI rIte asaMbhavanIya che, badhA eka vicAranAja thai jAya te Azra ja gaNAya. A pramANenI hakIkata hAvAthI ane tenI sAthe 21 varasanI vaya sudhI kAyadAmAM te te dIkSita tarIke gaNAtA nahI hAvAthI ane tethI tenA upara dIvAnI kAyadAnA amala thaI zake tema hovAthI, A apavAdane lAbha kAi lai zake-e mate te phakta eka dekhAva karavA jevuMja jaNAya che. zrImatI krAnpharansanI vyavasthApaka kamiTinA sabhyAne huM namrabhAve vina'ti karIza ke tee pAtAnA TharAva zAMtithI pharI tapAse ane te bAbatamAM ceAgya vicAraNA kare. je zAMti, dhIraja ane kunehathI A avasare kAma levAmAM Ave te jaina samAjamAM dIkSAnA aMge je matabheda paDayA che te dUra thAya ane AgaLanI mAkaeN samAjanI ekasapI thAya evA saMbhava mane tA ghaNA lAge che. sa` pakSakArAe te hetu mATe potAne mamatva bhAva kamI karIne samAjanuM ane zAsananuM hIta kayAM rahelu che te viSe nikhAlasa dilathI vicAraNA calAvavI jarUranI che. vaDAdarA sTeTane vijJapti karavAne badale For Private and Personal Use Only

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68 saMghanA vicakSaNa dI draSTAe maLe ane va mAnakALane anurUpa harAveA kare te sthiti hAthamAM rahI zake tema che. " zrIyuta maukitakanA A kathanane huM tana maLatA thAuM chuM. vicakSaNa dIrghadraSTA, gRhasthI ane pUjya sAdhuee ekatra thaine A bAbata paraspara vicAra karavAnI khAsa jarUra che. zarUAtamAM theDA jANItA gRhasthA ane sAdhue inphAmA rIte maLe ane cAlu paristhiti viSe AgalI pAchalI bhUlI jai khullA dIlathI vicAra kare teA kaye raste ApaNe ApaNuM kA sarasa rIte karI zakIe tenI rUparakhA dorI zakAya, ane pachI rItasara kAma AgaLa vadhAravAnA pagalAM bharI zakAya. jo AvA prakAranuM pagaluM na bharAya teA anne pakSeA taraphathI nibaMdha saMbaMdhI paraspara virUddha abhiprAyA apAze ane Akhara niya rAjya taraphathI thaze. kayAM te nibaMdhanA musaddo tevAne teve athavA kAMi pheraphAravALA ma MjIra thAya, kAM to te vAstavika nathI ema karAvI rada karavAmAM Ave. game te pariNAma Ave. paNa tethI samAjamAM vaimanasya vadhatuM javAnuM ane pariNAma aniSTa AvavAnuM. rAjyane e musaddo yeAgya lAge te te jaina dharmanA pracAra ane TakAvanA mULamAMja dhA thAya. Aje sagIra dIkSA sabaMdhImAM kAyadA thAya, teA AvatI kAle uMmaranA vivAhita purUSa mATe kAyado kema na thAya.? kAraNake kharA klezanuM kAraNa te tyAM che. pachI thADe divase dIkSA lenAranI saMtati sagIra hAya tyAM sudhI dIkSA na I zakAya evu' paNa niyamana kema na racAya ! ane AgaLa jatAM game teTalI vayavALA hAya tene pAtAnA aMgata sagAM taraphathI rajA nA maLe tyAM sudhI dIkSA tenAthI laI zakAya nahI' evA dhArA paNa kema na thAya? upara jaNAvyA pramANe zrImatI kAnpharanse karelA TharAvamAM e paNa eka zarata che. Ama lAMe vicAra karIe chIe tyAre tamAma sAdhu saMsthAneAja nAza thaI jAya, eve! bhaya rahe che ane tenI sAthe dharmAMnI pracAraNA paNa nahiMvat thA jo A musado nAma jura thAya teA enA preraka ane himAyata karanArA ApaNA badhu pAnAnA vicAra amalamAM AvI zake teTalA mATe bIjI dIzAmAM satat prayatna karavA taiyAra raheze, ane tema thaethI kaMsapa vadhatA jaI samAja svasthatA banI raheze nahIM. tAtparya e che ke amuka pakSa hA ke jyeA tethI rAjI thavAnuM ke sa MtoSa mAnavAnuM nathI. aMtima namra vijJapti 27, chevaTamAM mArA radhara pUjya surivarone tathA samasta zrI sAdhu ane sAdhvI sadhane temaja samAjanA agragaNya netAone tathA mArA samasta For Private and Personal Use Only

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69 jaina baMdhuo ane bahenone ati bahumAnapUrvaka namra bhAve AjIjI karI savinaya prArthanA karuM chuM ke hAlamAM je prasaMgane lAbha laI ApaNI samAjamAM hAla keTalAka vakhatathI je kaleza ane kusaMpa cAlI rahela che te dUra karI zAMti ane saMpanuM sAmrAjya sthApavA prayAsa kare. ene mATe mArA namra vicAra pramANe sAdhu saMmelana athavA to caturvidha saMghanuM saMmelana thavAnI khAsa jarUra che. je saMmelAna thAya to parasparanA khulAsAthI keTalIka gerasamajutIne aMge utpanna thayeluM vaimanasya jarUra dUra thaze. pUjya sAdhu mahArAjAo eka sthaLe ekatra thavAthI te sarvenuM tapobaLa A zubha kAryamAM sahAya karaze. ane ApaNA pavitra dharmanA tane koI prakAre bAdha na Ave, ane vIra saMtAnonuM parasparanuM vAtsalya akhaMDa banyuM rahe evo mArga jarUra dekhAze. A kAryane pragatimAM mukavA mATe kaI saMsthAe satvara AgaLa paDavuM joIe. dIkSA pratibaMdhaka kAyadAnA aMge amadAvAdamAM nImAyelI kamITI je A kArya upADI le athavA te A kArya mATe ke kendrasthaLanA saMgha taraphathI khAsa kamITI nImavAmAM Ave ane A zubha kArya upADI levAmAM Ave to te yogya gaNAze. upara mujabanI sUcanAne amala thatAM svAbhAvika rIte keTaloka vilaMba thAya, tethI pharIthI vizeSa vinati karavAnI ke prastuta nibaMdha viSe tamAma hakIkatano vicAra karI pitAnA vicAro ane sUcanA yogya sthaLe veLAsara mokalI ApavAnI khAsa AvazyakatA che ane tema karavAmAM caturvidha saMghanA dareka sujJa vilaMba karaze nahi, enI mArI khAsa prArthanA che. zrI caturvidha saMgha A mArI namra vijJapti jarUra dhyAnamAM leze-evI AzA rAkhuM chuM. zAsanadeva sarvane sadabuddhi Apo ane samAjamAM ekadilI karavAmAM sahAya thAo, evI prArthanA karuM chuM. suracaMdra purUSottamadAsa badAmI, For Private and Personal Use Only

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70 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir rA. suracaMda pI. badAmInuM vadhArAnuM sTeTamenTa. saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nidhanA musaddAnA kAme nImAyalI samitinA mAnavatA me. pramukha sAheba tathA anya membara sAhebeAnI hajuramAM, 1. huM suracaMda purUSottamadAsa badAmI savinaya jaNAvuM chuM ke Apa sAheee mArI jubAnI uparAMta lekhI hakIkata raju karavA IcchA hAya teA te raju karavA paravAnagI ApI che, te mATe Apa sAhebene AbhAra mAnuM chuM, ane Apa sAheAte nIce mujabanI lekhI hakIkata raju karU chuM. ra. meM prathama Apa sAhebane sadarahu musadA saMbaMdhamAM mArA lekhI virAdha me lakhelA eka "namra nivedana" nAmanI pustikA sAthe TapAla mAraphata mokalI ApelA che, temAM lakhelI hakIkatAne huM vaLagI rahuM chuM, ane temAM jaNAvelI bAbatAne A hakIkatamAM pharIthI dAkhala karavAnI jarUra jotA nathI. temAM jaNAvyA uparAMta nIcenI bAbA ApanI paravAnagIthI ApanA samakSa ati namra bhAve raju karU chuM. 3. A kAmamAM mukhya muddo e che ke mAbApa ke vAlInI paravAnagI sAthe sagIrane dIkSA ApavAmAM pratibaMdha karavA ke kema ? huM mAnuM chu' ke sALa varSanI aMdaranAne mAbApa ke vAlInI paravAnagI sivAya dIkSA nahi ApavA mAmatamAM keAi pakSa taraphano Agraha nathI. e niyama te sarva saMmata che. mATe A kAmamAM sagIranee mAbApanI paravAnagI vagara dIkSA ApavA mATe nasADavA bhagADavAmAM Ave che, ane tethI bahu ana ane utpAta thAya che--ema jo kAi taraphathI kahevAmAM AvatuM hAya, jo ke mArI jANa pramANe A pramANe thayAnI hakIkata banatI nathI, chatAM paNa e pramANe kadAca thayuM hoya, teA tevA banAvane mukhya muddA sAthe bheLI nAMkhI te banAvathI utpanna thatA vicAranI asara A muddA upara thavA devI joIe nahi, evI mArI namra vinaMti che. seALa varSanI aMdaranAne mAbApanI rajAmaMdI sivAya dIkSA dAI ApatuM hAya te tene mATe cAlu pheAjadvArI ane dIvAnI kAyadA meM mArA "namra nivedana"mAM jaNAvyA mujaba puratI rIte sama che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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71. 4. temaja lAyaka vayanA thayA pachI mAbApanI ke strInI ke bIjAM sagAMonI paravAnagI sivAya athavA to teonA prabala virodha sAthe apAtI dIkSAnI bAbatane paNa A kAmanA muddA sAthe bIlakula bheLavavI joIe nahi. moTI vayavALAnI dIkSA bAbatamAM kharekhara bhinna bhinna vicAro hastimAM che. keTalAkano vicAra ema che ke lAyaka uMmare pahoMcyA pachI dareka vyakti svataMtra che ane pitAne Icchita mArge jaI zake che ane temAM sagAMvahAlAM, strI ke mAtA pitA ke koIno paNa aTakAva te mAnya rAkhavA baMdhAyelo nathI. tyAre keTalAke ema kahe che ke teNe banatA sudhI e sagAMone samajAvI paTAvI teonI saMmati meLavavA prayAsa kare ane je prayAsa karatAM niSphaLatA maLe te Akhare teonI saMmatinI darakAra karavI nahIM, tyAre vaLI trIjAo ema paNa vicAra batAve che ke prayAsa karyA chatAM paNa je saMmati maLI zake nahi to teNe dIkSA levI nahi ane gRhasthAzramamAMja kAyama rahevuM ane pote hasavuM bhAgavuM nahi, tema tene nhAvA bhAgavAmAM koI gRhastha ke sAdhuoe sahAya ApavI nahi. A pramANe judA judA vicAra mATe ghaNuM ghaNuM kahevAnuM hoI zake. paraMtu Apa sAhebanI samakSa lAyaka vayanAnI dA saMbaMdhI vicAra karavAno hAlanA musadAmAM cheja nahi, eTale A bAbata paNa mudA sAthe bheLaseLa karavA devI joIe nahiM. 5. mane bhaya lAge che ke samitinA mAnavaMtA membara sAhebanA upara ADakatarI rIte asara karavAnA hetuthI lAyaka uMmaranAnI dIkSA saMbaMdhamAM banelA ke kalpita dAkhalAo ane te saMbaMdhamAM kaI kaI prasaMgomAM karavAmAM AvelI nhAsabhAgane AgaLa karavAmAM AvI che. 6. A hakIkatamAM mArI atyaMta AdarapUrvaka vinaMti che ke A kAmamAM mukhya mudo mAbApa ke vAlInI paravAnagI sAthe sagIrane dI, ApavAmAM pratibaMdha karavo ke kema?--e bAbatamAMja vicArabhinnatA che, tethI upara jaNAvelI be bAbatonA upara lakSa na ApatAM te be bAbata saMbaMdhanA dAkhalA ane hakIkatanA purAvA agrAhya athavA bInaupayogI gaNavA maherabAnI karazo. A mukhya muddA upara meM mArA "namra nivedana" mAM carcA karelI che ane huM evo pratibaMdha karavAnuM yogya nathI evA vicAra para Avelo chuM-te Apa sAhebane jAhera karuM chuM. te "namra nivedana" nI eka nakala AgaLa Apa sAhebane mArA lekhI virodha sAthe mokalI hatI ane A sAthe vizeSa nakala raju karuM chuM. For Private and Personal Use Only

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72 che. vizeSa jaNAvavAnI rajA lauM chuM ke dIkSA jevI dhArmika bAbatamAM dIkSA lenArane parsanala lai (!'oronal law) lAgu paDI zake ane tethI soLa varSa sudhI ja te sagIra gaNAya ane tyAra pachI lAyaka umarano gaNAya. 8. ema kahevAmAM Ave che ke seLa ke aDhAra varSe gRhasthAzramanI IcchA thAya tethI tevI jAgRti thayA pachI vRtti jANyA sivAya dIkSA ApavI yogya nathI. A dalIla kAMIka vicAra karavA lAyaka che. paraMtu ApaNA anubhava parathI ApaNe jANI zakIe chIe ke prANI mAtranI vAsanAono uddabhava ghaNe bhAge tenA pitAnA AcAra, vicAra, khAnapAna, sahavAsa vagere upara avalaMbe che. jana sAdhuone mATe mukarara karelA AcAra, vicAra, khAnapAna, sahavAsa vigere evI rIte yojAyelA che ke tenuM pAlana karavAmAM Ave te tenAmAM A vAsanA uddabhava thatI aTake ane kadAca uddabhavI hoya to te zamI jAya che. khAsa karIne brahmacaryanA pAlanane mATe bIjI bAbato uparAMta nava bAbato para vizeSa lakSa ApavAmAM Ave che. e nava bAbatone brahmacaryanI nava prakAranI gupti kahevAmAM Ave che. brahmacaya rU5 khetaranA rakSaNane mATe ene nava vADa paNa kahe che. gRhasthAzramanI bIjI icchAo mATe paNa je sAdhu avasthAmAM kaI vyakita bALapaNathI mukAI hoya ane tenA AcAra, vicAra, sahavAsa vagerenuM bALapaNathI te pAlana karatI hoya to tene gRhasthAzramanI IcchA thavAno saMbhava ghaNe bhAge thaI zakato nathI. A kAraNathI mArI mAhiti pramANe bALavaye dIkSA aMgIkAra karelAo paikImAMthI prAye kaI patita thayelAnA dAkhalA jANavAmAM AvatA nathI. patita thayelAnA dAkhalAo hoya che, te lAyaka umare pugyA pachI dIkSita thayelAmAMthI vakhate vakhate jovAmAM Ave che. A mujabanI hakIkata hovAthI je mahApurUSone dIkSAne purepuro anubhava thaelo che, teo paNa zAstramAM "bALadIkSA" maMjura karI gayA che. evA bALadIkSitemAMthI moTA AcAryo ane vidvAno ghaNe bhAge thayelA che. nAnI umarathI jene dIkSAnA kaThIna AcArone abhyAsa thayelo. hoya che, teone te dIkSA pAlana karavAnuM sugama paDe che. paNa moTI uMmare pahoMcyA pachI dIkSA le te tene AgaLanI gRhasthAzramanI Tevo ane vAsanAone lIdhe muzkelI paDe che. 9, dIkSA mATe je virodha che te hAsI bhAgIne levAtI dIkSAne lIdhe che, paNa sagIranA mAbApanI saMmatithI apAtI dIkSA bAbatamAM mukhyatAo nathI. te bAbatamAM bahu alpa virodhIo nIkaLe. huM khAtrIthI kahuM chuM ke A bAbata je tamAma jainenA repharenDama(Refer endun) para For Private and Personal Use Only

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73 laI javAmAM Ave to mAbApanI paravAnagIthI sagIrane ApavAmAM AvatI dIkSAnI virUddha bhAgye gaNyAgAMThayA piotAno mata Ape. 10. ema paNa kahevAmAM Ave che ke lAyaka umarano thatA sudhI dIkSA na letAM sAdhuonA samAgamamAM rahI zAstrAbhyAsa kare ane pachI lAyaka uMmarano thAya tyAre dIkSA le, to temAM kAMI vAMdho Ave nahIM. A bAbata vicAra karatAM vAstavika jaNAtI nathI. e bAbatane paNa upara jaNAvelI dalIlo lAgu paDe che. varAgyanI bhAvanA utpanna thaI hoya tene TakAvI rAkhavA mATe, te bhAvanAne puSTi ApanArA mana, vacana ane kAyAnA go yAne vyApAra cAlu rAkhavA joIe. te gRhasthAzramamAM cAlu rahevAthI maTe bhAge rahI zake nahi. sAdhuonA saMpUrNa samAgamamAM sAdhupaNuM lIdhuM na hoya tyAM sudhI rahevAnuM banI zake nahiM. khAvApIvAmAM, zarIranI saMskRti mAM, parasparanA saMbaMdhamAM, anya manuSyonA potAnA taraphanA vatanamAM ane pitAnA anya taraphanA vartanamAM jyAM sudhI mahAvratonI pratijJA lIdhI nathI, ane gurUkULa vAsamAM heniza rahe nahi, tyAM sudhI uddabhavele vairAgya lAMbo vakhata TakI zako muzkela che. je mahAvo levAmAM Ave che te badhI rIte sAdhunI saMpUrNa sahavAsamAMja rahe ane tethI bIjA dIkSAmAM AgaLa vadhelA sAdhuonI tenA para chApa paDe ane je kAI saMjogomAM vairAgyanA pariNAma zithila thavA jAya, te tarata ja tema thatAM aTake eTalA mATe jana zAstromAM ThAma ThAma sAdhuone gurUkuLa vAsamAM rahevAnuM pharamAna karavAmAM AveluM che. ane haMmezAM sAdhue ekalavihArI na thavuM, eTale ke ochAmAM ochA be sAdhuo to sAthe ja rahe ane sAdhvIo ochAmAM ochA traNa sAthe rahevA joIe-evI zAstranI AjJA che. je sAdhune mATe A mujabano niyama potAnA saMyamanA rakSaNane mATe jarUrano gaNavAmAM Avelo che, te nAnI uMmaranA vairAgya utpanna thayelA bALakane gRhasthAzramamAM lAMbo vakhata rahevAthI teno vairAgya TakI zake muzkela che, e heje samajAya tema che. ane je tene vairAgya Take nahi ane potAnA bALapaNanAM vA lAyaka uMmaranA thatA sudhI zAstrAbhyAsa karavAmAM kADhe to tenI sthiti bahuja kapheDI thAya. gRhasthAzrama calAvavA mATe jarUranuM zikSaNa teNe na lIdheluM hovAthI, te jIdagI tenAthI sukhamAM gALI zakAya nahi, ane vairAgya Takela na hovAthI, sAdhupaNuM laI zakAya nahiM. AthI tenI abhraSTa tatabhraSTa jevI sthiti thaI paDe. 11. upara jaNAvelI tamAma hakIkatone yogya vicAra karI mAbApanI rajAmaMdIthI paNa sagIrane dIkSA apAya ke levAya nahi-e pratibaMdha aogya ane anicchaniya che, ema TharAva karavA kRpA karazo. For Private and Personal Use Only

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74 jaina dIkSA ane sagIro. [ rA. bApAlAla cunIlAla jhaverI, amadAvAda. ] ApanI tA. 30-7-31 nI AjJApatrikAmAM "saMnyAsa dIkSA prati baMdhaka nibaMdha" bahAra pADavAmAM AvyA che, te nibaMdhanuM mathALuM sAmAnya saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhakanuM che, to paNa temAM jaNAvelI hakIkatathI mAluma paDe che ke Ape sagIranI dIkSA rokavA mATe ja A nibaMdha jAhera karI sucanAo mAMgI che. A uparathI sau koI mAnI zake ke zrImaMta gAyakavADa sarakAra saMnyAsa dIkSAne to rekavA IcchatA nathI, ane teja vAta muddAonA vivecananI zarUAtamAMja saMnyAsa dIkSAne dhArmika saMskAra gaNIne temAM sarakAra vacce AvavA mAMgatI nathI, ema spaSTapaNe svIkArelI che, tethI jaNAya che, eTale saMnyAsa dIkSAnI dhArmikatA ane uttamatA jaNAvavAnI khAsa jarUra rahetI nathI. paraMtu saMnyAsa dIkSAnI dhArmikatA ane uttamatA mAnavA chatAM, teno pratibaMdha karavA mATe sagIrapaNAne AgaLa karI sagIranI dIkSAnI aTakAyata karavA nibaMdha ghaDAyelo hoI, dareka ema mAnavA lalacAya ke-dIkSAnI dhArmikatA ane uttamatA svIkArya chatAM paNa sagIranI dIkSAmAM Apane ahita jaNAyuM che, to te bAbatamAM mukhyatve nibaMdhanA nIcenA zabdo upara vicAra karavAnI jarUra che. 1. kumaLI vayanA bALakone dIkSA ApavAnI paddhati zocanIya che. 2. sagIra dIkSAmAM saMsArika aneka aDacaNo ane anartho samAyelAM che. upara jaNAvelI be bAbatamAM prathama jaNAvela zocanIyapaNuM, bIjI bAbatamAM jaNAvela saMsArika aDacaNo ane anarthone ja AbhArI hoya ema mAnI zakAya che. ane saMsArika aDacaNo ane anaje mAnavAmAM AvyA che, te dhArmika saMskArothI jUdI draSTie vicAratAM, lAgelAM jaNAya che, kemake dIkSAne dhArmika kRtya to nibaMdhamAMja svIkAravAmAM AvyuM che, ane saMpUrNa nitimaya jIvana jIvavAnI vAlInI saMmatithI sagIra pratijJA le temAM saMsArIka aDacaNo ane anarthonI kalpanA paNa zI rIte thaI zake ! chatAMye kalpanAnI khAtara mAnIye ke tevI aDacaNa thAya che te paNa sagIranA saMbaMdhIo saMsArI gaNAya, ane teonI aDacaNa ane anarthanI khAtara sagIranuM thatuM hita rokavuM-te koIpaNa prakAre yogya nathI. ceranA bhUkhe maravAnA anarthathI zAhukArane ravadhananI rakSA karato rokI zakAya nahiM, te For Private and Personal Use Only

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75 dhArmika saMskAra letA sagIrane lIdhe saMsAramAM rahetA tenA saMbaMdhIone saMsArika aDacaNa ane anaM kadAcIta thatAM hoya teA tethI sagIranA ekAMte hitakArI dhArmika sakAreAne kAyadA karI rakavAmAM nyAyanuM tattva rahetuM hAya-ema kAIpaNa kahI zake nahiM. paNa kadAca sagIramAM samajaNanA abhAva samajI bhaviSyamAM tene sasArika aDacaNa ke anartha thaze-evI kalpanA karI, sagIranA bacAva arthe A nibaMdha ghaDavAmAM AvyA hoya te te paNa vAstavika nathI, kAraNa ke sarakAra taraphathI nImAyelA vAlInA kabajAnA manuSyane 21 varSanI uMmara sudhI ane svAbhAvika vAlInA kabajAmAM rahelA manuSyane 18 varSanI uMmara sudhI kAyado sagIra gaNe che, te 21 varSa ane 18 varSa sudhInI uMmarALAne samajAyaja nahiM--ema mAnatAM ghaNA vicAra karaveA paDaze. jagatamAM ApaNe joi zakIe chIe --18 ane 21 varSanI uMmaravALA keTalAe purUSo prAthamika zikSaNa, hAIskulanuM zikSaNa ane kaeNAlejanuM zikSaNa pUrUM karI zake che. te! ATalI vyavahAranI ucca keLavaNI meLavavAnI lAyakAtavALA manuSyane paNa jo samaja vagarane mAnIe te A badhI keLavaNI samaja meLavavAne mATe nathI yA samaja lAvanArI nathI-ema svataH siddha thAya, paraMtu kAIpaNa samajI manuSya A svIkArI zake nahiM. tethI 21 ke 18 varSanI u Mmara sudhI samajazaktine abhAvaja che-ema mAnavuM e behuduM che. dIvAnI kAyadAmAM je aDhAra varSe sattAnapaNuM gaNAya che, te viDalApAta mIlkata ke jenI vyavasthA tenA viDalA barAbara karI rahyA che, temAM DakhalagIrI karavAnI yA tenA kabo cheADAvI peAtAne kabajo karavAnI sthiti mATeja che. paNa 18 varSanI aMdaranI uMmarane manuSya paNa pAtAne caDhelA pagAra jo tene zeTha nA ApatA hoya te tene mATe, peAtAnI rakama ke gharANuM kAI cArI gayA hoya tene mATe, agara tene kAie zAririka ijA pahAMcADI hoya yA tenA upara kAIpaNa jAtanA julama gujAyeoN hAya vigere bAbAmAM teja aDhAra varSanI aMdaranI uMMmarane sagIra paNa pharIyAda karI zake che, eTaluMja nahiM paNa phojadArI gUnhAomAM te tevA sagIrAnI sAkSIe levAya che, tenI ulaTa tapAsa paNa thAya che. A badhuM te aDhAra varSanI aMdaranI uMmaravALAmAM samajanA sarvathA abhAva mAnavAmAM Ave te banI zakeja niha. A nibaMdhamAM sagIra tarIke svIkArAyele 16 varSanI uMmaranA kAI paNa manuSya potAnA kuLamAM cAlatA AvelA dharmane, peAtAnA vAlInI marajI virUddha cheDI daine anya dharmane aMgIkAra karavA mAMge, te eTale sudhI ke hiMdupaNAmAMthI badhAM sagAMne. saMbaMdha, vaDaleApAta mIlkata, For Private and Personal Use Only

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St strI, putra, mAbApa ane dhama sadaMtara choDIne musalamAnapaNuM ke jemAM kuTuMba, mIlkata, saMbaMdha, vyApAra vigere badhAne AdhAra kevaLa bhaviSya upara anizcitaja che tene levA mAMge, te prasa Mge sarakAra tevA sagIranA kRtyane paNa vyAjamI gaNI rakSaNa Ape che. te te uMmarane samaja vagaranI krama mAnI zakAya ? AkhI jIMdagInI pharajamAM bAMdhanAra lagnanA viSayamAM paNa eja 16 varSanI uMmaranI vyaktine mAbApanI marajI virUddha vartI lagna karavAmAM sarakAra rakSaNa Ape che, teA tethI paNa sagIramAM samajaNanA abhAva kahevA vyAjakhI nathI. 14 varSanI uMmarane cheAkarA tenA mAthyApa yA vAlInI rajA vinA kAInI paNa sAthe rAjIkhuzIthI cAhyA jAya ane tene vAlI, jenI joDe te gayA hoya te manuSya upara pharIyAda kare teA kA pahelAM chekarAnI marajI tapAse che, ane jo kaeNne ema lAge ke chokarA rAjIkhuzIthI sAthe gayele che te tevA kesamAM sagIrane samajaNavALA gaNI, tenI marajIne mAnya rAkhIne jenI joDe gayeA che tenA upara manuSyaharaNanI kalama lAgu pADatI nathI. phakta kabaje levAne dIvAnI dAve! sAMbhaLe che. A uparathI 14 varSanI uMmaravALAne paNa samajavALA gaNyA che. jo tenAmAM sathA samajane abhAvajagata, te tenI marajInI kAMIpaNa kiMmata gaNata nahiM ane 14 varSathI ochI uMmaravALAnI marajInI mAphaka tenI marajIne paNa apramANika gaNI manuSyaharaNane gUnho lAgu karata. tevI rIte sagIranA vAlI nImavAnA prasaMge paNa 14 varSanI u MmaranA sagIranI marajIne moTA bhAge pramANika gaNI che, te paNa jo 14 vaSa~nI uMmare samajatA sathA abhAva sarakAra mAne te! banI zake nahiM. vaLI 14 varSanI u MmaravALAe karelA pheAjadArI gRnhAmAM tA kAyadA samajaNanI zaMkA lAvavAnuM paNa kahetA nathI ane tene aMge samajaNa jovAnI jarUra nahiM jaNAvatAM, gunho sAbIta thaye sA karavAnuMja jaNAve che. eTale ke 14 varSanI uMmare vyavahAranI bAbatamAM te saMpUrNa samajavALe che ema manAya che. sAta varSathI 14 varSanI uMmaramAM paNa karelA gRnhAnA kaisa vakhate maeNsTreTane AreApInI samaja tapAsavAnuM kahevAmAM Ave che, ane temAM paNa tenuM kRtya samajaNapUrvakanuM jaNAya te tene sA karavAnuM vidhAna kAyadAe kareluM che. eTale sAta varSanI uMmare paNa samajaneA sarvathA abhAva kAyadAe mAnyA nathI. For Private and Personal Use Only

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ff A prasaMge eka vAta khAsa jaNAvavI jarUrI che ke kAyadAe koIpaNa uMmare karelI sajA, kAIpaNa vakhatanA gunhAmAM sajAno vadhAro karanAra hovAthI ochI nukazAnakAraka nathI. te je rAjyasattAnA kAyadAoe sAta varSanI uMmarathI gU thaye ochIvattI sajA karI jIMdagI sudhIno DAgha lagADavA mATenI samajaNa mAnI che, te teja rAjyasattA kalyANanA mArge vAlInI saMmatithI sagIra prayANa kare, temAM samAjano sarvathA abhAva mAnI aTakAyata kayI rIte karI zake ? uparanI hakIkatathI sagIre samaje zuM? -e zaMkAne sthAna rahetuM nathI, chatAM A jamAnAmAM kaLAcAra pradhAna dharma hovAthI bolavA-cAlavAne zIkhato chokaro paNa potAnA dharma ane gurUonI sthitine jANI zake che. jemake jenone tyAM janmele traNa cAra varSanI uMmarano chokaro hoya, te paNa pitAne ghera bhikSArthe AvatI sAdhvIone aDakI zakAya nahiM--evA saMskAra mAtrathI dUra rahI namaskAra kare che. dUra rahI bhikSA Ape che. je sAdhuo bhikSArthe AvyA hoya to teja kare aDIne namaskAra kare che ane bhikSA paNa Ape che. pAMca sAta varSanI uMmaranA chokarAo te dhArmika kriyAonA sUtro zIkhe che ane tenI kriyAo paNa kare che, ane sAta ATha varSanI uMmare AvatAM te bALaka ekAsaNuM, AyaMbila, upavAsa Adi tapasyA kare che ane jIMdagI sudhI sapta vyasanamAM nahiM paDavAnA sogaMda paNa le che. sAta ATha varSanI uMmaranA jena bALako te moTe bhAge dharmagurUone levAM paDatAM mahAvrato, koIpaNa jIvane mAro nahiM, juThuM bolavuM nahiM, corI karavI nahiM, strIne aDakavuM nahiM ane mAlamIlkata rAkhavI nahiM, rAtribhojana karavuM naha vigere tathA zrI jinezvaradevanI pUjA, gurUvaMdana vigere sArI rIte jANatAM hoya che ane keTalAka to temAMnA amUka vrata AcaraNamAM paNa mUke che. A badhA uparathI svakuLamAM je dharma cAlatuM hoya, tene mATe lakhI-vAMcI jANato koIpaNa sagIra aNasamajavALA hoya-ema kahI zakAya nahi. bIjI rIte jotAM ke manuSyane dArU, corI, yA evuM koIpaNa vyasana lAgu paDayuM hoya ane te manuSyane kaI tenA geraphAyadA samajAve, to paNa te vyasanI te badIthI jaldI dUra thaI zakatA nathI, paraMtu je manuSyane badI lAgu paDelI hatIja nathI teo te badIthI jaMdagI sudhI dUra rahevAnI pratijJA saheje karI zake che. tevI ja rIte saMsAranA jherI pavananA jhapATe nahiM caDhelAM jaina kuLamAM janmelAM bALako paNa tenAM nukazAna jANavAthI yA samajavAthI heje dUra rahI zake, e svAbhAvika che. dareka hiMdu dharmamAM sAmAnya rIte hiMsA nahiM karavAnI AjJA che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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78 zahera ane gAmomAM judA judA hiMdu dharma pALavAvALA ekaja mahollAmAM rahe che, paraMtu jaina dharmamAM saMsAranI asAratA ane hiMsAnA tyAga mATe eTale badho bhAra mUkela che ke eka ja zerImAM rahetAM ane sAthe ramIne ucharelAM anya hiMdu bALaka karatAM jaina bALaka te bAbatanA vartanamAM ghaNuM AgaLa vadheluM hoya che, eTale gharanuM vAtAvaraNa bALako upara eTalI moTI asara kare che ke je keTalIka vakhata to jIMdagInA aTapaTA saMyogamAM paNa badalAtI nathI ane TakI rahe che. AthI anya hiMdu dharmio jaina kuLamAM janmelA sagIranI tyAgabhAvanA kevA ucca prakAranI hoya che, te na samajI zake te svAbhAvika che. jema eka 10-12 varSanI uMmaranA jaina bALakane rAtribhojana zA mATe na thAya ? pANI, lIlI vanaspati vigere zA mATe khapa pUratIja vAparavI ? kaMdamULa baTATA ItyAdi zA mATe na khavAya ? vigere prazno pUchatAM moTI uMmaranA anya hiMdu dhamine vicAra karavAne roke evA praznonA javAbo te sahelAIthI ApI zakaze. AthI svataH e siddha thAya che ke bIjA anya dharmanA bALako karatAM jena bALaka tyAgadharmanA vatana tarapha saheje derAyelA hoya che. tethI dIkSAnI bAbatamAM teo kAMI samajatA nathI, ema kahevuM e jaina bALakanA mAnasa ane vartanane jANyA ke tapAsyA sivAyanuM ja che-ema mAnI zakAya. ATaluM chatAMye mAnI laIe ke duniyAdArInA vikaTa prasaMge, javAbadArIo, vigerenuM saMpUrNa jJAna sagIrane potAne na hoya, tethI tenA vAlIo tevA jJAnane nathIja dharAvatA ema kahI zakAya ja nahiM. tethI jyAre pAlake te bALakane vikaTa prasaMgone vaTAvavA lAyaka dekhe ane tene teo dIkSAnA mArge javAmAM anumati Ape, te pachI sagIranI aNasamajanI vAta AgaLa dharavI te sagIranuM ahita karanArI che. vaLI keTalAke jaNAve che kesagIra potAnA bhaviSyanuM hita kyA raste javAmAM che-te samajato nathI, tethI tenAthI dIkSA laI zakAya nahiM ane vAlIthI saMmati ApI zakAya nahiM. to je vAlInI IcchAne dIkSA prasaMge nakAmI gaNavAmAM Ave che te ja vAlI potAnA bALakane dattaka ApI zake che, pite egya mAnelI vyavahArika keLavaNI ApI zake che, abhyAsa mATe dUra dezAvara mokalI zake che, lagnamAM jeDI zake che vigere aneka dunyavi kAryomAM pAlyane vALI zake che ane zrImaMta sarakAranA kAyadAo tene sagIranA hitamAM mAnI aTakAyata karatA nathI. to pAlaka pitAnA pAlyanuM hita, tenuM vartana, mAnasa vigere uparathI jaI vicArI tene dIkSAnA saMskAra apAve-eTale tyAga mArge javAmAM For Private and Personal Use Only

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madada kare, to tene tema karatAM zANuM sarakAre vacamAM AvavuM, te koI prakAre yogya nathI. kadAca vAlI ke pAlakanA sagIranI javAbadArInA jJAnane bAjue rAkhIe ane sagIre aNasamajathI dIkSAno saMskAra aMgIkAra karyo-ema mAnI paNa laIe to te dIkSA grahaNathI sagIranA jIvanane ke tenA zarIrane kayuM nukazAna thAya che? kAraNa ke jena dIkSA saMskAramAM hiMsA, jUTha, cerI, strIsaMga, ane parigrahathI mAtra dUra rahevAnuM ja hoya che ane koIpaNa jAtanuM vyasana karavAnuM hotuM nathI. hiMsA, jUDa ane corInA tyAga mATe to aNasamaja ane samajanI kheMcatANa kAIpaNa manuSya karI zake tema nathI. kAraNa ke AkhI duniyAe tenA tyAgane nItinA niyama tarIke svIkArelo che. paraMtu sagIra dIkSAmAM strIsaMga tyAga ane parigrahane tyAga e be pratijJA keTalAka duniyAdArInA vyavahAramAM rAcelA vidvAnone paNa muMjhAvI rahI che. parigraha-sUvarNa, dhana, rUpIyA, paisA, hIrA, mANeka vigerene gaNavAmAM Ave che, paraMtu te parigrahanI sAthe duniyAdArInA sukhano sIdho saMbaMdha nathI. ane tethI ja mAtra sukhabhoganA sAdhano meLavavAmAM tene upalegI gaNuM ISTa gaNavAmAM Ave che. eTale je AtmA e bhogatyAganI pratijJA karI tenAthI alaga rahe che tene upara jaNAvelA parigrahanI kAMIja jarUra ke AkAMkSA rahetI ja nathI. have bhogatyAganI pratijJA saMbaMdhamAM jaina dIkSitone strI saMga tyAga karavAno hoya che. bAkI bIjA khAvA-pIvA vigere sAdhano te sAdhu dharmane bAdha na Ave tevI rIte gRhastha pAsethI jaina muni aMgIkAra kare che. mAtra strIsaMga tyAgane aMge teo yAvatajIvana brahmacarya pALe che. A pAlana je ke ApaNane duSkara lAge, paraMtu jaina sAdhuone strI sAthe vAto karavAnuM, strIvALA makAnamAM rAtri rahevAnuM, strI pratye eka draSTie jevAno temaja saMsArinI joDenA makAnamAM rahevAnuM paNa hotuM ja nathI. A prakAranA saMyamanA AcArenuM pAlana karanAra AtmAone strI rogano tyAga-e muzkela nathI. A prasaMge eka vAta khAsa vicAravA jevI che. strI samAgamanI IcchA AtmAne svAbhAvika thatI nathI, paNa. saMgajanya che. ane jeo tevA saMyogathI dUra rahI AtmakalyANanA mArge sadAcAramAM mana, vacana ane kAyAthI tatpara rahe che, teone strIraMga rUpI kRtrima bhogasukhanI IcchA uddabhavavAno avakAzaja hoto nathI. temAM paNa je bALake janmathI nirvikAraja che, tevA nirdoSa bALake dIkSA saMskAra le, teone For Private and Personal Use Only

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to svane paNa tevI vikRti thavAno saMbhava na ja rahe, tethI sagIra dIkSitone te jIdagI sudhInuM naiSThika brahmacaryanuM pAlana atyaMta susAdhya ane naisargika thAya che. A vAta Aja sudhInA sagIra dIkSitonI avyAhata sthitithI sAbIta thAya che, kAraNa ke sagIra dIkSitomAMthI patana thayAnA dAkhalA maLatA nathI. vaLI kaI mANasa dIkSA le ane amuka samaya pachI je tenAthI te pALI zakAya nahiM ane tene te Azrama cheDIne saMsAramAM pAchA javuM hoya to tema karatAM tene koI rokatuM nathI. upara jaNAvelI badhI hakIkata vicAravAthI mAlama paDaze ke sagIrane vAlInI saMmatithI levAtA ane apAtA dIkSAnA saMskAre koIpaNa prakAre vAlIne, sagIrane ke samAjane aDacaNa karanArA ke anartha karanArA nathI, eTaluM ja nahiM paraMtu sagIranA jIvanamAM sadAcAra, jJAnavRddhi, ane zAMti Adi saddaguNone poSanArAja che. AvA sagIrane apAtA dIkSAnA saMskArane rakavAthI teonuM A bhava ane parabhave saMbaMdhI keTaluM badhuM ahita thAya, te zrImaMta sarakAre vicAravuM ghaTe che. chevaTe A nibaMdha sagIranI khATI dayAnA nAme je kAyado thaI amalamAM Avaze to tethI sagIranuM meTuM ahita karanAra nIvaDaze, mATe zrImaMta gAyakavADa sarakArane A ayogya saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdha tAtkAlika pAchA kheMcI levA mArI namra paNa AgrahapUrvaka vinaMti che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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81 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir vaDAdarA rAjyanA me. nyAyamaMtrIne mekalela patra. : meAkalanAra : amIcaMdra goviMdajI zAh, B. A. LL, B. eNDavokeTa navApurA-surata. surata tA. 7 : 9 :' 31. maheraAna nyAyamaMtrI sAheba-vaDAdarA rAjya, mu. vaDAdarA. * nAmadAra zrImaMta gAyakavADa sarakAra taraphathI tA. 30 julAI sate 1931 nA rAja AjJApatrikA 'mAM ' saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdha ' prasiddha karavAmAM AvyA che. majakura nibaMdhathI jaina samAjamAM mATe" khaLabhaLATa pedA thayA che ane jaitAnI dhArmika lAgaNIne ghaNAja AghAta paheAMcyA che, ane te rada karavAnAM saMkhyAbaMdha kAraNA paikI nIce mujabanAM kAraNe| ApanI samakSa hAlamAM raju karavA rajA lauM chuM. 1. bALadIkSAthI anarthAM thAya che e vAtamAM vajuda nathI. bALadIkSita uttama, niSpApa ane dhArmika jIvana jIvI potAnuM ane bIjAnuM kalyANa sAdhe che. ana thayeA hAya tevA kAipaNa dAkhaleA banyA nathI. sAdhusaMsthAne nAza icchanArAonA khATA pracArakAryathI evI mAnyatA thavA pAmI che. 2. bALakAne nasADavA, lalacAvavA, phosalAvavAnI vAta tadna asabhavita che. jainazAstromAM sagIranI dIkSA vaDIleAnI rajA sivAya thaI zakatI nathI ane tevI dIkSA ApavI e jainazAsanamAM gunho gaNyA che ane sagIrA bAbata manuSyaharaNa vigere kAjadArI kAyadAe pUratA che. jainadIkSAmAM lalacAvavA-phosalAvA jevuM kAMI cheja nahi. dIkSita jIvananI kriyA jANavAmAM Ave te Ama banavuM azakaya sAbIta thai zake che. 3. bALa dIkSitAnI saMkhyA ati alpa che ane kacitaja evA puNyAtmAe nIkaLI zake che, ane tevAmAM kAIpaNa jAtane ana thayalA jaNAyA nathI. 4. duniAmAM mahAna gaNAtA purUSomAMthI mATe bhAge bAlapaNathI susaMskArita thayelA jaNAya che. jainenA mahAna purUSAmAM paNa temaja che, 11 For Private and Personal Use Only

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82 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir tA A kAyadAthI mahAna purUSonI utpattinI AzA huMmezAM naSTaprAyaH thaI jAya che. 5. jaina dIkSita pAcho saMsAramAM AvavA Icche te tene kAi rokI zakatuM nathI. dIkSAmAM dharmakriyA ane abhyAsa sivAya khIjAM khaMdhana nathI. dIkSA lenAra haMmezAM bahAranA mANasAnA paricaya ane samAgamamAM AvI zake che ane kAIpaNa prakAranuM duHkha hAya to tene jAhera karI zake che agara dIkSA choDI zake che. 6. jaina dIkSA eTale ahiMsA, satya, acaurya, brahmacarya ane aparigrahanuM sarva prakAre pAlana. AvA uttama ane pavitra jIvana mATe pratibaMdha mUkavA e tadana ayeAgya che. 7. dIkSita saMsAramAM pAcho Ave tyAre tenAM mAla-milkata uparanA hukko rahetA nathI evuM kahevAmAM vajuda nathI. chatAM tevA hakko saMsAramAM pAchA pharatAM prApta thAya evA kAyadeA karavAmAM kadAca AchI harakata AvI zake. 8. bALadIkSAthI kAinA kAIpaNa prakAranA hita agara hakkane vAMdhA AvatA nathI, temaja nIti agara kAyadAnA niyamate bAdha AvatA nathI. teA pachI bALakanI ane tenA vaDIlanI svataMtratA upara aMkuza mUkavA pratyeAjana nathI. 9. jaitAnA asalathI cAlI AvatA zAstrothI siddha thatA AvA taddana nirdoSa ane paramavitra mA` upara pratibaMdha mUkaveA, e jainAne gaMbhIra anyAyarUpa che. 10. dhArmika mAnyatAo ane saskArAmAM dakhalagIrI nahi karavAnA sava rAjyasattAone mAnya uttama siddhAMtane ' saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdha ' bAdha pahoMcADe che ane jaina dharmanAM kramAtAne nAbuda kare che. 11. A nibaMdha AkhI AryasaMskRtinA mULamAM dhA kare che. 12. bALadIkSita potAnuM hita samajI zakatA nathI, e dalIla vyAjakhI nathI. ema kahevAthI karmo, punarjanma ane AtmAnI mAnyatAne vAMdhA Ave che. ema hoya te! ghaNA bALako dIkSA kema laI zakatA nathI ! kAraNa ke badhAja bALakAmAM aNusamaja sarakhIja mAnI levAya teA bALadIkSAnu pramANu hAlamAM je taddana alpa ane javalleja banavAvALu che te hAya nahi. For Private and Personal Use Only

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23 13. ATha varSathI sola varSa sudhIno bALaka amuka saMjogomAM gunogAra thaI zake che. tyAM je bALaka samajapUrvaka kArya karato hoI zake, to jaina dIkSA jevA parama pavitra ane nirdoSa mArgamAM bALakanI samajaNa hevAmAM zuM bAdha AvI zake? 14. vagara samaje bALaka dIkSA le to kyAM sudhI TakI zake che kAraNa ke dIkSita jIvanamAM to dareka prakAranuM saMyama ane IkiyenA tamAma viSacothI alaga rahevAnuM che ane duninI draSTie zuSka dekhAtuM tevuM jIvana AnaMdathI pasAra karanAra bALakane aNasamaju kayI rIte kahevAya? 15. harakeI draSTie jaina dIkSA jevA pavitra ane nirdoSa jIvanamAM koIpaNa prakAranA nukazAna ke hAninI saMbhAvanA paNa nathI. te sivAya A nivedana sAthe mArA taraphathI prasiddha thavA mokalI ApelAM be lekho mekalyA che. jaNAvelI hakIkato para paNa ApelA be lekho mokalyA che. te lekhamAM jaNAvelI hakIkata para paNa Apa sAhebanuM khAsa dhyAna kheMcuM chuM. AzA che ke-Apa tamAma hakIkatone lakSamAM laI "dIkSA. pratibaMdhaka nibaMdha'ne rada karI, jaina jevI zAMta ane dharmapriya samAjanA hRdayano phaphaDATa dUra karI temanI dhArmika svataMtratAmAM Avate aMtarAya dUra karaze. For Private and Personal Use Only

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84 jainadharmanI bALadIkSA anarthakArI nathI, paNa arthasAdhaka che! : lekhaka : amIcaMda goviMdajI zAha, .AJ... eNDavokeTa. navApurA-surata, (1) nA. gAyakavADa sarakArano dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdha' bALadIkSAthI thatA mAnelA anarthone kAraNamAM jaNAvI bahAra pADavAmAM AvyuM che, mATe bALadIkSAmAM ana che ke kema te tapAsavAnI khAsa jarUra che. pahelI ja take ApaNe jaNAvI devuM joIe ke je anarthonI hayAti mAnI levAmAM AvI che temAM gaMbhIra bhUla ane gerasamaja che. bALadIsAthI keIpaNa anartha ke nukazAna thayuM ja nathI. evo eka paNa khale mejuda nathI. prathama te bALadIkSitonI saMkhyAja eTalI badhI alpa che ke AMgaLIne Terave gaNI zakAya, ane bAlyavayamAM dIkSA lenArA paNa kaIkaja mahA puNyazAlI ane uttama saMskAravALA AtmA hoya toja nIkaLI zake che. jaina dIkSA kAMI sahelI vastu nathI agara je phosalAvavA-lalacAvavAnuM kahevAmAM Ave che tevuM kAMI paNa nathI. jaina dIkSA samajanAra agara tenI kAryavAhIthI mAhItagAra A bAbata sahelAIthI samajI zake tema che. te pachI ATalo badho ghaMghATa kema ? uttama dharmakaraNImAM, zuddha vAtAvaraNamAM ane uMcA prakAranI Atmika unnatinI keLavaNImAM eka bALaka marajIpUrvaka potAnA vaDIlanI rajApUrvaka kavacija praveza kare, temAM rAjyano pratibaMdha kema saMbhave ? AvA susaMskArita ane pavitra jIvana jIvavAmAM anartha zuM te samajavuM muzkela che. koIne evuM samajAvavAmAM AvatuM hoya ke_bALakanuM jIvana baMdhanayukta thaI jAya che ane temAMthI tenI nIkaLavAnI icchA chatAM nIkaLI zakAtuM nathI to te paNa taddana khoTuM che. ane evI beTI hakIkato janasamAja samakSa irAdApUrvaka raju karI vyavasthita rIte gerasamaja utpanna karavAnI kAryavAhI cAlI rahI che. koIpaNa dIkSita dIkSA lIdhA pachI pAche saMsAramAM cAlI javA mAgatA hoya te tene koIpaNa rokI zakatuM nathI. vaLI je upAzrayamAM sAdhuo rahe che tyAM hara koI TAImasara zrAvako khuzIthI jA Ava karI zake che, dIkSite sAthe vAtacIta karI paricayamAM AvI zake che, mATe je koI dIkSita para kalpI lIdheluM keIpaNa prakAranuM baMdhana hoya tema to jaNAyuM nathI. to pachI AvA uttama jIvanamAM vAMdho che ? For Private and Personal Use Only

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85 evuM paNa kAika ThekANe sAvavAmAM Ave che ke-bALadIkSita saMsAramAM pAThe Ave te tenI jIMdagI ra thaI jAya che ane tenA sAMsArika hakko naSTa thaI taiya che. A hakIkata paNa udhe raste dAravanArI che, kAraNa ke-evuM banyAne eka pazu dAkhalA nadhI. chatAM ema mAnI laIe tA tene mATe tA kAyado ema hoI zake ke kAIpaNa dIkSita saMsAramAM pAchA Ave teA tenA milkata saMbaMdhInA kAIpaNa sAMsArika hakakAne vAMdhA Avaze niha. AvA kAyadA jo bahAra pADavAmAM Ave, te amuka draSTie kAMIka tene mATe kahI zakAya. para Mtu te mujaba nahiM karatAM bALadIkSA sAme je pratibaMdha mUkavA nibaMdha mUkAyA che te teA taddana ayeAgya ane dhArmika mAnyatAonA mULa para vagara kAraNanA eka kTA che. nA. gAyakavADa sarakAra AvA nibaMdha amalamAM mUkI jainAnI lAgaNIone AdhAta pahoMcADI teeAnI zAstrIya mAnyatAmAM dakhalagIrI nahIMja kare, e AzA vadhu paDatI nahIM gaNAya. kahevAnI jarUra bhAgyeja hAya kai-duniyAnA mahAna purUSa ghaNe bhAge bALapaNanA uttama saMskArAne laineja thayA che. atyAranA jaina samartha AcAyo paikImAMthI paNa ghaNA bALadIkSitA che ane bhaviSyamAM paNa jaina saMskRti nA rakSaka ane pAkA paNa tevAomAMthIja thaze, ema mAnavAne ghaNAM kAraNA che. to pachI AryasaMskRtine pApanAra ane uttejaka nA. gAyakavADa sarakAra jevA mahAna rAjyane AvI uttama ane parama pavitra vastumAM ADa ubhI karavAne vicAra thAya e bahuja khedajanaka bInA che. ane ekataraphI sAMbhaLIne tevA vicAra para AvavAnuM banyuM hoya teA vagara vilaMbe kharI hakIkatathI mAhetagAra thai dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdha' jevA kAyadAne dhArApothImAMthI dUra karI jainasamAjanI aMtaraAziSa meLavavAnI AvazyakatA che. (2) pratibaMdhanuM kAMija kAraNa nathI ! cAlu samayamAM jyAre dareka kAma potAnA dhArmika saMskAro ane mAnyatAonA rakSaNa ane bacAva mATe AkAza-pAtALa eka karI rahI che, tyAre kamanasIba jainasamAjamAM, jainajAtimAM janmavA mAtrathI jaina hevAtAe jaina dharmanA uttama ane parama pavitra siddhAMtAne nAza karavA-karAvavA potAnuM sarva sAmarthya vAparI rahyA che ane evA jaina tarIke jagatamAM oLakhAtA hovAthI muzkelImAM ghaNA vadhArA thAya che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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duniyAnI najare dIkSAno viSaya hAlamAM mUkhya rItie carcAya che ane temAM vaLI vaDodarA rAjya taraphathI bALa dIkSA sAme pratibaMdha karanAre. nibaMdha jyArathI bahAra paDe che, tyArathI e carcAe ghaNuMja tIvra svarUpa lIdhuM che. ane jyAre AvI AgaLa paDatI rAjasattA dharma bAbata mAM vacce AvavAnA pagalAM levA vicAra rAkhe che, tyAre te prazna eTale badhe gaMbhIra thaI jAya che ke-teno zAMta citte dareka rItie samaju mANasoe vicAra karavo joIe ane tapAsavuM joIe ke A kAyade karavAne koI tevA vyAjabI kAraNe che ke nahi ! kevA saMjogomAM tevo kAyado thaI zake ? e kAyade karavAnI jarUra ubhI thaI che ke kema ? prathama te e nibaMdha zuM kAraNone laIne kyA rItie bahAra AvI zake, te tapAsavAnI khAsa jarUra che. jenA kahevAtAomAM eka eve varga hastI dharAve che ke je sAdhusaMsthAne, dIkSAne taddana nAbuda karI nAMkhavA mAMge che. enAM kAraNe jainetara samAja kadAca nahIM samajatI hoya paNa te ghaNAM uMDA che ane temAM utaravAno A prasaMga nathI. chatAM eTaluM ja kahevuM hAla basa che ke-svArthIonA manaHkati manoratha pAra pADavAmAM mUkhya aMtarAyarUpa keIpaNa hoya to te pavitra jaina sAdhusaMsthA che ane te saMsthAno nAza kema jaladI kare, e tevA varganuM dhyeya che. A dhyeyane sAme rAkhIne prathama kArya to e AraMbhya ke-jaina dIkSAne jagatanI samasa eka "hAu" tarIke agara eka kharAba vastu tarIke citarI, jAtajAtanA lekha lakhI, manaphAvatI vAto goThavI-ubhI karI, juThThAM ane galIca tarakaTo ubhAM karI, khoTA jhagaDAo ubhA karI, svayaM pite upajAvI kADhelI vastue AgaLa dharI, dIkSA virUddha jeTaluM banI zake teTaluM pracAra kArya karyuM ane sthiti evI banAvI mUkI ke jethI zuM che tenI tapAsa kare. dIkSA zuM che, tyAM kevA AcAra che tenI jAte tapAsa karI mAhitI meLavo. dakSAmAM nasADavAnuM, bhagADavAnuM ke phosalAvavAnuM kAMI che ja nahi, paraMtu jaDavAdanA raMgathI raMgAyelA ane jaina kuLamAM janmavA mAtrathI potAne jaina kahevaDAvatA keTalAka jyAre evI vAte chApAomAM phelAvavA mAMDI tyAre svAbhAvika rItie jainetara samAjanuM paNa dhyAna kheMcAyuM, ane evA ubhA karelA pracArathI eka tarapha doravAI jaI kharI vastusthitinI tapAsa paNa karyA vagara sAmAnya janatAe mAnI lIdhuM ke kAMIka haze. AvAM kAraNethI vaDodarA rAjyano nibaMdha bahAra AvyuM hoya te nA nahIM. have jaina dIkSA zuM cIja che te TuMkamAM ja samajAvavuM hoya te kahI zakAya ke-jaMdagIbhara manathI, vacanathI, kAyAthI hiMsA karavI nahIM, ju For Private and Personal Use Only

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bolavuM nahIM, corI karavI nahIM, brahmacarya pALavuM ane duniyAnI koIpaNa cIja para mAlIkI rAkhavI nahIM-evI devagurU samakSa lIdhelI draDha pratijJAnuM pAlana e dIkSA. ane te pratijJAmAM nahi karavAnI vastu bIjA pAse nahi karAvavAnI ane karanArane sAre nahi mAnavAno paNa samAveza thaI jAya che. AthI ApaNe joI zakIzuM ke--koIpaNa samaju mANasa A dIkSAthI virUddha saMbhavI zakato paNa nathI, kAraNake ahiMsA, satya, acaurya, brahmacarya ane aparigraha svarUpa je dIkSA tenAthI virUddha hoya paNa koNa ? A prasaMge eka bAbatanI noMdha levI Avazyaka che. amuka pratiSThita gaNunA ajaina patrakAre dIkSA jevI jainonI mahAna ane parama pavitra saMsthA mATe phAve tema lakhe jAya che. jo ke temAM mUkhya doravaNI amuka jaina kahevaDAvanArAonI che, ke jeo jaina dharmamAM AvA ajJAnatAbharyA lakhANothI khuza thaI pitAnI kunehabharI saphaLatA mATe potAnI jAtane abhinaMdana ApI gaurava le che. chatAM paNa tevA patrakArone ApaNe bezaka kahI zakIe chIe ke tamo bezaka carcA karI zake che, paraMtu vAstavika rIte phelAvavAnuM banI zake tema che yA nahIM, tenI tajavIja kare. kevaLa svArthIo ane virodhIonAM juThThAM ane tarakaTI lakhANathI deravAI nahIM jAo. sAdhuone kevI rIte kevA khoTA ane najIvA kAraNe kaeNTa darabAre ghasaDavAmAM AvyA che, tenI je tapAsa kare to samajAze ke-sagIrone nasADavA ke bhagADavA ke phelAvavAnuM koIpaNa vakhata banyuM ja hoya te sAdhuone teo choDe evA nathI, kAraNa ke manuSyaharaNa vigerenA phojadArI gunAo dareka ThekANe amalamAM che. evI dalIla karanArane tame pUchI zake che ke eka paNa dAkhalo batAvo ke jemAM koIpaNa jaina sAdhune AvA gunhA mATe sajA thaI hoya agara takasIravAra karyA hoya, paNa kayAMthI bane ? evuM banyuM hoya tyArene ? bIjI vAta e che ke-jaina dharmamAM ATha varSathI soLa sudhIne mATe mAbApa agara vAlInI rajA sivAya dIkSA ApavI e gune che. eTele paNa nasADavI-bhagADavAnI manaHkalpita vAtamAM vajuda nathI, ane jene ApaNe phelAvavA ke lalacAvavA jevuM kahIe chIe, evuM jaina dIkSAmAM che zuM ? dIkSA pachI nathI karavAharavAnuM, nathI mojazokha karavAnuM, nathI keipaNa jAtanA vAhanamAM besavAnuM, phakta saMyama pALIne dareka paMkiyenA vivayane hareka prakAre rokavAnuM, ane dharmakriyAmAM rakta rahI abhyAsa karI AtmakalyANa sAdhavAnuM. have bALa dIkSAno savAla vicArIzuM to raheje savAla thaze kevaDodarA rAjyane tenA para pratibaMdha mUkavAnuM koIpaNa prayojana che ke nahIM ? For Private and Personal Use Only

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ane te kAyade karavA yogya che ke nahIM ? keIpaNa rAjasattAne dhArmika saMskAra agara mAnyatAomAM ane zAstronAM pharamAnomAM ADe AvavAne tyAreja hakka hoI zake ke samAjane agara samAjanA koIpaNa aMgane tethI hAni agara nukazAna pahoMcatuM hoya, athavA bIjA koIne sthApita hakakomAM dakhalagIrI thatI hoya, athavA svIkArAelA koIpaNa kAyadA agara nItinA baMdhAraNamAM vAMdho AvatA hoya. jaina dIkSA jevI nirdoSa ane pavitra vastumAM tevI koIpaNa jAtanI saMbhAvanA paNa nathI. dIkSita pitAnuM kalyANa sAdhI bane te bIjAne tema karavAmAM madadagAra thAya che. emAM koInA hakkane nukazAna thAya che tevuM kyAMya paNa nathI. te pachI jainonI dhArmika lAgaNI ene AghAta pahoMcADI dhArmika mAnyatAomAM pratibaMdha zuM kAma ? nAmadAra mahArANI vikaTorIAnA DhaMDherAno siddhAMta dareka rAjyane mAnya che, te pachI vaDodarA rAjyano "dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdha " kema hoI zake ? ane jaina kema A nibaMdha kevI rItie sahana karI zake ? ahIM koI kaheze kekeTalAka "jaino' paNa A kAyadAnI tarapheNamAM che, to tene javAba e che ke-e kAyadAnuM mULabhUta kAraNuja e kahevAtA jano che. jainasamAjamAM nahIM phAvavAthI AvI rIte rAjyanA kAyadAnuM zaraNa levAya che paraMtu prathama savAla e che ke-jaina koNa? jaina dharma che ane te dharmane nahiM mAne te jaina jAtimAM janmavA chatAM, jaina tarIke duniA ene oLakhe chatAM, vAstavika jaina nathIja. ane vaDodarA rAjyano "dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdha" jainazAstrothI tadana virUddha che ema ekhI rItie sAbIta karatAM jarApaNa vAMdho Ave tema nathI. to pachI jaina dharmamAM, zraddhALu varganI dhArmika mAnyatAomAM tathA teonA dhArmika saMskAramAM ADe AvavAnI koI paNa rAjyanI sattA hoI zake nahIM, sivAya ke tenAthI bIjA nIti agara kAyadAnA niyamane bAdha Avato hoya. paNa tevuM to kAMI che nahIM. ane tevo prasaMga kalpI laIe to rAjyanA kAyadAomAM tene mATe pUrato baMdobasta che. uparanAM kAraNothI vaDodarA rAjyanA sattAdhikArIone vinavI zakAya che ke-"dIkSA pratibaMdhaka kAyado " taddana bInajarUrI ane jaina jevI zAMta ane dhArmika komanI hRdayanI lAgaNIone atyaMta dubhAvanAra che. prajAnA svIkArAelA hakakkomAM vinA kAraNe dakhalagIrI karanAra che. jaina dhArmika siddhAMtone bodha pahoMcADe che ane bIlakula bInajarUrI che; mATe vahelAmAM vahelI take te nibaMdhane pAcho kheMcI levo joie. For Private and Personal Use Only

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89 / OM haiM namaH / zrIyuta cImanalAla kezavalAla kaDIAnuM nivedana. bALadIkSA, dIkSAdharma ane virUddha dalIleAnA khoTApaNA upara pheMkelA prakAza. nAma----cImanalAla kezavalAla kaDI, matrI, ela inDI yaMgamaeNnsa jaina sAsAyaTI saMmelana. rahevAsI--amadAvAda. dharma--jaina zvetAMbara mUrti pUjaka umara--33. dhaMdhAzera brokara ane kApaDane. zrImaMta gAyakavADa sarakAra taraphathI prasiddha thayela sainsAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka kharaDAnI tapAsa arthe nImAelI samitinA mAnavatA sabhya joga---- mu. vaDAdarA. ApanI sarakAra taraphathI tA. 30 julAI 1931 nI 'AjJA patrikA 'mAM prasiddha thaela ' saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka ' kharA saMbaMdhamAM huM nIce mujaba mArUM nivedana raju karUM chuM: majakura kharaDAtI jarUrIyAta darzAvavAmAM je kAraNeA jaNAvavAmAM AvyAM che te satyathI vegamAM che ane amArI dharmavatananI svata tratAmAM bInajarUrI Dakhala karanAra hovAthI huM majakura kharaDAne virodha karUM chuM. 1. majakura kharA jaina darzananA tyAga mArga upara AkramaNurUpa hAvAthI, jaina darzana e zuM che ane saMsAra tyAga sAthe ene kevA saMbaMdha che, e vicAravuM agatyanuM che. jaina darzananA prarUpakA jina hAya che. jina eTale rAgadveSane jItanAra. jagat pAtAnAM kameoNnA yoge pIDAi rahyuM che. ane te karmonA nAza thAya tAja jagat sukhI thaI zake, ema jJAnacakSuthI nihALIne zrI jinezvaradevAe zAsananI sthApanA karI che. 2. jagatanA kalyANanIja eka bhAvanAthI zrI jinezvaradevAe jaina dharmanI sthApanA karI che. A anAdi du:khI saMsAranI kAi paNa jaDa hAya teA te rAga che, ane jayAM rAga che tyAM dUdha teA niyamA hoyaja. saMsAranI jaDa rUpI rAga ane dveSane jeoe jItIne zuddha ane saccidAnaMda svarUpa 12 For Private and Personal Use Only

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prApta karyuM-te amArA zrI jinezvaradevee svayaM anubhavela saMsAraduHkhanA nivAraNano mArga kamarogathI pIDAtA jagatane darzAvyo, ane te jaina dharma. AvA dhamamAM tyAga otaprota hoya e svabhAvika ja che. ethI ja jaina dharmane tyAgadhama paNa kahe che. tyAga sAthe jaina dharmano arithamajajAno saMbaMdha che. je jaina dharma rUpI virA zarIramAMthI tyAgarUpI Atmatattva khaseDI levAmAM Ave to to jaina dharma e mAtra zAbdika khokhuja rahe. 3. jaina dharma ane tyAga Ama ekameka hovAthI tenA anuyAyIemAM paNa tyAganI vRtti ane pravRtti jIvana dhyeya rUpe hoyaja. A pramANe jyAM AvI uttama tyAganI bhAvanA hRdaya sAthe jaDAelI hoya ane kuTuMbI janonA vartana paNa jyAM tyAga saMskArathI vAsita hoya, te gharomAM tyAga dhama nAM bIja sahelAithI vavAya. eTale vItarAga paramAtmAnI pUjA, tyAgI gurUonI sevA ane rAgane kApanAra tyAgadharmanI kriyAo sAmAyika-pauSadhAdi jyAM bALapaNathI ja najare jovAtAM hoya, vadhumAM rAtribhojanane tyAga, abhakSya vastuo paratveno anAdara, ane tapa dhyAna taraphanI pravRtti jyAM cAlu hoya, ane pUrvabhavonI tyAgadharmanI ArAdhanA hoya, to bALaka paNa sarva tyAga tarapha dorAya-e niHzaMzaya che. paraMtu sarva jIvo sarakhA saMskAravALA ke sarakhI ArAdhanA vALA hatA nathI, heya paNa nahi. tethI zrI jinezvaradee jeo sarva tyAga karI zake te mATe prathama AdaraNIya sarvavirati dharma (dIkSA) kahyo, ane jeo sarva tyAganA dhyeyavALA hoya, paraMtu pUrvabhavonI tevI uttama prakAranI ArAdhanA na hoya ane vartamAnamAM navI ArAdhanA karavA mATe joIe tevI sAmagrI na sAMpaDI hoya, tevAo mATe bIjA naMbare dezavirati dharma (zrAvaka dhama) kahyo, ane te dezavirati dharma paNa ArAdhavA jeo zaktimAna na hoya temane mATe samyakatva dhama kahyo ane teTalI paNa zakti jenAmAM na hoya tevA AtmAo mATe mArgonusArIpaNAno mArga darzAvyo. A rIte racanA karIne sakaLa jIva mAtranA hitaciMtaka kI jinezvaradevoe sarvane dharmamAmAM AvavAnI ane rahevAnI sagavaDa karI ApI che. keTalAkane thayela bhrama 4. upakArIoe karI ApelI upara jaNAvelI AtmahitasAdhaka sagavaDane paNa keTalAka saMsArarasika AtmAoe ulTo artha karyo. teoe AkhAye krama pheravavA prayatna karavA mAMDayo ane je prathama AdaraNIya sarvavirati dharma, tene chevaTanA mArga tarike gaNAvavA lAgyA. AnA For Private and Personal Use Only

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samarthanamAM teoe vedAnta matavALAonA cAra AzramanI racanAno AdhAra lIdhe, paNa vedomAM kahelI......vAtane bhUlyA. ATaluMja je saMsArarasiko banIne besI rahyA hota to to samAjamAM Aje je jhaghaDA dekhAya che te upasthita thAta nahiM. phakta jainanI vAstavika mAnyatA gharanA paNa jaina tarike oLakhAta ane eTalA pUratuM ja samAjane nukazAna raheta. paraMtu teoe te sauthI vizeSa viziSTa gRharadhirmane ApavA mAMDI, te mATenI zAstrajJAo khoLavA mAMDI, malI nahi eTale sarvavirati dharma aMgIkAra karavAnI azaktivALA mATe upara jaNAvyuM tema jyAM gRhasthane dharma mATe ughukta thavA mATenA vidhAna che-te ekAMta AjJA tarike dekhADI samAjane ulve mArge caDAvavAno prayatna AraMbhyo ane samAjeddArane nAme dharma virUddha AcaraNa, devadravyanuM bhakSaNa, vidhavA punarlagnanI himAyata, pAzcAtya keLavaNIne pracAra, dhArmika anuSThAnanI virUddhanA vigere kAryonuM samarthana karavA mAMDayuM ane keTalAka ajJAna varga arthakAmanI lAlacothI te tarapha DhaLe paNa kharo. dharmarakSaNa mATe tyAgI saMsthAnA prayatno 5. A sthiti dharmapremI jaina samAjane asahya lAgavA mAMDI ane A vAte carcAvA lAgI. samAjanA uddhArane nAme phelAto dharma vizedhato A roga nAbUda kare joIe, e jarUrI lAgyuM. sarva dharmamAM dharmanuM rakSaNa karanAra te te dharmanA tyAgIoja gaNAya che, eTaluM ja nahi paNa dharmazAstromAM tevA prasaMgoe chatI zaktie cUpa besI rahenAra dharmagurUone dezIta gaNyA che ane tethI ja kaLikALa sarvajJa bhagavAna zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA jaNAve che ke - nainadharmaSi suna, laMghAgividhAni | jinAjJArAdhakaH sAdhuH, svazaktyA vArayediha // 1 // " te , ta vatAnuM punarA . vazvamIti bhave vore, saninAjJAvidhinA | 2 | A zrI jinezvaradevanA zAsanamAM zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJAnA ArAdhaka sAdhue zrI jainadharmanA duzmana ane zrI rAghanuM azubha karanAra duSTone pitAnI zakitathI vAravA joIe." eTaluMja nahiM- paNa je nara pitAnuM sAmarthya hovA chatAM tevA duSTonI upekSA kare, For Private and Personal Use Only

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ACH te zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJAne virAdhaka thaIne bhayaMkara evA saMsAramAM ghaNuM ghaNuM bhaTake che." 6. A dharmAjJAne anusarIne amArI tyAgI saMsthAe comerathI e dharmavirodhI pracArano pratikAra karavA mAMDe che. A vakhate muMbaImAM bIraja paM. zrI. aMtivijayajIe (hAla kAladharma pAmyA che) jaina samAjanI saMsthA tarike poSAtA "zrI mahAvIra vidyAlaya mAM oNkaTarI abhyAsa karanAra vidyArthIone hAthe thatI trasajIvonI hiMsAno prazna upAze ane vidyAlayanA saMcAlakone bolAvI peTane khAtara thatI te hiMsA baMdha karavA sUcavyuM. paNa jeone game te prakAre gRhasthAzramane puSTa karavo che, teo sAMbhaLe paNa zAnA ? vidyAlayanA saMcAlakoe tenI darakAra karI nahiM tethI A prazna cAre bAjuethI upaDyo. AthI paramopakArI sAdhuo virUddha kalAgaNI ukaravA na IcchavAyegya ghaNA prayatno e sudhAraka taraphathI thayA, paNa temanuM kAMI vaLyuM nahiM ane samAjane moTo bhAga tenA ja dravyathI pichAtI saMsthA dvArA AjIvikAne khAtara thatI trasa jIvonI hiMsAthI kamakamI gaye. A vakhate e sudhArane jaNAvyuM ke jyAM sudhI jaina samAjanA hRdayamAM A sAdhu saMsthA pratye pUjyabhAva che tyAM sudhI ApaNA manasvI sudhArAo thaI zakavAnA nathI. AthI te vakhatathI teoe pitAnI sarvazaktio-lakhavAnI, balavAnI-ne upayoga e pUjya saMsthAne halakI cItaravA mATe karavA mAMDyo. agragaNya vidvAna suvihita sAdhuonI keTalAka peTabharA pAnA kesamAM aneka tarkaTathI niMdA karavA mAMDI. dezanI svataMtratAnI laDatanA sAdhuo virodhI che, jaina samAjanA utkarSa temane gamato nathI vigere aneka AkSepa karyo. muMbAI, vaDhavANa, pATaNa, khaMbhAta, jAmanagara, vAsada vigere sthaLoe to temanA pavitra zarIra upara paNa AkramaNo karyA. amadAvAda, khaMbhAta, muMbaI, viramagAma vigere sthaLoe khoTA keso karI amArA pUjya sAdhuene adAlatamAM javAnI pharaja pADI. A badhuM karavAmAM e lokone koI paNa prakAre kAyadAno bhaya hato ja nahiM, kAraNa ke-jaina sAdhuo pitAnA para thatAM AkramaNonA AkSepone pUrvakarmanA pariNAmarUpa mAne che. ane tethI azubha karmanI nirjarA thatI gaNI rAjyanI adAlatano Azrama letA nathI. 7 A vakhate samAjano zAsanasevaka yuvAna varga paNa jAgRta thayo ane teNe pitAnuM saMgaThana karavA dhI . meM. je. sosAyaTInI amadAvAdamAM sthApanA karI. zarUAtamAM to dharmavirodhIonA puSkaLa pracAramAM tene madhure paNa dhIme avAja saMdhAya. paNa makkama ane satya pracArathI Aje For Private and Personal Use Only

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93 tenA 18 zAkhA kAryAlayeA che ane hiMdanA cAre khuNAnA temAM sabhAsade che. sudhArakAnuM mukhya kSetra gujarAta che, ane gujarAtanA yuvAneA meTA bhAga A zAsanasevaka saMsthAmAM joDAyA che-e ja enI mATI saphaLatA siddha kare che. ATalA namra prayatna hAvA chatAMye jaina sAdhunA AcAravicArathI ajJAna jainetara prazna e hAtha sivAya tALI paDe nahi,' e leAkeAktie dharma rAdhIonA pracAramAMnuM keTaluMka sAcuM mAnavA lAgI ane mAre dIlagIrI sAthe jaNAvavuM paDe che ke keTalAka vartamAnapatrakAro potAnI pavitra phraja bhUlI leAka vAhavAhamAM derAyA. jANye ajANye paNa e dharmavirAdhI TALIne agralekhA, nAMdhA, temanA lekhA ane dIkSAemAM kheTA banAvA ane che tevI navalakathA vagara tapAsya pragaTa karI madada karI, amArA te sAmenA seMkaDA satya khulAsAe paNa dabAvyA. ATalA pratikuLa saMyogAmAM paNa dharmarakSA mATe kaTIbaddha thayela pU. sAdhue ane zAsanasevaka yuvA dakhAyA nahi, eTale dharmavarAdhI TALIe jyAM sudhI A tyAgI saMsthA AbAda che ane bALadIkSitAthI te bharapura ane che, tyAMsudhI kAMI vaLavAnuM thI; ema vicArI te pU. saMsthAne vadhatI aTakAvavA bhAgavatI dIkSA slAme pracAra zarU karyo. saM. dI. pra. nibaMdhanI prasiddhi ra A rIte dhavirAdhIenA satat nuTTA pracAranA pariNAme kAika kAika rAjya dIkSAnA prasa MgeAmAM DakhalagIrI karavA lAgyuM, paraMtu satya jANa thatAM ja te DakhalagIrI dUra thatI. ekaja tarI peAkArA taddana khATA hAya tA paNa samAja upara keTaleka aMze tenI asara thAya che. kAraNa ke sAdhAraNu mAnyatA ja evI che ke chApAmAM AvyuM mATe sAcuM ane pratyeka vyaktine tenI uMDANamAM tapAsa karavAnI kAi darakAra hAtI nathI. AthI sudhArAmAM AgevAnI lenAra zrImaMta gAyakavADa sarakAra taraphathI saM. dI. pra. nibaMdha jAhera prajA samakSa abhiprAyArthe raju thayA hoya ema huM mAnuM chuM. nibaMdhanA kAraNeA ane hetu. 1. sagIra bALakAne sAdhu banAvavAmAM Ave che te pati AcanIya. 2. sagIra bALakAne dIkSA ApavAmAM aneka sAMsArika aDacaNA ane anathaoN. ~: ane tethI :~ vAlInI saMmati sAthenI paNa sagIra dIkSA nirarthaka gaNavI. sagIrane For Private and Personal Use Only

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94 je kAI dIkSA Apaze athavA te kAryamAM madada karaze te badhA sAne pAtra thaze. 9 A kharaDA tA. 30-6-31nI AjJApatrikAmAM prasiddha thayA ke turata ja dIkSAvirodhIoe tene AkhI samAjanA nAme vadhAvI levAnA prayatno karavA mAMDayA. jaina kaeNnpharansa ane jaina yuvaka satra ke je saMsthAe temanA sabaLIArA che tenA nAme mITIMga karI TakA ApyA ane gAmegAma patro lakhI, mANasA mekalI zrI sazane A nibaMdhane TUMkA ApavA prayatna karyAM. A nibaMdha upara dharmapremI jainasamAjanuM paNa lakSa kheMcAyuM hatuM. ane temaNe paNa jainasamAjanA aMtar avAja A kharaDA sAme mokalI ApavA prayatnA AraMbhyA. pariNAma ApanI kamITI pAse che. dIkSAnA vidhIenA athAga prayatnA, vartamAnapatrakArone TUMkA, AjJA patrikAmAM ja zrImaMta sarakArane paNa A kharaDA jarUrI lAgyA che, tevI jAtanA nirdoSa hovA chatAMye phakta te e saMsthAmenI amUka vyaktie ane kAI eka be gAmane A kharaDAne TekA madhye, je badhAnI kula saMkhyA mArI jANa mujaba 100-125thI vadhAre nathI. jyAre A kharaDAnI virUddhamAM 325-350 zrI sudhAnA DarAvA, aeka zAsanasevaka yuvaka sa`sthAenA TharAve!, 800 thI 6000 vyaktigata nivedane ane patrA ane meTI sakhyAmAM tArA ApanI samiti samakSa AvelA che. jenI kula saMkhyA 2000nI che. jemAM ApanA rAjyanA ja 100 thI 125 gAmanA AkhA saceAe vAMdhA mekalelA che. dIkSA virAdhIAnA TekA ane temanI dalIle. 10. vAlInI saMmati paisA ApIne kharIdAya che--A bAbatanA eka paNa vajudakALe! ka darzanika dharAveA temaNe rajU karyAM nathI. phakta mhesANAnA pannAlAla nAmanA eka sagIranI dIA prasa Mge temanI mAtuzrIe dIkSA ApavAnI saMmatinuM lakhANa tyAMnA zrI rAdhate karI ApyuM hatuM, jemAM eka paNa paisA ApyAnI vAta che ja nahiM, chatAM te paisA ApavAnA anAva tarIke teoe AgaLa dharyo che. zrI saMdhane dastAvejathI soMpavAnuM kAraNa phakta eTaluM ja hatuM ke dIkSAnA virAdhIenA tAkAnanA bhaya hatA ane jo tevuM kAMi ane tA AkhAye sadha maLI tenA bacAva kare tathA maheAtsava kare. ATalI sAvacetI rAkhavA chatAMye dIkSAnA AgalA divase khabara malI ke virodhIe dIkSAnA vADA vakhate kAi paNa khoTI bAbata ubhI karIne paNa tophAna jarUra karaze. eTale pannAlAlanI mAtuzrI tathA temanA meTA bhAine temane laine du:khI hRdaye amadAvAda javuM paDayuM ane dIkSAnuM mu For Private and Personal Use Only

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95 sAcavyuM. ahIM paNa dhAraNA mujaba dIkSAvirodhIoe korTamAM juTTI arajI karI manAI hukama meLavele. paraMtu bajavaNI thayelI nahi. ane te pahelAM ja pannAlAla ane temanuM kuTuMba amadAvAda gayeluM eTale teo nirAza thayA. paraMtu arajInI khetI vAtane puSTI ApavA pannAlAlane ghera japti karAvI, paMcanI rUbarUmAM gharamAMthI phakta pa0-60 rUpIyAno mAla nIkabhe, jhaMkhavANA paDayA. A bAbatanI bAInI jubAnI ane paMcakyAsanA dAkhalA ApanI samakSa raju thayelA che. je uparathI jaNAze ke dIkSA virodhIonI vAta cheTI che. eTaluM ja nahi, paraMtu Avo purAvo ubho karavA mATe pATaNa jIllAmAM sarIyada gAmanA eka 18 varSanI uMmara uparAMtanA chokarAe potAnA svataMtra hakkathI dIkSA lIdhelI, tenA bApane pATaNanA jaina yuvaka saMghavALAoe khoTI salAha ApI te chokarAnI uMmara 13 varSanI jaNAvI manuSya haraNanI pharIyAda sAdhu upara karAvelI, jemAM nyAyanI keTe tapAsa karI TharAvyuM ke te chokaro moTI umarano che, teNe rAjIkhuzIthI dIkSA lIdhI che ane te dIkSA levAne svataMtra hakadAra che-ema jaNAvI pharIyAda kADhI nAMkhI che. DabhoinA chekarAnA saMbaMdhamAM paNa te chokarAe jAte veSa paherI lIdhelo hovAthI, tenA vAlIe te sAdhu upara sADavA bhagADyAnI pharIyAda karI nathI. phakta chokaro nAnI uMmarano hovAthI kabaje levAnI arajI karelI, jemAM ke tene ghera javAnI pharaja pADelI. jyAre mAbApo paisA laIne pitAnA saMtAnanI dIkSAmAM saMmati Ape che-ema nibaMdhane Teko ApanArA vAraMvAra kahe che ane tenA TekAmAM upara je dAkhala teo raju kare che temAM paNa tevuM kAMI che nahiM ema cokhuM dekhAya che, eTale dIkSAnI virUddha pracAra karavAnA hetuthI ja mAtra dIkSA lenAra, dIkSA apAvanAra ane dIkSA ApanAranI dharma lAgaNIne vagovavA mATe ja AvA AkSepa kare che te khoTA che-e Apa samajI zakazo. sagIrane ane temanA vAlIne pralobhana ApavAmAM Ave che. 12. nibaMdhane Teke ApanArA kahe che ke dIkSita thayA pachI sAruM khAvAnuM maLaze, leke page lAgaze, vigere pralobhana sagIrone ApI dIlA tarapha AkarSavAmAM Ave che. A bAbatamAM eka paNa sagIra dIkSitane lAvIne tevuM kahevarAvavAmAM AvyuM nathI. A saMbaMdhamAM jaNAvavAnuM ke jena ane janetara samAja sArI rIte jANe che ke jaina sAdhuone game tevA sakhata tApamAM paNa ughADA mAthe ane ughADA page vihAra karavAno hoya che, game teTalI tRpA lAgI hoya to paNa ukALeluM pANI kaI Ape toja pI For Private and Personal Use Only

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zakAya, zakti hoya to mAthAnA, dADhInA ane muchano vALa paNa hAthe cuMTavA paDe, rAtribhojana thAya nahiM, game tevI sudhA lAgI hoya te paNa gRhasthoe potAnAja upayoga mATe karelI rasoImAMthI yogya hoya teTaluMja laIne vaparAya, mana Icchita barAka meLavavA jaina sAdhuo mATe koIpaNa jAtanI sagavaDa che ja nahIM, kAraNake "gaucarI" saMbaMdhI temane AcAra bhikSA mAtrathI ja udara nirvAha karavAno che ane te paNa gRhasthoe pitAnAja upaga mATe je annapANI taiyAra karyA hova ane je kAMI bhaktipUrvaka Ape te, sAdhune potAnA AcArathI yogya hoya toja laI zakAya che. eTale sAruM sAruM khAvAnI lAlacathI sagIrane dIkSA mArga tarapha AkarSavAmAM Ave che te AkSepa bIlakula Takato nathI. joke page lAgaze, e lAlaca paNa bIlakula vajuda vagaranI che, kAraNake suvihita jaina munioe to temane koI namaskAra kare tyAre tene vidharUpa mAnI Abha sthiratA jALavavI joIe, ane te saMbadhI zAstrakAro paNa pharamAve che. A rIte jotAM nibaMdhane Teke ApanArAone bIjo AkSepa pralebhanane paNa bIlakula khoTo che. sagIrane nasADI, bhagADI ne upADI jAya che. 13 sagIrAnA rakSaNa saMbaMdhamAM rAjyasattAoe manuSya haraNa, manuSya nayana, geravyAjabI aTakAyata vigere kAyadAo karelA che. eTale je koIpaNa sAdhue keIpaNa sagIrane nasADyo ke bhagADyo hota to tenI sAme nyAyanI adAlatamAM kesa thayAja hota. ane jyAre kevaLa susAdhuone herAna karavAnI ane dIkSAne vagovavAnI khAtaraja uparanA khoTA keso ubhA karavAmAM AvatA hoya, tevA prasaMge je A banAva paNa banyo hoya to A nibaMdhane Teke ApanArA ke jeo sAdhuone ApanI samakSa jelamAM mokalavAmAM paNa saMmati ApatAM acakAyA nathI, temaNe jarUra tevA sAdhuone jelanA saLIyAonI pAchaLa paNa dhakelI ja dIdhA hatA. paraMtu tevo eka paNa banAve banyo nathI eTale temano A AkSepa paNa sadaMtara judro ane banAvaTI che. A prasaMge eka vAta khAsa jaNAvavI jarUrI che ke mArI uMmaranA evA keTalAe manuSyoe pitAnI dIkSAnI bhAvanA kuTuMbIo AgaLa varSo pahelAM raju karI hoya, uttama cAritra keLavyuM hoya, munidharmane yogya ghaNuM kharAM AcAra gRhastha jIvanamAM utAryo hoya, chatAMye rajA na maLavAthI, vadhArAmAM dIkSA virodhIonI uzkeraNIthI saMbaMdhIo taraphanA amAnuSI trAsanA pariNAme bIje sthaLe jaIne dIkSAo aMgIkAra karavI paDI che. AvA trAsanA dAkhalA A sAthe raju karyo che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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97 sagIra samaje zuM? kAraNa ke te ajJAna che. 14. jagatanA vyavahAramAM dIvAnI kAyadAe 18 varSanI vaye paisAnI levaDadevaDa mATe yogya samajaNavALeA mAnyA che, para Mtu tenA artha kAMi evA nathI ke tyAM sudhI manuSyamAM bIjI paNa samajaNAnA abhAva hAya che. kAraNa ke tera ne cauda varSanI uMmaranA chekarAo te gujarAtIne abhyAsa karI aMgrejI pAMcamuM chaThThuM dhAraNa bhaNatA hoya che. ATaluM bhaNavA chatAMya tenAmAM sArUM khATuM samAvavAnI muddale samajaNuja nathI, e kalpanA kabUla karavA jevI nathI. vaLI phAjadArI kAyadAnI rUe te| sAta varSa pachInI uMmaravALAne samajavAnI lAyakAtavALA gaNyA che ane tethI tene gunhAthI dUra rahevAnuM jJAna prApta thaI zakatuM hovAnuM manAya che ane te mAnyatA mujaba sajA paNa thayelI che ane thAya che ane jaina dIkSAmAM te 8 thI 16 varSa sudhInI uMmara sudhImAM dIkSA lenAra mATe tenA vAlInI saMmati Avazyaka gaNI che eTale banne rIte 8 varSoM uparanI uMmaravALA sajJAnaja gaNAya. dIkSA ayeAgya che ema te kaMIpaNa kahI zake tema nathI ane sagIranI ajJAnatAnA AkSepa paNa kAI rIte TakI zakatA nathI. sagIrane milkata uparathI hakka uDI jAya tevA karAra tene vAlI kema karI zake ? A saMbaMdhamAM jaNAvavAnuM ke sagIranA valI pAse mIlkata hAya chatAM tene bIje ThekANe dattaka ApavAthI hakka uThAvI zake che ane te kAyadA majura rAkhe che chatAMye AvI AvI dalIla karanArA jaina dIkSAnuM svarUpa samajyA haiAya tema lAgatuM nathI. kAraNu ke jaina dIkSA e pharajIyAta karArarUpa cheja nahi. te levAya che paNa marajIyAta ane paLAya che paNa marajIyAta. kAraNa ke bhAgavatI jaina dIkSA e eka pavitra AcaraNa che ane kAI paNa mANasa pavitra AcaraNa jeTalA vakhata rAkhe teTalA vakhatanA tenA sadAcaraNanA lAbha tenA AtmAne te avazya prApta thAya che ane AvA sadAcaraNamAM praveza karavuM tene karAra kahI zakAya nahi. vaLI je laukika draSTie dIkSAmAMthI pAchA AvelAnA vArasA vigerenA hakka mATe vicAravAmAM Ave che te sabadhamAM haju sudhI mArI jANa mujaba kAI paNa sagIra dIkSA mUkIne pAche AvyA nathI ane tevA mATe ke kAipaNa mATe tevA vAMdhA ubhA thayA nathI. eTale te dalIla paNa asthAne che. 18 varSa sudhI bhaNAvI pachI dIkSA ApavAmAM Ave te zuM vAMdhA! 16. bhaNAvavAnI vAta ! vAmAM Ave che te vAstavika nathI, kAraNake amArI zAstrAjJA mujaba sAdhu jIvana aMgIkAra karyAM pachI paNa vihita karelI tapazcaryAdi kriyAo karyo pachI ja amUka amUka zAstrA vAMcI 13 For Private and Personal Use Only

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zakAya che eTale sagIra bhaNe te phakta bhASAjJAna meLave paNa dharmanuM tattvajJAna tene malI zake nahi. vaLI AtmAne mokSa meLavavAmAM ekaluM jJAna ja kAraNabhUta nathI. zrI umAsvAtijI mahArAja tattvArthAdhigama sUtramAM pharamAve che ke jJAna kriyAkhyAM mA ! jJAna ane kriyAnI ekatAthI ja mokSanI sAdhanA che. eTale je dIkSA ApavAmAM na Ave ane vagara saMskAre rAkhavAmAM Ave to sAdhuo mATenI je kriyAo che te gRhastha te karI zake ja nahiM. eTale vAstavika jJAna maLatuM nathI ane kriyA paNa banI zakatI nathI. ubhayathI te vaMcita rahe che. A uparAMta dIkSita na hovAnA kAraNe sugurUonA saMpUrNa sahavAsano kiMmatI lAbha te gumAve che. AthI koI paNa sagIrane je samaye tenI dIkSA levAnI IcchA thAya, tenA vAlI tenI bhAvanA joI saMmati ApatA hoya ane gurU paNa gya jotA hoya te AvA traNe anukuLa saMjogo vacce dIkSA letAM sagIra hovA khAtara ja aTakAyata karavI te sagIranA AtmakalyANano ghAta karanAra che. mahAvate pAlanamAM sakhata che te te sagIrane trAsarUpa che ke nahiM? 17. jaina sAdhune pALavAnA AcAre jene saMsArano meha che tene ja trAsarUpa lAge che. paNa je AtmA saMsArano moha choDI, kuTuMbIjano saMbaMdha svecchAe tyAgI, zarIra uparanI Azakita utArI dIkSA le che, tene te mahAvratanuM pAlana trAsarUpa nahiM paNa khUba AnaMdadAyaka ane naisargika bane che. jagatanA lokoe arthakAmane sAdhya mAnyA che to te mATe game teTale trAsa veThavA chatAMye koI kadIe bUma mAre che ? ane koika vakhata bUma saMbhaLAya che te trAsanI nahiM paNa trAsa veThavA chatAMye pariNAma na maLe tenI ja hoya che. jenuM nizcita pariNAma paNa nathI evI AjanI dezanI caLavaLamAM jeNe svataMtratAnuM sAdhya mAnyuM che, teo hoMzapUrvaka jelanI sajA bhogave che, lADInA mAra khAya che, chatAMye pharI pharI temAM ja joDAya che ane te badhAmAM AnaMda mAnI rahyA che-e ApaNe pratyakSa anubhavIe chIe, ane dIkSitane to pariNAma anaMtajJAnIoe darzAveluM nizcita che ja, eTale tene trAsarUpa lAgatuM ja nathI. vaLI jena bALake bacapaNathI ja gharanAM susaMskAramAM ucharelA hovAthI ane tapazcaryAdi kriyAo karatA hovAthI temane mATe te trAsarUpa lAgavAnI dalIla ja asthAne che. ziSya vadhAravA mATe dIkSA apAya che, te zuM yogya che! jaina zAstramAM sAdhu thavAnuM kevaLa AtmakalyANane mATe ja che. ane ziSyo vadhAre hoya ke thoDA hoya to paNa jevI sAdhanA thAya teja pramANenuM For Private and Personal Use Only

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phaLa tene maLe che eTale e samajI zakAya evI spaSTa bInA che ke Atma kalyANanA abhilAvI sAdhuo AvA tuccha mohane AdhIna thAya ja nahiM. ziSya mehanI dalIlathI nibaMdhane Teko ApanArA jaNAve che ke vadhAre sivyo hoya tema nAmanA vadhe che, tethI je Ave tene mUDI nAMkhe che. A bIlakula mAnavA jevuM nathI. kAraNake dalIlanI khAtara mAnIe ke loka vAhavAhanI khAtara je Ave tene dIkSA ApI de, te banavuM ahIM saMbhavita nathI, kAraNake nava dIkSitanI vartaNukanI AkhI jIMdagI sudhInI javAbadArI gurUne zIre che, ane jagata paNa ema mAne che. je pAtra joyA sivAyaja kevaLa moha ke vAhavAhanI khAtara dIkSA Ape ane pachI te kaI paNa dukRtya kare to tethI vagovaNI paNa eja gurUnI thAya, eTale jenI khAtara sAdhu Aje dIkSA Ape teja luMTAvAno bhaya bhaviSyamAM mAthe jhajhumato hoya ane te jANavAM chatAMye dIkSA Ape, e bIlakula na mAnI zakAya tevI dalIla che. e bInA to sau koI svIkAre ke je sAdhuo vidvAna ane uttama cAritravAna hoya, temanI pAse dIkSAnA arthI o dIkSA levA vadhAre jAya. tAryakaroe kyAM sagIrAvasthAmAM dIkSA lIdhI che. 19. tIrthakarenuM jIvana e lokottara jIvana che. tIrthaMkaranA bhavamAM temane sarva karmono nAza karavAno hovAthI, jeTalAM bhogAvaLI karmo bAkI hoya teTalAM badhAMye teo bhogavI le che. tethI te te prakAranAM karmo pUrNa thatAM keTalAka tIrthakaree mAtApitAnI hayAtimAM paNa dIkSA lIdhI che ane keTalAkee pachI paNa lIdhI che, ane keTalAkAe gRhavAsa bhogavIne lIdhI che ane keTalAkae brahmacArI avasthAmAM ja cAritra aMgIkAra karyuM che. temanA anuyAyI jane temanA jevuM jIvana jIvavAnI, temanA jevI pUrva bhavonI ArAdhanA karyA sivAya IcchA ke vAta kare te khoTuM che. temane mATe te temanI "AjJA" eja dharma che ane tethI ja jana darzanakAree kahyuM che ke-"gApaIT jo " vaLI zrI tIrthakaradevano AtmA niyAmAM mati kRta ane avadhijJAna sAthe ja mAtAnA garbhamAM utpanna thAya che. ane je vakhate dIkSA le teja vakhate cothuM manaparyAvajJAna utpanna thAya che, ane jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNaya, cAritrAvaraNIya ane mohanIya e cAra ghAti karmono nAza thAya eTale pAMcamuM kaivalajJAna utpanna thAya che. tyArabAda jyAre bAkInA cAra aghAtI-AyuSya, nAma, gotra ane aMtarAya karmone nAza thAya che, tyAre mAsa eTale paramapada prApta thAya For Private and Personal Use Only

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100 che. AvA prakAranI uttama sthiti pAmavAnuM je jIvanamAM je uttama AtmAe mATe niyamAja che temanA jIvananI sarakhAmaNI karavAne pAmara manuSyAe vicAra karaveza, e asthAne che. mATe tIrthaMkaranA vananA AdhAra levA e dareka prakAre ayogya che, laI zakAyaja nahiM tevI zAstranI paNa AjJA che. vadhArAmAM zrI tIrthaMkaradevAe peAteja aneka sagIrAne ane kuTuMbI jateAnI rajA vagara sakhyAbaMdha AtmAene pravajyA (dIkSA) ApelI che. AthI AnA eja dharmanuM rahasya samAya che. bALa lagna ane devadAsInI prathAmAM sudhArA rAjye karyAM, tA dvIkSAmAM kema na karI zake ? 20. bALa lagna ke devadAsInI prathAmAM hitakara yA ahitakara banne tattva! samAyelAM che. jyAre jaina dIkSA ekAMte hitakara hovAthI, uparanA dAkhalA sAthe tene sarakhAvI zakAya niha. jaina dIkSA ahitakara che tevuM kAIpaNa pramANu jagatamAMye zAdhyuM jaDe tema nathI, tema A nibaMdhane TekA ApanAra kAI e paNa tevuM tattva hovAnuM sAbIta karyuM nathI. eTale khIjA sAmAjIka sudhArAo rAjya kare tethI ekAMta dhArmika bAbatamAM paNa manasvI sudhArA karavAnA hakka te prApta karI zakatuM nathI. zrI vijayadevasUrijIe srIonI dIkSA aTakAvI tenuM zu ? 21. dIkSAe aTakAvI nathI, para Mtu cAritra dharmanI salAmatInA sajogenI apekSAe dharmAcArya tarike samajuta ApelI che. jo aTakAyata hAya tA tenA bhaMga mATe kAi paNa sAnuM vidhAna hAya, jyAre AnA bhaga mATe samarjIta ApavA sivAya kAMI ja kahyuM nathI, eTale A samajutamAM paNa je karaNAne nirdeza karyA che, tenAthI je pote para rahIne bacAva karI zake tema hAya, temane mATe pratibaMdhaka nathI. 22. upara mujaba nibaMdhane TaMkA ApanArAenI dalIleAnI ayAgyatA batAvyA pachI e paNa jaNAvavuM jarUrI che ke jo A nibaMdha kAyadA rUpe amalamAM Ave te ame jainene ane samasta jagatane mahAna nukazAna thAya tema che. 1. naiSThika brahmacarya nA Adarzaja rada thAya che jagatamAM vividha prakAranA manuSyAne AtmazreyArthe vividha Adarza hAya che, jemAM manasA, vAcA, karmaNA-brahmacarya pALanArA, ane khIjAM ene pALavAneA AdarI purA pADanArA naiSThika brahmacArIonI paNa jarUra che. bALa tyAgIja naiSThika brahmacArI thai zake che ane Aja sudhImAM For Private and Personal Use Only

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101 temaNe jAta upara pitAnA cAritra, tapa ane jJAnanA prabhAve aneka upakAro karyA che ane vartamAnamAM kare che. jagatanA dareka dharmanA tyAgI varga mAM sAmAnaH apekSAe mahattama sthAna bhogavatAM tyAgIono moTo bhAga naSThika brahmacArIono ja hoya che. A nibaMdha naiSThika brahmacaryanuM pAlana aTakAve che. 2, 18 varSanI uMmara sudhImAM thatA pApakarmathI bacavA mATenA khAsa AlaMbanano pharajIyAta manAI thAya che. zrI jinezvaradevoe pharamAvyuM che ke saMsAranI dareka pravRttimAM AraMbha samAraMbha hovAthI te pAparUpa che ane pApanA kAraNabhUta kavAya Adi zatruone vaza manu bacapaNathI ja hoya che. uMmaranI vRddhinI sAthe pudagalanI zakitao jema jema vadhatI jAya che tema tema vizeSa pApakriyAo vadhatI jAya che. A vadhatI pApakriyAonA aTakAvane ekaja mArga saMsArathI alaga thaI tyAgamArganI upAsanA karavAno che. pApa mArgathI ekAMte bacavAnA pavitra tyAga mArga upara A nibaMdhathI aMkuza mukAya che. 3. abhyAsa ane uttama saMskAra prApti mATenI sarvottama bAlyavayamAM sarvottama sAdhananI sAdhanAthI dura rAkhe che. pAMca varSathI aDhAra varSanI uMmara sudhIne kALa bhAvI jIvananI taiyArIno sarvottama samaya che. zrImaMta sarakAre paNa te vastune pharajIyAta keLavaNIno kAyado karI svIkArelI che. bhAvI gRhastha jIvana uttama prakAre jIvavAnI pUrNa taiyArIomAM madada karavA je rAjya pharajIyAta keLavaNIne kAyado kare, te ja rAjya uttama prakAranuM Akhuye tyAgI jIvana jIvananA pUrNa abhilASI AtmAonA puNya mArgamAM madada karavAne badale aTakAyata to kamaja karI zake ? ane bALa dIkSA e sarvottama saMskAra ane tene khIlavavA mATe meLavavAnA jJAna mATenI sarvottama zALA che ane A nibaMdha te zALAmAM dAkhala thatA AtmAone aTakAyata kare che. 4. pitAnA pAlyane svapa2 hitanA mArge vALavAnA pAlakanA svAbhAvika hakkane chInavI le che. pitAnA Azrita bALakanuM hita zAmAM che te tenA vAlIo Azritane svabhAva, vartana ane buddhi uparathI jANI zake teTaluM jANavAnuM bIjAene mATe apAya che. Aje paNa vAlIo bALakonA svabhAvanI parikSA karI, tenuM magaja jemAM vadhAre rasa le che tevAja dhaMdhAomAM joDavAne svataMtra che. A svataMtratAne upayoga te vAlI pitAnAja kuTuMbanA lAbhArthe For Private and Personal Use Only

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kare che. to je vAlIone pitAnA bALakanA sarva saMyoga uparathI jaNAya ane bALakanI paNa teja mArge javA IcchA hoya to svAra kalyANakArI tyAga mArge dore ane potAnAM dunyavI suda svArthano bhoga Ape, te vAlIonI vataMtratA chInavI levI-e zuM nyAya yukata che ? Aje nibaMdha bIjA prakAranI svataMtra chInavI le che. 5 AdhyAtmika sAhityanA kuzaLa abhyAsIo ane uttama sAhitya saja ke utpanna thatA aTakAve che. AryAvartanA dareka dharmo pAse tenI kakSA pUratuM AdhyAtmika sAhitya che ane te badhAMmAMye jaina dharma pAse to te vAraso akhUTa che ane sAruM e jagata svIkAre che ke sAhityanI dareka zALAnuM je sAhitya Aje jene pAse che, te koInI pAse nathI. vaLI jana dharmanA sthApakoe jIva-ajIva, puNya-pApa, Azraya-vara, nirA, dha ane mokSa e navatAnA nirUpaNamAM je agAdha sAhitya racyuM che, tenA abhyAsI mATe bAlyakALa e uttamottama kALa che. ane Aja dina sudhIno ItihAsa e vAtanI sAkSI pUre che ke bALadIkSita ja e jJAna sAgaranuM kAMIka aMze pAna karI zakyA che eTaluM ja nahIM paNa e pAna karIne te sAhityamAM vadhAre paNa temaNe ja karyo che. A nibaMdhathI AdhyAtmika sAhityanA abhyAsIo upara ane saja ke upara pratibaMdha thAya che. 6 jagatanA dareka rAjya svIkArelA dhArmika svAtaMtryanA hane chInavI le che. dharma mATe atyAra sudhI thayelI laDAIomAM parokSa ane apakSa bhAga levAthI je nukazAno rAjyasattAone veThavAM paDyAM hatAM, tenA anubhavo uparathI AjanI dareka rAjyasattAoe koInI paNa dhArmika svataMtratAmAM hAtha na ghAlavAnA kAyadAo karelA che ane zrImaMta sarakAre paNa teja kAyado kare che. zrImaMta gAyakavADa rArakAre paNa AjJApatrikAmAM jAhera karyuM che ke dIkSAne saMskAra e dhAmika saMskAra che. to pachI e dhArmika saMskAranI aTakAyata karanAro A nibaMdha kAyadArUpe kemaja thaI zake ? sai. kaI kabUla kare che ke jaina zAstrAnA mujaba ATha varSanI uMmarathI koIpaNa vyakti dIkSA laI zake che ane jene temanI dharmazAstronI AjJA mujaba vartavAne svataMtra che. A nibaMdha svataMtratA chInavI leto hovAthI, rAjya jAhera karelA sUcana pramANe paNa tene rada karI khAsa jarUrI che. 7 jaDavAdane puSTa karI dezelIjhamane netare che. jagata uparanI rAvaLIye prajAo Aje arasaparasa lakSmI ane sattAnI hariphAImAM utarI che ane e rIte jaDa sAdhanAne ekatrita karI For Private and Personal Use Only

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103 meTAI meLavavAmAM mazagula banI che. keTalIka jagAe rojanI e dhamAlathI paNa praba kaMTALI gaI ane te prajAe " sarvasamAna " no mArga svIkAryo, temAMye zAMti maLatI nathI. tyAMye haju mAMhomAMhe kApAkApI ane bIjAnuM pacAvI pADavAnI vRttio uddabhavyA kare che, kAraNa ke te prajAno jaDa sAdhano uparano moha kAMI ghaTakyo nathI, eTale emaja bane emAM navAI paNa zuM ? A badhA anarthothI AryAvarta atyAra sudhI baceluM che. ane te badhAye prabhAva AryAvartanI prajAnA lohImAM dAkhala thayelA e jaDa cIjonI nazvaratA ane tethI tenA tyAganI bhAvanAno che. A nibaMdha e tyAgane sajApAtra TharAve che. ane mAre jaNAvavuM joIe ke je A rIte rAjyasattAo pitAnA baLathI prajAjIvanamAM prarUpelI tyAganI bhAvanAne dabAvatI jaze te pAzvAna jagatanA viSama vAyarAne hAthe karIne jaldI notaraze. ane A nibaMdha jaDavAdanI bhAvanAne puSTa karanAra hovAthI apara hitanA khAtara paNa te rada karavo joIe. 8 jinAjJAne ja dharma mAnanAra che. mU. jenone pitAnA dharmanI AjJAone bhaMga karavA kAyadAthI rAjya pharaja pADe che, ame che. mU. jainonA dharmazAstromAM AzA che ke " je zrAvaka bALapaNAmAM tyAga (dIkSA) na laI zake to "ThagA mAne. " A AjJAnuM sArthaka jema bane tema jaldI tyAga aMgIkAra karavAmAM ja che. paraMtu sarvatyAganA beyavALA hovA chatAM paNa lAkho jene azaktie Aje saMsAramAM rahI e parva tyAganI zakita keLavI rahyA che ane keTalAka AtmAo pUrvabhavomAM e taiyArI karIne AvelA hovAthI, zAstrAjJA mujaba uMmare AvatAM ja te mArge vaLe che. A tyAga mArga patinuM valaNa te jinAjJAne ja AbhArI che ane A nibaMdha te jinAjJA mujabanA vartanane bhaMga karavA pharaja pADe che. vaLI zrImaMta sarakAre eka bIjI vAta paNa vicAravI ghaTe che ke dareka Arya manuSyanA hRdayamAM tenA dharmanI AjJAe, je ke te pAlana paNa na karI zakato hoya te paNa tenA dharmanI AjJAo mATe tene atizaya mAna ane pUjyabhAva hoya che. eka vakhata A adraSTa paNa hRdayathI svIkArAyelI dharma sattAnI ArA pratye kAyadAthI paNa bevaphA banavAnuM tattva rAje manuSyanA magajamAM dAkhala karyuM te divase divase vadhatAM vadhatAM badhe ja e sthiti lAvaze. bhAvi zAMtine khAtara paNa A tatva dAkhala thatuM aTakAvavAnI zrImaMte sarakArane huM vinaMti karuM chuM. (23) 1. sagIra dIkSAthI koIpaNa prakArano anartha thayAne sAMbhaje nathI ane A nibaMdhane Teko ApanAramAMnA koIe tevo purA For Private and Personal Use Only

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104 paNa raju karyo nathI. ane 2500 varSathI cAlatI AvelI parama pavitra saMsthAnA koI sabhyathI vakhate koI apavAdika dAkhale bane, te tethI tamAma sagIronA AtmakalyANanA mArganA dvAra baMdha karavA vAjabI te naja gaNAya. keTalAye vyApArIo vyApAra karatAM devALAM kADhe che tethI AkhI vyApArI Alama evI che ema na kahevAya ane te baMdha paNa na thAya. A sivAya dunyavI ghaNuM kharI zuddha pravRttimAM to ayogya to dAkhala thaI gayAM che, paNa tethI samAja te AkhIye pravRttino nAza na karI zake. 2. vaLI A nibaMdha strIone mATe paNa anartha rUpa che, kAraNa ke amArI kAmamAM punarlagna thatAM nathI ane karmanA yoge koIpaNa strIne vaidhavya prApta thAya te bIjI komamAM tenuM AkhuMya jIvana nirasa ane apamAnita banI jAya che. amArAmAM strIo mATe paNa sAdhvI saMsthAnI sagavaDa hovAthI, tevI strIo potAnuM jIvana AtmakalyANanA pavitra mArge mAna bharI rIte gALI zake che. A nibaMdha je kAyadAnuM rUpa le te strI samAjane mATe bhayaMkara nukazAna kartA che. 3. vaLI A nibaMdha bIne jarUrI ane amArA dharma zAstrothI virUddha hovA chatAMye jaina kuLamAM janmavA mAtrathI jaina tarIke oLakhAtA pitAnA svArthanI khAtara pote kenpharansa ke yuvaka saMghamAM dIkSA mATe TharAva karyo, paNa dhama samAje te svIkAryo nahiM. ethI mamatvanI khAtara alpa saMkhyAmAM hovA chatAMye tene Teko Apyo che. A sthaLe mAre jaNAvavuM joIe ke jo teono TharAva vyAjabIja jarUrI ane dharmazAstro mujabano. hota, to Akhoye samAja jarUra svIkArata. paNa teo te arthakAmanI lAlasA khAtara dharmanA siddhAMtathI virUddha vartana karavAnuM samAjane mAthe ThekI besADe, te dharmapremI jaina samAja mAne paNa zI rIte ? eTale have teo A nibaMdhanuM svarUpa jANavA chatAMye, meM upara jaNAvyuM te kAraNothI AkhIye samAja pAse dharma viruddhanI AcaraNA pharajIAta rAjyasattA dvArA karAvavAne taiyAra thayA che, paraMtu dharmavartanamAM dareka svataMtra che. dharmapremI samAja te dIkSAvirodhIone temanI IcchA virUddha baLAkAre vartAvavA mAMgato nathI. ane te yogya che te je jaina zAstrArA mujaba vartavA taiyAra che ane je AjJAone kabula kare che tevA dharmapremI jaina samAjathI je te kahevAtA jaino judA paDI dIgabara, sthAnakavAsI mAphaka varta, temAM ane koIpaNa prakArano vAMdho nathI ane jo teo A pramANe varte te samAjamAM teoe utpanna karele kaleza turataja zamI jAya ane zAMti patharAya. For Private and Personal Use Only

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105 4. A nibaMdhane Teko ApanAra jeo pitAne sudhAraka tarike oLakhAve che, teonA saMbaMdhamAM khaMbhAta rAjyanI hAIkorTe te sudhArakane jAhera nItinA ane zAstra AdhAre thatI dIkSAmAM vAMdho lenArA TharAvyA che. te uparathI paNa Apane jaNAze ke teo dharmanA virodhI che. 5. sagIranA saMbaMdhamAM tenI IcchAne tathA tenA vAlInI IcchAne mAna ApavA sarakAra baMdhAyelI che tathA jaina sAdhuono Azrama e uMcAmAM uMce Azrama che ema amadAvAdanA DIsTrIkaTa jaja sAhebe TharAveluM che. vaLI temAM vizeSe karAvyuM che ke bApe sagIrane dIkSA apAvI tethI sagIrane kabaje levAne mAne kAMI hakaka rahyo nathI. ane kadApI je teno koI paNa hakaka hoya te paNa sagIrane dIkSAnA AzramamAMthI pAcho lAvavo, te tene mATe hitAvaha nathI. te uparathI khAtrI thaze ke vAlInI saMmaMti sAthenI dIkSAo aTakAvavAne bIjAone kAMI hakaka nathI. ane tevI dIkSAo aTakAvavAnuM kArya sagIranA hitanuM na gaNAya. ( A baMnne jajamenTo ApanI pAse raju thayelAM che.) A sivAya bIjAM paNa anartho A nibaMdhathI darzAvI zakAya tema che. paNa mAruM nivedana taiyAra karavA mATeno samaya mane ocho maLe che, jethI vadhu taiyAra karI zakayo nathI. chelle namra bhAve samitinA mAnavaMtA sabhyo ane nAmadAra zrImaMta gAyakavADa sarakArane nivedana karUM chuM ke tyAgano pavitra mArga rUMdhavAthI keTalAM aniSTa thAya te saMpUrNa rIte je puNyAtmAoe jIvanamAM utAryA che, je saMsArathI alipta thaI tyAgI jIvana jIvI rahyA che, teja amArA parama pavitra tyAgI gurUdevoja Apane varNavI zake. meM to mArI sAmAnya buddhi anusAra ApanI samakSa mArI vAta raju karI che ane hRdayapUrvaka AzA rAkhuM chuM ke amArA dharma zAstro virUddha ane dharmavartananI svataMtratAmAM DakhalagIrI karanAra saMnyAsa dIkSA pratidhika nibaMdha sadaMtara rada karI lAkhe dharmapremI jenonI dharma lAgaNIne zAMta karaze. eja mahecchA. For Private and Personal Use Only

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106 zrIyuta cImanalAla kezavalAla kaDIyAnuM vadhArAnuM nivedana. sanyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka niSadhanI tapAsa arthe nImAyelI samitinA mAnavatA sabhyA joga-- 1. huM cImanalAla kezavalAla kaDIyA Apa sAhekhAne nivedana karavAnI rajA lauM chuM ke zrImata gAyakavADa sarakAranI tArIkha tA. 30-7-31 nI AjJApatrikAmAM prasiddha thayela saM. dI. pra. nibaMdha rada karavA bAbata tA. 11-7-32 nA rAja meM eka lekhIta nivedana mArI jubAnI vakhate Apa sAhebe! samakSa raju karyuM che, tenA vizeSa purAvAmAM Aja lagImAM nibaMdhanI tarapheNamAM Apa sAhebenI rUbarU je je sAkSIe AvI gayA che, temanI dalIleAnuM TuMka javAba ane temaNe raju karelA dAkhalA saMbaMdhInI satya hakIkata tathA sagIra dIkSA mATenA zAstrIya purAvA mArI alpa jANa mujabanA darzAvatuM eka namra nivedana A sAthe rajuM karUM chuM. 2. sa. dI. pra. niba dhanI prasiddhithI Aja lagImAM samasta dharmapremI jaina samAje tene lekhIta temaja maukhika sakhta virodha bahera karyAM che. seMkaDA saMdheAe A nibaMdha rada karavA Apa sAheeAne vinaMti karI che. hajArA mAbApAe potAnA vAlI tarIkenA dharmavanartanI svataMtratAnA hakka upara aMkuza na mUkavA Apane araja gujArI che. A badhuM Apa sAhe nibaMdhane virAdha karanArA ApanI kacerImAM AvelA 350 jeTalA saMveAnA rAveA, lagabhaga 1000 nivedana tathA virAdhapatro ane saMkhyAbaMdha tArA uparathI jANI zakayA che. 3. ApanA rAjyanI praznane! A nibaMdha pratye keTalA tItra virAdha che, te khatAvavA mhesANA prAMtanA pATanagara zrI mhesANAmAM vratadhArI jenenI mahAsabhA zrI dezivarati dharmArAdhaka samAje zeDa pepaTalAla dhArasIbhAInA pramukhapaNA nIce khAsa adhivezana saMvata 1987 nA Aso vada 6 nA roja ceAjyuM hatuM. jenI AmatraNa patrikAe rAjyanA mukhya mukhya adhikArI sAhebene paNa meAkalavAmAM AvI hatI. A adhivezanamAM lagabhaga be hajAra jeTalA pratiSTita jaina AgevAne ane zrI madyAnA pratinidhioe ekatrita thaI te, A nibaMdhanA sarvAnumate vireAdha karyAM che ane For Private and Personal Use Only

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107 te rada karavA zrImaMta sarakArane vinaMti karI che. A uparAMta jANItA jainAcAryo ane vidvAna sAdhuonA A nibaMdhanA vidhisUcaka sa MkhyAbaMdha patrA Apa sAhebene maLyA che. 4. Apa sAhebee zarU karelI sAkSInI jAhera tapAsamAM paNa nibaMdhanI virUddha ane tarapheNamAM keTalIka sAkSIe paDI che. A badhA sAkSIoe eTaluM teA spaSTa kabula karyu che ke ATha varSathI sALavarSa lagInI vAlInI saMmatithI thatI dIkSA zvetAmbara mUrtipUjaka jainonA zAstramAnya che, ane tevI jArA dIkSA Aja dina sudhImAM thayelI che. apavAde tethI paNa nAnI uMmaranAne zAstra mujaba dIkSA apAya che. 5. atyAra sudhImAM Apa sAhebe pAse raju thayelA purAvA A nibaMdha rada karavA mATe puratAM jaNAya te amAre kAMI vizeSa kahevAnuM nathI. nahitara A viSayamAM vizeSa khulAsA meLavavA sagIra dIkSitAne temaja 500 sAdhue paikInA samartha vidvAna jainAcArya zrImad vijayanemisUrIzvarajI, zrImad sAgarAna darIzvarajI tathA paMnyAsapravara zrImad rAmavijayajI mahArAja ane mArA tArIkha 13-7-32 nA patramAM jaNAvela jaina AgevAne Adine tapAsavA vinati che. 6. mArA namra abhiprAya mujaba A nibaMdhane TaMka ApanArAee je kAMI dAkhalA dalIlA Apa samakSa raju karyo che ane te paikI jenA khulAsA pUchavAmAM AvyA che, te sarvanA yathAzakti saMpUrNa khulAse nibaMdhane virAdha karanArAoe karyAM che. chatAMe kAI dAkhalA ke dalIlane khulAsA thavA bAkI rahyo hoya, te te saMbaMdhamAM Apa sAhebe je mane pUchavA maherabAnI karaze! te tene khulAsA mArI jANa mujaba athavA khIjethI paNa meLavIne Apa sAhebene pUrA pADavA jarUra prayatna karIza. chelle A nibaMdha rada karavA vinaMti karI viramuM chuM. tArIkha 16 mAhe julAI sane 1932, li Apa sAhemAne vizvAsu, cImanalAla kezavalAla kaDIyA, For Private and Personal Use Only

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jaina zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka saMpradAyanA vidyamAna sAdhuo Azare emAM chellAM 50 varSamAM sagIra vaye thaelA dIkSite. chellAM daza varSamAM sagIra vaye thaelA dIkSita 43 emAM zrImaMta gAyakavADa sarakAranA rAjayanA ---- - ------- ---- [ A AMkaDA purUSa saMkhyA darzaka che ane te mATe amoe puratI mahenata laIne banatI rItie sAcA meLavavA prayatna karela che. ] For Private and Personal Use Only

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110 vaDodarA rAjyanI dIkSA tapAsa samitine gAyakavADI prajAnI araja. [vaDodarAmAM thatI jubAnIonA prasaMge AvelA vaDodarA rAjyanA jANItA jaina gRhasthoe tA. 7H 7:32 ne dine nIcenI arajI tapAsa samitine ApI hatI.] sa. dI. pra. nibaMdhanA kAmamAM tapAsa arthe nImAyelI samitinA maherabAna adhyakSazrI ane mAnavatA sabhyo jega amo nAmadAra zrImaMta gAyakavADa sarakAranA jUdA jUdA gAmanA jene namratApUrvaka araja karIe chIe ke ApaNA rAjyanI tA. 30-7-31 nI AjJApatrikAmAM jAhera prajAmata jANavA mATe saM. dI. pra. kharaDo prasiddha thayo ane tethI lagabhaga 2000 jeTalI meTI saMkhyAmAM virodha darzaka TharAva, patro, tAre AvelA che, jemAM 350 lagabhaga AkhA zahero ane gAmanA zrI saMghanA TharAvo AvelA che, jemAM te uparAMta gAmonA zrI saMghonA TharAvo te zrImaMta sarakAranAja rAjyamAM vasanArA gAmanA jainoe pitAne gAma sAmudAyika maLI zrI saMdha tarIke A kharaDo jaina dharmanA siddhAMtothI virUddha ane dharmavartananI svataMtratAmAM bInajarUrI Dakhala karanAra hovAthI tene virodha karyo che. A uparAMta zrImaMta sarakAranA aneka gAmonA jainoe mahesANAmAM ekatrita maLI, adhivezana bharIne paNa A kharaDAne virodha karyo, ane amArA gAmanA zrI saMghae paNa A kharaDAno virodha karelo che, jyAre amArI jANa mujaba ApaNA rAjyanA koIpaNa gAmanA AkhAye zrI saMghe maLI A kharaDAne Teko Apyo nathI. ane je phakta 100 nI saMkhyAmAM Teko maLyo che, te paNa juja juja mANasonI saMsthAo ke vyaktioe Apelo che. ATalA uparathIja Apa sAheba samajI zakyA che ke-jaina prajA A kharaDAno samra virodha kare che, chatAMye Apa sAhebee rUbarU jubAnI levAnuM TharAvI keTalAka mANasone jabAnI ApavA AvavA mATe patro lakhyA. A jubAnI ApanAranAM nAmo kayA ghAraNe kADhavAmAM AvyAM che, te ame samajI zakatA nathI. kAraNa ke nibaMdhane Teko ApanAra alpa saMkhyAmAM dekhItI rIte ja hovA chatAMye amArI jANa mujaba kharaDAne virodha karanAramAMthI jubAnI levA jeTalA mANasone For Private and Personal Use Only

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111 khelAvyA che, teTalAja kharaDAne TakA ApanAramAMthI elAvyA che. ane prathama kharaDAne TekA ApanAranI jubAnIe Apa sAhebe e tA. 5-7-32 thI levA mAMDI che. A kharaDA jaitA mATe dhaNeAja mahattvanA hAvAthI ane Apa sAhebee jImAnI sAMbhaLavAnI jAherane taka ApelI hAvAthI, ameA badhA AnI sAMbhaLavA gai kAle tA. 6-7-32 nA roja atre Avela chIe. amee AvyA pachI mI. mahAsukhabhAI cunIlAla ane bhAizrI vADIlAla maganalAla vaidanI jubAnI sAMbhaLI che, te uparathI ane jubAnI levAnI rIta uparathI amene lAgyuM che ke mI. mahAsukhabhAi atyArasudhI amArI pUjya sAdhusaMsthAne jaina-- jainetarAmAM halakI pADavA mATe vartamAnapatrA dvArA je caLavaLa karI rahyA che, teja rIte atre temaNe vajUda vagaranA, kAIpaNa jAtamAhiti vagaranA ke muddA-pUrAvA vagaranA dAkhalA raju karyAM che, ane Apa sAhebene te te saMbaMdhI aMgata mAhiti na hoya, e saMbhavita che, ane temaNe jaNAvelI hakIkatA juTTI hAvA chatAMye, kekAi jANakAra temane pUchanAra nahi, eTale amane bhaya rahe che ke-Apa sAhebanI samitine satya tAravavuM ghaNuM muzkela che, ane tethI amane anyAya thavAneA dhaNA saMbhava che. mATe amArI taraphanA be bhAione teoe jaNAvelI hakIkatanA tAtkAlika khulAsA pUchavAnI rajA ApazeA, ke jethI satya hakIkata tarI Ave. (2) vaLI mI. mahAsukhabhAI ane bhAI vADIlAla maganalAla vaide zAstranA paNa keTalAka pADo raju karyAM che, te adhurA che ane te paNa amArA dharmazAstronA jANakAra hAjara nahiM ke sAmA pUchanAra nahi, eTale te saMbaMdhanA paNa satya khulAsA aMdhArAmAMja rahyA che. AthI ame Apa sAhebene vinaMti karIe chIe ke--kharaDAne TA ApanArAee je jubAnI ApI che ane have pachI ApavAnA hoya te saMbaMdhI tAtkAlika savAle pUchavAnI amene sagavaDa ApavI jarUrI che, ane dhama zAstronA pADe saMbaMdhI paNa je zleAkeA temaNe raju karyAM hAya, tenA AkhA graMthA raju thavA joie. kAraNa ke dha zAstromAM pUrvI pakSa ane uttarapakSanuM lakhANa paNa hAya, jemAMthI tee amUka bhAga raju kare teTalAI kharA artha samajI zakAya nahi, mATe je graMthamAMthI te gAthAo raju karatA hAya, te AkhA graMthA mUkAvA joie ane rajI thayelI gAthAonI amane nakalA maLavI joie. tema karavAthI samiti satya vastu jANI zakaze, ane ema ane tAja vyAjakhI ane jAhera tapAsa thayelI gaNAya. vaLI kharaDAne TekA ApanAnA ane tene virodha karanAranA je pramANamAM atre TekA ke vidha For Private and Personal Use Only

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112 seMdhAyA hoya, te pramANamAM jubAnIo ApavAno adhikAra maLavo joIe, evI amArI namra mAMgaNI che. (3) vaLI paraMparAthI sagIra dIkSA letA AvyA che. je anarthanA bahAne baMdha karAvavA A nibaMdhanI yojanA thaI che ane tenI puSTimAM keTalAka mANasoe TekA mokalyA che. to te bAbatamAM ame vinaMti karIe chIe ke-sagIra dIkSAmAM je je anartho thatA kahetA hoya, temane pUrA prathama levuM joIe, ke jethI te pUrAvo khoTo che evo pUrAvo ame, Apa sAheba samakSa raju karI zakIe. anarthano purAvo joyA pahelAM kharaDAne Teko ApanAra je jAtano anartha kahe, tenI virUddhano pUrAvo amArAthI lAvI zakAya nahi, te dhAraNe Ape temane pUrAvA levAnuM zarU karyuM che, ane samansa paNa tevI rIteja kATelA che. paraMtu temAMnI be jubAnIo ApanAra gaI kAlanI mudata hovA chatAMya hajAra kayA nathI ane AjarajanI mudatanA amArI taraphanA be sAkSIone jubAnI ApavA Apa sAhebae bolAvelA che. to amo vinaMti karIe chIe ke-kharaDAne Teko ApanAranI jubAnI prathama thaI gayA pachI ja kharaDAno virodha karanArAnI jubAnI levAnuM dhoraNa cAlu rAkhazojI: li. zrImaMta sarakAranA rAjyanA vaphAdAra jana prajAjaneze. phulacaMda DAhyAbhAI mahesANA. zA. caMdulAla nagInadAsa, lIMca. paTavA kezavalAla lalubhAI, mahesANa. mahetA mohanalAla maganalAla, lIMca. paTavA aMbAlAla lalubhAI, mahesANA. zA. umedacaMda amathAlAla, lIMca. zA. bApulAla maganalAla, DabhoI saMdhavI caMdulAla puMjAbhAI, kaDI. zA. hIrAlAla motIlAla, DabhoI zA. vADIlAla trIbhovanadAsa, dhINeja. zA. choTAlAla chaganalAla kAjI, DabhAI zA. haragovana nathucaMda dhINoja. zA. maNIlAla chaganalAla, peTalAda. zA. jezaMgaTAla premacaMda, pATaNa. zA. aMbAlAla khImacaMda, peTalAda. zA. maNIlAla nagInadAsa, pATaNa. za. manasukhalAla DAhyAcaMda, cANasamAM zA. laheracaMda bhogIlAlA, pATaNa. pA. nAraNabhAI manorabhAI, nAra. zA. lAlacaMda naMdalAla, vaDodarA. paTela raNachoDabhAI khoDAbhAI nAra. zeTha goradhanadAsa amulakha, kalola. pA. zIvAbhAI zaMkarabhAI nAra. pA. maMgaLabhAI bhulAbhAI, nAra. zA. nagInadAsa garabaDadAsa, chANI. pA. raNachoDabhAI mathurabhAI nAra. zA. lAlabhAI mohanala, chANI. pA. dezAIbhAI gaNezajI, nAra. zA. sAkaracaMda dalapata, chANI. za. nAthAlAla pitAMbaradAsa, lIMca. zA. sAkaracaMda lakhamIcaMda, chANI. For Private and Personal Use Only

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113 manasukhalAla DAhyAcada-cANasmAvALAnI jubAnI. u. v. 26. cANasmA-dhI yaMga maeNnsa jaina seAsAyaTInA sekreTarI sa0 mahAsukhabhAi ane vADIlAla vaidyanI jubAnI tame sAMbhaLI che ? ja0 hA. vADIlAla ane mahAsukhabhAIe kahyuM te sAMbhaLyuM che, tene huM maLatA nathI. sa kAyadA saMbaMdhI zuM kaheA che! ? ja0 kAyado na ja thave joie. tA. 7-732. sa0 nasADI-bhagADIne dIkSA ApavAmAM Ave che te sAcu' che ? ja0 nA. sa0 mAbApanI saMmati vagara dIkSA thAya che te sAcu che? ja0 mAbApanI saMmatinI amUka TAimeja jarUra hoya che. 8 thI 16 varSanI dIkSA zAstra pramANe saMmatithI apAya che, tethI vadhAre uMmaranAne saMmatinI jarUra nathI. sa. dIkSA lenAranA dIkSA levAnA guNa ane saMmati na hAya, te tene dIkSA apAya ja na apAya. sa0 mahAsukhabhAI e raju karela dAkhalAe saMbadhI zuM kaheA che. ? 40 cANasmA, mhesANA, amadAvAdanI dIkSAnI mArI jAtamAhiti che. bAI nAraMgInI dIkSA jAte tenI mAe cANasmAmAM apAvelI. sa0 samatithI apAvelI ! ja0 hA, saMmatithI apAvelI che. gurUNIjI mahArAja cANasmA hatA, tethI tyAM jaI apAvelI. mAe paNa dIkSA lIdhI che. sa TrasTaDIDa karyuM che ne ? ja0 pAte bannene dIkSA levAnI hAvAthI peAtAnI milkatanuM dha kAryamAM vAparavA mATe TrasTaDIDa karyuM che. unAvAnA zA. meAtIlAla mULaca MdanI dIkSA jAmanagaramAM sAgarAna darizvarajI pAse paraMtu vidhioe dhAMdhala karI kATa pAsethI ane ethI ja dIkSA amadAvAdamAM apAvI. sa. virodhIone dhAMdhala karavAnuM kAraNa zuM ? 15 For Private and Personal Use Only amadAvAdamAM thayelI, dIkSA apAvavA gayela, manAI hukama meLavyeA

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114 ja0 dIkSAja gamatI nathI. sAdhusthAne AgaLa vadhatI aTakAvavI che, eTale ja chApAmAM haDahaDatA juThThA AkSepeA karI samAjanI AgaLa sAdhusaMsthAne utArI pADavAnA prayatno kare che. sa. dIkSAnA virodha karavAvALA ayAgya dIkSAnAja virodha kare che ne? ja0 dIkSA na ja ApavI evuM kahI zake ema nathI ane tethI ja dIkSAne ayeAgya kahI teneA virodha kare che. sa. suna dAzrIe milkatanuM TrasTaDIDa karyuM tenuM zuM ? ja0 saMsArIpaNAmAM TrasTaDIDa karI zake. saMsAra cheDavAne hatA, eTale milkatanI vyavasthA karavA TrasTaDIDa karyuM. sa0 cheADIne dIkSA levAnA bhAva kharA ? 40 hA. dhArmika saMskArAthI cheDInI paNa evI buddhi thAya. sa. sagIra maranA dIkSAmAM samaje zuM ? ja0 amArA dhArmika vanathI amArA baLakA mAhitagAra thAya ja. atre sAkSIe mhesANAnA chekarA pannAnA saMbaMdhamAM mI. mahAsukhabhAie vecANanuM kaheluM che, te vAta khoTI che ema jaNAvyuM hatuM. vecyAnA dastAveja thayeAja nathI. mAe tA soMdhane vinaMti karelI ke khIjA leAkA vidhie tyAM Ave ne kAMI dhAMdhala na kare, tema chatAM banyuM paNa emaja. te lokoe arajI karI ane manAI hukama meLavyA. sa0 sAdhusaMmelana 1968 mAM thayela te jANe che ? ja hA. sava temAM evA TharAva thayelA kaeN-saMmati vagara dIkSA na ApavI ? ja. e rAvanA amala thayeA ja nathI. sa0 paNa saMdhanI saMmati levI joIe ke nahIM ? ja sadhate jovAnuM nathI. lAyaka-nAlAyakanI khAtrI gurUe karavAnI che. sa0 dharAvatA amala thayelA nahIM, paNa TharAva tA thayelA ne? ja0 hA. sa0 tyAre AveA rAva kema karavA paDayA ? ja0 enI mane mAhiti nathI. sa0 kAnpharanse rAva karelA ? 40 hA. sa0 vaDAdarAnA TharAvanA amala zAthI na thayA? 40 kAI kAraNa prasaMge TharAva thayA hoya ane amala na thaI zakeema bane. atre sAkSIe eka henDabIla raju karyuM hatuM ane vAMcI batAvyuM hatuM. For Private and Personal Use Only

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115 sa0 bhogIlAla pATaNavALAnA chokarAnI dIkSA saMbaMdhamAM kAMI jANe che ? ja0 hA. te vakhate huM hAjara hatA. mAbApe saMmatithI dIkSA ApelI che. teno pheTe huM raju karuM chuM. pheTAmAM chokare, chokarAnI mA, chokarAno bApa tathA pite dIkSA letI vakhate hAjara hatA, te sAkSIe samitinA sabhyone batAvyuM hatuM. save tyAre mA virUddha paDI tenuM zuM kAraNa ? ja0 bAInA bApe bAIne uzkerI, tethI kesa maMDAye. atre sAkSIe te kesanuM jajamenTa raju karyuM hatuM, temaja vallabhavijayajI ke je sudhArAvALo jaina yuvaka saMgha ubho thayo che temanI taraphanA che, temaNe paNa sAdhu saMmelananA TharAvano amala karyo nathI, ema jaNAvI te vakhatanuM AcArya zrI kamaLasUrijInI sahInuM eka henDabIla raju karyuM hatuM. A henDabIla vADIlAla vaidyane pramukhazrIe jovA ApyuM ane te saMbaMdhI je kAMI jANatA hoya tene khulAso karavA sucavyuM. sa, chokarAne vecANa laI dIkSA apAya che ne ? ja lagnanA kAryamAM vece che, paNa dIkSAnA kAryamAM evo eka paNa dAkhala banyo ja nathI, eTale e vAta taddana khoTI che. A te dIkSAo vadhAre thAya che eTale sAdhusaMsthA AgaLa vadhatI jAya che, te temane duHkha thAya che. devadravya ke jeno sAdhAraNamAM upayoga thAya nahi ane sAdhusaMsthA hoya tyAM sudhI upayoga karavA de nahi, eTale sAdhu saMsthAne utArI pADavA beTI rIte herAna kare che. sava saMdha kone kahevAya? ja0 cAra prakArano saMgha kahevAya. temAM sAdhunuM agrapada che. sava sAdhu sauthI moTA kahevAya ane kaMI geravyAjabI vartana kare to saMgha kAMI karI zake ? ja0 sAdhu potAnA AcAra virUddha cAle te saMgha aTakAvI zake. sa8 saMgha bahiSkAra karI zake ? ja0 sAdhune joDe laIne ja bahiSkAra karI zakAya. caturvidha saMgha maLI karI zake. zrAvaka saMgha e te saMghanuM eka aMga che. sava dIkSA levI eTale zuM ? ja0 AtmAnI unnati sAdhavI te. satra AtmAnI unnati zuM ? e bALaka zI rIte samaje? ja0 pUrvanA saMskArothI e samajI zake che. bALaka pAse paiso ane rUpI For Private and Personal Use Only

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16 e mUkIe, to bALaka tarata rUpI nahi, eTale e pUrvanA saMskArAthI badhuM samajI zake che. uThAvI leze, paNa paisAne aDakaze sarva eTale pAtAnI IcchAthI te dIkSA le che? ja. enI potAnI IcchA na hoya te kazuM na banI zake. 15 vanA cheka iMgrejI 5-6 dhoraNa bhaNe che. amArAM bALako amArI pati joI te anusAra varte che. sa. paraNele hAya ane paraNyA pachI tarata ja dIkSA le te ThIka kahevAya ? ja. eveA dAkhaleA nathI, hAya teA khulAsA karuM, sa0 strInA bharaNapASaNanI vyavasthAnu zuM? java lagna vakhate pallAmAM be-traNa hajAra rUpIA apAya che ane tenA mAlIka te pati hoya che, eTale eka jaNa nahAya, te bIjo tenA mAlIka che ja. lIlAvatInA sabaMdhamAM jaNAvyuM ke--jyAre kAMtivijayajI mahArAje dIkSA lIdhI, tyAre 6500 nA dAgInA hatA. sAta AThe gharanA er3A hatA, chatAM paNa virodhI pakSanI uzkeraNIthI kaeNsa karyAM. A badhuM dhAMdhala dIkSAmAMthI patita karavAnA hisAbe karyuM, paNa makkamatAthI te pAchA na AvyA. sa0 A kAyo to dIkSAmAM ano thatA hAya to te aTakAvavAneA che ne! to pasAra karavAmAM Ave to zuM vAMdhA ? ja0 dharmanA siddhAMtA sAme sarakAre naja avAya. anAM kAMI thatAMja nathI. mhesANAnA pannAnI dIkSA JAbatamAM tenA ghera pti karAvI che, jyAre ptimAM phakta 55-60 rUpIyAnI milkata nIkaLI che. A badhA prayatnA emanAja che, ke jemane sAdhusaMsthAja nathI joItI. cheoNkarAnI mAnuM sTeTamenTa raju karyuM. sa0 sAdhusaMsthA te joI e che, paNa zuddha joI e che ! ja0 sAdhusaMsthA aTakAvavAnA ja A badhA prayatna che. prathama khUba nidyA, temAM phAvyA nahi pachI dIkSA sAme uhApeAha zarU karyAM, temAM paNu phAvatA nathI. sa0 sAdhusaMsthA baMdha thAya teA dharma raheja kyAMthI ? ja0 dharmAMte paNa nathI joitA. emane te samayadharma pramANe cAlavuM che, eTale emane vAMdho nathI. ame pAMca-pacIsa haizuM te paNa pUratA chIe. dharma sau kAi pALI zake che. sa0 moTA bhAga kace? ja0 e ApanAja rekamAMthI jaNAi Ave tema che. nibaMdha saMbaMdhI For Private and Personal Use Only

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117 Avela virodha ane tarapheNanI arajIo uparathI pramANa nIkaLI zake tema che. jaina kuLamAM janmela sAdhusaMsthAne sajA karAvavA taiyAra hoya e banavAjoga che? e nAmadhArI jaino, ke jeone sAdhusaMsthAja gamatI nathI, teonAja A badhA prayatno che. bAkI jeo sAdhune pUjya mAnatA hoya, teo to A nibaMdha rada karAvavA ja prayatna kare. sara nAnI uMmare dIkSA na le ane sAdhu pAse rahI zikSaNa le ane 18 va dIkSA Ape to zuM vAMdha? java zAstrano niyama che ka-bAvakathI siddhAto vAMcI zakAtAja nathI. sAdhu thAya ane te pachI amUka niyama kare-tapa kare, tyAra pachIja vaMcAya. krame krame 14 varSa vAMcI zakAya. sava AvuM kai che, to pachI sagIrane dIkSA na Ape ne moTAne Ape, to zuM vAMdho che ? ja e du:kha ja na kahevAya. sava dIkSA choDIne nAsI jAya che ne ? ja0 25-50 varSamAM sagIre dIkSA choDayAne dAkhale banyuM nathI. sa0 sagIrane dIkSA levAnA bhAva thAya kharA? ja pUrvanA saMskAra hoya ane tethI jema jema AgaLa vadhe, tema tema saMskAre tAjA thAya; eTale chokare mAbApane vinaMti kare che ane mAbApa meha choDI zake to dIkSA Ape che. sava dalapata caturanA saMbaMdhamAM zuM kahe che? ja0 prathama te tenI 8 varSanI uMmara ja beTI che. sava zA uparathI kaho cho ? ja mAre jAti anubhava che. sava mahAsukhabhAI to bApa pAsethI meLavelI hakIkata kahe che ne ? ja0 lakhanAra khoTo che. e chokaro abhyAsa karato hate. dhArmika keLavaNIno abhyAsa vizeSa hato. bApa pAse tene dIkSA levAnI mAMga karI,eTale bApane lAgyuM ke A dIkSA leze, eTale bApe ekadama paraNAvI devAnI taiyArI karI. chokare jANyuM ke mAruM lagna thaI jaze te dIkSA aTakaze, tethI te nAsI gayo ane dIkSA lIdhI che. pachI bApane jaNAvyuM che. bIjA nAnA chokarAne paNa temanI pAse bhaNAvyo che ane bApe jAte jaIne tene dIkSA ApI che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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118 sa8. e sAcI vAta che, ema zA uparathI kahe che ? ja Apa kaho to enA bApanuM lekhIta sTeTamenTa raju karAvuM, agara paravAnagI Ape te bApane rUbarU hAjara karuM. sa0 muni zrI rAmavijayajInA hastapatramAM bALa dIkSA pUrve thaI che te apavAda che, bALa haMmezAM ajJAna hoya che. 100 ne badale 20 varSanA AyuSyavALA mANasa thaze, vigere zabdonA saMbaMdhamAM zuM kaho cho ? emanA e zabda hoyaja nahiM. e te sAmo pakSa kahe che. arva me. pramukha sAhebe barAbara vAMcatA sudhArakone saMbodhIne te zabda lakhAyelA hatA. sa0 nasADI-bhagADIne dIkSA apAya che ? ja0 nA. sava saMmati vagara dIkSA apAya che ? ja0 nA. sapaisA laI dikSA apAya che ? ja0 nA. sava tyAre mahAsukhabhAIe ApelA badhA dAkhalA beTA che ? ja0 AkSepa sahitanA dAkhalA khoTA che. pAchaLanA dAkhalAo che te dIkSAo to dhAmadhUmathI thayelI che, eTale temAM karelA AkSepa kheTA che. atre vADIlAla vaidya, sAkSIe sAdhu saMmelana saMbaMdhI raju karelA henDabIla bAbata jaNAvyuM hatuM ke-A henDabIlathI TharAvo rada thAya che ema sAkSI kahe che, paNa te rada karyo hoya ema mane lAgatuM nathI. A henDabala uparathI te hiMdImAM chapAyelI paDI rada thAya che, paNa muni saMmelananA TharAvo rada thayA che evuM te AmAM kayAMye nathI. sa, kAyade vAMcyuM che ? ja0 hA. sa, kadApI sarakAranI marajI thAya ane kAyade kare to zuM ? ja0 anartha na thato hoya to kAyadAnI jarUrataja kayAM che ? A kAyadAthI sagIranI dIkSA aTake che ane tethI sagIra umaramAM abhyAsa thAya te TAIma barabAda jAya, te tenI bhAvanA kadAca pharI jAya. For Private and Personal Use Only

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119 sa0 kAyadAmAM sudhArAnI jarUra che? 40 kAyadAja thavA na joie. atre sAkSIe khaMbhAtamAM eka bhAInI dIkSA saMbaMdhI manAi hukama kADhelA tenuM hAikorTa karela jajamenTa raju karyuM. jemAM sarakAra dIkSAnI ADe AvavA mAMgatI nathI-ema jaNAveluM hatuM. mhesANAnA che.karAnA vecANa sabaMdhamAM enA mATAbhAie khulAse bahAra pADayA hatA, te muMbaI samAcAra raju karyuM. sa0 lAyaka che ke nahIM tenI tapAsa gurUe karavAnI ne? ja. hA. gurUe tapAsa karavAnI. bInalAyaka lAge teA dIkSA na Ape. atre vijayadharmasUrie banAveluM dharmadezanAnA utArAnuM chApeluM henDabIla raju karyuM. dIkSAmAM vilaMba na thavA joie te bAbatanuM. sa0 A henDabIlamAM te! mAbApa ghera pAchA laI javA taiyAra hAya, raDe, kakaLe, teA paNa dIkSA levI ema che ne? 40 A sagIrane mATe nathI ane je mAbApa mAhavaza thaI teja samati ApatA nathI, eTale saMmati mAMgavA chatAM paNa na maLe, tApaNu dIkSA letAM aTakavuM nahi. meAtIlAla mULacaMdanI dIkSA saMbaMdhI manAI hukama nIkaLelA, te rada karyAMnuM muMbaI samAcAra raju karyuM. sa0 manAi hukama zA uparathI rada thayA ! ja0 cheAkarAnA A mAbApa nathI evI kheATI arajI virAdhIoe karI manAI hukama meLavelA ane te saMbaMdhamAM saMdha samakSa tenA mALApanI jubAnIe thayelI che, eTale te rada thayA. suratanI dIkSAe dhAmadhUmathI thayelI che te sabaMdhI 'sAMjava`mAna' raju karyuM. sa. sagIrane dIkSA ApavI e sArUM che ? 40 hA. sa0 tamAre ekare che? java hA, mAre eka chokarA che. e letA haiAya te huM khuzIthI apAvuM. mAre paNa dIkSA levAnI pratijJA che. sa0 pratijJA kyAre pUrI thaze ? ja. te cokkasa kahI zakAya nahi. For Private and Personal Use Only

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120 sava unAvAthI jAmanagara ne tyAMthI amadAvAda Ave che ane dIkSA de che, paNa potAnA gAmamAM kema nathI ApatA ? ja jemanI pAse dIkSA levI hoya te guru mahArAja jyAM birAjatA hoya, tyAM jaIne ja dIkSA apAya che. keTalAkamAM ekaja kuTuMbanA dIkSA lIdhI hoya ane temanI pAse levI hoya, te paNa jAya che. nasADe che evuM kAraNa ja nathI. sava dareka sAdhuone dIkSA ApavAno adhikAra hoya che? java vaDI dIkSA thaI hoya, yoga karelA heya, teo dIkSA ApI zake. sava evA sAdhuo keTalA che ? ja0 lagabhaga cAraso. sava te badhAya dIkSA ApI zake ? ja. hA. For Private and Personal Use Only

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121 zA. hIrAlAla motIlAla, DabhoivALAnI jubAnI. uM. va. 38. tA. 7-7-32. satra sAgara saMbhA eTale zuM ? ja. eka gaccha. sa. temAM keTalA membaro che? ja 50-chapa membare che ane te DabhoInAja che. sa. teno uddeza zo che ? ja. zAsanasevA karavI ane sAdhuo upara thatAM AkramaNAnI rakSA karavI, temaja dharmapracAra karavo. sauddezo chApelA che ? janA, dharmanA pustake uparathI kAma karIe chIe. satra dIkSA saMbaMdhamAM zuM kaho cho ? ATha varSanAne dIkSA ApI zakAya ? ja. hA. te samajI zake. gharamAM dharmanuM vAtAvaraNa heya, kriyAo thatI hoya, te joI tenA saMskAra te tarapha vaLe. satra dIkSA letI vakhate kayA vrata le che ? ja pAMca mahAvrata dhAraNa kare che. 1. prANAtipAta-hiMsA karavI nahiM. 2. mRSAvAda-juThuM bolavuM nahiM. 3. adattAdAna-cerI karavI nahiM. 4. maithuna-brahmacarya pALavuM. 5. parigraha-vastunI lAlasA na rAkhavI. sa. nAnA bALake AvA kaThina vrato pALI zake kharA? ja. tevA saMskAravALA bALakane khAvA-pIvA ke paheravAnI icchA thatI ja nathI, te huM pratyakSa jouM chuM ane tethI tevAone dhanyavAda ApuM chuM. sagIra je karI zake che te moTA paNa nahIM karI zake. sa. chokarAne vece che te sAcuM che ? ja. nA. tevuM bIlakula banatuM ja nathI. sa, zrImaMtanA chokarAo dIkSA le che ? ja madhyama, garIba vigere badhAnAM chokarA dIkSA le che. sazrImaMtanA le che? ja. hA. zrImaMtanA paNa le che. saba dAkhale Apa. ja. mArA pitAnA be dIkarAone meM dIkSA apAvI che. mArI rAjIkhuzIthI dikSA apAvI che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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122 sava keTalA chokarA che ? jahave eka chokaro che. sa. saMghane pUche che ke? ja mAbApa khuzI hoya, chokare pitAnuM AtmakalyANa karavA mAMgatA hoya, to saMghanI AgaLa javAnI jarUra nathI. 0 tamArI saMsthA dIkSA apAvavAmAM madada kare che ke ? ja0 amArI saMsthAmAM dharmanuM jJAna apAya che ane tethI te saMskArathI kaI amUka niyamo pALe che ane koI AgaLa vadhI dIkSA le che ane tevA dIkSA levAnI bhAvanAvALAne dIkSA apAvIe chIe. sasAdhu tapAsa kare che ke nahi ? ja. sAdhu tapAsa kare che ane uttama chava che, saMskArI che, te joIne pachI ja dIkSA de che. devAdAra hoya paNa zAsanane ujvaLa karanAra lAge te paNa dIkSA Ape. sava dIkSA vakhate kAMI dhAmadhuma karo cho ke ? ja hA. meM mArA 13 ane 16 varSanA be chokarAone dIkSA ApelI tenI AmaMtraNa patrikA kAlI, meTe varaghoDo kAle, pUjAo bhaNuMvavAmAM AvelI, 10000 mANasanI medanI vacce dIkSA ApelI. chokarAnI IcchAthI ApelI ? ja. hA. chokarAnI taNuMka dekhI ane tenI pUrepUrI IcchA dekhI, tethI meM mArI rAjIkhuzIthI dIkSA apAvI che. sava dIkSA ApyA keTalA varSa thayAM ? ja cAra varSa dIkSA ApyAne thayAM. sava hAla te chokarAo kyAM che? ja. eka vaTavANamAM che ane eka viramagAmamAM che. banne chokarAne jude jude ThekANe judA judA gurUo pAse dIkSA apAvI che. temanuM vartana joIne meM temanA vivAha toDyA. kAraNa mane lAgyuM ke e mArge vicare to sAruM che. sava te tyAM AnaMdamAM che ne ? ja0 hA. hamaNAM ja huM tyAM jaIne Avyo. teo nyAyano abhyAsa kare che ane AnaMdamAM che. e eka divasamAM je abhyAsa kare che evo abhyAsa moTI uMmaranA ame paNa nathI karI zakatA! emanA gurU judA che paNa ekaja saMghADAnA che. sa... chokarAnI mA che ke ? sa* For Private and Personal Use Only

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123 40 hA. amArA bannenI pUN khuzIthI dIkSA ApI che. varagheADA kADhavo, paisAthI dAna dIdhuM ane khUba dhAmadhUmathI dIkSA ApI. atre sAkSIe te vakhatanA phoTA tathA AmaMtraNa patrikA raju karI. saphoTA joIne, tamArA hekare sAdhu che ne casmA paheyo che ne ? ja hA. te sAdhu pahere, badhAne tenI jarUra paDe. sa. evI dIkSAone vAMdha ja nathI, ceorI chupIthI dIkSA thAya che. tene vAMdhA che. tamArA jevA badhA nathI hAtA. ja badhA hoya che. sau saunI sthiti mujaba paisA vAparI dIkSA apAve che. A badhI vidhienI ja dhAMdhala che. temanAM ThekarAo vyasana, vyabhicAra, AMka pharaka ane cArI kare tenA karatAM amArAM cheThakarAM dIkSA le te sArUM che. sa sa. tamArI saMsthAmAMthI bIjA kAie dIkSA ApI che ke ? ja. hA. mArA sALA bApulAla maganalAle ApI che. bIjA icchAvALA kharA, paNa dIkSA ApI nathI. kAyadA mATe tame khuzI nathI ? khIlakula na thavA joie. kAyadAnI jarUra nathI. kAnA mATe Ave kAyado ? AtmAnuM kalyANa kare tene mATe ? amArI saMsthAmAM anAcAra thatAM ja nathI, pachI kAyade! zA mATe ? sa. sagIra uMmare dIkSA lIdhelA pAchA AvelA che? ja. sagIra kAI sAdhupaNAmAMthI pAchA AvyAne dAkhalA nathI. sa. paisA lIdhAnuM kahe che tenu zuM? ja. paisA laI vecAyAne dAkhaleA nathI. sa. nasADavA bhagADavAnuM zuM ? ja. nasADayA bhagADayA hoya evuM paNa nathI. sa. DabhoinA gulAbacaMdatA chokaro pATaNa ApelI ane pAche AvyA che te jANA che ? nAsI gayele. tene dIkSA ja. nA. te mane khabara nathI. sa. chANImAM DabhAinA chokarAne chupI dIkSA ApelI te jANA che? ja. chANImAM DabhAInA cheAkarAe dIkSA lIdhelI te huM jANuM chuM. sa. tenI pharIyAda thayelI ane che!karA pAche soMpAyelA ? ja hA. pA sAMpAyelA. paNa AkarA ghera rahyo teA paNa vrata-paccakhkhANa karatA. sa. paNa mAbApanI khuzI naheAtI ne ? For Private and Personal Use Only

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124 ja. mAbApanI puratI khuzI hatI paNa mehathI tema bane. sa pharIyAda koNe karI ? ja vAlIe pharIyAda karI, paNa temAM bIjAono hAtha hato. sava saMmati nahIM hoya tethI ne ? ja. nA. chokarAe enI meLeja kapaDAM paherelAM, chatAM pharIyAda karelI. chokaro sapAyA pachI ghera paNa sAdhu jevuM ja vartana rAkho. tene khUba samajAvya, chatAM pharI te gayo ane dIkSA lIdhI che. hAla te mehasUri pAse kAThIyAvADamAM che ane sAro abhyAsa kare che. nAnI uMmaranA sAdhuothI ja zAsana karyuM che. pUrvAcAryo ane hAlanA AcAryomAM paNa keTalAka sagI ja thayA che. sa. bALakane sAthe rAkhe-bhaNAve ane 18 varSa dIkSA Ape to zuM ja. zrAvakane sAdhu jaDe rakhAya ja nahIM. sAdhu na thAya tyAM sudhI amuka dhArmika kriyAo paNa na karAvAya. sa sAdhupaNe pAse rAkhe che ne ? to zrAvakapaNe rAkhe to zuM vAMdho ? ja. zrAvakapaNe rAkhI sAdhupaNe je zikSaNa apAya te zikSaNa ApI zakAya ja nahiM. sagraMthamAM lakhyuM che ke eka mahino pAse rAkhI dIkSA ApavI, te vAta sAcI che ? Aje evA keTalAka sAdhuo che ke je zrAvakane pa che. e graMtha kadAca kalpita haze. agara AvA keIe banAvyo haze. dharmAcAryane badale roTalAcAya thayA che te tevI vAta karatA haze. sA vaDedarA saMmelananA TharAvanI khabara che ? ja vaDedarA saMmelananA TharAvane jANato nathI. jura konpharansane jANuM chuM. te jainAgamane mAnanArI saMsthA nathI. je jaina dharmane jainAgamane mAnanArI keI paNa saMsthA hoya te te . I. yu. meM. je. se. saMmelana ane zrI dezavirati dharmArAdhaka samAja ja che. atre cANasmAvALA manasukhalAle jaNAvyuM ke :- hAlanA vidvAna sAdhuo paNa bAlavayamAM dIkSita thayelA che. gUnha kare tenA mATe phejadArI kAyado che, eTale AvA kAyadAnI jarUra nathI. sa, mAbApanI saMmati na haiya, nasADyo hoya, te hoya, tene mATe A kAyado che. tamArA jevA mATe nathI. For Private and Personal Use Only

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125 jaLa e dAkhale banyo ja nathI. mAre paNa dIkSA levAno ja vicAra che, huM brahmacarya pALuM chuM, tema bIjA niyama paNa kare che. mAre chokaro paNa vairAgyamAM draDha che. tenI hamaNuM khabara na paDe. yuvAna thayA pachI sagIranA vicAre paNa pharI jAya. ja kaMI na thAya. tevA dAkhalA banyA nathI. ane sAkSIe dhI . meM. je. sosAyaTI taraphathI prasiddha thayela sAhitya aMka raju karyo, ane temAMthI vardhamAnavijayano phoTo batAvyo. sa, tyAre pAcho AvelAne pharI dIkSA na ApavI evo TharAva zA mATe ? ja e moTI uMmaranA mATe che. sagIra koI pAcho Avyo nathI. e badhI vidhionI dhAMdhala che. evA mANasonA vartanathI AvI sthiti utpanna thaI che. paNa tethI kAyadAnI jarUra nathI. For Private and Personal Use Only

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126 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir amRtalAla maganalAla zAha-amadAvAdavALAnI jubAnI tA. 11-7-32, sa. kyAMthI AvA che ? ja. pATaNathI. sa. kyAMnA rahIyA che. ? ja. amadAvAdanA rahIya chuM. sa. mesANAmAM kAtI sabhA maLelI ? jazrI dezivarati dharmAMrAdhaka samAjanuM khAsa adhivezana maLeluM. sa0 kayAre maLeluM ? ja. saMvata 1987 nA Aso vada 6 nA rAja maLeluM. sa pramukha koNa hatA ? ja0 jAmanagara nivAsI zeTha pApaTalAla dhArazIbhAi. sa.zA uddezathI maLeluM ? 40 tA. 30-7-31 nI A rAjanI AjJApatrikAmAM saM. dI. pra. ni aMdhaneA musaddo bahAra paDele, te amArA jaina zAstro virUdgha che--ema jaina samAjanA moTA bhAga mAnatA hatA. te daramyAna ghaNA saMdheAnA te sAme virAdha thayA hatA ane sArvajanika virodha darzAvavA mATe amArI sabhA maLelI. paNa jaina kAnpharansa je prathama AkhA hiMdanI kAmanuM pratinidhitvadharAvatI saMsthA hatI, teNe chellA pAMca varSamAM tenI dharma virUddhanI kAryavAhIthI pratinidhitva gumAveluM, temAMnA keTalAkAe maLI A dharma virUddha nibaMdhane amalamAM mUkavA sUcanA karI, tethI AkhI samAja zuM kahe che te mATe samagra kAmanA abhiprAya jaNAvavAnA hetuthI A adhivezana bharyuM. sa. temAM kAne khelAvelA? ja0 hiMdanA dareka bhAganA saMdhAne khelAvelA. sa. pracAra karyAM hatA ? 40 hA. 5000 AmatraNA mAkalelAM. 30 hajAra khuleTIne kADhelA. ane dezivarita patrikAnI 10 hajAra nakalA kADhI gAmegAma mAkalI khUba pracAra karyo hatA. sa0 keTalA hAr hatA ? For Private and Personal Use Only

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127 ja lagabhaga 2000 mANase hAjara hatA. sa, temAM vaDodarA rAjyanA keTalA? ja lagabhaga 700-800 mANasa haze. sa. rIporTa chapAvIne bahAra pADyo che ? ja hA. rIporTa bahAra pADyo che. satya zuM TharAva karelA? ja0 temAM TharAva karelo ke saM. dI. pra. nibaMdha ane tene bhAga jena dhama zAstra virUddha ane amArI dharmasvataMtratAnA hakaka upara kApa mUkayAre hoI te amone mAnya nathI, mATe rada karavo joIe. sa. A nibaMdha zAstra virUddha thatI dIkSAono virodha kare che ne ? ja A nibaMdhathI 8 thI 18 varSanI uMmaravALAnI dIkSAne sadaMtara niSadha thAya che, tethI te amArA zAstra virUddha che. sa. ATha varSanI uMmarane bALaka te ajJAna hoya ne ? ja0 ATha varSanI uMmaranAnI ajJAna vaya ApaNe kahI zakIe ja nahiM. tethI te zrImaMta sarakAre cha varSanI uMmarathI pharajIyAta keLavaNI le vAno kAyado kare che. sa0 bALaka dIkSA levA lAyaka gaNAya ? ja kema nahi? phejadArI kAyadAmAM cha varSanI uMmare gunha kare tene sajJAna gaNI phAMsIe caDhAvavAmAM Ave che. sa0 8 varSanA bALakane strI sa bhoganI IcchA hoya ? ja hA. cAra varSanI uMmare paNa thAya che. sa, strI saMbhogamAM te samajI zake? ja0 jeTalA purata tenI buddhino vikAsa teTalA purato te jANI zake. lagnano Adarza keTale uco che? mAnavajAtine TakAvI rAkhavAne udeza che. evAM badhAM lagna thAya to sAruM, paNa prabhunI IcchA ja strI purUvinA evA saMbaMdhanI hota te mANasane jema eka zarIramAM be hAtha ApyA che tema strI ane purUSane paNa sAthe janmAvata. viSayavAsanA ja ghaNI vadhAre che. sa18 varSanI uMmare ja strI saMbheganI prabaLa IcchA thAya, tenA upara bhAgyeja aMkuza mUkI zakAya. te 8 varSe dIkSA lIdhI hoya ane tema thAya te zuM kare? ja. vAsanAne dabAvavA prayatna kare, na rahI zake te dIkSA cheDI zake. For Private and Personal Use Only

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sava prathama e saMbaMdhI vicAra karyA vagara dIkSA le ane pachI saMsArane IcchA jAgRta thAya ane choDI cAlyA jAya e ThIka che ? ja evuM banyuM hoya e mArI jANamAMja nathI. sa, tame kaho cho ke koInI evI IcchA thatI ja nathI ? ja koIne thAya, mANasa saMjogono gulAma che. pUrva karmo bAMdhyA hoya ane Atmazakti hoya te jarUra pAlana karI zake. sa, janmathI ja strI saMbhoga mATe ja jo hoya to? ja tenuM mApaka yaMtra nathI. satra pahelAM janmapatrikAthI jovAmAM AvatuM ke saMnyAsI thaze te sAro nIkaLaze, ema hAla bane che? java pUrve kevI rIte ApatA te huM kahI zakuM nahiM. hAla kema Ape che te huM jANatA nathI. te gurU pite jJAnIo che ane teo lAyakAta joine Ape che, ema kahuM chuM. sa0 18 varSanI uMmaranI aMdaranA pitAnI milkatanuM saMrakSaNa ke vyava sthA karI zake ? ja teno saMbaMdha zArirIka vikAsane aMge che. mANasa azakta hoya te - lAta mArI bIjo paDAvI zake che. tene dIkSA joDe kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. sa0 ajJAna bALaka dIkSA laI milkatane hakka uThAvI zake che? ja. hA. dIkSA le tyAre te milkatane tyAjya gaNe che. sa. evI rIte tenI ajJAnatAmAM milkatano badho hakka dIkSA laI uThAvI le te iSTa che? ja hakka uDI jAya che-te huM kabUla karato nathI. sava tevo kAyado che tenuM zuM? ja kAyade hoya te sudhAro karavo joIe. sava dIkSA laI 15 varSe pAcho Ave, milkata vaheMcAI gaI hoya, te bhAga maLe ? ja pAcho Ave tyAre vartamAna sthitimAM je milakata hoya te bhagave. sa. 8 varSanI aMdaranAne dikSA na apAya evuM zAstramAM che ne? ja. 8 eTale 7 purAM thayAM hoya ne Ama bese che ane garbhaSTama eTale ( 6 varSanAne dIkSA apAya. sava savA cha varSanAne apAya ? jazAstrAe niyata karyuM te mAnya che. , , , For Private and Personal Use Only

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sa. evA bALakane dIkSA ApavI e tamane egya lAge che ? ja. mane to lAge che ke dIkSA mATe sArAmAM sAro vakhata ja e che. te badhuM samaje che. mAbApa paNa samajAve che ane te raste vALe che. chatAM vairAgI hoya toja dIkSA Ape che. dhaMdhe paNa pitAnI buddhithI ja lAge che ane AgaLa vadhe che. sato pachI baMdha karavAmAM samaje tema bhaNI, samajI dIkSA le to zuM? ja. duniyAmAM janmelo dareka mANasa dhaMdhe karavA ja sarajAyele che e kema manAya ? dIkSA levI eTale badhA pApanuM prAyazcita karavuM. emAM evA kayA aniSTo che ke bALakane tema karatAM aTakAvavo joIe ! A te dharma upara AkramaNa karavA jevuM thAya che. sa. adhivezana virUddha kAMI TharAva thayelA ke ? ja adhivezana virUddha kaI bolyuM ja nathI. sava ayogya dIkSA thAya che kharI ke ? ja thAya. me samudAya tethI kaI vakhate bane, paNa te dIkSA ja na kahevAya. marajI vinA-lAyakAta vinA-pALI zake tema na hoya, tevAne Ape to vyAjabI kahevAya nahiM. sa dIkSA saMbaMdhamAM jhaghaDA cAle che? ja jhaghaDA che, paNa te dIkSAne lIdhe ja che tema na kahI zakAya. kAraNa ghaNAM hoya. jyAM baMdhAraNa hoya tyAM jhaghaDA paNa thAya. eka ayogya mANasa hoya to paNa jhaghaDo ubho karI zake che. sava bALakane gurU piotAnI pAse rAkhe, bhaNAve, vRtti jue ane pachI 18 varSe dIkSA Ape to zuM ? ja na banI zake. kAraNake gurU pAdavihArI hoya, eka gAmathI bIje gAma pharatA rahe, jethI jene dIkSA levI hoya tene jeDe na rAkhI zake. eTale sAdhu thAya to ja sAthe rahI abhyAsa karI zake. gurUe karmanI nirjarA khAtara dIkSA lIdhI che, eTale tenI khAtara te moha rAkhe teTaluM pApa temane thAya che. saMskAramAM amUka divya zakti che ane te svIkArAyelI che. e kakSAmAM dAkhala thayA pachI uttarottara te vikAsa pAme che. gRhasthAzramamAM tema banI zakatuM nathI. sa, lAyakAta jovA mATe pAse rAkhe ne ? ja lAyakAta jovA mATe zrAvakane pAse rAkhI zake ja nahiM. paricaye kalAka be kalAka pitAnI pAse Ave jAya-upadeza kare te bhale. paNa koIne khAvA-pIvAnI jokhamadArI te na rAkhI zake. eTale ke saMpUrNa pAse te na ja rAkhI zake, 17 For Private and Personal Use Only

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130 sa. tyAre vaDedarAmAM sAdhu saMmelana maLyuM temAM evA TharAva krama karyo ? ja TharAveA thayA te prasiddha thayA, te amalamAM AvyA ja nathI. sa. tyAre TharAva thayA ja nathI ! khoTA che? ja. te DarAva ja vAstavika sAcA che ke nahiM tene bIjA sAkSIe khulAsA karaze. huM te viSayamAM uMDA utarela nathI. dIkSA karyAM hatA ? 0 sa mahAsukhabhAinA dAkhalAe ApI pUchavAmAM AvyuM ke AvI apAya che? ane te saMbaMdhI samelanamAM kAMi vicAra ja mAkhika carcA thayelI. e viSayamAM bahu dhyAna apAyeluM nahiM. saje AkSepothI tamArA dIlane AdhAta thAya, te saMbaMdhI vicArana karA, tema rIyA mAM ullekha paNa na karo ja dAkhalAo dAkhalA svarUpe mAnIe teA AdhAta thAya te! AkI patharA pheMkyA hAya tenA upara zuM dhyAna ApIe ? ( vADIlAla vaidyanI cIddhithI nIcene eka savAla pUchyA hatA. ) sarIpArTImAM vaDeAdarAnA saMghanI saMmati jaNAvI che ane vAdarAnA saMghe virAdha karyAM che te tame jANe che? ja. amArI upara kAMI lakhI jaNAvyuM nathI, tethI te huM jANatA ja nathI. sa. vaDedarA saMmelanamAM TharAva thayelA tenI khabara che ke nahIM ? jaTharAva thayAnI khabara che, paNa cha mahinAmAM tene sabhaMga thayele tyAre ja jhaghaDA thayA te ! bhaMga thayele. ja. te mane sAhityaMta nathI. sa. zAstranI mAhiti che? ja. zAstranI uMDI mAhiti nathI. sa. adhivezana mesANAmAM ane sekreTarI amadAvAdanA kayAMthI ? Yo devirata dhArAdhaka samAjanI epIsa amadAvAdamAM che. sakasI sAlamAM sthapAI? ja. sa. 1980mAM sthApanA thai. sa. tene uddeza zuM che? ja kriyA-dharmaneA pracAra karavA ane tenI AyarA karI. sa. kriyA-dharma eTale ? ja zAstramAM jaNAvyA mujaba zrAvakrae niyame pALavA ane dezivarata dharmamAM joDAvA preraNA karavI. sadIkSitA vadhAravA tevA uddeza kharA ne ? For Private and Personal Use Only

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136 ja dIkSAo vadhAravI e uddeza khare. e vastuthI ja AtmasAdhana thavAnuM che. bAkI badhuM nAzavaMta che. sava tenA sabhAsade keTalA che? ja. lagabhaga 1200 sabhAsade che. sa. temAMthI keTalAe dIkSA lIdhI che ? java 50-60 mANasoe dIkSA lIdhI haze.. sa. badhA 18 varSa uparAMtane ne ? ja hA. sava dIkSA ApavAmAM tame madada kare che ? ja. hA. dIkSA levAnA kAmamAM jarUra madada karIe. sava mAbApane samajAvI paisA Apo cho ? janA. paMDita mATe tathA pustako mATe sA khacae. sa, tamArI sabhA zuM kare che ? ja dIkSA mATe yogya thavAne mATe potAnI vRtti keLa . sa) tenI koI zALA che ? ja. gRha e zALA ane zAstranA niyamo e pATha. sava amadAvAdamAM o. I. yu. meM. je. so. saMmelananI ophIsa che ? 40 ha. sa, tenI sAthe tamAre saMbaMdha kharo ? ja saMbaMdha che. saMrathAo judI che. sa, tenA keTalA sabhAsado che? ja tenA sabhAsado lagabhaga 3000 che. sa. baMnnenA sabhAsade ekabIjAmAM kharAM ke ? ja. hA. AmAM paNa kharA ane temAM paNa kharA. sa. temAM keTalA gAmanA sabhAsada che? ja, gujarAta, mAravADa vigere sthaLanA temAM sabhAsado che. sa. A kAyadAnA dIgaMbara ke sthAnakavAsI kema vAMdho letA nathI ? ja. temanI marajInI vAta che. gujarAtamAM dIgaMbaranI vastI thoDI che, ane tenA sAdhuo maryAdita che. sthAnakavAsI saMbaMdhI mane khabara nathI. sava temanA dharma upara AghAta nahi thato hoya ? ja thAya. paNa pratikAra karavo na kare te temanI marajInI vAta che. sava chANInA chokarAne bApanI marajI virUddha aMdherImAM dIkSA ApI te jANo cho ? ja. nA. te huM jANato nathI. - - For Private and Personal Use Only

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132 cImanalAla kezavalAla kaDIAnI jubAnI, tA. 117-3ra. rahIza-amadAvAda uM. va. 33 sava kAyadA saMbaMdhI zuM kaho cho ? ane je AkSepa thAya che te saMbaM dhamAM samAdhAna karavA khuzI che ke kema ? ja. jayAM sudhI mAro ane Apano draSTibheda che ane jyAM sudhI jaina daSTie Apa nahiM tapAsa, tyAM sudhI zrImaMta sarakAra ane ame ekamata thavAnAja nathI. draSTibheda hoya ane bIjAnA upara potAno mata parANe ThokI besADavAnuM hoya tyAM jhaghaDAo rahelAja che. AvI dharmanI bAbatamAM dharma jaina hoya teja vadhu marma samajI zake. sa. zrI sarakAra jaina nathI, paNa amAruM dhyeya evuM che ke hAla temAM je malInatA paDI hoya to te dUra karavI, kAraNa ke zAstra virUddha je dIkSA apAtI hoya to AvA gulAbacaMdanA ekaja dAkhalAthI ame kAyado karIe. jaina dharma kaheluM che te kabula maMjura che, paNa bALakanI tapAsa karyA vagara je dIkSA apAtI hoya to tethI jaina dharmanI moTIhani che. ja sagIra chokarA upADI javAmAM Ave che ke kema ? te jaina sivAya bIjA vadhAre na jANI zake. A badhI dhAMdhala dIkSAnA virodhaonI che. koIne evI rIte upADI javAmAM AvatA ja nathI. sa0 mAbApanI saMmatithI dIkSA thaI hoya te vAMdho nathI, paNa mAbApane raDAve vigere ThIka na kahevAya. prabhu mahAvIre mAbApane saMtopIne dIkSA lIdhI hatI ne ? zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka jainomAM koI celeja karI kahI zake che ke huM mahAvIranuM jIvana jIvavAne taiyAra chuM! agara zAstramAM evuM koI paNa jagyAe kaheluM che ! zAstro Agama paMcAMgI sahita mAnato hoya ane te koI paNa jaina hoya to A kharaDAne virodha karyA sivAya rahe ja nahi. prabhunuM jIvana Adarza tarike raju na karAya. pAMca varSa pahelAM huM pote A sAdhusaMsthAno kaTTara virodhI hato. mArI paLamAM banela bAI ratanano dAkhalo meM najaronajara joyo ane te uparathI mane lAgyuM ke huM khoTI rIte devAyo chuM. tyAra pachI tenI meM tapAsa karelI, ane chevaTe dhaMdhe choDI sADA traNa varasathI pU. sAdhuonI sevAnuM kAma karuM chuM. sa. A sthiti thavAnuM kAraNa zuM? 40 For Private and Personal Use Only

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133 ja vartamAnapatrakAre pitAnI pharaja bhUlyA che. kAraNa ke amoe mokalelA lagabhaga basa jeTalA satya khulAsAo teoe ekataraphI deravAI jaI prasiddha karyA nathI ane kacarAnI TopalIne svAdhIna karyA che. je tema na thayuM hota to bhAgavatI dIkSAnI je sthiti thai ane korTamAM laDAIo thaI tema na thAta. vartamAnapatro uparathI huM paNa ema mAnavAvALe thayela ke sAdhuo paThANe che. samAdhAnanA dareke dareka prasaMge huM taiyAraja rahyo chuM. muMbaImAM jaina yuvaka saMgha taraphathI maLanArI jaina yuvaka pariSadanA pramukha tarIke zrIyut maNIlAla koThArInuM nAma jyAre bahAra AvyuM ke tarata ja huM temane jorAvaranagara temane ghera maLyo, vAtacIta karI ane kahyuM ke rAunDa Tebala meLavo ane temAM nakakI karo ke ATalI ATalI bAbatomAM ApaNe ekamata chIe, ane je bAbatamAM maphera hoya te bAbatone pAMca AcAryo pAse nyAya meLavo ane teo kahe te kabUla rAkho. te bAbatamAM vinavaNI karI, chevaTe aMtarathI ra. zrI maNibhAIe dalasojI darzAvI ane amadAvAda huM AvavAno chuM eTale tyAM mane maLaje ema kahyuM. tyArapachI teo amadAvAda AvyA. temane huM maLyo. 3 kalAka vAtacIta thaI ane chevaTe mane muMbAI gayA pachI gya karavA kahyuM ane amone paNa muMbaI AvavA jaNAvyuM. ame paNa muMbAI gayA ane pramukhazrIe te mATe mahenata karI chatAM paNa kAMI nahiM banI zakavAthI chevaTe zeTha nagInadAsa karamacaMdane tyAM TelIphonathI mane khabara ApI ke dIlagIra chuM ke kAMI banI zake tema nathI, ane mane pariSadamAM bhAga levA AmaMtraNa ApyuM. mane saMkhyAno meha nathI. zuravIra eka hoya che, siMhaNa ekaja jaNe che. jemanA jaDa hRdaya hoya, temanI sAthe vATAghATa karavA huM mAMgatoja nathI. jaina ve. mUrtipUjaka tarike teo kahI de ke Agama graMtho amane pramANa che, te samAdhAna tarataja thAya. jJAnIoe sarva samayane vicAra karIne ja A AjJAo ane siddhAMta karyA che, temAM kadI pharaphera thaI zake ja nahiM. eka dIvAsaLIthI so jagAe Aga lagADI zakAya. paNa te olavavA mATe to bA joIe ane tyAreja zAMti thAya. je kAyado thaze to IDIyAmAM vaheluM vaheluM zovijhama Avaze. sa. tame kahI saMsthAnA sekreTarI che ? ja eN. I. yu. me. jai. sa. saMmelanano sekreTarI chuM. sateno uddeza zuM che ? For Private and Personal Use Only

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134 ja dharma upara thatAM AkSepone pratikAra karo ane zAsananI unnati thAya tevAM kAryo karavAM. sakayAre sthApanA thaI? ja. pAMca varSa thayAM. saAkSepa kayArathI thavA lAgyA. ja AkSepa chellAM ATha varSathI thavA lAvyA ? sa, kevA AkSepo thayA ? jai Agame phatavA zAstra che, tene bALI bhasmabhUta karavA joIe, evuM kahenArA kulAMgAro hAla nIkaLyA che. mUrtinI pUjA karavAne badale tene ramavAnA ramakaDA kahenArA paNa amArI jaina kemamAM pAkyA che. je bhAIoe A kharaDAne Teko Apyo che teo mATe khuzIthI kAyade kare te amane jarAe vAMdho nathI. paNa amane dharma virUddha vartavAnI pharaja maherabAnI karI na pADe. sava kAyade kene lAgu pADave te zI rIte nakkI thAya ? ja kAyadAnA himAyatIonI sahIo ApanI pAse che. sava dIkSAne hetu zo ? ja AtmakalyANanI sAdhanA. eTale janma maraNathI AtmAnuM nivRtta thaI-mukta thaI svarUpamAM sthApana thavuM te mATenI kriyA-te dIkSA. satra mArA AtmAnuM kalyANa dIkSA lIdhAthI thaze, e sagIra samajI ja hA khuzIthI. sa. evA samAthI keTalA ? ja. jene pUrvabhavanuM jJAna hoya ane uMcA saMskAra hoya teo samajI sa0 bALaka eTale ATha varSane, eTale AThathI 70 varSanI uMmaravALAmAM kANuM samajI zake ? ja pUrvabhavamAM jJAnakriyAnI khUba ArAdhanA karelI hoya te jaldI samajI zake. AtmaguNa sAthe vayane koI jAtano saMbaMdha nathI. ATha varSanI vaya eTalA mATe ja yogya gaNI che. te nIcenI vaya mATe paNa vidhAna che. mAbApa sAthe dIkSA letA hoya tevA laI zake che. sa. ArA phare che tema AjJA phare ne ? ja. zAstranI AjJA ekaja che. ArA phare paNa AjJA na phare. pArzvanAtha For Private and Personal Use Only

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135 prabhunA vakhatamAM cAra mahAtratA hatA ane atyAre pAMca mahAvratA che. tenuM kAraNa 24mA tIrthaMkara zrI mahAvIra prabhue vakra ane jaDa hayAtI samajaNa mATe cothA tathA pAMcamA vratane juduM pADI samajAvyuM. mAbApa dIkSA letA heAya, A Lakane sAcavanAra kAina DrAya, te! ADa vadhatI nIcenAne paNa sAthe dIkSA ApI zakAya. zAstromAM A saMbaMdhI spaSTa khuAse che. goTALA utpanna thavAnuM kAraNa muddenA viparyAsanuM che. sa. dIkSA ApavA saMbaMdhamAM zAstrAjJAnI avagaNanA thAya che ke nahiM ? ja. mArI jANamAM AvyuM nathI. sa. mAbApanI saMmati vinA dIkSA apAya che kharI? ja0 16 varSanA sagIrane tenA vAlInI saMmati levI joIe. samati vagara dIkSA Ape te adattAdAnane doSa lAge che. rAjya jenesagIrane vAlI gaNatuM hAya tenI rajA levI joIe, evI zAstramAM AjJA che. hi te ziSya cArI gaNAya. sa. tevI dIkSAe thAya che ke nahi ? ja. mArI jANamAM nathI. kadAca ekAda e pAMca thaI hAya to te kabUla karavAmAM mane vAMdho nathI. paNa mArI jANamAM nathI ane hAya to te kahevAmAM mane vAMdhe nathI. sa cAgyatA jovAya che ne? ja. yAgyatA je rIte jovAya te rIte jue che. gurU peAtAnI buddhi mujaba zAstra pramANe parikSA kare che. ziSya meAhanI khAtara tapAsa nathI karatA evuM jANatA nathI, kAraNa ziSyanI sArInarasI tamAma lekhamArI gurUne mAthe hoya che, kAraNa ke tarataja kahevAya ke kalANAnA ziSya nAsI gayA. evA evA ziSyA karIne hAthe karIne apati thAya tene vimA ke' utAre kharA ! tethI khAtrI karIneja dIkSA Ape. evA mAnAkAMkSI gurU hAvAja na joIe ane jo hAya ! tene samAje gurU tarIke mAnavAja na joIe. atre sAkSIe agAu lakhI mekalela keTalAkAnI dIkSAonI vigatavAra hakIkata saMbaMdhI pUchavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. sa. jIvaNalAla nAthAbhAIvAlA dAkhalA saMbaMdhI zuM kaho che? ja. sAMbhaLelA temaja DabhoImAM tapAsa karelI tethI kahuM chuM. sa. Ai nAraMgI saMbaMdhI. ja. mArI potAnI jAta mAhiti che. sa0 bAlubhAI choTAlAla For Private and Personal Use Only

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136 ja te prasaMge hAjara na hato eTale jAtamAhiti nahiM, sAMbhaLeluM. sa, dhIrajalAla trIbhavana ja hAjara nahoto. sAMbhaLeluM. sa, bena tArA bhAIlAla. ja jAta mAhiti. sa, mAravADI pannAlAla. ja jAta mAhiti. sa0 bAI ratanane amadAvAdamAM kesa. ja jAta mAhiti. sakhaMbhAta lIlAvatI kesa. ja jAta mAhiti. sava vAsada bAImenA kesa. ja jAta mAhiti. sava amadAvAda kusumavijayajIno kesa. ja jAta mAhiti. sa0 jAmanagaramAM unAvAvALA motIlAlano kesa. ja jAta mAhiti. A badhI dIkSAo zAstrArA mujaba apAyelI che, eTale karavAmAM AvelA AkSepo tadana khoTA che. sa. A bAbatamAM tame khUba rasa le che ? ja. hA, AmaMtraNa hoya to paNa jAuM ane jayAM dolAnA virodhi ghaNuM hoya ane tophAna karaze ema lAge te paNa jAuM. tevA dharmane vidhi eja kahe che ke "dIkSA baMdha karo." sa, eto baMdha karavAnuM nathI kahetA paNa temAM bagADa thayo che te kADhI nAM mavAnuM ja te temanA lakhANe juo te khAtrI thaze ke zAsana ane dIkSA virUddha kevA humalA kare che. badho daMbha che. sava virodhao zAthI che ? ja sAdhu saMsthAja khaTake che. ma dIkSA ayogya apAya che tyAre ne? ja dIkSA agya kahevAya ja nahiM. sa0 ayogya dIkSA kone kahevAya? ja zAstrakAroe kahyA mujabathI virUddha jatI hoya te, For Private and Personal Use Only

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137 satame kahI zake che ke gurUo ziSya mehathI dIkSA nathI ApatA ? ja. mArI pAse evuM jJAna nathI ke jethI huM teonA hRdaya pArakhI zakuM. sa. keI ayogya karatuM hoya te tene ughADA pADavA mATe tamAre te dareka kharuM kahevuM joIe. ja huM eja kahuM ke Apa amArI kharekharI dareka hakIkata sAMbhaLe. ane tenA upara khUba vicAra kare. sa. sAdhu saMmelana vaDodarAmAM maLeluM te saMbaMdhI jANo cho ? ja. temAM huM nahoto, paNa copaDI vAMcelI che. sa. eka mahino pAse rAkhI, parikSA karI dIkSA ApavI evo TharAva thayela che? ja zabdo ApavAmAM Ave te kahuM. A saMbaMdhI je kahuM te e saMdhADAnA sAdhuone ke koIpaNa sAdhune baMdhanakAraka gaNavuM nahi. kAraNa mArI jAtamAhiti nathI. e TharAvono amala thayo nathI. TharAvo karyA hoya to paNa AtmArAmajI mahArAjanA ekaja saMghADAe karela che, eTale te bIjAne baMdhanakartA nathI. draSTi eka thayA vagara A jhaghaDA ukale ema mane lAgatuM nathI. sa" tyAre te sarakAre vacce paDavuM joIene? ja kalaha karanArane rokavA joIe ke bIjAne ? je nyAya yukta hoya, evo abhiprAya Apa bhale kare. nyAyasara kare te maMjura che. AjJA patrikAmAM zarUAtamAMja Ama thayuM che vigere sUcaka abhiprAya Apyo che tethI mane bahu navAI lAge che. gAmaDAomAM pracAra meM karela ane huM gayelo tyAre mane anubhava thayelo. leke kahetA ke amArA mahArAjA sAhebano evo hetu che tyAM ame zuM karIe ! goviMdabhAI tevuM nathI. dharma sAro che ema zrI sarakAra mAneja che. mAtra temAM malInatA pesI gayAnI pharIyAda che, tenI tapAsa karI dura karavAneja IrAdo che, ane te to tame paNa kabUla karazo ke "beTuM nathI."ema kahI sAkSIne sAdhusaMmelananA TharAvanI cApaDI ApavAmAM AvI. ja A copaDI asala nathI. a rA. vADIlAla veve jaNAvyuM ke te bIjI AvRtti che ane mULa copaDI barAbara che. goviMdabhAI-vADIbhAIne kahyuM ke "Apa te saMbaMdhI mAhitagAra che?" vADIbhAI-hA. te vakhate ayogya dIkSAnI pravRtti zarU thayelI ane tethI rAjadarabAre javuM na paDe ane tethI dharmanI avahelanA na thAya tethI For Private and Personal Use Only

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138 AmArAmajI mahArAjanA saMdhADAnA badhA sAdhuone samaya vicAra bhegA karyAM. zrI dAnasara, zrI premavijayajI ane temanA ziSya zrI rAma vijayajI paNa hAjara hatA. tenu' anukaraNu mULacaMdajI mahArAjanA saMdhADAe karyuM hatuM. vIraputra AnadasAgarajIe paNa sa Mmati darzAvI hatI. virUddhatA krAIe karI nathI. amuka muddata pachI virAdha janmelA. sa. evA banAvA banatA hatA tethI saMmelane AvA TharAva karelA ne? ja. A TharAva thayoja nathI athavA khoTA che evuM kahevA mATe huM taiyAra nathI. sa. A TharAva vAdarA taLamAM jaina sAdhuoe karyo tene amala na thatA hAya te zuM karavuM? ja jete gunho karyo hoya tene javAbadAra gaNI. A TharAva marayAta che, pharajIyAta nathI. A samelana sAdhuenA eka samudAyanuM hatuM. . A TharAva vartamAnapatromAM prasiddha thayA che ke? ja te thaye haze. sa. A TharAva badhA sAdhue mAnya kare ke nahiM ? ja. A TharAva badhA sAdhue mAnya kare ke nahi te kahI zakAya nahiM. kAraNa ke A saMmelana eka saMdhADAnuM hatuM. sa sa dhADe eTale mAnyatA tA ekaja ne ? vADIbhAi-saghADe! eTale samuha eTale kuLa. sa. siddhAMtamAM phera khare! ? vADIbhA-siddhAMta te ekaja, temAM phera nahiM. sa A TharAvanA amala na thayAnA dAkhalA che ? Yo A TharAva thayA pachI TuMka samayamAMja saMmelananA pramukhe peAte dIkSA ApI che. mAnI marajI virUddha dIkSA ApyAnA eka dAkhalA mArI jANamAM che. sa. kamalasarine mAne che ? 40 hA, kamalarane mAnuM chuM. sa dIkSA kANe ApI ? Yo emanA samudAyanA upAdhyAya zrI vIravijayajIe ApI. sa.yAre ane mAM ApelI ? ja. samesana pachI 6, 8 mahinA pachI khaMbhAta pAse vatarAmAM ApelI. sa. A dIkSA zAstra virUddha gaNAya ne? ja. moTI uMmaranAne saMmatinI jarUra nathI. A dIkSA sagIranI nathI. For Private and Personal Use Only

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139 TharAva sa` sAmAnya che. chekarAnuM nAma khabara nathI paNa hAlamAM muni zrI rAmavijayajI che te. temanI uMmara keTalI hatI? sa jaya 17 varasatI uMmare dIkSA lIdhI. sa A TharAvanA amala thaye| nathI ne ? 40 TharAva je rIte lakhavAmAM Avye che te rIte tene amala thayA nathI. dhArA ke bApa dIkarA sAthe dIkSA levA Ave te kAne pUchavAnuM rahyuM ? eTale tevI dIkSA sAdhu Apeja. eTale te TharAva marajIyAta che. saMghanI saMmati joIe ne ? sa go sa ro saMghanI paravAnagInI jarUraja nathI, keTalAkAe matabhedane pariNAme tema rAvyuM che. sa. dAkhalA jANA che ? 40 bhAvanagaranA saMghe TharAva karyAnI vAta sAMbhaLI hatI. paTaNI sAhebanI bhalAmaNathI A TharAva karyAnuM jAhera karyuM hatuM. amee te saMbaMdhamAM paTaNI sAhebane prathama patra lakhyA. tene javAba na AvyuM. eTale bIjo patra lakhyA, tyAre paheAMca AvI. chevaTe trIjo patra lakhyA eTale gALagoLa javAba maLyA. khulAsA na maLyA. TharAva vAMcyA che ? sa ja atre bhAvanagaranA TharAvanu henDabIla raju karyuM ane vAMcyuM. A TharAva paTaNI sAhebanI zehamAM dakSAne karyuM, ane tene A pratyakSa purAvA che. tyAre vaDAdarAmAM zuM thaze ? Apa je kAMI karI te vaDeAdarA rAjya mATe che. mApha karajo ke mAre kahevuM joize ke AnApatrikAmAM samajAvyA chatAM prajA deravAi nathI, te tenI dha bhAvanAnu kAraNa che. samajAvavA chatAM paNa ApanI prajAnA 107 gAmanA zrI saMdhAe A kharaDAneA virAdha karyAM che, jyAre ekAda e gAmAe tarapheNa karI hoya teA AjJApatrikA bhAgyazALI gaNAya. bAkI bhAvanagarane saMdha aa saMdha tarIkenI peAtAnI pharaja bhUlyA che, ane pANI sAhebanI zehamAM dabAyA che. saMsAra vyavahAranA hita mATe kAyadA karA to amane vAMdhA nathI. jete jaina dharma na joitA hAya, na gamatA hAya-te bhale dIgaMbarAnI mAphaka chuTA paDe, paNa ame tA zAstranI pavitra AjJAe pALavA sarvasva homavA taiyAra chIe. teA pachI amArA dharmasvAtaMtrya upara aMkuza zA mATe mUkAvA joie? A nibaMdhathI tamane zI harakata che? sa For Private and Personal Use Only

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140 40. ja sagIranI dIkSA bIlakula baMdha thAya che. sa0 sagIra samaje zuM? bacuM dudha pIe che, te zuM samaje che ? kazuMja nahIM. paNa te kayA hetuthI apAya che te jANavuM joIe. evA juja dAkhalAo bane che. pUrvane saMskAra sArA hoya to jaldI te AgaLa cAlyo jAya. chellA pAMca varSamAM vaDodarA rAjyamAMthI Apa keTalA sagIrAe dIkSA lIdhI mAne che ? goviMdabhAI-e bAbata tapAsa karAvelI paNa pUratI mAhiti maLI nathI. ane sAkSIe 1ra nAmanuM sagIra dIkSitonuM lIsTa raju karyuM hatuM ane jaNAvyuM hatuM ke chellA pAMca varSamAM mAtra 12 sagIra chokarAonI dIkSAo thaI che. vadhumAM ApanI pAse AvelA anarthanA purAvA je mane ApavAmAM Avaze to huM khulAsA karIza tema jaNAvyuM hatuM. sa, gulAbacaMdanA chokarAno dAkhale sAMbhaLyo ? ja. hA, sAMbhaLyo. sa. evI rIte bane te sAruM kahevAya ? ja. nA, te huM sAruM mAnato nathI. chatAM Aje pakSApakSImAM sAdhuone beDI paherAvavAnA, 18 varSanI uMmara hovA chatAM 13 varSanI uMmara lakhI khoTA keso karavAnA prayatno thAya che. eTale Aja zuM na thAya te kahI zakAya nahiM. sasaMmati vagara dIkSA apAya che, tethI jhaghaDA thAya che ne ? Ajano jhaghaDe ene nathI. sAbIta karI ApuM ke A jhaghaDe I bhAve ane sAdhusaMsthAne naSTa karavAnA irAdAthI ja thAya che. te mATe khoTA keso karyA, AkramaNa karyA. huM je kahuM chuM te mArI pUrNa javAbadArI samajIne ja kahuM chuM. te badhAnA purAvA mArI pAse mojuda che. sa. zAstra pramANe varyA nahIM tethI A pariNAma AvyuM ne ? jatevA je koI hoya to temano bacAva karavA huM taiyAra nathI. sa. paraNIne tarata dIkSA le te sAruM ? ja vaTalIne bIjA dharmamAM jAya to zuM? eka mAtra dIkSAja khaTake che. A te brAhmaNanA khabhe bakarAnA jevo khela thaI rahyo che. sa, DabhoIne gulAbacaMdane kisso khoTo che? ja. te kahI gayA temAM hada vagaranuM mIThuM maracuM bhabharAveluM che. Apa paNa e nathI samajI zakyA ke temAM mANabhaTanI mAphaka rAga reDAya che! For Private and Personal Use Only

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141 sa0 emanuM duHkha bahAra paDatuM hatuM. ja kare upADI javAmAM Avyo hoya to jarUra duHkha lAge-e huM kabUla 0 A vAta bahAra AvI che, eTale tenI kAMI tame tamArI javAba dArI upara tapAsa karazo ke? saMsthAnA sekreTarI tarIke tamArI jANavAnI IcchA hovI ja joIe. ja tapAsa karIza. javAbadArI nahiM, paNa pariNAma jarUra jaNAvIza. goviMdabhAI-pariNAma jaNAvaje. [ re, cImanalAla kezavalAla kaDIAnI bAkI rahelI jubAnI tA. 16-7-3ra ne dine thaI hatI, te ahIM joDI devAmAM AvI che. ] sadIkSA levAnuM kAma ghaNuM kaThaNa che ke nahi ? ja kaThaNa te che ja. talavAranI dhAra para cAlavA jevuM, merUparvata jeTale bhAra vahana karavA jevuM che. saATaluM badhuM kaThaNa kAma bALaka karI zake ? ja. hA, je Asakita chuTe te bALaka paNa karI zake. sabALaka ajJAna hoya, chatAM A vastu barAbara samajI zake ane karI zake? ja hA. ajJAna hoya, chatAM paNa je jaDa vastu paratve rAga na rahe te jarUra karI zake. jainone mana A kArya duSkara nathI. sAdhu avasthAmAM jAya eTale ke dIkSA le ane rAga rahyo hoya, to te naja karI zake, eTale choDIne pAcho paNa Ave. sava choDanArane aTakAvavAmAM Ave che kharA ke? ja choDyAnA dAkhalA bane paNa kharA, temAM navAI jevuM kAMI nathI. choDIne AvanArane aTakAvavAno eka paNa dAkhale ahIM raju thaye nathI. sa0 bALaka eTale pahelI copaDInA kalAsa pramANe gaNAya, paNa A to kaeNlejanA savAla jevuM agharuM che ne ? ja. je draSTAMta sAthe sarakhAvavAmAM Ave che, te bIlakula baMdhabesatuM nathI. vepArI vepAra karI jANe paNa zaDha upara caDhavAnuM tene muzkela paDe ane vahANavaTInA nAnA nAnA chokarAo paNa sahelAIthI zaDha upara caDhI zake. sa. tyAre A te tame na karI zake, e tamArAM chokarAM karI zake emane ? ja. vyavahAramAM paNa ema bane che. bApa berIsTara na banyuM hoya ane chokare berIsTara bane ! For Private and Personal Use Only

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142 sa bharyo hoya tyAre ? ja. hA. udyama kare che. ane evI ja rIte bALaka dIkSA le eTale dIkSAmAM praveza karyo-eja enA udyamanI zarUAta. sa) e te pahelI copaDI bhaNavA jevuM thayuM ? ja hA. tenA be rastA che. eka vyavahArika ane bIjo dhArmika. jema vyavahArika jJAna mATe pahelI copaDIne kalA che, tema Amika unnati sAdhavAvALA mATe dIkSA grahaNa karavI e pahelI copaDIne ja kalAsa che. temAM jema jema AgaLa vadhe, tema tema paMnyAsa, AcArya vigere thAya. bannenI dizAja bhinna che. sa) jhaverInuM nAma paNa na jANato hoya ane jhaverAtane oLakhI zakato paNa na hoya, tevAne jhaverInI dukAne besADe to zuM pariNAma Ave? ja. tethIja zIkhavA mATe TAIma paNa lAge. sa, to pachI dIkSA levA mATe prathama zIkhavuM joIene ? ja je jAtanuM zikSaNa levuM hoya, te jAtanI dukAne besavuM joIe. zA LAmAM gayA vagara jema vyavahArika jJAna maLe nahi, tema dhArmika jJAna paNa ahIMja maLe. dhArmika jJAna meLavavAnI A prAthamika nizALa che. sa0 dIkSA lenAre mAbApanI saMmati levI joIe ke nahi ? ja. 16 varSanI uMmara sudhInAne saMmati avazya levI ja joIe. saMmati vagaranAne dIkSA ApI zakAya nahiM ane je koI dIkSA Ape che. te sAdhu cAra gaNAya. 16 varSathI moTI uMmaranAne mATe saMmati na maLe to paNa cAle. mAbApa pAse rahIne dIkSA na apAve, evI koInI paNa IcchA heya nahi. mehathI chuTa na kare, to zubha kAryamAM prayANa karatAM rokAvuM nahi-evI zAstranI AjJA che. sa ) kayA zAkyamAM che ? ja paMcakalpabhASya pAnuM 17-sagIra dIkSA saMbaMdhInA dareka AdhAre raju karavA mATe meM taiyAra karelA che. sa niSphaTikA kone kahevAya ? ja apratipUrNa e bALaka-16 varSanI aMdaranAne vAlInI saMmati vagara dIkSA Ape, te te mATe niSphaTikA doSa lAge. sa, sAdhu dharmamAM 18 prakAre dIkSA na apAya evuM dharmabiMdumAM che te kADhe. temAM niSphaTika saMbaMdhI che ? ja dharmabiMdumAMthI- niSphaTikA-mAtApitA ke vaDile rajA na ApI hoya, tevAne apaharaNa For Private and Personal Use Only

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143 karI dIkSA Ape tene niSphaTikA deSa kahevAya che. sa, mAlIkanI rajA vagara dIkSA Ape to corI kahevAya evuM lakhyuM che, to tenI dIkSA ApavAthI pApa lAgene? ja. uMmaralAyaka hoya tene dIkSA Ape tyAM sAdhune pApa lAgatuM nathI. kAraNa ke-dIkSA lenAranI bhAvanA tamane rakhaDAvavAnI hotI nathI, paNa potAnA AtmAnuM hita sAdhavAnI ja hoya che. se lagna karatI vakhate vacana ApavAmAM Ave che, ane pachI dIkSA le te vacanano bhaMga thAya ane tethI pApa lAgene ? ja. te mujabanA vacana bhaMgathI depa lAgato nathI, kAraNa ke--jainakuLamAM janmelA chokarA yA chokarInI janmathI ja evI bhAvanA hovI joIe ke-jyAMsudhI A saMsArano tyAga na karuM, tyAMsudhI ThagA chuM ema mAne. sava avatAra levAmAM ja ThagAyo chuM ema na mAne ? ja. nA. upara mujaba kahyuM temaja mAne. sa. zAstrano AdhAra batAvo. ja te saMbaMdhI zrAddhavidhi pAne 181 mAM lakheluM che. seva zrAddha eTale ? ja zrAvaka, sa, tenA kartA koNa che? ja zrI dhanezvarasUrijI. sa. eno artha ema nathI thato ke-dareke dIkSA levI! ja0 nA. A to mULa dhyeya che ane te sarva keIe rAkhavuM joIe. sa evuM dhyeya na hoya to jIvavuM nakAmuM ne ? ja hA. te potAno ThagA mAne, eTale ke -viSayavAsanAmAM phasAI paDyo chuM, temAMthI kayAre chuTuM, evI bhAvanA avazya hovI joIe. sa. evI rIte gAvuM zA mATe paDe ? badhAe sAdhu banI jAya. Atma sAdhana kare, jethI mokSa maLe. ja. e kahevAnI yogyatA sAdhuone ja hoya che, tethI teo upadeza Ape che ke A saMsAra viSayavAsanAthI bharelo che mATe choDavo joIe. ane evo upadeza Apavo e emanuM kartavya che. je evo bodha na Ape to sAdhu sAdhuja na kahevAya. sa, badhAMja je dIkSA le ane pALe, te to jaino paNa na rahe ane sAdhuo paNa na rahe. ja dIkSA le te badhAMja mokSamAM pahoMcI jAya ema nathI banatuM. kadAca For Private and Personal Use Only

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ja badhAM mokSamAM pahoMcI jAya to paNa zuM ? piolIsa rAkho te paNa cera-gunagAre te rahevAnAja. sa, kayA dAkhalAo tame taiyAra karyA che? zAstranA AdhArenA dAkhalAo vAMcyA ane raju karyA. sa. A badhA zAstro karatAM dharmabiMdu badhAne sAraja che ne ? AkhAye jaina zAstranuM dahana eka dharmabindumAMja na Ave. jo ke e graMtha sarvasAmAnya che khare, te paNa temAM keTaluMka spaSTa na hoya te te bIjAmAMthI jovuM joie. sa, badAmI sAhebe kahyuM te tame sAMbhaLyuM che ne ? ja. hA. . teoe kahyuM che ke-zAstra zrAvakathI vaMcAya nahi temAM tame saMmata che? ja hA. veda brAhmaNo vAMcI zake che, tenuM kAraNa temAM kuLanI mahattA che ane ahIMA jainadharmamAM AcAranI mahattA che, tethI sAdhuoja te vAMcI zake. sazrAvake vAMcI zake ja nahi ? ja zrAvakane vAMcavAnI manAIja che. amUka graMtha evA che ke je zrAvakane vAMcavAne bhalAmaNa che, paNa te kyA che te mane khabara nathI. sava zAthI na vAMcI zake ? ja amArA zAstramAM dareka prazno bahuja uMDANathI carcavAmAM AvyA che, eTale zrAvako vAMcIne tene avaLo artha karI bese, te mahAna nukazAna thAya. sa. tene kAMI AdhAra batAve che? ja vAMcyuM che ane sAMbhaLyuM che te uparathI kahuM chuM. sa0 dIkSA ApatAM saMghanI saMmati levI joIe ke nahi? ja saMghane pUchavAnI jarUra ja nathI. sasAdhu te zAstro jANe, paNa dIkSA lenAra mANasa kayI jAtane che, kevI kerekaTarane che, te badhuM je saMdhane pUche nahi, to kevI rIte mAlama ja paDe ! kadAca ayogya paNa AvI jAya ! ja0 rajA mATe pUchavAnI AvazyakatA nathI. sAdhu pite pitAnI marajIthI AvI bAbato jANavA mATe pUche te te zAstravirUddha nathI, paNa saMghane pUchavuM ja joIe ema cheja nahi. For Private and Personal Use Only

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145 sa, duniyAdArIno anubhava to sAdhune nathI hote ne ? ja duniyAdArIno anubhava nathI hota, paNa jJAnadvArA duniyAdArInA anubhavo samajI zake che. jJAnadvArA amArA vyavahArika vartana teo pArakhI zake che. sava paNa yogya agyanI khAtrI zI rIte thAya ? ja. tevI khAtrI karavA mATe zAstrane bAdha na Ave tema hAla paNa pUche che. jevA mAtrathI kalpI zake tevI buddhi paNa keTalAkamAM hoI zake. mane teno kaMIka anubhava thayo che. sa. cANasmAnA caturadAsanI jubAnI tame sAMbhaLI che ne ? ja hA. sa. temAM sAdhue pUchyA vagara 16 varSanI uMmaranAne dIkSA ApI che ne ? ja. 16 varSanI uMmaranAne dIkSA apAIja nathI. te te 18 varSanI uMmarano chokaro hato. sasagIra umare laI gayAnuM bApe lakhAvyuM che ne ? ja laI gayAnuM bApe kahyuM nathI. sa, sAdhu gayA tyAre laI gayA ne? jala sAdhu gayA tyAre laI gayA ema kahyuM nathI. sa pharIyAda karI hatI ? ja hA. pilIsamAM pharIyAda karI hatI, paNa te laI gayAnI pharIyAda nahotI. sava te bAbatanA kAgaLa ame maMgAvI zakIzuM, paNa 16 varSa pahelAMnI umaranAnI saMmati vagara dIkSAo thayelAnA dAkhalA tame sAMbhaLyA te che ne ? ja hA. ahIM nibaMdhane Teke ApanAranI jubAnIomAM meM sAMbhaLyA che. sava bahAra sAMbhaLyA che ke nahi ? ja ekalavihArIno dAkhalo sAMbhaLelo, paNa ekalavihArIne ame sAdhu mAnatA ja nathI, tethI uhApoha karela nahi. sava dIkSA lIdhelAonI bairIoe rAkInI pharIyAda karI hoya evA dAkhalA sAMbhaLyA che ? ja hAjI. sa, tyAre baMdobasta karyA vagara paNa cAlyA gayA che ane tethI korTa kesa thayA che ne ? For Private and Personal Use Only

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146 ja. atyAra sudhImAM be dAkhalA banyA che, paNa temAM ghaNuM jANavA saha khAnagI samAdhAna thatuM hoya ke paMcamAM samAdhAna thAya-te bahAra na Ave ne ? ja evI rIte khAnagI to koI vakhata thayuM nahi hoya. sa. evA dAkhalA amArI pAse AvyA che.. ja dIkSA lIdhAM pahelAM baMdobasta karyAnuM huM jANuM chuM. dIkSA lIdhA pachInA tevA dAkhalA huM jANato nathI. sa0 phajadArI keso thayAnA dAkhalA jANo cho? ja hA. cANasmA, vAsada, amadAvAda tathA pATaNamAM kesa thayAnuM huM jANuM . so: AvA jhaghaDAo thAya che ne ? ja AvA jhaghaDAo ubhA karavAmAM Ave che. sa, tevA jhaghaDAo na thAya tenA mATe zuM karavuM ? ja0 jeone zAstrokta rIte apAtI paNa dIkSA na gamatI hoya, teo khuzIthI alaga thaI jAya, to jhaghaDA thAya ja nahi. sa, bhramita karI dIkSA ApavAmAM Ave che? ja. nA. bhramita karI dIkSA ApavAmAM AvatI nathI. sa. evuM kahevAmAM AvyuM che ne? ja kahetA hoya to te vAstavika nathI. atyAra sudhImAM nibaMdhanI tarapheNa karanArAoe jubAnIo ApI che, temAMthI keTalAka mudAo chaNAyA vagaranA che. tevA keTalAka muddAo vAtamAM nIkaLI na jAya tenA badale te dareka muddAo upara eka lekhIta sTeTamenTa meM taiyAra karyuM che, je raju karuM chuM ane tenI sAthe eka TuMka nivedana lakhela che te vAMcI saMbhaLAvuM chuM. sa, khuzIthI vAMco. ja nivedana vAMcI saMbhaLAvyuM. sai nivedanamAM lakhyuM che ke virodhanA TharAvo ATalA ane tarapheNanA ATalA, te tame zAthI jANyuM ? ja Apa sAheba para je virodha AvelA tenI keTalIka kopIo amArA . * upara paNa AvelI. sa. A sAkSI tame tamArI jAta taraphathI Ape che? For Private and Personal Use Only

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147 ja. nA. . I. yu. meM. je. so. saMmelananA maMtrI tarIke mane bolAvela che. sa, tame jAte to viredha arajIo lakhI jude jude ThekANethI atre mokalAvI nathI ne ? ja nA keTalIka jagyAe meM te saMbaMdhI pracAra karyo che. sa zuM pracAra karyo che? ja A nibaMdha ApaNA dharma virUddhane che, mATe te rada thavo joIe. to Apane te sAme virodhapatra vaDodarA mokalAvI Apaze sa, mArI pAse eka ja matalabanA lagabhaga 200 kyA jude jude ThekANethI AvelA, te meM phAIla karyA che. te saMbaMdhI tame kAMI jANo cho ? ja. nA. te kayArDa saMbaMdhI huM kAMI kahI zakato nathI. tenI sAthe mAre saMbaMdha nathI. sa, pracAra karelo tethI A virodha arajIo AvelI ? ja pracAra paNa karela ane keTaleka ThekANe jAte jaIne temaja bIja gAmomAMthI mANase mokalIne vastusthiti samajAvelI ane virodha karAvela. sa, tAro tame karAvelA? jo tAre karavA sucanA karelI. sapaisA ApelA ? ja* nA. paisA ApelA nahi. sa. tema karavAnuM zuM kAraNa? ja. lokone jANa thAya ane yogya lAge te mujaba potAno virodha lakhI mokale. sa0 amUka ja lakhANa kare ema jaNAveluM ? nA, amUka ja lakhANa kare ema dabANa kareluM nathI. Aja mujaba nibaMdhane Teko ApanArAoe paNa pracAra karyo che, chatAM teone vadhu pramANamAM Teko maLyo nathI. A bAbatanA mArI pAse pUrAvA che. mI. mahAsukhabhAI taraphathI sagIra dIkSitanA dAkhalAnI eka yAdI ApavAmAM AvelI. te saMbaMdhamAM keTaluM cheTuM che, te keTalAkanA vAlIoe tema ja keTalAka mArI jAtamAhitithI meM darzAvyuM che. vaDodarA rAjyanA 12 sagIroe chellA pAMca varSamAM dIkSA lIdhelI, tenI yAdI agAu meM raju karI che, temaja te saMbaMdhI vadhu hakIkata utArI che te raju karuM chuM. sava bIjAM je kAMI sTeTamenTa raju karavAM hoya te kare. ja0 sTeTamenTa tarIke vastu rahetI nathI. For Private and Personal Use Only

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148 ArakSitarine dAkhale prathama ziSya niSphaTikA tarIke Apela che te saMbaMdhamAM mAre keTaluMka kahevAnuM che. sa, kyAre thayA ? ja. te mane barobara khabara nathI. vADIlAla vaidya-mahAvIra nirvANa pachI 6 0 0 varSa pachI thayA. sAkSI-Arya rakSitasUrinI dIkSA thaI te vakhate teo 11 varSanI uMmaranA hovAthI prathama ziSyacorI thaI, paraMtu ahIM 22 varSanI umara gaNAvIne ziSyacerI kahevAmAM Avela che. te saMbaMdhamAM 11 varSanI uMmaranI sAbItI rUpe "yugapradhAna caMDikA'mAM lakheluM che. teno pheTe amoe lIdhela che. ema kahI te pheTAmAMthI eka pAnuM raju karyuM. sa pAchaLa game te banyuM hoya, tene ame vizeSa mahatva ApyuM nathI. ja A pustakamAM pAchaLa thayelA yugapradhAna ane AgaLa thavAnA yugapradhAna vigerenI noMdha che. sa, ame bhaviSyane mAnatAja nathI. ja mAnyatA rAkhavAmAM sau svataMtra che. sa* bIjA dAkhalA raju karavA hoya te kare. ja. mI. mahAsukhabhAIe viramagAmamAM thayelI zeSamalajI pratApa mesANA vALAnI dIkSAne dAkhale Apyo che. te dIkSA mahotsavapUrvaka thayelI te saMbaMdhI-tA. 12-2-192 nuM vIrazAsana raju karyuM. sa A rIpoTera tamArA taraphathI che. ja. hAjI. pachI sAkSIe bIjA dAkhalAo raju karatAM-zIrohI prakaraNa saMbaMdhI kesa cAlyo hato ane te kADhI nAMkhavAmAM AvyuM che. te saMbaMdhI tyAMnA vakIlane mArI pAse patra che-ema jaNAvyuM hatuM. muni zrI rAmavijayanI dIkSA saMbaMdhI ahIM keTaluMka varNana thaI gayuM che. te saMbaMdhI temane pUchIne keTalIka hakIkata huM lAvyo chuM. sada munine zA mATe vacce nA cho ? ja keTalAka munio saMbaMdhI kahI jAya ane munione Apa na pUcho ke na pUcho te kharI khabara zI rIte paDe ? sa, e lakhe te ThIka. ja. sAdhuonA dhyAna para Apa lAvo. temane yogya lAgaze te lakhaze. For Private and Personal Use Only

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149 jethI kahI janAranuM keTaluM sAcuM che ane keTaluM khoTuM che te jaNAI Avaze. sAkSI Apa sAheba taraphathI te prabaMdha thaze ke nahi ? goviMdabhAInahiM thAya. 0 tame pakSakAra banIne hakIkata na kaho, ulTA amane madadagAra bano. ja pakSakAra nathI, paNa AmAM te mArI jAtamAhiti che, tethI madadagAra thaIza. sa, zemAM jAtamAhiti che. ja viramagAmanA kesanI jAtamAhiti che. sa. temAM AkSepa karyo hato ? ja. 13 varSanI uMmaranAne nasADI gayAno AkSepa karelo ane manuSyaharaNanI pharIyAda karelI. A bAbatanI mane amadAvAda khabara maLatAM tyAM gayo. tapAsa karatAM mesANa subA sAheba taraphathI oNrDara nIkaLyo che, tema sAMbhaLatAM mesANA gayA. subA sAhebane maLyo, mahAsukhabhAIe 13 varSa kahelAM tethI manAI hukama kADhayo tema subA sAhebe mane kaheluM. sa, dIkSA kevI rIte thaI tenI jAtamAhiti nahIM ne ! A to kesanI vigata kahe che. ja jAtamAhitI eja ke-AkhA kesamAM dareka adhikArIone huM jAte maLela. te kesano nikAla thayo tyAM sudhI huM jAte hAjara raheze. sa, A to jAtamAhitI na kahevAya-te bAbatamAM raju karavuM hoya te kare. ja gIradharabhAI parasotamadAsanA sTeTamenTa joDe te kAgaLa che. cAlu sAlanA caitra mAsamAM zrI bhoMyaNIjI tIrthamAM judA judA saMdhADAnA 107 sAdhuo bhegA maLelA temane TharAvo karelA. sava dIkSA saMbaMdhI TharAvo hoya te vAMco. sAlI-dIkSA nibaMdha rada karavAno TharAva pahelo tathA dIkSA saMbaMdhIno TharAva bIje vAMcI saMbhaLAvyo. sa, sAdhuthI tiraskAra zabda bolAya che ? ja. sAdhuo te zabda bole ane tethI paNa jaina kahevarAvavA chatAM je adharma pravRtti AdaratA hoya, to te mATe kahevA yogya vastu barAbara jAhera kare. sava evA zabdo sAdhuthI belAyaja zI rIte? ja hRdayamAM koIpaNa jAtanA hepa vagara te zabdo kahI zake. mAtA tenA For Private and Personal Use Only

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150 baccAne kaDavA zabdo paNa kahe temAM dveSa nathI hota, paNa baccAMnA hitane mATe hoya che. sava saMmelanamAM kyA kyA sAdhuo hatA? ja. darekanI sahIo chApelI che. vaDodarAnA sAdhusaMmelanamAMnA paNa keTalAka sAdhuo hatA. sa. A saMmelana maLavAnuM kAraNa nibaMdhanA virodha mATejane ? ja nibaMdhano virodha karavA nimitteja maLyA hatA ema nathI, paraMtu zrI navapadajI ArAdhananA mahesava prasaMge bhegA thayA hatA. munione TharAva karavAnI jarUrIyAta jaNAI tethI TharAva kya. sa. munione A TharAva jANavAmAM zAthI Avyo? ja vartamAnapatrothI. sa vartamAnapatro muni vAMce ? jai hA. keTalIkavAra vAMce paNa kharA. sava dezanI khabara badhI jANatA hazene ? ja dezanI khabaramAM jANavA jevuM hoya te jANe paNa kharA. sa, chApuM temane koNa lAvI Ape? ja zrAvaka lAvI Ape. keTalIkavAra ema paNa bane ke-meM chApAmAM vAMcyuM hoya ane huM kahuM ke A hakIkata jANavA jevI che tethI paNa jANe. sa, tyAre zrAvake duniyAdArInI bAbato sAdhune kahe kharA ? ja. nA. je vAta kahevAnI hoya teja kahe. . A kAyade vaDodarA rAjyamAM nIkaLyo che, evuM sAdhuoe zAthI jANyuM? ja zrAvakoeja te vAta karelI hovI joIe. sa. TharAvo karyA te vakhate tame tyAM hatA? ja zramaNonI mITIMgamAM huM nahote. saA kAyade Avyo che, evuM bheNImAM koNa vAta lAvyuM ? ja. bheMcaNImAM keNa vAta lAvyuM te mane khabara nathI. sa. vartamAnapatromAM A TharAva kaNe mokalelA ? ja. sAdhuoja mokalI Ape. nyUsapeparamAM sAdhuo lakhe che. vADIlAla vaidya-vartamAnapatromAM sAdhuo lakhI zake. , takarArI bAbato paNa lakhe kharA ne ? ja ema huM kahI zakuM nahi. lakhavAnI jarUra jaNAya te bAbata lakhe. dharmane mATe jarUra jaNAya te lakhe che. tene mATe zAstrakAranI manA nathI. emanI kakSAmAM rahIne te kare. zrI zramaNa saMghe karelA TharAvo tA. 22-4-32 nA vIrazAsanamAM prasiddha thaelA te vIrazAsana raju karyuM. nA hoya che, evuM For Private and Personal Use Only

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151 samAdhAnInI sUcanA Apa keTalIka vakhata kareA che, tema thAya tA DIka. e sabaMdhamAM muMbAImAM tA. 31-12-31 ane tA. 1-1-32 nA roja hIrAbAgamAM maLelI jaina yuvakaiAnI jAhera sabhAe TharAva karyo che. sa. zuM TharAva karyo che? ja. rAva 2 jo samAdhAnI bAbataneA vAMcI saMbhaLAvyA. sa. TharAvamAM dharmAMpakSa samAdhAna karavA taiyAra nathI, ema lakhyuM che te dharmIpakSa kayA? ja. kaoNnpharansanI sTenDIMga kamITI te agAu maLelI temAM ema kahyuM che ke-mi pakSa samAdhAna karavA taiyAra nathI. tethI teja zabdo AmAM lakhyA che. sa. dhami pakSa kayA ? ja. dhanI AjJAne akhaMDitapaNe vaLagI rahenArAe. A kharaDAne anumodana ApanAra mi hAya ema huM kahI zakatA nathI. sa A TharAvamAM mi pakSaja samAdhAna karavA taiyAra nathI--ema chene ? ja. nA, ema nathI. A te kaeNoNnpharansavALA kahe che. sa. te tamArA pakSa mATeja che ne ? ja. mATeja ame jAhera karIe chIe ke ame samAdhAna karavA taiyAra chIe. sa A kAyado jaina kAma ane bIjI kAmA mATe jUdA jUdA karavA joIe ? ja. amArA mATe naja karavA joie ema huM kahuM chuM. sa 8 varSanI aMdaranAne khIlakula dIkSA na ApavI te ? janA, apavAde apAya. sa 8 thI 16 varSanI uMmara sudhI mAbApanI samati levI joIe ne? Ya hA. avasya sa Mmati levI. sa lagna thayuM hoya ane dIkSA levI hAya, teA bairI saMbaMdhI zuM karavuM? jamerI saMbaMdhI ceAgya vyavasthA karavI. sa 16 thI vadhAre uMmaravALAne saMmati levI joIe nahi ? 070 16 thI vadhAre uMmaranAne mATe saMmati maLe teA. levI. na maLe te paNa dIkSA laI zakAya. sa. airI-okarAM vigere AzrItAnuM dIkSA le te zuM thAya? ja. potAnI sthiti mujaba vyavasthA kare. paNa eTalA khAtara rokAi na jAya. For Private and Personal Use Only

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152 sa. 18 varSanI uMmara hoya, vRddha mAbApa hoya, berI hoya, chokarAM hoya, to tene dIkSA ApavI ke nahi ? ja ApavI ke nahi te huM kahI na zakuM, paNa ghaTatI vyavasthA kare. sa. nAtarAM karavAnI chuTa rAkho. te pachI kAyadAnI jarUra ja nathI. ja. e mATe huM taiyAra nathI. sa, lAyakAta joyA vagara dIkSA apAya ? ja naja ApI zakAya. sa. saMdhanI saMmati levI joIe ke nahi ? ja Avazyaka nathI.. sa. 18 varSanI uMmara sudhI gurU pitAnI pAse rAkhe, saMskRta mAdhi vigere bhaNAve ane pachI lAyakAta joI dIkSA Ape te harakata che ? ja dIkSA levAnI IcchAvALo hoya ane gurU A khAtara reke te harakata. sa. tyAre tarataja dIkSA Ape ? ja tarataja dIkSA apAtI nathI, paNa lAyakAta joine Ape che. sa. chANInA chokarAne aMdherImAM sAgarAnaMdasUrie dIkSA ApI-te bAba tamAM tame jANo cho? ja" hA, sAMbhaLyuM che. sa, te dIkSA mAbApanI saMmati vagara ApI che, te saMbaMdhI jANo cho ? ja mane te saMbaMdhI pUrepUrI mAhiti nathI. sa0 tapAsa karaje. ja jarUra karIza. For Private and Personal Use Only

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153 zeTha kasturabhAI amaracaMda-khaMbhAtavALAnI jubAnI umara varSa, 76. rahIza khaMbhAta tA. 13-7-3ra. sa. khaMbhAtamAM dIkSA saMbaMdhI kesa thayo hato? ja dIkSA saMbaMdhIno kesa thayo hato, paNa hakIkata evI che ke kaccha muMdarAthI be bAIo khaMbhAta dIkSA levA mATe AvelI. banne mA dIkarI hatA, chokarInI uMmara 16 varSanI hatI ane kuMvArI hatI. mAnI uMmara 50-55 varasanI hatI. je sAdhvIe baMdha karyo hoya, te sAdhvI jyAM hoya tyAM dIkSA levA mATe jAya, eTale khabhAta Avela. khaMbhAta AvyA pachI bAI pAse tenAM sagAMone tAra karAvyuM ke amAre dIkSA levI che mATe tamo Avo. sa. saMghane pUchavAnI jarUra kharI ke nahi? ja. saMghane pUchavAnI kAMI jarUraja nahiM. sAdhvIjIe mane khabara ApelI tethI meM bAI pAse muMdrA tAra karAvyo. muMdrAmAM chakarIne mATe tathA chokarInA bApanA kAkAno chokare be jaNa che. tAra karyA chatAM teo keI AvyA nahiM ane tAra Avyo ke "mAne dIkSA levI hoya te bhale le, paNa chokarIne amane soMpajo." chokarIne seMpavA lakhavAnuM kAraNa e hatuM ke emane tyAM kanyAvikrayano rivAja hoI chokarInA lagna kare te pa-6 hajAra rUpIA khAvA maLe. chekarIe kahyuM ke mAre te dIkSA levI che. amAre tyAM be pakSa che. eTale vidhioe divAna sAheba, nyAyAdhIza sAheba, supranTenDenTa sAheba temaja mArA upara paNa tAra karAvyA, te uparathI manAI hukama nIkaLyo. tenI apIla karI, ane divAna sAhebe hukama karyo ke tapAsa kare. chevaTe gaI kAle dIkSA ApavAno hukama thaI gayo che. sa, tenI nakala che? ja TharAvanI nakala che, paNa jajamenTa Aje maLaze. sa, vAsadanA banAvamAM zuM baneluM ? ja chokaro 19 varSanI uMmarano hato. amadAvAda dIkSA levA gayela. janmotrI sAthe laI gayeluM. premavijayajI mahArAja pAse pitAnI meLe dIkSA lIdhI. huM tyAM gayela. chokarAne samajAvele paNa karo makkama hatA. be cAra mAsa pachI vihAra karatAM karatAM sAdhuo vAsada AvelA. apAsarAmAM For Private and Personal Use Only

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154 sAdhuo AhArapANI karavA beThelA, te vakhate bAraNuM teDI nAMkhI, mAra mArI, chokarAne upADI moTaramAM nAMkhI laI gayA. huM vAsada nahoto. vAsadanI polIse nukazAna karyA bAbatamAM pharIyAda karelI. chokare tenA bApanA kabajAmAM rahevAthI tenA vicAra badalAI gayA che. hAla te meTara hAMkI khAya che. pArakA upara pitAnI hakumata calAvavA javI te zI rIte bane ? khaMbhAtanI sarakAre paNa dIkSAnI vacamAM nahi AvavAne 'harAva karyo che. vezyA ne sati be eka thaI zake ? vezyA vezyApaNuM na mUke ane sati satipaNe na mUke. eTale be kadI eka thAya ja nahiM. mArA pitAnA traNa chokarAonI vidhavA vahuo ane be kuMvArI chokarIone meM dIkSA apAvI che. aneka jaNanI dIkSA pAchaLa babbe hajAra rUpIAne kharca karI dIkSA apAvI che. chekara lAyaka hoya ane te mArge jaDe temAM bIjAo takarAra kare te beThuM che. mArI be chokarIo mATe bIjAoe pharIyAda karelI ke chokarIo aNasamaju che, tapAsa karavI joIe. paNa temAM bIjAone zuM! pAlaNapaNa huM karuM chuM. dIkSA lenAra te mAbApane thakave che, tyAre te kaMTALIne rajA Ape che. sa. saMghane pUchavAnuM ke nahi ? ja saMghane levA devA nahiM. mAbApa rajA Ape ane potAnA paisA kharce temAM saMghane zuM pUchavAnuM ? dIkSAnA varaghoDAmAM saMdha Aveja. eTale - saMmati thaI cUke che. sa. sagIrane rajA levI joIe ne? ja hA. rajA na hoya te dIkSA na thAya. moTAne mATe chuTa che. sa, nasADIne dIkSA apAya ? ja evA kADhI gayelA mArA dhyAnamAM nathI. evuM thatuM hoya to kAyadAo che. kesa kare. sava cImanalAla jeThAlAlane oLakho cho ? jahA, e vaDodarAmAM nokarI kare che, ema sAMbhaLyuM che. saratilAlane dAkhale temane Apele te saMbaMdhI jANe che? ja. hA, te tenA bApane dIkSA ApavA kaheto hato, paNa bApe na mAnyuM. cheka 18 varSanI uMmarano hato. pachI jAtrA karavAne bahAne te upaDI gayo. For Private and Personal Use Only

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1papa bApane zaka paDyo, eTale kesa karyo. te pachI chokarA pAcho Avyo, ne kahyuM ke huM te jAtrAe gayo hato eTale pharIyAdI mAMDI vaLANI. chokarAnuM nAma jANo cho? ja. hA, ratilAla jesIMgabhAI. satene dIkSA lIdhelI ke nahiM? ratalAmamAM dIkSA lIdhI hatI ema kahevuM che ne? ja0 ratalAmamAM dIkSA lIdhAnI vAta khoTI che. tyAM sAdhu hatAja nahi. A badhI banAvaTa che. ene IcchA hoya to e jubAnI ApavA Ave. jAtrAnA hisAbe e ratalAma gayele. sa. tamArI dIkarIo keTalA varSanI hatI ? ja eka 13 varSanI ane eka 16 varSanI. vidhavA vahuonI uMmara Azare 14-15 varSanI haze. neMdha nathI Azare kahuM chuM. satamAre keTalA dIkarA hatA? ja cAra dIkarA hatA. te badhA gujarI gayA che. hAla dIkarAnA dIkarA traNa che. eka dIkarAne potAne karo ne chokarI che. dIkSA lIdhI te badhA kyAta che. sa. bIjuM kaMI kahevuM che ? ja mAre vadhAre kaMI kahevuM nathI. paNa A mArga paraMparAthI cAlyo Ave che. saMsAramAM rahIne ziyaLanuM rakSaNa karavuM ghaNuMja kaThaNa che. chAnA bhagADe tene mATe rAjyano kAyado cheja. For Private and Personal Use Only

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156 zA. gIradharalAla purUSAttamadAsanI jIkhAnI. u. va. 54 rahIza-amadAvAda, tA. 13-6~32 jubAnI ApatAM jaNAvyuM ke--AvA kAyadA sAme mArA moTA vAMdhA che. me mArUM eka sTeTameTa ApyuM che ane Aje bIjuM vizeSa sTeTameTa ApavA mAguM chuM, kahI vAMcavAnI zarUAta karatAM me. dhurdhara sAhebe jaNAvyuM ke-bhale ApA, paNa vAMcavAnuM nathI. sAkSI--bIjA pakSane khelavAnI chuTa che, ane amane vAMcavAnI nA pADeA che, to sakhata vAMdhA che. huM kahuM chuM ke mane sAMbhaLe. Ape che, tenA purAvA leA tevI neTa karI le. mArA sakAI game teTaluM lAMbu khelyA kare te sAMbhaLyA karavuM? sAkSI--sAMbhaLavuM paDaze. nyAyAdhIze jeTaluM kahe teTaluM sAMbhaLavuM joie. me0 dhuraMdhara--e ThIka che, paNa juo, dareka mANasa AvAM 50 pAnAM lAve ane ahIM vAMcyA kare te ApaNuM kAma kema cAlI zake ? te tamAre jovuM joIe. tame lakhyuM hoya te khuzIthI ApeA, paNa vAMceA nahI. sAkSI--Apa amArA dharmAMthI ajANa che! tethI lakhANa samajAvavuM paDe. amArI purepurI hakIkata zA mATe nahIM sAMbhaLe ? me. dhuraM--tame nAhaka gusse thAo che. sAkSI-gusse nathI thatA. mArI bhASA tevI che. Apa vAMcavA na de, sAmAvALA game tevuM kahI jAya tene krosa karavA na do, pachI satya zI rIte zeAdhI kADhaze ? me. dhura tame badhuM kahI zake che. temAMthI satya ame zodhI lezuM. sAkSI--jeTaluM kahIe teTaluM sAMbhaLavuM paDaze. me gAviMdabhAIhakIkata kahevI hAya teTalI kaheA, nAhaka vakhata nahIM gumAvA, nahIMtara baMdha karazuM. sAkSI--kahevA deze! te ja dIvasa sudhI kahIza. me. gA.--ame sAMbhaLIzuM. sagIrAja sAru nIkaLe che. pachI sAkSIe jaNAvyuM ke sagIra dIkSA le teja vadhAre sArA vidyAna nIkaLe che. meTI uMmare pAke ghaDe kAMThA na caDe. kAyado game te karo, paNa tevI dIkSA baMdha karI te! julamaja thAya. Aja kAI upara te kAla kAI For Private and Personal Use Only

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157 bIjA upara tevuM ja thaze. 25 guhA thAya te mATe 100 ne sajA thAya tevuM te musalamAnI rAjyamAM paNa nahotuM thatuM. aMgrejI bhaNavAthI vaMThI jAya. ema kaI kahe, paNa te baMdha karAvavuM yogya thaze ? nIsaraNIthI kaI paDI jAya te tene bhAMgIja nAkhavI ? meha geha-sudhAravI te joie ne ? ja-sudhAro, paNa A to toDavAnI vAta che. meDa ge-dIkSAmAM duSaNa pi kahe che te bAbatamAM tame zuM kaho cho ? ja-kaI ekalavihArI hoya ne game tema kare, to te mATe sAdhu saMsthA javAbadAra? te mATe dIkSA ja baMdha karavI ? e to "pADAne vAMke pakhAlIne DahAma" evuM thayuM. becAra jaNe karyuM hoya tema mAne, te paNa te mATe badhAne sajA karo e nyAya na kahevAya. 16 varSanI aMdara mATe saMmati. 16 varSanI aMdaranA bALakane kaI vAlInI rajA sivAya dIkSA Ape to te "ziSya cora" kahevAya. tethI moTI vayanA mATe to hiMdu lokoe paNa dhArmika kArya mATe svataMtratA ApI che. AtmakalyANa karavA dareka manuSya svataMtra che. tene haka che. meva dhuraM-kaho che tenA AdhAre Apaje. ame joIzuM. ahIM laMbANanI jarUra nathI. ja-ghaNA AdhAre che. kaMTALazo te nahIM kahI zakAya. pachI sAkSIe paMcamahAvrata siddhAtinI dharmadraSTie laMbANa samaja ApyA pachI jaNAvyuM ke sAdhuo zrata pALe che ane zAstra AjJA pramANeja kare che, chatAM virodhIoe baMDa uDAvyuM che. mAtra sAdhuone lokadraSTie utArI pADavA mATe badhI dhAMdhala che. saMmati pharajIyAta kayAM sudhI ? me. dhuraMdharanA praznamAM sAkSIe khulAso karyo ke 16 varSa sudhI saMmati pharajIAta che ane pachI svataMtra thAya che eTale jarUra nathI. pachI sAkSIe moTethI ane jhaDapathI dharma viSe bolatAM kahyuM ke Apa amArA dharmanuM u na jANe tethI kahIe teTaluM sAMbhaLavuM joIe. nahIM sAMbhaLe te amane nyAya zI rIte maLaze ? For Private and Personal Use Only

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158 meva dhuraMdhara- Apa jarA ThaMDA thAo. ja -mAre svabhAva utAvaLe che. bAkI ThaMDaja . kahe te sAta vAra page lAgu. sa-saMghanI saMmatinI jarUra nathI ? ja0-hoya to Apa batAvo. sava--te mAruM kAma ? ja-tyAre huM te kahuM chuM ke nathI. Apane uThAM bhaNave che. sara-vaDodarAmAM sAdhuoe ja TharAva karyo che ne ? ja0-evuM kahenArAo ApanA rAjyamAM uThAM bhaNAve che, e navAI che ! TharAvonI asala copaDI ja kyAM che ? te kahezo ? A te AvRtti che. AvRtti asalanIja che, chatAM asalanI jovI haze to raju karazuM evuM sudhArAnA himAyatI pakSa taraphathI kahevAmAM AvatAM sAkSIe pramukhanI sucanAthI ra0 mo TharAva vAMcI te saMbaMdhamAM abhiprAya Apyo ke-A TharAva khare hoya te paNa mAbApane khabara ApavI marajIyAta che-pharajIyAta nathI. te DAhyA mANasoe ghaDele che. me dhu--zA uparathI ema kahe che ? ja0 --mAbApa hAjara hoya pachI lakhavAnI pharaja zI ? sa--hAjara na hoya tene savAla che. ja --hAjara na hoya, ajA hoya to khabara Ape che. huM e saMdhADAvALAnI vAta karuM chuM, bIjAnI nahIM. meva go-ola InDIyA yaMga mensanA tame membara cho? ja -nA. tenI sAthe mAre saMbaMdha nathI. huM to muktivimaLa pAThazALAno mAnada maMtrI chuM. na phAve te bhale judA paDe. pachI sAkSIe dIkSAnA matabheda saMbaMdhamAM vidhionA dhAMdhala saMbaMdhamAM je sadAra vivecana karatAM jaNAvyuM ke-dIkSAnI prathA jene pasaMda na hoya te bhale judA paDe. jude vADo bAMdhe to amane harakata nathI. keI upara julama karIne dharma kare te dharma nathI. medhuo-tamAre chokarA che ? ja -hA, eka che. sa-tene dIkSA ApI che ? For Private and Personal Use Only

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AY Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 159 jo--Apa samajAvo. hA pADe to huM khuza chuM. kaho te lakhI ApuM. sa-dIkSA sArI chatAM ApanuM kema mana thatuM nathI ? ja -apAsare mokaluM chuM. IcchA kare to turata khuzIthI hA pADuM, paNa pharaja na paDAya. marajI virUddha karavuM te pAcho bhAgI Ave che? pachI sAkSIe "adhyAtma kalpakuma' nAmanA munisuMdarasUrinA graMtha upara metIcaMda kApaDIyA solIsITare lakhelI prastAvanA vAMcI kahyuM kemotIcaMdabhAI vilAyata gayA te pahelAM temanA AvA vicAra hatA, have badalAyA hoya te te jANe. te pachI DaoN. pITarasana vagerenA abhiprAyo TAMkI jaNAvyuM ke amuka amuka kAraNothI bALadIkSA Avazyaka che. vaLI eja bukamAM lakhyuM che ke bALakone dharmamAM jeDe teja kharAM mA bApa. je aMtarAya karI saMsAra samudramAM pheke te-- bApa nahIM paNa duzamana ! me -dharmazAstra upara vyAkhyAna karIne zuM kAma vakhata lyo cho ? tenI amane jarUra nathI. puchIe tene khulAso kare te sAruM. 18 varSanI nIcenAne ayogya dIkSA apAya che evA dAkhalA AvyA che. tame zuM kaho cho? ja-ra0 varSano hoya ne gallo mAre ke 15 varSa ! to mAnI levuM ? me. go-puchIe teno javAba na Apo ne bIjI vAto kare te ThIka nahIM. nA pADe te na puchIe. ephIDevITa le sAkSIe kahyuM ke-AkSepa karanArAo game tevuM cheTuM jaNAvI nAnI umara lakhAve che, tethI pApaDI sAthe IyaLa baphAI jAya tevuM thAya che. 43 varSanI bAIne 17 nI kahIne dAkhalA ApyA che, temAM khacakAtA nathI tenA upara Apa bhoso rAkhe? jevI ApanI IcchA ! huM te kahuM chuM ke je amane nyAya karavo hoya, te je loko AvA banAvo kahI gayA tenI ephIDevITo lo, toja nyAya maLaze. te kahe ke nasADI gayA ne amane kaho ke sAbIta kare-e zI rIte karIe? huM kahuM chuM ke-je sAdhuo upara AkSepa karavAmAM AvyA che temane sAMbhaLo, temanA pUrAvA lo ane bALa dIkSitone paNa sAMbhaLo. me. dhuraMdhara-e vAta cAra vakhata tame kahI. For Private and Personal Use Only

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160 ja0--dharmanA viSaya che. gabhIra bAbata che. hajAra vakhata kahuM te sAMbhaLavu paDaze. pharIthI kahuM chuM ke-eDDIDevITa mAgeA nahIM te amane nyAya nahIM maLe. kahe che ke-sarakAra dharmomAM hAtha ghAlatA nathI, paNa A te kevuM thAya che? me. gA--tame AvI TIkAo karA che ? ja.--nA, sucanAo karUM chuM. me. radhara sAhee sAkSIne laMbANa bhASaNAne badale sagIranI dIkSAnA AdhAra ApavA sucanA karatAM sAkSIe kahyuM ke-bIjAenA purAvA lIdhA ane amane bacAvanA paNa purA hakka nahIM ? meM kahyuM ke-huM e divasa laIza. dharmanA savAlAmAM utAvaLA nirNaya na thAya. nakAmA vakhata gumAvyuM. me gA--sADA pAMca thayA. tame kaMI kahyuM nahI, chatAM vakhata nakAmA gumAvyA. haju muddAsara kahA tA sArUM. ja-tame adhikArI che, tame kahA te kharUM. bIjuM zuM? paNa sAheba, Apane mana to magatarUM, paNa deDakAnA jIva jAya tevuM che. me .--ThIka che. sTeTamenTa Ape. sAkSI--have jubAnI levAnI jarUra nathI ? me gA. nA. tame puchIe tene javAba nahIM te meTAM bhASaNA karA che, ane pakSapAta karA che evA AkSepa muke che? sAkSIsAheba, te mATe mApI mAguM chuM. chatAM eTalu tA kahIza ke thavuM joie teTaluM thatuM nathI. huM je thayuM te sudhAravA kahuM chuM. me gA--tame kANuM ? ja--tyAre bahu sArUM. ekatarI vicAra kareA aa jevI marajI ! me gA--AdhAra hoya te lakhIne Apajo. . sAkSI--tyAre mane sAMbhaLavAnI taka nathI ApavI? me. gA--nA. mI. kaDIyA, tamAre Avu kahevu hAya te ame sAMbhaLavA mAgatA nathI. sAkSI--tamArAthI sAcI mAhiti niha maLe. atre prekSaka vargomAMthI tALIne avAja thatAM sAkSIe TIkA karI kejIe, A * vansamAra thayA ! ' : For Private and Personal Use Only

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161 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir zrIyuta suracaMdabhAI purUSAtamadAsanI jubAnI. tA. 15-7-32, suratanA rahevAsI. uM. va. 58 me' karadhara sTeTamenTa mokalyuM che. parama divase TapAlathI meAkalyu che, jemAM prathama mekalela nivedanathI judAja poInTo che. A puravaNIthI mArA prathama nivedanamAMnA abhiprAyAmAM kAMI pheraphAra thayA nathI. sa tamArAmAM keTalA patha che? ja. zvetAMbara ane sthAnakavAsI tathA dIgaMbara traNa patha che. vastI keTalI che ? sa ja. te huM na kahI zakuM, paNa moTA bhAga mUrtipUjakAnA che. sa hAla tamArAmAM dIkSA saMbaMdhI kAMI vikhavAda cAle che ? ja. hA, e pakSa che. eka pakSa cAlI AvatI praNAlikAmAM mAnanArA che ane bIjo pakSa dIkSAnI virUddha che. sa dIkSAnI virUddhamAM kANu che ? ja. pAzcimAtya keLavaNIvALAnA bhAga vizeSa che. sa te te ema kahe che ke ayeAgya dIkSA na thavI joie. ja. emaja kahe ne ? jo dIkSAja na ApavI ema kahe, te tA temane kAI sAMbhaLe nahi, eTale ayeAgya dIkSAja kahe. keTalAkanA sAdhusaMsthAnA nAza karavAne vicAra paNa kharA. sa sAdhusaMsthAne nAza thavAthI emane zuM phAyado ? ja. paulika sukha mATe-jaDavAdane poSavA mATe. sa. zAstrathI virUddha dIkSA thAya che kharI? ja. zAstramAM batAvyAthI virUddha dIkSA ghaNebhAge thatIja nathI. tenA traNa vibhAga che. eka teA 8 varSanI aMdaranAne dIkSA apAyaja nahi. khIjuM 8 thI 16 varSanI uMmaravALAne dIkSA levI hAya tA vAlInI saMmati levI joie ane trIjI 16 varSanI uparanI uMmaravALAne mATe kAIpaNa jAtanA pratibaMdha nathI. sa. dAkhale batAveA. ja. vijayadharma saritI banAvelI dha dezanAmAM pAne 139 thI 146 mAM te bAbata jaNAvelI che. dIkSA lIdhelI hoya ane anukULa-pratikuLa upasarga thAya chatAM draDha rahevuM, te bAbata samajAvI che. 21 For Private and Personal Use Only

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sava saMmati levI joIe evuM kahevuM che ke nahi ? ja uparanA pAka uparathI InDAyarekTalI eja anumAna nIkaLI Ave che ke-saMmati na paNa hoya ane tethI ja kahyuM che ke anukuLa-pratikuLa upasarga thAya chatAM draDha rahevuM ane eja batAvI Ape che ke je saMmati lIdhI hoya, te upasarga thavAnuM rahetuM ja nathI. dharmabiMdumAM paNa kahyuM che ke saMmati na maLe to paNa te cAlyo jAya. sa. eTale mAbApane maratAM mUkI cAlyA jAya ? ja. glAna auSadhanA draSTAMta mujaba saMmati meLavavA mATe prayatna kare ane na maLe to dIkSA na laI zakAya evuM nathI, eTale saMmati vagara dIkSA laI zakAya. teno AdhAra dharmabiMdu-cothuM adhyayana, 33 muM sutra. sa, vyavahArika dareka kAryomAM mAbApanI saMmati levI ane AmAM ullaMghana karIe to pApa thAya, to pachI dIkSA letAM punya zI rIte thAya ? ja0 eTale saMmati levI ane na maLe to gRhasthAvAsamAM rahevuM e huM kabUla karato nathI. mAbApa ane sagAvhAlAo vigere ApaNAmAM ajJAna che, tyAM sudhI mAnIe chIe ke-A mA ane A bApa. paNa je ajJAnano paDade dUra thaI jAya to koNa mA ! ane koNa bApa! eTale A badho mehamAyAno sneha che, je azAzvata che. sa. sagIrene vairAgya Ave zI rIte ? ja vairAgya te tene ja Ave, ke jenA pUrva janmanA saMskAro udayamAM AvyA ho. sava sagIra vayanA vyavahAramAM karAra na karI zake, te evA ajJAnane vairAgya thAya e manAyaja zI rIte ? ja. moTA bhAgamAM na hoya-e huM kabUla karI zakuM, paNa badhAneja na hoya, ema huM kabUla na karuM. sa. sagIra dIkSA chellA 10 varSamAM keTalI thaI haze ? ja dIkSA lenArA bahu thoDAja hoya che. chellA daza varSamAM 41 sagIra dIkSAo thaI che, jenuM lIsTa karyuM che. hAla te keTalAka moTI uMmaranAne paNa sagIra jaNAvI khoTI hakIkata phelAve che. suratathI khImacaMda uttamacaMda ahIM jubAnI ApI gayA che. temanI bahenanI dIkSA saMbaMdhI chApAmAM vAMcyuM, te temanI uMmara sagIra lakhelI, jyAre temanI uMmara 33 varSanI che. te AvI rIte eka hoya tyAM daza batAve, game te. sTeTamenTa karI jAya, tenI tapAsa karavI te tamArI For Private and Personal Use Only

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163 jokhamadArI che. je je sagIrAnA dAkhalA jo temanI inkavAyarI karavAmAM Ave te sasagIra samajI zakayA che, e zI rIte 40 lAyaka uMmare lIdhelI dIAmAMthIja patita thatA dekhAya che. sagIramAMthI patita thayelA prAya: mAre kAne AvyA nathI, eTale sagIranI lAyakAta ApoApa pUravAra thai jAya che. sa sagIra dAkSA chellAM dasa varSamAM keTalI thai haze ? ja. badhI maLIne 41 dIkSA thai che. ApyA che teo hayAta che, te satya vastu tarata samajAi jAya. khAtrI thAya ? sa. dIkSAe teA dhaNI thaI kahevAya che ane tame te 41 kahI. ra 41 sagIra purUSonI dIkSA. purUSanIja dIkSAnI yAdI meLavI che ane te A leAkeAnA AdhArathIja meLavI zakayA chuM. ( geviMdabhAi--tame tamArA potAnA mata Ape.aAinA upara AdhAra na rAkhatAM, Apa muddhizALI che ane nyAya khAtAnA che, tethI Apane ja abhiprAya Ape. ) sa. ALadIkSAmAM koIpaNa jAtaneA ana thatA jaNAya, te te dUra karavA paDe ke niha ? ja je kAraNAne laine ana thatA jaNAya, te kAraNeAne dUra karavA joie, paNa tethI bALadIkSAja baMdha karavI, te vyAjamI gaNAya nahi. sa. bALadIkSAmAM, mAbApanI saMmatithI kharIdavAmAM Ave che, chUpI rIte dIkSA ApavAmAM Ave che, e vAta je siddha thAya te zuM karavuM ? ja je corIchUpIthI laI jatA hoya, tenA sAme manuSyaharaNA gRnho thai zake. rAjya kAyadesara pagalAM laI zake. peAlIsane sattA che, te AmAM paNa apAya. sa evI rIte sAdhune pakaDe te ceAgya thaze ? jo manuSya haraNA gUnhA thatA hAya ane temAM sAdhu hoya, to temane paNa cheDavA huM yogya dhAratA nathI. ema thaze teA karI tevuM thatuM baMdha thaze. sa. AvuM na thAya te mATe zuM karavuM ? jame kahyuM tema jo kAyadA phAmAM Ave, te te ApAApa baMdha thai jAya. sa paNa tene mATe A kharA pasAra karIe te zuM ? sto A kharaDAnI jarUra ja nathI. kIDanepIMgamAM te gUnho AvI zakaze. sa. cheAkarAe kharIdAya che. tenuM zuM? 40 mANasa chekarAne vecI zake nahiM, ane vece to te paNa gunhA che. sa. jo kAyadA na karIe ane sagIrAnI dIkSA thAya, temAM jhagaDA thAya, tAkAna thAya, te badhuM aTake zI rIte ? For Private and Personal Use Only

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ja. te bAbatamAM meM mArA sTeTamenTamAM mArA vicAre darzAvyA che. sagIra uMmarane mANasa dIkSA levA taiyAra thAya, te mAbApanI rajA che ke nahi te bAbatamAM takarAra uparicata na thAya te mATe temanI lekhIta saMmati hovI joIe ane temAM be sAkSIonI sahI joIe. te niyama mAbApa ke vAlInA saMrakSaNanA hetu mATe yogya gaNAya. sava dIkSA mATe taiyAra thAya te paraNela hoya to? ja. A te sagIra dIkSAno savAla che, tethI moTI uMmaranA mATe temAM vicAra karavAnI jarUra nathI. sa. 16 varSa uparanI umarano hoya ane dIkSA levI hoya, paraNele hoya, te strInI saMmati levI joIe ke nahi ? agara tenA bharaNapoSaNanI vyavasthA karavI joIe ke nahi? ja. strIne rakhaDatI mUkIne naja javuM joIe. tenA bharaNapoSaNanI vya vasthA karavI joIe. chokarAM hoya to tene mATe paNa baMdobasta karavuM joIe. sasagIra umare lagna thayuM hoya ane dIkSA le to zuM thAya ? ja. have te 18 varSanI uMmare lagna karavAno kAyado thayo che ne? sa, sagIra dIkSA le eTale tene milkata saMbaMdhI hakka uThI jAya che ne ? ja tene sIvIlaDeDa gaNAya, eTale hakaka rahe nahi. keTalAka sIvIlaDeDa nathI paNa gaNatA. sa. paraNelo hoya ane strInA bharaNapoSaNa ItyAdino baMdobasta karyA vagara dIkSA lIdhI hoya, to te ayogya kahevAya ke nahi? bairInI saMmatithI hoya te vAMdho nahi, paNa bharaNapoSaNanI vyavasthA karyA vagaranI dIkSA huM bahu IcchavAje gaNato nathI. sa bALalagnano kAyade temaja bIjA kAyadAo sTeTa karyA che, tema A kAyado karI zake ke nahi ? ja bALalagna vigere kAyadA e kevaLa dhArmika bAbato ja nathI. eTale kevaLa dhArmika bAbatomAM sTeTa vacce paDavuM te mane ISTa lAgatuM nathI. koI kAma vyavahArika ane dhArmika banne mizrita hoya, to dhArmikane bAju rAkhI vyavahArikamAM vacce paDe temAM vadhe nahi, paNa dIkSA e to kevaLa dhArmika bAbata che. sa, zAstra eTale zuM? ja 45 Agame. For Private and Personal Use Only

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165 Agama eTale zuM? 11 aMga-12 upAMga-6 cheda vigere. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir sa ago sa. te pramANabhUta mAnA che ne? 70 hA. tenA uparathI bIjA AcAye!e karelI bhASya, vRNi, niyuktti, TIkAte poMcAMgI ane te paNa pramANabhUta manAya che. sa. e zAstranA lakhanAra kANa? ja prabhu mahAvIrasvAmIe AralI kahelA ane gaNadharAe tene sUkSma kIdhAM. te pachI mahAna AcAryoe lakhAvelAM che. sa. hAla je sthAnakavAsI-dIgaMbara pa Mthe che, te badhAM mUlyo to hi ne ? mULa. jaina dharma ekajane? ja mULa zAstramAM ekaja zvetAMbara smRtipUjaka patha hato. sthAnakavAsIdIga bara vigere pachI nIkaLyA. sa. zvetAMbara eTale zveta aMbara paheravAM ane dIgrAmAM na paheravAM ema mAne che, teA te zAstramAM pheraphAra thayA ke nahi? ja. dIgabara e zAstrane mAnatAja nathI. sa. sthAnakavAsI zAthI judA paDayA ? ja. te mUrti pUjA ane mUrtine nahi mAnavAthI judA paDayA. sa ATalA pheraphAra zAstramAM thai zakayA teA dIkSAmAM zA mATe pheraphAra na karavA ? dIkSA saMbaMdhI paNa te mujaba be pakSa che. eka kahe che kesagIra dIkSA baMdha karavI, ane eka kahe che ke cAlu rAkhavI. ja. sthAnakavAsI kahe ke--mUrtine na mAneA ane huM kahuM ke-mAne, temAM ayeAgya zuM ? jenI khuzI na heAya te bhale dIkSA na le, na apAve, paNa tethI khIjAne peAtAnA vicAre calAvavA karaja to naja pADavI ne e. sa. paNa A takarAramAM te dharmane nukazAna thAya che ne? ja. amArA jaina chApAMothI nukazAna thAya che. mahAsukhabhAie mane Apana leTara lakhyA, tenA me javAba lakhyo ke huM e pakSamAM vacce paDavA mAMgatA nathI. huM kAi pArTImAM nathI. A bAbata mane sIdhI kApI meAkalavAmAM AvI, tyAreja mArUM dhyAna kheMcAyuM, ane me pachI te pepara maMgAvI vAMcyuM ane me tene javAba lakhyA ke jethI gerasamaja na thAya. chatAM taTastha chuM ane sAcuM lAge te kahuM chuM. sa sagIra dIkSA le, eTale milkata uparathI hakka uDAvI le che ane kadAca mATI uMmare pAche Ave tyAM sudhI tene milkata uparane hakka rAkhavA ke nahiM? ja. vyavahAramAM svataMtra uMmara thayA pachI paNa traNa varSanA kAyadA che te mujba thAya to vAMdhe nathI. For Private and Personal Use Only

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sa ja , sa. 12 varSanA chokarAe dIkSA lIdhI hoya, ane be varSa pachI ja tenA bIjA bhAIoe tene bApa marI javAthI milkata vaheMcI lIdhI hoya ane kadAca te pachI te pAcho Ave to zuM karavuM ? ja sagIra dIkSA le, to paNa sIvIlIDe. na gaNavo, jethI teno bhAga to nahi rahe. zAstramAM sagIrane marI gayelo gaNAya che, eTale tene milkata upara hakka raheto nathI, to temAM koI vAMdho nahi Avene ? dakSiA lIdhI hoya ane pAchA Ave tyAranI vAta che. dIkSA choDIne Ave ane ApadA na paDe te mATe che. dIkSAno pratibaMdha karavA mATe nathI, eTale temAM vAMdho nathI. sa, dIkSA lIdhA pachI tenA kAkA tenI milkatanI vyavasthA karI le, te dAvo koNa kare ? ja dIkSA na lIdhI hoya, ane kAkAo vaheMcI nAMkhe to zuM thAya ? e te lAyaka umarano thAya tyAreja dAvo kare. sa, dIkSA letI vakhate sthAnika saMghanI saMmatinI jarUra kharI ke nahi ? saMmati Avazyaka nathI. dIkSA apAya che te saMgha samasta apAya che. saMmati te levAtI ja nathI. dIkSA ApatI vakhate saMghanA leke hAjara rahe che. saMmati levAnuM zAstramAMthI nIkaLeja nahi. dIkSA e punyanuM kAma che. pablIka tenI anumodanA karavI, e temanI pharaja samajI, temaja temAM temanuM paNa AtmakalyANa hovAthI hAjara rahe che. savaDodarAmAM 1968 mAM sAdhusaMmelana maLeluM te jANo cho? ja meM sAMbhaLyuM che. sa. temAM TharAva karela che ke-dIkSA lenAra Ave, tyAre tenA mAbApane rajIsTara noTIsathI khabara ApavI ane eka mahine pAse rAkhI dIkSA ApavI te jANe che ? ja. mArA sAMbhaLavAmAM che. sava evo TharAva zA mATe karavo paDayo ? ja pAchaLathI tophAna takarAra na thAya ane pitAnA cAritrapAlanamAM khulanA na thAya te mATe. bhAvanagaranA saMghe bALa dakSA nahi ApavAno TharAva karyo che te jANo cho ? ja TharAva thayo che te jANuM chuM. kayA zabdamAM che, tenI khabara nathI. sa, dharmabiMdumAM vaDI dIkSA mATe cha mAsanI mudata che te saMbaMdhI zuM kahe che? For Private and Personal Use Only

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167 ja amArAmAM e dIkSA haiAya che. prAthamika dIkSA ane vaDIdIkSA. prAthamika dIkSAmAM trAccAraNa karAve che ane vaDIdIkSAmAM te AcaraNAmAM mUke che. muMDana prathamaja thAya. prAthamika dIkSAthIja sAdhu gaNAya. ane prAthamika dIkSA ApyA pachI dazavaikAlika sUtra bhaNAvavAmAM Ave che, temaja adhyayana karAvavAmAM Ave che, ke jethI sAdhupaNAmAM pALavAnA niyameAnI samajaNa paDe, ane te pachI vaDIdIkSA apAya. sate vaDIdIkSAja Avazyaka ne? prAthamika dIkSAthI sAdhu na gaNAyane ? ja prAthamika dIkSA, dIkSA na gaNAya tema huM mAnatA nathI. vaDIdIkSA pahelAM kAI gujarI jAya te dIkSita na gaNAya ? sa. vaDIdIkSA kayAre apAya? sa java ja. vaDI dIkSAne mATe cha mahinAnA kALa che ane tethI ochA paNa kALa kahyo che. atre vADIlAla vaidye jaNAvyuM ke-A prazna avaLeA pUchAya che. ane te bAbatamAM sAkSIe dhabiMdumAMthI gujarAtI vAMcI batAvyuM hatuM, paNa te asala saMskRtamAM nathI, mI. badAmIe jaNAvyuM ke chellA 50 varSamAM tevuM meM sAMbhaLyuM nathI, ane te khATuM che ema kahI devuM, bhASAMtarakAranI bhUla kahevI e yogya nathI. saMmelane te eka mahinAnA rAva karyAM che ne ? khAsa kAraNane mATe sAdhunA AcArapAlananuM saMrakSaNa thai zake te mATe rAva che. sa dIkSA lenAranI yAgyatA jovAnIne? ja dIkSA levA AvanAranI ceAgyatA avazya jovAnIja. atre rA. badAmI sAhebe kAne araja karI hatI ke--A bAbatamAM amArA jevA gRhasthAnI jubAnI leA, tenA karatAM kAi munirAjone pUchI khAtrI karo to vadhAre khAtrI thAya. huM dhAruM chuM tyAM sudhI zrI rAmavijayajIe evA dIkSA levA AvelA keTalAyane pAchA mokalyA che. celA karyAM eTale kAMi kamAyA nathI. te mATe te kharAba raste na jAya, ke jethI gurUnuM nAma badanAma thAya, te bAbatanI dareka javAbadArI dIkSA ApanArane mAtheja rahe che. eTale dIkSA lenAranI lAyakAta tapAsyA vagara dIkSA Apeja nahi. atre kaeNTe vaDIdIkSA ane prAthamika dIkSAnI samajaNa mATe For Private and Personal Use Only

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168 vADIlAla vaidya temaja mI. badAmIne je kAMI kahevuM hoya te pachI mokalAvI ApavA sUcanA karI hatI. sava dIkSA ApatAM pahelAM sAdhu pAse rAkhIne bhaNAve ane pachI lAyaka jaNAya tyAre dIkSA Ape to zuM vAMdhe ? ja A bAbatamAM potAnA vadhArAnA nivedanamAM jaNAvelI hakIkata vAMcI saMbhaLAvI hatI, ane jaNAvyuM hatuM ke sagIra uMmare jaina sAdhunA AcAravicAranuM pAlana karavAmAM Ave, to vAsanA na udbhave ane udbhave te paNa zamI jAya, tethI gRhasthAzramanI IcchA thatI nathI. A kAraNathI sagIra uMmare dIkSA lIdhelAnA patananA dAkhalA jovAmAM AvatA nathI. mahApurUSe bAladIkSA maMjura karI gayA che ane evA bALadIkSita meTA AcAryo thayA che. uttama bhAvanA thaI hoya, te gRhasthAzramamAM TakI zake ja nahi. jyAM sudhI mahAvatonI pratijJA lIdhI nathI, tyAM sudhI udbhavelo vairAgya TakI zakavo muzkela che. ekalavihArI na thavuM, eTale be sAdhuone ane traNa sAdhvIone sAthe vicAravAnI zAstra AjJA karI che. bALavayamAM tene vairAgya thayo hoya, to paNa gRhasthAzramamAM rahevAthI te vairAgya Tako bahu muzkela che. sa, sAdhu pAse rahe, bhaNe ane sAdhunI peThe lAvIne khAya ane pachI yogya uMmare dIkSA le to? gRhasthathI bhikSA maMgAyaja nahi, ane gRhastha hoya tyAM sudhI cele kahevAyaja nahi. sAdhuthI gRhasthanI saMbhALa rakhAya nahi. sAdhu khAvAnuM lAvela hoya, temAMthI gRhasthane jarAye apAya nahi. vidyArthinI evI keI saMsthA nathI. mAne ke kadAca sAdhu pAse rahe te paNa khAvApIvAmAM saMsArIono samAgama thAya--eTale Avele vairAgya Taka muzkela che. sava bhaNIne taiyAra thAya tyAreja dIkSA le, to pAchA AvavAno saMbhava na rahe ne ? ja dIkSA lIdhA sivAya amArA AgamagraMtho bhaNAya ja nahi. gRhasthathI te vaMcAya ja nahi. repharansane mATe joIe te judI vAta che. abhyAsa te karAya ja nahi. sa, tame kaI dahADe nathI vAMcyA ? ja meM koI dahADe AgamagraMtho vAMcyAja nathI. ja For Private and Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra sa 40 sa ja. 169 khIjA dharmomAM chekarAne jatA ApyA pachI bAra varSa sudhI gurUne tyAM rahe ane bhaNe, ane pachIja saMnyAsI thAya. tema tamArAmAM paNa gurU pAse rahe ane saMskRta, mAgadhI vigere bhaNe ane sAdhu jevuM vana pALe, pachI dIkSA le te zuM ? dIkSA lIdhA sivAya celA hAyaja nahi, kahI zakAyaja nahi, eTale sAdhunA saMpUrNa samAgamamAM rahI zakeja nahIM. tamArAmAM pAMca mahAtratA bahu kiThana che, te! te pALavA mATe khALaka lAyaka che ke nahIM, te zI rIte samajAya ? bALaka to kArA ghaDA jevA hoya, te badhuM teA tenA vana uparI ane vAtacIta uparathI samajAya. sa pahelAM te janmapatrikA jotAM ane te uparathI yAgya lAge, te dIkSA ApatAne ? ja. atyAre paNa gurU pAte pUrepUrI tapAsa karIneja dIkSA Ape che. sa. patita thAya che tenuM zuM? ja. patitanA dAkhalA mATI uMmare dIkSita thayelAmAMthIja bane che. sagIrAmAM bahuja juja ane che. eja batAve che ke yeAgyatAnI pUrepUrI parauMkSA karavAmAM Ave che. sa. AgamA kayI bhASAmAM lakhelAM che ? ja. ardhamAgadhImAM lakhelAM che. sa bALaka te zI rIte vAMcI zake? 40 bALaka saMskRta vigere zIkhe, tyArapachI te vAMcI zake. zrAvakaiAthI AgamA na vaMcAya, te bAbatamAM pUrAve ApatAMAtmArAmajI mahArAjanA banAvelA 'samyaktva zaklyAhAra ' nAmanA graMthamAM te bAbatanA ullekha hovAnuM sAkSIe jaNAvyuM hatuM, ane tenA havAlAmAM tA. 17-1-32 nuM janapravacana pAne401 mAM AvelI hakIkata vAMcI batAvI hatI ane raju karI hatI. sa AgamagraMtha vAMcavAnI lAyakAta mATe keTalA varSo lAge ? ja. e bAbatamAM mI. meAtIcaMda kApaDIyAe lakhelI adhyAtma kalpadrumanA upeAddhAtanA pAnA 60 mAMthI, sagIra vayamAM dIkSA ApavI ke kema, te bAbatano ullekha tathA abhyAsa kALa bAlyavayamAMja prAptavya che, te bAbata vAMcI saMbhaLAvI hatI ane te lakhANa raju karyuM hatuM. 22 For Private and Personal Use Only

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170 sara bALaka mAgadhI bhASAnA graMtha zI rIte vAMcI zake ? ja prathama saMskRta zIkhe ane mAgadhI bhASA TIkA uparathI cAle che. sa0 jaina munione bhaNAvavA mATe jainetara paMDita rAkhavAmAM Ave che ke? ja. hA. te saMskRta ane nyAya zIkhavavA mATe rAkhavAmAM Ave che. sa pagAra kenA taraphathI apAya che? ja pagAra zrAvake taraphathI ApavAmAM Ave che. sa, kene bhaNAvavA mATe rAkhavAmAM Ave che? ja sAdhuone bhaNAvavA mATe. sa. ghera paMDita rAkhI bhaNe ane pachI dakSA le to zuM vAMdho ? ja nyAyane viSaya keTalAkano hoya ane keTalAkane na hoya. ane vADIlAla vaide jaNAvyuM hatuM ke amAruM sAhitya eTaluM badhuM che, ke je bhaNavAne mATe ghaNo TAIma joIe che. sa. ApanA nivedanamAM 27mI kalama chApI che, te mujaba thaI zake tema che? ja. mI. badAmIe te kalama vAMcI saMbhaLAvI, ane jaNAvyuM ke-Apa jevA utsAha laI prayatna kare, ane keTalAkane te saMbaMdhI kahevAmAM Ave, to thaI zake paNa kharuM. sa, A nivedana bIjA peparamAM chapAyuM che ? ja hA. muMbaI samAcAra ane sAMjavartamAnamAM chapAyuM che. amAro IrAdo dIkSA aTakAvavAno nathI, paNa temAM kAMI anartha thato hoya te aTakAvAya to kema ? ja anartha thato hoya, to te dUra karavA mATe ghaTatuM karavuM joIe. je kharaDo bahAra paDayo che, temAM phakta anartha ane zocanIya be vastu jaNAvI che, paNa temAM vivecana nathI. samAdhAna thAya te ghaNuM sAruM. mULa prInsIpalane bAdha na Avato hoya ane chuTa mUkavI paDatI hoya, to huM tema karavA parasanala salAha ApuM A nivedana lakhatAM pahelAM meM khUba vicAra karelo ane pachI tamane ema lAgeluM ke-AvA mahattvanA viSayamAM cUpa rahevAthI ApaNI pharaja adA karI zakatA nathI. pachI nAmathI bahAra pADavuM ke nahi te bAbata vicAra karyo. chevaTe nAmathI bahAra pADyuM ane sArA nasIbe mane Trabala thayo nathI. For Private and Personal Use Only

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171 ane sAkSIe zrAvakanA nityakRtya saMbaMdhI mahajiNANaANanI sajhAya nI kaDIo samajAvI hatI. daherAsaramAM paNa eja bhAvanA jayaviyarAyamAM zrAvake bhAve che ke saMsArathI nivRtta kayAre thaIe ? gurUtattva vinizcayamAM paNa lakheluM che ke "bALa dIkSAthIja dharma pravarte che. ' sa. sagIra hoya, bApa marI gayo hoya ane koka sagIranI milkata pacAvavAnA IrAdAthI dIkSA apAvI de ane lAyaka uMmare kadAca pAcho Ave tyAre tenI milakata na hoya, evuM thatuM hoya te rAjya zuM karavuM ? ja bALarakSaNa mATe sAna thayA pachI traNa varasano kAyade che, eTale traNa varasa sudhImAM milkata mATe dAvo kare to te milkata pAchI maLI zake che. sa. sagIra dIkSA vecANathI saMmati vagara apAtI hoya, evA saMjogomAM sarakAre vacce paDavuM joIe ne ? jaLa saMjogo dabAvavA mATe te purato kAyado kare, jethI Dara lAgaze ane tema thatuM haze te aTakI jaze. sava zAstra pramANe badhuM rAkho, mAtra eTale rUDhIno pheraphAra karo ke bALakane sAthe rAkhI taiyAra kare ne pachI 18 varSe lAyakAta joine dIkSA Ape. temAM siddhAMtano savAla che. bALakanI sthiti vadhAre kaphoDI thAya, vairAgya kAyama na thAya ane saMsAramAM pAcho Ave tyAre niSphaLa thAya, tethI e pheraphAra na thaI zake. kAlamAna pramANe paNa zAstranA mUkhya siddhAMta ke AcaraNamAM pheraphAra kare ISTa nathI. For Private and Personal Use Only

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172 vaDI dIkSA saMbaMdhI rA. suracaMdabhAI puttamadAsa badAmIe tapAsa-samitine mokalelo khulAse. surata, paMDoLanI poLa, tA. 28-7-32. me. nAyaba nyAyamaMtrI ane samitinA taMtrI sAheba, vaDodarA huM sucaMda purUSottamadAsa badAmI savinaya jaNAvuM chuM ke-samiti samakSa mArI jubAnI thaI te daramyAna mane pramukha sAheba rA. ba. goviMdabhAI sAhebe prAthamika dIkSA ane vaDI dIkSA bAbatamAM pAchaLathI lakhI mokalavA jaNAvyuM hatuM te anusAra e saMbaMdhamAM nIcenI kakakata nivedana karuM chuM. 1 banne dIkSA vakhate ApavAmAM AvatA pratyAkhyAnamAM rahelI taratamatA ane tenuM kAraNa prAthamika dIkSA vakhate je pratyAkhyAna ApavAmAM Ave che, temAM sAmAnya rIte sarva sAvaghanA pratyAkhyAna rUpa chaMdagI sudhInuM sAmAyika uccarAvavAmAM Ave che. kAraNake dIkSita thanAra te vakhate jaina zAstramAM " jIvanikAya " darzAvelo che, tenA jJAnathI yathArtha rIte paricita hetuM nathI. A mujaba prAthamika dIkSA lIdhA bAda dIkSitane paTajIvanikAya ane mahAvratanuM zAstrokta vidhi pramANe vizeSa jJAna karAvavAmAM Ave che. e jJAna zrI AcArAMga sUtranuM prathama adhyayana bhaNAvavAthI athavA to zrI dazavaikAlika satranA pahelA cAra adhyayano bhaNAvavAthI karAvAya che. e adhyayana karatAM pahelA tene mATe khAsa lAyakAta meLavavAnI jarUra che. ane te mATe jaina zAstramAM "gohana " nAmathI oLakhAtI kriyA avazya karavAnuM hoya che. A yogoThahananI kriyA vinA te jJAna ApI zakAya nahi ane laI zakAya nahi, tethI dareka prAthamika dIkSAvALAne gohananI kriyA jarUra karavAnI hoya che. A yogoThahananI kriyAmAM dararoja amuka amuka tapasyAo ane bIjI kriyAo karavAnI hoya che. A mujaba kriyApUrvaka jJAna meLavyA bAda te abhyAsa barAbara thayo ke nahi ane te yathArtha saMtaraMgathI pariNamyo ke nahi, te bAbatanI gurU parikSA kare che ane te parikSAmAM uttIrNa thayA pachI vaDI dIkSA mATe ziSya adhikArI thAya che ane te tene ApavAmAM Ave che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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173 A vaDI dIkSA ApavAmAM Ave che tyAre ziSyane judA judA dareka mahatratonA chuTA chuTA uccAraNa pUrvaka pratyAkhyAna apAya che. kAraNake have te ziSyane pachavanikAya ane mahAvatanuM vizeSa jJAna thayeluM hoya che. 2. prAthamika dIkSAvALA ne vaDI dIkSAvALAnI lAyakAtamAM pheraphAra, prAthamika dIkSAvALAne paTajavanikAyanuM yathArtha jJAna zAstrokta vidhipUrvaka nahi thayeluM hovAthI, tene saMyamamAM doSa lAge te svAbhAvika che, tethI anya munio teNe lAvelA piMDa (AhArabhojana) vastra, pAtra, vasatI vigere grahaNa karI zake nahi, temaja pratikramaNa Adi kriyAo je badhA munione karavAnI hoya che te te karAve te bIja munione khape nahi. bIjA munioe lAvelI vastuo tene khapI zake, temaja bIjA munio kriyA karAve te paNa tene khapI zake. prAthamika dIkSAvALAnI lAyakAta AvI AvI bAbatamAM ochI hoya che. te lAyakAta vaDI dIkSA lIdhA pachI tene maLe che. dIkSA pALavAmAM je je javAbadArIo rahelI che ane je je niyamo pALavAnA che, te te baMne mATe sarakhAM che. pharaka mAtra eTaloja ke vaDI dIkSA thAya, eTale lAyakAta vadhAre Ave che. prAthamika dIkSAne sAmAyika cAritra kahevAmAM Ave che ane vaDI dIkSAne chedaparA paniya cAritra kahe che. 3 be dIkSA vacce keTale kALa have joIe. baMne dIkSA vacce ochAmAM ochA kALa sAta divasano che. eka vAra dIkSA laI patita thayo hoya ane pharI dIkSA lIdhI hoya tevAone mATe madhyama kALa cAra mAsano che, ane utakRSTa kALa cha mAsano che ane keTalAka saMjogomAM tethI paNa vadhAre hoya che. 4 vaDI dIkSA ApatAM pahelAM parikSAnI khAsa jarUra, vaDI dIkSA mATe ziSya lAyaka thayo che ke nahi, te bAbatanI barAbara rIte parikSA karavAnuM vidhAna che ane gurU parikSA na kare ane vaDI dIkSA Ape to te deSita thAya che. A uparathI Apane jaNAze ke jaina zAstra pramANe baMnne prakAranI dIvAnI AvazyakatA che. gRhasthI tarIke rahIne vaDI dIkSA mATe je abhyAsa karavAnI jarUra che, te thaI zake nahi. te abhyAsa mATe prathamanuM sAmAyikacAritra ane yogahananI kriyA khAsa jarUrI che. te abhyAsa karavA mATenI e lAyakAto che. A mujabanI jaina zAstranI mAnyatA che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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174 A sabaMdhamAM vadhu hakIkata vistArathI Agama zAstrAmAM ane bIjA graMthAmAM che. paNa huM tenA abhyAsI nathI, tethI Apane ATaluM jaNAvI savinaya vizeSa jaNAvavAnI rajA lauM chuM ke AbAbatamAM temaja dIkSAe ApavAmAM Ave che te sabaMdhamAM kharI rIte prathama darzanika hakIkata amArA vidvAna AcAryo eTAda, vaDhavANa, muMbAI, vigere sthaLe A cAturmAsa mATe sthira rahelA che, tene sAMbhaLavAthI ke pUvAthI maLI zake, temaja je sagIra dIkSiteA hAlamAM dIkSA pALI rahelA che, tene dIkSAthI kAI paNa prakAraneA ana thayele che ke ulaTI tenI sthiti huM mAnuM chuM tema vadhAre sArI ane anumodana karavA jevI thayelI che, te bAbata tene pratyakSa jovAthI ane pUchavAthI saMtoSakAraka rIte khAtrI thaI zake. mArA nivedanamAM ane pUravaNI lekhI kephIyatamAM temaja mArI jubAnImAM je hakIkatA jaNAvelI che, tenu piSTapeSaNa na karatAM savinaya mAtra eTaluM ja ApanI rajAthI jaNAvIza ke te Ape kALajIpUrvaka vAMcI haraze ane chevaTanA nirNaya para AvatAM pahelA pharIthI vAMcA ane amArA jaina dharmanA pracAra ane TakAva mATenA mArA namra vicAra pramANe A jIvana-maraNanA praznamAM saMpUrNa prakAre vicAra karazeA ane hAlanA musaddo phakata sagIrAnI dIkSA mATenA hAI, te bAbatane vicAra karatAM lAyaka uMmaravALAnI dIkSA ayeAgya rIte kAI kAi thatu hovAnu ApanA sAMbhaLavAmAM ke jANavAmAM AvyuM hoya, te te kAraNathI ApanA upara asara thavA deze niha. temaja sagIrAne dIkSA ApavAthI je koI vyakti paratve kAI saMnhegAmAM kAMi anartha thatA ApatI khyAlamAM AvatA hoya, te te ana karanArA saMjogA dUra karavA Apa vicAra karaze, paraMtu mAbApanI rAmadIthI apAtI bALadIkSAnI saMsthA mULathIja ukhaDI jAya tema karavuM bIlakula anucita rAvaze. ATaluM atyaMta namra bhAve jaNAvI Ape mArI jubAnI vakhate mArA tarapha je atyaMta mAyALu bharelI rItabhAta zarUthI Akhara sudhI darzAvelI che, te mATe Apa sAhebene kharA aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka AbhAra mAnI baMdha karUM chuM. For Private and Personal Use Only

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15 zA, bhegIlAla hAlAbhAI-pATaNavALAnI jubAnI. ( uM. va. 43, tA. 16-7-3ra. lekhIta sTeTamenTa raju karyuM. sada vaDedarAnA sAdhu saMmelana saMbaMdhI tamAruM kahevuM zuM che ? ja TharAva thayela te maMjura che. paNa vastusthiti evI che ke 20 mo ane 23 me harAva 'upayoga rAkhavo" evA zabdomAM che, eTale ke saMghADAnA sAdhuone korTamAM javuM na paDe agara jhaghaDAmAM utaravuM na paDe te mATe upayoga rAkhavo ane tene mATe sakhta vicAra, eTale tevI sajA. AcArya mahArAjanA AdezathI khabara ApyA sivAya trIbhovanadAsane kAvImAM dIkSA ApI. mAtA hayAta hatA. temane khabara na ApI te sAcuM che. te siMghADAmAM be bhAga che. AcArya mahArAjanI hayAtimAM vaDodarAmAM jAnI zerImAM rAmavijayajI mahArAjane vaDI dIkSA ApI che. gohana karyA sivAya vaDI dIkSA apAya nahiM. 5. saMpatavijayajI, zrI valabhavijayajI tathA munizrI haMsavijayajInI hAjarImAM vaDI dIkSA apAI che. to A rIte te TharAva TakI zakato nathI. padastha sAdhu sivAya vaDI dIkSA apAyaja nahiM ane paMnyAsa saMpata vijayajIe ja temane vaDI dIkSA ApI che, eTale A TharAva amalamAM rahyo nathI. sa, vaDI dIkSA kayAre ane choTI dikSA kyAre ? prAthamika dIkSA eTale ke dIkSA levA AvyA hoya, khAtrI karavI hoya teTalI kare ane pachI dIkSA Ape. A dIkSA thayA pachI te mAMDaLI bahAra rahe che. bIjA sAdhuone enuM lAveluM khape nahi. amUka jAtanA yogadvahana kare che temAM avAya. vaDI dIkSA letA pahelAM dazavaikAlika sUtrane abhyAsa karavo joIe ke jethI sAdhunA AcAravicAra barAbara samajI zake. A sutra jyAM sudhI bhaNI zake nahi tyAM sudhI vaDI dIkSA apAya nahiM. A sUtra bhaNatAM bAra mahinA thAya agara eka mahine thAya to paNa te pachI ja vaDI dIkSA apAya. sa. temAM kAMI vidhi thAya che ? ja hA. nANa maMDAya che, temAM cAra bAju cAra pratimAjI padharAvAya che, cAre bAju ghInA dIvA karavAmAM Ave che. zrAvako bhegA thAya ane uccAraNapUrvaka arpaNa kare. sa. prAthamika dIkSA ApanAra sAdhuja vaDI dIkSA Ape ne ? For Private and Personal Use Only

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ja ja. nA. padavIdharaja ApI zake; prAthamika dIkSA to muni paNa ApI zake. vaDI dIkSA ApatI vakhate prAthamika dIkSA ApanAra muni hAjara hoya to paNa Ape ane hAjara na hoya to paNa Ape. sakAMI mudata joIe ke ? ja abhyAsa thaI jAya te 17 divasano kALa, pachI jevo ziSya; che mahinAthI vadhAre vakhata paNa thAya, bAra mahinA paNa thAya. mArA potAnA kAkIe 151 nI sAlamAM dIkSA lIdhI ane 195ra nA kArataka mAsamAM vaDI dIkSA thaI. sava bheMcaNImAM sAdhuonuM saMmelana thayuM tyAre tame tyAM hatA ? hA, bhoMyaNImAM huM hato. sava eTalA badhA sAdhuo zA mATe bhegA thayelA ? ja judA judA saMvADAnA sAdhuo mahatsava nImItte bhegA thayA hatA. sa. A TharAvo karavA nImIte to bhegA thayA nahotAne ? jai tevA saMketa karavAmAM AvyuM ja nathI. sa. zA mATe bhegA thayelA ? ja caitra mAsamAM ane Aso mAsamAM navapadanI ArAdhanA thAya che. nava pada ArAdhaka samAja-muMbAI taraphathI A vidhi kare che. maMtrIe zrAvakone gAmegAma mokale che. ane koI tIrthasthAna hoya ane tyAM Avo mahotsava hoya tyAreja moTA pramANamAM sAdhuo bhegA maLe che. sa. nibaMdhano virodha karavA maLelAne? ja. nA, paNa jarUrIAta joI nibaMdhanA virodhano TharAva karyo che. sava vaDodarA rAjyamAM A nibaMdha Ave che, te teo zAthI jANI zakyA? ja te badhA sAdhuo jANe che. tene virodha paNa ghaNA sAdhuoe lakhI mokalyo che. sa, bIjA TharAvo karelA? ja hA. bIjA paNa TharAvo karelA. sa. temAM zrAvakane saMbodhIne tIraskAra karyo hato ke ? ja tevAonI kAryavAhI taraskAra pAtra che, dharma viruddha che, ema jaNAvyuM hatuM. sa. 18 varSa sudhI ghera rahe ane abhyAsa kare, tyAra pachI dIkSA le to zuM thAya ? ja koI AtmAne ane tenA mAbApane IcchA thaI hoya ke mAre sAMsArika jJAna vadhAravuM nathI ane A abhyAsa mukti meLavavA mATe che. saMjama For Private and Personal Use Only

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177 lIdhA sivAya sUtra siddhAMta bhaNAvI zakAtA nathI. amArA sUtra siddhAMta evA gahana che ane emAM evI vAta che ke jethI vyavahAramAM teno prayoga kare nahiM, tethI karIne tyAgIone mATe ja te bhaNavAnuM kahyuM che. keTalAka vidvAna thayA che paNa cAritravAna thayA nathI. mATe ja bAlyakALa dIkSA mATe uttama che. samahAvIra prabhue 30 me varSe dIkSA lIdhI hatI ne ? ja tIrthakarane dAkhalo ahiM na levAya. teo janmyA tyArathI temane mati, zruta ane avadhi traNa jJAna hatA. dIkSA le tyArapachI mana:paryavajJAna thAya eTale ke darekanA mananI vastu jANI zake. atula baLa kahevAya eTale-e pramANe koI vartI zake ja nahiM. sabAI jazI saMbaMdhI zuM kahe che ? ja mI. mahAsukhabhAI kahI gayA che ke bAI jazIne nasADI bhagADIne pATaNa lAvela, te vAta khetI che. te bAI mAre ghera pATaNa AvI hatI. eTale mAro jAta anubhava che. pATaNanI eka bAI pAlItANuM jAtrAe gayela hatI. bAI jazI temane sTezana para maLelI. jAtrA karavAnI IcchAthI te bAInI sAthe pATaNa AvI. sAMja sudhI bAInA ghera rahI. rAtanA mAruM ghara pUchatI mAre ghera AvI. mAre ane ene oLakhANa e rIte thayelI ke phAgaNa suda pUrNimAne divase zatruMjayanI jAtrA karavA ame gayelAM. DuMgara upara ame caDatAM hatAM tyAre amArI pAchaLaja te banne baheno hatI. dIkSA saMbaMdhI kAMIka vAtacIta karatA hatA, AgaLa vIsAme jatAM ame ubhA rahyA. e arasAmAM muMbaInI eka bAI A bahenenI sAthe hatI, te bAI, mArA bhAI ke jemaNe dIkSA lIdhI che, temanA sahavAsathI mane oLakhe. temaNe kahyuM ke A bahenane dIkSA levAnA bhAve che ane cha vigaya tyAgI che. bApa paraNAvavA Icche che. meM te bAIne bAbunI dharmazALAmAM mane maLavA AvavA jaNAvyuM. bAI jazI bAbunI dharmazALAmAM AvI, mane vAta karI ane muzkelIo jaNAvI. meM kahyuM ke dhIme dhIme badhuM thaI raheze. tamArA bApane samajAvaje. bAI jazI tenA ghera gaI. huM tyAMnA be cAra AgevAnone maLyo ane bAIne dIkSA levAnA bhAva chatAM tene kema madada karatA nathI ! te bAbata jaNAvI. chevaTe vrata khaMDana na thAya te mATenI purepurI kALajI rAkhavA bhalAmaNa karI. tyArapachI huM bIje trIje divase pATaNa AvyA. te pachI For Private and Personal Use Only

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178 jeTha suda 3nA roja bAI pATaNa AvI, sAMjanA mAre ghera AvI. meM kahyuM ke tArA bApane kahIne AvI chuM ke kahyA vagara, teNe kahyuM ke benane kahIne AvI che. tyAre meM kahyuM ke turataja ghera kAgaLa lakha. kAgaLa lakhyo ane benanA saranAme mokalyA. kAgaLa ghera pahoMcyA pahelAM tyAMthI tenA bApa ane bIjA be jaNa amadAvAda temaja khaMbhAta tapAsa karI AvelA ne nAme pAlItANethI tenI benano kAgaLa Avyo ke bApA AvI gayA che. te pachI paramANaMdadAsa pATaNa AvyA. bAI jazI jhADe pharI AvatI hatI. bAdae kahyuM ke mane paraNAvavAnuM kahe che tethI AvI chuM. huM sAmAyika karI nIce Avyo. paramAsuMdadAsane cA pANI pAyAM. keTalIka vAtacIta karyA bAda bAIne laI javA kahyuM. meM kahyuM ke sukhethI laI jAva. bAIe kahyuM ke mane mAgazara mahine dIkSA apAvavAnuM vacana Ape to jAuM. meM te mujaba mAgazara mahinAmAM dIkSA apAvavAnuM vacana apAvyuM ane terasanA roja temane vidAya karyA. bAInI uMmara varSa 18 nI hatI. sa. AvI rIte bApane pUchayA vagara chokarIo cAlI jAya, te ayogya kharuMne ? ja cIMtA thAya, te kharuM che. vAlIoe paNa pitAne dharma samajavo joIe ne ! For Private and Personal Use Only

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199 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir mI. mahAsukhabhAi cunIlAlanI jubAnI. tA. 5-7 32. uMmara varSa 55. jainadhama. vIsanagara myunIsIpAlITI pramukha. kaDI prAMta paMcAyata sabhAsada. eka vakhata dhArAsabhAnA sabhAsada. sa. tame jaina dharmanA abhyAsI che. ke? jajaina dharmanA abhyAsI tarIke abhyAsa karyo nathI. sa. dIkSA zI rIte apAya che? ja. dIkSA zAstra pramANe apAtI nathI, amUka amUkane pAtra gaNI zakAya che ane amUka amUkane gaNI zakAtA nathI. sa. zAstranA AdhAra kAMI che? ja 380-381 amRtasaritA bhAga 2 je pAte dharmagraMtha zAstranA pAnA mujaba A dezamAM janmeleA hAya, ucca jAtinA hAya, ucca kuLamAM janmeleA hAya, zuddha buddhi ane nItivALA hoya, saMsAranI lAlasAethI virakta hoya, evA mANasa dIkSA levA ceAgya ane mALa, vRddha, napu Msaka, rAgI, cAra, rAjyane aparAdhI, unmatta, kheDavALA, dAsa--duSTa-mudra-karajadAra-nIca tinA, paridhana, nAkara hAya ane te uparAMta strIo mATe bALakavALI ke garbhaNI hAya, tene dIkSA na ApI zakAya. corI cupakIthI ke saMtADI bhagADIne dIkSA na apAya. Ape aa te zAstra virUddha kahevAya. sa bAla eTale ? ja. zAstra pramANe ATha varSanI aMdaranA. sa tyAre te uMmaranI uparanAne dIkSA ApI zakAyane ! Yo hA. paNa upara kahyo tevA apavAda na hAya tA. g zAstra kyAre thayAM ? ja. kI sAlamAM thayAM te mane khyAla nathI, temaja khabara nathI. paNa amalamAM AvyAne 400-500 va tA thayAMja haze. sa. jaina dharma kayArathI ? 40 anaMtA varSothI che, paNa mahAvIra svAmInA nirvANa pachI 980 varSa pustakA lakhAyA. A vakhate nAnI uMmaranAne dIkSA nihuM ApatA sAthe rAkhI pa-10 varasa abhyAsa karAvatA, zrAvakAne ghera jamADatAM, ane lAyaka jaNAyA pachI dIkSA ApatA. dIkSA e prakAranI. prathama ane vaDI dIkSA. vaDI dIkSA pachI te kharA sAdhu gaNAya. For Private and Personal Use Only

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180 sava dIkSA ApavAnuM nakkI koNa kare ? ja mAbApAnI AjJA hoya te dIkSA lenAranI gurU parikSA kare ane adhyayana paNa teo karAve. sa, mAbApanI IcchA hoya to gurU dIkSA Ape ke kema ? ja gurU abhyAsa karAve. paraMtu te lAyaka che ke kema, tenI yogyatA jaNAye Ape. sava mAbApa ane gurU baMne saMmata hoya to ? ja te paNa gurU pitAnI pAse rAkhe. abhyAsa karyA bAda pote pALavAnA pAMca mahAvate barAbara pALI zakaze ke kema, tenI khAtrI thayA bAda dIkSA ApatA. sa. paMca mahAvrata eTale zuM ? ja. 1. prANAtipAta. 2. mRSAvAda. 3. adattAdAna 4. maithuna. 5. parigraha. amRtasaritA bhAga bIjAmAMthI vAMcI saMbhaLAvyuM. A vratomAMnA trIjA vatanI vyAkhyA karatAM, je kaI chokarA saMtADe tene zAstra cAra kahyo che. mAbApanI paravAnagI maLyA pachI gurU pAse saMsArI veSamAM rAkhe, sAthe phare, jame zrAvakane ghera ane yogya jaNAye dIkSA Ape. je vakhate dIkSA ApavAnI hoya te vakhate saMgha ekaThA thaI Ape, saMgha bhege thayA sivAya dIkSA ApI zakAya ja nahi. strI agara purUSa banne dIkSA laI zake. saMghanI sattA sAdhu upara che. cothA vrata saMbaMdhI-mana, vacana, kAyAthI brahmacarya pALe. sAdhuone sAdhu jIvana gALavuM che tethI brahmacarya dehadArA pALI zake ane mukita sAdhe. pAMcamA vrata saMbaMdhI-rahevAne mATe AraMbha na karavo paDe te mATe upAzraye baMdhAvela che. - sAdhuo vIsa vasA dayA pALe che ane zrAvake savA vasA dayA pALe che. emaNe parigrahane tyAga karyo che, tethI kapaDAM amAre pUrAM pADavAnA, gocarI amAre ghera padhAre kahIe tyAre levA mATe Ave ane gaucarI mAphaka che. temanA mATe spezIyala raMdhAya nahiM. sa. hAla prathA e che ke kema ? ja 0 sAdhu saMsthA utkRSTa e kharuM che, paNa chellAM pacIsa varasathI bagADe thaye che-eTale maryAdA bahAra jAya che. sazuM bagADe thayo ? mATe upara vIsa vadana mAga For Private and Personal Use Only

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181 ja e saMbaMdhamAM vaDAdarAmAM saM.1968 jeTha vadI 3 ne gurUvAranA rAja maLelA sAdhu sa Mmelane 24 DarAvA karelA, temAMnA be dIkSA saMbaMdhanA rAvA amRtasaratAnA upeddhAtamAMthI vAMcI sAMbhaLAvyA ane kamaLa vijayajI mahArAjanuM vivecana paNa vAMcI saMbhaLAvyuM, A saMmelanamAM hAjara rahenAra gurUonA celAe te TharAvanI virUddha varte che. sa A saMmelana nuM? Ya sAdhuenuM. sa saMmelana meLavavAnuM kAraNa zuM? ja ziSya vadhAravAnA mehathI AvA banAvA thAya ane tethI sAdhuonI niMdA ane dharmanI avahelanA thAya te aTakAvavA ane AvA cepa saMmelana maLyuM hatuM. sAdhu 2 julAI 1927 mAM 8-10 mahinAmAM pAchuM ce!mAsAmAM AcAya sAdhuene na lAge te mATe prayatna karavA saMmelananA TharAvanA havAlAmAM saMdeza tA. bahAra paDela khaMbhAta sarakAranuM naheranAmu je kheMcI levAyuM hatuM te vAMcI sa MbhaLAvyuM. zrI labdhivijayajI tyAM gayA ane eka sagIra khAte dIkSA ApavAnA hAI, pharI te jAheranAmuM tA. 20 mInA saMdezanA vadhArAmAM nIkaLyuM che. bAI amRta saMbaMdhI i. pI. kA. ka. 144 anusAra e mahinA sudhI amalamAM rAkhavA pharamAvyuM che. A sa. tene nikAla thayA ke kema ? ja. gaI kAle dIvAna sAheba pAse apIla cAlavAnI mudata hatI. zuM thayu te mane khakhkhara nathI. ' e mAsa sudhI khaMbhAta saMsthAnanI hadamAM kAe dIkSA ApavI nahiM, evuM jAheranAmu sTeTa taraphathI nIkaLatAM, te bAbata apIla karavAmAM AvI, jene nAmadAra dIvAna sAhebe cUkAdA ApatAM jaNAvyuM che ke ' jaina kAmamAM e pakSa che. eka jInA vicAranA ane bIjo dharmImAM sudhAraka. chellA varSAM jAhera nItinA AdhAre dIkSA ApavAmAM vAMdhA le che. banne pakSanA virUddha saMyAgAne laine jAhera sulehanA mATe asAdhAraNa saMjogo ubhA thAya che. sAdhupaNuM e ghaNAja ucca Adarzo che ane dareka dharma tenA viSe ghaNAja magarUra che. AthI bahAra paDela hukamamAM uparanA muddAnA nikAla mATe jyAM jyAM jarUra lAge tyAM temanA hukamamAM sudhArA vadhArA karavA mATe pharsTa kalAsa maeNTreTa tarapha meAkalI ApuM chuM.' For Private and Personal Use Only

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182 nAmadAra mejIsTreTa sAhebe jajamenTa ApatAM jaNAvyuM che ke " A kaeNTa dareka dharmanA dhArmika kriyAkAMDAnA rakSaNa mATe che. jyAre jAhera sulehanI bhIti upasthita thAya tyAreja mAtra rAjyane jAhera zAMti ane vyavasthA jALavavA sArU daramyAnagIrI karavI paDe che. A kArTane jaina kAmanA dhArmika kriyAkAMDamAM ADe AvavAnA khIlakula IrAdo nathI. jaina kAma kAyadA pratye vaphAdAra, zAMta ane sulehapriya tarIke khyAtivALI che. jaina sAdhu-sAdhvIne dhArmika Azrama e ghaNAja uMcca kaeNTinA Azrama che, jemAM pratiSTita, vidvAna ane susaMskArita sagRhasthA ane manue che, jeoe mAtra janasamAjanA uddhAranA pracArakA mATeja A phAnI duniyAnA leAbhaneAnA tyAga karyo che. upara jaNAvyA mujaba A kArTane mULa hetu jAhera sulehaneA bhaMga aTakAvavAnA heAvAthI, jaitAne dasa divasa agAu khabara ApavAnI pharaja pADavAmAM Ave che. A saMbaMdhI baMnne jajamenTo tathA era mATe jue pariziSTa naM. 1. sa. bagADe! zuM thayA ? ja. (1) mAbApanI saMmati vagara chupI rIte dIA. (2) dIkSA mATe mAbApane paisA ApIne chekarAo le che. sa. evA mAbApa che? ja. paisA kharAbamAM kharAba cIja che. mahAna purUSA paNa paisAthI lalacAya che. sa. saMmati kharIdelI ? ja. hRdayanI saMmati vinA. devAdArAne temanAM devAM cUkAvIne paNa dIkSA Ape che. badamAsA jee paisA laI pAchA palAyana thai jAya, tevAne paNa Ape che. ane evA devAdArA devAmAMthI mukta thavA AvuM badhuM kare che. paraNelAe Aje paraNyA ane cha bAra mahine dIkSA levA nIkaLe ane bairAM chekarAMe chAyAM le. AvI ayeAgya dIkSAthI dhaNAM mAThAM pariNAma Ave che. saurIne nukazAna karavAnI buddhithI le che ? ja. sAdhue tenuM mana bhramita karI nAMkhe che ane tethI pariNAma viparita Ave che. ane Aje evA prakAranI dIkSAe bahu apAya che. sa A kAyado sagIrane mATe thanAra hoi tevA jAta mAhitinA dAkhalA Ape. For Private and Personal Use Only

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183 ja mahesANAnA pannA nAmanA sagIra chokarAne dIkSA ApavA mATe mAbApe paisA laIne vecelo che, jeno meM kesa pAse rahIne karAvela. tA. 5-7-31 nA roja karAvelo. paisA rUbarUmAM apAyA nathI. vAta sAMbhaLelI ke rUA. 1000) no sodo thayo che. sakenI pAsethI sAMbhaLelI? ja A bAbatamAM bhAMjagaDa karanArAoe mane kaheluM. bhIkhA zeTha urphe roTalI nA nAmano dastAveja thayelo. huM mesANa gayela ane subA sAhebane arajI karI, eTale e lokone khabara paDatAM manAI hukama nIkaLavAnA DarathI rAtorAta 1 nI gADImAM amadAvAda laI gayelA ane tyAM dIkSA Apela. e bAI garIba che ane evI garIba bAI tenA chokarAne je tenA jIvanano AdhAra che, tene vagara paise dIkSA Ape ja zI rIte ? sa, vecANanI khAtrI mATe nAma ApI zako cho ? ja nAmo meLavavA e gavarnamenTanI pharaja che ane temaNe uMDA utarI AvA kIssAo zI rIte bane che te tapAsavuM joIe. ane mATeja Avo kAyade amo mAMgIe chIe ane sarakArane lAcArIthI kahIe chIe ke jarUra kAyado kare. A bAbatamAM pATaNa jaina yuvaka saMghanA maMtrI zA. kezavalAla maMgaLacaMde zrImaMta mesANa prAMta nAyaba subA sAhebane dIkSA aTakAvavA sArU arajI karelI ane temAM chokarAnuM vecANa karavAmAM Avela che vigere hakIkata jaNAvelI, tethI khAtrI karavA bAIne tyAM jati karavAmAM Avela. tapAsamAM mAtra rUA. 50-60 nI milkata nIkaLelI. AthI vecANa karavAmAM AvyAnI vAta bIlakula khoTI che ane bAIe te mAtra potAnA chokarAnI dIkSAmAM dIkSAno vidhio dhAMdhala kare te saMdha madada kare te mATe saMdhane lakhANa karI ApyuM hatuM. bAInI jubAnI | tathA subA sAhebanA hukama mATe juo pariziSTa na. 2. sa, tame A saMbaMdhI samAjamAM kAMI prayatna karyo che ? ja hA. jaina kaeNnpharanse TharAva karyo ane sosAyaTIe teno bahiSkAra karyo. sosAyaTI amArA samAja sudhArAnA dareka kAryamAM ADe Ave che. sudhArA karavA e amAruM kAma che, paraMtu amArI nabaLAIo ghaNI che tethI sarakArane vacce nAMkhavA paDe che. ame pATaNamAM eka mAsa pahelAM jAherAta karavAno TharAva karyo ane nagInadAse AgevAna - -- - For Private and Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra sa 40 184 thaI deDhasA mANasAne peAtAnA pakSamAM laI amArA virodha karyo ame saMsAra sudhArA mAgIe chIe, paraMtu sAsAyaTIvALA karavA detA nathI. ane ame virodha karIe chIe, eTale mArAmArI thAya che. eTale mArAmArI na thAya te pahelAM sarakAranI kAyado karavAnI pharaja che. chevaTe ame thAkyA, eDAkasAe amene macaka na ApI, eTale sarakAra pAse amAre mAMgaNI karavI paDI che. kAnpharanse paNa nA chuTake TharAva karI dAda mAMgI che. pATaNa samasta satre A TharAva karyAnI vAtaja bIlakula kheATI che. te bAbatamAM pATaNanA gRhasthAe seMkaDA sahI sahita bahAra pADela khulAsA mATe jue pariziSTa naM. 3. sarakAra vacce paDe te yeAgya mAne che ? hA sAheba. kAraNa te sivAya kAMI thaI zake tema lAgatuM nathI. kAI paNa jAhera sAmAjIka adI dura karavA sarakAra pagalAM le che. ajJAnanuM aniSTa dura karavA sarakAre pharajIyAta keLavaNInA kAyo karelA che. bALalagna aTakAvavA paNa kAyado karelA che. eTale sarakAre jarUrI dareka bAbatamAM vacce paDavuM ja joie. sa te dAkhalA AmAM zI rIte lAgu thAya ? ja kema nahi~ ! jaina sAdhue e badI che te kakhala rAkhIne ja te dura karavA kAnpharanse DarAvA karyo che, chatAM badI cAlu che, tethI sarakAre vacce AvavuM joie. sa kAnpharansa kANu ? jaaAnpharansa trIsa varSanI junI saMsthA che ane sane 1930 mAM teramAM kAnpharanse sAmAnya TharAva karyAM. mAbApanI saMmatithI dIkSA ApavI evA TharAva karyAM che. amAre uMmarane vAMdhA nathI, para Mtu amAre kleza thAya tevI dIkSA ceAgya hoya te paNa na ApavI joie, kAraNa ke amane kleza jhaghaDA pasaMda nathI. jenI pAchaLa bairI, mAtA, pitA vigere raDArALa kare, chAjIyA le, pAchaLa bharaNapoSaNanA dAvAo thAya, rUA. 25 nuM hukamanAmuM thAya; tenI apIla hAIkaoNrTa jAya, paisAnI maradI thAya ane khIjo kesa eka padmasAgaranA thayA che, te hAla mulatvI che. eTale evA sAdhu zA mATe karavA joie ? ane evA sAdhuonI amAre kAMI paNa jarUra nathI. For Private and Personal Use Only

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185 A kaisamAM amadAvAdanA sITI mejIsTreTa mI. ema. pI. dezAIe mAsika rUA. 25) nuM hukamanAmu karela, paraMtu te sabaMdhI hAikAne apIla karavAmAM AvatAM nAmadAra jaja sAheAe arajadAra sAdhu thavAthI temanA trata agara khIjI rIte temanI strInuM bharaNapoSaNa karavAne te azakta hatA ke kema, te bAbata purAvA levAne kaeNsa nIcalI kATane pAchA mAkahyA hatA. nIcalI kArTe vizeSa purAvA lai sITI mAjIsTreTa sAheba mI. dhIrajalAlabhAIe hAikAne potAnA abhiprAya sAthe kaeNsa pAche meAkalatAM jaNAvyu che ke jaina sAdhu je pratijJA kare che tenAthI eTale khAsa karIne pahelA ane pAMcamA vratathI kAIpaNa milkata rAkhI zakavAne ke peAtAnI strInuM bharaNapoSaNa karavAne mATe azakata che. A uparathI hAikorTe banne pakSanA purAvA tapAsI hukamanAmu rada karyuM che. vizeSa mATe jue pariziSTa na. 4. sa. sagIrAnI dIkSAnA upADI gayAnA dAkhalA batAve. dalapata catura nAmanA cANasmAnA eka cheAkA nizALamAMthI guma thA. bApa sAdhu pAse vadhAre besavAvALA hatA. bApa mArI pAse AvyA. mane vAta karI tyAre meM kahyuM ke kudaratanA niyama che ane tamArUM pApa tame bhAgavA. bApe kahyuM ke mArUM pAluM javAdo ane mane madada kareA. evAmAM manubhAI dIvAna ajamera jatA hatA. temane me vAtacIta karI ke zaramAvA jevI khInA che ke ApanA rAjyamAMthI sagIra chekarAe AvI rIte upaDe che ? te uparathI A kesa peAlIsane sAMpAyeA. temavijaya mahArAjanuM sTeTamenTa levAyuM. tapAsamAM che|karA saMtADelA. chokarA mAravADamAM che ema samAcAra maLelA. khUba tapAsa karAvI paNa patto lAgyA nahi, gai sAlamAM teneA bApa mane hArIja maLelA ane te saMbaMdhI mane vAtacIta karelI tyAre meM kahyuM ke tArUM mana asthira che, tethI huM kAMi paNa salAha ApI zakatA nathI. tyAra pachI huM kesarIyAjI gayelA. tyAM udepuramAM lAvaNyavijayajIne maLelA. chekarA saMbaMdhI vAtacIta thayelI. temaNe kahyuM ke A vAtacIta khoTI che. ane tame mArA upara moTA zaka lAvA che, meM saMtADelA nathI vigere vigere. tyAra pachI temavijaya mahArAje mane kahyuM ke tenI dIkSA thaI gaI. 24 For Private and Personal Use Only

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A bAbatamAM dalapatane bApa jAte vaDodarA rAjya saM. dI. pra. nibaMdha tapAsa samiti samakSa jubAnI ApI gayela che, te uparathI spaSTa jaNAI Ave che ke chokarAnA lagna karavA tenA bApe ghaNuM dabANa karyuM ane tene lagna karavAnI IrachA nahiM hovAthI te nAsI gaye, eTale bIjAoe tene nasAthI-bhagADyAnI vAta taddana juTTI che. vadhu mATe juo pariziSTa naM. 5. cAra varasa upara pratApa nAmane bhAvanagarane chokare guma thayela. tenA bApanuM nAma mANekalAla hatuM. cheka vIsanagara Avele. mane kAMI vAtanI khabara nahi, paNa meM savAre sAMbhaLyuM ke chokaro mahesANe rAta rahyo hato ane savAre ahiM Avyo che ane emane ema Avyo che. tyAra pachI tenA bApane mArA upara patra Avyo. meM tapAsa karI paNa patto lAge nahi. chokarAne nemavijayajInA celA darzanavijayajI laI gayA che ema lakheluM. e chokarAne mATe paTaNI sAhebe bhAvanagaranA saMghane lakhavAthI saM. 1987 nA jeTha suda 2 nA ja jANItA jaina AgevAna kuMvarajIbhAIe saMgha bhego karyo ane sagIra vayanA chokarA chokarIone saMdhanI saMmati vagara dIkSA ApavI ja nahi-evo TharAva karyo. bhAvanagaranA siMdhe A TharAva karele hevAthI A savAla carcA ane zrAvake bhegA maLyAM. pharIyAdo pAchI kheMcAI ane chokarA pAcho Avyo. sa bhAvanagara saMghe TharAva karyA mujaba tame harAva karo ane tethI kArya patatuM hoya, te sarakArane vacce paDavAnI zI jarUra che ? je amo sAmAjIka sudhArA mATe prayatna karIe chIe ane saMgha sattA ajamAvavA jaIe chIe, eTale kesa thAya che ane te mujaba pATaNamAM kesa thayela, temAM rUA. pAMca, pAMcaso nA daMDa thayA. paisAnA pANI thayAM. apIla karavI paDI che. (pATaNano DarAva vAMcI saMbhaLAvyo) A rIte sudhAro karavA jatAM banne bAjuthI ame daMDAyA chIe. eTale sarakAranI pharaja che ke vacce paDavuM joIe. sa, tame korTamAM kema puravAra na karI zakyA ? je zuM karIe, amArAthI banatuM karyuM, paNa mejIsTreTa hukama kare tyAM zuM thAya ? sa apIla karo. ja karI che. sava sudhArake ne pracArake baMne Atmabhoga Apavo paDe. For Private and Personal Use Only

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187 40 ame paNa kyAM nathI sahana karatA! ane teTaluM karIe chIe. sa Ama tame sudhArA kare teA sarakArane vacce paDavAnI zI jarUra ? ja. are sAheba ! eja vAta che. amArAthI thatuM hoya to zA mATe karIe ? mATeja kahuM chuM ke A kAyado jarUra sunaMdAzrI sAdhvI, uM. varSo 35. sa. 1987 nA aSADa suda 8 nA divase pAtAnI 9 varSanI AkarI nAragIne rANasmAmAM dIkSA ApI, ane tyAra pachI pote paNa dIkSA lIdhI ane peAtAnI 20000 nI milkatanuM TrasTaDIDa karyuM ane pote sAdhvI thavA chatAM paNa milkata upara peAtAne! mamatva rAkhyA, te bAbatamAM potAnA lekhaneA sAra vAMcI saMbhaLA ane kahyuM ke jyAre mA pote AvI rIte sagIrane dIkSA Ape, tyAre tenA vAlI mATe sarakAranI jarUra che. sarakAra deza kALa upara dhyAna rAkhIne jarUra A kAyado karaze. kAraNa ke A zrRdhI dIkSAe mekArIne AbhArI che. garImAnA cheAkarAe upaDe che. te zrImaMta sarakAre jema punaHsanA kAyado tathA chuTAcheDAnA kAyadA karyAM che te pramANe jarUra zrIma Mta sarakAre A kAyadA mATe pahela karavI joie. zirAhI ane bIkAnera rAjya paNa AvA kAyadAnI rAha joI rahyuM che. zAstranA kAyadAthI sagIra dIkSA lai zake che, paraMtu hAlamAM dIkSAnI jALamAM sapaDAtA yuvAne vhetAM, hAlanA yuvAne te sahana karI zake-e huM dhAratA nathI. AthI vizeSa huM AgaLa vadhIne kahu chuM ke uMmara lAyakanAnI dIkSA paNa mejIsTreTanI paravAnagI vagara na thavI joie. A mAgaNI karavA joie. A bAbatamAM bAI suraje (hAla sAdhvI zrI sunaMdAzrI) dIkSA letAM pahelAM, potAnI cheAkarI kheta nAraMgI (hAla sAdhvI zrI nima LAzrI)ne paNa dIkSA levAnA bhAva hAvAthI, potAnI lagabhaga 20000 rUA.nI milkatanuM jAheranA hitArthe TrasTaDIDa karyuM hatuM, eTale dIkSA lIdhA pachI te milkatanI sAthe teone kAMI paNa saMbaMdha nahi hovAthI, milkata upara mamatva rAkhyAnI vAta khoTI che. ane bekArA dIkSA le che e bAi surajanI dIkSAthIja khATuM kare che. vadhu mATe e pariziSTa na du mhesANAnA chekarA pannAnA bIjA bhAI uM. va. 18-19 nAme vIramagAmamAM dIkSA ApI. tenI mane jAtamAhiti nathI. A dIkSA sagIranI nathI, temaja te dIkSA dhAmadhUmapUrvaka apAyelI che. mATe jue pariziSTa naM. 9, For Private and Personal Use Only

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188 sabALa eTale kyAM sudhI ? ja kAyadA pramANe 18 ane amArA zAstra pramANe ATha varSa bALaka mATe che. sa. A badhA dAkhalAo saMbaMdhI ApanI jAtamAhiti che ke kema ? na hoya to vajuda zI rIte apAya ? ja te saMbaMdhI mArA upara kAgo AvelA che, mArI jAta mAhiti nathI. abhayasAgaranA kesamAM mArI aDadhI mAhiti che. saMkhezvaramAM sAgarAnaMdasUrijIe sADA cha varSanA chekarAne dIkSA ApelI. A bAbatamAM meM vIsanagaramAM dIkSA ApanAra sAgarAnaMdasUrijIne pUcheluM ke sADA cha varSanI uMmara e zAstra virUddha kharI ke nahi ? sAgarajIe zAstrane artha avaLe karIne mane batAvelo. sAgarajIe mane pUchayuM ke ATha eTale zuM ? meM kahyuM ke ATha pura. AcArya mahArAje kahyuM ke ATha eTale AThamuM varSa bese che ane garbhaSTama eTale savA che. A chokaro unAvAno hato. ene kAke mArI pAse Avyo. AkhuM kuTuMba pAyamAla thaI gayuM che. A chokarAnA moTA bhAIne paNa jAmanagaramAM dIkSA ApavAnI hatI, paNa jAmanagara sTeTe dIkSA ApavAno manAI hukama bahAra pADe, tethI te chokarAne amadAvAda lAvI dIkSA ApelI. A bAbatamAM bhAI amRtalAlanA dIkSA levAnA pUrepUrA bhAva jaNAyAthI temanA mAtuzrI, AcArya mahArAjazrI te vakhate zaMkhezvara hovAthI ane temanI pAse dIkSA levAnI hovAthI bhAI amRtalAlane laIne tyAM gayA ane temanI tathA bhAI amRtalAlanI saMpUrNa rAjIkhuzIthI dIkSA apAvI hatI. moTA chokarAne paNa tenI saMpUrNa IcchAthI AcArya mahArAjazrI jAmanagara bIrAjatA hovAthI, dIkSA apAvavA mATe teo tyAM gayelA, paraMtu tyAMnA yuvaka saMdhavALAoe khoTI arajI karI manAI hukama meLavela temaja teone paNa khoTI rIte herAna karelA. AthI teoe amadAvAdamAM AvI bhAI metIcaMdane dIkSA apAvela. vadhu mATe juo pariziSTa naM 8. . badhAM tamArI pAse kema Ave che ? ja. badhAM ema mAne che ke mane madada karaze. huM kalamathI propegenDA karuM chuM. huM deDI zakato nathI, paNa kalamathI jAhera karuM chuM ke pApa bahu thAya che, nirAdhAra mANaso ApaNA rAjyamAM bahu raDe che, mATe madada kare. sarakArane mArI vinaMti che ke Apa jarUra kAyado kare. For Private and Personal Use Only

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. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 189 mAre sAdhu pratye dveSa nathI. rAmavijayajIne huM maLyo nathI. vallabhavijayajI mArA saMbaMdhI nathI. paraMtu mane pitAne lAgyuM che ke A bAbata khoTI che mATe huM prayatna karuM chuM, TharAvo karAvuM chuM ane haMmezAM mAro propegenDA cAlu che. kuMvarajI jevA pavitra mANasanI sAme A adhami che, nAstika che, sAThe buddhi nAThI che evA zabdo lakhI, temane halakA cItarAya che ane chevaTe bhoMyaNImAM TharAva karI kuMvarajIbhAIne, motIcaMdane, temanA dIkarAne badhAne emanI vAtamAM vizvAsa lAvavo nahiM-evuM jAhera karAya che. sa, sAdhuomAM anAcAra peTho che temAM saMya kAMi karI zake ke nahi ? ja saMdha kAMI karI zakato nathI tethI ja sarakArane vacce AvavAnI jarUra che. sa, jainonI vastI keTalI ? ja AkhA hiMdustAnamAM 12-1ra lAkha. 6 lAkha dIgaMbara, 6 lAkha tAMbara. gAyakavADamAM 5000. muMbaI ilAkAmAM be lAkha. jenomAM be paMtha; tAMbara ane dIgaMbara. tAMbaramAM be paMtha; sthAnakavAsI ane derAvAsI. bannenI vastI sarakhI. huM derAvAsI chuM ane huM je kahuM chuM, te tAMbara mUrtipUjaka pUratuM ja che. A AMkaDA barAbara nathI te bAbata vigatavAra yAdI mATe juo pariziSTa na 8. sa0 vaDedarA sTeTa kAyado kare to badhe aTakI zake ? ja jarUra, bIjA rAjyomAM paNa A viSaya carcAya. ma. A rAjyano mANasa bahAra dIkSA le te te gRhe gaNAya ke kema ? ja hA. ApanAra, apAvanAra ane lenAra dareka zikSAne pAtra che. jUo subA sAhebanI neTIsa nIkaLavAnI vAta sAMbhaLatAM ja amadAvAda cAlI gayA. amadAvAdanA saMghamAM virodha che ke kema ? cImanalAla kaDI-amadAvAdanA saMghe to A kharaDAno virodha karyo che. sa, sthAnakavAsI sAdhu saMmelana eTale zuM ? ja sthAnakavAsI sAdhuonuM saMmelana rAjakoTamAM thayeluM tyAra pahelAM pAlI mAM thayeluM ane tAjetaramAM lIMbaDImAM thayeluM, temAM dIkSA saMbaMdhI ane bIjA paNa TharAva thayA che. sasAdhu upara pharIyAda thaI zake ke nahi ? ja polIsa kesa karI zake, For Private and Personal Use Only

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- 100 sa, pilAsa sAdhune pakaDI zake ? ja. sAdhu gUnho kare te polIsa pakaDI zake. gUnho kare te sAdhu gaNAya ja nahiM. chokarAM upADanAra sAdhune sAdhu tarIke mAnI zakAya ja nahiM. te saMbaMdhamAM koIpaNa pharIyAda karI zake ane chevaTe polIsa paNa kesa karI zake. mAre evo IrAde nathI ke koI paNa mANasane zikSA karavI. khAtrI purI karavI ke jethI nirdoSa mAryo jAya nahiM. sa, koI paNa sAdhu dharma virUddha cAle te saMgha bahAra kema nathI mUkatA ? ja AmAM ekaja vAMdhe che ke tame saMgha amane pUchanAra koNa ! evo javAba maLe che. mATe ja sarakAre vacce AvavAnI khAsa jarUra che. sa, sudhAraka keTalA ane orthoDokasa keTalA ? ja 80 TakA sudhAraka ane 20 TakA orthoDoksa. paraMtu teo amA rAthI naitika baLamAM vadhAre che. 50 TakA varga bIlakula taTastha che. sAme pakSa zAsanapremI saMdha kahevAya che jyAre ame adharmi ane nAstika kahevAIe chIe. emanI pAse lAkhonA phaMDa che, eTale amArA prayatno niSphaLa jAya che. saTharAva toDe teno bahiSkAra kema karatA nathI ? ja. pATaNamAM karyo paNa pariNAme kesa thayo ane sajA tathA daMDa thayAM. che temane te phaMDonI madada che eTale te pahoMcI zake. sa, ughADA kema pADatA nathI ? ja zI rIte pADe ? bhaLatA nAme Ape te zI rIte pakaDAya ? sa, tamArAmAM karasanadAsa muLajI jevA hiMmatavAna sudhArake che ne ? ja vicAramAM ghaNA che paNa kArya karanAramAM thaDA che. sasAmA pakSanI saMsthA kaI ? ja dhI yaMga mensa jaina sosAyaTI. dIkSA ApavAmAM te mAne che. vIra zAsanamAM lakhe che ke zAsanano nAza karaze ema lAge to paNa dIkSA ApI zakAya, patita thaze ema lAge te paNa dIkSA ApI zakAya. AvI AvI bAbatomAM jyAre saMgha kAMI karI zake tema na hoya tyAre sarakAre vacce AvavuM ja joIe ane evA prakAromAMthI bacavA mATe sarakAranA rakSaNanI jarUra che. sa0 ratalAma ane jodhapuramAM dIkSAne kAyado che? ja ekkasa kahI zakuM nahiM. sa, have bIjA koI sagIrAnA dAkhalA che? ja hA. khaMbhAtanA ratilAla nAmanA chokarAne amadAvAdamAM dIkSA ApelI. For Private and Personal Use Only

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191 uM. va. 17. ane amadAvAdanA kAMtilAla hAla kAMtivijaya, jemano bharaNapoSaNano kesa cAle che temane khaMbhAtamAM dIkSA ApelI. khaMbhAtathI ratilAlane lAlaca ApI nasADela. amadAvAdathI vihAra karI ANaMda bAju AvavAnA che tema khabara paDatAM ratilAlanA sagAM vahAlAM meTare laI vAsada gayA. sAdhuo tyAM AvyA. rAtre mArAmArI thaI. meTaramAM ratilAlane khaMbhAta upADI lAvyA. khaMbhAtamAM sTeTamenTa thaeluM te mArI jANamAM che, tethI kahuM chuM. A saMbaMdhamAM khaMbhAtanA zeTha kasturabhAI amaracaMde saM.dIkSA pra. nibaMdha tapAsa samiti samakSa jubAnI ApatAM khulAso karela che ke ratilAlanI dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA thavAthI potAnI meLe te amadAvAda gayelo ane dIkSA lIdhelI. lAlaca ApyAnI vAta khoTI che. te mATe juo zeTha kasturabhAI amaracaMdanI jubAnI pAchaLa pAne 153. A sivAya suratamAM cAra bahenanI dIkSA thaI. kaMcanabahena, lIlAlatI, nemIbahena tathA kaMcana bahena, vai. su. 3 ane suda 6nI thaI A cAre DenonI dIkSAo vAlInI saMmatipUrvaka temaja mahotsavapUrvaka khUba dhAmadhUmathI thayelI. te bAbatamAM juo pariziSTa naM. 10. sava dIkSA choDavAnA dAkhalA che ? ja dIkSA laI gRhasthAvAsamAM pAcho AvI zake che, paNa vArasA hakane - koIpaNa jAtano vAMdho Avato nathI, dhaNIdhaNIANI tarIke joDAya che. sava dIkSA lIdhelI hoya, bApa marI gayo hoya ane vArasAnI vaheMcaNI - thaI gaI hoya ane pAcho Ave to zuM thAya ? ja e saMbaMdhamAM dAkhalo ApI zakuM nahiM. sava sAdhuone celAnI AturatA kema ? meM sAMbhaLyuM che ke sevA karAvavA mATe celA kare che. ja AcArya jyAM bIrAjamAna hoya tyAM temanI sevA vaiyAvacca karavA. joke badhAne e IrAde hoto nathI. keTalAkane celA vadhAravAno moha hoya che. amArA roTalA khAInokarI emanI kare, e kone nApasaMda hoya ? A badhAnuM samAdhAna thaI zake ke nahi ? ja mane samAdhAnI game che. Apane lAgyuM che ke zrAvako kAMI karI zakatA nathI. ame banatuM karI cUkyA chIe. lavAdamAM mANase joizene ? evA lavAdIone adhami, nAstika kahI utArI pADavA mAM Ave, bahiSkAra karavAmAM Ave-eTale amArA prayatnomAM niSphaLa nivaDIe chIe. For Private and Personal Use Only

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sahAlamAM sAdhu-sAdhvIo keTalA ? ja 0 400-500 sAdhu, 1500 sAdhvIo. satra tIrthakara keTalA? ja tIrthakara 24 thayA. sa. temAMthI sagIra vaye keTalA dIkSita thayelA ? ja keInahiM. amArA ra4 tIrthakare paikI keIe sagIra vayamAM dIkSA lIdhI nathI. mahAvIrasvAmi ke jeo trIkALa jJAnI hatA, teoe garbhamAM halanacalana baMdha karyuM, tethI temanA mAtA ka9pAMta karavA lAgyA tethI, temaNe saMkalpa karyo ke haju mAtAe mAruM moTuM paNa joyuM nathI, chatAM kalpAMta kare che. te mArA janma pachI jyAM sudhI mAtA pitA jIvatAM hoya tyAM sudhI mAre dIkSA na levI. khUda mahAvIra bhagavAne paNa A saMkalpa karyo ane trIsa varase dIkSA lIdhI. tyAre AjanA AcAryo te temanI paNa bhUle kADhavA taiyAra thayA che ane mATe ja kAyadAnI jarUra che. jaina dharma zreSTha gaNAya che ane tethI ja jyAre tenA upadezaka sAdhuo tene nAza thAya evAM kAryo kare tyAre tenI sAme banatuM dareka karavuM e zrAvakonI pharaja che, paraMtu nabaLAInA pariNAme sarakAra pAse AvavuM paDayuM che, to sarakAre A kAyado jarUra karavuM joIe. sa, tamAro bhAga moTo chatAM kema phAvatA nathI ? ja vadhAre bhAga-eTale bIjA amo je karIe chIe te sAruM mAne che, paNa khUllo bhAga laI zakatA nathI. atre bhAIzrI cImanalAla kaDIAe amRta saritA raju karI, tenA pAtra saMbaMdhI sAkSIne pUchavAnI vinaMti karatAM me. pramukha sAhebe jaNAvyuM ke e pustaka samiti pAse kartAe raju karyuM che, paNa te navalakathA che. sa0 amadAvAdanA saMdha moTo gaNAya che ke ? ja. gAmegAmanA saMghe gaNAya che, paraMtu amadAvAdamAM vastI vadhAre eTale te moTI saMdha gaNAya. je gAmanA saMdha hoya, tene hukama teja gAma upara cAle. bIjA gAmavALA tene na mAne. saamadAvAdanA saMghapati AkhA hiMdustAnanA saMghapati gaNAya ke nahiM? ja nahi. kAMIpaNa baMdhana kartA thaI zake che te Ala inDIA jaina konpharansa che. paNa tenA TharAvo saMgha na mAne tenuM zuM karavuM ? eja muzkela che ane te chIja amane AvA kAyadAnI jarUra che. tA. 6-7-32 nA roja thayelI bAkInI jubAnI. zarUAtamAM sagIra dIsAnA banAvonuM mAhiti patraka raju karI vAMcI saMbhaLAvyuM hatuM. je nIce mujaba che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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193 uDAvAnI sagIra motIlAla mUlacaMdane jAmanagarathI nasADI amadAvAdamAM dIkSA ApI. (chokarAnA kAkA pAsethI meLavelI hakIkata) (A saMbaMdhI pariziSTa naM. 8 mAM khulAse thaI gayo che.) 2. cANasmAnA dalapata caturane nasADI chupo rAkhelo ne tenI dIkSA mAravADamAM thaI. (bApa pAsethI meLavelI hakIkata) (A saMbaMdhI pariziSTa naM 5 mAM khulAse AvI gayela che.) 3. mesANAmAM udara nirvAha mATe rahelI mAravADI bAInA pannA nAmanA chokarAne nasADI amadAvAdamAM dIkSA ApI. (jAtamAhiti) (A saMbaMdhI pariziSTa naM. 2 mAM hakIkata AvI gaI che.) 4. mesANAnI vIzImAM rasoI karatI bAIne chokarAne comAsAmAM dIkSA ApI zakAya nahIM, chatAM Aso suda 11 nA roja amadAvAdamAM dIkSA ApI.(khUda AcArya mahArAja pAsethI meLavelI hakIkata). A bAbatamAM chokarAnI saMpUrNa IcchA ane tenI mAtA tathA bhAInI saMpUrNa rAjIkhuzIthI dIkSA apAI hatI. te bAbatamAM tenA meTA bhAIe karela khulAsA mATe juo pariziSTa naM. 11. 5. pATaNanA zA. bhegIlAla cunIlAlanA chokarA kAtilAlane amadA vAdamAM dIkSA ApI, kesa kaeNTe caDhelo. chokarAnI mA pAsethI meLavelI hakIkata). bhAI kAntilAlanI dIkSA temanI rAjIkhuzIthI tathA temanA mAbApanI saMmatithI thayelI, paraMtu temanI mA pAchaLathI teNInA bApanI zIkhavaNIthI pharI gaI ane kusumavijayajIne kabaje levAno kesa karela. A kesamAM DIsTrIkaTa jaja mI. DevIsa sAhebe laMbANa tapAsa karyA bAda cukAde Ape che ke "arajadAranI araja maMjura karavI te sagIrane hitAvaha nathI, kAraNake je jIvana mATe te chekarAne arpavAmAM Avyo che ane jyAM AgaLa sukha ane zAMti nirbhaya che, te jIvanamAMthI pAchuM lAvavAnuM mane koI paNa kAraNa jaNAtuM nathI. tethI A arajI rada karavAmAM Ave che. A sivAya rA. manasukhalAla DAhyAcaMde temanI jubAnImAM bhAI kAntilAlanI dIkSA vakhatane pheTa raju karyo che. temAM temanA mAtApitA vigerenI hAjarI che ane temanI pharIyAda karanArI mAe ja chAba lIdhelI che eTale temanI saMpUrNa saMmati hatI-e nirvivAda che. vadhu hakIkata mATe juo pariziSTa - 12. For Private and Personal Use Only

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6. unAvAnA zA. muLacaMda nahAlacaMdanA 6 varSanA chokarAne zaMkhezvaramAM dIkSA madhyarAtrie ApI. (AcArya mahArAja pAsethI meLavelI hakIkato (A saMbaMdhI pariziSTa naM. 8 mAM khulAso thaI gayela che.) 7. mahesANAnI ratana nAmanI mAravADI bAInA chokarA zeSamala pratApane vIramagAma nasADI dIkSA ApI. (vartamAnapatro uparathI maLelI) (A bAbata pariziSTa naM. 7 mAM kahevAI gaI che.) 8. mahesANAnA vRjalAla zakaracaMdane amadAvAdamAM dIkSA ApI. A bAbatamAM chokarAnA bApe jAte dIkSA nibaMdha tapAsa samiti samakSa jubAnI ApI che, temAM jaNAvyuM che ke tenI saMpUrNa IcchA ane mArI saMmatithI teNe dIkSA lIdhI che. jubAnI mATe juo pariziSTa - 13. bhAvanagaranA 14 varSanA chokarA pratApane traNa varSa upara nasADelo, te vIsanagara Avele. tenA bApane tArathI khabara ApatAM te laI gayela. pharI te chokarAne keAI sAdhue nasADela. pAcho ghera Avyo che. (bApa pAsethI meLavelI hakIkata) A bAbatamAM chokarAnA bApe zaka uparathI pharIAda karelI, paraMtu | chevaTe chokarA pAcho ghera AvI javAthI, pharIAda pAchI kheMcI lIdhI che. 10. pAlItANAnI jazI nAmanI chokarIne nasADI pATaNa lAvelA, paNa pAchaLathI sagAvhAlAM AvI laI gayA. (vartamAnapatro tathA pATaNanA gRhastho pAsethI meLavelI hakIkato A saMbaMdhI pATaNavALA rA. bhogIlAla hAlAbhAIe temanI jubAnImAM khulAso karyo che ke bAI jAte pATaNa AvelI, tenI dIkSA levAnI IcchA hatI, paraMtu teno bApa tenAM lagna karavAnuM kahetA tethI pATaNa AvelI. tyArabAda tenAM sagAMvahAlAM AvIne tene laI gayA. vadhu mATe juo temanI jubAnI pAchaLa pAne 1pa. 11. kacchanI amRta nAmanI sagIra chokarIne khaMbhAta lAvela, paNa hakIkata jAhera thatAM sarakAre manAI hukama kADho. (A saMbaMdhI pariziSTa naM. 1mAM hakIkata AvI gaI che.) 12. vaDodarAmAM dasa varpanI bALAne dIkSA nahIM ApI zakAyAthI, chANI laI jaI dIkSA ApI. bApa marI gayo che. (vaDodarAnA vartamAnapatra uparathI) For Private and Personal Use Only

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15 A saMbaMdhamAM chokarInI saMpUrNa icchA ane tenA mAbApanI saMmathiI teNe dIkSA lIdhI che. bApa marI gayAnI vAta beTI che. te bAbatamAM teNInA mAtApitA tathA dAdAnA khulAsA mATe juo pariziSTa - 14. 13. damaNanA rahIza DAhyAbhAInA chokarAne kapaDavaNajamAM dIkSA ApI. (vartamAnapatro uparathI) A saMbaMdhI chokarAnA bApe jAte dIkSA nibaMdha tapAsa samiti samakSa jubAnI ApatAM jaNAvyuM che ke chokaro ghaNA vakhatathI dIkSA levAnI bhAvanAvALo hato ane tethI meM mArI saMpUrNa rAjIkhuzIthI temaja tenI IcchAthI dIkSA apAvI che. vadhu mATe juo pariziSTa naM. 15. 14. DabhoInA sagIrane chANImAM chupI dIkSA ApI. vaDodarA sTeTamAM kesa cAlyo ane chokarA pAcho sopAyA. A bAbatamAM chokarAe jAte dIkSA lIdhI hatI. temanA meTA bhAIe kabaje levA pharIyAda karelI ane uMmara nAnI hovAthI korTe pAchA pele, paraMtu chokarAnI saMpUrNa IcchA ane pUba bhAvanA hovAthI, chevaTe dIkSA levAnI temanA bhAIne rajA ApavI paDI che ane hAla te dIkSita che. vadhu mATe juo pariziSTa naM. 16. 15. amadAvAdanI 10 varSanI chokarI nAraMgIne cANasmAmAM dIkSA ApI. (vartamAnapatro uparathI tathA uMjhAmAM tapAsa karavAthI) A saMbaMdhI pariziSTa naM. 6 mAM dIkSitano potAno tathA temanI saMsArI mAtAjIno khulAse AvI gayela che. sa. A badhI bAbato zI rIte kaho cho ? ja meM sudhAraka tarIke tapAsa karelI. 16. sarIyadanA rahIza vIracaMda maganalAlanA chokarAne pATaNamAM dIkSA ApI ane vIramagAma lAvelA, teno kesa cAlele. A saMbaMdhamAM dIkSAnA vidhioe chokarAnI uMmara Azare 18 varSanI hovA chatAM khoTI rIte 13 varSanI lakhAvI, pU. sAdhuone herAna karavAnI badadAnatathIja tenA bApa pAse kesa maMDAvelo, paraMtu te bAbatamAM vIramagAmanI korTamAM meDIkala ophIsaranI tapAsamAM tathA chokarAne janma saTIphIkeTa, tathA pAThazALAnuM sarTIphIkeTa vigere dastAvejI purAvA uparathI tenI uMmara 18 varSa ke te karatAM adhika hovAnuM sAbIta thavAthI kesa | kADhI nAMkhavAmAM Avyo hato. vadhu mATe juo pariziSTa naM. 17. For Private and Personal Use Only

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17. zahImAM sagIra chokarAne amRtavijaye dIkSA ApelI, tene kesa cAle che. (bAphanA nAmanA vakIlanA patrathI kahuM chuM.) A bAbatamAM virodhaonI khoTI ukeraNIthI chokarAnA mAmAe kesa kerele, paraMtu bApa dIkarAe baMnee sAthe dIkSA lIdhelI hovAthI temaja chokarAnI saMpUrNa IcchAthI dIkSA ApelI hovAthI, kesa mAMDI vALavAmAM Avyo hato. juo pariziSTa naM. 18. 18. hIrAbhAI maMchubhAInI chokarI kaMcana bahena u. varSa 17 ne dIkSA ApI. ( vartamAnapatra uparathI ) bahena kaMcana bahenanI uMmara 19 varSanI che, eTale mI. mahAsukhabhAIe Apela dAkhale khaTa che. temaja A bAbatamAM dIkSitanA bApa jAte jubAnI ApI gayA che ane te mATe juo temanI jubA nI pariziSTa naM. 19. 19. muLacaMda adAlatavALAnI chokarI lIlAvatI uM. varSa 15 ne dIkSA ApI. (vartamAnapatro uparathI) (A saMbaMdhI pariziSTa naM. 11 mAM khulAso thaI gayo che.) 20. uttamacaMda kApaDIyAnI chokarI kaMcana bahenane dIkSA ApI. tenA dhaNIe lIdhelI tethI lIdhI. (vartamAnapatro uparathI) A bAbatamAM ra. khImacaMda uttamacaMda jhaverI jAte jubAnI ApI gayA che. temAM pote bAInI uMmara 43 jaNAvI che, eTale sagIronA dAkhalAmAM A dAkhala TI rIte apAya che. Ama chatAMya temanI dIkSA te mahotsavapUrvaka apAyelI che, eTale kAIpaNa saMjogomAM te dakSAne ayogya kahI zakAya ja nahiM. te mATe juo rA. khImacaMdabhAInI jubAnI pariziSTa na. 21. 21. cunIlAla vakhArIyAnI vidhavA choDI nemI bahena uM. va 1 ne dIkSA ApI. (vartamAnapatra uparathI) (A saMbaMdhI pariziSTa naM. 11 mAM hakIkata AvI gaI che.) sava dIkSA levAthI vALa kheMcI kADhavA paDe vigere du:kha chokarA chokarIo mATe vizeSa prakAranuM kahevAya ne ? ja vALa kApavA vigerenuM duHkha nahiM. Ato sAmAnya vAta che. nAraMgInI For Private and Personal Use Only

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dIkSA saMbaMdhamAM bairAMo kahe che ke paheravAnuM mana thAya, khAvAnuM mana thAya ane tene aTakAvavAmAM Ave tethI raDe ane chevaTe mAra sahana karavo paDe ane tethI dIkSA choDe, ane pachI temanA ekarAro ame prasiddha karIe. evuM na bane te mATe ja AvA dAkhalAothI zrImaMta sarakAra jarUra A kAyade kare. (A vAta khoTI che. te mATe juo pariziSTa naM. 6) sa. saMghathI A sudhAro thAya to kema ? jaLa saMgha zabda kahe che eTale kahuM chuM. gaI kAle kahyuM che ke saMghanA prayatna niSphaLa javAthI ja kAyado mAMgIe chIe. kaeNnpharansa juberamAM TharAva karyo ane yaMga mensa sosAyaTI suratamAM maLI ane teno virodha karyo. tenA pramukha bakubhAI maNilAla paNa temanA bhASaNamAM bolI gayA che ke sAdhu saMsthAmAM saDe peTho che ane jyAM evA saDelA sAdhu hoya temane kADhI nAMkhavA joIe. ame TharAva karIe eTale bahiSkAra kare che. bhayaNamAM sAdhuonuM saMmelana maLyuM ane temAM TharAva thayo ke bALadIkSAthIja zAsanano uddhAra che, je zAstra virUddha che. agra bhAIzrI kaDIyAe vAMdho lIdhe ke A dalIlano prazna che ane je ekeka vAtano krosa karavAmAM Ave to badhI dalIlo tuTI jAya. sAkSIe jaNAvyuM ke trIje mANasa vacce kema bolI zake ? pramukha sAhebe banne pakSane zAMta rahevAnuM kahetAM zAMti thaI hatI. sava dIkSA levAthI ghaNuM du:kha bhogavavuM paDe che ane tethI sagIra te mATe lAyaka nathI ema tamAruM kahevuM che? ja prathama te nAnA bALakanI samaja zakti kAcI hoya che ane temane mokSa maLaze, sAruM sAruM khAvAnuM maLaze-evuM evuM samajAvavAmAM Ave che, tethI bALake popaTanI mAphaka te paDhe che ane jyAre emane lAge che ke kabajAmAM AvI gayo, eTale dIkSA Ape che, paraMtu dIkSA ApyA pachI mAra mAre che ane tethI te trAsIne bhAgI jAya che. paraNelAne bhabhuti nAMkhI bhramita karavAmAM Ave che, je ke te bAbatamAM mAnato nathI. keTalAkane devuM cUkavIne dIkSA apAya che ane pachI te palAyana thaI jAya che. keTalAka AtmAne uddhAra samajI dIkSA le che, paraMtu aMdara gayA pachI tene lAge che ke AthI saMsA For Private and Personal Use Only

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ramAM rahyo hota te sAruM hatuM. bekArIne lIdhe keTalAka dIkSA le che, paNa gurU kaDaka maLe ane upavAsa karavA paDe tethI choDe che. nasADI bhagADIne dIkSA apAya che, vecAtA laIne dIkSA apAya che ane dharmaghelAo hajAro rUpiyA Ape che. . saMnyAsa dIkSA ApyA sivAya pAse rAkhI dharmanuM zikSaNa Ape to zuM vAMdho? ja. hA. prathama evIja prathA hatI. celAne pAse rAkhe, bhaNAve, cAritra pALI zake tema hoya, vyAkhyAna vAMcI zakaze ema lAge-tyAreja dIkSA apAya. sa A kAyadA dareka kAmane mATe che ne? ja. huM dhArato nathI ke bIjI kemee vAMdho uThAvyo hoya. bIjI kAmamAM dIkSA bahu ochI apAya che. amArAmAM vadhAre dIkSA apAtI hovAthI ATale uhApoha thayo che. ane ethI ja jaina kemamAM bhAgalA paDI gayA che ane eTalAja mATe huM Apane vinaMti karuM chuM ke Apa vacce paDI amArA jhaghaDAno aMta ANo to AbhAra. sakrizciyanamAM dIkSA apAya che tenI mAhiti che? ja nathI. sa, digaMbara tathA sthAnakavAsIono paNa virodha nathI. ja hA. teonI paNa takarAra nathI. samUrtipUjakanIja takarAra che ne ? ja hA. amArAmAM be mata che. sava vastI keTalI ? ja bAra lAkha. sava gAyakavADa rAjyamAM keTalI ? ja0 pIstAlIsa hajAra. sa dIgaMbara ane sthAnakavAsInI vastI keTalI ? ja dagaMbara ane sthAnakavAsI banne maLI aDadhA. teo bannenI koI takarAra nathI. sa, sagorane saMnyAsa dIkSA Ape te yogya ke kema ? For Private and Personal Use Only

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080 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 199 mArA upara nanAmA kAgaLA Ave che ke ayeAgya dIkSA apAya che. ghaNA moTA bhAga evA che ke je nabaLeA che ane sAdhu virUdhdha kheAlavuM te pApa mAne che. paNa manamAM samaje che ke sudhArA thAya te sArU. dIkSA cheADI pA AvanArane tenI milkatane vArasA maLe ke nahi ? vaheMcAI gaI hAya to zuM thAya? sa ja atyAre te pAchA AvIne bhegAM rahe che. paraMtu milkata DIvAIDeDa thai gaI hoya evA dAkhalA banyA nathI. khAI lIlAvatIe tenA dIkSita dhaNI upara bharaNapoSaNanA dAvA karelA ane kArTe rUA. 25 nuM hukamanAmuM kareluM. kesa hAIkorTe gayA ane hAikaeNATe rUlIMga karyuM te vadhu tapAsa mATe pAche kaisa amadAvAda mokayeA. kahevAnuM tAtpa e che ke AvA kesA atyAre ubhA thAya che. mATeja sarakAre vacce AvavAnI jarUra che. . lagna karatI vakhate pratijJA kare che te pratijJAneA bhoMga thAya che ne? oro lagnamAM pati, patnine pALavA mATe baMdhAya che. dIkSA lenAra te pratijJAneA bhaMga kare che. sa. teA pachI tevI dIkSA na thavI joie ne ? go naja thavI joie. sa. zAstramAM zuM che? jazAstramAM game te lakhyuM hoya, paNa AvA kresa thAya tenA kAraNe| zeAdhI, tevA kaisA thatA gavarnAmenTe aTakAvavA joie. sa. kAyadAmAM sudhArA karavAnI jarUra che ? ja. me mArA sTeTamenTamAM sudhArA sUcavyA che. 30 varSanI uMmaranAne DIsTrIkaTa mejIsTreTanI paravAnagI levI joie. tenA kAraNeA me sTeTamenTamAM batAvyA che. sa. mANasa uMmaralAyaka hAya ane dIkSA le te ? ja uMmara lAyaka hAya tA paNa mA-bairI hokarAne rakhaDatA mUkyA hoya, ane sukhAte lAge teA nA paNa pADe. sa. svataMtratA upara kApa mUkayA gaNAya ne ? 070 paNa tethI lIlAvatI kesa jema anyA tema na bane te ? sa kAyadAmAM ja jo A bAbata rAkhI hoya te kema? For Private and Personal Use Only

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200 ja te paNa vadhe nahiM. bairI chokarAM rakhaDatAM mUkI dIkSA le te Apa nAra ane apAvanAra baMne nhegAra gaNavA joIe. sagIra hoya ane paraNele hoya, te dIkSA le te paNa upara jaNAvyA pramANe gUnhegAra gaNAya. sava zikSA saMbaMdhamAM zuM kahe che ? jaLa zikSA saMbaMdhamAM ghaTADo te paNa mane vAMdho nathI. mAruM to mAnavuM che ke gUnhegArone zikSA thavI joIe. je zikSA rAkho te ThIka che. atre gIradharalAla parazotamadAse anavara kAvya raju karyuM. ane temAM no phakare vAMcI, jaNAvyuM ke tIrthakare kalamo paDhIne mokSe gayA cheema lakheluM che ane te sAkSIe chapAveluM che. rA. goviMdabhAI-paNa te jaina che ne ? eTale e dalIlanI jarUra nathI. atre vADIlAla vaighe jaNAvyuM ke vacce bIjA dakhalagIrI karaze to kAma zI rIte cAlaze? sAkSIe te saMbaMdhamAM khulAso karyo ke te pustaka meM prasiddha karyuM che ane te anavara kAjIe lakheluM che, temAM pheraphAra karavAno mane adhikAra nathI. jema hiMdune gAyatrI, khristione bAyabala, ne musalamAnane kalame, ema kAja sAheba badhA dhamane samAna mAnanArA hatA, tethI potAnA maMtra mujaba bhAvanAthI te lakhI gayA che. teno artha e che ke kalamAnI "kaLa' mujaba vartavAthI mokSa meLave che. mane dIlagIrI thAya che ke kalamAnI kaLane artha teo samajatA nathI. For Private and Personal Use Only

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201 vADIlAla maganalAla vighanI jubAnI. tA. 6-7-32 uM. va. 36, rahIza-vaDodarA, zarUAtamAM sAkSIe vAMdho lIdho ke bIjA pakSanA mANase vacce dakhala karaze te huM jubAnI ApavA khuzI nathI. temane kAMI jANavuM hoya te lekhIta Apane Ape ane Apa mane pUche. tema nahiM thAya te vAtAvaraNa garama thaze. sa e bhAIo paNa jaina che ne ? ja hA. paNa ahiM prekSaka tarIke che, samitinA sabhya nathI. sa, kAyade karavo ke nahiM ? agara te bAbatamAM saMgha kAMI karI zakaze ? ja0 saMgha pite AMtara vyavasthA kare to te uttama che. sane 1912 mAM sAdhu saMmelana vakhate prathama prayAsa karelo. sa sAdhu saMmelananI tamane mAhiti che? ja hA. traNaso sAdhuo paikI AtmArAmajI mahArAjanA saMghADAnA 100 sAdhuo maLelA. temane lAgeluM ke rItithI viparita kAma thAya che ane temAM sudhAro nahiM thAya te mATe vikSepa thaze, te mATe maLelA. AcArya kamaLasUrinA pramukhapaNA nIce vaDodarAmAM ekaThA thayelA. te vakhate keTalAka TharAve thayelA, temAM dIkSA saMbaMdhI paNa TharAva thayelA ane te saMbaMdhI pramukhazrIe vivecanamAM paNa nasADIbhagADI dIkSA ApavI, e sAruM nathI-ema jaNAvyuM hatuM. TharAva e karelo ke dIkSA mATe Ave tene eka mahine pAse rAkho, tenI dInacaryA jevI, cAritra pALI zake tema che ke kema vigere tapAsa karI pachI dIkSA ApavI. A saMmelananA pramukhazrInI sahI sAthenA asala TharAvo raju karavAmAM AvyA nathI. vadhu khulAsA mATe juo pariziSTa na. 22. sa. zAstramAM paNa AvI AjJA che ne ? ja hA. paNa tethI virUddha vartana thavAnA hisAbe A TharAvo karavA paDayA. te vakhatanA dareka chApAoe A karAve vakhANyA che ane A TharAvo zAstra virUddha che ema keIe pokAra karyo nathI. je koI tema kahe to teno radIo ApavA huM taiyAra chuM. muLacaMdajI mahArAjanA saMghADAvALAoe paNa saMmelana bharI tevA TharAva karyo. buddhisAgarasuri, vidharmasuri vigere vidvAna munirAjonA paNa tene maLatAja For Private and Personal Use Only

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202 mata che. paNa khIndra jee pariNAma zuM Avaze te joyA vagara dIkSA ApatA, tethI e saMdhADA vacce vaimanasya thayuM ane temAM phATaphUTa thaI ane jhadhaDA thayA. gujarAtamAM tapAgacchanA sAdhue vadhAre hAvAthI gujarAtamAM uhApAha vadhAre che. pAyacaMda gaccha, aMcaLa gaccha vigeremAM uhApAha nathI. bIje kaisA thatA hAya teA paNa bahu echA. janasamudAya te gADarIyA pravAhe cAle tevA hoya che, eTale vadhAre jANakAranI pAchaLa dorAya e svAbhAvika che. banne pakSanA lakhANA jIe, teA eka paNa sArA dhArmika vidvAna lekhaka amArA zrAvakAmAM nihaM jaDe. balke amArAmAM bahu echA che, eTale saMdha dvArA kaI thaI zakatuM nathI. mUlacaMdajI mahArAjanA saMdhADAe saMmelana bharIne TharAveA karyAMnI vAta khoTI che temaja zrImad buddhisAgarajI ke zrI vijayadharrasUri vigere munirAjonA mata saMmelanane maLatA che, tene kAI purAvA raju karyo nathI, eTale te vAta mAnavA lAyaka nathI. sa nAnA bALakane dIkSA Ape te te vidvAna thAya--ema keTalAka kahe che, te saMbaMdhamAM tame zuM kahA che? chIe ane tethI AcAya joI zake ja. jema hiMdu dharmImAM brahmacaryAzrama-gRhasthAzrama-vAnaprasthAzrama ane saMnyasthAzrama ema cAra Azrame che, emAM chelle sanyastha che, tema amArAmAM prathama vidyAbhyAsa kare, manuSyatva vrata aMgIkAra karI samakitadhArI bane, zrAvakanI 11 kare, eTale sAdhunA AcAra vicAra barAbara samaje aMgIkAra karI zake. ame pUrva janmane mAnIe te vakhatanA puNyaka udayamAM Ave ane bALa chatAM buddhimAM abALa hAya, tevI zakti dharAvatA hoya ane ke Ane dIkSA ApyAthI dhyeya thaze teAja dIkSA Ape ane te lai zake. paNa sAdhAraNa mATe te! upara kahyo teja rAjamArga che. te mATe ochAmAM ochA 8 varSa ane vadhAremAM vadhAre 60 varSanI maryAdA zAstramAM che. cha ArA kahevAya che. hAla pAMcamA ArA che. ceAthA ArAmAM zrI rUSabhadeva ane zrI mahAvIra svAmI thaI gayA, te arasAmAM atimukti munineA 8 varSanI dIkSAnA ekaja dAkhalA maLI Ave che. tIrthaMkarA 24 che, te paikI 22 tIrthaMkarAe bALapaNAmAM dIkSA lIdhI nathI ane zrI neminAtha ane zrI mallinAthe brahmacArIpaNe dIkSA For Private and Personal Use Only prApta kare, khAra DimAe vahana tyAra pachI dIkSA

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra sa ago 203 lIdhI che. jemanA gaNadharA paTTa ziSyAe paNa bALapaNamAM dIkSA lIdhI nathI. bALaka eTale ? ATha varSa sudhI bALa. sagIra zabda zAstramAM nathI. zAstramAM vyakta ane avyakta e va che. 16 varSa sudhI mUchanA dorA chuTatA nathI, eTale avyakta ane te pachI vyakta kahI zakAya. sa tIrthaMkarAe vyaktapaNe dIkSA lIdhelI ke avyaktapaNe ? ja tIrthaMkarAe vyakta dazAmAM dIkSA lIdhI. sa kAyadAmAM sagIranI uMmara che te barAbara che ? ja zAstra pramANe 16 varSa, paNa leAkeAkti pramANe sALe sAna ane vIse vAna kahe che, eTale moTI uMmara rAkhI hoya to paNa vAMdhA nathI. zAstramAM dIkSA lenAra prathama gurU pAse rahe; cha mahinAnA parikSA kALa batAvyA che. yeAgya hAya tA vahelA taiyAra thAya ane kadAca meADA paNa taiyAra thAya, teA paNa lAyaka che ema khAtrI thayA pachIja dIkSA Ape. sa.vaDAdarAmAM dIkSA kema apAya che ? ja. gurU pAse rahe, cAra cha mahinA rahe ane potAnA vartanathI sAkhIta karI Ape ke sAdhupaNuM pALI zakAze teAja dIkSA apAya, paNa Aja Ave te Ajeja nahiM. amAre potAne tyAMthI paNa dIkSAe apAvelI che. amAre tyAM jame, cAMllA karIe, rUpIyA ApIye, varagheADA kADhIe, pAlakhImAM besADIe, paisA ApIe te rastAmAM uchALe ane gurU pAse jAya. samavasaraNamAM tIrthaMkaranI pratimA cAre AjI rAkhIe chIe ane e rIte dIkSA le. zrI haribhadrasUri paMcAsakamAM lakhe che ke samavasaraNa pAse ubhe rAkhI AMkhe pATA bAMdhavA ane hAthamAM kula ApavuM. pula nAkhe ane aMdara paDe teA dIkSA ApavI. na paDe teA bIjI vakhata nAMkhavuM, trIjI vakhata nAMkhavuM. ema karatAM jo pula naja paDe teA dIkSA na ApavI, ema hirabhadrasuri lakhe che. dhIrajavALA purUSa samaktine prApta karI pachI dIkSA le to te uttama che. dharmabiMdumAM paNa mAjIda che. ( khulAsA mATe jIA zAstrIya purAvA ) sa dIkSA kayI uMmare ApavI ? For Private and Personal Use Only

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ja. e kaMI kahI zakAya nahi. kaI sagIrapaNe dIkSA laI zake ane ke vRddha thAya to paNa na laI zake. huM te kahuM chuM ke saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhane badale "saMnyAsa dIkSA saMrakSaka nibaMdha' karavo joIe. sava vaDodarA saMmelanamAM zrAvaka hatA ? ja saMmelana vakhate sthAnika maLane lagabhaga 2000 zrAvako ekaThA thayA hatA. eTale ATalA badhA zrAvakenI hAjarImAM TharAva thayelA, te pramANe 1968 thI amArA vaDodarAmAM saMghanI saMmatithIja dIkSA ApIe chIe. ane bIjI dIkSAonI mAhiti nathI. saMgha eTale vahIvaTadAra, sepila hoya te kAma karyA kare. musado bahAra paDayA pachI ahIM rA. DAhyAbhAI maganalAla haribhaktinA pramukhapaNa nIce vaDedarAnA zaherIonI sabhA maLI hatI, tyAre meM ja kahyuM hatuM ke badhI vyavasthA kare te haMja jaIne zrI mahArAja sAhebane kahyuM ke kAyadAnI jarUra nathI. paNa evI sthiti nathI mATeja kAyade mAMgIe chIe. ApaNA zrImaMta mahArAjA sAhebe nibaMdhamAM khulAso karyo che ke dharmamAM daramyAnagIrI karavA mAMgatA nathI, te zubha uddeza barAbara che, e samajIne aMkuza mukAze to paNa jhaghaDA thatA aTakaze ane aMdara aMdara laDatA baMdha thaIzuM. prathama saMghanI sattA hatI. amadAvAdano saMgha gujarAtamAM moTo gaNAya te kharuM. sakaLa saMghe ekaThA maLI TharAva karyo che te bhale, paNa 5000 mANasa to A kAyado thavo joIe ema IcchatA haze. 10000 evA haze ke jeo dhamAla IcchatA nathI. DaoN. bAlAbhAInA putra kezubhAI vigere 10-15 gRhasthonI sahIthI eka nivedana paNa A kAyado thavA mATenuM bahAra paDayuM hatuM. eTale amadAvAdamAM paNa paNa che, eTale eka paNa saMghanI sattA rahI nathI. jaine mATe AkhA hiMdanI pratinidhi saMsthA be che. eka ANaMdajI kalyANajInI peDhI ane bIjI kaeNnpharansa, paNa kaeNnpharansa hAla pratinidhi che tema kahI zakAya nahiM. pAMca lAkhamAMthI 50 hajAra virUddha tethI ekamata nathI. eTale have koInI evI zakti nathI ke TharAva karAvI amala karAvI zake. kaeNnpharansa karAva karyo chatAM tene amala thayo nahi. tema chatAM aMdara aMdara samajuta thAya ane sudhAre thAya che tema karavA ame khuzI chIe. tema thAya te konpharansa taraphathI bAlAbhAI DaoNkTarane kula mukhatyAra nImIe chIe. Apa pramukhazrIne mATe paNa amane pUrNa vizvAsa hoI Apane For Private and Personal Use Only

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205 madhyastha tarike nImIe ane sAme pakSa tenA taraphathI eka pratinidhi Ape, te maLI Apa je nikAla kare te amane kabUla che. amadAvAdanA zrI saMdhe nagarazeTha kasturabhAI maNibhAInA adhyakSapaNa nIce ekatrita maLIne saM. dI. pra. nibaMdhanA virodhano TharAva karyo te vakhate keIe paNa tene virodha karyo nathI, eTale sAkSInuM kahevuM keTaluM satya che te vAMcaka vicAraze. amadAvAdanA samasta saMdhano TharAva A pustakanA 27 mA pAne prasiddha thayo che. zrI bApAlAla cunIlAla jhaverIe bIjA pakSa taraphathI jaNAvyuM ke amAre kabUla che. rA. goviMdabhAIe jaNAvyuM ke te sArI vAta che paNa tame aMdara aMdara samajI prayatna kare to sAruM. pariNAma Avaze. mArI jarUra nathI. sAkSI-rAjyano musado badhA mATe che ane bIjAmAM paNa saMnyAsa dIkSA apAya che tethI kAyade badhAne mATe thAya te sAruM che. sava kAyadAno amala thaI zake ? ja hA. thaI zake, paNa hAlana musado apUrNa che, temAM sudhArAnI jarUra che. A rAjyano vatanI bahAra jAya ane dIkSA le to te cAlI zake nahiM-ema che, tenA badale koI bALakane nasADavAmAM Ave ane bIje dIkSA Ape ke apAve temane gUnhegAra gaNavA joIe. kAyado thAya te eka lAbha amane thAya ke pATaNa, cANasmA vigeremAM jhaghaDA thAya che te na thAya. sa, bIje jhaghaDA thAya che ? ja ochAvattA gujarAtamAM badhe thAya che. amadAvAda, khaMbhAta, jAmanagaranA eka be dAkhalA sAMbhaLyA che. paNa jyAM vadhAre khAtara paDe tyAM pahelAM jAge, tema ApaNe pahelA jAgyA. gaI kAleja chANamAMthI eka chokare bhagADavAmAM Avyo che. 25 divasa pahelAM paNa eka chokare gayA hatA, te pATaNa vigere ThekANe rakhaDIne pAcho Avyo che. sa0 chokarAM vecanArAM A rAjyamAM che ? ja dIkSA lenAranI agavaDatAo dura kare ane anumodanA kare ane dIkSA Ape to punya maLe che evI mAnyatA che. svArtha yA For Private and Personal Use Only

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206 lAlacathI keTalAka kare che. jevI draSTi tevI sRSTi. chekare sagIra paNa mAbApanI saMmati sAthe laIe chIe ema kahe che. emAM dIkSA vikraya paNa thAya. aDacaNa dura karIe to punya, eTale amUka rakama . paNa Ape. savadhAre celAvALAne vadhAre mAna maLe che ? jaLa janasamuha kadAca kahe tethI zuM ? paNa jIvana sudhare tevA yogya hoya te dIkSA ApavI. saMkhyA vadhAravI nahiM. haribhadrasurijI kahe che ke jaina dIkSA rasAyaNa che, eTale te grahaNa karyA pachI barAbara parahejI rAkhaze eTale pALaze te tarI jaze, nahiMtara gabaDaze. mATe krame kame caDavuM e bahetara che. dIkSA eTale tyAga. varSa te sAdhana che. cAritra lIdhA vinA gRhasthapaNe paNa kevaLajJAna pAmyAnA dAkhalA zAstramAM che. lAvaNyavijayane chaMda dararoja savAre zrAvako bole che, temAM lakhyuM che ke yatilaka je celA vecAtA laIne dIkSA Ape che, te pitAnuM zuM sArthaka karavAnA hatA ? yauvana vaye paNa mAbApane pUchIne dIkSA lIdhelAnA dAkhalA maLaze. zIvakumArane mAbApa rajA ApatA nathI, tethI niyama le che ke jyAM sudhI rajA na Ape tyAM sudhI AhArapANI tyAga che. temane bhAIbaMdha che, te AvIne temane name che. tyAre tene kahe che ke A zuM? bhAIbaMdha kahe che ke tame sAdhu cho. tyAre kahe che ke zI rIte ? tyAre te badhI hakIkata samajAve che. e rIte be upavAsa ane trIje divase AMbela karI eTale lakhuM anAja khAI AyuSya puruM kare che. pachI bIjA bhavamAM sudhamosvAmInI dezanAthI vairAgya thAya che. pitAnA lagna karelAM che. 32 kanyAo paraNelA che. rAtre prabhavo cora corI karavA Ave che tyAM paNa dharmanI ja carcA sAMbhaLI prabhavo cAra ane badhI strIo pratibodha pAme che ane dIkSA le che. pitAnI sAsunI dIkSAno dAkhalo ApatAM jaNAvyuM ke mArA mAmAjIno virodha hati to paNa teo aDaga rahyA. 40 varSanI uMmara hatI. traNa chokarA hatA. traNa vakhata temane mArA mAmAjI pAchA lAvelA. mArI sAsu jIve che. chevaTe thAkIne rajA ApI ane ratalAmamAM dIkSA thaI sa, ratalAmamAM pratibaMdha che ne ? ja pratibaMdha che paNa tapAsIne apAya che. paNa jene khare vairAgya thaye hoya tene koI rokanAra nathI. For Private and Personal Use Only

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207 atrenA vaidya bApulAlanI chokarIno vivAha karelo. tene dIkSA levI hatI, eTale gRhasthAzrama na mAMDe. chevaTe trIje varase varaghoDe kADhI dIkSA ApI. eTale khasa vairAgIne nAsabhAga karavAnI kazI jarUra nathI. Arya rakSitasUri 22 me varSe kAzIthI bhaNIne AvyA. vadhAre bhaNela hovAthI rAjAe sAmaiyuM karyuM. mA jaina hatI ane bApa brAhmaNa hatA. mAne page lAgyo chatAM mAe AzirvAda na Ave ane kahyuM ke badhuM bhaNyo paNa draSTivAda bhaNyo nathI, mATe te bhaNIne Ava. AthI te bhaNavA mATe teo gayA. rastAmAM munine samAdhimAM ubhelA joyA, eTale temane kahyuM ke mane draSTivAda zIkhavo. munie kahyuM ke dIkSA lIdhI hoya te zikhAya. tyAre temaNe kahyuM ke mane dIkSA Apa. munie pUchyuM ke rajA laIne Avyo chuM? temaNe kahyuM ke mAtAjInI garbhita rajA che, paNa bApanI nathI. Ama chatAM bIje gAma jaI dIkSA ApI. eTale temanI dIkSA niSphaTikA vALI thaI. zAstramAM paravAnagI vagara dIkSA Ape to tevA sAdhuone cora kahyA che. pariziSTa parvamAM kahyuM che ke vIranA zAsanamAM ziSya corIno A prathama dAkhalo che. AyaMrakSitasUrie 11 varSanI uMmare dIkSA lIdhI hatI. temanI dIkSAmAM temanA pitAnI saMmati gurUe lIdhelI nahiM, jethI dIkSA ApanAra gurUne ziSyacorIne depa lAgyo ane jaina darzanakAree sApha zabdamAM ziSyacorI jaNAvI, paraMtu AryarakSitasUrinI dIkSAne agya gaNI nathI ke temane sAdhu mAnavA nahiM tevuM koI paNa sthaLe jaNAvyuM nathI. ulaTuM teo to mahAna samartha pUrvAcAryomAM gaNAya che. jainazAstromAM 16 varSanI uMmara sudhIja vAlInI saMmati Avazyaka jaNAvI che, eTale ArakSitasUrinI uMmara dIkSita thatI vakhate je 22 varSanI hoya to zidhyArI kahevAya nahiM. AthI zrI yugapradhAna caMDikAmAM darzAvela Arya rakSitasUrinI dIkSita thatI vakhatanI 11 varSanI uMmara yogya Thare che. vadhu khulAsA mATe juo zAstrIya purAvA sava tyAre sAruM zuM ? ja sAruM e ke saMnyAsa saMrakSaka nibaMdha karavo, ne jene dIkSA levI hoya tenI pAtratA-ogyatA vigere joI cha mAsa parikSA karI gurU saMmati Ape. prathama mAbApanI saMmati, pachI saMghanI saMmati. cha mahinA sudhImAM yogya na dekhAya te bAra mahinA rAkhe, pachI dIkSA Ape. For Private and Personal Use Only

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208 saMdhe jovuM joIe ke sagIra hoya ane paraNele heya te tenA mIbALakone mATe vyavasthA karI che ke kema! kAyadA te saMsAra choDa eTale tene mRta mAne che. paNa jo te 18-20 ke 21 varSanI umarano thAya ane pAchA Ave te tenI milkata vigereno hakka kAyama rahevo joIe. saha saMmati vagara sagIrane nasAgyAnA dAkhalA che ? ja jAta mAhiti nahiM. peparamAM evA 25 dAkhalA batAvuM. sArA vi zvAsapAtra mANase kahelA ghaNA dAkhalA jANuM chuM. pAdarAmAM mohanalAla vakIla che temanI pAse ghaNe purA che. rA. nyAyamaMtrI-sagIranI milkata eTalo vakhata kyAM jALavavI ? rA. goviMdabhAI-ANaMdajI kalyANajInI peDhImAM rAkhe teja bane. AvuM koNa mAthe le ! sa0 dIgabaramAM sagIra sAdhue thAya che ? ja dIgaMbaramAM nagna rahevAnuM hoya che, tethI sAdhuo alpa thAya che. dIkSita thAya te 24-25-30 evI meTI uMmaranA hoya, eTale sagIra umaranA thatA nathI. satra sthAnakavAsImAM thAya che? ja 16 varSanA maLI Ave. hamaNAM rAjakoTamAM temanuM saMmelana maLyuM. temAM nAnI uMmaranA bhAI ke bAIne dIkSA na ApavI e TharAva karyo che. sa. pAlItANAmAM ane bhAvanagaramAM aTakAyata che te jANe che ? ja pAlItANAnI khabara nathI. bhAvanagaramAM paTaNI sAhebe saMdhane lakheluM, tethI saMghe TharAva karela. saratalAma ane jodhapuramAM pratibaMdha che te jANo cho? ja meM sAMbhaLyuM che. sakAyadA pramANe sagIra 18 varSanI uMmara pachI milkatane vahIvaTa karI zake che paNa tyAMsudhI karI zake nahiM. to te pahelAM sagIrapaNe dIkSA le, ne tethI milkatano badhe hakka uThAvI le che te lAyaka gaNo cho ke nahIM? ja0 nA. sa. ATha varSa pachI zikSaNa ApI 18 varSanI uMmare dIkSA ApavAmAM Ave te dharma virUddha kahevAya ? ja0 8 pachInA ane 18 pahelAMnA mATe saMmati joIe ane saMmati For Private and Personal Use Only

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209 hAya, temane mATe eka evuM khAtuM khAlavuM joie ke jyAM abhyAsa karavAmAM Ave ane te pachI tene yAM javuM heAya tyAM jAya. sa. nivRtti ane pravRtti mArga jANyA sivAya dIkSA ApavI te yAgya che? ja nA. sa ago sa sa. mAsane 16 ke 18 me varSe gRhasthAzramanI icchA thAya. tevI jAgRti thayA pachI vRtti jANyA sivAya dIkSA ApavI cAgya che ! ja nA. pachI apAya te sArUM, chatAM mane peAtAne vIsa varSanI vaya saMpUrNa rIte yogya lAge che. e va o vadhAre rahe teA zAstra DubI jatuM nathI. dharmI rasAtALa jatA nathI. dIkSA laI pAchA AvavuM te iSTa che? nA. te ISTa nathI. nAnI vayamAM dIkSA lenAra vidvAna cAya-ema kAyo na karavAnuM kahenArA kahe che, temAM tame zuM mAne che ? ja. cAritrane vaya ke vidvatA sAthe saMbaMdha nathI. vidvAna hoya paNa cAritra na hoya to nakAmuM. abhyAsa karavAvALA saMsAramAM rahI paNa abhyAsa karI zake che. samoTI uMmare dIkSA le te! harakata Ave ? ja tene AdhAra buddhi upara che. uMmara upara nahi. samuddhisAgare kayAre dIkSA lIdhelI ? 070 15-16 varSanI vaye dIkSA lIdhelI. atre sAkSIe sUcanA karI ke jubAnIe leA cho te ThIka che. banne bAjunA mANasA judA judA muddAo raju karaze, paNa zAstrAne nicoDa jAvA hoya te! taTastha mata jANavA joie. te mATe ApaNA orIenTala rIsarca khAtAmAM jaina pati che temane tathA zrI bhaTTAcAne puchAvI niNaeNya karaze te vadhAre ceAgya thaze. sa. keTalAka buddhine gamya na heAya te zAstra kahe te paNa na karavuM ema kahe che, temAM tame zuM mAne che ? ja. evuM kahenArA paNa maLe. ame zAstra virUddha nathI, chatAM dezakALane anusarIne sudhArA yA karAvA thaI zake. 1677 mAM zrI hiravijayasUrinA paTTaziSya AcArya zrI vijayadevasUrie sAdhu maryAdApaTTaka'nI 33 mI kalamamAM lakhyuM che ke zrAvikAne dIkSA na devI, khAsa jarUra lAge te paNa 35 varSanI aMdaranI zrAvikAne na devI. 27 For Private and Personal Use Only

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210 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir AcArya zrI vijayadevasUrIe 35 vanI aMdaranI uMmaranI zrAvikAne dIkSA na devI evuM je jaNAvyuM che, te cAritradharmanA rakSaNa arthe ane evA kALa jo Aje hAya teA zAsananA dharmAcAryo te mujaba karI paNa zake che. paraMtu je leAkA pUrvAcAryA ke khUda dharmazAstro pharamAve che te kabula karatA nathI tevA kevaLa manasvI kalpanAo ghaDanArAo gItArthonAM dharmarakSaNArthe thayelAM vartanane peAtAnA TekAmAM raju kare che e dhaNuMja yAjanaka che. vadhu khUlAsA mATe jue pariziSTa na. 23. atre rA. gAviMdabhAie aMdara aMdara nikAla karavA jaNAvatAM khIjA pakSa taraphathI nagarazeTha zrI kasturabhAInuM nAma sUcavavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. bhAizrI kaDIAe jaNAvyuM ke vADIbhAie patAvaTa mATe je darakhAsta raju karI che te svIkArI lauM chuM. vizeSamAM te kaeNndransanA prAMtika sekreTarI che, tethI te kaeNAnpharansane pUchAve ane te svIkAre te amAre kabula che, paNa na svIkAre teA pramukha sAhebane jaNAvavuM. atre vaDAdarAnA bhAI kalyANacaMda kezarIcaMde bhAI zrI kaDIne jaNAvyuM ke tame kaho che. te tamArA pakSanA badhA mAnaze ke kaeNma ? bhAi zrI kaDIAe kahyuM ke huM kabUla karAvIza, nahi kare te kAmamAM sAthe ubhe hi rahuM. rA. kalyANacaMda--sAdhue mATe kabUla karAvavAnuM tame mAthe le che. ? rA. kaDI--te mArI sattA nathI. huM pote vinati karIza. atre mI. mahAsukhabhAIe jaNAvyuM ke AvA prayatna ghaNA thAya che, mAtra lAMkhe palle nAMkhavAnI vAta che. rA. gAviMdabhAie bAIzrI kaDIAne jaNAvyuM ke A AkSepo kharA che--ema jo tame kabUla karatA hA to tamArI pharaja che ke te dura karavA sarakAra karatAM tame pote prayatna karAtA sArUM. AthI kahevAnuM e che ke sAcuM lAge te mithyAbhimAna mUkI dhamanI unnati mATe sAthe maLIne aMdobasta karA. rA. nyAyamaMtrI~mI. kaDIA A AkSepeA kharA che ema tame mAne che ? rA. kaDIAe jaNAvyuM ke mahAsukhabhAie je dAkhalA che te khATA ane pAyA vagaranA che. huM mArI jubAnImAM jaNAvIza ApyA For Private and Personal Use Only

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211 ke ghaNuM dAkhalAomAM huM jAte hAjara hatA ane te keTalA beTa che te puravAra karIza. atre mI. mahAsukhabhAIe bolavA mATe aradhI mInITanI mAMgaNI karI. rA. goviMdabhAIe jaNAvyuM ke jyAre temanI jubAnI thAya tyAre Avaje, te vakhate taka ApIza. mI. mahAsukhabhAI-sAmo pakSa dareka vakhate AvI kaDhaMgI sthiti ubhI kare che. AvI sthitimAM samAdhAna thaI zake nahi. For Private and Personal Use Only

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212 zA. kezavalAla maMgaLacaMda-pATaNavALAnI jubAnI. tA. 8-7-3 uM. va. 36. sa, A sTeTamenTa tame mokalyuM che? ja mane je batAvavAmAM Ave che, te sTeTamenTa meM kahyuM che. sa, emAM darzAvelAM vicAro zA uparathI darzAvyA che? ja. mArA pitAnA abhyAsa uparathI. sava kayI jAtanA abhyAsa uparathI! ja je je dIkSAo apAya che te ayogya rIte apAya che ane tethI samAjane ane dharmane ghaNuM ja nukazAna thAya che. saayogya eTale kevI ? ja ayogya eTale vezadhArIo kahI zakAya che. traNa prakAranA vairAgyathI dIkSAnA bhAva thAya che. jJAnamUlaka, mohagarbhita, ane du:khagarbhita. temAMthI jJAnamUlaka te grAhya ane bAkInA be agrAhya che. (khulAsA mATe juo zAstrIya purAvA) sa0 bALakane tevo vairAgya thAya ke nahi ? bALakane jJAnamUlaka vairAgya thAya e mAnI zakAya nahiM, kAraNa ke dIvAnI kAyadAe paNa samajaNane mATe 18 varSa yogya gaNyA che, te bALakamAM tevI samajaNa hovAnuM banI zake nahi. koI mahApurUSa hoya ane tema bane ke bAlyavayamAM paNa jJAnamUlaka vairAgya thAya. sa, jJAnamUlaka vairAgya thayo che enI khAtrI zI? ja ene jJAnamUlaka vairAgya thAya che ke nahi, e enuM pitAnuM vartana ane enI lAyakAtaja batAvI Ape che. sa, dIkSA kene apAya ? ja mAbApanI khuzI hoya, saMghanI saMmati hoya, tene dIkSA ApavAmAM vAMdho nathI. paNa jJAnamUlaka vairAgya thayo hoya tene ja dIkSA apAya. sa, hAlanI dIkSAo e pramANe apAya che ke nahi? ja e pramANe apAtI nathI. ziSya mohane laIne e vastu jovAmAM AvatI nathI. Ajeja AvyuM ne Ajeja muMDyo ema cAle che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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40 213 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir sa. evA kAi dAkhaleA che? hAjI. pATaNamAM hamaNAMja banele eka dAkhalA Apane jaNAvuM chuM. chANImAMthI Azare 12 varSanI uMmaranA eka karA 8-10 divasa pahelAM pATaNa AvelA. zI rIte AvelA te mane khabara nathI. pAlIse te bAbatanI tapAsa karelI. tyArabAda tenA bhAI AvIne chekarAne lai gayA. A bAbata me peAlIsamAM tapAsa karelI tethI jANuM chuM . dIkSA ApavAmAM AvI nathI. ( A bAbatamAM kAMi paNa purAvA rajI thayA nathI ) bIjo dAkhalA e che ke-hesANAmAM 12 varSanA cheAkarAne dIkSA ApavAnI che, tevA eka nanAme kAgaLa mane maLelA. jainetara maDaLa taraphathI maLelA. A uparathI meM mahAsukhabhAI ne mheMsANe elAvelA ane huM paNa mhesANe gayelo. tyAMnA bAbArAva vakIla mAraphata A bAbatanI ameAe tapAsa karAvelI. A dIkSA bAbatanA dastAveja thayelA. dastAvejamAM paisAnI bAbata nahAtI paNa paisA ApavAmAM AvyA che, evuM tapAsamAM sAMbhaLavAmAM AvyuM ane tethI amee subA sAhebane arajI karelI ke A chokarAnu hita sarakAre saMbhALavuM joIe. A uparathI cheAkarAne rAteArAta laI gayA ane kAIpaNa jAtanI tapAsa karyA vagara bIje dIvase amadAvAdamAM dIkSA ApI dIdhI. ( khulAsA mATe jIA pariziSTa na. 2) sa e ThIka, paNa mAbApanI sa Mmati hoya te ? ja. AvI rIte dIkSAne lAyaka na hoya ane mA ApanI kharIdelI paravAnagIthI dIkSA apAya-te ayeAgya kahevAya. vAlInI saMmati kharIdavAmAM AvI che, teve eka paNa sAcA dAkhalA nathI ane A sAkSI ke kAi paNa sAkSI rajU karI zakayA nathI. bhAvanagaranA mANekacaMda rAyacaMdanA karA pratApane dIkSA A pavA mATe nasADavAmAM AvelA. AthI AkarAnA pitA tathA mAmA pATaNa tapAsa karavA mATe AvelA. mane maLavAthI vadhu hakIkata maLaze ema mAnI mane tee maLelA. huM AMbegAMvakara sAhebane maLelA ane tapAsa karavA mATe madadanI mAMgaNI karelI, paraMtu teoe temanI pAse te kAma AveluM nahi hAvAthI, madada karavA nA kahelI. tyArabAda te bAbatanA zaka uparathI darzanari mahArAja upara For Private and Personal Use Only

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ACHT ra14 chokarAnA bApe bhAvanagaramAM pharIyAda karelI. hAla te pharIyAda darzanasUri mahArAja bhAvanagaranI hadamAMthI bIjI hadamAM sahIsalAmata dAkhala thAya ane chokare pAcho meM pAya-e zarata kheMcI levAI che ane chokaro pAcho soMpAyo che. jaina sAdhune halakA pADavA sAkSI A vAta kevaLa mana kalpita raju kare che. vadhu khulAso mahAsukhabhAI cunIlAlanI jubAnInA pAne 194 mAM karelo che. sa, ayogya dIkSA kyArathI thavA lAgI ? ja yati saMsthA ke je hAlamAM gorajI tarIke oLakhAya che, te prathama amArA sAdhuo hatA. paraMtu teomAM zithilAcAra peThe ane mAravADa vigere ThekANethI chokarAe lAvI ziSya vadhAratA hatA. lagabhaga 300 varSa pahelAMnI A vAta che. tyArabAda satyavijaya paMnyAsa thaI gayA, temaNe kAMIka sudhAro karyo che. sara keTalA vakhatathI AvI dIkSAo apAya che ? jai lagabhaga 15-20 varSathI. sava saMdhe kAMI upAya lIdhA che ? ja hA. te bAbatamAM amArA pATaNanA saMghe eka mahinA pahelAM jAhe rAta karI, saMghanI saMmati laI dIkSA ApavAno TharAva karyo che. pATaNanA samasta jaina saMghe TharAva karyoja nathI. vadhu khulAsA mATe juo pariziSTa naM. 3. sava kayAre TharAva karyo ? ja be varSa pahelAM TharAva karyo. sa, sAdhusaMmelane TharAva karela ja. vaDodarAmAM sAdhu saMmelana saM. 1968 nI sAlamAM maLeluM. temAM dIkSA bAbatamAM 20mo ane 23 mo be TharAva karavAmAM AvyA che. ane tenA pramukha vijayakamaLamUrijIe te bAbatamAM vivecana kareluM ke AvI khaTapaTamAM kaI sAdhu utaraze to te mATe AcArya yogya karaze. A uparathI ema samajAya che ke dIkSA ApavAmAM koI paNa jAtanI ayogyatA jaNAvAthI AcAryazrIe AvA zabdo kahelA che, For Private and Personal Use Only

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215 sa. tamArA AcAryo keTalA ? ja prathama ekaja AcArya hatA ane te zrI vijayAnaMdasUrizvarajI. sa. hAla keTalA che? ja vijayAnaMdasUri pachI vijayakamaLasari ane te pachI hAla 15-20 AcAya che. sa0 juramAM kAMI TharAva thayo che? ja hA. juramAM konpharansa TharAva karelo che. sa te TharAva kare che ? ja. sAdhusaMmelananA TharAvane maLatoja thayo che. sa. TharAvano amala kema thato nathI ? ja. TharAvane anAdara thAya che. pATaNanA saMghe TharAva karyo, e bAbatamAM amArA upara kesa thayo ane temAM rUA. 500) ne mAre daMDa thaye che ane eka divasanI sajA thaI che. saTharAvamAM evuM kAMI Dephemezana jevuM che nahi chatAM kesa zAthI thayo? ja eka henDabala uparathI amArA upara Aropa mUkayo ane pharIyAda karI. henDabIla mArI pAse nathI tene bhAvArtha kahuM chuM. saMghe karelA TharAva virUddha 153 sahIothI eka henDabIla bahAra paDayuM. A TharAva saMdhanA zeTha (saMghapati) ane cha nyAtanA zeThonI sahIthI bahAra paDele. vadhu mate TharAva karele, eTale kharI rIte A henDabIlathI saMghapati tathA cha nyAtanA zeThanuM apamAna hatuM. tyArabAda ame bhegA thayA. temane TharAva saMbaMdhI je kAMI kahevuM hoya te kahevA mATe bolAvyA, paNa teo AvyA nahi ane vATAghATa karavAnI nA pADI. sa bacAvanI jarUra nathI, paNa kesa zAthI thaye te jANavuM che ? TharAva bahAra pADI, TharAvane saMmati darzAvanArAoe 8 divasamAM sahI karI javI, nahiMtara saMdhanA vyavahArathI dura karavAmAM Avaze-ema lakheluM, tethI pharIyAda thayelI. kevaLa dharmadveSathI zAsananA rAgIone daMDavA badala ane johukamI calAvavA badalaja sajA ane daMDa thayelo che. vadhu khulAsA mATe juo pATaNa kesanA jajamenTano agatyano bhAga pariziSTa na. 24 sa0 varSamAM keTalI dIkSA thatI haze? ja dara sAla Azare 60-70 dIkSA thatI haze. For Private and Personal Use Only

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sa. temAM ayogya keTalI thatI haze? ja lagabhaga 75-80 TakA. sa. tenuM kAraNa? ja bekArIne lIdhe dIkSA le che. lAlacathI dIkSA le che. bALakanI dIkSA lAlacathI thAya che. jemake sAruM khAvAnuM maLaze, moTA moTA vaMdana karaze vigere. sa. paNa pitAnI khuzIthI thAya che ne ? ja evI dIkSAothI samAjane ane dharmane ghaNuM ja nukazAna thAya che. sa. AvI dIkSAo keNu karAve che ? ja. tevI dIkSAo yaMga maeNnsa jaina sosAyaTI nAmanuM eka maMDaLa karAve che. sa, Ala InDIyA che teja ke ? jaLa ela IDIyA che, paNa gujarAta sivAya tenI maryAdA vizALa nathI. tenI pAse moTuM phaMDa che. sa, kaMDa che e zAthI kaho cho ? ja mArA jAti anubhavathI. mohanalAla motIcaMda nAmanA pATaNavALA eka bhAI amadAvAda sAgarajI mahArAjane vAMdavA gayelA ane sAgarajIe temane kaheluM ke dikSA phaMDamAM rUpIA Ape. e vAta teoe mane kahelI tethI jANuM chuM. hAla te bhAI AvI rIte dIkSAnA phaDe cheema jANI sosAyaTImAMthI nIkaLI gayA che. A vAta sadaMtara khoTI che. ajANI janatAne avaLe mAge ! deravAno A prayatna che. bAkI dareka jene zAstrokta dIkSAnI abhivRddhi IcchavI ja joIe ane dhI yaMga mensa jaina saMsAyaTI teja mujaba io-temAM navAI nathI. nyuransa ane jaina yuvaka saMgha ke tene maLatAM bIja maMDaLano zAstrokta dIkSAne virodha, devadravya-bhakSaNa, vidhavA-punarlagna, saMghasattAno mada ItyAdi samAjamAM TheraThera kaleza saLagAvanArI teonI dharmavirUddha pravRttine aMge dharmapremI jaina samAje bahiSkAra karyo che. sava dIkSA apAve che te maMDaLanI mUkhya ophIsa kayAM che ? ja tenI mUkhya ophIsa amadAvAdamAM che. sa khAsa kayA sAdhuo dIkSA Ape che ? ja. sAgarAnaMdasUri, tathA vijayadAnasUrizvarajInA praziSya rAmavijayajI nAnA bALakonI dIkSAmAM mUkhya bhAga le che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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217 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir sa. temanA virUddha kANu che ? ja. vallabhasUri, IMdrasUri, kRpAcadrasUri, nyAyavijaya vigere virUddha che. tee zAstrajJa che ane kahe che ke phAve tene ke phAve te rIte dIkSA ApavI joie nahiM. bALa eTale 8 varSoMthI pachInI uMmaravALAne tenI icchA hoya, vAlAnI saMmati hoya ane zAstrokta rIte yAgya jaNAya te dIkSA ApI zakAya. tikalpanAthI na Ape teA zAstranA virAdhaka Thare. A pramANe pa. pU. AcArya zrI sAgarAnaMdasUrizvarajI, pa. pU. paM. zrI rAmavijayajI Adi dareka suvihita AcAya ke jaina sAdhu kahe che. sAkSInA kahevA mujaba vallabhasUri, I MdrasUri, kRpAcaMdrasUri, jo A jaina siddhAMtika mAnyatAthI virUddha hAya ! sAkSIe temanI pAse jAherAta karAvavI joie, paNa tevI jAherAta rajI thai nathI. 40 nyAyavijaya e patita che. tene amuka ukhalA sivAya kAIpaNa sAcA jaina sAdhu mAnatAja nathI ane te mujabanI agAu ghaNI jAherAtA thai che.' khulAsA mATe jIe piriza na. 25. sa bIjA kAMi dAkhalA che ? hA. unAvAnA rahIza amRtalAla mULacaMdane za khezvaramAM dIkSA ApelI. tenA kAkA vADIlAla mArI pAse pATaNa AvelA. amee yazavaMta rAva ane madhusudanabhAI vakIlanI salAha lIdhelI, temanA kAkA meTara laI rAkhezvara gayelA, paNa tyAMthI chekarAne laI gayelA tethI kAMI anI zakayuM nahi. ( A saMbaMdhI pariziSTa naM. 8 mAM khulAseA thai gayA che. ) sa. bIje gAma jaI dIkSA le che te sabaMdhamAM zuM kaheA cho? ja jenI pAse dIkSA levI heAya tyAM jaI dIkSA le che te khATuM che, paNa kharI rIte te! chupI rIte dIkSA levI hoya, eTale bIje gAma jai tyAM dIkSA le che ke jethI gAmavALAone khabara paDe nahiM, kAraNa ke khabara paDe te temanI dIkSA thatI aTakAve--e mATe bahAragAma jaI dIkSA le che. paNa potAnA gurU jyAM hoya tyAM jaI dIkSA levAnI IcchAthI jatA nathI. bAi maNI uM. va. 35-36. dhaNI che, chekarAM nathI. muMbaImAM mArA joDenAja mALAmAM rahe che. saMsArIpaNAmAM pote sAdhvI 28 For Private and Personal Use Only

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218 jevuM jIvana gALatI. jAte sthAnakavAsI che. bAInA bApa gaMDaLa mAMdA hatA, tethI gAMDaLa gayela. gAMDaLathI bhoyaNI rAmavijayajI mahArAjane vAMdavA gayela. eno dhaNI rAjakoTa gayo ane bAIne rAjakoTa mokalavA gaMDaLa tenA sasarAne patra lakhyo. tyAMthI javAba AvatAM te tapAsa karavA nIkaLe. te agAu bAIne rUpepara gAmamAM dIkSA apAyela, tethI te vAMdI cAlyA gayele. bAI dIkSA levA prathama amadAvAda gayela, tyAM dIkSA nahi ApatAM cANasmA mokalela ane tyAMthI pATaNa mokalela. pATaNathI pAchI cANasmA mokalela ane chevaTe rUpaparamAM 15-20 mANasonI hAjarImAM dIkSA ApelI. te pachI pATaNa Avela ane 8-10 divasa pahelAM dIkSA choDI dIdhela che, dIkSA zA kAraNathI choDI tenuM sTeTamenTa te vakhate bahAra pADayuM hatuM, te vAMcI saMbhaLAvyuM ane raju karyuM. A ane AvA bIjA keTalAe moTI uMmaranAnA dAkhalAo dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdhane Teke ApanArAoe beTI rIte saMbaMdha vagara goTALA karavA mATeja samiti samakSa raju karyA che ane samitie dIkSA nibaMdhane virodha karanArAone kAMI khAsa khulAsA pUchayA paNa nathI. sa, kayAre dIkSA lIdhelI ? ja eka mahinA pahelAM. so AvuM thAya to upAya karavo joIe ne ? ja A badhuM jotAM zrImaMta sarakAranI pahelAmAM pahelI pharaja che ke A - kAyado kareja joIe. sa, saMgha kAMI na kare ? ja nahiM karI zake. te to sarakAra karaze teja thaze ema mane lAge che. sava nibaMdhamAM sudhAro vadhAro karavAnI jarUra che ? ja hA. te bAbata meM mArA sTeTamenTamAM sudhAro sUcavyo che ke A rAjyano mANasa parahadamAM dIkSA le to lenAra, ApanAra ane apAvanAra darekane zikSApAtra gaNavA joIe. tathA paraNelo hoya ane dIkSA levI ho to strInA bharaNapoSaNa vigerenI pUratI goThavaNa karavI joIe. kAraNa ke tene mAthe te badhI jAtanI javAbadArI rahelI che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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219 sa. mAbApe dIkSA apAvI hoya ane tethI kAyadAnuM ullaMghana thatuM hoya te tenI pharIyAda keNa kare ? ja. bALalagnanA kAyadAmAM jema bIjA maMDaLa, yuvako pharIyAda kare che tema A bAbatamAM paNa sudhArAne IcchatA yuvake pharIyAda karaze. sava evI pharIyAda khoTI rIte na thAya tenI khAtrI zI? ja. phariyAdamAM prathama darzanika tapAsa thAya che. A bAbatanI pharIyAda mejIsTreTa AgaLa karavI. amUka javAbadAra maMDaLa ane hoddedAroe karavI joIe ane evI pharIyAdo teo jarUra karaze. vRddha lo. mATe paNa yuvaka maMDaLo virodha kare che. to sAco sudhAraka jarUra A mATe pharIyAda karazeja. sAcA sudhAraka ! tarIke potAnI jAtane oLakhAvanAra mATe zrImaMta gAyakavADa sarakAranIja korTe kevo abhiprAya Apyo che, te mATe juo. pariziSTa na. 26. sasAdhune polIsa pakaDe to vAMdho nahi ne? ja. sAdhu kesamAM nirdoSa chuTI jAya ane pharIyAda karanAre je zuddha bu dithI pharIyAda na karI hoya te te zikSAne pAtra thAya. samansa kADhavo, pakaDavA nahiM ane je nAsabhAga kare to te sAdhu nathI. sava sAdhuone saMsAra sAthe zo saMbaMdha? jaLa saMsAranI sAthe saMbaMdha kharo. je saMbaMdha na hoya to jaMgalamAM jaI AtmakalyANa kare. sa. paNa te to upadeza vigere karavA tamArA kalyANa mATe rahe che ne? ja amArA kalyANa mATe nathI rahetA. jo ke amArA upakArI che e nirvivAda che. amArA aMga e che ane enA aMga ame chIe. keTalAka sAdhuo jaMgalamAM rahe che ane hAla paNa che. zAMtivijayajI vigere. jaina zAstromAM be prakAranA vihAra kathA chApas bIjA prakAranA sAdhuo vastimAM rahe khUlAsA mATe juo zAstrIya pUrAvA sa, meTA bhAge vidhavAoja sAdhvIo kema thAya che? ja vidhavA thayA pachI ghaNuM kharuM dhArmika jIvana te gALe che ane tethI ghaNe bhAge teo dIkSA le che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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220 ane sAkSIe buddhisAgarasUrinuM banAveluM bhajanapada saMgraha bhAga 3 mAMthI, AvI ayogya dIkSAo thaze, ema samajAvatuM eka bhajana gAI saMbhaLAvyuM hatuM. sa, sAdhvIone koNa dIkSA Ape che ? ja sAdhvIone dIkSA sAdhuo Ape che, ane temane rahevAnuM jUduM hoya che. sa, amRtasaritA tame vAMcI che ? ja. hA. meM vAMcI che. sa, emAMnI hakIkata saMbaMdhI zuM kaho cho ? ja emAMnA citAra mujaba ghaNA kharA dAkhalA bane che. sa, dIkSA lIdhA pachI duHkhathI kaMTALI nAsI jAya che? ja duHkha paDe che ethI nAsI jAya che ema nathI, enAM kAraNe ghaNAM che. satra zuM kAraNe che ? ja e vastu huM Apane kahI zakato nathI. sava je kahezo te vAMdho nathI. amAre jANavuM che. jaLa pralobhano ApI dIkSA apAya che, tyAra pachI vaDI dIkSA apAya che ane te pachI gulAma jevI dazAmAM mUkAya che. sa, eTale gurU sevA karAve che ne ? ja sevA hRdayathI thatI nathI, pharaja pADavAmAM Ave che. jo ke badhAmAM bane che ema nahiM, paNa keTaleka ThekANe manodazAmAM malinatA dekhAya che. te bAbata nIcenA dAkhalAthI samajI zakAze. pATaNanA eka bhAI zA. nagInadAsa hIrAcaMdane bhANeje dIkSA lIdhelI. temane temanA upara eka patra lakhele, temAM lakheluM ke kasAI vADethI gAya cheDAvavA barAbara thaze. tyArabAda e bhAI dIkSA choDI pATaNa AvelA che. e nokarI karatA hatA. zA mATe dIkSA cheDI te saMbaMdhI huM vizeSa kahI zakato nathI. matalaba sAdhupaNuM kahevAmAM Ave che, tevuM hotuM nathI. A bAbatamAM zA nagInadAsa harAcaMdanA bhANeja gIradharalAle poteja samiti upara "pote dIkSA zA mATe cheDI" teno khulAso mekalyo che, je uparathI joI zakAze ke A sAkSI keTaluM juduM kahe che ! khulAsA mATe juo pariziSTa naM. ra7. For Private and Personal Use Only

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221 sa. zuM te cokhkhuM kaho moghama na cAle ? ja. meM najarenajara nathI joyuM, tema keTaluMka evuM paNa hoya ke je spaSTa ja kahI zakAya. paNa bIjA dAkhalA ApI zakuM. rA. goviMdabhAI-bhale Apo. bAI maNI ucca jIvana-sAdhvI jIvana gALatAM hatAM, chatAM eka mahinAmAM dIkSA choDI pAchAM AvyAM. amadAvAdavALA ratilAla DAhyAbhAI. teoe dIkSA choDI. temaNe mArA eka mitrane kaheluM ke gRhastha jIvanamAM je rIte rahI zakAya che te rIte tyAM nathI rahevAtuM. (nIcenA be prazno rA. kaDIAnI cIkrithI pramukha sAhebe sAkSIne pUchaLyA hatA.) sa, buddhisAgarajInA keTalAka zige nAsI gayelA ke nahi ? ja buddhisAgarajInA ziSya nAsI gayelA ke nahi te mArI jANamAM nathI. sa. pATaNanA TharAva vakhate keTalA hAjara hatA ! ja TharAva karavAmAM Avyo hato, te vakhate mArI AMkhe je mane cheta ratI na hoya to 1200-1300 mANase mITIMgamAM hAjara hatA. temaja e vakhate muMbaImAM rahetA banne pArTIvALA pATaNa AvyA hatA ane hAjara rahyA hatA. sa. e TharAvanI nakala che ? ja AMhI nathI mokalI ApIza. atre rA. kaDIAe jaNAvyuM ke evAonA hAthamAM je sattA Ave te kevI pharIyAda kare te mATe A hakIkata raju karuM chuM. ema kahI rA. pramukha sAhebane kAgaLa Ape hato. ane sAkSIe rA. cImanalAla kaDIAnA sTeTamenTa vakhate bacAva karavAnI taka maLavA mAMgaNI karI hatI. rA. goviMdabhAI-te vakhate hAjara rahejo ane khulAse Apaje. rA. kaDIA-mAre be vAta pUchavAnI che. sUcanA lakhI mokalIza. sa. bALakane dIkSA ApavI ke nahi ? ja ATha varSanI uMmaranAne dIkSA na ApavI. sagIranI lAyakAta viziSTa purUSamAM hoya che. tevA sivAyanA koIne saMmati hoya te paNa dIkSA na ApavI. kAraNa tethI samAja upara ghaNI mAThI asara thAya che. sadIkSA lenAranI keTalI vakhata sudhI tapAsa karavAnuM zAstramAM kahyuM che? For Private and Personal Use Only

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222 nahiM. ja. vadhumAM vadhu 6 mahinA ane ochAmAM oche 1 divasa. sa. pATaNa saMghane TharAva keTalA TAImane che ? ja saMghane TharAva eka mahinAno che. sa. tarata dIkSA ApavAnuM pasaMda kare che? ja. sa0 chANanI dIkSA saMbaMdhI tame jANo cho ? jaLa chANInI dIkSA saMbaMdhI huM jANuM chuM. pAsenA koI gAmamAM vijayalabdhi sUrijIe dIkSA ApelI. tyAM enI mA bAI motI gayela ane chokarAne ghera laI gayela. AthI mahArAje zikSA karavA mATe temane nAta bahAra mUkavA tajavIja karI, paraMtu amUka virUddha paDavAthI (nAthA paMjA vigere ) tema banI zakyuM nathI. sa, dIkSite pAchA Ave che, te gurUnA kharAba vartanathI ke ziyana kharAba vartanathI. ja cokkasa kahI zakAya nahiM. keTalAkamAM gurUonuM ane keTalAkamAM ziSya samudAyamAM eka bIjAne meLa na khAya mATe. ( nIcenA traNa savAle rA. kaDIAnI cIdithI pramukha sAhebe sAkSIne pUchayA hatA. ) sa0 punyavijaya pATaNamAM che? ja hA. sa. teo dIkSAnI virUddha che ? ja ayogya dIkSAnI virUddha che. sa. teoe saMghanI rajA vagara pATaNa bahAra jaI dikSA ApelI ? jaLa saMghanI rajA vagara pATaNa bahAra jaI dIkSA ApelI nathI-evuM soe se TakA kahuM chuM. A dIkSA puNyavijaya nahiM paNa suMdaravijayajInA ziSya dharmavijayajIe ApelI che. sAkSIne A vAtanI jANa hovA chatAye nAmapherano lAbha lIdho che. ' sa. pharIyAda thAya ane daMDAvuM paDe, tethI AvA kAyadAnI jarUra mAne che? ja sudhArakane tenA kArya sAme pharIyAda thAya, daMDAya, ethI sudhArake DaratAja nathI ane Dare te te sAce sudhAraka kahI zakAya ja nahiM. paNa tema thatuM nathI, eTale samAjanA patana vakhate samAjane utkarSa kema thAya te mATe uparanI badhI bAbatone dhyAnamAM laI zrImaMta sarakAre vacce AvavuM ja joIe ane jarUra A kAyado karavo ja joIe. For Private and Personal Use Only

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223 sakeIe kahyuM ke daMDathI pAchA paDIe. ja paDe te bhale paDe, paNa huM na paDuM. sudhAro karavA jatAM sahana paNa karavuM paDe. sa, mahesANamAM maLela saMmelanamAM tame gayelA ? ja huM gayela nathI. sa, zuM TharAva karelA te jANo cho ? ja. emaNe dIkSA nibaMdha rada karavAno TharAva karele. saM. e kenA taraphathI hatuM ? ja e badho pracAra eka ja jagyAethI thAya che ane te amadAvAdamAMthI sosAyaTI taraphathI thAya che. sava pramukha bahAranA hatA ne ? ja pramukha amadAvAdanA zeTha zivAbhAI satyavAdI hatA, paNa teo nahIM AvavAthI re. popaTabhAIe pramukhasthAna svIkAryuM hatuM. atre rA. kaDIAe khulAso karyo hato ke-tabIyata kharAba hovAthI teo nahiM AvI zakelA. sa. svAgatAdhyakSa zrI uttamalAla triImakalAla hatA te jANo cho? ja ne. huM te jANatA nathI. pachI sAkSIe nIcenA dAkhalAo raju karyA hatA. prabuddha jaina, ravIndranAtha TAgoranI vAtacIta je prabuddha jainamAM prasiddha thayela te aMka raju karI jaNAvyuM hatuM ke TAgora paNa Icche che ke kAyade thAya te sAruM. mehanadAsa karamacaMda gAMdhInA dIkSA saMbaMdhInA abhiprAyavALuM prabuddha jaina raju karyuM. jaina prakAza.' rAjakoTamAM maLela sthAnakavAsI sAdhusaMmelane karelA dIkSA saMbaMdhInA TharAvanuM raju karyuM. A sthAnakavAsI sAdhusaMmelanamAM sAdhuo ane zrAvako banne hAjara hatA. - vaDodarAnA TharAva pAchaLathI rada thayelA nathI, e bAbatamAM uttamavijyajI mahArAjane inTaravyu vADIlAla vaide lIdhe, te bAbata muMbaI jaina yuvaka saMgha patrikA aMka raju karyo. pachI sAkSIe keTalAka chApAmAMthI hakIkata vAMcatA prekSakomAMthI eka bhAIe vAMdhe levAthI, ra. goviMdabhAIe jaNAvyuM hatuM ke A sagIra dIkSAne prazna che, eTale enI sAthe tene saMbaMdha nathI. For Private and Personal Use Only

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224 pachI sAkSIe bhaktisAgarano ekarAra vAMcatAM rA. goviMdabhAIe te sattAvAra gejheTa nathI tema jaNAvyuM hatuM. sava nibaMdhamAM sudhArAnI jarUra ja saM. dIpra. nibaMdhane ba8. "saMnyAsa dIkSA niyAmaka nibaMdha' agara ayogya saMsAra tyAga pratibaMdhaka nibaMdha" e nAma rAkhavuM joIe. A nibaMdha sAme moTe virodha thavAnuM kAraNa paNa uparanuM nAma ja che. kAraNa ke tene ema kahevAmAM AvatuM ke dIkSAo baMdha karavAne kAyado kare che, tethI te sAme virodha thayela che. sagIranI bAbatamAM zAstrakAroe niSedha nathI karyo, paNa prathama vaya bAju mUkI madhyama vayaja dharmAcaraNa karavA mATe vadhAre yogya jaNAvI che, tenuM vidhAna AcArAMga sUtramAM che. A uparathI pahelI ane pAchalI avasthA ayogya che ema nathI kahyuM. A AcArAMga satra 45 Agama paikInuM eka Agama che. dharmabiMdu graMthamAM zrAvakanI 11 paDimAo vahana karyA bAda gRhastha dharma pALI pachI sAdhu-avasthA prApta karavI ema lakheluM che. gurUtattva vinizcayamAM paNa dharmabiMdu mujaba lakheluM che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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225 mohanalAla hImacaMda-pAdarAvALAnI jubAnI. tA. 12-7-32, uMmara varSa 69, rahevAsI pAdarA, dhaMdhA vakIlAta, ( rITAyarDa` ) tamArI kAmamAM matabheda che, te saMbaMdhI zuM kaheA che! ? sa ja. matabheda che, tenA ukela nIkaLI zake tema nathI. dIkSA ApavAnA saMbaMdhamAM matabheda che ane te bAbatamAM amArI kAmamAM be bhAgalA paDyA che. moTA bhAga ema mAne che ke bALa dIkSA ane cArInI dIkSA ApavI joe nahi. sacArInI dIkSA eTale zuM? ja. mAbApanI saMmati vagara ane nasADI bhagADIne ApavAmAM Ave, tene cArInI dIkSA kahevAya. sa bALa dIkSA ApavAnuM tA tamArA zAstramAM kahyuM che ne ? 40 peAtAnA jJAna baLathI ane ja hA kahyuM che. paNa AgaLanA AcAyo jyAtiSa mAthI zvetA ane te mANasa ema lAge te ja tane dIkSA ApatA. sAro prabhAvazALI nIkaLaze AvA dAkhalA cit ja che. lagabhaga 10 varSe paNa eka dAkhale naha maLe, atyAre tethI bUdI rIte dIA apAya che. sa AgaLanA AcAyo pAchaluM jANI zakatA kharA ke ? ja nA, pAchaluM to kevaLa jJAna thAya tyAreja jANI zake. hAla kevI rIte dIkSA apAya che? sa ja. dIkSA e prakAre apAya che, sa Mmati vagara paNa apAya che ane saMmatithI paNa apAya che. soMmatithI apAya che, tenA paNa e prakAra che. eka tA paisA ApIne ane khIjuM lAlaca batAvIne. sa dAkhA ApI zakaze ? hA, mArI jAtamAhitinA dAkhalA raju karUM chuM-ema kahI nIcenA dAkhalAe raju karyAM hatA. AmeAda tAluke bharUcanI khAI zIva uM. va. 40 AzarenI vidhavA pAdarAmAM traNeka varSoM upara muni rAmavijayajInI ziSyAe lakSmIzrI tathA yAtrI cAmANu hatA tyAM rahetI. tene jayaMtilAla nAme eka 11 varSanA karA hatA. A hekarAne rAmavijayajI pAse bhaNavA 29 For Private and Personal Use Only

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226 mekalI ApavA tajavIja karAvI. tyArada bhAI Ameda gaI. ama dAvAdathI vADIlAla umedacaMda nAmanA eka gRhastha AmA gayA ane A cheAkarAne tenI mA pAsethI laI javA tajavIja karI. bAInA bhAI ane chekarAnA mAmA ratanacaMda DAhyAbhAIne pakSamAM laI, ThAkarAne laI javA tajavIja karI. chekarA khUba raDyo ane temanI sAthe gayA nahiM, eTale te pAchA gayA. tyAra pachI bhAI che!karA sAthe pAchI pAdarA AvI ane mane te bAbata jaNAvI ane mane kahyuM ke mane A bAbatamAM samaja paDatI nathI to zuM karavuM te mane kaheA. mahArAjanuM mANasa AvI mArI pAsethI lakhANa laI gayela che. meM tene mArI salAha mujaba vavA jaNAvyuM ane tenA bhAIne mArI rUbarU elAvavA kahyuM. pachI bAinA bhAI ane bhAI banne mArI pAse AvyA. me temane krosa karyAM ane chevaTe mAinA bhAInI hakIkatamAM ema nIkaLyuM ke mAre temanI sAthe chekarAne laI javA adala vepAra karavA mATe rUA. 1000 levAnI vAtacIta thayelI. chevaTe me bAI tathA tenA bhAInuM sTeTamenTa lakhAvI lIdheluM. bAInI garIba sthitinI dayA AvatAM bAine pAlItANAmAM jaina vanitA vizrAmamAM bhaNavA mATe mUkavA tathA chekarAne bhaNavA mATe tyAMnA yovijaya jaina gurUkuLamAM mUkavA temaja khAvA-pIvA kapaDAM vigere baMdobasta karI ApavAnI tajavIja karavA me kahyuM. tyArabAda mArA putra maNilAlane temanI sAthe pAlItANA mAkalyA ane tyAM temane mArA kahevA mujaba goThavaNa karAvI ApI. e chekarA Aja sudhI gurUkuLamAM bhaNe che. Ai jaina vanitA vizrAmamAM e varSAM bhaNI. te pachI mane patra lakhyA ke mAre navANuM karavuM che te mane chuTA karavA bAbatane! patra hakAra mena saMcAlakane lakhe. te mujaba meM patra lakhyA ane khAi chuTI thai. te pachI kAI sAdhvI pAse dIkSA lIdhI. bAI zIva tathA tenA bhAInuM sahI sAthenuM sTeTasenTa vAMcI saMbhaLAvyuM ane raju karyuM. sa tame A uparathI neTIsa ApelI ke nahiM? ja nahiM. me teTIsa ApelI nahi kAraNake mane te sAthe kAMi saMbaMdha na hatA temaja tevA dastAvejanI kAyadAnI draSTie upayAgItA nahi. me to phakta mane dayA AvavAthI khAi tathA cheAkarAne ThekANe pADayA, kAraNake mane chekarAne joIne dayA AvatI. brekarA nAnA eTale khIjAnAM cheAkarAe pAse kAMi vastu dekhe te te levA lalacAta For Private and Personal Use Only

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227 ane mAMgato tyAre tenI mA tene mArIne upAzrayamAM gedhI mUkatI ke tuM bhaNa, sAmAyika kara. A badhuM joI mane dayA AvatI. dhIuM paheratAM paNa tene AvaDatuM nahotuM. sa... chokarAnI uMmara keTalI hatI ? ja sTeTamenTamAM 11 varSa lakhyA che, paNa mane 10 varSanI uMmara lAgatI hatI. khuda rAmavijayajI, pUrvAzramanuM nAma trabhuvanadAsa choTAlAla. mAre tyAM nokarI karatA hatA. gujarAtI cha copaDI bhaNelA hatA. mArA doyama kArakuna tarike hatA. mahine traNa rUpIA pagAra huM Apane hato. te vakhate temanI 12-13 varSanI uMmara hatI. pAdarAnI jaina pAThazALAmAM trIbhavanadAsa tathA mAre bhANeja motIlAla baMnne sAthe abhyAsa karatA hatA. pADazALAnA mAstara ujamazIbhAI karIne hatA. temanI pAse teoe sAro abhyAsa karyo. tyArabAda dAnavijaya ane premavijayanuM comAsuM pAdarAmAM thayuM, te vakhate A be chokarAne temano abhyAsa sAre joI temanI upADavAnI IcchA thaI. satra dIkSA nathI ApIne ? ja dIkSA to zI rIte Ape che te te vAlInI rajA hoya ane chokarA khuzI hoya to Apane ? sava upADavAnuM zA mATe kaho cho ? bIje kaMI sAre zabda vApare to ThIka ? ja sArA zabdomAM kahIe to temane dIkSA ApavA mATe tyAMthI nasADavAnI IcchA thaI. mAstarane baMne chokarAo upara khUba prema che, temanI rajA sivAya teo khasI zake nahiM. eTale dAnavijaye mAtarane jaina zALAmAMthI khaseDavAnI yuti racavA mAMDI. eka divase eka mANase mAre ghera AvIne mane kahyuM ke dAnavijaya kahetA hatA ke baporanA kanyAo pAThazALAmAMthI bhaNIne gayA bAda 4 vAge pAThazALAnA mAtara ane eka moTI uMmaranI bhaNanArI bAI baMnne ekalA hatA. te jotAM A mAstaranI vartaNuMka sArI jaNAtI nathI, mATe temane rajA Apo ema kahevarAvyuM che. A uparathI huM dAnavijaya pAse gayo ane hakIkata pUchI. mane kahyuM ke sAcI vAta che ane A vAta nAthAbhAI eka jaina che. tathA bhagavAna eka darajI che, te be mANaso For Private and Personal Use Only

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jANe che mATe temane pUchI jUo. A uparathI meM te zrAvakane bolAvI pUchayuM ke A vAta teM zI rIte jANI ? teNe kahyuM ke huM upAzrayamAM gayo hato, eTale mane khabara che. meM tene dhamakI ApIne pUchayuM ke tuM kaI divasa upAzrayamAM ja nathI ane te divase kema gayA ? teNe kahyuM ke caMdaravAne eka TAMkA mAravAno hato tethI gaye hato. tyArabAda bhagavAna darajIne mahArAjanI samakSa lAvI pUchayuM, tyAre teNe kahyuM ke kharI vAta to e che ke A bAbatamAM huM kAMI paNa jANato nathI, paNa dAnavijayajIe mane kaheluM ke A mAsArane rajA apAvavI che, mATe tuM khoTI sAkSI puraje ane avuiM kaheje ke pAchaLanA bAraNethI eka bAI Ave che. A uparathI bIjA mANasanI rUbarUmAM meM mahArAjane khUba Thapake Apo ke AvI rIte beTI rIte juThuM belI eka sArA mANasane nokarImAMthI chuTo karAvavo-e zuM Apane yogya che ? A tamane zobhatuM nathI ! AthI teo zaramAI gayA. tyArabAda traNeka divase huM mArA kAme bahAragAma gayo. pAchaLathI pitAnI upara cheTuM ALa AvavAthI gussAmAM ne gussAmAM bIjAne cArja soMpI mAstara cAlI gayA ane darA rAmAM dIkSA lIdhI. hAla temanuM nAma udayavijayajI che. coTIlAnA teo rahIza hatA. hAla darAparAM che. bAIne paNa krodha thaye, eTale teNIe kamaLa arijI pAse dIkSA lIdhI. A rIte A be jaNanuM te sudharyuM. tyArapachI banne chokarAne samajAvavA mAMDayA. mArA bhANeja mATe te meM saMgha vacce tAkIda ApI ke je tene dIkSA Apazo to huM ApanI upara phojadArI karIza. te vakhate joIza nahi ke A sAdhu che. A uparathI tene choDI dIdho. tribhuvanadAsane sagI mA nahotI. bApanI mA 85 varSanA ane pheI 65 varSanA ane kAkI nAnI vidhavA hatA ane te badhAnA nirvAhane AdhAra mAtra tenA uparaja hato. huM traNa rUpIA pagAra Apato tathA lakhAmaNInA traNeka rUpIyA maLatA-e upara nirvAha karatA. A uparathI meM temaja saMdhe mahArAjane kaheluM ke jo tene dIkSA Apazo te DosIo banne marI jaze, kAraNake temane AdhAra tenA upara che, temaja tenA upara ghaNo ja prema ane moha che. mAre ghera koIka vakhata jamavA rokuM ane moDuM thAya te mAre ghera DesI lAkaDI laIne Ave ane kahe ke mAre sabuDe kyAM che? tene jUe tyAre jAya. sabuDA upanAma hatuM. A vAta mArI pADozamAM rahetA nAnAbhAI pestanajI munasaphe jANI ane tethI temaNe paNa mahArAjane kahevaDAvyuM ke jo tene dIkSA Apaze, te For Private and Personal Use Only

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jarUra huM zikSA karIza. ane Ama chatAMya emane prayatna to cAluja rahyo. daramyAna moTA AcArya vijayakamaLamUri pAdarA AvyA. te vakhate amo saMghanA AgevAnoe temane vinaMti karI ke dAnavijaya mahArAja A chokarAne dIkSA ApavA dhAre che ane je dIkSA Apaze to jarUra DozIo marI jaze. to Apa temane dIkSA nahiM ApavA AjJA karo. A uparathI vyAkhyAna vacce saMgha samakSa AjJA karI ke trIbhuvanadAsane ahIMnA saMdhanI temaja mArI cIdi Ave tyAre ja dIkSA Apaje. be divasa pachI AcArya kamaLasUrijIe vihAra karyo tyAre amo bhAgoLa sudhI gayelA. tyAM paNa amane ema lAgyuM ke dAnavijayajI jarUra dIkSA Apaze. eTale pharI AjJA karavA mahArAjazrIne karyuM. A uparathI emaNe pharI paNa upara pramANeja kahyuM. pachI thoDA divasa bAda danavijayajI vihAra karI gayA. trIbhovanadAsane sAthe laI gayA. rastAmAM dAnavijayajI jaMbusara rahyA. premavijayajI ane bIjA eka sAdhu trIbhavanane laIne kAvI gayA ane tyAMnA derAsaramAM dayA ApI. dIkSAnA kapaDAM vigere vaDodarAnA dvArakAdAsa koThArIe pahoMcADayA hatA. e hakIkata pAdarAnA mANase mane kahelI. pachI DAja vakhatamAM be DosIo dAdI tathA phAI jhurIne marI gaI. kAkI hayAta che. A AkhIye hakIkata juThThI ane dIkSA pratyenA devathI upajAvI kADhelI che. kharI hakIkata jANavA mATe paM. zrI rAmavijayajInA saMsArI kAkA zA tArAcaMda dalIcaMdano khulAso vAMce. juo pariziSTa na. 28 sa rAmavijayajI to ghaNA vidvAna ane nAmAMkita che ne ? A taka na maLI hota to kyAMthI thAta ? ja. nAmAMkita te kharAja. jo ke pAdarAne jAheramAM ApyuM, paNa duHkhane viSaya e che ke emanI zakti je samAjennati ane sudhArAnA kAryamAM vAparI hota to ghaNuM sAruM kArya karI zakata e nirvivAda che. sava dIkSA levAnI emanI pitAnI icchA hatI ne ? ja emanI IcchA pAchaLathI thaI hatI. enuM kAraNa premavijayajI temanI pAse tene suvADatAM ane svarga maLaze, apasarAo maLaze, sAruM sAruM khAvAnuM maLaze, sArA sArA vANIAo paga dAbaze, eka vastunI IcchA thatAM cAra vastu hAjara thaze-evI evI lAlaca ApatA. For Private and Personal Use Only

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230 ane kAcA magajanA bALaka tethI te bhoLavAyA paNa kharA ane sAdhu thayA. sava nAmanA pahelA akSara uparathI nAma paDAya che ane emanuM nAma rAmavijayajI zAthI pADyuM ? ja. jema chokarAnuM nAma rAzI ane janmAkSara uparathI pADe che, tema dIkSA le te vakhatanI rAzI uparathI nAma pADe che, eTale nAma juduM paNa paDe. satra dIkSA letI vakhate uMmara keTalI hatI ? ja. Azare 11-12 varSanI uMmara hatI. dIzA letI vakhate paM. zrI rAmavijayajInI uMmara 17 varSanI hatI. tene khulAso pariziSTa naM. 28 mAM thaI gayo che. sa. A dIkSA sAdhu saMmelana pachIthI thayelI ne ? ja hA. sAdhu saMmelana pachI samavijayajInI dIkSA thayelI. thoDAka vakhata pachI thayelI. ane sAdhu saMmelanane TharAva tuTayo hoya te pahela vahelo A dIkSAthI tuTayo. pAdarA tAlukAnA gAja gAmanA cunIlAla trIbhavana uMmara lagabhaga 20 vasanAne AcArya mohanavijaya phosalAvI laI gayA ane surata jIllAmAM dIkSA ApI. eka varasa dIkSA pALI ane pachI te pAcho Avyo. hAla te gAjamAM che. te mAre AzrIta hato ane eNe mane AvIne kaheluM ke dIkSA letI vakhate pralobhano ApelAM, paraMtu te pachI sAdhuo kAma karAve, paga dabAvarAve, eTale mane phAvyuM nahiM- tethI pAcho Avyo. pAka vairAgya nahi eTale TakI paNa na zake. jJAnagarbhita vairAgya jene thayo hoya ane dIkSA lIdhI hoya teja TakI zake ane pAcho na Ave. sa dIkSA lIdhI te vakhate mAbApa hayAta hatA ne ? ane temanI saMmati lIdhelI ne ? jaya mA hayAta hatI. temanI saMmati lIdhelI nahi. saI paraNelAM hatA ke nahi ? ja. hA. ghera AvyA pachI te chokarAM thayAM che. sa0 strInI rajA lIdhelI ke nahi ? ja nA. strInI paNa rajA lIdhelI nahotI. For Private and Personal Use Only

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ra31 sa, tyAre A pramANe kAma karavuM paDe ane tethI trAsa thAya, te mATeja pAcho Avyo ne ? ja hatA. te paNa kharuM ane svAbhAvika mAtA tathA strI taraphane sneha paNa sAMbhare eTale pAcho Avyo. darAparAnA bhAI chavacaMda, uM.va. 18 nAne eka sAdhu laI gayA. te mAre tyAM gumAstI karato hato. magaja asthira hatuM. eka AnI cakrama hatuM. mAbApa nahotA, bena hatI. benanA kahyA vagara laI gayA ane dIkSA ApI. tyArapachI te pAcho Avyo. hAla te darAparAmAM che. A vAtane cha varSa thayAM. pAdarAnI korTamAM leNadAranA dAvAo tenA upara cAle che. sa, kayA sAdhu laI gayelA ? ja muninuM nAma bhUlI gaye chuM. sa. zA mATe pAcho Avele ? ja pAchA AvIne mane kaheluM ke mahArAje mane dIkSA ApatI vakhate kaheluM ke devuM apAvI daIza ane bahenano baMdobasta karI ApIza. paNa temAMnuM kAMI karyuM nahiM, eTale pAcho Avyo. sasAdhuo paisA rAkhe nahiM ane ApavAnuM zI rIte kahe ? ja amArI jAMga amArA hAthe ughADavI paDe che. duHkha thAya che chatAM kahyA vagara cAlatuM nathI. jJAnakhAtA athavA pustakakhAtAne nAme lA nI rakama bhegI thAya che ane zrAvakone ghera rAkhe che. sadAkhala kaI che? ja hA. chANamAM mehanari mahArAje DabhoIne eka chokarAne dIkSA ApelI. A bAbatano kesa thayelo ane vaDodarAthI subAnuM vaeNraMTa chANI gayeluM, teja divase mAre pitrAI tyAM gayela. te vakhate mahArAja belelA ke be sArA bArIsTara kare, mArA piNe lAkha rUpiyA che te zuM karavAnA che ! kesa barAbara laDo. kesa cAlyo, chokare pAcho soMpA. enI vyavasthA bIjA mANasanA hAthathI thaI. nAma huM kahevA mAMgatA nathI. rAmavijayajI bAbatamAM paNa keTalIka hakIkata jANune choDI dIdhI che. paisA kayAMthI Ave ? ja. paMnyAsanI padavI maLI hoya te munirAje cAturmAsa utaryA pachI upadhAna karAve che. eTale ke 18-36-54 divasa sudhI kriyA karAve For Private and Personal Use Only

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232 che. eka divasa jame, eka divasa upavAsa kare ane kriyA kare. AmAM amUka nakare levAya che. nakare eTale kara nahuM chatAM kararUpe levAya che. amUka vakhate 1 rUpIo ane amUka vakhate rA rUpIyA levAya che. hajAre mANasa upadhAna kare che ane te paisA teo Ape che. bIjA zrAvake te ugharAve che ane te paisA sAdhu pitAnA nAme zrAvakane tyAM khAtAmAM jamA karAve che ane temanA kahyA mujaba te nANAne vyaya thAya che. vaDedarAmAM mehanasUrijIe upadhAna karAvyA, te vakhate mArA mitra naMdalAlabhAI hayAta hatA. temAM 3000 rUpiyA upajyA hatA ema meM sAMbhaLeluM. meM te bAbata mArA mitra naMdalAlabhAIne pUchayuM ke te rUpIyA kyAM gayA ? temaNe kahyuM ke te mahArAja jANe, huM nathI jANa. keTalIka vakhate garIbone madada ApavAnA nAme kaMDa thAya che. te paisA vANIyAne tyAM rakhAya che ane jarUra paDe kharcAya che. zAMticaMdra dhrAMgadhrAnA mANasa uMmara varSa 20 nAne mehanavijaye vAlInI rajA sivAya bIje gAma laI jaIne dIkSA ApI dIdhI. 12-13 varSa pahelAMnI vAta che. cha divasa sAdhu tarike rahyo. tyArabAda tenA kuTuMbIo tathA tenA mAmA gayA ane tene dIkSA choDAvI laI AvyA. hAla te muMbAI panAlAla hAiskulamAM mArI bhalAmaNathI nokarI kare che. sa, tame pUcheluM ke kema cheDayuM ? ja. meM pUcheluM tyAre kaheluM ke mArI IcchA vagara ApI hatI ane mAre pAchuM AvavuM ja hatuM. evAmAM mAmA vigere AvyA, eTale temanI jeDe Avato rahyo. kAtilAla vijApura jIllAno uM. varSa 13-14: Azare traNa vakhata dIkSA lIdhI ane traNa vakhata choDI dIdhI che. vaDodarAmAM chIpavADamAM laMkAgacchanA khUbacaMdajI zrIpuja pAse lIdhI, zAMtivijayajI pAse lIdhI tathA kaTheramAM lIdhI. gaI sAla jhaghaDIyAmAM teno anAcAra joIne tyAMnA kArabhArIe vepa chInavI laI kADhI mUkyo. tenuM nAma manaharamuni che. 30 ekalavihArI hatA ne ? ja meTA meTA zaheromAMja te saMbaMdhI pUchAya che. evA be cAra ekala vihArI bhegA thAya che ane gAmaDAmAM phare che. gAmaDAnA leke For Private and Personal Use Only

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233 sAdhune joIne gAMDA banI jAya che, eTale liMpila nabhe che. kharI rIte A badhuM amArAmAM pola che eTale nabhe che. vimaLavijaya-18 varSa dIkSA pALI. vallabhavijyanA mukhya ziSya hatA. dIkSA choDIne pAdare Avyo ane mane kahyuM ke huM bIjA sAdhuo joDe suratamAM hatA, tyAM upAzrayamAM svadezI pracAra mATenuM eka vyAkhyAna karavA mATe bahAragAmathI pracArako AvelA. temane TAIma Apelo chatAM zrAvakee temane nA pADI ane kahyuM ke jaina upAzrayamAM svadezInuM vyAkhyAna nahi thAya. A uparathI mane gusso Avyo ane meM dIkSA choDI. hAlamAM te maulAkAra thIosophIkala sAyaTImAM rUA. 100 ne pagArathI nokarI kare che. uM. va. 13. 14 nA AzarAnI chINInI bAI hIrAne sAdhvIe phesalAvI. te paraNelI hatI. hAla be chokarAM che. sAdhvIjI darApara AvelA. bAI maLaske sAdhunA kapaDAM vigere laIne mAre ghera AvI ane mane kahyuM ke mAre dIkSA levI che, te mane sAdhvIjIne meLavI Apa. meM kahyuM ke tArA sAsarIAnI rajAthI AvI chuM ke zI rIte ? teNIe kahyuM ke nA huM ekalI AvI chuM. meM tene madada ApavA nA kahI ane pAchI jaI rajA laIne AvavA kahyuM. eTale e bAI ekalI darApara gaI. A bAbatanI tenA bApane khabara paDelI, eTale bApa taraphathI darAparAmAM mANasa AvyuM. AthI tyAMnA zrAvakAe Dara lAgavAthI bAIne tyAMthI cAlI javA kahyuM. bAI pAchI pAdarA mAre tyAM AvI ane mane hakIkata kahI. Akho divasa bAIne meM mArA gharamAM rAkhI. bapore bA mAmA, eno sasare ane eno bApa pAdare AvyA. mane maLyA ane kahyuM ke bAIne sapi. meM bAIne javA pUchyuM. bAIe hA kahI, paraMtu mane mAre ke satAve nahi tema karavA kahyuM. eTale meM tenA bApa tathA sasarAne kahyuM. teoe kahyuM ke amAre kAMI mAravI temaja satAvavI nathI. tyAra pachI meM bhADAnI gADI karI ApI vidAya karyA. hAla tene be chokarAM che. chANImAM rahe che. mArAM gharanA mANaso tyAM gayA hatA ane tene tyAMja rahyA hatA. bAI hIrAno potAno khulAso tapAsa samiti upara gayelo che. juo pariziSTa na. 29. sa. A badhuM zI rIte baMdha thAya ? ja. sAdhu maMDaLamAM ane jaina kemamAM ekasaMpI hatI te A badhuM thAta 30 For Private and Personal Use Only

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234 nahiM. paNa be pATa paDelI che ane teo deSanA kAraNe sAmasAmA bane teTalA prayatno kare che, eTale hAla bheguM thAya tema lAgatuMja nathI. ane A pravRtti baMdha karavA mATe sarakAre vacce AvavAnI jarUra che ja. ane kAyade thAya to ja rasto saraLa thAya. sara tamArAmAM keTalA paMtha che ? ja traNa paMtha che. sthAnakavAsI, mUrtipUjaka ane dagaMbara. A bhAMjagaDa - mUrtipUjakomAMja che. sthAnakavAsImAM nathI tema dIgaMbaromAM nathI. sa. saM. dI. pra. nibaMdhano kharaDe tame vAMcyo che? ja. hA. Akhee nibaMdha vAMcyo che. sa, kharaDo pasAra karIe to A badhI pravRtti baMdha paDaze, ema tame mAno che ? ja bhale kadAca pravRtti baMdha na thAya, paNa kAyadAne aMkuza hoya te jarUra vicAra to kare ja paDe. tenI pharIyAda keNa karaze ? ja. zAradA ekTamAM jema pharIAda kare che, tema koI paNa maMDaLa vigere karaze. sa. temAM te khoTI pharIAda na thAya tenI khAtrI mATe DIpojhITa levAya che ! ja te pramANe ahIM na pAlave. bALalagnanI jema noMdha karavAmAM Ave che, tema dIkSAonI noMdha karavAmAM Ave, to tenI neMdha uparathI kesa kamITa thAya. sa, bALalagnamAM to uMmaraja puravAra karavAnI, ne AmAM to saMmati che ke nahiMvigere tapAsa karavAnI ne ? ja hA. paNa te kesa Ave te jarUrI tapAsa thaI zake. sa0 kAyado karavAmAM tamAre zuM abhiprAya che ? ja kAyado thAya te vyAjabI na kahevAya. paNa pitAne bIje mANasa darda karaze to te sahana nahiM thAya ane jyAre pitAne ja darda thatuM haze tyAre piteja tenI davA karAvaze. evI ja rIte saDe che te kaI rIte dura thAya tema lAgatuM nathI, eTale oparezana karavuM ja joIe ane te mATe kAyado thavo joIe ema huM mAnuM chuM. ane e mATe ame pitAnI meLe ja A kAyade mAMgIe chIe. sthAnakavAsIoe dIkSA bAbatamAM sAdhu tathA zrAvakenI eka kamITI For Private and Personal Use Only

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235 nImI che. eTale koI dIkSA lenAra Ave, tene prathama te kamITI tapAse, kamITIe pasaMda karyA bAda AcArya tapAse ane tyArapachI lAyakAta joIne ja dIkSA Ape. sa. AcArya koNa thAya ? ja amArAmAM gharagharanA AcArya che. cele paNa AjJA mAne yA na mAne, guNa hoya yA na hoya, te paNa padavI Ape che. sa. padavI kayAre apAya ? ja. amUka jJAna meLavyuM hoya, gavahana karyA hoya, amUka tapasyA karI hoya, teja padavI apAya. sa, keTalI padavIo hoya che ? ja prathama gaNI, paMnyAsa, upAdhyAya ne AcArya. mohanasUrine paMnyAsa padavI ApavAnI hatI te vakhate lAbhavijaye AcAryane kahyuM ke mane paNa paMnyAsa padavI Apo. eTale devavijaya ane mehanavijaye AcAryane kahyuM ke joDe temane paNa bhale Ape. A uparathI temane paNa ApI. eTale mahAdeva bhegI piDIyAnI paNa pUjA thaI. sa, vaDodarA saMmelananA TharAva saMbaMdhI jANo cho ? ja hA. avalathI Akhara sudhI saMmelanamAM huM hAjara hato. pramukha sAhebe zarUAta ane pAchaLanA bhASaNamAM bhAra mUkI kaheluM che ke dIkSAnI pravRtti ghaNI bagaDI gaI che. sa. 20 me TharAva vAMce. ja 20 mo TharAva vAMcI saMbhaLAvyuM. sa. A TharAva karavAno prasaMga Avyo eTale te pahelAM bagADa the haze ! ja zarUAta thayelI, pramukhe temanA bhASaNamAM te saMbaMdhI jaNAvela che. AtmAnaMda prakAzamAMthI vAMcI saMbhaLAvyuM. sa je TharAva mujaba varyA hota to A vakhata na Avatane ! janA. to A vakhata jarUra Avataja nahi. TharAnA abhiprAya sAthe che, ema kahI te AtmAnaMda prakAza raju karyuM. sa, sAdhuo khAtA rakhAve che ema kahyuM te tamArI jAta mAhiti che? ja nAma keInuM nahiM ApuM. evA khAtAnI ghaDIka rakama mArA hAthamAMthI pasAra thaI che ane vaDodarA beMkamAM mUkAI che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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236 sa. tamArA 300-400 sAdhuo ane 1200 sAdhvIo kahevAya che, te kharuM che ! ja. sAdhvIonI saMkhyA kAMIka ochI haze. paNa sAdhuo karatA vadhAre haze. zrAvaka karatAM zrAvikAo vadhAre hoya che, tema sAdhuo karatAM sAdhvIo paNa vadhAre hoya. mahAvIrasvAmInA vakhatamAM eka lAkhane ogaNasATha hajAra sAcA zrAvake ane traNa lAkha upara sAcI zrAvikAo hatI. (rA. bhogIlAla hAlAbhAInI cIdithI nIceno eka prazna pUcho hato.) sa, siddhaviMgaNie 9 vakhata dIkSA lIdhI ane cheDI ane 10 mI vana te laIne pALI che, te paNa temanI dIkSA ayogya kahI nathI e vAta kharI che ? ja hAlanA sArA sArA AcAryo jeo vidvAna che, temAMnA keTalAka paNa pAchA ghera gayelA che ane pharI dIkSA lIdhelI che. eTale pAchA paNa Ave che ane pharI dIkSA paNa le che. sAruM kAma kare eTale yogya kahevAya ane kharAba kare te ayogya. sa. dIkSA ApavA mATe uMmara kayI niyata karavI ? ja te saMbaMdhamAM zAstranA AdhAre ApuM. 2. goviMdabhAI-nahiM Apano abhiprAya Apo ! sAkSI-sAdhAraNa rIte buddhivAna ane samaja zakitavALo hovo joI e. ApaNe tyAM eka nokara rAkhavA hoya che te paNa tenI lAyakAta tapAsIe chIe, tema khAtrI paNa karIe chIe. te pachI dIkSA lenAra te samajaNavALo hovo ja joIe. kAraNake tene to sadAcArI jIvana gALavuM che. eTale te jIvana jIvavA mATenI samajaNavALA ho joIe. sAdhuo amArA taraNa tAraNa, tenA caraNamAM amArI mAbahena dIkarIo vaMdana mATe jAya, tethI ghaNI javAbadArI ne savAla che. sa, kAyadAe 18 varSa karyA che, to keTalI uMmara rAkhavI ? ja. 18 varSanI uMmara vadhAre uttama che. kadAca ochI karIe to 1-2 varSa, 16thI ochI nahiMja. satra zAstramAM zuM che ? ja. zAstramAM te ochAmAM ochI 8 varSanI TharAvI che, tenuM kAraNa sAdhue svAdhyAya karI masa meLavavAnuM che. kevalyajJAna thAya tyAre jIvana For Private and Personal Use Only

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237 mukata thAya. 8 varSathI ochI uMmaranAne te jJAna prApta thAyaja nahiM. ane 9 varSanAneja thAya te mATe 8 varSanI uMmara yogya gaNI, kArazake 8 varSa dIkSA le te eka varSa dIkSA pALe ane kevaLajJAna thAya. koI evA asAdhAraNa vIryavAna hoya tene thAya. have te tevuM jJAna koIne thatuM nathI. (khulAsA mATe juo zAsiya purAvA.) sava mAbApanI saMmati ane yogyatAnA saMbaMdhamAM zuM kahe che ? ja dharmabiMdu graMthamAM pAMca bAbate bhAra mUkIne kahI che. chaThThA saikAmAM haribhadrasUri thaI gayA ke jemaNe 1444 banAvyA che, temaNe te banAvyo che. vikrama saM. 185 mAM banAvyo che. tenI TIkA bRhatagacchI AcArya mUnicaMdrasUrie karI che. pAMca bAbata-1 lenAranI lAyakAta 2 ApanAranI lAyakAta 3 vAlInI saMmati 4 Azritono baMdobasta ane 5 sagAvahAlAMnI rajA, rajA na maLe te samajAvIne kapaTa prapaMcathI levI. A rIte pAMca bAbatenI rajA heya ane pAchaLanAenA nirvAhano baMdobasta barAbara karyo hoya, to paNa gurU tenI cha mahinA sudhI parikSA kare. tethI vadhAre vakhatanI jarUra lAge te vadhAre vakhata pAse rAkhe ane ochA vakhatamAM taiyAra thAya te paNa dIkSA Ape. sava dIkSA levAmAM saMghanI saMmati levI paDe ne? ja. hA. saMdhanI saMmati levI joIe. sa. sagIranI dIkSAmAM paNa saMghanI saMmati levI paDe ne ? ja. hA. kaI paNa nAnA agara meTAnI dIkSAmAM levI paDe. kAraNake keTalIka bAbatonI parikSA je gRhastha karI zake, te sAdhuo karI zake nahiM. tenI agAunI cAlacalagata saMbaMdhI vigerenI tapAsa gRha kare. sastrI vigere AzrItano baMdobasta karavo joIe ne ? ja rI-mA vigere AzrIta heya temanA nirvAhano baMdobasta karyA pachI ja dIkSA levI joIe. mahAvIra svAmI pachI paravAnagI lIdhA vagarano ekaja dAkhalo banyo che. Arya rakSita bhaNI vidvAna thaIne 22 me varSe ghera AvyA, tyAre rAjA temaja prajAe temane khUba mAna ane AvakAra Ape. paNa tenI mAtA pAse gayo tyAM AvakAra na maLyo ane pUchayuM ke badhuM bhaNe paNa tuM draSTivAda bhaNyo chuM ? tyAre teNe nA kahI, eTale kahyuM ke jAo For Private and Personal Use Only

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238 draSTivAda bhaNIne Avo. A uparathI pAcho te draSTivAda bhaNavA mATe gurUnI zodhamAM nIkaLe. gAmanI bahAra telIputra AcArya maLyA, temane kahyuM ke mane draSTivAda bhaNAvazo! AcArye kahyuM ke draSTivAda to amArA jevAM kapaDAM pahere tyAre ja bhaNAya. chokarAe kahyuM ke bhale khuzIthI tevI dIkSA Apo. AcArye kahyuM ke, tArAM mAbApanI rajA laIne Avyo chuM? mArI mAe to mane bhaNavA mokalyo che, eTale garbhita to temanI rajA che ja, paraMtu ahiMnA rAjAne mArA upara prema bahu che, eTale kadAca te upadrava kare tema bane. A uparathI temane bIje sthaLe jaI dIkSA ApI. A dIkSAne paravAnagI vagaranI kahelI che ane te pahela vahelI dIkSA thaI. (khulAsA mATe juo pariziSTa na. 29) sa. A dIkSA kevI kahevAya ? ja bApanI temaja saMdhanI paravAnagI vagaranI hatI, eTale corInI kahevAya. (nIceno eka prazna rA. kaDIAnI cIkrithI pUchAyo hata) sa AryarikSitanI uMmara 22 varSa che ema kahI zake che ? ja gaNadharasArdhazatakamAM 22 varSanI umara sAbIta karelI che. keI ema kahetA hoya ke te uMmara khoTI che to huM te sAbIta karI ApavA taiyAra chuM. sa, mAbApanI paravAnagI levI joIe ? ja kapaTa-prapaMca-chaLa-june prayatna paravAnagI levA mATe kare, chatAM na maLe to choDIne dIkSA le. paravAnagIne ATaluM badhuM mahattva apAyuM che, eja batAvI Ape che ke paravAnagI levI ja joIe. sa sthAnakavAsIo zI rIte kare che ? ja sthAnakavAsIone paNa mata evoja che ane hamaNuja lIMbaDImAM temanA sAdhuonuM saMmelana maLeluM temAM TharAvyuM che ke sAdhu tathA zrAvaka maLI tapAsa kare ane te mATe amUka sAdhu tathA zrAvakenI eka kamITI nImI che. kamITIe tapAsa karyA bAda AcArya pAse jAya, te parikSA kare ane yogya lAge to dIkSA Ape. sa. uMmara TharAvelI che ? jae TharAva che ke nAnA bhAI bahenane dIkSA ApavI nahi, uMmara TharAvI nathI. sa0 dIgaMbara saMbaMdhI kAMI jANe che ? ja dIgaMbaranA AkhA hiMdustAnamAM daza sAdhuo nathI. temanAmAM cAra For Private and Personal Use Only

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239 prakAra che. brahmacArI, elaka, bhaTTAraka, ane nitra thayuni. brahmacArI eTale strI cheDe, elaka eTale dharabAra cheDe, paNa paisA rAkhe, bhaTTAraka eTale gAdIpatI, nigra Mthamuni eTale nagna, mAtra eka kama`DaLa ane eka meArapIMchI rAkhe. hamaNAM traNa sAdhue A bAju AvyA hatA. mArA putra maNilAla eka mahinA temanI sAthe rahelA. temanA moTA AcAya` 3 4 dAcAya thaI gayA, temanA banAvelA samayasAra nAmanA graMthamAM temanI dIkSA saMbaMdhanA AdhAra che. sa sudhArAvALA keTalA ? ja. lagabhaga poNA bhAga. huM pAte jInA vicArane hyuM, paNa Ave agA| na thavA joie. sa lokamata kayI tarapha vadhAre che ? sa ja. e bAbatamAM baMnne pArTIne cheADI bIjAne abhiprAyalA aa vadhAre ThIka. AjanA bhaNelA lekA skulA bAMdhavAmAM, garIkhAne madada karavAmAM vagere bAbatamAM devadravyanA upayoga karavAnuM kahe che ane tethIja jhaghaDA thAya che, ema kahevAmAM Ave che te vAta kharI che? ja. ema cheja nahiM. devadravyane kAI Taca karatuMja nathI. sAmAnya rIte ema che ke sAdhu gAmaDAmAM jAya, ane peAtAnI kIrti khatAvavA mATe, sAmaiyuM thayuM hatuM, prabhAvanA thaI hatI, vigere lakhANA chApAmAM mekale che, ane e rIte dIkSAnA ArTIkalA paNa chApAmAM AvavA lAgyA, ane te vAMcI vAMcI bhaNelAe gusse thayA ane sAmA paDayA. sa. sAdhusaMsthA upara dveSa che ema kahevAya che te kharUM che ? ja. sAdhusaMsthA upara dveSa nathI, mAtra temAM je bagADe thayA che te sudhArA thavA joie. sa huM khATuM thatuM aTakAvavA mATe 18 varSa kahuM chuM, siddhAMtamAM che tenI virUddha vana thAya teA aTakAvavuM. ja. ApaNe kadI 18 varSa rAkhIe te aDacaNa zuM che? sAdhutA kAMI nirdeza javAnA nathI. vadhAre celA thAya tA mAnadazA thAya. sa siddhAMta virUddha vana thAya te baMdha karavuM. sa ro ja. siddhAMtamAM baMnne dAkhalA maLaze. bALakanI vyAkhyA e prakAranI che. joine huM lakhI meAkalIza. paMcAsaka graMthamAM zrAvake 11 DimA vahevI joIe, tyArabAda dIkSA laI zake-ema lakhyuM che. 8 ne badale 16 karIe teA vAMdhA hi te ? sa Yo nA. eTalAthI nihuM thaI zake. sarakAre dharmamAM hAtha ghAlavAnA have kayAM Dara rAkhavA ! zAstramAM 16 jAtanI parikSA che, tevA bALaka naja maLene? hA. te parikSAo kahI che. vAMcI saMbhaLAvI. For Private and Personal Use Only

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ja Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 240 sa gurU celAne pAse rAkhe, bhaNAve, lAyakAta jue ane 18 me varSe dIkSA Ape te dharma virUddha kahevAya ? janAjI. kazuM dhavirUddha na thAya. sa. sAdhAraNa kAyado che ke chekarA sadAna tAM sudhI milkatanA vahIvaTa karI na zake. nAlAyaka hoya tA dIkSA laI ne milkata uparanA hakka uThAvavA lAyaka ane che nA. na banI zake. vyavahAra karavA lAyaka nathI, teA AkhI milkata lUMTAvavA lAyaka hAyaja zI rIte ? A kAyadAmAM tenI milkata sAcavavA mATe kalama rAkhavI joie, jethI te pAche Ave te tene maLI zake. lagabhaga 50 TakA pAchA AvatA haze. pAla Avaze ema zI rIte kahI zakAya ? sa ja. moTA thAya tyAre iMdriyA vikAsa pAme, te vakhate te vA nivaDaze te zI rIte kahI zakAya ! ane mATe kAyadAnI jarUra che. rA. kaDIA-rAmavijayajI mahArAjanI dIkSA vakhate 17 varSanI uMmara hatI. rA. goviMdabhAI--game tema paNa 18 varSanI nIce eTale sagIra teA kharAne ? sAkSI-game te uMmara hoya tenI sAthe mane vAMdhA nathI. meM tA Azare kahI che. A sAkSI kahe che ke 5. zrI rAmavijayajI mahArAja saMsArIpaNAmAM mAre tyAM karI hatA. temanI dIkSA aTakAvavA meM prayatna karelA ane teja mANasa 17 varSanI uMmarane badale 11-12 nI kahe-e uparathI A sAkSInA kahevA upara ane teNe raju karelA bIjA dAkhalAo upara keTalA vizvAsa rAkhavA ! te vAMcazA ane samitinA sabhyA vicAraze. A sAkSIe je dAkhalA raju karyAM che tene sagIra dIkSA sAthe kAMI paNa sabaMdha nathI, tema temAMnA ghaNA teA tenA Azrita yA tenA kabajAnA mANasAnA che, eTale satyanA sphATa thavA muzkela che. A AkhuMce pustaka kAMipaNa TIkA TIppaNa vagaraja itihAsarUpeja samAja AgaLa amee raju karelu hAvAthI, A sAkSI saMbaMdhI vizeSa kAMI lakhatA nathI. paraMtu vRddha umarane A mANasa IrAdApurvaka juThThuM ane zAstravirUddha khelatAM kALanA karALa pAne bhUlI gayA che!!! zAsanadeva ene samuddhi arpe. sa kayI UMmare saMmatinI jarUra che? ja game te uMmare saMmati levI joIe. 50 varSanI uMmare paNa levI paDe. saMghanI temaja gharanA mANasAnI paNa saMmati levI joie. mahAvIra svAmIe paNa mAbApanI hayAtimAM dIkSA na levI evA abhigraha karela, For Private and Personal Use Only

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241 mULacaMda AzArAma vairATInI jubAnI. tA. 12-7-32. re. amadAvAda, tAMbara mUrtipUjaka jaina, dhaMdhe velarI mATe, uMmara varSa. 47. sa, Ape mehanabhAIe kahyuM te sAMbhaLyuM ne ! Apano zuM mata che ? ja hA. badI cAle che. sa zuM zuM cAle che ? ja lAyaka na hoya evA mANasane dIkSA apAya che. corI chupIthI apAya che. sa... A kyArathI thayuM? ja sAmAnya rIte 15 varSa, chellAM 5 varSathI vadhAre. A lekanI mAnyatA evI che ke celAo vadhArIe to sAruM ane te mujaba teo kare che. sa108 celA kare te padavIdhara kahevAya ema kahe che te zuM ? ja evI vAto huM sAMbhaLuM chuM. mane temAM kAMI vajuda nathI lAgatuM. sa0 e leke zAthI celAo vadhAre che ? ja e mAne che ke puNyanuM kAraNa bane. kare karAve ane anumode te paNa punyanA bhAgIdAra bane. sa. dIkSA Ape teja punya thAya ema mAne che ? ja nA. bIjA dareka dharma kAryomAM punya thAya che. sava amada: vAdamAM paNa dIkSAo thatI hazene ? ja amadAvAdamAM paNa bane che. paraMtu vaDedarA rAjyamAM vadhAre dIkSAo thAya che. sa, vaDodarA rAjyamAM vadhAre bane che tenuM zuM kAraNa? ja bhAvi zrAvake vadhAre hoya ane tethI kadAca madada vadhAre karatA hoya, eTale vadhAre dIkSAo thAya. sa0 jAta mAhitinA dAkhalA che? jahuM eka mAsika patrano taMtrI hate. suvA patrane taMtrI hatA. te vakhate AvA kIssAonA hevAlo mArI pAse ghaNuM AvatA. paraMtu huM vepArI lAInamAM heI, te bAbatamAM puratuM dhyAna ApeluM nahi. nIcenA dAkhalAmAM mArI jAta mAhiti che. amadAvAdamAM zAhapuramAM eka sAdhu hatA. mAMDaLanA Azare 18 varSa nI uMmaranA eka chokarA narasiMha premacaMdane cazmA apAvavAne bahAne For Private and Personal Use Only

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242 laI AvelA ane tene dIkSA ApelI. narasiMhane dIkSA choDavAnI IcchA hatI. prasaMga maLyo, sagAMvahAlAMne khabara maLavAthI teo AvyA ane dhamAla karI tene laI gayA. tyAra bAda tenuM sTeTamenTa bahAra paDayuM. A uparathI huM zAhapura tapAsa karavA gaye. sAdhuo te vAta kahe nahi, eTale upAzrayamAM besanAra zrAvakane pUchyuM. teNe mane vAta karI. tenI vAta ane bahAra paDelAM sTeTamenTanI vAta maLatI AvI. meM A viSe mArA patramAM sakhata noMdha lIdhI che. keTalAka kese paNa amadAvAdamAM thayelA, paraMtu te bAbatamAM mane jAtamAhiti nathI. vakhata na maLe eTale jAtamAhiti meLavI zakyo nathI. pragaTa karelI noMdha hAla mArI pAse nathI. pachI mokalI ApIza. dIkSA virodhI ToLInA hathIyAra banelA narasiMha premacaMdanA potAnA khulAsA mATe juo pariziSTa naM. 30 sa. paisA apAya che te saMbaMdhI jANo cho ? ja paisA saMbaMdhI vAta sAMbhaLI che. mArA patramAM te prasiddha karI nathI. sava kAyadA saMbaMdhI zuM kahe che jaLa saMgha je AjJA kare te mAnavA kabUla thAya to vAMdho nathI. paNa tema na bane te rAjya vacamAM AvavuM joIe. keTalAka sAdhuo che ke je saMdhanI AjJAnuM kabUla karatA nathI. sa, jhaghaDA zAthI thAya che ? ja evo ajJAna varga che ke je dharma dharma karyA kare che, paNa bIjuM kAMI samajato nathI, ethI bhAgalA paDI jAya che ane jhaghaDA thAya che. hAla bahu zocaniya paristhiti che. sa, saMdha vyavasthA karI le to kharaDAnI jarUra nathIne ? ja saMgha vyavasthA karato hoya te kAyadAnI jarUra nathI. paNa tema bane - tema nathI, eTale kAyado jarUrI che ane jarUra kAyado thavo joIe. sakAyadA mujaba 18 varSathI nAnI uMmare dIkSA na Ape to vAMdho nathIne ? ja hA. 18 varSaDI nAnI uMmare dakSA na Ape te vAMdho nathI. te uMmara barAbara che. sadharma-zAstra viruddha kahevAya nahine ? For Private and Personal Use Only

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243 ja. uMmara sAthe kAMI gADha saMbaMdha nathI. yogyatA jovI joIe. 9 varSe kevaLajJAna thAya che. pUrvanA saMskAra hoya jethI 8 varSe dIkSita thayelo hoya te kevaLajJAna thAya. mahAvIra svAmI pachI 107 varSe ja busvAmI thayA, temane kevaLajJAna thayuM che. te pachI kene kevaLajJAna thayuM nathI. sa. e mujaba 8 varSa apAya te barAbara che ? ja nA. e hakIkata mujaba atyAranA saMjogomAM yogya nathI. 18 varSa barAbara che. kevaLajJAna saMbaMdhamAM zabdo lakhAyA che ke A bharatakSetramAM koIne kevaLajJAna thavAnuM ja nathI. bIjA jJAno paNa baMdha thayAM che, evuM amArA zAstramAM che. eTale 18 varSanI uMmare dIkSA Ape te barAbara che. kAraNa ke koIne A kALamAM kevaLajJAna thavAnuM ja nathI. sa. tethI siddhAMtamAM pheraphAra thAyane ? ja. pheraphAra thavAmAM huM vAMdhe jato nathI. ane keTalI vakhata pheraphAro thatA AvyA che. dezakALa jotAM AcAryone lAge te mujaba saMkhyAbaMdha pheraphAra thayelA che. siddhAMtomAM pheraphAra thayAnA dAkhalA huM rajI karIza. khUda amArA tIrthakara mahAvIrasvAmIe paNa pheraphAra karyo che. dIkSA lIdhA pachI teoe vihAra karyo. vihAra karatAM karatAM temanA mAmAnA gAmamAM AvyA. tyAM temane comAsAno kALa rokAvA khUba Agraha karyo. paNa comAsAne ghaNo vakhata hato. eTale bIjA gAmo vihAra karI pAchA comAsA vakhate tyAM AvavA kahyuM. comAsAno kALa AvI pahoMcatAM tyAM AvyAM. varasAda ocho hatuM. teo jhuMpaDImAM kAryotsarga rahelA. ochA varasAdane laIne gAyane ghAsanI taMgI hatI, tethI gAyo AzramanuM ghAsa khAvA lAgI. bIjA mANasoe meTA rUpane vAta karI ke A koNa mANasa AvyuM che ke je potAnI jhuMpaDInI paNa sAcavaNa rAkhato nathI! ane pitAnuM rakSaNa karato nathI ! meTA rUSie AvI Thapako dIdho. ane tethI comAsAno kALa cAlu hato, 15 divasa gayelA, te paNa tyAMthI vihAra karI bIje gAma gayelA. eTale anukuLa lAge te pheraphAra thAya. ethI koI zAstranI divAla tuTI paDatI nathI ane tethI kAMI nukazAna thatuM nathI evI mArI mAnyatA che. (khulAsA mATe juo zAsiya purAvA.) sa, siddhAMtamAM pheraphAra thAya che ! For Private and Personal Use Only

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ja hA. amArA tIrthakare 24 che. pahelA tIrthakaranA vakhatamAM pAMca mahAvata hatA. bIjAthI trevIsamA tIrthakara sudhI cAra mahAvrata hatA. eTale te vakhatanI saraLatA mujaba cothuM pAMcamuM bheguM karI cAra mahAvrata rAkhelAM. tyAra pachI 24 mA tIrthaMkara mahAvIrasvAmIne lAgyuM ke pAMcamA ArAnA leke samajI nahi zake, eTale emaNe pAchuM cothuM ane pAcamuM vrata juduM pADyuM. sa, yauvana pragaTa thayA pachI cheka brahmacarya rAkhI zake che ke nahiM, te sArI rIte tapAsa karI, bhaNAvI 18 varSa dIkSA Ape to zuM vAMdhe ja pAse rAkhe , bhaNu, brahmacarya pALI zakaze ke kema e vigerenI tapAsa karI, 18 varSanI uMmare dIkSA Ape to temAM bAdha nathI. sa, mehanalAla kahI gayA ke sAdhu paisA rAkhe che. te saMbaMdhamAM tame zuM kaho cho ? ja. sAdhuo paisA rAkhe che tema sAMbhaLyuM che. sa0 paisAno upayoga zuM kare che ? ja pitAnI marajI mujaba upayoga kare che. pustaka chapAvavAmAM, chokarA nasADavA bhagADavAmAM. atre sAkSIe prabhAvaka caritra nAmanI copaDI raju karI hatI ane temAM pAne 188 me siddharvisUrinuM caritra che tema jaNAvyuM hatuM. For Private and Personal Use Only

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ACH 245 cImanalAla jeThAlAla-khaMbhAtavALAnI jubAnI. tA. 12-7-32 vizAzrImALI jaina zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka. uMmara varasa 27, rahIza khaMbhAta, dhaMdhe ImAratI lAkaDAnI dukAna. satamAro mata zuM che ? ja ayogya dIkSA apAya che tethI helanA thAya che ane tethI jhaghaDAo thAya che. korTe kesa paNa jAya che. sadAkhalA kaI che? ja hA. khaMbhAtamAM be dAkhalA banyA che. amArA pADozamAM ja banelA che, tethI jANuM chuM. ratilAla gAMdhI u. Azare varSa 17. khaMbhAta hAIskulamAM abhyAsa karatA hatA. tene dIkSA ApavA mATe zrAvake amadAvAda nasADI gayA. dIkSA apAvI. chokarAnI marajI nahiM hoya, temaja saMghanI saMmati lIdhelI nahiM. mAbApane paNa pUcheluM nahotuM. rAmavijyajI mahArAje dIkSA ApI. tenA mAbApa amadAvAda gayA ane chokaro seMpavA vinaMti karI. mahArAje temane dhamakAvyA. AcArya pAse gayAM tyAM paNa vinaMti karI chatAM chokare pAcho se nahi. keTalAka vakhata pachI vihAra karatAM sAdhuo vAsada AvyA, tyAM chokarAMnA sagAMvahAlAM gayA. mArAmArI thaI ane chokarAne upADI gayA. banne pakSe sAmasAmI mArAmArI karI. chokarAne gAMdhInI dukAna che. kesa korTamAM thayelo. kheDA, borasada ane khaMbhAtamAM chokarAnI jubAnI thayelI. pAMca varSa A banAvane thayAM. TharAvanI nakala mokalI ApIza. A saMbaMdhI khulAsA mATe juo zeTha kasturabhAI amaracaMdanI jubAnI pAchaLa pAne 153. 14-15 varSanI uMmaranA ratilAla jesIMgabhAI khaMbhAtanAne AcArya sAgarAnaMdasUrie ratalAma nasADI dIdhA. khaMbhAtathI nasADI gayA. mAbApanI temaja saMghanI saMmati vagara nasADI gayelA. dhArmika abhyAsa mATe bhaNavA jate, tyAMthI nasADela. tenA sagAMvahAlAM ratalAmanA amaladAre sAthe lIMbaDI ThAkora sAhebane sAro saMbaMdha hovAthI, lIMbaDI gayA ane temanI madadathI ratalAma gayA. tyAM jaI For Private and Personal Use Only

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246 kare kabaje karyo. hAla te kare khaMbhAta che. be varSa pahelA A banAva bane. amArI nAta jAtamAM phAMTA paDyA che, tenuM kAraNa paNa Aja che. A hakIkata tadana khoTI che. ratilAla jesaMgabhAinA pitAnA tathA tenA bApanA khulAsA mATe juo pariziSTa na. 31. sa. zAthI phAMTA paDyA ? ja chokarAne pAchA lAvanArAne nAta bahAra mUkavA kahyuM ane tethI phoTA paDyA. sa. e pakSa dIkSAmAM mAne che ? ja. hA. e pakSane dIkSA vadhAravI che, paNa AvI dIkSAo amArA hisAbe ghaNIja bhUla bharelI che. sa. 18 varSanI aMdaranAne dIkSA apAya te zuM vAMdho ? ja. 18 varSanI uMmaranAne vairAgya thAyaja zI rIte ? pAMca mahAvrato vigere bIjI kriyAo paNa te zI rIte pALI zake ? 18 varSathI ochI uMmaranAnI dIkSA, mAtra AmAM sukha che vigere lAlace batAvIne ja ApavAmAM Ave che, eTale 18 varSa barAbara che. tenI nIcenI uMmara yogya nathI. (nIce prazna rA. kaDIAnI cIdithI pUchAya hate.) sa ratilAlane dIkSA ApI te vakhate rAmavijayajI mahArAja amadAvAda hatA ? ja. nA. te vakhate rAmavijayajI surata hatA. temanA bIjA sAdhuoe dIkSA ApelI. . kaDIAe kahyuM ke chokarAne pAcho lAvavAthI saMghamAM phAMTA paDyAja nathI, paraMtu vAsadamAM tophAna karyuM, sAdhuo upara AkramaNa karyuM, tene aMgeja matabheda che ane mAphI mAMgavAnI vAta che. mAphI mAMge to Aje bhegAM maLI jAya. eTale te bhAIe chokarAne pAcho lAvavAthI phAMTA paDavAnuM jaNAvyuM te hakIkata khoTI che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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patita janavijayanI jubAnI. tA. 13-10-32. sa, tamArAmAM dIkSA saMbaMdhI kAMI jhaghaDe cAle che? ja hA. jhaghaDo hAla cAle che tenA kAraNe ghaNAM che. jema atyAre samA jamAM cAle che, tema jainomAM paNa navA ane junA vicAranI athaDAmaNa cAle che. khAsa karIne sAdhuo keTaleka aMze dhArmika sattA badhI potAnA hAthamAM rAkhIne beThA che. eka varga kahe che ke ame je karI temAM zrAvakone bolavAnI sattA nathI. jyAre bIje varga kahe che ke sAdhuonI je pravRttithI samAjamAM kaleza-jhaghaDA thaI vaimanasya vadhe che, te upara aMkuza joIe. A kAraNathI atha DAmaNa ane temAM A dIkSA prakaraNathI vadhAre thaye. hamaNuM sagIra dIkSAnI pravRtti bahu vadhI che. rajA sivAya nasADI-bhagADI muMDI nAMkhe ane pachI tenA kuTuMbIo tene pAcho meLavavA prayatna kare, eTale jhaghaDA thAya ane kauTe caDhe. navA vicAravALA A sthiti aTakAvavA kahe che ke sagIranA mAbApa ane saMghanI saMmati dIkSA letI vakhate levI joIe ane e mATe keTalAka saMghoe TharAva paNa karyA che. bahArathI gAmamAM chokarA laI Ave ane pariNAme tophAnamArAmArI thAya, tethI AvA TharAva kare che. temAM junA eTale sAdhu pakSavALA hoya te virUddha paDe eTale jhaghaDA vadhe. dIkSAnA virodhIo samAjane bhaDakAvavA mATe ja sagIra dIkSAo bahu vadhI che-evI beTI bumarANa kare che. chellA daza varSamAM thayelI sagIra dIkSAonA AMkaDA mATe pAchaLa juo pAnuM. 10 8. sa. zAstramAM dIkSAnA niyamo che ne? ja hatA. temAM saMmati joIe, lAyakAta levI joIe, cAritra sAruM hovuM joIe, karaja bojo na joIe, vagere 18-20 prakAra ApelA che. AtmakalyANa zuM che e barAbara samajIne le te dIkSA kahevAya. paDAM paherAvyAM ane muMDyo tethIja sAdhu na kahevAya. sa0 saMghanI saMmatI levI ja joIe ? ja mAbApanI saMmati hoya te paNa saMghanI saMmati avazya levI joIe. hAla te saMdha jevI vastuja rahI nathI. mAMhomAMhe iSo For Private and Personal Use Only

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248 vadhI che ane tenA kAraNabhUta sAdhuo che, kAraNa teja banne pakSane laDAvI mAre che. sa. vadhAre pakSa kayI bAju che? ja. te kahI na zakAya. kAraNake sthaLanA saMjogo pramANe vadhAre ochA hoya. sAdhuone ziSya vadhAravAne meha hoya che ke phalANu pAse 50 ane mArI pAse nahi? tethI je Avyo tene muMDI nAkhe che. jema koI garIba hoya ane bairI meLavatAM muzkelI paDe che, tema sAdhuo eTalAM badhAM valakhAM mAre che ke na pUcho vAta ane tevAne sAdhuja na mAnavA joIe. satra kAyado thAya che tene amala thaze ? ja bALalagna jevA lokahitane sArA kAyadAnuM paNa ullaMghana kyAM nathI thatuM. paNa tethI zuM! jemAM hita hoya te karavuM ja joIe. mApha karajo, dIkSA mATe Apane aMgata prazna pUchuM ? ja. zA mATe nahI ! khuzIthI kahIza. sa Ape dIkSA lIdhelI ? ja lIdhelI nahiM ApelI, mAbApane pUchyA vinA muMDI nAkhelo. prathama meM sthAnakavAsImAM dIkSA lIdhI. 6-7 varSa rahyo, paNa jema jema sahavAsamAM AvyuM, tema tema AsthA uDatI gaI. bIjA be bALakone paNa muMDelA. temanA AcAravicAra vigerenI pravRtti jatAM te varga uparathI mArI AsthA uThI gaI. meM dIkSA lIdhI tyAre mane bharamAvyo hato ke hajAre page paDaze, vaMdaze, mahenata nahIM, khAvApIvAnI ciMtA nahiM vigere kahI phesalAvI laI gayA. sAdhu tapa kare, be traNa mahinA upavAsa kare, tethI mArA upara prabhAva paDelo, paNa anubhave kharI sthiti dekhAvA lAgI. AthI A rasto janma sudhAravAne nathI, paNa bagADavAno che, to janma sudhare te tarapha javuM-te ThIka lAgyuM. AthI te tarapha javA prayatna zarU karyo. pachI bIjA samudAyanA mANase maLyA, te tarapha mana karyuM. AthI pachI mUrtipUjakanI dIkSA lIdhI. AMhI paNa mane prathamanA jevo ja anubhava thayo. meM zAstro vAMcyA, abhyAsa karyo. paraMtu sAdhuonA AcAravicAra ane temanA Adarza jIvananI mArA upara chApa na paDI, ke jenAthI huM mArA AtmAne vikAsa karI zakuM. keTalIka vakhata vAdavivAda thato ane vicAramAM virodha thato, AthI mArA upara abhAva thayo ane ema For Private and Personal Use Only

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240 kahevAmAM AvatuM ke tame nAstika che, tamane zraddhA nathI. huM cekasa kahuM chuM ke mane saMyamanI hInatAnA ghaNAja kharAba burA anubhava thayA che. zAstra bhale sagIranI dIkSA saMmata kahe, paNa AjanA sAdhuonA AcAravicAranA mane thayelA kharAba anubhava uparathI huM kahuM chuM ke sagIranI dIkSA baMdha karavI ja joIe. je koI dIkSA Ape te tenA jIvanane naSTa karavA barAbara che, temaja tenA hitane mahAna nukazAna pahoMce che. abhyAsa karavA mATe dIkSA le che evuM kAMI nathI. bALaka pote samajI zake ke A raste javAthI huM mAruM Atmahita sAdhI zakIza ke nahiM, ane e samajane mATe kharI uMmara kAyadAe 18 gaNI che, te barAbara che. ApaNe ja ApaNA chokarAne baeNDIMgamAM mUkavo hoya to tyAMnA mAstaranI cAlacalagata badhuM tapAsIe chIe vigere ghaNI jAtanI tapAsa karIe chIe. eTale sagIrane hAlanA AcAra vicAra vagaranA sAdhuone seMpavA, te paNa jokhamabhareluM che. bhale mAbApa ke samAjanI rajA hoya to paNa naitika hitane mATe sagIra dIkSA na ja ApavI joIe ane e mATe paNa A kAyade kareja joIe. satyAre kayI uMmare dIkSA ApavI ? bhale 18 varSanI hoya ke 20 varSano hoya, kAyado je uMmare sagIra gaNute hoya, te dura dIkSA ApavI joIe. lAyakAtanA dhoraNa badhA che. badhI paristhiti sArI hoya to paNa niyama karavo joIe ke chokaro samajato ya tyAreja dIkSA laI zake. zAstramAM kaheluM che, paNa zAstra pramANe AcAra vicAra nathI. dhAro ke sAdhu hoya ane corI karate hoya te vakhate rAjya zuM kare ? rAjya che tene nhegAra gaNavo ja joIe. zAstranA nAme paNa nibaMdhane Teko ApanArA keTaluM ayukta kahe che! te mATe juo zAstrIya purAvA. ja sa, kenI pAse dIkSA apAvavI te pasaMdagI mAbApa pote karI zake ne ? rAjya zI rIte kare ? ja mAbApa evA paNa hoya che ke chokarA chokarIone vezyAne tyAM vece che, tyAM rAjya zuM kare che ? evAM kAraNe maLatAM hoya te jarUra AvI pravRtti to baMdha karavI joIe. 18 varSano bALaka For Private and Personal Use Only

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rapa0 samajI zake che, svataMtra che, eTale te game te kare te jovAnuM nahiM. mAbApa samajI zake ke A gurU gya che, paNa chokaro na samajatA hoya to mAbApane te hakaka nathI. sava ayogya dIkSA apAya che tenI pharIyAdI koNa karaze ? ja je gAmamAM dIkSA thaI hoya, te gAmano saMgha te dIkSA mATe javAbadAra che, eTale te gAmanA saMghano kei paNa vyakti pharIyAda karI zake. kadAca koI devI tevI pharIyAda kare te zuM karavuM? ja jemanI AgaLa nyAyaja che, te purAvA uparathI nyAya Apazeja. sa, zAradA nibaMdhamAM evI phariyAda mATe rU. 100) jAmIna levAya che. te mujaba AmAM paNa rAkhIe te zuM? jato AvuM paNa rAkhI zakAya, kAyadAnI mane khabara nathI. pahelAM vidyApIThamAM huM hato. hAla huM niketanamAM jaina dharmanA AcArya tarike kAma karuM chuM. purAtatva maMdiramAM huM hate. zAstrane kAMIka abhyAsa karyo che. be varSa upara dezanI caLavaLamAM jelamAM jaI Avyo chuM. sa, jarmana skela to jaina dharmanI prazaMsA kare che ne ? ja jarmana eNlaro dareka viSayamAM rasa le che. je viSayamAM rasa paDe teno abhyAsa kare che. dIkSA saMbaMdhI zuM kahe che te mArA jANavAmAM AvyuM nathI. prophesara volTara subrIna mArA eka mitra che. teo jaina, pepare dareka vAMce che. hAla InaDIAnI musApharI kare che. amadAvAdamAM teo AvelA ane mArA mahemAna thayelA. prathama digaMbara-tAMbarano mArAmArIno jhaghaDo cAlato hato, tyAre temAM rasa laI vAta karatA ke jaina dharmane mULa siddhAMta evo che ke je pravRttithI rAgadeva ane vaira virodha ochA thatA hoya, tevI dareka pravRtti karavI te che. te vakhate amadAvAdamAM paNa jainonA kesa cAlatA, henDabIlo nIkaLatA, ke je henDabale evAM ke apazabdothI bharelA. te vakhate mane pUcheluM ke A badhuM zuM thAya che ! tenI mane kAMI samajaNa paDatI nathI. te vakhate meM kaheluM ke badhuM anucita thAya che. samAjanI niMdA vigerenA lakhANa peparamAM AvatAM hoya, te upara vicArazIla mANaso jarUra vicAra kareja, For Private and Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra sa 20 www.kobatirth.org 252 zrAvakAe kayI pravRtti karavI ane kI na ravI, te mATe jIe zAstriya purAvA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir sa 40 A kharaDA thavAthI lAbha zuM ? A kharaDA thavAthI ghaNAja lAbha che ane te rAjya na kare te tenI pharaja cUke che. zAMtiniketanamAM zuM kare che ? sa jajaina cera sTArTa karI che. mArA vicAra pramANe AvA kAyadAnI jarUra cheja. koi paNa natanA saMnyAsI khAvA badhAne mATe kAyadAnI jarUra che. kAyadAthI, ghaNAM mADAM pariNAma Ave che te na Ave ? evA aneka kasA banyA che, je sArA mAsAne vAta paNa na karI zakAya. amadAvAdamAM evA paNa sArA sArA gaNAtA kuTuMba che ke jeoe sAdhu-sAdhvIne potAnA makAnamAM pesavA devAnI paNa manAI karelI che. eTale A kAyadAnI khAsa jarUra che. na amadAvAda je jainapurI gaNAya che tyAM sAkSIe sAdhu-sAdhvIne gharamAM pesavA na devAnI je vAta karI che-te taddana khATI che, paraMtu lAkalA mUkIne patita thayelAone dharmapremI jaina samAja gharamAM paNa pesavA na de--e svabhAvika che. A sAkSI tevA patita che ane tenI pAtAnI jAta mATe teveA anubhava thayA hoya te te yAgyaja che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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252 sukhalAlanI jubAnI. tA. 13-7-32. rahIza lIMbaDI, hAla amadAvAda. uM. va. 50. 14 varSano hato tyArathI cakSudoSa che. gujarAtI sAta bhaNele. pachI meM zAstrIya abhyAsa karyo. sa, zI rIte karyo? ja kAnathI. satra dIkSA saMbaMdhI zAstramAM zuM kahyuM che ? ja huM te saMbaMdhI Apane kahuM te pahelAM meM eka jaina dharma upara nibaMdha lakhela che ane tenuM nAma ziSyacerInI mimAMsA-e mathALA nIce lakhele cheeka paNa vAkya nirAdhAra lakhyuM nathI. jarUra hoya to te bAbatanA judI rIte paNa purAvA ApuM. buka raju karI. paryuSaNa parva vyAkhyAnamALA. sasAmasAmI pATao zAthI che ? ja be pATI paDelI che. eka pakSa sagIranI dIkSAmAM mAne che ane te saMbaMdhamAM temanI dalIla che ke mahAvIra svAmInA samayamAM 8-9 varSanA paNa dIkSA letA. te bAbatane ulekha mULa AgamamAM che, eTale dalIla che. bIjI bAju 1000-1500 varSa pahelAM celAone nasADatAM temaja vagara paravAnagIe dIkSA apAtI hatI, tevuM paNa maLe che. bIjA pakSanI dalIla evI che ke sagIra dIkSA na apAvI joIe, temaja tenI lAyakAta vigere jevuM joIe. ane A bAbatamAM baMnne bAjuno vicAra karI A nibaMdha meM lakhyo che. temAM prathama je dIkSA apAtI hatI, te kaI bhUmikA ane kevA saMjogomAM apAtItene ItihAsa raju karyo che. 9 varSano bALaka egya che, paNa jo e sAdhu pote yogya nA na hoya te seMpo vyAjabI che ? nahiMja. ghaNI vakhata sAdhuoe veSa dhAraNa karyo hoya che, eTale AcAra barAbara pALatA hoya ke na hoya, to paNa tevAone ghaNIvAra mAbApa sope che. e rIte sepe to to vAMdho levoja joIe ne ? jovAnuM ekaja ke mULa tattva naSTa na thAya, tene khyAla rAkhavo joIe. ane e For Private and Personal Use Only

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253 bAbatamAM saMghe temaja rAjya baMnnee pagalAM bharavAM joIe. dIkSAnA saMbaMdhamAM hAla je pravRtti cAle che, te gya nathI. ayogya dIkSAnI pravRtti mULathI ja cAlI Ave che, paNa Aje viziSTa banI che. paisAnI lAlacathI, baLAtkArathI, pitAnA kalyANathI vigere prakAre dIkSA apAya che. prathama ayogya kAma karyuM hoya, tyAre saMdha athavA AgevAna gRhastha kAI kahetA, tyAre sAdhu zaramAI jatA. atyAre eka varga evo ubho thayo che ke A vastunuM chaDecoka pratipAdana kare che ane kahe che ke zAstravihita che. apavAdarUpano upayoga pravRttimAM sthApana kare che. AjanA jamAnAmAM e na cAle. e leke kahe che ke dhArmika kAryomAM rAjyanI DakhalagIrI na joIe, te chatAe keTalAka evA dhArmika kAryomAM eja le ke rAjyanI madada le che-e ThIka nathI. sa, A kAyade karIe to pariNAma kevuM Avaze? ja pAraNAma kevuM Avaze te huM na kahI zakuM. ApaNe dhArIe che tevuM pariNAma na Ave. eka athavA bIjI rIte mAThuM pariNAma paNa Ave. judA judA rAjyamAM kAyado thavAnI carcA cAle che, eTale A prazna vyApaka thaze. paraMtu chevaTe tenuM pariNAma e Avaze ke dIkSAnI mahattA jaze. vAlIyara rAjyamAM chamakaluM thayuM hatuM. bIkAnera, jodhapura, bhAvanagara vigere vicAra karI rahyA che-tyAM kAyado thaze. A kAyadAthI dIkSAne aTakAvavAno irAdo nathI, paNa tene aMgenA dekhAtA doSo dura thaI jAya, te paNa eTale aMze sAruM pariNAma Avaze. 18 varSanI uMmaranA paNa lagabhaga kamAvAnI zakti vagaranA lAlacathI sAya tevA dAkhalAo paNa banavAnA. 12-14 varSanA chokarAne mAbApa pAsethI kAzI laI javAmAM AvelA. 18-19 varSe teo kolejamAM bhaNatA teo chuTI gayA, paNa bIjA 20 varSanA thayA te paNa phaselA che. evI rIte nAnI uMmaramAMthI pAkaTa samajavALA bacI jaze. kAcI uMmare dIkSA na ApavI joIe. saMghanI saMmati, mAbApanI saMmati temaja lAyakAta joIne ja dIkSA apAya. huM samaju chuM, chatAM paNa mane dIkSA na Ape, kAraNa ke huM lekepayogI na banuM. sthAnakavAsI ane dIgaMbarAmAM paNa tAMbara mujabaja niyamo che. sa, eka bhAgaja khaTapaTa kare che tenuM kAraNa? For Private and Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra ja sa 080 254 amUka vyaktione emAM hAtha che. me te temanA gurUe ane zikhyAne paNa bhaNAvelA che-eTale jANuM. game te rIte dIkSA ApI hAya, te paNa temAM kalyANa mAne che. 100 mAM 99 jAya ane eka rahe ane cAritra pALe te temAM paNa punya mAne che. 99 jAya tenI phikara nahiM. dIkSA e evI vastu che ke jenAthI samagranuM kalyANa thAya. prajA evI ajJAna che ke kalyANamAM samajatI nathI. cittazuddhi, jIvanazuddhimAM e samajatA nathI. siddhAMtaneA upayAga kare che. pratyAdhAtavRtti utpanna thaI che. nasADI bhagADIne dIkSA thaI hAya ane kesa kArTa` caDhavAnA hoya, tA paNa lAMca ApIne, paisA ApIne kesa rokAya, kAraNa ke paisA maLyA, eTale kaisa na kare. jAtamAhitinA dAkhalA ApI zakaze? ApavA hoya te ApI zakuM, aMgata pUchaze| teA jarUra ApIza. kahevAmAM harakata nathI. ahiMA nukazAna thAya--evA dAkhale TAMkavA ThIka nahi. dAkhalAe AMkhe joI zake nahi, dhaDAkA sAMbhaLuM, jethI pratyakSathI phera paDavAnA. ahiMsAnI rakSA mATe hiMsAnI phAja na joie. For Private and Personal Use Only

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255 gulAbacaMda rUpa'da--DabhAIvALAnI jubAnI. tA. 117-32. vIzAzrImALI jaina zvetAMbara mUtipUjaka, uM. va. para. sa tamArA AkarAne dIkSA ApavAmAM AvelI ? ja. mArA chekarA zAMtilAlane gaI sAla dIkSA ApavAmAM AvelI. sakAte ApelI ? ja. kIrtimunie uMjhAmAM dIkSA ApelI. sa. temAM tamArI saMmati hatI? 080 nA. mArI jANa sivAya dIkSA ApI. mArI saMmati nahi. chekarAnI uMmara keTalI hatI ? sa ja0 15-16 vatA hatA. kuMvArA hatA. rA. gAviMdabhAi--je hakIkata banI hoya te kahA sAkSI-DabhoimAM 1986 mAM kapuravajayajI ceAmAsu rahelA. temanI pAse chokarAne javA AvavAnA paricaya hatA. te pachI te pATaNa gayA, tyAre chekarAe pATaNa vAMdavA javA kaheluM. meM ene kahelu ke mAre javuM che, eTale huM sAthe laI jaIza. chokarA chAnAmAne gharamAMthI rUA. 4) lai nAsI gayA. sAMje ghera na AvyA tyAre mane mAluma paDayuM. pUchaparacha karatAM gAmanA cheAkarAethI khabara paDI ke te pATaNa javAnuM kahetA hatA. daramyAna amadAvAdathI mArAM sagAMoe jaNAvyuM ke chokarA ahiM AvyA che. amee lakhyuM ke enI khuzI hoya te rAkhazeA, nahiMtara pAchA meAkalI ApazeA. mArI mhete dIkSA lIdhI che. ame rAjIkhuzIthI tene dIkSA ApI che. te amadAvAdamAM hatA. temane caMpAtrI nAme eka celI che. eNe chekarAne kahyuM ke tAre dIkSA levI che te| apAvuM. tArA bApane kAgaLa lakha ke aThavADIyAmAM huM dIkSA laI laIza. khabara maLatAMja meM mArA banevI upara kAgaLa lakhyA ke ThAkarAne kabaje rAkhe! te huM AvuM chuM. gADInA TAIma nahAtA, eTale khIje divama huM gayA. banevI kahe ke TIkITa karAvI DabhAI mekalyA che. paNa banyuM ema ke saMketa pramANe che.karA pAchA utarI zaheramAM gayA. gurUe zrAvakane ubheA karI traNanI TrenamAM uMjhA mAkalI ApyA. rAtre sAdhu sAthe vAta karI ane savAre siddhapura ravAnA karyAM. uMjhAmAM saMghanI rajA sivAya dIkSA ApavI nahiM evA TharAva che, eTale sAdhune Dara lAgavAthI siddhapura meAkaTyA. 10 nI For Private and Personal Use Only

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256 TreInamAM siddhapura gayo. kIrtimuni vihAra karI siddhapura gayA. kapaDAM latAM kaMdare utArI zrAvakane sepyA ne hajAmata karAvI muMDI nAMkhyo. chokarA pAse DabhoI kAgaLa lakhAvyo ke meM dIkSA lIdhI che ane mAruM nAma zobhaNamuni pADyuM che, mArI boLa karazo nahIM. zrAvaka mUkavA gayela te vidAya thatAM uMjhethI TapAlamAM kAgaLa nAMkhe. A kAgaLa dIkSA ApatAM pahelAM posTamAM nAMkhe. rastAmAM jhADa nIce aDadhI dIkSAnI vidhi karI. metrANA gAma najIka che tyAM thoDI vidhi karI. sametrANA te. jAtrAnuM dhAma che ne? ja te mane khabara nathI. pachI tyAMthI cAlatAM TuMDAva gayA. tyAM rahyA, te divase tyAM rahyA. kAgaLa DAI gayo ane huM amadAvAda hato. bIje divase chokarAne ghara sAMbharyuM. mArA mAbApa kayAM! ghara kyAM! vigere sAMbharavAthI tenuM mana vihavaLa thayuM. tyAMthI dIkSA choDavAnA rastA khoLe. manamAM dhAstI. pachI eka divasa lAga kAvyo, eTale apAsarAmAM zrAvaka sutA hatA, tenuM paMcIyuM laI tapaNI laI cAlatA thayA. gAma bahAra jaI sAdhunA kapaDAM utArI piTalI bAMdhI, ne paMcIyuM paherI cAlatA thayo. tyAM kaI gAmanA jANItA maLyA. temaNe A sthiti joI pUchyuM ke A zuM? cAle gAmamAM. chokaro kahe ke mAre gAmamAM AvavuM nathI. zrAvaka tene ghera laI gayo. besADyo, dAtaNa pANI karAvyuM, nAsto karAvyo, navarAvyo ane zAMta karyo, tema chatAM chokare raDyA kare. pachI e lokoe TIkITanA be rUpiyA ApyA ne mANasa mokalI uMjhe pahoMcADyo. amadAvAda AvyA, tyAM bhADuM khUTavuM. tethI gurUNI pheI pAse rAtre gayo ane kahyuM ke mAre te dIkSA pALavI nathI. ahIM rahevuM nathI. dharmazALAmAM suvADyo. savAre zrAvakane ghera mekalyo ane kaMdare kapaDA lIdhA tathA ATha AnA lIdhA. temAMthI vaDedarAnI TIkITa thaI ane vaDodare utaryo. goyAgeTathI pApa nI gADImAM vagara TIkITe besI gayo ane rAtre ghera Avyo ne khAdhuM. tene bIka, eTale mAdhu koLInA gharamAM besI gayo. keLInI strI kahevA AvI ke tamAre chokaro Avyo che. pachI tenI mA jaIne laI AvI. Ama mAre chokare dIkSAmAMthI chuTI ghera Avyo. have mArA banevI kahe ke DabhoI mokalyo che. meM dhAryuM ke huM mIyAgAma thaIne amadAvAda AvyuM, eTale raste maLe nahiM hoya. meM DabhoImeTA chokarAne kAgaLa lakhyo ke ahIthI DabhoImokalyAnuM For Private and Personal Use Only

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257 kahe che. huM pATaNa kAtivijyajIne vAMdavA jauM chuM tyAM patra lakhaje. patra Avyo ke zAMtilAla DabhoI Avyo nathI. eTale mane lAgyuM ke pagamAM buTa nathI-chatrI nathI-paisA nathI eTale phIkara thaI pAche huM amadAvAda Avyo. banevIne maLe, e to kahe ke mAre bhANeja gADImAM besADIne pAcho Avyo che. huM gurUNIjIne maLyo. temaNe kahyuM ke ame jANa nathI. pAcho vaDodare Avyo ne utaryo. tapAsa karI. raMgavimaLane kAgaLa lo. camAvALAnI dukAne aphasosamAM beThelo, tyAM meTo chokaro dIkSA lIdhAno kAgaLa laIne Avyo. chApa vAMcI. uMjhAnI chApa hatI. tyAMthI amadAvAda gayo ane kIrtimuninI tapAsa karavAno vicAra karyo, kAraNake harAmakhere 50-100 gAu dIkSA ApI A rIte kAgaLa nAMkhe che. khAnagI tapAsa karatAM kIrti muni uMjhe che ema sAMbhaLI ame uMjhe gayA. dharamacaMda ADatIyAne tyAM utaryA. te pATIdAra che. tyAM vepAra arthe AvyA chIe-ema chupA rahyA. tapAsa karI to ahIM dIkSA thaI nathI. uMjhAnA saMghanA TharAvane laI dIkSA apAtI nathI. ame saMghanA AgevAnone maLyA ane vAta karI. teoe kahyuM ke AMhI dIkSA thaI nathI. tyAM eka TuMDAvane zrAvaka dhaMdhAsara Avelo, teNe kahyuM ke sAdhuo AvelA ane chokarAne gaI kAle be rUpIyA ApI mokalyo che. te kaheto hato ke amadAvAda javAno chuM. tethI amadAvAda tapAsa karavA tAra karo ke huM AvuM chuM. pachI uMjhAmAM sAdhune maLyo. ane kahyuM ke ekadama dIkSA ApI-e zuM karyuM ? badhA chuTI paDavA lAgyA ke ame jANatA nathI, eTale mane lAgyuM ke mAthApheDa karavI kAmanI nathI, eTale huM Avyo amadAvAda ane chokarAne pATaNa tapAsa karavA mokalyo. rAnanA gurUNIjI pAse gayo. gurUNIjanA bhAIe dIkSA lIdhI che. temane celo che nahiM ane te savAramAM godhAvI javAnA hatA. vakhata che kadAca temanI joDe ravAnA karI de to! eTale huM rAte gayo. meM kahyuM ke tame nasADI dIkSA apAvI che, chatAM sIdhI vAta karo. 8-10 jaNa ame hatAM. meM kahyuM ke mane chokare batAvo nahira charo mAruM chuM. jyAre meM charAnI dhAstI batAvI, tyAre kahyuM ke chokarA DabhaI gayo che. savAramAM DabhoI araja-Ta rIplAI tAra karyo. paNa agIyAre javAba maLyo ke chokare Avyo che. tyAra pachI ame DabhoI gayA. A badhI amArI hakIkata che. A hakIkata lagabhaga apADa zrAvaNa mAsamAM peparamAM bahAra paDI che. 33 For Private and Personal Use Only

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258 sa, DabhoImAM dIkSA paravAnagI sivAya na ApavI evo TharAva che ? ja DabhoImAM vijayadevasUra gacchamAM TharAva karyo che ke sagIra uMmaranA chokarAne tenA mAbApanI paravAnagI sivAya dIkSA ApavI nahiM. satamane pUchyA vagara dIkSA ApI tenuM saMghe zuM karyuM ? jaLa saMdhano aMkuza nathI. saMghamAM phATapuTa che. sa, nahiM mAnavAno TharAva saMdha kema nathI karato ? (10 AvA kesothI zraddhA uThI javA lAgI che. sava zAthI zraddhA uThI ? jaLa jyAM juo tyAM be taDa ane jhaghaDAo thAya tethI. sa0 DabhoIno bIjo koI kesa banelo ? ja hA. chANImAM banele ane teno kesa vaDedarAmAM cAlelo. sa, tyAre zAMtilAlane ahi lAvazo ? ja hA. lAvIza, paNa bALaka che eTale khAnagImAM ekalA pUchazo te badhuM kahI zakaze. sa, nahi nahiM lAvaje, tamArI lAgaNI du:khAI tenuM pApa kone mAthe ja dIkSA ApanArA upara. amArI dIkSA te bahu mahatvanI kahevAya A tIrthakaroe dIkSA lIdhI ane ivoe AvI mahotsava karelA. e badale atyAre to Da nIce apAya che. 14 divasa huM AthaDyo. jeTha vadana dahADe, tethI puSkaLa tApa mAthuM bhamI jAya. khUba trAsa thayelo. ane rA. kaDIone pUchavAmAM AvatAM, teoe jaNAvyuM eka vihArInI vAta che, te sAdhu manAya ja nahi. A sAkSIe tenA putra zAMtilAlanI dIkSAne aMge je uparanI jubAnI ApI che, te zAMtilAlanI jubAnIthIja jUdI ane keTalIka bAbatamAM atizayokita bharelI mAluma paDe che. vaLI zAMtilAla tenI jubAnImAM jaNAve che ke-mAro pAcho AvavAno vicAra thatAM meM veSa mUkyo, sAdhune khabara thatAM temaNe mane bolAvyo, zrAvakane tyAM jamA ane TIkITa mATe be rUpIyA apAvyA. A uparathI spaSTa jaNAya che ke zAMtilAle svaIcchAthI uMjhA jaine dIkSA lIdhI hatI ane pAchA ghera For Private and Personal Use Only

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259 jatAM paNa tene koIe aTakAvyo nathI. jo ke je sAdhu pAse zAMtilAla ! dIkSA lIdhAnuM jaNAve che, te ekalavihArI che ane ekalavihArInI zAstravirUddhanI koIpaNa pravRtti mATe dharmapremI jaina samAjane javAbadAra gaNI zakAya ja nahi. zAMtilAlanI dIkSA tyAganA prasaMge dharmadrohI muMbAI jaina yuvaka saMgha patrikAnA tA. 30-6-31 nA aMkamAM eka lakhANa prasiddha thayuM hatuM, jemAM jaNAvyuM che ke "mArgamAM bhakata maMDaLe chokarAne hAtha karI uMjhA bhego karyo" A AkSepa upara A AkhIye jubAnIthI ghaNuM ajavALuM paDe che ane te tadana kheTa sAbIta thAya che. zAMtilAlanI dIkSA saMbaMdhamAM vadhu satya jANavA mATe juo pariziSTa na. 32. For Private and Personal Use Only

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330 sa zAMtilAla gulAbacaMda--DabhAvALAnI jubAnI. tA. [36-32, sa abhyAsa zuM karI che ? 10 abhyAsa baMdha karyAM che. sa. keTalA vakhatathI baMdha karyo che ra sa ja sa Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir uM. va. 17-18. jaina zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka e traNa varDsathI. dIkSA levAnA bhAva zAthI thayA ? dahere upAzraye ekalA jatA hatA tethI. pachI dIkSA lIdhI ! ja hA. paI dIkSA lIdhI. sa gaI kAla tame AvavAnA hatA ane kema nahi AvyA ! te badhuM mIThuM' maracuM nAMkhyA vinA kahe. gaI kAle savAramAM DabhAmAM apAsare sAmAyaka karavA gayA hatA. ATheka vAge vAdarAthI Dabhoi Treina AvI. TreInamAM amArI zALAnA maNilAla paDita AvyA ane mahArAjane kahyuM ke A chekarA vaDAdarA Avaze te jubAnI Apaze teAja kasa chatAche. mahArAje mane khelAvyA ane vaDAdarA javA kahyuM ane tArA bApAe khoTI jubAnI ApI che, mATe tuM sAcuM kaheje. maNilAla mAstare vAdarAmAM sarakasa joIzuM ema kahyuM. mane khabara nahi ke A dhAMdhala cAle che. me kahyuM ThIka jaIza. pachI 10 vAge sTerAna para AvyA. cunIlAla kasturacaMdanA jInamAM kheDA. TreinanA TAime ame bahAra nIkaLatA hatA. te vakhate mArA pitAzrI ane khIjA be jaNa AvI caDhayA. ame AMkaDA bhIDI cAlatA hatA. mArA kAkAe hAtha jhAlI mAstarane kahyuM ? kayAM lai jAya che ! cheADI de !-kahI hAtha oDAvyA, tethI dhAMdhala thayuM, leAka bharAI gayuM, ne jhapajhA thai. polIse aTakamAM lIdhA ane kheDAnI pharIyAda thaI. pachI polIse amone chUTA karyo ane Aje AMhI AvyA. sa dIkSA levAnA vicAra zAthI thayA ? ja sAdhu Ave jAya ane huM mahArAja pAse jatA AvatA, tethI vicAra thayA. sa. sAdhue kAMI kaheluM kharuM ? For Private and Personal Use Only

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ja potAnuM hita che, eTale sAdhu kahe ke dIkSA le te bhaNavA javuM nahi paDe, moTA moTA namaze, bApA paNa namaze-ema kaheluM, tethI vicAra . trIjA mAsAmAM kAzIvALA kapura vijaya pATaNa comAsuM hata. temane vaMdana karavA bApane pUchyA vagara pATaNa jato hato. rastAmAM amadAvAda u. amadAvAda mArI dAdI prathama dIkSita thayelAM che, temane maLe. temane eka celI che. meM kahyuM ke huM pATaNa gurUne vAMdavA jauM chuM. mane kahyuM ke tyAM koI che nahiM ane tuM khoTuM bolI dIkSA levA jAya che. mane ATha divasa rokyo. mArA pitAzrIne khabara ApI. temane kAgaLa AvyuM ke tene rahevuM hoya tyAM sudhI rAkhaje ane pachI mokalI Apo. pachI huM DabhoI javA nIkaLe. mArI sAthe mANasa Avela, teNe mane TIkITa karAvI ApI. Trena upaDatAM pahelAM te mANasa cAlyo gayo, eTale huM TreInamAMthI utarI pAchA gayA. kAraNa ke hAre DabhoI javuM na hatuM. garaNIjIe mane dIkSA apAvavA mATe uMjhA kAgaLa lakhI Apyo, te laI uMjhA gayo, munizrIne maLyo ane rAtanA be vAgyA sudhI vAtacIta karI. uMjhAmAM saMghanI saMmati laIne dIkSA ApavI-evo TharAva che, tethI siddhapura javAnuM nakakI karyuM. bIje divase siddhapuramAM dIkSA ApI. metrANA gAme jhADa nIce ThavaNI mUkI pherA pheravyA. bIje divase TuMDAva gayA. TuMDAvamAM traNa divasa rahyA. daramyAna gharavALA sAMbha. sAdhu ekalA pharatA hatA ane vidyAbhyAsa De hato, eTale gamyuM nahiM, eTale nAsI javAno vicAra karyo. chevaTe loTe javAnuM nAma daI bhAgoLe gayo. upAzrayamAMthI zrAvakanA be paMcIyAM laI lIdhA. rastAmAM paheryA ane pelA kapaDA mUkI dIdhA. rastAmAM zrAvaka maLyo. tenI sAthe AvavA meM nA pADI. gAmamAM khabara paDI ane varataNIyA DAvyA. varataNIyA maLyA ane mane kahyuM ke Avo, nahiM te uMcakIne laI javAnA! tethI huM gayo. zrAvakane tyAM beThA. mahArAja tyAM AvyA ane mane kahyuM ke teM kahyuM hota to vidAya karata. meM kahyuM mArI bhUla thaI. pachI mane khavaDAvyuM ane TIkITa mATe be rUpIyA apAvyA. mANasa uMjhA mokalyo ane uMjhAthI huM amadAvAda Avyo. amadAvAda maNIlAla cokazIne tyAM Avyo, nAsto karyo ne tyAMthI ATha AnA lIdhA ane bIja paisA mArI pAse hatA, te laIne ghera Avyo. mArA bApA mArI pAchaLa pharelA. For Private and Personal Use Only

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262 okarAnA bApe jaNAvyuM ke sAheba hajI mArA chekarAnI pAchaLa dIkSA rUpI bhanAM eraplene bhamyA kare che ! kAla dA vAge na gayA hAta, te mAre chekarA upaDI gayA hAta! sa. keTaluM bhaNyo chuM ? 40 gujarAtI cha copaDI, IMgrejI bIcha cAlu. sa sAdhu thavAnI IcchA kevI rIte thaI ? 40 sa ja. e pratikramaNa, sa Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir sAdhu pAse javA AvavAthI-besavAthI icchA thaI. dharma saMbaMdhI keTalA abhyAsa karyo che: apAsarAmAM sAdhu zuM kahetA hatA? ja. e pakSa che, eTale koi kavuM eTale te kAi kevuM mele. kayAre nAsI gayele ? sa OUO sa 6/0 nA tA. 15 varSanI uMmare nAsI gayele. ( nIcenA e prazno ra!. kaDIyAnI drithI prAyA hatA. tArUM mana haju dIkSA levAnuM che! sa dIkSA levA batamAM surata kivi ja. lakhelA, paNa dIkSA levAnA vicAra baMdha rAkhyA che. kA lakhele For Private and Personal Use Only

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jhaverI savAIcaMda jagajIvananI jubAnI. tA. 16-7-32. rahIza vaDodarA. ghaDIyALI piLa, paeNpaLA zerI. uM. va. 7, dhaMdho jhaverAtano, muMbaImAM. sa, chANInI dIkSA saMbaMdhI tamArI jAta mAhiti hoya te kahe. ja dIkSA lenAranuM nAma bhIkhAbhAI zIvalAla. chANInA. uM. va. Azare 15. sa. dIkSA kayAre thaI? ja pAMca cha divasa thayAM. aMdherImAM dIkSA thaI. sava keNe dIkSA ApI ? ja AnaMdasAgaranA ziSyoe. chANImAM koI sAdhu nathI. chANIthI caMdulAla dalasukha tene laI gayele. caMdulAla Azare 20 varSanI uMmarane haze. te aMdherI laI gayo. chANImAM AvI ghaNI ayogya dIkSAo thAya che. bhIkho rAtre ATha vAge guma thayo. tenA mAbApa chANI hatA, temane khabara paDI, tethI teno bApa vaDodarA Avyo. gAmamAM tapAsa karI, paNa patto lAge nahiM. AnaMdasAgara pAse pahelAM eka vakhata vagara rajAe gayelo. tyAMthI pAchA lAvelA-tene be traNa mahinA thayA. te vakhate tenA bApe kaheluM ke mArI rajA vagara dIkSA ApavI nahiM. tema chatAM aMdherImAM temanA ziSyoe dIkSA ApI. 40 sAdhu tyAM che. chokarAnA bApe khUbacaMda phattecaMdanI peDhImAM kola karyo. te amArA bhAInI peDhI che. kolamAM kahyuM ke mahArAjane khabara Apo ke chokarAne dIkSA Ape nahi. AthI rAtre 10 vAge sosAyaTInA AgevAno jIvatalAla pratApasiMha tathA nagInadAsa kara caMdane kola karyo ke karo bhAgIne Avelo che, mATe mahArAjane cetavaNI Apo. trIjo kAla ame ghATakoparamAM AnaMdasAgara che, ema sAMbhaLavAthI, zeTha lakhamazI khetazIne eja TAIme karyo ke chokarAne dIkSA nahiM ApavA mahArAjane khabara Apo. savAramAM te mahArAjane kahevA gayA, tyAre chokarAno bApa mahArAja pAse beTho hato. chokare nava vAgyAnI gADImAM nIkaLI aMdherI Avyo hato. chokaro ghATakopara AnaMdasAgara mahArAja pAse Avele. bApa 11 nI gADImAM gaye. ajANyo For Private and Personal Use Only

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26 eTale geDIjhanA derAsara u.bApanuM nAma zIvalAla harAcaMda bApe tyAM pUchaparacha karI. keIe kahyuM ke mahArAja ghATakopara che, tethI tyAM TelIphena karyo ane khabara ApavA kahyuM ke chokaro tyAM che ke nahiM. te pachI te ghATakopara gayo. chokaro tyAM hato nahi, paNa tyAM chANIvALAne joyo, tethI vahema paDyo ane pUchyuM, eTale chANIvALo aMdherI jato rahyo. aMdherImAM khabara paDI ke chokarAno bApa Avyo che, eTale chokarAne baporanA 1 vAge muMDI nAMkhe. ahIM bApane nAhI joI khAtAM pItAM traNa vAgyA. pachI te aMdherI ge. sa apAsarAmAM muMDI nAMkhyo? ja apAsare nathI. baMgalA | sAdhuo rahe che. sa. chANIvALo koNa hate. ja caMdulAla dalasukha, garabaDa lAlacaMdavALA. bApa aMdherI Avyo, tyAre chokarI kapaDAM paherI tyAM beThele ha. bApa khUba raDyo-kakaLe. mA chokare javAthI ekadama mAMdI paDI gaI. sAdhune muMDatAM vAra nathI hatI. sAdhana taiyAra hoya che. bApa be divasa tyAM rahyo. muMbaI kAgaLa Avyo ke chokarAnI mA mAMdI thaI che, eTale pAcho Avyo. bApa mAre ghera Avyo hato. chokaro lIdhA vagara Avyo-eTale emaja manAya. cAra divasa pachI chokarAnI mAne laIne bApa sAthe Avyo. chekarAne laIne Aje savAramAM chANI AvI gayAM che. sa. kapaDAM utArI nAkhyA ! - AvA sAdhue thAya, tyAM kapaDAMnI zI kiMmata che ? dIkSA choDAvIne mAbApa baMnne laIne AvyA che. te hAla chANImAM che rA. goviMdabhAI-kaDIA, A vAta kharI che ! rA. kaDIo--e bhAI vAta kare, e uparathI huM zI rIte kahuM ke te vAta kharI che ! ra. goviMdabhAIemane khoTuM kahevAnuM zuM kAraNa che ? rA. kaDIA-e emanA zabdo kahI Ape che. 2. goviMdabhAI-satya zodhavA tame tapAsa karo. rA. kaDIo-saMmatithI dakSA apAI hoya ane na paLe-to paNa pAcho Ave, A saMbaMdhI enA bApane pUchavAthI kharI hakIkata maLaze. For Private and Personal Use Only

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sabhAmAMthI-bApa karatAM mAne khulAse levo joIe. jubAnI Ape tene chANImAM nAta bahAra mUke che. atre 2. goviMdabhAIe nAthAbhAIne pUchatAM jaNAvyuM ke chokare Avyo te huM jANuM chuM ane gayo hato te paNa jANuM chuM. A uparathI samitie nAthAbhAInI jubAnI lIdhI hatI. bhIkhAbhAI zIvalAla chANavALAnI dIkSA temanA bApanI rUbarUmAM | thayelI che, eTale A sAkSonuM kahevuM cheTuM kare che. bhIkhAbhAInA bApe vaDedarAthI kola karelo ke "mahArAja sAhebane kahejo ke mArA AvyA pachI dIkSA Ape " ATalIja satya hakIkata uparathI A sAkSI Akhuye tarakaTa ubhuM kare che. bhIkhAlAla, temanA bApa zIvalAla ane temanI mAtuzrI bAI maNanA khulAsA mATe juo pariziSTa na. 33. nAthAbhAI puMjAbhAInI jubAnI. tA. 16-7-32. rahIza chANanA. uM. va. 66. sa. zIvalAla hIrAcaMdane oLakhe che ? ja hA. zIvalAla hIrAcaMdane huM oLakhuM chuM. sa, tenA chokarAne dIkSA ApelI te jANo cho ? ja hA. chokare 8 dIvasa pahelAM dIkSA levA aMdherI gayA. mAbApe khUba kakaLATa karyo. zIvalAla aMdherI gaye. pachI chokarAnI mA chANImAM mAMdI thaI hatI, tethI pAchA Avyo. sAdhAraNa mAMdI thaI hatI. pachI te beu jaNa gayA. te Aje chokarAne laI ne AvyA che. mAthuM muMDeluM che ane kapaDAM saMsArI pahelAM che. sAkSIe A dAkhalAthI saMmati vagara sagIrane dIkSA apAI che, ema dekhADavA prayatna karyo che, paraMtu te beThuM che. khulAsA mATe jUo pariziSTa naM. 33. sa. chANI te dIkSAnI phekTarI gaNAya che ne ? ja hA. te A lokonA matane maLatuM che. sa, tyAre tame virUddha bolo to tamane herAna kare ne! ja0 nA. mane trAsa na thAya. 34 For Private and Personal Use Only

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sa, bIjo kAMI dAkhalo che ! ja... hA. caMdu nAmanA chokarAne Azare 15 varSanI uMmaranAne umeTAmAM dIkSA ApI. tenI mAnuM nAma motI, rAMDelI che. tenI saMmati vagara labdhivijaye dIkSA ApI. enI mA cothe dahADe umeTA gaI ane chokarAne pAcho laI AvI. nAtanA AgevAnoe zikSA karavA kahyuM, paNa DAhyA mANasee samAdhAna karyuM ane nAta bahAra na mUkayA. bIjA dAkhalA mArI jANamAM nathI. A hakIkata ghaNI upajAvI kADhelI che. khUlAsA mATe juo pariziSTa naM. 20. sa kAyado thavo joIe ke nahi ? ja kAyado jarUra ja joIe. bALalagnanA kAyadAthI jema tAkAta vAna nivaDe che, te A kAyadAthI moTI uMmare dIkSA le, jethI keTalo tAkAtavAna nivaDe ! zuM dIkSA apAve tene svarga maLavAnuM che ! ane dIkSA na apAve te narkamAM javAnA che ! tyAgano virodha karanAra vAstavika rIte jaina siddhAMtano virodhI che ane te bahula saMsAramAM rakhaDe che. te mATe juo zAstrIya purAvA. atre rA. goviMdabhAIe rA. kaDIone sUcanA karI hatI ke je A badhuM kharuM hoya to sAcA jaina tarIke zuddha aMta:karaNathI A kArya tamAre potAne ja upADI levuM joIe ane AvuM na thAya tevA dareka upAya karavA joIe. rA. kaDIAe jaNAvyuM ke " A vAta sAcI yA beTI che-te huM kahI zakato nathI, paraMtu apavAda te darekamAM hoya. tema koI munie zAstra virUddha 16 varSathI ochI uMmaranAne vAlInI saMmati vagara dIkSA ApI hoya, te tenA vAlI ke jadArI pagalAM le, temAM mAro vAMdho nathI. zAstrAzAthI virUddhanI dIkSA thaI hoya te huM jarUra sAme thauM. For Private and Personal Use Only

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268 pariziSTa naM. 1 khaMbhAta sTeTamAM nIkaLelA kAma calAu dIkSA pratibaMdha bAbata hAikA mAM thayelI phera tapAsa. jajamenTa. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir khaMbhAta sTeTanI jyuDIkacaranI hAIrkeTamAM krImInala rIvIjhana na. 1 1932-33. khAI ralIyAta, lakSmIcaMda geApALajInI vidhavA ane bIjA arajadAro, sAmAvALA khaMbhAta darabAra. bAI amRta ke je sagIra dhAravAmAM Ave che tathA khIjA sagIrAne me mAsa sudhI jaina dharma pramANenI dIkSA aTakAvatA krI. preA. kalama 144 mujaba pharsTa kalAsa mejIsTreTa pasAra karelA tA. 20-5-32 nA hukama virUddha tapAsa mATe tA. 28-5-32 e bAI raLIyAta tathA aA arajadAro taraphathI phAIla thayelI arajI vAMcI. arajadArA taraphathI mI. nagInadAsanI takarArA sAMbhaLI. javAbamAM sarakArI vakIla mI. bAlakRSNa seApArakaranI takarArA sAMbhaLI. peAtAnI dIkarI bAi amRta va. 16 mA. 4 nI che, tevuM khAi raLIyAtanuM sAgananAmuM vAMcyuM ane nAMdhyuM. hAikaeNArTanA hukama. mAbApe ane jaina AcAryA khaMbhAta svasthAnamAM sagIrAne dIkSA ApavAnA kRtyathI sulehane bhaga thavAne saMbhava hovAthI pharsTa kalAsa mAjIsTreTa potAne maLelI asAdhAraNa sattAnI rUe krI. pre. koDa kalama 144 mujaba kADhelA hukamanI pheratapAsa mATe A araja che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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AvA asAdhAraNa saMjogo ubhA thayA hatA ke nahi, te bAbatamAM lejIsabhere merapheTanA vicAra upara sarve AdhAra dharAve che ane Avo mata bAMdhavA mATe je nyAyI ane kAyadApUrvaka kAraNa rekarDa para hoya, bhale te polIsa rIporTa agara bIjA purAvAnA rUpamAM hoya, te hAIkorTane tenA pheratapAsanA adhikAramAM daramyAna karavAne kAMI kAraNa nathI. pitAnA chokarAone dIkSA ApavAnI rajA ApavAnA dIvAnI hukama para tathA jenA sAdhuonA tevA sagarone mAbApanI rajAthI dIkSA ApavAnA haka upara A hukama eka atyAcAra che, evI eka dalIla arajadAro taraphathI karavAmAM AvI che. huM dhAruM chuM ke-A bIka bInapAyAdAra che, kAraNa ke mejIsTreTane hukama jena komanA dhArmika agara dIvAnI hakane maryAdita karate nathI. sAdhupaNuM, e ghaNAja uMcca Adarza che ane dareka dharma tenA viSe ghaNuM ja magarUra che, paNa dareka sudharelA rAjyomAM asAdhAraNa saMjoge UbhA thAya che, tyAre jAhera sulehane mATe pilIsa agara mejIsTreTa taraphathI tAtkAlika pratibaMdhaka pagalAM levAmAM Ave che. jaina kemamAM be pakSa che-e niHzaMka che. eka junA vicAranA ane bIjo dharmamAM sudhAraka. chele varga jAhera nItinA AdhAre dIkSA ApavAmAM vAMdho le che, A bemAMthI kayo pakSa kharo che, te A korTane nakkI karavAnuM nathI, paNa banne pakSanA virUddha saMbaMdhane laIne jAhera sulehanA mATe asAdhAraNa saMjoge UbhA thAya che ane mejIsTreTane jAhera suleha sAcavavA mATe baMnne pakSanI pravRtti upara aMkuza mUkavAnI sattA che. bIjI dalIla evI che ke-zAMtamUrti sAdhuone kAyadesara kAma karatA aTakAvavA joIe nahi. paNa krImInala prosIjara koDa kalama 107 mujaba gUnhegAra pakSa sAme kAma calAvavuM joIe. paNa vastusthiti vadhavA devAmAM Ave ane zarUAtathI yogya pagalAM nA levAmAM Ave to eka vakhata evA saMjogo UbhA thAya ke-polIsane baLa vAparavuM paDe. kalama 144 ne uddeza AvA asAdhAraNa saMjogone dUra karavAne che ane mAbApa ane AcAryo upara pharamAvelA thoDA vakhatanA manAI hukamano artha temanI pravRttine rodha nathI. trIjI dalIla e che ke dhArmika kriyA athavA hakanA aMge bAI amRta parazanala hainA taLe che ane te 16 varasathI mATI hovAne laine kAyadAnA AdhAre e uMmara lAyaka che. jo ke bIjAM dIvAnI kAraNomAM te teNe uMmara lAyaka nathI. huM dhAruM chuM ke A kAyadApUrvakanuM vive. For Private and Personal Use Only

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270 cana vyAjabI che ane pablIka prosIkyuTara paNa jo sadara pakSa upara mujaba sAbIta karI Ape te saMmata che. bAI raLIAte segananAmuM raju karyuM che ke-te chokarI 16 varasa uparanI che. mejIsTreTa sAheba A bAbata upara tapAsa karI zake che ane dhArmika bAbatamAM teNuM umara lAyaka che, evuM je temane lAge che te pitAne hukama krImInala prosIjara keDa 144 (4) mujaba sudhAro karI zake che. chellI dalIla evI che ke-sagIrone dIkSA ApavAno jAhera pratibaMdha dhArmika hakamAM dakhalagIrI rUpa che ane raLI Atane potAnI chokarIne dIkSA ApatI aTakAvavA tenuM koI saguM kacchamAMthI AvyuM nathI ane koI paNa bahAranA ke sthAnika jaina dIkSA ApavAne vadhe levA AvyA nathI, e batAve che ke tevA asAdhAraNa saMjoge nathI. A savAla paNa 144 (4) mujaba mejIsTreTe dhyAnamAM levAno che ane hAIkorTa A bAbatamAM temanI vacce nahI paDe ane kaI paNa sagIrane dIkSA ApatAM pahelAM polIsa agara mejIsTreTa je sucanA Ape, jethI jAhera suleha jaLavAI rahe-evA prakArane sudhAre pitAnA hukamamAM karavo ke nahI; te temanI marajI upara che. arajadAranA vidvAna vakIla bIjI eka bhUla batAve che ke (khaMbhAta saMsthAnamAM bIrAjatA jaina sAdhu ane sAdhvIo mATe) orDaranI peTA kalama (4) mA mUkavAmAM Avelo pratibaMdha nirarthaka che, kAraNa ke-AvA prakArano hukama haravakhatanI athavA amUka jagyAnI mulAkAtanI aTakAyata karanAre che. mejIsTreTane uddeza e che ke-sAdhuo ane sAdhvIo je daherA ane upAzrayamAM dIkSAnI vidhi thatI hoya te ThekANe vAraMvAra jatA AvatA hoya, temane sagIranI dIkSA ApatA aTakAvavA, A eka muddAne vAMdhe che je mejIsTreTane e zabdo goTALAvALA lAge to te sudhArI zake che. A sUcanA sAthe uparanA mudAnA nikAla mATe tathA jyAM jyAM jarUra lAge tyAM 144 (4) mujaba temanA hukamamAM sudhAro vadhAro karavA mATe pharsTa kalAsa mAjIsTreTa tarapha mekalI ApuM chuM. khaMbhAta. tA. 5 julAI 1932 } ) N. D. Mehta, Dewan ( High Court Cambay.) For Private and Personal Use Only

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271 nyAyaniSTha vidvAna k. ka. maeNsTreTa sAheba zrIyuta cunIlAla zAmajIbhAi trivedIe ApelA cukAdA, arajadAra--zAha hIrAlAla meAtIlAla, --virUddha sAmAvALA--(1) bAi raLIAta, te zA. lakSmIcaMda geApALajInI vidhavA, (2) AcArya labdhivijayajI, (3) sAdhvIjI guNazrIjI. (4) khaMbhAta zaheramAM jatA AvatA bIjA sadhaLA jaina sAdhuo ane sAdhvIe. sITI cIpha kansTebala. 1. sITI pheAjadAra mI. hIrAlAla motIlAla zAhanI A arajI , jemAM jaNAvyuM che ke-upara jaNAvelA sAmAvALA eka bhAi amRta, ke je kaccha-mudrAnI rahenAra tenI mA khAi raLIAta sAthe atre AvelI che. tene dIkSA ApavAnI che. vaLI evuM jaNAvavAmAM Ave che ke-chokarInAM sagAMvhAlAMoe rAjyanA sattAdhIzA para tAra meAkalAvelA che ke-chekarI sagIra che ane tene dIkSA letI aTakAvavI joie. 2. te uparathI polIse keTalIka tapAsa calAvI ane jAhera sulehanA bhaMga, hullaDa agara khakheDAnA temane saMbhava jaNAyAthI arajadAre A arajI karI, krImInala preAsIjara phreMDa kalama 144 anusAra kAIpaNa jaina sAdhu agara kAIpaNa sagIrane dIkSA ApavAnI aTakAyata karanAra hukamanI mAgaNI karI. 3. koipaNa kRtya, ke jenAthI jAhera sulehanA bhaMga thavAnA saMbhava hAya, tenI tAtkAlika aTakAyata mATe tAkIde kAmamAM Ave tevA upAya pUrA pADavAne krImInala preAsIjara kADanI 144 mI kalamane uddeza che. tethI karIne sAmA pakSane sAMbhaLyA vinA paNa AvA prakAranA hukama thai zake ema kAyadAmAM chuTa rAkhelI che, tema chatAM kAMI skhalanA thavA na pAme--e uddezathI peAlIse mAMgelA hukama zA sArU nahIM karaveA, tenA kAraNa jaNAvavA sArU sAmAvALAone paNa lekhIta noTIsathI khAlAvavAmAM AvelA hatA. sAmAvALA paikI kAipaNa hAjara thayuM nahi ane peAlIse mAMgyA pramANe hukama karavAmAM AvyeA. kemake-polIsa suprInTenDenTa, polIsa sabaInspekaTara For Private and Personal Use Only

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271 tathA polIsa jamAdAranI jubAnIe parathI kaoNTane ema jaNAyuM ke krImInala prosIjara koDa 144 mujaba pagalAM levAne pUratA kAraNa che. 4. tA. 20-6-1932 nA roja hukama pasAra thai jAhera rIte prasiddha karyAM bAda, sAmAvALAoe khaMbhAtanI hAikoTa epha jyuDIkacaramAM rIvIjhana arajI karI. pakSakArane sAMbhaLyA bAda pheAjadArI kAyadAnI kalama 144 (4) anusAra jo jarUra jaNAya to prAthamika hukamanI sudhAraNA arthe ane hAikorTanA jajamenTamAM jaNAvelA muddAnA nikAla sArU vidvAna jaje tA. 5-7-32 nA roja kesa atrenI korTamAM pAo mAkayeA. A kAne te hukama tA. 6-7-32 nA rAja maLyA. 5. jajamenTa maLyA pachI kacchanA maganalAla gulAma tathA vadhumAna rAmajI, ke jemaNe che|karIne dIkSA letI aTakAvavA sArU rAjyanA sattAdhIzo upara tArA karyAM hatA, temane A kArTa tArathI neTIsa mokalI ane teTIsanA javAba tArathI maLyo ke-darIe tAkAnI hovAthI te AvI zakaze nahi. temaNe vaLI vizeSa 6. sagIranI kAyadesara vAlI tenI mA raLIAta che. je gRhasthAe tArA meAkalyA che, temane dIkSA sAthe kAMi levA devA nathI ane jAhera sulehanA bhaMga thavAne khIlakula saMbhava nathI, evI sAmAvALAnA vidvAna eDaveArkeTa mI. ena. vI. desAie prathama dalIla karI. dalIla karI ke--kacchanA je mANaseAe tAra karyAM hatA, prathamathI ja atre AvavAne khabara ApelI che, paNa teoe AvavAnI darakAra karelI nathI ane teone irAdA mAtra vacamAM aDacaNa ubhI karavAnA che. temane raLIAte 7. hukama pasAra karatAM pahelAM zA sArU te nahi karavA, tenuM kAraNu jaNAvavA sAr khAi rahIAtane melAvavAmAM Avela, paraMtu te AvI zakayAM nahI. ane tee AvI nahI zakavAthI A kaeNTa pAse jokhamadAra polIsa amaladArAnI sAganapUrvakanI jubAnIe sivAya bIjo kAMi pUrAvA nahAtA. have raLIAta ane temanI dIkarInI jubAnIA parathI jaNAya che --temaNe lAMbA vakhatathI kaccha ADeluM che ane pAlItANA jevA pavitra sthaLAe jAtrA karatAM karatAM atre khaMbhAta AvyA che, kAraNa ke--teo temanI dIkarIne eka sAdhvIjI guNazrI, ke je thADA varSo pUrve ka--mudrAmAM gayAM hatAM, temanI pAse dIkSA apAvavA mAMge che. sAdhvIjI guNazrIi hamaNAM khabhAta AvyAM che ane cAturmAsa paNa atre rahevAnAM hovAthI rIAta paNa tenI dIkarI sAthe atre AvyAM che, For Private and Personal Use Only

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273 8. raLIAta vidhavA che. vardhamAna temanA bhAi che. maganalAla gulAkhacaMda temanA kAkAnA dIkarA che. A be jaNAne raLIAta agara amRtane dIkSA letAM aTakAvavAne kAMi hakka nathI. amRtanA hita sArU tene kAMi paDI heAya ema jaNAtuM nathI. raLIAtanuM niyaMtraNa agara A phaeNTanI noTIsa maLyA chatAM paNa teoe khaMbhAta AvavAnI upekSA karI che, e parathI A mAnyatA satya hAvAnuM svAbhAvika rIte anumAna thai zake ema che. ema barAbara jaNAI Ave che ke-darI tophAnI hAvAnA kAraNasara atre AvavAnI azakata e mAtra khvAnuM che. pAtAnA dhaNInI hayAti bAda raLIAtanI sAmAjIka sthiti ane tene vardhamAna ane maganalAla sAthenA saMbaMdha dhyAnamAM letAM huM ema mAnuM chuM ke-raLIAtanuM jaNAvavuM khoTuM nathI ke--A be zakhsA raLIAtane dIkSA levA devA mAMge che, paraMtu cheAkarI amRtA kanyAvikraya karI nANAM meLavavAne temanA irAde hAvAthI, tene temanA havAlAmAM sAMpavAnu Icche che. evuM jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM che ke Aja dhyeyathI A be mANasoe amRtane dIkSA letI aTakAvavA kacchathI tAra karelA che. A banne mANase kaeNTa` samakSa rUbarU hAjara nahIM thavAthI raLIAtanI A hakIkatane ghaNAja TakA maLe che. 9. vardhamAna ane maganalAla AvyA nathI ane eTaluM ! spaSTa che ke-jayAMsudhI tAkAnI darIe zAMta thAya nahIM, tyAM sudhI te teo AvavA mAMgatAja nathI. ane jo Ama hAya to temanA taraphathI jAhera sulehanA bhaMga thavAnA saMbhava hoI zake nahIM. e taddana vyakta thAya che ke-eka sagA ke jenI kAMi judIja dAnata che ane je peAtAnA kesanA samana arthe AvavAnI darakAra paNa rAkhatA nathI, tenI khAtara khAI amRtane dIkSA letI nahIM aTakAvavAnAM kAraNeA paikInuM A eka che. 10. hAIkorTa khapha bIjo muddo carcAyA hatA ane jenA vidyAna je potAnA jajamenTamAM ullekha karelA che. ema jaNAvavAmAM Ave che phrenlAmika kriyAkAMDa sabaMdhamAM bAi amRta aMgata kAyadAne pAtra thAya che ane jo te 16 varSa uparanI che, teA te kAyadAnI draSTie pukhta na heAya. huM ema mAnuM chuM ke-kAyadAnA A aM-nirNaya khare che ane jo lAgatAvaLagatA pakSakAra A uMmara ceAgya rIte sAkhIta karI Ape, te A bAbatamAM vidvAna pablIka prosIkayuTara paNa saMmata thAya che. khAI raLIAte chekarI 16 varSanI uparanI hAvAnuM seAgananAmuM kareluM che. A peinTa para mejIsTreTa tapAsa karI zake che ane jo temane khAtrI thAya ke--te dhArmika kriyAkAMDa 35 For Private and Personal Use Only

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274 mATe pupta uMmaranI che, teA krImInala preAsIjara kADa kalama 144 (4 )anusAra te hukamamAM sudhArA karI zake che. 11. hukama AvyA pachI raLIAtanA vidvAna eDaveAkerTa rIAta ane tenI dIkarInI sAgana para jubAnI lIdhI, ane te banne jaNAve che ke-chokarInA janma saMvat 1972 nA mahA vada 5 nA roja thayA che. eTale kAkarIne 16 varSa ane 4 mAsa thayA che, bAinI ulaTa tapAsa karavAmAM AvelI che, paNa tenI A jubAnI askhalita rahI che. cheAkarIne AMdhA ane zArIrika dekhAva raLIAtanI A jubAnIne juThI pADatA nathI. potAnA hekarAnI kharI umara jANanAra kAi sArAmAM sArI vyakti hAya, to te prathama ane AthIja karIne A sArAmAM sArA zakaya pUrAve mA tathA dIkarInI sAganapUrvakanI jubAnI jubAnIo kheATI DarAvanAra kAM paNa pUrAvA raju thaye| nathI. sAdhAraNa rIte polIsa amaladArAne aMgata mAhIti na hoya. khIjI rItanA virUddha pUrAvAnA abhAve rahIAtanI jubAnI chokarI 16 varSa uparanI hAvAnuM sAbIta kare che, tethI karIne spaSTa thAya che ke-prathamane! hukama sagIrAne lAgu paDatA heAvAthI, tene dIkSA letI aTakAvI zakAya nahIM. tethI mULa hukamamAMthI raLIAta ane amRta sabaMdhane vibhAga kamI karavAmAM Avaze. dRSTie mAja hAya. paDelA che, ane polIsa taraphathI virUddha 12. vidvAna evekeTanI khIccha dalIla e hatI kehukama AkhA svasthAnane lAgu paDe che, ane te rIte te khInavyAjabI che. temanI dalIlanA AdhAramAM vidvAna eDaveArkeTa 16 e lA rIporTa pAnuM 684 ate inDIana aaa rIpoTa 14 embe pAnA 165 batAvyA che. evI dalIla karavAmAM AvI che ke-kalama 144 (4) mAM vAparelA amuka sthAna " e zabda purA nizcayAtmaka che. AkhuM khaMbhAta svasthAna e << ,, [< dd amuka sthAna na kahI zakAya. AvA hukamamAM AkhA svasthAnane samAverA karavAmAM Ave tevuM darzAvanAra kAi AdhAra hAya, te te jaNAvavA vidvAna pablIka prosIkayuTarane pUchavAmAM AvyuM. temaNe kahyuM ke temanI pAse eve kAMI paNa AdhAra nathI, ane te mujaba mULa hukamamAM vadhArA karIvAmAM Avaze. ane khaMbhAta sthAnane badale khaMbhAta zaheramAM AvatAjatA ema vAMcavuM. 13. vidvAna vakIlanI khIjI dalIla e che ke--hukama mAtra amUka vyaktine ja ane nahIM ke khIjA saghaLA sAdhu-sAdhvIne lAgu pADI For Private and Personal Use Only

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275 zakAya. temanI dalIlanA AdhAramAM temane bIjo AdhAra darzAvyo nathI. bIjI bAju kalama 144 (4) thI kATane jAhera pablIkane saMbodhIne hukama karavAnI sattA maLelI che. InDIyana pInala koDanI kalama 12 mAM pablIka zabdanI vyAkhyA karavAmAM AvI che. emAM ema jaNAvyuM che ke-pablIka zabdamAM pablIkane kaMIpaNa varga athavA te IpaNa komane samAveza thAya che. jaina sAdhuo ane sAdhvIo e jaina kAmano eka varga kahI zakAya, ane tema hovAthI temane saMbodhIne hukama thaI zake che. (14) A AkhA presIDIMgamAM ema dalIla karavAmAM Ave che ke144 kalama mujabano hukama jainone potAnA dhArmika kriyAkAMDamAM daramIyAnagIrI kare che, ane AvA hukamane jaina kemanA dhArmika kriyAkAMDa upara tAjetaramAM AkramaNa karavAne bIjA keI sTeTa taraphathI A hukama dAkhalA tarIke gaNAvA saMbhava che. 15. A koTa eka nahi paNa ghaNI vakhata jaNAvyuM che ke A sTeTane jaina kemanA dhArmika kriyAkAMDamAM ADe AvavAne bIlakula IrAde nathI. jaina kema kAyadA pratye vaphAdAra, zAMta ane sulehapriya tarIke khyAtivALI che. jaina sAdhu ane sAthvIno dhArmika Azrama e ghaNI ja uMcca koTino Azrama che. jemAM pratiSThita, vidvAna ane susaMskArIta sagruha ane bAnue che, ke jeoe khAsa karIne temanI kAmanA ane sAmAnya rIte jAhera janasamAjanA uddhAranA pracArakArya mATe A phAnI duniAnA AkarSaka pralobhanono tyAga kare che. ahiMsAno ucca Adarza e temanuM dhyeya che ane teo dareka caitanyamaya prANInA pratye rakSaNaparAyaNa hoya che. AvA prakArane dhArmika Azrama e koIpaNa rAjyane upayogI mitrarUpa che, kAraNa ke-te rAjyane bIjAonA jAnamAlanI salAmatI sArU bodhapATho. ApavAmAM madadakartA nivaDe che. 16. A kaeNTe dareka dharmanA dhArmika kriyAkAMDanA rakSaNa mATe che. pachI bhale te jaina, hiMdu, musalamAna yA khrIstI hoya. jyAre jAhera sulehanI bhIti upasthita thAya, tyAre ja mAtra rAjyane jAhera zAMti ane vyavasthA jALavavA sArU daramIyAnagIrI karavI paDe che, kemake te rAjyanI eka agragaNya pharaja che ane te adA karavAnI koI paNa rAjya upalA karI zake nahIM. Ama karavAmAM koIpaNa dharmamAM daramiyAnagIrI na thAya, te dhyAnamAM rAkhavA sArU sadhaLI sAvacetI rAkhavAmAM Ave che. athavA je daramiyAnagIrI anivArya hoya to ochAmAM ochI ane jAhera zAMti For Private and Personal Use Only

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276 jALavavAne mAtra jeTalI jarUra hoya, teTalI ja daramIyAnagIrI karavAne puratI kALajI rAkhavAmAM Ave che. vidhAna pablIka prosIkyuTara ane pilIsa suprITenDenTa, ke jeo prosIDIMga nihALavA korTamAM hAjara thayA hatA, temanI samakSa jaina sAdhuonA taraphathI hAjara thaelA vidvAna eDavokeTa sAthe sudhArelA hukamanA zabda saMbaMdhI korTe A lakSyabiMdu dhyAnamAM ramIne carcA calAvI che. mane jaNAvatAM ghaNI ja khuzI upaje che kesaghaLA pakSakAroe ghaNo ja vyAjabI artha laI zobhAspada utsAha batAvyo che, jenA pariNAme saghaLA lAgatAvaLagatAo taraphathI navo hukama saMtoSakAraka gaNAya che. upara jaNAvyA mujaba A kauTane mULa hetu jAhera sulehane bhaMga aTakAvavAno hovAthI, jainone dasa divasa agAu khabara ApavAnI pharaja pADavAmAM Ave che. polIsa suprInTenDenTa kabUla karyuM che keje kAMI sAvacetInA pagalAMnI jarUra jaNAya, te tenA baMdobasta mATe dasa divasa temane puratA thaze. tethI karIne mULa hukamamAM sudhAro karavAmAM Ave che ane sudhArelo hukama A sAthe joDavAmAM Avelo che. Aja tA. 13 mAhe julAI 1932 nA roja ApavAmAM AvyuM. sahI (aMgrejImAM) sI. esa. trivedI pha. ka. mejIsTreTa. (1) AcArya labdhivIjayajI, jaina dharmanA AcArya, jainazALA, khaMbhAta. (2) sAdhvIjI guNazrIjI, jainadharmanA sAdhvI, mANekacoka, kanyAzALAupAzraya. (3) khaMbhAta zaheramAM AvatAM ane mulAkAta ApatA bIjA dareka jaina sAdhu ane sAdhvIo. kI. . keDa. 144 kalama heThaLa najIkanA bhaviSyamAM tame sagIrane dIkSA ApavAnA che-evuM mArA jANavAmAM AvavAthI temaja polIsa rIporTa ane mArI samakSa bIjA je sAkSI raju karavAmAM AvyA che te uparathI ema mAluma paDe che ke jyAM sudhI upara jaNAvelI vyaktio ane sAmAnyataH khaMbhAta zaheramAM rahetAM bIjA jaina sAdhu ane sAdhvIo upara 16 varSanI aMdaranAne sTeTane rItasara khabara ApyA sivAya dIkSA ApavAmAM have pachI pratibaMdha na mUkavAmAM Ave to jAhera salAmatIno bhaMga temaja jhagaDo ane hullaDa thavAno saMbhava rahe che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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277 (2) AthI huM nIce jaNAvelI zarata purI karyA vagara 16 varSanI aMda ratAne dIkSA ApatA pahelA neka nAmadAra dIvAna sAheba tathA khAnasAheba polIsa suprITenDenTa sAhebane 10 divasa pahelA lekhI khabara ApavI, ane temAM sagIrane dIkSA ApanAra sAdhu-sAdhvInA purA nAma tathA ThekANuM jaNAvavA temaja dIkSA lenAra vyaktinA (te purUSa hoya ke strI) uMmara, janmasthaLa, temaja temanA vAlInA nAma, ane jyAM sudhI nakakI thaI zake tyAM sudhI teno abhyAsa lakhI jaNAve, ke jethI pahelethI jAhera sulehano bhaMga, hullaDa, athavA jhagaDo na thAya te mATe sarakArane pagalA letAM phAve. (3) tA. 20 juna 1932 ne muLa hukamanI tArIkhathI A hukama be mAsa amalamAM raheze. sadara hukama kI. . keDanI 144 mI kalama mujaba sudhAravAmAM Avyo che. (4) mArA hAthanI sahI tathA korTanI sIlasaha pahoMcADavAmAM Avyo che. tA. 13 mI julAI 1932 [ tapAsa samiti upara ravAnA TapAla dvArA. ] For Private and Personal Use Only

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pariziSTa naM. 2 pannAlAla (hAla munI zrI premavijayajI) nI mAtA bAI ratane mahesANA prAMta nAyaba subA samakSa ApelI jubAnInI nakala maLI zakI nathI, paraMtu teno vani e hato ke mArA putrane tenI dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA thavAthI meM rajA ApI che ane koIpaNa temAM muzkelI ubhI na karI zake ane mahesANAno zrI saMgha dIkSA mahotsava nirvidhane pAra pADI zake, te mATe lakhANa karI ApyuM hatuM. mahArA bIjA meTA putra zekhamalane paNa tenI IcchA theye dIkSA apAvavAnA mArA bhAva che. pATaNa jaina yuvaka saMghanA maMtrI kezavalAla maMgaLade jaNAvelI hakIkata cheTI che vigere. subA sAhebane hukama. ka. su. pA. pA. sa. 2. naM. 8/87 -zeromahAlethI lakhAI AvelI hakIkata uparathI tathA peTAmAM thayelA paMcakayAsa va. sagIranI mAnA javAbathI ahIMnA hukamanI amala bajavaNI thatA daramyAna sagIrane parahadamAM laI jaI dIkSA apAvI dIdhAnuM jaNAya che. eTale ahIMnA hukamanI amala bajavaNI karavA jevuM rahyuM nathI. vaLI have pA. pA. nibaMdha niyama anvaye kaMI tajavIja karavAnI rahetI nathI. A saMbaMdhamAM bhaktivijayajInI arajI AvelI sAmela che. te sAthe A kAgaLo daphatare rAkhavA ane arajadArane te javAba pATaNa mahAla mAraphate Apo . tA. 18 mAhe julAI sane 1931. (sahI) che. ke. de. (sahI) vI. go. rANe. e. nA. subA nakala karanAra - pA. pA. zAkhA. bAroTa zAMtilAla sitArAma. kharI nakala nakala maLavA bAI ratananI arajI AvyA tA. 6 | sahI. oNgasTa 1931 e. nA. subA. nakala taiyAra thayA tA. 13-8-31 prA. mahesANA. nakala levA hAjara thayethI ApI tA. 13-8-31 sTe. phI. rUA. 0-8-0 ATha AnA tathA nakalanA pA. pA. zAkhA. zabdo 42nA seMkaDo pAMcanA lakhANa phInA rU. 0-7-6 kula rUA. 0-15-6 sADA paMdara AnA ka pha upara jamA karyA che. sahI. sIkko e. nA. subA. For Private and Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra pATaNa jaina 279 yuvaka saMghanuM jIANuM, -(0) tA. 14-7-31 nA ' muMbAi samAcAra ' patramAM mArA bhAI pannAlAla hAla muni zrI premavijayajInI dIkSA saMbaMdhamAM eka lakhANa pATaNa jaina yuvaka sadhanuM pragaTa thayuM che, A lakhANamAM mArA bhAI pannAlAlane mArI mAtAjIe rUpIyA laI dIkSA apAvI che tathA huM mArA bhAinI dIkSAthI virUddha chuM tevuM jaNAvyuM che. A saMbadhamAM mAre jaNAvavAnuM ke mArA bhAi pannAlAlane lagabhaga eka varSa pahelAthI dIkSA levAnI icchA thai hatI ane tenA AgrahathI amee tene anumati ApI sAthe rahIne dIkSA apAvI che. dIkSAnA badalAmAM amee eka pAi paNa lIdhI nathI ane mArA bhAI pannAlAlanI dIkSAmAM mArI saMpUrNa saMmati hatI ane che. eTale pATaNa jaina yuvaka sadhanA maMtrIe mArA ane mArI mAtAjInA saMbaMdhamAM jAhera karelA AkSepo tadana nuTTA che. vadhumAM huM aMtaHkaraNapU ka mAnuM chuM ke jaina dIkSA e pavitra ane sanmArge lai janArI che ane pU` bhAva thaye mArI paNa dIkSA levAnI IcchA che. sa. 6. zAhu zeSamala pratApacaMdrajI saMghavIpALa, mhesANA tA. 16-7-31 uparanuM lakhANa ane sahI amArI rUbarU thayAM che. maganalAla lIlAcaMda zAha. ela. sI. pI. enDa esa. aMbAlAla meAtIcaMdra dAzI, tA. 16-7-31 ( vIrazAsana, tA. 17-9-32nA aMkamAMthI utArA) tapAsa samiti samakSa raju karanAra rA. manasukhalAla DAhyAcaMda, cANasmA, (c) For Private and Personal Use Only

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zeTha maphatalAla ratanacaMda saMdhavI meAhanalAla cunIlAla zA. bhAIcaMda uttamacaMda zA. bhAgIlAla devacaMda zA. popaTalAla bhAdaracaMda saMdhavI premacaMda meAhanalAla 280 pariziSTa naM. 3 nagarazeTha tathA cha nAtanA zeThIAenA nAmathI saMghanA nAme phelAveluM juThANu pATaNanA sadhe kazeAja TharAva karyo nathI. AthI ame nIce sahi karanArAA jAhera karIe chIe ke saMvata 1985 nA bhAdaravA vada 11 ne ravivAranA roja bhegA thayela saghanI eThaka vakhate kAi paNa jAtanA tarAva thAja nathI. ane nagarazeTha tathA cha nAtanA zeThIAenI tathA bIjAnA nAmanI sahI sAthenu, TharAva thayAnuM jaNAvanAra je henDakhIla ahAra paDayuM che, te taddana juThANuM che ane janatAne khATe raste dAravavAnA A eka prapaMca che. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir zA. cImanalAla karamacaMda zA. meAhanalAla amIca da zA. amaratalAla hIrAcaMda zA. jIvAcaMda vADIlAla zA. cImanalAla sarUpacaMda zA. panAlAla cheATAlAla zA. sArAbhAI kezavalAla zA. kezavalAla popaTalAla zA. bhogIlAla kasturacaMda zA. devacaMda nAgaradAsa vigere vigere 153 sahI zivAya bIjI paNa ghaNI sahIo :: zeTha nagInadAsa karamacaMda zA. cunIlAla dolAca zA. lakhamIcaMda premacaMda zA. vADIlAla nAnacaMda zA. lakhamIcaMda khemada zA. bAlubhAI mAhanalAla zA. jesa galAla sarUpacaMda zA. sAmacaMdra mAhanalAla zA. maNIlAla laherUca da zA. bApulAla khubacaMda zA. laherUbhAI bhogIlAla zA. mAhanalAla trIbhAvanadAsa zA. bhAgIlAla karamacaMda zA. jesa galAla premaya da zA. bhogIlAla hAlAbhAI zA. laherUbhAI hAlAbhAI prasiddha thayelI che, temaja te thaelI che, For Private and Personal Use Only

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281 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir pariziSTa naM. 4 munizrI kAMtavijayajInA eDave keDe muMbAinI nAmadAra hAikA mAM karelI arajI. muni kAMtivijayajI re. hAla amadAvAda, mULa taheAmatadAra. virUddha bAI lIlAvatI, te dolAbhAi nagInadAsanI dIkarI, re. amadAvAda, nAgajI bhudaratI pALa, sAmAvAlI karIAdI. ameA mULa taheAmatadAranA vakIlanI namratApUrvaka araja e che ke :1. amArA asIla jaina sAdhu che ane saMsArane sabaMdha choDIne traNa varasa pahelAM dIkSA lIdhelI che. temanA sAdhu thayA pahelAM A sAmA vAlI temanI Arata hatI. 2. A sAmAvAlIe temanA sAme amadAvAdanA sITI mejIsTreTanI koTamAM krI, prA. kaiA, kalama 488 mujaba kheArAkInI pharIAdI mAMDelI. 3. temaneA bacAva evA hatA ke te jaina sAdhu thaelA hovAthI ane temane saMsAra tyAga karelA heAvAthI teo jAte teNInI khArAkI mATe javAbadAra nathI. temanI dIkSA eTale saMsAramAMthI maraNatulya gaNAya ane jo ke sAmAvAlInI kheArAkI tathA rahevAne mATe temanI prathama avasthAnI milkata javAbadAra che, chatAM paNa tene mATe te javAbadAra nathI. 4. chatAM paNa vidvAna mAjIsTreTa A sAthenA jajamenTamAM jaNAvyA mujaba evA TharAva karelA che ke jo ke te sAdhu thayeA che ane temanI pAse milkata nathI, chatAM tenA gujarAta mATe temanI pAse puratuM sAdhana che ane tenuM bharaNapoSaNa karavAmAM temaNe bedarakArI karI che. tethI sAmAvAlIne mAsIka rU. 25) ApavAne kArTa temanI pAsethI TharAva karelA che. pa. te TharAvathI nArAja thaine Apane rIvIjhana arajI karI vinaMti karUM chuM ke Apa nIcenI kA mAMthI rekarDa maMgAvIne te karAvarada karazeA. tenAM kAraNe! nIce mujaba che. 1. temanI pAse puratuM sAdhana che, chatAM sAmAvAlInuM bharaNapoSaNa karavAmAM temaNe bedarakArI karI che, tema TharAvavAmAM nIcenI kATanI bhUla che. 2. temanA rIvAja mujaba temanA sAdhu thayA bAda temanuM sAmAvAlI sAthenuM lagna baMdha thai gayuM che ane tethI teNInI kheArAkIne mATe te khIlakula javAbadAra nathI, evA nIcenI kArTe TharAva karavA jotA hatA. 36 For Private and Personal Use Only

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282 3. nIcenI keTe bAramIjha buddhanA kAyadA jaNAvyA, paNa tenI hakIkata ane kAnuna judA hovAthI te A kesane lAgu paDatA nathI. 4. jaina sAdhunI kAyadesara sthitine lakSamAM nahi levAmAM ane tene jaNAvavAnI jarUra nathI tema kahevAmAM nIcenI keTe bhUla karelI che. 5. te jaina sAdhu che, chatAM tenI barAkIne mATe aMgata javAbadAra che. kAraNa ke sazakta che-tema TharAvavAmAM temaNe kAyadAnI bhUla karI che. 6. nIcenI keTeno TharAva jaina saMpradAyanA mULabhUta siddhAMtathI virUddha che. tenA tyAga bAbatanA siddhAMto kAyadAthI paNa maMjura rahelA che. che. temanA sAdhu thatA pahelAM temanI pAse pUratI milkata hatI ane te milkatamAMthI sAmAvAlI pitAnI khorAkI meLavI zake tema che, te nIcenI korTe karAvavuM jetuM hatuM 8. sAmAvAlIe pite ja tenI arajImAM jaNAvyuM che ke temanI pAse 20 thI 25 hajAranI milkata che, te hakIkata nIcenI korTa joI zakI nathI. 9. A arajI zuddha buddhithI karavAmAM AvI nahotI, paraMtu te temane herAna karavAne mATe karI hatI, kAraNa ke temanA sagAMvahAlAMnI IcchA virUddha te sAdhu thayA hatA. 10. je makAnamAM sAmAvAlI rahe che, temAMnA temanA bhAgamAMthI ja teNInI khorAkI ane raheThANa mATe te milkata puratI che. 11. te arajI rada karavI joItI hatI. 12. nIcenI keTane TharAva kAyadA ane nyAyathI viruddha che. ane te mATe Apano aMtaHkaraNathI AbhAra mAnIza. muMbaI. tA. 2-11-31. sahI. eca. vI. dIveTIyA, mULa tahomatadAra eDavokeTa. For Private and Personal Use Only

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283 bAI lIlAvatIe pU. zrI kAMtivijyajI upara karela kesa saMbaMdhamAM amadAvAdanA sITI mejIsTreTa sAhebe karele nirNaya. S(c)Das amadAvAdanA sITI mAjIsTreTanI korTamAM muni kAMtivijyajI-mULa sAmAvALA bAI lIlAvatI-mULa arajadAra. nirNaya hAIkorTe temanA 12 jAnevArI 1932nA hukamathI muni kativijayajI vi. bAI lIlAvatInA kAmanAM kAgaLIo, muni kAnDivijyajI jaina sAdhu thavAthI ane vata vigere levAthI agara bIjI rIte bharaNapaghaNuM karavAne azakta thaI gayA che ke kema, te savAla upara pUrA levAnA pharamAna sAthe A korTamAM pAchAM mokalyAM che. 2. bAI lIlAvatI taraphathI traNa ane muni kAMtivijyajI taraphathI cAra sAhedone tapAsavAmAM AvyA che. dayavijayajI nAmanA sAdhue vila kareluM che, tema batAvavAne mATenA sAhedo paikI caMdulAla mohanalAla naM. rane bolAvavAmAM Avyo che, paNa A sAheda kahe che ke-huM kAMI jANato nathI. vaLI dIkSA letAM pahelAM keTaluMka devuM kareluM, te batAvavAne mATe kAMtivijayajInA dAdA cunIlAla lallubhAI nAmanA AMka 3 nA bIjA sAhedane belAvavAmAM Avela che. mArA abhiprAya mujaba nAmadAra hAIkorTe je prazna pUchaLyo che, te sAthe A be sAhedanA pUrAvAno koI saMbaMdha nathI. ghaNAja mahattvanA sAhede nIce mujaba che - 1. mI. esa. pI. badAmI, amadAvAda smolakejha kaeNTanA rITAyarDa jaja, 2. mI. amIcaMda gAviMdajI eDakeTa, ane 3. muni zrI rAmavijayajI. temAM prathamanA be jaina che ane hiMdustAnamAM jaina maMdiranA vahIvaTa vigere karanArI moTAmAM moTI ANaMdajI kalyANajInI peDhI che tenA te pratinidhi che. 3. sAhedanA purAvA parathI ema jaNAya che ke-dIkSA letAM pahelAM jaina sAdhune pAMca vrata levAnAM che ane te dazavaikAlika sUtranA prakaraNa 9 mAM jaNAvela che. tenuM che. atyaMkare kareluM bhASAMtara AMka . ra nA For Private and Personal Use Only

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284 pAnA 6 mAM ApeluM che, te pramANe pahelu' trata jIvatAM prANIone IjA karatAM aTakavAnuM ane pAMcamuM milkatane tyAga. dareka jAtanI milkatane tyAga karavA sAdhu pratijJA le che. pachI te cAhe te nAnI agara meTI, cetana ke jaDa hAya, ane te bIjA pAse paNa te milkata na rakhAve, temaja tevA kAmamAM tene na anume de : bhASAMtara AMka 6, 2 nuM pAna che : prakaraNa 3, leAka 28 ane 29 mAM gRhasthAnI sevA ane kuTuMbanA dhaMdhAthI temanu bharaNapASaNa karavuM te mahAna sAdhu mATe varjya che. vaLI A sAhedAnA pUrAvA parathI vizeSamAM ema paNa jaNAya che ke--strInuM gujarAna karavAthI agara tenuM gujarAna karavAnu bIjAne kahevAthI jaina sAdhune pAMcamA vratane bhaMga thAya che ane ADakatarI rIte pahelA vratane paNa bhaMga thAya che. ane A vratanA bhaMganI zikSA tarIke A jagatamAM te patita gaNAya che ane narake jAya che. te dazavaikAlika sUtramAM zikSAe savistara jaNAvavAmAM AvI che ane te AMka .6. 2 nA bhASAMtaranA pAnA 57, 58 mAM che. AMka 7 muni zrI rAmavijayajInI jubAnI, je kamIzanathI levAmAM AvI che, te bahu rasayukata che ane peAtAnA javAbanA TekAmAM te zAstronA AdhAra TAMke che. jeneAnI aMdara te mAnavatA ane vidvAna dhArmika gurU gaNAya che ane keTalIka dhArmika padavIe dharAve che. teethI 7, 8, 16, 17, ane 25 mA praznonA javAbamAM jaina dhArmika pustakeAmAMthI prakaraNA ane kleza TAMkIne spaSTa rIte batAve che ke-jaina sAdhu pote lIdhelAM tratA anusAra, peAtAnI strI agara sagAM sabaMdhIonuM bharaNapASaNa karI zake tevI kAMIpaNa milkata dharAvI zake nahIM ane paisA kamAI zake nahIM. prazna 11, 17, 18, 19, 20 nA javAbamAM je jaina sAdhu pote tratabhaMga kare, tene mATe zI zikSA che te batAve che. jema jaina sAdhuone dhArmika zikSaNa tathA kapaDAM ApavAmAM Ave che ane tenI gAThavaNa karavAmAM Ave che, tevIja rIte sAdhunI pUvaoNzramanI strIone mATe tenuM bharaNapoSaNa karavA zrAvakA sAthe goThavaNa karI zake' tema batAvavAnA hetuthI sAmAvALAnA vidvAna vakIla taraphathI A sAhedane ghaNA savAlA pUchavAmAM AvelA, paNa A tamAma praznonA javAba ane khAsa karIne prazna 8 ane 10 nA javAba parathI jaNAya che !--je sAdhu peAtAnI strI ane kuTuMbI janonA bharaNapoSaNa mATe upadeza kare che, te patita thAya che ane tenA vrataneA bhAjaka thAya che ane uttama mArgamAMthI patita thAya che. A duniyAmAM niMdanIya bane che ane paraleAkamAM narake jAya che-ema sakhta nukazAnane pAtra bane che. A sAhedate evA abhiprAya che ke-peAtAnA kuTuMbIo nirAdhAra thaI jAya, tevA For Private and Personal Use Only

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hetuthI sAdhu koIno tyAga karatA nathI, paraMtu te paugalika unnati karatAM pitAnA AtmAnI unnati sAdhavAnA uttama AzayathI ja te temane tyAga kare che. huM ahIM jaNAvuM chuM ke-munizrI rAmAvajayajIe tathA bIjA be sAhedee je purAvA Ape che, tenA sAme kAMI dalIla agara purAvo te purAvAne toDavAne mATe ApavAmAM AvyuM nathI. paNa phakata eTaluM ja kahevAmAM Ave che ke-arajadAre tenI strIno tyAga karI lagnanuM vrata teDI nAMkhyuM che ane jaina zAstromAM je vicAro che te Adarza tarIkenA che, paNa AcaraNIya nathI ane hAlanA samAjamAM pracalita nathI. have vidvAna vakIlanI pahelI takarArane mATe arajadAre sAmAvAlInuM bharaNapoSaNa karavAne kaI vrata lIdhuM hatuM ke nahi ane teNe te lIdhuM hoya te tenA bhaMganI zikSA muni kAMtivijayajIe dIkSA lIdhI tenA jevI che ke kema, te bAbata temaNe kAMI batAvyuM nathI. vaLI ema paNa dalIla karavAmAM Ave che ke-jene sAdhu duniyAmAM praveza paNa karI zake ane pharIthI paNa sAdhu thAya : juo AMka 5 ane 6 no pero 3 je, ane te janasamAjamAM halake paDe. te zikSA kAyadAnI kaeNTe tenI pAsethI AzA na rAkhI zake tevI te gaMbhIra nathI. paNa munizrI rAmavijayajIno pUrAvo batAve che ke-A abhiprAya sAce nathI. vaLI vidvAna vakIlane ema paNa batAvavAnI IcchA hatI ke-dhArmika siddhAMto atyAranA kALanA nathI, ane te A sakAmAM jaMgalI gaNavAmAM Ave che ane te manuSyakRta kAyadAthI ucca nathI. dAkhalA tarIke koI mANasa ahiMsaka ane asahakArI thavAnI pratijJA le ane IzvarakRta kAyadA mAne ane satya bele ane je te manuSyanA banAvelA kAyadA mujaba gUnho thAya tevuM kaI kRtya kare to AvA vratathI sarakAra tene te vhAmAMthI zuM mukita Apaze ? vakIle je A dAkhale A yo che-te baMdhabesato nathI ane A dAkhala te vakIle Ave che, temAM ane hAlanA tapAsanA aMganI bAbatamAM ghaNoja phera che. uparano purUSa keTalAka kAyadAnI avajJA karavAnuM vrata le che ane hAlanA kesamAM to purUSe potAnA AtmAnI AdhyAtmika unnati mATeja vrata lIdhAM che. arajadAranA vidvAna vakIla kahe che ke-jaina dharmanuM anusaraNa mANasane vicitratAmAM lAvI mUke che ane tenA AzayanA TekAmAM te be dAkhalA batAve che. te nIce pramANe che: 1. jyAre apAsarAmAM ( jyAM sAdhuo rahe che te sthAna ) Aga lAge, ane te 2. koI sthaLamAM duSkALa hoya. jaina dharma pramANe sAdhu pANI reDI zake nahIM, temaja Aga bujhAvavAne mATe bIjAne tema karavAne kahI zake nahIM. ane bIjA kesamAM te keI dukALa pIDitane madada karI zake nahi, kAraNa ke-tema karavAthI je vrata teNe lIdhuM che tene bhaMga thAya che. vaLI te vidvAna vakIla evI dalIla kare che ke-kapaDAM utpanna karavAM te hiMsA che, chatAM jaina sAdhu kapaDAM pahere For Private and Personal Use Only

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286 che ane A pramANe te pitAnA vratano bhaMga kare che. e kharUM che kejenA keTalAka dhArmika siddhAMta AcaraNamAM mUkI zakAya tevA nathI, paNa e yAda rAkhavuM joIe ke sAdhu A vrata jANI joIne ane marajIthI pitAnA AtmAnI AdhyAtmika unnati mATe le che. ane AjanA samAjamAM tenuM AcaraNa thaI zake ke nahIM, te paNa te AjJAo te pALe, tevI sAdhu pAsethI AzA rAkhavAmAM Ave che. 4. baMne bAju je purAvo ApavAmAM Ave che te jotAM, tathA sAhedee je zAstranA baMdhabesatA siddhAMta jaNAvyA che te jotAM, mArUM anumAna evuM thAya che ke-jaina sAdhu je pratijJA kare che, tenAthI eTale khAsa karIne pahelA ane pAMcamA vratathI koI paNa milkata rAkhI zakavAne ke pitAnI strInuM bharaNapoSaNa karavAne mATe te azakta che. amadAvAda (sahI) dhIrajalAla eca. desAI tA. 15-juna-1932. sITI mAjIsTreTa, amadAvAda, ( raju karanAra-rA. cImanalAla kezavalAla kaDIA ) muMbaI hAIkorTane chevaTane cukAdo High Court Appreciate Side, Bombay In his Majesty's High Court of Judicature at Bombay order passed by the High Court in the Caso of Muni Kantivijayji Vs. Bai Lilavati, being Criminal Application for revision No. 323 of 1931. (Curan: Beaumont, C. J. and Nanavati, J) Application allowed and the order of the lower Cuurt set aside. Sd. D. L. MEHTA 25th July 1982 Deputy Registrar. True Copy LI), . MEHTA Deputy Registrar The 10th day of August 1932. sIkko For Private and Personal Use Only

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287 pariziSTa na. 5 [dalapata ( hAla muni zrI dakSavijayajI)nA bApa caturadAsa tArAcaMde tapAsa-samiti samakSa eka laMbANa nivedana raju karyuM hatuM ane jubAnI ApI hatI. nivedanathI nakala nahi maLI zakavAthI phakta jubAnI prasiddha karI che. te paNa dalapatanI dIkSA saMbaMdhamAM ghaNuM ja ajavALuM pADe che. ] caturabhAI tArAcaMdanI jubAnI. 15--02 rahIza cANasmA, sa. tamArA keTalA chokarAe dIkSA lIdhI che ? ja be chokarAe lIdhI che. sa. uMmara keTalI che ? ja. me 19 varSano ane nAne 15 varSano che. sa, kayAre dIkSA ApelI ? ja moTAne 1987 nA mAgazara vada 2 ane nAnAne 1984 nA kArataka vada 2. sava dIkSA lIdhI te vakhate meTAnI uMmara keTalI ? ja0 18 varSa purAM. sa. nAnAnI uMmara keTalI hatI ? ja 15 varSa. sa, zuM kahevuM che ? ja dalapata mATe tene nasADI gayAnI vAta khoTI che. tenI uMmara 8 varSanI nathI. 1882 nA caitra vada 2 nA roja nizALamAMthI te guma thayelA. meM enuM lagna karavAnuM nakkI karyuM ane ene dIkSA levAnI, tethI te cAlyo gayo. huM mohane vaza thaI tapAsa karavA mahAsukhabhAI pAse madada mAMgavA gaye. sa, mahAsukhabhAI pAse kema gayA? ja te A kAmamAM AgaLa paDate bhAga le che tethI gayo. temaNe mane kahyuM ke tame sAdhunA rAgI che, mATe phojadArI karI pachI mArI pAse Ave. eTale huM vaDodarA pilIsa kamIznara pAse Avyo. meM arajI For Private and Personal Use Only

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288 karI eTale temaNe tAlukA phojadArane tapAsa karavA hukama Apyo. maganalAla phojadAra sAthe pAlI mAravADamAM tapAsa karAvI. sa tapAsamAM keTaluM kharca thayuM? ja0 500 rUA. kharca thayuM. sa. kyAM sudhI tapAsa karI ? ja be varSa sudhI tapAsa karI paNa patto lAge nahiM, eTale tapAsa cheDI dIdhI ane dhaMdhe lAgyo. chokaro uMmara lAyaka thayA pachI cItathI udepura jatAM karADA Ave che, tyAM amRtavijaya mahArAja pAse lAvaNyavijayanA ziSya tarike temanA nAmanI dIkSA lIdhI. tenuM nAma dakSavijaya pADayuM. te hakIkata mArA jANavAmAM AvI chatAM tenA kAgaLa vagara mAre javuM nahi-ema meM vicAra rAkhelo. chevaTe 1987 nA zrAvaNa mAsamAM kAgaLa AvyuM, te huM Apane batAvuM chuM. sa0 e akSara enA pitAnA che? ja hA. bAda huM nAnA chokarAne laI tyAM gayo. nAnA chokarAne be varSathI dikSA levAne bhAva hato. kesarIyAjInI jAtrA karI ame udepura AvyA. nAnA chokarAnI paNa tyAM rahevAnI IcchA thaI tethI tyAM mUkIne huM pAcho Avyo. pachI bIjo patra Avyo ke nAnAnI dIkSA levAnI IcchA thaI che, te je rajA Ape te dIkSA le. meM vicAra karyo ke AnuM lagna karavAnuM che, paNa A saMsAra asAra che tethI meM tyAM jaI dhAmadhUmathI dIkSA apAvI. sa. pahelA chokarAnI dIkSAmAM tamArI saMmati kema na lIdhI ? ja0 18 varSa pUrAM thayAM hatA mATe. mArI bhAvanA thaI ke pAMca varSathI bahAra rahI makakama rahyo te have zA mATe dIkSA na ApavI ? ane chokarAnI dIkSA vakhatano phoTo batAvyo. sa, pilIsamAM pharIyAda karI temAM 13 varSa ane sAdhue nasADavAnuM lakhAveluM ? ja hA. lakhAveluM kharuM. sava te mahAsukhabhAIe khATuM zuM kahyuM ? jai sAdhu laI gayA che-ema tapAsamAM na nIkaLyuM. chokaro enI meLe gayo hate. amAre tyAM sAdhue mAsuM kareluM eTale oLakhate. sava mahAsukhabhAIe 8 varSa kahyAM che ane 18 varSa zI rIte thayAM ? ja 1982 mAM gaye ane 1987 mAM dIkSA lIdhI. satra pAMca varSa kayAM rahyo ? For Private and Personal Use Only

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289 ja. nepALa vigere dezAvaramAM rahI abhyAsa karyo. ane nokarI karIne teNe tenuM purUM karyuM. sa dIkSA ApI te tame zA uparathI kahe che? ja amArA gAmanI eka bAIe mane vAta karelI ke huM jAtrAe gayelI. tyAM karADAmAM tamArA dalapate dIkSA lIdhI. te uparathI meM jANyuM. sava kAgaLamAM dakSiA kyAre lIdhI te lakhyuM che? ja nA. e nathI lakhyuM. sa, tenuM pAkITa che ? ja. nA. pAkITa nathI. sa, bAInuM nAma jANe che ? ja hA. menA, hAla hayAta che. sa0 bAIe chokarAne kaMI kaheluM ? ja te jAtrA karavA gayela. eTale tene kahevAnI zI jarUra ! mane te vakhata vahema thayele ke sAdhu pAse bhaNavA jato hato ane mane kaheluM ke dIkSA levAne chuM, eTale meM pharIyAda karelI. atre vADIlAla vaide jaNAvyuM ke karADA amAruM tIrtha che. tyAM zrAva konI vastI nathI. sa pAcho Ave te rAkhe kharA ? ja pAche Ave to daravAjA ughADA che. sa, kanyA maLe ? ja pAcho Ave te kanyA na maLe. kAraNa ke bIjI vakhata jatuM rahe mATe, eTale keNa kanyA Ape! 7 For Private and Personal Use Only

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290 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir pariziSTa naM. 6 saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka kamITI joga, mu. vaDAdarA. lI. sAdhvI zrI sunaMdAzrInA dharmalAbha vAMcaze.. jata mane saMsAra parathI vairAgya thavAthI, mArA gurUNIjIzrI cANasmA haiAvAthI, tyAM jaI varagheADA caDhAvI mahotsava karI saMvata 1987 nA asADha suda 13 nA rAja me dIkSA aMgIkAra karI hatI. mArI saMsArI putrI bena nAra`gI ke jenI uMmara te vakhate 11 varSanI hatI, tenI paNa ghaNA vakhatathI dIkSA levAnI atyaMta bhAvanA hovAthI meM mArI rAjIkhuzIthI rajA ApI hatI ane mArI ane seMkaDA mANasAnI rUbarUmAM teNe cANasmAmAM khUba maheAtsavapUrvaka saMvata 1987 nA asADa suda 8 nA rAja dIkSA lIdhI hatI. mArA sasArI patie temanA maraNa samaye peAtAnI upArjana karelI lagabhaga trIseka hajAranI milkata mane sAMpI hatI. A milkatane huM ane mArI dIkarI banne dIkSA levAnA heAvAthI ane tethI amAre kAMi upayAganI nihAvAthI samAjanA kalyANa arthe eka rajIsTara TrasTaDIDa karI upayoga karavAnuM dIkSA lIdhA pahelAM nakkI karyu hatuM ane amadAvAdanA pAMca pratiSThita gRhasthAne TrasTI nImyA hatA. te milkata sAthe have mAre ke mArI dIkarIne kAMi paNa saMbaMdha che . AvA mahAtsava pUrvaka thayelI mArI putrInI dIkSAne vIsanagaravALA maDAsukhabhAIe ApanI samakSa ghaNIja khoTI rIte rajI karI amArA dharmane ane dIkSAne halakA pADavA mATenA prayatna karyo che, je temanuM kRtya jaina gRhasthane khIlakula na chAje tevuM che. mATe temaNe tamArI samakSa AvI rItanA khInna je dIkSAnA banAvA kheATI rIte rajI karyAM hoya, te badhAe mahenata laI tapAsI satya tAravavA AgrahapUrvaka jaNAvuM chuM. eja tA. 2-8-1932. sAdhvI sunaMdAzrInA dharmalAbha ( te saMsArIpaNAmAM bAI suraja ) For Private and Personal Use Only

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291 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir sanyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka kamITI dvega, mu. vaDedarA, lI. sAdhvI niLAzrachanA dharmalAbha vAMcaze.. jata acapaNamAM mArI mAtAnA dharmAcaraNanI chApa mArA upara paDelI ane mane paNa dhArmi ka abhyAsa karavA, tapazcaryA karavI, sAdhvIenA upAzrayamAM rahevuM khUba gamatuM ane tethI dIkSA levAnI ghaNI utkaMThA thayelI. mArI mAtA bAI suraja ( hAla sAdhvIzrI sunaMdAzrI) ne mane dIkSA apAvavA mATe huM ghaNu kahetI, paraMtu mArI mAtAne paNa dIkSA vAnI hAvAthI, ApaNe banne sAthe laizuM-ema kahetA ane chevaTe saMvata 1987 nA asADa sudI 8 nA rAja amArA gurUNIjI mahArAja cANasmA hAvAthI ame tyAM gayA ane dIkSA ApavA vinaMti karI. mArI IcchA, mArI mAtAjInI rajA ane ceAgyatA vigere joi mane temaNe dIkSA ApI che. cANasmAmAM mArI dIkSAneA mahAtsava khUba TADhathI mArI mAtAjIe sArA paisA vAparIne karyo hatA ane AkhA gAmanA leAkeAe mArI dIkSAnA prasaMge hAjarI ApI hatI. A vakhate mArI uMmara 11 varSanI hatI. mArI mAtAjIe paNa A pachI pAMca divase eTale asADa suda 13 nA rAja tyAMja dIkSA lIdhI hatI. A prakAre thayelI mArI zAsrAkata dIkSAne mahAsukhabhAi cunIlAla zAstrathI ajJAna purUSa ayeAgya dIkSA tarIke ApanI samakSa jaNAvI gayA che, te khIlakula jIruM ane nahiM mAnavA lAyaka che. huM dIkSita avasthA khUba AnaMdamAM pALuM chuM. amArA bhaNAvavA vigere bAbatA mATe dharmozraddhALu jainA sarva prakAranI sagavaDe! bhakitathI kare che. A dIkSA pratibaMdhaka kharaDAthI sagIrAnuM hita jaLavAze nahiM, paNa sagIrAne sadAcArane mA baMdha thavAnI ulaTuM temane mATuM nukazAna thaze. mATe ame sagIrAnI TI dayAnA nAme dIkSA pratibaMdhaka na karavA tameA gAyakavADa sarakArane jarUrathI jaNAvaze. eja tA. 2-8-1932 lI. sAdhvI nirmaLAzrIjInA dharmalAbha [ tapAsa samiti upara ravAnA TapAla dvArA ] For Private and Personal Use Only

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ra92 pariziSTa naM. 7 zeSamalajInI dIkSA. viramagAmamAM paM. zrI bhaktivijayajI mahArAja pAse dIkSA lenAra mahesANAnA rahIza bhAI zeSamalajI uM. va. 18 nAno dIkSA mahotsava ujavavA mATe judA judA gRhasthA taraphathI cAra bhAre pUjAo bhaNAvAI hatI. pUjA bhaNAvavA mATe amadAvAdathI kezavalAla chaganalAlane bolAvyA hatA. dIkSAbhilASI bhAinAM gheraghera vAyaNAM, rAtrijago tathA bhAvanA vigere thatAM zrI saMghamAM sAre utsAha jaNAtuM hatuM. pi. va. 10 nA roja savAre meTA daherAsarathI mumukSu bhAIne varaghoDe caDhayo hato. vadheDe gAmamAM pharI jInamAM utaryo hato. upakaranI uchAmaNa thatAM rUA. 192) upajyA hatA. A vakhate devadravya tathA jJAnadravya vigerenI paNa vRddhi thaI hatI. dIkSAnI kriyA paMnyAsajI mahArAje karAvI hatI. A vakhate dIkSitanA mAtAjI ratanabAI hAjara hatAM. kriyA samApta thayA bAda bhAI zeSamalajInuM subodhavijayajI nAma rAkhI paMnyAsajI mahArAjanA ziSya tarike jAhera thayA hatA. te divase navadikSitane amadAvAdavALA bhagubhAInI mIlamAM rAkhavAmAM AvyA hatA. vada 11 nA roja zrI saMghe ThAThathI sAmaiyuM karI praveza karAvI upAzraye padhAryA hatA. dIkSita bhAIe mahesANA pAThazALAmAM sAro abhyAsa karela che. te divase zAha sukhalAla bhurAbhAIe nANa maMDAvI sajoDe brahmacarya vrata uccaryuM hatuM. zrIphaLanI prabhAvanA thaI hatI. ( vIrazAsana tA. 12-2-32 nA aMkamAMthI utAre ) [ raju karanAra-rA. cImanalAla kezavalAla kIA ] v pa ka For Private and Personal Use Only

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293 pariziSTa naM. 8 zrImaMta sarakAra saM. dI. pra. nibaMdha kamITI sabhyo joga, mu. vaDodarA. huM nIce sahI karanAra bAI maNI aMbAlAla kilAcaMdanI dIkarI mULa rahevAsI unAvA-hAla mahesANA, A khulAsAthI Apane jaNAvuM chuM keApanI rUbarU visanagaravALA mahAsukhabhAI cunIlAle jubAnImAM mArA be dIkarAo bhAI motIlAla hAla munizrI mahodayasAgarajI ane amRtalAla e hAla munizrI abhayasAgarajInI dIkSAone ghaNIja khoTI rIte raju karI, mane ane sAdhuone utArI pADavAno ghaNo kharAba prayatna karyo che. mATe Apa temanA kahevA upara bIlakula bharUse rAkhazo nahiM ane satya hakIkata nIce mujaba che, je vAMcI vicArazojI to mAluma paDaze ke mahAsukhabhAIe kharI vAtane ApanAthI chupAvI dIkSA saMbaMdhamAM khoTI vAte raju karI che. huM mArA dhaNI mULacaMda zeTha ane mArA be putro motIlAla ne amRtalAla tathA dIkarI savitAbena muMbaImAM rahetA hatA. mArA dhaNI dalAlImAM sArUM pedA karatA ane ame sukhI hatA. mane ane mArA dhaNane dharma upara sArI zraddhA hatI--ema kahevAya ane tethI ame banne vrata, paccakhANa, tapazcaryA, pUjA vigere niyamita karatA ane sAdhuno vega hoya te vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA jaIe. bALake te jevuM jUe tevuM zIkhe, eTale amAre vicAro ne AcArenI chApa bALake upara paNa paDI ane teo bacapaNathIja dahere upAzraye AvavA haTha letA ane moTo dIkaro motIlAla chaeka varSanI uMmarathI rAtribhojana karato nahi, ekAsaNuM evuM tenAthI bane te vrata paNa kare ane amArI sAthe vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA paNa Ave. tenuM mana paNa dharmane abhyAsa karavAmAM tathA dhArmika kriyAo tarapha kudaratI rIte ja vadhAre kheMcAtuM. ame patipatni banne dIkSA levAnA vicAra karatA. A asara paNa temanA upara paDatI ane moTA putra motIlAlanI ATha varSanI uMmare dIkSA levAnI IcchA thaI. roja amane kahe dIkSA apA, paNa ame vicAra karIe ane pachI te te khUba haTha kare. ame paNa tenI uttama mArge javAnI IcchA joI sAdhunA AcArane samajAvatA ane tene lAyakanA vadhu niyamo paLAvavA mAMDyA. chevaTe tene lAyaka thayelo jANI dIkSA apAvavAno vicAra cokkasa karyo. ame paramapUjya zrI sAgarAnaMdasUrIzvarajI mahArAjathI dharma pAmelA hovAthI ane te vakhate teo jAmanagara hovAthI, amo badhA For Private and Personal Use Only

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294 motIlAlane dIkSA apAvavA mATe tyAM gayA. tyAMnA zeTha popaTabhAI jeo amArA oLakhItA hatA, temane maLyA ane motIlAlane occhavapUrvaka dIkSA apAvavA amo AvyA chIe te jaNAvyuM. cAra pAMca divasa pachI muhUrta sAruM hovAthI, te divasa nakkI karyo. tyAMnA jaina yuvaka saMdhavALAne A vAtanI khabara paDI ke teo te dIkSAnA virodhI eTale ame chokarAnA kharA mAbApaja nathI, chokare upADI lAvyA chIe, vecyo che vigere go urADI. tyAM amArI tapAsa mATe saMdha bhego thayo, ame badhAnI jubAnIo lIdhI ane badhAnI khAtrI thaI chatAM teoe dIkSAnA pathIja, mahArAje amArA chokarA motIlAlane dIkSA ApavI nahiM, evo TharAva karyo ane rAjyanA adhikArIne khoTI arajI karI, manAI hukama lAvyA. ame te paradezI, dharmazALAmAM utarelA, tyAM AvIne amane aneka rIte herAna karyA, oraDI khAlI karAvI. A badhAthI ame bahu duHkhI thayA ane tyAMthI amadAvAda gayA ne tyAM jaI AcArya zrI vijayasiddhisUrIzvarajInA hAthe motIlAlane seMkaDo mANasanI rUbarUmAM dIkSA apAvI. tyArapachI mArA dhaNI mulacaMda zeThe hAla muni dharmasAgarajIe paNa dIkSA lIdhI. bIje putra amRtalAla dIkSAnI bhAvanAvALo thayA pachI yogya jaNAya tyAre zrI sAgarAdasUrIzvarajI zaMkhezvara hovAthI, tyAM huM ane mArI bA banne gayA ane temanI pAse dIkSA apAvI. A dIkSA apAtA pahelAM ame Tela paDAvI hatI ane varaghoDe caDhAvIne dIkSA apAvavI hatI, paraMtu mAMDaLanA keTalAka tophAnI chokarAoe dhamAla karavAthI varaghoDe baMdha rAkhavo paDyo ane duHkhI hRdaye emane ema dIkSA ApavI paDI. temanuM nAma munizrI abhayasAgarajI che. hAla mArA banne putra temanA saMsArI pitA munizrI dharmasAgarajI pAse khUba AnaMdathI dIkSA pALe che ane abhyAsa paNa sAro kare che, ne DabhoI cAturmAsa che. huM temane vaMdana karavA vaDodarA paMdara divasa upara AvelI, tyAreja gaI hatI. AvI dIkSAone mahAsukhabhAI chekarAne laI gayA ke upADI gayA ne dIkSA ApI dIdhI-ema kahe che, te sadaMtara che. mArI AjIvikAnI vyavasthA amArI sthiti mujaba mArA dhaNIe dIkSA lIdhA pahelAM sArI rIte karelI che. mArI IcchA paNa cAritra levAnI ja che, paraMtu mArI dIkarI nAnI hovAthI rekAI chuM. te yogya thAya ke tarataja dIkSA laIza. eja tA. 29-7-3ra. bAI maNInI sahI aMbAlAla kilAcaMdanI dIkarI da, pita, [ tapAsa samiti upara ravAnA TapAla dvArA ] For Private and Personal Use Only

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pariziSTa naM. 9 1. impIrIala gejheTIaranA prathama pustakanA 16 mA pAne A viSe jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM che ke : The numerical strengih of the Jains is nur 1 million and it shows a tendency to decrease, but this is more nowinal than real. As their seems to be ag rowing disposition among them to discribe themselves as Hindus. bhAvArtha -hAlamAM jene tera lAkha che ane te temane ghaTADe batAve che. paNa A AMkaDA sAcA nathI, nAmanA ja che. kAraNa ke temane keTaloka bhAga potAnI jAta ane hiMdu vacceno taphAvata nahi samajavAthI potAne hiMdu lakhAve che. - ImpIrIala gejheTIaranA saMpAdakanuM uparokta kathana tana vAstavika che. te ApaNe pAchalA census Report uparathI spaSTa joI zakIe chIe. jemake - I. sa. 187ra nA sensasa rIporTamAM kaccha rAjyamAM jaina vastI 65873 mANasonI jaNAvelI che. jyAre I. sa. 1921 nA sensasa rIpa mAM te ja rAjyamAM jyAM AkhAM gAmanAM gAmo ane pradezo mAtra jainothI vaselA che, tyAM phakta 8289 jaina vastI batAvelI che. mAtra 40 varSamAM ATale ghaTADe tadana azakya che. ATalA moTA ghaTADAnuM kAraNa census Report nI bhUlanuM ja kAraNa che. uparanI noMdha ane bIjI paNa keTalIka amee karelI gaNatrI uparathI spaSTa samajI zakAya che ke Aje jaina vastInA je AMkaDA raju karavAmAM AvyA che te tadana bhUlabharelA ane adhUrA che. vAstavika rIte jainonI saMkhyA tera lAkha karatAM ghaNuM ja vadhAre che. kadAca vIsathI pacIsa lAkha jeTalI paNa jarUra thAya. A mATe jaina vastI gaNatrInI svataMtra goThavaNa thavI khAsa Avazyaka che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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296 pariziSTa naM. 10 1. kaMcanabhAI bahena-zrIyuta uttama kApaDIyAnA suputrI ane suratanA vatanI hatA. temaNe 28 varSanI uMmare pa. pU. zrI sAgarAnaMdasUrizvarajInI suhaste suratamAMja khUba mahotsava pUrvaka saM. 1988 nA vai. su. 3 nA roja dIkSA aMgIkAra karI che. temanuM nAma sAdhvI kusumazrI ane temanA gurUNajI sAdhvIjIzrI caMpAzrIjI che. A henanA patie paNa thoDAja divasa pahelAM pU. AcAryazrI kIma gAme hovAthI, tyAM jaI dIkSA aMgIkAra karI hatI. A saMbaMdhI kaMcana bahenanA baMdhu jhaverI khImacaMda uttamacaMde paNa samiti samakSa AvI jubAnI ApI che. jUo pariziSTa na. 21. nemI hena-zrIyuta cunIbhAi vakhArIyAnA suputrI ane suratanA vatanI hatA. temaNe 40-41 varSanI uMmare temanI traNa cAra lAkhanI milkatano meha utArI, te milkata pAramArthika kAmamAM vAparI, pa. pU. zrI sAgarAnaMdasUrizvarajInA sahate suratamAMja khUba mahotsava pUrvaka dIkSA aMgIkAra karI hatI. temanuM nAma sAdhvI nirmaLAzrIjI ane temanA gurUNIjI sAdhvI zrI tilakazrIjI che. 3. kaMcana hena-jhaverI hIrAbhAI maMchubhAInA suputrI ane suratanA vatanI hatA. temaNe 19 varSanI uMmare zrImaMta pitAnI chAyAmAMthI chUTI pa. pU. zrI sAgarAnaMdasUrizvarajInA suhaste suratamAMja khUba mahotsava pUrvaka vai. su. 6 nA roja dIkSA aMgIkAra karI che. temanuM nAma sAdhvI kamaLathIjI ane temanA gurUNIjI sAdhvIjI zrI hIrazrIjI che. A saMbaMdhamAM jhaverI hIrAbhAI maMchubhAIe pote paNa samiti samakSa jubAnI ApI che. jeo pariziSTa na. 19. lIlAvatI bahena-zrIyuta mULacaMdabhAI adAlatavALAnA suputrI ane suratanA vatanI hatA. temaNe 15 varSanI kumArIkAvasthAmAM ja 5. pU. zrI sAgarAnaMdasUrizvarajInA sahaste suratamAMja vai. su. 6 nA roja khUba mahotsava pUrvaka dIkSA aMgIkAra karI che. temanuM nAma sAdhvItrI vimaLazrIjI ane temanA gurUNIjI sAdhvI zrI hIrazrIjI che. uparokta cAre dIkSA mahotsavamAM temanAM sagAMvahAlAM sAthe suratanI jaina ane jainetara prajAe ulaTa bharyo bhAga lIdho hato. (muMbAI samAcAra tA. 1ra-5-kara no utAre) For Private and Personal Use Only

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pariziSTa naM. 11 saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdha nibaMdhanI tapAsa arthe nImAyelI samitinA sabhyo bhega. mu. vaDodarA, huM nIce sahI karanAra parIkha rIkhavacaMda hemacaMda jaNAvavAnI rajA lauM chuM ke vIsanagaravALA mahAsukhabhAI cunIlAle ApanI samakSa jubAnI ApatA sagIra dIkSAnA anarthonI eka yAdI ApI che, je jAhera vartamAnapatromAM prasiddha thaI che. te uparathI jaNAya che ke mArA bhAI tArAcaMda uMmara varasa 16nI amadAvAdamAM thayelI dIkSAne, amane ane dIkSA ApanAra sAdhune halakA pADavA mATe mahAsukhabhAIe ghaNIja cheTI hakIkata sAthe jaNAvyuM che, je saMbaMdhamAM kharI hakIkata nIce mujaba che - mArA bhAI tArAcaMde saMvata 1887nA Aso suda 11nA roja amadAvAdamAM bIrAjatA paramapUjya AcArya zrI sAgarAnaMdasUrizvarajI pAse dIkSA lIdhI hatI. mAre bhAI dIkSA lIdhA agAu cAra cha mahinAthI mahArAja sAheba pAse dararoja bhaNavA jato hato ane bacapaNathI kudaratI rIte ja tenAmAM dharmanA saMskAra ghaNAja sArA hatA. vaLI tenuM mana tyAgamArga tarapha vizeSa hatuM, A badhA anukuLa saMjogo joI ane tenI paNa khUba IcchA thavAthI, amArI saMmatithI AcArya mahArAja pAse amoe dIkSA apAvI hatI. mArA bhAIne koI dIkSA apAvavA amadAvAda upADI gayuM nahotuM ke amArI ke tenI marajI virUddha AcArya mahArAje dIkSA ApI nathI. eja tA. 21-7-32. lI. parIkha rIkhavacaMda hemacaMda, sahI dA. pite hAla mu. amadAvAda, ghAMcInI piLa. [ tapAsa samiti upara ravAnA TapAla dvArA ] For Private and Personal Use Only

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298 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir pariziSTa naM. 12 bAI gajIe ( pU. zrI kusumavijayajInA pitA ) peAtAnA dhaNI upara mAM DelI krIAdanuM amadAvAdanA DI. jaja mI. jI. DevIse ApeluM vidvatApUrNa jajamenTa. amadAvAda DIsTrIkaTa jaja sAhebanI kAmAM, paracuraNa ra0ra naMbara 135 sane 1930, arajadArNa-mAI gaccha, sAmAvALA-bhAgIlAla cunIlAla vi. keTalIka rIte te A duHkhamaya kesa che. sAmAvALA naM. 1 bhAgIlAla cunIlAla dharmaparAyaNa che ane teo sAmAvALA naM. 2 mahArAja vijayamedhasUrijInA ziSya agara celA che. temanI strI khAi gajIe A arajI karelI che. te vijayamedhasUrijI jaina sAdhu che ane naM. 2nA dhArmika gurU che. arajadAra kahe che ke-dIkSAnI kriyA khAnagI rIte ane teNInI marajI virUddha karavAmAM AvelI hatI. je jIvana mATe tene arpaNa karavAmAM Avela che, tenuM pariNAma paNa te khALaka samajI zake tema nathI. sagIrane khApa sAmAvALAnA naM. 1 kahe che ke-te chekarA sukhI che ane je jIvana mATe tene arpaNa karavAmAM AvyA che, tenuM svarUpa te barAbara samajI zake tema che. tenI mAe paNa temAM saMmati ApelI che. ane sAmAvALA naM. 1te dIkSA laI saMsAra tyAga karavAnI icchA che, eTaluM ja nahiM paraMtu temanA dIkarAtI dIkSA vakhate A arajadAraNanI paNa dIkSA levAnIja IcchA hatI, paraMtu teNInA ApanA samajAvavAnA pariNAme te have badalAi gaI che. sAmAvALA naM. 1 kahe che kesagIranA gurU sAmAvALA naM. 2 have te sagIranA kAyadesara vAlI che. paraMtu jo kAnA judo ja abhiprAya thAya teA vAlI tarIke bApanI nImaNuMka thavI joIe. arajadAraNanI arajI AMka 1 che ane sAmAvALA naM 1ne lekhita javAba AMka 14 che. baMnne taraphathI ghaNI epIDevITA thaelI che. AMka 21thI 38 ane AMka 39nA lIsTa sAthe raju thai che. huM ekadama jaNAvuM chuM ke jaina sAdhuonA Azrama uttama paMktinA che. arajadAraNu agara tenA madadagArA taraphathI tenI aMdara anIti For Private and Personal Use Only

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299 agara agya vartananA AkSepanuM sucana sarakhuM paNa karavAmAM AvyuM nathI. A Azrama, jJAna ane temAMnA sabhyonA tapa mATe prasiddha che, ane kharekhara sagIra jevA bALakomAMthI ja jaina dharmanA gurU ane AgevAna thaelA che ane temanA tarapha ucca mAna ane AdarabhAvanI draSTithI jovAmAM Avela che. vaLI meM sagIrane joyela che ane tene AMka 4pane javAba paNa lIdhela che. te buddhizALI ane 5 uMmare pahoMce che. te dekhItI rIte tenA jIvanamAM sukhI che. te kahe che ke-huM te Azrama badalIne bIje jaIza nahi ane tenI mA paNa kabUla kare che ke-te tyAM sukhI che, paNa have tenAmAMthI dhArmika vegano Ubhara vahI gayo che ane tethI svAbhAvika rIte ane teNInA bApanI madadathI tene ekano eka dIkaro, je tene kevaLa AdhAra rUpa che, te pitAne pAcho maLe te jovAnI tenI IcchA thAya. teNInA saMtoSanI khAtara te chokarAnA gurUbadhu tathA tenA gurathI khaseDAvIne teNInA vakIlanA makAnamAM te maLI zake tevo meM TharAva karelo. te bAI kahe che ke-te chekaro tenA jIvanamAM sukhI che, paraMtu te chokare teNunI sAthe javAne khuzI che, evuM te bAInuM kahevuM huM mAnya karato nathI. je te chokarAe tevuM kahyuM hota, to jarUra arajadAraNe tenA vakIlane te kahyuM hatuM ane A agatyanI bAbata tenI AMka 27nI arajImAM paNa jaNAvI hata. vaLI te kriyA bAbata teNIne ThagavAmAM AvI hatI, agara te te nAkhuza hatI, evuM teNuMnuM kahevuM paNa huM svIkAra nathI, tene pheTogrApha levAmAM Avyo hato. AMka 16 ane 15 ane teNInI pAse eka bAI caMpA che. te bAI caMpAnA makAnamAM te amadAvAdamAM rahetI hatI ane je mANaso muMbAIthI AvelA temanI sAthenA jayaMtilAlanI e sagI hatI. jayaMtilAla tenI bahenane dIkaro che ane jayaMtilAlanA bApanI bahena bAI caMpA che. amadAvAdamAM te AvI tyArabAda trIje divase tA. 28 jAnyuArI sane 1930nA roja dIkSA ApavAmAM AvI hatI. te dIkSA vakhate ghaNu mANaso hAjara hatAM, vADAnI bahAra bapore pheTe levAmAM Avyo hato. teNunA pitAnA mAthA upara kiyAnAM kapaDAMvAlI TApalI hatI, teNInI pitAnI kabulAta mujaba te kriyA karyA bAda caMpA sAthe be divasa rahI hatI ane vaLI jyAre te pATaNa pAchI AvI, tyAre pATaNamAM tenA bApane gherathI teNe caMpAne phakata kAtilAla kevaLa sukhI che ke kema teTalI ja tapAsa karavA lakhyuM hatuM. For Private and Personal Use Only

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300 vaLI vadhArAmAM te kabula kare che ke-jyAre teNIe muMbAI cheDayuM, te vakhate tenA be pADozIoe je kare saMsAratyAga karI dIkSA levAne hatuM, tene rUpIo ApyuM hatuM. teNInA potAnA kahevA mujaba ane teNInA lekhI javAba mujaba muMbaImAM caLavaLa hatI ane dAvo thavAnI paNa taiyArI hatI, te vAta khoTI che. teNInuM hAlanuM valaNa tenA bApanI asarane lIdhe tathA tene dhaNI saMsAratyAga karI tene vidhavA sthitimAM ane ekalI mUkIne javAno hovAthI, tenA dIkarAne pAchuM meLavavAnI svAbhAvika jijJAsAthI thaela che. tenA dhaNIe tenA mATe sArI milkata mUkI che. te uparathI tene nahi jevo ja dilAse maLe. bApa saMsAra choDIne jAya te uparathI tenI strIne tyAga karavAne paNa samAveza thAya che. A hakIkatane pariNAme virodha janma, paNa A arajI sAthe tene khAsa saMbaMdha nathI. bApa je ke vidyAthI taiyAra thaelo che, chatAM haju teNe dIkSA grahaNa karI nathI, paNa kAyadA mujaba sagIranI bAbatamAM tenI icchAne tenI mAtA karatAM vadhAre prAdhAnya ApavAnuM che. gArDIana vaoNrDajha ekaTanI kalama 18 mujaba bApa vAlI tarIke nAlAyaka thayo che, agara te teNe tenA chokarAne tyAga karyo che ane tethI ja tenI mA vAlI tarIke nImI zakAya tema che. paNa jyAM sudhI A hakIkata sAbIta na thAya, tyAM sudhI bApanI ja IcchA baLavAna che. tenA lekhI javAbamAM bApa jaNAve che ke-sagIranA dhArmika gurU sAmAvALA naM. 2 tenA kAyadesara vAlI che ane je korTane te egya na lAge te tenA bApane vAlI tarIke nImavo joIe. bApa chokarAne kAyadesara vAlI che ane kalama 19mAM jaNAvelI zarata sivAya keTe daramyAnagIrI karI zake nahi. AvI hakIkata chatAM paNa jo bApa vAlI na heya ane teNe tenuM vAlIpaNuM choDI dIdhuM che tema kahevAya ane te kahe che tema te chokarAnA vAlI gurU che, te hakIkatathI paNa ja te bApanuM vAlIpaNuM gayuM che tema kahevAya, te paNa je jIvana mATe te chokarAne arpavAmAM Avyo che ane jyAM AgaLa sukha ane zAMti nirbhaya che, te jIvanamAMthI pAchuM lAvavAnuM mane kAMI paNa kAraNa jaNAtuM nathI. je bApa marI gayo hoya te paNa tenI tenA chokarAnI dhArmika keLavaNI bAbatanI icchAne keTe mAna ApavuM joIe. juo cAnsarI 10 pA. 60 agara elIsa vI. leselIsa. A kesamAM cheka 14 varSane che, tethI 14 varSanA choka For Private and Personal Use Only

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301 rAnI IrachAne lakSamAM levI joIe. juo 24 cAnsarI 317. agara elIsa vI. lelIsa tethI je bApa dIkSA le ane tene dIvAnI rAha parAya gaNavAmAM Ave te paNa tenA dIkarAnI dhArmika vidyA bAbata tenI IcchA lakSamAM levI joIe. tethI bApa tenA dIkarAnA vAlIpaNuM mATe nAlAyaka che, tevuM jyAM sudhI batAvavAmAM na Ave, tyAM sudhI bApanI sattAmAM daramyAnagIrI A kaTa karI zake nahi. vaLI chokarAnuM sAMsArika hita heya to paNa A bAbata arajadAranA vakIlane kabula karavI paDelI, te pachI AvA prakAranuM arpaNa te chokarAnA hita virUddha hatuM te kevI rIte kahI zakAya ? evI dalIla karavAmAM Ave che ke-gArDIanane kAyado phakta A lokanA chokarAnA sukha bAbatane che, te dalIla kevaLa rada karavA jevI che. A chokarAne brahmacarya, tapa ane svAdhyAyane mATe tenuM jIvana arpavAmAM AvyuM che. (ane jyAM sudhI te ekalo nirbhayapaNe na rahI zake tyAM sudhI) tenA gurUnA Azraya nIce tene rAkhavAmAM Avaze. te chokarAne A jIvanamAM sukha maLyuM che ane tene bhaviSyamAM tevuM sukha nahi rahevAnuM koI kAraNa nathI. (ane je tene tevuM susu na maLe te saMsAramAM pAchAM AvatAM tene koI aTakAve tema nathI, te vAta kabula karavAmAM Ave che.) arajadAranA ekanA eka dIkarAne pAcho maLe tevI tenI mAnI IcchAnI huM atyaMta kadara karuM chuM, chatAM paNa A prasaMge mane pAcho ApavAnI kAyadA pramANe sattA nathI ane tevI sattA kadAcane hota, to paNa teNInI araja maMjura karavI te sagIrane hitAvaha nathI, tethI A arajI rada karavAmAM Ave che. A kesanA saMjogo jotAM huM kharca bAbata kAMI paNa TharAva karatA nathI. tA. 30-3-1931 sahI. jI. DevIsa, -DisTrIkaTa jaja. (raju karanAra-rA. manasukhalAla DAhyAcaMda, cANasmA) For Private and Personal Use Only

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302 pariziSTa naM. 13 zrImaMta sarakAra saM. pra. ni. kamITInA sabhyo joga, arajadAra netA sakaracaMda kevaLadAsa mesANAvALAnI araja e che ke, mArA chokarA metA vRjalAla sakaracaMdanI dIkSA ayogya che, evuM mahAsukhabhAI (vIsanagaravALA) ApanI pAse kahI gayA che, evuM meM chApAmAM vAMceluM che. A vAta tadana khoTI che, kAraNake mAre chokaro nAnapaNathI dharmamAM sAro jIva rAkhato hato ane mahArAja sAhebane paNa e dIkSA le te huMzIyAra thaze ema jaNAyeluM, tethI meM mArI rAjIkhuzIthI enA AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya temAM aMtarAya mAre na karavo joIe, ema samajIne mArI rAjIkhuzIthI occhava karIne dIkSA apAvI che. ene ayogya kahe te haDahaDatuM khoTuM che. sAheba AvA juThThA sAkSIo upara kAMI bharoso rAkhavo nahiM. vadhAre kAMI pUchavuM hoya te huM sAheba hAjara chuM. eja araja tA. tA. 15-7-32 lI. metA sakaracaMda kevaLadAsa dA. pate, sakaracaMda kevaLadAsanI jubAnI tA. 15-1-32 rahIza mesANA, uM. va. 34 saba tamAro chokaro kyAM che ? ja amadAvAdamAM che. 15 varSanI uMmare dIkSA lIdhI. sa. dIkSA kayAre lIdhelI? ja. gayA cheSa mahinAmAM dIkSA lIdhI. sava dIkSA kayAM lIdhI ? ja amadAvAdamAM dIkSA lIdhI. sa, tamArI saMmatithI dIkSA ApelI ? ja hA. mArI rAjIkhuzIthI dIkSA ApI che. koI kahetuM hoya ke rAjI khuzI nahatI, te te beThuM che. sa. zA mATe dIkSA ApelI ja pitAnA AtmAnuM kalyANa karavA mATe. tenI temaja mArI baMnenI IcchAthI dIkSA ApelI. For Private and Personal Use Only

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303 sakeTalA chokarA che? ja traNa chokarA hatA. temAMthI A moTo cheka hatA. sa, kayAM sudhI bhaNele hatuM ? ja gujarAtI pAMca cepaDI bhaNelo hate. sa, dIkSA levAno vicAra tene zAthI thayo ? ja amAruM gharaja dharma ane amArA saMskAra jajUe eTale ene dIkSA levAnI IcchA thayelI. sa. tarata dIkSA ApelI ? amadAvAdamAM vIzImAM jamato hato. pahelAM upadhAna karelAM, mahArAja pAse bhaNavA jatA hatA. paricayane mATe be mahinA pahelA ke phAve che ke kema te jovA mATe raheze. pachI tenI icchA thavAthI mane bolAvelo ane varaghoDe caDhAvIne meM dIkSA apAvI. pahelI dIkSA amadAvAdamAM ApI ane vaDI dIkSA yogavahana karAvIne mesANAmAM ApI. atre vADIlAla vaide jaNAvyuM kepahelI dIkSA ane vaDI dIkSAnI saghaLI hakIkata ame pUrI pADIzuM. ja 0 pariziSTa naM. 14 me. dIkSA kamITInA sAhebe jega, mu. vaDodarA, ame nIce sahI karanAranI araja che je amArI dIkarI nAme bena buddhimatinI dIkSA saMvata 1988 nA vaizAkha mAsamAM ame amArI rAjIkhuzIthI sAdhvIjI mahArAja zrI hIrazrIjI pAse apAvI che ane te tyAM bahu AnaMdathI pALe che. mahAsukhabhAIe jaNAvyuM che ke tenA pitA gujarI gayA che te vAta taddana khoTI che. ame enA pitA mAtA bane tathA dAdA tathA dAdIo tathA mosALa pakSa sAthe rahI dakSA apAvI che. te saMbaMdhI mahAsukhabhAIe khoTI hakIkata Apane kahI che. eja araja tA. 17-7-32. zA, nagInadAsa bApulAla da. pita, buddhimati benanA dAdA zA. caMdulAla nagInadAsa sahI da. pita, buddhimatinA pitA bena naMdanabena lalubhAI sahI da. pote, buddhimatinI mAtA [ tapAsa samiti upara ravAnA TapAla dvArA ] For Private and Personal Use Only

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304 pariziSTa naM. 15 maherabAna sAheba dIkSA kamITI, mu. vaDAdarA. meM chApAmAM vAMcyuM che ke vIsanagaravALA mahAsukha cunIlAla mA chokarA ramaNIkalAlanI dIkSAnI bAbatamAM jI jITuM kahI gayA che, te sAheba bahu khoTuM karyuM che ane badhA chApAmAM vAMcanArA mane cuTI khAya che. mATe sAheba mArI hakIkata kahevA AvyeA chuM, paNa e chApAmAM chapAve. sAheba na chapAvA te| mArI AbarUne sAheba bahu dhakko lAgaze ane AvuM jI jI sAheba Ape na sAMbhaLavuM bhedae. vadhAre kAMi pUchyuM TAya tA huM sAheba hAjara chuM ane A phoTA batAvuM chuM, temAM huM mahArAja sAheba sAtheja ubhA chuM. eTale sAheba dIkSA vakhate huM hAjara hatA, te Apa mAharI joDe meLavIne khAtrI karA. dIkSA lenAra mAharA ekanA eka karA, tenA sivAya bIjuM kAMI mAre pharajaMda nathI. mAharA cheAkarAne jIva mULathI dharmomAM hatA, jethI meM mAharI saMmatithI dIkSA apAvI che ane labdhisUrijI mahArAja pAse dIkSA apAvI che. tA. 15-7-32. lI. zA. DAhyAbhAI hemacaMdabhaNavALA Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir DAhyAbhAi hemacaMdanI jubAnI sa. ramaNIkalAla tamArA chekarA hatA ? 40 hA. sa. keTalA varSanA hatA? ja 13 vanA. sa. tene dIkSA kayAre lIdhI ? ro sa. kayAM lIdhI? 40 kapaDavaMjamAM, rahIza damaNa, uM. va. 50 gayA mAgazara suda bIjanA divase. mArUM saranAmuM. zA. DAhyAbhAi hemacaMda De. jaina derAsara pAse, damaNuM. For Private and Personal Use Only tA. 15-7-32

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305 ja rahIza damaNanA ane tyAM kema dIkSA lIdhI ? sa0 chokarAnI bhAvanA pahelethIja dIkSA levAnI hatI. mahArAja sAheba damaNa AvelA tyAranI tenI bhAvanA hatI. te pachI muMbAI mahArAja sAheba AvelA tyAre paNa chokarAe mane kaheluM, paNa meM kaheluM hamaNAM nahiM. tyArapachI ame pAlItANA jAtrA karavA jatAM hatAM. jAtrA karIne AvatAM rastAmAM kapaDavaNaja mahArAja sAhebane vAMdavA gayA. tyAM tenI bhAvanA thaI ane mane kahyuM ke dIkSA apA. meM kahyuM ke pachI apAvIza. paNa tenI bhAvanA makkama joI meM rAjIkhuzIthI varaghoDe caDhAvIne khUba dhAmadhUmathI dIkSA apAvI. paNa dIlagIrI to e thAya che ke mahAsukhabhAI kahe che ke huM raData kakaLato hato, te vakhatano phoTo huM raju karuM chuM, te Apa juo ke huM raDato kakaLato hato ? sa. keTalA chokarA hatA. ja ekaja chokaro hato. sava dIkSA khuzIthI apAvI ? ja hA. huM to ghaNo khuzI hate. kAraNake saMsAra te asAra che, eTale dIkSA grahaNa karI AtmakalyANa karavuM eja sAcuM sukha che. sa0 haDa karelI ? ja haTha bIlakula nahIM karelI. sakayA mahArAja pAse apAvI ? ja, labdhisUri mahArAja pAse. sa. dIkSA ApyA pahelAM sAdhu pAse laI gayA hatA? ja labdhisUri mahArAje mArA samakSa chokarAne pUcheluM ke badhA AcAra vicAra pALavA paDaze. mane moDhe barAbara yAda nathI. emanI sAthe traNa cAra bIjA paNa bALake hatA. 8-10-15-18 varSanA hatA. teoe pahelAM dIkSA lIdhelI. For Private and Personal Use Only

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306 pariziSTa naM. 16 zrI. phA. ta. naveMbara 15. ni. 9, sAkSIdAranI jubAnI. kI. mu. naMbara 23/85 sane 1928-29 vAdarA prAMtanA phojadArI nyAyAdhIzI varga 1 nI rUbarU. huM mArA dharmo pramANe segana upara lakhAvuM chuM kemArUM nAma ane vijaya-jIvaNulAla.... mArA bApanuM nAma nAthAlAla.. mArI ummara Asare 13 varSanI.. mArI jAta jaina sAdhu.... mArA kasaba sAdhune huM rahevAsI hAla gAma nakkI nathI..... chuM huM mULa DabhAInA vatanI chuM. mArA pAlaka nagInadAsa nAthAbhAI hatA. te mArA sagA bhAi thatA hatA. mArA Apa mArA janma thatAM pahelAM gujarI gayA che. mArI mA kayAre gujarI gayAM te yAda AvatuM nathI, kAraNa te gujarI gayAM tyAre huM nAnA hatA. tyArathI mArUM pAlaNa-peASaNa mArA bhAI karatA hatA. huM nizALe jatA hatA. DabhAimAM huM gujarAtI cha cepaDI bhaNyeA. pachI aMgrejI bhaNavAnI zarUAta karI, ne gayA jAnevArI mahinAmAM aMgrejI bIjI ceApaDI pasAra karI. cAreka mahinAthI me nizALa cheADI dIdhI hatI, kAraNa ke mane dIkSAnI bhAvanA thaI hatI. huM dharmanAM pustakA cha sAta mahinAthI vAMcatA hatA. me ghaNI cepaDIyeA mArA dharmAMnI vAMcI. ekapaNa cApaDInuM nAma huM kahI zakuM nahi. te mane yAda nathI. pAMca cha mahinAthI ghaNA jaina munie bhAImAM AvyA hatA. te upadeza karatA hatA te te upadeza huM sAMbhaLatA hatA. temAM saMsAra asArane upadeza hatA. te upadeza sAMbhaLIne mane saMsAra asAra lAgyA ane vairAgya utpanna thayA, jethI huM dIkSA levAnA prayatna karatA hatA. meM mArA bhAIne kahyuM ke A saMsAramAM mane kAMI rahasya lAgatuM nathI, mATe mane dIkSA levA do. bhAie kahyuM ke hamaNAM nahi; hajI vakhata javA do. be mahinAnA vAyadA karatA hatA. For Private and Personal Use Only

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307 huM nizALe jato hato, paNa mArI ummaranA nizALamAM mAro koI bhAI baMdha sebatI nathI. dIkSA levAnI vAta meM mArA bhAI sivAya mAra kuTuMbanI bhAbhI, bahena emane vAta karI hatI. temaNe kahyuM ke ame zuM karIe ! mArI bahena DabhoI che ane DabhoImAM paraNI che. ummare meTI che bhAI bhAbhI mane ghaNo trAsa ApatA hatA. mArI dhamanI bhAvanAne khalela karatA hatA. khAvApIvAmAM trAsa karatA hatA. mane azAMti hatI. mane kAMI pUchatA nahotA. huM je male te khAI leto hato. bhAbhI tathA bhAI pote sAruM khAya ne mane sAruM na Ape. rasoI ekaja thatI hatI. te sarakhI thatI hatI temAM phera nahi, paNa azAMti kharI. saMbhALa na rAkhe, paNa enuM pariNAma evuM thatuM ke mane manamAM azAMti rahetI hatI. chANImAM muni mahArAja che evI gAmamAM vAta thatI hatI, te meM sAMbhaLI. te muni mahArAja DabhoImAM eka varasa pahelAM AvelA. cAra mahinA tyAM rahyA hatA ne ATha mahinAthI jatA rahyA hatA. te badhAne upadeza ApatA hatA, paNa jenI pUrva karmanI saMskRti hoya tene asara thAya ne bIjAne na thAya. te vakhate tema tyAra pachI chANImAM AvI rIte upadeza maLe che, evuM keIe paNa mane kaheluM nahi. gayA pioSa mahinAmAM huM DabhoI cheDI vaDedare Avyo hato. te hAlanA muni AcArya maharine maLyo hato. teo te vakhate vaDedare hatA. bIjA paNa sAdhu hatA. temane meM dIkSA ApavA vinaMti karI, paNa dIkSA ApI nahi ne kahyuM ke tArA bhAInI rajA lAva. jethI huM DAI gayo hato. pachI meM gayA poSa mahinAmAM pAcho jaIne bhAInA page paDI dIkSA levAnI rajA ApavA mAMgaNI karI, paNa bhAIe nA pADI. pachI huM DabhoI rahyA. hamaNAM gaI agyArase baporanA bAra vAgyAnI gADImAM DabhoI choDavuM ne mIyAgAma gayo. huM ekalo gayo hato, TIkITa kADhI hatI. paisA hatA. eka rUpIo meM bhego karIne rAkhyo hato. bhAI bhAbhI pAse mAge nahoto, paNa tajavIja karIne rAkhyo hato. prathama mIyAgAmanI TIkITa kADhI. mIyAgAma AvyA pachI vaDodarAnI TIkITa lIdhI. teja divase baporanA traNa vAge vaDedare utaryo ne moTara cAra Ane karIne chANI gayo. meTaramAM cAra pAMca mANaso hatA. te bIjI nAtanA hatA. chANamAM jaIne apAsarAmAM gayo. chANI baporanA sADA traNa vAge pahoMcyo. tyAM jaIne munijIne meM ghaNI AjIjI karI, paNa temaNe nA pADI. tyAMnA saMdhano samudAya derAsaramAM hatA. chANanA leke jaina dharmanA hatA, temane jaIne kahyuM ke mahArAja mane dIkSA ApavAnI nA pADe che mATe tame mahArAjane kahI dIkSA apAve. temaNe mahArAjane kahyuM ke dIkSA mAgatA AvelA chokarAne dareka vakhate pAcho For Private and Personal Use Only

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328 kADha-e kaMI tamAre AcAra nathI. tethI mahArAje teja dIvase sAMje cAra vAge mane vidhi pramANe dIkSA ApI. te vakhate gAmanA leko hatA. 20-25 mANaso hatA. zAstra pramANe vidhi karAvI. prathama vidhi karAvI pachI kSara karAvyuM, pachI kapaDAM badalAvyAM. mArA junAM kapaDAM chANanA saMghane soMpyA che. AbhUSaNa hatAM temAM cAMdIne kadare, sonAnI vIMTI, patarUM jaDeluM sonAnuM kaDuM eTalAM hatAM. te tyAMnA saMghane mArA pAlakane ApavA mATe sepyA che. pachI huM apAsarAmAM gaI kAle sAMja sudhI munine tyAMja hato. tyAM mArA upara kAie paNa jabaradastI karI nathI. meM mArI rAjIkhuzIthI karyuM che. tyAM khAvA pIvAnI sagavaDa sArI che. mAre bhIkSA mAgavA savAre javuM paDe ane thoDe thoDe AhAra badhe ThekANethI laIe ke jethI koIne trAsa thAya nahi ne mAruM piSaNa thaI rahe. savAre cahA-dudha paNa bahArathI mAgIne lAvavAnuM, bapore rAMdheluM khAvAnuM mAgIne lAvavAnuM ne baporanuM vadhyuM hoya to rAkhavAnuM ne ghaTe te mAgI lAvavAnuM, chatAM manane zAMti rahe che. bhAine tyAM be vakhate taiyAra pANI maLe tenAthI zAMti rahetI nahatI. huM apAsarAmAM rahevA khuzI chuM. bhAI pAse javuM nathI. koI vakhate javuM nathI. vaDodarAmAM gayA mahA mahinAmAM, vaizAka mahinAmAM tathA hAlamAM ema Avyo hato. te paNa dIkSA levAnI kozISa karavA mATe. pahela vahelo patha mahinAmAM AvyA, tyAre mahArAje mArA bhAIne tAra Apyo hato, jethI mArA bhAI DabhoIthI AvIne mane laI gayA hatA. mahArAja taraphathI mane kaMi kAgaLo maLyA nathI. huM mahArAjane kaI kaI vakhate kAgaLa lakhate Do. tenA javAba mane mahArAja taraphathI maLyA nathI. mArI ummara tera varSanI che. huM gaI kAle sAMje chANIthI vaDodare Avyo chuM. mArI sAthe bIjo samudAya hato. mahArAja paNa mArI sAthe hatA. mahArAje mArI sAthe vAtacIta karI nathI. mane polIsa laI AvyA hatA. rAtanA bApubhAI vaidane tyAM vaDedarAmAM rahyA hatA. tyAM paNa mahArAja (muni mehanasUrinA ziSya panyAsajI mahArAja) hatA, teonuM nAma pratApavijayajI che ane teo chANIthI AvyA hatA. mane dIkSA ApI te muni mehanasurijI. chANIthI mArI sAthe AvyA nathI. bApubhAI vaidane tyAM huM tathA pratApavijayajI hatA. pratApavijayajI khAvApIvAmAM paNa sAthe hatA, rahevAmAM paNa sAthe hatA ane Aje korTamAM paNa mArI sAthe AvyA che. upara lakhAvyA mujaba mArA lakhAvyA pramANe barAbara che. tA. 19 julAI sane 1929 jiteMdravijaye sahI dA. pote. rUbarU 2. sA. pATIla pro. ke. nyA. varga 1. For Private and Personal Use Only

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309 uparokta jubAnIne paTapacI jevI gaNIne nAmadAra mejIsTreTa sAhebe chevaTano cukAdo nIce mujaba Apyo hato. phakta chokarAnI ane tenA bhAInI Itara bAbatanI jubAnIja vicAramAM laIe, to sagIra cheka pote kaMIpaNa saMmati Ape-evI sthitine nahiM hovAthI ane tenA kAyadesara vAlInI rajAmaMdI sivAya ka. pa63 (1) (60) ane (ca) ra mAM jaNAvelI banne bAbato A chokarAnA saMbaMdhamAM thayelAnuM prathama darzaniya cakkasa nIkaLI AvatuM hovAthI- (4) sadara chokare jIvaNalAla nAthAbhAIne tenA kAyadesara vAlI TharAva, nagInadAsa nAthAbhAInA havAlAmAM soMpavAne huM ke. ke. cA. ni. ka. 563 thI peTA kalama (1)nI ra6ra (3) nI peTA kalama (3) anvaye TharAvuM chuM. tA. 20-7-29. rA, sA. pATIla vA. prAM. phe. nyA. varga 1 khUllI korTamAM vAMcI batAvyo che. tA. 20-7-28 rA, sA. pATIla vA. prAM. . nyA. varga 1. For Private and Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra dui pariziSTa naM. 17 namuna nizAnI (f) janma maraNanI hakIktanuM patraka meje sarIyada tAluke pATaNa prAMta kaDInuM mAhe phebruArI sane 1910 badala. tArIkha, mAsa janma thayelA chokarAnA nAma liMga-jAta ane sana agara tanA bApadAdAnA nAma sAthe, , tathi, mahino nAma na hoya te bApanuM | ane saMvata | phakta nAma lakhavuM. chokaro chokarI sIkko che 1 13] 14 | 15 16 anukrama naMbara nata For Private and Personal Use Only 310. www.kobatirth.org tA. 5-2-11 | viracaMda magana vANI-[ 1 2 lAlajI lakhAnI sa. da pite kharI nakala mu-kA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir sahI (aMgrejImAM) nakala karanAra purUSotama ujamalAla joItAbhAI purUSotama 27-11-30

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(311 bhAI amRtalAlanI uMmaranuM DaoNkaTarI sarTIphIkeTa. Words 37. Copying fee 0-2-0 Comparing fee 0-1-0 Paper fee 0-0-6 Copy applied on 27-11-30 Copy ready on 28-11-30 Copy delivered on 1-12-30 0-3-6 No. 701 of 1930 Viramgam Dispensary Viramgam 26-11-1930 Certified that I have examined Amritlal Virchand sent by the 1st class Magistrate Viramgain for ascertaining his age. He is found to be over 17 & under 19 years of age. Sd. K. V. Mankad. Medical Officer, Incharge-Dispensary. Viramgam, Copied by True Copy P. B. PATEL He (2420Hi) Compared by Mag. 1st class Hel (24*2041) V'gam. For Private and Personal Use Only

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Words 170. 0-6-0 copying fee comparing fee 0-1-0 Paper fee 0-0-6 0-7-6 312 Copied by P. B. PATEL. Compared by sahI (aMgrejImAM) Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir copy applied on 15-12-30 copy ready on 17-12-30 delivered on 17-12-30 copy Order. The father of the boy by Anandvijay has not produced any proof uptill now regarding his age. On the other hand the Medical officer V'gam, to whom the boy was sent for medical examination has certified that he is of an age between 17 & 19 years of age. I have already ordered that the boy can at his own risk if he thinks that he is major go anywhere he likes. In these circumstances in the absence of any proof to the contrary regarding his age I can't pass any order for detaining the boy, much less for handing him over to the police, (Gaekwar Police) as desired by the S. J. P. Patan above. 2. I can order accused Muni Surendravijaya to appear before this court twice a week i. e. on Monday & Thursday every week. I direct accordingly. He should be informed along with his surity. Sd. G. R. KOTHAMDI. 3-12-30 M. F. C. V'gam. True Copy sahI (aMgrejImAM) 17-12-30 for M. F. C. V'gam, For Private and Personal Use Only

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313 yAdI rA. ekasTrADIzana epIsara sAheba tarapha, pATaNa mahAla phaoN. nyAyAdhIzI taraphathI A nyA. nA. mu. na nA kAme pharIyAdI vIracaMda magana re. sarIyada tA. pATaNanAnI pheza. ni. pa nI. ka. 349 pramANe pharIyAdanA kAmanA AreApI jaina sAdhu surendravijayajI gurU dharmavajayajI re. pATaNa, emanA virUddha pharIyAdI taraphathI thayelA ekadara pUrAvA uparathI AropIe gRnhA karyAMnuM prathama darzanika pUravAra thatuM nathI, mATe mAgaNuM karavA kAraNa nathI. te saMbaMdhamAM ni. 1 lagata TharAva karavAmAM AvyA che, te uparathI Apa sAhebane eka dara hakIkata jANavAmAM Avaze. tA have A kAmanA kAgaLe nikAla AvavA yAgya te hukama thavAnI me. thaze. tA. 30 jAnevArI sane 1931 (sahI) maNibhAI purasAtamadAsa paTela mA. phA. nyAyAdhiza. pATaNanI kArTano chevaTano TharAva. 7 30-31 For Private and Personal Use Only sara. jA. na. 1010 2 30-31 kAmanA kALe kALajI pUrvaka vAMcavAmAM AvyA. pharIyAdInI pharIyAda potAnA chokarA amRtalAlanu AropIe manuSyaharaNu ke manuSyanayana karyAM bAbatanI phojadArI nibaMdha 5 nI kalama 347 4. pI. ke. 3. 363 mujabanI che. amRtalAlanI ummara saMbaMdhe janmanA dAkhale ni. huM tathA nizALanA dAkhaleA ni. 10 tathA DaoNkaTara taraphathI tenI ummara viSe thayele abhiprAya ni. 13 e pramANe pUrAvA kAmamAM peza thayelA che, te uparathI pharIyAdInA chekarA amRtalAlanI ummara va` 18 uparAMta hovAnuM mAnavAne majabUta kAraNa maLe che. pharIyAdI paNa tevA pUrAve karI zakatA nathI ke amRtalAlanI ummara varSa 14 karatAMechI che. ulaTa karIyAdI peAte pAtAnI jUbAnImAM kabUla kare che ke teNe amRtalAlane jaina pAThazALAmAM bhaNavA sArU mUkelA hatA ane jaina pAThazALAmAM 15 varSa karatAM ochI ummaranA okarAne dAkhala karavAmAM AvatA nathI, evuM dhAraNa che. e uparathI paNa amRtalAlanI uMmmara 14 varSa uparAMta hAvAnu mAnavAne kAraNa maLe che ane upara jaNAvelA ni. 8-8-10 nA dAkhalA uparathI teA ummara lagabhaga 18 varSanI hovAnuM nIkaLI Ave che-tethI manuSya haraNane gU banatA, 40

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314 nathI, evuM cekasa rIte jaNAI Ave che. amRtalAla potAnI meLe sAdhu thayo che, evuM ni. 26nI sAhedanI jubAnI uparathI mAnavAne kAraNa maLe che. kemake sadara sAheda kahe che ke amRtalAla dIkSA levAnuM pateja kaheto hatA. dIkSA levA mATe amRtalAlane phareba ke lAlaca ApavAmAM AvelI hatI-evo paNa pharIyAdI pakSa taraphathI koI pUrAvo Avato nathI, temaja amRtalAlane geravyAjabI rIte keda karavAnA IrAdAthI laI javAmAM Avela hato, evuM paNa nIkaLI AvatuM nathI. kAraNa pharIyAdI pote potAnI jubAnImAM kabUla kare che ke viramagAmamAM amRtalAla tene maLyA hatA ane pote mejIsTreTane amRtalAlane soMpavA kaheluM hatuM, temaja amRtalAlane laI javA pitAne paNa kaheluM hatuM, chatAM amRtalAla potAnA bApa sAthe te vakhate gayo nathI, eTale amRtalAla potAnI khuzIthI jato rahyo che ane sAdhu thayo che-e viSe zaMkA levA paNa kAMI avakAza raheto nathI. e pramANe kAmamAM raju thayelA nirvivAda pUrAvA uparathI amRtalAlanuM manuSya haraNa ke manuSyanayana thayuM nathI-evuM mAnavA bIlakula harakata nathI. tethI ApIe manuSya haraNa ke manuSyayanano gUnho karyo che, te kAMI paNa prathama darzaniya pUrA kAmamAM nahi hovAthI A kAma polIsa gUnhA neMdhavahImAMthI kamI karavAnuM ke. kA. ca. pI. nA nibaMdha anvaye niyamanI kalama 188 2/10 AdhAre TharAvavAmAM Ave che. tA. 5 mAhe phebruArI sane 1931. (sahI) ekasTrADIzana ophIsara. rA, pATaNa Do. nyAyAdhIsa. upara hukama karyA pramANe A kAmanI AgaLanI tajavIja .... AropIne choDI mUkavA...... thI hajuramAM lakhavAmAM AvyuM * 1-2-31 che. mATe te jANa thAya. tA. 6 phebruArI 1931. (sahI) ekasTrADIzana ophIsara. ze. upara mujaba rojakAmamAM dAkhale rAkhI A kAme rItasara AgaLanI tajavIja karavI. tA. 6 phebruArI 1931. (sahI) ma. pu. paTela, mA phe. nyAyAdhIsa. [ tapAsa samiti samakSa raju karanAra rA, gIradharalAla purUSottamadAsa ] For Private and Personal Use Only

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315 pariziSTa naM. 18 bhAI dhIrajalAlanI dIkSA jAvAlamAM paM. zrI amRtavijayajI gaNivaranA haste bhAvanagaranivAsI bhAI pItAMbaradAsa jIvAbhAI tathA temanA putra bhAI dhIrajalAlane ma. su. 10 nA roja dhAmadhUmathI dIkSA apAI che. te nimitte atre aThThAI mahotsava, sAdhamikavAtsalya, zrIphaLanI prabhAvanA vigere zAsanazobhAnAM zubha kAryo sArI rIte thayela che. dIkSAno varaghoDo 40 maNa ghI bolI ratha sahita ThAThathI nIkaLyo hato, dharmadhvaja jhIlAvavA vigerenI uchAmaNInI upaja rU. 500) upara thaI hatI. seMkaDo rUpiyAnuM varasIdAna devAmAM AvyuM hatuM. dIkSAnI kriyA gAma bahAra aMbAjInI vADI pAse cAMdInA samavasaraNamAM caumukhajInI pratimAjI samakSa karAvAI hatI. teone anukrame paMnyAnajI mahArAjanA ziSya muni zrI puNyavijayajI tathA muni zrI puNyavijapajInA ziSya muni zrI dhUraMdharavijayajI tarIke jAhera karyA hatA. ( vIrazAsana tA. 25-3-kara nA aMkamAMthI utAro) upara mujaba dIkSA mahotsavanA samAcAra jAhera vartamAnapatramAM prasiddha thayA hatA ane bhAI dhIrajalAlanA pitA pitAMbaradAse paNa sAthe ja dIkSA lIdhI hatI, eTale dhIrajalAlanA mAmAne korTamAMthI kAMI dAda maLI zake tema na hovAthI, temaNe paNa pharIyAda pAchI kheMcI lIdhI hatI. hAla baMne sukharUpa yacita cAritra pALI svaparanuM kalyANa karI rahyA che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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316 pariziSTa na. 19 jhaverI hIrAbhAI maMchubhAIe tapAsa samiti samakSa ApelI jubAnI. tA. 8-7-32 rahIza surata, sa, zuM kahevuM che ? ja2. mahAsukhabhAIe ayogya dIkSAnA je dAkhalA raju karyA che, temAM mArI dIkarI bahena kaMcanabahenanI dIkSAno dAkhalo TAMke che. te yAdI chApAmAM vAMcI kharI hakIkta raju karavA atre Avela chuM. sa, khuzIthI kahe. ja mahAsukhabhAIe 18 mA naMbarano dAkhalo Apyo che te tadana khe che. meM pite mArI rAjIkhuzIthI rU. traNa hajAra kharaca karI dhAmadhUmathI dIkSA apAvI che, ema kahI sAkSIe tene pheTa raju karyo hato. tenI uMmara 17 varSanI kahI che te paNa beThuM che. uMmara 19 varSanI che. teNe lagna karavAnI nA pADelI ane dIkSA levAno tIvra bhAva hato, tethI ame khuzIthI dIkSA ApI. tenI AmaMtraNa patrikA paNa kADhelI-te raju karuM chuM. jUo AmAM saMmati nathI-ema koNa kahI zake tema che ! mArI tathA tenI mAnI paNa saMmati hatI. badhA kuTuMbIonI paNa saMmati hatI. atre suratavALA zeTha maganalAla raNachoDadAse rA. hIrAbhAInI oLakhANa ApatAM jaNAvyuM hatuM ke teo 15 lAkhanA AsAmI che. te sAme sAmA pakSanA eka jaNe kahyuM ke ahiM AsAmIno savAla nathI. ahiM to dIkSAnA kAyadAnI vAta che. ane bhAI kaDIAe jaNAvyuM ke sagIra dIkSAnA kAraNomAM eka kAraNa-bekArInuM kahevAya che, teno e khUlAso che. sava dIkSA ApavAthI anartha thAya che te kharuM che ? ja dIkSA ApavAmAM anIti zI ? uttama mArgamAM te vaLI anIti hoI zake kharI ! sa, bALakone nasADIne dIkSA Ape che ne ? ja kezu kahe che ? tevuM kadI na bane ! chokarAne vecAtA laIne dIkSA Ape che ne ? temaja karaja cUkavIne ane kuTuMbanuM sAdhana karAvI Ape che ne ? sa For Private and Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra sa www.kobatirth.org 317 ja. vecAtA kANu Ape ! eke dAkhalA che! konuM karaja cUkavAyuM hoya ane bharaNapASaNanuM sAdhana karI ApyuM hAya, evuM mArI jANamAM nathI. lAyakAtanI parikSA karavI joIene ? 20 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir jyAM bhUkha-tarasa TADha-taDakA veDI gAmegAma karavAnu ja hAya, tyAM lAyaka-nAlAyakanI parikSAja kayAM rahe ane temAM lAlaca paNa zI rIte apAya ! mAbApa chekarAne pALe bhaNAve, tema A paNa AtmAnI unnatine mArga che. te mArge vALavAnA paNa bApane hakka che. hAlanA amArA ghaNAkharA AcAryAM nAnI vayamAMja sAdhu thayelA che. sa mA sAvakI hoya ane tenA hita mATe eramAna cheAkarAne dIkSA apAve te ? ja. evuM banyAnuM meM sAMbhaLyuM nathI. mAbApa khuzIthIja dIkSA Ape ane zakti mujaba kharca kare, dhAmadhUma kare. sa. dIkSA lenAra pAchA Ave kharA ke ? ja. vepAra kare te devALu paNa kADhe ne ? temAM zuM ! kadAca koI Ave teA tethI zuM ! tethI dIkSA zakavAneA kAyadA thAya ! pAchA Ave teA vArasA maLe ? sa ja. pAThe Ave te gharamAM rAkhatA nathI, ema sAMbhaLyuM che. sa kema rAkhatA nathI ! ja. sAdhuthI pAchA ne avAya. sa nAnA bALako pAchA na Ave ? 40 nAnA bALako pAchA AvyAnuMja jANyuM nathI. jema nAnA tema sAdhupaNA mATe sArA. kAraNa ke tene saMsArane vAvAyeAja nathI, eTale te cAritra sArI rIte pALI zake, abhyAsa sArI rIte karI zake. sa paNa tIrthaMkarA tA meTI uMmare thayelAne ? ja te haMze, temanI nakala amArAthI na thAya. paNa AcAryo te nAnI uMmare kharAne ! (deg> For Private and Personal Use Only

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318 pariziSTa na. 20 A dAkhalAmAM sAkSIe caMdulAlanI uMmara beTI lakhAvI che temaja tenI mAnI saMmati vagara dIkSA apAyAnI hakIkata paNa cheTI jaNAvI che, je nIcenI hakIkatathI pUravAra thAya che. caMdulAlanI dIkSA letI vakhate 17-18 varSanI uMmara hatI temaja temanI mAtuzrInI saMmatipUrvaka umeTAmAM dIkSA ApavAmAM AvI hatI. dIkSA apAyA bAda temanI mAtuzrIe tyAM AvI patAsAnI prabhAvanA karI hatI, temaja potAnA hAthe vahorAvyuM paNa hatuM. tyArabAda lagabhaga paMdara divasa pachI mahArAjazrI chANI padhAyo. A vakhate keTalAka dharmavidhionI uzkeraNIthI bAI tenA chokarAne ghera laI gaI hatI. dIkSA lIdhA pahelAM bhAI caMdulAla chANI pAsenA kaDIyA gAmamAM mAstaranI nokarI karatA hatA. pariziSTa naM. 21 rA. khImacaMda uttamacaMda suratavALAe samiti samakSa ApelI jubAnI. tA. 11-7-32. mahAsukhabhAInI egya dIkSAnI yAdImAM mArI bahenanuM nAma che, te cheTuM che. sabahenanuM nAma ? ja. kaMcanabahena. sa. temaNe dIkSA lIdhI che ? ja hA. teNe dIkSA lIdhI che. sa, kayAre lIdhI ? ja0 28 varSanI uMmare. sa, vidhavA che ke sadhavA ? jasadhavA che. sava dIkSA kyAre lIdhI ? ja cAlu sAlanA vaizAkha suda 3. tenA patie to te pahelAMja dIkSA lIdhI hatI. sa, kAMI chokarAM che ? ja. nA. kAMI chokarAM nathI. sa, tamArI saMmati hatI ? ja ha. mArI temaja kuTuMbanI saMmatithI ApI che. rA. goviMdabhAI-tyAre te sAruM kahevAya For Private and Personal Use Only

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319 pariziSTa na. 22 pATaNa kesamAM jAbAnI ApatAM upAdhyAyajI zrI premavijayajI mahArAje vaDodarAnA sAdhu saMmelana bAbatamAM karele khulAse. vaDedarAmAM AtmArAmajI mahArAjanA saMdhADAnuM saMmelana thayeluM, te vakhate huM hAjara hatA. 1968 nI sAlamAM hAjara hato. te saMmelanamAM marajIyAta tarIke thoDA TharAvo thayelA che. thayelA TharAva upara dareka sAdhunI sahIM lIdhelI nathI. temAM TharAva tarIkenI sahI nathI. je che te hAjarI tarIkenI sahI che. mArA gurU AtmArAmajIe vagara rajAe 16 varasanI uMmaranA ghaNAne dIkSA ApelI che. vaDodarAnA saMmelana vakhate huM hAjara hatA. te vakhate TharAva marajIyAta che ane sAdhune yogya lAge te mATe rajIsTara kAgaLa mekalavAnuM ThareluM. te TharAva dharmazAstra virUddha nahote. sagAMvahAlAM AvIne saMmati ApatA hoya to noTIsa ApavAnI jarUra rAkhelI nathI. uparano TharAva eka saMghADAnA sAdhuoe kareluM hatuM. te TharAva bIjA saMdhADAnA sAdhuone mAnya nahiM. te TharAva AcaraNa tarIke mAnya nathI. tamAma sAdhuo mAnIne TharAva kare to AcaraNuM thaI zake. te TharAva viSe pahelo TharAva e che ke AcArya kamalari jema kahe te rIte karavAno pahelo TharAva che. emanI saMmati mujaba dIkSA thayelI che. emanA pachIthI dAnasurijInA kahevA mujaba kAma thayeluM che. e TharAva mujaba rajIsTara kAgaLo mokalelAM che ane ghaNe bhAga mAbApanI saMmatithI thayela che. jAhera noTIsa paNa ApelI. e darAva sAdhuone mATe ja che. tenI amala bajavaNI sAdhuo ja kare. saMmelananA TharAvone anusarIne ni. vALA TharAva nathI. zrAvakanI ke zrAvaka saMghanI paravAnagI levA viSe vaDodarAnA TharAve TharAveluM nahiM. kAraNa te zAstravirUddha che ane ni. vALA TharAva karavo-e vaDodarAnA TharAva mujaba karavAnI dareka zrAvakanI pharaja che, ema kaI kahetuM hoya te te tadana dharmavirUddha che. dIkSA viSe TharAva karavAne zrAvakane adhikAra nathI. For Private and Personal Use Only

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320 - ulaTa tapAsa huM AtmArAmajInA saMghADAne chuM. vaDodarAnA saMmelane gayela. sAdhunA AcAra ane vartana mATe ghaNuM TharAvo thayelAM che. ahIMyA 24 chApelAM che, temAM sahI nathI tethI TharAvo sAcA mAnato nathI. mahArAja gItArtha hatA, tethI eka paNa TharAva virUddha kare ema na hatAM. mane ni. 20 nA TharAva vAMcI batAvela, te majakurano asala hato ke kema te huM asala joyA vinA kahI zakuM nahiM. saMmelane eTalI vAta thayelI ke ApaNI pAse koI paNa dIkSA mATe Ave to yogyatA tapAsavI. enA saMbaMdhIne khabara ApIne tapAsa kare, e TharAva zAstrane anusarIne thayelo che. kAraNa kamaLasUrijI gItArtha hatA. A harAva marajIAta che. badhuM chapAveluM nathI, tethI kahI zakuM nahiM ane vaDodarAmAM TharAvo kamaLasUrijInI AjJAthI chapAvelAM nathI. AcAryazrI vijayakamaLasUrizvarajInA kAgaLo mArI pAse che, paNa joyA vinA kahI zakuM nahiM. | (uparanI upAdhyAyajI zrI premavijayajI mahArAjanI agatyanI jubAnI uparathI spaSTa samajI zakAya che ke vaDodarAmAM phakta zrI AtmArAmajI mahArAjanA samudAyanA sAdhuonuM saMmelana maLeluM hatuM. vaLI eka mAsa pahelAM khabara ApavAno upayoga sAdhuoe rAkhyo che ane A khabara ApavAnA marajIyAta TharAvano artha evo to nathI ja ke khabara ApyA pachI dIkSA lenAranI uMmara 16 varSa karatAM vadhu hoya ane tenA saMbaMdhIo mehathI ke kadAgrahathI saMmata na thAya, to dIkSA lenAre levI nahiM ane sAdhue ApavI nahiM. nibaMdhane Teke ApanAra sAkSIoe ane bIjAoe A TharAvane je khUba agatyatA ApavAno prayatna karyo che, te A uparathI mithyA kare che, vaLI saMmelananA TharAvanI je copaDI samiti samakSa raju karavAmAM AvI che, temAM saMmelananA pramukha zrImad vijayakamaLasUrizvarajInuM TharAvanA samarthanamAM vyAkhyAna pragaTa karyuM che. A vyAkhyAna tadana kalpita che. AthI samajI zakAya che ke saMmelananA TharAvo prasiddha karavAmAM keTalAke e kevI cAlabAjI karI che. A saMbaMdhamAM khUda AcAryazrIeja pitAnI sahIthI suzrAvaka zeTha mehanalAla lallubhAI vigere upara lakhelA patramAM khUlAse karyo che, jethI te patra Akhoye atre prasiddha karyo che. A patra pATaNa kesamAM korTamAM raju thayo hato. A ane AvI bIjI ghaNI ghaNI bAba temAM je pU. sAdhuonI jubAnIo samitie lIdhI hota te ghaNu ajavALuM paData.) For Private and Personal Use Only

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321 zrI ni. 80 gu-bhu-naM. 323 89 ni. 78 nA sADhe 2nnu urela . hA tA. 3-2-31 buhArI bhA. zu. 6 pUjyapAda jainAcArya zrImad vijayakamalasUrIzvarajI mahArAjajIkI taraphase tatra zrI amadAvAda madhye devaguru bhaktikAraka sunAvaka zeTha mohanalAla lallubhAi, zeTha giradharalAla puruSottamadAsa, zeTha premacaMda haThIsaMga, mohanalAla popaTalAla vakIla, zeTha giradharalAla choTAlAla tathA zAha cImanalAla kAlIdAsa yogya dharmalAbhake sAtha mAluma ho ki patra tumArA milA. tuma jina bAtoMkA khulAsA mAMgate ho una bAtoMse janasamUha bhalI prakArase vAkipha hai, phira bhI tumhArI jijJAsA hamArese khAsa khUlAsA milAnekI hura hai, to usakA khulAsA nIce mujaba samajhanA. 1 - lAlana aura zivajI jaise dharmaviruddha kArya karane vAloMke pakSa meM khaDe hojA tese muni zrI vallabhavijayajIko hamane hamAre sabase dUra kiyA hai. madhyastha loga Isa bAtako bhalI prakArase jAnate hai. rAgI -dRSTi rAgI cAhe vaisA likhe yA bole vo pramANa nahiM ho sakatA. 2 - zrI vallabhavijayajIko pRthaka kiye bAda abataka hamane usako milA bhI nahI hai. isIse tuma samajha sakate ho ki vaha hamArI AjJAme nahI hai. 3 - gujarAnavAlA (paMjAba) meM sanAtanIyoMke sAtha zAstrArtha meM vijaya to zrI vallabhavijayajIke Anese prathama hI ho gayA thA jisa bakata zrI vallabhavijayajIne lAhora bhI nahI choDA thA aura vahAM (gujarAnavAle) phaisalA ho gayA thA, isaliye AdarzajIvana aura pestarakI chapI huI kitAbo meM muni vallabhavijayajI dvArA vijaya prApta huA thA, ese likhA gayA hai so sApha galata hai. 41. For Private and Personal Use Only

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322 4-AdarzajIvanama "muni-sammelanakA jikara likhate hue hamArA vyAkhyAna likhA hai so svecchAnusAra aura manasvI honese pramANase bAdhita svayaM siddha hai. kAraNa ki khAsa matalabake mudde ur3A diye aura kAlpanika jAla DabhoimeM banAi gai svayaM banAkara nAma hirAlAla zarmekA rakkhA gayA. kyA esI bAtoMko paricayI manuSya satya mAna sakatA hai ? ki amRtasarake maMdirake pUjArI hirAlAlajIne vaha kItAba banAI ? kadApi nahI. vaha kitAba tumAre nAmase khabara diye zivAya pUrva dezameM bhejI gai, isa bAtakA jaba hamako pattA lagA, taba usakI apramANikatA jAhira kara dI gaI. 5-Adarza jIvanameM pATaNakI AcArya padavIke viSayameM bhI mana ghaDaMta kalpanAeM likhI hai, jaisekI usako AcArya padavI milatI thI magara lI nahIM aura udAratA dikhalAI ityAdi aneka bAte juThI likhI gai hai. esI esI aneka juTThI bAtoMse bharA huA AdarzajIvana nAmakA pustaka kisIko satyamAnane lAyaka nahIM hai. 6-munizrI vallabhavijayajIne zivajI aura lAlanake pakSama hokara zAsana viruddha praNAlikA aMgIkAra kIyA, itanAhI gunAha mata samajho, magara paMjAbale svargastha guru mahArAjAne DhuMDhakoMko mUrtipUjaka jaina banAkara aneka prabhu mUrtie gujarAtase bhejavAI gaI aura usake sAtha rezamake caMdoe puMThIeM bhaijavAye gaye the. pUrvAcArya kathita vastu va kezarase barakhilApha hokara una vastuokA bahiSkAra karavAyA isase sApha jAhira hai ki zAsanazailI prabhuvacana ora prAtaHsmaraNIya svargastha parama gurudeva una sabako bhUlA kara zraddhAko bhI tilAMjalI dI gaI. ese AdamIse ema judAi kara leve usImeM dharma hai yaha merA dRDha nizcaya hai, vo kabhI bhI phira nahI sakatA. jaba taka vaha apanI zraddhAko nahI sudhAre, vahAM taka maiM kisI tarahase use apane samudAyameM nahI milA sakatA. dharmasAdhanameM vizeSa udyama rakhanA. dharmahI jagatameM sAra hai. zAstrAnusAra pravRtti rakhanA vohI dharmakA marma hai. use pAkara jIvanako saphala karo. sabako dharmalAbha For Private and Personal Use Only

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323 kahanA. lekhaka vijayalabdhisUri, vijayakamalasUrIkI taraphase dharmalAbha, yaha patra hamane likhavAyA hai da. khudda. nakala karanAra nathuzaMkara kALIdAsa. tA. 6-2-32 kharI nakala sahI ( aMgrejImAM ) nyA. nA amaladAra. sIkko pariziSTa na. 23 AcArya zrI vijayadevasUrie 35 varSanI uMmara sudhInI zrAvikAne ja dIkSA na ApavI, e AjJAja dekhADI Ape che ke-dIkSAno ke zrAvikAnI dIkSAno temaNe pratibaMdha ja nathI, paraMtu samayocita amUka kSetra mATe ziyaLa dharmanA rakSaNanI khAtara jelo upAya mAtra che. ethI AvI AjJAne dIkSA baMdha karI che, ema kahI jaNAvavI e tadana ajJAnatAja che. Aje to samaya tethI taddana jUja che. vIratAthI cAritra pAlana karanArA AtmAone kAyadAthI rokavAnA prayatno thAya che, e keIpaNa rItie ISTa nathI. For Private and Personal Use Only

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324 pariziSTa naM. 24 pATaNamAM cAlelA cakacArabharyo kesa. -(0)--------- Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir vidvAn mAjIsTreTa sAhebanA jajamenTamAMnA keTalAka bhAganA sArAMza, ==-NOW phAdArI kasa naMbara 1323 sane 1929-30. AMka 514. vidyamAna khareDA sTeTa taraphathI pATaNanA pharsTa kalAsa mAjIsTreTa sAhebanI kASTa mAM. pharIAdI : zA. jesIMgabhAI premacaMda. tehamatadArA : zA. popaTalAla hemacaMda. zA. kezavalAla mAMgaLa da. zA. lalucaMda cImanalAla. goradhana trIkama. vigere. A kesamAM pharIAdInA TekAmAM Azare 16 sAheda tapAsavAmAM AvyA che ane taheAmatadAra pakSane paNa sAhedothI TakA maLe che. A bAbata dIkSAnA dhArmika savAla upara che, tethI prAcIna graMthAnA AdhAra uparathI pAtapeAtAnA siddhAMtanuM samarthana karavAne dareka pakSe ghaNI mahenata uThAvI che. A bAbatamAM prathama pagaluM muMbAithI upasthita thayuM. muMbAImAM te bAbatanA niyamo ane bhalAmaNo AMka 248 nA rUpamAM prasiddha karI pATamAM teA. naM. 1 tarapha meAkalavAmAM AvI. dareka kasamAM thAya che tema dareka pakSakAra pote asatya raju karI bAkInuM asatya sAmAvAlA upara sAbIta karavA nAkhe che. pharIAdInA sAheda lehera bhAgIlAla AMka 147 dIkSAnA rAva AMka 148 sAme saMkhyAbaMdha tAranuM poTaluM raju kare che. bacAvanA sAheda AMka 247 te tamAma tArA peAtAnA lAbhamAM jaNAve che ane te ema manAvA mAge che ke te prasaMga hAnithI mizrita nahAtA. A baMnne prakAranAM tArAthI tamAma prasaMga upara bahu ja ajavALuM paDe che. pharIAda pakSathI raju thaelA tArAnA saMkSipta hevAla AMka 31 mAM che. A tamAma tArAnI samAlAcanA karavAthI amArUM evuM mAnavuM thAya che ke-17 tArA sAdhuee mekalyA che ane 8 tArA surata, amadAvAda, muMbaI, pAlItANA, chANI vigere sthaLanI saMsthAoe mAkalyA che. na. 14nA tArathI For Private and Personal Use Only

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325 ema jaNAya che ke-te mITIMga keI paNa prasaMge toDI nAMkhavI. je ApaNe tahematadAra taraphanA tAre joIe, to te AMka 249, 2para, 254, 259 ane 263 che ane te ja sthaLonA eTale muMbAI-vaDodarAnA jainAe mokalyA che, tema ja pAlaNapura, pAleja ane jAmanagaranA che. bAkInA bIjA tAre thoDI agara nahiM jevI mahattvanI khAnagI vyaktionA che ane temanI lAyakAta janasamAjamAM batAvavAno prayAsa paNa karavAmAM Avyo nathI. vaLI dIkSAnA virUddha koI paNa sAdhu pitAne tAra mokalato nathI, te paNa jevuM joIe. hiMdustAnamAM koIpaNa sAdhu taraphathI tahomatadAra pakSane koI paNa sahAya maLI zakatI nathI. muMbAInA dhArAdhoraNa AMka 248 che ane tenA AraMbhamAM evuM jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM che ke-chANImAM sagIranI ayogya dIkSAthI jaina dharmane upahAsa thaye che, tethI te praznanuM barAbara vivecana thaI ane tenuM nirAkaraNa thavuM joIe. chANuM kesanuM jajamenTa AMka 281 mAM che ane tenAthI sagIrane tenA kAyadesara vAlIne havAle karavAmAM Avyo hato. hAlanI tapAsa mATe te jaina dIkSA mATe kayA pratibaMdha agara maryAdAo vAstavika hoI zake, te tapAsavAnI jarUra nathI, paraMtu AMka ra7nA TharAvanI majabUta ane nabaLI bAjuo kaI che, te tapAsavAnI che ane tenuM vyAjabI pariNAma zuM Ave che, te ja jovAnuM che. te TharAva nIce pramANe che - hAlanA saMjogomAM je koIne pATaNamAM dIkSA levI hoya, temaNe eka mahinA agAu jAhera peparamAM chapAvavuM ane majakura zamsanI yogyatA vigerenI lAyakAta joyA bAda jaina saMghanI paravAnagI ApavAmAM Avaze. AmAM je kaI kasura karaze agara temAM je kaMI bhAga leze, temane jaina saMghanA AropI tarIke gaNavAmAM Avaze. eka varga jaina saMghanA matane maLate che ane bIje tethI virUddha che. tahomatadAro prathama varganA che ane pharIAdapakSa bIjA matano che. prathamanI be mITIMga zrAvaNa vada 2 ane bhAdaravA vida 7 nA roja hatI. A bAbata ghaNI vATAghATa thayelI ane te dIkSA bAbata hatI. ane AzA rAkhavAmAM AvI hatI te pramANe A bAbatamAM matabheda hatA ane A navI prathA dAkhala karavAnI bahumati jUnI paddhati karatAM ghaNuM meTI hatI. A bAbatanA sauthI AgevAna te. 1 pipaTalAla hemacaMda che For Private and Personal Use Only

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326 AMka 29 nA TharAvamAM sAmAvAlAnA pakSane karIAdI na anusare tyAM sudhI tene kAmacalAu nAtabahAra karavAmAM Avela hatA ane tene AnaMda ane dilagIrInA prasa Mge AmaMtraNa paNa ApavAnuM naheAtuM. A kahevAtI patinI bAbatamAM tapAsa karavAnuM ane te bAbatanA aitihAsika mULamAM praveza karavAnI ameAte jarUra nathI. keTalAka evA zAstrIya AdhAro che ke jenA barAbara artha karavAmAM Ave to dIkSAnA kAmamAM keTalIka maryAdAo tathA khAmIone a temAMthI nIkaLI zake che. zAstrIya AdhArAmAM AvI dIkSA vidhimAM 48 bAbate jaNAvelI che. AvA sAdA praznamAM paNa be putra uMMmaranA ane samajI ziSyAne dAkhala karavA mATe labdhiranA apamAnavALA TharAva karI, dhArmika jIlamATa ane dabANa mATe trAsa vartAvavAmAM Ave, te bahu ja dilagIra thavA jevuM che. AMka 66 mAM bhAgIlAla hAlAbhAi temanI uMmara 38 ane 42 nI jaNAve che. AMka 162 mAM teA. naM. 1 labdhisUrinA sAmenA TharAva prasiddha karyAnuM kabUla kare che. labdhisUrinA sAmenA TharAva jotAM AMka 27 mAM je TharAva che, te taheAmatadAranA pakSanuM pracAranuM eka aLavAna sAdhana che. A bAbatanA TharAva je rIte ghaDavAmAM AvyA che, te julamATabhaye ane aharIyA che. tenI maryAdA bahu vizALa che ane dhArmika bAbatamAM matane temanA sahadharma upara baLAtkAra karavA samAna che, te trAsarUpa che. kAraNa ke-bahAranA kAI paNu ajANyA mANasa paNa pATaNamAM praveza kare, tA tene paNa temanA aMkuza nIce mUkre che. dIkSAnI lAyakAta nakkI karavAne mATe tenI aMdara sthApita siddhAMta nathI ane tene thADA caLavaLIAnA svacchaMdI matanA TekA che. temAM kAMI uMmaranI maryAdA nathI ane tene ghaDavAmAM AvyA che, te jotAM te uzkeraNIvALA ane ayogya che. kApaNu vyakti jaina sAdhu tarIke dAkhala thAya, to te tamAma rIte dIvAnI zahe jagatamAM maraNa pAmelA gaNAya. jyAre te potAnA sAmAjIka ane dhaMdhAnA hakkone cheDI de che, teA pachI A kahevAtA jaina saMdha tevAne potAnI IcchAmAM Ave te rIte vadhAre herAna kare, te eka trAsa ane ajAyaba rUpa che. te pote kAI nAtaneA nathI, paNa eka satyaneAja ananya bhakta ane anuyAyI che. kAI paNa sAdhu taraphathI te rAvate TekA maLatA nathI. taheAmatadAra pakSa taraphathI je tAra AMka 249, 263 rajI karavAmAM Ave che, temAM kAI paNa sAdhunuM nAma nathI. bIjI khAjuthI jotAM 17 sAdhue A TharAvanA virodha kare che. temanA tAra AMka 14 che. bacAva taraphathI evA prayatna karavAmAM AvyA che ke-saM. 1968 sane 1912 mAM sAdhuenA mAMDaLamAM je TharAva karavAmAM AvyA hatA, tene anusaratA A TharAva che ane te DarAva For Private and Personal Use Only

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3ra7 vaDodarAmAM karavAmAM Avyo hato. te. 1nI zuddha niSThA tapAsavAne mATe Azare cAra sAhede tapAsavAmAM AvyA che. temanA AMka 72, 4ra 5, 47pa ane 34pa che. AMka ra kAMtivijayajI kahe che ke gurUe ziSyanI lAyakAta nakkI karavI joIe. A bAbatamAM ema jaNAvavuM paDe che ke-sAdhuomAM paNa taDa paDelA che. rAmavijayajI, premavijayajI vigere eka bAju che ane kAMtivijayajI tathA puNyavijayajI sAmI bAjumAM che. pharIAda pakSa prathamanAne mAna Ape che ane tahomatadAro sAmA pakSanA che. (AMka 66 bhogIlAla kahe che ke pATaNamAM eka bAjue 12 ane bIjI bAjue 24 sAdhu che.) kamaLavijayajInA pramukhapaNAmAM vaDodarAmAM mITIMga thaI te vakhate sAheda kAMtivijayajIe evo TharAva rajU karele ke-dIkSA pahelA ziSyanI ajamAyasa karavI joIe ane tenA sagAMone rajIsTarDa noTIsa ApavI joie, ane tema karavAnI je kasura karaze tenI sakhata khabara levAmAM Avaze. AMka 20 ane 23 nA TharAvo jaina saMghane baMdhanakAraka che. sAdhuonI mITIMgamAM je TharAva karyo te AMka 27 ne anukuLa che. naM. 20 ane 23 ne sAdhunI mITIMgano TharAva jaina saMghane baMdhanakAraka che. AMka 345 nA sAheda taMtrI che ane teNe baroDAnI mITIMgano hevAla prasiddha karyo hato. sAdhunA 10-15 vibhAga che. AvA eka maMDaLa paikI taraphathI vaDodarAnI mITIMga bolAvavAmAM AvI hatI. AtmArAmajInA maMDaLanA anuyAyIo ekaThA maLyA hatA ane temAM TharAva karI sAdhuonA mata mATe raju thayA hatA. te kAmamAM bIjA keI paNa janana avAja nahote. eka saMdhADAnA TharAvo bIjA saMdhADAvALA mAnya kare agara na kare. A TharAvone amalamAM mUkAvavA sArU koIe darakAra paNa karI nathI. te mITIMgamAM thaelA vivecananI teNe TuMkI neMdha lIdhI hatI. gayA 20 varSamAM AvI sAdhunI mITIMga bharavAnI jarUra paNa ubhI thaI nathI. AMka 425 nA sAheda premavijayajI kahe che ke-je koI sAdhu agya vartana kare, te sakhata ThapakAne pAtra che. kAMtivijayajIe vaDodarAnI mITIMgamAM je TharAvo raju karyA hatA, te vakhate huM hAjara hato ema A sAheda kahe che. te TharAva AjJArUpe hatA, paraMtu te pharajIyAta nahetA. susAdhuonI sevA karavI ane temane AjJAMkita rahevuM te jainono dharma che. temanA para sattA jeno calAvI zake nahi. 16 varSanI aMdaranA dIkSita mATe mAbApa agara vAlInI paravAnagInI jarUra che. jaina saMghanI paravAnagI joIe te bAbata keIpaNa zAstramAM ullekha nathI. sAdhunI mITIMgamAM je sAdhuoe TharAva kyAM che, te ekalA sAdhuothI ja amalamAM mUkI zakAya nahi. AMka 47 no sAheda puNyavijyajI kahe che ke-je sAdhu For Private and Personal Use Only

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328 satyanA mArge cAle che, temanA para jaina saMghane aMkuza nathI. keI paNa jaina sAdhuo upara aMkuza mUkyAnI mane mAhIti nathI-ema A sAheda kahe che. vaDodarAnI mITIMganA TharAvo pharajIAta che. jaina sAdhuonuM jIvana cAlatI prathA hAlanA saMjogo tathA junA maMtavyane anusarIne che. pATaNa jaina saMghane TharAva vaDodarAnI mITIMganA TharAvane anusarIne hato. A sAhebe 14 varSanI umare dIkSA lIdhelI. bApa ane mAnI paravAnagI bAda koI anyanI paravAnagInI jarUra nathI. ane tevI jaina saMghanI paravAnagI levI joIe, ene mATe kAMI sAdhana nathI. jaina saMgha je anumAna para Avela che, te mATe keI jaina sAdhune pUchavAmAM paNa Avela nathI. koI paNa jAtanI uMmaranI maryAdA vinAne A TharAva keIna upara paNa lAgu pADavA mATe bahu vizALa che. tahomatadAra taraphathI ema kahevAmAM Ave che ketemane TharAva vaDodarAnI mITIMgane anusarata che, te temanI takarAra tuTI paDe che. temaNe kaI sAdhunI saMmati levAnI darakAra paNa karI nathI. chApAomAM A badanakSIno hevAla . 1 nI sucanAthI chapAvavAmAM Avyo hato. te badanakSIno hevAla lokomAM sAmAnya rIte chuTA hAthe vaheMcavAmAM Avela hato ane te zuddha buddhithI kAma karavAmAM AvyuM nahotuM. tahomatadAra nAtanuM eka taDa che ane temane tema karavAno adhikAra nahoto. mArA abhiprAya mujaba te badanakSIno hevAla yogya buddhithI vaheMcavAmAM A nahe. ane dIkSAnI bAbatamAM amUka mANase khoTA anumAna para AvyA tema dhArIne, te mANaso virUddha badanakSI bharelA hevAla chApavA te akSamya gaNAya. je rIte A prasiddhi karavAmAM AvI che, te bInajarUrI ane mULa je Azaya hato, tenA karatAM ghaNI ja vadhAre paDatI rIte karavAmAM Avela che. pharIAdInA kAyadesara hakkone jANI joIne anAdara karavAmAM Avela che ane tethI kAyadesarane zreSa ane ISya puratI rIte jaNAI Ave che. AvI rIte prasiddha karavAthI pharIAdInI AbarUne hAni thAya, kAraNa ke-jene mATe A prasiddha karavAmAM AvyuM che, te mANasane AmAM koI paNa hita nathI, tethI AvI rItanI prasiddhi pharIAdIne vadhAre nukazAnakAraka che. jaina sAdhuo tarapha pUjayabuddhi ekadama utpanna thAya che ane megya kAraNa sivAya nAtanA AgevAnoe temAM vacamAM paDavAnuM nathI. A prasaMge je jarUra utpanna thaelI te jotAM AMka 29 no TharAva je prasiddha karavAmAM Avyo che, te tenI sImA oLagela che, tethI te mATe tahomatadAre javA For Private and Personal Use Only

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329 badAra che ane temane takasIravAra TharAvuM chuM. dhArmika jhanunanA sAdhana tarIke taheAmatArAe tene vagara vicArye prasiddha kareluM ane mArA abhiprAya mujaba taheAmatadAro tema karavAmAM hadathI ghaNA ja AgaLa gayA che. A bAbatamAM khAsa mANasA tA. 1, 26, 21, 19 che. tethI muddA naM. 1 nA TharAva ane nirNaya tA. 1,26, 21 ane 19 sAme karU chuM ane temane takasIravAra TharAvu chuM. AMka 369 nA sAhedane rAmavijayajI sAme dreSa che. paNa mArUM kAma atyAre eTaluM ja che ke-jaina saMgha pharIAdIne nAta bahAra karI zake ke kema ? A sAheda kahe che ke rAmavijayajInI uzkeraNIthI tenu haraNa karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. paNa AMka 37ra nA kAgaLathI te judA paDI jAya che, kAraNa ke-te kAgaLanI vAta vadhAre saMbhavita jaNAya che. te abhyAsa karatA hatA, paNa pAsa thavAnI AzA nahAtI. uddata cheAkarAe nAsI javAtA lAga joyA kare che. kArTInI samakSa te ghaNI ja atizayeAkti karIne kahe che ane te AMka 371 mAM kharI jaNAtI nathI. muMbAImAM bhaiyAnI dhamakI kAI paNa sthaLe jaNAvavAmAM AvI nathI. A trIjA muddAnA pUrAvA che ane te uparathI tA. 1, 26, 19 te te gunhAnA takasIravAra TharAvuM chuM. tA. 26 bAbata ema kahevAmAM Ave che ke-te kevaLa saMghane amala karanAra mANasa hatA, tethI tene kAMI vAMka nathI. phojadArI kesAmAM je nAkara potAnA zeThanA hukamane amala kare che, te peAte paNa tenA kAma mATe javAbadAra che. dhAro ke-sadha rAva kare keamUka mANasAnAM ghara bALI mUkavA ane tA. 26 tene amala kare, to te paNa gUnhegAra gaNAya. saMghe pharIAdI sAthene tamAma vyavahAra baMdha karyo te taddana gerakAyadesara hatA. ane te kAryavAhaka nahAtA tevI takarArathI tene kAM paNa sahAyatA maLatI nathI. vaLI bacAva taraphathI ema kahevAmAM Ave che ke--bIjA sadyAe paNa AvA TharAveA karyA hatA. tA te hakIkatathI paNa taheAmatadAranA TharAvanI kaThoratA jarA paNa ochI thatI nathI. prathama tA kAI paNa saMghe temanA matathI virAdhI mata dharAvanArAnA bahiSkAra karavAnA TharAva ja karelA nathI. kAi cAra corI kare ane kahe ke amuka mANasoe cAro karI, mATe be karI-tenA jevA A bacAva kahevAya. sAdhAraNa rIte sAdA dIkSAnA TharAva ane amUka mANasanA sAmajIka bahiSkAranA TharAvamAM dhaNA taphAvata che. prathamanA rAva khakhata pagalAM laI 42 For Private and Personal Use Only

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330 zakAya agara na paNa laI zakAya, paNa bIjAmAM pagalAM laI zakAya, tethI "pharIAdI ane bIjA pAMca sAme bahiSkAra karavAnA TharAvamAM tA. 1, 26, 19 AropI hatA. bIjA tahomatadAro sAme guno pUravAra karavAne pUrato pUrAvo nathI, tethI temane zaMkAno lAbha ApuM chuM. pInala koDanI kalama 369 mujaba che. 1, 19, 21 ane 26 javAbadAra che, tethI mudA naM. 13 te. naM. 1, 19, 26 sAme nirNaya karavAmAM Ave che. naM. 1 gujarI gayela che. tene mahAna nyAyAdhIza taraphathI zikSA maLI che. mAro rUbarU je pUrAvo che te uparathI pharIAdInI badanakSI thaI che, ane tene pariNAme tene nukazAna thaeluM che, tema saMpUrNa rIte puravAra thAya che. chevaTane TharAva. - te, 1, 19, 21 ane 26 ne kalama 369 mujaba gunhegAra TharAvuM chuM. pharIAdI suddhAM 153 mANasa sAme tahematadAroe je sAmAjIka trAsa upajAvyuM che, te jotAM tahomatadAranuM kRtya huM sakhta rIte dhikkAruM chuM ane temane sakhta zikSA thAya, tevI bhalAmaNa uparanA kAraNathI tA. 19, 21, 26ne darekane rU. 500 daMDa karuM chuM ane vizeSamAM evo TharAva karuM chuM ke-kauTenA uThatA sudhI temane eka divasanI Asana kedanI sajA karavI. je daMDanI rakama vasula thAya temAMthI rUA. 100 pharIAdIne tenA kAMpenasezana tarIke ApavA ane A kesanA bAkInA tahemadArone choDI mUkuM chuM. temanA sAme kalama 368 mujabane kesa barAbara rIte pUravAra thato nathI. je kaMI paNa tahematadAra daMDa ApavAmAM kasura kare, to te bhUla mATe temane cAra mAsanI sakhata majurInI keda karavAmAM Ave che. kesa naMbara 13ra3, 86 ane 1324, 86 nA kAmamAM kedano amala AmanesAmana karavAne che ane baMnne kesamAM daMDa jUdo vasula karavAnuM che, kriminala ke, keDanI kalama 93 : 2 : mujaba zikSA karavAmAM AvI che. tA. pa-pa-3ra ( sahI) bI. ela. vaizampAyana pharsTa klAsa mAjIsTreTa For Private and Personal Use Only

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331 pariziSTa naM. 25 nyAyavijya jaina sAdhu nathI. tene aMgenA TharA. -muMbAI-caturvidha saMgha-- me. motIcaMda kApaDIyA ane nyAyatIrtha zrImAna nyAyavijyajIe hAlamAM jinezvaradevonI pavitra dIkSA saMbaMdhI lAgatAvaLagatA adhikArIo temaja janasamuhane zAstrane nAme ADe mArge doranArA, satyathI vegaLA ghaNAja vAMdhAbharyA vicAre jaNAvyA che, paNa cArase sAdhuothI pitAne jUdA jaNAvanAra teo je zAstro nathI mAnatA, ekalA phare che tathA sudhAraka sAdhu gaNAya che, te jotAM teo tevA vicAro je jaNAve-te temanA potAnA mAnI A sabhA te tarapha aNagamo batAve che ane eka muninA vicAro che, ema samajIne kaI uMdhe mArge deravAya nahi-evI sarvane bhalAmaNa kare che. tA. 24-11-31. [ tA. 30-11-31 nA muMbaI samAcAramAMthI utAre. ] -surata-- jaina dharmazAstromAM zraddhA hina, jaina sAdhuvanA AcAra vicAra rahita nyAyavijaya nAmanI sAdhu-padhArI vyaktine A sabhA AgrahapUrvaka vinaMti kare che ke teoe pitAnA nAma sAthe "jaina sAdhu" zabda che jainazAsana ane jaina sAdhusaMsthAne vagovatAM aTakavuM. tA. 16-12-31. [ tA. 25-12-31 nA muMbaI samAcAramAMthI utAre. ] -khaMbhAtanyAyavijaya nAmanI sAdhutAthI bhraSTa thayelI vyakti hAlamAM je je jAtanI dharmathI ayogya pravRttio karI rahI che, tene AjanI A sabhA tiraskArI kADhe che. tA. 21-12-31. [ vIrazAsana tA. 25-1ra-11 nA aMkamAMthI utAre. 1 -cANasmA-- amArA jena dharmanA zAstrokata mujabanI bAlavayathI eTale mAtApitA agara vAlInI saMmati pUrvakanI ATha varSanI vayathI ane te uparAMta tamAma For Private and Personal Use Only

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332 vayanI dIkSAe parahitakArI che ane te pavitra bAladIkSA sAme vaDAdarA sarakAre je pratibaMdhaka nibaMdha ghaDayo che, te taddana geravyAjabI che. AvA niyamane kAIpaNa sAdhu agara sAdhvI, zrAvaka agara zrAvikA anumedana ApI zake nahiM, chatAM nyAyavijaya jevA nAmadhArI sAdhu A nibaMdhanI tarapheNamAM pAtAnA vicArA jAhera karI rahela che. satya hakIkata tarIke janatA tathA vaDAdarA sarakAra AvA nAmadhArI sAdhune pIchAnI le teTalA mATe jaNAvIe chIe ke nyAyavijaya jaina sAdhunA AcAra vicArathI rahIta che, to tene kAipaNa sAcA jaina sAdhu tarIke svIkArI rAke nahi eTale tevAonA abhiprAyanI kAMpaNa kiMmata nathI. tA. 14-12-31. [ vIrazAsana tA. 25-12-31 nA aMkamAMthI utArA. ] --tAr-- ApaNA gAmamAM kAI vakhata nahi padhArelA ane tethI aparicita, paraMtu temanA peAtAnAja mukhathI vAgALa rUpI DhAMkapIcheADA sarI javAthI asala svarUpe prakAzelA, adhamanA upadezaka, anyAya lIlAnAM upAsaka tarIke bahAra AvelA, bheALA janAmAM saMsAravAsanA pUrajosamAM pesADavAnI tAlAvelImAM cakacUra banelA, jaina muninA AcAra vicAra ane uccArathI taddana viparita AcaraNu vaDe nAra gAmamAM tiraskAra pAtra banI jaldI upAzraya cheDavAnI zrI saMdhanI AjJA pAmelA, azrupUrita netre TraMka tathA khIstare svamastake vahana karavAthI namI gayela gAtrayaSTivALA, keTalAka vakhatathI bhraSTa biradadhArI, je nyAyavijaya nAmanI vyakti tA. 19-21-22 32 nA gurU, zina, ravinA 'hiMdustAna prajAmitra' tathA dharmAvirUddha AcaraNAmAM AgevAnI letA 'jaina' vigere patrAmAM parama pavitra bhAgavatI dIkSA praNAlikAnA sAme je aTita ane galIca lakhANo prasiddha karI zrImata gAyakavADa sarakAranA dharmavidhAtaka sanyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdhane TekA ApavAnI je nIca valaNa batAve che, te sAme A nAra jaina yuvakAnI sabhA sakheda dareka vamAna patrakArAne te nyAyavijayanA nAma sAthe patita zabda joDI, te nyAyavijaya nAmanI vyaktinI satya eLakhANa ApavA AgrahapUrNAMka bhalAmaNa kare che. tA. 3-12-31 11 [ vIrazAsana tA. 16-12-31 nA aMkamAMthI utArA. ] lIca-- keTalAka samayathI bhraSTa thayela nyAyavijaya nAmanI vyaktie 'hiMdustAna prajAmitra' patramAM dha`virUddha pracAra karavAmAM je AgevAnI karI che ane For Private and Personal Use Only

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333 dIkSA, jinapUjA sAme ayeAgya lakhANA prasiddha karI gAyakavADa sarakAranA dharmavidhAtaka saM. dI. pra. nibaMdhane Teke ApavAnI tathA jaina siddhAMtAthI virUddha je valaNa dekhADI che, te sAme A sabhA khedanI lAgaNI jAhera kare che ane dareka vartamAna patrakArene te nyAyavijayanA nAma AgaLa patita zabda umerI temanI satya eLakhANa ApavA A sabhA bhalAmaNu kare che. tA. 24-11-31. [ sAMja vartamAna tA. 5-12-31 nA aMkamAMthI utAre. ] -vaDhavANa zahera jaina muninA AcAra vicArAthI virUddha vartana karI, keTalAka samayathI dharmAMthI bhraSTa thayela nyAyavijaya nAmanI vyakti ' hindustAna prajAmitra' nAmanA patramAM tathA dharmAvirUddha pracAramAM AgevAnI lenAra jaina' vigere patrAmAM bhAgavatI dIkSA mA sAme je aTata lakhANe prasiddha karI gAyakavADa sarakAranA dhavidyAtaka saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdhane TakA ApavAnI je valaNa dekhAMDI rahI che, te sAme dhI ya Mga maeNnsa jaina sosAyaTInI A sabhA khedanI lAgaNI jAhera kare che, ane pavitra jaina siddhAMtA virUddha prarUpaNA karI patita thaI cUkela AvA sAdhuthI jaina samAjane cetatA rahevAnI AgrahapUrvaka bhalAmaNa kare che. tA. 26-11-31. [ vIrazAsana tA. 11-12-31 nA aMkamAMthI utArA. ] --vAya jaina muninA AcAra vicArAthI virUddha vartana karI, keTalAka samayathI bhraSTa thayela tathA vAhavAhanA zabda lAvAnA meAhamAM muMjhAI gayela nyAvijaya nAmanI eka vyakti tA. 19-21-22 gurU, zani, ravi 11 31 vAranA hiMdustAna prAmitra' patramAM tathA dharmavirUddha pracAramAM AgevAnI lenAra 'jaina' vigere patrAmAM bhAgavatI dIkSA sAme je abiTata lakhANo prasiddha karI gAyakavADa sarakAranA dharmavidhAtaka nibaMdhane TekA ApavAnI je valaNa dekhADI rahI che, te sAme atrenI seAsAyaTI tene khedanI lAgaNIthI jUe che ane nyAyavijayanA nAma sAthe 'patita' zabda umerI va`mAna patrakArAne vyaktinI satya eLakhANa ApavA AgrahapUrvaka bhalAmaNu kare che. [ vIrazAsana tA. 25-12-31 nA aMkamAMthI utArA. ] A sivAya bIjAM ghaNAM sthaLAe nyAryAvejayane jaina sAdhu nahiM mAnavAnA DarAvA thayelA che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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334 pariziSTa naM. 26 zrAma ta sarakAra gA. vi. pATaNa sA. phA. nyA. va pharIyAdI- zA bhogIlAla hAlAbhAi, re. pATaNa. ArApI zA popaTalAla hemacaMda, vi. 26. re. pATaNa. -AApa A kAmamAM AropIo taraphe arja - A kAmanA amArA taraphanA sAhedya muni rAmavijayajI tathA medhavijayajI tathA premavijayajI emanA upara samansa antyA chatAM te hAjara thatAM nathI. temanA upara vATa kADhavA amArA vakIla rA. upendrarAye agAu nAmadAra kAne vinaMti karI hatI, chatAM AjasudhI sAhedAne hAjara karavA vAraMTa kADhavAmAM AvyAM nathI. tethI A lekhI araja ApI mAgaNI karIe chIe. tA. 14 DIsembara sane 1931, 1. kezavalAla mAMgaLacaMda zAha sa. dA. peAte. 1. jhaverI bAlubhAi cunIlAla sahI dA. peAte. 1. lahecaMda cunIlAla koTavAla, 1. zA premacaMda devacaMda sahI dA. peAte. 1. zA zAMtilAla mUlacaMda sahI da. peAte. --zerA sadarahu arajamAM lakhelI hakIkata taddana judI che ane jANI mu%0 khATI hakIkata jAhera karI AropIoe khoTA hukama meLavavAnA prayatna karelA che. je kAmamAM samansa bajIne vAraTa kADhavA mATe jaNAve che, teM kAmamAM sadarahu AropIoe samansanI mAgaNI karelI nathI, temaja te mATe bhaththu bhareluM nathI, ane bIjA kAmamAM je pUrAvA thaze tenI nakala A kAmamAM levA viSe lakheluM che. ane evI hakIkata pUrAvA darakhAstamAM lakhelI chatAM hAlamAM taddana khATI hakIkata jaNAvIne vArTa mAge che, te ArApIone maLI zake nahiM. e uparathI AropIonI dveSabuddhi sadarahu sAkSIdAra virUddha jaNAI Ave che. jethI A arajInI For Private and Personal Use Only

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335 mAMgaNuM nAmaMjura karavAmAM Ave che ane bIjA sAhede nahiM hoya te kAma takarAra upara kema na rAkhavuM, te jaNAvavuM. tA. 15-12-31 (sahI) bhA, dI. vaizampAyana, pATaNa phi. nyA. varga 1 vaDedarAnI variSTa kaMTane cakade. variSTa keTa vaDedarA, navembara tA. 26-9-1931 phojadArI rIvIjhana paracuraNa arajI naM. 19. 1931 pATaNa sAdhAraNa phojadArI nyAyAdhIzI kesa naM. 1323. 1932 arajadAra-zA. kezavalAla maMgaLacaMda, virUddha-sAmAvALAo, 1 munizrI rAmavijayajI - 2 munizrI premavijayajI 3 munizrI vijaya meghasUrijI tahomatadAronA sAhedanA mATe kalama 297 mATe arajI karatAM temanI arajInAja sAme te thAya che, te eka vicitra ghaTanA che. je pakSanA sAhedone korTa sagavaDa Ape, tene jyAM sudhI kAMI ADakatarI rIte manamAM agya bhAva agara tevo hetu na hoya te nArAja thato nathI. amArA mana upara evuM valaNa baMdhAya che ke A sAhedonA mata A pakSane anukuLa nahiM hoya agara to te sAmA pakSanA haze ane tethI ja A sAhedo jana samAjanI draSTimAM halakA paDe-ema khUllI korTamAM temanI tapAsa thAya, tethI keTamAM ghasaDavA ane temane herAna karavA ghaNuM karIne te pakSe temane lAvyA haze. je mI. vaizamapAyanano TharAva rada karavAmAM Ave, te A sAhede sAme tahomatadAra vAraMTa kaDhAvavA te korTane araja kare. A arajI puratuM to ame tahematadAranuM cAlu valaNa hoya tema mAnIe chIe ane tethIja ame rIvIjhanamAM vacamAM paDavA IcchatA nathI. - ame A arajI rada karIe chIe. tA. ra6 navembara 1931. - sahI gopAlakRSNa dAMDekara cIpha jasTIsa, variSTa korTa sahI. DI. ke. nAyaka. jajaja, variSTha korTa - -(0) - For Private and Personal Use Only

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336 pariziSTa naM 27 muMbaI, tA. 12-9-32. dIkSA pratibaMdhaka samitinA pramukha sAheba, - maherabAna goviMdabhAI hAthIbhAI huM nIce sahI karanAra pATaNavAsI (hAlamAM muMbAI) zA gIradharalAla (urphe gINasAgara )nuM nivedana e che ke ApanI samiti AgaLa kaIka pATaNavAsI bhAI ema jaNAvI gayA che ke meM eTale gIradharalAle (gIvaNasAgare) patra lakhyo hato ke kasAIkhAnethI gAya choDAvavA barobara mane ahithI choDAvavoe vigere hakIkata saccAIthI sarvathI vegaLI che, kAraNa ke meM tene kAgaLa koInA paNa upara lakhyo ja nathI, tema ja huM pahelAM ke hamaNAM dIkSAne, hAlanA dIkSitane tevA mAnatA nathI. mArI dIkSA TAvAnuM kAraNa mArA pariNAmanI caMcaLatA ja hatI. lI. gIradharalAla talacaMda, sahI daH pite. | [ tapAsa samiti upara ravAnA TapAla dvArA ] pariziSTa naM. 28 zrI dIkSA tapAsa samitinA mAnavaMtA pramukha sAheba. mu. vaDodarA. sAheba, ApanI samakSa jubAnI ApatAM amArA gAmanA rahIza vakIla mehanalAla hImacaMde paMnyAsajI zrI rAmavijayajI saMbaMdhI je hakIkata jaNAvI che, te taddana khoTI che. paMnyAsajI zrI rAmavijayajI mArA saMsArI5NAnA nikaTa saMbaMdhI che, arthAta teo mArA bhatrIjAnA dIkarA thAya che. vakIla mehanalAlabhAIe je vAta jaNAvI che, temAM keTalIka tadana juThI che ane keTalIka atizaktivALI che. te nIcenI satya bInAthI Apane spaSTa mAlUma paDI Avaze. For Private and Personal Use Only

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337 paM. zrI rAmavijayajI, jemanuM saMsArIpaNAmAM trIbhovanadAsa nAma hatuM, teozrIne janma amArA kuTuMbamAM saMvata 185ranA phAgaNa vada 4ne dine thaele che. janma pachI sAteka varSe temanI mAtA gujarI javAthI, teo pitAnA pitAnA pitAnI mAtA, jeo ghaNuM dharmaniSTa hatAM, temanA hAtha nIce ucharyA hatA, tethI temane bacapaNathI ja dharmanA uttama saMskAra paDelA hatA. temanI dIkSA saMvata 1869nA pipa suda 13nA roja thaI che. te pUrve lagabhaga ATha varSathI temane dIkSA levAnA bhAva thaelA, ane temAM khAsa preraNA temanI mAtuzrInI ja hatI. mehanalAlabhAI 12-13 varSanI vaye kAvImAM dIkSA lIdhAnuM jaNAve che, te tadana khoTuM che. paNa lagabhaga 17 varSanI vaye pAdarAthI gaMdhAra mukAme jaI dIkSA lIdhI che. pAdarAmAM dIkSA nahi levAnuM kAraNa e hatuM ke amAruM kuTuMba bahu vizALa hatuM. temAMthI DozInI najara taLe ghaNuM mANase marI gayA hatA. tethI nAnA tarIke ekanA eka rahelAM trIbhovanadAsa upara temane vadhu meha hatuM, tethI mehane lIdhe dIkSA levAnI rajA teo ApatAM nahotAM, paraMtu dIkSA laIne pAchA mahArAjazrI pAdarAmAM padhAryA tyAre khuzI thayAM hatAM ane tyArapachI lagabhaga doDha varSe eTale lagabhaga nevuM varSanI vaye devagata thayAM hatAM. mArAM bena ke je teozrInAM dIkarI thatAM hatAM te tyArapachI lagabhaga pAMca varSa mRtyu pAmyAM che. paNa bemAMthI koIe mehanabhAInA kahevA pramANe leza karyo nathI ke kalezane kAraNathI maraNa pAmyAM nathI. bIjI hakIkata mehanalAlabhAIe paramagAtArtha AcAryadeva zrImad vijayadAnasUrizvarajI ane upAdhyAya zrI premavijayajI saMbaMdhI jaNAvI che, te kevaLa teozrInI niMdA karavA mATe ja karI che. trIbhovanadAsane bheLavavAno ane upADI javAno AkSepa keTale khoTo che, te uparanI hakIkatathI ja ApazrIne jaNAI Avaze. zrI vijayadAnasUrijI pAdarA padhAryA te pahelAM ghaNA varSathI trIbhovanadAsane dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA hatI ane teja bhAvanA pUjya gurUdevanA samAgamathI vadhAre vRddhi pAmI hatI. "tarakaTa bharyuM vigere" je vAta mehanalAlabhAI kahe che, te temanA kahevAnI Dhaba uparathIja tarakaTI ane kevaLa mahAna purUSonI niMdA karavAnA IrAdAthI ja kahelI jaNAI Ave che. traNa rUpIAnA pagAranI vAta kahe che, te paNa kevaLa Apa vaDAI arthe kahelI che. hA, teozrI zaiDA mAsa sudhI temane tyAM zIkhavA mATe jatA ane temanuM kAma karatA, tenA badalAmAM kAMI ApyuM hoya te tenI mane yAda nathI. bAkI temane pagAra maLate ane te uparaja DesIonuM 43 For Private and Personal Use Only

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33. gujarAna cAlatuM, e vAta ame hajI hayAta chatAM mehinabhAi kahevA hi Mmata karI zakayA che, te khareja temanuM sAhasa kahevAya agara to dIkSAnA vidhite e rIte vadhAre puSTi maLaze, ema teoe dhAryuM hAya, banne vRddha DeAsIenI teenA jIvatAM sudhI mheM mArAthI banI zake te rIte evI bhakita karI che ane tenA kAI paNa khejo trIbhAvanadAsa upara hatAja nahi, kAraNake te te nAnI ummaranA hatA. pAdarA. 13-8-32 aMtamAM mhAre eTaluMja jaNAvavAnuM ke mArI ummara atyAre ghaNI vRddha che, eTale huM ApanI samakSa hAjara thai zakatA nathI, paraMtu jyAre amArAjakuTumbamAM utpanna thayelA AvA eka uttama nararatnane halakA pADavA mATe kevaLa IrSyA agara dIkSAnA virodhanI khAtaraja meAhanalAlabhAI ATalI vRddha vaye paNa rAjyanI samakSa taddana khoTI vAteA kare, tyAre huM jIvatA hAuM tyAM sudhI mArI krUraja thaI paDe che ke satya bInA mAre jaNAvavI joie. huM AzA rAkhuM chuM ke pa. zrI. rAmavijayajInA saMsArIpaNAnA jIvana saMbaMdhI kAMI paNa hakIkata Apane jANavAnI jarUra hoya te huM jaNAvI zakIza. paNa te mATe bahAranI vyaktie je kAMI khAlI jAya, tenA upara tamAre AdhAra rAkhavA joIe nahi. kAraNa ke Aje amArAmAM keTalAkane dIkSA jevI pavitra vastunA evA virAdha thayA che ke sArAmAM sArA cAratravAna mahA purUSo upara paNa galIcamAM galIca AkSepo karatAM temane kAi paNa jAtane saMkrAca thato nathI. pahelAM paNa mahAsukhabhAIe chApAmAM keTalIka hakIkatA lakhI che, ema mArA jANavAmAM AveluM. tenI meM darakAra nahi karelI, paNa jyAre rAjyanI pAse eka gRhastha gaNAtA mANasa A rIte khAMDuM khAlavAnI chUTa le che tyAre mArAthI rahI zakAtuM nathI. ane tethI ApanA upara patra dvArA lakhI jaNAvuM chuM. lI zA. tArAcaMda dalIcaMdra : sahI dA, pAte } (tapAsa samiti upara ravAnA TapAla dvArA.) For Private and Personal Use Only

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339 pariziSTa na. 29 maherabAna saMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdhanI samitinA adhyakSa sAhebanI hajuramAM, | mu. vaDodarA, huM bAI hIrA, te zA. camanalAla mUlacaMdanI vidhavA strI jAte vIsA piravADa, dhaMdhe gharakAma, uMmara varasa 39, rahevAsI chANInI, huM mArA javAbamAM jaNAvuM chuM ke mAruM lagna 1964 nI sAlamAM thayuM che, paNa mArA pitAzrInA tathA mArA sAsarIyAnA gharavALAonI dhArmika raheNI-karaNIthI mAruM mana dIkSA levAne mATe utsuka thavAthI, mArA sasarAne tathA mArA pitAzrIne jaNAvI huM pAdarA sAdhvIjI mahArAja hovAthI tyAM gaI ne tyAM vakIla mohanalAlabhAIne maLIne meM kahyuM ke mAre dikSA levI che, ne tene sarasAmAna kapaDAM vigere laIne sa. 1968 nI sAlamAM mArI varSa 19 nI uMmara hatI, te vakhate gaI hatI, tyAre mehanalAlabhAIe mane nA pADI, eTale huM darApara gaI, eTale mehanabhAIne mArA sasarAnuM nAma ApeluM tethI temaNe mArA sasarAne kAgaLa lakhI jaNAvyuM, paNa te jANatA hovAthI AvyA nahiM. paNa mArI mAtuzrIe mArA mAmAne pAchA levA sArU kalyA, ne mArA mAmAe mArI mAnI khUba kheMca hovAnuM samajAvI, mane pAchA teDI lAvyA. tyArapachI mArA pariNAma sadAne mATe kAyama rahevAthI, meM mArA sagA be bhAIone tyAM mArA pitAzrI pAse ubhA rahI dIkSA apAvI che. temaja mArA sagA kAkAnA dIkarA bene tathA mArA kAkAnI chokarIo bene dIkSA. apAvI che. mAre paNa tenA pariNAma che, paNa huM varasa 19 thayA vidhavA thaI chuM, ne mAre eka chokaro che. te mArA vidhavA thayA pachI be mAse prasava thayela hovAthI, tenA upara meha rahevAthI huM jaI zakI nathI. paNa dhArmika jJAna ApavA sAru meM rUpIyA cha hajAranI rakama atrenA saMghane soMpI che, ne tenA vyAjanI upajamAMthI dhArmika zikSaNa apAya che, te mArI bhAvanAne smRti maLavAnuM eka sabaLa kAraNa che. mArA A javAba virUddha keIe Apane jaNAvyuM hoya, te beThuM che. eja tA. 17-7-32. bAI hIrAkara, te zA. cImanalAla mUlacaMdanI vidhavA, sahI da. pita. (tapAsa samiti upara ravAnA TapAla dvArA) For Private and Personal Use Only

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340 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir pariziSTa naM. 29 A pariziSTa bhUlathI chapAyuM che, kAraNa ke 29 muM pariziSTa 233 mA pAne chapAI gayela che, eTale 238 mA pAne chapAyela " pariziSTa naM. 29 " ne badale " zAstriya pUrAvA "-ema vAMcavuM, ' pariziSTa na. 30 zrI saMnyAsa dIkSA prati. nibaMdha samiti dvega, mu. vaDAdarA. ApanI samakSa jUbAnI ApatAM amadAvAdavALA mULacaMda AzArAma jhaverIe mArA dIkSA tyAga pachInA eka kahevAtA khUlAsA rajI karyAM che. A lakhANa mArA nAmathI prasiddha thayeluM hovA chatAMya, te saMbaMdhI huM kAMIja jANatA nathI. hAlanA sajogomAM vizeSa jaNAvavuM te mAre mATe duHkharUpa thai paDe tema hAvAthI phakata huM eTaluMja jaNAvuM chuM ke majakura khUlAsAmAM jaina muni ne khIjAe saMbaMdhamAM jaNAvavAmAM AvelI AkSepaka khAtA sadaMtara khATI che ane kArA kAgaLAmAM mArI sahI laine tenA geraupayAga karavAmAM AvelA che. mArAthI dIkSAnI kriyAe na thaI zakavAthI me dIkSA cheADI che. te sivAya bIjuM kAMija kAraNa nathI. eja. lI. zA. narasIhalAla premacaMda sahI : pete (tapAsa samiti upara ravAnA TapAla dvArA. ) For Private and Personal Use Only

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346 pariziSTa na. 31 zrI zrImaMta sarakAra gAyakavADa vidyamAna che. rA, re. peTalAda zA. pha, nyAyAdhIza varga 1 sAhebanI keramAM. segananAmuM mAruM nAma ratilAla che. mArA bApanuM nAma jezIMgabhAI che. jAte vANIo chuM. mArI umara varSa 19nI che. dhaMdhe vepAra karuM chuM. rahevAzI khaMbhAta, hAla peTalAdamAM chuM. huM mArA dharma pramANe A sogananAmuM karuM chuM ke huM khaMbhAta mukAmethI saMvata 1986nA Aso suda 15 nA roja baporanI gADImAM yAtrA karavA sArU eTale mArI rAjIkhuzIthI tathA svasatiSathI nIkaLelo hato. mane keIe nasADyo agara bhagADyo nathI, temaja koInI zIkhavaNIthI huM gayelo nahote, temaja keInI sAthe paNa huM nIkaLyo nathI ane mArA janma tA. 18-8-1912 nA roja thayela hAla huM kAyadA pramANe lAyaka uMmarana thaelo chuM. uparanI hakIkata huM sogana upara jAhera karuM chuM. tArIkha 12-11-30, 1 zA ratIlAla jesaMgabhAI sahI da. pite. zA, aMbAlAla khImacaMda zAkha. dA. pate. sahI karanArane huM jAte oLakhuM chuM. pe. vA. ma. naM. 10680. zA. ratIlAla jesaMgabhAI re. khaMbhAta, hAla peTalAda ha. pote. tA. 12-11-3 0 parabhulAla nAnAlAla sahI. zero. sadarahu sogananAmuM Ajaroja amArA rUbarU peTalAda zA. ke. nyA. varga 1 mAM bapore be vAge karavAmAM AvyuM che. sogananAmuM karanAra jAte For Private and Personal Use Only

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sIkko Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 342 hAjara che ane seAgananAmamAM lakhelI hakIkata kharI hAvA bAbata pratinA upara kabUla kare che. tA. 12 navembara 1930. ( aMgrejImAM sahI) peTalAda zA. phA. nyA. varga 1 maherabAna cIpha konsTebala sAhebanI havvuramAM, khabhAta. huM arajadAra zA jezIMgabhAi cunIlAla Apa sAhebane araja karUM chuM ke meM je AcAya AnadasAgara vigere sAme i. pI. kaiA, ka. 35, 109, 114, pramANe pharIAda karI che, te zaka uparathI karelI. te bAbata mArI pAse kAI jAtanA pUrAveA nathI ane tapAsa karatAM mArA dIkarA potAnI rAjIkhuzIthI yAtrAe gaelA hovAnu jaNAya che. tene atrethI khaseDavAmAM taheAmatadArA paikI kAie khaseDavAmAM ke satADavAmAM kAine hAtha hAvAnuM jaNAtuM nathI. jethI AkarIAda huM AgaLa calAvavA mAMgatA nathI, te sAhebane vidita thAya. tA. 11-11-30. (tA. 12-11-30 nA roja jezIMgabhAie me. peAlIsa suprInTenDanTa AgaLa maikhika javAba Apyo che, ) For Private and Personal Use Only

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343 pariziSTa na. 32 saM. dI. pra. nibaMdha tapAsa kamITInA sabhAsado joga, mu. vaDodarA, dharmalAbha sAthe lakhavAnuM je gulAbacaMda rUpacaMda DabhoIvALAnA putra zAMti uM. va. 16 nAe mArI pAse 1986mAM dIkSA lIdhelI ane te tenAthI nahiM pALI zakAvAthI, cAra divasamAM ja te cAlI gayela. tenA ghera pAcho jatAM amee ke kaI paNa zrAvake tene aTakAvyA nahote, ubhuM DabhoInI TIkITa zrAvakoe karAvI ApI hatI, je zAMtie tame samakSa jubAnImAM jaNAvyuM che. A uparathI spaSTa che ke amoe tenA bApanA gherathI nasADyo bhagADyo nathI, paraMtu tenI pitAnI dIkSA levAnI IcchA thaye amArI pAse Avela ane dIkSA ApavA kahela, jethI meM tenI yogya tapAsa karI, tenI saMpUrNa rAjIkhuzIthI dIkSA ApI hatI. A sivAya tenA bApe je je hakIkata amArA saMbaMdhamAM tamane jUbAnImAM jaNAvI che, te tadana kheTI ane lekone uzkeravA mATenI che. ame zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka samAjamAMnA keTalAka kahevAtA sudhAraka tyAga dharmano nAza karavA aneka na IcchavAyogya prayatno kare che ane tevI ja rIte tame samakSa jubAnIomAM paNa aneka juThThI hakIkata teo kahI gayA che. te amo tamane khAsa sUcanA karIe chIe ke dIkSA e dhArmika kriyA hovAthI jaina sAdhuo ane zraddhALu jaina sivAya bIjAnuM kahevuM bIlakula dhyAnamAM levuM na ja joIe. ane nibaMdhane Teko ApanArAoe je hakIkata jaNAvI che, tenI Apa jAta tapAsa karI satya tAravavuM joIe. tA 31-8-32 lI0 kItimuninA dharmalAbha. ( tapAsa samiti upara ravAnA TapAla dvArA.) vaDodarA rAjaya dIkSA pratibaMdhaka tapAsa kamITI joga, | mu. vaDodarA. dharmalAbhapUrvaka jaNAvavAnuM ke tamArI samakSa DabheIna zA gulAbacaMda rUpacaMde temanA dIkarA zAMtilAlanI dIkSAnA saMbaMdhamAM jubAnI ApatAM muni kIrtimunie tene nasADyo bhagADyo vigere jaNAvyuM che, te kheTuM che. zAMtilAla pote ja dIkSA levA mATe DabhoIthI mArI pAse salAha levA mATe Avyo hato ane meM tene muni kIrtimuni pAse dIkSA levA kahyuM hatuM. te sivAyanI tenA bApe jaNAvelI hakIkata satyathI vegaLI che. mATe tevA prakAranI vAto upara bIlakula bharoso rAkhe yogya nathI. tA. 11-9-3ra. lI. sAvI caMpAzrInA dharmalAbha. (tapAsa samiti upara ravAnA TapAla dvArA) For Private and Personal Use Only

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344 pariziSTa naM. 33 bhIkhAbhAI ne khulAsA :*: me. dIkSA pratibaMdhaka nibaMdha tapAsa kamITInA pramukha sAheba joga, mu. vaDAdarA, huM nIce sahI karanAra zA. bhIkhAbhAi zIvalAlanI araja che je mArI uMmara sADA paMdara varasanI che. huM chANInA rahIza chuM. sAgarajI mahArAjanA ziSyA ahiM rahyA, te mane temanA paricayathI dIkSA levAne bhAva thaye ane mArA bApAne mane dIkSA apAvA kahyuM. pahelAM tA emane nA kahI, paNa pAchaLathI ema kahyuM ke tAre dIkSA levI hoya teA tArA mAmA bhuvanavijayajI pAse apAvIe. me kahyuM ke mane sAgarajI mahArAjathI khAdha thayeleA che, te huM emanI pAse cAmAsI caudaza pahelAM dIkSA levAnA chuM. asADa mAsa sudhI emaNe mane sAgarajI mahArAja pAse dIkSA apAvI nahi, eTale mane lAgyuM ke mArI dIkSA cAra mAsa rAkAI jaze, tethI mAre gherathI rU!. 10) vATavAmAMthI laine huM muMbAI dIkSA levA mATe gayA ane mArA bhAI ramagulAlane kahetA gayA ke mArA Apane khabara Apo. muMbAI ja me mahArAjane kahyuM ke mAre dIkSA levI che, emane me kahyuM ke mArA bApane mArA bhAI ramaNalAla sAthe khakhara kahevarAvI che, eTale te hamaNAMja Avaze. lagabhaga bAreka vAge mArA pitAzrI AvyA, eTale meM emane kahyuM ke mane dIkSA apAveA. emaNe mane kahyuM ke bhuvanavijayajI pAse tane dIkSA apAvuM, eTale ahIM mArUM mana mAnatuM nathI. paNa me kahyuM ke mAre ahI ja levI che, emaNe mane hA kahI te mahArAja sAhebane kahyuM ke dIkSA Apo. tyArapachI mArUM zarIra kAMIka narama thayuM ane e be divasa rAkAi chANI gayA. tyAMthI traNa cAra divasa pachI mArA bApA tathA mArI bA baMnne pAchA AvyA. te vakhate mate tAva vadhAre AvatA hatA, eTale emane mane samajAvyA ke bhAI muMbAinuM pANI kharAba che, muddata joyA vagara te dIkSA lIdhI che, vaLI tArUM zarIra sAruM rahetuM nathI ane amArA vicAra tane bhuvanavijayajI pAse rAkhavAne che, mATe jo tuM pAchA Ave te sArUM ane cAmAsA pachI tAre dIkSA levI haze te sArUM mu joI apAvIza. eTale meM gurU mahArAjane kahyuM. emaNe kahyuM ke tane sukha upaje tema kara. tethI huM ghera pAche AvyeA. eja araja tA. 17-7-32 zAhu bhIkhAbhAI zIvalAla sa. 6H pAte, -(*)* For Private and Personal Use Only

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345 bhIkhAbhAInI mAtAnA khulAse :: me. dIkSA kamITInA membara sAhebe joga, mu. vaDAdarA. huM nIce sahI karanAra bAi maNInI araja e che je mArA dIkarA bhIkhAlAlane dIkSA levAneA bhAva sAgarajI mahArAjanA sAdhue ahIM AvelA tyAre thayele ane ane amane dIkSA apAvavA kahyuM. pahelAM te ame bahu nA kahI, paNa jyAre enA bahu bhAva joyA tyAre kahyuM ke tAre dIkSA levI hoya to tArA mArA jIvanavijayajI pAse apAvIe. ene kahyuM ke mAre te sAgarajI mahArAja pAse ja levI che. pachI asADa sudI 1 te divase sAMje ahIMthI gayA ne kahevarAvatA gayA ke huM dIkSA levA jAuM huM, te meM rUA. 10) lIdhA che. eTale enA bApA enI pAchaLa gayA. dIkSA apAvIne traNa cAra divase ghera AvyA te mane vAta karI ke bhIkhAne dIkSA apAvI che, paNa enuM zira ka Mika narama che. eTale mane muMbAinu pANI lAgavAnI dezaka lAgI ane meM kahyuM ke ApaNe ekavAra khabara kADhavA jaI AvIe, kAraNake mArA jIva bahu adhara thayA che. ame muMbAi gayA, tyAre emanu zarIra vadhAre narama hatuM. amee emane pAchA AvavAnuM samajAvyuM ane mATA mahArAjanI rajA laine ghera lAvyA. bhIkhAnI dIkSAmAM mArA kAMi vAMdhA nathI. eja araja tA. 17-7--32 maNIbena khImaca'da dvA. peAte -(0) bhIkhAbhAinA pitAzrInA khulAsA. " huM dIkSA kamITInA me, pramukha sAheba joga, mu. vaDAdarA, huM nIce sahI karanAra zA valAla hIrAcaMdanI sAma sAthe arja che. je mArA dIkarA nAme bhIkhAbhAInI dIkSA saMbaMdhI gai kAle tA. 16-7-32 nA rAja bhAi savAIlAla tathA che, te kharI nathI. sAcI hakIkata nIce dhyAnamAM lezeAjI. nAyAlAle je jUbAnI ApI mujaba che, te Apa sAheba Azare mAsa cAreka upara AcAya mahArAja sAheba sAgarAnaHsurizvarajI atre padhArelA. temanA ziSyo atre mAsa e traNa rokAyelA. te 44 For Private and Personal Use Only

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346 daramyAna mAre dIkare bhIkhAlAla mahArAja pAse jata, bhaNata, pratikramaNa karato tathA vrata pacakhANa karatA, tethI thoDA divasa pachI tene dIkSA levAnI IcchA thaI ane amane dIkSA apAvavA mATe kahyuM. meM nA kahI. teNe amane lagolaga bahu kahyuM ane ame teno jIva dharmamAM je, eTale ame kahyuM ke tAre dIkSA levI hoya te tArA mAmA bhuvanavijayajI pAse apAvuM, paNa ene sAgarajI mahArAja pAse dIkSA levAnI jIda karI ane kahyuM ke huM comAsI caudaza pahelAM dikSA levAne chuM-e cakkasa che. tyAra pachI mAsa be pachI asADa sudI 1 ne divase ahIMthI sAMje nIkaLI muMbAI sAgarajI mahArAja pAse gayA ane enA bhAI ramaNalAla sAthe kahevarAvyuM ke mArA pitAzrIne kaheje ke huM muMbaI sAgarajI mahArAja pAse dIkSA mATe jauM chuM ane meM vATavAmAMthI rU. 10) lIdhA che. ene AvI amane vAta karI tethI meM muMbAI TelIphona Ayo ke mahArAja sAhebane kaheje ke mArA AvyA pachI dIkSA Ape. huM tarataja melamAM muMbAI gayo ne sAgarajI mahArAjane pUchyuM ke bhIkhe kyAM che? mahArAja sAhebe kahyuM ke bhIkhe ahIM Avyo che. enA dIkSA levAnA bhAva che ane aMdherImAM jItasAgara mahArAja pAse che. tame kahe te dIkSA ApIe. eTale huM aMdherI gayo ne bhIkhAne bhuvanavijayajI pAse dIkSA levA mATe samajAvyo, paNa mAnyuM nahiM, eTale meM mahArAja sAhebane kahyuM ke khuzIthI dIkSA Apo. cemAsI caudaza najIka AvavAthI mahArAja sAhebe muddata joyA vagara dIkSA ApI. dIkSA lIdhA pachI enuM zarira kAMIka bagaDayuM, paNa huM to be divasa rokAI chANI pAcho AvyuM. ghera AvyA pachI bhIkhAnI bAne vAta karI ke bhIkhAnuM zarira kAMIka narama che, eTale emane jIva adhara thayo ne kahyuM ke kadAca bhIkhAne muMbAInuM pANI lAge to mATe ApaNe muMbaI emane vAMdI AvIe ne khabara kADhI AvIe. tethI ame baMnne muMbaI gayA. tyAM emanuM zarIra vadhAre narama jeyuM, tethI amane vahema paDyo ane emane samajAvyA ke je tame amArI joDe ghera Ave te sAruM ane comAsA pachI tamArI IcchA haze te tamane pharIthI dikSA apAvIzuM. emanuM mana paNa saheja DhIluM thayuM, eTale ame mahArAja sAhebane vAta karI ke sAheba bhadrakasAgarane ghera AvavA de. mahArAja sAhebe kahyuM ke jevI emanI marajI, sukha upaje tema karo. pachI ame emane laIne ghera AvyA. ATalI hakIkata banI che. e ja araja tA. 17-7-32. zA. zivalAla hirAcaMda sahI dA. pita. [ pariziSTa na. 33 nA traNe khulAsA tapAsa samiti upara TapAla dvArA ravAnA thayela che.] For Private and Personal Use Only

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pariziSTa naM. 34 11 mI sadIthI 19 mI sadI sudhImAM jaina che. mUrti. pU. saMpradAyamAM bAlyavaye cAritra aMgikAra karI mahAna vidvAna thayelA AcArya mahArAjAo. For Private and Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 1 zrI hemacadrasurI jinadattasUrI jinacaMdrasUrI devasUrI ma 3 1 deg AcAryanuM nAma 14 nA ,, 19 >> 29 "" ,, * 11,, sAmaprabhasUrI 12| R jinacaMdrasUrI 13,, jinakuzaLasUrI dharmaprabhasurI ,, si'hatilakasUrI "" www.kobatirth.org janma saMvata pUrNa talagaccha 1145 gai kharataragaccha 1632 "" tapagaccha 1143 "" ,, 117 "" jinapattisUrI kharataragaccha 1210 mahendrasiMhasarI aMcaLagaccha | 1228 jinezvarasUrI kharatagaccha 1245 jinaprameAdhasarI ajItasiMhasurI acaLagaccha 1283 1296 devendrasi'hasarI acAgaccha 1285 kharataragaccha 1326 ,, 1299 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 1331 dIkSA saMvata 1 54 1345 1141 12 03 115 1218 1237 1255 196 130 For Private and Personal Use Only 1332 dIkSA letI AcArya vakhatanI pada umara 1341 Lao 1352 8 ra 10 11 1330 1347 17 1 8 } tapagaccha 1310 1321 11 133 tya 116 G 1169 1211 1174 1223 1263 1278 1331 1314 1323 134 1375 135 139

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra AcAryanuM nAma 16 zrI mahendraprabhasUrI 1 185 R 19 6: devasuMdarasarI 1 20 merUtuMgasarI 22 23 25 22 39 24 ma 29 30 " 26] . ,, jayAna dasUrI "" "" jinapadmasurI kharatagaccha 1372 jJAnasAgarasUrI kulama DanasurI www.kobatirth.org janma saMvata aMcaLaga 1363 gaccha tapagaccha 1380 349 29 "" aMcaLagaccha | 1403 tapagaccha 1405 1396 sAmasuMdarasUrI yakArtisUrI munisuMdarasUrI ratnazekharasUrI ra lakSmisAgarasUrI 28) jinacaMdrasurI kharataragaccha 1487 1492 jinasamudrasUrI siddhAMtasAgarasUrI aMcaLaga7 1506 aMcAgaccha * ,, 1409 1430 tapagaccha 143 1433 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dIkSA saMvata 1375 1380 1392 1404 1418 1417 1417 1447 1444 1443 1457 1463 1464 1470 1506 1521 1512 For Private and Personal Use Only dIkSA letI vakhatanI uMmara 12 ' 12 8 15 12 8 17 11 7 ; 5 15 AcAya pada 1393 1389 1420 1420 1428 1441 1422 1457 1467 1478 1502 1508 1514 1530 1541

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3pa0 AcAryanuM nAma | gaccha janma | dIkSA dakSA laI AcArya vakhatanI saMvata | umara saMvata pada 31 zrI bhavasAgarasUrI aMcaLaga 1510 upara 0 [ 10 1560 32 , jinahaMsari (kharataragaccha 1pa4 | 1535 11 1555 33, pArdhacaMdrasUrI | | nAgapurIya | 1537 (tapagaccha) | 1546 1565 34 , ANaMdavimaLasUrI tapagaccha 1547 1552 1570 3pa, guNanidhAnasUrI | aMcaLagaccha 1548] 1papara | 4 | 1584 36 , jinamANijyasUrI kharataragaccha 1549 156 | 11 | 1582 3 , vijayadAnasUrI tapagaccha | 1553 ] 1562 | 9 | 1587 1 laghupAlaka 1555 38, saubhAgyaharSasUrI che 156 3 1583 ga7 pArdhacaMdrasUrI 39 , samacaMdrasUrI 1575 | 15 [ 1604 ga7. 40, samavimaLasUrI laghuSiAlika 1570 1 1pa4 | 4 | 157 ga 41 , hIravijayasUrI tapagaccha ! 1pa83 | 1596 | 13 | 1610 karI , jinacaMdrasarI kharataragaccha 1595 | 16 04 | 9 | 1612 43, ANaMdasamasUrI | ] ladhu papAlika 1601 | 4 | 1625 ga7. 44, vijayasenasUrI tapagaccha | 16 04 | 1613 - - - - 1649 45 , jinasiMhasUrI kharataragaccha 1615] 1623 46 kalyANasAgarasUrI | aMcaLagachI 1633 1642 | - - - - - - 9 | For Private and Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 47 48 4 50 51 para 53 54 55 pa 57 58 59 "" } . "" 99 AcAryanuM nAma vijayadevasUrI hemasAmasUrI vijayaMtilakasUrI vijayAnaMdasarI vijayasiMhasUrI jinarAjasUrI jinasAgarasurI vijayaprabhasUrI vijayarAjasUrI jinasAgarasUrI amarasAgarasurI jJAnavimaLasUrI jinadhama sUrI 29 "" >> ,, "" ' " vijayamAnasUrI 61, vijayaratnasUrI # www.kobatirth.org gaccha 351 ANaMdasUrI [chu .. tapuccha 1634 1643 laghupApAlika gaccha janma saMvata "" 1623 tapagaccha 1644 tapagaccha vimaLazAkhA khataragaccha 1647 1635 1644 tapagaccha 1677 ANu dasUrI gaccha acaLagaccha 16para 1642 1651 16para 1679 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 1694 dIkSA saMvata 1630 1707 tapagaccha 1711 1654 1656 161 168 1629 161 1694 1702 1705 kharataragaccha 1698 17- ANaMdasUrI gaccha For Private and Personal Use Only 1719 1717 dIkSA letI vakhatanI uMmara 9 e e 10 9 9 9 10 11 8 12 } AcAya 56 1635 13 1676 1682 1674 1674 1710 1704 1674 1715 1748 1711 1736 1732

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3para dIkSA leta AcArya AcAryanuM nAma ga janma saMvata dIkSA saMvata vakhatanI uMmara 174pa tapagaccha 62 zrI larmisAgarasUrI 1728 1736 (sAgarazAkhA) 63, nemacaMdrasUrI nAgapUrIya 1731 [ 1740 tapagaccha 1750 6 , jinacaMdrasUrI kharataragaccha 1729 138 | 9 1746 | 2 | 65 , vijyakSamArI tapagaccha [ 1732 1739 1992 66, jinasaukhyasUrI Tkharataragaccha 1739 1751 1762 6 ,, kanakacaMdrasarI nAgapurIya (tapagaccha) 1746] 1757 2 | 11 | 1796 68, jinavijayasUrI kharataragaccha 177 1753 1785 - 69 ... vidyAsAgarasUrI aMcaLaga7 17475 17pa6 | 9 | 162 cha , udayasAgarasUrI | che ? 1763 ] 119.909 1797 8 | 9 | 71), jinabhaktisUrI | kharataragaccha 1770 1 1779 1780 72 , jinalAbhasUrI | cha | 1784 | 1796 | 1ra | 18 04 8 | 73 ,, kIrtisAgasarI aMcaLaga7 10. | 1/2 3 9 | 4 | 74 ,, bhAtRcaMdrasarI nAgapurIya 1803 | 1815 | 12 [ 1823 (tapagaccha) ! 75 , vivekacaMdrasUrI | | 18091820 1809 | 11 | 1837 76 , jinacaMdrasarI kharataragaccha 1809 1822 18 34 For Private and Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 78 92 AcAryanuM nAma 77 zrI jinayuktasUrI jinacaMdrasUrI jinaudayau muktisAgarasurI a'caLagaccha 1857 jinasaubhAgyasurI kharataragaccha 1862 jinahemarI ratnasAgarasUrI 80 21 82 83 99 ,, " ,, , www.kobatirth.org "" janma saMvata kharataragaccha | 1803 353 gaccha ,, Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 18}} dIkSA saMvata 1803 1820 acaLagaccha 1892 1815 1832 1847 1867 1877 1883 dIkSA letI. vakhatanI uMmara 12 17 For Private and Personal Use Only 15 10 15 17 1905 13 133 AcArya padma 1819 1824 1875 1892 1292 1897 1914 ( jeTalI yAdI ame meLavI zakayA chIe teTalI raju karI che. sabhava che ke khIjA'ghaNAM nAmeA rahI gayAM hAca, vidvAne jaNAvaze AbhAra)

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra anukrama naMbara. pariziSTa chellAM dasa varSomAM zrImaMta gAyakavADa sarakAranA rAjyanA .. 1 muni zrI bhuvanavijayajI vardhamAnavijayajI sa 4 } 7 huM 10 11 12 ., dIkSita thatI muni mahArAjanuM nAma. dIkSA saMvata. vakhatanI uMmara 7) 39 #5 >> d www.kobatirth.org "" ,, "> 354 mahAdayasAgarajI vikramavijayajI kusumavijayajI cidAna vijayajI vijayajI yazovijayajI premavijayajI suzIlavijayajI abhayasAgarajI viSNudhavijayajI 1978 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 1984 GA. va. 1985 a. su. 1| 1986 1986 pe. va. 8 1956 cai. va. 5 1987 1986 vai. su. 3 1986 pra. a. va. | 1951 kA. 1.2 1988 1985 peA. va. 5. For Private and Personal Use Only 15 13 9 14 12 17 18 15 10 15 19 15 dIkSA sthaLa umeTA varA amadAvAda cANasmA amadAvAda muMbAI karADA kadamagIrI tIrthaM amadAvAda udepura za khezvarajI amadAvAda

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upapa naM. 35 sagIra umare dIkSita thayelAnI vigatavAra yAdI. - - - - - gurUnuM nAma. pUrvAzramanuM AkhuM nAma. janma- janmatArIkha bhUmi. A. zrI. vijayalabdhi-chabIladAsa khImacaMda prANI 1963 sUrIzvarajI | munizrI rakSitavijayajI vADIlAla hIrAlAla DabhoI 1971 vai. su. 3 munizrI dharmasAgarajI motIlAla mUlacaMda unAvA 1976 phA. su. 14 A. zrI vijayalabdhi- bAlubhAI choTAlAla chANI 1972 sUrIzvarajI paM. zrI rAmavijayajI kAntilAla bhogIlAla pATaNa 1974 ma. su. 12 munizrI jabuvijayajI cImanalAla hIrAlAla DabhAI | 1969 phA. va. 14 paM. zrI lAvaNyavijayajI dalapata caturadAsa cANasmA 1969 pra. zrI dharmavijayajI zA. jIvaNalAla nAthA- DabhoI 1972 paM. zrI bhaktivijayajI pannAlAla pratApacaMda mahesANuM 1977 munizrI dakSavijyajI godaDabhAI caturadAsa cANasmA 1973 munizrI dharmasAgarajI amRtalAla mUlacaMda unAvA 1981 u. zrI manoharavijayajIvRjalAla sakaracaMda mahesANA 1973 A. su. 15 lAla - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - For Private and Personal Use Only

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nA - - - - - -- - - - zAstrIya purAvA [ A prakaraNamAM prasiddha karela zAstrIya pAThamAM amArI ajJAnatAthI, smRti deSathI ke presa daSathI kAMI paNa bhUla rahI javA pAmI hoya te te mATe kSamA yAcIe chIe ane zAstrane sudhAre sUcavavA ame vinaMti karIe chIe. ] For Private and Personal Use Only

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357 pAne ra03 mAM jaNAvela zAstrIca khUlAse. zrI paMcAzakamAM traNa prakAranI dIkSA kahelI che. samyaktva Are paNa, zrI dezavirati ane sarvavirati. temAM samyatva AropaNanI dIkSAnI kriyA prasaMge nIce mujaba phula nAkhavAnI vAta jaNAvelI che. dIkSA zabda mAtrathI te vAtane sarvavirati dIkSA sAthe joDI devI yogya nathI. parizuddhassa o taha pupphapAyajogeNaM daMsaNaM pacchA / TThitisAhaNamuvabuhaNa harisAipaloyaNaM ceva // 28 // vyAkhyA-parizuddhasya dIkSocitavizuddhaprAptatayA nizcitasya sato rakSaLIyastha ! tu ja punaHArtha sAthamityaah-ttheti tathAvidhaH pUrvoktanyAyataH samavasaraNamadhyabhAvI yaH puSpapAtayogaH kusumapatanavyAraH sa tathA tena puSpapAtayogena / kimityAha-darzanaM nayanAvaraNavasanApanayanena jinapratimAM prati tasya darzanakriyAyAM prayojanaM guruNA kAryam / pazcAditi puSpapAtena tadvizuddhinizcayAnantaram / athavA darzanamiti samyagdarzanaM tasyAropaNI yametadAropaNameva ca diikssocyte|| (paMcAzaka sUtra pAnuM 46 pahelI puMThI) pAne ra07 mAM jaNAvela zAstrIya khUlAse. keTalAke AryarakSitasUrijInI dIkSita thatI vakhatanI umara 11 varSanI hovA chatAMye, meTI uMmaravALAne paNa je vAlInI ke saMbaMdhInI rajA vagara dIkSA Ape che te ziSyacorI zAstrakAroe gaNI che-ema TharAvavA mATe temanI uMmara 22 varSanI jaNAve che. AryarakSitasUrijInI dIkSAne zrI hemacaMdrAcAryo pariziSTa parvamAM 13 mA sargamAM 81 mA lekamAM pAne 114 pahelI peThImAM prathama ziSya niSphaTIkA thaI ema jaNAvI che, eTale AryarakSitasUrijInI dIkSA pahelAM 16 varSanI aMdaranI uMmaranA koIne paNa vAlInI rajA vagara dIkSA apAI nathI ane A prathama ja banAva zrI vIra prabhunA zAsanamAM 6 ThA saikAmAM banyo. paraMtu je Arya rakSitasUrinI uMmara rara varSanI laIe, te te kaI paNa uMmaravALAne vAlInI ke saMbaMdhInI rajA vagara te agAu dIkSA nathI apAI-ema Thara, paraMtu tema che nahiM. Arya rakSitasUrijInI dIkSA pahelAM zrI gautama svAmIe kheDutane khetaramAM jaIne For Private and Personal Use Only

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358 dIkSA ApI, temAM koInI saMmati lIdhI nathI. te mATe kalikAla sarve bhagavAna hemacaMdrasUri mahArAjA viracita zrI triSTi zalAkA purU caritra uparathI anuvAdita zrI mahAvIra caritramAM nIce mujaba jaNAvela che. prabhue kheDutane bodha karavAne mATe gautamane mokalyA. gautame te kheta pAse AvIne kahyuM ke "A zuM kare che ? " te bolya-"mArA bhayanI preraNAthI A khetI karuM chuM." gAme pharIthI kahyuM ke, "AvI suda AjIvikAthI jIvatAM tane zuM cirakALa sukha thavAnuM che? are kevaLa A kacha tane A bhavamAM ja prApta thayuM che tema nathI, paNa A khetImAM thatI pArAvAra chavahasAthI AvuM kaSTa bIjA bhavamAM paNa tane prApta thaze. A mahA AkarA karmanA kaSTathI eka lAkhamAM aMzanuM kaSTa paNa je dharmakAryamAM karAya, to tatkALa sarva karo aMta Ave che. AvAM gautamasvAmInAM vacana sAMbhaLI te bolyo ke-"he svAmI! tame mane sAro bodha Ape. have huM saMsArathI uga pAmyo chuM, mATe mane dIkSA Apa. pachI "A pratibodha pAme che" evuM jANI gautame tarataja tene dI ApI ane zrI viraprabhunA caraNa pAse javA mATe tene laIne cAlyA." (zrI mahAvIra caritra: pAnuM 199) zrI syulIbhadrajIne saMbhUtivijya AcArye rastAmAM temanI mAtAnI ke saMbaMdhInI anumati lIdhA vagaraja dIkSA ApI che. te mATe zrI syulIbhadra caritramAM nIce pramANe jaNAve che. kRtvo_dehikaM smAha zrIyakaM bhUpatistataH / gRhANemAM piturmudrAM, tadvadbhava ca mantrirAT // 96 // soce vRddho'sti madmAtA, sthulabhadra iti zrutaH / kozAgRhe guNanAmAbhirAmaH subhagAgraNIH // 27 // tuSTo rAjA vizeSeNa tmthaajuuhvtttH| yato bhiSaknRpAmAtyA, vRddhA eva pazaMsitAH // 98 // so'pi dvAdazavarSAnte tadA nRpnreritH| niryayau tadgRhAktizciJcintA cakitacetanaH // 99 // kramAnnRpAntikaM prAptaH praNanAm narezvaram / bhUpaH proce gRhANemAM, mudrAM mudritazAtravAm // 100 // so'vagmudrAmupAdAsye, vicAryeva vizAmpate ! / vimRzya vihitaM kArya, vikriyAM yAti yanna hi // 1 // rAjoce cintayAzoka -banAnto'nyatra mA gamaH / so'ya tatra gato dhImAne citte vyacintayat // 2 // yasyAH pituma'ttine, yayA paravazo naraH / lokadvayaM yato yAti, mudrAM tAM kaH zrayetsudhIH // 3 // yayaikamudrayA matyamudrApaJcakamAnyate / pANI pAde mukhe kaNThe, gehe For Private and Personal Use Only

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350 sA dhriyate katham // 4 // iha loke paraMduHkhaM, paraloke ca dugtiH| yasyAH saMparkataH puMsAM, sA mudrA mudritA shubhaa|| 5 // nAzanaM na zayanaM na majjanaM syAtkadApi samaye niyoginAm / kiJca nAnyadapi zarmasAdhanaM, taddhane'pi sati raGkakA amI // 6 // adhikArAtribhirmAlemAThApattyAtribhirdinaiH / zIghraM narakavAJchA cedinamekaM purohita // 7 // azvatarINAM garmo, durjanamatrI niyoginAM lakSmIH / sthulatvaM zvayathulavaM, vinA vikAreNa nApyante // 8 // mudrANAM jinamudreyaM, grAmA yatsaGgato janaH / iha loke jagadvandyaH, paraloke mahAsukhI // 9 // ityAlocya svayaM chitvA, prAvRtaM ratnakambalam / kRtvA rajohati bhUpamabhyetyAdo'vadadvacaH // 10 // dharmalAbho'stu te rAjannAlocitamidaM mayA / vismito'vagnapaH suSTu nirvaheH svIkRtaM vratam // 11 // dadhyau rAjA mipAdeSa, dhruvaM kozAgRhe gamI / ataH prAsAdazRGgasthastaM gacchantaM vyalokayat // 12 // mRtakebhyo jano yatra, pUtkaroti palAyate / tasminmArga'pi sa yayo, nirvikAramanA muniH // 13 // tenAtha bhUbhRtA mantrI, zrIyako vidadhe tadA / sthUlabhadrastu sNbhuutsUre AithaDamApunaH || 8 | -zrI sthUlabhadra caritra pAnuM 8. maraNakArya karyA pachI rAjAe zrIyakane kahyuM ke A tArA pitAnI mudrIkA grahaNa kare ane tenI peThe tuM maMtrI thA. tyAre tene kahyuM ke mAre sthUlabhadra nAmanA meTo bhAI guNanA samUhe karIne manohara ane buddhi zALI kazyAnA ghera che, te sAMbhaLIne vizeSa prakAre saMtuSTa thayelA rAjAe tene kazyAnA tyAMthI bolAvyo. je kAraNa mATe vaidya, rAjA ane pradhAne vRddha hoya te prazaMsanIya che. te ( rathulabhadra) paNa rAjapurUSonA kahevAthI kaMIka ciMtAne Azcaryayukta evo bAra varase (kAgyAnA) gharamAMthI nIkaLe. anukrame rAjAnI pAse AvIne rAjane namaskAra karyo. rAjAe paNa kahyuM ke zatrunA samUhane vaza karanArI A muddAne grahaNa karI tene kahyuM che rAjana! vicArIne kareluM kArya duHkhadAyI thatuM nathI, mATe huM vicAra karIne mudrA grahaNa karIza. tyAre rAjAe kahyuM ke bIje na jatAM azoka vanamAM jaIne vicAra kara. buddhizALI evo te paNa tyAM jaIne buddhizALI evA tene paNa hRdayamAM A rIte vicAra karyo, pitAne maraNa denArI ane paravaza karanArI ane ubhaya lokano nAza karanArI evI te mudAne buddhizALI evo kaNa grahaNa kare ? je eka mukAvaDa manuSyo hAtha, paga, mukha, kaMTha ane ghara ema pAMca sthAne muvA pAme che (paravaza bane che) te kevI rIte For Private and Personal Use Only

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360 grahaNa karAya. jenAthI A lekamAM mahAduHkha thAya che ane paralokamAM durgati maLe che te muddA na hoya teja zreyaskara che. sevake koIpaNa vakhate yogya avasare bhajana karI zakatA nathI, zayana karI zakatA nathI tema snAna paNa karI zakatA nathI, vaLI tenAthI bIjuM koIpaNa sukhanuM sAdhana maLatuM nathI, eTale dhananI sAmagrI chatAM paNa te raMka jevA ja hoya che. adhikArathI traNa mAse narka ane maDanA adhipatipaNAthI traNa divasamAM nake javAya che. ane je jaldI narkanI IcchA hoya to eka divasa purohitapaNuM karavAthI jaI zakAya che, vikAra vinA ghoDIne garbha, durjananI maitrI ane sevakane lakSmI, zarIranuM sthaLapaNuM-sojo pAmI zakAtA nathI. muddAone viSe grAhya tarIke A eka jinamudrAja che ke jenA saMgathI prANI A lAkamAM jagadvaMdya bane che ane paralekamAM mahAsukhI thAya che. A rIte vicAra karIne pite oDhelI ratnakaMbaLane phADIne jeharaNa banAvIne rAjAnI pAse AvIne A rIte bolyA, he rAjana ! tane dharma lAbha Aja vicAra karyo che. camatkAra pAmelA rAjAe kahyuM ke bahu sAruM karyuM, paNa svIkAra karelA vratane sArI peThe nirvAha karajo. tyArapachI rAjA vicAra kare che ke A vratanA bahAnAthI cokakasa kezyAnA ghera jaze ane tethI pote mahela upara caDhIne jatA evA sthUlabhadrane jUe che. te muni paNa je jagAe muDadAM paDelAM hovAthI loko jugutsA karI tyAMthI dura bhAgI jAya che te ja mAge jarApaNa hRdayamAM vikRta thayA vinA cAlyA. have te rAjAe zrIyakane maMtrI banAvyo ane sthUlabhadra te zrI saMbhUtivijaya nAmanA AcAryanA ziSya banyA. zrI sIjaphaMbhavasUrIne paNa temanA gurU prabhavAsvAmie temanI garbhiNI strI vigere saMbaMdhInI anumati meLavyA vagara ja dIkSA ApI che. te mATe dazavaikAlikamAM nIce mujaba jaNAvela che. tAhe AyariehiM sAhudhammo kahiuM / saMbuddho pabvaiuM so cauddasapuvvI jAuM / jayA so pabvaiuM tayA ya tassa gugviNI mahilA hotthA / tammi ya pavvaie logo Niyallau taM tamassati / jahA taruNAe bhattA pabvaiDaM aputtAe / avi atthi tava kiM vI podRtti pucchai / sA bhaNai uvalakhkhimi maNagaM / taraM samaeNa dAra. go jAuM / tAhe NivattavArasAhassa niyallagehiM, jamhA pucchijaMtIe mAyAe se maNiuM maNagaMti, tamhA maNauM se NAmaM kayaM ti / -zrI dazavaikAlika sUtra: prathama adhyayanaH pAnuM 13. For Private and Personal Use Only

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361 " tyAra pachI AcAye sAdhudhama kahyo ane tethI pratikhAdha pAmI dIkSA lIdhI ne cauda pUrvI thayA. jyAre temaNe dIkSA lIdhI, te vakhate temanI strI garbhavatI hatI. temaNe dIkSA lIdhI eTale temanA sabaMdhI lo| AkraMda kare che ke putra vinAnI yuvAvasthAvALI strInA patie dIkSA lIdhI ane te strIne pUche che ke tArA peTe kaMI che? te strI kahe mane kaMIka jaNAya che. pachI ceAgya avasare putrane janma thayeA. tyAra pachI bAra divasa thayA eTale svajanoe pahelA putI vakhate mAtAe manaka ( kaMIka ) ema kaheluM hatuM, tethI tenu manaka evuM nAma pADayuM. ' * Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dy 43 ArakSitane pAchA lAvavA mATe temanA kuTuMbe temanA meTA bhAi phalgurakSitane mekalyA che ane te paNa tyAMja dIkSA laine besI gayA che. paraMtu moTI uMmara hAvAthI temanI dIkSAne ziSyaceArI kahI nathI. zrI phalgurakSitane rajA lIdhA vinA dIkSA ApyAnA AdhAra zokapaGkanimagno'sti vandhuvargazca sAmpratam / 3 tadAgatya tamuddha, bhagavaMstava sAmpratam // 116 // iti tenAnujenokto, gantuM tatrAryarakSitaH / zrI vajrasvAminaM natvA papraccha svacchamAnasaH // 117 // adhISveti tatastena pratyuktaH sa punaH paThan / kiM te'smi vismRtaH phalgurakSitenetyajalpyata // 118 // bAndhavAzca parivrajyAmanoratharathasthitAH / na kutrApi pravartante tvayA sArathinA vinA // 119 // tadehi dehi pravrajyAM jagatpUjyAM svagotriNAm / zreyasyapi karNo'pi kimadyApi pramAdyasi // 120 // athAryarakSitaH smAha yadi satyamidaM vacaH / tatastvaM tAvadAtsva vatsa sattvahitaM vratam // 121 // evamuktastatastena zraddhAnidhatamAnasaH / sosafe ko hi syAtpIyUSasya parAGmukhaH // 122 // athAryarakSitaH prItastasyAmRtakirA girA / svayaM tamanujagrAha dIkSayA zikSayApi ca // 123 // - zrI pariziSTa parva pAnuM 115 X For Private and Personal Use Only

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bhAvArtha -phalyukSita tyAM gayA ane kahe che, bhAI cAle ! mAtA pitA tamArA vinA khUre che. ArakSite kahyuM ke mAre te ahiM majA Ave che, bhaNAya che, huM nahi AvuM. phalyurakSite kahyuM ke ema nahi cAle, mAe mane kahyuM che ke lIdhA vinA AvIza nahi ane kahevarAvyuM che ke tame Avaze te badhAe tame kahezo tema karIzuM. ArakSite kahyuM ke enI khAtrI zI ? huM kahuM tema tuM kare te mane khAtrI thAya. phalyurakSite kahyuM ke Apa kahe tema karavAne kabUla chuM. AyarakSite kahyuM ke tuM dIkSA le to khAtrI thAya. AthI tarata phalyurakSita paNa sAdhu thayA. A sivAya 16 varSanI uparanI uMmaranA vAlI ke saMbaMdhInI anumati vagara dIkSita thayAnA seMkaDe dAkhalA TAMkI zakAya tema che ane temanI dIkSAo AryarAkSitasurInI pahelAM thayelI che, chatAM tene aMge ziSyarI gaNavAmAM AvI nathI. kAraNake paMcakalpabhASyamAM spaSTa jaNAveluM che ke - jo so apaDappaNNo biraThTha parisuNa ahava aNiviho / taM dikkhinta'avidiNNaM teNo parato ateNo tu // --paMcakalpabhASya pAnuM 17 "soLa varSathI ocho apratipUrNa athavA nahiM vivAhita, tene mAbApanA ApyA sivAya je dIkSA Ape to cAra gaNI zakAya ane soLa varSanI uparAMta rajA sivAya paNa je Ape che te cAra gaNAya nahiM." A uparathI sAbIta thAya che ke ArakSita surInI uMmara dIkSA prasaMge 16 varSa aMdaranI eTale yugapradhAna gaMDIkAmAM jaNAvyA mujabanI 11 varSanI hatI. pAnuM 212 mana zAstrIya khUlase. zrImadda yazovijyajI upAdhyAyajI mahArAja adhyAtmasAra zleka 75 mAM jaNAve che ke - " gItArthasyaiva vairAgyaM, jJAnagarbha tataH sthitam / upavA tathA camI tI nizcaya || 7. che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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363 bhAvArtha -"jJAnagabhita vairAgya pAmavA mATe ghaNuM ghaNuM jJAna joIe che. te kAraNathI jJAnagarbhita vairAgya gItArthaneja hoI zake che ane gItArthanI nizrAthI agItArthane paNa upacArathI jJAnagarbhita vairAgya svIkAryo che." A uparathI jJAnagarbhita vairAgya thAya tyAreja dIkSA levAya ema nathI karatuM. -(0) pAnuM 219 mAne zAstrIya khalAso. yatidharmanA prakAra jaNAvatAM dharmasaMgraha pAnuM 14: bIjI puMThImAM ane pAnuM 183: pahelI paMDImAM jaNAvyuM che ke - sApekSo nirapekSazca, yatidharmo dvidhA mataH / sApekSastatra zikSAyai, gurvantevAsitA'nvaham // 87 // (dharmasaMgraha pAnuM 14: bIjI puMThI) pramAdaparihArAya, mahAsAmarthyasaMbhave / kRtArthAnAM nirapekSayatidharmo'tisundaraH // 154 // (dharma saMgraha pAnuM 183: pahelI puDI) yatidharma be prakAre : 1 sApekSa ra nirpekSa. temAM pahelo je sApekSa te gRhaNazikSA ane AsevanA zikSA rUpa baMne zikSAne mATe gurUkuLavAsamAM haMmezAM rahevuM. mahA sAmarthya chate prathamanA traNa saMhananavALA, AcArya, upAdhyAya, pravaka, sthavira, gaNavAdaka, rUpa pAMca padane yogya ziSyone taiyAra kare chate pramAdano tyAga karavAne mATe ati suMdara nirapekSa yati dharma hoya che." uparanA be prakAranA yati dharmamAMthI "jinaka95 ane vyavahAra zrI jaMbusvAmIjI mese gayA, te vakhate baMdha thaze. te zrI kalpasUtramAM jaNAvela che. "maNa 1 paramohi 2 pulAe 3 AhAra 4 khavaga 5 uvasame 6 kappe 7 / saMjamatia 8 kevala 9 siJjaNAya 10 jaMbUmi yuchinnA ko'? -kalpasUtra pAnuM 160 "jaMbusvAmI kSe gayA te vakhate mana:paryavajJAna, paramAvadhijJAna, pulA For Private and Personal Use Only

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34 kalabdhi, AhAraka zarIralabdhi, kSapakazreNI, upazamazreNI, jinakalpa, traNa prakAnA saMyama, kevaLajJAna, mekSa javuM-A dasa vastu baMdha thaI." A uparathI sAdhuoe jaMgalamAM ja rahevuM joIe ema kahevuM, te ayogya che. vaLI sAdhue kevA makAnamAM rahevuM, te saMbaMdhI paMcavastakamAM jaNAvyuM che ke " mUluttaraguNazuddhaM thIpasupaMDagavivajiaM vasahiM / sevija savvakAlaM vivajae hoMti dosA u // 706 // " (paMcavastuka pA. 12 gAthA 706) mULa guNa ane uttara guNathI zuddha strI, pazu, napuMsakathI rahita evA makAnamAM sarva kALa rahe. ethI viparita strI vigerenA saMbaMdhavALI vasatImAM rahevAthI de lAge che." A pramANenI gAthAthI zarUAta karI-729 gAthA payaMta zuddhAzuddha vasatI eTale makAnanuM varNana karavAmAM AvyuM che tathA zuddhAzuddhamAM rahevAthI thatI asara viSe pUrNa vivecana che. A uparathI sAdhuo temanA AcAra mujaba vasatImAM rahe che, e nakkI thAya che. je makAnamAM sAdhu rahe tene upAzraya kahevAmAM Ave che, eTale upAzrayanA mAlikane tyAMthI nIce jaNAvelI vastuo levI sAdhune kalpe nahiM. "tathA " tijJA 'tti rAvyAta-tivAmI tagi :azana 1 pAna 2 khAdima 3 svAdima 4 vastra 5 pAtra 6 kambala 7 rajoharaNa 8 sUcI 9 piSpalaka 10 nakharadana 11 karNazodhanaka 12 lakSaNo dvAdazaprakAraH sarveSAM jinAnAM tIrtheSu sarvasAdhUnAM na kalpate / " (kalpasUtra pAnuM ra: pahelI puDI) "upAzrayane je mAlika tene gherathI bAra prakArano piMDa sarva tIrthanA sarva sAdhune levo kalpe nahiM, tenA nAma-AhAra rAMdheluM anAja Adi, pANI, khajura Adi, elacI pramukha, kapaDAM, pAtarAM, kAmaLI, o, saMya, astro, necaNI, kAne zuddha karavAnI cATuDI." A badhA pATha uparathI sApha dekhAya che ke sthavarakalpI sAdhuo mATe jaMgalamAM rahevAnuM vidhAna nathI. uparAta tema karavuM te AcAra virUddha che. kAraNa ke- te te zrI jinakalpI mATe ja che ane te te zrI jaMbUsvAmi pachI viccheda thayela che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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365 pAnuM ra37 mane zAstrIya khUlAse. zrI jinezvaradevanA zAsanamAM ATha varSathI mAMDIne sItera varSanI uMmara sudhInA eTale ke atizaya vRddha uMmara na thAya tyAM sudhInA AtmAo dikSA mATe yogya che. A vAtane sAbIta karanArA pu. Agama graMthenA AdhAre1. zrI paMcakalpabhASya pAne 9 mAM lakhyuM che ke - dasaAu vivAga dasA dasa bhAge AuyaM vibhattiuNaM dasabhAge hoti dasAtA imo hoti vAlA kiDDA mandA balA ya pannA ya hAyaNI pavaMcA / pabbhAra mammuhI sayaNI dasamA ya NAyadvA // 1 // tehiyaM paDhamadasAe aThThamavarisAdi hoti dikkhA tu / sesAsu chasuvi dikkhA pabhArAdIsu sA Na bhave // 2 // artha -AukhAne bhogavavAnI dasa dazA che. arthAta AukhAnA dasa vibhAga karIne dasame dasame bhAge dazA hoya ne dazAonA A pramANe bAlA, kiDA, maMdA, valA, prahmA, AyaNI, pravaMcA, prAbhAi, mutsukhI, sayaNI, A dasa bhaNavI. temAM pahelI dizAmAM AThamA varSAdithI upara dIkSA thAya. zepa che dazAmAM dikSA apAya, prAbhAAdi traNamAM nahiM. 2. zrI paMcavastuka patra 10 mAM lakhyuM che ke epasiM vayapamANaM aTsamAutti vIarAgehiM / bhaNiyaM jahannayaM khalu, ukkosaM aNavagalloti // 1 // ___"pateSAM' pravrajyAyogyAnAM 'vayApramANaM' zarIrAvasthApramANam 'aSTau samA iti' aSTavarSANi 'vItarAgaiH' jinaiH 'bhaNitaM' pratipAditaM 'jaghanyakaM khalu' sarvastokametadeva dravyaliGgapratipatterIti 'utkRSTaM' vayaHpramANaM 'anavagalla iti' anatyantavRddhaH iti gAthArthaH artha--dIkSA mATe yogya AtmAonI vayanuM pramANa zrI jinezvadevoe ochAmAM ochuM ATha varSanuM kahyuM che, eTale ATha varSanI vaye dIkSA laI zakAya che. dravyaSanA svIkAra mATe paNa eja vaya che ane utkRSTa vayanuM pramANa atizaya vRddha na thAya tyAM sudhInuM kahyuM che. 4. zrAddhavidhi pAne 181 mAM lakhyuM che ke- avasare pravrajyAsvIkAraH kAryaH ayamarthaH zrAddho hi bAlye dIkSAgrahaNAsaMbhavena svaM paMJcitamiva nityaM manyate yataH For Private and Personal Use Only

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artha-kharekhara zrAvaka bAlya avasthAmAM dIkSA grahaNa nahiM levAthI potAnI jAtane ThagAyela mAne che. 1. adhyAtma 415ma patra 78 5ti 3-- mAtApitA sva suguruzca tattvAt prabodhya yo yojati zuddha dharme na tatsamo'ri kSipate bhavAbdhau yo dharmavighnAdikRtezca jIvam // 74 // artha -kharI rIte mAtA tathA pitA tathA svajana tathA tatvamArgano upadeza karanAra gurU te tene ja jaNAvo ke je prANI eTale jIvane zuddha evA dharmamAM joDe che ane je prANIne dharmAdimAM vidha karanAre che, te sarvene zatru samAna gaNAvela che. pAnuM 243 mAM zAstriya khalAsa azive 1 bhojanAprAptau 2 rAja 3 roga 4 parAbhave / caturmAsakamadhye'pi, vihA~ kalpate'nyataH // 1 // asati sthaNDile 5 jIvAkule 6 ca vasatau 7 tathA / kunthu 8 pvagnau 9 tathA sarpa 10, vihartu kalpate'nyataH // 2 // (48yasUtra pAnu 5) "upadrava hoya, AhAra na maLato hoya, rAjAne ke regane parAbhava heya, te comAsAmAM paNa vihAra karavo kalpe. bhUmi zuddha na haya, jIvAkula hoya ane vasatIne viSe kuMthavA, agni ke sapane bhaya heya, te comAsAmAM vihA2 shv| pe." natthi paraloyamagge-pamANa mannaM jiNAgamaM muttuM, / AgamapurassaraM ciya-karei to savvakiriyAo // 69 // (dharmara 295 pArnu 387 ) TIkAH-nAsti na vidyate paraH pradhAno loko mokSastasya mArge zAnAditrayarUpaM pramANaM pratyayaheturanyat-jinA rAgAdijetAra staiH praNitaH siddhAMto jinAgamastaM muktvA tasyaivAnyathAtvAsaMbhavA,duktaMca__rAgAdvA dveSAdvA-mohAdvA vAkyamucyatehAnRtaM / yasya tu naite doSAstasyAnRtakAraNaM kiM syAt. For Private and Personal Use Only

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367 artha :-paralokanA mArgomAM jinAgama sivAya bIjAM pramANa nathI, mATe Agama puraskaraja sa` kriyAe karuM. (69) TIkA: --para eTale pradhAna lAka eTale mekSa, tenA mAmAM : arthAt jJAna, darzana, cAritra rUpa mekSamAmAM jina eTale rAgAdikanA jItanAra temaNe kahelA siddhAMtane choDIne bIjI kai pramANa eTale khAtrI karAvanAra purAvA nathI, kemake teneja anyathApaNAnA asaMbhava che. je mATe kaheluM che ke: rAgathI, dveSathI ke meAhathI jIru vAkaya khelAya che. have jene e doSo na hAya, tene juThThuM khelavAnuM zuM kAraNa hAya ! A uparathI samajI zakAya che ke paraleAkanA mArgamAM jinAgama sivAya mAdaka khIjuM kAI paNa cheja nahi. eTale je samaya pramANe jinAjJAmAM pheraphAra karavAnu kahe, tene paralAka bagaDe-e nizrayaja che. vaLI ceAmAsAmAM ceAgya kAraNa prasa Mge munine vihAra karaveza ka2e che, ema zAstrakArAe kahyuM che. (0) pAnuM 251 mAMnA zAstriya khalAsa manhajiNANaM ANaM micchraM pariharaha dharaha sammattaM / chavi AvassayaMmi ujjutto hoi para divasaM // 1 // pavve posahavayaM dANaM zIlaM tavobha bhAvoa / saJjAya namakkAro parovayAroya jayaNAya // 2 // jiNapUA jiNathuNiNaM guruthuasAhammiANavacchalaM / vavahArasya suddhi rahajattA titthajattAya // 3 // uvasama vivega saMvara bhASAsamii cha jIva karuNAya / dhammia jaNa saMsaggo karaNadamo caraNapariNAmo // 4 // saMghovari bahumANo putthayalihaNaM pabhAvaNA titthe / sadvANa kiJcame nizcaM suguruvayeseNaM // 5 // * bhAvArtha:"jinezvara bhagavAnanI AjJA mAnavI, mithyAtvanA tyAga karavA ane samakitane dhAraNa karavuM. cha prakAranA AvazyakamAM pratidivasa udyamavata hAya. parva divaseAne viSe pauSadha vrata karavuM, supAtre dAna karavuM, ziyaLa pALavuM, tapa karavuM ane bhAvanAe bhAvavI, sajhAya tathA namaskAra karavA, parApakAra karavA ane jayaNA rAkhavI. For Private and Personal Use Only

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368 vaLI parva divasane viSe jinezvara bhagavAnanI pUjA tathA jinezvaranI stuti, gurUnI stuti ane sAdharmionuM vAtasalya, vyavahAranI zuddhi, te rathayAtrA ane tIrthayAtrA sahita karavI. upazama eTale kSamA, viveka ane saMvarabhAva rAkha. bhASA samiti ane chakAya jIvanI dayA, dhArmika mANasano saMsarga, iyine damavI ane cAritrane pariNAma. zrA saMghanI upara bahumAna rAkhavuM, pustaka lakhAvavuM ane tIrthane viSe prabhAvanA karavI. zrAvaka lokomAM A kRtya nitya karavA yogya che, te sugurUnAM upadezathI jANI levAM." duharUvaM dukkhaphalaM-duhANubaMdhiM viDaMbaNArUvaM / saMsAra masAraM jANiUNa na raI tahiM kuNai // 63 // (dharmaratna prakaraNa pAnuM 338) TIkAH-iha tatra saMsAre ratiM na karotIti yojyaM-kiM kRtvA jJAtvA saMsAraM kiMviziSTaM duHkharupaM janmajarAmaraNarogazokAdigrastattvena duHkhasvabhAvaM-tathA duHkhaphalaM janmAMtare narakAdiduHkhabhAvAt-duHkhAnubaMdhiti duHkhAnubaMdhinaM punaH punarduHkhasaMtAnasaMdhAnAt-tathA viDaMbanAyAmiva jIvAnAM suranaranairayikatiryasubhagadurbhagAdIni vicitrANi rUpANi yatra sa viDaMbanArUpastamevaMvidhaM saMsAraM caturgatirUpaM sukhasArAbhAvAdasAraM jJAtvAvabudhya na ratiM dhRti tasmin kurute vidadhAti-zrIdattavat. bhAvArtha -saMsArane duHkharUpa, du:khaphaLa, duHkhAnubaMdhi, viTaMbanArUpa ane asAra jANIne temAM rati nahiM kare. (63) TIkArtha -hAM saMsAramAM rati nahiM kare, e mukhya vAta che. saMsAra ke che. te kahe che-te duHkharUpa athata janma, jarA, maraNa, roga, zoka vagerethI bharela hovAthI duHkhamaya che, tathA du:khaphaLa eTale janmAMtaramAM narakAdi du:kha ApanAra che tathA vAraMvAra duHkhanA saMtAna saMdhAtAM hovAthI duHkhAnubaMdhI che tathA viDaMbanA eTale bhavAIyA mAphaka emAM jIvonA suranara naraka, tiryaMca, subhaga, dubhaga vigere vicitra rUpa thAya che. e rIte caturgati rUpa saMsAramAM sukhasAra na hovAthI amArA che temAM zrI dattanA mAkakati nahiM kare, te bhAva zrAvaka jANe. For Private and Personal Use Only

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39 saMsAravirattamaNo-bhoguvabhogo na tittiutti / nAuM parANurohA - pavattara kAmabhosu // 75 // ( dharmaratna prakaraNa pAnuM 501 ) saMsAronekaduHkhAzrayo'yaM yataH TIlA: --- duHkhaM strIkukSimadhye prathamamiha bhavedgarbhavAse narANAM -- bAlatvecApi duHkhaM malalulitatanustrIpayaH pAnamizraM, tAruNyecApi duHkhaM bhavativirahajaM vRddhabhAvopyasAraHsaMsAreremanuSyA vadata yadisukhaM svalpamapyasti kiMcidU (iti) bhAvAH---saMsArathI virakta mana rAkhI bhoge pabhogathI tRtiyA thatI nathI, ema jANI kAmabhogamAM paranI anuvRttithI pravarte. (5) TIkA : :--A saMsAra aneka du:khonA Azraya che, je mATe IhAM pahelu du:kha garbhAvAsamAM strInI kukhamAM rahelu hAya che. pachI bALapaNamAM melA ziravALI mAtAnA dhAvaNanuM dudha pIvA vigerenuM du:kha rahe che. bAda yauvanamAM virahajanita du:kha rahe che ane muTThApaNa te| asAraja che. mATe huM manuSye! saMsAramAM je kaI theADuM paNa sukha hAya te kahI batAve. mATe te soMsArathI virakta mana rAkhe che. va ' A sivAya zrAvakadhama mAM lAgatA deASAnA vivaraNamAM mAtra aprazasta kalAyAteja kanA kAraNarUpa gaNavAmAM AvyA che ane tethI siddha thAya che ke--prazasta kaSAya zrAvakane hAya. jUeH---- jaMbaddha maMdirahiM cauhiM kaSApahi appasaththehiM / rAgeNa va doSeNa va, taM ninde taM ca garihAmi // 4 // - zrI vaMdittAsUtra "( indriyo, cAra aprazasta karAya, rAga ane dveSathI je karma AMdhyuM hAya, tenI huM Atma sAkSIe ) nindA ane ( gurU sAkSIe )gA~ karUM chuM." temaja kalikAlasarvajJa bhagavAn hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe dharmadhvaMsAdi prasa Mge prAsta kAyane kattavya tarIke upadezyA che, je mATe A pustakanuM 91 muM pAnuM rR. For Private and Personal Use Only

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. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 370 pAne ra66 mAM zAstrIya khalAse. " uvaTTiyaM paDivirayaM, saMjayaM sutavassiyaM vukamma dhammAo bhaMsei, mahAmohaM pakuvvai / / 18 // " zrI samavAyAMga sUtra je AtmA saMyama levA upasthita thayo che athavA saghaLAM saMsAranAM baMdhana cheDI saMyamI bane che, te saMyata, sutapasvI AtmAne baLAtkArathI dharmamArgathI bhraSTa kare, te mahA mehanIya karma bAMdhe. eja gAthAnI TIkAmAM gAthAnA bhAvane spaSTa karatAM zrI TIkAkAra maharSi lakhe che ke - " sataM pracAyAM-kavitranipurthi, prativikta' sAvadhAo nivRtta prAtame vevyartha "saMta" sAthuM "sutapsvinN' tapAMsi kRtavantaM zobhanaM vA tapaH zritaM-AzritaM kvacit 'je bhikkhu jagajIvaNaM 'ti pAThaH tatra jaganti-jaMgamAni ahiMsakatvena jIvayatIti jagajIvanastaM vividhaiH prakArairupakramyAkramya vyapakramya valAdityarthaH, dharmAt-zrutacAritralakSaNAzayati yaH sa momohiM pratIti khAtara | 28 che" saMyama levAnI IcchAvALA AmAnI ane jeTalA pApavyApAra, tenAthI nivRtti pAmelA saMyamI suparavI AtmA, jeNe uttama prakAranA tapane jIvanamAM Azrita karyo che, jagatanA jeTalA che tene jIvitadAna ApanArA ene, vividha prakAranA upAya karIne, ADuMavaLuM samajAvIne, bhayaMkara jAtinAM AkramaNa karI, baLAtkAre mRtacAritrarUpI dharma, enAthI je AtmA ene pAta kare, e AtmA mahA mohanIya karmathI pitAnA AtmAne lipta banAve che." For Private and Personal Use Only

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371 A pustakamAM prasiddha thayela jubAnIo ane dIkSAnA praznane aMgenA jarUrI zAstra pramANe. (sujJa vAcaka jagoe teno upayoga karI vicAraze evI AzA che.) zAstrane mahimA ane upaga "smAta va pathara, zAzvattA kharA | loke mohAndhakAre'smin , zAstrAlokaH pravartakaH // " "pApAmayauSadhaM zAstraM, zAstraM puNyanibandhanam / vadhu kSetra sAdhyuM, zAhaM sarvathasAdhanam " "na yasya bhaktiretasmi--stasya dharmakriyA'pi hi / andhaprekSAkriyAtulyA, karmadoSAdasatphalA // " "jaya vanArA rAze, tA thatAro junA | unmattaguNatulyatvAt, na prazaMsAspadaM satAm // " zAstramAM yatna karanAre dharmano arthI hamezAM prazaMsAne pAtra che kAraNa ke-meharUpa aMdhakArathI bharelA A lekamAM zAstrarUpa prakAzana samArgamAM pravRtti karAvanAra che. zAstra e pAparUpI regone nAza karavA mATe auSadha samAna che, zAstra e puNyanuM kAraNa che, zAstra e sarvatra gati karanAruM cakSu che ane zAstra e sarva arthonI sAdhanAnuM sAdhana che.' je AtmAne AvA prakAranA zAstrane viSe bhakti nathI, te AtmAnI dharmakriyA paNa aMdhanI jevAnI kriyA mAphaka karmarUpa deSathI phala vinAnI che athavA te kharAba phalane ApanArI che.' "je AtmAne zAstra upara anAdara hoya che, te AtmAnA zraddhA Adi guNe unmattanA guNa tulya hovAthI sAdhu-purUSo mATe prazaMsAnuM rasthAna nathI." For Private and Personal Use Only

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372 " nimmala nANa hoNA daMsaNajutto carittaguNavaMto / tithyayarANaya jutto bucara NayArisI saMgho || " - saMbodha prakaraNe zrIharibhadramUriH / < nirmALa jJAne karIne pradhAna, darzane karIne yukta ane cAritravAna evA prakAranA je satra te zrI tIrthaMkara devAne paNa pUjya kahevAya che. " " ego sAhU gAya sAhUNI sAvao ya saThThIvA / ANAjutto saMgho seso puNa advisaMghAo || " -saMbodha prakaraNe zrIharibhadramUriH / ' eka sAdhu, eka sAdhvI, eka zrAvaka ane eka zrAvikA paNa jo zrI jinAjJA yukta hoya to te pu. zrI saMdha che ane bAkIne moTA paNa samudAya hAya tA paNa te hADakAMnA samudAya che. ' saMghanI vyAkhyAo devA davva bharakaNa - tatyara taha umaraMga pakhka karA | sAhujaNANa paosa - kAriNaM mA bhagaha saMgha // 120 // ammApayaM sAriccho- sivagharathaMbho ya hoi jiNasaMgho / jiNavara ANA Sajho - sappuva bhayaMkaroM saMgho / 122 / / ANA bhaMgaM daThThe majhatthANu DhavaMti je tusiNA / afar aNu mAyA tesiMpiya hoi vayalevo // 128 // ganbhapavesovivaraM bhaddakaronaraya vAsapAsovi / mA jiNaANA lova - kare vasaNaM nAma saMghevi // 132 // saMbodhaprakaraNe zrI haribhadrasUrIH / devAdi dravyanuM bhakSaNa karavAmAM tatpara, unmArganA pakSa karArA ane sAdhujanAnA pradUSa karanArAone saMdha na kahA ( 20 ) zrI jinatA saMdha mAtApitA jeve che ane mAkSa rUpa dharanA sthaMbha For Private and Personal Use Only

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373 jevo che, paNa te je zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJAthI bahAra hoya te sApanA jevo bhayaMkara che. (12) AjJAbhaMgane joine paNa je madhyastha banIne mauna rahe, teone paNa avidhinI anumodanAthI vatalopa thAya che. (128). garbhamAM praveza karavo e sAruM, narakavAsane pAza kalyANakArI, paNa zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJAne lepa karanAra saMghamAM paNa vasavuM-e sAruM nathI. (132) saMsAranI asAratA - " svapne yathAyaM puruSaH prayAti, dadAta gRhAti karoti vakti / nidrAkSaye tacca na kiMcidasti sarvatathedaM hi vicAryamANam // " ___ upadezamALA, dharmadAsagaNi. A purUSa (jIva) jema svanane viSe prayANa kare che, Ape che, grahaNa kare che, koI kArya kare che athavA bole che, paNa nidrAno kSaya thatAM jema temAMnuM kaMI hotuM nathI, tema vicAra karatAM A saghaLAM saMsArI padArtha mAtra tevAja che. bhogA na bhuktA vayameva bhuktA stapo na taptaM vayameva ttaa| kAlo na yAto vayameva yAtAstRSNA na jIrNA vayameva jIrNA // uparAga, ghasAni. ame bhoga bhogavyA nahi paNa ame jAte bhagavAyA, ame tapa karyuM nahi paNa ame tapta thayA, kALa gaye nahiM paNa ame gayA, arthAta amArI vaya gaI ane tRSNa jIrNa thaI nahiM paNa ame jIrNa thayA, arthAt amArI vaya jIrNa thaI jaina sAdhuno upadeza- prarupya prathama prayatnataH sarvaviratiM tataH sarvathA tatkaraNa parAMDamukha mupalabhya jIvaM dezaviratiH parapaNiyA deyAvA, prathama munardezavirati prarupaNe kriyamANe tasyAmeva pratibaMdha vidalyAdayaM jIyaH sAdhozvaH sUkSma prANAtipAta dAvanumati syAditi // upamiti pAnuM 83, For Private and Personal Use Only

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374 artha-sauthI pahelAM prayatna karIne sarvaviratinuM svarUpa batAvIne pachI sarvavirati na karI zake evA jIvane dezavirati batAvavI athavA ApavI, paNa sarvaviratinA pahelAM je dezaviratinuM svarUpa samajAve te A jIva dezaviratimAMja baMdhAI jAya ne sarvavirati tarapha derAya nahiM. tethI sAdhuone paNa sUkSma prANInI hiMsAmAM anumati thaI jAya, eTale sAdhue temanI pAse AvanArane prathama sarvaviratino upadeza ApavAnuM zAstrakAro pharamAve che. cAra purUSArthamAM upAdeyatA konI? " dhammatthakAmamokkhA, jamuttamiccAi tuccha me aMtu / saMsAranA jaM, patharUpa thavAmAgo 20 . 'dharmArthakAmamokSA yaduktamityAdi pUrvapakSavAdinA tucchametadapi, asAramityarthaH, kata ityAha-saMsArakAraNaM yat-yasmAt prakRtyAsvabhAvena arthakAmau tAbhyAM bandhAt // ' - ramaNi dharma, artha, kAma, ane mekSa A cAre purUSArtho pitApitAnA kAle sevavA joIe -ema je pUrva pakSavAdIe kahyuM che, te tuccha che-geravyAjabI che kAraNa ke-artha ane kAma svabhAvathI ja saMsAranA kAraNa che, mATe e be purUSArtho sevavA gya nathI." " anantadukhaH saMsAro, mokSo'nantasukhaH punaH / tayostyAgaparimApti-hetu dharma vinA nahi // " "A saMsAra anaMta duHkhamaya che ane mela anaH sukhamaya che, ane evA saMsArano tyAganuM ane mokSanI prAptinuM kAraNa dharma vinA koI paNa nathI." A uparathI svataH siddha thAya che ke zrI jainazAsanamAM cAra purUSArthomAM artha ane kAma purUSArthone tyAgavA lAyaka ane dharma tathA mekSa purUSArthone ArAdhavA lAyaka gaNyA che. sAdIkSA eTale zuM? " pavvayaNaM pavvajjA, pAvAo suddhacaraNajogesu / ia mukkhaM paivayaNaM, kaarnnkjovyaaraao||" For Private and Personal Use Only

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375 pApathI dUra thaIne zuddha cAritranA yogamAM praka karIne javuM, enuM nAma pravajyA eTale ke zuddha cAritranA yoga rUpa kAraNanI aMdara mekSa rUpa kAryane upacAra karavAthI mokSa pratye javuM tenuM nAma prajyA.' para pakArI nyAyAcArya mahopAdhyAyajI zrImadda yazevijayajI gaNivara gurUtatva vinizcayamAM pharamAve che ke- Faa gata navA viphA vi [ f" ___ "patta ' ti / dezaviratikaNDakAni muktvA'pi anantajIvAH varAtri prANA tathA vidharmoparAto vitta vinA, cAritramApteruttarottarakSayopazamasya, balavattvAt , taduktaM pazcAzaka " tAkammakhaovasamA, jo eyapagAramaMtareNAvi / jAyai jahAiaguNo, tassa vi esA tahA NeyA // 1 // " bAvADathu- mAra gAMvinnadi sirA viro" tti che dezaviratinA kaththAne mUkIne paNa anaMta jIvo cAritrane pAmelA che, eTale ke-karmanA tevA prakAranA kSayopazamathI dezaviratine aMgikAra karyA vinA paNa anaMtA jIvo cAritrane-dIkSAne pAmyA che, kAraNa ke-cAritranI prAptimAM uttarottara kSayopazamanI ja balavattA gaNavAmAM AvI che. paNa nahi ke-dezavirati AdinA pAlananI. "pratimAdikanA pAlana vinA dIkSA naja laI zakAya--A vAtanI siddhi mATe bAlaka AdinI dIkSAne virodha karanArAo je paMcAzakane AdhAra aMgIkAra kare che, teja paMcAzakamAM suvihita-ziromaNi AcAryadeva zrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA pharamAve che ke - "je kAraNathI bhavanirveda AdinA ge vizuddha AzayavALA AtmAne dIkSAnI prApti zAstromAM varNavAyelI che, te kAraNathI-jJAnAvaraNIya Adi kamenA kSayopazamanA vege je prANI bAlapaNAdikanA kAraNe pratimAonuM pAlana karyA vinA paNa pravajayAne ucita guNo je kahyA che te te guNa pAmI jAya che, te tenI paNa pratibhAvahana karanAranA jevI ja dIkSA mATenA yogyatA che." arthAta-pratimAnuM vahana karyA vinA je AtmAne pratibaMdhaka For Private and Personal Use Only

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376 karmono kSayapazama thaI gayo che, te AtmAne tevIja rItie dIkSA yogya che ke jevI rItie pratimAnuM pAlana karanArane vege che! "zrI Avazyaka sUtramAM paNa kahyuM che ke asaMkhyAtamA bhAganA jIvoe dezavitine sparzI che, eTale kedezaviratine pAmyA vinA sarvavirati dIkSAne svIkAra karanArA AtmAo asaMkhya guNa ne te AtmAonI apekSAe dezaviratine pAmIne sarvavirati dIkSAno svIkAra karanArAo asaMkhyAtamA bhAge che." A pramANene spaSTa khulAso karyA chatAM paNa e upakArI maharSi vadhu spaSTa khulAse karavA mATe pharamAve che ke - "kuvarapADyuM nAma:* purUSa vizeSane uddezIneja A kamano niyama che, nahi ke-sarvane mATe." " bIyAhANatthaM puNa, guruparataMtANa diti juggANaM / ramA varadi, " " bIjAdhAnArtha' mokSabIjavizeSasiddhayarthaM punarguruparatantrANAM ychavinA jasTiotAnAM gAma" gaLyamAnavAHpAraMpari "nA" vAritra hatyArA ' "gurUne parataMtra rahenArA ane prazna AdithI jeonI yogyatA jaNAI che tevA AtmAone, mekSanA bIjA vizenI siddhi mATe AcAryo abhyAsane mATe paNa cAritrane Ape che.' " vastutaH sAmAnyabIjAdhAnArthamapi dIkSopayujyata eva, etasyA dravyasamyaktvAdikrameNAsadgrahaparityAga dhArmika janAnurAgavihitAnuSThAnAhitakSayopazamajJAnAvaraNavigama bodhivRddhayAdiguNaprAptipUrva paramadIkSAprAptihetulasya tatra samarthitvAditi dRSTavyam / " vastutaH sAmAnya bIjane sthApana karavA mATe dIkSA upayogIja che kAraNa ke-evI dIkSA, dravya samyaktva AdinA krame karIne asadgahana parityAga, dhArmika ane upara anurAga, zAstravihita anuSThAnanA sevanathI utpanna thayela pratibaMdhaka kamane kSayopazama, jJAnAvaraNIya karmane vinAza ane bedhinI vRddhi Adi guNonI prAptipUrvaka parama dIkSAnI prAptinA hetu tarIke te te sthaLe kahevAmAM AvI che. arthAta te te zAstromAM spaSTapaNe For Private and Personal Use Only

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377 samarthana karavAmAM AvyuM che ke-sAmAnya bIjane sthApana karavA mATe apAtI dIkSA, e dravya samyakuvAdinA krame karIne asadgahano tyAga Adi je guNe te guNonI prAptipUrvaka parama dIkSAnI prAptinuM kAraNa che." " aTTAhi avAsANAM, bAlANa vi ittha teNa ahigaaro| __ bhaNiyo evaM titthe, abucchitti kayA hoi // 1 // " ___ 'tena' vIjAdhAnena hetunASTAdhikavarSANAM bAlAnAmapi 'atra' dIkSAyAmadhikAraH 'bhaNitaH ' mUtre, samarthinazca paJcavastukAdau, ukta. kramaniyame tu naitadupapadyeta / 'evaM' bAlAnAmapi dIkSAdhikAre tIrtha'vyavacchittiH kRtA bhavati // " te bIjAdhAna' rUpa hetuthI AthI adhika varSanI vayavALA bAlakone paNa dIkSAmAM adhikAra che, eTale ke-ATha varSathI adhika varSanI vayavALA bALakone "bIjAdhAna" rUpa hetuthI dIkSA ApavAno spaSTa adhikAra che. A vAta sUtramAM kahI che ane "paMcavastuka' AdimAM samarthita karI che. eTale je uta kramano, eTale ke-pratimA pAlana Adi karyA pachIja dIkSA laI zakAya, e kramane niyama mAnavAmAM Ave te A vAta ghaTI zake nahi, mATe e kramano niyama nathI, paNa e krama to purUSa vizeSa mATe ja che. ethI ja bALakano paNa dIkSAmAM adhikAra che ane e adhikAranA pratApe tIrthanI sthiti kAyamI thAya che." dIkSAnI vacanuM vidhAnA-- ATha varasathI ja dIkSAnI yogyatA Ave che, paNa te pUrve nahi" evuM vidhAna nizcita karavA mATe AnI aMdaranI ummaravALAne ApavAmAM deva che, ema darzAvatAM sUripuraMdara zrI haribhadrasurizvarajI mahArAjA pharamAve che ke - to paramavitta, ja gharamAvo ri ri " 'tadadhaH paribhavakSetra' ityaSTabhyo varSebhya AgaMdasau paribhavabhAjana bhavati 'caraNapariNAmo (bhAvo) pi' na cAritrapariNAmo'pi 'prAyo' bAhulyena 'eteSAM tadadhovartinAM bAlAnAmiti / / AnI aMdara bAlaka paribhavanuM bhAjana thAya che ane AnI aMdaranA bALakone cAritranA pariNAma paNa bahudhA thatA nathI." For Private and Personal Use Only

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378 apavAda ATha varSanI aMdaranI uMmaranAne paNa dIkSA ApI zakAya uvasaMte va mahAkule NAtivagge va sanniliJjatare / vajJAAnA nAte vA vanaDaywthA | --paMcakalpa bhASya pAnuM 9. jenuM AkhuM kuLa dIkSA levA taiyAra hoya, paNa bALakane laIne aTakatuM hoya ane saMbaMdhIne tyAM mUkavA IcchA na hoya agara saMbaMdhI rAkhe nahiM, to bALaka sahita kuTuMbane dIkSA apAya. AkhuM kuTuMba marI gayuM hoya ane sAcavanAra koI na hoya te bALakane dIkSA apAya. vidyA vigerethI baLAtkAre saMbhoga karatAM garbha rahyo hoya, te bALakane dIkSA apAya. bAladIkSA hAme karavAmAM AvatI dalIla virodhanA prakAronuM digadarzana karAvatAM parama upakArI AcArya bhagavAna zrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA lakhe che ke-- je mati vANI, kila ee vayajuA vije bhaNiyA / khuDDagabhAvAu cciya, na hRti vaNasa gupuri III" "vana mati, tatrAnI zAstro "vANA jija ete' ke ityAha 'vayoyuktA api ye bhaNitA' aSTavarSA api ye uktAH, yata zcaivamataH 'kSullakabhAvAdevaM' vAlavAdeva kimityAha-na sambhavanti 'caraNasya yogyA' iti na caaritrocitaaH|" kaIka eTale vRddha Adi anya zAsananA anuyAyio kahe che ke-vatane vega evA ATha varasanA bALake tame kahyA te paNa cAritra mATe yogya nathI. kAraNa ke-jema AknI aMdaranA cAritra mATe bAla che, tema ATha varasanI ummaranA paga cAritra mATe bAla ja che." vaLI bIjA trivedyavRddho' emaja Icche che, eTale aMgIkAra kare che ke - "anne u bhutabhomANameva, payajamaNahamicchati / saMbhANijjadosA bayammi jaM khuDDagAhoMti // 2 // " For Private and Personal Use Only

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379 "garaje tu gaddhA "mumonAnA atItavanAnAM "pavrjyaamnvyaa' apApAM icchanti pratipadyante, kimityatrAha-'sambhAvanIyadoSAH' sambhAvyamAnaviSayAsevanAparAdhA 'vasi' yauvane 'yad' yasmAt 'kSullakA bhavanti', samlayo ca dApaH parihartavyo ytibhiH|" pAparahita dIkSA mATe teo ja yogya che ke jeoe bhogane mATe yoga evuM yovana vyatita karyuM che : eTale ke-bhegane mATe lAyaka evI yuvAvasthA jeoe bhogo bhogavIne pasAra karI dIdhI che. teoja pAparahita dIkSA aMgIkAra karavA mATe yogya che, paNa bALake ke yuvake nahi kAraNa ke bALako jyAre yauvana vayane pAme tyAre temAM viSayasevananA aparAdha thavA e saMbhavita che ane evA saMbhavita doSane yatioe parihAra karavo eja yogya che." "viNNAya visayasaMgA, suhaM ca kila te taoNupAlaMti / kouaniattabhAvA, panya jamasaMkagijjA ya // 3 // " 'vijJAtaviSayasaGgAH-' anubhUta viSaya saGgAH santaH 'mukhaM ca kilate' atItavayasaH, 'tato' vijJAtaviSayasaGgatvAt kAraNAt 'anupAlayanti' 'pravrajyAm' iti yogaH kasmAddhetorityatrAha-'kautukanivRttabhAvA' iti kRtvA nimittakAraNahetuSu sarvAsAM prAyo darzanam' iti vacanAt viSayAlambanakautukanivRttabhAvatvAdityarthaH, guNAntaramAha azaGkanIyAzca' iti atikrAntavayasaH sarvapayojaneSvevAzaGganIyAzca mati ti " vimanA saMgeno anubhava karI yauvana vayane laMghI gayelAo viSayanA saMgane anubhavI cUkelA hovAthI sukhapUrvaka pravajyAne pAlI zake che, kAraNa ke-teo kautukarahita hoya che : anyathA "nimitta kAraNanA hetuomAM saghaLI vRttionuM darzana thAya che - A kathana mujaba yuvAvasthAmAM kAraNono saddabhAva hovAthI jarUra viSayanA AlambanabhUta tuke tarapha AbhAnI vRtti DhaLyA vinA rahe nahi. paNa upara darzAvyA mujaba jeo yauvana vayane laMghI cUkayA che ane viSayasaMgane anubhava karI cUkelA che, teone For Private and Personal Use Only

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380 27 kautuka bhAva nivRtti pAmelA hovAthI te sukhapUrNAMka dIkSAnu pAlana karI zake che ane tevA AtmAe mATe eka bIjo guNa paNa e che ke--yauvana vayane ladhI gayelA te AtmAe sarva prayajanAmAM azakanIya thAya che. 'dhammatthakAmamokkhA, purisatyA jaM cacAri logammi | ee a seviavvA, nia nikAlammi sacce vi // 4 // " dharmArthakAmamokSAH puruSArthAH yad' yasmAt ' catvAroloke' tatrAhiMsAdilakSaNo dharmaH, hiraNyAdirarthaH, icchAmadanalakSaNaH kAmaH, anAbAdho mokSaH, 'ete' catvAraH puruSArthAH 'sevitavyAH' / 'nijanijakAle AtmIyAtmIyakAle 'sarve'pi ' anyathA akSINakAmanivandhanakarmmaNastatparityAge doSopapatteH iti gAyArthaH / " - "lobhAM -ahiMsAhilakSaNa dharma, ra suvarNAhi artha, umnalakSaNa kAma ane ja-bAdhArahita meAkSa' A cAra purUSArtho che' e cAre purUSArthAMne pAtapotAnA kAle sevavA yeAgya che, anyathA je AtmAne kAmanuM kAraNabhUta karmo kSINa natha thayuM, te AtmAne tene tyAga karavAthI doSanI utpatti thAya che. " " taha'bhUttalogadosA, kougakAmaggahapatthaNAIA / evi hoMti vijaDhA, joggAhigayANa to dikkhA // 4 // " " tathA abhuktabhogadoSA' iti na bhuktA bhogA yaiste abhuktabhogAstadoSAH 'kautukakAmagrahamArthanAdayaH, tatra kautukaM surataviSayatsukyaM, vajamagraha - tadanAsevanodrekAdvibhramaH prArthanA - yoSidabhyarthanA AdizabdAdavalA grahaNAdiparigrahaH, 'ete'pi bhavanti vijaDhAH pari tyaktA atikrAntavayobhiH pratrajya pratipadyamAnairiti 'yogyAdhikRtAnAm' atikrAntavayasAmeva 'tat' tasmAt 'dIkSA' patrajyA itare tvayogyA evokta doSopapatteH / " * jeee bhegA nathI bhAgavyA tethI saheje sevAi jatA kautuka eTale kAmaviSayaka tsukaya, kAmagraha eTale kAmeAnA anAsevananA udrekathI vibhrama, prArthanA eTale strIone bhAga mATe prArthanA ane chevaTe balAtkArI grahaNa '-Adi doSo paNa bhutabhAgIe tajelA hAya che, arthAta- e badhA For Private and Personal Use Only

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381 denu sevana bhogavayane laMghI gayelA AtmAo mATe saMbhavita nathI. te kAraNathI dIkSA mATe teo ja yogya che ke-jeo bhagavayane laMdhI gayA che, paNa te sivAyanA yogya nathI : kAraNa ke-teone upara kahelA doSonI prApti thAya che.' e saghaLAya vidhinuM spaSTa spaSTa samAdhAna karatAM suvihita zimaNi AcArya bhagavAna zrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA eke eka prakAranA virodhanI avAstavikatA sAbIta karIne bAladIkSA" e sarvathA yogya che, ema darzAve che. zarUAtamAM ja te suripuraMdara bALakane dIkSA mATe agya kahenArAomAM asaMgraha che ema batAvatAM pharamAve che ke - " bhaNNai khuDDagabhAvo, kammakhovasamabhAvapabhaveNaM / caraNeNa kiM virujjhai ? jeNamanoggatti saggAho // 1 // " baooDagra vizvana- suramAvo-vAmAvA, "lopshmbhaavprbhven' karmakSayopazamabhAvAta prabhava-utpAdo yasya tenetyambhutena 'caraNena' sahAtha tRtiyeti saha 'kiM virudhyate ? yenAyogyAH kSullakA 'ityasagrAhaH' na viruddhte|" "karmanA pazama bhAvathI utpanna thatA cAritranI sAthe bAlabhAvano virodha zuM che, ke jethI bAlake e cAritra eTale dIkSA mATe ayogya che, e asagraha rAkhavo ? arthAta-karmanA kSe pazama bhAvathI utpanna thatA cAritranI sAthe bAlabhAvano eka leza paNa virodha nathI, mATe bAlake e dIkSA mATe yogya nathI, ema kahevuM e asalTaha che." "takammakhaovasamo, cittanibaMdhaNasamunbhavo bhnnio| na u vayanibaMdhaNociya, tahmA e ANamaviroho // 2 // 'tatkarmakSayopazamaH' cAritramohanIyakarma kSayopazamaH citranivandhanasamudbhavo' nAnAprakArakAraNAdutpAdo yasya sa tathAvidho 'bhaNitaH' ukto adAdibhiH / na tu vayonibandhana evaM ' na viziSTazarIrAva sthAkAraNa eva, yasmAdevaM 'tasmAdetayoH' vayazcaraNapariNAmayoH 'a. viro'sNAvA" For Private and Personal Use Only

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12 "cAritra-dIkSAnA pariNAmane rokanAra je "cAritra mehanIya karma, tenA kSayopazamanI utpatti zrI arihaMta paramAtmA Adi paramarpioe aneka kAraNothI kahI che, paNa ema nathI kahyuM ke-vAya' eTale zarIranI amUka viziSTa avasthA thAya tyAre ja cAritra pariNAmane rokanAra cAritra menIya karmanA pazamanI utpatti thAya : tethI sapaSTa che ke-cAritranA pariNAmane ane vayane kazo ja virodha nathI, eTale ke-bAlavayamAM paNa cAritranA pariNAmane utpanna thavAmAM kazo ja vAMdho nathI." "gayajovvaNA vi purisA, baluvva samAyaraMti kammANi / doggainibaMdhaNAI, jovaNavaMtA vi Naya kei // 3 // " " gAtayauvanA' atikrAntavayaso'pi 'puruSa vAlA iva' gauvno| nmattA iva 'samAcaranti'-Asevante 'karmANi' kriyArUpANi, kiM viziSTAni ? ityAha-'durgatinivandhanAni' kugatikAraNAni yauvanavanto'pi'-yauvanasamanvitA api 'na ca kecana' samAcaranti, tathA. vidhAni karmANi tato vyabhicAriyauvanam // " "vana vayane laMghI gayelA purUSe paNa yauvanathI unmatta thayelA hoya tenI mAphaka kugatinA kAraNa rUpa pApakarmone Acare che ane yauvana vayamAM rahelA e paNa puNyazAli AtmAo tevA pApakarmone AcaratA nathI, AthI ramavAra cauvanam eTale yauvana avasthAmAM ja pApanI Acarazuo thAya che athavA te yauvana e pApanuM kAraNa ja che. evo niyama nathI. bIjuM AmAM mahApurUSe madenmatta thaIne pApa AcaranArAone bAla kahyA che, ethI paNa eja siddha thAya che ka-bALaka teja kahevAya che ke jeo vivekahIna thaIne pApakarmonI AcaraNAo kare che, evA AtmAo bhalene pachI vayathI vRddha thayelA hoya, te chatAM paNa teo bAla kahevAya che ane je puNyazAlio yauvana vayane pAmyA chatAM paNa pApanI AcaraNa nathI karatA teja AtmAo sAcA jJAna ane guNavRddha che." " jovaNamavivego, cia vinneo bhAvao u tayabhAvo / jovvarNAvagamo sojaNa, jiNehi na kayA vipaDisiddho // 4 // " " yauvanamaviveka eva vijJeyaH, bhAvatastu,' paramArthata eva 'tadabhAva' avivekAmAvA * yauvanavigamaH, sa punaH avivekAbhAvo 'jinai na kadAcit pratiSiddhaH' sadaiva sambhavAt / / " For Private and Personal Use Only

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383 "vAstavika rItie aviveka eja yauvana tarIke jANavA yogya che ane avivekane abhAva eja yauvanane nAza che. arthAta-vayanI sAthe yauvanane saMbhava nathI paNa avivekanI sAtheja yauvanano yuga che, mATe jenAmAM avivekano abhAva che ane vivekane saddabhAva che, te vayathI bAla agara yuvAna chatAM paNa guNathI vRddhaja che . kAraNa ke-avivekano abhAva e zrI jinezvadee koIpaNa avasthAmAM niSa nathI, kAraNa ke-te saghaLIya avasthAmAM saMbhavita che. AthI paNa spaSTa che ke bAlavaya kaI paNa rItie dIkSA mATe ayogya nathI." "saMbhAvaNijadoSA vayammi khuitti ja pitaM bhnni| taMpi na aNahaM jamhA, subhuttabhogANa vi samaM taM // 5 // " __ " sambhAvanIyadoSA vayasi kSullakA iti yad bhaNita' pUrva tadapi tadbhaNitamavi' nAnadhaM na zobhanaM ' kuta ? ityAha 'yasmAt subhuktabhogAnAmapi' atItavayasAM RSizrRGgapitR patInAM 'sama' tulyaM ' tat' sambhAvanIyadoSatvam / vayathI bAla AtmAo mATe dAnI saMbhAvanA che?-ema je pUrve kahevAmAM AvyuM che te barAbara nathI, kAraNa ke-teonA "RSizraga pita Adi jeoe bhegone sArI rItie bhogavyA che ane jeonI bhogavaya paNa vItI gaI che, tevA RSio mATe paNa "saMbhAvanIya doSapaNuM te sarakhuM ja che." "kammANa rAyamU, veaMtaM jAva mohaNijja tu / saMbhAvaNijadosA, ciThai tA caramadehA vi // 6 // " karmaNAM rAjabhUta' azubhatayA pradhAnamityarthaH, odhata eva mithyAtvAderAralya 'vedAntaM yAvanmohanIyaM tu tiSThatoniyogaH turvizeSaNArthaH, kiM viziSTi ? svaprakriyAmAzvityaivaM, tantrAntaraM khAzritya bhavAbhinandinI avidyA parigRhyate, sambhAvanIyadoSAH tAvat caramadehA api-pazcima zarIrA api, tiSThantu tAvadanya iti / / " "-nAnAvaraNIya,2-darzanAvaraNIya, vedanIya, i-mehanIya, pa-AyuSya, 6-nAma, -netra ane 8-aMtarAya-A AThe karmomAM rAjAbhUta eTale For Private and Personal Use Only

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384 azubhapaNAthI pradhAna evuM je mehanIya karma, tene mithyAtvathI AraMbhIne veda eTale viSayAbhilASAne pedA karanAra pudgala vizeSa tene kSaya na thAya tyAM sudhI caramazarIrI AtmAo eTale teja jIvanamAM saMsArane aMta karI muktipadane pAmanArA AtmAomAM paNa doSAnI saMbhAvanA thaI zake tema che. zrI jainazAsana pramANe jema mithyAtvathI AraMbhIne veda sudhInuM mehanIya karma deSonI saMbhAvanAnuM kAraNa che -tema Itara zAsana pramANe jyAM sudhI saMsAramAM Asakti pamADanArI avidyA che, tyAM sudhI nI saMbhAvanA che." " tamhA na divikhaavvA, kei aNiadvivAyarAdAza / te na ya dikkhAvialA, pAyaM jaM visamame aMti // 7 // " yasmAdevaM tasmAna dIkSitavyA-na pravAjanIyAH kecid ani ttibAdarebhya ArAta-kSapakazreNiprakrame yAvadanivRttivAdarA na saMjAtAstAvanna dIkSitavyA iti svaprakriyAnusAreNa tantrAntaraparibhASayA khAnandazaktyanubodhenAvAptANimAdibhAvebhya ArAditi, te ca anivRtibAdarAH avAptANimAdibhAvA vA na dIkSAvikalAH-na pravrajyAzunyAH prAyaH tatrAnyatra vA janmani dravyadIkSAmapyAzritya, marudevIkalpAcaryabhAvavyavacchedArtha prAyograhaNam, etacca tantrAntare'pisvaparibhA. SayA goyata eva 'atyantamanavAptakalyANo'pi kalyANaM prApta iti kyanAt , yad-yasmAdevaM viSamametat tataH-tasmAd viSamaM saGkaTametat, kimuktaM bhavati ? dIkSAvyatirekeNa viziSTa guNA na bhavanti tavyatirekeNa ca na dIkSetItaretarAzrayanirodhaH " je saMbhavita doSanI kalpanA karIne dIkSA ApavI e ayogya gaNAya, te te zrI jinezvaradevanA zAsananI prakriyAne anusarIne pakaNimAM jyAM sudhI "anivRtti bAdara' nAmanA guNasthAnake viSayAbhizAparUpa vedano kSaya karanArA na thAya, tyAM sudhI keIne paNa dIkSA ApavI joIe nahi ane tantrAntaranI paribhASA pramANe jyAM sudhI AnaMdazakitanA anubadhe karIne aNimAdika bhAvonI jeone prApti na thaI hoya, tevA koIne paNa dIkSA ApavI nahi. have zrI jinezvaradevanA zAsananI prakriyA pramANe ja "anivRtti bAdara ane taMtrAntaranI paribhASA pramANe "aNimAdi bhAvane pAmanArA' dIkSA vinA hoI zakatA nathI, kAraNa ke--te bhAva pAmavA For Private and Personal Use Only

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385 pahelAM te bhAvane pAmanAra AtmAe prAyaH teja bhavamAM agara te te bhavanI pUrvanA bhave dravya dIkSAne paNa pAmavI joIe. A sthaLe prAyaH zabda eTalAja mATe mUkavAmAM Avyo che ke- marUdevI mAtA" jevo AzraryakArI banAva "dIkSA vinA nathI pamAne "anivRtti bAdara bhAve ke nathI pamAtA 'aNimAdi bhAva." A kathananI ADe na Ave, kAraNa kezrI devI mAtA te bhavamAM ke pUrvabhavamAM dravya dIkSAne pAmyA vinA ja sadhaLuM pAmI gayAM che, paNa e banAva zrI jinezvaradevanA zAsanamAM Azraya bhUta gaNavAmAM Ave che. jevI rItie zrI devI mAtAnA banAva jevA banAvane zrI jinezvaradevanA zAsanamAM AzcaryamUta banAva gaNavAmAM Ave che, tevI ja rItie zAsanAnsaramAM paNa pitAnI paribhASA dvArA kalyANane nahi pAmele paNa muzIbate kalyANane pAmyoA pramANenA vacanathI svIkAravAmAM AvyuM che. AthI spaSTa che ke AthI te bhAre viSama eTale kaSTakArI sthiti utpanna thAya che, eTale ke dIkSA vinA viziSTa guNanI prApti na thAya ane viziSTa guNa vinA dIkSA apAya nahi.'--A rItano ItiretarAzraya" nAmane bhayaMkara virodha Ave che." vighAvasAraMgA, namuttavicArU saM iLayturA aNNAyavisayasaMgAvi, tagguNA kei jaM huMti // 8 // " vijJAvAna parivAra pUrvapakSavAnA ta inavuM tulyaM matpakSe'pi, kathamityAha-ajJAtaviSayasaGgA api tadaguNAH vi. jhAtaviSayasaGgaguNAH kecana prANino yad-yasmAd bhavanti / " "viyasukhano anubhava karanArAja sArI rItie dIkSA pALI zake che, ItyAdi je je pUrva pakSavAdIe kahyuM che, te saghaLuM amArA pakSamAM eTale bAladIkSAnA pakSamAM samAna che, kAraNa keviSayanA saMgane nahi anubhavanA evA paNa keTalAya AmAe viSayasaMganI viSamatAnI jANa hAI sArAmAM sArI rItie dIrAnuM pAlana karI zake che ane lokamAM azakaraNIya banI jagatapUjya pade virAje che, tathA potAnuM hita sAdhavA sAthe anekAneka yogya AtmAone sanmArganA pUjArI banAve che." " anbhAsajaNiapasarA, pAya kAmA pa tabbhavamAso / amuhapavittiNimittA, tesiM no suMdaratarA te // 9 // " "gAsanitAra -dAvanabhUta pAyaH #Amabaahulyen kAmA evaMvidhA vartante, tadbhavAbhyAsaH azubhapattinimitta For Private and Personal Use Only

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386 steSAM na vidyate, anyabhavAbhyAsastu manAe viprakRSTa iti, sundaratarAste- zobhanatarAste ajhAta viSayasaGgAH / ghaNuM karIne kAma sevavAthIja vRddhine pAmanArA che, mATe teja AtmAo atyaMta sArA che ke-jeo bAlavayathI ja cogya mAtApitAnA pratApe tathA pitAnA paripUrNa puNyodaye dakSane pAmIne sadgurUonI sevAmAM rahI zakayA che, kAraNa ke kAmane vadhAranAra je abhyAsa te A bhavamAM te teone ja nathI ane parabhavamAM thayela te te dUra che, eTale ke-vagara nimitte yAda Ave tema nathI ane dIkSAmAM te sagurUonI nizrAmAM rahI sAdhupaNAnI uttama ArAdhanAmAM ane tattvajJAnanA abhyAsamAM rata rahevAnuM hei, prAyaH tevAM nimitto maLavAM paNa nathI." " asuho a mahApAvo, saMsAro tapparivakhayaNimittaM / buddhimayA puriseNaM suddho dhammo a kAyavyo / // 11 // " azubhazca mahApApaH saMsArastatparikSayanimittaM-saMsAra parikSayanimittaM buddhimatA puruSeNa zuddho dharmastU kartavyaH, zuddha eva cAritradharmaH svaprakriyA, apravRttirUpastu tantrAntarAnusAreNa / " A saMsAra azubha che ane mahA pAparUpa che, mATe teno parikSaya eTale tenAthI potAnA AtmAnI mukti karavA mATe buddhimAna purUSe eka zuddha dharma karo eja gya che. e karavA yogya zuddhidharma zrI jinazAsananI prakriyAdhArA "cAritradharma' kahevAya che ane zAsanAntarane anusAra 'apravRttirUpa' dharma kahevAya che." " annaM cIviaMja, vijulyaaddovcNclmsaarN| viajaNasaMbaMdho'vi a, sayA tao dhammamArAhe // 12 // " " anyaJca jIvitaM yat-yasmAd vidyullatATopacaJcalaM sthititaH asAraM svarUpataH priyajanasambandho'pi ca evamyuta eva, yatazcaivaM sadA tato dharmamArAdhayeta-dharma kuryAt / ' bIjI vAta e ke-je kAraNathI A jIvita che te paNa jevI rItie vIjaLIrUpa latAne ATopa caMcala che, tevI rItie vijaLInA camakAre mAphaka sthitithI caMcala che tathA svarathI asAra che ane priya janone saMbaMdha paNa tevo ja che, eTale sthitithI asthira che ane svarUpathI asAra che, te kAraNathI sadAne mATe eka dharmanI ArAdhanA karavI joIe." For Private and Personal Use Only

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387 " mokkho'vi taSpha citra, neo paramatthao tayathapi / dhammo citra kAyaco, jigabhaNio appamategaM / 13 / " " mokSazca tatphalameva-dharmaphalameva yaH paramArthataH, yatazvamataH tadarthamapi-mokSArthamapi dharma eva kartavyaH minabhaNita, cAritradharmaH, apamattena iti / "mokSane paNa paramArthathI dharmanA phala paja jANavA jee, eTale kemesa paNa dharmanI ArAdhanAthI ja prApta thAya che, mATe mokSanI prApti mATe paNa apramatta thaIne zrI jinezvaradevae kaheluM cAritradharma eja 422 // yoya." "taha'bhutta bhogadosA, iccAi jamuttamuttimittamidaM / iyarasi duTTayarA, saimAIyA jao dosA // 14 // " "tathA abhuktabhogadoSA ityAdi yaduktaM pUrvapakSavAdinA ukti. mAtramidaM vacanamAtramityarthaH, kimityata Aha-itareSAM tubhuktabhogAnAM duSTatarAH smRtyAdayo yato doSAH / " tathA abhakta bhogI AtmAone kautuka Adi doSa thavAne saMbhava che -ItyAdi je pUrvapakSavAdIe kahyuM che te mAtra kahevA mAtraja che, eTale ke-e kathanamAM kazuM ja vAstavikapaNuM nathI, kAraNa ke-ulTI bhukatabhegI AtmAone te bhogavelI vastuonI smRti Adi atizaya duSTa de. thavAnI saMbhava che." "iyaresiM bAlabhAvappabhiI, niNavayaNabhAviamaINaM / aNabhiNNANa ya pAyaM, visaemu na huMti te dosA // 15 // " "itareSAM-abhuktabhogAnAM bAlabhAvaprabhRti bAlyAdArabhya jinavacanabhAvitamatInAM satAM vairAgyasambhavAt anabhijJAnA ca viSayasukhasya pAyo na bhavanti te doSAH-kautukAdayaH iti / " Itara eTale jeoe bhegA nathI bhogavyA ane bAlyakAlathIja zrI jinezvaranAM vacanothI jeonI mati bhAvita thaI che, teone vairAgyano saMbhava hovAthI ane jeo viSayasukhanA anabhinna che, teone te kautuka eTale vijayasukha bhogavavA mATenI utsukA Adi doSa prAyaH thatAja nathI." For Private and Personal Use Only

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"tamhA u siddhameaM, jahaNa o bhaNiyavayajuA joggA / " "yasmAdevaM nasmAt siddhametat-jaghanyato bhaNitavayoyuktAH a. varSA yogyA prvrjyaayaaH|" e vAta sarva prakAre siddha che ke-jayathI ame je ummara kahI A te eTale ATha varasanI ummaravALA zrI jinezvaradevoe pharamAvelI dIkSAne mATe yogya che." A uparathI joI zakAya che ke bAladIkSAno cAra prakAre virodha karavAmAM Avyo che, e cArenAM aSTa samAdhAna apAyAM che. samAdhAna 1 bALake dIkSA mATe bALaka cAritra karmanA parama bhAvathI hovAthIja yogya nathI. utpanna thAya che mATe cAritranI sAthe bAlabhAvano virodha hoI zake nahi, kAraNa ke-vacane ane cAritra mehanIya karmanA kyane koI saMbaMdha nathI. 2 bALake je dIkSita thAya te dezonI saMbhAvanAno saMbaMdha yauvana yauvanamAM teo mATe aneka prakAranA vaya sAthe nahi, paraMtu aviveka sAthe deSa thavAnI saMbhAvanA che. che. eTale koI paNa avasthAmAM - avivekano abhAva eja guNavRddhapaNuM che. 3 artha ane kAma purUSArthane paNa artha ane kAma purUSArtha saMsAranA tenA tenA samaye sevavA joIe. kAraNa hoI asevya che ane dharma tathA mokSa upAdeya che. zuddha dharma kimI jinazAsananI prakriyA dvArA cAritra dharma kahevAya che. 4 bhutabhegI AtmAoja dIkSA bhuktabhogI karatAM abhuktabhogI mATe yogya che. . AtmAo dIkSA mATe vadhAre yogya che, kAraNake bhutabhAgIne to bhagavelI vastuonI smRti Adi atizaya duSTa depo thavAno saMbhava che. ane abhuta bhogIe to bhego nahi bhAgavelA hovAthI temaja bAlyakALathIja zrI jinavacanothI temanI mati bhAvita thaelI hAIne temane vairAgyane saMbhava hovAthI teone kautuka eTale viSayone bhogavavAnI utsukatA Adi depo prAya: thatAja nathI. For Private and Personal Use Only

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389 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir mAla dIkSAnI mahattA-- "AvAla bhAvao je gurupAmulAu laddha sikkha dugA | nicchayavahAra viU te baTTAvaMta titha i || 150 // " " AvAla bhAvoti ye AvAla bhAvattaH bAlya mArabhya guru pAdamulAt labdhazikSAdvikA prAptagrahaNA''sevanA rUpazikSAdvayAste nizcaya vyavahAra vida : gRhItanaya dvaya paramArthAH santastirtha sthitiM varttayanti nAnye jJAnAbhyAsAdhInatvA tatpavartanasya // 150 // " gurutacca vinizvaye vAcakavara zrI yazovijayajI gaNiH. * AlakALathI AraMbhAne jeee sadgurUnI sevAmAM rahIne ' grahaNa 1 zikSA bhane ' Asevana zikSA ' A e zikSAe grahaNa karI che. paramArthane grahaNa karanArA khIjA vartAvI zakatA nathI, te nizcaya ane vyavahAra e banneya nayAnA thaine tIrthInI sthitine vartAvI zake che, paNa kAraNa ke tI'nuM pravartana e jJAnAbhyAsane AdhIna che. ' kuTumbatyAga karavAmAM pApa nathIja ! bhagavAn haribhadrasurIzvarajI mahArAjAe zakA-samAdhAnarUpe kareluM tenuM spaSTikaraNa, * for free for fita pahANaMti maMdabuddhiyA / jaM uvajovaMti tayaM niyamA savve'vi AsamiNo ||74 || uvajIvaNAka jar3a pAhaNaM to tao pahANayarA / halakarisaga puDhavAI jaM uvajIvaMti te te'vi // 75 // sibha No te uvagAraM karemu etesiM dhammanirayANaM / evaM mannati tao kaha pAhaNaM havai tesiM ? // 76 // a da de e kiriyAe maMnieNa ki tathya ? | gANAvirahiA aha ia tesiM hoi pAhaNaM // 77 || tANi ya jaINa jamhA huMti visuddhANi teNa tesiM tu / taM jutaM AraMbha a hoi jaM pAvautti // 78 // aNNe sayaNavirahiA imIe jogatti ettha mati / For Private and Personal Use Only

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360 so pAlaNIya go kila taccAe hoi pAvaM tu // 79 // sogaM akaMdaNa vilavaNaM ca jaM dukkhio tA kuNai / sevai jaM ca aphaja teNa viNA tassa so doso // 8 // ia pANavahAIANa pAvaheutti aha ma te'vi / jaNu tastra pAlaNe taha Na hoMti te ? ciMtagIamiNaM / / 81 // AraMbhamatareNaM Na pAlaNaM tassa saMbhavai jegaM / tami a pANavahAI niyameNa havati. payaDamiNaM ||2|| aNNaM ca tassa cAo pANavahAi va guruttarA hojjA ? / jai tAva tassa cAo ko ettha visesaheutti // 83 // aha tasseva u pIDA kiM No aNNesi pAlaNe tassa ? | aha te parAi so'vihu satattaciMtAi emeva // 44 // sia teNa kayaM kamma eso no pAlagotti kiM Na bhave ? / tA nRNamaNNapAlagajoggaM citra taM kayaM teNa // 85 // bahupIDAe a kahaM thevasuhaM paDiyANamiti ? / jalakaTAigayANa ya vahUga ghAA tadaccAe // 86 / / evAvahA u aha ta sitti na tattha hoi doso u / ia siThivAyapakkhe taccAe NaNu kaha doso ? // 8 // to pANavahAIA gurutarayA pAvaheuNo neaa| saNassa pAlaNami a niyamA eitti bhaNiyamiNaM / / 88 // evaMpi pAvaheU appayaro Navara tassa cAutti / so kaha Na hoi tassA dhammatthaM ujjayabhaissa ? // 8 // abbhuvagameNa bhaNiaM Nau vihicAo'vi tassa heutti / sogAiMmivi tesiM maraNe va visuddhacittassa // 20 // aNNe bhagaMti dhannA sayagAijuA u hoti jogatti / saMtassa pariccAgA jamhA te cAigo huMti // 91 // jepuNa tapparihINA jAyA divAo ceva bhikkhaagaa| taha tucchabhAvao citra kahaNNu te hoti gaMbhorA // 12 // majjati a te pAyaM ahiayaraM pAviUNa panjAyaM / For Private and Personal Use Only

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391 logoma a uvaghAo bhogAbhAvA Na cAi ya 9|| eyapi na juttikhamaM viNNeaM muddhavimhayakaraM tu / avivegapariccAyA cAI jaM nicchayanayassa // 941 saMsAraheumao pavattago esa pAvapakkhaMmiA ebhUmi aparicitte kiM kIrai bajjhacAeNaM ? // 95|| pAlei sAhukiriaM so sammaM taMbhi ceva cattaMbhi / tabmAmi a vihalo iarassa kao'vi cAotti // 96 // dIsaMti a kei idaM sai taMmI bajjhacAyajuttA'vi / tucchapavittI aphalaM duhAvi jIvaM karemANA // 97 / caiUNa gharAvAsaM AraMbha pariggahesu vati / jaM sannAbheeNaM eaM avivegasAmatthaM / / 98 / / masanivitti kA sevai datikkayaMti dhnnibheaa| ia caiUNAraMbhaM paravavaesA kuNai vAlo // 99 / / payaie sAvanaM saMtaM jaM sabahA viruddhaM tu| dhaNibhemivi mahuragasI aligA ibna lagommi // 100 / tA kIsa aNumabho so uvaesAiMbhi kUbanAeNaM ? / gihijogo u jaissa u sAvikkhassA paraThAe // 101 // aNNAbhAve jayaNAe maggaNAso havija mA teNaM / pubakayAyayaNAisu IsiM guNa saMbhave iharA // 102 // ceiakulaguNasaMdhe AyariANaM ca pazyaNasue a| savvemuvi teNa kayaM tavasaMjamajjamateNa // 103 // ettha ya'vivegacAgA pavattaI jeNa tA tao pvro| tasseva phalaM eso jo samma bajjJajhacAutti // 104 // tA thevamiaM kajnaM sapaNAijuo navatti sai tammi / etto ceva ya dosA Na hUMti sesA dhuvaM tassa // 10 // For Private and Personal Use Only

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upara sutaM puNa vabahAre sAhINe vA (pattA) tavAbhAvegaM / asatyam as tao havai cAI // 106 // ko vA kassa na sayaNo ? kiM vA keNaM na pAviA bhogA ? | saMtevi paDibaMdho duTThotti to caeavbo || 107 || ghaNAya ubhayajuttA dhammapavittI huti annesiM / jaM kAraNamiha pAyaM ke siMci kathaM pasaMgeNaM // 108 // zrI paMcavastuke zrI haribhadrasUriH / " keTalAka maMdabuddhivALA loko je gRhasthapaNuM che teja uttama che ema kahe che. evuM kahevAmAM teo kAraNa jaNAve che ke sarve paNa AzramavAlA arthAt sAdhusanyAsI muddhAM te gRhasthapaNAne AdhAreja pAtAnA nirvAha kare che, AvA pakSanA uttaramAM kahe che ke je AdhAranI mukhyatA hoya teA kheDuta, haLa ane pRthvI ( mATI ) jevA padAthaeNja uttama hAvA joie, kAraNa ke te gRhasthA paNa tene AdhAreja potAnA jIvananirvAha calAve che. kadAca khIjAe taraphathI kahevAmAM Ave / te kheDuta vagere ema nathI mAnatA ke ame A dharmapravINa lekAne upakAra karIe te evA upakAra karavAne vicAra na hovAthI kheDuta vagerene uttama kahI zakAya niha. A muddAnA uttaramAM kahe che ke te kheDuta vagere bIjA gRhasthA karatAM upakAranI kriyAe karIne vadhAre che te tyAM upakAratI buddhitI zI jarUra che ? kadAca kahevAmAM Ave ke teo jJAnAdie rahita hAvAthI kriyAe adhika heAvA chatAM te uttama gaNAya nahi. te zAstrakAra kahe che ke tyAre to ArAdikanuMja pradhAnapaNuM mAnavuM eja ekaskara che ane jyAre jJAnAdikanuM mukhyapaNuM che te pachI sAdhuone te te jJAArdika ghaNAM zuddha hAya che mATe gRhasthA karatAM sAdhuonuMja uttamapaNuM yAgya che. gRhastheAmAM jema kalyANanI buddhipUrvaka jJAnAdika nathI temaja teo je chae kAyAneA AraMbha kare che te jarUra pApanuM kAraNa che, mATe gRhasthAzramane kaipaNa prakAre uttama kahI zakAyaja nahi. keTalAka mAnatA hatA ke jeone strI, putra, mAtApitA ane bhAI vagere piravAra na hoya teoeja dIkSA levI yogya che. kAraNa ke te mAtApitA vagere kuTuMba te dIkSA lenAra jarUra pALavA yogya che ane bharaNa pANa karavA yAgya evA te kuTuMbano tyAga karavAthI te dIkSA lenArane pApa For Private and Personal Use Only

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33 lAge. vaLI te kuTuMba dIkSitanA viyoge duHkhI thaI zoka kare, AThaMdana kare, vilApa kare temaja te pikanA vicage strI Adi je apakRtya kare, te badhuM pApa te dIkSitane lAge, mATe te kuTuMbavAlAe dIkSA levI sArI che, te evI rIte ja ke kuTuMbavALAne je hiMsAdika kAryo karavA paDe, te paNa pApanuM kAraNa nathI, athAta hiMsAdika kAryo pApanAM kAraNa nathI, ema mAnavuM joIze. kadAca kahevAmAM Ave ke te hiMsAdika kAryo paNa pApanAM sAdhanaja che, te pachI kuTuMbanA pAlanamAM te hiMsAdika je pApanAM kAraNo che, te kema na hoya ? A vAta vicAravA jevI che, kAraNa ke AraMbhAdi karyA vinA kuTuMbanuM pAlana thavuM saMbhavita ja nathI, ane te AraMbhamAM hiMsAdika te jarura thAya che, ne te vAta prakaTa ja che. zAstrakAra mahArAja vAdIne pUche che ke kuTuMbano tyAga karavo tene pApa mAne che ane hiMsAdika kAyone paNa pApa mAno che, te te bemAM mahoruM pApa kayuM? ema kahevAmAM Ave ke hiMsAdikanA pApa karatAM paNa kuTuMbano tyAga kare-e vadhAre pApa che, te evuM kahevAmAM koI vizeSa kAraNa che ? kadAca ema kahe ke je kuTuMbano dIkSita tyAga kare che te kuTuMbane pIDA thAya che, to zAstrakAra mahArAja kahe che ke zuM kuTuMbane pAlana karavAmAM bIjA jIvonI hiMsAne pIDa nahi thAya? kadAca ema kahevAmAM Ave ke te haNAtA jIvo kaMI dIkSitanA saMbaMdhI nathI, eTale judA che. tenA uttaramAM jaNAvavAnuM ke te kuTuMbI loka paNa paramArthane jANanAranI buddhie te judA ja che; arthAta judA evA bIjA kone mAravAmAM paNa pApa nathI, te pachI paramArthathI judA evA kuTuMbIjanane dIkSA lenAre cheDe ane temAM te kuTuMbIne pIDA thAya, temAM pApa zI rIte mAnavuM? kadAca ema kahevAmAM Ave ke-te kuTuMbIoe evuM karma karela che ke e amAro pAlaka ane ame enAthI palAnAra thayA, ema kema na hoya ? enA uttaramAM kahe che ke-jayAre te teno tyAga kare che, tyAre jarUra te kuTuMbIjananuM kAma bIjAthI ja pAlana thavAnuM che ema nakkI samajavuM. kadAca ema kahevAmAM Ave ke kuTuMbanA ghaNu manune pIDA thAya je eka dIkSA lenArane sukha thAya te sAruM gaNAya nahi. enA samAdhAnamAM kahe che ke jalakASTa vagere ghaNA jIvonI virAdhanA te kuTuMbano tyAga nahi karavAthI thAya tema che, te kema vicAratuM nathI ? vAdI ema kahe ke-paramezvare jala vagerene te pIvA Adi mATe banAvyAM che, mATe te jala vagerenI virAdhanAmAM kAMI doSa nathI. tyAre uttara de che ke-ema sRSTivAda mAnavAmAM Ave to te kuTuMbano tyAga paNa Izvara ja karAve che, ema zA mATe na mAnavuM? kharI rIte te jIvahiMsAdi kAryo moTA pApanAM kAraNa jANavA ne kuTuMbanA pAlanamAM te jarUra chavahiMsAdika karavAM paDe che, te mATe te kuTuMbano tyAga kare ja ucita che. vAdI kahe che ke-ema mAnIe te paNa te kuTuMbano tyAga alpa pApanuM For Private and Personal Use Only

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394 kAraNa to che ja ne te dharmane mATe taiyAra thaelane te gho paNa pApa kema na lAge ? zAstrakAra uttara Ape che ke abhyAgama siddhAMta eTale ke je kabula na karavI hoya, chatAM parIkSA khAtara je kabula karavAmAM Ave tenI apekSAe A alpa pApano siddhAMta jaNAvyuM che, paNa tatvanI apekSAe te vairAgyAdi kAraNathI te kuTuMbane tyAga karavo te kuTuMbane zokAdika thAya te paNa leza paNa pApanuM kAraNa nathI. jema anazanAdi AdarIne AhAra, upAdha, kuTuMba badhAne visarAvIne maranAra evA nirmala cittavAlAne kuTuMbIka kaleza kare topaNa karmabaMdhana nathI, tema ahIM paNa vidhithI kuTuMbano tyAga thAya temAM leza paNa doSa nathI. jevI rIte keTalAka kuTuMbavALAne dIkSA na ApavI joIe ema kahe che, tevI rIte keTalAka kahe che ke je manuSyo mAtApitA Adi kuTuM bavAlA hoya teo ja dIkSAne lAyaka gaNAya. vaLI zAstrakAra paNa banne Tu rAtti e vAkyadhArAe vidyamAna kuTuMbAdino tyAga kare teja ucita che ema jaNAve che. vaLI jeo kuTuMbAdithI hIna te te karmathIja bhikhArI thayA che ne tevA tuccha svabhAvavALA hovAthI teo gaMbhIra kema bane temaja tevA sAdhu prAye ucca padavI pAmIne mada karanArA thAya che ane lokomAM paNa tene Adara thato nathI, tema zAstradaSTie paNa tene pahelA bhAga maLyA nahatA, mATe te tyAgI kahevAya nahi. ahIM zAstrakAra mahArAja kahe che ke-vAdInuM A kathana mUkhane bhale Azcarya karAvanAra hoya paNa yutivALuM to nathI ja, kAraNuM, nizcayanayanI apekSAe avivekane tyAga karanAra teja tyAgI che, kAraNa ke saMsArane vadhAranAra avivekI che ne te aviveka pApanuM poSaNa karanAra che. evA avivekane ja jyAre choDI dIdhe te pachI bAhya tyAga karIne zuM ? dIkSita manuSya te aviveka choDe te ja sArI rIte sAdhukriyA pALI zake ane je aviveka choDavAmAM na Avyo hoya, te bhAgAdine tyAga karyo hoya, te paNa nakAmo ja che. A saMsAramAM keTalAka avivakavALA chatAM bAhya tyAgavALA tuccha pravRttivALA dekhAya che, paNa tevA manuSyo potAnA banne prakAranA jIvanane niSphala ja banAve che. jeo gurathapaNuM choDIne mArA nAmano bheda karIne aneka AraMbha ane parigrahamAM pravarte che te avivekanuM ja nAma che. jemAM mAMsanAM paccakhANa karIne daMti eTale dAMtane sApha karanAra che, ema kahIne zabda mAtranA bhedathI mAMsanuM sevana kare che-tema mUrkha manuSyo gRhano AraMbha cheDIne bIjA trIjA bahAnAthI te AraMbha pariyaDane seve che, je sarvathA prakRtithI sAvadha hoI te sarvathA viruddha che. jema lokamAM madhukara zItalikA vagere zabda sArA chatAM te darede herAna kare che, tema ahIM paNa zabda mAtranA bhedathI sAvadhanuM sevana karavuM, te bAlakanuM ja kArya che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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[3kSa vAdI zaMkA kare che ke-jyAre AraMbhAdi koI prakAre sArA nathI te te AraMbha7yastava AdimAM kupa draSTAMta kema hita denAro kahyo che ? AnA uttaramAM kahe che ke e kavyatava gRhasthone lAyaka che, ane sApekSa yatine te paropakAra mATe ja hoya che. jyAre koipaNa bIje te kArya karanAra na hoya, ne te kArya karyA vinA mArgano nAro thato hoya, tyAre pahelethI karelAM caiitye AdimAM kaMIka guNanI saMbhAvanAthI te tyAdinAM kArya karavA jevAM hoya che. bAkI to catya, kula, saMdhi, AcArya, pravacana ane mRta e badhAnuM kArya teNe karyuM samajavuM ke jeNe tapa saMyamamAM udyama karyo. ahIM paNa avivekano tyAga karIne je mATe pravRtti thAya che tethI te zreSTha che. te vivekanuMja A phala che ke je sArI rIte bAhyano tyAga thAya che. eTale ke je avivekane tyAga karyo te pachI te kuTuMbavALo che ke nahi, e vicAra to hisAbamAMja nathI ane A ja kAraNathI eTale avivekano tyAga karavAthIja bIjA paNa koI jAtano doSa te aviveka tyAga karanArane nathI. "te su rAtti' e sUtra te vyavahArathI bhoga sAmagrI svAdhIna hoya to tapa Adi thavAne lIdhe kahela che. bhAvathI te tyAM kahele zabda api zabdanA arthamAM che ne tethI te svAdhIna bhogavALA sivAyano bIjo paNa tyAgI hoya che ema jANavuM athavA jagatamAM koNa kono svajana nathI, kene bhogo nathI maLyA ? te bhogAdi chatAM temAM duSTa e mamatva bhAva thAya che, tethI te choDavo joie. jo ke ubhaya saMpanna leke bIjAone dharmapravRttinuM kAraNa prAye bane che, paNa teTalA mAtrathI dIkSAnA arthi te hovA ja joIe evo niyama nathI. vadhAre kahevAthI sarSaema kahI baMne prakaraNano upasaMhAra karyo." ziSya niSphaTikA kyAre ? niSphaTikA dava kayAM sudhI ? e saMbaMdhamAM zAstrakAroe lakhyuM che ke -soLa varSanI aMdarano koI hoya, ene mAtApitAnI AjJA vinA je sAdhu dIkSA Ape, ene niSphaTikA nAmane 18 mo doSa lAge. 16 varSanI upara zAstra dRSTie svataMtra che. AthI spaSTa che ke-soLa varasanI pahelAMnAne AjJA vinA dIkSA Ape, teneja zAstradaSTie niSphaTikA lAge. zAstromAM A rIte spaSTa akSara che. jUo zAstrakAra maharSio pharamAve che ke___" sehaNiSpheDiyaM jo kareti so tatithaM vayaM aMdiNNA dANaveramaNaM aticarati ! taM kerisaM kahaM vA NippheDato tatiyavvataM ati For Private and Personal Use Only

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vA vAriphU vA vAriphUnAnAd XXX gamApitiavidinnN / tattha vA gAme annattha vA tuNa kappati pvaavettuN|" -thI vanasArodvAra. prazna"je sAdhu ziSyaniSphaTikAne kare che, te sAdhu sattAvAra virama" eTale "nahi ApelI vastune prahaNa karavAno tyAga" nAmanA trIjA vratane aticAra lagADe che : eTale ke duSita kare che. to kevAne ane kevI rItie laI jatA sAdhu trIja vratane aticAra lagADe che ?" uttara-uparanA praznano uttara ApatAM zAstrakAra maharSi spaSTa akSaromAM pharamAve che ke - ATha varasanA ke ethI adhika ane sAla varasanI aMdaranA dADhI-mUcha vagaranA bALakane enA mAtApitAe Apela na hoya, tene dIkSA ApavI kalpa nahi." soLa varSanI uMmaravALAne yA tethI vadhu vayavALAne mAtapitAdi vaDIla rajA na Ape to paNa dIkSA levAya. "savvahA apaDivajjamANe caijjA te atttthaanngilaannoshtthcaananA " "esa cAe acAe tattabhAvaNAo / vANa pUrva vAi machAmAvaLAgo " -zrI yaMtra zrI triraMtanA "sarvathA prakAre AjJA na Ape te * asthAne rahele jJAnanA auSadha meLavavA mATe tyAga karavo paDeauSadha levA paradezamAM javuM paDe - e dRSTAMte temano tyAga karo." Avo tyAga tattvanI bhAvanAthI atyAgarUpa che ane atyAgaja mithA bhAvanA hovAthI tyAgarUpa che." "Nau vihicAova tassa heutti| sogAimivi tesi, maraNe va vizuddhacittassa" -zrI paMjavastu thI nimari. jema vizuddha cittathI maranAra AtmAne pAchaLanAM svajanonA zokAdikathI pApa nathI lAgatuM, tema dIkSA mATe vidhipUrvaka svajanono tyAgae pApane hetu nathI." For Private and Personal Use Only

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397 mahAmahopAdhyAya zrImAna mAnavijayajI gaNivara pharamAve che ke -- "ulAnauSadhAdidRSTAntAt, tyAgo gurunivedanam / " 'glAnasya-tathAvidhavyAdhivAdhAvazena glAnimAgatasya gurvAdelekisya aupadhAdedRSTAntAdauSadhasya, AdizabdAt svanirvAhasya ca grahastasya gaveSaNamapi auSadhAdItyucyate, tato glAnauSadhAyeva dRSTAnta. stasmAtyAgaH kAryo gurvAderiti 'guru nevedanaM' sarvAtmanA guroH-pravrAjakasyAtma samarpaNaM jAmiti " tevA prakArano je vyAdhi tenI pIDAnA pratApe glAnine pAmelA mAtApitAdika lekanA auSadha AdinA daSTAntathI mAtApitAdika vaDIlono tyAga karavo e yogya che. auSadha sAthe mUkelA "Adi' zabdathI pitAnA nirvAhano svIkAra karavo: eTale ka-bImAra mAtApitAdinA auSadhane kAraNe ane potAnA nivAhanA gANane kAraNe mAtApitAdikano tyAga karavA joIe." --: A vastu samajAvavA mATe :- draSTAMta lakhatAM eja maharSi lakhe che ke koI eka kulaputra pitAnAM mAtApitA AdinI sAthe koI eka apAra kAMtAramAM gayo. e bhayaMkara aTavImAM mAtApitAdikane niyamathI mArI nAkhanAra ane vaidyanA oSadha AdithI rahita, evo purUSe karIne asAdhya evo bhayaMkara roga thayo. A samaye e kulaputra vicAre ke " A mArAM mAtApitAdi gurUjana padhAdika vinA nirogI thaI zake tema nathI ane je vadhAdika maLI jAya te bacavAno saMbhava che tathA A roga kAlasaha che." A pramANe vicAra karIne tevA prakAranAM vacano dvArA mAtApitAdine tyAM sthApana karIne teonA auSadha Adi mATe ane potAnI vRtti mATe mAtApitAno tyAga kare, to tenA AtmAno tyAga eja atyAga che ane atyAga eja paramArthathI tyAga che. kAraNa ke-tyAga karI cAlyA javAthI auSadha Adi maLI jAya to mAtApitAdi bacI javAno saMbhava che. AthI vIra purUSa phalaneja jenArA hoya che, mATe e prasaMge evA kAraNe tyAga kare eja sapurUSa mATe ucita che. evI ja rItie zukalapAkSika mahApurUSa mAtApitAdi sahita saMsArarUpa kAMtAramAM paDayo thake dharmasahita pitAnuM jIvana vitAve che. emAM mAtApitAdikane jenuM samyaktva Adi For Private and Personal Use Only

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398 auSadha che, evo nizcayapUrvaka vinAza karanAra dazamehanIya AdinA udayarUpa karega thayo ane te rega jene samyakatva bIjAdikanI prApti nathI thaI tevA purUSathI sAdhya nathI, e kAraNe te zukalapAkSika mahApurUSa ema vicAre ke-"A kAramA karmaroganA pratApe mAtApitAdi samyakatva ASadha vinA nizcayapUrvaka marI jaze ane je Apa maLaze te bacavAne saMbhava che tathA vyavahArathI kAlasaha paNa che'A pramANe vicArIne yathA yogya gRhavAsanA nirvAhanI ciMtA karIne, teone tevI ja avasthAmAM sthApIne, potAnuM aucitya karavA pUrvaka mAtApitAdikanA samyatva Adi auSadha nimitte mAtApitAdi gurUjanano tyAga kare, to te tyAga potAne abhISTa evA saMyamanI siddhi mATe tattvabhAvanAthI sAroja che ane evI sthitimAM evI bhAvanApUrvaka e tyAga na kare, eja mithyAbhAvanAthI tyAga che, kAraNa ke-AvA viSayamAM paMDitone phala pradhAna che, e hetuthI Asabhavya evA dhIra AtmAo phalaneja jenArA hoya che. te pachI eTale e rItie vidhi mujaba mAtApitAdi gurUjanone paNa tyAga karIne, kalyANanA arthi AtmAe dIkSAdAtA gurUne sarva prakAre AtmasamarpaNa karavuM." parIkSA zI rIte thAya? 'dIkSAnA abhilASI banelA svataMtra ummaranA AtmAo paikInA keTalAka suparicita AtmAo paNa hoya che. suparicita AtmAo mATe te khAsa karIne pUchavA-kahevAnuM prAyaH nathI hotuM, kAraNa ke-tenI yogyatA ke ayogyatA nizcita jevIja hoya che. have je AtmAo aparicita hoya che te AtmAo mATe khAsa vidhAna che ane e vidhAnanuM varNana karatAM zrI dharmasaMgrahamAM mahAmahopAdhyAya zrI mAnavijayajI gaNivara pharamAve che ke - 2-" sAdhuvANA, parIkSA tA . sAmAyikAdisUtrasya, caityanutyAdi tdvidhiH||1||" "saddharma kathAkSiptatayA pravajyA''dAnAbhimukhyamAgato bhavyajantuH pRcchanIyo yathA-ko vatsa ! tvaM ? kiM nimittaM vA pravrajasi ?, tato yadyasau kulaputrakastagarAnagarAdisundarakSetrotpannaH sarvAzubhodbhavabhavavyAdhikSanimittamevAhaM bhagavan ! pravajitumudyata ityuttaraM kurute tadA'sau praznazuddhaH, sa ca dIkSyo'nyastu bhajanIya iti prasaGgato jJeyaM, thatA pAvara-- For Private and Personal Use Only

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uda Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir " kulaputto tagarAe, amuha bhavakkhayanimittameveha | pavAmi ahaM bhaMte !, iha gijjho bhayaNa sesesu || 1 ||" - ti pravrajyA duranucarA kApuruSANAM, ArambhanivRttAnAM punariha para - bhave ca paramakalyANalAbhaH, tathA tathaiva jinAnAmAjJA samyagArAdhitA mokSaphalA tathaiva virAdhitA saMsAra - phala - duHkhadAyinI, tathA ( yathA ) kuSThAdivyAdhimAn kriyAMcikitsAM pratipavA'pathyamAsevamAno'prapannAdadhikaM zIghraM ca vinAzamApnoti evameva bhAvakriyAM saMyamarUpAM karmavyAdhi-kSayanimittaM prapadya pazcAdasaMyamApathyasevI adhikaM karma samupArjayatIti, evaM tasya sAdhvAcAraH kathanIya iti / " evaM kathite'pi sAdhvAcAre nipuNamatA parIkSaNIyaH yataH"asatyAH satyasaGkAzAH, satyAcAsatyasannibhAH / dRzyante vividhA bhAvA- stasmAyuktaM parIkSaNam ||1|| atathyAnyApa tathyAni, darzayantyati kauzala |H / citre nimnonnatAnIva, citrakarmavido janAH || 2 || " " parIkSA ca samyakatvajJAnacAritrapariNati viSayA taistairupAyaividheyA | parIkSAkAla prAyataH SaNmAsAH tathAvidhapAtrApekSayA tu alpo bahuca syAt, yataH - " 3 "eoranipi saMtaM puNo parikkhejja pavayaNavihIe / chammAsaM jA sajja va pattaM advAe appabahuM || 1 || " iti, " tathA sAmAyikasUtraM akRtopadhAnasyApi kaNThato na tu prathamameva paTTikAlikhitena vitaraNIyam, anyadapi sUtramIryApathikyAdi pAtraM jJAtvA adhyApayitavyaM, tathA caityanutirdevavandanaM, AdizabdAdvAsakSeparajAharaNa - samarpaNa kAyotsarga karaNAdisakalAnuSThAnagrahaH taccAnuSThAnaM sAmAcArIto jJeyaM, atra ca pUrva samupasthitasya ziSyasyAnugrahabuddhyA guruNA'bhyupagamaH kAryaH, tataH zubhazakunAdInAM nizvayana kArya, nimittazuddheH For Private and Personal Use Only

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900 pradhAnavidhitvAt, tato'pi kSetrakAladizAM zuddhirAkSayaNIyA, tatra kssetrazudviribhuvanapA, + + ++ + + zuddhiza viziUtithinakSatrAhimA vidyAnAmanirUpitA + + + + krizuddhi prAptavizAriH ++ + + + kSetrAvizudhdha ca sAmAyikAdyAropaNe prAgasannapi jAyate tatpariNAmaH, saMzca sthirIbhavati, anyathA tu AjJAbhaGgAdayo doSA eva, yataH paJcavastu - "esA jiNANamANA, khettAiA ya kaMmuNA iti / vacAra , ta pa navuM za" rUti tataH pavitra jiSurjinAnAM pUjAM sAdhanAmapi vasrAdinA karoti, tato gururanuSThAnAvadhiM karoti, yatastatraivoktam "takho a jahAvihavaM, pUaM sa kareja vIarAgANaM / sAhUNa ya uva utA, eaM ca vihiM gurU kuNai // 1 // " iti / "pravrajyAnA svIkAranI sanmukha thaIne AvelA bhavya jIvane prathama prazna kare joIe ke - he vatsa! tuM koNa che ane zA nimitte prajA-dIkSA aMgIkAra kare che ?" A praznanA uttaramAM je e evo uttara Ape ke - "he bhagavana ! "tArA" nagara Adi suMdara kSetramAM utpanna thayela kulaputraka chuM ane sarva azubhano udbhava che jemAM evA bhavarUpa vyAdhinA kSayane mATe ja huM pravrajyA-dIkSA levAne udyata thayela chuM." -to e dIkSAno abhilASI praznazuddha gaNAya ane te dIkSA ApavA mATe yogya che ane evo uttara nahi ApanAra anya mATe bhajanA, eTale ke-cogya lAge te ApavI ane ayogya lAge te na ApavI. A vAta paNa prasaMgathI jANavI yogya che; kAraNa ke-paMcavastaka " nAmanA prakaraNamAM kahyuM che ke - tagarA" nagarImAM huM "kulaputraka" tarIke utpanna thayela chuM ane azubha e je saMsAra tenA kSaya nimitteja he bhagavanhuM dIkSA aMgIkAra karuM chuM - A pramANe praznanA uttaramAM je kahe te grahaNa karavA For Private and Personal Use Only

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401 yeAgya che ane ethI je ulaTA hAya, eTale ke-akulaputraka hAya adhavA tA anya kAI nimitte dIkSA aMgIkAra karavA AvyA hAya, evA AtmA mATenI bhajanA, eTale yeAgya jaNAya teA apAya ane ayeAgya jaNAya teA na apAya, e vAta viziSTa mutrAnusAre jANavI. evAne mATe khAsa satrArA pharamAvavAmAM Avyu che ke- je zrI jinezvaradevanA vacananA virAdhI vigere hAya tevAonA prayatnapUrvaka tyAga karavA, eTale ke--evAe na AvI jAya enI pUrepUrI kALajI rAkhavI. pachI gurUe dIkSAnA anei upara darzAvyA mujaba prazna karyAM sAdhunA AcAra kahetAM kahevuM ke. * pravrajyA kAyara purUSo mATe du:khe karIne pALI zakAya evI che, ArbhathI nivRttine pAmelA AtmAone A bhavamAM ane parabhavamAM paramakalyANanA lAbha thAya che; tathA jema sArI rItie ArAyelI zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJA meAkSalane ApanArI che, temaja te jo virAdhavAmAM Ave te! saMsArakula 35 du:khane denArI che; tathA je rItie ' kuSTha ' Adi vyAdhithI grasta banelA mANasa jema cikitsA zarU karyAM pachI apacyanuM Asevana kare to te cikitsA zarU nahi karanAra karatAM ghaNAja vahelA vinAza pAmI jAya che, eja pramANe karmarUpa vyAdhinA kSaya nimitte saMyamarUpa bhAvakrayAne aMgIkAra karIne je pAchaLathI asayamarUpa anu sevana kare che, te adhika karmanu samupArjana kare che. ' A pramANe sAmenA AcAra kahyA pachI tenI sArI rItie parIkSA karavI, kAraNa ke ' asatya satya jevAM ane satye asatya jevAM ema vividha bhAve dekhAya che. te kAraNathI parIkSA karavI e yeAgya che. jema citrakamane jANanArA lAkA citramAM nIcuM uMcuM batAve che, tema ati kuzalatAne dharanArA AtmAe khATI vastuene paNa sAcI tarIke darzAve che. AthI samyaktva jJAna ane cAritranI pariNatine viSaya karanArI parIkSA te te upAyAthI karavI e yAgya che. parIkSAnA kAla prAyaH karIne cha mahinAnA che, paNa tevA prakArA pAtranI apekSAe parIkSAne kAla e paNa karAya ane adhika paNa karAya, kAraNa ke' zrI paMca vastu' nAmanA prakaraNamAM kahyuM che keH~~ ' prazna ane kathAdvArA dIkSAnA aniA svIkAra karyA pachI paNa pravacananI vidhi mujaba eTale peAtAnI cA~ batAvavA Adi dvArA tenI 50 For Private and Personal Use Only

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402 pharI parIkSA karavI : e parIkSAno kAla cha mAsa sudhIno che ane e kAla pAtrane pAmIne, eTale ke-dIkSAno artha suMdara pariNAmavALo dekhAya te atizaya ocho kALa paNa karI zakAya ane ethI ulTo dekhAya te ati ghaNo kALa paNa kADhavo paDe." * vidhi mujaba parIkSA karyA pachI tenI gyatA jANIne, teNe upadhAna na karyA hoya te paNa kaMThathI tene sAmAyika sUtra arpaNa karavuM, paNa prathamathI ja paTTika upara lakhIne nahi ApavuM. pAtra jANIne bIjuM paNa IpathikA sUtra tene bhaNAvavuM yogya che. A pachI cetyanuti" eTale devavaMdana ane "Adi zabdathI vAsakSepa, rajoharaNasamarpaNa ane kAyotsargakaraNa Adi sakala anudAna karavuM joIe. ane te anuSThAna samAcArIthI jANI levuM." A rItie prazna Adi vidhinuM khyAna karyA pachI anya paNa Avazyaka vidhi darzAvavA mATe paramopakArI mahAmahopAdhyAya zrI mAnavijayajI gaNivara pharamAve che ke-- A dIkSAnA viSayamAM evuM vidhAna che ke-prathama pitAnI pAse sArI rIte upasthita thayela ziSyano anugraha buddhithI gurUe svIkAra kare, eTale ke- tuM dIkSA mATe yogya che ane ame tane dIkSA ApazuM " ema kahevuM; te pachI zubha zakuna Adina nizcaya kare, kAraNa ke nimittazuddhi " e pradhAna vidhi che; te pachI paNa kSetra, kAla ane dizAnI zuddhi karavI; temAM kSetrazuddhi Isuvana AdirUpa che, kAlazuddhi "gaNividyA" nAmanA prakIrNakamAM nirUpaNa karAyelA viziSTa tithinakSatrAdinA garUpa che ane dikazuddhi prazasta dizAdirUpa che. kSetra AdinI zuddhithI sAmAyikAdinA pariNAma thAya che ane hoya to te sthira thAya che, mATe avazya kSetrAdikanI zuddhi jerI, anyathA AjJAbhaMga Adi ja lAge che. A viSayamAM paMcavastu prakaraNamAM pharamAvyuM che ke - zrI jinezvaradevonI e AzA che ke-kahela lakSaNovALA kSetra AdimAMja dIkSA devI e yogya che; kAraNa ke-kSetra Adi karmanA udaya AdinuM kAraNa thAya che. e ja kAraNe upakArIoe 'dravya, kSetra, kAla, ane bhAvane pAmIne karmano udaya, kSaya ane kSayopazama kahelo che. te kAraNathI zuddha kSetra Adi mATe yatna karavo e yogya che." te pachI pratrajyA dIkSA levA IcchanAra puNyAtmA zrI jinezvaradevanI ane vastrAdikathI sAdhuonI pUjA kare che, te pachI gurU anuSThAnavidhi kare che, kAraNa ke-zrI paMcavastu prakaraNamAM pharamAvyuM che ke- For Private and Personal Use Only

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403 te vAra pachI pratrajyA grahaNa karavAnI abhilASAvALe puNyAtmA pitAnA vibhavane anurUpa mAtyAdithI zrI jinezvaradevanI ane vastrAdithI sAdhuonI upayogavALo thayo ke pUjana kare ane AgaLa je kahevAze te vidhine guru kare che.' dikSA lenAra-denAranA guNanuM pramANa utsarga pase dIkSA lenAra sola guNothI yukata hoya to yogya che ane denAra paMdara guNothI sahita heya te egya che, paNa A vastu sarva mATe hovI e koI paNa kALe zakya nathI, eTale e sola guNo ane paMdara guNenA vidhAnanI sAthe ja, anaMta upakArI paramaSioe jema anya ausagika vidhAne sAthe sarva guNone nahi pAmelA AtmAo mATe svaparanA zreya khAtara avazya AdaraNIya ApavAdika vidhAno karyo che, tema A viSayamAM paNa evuM vidhAna kareluM che; e vidhAnane anusarIne e saMgika pakSanuM, eTale dIkSA mATe yogya AtmAnA sela guNonuM ane dIkSAdAtA gurUnA paMdara guNonuM varNana karyA pachI, mahAmahopAdhyAya zrI mAnavijayajI gaNivara pharamAve che ke - " pAdAIguNahInau ca, yAgyau tI madhyamAvarau / ' " pAdena-caturthabhAgena arddhana-pratItarupeNa prastuta-guNAnAM hInA nyunA to pravrAjyapatrAjako madhyamAvarImadhyamajaghanyA krameNa syAtAmiti / pazcavastuke tvevam "kAlaparihANidosA, etto ekAiguNavihINovi / / ne vahUkaMpanna, te no hRti banAvI che ?" " iti dvitIyapade pratrajyAhatvamuktam, ata eva dezaviratAnA. miva yathAbhadrakAnAmapi katipathaguNavatAM saMyamanirvAhayogyatAM parijJAya pravajyAdAnaM kurvate gItArthAH, tacca tattadguNavatAmuttarottaraguNahetutayA pariNamati avyutpannadazAyAM ca sadanuSThAnarAgamAtreNa dharmamAtrahetutayA gvarAti, x x x x x " tapovizeSamAzritya paJcAzake proktam" evaM paDivattIe itto, maggANusAri bhaavaao| rALa vihiyaM vAve, pattA MvA madamAga | ? For Private and Personal Use Only

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"jema sela guNavALA ane paMdara guNovALA utkRSTathI vAge che, tema cothA bhAganA guNothI hIna hoya te madhyama yoga gaNAya che, ane aDadhA guNothI hIna hoya te jaghanya yogya gaNAya che. zrI paMcavastuka nAmanA prakaraNa graMthamAM e pramANe pharamAvyuM che ke - kAlaparihANI doSathI upara kahI AvelA sAla ane paMdara guNavALA AtmAo karatAM eka Adi guNothI vihIna hovA chatAM paNa je AbhAo bahu guNothI saMpanna hoya, te pratrajyA mATe cagya gaNAya che." A pramANe bIjA pade dIkSAnuM yogyapaNuM paropakArI paramarSioe pharamAvyuM che; eja kAraNathI jema dezaviratine dharanArA suzrAvakAne gItArtha munipuMgavo dIkSA Ape che, teja rItie keTalAka guNovALA yathAbhadraka AtmAone paNa temAM saMyamana nirvAha karavAnI yogyatAne jANIne gItArtho dIkSAnuM dAna kare che, te te guNavALA AtmAone te dIkSAnuM dAna uttarottara guNonA hetu tarIke pariNAma pAme che ane avyutpanna dazAmAM suMdara anuSThAnanA rAga mAtrathI dharmamAtranA hetupaNAe karIne paryApta thAya che. "tapa vizeSane AzrIne zrI paMcAlakajImAM kahyuM che ke "mokSamArgane anukUla adhyavasAyathI e prakAre AcaravAmAM AvelA tapanA yoge ghaNuM mahAnubhAva AtmAo Akhe eTale rAga, dveSa ane mohathI rahita evA zrI arihaMta paramAtmAe upadezelA cAritrane pAmyA che." dIkSAdAtA gurU mATe paNa eja zrI dharmasaMgrahamAM pharamAvavAmAM AvyuM che ke - "kAlaparihANi dosA, itto ikkAiguNa vihINeNaM / annagavi pavajA, dAyavA solavaMteNaM // 1 // "kAlaparihANinA doSathI prathama kahI AvelA guNagaNathI sahita evA gurUthI eka Adi guNe karIne vihIna ane zIlasaMpanna evA anya gurUe paNa dIkSA ApavI joIe." vaLI-vizeSa prakAre kAcita gurUnuM varNana karatAM paNa eja zrI dharmasaMgrahamAM pharamAvavAmAM AvyuM che ke " gIgo-jI , rAtti tathA nAdaLA nA aNuvattago visAI, bIo pavAvaNAyario // 2 // " For Private and Personal Use Only

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45 sUtra ane ane grahaNa karanAra, sAdhupaNAnA vyApArane karanAra, zIlavAna , kriyAkalApanI zikSA ApavAmAM nipuNa, svabhAvanI anukUlatA mujaba saMbhALa lenAra ane bhAva eTale AMtara ApattiomAM aviSAdI hoya, e dIkSAnA ApanAra gurU che." mAtApItAnA saMtApane doSa dIkSitane lAge? " abbhuvagameNa bhaNiyaM, na u vihicAgo vi tastaheutti / sogaimmi vi tesiM maraNevva visuddha cittassa // " paMcavastuka gAthA 90 dIkSA lenArano bhAva zuddha hovAthI te dIkSA lenAra mAtApitAne choDe ne tethI teone cittasaMtApa thAya, to paNa dIkSA lenArane doSa nathI." zrAvaka sUtra na vAMce te viSe. pUjyazrI AtmArAmajI mahArAjA "samyaphavazaddhAra' nAmanA potAnA graMthanA ra66 mA pRSathI AraMbhIne lakhe che ke - 1-zrI bhagavatI sUtra, zataka bIje, uddeze pAMcame, tuMgIyAnagarInA zrAvane adhikAre kahyuM che, tyataH- aTThA gAphiyahA pucchiyaTThA abhigayaTThA viNicchi yahA. artha--artha lAgyA che jene, artha rahyA che jeNe, saMzaya thakA artha pUchayA che jeNe, prazna karIne nirNaya artha jANyA che jeNe, eTalA mATe nizcita artha che jene, A pramANe karyuM che, paraMtu "puttatti " ema kahyuM nathI. 2-bIju zrI vyavahAra sUtranA dazamA udezamAM kahyuM che, yataH tivAsapariyAgassa niggaMthassa kappatti AyAra (pa) kappe nAma ajhayaNe udisittaevA cauvAsapariyAgassa nigaMthassa kappatti suyagaDenAmaM aMge uddhisittae pacavAsapariyAgasta samaNassa kappatti dasAkappavyavahArA nAmajhAyaNe uddhisittae aThavAsa pariyAgassa samaNassa kappatti ThANasamavAe nAma aMge uddhisittae dasavAsa pariyAgalsa kappatti vivAhe nAmaM aMge udisittae ekArasavAsapariyAgassa kappatti khuDiyA vimANa pavibhatti, mahilliyAvimANapavibhatti, aMgacUliyA, vaggacUlIyA, vivAhacUliyA nAma uddhisittae bArasa-bAsa pariyAgassa For Private and Personal Use Only

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kappatti aruNokvAe, varuNovavAe, garulovavAe, gharaNAvavAe vesamaNovavAe, velaMdharovavAe ajhayaNe uddhisittae, terasa vAsa pariyAe kappatti uThANusue. samuThThANumue, deviMdovavAe, nAgapariyA valiyA nAma ajhayaNe, uddhisittae caudasavAsa kappatti suva(mi)NabhAvaNAnAma ajhayaNaM uddhisittae, pannarasa vAsa0 kappatti cAraNabhAvaNA nAma ajJayaNe uddhisittae solasavAsa kappatti veyaNisayaM (teya nitsagga) nAmaM ajhayaNe uddhisittae sattarassavAsa0 kappatti AsIvisi nAma ajhayaNe uddhisittae aThArasavAsa0 kappatti diDivisibhAvaNA nAma ajha. vaNe uddhisittae eguNavisai vAsa pariyAgassa0 kappatti dihivAe nAma aMge uddhisittae, visavAsa pariyAe samaNeniggaMthe savyasuANa vAi bhavati. artha-traNa varasanA payAMyavALA sAdhune AcAraprakalpa eTale AcArAMga sUtra" bhaNavuM kalpa, cAra varasanA dIkSAvALAne zrI sUyagaDAMga sutra bhaNavuM kalpa, pAMca varasanA paryAyavALAne dazA, kalpa tathA vyavahAra adhyayana bhaNavuM kalpa, ATha varasanA paryAyavALAne ThANAMga-samavAyAMga bhaNavuM kalpa, daza varasanA paryAyavALA zrI bhagavati sutra bhaNe, agiyAra varasanA paryAyavALA khuyA vimAna pravirbhAkta, mahilA vimAna pravibhakti, aMgacUliyA, vagacUliyA, ane vivAhayUliyA bhaNe, bAra varasanA paryAyavALA arUNo papAta, varUNapapAta, gurUDApapAta, dharaNopa pAta, vaizramaNopAta, ane vailaMdharopapAta bhaNe, tera varasanA paryAyavALA upasthAna (utthAna) muta, samuTTANakRta, deveMdropapAta ane nAgapariyALa(NiIyA adhyayana bhaNe, cauda varasanA paryAyavALA sumiNibhAvanA adhyana bhaNe; paMdara varasanA paryAyavALA cAraNa bhAvanA adhyayana bhaNe; soLa varasanA paryAyavALA teanisaga zataka adhyayana bhaNe sattara varasanA paryAyavALA AsIviSa adhyayana bhaNe; aDhAra varasanA paryAyavALA draSTiviSa bhAvanA adhyayana bhaNe; ogaNIsa varasanA paryAyavALA daSTivAda nAme adhyayana (aMga). bhaNe; ane vIsa varasanA paryAyavALA sarvasUtranA vAdI (anupAtI) hoya. "3-zrI prazna vyAkaraNasUtranA bIja saMvara dvAramAM kahyuM che ke - taM sacce bhagavaMta tiththagara subhAsiyaM dasa vihaM caudasapuvIhI pAhuDaththaveiyaM maharisiNayasamayappadina, deviMda nariMde bhAsiyathya For Private and Personal Use Only

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407 bhAvArtha e che ke-bhagavaMta vItarAge sAdhu satya vacana jANe ane bhAkhe te mATe siddhAMta teone dIdhuM ane devedra tathA nareMdrane siddhAMtano artha sAMbhaLIne satya vacana bhaNe mATe artha dIdho. A pAThamAM paNa pratyakSa rIte sAdhune satra bhaNavuM ane zrAvakane artha sAMbhaLa ema bhagavate kahyuM che. 4-zrI dazavaikAlika sUtranA paDachavanIkAya nAme cethA adhyayana sudhI zrAvaka bhaNe, AgaLa bhaNe nahi evuM zrI Avazyaka satramAM kahyuM che. te uparAMta AcArAMgAdi sutra bhaNavAnI bhagavaMte AjJA dIdhI nathI. chatAM je zrAvake bhaNe che te bhagavaMtanI AjJAne bhaMga kare che ane AjJAbhaMga karanAra yAvata anaMta saMsArI thAya, ema satramAM ghaNI jagyAe kahyuM che. "pa-nizItha sUtramAM kahyuM che ke - se bhikkhu aNiuththiyaMvA gAhaththiyaMvA vAei vAyaMta vAsAijai tassaNaM cAumAsiyaM, artha-je kaI sAdhu anya tithIne vAMcanA Ape tathA gRhasthane vAMcanA Ape athavA vAMcanA ApatAM sahAya de, te tene cAra mAsanuM prAyazcita Ave. je zrAvake sutra bhaNatA hota te zrI ThANAMgasUtrane viSe trIje ThekANe sAdhunA tathA zrAvakanA traNa traNa manoratha kahyA che temAM sAdhu kRta bhaNavAno manoratha kare ema kahyuM che ane zrAvakanA manorathamAM mRta jANavAno manoratha lakhyo nathI. vicAro ke-zrAvaka satra bhaNatA heta te manoratha kema na kare ? te sUra pAka nIce pramANe che. tihiM ThANehiM sabhaNe niggathe mahANijahe mahApajjavasANe bhavai kayANa ahaM appaMvA bahuMvA suaM ahinjissAmi ? kayANaM ahaM ekallavihAraM paDima uvasaMpajjittANaM viharissAmi ? kayANaM ahaM apacchi. bhAraNAMtiyaM saMlehaNA jhUsaNA, jhUsie, bhattapANapaDiyAi khie, pAuvagamaM kAlamaNavakaMhavemANe viharissAmi? evaM samaNasA savayasI sakAyasA paDijAgaramANe niggaMthe mahANijjare pajjavasANe bhavai. artha-traNa sthAnake zramaNa nigraMtha merI karmakSapaNuM ane atyaMta paryavasAna kare. ( te traNa sthAnaka kahe che. ) kevAre huM alpa kathoDuM ane bahu ka. ghaNuM zruta kao siddhAnta bhaNIza 1-kevAre huM ekala vihAra For Private and Personal Use Only

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pratimA aMgikAra karIne vicarIza. 2. ane kevAre huM chellI maraNa saMbaMdhI saMleSaNA, je tapa tenI sevA karI rUkSa thaIne bhAta pANInA paccakhANa karIne pApagama aNasaNa karIne, mRtyu aNuIcchato kevAre huM vicarIza ? 3 evI rIte sAdhu mana, vacana, kAyA, trikaraNe karI prati jAgaraNa karato thake mahA-nirjarAne paryAvasAna kare. zrAvakanA traNa mane rathane pATha - tihiM ThANehi samaNovAsae mahANijjare mahApajjavasANe bhavai. taMjahA. kayANaM ahaM appaM vA ggaraM bahuMvA pariggaraM caissAmi ? kayANaM ahaM muMDe bhavitA AgArAu aNagAriyaM pavvaissAmi ! kayANaM ahaM apacchima mAraNAMtiyaM saMlehaNA jhUsiya bhattapANa paDiyAikhkhie pAuvagamaM kAlamaNavarukhemANe viharissAmi ? evaM samaNasA savayasA sakAyasA paDijjAgaramANe samaNovAsae mahANijjare mahApajjavasANe bhavai. arthatraNa sthAnake zrAvaka mahA nirjarA-mahAparyavasAna kare. kevAre huM dhanadhAnyAdika nava prakArano parigraha thoDe ghaNe chAMDIza. 1, kevAre huM muMDa thaIne AgAra je gRhavAsa tene chAMDI aNagAra vAsa aMgikAra karIza. 2 trIje saMleSaNAno manoratha pUrvavata jANavo A uparathI paNa zrAvaka satra bhaNe nahi, vAMce nahi, ema siddha thAya che. ityAdi ghaNAM draSTAMta che, jethI pratyakSa rIte siddha thAya che ke-munine siddhAnta bhaNAvavA. zrAvakane to Avazyaka, zrI dazavaikAlikanAM cAra adhyayana ane bIjA prakaraNAdi aneka graMtho bhaNavA. paraMtu zrAvakane siddhAta bhaNavAnI bhagavaMte AjJA ApI nathI. vadhumAM zrI paMcavastakamAM zrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA paNa pharamAve che ke - "uvahANaM puNa AyaMbilAi jaM jassa vani sutte / taM teNe va uddeaM iharA ANAiA dosA // " -paMcavaDuka gAthAH 589, je adhyayanane je AyaMbilAdika ta5 AgamamAM kaheluM hoya, te tApUrvaka sUtra ApavuM (bhaNAvavuM) anyathA nahi. anyathA Ape te AjJA bhaMgAdika doSa lAge.' For Private and Personal Use Only

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sAdhuveSanI mahattA - " dhamma rakhkhA veso, saMkai veseNa dikhkhiomi ahaM / umaggeNa paDataM, rakhkhai rAyA jaNavauvva // 22 // " --zrI upadezamAlAyAM zrI dharmadAsagaNiH veSa dharmanuM rakSaNa kare che, vaSe karIne huM dIkSita chuM ema dhArIne zakAya che ane rAjA janapadane rAkhe tema unmArge paDatAne veSa rAkhe che." sAdhu bRhasthanI vaiyAvacca kare ? "gihiNo veAvaDiyaM, jA ya AjIvavattiyA / tattAnivvuDaloittaM, AorassaraNANiya // 6 // " -zrI vaizAsTika sUtra (artha) jadina ni (nidi che.) pR: pRthanuM ( veAvaDiyaM ke0 ) vaiyAvRttyam eTale vaiyAvaca karavU, azanAdika devAM, tathA gRhasthanAM kAmakAja karavAM. te ogaNatrIzamuM anAcarita." gRhasthanuM vaiyAvacca karavuM eTale gRhasthane AhArAdika ApavuM tathA gRhasthanA kAmakAja karavAM te 29 muM anAcaraNa eTale nahi AcaravA yogya kahevAya." ekala vihArano doSa- avarupparasaMvAha, sukhkhaM tuccha sarIrapIDAya / vAra vAta roga, hAthathA ra aa ? . -zrI rAmaTiI. artha:-"gacchamAM vasavAthI paraspara saMbadha te maLavApaNuM thAya ane chAye pravartAvA rUpa sukha athavA Idriyajanya je sukha te tuca7svalpa thAya-tenuM chApaNuM thAya, parihAdika vaDe zarIrane pIDA thAya, kAI paNa kArya na karyuM hoya to tenuM sAraNa-saMbhArI devuM thAya. koI paNa kAryamAM pramAda karatAM vAraNa-vAravuM thAya, sArA kAryamAM coyaNa-madhura ke karkaza vacana vaDe paNa preraNA thAya ane gurUjananI AdhInatA thAya. eTalA guNo thAya, mATe avazya gacchamAMja vasavuM-ekalA na rahevuM." ikkassa kao dhammo scchNdgiimipyaarss| kiM vA kareu iko, pariharau kaha makajjaM vA // 156 // --zrI rUparAmArI. pa1 For Private and Personal Use Only

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410 artha --"svacchaMda je gati, temAM che matine pracAra jene arthAta svacchede vartavAnI che buddhi jenI evA ekalA munine dharmaja kayAMthI hoya ? apitu na hoya. vaLI ekalo tapakriyA vigere zuM kare? athavA ekalo akAryane paNa kema pariharavA zaktimAna thAya? arthAt na thAya. mATe gurUkuLavAsamAM ja rahevuM." katto suttaththAgama, paDipucchaNA coyaNA ca ikkassa / viNao veyAvacyaM, ArAhaNayA ya maraNaMte // 157 / / - 3pazamArA. artha:-"ekalA munine sutrArthanI prApti paNa kayAMthI thAya? pratipRcchA-saMdigdhanuM pUchavuM te konI pAse kare ? coyaNa-pramAdamAM paDelAne zikSAdAna koNa Ape ? ekale vinaya kone kare ? vaiyAvacca kena kare ? ane maraNane namaskAra maraNa, aNusaNAdi ArAdhanA paNa tene kANu karAve ? arthAta eTalAM lAbha ene kyAMthI prApta thAya ? na thAya.' * pillijjesaNa miko, painnapamayAjaNAu nicca layaM / kAuM maNovi akajjaM, na tarai kAUNa bahumajhe // 158 / / --zrI rUparAmA. artha- ekalo muni eSaNA je AhAranI zuddhi tenuM paNa ullaMghana kare che, arthAta kadAcita azuddha AhAra paNa grahaNa kare che. vaLI prakIrNa -ekAkI e je pramadAjana-strI jana tenAthI tene niraMtara bhaya rahyA kare che ane bahu muninA madhyamAM to akArya karavAnuM mana paNa karavAne zaktivAna thavAtuM nathI, te kArya kare to zenoja ? mATe sthavirakalpI munione ekAkA vihAra yukta nathI." egadivaseNa bahuA, suhAya asuhAya jIvapariNAmA / iko asuhapariNao, caijjha AlaMvaNaM laghu // 160 // - 3rAmArA artha---"eka divasamAM paNa jIvanA pariNAma zubha ane azubha evA bahu prakAranA thAya che, tethI ekale muni azubha pariNAmavALo thayo sato kAMIka AlaMbana-kAraNane pAmIne cAritrane tajI de che athavA aneka prakAranA doSa lagADe che." For Private and Personal Use Only

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411 pariziSTa na. 36. zrI piribaMdara rAjyanI kaeNrTamAM zAha dharamazI uttamacaMda re. pirabaMdaranAe temanI strI bAI amRte dIkSA levAthI teNIne kabaje levA tathA lagnanA hakka pUrA karavA mATe pharIyAda karI hatI, je bAbatamAM laMbANa tapAsa karI vidvAna mejIsTreTa sAhebe jaina zAstro mujaba rajA sivAya dIkSA laI zakAya che-evo cukAdo Apyo hato. porabaMdara kesane cUkAdo. Copy applied on 14-11-31 Copy prepared on 28-11-31 Copy delivered on 2-12-81 traMbakalAla rAghavajI $1? Sirstedar In the Nyayadhish Court: Porbandar. Rogular Suit No. 130 29-80 Shah Dharam shi Uttamchand | Plaininhabitant of Prabhas Patan, now at Porbandar) tiff. Virsus. 1 Amrat Bhura inhabitant of now Porbandar Defen 2 Bai Mangal Sriji Jain Swetambari Sadhu dants. inhabitant of now Porbandar Suit for restitution of congugal rights. . Judgement. Plaintiff Dharamshi Uttamchand states that the defendant no. 1 bai Amrit Bhura is his lawfully married wife for the last 25 years and that she has now made false pretence of becoming a Sadhu. and has left his house and that the defendant no. 2 Jain Swatambari Sadhu bai Mangal Sriji helps her. He has sues the defendent no. 1 for resti For Private and Personal Use Only

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412 tution of his congugal rights and prays for an injuction against the defendant no. 2 by her written statement denies having obstructed the defendant no. 1 and states that the defendant no. 1 has taken Diksha of her own free will. Defendant no. 1 states that the suit is not a bonafide suit and cannot be entertained; that she has taken Diksha and renounced the world and thus owing to her civil death, the relationship of husband and wife is dissolved and that having taken the five Mahavratas, she cannot touch even, the youngest male infant; that her renunciation is complete and not word show as alleged by the plaintiff; that the defendant no. 2 has put no obstruction but that she has taken the Diksha of her own free will and as she cannot live alone. The defendant no. 2 and she live together. She thus prays for the dismissal of the suit. The points for determination are:taken Diksha ? (1) Has the defendant no. 1 If so is it bonafide for the good of her soul or is it a mere pretext? an out (2) If the Diksha is proved can the plaintiff have the restitution of his congugal rights. (3) Does the plaintiff Prove his allegation against defendant no. 2. (4) To what relief is the plaintiff' entitled. Finding (1) Yes. It is genuine and not a pretext. (2) No. (3) No. (4) The suit is dismissed. Reasons The plaintiff now an old man of 50 and the defendant no. 1 now 42 years old were married about 25 years ago. They have no issue and the defendant as late as 1921 wanted to take Diksha. Her brother is a Sadhu having taken his Diksha For Private and Personal Use Only

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43 17 years ago, when the present defandant wanted to take Diksha 10 years ago and the plaintiff was unwilling to allow her, various advertisements were published to stat: that she has gone away, and after t! at, that she has stolen property. After this there was an understanding that the plaintiff would allow hr to take Diksha 5 or 6 months after. Nothing was done and the defendant has at last taken all the religious vows and taken Diksha in Magsar Sudi 11th of St. 1986 and has got complete renunciation so far as the present life time is concerned for the plaintiff. It is stated that as no permission was obtained from the husband and as the essentials of the ceremony were not performed. The Diksha is & pretext and the defendant should return to the Sansai' and allow him the restitution of his congugal rights and further states that even if the Diksha is proved according to Hindu law the tie of husband and wife is indissolvable and he can claim his rights as a husband. The second point is absolutely useless because if Diksha is proved, no Hindu law can force a woman against her religion and will to submit to the man's will and allow him X X X X X X X The Hindu law to high class caste enjoins marriage for the purposes of an issue to perform certain rights of the parents and to prolong the race and not for mere satisfaction of sexual desires. In the present case the plaintiff and the defendant had 25 years married life and they have no issue and the plaintiff cannot insist mercy for his desires to have the restitution such a come is impossible and no civil court can inforce this by sending the For Private and Personal Use Only

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wife to jail. The Porbandar law was changed and the old law was restored to meet the contingencies of ignorant and law caste, women, who taking advantage of the law left their husbands for other worldly motives and no jail can be inflicted on a person whose religion makes her civil death and who has renounced the marriage tie. Adoption of relijiours order is x x x x x to civil death so as to complete severence of connection with the relations. Thus the Hindu law does not in any way go against the Diksha and the arguments that even if Diksha is proved the Hindu law allows the right of the husband is untenable. Thus the real quostion in the case is whether the Diksha is proved. The defendant no. 1 gives a complete detail of the ceremonies that were performed at the Baleg Jain temple and she has taken all the Mahavratas and cannot touch even a male Baby. Her vows are life-long and she can do nothing or touch nothing that savours of Sansar. Pandit Lalchand states that the worldly life is at an end on taking these vows. She is leading the life of an ascetic to the Jain order. The plaintiffs' case is that no permission of the plaintiff was given that no Varghoda was made that there was no Guru and that the Diksha was not takan in a forest. With rogard to the permission the plaintiff was never willing and is not willing to grant his permission and the sutras on the points state that when a person is inclimed to renounce the world if the relations do not consent the permission is unnecessary. This is clear from the sacred books of the east and from the original of Sughdhang and For Private and Personal Use Only

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415 Acharay Sutra's and the examples of various holy men and women who have taken the orders. To argue that even after th: Diksha persons return to civil life and that therefore the present defendant should be forced to do so, is to class her with those who could not stind their vows and b.ca ne patit and such an argument cannot prevail. With regard to Varghola I do not think that can bo called an essential. Even in Hindu marriages the absence of Varghoda does not make the marriage illegal and much less can the absence of Varghoda would make renunciation void. Then with regard to their being no Guru to Diksha according Pakhisutra can be taken in the presenco of Dev and mind. In the present case it was taken in the temple and the defendant took vows calling to wiiness the Dev and the Atma and such a Diksha can never be recalled unless the person taking it becomes a Patit. With regard to taking it in forest I do not think such a plea can prevail as the narration of shloka includes a temple. Thus all the objections taken by the plaintiff as regard the factim Diksha are useless, the Diksha is proved to have been taken by defendant no. 1 bonafide and for the good of her soul and not as a mere pretext and therefore no restitution of congugal rights can be allowed. Even the plaintiff in his rejoinder states that if Diksha is proved he bows down to it but only with respect to others and not to the defendant. I do not see any difference between others and the defendant and fact of being once the wife of tho plaintiff does not disentitle her to the same reverence as given to others. This dis For Private and Personal Use Only

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416 poses of issues no. 1 and 2. With regard to the third issue the defendant no. I is proved to bave taken Diksha of her own free will. That the defendant no. 2 therefore cannot be said to obstruct her in going to her husband of the Sansar. The plaintiff relies greatly of the evidence of Laxmi'as, but Laxmidas makes it clear that when the plaintiff spoke to him about the matter he at once helped hini and as soon as the real truth came to him that the matter of theft and the pretence of Diksha were merely twined by the plaintiff. He at once refused his help. Witness Laxmidas tells the whole truth and so the plaintiffs allegation is wrong. Thus no relief can be given as against the defendant no. 2. The result is that the plaintiff suit stands dismissed. The defendants being ascetics and having renounced the world and not having asked for costs I do not think it necessary to allow the costs and the plaintiff has only to bear his own costs of the suit. Sd. MAGANLAL P, MEITA 13-1-31 Compared by (990HI HA) 13-1-31 V. J. MODY. True Copy (904i 2?) sI kakko A cUkAdA upara majakura dharamacade tyAMnI hAIrkorTane apIla karI, temAM paNa hAIkoTe nIcalI korTane te ja cUkAdo kAyama rAkhyA hatA. AthI hAIkorTanA cukAdA upara tapAsa karavA mATe hajurane arajI karI che hatI, je kADhI nAMkhI hatI. For Private and Personal Use Only

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AU Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir vizva kalyANanI bhAvanA zivamastu sarva jagataH parahitaniratA navantu jUtagaNA: doSA prayAntuM nAzaM sarvatra sukhI javatu lokaH // 84 sarva jagatanuM kalyANa thAo, sarva prANIo parahitamAM rakta bano, daniAnA tamAma de nAza pAme, sarvatra loka sukhI hai.'' Serving Jin Shasan 079315 gyantrandir@kobatirth.org For Private and Personal Use Only