Kevali Prabhuno Sath Volume 05

Author(s): Saryu Rajani Mehta
Publisher: Shreyas Pracharak Sabha
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/034413/1

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'zrI kevaLI prabhuno sAtha bhAga-5 sarayu rajanI mahetA

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zrI kevaLI prabhuno sAtha bhAga-5.

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zrI mahAvI2 vardhamAna svAmI

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zrI kevaLI prabhuno sAtha bhAga-5 sarayu rajanI mahetA prakAzaka zreyasa pracAraka sabhA morabI hAusa, Do. suMdaralAla bahala patha, muMbaI 400038.

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anukramaNikA pAna kramAMka prAkathana | ........... prakaraNa 18: pUrNa AzAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA pUrNa AjJAsiddhi eTale zuM? - 1; samyakatvanI prApti sudhImAM jIvanuM AjJApAlana - 2; kSAyika samyaktva vakhatanuM AjJApAlana - 2; chaThThA guNasthAne jIvanuM AjJApAlana - 3; sAtamAM guNasthAne jIvanuM AjJApAlana - 3; AjJAmArganI pUrNatA - 3; pUrNa AjJAsiddhi - 4; AjJAsiddhine samajavA pAMca mahAvratanI samajaNa jarUrI - 5; siddhAvasthA pahelAM paMcaparameSTi padamAM sthAna na pAmanArA sanmArgI jIvo - 6; siddhAvasthA pahelAM paMcaparameSTi padamAM sthAna pAmanArA sanmArgI jIvo - 6; vItarAgano prarUpelo icchAgata prAptino mArga - 8; mArgaprApti mATe saMjJA tathA icchAnI AvazyakatA - 8; lobha guNamAM lobhakaSAyane pariNAvavo - 11; mAyAne mAyAguNamAM palaTAvavI - 11; mAnakaSAyanuM mAnaguNamAM rUpAMtara - 12; krodhanuM guNamAM pheravAvavuM - 12; prabhunI AjJAmAM rahevA jIve zuM karavuM? - 14; mahAzravano mArga - 15; A mArganuM "apUrva avasara' kAvyamAM nirUpaNa - 18; AjJAdhIna rahevA mATenI prArthanA - 20; dharmadravyanI AjJAmAM rahevuM jarUrI - 23; prabhunI vANI - 25; jIvanuM sAmarthya vadhAravA mATenI prArthanA - 27; saraLatA, bhakti, vinaya tathA AjJA mahAmArgamAM rahevA mATenAM mULa kAraNo che - 29;

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha 36; kalyANakAryamAM zrI arihaMtaprabhuno puruSArtha 31; chadmastha parameSTinI lokakalyANanI bhAvanA - 33; aMtarAya karma mULabhUta ghAtIkarma - 34; tenI lAkSaNikatA 35; karmanAM bhoktApaNAmAM vedanIya karma anivArya karmanAM kartApaNAmAM aMtarAyakarma anivArya 36; jIvanuM chadmastha dazAmAM karmanuM kartApaNuM tathA bhoktApaNuM - 37; AtmAnuM pUrNAvasthAmAM kartAbhoktApaNuM - 38; vItarAgIno rAga - 39; te pAmavAnA phAyadA - 41; aghAtI karmano tvarAthI kSaya karavAno upAya 43; siddhaprabhu sAthe RNAnubaMdha - 45; AjJAno dhruvabaMdha, pUrNa AjJAno dhruvabaMdha, pUrNaAjJAno zuklabaMdha 47; pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDoladazA mANavAnI pAtratA - 52; AjJArasanI utpatti 53; siddhanAM paramANu - 55; AjJAmArge cAlI siddhapada sudhInI siddhi meLavavA mATe karavA dhArelA puruSArthanuM 'apUrva avasaramAM' thayeluM varNana - 58. - - 1 prakaraNa 19: zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcamRtathI brahmarasa samAdhi paMcaparameSTino artha - - 90; parameSTimAM aMtarAya guNa prabhune prArthanA - 92; OMOM 89; OMnuM mahAtmya - 89; aMtarAyaguNa 91; OMnI zakti - 91; prabhunuM mahAtmya - 92; dhvaninI utpatti - 93; siddhaprabhunI AtmAnubhUti 96; siddhabhUmimAM paMcaparameSTinuM sthAna - 99; gaNadharajIne maLato paMcaparameSTino 100; adharma para dharmano vijaya - 102; jIvanA aMtaramAM thato adharma para dharmano vijaya 103; paMcAmRtanA pAMca 95; siddhabhUmi kevI che? 97; gaNadharajIne vartatA bhAvo sAtha, ane temano puruSArtha - - - - - ghaTako - 105; prArthanA vinaya tenI asara 116; AcAryajIno puruSArtha 116; tenA utkRSTa bhAvathI thatuM guNagrahaNa jIvanI brahmarasa samAdhine vikasAve che 116; upAdhyAyajIno brahmarasa samAdhi keLavavAmAM phALo - 117; teo sAmAnya jIvane vizeSa upakArI 119; 106; kSamApanA 109; maMtrasmaraNa 111; 113; AbhAra - 115; guNagrahaNanuM zabdAtIta vedana 115; 115; prabhunI karuNA mATe ahobhAva vedavo te AbhAra - pAna kramAMka - vi - 89

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sAdhusAdhvIjIno brahmarasa samAdhi prApta karavAmAM phALo 120; namaskAra maMtramAM sAdhusAdhvIne vaMdana karatAM 'sarva' vizeSaNa vaparAyuM che tenuM rahasya 122; samyakdarzananAM pAMca lakSaNo 124; A lakSaNonI lAkSaNikatA 125; AtmAno zama guNa 126; siddhaprabhuno zama - 126; zrI gaNadharajI tathA AcAryajIno zama 129; zrI sAdhusAdhvIjIno zama - 132; temanAM AsthA zrI arihaMta prabhuno zama - 127; 128; zrI upAdhyAyajIno zama - - 131; paMcaparameSTibhagavaMtanA saMvega tathA nirveda tathA anukaMpA - 134; zrI siddhaprabhunAM AsthA tathA anukaMpA 136; zrI arihaMta prabhunAM AsthA tathA anukaMpA 137; zrI gaNadharAdi AcAryajInAM AsthA tathA anukaMpA - 139; zrI upAdhyAyajInAM AsthA tathA anukaMpA - 140; sarva zrI sAdhusAdhvIjInAM AsthA tathA anukaMpA 141; zrI sAdhusAdhvInuM paMcAmRta 145; zrI upAdhyAyajInuM paMcAmRta 145; anya parameSTinAM paMcAmRta - 146; OMnuM svarUpa - 147. - - - - vii pAna kramAMka - praka2Na 20: zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha kevaLIprabhu prerita paMcaparameSTi prakriyA - 152; pUrNa parameSTi prabhu pAsethI kavaca meLavavAnI prakriyA - 153; AjJAno dhruvabaMdha - 156; pUrNa AjJAno dhruvabaMdha 158; kevaLIgamya pradezonI sahAyathI 161; 157; pUrNa AjJAno zuklabaMdha thatI azudhdha pradezonI zuddhatA 159; tejas tathA kArmaNa zarIra kevaLIgamya pradezo para tejas kArmaNa zarIranI samAnatA - 162; zrI tIrthaMkara prabhuthI ja badhAMne kevaLIgamya pradezo prApta thatA hovA chatAM, badhAM tIrthaMkara kema thaI zakatA nathI? - 163; OMnI apUrvatA - 166; kevaLIgamya pradezonuM kArya magaja jevuM - 167; kevaLIgamya ane rucaka pradezonI utpatti 169; kevaLIgamya pradezonI utpattinI prakriyA - 170; bhAvi tIrthaMkaranI bAbatamAM prakriyAmAM rahelo pheraphAra - 172; rucaka ane kevaLIgamya pradezo vacceno pharaka tathA temanI apUrvatA - 174; kevaLIgamya pradezonI viziSTatA 175; anukramaNikA 151

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha pAna kramAMka A pradezo maLyA chatAM kevaLajJAnamAM vilaMba kema? - 178; nizcayathI vyavahAra samakita meLavyA pachI ja kevaLIgamya pradezo kema prApta thAya? - 180; A pradezonAM baMdhAraNamAM apUrva puruSArtha - 184; tIrthakara nAmakarma bAMdhyAM pachI te dhuvabaMdhI kaI rIte thAya che? - 189; zrI AnaMdaghana covIzInAM pratyeka padanI aMtima kaDImAM pragaTa thato kevaLIgamya pradezono phALo - 191; prathama stavana - 191; bIjuM stavana - 193; trIjuM stavana - 194; cothuM stavana - 196; pAMcamuM stavana - 198; chaThuM stavana - 199; sAtamuM stavana - 201; AThamuM stavana - 203; navamuM stavana - 204; dazamuM stavana - 207; agyAramuM stavana - 208; bAramuM stavana - 211; teramuM stavana - 212; caudamuM stavana - 214; paMdaramuM stavana - 216; soLamuM stavana - 218; sattaramuM stavana - 219; aDhAramuM stavana - 221; ogaNIsamuM stavana - 222; vIsamuM stavana - 224; ekavIsamuM stavana - 225; bAvIsamuM stavana - 227, trevIsamuM stavana 228; covIzamuM stavana - 229. 233 prakaraNa 21 : upasaMhAra zrI kevaLa prabhuno sAtha' lakhavAnI zarUAta - 233; 'zrI saubhAgya pratyenuM vAMcana - 235; 1977nA eprila mAsathI vAMcana karavAno prAraMbha - 237; pahelA vAMcanano anubhava - 237; I.sa. 1977thI pratyeka varSanAM paryuSaNa mATe maLelA viSayonI yAdi - 239; I.sa. 1978 thI paryuSaNa mATe viSayo AjJAdhInapaNe meLavavAno nirNaya - 241; I.sa. 1977nAM paryuSaNa - 242; I.sa.1978nAM paryuSaNa - 242; I.sa.1979nAM paryuSaNa - 243; I.sa.1980nAM paryuSaNa - 244; I.sa.1981nAM paryuSaNa - 245; I.sa. 1982nAM paryuSaNa - 246; bhaktAmara stotranAM rahasyanI prApti - 247; I.sa.1983nAM paryuSaNa - 249; I.sa.1984nAM paryuSaNa - 253; I.sa.1985nAM paryuSaNa - 254; I.sa.1986nAM paryuSaNa - 258; I.sa.1987nAM paryuSaNa - 258; I.sa.1988nAM paryuSaNa - 259; viii

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- kSamApanAnA pAThanuM rahasya maLyuM - 261; prArthanA karavA mATenAM mULa - 262; maMtrasmaraNanuM mahattva - 264; prArthanAnAM viziSTa phaLa - 266; I.sa. 1989nAM paryuSaNa - 268; I.sa.1990nAM paryuSaNa - 270; I.sa.1991nAM paryuSaNa 272; I.sa.1992nAM paryuSaNa 274; I.sa.1993nAM paryuSaNa 275; A paryuSaNamAM maLelo prabhuAjJAno paraco - 277; I.sa.1994nAM paryuSaNa - 279; I.sa.1995nAM paryuSaNa - 280; I.sa.1996nAM paryuSaNa 282; I.sa.1997nAM paryuSaNa - 283; I.sa.1998nAM paryuSaNa 285; I.sa.1999nAM paryuSaNa - 288; I.sa. 2000nAM paryuSaNa - 291; I.sa. 2001nAM paryuSaNa 292; I.sa. 2002nAM paryuSaNa 295; I.sa. 2004nAM paryuSaNa 293; I.sa. 2003nAM paryuSaNa 296; 301; 298; I.sa. 2006nAM paryuSaNa 301; 'zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha'nuM lakhANa - 306; I.sa. 2009nAM paryuSaNa I.sa. 2005nAM paryuSaNa I.sa. 2007nAM paryuSaNa 303; I.sa. 2008nAM paryuSaNa 308; I.sa. 2010nAM paryuSaNa - 309. pariziSTa 1 pariziSTa 2 - - - pAribhASika zabdono koSa ArAdhaka mATe viSayavAra sUci ix anukramaNikA - pAna kramAMka 313 325

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zrImad rAjacaMdra arpaNa AtmAnA guNonI UMDANabharI samaja ApI, te guNonI prApti karavA tathA karAvavA utsAhIta karavA sAthe AtmAnI ekatA tathA anekatAnA bheda samajAvanAra, temaja zrI paMcaparameSTipadamAM agrasthAne birAjamAna zrI rAjaprabhune (zrI devezvara prabhune) mArA savinaya koTi koTi vaMdana ho. temanI nizrAmAM rahI paMcaparameSTinAM adbhuta rahasyonuM pAna karAvanAra zrI rAjaprabhune tathA sarvazrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtone A graMtha umaMga sahita arpaNa karuM chuM.

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prAkathana Apa sahu jANo cho ke I.sa.2005nAM paryuSaNamAM mane prabhu taraphathI AjJA AvI hatI ke mAre pUrve karelAM anubhavanAM TAMcaNo vyavasthita karI levAM, te kArya cAlatuM hatuM, tyAre I.sa.2006 nAM paryuSaNamAM mane 'zrI kevaLIprabhano sAtha' nAmaka graMtha lakhavAnI zarUAta karavAnI AjJA zrI prabhu taraphathI maLI hatI. A samaya pahelAM, eTale ke I.sa.2004nA madhya bhAgathI mane jamaNA khabhAmAM duHkhAvo zarU thayo hato. e hAthathI koI paNa pravRtti karatAM khabhAmAM duHkhAvAno anubhava thayA karato hato. tethI DokaTaronI salAha pramANe thoDo vakhata dardazAmaka davAo khAdhI, paNa koI phAyado jaNAyo nahi. AthI temanI salAhathI bombe hospiTalamAM jaI kasarata, DAyAtharmI, sTIma Adi upacAro DIseMbara 2004thI zarU karyA. A darda AvavA mATe mArI pUrva kALanI je je bhUlo javAbadAra hatI teno pazcAttApa karI kSamAnI mAgaNI karyA karatI hatI, paNa karmano kopa evo baLavAna hato ke jema jema upAyo yojAtA gayA tema tema du:khAvAnI mAtrA vadhatI jatI hatI. DokaTaro bAhya upacArane tathA dardazAmaka davA levAne mahattva ApatA hatA. paNa e upAyo karAgata nIvaDatA na hatA. Ama ne Ama prayatna karatAM karatAM eka varSa vyatIta thaI gayuM. A kALa daramyAna mAre je lakhANa karavAnuM hatuM te to du:khatA hAthe ja karavAnuM hatuM. te uparAMta savAranuM gharanuM kAma karavAnuM, nava vAge bombe hospiTala jaI ekathI doDha kalAka sudhI kasarata Adi karavAnAM, ane bAkInA samayamAM gharanAM kAma sAthe rojanAM pAMca pAnAM lakhavAno niyama mAre manapariNAma sthira rAkhIne jALavavAno hato. A parathI mane vartatI muzkelIono xi

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha keTaloka khyAla tamane AvI zakaze. paraMtu mArA para zrI prabhunI evI asIma kRpA varasatI hatI ke lakhANa karavAmAM mAruM mana eTaluM badhuM sthira, zAMta tathA alipta thaI jatuM hatuM ke e vakhate mane jamaNA hAthano du:khAvo sparzato ja na hato. vaLI, mAruM rojiMdu kArya evuM niyamitapaNe tathA sarasa rIte thayA karatuM hatuM ke mArA du:khAvAnI mAtrAno sAco khyAla mArA saMtAno amI-prakAzane paNa Avyo na hato. A badhuM Apane jaNAvavAno mukhya uddeza e che ke prabhunI AjJAe satata cAlavAthI, teo ApaNuM keTaluM badhuM dhyAna rAkhe che tathA AvelI kasoTImAMthI keTalI sarasa rIte pAra utAre che teno keTaloka aMdAja Ave. I.sa.2006nI zarUAtamAM jyAre mArA jamaNA khabhAnA du:khAvAnI mAtrA ghaNI vadhI gaI tyAre ame ekyupaMksaranI sAravAra Do. jI.ena. zIvarAma pAse levAnuM nakkI karyuM. kemake pUrvakALamAM (I.sa.1987mAM) teo mane kamaranI sAravAra ApavAmAM khUba ja saphaLa thayA hatA. temaNe phebruArI 2006mAM eka mahino sAravAra ApI. chatAM mArAM duHkhAvAmAM jarApaNa sudhAro noMdhAyo nahi. (mArI prArthanA tathA vinaMti manomana cAlu ja hatAM, paNa darda zamatuM na hatuM.) tyAre temaNe jamaNA khabhAno ema. Ara. AI. karAvavAnuM sUcana karyuM. jo ke khabhAnA eksa-re traNacAra vakhata lIdhA hatA, paNa temAMthI du:khAvA mATenuM koI spaSTa kAraNa pakaDAyuM na hatuM. tethI bAhya upacAro karyA karatA hatA. lakhANAdinuM kArya vyavasthita rIte zrI prabhunI AjJA pramANe thayA karatuM hatuM. I.sa.2006nA mArca mahinAmAM jamaNA khabhAnuM ema.Ara.AI karAvyuM, tyAre khyAla Avyo ke jamaNA khabhAnAM saghaLAM masalsa gaLIne sAva tANAvANA jevA thaI gayA hatA, ane tenAM kAraNe A du:khAvo raheto hato. A bAbata vizeSa jarUrI tapAsa Adi karyA pachI A varSanA me mAsanI pAMcamI tArIkhe khabhAnuM oparezana karavAnuM nakakI thayuM. tyArathI AvelA azubha udaya mATe prArthanA xii

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prAkathana tathA kSamApanA vizeSa karavA lAgI. ane AveluM karma kevuM joradAra ane bhayaMkara che teno keTaloka lakSa mane zrI prabhu taraphathI karAvavAmAM Avyo. paraMtu zraddhAnAM jorane lIdhe jarA paNa hiMmata hAryA vinA aDaga hAthe jema bane tema vizeSatAe A karmane pradezodayathI vedIne nirjarAvavAno nirNaya karyo, A zraddhAnA baLathI, A kALamAM paNa pUrve karelAM AdhyAtmika TAMcaNane vyavasthita rIte lakhavAnuM kArya du:khatA hAtha sAthe niyamitapaNe thayA karatuM hatuM. rojanAM pAMca pAnAM lakhAtAM jatAM hatAM. e bAbatamAM zrI prabhunI koI ajabagajabanI kRpA anubhavAtI hatI. cothI mee savAre huM bombe hospiTalamAM dAkhala thaI. jarUrI lohInI tapAsa, X-ray, kArDiyogrAma vagere levAmAM Akho divasa pasAra thaI gayo. pAMcamI tArIkhe savAranA sADA AThe Do. parAga munazI oparezana zarU karavAnA hatA. cothIno Akho divasa ane rAta meM kSamApanA tathA prArthanA karavAmAM ja gALyo hato. AkhI rAta dharmadhyAnamAM pasAra thaI hovAthI prabhukRpAthI savAranA sArI tAjagI anubhavAtI hatI. kheda ke ciMtAnuM to nAmanizAna paNa na hatuM. prabhu je karaze te sAruM ja haze evI dRDha zraddhA mArA manamAM vartatI hatI. savAranA chathI AThanA gALAmAM mArA manamAM jIva samasta mATe kSamAbhAva ane kalyANabhAva vizeSatAe vartatA hatA. zrI prabhune ahIM jaNAvuM chuM te prakAranI prArthanA lagabhaga thayA karatI hatI, "aho! paramakRpALu zrI rAjaprabhu tathA sarva paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtane mArA koTi koTi namaskAra hojo. aho! kRpALu bhagavaMta! saMsAra bhajavAnA AraMbhakALathI tamoe mArA para anaMtAnaMta upakAro karyA che, ane chatAM naguNA banI, upakAra oLavI meM ApanI azAtanA aneka vakhata karI che. karelA A sarva doSo mATe khUba khUba pazcAttApa karI ApanI kSamA mAguM chuM, sAthe sAthe A jagatanAM je jIvone meM ayogya rIte dubhavyAM che, te sarvane ApanI sAkSIe khamAvuM chuM, ane teo sahu prati mAro maitrIbharyo hAtha xiii

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha laMbAvuM chuM. prabhu! mArA para eka vizeSa upakAra karI teone mArA mitra thavA preraNA Apazo. jethI jagatanAM tamAma jIvo sAtheno mAro verabhAva sadya nivRtta thAya." "he prabhu! mAre Aje moTA oparezanamAMthI pasAra thavAnuM che, mane to deDha vizvAsa che ke tame mAruM palepala dhyAna rAkhavAnA ja cho, tema chatAM huM Apane vinaMti karuM chuM ke, prabhu! tame ja DokaTaranAM, sTAphanAM, hradayamAM vasI oparezananuM kArya saphaLa karAvajo. tame sarva zastrakriyA mATe DokaTara Adine doratA rahejo. jethI mane oparezana pahelAM, daramyAna ke pachInA kALamAM koInI paNa sAthe azubhanA udayo Ave nahi. sahu sAthenA maitrIbharyA udayo cAlu rahe. sAthe sAthe je koI davA, Ijekazana Adi ApavAmAM Ave tenAM jIvANuo sAthe evI mitratA rakhAvajo ke mane rIekazananI kaThinAI bhogavavI paDe nahi. je jIvo mArA zarIramAM utpAta karI mane duHkha Ape che te sahune paNa khUba vinayabhAvathI khamAvuM chuM, teo mArA mitra banI mArA zarIramAMthI vidAya le evI kRpA karajo. he prabhu! tame sarvajJA cho. kRpA karI A sahu jIvone zaraNa ApI tArajo e mArI AjanI hRdayapUrvakanI prArthanA che..." A rIte je je bhAvo mArA hRdayamAM AvatA gayA te te bhAvo prArthanA ke kSamApanA rUpe huM prabhu samakSa vyakta karatI gaI. pariNAme mAruM mana prabhue karelA upakAranI smRti tathA sahu mATenA kalyANabhAvathI taraboLa thatuM gayuM. savAranA ATha vAge mane rUmamAMthI oparezana thiyeTaramAM laI gayA. DokaTara zrI parAga munazInA kahevA pramANe oparezana lagabhaga be kalAka cAlavAnuM hatuM. huM khUba zAMta hatI. koI paNa jAtano ucATa mArA manamAM hato nahi. tethI thieTaramAM jatAM ja huM dhyAnamAM cAlI gaI. mane khabara ja na paDI ke kyAre mane enesathesiyA ApyuM, kyAre oparezana zarU karyuM, ane kyAre pUruM thayuM. bapore be xiv

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prAkathana vAgyA pachI mane rUmamAM lAvavAmAM AvI, te pachI huM zuddhimAM AvI. huM zuddhimAM AvI tyAre mAro anubhava hato ke mArA manamAM ekadhAruM prabhunI AjJAmAM rahevA mATenuM smaraNa cAlatuM hatuM. sAthe sAthe namaskAramaMtra paNa bolAto jato hato. mAruM mana ghaNuM ghaNuM zAMta hatuM. sAMje mane jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM ke savAre to badhAnA jIva ghaNAM ucaka thaI gayA hatAM, kemake oparezana thiyeTaramAM dhAryA karatAM ghaNo vadhAre samaya pasAra thaI gayo hato. Ama thavAnuM kAraNa to amane thoDA divaso pachIthI DokaTara munazI pAsethI ja jANavA maLyuM hatuM. oparezananA pahelA divase hAthano du:khAvo sArA pramANamAM hato, paraMtu huM smaraNamAM vizeSa rahI hovAthI, tenI asara mArA mana upara khAsa vartatI na hatI. rAtre ATha vAge narsa mane peIna kilaranuM Ijekazana ApavA AvI. moDhethI to kaMI ja levAnuM na hatuM. davA, selAIna Adi T.V. thI caDAvavAmAM AvatA hatA. te vakhate prabhu taraphathI mane samaja maLI ke mAre A ijekzana levAnuM nathI. eTale meM narsane ijekzana na ApavA mATe vinaMti karI. narsa mAnI gaI, Ijezana pAchuM laI gaI. rAtanA mArI pAse mArI putravadhu amI ane bahenazrI nalInIbahena rahevAnA hatA. teo baMnene zAMtithI sUI javA jaNAvI, huM duHkhatA khabhA sAthe smaraNamAM lIna thaI gaI. dardazAmaka ijekzana lIdhuM na hovA chatAM prabhukRpAthI tvarAthI dhyAnamAM lIna thaI gaI. te rAtre sADAtraNe huM jAgI tyAre khabhAmAM asahya duHkhAvo hato. paNa manamAM adbhuta zAMti vartatI hatI; khUba ja svasthatA hatI. koI trAhitanI vedanA jotA hoIe evA nirlepabhAvathI darda anubhavatI hatI. evAmAM mArI najara sAme mane khabhAno aMdarano bhAga khullo dekhAyo. jarA jarA vAre mane khyAla Avato hato ke have A jagyAe sakhata saNako Avaze; ane bIjI ja sekaMDe mane e jagyAe bhayaMkara du:khAvo anubhavAto hato. Ama zastrakriyA karelA khabhAnA aMdaranA bhAgamAM jyAM du:khAvo thavAno hoya te jagyA eka XV

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha pachI eka lohI mAMsa sAthe dekhAtI gaI. te jagyAe du:khAvo anubhavAya ane bIjI ja kSaNe bIjo bhAga UMco thaI samajAve ke have ahIM duHkhAvo thavAno che. Ama savAranA cha vAgyA sudhI cAlyuM. prabhukRpAthI azubha karmanI ghaNI ghaNI nirjarA thaI, ane navAM karmonI vRddhi alpatAvALI hatI. cha vAge prabhunI saMmati AvatAM narsane bolAvI savAranuM peIna kilaranuM IMjekzana lIdhuM. thoDA samayamAM vedanA ochI thavA lAgI. Akaro duHkhAvo paNa zAMta pariNAmathI pasAra karI zakAya che, ane karmanI baLavAna nirjarA paNa karI zakAya che, jo prabhunI AjJAmAM rahI temano sAtha mAgIe to; e anubhava mane ati spaSTatA sAthe maLyo. anubhava ApavA mATe meM prabhuno khUba khUba upakAra mAnyo hato. ane temanI AjJAmAM sadAya rAkhavA mATenI joradAra prArthanA mArA manamAM thayA karatI hatI. A prakAre prabhunI sahAya maLatI hovAthI, mane khUba ja zAMti pravartatI hatI, ane vedanAne badale prabhunAM sAnidhyamAM rahevAthI anubhavAtI AtmAnA AnaMdanI anubhUti agrasthAne rahI hatI. bIjA divase savAre Do. parAga munazI mane tapAsavA AvyA tyAre kahe ke, "tamAruM oparezana thayuM na hoya evI prasannatA tamArA moDhA para dekhAya che." tyAre mane thayuM ke mArA para prabhunI A kevI adbhuta kRpA che ke oparezananA asahya dardane badale mane AtmAnI zAMti anubhavAya che! DokaTare pahelA ja divasathI hAthanI kasarata cAlu karavAnuM jaNAvyuM ane te pramANe phIjhIotherepisTa DokaTa2 kasarata karAvavA AvyA. Do. 'zobhA atre' kasarata karAvavA AvyA, tyAre hAtha eka tasu jeTalo paNa halI zakato na hato. mahAkaSTathI hAthanA halanacalananI thoDI kriyA karI, paraMtu dhoLA divase tArA dekhAI gayA; tema chatAM mananI zAMti yathAvat pravartatI hatI tenuM khUba Azcarya vedAtuM hatuM. deha ane AtmA kevI rIte chUTA paDI zake che, tenuM sabhAnapaNuM vedAtuM hatuM. chellA keTalAka divasathI thatI baLavAna prArthanAnuM A xvi

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prAkathana phaLa che, e anubhava alaukika hato. A divasa paNa smaraNa, prArthanA temaja kSamApanA karavAmAM pasAra karyo. trIjA divasathI peIna kilara lIdhA pachI du:khAvAmAM thoDI rAhata anubhavAtI hatI; ethI kasarata karavAmAM paNa muzkelInI mAtrA ghaTatI jatI hatI. A rIte hospiTalanA pAMca divasa meM pasAra karyA. A divasomAM ci. sacIna tathA nehala mArI pAse roja doDhathI be kalAka bhakti karatA hatA. je daramyAna zAMta thavuM, dhyAnamAM javuM mArA mATe ati sulabha thaI gayuM hatuM. ane prArthanA AdinA sAthathI aMtarAya karma, mohanIya karma tathA azAtA vedanIya karma nirjarAvavA ghaNA sahelAM lAgatAM hatAM. temAM mane zrI prabhunA khUba khUba upakAra tathA AzIrvAda vedAtA hatA. pAMca divasa pachI huM ghare AvI. hAthano duHkhAvo ghaNo sakhata lAgato hato. vaLI roja kasarata karavA tathA hAthanuM DresIMga karAvavA bombe hospiTala javAnuM thatuM hatuM. tema karavAmAM mane badhAMno khUba sAtha maLato hato jethI mananI zAMti jALavavI ghaNI ghaNI sulabha lAgatI hatI. prArthanA, kSamApanA tathA smaraNa karavAmAM divasa ati sahajatAthI tathA sulabhatAthI pasAra thaI jato hato. vaLI, roja rAtanA navathI daza ci. sacIna tathA nehala ophisamAMthI AvyA pachI mArI pAse niyamitapaNe bhakti karatA hatA. AvI bhakti temaNe ekadhArI pAMca-cha mahinA karI. bhAvathI thatI bhaktinA prabhAvathI mArA mananI zAMti khUba vadhI jatI. amuka samaya to dhyAnanI anubhUtimAM ja pasAra thaI jato ane rAtri parama zAMtithI pasAra thaI jatI hatI. e kALamAM hAthano du:khAvo kyAMya ADakhilI karI zakato na hato. bAra divasa pachI khabhAnA TAMkA kholyA, ane pachIthI hAthanuM DresIMga ghare karavAnuM DokaTare jaNAvyuM. ci. amI e karatI hatI. sAthe sAthe hAtha to cAlato na hato eTale navaDAvavuM, kapaDAM paherAvavAM, mAthuM oLavuM, vagere kAma amI khUba premathI karatI hatI. je suvidhA mane khUba zAtAkArI anubhavAtI hatI. xvii

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha TAMkA kADhayA pachI eka mahine jyAre huM DokaTarane batAvavA gaI, tyAre mArA manamAM ghUMTAto prazna meM DokaTarane pUchayo. meM temane svAbhAvika rIte ja pUchayuM ke oparezana ATalo lAMbo gALo cAlavAnuM kAraNa zuM hatuM? temaNe mane jaNAvyuM ke tamArA khabhAnAM masalsamAM eTalI badhI kharAbI hatI ke ekIsAthe badhuM kAma thaI zakaze nahi ema mane lAgatuM hatuM. tethI meM be bhAgamAM oparezana karavA vicAryuM hatuM. tethI meM oparezanano kALa nAno jaNAvyo hato. paraMtu jyAre oparezananuM kArya aDadhuM pUruM thayuM tyAre mane samajAyuM ke tamArAM bI.pI., palsa, Adi eTalAM badhAM sahaja hatAM ke tamAruM zarIra oparezanano vizeSa bhAra jarUra khamI jaze. AthI eka ja vakhatamAM badhuM sAMdhavAnuM kArya karI levA meM nakkI karyuM. pariNAme oparezanano samaya bamaNo thaI gayo hato. paraMtu tamAre oparezananAM du:khamAMthI be vakhata pasAra thavAnuM maTI gayuM. A jANIne mane zrIprabhunI avarNanIya kRpAno khyAla Avyo ane AbhArabhAvathI mastaka jhUkI gayuM. oparezana pachI thoDo vakhata mArAthI lakhavAnuM banI zakaze nahi ema lakSa hato. tethI keTalAMka vadhAre pAnAM me AgotarA lakhI lIdhAM hatAM. lagabhaga doDha mahinA sudhI mArAthI lakhavAnuM banI zakayuM nahi, paNa pachIthI du:khatA hAthethI lakhavAnuM zarU karyuM, ane thoDA ja divasamAM rojanA pAMca pAnAM lakhavAnI zarU thaI gayA. thoDA vakhatamAM pAnAnAM gaNatarInI khoTa pUrI thaI gaI; ane rojanAM pAMca pAnAMno hisAba pUro thayo. A anubhavathI Apane lakSa Avyo haze ke mArA para prabhunI kRpA kevI adbhuta rIte varasatI hatI. oparezana pachI lagabhaga be mahinAmAM ja mAro jamaNo hAtha pUrvavat kAma karato thayo hato, paraMtu pratyeka halanacalananI kriyAmAM sAro evo du:khAvo thato hato. A du:khAvo ocho karavA khabhAmAM ijekazano DokaTare ApyA hatA paNa temanA kahevA pramANe duHkhAvo maTavA mATe lAMbA samaya sudhI mAre dhIraja rAkhavAnI hatI. A samayagALA daramyAna kasarata karavAnI, guruvAranuM vAMcana karavAnI, zukravAre samUhamAM sAmAyika karavAnI xviii

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prAkkathana vagere pravRtti cAlu hatI. Ama karatAM karatAM chaeka mAsa pasAra thayA pachIthI du:khAvAmAM sArI rAhata jaNAvA lAgI. tyAM sudhI mAre jamaNA hAthane thelImAM ja (sling mAM) bahAra jatI vakhate rAkhavo paDato hato; ane tene IjA na thAya te mATe sa2khuM dhyAna ApavuM paDatuM hatuM. A paristhitimAM sapTeMbara 2006mAM mAre amerikA javAnuM thayuM, kemake ci.prakAza tathA amI A varSanA julAI mAsamAM ophisanA kAme doDha varSa mATe amerikA gayA hatA. okaTobara mAsamAM huM pAchI bhArata AvI. amerikAmAM lakhavAnuM kArya cAluM hatuM. 'zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha' bhAga-1nI taiyArI cAlatI hatI. I.sa.2007nA varSamAM paNa lakhANa niyamitapaNe thayA karatuM hatuM. tenI vigata upasaMhAramAM jaNAvelI che. I.sa.2007nA eprila mAsamAM mAre pharIthI amerikA javAnuM thayuM. ane julAInA aMtamAM huM pAchI bhArata AvI. amerikAmAM lakhANAdi kArya pUrvavat thayA karatuM hatuM. A varSanAM paryuSaNamAM 'zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha'no pahelo bhAga pragaTa thayo ane bIjA bhAganI taiyArI jorazorathI zarU karI. e arasAmAM khyAla Avyo ke mArA baMne AMkhonA motiyA taiyAra thaI gayA hatA. ane te kaDhAvavAnI jarUrata hatI. I.sa.2007nI 24 sapTeMbare mArI DAbI AMkhanA motiyAnuM oparezana thayuM. A vakhate eka mahinAnAM pAnAMo meM AgotarA lakhI lIdhAM hatAM. A oparezana karyA pachI muzkelI evI thaI ke AMkhamAM nAkhelI davAnuM joradAra rIekazana AvyuM. DAbI AMkhanA korniyAmAM ghaNI kaLacalI paDI gai ane dekhAvAnuM lagabhaga nahivat thaI gayuM. AMkhanA sarjana Do. kulIna koThArIe zakya teTalI mahenata karI paNa dhAryuM pariNAma AvatuM na hatuM. AMkhanI sudhAraNA mATe TrITameMTa pUra jozamAM thatI hovA chatAM khAsa koI phAyado jaNAto na hato. vadhArAmAM AMkhanI sudhAraNA mATe mAre je TIpAMo nAMkhavAnAM hatAM tenI ADaasara rUpe gaLuM khUba kharAba rahetuM hatuM. ane sArA pramANamAM udharasa xix

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha AvyA karatI hatI. tenAM kAraNe pAMsaLAM paNa du:khyA karatA hatA. Ama A kALamAM zArIrika takalIphono upadrava moTA pramANamAM hato. tema chatAM zrI prabhunI asIma kRpAthI AtmapravRtti thayA karatI hatI, prabhusmaraNa, kSamApanA, prArthanAnA sathavArAthI ane kAma karatI jamaNI AMkhanI sahAyathI, 'zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha graMthanuM lakhANa thayA karatuM hatuM, guruvAranuM vAMcana thatuM hatuM, zukravAranI sAmAyika paNa niyamita rIte thatI hatI, vagere. te badhAMnI zubha asarathI mAruM mana khUba ja zAMta tathA svastha rahetuM hatuM. AMkhanI takalIpha thavA mATe mArAM ja pUrva karma javAbadAra che tenuM daDhatva hovAthI DokaTara Adi koIno paNa doSa manamAM aMza mAtra Avyo na hato, te prabhunI asIma kRpAnuM ja pariNAma hatuM, tema huM mAnuM chuM. A lAbhane kAraNe divasano lagabhaga badho ja kALa AtmArAdhanamAM pasAra thato hato. tethI rojeroja kaMIka ne kaMika navI jANakArI AtmA saMbaMdhI AvatI jatI hatI, ane temAM ja mAruM citta parovAyeluM rahetuM hatuM. tethI joradAra zArIrika azAtAnA udayamAM paNa AtmazAMti vadhatI jatI hatI. A zAMtine ci. nehala tathA sacIna dvArA roja rAtanA thatI bhaktithI khUba sathavAro tathA puSTi maLatAM hatAM. okaTobara mahinA sudhI mArI AMkhanI dRSTimAM sudhAro jaNAto na hovAthI, ApoApa mArA manamAM zrI prabhune prArthanA thavA lAgI ke "prabhujI! meM pUrvamAM koI evI moTI bhUla karI che ke jenAM phaLa rUpe AMkhanI ATalI moTI takalIpha AvI che, ane Ape sopelA "zrI kevaLa prabhuno sAtha'nuM lakhANa jokhamAI jAya evuM lAge che. ApanI AjJA anusAra koI paNa sthitimAM A kArya aTakAvavAnuM nathI, chatAM bAhya saMjogo to AvA dekhAya che. he pitA! pUrve karelA A badhA ja doSonI khUba pazcAttApa karI kSamA mAguM chuM. mAruM A karma puruSArtha karAvI jema bane tema jaladIthI nivRtta karAvo. kRpA karI mArI AMkha sudhAro, nahitara A moTuM kArya huM kaI rIte saphaLa karI zakIza? prabhu! kRpA karo. XX

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prAkathana AMkhane sudhAro. mArI AMkha kyAre sudhArazo?" vAraMvAra thatI AvI vinaMtinA javAbarUpe mane AvatuM hatuM ke 'bIjA oparezana pachI." AthI mane lAgatuM ke A AMkhamAM pharIthI oparezana karavuM paDaze paNa kaMI vizeSa samajAtuM na hatuM. Ama karatAM I.sa.2007no DIsembara mahino Avyo. Do. kulIna koThArIne AMkha batAvavA gaI. DokaTare AMkha tapAsIne jaNAvyuM ke tamArI pahelI AMkhamAM (DAbI AMkhamAM) joIe tevo sudhAro nathI, paNa tamArI bIjI (jamaNI) AMkhano motiyo ekadama taiyAra thaI gayo che, tAtkAlika oparezana karAvavAnI jarUra che. meM temane pUchayuM ke pahelAM tame to mane jaNAvyuM hatuM ke bIjI AMkhane eka varSa sudhI aDavuM ja nathI. tenuM kema? temaNe javAba Apyo ke have jo jamaNI AMkhanuM oparezana karavAmAM na Ave to lensa tUTI javAnI saMbhAvanA che. mATe jema bane tema jaladI karavuM. meM DokaTara kulIna koThArI pAse ja bIjI AMkhanuM oparezana karAvavAnuM nakkI karyuM. AMkhamAM koI jAtanI takalIpha na thAya te mATe zrI prabhune aMta:karaNathI khUba prArthanA karatI hatI. ane karelAM pApakarmanI khUba pazcAttApa sAthe kSamA mAgatI hatI. 3jI jAnyuArI 2008nA divase temaNe pUratI kALajI ane pUrva taiyArI sAthe mArI jamaNI AMkhanuM oparezana karyuM. prabhu kRpAthI oparezana pachI e AMkhamAM koI muzkelI thaI nahi, eTaluM ja nahi paNa A oparezana pachInA bIjA ja divasathI DAbI AMkhamAM sudhAro jaNAvA lAgyo. meM khUba ja Azcarya sAthe anubhava karyo ke pachInA doDha mahinAmAM baMne AMkhonuM teja sarasa rIte AvI gayuM. mane ochA naMbare sAta lAInanI dRSTi maLI hatI. baMne AMkho pUrvavat tejasvI banI gaI hatI. prabhunuM vacana hatuM, "bIjAM oparezana pachI"no sAco artha have mane samajAyo. meM prabhuno khUba khUba upakAra mAnyo. ane kyAreya prabhune ane prabhunA upakArane bhUlavA nahi evI manomana pratijJA karI. xxi

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha baMne AMkho sArI thaI gaI te pachIthI AMkha tapAsatI vakhate Do. koThArIe mane jaNAvyuM hatuM ke, "bahena, kharekhara kahuM to tamArI DAbI AMkha ATalI sudharaze evI koI AzA mane na hatI; paNa prabhunI kRpAthI AvI siddhi tamane maLI che." jemAM aneka prakAre muzkelIo anubhavavI paDatI hatI evA kasoTInA kALamAM paNa prabhunI AjJAthI je graMthanuM lakhANa thatuM hatuM, tenA prabhAvathI ane prabhunI asIma kRpAthI mArAM zAMti tathA svasthatA yathAvat jaLavAI rahyAM hatAM. prabhunI kRpAne kAraNe Avo kasoTIno kALa paNa ArAdhanano kALa banI rahyo hato. Avo ja ananya anubhava mane 'zrImanI jIvanasiddhi' lakhatI vakhate paNa thato hato. zArIrika temaja sAmAjika rIte khUba viparIta saMjogomAM paNa jIvanasiddhinuM lakhANa karavAmAM sahajatAe AtmazAMti ane AtmAnaMda vedAtAM hatAM. te vakhate lagabhaga rojanA bArathI cauda kalAka ArAdhana thatuM hatuM. e ja anubhavanuM punarAvartana zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha'nA bhAga 1 thI 5 lakhatI vakhate thayeluM anubhavAyuM che. A sarva jhINavaTabharI rIte vAcakavargane jaNAvavAno mAro uddeza e che ke prabhunI AjJAmAM rahI, temanAM sAnidhyane mANatAM mANatAM AdhyAtmika pravRtti karatA javAthI Atmonnati thavA sAthe AdhyAtmika prasannatAnuM vedana sahaja thaI jAya che, eTaluM ja nahi paNa, vyavahArika viparIta saMjogo AtmAnubhavane bAdhA karI zakatA nathI. AvI anubhUtinI jANakArI meLavI sahu mumukSu jIvo potAnuM kartApaNuM tyAgI, prabhunI AjJAe cAlavA temane badhuM soMpI kArya karavAnI kSamatA prApta karI zake. prabhunI zraddhA karI, temane potAnA bhAvonI soMpaNI karI kArya karavAthI jIvane kevA ane keTalA lAbha thAya che, (udA. mAnAdi kaSAyothI bacI javAya che, asaMkhyagaNI azubhakarmanI nirjarA thAya che, zubha kalyANabhAvano Azrava thAya che, viparIta saMjogomAM paNa AtmAnaMda jALavI zakAya che. vagere vagere) te xxii

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prAkathana uparanA svAnubhavanA prasaMgomAMthI phalita thAya che. zakya che ke A badhuM vAMcyAM pachI AvI zraddhAnAM mULa kyAM ropAyAM te jANavAnI jijJAsA vAcakane thAya. te prasaMga paNa noMdhanIya hovAthI Apane jaNAvavAnI rajA mAguM chuM. I.sa.1960nA eprila mahinAmAM huM M.A.nI parIkSAnI taiyArI karatI hatI. koleja baMdha hovAthI lagabhaga Akho divasa vAMcavAmAM pasAra thato hato. vAMcatA vAMcatAM baporanA UMghanAM jhokAM na AvI jAya te mATe mArAM pU. bA tathA bApujI cA pIvA bese tyAre mane bolAve ane aDadho kapa cA pIvaDAve, mArA pU. bApujI baporanA lagabhaga traNa vAge zerabajAramAMthI Ave ane sADAtraNe teo baMne sAthe besI, mane bolAvI cA pIe. eka divasa baporanA A ja rIte mArAM pU. bA tathA bApujI cA banatI hatI tyAre rasoDAmAM besI vAto karatAM hatAM, ane mAre thoDuM vAMcavAnuM pUruM karavAnuM hatuM tethI Tebala pAsenI khurazImAM besI vAMcatI hatI. eTalAmAM me teo baMne vacceno nIce pramANeno saMvAda sAMbhaLyo. bApujI : A jagatamAM keTaluM badhuM duHkha che? vaLI, have to chaThTho Aro Avaze jyAre duHkhanI mAtrA behada vadhI gaI haze. evA kALamAM ApaNI sthiti zuM thaze? mATe ApaNe evuM kaMIka karI levuM joIe ke jethI A ArAmAM A kSetre ApaNe janmavuM ja na paDe. bA : tamArI vAta taddana sAcI che. khUba prayatno karI, AtmA ahIM janma ja nahi evuM puNya bAMdhI levuM joIe. bApujI : ApaNe AjathI ja A kArya zarU karavuM joIe. bA : ApaNe jarUra zarU karIe. A saMvAda sAMbhaLatA mane hRdayamAM khUba joradAra AMcako lAgyo. mane thayuM ke bA bApujI to tvarAthI chUTI jaze, ane huM to rahI jaIza. mAre have karavuM zuM? rA ya lAgyo ane XXiii

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha mane ekadama navakAramaMtra ane prabhu sAMbharyA. mArA manamAM tvarAthI sahajatAe prArthanA zarU thaI gaI. 'he bhagavAna! mAre paNa jaladIthI saMsArathI chUTI javuM che. duSTama kALamAM janmavuM nathI. mArI khUba khUba saMbhALa rAkho. mane bacAvo. mAre to eka tamAro ja AdhAra che.' vagere. A prakAranA bhAvo karatA karatA navakAramaMtranAM raTaNa para caDI gaI. tyAM mArAM bAe cA pIvA mane bolAvI. gaI to kharI, paraMtu chUTavAnI tAlAvelI eTalI jabarI hatI ke cA pIvAmAM mane jarA sarakho paNa rasa rahyo na hato. cA pIne mArA Tebala para vAMcavA AvI gaI. paNa citta jarA paNa vAMcavAmAM rahetuM na hatuM, te to chUTavAnI tAlAvelImAM ramatuM hatuM. ekadhAruM navakA2nuM raTaNa ane prArthanA thayAM karatAM hatAM. pustaka sAme khulluM paDayuM hatuM, paNa bhAgye ja becAra paMkti vaMcAI hatI. Ama karatAM sAMjanA sADAsAta thayA. bAe jamavA bolAvI, kamane gaI to kharI, paNa chUTavAnI laganI eTalI joradAra hatI ke citta bIje kyAMya rahetuM ja na hatuM. jamyA pachI, rAtanA nava to mAMDa vagADayA. ane kahevAtuM vAMcavAnuM baMdha karI, mane UMgha Ave che ema kahI pathArImAM sUI gaI, sUtAM sUtAM AkhI rAta smaraNa tathA prArthanA cAlatAM rahyAM. UMghanuM to nAmanizAna paNa na hatuM. rAtanA eka vakhata paNa evo vikalpa nahoto Avyo ke chUTAze nahi to zuM? prabhu mane choDAvavAnA ja che e zraddhAna pratipaLe ghaTTa thatuM jatuM hatuM. savAre sAta vAge UThI, nAhI, taiyAra thaIne vAMcavA beThI. paNa temAM jarAya mana lAgatuM na hatuM. pustaka khulluM paDyuM hatuM. paNa aMdaramAM prArthanA tathA smaraNa aviratapaNe cAlu hatAM. jamavAnuM, baporanI cA, rAtribhojana Adi yaMtravat ja karyAM hatAM. te divase rAtre sADA AThe huM sUI gaI. ane khUba zAMta thaI gaI. te vakhate zuM thayuM tenI mane jANakArI na hatI. paraMtu, lagabhaga sADAdaza AsapAsa mane madhura ghaMTaDI jevo mITho raNakAravALo dhvani saMbhaLAyo, "tAre AtmA jovo che ne? jo A AtmA". A vacana sAthe mArI chAtImAMthI eka khUba tejasvI sonerIrUperI goLo nIkaLyo, ane moTo moTo xxiv

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prAkkathana thato thato mArAthI dUra javA lAgyo. te goLo jema jema moTo thato gayo tema tema vadhAre ne vadhAre tejasvI thato gayo, te eTale sudhI ke e teja ApaNAthI khamI paNa na zakAya. te goLo vIza phUTa dUranI divAla para jaI viramI gayo. A pramANe cAra vakhata thayuM. ane sAthe satata dhvani Avato hato ke, "jo A AtmA", "jo A AtmA". A badhuM zu thAya che tenI samaja e vakhate mane AvI nahi. paNa pahelI vakhata anubhavAtA AvA tejanA goLA, dhvani vagereno mane Dara lAgyo. eTale meM prabhune kahyuM, "mane to Dara lAge che. mAre A nathI jovuM. tame badhuM ja tvarAthI zamAvI dyo." A vinaMti karatAMnI sAthe badhuM ja adRzya thaI gayuM. mAruM mana atizaya zAMta thaI gayuM. Ama thoDIvAra rahyA pachI bIjo dhvani saMbhaLAyo, "tAre A smaraNa ane raTaNa choDI devAnAM nathI. satata cAlu rAkhavAnAM che." meM jaNAvyuM, "mAre to M.A.nI parIkSA mATe ghaNuM badhuM vAMcavAnuM che to A kaI rIte karI zakIza ?" "prayatna karIza to baMne sAthe thaI zakaze. baMne jarUrI che." "prabhu! huM prayatna karIza." Ama jaNAvI huM sUI gaI. rAtanAM smarANAdi cAlu hatAM. savAre UThI to smaraNa tathA prArthanA karatA rahevAno Adeza pharIthI AvavA lAgyo. A sAMbhaLatA vAMcatAM vAMcatAM smaraNa karatA rahevAno puruSArtha zarU karyo. aMtaraMgamAM yudhdha cAlatuM hatuM, vAMcavuM ke mAtra smaraNa karavuM, e dvidhA joradAra hatI. te rAtre paNa A baMne sAthe kevI rIte karavAM tenI vicAraNA prabhu sAthe aDadhA poNA kalAka sudhI cAlI. smaraNAdimAM vAMcana karatAM rahevAno bodha joradAra hato. mArAM mananuM amuka aMze samAdhAna thayuM, ane pachInAM divasathI baMne kAryo meM vArApharatI karavA mAMDayAM. AtmAnubhavano AnaMda letAM letAM abhyAsanI kriyA paNa thavA lAgI. Ama bhavabhramaNa toDavAnI parIkSAmAM XXV

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha prabhue mane pAsa karAvI, sAthe sAthe ema.e. nI parIkSA mATe paNa pUratuM vAMcana karAvI, temAM paNa saphaLatA apAvI hatI. A vakhate mane je chUTavAnI tAlAvelI lAgI hatI, tenA anusaMdhAnamAM mArAthI je puruSArtha thayo, tenAthI uttama saphaLapaNuM mane prApta thayuM. mane rojiMdA jIvanamAM lagabhaga eka mahinA sudhI zuM karavuM ane zuM na karavuM tenI jANakArI dhvanithI maLyA karatI hatI. A anubhavathI mokSamArgamAM yathArthatAe cAlavA mATe kyA guNo keLavavA joIe ane kevI pravRtti karavI joIe tenAM bIja mArAmAM ropAyAM, je Aja sudhI phulatAM phAlatAM rahyAM che. jenA pariNAme zrI prabhunI asIma kRpAthI 'zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha" graMthanA pAMca bhAganuM sarjana zakya banyuM che. zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha' bhAga pAMcamAnuM sarjana karavAmAM pahelA cAra bhAganI jema ja zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanI sahAya mane uttama rIte prApta thaI che te A bhAga vAMcatA jarUrathI jaNAze. AthI temano upakAra zabdathI mAnavo koI paNa rIte zakya jaNAtuM nathI, tethI be hAtha joDI, mastaka namAvI, paMcAgI namaskAra karI temano AbhAra mAnuM chuM. vaLI, bhAvinA lakhANa mATe mane Avo ane caDatA kramano sAtha maLato rahe evI namra vinaMti zrI prabhune hRdayathI karuM chuM. sAthe sAthe temanA pratinuM mAruM AjJAdhInapaNuM niyamitapaNe vRddhi pAmatuM jAya e ja mArI zrI prabhune prArthanA che. zrI prabhunI icchAthI ane AjJAthI, meM vicAreluM AtmAnI siddhi'nuM prakaraNa ahIM samAvavAnuM choDI dIdhuM che. to vAcako mane daragujara karazo. ahIM sudhInuM sarva lakhANa karavAmAM mane sIdho tathA ADakataro sAtha ci. nehala vorA, ci. prakAza, amI, bhA.ajItabhAI, nalInIbena, zrI kizorabhAI, reNubahena Adi svajano taraphathI maLato rahyo che. sAtha ApavA badala temano AbhAra mAnuM chuM. vaLI, A graMthanA kaMpojhIMga AdimAM mane mArI xxvi

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prAkathana bhANeja ci. amI ThAkora tathA anurAga ThAkora taraphathI uttama sahAya maLI che. keTaleka aMze mArI bhatrIjI ci. sejale paNa sAtha Apyo che. tenI sAthe sAthe graMthane suMdara chapAI tathA bAInDIMga dvArA AkarSaka banAvavAmAM mArAM svajana zrI aruNabhAI tathA sudhAbahenanI mahenata paNa noMdhanIya che. A uparAMta vagara mAgye vividha rIte sahAya karanAra sarva Aptajanone kema bhUlAya! Ama graMthanAM prakAzanamAM vividha prakAre sahAya karanArA tamAma baMdhuvargane zrI prabhu parama kRpA karI kalyANamArgamAM AtmArthe AgaLa vadhAre e ja mArI zrI prabhune prArthanA che. racAyelA A pAMce bhAgamAM keTalIye jagyAe vAcakane punaruktidoSa jovAmAM Avaze, eka ja viSayanA judA judA muddA, judA judA prakaraNomAM carcAyelA maLaze, vagere jaNAtA doSa mATe kSamA cAhuM chuM. paNa prabhunI dRSTie e yogya lAgyuM haze, tethI tema karavA prerAI chuM. prabhukRpA baLa aura che. A graMtha mokSamArgamAM tvarAthI cAlavA upakArI thAya e bhAvanA sAthe ApanA karakamaLamAM mUkavA icchuM chuM. OM zAMtiH muMbaI tA. 16 eprila 2011, zanivAra caitra suda 13, 2067 mahAvIra jayaMti mokSAbhilASI sarayu rajanI mahetA. Xxvii

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jAtiM ca vuddhiM ca ihajja pAsa, bhUtehi jANe paDileha sAtaM; tamhA tivijjo paramaMti NayyA, saMmattadaMsI Na kareti pAvaM / / he Arya! A saMsAramAM janma ane jarAnAM du:khone jo! saMsAranA sarva prANIone potAnA samAna samaja. jema tane sukha priya che tathA du:kha apriya che; tevI rIte anya prANIone paNa sukha priya ane duHkha apriya che evo vicAra karI tAruM potAnuM vartana sudhAra! evA parama kalyANakArI mokSanA mArgane jANI tattvadarzI pApakarma karato nathI. - AcArAMga sUtra adhyayana 3, uddeza 2 (179)

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prakaraNa 18 pUrNa AjJAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA zrI mahAvItarAga dharmamAM vItarAgI jJAtAdraSTA tathA kSAyika cAritramAM vedakapaNuM vedanAra evA zrI arihaMta kevaLIprabhunA caraNAraviMdamAM koTi koTi vaMdana tathA samaya samayanA namaskAra sAthe emanA AjJAmaya pugalanI prAptinI pUrNatA pAmavA mATe prArthanA karIe chIe. pUrNa AjJAsiddhi eTale AjJAnI pUrNAtipUrNa saphaLatAnuM siddhatva. zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMta ane zrI sadgurunI AjJAmAM jyAre jyAre jeTalA kALa mATe jIva rahe che tyAre tyAre teTalA kALamAM tenI AtmArthe pragati thAya che. A kAryanI zarUAta jIva nityanigodamAMthI kare che, te jIva jyAre zrI tIrthakara prabhunAM kalyANaka vakhate temanI AjJAmAM jAya che tyAre rucaka pradezanI prApti karato jAya che, ane sidhdha thatA prabhunI AjJAmAM AvI potAno AThamo rucaka pradeza meLavI, pRthvIkAya rUpe saMsAranuM paribhramaNa zarU kare che. e pratyeka prasaMge te jIva mAtra eka ja samaya mATe AjJAdhIna bane che, bAkIno sarvakALa svacchedathI pasAra kare che. e ja rIte te AjJAdhIna banI ekeMdriyapaNe pAMce ekeMdriyamAMthI pasAra thaI be indriya thAya che. temAMthI AjJAdhInapaNuM vadhArI traNa, cAra ane saMjJIpaMcendriya sudhI vikase che. saMjJI thatAM te jIva moTe bhAge vizeSa svacchaMdI banI amuka kALa pachI pharIthI asaMjJI thaI, nIce UtarI jAya che. pharIthI AjJAdhIna thAya tyAre te vikAsa kare che. Ama zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMte prasarAvelA kalyANabhAvane vyavahAra svIkArI jIva saMsAranI ekathI pAMca indriya sudhInI dazAne bhogavato rahe che, ane zrI prabhunA AtmArtha prasarAvelA kalyANabhAvano durupayoga karI te jIva saMsAramAM bhamato rahe che.

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha Ama bhamatAM bhamatAM mahA baLavAna puNyayoge saMjJIpaMcendriyarUpe te zrI tIrthakara prabhunI dezanAmAM AtmArthe AjJAdhIna thaI aMtavRttisparza pAme che. ane eka samaya mATe te zrI prabhunA sAthathI mithyAtvanA udayane tathA baMdhanane chedI, sarvakALa mATenuM abhavipaNuM TALe che. A prasaMgathI jIva AtmArthe AjJAdhIna thavAnI zarUAta kare che. te pachIthI eka samayanuM AjJAdhInapaNuM vadhArI ATha samaya sudhI AjJAdhIna rahI nizcayathI vyavahAra samakita prApta kare che. tyAMthI pragati karI jIva ATha kevaLIgamya pradeza prApta karI upazama samakita sudhI vikAsa kare che. ane tyArathI te jIva sabhAnapaNe zrI prabhunI ane zrI sadagurunI AjJAmAM rahevAnI mahattA samajatAM zIkhe che. A samajaNano sadupayoga karI kSayopazama samakita arthAt cothuM guNasthAna prApta kare che. A dazA sudhI jeTalA kALa mATe te jIva dehathI bhinnatA anubhave che teTalA kALa mATe AjJAmAM rahe che, ane bAkInA kALamAM tenAM mana, vacana tathA kAyA svacchedathI vartatAM rahe che. vaLI e AjJAdhInapaNAmAM tenAM mana, vacana ane kAyA samagrapaNe AjJAdhIna hotAM nathI, traNamAMthI eka AjJAdhIna ane bAkInAM be svacchaMde cAlatA hoya che, eTale e dazAne AjJAsiddhi kahevAmAM AvatI nathI. kSayopazama samakitathI pragati karI jIva kSAyika samakita meLavavA bhAgyazALI thAya che tyAre te jIvanuM AjJAdhInapaNuM vizeSatA pAme che, arthAt je yoga AjJAdhIna bane tenuM UMDANa vizeSa rahe che, ane bAkInA be yogano svachaMda thoDo alpa thAya che. AjJApAlananI mahattA zrI guru pAsethI sabhAnapaNe samajamAM AvI hovAthI te jIvano AjJAdhIna thavAno puruSArtha kSAyika samakita meLavyA pachI vadhato jAya che. ane traNa yogamAMthI koI be yogane te jIva zrI prabhunI ane zrI sadgurunI AjJAmAM thoDA kALa mATe rAkhavA bhAgyazALI thAya che, A dazA te jIvanuM pAMcamuM guNasthAna. te guNasthAne vacce vacce tenA traNe yoga svacchede varte ema paNa bane, eka yoga AjJAdhIna ane be yoga svacchede varte ema paNa rahe. paraMtu A dazAe traNe yoga AjJAdhIna banatA nathI, tethI te dazAne AjJApAlana mATe yogya gaNavAmAM AvatI nathI. ane ethI AtmArthe vikAsa karavo vizeSa anivArya bane che.

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pUrNa AzAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA prArthanA, kSamApanA, maMtrasmaraNa tathA satsaMganA AdhArathI jIvano AjJAdhIna thavAno puruSArtha vadhato jAya che, ane saphaLatA maLatAM eka samaya evo Ave che ke je samaye tenAM mana, vacana ane kAyA traNe eka sAthe zrI prabhune AdhIna thAya che. ane tyAra pachI kSAyika samakitIne kyAreya evo samaya Avato nathI ke jyAre traNe svacchaMdI bane. jIvanamAM puruSArtha pramANe eka yoga, be yoga ke traNe yoga zrI prabhu ane zrI sadgurunI AjJAmAM ja pravarte che. ane A yoganuM AjJAdhInapaNuM satata pheraphAra pAmatuM rahetuM hovAthI, tathA mukhyatAe koIne koI yoga svacchede vartato hovAthI A chaThTha guNasthAna pramatta (pramAdI) guNasthAna kahevAya che. temAM mana, vacana tathA kAyAnuM ekapaNuM - AjJAdhInapaNuM eka samayathI vadhAre samaya mATe TakatuM nathI. tema chatAM eka yoga to AjJAmAM ja pravartato hovAthI A guNasthAnathI paramArthe AjJA mArganI zarUAta thaI kahevAya che. - zrI prabhunA sAthathI ane potAnA puruSArthathI jIva jyAre mana, vacana tathA kAyAnuM AjJAdhInapaNuM eka samayathI vadhAre samaya mATe rAkhI zake che tyAre teNe sAtamA guNasthAnano arthAt mana, vacana, kAyAnI ekatAno anubhava karyo ema kahevAya che. ane te vakhate traNamAMthI eka paNa yoga svacchede vartato na hovAthI tene apramatta guNasthAna kahevAmAM Ave che. jyAre traNamAMthI koI eka yoga svachaMdI thAya che tyAre te jIva chaThThA guNasthAne UtarI Ave che. sAtamA guNasthAne AjJAdhInapaNAno samaya krame krame vadhato jAya che, Ama jIva sanmArge puruSArthI banI AjJAmArganI UMDANabharI samajaNa ane upayoga karI Atmazuddhi kare che. - A AjJAmArganI pUrNatA eTale eka samaya mATe paNa jIvanuM AjJAdhInapaNuM alpa ke kSINa thAya nahi. Ama pUrNa AjJAsiddhi eTale AjJAnI pUrNAtipUrNa saphaLatA. je sAtamA guNasthAnathI vadhatAM vadhatAM caudamA guNasthAne AvI sidhdhabhUmimAM paripUrNa bane che. pUrNa AjJAsiddhimAM AjJArUpI dharma tathA AjJAbharita tapanuM yogya samatolana raheluM che, tethI temAM AjJArUpI dharmathI upajato mahAsaMvara ane AjJArUpI tapathI

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha upajatA mahAsaMvaranI mahAsaMvaratA anubhavAya che. AmAM AjJArUpI dharmanAM utkRSTa saMvara nirjarA AjJArUpI tapanAM utkRSTa saMvara nirjarAne bodha ApI mArga banAve che. e ja pramANe AjJArUpI tapanAM utkRSTa saMvara nirjarA AjJArUpI dharmanAM utkRSTa saMvara nirjarAne gati Ape che. A pratikarUpa anyonya saMbaMdhanA kAraNe AjJArUpI dharma ane AjJArUpI tapa ekabIjAmAM evAM ekameka thaI jAya che ke te baMnene e dazAe chUTAM pADavA te duSkarathI laIne asaMbhava thaI jAya che. A anyonya saMbaMdhathI jIvane eka apUrva kavacanI prApti thAya che. pariNAme AjJArUpI dharma svasvarUpane mANavAno lobha karAve che, te ja samaye AjJArUpI tapa enAthI upajatAM moha tathA sukhabuddhine paripUrNa kalyANamaya vItarAgatAmAM palaTAve che. A vItarAgatA eka ati sUkSma apekSAe svabhAvanI prApti karAvanAra taTasthabhAva che. A bhAva jo amuka kALa sudhI na rahe to jIvAtmA jyAre sidhdha thAya che tyAre sidhdhabhUmimAM aDola kalaMkarahita sthiti nathI pAmI zakato. AnuM kAraNa e che ke vitarAgatAmaya AjJArUpI tapa e svabhAva mANavArUpa AjJArUpI dharma karatAM nakArAtmaka valaNa che. nakArAtmaka valaNathI AtmA aDola sthiti na pAmatAM padArtha, vastu, paMcAstikAya ke bhAva prati nakAra vedI zake che. e ja rIte te svabhAvane mANavArUpa AjJArUpI dharmamAM padArtha, vastu, paMcAstikAya ke bhAva prati hakAra vedI zake che. jo aDola, akaMpa kalaMkarahita sthiti joitI hoya to nakArane hakArathI haNavAno che ane hakArane nakArathI haNavAno che. A prakriyA jo AtmAmAM dareka samaye utkRSTapaNe thayA ja karatI hoya to e AtmA paramAtmArUpe cetana hovA chatAM, pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola sthitine pAmI, anaMtakALa sudhI e ja dazAno kartA tathA bhoktA banI, pUrNAtipUrNa AjJAsiddhine anubhave che. bIjI rIte vicArIe to, je pUrNa AjJAsiddhi che tenAthI upajatA lobha tathA moha kevI rIte haNAya che te jaNAya che. zrI devezvara prabhunI uttama, gaMbhIra, anaMta bhedathI bharelI kalyANamaya vANI, bhAvi nayagamanayathI zabdadeha pAmI khulAso Ape che, ke pUrNa AjJAsiddhinA moha tathA lobhane teo pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazAnA vedanathI upajavA detA nathI. je jIvane pUrNatA pAmavI che teNe hakArAtmaka tathA nakArAtmaka

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pUrNa AzAsiddhi -- pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA baLathI baMnenA pratyAghAtane haNI aDola tathA akaMpa banavAnuM che. A atigUDha rahasya zrI prabhue pAMca mahAvratamAM samAvyuM che. ahiMsA (nakArAtmaka), satya (hakArAtmaka), acaurya (nakArAtmaka), brahmacarya (hakArAtmaka) ane aparigraha(nakArAtmaka). A pAMce mahAvratano UMDANathI abhyAsa karatAM lakSa thAya che ke A sarva mahAvratanuM sUkSma gUDha rahasya sAthe pAlana karavAthI, jIva pUrNaAjJAsiddhinI sarvotkRSTa zuddhine pAmI, pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazAne meLavI zake che. mATe jo ApaNe pUrNa AjJAsiddhi tathA pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazAne AMbavuM hoya to pAMca mahAvratanI UMDI samajaNa levI anivArya bane che. A pAMca mahAvratano vistAra eTalo UMDo ane vizALa che ke sAmAnya jIvane mATe e samajavuM ati duSkara ane asaMbhava jevuM che. tethI zrI prabhue A pAMca mahAvratane saraLatAthI samajAvavA A pAMce vratane pAMca vibhAgamAM samajAvyA cheH sAdhusAdhvIe AcaravAnA pAMca mahAvrata, upAdhyAyajIe AcaravAnA pAMca mahAvrata, AcAryajIe AcaravAnA pAMca mahAvrata, arihaMte AcarelAM pAMca mahAvrata, tathA siddha bhagavaMte AcarelAM pAMca mahAvrata. pAMca mahAvratamAM paheluM vrata che ahiMsA. hiMsAno sthULa artha che prANAtipAta ane sUkSma artha che anya jIvanI aMze paNa dUbhavaNI. te akArya karatAM aTakavuM eTale ahiMsA. je jIvanI jeTalI pAtratA hoya te mAtrAmAM te ahiMsA jALavI zake che. jeTalA pramANamAM jIvane saMsAra moha tathA saMsAranI sukhabuddhi alpa teTalA pramANamAM te ahiMsaka rahI zake che. bIjuM mahAvrata te satya. satyano sthULa artha che jema je jaNAya ke dekhAya te pramANe jaNAvavuM. ane sUkSma artha che svaparanA AtmAne kalyANarUpa hoya te pramANe jaNAvavuM ke pragaTa karavuM ke AcaravuM. je jIvanI saMsAranI Asakti ane sukhecchA jeTalI ochI hoya teTalA pramANamAM te satyavrata AcarI zake che. satyavrata mAtra vacanathI nahi paNa mana, vacana tathA kAyA e traNe yogathI AcaravAnuM vrata che.

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha trIjuM mahAvrata te acaurya. corI karavI eno sthULa artha che je potAnuM nathI tevA paranA padArtha Adi chInavI levA grahaNa karavA. ane teno sUkSma artha che je AtmAnAM nathI evAM sUkSmAtisUkSma karma paramANuone grahaNa karavAM. parapadArthanA grahaNano tyAga e acaurya. A vrata jIva potAnI Atmika dazA ane puruSArthanA AdhAre pALI zake che, te mATe saMsAranA moha tathA lobhanuM kSINapaNuM e anivArya aMga che. cothuM mahAvata eTale brahmacarya. A vratano sthULa artha che parastrI, parapadArthanA sthaLa upabhogano tyAga. ane sUkSma artha che svarUpanI lInatA, jemAM sarva parapadArthathI aliptapaNe jIva anubhave che. jIvane jema jema potAnI svarUpane anubhavavAnI laganI vadhatI jAya che tema tema A vratanuM zudhdhatAthI te pAlana karI zake che. jyAM parapadArthano gamo ke aNagamo pravarte che tyAM te brahmacarya vratathI zruta thaI, rAgadveSane anubhavI saMsAra upArja che. pAMcamuM mahAvata te aparigraha. jagatanAM koIpaNa padArthano gamo karI, te meLavavAnI ke bhogavavAnI vRtti eTale parijhahabuddhi. parigrahano sthULa artha che jara, javerAta, ghara, pharnicara, dhana, dhAnya, pazu, cAkara Adi padArthano saMgraha karavo ane teno sUkSma artha e, uparanA padArtho vize sArAnarasA bhAva karI karma paramANuono AtmA para jaththo lAdavo. A prakriyAthI para thavuM eTale aparigraha vrata. jemAM AMtarabAhya nircathapaNuM AtmA vede che - A pAMca mahAvrata jIva sanmArgamAM chaThThA guNasthAne AvyA pachI potapotAnI samaja, icchA ane zakti anusAra pALe che. temAM mukhyatve be vibhAga paDe che - 1. evA sanmArgI jIvo ke jeo sidhdhAvasthA pahelAM paMcaparameSTi padamAM sthAna pAmatA nathI. 2. evA sanmArgI jIvo ke jeo sidhdhAvasthA pAmyA pahelAM ja paMcaparameSTi padamAM sthAna pAme che.

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pUrNa AjJAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA je jIvo Atmazuddhi karatAM karatAM chabasthapaNe jIva samastanA amuka bhAganA jIvo mATe ja kalyANabhAva vede che, paNa jIva samasta mATe kalyANabhAva vedI zakatA nathI evA jIvo sidhdha thAya tyAre ja paMcaparameSTi padamAM samAveza pAme che, kAraNa ke temano sarva jIva mATeno kalyANabhAva kSepaka zreNimAM ja utpanna thAya che, ane teramA guNasthAnathI teo pUrNa vItarAga hovAthI A bhAva utkRSTatAe pahoMcato nathI. AvA AtmAo parameSTipadamAM chabasthapaNe AvatA nathI. paraMtu je chabastha jIvo chadmasthapaNAmAM ja jIva samasta mATenA kalyANabhAva vede che teo paMcaparameSTi padamAM sidhdhAvasthA uparAMta paNa sthAna pAme che. AvA jIvo paMcaparameSTi kahevAya che. teo jIva samasta mATenA kalyANabhAva kaI dazAe ane kyA AcAra sAthe vede che tenA AdhAre temanuM sthAna nakkI thAya che. udA. sAdhusAdhvI, upAdhyAya, AcArya ane tIrthakara. jeo potAno vinayaguNa keLavI, svakalyANane mahattva ApI, pAMca mahAvratanA pAlanamAM jIva samasta mATeno kalyANabhAva keLave che teo sAdhusAdhvIjInI kakSAnA parameSTi thAya che. jeo svakalyANane gauNa karI, paranA kalyANanI mahattA rAkhI pAMca mahAvratanA pAlanamAM jIva samastanA kalyANa mATe bhAva vadhArI, prabhuno bodha sahune pahoMcADavAno puruSArtha Adare che teo zrI upAdhyAyajInI kakSAnA parameSTi gaNAya che. vaLI, jeo svAra kalyANane ekasarakhuM mahattva ApI, AcAra vizuddhine mukhyatAe rAkhI, paMcamahAvratanA pAlananI utkRSTatA sAthe jIva samasta mATe kalyANabhAva vede che teo AcAryanI koTinA parameSTi thAya che. AcAryamAM be vibhAga paDe che - gaNadhara ane anya AcArya. gaNadharajIno kalyANabhAva lAMbA gALAno, vizeSa UMDo ane ghero hoya che. temanAM A padano nizcaya temanAM paribhramaNanI zarUAtamAM ja thaI jAya che, kAraNa ke gaNadharanAM nimittathI je jIva nitya nigodamAMthI nIkaLe che te niyamapUrvaka gaNadhara thAya che. bAkInA traNa AcArya, upAdhyAya ane sAdhusAdhvI paratve Avo koI niyama nathI. je jIva prabhunA bhAvathI prerAI jIva samastanA kalyANabhAva je kakSAe je cAritra sAthe

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha vede che tenA anusaMdhAnamAM te pada pAme che. udA. AcAryanI kakSAe pahoMcyA pachI jIva A bhAva vede to AcAryapada Ave. sAdhusAdhvI rUpe A bhAva vede to sAdhusAdhvInuM pada pAme ityAdi. A sarvanA kalyANabhAva svayaMbhU hotA nathI, paNa zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunA AdhAre keLavAyelA hoya che. zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunA kalyANabhAva svayaMbhU hoya che. temanuM pada paNa nityanigodamAMthI nIkaLatI vakhate ja nakkI thayuM hoya che, kAraNa ke teo sidhdha thatA tIrthakaranA nimittathI bahAra Ave che. temano AtmA ghaNA bhava sudhI kalyANabhAva vedI, pUrvanA bhavamAM utkRSTa cAritra sAthe A pada nikAcIta kare che. Ama je kakSAnA cAritra para rahIne jIva kalyANabhAvane utkRSTapaNe vedI nikAcIta kare che te dazAnA parameSTi padane te pAme che. dareka kakSAe kalyANabhAvano prakAra ane cAritranI khIlavaNI judA prakAranI hoya che, AthI keTalIkavAra evuM paNa bane che ke jIva eka karatAM vadhAre padane spazIne parameSTi pada nikAcIta kare che. udA. koI tIrthakara prabhu sAdhu sAdhvI, upAdhyAya, AcArya tathA gaNadhara padane sparyA pachI, tenI mAtrAno kalyANabhAva vedyA pachI tIrthakara nAmakarma upArje che. anya parameSTimAM paNa Ama banI zake, tyAM je uttama hoya te padavI pAme. zrI tIrthaMkara prabhu caturvidha saMghanI sthApanA karI kalyANamArga pravartAve che, ane anya parameSTi e mArgano phelAvo kare che. temAM dharmanuM sanAtanapaNuM tathA maMgalapaNuM jaLavAI rahe evo puruSArtha hoya che. paramArtha prApti mATe je mArga zrI jina vItarAge prarUpyo che te che icchAgata prAptino mArga. A paramArtha mArganI prApti mAtra saMjJI paMcendriya jIvane ja thAya che. emAM paNa mukhyatAe karmabhUminA manuSyane ja e mArganI prApti ane UMco vikAsa saMbhave che. A mArga meLavavA mATe je pAtratA joIe che te che saMjJAnI AvazyakatA ane mArga meLavavAnI icchA. saMjJAnA mAdhyamathI jIva sArAnarasAnI parakha karI zake che, bhUta tathA bhAvinI vicAraNA karI zake che, ane saMjJAnI sahAyathI jIvamAM svataMtratA Ave che. maLelI

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pUrNa AjJAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA svataMtratAno upayoga karI, jIva dhAre to uttama nimittanAM sAnidhyano rAgI banI, icchAnAM mAdhyamathI puruSArthI banI, sanAtana paramArtha mArganAM peTALamAM rahelAM sarvakAlIna sAdi anaMta sukhanAM bheda rahasya sudhI pahoMcI zake che. A icchAmAM traNa kriyA samAya che - zruti, zraddhA tathA zrama. zrI prabhu A traNa bhAganI ApaNane samaja Ape che. icchA e nizcayanayathI lobha che. paramArtha siddhi mATe jIve lobhanA sAdhana dvArA zruti, zraddhA tathA zramane pAmavAnA che. caturaMgIyanA manuSyatva pachInA A traNa bhAgane uttarottara duSkara gaNAvI, tene icchAmAM samAvI, zrI prabhu ene pAmavAno uttama mArga gupta bheda jaNAvI khullo kare che. yAcanA tathA prArthanA dvArA lobharUpa icchAnA sAdhanathI A traNenI prApti ati sulabha tathA sugama bane che. yAcanA tathA prArthanAnI sahAyathI jIva zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhunAM zudhdha paramANuone AkarSI potA tarapha pragati karAvI zake che. A zudhdha paramANuone potA tarapha AvavA AmaMtraNa ApI jIva potAnAM ghaNAM aMtarAyakarmano kSaya sahajatAe karato jAya che. zrI kalyANamaMdira stotramAM A prakriyA guptatAe mUkAyelI ApaNane jovA maLe che - "he svAmI! Apa hRdaya vize, Avo tadA prANI taNAM, kSaNamAtramAM daDha karmabaMdhana jAya tUTI jagatamAM." Ama aMtarAyakarma tUTatAM jIvamAM zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhunuM vIrya vahe che. te vIrya jIvane apUrva paramArtha siddhi meLavavA preraNA Ape che. koI paNa vyaktigata vIrya karatAM sarva dravya, kSetra, kALa ane bhAvathI svataMtra chatAM pAMca samavAyanI sarva apekSAne jALavatuM evuM zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanuM vIrya uttama che. A vIryamAM sarva kakSA, sarva bhAva tathA sarva tIvratAne sAtha Ape evo uttama padArtha rahelo che. A badhI ja apekSAone pUrI karanAra uttama paramANuo A lokamAM ThAma ThAma paDayA che. AvA uttama paramANurUpa pudgalane zrI arihaMta Adi parameSTi rahI rahIne potAmAM jaDe che. AvA parama parameSTi bhagavaMtane vaMdanA, prArthanA, yAcanA karI, emane prasanna karIne, jIva jo e vIryane potA tarapha vahevaDAvavA dhorI mArga nirmANa kare che; to e

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha jIvane prabhujInuM apUrva, ati durlabha tathA ananya zaraNuM maLe che. pariNAme karma sAme tenI jIta nizcita thAya che. lIdhuM jeNe zaraNa tuja to, hAra hoya ja zAnI?" A kathana vicAratAM samajAze ke saMjJA tathA icchAnI sahAyatAthI jIvane paramArtha mArganI prApti keTalI sugama tathA sulabha bane che. A sulabhatAmAM javA mATe zrI prabhu ApaNane samajAve che ke - "he jIva! tuM jAga. samaya vyartha javA na de, kAraNa ke A apUrva lAbhane saphaLa karanAruM pAMca samavAyanuM saMmelana to sAdi sAMta che. AvI sAdisAMta sthitine sAdi anaMta karavAno tAro puruSArtha e ja tArI 'pUrNa AjJAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMka rahita aDola dazA'. jJAnIo A lAbhanI apUrNatA darzAvavA pokArI pokArIne kahe che ke "lo! A apUrva lAbha Aviyo huM pAmI chuM khUba mArA vItarAgInuM heta re, tame te pAmIne chUTo e mArI mahecchA re mATe he mUDha! tuM jAga! ghaNA ghaNA sapuruSonA apUrva upakArathI tane je saMjJA maLI che, te saMjJAdAnano svaparakalyANanA puruSArthamAM upayoga karI, te lIdhelAM RNane abhayadAnanAM rUpamAM svAra mATe pariNamAva. Ama karavuM e ja tAro sanAtana dharma che. te sanAtana dharmane AjJArUpI sAgaranA gaMbhIra svabhAvamAM jhIla. te jhIlavAthI tane svabhAvanuM sukha maLaze, zAMti maLaze tathA saMtoSa maLaze. A vAta satya che, traNe kALa mATe anubhavathI nItaratI che. mATe he jIva! tuM tArA karmabaMdhananAM pAMca kAraNone AjJArUpI sAgaramAM ogALI nAkha, ane svarUpa siddhinA A apUrva tathA gaMbhIra mArgane samajI, tenuM ArAdhana kara." 10

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pUrNa AzAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA zrI prabhunA A apUrva bodhamAM kalyANathI nItaratA AjJAmArga prerita mahAAzrava tathA mahAsaMvaramArganuM nirUpaNa thAya che. zrI jinaprabhu AnA bheda rahasyane AjJAmAM rahetA jIvonA hitane arthe khUllAM kare che. lobha kaSAya A saMsAranI jananI che. lobhamAM jIva anAdi kALathI DUbelo paDyo che. anaMta prakAre duHkha bhogavavA chatAM jIva lobhano tyAga karI zakato nathI. lobharUpa A durguNane zrI jinaprabhu AjJApathano pAyo banAve che. tenAthI jIva anAdikALanI kuTevane saMsAra chedananA ghUMTaNamAM pherave che. zrI prabhu jIvane saMjJAnuM dAna ApI, vicakSaNa buddhi ane dharmanAM sAdhana dvArA bhAvisukhanuM pAna karavA zruta rUpe bodhe che. sAthe sAthe anAdikALathI cAlatI AvelI saMsAradu:khanI paraMparAnuM pratyakSapaNuM paNa karAve che. temanI A vANI khUba AkarSaka ane asarakAraka hoya che; kAraNa ke teo vartamAnamAM dharmasukhanAM svasaMvedananA anubhavamAM vartatA hoya che. A vANI sAMbhaLanArAomAM je jIvanI saMjJA svakalyANa sanmukha thaI hoya che, te jIva saMjJAnI zaktithI lobharUpa kaSAyane lobhaguNamAM pariNamAve che. A lobhaguNanA AdhArathI jIva, saMjJAno sanmArge upayoga karI, eka bAjuthI zrI prabhunI apUrva zAMti tathA sukhanAM vedana mATe, je bhAvimAM abAdhaka thanAra che teno tIvra hakAra kare che, ane bIjI bAju e ja jIva anAdikALathI thayelI duHkhanI jananI evA saMsArano nakAra vede che. AgaLa vadhatAM A puruSArthamAM saMsArano nakAra vadhato jAya che, sAthe sAthe saMjJAnA prabhAvathI tenI tIvratA paNa vadhe che. vicAratAM navAI lAge ke AvA virodhI bhAvanI tIvatA jIvamAM eka sAthe kevI rIte pravartI zake ? e mATe zrI prabhu samajAve che ke potAmAM pravartatA mAyAkapaTanA doSane jIva mAyAguNamAM palaTAve che. koI apekSAe te jIva mAyA karI bhAvinA sukhanI tIvra icchA eka taraphathI kare che, ane bIjI tarapha vartamAnamAM vedAtAM du:khano baLavAna nakAra kare che. A kriyA samajAtAM spaSTa thAya che ke jIva mahAAzrava tathA mahAsaMvaranA mArgane kaI rIte eka sAthe AdarI zake che. mahAAzravanA mArgathI jIva guNonI vRddhi karato jAya che, ane mahAsaMvaranA mArgathI

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha potAnA doSo ghaTADato jAya che. pariNAme tene apUrva zAMti tathA sukhanuM vedana thAya che je pUrvanAM sukhazAMtinAM vedana karatAM ghaNuM vizeSa hoya che. tenuM kAraNa che guNonI vRddhi ane doSonI hAni. A mArgamAM satata aDaga rahevA mATe jIve mAna kaSAyane mAnaguNamAM rUpAMtarita karavo paDe che. jIvane zruti, zraddhA tathA zramathI upajatA mahAAzrava tathA mahAsaMvara mArganI prAptinuM svAbhimAna hoya che eTaluM ja nahi paNa enAthI upajatI ucca paramArtha dazAnuM paNa svAbhimAna varte che. A svAbhimAnane jALavavA jIva potAnA pUrvakRta doSo sAme aDaga ane aDola rahevA puruSArthI thAya che. "ALasa melIne Avo medAnamAM, samajo sadgurujInI zAna." A pramANe zrI prabhu jIvanA mAna kaSAyane mAna guNamAM pheravAvI tenI pUrNa AjJAsiddhi meLavavAnI pAtratAmAM vadhAro karAve che. jema jema A guNo vadhatA jAya che, tema tema jIva vadhAre tIkSNa upayoga sAthe vartana karato thAya che. arthAt te vadhAre ne vadhAre vyavahAra zuddhi tathA paramArtha zuddhine vadhAravA puruSArthI bane che. yogya jhINavaTa keLavI vartana sudhArato jAya che, eTaluM ja nahi temAM doSa calAvI levAnI vRtti phagAvato jAya che arthAt te vadhune vadhu kaDaka niyamapAlana karato thAya che. A kriyA vicAratAM krodha kaSAya kevI rIte krodha guNamAM rUpAMtara pAme che te samajAze. A prakAre zrI prabhu, cAritramohanA cAra kaSAyane cAra guNamAM palaTatAM zIkhavI, pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazAe pahoMcavA suvidhA karAve che. A cAre guNanA mizraNathI nIpajatA rAgaguNa tathA dveSaguNanI sahAyathI jIva rAga tathA dveSanA doSone kADhI zake che. Ama karavAthI jIva mahAsaMvara mArganI mahAsaMvaratA pAmI mahAAzrava mArga mATe taiyAra thato jAya che. cAritramohanA cAra bhAga ane karmabaMdhananAM kAraNanuM mULa evA cAre kaSAyane karmavipAka tarapha jatAM aTakAvI guNamAM pariNamAvavAnI cAvI ApaNane zrI prabhue 52ma karuNA karI sugama tathA sacoTapaNe varNavI dAkhavI che. Ano upakAra mAnavA 12

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pUrNa AzAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA mATe zrI OMnA bhakti, vinaya tathA AjJAnI upAsanA karatAM, AjJArUpI dharma tathA AjJArUpI tapanuM pAlana karatAM, yogya AbhAra vyakta karavAnI zakti meLavavA jatAM, zabdarUpI pudgalanI alpatA vedI, AtmapradezathI jIva utkRSTatAe AjJApAlana vede che. A anubhavamAM AbhAra vyakta karavAnA AzayathI je AjJApAlana prabhukRpAthI thAya che, tenAthI RNamuktino saMkalpa RNavRddhimAM pariName che - AvuM adbhuta che zrI prabhurUpa paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanI apUrva ArAdhanAnuM phaLa. A puruSArthathI apUrva tathA gUDha ane gupta siddhAMta prabhukRpAthI samajAya che. zrI arihaMta prabhunI AjJA laI, emaNe vahAvelA paMcaparameSTi paramANunA sAthathI ane AtmAnubaMdhI yoganI kRpAthI ene ahIM TapakAvIe chIe. zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanA puruSArthano dhuvakAMTo che: janakalyANanI bhAvanA utkRSTatAe vedI, puruSArtha karI RNamukta thavuM. A ghuvakAMTAmAM be lAkSaNikatA jovA maLe che. (1) sAdhakane sabhAnapaNuM hoya che ke mane je je vastu, padArtha, siddhi ke anubhava prApta thAya che te te mArAM nathI, paNa mArAthI ucca AtmA taraphathI dAnamAM maLelI prasAdI che. mATe A prAptino svachaMde upayoga karavo te mArI alpamati mATe ayogya che, A prAptino yathArtha upayoga to dAtAranI AjJAmAM rahIne ja karavo joIe. (2) mane je kaMI prApti thaI che te pAMca samavAyanA apUrva saMmelananA AdhAre ja thaI che. tethI jyAre e saMmelana AhAra mATe vikharAI, vihAra mATe maLe che te ja kSaNe ke samaye prAptinA AhArane tajIne vihArano AraMbha karavo joIe, ane jyAre vihAranA pAMca samavAya vikharAI nihAra mATe maLe che, tyAre e ja kSaNe ke samaye AhArano saMpUrNa nirodha karI, vihArane tajIne mAtra nihAra karavo joie. A rIte ArAdhana karavAthI jIvane prAptino gerupayoga ke apUrNa prAptinuM bhayasthAnaka rahetuM nathI. AjJAnuM AvuM pAlana karavA mATe jIve e AjJAne yogya samaye sAMbhaLavI joie ane pALavI joIe. te mATe jIvanAM darzanamoha tathA cAritramoha kSINa thavA 13

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha sAthe jJAnAvaraNa tUTavuM joie. A badhAMne kSINa karavA mATe pUratuM vIrya pragaTAvavuM jarUrI che. ATaluM vIrya meLavavA ene lagatAM aMtarAya karmano nAza anivArya che. AvI aMtarAya toDavA jIve zuM karavuM joIe? vIrya upArjana karavA mATenA aMtarAya toDavA AjJArAdhana jarUrI che. to jIve AjJAmAM rahevuM kaI rIte? zrI prabhu ApaNane samajAve che ke AjJAmAM satata rahevA mATe aMtaraMgathI romeroma ane pradeza pradezathI AjJApAlana karavA mATe bhAva ulasavA joie; sAthe sAthe saMsAranA samasta ajIva padArtho mATe sarva prakAre tucchapaNuM jIvane vedAvuM joie. jIva jyAre jIva ajIvanA bhedane jANI, vedI, sahaja samAdhisthitimAM lIna bane che tyAre e AjJApAlanamAM jIva bahmacaryasamAdhi tathA zAtA vedanIyanA anubhavanI spaSTatA vede che, ane tethI AjJApAlananI prApti mATe lobha vede che, ane saMsAraspRhano tyAga vede che - bhAve che. A dvitIya vedanamAM jIvane AjJApAlananuM asmalita ArAdhana ane anivArya evo apUrva puruSArtha karavAnI zuddhi tathA siddhirUpa vIryanI prApti thAya che. A prApti thatAM jIva e AjJAnI pUrNatAnI kaDIne eka pradezathI zarU karI sarva azudhdha pradeza sudhI ghUMTI AjJAne ArAdhe che, sthira kare che ane svarUpamAM lIna banAve che. lInatA AvavAthI jIvamAM mahAsaMvara mArgarUpa AjJAne mahAAzrava evuM mahAsaMvara mArganI AjJAmAM pariNamAvavAnI zakti Ave che. AvI kSamatA AvavAthI jIva potAnA guNonuM utkRSTapaNuM sahana karI zake che. guNonuM utkRSTapaNuM sahana karI zakAvAthI vartatA lobhane jIva potAthI saMtoSAya evA paramArtha lobhamAM pariNamAve che, ane svasaMtoSavALA paramArtha lobhane te zrI prabhuthI saMtoSAya evA paramArtha lobhamAM pariNamAve che. eka vakhata jIvane A ati duSkara, ati durlabha tathA ati ati UMDA evA zrI prabhuthI saMtoSAya evA paramArtha lobhanI prApti thayA pachIthI e jIvane zrI paMcaparameSTinA paMcAmRtathI bahmacarya samAdhinI prApti thAya che. e vakhate jIva 'deha chatAM dehAtIta'paNAno anubhava kare che. 14

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pUrNa AjJAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA zrI prabhunA jaNAvyA pramANe A sthiti prApta karavA mATe jIvano puruSArtha pUrNa AjJAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA" meLavavAno hovo joIe. A puruSArthanuM madhyabiMdu che - AjJAmArga prerita, kalyANa prerita, mahAsaMvara mArga prerita mahA Azrava mArgathI, lobhane potAthI saMtoSAya evA paramArtha lobhamAM ane te lobhane prabhuthI saMtoSAya evA paramArtha lobhamAM samaye samaye pariNAvavo. mATe A puruSArthane samajavA mahA Azrava mArga, paramArtha lobha tathA tenA pariNamanane UMDANathI samajavuM jarUrI bane che. mahA Azrava mArgamAM jIva Azrava para lakSa keMdrita kare che. AzravavuM eTale grahaNa karavuM. uttamane grahaNa karavAmAM be lAkSaNikatA jovA maLe che. (1) prApta karavA yogya vastu, padArtha, guNAdino potAmAM abhAva hovo ane e abhAvane jANavo. (2) je vyakti, AtmA, padArtha ke anya pAse e vastu, padArtha ke guNAdinI prAptinuM sAdhana dekhAya tenI pAsethI te meLavavA mATe prArthanA karavI, ane e prakAre vyavahAra karavo ke jethI tenI prApti thAya. A parathI nakkI thAya che ke Azrava mATe mukhyatve be tattva jIvamAM hovA jarUrI che (1) lobha ke icchA (2) yAcakapaNuM. A mukhya be guNonA peTAvibhAgamAM anya aneka guNo Ave che, jemake nirmAnIpaNuM, madhyasthatA, vinaya, bhakti, AjJA ityAdi. jIva anAdi kALathI vibhAva karato ja Avyo che. A kuTevane zrI prabhu mahAmArganA guNa rUpe pheravAve che. A mArga jIvanA anAdikALanA abhyAsane anurUpa che, tethI tene temAM sarakavuM sugama ane sulabha lAge che. paraMtu A mArgamAM eka moTuM bhayasthAnaka paNa che. jIva Azrava mArgane Adare che tyAre e Azrava guNono che, pudgalano che, vibhAvano che ke karmano che, tenI parakha ati sUkSma hovAne lIdhe te karI zakato nathI. paraMtu jyAre te puruSArthanI ati sUkSmatA sAthe apramAdI kalyANabhAvamAM ekatAra thAya che, ane temAM pratyeka samaye rata rahe che tyAre tene enI spaSTa parakha Ave che. te parathI yogya jaNAze ke A mArgano yathArtha upayoga tIrthakara ke gaNadhara pada nikAcIta karanArane ane anya parameSTine pada udayamAM AvyA pachI ja thAya che. eno artha e thayo ke 15

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha jIvane puruSArthanI apramAdI tIkSNatA baLavAna puruSArtha pachI ja Ave che. te kAraNe zrI prabhu A mahA AzravanA mArgane utkRSTa rUpe kevI rIte meLavavo tenI cAvI batAve che. te pachI eTale ke mArga maLyA pachI potAno vega vadhAravA jIve kevA bhAva karavA joIe tenI jANakArI Ape che. ane chevaTamAM e mArga pAmelAne ane AdaranArane zuM lAbha thAya che tenuM bhAna karAve che. "he prabhu! tamArI karuNA aparaMpAra che. huM to tamArA dAsAnudAsa thavAne paNa pAtra nathI. paraMtu je gADha baMdhana tame kalyANarUpI dorIthI bAMdho cho, te dorI A dIna, mUDha, nirAzrita tathA anAtha jIvane apUrva ArAdhananA tAMtaNAmAM bAMdhI adIna - dhanADhaya banAve che, mUDhamAMthI jJAnI, mahAjJAnI tathA kevaLajJAnI banAve che, vaLI nirAzrita anAthane sanAtha ja nahi paNa anya anAthane sanAtha banAvavA mATe sakSama vIryavAna banAve che. zrI tIrthaMkararUpa parameSTinI A kevI adbhuta AcaraNA che! emanA romeromamAMthI kalyANarUpI karuNA nItare che, paNa emanA potAnA puruSArtha mATe, potAnA Atmapradezane AjJAmAM rAkhavA mATe teo eTalA ja kaDaka bane che. teo satyavrata tathA sa2LatAnA agresara che. prabhujI! tamArA A gUDha ane ati gaMbhI2 puruSArthane tame A maMdabuddhivALA bhaktane samajAvo ke jethI 'tuja muja aMtara aMtara bhAMjaze re, vAjaze maMgala tUra, jIva sarovara atizaya vAdhaze re, AnaMdaghana rasapUra' ". AvA prabhu zaMkha vagADI jJAnanI lahANI kare che -- 'mahA Azrava mArgane pAmavA mATe jIve pahelAM saMvara mArga, nirjarA mArga, saMvara prerita nirjarA mArga, nirjarA prerita saMvara mArga, mahAsaMvara mArga, saMvara prerita mahAsaMvara mArga, kalyANaprerita mahAsaMvara mArga tathA AjJA prerita kalyANa prerita mahAsaMvara mArganI utkRSTatAne anubhavyA pachI, enuM utkRSTapaNuM sahana karyA pachI jIvanuM lakSa e mArgamAM sthira thAya che; eTale ke uttama saMvara tathA nirjarA mATe AjJArUpI pUrNatAmAM parovAya che. mahAAzrava mArgane pAmavA mATe A paheluM agatyanuM tathA anivArya pagathiyuM che. jyAM sudhI jIva mahAsaMvara mArganI badhI vizeSatAne samajI, AcarI temAM pAraMgata 16

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pUrNa AzAsiddhi -- pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA thato nathI, tyAM sudhI mahA Azrava mArga tene yathArthapaNe maLato nathI. ane jo jIva ene svacchaMdathI meLavavA jAya che, to te tene phaLato nathI, balke e ja mArga enA mATe pApa zramaNIyanuM sAdhana banI ene adhogatimAM laI jAya che.' ja ahIM zrI prabhu taraphthI cetavaNI maLe che ke jyAM sudhI prabhunI ke samartha gurunI AjJA na hoya tyAM sudhI A mahA AzravanA mArgane meLavavAno ke te mArge cAlavAno puruSArtha karavo nahi kAraNa ke tema karavAthI AjJAnuM ullaMghana thAya che. pAtratA AvyA pahelAM ke AjJA maLyA pahelAM jo jIvane A mArga pAmavAnI icchA thAya to teNe prabhune prArthanA karavI ghaTe ke, "he prabhu! mahA Azrava mArgane pAmavA mATenA mArA aMtarAyo toDAvo. sAthe sAthe mahAsaMvara mArganI sarva vizeSatAo mArI pAse AcaraNamAM mUkAvo, ke jethI mahAsaMvara mahA Azrava mArganI mahAsaMvaratA mANI huM pUrNa AjJAsiddhithI puraskRta thAuM ane huM pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazAne pAmuM." A bhAvanAnA ghUMTaNathI jIvamAM apUrva vIrya pragaTa thAya che. tethI te zrI prabhu tathA zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMta prati apUrva saraLatA, bhakti, vinaya tathA AjJA vede che. ane kramathI te mahAsaMvara mArganI pUrNatA tathA sarvotkRSTatA meLavato jAya che. mahAsaMvara mArganI pUrNatA e ja AjJA prerita kalyANa prerita mahAsaMvara mArganuM sarvotkRSTapaNuM che. A mArganI sahAyathI jIva potAnAM pudgalanA AhAra, vihAra tathA nihAranuM niyamana zrI prabhu tathA zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanI pUrNa AjJAnusAra karI zake che. pariNAme saMvara tathA nirjarA vacceno je zukla samaya bace che temAM te pradezathI guNavRddhi mATe prArthanA tathA kSamApanA kare che. jyAre A prakriyA amuka mAtrAe jora kare che tyAre tenAmAM guNonA AhAranuM vedana pragaTe che, ane temAM te amuka prakAranI apUrva zAMti tathA sukhano anubhava kare che. A anubhavane lIdhe tene AvA guNono AhAra vAraMvAra karavAnA bhAva thAya che. te bhAvane te prArthanA tathA kSamApanA rUpe potAnA pradezathI zrI prabhu samakSa rajU karI, potAnAM aMtarAya karmano kSaya karato jAya che. A kSaya viziSTa rUpathI thato hovAthI tene zrI prabhu pAsethI 17

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha mukhyatAe ane zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMta pAsethI gauNarUpe vIryanI prApti thAya che. maLelA vIryanI sahAyathI te jIva mahAsaMvaranI prakriyA vadhu alpa samayamAM pUrI karI zake che. pariNAme be mahAsaMvaranA puruSArtha vacce vadhAre zukla samaya bace che, je samayamAM te vadhAre guNono AhAra karI zake che. A rIte krame krame eno guNono AhAra vadhato jAya che. Ama karatAM karatAM jyAre te evI avasthAe pahoMce che ke teno aDadho kALa mahAsaMvaranI prakriyAmAM ane bAkIno aDadho kALa guNano AhAra karavAmAM pasAra kare che tyAre te jIva mahAzravanA mArgano sparza kare che. A mArganuM varNana zrI rAjaprabhue gupta rIte "ananya ciMtana atizaya zudhdha svabhAva jo" (apUrva avasara) jevAM keTalAMka vacanomAM kareluM joI zakAya che. zrI prabhu pAsethI mahA AzravanI prAthamika avasthAnuM dAna pAmI, jIva ahobhAvanA AnaMdathI prabhujI prati vadhAre AjJAdhIna thAya che. tenAM vadhatAM jatAM AjJAdhInapaNAthI te prabhu prati UMDANathI prema, zraddhA tathA arpaNatAne vede che, ane arpaNatAnI sahAyathI potAmAM pragaTelA guNonuM utkRSTapaNuM sahana karavA mAMDe che, tene lIdhe teno potAthI saMtoSAto paramArtha lobha prabhuthI saMtoSAya evA paramArtha lobhamAM palaTAto jAya che. A prakAranA paramArtha lobhanI sahAyathI e jIva prabhu pratye prArthanAnAM mAdhyamathI, AgaLa vadhavA mATe mArgadarzananI mAgaNI kare che. zrI prabhune pUrNatA hovAthI mArganI pUrepUrI jANakArI che, vaLI jIvanA bhAva pAMca samavAyane ekaThA kare che, tethI mArgadarzaka paMcAstikAyarUpa paramANune kArya karavA mATe sAnukULa paristhiti racAya che, tenA AdhAre jIva vadhAre ucca kakSAnAM paramANune kheMce che. tenI sahAyathI e jIva AhAra karelA guNone potAnA anya pradezo para vihAra karavA sakriya kare che. A vihArathI jIva AtmAnA agurulaghu guNanI sahAya laI, AhAra karelA sarva guNonuM anya sarva pradezo para saMkramaNa kare che. pariNAme tenA azudhdha pradezo krame krame zuddhi vadhAratA jAya che, tethI zudhdha tathA azudhdha pradezo vadhAre ne vadhAre samAna - sama thatA jAya che. A saMkramaNa karavAnI prakriyA jIva mahAsaMvaranA ArAdhananA kALamAM samakAlInapaNe (simultaneously) kare che. saMkramaNa thavAthI AhAra karelA pradeza para 18

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pUrNa AjJAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA avakAza (vacuum) thAya che, tethI te jIva zukla samayamAM vadhAre tIkSNatAthI ane moTI saMkhyAmAM guNono Azrava karI zake che. guNonA vadhAre Azravane kAraNe jIvanuM AjJAdhInapaNuM vadhatuM jAya che, pariNAme tenAM aMtarAya vizeSe tUTe che, ane vIrya vadhe che. jethI vadhAre UMcA prakAranAM paramANuo jIva rahI zake che. Ama thavAthI jIvanA guNonuM utkRSTapaNuM vadhe che. A rIte jIva guNonA AhAra, vihAra tathA nihAranI vRddhi karato rahe che. A vRddhi karavAnI sAthe jIva pAMca mahAvratanuM pAlana vadhAre zuddhi tathA vadhAre sUkSamatAthI kare che, ane AjJAdhInatA vadhArato rahe che. tenAM phaLarUpe te jIva mahAAzrava mArganI pUrNatA tarapha sarato jAya che. jIva jyAre AhAra, vihAra tathA nihAranI trikaraNa prakriyA sarva pradezathI eka dhArAe karI zake che tyAre te mahA AzravanI pUrNatAne pAme che. ane te mArganA phAyadA paNa anubhave che. A mArga para laI javA mATe zrI prabhu jIvane saMsAranAM svarUpanuM pratyakSapaNuM emanI dezanA tathA bodha dvArA karatA ja rahe che. A svarUpanI jANakArI laI jIva e mArganuM ArAdhana zarU kare che ane jIva jema jema prabhune AdhIna thato jAya che, tema tema tenA AcaraNanI sudhAraNA karAvI TheTha mahA AzravanI pUrNatA pAmavA sudhI prabhu tene vikasAve che. zrI prabhu temanI sarva dezanAmAM aviratapaNe pokArI pokArIne bodhe che ke, "saMsAra ekAMta duHkhamaya ja che"; koI paNa kALe, koI paNa kSetramAM, koI paNa jIvane koI paNa bhavamAM saMsAra sukharUpa nathI ja. saMsAramAM duHkha, du:kha ane duHkha ja che. tenI sarakhAmaNImAM sahaja Atmika svarUpamAM, paramArthika ke sAmAyika e sarva dravyathI (AtmadravyathI), sarvakSetrathI (sidhdhabhUminA sarva bhAgamAM), sarva kALathI ane sarva bhavathI (koI paNa paryAyathI mokSa pAmelA AtmAnA saMdarbhathI) sukha, sukha ane sukha ja che. mATe je samaju jIva che teno sarva puruSArtha, sarva bhAva eka ja dhyeya para keMdrita hoya cheH saMsArathI samaya samayanI nivRtti ane mokSa meLavavA mATe samaya samayanI 19

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha pravRtti. A dhyeyane svataMtrapaNe vaLagI rahevuM sugama tathA sulabha che. paraMtu jIva anAdi kALathI saMsArane ja priya mAnato Avyo che; tethI tene A sahaja sthitimAM rAkhe evA dhyeyane vaLagI rahevuM ati duSkara ane kaThaNa lAge che. A kaThaNa lAgatA dhyeyane sulabha banAvavA zrI prabhue parama AjJApaMthanI racanA karI che. AjJApaMthanA AdhAre jIva saMsArasukhanI bhrAMtigata bhramaNAne mokSasukharUpa sanAtana dhyeyamAM laI jaI zake che. vaLI zrI prabhu jIvane sAcI samajaNa Ape che ke AjJAno mArga e loko samaje che tevo tyAgano mArga nathI, paNa prAptino mArga che. A mArgamAM jIva vadhu vadhu UMcI vastu meLavato jAya che, ane pUrve grahaNa karelI nabaLI vastu choDato jAya che. eTale ke AjJAmArgamAM je je vastu jIva tyAgato jaNAya che te te vAstavikatAmAM choDavApaNuM che. potAne na joItI vastu te mUkato jAya che. A choDavApaNuM koI dveSa, dhikkAra, ke dabANane AdhAre thatuM nathI, paNa uttama vastu maLatAM tenuM tucchapaNuM samajAya che tethI choDe che. be paraspara virodhI vega eka sAthe rahI zake nahi e nyAye saMvega vadhatAM nirveda vadhAre che arthAt e jIva saMsAra bhogavavAnI icchAne potAmAMthI vidAya Apato jAya che. tenA aMtaraMgamAM evA bhAva 2me che ke, "he prabhu! jema jema tamAro saMparka vadhe che tema tema mane A saMsAra tathA tenI paryAyo duHkharUpa lAge che. tethI mAre bhrAMtigatapaNe je je saMsArI bhAvo bAMdhyA che tene niHzeSa karI, tamArA caraNamAM raheluM atiMdriya sukha mANavuM che. tethI je rUpI padArthone huM mUkato jAuM chuM, temAM kyA nyAye huM rAgadveSa karuM? anAdikALathI icchavA chatAM saMsAra mAro thayo nathI, to e saMsAra mATe huM zA mATe kartApaNAnA bhAvathI mArA arUpI AtmAne rUpI banAvuM? ema karavAthI AtmAnuM pAMcamuM pada mArAthI dUra thAya, te zA mATe karuM! prabhujI! mAre to saMsAra joito ja nathI, to e saMsArane tamArA jevA anubhavInA bodha sivAya kevI rIte tyAgI zakIza! ghaNI ghaNI vicAraNA pachI mane dRDha thayuM che ke saMsArane choDavA mATe tathA mokSasukhane abAdhaka banAvavA mATe AjJAmArga ja zAzvata mArga che. A AjJAmArgamAM yathArtha rIte cAlavAnuM zarU 20

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pUrNa AjJAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA karyA pachI zAtA ho ke azAtA ho, devaloka ho ke naraka ho, puNyano udaya ho ke pApano udaya ho, mAruM romeroma mane pokArI pokArIne kahe che ke "he jIva! A tAruM nathI!" je mAruM nathI tenI prApti ke aprApti mATe harSa, zoka, rati, arati, bhaya, ciMtA, zoka ke jugupsA kema hoya! tyAM to mAtra taTastha vItarAgatAthI nitaratI nispRhatAne ja sthAna che. mATe karmano bhogavaTo karavA je jIvAjIvano saMparka thAya che e ajJAnAvasthAmAM bAMdhelA mArA duSkRtanuM ja pariNAma che. to have tene vedavAM je mane priya che evA zuklano Azraya laI, mArA vIryano tamArI AjJAmAM rahevA ane pALavA mATe upayoga karavo che. tamArI kRpAthI mane maLelA vIryane mAre tamArI AjJAmAM rahevA mATe ja vAparavuM che. mAruM koI paNa sAmarthya e AjJAne cakAsavA ke zaMkAnuM nivAraNa karavA paNa vAparuM nahi, evuM daDhatva mane Apo." A prakAre AjJAdhIna rahevAnA uttama bhAva karAvI, tenAthI thatA ghaNA ghaNA lAbhano anubhava karAvI, pote loka samastamAM phelAI, pUrNa AjJAmAM rahI mahA Azrava mArga tathA mahAsaMvara mArgamAM utkRSTapaNe vartI, paramottama vItarAgatA sAthe, sahajapaNe parama ahiMsAdharmamaya dayAdharmamAM satyapaNe, acaurya sAthe, aparigrahI thaI, bahmarasamAM zrI paMcaparameSTinI pUrNa AjJAe potAnA sarva puruSArthane ajIva pudgalamAM jIvita karanAra zrI tIrthaMkara prabhune vAraMvAra vaMdana karIe chIe. e dharmamaya jIvana vAraMvAra e ajIva pugalamAM jIvaMta bano, ke jethI A lokanA sarva ajIva padArtho e dharmarUpa sanAtana dharmanA maMgalapaNAnA jayajayakAramAM vadhatA jAya. aho! zrI dharma tathA dharmarUpa sanAtana puruSArtha kevo ananya che? A lokamAM chamAMthI pAMca dravya ajIva che, eka sajIva che. je jIva che temAMnA moTAbhAganA jIvo adharmamAM AruDha che, ghaNA alpa jIvo ja dharmamAM puruSArtha kare che. Ama chatAM A lokamAMthI dharma kyAreya viccheda pAmato nathI, dharma to sanAtana tathA maMgala ja rahe che. e pAMca dravyo tathA adharma sAdhanArA jIvo ekaThA maLIne paNa dharmanAM astitva tathA nityatvane anitya karI zakatA nathI. A prasaMgathI zrI prabhu ApaNane dharmanAM mahad vIryanuM, sAmarthyanuM tathA varcasvanuM bhAna karAve che. 1

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha AvA alpatvapaNAmAM paNa dharma jo A lokamAM satata sanAtana astitva dharAvI zake che, to e dharmanAM biMdu jo jIvanA Atmapradeza para nityatA pAme to e jIva kALe karIne pUrNa dharmanuM pratika bane emAM navAI zI? dharmanI A lAkSaNikatA dharmamAM ArUDha thayelA jIvane - mahA Azrava ke mahAsaMvara mArgane ArAdhatA jIvane ekAMta du:khamaya saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM dharmamArgamAM akalpanIya pragati karAve che. zrI prabhue varNavelA ekAMta duHkhamaya saMsAramAM jIva dharmanA prabhAvathI uttama prakAranI zAMti tathA sukha vedI zake che. A sukhanA anubhava tathA vedanane varNavavA mATe zrI prabhunI vANI satyavratamAM vinA apavAde vahe che. emanI vANI sarva apekSAthI pUrNa ja che. vaLI, saraLatAthI bharapUra che. vANInA A guNo zrI prabhunA uttama kalyANabhAvanA AdhAre pragaTa thAya che. AvI sarvaguNasaMpanna vANI dharAvanAra zrI tIrthakara prabhu A saMsArane ekAMta duHkhamaya tarIke oLakhAvatA hoya to te saMsAra hakIkatamAM evo ja hovo joie. A saMsAramAM jo sukhanAM nAnAM biMduo paNa hAjara hota to zrI prabhu emanI satyathI bharelI vANImAM e zakyatAno nirdeza ane varNana jarUra karata. jo ema na bane to zrI prabhunI vANI satya, saraLa ane sarva apekSAe pUrNa kaI rIte kahI zakAya? A vicAratAM daDha nizcaya thAya che ke A saMsAra ekAMta du:khano ja dariyo che. saMsAranAM koI paNa pugala padArtha, dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya, AkAza, kALa ke anya jIva, jIvane sukha ApI zakatAM nathI. AthI jo jIva saMsAra ke saMsArI paryAyomAM sukha mAne arthAt sukhabuddhi rAkhe to e mAtra jIvanuM ajJAna ja che. AvA jIvanI sthiti kevI thAya? A jagatamAM prANI rahe, duHkhamAM gaLakAM khAto rahe, sukhanAM jhAMvAM nAkhato rahe, hakIkatamAM rIbAto rahe. AnAthI viruddhamAM zrI prabhu mokSarUpa sahaja sthitine ekAMte sukharUpa varNave che. te batAve che ke mokSarUpa sarva dharmanAM jIvAjIvarUpa sarva dravyo sukhanAM ekAMta

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pUrNa AjJAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA kAraNa tathA kAryarUpa bane che te hakIkata che. A sthiti zrI rAjaprabhunA zabdomAM A pramANe che - "sukhadhAma, anaMta susaMta cahI, dInarAta rahe te dhyAna mahIM, parazAMti anaMta sudhAmaya je, praNamuM pada te vara te, jaya te." Ama ekabAju saMsAra ane saMsArI cha dravyo duHkhanI khANa che, to bIjI bAju dharma ane dharmanAM dravyo sukhano abAdhita khajAno che. tethI samaju savaLo jIva sahajatAe saMsArane tyAgI dharma tarapha vaLe che. Ama hovA chatAM jIvane dharma sAhajikatAthI maLato nathI, kAraNa ke teNe ajJAna avasthAmAM dharmane lagatI ghaNI ghaNI aMtarAyo bAMdhI lIdhI hoya che. bAMdhelI aMtarAyone haNavA tene ghaNAM ghaNAM vIryanI jarUra paDe che, ane A vIryane khIlavavAmAM to teNe bAMdhelI aMtarAyanI vaNajAra vidana karatI ja rahe che. tethI vIrya khIlavavA mATe tenI pAse zrI prabhune yAcanA karavA sivAya bIjo koI mArga ke vikalpa raheto ja nathI. - zrI prabhu to karuNAnA sAgara che. tethI teo jIvanI bhUlo tathA doSone samagrapaNe jANavA chatAM, potAnA gaMbhIratAnA guNanA AdhAre tathA sahu jIva kalyANa pAme e bhAvanAnA AdhAre, jIvanI vartamAna icchAne prAdhAnya ApI, pUrvanI bhUlono kSaya karAvavA zrI prabhu e jIvamAM parama kRpA sAthe vIryane phorave che. vIrya pragaTatAM jIva potAmAM jaNAtA arUpI guNone AtmA tarIke oLakhavA lAge che, ane tene lIdhe te jIva saMsArI cha dravyanuM saMkocana dharmarUpI dravyathI karI zake che, ane potAnAM arUpI svarUpane oLakhavA tarapha vikAsa kare che. A prakriyA samajAtAM spaSTa thaze ke svataMtrapaNe dharmane pAmavo ane dharmane svamAM pariNamAvavo e durlabha ja nahi paNa asaMbhavarUpa che. tema chatAM e asaMbhavitatA zrI prabhunA sAthathI saMbhavita thAya che, eTaluM ja nahi paNa saraLa ane sugama paNa bane che. A kAraNe dharmanAM dravyane pAmavA mATe jIve zrI prabhunA vItarAga dharmanAM dravya prati AjJAdhIna banavuM joIe. prabhujIne AjJAdhIna thavAthI prAptinI asaMbhavatAne 23

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha saraLatA tathA sugamatAmAM palaTAvavAnI javAbadArI zrI prabhunI thaI jAya che, kAraNa ke prabhujI jo yAcakane tenI yogyatA anusAra prApti na karAve to teo aMtarAya karmanA bhAgIdAra thaI jAya, ane temanI akSaya, zuddha, buddha, caitanyaghana, svayaMjyoti tathA sukhadhAmarUpa avasthAnI aMtarAya bAMdhe; te TALavA kevaLajJAna, kevaLadarzana, kSAyika cAritra ane anaMta vIryanA dhAraka evA zrI prabhu samaya samayanA bhAga mAtra mATe paNa e kRtya thavA ja na de. AthI jo ApaNe zrI prabhunA vazamAM - AjJAmAM rahIe to anya koI vastu, dravya, padArtha ke jIvanA tAbAmAM rahevAnuM jarUrI thatuM nathI. A bhAva ApaNe nIce jevAM, rAjaprabhunAM vacana dvArA jANI zakIe chIe - "bIjuM kaMI zodha mA! eka sapuruSane zodhI, tenA caraNakamaLamAM sarva bhAva arpaNa karI daI vatye jA. pachI jo mokSa na maLe to mArI pAsethI leje." AvAM vacanone UMDANathI vicAratAM, uparanAM kathananI siddhi samajAya che. A rIte AjJAdhIna thavAthI, jIva uttama prakAranuM yAcakapaNuM anubhave che. tenAM anusaMdhAnamAM tene potAnI asamarthatA tathA siddhi meLavavAmAM zrI prabhu taraphathI maLatI sahAya lakSagata thAya che. pariNAme te jIva zrI prabhu prati tathA saddharma prati vinita bane che. vinita thavAthI te dharmarUpI jaDIbuTTI pAme che, ane kaMTakamaya saMsAramAM paNa potAnAM AtmadharmarUpa saMjIvanI grahaNa karI, rUpI nimittonI vacce arUpI AtmAne pragaTAvato jAya che. A samajAtAM zrI rAjaprabhunI nIcenI paMktionuM hArda samajAze - "he arUpI rUpIne e acarajanI vAta" "prathama dehadRSTi hatI, tethI bhAsyo deha, have dRSTi thaI AtmamAM, gayo dehathI neha." jIva svarUpe AtmA satata rUpI padArthone grahaNa karato rahe che. jyAM sudhI dehamAM Atmabuddhi che, tyAM sudhI AtmA deharUpa bhAse che. dehathI chUTI AtmA tarapha dRSTi

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pUrNa AzAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA vaLatAM, deha bhaNIno rAga tUTato jAya che. zrI prabhujInuM mukhya kartavya e ja che ke jIvanI dehadRSTine AtmadRSTimAM palaTAvavI, eTaluM ja nahi paNa anAdi kALathI cAlatI AvatI kuTevane bhUlAvI jIvane sanmArgamAM laI javo, AjJAdhIna jIva mATe A kArya TUMkA gALAmAM thaI jAya che. "parama puruSa prabhu saguru, parama jJAna sukhadhAma, jeNe ApyuM bhAna nija, tene sadA praNAma." - zrImad rAjacaMdra A pramANe dharmadravyanI AjJAmAM rahevAthI asAra ane du:khamaya saMsAramAM paNa jIva sukhamaya ane mokSanAM pratikarUpa samyaka samAdhine meLave che. zrI prabhue A prakAre ApaNane mahAsaMvara mArga tathA mahAzrava mArganA ananya guNo jaNAvI, mokSamArgane TUMko karanArA gupta, gaMbhIra tathA asImita kAraNo sahaja, sulabha tathA sugamapaNe ApaNI samakSa rajU karyA che. zrI prabhunA A akathya upakArano yogya mApadaMDa karavo, koI apekSAthI ati durlabha ane mukhyatve chadmastha avasthAmAM asaMbhava jaNAya che. je mArganuM mUlyAMkana karavuM ATaluM kaThina che, te mArgane prabhue ApaNA jevA chadmastha, dIna, maMda vIryavALA ziSyo mATe, tenA gUDha rahasyo sahita chatAM saraLa ane sugama vANImAM, ApaNI alpa samajaNane Thesa na vAge e rIte pUrNAtipUrNa sidhdhAMtane vANIgamya banAvI rajU karyo che - prakAzita karyo che. prabhujI to pUrNa che. temanI vANInI kevI adbhutatA che! te vANI pUrNa hovA chatAM chabastha jIvonI samajaNane lagatA aMtarAyane chedIbhedI, icchuka chadmastha sAdhakane samajAvI zake evA sAmarthyavALI hoya che. A vANI paMDita icchukanA jJAnane vadhAranArI to che ja, paNa sAthe sAthe maMda buddhivALA icchukane paNa tenuM jJAna vadhAre evA sAmarthyavALI hoya che. A vANI paMDitajano mATe haLavI nathI, tema ja maMdabuddhivALA mATe bhAre paNa nathI. Ama A vANImAM agurulaghu guNa samAyelo che. A guNa 25

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha vANIne samasta lokanuM kalyANa karavA mATe jarUrI zakti ApI rahe che. pudgalarUpa vANImAM Avo guNa tyAre ja udbhavI zake jyAre e vANInA dhAraka AtmAmAM e guNanI vizeSatA hoya. A uparAMta e vANImAM anaMta vIrya samAyeluM hoya che, te vIrya loka samastanA jIvonA anaMta prakAranI samajaNanAM aMtarAya chedI zake che. je vakhate e vANInA dhArakamAM anaMta vIryanI anaMtatA, samayanA bheda vagara vedAtI hoya te vakhate ja Ama banI zake. A vedana, e AtmAnAM AjJAdhInapaNAnI arUpI kakSAnA utkRSTa svarUpamAM sthAna pAme che. te parathI khabara paDe che ke zrI prabhunI aMtaraMga caryA keTalI vizudhdha tathA pavitra hovI joie! ke jethI e AtmAnA paugalika dehamAMthI nipajatI pudgala vANI chadmastha zrotAnA kAnamAM paDatAM ja tenAM cetanane jAgRta kare che. eTaluM ja nahi paNa, e vANInuM sthULa rUpa zAstranI zAbdika maryAdAmAM baMdhAyeluM hovA chatAM, kALa jatAM e vANI vAcakanA ke zrotAnA AtmAmAM potAnA arUpIpaNAne pAmavAnI lAgaNI tathA puruSArtha jagADI zake che. AvI adbhuta vANIne anubhavI, svasvarUpane pAmavAnI tamannAne utkRSTa karI, AjJAmArgamAM cAlI potAnAM AjJAdhInapaNAne jIva utkRSTa karato jAya che. ane te mahAsaMvara mArgamAM AjJAnI pUrNatA pAmavA puruSArthI thAya che. mahAsaMvara mArgamAM jIva jyAre AjJAnI pUrNatA meLavavA ArAdhanA kare che arthAt potAnI cetana paryAyamAM jyAre pugalanI nirjarA AjJAMkitapaNe kalyANanA AjJArasathI kare che, tyAre te jIva mahAsaMvara mArganI pUrNatAne anubhave che. jene ApaNe "AjJAmArga prerita, kalyANa prerita mahAsaMvara mArga'nA nAmathI oLakhIe chIe. A ja mArgane ApaNe judI apekSAthI vicArIe tyAre samajAya che ke mahAsaMvara mArgamAM jIva ajIvanAM mAdhyamathI AjJArasano Azrava kare che, karmanI nirjarA kare che ane e ja AjJArasathI yogya vihAra paNa kare che. A prakriyAne zrI prabhu TUMkANamAM pudgala prerita AjJArasa paryAya tarIke oLakhAve che.

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pUrNa AjJAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA A mArgamAM apramatta thaI jIva jyAre AjJAmAM rahevAno puruSArtha utkRSTa kare che, tyAre e jIvane pudgalanI apekSAe AjJArasano saMcaya karavAmAM asamarthatA vedAya che. pariNAme te jIvane zeSa pugalono yogya nihAra karavAmAM abhisaMdhija vIryano upayoga karavo paDe che. je tene mATe svarUpamAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAnuM nimitta thAya che. A kAraNe tene potAnAM sAmarthyarUpa AjJA ArAdhananI pUrNatA jovA jANavA chatAM, vedavAmAM nyUnapaNuM lAgavAthI e jIvane aMdaramAM tIvra pazcAttAparUpa prArthanA thAya che. ane te potAnA pUrNa paramAtmAne araja kare che ke, "aho! jagatapitA! tame A jagatamAM bhAvika bhAvonI vacce paNa AjJAnA parama AzrayathI svabhAvanI siddhine pAmyA cho. A AjJAsiddhinI pUrNatA evI vizudhdha che ke te tamArA vibhAvane sadAkALa mATe saphaLatAthI svabhAvamAM palaTAve che; vaLI, Ape karelo AjJArasa saMcaya eTalo vipula che ke ApanA zAMta thayelA AtmAmAM te AjJArUpa pUrNa OM dhvani banI, amArA jevA abujha, alpamati tathA ajJAnI jIvone mATe svabhAva meLavavA TUMkAmAM TUMkA tathA saraLa, sugama ane sIdhA dhorImArganI racanA kare che. e bodhavANInI lAkSaNikatA evI che ke vadhatI AjJAthI janmelI mArganI prarUpaNAne A lokamAM sanAtana tathA sarvotkRSTa maMgalapaNe satata rAkhe che. jo vadhatI AjJAnuM mahAbhya tathA uccatA A saMsAramAM AvAM abhuta hoya, to e mULa AjJAnI vizuddhi tathA sparza keTalo rUDo, apUrva tathA ananya hovo joie? prabhu! amane guNono Azrava karAvI A kathanano anubhava karAvo. AjJAnI pUrNatA je cetanamAM che, teno anaMtamo bhAga paNa pudgalamAM samAvo durlabha lAge che; tethI pugalamAMthI janmelo AjJAmArga jo Avo apUrva jaNAya che to cetanamAMthI janmelo AjJAmArga tenAthI anaMtagame vizeSa apUrva, rUDo ane kalpanAtIta hoya te samajAya tema che. to prabhujI! amane tame A cetana prerita AjJArasanAM bhoktA banAvo ke jethI pugalanA saMsargathI maLelA rogIpaNAthI mukta thaI, sadAkALa mATe

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha nirogIpaNAne mANI zakIe. amane samajAya che ke cetana prerita AjJArasa vacanAtIta, pudgalAtIta ane mAtra anubhavagamya che, tethI e bodhadurlabha tattvanI prApti sAmAnyapaNe asaMbhavita che. mATe e mArganI prAptinuM mULa tamArA bodhelA pudgala prerita AnnArasanI pUrNatAnA satata ArAdhanamAM ja anubhavAya e prasiddha che." je pada zrI sarvanne dIThuM jJAnamAM, kahI zakyA nahi paNa te zrI bhagavAna jo, e svarUpane anya vANI te zuM kahe? anubhavagocara mAtra rahyuM te jJAna jo . apUrva A prakAranI prArthanArUpa yAcanAthI jIvane zrI prabhu pudgala prerita AjJArasanI pUrNatA karavA mATe bodharUpa samajaNa Ape che. A samajaNa ApavAno mULa hetu e che ke jIva e mArga ArAdhatAM ArAdhatAM AnaMda tathA prasannatAno anubhava karI zake. pudgala prerita AjJArasathI jIva amuka mAtrA sudhI AnaMda tathA prasannatA anubhavI zake che, paNa tenAthI ucca avasthAe e rasa jIvane pUrato AnaMda ke prasannatA ApI zakato nathI, te baMnemAM maMdatA vede che. AvA kALe AjJAMkita sAdhaka zrI prabhu tathA zrI guru pAse samajaNa meLavI, potAnA AnaMdanI adhurapane pUravA, prabhunI prasannatA tathA temanA saMparkamAM rahetA uttamatAe ArAdhana karatA jIvone oLakhI, samajI, bhAva karI rahaNa karavA puruSArthI thAya che. AvA guNagrAhIpaNAthI zrI prabhu taraphathI akathya evo cetana prerita AjJArasa pAmavAno ati gupta mArga tene prApta thAya che. cetana prerita AjJArasa pAmavAno A eka ja mArga cheH sarva AtmA mATe saraLatA, bhakti, vinaya, tathA AjJAnA mAdhyamathI prabhunA guNone oLakhavA, samajavA, bhAvavA tathA grahaNa karavA. A puruSArthanI jyAre utkRSTatA thAya che tyAre pudgala prerita AjJArasa cetana prerita AjJArasamAM pUrNapaNe pariName che, jene zrI prabhu "mahA-AzravanA mArga' tarIke oLakhAve che. mahAsaMvara mArgamAM pudgalanI nirjarA (ajIvanI) pUrNa AjJAMkitapaNe thAya che, mahA Azrava mArgamAM guNono Azrava jIva AjJAMkitapaNe

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pUrNa AzAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA kare che. Ane UMDANathI vicAratAM samajAya che ke A mahAmArganA mukhyatve cAra vibhAga ane anaMta peTAvibhAga thAya che. cAra vibhAga zrI prabhu A pramANe samajAve che - guNa avasthA AhAra | vihAra | | nihAra grahaNa - Acquire chadmastha pudgala pudgala pudgala | pudgala prerita AjJArasa (mahAsaMvara mArga, chadmastha guNa guNa guNa | guNa prerita AjJArasa (mahAAzrava mArga) kevaLI paryAya pudgala guNa pudgala kevaLI samudyAta pachI guNa pudgala pudgala guNa ane sidhdha thatI vakhate Ama saraLatA, bhakti, vinaya tathA AjJA e mahAmArga para AvavA mATe, cAlavA mATe, rahevA mATe tathA tenI utkRSTatA pAmavA mATe mULa tathA dhruva kAraNo che. prAthamika saraLatA, bhakti, vinaya tathA AjJAthI zarU karI madhyama, ane utkRSTathI pUrNa tathA pUrNAtipUrNa saraLatA, bhakti, vinaya tathA AjJA pAmavA mATe zrI prabhu mukhyatve be bhAvanuM apramatta ArAdhana karavA bodhe che - 1. zrI guru, zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMta tathA zrI ArAdhya prabhu prati pUjyabhAva, upakAra buddhi tathA ahobhAva bhAvavA. 2. lokakalyANanA hetuthI dharmano abAdhaka phelAvo thAya evI bhAvanA satata bhAvavI, jethI dharmanuM sarvotkRSTa maMgalapaNuM tathA sanAtanapaNuM utkRSTa kakSAe sajIvana rahe. A baMne bhAvanAnA bhAvana karavA mATe zrI prabhu bodhe che ke, "he AyuSyano! tame bUjho! samyak prakAre bUjho! tamane ati durlabha chatAM ati sugama, saraLa ane sacoTa evo dharmano mArga maLyo che. A mArganAM peTALamAM rahelA atigUDha evA mahAsaMvara tathA mahA AzravanA mArga maLyA che. A mahAmArgane tame vinA ra(

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha vilaMbe pUrNa upayoga sahita, apramattapaNe romeroma tathA pradezepradezathI abAdhaka bhUmikAnI pUrNatA sAthe bhajo. AvA apUrva bhajanamAM zrI arihaMtaprabhu prerita paMca-parameSTinI pUrNa caraNasevAthI tathA puruSArthathI A sUkSma, gaMbhIra tathA gUDha mArga ati sahajatAe, vinA aMtarAye tamArA dareka pradezamAM kramika bhUmikAthI vikAsa pAmato jaze." A mATe zrI prabhuno upadeza che ke, "ANAe dhammo, ANAe tavone 'samaya goyaM mA pamAyaethI "Atmika zuddhithI paramArthika siddhimAM phalita karatAM karatAM 'sarvotkRSTa zuddhithI sarvotkRSTa siddhi' sudhI pahoMcI, akaMpa ane aDola svarUpa pAmavA mATe satata sAtha ApanAra evA 'OM gamaya ANAya, ANAyuM gamaya OM" thI apUrvakaraNa, anivRttikaraNathI prerita evI pUrNa AjJAsiddhine pAmo, jethI tame pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA'nA kartAbhoktA thaI zako. A dazAthI tame lokakalyANanAM atizULa tathA atisUkSma rUpane davA tathA mANavA samartha thazo; eTaluM ja nahi paNa 'zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI AvatI bahmasamAdhi pAmI 'zrI kevaLIprabhunA sAtha'ne satata sAdi anaMta kALane mATe "siddhapada'mAM anubhavI zakazo; anya ne anubhavAvI zakazo tathA teno anubhava karatAne anumodI zakazo. A dravya uttama che, kSetra uttama che, kALa uttama che, bhava uttama che; mATe bhAvane uttamottama karI apUrva tathA ati durlabha saMyoganI saphaLatAnI Toce pahoMco." zrI arihaMta prabhu dharmanuM prarUpaNa tathA sthApana niyamapUrvaka samUhagata tathA moTA pAye kare che. koI paNa arihaMta bhagavAna vyaktigata tathA aMgata dharmaprarUpaNa karatA nathI. A vAta UMDANathI samajatAM emanA puruSArthanI eka ati agatyanI chatAM ati gupta lAkSaNikatA pragaTa thAya che. zrI prabhu tathA zrI gurunI AjJAthI A gaMbhIra rahasyane zabdadeha ApavAno puruSArtha karyo che. jethI bhedajJAnathI paripUrNa evI abhedadazA meLavavAnA aMtarAyo samUhagata puruSArthathI pradezodayathI kSaya thAya. ApaNe badhA jANIe chIe ke zrI arihaMta prabhu chellA AvartanamAM lagabhaga 250 thI 350 bhavamAM sUkSma sthULa rUpe jIva samastanA kalyANanA bhAva karatA 30

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pUrNa AjJAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA hoya che. lAMbA gALAnA A zubha bhAvanA pariNAma rUpe emano AtmA AgalA manuSya janmamAM ati durlabha chatAM ati kalyANakArI evuM tIrthakara nAmakarma bAMdhe che. A baMdha karyA pachI emanI kalyANabhAvanA dhruvabaMdhI thAya che. ane e dhruvabaMdhano aMta 14mAM guNasthAne Ave che; ke jyAre emano AtmA yoganuM ruMdhana kare che. te parathI samajAya che ane eka gupta rahasya pragaTa thAya che ke kevaLI paryAyamAM paNa jyAre zrI arihaMta prabhuno AtmA yoga sAthe joDAya che tyAre te zAtA vedanIya AzravavA sAthe tIrthakara nAmakarmanA - kalyANabhAvanAM paramANuo paNa moTI mAtrAmAM Azraye che. jo A kheMcANa na hoya to kalyANarUpa zAtA vedanIyanI tIvratA ke tINatA vadhI zake nahi ane 'pUrNa kalaMka rahita aDola sthiti meLavavAnA aMtarAyanA kSaya mATe yogya AcaraNa thaI zake nahi, ane dharmanA sanAtanapaNA tathA maMgalapaNAnA bhArathI te tIkSNatA ghaNI ghaTI jAya. A prakriyA vizeSa UMDANathI vicArIe. zrI arihaMta prabhune niyamapUrvaka gaNadharajI, AcAryajI, upAdhyAyajI, sAdhusAdhvIjI tathA zrAvaka zrAvikAnA paMcaparameSTinA puruSArthamAM sthAna pAme evA kalyANanAM paramANuono Azrava hoya che. A gUDhatA jANavAno ApaNe prayatna karatAM nathI, paraMtu zrI prabhu to Ama kalyANa ja kare evuM mAnI laie chIe. uparano niyama thavA pAchaLa zrI prabhuno kevo puruSArtha tathA phALo rahelo che teno to vicAra paNa ApaNe karatA nathI. ane "Ama to hoya ja' - 'teo Ama kare ja' ema prabhujIne prabhu rUpe svIkArI laI, temanA puruSArthane gauNa karI daie chIe - gauNa samajIe chIe. paraMtu ApaNA para asIma kRpA karI zrI prabhu ApaNane zrI arihaMta prabhuno puruSArtha jaNAve che. zrI arihaMta prabhunA puruSArthamAM lokakalyANanA bhAva sAthe sahu jIva dharmanI prApti kare ane dharmanI zAMti meLave e bhAva bhaLelA hoya che. A kAraNasara emano AtmA dharmanI prApti, temAMthI janmatI zAMti tathA je je gUDha rahasyone meLave che, tenuM teo vinA saMkoce, vinA pramAde amuka yathAyogya pAtra jIvone dAna karI svarUpa siddhi meLavavAmAM teone sahabhAgI kare che. emano 31

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha AtmA chadmasthapaNAmAM paNa dharmanI prAptine guptapaNe Acarato nathI, paraMtu pAtra jIvone tenuM dAna karato jAya che. jo teomAM A jAtano puruSArtha hota nahi to zrI arihaMta prabhune niyamapUrvaka paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtarUpa samUhano sAtha maLavo kaI rIte zakya banata? vaLI, zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunA nimittathI nitya nigodamAMthI nIkaLanAra jIva bhAvimAM tIrthaMkara thavAnA ja che e ja sUcave che ke te jIva bhAvimAM niyamapUrvaka lokakalyANanI bhAvanA karavAno che, ane te bhAvanAnuM dAna paNa ka2vAno che; jethI te dAna svIkArI emanA sAnidhyamAM zrI gaNadhara prabhunA AtmA paNa lokakalyANanI bhAvanA karavAmAM joDAvAnA che. A parathI zrI arihaMta prabhunI e lAkSaNikatA pragaTa thAya che ke, je bhAva emane svayaMbhU che, e bhAva paNa teo potA pUratA simita na rAkhatAM, sarva jIva e bhAva karI zake evA gupta AzayathI dAna ApatAM rahe che. je jIvo A dAna svIkArI 100 bhava sudhI temanI sAthe zubha saMbaMdhamAM rahI lokakalyANanI bhAvanA temanA AdhAre karatA rahe che teo chevaTamAM ati kalyANakArI evA gaNadharapadane prApta kare che. gaNadhara prabhunA jIva kakSAnusAra vinaya, bhakti tathA AjJApAlana sahita e bhAvane grahaNa karatA jaI, vadhAratA jaI, e bhAvane vyaktigata mUrtarUpa ApI, kalyANanI spRhArUpa saMsArIbhAvane e bhAvamAM bheLavI de che, jethI temano e ucca bhAva saMsArI jIvo sthULarUpe saMsArIpaNAmAM paNa oLakhI zake. 150 = zrI tIrthaMkara prabhu tathA gaNadhara prabhu sivAyanA koI paNa jIva mATe nityanigodamAMthI nIkaLatI vakhate nakkI thaI zakatuM nathI ke e jIva lokanA samasta jIvo mATe kalyANabhAvanA karI zakavAnA che. A kathana satya hovA sAthe ApaNe sahu jANIe chIe ke zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunA saMgamAM niyama pUrvaka gaNadhara prabhu sAthe paMcaparameSTi AcAryajI, upAdhyAyajI tathA sAdhusAdhvIjI kalyANabhAva kare ja che. A traNa kakSAnA jIvo (A. u. sA.) zrI tIrthaMkara prabhu tathA gaNadhara prabhuthI prerAIne lokakalyANanI bhAvanA kare che. ane temanI A bhAvanAnI zarUAta AtmadazAmAM amuka mAtrAmAM AgaLa vadhyA pachI ja thAya che, ajJAnAvasthAmAM A bhAvanA 32

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pUrNa AjJAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA bhAvavAno temane saMbhava hoto nathI. tema chatAM A bhAvanAne utkRSTatAe laI gayA vinA teo kevaLajJAna letA nathI ke sidhdha thatA nathI. e parathI sAbita thAya che ke teo traNe zrI tIrthaMkara prabhu tathA gaNadhara prabhunA nAmakarma baMdhanathI zarU karI sidhdha thatA sudhInI avasthAmAM temanI preraNAthI A bhAvanA zarU karI uttamatA sudhI pahoMcADe che. zrI tIrthaMkara prabhu jo dharmaprAptinuM dAna, zAMtinuM dAna ane siddhinuM dAna gaNadhara prabhu sahita anya jIvone ApatA na hota to anya jIvo temanI pAsethI preraNA laI pAtra thaI zakata nahi te nirvivAda che. A dAna meLavI, pAtra thaI sarva paMcaparameSTi jIvo lokakalyANanI bhAvanA karI, potAnA vartamAna tathA bhAvine maMgalamaya kare che. maMgala kaI rIte? jIva jyAre loka kalyANanI bhAvanA kare che tyAre te potAnA zAtA tathA zAMtinI prAptine lagatA aMtarAyano kSaya kare che, ane tethI temanuM jIvana maMgalamaya thatuM jAya che. sarva chadmastha parameSTi mAtra vartamAnanA maMgalapaNAnA hetuthI lokakalyANanI bhAvanA kare che. paraMtu e maMgalapaNAmAM zrI tIrthaMkara prabhu emanAmAM sanAtanapaNAnI bhAvanAnuM guptatAe ropaNa kare che. zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunI lokakalyANanI bhAvanA svayaMbhU hovAthI te maMgalapaNAnA svArthI AzayavALI hotI nathI, tethI temano AtmA e bhAvanAthI saheje sukha, zAMti ane zAtA anubhave che. A sarva joI zrI gaNadharAdi chadmastha parameSTi lokakalyANanI bhAvanA prabhu jevA sukha, zAMti, zAtA meLavavA mATe kare che. A rIte zrI tIrthaMkara prabhu dharmanA sanAtanapaNAnA niHsvArthI sthApana arthe bhAvanA kare che ane zrI gaNadharAdi vartamAna tathA bhAvinI ujjavaLatA arthe "sahu jIva dharma pAme" evI bhAvanA kare che. A prakAre zrI gaNadharAdi parameSTi mULamAM maMgalapaNAnA hetuthI bhAva kare che, ane zrI tIrthakara prabhunI preraNAthI sahAyaka tattvarUpe dharmanAM sanAtanapaNAne potAnA bhAvamAM umere che; tyAre zrI tIrthaMkara prabhu emanA kalyANabhAva mULa dharmanAM sanAtanapaNAnA AzayathI bhAve che; ane temAM maMgalapaNAne sahAyaka tattva (By product) tarIke bheLave che. 33

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha A baMnenA saravALAthI dharmanuM sanAtanapaNuM ane maMgalapaNuM anAdi anaMta bane che. A hArda pakaDAtAM hradaya pokAre che ke, "aho! zrI tIrthaMkara prabhu! tamAro sanAtanapaNA sahitano kalyANabhAva anya parameSTinA maMgalapaNAnA bhAvane yogya samatolana Ape che. te parathI tamArA puruSArthanI tIkSNatA ane UMDANano khyAla Ave che. he prabhu! tamArA jevA apUrva puruSArthane prApta karI amArAM mana, vacana, kAyA tathA AtmAnA pradeze pradeza sarvakALa mATe pUrNa AjJAsiddhi pAmo. A sanAtana ane maMgaLa dharmanA hetunI apekSAmAM parama iSTa evo pUrNa AjJAmArga nirupAyo che, tethI samajAya che ke jo zrI arihaMtaprabhu tIrthaMka25NAmAM dharmanuM sanAtanapaNuM bhAvata nahi ke Acarata nahi to dharmanuM maMgalapaNuM visarAI jAta, ane AjJAmArga upasthita na raheta. prabhu! tamArA upakAra mATe aho! aho! vAraMvAra aho !" zrI prabhue ApelA A AjJAmArgane oLakhavAmAM, samajavAmAM, tathA AcaravAmAM vighna karanAra mULa karma che aMtarAya karma. A karmanuM sAmrAjya karmarUpI zatrumAM chavAyeluM anubhavAya che. moharAjAnA zAsanane jIvita rAkhanAra aMtarAya apramattapaNe satata sakriya rahe che; eTaluM ja nahi paNa vibhAvanI pUrNa AjJAmAM rahI, pote ja karmarUpI ajIva padArthane jIva jevA cetana padArtha 52, akriya rUpa hovA chatAM sakriya kare che. aMtarAya karma mULabhUta ghAtIkarma che. ane AtmAnAM anaMta vIryane haNe che. A karma jIvanAM bhUtakALanAM vibhAvanAM kartApaNAne ane bhAvinAM tathA vartamAnanAM bhoktApaNAne anivAryatA Ape che. A kArya mATe aMtarAya pote ja kartA bane che. te anya bhAva, padArtha ke vastu para vizvAsa rAkhatuM nathI, tethI te AThe karmanI sarva prakRti sAthe joDAyeluM rahe che. arthAt te ghAtI ke aghAtI sarva karma sAthe saMbaMdhita rahe che. Ane lIdhe ghAtI aghAtI karma prakRtithI sAva judAM hovA chatAM eka parivAranI jema jIvanA pradezo para birAje che. Ama karma parivArane ekatrita karanAra ane rAkhanAra sadasya che aMtarAya karma. 34

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pUrNa AjJAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA aMtarAya karmanI bIjI lAkSaNikatA e che ke te koI paNa vAra ekaluM AvatuM nathI, tenI najIkamAM najIkanA sAthIdAra che vedanIya karma. aMtarAya ane vedanIya sadAkALa mATe dAMpatya jIvana bhogave che. baMnene avinAbhAvi saMbaMdha che. ahIM navAInI vAta to e che ke zrI prabhue karmanA ghAtI aghAtI evA be vibhAga batAvyA che. jenAM rUpa, rasa, gaMdha, sparza judAM prakAre che; to aMtarAya karma je mULathI ghAtI che ane vedanIya che mULathI aghAtI che te baMne eka sAthe anaMtAnaMta kALa mATe anAdi anaMta svarUpe kevI rIte rahe che? jyAM ApaNI mati alpa ja che, tyAM prabhunA AzrayathI ja AvA gUDha, rahasyamaya ane aTapaTA savAlono khulAso ApaNe samajI zakIe tevI bhASAmAM maLe tema che, tethI ja ApaNe prabhune prArthIe ke - aho! aMtarAyarUpI kAlinAganA zarIra para birAjamAna naMdagopAla! asahya vedanA denAra vedanIya karmane svasvarUpanAM vedanamAM sadAkALa mATe palaTAvanAra, anaMta jJAnadarzana tathA yathApyAta cAritrane khIlavanAra ane sarva siddhine pUrNarUpe pragaTAvanAra hovA chatAM pUrNAtipUrNa evA sarva paMcaparameSTinI pUrNa AjJAmAM rahI, vItarAgI zukula svarUpane mANanAra zrI siddha prabhu ! tamArA A avarNanIya puruSArthane amArA vaMdana ho. aMtarAya karmanA garvane toDavA uttama mArga ApI amArA para aparaMpAra udAratA ane karuNAno dhodha varasAvI tame uttama udAharaNa pUruM pADyuM che, A mATe Apane khUba bhAvathI vaMdana karI, prArthIe chIe ke amAre tamArI AjJAmAM ja rahevuM che, jenI sahAyathI A bhayaMkara sarpanAM jherane ame siddhabhUminAM amRtamAM pariNamAvIe. vicAra karatAM A kArya karavuM duSkara lAge che, paNa prabhu! tame to pUrNa cho, tethI amane A mArga kRpA karI samajAvo, ane e samajaNa amane amArA pradeza pradezamAM vedAvo, jethI e samaya mAtranA anubhavathI sarvakALa mATe jIvane zivamAM palaTAvI daI zakIe." zrI prabhunI karuNAno svIkAra karI, jIva jyAre prabhune saMbodhI yAcanA kare che tyAre sahajatAe jIvamAM samajaNa AvatI jAya che. prabhunI AvI prabhutAmAM 35

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha saraLatA, bhakti, vinaya ane AjJA jovA maLe che. prabhu kevA rUDA che? je jIva vartamAnamAM emanA karatAM ghaNo nabaLo che, te temane sahRdayatAthI prArthe che tyAre prabhu e samarpaNabhAva svIkArI saraLatAthI, bhaktibhAvathI, vinayathI tathA pUrNa AjJAthI e jJAnane vinA vilaMbe enA tarapha vahAve che. pUrNatAvALA prabhu paNa A guNonA dAsa che, ane ApaNe e prabhunA dAsa chIe, tethI ApaNe A guNonA dAsAnudAsa banIe chIe. pariNAme prabhunA guNone bhAvapUrvaka vicAratAM praznonuM samAdhAna maLI ja jAya. bhUtakALamAM sevelA vibhAvathI baMdhAyelA aMtarAyane lIdhe jIvane vartamAnamAM e aMtarAyano udaya bhogavavo paDe che. A aMtarAya vedatAM jIva vaLI vibhAvano sahAro laI navI aMtarAya bAMdhe che, anAdikALathI A kArya paraMparAe cAlatuM AvyuM che. karmasiddhAMtathI A prakriyA samajavI hoya to A prakAre samajAya. vartamAnamAM jIvane saMsAranA parapadArtho prati prIti aprIti thayA kare che. jyAM enuM vIrya icchAgata bhAvane pUrA kare che tyAM tene prIti thAya che, ane jyAM icchAgata bhAva pUrA karavAmAM vIrya ochuM paDe che tyAM tene aprIti thAya che. emAM aMtarAya karmano phALo Ave che. jIva moharAjAno baMdI banyo che; mATe ene aMtarAyakarma rUpa senApati tathA senAgaNanA tAbAmAM rahevuM paDe che. A aMtarAya karma tene be rUpe pariName che (1) kartApaNe (2) bhoktApaNe. pUrvabhUla tathA vibhAvane kAraNe jIvane vartamAnamAM aMtarAya vedavI paDe che. A aMtarAya vedatI vakhate jIva jo moharUpI viSanuM pAna karato hoya to e vedanamAM Arta tathA raudra pariNAma thatA hovAthI jIva navI aMtarAyano kartA thAya che, ane tenAM phaLarUpe bhAvimAM teNe aMtarAyanA bhoktA thavuM paDe che. jIva jyAre aMtarAya karmano bhoktA thAya che tyAre tenI sAthe te vedanIya karma paNa bhogave che. paraMtu A vedana vedanIya karmanA tAbAno viSaya che. ahIM prabhu ApaNane e gupta siddhAMta samajAve che ke karmanAM bhoktApaNAmAM vedanIya karma anivArya che; ane kartApaNAmAM aMtarAyakarma anivArya che. A kartApaNuM tathA bhoktApaNuM eTale AtmAnAM che padamAMnA be pada, 36

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pUrNa AjJAsiddhi -- pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA te baMne AtmA satata anubhavato rahe che. te kartApaNuM tathA bhoktApaNuM be vibhAgamAM vibhAjita thAya che (1) chadmastha avasthAmAM (2) pUrNa avasthAmAM. chadmastha sthitimAM jIva karmanAM paramANuone satata grahe che tathA choDe che. karma paramANune choDatI vakhate jIva e paramANuone vipAkarUpe athavA pradezodayathI vede che. karma vipAkarUpe vedAya che tyAre jIva zarIra dvArA pradezathI vedana kare che, AthI vedanIya karma tene ghAtI-aghAtI karmarUpe pariName che. jyAM vedanIya karma AkaruM hoya arthAt vedananAM dvAra vadhAre hoya tyAre karmAzrava vizeSa thAya tevuM bhayasthAnaka rahe che. ahIM e jIva pradezodayathI karmane bhogavavAnAM aMtarAya veThe che. A parathI spaSTa thAya che ke je vipAka udayane jIva vede che te enuM vedanIya karma che; ane pradezodayathI te karmane vedavAnuM tenAthI banatuM nathI te enuM aMtarAya karma che. Ama chadmastha avasthAmAM vedanIya tathA aMtarAya karma joDIdAranI jema AtmA para rAja kare che. A ja pramANe jyAre jIva pradezodayathI karma vede che tyAre tenuM pradezodayanuM vedanIya bhogavAya che (mAtra thAtI vedanIya che) ane vipAka udayanuM aMtarAya vedAya che. Ama vedanIya karma e aMtarAya karmane pariNamAvavAnI paribhASA che. nIcenAM vacano juo 1. pUrvanI aMtarAya pAMca samavAyathI vartamAnamAM udita thAya che. 2. aMtarAyano bhokatA banI vedanIya karmano kartA tathA bhoktA thAya che. 3. vedanIyanA kartA-bhoktA thavAnA kAraNe vibhAva karI jIva aMtarAya karmano kartA thAya che. 4. aMtarAya bhAvimAM nikAcItapaNe AvatuM hovAthI te aMtarAyanA kartA sAthe vedanIyano bhoktA thAya che. 5. vedanIya ane aMtarAya anyonyapaNe sattAgata bane che. Ama aMtarAya karma ane vedanIya karma avinAbhAvI saMbaMdha dharAve che. pUrNa prabhunI apekSAe A siddhAMta kema che ? 37

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha pUrNanI apekSAe samajIe to jaNAya che ke pUrNa AtmA aMtarAya tathA vedanIyanA satata kartAbhoktA hotA nathI. sayogI kevaLI jyAre eka samaya mATe yoga sAthe joDAya che tyAre kartAbhoktA bane che; anya samaye nahi. ayogI kevaLI 14mA guNasthAne pUrva paryAyane bhogavatA navA baMdha karatA nathI. emano bhogavaTo svarUpanA kartApaNe ane pUrvakarmanA bhoktApaNe thato jAya che. tyAre siddha paryAyamAM svarUpanuM ja kartAbhoktApaNuM rahetuM hovAthI ane saMsArI zAtA azAtArUpa kartAbhoktApaNAno kSaya hovAthI saMsAranA aMtarAya ane svazAtAnuM vedana kare che. jIvane saMsAranAM kartAbhoktApaNAmAMthI chUTI svarUpanAM kartAbhoktApaNAmAM javA jatAM kevI aMtarAyo naDe che, ane tene toDavA mATe zrI prabhuno sAtha ApaNane keTalo upakArI thAya che e khUba vicAraNIya che. vaLI, aMtarAya tUTatAM jIvanuM kArya pUruM thatuM nathI. cAritramohanA cAra kaSAyo - krodha, mAna, mAyA tathA lobha jIvane ati ati parezAna karatA rahe che. A parezAnI kSINa ka2vA zrI vItarAga prabhu rAgadveSanAM ghaTakane chUTA pADI paramArtha zuddhinI Toce pahoMcavA sudhI doratA rahe che. zrI vItarAga prabhunuM A kArya kevuM che? zrI vItarAgI mahAtmA rAgadveSanAM ghaTakane saMpUrNapaNe udayamAM AvavA detAM nathI, tyAMthI zarU karI e mahAtmA udayagata tathA sattAgata rAgadveSanAM pariNAmane, pudgala tathA vibhAvane AjJAnA mahAsAgaramAM DUbADI, e ja rAgadveSanAM pudgalane AjJArUpa sAgaranAM mojAM banAvI, tenAM kinArA para mATI rUpa saMsAramAM kalyANarUpI minArAmAM parivartita karI jagatane dharmano maMgalamArga sanAtanarUpe Ape che. mahAtmAno A kevo puruSArtha che? teo vibhAvathI saMcita karelA pudgalane paNa dharmalAbhanA kalyANarUpa hetumAM rUpAMtirata karI vyavahAra tathA paramArtha zuddhinI Tocane loko samakSa rajU kare che. AvA vItarAgI mahAtmAnAM caraNarajanAM kaNane paNa grahaNa karavAthI dharmanuM utkRSTapaNuM grahAya che, to e AtmAne jo prabhukRpAthI samastarUpe grahaNa karavAmAM 38

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pUrNa AjJAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA Ave to te jIva dharmanI utkRSTatA anaMtAnaMtapaNe vedI zake ane mANI zake emAM koI navAI nathI. zrI vItarAga parama nIrAgI che, emaNe rAgane banAvanAra dvitIya kaSAyarUpa mAyA ane lobhane saraLatA tathA bhaktimAM rUpAMtarita karyA che. teo bhaktine vizuddha banAvI, vinayaguNane pragaTAvI lobhane paramArtha lobhamAM palaTAvI, mAna kaSAyane haNe che, ane e bhaktiprerita vinayane parama AjJAmAM laI jA, AjJArUpa banAve che, jethI krodha kaSAyanuM phaLa mULa kAraNathI nivRtta thAya che. AvA akathya, durArAdhya ane asImita puruSArthI AtmAnI vItarAgatA nihALI, samajI, jagatapitAne hRdayathI arajI thAya che ke, "he pitA! tame uttama vItarAgI AtmA mATe mArgasUcaka sthaMbho mUkIne dharmarUpI jAdune sajIvana karyuM che. emanAM zAMti, samatA, satya, nirAkuLatA tathA parama madhyasthatA amane e mahAtmA jevA banavA preraNA ane puruSArthanI laganI Ape che. paraMtu he pitA! A saMsAranuM rUpa ati bhayAnaka tathA lapasaNuM hovAthI amArI chadmasthatAne kAraNe ame A bhAva satata rAkhI zakatA nathI, ane bhAvanI maMdatA thatAM karma vibhAva pariNAmI thaI apramattatAthI amArA para humalo karI vijayI bane che. karmanA vijayathI ame pharIthI du:khI ane daridrI banI, saMsArI jelanA kedI thavAnuM nikAcIta karma bAMdhI besIe chIe. prabhu! tame to A kedathI chUTI mokSanAM sukhane sadAyane mATe mANo cho, kAraNa ke tame zudhdhabhAvane satata rAkhI zako cho. to he prabhu! amArA jevA sarAgI jIvone vItarAgIpaNuM sAcavavA kaMIka sAdhana Apo ke jethI amArI chadmasthatAne kAraNe bhAvamAM maMdapaNuM Ave tyAre tamArA ApelA sAdhanano sadupayoga karI ame upara svIkArelA dhyeyane majabUta banAvI karmanA jayane parAjayamAM palaTAvI zakIe, ane AtmAne jALavI laIe." zrI karuNAvaMta prabhu yAcakanA sAcA bhAvane nihALI bodha Ape che ke, "tuM vItarAgIno rAga pAma." "prabhu! ApanA bodha mATe ahobhAva to vedAya che paNa gUDhArtha samajAto nathI." e mATe zrI prabhu khulAso Ape che ke, "he vatsa! A jagatamAM rAga saMsArane saMsArarUpe pariNamAve che; tethI saMsAra anAdi anaMta bane che. bIjI bAju mokSa paNa anAdi anaMta che. tethI UMDANathI vicArazo to mokSanA anAdianaMtapaNAmAM

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha 'rAga'no phALo kai apekSAe che te jaNAze. te jANI saMsAranA mukhya kAraNarUpa rAgane tuM vizuddha karI saMsAramAM rahIne paNa mokSasukhane pAmI zakIza." "he prabhu! amArI maMdabuddhine kAraNe tamArI amRtavANIno spaSTArtha thato nathI, to kRpA karI e amRtadhArAne amArI samajaNamAM Ave evI banAvo." maMdabuddhinA chatAM vaphAdAra vidyArthIne mATe zrI prabhu premanI apUrva dhArAthI nIrAgIpaNe uttarane vadhAre sugama karI zabdarUpI pudgalane vahAvatAM kahe che ke, "he mokSasukhanA cAhaka! he AyuSyamano ! tame vicAro ke je mahAtmAne A saMsAranA eka paNa padArtha, pudgala ke vastu mATe rAga nathI, ane je mAtra vItarAgatAnA tANevANe sthira ja rahe che, evA mahAtmAno jo tame rAga pAmo to tamArA rAganAM baMdhana toDavA teo temanI vItarAgatA tamane ApavAnA ja che. te vItarAgatAnI sahAyathI tame saMsAramAM rahIne paNa mokSasukha vedI zakazo. e vedana tamane sAdi anaMtakALa mATe mokSasukhamAM laI jaze. A mahAtmA rAgarUpI sarpa mATe noLiyA samAna che." "aho prabhujI! e mahAtmAmAM amArA mATe rAga jagADavo zI rIte ? teo to rAgane dezavaTo ApI cUkayA che. to pachI ame evuM kyuM vartana karIe ke jethI teo amArA mATe vItarAgatAnuM dAna karavAno rAga grahaNa kare ?" A savAlano javAba ApavA zrI prabhu mukhamudrA para ati zAMta chatAM gaMbhIra smita relAvI nA mAdhyamathI ati ati durlabha ane gUDha rahasyane pragaTa karatAM zabdadeha Ape che ke, "he vatsa! vItarAgI mahAtmA vyavahAra zuddhinA netA che, temane lakSa che ke teo paNa saMsArarUpI sarpanA paMjAmAM eka samaye sAyelA hatA. ane tyAre temane dharmarUpI noLiyAe sarpanA paMjAmAMthI bacAvyA hatA. Ama e vItarAgI mahAtmA para dharmanuM RRNa caDayuM hatuM. A RNamukti mATe pUrNa vItarAgatA mUkI, rAgI thaI A baMdhana vede to nivRtti maLe. A rAgabaMdhana teo evA ja jIva mATe svIkAre 40

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pUrNa AjJAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA ke je jIva A dharmarUpI noLiyAne sajIva rAkhavAmAM phALo ApI zake. arthAtu je jIva dharmanI maMgalatA kAyama rAkhavA dharmanAM sanatAnapaNAnA bhAva vede che, te jIva te mahAtmAnI RNamuktinuM sahAyabhUta sAdhana thAya che. jyAre Avo jIva RNamuktinuM sAdhana thAya che tyAre e mahAtmA e jIvanA RNI bane che, tethI te mahAtmAe jo A RNathI mukta thavuM hoya to te jIvane samajAya tevI bhASAthI ja jaNAvavuM ghaTe. chadmastha hovAthI jIva to rAgI ja che, tethI potAnI RNamukti mATe mahAtmAe potAnI vItarAgatAmAM te jIva mATe rAgabhAva sevavo paDe che. mahAtmA dvArA sevAtA rAgabhAvathI e jIvane A lokano sahuthI ucca puraskAra maLe che, te che "vItarAgIno rAga". jene A puraskAra maLe che tene jIvatva choDI paramAtmatva pAmavAnuM nikAcIta karma baMdhAya che. A karmanI nikAcItatA jeTalI ghaTTa teTalA pramANamAM e jIvane pAMca samavAya tathA paMcAstikAyanAM dhyeyane saphaLa karavAnI pravRtti vizeSa thAya che. mATe he jIvo! tame dharmane vedo, e vakhate dharmanAM sanAtanapaNAnA bhAva ugratAthI karo, to A ja saMsAramAM, kaSAya tema ja karmanAM dunimittomAM rahIne paNa tame mokSasukhane mANI zakazo." aho prabhu ! tamArI aparaMpAra karuNAne vaMdana ho. tame ja amane tamArI AjJAmAM rAkhI, dharmanAM sanAtanapaNA mATe ugna bhAva karAvo, e ja tamArA dAsAnudAsanI romeroma tathA pradezepradezathI sarvakAlIna cAle evI vinaMti che." "huM pAmI chuM khUba mArA vItarAgInuM heta re, tamo te pAmIne chUTo, e mArI mahecchA re "Aje huM to prabhu AjJAe ghaNuM ghaNuM pAmI re." zrI vItarAgIno rAga pAmavAthI jIvane AjJAdhIna thayA pachI ghaNA ghaNA koyaDAnA khulAsA thatA jAya che. ane karma saMbaMdhI keTalIye UMDANabharI samaja evI sarasa rIte maLe che ke jIvane potAnAM zeSa karmo kSINa karavA ane anyane karmo kSINa karAvavAmAM sahAya karavI sahaja thaI jAya che.

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha moha sahitanAM sarva ghAtI karmo AtmAnA guNane haNe che, ane vedanIya Adi sarva aghAtI karmo AtmAnA guNane haNatA nathI, ghAtI aghAtI vaccenA A mULa taphAvatane lIdhe Atmapradeza paranA karmanAM AkAra ane sthAnamAM pharaka rahe che. ghAtakarma AtmAnA pradeza para sIdhA pudgalarUpe cITake che, AtmAnA vibhAvane kAraNe emanuM sthAna anAdikALathI sacavAyeluM rahe che. jIva jyAre vibhAvamAMthI nIkaLI svabhAva tarapha vaLato jAya che, tyAre jIvanA Atmapradeza ane ghAtakarmanAM pudgala vaccenuM aMtara vadhatuM jAya che. te aMtaranI mAtrA amuka hada sudhI Ave che tyAre ghAtakarmano kSaya karavo vadhu ne vadhu sahelo thato jAya che. kAraNa ke jIva ane ajIvano mULabhUta svabhAva ekabIjAmAM ekarUpa thaIne rahevAno nathI. paraMtu bIjI bAju aghAtI karmanI khAsiyata jIvane ghAtI karmano kSaya karatAM aTakAve che. ghAtI karmanAM svarUpa karatAM aghAtI karmanuM svarUpa juduM hoya che. tenuM citra A pramANe hoya che - aghAti karma Atmapradeza bAhya aMtarAya karma - bAhya aMtarAya karma aMtaraMga aMtarAya karma aghAti karma AtmaguNa karatAM zarIra sAthe vizeSa saMbaMdha dharAve che. jIva ghAti karma AtmAthI vede che. arthAt tenAthI AtmAnA guNo avarAya che, tyAre aghAti karma mukhyatAe zarIranAM sAdhana dvArA vede che. A bhedane kAraNe jIva svabhAvathI vimukha banI, zarIra sAthenI ekarUpatA vadhAre te mATe jIvanA Atmapradeza para gADha aMtarAya karmano paTTo bane che. A paTTA para aghAti karma bese che; ane aghAti karma upara bAhya aMtarAya karmano paTTo baMdhAya che, je anya zubha AtmAnA zubha kalyANamaya bhAvothI aghAti karmanuM rakSaNa kare che. AvuM bAhya aMtarAya karmanuM paDa ghAti karma

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pUrNa AjJAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA para chavAtuM nathI, tethI jyAre jIva vibhAva tyAgI svabhAva tarapha vaLe che tyAre tenAM ghAti karma jIvanA puruSArtha anusAra, tathA cha dravyanA lakSaNAnusAra vikharAI jAya che, paraMtu aghAti karmanI bAbatamAM Ama thatuM nathI. tyAM aMdaranuM gADha aMtarAya karma aghAti karmane AtmapradezathI dUra rAkhe che, ane te karmane vedavAmAM bAdhAkAraka thAya che kemake pudgala pudgala ekabIjAne cITakIne rahe che. be aMtarAyanA paDanI vacce rahelA aghAti karmane bhogavavA mATe jIve tenA vipAkodaya mATe rAha jovI paDe che. paraMtu jIvane jo aghAti karmano kSaya vegathI karavo hoya to teNe eka atigupta ane gaMbhIra prakriyAno Azraya levo paDe che; je prakriyA mukhyatve sayogI tathA ayogI kevaLIprabhu vApare che. chadmastha avasthA jemanAM nAmakarma baMdhAI gayA hoya tevA bhAvi tIrthakara ane gaNadhara prabhu, ke jemanA AtmAnubaMdhI yoga athavA AtmAnuyoga sakriya thayA hoya tathA jemane AjJAno dhuvabaMdha ke tethI AgaLanA dhuvabaMdhu sakriya thayA hoya teone ja A prakriyAnI prApti thaI zake che. A uparAMta te jIvanA ochAmAM ochA pAMca kevaLIgamya pradezo sakriya thayA hovA joie. zrI prabhunI parama kRpAthI te prakriyA Ama jaNAya che. lokanA pradezo asaMkhyAta ane sarvavyApI che. jyAM jyAM pudgala che tyAM tyAM lokanA pradezo to hoya ja che. mATe jyAM aghAti karmanuM astitva che tyAM jIvanA pradezo kadAca na hoya to paNa lokanA pradezo to hoya ja che. upara jaNAvelI zarato pUrI karanAra bhAvi tIrthakara ke gaNadharane eka gupta siddhi Ave che. zarIranA je bhAgamAM zrI prabhunI AjJA hoya te bhAgamAM te paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanA kalyANanAM paramANuone phoravI zake che. je bhAgamAM vedanIya karmanI mukhyatAvALuM aghAti karma rahe che, tenA nIcenA bhAgamAM rahelA lokapradeza para jIva zrI prabhunI AjJAthI paMcaparameSTinAM grahaNa karelA kalyANanAM paramANuono saMcaya kare che. A saMcaya karavA tene vibhinna dravya, kSetra, kALa, bhava ane bhAvanA paMcaparameSTinAM paramANuonI jarUriyAta thAya che. AjJAMkita jIva potAnA sakriya kevaLIgamya pradezanI sahAyathI AkhA lokamAM paryaTana karI, paMcaparameSTinA yogya kalyANanAM paramANuo 43

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha grahaNa karI e aghAti karmanA nIcenA bhAgamAM te paramANuone rope che. yogya saMkhyAmAM paramANuo ekatrita thAya tyAre teno visphoTa thAya che. A visphoTamAM ekatrita thayelA aghAti karmanAM paramANuono jaththo paNa baLato jAya che. zrI paMcaparameSTinA ane aghAti karmanAM paramANuonA prakAramAM ghaNo taphAvata hovAthI baMne judAM ja rahe che. A visphoTa vakhate jIva paMcaparameSTinAM paramANuonA sAthathI loka samastanA jIvonI kSamA yAcanA kare che. ane tene lIdhe baMne prakAranAM paramANuo ekatrita thaI visphoTa pAme che. Ama thavAnuM kAraNa e che ke kSamApanA karavAthI jIva bhAvimAM bhogavavAnI vedanAne uderIne - uriNA karIne vartamAnamAM vipAka udaya rUpe bhogave che - jene zrI prabhu vipAka pradezodaya' tarIke oLakhAve che. A jIva AjJAdhInapaNAnA dhuvabaMdhanI sahAyathI potAnAM aMtarAya toDato jAya che, eTale aMdaramAM jIvanA pradezo prabhune karelA samarpaNabhAvathI ghAtikarmanI aMtarAya toDe che ane bahAramAM zeSa rahelA paMcaparameSTinA paramANuo aghAti karmanAM aMtarAyano kSaya kare che. Ama baMne bAjuthI aMtarAya karmano kSaya thato hovAthI, jIvanI aMtaraMga aMtarAyano paTTo krame krame kSINa thaI jAya che. A kSaya thatAM ja Atmapradezo aghAti karmanA sIdhA saMparkamAM Ave che ane jIva pradezodayathI aghAti karmane bhogavI zake che. A ja sidhdhAMtathI kevaLI samuddhAtamAM zrI kevaLa prabhu mAtra cAra (kula ATha samayanA samudyAmAM) samayamAM sarva aghAti karmane sama kare che. ghAti karmanI bAbatamAM pahelAM kALa ocho thAya che, ane tIvratA (intensity) pachIthI ghaTe che, ane aghAti karmamAM pahelAM tIvratA tUTe che ane pachIthI kALa ghaTato jAya che. AvA puruSArthanAM phaLarUpe AtmA jIvamAMthI ziva banI sarvakALane mATe siddhabhUmino nivAsI thAya che. siddhabhUmimAM nivAsa karavA mATe jIve e mATenI yogyatA meLavavI paDe che, ane sidhdhAtmA sAthenuM RNa paNa bAMdhavuM joie e samajaNa paNa vicAratAM spaSTa thAya che. e kevI rIte te jANavA ApaNe prayatnavAna thaIe. saMsArI sarva saMbaMdha tathA RNAnubaMdhamAM mAtra paramArthika AjJAthI paramAtmA pratye RNa vadhArI, e RNathI saMsArI RNAnubaMdhane sarvakALa mATe ni:zeSa karI, paramAtma 44

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pUrNa AjJAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA svarUpane satata sarvakALa mATe mANanAra sarva zrI siddhaprabhune vAraMvAra koTi koTi vaMdana karI, e RNa meLavavAnI cAvI vartamAna tathA bhAvinA zrI arihaMta prabhu Adi sarva paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMta pAse mAgIe chIe tathA tenI sahAyathI sarva karma sAme vijayI thavAnA AzIrvAda mAgIe chIe. - jina siddhAMta kahe che ke jyAM jyAM jIvane RNAnubaMdha hoya che tyAM tyAM te jIve RNamukti mATe javuM paDe che. A ja siddhAMtane ApaNe zrI paMcaparameSTinI kRpAthI ane zrI gurunA hetanA baLathI vicArIe. je je AtmA pUrNa thAya che, te te AtmA niyamathI kyAreka ne kyAreka pUrNa zudhdha thaI siddhabhUmimAM sAdi anaMtakALa mATe birAjamAna thAya che. pUrNatA pAmelA AtmA vItarAgatAne vede che. te AtmA jyAre eka samaya mATe yoga sAthe joDAya che tyAre teo mukhyatAe kalyANabhAvamAM rata rahe che. te vakhate teo potAnI siddhinI bhAvanA karatA nathI. A AtmA pUrNatAe zudhdha thayA pachI sAdi anaMtakALa mATe siddhabhUmimAM jAya che, tethI te AtmA pAse tyAM jaI RNamukta thavAnI apekSAe eTaluM RNa ekatrita hovuM joie, ane te paNa zrI siddhaprabhu saMbaMdhI hovuM joie. vaLI, e RNa evA prakAranuM hovuM joie ke eka vakhata te RNa cUkavavAnuM zarU thayA pachI kyAreya aTake nahi. ApaNI alpa matithI A samajavuM ghaNuM kaThaNa che. paraMtu zrI prabhu ane zrI gurunAM parameSTi yogabaLathI A kaThinatA sulabhatAmAM palaTAI jAya che. emanI AjJAmAM pUrNatAe rahevAthI A praznanuM samAdhAna maLe che. ApaNe samajyA te pramANe sidhdhaprabhu pratinuM RNa AtmA teramA ke caudamAM guNasthAne meLavI zakato nathI; eTale ke A RNa jIve chadmastha avasthAmAM ja meLavavuM paDe che. A kAraNe A kArya jIva mukhyatAe chaThThA ane sAtamA guNasthAne kare che. jIva jyAre chaThThA sAtamAM guNasthAne kSapaka zreNi mATe taiyArI kare che tyAre tene spaSTa bodha maLe che ke tene mATe cAritranI khIlavaNI karavI anivArya che. cAritra eTale zrI prabhunI AjJAmAM rahI, potAnA rAgadveSane tathA kaSAyane kramathI ghaTADatA jaI niHzeSa karavA. A kArya karavA mATe jIva saMvara tathA nirjarAnAM uttama sAdhanomAM 45

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha AjJAne vaNI le che. saMvaramAM AjJA vaNAvAthI jIvanAM karmanA AzravamAM maMdatA thAya che, ane nirjarAmAM AjJA vaNAvAthI, AjJA prerita saMvaramAM maLatI dhyAna tathA samAdhi dazAmAM pUrva saMcita karmone jIva pradezodayathI bALe che. A prakriyAne vega maLe te hetuthI zrI prabhu ApaNane bodha Ape che ke, aho! sapuruSanI avasthAne pAmelA AyuSyano! tame zrI sidhdha bhagavAna pAse emanI uttama AjJArAdhananuM varadAna mAgazo to te prabhu tamArA bhAva pUrA karavA ane potAnI uttama dAtAnI padavI sArthaka karavA, tamArA bhAva anusAra ane yogyatA anusAra tamane varadAna Apaze. A varadAna jo tame svIkArazo to tame sidhdhaprabhunuM RNa lezo, ane niyamAnusAra tame grahaNa karelA RNathI tamAre mukta thavuM ja joIe. A RNanI mukti to jyAM sidhdhaprabhu birAjamAna hoya tyAM ja thaI zake. sidhdhaprabhu to sidhdhabhUmimAM ja rahe che. tethI te varadAna RNathI mukta thavA mATe tamane sidhdhabhUmimAM laI jaze. A bhAvano vistAra karavAthI eka uttama prakriyA tamane jANavA maLaze." "vicAro, tame A saMsAramAM zA mATe cho? tame aneka saMsArI jIvo sAthe RNAnubaMdha bAMdhyAM che, te pUrAM karavAM tamAre saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe che, ane du:khI paNa thavuM paDe che. A saMsArI RNane tame jo siddhanAM RNamAM pheravI zako to sahajatAe saMsArathI mukta thaI siddhabhUmine meLavI zakazo. A icchita kArya tame karazo kevI rIte? A kArya karavA mATe jIve vartamAnanA vibhAvika vartanane svabhAvamAM lAvavA mATe siddhaprabhunI AjJAmAM rahevAno niyama levo joIe. te uparAMta pUrvakRta saMcita vibhAvika pariNAma vipAka udayamAM na jatAM pradezodayamAM jAya ane samAdhirUpa dhyAnadazAne skUlanA na pahoMce e kAraNathI zrI siddhaprabhune AjJA ApavAnI vinaMti karavI joie. A mArga sugama lAgavA chatAM ghaNo UMDo che. gahana vAta che ziSya A, kahI saMkSepe sAva." mATe A ArAdhana karavA tame jeTalA vahelA

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pUrNa AjJAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA prerAzo eTaluM vizeSa siddhaprabhunuM RNa ekatrita thaze. A bhAvathI jIva sahajatAe rAgadveSane toDI zake che, ane parama vItarAgatAmAM sarI zake che. tethI jyAre viSama pariNAma thAya tyAre vicAravuM ke zrI sidhdhaprabhue mane saMsArI RNane siddha pratyenA RNamAM laI javAnI suMdara taka ApI che. vaLI, sAnukULa saMjogomAM vicAravuM ke saMsAranA kSaNika sukhane sidhdhanA zAzvata sukha prati vALavAnI mane amUlya taka maLI che. A bhAva jyAre vegavAna thAya che tyAre jIva enA pratyeka pradezamAM viSama pariNAmanAM saMsArI RNane siddhanA RNamAM laI javAno hakAra anubhavI, siddha pratyenA RNane AjJA sahita ekatrita karato jAya che. A RNa amuka mAtrAe pahoMcatA tene AjJAnA dhruvabaMdhanI prApti thAya che." "AjJAnA dhuvabaMdhanI siddhi jIve niyamapUrvaka moDAmAM moDI kSapaka zreNinA AThamA guNasthAne meLavavI paDe che, jenA thakI e apUrvakaraNa ane adhaHkaraNa karI zake che. je viralA AtmAo A siddhine vahelI arthAtu chaThThA sAtamA guNasthAne meLave che, teo zrI sidhdhanuM RNa saMjJAnA sthaLa upayogathI meLave che. pariNAme te jIve svaparanA kalyANabhAvamAM vadhAre spaSTatAthI ane vizadatAthI jaI zake che. AjJAno dhuvabaMdha thayA pachI jIva mAtra viSama pariNAma vakhate ja A bhAvamAM rahI zake che. sAnukULa saMjogomAM keTalIkavAra te saMsArI bhAvamAM paNa sarI jAya che." "AjJAnA dhuvabaMdhanI A adhurapane tyAgIne jyAre te jIva AjJAnA dhuvabaMdhathI AgaLa vadhavA jJAnagarbhita vairAgyathI saMsArI sukhane gauNa kare che, ane siddhanAM sukhane AtmAnA pradeza pradezathI prAdhAnya Ape che, tyAre tene zrI prabhu taraphathI pUrNa AzAnA dhuvabaMdhanI prApti thAya che. sAmAnyapaNe jIvane pUrNa AjJAnA dhuvabaMdhanI prApti moDAmAM moDI kSapaka zreNinA dazamA guNasthAne thAya che. jIva jyAre saphaLatA pUrvaka anivRttikaraNa karI zake che tyAre tene pUrNa AjJAno dhuvabaMdha thAya che." 47

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha "tema chatAM pUrNa AzAnA dhruvabaMdhanI siddhi mAtra bhAvi tIrthaMkara ke jeoe chadmastha avasthAmAM siddha sivAyanAM sarva parameSTi padane sparzIne tIrthaMkara nAmakarma bAMdhyuM hoya, vyavahArazuddhi sahitanI vItarAgatA meLavI hoya ane jemanI zukladhyAnanI cheMtAlIsa miniTa pUrI thaI hoya temane ja chaThThA sAtamA guNasthAne Ave che. AvA pUrNa AzAnA dhruvabaMdhane bAMdhanAra bhAvi tIrthaMkara prabhunA koIka viralA gaNadhara prabhune A siddhinI prApti thAya che. jemanuM gaNadhara nAmakarma baMdhAI gayuM hoya, zukladhyAnanI cheMtAlIsa miniTa pUrI thaI hoya, jeo AjJAnA dhruvabaMdhamAM lokakalyANano bhAva mAnabhAvathI nahi, paNa zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunA dAsabhAvathI, emanA thakI sarva jIva prabhunuM zaraNuM pAme evA bhAvamAM rahetA hoya, temane ja A siddhi kSapaka zreNi mAMDatAM pahelAM ke gaNadhara padanA udaya pahelAM AvI zake che. Ama AjJAno je kakSAno dhruvabaMdha bhAvi tIrthaMkara chadmasthapaNAmAM pAmyA hoya te kakSA sudhIno AjJAno dhruvabaMdha gaNadharajI chadmastha avasthAmAM meLavI zake che, paNa tethI AgaLanI kakSAnA baMdha sudhI jaI zakatA nathI. vaLI, je jIva chaThThA sAtamA guNasthAne anya pAtra jIvane AjJAno dhruvabaMdha dAnamAM Ape che te ja jIva pUrNa AjJAno dhruvabaMdha meLavI zake che. je jIvane A siddhi chaThThA sAtamA guNasthAne Ave che, te jIvane ghaNA lAMbA gALAnuM kevaLIpaNuM anubhavAya che, temanI kSapaka zreNi nava samaya jeTalI nAnI thaI zake che. ane te zuddhAtmA siddhabhUminA sauthI pahoLA madhyabhAgamAM sthAna pAme che." maLelA pUrNa AjJAnA dhruvabaMdhane jIva jyAre evI kakSAe pahoMcADe che ke enuM pUrNa AjJAmAM rahevuM koI paNa samaye maMda thAya nahi, ane krame krame vadhatuM ja jAya, tyAre tene pUrNa AjJAno zuklabaMdha thAya che. sarva jIvone Avo baMdha sAmAnyapaNe bAramA guNasthAne niyamathI thAya che. paraMtu koI viralA bhAvi tIrthaMkara ke ati ati viralA bhAvi gaNadharane chaThThA sAtamA guNasthAne pUrNa AjJAno zuklabaMdha maLe che. AvI siddhi meLavavA mATe zukladhyAnanI suDatAlIsa miniTa pUrI thavI jarUrI che, sAthe 48

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pUrNa AzAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA sAthe anya pAtra jIvane pUrNa AllAnA dhruvabaMdhanuM dAna ApavuM anivArya che. ochAmAM ochA eka pAtra jIvane dAna ApyA vinA prabhu taraphathI A uttama siddhinI bheTa maLatI nathI. pUrNa AjJAno zukulabaMdha pADanAra viralA AtmAne aMtima bhavamAM zreNi pahelAM ke zreNimAM koI upasarga ke pariSaha AvatA nathI. zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunI bAbatamAM temanI kSapaka zreNi paMdara varSathI laghu vaye lagabhaga nava samayanI AsapAsamAM pUrI thAya che. ane temane lAMbA gALAnuM kevaLIpaNuM anubhavAya che. tenI sAthamAM kevaLIparyAyamAM temanuM yoga sAthenuM joDANa zarUAtathI ja vadhAre gALAnuM hoya che. tyAre gaNadharapadanA udaya pahelAM ja pUrNa AjJAno zukUlabaMdha bAMdhanAra zrI gaNadhara prabhune paMdara varSanI vaya sudhImAM sarvasaMga parityAga tathA gaNadharapadano udaya thAya che. koIka kissAmAM gaNadharapadanA udaya pachI, paNa chadmastha dazAmAM pUrNa AjJAno zukulabaMdha thayo hoya to te baMdha thayA pachI temanAM kalyANakAryanI mAtrA ghaNI vadhI jAya che. eTaluM ja nahi paNa nAnA gALAmAM ghaNI saMkhyAnA jIvo alpa prayAsathI AtmavikAsa sAdhI zake che. pUrNa AjJAno zukulabaMdha pADanAra gaNadharajInuM gaNadharapada sAmAnyapaNe nAnA kALanuM hoya che. tema chatAM te pada udayamAM hoya tyAre te kALamAM temanA thakI ghaNA vadhAre jIvo sanmArgane pAmI Atmasanmukha thAya che. tema thavAmAM mukhya kAraNa temano baLavAna prakArano kalyANabhAva kAryakArI thato hoya che. temanI kSapaka zreNi paNa nAnA kALanI hoya che. vaLI, AvA gaNadhara kevaLI kevaLajJAna lIdhA pachI paNa anya gaNadhara kevaLI karatAM ghaNI vadhAre saMkhyAnA jIvone tAre che. Ama AjJAno dhuvabaMdha, pUrNa AjJAno dhuvabaMdha tathA pUrNa AjJAno zukulabaMdha meLavanAra jIvanAM svapara kalyANanA kAryamAM ghaNI vizeSatA tathA UMDANa rahelAM hoya che. A baMdha thavA mATe AtmAmAM kevI prakriyA thatI hoya che te jANavuM rasaprada ane AnaMdadAyaka lAgaze. je jIvane AjJAno dhuvabaMdha thAya che, te jIvanA AThamA caka pradezanI bAjunA kevaLIgamya pradezane sparzIne je azudhdha pradeza rahelo hoya te azudhdha 49

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha pradeza kevaLIgamya pradezane AjJAdhIna thAya che ane vadhAre ne vadhAre zubhabhAva bhAvato thAya che. A rIte zubha thayelA azudhdha pradezanI asara, anya azuddha pradezo para vadhAre thAya che; ane tenA thakI eka pachI eka kevaLIgamya pradezonI bAjunA azudhdha pradezo kevaLIgamya pradezane AjJAdhIna thatA jaI, zubha thatA jAya che. A prakriyAmAM je pradezo AjJAdhIna thAya te pradezo pharIthI svacchaMdI thatA nathI; balka anya azudhdha pradezone AjJAdhIna thavA preraNA ApyA kare che. AvuM AjJAdhInapaNuM jyAre moTAbhAganA pradezo svIkAre che tyAre te jIva pUrNa AzAnA dhruvabaMdha prati jAya che. AjJAno dhruvabaMdha karavA mATe je pradeza sauthI pahelo AjJAdhIna thayo hoya che, te pradeza teNe anya azudhdha pradezane karelA kalyANabhAvanA dAnanA prabhAvathI pUrNa AjJAnA dhuvabaMdhamAM praveza pAme che. te samayathI te pradeza zubhAzubha ema baMne prakAranA udayamAM AjJAdhIna rahevA mATe puruSArtha thAya che, sAthe sAthe te vizeSa kalyANabhAva vedI anya pradezone AjJAdhIna thavA ane rahevA preraNA Ape che. AthI AjJAnA dhuvabaMdhavALA pradezo krame krame pUrNa AjJAnA dhuvabaMdhanI sthiti meLave che, ane bAkI rahelA gaNyAgAMThayA svacchaMdI pradezomAMnA amuka AjJAnA dhuvabaMdhanI dazAe Ave che. Ama karatAM karatAM jyAre moTA bhAganA Atmapradezo pUrNa AjJAno dhruvabaMdha svIkAre che ane AjJAno dhuvabaMdha pAmyA vinAnA pradezo ati ati alpa saMkhyAmAM bAkI rahe che tyAre te jIva pUrNa AzAnA zuklabaMdha mATe pAtratA meLave che. te pAtratA barAbara khIle tyAre je pradeze AjJAno dhuvabaMdha ane pUrNa AjJAno dhuvabaMdha prathamamAM rahyo hoya, te pradeza pUrNa AjJAno zukulabaMdha meLave che. te samayathI te pradezanuM AjJAdhInapaNuM satata vadhatuM rahe che, ghaTatuM nathI, ane tenAM kalyANanAM paramANuonuM dAna anya azuddha pradezone satata maLatuM thAya che. Ane lIdhe te jIvanA sarva Atmapradezo AjJAdhInapaNAmAM kramathI AgaLa ne AgaLa dhapatA jAya che. A rIte te jIvanI pUrva saMcita karmonI nirjarA anekagaNI thaI jAya che ane Azrava ghaNo alpa thato jAya che. pariNAme ati ati alpa saMkhyAnAM karmo ja teNe TALavAnA rahyA hovAthI tenI kSapaka zreNi nava samayamAM pUrI thaI jAya che, temaja tene zreNimAM

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pUrNa AjJAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA koI upasarga saMbhavatA nathI. sarva pradeza pUrNa AnnAnA zukulabaMdhamAM AvI jAya tyAre kevaLajJAna utpanna thAya che. AvI apUrva siddhino lAbha ati ati viralA jIvone ja chadmasthapaNAmAM prApta thAya che kAraNa ke moTA bhAganA mahAtmAo zukuladhyAnanI eTalI miniTe pahoMcyA pahelAM ja kSapaka zreNi mAMDI kevaLajJAna prApta karI le che. jIva zukuladhyAnanI paMdara miniTe pahoMcyA pachI zreNinI taiyArI karI zake che ane 25 ke 30 miniTe pahoMcatA kSapaka zreNino lAbha laI kevaLI paryAya anubhave che. A badhA tattvono vicAra karatAM samajAya che ke prabhunI AjJAe cAlavAthI jIva ghaNA TUMkA gALAmAM ziva thaI zake che, ane anyane zuddha thavA mATe sahAya paNa sArI rIte karI zake che. AjJA mArganI siddhi pAmI jIva pUrNa kalaMka rahita aDola dazAne tvarAthI meLavI zake che. AjJA e dharmarUpI sanAtana tathA maMgalarUpa mArgane poSaNa ApanAra mahattvanuM Idhana che. jyAM sudhI dharma che, tyAM sudhI AjJA che; ane jyAM sudhI AjJA che tyAM sudhI dharma che. tethI dharma anAdi anaMta hovAne lIdhe AjJA paNa anAdi anaMta che. AjJAmAM pAMca samavAyanI agurulaghutA che, jenAthI AjJAnAM mahAbhya, tIkSNatA tathA sAmarthya traNe kALamAM samAna rahe che. AjJA dravyarUpe mArga tathA kalyANanAM paramANunuM rUpa dhAraNa kare che; kSetrarUpe karmabhUmi, bhogabhUmi, tathA marubhUminA paryAyanuM rUpa dhAraNa kare che; kALarUpe AjJA kALanI asamAnatAne samAna banAve che, bhAvanI apekSAe svabhAvanuM rUpa dhAraNa kare che; ane bhavarUpe carama zarIra ke anya zarIranI paryAyo dhAraNa kare che. A pAMca samavAyanA judA judA sthiti saMjoganA saMmelanathI AjJAnI anaMta paryAyo thAya che. AvI anaMta paryAyo hovA chatAM AjJAnuM mULa mAtra eka ja che; bhAvArtha eka ja che, dhyeya eka ja che. vicAratAM dvidhA thAya ke anaMta paryAyonuM mULa eka kema thaI zake? zrI prabhu anaMtAnaMta upakAra karI khulAso Ape che ke, "vatsa! AjJAnuM mULa be vibhAge cheH "AjJArUpI dharma ane AjJArUpI tapa." AjJArUpI dharma te nija 51

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha svabhAvanI parama ISTa, samAdhimaya, sthira, vItarAgamaya dazA che. e svarUpa AnaMdamaya tathA guNagrahaNa saMpanna utkRSTa sthiti che. A sthiti jIvanA tathA AtmAnA parama puruSArthanI prasAdIrUpa puraskAra che. AjJArUpI tapa e jIvanA puruSArthamaya puruSArtha sAthe AtmAno sahajarUpa puruSArtha che. AjJArUpI tapa pAMca samavAyanI bhinnatAne svIkArI tene ekarUpa banAvavAno udyama che. jIva jyAre prAthamika avasthAmAM puruSArtha mAMDe che tyAre AjJArUpI tapa mULa kAraNa (cause) che. ane AjJArUpI dharma e kArya ke pariNAma (effect) hoya che. AtmazuddhimAM thoDuM AgaLa vadhyA pachI dharma kAraNa ane tapa kArya bane che. tethI vizeSa vikAsa thatAM kyAreka dharma to kyAreka tapa kAraNa hoya che ane bIjuM kArya bane che. arthAt tapa ke dharma kArya hoya che. zrI siddhaprabhu mATe baMne kArya tathA kA2Na sAthe rahe che. AjJAnI AvI apUrva sthitine jJAnIo "pUrNa kalaMka rahita aDola dazA" rUpe oLakhAve che.' AvI pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazAne zrI siddhaprabhu satata mANe che, zrI kevaLIprabhu mukhyatAe vede che ane mANe che; ane chadmastha AtmA mATe tenA puruSArtha para AdhAra rAkhe che. puruSArtha anusAra te jIva amuka amuka kALanA aMtare tenuM vedana karI zake che. AvI pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazAne jJAnI mahAtmAo keTalIkavAra "AjJArasa" rUpe paNa oLakhAve che. "AjJArasa" no sthULa artha thAya che 'sudhArasa'. paraMtu teno sUkSma artha che 'AjJArUpI dharma' tathA "AjJArUpI tapane" eka ja samaye utkRSTatAe mANI athavA vedI ekabIjA mATe kAryakAraNa banavuM. A AjJArasa mANavA teno trikoNa banavo jarUrI che. te kevI rIte bane che ane teno upayoga kevI rIte thAya che teno khulAso ApaNane zrI prabhu pAsethI vinaMti karatAM maLe che. chadmastha avasthAmAM AtmA ArAdhana kare che tyAre prabhukRpAthI te AjJArUpI dharma ane AjJArUpI tapa eka sAthe ArAdhI mahAsaMvara mArgamAM tvarAthI prayANa karavA icche che. paraMtu thAtI aghAtI karmanAM saMyukta udayane kAraNe e be vacce samAnatA na rahetAM taratamapaNuM sarjAyA ja kare che, ane yathArtha ArAdhana saMbhavatuM nathI. bemAMthI 52

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pUrNa AjJAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA ekanuM utkRSTapaNuM thAya che ane bIjAnuM maMdapaNuM rahe che. A be puruSArtha vaccenuM taratamapaNe toDavAmAM pote rahelA sidhdhaprabhunAM paramANuomAMthI maLato AjJArasa madade Ave che. A rasanI sahAyathI AtmA AjJArUpI dharmanI utkRSTatA ke AjJArUpI tapanI utkRSTatA sudhI e bIjA bhAgane utkRSTa banAve che, arthAt e rasanI madadathI AjJArUpI dharmanI utkRSTatA AjJArUpI tapane utkRSTa kare che ane e ja rIte AjJArUpI tapanI utkRSTatA AjJArUpI dharmane utkRSTa kare che. Ama baMne puruSArthanI samAna sthiti thavAthI te baMne vaccenuM aMtara ghaTatAM trikoNanA madhyabiMdu (mid-point) para te baMne maLe che, ane eno samabhuja trikoNa (equilateral triangle) sarjAya che. sidhdha prabhunAM paramANuo AjJArasa AjJArUpI dharma AjJArUpI tapa Cause and Effect A trikoNanA madhyabiMdu upara sidhdhabhagavAna je AjJArasane mANe che, tenA paramANuonI amuka nirdhArita saMkhyA ekaThI thAya che tyAre AjJArUpI dharma ane AjJArUpI tapanA samAna (identical) utkRSTa mizraNamAM (naM. 2) paMca parameSTinA paramANuonuM trikoNa Ave che. ane emAM kaI prakriyA thAya che te jANavAthI AjJArasanI madada AtmAne kevI rIte maLe che, ane chevaTano vikAsa karI pUrNa zuddha 53

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha thavAnI taiyArI zrI prabhu AtmA pAse kevI rIte karAve che tenI jANakArI ApaNane Ave che. AjJArasanuM trikoNa AvuM hoya che. arihaMta sidhdha arihaMta' >gaNadhara sidhdha sidhdha 1 AcArya | | AcArya sidhdha upAdhyAya sidhdha upAdhyAya AsAdhusAdhvI sidhdha sAdhusAdhvI zrAvaka zrAvikA AjJArUpI dharma | AjJArUpI tapa | | \ AvA AjJArasarUpI paMcaparameSTinA trikoNamAM je jIva AtmAnA AjJArUpI dharma ane AjJArUpI tapanAM paramANu sAthe rahelA sidhdhanAM paramANuone saghana (condense) kare che, tenuM AjJArasa trikoNa pahelA tapanA trikoNanA pAyA (base) para Ave che. mULa trikoNanA pAyA para A paMcaparameSTinuM trikoNa besatAM ja, AjJArUpI dharma ane AjJArUpI tapanI tIvratAnI asamAnatAne lIdhe AvelA AjJArasa trikoNano visphoTa thAya che ane tenAM - te AjJArasanAM AjJArUpI dharma ane AjJArUpI tapa ema be vibhAga thAya che. A AjJArasano AjJArUpI dharma vibhAga jIvanA - AtmAnA AjJArUpI tapa pAse jAya che ane AjJArasano AjJArUpI tapa vibhAga jIvanA AjJArUpI dharmanI pAse jAya che. A prakriyA AjJArasanAM mAdhyamathI thatI hovAthI e jIvanA - AtmAnA AjJArUpI dharma ane AjJArUpI tapa vaccenI asamAnatA ochI thatI jAya che, ane

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pUrNa AjJAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA te baMne ekabIjAnAM kAryakAraNarUpa thatA jAya che. te baMne jyAre pUrNatAe samAna bane che tyAre te pUrNatAnI avasthAe baMne eka sAthe ekabIjAnAM kAryakAraNarUpa thaI jAya che. A sthitine zrI prabhu pUrNAtipUrNa AzA tarIke oLakhAve che. vicAra Ave che ke sidhdhanAM je paramANuo jIvanAM AjJArUpI dharma tathA AjJArUpI tapa mATe AjJArasa banAve che te paramANuonuM mULa anya sidhdhanA paramANuo jevuM che ke juduM hoya che? e paramANuomAM evI kaI zakti rahelI che ke je AjJArUpI dharma ane AjJArUpI tapane samAna banAvI zake che? AvA paramANuo utpanna kaI rIte thAya che? prabhunA parama anugrahathI ane parama bodhadAnathI Ano khulAso maLe che. A AjJArasa anaMta bheTavALA AjJArUpI dharma ane AjJArUpI tapane samAna AjJArasavALo banAve che. AjJArasa bane che zrI siddhanA paramANunI sahAyathI, tethI sidhdhanA e paramANuomAM pAMca samavAyanI anaMta paryAyane eka karavAnuM sAmarthya hovuM joie. zrI arihaMta prabhue sarva jIva sAthe chadmastha avasthAthI ja maitrIbhAva keLavyo hoya che, je anya kevaLI prabhue e prakArano bhAva keLavyo hoto nathI, tethI A sAmarthya kevaLI paryAyamAM mAtra zrI arihaMta prabhu pAse ja hoya che. tethI jijJAsA thAya che ke A bhAvathI evI te kaI prakriyA zrI arihaMta prabhu kare che ke jenAthI anaMta paryAyanI jananI pAMca samavAyane te ekamAgI banAve che ! zrI prabhunI asIma kRpAthI samajAya che ke zrI arihaMta prabhu, kevaLI paryAyamAM AvyA pachI, amuka amuka samayanA aMtare yoga sAthe joDAya che. bAkInA samayamAM teo apekSAe sidhdhaprabhu samAna varte che. jyAre teo yoga sAthe joDAyelA hotA nathI, tyAre teo sidhdhanA paramANuno AkAra potAnA AtmA pAse banAvaDAve che. tyAM bane che evuM ke yoganA joDANa vakhate temano AtmA je kalyANanAM anaMta paramANuo svIkAre che tene anya samaye jagatajIvone bheTarUpe Ape che tyAre temanA AtmAmAM avakAza (vacuum) thAya che. e avakAzamAM sidhdhanAM paramANuo sthAna pAme che. sidhdhanAM paramANuo AtmA para AvatAM prabhue karelA upakArathI loka RNamukta thAya che. bIjI apekSAe prabhuno AtmA yoga sAthe joDAyelo na hovA chatAM daihika papa

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha halanacalana, vAcA Adi saMbhavita che, tethI zrI sidhdhaprabhunI sarakhAmaNImAM temanI sthiti akSayarUpa nathI. A sUkSma bhedanA prabhAvathI sidhdhanAM paramANuo temanA prati kheMcAya che. vaLI, emano AtmA yoga sAthe joDAya che tyAre e paMcaparameSTinAM kalyANanAM paramANuone kheMce che. e ApaNe 'OM gamaya ANAya, ANAya gamaya ' nI vicAraNA vakhate jANyuM hatuM. temAM zuM prakriyA thAya che te samajavA prayatna karIe - sidhdhanAM paramANu paMcaparameSTinAM paramANu arihaMta sidhdha arihaMta gaNadhara sidhdha sidhdha AcArya sidhdha AcArya arihaMta prabhuno Atma pradeza upAdhyAya sidhdha upAdhyAya sAdhusAdhvI sidhdha sAdhusAdhvI zrAvaka-zrAvikA anya sidhdha ahIM batAvyA pramANenI sthiti thAya che tyAre zrI arihaMta prabhunA AtmAmAMthI AjJArasa OM dhvaninuM rUpa dhAraNa karI, maitrIrUpa sAdhanathI sidhdha paramANunA pratyeka bhAga tathA paMcaparameSTinA pratyeka bhAga sAthe emane samajAya evI apUrva zailIthI vArtAlApa (communication) kare che. A vArtAlApa pratyeka bhAga sAthe vizeSa prakArano hoya che, tethI e AjJArasa e eka ja bhAga sAthe vArtAlApa kare che. bIjA bhAga sAthe teno vArtAlApa judA prakArano hoya che. maitrInI parama bhAvanAne lIdhe A dareka bhAga paulika AkarSaNano tyAga karI, arihaMtanA OM dhvani sAtheno saMbaMdha vadhAre che. jethI te bhAga paudgalika AkArathI judo paDe che. te pachI zrI arihaMta prabhu te badhAmAM pUratA pramANamAM, dareka bhAgane pUruM paDe teTaluM pAMca samavAyanuM agurulaghupaNuM bhare che. ATaluM thayA pachI arihaMta sidhdhano vibhAga, paMcaparameSTinA arihaMta paramANu sAthe eka bane che. zrI gaNadhara sidhdhano vibhAga paMcaparameSTi paramANunA 56

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pUrNa AjJAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA sidhdhanA bhAga sAthe eka bane che. AcArya sidhdhano vibhAga paMcaparameSTi paramANunA AcAryanA bhAga sAthe ekarUpa thAya che. zrI upAdhyAya sidhdhano bhAga paMcaparameSTi paramANunA upAdhyAyanA bhAga sAthe eka thAya che. sAdhusAdhvI sidhdha paMcaparameSTi paramANunA sAdhu sAdhvI bhAga sAthe eka bane che. ane sAmAnya siddhanAM paramANuo zrAvaka zrAvikAnA bhAga sAthe eka bane che. Ama thavAthI judA samavAyanA sidhdhanAM paramANuo tathA judA samavAyanAM paMcaparameSTinAM paramANuo zrI arihaMta prabhunAM kRpA tathA mahimAne kAraNe pAMca samavAyanA Agrahano tyAga karI eka bane che. Ama chatAM pratyeka vibhAgamAM pAMca samavAyanI Agraha nivRtti potAnA puruSArtha pramANe alaga alaga hoya che. Ama dareka vibhAga potAne yogya vibhAga sAthe ekarUpa banI, AjJArasa niSpanna karI AjJArasa trikoNanuM nirmANa karatA jAya che. A rIte banelA AjJArasa trikoNanI sahAyathI AtmAmAM AjJArUpI dharma tathA AjJArUpI tapanI utkRSTatA tathA tIvratA samAna thAya che, ane tenA upayogathI "pUrNa AjJAsiddhinI prApti thAya che, jemAM AjJArasano anubhava karavAnuM bhAgya nirmANa thAya che. je sidhdha paramANuono vibhAga che, te paramANuo potAthI nIcenA chadmastha bhAgamAM ekarUpa thavAthI grahaNa karelA RNathI mukta thatA jAya che; ane maitrIbhAvane pAMca samavAyanI maryAdAthI para karI asImita banAve che, A rIte dharmanuM yogya maMgalapaNuM sarjavAthI, te arihaMtano AtmA kevaLI samughAta mATe sarva jIva tathA sarva samavAya sAthe parama maitrI upArjana karavAnuM bhAgya bAMdhe che. A prakAre dharmanI pratyeka pravRttimAM mAtra lAbha, lAbha ane lAbha ja thAya che. "aho paramAtmA! tamArA A cetananA anubhava je arUpIpaNe anubhavAya che, tene rUpI zabdadeha ApavA mATe ane amane samajAvavA mATe tamArA ane anaMta prakAre RNI chIe. AjJArasanI A samajaNane dhULa rUpa ApavA mATe je vacanAtIta ahobhAva vedAya che, tenuM AtmAmAM je vedanA thAya che te paNa yogya pratyupakAra (prati upakAra)rUpa lAgatuM nathI." pa7

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha "tamArA zaraNamAM rahI sakita meLavatAM prApta karela pratyakSa sadgurunA AjJAkavacane, kSAyika samakita vakhate maLelA sarva sadguru AjJAkavacane, chaThThA guNasthAne AvatAM grahaNa karelAM sarva satpuruSanAM AjJAkavacane, apramatta evA sAtamA guNasthAne prApta karela chadmastha parameSTinAM AjJAkavacane, A AjJArasathI evAM taraboLa banAvo ke emAM atyArathI ja dharmanuM sanAtanapaNuM, maMgalapaNuM, parama maitrIbhAva, pAMca samavAyanI Agraha nivRtti sahaja ane sulabha thaI jAya; sAthe sAthe pUrNa kalaMka rahita aDolapaNAnI prApti sahita kSapaka zreNinAM paMca parameSTinAM AjJAkavaca tathA teramA ane caudamA guNasthAne AvatA pUrNa parameSTinAM AjJAkavacamAM, AjJAnAM nyUnAdhikapaNAne agurulaghuguNathI, paMca parameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI brahmarasa samAdhimAM sAdi anaMtakALa mATe aDola sthira cetanamUrti banAvo." "A dareka AjJAkavacamAM je AjJArasanI prApti thAya che tene he rAjaprabhu! tame apUrva avasaranI kaDIomAM ati suMdara rIte kSapaka zreNine uttamottama banAvavA varNavela che, te rasane tamArI kRpA ane AjJAthI amane tamArA caraNomAM sthApI amArAM romeroma ane sarva pradezonA aNue aNumAM gaMbhIra rUpe te rasane sthira banAvo e bhAvanA sAthe tamane khUba khUba bhAva sahita vaMdana karIe chIe." have apUrva avasaranI racanA vicArIe. apUrva avasara zrI rAjaprabhue vi. saM. 1953mAM vavANiyAmAM "apUrva avasara" kAvyanI racanA karI hatI. A racanAmAM cothAthI caudamA guNasthAne pahoMcI siddhabhUmimAM sAdi anaMtakALa mATe aDola sthitie pahoMcavA mATenA puruSArthanuM kramapUrvaka varNana karyuM che, pote kevo puruSArtha karI hAlamAM gajA bahAra ane manoratharUpa lAgatAM sidhdhapadane meLavavA dhAryuM che, te ane tema karatAM pratyeka avasthAe jIvane kevuM AjJAkavaca maLe che, e kavacathI kevo AjJArasa maLe che, ane te AjJArasano upayoga karavAthI kSapaka zreNi kevI adbhuta bane che, tathA tenuM kevuM adbhuta piraNAma Ave che tenuM rahasya 58

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pUrNa AzAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA A kAvyamAM gupta rIte prakAzita karyuM che, A kAvya dvArA AjJAmArge jaI, AjJArasa meLavI teno upayoga karavAnI rIta prachanna rIte darzAvI, rahasya mUkI ApaNA para khUba khUba upakAra temaNe karyo che. A sarva vize ApaNe saMkSepe vicArIe. apUrva avasara evo kyAre Avaze? kyAre thaIzuM bAhyAMtara nirgatha jo? sarva saMbaMdhanuM baMdhana tIkSNa chedIne, vicarazuM kava mahatu puruSane paMtha jo ... apUrva. 1. A pahelI kaDImAM zrI rAjaprabhue pUrvamAM kyAreya vedyo na hato, evo sarva saMbaMdhanA tIkSNa baMdhanane toDIne, bAhyathI temaja aMtaraMgathI nigraMtha - graMthirahita thaIne arthAt karmanAM baMdhanathI chUTIne mahApuruSanA mArge cAlavAno abhilASa mukhyapaNe sevyo che. vyavahAranayathI vicAratAM A kaDImAM teoe sarvasaMga parityAgI muni thaI mahApuruSane aMtaraMgathI anusaravAno abhilASa rAkhyo jaNAya che. tyAre A ja kaDIne nizcayanayathI vicArIe to temAM sarva prakAranAM pugala paramANu tathA anya dravyanA saMparkathI mukta thaI, mahA uttama AtmAnAM arthAt siddhAtmAnAM pagale cAlI, siddhabhUmimAM sarvakALane mATe sthira rahevAnI manokAmanA rajU thayelI che. saMsAra paribhramaNathI chUTavA mATe, kalyANamArgamAM praveza karavA mATe be tattvanI khUba agatyatA che. prathama anivAryatA che "mokSa meLavavAnI prabaLa icchA" ane bIjI anivAryatA che "A icchAne yogya vaLAMka ApI saphaLa karAvI zake tevA samartha AtmAnuM mArgadarzana". kAvyanI pahelI paMkti, "apUrva avasara evo kyAre Avaze?"mAM "mokSa meLavavAnI prabaLa icchA" sahajatAe ApaNe anubhavI zakIe chIe. sAthe sAthe A icchA pUrI karanAra "mArgadarzaka guru'no nirdeza ApaNane vicarazuM kava mahat puruSane paMtha jo?' e paMktimAM ati spaSTapaNe prApta thAya che. mahatu puruSa to e ja kahevAya ke jemaNe potAnI Atmazuddhi karI che eTaluM ja nahi paNa bIjAne ya Atmazuddhi karavAmAM madada karI zake evI zakti prApta karI che. pa9

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha A rIte, mokSamArgamAM AgaLa vadhavA mATe jIve je be sthitinI sAnukULatA meLavavAnI che tenuM nirUpaNa karI, sarva prakAranAM saMbaMdhanA - paricayanA tIkSNa baMdhanane chedavAnI vRttimAM bhAvanI baLavattaratA karI che. sarva saMbaMdhathI chUTI javAnI potAnI bhAvanAne pUrI karavA pote je puruSArtha karavA dhAryo che tenuM nirUpaNa bIjI kaDIthI zarU karyuM che. sarva bhAvathI odAsInya vRtti karI, mAtra deha te saMyama hetu hoya jo, anya kAraNe anya kazuM kahyuM nahi, dehe paNa kiMcit mUcha nava joya jo ... apUrva. 2 anAdikALathI jIva saMsAranAM zAtAnAM ja nimittAmAM rahevAnA bhAva ghUMTato Avyo che, vaLI je kaMI azAtAnAM nimitto Ave tenAM prati dveSa karI, klezita thaI navAM karma upArjI AtmAne potAnAM zudhdha svarUpathI vaMcita ja rAkhato rahyo che. AvI paristhitimAM sarva karmathI chUTI zudhdha thavAno apUrva avasara meLavavA mATe jIve potAnI saMsAra bhAvanA mUkavI ghaTe arthAt pUrva karmanA paripAka anusAra je kaMI zAtA ke azAtAnA udayo Ave tene korANe rAkhI, tenA prati udAsIna thavuM joie. te anusAra bIjI kaDInI pahelI paMktimAM ja "sarva bhAvathI udAsIna thavAnI vartana mAgI che, eTale ke sAnukULa saMjogamAM rAga ane pratikULa saMjogamAM TheSa karavAnI je Teva anAdikALathI cAlatI AvI che tene pUrNatAe choDI devA icche che. eTaluM ja nahi paNa jenA mATe ati ati Asakti parApUrvathI jIva sevato Avyo che te dehane paNa mAtra saMyama keLavavAnuM sAdhana banAvavA mAge che. jyAM jIva deharUpa banI tenI zAtA azAtAne ja potAnI zAtA azAtArUpa mAnI varyA kare che tyAM A Asaktino tyAga karI, te dehane pUrepUro pararUpa jANI, AtmAne zudhdha karavAnA sAdhana tarIke ja gaNyo che. deha sAthenA ekapaNAnA bhAvane choDavA, dehathI bhinna banavA, AtmasaMyama keLavavAmAM bAdhA kare evA eka paNa padArthano saMsarga

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pUrNa AzAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA temane svIkArya nathI. sAthe sAthe koI paNa zubhAzubha sthitimAM deha mATe kiMcita mAtra paNa rAga na rahe e sthiti bhAvI che. jeNe tvarAthI pUrNatAe Atmazuddhi meLavavI che teNe saMvegane (mokSa meLavavAnI bhAvanAne) keTalo utkRSTa karavo joie te ahIM samajAvyuM che. A uparAMta mahatu puruSanA mArge javuM hoya to temanuM zaraNa rahavuM joIe e sahelAIthI samajAya tevI bAbata che. tema karavAthI temanA taraphathI rakSAnA kavacanI racanA kevI rIte thAya che, ane jIva mahat puruSa prati AjJAdhInapaNuM vadhAratAM vadhAratAM uttarottara kevA rakSAkavacane meLavato jAya che tenI jANakArI, tathA te AjJA kavacathI AtmavikAsa kevo thAya che, tathA jIvanI deha pratinI Asakti toDavAmAM te kevI rIte madadarUpa thAya che tenI jANakArI ApaNane trIjI kaDIthI maLatI jAya che. jenA parathI sakAmapaNe AjJAmAM ghUsavAnuM kArya jIva karI zake che. A prakAre potAnI pUrNa zudhdha thavAnI kAmanA pUrI karavA mATe potAne dehanI mUcha tyAgavAno keTalo baLavAna prayatna Adaravo che tenuM suMdara citra jovA maLe che. sadgurunI prApti thayA pachI, jIvanA puruSArthathI ane sadgurunA rakSaNanI sahAyathI tenAM mithyAtvano nAza zarU thAya che. te ja mArga kSayopazama samakita meLavyA pachI AgaLa vadhI sadgurunI parama kRpA thakI jIva kSAyika samakita paNa meLave che. potAnI aMgata sthitine rajU karatAM A kAvyamAM rAjaprabhue potAne maLelA kSAyika samakitanI jANakArI ApI, darzanamoha vyatIta karyA pachI cAritramohano nAza karavA kyA upAya vicAryA che tenI kramabadhdha vicAraNA mUkela che; tenuM varNana trIjI kaDIthI zarU thAya che. A kAvyanI vizeSatA e che ke te aMgata bhAvanA rajU karatuM hovA chatAM te mArganI tathA sidhdhAMtonI rasabharI vAtothI bharapUra che, ane koI paNa AtmArthI jIvane vikAsa karavA mATe atyaMta upayogI thaI zake tevuM che. darzanamoha vyatIta thaI upajyo bodha je, deha bhinna kevaLa caitanyanuM jJAna jo, tethI prakSINa cAritramoha vilokIe, varte evuM zudhdha svarUpanuM dhyAna jo. apUrva ... 3

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha mohanIya karmanA prabhAvathI jIva anaMtakALathI saMsAramAM rakhaDato Avyo che, te karmanAM kAraNe ja anya karmo baMdhAya che tethI te "moharAjA" kahevAya che. A karmanA mukhya be bhAga che: darzanamoha ane cAritramoha. jIvane potAnAM svarUpanuM bhAna ja thavA na de te darzanamoha ane svarUpanuM bhAna thayA chatAM svarUpamAM TakavA ja na de te cAritramoha. A baMne prakAranAM mohano kSaya thayA pachI ja AtmA pUrNa zudhdha thaI zake che. tethI to mohanIyanA kSayopazamanI mAtrAne AdhAre zrI prabhue cauda guNasthAna varNavyA che. jyAre darzanamohane dabAvIne svAnubhUti jIva kare che tyAre te cothA guNasthAne Ave che, ane e ja guNasthAne jIva darzanamohano saMpUrNa kSaya paNa karI zake che. ane vikAsa karatAM karatAM caudamA guNasthAne mana, vacana, kAyAnA yogane tyAgI pUrNatAe parapadArthanA saMsargathI AtmA rahita bane che. A cothAthI caudamAM guNasthAna sudhI vikAsa karavA mATenA uttamottama puruSArthane zrI rAjaprabhue A kAvyamAM gAyo che. je emano potAno abhilASa hovA chatAM koI paNa AtmAthI jIvane upayogI ane upakArI thaI zake ema che. potAno darzanamoha (mithyAtva) vyatIta thavAthI - nAza pAmavAthI kevo Atmabodha maLyo che tenuM varNana A trIjI kaDImAM karyuM che. darzanamoha nAza pAmavAthI AtmA dehathI sarvathA bhinna che - nyAro che, te caitanyarUpa che evI anubhava sahitanI samajaNa AvI che ane AtmA dehathI bhinna che tenI pratIti satata rahe che. A pratItinA AdhAre spaSTa jaNAyuM che ke darzanamoha gayA pachI cAritramoha (kaSAya tathA nokaSAyano upadrava) jaladIthI toDI zakAya che. A jANakArInuM temaNe evuM phaLa icchayuM che ke cAritramohano tvarAthI nAza karI, vahelAmAM vahelI take zudhdha svarUpane meLavavAnI tAlAvelImAM DUbI javuM. jIvano darzanamoha dabAya tyArathI tene pratyakSa sagurunuM AjJAkavaca maLe che. A kavacanA prabhAvathI dabAyeluM mithyAtva udayamAM AvI zakatuM nathI, ane te jIvanA saguru pratinA ahobhAva tathA pUjyabhAva vadhAravAmAM madadarUpa thAya che. jema jema jIvanuM ArAdhana vadhatuM jAya che tema tema tenuM mithyAtva kSINa thatuM jAya che - nAnuM

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pUrNa AjJAsiddhi -- pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA ane nAnuM thatuM jAya che. AgaLa vadhatAM vadhatAM darzanamohano saMpUrNa nAza thAya che, ane tyAre tene sarva sadgurunA AjJAkavacanI prApti thAya che. kSAyika samakita meLavyA pahelAM jIvane potAne mokSamArge doranAra sadguru prati ghaNo ahobhAva tathA pUjyabhAva vedAto hoya che, te prakArano ahobhAva tathA pUjyabhAva anya ucca AtmAo prati paNa keLavato jAya che; sahu sadguru jIvone AgaLa vadhAravA puruSArthI rahe che e samajaNa AvatAM teno sadbhAva sarva rUDA AtmA pratye samAnatA dhAraNa karato jAya che. pariNAme kSAyika samakita maLyA pachI jIvane 'sarva sadgurunuM AjJAkavaca' maLe che. jenAM phaLarUpe tene kyAreya samyaktva vamavAno prasaMga Avato nathI, eTaluM ja nahi paNa te jIva puruSArthI thaI vadhumAM vadhu traNa bhavamAM saMsArathI mukta thaI jAya che. kAraNa ke te dareka uttama puruSanA guNono lAbha letAM zIkhato jAya che. temAM paNa jene mAtra eka ja bhavamAM mukta thavAnI tAlAvelI lAgI hoya tenI chUTavAnI bhAvanA keTalI baLavAna hoya te tIvratA 'varte evuM zudhdha svarUpanuM dhyAna jo' e paMktimAM jovA maLe che. A tAlAvelI rAjaprabhune satata vartatI hatI te samajAya che. darzanamohano kSaya thayA pachI cAritramohano nAza ka2vA mATe jIvamAM mana, vacana tathA kAyAnuM arpaNapaNuM zrI sadguru ane zrI prabhu prati thatuM javuM joie ane tenI vardhamAnatA paNa thavI joIe. jyAre svarUpa sthiratA meLavavAmAM bAdhAkA2ka thAya evA tattvono tyAga karavAnI zarUAta jIva kare che tyAre te pAMcamA guNasthAne Ave che. ane jyAre te traNe yoganI arpaNatA zrI prabhu tathA zrI gurune kare che tyAre te chaThThA guNasthAne Ave che, e vakhatathI jIvane prabhunI AjJAe satata rahevAnA bhAva zarU thaI vardhamAna thatA jAya che. A avasthAmAM teno satpuruSa pratino ahobhAva tathA vinayabhAva vadhe che, nityanigodathI bahAra kADhavAthI zarU karI, vartamAna avasthAe pahoMcADavAmAM uttama puruSono keTalo moTo phALo che te samajAya che, ane AvA upakArI AtmAo prati premabhAva, pUjyabhAva tathA ahobhAvanI lAgaNI te vede che, ane vadhAre che. Ama chaThThA guNasthAne buddhi tathA lAgaNInuM ekapaNuM thavAnI zarUAta thatAM je parameSTi jIva kalyANabhAva vede tenAM kalyANanAM paramANuo grahaNa karavAnI 63

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha vRtti vadhatAM jIvane "sarva puruSanuM AjJAkavaca' baMdhAvA lAge che. ane jema jema bhAvanI utkRSTatA Ave che tema tema te kavaca vadhAre ne vadhAre majabUta thatuM jAya che. AvI tIvratAvALA bhAva thatAM, cAritramoha toDavA mATe jIve kevo puruSArtha karavo joIe tenI spaSTatA zrI sadgurunI kRpAthI ane sahAyathI jIvane thatI jAya che. chaThThA sAtamA guNasthAne varyA pachI tvarita gatie vikAsa karavA jIve kevA bhAva sevavA joIe tathA kevo puruSArtha Adaravo joie; jenAM phaLarUpe uttama kSapaka zreNi ane pUrNa AjJAsiddhi prApta thAya tenuM yathArtha citra zrI rAjaprabhu cothIthI caudamI kaDI sudhImAM potAnI aMgata bhAvanA rUpe rajU kare che; alabatta, A puruSArtha koI paNa sanmArgI jIvane mATe khUba khUba mArgadarzaka bane tema che te nirvivAda hakIkata che, arthAtu vyaktinI bhAvanA samaSTi mATe keTalI upakArI che te ApaNane samajAya che. AtmasthiratA traNa saMkSipta yoganI, mukhyapaNe to varte deha paryata jo, ghora pariSaha ke upasarga bhaye karI, AvI zake nahi te sthiratAno aMta jo.apUrva ... 4 saMyamanA hetuthI yoga pravartanA, svarUpa lakSe jinaAjJA AdhIna jo, te paNa kSaNa kSaNa ghaTatI jAtI sthitimAM, aMte thAye nija svarUpamAM lIna jo. apUrva ... 5 pratyeka saMjJI paMcendriya jIvane mana, vacana ane kAyA e traNa yoga hoya che, ane karmabaMdhanA pAMca kAraNa che - mithyAtva, avirati, pramAda, kaSAya ane yoga. temAM yoga e evuM kAraNa che ke je jIvane sahu pahelAM sakriya thAya che, ane sauthI chelle akriya thAya che arthAtu jAya che. jIvanI sauthI nIcI avasthA pRthvIkAyamAM ane sarva ekeMdriyapaNAmAM vacanayoga ane manoyoga sakriya hotA nathI, tyAre eka kAyayoga ja karmabaMdha mATe sakriya thaI anya cAra karmabaMdhanAM kAraNone parokSarUpa banAve che. beindriyapaNAthI vacanayoga sakriya thAya che, ane tyArathI jema jema indriya vadhatI

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pUrNa AjJAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA jAya che tema tema anya eka eka kAraNa karmabaMdha karavA mATe parokSapaNuM choDI sakriya thatuM jAya che, ane jIva jyAre saMjJI paMcendriyapaNAmAM Ave che tyAre karmabaMdhanAM pAMca kAraNo phUlIphAlI pUrNarUpe jIvane AvarI levA taiyAra thaI jAya che. paraMtu A jIva jo sapuruSanA zaraNe jaI traNe yogane AjJAdhIna banAvato jAya che to kramathI karmabaMdhanAM pAMca kAraNo nivRtta thatA jAya che ane yogane karmakaTinuM kAraNa banAvI zake che. A bhAva zrI rAjaprabhue cothI kaDImAM gUMthyo che. mana, vacana ane kAyAnA traNe yogane teo evI rIte pravartAvavA mAge che ke jethI temanI AtmasthiratA - AtmapradezonuM akaMpana akhaMDapaNe rahyA kare. jyAre AtmapradezonuM kaMpana nahivat thaI jAya che tyAre karNAzrava ati ati alpa ane zubha paramANumaya banI jAya che. kadAcit Avo AtmA yoga sAthe joDAya to paNa e joDANa ekAda samaya jevuM saMkSepI zakAya che, ke jethI vizeSa karmAzrava thaI zake nahi. A svarUpa sthiratA mATe temaNe evI adbhuta sthitinI bhAvanA bhAvI che ke bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara pariSaha ke upasarga Ave, athavA to te AvavAno bhaya pravartato hoya to paNa AtmasthiratAmAM leza mAtra khAmI sarjAya nahi. jyAM sudhI dehamAM AtmAne rahevAnuM hoya tyAM sudhInI AvI sthiratAnI mAgaNI temanI che. A Adarzane saphaLa karavA temaNe kevI vartana karavAnuM nakkI karyuM che tenI samajaNa pAMcamI kaDIthI ApaNane maLe che. A kaDImAM mahAsaMvaranA mArgamAM cAlatA muni tarIkenA bhAva ane vartanA zarU thAya che ane te vikAsa karI AjJA prerita, kalyANa prerita mahAsaMvara mArga sudhI kevI rIte pragati kare che teno citAra ApaNane te pachInI kaDIomAM jovA maLe che. cothI tathA pAMcamI kaDImAM AtmAne kyA AdarzanI sthitie sthira karavo che, tenuM varNana che. AvI sthiratA meLavavA mATe puruSa ke tenAthI paNa ucca kakSAe virAjatA AtmAnuM AjJAkavaca anivArya che. vaLI A AjJAkavaca ane temAMthI TapakatA AjJArasano upayoga karIne ja AgaLa vadhAya che tenI spaSTatA rAjaprabhue "svarUpa lakSe jinaAjJA AdhIna jo e paMktimAM mUkI che. teoe to zrI jinezvara prabhunuM ja AjJA kavaca mAgyuM che, te paNa AtmAne pUrNa 65.

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha zudhdha karavAnA lakSane saphaLa karavA mATe ja mAgela che te ahIM samajAya che. jinezvaranI AjJArUpa kavacanI sahAyathI teo vizeSa zudhdha ane UMcA prakAranAM paramANuo grahaNa karavA icche che, jenI madada thakI teo pUrNa zudhdha thavA thakIno vikAsa 'aMte thAye nija svarUpamAM lIna jo' anubhavI zake. je yoga saMsAra paribhramaNanA AraMbhakALathI karma baMdhananuM eka kAraNa che; te yogane prabhu AjJAe pravartAvI saMyamanA sAdhanarUpa banAvavAnA bhAva A kaDInI pahelI be paMktimAM jovA maLe che. jIvamAM pravartatA vibhAvane kAraNe te yoga sAthe joDAI, karmabaMdhanAM koIka anya kAraNane sakriya banAvI Atmapradezone kaMpAve che, A kaMpanane kAraNe jIva lezyAnusAra karmane grahaNa kare che. A karmabaMdhanathI bacavA mATe zrI rAjaprabhu jina AjJAnusAra vartavA eTale ke zrI prabhunA caraNamAM yoganI soMpaNI vizeSa utkRSTatAthI karavA dhAre che. ane A soMpaNI svasvarUpanI yathArtha zuddhi meLavavA mATe ja karavI che te temano nirNaya che e "svarUpa lakSe jinaAjJA AdhIna jo vacanathI spaSTa thAya che. je yoganI prakriyA thayA kare che tene karmavRddhimAMthI karmakaTi karanAra banAvavI che tenI spaSTatA ApaNane "saMyamanA hetuthI yoga pravartanA" e paMktithI jaNAya che. jyAM sudhI yoganuM kartApaNuM AjJAdhIna thaI prabhune soMpavAmAM AvatuM nathI tyAM sudhI AtmasaMyama pravartato nathI, ane A saMyamapAlana vinA karmabaMdhanAM kAraNono nAza thaI zakato nathI. A kAraNe potAnuM karmabaMdhananuM kartApaNuM tathA karma bhogavavAnuM paNa kartApaNuM pUrNatAe tyAgavA jinAjJAne AdhIna banavA icchayuM che. paNa hakIkata e che ke icchA thatAM ja kAryasiddhi thatI nathI, te mATe satata puruSArthanI anivAryatA che. A puruSArthanuM sAtatya kevuM jALavavuM che te "te paNa kSaNa kSaNa ghaTatI jAtI sthitimAM batAvI samajAvyuM che ke yoga pravartanano svachaMda pratyeka kSaNe ghaTato jAya ane tenI aMtima kSaNomAM pUrNa paNe svasvarUpamAM lIna thavuM che, je siddhAvasthAno anubhava che tenI mAgaNI mUkAyelI che. Ama A kaDImAM saMyamanI vardhamAnatA mATe jinAjJAnusAra yogane pravartAvI zreNi sudhI vikAsa karI, kevaLajJAna kevaLadarzananA bhoktA banI eTale ke karmabaMdhanAM pahelAM cAra kAraNono tyAga karI,

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pUrNa AjJAsiddhi -- pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA yoga sAthenuM joDANa paNa kramathI ghaTADatA jaI 'nijasvarUpa'mAM lIna thavA sudhIno abhilASa nirUpyo che. A abhilASane saphaLa karavA yogane kevI rIte pravartAvavA che tenuM vistaraNa temaNe chaThThI kaDImAM karyuM che. paMca viSayamAM rAgadveSa virahitatA, paMca pramAde na maLe manano kSobha jo, dravya, kSetra, ne kALa, bhAva pratibaMdha vaNa, vicaravuM udayAdhIna paNa vItalobha jo. apUrva ... 67 6 chaThThA sAtamA guNasthAne muni tarIke vartatI vakhate pAMcaprakAranI indriyonA viSaya sukhamAM rAgadveSa rahitapaNuM mAgI, sarva prakAranA pramAdathI rahita banavAnuM vicAryuM che. sAmAnya rIte jIvanI sarva indriyo zAtAnI zodhamAM cotarapha bhaTakatI hoya che, ane sAnUkuLa sthitimAM rAga ane pratikuLa sthitimAM dveSanuM vedana jIva karyA karI, karma vadhArato phare che. A dazAnuM mULa samajI svasvarUpamAM javA mATe pAMce indriyonA je zAtA azAtAnA nimitto che tene mATe rAgadveSa rahita sthiti mAgI che, Ama indriya sukhanI prApti aprAptimAM samabhAva AvI jAya to indriyasaMyama sahaja thaI jAya; eTale ke indriyone zAtAnI zodhamAM AjubAju bhaTakavAnuM chUTI jAya. A to ja zakya bane jo jIvanuM mana svasvarUpa mATe udyamI banI, pramAdarahita sthitimAM pravarte. tethI 'paMca pramAde na maLe manano kSobha jo' ema kahI manane sarvathA apramAdI karavAno nirNaya sUcavyo che. traNe yogamAM manoyoga sahuthI baLavAna che. mukhyatAe tenI AjJAe jIvanAM vAcA ane kAyA pravarte che, AthI mana vaza thAya to vANI ane kAyA ane tenA anusaMdhAnamAM indriyo paNa vaza thaI jAya. A hetuthI temaNe manane pUrNa vaza karavAnuM mAgyuM che. jyAre AtmasthiratAmAMthI mana calita thAya che tyAre mana pramAdI thatAM jIva pramAdI thAya che, koI paNa prakAranA pramAdamAM na rahetA jIva satata svarUpalInatAmAM

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha varte to ja mana apramAdI banyuM kahevAya. A dazAmAM ja AtmA dravya, kSetra, kALa ke bhAvanA pratibaMdhathI - karma baMdhanathI chUTI, mAtra udayAnusAra vItalobha banI vicArI zake che. A paristhiti to mAtra kevaLI paryAyamAM ja zakya che jyAre AtmA sarva ghAti karmothI mukta thaI satata svarUpalInatA mANe che. A kALamAM AtmAnI svarUpasthiratA evI hoya che ke amuka amuka samayanA AMtare mAtra eka ja samaya mATe yoga sAthe te joDAya che, tyAre aDhaLaka kalyANabhAva AzravavA chatAM, pUrva saMcita aghAtikarmonI satata nirjarA paNa te pratyeka samaye karato jAya che. A rIte vItalobha thaI - jagatane kalyANanAM paramANunI satata bheTa ApatA jaI, pUrvakarmanA udayAnusAra tenI nirjarA mATe ja dravya, kSetra, kALa tathA bhAvathI abaMdha banI vicaravAno Adarza sevyo che. A pramANe pAMcamI tathA chaThThI kaDImAM pUrNa zudhdha thavAno potAno Adarza pUro karavA pUrNa cAritrazuddhi meLavavAnI bhAvanA vyakta karI che. A dhyeyane pahoMcI vaLavA kaSAya jaya kevI rIte karavA dhAryo che te ane te jayanI mAtrAnI kaI hada icchI che te rAjaprabhue sAtamI tathA AThamI kaDImAM varNavyuM che. A kaSAya jayane pAmavA mATe kevuM Adarza AMtarabAhya cAritra pALavuM che tenI bhAvanA 9mIthI bAramI kaDI sudhImAM varNavI, kSapaka zreNi mAMDavAnI uttama taiyArI karavAno temaNe Adarza sevyo che. krodha pratye to varte krodha svabhAvatA, mAna pratye to dInapaNAnuM mAna jo, mAyA pratye mAyA sAkSI bhAvanI, lobha pratye nahi lobha samAna jo. apUrva .. 7. bahu upasarga kartA pratye paNa krodha nahi, vaMde cakrI tathApi na maLe mAna jo, deha jAya paNa mAyA thAya na romamAM, lobha nahi jo prabaLa siddhi nidAna jo. apUrva ... 8 kSapaka zreNimAM pAra utaravA mATe chaThThA sAtamA guNasthAne chadmastha AtmAe kaSAya jaya paratve pUrepUruM dhyAna ApavuM ghaTe che, kemake jo zreNi mATe pUratI taiyArI na thaI 68

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pUrNa AjJAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA hoya to te jIva kSepakane badale upazama zreNimAM jaI, bhUla karI pAcho nIce UtarI Ave che, ane tenI karelI mahenata niSphaLa thAya che. zreNimAM AvI koI bhUla na thAya tenI takedArI mATe saMsAra paribhramaNanAM mULa nimitta rUpa kaSAya jaya karavAno puruSArtha temaNe varNavyo che. ahIM kSAyika samakita meLavyA pachIno cAritramoha nAza karavAno puruSArtha hovAthI, mithyAtva toDayA pachI je cAritrapAlana karavAnuM che te mATeno Adarza sevyo che. kSAyika samakita lIdhA pachI - darzanamoha vyatIta thatA cAritramohanI prakRti toDavAnI rahe che. cAritramohanA cAra kaSAya krodha, mAna, mAyA tathA lobha che, te pratyekanA anaMtAnubaMdhI, apratyAkhyAnI, pratyAkhyAnI ane saMjvalana evA cAra vibhAga che; AmAMno anaMtAnubaMdhI prakAra to mithyAtvanA kSaya sAthe ja kSaya thaI jAya che eTale bAkInA traNa prakAranA pratyeka kaSAya ane nokaSAyano nAza jIve zreNimAM karI AtmasvarUpa pragaTAvavAnuM rahe che. nokaSAya mULa kaSAyane uddIpta karavAmAM sahAyakArI tattva che, tethI mULa kaSAya jatAM te sahajatAe nAza pAmI jatA hovAthI, tenA mATe svataMtra puruSArthanI jarUra rahetI nathI. AthI ahIM cAra mULa kaSAyane kaI rIte ane keTalI hade chadmastha avasthAmAM kSINa karavA che tenI bhAvanA mUkI che. zreNi zarU karatAM pahelAM A kaSAyo jeTalA vizeSa upazama thAya teTalI zreNi najIka Ave tathA nAnI thatI jAya che, tethI kaSAya upazamanI utkRSTatA zrI rAjaprabhue icchA che. A bhAvanAne kAraNe chaThThA guNasthAne maLeluM sarva sapuruSanuM kavaca, sAtamAM guNasthAnamAM AgaLa vadhatAM chabastha parameSTinA kavacamAM palaTAya che. jema jema jIvano kaSAya jaya thato jAya che tema tema anya jIvo pratino premabhAva, maitrIbhAva ane kalyANabhAva vadhatA jAya che. Ama thavAthI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMta, jeo sarva jIvanA kalyANanI bhAvanA bhAve che temanA chadmastha avasthAnAM (jemaNe parameSTi pada nikAcIta karyuM che paNa te padano udaya thayo nathI te dazAnA) kalyANanAM paramANuo vizeSatAe AkarSAIne Ave che. ane tenAM AjJAkavacane majabUta karatA jaI cAritrazuddhi vadhAratAM jAya che. Ama thatAM muninuM mahAsaMvara mArgamAM vicaravuM sahaja thAya che.

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha sAtamI kaDImAM cAre kaSAyane kevo puruSArtha karI nAthavA che te zrI rAjaprabhue varNavyuM che. krodha upara krodha karIne, mAna sAme prabhupratinuM dInapaNuM vedIne, mAyA sAthe sAkSIbhAvanI (jJAtAdraSTA rUpa) mAyA karIne ane lobhane teno ja lobha karI TALavA vicAryuM che. A prakriyAno vicAra karIe to samajAya che ke kaSAyanA sUkSmAtisUkSma rUpano paNa kSaya karavA A upAya sakSama che. A cAre kaSAyane kaI hada sudhI kSINa karI zreNie caDavuM che te temaNe AThamI kaDImAM varNavyuM che. dehAtmA chUTA thaI jAya evA bhayaMkara upasarga karanAra prati paNa krodha na Ave, balka tenA prati paNa kalyANabhAva varase; saMsAranA sarvottama RddhidhArI cakravarti jevA samartha manuSya pUjyabhAvathI vaMdana karavA Ave to paNa aMzamAtra mAnabhAva na thAya, nispRhatA ja anubhavAya; jagatamAM jenA prati sarvotkRSTa Asakti che evA dehanA tyAganA prasaMge paNa aMza mAtra mAyA romamAM thAya nahi, deha prati paNa uttama anAsakti varta, ane moTAmAM moTI aSTamahAsiddhi AtmAnI zuddhi thatAM pragaTa thAya to paNa te siddhiono aMza mAtra lobha na rahe, eTalI mAtrA sudhI kaSAyone upazAMta karavAnI bhAvanA vyakta karI che. A batAve che ke baLavAnamAM baLavAna azAtA ke zAtAnA udayanI vacce paNa 'AtmazuddhinuM lakSa temane maMda thavA devuM nathI. A vartana karavAmAM mahAsaMvaranA mArgamAM kalyANabhAva tathA AjJA sahitano kalyANabhAva anubhavavo kevo sahaja thaI jAya che te A be kaDInI vicAraNA karatAM spaSTa thAya che. upasarga karanAra prati dveSa na thAya, cakravarti vAMde chatAM mAna nA thAya, dehanA tyAgamAM mAyA na thAya ane mahAna siddhio pragaTavA chatAM lobha na thAya evI sthiti kyAre saMbhavI zake? AtmA jyAre AjJAdhInapaNe svarUpamayatA anubhave tyAre ja AvA prabaLa nimittone gauNa karI kaSAyane jItI zake. A sUcave che ke svarUpasiddhi karavAnuM anupama lakSa jyAre nikAcIta thAya tyAre ja Avo puruSArtha karavo zakya che. jagatanA sarva padArtho prati anAsakta rahI vItarAgI banI svarUpasthitinA eka mAtra dhyeyathI jIva pravarte tyAre ja AvA apUrva avasaranI prApti thaI zake che. O

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pUrNa AjJAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA svarUpasiddhi karavAnuM anupama lakSa nikAcIta karavA mATe temaNe je cAritra pAlana mAgyuM che tenuM nirUpaNa navamIthI bAramI kaDImAM, chaThThA sAtamA guNasthAnanI dazAe vartana rUpa dekhADyuM che. navamI kaDImAM A lakSane pahoMcavA kevA bAhyacAritranI - dravya cAritranI jarUriyAta che te varNavyuM che. jyAM sudhI AtmAne AMtaralakSa - zuddha thavAnuM lakSa aMtarathI daDha thatuM nathI tyAM sudhI A bAhyacAritranuM pAlana lagabhaga azakya ke ati ati kaThina bane che. paNa AMtaralakSa ekadama deDha thatAM navamI kaDImAM varNaveluM bAhyacAritra sahaja thatuM jAya che. A bAhyacAritranAM pAlanathI svarUpasiddhi karavA mATe je AMtaracAritra pragaTa thAya che teno paricaya dazamI kaDImAM thAya che. pratyeka vibhinna sthitimAM AtmA kevA samabhAvathI vartI zake che te ApaNane ahIM samajAya che, eTaluM ja nahi kalyANa bharita mahAsaMvara mArganI upayogItA anubhavAya che. nagnabhAva, muMDabhAva, saha ajJAnatA, adaMtadhAvana Adi parama prasidhdha jo, kezaroma, nakha ke aMge zRMgAra nahi, dravya, bhAva saMyamamaya nigraMtha sidhdha jo . apUrva .. 9. zatru mitra pratye varte samadarzitA, mAna amAne varte te ja svabhAva jo, jIvita ke maraNe nahi jUnAdhikatA, bhavamokSe paNa zudhdha varta samabhAva jo. apUrva ... 10 navamI kaDImAM sarvasaMga parityAgI muninI AcaraNAmAM temaNe digabara avasthA (je dehane mATe TADha, taDako, varSAdi samabhAvathI rahevA mATe pariSaharUpa thAya che), keza luMcana (vALano loca karatAM baLavAna azAtA samabhAve vedavAnI rahe che), asnAna (zarIra prati ghaNo nispRhabhAva khIle to ja zarIranI melasahitanI dazAmAM samabhAva AvI zake) ane adaMtadhAvana (mukha ke dAMta paNa sApha na karavA, jethI zarIranuM azucipaNuM satata pratyakSapaNe anubhavavuM paDe) jevI aneka prasidhdha kriyAone koI paNa prakAranA vibhAva rahita pALavAno Adarza sevyo che. sAthe sAthe zarIranA 76.

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha lAlanapAlana ke zobhA mATe koI paNa padArtha aMgIkAra na karavAnI nema temaNe sevI che, jethI AtmazuddhinA lakSavedhamAM aMza paNa khAmI AvI zake nahi. keza, roma, nakha ke zarIranA koIpaNa aMganuM AkarSaNa vadhe - vadhAre evA koI ja padArthano upayoga na karavAnI temanI dhAraNA che. jemake vALane AkarSaka banAvanAra tela, dAMtiyo, ariso Adino upayoga na karavo, vastro paridhAna karI dehanI zobhAne jALavavAno prayatna na karavo, zarIranI sAphasaphAI karI mAyAbhAvamAM na javuM; zarIrane AkarSaka karanAra sugaMdhI padArthono sarvathA tyAga karI vibhAvabhAvanuM poSaNa choDavuM vagere karI; te na karavAnA kAraNe dhAraNa karavA paDatA parigrahathI ane tenI sArasaMbhALathI chUTI javuM. vaLI, e padArtho khUTe tyAre navA meLavavA mATe yAcanA karavAmAMthI paNa bacI javuM. je badhuM jIva anAdikALathI deha mATe karato Avyo che ane paravazapaNAnI vedanA bhogavato Avyo che, te badhAno icchApUrvaka tyAga thatAM anAdikALathI cAlI AvatI dehanI mamatA chUTatI jAya che. dehazobhAnA ane mamata vadhAranArA A badhAM sAdhano Atma ArAdhanamAM satata khalela pahoMcADanArA che, tenA tyAgathI AtmArAdhananuM sAtatya pote vadhArI zake evA bhAvathI A Adarza temaNe jALavyo che. A uparAMta A badhAno tyAga Atma ArAdhananA UMDANamAM tathA svarUpa sthiratA vadhAravAmAM madadarUpa thAya che tenuM sabhAnapaNe je temane AvyuM hatuM te "dravyabhAva saMyamamaya nigraMtha siddha jo" e paMktimAM vizeSatAe phUTa thAya che. yathArtha vyavahAra zuddhi sAthenuM AcaraNa karI teo dravyathI temaja bhAvathI "saMyamamaya sthiti" AjJAdhInapaNe vartavAnI vRttine baLavAnapaNuM Ape che. A kaDIno jarA vistArathI vicAra karIe to, samajAya che ke AjJArUpI tapanuM yathArtha AcaraNa jyAre muni avasthAmAM karavAmAM Ave che tyAre karmanI nirjarA ane saMvara khUba baLavAnapaNe thAya che. muni digaMbara dazA, keza luMcana, ajJAnatA, adaMtadhovana, zRMgAra mAtrano sarvathA tyAga AdinuM uttama bhAva sahita pAlana karI, AzravanA sarva dvAro baMdha karI saMvaranI baLavAna ArAdhanA kare che, sAthe sAthe je AjJAsahita A badhAnuM pAlana thAya che temAM thatA AjJArUpI tapanA ArAdhanathI pUrva

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pUrNa AjJAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA saMcita karmo asaMkhyagame nirjarI jaI, AtmAnI zuddhi jhaDapathI vadhAravAmAM madadarUpa thAya che. AvI abhuta nirjarA tapanA ArAdhanathI karI, saMvarane vadhArI AtmA AjJArUpI dharmamAM kevo sthira thAya che tenuM varNana dazamI kaDImAM jovA maLe che. navamI kaDImAM dravyathI ane bhAvathI cAritrapAlana sevI saMyama sahitanA nirgatha munipaNe vicAravAno Adarza zrI rAjaprabhue vyakta karyo che. A cAritra pAlanathI AtmA zubhabhAva ane kalyANabhAvamAM pravartI paMcaparameSTinAM kalyANanAM paramANuone bahoLA pramANamAM grahaNa karI zake che, A paramANuonI sahAyathI svarUpa sthiratAmAM jaI AtmA bAhya nimittomAM kevI udAsInatAthI rahI zake che ane te udAsInatAne vItarAgatA tarapha dorI zake che tenuM svarUpa ApaNane dazamI kaDImAM jANavA maLe che. udAsInatA ane vItarAgatAnI vacce chaThThA sAtamA guNasthAne ramato AtmA je prakAranA samabhAvamAM rahe che tenI jANakArI ApaNane ahIM maLe che. saMsAramAM zatru ho ke mitra ho - baMne prati samadarzitA mAgI che, arthAt AtmAnubhavanI evI sthiti rAkhavI che ke jemAM baMne prati eka sarakho kalyANabhAva varasyA kare, taratamapaNuM ke krodha Ave nahi; rAgadveSanI mAtrA keTalI keTalI hade tUTI hoya tyAre A saMbhavita bane! e ja rIte jagatajIvo taraphathI mAna maLe ke apamAna maLe, temAMnI koI paNa paristhitimAM evo ja svabhAva rahe, eTale ke nispRhatAnI carama sImA icchI che jyAM mAnakaSAya pravartI zake nahi. jIvana ane maraNa vacce anyUnAdhikapaNuM IcchI mAyAbhAvathI aliptapaNuM rAkhavuM che. sAmAnya rIte A jagatamAM jIva mRtyuthI DarI tenI anicchA ane janmathI AnaMdI tenI mAyA vede che. muni A baMne dazAmAM karmanuM nirjaravApaNuM samajI samabhAvI thaI AtmaramaNatAmAM khAMca na Ave tenI kALajI kare che. A traNe kaSAya jayanA puruSArthanA paripAka rUpe AtmA bhava temaja mokSano bheda bhUlI, mokSano paNa lobha tyAgI satata Atmasukha vedI zake evI paristhiti prApta kare che. Ama A kaDImAM caDatA kramamAM kaSAya jaya yathArthatAe varNavAyo che. zatru ane mitra vyaktio che, temAM krodha kaSAya tvarAthI DokiyA karI jAya che, mAna ane apamAna 73

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha paristhiti che je mAna kaSAyane poSaNa Ape che, jIvana ane maraNa vacce mAyA potAnuM rUpa batAve che. Ama A traNe ghaTanA saMsAranI che, tethI temAM svarUpane sAcavavA samabhAva rAkhI zakAya. kAraNake te be vacceno bheda bhAMtigata che. paNa bhava tathA mokSa vacceno bheda to sadAsarvadA svayaM virodhI ja che, temAM samabhAva ghaTe nahi, te vacceno bheda to zudhdha svabhAvathI ja bhUMsI zakAya. A zudhdha svabhAva krodha, mAna,mAyA ane lobha e cAre kaSAyathI alipta che. A rIte A kaDImAM caDatA kramamAM anubhavAtuM AjJArUpI dharmanuM pAlana varNavyuM che. zatru ke mitrarUpa vyakti kaSAya karavA mATe bAhya ke sthULa nimitta che, tenA prasaMgamAM krodha para jaya karavAthI sthiratA pragaTe che, te pachI temanA pratithI sarjAtI mAna ke apamAnanI sthiti je vizeSa sUkSma tema ja aMtarane sparzanArI che temAM paNa AjJArUpI dharmanuM pAlana karI mAnano jaya karavA muni bhAgyazALI bane che. tenAthI AjJArUpI dharmanAM pAlanamAM AgaLa vadhI AkhA jIvanane AvarI letI jIvana maraNanI sthitamAM mAyAno jaya karI svarUpa sthiratA mANavA muni bhAgyazALI thAya che. A eka bhavathI vistarI samasta paribhramaNanuM anusaMdhAna karI bhava tathA mokSanI bAbatamAM zudhdha svabhAva pravartAvI lobha kaSAya sahita cAre kaSAyano saMpUrNa jaya karI AjJArUpI dharmanA pAlananI utkRSTatA abhilASI che. A navamI tathA dazamI kaDImAM muni avasthAne yogya sahaja AcAranA anusaMdhAnamAM kaSAya jaya kevI rIte thAya che, uttama zreNinI taiyArI kema thatI jAya che te darzAvyuM che, eTale ke muni avasthAmAM AjJArUpI tapanA pAlanathI asaMkhyagame nirjarA karI AjJArUpI dharmamAM sthira rahevA AtmA satata prayatnavAna rahe che. tema chatAM keTalAMka ardha nikAcIta karmo evAM hoya che ke je amuka gALA pachI ja udayamAM Ave, te udayamAM AvI bhogavAya tyAM sudhI rAha jovAthI munino saMsArakALa laMbAI jAya che. AvA saMjogomAM muni AdarelA mahAsaMvaranA mArgamAM AjJApAlana sAthe uttama kalyANabhAva bheLavI saMsArano aMta jhaDapathI lAvavAno puruSArtha kare che. te puruSArtha zrI rAjaprabhue 11mI ane 12mI kaDImAM varNavyo che. 74

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pUrNa AjJAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA ekAkI vicarato vaLI smazAnamAM, vaLI parvatamAM vAgha siMha saMyoga jo, aDola Asana, ne manamAM nahi kSobhatA, parama mitrano jANe pAmyA yoga jo. apUrva ... 11. ghora tapazcaryAmAM paNa manane tApa nahi, sarasa ane nahi manane prasanna bhAva jo, rajakaNa ke riddhi vaimAnika devanI, sarve mAnyA pudgala eka svabhAva jo . apUrva . 12. agyAramI kaDImAM, smazAnamAM, jaMgalamAM, parvatomAM jyAM azAtAnA aneka udayonI saMbhAvanA che, tevAM sthaLomAM muni ekAkIpaNe vicarI bhAvimAM udayamAM AvanAra azubha karmone vartamAnamAM uderI ANavA AhvAna Ape che. jyAM sudhI azAtAnA udayo bAkI rahe che tyAM sudhI kevaLajJAna pragaTatuM nathI, kAraNa ke kevaLajJAna thayA pachI AtmAne azAtA bAkI rahetI nathI. tethI zreNine jhaDapathI AMbavA muni bhAvikALanA azubha udayone vartamAnamAM uderI ANI pradezodaya ke vipAkodayathI bhogavI nivRtta thatA jAya che. ane A karmo bhogavatI vakhate potAnAM manane aMza mAtra calita na thavA devAnI, vibhAvamAM na javA devAnI takedArI rAkhI, potAnA uttama kalyANabhAvane vIratAthI phelAvatA rahevAno abhilASa seve che; te vyakta karyuM che. jo vedanAnA udayamAM jIva vibhAvabhAvamAM jAya to navAM azubha karma baMdhAtA hovAthI Adarelo puruSArtha niSphaLa thAya che, vaLI anya jIvo sAthe maitrIbhAvano phelAvo na karI zake to zreNi dhUMdhaLI banI jAya che. te samajaNathI, ane pote sAdhelA AtmavikAsanA AdhArathI, smazAnanI bhUtAvaLanI jALa hoya ke jaMgalanA vAghasiMhAdi hiMsaka pazuo munine phADI khAvA talasatA hoya tevA saMjogomAM paNa muni potAnA AtmAne jarA paNa calita thavA na daI, potAnA parama kalyANabhAvane (maitrIbhAvane) vIratAthI phelAvatA rahevAnI manISA kare che. koI paNa paristhitimAM, game tevA vikaTa saMjogomAM paNa AtmA potAnA parama (uttama) mitra sAthe je kalyANabhAvathI varte e 75

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha ja bhAva sahita sarva jIva pratye vartavuM che evo nirNaya "parama mitrano jANe pAmyA yoga jo" e paMkti vyakta kare che. A vartanAnI samajaNa letAM spaSTa thAya che ke zreNinI pUrva taiyArI baLavAnapaNe karato AtmA, AjJArUpI tapanuM uttama pAlana karI AjJArUpI dharmamAM sthira rahevAno puruSArtha kevI rIte karI zake che. ane A ArAdhanathI AjJArUpI tapa ane AjJArUpI dharmane ekabIjA sAthe kAryakAraNa saMbaMdha kevo sthapAto jAya che tenI samajaNa maLe che. Ama "apUrva avasara"nI 11mI kaDI AjJArUpI dharma tathA AjJArUpI tapanI sahavidyamAnatAnI prAthamika avasthA varNavI jAya che. te pachInI eTale ke bAramI kaDImAM muninI AgaLanI dazAnuM citra ApyuM che. smazAna, jaMgala, parvatAdimAM ekAki vicaravA chatAM jo koI azubha karma bAkI rahI jAya to tene daLI nAkhavA muni tarIke ghora tapazcaryA karavA rAjaprabhu icche che; jethI koI paNa rahyuM sahyuM karma AtmA para savAra thaI zake nahi. jyAM deha ane AtmA chUTA paDI jAya tevI baLavAna tapazcaryA karatI vakhate paNa manamAM leza mAtra ucATa ke garamI Ave nahi, sthira pariNAma sthira ja rahe, asthira bane nahi. vaLI eTalA ja baLavAna zAtAnA udayo Ave to paNa aMza mAtra rAga vede nahi evI apUrva sthiratAnI bhAvanA rAkhI che. pAMca indriyonA viSayomAM rasanA indriyane jItavI bhagavAne kaThina batAvI che, teno jaya paNa "sarasa ane nahi manane prasanna bhAva jo" e paMkti dvArA sUcavyo che. zAtA azAtA baMnenA udayane karmaphaLa gaNI, samacitta rahI, munize te udaya prati parama nispRhI rahI svabhAvanI anubhUtimAM lIna rahevA temaNe icchayuM che, ane A svarUpalInatA eTalI gADhI vicArI che ke dhULanI rajakaNa ke vaimAnika devanI Rddhi e baMne temane mAtra pudgalarUpe ja anubhavAya. Ama AjJArUpI tapanA UMDA ane baLavAna ArAdhanathI AtmA AjJArUpI dharmanAM pAlanamAM sthira thato jAya che, ane AjJArUpI dharmanI anubhUti vadhatAM muninuM AjJArUpI tapa kevuM utkRSTa thaI baMne ekabIjAmAM kevA bhaLI jAya che te bAramI kaDImAM jovA maLe che. ane tethI zreNimAM caDatAM pahelAM rAjaprabhu kevA prakAranI AtmAnubhUtimAM rahevA mAge che tenuM tAdaza citra ApaNane ahIM maLe che. A 76

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pUrNa AzAsiddhi -- pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA dazA sarva jIvane uttama zreNi prati doranAra che te sahelAIthI samajI zakAya evI bAbata che. AvA AjJArUpI dharma ane AjJArUpI tapanA prabhAvathI muninA Atmapradezo parathI satata kalyANabhAva vahetA ja rahe che, je temane AtmasukhanI lInatAmAM vadhAre ekAgra kare che; kAraNa ke jyAre sahu jIva mATe temanA Atmapradezo parathI kalyANabhAvanA paramANuo chUTe che tyAre te jagyAe avakAza sarjAya che, ane e vakhate kaSAya nahivat hovAthI munine pote vahAvyA che tethI vizeSa ucca prakAranAM kalyANanAM 52mANuo e avakAza pUravA prApta thAya che. Ama bAhyathI ane aMtarathI AjJArUpI dharma ane AjJArUpI tapanuM pAlana karavAthI muninI kSapaka zreNie caDavAnI taiyArI thatI jAya che. A zreNine yogya zubha ane zuddha kalyANanAM paramANuo Atmapradeza para ekaThAM thAya che. tenA sAthathI AtmA saMvara prerita mahAsaMvarane oLaMgI, kalyANa prerita mahAsaMvarathI AgaLa vadhI AjJAmArga prerita kalyANa prerita mahAsaMvara mArganI ArAdhanA kare che, jemAM teno kalyANabhAva paNa AjJAdhInapaNe prasare che. je puruSArtha moTA bhAganA AtmAo zreNi daramyAna kare che, te puruSArtha je AtmA zreNi pahelAM chaThThA sAtamA guNasthAne kare che tenI zreNi vadhAre zudhdha ane nAnA gALAnI thatI jAya che. tethI zreNine uttamottama karavA rAjaprabhu A ArAdhana zreNi pahelAM ja karavA icche che. AvI viziSTa jhaDapathI ArAdhana karI, AgaLa zreNie javAnuM kArya teramI caudamI kaDImAM temaNe mUkyuM che. bAra kaDI sudhI 6-7 guNasthAnanI vartanA tathA kartavya phrUTa karI zreNinI manISA jaNAvI che. ema parAjaya karIne cAritramohano, AvuM tyAM jyAM karaNa apUrva bhAva jo, zreNi kSapaka taNI karIne ArUDhatA, ananya ciMtana atizaya zudhdha svabhAva jo. apUrva ... 13 77

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha mohasvayaMbhUramaNa samudra tarI karI, sthiti tyAM jyAM kSaNamoha guNasthAna jo , aMtasamaya tyAM pUrNasvarUpa vItarAga thaI, pragaTAvuM nija kevaLajJAna nidhAna jo. apUrva ... 14 A kAvyanI sAtamI tathA AThamI kaDImAM karavA dhArelA kaSAyajayane saphaLa karavA mATeno puruSArtha navamIthI bAramI kaDImAM varNavyo che, te ApaNe joyuM. A puruSArthamAM jIva vizeSa vizeSa zudhdha kalyANanAM paramANuo grahato jAya tema ja choDato jAya che ane kaSAyane alpa alpa karatAM jaI aMtima kaSAya jaya mATe - zreNie javAnI taiyArI karato jAya che. Ama karatAM karatAM te paMcaparameSTinAM AjJAkavacane dhArI zreNinA guNasthAno eka sapATe caDavAmAM saphaLatA meLave che. A samayamAM te eTalo baLavAnapaNe guNAzrava kare che ke ghaNA nAnA gALAmAM (9 samayathI be ghaDI sudhInA kALamAM) pUrNatAe apramAdI rahI sarva ghAtI karmono tvarAthI kSaya karI, temAthI bAramA guNasthAna sudhIno vikAsa karI zake che. pUrva varNita puruSArthanA AdhAre AtmA pUrNa apramAdI thaI cAritramohano bAhyathI nAza karI, aMtaraMgamAM pravartatA udayagata ke sattAgata, sUkSmathI laIne ati ati sUkSma kaSAyanA paNa kSaya karavA prati vaLe che. A kSepaka zreNinA AThamA guNasthAnanI zarUAta che. A guNasthAna 'apUrva karaNa" tarIke oLakhAya che, kAraNa ke Avo adbhuta guNAzrava ane karma nirjarA jIve A pUrve kadI paNa anubhavyA hotAM nathI; je AjJArUpI dharma ane AjJArUpI tapanI ekatAnI zarUAta kahI zakAya. kSapaka zreNinA A guNasthAnane je anubhave, teno puruSArtha eTalo ugra thAya che ke te AtmA dazamAthI bAramAM guNasthAne jaI teramAM 'sayogI kevaLI' guNasthAne pahoMcIne ja rahe che. teramA guNasthAne pahoMcavA mATenI - zreNi pasAra karavA mATenI prakriyA cothI "ananya ciMtana atizaya zudhdha svabhAva jo' paMktimAM jaNAvI che. 78

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pUrNa AzAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA zreNimAM AtmA pratyeka samaye svarUpa lInatA vadhArato jAya che. te mATe te uttamottama svarUpa ciMtavana kare che, potAnAM mULa zudhdha svarUpanA anubhavane vadhAravA mATe guNAzrava karatAM karatAM, zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMta jeo A dazAnA anubhavI che ane jemaNe sahu jIvo mATe kalyANabhAva vedyo che, temanAM kalyANanAM paramANu rahI, tenI sahAyathI potAnuM vIrya vardhamAna karatAM jaI, eka pachI eka zuddhi ane siddhinAM sopAna sara karato jAya che. A gALAmAM AtmAnA AjJArUpI dharma ane AjJArUpI tapanuM aikya thatuM jAya che ane baMne ekarUpa thaI jAya tyAre teramuM guNasthAna pragaTa thAya che. AjJArUpI dharma ane tapanA aikyapaNAnI utkRSTatAne AdhAre AThamAthI teramAM guNasthAnanI racanA zrI prabhue karI che. A prakAre AjJAmArgamAM atyaMtapaNe sthira thaI, moharUpI moTAmAM moTo dariyo jene lokanA svayaMbhUramaNa samudranI upamA ApavAmAM AvI che, jemAM mahA bhayaMkara jIvo puruSArthIne pADavA satata prayatnavAna rahe che tevA vizALa ane UMDA mahAsAgarane AtmA paMcaparameSTinA AjJArasanI sahAyathI svapuruSAthI banI tarI jAya che, ane "kSINamoha' nAmanA bAramAM guNasthAne Ave che. moha svayaMbhUramaNa samudra tarI karI.." A paMkti vicAratAM samajAya che ke jIva AjJAdhIna banI kSapaka zreNinA 8, 9, 10 guNasthAne thaI, 11mA guNasthAnane TapI jaI bAramA guNasthAne - "kSINamoha" nAmanA guNasthAne Ave che. 10mAM guNasthAnanA aMta samaye AtmAnA mohano - kaSAya mAtrano pUrNatAe kSaya thAya che ane anya ghAti karmanA baMdha paDavA aTakI jAya che, tethI pragaTelAM apUrva vIryanI sahAyathI AtmA 11muM guNasthAna oLaMgI bAramA guNasthAne AvI zake che. A guNasthAne AtmA bAkI rahelAM traNa ghAti karmonA avazeSo bALI, tenA aMtasamaye potAnA "kevaLajJAna kevaLadarzana" rUpa khajAnAne pragaTAve che. eTale ke karmabaMdhanAM pAMca kAraNomAMthI pahelAM cAra kAraNo nikLa thAya che ane eka mAtra yoga ja kAraNarUpa rahe che. tethI AtmA "sayogI kevaLI" nI dazA meLave che. 79

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha A kSapaka zreNimAM AtmAnI uttamottama guNazreNi rahelI che, tyAM AtmA pratyeka samaye anaMtaguNo Azravato jAya che, ane pUrva saMcita ghAti karmo tathA zeSa azubha aghAtikarma tvarAthI nirjarAvato jAya che. AThamA guNasthAnathI sattAgata apratyAkhyAnI ane pratyAkhyAnI kaSAyane saMjvalanarUpa karI nirjarAve che ane atialpa mAtrAmAM saMjvalana moha Azrave che. amuka mAtrAmAM te karmono kSaya karI navamA anivRttikaraNa guNasthAne Ave che jyAM pUrva prakriyAne saghana karI, guNAzrava vadhArI aneka ghAti tathA aghAti karmanAM baMdhanano paNa cheda kare che. ane A guNasthAnanA madhyabhAgathI saMjvalana krodha, mAna, mAyA ane lobhano kramathI kSaya karavAno puruSArtha upADe che; e puruSArthamAM saphaLa thaI dazamAM guNasthAnanA aMta bhAgamAM sarva prakAranA mohano nAza karI, anya ghAtikarmanA baMdhano cheda karI, zeSa rahelAM atyaMta alpa saMjvalana lobhane jJAnAvaraNamAM rUpAMtarita karI, bAramA guNasthAne AvI zeSa rahelAM jJAnAvaraNa, darzanAvaraNa tathA aMtarAyano pUrNa kSaya karI teramA "sayogI kevaLI" guNasthAne Ave che. A sayogI kevaLI avasthAmAM AtmA kyA rUpane bhaje che tenuM varNana 15mI tathA 16mI kaDImAM karyuM che. cAra karma ghanaghAti te vyavaccheda jyAM, bhavanAM bIjataNo AtyaMtika nAza jo, sarvabhAva jJAtAdraSTA saha zudhdhatA, kRtakRtya prabhu vIrya anaMta prakAza jo. apUrva .. 15 vedanIyAdi cAra karma varte jahAM, baLI sIMdarIvat AkRti mAtra jo, te dehAyuSa AdhIna jenI sthiti che, AyuSa pUrve maTiye daihika pAtra jo. apUrva .. 16 "sayogI kevaLI" dazAmAM cAra ghAti ane cAra aghAti karmanI sthiti kevI hoya che, ane AtmA svasvabhAvanuM vedana kevuM kare che teno citAra zrI rAjaprabhue A be kaDImAM Apyo che. cAre ghAtikarmano pUrNatAe kSaya thayo hovAthI, navo bhava dhAraNa / O

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pUrNa AjJAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA karavA mATe je ghAti karmanI jarUriyAta che te tUTI javAthI kevaLI avasthAvALo bhava AtmA mATe carama bhava banI jAya che. eka mAtra mohanA kAraNe anya sAta karmo baMdhAtA hovAthI, teno kSaya thatAM ja janma dhAraNa karavA mATenA mULa bIja - kAraNano saMpUrNa nAza thaI jAya che. chadmastha avasthAmAM mohanA udayane kAraNe jIva kaSAya vedI, pratyeka karmodayanA pratyAghAta anubhavI navAM karma upArjana karato hato, temAM kevaLIdazA pragaTatAM dharakhama pheraphAra thaI jAya che. mohakSayane kAraNe koI paNa udaya sAthe AtmA joDAto nathI, AtmAnA pradezo mukhyatAe akaMpita rahetA hovAthI karmabaMdha thatA nathI, eTale mohane kAraNe thatuM karmopArjana aTakI jAya che. eTaluM ja nahi jyAre amuka samayanA AMtare kevaLa prabhuno AtmA yoga sAthe joDAI kaMpita thAya che tyAre paNa temAM kaSAyano aMza mAtra na hovAthI, prabhune mAtra zAtAvedanIya ane temAM paNa kalyANabhAvanA paramANuono Azrava mukhyatAe thAya che. Ama jagatamAM pravartatA sarva prakAranA bhAvane mATe zrI prabhuno AtmA jJAtAdraSTA banI, alipta bhAve rahI potAnI zudhdhatA satata jALavato rahe che. A sthiti che te AtmA mATe meLavavA yogya utkRSTa avasthA che. tethI AtmAe je kaMI meLavavA yogya che te meLavI lIdhuM hovAthI te "kRtakRtya" bane che. A kRtakRtya sthitimAM temanuM anaMta vIrya, sarvajJa ane sarvadarzIpaNuM tathA yathApyAta cAritra utkRSTatAe pahoMce che. ghAtikarmanA kSayavALI kevaLI dazAnI vicAraNAmAM AjJAmArga prerita kalyANa prerita mahAsaMvara mArganI utkRSTatA ane sArthakatA ApaNane jovA maLe che. ghAtikarmanA abhAvamAM kevaLI prabhu eka samayanA yoganA joDANa vakhate mAtra kalyANamizrita zatAvedanIyanAM paramANuo ja Azrave che, jeno eka ja samayamAM bhogavaTo karI, potAnA pUrva saMcita kalyANabhAva temAM umerI te paramANuonI jagatane bheTa Ape che, ane bAkInA samayamAM zeSa rahelA karmabaMdhanA kAraNarUpa yogathI paNa alaga rahI sidhdhasamAna AtmAnubhavamAM nimagna rahI eka paNa navA karmano Azrava karatA nathI. A kALanuM temanuM AjJApAlana sidhdha sadaza rahe che. vaLI yoganA joDANanA samaye AzravanI sAme aghAti karmanI baLavAna nirjarA karatI vakhate emanuM AjJAdhInapaNuM 81

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha evuM adbhuta hoya che ke temanA thakI kalyANabhAva baLavAnapaNe prasare che. je AjJAprerita, kalyANa prerita mahAsaMvara mArganuM pratinidhitva kare che. Ama ghAti karmano nAza karI, kRtakRtya banI, anaMta kALanAM paribhramaNamAM jagatanuM je je RNa svIkAryuM hatuM tenI cUkavaNI kalyANanAM uttama paramANuonI jagatane bheTa ApIne kare che. A kalyANakAryamAM temanuM utkRSTa vIrya prakAzita thAya che. A prakAre cAre ghAti karmanA nAzathI AtmA je adbhuta avasthA meLave che tenuM varNana 1pamI kaDImAM thayeluM che. A ja kevaLI paryAyamAM cAre aghAti karmanI avasthA kevI hoya che tenuM varNana 16mI kaDImAM thayeluM che; sAthe sAthe sidhdhaparyAya meLavavA mATe AtmA kevI bhavya taiyArI kare che teno citAra paNa apAyo che. cAre aghAti karmamAM jIvane parezAna karanAra vedanIya karma che, ane zudhdhAtmAne paNa A vedanIya karmano udaya vedavo ja paDe che, ghAti karmanI jema eka sAthe tene kSINa karI zakAtuM nathI. anya traNa aghAti karma karatAM vedanIya karma vizeSa paramANuonA jaththAvALuM ane baLavAna hovAthI te karmane varNavI Adi zabdathI anya karmonI sthiti sUcavI che. temAM "vedanIyAdi cAra karma varte jahAM" ema kahI te karmo "baLI sIMdarIvat AkRti mAtra jo" jevA che arthAt ghAti karmo gayA pachI aghAti karmanI sthiti, sIMdarI baLI gayA pachI jema tenI mAtra AkRti ja rahe che paNa tenAmAMthI anyane bAMdhavAnI, Adi zaktino hrAsa thaI jAya che, tevI thaI jAya che. jyAM sudhI ghAti karmanuM astitva hoya che tyAM sudhI ja aghAti karmo navAM ghAti karmono baMdha karAvI zake che, ghAti karma jatAM aghAti karmanI navAM karmo baMdhAvavAnI zaktino hrAsa thaI jAya che. tethI pUrva saMcita aghAti karma bhogavatAM AtmA yoganA joDANanA samaya sivAya eka paNa navuM karma bAMdhato nathI. ane yoganA joDANa vakhate mAtra eka zAtA vedanIya karma ane temAMya mukhyatve kalyANanAM paramANuono ja Azrava kare che; ane te Azrava paNa mAtra eka samayanI maryAdA pUrato ja rahe che. zAtAvedanIya karma eka samayamAM baMdhAI, bIjA samaye bhogavAI trIjA samaye to kharI paNa jAya che. Ama A karmo jIvanAM janmamaraNane vadhAravAmAM aMza mAtra saphaLa thaI zakatAM nathI, tethI A karmonI hAlata baLelI siMdarI jevI niSkriya kahI zakAya. navo

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pUrNa AjJAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA deha dhAraNa karavAnI pIDA to chUTI jAya che, paNa pUrva karmane kAraNe je deha bAMdhyo che te paNa AyuSya kALa sudhI ja Take che, eTale ke te AtmA AyuSya kALa pUro thatAM carama deha tyAgI siddha thAya che. aghAti karmanI paNa AvI nirbaLa sthiti thavAthI, ghAtikarma rahitanI avasthAmAM pUrNa zudhdha thavAno AtmAno puruSArtha vizeSa AkAra dhAraNa karato jAya che. AvI sayogI kevaLI avasthAmAM aghAti karmanI mAtrA ochI ochI karatAM jyAre AyuSya karma ghaNuM nAnuM bAkI rahe che tyAre te AtmA kevaLI samughAta karI tyAre aghAti karmanI samasthiti karI, mana, vacana, kAyAnA yogane saMdhavAnI - choDavAnI taiyArI kare che; ane eka paNa navuM aghAti karma baMdhAtuM nathI. A ayogI kevaLI avasthA - 14mA guNasthAnanuM varNana sattaramI kaDImAM thayuM che. mana, vacana, kAyAne karmanI vargaNA, chUTe jahAM sakaLa pudgala saMbaMdha jo, evuM ayogI guNasthAnaka tyAM vartatuM, mahAbhAgya sukhadAyaka pUrNa abaMdha jo. apUrva ... 17 kevaLI samaghAtamAM cAre aghAti karmanI sthiti sama karyA pachI, AtmA mana, vacana ane kAyA sAthenA anusaMdhAnano tyAga karavA te traNe yoganuM ruMdhana zarU kare che; je caudamuM guNasthAna kahevAya che. A guNasthAne bacelA cAre aghAti karmanI pUrNatAe nirjarA thAya che, ane eka paNa navuM karma baMdhAtuM nathI kAraNa ke AtmA karmabaMdhanA pAMce kAraNothI chUTI jAya che. kevaLajJAna lIdhA pachI je eka "yoga" karmabaMdhanA kAraNarUpa hato te paNa nIkaLI jAya che. Ama navAM karmano saMvara ane jUnAM karmanI nirjarA pUrNatAe pahoMcatA AtmA sarva pudgala sAthenA saMbaMdhathI vyAvRtta evI mukta ayogI kevaLI dazA mANe che. A dazA mahA mahA bhAgyavALI che; AtmAne svasukhamAM satata rAkhanAra che, ane pUrepUrI abaMdha sthitivALI che. eTale ke sayogI kevaLI dazAmAM AtmA amuka samayanA aMtare yoga sAthe joDAI karmAzrava karato hato te paNa ayogI kevaLI dazAmAM chUTI jAya che. 83

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha codamAM ayogI kevaLI guNasthAne AjJAmArga prerita kalyANa prerita mahAsaMvara mArganI carama sImA Ave che, kAraNa ke tyAre AtmA pote ekatrita karelA sarva prakAranAM kalyANanAM paramANuo paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanI AjJAthI AkhA lokamAM pAtharI daI, lokanAM lIdhelAM RNathI mukta thAya che, ane pUrNa abaMdha thaI jAya che. A dazAe AvyA pachI mAtra eka ja samayamAM lokanA madhyabhAgano tyAga karI, sidhdhabhUmimAM sthira thAya che. AtmAnI sidhdhAvasthAnuM varNana zrI rAjaprabhue aDhAramI kaDImAM karyuM che. eka paramANu mAtranI maLe na sparzatA, pUrNa kalaMka rahita aDola svarUpa jo, zuddha niraMjana caitanyamUrti ananyamaya, agurulaghu amUrta sahajapada rUpa jo. apUrva ... 18 siddhAvasthAmAM AtmA lokanA agrabhAge rahelI sidhdhabhUmimAM birAjamAna thAya che. e vakhate AtmAne pudgalanAM eka paNa paramANuno sparza raheto nathI. ane e sthitimAM AtmA "pUrNa kalaMka rahita aDola sthiti" meLavI pUrNa AjJAsidhdhi kare che; je A prakaraNano viSaya che. pUrNa kalaMka rahita aDola sthiti" eTale AtmAnI evI zudhdha avasthA ke jemAM koI paNa sthaLa ke sUma pudgala dravyano koI paNa mAtrAmAM sparza raheto nathI, vaLI, AtmAnI svarUpa sthiratA eTalI baLavAna thAya che ke bhAvimAM paNa kyAreya evo saMparka thavo paNa saMbhavato nathI. AnuM rahasya e che ke A dazAmAM AtmA AjJArUpI dharma ane AjJArUpI tapanuM pAlana evI utkRSTatAe kare che ke tenA prabhAvathI eka samaya mATe paNa te AtmA svasvarUpathI zruta thato nathI. zrutinA abhAvamAM aDolapaNuM Ave ja. AtmA svasvarUpathI khase tyAre Atmapradezo kaMpAyamAna thaI karma grahaNa kare; paNa jyAM svarUpathI khasavApaNuM nathI tyAM pradezone kaMpavAno saMbhava raheto nathI; ane AtmapradezanAM kaMpana vinA to

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pUrNa AjJAsiddhi -- pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA koI pudgala paramANu AtmA pAse AvI zakatuM ja nathI, AthI siddha dazA "pUrNa kalaMka rahita aDola svarUpa" che. je AtmAnI sahaja sthiti che. AtmAnI sahaja sthitimAM AtmA zuddha che, potAnA mULa svarUpamaya che, niraMjana che (aMjana eTale mela potAnA koI paNa prakAranA mela vagarano te niraMjana); caitanyamUrti cetanasvarUpane pUrNapaNe prakAzanAra che; ananyamaya AvI suMdara adbhuta AtmadazA bIjI koI paNa avasthAmAM vartatI na hovAthI te ananyamaya che; agurulaghu AtmA zudhdhAvasthAmAM bhAre paNa nathI, halako paNa nathI, sarvane jALavI zake tevo che, AtmA amUrta che karma sahitanI avasthAmAM dehanuM mUrtarUpa dhAraNa karanAra AtmA che, te zudhdha thayA pachI potAnA amUrta rUpane - carmacakSuthI joI na zakAya evA rUpane pragaTa kare che. A badhA guNo sahita rahevuM te AtmAnuM "sahajapada" che. A sahajapada mULapada evuM che ke je eka vakhata prApta karyA pachI kyAreya vilina thatuM nathI. -- -- - -- -- 85 -- AvI pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola sthitie javAno sau prathama puruSArtha jIva aMtavRttisparza karatAM kare che, te pachI Avo puruSArtha nizcayathI vyavahAra samikata meLavatAM, upazama, kSayopazama ane kSAyika samakita prApta karatAM, chaThThA sAtamA guNasthAne vartatAM, zreNinI taiyArI karatAM, zreNie caDatAM, sayogI ayogI kevaLIrUpe uttarottara caDatA kramamAM kalaMka rahita banatAM banatAM, chevaTe sidhdhabhUmimAM pUrNa kalaMka rahita aDola dazA meLavatAM pUrNa AjJAsiddhinuM ArAdhana kare che. A Akho vikAsakrama ApaNane "apUrva avasara"nI prathama 18 kaDImAM varNavAyelo jovA maLe che. tenuM vistRta vizleSaNa karavAthI Akho AjJAmArga, sevavAyogya kalyANabhAva tathA mahAsaMvara mArganI apUrvatA ApaNane samajAya che. koIne savAla thAya ke ayogI guNasthAne AvI aDola dazAe pahoMcyA pachI AtmA sidhdhabhUmimAM kaI prakriyAthI pahoMcI zakato haze! teno javAba ApaNane 19mI kaDImAM maLe che.

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha pUrva prayogAdi kAraNanA yogathI, urdhvagamana siddhAlaya prApta susthita jo, sAdi anaMta anaMta samAdhi sukhamAM, anaMta darzana jJAna anaMta sahita jo. apUrva . 19 pUrNa AjJAdhIna thavA mATe je badho puruSArtha karyo hato tenuM phaLa AtmAne sidhdhabhUmimAM sthAyI thatI vakhate maLe che. AtmAno mULabhUta svabhAva urdhvagAmI - UMce javAno che. atyAra sudhI karmanAM dabANane kAraNe te AkhA lokamAM karmodaya pramANe vasato hato, paraMtu jevuM tenA parathI karmanuM dabANa ochuM thAya tyAre te UMce jato; dabANa vadhatAM te nIce Utarato. A prakRtinA kAraNe jyAre te pUrepUro karma rahita banI agurulaghu thAya che ke tarata ja te TheTha sidhdhAlayamAM lokanA UMcAmAM UMcA bhAgamAM eka ja samayamAM pahoMcI jAya che, ane tethI UMce gati karavA dharmAstikAyanI sahAya na hovAthI tyAM ja sthira thaI jAya che. A kSetre zudhdha AtmA sAdi anaMtakALa mATe anaMta jJAna, anaMta darzana sahita anaMta samAdhi sukhamAM rahe che. A sukha kevuM che tenuM pUruM varNana zrI arihaMta bhagavaMta je sarva apekSAe pUrNa che te paNa karI zakatA nathI; to tenAthI nabaLI kakSAe rahenAra anya koI paNa AtmA karI zakavA samartha nathI, evuM A padanuM ananyapaNuM tathA avarNanIyapaNuM vIsamI kaDImAM varNavyuM che. je pada zrI sarvanne dIThuM jJAnamAM, kahI zakyA nahi paNa te zrI bhagavAna jo, teha svarUpane anya vANI te zuM kahe, anubhava gocara mAtra rahyuM te jJAna jo. apUrva ... 20 sidhdhabhUmimAM vasatA parama zudhdha AtmA je sukhano anubhava kare che te padanuM varNana karavA zrI arihaMtaprabhu ke kevaLIprabhu paNa samartha nathI, to pachI anya chadmastha jIvanI vANI to kaI rIte samartha hoya? A padanuM sukhavarNana karavuM pudgalavANInI maryAdA bahAranuM che, kAraNa ke A pada mAtra anubhavIne ja samajI zakAya evuM che.

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cetana je sthitino anubhava kare che te pudgalanA anubhavathI para che, ane pudgalanI A maryAdA sidhdhadazAnA anubhavanuM varNana karavAmAM khUba ADI Ave che. A anaMta sukhanAM dhAmarUpa A padano AviSkAra to mAtra tenA anubhavathI ja thaI zake evo che. tethI te paramapadane pAmavAnI parama icchA zrI rAjaprabhue aMtima 21mI kaDImAM spaSTapaNe mUkI che. eha paramapada prAptinuM karyuM dhyAna meM gajA vaga2ne hAla manoratha rUpa jo, pUrNa AjJAsiddhi -- pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA to paNa nizcaya rAjacaMdra manane rahyo, prabhu AjJAe thAzuM te ja svarUpa jo. apUrva 21 87 .... pUrNa zudhdha AtmA sidhdhabhUmimAM je sukhane mANe che, te sukhanuM varNana karavA mATe zrI sarvajJaprabhunI aneka guNothI bharelI kalyANamaya vANI paNa pUrI saphaLa thatI nathI, evA A "paramapada" ne hAMsala karavAnuM dhyeya zrI rAjaprabhue rAkhyuM che. vartamAna avasthAmAM A padanI prApti karavI temane 'gajA vagara' zakti vinA kArya siddhi karavA jevuM lAge che, tethI te tamannA mAtra manoratharUpa - zekhacallInA vicAra jevI asaMbhava dekhAya che. tema chatAM temaNe je AjJAmArga grahaNa karyo che, ane tenAM phaLano je anubhava thayo che tenA AdhAre temanAM manamAM acaLa zradhdhA che ke A AjJAmArganuM nizcayathI ArAdhana karavAthI, prabhunI satata akhaMDita AjJAmAM pravartavAthI jarUra A manoratha pUrNa thavAno che. A kaDI ApaNane AjJAmArganuM apUrvapaNuM nizcayathI samajAvI jAya che. vartamAnamAM A padane meLavavA je pAMca samavAyanI sAnukULatA maLI nathI, te prabhunI AjJAe satata vartavAthI sAnukULatA thavAnI ja che ane pUrNa zudhdha thaI e mahApadanA anubhavI thavAno apUrva avasara AvavAno ja che evuM zradhdhAna A kAvyanI aMtima kaDImAM vyakta thatAM maMdira uparanA kaLaza jevI zobhA Ape che. Ama A adbhuta kAvya cothAthI caudamA guNasthAna sudhIno AjJAmArge zrI rAjaprabhue vikAsa karavA dhAryo che tenuM suMdara, sAnubhava varNana kare che. OM zAMtiH

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NAratiM sahate vIre, vIre no sahate ratiM; jamhA avimaNe vIre, tamhA vIre na rajjati / / 146 / / parAkramI sAdhaka saMyamamAM utpanna thayelI arucine sahana karato nathI ane bAhya padArthomAM thatI rati-rucine paNa sahana karato nathI. kAraNa ke vIra sAdhu anyamanaska thatA nathI, arthAt zAMta hoya che. mATe vIra sAdhaka, koI padArtha para rAgavRtti thavA detA nathI. - zrI acarAga sUtra adhyayana 2, uddeza 6 zloka 146.

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prakaraNa 19 zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI bahmarasa samAdhi "zrI" eTale potAnA apUrva bhAvane kAraNe tathA AcaraNane kAraNe pUjyatA pAmI jagatagurunA sanAtana padane pAmyA che teo. paMca eTale pAMcanI saMkhyA. jemAM arihaMta, siddha, AcArya, upAdhyAya ane sAdhusAdhvIjI e pAMcano samAveza karAyo che. "parameSTi" eTale parama iSTa karanArA. jeo jIva samasta mATe kalyANanA bhAva karavA mATe UMcAmAM UMcuM pada pAmyA hatA, pAme che ane pAmaze teo - tevA AtmAo. "paMcAmRta" eTale pAMca prakAranA parameSTinA jIva samasta mATenA amRtamaya kalyANabhAvanA sumeLathI je 'OM' prakAzita thAya che, temAM paramottama, sanAtana, kalyANamaya amRtathI jIvane sidhdhabhUminA amaratvane ApavAnI zakti rahelI che tenuM nirUpaNa. A 'OM'rUpa amRta je jIva grahaNa kare che te sarvottama amaratvanI siddhi meLave che. brahmarasa' eTale AtmAnA apUrva svabhAvamAM AjJArUpI dharma tathA AjJArUpI tapathI upajato ane AtmAnA sahajAnaMdane kAraNe chalakato paugalika sudhArasa. "samAdhi" eTale AtmAnI amuka apekSAthI akaMpita sahaja sthiti. OMnI AkRti e sanAtana, nirAkArarUpa zudhdha, zudhdha, prakRSTa zudhdha evA sidhdhAtmAnuM maMgalamaya pratika che. OMnuM A pratika anAdi anaMta che. ane te AkRti sAkAra tathA nirAkAra vacceno dharmasetu che. A OMnuM sarjana thAya che nirAkAra AtmAnAM nirAkAra vedanathI, paraMtu e ja nirAkAratAne AkAra ApavA mATe te nirAkAratA dravya OMnuM baMdhAraNa pAmI, sAkArane nirAkAra thavAnI preraNA Ape che. aho! A kevI vicitratA che! je arUpI AtmA rUpI padArthane grahaNa karI, potAnAM arUpIpaNAne rUpI mAne che, te ja rUpI dravya jyAre OMnA nirAkAra 89

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha guMjananuM rUpa dhAraNa kare che, tyAre te rUpI padArtha arUpI padArthane potAnAM arUpIpaNAnuM bhAna karAvI, svarUpaprAptinI UMcI pAyarIe javA protsAhita kare che. aho! adbhuta sAmarthyavAna vibhu! amane ahIM eka prazna udbhave che, ke A OM AkAramAM evI te kaI viziSTa lAkSaNikatA che ke te pote rUpI hovA chatAM arUpI padArthanAM arUpIpaNAne vartamAna sthiti karatAM vizeSa UMce laI jAya che? zrI prabhu A praznano uttara OM dhvanithI samajAve che. A OMOM dhvanine A dIna, alpajJa jIva yathArtha rUpe samaje te mATe, zrI guru sAthenA AtmAnubaMdhI yoganA udayane kAraNe tathA temanI pUrNa AnnAsiddhine lIdhe, e dhvani potAnA nirAkAra bhAvamAMthI nIkaLI, yogya zabdadeha dhAraNa karI, prabhunA OM bhAvanI AjJA laI, zrI gururUpe uttara Ape che. te have ApaNe samajavA prayatnI thaIe. OM e zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanA pUrNa AjJAdhIna kalyANabhAvano pUrNAtipUrNa AjJAdhIna AkAra che. OMno A paudgalika vibhAga lokakalyANanAM AjJAdhInapaNAthI utpanna thAya che, tethI jemanA apUrva sAthathI A OMnI AkRti baMdhAya che te sarva paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMta kAM to svabhAva taraphanA ane kAM to svabhAvanI najIka lAve tevA bhAvamAM nimagna hoya che. jyAre emanA bhAva svabhAvamAM hoya che ke svabhAvanI najIka lAve tevA bhAvamAM hoya che tyAre e bhAvanA pudgalomAM aMtarAya guNa caDatA kramamAM ArUDha thayo hoya che. AvA aMtarAya guNathI ArUDha thayelA anaMta pudgalanA skaMdho jyAre vividha sAdhusAdhvI, upAdhyAya, AcArya, gaNadhara, arihaMta ane siddha dvArA prasArita thAya che, tyAre te skaMdho ekabIjA sAthe rasAyaNika prakriyA pAmI e jAtano no AkAra banAve che ke je aMtarAyaguNanI aparimita sImA bane che. OMnA A kalyANamaya pudgala skaMdho je jIva potA tarapha kheMce che tene pahelavahelI vAra A aMtarAya guNano paricaya thAya che. je guNa tene vedAtA amuka aMtarAya karmane AtmAnA kartAguNa dvArA akAma bhoktApaNuM pamADI, e aMtarAya karmane aMtarAya guNamAM rUpAMtirata karI, akAma bhoktAne sakAma bhoktA banAvI, sakAma kartAne nahivat 90

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zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI brahmarasa samAdhi evA akAma karUpa kare che. Ane lIdhe jIva je potAnAM abhisaMdhija vIryano upayoga AtmAne kartArUpe pravartAvavAmAM karato hato tene sulaTAvI anabhisaMdhija vIryanA upayogamAM laI jAya che. ane bacelA abhisaMdhija vIryane aMtarAya guNarUpa AtmAnAM bhoktApaNAmAM pariNamAve che. A rIte utpanna thayelo aMtarAya guNa anya puruSArtha ke pudgalathI pamAyelA aMtarAya guNa karatAM judA prakArano hoya che. A aMtarAya guNamAM caDato krama nirmita thayelo jovA maLe che. zrI sAdhusAdhvInA aMtarAya guNamAMthI zrI upAdhyAyajIno aMtarAya guNa janma pAme che, upAdhyAyajInA aMtarAya guNamAMthI AcAryajIno aMtarAya guNa janme che, AcAryanA aMtarAyaguNathI gaNadharano aMtarAyaguNa pragaTa thAya che. e ja rIte gaNadharamAMthI arihaMtano, ane arihaMtamAMthI sidhdhano aMtarAya guNa pragaTa thAya che. ahIM e savAla UThe che ke jo "OM mAM ATalI badhI zakti hoya to tenAthI jIva tvarAthI pUrNa zudhdha thaI javo joIe, to Ama kema banatuM nathI? zrI guru pratApe prabhunI vANIthI uttara maLe che. OMnA eka pugala skaMdhamAM anaMta vIrya tathA zakti bharelAM che, je yogya saMjogo sarjAtA jIvane pUrNatA pamADI zake, paraMtu jIvane pUrNatA pAmavA mATe pAMca samavAyanuM ekaThA thavuM eTaluM ja jarUrI che. OMrUpa pudgala mAtra dravyane ja saMtoSe che. te sivAyanA cAra samavAya jo pUrNatA levA sAnukULa na hoya to dravyamAM anaMta zakti hovA chatAM jIvathI pUrNatA pamAtI nathI. A OM dravyanuM baMdhAraNa pUrNa AjJAthI thayuM hoya che, ane enuM jIva taraphanuM kheMcANa paNa pUrNa AjJAthI thatuM hovAthI OMnI pUrNatA ApavAnI zakti nakAmI veDaphAI jatI nathI. A zakti jIvanA pradezo para jaLavAI rahe che, ane jamAva kare che, jethI jIvane bahmarasa samAdhino anubhava amuka amuka samayanA AMtare thato rahe che. A bahmarasa samAdhi jIvanA aMtarAya guNane majabUta kare che; ane te samAdhi jIvane mukti tarapha doratI jAya che. 91

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha aho! prabhunI OMmaya amRtavANI keTalI pUrNa che teno anubhava zrI guru pratApe thayo. prabhu! A vANI niraMtara vahyA kare ane amane teno lAbha maLyA ja kare e AzIrvAda tamArI pAse AjJAbhaktinA mAdhyamathI mAguM chuM ane vaMdana karuM chuM. sanAtana dharmane zAzvata rAkhanAra, zrI jinaprabhunA kalyANamaya dharmanA dhAraka zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtane vAraMvAra bhaktivinayathI vaMdana karIe chIe. zrI arihaMta prabhu paNa jemanI AjJAmAM pravarte che te paMcaparameSTinA upakArathI dharmanuM sanAtanapaNe sarjAya che. karma pugalanA apramatta svabhAva sAme potAnAM cetanatvanuM akhUTa vIrya darzAvI, karmanA apramatta svabhAvane potAnA apramatta puruSArthathI pramAdI darzAvanAra zrI arihaMta prabhu! tamArA guNadarzanamAM, sahune acaMbo pamADe evAM tamArAM zuddha cAritra tathA vItarAgatAmAM ane trijaganI prabhutA parama nispRhabhAvathI sahana karatAM ApanA caraNamAM ja mArI sarva icchAo, ane abhilASAo pUrNa thAya che. tame ATalA badhA guNo hovA chatAM, e guNone pUrNa vItarAgatA sAthe mANatA hovA chatAM tame enI sukhabuddhithI para cho! aho! tamArA puruSArthanI kevI apUrvatA che? je guNo amArA jevA sarAgI jIvone darzana karatAM ja sukhabuddhi karavAnI lAgaNI Ape che, e ja guNo tamArA AtmAmAM sadAya mATe vasatA hovA chatAM, te guNo mATe tamane eka samayano paNa aMza mAtra rAga thato nathI, spRhA thatI nathI, ke sukhabuddhi jAgatI nathI. he prabhu! mArAmAM eka ja bhAva UThe che ke, "mane tamArA caraNonuM eka samayanI bAdhA vagaranuM avicchinna upAsanA karavAnuM varadAna Apo. ApanAM caraNanI upAsanAmAM mane sarva kalpanIya ane akalpanIya sukha anubhavAze, evI nizcayapUrvakanI khAtarI tathA zraddhA che. aho jina! je rIte tame svabhAvasukhane sukhabuddhi vinA mANo cho, e ja lakSanI tIkSNatA mane Apo ke jethI huM mAruM samagra vIrya tamArA caraNanI sevAnAM lakSathI ja sarva kAryamAM vAparI zakuM. he hRdayasvAmI! mArAmAM vANInI maMdatA che, mananA vicAronI zuddhinI maMdatA che, cAritramAM zithilatA che, paraMtu tame mArA parama pitA cho. he parama pitA! tame ( 2

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zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI bahmarasa samAdhi tamArA bALakanA bhAva jANI e bhAvane yogya vicAramAM, yogya vANImAM ane yogya cAritrarUpe pariNAvavAmAM sahAya karo, ke jethI huM tamArA caraNanI sevA koI paNa prakAranI bAdhA vagara, svaccha tathA sacoTa rIte, sukhabuddhinAM vamaLamAM phasAyA vagara, mAtra sevA karavAnA premabhAvathI AdarI zakuM.' A bhAvane baLavAna karatAMnI sAthe ja tamArI eka gupta, gaMbhIra AjJAnA ArAdhananuM pAna thAya che. e amRtapAnathI mana, vANI tathA vartana zUnya thaI jAya che. e zUnyabhAvane vANI Ape evo eka ja zabda tamArA romeromamAMthI nIkaLe che. ane te che 'OM'. he prabhu! tamArI AjJA thatAM, tamArI AjJAe A anubhavane zabdadeha ApavA puruSArtha thAuM . OM dhvani nirAkAramAM nirAkAra anubhavane zabdadeha Ape che. e OMnuM guMjana jANe mahAsamudranA peTALamAMthI dhvanita (echo) thatuM hoya evI rIte tamArI nAbhimAMthI upaje che. A OMno svara sarva icchAone stabdha karI de che. lohacuMbaka najIka AvatAM, loDhuM jema anya sarva AkarSaNano tyAga karI mAtra lohacuMbake ja cITakI jAya che, potAnuM sarvasva te cuMbakane ja samarpI de che, tema OM dhvani sAMbhaLatAM ja sarva vIrya anya icchAono tyAga karI, mAtra eka OMmAM samAI jAya che. "aho kRpAnAtha! A dAsAnudAsa para parama kRpA karI A OM dhvani kevI rIte utpanna thAya che tenAM spaSTa darzana karAvo cho te mATe hRdayapUrvaka AbhAra mAnuM chuM.' te darzana A pramANe thayAM che. "zrI prabhunA zirobhAgamAM sUryathI paNa tejasvI, caMdrathI paNa zItaLa, samudrathI vizALa ane gaMbhIra evuM vartuLa hatuM. e vakhate prabhune vacana vargaNAo choDavAno udaya hato, mATe emanAM hRdayanA bhAgamAMthI temanA kevaLIgamya pradezanI AjJA thavAthI, vIjaLInA jhabakArAthI anaMtagaNo tejasvI (tIkSNa) tathA vegavAna evo AjJAno jhabakAro emanA zirobhAga tarapha gayo. te vijaLI samAna tejasvI AjJAmAM, emanA abhisaMdhija vIryamAM anabhisaMdhija vIrya umerAyuM. AjJApAlana 93

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha mATe tathA tenAM ArAdhana mATe abhisaMdhija vIrya jarUrI che, tyAre vANIrUpa OM dhvani prasarAvavA mATe, anabhisaMdhija vIrya cAle che, tethI te baMnenuM mizraNa thayuM. Ama thavAnuM rahasya zrI prabhue e rIte samajAvyuM ke AjJAnuM ArAdhana karavA mATe temanI icchA che, paNa vANI kholavA mATe teo nispRha che, te kAraNe AjJA ArAdhanamAM abhisaMdhija vIrya vaparAya che ane OM dhvani mATe anabhisaMdhija vIrya upayogamAM levAya che. A rIte baMne prakAranAM vIryanAM saMmizraNathI kAryasiddhi thAya che. evo vIjaLI samAna tejasvI AjJA tathA vIryano skaMdha emanAM zira pAsenAM vartuLa najIka pahoMcyo, te vakhate AjJA ArAdhana mATenAM abhisaMdhija vIye, te vartuLamAM rahelI AjJAne vartamAna sthitithI vizeSa karavA, vIryanA skaMdha dvArA grahaNa karAvI. ane anabhisaMdhija vIrya dvArA temanA AjJAmAM vizeSa rata thavAnA bhAvane pUrA karavA mATe yogya vacanavargaNAnAM paramANuo grahaNa thayAM. A rIte thayelAM vANIyoganAM AjJAvartuLa ziramAMnA arihaMta kavacanA AzIrvAda lIdhAM, tyAra pachI te vartuLa mukhanI pAchaLanA bhAgamAM rahelA zrI siddhakavacanA AzIrvAda lIdhA. tyAra bAda AgaLa vadhI e vacana vartuLa hRdayanA pAchaLanA bhAgathI zrI gaNadhara ane zrI AcAryanAM kavacanA AzIrvAda lIdhA. tenA pachI pAMsaLI pAsethI upAdhyAyanAM kavacanA AzIrvAda meLavyA. ane chevaTe karoDarajjunA chellA bhAgathI sAdhusAdhvInAM kavacanA AzIrvAda grahaNa karyA. A rIte zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanA AjJAkavacathI surakSita baneluM evuM vacananuM vartuLa nAbhinA bhAga pAse AvyuM. tyAM prabhunAM vacanavargaNArUpa abhisaMdhija vIrya dvArA pUrvanA mohajanita aghAtIkarmo nirjarA arthe emanA peTanA bhAga pAsethI te vartuLamAM bhaLyAM. ane te vartuLa uparanA bhAga tarapha javA lAgyuM. te vakhate caudamAM guNasthAna ane mokSanAM je aMtarAya (84

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zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI brahmarasa samAdhi A RNamuktithI kSaya thavAnA hoya te A vartuLamAM bhaLyA. UMce caDI A vartuLa prabhunAM mukhamAM pahoMcyuM, tyArathI e kavacano vinaya karI te vartuLa prabhunA romeromamAMthI OM dhvanirUpe vistaravA lAgyuM. ahIM zrI prabhue samajAvyuM ke je vartuLa emanAM zira upara hatuM te paMcaparameSTinuM paMcAmRta hatuM. A paMcAmRtanI AjJAmAM rahevAthI zrI arihaMta jevA parama vItarAga, nispRha AtmA paNa aghAtI karma tathA aMtarAya karmathI nivRtta thaI bahmarasa samAdhinI zuddhi vadhArI zake che, to chadmastha jIvone e paMcAmRta keTaluM vizeSa upayogI thAya te samajAya tevI bAbata che. A uparAMta zrI prabhue e paNa samajAvyuM ke zrI arihaMta kevaLajJAna, kevaLadarzana, yathAkhyAta cAritra tathA anaMtavIryanA svAmI hovA chatAM teo koI paNa saMsArI ke asaMsArI kArya (jevAM ke vihAra, bodha, uttara Apavo Adi koI paNa kriyA) mATe zrI paMcaparameSTinI AjJA le che, jethI svacchaMda doSa saMbhavI zake nahi, emanAM paMcAmRtathI e kArya karavAnI zakti meLave che, arthAt teo paMcaparameSTinI AjJA meLavyA pachI ja kArya kare che, emanAM AjJAkavacamAM rahIne ja kAryanI pravRtti kare che, to chadmastha jIve to svacchedathI bacavA keTaluM badhuM saMbhALavuM joie! svacchaMda jIvane keTalo parezAna kare che, keTaluM kaSTa Ape che tenAM udAharaNa sarva saMsArI jIvo che, ane tenA tyAgathI AtmAne kevAM abhuta zAMti ane sukha maLe che tenAM udAharaNa caDatA kramanA sarva satparuSo che. paMcamajJAna, paMcamagati tathA paMcAmRtane eka samUharUpe satata mANanAra zrI sidhdha bhagavAnane koTi koTi vaMdana ho. "he sidhdha bhagavAna! tamArA bhedajJAnanI paripUrNatA tathA samayanI maryAdA vagaranuM apUrva AjJAnuM ArAdhana tathA pAlana tamane abheda, zudhdha, budhdha, caitanyaghana svarUpa tathA sahajAnaMda svarUpanI anaMtAnaMta kALa sudhInI anubhUti maNAve che. tamAro puruSArtha sarvazreSTha hovA chatAM tame ene vyaktigata ane samUhagata yazanAmamAM rUpAMtarita karo cho. samajavA jatAM acaraja thAya che ke paripUrNa AtmAmAM eka samaya mATe paNa vibhAva nathI to A 95

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha pariNamana kyA kAraNathI thAya che?' zrI prabhu siddhasadaza kevaLajJAna tathA kevaLadarzananAM peTALamAMthI pUrNa AnnAnA zabdadeha tathA citrathI AnuM samAdhAna Ape che. "zrI sidhdha bhagavAna judI judI paryAyathI sidhdha thayA hoya che. jo teo saMsAra paryAyamAM chadmastha avasthAmAM paNa paMcaparameSTi padamAM sthAna pAmyA hoya to temanI kakSA UMcI gaNAya che. te ja rIte siddhabhUmimAM jyAM vicAra ke bhAvanI nAnI sarakhI paribhASA paNa saMbhavatI nathI, tyAM paNa saMsAra paryAyano A taphAvata cAlu rahe che. tethI A praznano ukela meLavavA mATe siddhabhUminI racanA samajavI jarUrI che. siddhabhUmi pIstAlIsa lAkha jojana lAMbI tathA pahoLI che. te vacamAM ATha jojana jADI tathA aMtamAM mAkhInI pAMkha thakI paNa adhika pAtaLI che. A bhUminAM madhyanA bhAgamAM, lokanA aMtabhAgamAM, tenA uparanA cheDA pAse zrI siddhaprabhu birAjI rahyA che." sidhdhabhUmino madhya dekhAva (Lateral View) zrI mahAvIra prabhue ApeluM siddhabhUminuM varNana uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM saMgrahita thayeluM che. A bhUminuM varNana sarva tIrthaMkara prabhu koIkane koika rIte emanAM

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zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI brahmarasa samAdhi tIrthanAM zAstro dvArA lokasamudAya pAse kare che. sarva tIrthakarono e ja mata che ke siddhabhUmi vacamAMthI pahoLI ane aMtamAM mAkhInI pAMkha thakI adhika pAtaLI, dUrathI jotAM jIvane - AtmAne dekhAya che. A siddhabhUmimAM sthAyI thayelA AtmAonI goThavaNI amuka gupta chatAM nizcita siddhAMtanA AdhAre thAya che. A goThavaNInI samajaNa levI te ApaNA praznanA yathArtha samAdhana mATe jarUrI che. saMsAramAM jema paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanuM sthAna anya sAmAnya jIvo karatAM ghaNuM UMcuM che tema siddhabhUmimAM paNa paMcaparameSTinuM sthAna ghaNuM UMcuM rahe che. je jIvo chadmastha avasthAmAM paMcaparameSTi padamAM sthAna pAme che jemake gaNadhara, AcArya, upAdhyAya ane sAdhusAdhvI vagere. ane je jIvo ke AtmAo be ke bethI vadhAre padane sparzIne paMcaparameSTipada pAme che jemake arihaMtAdi prabhu. teo badhA sidhdhabhUminA vaccenA bhAgamAM samAveza pAme che. TUMkamAM kahIe to siddha pada uparAMtanA eka ke vadhAre padamAM je parameSTi thAya che teo badhA sidhdhabhUminA madhyabhAgamAM rahe che. emanuM sthAna citramAM x' thI batAvyuM che. A x vibhAga saMpUrNa ghana AkAramAM hoya che, eTale ke tenI laMbAI, pahoLAI ane UMcAI samAna hoya che. A ghanAkAra X nI bahAranA bhAgamAM je AtmAo chadmasthapaNe parameSTipadamAM sthAna pAmyA na hoya, paNa siddha thatAMnI sAthe e padamAM AvyA hoya tevA zuddhAtmA rahe che. AvA AtmAonAM sthAnane citramAM 'D' vibhAga tarIke batAvela che. vacalA ghanAkAranA mukhya traNa vibhAga thAya che. tene A, B, C, tarIke jaNAvyA che. sahunI madhyamAM A bhAga, tene pharato B bhAga ane tene pharato C bhAga joI zakAya che. A bhAganI paTTI sahuthI pAtaLI che, B bhAgano paTTo tenAthI pahoLo che, ane C bhAga tenAthI paNa vizeSa pahoLo che. je AtmA chadmastha avasthAthI zarU karI kevaLajJAna levAnA puruSArtha sudhI mukhyatAe AjJAmArga prerita kalyANaprerita mahAsaMvara mArganA AdhAre puruSArtha karI siddha thAya che teo "A' vibhAgamAM sthAna pAme che. A A vibhAganA bIjA traNa peTAvibhAga thAya che. sauthI madhyamAM je AtmA chadmasthapaNe pUrNa AjJAno

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha zuklabaMdha pAmyA hoya evA ati virala siddhAtmA birAje che. emanI bAjumAM je AtmAo chadmastha sthitimAM pUrNa AjJAno dhuvabaMdha pAmyA hoya tevA virala AtmAo sthAyI thAya che. ane tenA chellA bhAgamAM jemaNe chadmastha dazAmAM AjJAno dhruvabaMdha karyo hoya tevA viralA jIvo virAje che. B vibhAgamAM je paMcaparameSTi jIvoe chabastha dazAmAM kalyANaprerita mahAsaMvara mArga ArAdhyo hoya ane te ja mArge kevaLajJAna lIdhuM hoya teo Ave che. ane C vibhAgamAM je paMcaparameSTie saMvaraprerita mahAsaMvara mArganA ArAdhanathI muni avasthAthI kevaLajJAna pAmavA sudhInI pragati karI hoya teo rahe che. A parathI ApaNane spaSTa khyAla Ave che ke chabastha avasthAmAM paMcaparameSTi padamAM samAviSTa thanAra sarva AtmAo saMvara prerita mahAsaMvara mArga, kalyANa prerita mahAsaMvara mArga athavA to AjJA prerita kalyANa prerita mahAsaMvara mArganuM ArAdhana kevaLajJAna meLavatA pahelAM karatA hoya che. je AtmAo AjJA prerita kalyANa prerita mahAsaMvara mArganuM ArAdhana karI kevaLajJAna le che teo kevaLI paryAyamAM sahuthI lAMbA gALe yoga sAthe joDAya che. vacamAnA kALamAM teo siddha sadaza rahe che. e ja rIte kalyANaprerita mahAsaMvara mArgane ArAdhI kevaLajJAna pAmelA bhagavaMta thoDA ochA samaya mATe yogathI judA rahe che, ane saMvaraprerita mahAsaMvara mArgathI kevaLajJAna sudhI vikaselA AtmAo tenAthI paNa alpa samaya mATe yogathI chUTA rahI zake che. mahAsaMvara mArgathI kevaLajJAna pAmelA AtmAo tenAthI paNa ochA samayamAM yoga sAthe joDAI jAya che. Ama teonI siddha sadaza dazA temanA mArganA ArAdhananI taratamatAnA pramANamAM uttarottara ghaTatI jAya che. A apekSAe samAnya kevaLIprabhu mATe parameSTi siddhAtmA sadAya pUjanIya che. tethI temanA vinaya mATe tathA temanI pAsethI bodhanuM je RNa emaNe chadmasthadazAmAM lIdhuM che te RNathI mukta thavA mATe AvA uttama parameSTine teo siddhabhUmimAM potAnI AgalI haroLamAM sthAna Ape che. emanAmAM rahelA A uttama vinayabhAvane kAraNe emanI siddha sadaza dazA kramathI vizeSa vadhatI 98

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zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI brahmarasa samAdhi jAya che, arthAt te AtmA vadhAre samaya mATe yogathI judo rahI zakavA samartha thato jAya che. ane e ja rIte AgaLa vadhI, ATha samaya sudhI yogathI judA rahI, kevaLI samuddhAta karI, yogane ruMdhI teo mokSabhUmimAM jAya che. A vinaya dvArA siddha prabhune ane temanI kevaLI paryAyanI siddha sadaza dazAmAM satata paMcAmRtarUpa pUrNa kalaMkarahita AjJArasa emanA zudhdha AtmAmAM caitanyaghananA mAdhyamathI jhare che. jenI sahAyathI te pUrNAtmA anaMtAnaMta kALa sudhI pUrNa AjJA prerita pUrNa sahajAnaMdane mANI zake che. aho prabhu! tamArI karuNA aparaMpAra che. amArA jevA dIna, maMdabuddhivALA jIvane AvuM tIkSNa, agharuM ane aTapaTuM jJAna sAdA, saraLa zabdothI samajAvI tame mahAna upakAra karyo che. A mATe amArA dehanA romeromathI tathA AtmAnA pradeza pradezathI e ja bhAva guMje che 'tamArI caraNasevArUpa pUrNa AjJAthI ame 'thAzuM teja svarUpa jo." prema prerita lAgaNI bhaktinI jananI che. bhakti prerita nirapekSa bhakti AjJAnI jananI che. AjJA e parama vinaya, parama AbhAra ane parama bhaktinI jananI che. parameSTi bhaktinA bhAvathI ane loka vinaya tathA loka AbhAranA mAdhyamathI lokabhakti upArjana thAya che. lokabhakti lokaAjJAne upajAve che, je parAbhakti tathA AjJAnI utkRSTatAvALA AjJAmArga prerita kalyANa prerita mahAsaMvara mArganuM cAritra rUpe romeroma tathA pradeza pradezamAM siMcana kare che. "aho ! kevI apUrvatA che! jyAM bhakti che tyAM vinaya che, jyAM vinaya che tyAM AbhAra che, jyAM AbhAra che tyAM AjJA che, jyAM AjJA che tyAM nirbhayatA che, jyAM nirbhayatA che tyAM AtmAnI ajaMparUpa sthiratA che. jyAM sthiratA che tyAM zUnyatA ane zukUlatAmaya sahaja brahmasamAdhi che. jyAM bahmarasa samAdhi che tyAM nijasvarUpa prerita AjJAmaya sahajAnaMda sahitanI aDola dazA che. prabhu! tamAro A alaukika mArga mane romeromamAM, pradeza pradezamAM, sarva dravyathI parama AjJAno, sarva kSetrathI parama AjJAno, sarva kALathI parama AjJAno, sarva bhAvathI parama 99

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha AjJAno ane sarva bhavathI parama AjJAno saMcaya thAo; ke jethI sarva pudgalAstikAya, sarva dharmAstikAya, sarva adharmAstikAya, sarva AkAzAstikAya ane sarva kALa tathA jIvAstikAyano koI paNa saMparka AjJAmAM, AjJAnA tAbAmAM rahI AjJAne vardhamAna kare." zrI gaNadhara prabhu A prakAranA bhAvo emanA trikaraNa yoga tathA sarva adhyavasAyathI anubhave che. emano puruSArtha mukhyatve guNagrAhIpaNAthI prerita AjJAnA cAritra valaNamAM ramato hoya che. zrI gaNadhara prabhune emanAM hRdaya, peTa tathA pIThanA bhAga pAse zrI paMcAmRta parameSTi paramANuo satata vahyA karatA hoya che. e paMcAmRtathI zrI gaNadhara prabhumAM eka apUrva prakriyA thAya che, jenuM bhAna zrI prabhu ApaNane kRpA karI karAve che. zrI gaNadharaprabhu pahelAM cAra jJAna vipulatAe dharAvatA hoya che. emAMthI matijJAna tathA mana:paryava jJAna (je matijJAnanuM vizudhdha rUpa che)no upayoga teo potAnA puruSArtha mATe karatA hoya che. jyAre teo potAnA ArAdhyadeva, guru zrI tIrthaMkara pAse hoya che tyAre teo mukhyatAe matijJAna tathA zrutajJAnano upayoga kare che. paraMtu jyAre teo lokasamudAyane bodha ApavAnuM kArya karatA hoya che tyAre avadhijJAnano upayoga kare che, ane vyaktigata mArgadarzana ApatI vakhate teo mana:paryavajJAna vApare che. temane potAnAM vividha jJAna tathA cAritranI vizuddhi karavA mATe anya jIvonA jevo samaya ke avakAza maLato hoto nathI, kAraNa ke AkhA gaNa-samUhane doratA rahevAnA kAmamAM temano ghaNokharo samaya vaparAI jato hoya che. AvA kalyANakAryamAM vyasta banelA gaNadharano aMgata puruSArtha ane pragati kyAMya paNa maMdatA na pAme e mATe zrI arihaMtaprabhu prerita zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMta emane apUrva sAtha ApI pragati karAve che. A prakriyA kaI rIte thAya che teno citAra zrI prabhu ApaNane vistArathI Ape che. zrI gaNadhara prabhune zrutajJAnanI vizeSatA hovAthI temane vizeSa zruti zrI arihaMta prabhu pAsethI maLe che. jyAre zrI prabhu dezanA ApatA hoya che, bodha 1OO

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zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI brahmarasa samAdhi prasArita karatA hoya che tyAre zrI gaNadhara emanI vizeSa tINa saMjJAnA AdhAre potAnAM zruti tathA zraddhAne ati sUma karI, matijJAnanI vizeSatAno upayoga karI, e bodhane teo aMtargata pUrNatAe ke mahad aMzanI pUrNatAe avadhAre che. A bodhane utkRSTatAe grahaNa karI teo pAMca mahAvratanuM sUkSmAtisUkSma pAlana karI, bodha mATe AbhAra vyakta karato tathA loka samudAyane e bodha lAbhadAyI thAya e hetuthI ane bhAvathI teo loka samakSa avadhijJAna tathA mana:paryavajJAnanI sahAyathI bodha vyakta karatA hoya che. A pramANe zrI gaNadhara prabhu paranA kalyANa mATe cAre jJAnano jarUra pramANeno upayoga karatA rahe che. AvA apUrva jJAnanA niHsvArtha upayogathI temane zrI prabhu prerita paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI eka apUrva siddhi Ave che. jyAre teo zrI prabhuno jJAnasabhara bodha sAMbhaLe che ane e bodhane janasamudAyanA kalyANArthe temanA prati vahAve che tyAre temane zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtanA AdhArathI sarva zruta tathA sarva bodhanA sArarUpa guNagrahaNa karavAno yoga potAnA puruSArthathI prApta thAya che. temanuM guNagrAhIpaNuM tyAM aTakI jatuM nathI, paNa e guNanA mULamAM je AjJA rahelI che, e AjJAnI gupta jANakArI temane Ave che. AjJAnuM sthaLa ArAdhana jIva saMjJAnA AdhAre kare che tethI bhinna bhinna AtmAmAM bhinna bhinna guNo utpanna thAya che, ane khIle che. A sarva AtmAonA pAMca samavAya tathA paMcAstikAya paNa alaga alaga hoya che. jyAre zrI gaNadharaprabhu, zrI prabhunA ke janasamudAyarUpa ziSyagaNanA guNo jue che tyAre teo e guNone dhAraNa karavA mATe potAnAM mana:paryava jJAnanI sahAyathI e guNone meLavavA mATe kaI AjJAnuM pAlana karavuM ghaTe, pAMca samavAya tathA paMcAstikAyanI kevI AjJA pALavI joIe, vagere bAbatanI sUkSmAtisUkSma samajaNa letA jAya che. Ama thavAthI temanuM zrutakevaLIpaNuM vistRta tathA vipula thatuM jAya che. zrutakevaLIpaNAnI AvI vipulatA sAmAnyapaNe zrI tIrthaMkara prabhu sivAya anya koI paNa jIvane AvatI nathI. paNa temanA A bhavya puruSArthane anulakSIne zrI gaNadharane zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunI mAphaka kSapaka zreNinuM varadAna 101

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha maLe che; ane gaNadhara nAmakarma udayamAM AvyA pachI puruSArthanI zuklatAnuM varadAna paNa maLe che. puruSArthanI zuklatA eTale pUrve karyo hoya teTalo ja puruSArtha rahe, vadhe paNa kyAreya ghaTe nahi ke maMda thAya nahi. AvA zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtanA apUrva sAthane kAraNe zrI gaNadhara prabhune ati gADha tathA vipula brahmarasa samAdhi maLe che. Ama teo AtmAnA anaMta guNo vikasAvavA uparAMta e guNo mATe jarUrI evI apUrva AjJAne jANI zake che, tathA pALI zake che. dhanya che temanA bhavyAtibhavya puruSArthane! temano puruSArtha chadmastha AtmAonA puruSArthamAM utkRSTa che. zrI jina vItarAganA dharmamAM gaNadharano puruSArtha sadAya jayavaMta varto! aho zrI siddha bhagavAna! aho zrI kevaLI bhagavAna! tamArI vItarAgatA, karuNA ane nispRhatAne amArA koTi koTi vaMdana ho, tame A lokamAM ke jyAM nityanigoda, itara nigoda, sAta naraka, AMtaradvIpa ityAdi ati du:khathI bharelAM aneka kSetro rahelAM che tyAM mukhyatAe du:khamAM sabaDatA jIvonAM kSetromAM tame tamArI vItarAgatA, tamAro kalyANabhAva, tamArI zAMti, tamAruM AjJAdhInapaNuM, tamArI nispRhatA Adine dinapratidina, samaye samaye samUharUpe vadhAro cho! anaMtakALa pahelAM jeTalA jJAnIo hatA tenAM karatAM atyAre anaMta jJAnIo vadhyA che, kAraNa ke e sarvee kevaLajJAna laI siddhabhUminI siddhi hAMsala karI che. haju paNa A saMkhyA vadhatI ja javAnI che. saMsAranAM du:kha, azAtA, kleza Adi A saMkhyA ghaTADI zakanAra to nathI ja, paNa vadhatI aTakAvavA paNa samartha thaI zake tema nathI. dharma tathA dharma jIvono siddha AtmArUpe satata vadhAro thayA ja karavAno che. AvI AzcaryakAraka hakIkatanI jANa thavAthI, dharma ane dharma jIvo prati prema, zraddhA, vinaya, ahobhAva tathA bhakti kema tathA kone na thAya? aho! A kevI vicitratA che? A saMsAramAM sarvakALa mATe adharmanuM ja varcasva raheluM jovA maLe che, dharma jIvo karatAM adharma jIvo sadAyane mATe anaMtagaNA che. AvA adharma ane adharmInuM baLa dharma sevatA AtmAnI saMkhyAne 102

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zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI bahmarasa samAdhi vadhatI aTakAvI zakatA nathI ke ochI karI zakatA nathI. AvA dharmI jIvonI saMkhyAmAM satata vadhAro thayA ja kare che. are! bahAranI A jevI sthiti che tevI ja aMdaranI sthiti paNa che. zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunI ananya kRpA ane karuNAnA AdhAre jIvane mithyAtva Adi cAra karmanA goLAnI vacce paNa raudradhyAnanI zaraNAgati hovA chatAM ATha rucaka pradeza maLe che. samaya jatAM jIva pragati karI A caka pradezanI sahAyathI aMtaravRttisparza, tathA graMthibhedarUpa ATha kevaLIgamya pradezanI bheTa paNa meLave che. jIvanA anya asaMkhya azuddha ajJAnI pradezo e ATha pradezanAM zuddhikAryane, dharmano saMcAra karatA aTakAvI zakatA nathI. vaLI, rucaka pradezo dharmano phelAvo vItarAgatA, nispRhatA tathA AjJAdhInapaNA sAthe kare che, ane A kArya karavA mATe jyAM sudhI pAMca samavAya bhegA thatAM nathI tyAM sudhI e pradezo ati vItarAgatA tathA nispRhatAmAM A ajJAnI pradezonI vacce paNa TasathI masa thatA nathI. paraMtu pAMce samavAya jevA ekaThA thAya che ane zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanA mAdhyamathI jyAre emane pUrNa parameSTinI AjJA maLe che tyAre teo eka paNa samayanA pramAda vinA AjJAnusAra kArya kare che. e kAryamAM asaphaLatAno to avakAza ja nathI. to paNa kAryasiddhi thayA pachI samaya mAtranA vilaMba vinA te potAnI vItarAgatA tathA nispRhatAmAM lIna thaI jAya che. karelI kAryasiddhino yaza levA eka samayanI paNa rAha jotA nathI. A rucaka pradezo potA para zrI tIrthaMkara prabhue karelA apUrva tathA akathya dAnanI RNamukti karavA emanI AjJAnusAra varte che. tema karavAmAM temane nathI thatA kartApaNAnA bhAva ke nathI AvatA bhoktApaNAnA bhAva. emAM to che mAtra OM gamaya ANAya, ANAya gamaya 3thI upajatI pUrNa AjJAsiddhirUpa pUrNa kalaMka rahita aDola sthiti. aho! pUrNAtipUrNa jJAna, darzana, vIrya ane svarUpano anubhava hovA chatAM jo e pradezo AjJA vinA kArya karatAM nathI ane mAtra mauna rahe che. to chadmastha jIva mATe evuM maunapaNuM keTaluM kartavyarUpa tathA upakArI che, te vicAravA yogya che. 103

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha A ATha pradezo potAno puruSArtha, mauna rahI potAnAM AMtaracAritra dvArA anya pradezone AjJArUpe bodhe che. te potAno kalyANabhAva tathA karuNAbhAva arUpI mAdhyamamAM ja rAkhe che, jyAre tene paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanI AjJA maLe che tyAre ja te potAnA arUpI kalyANabhAva tathA karuNAne rUpI kare che. te udAharaNathI zrI prabhu ApaNane eka gupta niyama samajAve che ke prabhunI AjJA vinA jo bodha ApavAmAM Ave to bodhaka arUpI kalyANabhAvanI asImita vizALatAne svacchaMdanA kAraNe rUpI AkAra ApI, kalyANanI aparaMpAra ane asImita bhavyatAne nAnuM rUpa ApavAno doSa kare che, ane e rIte te paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtano gunegAra thAya che. Ama te kalyANakAryamAM pApazramaNIya thAya che. A niyamAnusAra zrI AcAryajI chadmastha dazAmAM vartana karatA hoya che. ATha rucaka pradezanI gupta, mauna tathA gaMbhIra AcaraNA kalyANamArgane arUpI AkAra ApI sanAtana banAve che. rucaka pradezanI A jAtanI AcaraNA tenA puruSArthanI lAkSaNikatA batAve che; je chamastha jIvane kalyANamArgamAM satata rahevAno dhorImArga jaNAve che. zrI prabhunA 3OM guMjanathI A mArga saraLa bane che. zrI prabhu parameSTinI AjJAnusAra e mArgane zabdadeha ApavA AjJA Ape che, emanI ja kRpAdRSTi tathA AjJAthI A duSkara kAryane siddha karavA puruSArtha Adaryo che. zrI AcAryajInuM cAritra mukhyatve arUpIpaNAno kaMbala oDhIne ghaDAya che. ahIM kaMbala eTale AjJArUpa pAMca parameSTi bhagavaMtano sAtha. A sAtha chabastha jIvane arUpIpaNAno lakSa karAvI, tenAM vartanane paNa evuM arUpI rUpa ApavA tathA kalyANabhAvanI zuddhi ane siddhine abAdhita rAkhavA prayatnazIla banAve che. AcAryajI emanA zudhdha AcAranA mAdhyamathI jANe che ke kalyANanAM paramANuo apUrva AjJAkavacamAM joDAyelAM che, jene mAtra pAMca samavAya ja bhedI zake che. A AjJAkavaca paMcaparameSTinAM OMnA mAdhyamathI vadhAre ne vadhAre ghaTTa thatuM jAya che. jo AcAryajI potAnA zaktizALI yogathI pAMca samavAyane ekatrita kare to, AjJAkavacanA ghaTTatAmAM bAdhArUpa ke aMtarAyarUpa banavAnuM durbhAgye ja 1/4

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zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI bahmarasa samAdhi meLave che. je emanA puruSArthanI zuddhimAM baMdhanakAraka thAya che. A kAraNe teo mAtra paMcaparameSTinI AjJAthI ja arUpI kalyANanA AjJAkavacanA ghaTTapaNAne rUpI AkAra ApI, pAMca samavAyanA sAthathI, eno pramANika upayoga pAMca mahAvratanI parama zuddhi sAthe kare che. Ama karavAthI eka bAju paMca parameSTi prabhunI AjJAno bhaMga to thAya che, paNa bIjI bAju pAMca samavAyane ekatrita karavAmAM tenAM rUpIpaNAmAM paMcaparameSTinI aMtargata bhAvanA pUrI karatA hovAthI paMcaparameSTine RNI banAve che. A RNathI mukta thavA mATe zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMta emane arUpI AjJAne rUpI rUpa ApyA pachI arUpI spaMdana mATe taiyAra kare che. Ama arUpI spaMdana mATenI Adine saphaLa karavA zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanAM kalyANanAM paramANuo emanAM mastakanAM pAchaLanAM vartuLamAM moTI saMkhyAmAM tathA ghaNI tIvratAthI (eTale ke intensitythI) Ave che, jene lIdhe AcAryajI rUpI kalyANabhAvamAM rAcatA hovA chatAM AvI moTI saMkhyAmAM AvatA paramANuone jhIlavA sahajatAe taiyAra thavA mauna thAya che. teo pahelAM vacanayoga tathA kAyayogathI mauna thAya che, paNa emano manoyoga sAkAra rahe che, tethI te yogamAM teo mana:paryava jJAnanA mAdhyamathI kalyANanAM paramANuone tIrNarUpe joI zake che. AvI sthitimAM jyAM vacanayoga tathA kAyayoga mauna che, paNa manoyoga amIna arthAt sakriya che tyAM teo kalyANanAM paramANuone gati tathA dizA Ape che. temanI mana:paryavajJAnanI zuddhinAM pramANamAM gati tathA dizA vadhu ne vadhu tIkSNa tathA gherAM thatAM jAya che, jethI eka samaya evo Ave che ke jyAre temano manoyoga paNa mauna thaI jAya che. Ane lIdhe e rUpI kalyANanAM paramANuo zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanA sAthathI arUpI thaI jAya che. A apUrva gupta temaja zuddha mArganAM ghaTako vicArIe to tene pAMca vibhAgamAM vaheMcI zakAya che. 1. prArthanA 2. kSamApanA 3. maMtrasmaraNa 4. vinaya ane 5. AbhAra. A pAMce ghaTakonA sahakArathI arthAt paMcAmRtathI zrI AcArya apUrva brahmarasa samAdhimaya kalyANabhAvamAM sare che. zrI AcArya A brahmarasa samAdhi pAmavA 105

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha paMcAmRtano kevo ane keTalo sAtha kevI rIte pAme che tenI vicAraNA karavA tathA samajaNa levA ApaNe zrI prabhunI kRpAthI ane AjJAthI pravRtta thaIe. zrI AcAryajInAM apUrva mauna tathA gaMbhIra evI kalyANanI upAsanA vicAratAM jaNAya che ke te upAsanA ati duSkara tathA askhalita apramattabhAvathI bharelI che. AvA uttama puruSArthane chadmastha dazAmAM lAMbA gALA sudhI TakAvI rAkhavo e eka AzcaryakAraka bInA che. tethI savAla thAya che ke zrI AcAryajI kyA bhAvane lIdhe chadmastha paryAyamAM A puruSArthanI siddhi kare che ? zrI prabhu emanA aMtaranA jJAnanA peTALamAMthI OMOM dhvaninA guMjanadvArA bodhadAna kare che. zrI AcAryajI bhale potAnA pUrvakALamAM jJAnamArga, kriyAmArga, yogamArga ke bhaktimArgane anusaryA hoya, paraMtu paMcaparameSThinA AcAryapadane pAmyA pachI teo AjJAmArge ja AgaLa vadhe che. A AjJAmArgamAM temane lokakalyANanA bhAvanI utkRSTatAnA pramANamAM paMcaparameSTi prabhunAM kalyANanAM paramANuono apUrva sAtha maLe che. A sAthe AjJAmArganI mukhya bhUmikAno vicAra karIe to temAM dAtAra pAse siddhi meLavavAnA hetuthI karelI binazaratI arpaNatA che. AjJAmArga pUrvamAM sevelA jJAnamArga, kriyAmArga, yogamArga ke bhaktimArgamAMthI AvatA jIvanA doSone ni:zeSa kare che; te mArga jIvamAM samAna guNone khIlavI taratamatA sAthe dhorImArga para calAve che. A dhorImArga jIvane apUrva sAdhanA Ape che, apUrva puruSArtha Ape che ane apUrva siddhi paNa Ape che. AjJAmArganI bhUmikAmAM mukhyatAe prArthanA, kSamApanA, maMtrasmaraNa, vinaya ane AbhAra Ave che. A ghaTako vize have vicArIe. prArthanA prArthanA e iSTadeva ke guru pAse icchita siddhinI prApti mATe aMtaranI lAgaNIthI upArjita sAdhakanI yAcanA che. temAM buddhino upayoga ati maryAdita athavA nahivat che; kAraNa ke prArthanAmAM potAnI zakti, samajaNa tathA grahaNazaktine 106

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zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI brahmarasa samAdhi gauNa karI, dAtAnI zakti tathA vizALatAmAM ahobhAvabhInA bhAvathI upajatI bhaktanI lAgaNI bharelI rAgadAyI labdhi tathA siddhinI prAptinA lobhathI bharelI vinaMti che. jo ApaNe ahIM ema vicArIe ke prArthanAmAM dAtAra pAse siddhi mATe spaSTa mAMgaNI che, to jyAre AcAryajI prArthanA kare che tyAre emano arUpI kalyANabhAvane vadhAravAno atiduSkara puruSArtha kevI rIte jaLavAya che? zrI prabhu emanI avarNanIya karuNAthI A dAsane ati spaSTa samajAya tevo chatAM saraLa ane sacoTa uttara Ape che. "prArthanA e icchita vastunI siddhi ke prApti arthe dAtAra pAse karelI mAMgaNI che. zrI AcAryajI e mona arUpI puruSArthamAM je apUrva zAMti tathA sukha anubhave che te sukha ane zAMti akathya tathA zabdAtIta che. AvuM mAtra anubhavagamya sukha emane sahaja prakAre mauna kare che, jethI emanAM AjJApAlananA vegamAM khAMca Ave nahi. te mATe teo yAcanA kare che, mAMgaNI kare che, paNa pUrNa AjJAmAM rahIne. A AjJA emane rUpI guru ke vyaktigata prabhu pAse mAMgaNI na karAvatAM AjJA pAse ja mAMgaNI karAve che. A AjJA e koI rUpI, maryAdita AkAra nathI, paNa te che cetanarUpa, cetanasvarUpa, anAdi anaMta zAzvata paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtano AjJArasa, paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtano A AjJArasa bhale pudgalathI sarjAyo hoya che, paNa e pudgalanI avagAhanA cetanasvarUpa tathA cetanabhAvane rahevA mATe jagyA Ape che. A cetana pudgala AjJAne jIvaMta-jIvita rAkhavA pAMca astikAya tathA pAMca samavAya apAtra jIva pAse gupta rIte ane supAtra jIva pAse abAdhitapaNe khulAso kare che. AcAryajI ane temAM paNa khAsa karIne zrI gaNadharajI prathamanAM cAra jJAna vipulatAthI dharAvanAra hoya che, cauda pUrvadhArI tathA zrutakevaLI paNa hoya che. AvA apUrva jJAnane dharAvanAra hovA chatAM temanI yAcanA bALaka jevI saraLa, spaSTa tathA nirmAnI hoya che. A samajaNathI 107

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha spaSTa thaze ke zrI paMcaparameSTinI AjJAno anubhava, temAMya jyAre te anubhava arUpI rUpa dhAraNa kare che tyAre te kevo alaukika, zabdAtIta ane avarNanIya hoto haze! jenuM varNana zAstrothI thaI ja na zake. A anubhavanI parAkASTA dezanAmAM zrI gaNadhara pramukha AcAryajI vede che." ApaNe jANIe chIe ke zrI gaNadharaprabhu jyAre zrI tIrthakara prabhune prazna pUche che tyAre tenA uttararUpe zrI prabhu OM dhvanithI samAdhAna Ape che. ApaNane temAM prazna udbhavI zake che ke jyAM uttara arUpI OM dvArA apAya che, tyAM prazna kema arUpI dvArA thato nathI? vicAratAM samajAya che ke chadmastha avasthAmAM pratyeka samayanuM jJAna na hovAne kAraNe gaNadharane rUpI zabdono upayoga karavo paDe che. paraMtu temanA zabdanAM peTALamAM to e ja arUpI OMnI bhAvanA ja rahelI che. kemake jo A bhAvanA na hoya to zrI tIrthaMkara prabhu je kevaLajJAna tathA kevaLadarzanane satata mANe che temane uttara ApavA mATe zabdo phIkA ane adhUrA lAge che. tethI teo yogya uttara ApavA mATe arUpI OMnI sahAya laI zrI gaNadharanA yAcanArUpa praznanuM samAdhAna Ape che. A ja puruSArthane gaNadhara guptapaNe chatAM spaSTatAthI yogya pAtra jIvone bodhe che, ane AcAryajI e bodhane grahaNa karI e puruSArthane AtmIyapaNuM arpe che. prArthanAne arUpIpaNuM ApavA mATe, te eka rUpI guru ke prabhu pAse prArthanA karavAne badale jo paMcaparameSTinA skaMdhane karavAmAM Ave to, pAMca mahAvrata, pAMca samiti ane traNa gupti ati ati arUpI zuddhi sAthe sahajapaNe paLAya che. kemake tema na karatAM eka rUpI vyaktigata dAtAra pAse ja mane samAdhAna maLaze evA bhAvamAM javAthI anya siddha bhagavAna, arihaMta prabhu, kevaLIbhagavAna tathA sarva chadmastha Apta AtmA pAse A praznanuM samAdhAna ke nirAkaraNa hovAno nakAra jIva ajANapaNe kare che. A nakArane kAraNe te jIva paramArtha aMtarAya bAMdhe che, pariNAme te jIva uttaranI yathArtha samajaNa tathA pUrNa samajaNathI vaMcita rahe che. mATe, sarva zrI AcAryanI ati pavitra arUpI prArthanAne samaya samayanA vaMdana ho. 108

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zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI bahmarasa samAdhi kSamApanA zrI prabhue kSamApanAne pUrvakRta doSonI AlocanA karavA mATe AtmAthI upajatI duHkha tathA vedanAnI lAgaNI tarIke oLakhAvI che. kSamApanAmAM dAtA pAse potAnI bhUlono ekarAra karI, e doSanA vipAka udayane nirmULa karavA mATe pazcattApa vedI, vipAka udayanI uNA karI zrI prabhunA sAthathI e karmane niSphaLa karavAno prayatna che. kSamApanA jyAre prArthanAnA mAdhyamathI thAya che tyAre temAM kSamApanA sAthe vinaya tathA ahobhAva bhaLe che. A baMne bhaLavAthI kSamApanAmAM AjJArUpI dhorImArganuM nirUpaNa kSamApanA rUpI vAhanane maLe che. A dhorI mArga para kSamApanArUpa vAhana sIdhI saraLa tathA ati teja gati sAthe AgaLa vadhI zake che. bhaLelA ahobhAva tathA vinayane kAraNe, mArgamAM bAdhA karanAra aMtarAya tenuM vipAkarUpa dhAraNa karyA pahelAM ja nAza pAme che. je rIte yuddhamAM rathI potAnI gatine bAdhA pahoMcADanAra sainikone bANathI nirmULa karI potAnI gatine abAdhita banAve che te ja rIte jIva kSamApanArUpI vAhanamAM potAnAM jJAna tathA darzanaguNane vartamAna dazA karatAM vadhamAna karI vikasAve che. jIva kSamApanA dvArA potAnA pUrvanA doSone jANI, ene prArthanAnA mAdhyama dvArA dAtAra pAse rajU karI, dAtAra pAsethI e doSone nirmULa karavAnuM samAdhAna jANI, e samAdhAnane vartamAnamAM AdaravA mATe potAnuM yogya vIrya upajAvI, kAryasiddhi karavA sarva aMtarAyo dUra kare che. kSamApanAnI uttamatA meLavavA mATe be tattvo agatyanAM che. 1. dAtAranI zuddhi tathA vIrya 2. doSI AtmA mATe uttama kSamAbhAva. A baMne padArthanI uttamatA jANavA zrI prabhu samajAve che ke jema zveta raMganI uttamatA mATe saptaraMganuM yogya saMmelana thavuM anivArya che, tema uttama dAtAra mAtra arUpI paMcaparameSTinA uttama saMmelanathI ja prApta thAya che. kAraNa ke e arUpI paMcaparameSTie lokanI vizALatAne sahaja rUpe mAtra cAra samayamAM 109

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha ja mApI che; ane jaghanya avasthAmAM zabdadehathI kalyANa karyuM che. A jIva anAdikALathI jagatamAM rakhaDyo tathA rajhaLyo che. temAM teNe lokanA sarva jIvo sAthe vadhatA ochA pramANamAM verabaMdha bAMdhyA che. e veranI uttama kSamA karavA mATe siddha thatAM pahelAM kevaLI samughAta karI, rUpI AtmAnI vizALatA dvArA AkhA lokane spazI sarva pugala, roma tathA pradezamAM arihaMta prabhunuM maitrIpaNuM, AcAryajInuM spRhArahitanuM vItarAga mauna, upAdhyAyajInI kalyANamayI rAgabhInI vANI tathA sAdhusAdhvIno kalyANamArgamAM cAlavAno vega jyAre pratyeka aNumAM Ave che, tyAre e maitrIbhAva arUpI AkArane dhAraNa karI yogya vIrya Ape che. A arUpI AkArane anubhavavA mATe arUpI kSamAbhAva, arUpI kalyANabhAvanA mAdhyamathI upaje che. e kSamAbhAva AcAryajIne maunapaNe samudranI gaMbhIratA, vizALatA, UMDANa tathA iSTa, miSTa tathA ziSTa kSamAnuM dAna ApI cAritranI bAMdhaNI karAve che. A lokamAM anaMtAnaMta jIvo pRthvIkAya, apakAya, teukAya, vAyukAya, vanaspatikAya ane trasakAya e chakAya rUpe paribhramaNa karI rahyA che. te sahuno samAgama jIvane kyAreya ekasAthe thato nathI, paNa dareka kALe amuka jIvonA samAgamamAM te rahyA kare che. tema chatAM jIve potAnA anAdikALanAM paribhramaNamAM eTalA jIvonI dhULa tathA sUma hiMsA karI che ke teno saravALo karavAmAM Ave to te saMkhyA lokamAM paribhramaNa karatAM sarva jIvo jeTalI thaI jAya. atyAra sudhImAM je je AtmAo siddha thayA che, te sahue lokanA tamAma jIvo sAthenuM vera potA taraphathI choDI dIdhuM che. paraMtu e veranuM mULa karmakAraNa jIvanA AtmA para karmapudgala rUpe ladAyeluM che; teno vicAra karatAM lakSamAM Ave che ke ApaNane jo paMcaparameSTi prerita arUpI kSamAno sAtha na hota to ATalA anaMtAnaMta jIvonI kSamA jIva kevI rIte mAgI zakata? ane kSamA pAmI zakata? jyAM dUbhAvelA AtmAnI saMkhyA agaNita tathA anaMta che. tyAM e jIvonI kSamA mAgavAnuM sAdhana kevI rIte mApavArUpa ke maryAdita hoya to, pUratuM thaI zake ? e 110

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zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI brahmarasa samAdhi mATe to jIve mAtra arUpI kSamAno sAtha laI veramukta tathA karmamukta thavuM paDe, e ja mArga jaNAya che. maMtrasmaraNa zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhu pAse avirata arUpI prArthanA tathA kSamApanA karavAthI jIvane, zrI AcAryajInAM mauna tathA gaMbhIra cAritrathI bharapUra AjJApAlananA dhorI mArga dvArA apUrva siddhi tathA zuddhine meLavavA akathya guNonI prApti karavA jIva maMtrasmaraNamAM lIna thaI jAya che. te vakhate AjJArUpI doro prApta thayelA sarva guNone paMcaparameSTinI kalyANamaya AjJAmAM gUMthe che, jenAthI jIvamAM vAyuvege guNagrAhIpaNuM vadhatuM jAya che. A guNagrAhIpaNAnA lobha ane AjJAnI pUrNatA sAthe jyAre prArthanA tathA kSamApanA karavAmAM Ave che tyAre jIva tenAM aMtarAyakarmane bALe che, jevI rIte agni vRkSone bALe che tema. aMtarAya karmano kSaya thavAthI paMcaparameSTinAM kalyANanAM paramANuo guNothI maghamaghatA jIva prati maMtranA prabhAvathI kheMcAya che. te jIva paMcaparameSTinAM e paramANuone AjJAmArganI sahAyathI AjJArasamAM pariNamAve che. e AjJArasa tenI bhAvinI sthiti pramANe tenAM zira, AjJAcakra, nayano, jIbha ke kAna dvArA aMtaramAM utare che. tenA kevaLIgamya pradezo e AjJArasane jhIlI, temAM potAmAM rahelA zrI arihaMtanA cetanamaya, kalyANamaya, tathA maitrImaya AjJArasane bheLavI, e mizrarasane tenA rucaka pradeza tarapha vahAve che. A rucaka pradezo pUrNatAthI pUrNa vItarAga che, mATe jyAre e AjJArasamAM kevaLIgamya pradezano AjJArasa prAdhAnya laI, AjJArasanA skaMdhane gati Ape che tyAre, arihaMta dvArA e rucaka pradeza mATe pUrvakALe je RNa lIdhuM hatuM tenI mukti mATe rucakapradezo pote je mANe che e arUpI siddha paryAyanA alaukika cetanaguNane e AjJArasamAM jharAve che. A apUrva guNanI prApti thatAM AnnArasano e skaMdha pUrNa thAya che. paraMtu A rucaka pradezo kevaLIgamya pradezono vinaya jALavavA e skaMdhane vitaraNa (distribution) karavA 111

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha mATe kevaLIgamya pradeza pAse mokale che. kevaLIgamya pradezo e skaMdhamAMthI potAne yogya evA siddhaparyAyanA guNo zrI paMcaparameSTinI arUpI AjJA dvArA grahaNa kare che. A AjJArasa grahaNa thavAthI, kevaLIgamya pradezo potAnA yoga sAthenA joDANane kSINa karavA, sukhabuddhinA tyAga arthe atiMdriya guNo siddhaparyAyanA anubhavathI thanaganI grahaNa kare che. e kevaLIgamya pradezo kalyANanAM paramANunAM jorathI RNanI apUrva mukti karavA e arUpI AjJArasano zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhunI AjJAthI visphoTa kare che. A visphoTa paNa apUrva rIte thAya che. ApaNe te samajavA puruSArtha karIe. AjJArasanA mizraNamAM amukabhAga sAdhusAdhvInA rasano hoya che, amuka bhAga upAdhyAyajInA rasano hoya che, amukabhAga AcAryajInA rasano hoya che, amukabhAga gaNadharajInA rasano hoya che, amukabhAga zrI kevaLI bhagavaMta ane zrI arihaMtano hoya che ane amukabhAga zrI siddhabhagavaMtanA rasano hoya che. vaLI, jIvanA je azudhdha pradezo hoya che te paNa potAnI zuddhi tathA puruSArthanI apekSAe judI judI kakSAnA hoya che. keTalAka pradezo zrAvakazrAvikA samAna, keTalAka pradezo sAdhusAdhvInI kakSA samAna hoya che. e ja rIte keTalAka pradezo upAdhyAya samAna, AcArya samAna, tathA gaNadhara samAna hoya che. jyAre jIva arUpI parameSTinI AjJAthI prArthanA, kSamApanA tathA maMtrasmaraNa kare che tyAre, 'lakhavAmAM na Ave, sAMbhaLavAmAM na Ave chatAM anubhavavAmAM Ave evuM jenuM vartana che' e prakAre akathya tathA arUpIpaNe e AjJArasanI goThavaNI jIvanA azudhdha pradezanI kakSAnusAra thAya che. AthI jyAre jIvanA kevaLIgamya pradezo AjJArasano visphoTa kare che tyAre jIvanA zrAvakazrAvikA sadeza pradezo para sAdhusAdhvIno AjJArasa relAya che. sAdhusAdhvInI kakSAnA pradezo para upAdhyAyano AjJArasa relAya che, zrI upAdhyAya samAna pradezo para AcAryajIno AjJArasa phelAya che, AcAryarUpa pradezo pa2 gaNadharajIno AjJArasa relAya che, gaNadhara sadeza pradezo 52 zrI arihaMta tathA zrI siddhano AjJArasa, je kevaLIgamya pradezoe grahaNa na karyo hoya te 112

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zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI brahmarasa samAdhi prasare che. jIvamAM chaThThA guNasthAnathI zrAvaka zrAvikA jevA azuddha pradezo hotA nathI, mATe A prakriyA mATe prAthamika kakSAnA sAdhusAdhvI jevA pradezo zrAvakazrAvikA samAna gaNAya che. ane chaThThA utkRSTa guNasthAna sudhI AgaLa vadhelA jevA pradezo sAdhusAdhvI samAna pradezo gaNAya che. Ama sAdhusAdhvInI prAthamika ane dvitIya ema be kakSA jovA maLe che. A AjJArasa jyAre azudhdha pradezo para jhare che tyAre te pradezo arUpI prArthanA, kSamApanA tathA maMtrasmaraNanA mAdhyamathI apUrva bhaktine vede che. A apUrva bhaktinA vedanane kAraNe, e azudhdha pradezonI dazA tathA sthiti bhinna bhinna hovA chatAM teo ekapaNuM tathA bhaktirUpa AjJAnuM vedana kare che. A bhaktirUpa AjJAne kAraNe te jIva pradezonI samAna kakSA lAve tevo OM dhvanino nAda sUkSmatAe anubhave che. e OM dhvani tathA OM nAdathI ane e azudhdha pradezo para potAnI kakSA karatAM eka UMcI kakSAno AjJArasa relAyo hovAthI te pradezo prati sarva AjJArasanuM kheMcANa thAya che. A sarva AjJArasanA kheMcANathI e azudhdha pradezone AjJArasanAM paramANu sAthe potAthI UMcI kakSAnA pradezono sparza paNa thAya che, jenAM pariNAme e guNo cetanarUpa dhAraNa karI emane vadhAre zudhdha thavA preraNA kare che, udA. ta. sAdhusAdhvInA pradezo para mAtra upAdhyAyajIno ja AjJArasa hoya che, paNa enA para jo upAdhyAyajI, AcAryajI ke gaNadharano cetanasparza thAya to te pradezo ghaNA vadhAre AjJAdhIna thaI zake, e samajavA yogya che. A anubhava jyAre sthULarUpa dhAraNa kare che tyAre zrI tIrthakara prabhuno dezanAno OM dhvani bahAra nIkaLe che. vinaya arUpI apUrva ArAdhanArUpa prArthanA, kSamApanA tathA maMtrasmaraNa karavAthI jIva alaukika dhyAna tathA samAdhimAM sthira thAya che. AvI samAdhi jIvane alaukika zAMti tathA sukha Ape che. A samAdhisukhamAM te jIvane sukhabuddhi na thAya te mATe, 113

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha je dhorImArge ene A sukha ApyuM hatuM e ja AjJA enI pAse apramattapaNe puruSArtha karAvI, e ja dhyAnarUpI pravRttinI nivRttimAM pravRtti karAvI, e sukhanA anubhavanI sukhabuddhi karAvanAra pramAdamAM jIvane javA detI nathI. AjJAmArgathI upajelAM prArthanA, kSamApanA ane maMtrasmaraNa tene paMcaparameSTi prabhunA apUrva sAthathI maLyAM hatAM evuM bhAna te jIvane AjJAmArgamAM satata rakhAve che. tethI te paMcaparameSTi prabhunAM arUpI sAthanA RNanI nivRtti arthe kAryakArI thAya che. e pravRttimAM jIva e sAthane oLakhI, e sAthano yathArtha vinaya karavA puruSArtha kare che. e vinayane yathArtha vinayarUpe oLakhavA tathA anubhavavA te jIva zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhu pAse arUpI prArthanA, kSamApanA tathA maMtrasmaraNanAM mAdhyamathI vIrya mAgIne vIryane phorave che. Avo vinaya keLavavAnI pravRttimAM eka gupta kriyA jIva kare che. atisUkSma anubhavane zabdadeha ApI zrI prabhue ati ati alaukika karuNA karI A dAsAnudAsane kRtArtha karyA che. vinayaguNamAM guNagrAhIpaNA sAthe nirmAnIpaNuM paNa raheluM che. vinayaguNane yathArthatAe keLavavA mATe jIve arUpI apUrva ArAdhana (prArthanA, kSamApanA tathA maMtrasmaraNanA) vizeSa prakAre karavuM jarUrI che. te mATe paMcaparameSTinA pratyeka vibhAgano spaSTa phALo teNe jANavo agatyano che. sAdhusAdhvInA sAthathI e jIva sAdhusAdhvInA guNone oLakhI, ati dIna bhAvathI te guNonI prApti mATe yAcanArUpa paramArtha lobha vede che. Avo paramArtha lobha thavAthI, zrI paMcaparameSTinAM arUpI kalyANanAM paramANumAMthI sAdhusAdhvInA arUpI guNo alaga thAya che ane jIvanA pradezo para amuka kALa sudhI akriya rahe che. A ja pramANe sAdhusAdhvInA A guNorUpa arUpI kalyANanAM paramANuono Azrava karAvI te AjJAmArga tene upAdhyAyajI, AcAryajI, gaNadharajI, arihaMta tathA sidhdhanA arUpI guNono paramArtha lobha karAvI, emanAM pada anusAra apUrva guNonA grahaNa arthe yAcanA rUpe te jIvane paramArtha lobha karAve che. pariNAme temane yogya kalyANanAM paramANuo judAM thaI, e jIvanA pradezo para akriya rahI 114

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zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI brahmarasa samAdhi ciTake che. A prakriyAmAM jIva zrI prabhunAM jJAna pramANe uttama vinaya seve che kAraNa ke te vakhate A pahelAM kadI na anubhavelI alaukika apUrva zAMti ane sukhamAM na lapaTAtAM te jIva AjJA prerita puruSArthathI nirmAnI thaI guNagrahaNa karavAmAM nimagna banI jAya che. eTaluM ja nahi paNa te e sukhanAM mAyA ke lobhamAM pravartato nathI. Avo ja puruSArtha zrI AcAryajI dhULapaNe lAMbA kALa sudhI seve che. emanA puruSArthanI A lAkSaNikatA emane AcAryapada apAve che. A prakriyA jyAre jIva pUrNapaNe kare che tyAre AjJA tene akriyA paramANune sakriya karavA mATe dore che, ane puruSArtha karAve che. AbhAra zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhunAM guNagrahaNanAM paramANuo jIvanA pradezo para akriyapaNe sthira hoya che. A sthiratAno kALa pUro thavA Ave tyAre AjJA jIvamAM guNagrahaNa karavAnI bhAvanA vadhAre che. A bhAvanA krame krame eTalI badhI vadhe che ke jIvanuM e vedana zabdAtIta thaI jAya che, te vedana mAtra vedanarUpa ja rahe che. jema vimAna UDatAM pahelAM jamIna para hoya tyAre ja tenAM eMjInane jorathI pheravI garama karavAmAM Ave che ke jethI vimAnane havAmAM uMcakavuM saheluM thaI jAya. tema zabdAtIta vedanathI jIvanA judA judA pradezo para, judI judI jagyAe sthira rahelAM paMcaparameSTinAM guNagrahaNanAM paramANuomAM gati pAmavA mATe yogya vihAranI prakriyA thAya che. A gati karavAnI temanI taiyArI jema jema vadhatI jAya che tema tema te paramANuo ghanasvarUpa (solid form) mAMthI pravAhIrUpa (liquid form) banatA jAya che. jyAre A paramANuo pUrNatAe pravAhI thaI jAya che tyAre te pravAhImAMthI pUrvanA paramArtha lobha tathA vartamAnanA guNagrahaNanA anubhavanAM vedananA lIdhe te guNo sarakI nIcenA bhAgamAM vihAra kare che. A prakriyA jyAre pUrNatAe thAya che tyAre AjJA enAmAM eka evo bhAva upajAve che ke jemAM vinaya (nirmAnI guNagrahaNa) ane AbhAranI lAgaNI 115

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha eka sAthe vedAya che. zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhunI niSkAraNa karuNA mATe ahobhAva vedavo te AbhAra che. jIva paMcaparameSTinAM paramANunAM grahaNa dvArA pUrvamAM je paramANuo ochA karyA hatA te pUravAnA bhAva kare che. A bhAva jyAre khUba ugra rUpa dhAraNa kare che tyAre e pravAhImAMthI guNo judA paDI AtmAnA pradezamAM bhaLI jAya che, ane tenI sAthe AbhArabhAva vedI, te guNonI jagyAmAM potAno AjJArasa umerI pravAhIne pharIthI upara javA gati Ape che. A gati AjJA prerita hovAne lIdhe sAdhusAdhvI, upAdhyAya, AcArya, gaNadhara, arihaMta tathA sidhdhanA pravAhIo ekarUpa banI, tenuM ghanasvarUpa thaI e paramANu lokanA pradeza 52 gati kare che. Ama A prakriyA dvArA jIva guNagrahaNa karato jAya che, tenI sAthe sAthe paMcaparameSTinAM uttama kalyANanAM paramANuone lokamAM vahevaDAvI, e guNone grahaNa karavAnA aMtarAyano kSaya karI, pote RNathI mukta paNa thato jAya che. A prakriyA karatAM jIva pAMca mahAvrata, pAMca samiti, tathA traNa guptinuM pAlana uttamatAe tathA sUkSmatAe karI AcAryajInA cAritrAcAranuM pAlana zreSThatAthI kare che. zrI prabhunI kRpAthI ane AjJAthI ApaNe jANI zakyA chIe ke zrI AcAryajIno puruSArtha jIvanI brahmarasa samAdhine kevI rIte vikasAve che, ane pragati karAve che. have ApaNe zrI upAdhyAyajInA puruSArthanI lAkSaNikatA zrI prabhunI kRpAthI ane AjJAthI samajIe. A puruSArtha kevI rIte jIvanA puruSArthane jagADI, tene brahmarasa samAdhimAM vadhAre ugratAthI laI jAya che, te jANIe. aho zrI prabhu! tamArI anaMta kRpA, anaMtAnaMta AjJArUpa ThaMDaka, sarva jIvo para lokanA samasta bhAgamAM eka rUpe, samAna bhAvathI ane samAna utkRSTatAthI varase e ja amArI pradezepradezanI bhAvanA che. zrI upAdhyAyajInA puruSArthanI lAkSaNikatAno vicAra karatAM spaSTatA thAya che ke teo arUpI paMcaparameSTinA sAthane, pote grahaNa karI, rUpI banAvI, zabdadeha ApI, suMdara, saraLa, madhura, satya ane kalyANakArI vANI dvArA 116

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zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI brahmarasa samAdhi vahAve che. A kArya karavA mATe guNanI apekSAe vicArIe to emanI kalyANa karavAnI ane paMcaparameSTi dvArA kalyANa karAvavAnI spRhA potAnA puruSArtha karatAM vadhAre che. emanA e guNane ApaNe sAdI bhASAmAM temanI niHsvArtha bhAvanA kahI zakIe. paraMtu sUkSma apekSAe spRhAne lIdhe zrI prabhu e guNane 'ni:svArtha svArtha' tarIke oLakhAve che. A guNane vizeSatAe vicAravAthI zrI prabhu jJAnadAna karI ApaNane kRtArtha kare che. zrI prabhunI parameSTi AjJAthI A kAryanI siddhi thaI che. zrI upAdhyAyajInA puruSArthanI mukhya lAkSaNikatA upara kahyuM tema arUpIne rUpI AkAra ApavAnI che. A kAryanI siddhi karavA mATe bhASAjJAna tathA arUpIne rUpI karanAra jJAnadarzanano vizeSa ughADa jarUrI che. A kAryanI siddhi karAvavA zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanA paramANuo emane rUpI AkAra ApavAnI siddhi Ape che. Ama kaI rIte thAya che te jANavA zrI prabhunI kRpAthI prayatna karIe. zrI upAdhyAyajI mukhyatAe AjJAmArgathI AgaLa vadhyA hoya che. tethI jyAre jyAre teo kalyANanuM kArya karavAno prayatna kare che tyAre tyAre temanA badhA ja prayatno AjJAmAM rahIne thatA hoya che. A AjJAnuM mahAbhya e che ke e sarvanAM kalyANanAM kAryamAM emane zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtano AjJArasa temanAM kalyANanAM paramANu dvArA rasarUpe maLe che. A paramANuo sAmAnya rIte ardhapravAhI sthitinAM (semi solid viscous form) hoya che. kAraNa ke A paramANuo temane zrI AcAryajI pAsethI taiyAra zeraDInA rasanI jema AjJArasamAM pariNamelA maLe che. A AjJArasa sarva paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtano hoya che. tethI temAM lagabhaga samAna spRhA tathA nispRhatA rahelAM hoya che. bIjI apekSAe kahIe to temAM lagabhaga samAna arUpIpaNuM tathA rUpIpaNuM hoya che. zrI AcAryajIne lagabhaga Avo ja AjJArasa maLe che, paNa teo emanA puruSArthathI rUpI bhAgane arUpI kare che. zrI upAdhyAyajIne emanA puruSArthathI arUpI bhAgane rUpI banAvavA sarva sapuruSono AjJArasa zrI paMcaparameSTinA AjJArasa sAthe bheLavavo paDe che. zrI saruSonA AjJArasanI 117

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha emane eTalA mATe jarUra paDe che ke sarva satparuSo chadmastha avasthAmAM niyamathI paMcaparameSTi padamAM sthAna pAmatA nathI. kAraNa ke je satparuSo chadmastha avasthAmAM pacaparameSTi padamAM AvatA nathI teo potAnAM deva, guru, dharma tathA zAstrane anya deva, guru, dharma tathA zAstra karatAM vizeSa prAdhAnya ApatA hoya che. eTale ke temanA dharmanuM maMgalapaNuM mAtra potAnAM deva, guru, dharma ane zAstranA maMgalapaNAmAM samAI jAya che, emanI maMgalapaNAnI sthiti maryAdita thaI jAya che. AvA sapuruSo bhale nizcayanayathI sarva paMcaparameSTi pAsethI vIrya letA hoya che, paNa teo e paramANuono nihAra mAtra potAnAM deva, guru, dharma ane zAstranA mAdhyamathI ja karatA rahe che. AvA sarva sapuruSonA AjJArasano saMcaya karavAmAM Ave to e AjJArasanI mukhya lAkSaNikatA e thAya che ke te arUpI AjJArasane rUpI AjJArasamAM rUpAMtarita karI zake che. A guNano upayoga karI zrI upAdhyAyajI paMcaparameSTinA AjJArasanA arUpI bhAganuM rUpIpaNuM sahajatAe AjJAmArgathI karI zake che. A puruSArthathI thato lAbha vicAravA yogya che. kalyANabhAvanA AjJArasanAM rUpI paramANuo arUpI paramANu karatAM vartamAna kALamAM grahaNa karavA vadhAre sahelAM che. kalyANabhAvanA AjJArasanAM rUpI paramANuonuM teja tathA vIrya maryAdita kALa mATe hoya che, paraMtu e maryAdita kALamAM e paramANuonA rUpa, rasa, gaMdha, spardhAdi guNo vadhAre sthULarUpe hovAne lIdhe tene oLakhavAnuM kArya ajJAnI karatAM jJAnIne ghaNuM saheluM bane che. paNa A prakriyA vicAratAM savAla thAya che ke, ApaNI samaja pramANe kalyANanAM arUpI paramANuo vadhAre zuddha, lAMbA samaya sudhI TakanArA, pAMca mahAvrata, pAMca samiti tathA traNa guptinuM vadhAre zuddhithI pAlana karavAmAM sahAya karanArA che. to AvA arUpI paramANune rUpI banAvavAthI upAdhyAyajI pApazramaNIya thatA nathI? zrI prabhunI amRtamaya tathA iSTa, miSTa ane ziSTa vANImaya OMnA apUrva gUMjanathI Ano khulAso maLe che, tathA e javAba barAbara samajAya paNa che. prabhukRpAthI A javAbane zabdadeha ApavAno puruSArtha karyo che. 118

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zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI brahmarasa samAdhi zrI AcAryajIno puruSArtha arUpInI pUrNatA karavA mATe ghaNo ja prazaMsanIya che, tenAthI dharmanuM sanAtanapaNuM arUpI AkAra le che. temAM vartamAnanA pAMca samavAyamAM dharmanuM maMgalapaNuM meLavavA mATe yogya vIryabaLa hotuM nathI; vaLI, dharmanA maMgalapaNAne meLavavA mATe pAMca samavAyanI apekSAe rUpIpaNuM anivArya che. AthI AcAryajInA puruSArthanI sUkSmatAne lIdhe phaLamAM jyAM khAmI rahe che tyAM te khAmI upAdhyAyajI AjJAmArgathI dUra kare che. bIjI rIte kahIe to nityanigodathI zarU karI vartamAna sthiti sudhI pahoMcavA sudhImAM jIve anaMta sapuruSono upakAra rahyo hoya che, te sarva paMcaparameSTimAM sthAna pAmyA ja hoya tema thatuM nathI, tethI dharmanAM sanAtanapaNA ane maMgalapaNAnAM pratika evA kalyANanA AjJArasamAM jo e puruSono AjJArasa na hoya to emanA prati avinaya tathA anupakArabuddhi thaI gaNAya, ane tenAM thakI baLavAna paramArtha aMtarAya baMdhAya, ane te paMcaparameSTinAM kalyANanA paramANu mATe pApanuM kAraNa thaI jAya. vaLI, A prakriyA AjJAthI thai hovAne kAraNe emAM baMdhana vadhAravAno avakAza hoI zake nahi. A kAraNathI A kArya zrI upAdhyAyajI paMcaparameSTinAM paramANuomAM kare che. A paramANuone paMcaparameSTinAM paramANurUpe AcArya, gaNadhara, arihaMta tathA siddha thatA prabhu grahaNa karI sarva sapuruSono yogya vinaya kare che, tathA AbhAra mAne che. vaLI, A paramANuo jo arUpI ja rahyA hota to bALajIvomAM arUpI paramANu grahaNa karavAnI ke utpanna karavAnI zakti ja na hovAthI temane mATe A paramANuo agrAhya thaI jAya, pariNAme mArga anAdi sAMta thaI jAya; jenAM kAraNe sarva siddha prabhune paramArtha aMtarAyanAM moTA pahADa jevAM baMdhana thaI jAya. AvA pariNAmanI asaMbhavitatA karanAra zrI upAdhyAyajInuM A kArya tathA puruSArtha ati prazaMsanIya ane anivArya bane che. A sarva kAraNathI AvuM zubha kArya zrI upAdhyAyajI kare che tene lIdhe temane je arUpIne rUpI karavAno doSa lAge che te AjJAmArgathI tathA gaNadhara ane AcAryanA sAthathI ghaTato jAya che. ane upAdhyAyajI pragati karatAM karatAM arUpIpaNAnI mAtrA vadhAratA jAya che. 119

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha zrI upAdhyAyajI lAkSaNika puruSArthane yogya vinaya tathA AbhAranI lAgaNIthI suzobhita karI zrI AcAryajI, gaNadharajI, arihaMta prabhu tathA siddha thatA paramAtmA AjJA anusAra arUpI puruSArthane rUpIpaNuM Ape che. AcArya tathA gaNadhara yogya yogya samaye dharmano bodha vANI dvArA Ape che. zrI arihaMtaprabhu pUrNa vItarAga hovA chatAM teo AjJAnusAra dezanA prakAzavA dvArA dharmabodha kare che. ane siddha thatA paramAtmA kevaLI samuddhAtamAM kalyANanAM paramANuone utkRSTa AkAra ApI dharmabodha kare che. zrI siddha bhagavAna arUpI guNone satata mANatA hovA chatAM, kevaLI samuddhAtanA puruSArthane lIdhe siddha bhUmimAM caramadehanA be tRtiyAMza bhAgamAM rUpIpaNe AkAra dhAraNa kare che. aho! prabhunI kRpA aparaMpAra che ke dIna, maMdabuddhi chatAM AjJAdhIna dAsane ati saraLa, sugama tathA sacoTa bhASAthI AvA sUkSma bheda rahasyonI samajaNa ApI che. have temanI kRpAthI ane AjJAthI paMcaparameSTinA aMtima iSTadeva sAdhusAdhvIjIno A kAryamAMno phALo samajIe. - zrI sAdhusAdhvIjInI mukhya lAkSaNikatA e che ke maLatA jJAnabodhane yathArtha rIte sAMbhaLavo, apramatta banI e bodhane potAnI pAMca indriya tathA saMjJAno sadupayoga karI, tenA zabdo tathA bhAva sahita yathArtharUpe ArAdhanamAM vaNI levo. A guNano yathArtha vicAra karavAthI temAM Akho mokSamArga samAI gayelo jovA maLe che. temanA A guNamAM bhaktimArga, jJAnamArga, kriyAmArga, yogamArga, AjJAmArga, nirgathamArga, nirvANamArga tathA parinirvANamArga samAI jAya che. A vize UMDANamAM jatAM spaSTa thAya che ke jeTalA ochA samayamAM jIva A bodhane AtmasAta karI potAnA puruSArthamAM vaNI le che, teTalI jhaDapathI te jIva bodhanAM bhedarahasyone pAmavAnA aMtarAya toDI zake che. bodha maLyA pachI aMtaramuhUrta kALamAM ja jo jIva ene puruSArthamAM pariNamAvI zake to te bodhanA paMcAstikAya sakriya hovAne lIdhe tenI AhAra, vihAra tathA nihAranI pravRtti bodhanA samavAyanI sahAyathI thAya che, je AjJAnI parama vizuddhi tathA pAMca 12)

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zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI bahmarasa samAdhi mahAvrata, pAMca samiti tathA traNa guptinI ghaNI ghaNI zudhdhatA Ape che. Ama thavAnuM kAraNa e samajAya che ke bodha sAthe bodha pariNamAvavAnAM sAdhano jevAM ke pAMca samavAya tathA paMcAstikAya paNa jIva bodhanAM ja vApare to navAM pAMca samavAya tathA paMcAstikAya meLavIne vAparavAno samaya bacI jAya che. e dvArA te anya jIvane pAMca samavAya tathA paMcAstikAyanA upayoganI aTakAyata karato nathI. pariNAme te baLavAna paramArtha puNya upArjana kare che, ane paramArtha aMtarAyano kSaya kare che. tethI te jIva AjJAmArgamAM yathArthatAe sahajatAthI cAlI zake che. AjJAmArgamAM cAlavAthI tenI mohabuddhi tathA sukhabuddhi eka sAthe samAna utkRSTatAthI nAza pAmatAM jAya che. tethI tene dazAnA bhAna sAthenI dazA vadhatI jAya che. AthI tenAM cAritranI vizuddhi ane khIlavaNI vadhe che, ane te mArgamAM vAyuvege AgaLa vadhI zake che, eTaluM ja nahi paNa, bIjAne ya AgaLa vadhavA mATe khUba baLavAna nimitta thaI zake che. Ama jIva jeTalo vizeSa puruSArtha kare che eTalA vizeSa karmanA Azravane toDe che, ane guNone grahaNa kare che. pariNAme te jIva je paramANuono nihAra kare che temAM puruSArthanI utkRSTatAvALA rUpI kalyANanAM paramANuo hoya che. jeTalA puruSArthanI utkRSTatAvALA paramANuo vadhAre eTalA vizeSa pramANamAM paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanAM kalyANanAM paramANuonuM baMdhAraNa vadhAre majabUta thAya che. A parathI zrI prabhu ApaNane eka gupta siddhAMtanI samajaNa Ape che ke zrI sAdhusAdhvInAM kalyANanAM paramANuonI tINatA, sUkSmatA, tathA AjJAdhInapaNAnI mAtrAnAM taratamapaNAnA AdhAre zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhunAM kalyANanAM paramANuonAM baMdhAraNano vega, tIkSNatA, ghaTTapaNuM tathA AjJAdhInapaNuM nirdhArita thAya che. AnA AdhAre zrI prabhu eka bIjuM rahasya khole che. zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtamAM arihaMta, sidhdha, AcArya, upAdhyAya ane sarva sAdhusAdhvI samAveza pAme che. temAM sarva' vizeSaNa mAtra sAdhusAdhvIne anulakSIne ja vaparAyuM che. tethI temAM kaMIka adbhata rahasya hovuM joie. 121

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha zrI upAdhyAya, AcArya, gaNadhara, arihaMta ke siddha padamAM AvanAra anya koI padavIne jemake upAdhyAya, AcAryAdine sparze ke na paNa sparze, paNa teo sahu nityanigodamAM pahelA rucaka pradezanI prAptithI sAdhusAdhvIpaNAne to jarUra bhaje che. jarA vistArathI vicAratAM spaSTatA vadhe che. upAdhyAyajI anya padavIdhArI hoya athavA na paNa hoya ema bane, AcAryajI paNa anya padavIdhArI hoya vA na hoya ema thAya, gaNadhara paNa paMcaparameSTi padamAM anya padavI pAme ke na pAme e saMbhavita che. evuM ja zrI arihaMta prabhunI bAbatamAM paNa banI zake che, Ama sarva paMcaparameSTi mAtra potAne maLelI padavI ane sidhdhapada mANe, koIka mAtra sidhdhapadamAM ja Ave ema bane che, ane kyAreka paMcaparameSTinI eka karatAM vadhAre padavI anubhave evuM paNa thAya che, to koIka apavAdarUpa AtmA pAMce padavInI anubhUti mANanAra paNa thAya che. siddha sivAyanI padavI dharanAra ochAmAM ochI be padavInA dharanAra thAya che. temane sidhdhapadanI prApti avazya thatI hovAthI be padavIno lAbha maLe che. ane keTalAMkane bethI paNa vadhAre padavIno lAbha maLe che. jemAMthI eka mukhya ane bIjI gauNa hoya che. je padavI mukhyapaNe hoya tenI ekanI gaNatarI sAmAnya rIte thAya che, paNa te AtmAne kalyANabhAvanI anubhUti to jeTalI padavIno sparza pAmyA hoya te sarvanI thAya che. Ama chatAM pratyeka parameSTi padanA dhartA nityanigodathI zarU karI sidhdhabhUminA nivAsanA anaMtakALa sudhI sAdhusAdhvIpaNAne to bhaje ja che. sAdhusAdhvIpaNuM eTale AjJAdhInapaNuM. eka jIvanI apekSAe jyAre jyAre te jIve AjJAdhInapaNe samaya gALyo hoya te sarva samaya mATe teNe vartamAnamAM sAdhusAdhvIpaNAne bharyuM che ane e ja rIte bhAvinI AjJAdhIna kSaNomAM te sAdhusAdhvIpaNAne bhajaze ema nizcita kahI zakAya. sarva samUhagata AtmAnI apekSAe AjJAdhInapaNAno sarva samaya tathA kALa sAdhusAdhvIpaNAnI bhajanAno gaNAya che. A rahasyane zrI prabhue "sarva zabdanA upayogamAM gUMthI lIdhuM che. jyAre A AjJAdhInapaNI sAthe paMcaparameSTinAM kalyANanAM paramANuonuM baMdhAraNa 122

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zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI brahmarasa samAdhi thAya che, tyAre sAdhusAdhvInAM sAdhusAdhvIpaNAnAM (temanAM AjJAdhInapaNAnAM), upAdhyAyajInAM sAdhusAdhvIpaNAnAM arthAt temanAM AjJAdhInapaNAnAM, AcArya ane gaNadharanAM sAdhusAdhvIpaNAnAM eTale ke temanAM AjJAdhInapaNAnAM, arihaMta tathA sidhdhaprabhunAM sAdhusAdhvIpaNAnAM babbe temanAM AjJAdhInapaNAnAM paramANuo paMcaparameSTinAM kalyANanAM paramANunAM baMdhAraNamAM pAyArUpa (base) thAya che. A niyama samajAvavA "sarva' zabdano upayoga mahAmaMtramAM thayelo jovA maLe che. ahIM zrI prabhu sarva parameSTine A zabdathI cetavaNI Ape che ke jo tame pramAdI thazo to paMcaparameSTinAM kalyANanAM paramANuonuM baMdhAraNa yathAyogya thaI zakaze nahi, kAraNa ke eka paNa parameSTinI anupasthiti icchita kAryasiddhine laMbAvI nAkhaze; je pramAdI AtmAne paramArthanI aMtarAya baMdhAvAnuM baLavAna kAraNa thaze. mATe sAdhusAdhvIno AjJApAlanano guNa vinA apavAde sarva parameSTine lAgu paDe che. temAM paNa khAsa karIne je parameSTi chadmastha che tevA upAdhyAya, AcArya tathA gaNadharAdine jemane pramAdano saMbhava che temanA mATe A khAsa cetavaNI che. te sahue chadmastha dazAmAM kalyANanuM kArya karavAnuM hovAthI, teomAMno koI paNa jIva ema vicAre ke, "huM kalyANakArya karuM chuM tenA badalAmAM AjJAdhInapaNAmAM thoDA nabaLo rahIza to cAlaze" - AvA bhAvamAM jIva cAlyo na jAya te mATe prabhujI cetAve che ke, "kalyANakArya karatAM jo tArA sAdhusAdhvIpaNAmAM - AjJAdhInapaNAmAM khAMca Avaze to paMcaparameSTinAM kalyANanAM paramANunAM baMdhAraNamAM vAMdhA paDavAthI, A kalyANakArya karatI vakhate tuM pApazramaNIya banI jaIza. tethI kalyANakAryanA vilaMbane to haju paNa pahoMcI zakAze, paraMtu sAdhusAdhvIpaNAnAM pAlanamAM eka samayano paNa vilaMba sahI zakAze nahi.' AvA ja uttama hetuthI zrI mahAvIra prabhue sAdhusAdhvInA chatrIza guNo keLavavAnI zikhAmaNa ApatAM chatrIza vakhata temanA paTTa ziSya zrI gautama svAmIne "eka samayano paNa pramAda kartavya nathI' evo bodha Apyo hato. A siddhAMta pUrNAtmA zrI arihaMta, kevaLI tathA siddhAtmA mATe eTalA ja mahAbhyathI lAgu paDe che. arihaMta ke kevaLI paramAtmAnuM emanI 123

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha apekSAe sAdhusAdhvIpaNuM jeTaluM vizuddha eTaluM emanuM yoga sAthenuM joDANa vadhAre kALe thAya che. A vAta khUba ja UMDANathI vicAraNIya che. ane siddhaprabhue to abAdhitapaNe kALanI maryAdA vinA sAdhusAdhvIpaNAne bhajavAnuM ja che. A che zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanA guNone paMcAmRtarUpa ApI arUpI evI brahmarasa samAdhinI sAdi anaMta anubhUti. aho! zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtano Avo apUrva puruSArtha sadAsarvadA vaMdanIya che. teo potAnAM svakalyANanAM ArAdhanamAM niHsvArtha parakalyANanI taratamatA sAthe (judA judA parameSTinI niHsvArthatA taratamatAvALI hoya che) temaja samAna niHsvArtha svakalyANanI bhAvanA sAthe svakalyANamAM prApta thayelAM jJAna, darzana tathA cAritranAM ArAdhananA apUrva mArgane jagatanAM kalyANane mATe bodhe che. aho ! paMcaparameSTinuM e paMcAmRta jIvane saMprApta thAya to te apUrva prakriyA dvArA samyakdarzananAM pAMce lakSaNone apUrva mArgathI ekatrita karI brahmarasa samAdhirUpe svarUpa darzanamAM sarAve che. A prakriyAne yathArthatAe samajavA mATe samyakdarzananAM pAMce lakSaNono UMDANathI abhyAsa karavo jarUrI che. temAM paNa paMcaparameSTi prabhunA vyaktigata bhAvo kevI rIte samAya che e samajavuM khUba agatyanuM che. zrI parameSTi prabhunI kRpAthI ane AjJAthI e bhedajJAna meLavavA mATe AtmAne puruSArtha banAvIe, ane bhaktibhAvathI AjJAmArgathI AvatA jJAnadhodhane jhIlavA prayatna karIe. samyakdarzananAM pAMca lakSaNo cheH zama, saMvega, nirveda, AsthA tathA anukaMpA. zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhunA sthApaka ane dhAraka evA zrI arihaMta prabhu! amane prazna thAya che ke 'AtmAnA caitanya padArtha ane pudgalanAM paudgalika lakSaNo vacce evo to zuM pharaka che ke jethI te baMne nizcaya nayathI sarva kALane mATe judA rahe che?' zrI devanA izvara evA arihaMta prabhu emanI rUpa mIThI ISTa, miSTa ane ziSTa vANIthI sUkSma anubhavane sthULarUpa karI AjJAmArgathI uttara Ape che te samajIe. 124

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zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI brahmarasa samAdhi "he bhavya AtmAo!' tame jANo cho ke jyAre AtmA samyakdarzanano anubhava kare che tyAre AtmAnA anaMte guNonA aMzono anubhava kare che. e anubhava bhale pUrNa AtmAnI apekSAe mAtra aMza ja che, paNa tyAM eke ya guNano abhAva nathI. AtmA sarva guNonA aMzane samyakdarzanamAM anubhave che. vaLI, tamane khyAla che ke samyakdarzananAM sarva lakSaNone zrI arihaMta prabhue paraMparAthI cULarUpe mukhya pAMca lakSaNomAM samAvyAM che. e che zama, saMvega, nirveda, AsthA ane anukaMpA. jo A be vidhAnane eka sAthe mUkIe to tAraNa nIkaLe che ke AtmAnA A anaMte guNo pAMca lakSaNamAM AvI jAya che - samAI jAya che. A pAMca lakSaNonI jeTalI pavitratA hoya teTalI AtmAnA guNonA anubhavanI pUrNatA Ave che. A pAMce lakSaNo jIvanA AtmavikAsanAM dareka pagathiye caDatA kramamAM anubhavAya che. nityanigodamAM rucaka pradezanI prApti karavAnI zarUAtathI siddhabhUmimAM anaMtakALa mATe sthira thavAnI bhUmikA sudhI A lakSaNo AtmA caDatA kramamAM anubhave che. A parathI A lakSaNonI apUrvatA ApaNane Azcarya upajAve che! nityanigodamAM rahelA sarvathI nikRSTa vIryavALA AtmAthI zarU karI pUrNAtipUrNa vIryavALA siddha AtmAmAM A pAMce lakSaNo potAnuM sthAna jALavI zake che. te ApaNane samajAve che ke A pAMce lakSaNo avagAhanA (AkAzAstikAya), gati karavAnI zakti (dharmAstikAya), sthiti karavAnI zakti (adharmAstikAya) tathA kALanI pAbaMdhI vagara (kALanA baMdhana vinA) kAryakArI thAya che. A lakSaNo nathI pudgala ke nathI emAM sparza, rasa, gaMdha, ke rUpa ke svara, chatAM e lakSaNo hInavIrya jIva sAthe paNa bodhadAna dvArA vArtAlApa karI zake che. A lakSaNo pudgalamAM koI kALe pragaTa thatAM nathI, pachI bhale e pudgalo mithyAtva ke anaMtAnubaMdhI karmanAM hoya ke pUrNa paMcaparameSTinAM kalyANanA paramANu hoya. pugala tathA AtmAno A taphAvata sadAkALa rahevAne lIdhe koI kALe AtmA ke pudgala ekamaya thatA nathI. 125.

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha AtmAno zama guNa zama eTale zAMti. zAMti svarUpanI sthiratA karavAthI Ave che. svarUpanI sthiratA AtmAnI akaMpita dazAthI upaje che. AtmAnI akaMpita dazA surakSita (secured), sacoTa, sanAtana zaraNadAtA dharmanA AjJAMkita apUrva ArAdhanathI AtmA pAme che. e dharmanuM apUrva ArAdhana cAra puruSArthanAM lakSaNathI thAya che. te che saMvega, nirveda, AsthA ane anukaMpA. A puruSArthano krama paNa uttarottara saMbaMdhita che. saMveganI tINatA nirvedanI tIkSNatAne sarje che, saMvega nirveda athavA to nirveda saMvega AsthAne jora Ape che, je anukaMpArUpa kalyANabiMdumAM pariName che. A ja kalyANabiMdu svAra kalyANabiMdumAM rUpAMtarita thAya che, jenA AdhAre jIva bahmarasa samAdhirUpa zAMtimAM sarI zake che. ane A bahmarasa samAdhi jIvane sAcA zamanI anubhUti Ape che. zamanA mukhyatAe pAMca prakAra kahyA che, tene be vibhAgarUpa paNa karI zakAya che. eka ghAtakarma rahita AtmAno zama ane bIjo chadmastha vItarAgano zama, e be prakAra gaNI zakAya. jo zamanA pAMca prakAra gaNIe to tenA A pramANe bhAga pADI zakAya. 1. siddhaprabhuno zama. 2. arihaMta prabhuno zama 3. zrI gaNadhara prabhu ane AcAryajIno zama 4. upAdhyAyajIno zama ane 5. sAdhusAdhvIjIno zama. A pAMce parameSTi zamathI je kaSAyanI zAMti vede che temAM bhinnatA rahelI che. 1. zrI siddhaprabhuno zama zrI siddhaprabhu potAnAM svarUpane eka samayanI paNa bAdhA vinA satata mANe che. teo svarUpanI vedakatA sAthe parama vItarAgatAno sakriya anubhava paNa karatA rahe che. jethI teo "ANAe dhammo ane ANAe tavo'nA yathArtha artha tathA tenI siddhine anusare che. zrI siddhaprabhuno zama paMcAstikAyanI bAdhAthI para che, kAraNa ke kALanI paryAya je samayanI apekSAe sAdisAMta che tene dharmAstikAyanA vegathI adharmAstikAyanI sthiratA pamADe che. A zama AkAzAstikAyanI jema vizALa 126

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zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI brahmarasa samAdhi ane gaMbhIratA sAthe AtmAnAM svarUpanI vedakatA tathA vItarAgatAne avagAhanA Ape che. siddhaprabhunA zamamAM anya siddhAtmA sAthenuM ghanasvarUpa hovA chatAM, te potAnA svataMtra AkArane e ja rUpe rAkhe che. zrI prabhu A bAbata vizeSa gUDha khulAso Ape che ke samaya vItavAnI sAthe eka siddha AtmAnI AsapAsamAM anya siddhAtmAo ghanarUpe sthira thatA jAya che, to paNa mULa siddhAtmA jarA paNa dabAtA nathI ke nAnA thatA nathI, eno e ja AkAra tathA kada e ja pUrvanI sthitimAM anaMtakALa mATe TakI rahe che. e parathI samajAya che ke zama e kALanI paryAyathI para banI, tene oLaMgI, paMcAstikAyanA guNono eka sAthe upayoga karI, paMcAstikAyanI maryAdAne zamanA puruSArthathI amaryAdita kare che. zamano A puruSArtha sarvottama tathA sarvazreSTha che tethI tene ahIM prathama sthAna ApyuM che. 2. zrI arihaMtaprabhuno zama zrI arihaMta prabhu cAra ghanaghAtakarmanA kSayane kAraNe kevaLajJAna tathA kevaLadarzanathI vibhUSita hoya che. emanAmAM anaMtavIrya sAthe pUrNatAe lablisiddhi hovA chatAM teo parama vItarAgamaya yathAkhyAta cAritrathI janmatAM sukhanI sukhabuddhimAM na jatAM, mAtra zrI siddhaprabhunAM caraNamAM, temanAM AjJAdhInapaNAmAM tathA temanI parameSTi bhaktimAM e sarva siddhionI prAptine samarpita karIne, emanI AjJAne paMcaparameSTinA kalyANabhAvanAM paramANuothI jANIne ekabe samayanA paNa pramAda vinA e AjJAnuM pAlana pUrNatAthI kare che. temanA AvA alaukika apUrva puruSArthane janasamudAya aNasamajathI temane "prabhu"nuM biruda ApI, sahajatAe laI samAnya karI le che. paNa A para vicAra keMdrita karatAM spaSTatAthI samajAze ke teo paNa eka AtmA che jene haju cAra aghAtI karma nivRtta karavAnAM bAkI che, temane te karma udayamAM paNa che ane sattAmAM paNa rahelAM che; eTale ke emanA AtmAe puruSArthanI samayavartI tIkSNatAne AdhAre A sthiti jALavI sattAgata karmo nivRtta karavAnAM che. A sthitinI vicAraNA sUkSmatAe karavAmAM 127

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha Ave tyAre ja samajAya che ke kevaLIprabhu halanacalana, zvAsozvAsa, bodha Apavo Adi kriyAo karavA chatAM eka paNa ghAtakarmane eka samaya mATe paNa temanA AtmA para svIkAratA nathI. eka aMze paNa ghAtakarma temane cITakI zakatAM nathI, te temanA AtmAne puruSArthathI maLelI zamanI apUrva prasAdI che. 3. zrI gaNadhara tathA AcAryano zama zrI gaNadharajI zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunA mukhya ziSya che. teo zrI prabhune prazna pUchIne dezanA prakAzavA mATe yogya nimitta pradAna kare che. e uparAMta teo prabhunI dezanAne yathArthatAe jhIlI, prabhunI AjJAthI chadmastha gurunA biruda sAthe e dezanAmAM nirUpita bodhane lokone saMbodhI pharIthI samajAve che. UMDANathI vicAratAM samajAya che ke zrI tIrthakara prabhuto samayavartI jJAna sahita samayavartI pAMca mahAvratanA pAlana sAthe praznanA uttara rUpe uttama bodha Ape che, paNa gaNadharane to prabhu jevuM samaya samayanuM jJAnadarzana hotuM nathI, tema chatAM teo zrI tIrthaMkara prabhu je samayavartI uttara 3OM dhvani dvArA ApI zake evo lokakalyANakArI prazna pUchI zake che. A uparAMta, prabhuno uttara je samaya samayanI apUrva tIkSNatAvALo hoya che tene, eka samayavatI jJAna potAmAM na hovA chatAM potAnA apUrva puruSArthathI jhIlI, potAnAM AMtarabAhya cAritramAM pariNamAvI e ja bodhane upadezarUpe prakAzavAnI kSamatA meLavI le che. teo A bodha zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunI AjJAthI Ape che. zrI sarvajJa tIrthaMkara prabhu gaNadharane bodha karavA AjJA Ape che tyAre temanI yathArtha yogyatA ane cAritranuM yogya pariNamana joine ja AjJA Ape che. A yogyatA meLavavI ane jALavavI e ja zrI gaNadharano zama guNa che. potAmAM samayavartI jJAna na hovA chatAM, prabhunA parama vItarAgamaya AtmAmAMthI samayavartI jJAnane jharAve che ane e ja bodhane yathArthatAe jhIlI anya pAtra jIvone tenuM dAna bodha dvArA kare che. 128

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zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI brahmarasa samAdhi ahIM eka bIjI vAta phUTa thatI joI zakAya che. potAnI dezanA pUrI thayA pachI lagabhaga taratamAM ja zrI prabhu gaNadharane bodha ApavA mATe AjJA kare che. A sthiti ApaNane samajAve che ke gaNadharajI prabhunA bodhane keTalA vegathI grahaNa karI potAnAM cAritramAM pariNamAvatA hovA joie ke temane taratamAM ja anyane upadeza ApavAnI pAtratA tathA AjJA maLI zake che. gaNadhara prabhu temanA bodha dvArA zabdadehanI sAthe sAthe cAritradeha rUpa cetanatva paNa gupta mAdhyamathI AcAryane bodhatA hoya che, jeno AdhAra laI AcArya paNa potAnAM cAritrapAlananI zuddhi vadhArI, upayoganI zuddhi tathA tIkSNatA vadhAratA jAya che. pariNAme upAdhyAya tathA sAdhusAdhvIrUpa emanA ziSyagaNa e bodhane yathArtha rIte cetanamaya karI zake, A che gaNadhara tathA AcAryano zama guNa. 4. zrI upAdhyAyajIno zama zrI AcAryajI emanAM vartana tathA parama cAritra vizuddhinAM gupta mAdhyamathI zrI arihaMta praNIta vItarAga dharma mATe vinaya tathA AbhAra seve che. A mAdhyamathI svakalyANa sAthe parakalyANa karavAno dhorI mArga icchuka mumukSu mATe teo kotare che. A mArga sarva mumukSu jano mATe apUrva ja che, kAraNa ke A mArganI yathArthatAe AcaraNA pUrvakALamAM te jIve mukhyatAe karI hotI nathI. te AcaraNAmAM jaI zakavA mATe, jIvane caturaMgIya puruSArthamAM sarakAvavA mATe zrI AcAryajI emanAM kalyANanAM sUkSma paramANuo dvArA e mArganI zruti tathA zraddhA jagAvavA ane vadhAravA, potAnA zramanA mAdhyamathI anya jIvone bodhe che. A sarva vyavasthA mukhyatve sUma hoya che, tethI tene yogyarUpe samajavA mATe bALa mumukSue enuM dhULarUpa jANavuM jarUrI thAya che. A sthULatA pragaTAvavA, sAkAra karavA mATe mArga prakAzavAnA bhAvamAM abhisaMdhija vIrya sAthe anabhisaMdhija vIryanI paNa AvazyakatA rahe che. A jarUriyAtane pahoMcI vaLavA mATe zrI prabhu ApaNA rojiMdA jIvanamAM banatA 129

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha udAharaNano sahAro laI ApaNane apUrva lakSa karAve che. pANI pravAhI che, tene potAno koI AkAra nathI. te je sAdhanamAM rahe che tene ja potAno AkAra banAve che. e ja pramANe abhisaMdhija vIrya paNa mukhyatAe pravAhIrUpamAM hoya che, kAraNa ke emAM anekAMtavAdanI lAkSaNikatA bharelI che. A lAkSaNikatAne lIdhe e pAMca samavAyanI goThavaNI mujaba potAno AkAra badalyA kare che. jyAre AcAryajI kalyANamArgano bodha kare che tyAre te abhisaMdhija vIrya svAra kalyANarUpa thAya che. Ama AcAryAdinI dazAnusAra abhisaMdhija vIrya ladAyeluM rahe che. jyAre e paramANu jIvanA Atmapradezane sparze che tyAre temAM pravAhInI lAkSaNikatA hovAne lIdhe e jIvanAM Atmapradeza, prakRti ane pAMca samavAya anusAra pANI ane ghaDAnA dAkhalA pramANe AkAra dhAraNa kare che. pariNAme jIvane ema lAge che ke mane AcAryajIno bodha ghaNI sahajatAthI samajAI gayo che. tenAthI te jIvanI zruti ane zraddhA ghaNAM sahaja thaI jAya che. zraddhA AvavAthI, tene vadhAravA mATe jIvane puruSArtha karavAnI icchA thAya che. dharmano mArga to eka ja che, ane jIvane zrama karavA mATe sAmUhika mArganI samAnatA maLatI nathI, te samAnatA anubhavavA mATe jIvane mArganI thoDI sthiratA (Stability) nI jarUra paDe che, jethI potAno zrama maMda hoya tyAre paNa te mArga parathI lapasI na jAya. A sthiratA meLavavA mATe kalyANanAM e prakAranAM paramANuo joie ke jemAM abhisaMdhija vIrya sAthe anabhisaMdhija vIrya paNa e ja kakSA tathA tIvratAvALuM hoya. abhisaMdhija vIrya mArgane gati Ape che, ane anabhisaMdhija vIrya mArganuM sthirapaNuM (stability) Ape che. mArganI racanA karatAM paramANuomAM A abhisaMdhija vIrya pUravA mATe parakalyANano rAgabhAva, kartApaNuM tathA teno sthULa lobha anivArya che. AvI bhAvanA upAdhyAyajImAM emanA dharmanI prarUpaNAnA dhULa rAgabhAvane kAraNe thAya che. tenAthI zrI upAdhyAyajIno zama eka ati gupta apekSA dhAre che. - zrI AcAryajI ucca cAritranA pAlaka hovA chatAM chadmastha che, tethI temanA bodhamAM amUka sUma apekSAe khAmI rahe te sahaja che. te khAmI emanA 13)

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zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI bahmarasa samAdhi abhisaMdhija vIrya prarUpita kalyANanAM paramANuomAM UtarI Ave te svAbhAvika che. vaLI, upAdhyAyajI je AcAryanA ziSya thayA hoya temanA mATe anya AcAryanI sarakhAmaNImAM viziSTa premabhAva dharAve che te ApaNe sahu jANIe chIe. te mATe zrI prabhu ApaNane eka gupta vAta samajAve che ke upAdhyAyajIne potAnA gurunA rAga karatAM dharmanI prabhAvanA tathA prarUpaNA karavAno rAga vizeSa hoya che. A bhAvane lIdhe 'dharmano mArga sahu jIvo pAme tathA temAM kSati na rahe' evI bhAvanAne samartha karanAra abhisaMdhija vIrya temane joitA pramANamAM temanA guru pAsethI maLI zakatuM nathI. tethI teo sahajatAe anya AcAryo pAsethI abhisaMdhija vIryanuM dAna mAge che, ke jethI potAnA gurunI kSati potAthI bodhAtA mArgamAMthI nIkaLI jAya. AvA kartApaNAnA bhAvane lIdhe je abhisaMdhija vIrya teo sarva AcArya pAsethI meLave che tene AkAra ane sthiratA (stability) ApavA teo potAnuM anabhisaMdhija vIrya umere che. mArga pravartAvavAno rAga gurunA rAga karatAM upAdhyAyajImAM vadhAre raheto hovAne kAraNe upAdhyAyajInI saMkhyA ghaNI hovA chatAM, temanA thakI ekasarakho mArga ja bodhAya che. jethI mumukSune zrama karavA mATenuM mAdhyama samAna ja rahe che. A che upAdhyAyajIno zama guNa. 5. zrI sAdhusAdhvIjIno zama apUrva ane pUrNa sAdhakatAnA praNetA tathA zramaNapaNAnA uttamottama udAharaNa zrI arihaMta prabhunI kRpAthI ane AjJAthI sAdhupaNAno zama ArAdhavA, emanA vedanane emanI ja kRpAthI ane AjJAthI sthULarUpathI zabdadeha ApavA prayatna karyo che. sAdhusAdhvI zramapaNAnI pahelI kaDI che. teo arihaMtanA bodhane sAMbhaLIne, gaNadharanA bodhane sAMbhaLIne, AcAryanA bodhane sAMbhaLIne tathA upAdhyAyanA bodhane grahaNa karI potAnI zruti tathA zraddhAnAM kAraNa tathA kAryane khUba vinita banAve che. sAthe sAthe zramane lagatI potAnI sarva aMtarAyo pradezodayathI bhogavI kSINa karavA prayatnavAna rahe che. Ane lIdhe emano zrama evo sahaja bane che 131

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha ke zrama karatI vakhate temaNe bacAveluM abhisaMdhija vIrya teo bhAvinAM zruti tathA zraddhAnI aMtarAyane kSaya karavAmAM ane paramArtha lobhane ati tIkSNa vegathI vadhAravAmAM vAparI zake che. pariNAme teo maLelI siddhinA mAnabhAvamAM na jatAM vinAyAbhAranA puruSArthamAM nimagna rahI zake che. jema jema temanI zrutinI aMtarAyo tUTatI jAya che tema tema emanI arihaMta, gaNadhara, AcArya, upAdhyAyajInAM bodha vakhatanA vartanathI tathA emanI dinacaryAnAM avalokanathI pAMca mahAvratanI dhAra para pAMca samiti tathA traNa gupti sAthe kevI rIte vartana karavuM te bAbatanI sUkSma zruti vadhatI jAya che. tenAM phaLarUpe temanI AMtara indriyo khIlatI jAya che ane teo nispRhatA tathA vItarAgatAnA dhuraMdhara mArgane dhyAnarUpI tapa dvArA vegavAna tathA gativAna karatA jAya che. A jAtanuM satata vedana karatA rahI teo sapuruSanI dazA sudhI pahoMce che ane potAnAM kalyANanA bhAvane zramamAM gUMthI kSapakazreNinI taiyArI karavI zarU kare che. A puruSArthane parameSTi zrama rUpe oLakhAvavA mATe teo jJAnamArga, kriyAmArga, yogamArga ke bhaktimArgane AjJAmArgamAM ja laI jAya che, jethI e mArgonI khAmI temane pajavI zake nahi paNa e mArganI lAkSaNikatAo emanA zramane tIkSNa banAvI zamanA ArAdhanamAM sthira karI zake. aho! zrI prabhunA A adbhuta bodhane sarva apekSAe ArAdhavA mATe he prabhu! ame tamArI pAse ja vIrya, kRpA tathA AjJA mAgIe chIe. zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtano A ja zama guNa che. paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanA saMvega tathA nirveda zama pachInAM samyaktvanAM be mukhya lakSaNo che, saMvega tathA nirveda, saMvega eTale mokSamAM javAnI icchA tathA tAlAvelI, ane nirveda eTale saMsAranI zAtA bhogavavAnI anicchA athavA nispRhatA. saMvega ane nirveda e mokSalakSmIne sAdi anaMtapaNuM ApavA mATenI apUrva cAvI che. saMvega ane nirveda e eka ja 132

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zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI brahmarasa samAdhi sikkAnI be bAju che. jyAM saMvega che tyAM vadhatA ochA pramANamAM nirveda hoya ja che, ane jyAM nirveda che tyAM taratamapaNA sahitano saMvega hoya che. saMvega nirveda vacce Avo anyonya RNAnubaMdhano saMbaMdha hovA chatAM, kAryakAraNanI taratamatA anusAra te baMnenA mukhyatAe pAMca bhAga thAya che, amukhyano hisAba nathI. A kathanane jo sUmatAe samajIe to prabhunA anugrahathI lakSa thAya che ke dravya, kSetra, kALa, bhAva ane bhavanI bhinnatAthI siddha thatA AtmAo siddhabhUmimAM samAna kaI rIte thaI jAya che. bhAvAnusAra saMvega ane nirveda eka ja sikkAnI be bAju hovAthI tenA anaMtAnaMta prakAra thaI mULamAM ekarUpa thaI jAya che. A eka bhAvanI anaMta paryAya thAya che. evI ja rIte AtmA e eka dravya hovA chatAM emAM anaMtAnaMta pAMca samavAyanI paryAya rahelI che, tema chatAM AtmA pUrNatA pAme che tyAre sarva paryAyo e eka AtmadravyamAM ja samAI jAya che. A ja siddhAMtane vistRta karI zrI prabhu saMvega, nirvedanI bhAvanAmAM Azrava, saMvara ane nirjarAne arthAt AhAra, vihAra ane nihArane joDe che. A saMvega nirvedane Azrava sAthe, saMvara sAthe tathA nirjarA sAthe vicAravAthI saMvega nirvedanA mukhya pAMca vibhAga thAya che. A baMne eka sikkAnI be bAju hovA chatAM tenI prAptinI preraNAmAM saMvega ke nirveda hoI zake che. A preraNAne samajavA mATe zrI prabhu ene saMvega prerita nirveda ane nirveda prerita saMvega tarIke oLakhAve che. A pAMca vibhAga A prakAre thAya che - 1. jyAre saMvega prerita nirveda ane nirveda prerita saMvega eka sarakhI pUrNa tIrNatAthI pravarte che tyAre AtmA pUrNatAe zUnya thAya che, ane Azrava, saMvara tathA nirjarAne tIkSNatAthI pravartAve che. jenAthI e AtmA pUrNAtipUrNa rIte sthira thaI jAya che. A puruSArthathI zrI siddhabhagavAna anaMtAnaMta paryAyathI siddha thayA hovA chatAM pAMca samavAyanI bhinna paribhASA anusAra eka ja sthitimAM anaMtAnaMta kALa mATe rahe che. te prathama vibhAga che. 133

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha 2. ekathI ATha samayanA aMtare tathA AThathI asaMkhyAta samayanA AMtarA sudhI siddha samAna sthitimAM rahevuM ane eka samayanA joDANa vakhate saMvega prerita nirveda dvArA Azrava, saMvara ane nirjarAnI anaMtAnaMta prakRtine eka karI devI te zrI yogI kevaLI tathA ayogI kevaLIno bIjo vibhAga che. 3. mukhyatAe yoganA joDANa sahita hovA chatAM, saMvega prerita nirjarAnA mAdhyamathI Azrava ane mahAsaMvarane (saMvara nirjarAnA joDANane) guNAzrava tathA saMvara prerita mahAsaMvara, kalyANa prerita mahAsaMvara ke AjJAmArga prerita kalyANaprerita mahAsaMvara mArgamAM satata samAna tIkSNatAthI (zULapaNe) vyAvRta rAkhe te zrI gaNadhara tathA AcArya seve che te trIjo vibhAga che. 4. Azrava, saMvara, nirjarAne judI judI tIkSNatA tathA pavitratAnA kAraNe e traNene ekarUpe samAna karavA mATe nirveda prerita saMveganA mAdhyamathI Azrava ane saMvara nirjarAne guNAzrava, upadeza tathA mahAsaMvara mArga tarapha laI javAno puruSArtha te zrI upAdhyAyajIno cotho vibhAga che. 5. AzravamAM saMvega nirvedanI nyUnAdhika paryAya, saMvaramAM saMvega nirvedanI cUnAdhika paryAya tathA nirjarAmAM saMvega nirvedanI nyUnAdhika paryAya e zrI sAdhusAdhvIe sevelo pAMcamo vibhAga che. zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanAM AsthA ane anukaMpA aparaMpAra AsthA tathA anukaMpAnA dAtA zrI siddhaprabhune ahobhAva tathA vinayAbhArathI sASTAMga namaskAra karIe chIe. OMrUpI maunanA arUpI vistArane dharI, pUrNa AjJAthI rUpI zabdadeha rUpa OMnAda dvArA dharmarUpI sanAtana sukhano prasAra karanAra zrI arihaMta prabhune ahoaho vinayAbhArathI vaMdana karIe chIe. nAda je arUpIrUpI anubhava che, tene yogya tathA yathArtha cAritra AjJApAlanathI 134

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zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI bahmarasa samAdhi pUrNAtipUrNa rUpe kAyayoga, vacanayoga ane manoyogane eka apUrva akhkhalita dhArAthI vahAvanAra zrI gaNadharaprabhu Adi AcAryajIne apUrva vaMdanA karavAnA bhAvathI koTi koTi vaMdana karIe chIe. arUpIrUpI anubhavane traNe yogathI dhArI, anubhavI, rUpI dhArAne prabaLarUpe vahAvanAra tathA arUpI dhArAne sarva janasamudAya jANI zake tathA oLakhI zake evI lokakalyANanI bhAvanA sAthe, arUpI yogane rUpIyoga dvArA vacanayogathI jJAnasaritAne vahAvanAra zrI upAdhyAyajIne upakAra buddhithI tana, mana, dhanathI vaMdana karIe chIe. rUpI vANIne apUrva dhyAna tathA lakSathI jhIlI, e rUpI vANInA peTALamAM rahelA dharmanA marmane arUpI vANImAM pragaTa karI, rUpI vANIne enA lakSagata dhuvakAMTAmAM pahoMcADanAra sarvazrI sAdhusAdhvIjInA vyaktigata puruSArthane vAraMvAra smarI e puruSArthanI sadAkALanI prApti arthe savinaya vaMdana karIe chIe. jema vRkSane phUlavA tathA phAlavA mATe prakRtinA pAMca padArthanI jarUra paDe che - pRthvI, pANI, teja, vAyu ane AkAza (earth, water, light, air & space), evI ja rIte dharmarUpI vRkSane phUlavA tathA phAlavA mATe pAMca puruSArtharUpa paMcaparameSTinI jarUra paDe che. A paMcaparameSTi prabhunA sanAtana tathA akhkhalita puruSArthathI ja dharmanuM sanAtanapaNuM tathA maMgalapaNuM jaLavAya che. zrI paMcaparameSTinA puruSArthamAM be tattvanI apUrvatA rahelI che, jethI e puruSArthamAM dharmane sanAtana banAvavAnI lAkSaNikatA samAya che. zrI prabhu emanA jJAnanA peTALamAMthI amRta vANIrUpa OMno bodha ApI bheda rahasya khole che. A be tattva che AsthA ane anukaMpA. AsthA temaja anukaMpAne samajavA mATe zrI prabhu zrI paMcaparameSTinI AsthA ane anukaMpAnuM bhAna karAve che. AsthA ane anukaMpA paNa eka sikkAnI be bAju ja che. jIva pahelAM svanI anukaMpA kare che, tene AdhAre dharma pratyenI tenI AsthA saMvega tathA nirvedanA jorathI vadhatI jAya che. AsthA vadhatAM jIvane dharmalAbha vadhato jAya che. jene lIdhe para AtmA pratyenI enI anukaMpA paNa vadhe che. para pratyenI anukaMpAne 135

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha saphaLa karavA mATe te potAnA saMvega ane nirveda vadhAre che, ane prArthanA, kSamApanA tathA maMtrasmaraNanAM sAdhanathI ane dharmanI AsthAthI paranI anukaMpAne saphaLa kare che. A hakIkatane vistArathI vicAratAM lakSa Ave che ke AsthA tathA anukaMpAmAM Akho mokSamArga samAya che. tenAM UMDANamAM jatAM samajaNa Ave che ke zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhu AsthA tathA anukaMpAne mukhyatve be rIte seve che. AsthA prerita anukaMpA ane anukaMpA prerita AsthA. zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhunI AjJAthI temanA A bhAvane ApaNe vicArIe. zrI siddhaprabhunAM AsthA tathA anukaMpA zrI siddha bhagavAna mokSamAM sAdi anaMta kALa mATe sthAyI rahe che ane tyAre teo pAMca samavAyanI sarva paryAyathI alipta rahI, pUrNAtipUrNa parama vItarAgamaya cetanaghanarUpa sahajAnaMdane mANe che. A svAdhIna sukhane mANavA mATe pUrNa virya hovA chatAM teo siddhabhUmimAM anya siddha AtmAo sAthe ja rahe che. Ama thavA pAchaLa emano AsthA tathA anukaMpAno bhAva rahelo che. zrI siddhaprabhu ghana svarUpe sthira thAya che tenI pAchaLa emanI dharma pratyenI atUTa zraddhArUpa AsthA che, kAraNa ke teo potAnAM pUrNa vIrya karatAM dharmanAM sAmUhika vIryane pradhAnatA Ape che, ane tethI teo dharmanAM sarvotkRSTa maMgalapaNAnA bhAvane sAdhya karanAra uttama udAharaNa thAya che. aho! sarva pradezathI mona sevavA chatAM teo chae dizAthI anya paryAyathI sidhdha thayelA AtmA sAthe potAnAM svAdhIna sukhane joDe che. ane te dvArA e uttama vinayabhAva rUpa AsthA sAthe uttamottama anukaMpA paNa seve che. A cetanAnanA mAdhyama dvArA pAMca samavAyanI bhinnatA mokSamAM eka thaI jAya che. bhinnatA TaLI jAya che, jethI dravya, kSetra, kALa, bhAva ke bhavanuM nyUnAdhikapaNuM svarUpa anubhUti rAkhavAmAM bAdhArUpa banatuM nathI. vicAratAM samajAya che ke kevaLI paryAyamAM je bheda che e sidhdha paryAyamAM kyA puruSArthane kAraNe sama thAya che. 136

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zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI bahmarasa samAdhi uttamottama AsthA prerita anukaMpA ane e ja samayanI anukaMpA prerita AsthA ekabIjAnA bhAva piraNAmane zUnya karI rUpI sahajAnaMdane arUpI sahaja sAmUhika AnaMdamAM pariNamAvavAthI AnaMdanA aMtarAya kALanA dareka samayavartI puruSArthathI kSaya thatA jAya che. AvA apUrva puruSArthane amArA samaya samayanA vaMdana ho. zrI arihaMta prabhunAM AsthA ane anukaMpA jemaNe ari-zatrune a2rUpe haNI nAkhI mAtra mitrapaNuM keLavyuM che evA sarva bhUta, vartamAna tathA bhAvinA arihaMta prabhune vAraMvAra samaya samayanA vaMdana ho. zrI arihaMta prabhunAM AsthA ane anukaMpA apUrva AkAra dhAraNa kare che. ene samajavA, samajAvavA tathA AcaraNamAM mUkavA mATe zrI arihaMta prabhuno sAtha anivArya bane che. zrI prabhu emanI alaukika bodhadhArA dvArA A ati durgama zaratane ati sahajapaNe eka ja samayamAM paLAve che. prabhunI AvI vANI lokanA sahu jIvone eka dhArAe vahelAmAM vahelI take maLyA ja karo ke jethI e dhArA dvArA sarva jIva ekabIjA sAthenuM aripaNuM choDI apUrva, zAMta tathA AnaMdamaya maitrIne bhaje. zrI arhata prabhunI vartanA eka ja hoya che, "sarva jIva karuM zAsanarasi". A bhAvamAM temane anukaMpA prerita anukaMpA ane anukaMpA prerita AsthA eka ja samaye vedAya che. ahIM e spaSTa thAya che ke zrI arihaMta prabhu anukaMpAne vakAMTo banAvI AsthA tathA anukaMpAne bhaje che. A vartanA karavA pAchaLa eka apUrva gupta rahasya raheluM che. zrI prabhu potAnuM aMtara kholI A rahasya chatuM kare che. zrI arihaMta prabhu pUrvanA 200-250 bhavathI lokakalyANanA bhAvane vedI anukaMpAnAM paramANuo ekatrita karatA gayA hoya che. A bhAvanI zarUAta karatI vakhate zrI arihaMta prabhu mithyAtvI hovA chatAM teo lokakalyANanAM anukaMpArUpa bIja potAnAM AtmA para paramANurUpe grahyA kare che. A prakriyA urdhvagatithI vadhe che. eTale ke eka bhavamAM jeTalAM kalyANanAM paramANuo grahyA hoya tenAthI vizeSa paramANu jIva tenA pachInA 137

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha bhavamAM grahe che. te pachInA bhavamAM jyAre te paramANu svIkAre tyAre tenI saMkhyAmAM vadhAro thAya che. dhAroke koI bhAvi tIrthaMkarano jIva pUrvanA 250 bhava pahelAM lokakalyANanA bhAva kare ane e bhavamAM lagabhaga be karoDa paramANu svIkAre che, to te pachInA je bhavamAM e jIva AvA lokakalyANanA bhAva kare tyAre e bhavamAM be karoDathI vizeSa paramANu grahaNa kare ja che. Ama e tIrthaMkara prabhuno AtmA pUrva kALamAM anukaMpAnA jorathI dharmanI AsthA tathA kalyANanI anukaMpA seve che. Ama karatAM karatAM jyAre teo je janmamAM nAmakarma bAMdhavAnuM hoya che te janmamAM Ave che tyAre nAmakarma bAMdhatAM pahelAM anukaMpAne eTalA moTA pramANamAM vede che ke te anukaMpA zvAsozvAsanI gatithI zarU karI, mananA vicAranI gati sudhI sUkSma thaI AtmAnA dareka bhAvamAM pravarte che. A kriyA eTaluM jora pakaDe che ke e jIva yathApravRttikaraNa, apUrvakaraNa tathA anivRttikaraNano upayoga karI AtmAmAM lokakalyANanI bhAvanA pUravA khAlI samaya nirmANa kare che. AvuM AcaraNa karI teo sattAgata akalyANamaya bhAvavALA samayone pradezodaya dvArA kheMcIne kSaya karatA jAya che. jyAre AvA sarva samaya uddIraNA dvArA kheMcAI kSaya thAya che tyAre e jIvane sarva samaye lokavartI anukaMpAnuM varadAna vartamAnanA koI arihaMta prabhu pAsethI maLe che. A samaye te jIvanuM tIrthaMkara nAmakarma nikAcIta thAya che. ane tyArathI arthAt te samayathI sarva samaya mATe te jIva abAdhita rIte lokanI anukaMpAne bhaje che. bIjI rIte kahIe to nAmakarma nikAcIta thayA pachI dhruvabaMdhI thaI jAya che ane te kriyA caDatA-utaratA kramamAM thayA ja kare che. paraMtu jyArathI bhAvi tIrthaMkarano jIva mAtAnA garbhamAM praveze che tyArathI, te samayathI, enI tIkSNatAnI mAtrA vadhatI ja jAya che. A kAraNathI zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunAM garbhakalyANakathI zarU karI pAMca kalyANaka ujavAya che. AvI atigupta prakriyA sahita zrI tIrthaMkara prabhu pUrNa thAya tyAM sudhI mukhyatAe mauna ja rahe che. Ane lIdhe emanI AsthA (dharmanI prarUpaNA potA dvArA thAya e bhAva) anukaMpA karatAM maMda rahe che. jyAre zrI tIrthaMkara prabhu zreNi mAMDI kevaLajJAna pragaTAvI, tIrtha 138

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zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI bahmarasa samAdhi pravartAve che tyArathI emanI AsthA aMtaranA gupta peTALamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI dhvani rUpa anukaMpAnI naiyA para saMsAra sAgara para vahe che. anukaMpAnI pUrNatA pachI vahetI AsthAmAM parama pUrNa vItarAgatA bhaLe che, jethI e AtmAnI apUrva vANI arihaMtapaNAnI lAkSaNikatA sAthe pravahe che. siddhAMta jaNAve che ke jema koI be AtmAnAM karma kyAre, koI kALe samAna hotA nathI, tema ja be tIrthaMkaranI vANI kyAre koI kALe samAna hotI nathI; tema chatAM e vANIno sAra kyAreya, koI kALe paNa judo hoto nathI. A parathI lakSa thaze ke sarva tIrthaMkaranI anukaMpA utkRSTa hovA chatAM emanI AsthAnuM prasAraNa apUrva (unique) hoya che. aho! dhanya che Avo loka ke jemAM AvA AtmAo sadAkALa mATe vAsa karatA rahyA che. zrI gaNadharAdi AcAryajInAM AsthA ane anukaMpA zrI gaNadhara prabhuno jIva zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunA AtmA sAthe zubha saMbaMdhanA kAraNathI emanI preraNAthI chellA lagabhaga 150 bhavamAM kalyANanI bhAvanA karato hoya che. temano A bhAva svAyatta nathI. teo A anukaMpAno bhAva kalyANano bhAva zrI tIrthaMkara prabhu pratyenI AsthAnA kAraNathI kare che mATe e anukaMpA AsthAnI preraNAthI thAya che. A ja prakriyA teo gaNadhara nAmakarma bAMdhatI vakhate utkRSTatAe kare che. paraMtu emanuM nAmakarma jyAre udayamAM Ave che tyAre e AsthAmAM AjJArUpI anukaMpA evI apUrva sahajatAthI bhaLI jAya che ke AsthA ane anukaMpAnuM AjJAnI pUrNAtipUrNatAmAM pariNamana thAya che. (A chadmasthanI zakyatAnA AdhAre kahyuM che.) zrI gaNadhara prabhunI apUrva lAkSaNikatA e che ke 100-150 bhavanA AsthAnA puruSArthane teo nAmakarmano udaya thatAMnI sAthe ati sahajatAthI AjJAnA dhruvakAMTA para sarAvI zake che. teonI bIjI lAkSaNikatA e che ke temano AtmA chadmastha avasthAmAM paNa AsthA ane anukaMpAne samAnapaNe AjJArUpI mahAmArga dvArA pALI ane paLAvI zake che. emanI preraNA thakI zrI AcAryajI AjJAmArgamAM cAlI cAritranI vizuddhi karI, AsthA tathA anukaMpAne 139 --

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha dhAraNa karI, anya ziSyagaNa pAse e puruSArtha karAvavAmAM preraNArUpa bane che. zrI gaNadhara ane AcAryajInAM AsthA ane anukaMpAmAM eka taphAvata che. gaNadhara prabhu pUrNa AtmAnI AjJA le che, ane e pUrNa AjJAne chadmastha jIvo samakSa AsthA tathA anukaMpA rUpe pariNamAve che. AcAryajI e ja prakriyAne chagnastha evA gaNadhara pAsethI grahaNa kare che. ane anya chadmastha AtmAne bodhe che. zrI upAdhyAyajInAM AsthA ane anukaMpA zrI siddhaprabhu, arihaMtaprabhu, gaNadhara ane AcAryajInAM puruSArtha, vartanA tathA kalyANabhAva svAra kalyANakArI nIvaDe che. A kalyANakAryamAM mukhya phALo emanAM AsthA, anukaMpA tathA zama guNa para AdhArita hoya che. zrI prabhu ApaNane samajAve che ke saMvega ane nirveda jIva mukhyatAe svakalyANa arthe vede che ane AsthA tathA anukaMpAthI parakalyANano temano hetu sacavAya che. paNa AsthA tathA zama e saMvega, nirveda ane anukaMpAne svakalyANa, parakalyANa ke svapakalyANano AkAra ApI zake che. A vidhAnane vizeSatAe vicAratAM lakSa thAya che ke zrI siddha, arihaMta, gaNadhara tathA AcAryanAM AsthA tathA anukaMpA svapara kalyANakArI thavA mATe, temAM svAra kalyANano puruSArtha samAyelo hovAthI emanI anukaMpA e rUpa dhAraNa kare che. zrI upAdhyAyajIne paramArtha lobhamAM parakalyANanA bhAvanuM jora vizeSa hoya che. A kAraNathI teo potAnI svakalyANanI vItarAgatAnI dhArAmAM e rAgaprerita parakalyANanI bhAvanAne ThokI besADe che. pariNAme emanAM AsthA ane anukaMpA je joDakAMnI jema cAlatAM hatAM temAM phAMTa paDe che. emanI anukaMpAmAM vItarAgI svakalyANa tathA sarAgI parakalyANanI bhAvanA ropAya che. tenAthI emanI AsthA para je pratyAghAta thAya che temAM pharaka e Ave che ke jyAM temane rAga prerita anukaMpA vedAya che tyAM e pariNAma AsthA para varcasva sthApI zakatuM nathI. tethI dharmanAM pratikarUpa AsthA AjJAdhIna rahe che ane anukaMpA amuka aMze - amuka 14)

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zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI bahmarasa samAdhi mAtrAmAM AjJAdhIna rahe che; bAkInI mAtrAmAM svacchaMdI bane che. AvI mizra sthiti pUrNanI apekSAe tathA gaNadhara ane AcAryanI apekSAe apUrNa che, paraMtu janasamudAya tathA bALajIvone madhyasthatA tathA zraddhA upajAvavA mATe eTalI ja jarUrI che. jo zrI upAdhyAyajIno A phALo na hota to, zrI arihaMta prabhuno vItarAga dharma janasamudAyane khUba rucikara to jarUra thAta, paNa e dharmapAlana karavAno mArga temanA mATe kadAcita asaMbhava thaI jAta. vaLI, tenAthI vItarAga dharmanA cheDA sudhI pahoMcavAmAM anaMtA anaMta phAMTA upasthita thaI jAta. eTaluM ja nahi paNa dharmanI sugamatA durgamatAmAM palaTAI jAta. upAdhyAyajInA A adbhuta phALAne lakSamAM laI zrI arihaMta prabhu gaNadharane preraNA Ape che, ane gaNadharajI AcAryane preraNA Ape che, tenAthI zrI upAdhyAyajInI khAmI emanA vyaktigata puruSArthamAM vighnarUpa thatI nathI; balke emanAthI baMdhAtuM paramArtha puNya emane svarUpanI anubhUtimAM taraboLa karavA parama arUpI vItarAgatAmAM sarAve che. ahIM zrI prabhu ApaNane upAdhyAyajI, gaNadharajI tathA AcAryano gupta phALo batAve che. jo A prakriyA thatI na hota to koi paNa jIva upAdhyAya thavA taiyAra ja thAta nahi ane dharma janasamudAya sudhI kadI pahoMcI zakata paNa nahi. sarva zrI sAdhusAdhvInAM AsthA ane anukaMpA zrI sAdhusAdhvIjI svakalyANanI ane zrI upAdhyAyajI prerita parakalyANanI bhAvanAmAM rata rahe che. sarva sAdhusAdhvIonA bhAvano saravALo karI tAraNa kADhIe to temanAM AsthA tathA anukaMpA baMne svakalyANa arthe ja hoya che. enI sAthe emano upAdhyAyajI mATeno vinayabhAva emanAmAM parakalyANanAM chAMTaNAM chAMTI emanI anukaMpAmAM umero kare che, tenAthI teo satpuruSapaNuM pragaTAvI, parakalyANanI bhUmikA racavAnI zarUAta kare che. sahu sAdhusAdhvIjI janasamudAya mATe uttama vidyArthInuM udAharaNa pUruM pADI, parokSa rIte emanI svakalyANa prerita 141

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha AsthA tathA anukaMpAmAM parakalyANanA bhAvanuM ropaNa kare che. aho! AvuM sAdhusAdhvIpaNuM sarva jIvone prApta thAya ke jethI teo sarva uttama vidyArthInuM biruda meLavI, vahelAmAM vahelI take mokSa lakSmIne varI zake. Ama samyaktvanAM pAMce lakSaNo zama, saMvega, nirveda, AsthA tathA anukaMpA pratyeka paMcaparameSTimAM viziSTa rIte khIlelAM ApaNane jovA maLe che. samyaktva eTale satya. satya eTale dharma. dharma che zrI vItarAga prerita AjJAmArga, jenAM mukhya pratika, kartA tathA bhoktA che zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMta. A zreNithI vicAratAM jaNAya che ke samyaktvanAM pAMce lakSaNomAM zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtano puruSArtha tathA temano vakAMTo aMkita thayelo che. zrI prabhu parama parama karuNAthI A bhedarahasyane ApaNA jevA dAsa pAse saraLatAthI tathA sugamanayathI khUlluM kare che, ane temAM rahelA temanA parama pavitra kalyANabhAvane ApaNe sArI rIte anubhavI zakIe chIe. saMvega arthAt mokSamAM javAnI abhilASA e jIvane mATe dharmanI zarUAta karavA mATe tathA svapuruSArtha upADI tene vega ApavA mATe mukhya kAraNa bane che. AthI saMvega e sAdhusAdhvInA puruSArthano mukhya vakAMTo gaNAyo che. prabhunI pAThazALAnA uttama vidyArthIo e sAdhusAdhvIjI che, teo A mArganA prAthamika kakSAnA ArAdhako che, jeo saMveganA AdhArathI ja mokSamArgamAM cAlavAnI preraNA laI puruSArtha Adare che. saMveganA ArAdhanathI amuka mAtrAmAM jIvane saphaLatA maLe che, tyAre pUrvakRta bhUlonI - pUrva nibaMdhita karmonI AlocanA karavAmAM jIvane nirveda mukhya sAdhana thAya che. nirveda eTale saMsAranI zAtA bhogavavAnI icchAnI maMdatA. saMvegathI Atmasukha meLavavAnI tIvratA vadhe che ane tenA anusaMdhAnamAM jIvane saMsArasukha mANavAnI abhilASA ghaTatI jAya che. pariNAme pUrve sevelI saMsAranI tIvra vAsanAnAM kAraNe baMdhAyelAM karmanI AlocanA karavA tarapha jIva vaLe che. karma e AtmAthI bhinna padArtha che, mATe A AlocanA karavA, nirvedane yathArtharUpe 142

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zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI bahmarasa samAdhi AcaravA mATe jIvane 52kalyANarUpa puruSArthanI lAkSaNikatA meLavavI anivArya bane che. tethI sAdhusAdhvIpaNAthI AgaLa vadhI anyane sahAya karavA mATe zikSaka svarUpa svIkAranAra upAdhyAyajInA puruSArthano vakAMTo pa2kalyANa thato hovAthI, nirvedanuM AcaraNa temanuM pratika bane che. bIjI rIte kahIe to nirveda vikAsa pAmatAM temanI parakalyANanI bhAvanA kramathI sAkAra thatI jAya che. AtmArthe AgaLa vadhato jIva jyAre saMvega tathA nirvedane yogya samatulanathI potAnA puruSArthamAM gUMthe che tyAre tenI dharma pratyenI AsthA tenA puruSArthano vakAMTo banI jAya che. Avo jIva amuka samaye saMvega prerita sahajAnaMda svarUpamAM nimagna hoya che, tathA amuka samaye pUrve nibaMdhana karelAM potAnAM svarUpanA anubhavanI aMtarAyanI pIDAthI chUTavA te AlocanA karato hoya che. A baMne prakriyA karavA pAchaLa jIvano mukhya bhAva to AsthAno ja che te vicAravAthI spaSTa thaze. svarUpanI anubhUtimAM javA mATenuM mukhya kAraNa dharma che, ane AlocanAnI pravRtti karavA pAchaLa paNa e ja dharma kAraNarUpa che. vaLI, AsthA e AjJA mATe parama bAMdhavarUpa che eTaluM ja nahi paNa AsthA AjJA mATe kAraNarUpa tathA tenA pAlanahArarUpa paNa che. mATe svapara kalyANamAM nimagna jIva jyAre vItarAgatAnI keDI upara eTalo badho gUMthAI jAya che ke tyAre te evA bhAvamAM ramavA lAge che ke svakalyANa ane parakalyANa baMne mAtra AsthArUpa AjJAnI chatrachAyAmAM ja thAo. Ama temane potAnA puruSArtha karatAM dharmanAM zaraNAMnI mahattA ghaNI vadhAre thAya che, pariNAme temanAM romeromamAM dharmanI AsthAno dhvani ramyA kare che. Avo puruSArtha karavo te zrI gaNadhara tathA zrI AcAryajIno vakAMTo bane che. jIvano dharmarUpI ratha, AsthA jevA sArathi tathA saMvega ane nirvedarUpa ghoDA sAthe ati teja gatithI doDI zake che. tethI jIva kevaLajJAna arthAt zivarUpa muktine sahajatAe varI zake che. AvI zIghratAthI AgaLa vadhatA jIvane satata e lakSa raheto hoya che ke saMsAranA AraMbhathI zarU karI mokSa prApti sudhInI 143

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha yAtrA karavAmAM tene anaMta sapuruSonI sahAya maLI che, tathA teNe te sarvanI sahAyano svIkAra paNa karyo che, te sarva AtmAoe nispRhatAthI, badalAnI koI paNa AzA vinA sahAya karelI che. temAMnA sarva moTA puruSonI bhAvanA 'sarva jIva karuM zAsanarasi' haju sudhI pUrNa thaI nathI kemake sahu jIva mukta thaI gayA nathI. AthI temanI adhUrI rahelI bhAvanA pUrI na thAya tyAM sudhI teo pUrNatAe RNamukta thaI zake nahi. te sahu uttama AtmAone A prakAranAM RNathI mukti apAvavA AgaLa vadhato jIva kalyANakAryamAM sare che. ane te paNa pUrNa thayA pachI. A kAryane zrI prabhu anukaMpArUpa puruSArtha tarIke oLakhAve che. parakalyANanA bhAva tathA anukaMpAnA bhAvamAM eka moTo taphAvata rahelo che. parakalyANano bhAva rAgasahita thAya che. anya jIvane dharmaruci karAvavAnA rAgabharita yatnathI parakalyANano bhAva jIvamAM upaje che. to anukaMpA AtmAne pUrNatA maLyA pachI, sahaja bhAvathI utpanna thAya che. A bhAvamAM parama vItarAgatA, nirvikalpatA ane pUrNa AjJAdhInapaNuM joDAyelAM hoya che. Avo kalyANakAryano puruSArtha zrI arihaMta prabhu tathA kevaLIprabhu anukaMpAne dhuvakAMTo banAvIne kare che. A badhA puruSArthanuM phaLa athavA pariNAma che zAMti tathA sahajAnaMda. jIva chadmastharUpe tathA pUrNarUpe A zAMti tathA sahajAnaMdane dharmanAM sat ArAdhanathI amuka kALe vedato Ave che. A siddhi jyAre pUrNarUpa dhAraNa kare che tyAre AtmA e pariNAmane samayanI abAdhita sthitithI potAnA puruSArthane niraMtara kare che. jenA thakI e sthitine te sAdi anaMta kALa sudhI mANI zake che. A che zrI siddha prabhuno 'zama' puruSArtha, je emano dhuvakAMTo che. 'zama" e bAkInA cAra puruSArthanA saravALAnuM pariNAma che. A rIte samyaktvanAM pAMca lakSaNomAM zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhunA pratyeka prabhuno dhuvakAMTo rahelo che, A lakSaNone zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhu potAnA puruSArthamAM paMcAmRtapaNe vaNe che, jenAthI bahmarasa samAdhirUpa anaMtasukhane teo pAme che. 144

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zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI bahmarasa samAdhi A prakriyA kevI rIte thAya che tene ApaNe zrI prabhunI kRpAthI ane AjJAthI samajIe. zrI sAdhusAdhvInuM paMcAmRta zrI sAdhusAdhvIjI potAnA saMveganA bhAvane potAnA puruSArthamAM vaNe che. tenI sAthe samUhagata lokakalyANanI bhAvanAne utkRSTa rUpe dIpAve che. A baMne bhAvano apUrva saMgama eka apUrva prakriyAnI Adi karAve che. saMvegabhAva e emano lakSagata puruSArtha che, tethI emanA AjJArasamAM saMvegano bhAva bhaLe che. temanI lokakalyANanI bhAvanAne lIdhe teo zrI paMcaparameSTinAM kalyANanAM paramANuno Azrava kare che. zrI paMcaparameSTinAM kalyANanAM paramANuomAM samyaktvanAM badhAM lakSaNo samAyelAM che kemake zrI paMcaparameSTinA pratyeka prabhuno puruSArtha samyaktvanAM ekaeka lakSaNanAM lakSathI vibhUSita thayo hoya che. tethI pAMcenA lakSagata puruSArthano sa2vALo karIe to badhAM ja lakSaNo temAM AvI jAya che. e paramANuomAM saMvegarUpa AjJArasa pudgalarUpa baraphamAM keda thayela hoya che, tyAre zrI sAdhusAdhvIno lakSagata puruSArtha tAjA saMvegarUpI AjJArasane paMcaparameSTinAM paramANu sAthe meLApa karAve che. A meLApathI paramANunA saMvegarUpa AjJArasane tAjo saMvegarUpa AjJArasa ogALe che, pariNAme e saMvegarUpa paramANuo, anya paMcaparameSTinAM paramANunA saMvega AjJArasathI prerAI saMvega prerita saMvega, saMvega prerita nirveda, saMvega prerita AsthA, saMvega prerita anukaMpA tathA saMvega prerita zamamAM pariNAme che; ane tenAthI saMvega prerita paMcaparameSTi paramANunuM sarjana thAya che. A apUrva kAryathI sAdhusAdhvIno zama vadhe che ane teo saMvega prerita mArgathI apUrva brahmarasa samAdhinA kartA tathA bhoktA bane che. zrI upAdhyAyajInuM paMcAmRta zrI upAdhyAyajI nirveda prerita AjJArasa sAthe lokakalyANanI bhAvanA kare che. ane sAdhusAdhvI mATe je prakriyA thAya che e ja prakriyA pramANe teo 145

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha nirvedarUpa AjJArasa dvArA nirveda prerita saMvega, nirveda prerita nirveda, nirveda prerita AsthA, nirveda prerita anukaMpA tathA nirveda prerita zamathI sabhara paMcaparameSTinAM kalyANanAM paramANunuM sarjana kare che. A kAryathI upAdhyAyajIno zama vadhatAM teo nirveda prerita mArgathI apUrva brahmarasa samAdhinA kartA tathA bhoktA bane che. anya parameSTinAM paMcAmRta e ja pramANe zrI AcAryajI AsthA prerita paMcaparameSTi prabhunAM kalyANanAM paramANunuM sarjana kare che, zrI arihaMta prabhu anukaMpA prerita zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhunAM kalyANanAM paramANu sarje che ane zrI siddha bhagavAna zama prerita zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhunAM kalyANanAM paramANunuM sarjana kare che. A paMcaparameSTi prabhunI vyaktigata prakriyAthI AcAryajI AsthA prerita brahmarasa samAdhi, arihaMtaprabhu anukaMpA prerita brahmarasa samAdhi tathA siddhaprabhu zama prerita brahmarasa samAdhi anubhave che. A sarva brahmarasa samAdhi mukhyapaNe lokanAM karmabhUminAM sthAnamAM AjJArasa prerita samyak OM dhvaninA pudgala AjJArasane race che. jene zrI tIrthaMkara prabhu ane apavAdarUpa kevaLIprabhu dhAraNa karI (gaNadhara kevaLI thayA pachI prabhu sAthenA amuka bhavya RNAnubaMdhane kAraNe A kArya kare che) sthULarUpathI OM dhvani rUpe jagatajIvone tenuM pAna karAve che. A OMOM dhvaninA pudgala AjJArasanI racanA kevI hoya che te ApaNe zrI prabhunA AzrayathI jANavA prayatna karIe. zrI prabhu ApaNane samajAve che ke OMnI racanA pAchaLa eka ati gupta rahasya samAyeluM che. OMnI AkRtimAM 3 traNanA madhyabhAgamAMthI eka lAMbI pUMchaDI nIkaLe che ane tenA upara ardhacaMdra jevuM biMdu raheluM che. A AkArano bheda samajavA yogya che. 146 -

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zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI brahmarasa samAdhi enuM kamI marina - - AsthA AcArya nirveda (upAdhyAya thAtri sAdhusAdhI mudoma A AkRtimAM traNa e ratnatrayanI ArAdhanAnuM pratika che. sarva paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMta jJAna, darzana tathA cAritra e traNa ratnanuM ArAdhana potapotAnI kakSA pramANe satata karatA rahe che. ane sAthe sAthe te pAMce bhagavaMtanA hRdayamAM sahu jIvonuM kalyANa thAo e bhAva temanI kakSAnI taratamatA anusAra vedAto hoya che, A bhAva jyAre temanA haiyAmAM utkRSTapaNe vedAya che tyAre temanA dehamAMthI kalyANabhAvanAM paramANuno dhodha anya jIvo prati varase che. temAM zrI arihaMta prabhue A bhAva chadmastha avasthAmAM khUba ghUMTelo hovA chatAM khUba vahAvyo hoto nathI. tethI teo pUrNa thAya te pachI temano e bhAva dhodharUpe satata vahyA kare che. gaNadhare paNa e bhAva pUrva janmomAM khUba ghUTayo hovAthI, ane saMgharyo hovAthI temanuM gaNadharapada udayamAM Ave tyAre zrI prabhunI AjJAthI temanAmAMthI paNa e dhodha khUba pravahe che ane temane kevaLajJAna thAya tyAM sudhI teno pravAha aTakato nathI ke maMda thato nathI. bAkInA traNa parameSTine temanI kakSA tathA bhAva anusAra A kalyANabhAvano pravAha temanA padanA udayathI zarU karI kevaLajJAna thAya tyAM sudhI satata vaheto rahe che. Ama pAMce parameSTinAM hRdayamAMthI mukhyatAe ane dehanA anya bhAgomAMthI gauNatAe, temane te padano udaya hoya tyAM 147

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha sudhI 'sarva jIvanuM kalyANa thAo' e bhAvathI bharelAM kalyANanAM paramANuono pravAha nIkaLyA karato hoya che ane teno lAbha jagatanA sarva icchuka pAtra jIvone maLato rahe che. A rahasyane guptatAthI, traNanA AMkanA madhyabhAgamAMthI nIkaLatI pUMchaDI dvArA phrUTa karyuM che. A pUMchaDIno vaNAMka nIce tarapha jAya che evuM sUcavana kare che ke A pravAhano rasa sahu pAtra jIvo jhIlavA, amRtavarSA rUpe mANavA samartha banaze. tenI sAthe pUMchaDI upara sarjAyeluM caMdrabiMdu e sUcave che ke sarva paMcaparameSTi AtmAo temanA A kalyANabhAvane lIdhe tathA ratnatrayanI ArAdhanAnA kAraNathI urdhvagAmI thavAya, temane ucca dazAmAM laI jAya evI brahmarasa samAdhi prApta kare che. AvI brahmarasa samAdhi temane satata varte tathA emanI ratnatrayanI ArAdhanAthI tathA kalyANakAryathI e samAdhine satata udipta rAkhe evuM pUrNa paMcaparameSTinuM AjJAkavaca temane maLe che. A bhedarahasyano vistAra thatAM ratnatrayanI ArAdhanAnuM parimANa ApaNane jANavA maLe che. OMnI AkRtino vizeSa abhyAsa karIe tyAre samajAya che ke ratnatrayanI ArAdhanAmAM jJAna, darzana tathA cAritranI siddhi karavAmAM kyA parameSTino keTalo phALo rahelo che. OM mAM traNanI AkRtimAM jJAna, darzana ane cAritrano puruSArtha samAyelo che. uparamAM je ardha caMdramA jevI AkRti che te pUrNa parameSTinuM AjJAkavaca che, ane vacamAnuM biMdu sarvanI ekatArUpa zama guNanuM pratika che. OMnI traNanI AkRtimAM jJAna, darzana ane cAritranA traNa bhAga paDe che; uparano zamano bhAga (ardhacaMdrAkAra bhAga) jJAna, darzana, cAritrathI para hovAthI tenI gaNatarI karavAnI rahetI nathI. tenI nIcenA bhAgathI jJAnano bhAga zarU thAya che. A jJAnanA vibhAgamAM thoDo aMza siddha bhagavAnanA zama guNano, ane mukhya aMza arihaMta prabhunA anukaMpA guNano banelo che. eTale ke jJAnanI prApti karavAmAM zamano nAno hisso ane anukaMpAno mukhya hisso hoya che. e pachI darzanaguNano vibhAga Ave che. darzana amuka aMze arihaMta prabhunI anukaMpAthI ane mukhyatAe AcAryajInA AsthAnA upayogathI prApta thAya che. jJAna ane darzananA vibhAga kadamAM lagabhaga sarakhA jovA maLe che, eTale ke tenI 148

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zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI bahmarasa samAdhi khIlavaNImAM lagabhaga samAna vIryano upayoga thAya che. ane pachIno cAritrano vibhAga kadamAM sauthI moTo che. te vibhAga AcAryajInI AsthAthI zarU karI, upAdhyAyajInA nirvedane tathA sAdhusAdhvInA saMvegane kAryAnvita karavAthI sarjAya che. AvA cAritranI khIlavaNI mATe vizeSa vIrya vaparAya che, mATe teno vibhAga vadhu jagyA roke che. A jJAna, darzana ane cAritrarUpI ratnatrayanA triveNI saMgamamAM, traNanA madhya bhAgamAMthI, je kalyANanI prakriyA darzAvanAra pUMchaDI nIkaLe che te AcAryajInI AsthAthI zarU thaI, arihaMta prabhunI anukaMpAmAMthI yogabaLa tathA AjJAbaLa laI te AsthA nirveda ane saMvegamAM sare che. A prakAre vicAratAM OMnI AkRtimAMthI niSpanna thatuM zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanuM svarUpa ApaNane samajAya che. aho ! zrI jinaprabhunI amRtamaya vANI, zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI brahmarasa samAdhi meLavavA mATe (kAryakArI karavA mATe) amRtabodha tathA amRtasAgara samAna che. he prabhu! tamArI kRpAthI ane AjJAthI A vANIne jhIlI, ene ratnatrayanI ArAdhanA mATe pravRtta karI, kalyANamaya amRtadhArAmAM sarI, amAro AtmA ati durgama evA pUrNa paMcaparameSTi prabhunAM AjJAkavacane meLavavA subhAgI thAya evI kRpA karo. sAthe sAthe A siddhine prApta karI, sAdi anaMta kALa mATe abAdhita ayogI brahmarUpa siddha dazAne mANIe evI bhAvanA bhAvIe chIe. tamArA A avarNanIya upakArano badalo ame eka ja rIte vALI zakIe ema chIe, ane te che tamane pUrNa saMtoSa thAya evI zuddha ane nirdoSa AcaraNA karIne. to he prabhu! AvI uttama AcaraNA amane Apo, ane ApanA A upakArano prati upakAra vALavA amane yogya sAmarthya, zakti tathA siddhi Apo. A prArthanA sAthe ame Apane bhAvathI vaMdana karIe chIe. 149 OM zAMtiH

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kiM modase paNDitanAmamAtrat, zAstreSvadhItI janaraMjakeSu / tatkiMcanAdhASya kuruSva cAzu, na te bhavedyena bhavAbdhipatiH || 68ddA lokaraMjana karanArAM zAstrono abhyAsI thaIne tuM paMDita nAmamAtrathI kema rAjI thaI jAya che? tuM kAMI evo abhyAsa kara ane pachI kAMI evuM anuSThAna kara ke jethI tAre saMsAra - samudramAM paDavuM paDe ja nahi. (5) - adhyAtmakalpadruma, adhikAra 8, zloka 5. adhItimAtreNa phalanti nAgamAH, sabhIhitairjIca sukhairbhavAntare / svanuSTitaiH kiM tu tadIritaiH ravaro, na yatsitAyA vahanazramAtsUkhI / / mAtra abhyAsathI ja bhavAMtaramAM Icchita sukha ApIne Agamo phaLatA nathI, paraMtu temAM batAvelA zubha anuSThAno karavAthI, Agamo phaLe che; jevI rIte sAkarano bojo upADavAnA zramathI gadheDo kAMI sukhI nathI. - munisuMdarasUri kRta adhyAtma kalpadruma, adhikAra 8, zloka 9.

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prakaraNa 20 zrI kevaLa prabhuno sAtha nAdanA dharanAra, OMnAdane OMdharmarUpe prakAzanAra, e OMdharmane sarvotkRSTa maMgala dharmarUpe vartamAnamAM palaTAvanAra, vartamAnanAM dharmarUpa maMgalapaNAne sanAtana, anAdi anaMta tathA zAzvata dharmarUpa karanAra zrI arihaMtaprabhu tathA temanA sAthIdAra sarva paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanA akathya sAtha, paramotkRSTa upakAra tathA apramatta puruSArthane AtmAnA pradezepradeze, pratyeka pradezanAM aNue aNumAM ane dehanA romeromamAM 'teo sadAya jayavaMta raho' evA upakAranA dhvanine OMnA AkAra sAthe uOMdhvanirUpe vedIe chIe; jenuM vadana he prabhu! tame satata karI rahyA cho. tamArA A zAzvata vedanane zabdadeha ApavAnI duSkara AjJA tame amane ApI che. e arUpI anubhavane rUpI AkAra ApavA tamArA AtmAnA vedananI bhASA sivAyanI anya koI paNa bhASA samartha thaI zakatI nathI. AvA duSkara kAryane siddha karavA tame amane AjJA ApI che, to e kAryanI siddhi mATe ame tamAro paLepaLano sAtha, samayanI lakSagata jAgRtivALuM AjJAnuM ArAdhana tathA bhaktivinayanI parAkASTArUpa tamArAM kalyANanAM paramANuonuM satata bodharUpa dAna mAgIe chIe. aho! paMcaparameSTi mahAtmA! tamArI dharma prarUpaNAnI apUrvatA jANyA pachI AzcaryanI asImita lAgaNI amane anubhavAya che, ke tame lokanA pratyeka pradezamAM vidyamAna na hovA chatAM tamAruM pratinidhitva karatAM tamArAM kalyANanAM paramANuo AkhA lokamAM vyApI rahyAM che. vicAra karatAM amane 151

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha samajAya che ke tamArAM kalyANanAM paramANuo AkAza astikAmAM lokanuM temaja alokanuM nirmANa kare che. AkAza niraMtara che, loka niraMtara che, te ja rIte aloka paNa niraMtara che. tethI tenI janetArUpa paMcaparameSTi kalyANanAM paramANuo niraMtara ja hoya e niyama sahajatA tathA saraLatAthI samajAya tevo che. AvA nitya thayelA anuzAsanane gurupada ApatAM OMni samajAve che ke rUpI guru arUpI bane che, ane rUpI dravya, kSetra, kALa, bhAva tathA bhava arUpI avasthAnA pramANika samatolanamAM potAnuM varcasva dhAraNa kare che. jenA thakI dravyanI maryAdA aparimita bane che, kSetranI maryAdA aparimita bane che, kALanI maryAdA aparimita bane che, bhAvanI maryAdA aparimita bane che ane bhavanI maryAdA paNa aparimita bane che. jo pAMca samavAyanI bAdhA ApanA kalyANarasane bAMdhI zakatI nathI, apUrNa AtmAno mithyAtvarasa enA Atmarasa tathA AjJArasane jhAMkho karI zakato nathI, to A kalyANarasane AvuM arUpI dhUraMdharapaNuM ApanAra prakriyA kaI che? zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanI asIma kRpAthI tathA AjJAthI A prakriyA ahIM samajAvavAno prayatna karIe chIe. kevaLIprabhu prerita paMcaparameSTi prakriyA arihaMta kevaLI AtmA sidhdhAtmA chadmastha paMcaparameSTi AtmA AjJAsamAdhirUpa - bodharasa AjJAnI pUrNatArUpa bodharasa AjJAsetu paMcaparameSTi kalyANanAM paramANu 152

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zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha chadmastha paMcaparameSTi AtmA pUrNa paMcaparameSTinI AjJAthI tathA kRpAthI varte che. e pUrNa paMcaparameSTinI kRpAthI e AtmAnA asaMkhyAta pradezo jyAre emanI AjJAmAM vartavA mAMDe che tyAre ja zrI prabhu e AtmAne AMtararUpathI paMcaparameSTi prabhu tarIke sthAna apAve che. pUrNa paMcaparameSTinI AjJAmAM rahevA mATe e jIve saMsAranI sukhabuddhi tathA mohathI alipta rahevuM jarUrI bane che. Ama thavA mATe jyAre te jIva puruSArtha karI potAnA aDadhAthI vadhAre pradezomAM evI aliptatAno anubhava karI zake che tyAre tene paMcaparameSTi padamAM sthAna maLe che. A prakAranI aliptatA tathA bhaktivinayanA mAdhyamathI e paMcaparameSTi AtmAne pUrNa paMcaparameSTi prabhu pAsethI eka apUrva kavaca maLe che. A kavaca utpana thavAmAM mukhyatAe cha prakriyAo thAya che. A prakriyAone ApaNe zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhunI kRpAthI ane AjJAthI samajavAno prayatna karIe. A prakriyAo samajatI vakhate ApaNe eka vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnI che ke je prakriyA ApaNane bahAra jovAmAM Ave che te ja prakriyA hakIkatamAM AtmAnA aMtaraMga pradezo para thatI hoya che. A chae prakriyAone ApaNe have samajIe. 1. zrI siddha prabhuno AtmA paMcaparameSTi kalyANanAM paramANuomAMthI AjJA samAdhirUpa bodharasa kheMce che. 2. zrI arihaMtaprabhu, kevaLa prabhuno AtmA paMcaparameSTi kalyANanAM paramANuomAMthI AjJAnI pUrNatArUpa bodharasa kheMce che. 3. AjJAsamAdhi (AjJAmaya zama) tathA AjJAnI pUrNatA (AjJAmaya saMvega, nirveda, AsthA tathA anukaMpA) vacce zrI kevaLI prabhu prerita zrI siddhaprabhuthI zarU karI zrI kevaLIprabhu sudhInI AjJAsetu baMdhAya che. 4. paMcaparameSTi sAdhaka upakArabuddhi tathA ahobhAvanA parama sAtha dvArA zrI kevaLa prabhu sAthe AjJAnI pUrNatAno setu bAMdhe che. 153

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha 5. zrI paMcaparameSTi sAdhaka zrI kevaLIprabhunI pUrNatAnA mAdhyamathI saMvega, nirveda, AsthA ane anukaMpAnA sAdhanathI zrI siddhaprabhunI AjJAmaya samAdhi sAthe setu bAMdhe che. 6. A pAMca apUrva, gupta tathA gaMbhIra prakriyA thayA pachI te sAdhakanA AtmAmAMthI kalyANanAM pa2ma biMduo UchaLI UchaLIne visphoTa pAmI AkAza astikAyamAM pudgalarUpe sthapAya che, je dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya tathA kALanI maryAdAmAM rahI paMcaparameSTinAM samUhagata paramANuomAM sthAna pAme che. sAdhaka zrI siddhaprabhu pAsethI AjJAmaya zamarUpa sAdi anaMta samAdhino rasa dhAraNa karI dharmanAM sanAtanapaNAne anubhave che, ane zrI kevaLIprabhu pAsethI AjJAmaya saMvega, nirveda, AsthA tathA anukaMpAno rasa dhAraNa karI dharmanAM maMgalapaNAne anubhave che. A anubhava dvArA sAdhaka dharmanAM sanAtanapaNAne tathA dharmanAM maMgalapaNAne AjJAnAM mAdhyama dvArA evI apUrva rIte ekarUpa kare che ke te baMne eka sikkAnI be bAju samAna banI jAya che. AjJAnI apUrvatA evI che ke sanAtanapaNuM ane maMgalapaNuM e baMne bhinna bhinna mAdhyamathI utpanna thatAM hovAM chatAM baMne joDakAMrUpa banI jAya che. A rIte dharmanuM abhayapaNuM jyAre kalyANanAM paramANuomAM kavaca bane che tyAre temAM dharmanAM sanAtanapaNAnI tathA dharmanAM maMgalapaNAnI lAkSaNikatA Ave che, tenAM kAraNe e paramANuo game te dravyamAM, game te kSetramAM, game te kALamAM, game te bhAvamAM ke game te bhavamAM kalyANarUpe ja pariName che. A kArya karavA mATe tene dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya ane kALa sAnukULa rIte ja varte che, ane AkAza e sarvane yogya avagAhanA Ape che. je sAdhaka AvI suMdara prakriyA dvArA kalyANanAM kAryane Adare che ane Acare che, tene zamasvarUpa sanAtana zAMti, ane e uparAMta saMvega, nirveda, AsthA ane anukaMpArUpa puruSArthanAM aMtarAya tUTatAM jAya che. Ama aMtarAya tUTavAthI 154

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zrI kevaLa prabhuno sAtha e sAdhakane zrI paMcaparameSTinuM ziSyapaNuM prApta thAya che, ane zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMta tenA gururUpe nimAya che. AvI abhuta chatAM atigupta prakriyA thavAne lIdhe e sAdhaka pAMca samavAyanA koI paNa guNAMkamAM (permutation and combination mAM) hoya to paNa ene mArgadarzana tathA yogabaLa meLavavA mATe anabhisaMdhija vIrya ke ati alpa abhisaMdhija vIrya vAparavuM paDe che. arthAt te sAdhaka anabhisaMdhija vIrya ke alpa abhisaMdhija vIryanA upayogathI A kalyANanAM paramANuo tathA mArgadarzana ane yogabaLa meLavI zake che. kemake zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanAM kalyANanAM paramANuo lokavyApI che. jo e sAdhaka koI eka ja guru mATe tAdAsyabhAva rAkhato hoya to tene yogabaLa kheMcavA mATe vadhAre pramANamAM potAnuM abhisaMdhija vIrya vAparavuM paDe che; kAraNa ke e sAdhaka temaja gurue potapotAnA pAMca samavAyane yogya rIte ekabIjAne anukULa karavAnAM rahe che. je sAdhakanuM abhisaMdhija vIrya A baMnenI vacce hoya che, arthAt zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhune guru mAnavAthI kheMcAtAM vIrya ane guru pAsethI yogabaLa kheMcavAthI maLatAM vIryanI vacce che, te sAdhaka A vIryane kevaLIprabhu prerita paMcaparameSTinI prakriyAmAM vAparI zake che. A adhika vIryane A prakriyA karavAmAM vAparavAthI te sAdhakanAM kalyANanA paramANuo vadhAre tIkSNa thAya che, eTaluM ja nahi paNa, tenI saMkhyA tathA jaththo paNa vistRta rUpa dhAraNa kare che, pariNAme tenI paramArthanI aMtarAyo vizeSatAe tUTe che, AthI e sAdhakane pUrNatA tathA siddhi sahajatAo, TUMkA gALAmAM tathA pramANamAM alpa abhisaMdhija vIryanA upayoga karavAthI prApta thAya che. udAharaNa tarIke zrI mallinAtha prabhunI kSapaka zreNi, zrI devezvara prabhunI kRpaka zreNi tathA teonI kevaLI paryAyanI siddhi laI zakAya. A rIte AvuM uttama kalyANakArya karavAthI sAdhakanI vItarAgatA tathA nispRhatA eTalAM vizeSa pramANamAM vardhamAna thatAM jAya che, khIlatAM jAya che ke temanAM kalyANAdi sarva kAryo pUrNa AjJAnA zuklabaMdha dvArA ja thatAM jAya che. tethI temanuM kalyANakArya paNa samUhagata tathA pUrNa ajJAnI AjJAthI ja thAya che. AvI uttama dazAe pahoMcavA mATe 155.

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha sAdhake zuM puruSArtha karavo joIe? te dazA meLavavAmAM zrI prabhuno sAtha kevI rIte ane kyA prakAre maLe che? A sarvano vicAra karavo tathA abhyAsa karavo khUba ja upakArI che, jarUrI paNa che. tethI zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhunI kRpAthI tathA AjJAthI A vicAraNA tathA abhyAsa karavAno ApaNe puruSArtha karIe. sAdhakano AtmA jyAre kSAyika samakita lIdhA pachI chaThThA ane sAtamA guNasthAnanI vacce ramato hoya che tyAre tenA azudhdha pradezo amuka AtmasthiratA meLavyA pachIthI ochAmAM ochA sAdhusAdhvIjInI kakSAe pahoMcyA hoya che. A azudhdha pradezomAMnA amuka pradezonI kakSA upAdhyAyajI jevI hoya che, amuka pradezonI dazA AcAryajI jevI hoya che ane keTalAka sAdhakonI bAbatamAM amuka pradezonI kakSA zrI gaNadhara ke zrI arihaMta prabhunI kakSA sudhI paNa vikasI hoya che, ke jeo bhAvimAM gaNadhara ke tIrthakarapadanI prApti karavAnA hoya. AvA sAdhakanA AtmA pAse ATha rucaka pradezo zrI siddha bhagavAna jevA pUrNa zuddha hoya che, ATha kevaLIgamya pradezo zrI arihaMtaprabhu ke kevaLIprabhunA AtmapradezonI mAphaka ghAtakarma tathA azubha aghAtI karmathI rahita hoya che, ane zubha aghAtI karmo sahita hoya che. AvA sAdhakano AtmA jema jema potAnAM cAritranI khIlavaNI karato karato AgaLa vadhato jAya che, tema tema tenA azuddha pradezo kramapUrvaka vizeSa vizeSa AjJAdhIna thatA jAya che, ane dazAmAM ucca sthiti pAmatA jAya che. jyAre A azudhdha pradezonuM AjJAdhInapaNuM amuka mAtrAe pahoMce che tyAre tenA kevaLIgamya pradezone sakriya thavAnAM aMtarAya nivRtta thaI ghaTatAM jAya che. Ama tenAM azudhdha pradezonuM AjJAdhInapaNuM vadhavA sAthe tenA kevaLIgamya pradezomAM sakriyapaNuM AvatuM jAya che. Ama eka pachI eka kevaLIgamya pradezo sakriya thaI, jyAre AThe ATha kevaLIgamya pradezo sakriya thaI jAya che tyAre tenAmAM tejas tathA kArmaNa zarIra sAthenuM bhinnapaNuM AvatuM jAya che ane vadhatuM jAya che. AnAM phaLarUpe tene kevaLIgamya pradezomAM AhAraka zarIrane janma ApavAnI, kArya karavAnI tathA anya pUrNa AtmAnI nispRhatA tathA vItarAgatAno anubhava 156

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zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha pratyakSapaNe vedavAnI zakti AvatI jAya che. tenI sAthosAtha e kevaLIgamya pradezo A vedanane anya azudhdha pradezone dAnarUpe ApatA jAya che. maLelA A dAnanA prabhAvathI e azudhdha pradezo potAnAM abhisaMdhija vIryane paramArtha cAritranI khIlavaNI karavAmAM vAparatA thAya che, ane e rIte kevaLIgamya pradezo zudhdhano sparza karavAnI potAnI aMtarAyo kSINa karatA jAya che. A prakriyA vAraMvAra thatI rahe to azuddha pradezo vadhAre ne vadhAre AjJAdhIna banatA jAya che. A AjJAdhInapaNAnI bhUmikA evI hade pahoMce che ke jethI e sAdhakano AtmA sthULarUpe satata AjJAdhIna raheto thAya che, jene jJAnI mahAtmAo dhULarUpe athavA to vyavahArathI "AjJAna dhuvabaMdha' tarIke oLakhAve che. AjJAno dhuvabaMdha thayA pachI te sAdhakano AtmA vyavahArathI azAtAnA udayomAM AjJAdhIna ja rahe che. paraMtu zAtAnAM nimitto AvatAM tenuM AjJAdhInapaNuM ochuM thaI jAya che, athavA to nahivat paNa thaI jAya che. AjJAdhInapaNAno dhuvabaMdha thayA pachInI sthiti jyAre vardhamAna thAya che, ane sAdhakanA kevaLIgamya pradezo AhAraka zarIranA mAdhyamathI jema jema vItarAgI sapuruSa ke kevaLI bhagavAnano samAgama anya azudhdha pradezone vadhatI mAtrAmAM ApatA jAya che, tema tema e azudhdha pradezo vItarAgatA tathA nispRhatAnI keDIe caDatA jAya che, arthAt potAnI cAritranI vizuddhi vadhAratA jAya che. A azudhdha pradezo jema jema cAritranI vizuddhi keLavatA jAya che, tema tema te kevaLIgamya pradezonI aghAtI aMtarAyo kramathI kSINa thatI jAya che. AvA vikasatA kramamAM jyAre azuddha pradezo vyavahAra (sthULatA)thI zAtA ke azAtAnAM nimittomAM AjJAdhIna banatA jAya che, tyAre eka samaye te pradezo vyavahAranayathI zAtA ane azAtAnA saMjogomAM AjJAdhIna rahe che, jene jJAnI mahAtmAo 'pUrNa AzAnA dhruvabaMdha' tarIke oLakhAve che. A sthitie pahoMcyA pachI te sAdhakanuM AjJAdhInapaNuM amuka mAtrAthI ochI mAtrAnuM thatuM hotuM nathI. balka AjJAdhInapaNAnI tenI nIcenI mAtrA nakkI thaI jAya che. 157

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha A sthiti jyAre upara jaNAvelI prakriyA dvArA pragati pAme che tyAre e pUrNa AjJAdhInapaNAmAM tenI zuddhi tathA tIkSNatA eTalAM ja rahe che agara to vadhe che, eTale ke pUrvanI AjJAdhIna sthitimAM jarA paNa alpatA thatI nathI, balka vRddhi thatI jAya che, A dazAne jJAnI puruSo 'pUrNa AnnAnA zuklabaMdha' tarIke oLakhAve che. A prakAre thatI pragatinAM pratyeka pagale kevaLIgamya pradezo keTalo agatyano ane amUlya bhAga bhajave che te ApaNane samajAya che. jyAre pUrNa AnnAnA zuklabaMdhamAM vyavahAranayathI sAdhakanA upayoganI tIkSNatA khUba vadhe che tyAre teno AtmA sAtamA guNasthAne zukladhyAnamAM vyavahArathI pUrNa AjJAnA zuklabaMdha sAthe nizcayanayathI AjJAno dhuvabaMdha, pUrNa AjJAno dhuvabaMdha ke pUrNa AnnAnA zuklabaMdhano anubhava kare che. A dazA AvatAM tenA kevaLIgamya pradezo rucaka pradezo sAthe AjJAnA dhuvabaMdhanuM anusaMdhAna karI e bhUmikAne pUrNa AjJAnA dhuvabaMdha ane pUrNa AjJAnA zuklabaMdha sudhI laI jAya che. jyAre kevaLIgamya pradezo rucaka pradeza sAthe pUrNa AjJAno zuklabaMdha kare che tyAre citramAMnuM trIjuM pagathiyuM bane che. kevaLIgamya pradezo A anubhavane potAmAM ja rAkhatA nathI, paraMtu teo A anubhavane anya azuddha pradezone dAnarUpe Ape che. jenA thakI temano pUrNa AjJAno zuklabaMdha ghaTTa ke vardhamAna thato jAya che. eTaluM ja nahi paNa, e uparAMta te azudhdha pradezo paNa kevaLIgamya pradezo tathA rucaka pradezo sAthe anusaMdhAna karatAM zIkhatA jAya che. jyAre kevaLIgamya pradezoe kareluM dAna cAritranI vizuddhimAM pariName che, tyAre e azudhdha pradezo A kevaLIgamya pradezonI AjJA laIne emanI(kevaLIgamya pradeza) sAthe anusaMdhAna kare che. anusaMdhAna thayA pachI kevaLIgamya pradezo e anubhavanI lahANI anya pradezone anubhava ApavA dvArA kare che. (A che citramAMnuM cothuM pagathiyuM). A anubhava anubhavarUpe maLato hovAthI tenI zuddhi tathA tIkSNatA ati ati pavitra hoya che. (anubhavagocara mAtra rahyuM te jJAna jo. apUrva - zrI rAjacaMdra) A pavitra baMdhana sAthe pUrNa AjJAno zuklabaMdha prApta 158

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zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha thayo hovAthI, azuddha pradezo potAne maLelA anubhavadAnane cAritranI vizuddhimAM pariNamAvI zake che. tethI kevaLIgamya pradezanA Adeza dvArA tathA temanI AjJAthI azuddha pradezo A RNAnubaMdhane pUrNa karavA potAmAMthI kevaLa prerita AjJArasa kalyANanAM paramANu dvArA rucaka pradeza pAse mokale che. kevaLIgamya pradezo emanAM baMdhanane lIdhe (pagathiyuM 3) rucaka pradezane gati ApavAnI tathA azuddha pradezane tene svIkAravAnI (pagathiyuM 4) taiyArI karAve che. temAM te azudhdha pradezanI oLakhANa dvArA rucaka pradezanA AkAra jevo AkAra tathA tenuM aMtaraMga taiyAra karAve che. jyAre rucaka pradeza tathA azuddha pradezonI taiyArI thaI jAya che, tyAre kevaLIgamya pradezo azuddha pradezone AjJA ApI rucaka pradeza sAthe tenuM sIdhuM anusaMdhAna karAve che. (pagathiyuM 5) A parathI lakSa Ave che ke je anubhava pahelA citradvArA varNavyo hato, tenI saphaLatA pAchaLa kevaLIprabhuno sAtha keTalo badho kAryakArI thayo hoya che. A prakriyAnA saMcAlana pachI, jyAre jyAre chabI paMcaparameSTinA AtmAnA azuddha pradezone (pagathiyuM 6) yogabaLanI jarUra paDe che, tyAre tyAre te pahelAM potAnA guru kevaLIgamya pradezo pAse mAMgaNI kare che. kevaLIgamya pradezo teo baMnenA ArAdhyadeva paMcaparameSTi pAse mAMgaNI karavA azuddha pradezone AjJA Ape che. A mAMgaNI thayA pachI, teo baMne (azuddha temaja kevaLIgamya pradezo) e kalyANanI mAMgaNInI pUrti arthe paMcaparameSTinA kalyANarasamAMthI yogabaLa kheMcI kevaLIgamya pradezo pUrve lIdhelA RNathI mukta thAya che, tathA bhagavaMta mATeno yogya vinaya tathA AbhAra vyakta kare che. A pachIthI citramAM dAkhavelI ekathI pAMca sudhInI prakriyA pharIthI thAya che. A pramANe jIvanA kevaLIgamya pradezo AtmAnA anya azudhdha pradezone zuddha karavAnI prakriyAmAM khUba agatyano ane agresarano bhAga bhajave che te samajAya tevuM che. kevaLIgamya pradezonI sahAyathI jIvanA anya azuddha pradezo krame karIne 1pa9

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha zuddha thatA jAya che, te vakhate temane potAnA udhdhAraka evA kevaLIgamya pradezo prati bhAva varte che ke - "je svarUpa samajyA vinA, pAmyo duHkha anaMta, samajAvyuM te pada namuM, zrI saddaguru bhagavaMta." - zrI rAjacaMdra. AtmasiddhizAstra gA. 1 AtmAnAM zuddha svarUpane samajyA vinA, jIva mithyAtvarUpI mahAsAgaranA aMdhakAramAM sukhanAM jhAMvAM nAkhatAM nAkhatAM, hakIkatamAM anaMta kALathI du:khamAM rIbAto ja rahyo che. parama saguru zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhunI parama kRpAthI e jIva zivasthAna sudhI pahoMcavAnA paryaTana mATe, nityanigodanI mahAmahA aMdhakAramaya sthitimAMthI zrI arihaMta prabhunI avarNanIya kRpAthI tathA zrI kevaLIprabhunA parama upakArI temaja agatyanA sAthathI te tyAMthI bahAra nIkaLI zakyo, ane tenuM saMsAranuM paribhramaNa zarU thayuM. saMsArI du:khanA e mahAsAgaramAM mithyAtvanAM ugra vamaLa tathA bhIMsane kAraNe te anaMtavAra saMsArasamudranA peTALarUpa itaranigodamAM napuMsakavede mAtra sUkSma eka ja indriya sAthe duHkhamAM sabaDyo. tyAM zrI kevaLa prabhue sAtha ApI e ati nirbaLa ane sAdhanahIna jIvane potAnAM pavitra zaraNamAM laI, mAtA jema garbhanAM bALakanuM saMbhALapUrvaka jatana karI, pote duHkha veThIne zizune janma Ape che, tema ja saMbhALa laI e jIvane trasanADImAM ramato karyo. trasanADImAM e durbaLa jIvane sabaLo banAvavA, tenI Indriyo vadhAravA pote tIrthasthAna banI, e jIvane kalyANabhAvanuM tathA zubhabhAvanuM dAna ApI zrI kevaLIprabhu pratyakSa temaja parokSa rIte sAtha ApatA gayA. ghaNIvAra sapuruSanA mAdhyama dvArA zrI prabhu parokSa rIte sAtha ApatA rahyA. A sAthathI AgaLa vadhI, te jIva jyAre saMjJIpaMcendriya thAya che, ane zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha meLavI zrI arihaMtaprabhu mATe sUkSma tathA sthULatAe pUjyabhAva vede che tyAre zrI arihaMtaprabhu e jIvane pahelIvAra mahAzatru evA mithyAtvathI eka samaya mATe 16O

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zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha bacAve che. jyAre e jIva vikAsa karI, mithyAtvanA udayathI ATha samaya mATe bacI zake che. te pachIthI, zrI arihaMtaprabhu e jIvane potAnAM pratikarUpa ATha kevaLIgamya pradezonI bheTarUpa zuddhi Ape che. A bheTa ati ati agatyanI ane ati ati mUlyavAna che. zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMta A bheTanI savistAra samajaNa ApI, tenuM mULa svarUpa tathA teno anya pradezo para karAto upakAra temaja anya pradezonI azuddhi TALavAmAM teno phALo, Adi sUkSmatAe ane vistArathI samajAvavA amane AjJA kare che. tethI temanI kRpAthI ane AjJAthI A vistArathI samajAvavA prayatna karyo che. A kSetre upasthita zAstromAM eno A prakArano vistAra jovA ke jANavA maLato nathI, kemake tenI prarUpaNA ati gupta rIte karAyelI che. jyAM karmabaMdhana che tyAM AtmapradezanA pharatI tejas temaja kArpaNa zarIranI upasthiti che, je e pradezanAM baMdhana tathA bhAvanuM pratibiMba che. jIva jyAM sudhI saMsAramAM paribhramaNa kare che tyAM sudhI tene teja ane kAzmaNa zarIra rahe che. jyAre te jIva pUrNAtmA thaI, kevaLI samudyAtathI lokamAM vistarI, lokakalyANanuM utkRSTapaNuM vedI, caudamAM guNasthAnane spazI, yoga saMdhI, siddhabhUmimAM aDola, akaMpa, zudhdha, budhdha ane caitanyaghana thavA jAya che tyAre tenAM tejas ane kArpaNa zarIra AtmAthI chUTAM paDe che. Ama thavAnuM gupta kAraNa zrI prabhu samajAve che ke e tejas ane kAzmaNa zarIramAM jIvanAM aghAtI aMtarAya karma rahelAM che. emAMnI mokSanI aMtarAya, caitanyaghana banavAnI aMtarAya, vagere e jIvane ziva banavA mATe bAdhArUpa thAya che. zAstromAM je ATha karmanuM varNana karavAmAM AvyuM che, temAM aMtarAya karmane kramamAM sauthI chelle mUkavAmAM AvyuM che; kemake mokSanI aMtarAya sauthI chelle jAya che. A uparAMta, zrI prabhu ApaNane e samajAve che ke jIva je bhAva kare che te bhAvanI sauthI pahelI asara A tejasu ane kAzmaNa zarIra para thAya che; kAraNa ke temanI upasthiti AtmAnA pradezathI sauthI najIka hoya che. A tejas tathA kAmaNa zarIranAM paramANuo AtmAnA kevaLIgamya pradezo upara paNa rahelAM hoya che. jema AtmA eka ja hovA chatAM, AtmAne yathArtha 161

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha svarUpe samajavA mATe tathA samajAvavA mATe tenA asaMkhya pradezonuM nirUpaNa zrI prabhue karyuM che, sAthe sAthe te sarva pradezo para karmanAM paramANuonI taratamatA paNa rahelI che te samajAvyuM che; e ja rIte tejas tathA kArmaNa zarIranAM paramANuonI taratamatA paNa Atmapradezo para rahelI jovA maLe che. ane tenA AdhAre tejas tathA kArmaNa zarIranI khAsiyato ApaNane jANavA maLe che. je tejasu ane kAzmaNa zarIranAM paramANu kevaLIgamya pradezo para rahelAM che tenI zuddhi tathA zuci, anya pradezo para rahelAM tejas tathA kAmaNa zarIranAM paramANuonI zuddhi tathA zuci karatAM apekSAe ghaNAM vadhAre hoya che. e pradezomAM mukhyatAe zubha aghAtI karmanAM paramANuo rahelAM hoya che, ane gauNatAe aghAtI aMtarAyakarma paNa chUpAIne raheluM hoya che. A kevaLIgamya pradezo zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunAM nimittathI tathA sahAyathI janma pAmelA hovAthI temAM zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunA AtmAnAM lakSaNo sahajapaNe ropAyAM hoya che. vaLI, A AThe ATha kevaLIgamya pradezo eka ja tIrthakara prabhunAM mAdhyamathI, mAtra ATha samayanA gALAmAM ja e tIrthaMkara prabhunI AMtarika paramArthika siddhinA AdhAre thAya che. te pradezo rucaka pradezonI jema tIrthaMkaradevanI taratamatAvALI sthitinA kALe janmatA nathI, paraMtu te pradezo prabhunI eka ja uttama dazAe utpanna thAya che. pariNAme e AThe ATha kevaLIgamya pradezo para tejas tathA kArpaNa zarIranAM baMdhAraNa tathA prakRti samAna ja hoya che. A pradezonAM utpanna thatI vakhatanAM baMdhAraNa tathA prakRti samAna hovAne lIdhe temAM AvatAM aMtarAyakarma tathA aMtarAyaguNa paNa samAna rahe che. AtmAnI ucca dazAe jyAre kevaLIgamya pradezo sakriya thAya che tyAre ja temAM aghAtI karmonuM taratamapaNuM praveze che, tyAra pahelAM aghAtI karmanuM taratamapaNuM AvI zakatuM nathI. A kevaLIgamya pradezo jIvane, zrI tIrthakara prabhunAM tIrthakara nAmakarmano udaya thayA pachI ja maLatA hovAthI, e pradezomAM lokasamastanA jIva mATenA kalyANabhAva sahajarUpe ja vyApelA rahe che. 162

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zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha ahIM koIne savAla satAve ke jo sarva AtmAnA kevaLIgamya pradezo para lokasamastanA jIvo mATe kalyANabhAva vyApelA hoya che to sarva jIvo zA mATe tIrthaMkara thaI zakatA nathI? A mATe zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMta adbhuta rIte mArgadarzana ApI samAdhAna kare che ke, kevaLIgamya pradezo lokakalyANanI bhAvanA svacchaMdathI nahi paNa AjJAdhIna rahIne kare che. emanA guru tathA AjJAnA dAtA rucaka pradezo che. A nyAyathI samajAya che ke A rucaka pradezo je AThamA pradeza dvArA rucakapaNuM pAmyA che tenI prakRti anusAra ATheATha rUcaka pradezo kevaLIgamya pradezone AjJA ApatA hoya che. mATe je jIva zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunAM nimittathI nityanigodamAMthI bahAra nIkaLyo hoya teno AThamo pradeza tIrthaMkarUpa hovAthI tenA ATheATha pradezo tIrthaMkararUpa rahe che, ane tethI e pradezo kevaLIgamya pradezone, zrI tIrthaMkara prabhune anusare e prakAranI lokakalyANanI bhAvanA karavAnI AjJA e jIvanI chadmastha dazAmAM paNa Ape che. jyAre eka jIva gaNadhara kevaLInAM nimittathI nityanigodanI bahAra nIkaLyo hoya tyAre tenA AThamA pradezanI zaktine lIdhe bAkInA sAta rucaka pradeza gaNadhararUpa banI e prakAranI lokakalyANanI bhAvanA karavAnI AjJA jIvanI chadmastha dazAmAM ApatA hoya che. e ja pramANe je jIva sAmAnya kevaLIprabhunAM nimittathI nityanigodamAMthI bahAra Avyo hoya te jIvanA pahelA sAta rucaka pradezo te kevaLIprabhune anurUpa banI, AThamA pradezanI kakSAne anusarI, e prakAranA bhAva karavAnI AjJA tenA kevaLIgamya pradezone karatA rahe che. A samajaNathI zrI tIrthaMkara prabhuthI nIkaLelo jIva zA mATe tIrthaMkara thAya che, gaNadharathI nIkaLelo jIva zA mATe gaNadhara thAya che ane sAmAnya kevaLIthI nIkaLelo jIva zA mATe sAmAnya kevaLI thAya che tenI spaSTatA maLe che, ane A niyamanuM pravartana kevI rIte thAya che teno khulAso samajAya che. A uparAMta, zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMta ApaNane bIjo eka siddhAMta samajAve che. kevaLIgamya pradezo para sthapAyelAM lokakalyANanAM paramANunA bhAvanA baLathI 163

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha ja sarva AtmA kSapaka zreNi mAMDatA pahelAM ke zreNi mAMDayA pachI paNa lokanA sarva jIvo mATe kalyANanA bhAva karI zake che, kare che. A parathI spaSTa thAya che ke pahelA sAta caka pradezo zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunAM nimitte khUlyA hovA chatAM, AThamA rucaka pradezane kholanArA siddha AtmAnA pUrva bhAvo tathA kakSAnusAra pahelA sAta pradezo kevI rIte vartatA thAya che. zrI kevaLIprabhunA sAtharUpa, AThe kevaLIgamya pradezo AThamA rucaka pradeza anusAra, paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanI yogya AjJAmAM rahI, potAnI kakSA pramANe rUpa paMcaparameSTi paramANuomAMthI e bhAgane jAgRta karI, emAMthI yogya AjJArasane sakriya karI, te rasane yogya abhisaMdhIja vIryamAM pariNamAvI, kevaLIgamya pradeza paranAM tejas tathA kAmaNa zarIrane jarUrI kakSAnA banAve che. udAharaNa laIe. koI sAdhusAdhvIrUpa kevaLIthI nityanigodamAMthI bahAra nIkaLelA jIvano AThamo rucaka pradeza sAdhusAdhvInI kakSAno hovAthI ene pahelA maLelA sAte rucaka pradezo sAdhusAdhvInI kakSAnA thaI jAya che. AThe rucaka pradezo sAdhusAdhvInI kakSAnA banatA hovAthI, tenI bAjunA azudhdha pradezone te prakAranI ane tevA bhAva karavAnI AjJA maLatI rahe che. rucaka pradezonI bAjumAM rahelA A azudhdha pradezo bhAvimAM zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunAM nimittathI kevaLIgamyapaNuM pAme che. zrI tIrthaMkaraprabhu emanuM kArya pUrNa paMcaparameSTi prabhunI AjJAmAM rahIne kare che, mATe je sAdhusAdhvIjI vartamAnamAM siddha thayA che teo kevaLIgamya pradezonI bheTa ApanAra tIrthaMkara prabhu mATe gururUpa hovAthI, teo tIrthaMkara prabhunA AtmAno yogya vinaya karI AThe kevaLIgamya pradezone sAdhusAdhvIjInI kakSA anusAra nirmANa kare che. zrI sAdhusAdhvIrUpa kevaLIgamya pradezo sAdhusAdhvIrUpa paMcaparameSTinAM kalyANanAM paramANuomAMthI sAdhusAdhvInA bhAgane sakriya kare che. sAdhusAdhvIno sakriya thayelo AjJArasa kevaLIgamya pradezo para sAdhusAdhvIrUpa abhisaMdhija vIrya upajAve che; e abhisaMdhija vIrya kevaLIgamya pradezo paranA tejas tathA kAmaNa zarIra para sAdhusAdhvIrUpa paramANuonuM nirmANa kare che. A ja pramANe rucaka pradezonI 164

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zrI kevaLa prabhuno sAtha kakSAnusAra tenI bAjunA kevaLIgamya pradezo upAdhyAya, AcArya, gaNadhara, tIrthakara AdinI kakSAnA thAya che. AjJArUpI dhruvatAnI parAkASTAnA dharanAra tathA e pUrNa parAkASTAne gurupada ApI, te avasthAe pahoMcavA mATe satata puruSArthI rahenAra tathA lokanA sarva jIvo A kakSAe pahoMce evA bhAvane bhAvanAra zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhune temanAM kalyANakAryanAM anumodana arthe sASTAMga namaskAra karIe chIe. A kArya ati sUkSmapaNe tathA ati vizadatAthI karavA mATe zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanA puruSArthane koTi koTi vaMdana ho. AThamA rucaka pradezanI kakSA anusAra, 3OMrUpI paMcaparameSTinAM kalyANanAM paramANuomAMthI yogya AjJArasa kheMcI, e AjJArasane abhisaMdhIja vIryamAM pariNamAvI temAMthI yogya tejas tathA kAmaNa zarIranuM baMdhAraNa karI zrI kevaLIprabhurUpa kevaLIgamya pradezo AtmAnA anya asaMkhyAta azudhdha pradezone atigupta, gaMbhIra, agamya, agocara, ananya tathA rUpI arUpI sAtha ApI, zrI kevaLa prabhunA sAtha'ne "AtmAnI siddhi'rUpa zuddhimAM alaukika tathA apUrva mAdhyamathI pariNamAve che. zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanA DaeNnA AjJApAlananA AdezathI A ati ati gupta kArya tathA sAthane, arUpI anubhavane rUpI AkAra ApavA ame prayatna karIe chIe. zabdadoSa, rUpI bhAvadoSa ke gUDhArthadoSa jaNAya to tene chadmastha vIryanI apUrNatA samajI kSamA karazo. paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI bahmarasa samAdhi' nAmanA AgalA prakaraNamAM, uOMnA AkAramAM zrI paMcaparameSTimAM guptapaNe samAveza pAmelA ratnatrayanI ArAdhanAno ApaNe zrI paMcaparameSTinI kRpAthI tathA AjJAthI abhyAsa karyo hato. OMnA A AkAramAM tathA baMdhAraNamAM anaMtAnaMta karmanI prakRti, paryAya tathA pratyeka AtmAnA asaMkhya azuddha pradezo para rahela anaMtAnaMta karma prakRtinI paryAyono kSaya karI, pUrNa zuddha svarUpa pragaTAvavAnI apUrva cAvI tathA mArga 165

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha samAyelAM che. emAM traNe kALanAM rahasyo, temaja paryAyo, sarva dravyanI sarva paryAyo, sarva kSetranI sarva paryAyo, sarva bhAvanI samagra paryAyo, ane e uparAMta e be, traNa, cAra ke pAMca samavAyanA anaMta anaMta peTAvibhAgomAM Atmadravyane prakRSTa zuddhatAnI keDI para kevI rIte caDAvavuM eno mArga tathA rahasya samAyelAM che. OM zabdanI kevI apUrvatA che? arUpI dravyanI zuddhatA karavA mATe, rUpI padArthanI anaMtAnaMta prakRtio tathA e baMnenA paraspara saMbaMdhane chUTA karavAno apUrva mArga eka ja zabdamAM zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMte samAvyo che. e parathI yathArtha rIte samajAya che ke dharmano mArga zA kAraNathI saraLa, sugama ane sacoTa kahyo che. OMnuM baMdhAraNa 'zrI kevaLIprabhunA sAtha'rUpa banI kevI rIte jIvamAM zivapaNuM pragaTAve che tenuM samAdhAna have ApaNe zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhunI kRpA tathA AjJAthI vicArIne tathA maMthana karIne levA prayatna karIe. chadmastha zrotAjana samajI zake ane AcarI zake evI anekAMta temaja syAdvAda zailI dvArA, pUrNa AjJAmAM rahI, jJAnanA amRtarUpa dhodhane pragaTAvI, AjJArUpI puruSArthane kalyANanA sAgaramAM pariNamAvanAra, tathA e kalyANanA pravAhane satata sanAtana tathA zAzvata rAkhanAra zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhune ananya bhakti tathA apUrva ahobhAvathI parama parama namaskAra karIe chIe. kevaLIgamya pradezo pUrNa AjJAdhIna tathA sarva ghAtIkarmothI nivRtta hovA chatAM, e pradezo para aghAtI karmonuM sattAgatapaNuM tathA zAtAvedanIya karmanuM vedakapaNuM raheluM che; ane te vedakapaNuM te pradeza para tejas tathA kArmaNa zarIrane AtmA pUrNa zuddha thAya, siddha thAya tyAM sudhI jIvaMta tathA kAryakArI rAkhe che. Ane spaSTa samajavA vyavahAranuM udAharaNa laIe. manuSyanA dehamAM vividha aMgo tathA upAMgo potapotAnuM kArya karatA rahe che. e saunuM kArya ekabIjAthI alaga alaga hoya che. jemake AMkho jovAnuM kArya kare che, kAno sAMbhaLavAnuM kArya kare che, 166

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zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha nAka suMghavAnuM kArya kare che, mukha svAda levAnuM tathA bolavAnuM kArya kare che, peTa khorAka pacAvavAnuM kArya kare che, kIDanInuM kArya che nakAmA khAdyapadArthono nihAra karavA maLamUtranuM saMcAraNa karavAnuM, hRdaya lohInuM paribhramaNa karAvavAnuM tathA satata zvAsozvAsa calAvatA rahevAnuM kArya kare che vagere vagere. A badhAne yogya samaye tathA vyavasthita kramathI kArya karavAno Adeza magaja ApatuM rahe che. magaja raheluM che ziranA bhAgamAM, tyAMthI e manuSyanA pratyeka aMganA saMcAlanano Adeza ApI zake che. AnuM rahasya zuM hoI zake? bIjI apekSAe vicArIe to jaNAya che ke magaja jotuM nathI, sAMbhaLatuM nathI, suMghatuM nathI, khAtuM nathI, pAcana karatuM nathI, maLamUtranuM saMcAraNa paNa karatuM nathI, ityAdi hovA chatAM paNa e sarva pravRttionuM saMcAlana karyA ja kare che. - zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhu magajanAM A kAryanuM rahasya ApaNI pAse khUlluM kare che. magaja AtmAnAM abhisaMdhija ke anabhisaMdhija vIryanA AdhAre yogya aMgone kramAnusAra tathA yogya samaye Adeza Ape che. A Adeza ziranA bhAgamAMthI lohInA mAdhyama dvArA yogya aMgone pahoMcI jAya che. lohInuM baMdhAraNa sthULarUpathI samAna che, paraMtu sUkSmarUpathI te pAMca samavAyanA paryAyanA AdhArathI anaMta vibhAgamAM vibhAjita thAya che. jemake AMkhane jovA mATeno Adeza je lohI laI jAya che tenuM baMdhAraNa, khAdya padArthonuM pAcana karavA mATe peTane Adeza ApanAra lohInuM baMdhAraNa, e ja rIte anya aMgone vividha Adeza ApanAra lohInA baMdhAraNamAM dhULarUpathI samAnatA hovA chatAM, sUkSmarUpathI amuka pheraphAra hovA Avazyaka che. kAraNa ke eka aMga dvArA rUpI padArthane jovAnI pravRtti thAya che, bIjA aMga dvArA khAdya padArthanuM pAcana thAya che, trIjA aMga dvArA padArthanI sugaMdhadurgadha parakhAya che vagere vagere. A parathI samajAya che ke Adeza ApanAra magaja eka ja hovA chatAM, e Adezane yogya aMga pAse laI janAra lohI ja hovA chatAM vividha aMgonI pravRttimAM je pheraphAra jovA maLe che tenuM kAraNa lohInAM baMdhAraNamAM sUkSmatAe pheraphAra hovo 167

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha anivArya che. A ja niyamane AtmAnA bhinna bhinna pradeza tathA anaMta karma prakRtinuM baMdhAraNa samajavAmAM lAgu pADIe to samajAya che ke rucaka pradeza, kevaLIgamya pradeza tathA azudhdha pradezo vacce magaja, lohI ane aMgopAMga jevI ja prakriyA thAya che. magaja jema Adeza ApI lohI dvArA aMgopAMgane vIrya pahoMcADI tenI pAse vividha kArya karAve che tevuM ja AtmapradezomAM banatuM jovA maLe che. kevaLIgamya pradezo rucaka pradeza pAsethI vIrya grahaNa karI azudhdha pradezone zudhdha thavA preraNA pahoMcADe che. Ama magaja e vIrya ApanAra ATha rucaka pradeza samAna che, lohI e kevaLIgamya pradeza paranAM tejas tathA kArpaNa zarIranuM kArya karanAra che, ane azudhdha pradezo kevaLIgamya pradeza pAsethI preraNA laI aMgopAMganA kAryanI mAphaka potAnI zuddhi vadhAravAnuM kArya karanAra che. A rIte A siddhAMtane prAthamika kakSAe samajyA pachI ApaNe zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanI kRpAthI ane AjJAthI vizeSa UMDI jANakArI meLavavA puruSArtha karIe. pratyeka samajaNane ApaNe zarIranA AdhAre samajyA pachI, tenuM AtmArthe anusaMdhAna karI samajazuM to samajavAmAM sugamatA raheze. uttarottara caDatA kramamAM OMrUpI mahAgaMbhIra chatAM sanAtana jJAnasAgaramAMthI jJAna ApanAra, mahAmaNA rahasyonA bheda kholI, tenA kartA tathA bhoktA banI, jJAnAmRtane dhAraNa karanAra zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhune AtmAnA pradeza pradezathI ahoaho vinayabhAvathI vaMdana karI jJAnAmRtanuM Acamana levA ApaNe pravRtta thaIe. A kevuM adbhuta Azcarya che! ke kevaLIgamya pradezo kevaLajJAna, kevaLadarzana, anaMta vIrya tathA avyAbAdha sukhanA kartAbhoktA hovA chatAM, eka bAjuthI siddhaprabhu jevA pUrNa vItarAga ane pUrNatAnI dareka keDIe saMpUrNatAmAM nimagna evA caka pradezo ane bIjI bAjuthI anaMtAnaMta kALathI abUjha, ajJAnI, mithyAtvI, 168

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zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha ArTaraudra dhyAnanA kartAbhoktA evA asaMkhya azuddha pradezonI vacce setu banavAnuM mahAduSkara kArya karIne bevaDI pharaja bajAve che! eka taraphathI pUrNa vItarAga ane bIjI taraphathI pUrNa ajJAnI vacce saMbaMdha sthapAvI, azuddhane zuddha thavA, azuddhine vidAya karavA preraNA ApanAra kevaLIgamya pradezo dvArA je kevaLIprabhuno sAtha maLe che tenI smRti ApaNe jeTalI vadhArIe teTalo vizeSatAe teno sAtha anubhavAya che. samajaNanI risImAthI vadhAre vistAra pAmato A anubhava emanA prati (kevaLIgamya pradezo prati) parama vinaya tathA uttama ahobhAvanI lAgaNI ApaNAmAM upajAve che. rucaka pradezo AtmAnA maLarUpa kaSAyanI vacce rahevA chatAM, eka samayanI paNa cUka vagara pUrNAtipUrNa vItarAgatA jALavI zake che. emano A sarvottama puruSArtha Azcarya tathA ahobhAvanI lAgaNI upajAvI harSAzru vahAve che. kevaLIgamya pradezo tathA rucaka pradezono saMyogika phALo jyAre vistArathI vicArIe chIe tyAre samajAya che ke 'AtmAnI siddhi' arthe cauda pUrvanA sArarUpa 'TharI avarane ThAra e che cauda pUrvano sAra'ne svapara kalyANanI keDIthI zarU karI 'sarva jIva karuM zAsanarisa' sudhInI bhavya utkRSTa bhUmikA sudhI pahoMcADe che. AnAM bhedarahasyone uttamatAe samajavA mATe zrI kevaLIprabhu tathA zrI siddhaprabhunA (kevaLIgamya tathA rucakapradezonA) anyonya phALAne samajavA ati jarUrI bane che. zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhunI kRpAthI ane AjJAthI A atigupta tathA gaMbhIra bhedarahasyone ukelavA puruSArtha karIe. rucakapradezo tathA kevaLIgamya pradezonI prApti jIvane kyAre ane kevI rIte thAya che tenI jANakArI ApaNe AgaLanAM prakaraNomAM lIdhelI che, tethI te vize ahIM punarAvartana na karatAM vAcakane smRti na hoya to AgaLanAM prakaraNomAM jovA vinaMti karuM chuM. jIvane kevaLIgamya pradezonI prApti zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunAM nimittathI ane sahAyathI thAya che, tethI e pradezomAM zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunAM vIrya, maitrIbhAva 199

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha (arihaMtapaNuM), kalyANabhAva tathA ratnatrayapaNAno samAveza thayelo hoya che. A AThe pradezo eka ja tIrthaMkara prabhunAM nimittathI, mAtra ATha samayamAM upajyA hovAthI, temAM upara jaNAvelA badhA guNonI ekarUpatA (identical) samAnatA AvI hoya che. A ATha kevaLIgamya pradezothI amuka bhinnatA sAthe ATha rucaka pradezo upajyA hoya che. temAM pahelA sAta sucaka pradezo eka ja tIrthakaranA AtmA dvArA temanA AtmAnI judI judI avasthAe utpanna thayA hoya che, tethI temAM amuka nimittAdhIna asamAnatA AvI hoya che. e jIvano AThamo caka pradeza siddha thatA kevaLIprabhunA nimittathI, arthAt judA AtmAthI ane judA samaye upajyo hoya che. temAM zrI tIrthaMkara prabhuno AtmA apavAdarUpa hoya che. temane sAtamo tathA AThamo rucaka pradeza siddha thatA tIrthaMkara prabhunAM nimittathI prApta thayo hoya che, tethI te baMne pradezo ekarUpatA dharAve che. AvA sucaka pradezone arUpIpaNe jANavA, samajavA tathA kAryakArI banAvavA mATe kevaLIgamya pradezo eka prakriyA kare che. kevaLIgamya pradezone jANakArI hoya che ke A ja rucaka pradezoe potAnA jIvane nityanigodanI bhayaMkaratAmAMthI sadAkALa mATe choDAvyo che, eTaluM ja nahi paNa, e AThe rucaka pradezomAM potAnA jIvane mukti suMdarIne varavAno mahAmArga paNa gupta rIte mUkAyelo che. jema koI paNa be vyaktinI AMgaLInI chApa ekasarakhI hotI nathI, tema koI paNa be jIvanA rucaka pradezomAM mUkAyelA gupta rahasyo samAna hotA nathI. Ama thavAnuM mukhya kAraNa e che ke e jIvane nityanigodamAMthI kADhavA mATenA pAMca samavAya apUrva tathA asamAna hoya che. have kevaLIgamya pradezo je prakriyA kare che te samajavAno prayatna karIe. AThe kevaLIgamya pradezo sahuthI pahelAM, tIrthakara prabhunAM nAmakarmanAM baMdhana vakhate je pradeza khUlyo hoya che te pradeza pAse samUhamAM jAya che. AThe kevaLIgamya pradezo e pahelA rucaka pradezanI pradakSiNA kare che, ane OM dhvaninA mAdhyamathI tathA paMcaparameSTi prabhunAM kalyANanAM paramANuonI sahAyathI e pahelA caka pradezanI lAkSaNikatAne oLakhe che. A oLakhane kevaLIgamya pradezo potAnAM 17)

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zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha tejas tathA kArmaNa zarIramAM UtAre che; ane saMcita kare che. A ja rItathI AThe kevaLIgamya pradezo kramathI bIjA, trIjA, cothA, pAMcamA, chaThThA ane sAtamA rucaka pradezanI pradakSiNA karI, OM dhvaninA mAdhyamathI tathA paMcaparameSTi prabhunAM kalyANanA paramANuonA sAthathI sAte rucaka pradezonI oLakha laI, oLakhane tejas tathA kArmaNa zarIramAM lAkSaNikatA sAthe saMgrahita karI, te AThamA caka pradeza pAse jAya che. AThamA rucaka pradeza pAse jaI kevaLIgamya pradezo pahelAM sAta pradezo karatAM judA prakAranI prakriyA kare che. zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhunI kRpAthI ane AjJAthI A atigupta prakriyAnuM varNana karavAno prayatna karIe chIe. AThe kevaLIgamya pradezo AThamA rucaka pradeza pAse pahoMcatA pahelAM, temanAM tejas ane kAzmaNa zarIramAM pahelA sAta sucaka pradezanI je oLakha saMgrahita thayelI che, tene teo pharIthI kAryakArI karI, AThe kevaLIgamya pradezomAM tene sakriya kare che. te oLakhane sakriya karyA pachI ATha kevaLIgamya pradezo AThamA caka pradeza pAse AvI, tenA pharatI UMdhI pradakSiNA kare che, tenAthI sAta caka pradezanI oLakha kevaLIgamya pradezamAMthI nivRtta thAya che, ane te oLakha teo baMnenA vaccenA bhAgamAM sthapAya che. te pachI e AThe kevaLIgamya pradezo AThamA rucaka pradezanI savaLI pradakSiNA karI enI oLakhane grahaNa kare che. pachI A oLakhane tejas tathA kArmaNa zarIra tarapha A pradezo gati karAve che, tyAre temanA mArgamAM pahelA sAta sucaka pradezanI oLakhano goLo Ave che; te vakhate AThamA pradezanI oLakha vacamAM AvatAM te goLAnI AsapAsa stara (layer) banAve che. tyAra pachI 3OMdhvani tathA paMcaparameSTi prabhunAM kalyANanAM paramANuo dvArA e goLAno visphoTa thAya che, ane ema thavAthI sAta caka pradezanI oLakha AThamA sucaka pradezanI oLakharUpa banI jAya che. Ama A baMne oLakhanuM mizraNa (homogenous mixture) taiyAra thAya che. A mizraNane AThe kevaLIgamya pradezo potA tarapha kheMce che; ane 171

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha ene zAtAvedanIya karmanAM paramANuo rUpe grahaNa karI potAnA pradeza para samAna saMkhyAmAM Azrave che. A rIte e AThe kevaLIgamya pradeza para jIvane paribhramaNathI choDAvavA mATenuM zAtAvedanIya karma baMdhAvAnuM zarU thAya che. bhAvi tIrthaMkara prabhunI bAbatamAM A prakriyAmAM thoDo pheraphAra thAya che kemake temano sAtamo ane AThamo pradeza eka sAthe eka ja tIrthaMkara prabhuthI khUlyA hoya che, eTale ke temanA AThe rucaka pradezo eka ja tIrthaMkara prabhuthI cakapaNuM pAmyA hoya che. AthI temanA kevaLIgamya pradezo cha sUcaka pradezanI pradakSiNA karyA pachI sAtamA tathA AThamA sucaka pradezanI eka sAthe savaLI pradakSiNA kare che. baMnenI oLakha eka sAthe grahaNa karI AgaLanI cha pradezanI oLakhamAM aMtargata kare che, bheLave che, ane e oLakhane kevaLIgamya pradezomAMthI bahAra kADhI, tenuM mizraNa banAvI teno visphoTa karI tene pharIthI zAtAvedanIya karmanAM paramANuo rUpe grahaNa karI potAnA pradeza para samAna saMkhyAmAM Azrave che. ane tenA AThe pradezo para jIvane paribhramaNathI choDAvavA mATenuM zAtAvedanIya karma baMdhAvAnuM zarU thAya che. kevaLIgamya pradezo dvArA thatI rucakapradezanI oLakhanI prakriyAmAM A pheraphAra hovAnuM kAraNa e che ke bhAvi tIrthakaranA AThe rucaka pradezo eka ja kakSAnA hoya che, tyAre anyanI bAbatamAM AThamo pradeza anya siddhAtmAthI thayelo hovAthI judA prakArano hoya che. baMdhAyelA zAtAvedanIya karmanI nivRtti arthe AThe kevaLIgamya pradezo sakriya thAya che. tenI sahAyathI te jIva pAMca miniTa sudhInuM upazama samyaktva meLavavA sadbhAgI thAya che, ane anya sapuruSono sAtha levAnuM sAmarthya meLavI potAnA sadbhAgyamAM te jIva vRddhi kare che. Ama kevaLIgamya pradezonI prApti jIvane Atmazuddhi karavA mATe anivArya che te samajAya tevI hakIkata che. AThe kevaLIgamya pradezo pote grahaNa karelAM zatAvedanIya karmanAM paramANuonI nivRtti karavA yogya puruSArtha Adare che; jenA thakI te jIvanA azuddha pradezo 172

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zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha azuddhatAne choDatA jaI zuddhi prati doTa mUkI zake che, ane chevaTamAM te jIva sarva ghAtIkarmonI nivRtti karyA pachI sarva aghAtI karmono keDo mUkAvI, zuddha, buddha, caitanyaghana svarUpa thaI zAzvata siddhine mANe che. aho kalyANamaya prabhu! tamArA A upakAra tathA ApelI samajaNane vAMdI, tamArAM parameSTi svarUpane vaMdana karI, vinaMti karIe chIe ke tamArA ja zaraNamAM rahevAnA amArA vabaMdhane ghaTTa tathA gADha karAvo. zrI kevaLIgamya pradezo rucaka pradezonA kSAyika cAritranA anubhavathI raMgAIne apUrva tathA duSkara kArya karavA mATenuM sAmarthya meLave che. kevaLIgamya pradezo A apUrva anubhava meLavyA pachI rucaka pradezo pAsethI vIrya, AjJA tathA jJAnacAritra, darzanacAritra tathA cAritracAritrano bodha meLave che. jJAnacAritra eTale je jJAna meLavavAthI jIva kSAyika cAritra tarapha vaLe. darzanacAritra eTale je darzana prApta karIne jIva kSAyika cAritra tarapha vikAsa kare. ane cAritracAritra eTale evuM cAritra ke jenAthI jIvanI kSAyika cAritranI pUrNatA pratinI vizuddhi vadhatI jAya. jenA pariNAme jIvanA aghAtI karmono kSaya thato jAya ane siddhaparyAya upajAve evA apUrva guNonI pUrNatA thatI jAya. AvA kevaLIgamya pradezo jIvane zrI tIrthaMkaraprabhu tIrtha pravartAvatA hoya tyAre ja prApta thAya che, tethI temAM zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhunAM paramANuone AkarSavAnI zakti tathA kSamatA Ave che, ane vadhe paNa che. A sAthe A prakriyAono samAgama thAya che tyAre jIvanI Atmika zuddhithI paramArthika siddhi evI rIte AvatI jAya che ke te sarvotkRSTa zuddhithI sarvotkRSTa siddhi sudhI Atmadravyane pahoMcADe che. A prakriyAone samajavA mATe tathA anubhavavA mATe zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhuno parama sAtha tathA temanI parama AjJA maLavI anivArya che; kemake A prakriyAo ati ati sUkSma hovAne kAraNe tene zabdadeha ApI, mukhyatAe arUpI AkArane rUpI mAdhyamathI samajavAnI che. 'OM AjJA, OM siddhi' e mahAmaMtranA ghUMTaNathI ane sAthathI A kAryane siddha karavAno prayatna karIe chIe. AnuM varNana ati sUkSma tathA UMDuM che. tene zAstromAM ati 173

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha ati guptapaNe samAvyuM che, mATe, jo A prakriyA mATe tamane vizvAsa na Ave to enI niMdA na karazo, paNa tene kevaLIgamya samajI tenA prati nispRha banajo . kevaLa maitrIrUpa mahAsAgaramAM jJAna, darzana tathA cAritrarUpa vizuddha ratnatrayarUpa ratnone e mahAsAgaranAM peTALamAM gaMbhIrapaNe vadhAranAra zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhune emanI kRpA thakI vaMdana karIe chIe. apUrva sAdhya tathA sAdhananA apUrva milanathI thatA, lokanA agrabhAga sudhI pahoMcavAnA saraLa tathA dhorI mArgane sadA jIvaMta rAkhanAra zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhune vinayabhakti sahita sASTAMga vaMdana karIe chIe. zrI kevaLa prabhuno sAtha jIvane ziva banavA mATe parama sulabha tathA sahaja nimitta thAya che. A nimitta dvArA jIva kalyANanI keDI para cAlI, paramAtmAnI sthiti sudhI pahoMcavA tathA jagatano nAtha thavA mATe bhAgyazALI bane che. aho! e sAthanI jANakArI karAvanAra tathA svanuM bhAna karAvanAra zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhuno upakAra ApaNane emanA sadAkALa mATenA RNI banAve che. A bhAvane paramakRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdra "AtmasiddhinI pahelI kaDImAM gUMcyo che. je svarUpa samajyA vinA pAmyo duHkha anaMta, samajAvyuM te pada namuM, zrI sadguru bhagavaMta." ApaNe upara jAyuM te pramANe jyAre kevaLIgamya pradezo rucaka pradezo sAthe anusaMdhAna karI sakriya thAya che, tyAre temanAM arihaMtapaNAnI lAkSaNikatA tathA paMcaparameSTi prabhunAM kalyANanAM paramANuo dvArA eka apUrva prakriyA sarjAya che. A prakriyAno yathArtha vicAra karI zakavA mATe zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhu ApaNane amuka gupta siddhAMtonI jANakArI, tene anivArya samajI karAve che. rucaka pradeza bAbata vicAra karatAM ApaNI smRti sateja thaI yAda apAve che ke ATha rucaka pradezamAMnA mAtra cho ane sAtamo pradeza ja jIvane zrI arihaMtaprabhu pUrNa arihaMtapaNuM pAme te pachI prApta thAya che, ane te pahelAM prApta thayelA pradezo 174

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zrI kevaLa prabhuno sAtha temanA chadmasthapaNAmAM udita thayelA baLavAna kalyANabhAvanA kAraNathI prApta thayA hoya che. paraMtu AThe ATha kevaLIgamya pradezo prabhunuM tIrthakarapaNuM pragaTa thayA pachI ja, arthAt bAMdhelA tIrthakara nAmakarmano udaya hoya tyAre ja prApta thAya che. Ama thavA pAchaLa jarUra kaMIka UMDuM rahasya hovuM joIe. A vize maMthana karatAM, jJAnanAM AvaraNa haLavA thavAthI zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhu samajaNa Ape che ke jIvanA rucaka pradezo pUrNa vItarAgarUpe sthira pariNAma sAthe rahe che. emaNe anya azuddha pradezo sAthe maitrI keLavI emane zuddha karavAnuM kArya pratyakSapaNe karavAnuM hotuM nathI, paNa kevaLI prabhunA sAtha dvArA parokSapaNe karavAnuM hoya che. enAthI virudhdha, kevaLIgamya pradezo pote kevaLI vItarAgatAnI bhUmikAmAM nimagna hovA chatAM, aghAtI karmonI nivRttinA kAraNathI anya azuddha pradezone zuddha karavAnI javAbadArI potA upara svIkAre che. svIkAreluM kArya siddha karavA mATe sarva jIva prati maitrIbhAvanA bhAvavI anivArya bane che, kAraNa ke azuddha pradezo para vividha karmanAM anaMtAnaMta paramANuo cITakelAM hoya che, jene koIka kALe sarva jIve vibhAvabhAvamAM rahIne AzravyAM hoya che. AtmAnA azuddha pradezono A paramANuo pratino rAga toDAvavA mATe tathA tenA upara dharmarUpI sarvotkRSTa maMgalapaNuM sthApavA mATe jagatamaitrI anivArya bane che. A kAraNasara kevaLIgamya pradezo zrI arihaMtaprabhu arihaMtapaNuM pAme te pachI ja prApta thAya che. A sAthe zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhu eka bIjA gupta siddhAMta vize prakAza kare che. chaThTho rucaka pradeza jIvane kevaLIgamya pradezanA dAtAranI samAnakakSAnA AtmAthI (prabhune kevaLajJAna thAya tyAre) prApta thayo hoya che, ane sAtamo pradeza ayogI arihaMta dazAthI (arihaMta prabhu nirvANa pAme tyAre) prApta thayo hoya che. A siddhAMta sAthenA anusaMdhAnathI kevaLIgamya pradezo potAnI zuddhi arthe rucaka pradeza pAsethI joItuM vIrya kheMcI potAnAM zeSa aghAtI karmono kSaya karatAM karatAM azuddha pradezone zuddha karatA jaI pUrNa zuddha banAve che. A samajaNane zrI kRpALu rAjacaMdra Atmasiddhi' zAstranI nIce jaNAvelI 11mI kaDImAM guptapaNe raju karI che. 175

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha "pratyakSa saguru sama nahi, parokSa jina upakAra, evo lakSa thayA vinA, Uge na Atma vicAra." have ApaNe AnuM rahasya pAmavA prati vaLIe. kevaLIgamya pradezo sakriyapaNuM pAmyA pachI, AThamA rucaka pradeza pAsethI e jIva mATe mukti meLavavAno mArga jANI, enI kAryasiddhi mATe chaThThA tathA sAtamA rucaka pradeza pAsethI yogabaLa, AjJA tathA arihaMtapaNA ane siddhapaNAnuM kavaca meLavI, emanI arihaMtanI lAkSaNikatA dvArA zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhunAM pUrNa kalyANanAM paramANuone kheMcI, temAMthI pUrNa paMcaparameSTi (arihaMta tathA siddha) prabhuno bhAga alaga tAravI pote grahaNa kare che. paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanAM kalyANanAM paramANuonA bhAgamAMthI e pUrNa parameSTi bhagavaMtano bhAga grahaNa karavAthI je RNa ekaThuM thayuM che, tene cUkavavA bAkInA chadmastha paramANuvALA bhAgamAM te potAno AjJArasa umere che. A AjJArasamAM AThamA rucaka pradeza pAsethI maLelI jANakArI, chaThThA tathA sAtamAM pradeza pAsethI maLeluM maitrIpaNuM tathA ekathI pAMcamA pradeza pAsethI maLelA vinayAbhAra sAthe te potAno maitrIbhAva tathA pUrNa paMcaparameSTinA maitrIbhAvanuM samAMtara mizraNa umere che. ane A rIte AjJArUpI dharma tathA AjJArUpI tapa rUpa AjJArasanuM nirmANa thAya che. A AjJArasamAM pUrNa paMcaparameSTinAM kalyANanAM paramANuono bhAga, enA ja chadmastha parameSTi paramANuonA bhAga tarapha AjJA vinayanA mArgathI AkarSaNa pAme che. te e chadmastha parameSTi paramANu para savAra thaI, emano pUrNa parameSTino bhAga banI, AjJArasathI bharapUra thayelAM paMcaparameSTinAM kalyANanAM paramANu banI, AjJAmArgathI azuddha pradezo para birAjI muktinAM kAryane AgaLa vadhAre che. A gupta prakriyAnuM nirUpaNa "Atmasiddhi' zAstranI nIcenI kaDIomAM kRpALudeve lAkSaNika zailIthI kareluM jaNAya che. "evo mArga vinayataNo, bhAkhyo zrI vItarAga mULa hetu e mArgano, samaje koI subhAgya." (20) 176

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"eka hoya traNa kALamAM, paramArathano paMtha, prere te paramArthane, te vyavahAra samaMta." (36) zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha AjJAthI arUpI siddha avasthA, rUpI sAdhakane kevaLa bodharUpa nIvaDI, kevaLIprabhunA parama sAtharUpe oLakhAya che, evI rucaka pradezanI, kevaLIgamya pradezanI tathA paMcaparameSTinI AjJAne traNe kALe, traNe yogathI tathA AtmAnA pradeze pradezathI ane aNue aNuthI parama parama namaskAra. kevaLIgamya pradezo parama vItarAgatAthI paripUrNa evA rucaka pradezo pAsethI AjJAbhaktinA mAdhyamathI emanA cAritramaya AjJAvIryane kheMce che, ane temAM zrI paMcaparameSTinAM kalyANanAM paramANuno tathA emano potAno AjJArasa bheLave che. kevaLIgamya pradezo ghAtIkarmonI apekSAe nirvANanuM vedana kare che, ane aghAtI karmonI apekSAe saMsAranuM vedana kare che. te vakhate teo saMsAranI asAratAne asArarUpe vedI, sahajAnaMda prerita saMsAranA nakArane janmAve che, jenA pratApathI teo rucaka pradezanI AjJAne sahaja samAdhimAM vadhAre jorathI Azrave che. pariNAme temanI ayogI rahevAnI dazA vardhamAna thatI jAya che. arUpI AjJAnA AvA AzravathI e kevaLIgamya pradezonAM tejas tathA kArmaNa za2I2 para e arUpI AjJAnA apUrva pratyAghAta paDatA jAya che, ane enA AdhAre e tejas tathA kArmaNa zarIra anya azudhdha pradezo para rahelAM tejas tathA kArmaNa zarI2 para dharmanAM maMgalarUpa nimittanuM sarjana karatAM jAya che. jema AhAramAM pauSTika vastuo grahaNa karavAmAM Ave to jIvanI cakSu Adi Indriyo ane zarIranI tejasvItA tathA zaktimAM temaja tenAM baMdhAraNamAM sudhAro thato jAya che tema, A maMgalarUpa nimitta tejas tathA kArmaNa zarIra para zubha ane zAtAmaya asara upajAvatuM jAya che. jema dhanADhaya parivAramAM janma letAM bALakane khAvAnI, pIvAnI, paheravA oDhavAnI, haravApharavAnI sArI suvidhA maLe che, zubha nimitto maLe che jeno upayoga bALaka potAnI icchA pramANe karI zake che. 177

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha AthI AvuM bALaka maLelI suvidhAno sadupayoga ke durupayoga karI zake che. jo te bALaka A suvidhAono sadupayoga kare to sArI zALA ke kolejamAM abhyAsa karI saphaLatA meLave che, vepAradhaMdhAno yogya ane phAyadAkAraka anubhava laI nipUNa thavAno lahAvo paNa laI zake che, ane maLelI suvidhAono durupayoga karI te bALaka kharAba sobate caDI, vyasanI banI potAnAM jIvanane veDaphI paNa zake che. e ja pramANe azuddha pradezo maLelA zubha nimittano sadupayoga karI saMsArathI chUTavAnI uttama pravRtti karI zake che, tema ja teno durupayoga karI azubha pravRtti tathA azubha tattvonA mohamAM phasAIne sanimittane veDaphI paNa nAkhe che. A rIte azuddha pradezone zubha evAM tejas tathA kArmaNa zarIranuM nimitta hovA chatAM te jIva teno durupayoga karI ghaNA lAMbA kALa sudhI saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karato rahe che. Avo jIva jo savaLo cAle to ghaNA nAnA kALamAM mukti suMdarIne varavAno adbhuta lahAvo laI anaMtakALa mATe siddhabhUmimAM sthira thaI jAya che. A prakriyA upara vicAra karatAM manamAM prazna UThe che ke kevaLIgamya pradezonI prApti thayA pachI jIvane mukti meLavavAmAM lAMbo gALo kema pasAra thaI jAya che? azuddha pradezone to zubha nimittono sAtha satata maLato hovA chatAM laMbANa kema thAya che? vicAraNA karavAthI samajaNa phUre che ke azuddha pradezone je zubha nimittano sAtha maLe che te tejas ane kAmaNa zarIrarUpa pudgala dvArA maLe che, tyAre azuddha pradezo je vibhAva kare che te cetana dvArA kare che. cetana dvArA thatA vibhAva vadhAre zaktizALI hovAthI e zubha nimittone akriya banAvI de che. jema samRddha parivArano bALaka ghaNI ghaNI samRddhi vacce Ucharato hovA chatAM jyAre te duSkRtamAM dorAya che tyAre tene jela Adi durnimittamAM javuM paDe che ane du:khI thavuM paDe che, tema azuddha pradeze karelA vibhAva eja tejas ane kArpaNa zarIra para vibhAva anusAra azubha pugalanA jamAvarUpa pratyAghAtano anubhava karAvI, kevaLa prabhunA sAtharUpa pudgalane dabAvI de che. Ama zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhu ApaNane gupta samajaNa Ape che. 178

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zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha A rIte kevaLIgamya pradezo tathA rucaka pradezonA sAthathI tathA saMgamathI jIvane zubha nimitta maLe che, ane teno sadupayoga thAya che tyAre e azudhdha pradezonI azuddhi nIkaLatI jAya che. ema thavAthI jIvanI svataMtratA upara kyAMya kApa mUkAto nathI, paNa jIvane tenAthI zubha nimitta maLe che ane zubha kAryanI saphaLatA vadhAravA mATenA saMjogo UbhA thAya che. jIva jyAre avaLo cAle che tyAre e rucaka pradezo tathA kevaLIgamya pradezo potAnI sattA azudhdha pradezo para calAvatA nathI, paNa teo vItarAgatAnA tANevANe caDatA kramamAM sthira thaI jAya che. jIva jyAre savaLo cAle che tyAre kevI rIte saphaLatAnI prakriyA thAya che te paMcaparameSTi prabhunI kRpAthI samajatAM pahelAM e samajavuM jarUrI lAgyuM che ke kevaLIgamya pradezonI prApti jIva ATha samaya sudhInI dehAtmAnI bhinnatAnA anubhava pachI ja kema prabhukRpAthI prApta karI zake che? te pahelAM kevaLIgamya pradezo zA kAraNathI prApta thaI zakatA nathI? A ATha samayano gALo rAkhavAmAM zrI prabhuno kyo gUDha saMketa ke hetu rahelo che? zrI prabhune sASTAMga vaMdana karI, temanAM caraNamAM mAthuM mUkI prArthanA karatAM karatAM sahajatAe Ano uttara prApta thayo che. prArthanA A prakAre hatI, "he parama pitA! he jagatanA nAtha! he vItarAgatAnI pUrNatAnA vedaka! aho! kevaLajJAna tathA kevaLadarzanane atUTarUpe mANanAra paramAtmA! chakAya jIvanA parama rakSaka, saddharmanA dAtA, sukha anubhavanAra tathA sukha ApanAra, tejasvI, aDola tathA akaMpa prabhu! tamArA aMtaramAM je anubhava satyarUpe nItare che tene parama karuNA karI A bALakanA zira para dharAvo. e zira para AjJAnA atUTa tathA kadI aphaLa na thanAra evA sanAtana saphaLa mArgathI e anubhavane saMjJAmAM yogya AkAra ApI, tamArA ja paMcaparameSTi kalyANanAM paramANu dvArA zabdadehathI ene lakhANamAM vyakta karAvo ke jethI mArI apUrNatAnI adhurapa tamArA A alaukika anubhavanA pragaTIkaraNane maMda karI zake nahi." 179

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha zrI prabhunA dainAdamAM gajA bahAranuM dekhAtuM A kArya sahajamArge saphaLa thatuM dekhAtAM AbhAranAM AsuM sarI paDayAM. ane svAbhAvika rIte zabdo huryo, "je AjJAthI tathA je vATethI zrI kevaLIgamya pradezo kevaLIgamyapaNuM pAmyA e ja AjJAthI ane e ja vATethI sarva pradezo kevaLIpaNuM pAme e ja IcchA ane AkAMkSA sAthe zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhunA dAsa banI, emanI kRpA ane AjJAthI emanI sanAtana sarvotkRSTa maMgalamaya dharmarUpI AjJAne ArAdhavI che. he prabhu! ati nirbhayapaNuM upajAve evI 'dAsAnudAsa thavAnI AjJA amane dAnamAM Apo." - zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhunI kRpAthI ane AjJAthI emaNe Apelo uttara ahIM UtAravA prayatna karyo che. kevaLIgamya pradezo jIvane zrI tIrthaMkara prabhu dvArA prApta thAya che. zrI tIrthaMkara prabhu A siddhi jIvane ATha samayanA mithyAtvanA udayane TALyA pahelA ApatA nathI. A ATha samayano gALo hovA pAchaLa eka ati gUDha tathA gaMbhIra bhedarahasya raheluM che. zrI tIrthaMkara prabhuno AtmA ghAtI karmothI nivRtta thayo hovAthI kevaLajJAna tathA kevaLadarzanathI vibhUSita che, tema chatAM potAnA puruSArtha anusAra teo bethI sAta samayanA aMtare yoga sAthe joDAya che. jyAre zrI tIrthaMkara prabhuno AtmA koI jIvane ATha kevaLIgamya pradezonI prApti karAvavAno hoya che tyAre zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunA kevaLIgamya pradezo e jIvanA Atmapradezone sparze che,ane ATha samaya sudhI e sparza cAlu rahe che, arthAt e pradezo jIvanA AtmAmAM sthAna pAme che. ATha samayanA graMthibhedane aMte eka samayamAM ATha kevaLIgamya pradezo tathA anya ATha pUrNa pradezo e jIvanA ATha pradezo parathI ghAtakarmano vihAra karAvI ane tenAthI mukta kare che, sAthe sAthe azubha aghAtI karmanA pAzathI paNa tene choDAve che. A uttarane yathArthatAe samajavA mATe ATha kevaLIgamya pradezonI prApti vakhatanI prakriyA thoDA vistArathI samajavI jarUrI bane che. 180

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zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunA ATha kevaLIgamya pradezo tathA temanA anya ATha zudhdha pradezomAMthI be be pradezanAM ATha joDakAM bane che; jemAM eka kevaLIgamya pradeza ane eka zudhdha pradeza sAthe rahI joDakuM banAve che. jIvanA je ATha pradezo kevaLIgamyapaNuM pAmavAnA hoya che te, jIvanA nityanigodamAMthI nIkaLatI vakhatanA rucaka pradezanI AkRtinI samAna AkRtinA bane che. A bhAvi kevaLIgamya pradezonA vAtAvaraNamAM zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunA pradezonA joDakAM sthAna pAme che. e vakhatanuM citra zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhunI AjJAthI doravA prayatna karyo che. ATha samaya mATe ahIM dorelA citra pramANe jIvanA ATha bhAvi kevaLIgamya pradezo para, zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunA be be pradezo vIMTaLAIne sthAna grahe che. ATha samaya jIvano bhAvi kevaLIgamya pradeza OM nAda tIrthaMkara prabhuno kevaLIgamya pradeza OM nAda OM dhvani uparanuM chedaka dazya 181 OM dhvani tIrthaMkara prabhuno anya zudhdha pradeza tIrthaMkara prabhuno kevaLIgamya pradeza jIvano bhAvi kevaLIgamya pradeza tIrthaMkara prabhuno anya zudhdha pradeza

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha mATe jyAre te jIvano AtmA mithyAtvanA udayathI nivRtta thAya che tyAre zrI tIrthaMkara prabhuno kevaLIgamya pradeza jIvanA bhAvi kevaLIgamya pradeza para OMnAda varasAve che. jIvano e pradeza potAnA bhAvi anusAra OMnAdane amuka mAtrAmAM grahaNa kare che, ane nAdanA anya bhAgane OMdhvanirUpe zrI tIrthaMkara prabhuno anya pradeza grahaNa kare che. A ATha samayamAM tIrthakara prabhunA kevaLIgamya pradezo emanA anya pradezone rucaka pradeza pAsethI maLelA jJAna anubhavane zrutarUpe Ape che. A prakriyA ATha samayanI hovAnuM kAraNa e samajAya che ke, AtmA jyAre ATha samaya mATe yogathI bhinna rahe che tyAre te kevaLI samuddhAta karI, yogane saMdhI, codamA guNasthAnathI AgaLa vadhI, mokSane pAme che; A jANakArI prabhunA kevaLIgamya pradezo prabhunA AtmAnA anya zuddha pradezone ApI ATha samaya mATe yogathI chUTA rahevAnI pUrva taiyArI temanI pAse karAve che. A prakriyA karavA mATe anubhavanI bhUmikA hovI anivArya che, tethI koi anya jIva ATha samaya mATe mithyAtvanA udayathI nivRtta thAya che, tyAre ja prabhunA kevaLIgamya pradezo temanA anya zuddha pradezone A prakriyAnI jANakArI anubhava tathA dhRtarUpe ApI zake che. A rIte zrI prabhu potAnA sarva pradezone A prakriyAnI jANakArI ApavA mATe eka ajJAnI jIvano mAdhyama rUpe upayoga karI te ajJAnI jIvanuM RNa svIkAre che. ane te RNanI cUkavaNI zrI prabhu e ajJAnI jIvanA ATha pradezane kevaLIgamyapaNuM ApI, jIvamAMthI ziva thavAnuM varadAna ApIne kare che. A prakriyA tyAre ja saphaLa thAya che jyAre zrI prabhunAM AThe ATha joDakAM eka sAthe A prakriyA karI zake che. AThe ATha joDakAMne A prakriyA eka sAthe karavA mATe, e ajJAnI jIvanA ATha pradezo zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunI sattA tathA AjJAmAM rahevA taiyAra hovA joIe, ane tenI sAthe pAMce samavAyanuM samapaNuM jIvanA A AThe pradezo para rahevuM joIe. jo AmAMnI eka paNa zarata pUrI na thAya to kAryanI siddhi thaI zakatI nathI. zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunI pUrNatA hovAne kAraNe 182

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zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha prabhunA pradezonAM joDakAM to bane ja che, paNa jIvanA pradezonI AjJAdhInatA na hovAne kAraNe ke pAMca samavAyanuM samapaNuM na thayuM hovAnA kAraNe OMnAda tathA OMdhvani pragaTatA nathI. ane kArya adhUruM rahe che. pharIthI yoga AvatAM A prakriyA thAya che, te vakhate paNa adhUrapa rahe to pharI phero karavAno rahe che. tethI to prabhue kahyuM che ke jIva anaMtavAra graMthibheda sudhI AvI pAcho vaLyo hoya che. kevaLIgamya pradezanI prApti thatAM mukhya graMthibheda thAya che. ATalI prakriyA thayA pachI zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunA e soLa pradezo temanA potAnA AtmAmAM samAI jAya che, ane kevaLIgamya pradezo sivAyanA ATha pradezo emanA asaMkhya anya pradezomAM (temanI sAthe samAna sthiti hovAnA kAraNe) e jANakArIne potAnAM anaMtavIryanA sAthathI prasarAve che. zrI tIrthaMkara prabhu emano A anubhava dezanA vakhate OMnAda dvArA parSadAmAM zrI kevaLa prabhune anubhava tathA dhRtarUpe dAna Ape che, ane kevaLIprabhue ApelA dezanA vakhatanA sAthathI lIdhelA RNathI mukta thAya che. A pramANe zrI tIrthakara prabhu "jagatapitA'nA birudane sArthaka karI namaskAramaMtramAM agrasthAna grahaNa kare che. AvI prakriyA zrI tIrthaMkara prabhu dvArA aneka vakhata thAya che, jenAthI anubhavazruta anubhavajJAna rUpe kevaLIgamya pradezamAMthI anya zudhdha pradezone prApta thAya che. tenI sAthosAtha dezanAnA dAnarUpa A jJAnanI lahANI thatI hovAthI, je anubhava vIryanI jarUriyAta UbhI thAya che te anya jIvonA kevaLIgamya pradezonI utpatti vakhate zrI tIrthaMkaraprabhu meLavI le che. Ama thavAnuM bIjuM kAraNa e paNa che ke zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunuM yoga sAthenuM joDANa judI judI bhUmikAnuM hoya che, koI be samayanA aMtare, koI traNa samayanA AMtare to koI ethI vizeSa samayanA AMtare yoga sAthe joDAtA hoya che. A badhI alaga alaga bhUmikAmAMthI pasAra thaI ATha samaya sudhI yogathI judA rahevAnI sthiti sudhI pahoMcavA mATe, vibhinna samavAyanI jarUriyAtanuM jJAna prApta karavA mATe A prakriyA prabhu taraphathI vAraMvAra thatI hoya che. A parathI lakSa thaze ke kevaLa prabhunA sAthathI zrI tIrthaMkara 183

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha prabhune tathA jIvane ghaNo ghaNo lAbha thAya che, ane svAra kalyANanI parAkASTAnuM udAharaNa sidhdha thAya che. deha hovA chatAM parama siddhanI zAMti ane sukhanuM vedana karatA tathA parama kalyANamaya maitrInA pUrvabhAvanI nirjarArUpa bodhanA dAtA tathA AjJAnA mahAsAgaramAM nahAtA zrI arihaMtaprabhu tathA temanA vItarAga dharmathI raMgAyelA zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhune sASTAMga vaMdana tathA AjJAbhaktithI namana karIe chIe. aho! zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhu! tamAruM AjJAdhInapaNuM tathA kalyANadhArAno asmalita bhAvano pravAha amane khUba priya che. he prabhu! A ja puruSArthane amArA dehanA romeromamAM tathA romane dharanAra AtmAnA pradeza pradezamAM gUMthavA, ArAdhavA tathA siddha karavA mATe, tamArA alaukika puruSArthane jANavA, AdaravA tathA pALavA mATe ame parama vinayI thaI AjJA mAgIe chIe. kevaLIgamya pradezonI utpatti tathA kArya samajavA ApaNe puruSArtha karyo. zrI prabhu ApaNane samajAve che ke A pradezonA baMdhAraNamAM eka apUrva puruSArthanI bhUmikA samAyelI che. jo A puruSArthane anya azudhdha pradezo saMjJAnA mAdhyamathI potAmAM siddha kare to temane pUrNa bhUmikA sudhI pahoMcavAno mArga ati sugama ane saraLa banavA sAthe ati sahaja thaI TUMkA gALAmAM saphaLatA apAve che. zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhunI kRpAthI ane AjJAthI A apUrva ArAdhanano vicAra karavA tathA tenuM pAlana karavA vIrya mAgI kAryasiddhi karavA ApaNe puruSArthI banIe. vicAratAM spaSTa samajAya che ke kevaLIgamya pradezo kevaLIgamyapaNuM pAmyA pahelA anya azudhdha pradezonI jemaja azudhdha hoya che. ATha samayanA ati ati alpa kALamAM e pradezo evo te kevo udyama kare che ke jethI teo arihaMta samAna kevaLIprabhunI bhUmikA prApta kare che! vaLI, A kevaLIprabhu (kevaLIgamya pradezo) enI sAthosAtha emanA ja baMdhurUpa asaMkhya pradezo mATe arihaMtapaNuM 184

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zrI kevaLa prabhuno sAtha pAme che, kemake e azudhdha pradezo kevaLIgamya pradezone kevaLIprabhunI AjJA anusAra avagAhana Ape che. A kArya thavA pAchaLa je bhAva tathA kAraNa rahelAM che te vicArIe. ApaNe jANIe chIe ke rucaka pradezonI bAjunA ja pradezo kevaLIgamya pradezo thAya che. A azuddha pradezo rucaka pradezonI zuddhine lIdhe te pradezonuM cakapaNuM avaloke che. teo jue che ke zrI tIrthakara prabhunAM vIryabaLathI te pradezo TharatA jAya che. ane enA vikAsanI pUrNatA thAya che tyAre te pradezo siddhaprabhu jevI parama parama vItarAgI avasthAe pahoMce che. A alaukika anubhava thavAthI e pradezo anubhave che ke Avo anubhava mAtra mArA pradeza mATe simita na rahetAM sarva pradezane prApta thAo. A prakriyA samajIe to jaNAya che ke rucaka pradezo mukhyatve mahAsaMvaranA mArgathI rucakapaNuM prApta kare che, paNa kevaLIgamya pradezo kalyANaprerita mahAsaMvara mArgathI zarU karI, AjJAdhInapaNe puruSArtha karI, AjJAmArga prerita kalyANaprerita mahAsaMvaranA mArgathI kevaLIgamyapaNuM prApta kare che. A bhedarahasyane samajAvI zrI prabhu ApaNane bodha Ape che ke, jema zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhu svAra kalyANanA mAdhyamathI puruSArtha kare che ane karAve che, ema kevaLIgamya pradezo paNa kevaLIgamyapaNuM pAmyA pachI potA para rahelAM aghAtI karmomAM parakalyANanuM nikAcItapaNuM dhAraNa kare che. jenAM vedana tathA nirjarAnA prabhAvathI anya pradezo karmathI chUTatA jAya che. A uparAMta zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhu eka anya gupta mAdhyamathI ArAdhana kare che. zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhunA ArAdhyadeva, guru tathA zAstra zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhu ja hoya che (kalyANabhAva anusAra) tathA temano ziSyagaNa paNa paMcaparameSTi ja hoya che, (dravya anusAra, ane amuka parameSTine dravya tathA kalyANabhAva anusAra). A puruSArthanI prApti thavA pAchaLanI bhUmikA e che ke zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhune zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhunAM kalyANanAM paramANuo maLatAM ja 185

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha rahe che. teo teno yogya pramANathI upayoga karI, bAkI vadhelAM zeSa paramANuomAM potAno navo svataMtra bhAva umerI potAnA ziSyagaNa evA zrI paMcaparameSTine e paramANuo vedavA mATe bheTa ApatA jAya che. Ama A mokSamArganAM sAdhano tathA bhedarahasyothI bharelAM uttama paramANuono uttamatAe upayoga thato jato hovAthI, e paramANuono rasa kyAMya veDaphAto hoto nathI. A guNavattAvALI vyavahArazuddhi e puruSArtha karanAra paMcaparameSTine paramArthazuddhinI zreSTha keDI sudhI pahoMcADI zake che, pahoMcADe che. pariNAme teonI svaparakalyANa karavAnI pAtratA tathA zakti kramathI vadhatAM ja jAya che. A gupta rahasya samajAtAM, aMtaramAM e bhAva spaSTa AkAra dhAraNa kare che ke rUpa mahAsaMvaranA mArge javAnA maMtrane, dhvani rUpamAM ekAkAra karI, nAdanA apUrva kathanamAM tenuM nirUpaNa karI, AjJAprerita, kalyANaprerita mahAsaMvaramArganA dAtAra banI mokSamArganA netAnuM biruda pAmanAra evA zrI arihaMta padanA dhAraka paMcaparameSTi prabhunuM vAraMvAra smaraNa karI, ghaDIghaDI ane pala pala vaMdanarUpa evA AjJAmArga prerita, kalyANa prerita mahAsaMvara mArganA ziSya banavA amane varadAna Apo. "lIdhuM jeNe zaraNa tuja to, hAra hoye ja zAnI ?" * zrI bhaktAmara stotra. mAnatuMgAcArya. zrI arihaMta prabhunI anupama temaja apUrva vItarAgatA sAthe paramamaitrImaya arihaMtapaNAnA vedanamAM rahelA utkRSTa puruSArthane bhALI, ahobhAva tathA AzcaryarUpa lAgaNI sahajatAe AtmAnA pradezepradezamAM pharIvaLI dehanAM romeromamAM prasare che. A bhAvane lIdhe AtmAnA pratyeka pradeza ziza namAvI, temanAM caraNamAM sarvasva samarpavAnA bhAva kare che. aho! AzcaryakAraka arihaMtapada zrI arihaMtaprabhumAM janma dhAraNa kare che, paraMtu tyAM simita na rahetAM, dezanAnA dhvanimAM mahAkalyANamaya vRSTinI jema zAMti, maitrI tathA zItaLatAnI lahANI kare che. 186

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zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha "he prabhu! tamAro A puruSArtha amane khUba ja priya che. tame je puruSArtha pAmyA cho, tene pAmIne amAre jagatanAM kalyANArthe luMTAvI devo che. eTaluM ja nahi paNa, jeo A kalyANa pAmavA puruSArthI thayA nathI, temane paNa tenI prApti thAya tathA siddhi maLe evI lAgaNIbharI prArthanA zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhune karI, mArganI pUrNatAne amAre prasiddha karavI che. amArI apUrNatAthI e pUrNatAne lajAvA devI nathI. parama kalyANamaya paramArtha lobhanA apUrva vedanane mATe tame svArthamayI vedanano je tyAga karo cho, te parakalyANanI lAgaNIne samaye samaye, traNe kALe, traNe yogathI vAraMvAra vaMdana karIe chIe. A sarva bhAvanAmAM eka paNa sarAgI bhUmikAne na bhajavAno tamAro advitIya anupama puruSArtha zabdAtIta Azcarya tathA ahobhAvanuM amane vedana karAve che. jyAM kalyANa karavAnI bhAvanA che tyAM kartApaNAnA bhAva sAmAnyapaNe rahelA hoya che, evo niyama A jagatamAM jovA maLe che. paraMtu tame e ja niyamanA niyamitapaNe apavAda banI zrI siddhaprabhune tamArA RNI banAvI, ekadhArA vegathI e ja samaye emanI pUrNAtipUrNa AjJAmAM rahI tamArA svakalyANanA puruSArthane jALavI rAkho cho. AvA svakalyANane yathArtha rIte jALavavAnA apUrva puruSArthane zrI prabhu 'arihaMtanI vItarAgatA' tarIke oLakhAve che. zrI arihaMtaprabhune arihaMtanI vItarAgatA kevaLajJAna, kevaLadarzana pragaTayA pachI niyamapUrvaka Ave che, ane viralA bhAvi tIrthakara tathA ati ati viralA chamastha gaNadharane apavAdarUpe chaThThA tathA sAtamA guNasthAne apekSAthI sthULarUpe prApta thAya che. AvI arihaMta vItarAgatA maLavAthI aMtaramAM zuM prakriyA thAya che tenI samajaNa tathA bodha zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhunA netA zrI arihaMtaprabhu pAsethI dAnarUpe maLe che." AvuM dAna meLavavA mATe pUrNa vItarAgajJAna tathA darzanane premarUpI pUrNa AjJAmAM pariNamAvanAra zrI arihaMtaprabhu tathA te mAdhyamane yathArtha siddhi ApanAra pUrNa paMcaparameSTi prabhune vAraMvAra pUrNa vinaya tathA AjJAmAM rahevAnI bhAvanA sAthe zukulabaMdhanI zuddhatAmAM ramaNatA karI vaMdanA tathA namaskAra karIe chIe." 187

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha zrI arihaMta prabhunI kevaLI paryAyamAM vartato puruSArtha joI temanI siddhi mATe vicAraNA cAlyA kare che. A ja tIrthaMkara prabhu thakI jIvane ziva banavA mATe varadAnarUpe ATha kevaLIgamya pradezo labhya thAya che. zrI arihaMta prabhu potAnI pUrNAtipUrNa arihaMta vItarAganI avasthA prApta kare che te pachIthI jIvane temanA thakI A kevaLIgamya pradezonI upalabdhi thAya che tethI saheje ja e pradezomAM arihaMta vItarAgatAnI prabhu jeTalI ja tIkSNatA tathA pUrNatA samAyelI hoya, te samajAya tevI bAbata che. A kevaLIgamya pradezo jIvanAM aMtaramAM kaI prakriyA kare che tenI vicAraNA tathA manomaMthana zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhunI kRpAthI ane AjJAthI karIe. kevaLIgamya pradezo zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunI jema ja ekIsAthe vItarAgatA tathA premanI bhUmikAne utkRSTapaNe bhaje che tathA vede che. uparAMtamAM kevaLIgamya pradezo A apUrva puruSArtha dvArA rucaka pradezonI avasthAne anya sarva pradezone bhaNAvI e rUpa banAve che. te kaI rIte thAya che te vicArIe. zrI tIrthaMkara prabhune kevaLajJAna tathA kevaLadarzana pahelAM pragaTe che ane te pachIthI temaNe bAMdheluM tIrthaMkara nAmakarma udayamAM Ave che. e ja prakAre temane prathama vItarAgatA pragaTe che ane pachI premanI bhAvanA udayamAM Ave che. A krama anusAra kevaLIgamya pradezomAM vItarAgatAnA thara upara premanI bhUmikA pUrNatAe rahelI hoya che. kevaLIgamya pradezonI vItarAgatA sthULarUpe tathA sthULasUkSmarUpe siddha bhagavAna jevI che. A ja mAdhyama dvArA kevaLIgamya pradezo rucaka pradezo pAsethI siddharUpa AjJAno bodha vItarAga mArgathI kheMce che. e bodhane potAmAM avadhArI temAM pote ghUMTelA tathA paMcaparameSTinA AjJArasanA paramANune rUpa banAvI premamArgathI anya azuddha pradezone nAda dvArA dAna Ape che. prabhunI dezanAmAM jema aneka jIvo potapotAnI kakSA anusAra nAdamAMthI dharmano bodha grahaNa karI sarvotkRSTa zuddhi tathA sarvotkRSTa siddhinA 188

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zrI kevaLa prabhuno sAtha mArge prayANa kare che tema azuddha pradezo A premanI vATe maLelA OMnAdamAMthI dharmanuM sarvotkRSTa maMgalapaNuM grahaNa karI Atmika zuddhithI paramArthika siddhine prApta karatA jAya che. aho! vAraMvAra aho! zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunA A apUrva tathA utkRSTa ane advitIya puruSArthanuM nirmANa na hota to koI kALe rucaka pradezonI aMtaramona AjJA azuddha pradezo sudhI pahoMcI zakata nahi, ane dharmanuM sanAtanapaNuM tathA maMgalapaNuM siddha thaI zakata nahi. zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunA A upakAra prati yogya vinaya tathA ahobhAva darzAvavA mATe namaskAra mahAmaMtramAM yogya rIte ja zrI arihaMtaprabhunuM sthAna agratAe rahyuM che, arthAt prathama ja mUkAyuM che. zrI arihaMtaprabhu prerita kevaLIgamya pradezonAM AjJAbhAva tathA puruSArtha ApaNe jANyAM, tathA samajyA. evA kRpALu paMcaparameSTi prabhunA upakAra mATe ApaNe temanA sadAkALanA RNI banatA hovAthI temanI pAse mastaka jhUkI paDe che. temanA te puruSArtha tathA AjJAbhAvamAM eka atigupta tathA AzcaryakAraka anya bhAva samAyelo che, je bhAva anya azuddha pradezone kevaLIgamya samAna zuddha banAve che ane chevaTamAM rucakapradeza samAna banAvI sAdi anaMtakALa mATe sthira banAve che. A puruSArtha tathA AjJAbhAvane samajavA mATe zrI tIrthaMkara prabhu nAmakarma bAMdhyAM pachI chaThThA sAtamA guNasthAne chadmastha avasthAmAM je puruSArtha kare che teno vicAra karavAthI A ati rahasyamaya guphAmAM praveza karavAnuM kAra ApaNane maLI jAya che. tIrthakara nAmakarma bAMdhyA pachI te dhruvabaMdhI thAya che; tethI zrI prabhuno jIva nAmakarma bAMdhyAM pachI lokakalyANanI bhAvanA satata nirmAnIpaNe tathA AjJAdhInapaNe taratamatAthI karato rahe che. lokakalyANanI temanI bhAvanA taratamatAvALI hovA chatAM satata rahenArI hoya che. A dazAno vicAra karatAM prazna AvI jAya che ke e kALamAM prabhunA jIvane mAna sahitanA sarva kaSAyo udayagata tathA sattAgata 189

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha rUpe rahelA hovA chatAM te kaSAyo emanI A dhuvabaMdhI bhAvanAmAM kalyANabhAvane zA kAraNathI dUSita karI zakatA nathI? AvI siddhi AvavA pAchaLa emanA puruSArthamAM evuM te kayuM apUrvapaNuM samAyeluM che? zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMta emanA jJAnathI sabhara AjJAnA mahAsAgaramAMthI spaSTa samajaNa ApaNane Ape che. ApaNe jANIe chIe tyAM sudhI zrI tIrthakara bhagavAnanA jIvane chellA janmamAM koI pratyakSa saguru hotA nathI. tema chatAM nAmakarma bAMdhyA pahelAnA amuka samayathI zarU karI, nAmakarma bAMdhyAM pachI satata rahevAvALo emano e bhAva hoya che ke paMcaparameSTi prabhu mArA guru che ane emanI AjJAnuM pAlana karavuM e mArA jIvanano dhuvakAMTo che. AvA bhAvane kAraNe temanA puruSArthamAM sahajatAe dharmanAM sanAtanapaNAnAM ane dharmanAM maMgalapaNAnA bhAva samAnapaNe vaNAya che. vaLI, A bhAvanuM vedana karavAthI emanI vartanA tathA kalyANabhAvamAM vItarAgatA sAthe maMgalapremanI bhAvanA paNa gUMthAya che. A apUrva temaja alaukika mizraNane zrI prabhu 'arihaMta vItarAgatA" tarIke oLakhAve che. A mizraNa emane dharmanAM sanAtanapaNAnA bhAvathI vItarAgatAnuM pAna karAve che, ane dharmanAM maMgalapaNAnA bhAvathI maMgala premanI bhAvanAnuM pAna karAve che. AvI bhAvanA tathA Avo puruSArtha kevaLIgamya pradezo satata rAkhe che. azuddha pradezo jyAre kalyANabhAva karatI vakhate Avo bhAva vede che tyAre rucaka pradezo taraphathI kevaLIgamya pradezone mAnarahitapaNuM Ape evuM kavaca azuddha pradezo mATe maLe che. A azuddha pradezo jema jema dharmanAM sanAtanapaNA tathA maMgalapaNAnI bhAvanA vadhAratA jAya che tema tema kevaLIgamya pradezo kSapaka zreNinAM sucaka pradezonAM sthAna pramANe thatA jAya che. A kArya jyAre pUrNatAe pahoMce che tyAre azuddha pradezo e bhAvane ati utkRSTapaNe vede che. jethI emanAM vartuLamAM UMDo khAlIpo (vacuum) sarjAya che, ane e vakhate kevaLIgamya pradezomAMthI e kavaca jorathI chUTe che ane azuddha pradezo para dhruvapaNe chavAI jAya che. azuddha pradezo emanA bhAvanI utkRSTatAne kAraNe je kavacanI bhAvanA che tene lokamAM prasarAve che. pariNAme lokanAM sarva 19O

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zrI kevaLa prabhuno sAtha jIvone eka samayanI zAtA maLe che. AvI ja abhuta prakriyA bIjI cha vakhata prabhunAM jIvanamAM thAya che, jemAnA pAMca vakhata kalyANaka rUpe oLakhAya che. A vAta vicAravA yogya che. azuddha pradezo A prakriyA thayA pachI kevaLIgamya pradezo sAthe setu bAMdhe che. tethI teo jeTalA aMze dharmanuM sanAtanapaNuM vede che teTalA aMze emane dharmanAM maMgalapaNAnI bheTa kevaLIgamya pradezo pAsethI maLe che. ane jeTalA aMze teo dharmanAM maMgalapaNAnI bhAvanA vede che eTalA aMze emane dharmanAM sanAtanapaNAnI bhAvanA bheTarUpe maLe che. ane jyAre teo baMne bhAvane utkRSTapaNe vede che tyAre temane baMnenI bheTa ekIsAthe kevaLIgamya pradezo pAsethI maLe che. A bhAvanAne kevI rIte azuddha pradezomAM upajAvavI tenuM rahasya AnaMdaghana covIzInA pratyeka padanI chellI kaDImAM kramathI mUkAyela che. teno UMDANathI vicAra karI, zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhu pAsethI tenI samajaNa ApaNe laIe. prathama tIrthakara zrI AdinAtha prabhunI stuti karatI vakhate zrI AnaMdaghanajIe chellI kaDI A pramANe mUkI che, - citta prasane re, pUjana phala kahyuM re, pUjA akhaMDita eha, kapaTa rahita thaI Atama arapaNA re, AnaMdaghana pada reha. RSabha (1) A pahelA stavanamAM zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAje dunyavI prema ane prabhuprema vacceno taphAvata spaSTa karyo che. dunyavI premanI kSaNikatA tathA nirarthakatA samajAvI, teoe jaNAvyuM che ke zrI tIrthaMkara prabhumAM prIti karavAthI, temanA alaukika guNothI AkarSAI jIva temanI pUjA karavA prerAya che, ane tenAM phaLarUpe kALa vahetAM zAzvata, niraMtara, avinAzI premanI prApti karI zake che. ahobhAvathI karelI prabhunI pUjA jIvanAM cittane prasannatA ApI jAya che, ane 191

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha cittaprasannatAvALI pUjA e ja sAcI, khaMDarahita, vibhAga rahitanI sAcI pUjA che. chaLakapaTa AdithI rahita thaI arthAt saMsArIbhAva tyAgI prabhunA kalyANabhAvane je jIva svIkAre che, eTale ke prabhune potAno AtmA zuddha karavAnI icchAthI soMpe che tene AnaMdaghanapada (AtmAnuM AnaMdamaya sthAna) meLavavA mATenI rekhA (prAthamika kAraNa) maLI jAya che. bIjI rIte kahIe to vartatA mithyAtvane dabAvI prabhune arpaNatA karavAmAM Ave to jIvane mokSa meLavavAno sAco ane uttama upAya prApta thAya che. ane te pachI mokSa mATenAM eka pachI eka sopAna te meLavI zake che. mokSa meLavavA mATenI sauthI pahelI Adhyatmika siddhi te jIva mATe aMtaravRttisparza che. temAM eka samaya mATe jIva zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunAM kalyANabhAvanAM paramANuno Azraya karI potAnAM mithyAtvanA udayane toDI AtmasvarUpanI zAMtinuM vedana kare che. A samaya mATe jIva potAnA saMsArIbhAva tathA saMsAranI Asaktino tyAga karI, svasvabhAvanuM vedana kare che. tenAM phaLarUpe jIva AnaMdaghanapada arthAt mokSa meLavavAnI pahelI lakIra - rekhA meLavI potAnuM abhavIpaNuM TALI bhavIpaNuM pragaTa kare che. A prakriyA thavAmAM zrI tIrthakara prabhuno sAtha kevo adbhuta hoya che tenI jANakArI ApaNane A kaDImAMthI prApta thAya che. jIvane jyAre uttama sAthe joDAvAnI bhAvanA jAge che tyAre prabhunuM smaraNa karavAmAM khUba AnaMda Ave che. ane mokSa meLavavA mATenI A gupta cAvInI jANakArI maLatAM jIvathI prabhunI sAcI pUjA thAya che. ane A pUjAthI tene uttarottara vizeSa cittaprasannatA arthAt AtmAnA AnaMdanI prApti thatI jAya che. jIva prabhunI pUjA kare che, tenAM phaLarUpe tene je cittanI prasannatA Ave che, te dharmanuM maMgalapaNuM sUcave che, ane prabhune AtmAnI arpaNatA karavAnA bhAva tenAmAM prasare che te dharmanAM sanAtanapaNAne biradAve che. jo dharma sanAtana na hoya to, nitya evA AtmAno arpaNabhAva kevI rIte zakya bane? 192

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zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha kALalabdhi lahI, paMtha nihALazuM re, e AzA avalaMba, e jana jIve re jinajI! jANajo re, AnaMdaghana mata aMba, paMthaDo. (2) bIjA zrI ajItanAtha jina stavanamAM zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja jaNAve che ke carmacakSue je dekhAya tene ja sAcuM mAnI AkhuM jagata mArga meLavavAmAM bhUlAvAmAM paDayuM che. te mATe to sAcI AMtaradaSTinI jarUriyAta che. A dRSTi khIlavAnI zarUAta aMtaravRttisparza thayA pachIthI thAya che. ane te mATe prabhunA sAthanI ghaNI jarUriyAta rahe che, tethI A stavananI aMtima kaDImAM teo kahe che ke kALalabdhi lahI arthAtu kALa pAkavArUpa prApti karyA pachI eTale ke udayakALa Avaze tyAre ame tamAro paMtha - sAco mokSamArga jarUrathI joI zakIzuM evI AzAnuM amane avalaMbana che. A avalaMbananA AdhArathI ja amane vizvAsa che ke AnaMdanA ghanarUpa AtmAne meLavavAno prayatna karavAthI ja A jIva saMsAramAM jIvI zakavAno che. to he prabhu! amArA mATenI A satya hakIkata tame jANajo. - zrI ajItanAtha prabhunI stutinI A chellI kaDImAM eka suMdara siddhAMta zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAje mUkelo jaNAya che. eka samaya mATe dehAtmAnI bhinnatA anubhavyA pachI jyAre jyAre kALalabdhi pAke che, arthAt upAdAna ane nimittano suyoga thAya che, tyAre tyAre jIva dehAtmAnI bhinnatA anubhavavAmAM vikAsa kare che. ane eka samayanI dehAtmAnI bhinnatA tethI vizeSa samayanI bhinnatAmAM pariNamati jAya che. A bhinnatAnA samayamAM vardhamAnatA thavI te ja sAco mokSamArga che. A sAcA mArganI jIvane anubhUti thavAnI ja che e zraddhAnAM avalaMbanathI to te jIva potAnI pAtratA vadhArI yogya nimittane meLavavA bhAgyazALI thAya che. maLelA e nimittano sadupayoga karI jIva ATha samaya mATe dehAtmAnI bhinnatA anubhavI zake che tyAre tene nizcayathI vyavahAra 193

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha samakitanI prApti thAya che. ahIM sudhI vikAsa karavA zrI tIrthaMkara prabhuno sAtha anivArya hovAthI ApaNe samajI zakIe chIe ke prabhunA sAthanI AzAthI ja jIva prAraMbhika vikAsa karavA jIvato hoya che. A padamAM jyAre kALa pAkaze tyAre mane dharmamArga jovA maLaze e jIvanuM zraddhAna dharmanuM sanAtanapaNuM darzAve che; kALa niravadhi che to dharma paNa niravadhI arthAt sanAtana bane che. A dharmamArga meLavavAnI adamya icchAthI ja jIva jIvana jIve che e hakIkata dharmanuM maMgalapaNuM pragaTa kare che. mugdha "sugama" karI sevana Adare, re sevana agama anUpa, dejo kadAcita sevaka yAcanA re, AnaMdaghana rasarUpa. saMbhava. (3) je AzAnAM avalaMbanathI jIva mokSapaMthamAM vicaravAnA bhAva kare che, tenAM phaLarUpe te jIva prabhunI sevA to Adare che, zarU kare che, ane te sevAne saraLa tathA sugama mAnIne zarU karI hovAne lIdhe sevAnA bheda rahasyonI sAcI jANakArI tene hotI nathI, tenuM sAcuM mahattva paNa tenI jANamAM AvatuM nathI, AthI sevAnAM phaLarUpe jIvamAM je abhayapaNuM, adveSapaNuM tathA akhedapaNuM AvavAM joIe te pUratA pramANamAM pragaTatAM nathI. eTale tene ghaNIvAra pariNAmanI ciMcaLatAne kAraNe bhaya anubhavAya che, arucikara prasaMga banatAM dveSabhAva jAge che ane prabhune bhajatAM thAka lAgI javAthI kheda vedAya che. te bhaya, dveSa tathA kheda jIvane zaramAvartamAM, carama yathApravRttikaraNamAM ane bhavyatA pUrI pAke tyAre ghaTI kSaya thatAM jAya che. Ama trIjA saMbhavajina stavanamAM samajAvI zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja aMtima kaDImAM spaSTa kare che ke prabhunI sevA to agama arthAt sahelAIthI na samajAya tevI anUpa eTale jene upamA paNa ApI na zakAya tevI uttama che. tethI bhavaparipAka thaye ja tenuM mahattva jIvane samajAya che. A mahattva potAne samajAyuM hovAthI teo zrI prabhune vinaMti 194

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zrI kevaLa prabhuno sAtha kare che ke, "prabhu! A sevakanI mAMgaNI che ke koIka divasa A sevA ApI, mane AnaMdanA ghaTTa rasarUpa karajo, eTale ke AnaMdanA sAgaramAM mane mazagula banAvajo." jIvane AtmArthe vikAsa karavA mATe pratyeka pagale zrI prabhunI ke puruSanI sahAyanI jarUra paDe ja che. paraMtu aNasamaju jIvane teno lakSa raheto na hovAthI, te potAnI svacchaMdI rIte varte prabhunI sevA svacchede ja zarU kare che, tethI te kyAMka ne kyAMka bhekhaDe bharAI potAno saMsAra vadhArI nAkhe che. AvI durghaTanAthI bacavA jIve prabhunI yathArtha sahAya meLavavI jarUrI bane che. ATha samaya mATe dehAtmAnI bhinnatA anubhavyA pachIthI, eTale nizcayathI vyavahAra samakita meLavyA pachIthI AgaLa vadhavA mATe jIvane anya uttama AtmAnI sahAyanI jarUra rahe che, ane te mATe kevaLIgamya pradezo meLavavA Avazyaka bane che. kevaLIgamya pradezo meLavyA vinA jIva koI paNa saMjogomAM asaMkhyAta samayathI vadhAre samayanI dehAtmAnI bhinnatA anubhavI zakato nathI, eTaluM ja nahi paNa, te kevaLIprabhu tathA anya sapuruSonI sahAya paNa pAmI zakato nathI. A rahasyanI jANakArIne lIdhe zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja trIjA stavananI aMtima kaDImAM kevaLIgamya pradezo meLavavAnI yAcanA "agama ane anUpa sevA meLavavAnI vinaMti dvArA prabhu pAse gupta rIte kare che. sAcI sevA karI, e kALa mATe AjJAdhIna thaI kevaLIgamya pradezo meLavyA pachIthI ja thato vikAsa mAgI pUrNa zudhdha thavA sudhInI vinaMti teo zrI prabhune khUba ja vinamratAthI kare che. dharmathI maLatA lAbhono paricaya thavAthI, arthAt dharmanuM maMgalapaNuM samajAtuM jatuM hovAthI jIva, prabhunI je sevA agama ane anupama gaNAya che te sevA sugama ane sahelI anubhavIne zarU kare che, A pratIti dharmanAM maMgalapaNAne abhivyakti Ape che. A to sAmAnya samajanI vAta che ke potAne je ayogya lAge te karavA jIva taiyAra hoto nathI, taiyAra thato nathI. AthI jIvane jyAre prabhunI sevA karavAmAM kalyANa jaNAya che tyAre ja te sevAne sugama anubhavI zarU 195

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha kare che. vaLI, jyAre jIvamAM pAtratA Ave tyAre A sevA karavAnI taka ApavA jIva prabhune vinave che, temAM dharmanuM sanAtanapaNuM samAyeluM jovA maLe che. tarasa na Ave to maraNa jIvana taNo, sIjhe jo darisaNa kAja, darisaNa durlabha, sulabha kRpA thakI, AnaMdaghana mahArAja. abhinaMdana (4) prabhunI sevA karavAnA bhAva vadhyA pachI, jIvane temanAM darzana karI pAvana thavAnA bhAva jAge che. ane teno puruSArtha karatAM tene samajAya che ke prabhunAM darzana pAmavA e durlabha kArya che. emanAM darzana pAmavAmAM jIvano mAnabhAva, vAdavivAda, uttama puruSano saMga nahi Adi ghaNAM vighno naDatAM hoya che. paraMtu te ghAti DuMgaro vaTAvI jo koI prabhunAM darzana pAme to pachI tene jIvana ke mRtyu trAsarUpa lAgatuM nathI, bIjI rIte kahIe to prabhunAM darzana karavAnI icchA pUrNa thAya to tene jIvana ke mRtyuthI thato trAsa bhogavavAno raheto nathI; kemake amuka kALa pachI te jIvanamRtyunAM cakramAMthI bahAra nIkaLI jAya che. jo ke prabhunAM darzana thavAM ghaNAM ghaNAM durlabha hovA chatAM, AnaMdanA jaththArUpa evA temanI kRpA thAya to e darzana eTalAM ja sulabha ane sahaja paNa che. Ama zrI AnaMdaghanajI cothA zrI abhinaMdana svAmInA stavananI chellI kaDImAM jaNAve che. sAmAnyapaNe jIva asaMkhyAta samayanI dehAtmAnI bhinnatA anubhavavA sudhImAM kevaLIgamya pradezo meLavI leto hoya che; ane te pachIthI te jIva zrI kevaLIprabhu uparAMta uttama sapuruSono sAtha vizeSa vikAsa karavA mATe pAmI zake che. sapuruSa sadehe hoya che, paNa temanAM chadmasthapaNAne kAraNe jIvane tenI oLakha sAmAnyapaNe sahelAIthI thatI nathI. jo tene prabhunI kRpA hoya ane tenI chUTavAnI tAlAvelI baLavAna hoya to te jIva satparuSane AMtarasUjhathI oLakhI 196

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zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha le che; Ama tenI prabhunAM tathA sapuruSanAM darzana karavAnI jhaMkhanA sahelAIthI pUrI thAya che. AvA AptapuruSanI sahAyathI pote jANapaNA sAthe AtmasvarUpane anubhave tyAM sudhIno vikAsa karI zake che. jyAre jyAre te jIvane zrI prabhu tathA zrI satparuSano pratyakSa yoga thAya tyAre tyAre temanI sahAyathI tenI dehAtmAnI bhinnatA anubhavavAno samaya vadhato jAya che. zrI prabhu ke satparuSanA uttama yogamAM te jIvanA kevaLIgamya pradezone khUba vIrya maLe che, ane te vIrya te azudhdha pradezone phALavI zudhdha thavAnI atyaMta upakArI preraNA ApI zake che, azudhdha pradezo e maLelA vIryano lAbha laI potAnI dehAsakti ghaTADI zuddhi vadhAre che, ane e jIva pahelA karatA vizeSa kALa mATe dehathI alipta banI zake che. A rIte vikAsa karI jIva pAMca miniTa sudhI dehathI alipta rahI zakavAnI siddhi meLavI zake che. pAMca miniTanI zUnyatA sudhI pahoMce tyAre te jIvane upazama samakita thayuM kahevAya che, ane tenuM ghaNuM mahattva che. pAMca miniTanI zUnyatA sudhI pahoMcavA mATe jIvane AptapuruSanA pratyakSa sAthanI jarUra paDe che, paNa upazama samakita thayA pachI jIva AptapuruSanA parokSa sAthathI paNa vikAsa sAdhI zake tevo samartha thaI jAya che. A gUDha rahasyane zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAje uparanI kaDImAM khUbIthI gUMthI lIdheluM jovA maLe che. pAMca miniTe pahoMcyA pachI zrI prabhu sAdhakanA hRdayamAM birAjI jAya che ema gaNIe to prabhunI kRpAthI temanAM darzana keTalAM sulabha che tenuM rahasya samajAI jAya. prabhunI bhAvathI sevA karavAno abhilASa pUrNa thAya che tene prabhunAM darzananI icchA paNa pUrI thAya che. prabhunAM darzana karavAthI te jIvane jIvana ke mRtyuno trAsa lAgato nathI; A anubhUtimAM dharmanAM maMgalapaNAno tathA sanAtanapaNAno samAveza thaI jAya che, kemake prabhunAM darzana karavAM ati ati durlabha hovA chatAM temanI ja kRpAthI te darzana sAva sulabha thaI jAya che. darzananI durlabhatAmAM dharmanuM sanAtanapaNuM vyakta thAya che, ane kRpAthI thatI darzananI sulabhatAmAM dharmanuM maMgalapaNuM abhivyakti pAme che. 197

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha Atama arapaNa vastu vicAratAM bharama TaLe mati doSa sujJAni! parama padAratha saMpatti saMpaje AnaMdaghana rasa poSa sujJAni! sumati (5) upazama samakita pAmyA pachI jIvanAM hRdayamAM prabhu padhAryA hovAthI tenI mati savaLI thatI jAya che, ane te bahirAtmAmAMthI aMtarAtmA thato jAya che, je chevaTamAM paramAtmA thAya che. A traNa prakAranAM AtmAnuM svarUpa samajAvI, zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja pAMcamA sumatinAtha jina stavanamAM chellI kaDImAM jaNAve che ke AtmasamarpaNanAM rahasyano vicAra karavAthI eTale ke prabhunI icchAne AdhIna thavAnI icchA karavAthI, buddhinI bhramaNA - jIvano ajJAnarUpI doSa TaLI jAya che, ane chevaTamAM parama padArthanI saMpatti jene mokSa kahIe chIe te prApta thAya che. A saMpatti AnaMdanA samUhathI bharapUra rasanuM poSaNa karanAra che. Avo adbhuta mahimA che prabhunA sAnidhyamAM rahI AtmAne zudhdha karatA javAno. ' upazama samakitanAM paDachAmAM jIvane svataMtra puruSArtha karavAnI zaktino AraMbha thavAthI te potAnI icchAe prabhunI marajIthI cAlavAno prayatna zarU karI zake che. A hakIkatanA anubhavathI te jIvane prabhunA kalyANabhAva levAnI icchA thAya che, ane temAMthI prabhunI icchAnusAra cAlavAthI jIvane kyA ane keTalA phAyadA thAya che tenI samaja vadhatI jAya che. prabhunI icchAne mAna ApavuM eTale temane AtmAnI arpaNatA karavI, A arpaNatA mATe judA judA dRSTikoNathI vicAravAthI jIvane "saMsAramAM sukha che evo je bhrama vartato hato te TaLavA lAge che, AtmAnuM svAdhIna sukha thoDA kALa mATe paNa samajapUrvaka anubhavAtuM hovAthI, saMsArasukha karatAM AtmasukhanI zreSThatA che te tene anubhavagamya bane che. nijasukhanI anubhUtinA kAraNe tenAmAM pravartato buddhinI viparItatAno doSa TaLavA lAge che, saMsAra ja sukhanuM nimitta che e bhrama bhAMgato jAya che. 198

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zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha pariNAme e mArge vizeSa AgaLa vadhatAM jIvane paramapadArthanI arthAt AtmAnI saMpatti-dhana prApta thAya che. AtmAnI A saMpadA AnaMdanA samUhathI bharapUra evA rasanuM poSaNa karanAra che ema jaNAvI zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja prabhu pratinA uttama premane biradAve che. zrI tIrthaMkaraprabhu tathA kevaLIprabhunI sahAyathI jIva asaMkhyasamaya sudhInI dehAtmAnI bhinnatA vede che, te pachIthI chadmastha evA sapuruSanI sahAya tene vikAsamAM upakArI thAya che; ane te pratyakSa sahAyathI upazama samakita pAmavA sudhIno vikAsa kare che. A vikAsa daramyAna "saMsAramAM ja sukha che' tevI tenI mAnyatAnuM nirasana thavA lAge che, matinA anya doSo paNa kSINa thavAnI zarUAta thAya che. jema jema doSa ghaTatAM jAya tema tema te jIvane AtmArthe puruSArtha vadhAravA mATe zakti ane mati vadhatAM jAya che. pariNAme te bAhya sahAyanA nimittano AdhAra ghaTADato jAya che. Ama te dharmadhyAnanI pAMca miniTe pahoMce tyArathI potAnI avaLI mati savaLI karato jAya che. tenI kumati sumatimAM palaTAtI jAya che, ane paramapadArtha mokSa pAmavAnI pAtratA tathA puruSArtha vadhatAM jAya che. prabhunAM darzana karI temane hRdayamAM birAjamAna karavAthI jIvanI avaLI mati savaLI thatI jAya che. ane teno "huM deha chuM' e bhama TaLato jAya che. pote AtmA che te satya samajaNa jIvane dharmanuM maMgalapaNuM batAve che. ane samajaNanI zuddhi karatAM karatAM parama padArtha - mokSanI prApti thAya che. mokSa to zAzvata che, tenI prApti thatAM dharmanuM sanAtanapaNuM UDIne AMkhe Ave che. tuja muja aMtara aMtara bhAMjaze re, vAjaze maMgala tUra, jIva sarovara atizaya vAdhaze re, AnaMdaghana rasapUra. padmaprabha jina (6) 199

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha upazama samakita pAmyA pachI hRdayastha zrI prabhunI preraNAthI jIvane tenI ane prabhunI avasthA vacce rahelA aMtaranuM sabhAnapaNuM Ave che. potAnI saMsArIdazA tathA prabhunI pUrNa vItarAgI dazA vacceno taphAvata tene spaSTa thato jAya che. ane tenAM kAraNamAM rahelA karmonA utpAtane dUra karavAnI icchA jAgavA lAge che. te mATe prabhunI icchAnusAra vartavAnI sumati tene madadagAra thAya che, tethI te zraddhAnapUrvaka prabhune kahe che ke, "he prabhu! A mArge cAlavAthI mArA ane tamArA aMtaraMga vacce raheluM aMtara (judApaNuM) jarUra bhAMgI jaze. e aMtara kSINa thaI jatAM vijayanA mAMgalika vAjAM (tUra) vAgavA lAgaze ane te vakhate jIvarUpI sarovara pUrNa svaccha thaI AnaMdanA bhaMDArarUpa rasanA pUrathI bharAI jaze'. Ama zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja chaThThA zrI padmaprabhu jina stavananI chellI kaDImAM AzAthI bharapUra umaMga vyakta kare che. A kaDIno gUDhArtha ApaNe A prakAre vicArI zakIe. jIvane ATha rucaka pradezanA sAthamAM ATha kevaLIgamya pradezo maLe che tyArathI teno AtmArthe vikAsa jaladIthI thaI zake che, kemake jIvane pUrNa zudhdha cakapradeza ane asaMkhya azudhdha pradezone sAMdhanArI kaDIrUpa ATha kevaLIgamya pradeza AvatAM teo be chevaTanI avasthAnA pradezonuM joDANa zakya bane che. jIvanAM azudhdha pradezo kevaLIgamya pradezono sAtha laI, teno Adeza mAnya karI, rucakapradezanI pUrNa zudhdhatAnA Adarzane svIkArI potAnI zudhdhatA vadhAravA lAge che. pariNAme azudhdha pradezo parano mela ocho thavA lAge che, tenI zudhdha thavAnI prakriyA svataMtra rIte thavA lAge che. A che kevaLIgamya pradezono mukhya phALo. Ama zrI prabhunA sAtha uparAMta jIvano potAno puruSArtha sabhAnapaNe sakriya thavAthI tenAmAM vizvAsa jAge che ke bhagavAna ane potA vacce je ghaNuM ghaNuM asamAnapaNuM hatuM, baMne vacce khUba moTuM aMtara hatuM te maLelA mArge cAlavAthI kramathI ghaTatuM javAnuM che. ane krame krame pratyeka pradezanI zuddhi vadhatI javAnI che. jema jema zuddhi vadhaze tema tema kalyANa thavAnAM vAjAM vAgavAM lAgavAnAM che. pariNAme jIvarUpI 2OO

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zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha sarova2 e kalyANanAM rasanAM pUrathI bharAI jaI jIvane aMtamAM AnaMdano ghana banAvI deze. Ama A kaDImAM kevaLIgamya pradezanA sAthathI jIvane kevA uttama svarUpanI prApti thavAnI che tenuM citra zrI AnaMdaghanajIe saraLa zabdomAM aMkita karyuM che. jIvanI avaLI ti jema jema savaLI thatI jAya che tema tema tene potA ane prabhu vacce rahelAM masamoTA aMtarano lakSa Ave che, sAthe sAthe tene samajAya che ke puruSArtha karavAthI A aMtara kSINa thaze ane prabhu sAthe tenI ekatA sadhAI jaze. prabhu sAthe eka thavAthI je AnaMdanI bharatI jIvane anubhavavA maLe che temAM dharmanuM maMgalapaNuM anubhavAya che. vaLI, prabhu sAthe ekatA thavAthI jIvanAM premasarovaramAM pUrNAnaMdanI bharatI AvI tene kAyamI banAve che, e bInAmAM dharmanuM sanAtanapaNuM raheluM jovA maLe che. ema aneka abhidhA dhare, anubhava gamya vicAra, lalanA te jANe tehane kare AnaMdaghana avatAra, lalanA. zrI supArzva (7) sAtamA zrI supArzva jinanI stuti karatAM zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja jaNAve che ke A prabhu jagatamAM pravartatA sAta mahAbhayane TALanArA che, Atmika sukha tathA saMpatti ApanArA che. tethI temanI sAcA bhAvathI sevA karavAthI teo bhavasAgara taravA mATe uttama setu banI rahe che. Ama jaNAvI prabhunI sevA karavA jIvane khUba utsAhIta kare che. sevA karatAM prabhunA aneka guNono paricaya jIvane thAya che, ane tene lIdhe prabhue dhAraNa karelAM aneka nAmonI sArthakatA paNa tene samajAtI jAya che. prabhu A jagatamAM ziva, zaMkara, jagadIzvara, cidAnaMda, bhagavAna, jina, arihA, tIrthaMkara, jyotisvarUpa, alakha niraMjana, abhayadAna dAtA, parama puruSa, paramAtmA, vidhi, viraMci, vidhvaMbhara, hRSikeza, 201

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha Adi vividha nAme oLakhAya che, jemAM temanA koI ne koI guNanuM pratibiMba jovA maLe che. AvA vividha nAmono ullekha karI chellI kaDImAM teo jaNAve che ke aneka guNonA dhAraka prabhu aneka nAmathI oLakhAya che; arthAt teo aneka nAmo dhAraNa karanAra che. A badhA nAmonA artha je jIva anubhavathI jANe che te jIvane e artha AnaMdaghanano avatAra (prabhusvarUpa) kare che. A kaDImAM zrI AnaMdaghanajIe 'sarva guNAMza te samyaktva' e ukti ADakatarI rIte samajAvI che. jIvane jyAre kSayopazama samita thAya che tyAre tene zudhdhAtmAnA pratyeka guNonA aMzano anubhava thAya che. e AMzika anubhava kALe karIne pUrNatAmAM pariName che; kAraNa ke jene samyaktva thAya teno avazya mokSa thAya ja evo niyama che. Ama A paMktiomAM, prabhunAM aneka nAmono mahimA jene anubhavathI samajAya che, tene e anubhava pUrNatA sudhI laI jAya che evo nizcaya darzAvI, samyakzAna prApta karavAno mahimA gUDha rIte samajAvyo che. bIjI rIte vicArIe to kahI zakAya ke je jIva samyajJAna prApta kare che te jIvane prabhunA samagna guNono AMzika paricaya pragaTa thAya che. aMze anubhavAyelA e guNo te jIvane pUrNatAe pahoMcADavA sakSama banI, jIvane e mATe puruSArtha kare che. tenAM phaLarUpe jIva chevaTamAM pUrNatA prApta kare che. A rIte A paMktiomAM kevaLIgamya pradezonA sAthathI, jIvanA azudhdha pradezo upazama samitamAMthI kSayopazama samakita sudhI vikAsa kare che tyAre kevA kevA anubhavamAMthI pasAra thAya che tenuM varNana jovA maLe che. azudhdha pradezo potAnI najIkamAM rahelA kevaLIgamya pradezonAM zAMti, AnaMda, sthiratA Adi joI tenA jevA thavAnA bhAva kare che. tethI teo potAnI zakti pramANe kevaLIgamya pradezonuM mArgadarzana svIkArI AcaraNa karI zudhdha thatA jAya che, ane samyajJAnI thavA sudhIno vikAsa kare che. 202

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zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha zrI prabhu ziva, zaMkara, jagannAtha Adi aneka nAmothI oLakhAya che, ane temanAM pratyeka nAmamAMthI temano koI ne koI guNa jANavAmAM Ave che. A nAmonA savistAra artha jANavAthI jIvane dharmanAM vyApakapaNAnI tathA maMgalapaNAnI pratIti thavA lAge che. jyAre te jIva samagra nAmonA arthano nicoDa anubhavathI prApta kare che, tyAre tene dharmanAM sanAtanapaNAnI anubhUti rahevA lAge che, ane jIva tenI madadathI AnaMdaghana svarUpa arthAt prabhusvarUpa bane che. preraka avasa2 jinavaru, sakhI. mohanIya kSaya jAya, sakhI kAmita pUraNa surataru sakhI, AnaMdaghana prabhu pAya, sakhI. caMdra (8) samyakzAna thavAnI sAthe ja jIvane samyagdarzana thAya che, ane tyAre tene mukhyatve prabhunAM Atmadarzana thatAM hoya che. A prabhunAM darzana evAM nirmaLa, zAtAkArI ane nayanaramya hoya che ke anya koI jagyAe e vakhate jIvanI dRSTi sthira thatI nathI. tenAmAM evA bhAva e vakhate ramatA hoya che ke ekeMdriyathI zarU karI asaMjJI paMcendriya dazAmAM to prabhunAM darzana karavAno koI ja avakAza hoto nathI, kemake mana vinA jIvamAM prabhune oLakhavAnI zakti rahetI nathI. vaLI, deva, tiryaMca, anArya manuSya vaccenA vAsamAM, aparyApta avasthAmAM paNa prabhunAM darzana thavAM durlabha durlabha che. Ama jinaprabhunAM darzana vinA jIvane pasAra thavuM paDayuM che, to have prabhunI sevA karI darzanano lAbha lIdhA karavo che evI bhAvanA zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAje AThamA zrI caMdraprabhunAM stavanamAM bhAvI che. sAthe sAthe darzana karavAnI utkaTa tAlAvelI pragaTa karI, chellI kaDImAM teo jaNAve che ke AnaMdanA bhaMDArarUpa zrI jinezvara prabhu jIvane AgaLa vadhavAmAM kharA avasare preraNA ApanArA bane che; tenAthI jIvanA mohano nAza thavA lAge che. AvA jinezvara prabhunAM caraNa kAmitapUraNa icchA pUrI karanAra daivI kalpavRkSa samAna che, ane AnaMdanA bhaMDArarUpa che. -- 203

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha samyakajJAna tathA samyakdarzana pragaTa thavAthI jIvanAM mithyAtva tathA anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya anudita rahI, sattAgata thaI jAya che. A kaSAyonA anudayane kAraNe jIvanI sAcI daSTi khIlavA lAge che, eTaluM ja nahi paNa, prabhunAM darzana karavAthI je zAMtinuM vadana thAya che, te zAMti anubhavAtAM AvAM darzana vAraMvAra karavAnI jijJAsA jIvamAM jAge che. pariNAme tenA azudhdha pradezo kevaLIgamya pradezonI AgevAnI svIkArI tene anusaravA taiyAra thatA jAya che. kevaLIgamya pradezo agresara banI azudhdha pradezone zudhdha thavA satata preraNA ApatA rahe che, te preraNAthI azudhdha pradezo potAne vartatA mohano vizeSa vizeSa kSaya karatA jAya che, ane jeno nAza na thaI zake tene dabAvatA jAya che. Ama kevaLIgamya pradezo azudhdha pradezone mATe AnaMdano bhaMDAra ApanAra kalpavRkSa samAna sAbita thAya che. A stavanamAM zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAje gupta rIte, chatAM spaSTapaNe samajAvyuM che ke kevaLIgamya pradezo azudhdha pradezonAM jJAna tathA darzana vizuddha karavAmAM ghaNo agatyano bhAga bhajave che. Atma pradezonI vizuddhi vadhavAthI tenAmAM kevaLIgamya pradezo mATeno ahobhAva ane AdarabhAva paNa vadhatA jAya che. ahIM chellI kaDImAM AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja jaNAve che ke prabhunAM caraNo kalpavRkSa samAna sadAya bhaktanI icchA pUrI karanAra che, Ama jaNAvI teo dharmanAM sanAtanapaNAne pragaTa kare che. sAthe sAthe je moha jIvane anAdikALathI karmanI kedamAM rAkhI saMsAramAM bhamAvyA kare che, te mohanA nAzanI icchA karavAmAM Ave to te icchA paNa prabhunAM caraNa pUrI kare che, e hakIkata dharmanAM maMgalapaNAnA vyApane prakAzita kare che. Ima pUjA bahu bheda suNIne sukhadAyaka zubha karaNI re, bhAvika jIva karaze, te laheze AnaMdaghana pada dharaNI re. suvidhi (9) 204

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zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha mithyAtva dabAtAM jIvanI sAcI dRSTi khIlatI jAya che, tethI tenA prabhu mATenA ahobhAva tathA pUjyabhAva, temanAM guNonuM AkarSaNa vadhatAM, vadhatA jAya che. bhagavAna prati ahobhAva vadhavAnA kAraNe jIva cAra prakAre temanI pUjA karato thAya che. e cAre prakAranI pUjAnI vidhi zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja navamA suvidhinAtha prabhunAM jIvanamAM varNave che. prabhunAM aMga para kesara, caMdana, akSata jevAM dravyo caDAvIne aMgapUjA kare che, prabhunAM aMga samIpa phUla, phaLa, dhUpa, dIpa, naivedya, jaLa Adi apane agapUjA kare che, ane caityavaMdana, caturvizatI stavana Adi dvArA bhAvapUjA paNa kare che. A traNa jAtanI pUjA jIva chaThThA sAtamA guNasthAna sudhI karato rahe che. ane tenAthI AgaLa vadhe tyAre prabhunI AjJAnuM yathArtha pAlana karavA rUpa te cothI pratipatti nAmanI pUjA paNa kare che. A pUjA jIvane mukhyatAe agyAramA, bAramA ane teramA guNasthAne varte che. A cAre prakAranI pUjA kevaLajJAnane bhogavanArA evA sarvajJaprabhue uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM batAvI che, ema zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja A stavanamAM spaSTa kare che. A cAre prakAranI pUjAnA ghaNA peTAbhedo che. te badhAne sAMbhaLIne tathA samajIne je potAnI karaNI, vartanA zubha kare che, te bhavyajIva AnaMdaghanapada - mokSanI dharatI laI zake che, le che, pAme che, ema teo A stavananI aMtima kaDImAM jaNAve che. sthULatAthI pUjAnuM varNana karavA dvArA AnaMdaghanajI mahArAje A navamA stavanamAM AgaLa vikAsa karavA mATe jIvanA azudhdha pradezoe kevaLIgamya pradezo pratinuM valaNa kevuM rAkhavuM joIe te guptapaNe ane sUkSmatAthI batAvyuM che. ApaNe jANIe chIe ke ATha racaka pradezonI bAjunA ATha azudhdha pradezo samaya pAkatAM kevaLIgamya pradezapaNuM pAmI kevaLa prabhunA pradezo samAna zudhdha thAya che. ane te kevaLIgamya pradezo tenI AjubAjunA pradezone preraNA ApI zudhdha karatA jAya che. A azudhdha pradezo pahelA kevaLIgamya pradezonA zAMti, 205

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha samatA, vItarAgatA Adi guNone oLakhavA lAge che, ane kevaLIgamya pradezo prati ahobhAva dharAvatA thAya che. A prakriyA e jIvathI karAtI aMgapUjArUpa che. zrI prabhunAM aMgone bhAvathI pUjavA te aMgapUjA che. e ja rIte zudhdha pradezonA guNone oLakhI te prati ahobhAva dharAvatA thavuM te AMtarika aMgapUjA che. prabhu pratinA bhAva vadhyA pachI potAnA ahobhAvanA pratikarUpa dhUpa, dIpa, agarabattI, phaLa, phUla Adi prabhu samakSa dharAvI, e padArthonA uttama guNo potAmAM Ave evI bhAvanA bhAvI jIva prabhunI ajhapUjA kare che. A pramANe jIvanA azudhdha pradezo kevaLIgamya pradezonA je guNo oLakhAyA che te potAmAM krame karIne pravezatA jAya, ane vizeSa vizeSa guNonI oLakha thatI jAya tevI bhAvanA bhAvI mithyAtva Adi doSone alpa karatA jaI agapUjA kare che. ethI AgaLa vadhe tyAre jIvane bAhya avalaMbananI jarUriyAta ochI thAya che tethI te stuti, stavana Adi dvArA manathI prabhunA guNone tavI bhAva pUjA kare che. A rItane anusarI azudhdha pradezo kevaLIgamya pradezonI AjJAmAM rahevAnA bhAva karI, AjJAmAM rahevAno stutya prayatna karI, svacchaMdane tyAgatA jaI bhAvapUjA AMtarika rIte Adare che, ane vadhAratA jAya che. aMtamAM jIva badhAM ja avalaMbanathI para banI 11, 12 ane 13mAM guNasthAne pratipatti pUjA kare che, jyAM te prabhunI AjJAnuM yathArthapaNe, eka samayanA paNa svacchaMda vinA pAlana kare che. A prakArathI azudhdha pradezo kevaLIgamya pradezonI pUjAmAM ekAkAra thaI jAya che, anya vicArAtmaka avalaMbanamAM jatA nathI, ane tethI bAhya tathA AMtara pUjAno bheda vilina thaI jAya che. A hetu spaSTa karatAM zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja A stavananI chellI kaDImAM kahe che ke pUjAnA AvA vividha bhedo sAMbhaLIne, je eka ekathI caDiyAtI pUjA karatA thAya che te bhavya jIva chevaTamAM AnaMdaghanapada - mokSa meLave che. jIva zrI sarvajJa vItarAga prabhunI pUjA cAra prakAre kare che, ane te dvArA te uttarottara potAnA AtmAnA guNo khIlavato jAya che, temAMthI tene dharmanAM 26

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zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha maMgalapaNAnAM sAnidhyano anubhava maLe che. A maMgalapaNAmAM jIvano vikAsa thatAM krame krame dharmanuM sanAtanapaNuM umerAtuM jAya che, ane jyAre jIva pratipatti pUjAmAM lIna thAya che tyAre tene dharmanAM sanAtanapaNAnuM sAcuM sAnidhya anubhavAya che, ane jIva AnaMdaghana padano bhoktA thAya che. ityAdika bahu bhaMga tribhaMgI, camatkAra citta detI, arija kArI, citravicitrA AnaMdaghana pada letI, zItala jina. (10) dazamA zrI zItalanAtha jina stavanamAM AnaMdaghanajI mahArAje prabhumAM jaNAtA aneka virodhI guNo syAdvAdazailIthI kevuM samAdhAna pAme che te varNavyuM che. ane e dvArA ekAMta rdaSTi sevavAthI jIvane kevI muMjhavaNa anubhavavI paDe te spaSTa karyuM che. Ama jIva jo zarUAtathI ja syAdavAdazailI svIkAre arthAt anekAMta dRSTino Azraya kare to tenI samajaNa khUba ja spaSTa thaI jAya che, ane bhogavavI paDatI aneka muzkelIothI bacI jAya che. syAdavAdazailI ke anekAMta dRSTi eTale je vastu je apekSAe jema che te apekSAe tema samajavI. mAtra eka ja apekSAno svIkAra na karatAM judI judI apekSAthI padArthano vicAra karavo te anekAMta dRSTi. ekAMta dRSTimAM javAthI anya apekSAe je satya hoya teno nakAra thAya che, ane jIvanAM jJAnanI khIlavaNImAM bAdhA utpanna thAya che. ahIM vividha rIte virodhI lAgatA guNo judI judI apekSAe yathArtha jaNAya che te samajAvI, A stavananI aMtima kaDImAM temaNe kahyuM che ke AvA bIjA paNa ghaNA bhAMgAvALI tribhaMgIo jIvanAM manamAM camatkAra utpanna kare che. te vividhatAvALI ane citravicitra hovAthI AzcaryakAraka lAge che, paraMtu tenuM samAdhAnakAraka syAdvAdazAna mokSa meLavavA mATe khUba upayogI hovAthI te tribhaMgIonuM samAdhAna mokSa ApanAra thAya che. 207

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha A kaDImAMthI gupta dhvani ApaNane e maLe che ke jema jema azudhdha pradezo kevaLIgamya pradezone AjJAdhIna thatA jAya che, tema tema te pradezone kevaLIgamya pradezo pAsethI Azcarya upajAve tevAM ghaNAM ghaNAM bhedarahasyo camatkArika rIte maLatAM jAya che; ane e bhedarahasyono yathArtha upayoga karI azudhdha pradezo potAnI zudhdhatA vadhAratA jAya che; ane chevaTamAM AnaMdaghananuM pada - mokSapada meLave che. sAthe sAthe ApaNI samajaNane spaSTatA Ave che ke mohano nAza zarU karavA sAthe jIve potAnAM jJAnanAM AvaraNo dUra karavAno, tene haThAvavAno prayatna karatA rahevo e paNa eTaluM ja jarUrI che. jJAnanAM AvaraNo jo haLavA na thAya to sAcI samajaNa ane samAdhAnanA abhAvanA kAraNe jIva sAco puruSArtha karI karmakaTi karavA samartha thaI zakato nathI. dravyathI ke bAhyathI jIva zrI sadguru pAsethI sAcI samajaNa ane jJAna meLave che to aMtaraMgathI ke bhAvathI jIvanAM azudhdha pradezo kevaLIgamya pradezo pAsethI sAcuM ane yogya anubhavamUlaka mArgadarzana meLave che; jeno AdhAra laI e azudhdha pradezo potAnI zuddhi vadhArI zake che. Ama mohano nAza karavA mATe jJAnAvaraNano nAza karavo keTalo upakArI che, te A stavanamAM samajAvyuM che. A uparAMta, zrI prabhumAM jovA maLatA vividha virodhAbhAsI guNo, syAdavAda zailIne anusaravAthI kevI rIte ekatA sAdhe che te samajaNane vicAravAthI ApaNane khyAla Ave che ke virodhAbhAsI guNo dharmanAM maMgalapaNAnI pratIti jIvane karAve che, ane te ja guNo syAdavAdazailIthI virodha TALI dharmanAM sanAtanapaNAne sthApe che. bIjI rIte kahIe to ekAMta dRSTi mAtra maMgalapaNAne vyakta kare che, tyAre anekAMtadaSTi tenI sAthe sanAtanapaNAne paNa sthApe che. adhyAtama je vastu vicArI, bIjA jANa labAsI re, vastugate te vastu prakAze, AnaMdaghanamata vAsI re. zrI zreyAMsa (11) 208

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zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha je jIva potAnAM jJAnanAM AvaraNa ghaTADI, Atmazuddhi karavA mATe ja dharma ArAdhana karato nathI, te indriyasukha meLavavAnA AzayathI dharma Acarato hovAnA kAraNe dravya adhyAtmI thAya che. paraMtu je munijana Atmazuddhine ja arthe potAnAM jJAnanAM AvaraNo kSINa karatAM karatAM dharma Acare che te niSkAmI jana bhAva adhyAtmI thAya che. prathama prakArano ArAdhaka cAra gatinI vRdhdhi pAme che, dvitIya prakArano ArAdhaka mokSa sAdhe che, evo sAra dazamA zrI zreyAMsanAtha jina stavanamAM samajAvI, jIvane bhAva adhyAtmI thavA preraNA Ape che, ane te vize A stavananI chellI kaDImAM zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja spaSTa kare che ke, je vastu vicArI hoya che. arthAt Atmazuddhi karavAnAM lakSathI vastuno (AtmAno) vicAra kare che te adhyAtmI kahevAya che. te sivAyanA bIjA badhAne lebAzI eTale ke mAtra vezadhArI gaNavAnA che. teo AtmArtha sAcI pragati karI zakatA nathI. paNa jeo vAstavika rIte vastuno - AtmAno prakAza karanArA che, jANakArI ApanArA che, teo adhyAtmamAM sthira hoya che, ane adhyAtmanA jANakAra hoya che; teo ja "AnaMdaghanamata vAsI che. pariNAme teo ja mokSamAM vAsa karavAnA adhikArI thAya che, bIjA koI AvI tAkAta dharAvanAra thatA nathI. A kathana dvArA zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAje eka sarasa sidhdhAMta ApaNane ADakatarI rIte samajAvyo che. jyAM sudhI jIva satpAtra AtmAnuM mArgadarzana meLavIne yogya mArge cAlato nathI, potAnA Atmika guNonI khIlavaNI karI vikasato nathI, tyAM sudhI te mokSa meLavavAno adhikArI thaI zakato nathI. ahIM, potAnI pAtratA keLavavI te mukhya bAbata che, ane tene sahAyakArI bAbata che yogya nimitta meLavavuM. yogya upAdAna tathA yogya nimitta kAryakArI thAya nahi tyAM sudhI jIvamAMthI ziva thavuM saMbhavatuM nathI. ane je jIvane A baMnenI yathArthatAe prApti thAya che te AnaMdaghanamata vAsI bane che. A ja bAbata jIvanA pradezo mATe paNa eTalI ja satya che. 209

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha azuddha pradezo zuddha thavAnI bhAvanA sevI, kevaLIgamya pradezo pAsethI kalyANabhAvanA yogya paramANuo meLavI tene sakriya kare nahi tyAM sudhI e azuddha pradezo zuddhi tarapha AgaLa vadhI zakatA nathI. AtmAmAM rahelA kevaLIgamya pradezonuM mukhya kArya che, rucaka pradezo pAsethI preraNA meLavI azudhdha pradezone zudhdha thavA mATe preraNA ApatA rahevAnuM. jIva upazama samakita ane kSayopazama samakita dhAraNa kare tyAra pachIthI A kArya vizeSatAe thaI zake che, kemake azudhdha pradezone zuddhinuM mahAbhya samajAtuM jatuM hoya che. kevaLIgamya pradezonI preraNAnA prabhAvathI e azudhdha pradezo, potA para ciTakelA mithyAtvanAM daLone TALavA sakriya thatA jAya che. A rIte jIvane mATe zudhdhi meLavavA mATe kevaLIgamya pradezono phALo avarNanIya che. azudhdha pradezomAM vartatA AvaraNane kAraNe satya grahaNa karavAnI zakti pramANamAM ochI hoya che, ane kevaLIgamya pradezo ghAtakarma rahita hovAnA kAraNe prabhue choDelAM kalyANanAM paramANuo ghaNI moTI mAtrAmAM grahaNa karI zake che. eTaluM ja nahi paNa, jarUrata pramANe e paramANuone teo azudhdha pradezone dAnamAM ApatA jAya che. Ama kevaLIgamya pradezo azudhdha pradezone satata zudhdha thavA mATe preraNA ApatA rahI temane satsaMgano mahimA anubhavAvatA rahe che. je bhAva adhyAtmI jIva che te sAcA ArAdhaka che, bAkInA badhA vezadhArI ArAdhaka che. jeo vAstavika rIte AtmAne prakAzanArA che teo adhyAtmamAM sthira hoya che; arthAt teo dharmanAM sanAtanapaNAne maMgalapaNAmAM umeranArA thAya che, anya ArAdhako dharmane bAhyathI AcaranArA hoya che, teo mAtra dharmanAM maMgalapaNAne jANIne, bAhyathI varte che ane saMsAranI vRddhi paNa kare che, kAraNa ke bAhyadRSTithI vartavAthI jIva saMsAranI zAtA meLavavAne dharma mAnI leto hoya che. paraMtu jeo AMtaradRSTi tarapha lakSa karatA jAya che teo dharmanAM sanAtanapaNAne anubhavI mokSanAM sukhane ja sAcuM sukha gaNe che ane mokSamArgamAM cAlanAra bane che. 210

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zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha AtamajJAnI zramaNa kahAve, bIjA to dravyaliMgI re, vastugate je vastu prakAze AnaMdaghana mata saMgI re. vAsu (12) bAramA zrI vAsupUjya jina stavananI chellI kaDImAM zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja jaNAve che ke je AtmajJAnI che - AtmAne satya svarUpe anubhavIne jANanAra che te ja zramaNa arthAt muni kahevAya. bIjA badhA to dravyaliMgI eTale ke bAhya vezadhArI ja gaNAya. je AtmAne yathArtha rIte prasiddha kare, arthAt AtmA jema che tema tenA svarUpane anubhavIne varNavI zake, bodha ApI zake te ja AnaMdaghanamata saMgI thAya che; AtmasvarUpanA jJAnanA dhAraka thAya che. bAkI bIjA badhA to mAtra kahevAtA munio ja rahe che, temanA thakI koI AtmArthe lAbha thaI zakato nathI. A kaDImAM zrI AnaMdaghanajI agyAramI kaDImAM batAvelA bhAvanuM vistRtikaraNa tathA sUkSmapaNuM rajU kare che, jenuM AcaraNa karI jIva zudhdha samakita meLavavAno stutya prayatna AdarI saphaLa thaI zake. A stavanamAM temaNe jaNAvyuM che ke muni AtmajJAnI eTale ke AtmAnAM svarUpane yathArtha jANanArA hovA joIe. AtmAnuM svarUpa nitya hovA chatAM te pariNAmI - pariNAma karavAvALo che. pote potAnAM svarUpanAM pariNAmono kartA hovAthI pariNAmI kahI zakAya. pariNAma eTale bhAva ane pariNAmI eTale bhAva karanAra. te jyAre vipariNAma karanAra thAya che tyAre tene karmarUpa pariNAma thAya ja, tethI tyAM jIva kartA banI karma kare che. eTale ke te vakhate jIvathI baMdhAtuM karma karmarUpa pariNAma bane che. jIvanAM kartAkarmapaNAnAM kAryane lIdhe AvatI AtmasvarUpa bAbatanI vividhatA cokkasa rIte, cokkasa nayavAdathI ja samajI zakAya che. vaLI, koI paNa paristhitimAM jIva jaDarUpa ke zUnya banato nathI, te zudhdharUpe paNa cetanamaya ja rahe che. eTale cetana potAnuM cetanapaNuM azudhdha ke zudhdha koI paNa avasthAmAM gumAvato nathI. jIva saMsAramAM je sukhaduHkhanuM vedana 211

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha kare che te karmanAM phaLanI vedanA che, ane te paNa mAtra vyavahAranayathI ja che. nizcayathI to AtmA AnaMdasvarUpa ja che. jIvane maLatI A samajaNa potAnA Atmapradezo para sattAgata rahelAM mithyAtva tathA anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyano kSaya karavAno puruSArtha karavA satata preraNA Ape che. ethI azudhdha pradezo puruSArtha karI zudhdha thatA jAya che. kevaLIgamya pradezo para utpanna thayA pachI koI paNa kALe ghAtakarma ke azubha aghAtI karma cITakatAM nathI, tenAM zuddhi tathA jJAnadarzana akhaMDa ja rahe che, sAthe sAthe azudhdha pradezone zudhdha thavAnI preraNA ApavA dvArA pote zuddha thatI vakhate prabhunuM lIdheluM RNa cUkavatA jAya che. azudhdha pradezo bhAvakarma tathA dravyakarmanI alpatA karatA rahI, tenAM phaLane bhogavatAM bhogavatAM kevaLIgamya pradezonA mArgadarzana nIce potA para rahelAM karmanA tharane ogALatA jAya che. kevaLIgamya pradezonuM A je kArya che te sAcA muninuM kArya che. teo AtmAnA zudhdha svarUpane jema che tema bodhe che, teno lAbha laI azudhdha pradezo potAnI zuddhi vadhAratA jAya che. A padanI aMtima kaDImAM AgaLanAM padano ja vistAra che. jyAre mArgadarzaka yathArtha rIte AtmAno anubhava karanAra hoya tyAre te zramaNa kahevAya che, bAkI dravyaliMgI athavA vezadhArI sAdhu ja che. jeo mULa AtmapadArthane sAcA svarUpe oLakhIne anubhave che teo ja dharmanAM sanAtanapaNAne anubhavI zake che, ane AnaMdanA ghanasvarUpamAM laI janAra mArgamAM cAlanAra - pragati karanAra (saMgI) bane che. eka araja sevaka taNI re, avadhAro jinadeva! kRpA karI muja dijIe, AnaMdaghana pada seva! vimala. (13) teramA zrI vimala jina stavanamAM, AtmAnI zuddhi vadhatI jAya tyAre jIvanA bhAva kevA varte che, ane tenAM phaLarUpe jIvane kSAyika samakitanI prApti 212

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zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha thAya che tyAranI dazAnuM varNana zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAje gupta rIte karyuM che. kSAyika samakita thavAthI jIvanuM deha sAthenuM sthULa joDANa lagabhaga nIkaLI jAya che, ane te jIvane AtmAnI pratIti satata vartatI thAya che. kSAyika samakita thayA pachI jIvane mukta thavA mATe traNa bhavathI vadhAre bhava thatA nathI. eTale A dazAe jIvane nizcaya thaI jAya che ke prabhunI sAcA bhAvathI sevA karavAthI jIvanAM du:kha tathA durbhAgya TaLI jAya che, ane Atmika sukhanI saMpatti satata vadhatI jAya che. tene dharmapathanA satyatva mATe koI jAtanI AzaMkA rahetI nathI, kemake tenA ajJAnarUpI aMdhakArano nAza thato jAya che. Avo nirNaya thayA pachI aMtima kaDImAM teo zrI prabhune vinave che ke, "he prabhujI! A sevakanI eka vinaMti tame mAnya karo. he jinadeva! mArI e ja araja che ke mArA para kRpA karIne mane 'AnaMdaghana pada seva' jyAM AnaMdano utkRSTa samUha rahelo che evA mokSapadanI sevA Apo; e sevA karavAnuM kArya mane soMpo." kSAyika samakita thayA pachI jIvanuM dehasAthenuM je avinAbhAvI joDANa hatuM te kSINa thatuM jAya che, ane tethI tene AtmAnI vAstavika sthitino lakSa Avato jAya che. potAmAMthI niSpanna thatuM sukha kevA uttama prakAranuM che tenI anubhava sahitanI jANakArI tene AvavA lAge che, ane te sukha vadhAravA prabhunI AjJAe vartavuM keTaluM upakArI tathA jarUrI che te spaSTa thatuM jAya che. pariNAme te jIva prabhunI AjJAe eTale ke icchAe vartavAnA bhAva baLavAna karato jAya che. tethI aMtima kaDImAM jIva prabhu pAse mAMgaNI kare che ke tame kRpA karIne mane tamArI sevA karavAnuM varadAna Apo, arthAt mArAM mana, vacana tathA kAyAmAM je kartApaNuM pravarte che tenAthI mane choDAvo.' A je prakriyA bAhyamAM thatI jovA maLe che, te ja prakriyA guptapaNe jIvanAM AtmapradezomAM paNa thatI jovAya che. te pradezo AThe kevaLIgamya pradezanI salAha tathA sUcanA anusAra vartA, asaMkhya azudhdha pradezo deha sAthenAM sthaLa joDANathI nivarte che. te vakhate te pradezo pahelI vakhata svasvarUpamAMthI 213

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha niSpanna thatAM aMtaraMga sukhane mukhyatAe vede che. ane A sukhanuM evuM baLavAnapaNuM hoya che ke teo e anubhavane paLa mATe paNa bhUlI zakatA nathI. tenAM pariNAmamAM A anubhavane parama vizudhdha karavAnI bhAvanAthI, A pradezo kevaLIgamya pradezone vizeSa AjJAdhIna thavA puruSArtha zarU kare che, ane potAnuM mana, vacana tathA kAyA sAthenuM tAdAbhyapaNuM dUra karavA prayatnavAna thatA jAya che. A prakriyA saphaLa karavA mATe azudhdha pradezo kevaLIgamya pradezonI AjJA mAge che, jenAthI tenA svacchaMdano nirodha zarU thaI jAya. kSAyika samakita letI vakhate jeTalI mAtrAmAM svacchaMdano nirodha thayo hoya che, teTalI mAtrAmAM te jIvane AtmasukhanI anubhUti tathA tenI smRti rahe che. temAMthI sarvakALa mATe te sukhamAM ja rahevAnI vRtti janma pAmI, vardhamAna thatI jAya che. A vRtti jIvanA azudhdha pradezone kevaLIgamya pradezonI AjJAmAM satata rahevA mATenI doravaNI ApyA kare che. A prakAre dharmanAM maMgalapaNAnI tathA sanAtanapaNAnI agatya samajAtAM, te baMnenA utpAdaka ane praNetA zrI tIrthaMkara prabhu prati sahajatAe jIvanAM hRdayamAM prArthanA UThe che ke prabhu mane tamArA sarvottama padanI sevA karavAno avasara jarUrathI Apo; jethI huM dharmanAM maMgalapaNAne tathA sanAtanapaNAne yathArthatAe anubhavI zakuM, ane mArI vimalatA arthAt zuddhi vadhatI jAya. eha upadezano sAra saMkSepathI, je narA cittamAM nitya dhyAve, te narA divya bahukAla sukha anubhavI, niyata AnaMdaghana rAja pAve...dhAra talavAranI (14) caudamA zrI anaMtanAtha jina stavanamAM, jIvane pUrNa AjJAdhIna thavA jatAM vyavahArathI ane dharmamAM dekhAtA aneka bhedone kAraNe ghaNI muzkelI anubhavavI paDe che. A muzkelIonuM varNana karatAM zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja jaNAve che ke mAtra kriyAkAMDa karI prabhunI sevA karavAnuM mAnavAvALA jIva bhUlAvo khAI devAdi 214

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zrI kevaLa prabhuno sAtha gatinAM sukha pAme che, paNa mokSa pAmI zakatA nathI. vaLI, gacchanA aneka matabhedomAM aTavAI jaI keTalAya loko mohane vaza thaI anukULa ekAMtavAdamAM lapeTAI saMsArI rahyA kare che. AthI paramAtmAnI AjJAthI visaMvAdI vartana karanAra saMsAra vadhAre che, paNa paramAtmAnI AjJAnusAra vartanAra mokSa lAbha pAme che. AthI prabhumAM zuddha zraddhAna karI kriyA karanAra ja zudhdha cAritra pALI zuddha thaI zake che. A pramANeno sAra, vividhatAvALI sthitimAMthI grahaNa karI, je jIvo A sArane manamAM rojeroja vAgoLyA kare che, te jIvo A loka (manuSyaloka) ane paraloka (devaloka)nAM ghaNA kALa sudhI sukha anubhavI niyamapUrvaka AnaMdaghana rAja - mokSane pAme che. kSAyika samakita lIdhA pachI paNa jIva saMsAranA mohamAM aTavAto hoya che; jo ke tene aMtaraMgamAM AtmAnI pratIti to jarUra rahe che. paraMtu tene gurune AdhIna thatAM mana, vacana, kAyAnI prabhune soMpaNI karavAmAM vartatA mohane kAraNe aneka vidgo naDe che. jyAM sudhI jIva saMsArI zAtA karatAM Atmasukhane ghaNuM vadhAre mahattva ApatAM zIkhato nathI, tyAM sudhI teno svachaMda TaLato nathI. tene jeTalI jeTalI saMsAranI Asakti vadhAre rahe che, teTalI teTalI mAtrAmAM teno svachaMda jora karato rahe che, ane pariNAme te jIva prabhune AdhIna thaI svakalyANa karavAnAM kAryamAM ghaNI maMdatA anubhave che. A maMdatAthI bacavA mATe prabhu tathA sadguru prati jIvane uttama zraddhAna thavuM jarUrI che. zraddhAna vadhAravA mATe saMsAranI prIti kSINa karavI ghaTe che. A sArarUpa vAtane je jIva aMtaraMgamAM spaSTapaNe samajI lai, te rItanuM vartana kare che, te jIva vyavahAra ane paramArthe ghaNA kALa sudhI zAtA vedI, aMtamAM niyamapUrvaka AnaMdaghanapada rAja arthAt AnaMdanA ghananuM sAmAnya balka mokSa pAme che. guru tathA prabhune samyaprakAre AjJAdhIna thavAno bodha lIdhA pachI, e ja dhyeyathI je jIvo varte che teo prathama manuSyalokanuM sukha anubhave che, pachIthI ghaNA kALa sudhInuM devalokanuM sukha anubhavI chevaTamAM mokSanAM sukhane mANe che. 215

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha bAhyamAM thatI A prakriyA aMtaraMgamAM, jIvanAM AtmapradezomAM paNa thAya che. sarva AtmapradezomAMthI mithyAtva nIkaLI gayA pachI, te pradezomAM AgaLa vadhavAnuM lakSa baMdhAya che. tema chatAM pUrvanAM saMcita ghAtI aghAtI karmo tene saMsAraspRhA prati dorI jAya che ane te pradezone svacchaMdI banAvI, kevaLIgamya pradezone AjJAdhIna thatAM aTakAve che. tema chatAM kevaLIgamya pradezo, potAnAM aghAtI karmothI nivRtta thavAnA uddezathI anya pradezone taka maLatAM sabodha ApyA kare che, ane temane AjJAdhIna thavA mATe preraNAnAM piyuSa pAyA kare che. AvuM vAraMvAra banyA pachI, e pradezo AtmasukhanAM anubhavanuM AkarSaNa vadhatAM AjJAdhIna thAya che, tathA AjJAdhInapaNAnAM pramANamAM ghAtI aghAtI karmo ghaTADe che. azudhdha pradezo A prakriyAne vadhu ne vadhu svIkAratA jAya, vAraMvAra karatA jAya to teo ghaNuM zatAvedanIya upArjana kare che, ane chevaTamAM teo pUrNa zudhdha paNa thAya che. kSAyika samakita thayA pachI jIvanAM kevaLIgamya pradezo azudhdha pradezone dharmanAM sanAtanapaNAno tathA maMgalapaNAno bodha vAraMvAra ApatA rahetA hovAthI, azudhdha pradezo maLatA bodhane svIkAratA jAya che, ane potAnI vartanAmAM tene UtAratA jAya che. pariNAme te pradezo paramArtha puNya bAMdhI dharmanAM sanAtanapaNAnI tathA maMgalapaNAnI Toce pahoMcI, saMsArI zAtA bhogavavAnI sAthe sAthe AnaMdaghanarAja arthAt mokSa meLave che. mana madhukara vara kara joDI kahe, pada kaja nikaTa nivAsa jinezvara, ghananAmi! AnaMdaghana! sAMbhaLo, e sevaka aradAsa jinezvara. dharma (15) paMdaramA zrI dharmanAtha prabhunuM stavana karatAM zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja jaNAve che ke huM dharmanAtha jinanAM guNagAna ullAsathI karuM chuM. temanI sAthenI atUTa prIti bAMdhavAmAM koI khAMca na Ave te mATe huM mArA manamAM temanAM sthAne 216

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zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha anya koIne paNa sthApita thavA daIza nahi. jagatanA loko dharmano sAco marma - bheda jANatAM nathI, tethI teo kSaNika lAlacamAM AvI jyAM tyAM pharyA kare che. paraMtu eka vakhata prabhunuM sAcuM zaraNa rahyA pachIthI jIvanuM karma bAMdhavAnuM kArya dinapratidina alpa ne alpa thatuM jAya che. kemake sadga ziSyane saddhodharUpI aMjana AMje che, tethI ziSya prabhunAM uttama jJAnanA bhaMDArane joI zake che. A jJAnanAM AkarSaNathI ziSya mananI doDa jevI jhaDapI doDathI gurunAM AMtararUpane pAmavA puruSArtha thAya che. te puruSArthanI mAMgaNI karatAM aMtima kaDImAM teo zrI prabhune vinaMti kare che ke, "he ghananAmi (ghananAma - saghanapaNuM prApta karanAra) AnaMdaghana prabhu! mArA manarUpI bhamarAne ApanAM caraNamAM ja nivAsa karavA dyo ke jethI huM tathA Apa eka thaI jaIe.' je prakAre zrI sadguru potAnA ziSyane sabodhIrUpI aMjana AMjI jJAnano uttamottama bhaMDAra batAve che, ane te dvArA ziSyane zuddhi meLavavA uttama puruSArtha thavA preraNA Ape che, te ja prakAre kevaLIgamya pradezo jIvanAM anya azuddha pradezone potAnI uttama zAMta dazAnuM sabhAnapaNuM ApI, zudhdha thavA mATe preraNA ApyA kare che, jenAM baLathI A azuddha pradezo vadhAre ne vadhAre AjJAdhIna thatA jaI, pUrNa AjJAdhIna thavAnA bhAva karatAM zIkhe che. jyAre teo saMpUrNapaNe AjJAdhIna thAya che tyAre teo kevaLIgamya pradeza samAna zudhdha thaI, temanI sAthe ekapaNuM pAmI, AtmAne kevaLajJAnI tathA kevaLadarzI banAve che. saMguru potAnA suziSyone je sabodha Ape che te mukhyatAe dharmanAM maMgalapaNAne sUcavanAro hoya che, ane pachI temAM dharmanAM sanAtanapaNAno bodha umeratA jAya che. te samajaNa maLatAM ziSyanuM mana prabhunAM caraNamAM rahevA talapApaDa thatuM jAya che. AthI potAne pUrNatAnI prApti thAya te mATe sadAya prabhunAM caraNamAM rAkhavA vinaMti karI, dharmArAdhana satata karI zakAya evI vinaMti ahIM karavAmAM AvI che. 217

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha zAMtisvarUpa ema bhAvaze, dharI zuddha praNidhAna re, AnaMdaghana pada pAmaze, te laheze bahumAna re. zAMtijina (16) soLamA zrI zAMtinAtha jina stavanamAM, ziSyanA mukhamAM zrI zAMtinAtha prabhu prati prazna mukAvyo che ke 'zAMtinuM svarUpa kevuM che? te kevI rIte jANI zakAya ? manathI tene kevI rIte oLakhI zakAya!' ane zrI zAMtinAtha prabhu ziSyanA A praznano sadbodha ApI uttara ApatA hoya tevI racanA zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAje A stavanamAM karI che. A sodhamAM prabhu ziSyane jaNAve che ke zrI jinezvara deve je azudhdha ane zudhdha bhAvo jaNAvyA che, tene te ja pramANe yathArtha zraddhe te zAMti mATenuM paheluM pagathiyuM che. e pachI Agama zAstronA pAragAmI, AtmajJAnI, saMvaranA sAdhaka tathA daMbha vagaranA pavitra guru zAMtinA sthAnaka che. te guruno AdhAra laI, bIjI jaMjALa choDI, tAmasI vRtti tyAgI sAttvika vRttinuM sevana karavuM te zAMti mATenuM sAdhana che. Agama zAstrono abhyAsa karavo e paNa zAMtinuM sthAna che. duSTa janono saMga tyAgI, sadgurunA saMgamAM rahe ane mokSa meLavavAnA lakSathI vartana kare te paNa zAMti mATeno upAya che. e upAya karavAthI jIvamAM samatA Ave che, jethI te mAnApamAna, sonuM ane paththara, vaMdaka tathA niMdaka Adi vaccenA bhedane tyAgI samabhAvI thAya che. AvA samabhAvane te saMsAra taravAnI nAva samajI zake che. AvI dazA jene prApta thAya che te svacchaMdane tyAgI prabhune AjJAdhIna thaI vartI zake che. ane AvA 'zAMtinA ApanArA prabhu' bheTamAM maLatAM ziSyane potAnI dhanyatA anubhavAya che. A rIte je jIva zudhdhanuM avalaMbana laI, zAMtinAM svarUpathI bhAvita thaI teno Adara karaze, tenuM ArAdhana karaze te jIva AnaMdaghanapada - mokSa prApta karaze. - 218

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zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha jyAre jIvanA azudhdha pradezo kevaLIgamya pradezonI zAMta dazAno lakSa pAme che tyAre te dazAthI AkarSAI, kevaLIgamya pradezonA zaraNamAM javA utsAhIta thaI potAno svacchaMda tyAgatA jAya che. A pradezo anya azudhdha avalaMbanono tyAga karatA jaI zudhdha evA kevaLIgamya pradezonuM avalaMbana dhAraNa karatA jAya che; ane tema karatAM teo zAMtinAM svarUpane pAme che, ane temanI AjJAdhIna thatA javAnI kriyA zarU thAya che. A chaThThA guNasthAnanuM paheluM pagathiyuM che. AnuM aMtima phaLa che mokSanI prApti. Ama A stavanamAM chaThThA guNasthAnanuM mahattva samajAvI jIvane zAMtasvarUpa thavA mATeno pAyo majabUta karyo che, tenuM pratibiMba chellI kaDImAM ApaNane jovA maLe che. zrI prabhu taraphathI maLato bodha rajU karI, A padanI aMtima kaDImAM dharmathI prApta thatI zAMtinI abhivyakti zrI AnaMdaghanajIe karI che. je ziSya potAnI Atmazuddhi vadhArI, te zuddhinuM avalaMbana lai potAnI zAMti vadhAre che te ziSya niyamathI AnaMdaghanarUpa thAya che. tene sahu taraphthI mAna maLe che. A zAMtinA anubhavamAM jIvane dharmanAM maMgalapaNAno paricaya thAya che, ane jema jema e paricaya vadhato jAya che tema tema tene dharmanuM sanAtanapaNuM anubhavAtuM jAya che, jenAM ArAdhanathI AnaMdaghanapadanI prApti thAya che. manaDuM durArAdhya teM vaza ANyuM, te AgamathI mita ANuM, AnaMdaghana prabhu! mAharuM ANo, to sAcuM karI jANuM. kuMjina (17) zrI prabhune mana, vacana tathA kAyAnI soMpaNI karavAthI jIvane je haLavAza anubhavAya che tenAM anusaMdhAnamAM tene satata prabhunA vazamAM rahevAnI icchA thAya che. tema chatAM pUrvakarmanI baLavattaratA tene svacchaMdamAM laI jAya che. AvA samaye jo mana vazamAM rahe to vacana ane kAyAne vazamAM rAkhavA ghaNAM sahelAM thaI 219

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha jAya che. tethI sattaramA zrI kuMthuMjina stavanamAM AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja manane vaza karavAmAM arthAt kaSAyono tyAga karavAmAM naDatI ghaNI ghaNI muzkelIonuM varNana kare che. jo mana, vacana ane kAyA traNe eka sAthe vazamAM rahe to Atmasiddhi thAya. paraMtu, te traNemAM mana sahuthI vadhAre svacchede varte che evo anubhava varNavI, potAnAM manane aMkuzamAM lAvI devA zrI prabhune vinaMti karatAM teo kahe che ke, "aho ! AnaMdanA ghana prabhu! je mana ATaluM badhuM durArAdhya che te manane tame vazamAM laI lIdhuM che evI samajaNa mane Agama sUtromAMthI maLI che. paNa te jANavA mAtrathI mane saMtoSa nathI. mane saMtoSa to tyAre ja thaze ke jyAre tame mArA manane aMkuzamAM lAvI dezo. tyAre ja mane lAgaze ke AgamamAM je vAta kahI che te sAcI che.' A kaDI dvArA AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja jIvanI sAtamAM guNasthAne javAnI ane rahevAnI bhAvanA vyakta kare che. chaThThA guNasthAne pahoMcyA pachI, mana, vacana ane kAyAnI prabhune soMpaNI thaI, tenI anubhUtimAM satata rahevAnA bhAva jIvane thAya che. ane e bhAva pUrA thavAmAM mananI avaLI cAla jIvane khUba ja ADI Ave che. te manane sIdhe raste calAvavA mATe prabhune AjJAdhIna thavuM khUba jarUrI che, ane tema karavA mATe prabhuno sAtha levo anivArya che tema ahIM jaNAvyuM che. Ama sAtamA guNasthAne rahevA mATe, zuddhatAe AtmAnI anubhUti vedavA mATe, traNe yoga AjJAdhIna karavA joIe, ane te paNa zrI prabhunA sAthathI, evo potAno abhiprAya vyakta karI zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja samajAve che ke prabhune AjJAdhIna rahevAthI ja mokSamArga sadhAya che. zrI tIrthaMkara prabhu je kArya jIva mATe kare che, te ja kArya kevaLIgamya pradezo anya azuddha pradezo mATe kare che. azudhdha pradezo jyAre kevaLIgamya pradezonI zAMtithI AkarSAI tene vaza thavA mATe prayatna kare che tyAre manamAM UThatA vibhAvo tene satata vijJa karatA rahe che. A mana jema jema vaza thatuM 220

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jAya che, AjJAdhIna banatuM jAya che, tema tema azudhdha pradezo kevaLIgamya pradezonI ANamAM AvatA jAya che. ane te pradezo svacchaMda tyAgI zuddha thatA jAya che. AtmapradezomAM thatI A prakriyA gupta rIte zrI AnaMdaghanajIe chellI kaDImAM gUMthI lIdhI jaNAya che. zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha kevaLIgamya pradezo pAsethI jIvanA azudhdha pradezo jyAre zAMti meLave che, tyAre tene dharmanAM maMgalapaNAno anubhava thAya che. mananAM sAdhanathI azudhdha pradezo jema jema kevaLIgamya pradezone AjJAdhIna thatA jAya che, tema tema tenI zAMti vadhatI jAya che, A vadhatI zAMti te jIvane dharmanAM sanAtanapaNAno anubhava karAve che; Avo dhvani A padanI aMtima kaDImAM ApaNane saMbhaLAya che. cakrI dharama tIratha taNo, tIratha phla tata sAra re, tIratha save te lahe, AnaMdaghana niradhAra re, dharama parama. (18) zrI kuMthunAtha jina stavanamAM avaza manane vaza karavAnI mAMgaNI prabhu pAse karyA pachIthI aDhAramA zrI aranAtha jina stavanamAM AtmAno parama dharma samajavAnI jijJAsA tIvra thaI hovAthI zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja svasamaya tathA parasamaya samajAvavAnI vinaMti zrI prabhune kare che. zudhdhAtmAno anubhava svasamaya ane pa2padArthanI AsaktinI chAyAvALo anubhava te parasamaya, athavA paradravyanI ke paryAyArthika nayanI dRSTinI vicAraNA te parasamaya. paryAyaSTithI vicAratAM jema sonAnAM aneka rUpa dekhAya che, paNa nizcayathI to te sonuM ja che; e rIte jJAna, darzana tathA cAritranI apekSAthI AtmAnAM aneka rUpa jaNAya che paNa zudhdha nayathI nirvikalpa dhyAnano amRtarasa pItI vakhate AtmA ekarUpe, niraMjana rUpe ja hoya che. mATe, vyavahAranayathI AtmAthI 221

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha sAdhanA karavI muzkela che, paraMtu zuddha nayathI AtmAnI sAdhanA karanAra jaladIthI mokSa pAme che. A samajaNa daDha thavAthI zrI AnaMdaghanajI prabhujIne potAne nizcayanayamAM laI javAnI mAMgaNI karI, aMtima kaDImAM kahe che ke, dharma tIrthanA cakravartIpaNAnuM sAratattva e che ke je e tIrthanI sevA kare che, te AtmA sAthenI ekatAnuM uttama phaLa meLave che. zrI aranAtha prabhu pahelA saMsAranA cakravartI hatA, ane pachI saMsAra tyAgI dharmacakrI thaI tIrthanI sthApanA karanAra hatA. A tIrthasthApanAnuM phaLa jagatamAM uttama tattvanuM astitva Ape che. eTale ke heya, upAdeya ane upekSya padArthano tyAga, svIkAra ane mahAupekSArUpa tattvasAra pragaTa thAya che. A zAsananI sevA karanArane A sArabhUta tattva prApta thAya che ane AtmAnI ekatArUpa abhedatAvALo AnaMdano ghana maLe che. A kaDImAM ghaNo gUDhArtha samAyelo ApaNane jovA maLe che. kevaLIgamya pradezonI jyAre badhAja azudhdha pradezo ANa svIkAre che tyAre temane pUrNa zuddhatA avazya prApta thAya che. kevaLIgamya pradezo pAsethI jJAna, darzana ane cAritranI ekatA karavAnI rIta azuddha pradezone jANavA maLe che, e vakhate temanAmAM dharmanuM nityattva ane maMgalapaNuM sthapAya che. AthI te pradezo A rItano upayoga karI e prakAre vartavA mAMDe che tyAre krame krame mana, vacana tathA kAyAnI ekatAvALI jIvanI sthitino kALa vadhato jAya che. eTale ke te jIva sAtamA guNasthAnamAM vikAsa karato jAya che, tenuM nizcayathI phaLa kevaLajJAna che. Ama je dharmatIrthanI ArAdhanA kare che te niyamapUrvaka mokSa meLave che. ividha parakhI, mana vizarAmI, jinavara guNa je gAve, dInabaMdhunI mahera najarathI AnaMdaghana pada pAve. mallijina. (19) 222

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zrI kevaLa prabhuno sAtha AtmadazAmAM jIva jema jema AgaLa vadhato jAya che tema tema prabhunA uttama guNono teno paricaya vadhato jAya che, ane potAmAM paNa AvA guNo pragaTI zake, jo yathArtha puruSArtha karavAmAM Ave to, evo teno vizvAsa paNa vadhato jAya che. anAdikALathI je avaguNo jIvane saMsAramAM bhamAvI rahyA che, te avaguNone potAnA AtmAmAMthI saMpUrNapaNe dUra karI, saguNonI apUrva sthApanA karI, kevuM apUrva AtmasvarUpa prabhue pragaTa karyuM che tenI samajaNa jIvamAM vadhatI jAya che. vaLI, te mArganI khUbIo jANI, ArAdhaka jIva paNa potAnAM aDhAre dUSaNono tyAga karatAM karatAM pUrNa svarUpa pragaTAvI, AnaMdaghanapada prApta kare che. AvI matalabanI vAta karI, zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja A stavananI chellI kaDImAM prabhumAM ekarUpa thavAnA bhAva ullase evI rIte jaNAve che ke, bhagavAna aDhAre. dUSaNothI rahita thayA che te parIkSA karI, manane apAra zAMti Ape evA ucca guNonA bhaMDArarUpa jinezvara prabhunA guNonuM gAna je jIvo kare che, te jIvo te dayALu prabhunI amIdaSTi pAmI mokSapadane prApta kare che. ahIM guNonuM gAna karavuM eTale e guNomAM ekarUpa thatAM javuM, arthAt potAnAM guNo krame krame vadhAratA javA. prabhunA uttama guNono paricaya jIvane jema jema maLato jAya che tema tema tenI prApti karavA jIva sahajatAe prabhunI AjJAmAM rahevA, prabhunI icchA pramANe vartavAnI icchA karI dorAto jAya che. Ama te jIva svecchAe prabhunI icchAnusAra vartA, potAnA AtmaguNo khIlavato jAya che. AvuM ja kArya jIvanA azuddha pradezo kevaLIgamya pradezonI oLakha pAmyA pachI karatA thAya che. teo kevaLIgamya pradezo pAsethI mArgadarzana laI potAnI azuddhi ghaTADatA jAya che. pariNAme te jIva cAritranI khIlavaNI karI sAtamA guNasthAnamAM vikAsa kare che. te pradezo cAritranI zuddhi karatAM karatAM rAgadveSa, avirati, vedodaya AdithI mukta thatA jaI vItarAga pariNati ane niSkAmatA vadhAratA jAya che. sahune abhayadAna ApI zake evI samarthatA meLavavA mATe 2 23

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha teo aDhAre dUSaNonA tyAgI thatA jAya che. ane e rIte teo vizrAMti ApanAra kevaLIgamya pradezonI sarvoparitA svIkArI rucaka pradeza jevA zuddha thavAno puruSArtha vadhAre che. jIvanAM azudhdha pradezo, kevaLIgamya pradezonI preraNAthI jema jema dUSaNo tyAgatA jAya che tema tema temane dharmanuM maMgalapaNuM anubhavAya che, AthI teo potAnA kevaLIgamya pradezonI ANamAM pravartI dharmanAM sanAtanapaNAne svIkAratA jAya che. A rIte manane zAMta ane zAMta karatA javAthI, prabhunA guNagAna karatAM karatAM temanI ja kRpAthI sarvajJapaNAnI prApti thAya che. jeNe vivekadharI e pakha rahiyo, te tattvajJAnI kahIe, zrI munisuvrata kRpA karo to, AnaMdaghana pada lahiye. zrI muni (20) AtmadazAmAM AgaLa vadhyA pachI pUrNatA meLavavA mATe jIve badhA nayathI AtmAne samajavAnI ane oLakhavAnI jarUra paDe che, mAtra eka ja nayathI svarUpane oLakhavAthI pUrNa thavAtuM nathI. tethI vIsamA zrI munisuvrata jina stavanamAM zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja jIva vatI prazna kare che ke, "mAre Atmatattvane kevI rIte samajavuM? kemake AtmAne yathArtha rUpe jANyA vinA zuddha AtmasamAdhi AvI zakatI nathI'. Ama jaNAvI AtmA vizenI jagatamAM pravartatI judI judI mAnyatA varNavI, AtmAnI spaSTatA thavAmAM je muzkelIo naDe che tenuM citra ApyuM che. ane tenuM samAdhAna mAgyuM che. samAdhAna mATe zrI prabhu jaNAve che ke tame badhA ja pakSapAta choDI, rAgadveSa moha rahita je AtmA che tenI laganI lagADo, ane temAM ekAgra thaI jAo to AtmA zuddha thaze ane pharIthI rAgadveSa ke mohanI jALamAM phasAze nahi. zrI prabhu taraphathI A samajaNa maLatAM A stavananI chellI kaDImAM zrI AnaMdaghana svAmI kahe che 224

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zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha ke, Avo viveka dhAraNa karI je satya pakSane, rAgadveSa tyAganA pakSane grahaNa kare che te pharIthI tenI jALamAM Avato nathI; paraMtu te sAco tattvajJAnI banI zrI munisuvrata svAmInI kRpAthI AnaMdaghanapada mokSano anubhava kare che. A prakAre je jIva rAgadveSa rahita thaI nirvikalpa samAdhimAM jAya che te jIva pharIthI rAgadveSAdinA pAzamAM phasAto nathI. rAgadveSa rahita thavuM e ja sAcuM vrata che, anya sarva vicAro, varNano Adi zAstrono vistAra ja che, te jALarUpa che. AthI zrI munisuvrata svAmInI kRpA thAya to jIva satyavrata dhAraNa karI kSapaka zreNi mAMDI zake, jemAM rAgadveSa ane kaSAyAdino saMpUrNa kSaya thAya che. A stavanamAM ane khAsa karIne chellI kaDImAM jIvane vyavahAranayamAMthI nIkaLI nizcayanayamAM AvavAnuM AmaMtraNa maLe che. tenA avalaMbanathI jIva kSepaka zreNi mAMDavA mATenI pAtratA taiyAra karato jAya che. -- vicArIe to jaNAya che ke kevaLajJAna levA mATe kevaLIgamya pradezo azudhdha pradezo u52 avarNanIya upakAra kare che. teoe je prabhudatta kalyANanAM 52mANuo grahaNa karyAM che tene azuddha pradezonI pAtratA thavAthI dAnarUpe bheTa Ape che. maLelA dAnanI sahAyathI te pradezo tattvasArarUpa rAgadveSathI chUTavAno puruSArtha karI zake che. Ama satyavrata grahaNa karI, sarva azuddha pradezo zudhdha thavA mATeno bhavya puruSArtha karavA bhAgyazALI thAya che. jIva jema jema rAgadveSa rahita thato jAya che, tema tema tene dharmanuM maMgalapaNuM anubhavAya che. ane tattvanI sAcI samaja maLe che. tattvanI sAcI samajaNamAM jIva dharmanAM sanAtanapaNAno anubhava kare che. te mATe UbhA kara joDI, jinavara AgaLa kahIe re, samayacaraNa sevA zudhdha dejo, jima AnaMdaghana lahiye, SaTa (21) 225

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha ekavIsamA zrI naminAtha jina stavanamAM zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja, jema jema AtmAnI vizuddhi vadhatI jAya che tema tema chae darzanamAM mokSa meLavavA jIvane mATe zuM zreSTha che ane upakArI che tenuM vizleSaNa karavAnI zakti jIvamAM AvatI jAya che, te samajAve che. temAM sarvajJa vItarAga prabhune puruSarUpe batAvyA che, ane chae darzano prabhunA aMgarUpa che tema varNavyuM che. teoe sAMkhya tathA yoga darzanane kalpavRkSa samAna jinaprabhunAM be pAda (mULa) caraNa tarIke oLakhAvyA che, bauddha dharmane ane mImAMsAne prabhunA be hAtharUpa gaNAvyA che, cArvAka matane prabhunAM peTano eka bhAga gaNAvyo che, ane jinadarzanane prabhunAM uttama aMga mastakanuM sthAna ApyuM che. Ama chae darzananuM talasparzI jJAna laI tene anubhavarUpa karavAno yoga haju Avyo nathI, arthAt kSepaka zreNi mAMDI zakAI nathI. te zreNi mAMDavAnI AjJA meLavavA aMtima kaDImAM zrI prabhune vinave vinave che ke, "samayacaraNa sevA zuddha dejo, jima AnaMdaghana lahiye." samaya eTale svAtmA. samaya caraNa sevA eTale sva Atma anubhavarUpa cAritranI sevA Apajo. potAnA AtmAnA anubhavamAM samaye samaye vizuddhi vadhAranArI sevA mane Apajo ke jethI mane AnaMdaghananI prApti thAya. A be paMktiomAM AjJAdhInapaNe kSapaka zreNi mAMDavA mATe prabhunI AjJA jIva leto hoya tevo dhvani UThe che. jyAre jIvanA azuddha pradezo uttama bhAvanAthI kevaLIgamya pradezone AjJAdhIna thAya che, tyAre temane kevaLIgamya pradezo pAsethI svasvarUpalInatA karavAnI AjJA maLe che; ane pratisamaye karmakSaya vadhAravAnuM vIrya prApta thAya che, kemake tene AjJA maLavAthI ane pAtratA khIlavAthI jIvanuM vIrya phoratuM jAya che. te vIrya thakI jIvanAM azuddha pradezo kSapaka zreNi mAMDI zuddha thatA jAya che ane aMtamAM ghAtIkarmothI nivRtta thaI jAya che. 226

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zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha dharmanAM maMgalapaNAno vAstavika anubhava thavAthI jIvamAM kSapaka zreNi mAMDI pUrNa zuddha thavAnI bhAvanA jora karatI jAya che. evA kALe zrI prabhu taraphathI zreNi mAMDavAnI AjJA maLe to tene prabhu taraphathI khUba vIryapreraka kalyANanAM paramANuo maLe che, tenA sAthathI te jIva dharmanAM sanAtanapaNAne anubhave che. kAraNarUpI prabhu bhajyo re, gaNyo na kAja akAja, kRpA karI muja dIjIe re, AnaMdaghanapada rAja, manarAvAlA (22) zrI neminAtha prabhunAM jIvanano AdhAra laI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja bAvIsamAM zrI neminAtha stavanamAM rAjulanI vicAraNA dviarthI bhASA dvArA mUkI zreNinA upazama tathA kSapaka vibhAganI rajuAta kare che. jIvane eka samayano paNa pramAda karavAthI saMsAra Ubho thAya che, A eka samayanA pramAdane kAraNe jIva dazamAthI agyAramA guNasthAne jaI nIce UtarI Ave che, ane pUrNatAe apramAdI rahe to teno saMsAra parikSaNa thAya che ane te jIva muktisuMdarIne varavA bhAgyazALI thAya che. A stavanamAM nemaprabhunuM rAjulanA tyAganuM vartana saMsAra apekSAthI vicAratAM bhUlabhareluM jaNAya che, ane paramArtha apekSAthI jotAM ghaNuM yogya lAge che, AvI samajaNa stavananI pratyeka kaDImAMthI lAdhe che. A varNana karyA pachI aMtima kaDImAM teo jaNAve che ke, huM saphaLa thaIza (kAja) ke niSphaLa jaIza (anAja) enI gaNatarI karyA vinA ja meM to prabhune prabaLa zubha nimitta gaNIne ekAgratAthI bhajyA che; tethI mane AnaMdaghanapadanuM rAjya arthAt zAzvata sukha ApanAra mokSanI prApti kRpA karIne karAvo e ja mArI vinaMti che. A paMktiono sUkSmatAe vicAra karIe to samajAya che ke dazamA guNasthAne AvatAM, jIva jo paripUrNatAe AjJAdhIna rahe to tene agyAramuM guNasthAna kudAvI javA jeTaluM vIrya zrI prabhu taraphathI prApta thaI jAya che. Ama ahIM 227

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha dazamAMthI bAramA guNasthAne javA mATe jarUrI cAvI, ane te cAvI meLavavAnI mAMgaNI A kaDImAM rahelI joI zakIe chIe. je sthiti kSapaka zreNimAM jIvane mATe jarUrI che, te ja sthiti azuddha pradezone kevaLIgamya pradezo jevA zuddha thavA mATe jarUrI che. kemake kevaLIgamya pradezo prabhunA pradezo jevA ja zuddha che. tethI temanI AjJA mAnavI e paNa kevaLIprabhunI AjJA mAnavA barAbara ja che. A rIte AjJAdhIna thavAthI sarva azuddha pradezo kevaLIgamya pradezo samAna ghAtIkarmothI ane azubha aghAtI karmothI rahita thaI jAya che. Ama AtmA AtmA vaDe AtmAmAM paramAtmabhAva prApta kare che, e nirvikalpa dazAno aMtima siddhAMta ahIM tarI Ave che. kSapaka zreNimAM nirvikalpa dazAmAM rahetI vakhate dharmanuM maMgalapaNuM tathA sanAtanapaNuM ekIsAthe upasI Ave che. AtmAmAM jema jema dharmanuM maMgalapaNuM sthita thatuM jAya che tema tema zreNinAM eka eka guNasthAna caDatAM caDatAM dharmanuM sanAtanapaNuM spaSTapaNe pragaTa thatuM jAya che. zrI pArasa jina pArasa samo, paNa hA pArasa nAhiM, pUraNa rasiyo ho! nija guNa parasanno, AnaMdaghana mujamAMhi, sunnAnI (23) trevIsamA zrI pArzvanAtha prabhunAM stavanamAM AtmAnAM kevaLIsvarUpanA guNonuM varNana zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAje karyuM che. zrI kevaLIprabhu dhruvapadarAmI eTale ke zAzvata padanA bhoktA che; guNonA rAjA che; svaguNanA icchuka che; ityAdi jaNAvI kevaLajJAnane dhAraNa karanAra AtmA kAyamI ArAma zAMtine bhogavanAra thAya che; ema kahyuM che. tyAra pachI, svaguNamAM ja satata ramanAra lokAlokano jJAyaka kaI rIte thaI zake teno ukela meLavavA temaNe puruSArtha karyo che. ane tenA samAdhAnarUpe aMtima kaDImAM temaNe kahyuM che ke zrI pArzvanAtha prabhu pArasamaNi 228 -

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zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha jevA che. pArasamaNi jema loDhAne sonuM banAve che tema pArzvanAtha prabhu zaraNamAM AvanA2 jIvone potA samAna zuddha kare che. pArasamaNi to jaDa che tyAre pArzvanAtha prabhu to potAnA guNomAM nimagna ane prasannatAmaya che. tethI teo pArasamiNa karatAM ghaNA ghaNA vizeSa che. temanAM zaraNamAM javAthI jIvane potAmAM ja AnaMdanA samUhamaya pUrNa rasika AtmA anubhavAya che, eTale ke potAnA guNothI ja prasanna thayelo AtmA anubhavAya che. A rIte sarvajJapaNuM AvavAthI AtmA pArasamaNi samAna mUlyavAna thAya che. te AtmA pUrNa AjJArasathI bharelo ane nijaguNono bhoktA thAya che, tethI tene potAmAM ja AnaMdaghananI prApti thaI jAya che. AtmAnA azudhdha pradezo zuddha thaI, kevaLIgamya pradeza samAna thaI jAya che. ane te zudhdha AjJArasa tathA AnaMdarasanA bharapUra bhoktA bane che. te vakhatathI tene mAtra rucaka pradezo sAthenI samAnatA meLavavAnI bAkI rahe che. AtmAne kevaLajJAna pragaTa thavAthI dharmanuM maMgalapaNuM tathA sanAtanapaNuM ekIsAthe anubhavAya che. kemake tenAM badhA ja pradezo ghAtikarma tathA azubha aghAti karmarahita banyA hoya che, tethI samAnakakSAnA thAya che. AvI zudhdha dazAno anubhava AtmA pratyeka samaye kare che. AlaMbana sAdhana je tyAge, para pariNatine bhAge re, akSaya darzana jJAna vairAgye, AnaMdaghana prabhu jAge re. vIrajIne (24) je AtmAe kevaLajJAna prApta karyuM che, te AtmA kevI rIte yogathI chUTI, caudamA guNasthAne AvI, ayogI banI zudhdha jJAnadarzana sAthe saMpUrNa ekatA sAdhe che te AnaMdaghanajI mahArAje covIsamA mahAvIra prabhunAM stavanamAM varNavyuM che. pUrNa thayelA AtmAnA khIlelA pUrNa vIryanI mAMgaNI teo temanI pAse vaMdana 229

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha karIne kare che. A vIryanI madadathI jIvanAM mithyAtva, moha, ajJAna Adino kSaya thaI vijayaDaMko vAge che. chadmastha avasthAmAM jIve potAne maLatAM nimittane AdhIna thaI, bhAvAbhAva vedI yoga sAthe joDAI je karmabaMdha karyA hoya che tenI asarathI kevaLIparyAyamAM paNa te AtmA amuka samayanA AMtare yoga sAthe joDAya che. te vakhate AtmAnA asaMkhya pradezomAM pratyeka pradeze vIryanAM je asaMkhya aMzo hoya che, tenI sahAyathI te AtmA zAtA vedanIya karmanAM anaMta paramANuo grahaNa kare che. paraMtu je samaye temanuM utkRSTa vIrya kAryakArI thAya che te samaye teo yogathI alipta rahI mana, vacana tathA kAyAnI pravRttithI alipta rahe che. eTale ke temanA yoga dhruva arthAt sthira thaI javAthI temane karmabaMdhana saMbhavatuM nathI. sthiratAnA A kALamAM temanuM vIrya kAryakArI rahetuM hovAthI AtmAnI sthiratA leza paNa DagatI nathI. A sthiti utkRSTatAe pahoMce che tyAre te AtmA yogane ruMdhI ayogI thAya che, yogarahita bane che. AvuM kArya karavAnuM vIrya to AtmAmAM ja raheluM che te satya prabhunA upadezathI samajAyuM che. pratyeka jIva potAnI zakti pramANe dhyAna tathA vijJAnanI sahAyathI nijapadano anubhava kare che. tethI to pratyeka kevaLI bhagavAna judA judA samayanA AMtare yoga sAthe joDAya che. A prakArano vikAsa karI, je AtmA yoganA avalaMbanano Teko levAnAM sAdhanano tyAga kare che te AtmA yoganA joDANarUpa 52pariNitane bhagADI de che. tenAM phaLarUpe te eka samaya mATe paNa bhaMga na thAya tevAM jJAna, darzana ane cAritra (vairAgya)nI prApti karI anaMta vIryanA AnaMdanA samUharUpa prabhu sadA mATe jAgRta rahe che. bIjI rIte kahIe to prabhu sarvajJa, sarvadarzI banI, zailezI avasthArUpa cAritrapaNe sadA jAgatA rahe che. A rIte kevaLIgamya pradezonI samAna kakSAnA thayelA pUrvanA azuddha pradezo rucaka pradezo pAsethI preraNA laI, pUrNa zudhdha thaI, AtmAnA sarva pradezo eka akhaMDa AtmArUpa banI, siddhabhUmimAM sthira thAya che. ethI kahI zakAya ke sarva azuddha pradezo kevaLIgamya pradezonI sahAyathI pUrNa zudhdha thavA sudhIno vikAsa kare che. 230

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zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAje vartamAna covIza tIrthakara bhagavAnanI stuti karatAM karatAM kramika mokSamArga samajAvyo che, sAthe sAthe temAM kevaLIgamya pradezono phALo kevo amUlya che te guptapaNe samAvI temanI prajJAnI Toca ApaNI pAse khullI karela che. dhanya che temanI jANakArIne, jANakArI pragaTa karavAnI zaktine ane temanI baLavAna AtmAnubhUtine! je kevaLIprabhunA sAthane bAhya temaja aMtarathI vyakta kare che. AthI A padamAM dharmanAM maMgalapaNAno tathA sanAtanapaNAno uttama samanvaya, ApaNane jovA tathA anubhavavA maLe che. AtmAnA badhA ja pradezo rucaka pradeza samAna pUrNa zudhdha thaI, sarva avalaMbanano tyAga karI, svamAM ekarUpa banI sidhdhabhUmimAM cirakALa mATe sthAyI thAya che. tyAM dharmanAM maMgalapaNAnI asarathI AtmA sahajAnaMda mANe che, ane sanAtanapaNAnAM kAraNathI te AnaMda zAzvata kALa rahe che. A che zrI kevaLa prabhunA sAthathI prApta thatI adbhuta avasthA! OM zAMtiH 231

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jAke ura aMtara niraMtara anaMta darva, bhAva bhAsI rahe pai subhAva na Taratu hai / nirmalasauM nirmala su jIvana pragaTa jAke, ghaTamaiM aghaTa-rasa kautuka karatu hai / / jAgai mati zruta audhi manapayai kevala su, paMcadhA taraMgani umaMgi ucharatu hai / so hai gyAna udadhi udAra mahimA apAra, nirAdhAra ekamaiM anekatA dharatu hai / / 20 / / je jJAnarUpa samudramAM anaMta dravya potAnA guNaparyAyo sahita haMmezAM jhaLake che, paNa te, te dravyorUpa thato nathI ane potAnA jJAyaka svabhAvane choDato nathI. te atyaMta nirmaLa jaLarUpa AtmA pratyakSa che, je potAnA pUrNa rasamAM moja kare che, tathA jemAM mati, zruta, avadhi, mana:paryava ane kevaLajJAna A pAMca prakAranI lahero UThe che, je mahAna che, jeno mahimA aparaMpAra che, je nijAzrita che te jJAna eka che to paNa zeyone jANavAnI anekatA sahita che. (20) - samayasAra nATaka - nirjarA dvAra zrI banArasIdAsa.

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prakaraNa 21 upasaMhAra "zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha" nAmano graMtha mAre bhaviSyamAM lakhavAno che evI jANakArI ane zrI prabhu taraphathI i. sa. 1968nA aMtabhAgamAM maLI hatI. e vakhate to mane eTalo ja khyAla Avyo hato ke A graMtha daLadAra banaze, ane temAM keTalAMye AtmAne lagatAM rahasyo gUMthAyelA haze; jenI jANakArI e vakhate lagabhaga nahivat ja hatI. mane eTaluM to samajAyuM hatuM ke mAro puruSArtha jema jema vadhato jaze, ane mArAmAM A badhuM jJAna jhIlavAnI pAtratA AvatI jaze tema tema prabhu mArI pAse mokSamArganAM uttama rahasyo kholatA jaze. AthI e samaye koI prakAranI UMDANabharI vigatanI jANakArI na hovA chatAM, eka vizeSa prakArano AnaMda AtmAmAM anubhavAyo hato. sAthe sAthe zrI rAjaprabhu bhAvimAM mArA para kevI adbhuta kRpA varasAvavAnA che teno lakSa AvavAthI, temanA pratino ahobhAva tathA pUjyabhAva AnaMdanA phuvArA sAthe vedanamAM Avato hato. AvA vedananAM anusaMdhAnamAM mArAmAM eka evo bhAva sahajarIte ghUMTAvA lAgyo hato ke "zrImanI jIvanasiddhi' lakhatI vakhate mane zrI rAjaprabhue je avarNanIya sahAya karI hatI, tenAthI anekagaNI uttama sahAya teo mane A graMtha lakhatI vakhate jarUra karaze, jo huM pUrNapaNe temanI AjJAe vArtA lakhavAnA bhAva rAkhIza to, lakhANa karavAmAM svacchaMdano pUrNa tyAga rAkhIza to. AthI meM manomana nirNaya karyo hato ke mAre A graMthamAM kaMi paNa svacchedathI lakhavuM nathI, jyAre, je pramANe tathA jema lakhavA prabhu AjJA kare tyAre, te pramANe tathA tema ja mAre lakhavuM. kyAMya paNa svacchaMda ke matikalpanAne mAre bhaLavA devA nahi. 233

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha AthI mArAmAM svaccheda ke matikalpanA lakhANa karatI vakhate praveze nahi te mATe, tathA prabhunI AjJA na Ave tyAM sudhI mAruM AjJAdhInapaNuM vadhAravA, cAritranI khIlavaNI karAvavA tathA yogya samaye yathArtha lakhANa karAvavA mATe prArthanA karavI zarU karI. jyAM sudhI lakhANa karavAno yoga na Ave tyAM sudhI aMtarAyakarmano udaya che ema samajI kSamA mAgavAnuM cAlu karyuM ane AtmasthiratA jALavavA smaraNano sathavAro laI, dhIrajathI samaya pasAra karatI jatI hatI. huM vicAratI hatI ke mArI pAtratA vadhAravA tathA dhIrajaguNanI khIlavaNI karAvavA mATe prabhue mane A amUlya avasara Apyo che, to teno mATe pUrato lAbha levo joie. jyAre jyAre mane kaMI navI samajaNa Ave tyAre huM prabhukRpAthI tenuM saMkSipta TAMcaNa karI letI. Ama jIvananI sudhAraNA karI, vyavahArazuddhi vadhArI cAritranI khIlavaNI karavAno puruSArtha huM karatI hatI, je mATenuM mArgadarzana ane zrI prabhu taraphathI avAranavAra maLyA karatuM hatuM, ane jIvana vahe jatuM hatuM. mArA pU. bApujI zrI bhogIlAla zeTha keTalAMka varSothI kRpALudevanA patronuM vAMcana karI samajAvatA hatA. ane thoDA cunaMdA jIvo temano lAbha letAM hatAM. temanAM phephsAM ghasAI javAne kAraNe temane zvAsanI takalIpha sArA pramANamAM thatI hatI, pariNAme temane vAMcana baMdha karavAnI pharaja paDI. 1975nA aMtabhAgamAM temaNe vAMcavuM baMdha karyuM hatuM. AthI mumukSuone vAMcana vinA hAlAkI anubhavAtI hatI. tethI i.sa.1976nA aMtabhAgamAM mArA pU. bApujI tathA mumukSuo taraphathI mane vAMcana zarU karavA sUcanA karavAmAM AvI. mane mArI keTalIka muzkelIo e bAbatamAM lAgatI hovAthI vAMcana zarU karavAnI icchA thatI na hatI. meM mArI muzkelIo zrI rAjaprabhu samakSa mUkI. paraMtu temanA taraphathI paNa vAMcana zarU karavAnI AjJA AvI, sAthe sAthe teo mane vAMcana karatI vakhate satata sahAya karaze evI bAMhedharI paNa ApI. AthI mArAM gharanA sahu sabhyonI saMmati sAthe i. sa. 1977nA eprila mAsathI vAMcavAnuM zarU karavAnuM nakkI karyuM. vAMcanano samaya dara guruvAre bapore 3:30 thI 4:30 no rAkhavA vicAryuM. zrI rAjaprabhunI 234

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upasaMhAra saMmatithI temaNe pU. saubhAgabhAI para lakhelA lagabhaga 250 jeTalA patro, je "zrI saubhAga pratye" nAmanA pustakamAM saMgrahita thayA hatA, te vAMcana mATe levAnuM nakkI karyuM. A nakkI karavA pAchaLa eka rahasya samAyeluM hatuM. i. sa. 1969mAM huM jyAre vakIla enDa sansamAM kAma karatI hatI, tyAre laMcanA samayamAM vAMcavA mATe meM "zrI saubhAga pratye" pustaka rAkhyuM hatuM, ane anukULatAe tenuM vAMcana karatI hatI. temAMthI muzkelInA prasaMgoe jIve kevI rIte vartavuM joIe, muzkelIo pAra karavA rAjaprabhue kevI zikhAmaNa ApI che te vize samajavA prayatna karatI hatI, sAthe sAthe tenA sahArAthI mArA Atmika guNo khIlavavA prayatnavAna banI hatI. e vakhate mane A graMtha khUba khUba upakArI lAgyo hato, kemake jIvana sudhAravA mATe temAMthI mane ghaNuM ghaNuM mArgadarzana maLatuM hatuM. eka divasa mAruM ophisanuM kAma pUruM thavA AvyuM hatuM, tyAre aMdaramAMthI ekAeka dhvani Avyo ke A kAma pUruM thAya te pachI "saubhAga pratye" pustaka leje. kAma pUruM karI e pustaka hAthamAM lIdhuM. tyAM dhvani UThayo ke, ghaDiyALa jo, ane pahelA patrathI pustaka vAMcavAnuM zarU kara." ghaDiyALamAM sAMjanA 4:45 thaI hatI. meM te pustaka AjJAnusAra akSaraza: vAMcavAnuM zarU karyuM. te vakhate mArA hAthamAM pensIla hatI, tenAthI pustakamAM AjJAnusAra huM TAMcaNa karatI gaI. nAnI nAnI noMdha karavA uparAMta agatyanAM ane mukhya jaNAtAM vaktavya temaja lakhANa nIce kahyA mujaba lITI doratI gaI. AkhuM pustaka vaMcAI gayuM tyAre aMdaramAMthI avAja Avyo ke "ghaDiyALa jo.' kRpALudevanI AjJA che ema samajI meM ghaDiyALamAM joyuM to mAtra paMdara ja miniTa pasAra thaI hatI, ghaDiyALamAM mAtra pAMca ja thayA hatA. pahelI kSaNe mane ema ja lAgyuM ke ghaDiyALa baMdha paDI gaI che, paraMtu seMkaDa kAMTAthI samajAyuM ke ghaDiyALa to cAlu ja che. mArAM Azcaryano pAra na rahyo. mAtra paMdara miniTamAM 250 pAnAM vaMcAya ja kaI rIte? chatAM, eTalAM pAnAM meM noMdha karatAM karatAM vAMcyA hatAM te hakIkata hatI. AnuM 235

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha rahasya mane samajAvavA meM kRpALudevane manomana vinaMti karI, temaNe mane adbhuta khulAso Apyo. temaNe kahyuM. "huM jhaDapathI pAnAM pheravato houM e rIte vAMcato hato evAM keTalAya mumukSunAM vidhAno tane khUba AzcaryamAM garakAva karI detAM hatAM ne? ane teno khulAso tane maLato na hovAthI tuM muMjhAtI hatI. atyAre tAruM AjJAdhInapaNuM ghaNuM vadhyuM che, ane aMtarAyo kSINa thaI che, tethI Avo anubhava karavo tArA mATe zakya banyo che. have, tane A kevI rIte thAya che te vigate samajAvuM chuM. samaja." jevI rIte kemerAmAM sekaMDathI paNa ghaNA nAnA kALamAM AkhuM citra korAI jAya che, tevI rIte ekAgratAvALA AjJAdhIna jIvane pustakamAM sAmasAmA rahelAM be pAnAM tenAthI paNa nAnA kALamAM aMdaramAM korAI jAya che, ane tenI sAthe sAthe jJAnAvaraNa haLavuM thayuM hovAthI tenA arthanI savistAra samajaNa paNa maLI jAya che. A rIte meM mAtra paMdara miniTamAM tArI pAse A pustakanAM 250 pAnAM mArI AtmadazAnI vardhamAnatAnI samajaNa ApavA vaMcAvI lIdhAM, AnAM kAraNe tane mArAM jIvananAM keTalAMya rahasyo samajAyA che. je tane tArA bhAvi vikAsa mATe khUba upayogI nIvaDaze." ane kharekhara! temanAM jIvanamAM thayelA AtmavikAsanI, temanA tathA saubhAgabhAInA uttama saMbaMdhanI ghaNI rahasyamaya jANakArI mane e gALAmAM maLI cUkI hatI. te parathI AjJAdhIna thavAnuM ane rahevAnuM mahAbhya zuM che, jJAnAvaraNano kSayopazama vadhe to keTalI jhaDapathI jIvanI jANakArI vadhatI jAya, samayano sadupayoga kevI rIte karI zakAya, nAnA kALamAM jhAjhuM kArya kevI rIte thaI zake, e Adi vize mArI samajaNa UMDI thaI hatI. mane prabhukRpAthI je pustakanAM AvAM uttama rahasyonI jANakArI maLI hatI, te pustakanAM, te patronAM rahasyo sahu koI icchuka tathA pAtra jIvone jANavA maLe, teo tene samaje, mANe, anubhave ane puruSArtha karI mokSamArgamAM yathArtha rIte AgaLa vadhe evI 236

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upasaMhAra mArAM aMtaraMgamAM ramatI bhAvanAne sAkAra karavAnA AzayathI guruvAranuM vAMcana A amUlya pustakathI zarU karavAnA bhAva karyA hatA. jemAM mane rAjaprabhu satata sAtha Apaze evI bAMhedharI paNa maLI hatI. eTale pUrA vizvAsa sAthe pUrvamAM kadI na kareluM kArya meM 1970nA eprila mAsamAM zarU karyuM. vAMcananA pahelA guruvAre bapore 3:30 vAge prabhunI stuti karI. temAM sau pahelA rAjaprabhu racita "jinezvaranI vANI' e pada lIdhuM, te pachI bhaktAmara stotrano 26mo zloka jemAM jina prabhune vaMdana karAyAM che te, ane te pachI "mokSamArgamya netAra...' e zloka bolI vAMcavAnI meM zarUAta karI. chello zloka bolatI hatI tyAre mArI khurazInA DAbA hAthanA uparanA sAmenA khUNAmAM mane zrI rAjaprabhunAM darzana thayAM, ane teo mane satata mArgadarzana Apaze ema jaNAvyuM. mAro rahyo sahyo bhaya paNa nIkaLI gayo, ane meM khUba ja svasthatAthI pahelA patranuM vAMcana zarU karyuM. pratyeka vacanonuM rahasya teo mane jaNAvatA gayA, ane huM te pramANe bolatI gaI. jANe huM A patramAMthI temaNe ApavA dhArelo bodha grahaNa karuM chuM, ane anyane paNa teno lAbha maLe evA AzayathI te bodha moTethI vyakta karuM chuM, evo anubhava mane satata AkhA kalAka daramyAna thayo. A alaukika anubhavathI mane khUba khUba haLavAza tathA AnaMda anubhavAyAM hatAM. A rIte rAjaprabhue mArAmAM kartApaNAnI vRttine badale bodhanAM grAhakapaNAnuM suMdara ropaNa karyuM hatuM te Aje spaSTa rIte mane samajAya che. A kAryathI mAruM jJAnAvaraNa toDavAmAM, cAritranI khIlavaNI karavAmAM tathA vyavahArazuddhi vadhAravAmAM mane khUba sahAya maLI hatI. A prakArano pratyeka guruvArano mAro anubhava ane vikAsa karavAmAM noMdhanIya sAtha ApI rahyo hato. vAMcana karavA mATe gharanAM badhAMno sAtha paNa eTalA ja premapUrvaka maLI rahyo hato. e vakhate ci. prakAza sADA traNa varSano hato, te paNa ullAsathI vAMcanane AvakArato hato, ane jarApaNa Dakhala ke aMtarAya Apato na hato, prabhunI evI asIma kRpA hatI. 237

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha Ama 1977nA eprIlathI zarU thayeluM "zrI saubhAga pratye"nuM guruvAranuM vAMcana mane tathA mumukSuone lAbhakArI thatuM hatuM. huM prabhuno khUba khUba upakAra mAnatI hatI. thoDA samayamAM jaNAyuM ke vAMcanamAM AvanArI bahenone sADAcAre pAchA pharatI vakhate vAhano meLavavAmAM takalIpha thatI hatI, tethI temane suvidhA karavA vAMcanano samaya baporanA traNathI cArano karyo. je Aje i.sa.2011mAM paNa kAyama ja che. samaya vItatAM paryuSaNa najIka AvyAM. paryuSaNamAM kyo viSaya levo e muMjhavaNa thavA lAgI. prabhunuM mArgadarzana mAgyuM, ane temanI kRpAthI tathA mArgadarzanathI i.sa.1977nAM paryuSaNa mATe zrI siddhasena divAka2 racita 'kalyANamaMdira stotra' levAnuM nakkI thayuM. A stotranAM ArAdhana sAthe zrI pArzvanAtha prabhunI stuti karatAM karatAM paryuSaNa parvanI ujavaNI sArI rIte thaI. zrI rAjaprabhunuM mArgadarzana yathAvat maLyA karatuM hatuM. tenAthI mArAM manamAM nakkI thaI gayuM ke pratyeka paryuSaNa mATe prabhujI sUjhADe te ja viSaya mAre levo. te viSaya para mahenata karI, viSayane yogya nyAya ApavA prayatna karavo, paraMtu matikalpanAthI mAre kaMi paNa nakkI karavuM nahi. prabhukRpAthI paryuSaNa pahelAM thoDA divase pratyeka varSe mane viSaya maLI jato hato. te mATe AjJAdhIna rahI pUrva taiyArI karatI hatI. tethI paryuSaNa sArAM ArAdhana sAthe pasAra thatAM hatAM. AraMbhanAM varSomAM mane jarA paNa khyAla na hato ke paryuSaNanI taiyArI karAvavA dvArA prabhu mArI pAse 'zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha' graMtha lakhavA mATe pUrva taiyArI karAvatA jatA hatA. sAthe sAthe mArAmAM pAtratA AvatI jAya tema te graMthanAM prakaraNonI paNa racanA karAvatA javAnA hatA. huM to mAtra e varSanAM kAryane anulakSIne vartatI hatI. prabhunAM jJAnanI dIrghadraSTino khyAla to mane ghaNA varSo pachI Avyo hato. dhanya che temanAM jJAnane ane temanI samayasUcakatAne! temanA anugrahathI to A graMtha lakhAyo, ane upasaMhAra paNa lakhAya che. 238

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graMthanI bhUmikA tathA prakaraNo kevI rIte taiyAra thayAM tenI jANakArI meLavavA mATe pratyeka varSe maLelA viSayonI noMdha, temAM phrUTa thatAM rahasyonI jANakArI, tathA thayelI gUMthaNInI noMdha upakArI thAya tema che. graMthanI racanA jANavA mATe guruvAranAM vAMcanamAM zrI saubhAga pratye, rAjaprabhunAM pado, muni pratye, aMbAlAlabhAI paranAM patro, Atmasiddhi Adi levAyelAM tenI noMdha khAsa jarUrI nathI; tethI tenI achaDatI noMdha ja lIdhI che. i. sa. 1988nA DIseMbara mAsamAM rAjaprabhunAM vacanAmRtanuM vAMcana pahelethI zarU karyuM, ane i.sa. 2008nA mArca mahinAmAM vacanAmRtanuM vAMcana pUruM karyuM hatuM. tyArathI zrI mahAvIra prabhunI chellI dezanA 'uttarAdhyayana' sUtra cAle che. te mAtra jANa pUratuM che. i. sa. 1977nI sAlathI pratyeka paryuSaNamAM nIce pramANe viSayo maLyA hatA : 1977 zrI siddhasena divAkara racita 'kalyANamaMdira stotra'. 1978 zrI yazovijayajI kRta 'ATha dRSTinI sajjhAya'. zrImad rAjacaMdra racita 'apUrva avasara'. 1979 1980 - jIvano vikAsakrama. - 1981 - zrImad rAjacaMdra racita 'Atmasiddhi zAstra'. 1982 - zrI mAnatuMgAcArya kRta 'bhaktAmara stotra'. 1983 zrI AnaMdaghana covIzI. - upasaMhAra 1984 - kRpALudevano AtmavikAsa. - 1985 - 7 Avazyaka. 1986 - zrImad rAjacaMdra kRta 'apUrva avasara'. - 1987 - sahaja sukhanAM sAdhano. 239

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha 1988 - ratnatrayanuM ArAdhana. 1989 - bAra bhAvanA. 1990 - zrI kuMdakuMdAcArya racita 'paMcAstikAya'. 1991 - upadezachAyA (kRpALudevanA upadezanI levAyelI noMdha). 1992 - pUjyapAdasvAmI kRta 'iSTopadeza'. 1993 1994 - samyakdarzana 1995 - aSTakarma 1996 - aDhAra pApasthAnaka 1997 - AtmAno apUrva svabhAva. 1998 - samyaktva parAkrama - uttarAdhyayana sUtranuM 29muM adhyayana. 1999 - nemicaMdra siddhAMtideva kRta 'bRhad dravya saMgraha' - 2000 zrI arihaMtano mahimA. 2001 - dharma e sarvotkRSTa maMgaLa che. 2002 zrImad rAjacaMdranAM jIvanamAM raheluM dharmanuM sarvotkRSTa maMgalapaNuM. 2003 - ANAo dhammo, ANAe tavo. 2004 samaya mAtrano paNa pramAda kartavya nathI. - AtmAno apUrva svabhAva pragaTa karavAmAM zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhuno sAtha. 2005 - Atmika zuddhithI 52mArthika siddhi. 2006 - sarvotkRSTa zuddhi tyAM sarvotkRSTa siddhi. 2007 - OM gamaya ANAya, ANAyaM gamaya OM. 240

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2008 pUrNa AjJAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA. 2009 - zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI bahmarasa samAdhi. 2010 zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha. - - upasaMhAra I. sa. 1978nI sAlathI jyAM sudhI paryuSaNano viSaya mane maLe nahi, tyAM sudhI huM yogya viSaya meLavavA mATe prabhu pAse kSamApanA tathA prArthanA vizeSatAe karatI. prabhune hradayathI vinaMti karatI ke mane tvarAthI sahAya karI paryuSaNa mATe jaladIthI viSaya Apo. te meLavavAmAM mArAM je koI pUrvakarma ke vighno ADAM AvatAM hoya tenI kSamA mAguM chuM, kRpA karI teno kSaya karAvo. A prakAre vartavAthI jyAre mAruM AjJAdhInapaNuM prabhunI icchAnI kakSAnuM AvatuM tyAre mane paryuSaNa mATe viSaya sAMpaDato hato Ama vyavahArika jIvanamAM paNa mane dhI2ja rAkhavA mATe zrI prabhu keLavaNI ApatA jatA hatA. viSayanI jANakArI AvyA pachI, tenI paryuSaNamAM yogya chaNAvaTa karavA vAMcana, manana, nididhyAsana, prArthanA Adino sathavAro laI taiyArI karavA lAgatI. yogya puruSArtha AkAra dhAraNa kare tyAre viSayanI pakaDa AvatI, ane zrI prabhunI asIma kRpAthI ane AjJAthI paryuSaNamAM e jANakArIne yogya nyAya ApavA huM puruSArtha karatI. sAmAnya rIte mane paryuSaNa pahelA paMdarathI vIsa divase viSaya maLato, eTale tyArathI zarU karI paryuSaNa sudhInA mArA divaso puruSArtha tathA ArAdhanamaya rahetA. e divasomAM huM vizeSatAe aMtaraMgamAM samAyelI rahetI, ane paryuSaNa mATe sArI rIte taiyArI karI zakatI. tethI te badhA divaso mArA AnaMdanA tathA ArAdhananA divaso banI jatA. Ama I. sa. 1982 sudhInAM mArAM paryuSaNo sAmAnya rIte pasAra thayA. te samaya daramyAna zrI rAjaprabhu pratinAM mArAM ahobhAva, pUjyabhAva, AjJAdhInapaNuM krame krame vadhatAM jatAM hatAM, tenAthI mane khyAla AvavA lAgyo ke A viSayo ekabIjA sAthe kevI rIte saMkaLAyelA che, tathA jIvone mATe keTalA upakArI thAya tema che. jema jema varSo vItatAM gayAM 241

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha tema tema ekabIjAnI sAthe gUMthAyelI sAMkaLa spaSTa thatI gaI. ane mULa graMtharacanA mATe pAyo kevI rIte nakhAto gayo tenI sUjha paNa pAchaLathI AvatI gaI hatI. i.sa. 1977nAM paryuSaNano viSaya hato zrI siddhasena divAkara sUri racita 'kalyANamaMdira stotra'. deva, nAraka, tiryaMca ane manuSyathI bharelA caturgatirUpa A saMsAramAM anAdikALathI paribhramaNa karato karato jIva saMjJIpaMcendriyapaNuM pAmI jyAre koI Apta puruSanA Azraye zAzvata sukha pAmavAnA, svakalyANanA bhAva karato thAya che, tyAre te bhAva tenAM jIvanamAM sUrya samAna teja pAtharI, kalyANanAM maMdiramAM praveza karavAno tene adhikAra Ape che. A rIte divAkara jevA siddha puruSanI kRpAthI jIvane jyAM kalyANa samAyeluM che evA maMdiramAM pravezavAno paravAno prApta thAya che. mAre mATe sva tathA parakalyANanI bhAvanA sAthe paryuSaNamAM bolavAno A pahelo ja prasaMga hato, te parathI A paryuSaNa mATe mane evo gUDhArtha samajAyo hato ke prabhu mane svapara kalyANanI yogya taiyArI karAvavA mATe nirmaLa evAM kalyANanAM maMdiramAM praveza karAvI dhanyatA anubhavAvI rahyA che. A pravezane yathArthatAe saphaLa karavA mATe zrI siddhasena divAkare jevA ahobhAva tathA pUjyabhAva zrI pArzvanAtha prabhu mATe sevyA che, tevA ja bhAvo mAre paNa sevavA ghaTe che. eTaluM ja nahi, paNa AvA bhAva sevyA vinAno je je kALa bhUtakALamAM pasAra thayo che, te mATe mAre paNa zrI siddhasena divAkare sevyo che tevo baLavAna pazcAttApano bhAva anubhavavo jarUrI che. te parathI mane eTalA pramANamAM prArthanA tathA kSamApanA karatA rahevA mATe baLa maLyuM, mArAmAM daDhatva AvyuM. te pachI I. sa. 1978nAM paryuSaNa mATe zrI yazovijayajI racita "ATha dRSTinI sajhAya" vicAravAno prasaMga Avyo zrI AnaMdaghanajInA saMparka pachI je AtmadaSTi zrI yazovijayajIne prApta thaI hatI tenuM nirUpaNa temaNe A ATha dRSTinI sakjhAyamAM karyuM che. saMsAranAM paribhramaNathI chUTI, jIvamAM jyAre svamAM sthira thavAnI icchAno AraMbha thAya che, ane Apta puruSanA Azraye teno sAco puruSArtha zarU thAya che tyAre te jIvanI mahAmohathI malina thayelI dRSTi zudhdha 242

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upasaMhAra thavA lAge che. tenI dRSTimAM - AtmA pratinA dRSTikoNamAM sudhAro noMdhAto jAya che. tene samajaNa lAdhe che ke gurUAzraye tathA prabhaAzraye rahIne puruSArtha karavAthI mahAmohanIya karmanI cuMgAlamAMthI huM chUTI zakIza. krame karIne mitrA, tArA, balA, dIptA, sthirA, kAMtA, prabhA tathA parA nAmanI dRSTimAM AvI, huM sAcI yazapatAkA - vijaya patAkA arthAt mokSane meLavI zakIza. jyAM jIvanuM kalyANa samAyuM che, Atmazuddhi karavAnAM baLavAna nimitto rahelAM che te maMdiramAM praveza karavAthI anAdikALathI vibhramita thayelI mArI mati savaLI thatI javAnI che, ane mAruM muktibhaNInuM prayANa AraMbhAvAnuM che. A paryuSaNamAM mane evI samaja maLI hatI ke prabhu mane kalyANanA mArgamAM AgaLa vadhArI, pratyeka dRSTinI khUbI samajAvI, chevaTe aMtima parA dRSTimAM sthira karavA icche che. mAre te mATe yathArtha baLavAna puruSArtha karavo ati Avazyaka che. prabhukRpAe yathArtha puruSArtha AdaravAthI, jIvanI dRSTinuM savaLApaNuM vadhatuM jAya che, pUrvanI bhUlo yathAtathya samajAvA lAge che, ane anAdikALathI je paribhramaNa A saMsAramAM jIva karato rahyo che tenAM kAraNo jIvane spaSTapaNe samajAvA lAge che. A samajaNanAM anusaMdhAnamAM jIva bhUlo kSINa karavAnA upAyo vicArato thAya che. A sthiti mArAmAM sarjAtAM, I.sa.1979nA paryuSaNa mATe mane zrImad rAjacaMdra racita "apUrva avasara" kAvya viSaya tarIke prApta thayo hoya tema jaNAya che. sarvottama parASTi prApta karavAnA abhilASanA anusaMdhAnamAM A kAvya khUba ja yathAsthAna jaNAya che. zrI rAjaprabhue paramapada - mokSapada meLavavA mATe kevo puruSArtha karavAno abhilASa sevyo hato, ane evo puruSArtha jo karavAmAM Ave to tenuM kevuM phaLa maLe te A kAvyamAM nirUpAyuM che. te padanI sarvottama kakSA, temAM jaNAvAyelA puruSArthanI yathArthatA, te puruSArtha karavAnuM phaLa Adi sahu koI mumukSune jANavuM atyaMta upakArI che. bIjI rIte vicArIe to kahI zakAya ke pragaTelI dRSTimAM savaLApaNuM vadhavA lAge to jIvane mokSamArga tathA satparuSanuM sAcuM mahAbhya yogya rIte samajAtuM jAya che; ane puruSanA Azraye sAco 243

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha kalyANa puruSArtha karavAthI jIvane anAdikALathI aprApta evo apUrva avasara meLavavAno yoga Ave che, te spaSTa thAya che. atyAra sudhImAM je kalyANa thayuM nathI, te Atmazuddhi karavAnI zakyatA maMdiramAM pravezI satyadRSTi grahaNa karavAthI thAya che, tevI sabhAnatA AvavAthI jIvane caMdrasamAna zItaLatA ane rAjavI jevo vaibhava arthAt AtmArtha maLe che, tevo artha rAjacaMdra praNIta 'apUrva avasara' mAMthI phalita thAya che. A kAvyanA hArdanA abhyAsa dvArA zrI rAjaprabhu mane Avo baLavAna puruSArtha karavAno nirNaya karavA preratA hatA tevuM bhAsatuM hatuM. mAre mATe paryuSaNanI ArAdhanAnuM e satphaLa hatuM. -- saMsAranAM baMdhanathI chUTavAnI saghana thatI icchAnAM anusaMdhAnamAM jIva ATalI badhI caDatI paDatI zA mATe kare che! kyAM kAraNo tene mukta thatAM aTakAve che? nIcethI u52 jIva kevI rIte caDe che, pAchA nIce gayA pachI tene upara caDavAmAM koNa madada kare che? vagere vagere jANavuM mane khUba jarUrI lAgatuM hatuM. tethI i.sa.1980nA paryuSaNa mATe mane jyAre 'jIvano vikAsakrama' viSaya maLyo tyAre te khUba ja sAnukULa lAgyo hato. vyavahArika paramArthika pratyeka sArI pragati mATe jIvane satpuruSano sAtha anivArya che, tenI sahAya vinA sAcI pragati thaI zakatI ja nathI e samajaNa na Ave tyAM sudhI jIva potAnA mAna kaSAyane jarAya nabaLo karI zakato nathI. e parathI spaSTa thAya che ke jIvanA vikAsa mATe satpuruSa ke Apta puruSano yoga thavo anivArya che. AtmakalyANa karavAnA zubha AzayathI maMdiramAM pravezI, viSama thayelI dRSTine sama karavA jIva jhaMkhe che, tyAre tene e apUrva jhaMkhanAnAM phaLarUpe samajAya che ke saMsAramAM rakhaDato jIva kevA kramathI prabhu sanmukha thato jAya che. satpuruSanAM kalyANabhAvanAM 52mANunA sparzathI ekeMdriya jIva kevA prakAre eka pachI eka indriya meLavato jAya che, ane saMkSIpaMcendriyapaNA sudhI pahoMcI jAya che; teno citAra tene maLe che. saMzIpaMcendriya thayA pachI te jIva satpuruSanAM zaraNamAM rahI ArAdhana kare to te kevI rIte aMtaravRttisparza, upazama samita, kSayopazama samati, kSAyika samakita Adi grahaNa karI AtmArthe 244

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upasaMhAra vikAsa kare che te tene samajAya che. sAthe sAthe tene e paNa samajAya che ke jo te svacchaMdI banI, puruSano Azraya choDI, saMsAranI zAtAnAM pralobhanomAM paDI varte che, to te krame karI pharIthI ekeMdriyapaNA sudhI nIce UtarI jAya che. tyAMthI pharIthI UMce caDavA mATe teNe puruSanAM kalyANanAM paramANuo meLavavA pratIkSA karavAnI rahe che. A samajaNathI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtarUpa sapuruSa jIvanAM kalyANa mATe kevA upakArI ane anivArya che teno lakSa tene Ave che. pariNAme jIva sapuruSanI prApti tathA zaraNane jhaMkhato thAya che. A paryuSaNamAM mArAmAM evo daDha nirNaya pravaryo hato ke mAre to have nIce UtaravuM ja nathI; paNa je koI mArAthI samaje temane paNa nIce na UtaravA mATe nirNaya karAvI, rAjaprabhu jevA sapuruSanA Azraye ArAdhana karatA karavA che. A badhA bhAvanA anusaMdhAnamAM jyAre I. sa. 1981nA paryuSaNa pahelA thoDA divase kRpALudeva racita "AtmasiddhizAstra jyAre viSaya tarIke Avyo, tyAre eka bAjuthI mane khUba AnaMda thayo ke AtmArthe vikAsa karavA zuM jarUrI che te mArAthI sarasa rIte grahaNa karI zakAze, ane atyAra sudhInAM paryuSaNomAM karelA bhAvone sAkAra karavA mane avakAza maLaze, to bIjI bAju aneka rahasyothI bharelI ATalI moTI "Atmasiddhi' mAtra sAta divasamAM kevI rIte pUrI karI zakAze e moTI muMjhavaNa hatI. tethI AtmasiddhimAM gUMthAyelA mukhya mukhya muddAonI noMdha karI, guruziSyanA saMvAdonA mukhya rahasyo ane tenI upayogItA vize vicAraNA karI, keTalAka muddAo tAravI lIdhA. AgalA varSanAM paryuSaNanA viSaya sAthe tene sAMkaLI levA meM vicAryuM. zrI puruSanA AdhAre tathA Azraye jIva kevI rIte AtmavikAsa sAdhe che, ane sapuruSathI vimukha thavAthI jIva ekeMdriyapaNA sudhI nIce UtaravA jevI moTI pachaDATa khAya che, te to "jIvano vikAsakrama' vicAratI vakhate samajAyuM hatuM. je jIvanI AvI nIce UtaravAnI taiyArI nathI, teNe zuM karavuM joie tenuM mArgadarzana jIvane "AtmasiddhizAstra' mAMthI maLI rahe tema che te spaSTa thayuM. jIva jyAre puruSanAM ananya zaraNane grahaNa karI, lokanA 245.

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha tamAma vaibhavomAM Atmavaibhavane agrasthAne sthApI, sarvottama Atmazuddhi karavAnA nirNaya sudhI pahoMce che tyAre tene sadgurunuM avarNanIya mahAtmya samajAya che, eTaluM ja nahi paNa, potAnI jANakArI mATe jAgatA sarva praznonuM samAdhAna AtmasiddhizAstrane vicAravAthI maLI rahe che, e lakSa tene Ave che. A zAstramAM vartamAnamAM thayelI dharmanI sthiti, tAraNahAra gurunAM lakSaNo, je jIvane chUTavAnA bhAva nathI tevA matArthI jIvanAM lakSaNo, jeNe AtmAne paribhramaNathI choDAvavAno nirNaya karyo che tevA AtmArthInAM lakSaNo, jIvane AtmA saMbaMdhI muMjhavatA vividha prazno ane tenuM samAdhAna, vagere saraLa chatAM saMkSepamAM ghaNuM ghaNuM samajAvI jAya e rIte mUkAyuM che. ziSya jo gurue batAvelA mArge cAle to te samyaktvathI zarU karI mukti sudhIno vikAsa pAmI zake tenuM nirdezana paNa ahIM thayuM che. A sarva sAdI bhASAmAM samajAvavAno sabhAna prayatna meM paryuSaNamAM prabhunA sAthathI karyo hato. AthI A varSanAM paryuSaNamAM atyAra sudhInAM viSayono nicoDa vyakta thayo hato. sAthe sAthe muktisuMdarIne varavAno sabhAna puruSArtha karavAnI sUcanA zrI prabhu taraphathI sahu jIvone prApta thaI hatI. AtmAne zuddha karavAno nirNaya karyA pachI, e dizAmAM jIva eka pagaluM AgaLa mAMDe che. jIvanAM hradayamAM satpuruSanuM mahAtmya yathArtha rIte sthapAyuM hovAthI te satpuruSano pUjArI bane che bhakta bane che. satpuruSanI icchAnusAra ane AjJAe cAlavuM jarUrI che tevo nirNaya tenAM manamAM prakAzita thAya che. A rIte bhaktibhAvasahita vartavAnuM phaLa che amaratva. dehAdinI utpatti tathA layathI para sthiti lAvavI, e satpuruSano Azraya dRDha karI vartavAnuM phaLa che. AvI ananya rIte kaI rIte vartI zakAya te jaNAya che zrI mAnatuMgAcArya racita zrI 'bhaktAmara stotra'no abhyAsa karavAthI. baLavAna upasargamAM sapaDAyelA zrI mAnatuMgAcArya zrI AdinAtha prabhunI ananya bhakti karavA dvArA kevI rIte upasargane pAra karI gayA hatA teno citAra ApaNane A stotramAMthI maLe che. AthI I. sa. 1982nA paryuSaNa mATe jyAre 'bhaktAmara stotra' levAnuM AvyuM tyAre -- 246

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upasaMhAra mane manathI khUba ja AnaMda vedAyo hato. kAraNa ke tenuM hArda AzcaryakAraka rIte mane I. sa. 1970nI sAlamAM samajAyuM hatuM. ane tenuM lakhANa paNa thayuM hatuM. zrI mAnatuMgAcAryanA e uttama bhAvonuM ghUMTaNa karavAno mane suMdara avakAza A paryuSaNamAM maLaze e vicArathI khUba AnaMda vartAto hato. I. sa. 1970nAM paryuSaNa pahelAM ame cAra cha jaNAe evuM nakkI karyuM hatuM ke, paryuSaNanA divasomAM sahue roja eka prazna uThAvavo ane puruSArtha karI tenuM samAdhAna paNa meLavavuM. A praznottarInI carcA rAtanA navathI dazanA samayamAM karavI, jethI sahune jJAna vikasAvavAno tathA jJAnAvaraNa karma toDavAno avakAza maLe. A nakkI thayA pachI huM dararoja, mane prazna ApavA prabhune prArthanA karatI hatI, tema chatAM paryuSaNanA AgalA divasa sudhI mane eka paNa prazna udbhavyo na hato. vaLI, ame evuM paNa nakkI karyuM hatuM ke prazna tathA samAdhana maLe nahi tyAM sudhI rAtanA sUvuM nahi, ane puruSArtha karyA ja karavo. paryuSaNanA AgalA divasa sudhI prazna AvavAnI koI eMdhANI na jaNAtAM, mArI prArthanA tathA ekAgratA khUba vadhI gayAM. khUba UMDANathI prArthanA karatAM karatAM huM sUI gaI. lagabhaga madhyarAtrie mane eka divya puruSe darzana ApyA. temaNe sapheda vastro dhAraNa karyA hatA, ane temane be zveta pAMkho hatI. temaNe mane mArA praznanI muMjhavaNa vize pUchayuM. meM mArI kathanI jaNAvI ane mArgadarzana ApavA vinaMti karI. temaNe mane pUchayuM, 'tane zrI bhaktAmara stotra' AvaDe che?' meM hA kahI. temaNe mane AgaLa pUchayuM ke prabhuno mahimA jaNAvatI 38 thI 46 sudhInI bhaktAmaranI je nava kaDIo che te tane AvaDe che? tenI paNa meM hA kahI. pachI temaNe prazna karyo ke e nave kaDIonA artha tane samajAya che?" meM uttara Apyo, "mane vAcyArtha samajAya che, gUDhArthanI pUrI samajaNa nathI.' tyAre e divyapuruSe mane mArgadarzana ApyuM ke A nava kaDImAMnI pahelI kaDI huM tane samajAvuM chuM. bAkInI AThe kaDInA e prakAre gUDhArtha meLavavA e tArA mATe paryuSaNanA AThe divasanA praznottarIno puruSArtha gaNaje. tAre roja eka kaDIno gUDhArtha pAmavA puruSArtha karI rahasya meLavavuM e tAruM paryuSaNanuM kArya gaNaje. ATaluM kahI temaNe "je kopyo che bhamaragaNanA guMjavAthI atize...' e 30mI 247

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha kaDInuM rahasya samajAvyuM. A kaDImAM prabhunA zaraNe rahI, ArAdhana karI jIva kevI rIte kaSTa pAra kare che, ane krodha kaSAya toDI nAkhe che tenuM rahasya temaNe mane batAvyuM. ane tenAM udAharaNa rUpe mAnatuMgAcAryanA upasargano prasaMga samajAvyo. huM to khUba khuza thaI gaI, e divya puruSane vaMdana karyA, ane temano khUba AbhAra mAnyo. bAkInI kaDIo A apekSAthI samajavA puruSArtha karIza ema meM temane jaNAvyuM. teo AzIrvAda ApI aMtardhAna thaI gayA. mane prazno to AThe divasa mATe maLI gayA, paNa uttara meLavavAnA bAkI hatA. bIjA divasanI savArathI ja te pachInI kaDI "je hAthInAM ziramahIM rahyA, raktathI yukta che ne...' gaNagaNavA ane vicAravA lAgI. koI paNa kAma karatAM A vicAraNA cAlu ja hatI. paNa kaMI ja rahasya samajAtuM na hatuM. AthI vacce vacce doSanI kSamA mAgI aMtarAya tathA jJAnAvaraNa toDAvavA prabhune prArthatI hatI. Ama karatAM karatAM sAMja thavA AvI, paNa ukela maLato na hato. sAMje amArA gharanI najIkamAM AvelA zrI zAMtinAtha prabhunAM derAsare ame darzana karavA gayA. tyAM khUba bhAvathI ane UMDANathI (jemAM thoDI ciMtA paNa bhaLelI hatI) ukela meLavavA prArthanA tathA kSamApanA karavA lAgI. Ama karatAM huM khUba zAMta thaI gaI, jANe badhuM ja bhUlI gaI. tyAM ekAeka khUba prakAza thayo ane AgalA divasavALA divya puruSe pharIthI darzana mane ApyA, mArgadarzana paNa ApyuM. mArI ja pAse temaNe e kaDIno artha karAvyo, gUDhArtha pragaTa karAvyo. mane pahelA divasanA praznanuM samAdhana maLI gayuM. meM e divya puruSano khUba AbhAra mAnI vaMdana karyA. te pachIthI puruSArtha karatAM karatAM roja ne roja, koI ne koI prakAre mane eka eka kaDInA gUDhArtha maLatA gayA. huM prabhuno AbhAra mAnatI rahI. saMvatsarInA divase mane chellI kaDIno gUDhArtha samajAyo, te pachI te divya puruSe mane pharIthI darzana ApyA, ane jaNAvyuM ke AkhuM bhaktAmara stotra A prakAranAM gUDha rahasyothI bhareluM che, te vizeSatAe jANavA prayatna karaje. meM hA kahI. tyArathI meM zrI prabhunI sahAyathI bhaktAmara stotranA aMtaraMga bhedo jANavA 248

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upasaMhAra puruSArtha Adaryo. samajaNano paripAka thatAM A samajaNa lakhANamAM mUkavA AjJA AvI. te pramANe karyuM paNa kharuM. paryuSaNamAM A samajaNa vyakta karavAno lahAvo mane I.sa. 1982mAM maLyo teno mane ghaNo AnaMda hato. 198ranAM paryuSaNamAM muMbaImAM komI ramakhANo thayAM hatAM, jANe mAnatuMgAcAryanA upasarganuM punarAvartana thatuM na hoya! paNa te badhAM vipnone zraddhA temaja prabhukRpAthI pAra karI, vAstavika jIvanamAM prabhunAM zaraNe rahI kArya karavAthI kevAM Azcarya sarjAya che teno pratyakSa anubhava ame lIdho hato. e AzcaryakAraka anubhava kadI visarAya tema nathI. - I. sa. 1982nAM paryuSaNa pUrAM thayAM pachI, mArA manamAM eka navo bhAva ramavA lAgyo. mane thatuM ke A paryuSaNa tathA cAturmAsamAM meM puruSArtha karIne meLavyuM zuM? meM to je maLyuM hatuM tene ja sArI rIte ApavAno prayatna karyo hato. mArA manathI mane A sthiti yogya lAgatI na hatI. tethI mArA manamAM sahajatAe prArthanA zarU thaI ke, "prabhu! mAre puruSArtha karavo paDe, sarasa ArAdhana thAya, mArAM jJAna, darzana tathA cAritranI sarasa khIlavaNI thAya, evo viSaya mane paryuSaNa mATe Apajo. je maLyuM che tene ja vyavasthita karI mUkavuM. e mArA mATe mane pUratuM lAgatuM nathI. tema chatAM tamane ja yogya lAge te mArI pAse karAvajo huM tamArA ja zaraNe chuM." A prakAranA bhAvo mane vAraMvAra thayA karatA hatA. prabhunI AjJAe cAlavAno prAmANika prayatna karatAM karatAM je bhAva ApaNe karIe chIe, te bhAva sarasa rIte prabhu pUrA karatA hoya che, tevo anubhava A pahelA paNa mane ghaNIvAra thayo hato. paraMtu I.sa.1983nA paryuSaNamAM thayelo anubhava to khAsa viziSTa ane noMdhanIya kahI zakAya tevo che. A varSanI gurupUrNimA pahelA dazeka divase mane paryuSaNa mATe viSaya Avyo. te hato "zrI AnaMdaghana covIzI". A pahelA meM AnaMdaghana covIzI abhyAsanI dRSTithI vAMcI na hatI. eTale e vize mArI pAse koI yathArtha jANakArI hatI nahi. mAre mATe A viSaya sAva navo ja hato. pustaka kADhI covIzI vAMcatA khyAla Avyo ke AmAM zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAje vartamAnanA covIza tIrthakara bhagavAnanI stuti 249

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha karI che; paNa tenI bhASA samajavAmAM ghaNI kaThaNa che. vaLI mAtra sAta divasamAM ja AvAM moTAM covIza pado samajaNa ApavA sAthe pUrAM karavAM te khUba muzkela kAma mane lAgyuM. betraNa vakhata te pado vAMcyAM tyAM sudhI to temAM mArI cAMca ja DUbatI na hoya evuM mane lAgyuM. vicAratAM mane samajAyuM ke khUba puruSArtha karavo paDe evA viSayanI meM mAMgaNI karI che, te pUrI karavA bhagavAne Ama karyuM jaNAya che. sAthe sAthe mane e paNa samajAyuM ke puruSArtha karavA prabhue mane pUrato samaya paNa Apyo che. atyAra sudhI mane paryuSaNanA AThathI paMdara divasa pahelA ja viSaya maLato hato, tene badale A vakhate lagabhaga be mahinA pahelAM prabhue viSaya ApI dIdho che. prabhunI asIma maherabAnIno A sacoTa pUrAvo gaNI zakAya. viSayane yogya nyAya ApavA mATe baLavAna puruSArtha karavo jarUrI hato. tethI meM kSamApanA, prArthanA tathA padonA artha sArI rIte samajAvavA mATenI mAMgaNInuM jora ThIka ThIka vadhAryuM. te sAthe meM nakkI karyuM ke dararoja rAtre mAre AkhI covIzI dhIrajathI vAMcavI ane prArthanA karatAM sUI javuM. A covIza pado vAMcatAM mane lagabhaga doDha kalAka jeTalo samaya e vakhate lAgato hato. tema chatAM thoDA divasa sudhI to ema ja lAgatuM hatuM ke mArI samajaNanuM UMDANa jANe vadhatuM ja nathI. tema chatAM hiMmata hAryA vinA, saphaLa thavA mATe meM joradAra puruSArtha cAlu ja rAkhyo hato. pUrvakALamAM dareka kasoTInA prasaMgamAM zrI rAjaprabhue mArI lAja rAkhI hatI, tenI smRti mane khUba ja vizvAsa apAvatI hatI ke A prasaMge paNa prabhu mArI lAja jarUra rAkhaze. A rIte bIjA ATheka divasa pasAra thayA pachI prabhu taraphathI mane eka vacana AvyuM ke, 'AnaMdaghana covIzI'mAM zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAje Akho mokSamArga samAvyo che, te vize vicAraje. mArAM to sAnaMdAzcaryathI rUvAM UbhA thaI gayA. AzcaryanI koI sImA ja na hatI, kemake pratyeka stavanamAM mane to prabhunI stuti ja dekhAtI hatI, AtmavikAsanAM pagathiyAM temAM kyAM chUpAyelAM che te to jarApaNa pakaDAtuM na hatuM. prabhunI bhAvabharI karelI stutimAM 25

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upasaMhAra mokSamArganuM nirUpaNa kevI rIte zakya bane? paraMtu prabhunuM jaNAveluM vacana yathArtha ja hoya e zraddhAnA baLavAnapaNAne lIdhe A vacananI yathArthatA pAmavA huM prArthanA, kSamApanA tathA smaraNa vizeSatAe karavA lAgI. rojabarojanA prAmANika puruSArthane kAraNe roja rAtre dhIme dhIme jJAnano ughADa thavA lAgyo. padonA artha mane samajAvA lAgyA; ekabIjA pado vaccenuM anusaMdhAna kaLAvA lAgyuM; ane manamAM spaSTa thatuM gayuM ke prabhue jaNAveluM vacana yathArtha ja che. A badhAM pado prabhunI stuti karavA sAthe AkhA mokSamArganuM nirUpaNa karanArAM paNa che. roja rAtre covIzI vAMcavAno, vicAravAno tathA manana karavAno krama jArI hato. tenI sAthe jJAnano ughADa karavAnI prArthanA, tathA naDatararUpa banatA karmono kSaya karavA kSamApanA acUka thatI hatI. A puruSArthathI samajaNa vadhatI gaI ane paryuSaNanA AgalA divasa sudhImAM ogaNIsamA zrI mallinAtha jinastavana sivAyanAM badhAM padonA hArda tathA ekabIjA sAthenAM anusaMdhAna lagabhaga spaSTa thaI gayAM hatAM. paraMtu mane 19mA padanI ghaDa koI rIte besatI na hatI, tethI mane jeTalI samajaNa prApta thaI hatI, te mATe zrI prabhuno khUba upakAra mAnyo ane 19mA stavananuM anya stavano sAthenuM anusaMdhAna tathA sAtatya samajAvavA mATe vinaMti zarU karI. paryuSaNanA pahelA divasathI pratyeka pada tathA temAM vyakta thatAM mokSamArganI samajaNa zrI prabhunI asIma kRpAthI vyakta karatI gaI, prabhu taraphthI paNa saMtoSa vyakta thato hoya tema anubhavAtuM hatuM. paraMtu 19mA padano koyaDo haju akabaMdha ja hato. eTale roja rAtre teno mane ukela ApavA prabhupAse prArthanA, kSamApanA tathA smaraNa karI vinaMti karatI hatI. Ama karatAM karatAM je divase A pada levAnuM hatuM te divasa AvI gayo, paNa mane koI khulAso maLyo na hato. Ama chatAM mane aMtaraMgamAM baLavAna zraddhA hatI ke je prabhue ATaluM sAcavyuM che te prabhu haju paNa sAcavaze ja. ane mane nAsIpAsa thavA nahi de. zUnyamAMthI sarjana karAvanAra prabhue eka sivAyanAM sarva pada samajAvyAM che, te prabhu eka 251

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha pada mATe kadI nirAza nahi kare, mArI zraddhAnI kasoTI bhale kare, paNa pAra to utArazeja. hradayamAM prArthanA sAthe baporanA aDhI vAge huM vAMcananA holamAM gaI. pratyeka paryuSaNamAM 2:30 thI 3 ci. sacIna tathA nehala bhakti karatA, 3 thI 4:15 huM vAMcana karatI ane 4:15 thI 5 zrI zazIbhAI jhaverI tathA a. sau. maMjubahena bhaktipado letAM. A krama pramANe sacIna tathA nehale bhakti zarU karI. huM ekAeka sthira thaI gaI, mArI baMdha AMkhe eka paDado khUlyo ane cArebAju avarNanIya prakAza phelAI gayo. tenI sAthe ja, eka ja kSaNamAM 18, 19, 20 e traNa padonuM ekabIjA sAthenuM anusaMdhAna vistArathI samajAI gayuM. te kSaNe meM prabhuno khUba upakAra mAnyo. vAMcanano samaya thatAM vANI yathArtha rIte vahI gaI. koIne khyAla paNa na Avyo ke mArI kevI kasoTI thaI hatI. bAkInA divasomAM paNa vAMcanano kramika pravAha cAlyo. paryuSaNa pUrAM thayAM. prabhunI aparaMpAra kRpAno spaSTa paraco maLyo. prabhunI AjJAe cAlavAthI jJAna, darzana ane cAritranI khIlavaNI kevI rIte thAya che teno pratyakSa padArthapATha anubhavAyo. A pachI thoDA ja divasomAM prabhue mane dhvanithI jaNAvyuM ke tuM AnaMdaghana covIzI vize lakhI le, enAthI 'zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha'nI zarUAta thavAnI che. mane e maMgaLarUpa stutio lakhatAM khUba prasannatA vedAI hatI. I.sa. 1983mAM lakhAyelI e stutio I.sa.2007mAM pragaTa thayelA "zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha "nAM pahelA prakaraNamAM maMgalastutirUpe mUkavAmAM AvI che. bhAga 1 - i.sa. 1983nAM paryuSaNamAM lagabhaga badhAMne e bhAvanuM ghUMTaNa thayuM ke satpuruSanuM dRDha zaraNa grahavAthI, amaratva pAmavAnI cAvI jIvane prApta thAya che. AvuM zaraNa grahyA pachI sarva satpuruSomAM agresara, trikALa namana karavA yogya evA zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunuM mahAtmya jIvane samajAya che. vartamAna covIzI eTale jaMbudvIpanAM bharatakSetramAM avasarpiNI kALamAM thayelA zrI AdinAtha prabhuthI zarU karI zrI mahAvIra prabhu paryaMtanA sarva tIrthaMkara bhagavAna. temanI yogya stuti 252

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upasaMhAra karI jIva mokSamArga prApta karI zake che. ajJAnAvasthAthI zarU karI siddhAvasthA sudhInI AtmadazA pAmavAno krama A tIrthaMkara prabhuonI nAmAvalimAM samAyelo jovA maLe che. Avo mokSamArga meLavI, jIva potAnAM sahajAnaMda svarUpane ane ghanasvarUpane sahelAIthI prApta karI zake che. e mArgamAM rahI jIva arpaNabhAva karI, samarthano sAtha meLavI AgaLa vadhe che ane tattvanAM aMta:sthaLanAM UMDANane pAmavA samartha thAya che. A prakAre pratyeka varSe mane ekabIjA sAthe anusaMdhAna dharAvanAra upayogI viSayo prabhu taraphathI paryuSaNa parvanI ujavaNI mATe maLatA hatA. tenI taiyArI karatAM karatAM rAjaprabhu pratinuM mAruM AjJAdhInapaNuM, mAro ahobhAva tathA pUjyabhAva Adi vyavahArazuddhi tathA Atmazuddhi sAthe vadhatAM jatAM hatAM. pAchaLathI tenI vicAraNA karavAthI mane samajAyuM ke 'zrI kevaLa prabhuno sAtha' graMtha mATe zrI prabhu mArI pAse kevI rIte taiyArI karAvatA gayA hatA. A samajaNa levAthI mArA para prabhunI kevI asIma kRpA varasatI hatI teno kaMIka aMdAja, tathA sahajatAe thatI graMtharacanAnI bhUmikA kevI AsAnIthI baMdhAtI hatI teno khyAla Avaze. A badhAM varSonA anubhavanI jANakArI levAthI e to samajAyuM haze ke mArA ArAdhyadeva kRpALudeva - zrImad rAjacaMdra hatA. temanA AtmAno vikAsa anubhavavAnI mArI tAlAvelI ghaNI vadhI gaI hatI. jyAre 1963-65 mAM meM jIvanasiddhinuM lakhANa karyuM tyAre temanI ja sahAyathI meM temanAM 'AtmavikAsa'nuM prakaraNa lakhyuM hatuM. paraMtu te lakhANa karyA varSo vItI gayA pachI, temAM ghaNuM vizeSa UMDANa hovuM joIe evI lAgaNI aMdaramAM vedAtI hatI. tattvanAM gahanatama UMDANa sudhI pahoMcI sapuruSanAM hRdayane samajavAnI ane mANavAnI zakti jIvamAM Ave to te puruSanAM aMtaraMga cAritrane samajI potAmAM evuM cAritra khIlavavA maLe che. A sthiti ane zrI rAjaprabhunAM jIvanamAM satata DokiyAM karatI jaNAtI hatI. jyAre jyAre temanA dvArA lakhAyelAM patro, kAvyo Adi vAMcuM tyAre tyAre upara jaNAvelI lAgaNI jora karI jatI hatI. tethI teno tAga meLavavA mAruM 253

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha mana vadhAre ne vadhAre utsuka thatuM jatuM hatuM. AthI jyAre mane I.sa.1984nAM paryuSaNa mATe 'kRpALudevano AtmavikAsa' viSaya maLyo, tyAre temanuM jIvana tathA kavana navesarathI tapAsI, marajIvA banI, rahasyo pAmavAno puruSArtha meM Adaryo. A puruSArtha karatI vakhate mane samajAyuM ke satpuruSanAM cAritrane yathArthatAe avalokI potAnAM cAritranI vizuddhi karatAM jIva para anaMta satpuruSonI apAra kRpA ane dayA samAyelAM che; je puruSArtha karatA jIvane layabaddha ane tAlabaddha rIte AtmavikAsanAM pagathiyAM caDAve che. kRpALudevanAM patre patra, kAvye kAvye tathA pratyeka lakhANamAM je anubhava dhabakato meM joyo te parathI mane mAruM cAritra tathA jIvana vadhAre ne vadhAre sudhAravAnI preraNA maLI. ane te mATe mAre zuM karavuM joIe tenI gaDamathala mArA manamAM zarU thaI gaI. emAMthI pratyeka tIrthaMkara bhagavAna tathA paMcaparameSTi prabhu AtmavikAsa karavA mATe zuM bodha Ape che te jANavAnI bhAvanA spaSTa thaI. ane mAruM uttama AtmAo vizenuM phlaka vistRta thavA lAgyuM. eTale ke mane AtmArthe AgaLa vadhelA jIvo mATeno premabhAva tathA AtmabhAva vadhavA lAgyA. A rIte dRSTinI vizALatA keLavavA mATe mane A varSanAM paryuSaNa khUba phaLyAM hatAM. judI judI aneka bhAvanAmAM ramatAM ramatAM I.sa.1985nAM varSa mATe mAruM prArthanA karavAnuM ghaNuM alpa thaI gayuM hatuM. I.sa.1985mAM gurupUrNimA pachI thoDA divase paryuSaNa mATeno viSaya meLavavA meM prArthanA Adi zarU karyAM, paNa temAM joIe tevuM UMDANa AvatuM na hatuM. jema jema divaso vItatA gayA tema tema prArthanA, kSamApanA AdinuM pramANa huM vadhAratI gaI, tema chatAM hakIkata e hatI ke paryuSaNanI zarUAtanA AgalA divasa sudhI mane viSayanI jANakArI maLI na hatI. ane svacchaMdathI mAre viSaya nakkI karavo na hato, tethI huM AdhyAtmika bhIDamAM phasAI hatI. manamAM ghaNI ghaNI muMjhavaNa thatI hatI ke paryuSaNa kevAM pasAra thaze? paNa aMtaraMgano nizcaya to kAyama hato ke prabhu taraphthI viSaya maLyA pachI ja vAMcana karavuM. AthI meM manomana nakkI karyuM ke jyAM sudhI viSaya maLe nahi tyAM sudhI paryuSaNamAM vAMcanano samaya kSamApanA, 254

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upasaMhAra prArthanA, smaraNa Adi karavAmAM pasAra karavo, ane tema karavAmAM mukta mane mumukSuonI sahAya levI. prabhukRpAthI ja viSaya meLavavo, yogya mArgadarzana maLe nahi tyAM sudhI jaMpavuM nahi. samUhanuM baLa haze to prabhukRpAthI kAryasiddhi jaladIthI thaze ema zraddhAna paNa hatuM. jo viSaya na maLe to samajavuM ke smaraNAdinA ArAdhanathI ja paryuSaNa pasAra karAvavAnI zrI prabhunI IcchA haze, amAre sahue e IcchA mAnya rAkhavI. upara jaNAvelA bhAva sAthe zrI kRpALudevane prArthanA karI smaraNa karatAM karatAM huM sUI gaI. ekAeka lagabhaga rAtanA bAra vAge mane dhvani saMbhaLAyo ke, 'A vakhate tAre moTI aMtarAya hovAthI tane haju sudhI paryuSaNano viSaya maLyo nathI. bIjA betraNa divasa viSaya meLavatAM nIkaLI jAya tevo tAre yoga hato. paraMtu tAro aMtarAya toDavAno puruSArtha yogya rIte ane yogya mAtrAmAM thayo hovAthI tane atyAre ja paryuSaNa mATeno viSaya jaNAvuM chuM. te che 'cha Avazyaka''. huM tarata ja pathArImAMthI beThI thaI gaI, ane aMtarAya toDavA sAco puruSArtha karAvavA mATe tathA paryuSaNano viSaya ApavA mATe zrI rAjaprabhuno khUba khUba upakAra mAnavA lAgI. evAmAM manamAM prazna udbhavyo ke 'cha Avazyaka' eTale zuM? te Avazyaka kayA? prArthanA karI mArgadarzana mAgatAM, praznanA khulAsA mATe prakAza patharAvA lAgyo. jIvanI dazAnI sudhAraNA tathA cAritranI khIlavaNI mATe zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMte je je kArya avazya karavA yogya jaNAvyAM che tene 'Avazyaka' evI saMjJA ApavAmAM AvI che, enI saMkhyA chanI che. magajamAM AvyuM te pustaka kabATamAMthI kADhI joyuM to jaNAyuM ke A cha Avazyaka sAmAyika, covisaMththo (logassa), vaMdanA, pratikramaNa, kAyotsarga ane cauvihAra che. A badhAMnI dharma ArAdhana karavA mATe zuM agatya che, zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMte Avazyakane zA mATe ATaluM badhuM mahattva ApyuM che, vagere prazno mArAM manamAM ghoLAvA lAgyA. ane prabhunI asIma kRpAthI jJAnAvaraNano kSayopazama thavAthI tenA khulAsA AvatA gayA. A rIte AkhI rAta maMthana tathA ArAdhanamAM 255

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha pasAra karI, paNa temAMthI je navanIta maLyuM te mATe savAre meM prabhuno hRdayathI khUba khUba AbhAra mAnyo, ke mane tame saMbhALI lIdhI. temAM AzcaryanI vAta to te hatI ke rAtanAM eka maTakuM paNa mAryuM na hovA chatAM savAramAM anubhavAtI tAjagI koI judI ja hatI. thAkanuM nAmanizAna na hatuM, balka prabhue je avarNanIya kRpA karI paryuSaNa sAcavI levA mATe sAtha Apyo hato, te mATe temanA prati khUba khUba ahobhAva vartato hato. e rAtre spaSTa samajAyuM ke jIva jo samapariNAma kare to te samyaktvanI prApti kare che, A che sAmAyika. samAyika dharmamArganuM prathama pagathiyuM che. kemake tenA sahArA vinA koI jIva AtmamArge vikasato nathI. tenI agatya prabhue agAunAM paryuSaNamAM samajAvI hatI. samapariNAma karavA mATe jIvane zrI tIrthaMkara prabhuno sAtha anivArya che. tethI vartamAna covIzInA sarva tIrthakara pAse temanI stuti tathA bhakti karatAM karatAM 'samyattva'nI mAMgaNI karavI te pahelA pagathiyAMne anusaranAruM "logassa' nAmanuM bIjuM Avazyaka che. jyAM zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunI tathA paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanI kRpAnI agatya samajAya che, tyAM temanI maLatI nircAja kRpA mATe jIvanuM mastaka ApoApa temanAM caraNomAM namI paDe che. enA thakI te jIva prabhunI kRpAne anekagaNI mAtrAmAM svIkArI zake che. A che 'vaMdanA' nAmanA trIjA AvazyakanI mahattA. prabhune sAcA bhAvathI namana karavAnA lAbha jIvane samajAya che, tyAre pote pUrvakALamAM AnAthI sAva viruddha vartI potAne keTaluM nukazAna karyuM che tenI samaja Ave che. AvI samajaNane kAraNe tenA hRdayamAM pUrve karelI avaLI vartanA tathA bhUlo mATe pazcAttApano samudra ulaTe che, ane tenAthI sarjAya che 'pratikramaNa' nAmanuM cothuM Avazyaka. pratikramaNamAM bhUtakALamAM je je bhUlo karI jIva saMsAramAM rakhaDayo che, tenI noMdha laI, pazcAttApa karI kSamA mAgavAmAM Ave che. jIva jyAre hRdayathI kSamA ApI kSamA mAge che tyAre teno karyabhAra ghaNo haLavo thAya che. AvI haLavAzanI paLomAM jIva dehAdi parapadArthothI chUTo paDI svarUpamAM 256

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upasaMhAra lIna thaI zake che. AvI svarUpalInatA mANavI te 'kAyotsarga' nAmanuM pAMcamuM Avazyaka che. kAyotsargamAM jIva aMtaraMgathI dehAdi padArthono rAgabhAva tyAgI svarUpanuM anusaMdhAna kare che. A AvazyakathI svarUpasiddhi sudhI kevI rIte pahoMcAya tenI jANakArI jIvane maLe che, ane jyAre jIva potAnAM svarUpane yathArtha rIte anubhavatAM zIkhe che tyAre te svarUpamAM joDAvAmAM bAdhA karanAra sarva pravRttino tyAga sahajatAe karato thAya che. bIjI rIte kahIe to jIvanuM aMtaraMga cAritra bAhya cAritra sudhI phelAya che. A bAhya cAritranuM pAlana te cauvihAra. Ama prabhue chae Avazyakano krama kevo adbhuta rIte jaNAvyo che te mane samajAvI mArA 52 khUba khUba upakAra karyo hato. tyAra pachI teo mane pratyekano vistAra paNa samajAvatA gayA hatA. rojeroja karavAnA vAMcananI jANakArI mane AgalI rAtre maLI jatI hatI. AvI AzcaryakAraka rIte I.sa.1985nAM paryuSaNa pUrAM thayAM. badhAMne lAbha tathA AnaMda vedAyo hato. mane to mArI rAjaprabhu pratinI zraddhAnuM uttama phaLa maLyuM hatuM. te mATe mane khUba khUba AnaMda sAthe AbhArabhAva vedAto hato. A badhA bhAvo sAthe eka bIjI mizra lAgaNI paNa mane vedAtI hatI. mane lAgatuM hatuM ke chevaTa sudhI paryuSaNanA viSayanI prApti na thAya, khUba ja mathAmaNa vedavI paDe te kasoTI ghaNI AkarI che. eTaluM ja nahi, te aMtarAya karmanI baLavattaratA paNa sUcave che. tethI vahelAsara prArthanA Adi karI, puruSArtha karI, vahelAsara paryuSaNano viSaya maLI jAya te mATe vinaMti karatA rahevI, jethI Avo herAna thavAno vakhata na Ave. eTaluM ja nahi, paNa yogya ArAdhana karavAmAM samaya pasAra thAya ane bIjA paNa keTalAka lAbho thAya. A varSanA anubhavathI gurupUrNimA pahelA ja mane paryuSaNano viSaya maLI jAya tevI mAMgaNI karavAnI meM zarUAta karI dIdhI hatI. tema chatAM, 1986nAM varSa mATeno viSaya mane gurupUrNimA gayA pachI ja 257

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha maLyo hato. te viSaya hato zrImad rAjacaMdra racita "apUrva avasara' kAvya. mane A viSaya jANIne ghaNI navAI lAgI, kemake te viSaya I.sa.1979mAM levAI gayo hato. AthI eka ja viSaya bIjI vakhata ApavA mATenuM rahasya samajAvavA meM prabhune vinaMti zarU karI. thoDA ja divasamAM mane samajAyuM ke A AkhuM kAvya pahelI vakhata lIdhuM hatuM tenA karatAM judI ja rIte samajavAnuM che ane samajAvavAnuM che. je cha Avazyaka prabhue karavA mATe bodhyAM che, teno upayoga karatAM karatAM jIva kevI rIte cAritranI vizuddhi karI zake che, kSAyika samakita lIdhAM pachI tenA puruSArthamAM kevo jhaDapI ane keTalI hada sudhIno vadhAro thato jAya che, te dRSTikoNathI A kAvya samajIne samajAvavAnuM hatuM. vaLI, A kAvyamAM icchelA baLavAna puruSArthanAM jorathI jIvane kevAM phaLanI prApti thAya che, te phaLa kevAM madhura che e Adi vize zAstramAM ApelI jANakArI tathA anubhava sAthe sarakhAvI, kAvyanI uttamatA tathA yathArthatA samajavAnAM hatAM. vAstavika vicAraNA karatAM mane A kArya khUba gaMbhIra tathA gahana jaNAyuM. tema chatAM prabhu paranA vizvAsane dRDha karI, navI dRSTithI kAvyano abhyAsa karavo zarU karyo. temAMthI icchita saphaLatA maLavAnI zraddhA prabhukRpAthI AvatI gaI. navA ja dRSTikoNathI A kAvya samajatAM khUba prasannatA vyApI gaI ane mane kaMIka prApti thaI che evI mIThI lAgaNI sAthe paryuSaNa suMdara rIte pUrAM thayAM. apUrva avasara'nAM ArAdhanathI AtmasAmrAjyane ajavALavAnI tathA ghora pariSaha ke upasargano sAmano karatAM karatAM AtmAnI svasthatA jALavavAnI tamannA jAgRta thatI gaI. jo ke pariSaha ke upasarga udayamAM Ave te pahelAM ja tevAM karmone pradezodayathI vedI kSaya karavAno mArga zodhavAnI icchA tethI paNa baLavAna hatI. izkelI svasthatA jALavavA mATe tathA karmone pradezodayathI vedIne kSaNa karavA mATe je je upAyo ke sAdhano nimittabhUta thAya tene ApaNe sahaja sukhanAM sAdhano tarIke oLakhI zakIe, kemake te sAdhano AtmasvarUpanI zuddhi tathA siddhi meLavavA mATe khUba upakArI thAya che. A sAdhanone vizeSatAe 258

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upasaMhAra oLakhavAnI taka mane I.sa. 1987nA paryuSaNanA ArAdhanano viSaya maLyo tyAre maLI. je jIvane paramapada prApta karavAno apUrva avasara meLavavo che tene kyA kyA sAdhano upakArI thAya, tenI vicAraNA karatAM zrI zItalaprasAda vaNajI kRta 'sahaja sukhanAM sAdhano graMtha avalokavAnuM mAre banyuM; kemake paryuSaNa mATe viSaya maLyo hato 'sahaja sukhanAM sAdhano'. e graMtha vAMcatAM, vicAratAM tathA anya graMthAdithI tenuM vivaraNa karatAM samajAyuM ke A sAdhano che: maitrI, pramoda, kAruNya tathA upekSA e cAra bhAvanA; vizALabuddhi, saraLatA, madhyasthatA tathA jiteMdriyapaNuM e cAra guNo, tathA prabhu prati prema, zraddhA tathA arpaNatA vadhAratA javA; jemAM dhyAna, smaraNa, sAmAyika, devabhakti Adi aMtargata gUMthAI jAya che. A sAdhanonI sahAyathI jIva cAritrapAlananI uttama taiyArI karI zake che, jenuM kramika varNana ApaNane "apUrva avasara' kAvyamAM jovA maLe che. je ApaNane cAritra khIlavavA mATe utsAhita kare che. A badhAM varSo daramyAna vividha prakAre prabhumAM zraddhA karI, yogya rIte prArthanA, kSamApanA ane maMtrasmaraNa karavAthI tenAM salphaLa mane vAraMvAra anubhavavA maLyAM hatAM. e anubhavanA AdhAre prArthanA, kSamApanA tathA maMtrasmaraNa vize lakhANa karavA mane prabhue AjJA ApI hatI. te anusAra meM tenuM saMkSepamAM lakhANa paNa karyuM hatuM. A badhA anubhavano nicoDa pragaTa karavAnI AjJA mane I.sa.1988nA paryuSaNa mATe maLI hatI. ane te mATenuM zirSaka hatuM "ratnatrayanuM ArAdhana'. prArthanA, kSamApanA tathA maMtrasmaraNa vize lakhANa to thaI cUkyuM hatuM. tethI tene maThArIne rajU karavAnuM kArya mATe paryuSaNamAM karavAnuM hatuM. bIjI rIte kahIe to I.sa.1977 thI 87 sudhInA viSayonuM samApana eTale ja "ratnatrayanuM ArAdhana'. jJAna, darzana tathA cAritranuM vizuddhikaraNa e ja ratnatrayanuM ArAdhana gaNI zakAya. jyAM sudhI A ArAdhana saphaLa rIte thatuM nathI, tyAM sudhI jIvano paramArthe vikAsa thaI zakato nathI. tethI prArthanA, kSamApanA tathA maMtrasmaraNanA sAthathI jIva jJAna, darzana tathA cAritranuM ArAdhana kevI rIte kare che te batAvavuM 259

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha e A paryuSaNano vizeSa hetu hato. A ArAdhanathI jIva potAnA AtmAnI vizuddhi karI kevaLajJAna kevaLadarzana pAmI zake che ane pachIthI zeSa rahelAM aghAtI karmono kSaya karI te siddhabhUmimAM sthira thAya che. ratnatrayanuM ArAdhana karatAM karatAM jIva jyAre bhAvathI ane dravyathI chaThThA guNasthAne Ave che tyAre te zrI prabhunA abhiprAya pramANe sanmArgano upadeza karavA adhikArI thAya che. ane te pachI teramA sayogI kevaLI guNasthAne vItarAgIpaNe AtmakalyANa karavA mATe bodha Ape che. ratnatrayanuM ArAdhana karavA mATe jo ke sarva guNasthAno yogya ja che, chatAM sva temaja parakalyANanAM anusaMdhAna sAthe upadeza ApavA mATe chaThuM ane teramuM e be ja guNasthAno zrI prabhue AvakAryA che. A lakhANa karavA mATe thayelA anubhavanAM mULa I.sa. 1964-65 nI sAla sudhI rahelAM che. jyAre I.sa.1964-65mAM meM zrImanI jIvanasiddhi mArA Ph.D. nA abhyAsa mATe lakhI tyAre mane prArthanA, kSamApanA, Adi karavAthI thatA lAbhano vAraMvAra paricaya thato hato, te to sahunI jANamAM che. mane paramakRpALu zrI rAjaprabhu prati parama pitA jevo nirmaLa prema anubhavAto hato, tethI pratyeka kaThaNAInA prasaMge huM temanAM zaraNamAM doDI jatI, temane khUba prArthanA karatI, pUrve karelA doSo mATe pazcAttApa karatI ane mArgadarzana mAgatI. prabhukRpAthI mane jarUrI mArgadarzana maLI jatuM hatuM; mArI muzkelI TaLI jatI. pariNAme prabhu pratinA mArA bhAva vadhAre zuddha tathA vadhAre UMcA thatA jatA hatA. Avo baLavAna sAtha ApavA mATe huM prabhuno khUba khUba upakAra mAnatI, ane havethI koI khoTAM navAM karmo bAMdhu nahi te mATe prArthanA karatI. AmAM keTalIye vakhata vyavahAra saMbaMdhI mAgyA vagara mArgadarzana ane sAtha maLavAnA prasaMgo banatA hatA. AvA anubhavothI mArAM Azcarya ane AnaMda vadhatAM jatAM hatAM. AvA keTalAka prasaMgo meM 'zrI kevaLa prabhuno sAtha - bhAga 2'nAM prAkathanamAM noMdhyA che. evA bIjA eka be hRdayasparzI prasaMgo jaNAvavAnI icchA jora karI jAya che. 260

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upasaMhAra I.sa. 1969nI divALImAM cAra divasa mATe ame amArA saMbaMdhInAM gesTahAusamAM rahevA gayA hatA. javAmAM ame be, mArAM mAtApitA tathA mArA moTA jeThanAM dIkarI ci. bhAratI ema pAMca jaNA hatA. gesTahAusamAM rasoI jAte banAvavAnI hatI, eTale cAra divasanuM sIdhuMsAmAna sAthe lIdhuM hatuM. amane prabhu taraphathI evI sUcanA maLI hatI ke amAre savAre cAnAsto karI, rasoI banAvI, sADA AThe taiyAra thaI javAnuM. rasoI mAre tathA bhAratIe ja karavAnI hatI. mArAM bAnI madada jarA paNa levAnI na hatI. roja savAre tathA sAMjanA jamavAmAM zuM banAvavAnuM tenI yAdI AvI gaI hatI ane rasoDAno sAmAna levAmAM suvidhA thaI gaI hatI. sADA AThathI poNAbAra sudhI amAre pAMceye sAthe ArAdhana karavAnuM hatuM. ArAdhanamAM stotra, kSamApanA, vAMcana, carcA Adi karavAnAM hatAM. pachI rasoI garama karyA vinA ja badhAMe jamavAnuM hatuM. emAM navAInI vAta to e hatI ke sADAATha sudhImAM taiyAra karelI rasoI poNAbAre paNa khAvA jevI garama rahetI hatI. jamyA pachI amAre ArAma tathA potapotAnI rucikara pravRtti baporanA 3:15 sudhI karavAnI hatI. sADA traNe cA pIne pharIthI ArAdhana karavA besI javAnuM hatuM. sAMjanA cha vAgyA sudhI ArAdhana karavAnuM. chathI sAta cAlavAnuM, pachI be vastu banAvI jamI levAnuM, ane barAbara sADA AThathI daza sudhI smaraNa Adi vividha ArAdhana karavAnuM hatuM. ArAdhanamAM zuM zuM karavuM tenI samajaNa paNa amane agAuthI ApI dIdhI hatI. pachI smaraNa karatAM sUI javAnuM ane bIjA divasanAM ArAdhananI taiyArI karavAnI. A rIte cAra divasa kyAM pasAra thaI gayA teno amane khyAla paNa Avyo nahi. khUba AnaMda tathA ullAsa amane badhAMne vartatAM hatAM. bhedajJAnanAM keTalAMya rahasyo tathA khulAsA A divasomAM amane maLyAM hatAM. udA. ta. mokSamALAnA kSamApanAnA pAThamAM Akho mokSamArga, sadgurumahAtmya, AtmAnAM cha pada, nava tattva Adi kevI rIte samAyelAM che tenI jANakArI maLI hatI. pachI krame krame kSamApanA kevI rIte karavI joIe, zA mATe karavI 261

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha joIe, kevA bhAva jALavavA joIe, kSamApanA karavAthI kyA phAyadA thAya vagere vizenI jANakArI mane UMDANathI AvatI gaI hatI. e vakhate to prabhunI icchA ane AjJAnusAra vartavAthI jIva kevA AnaMdaullAsane mANe che, ane bahoLA pramANamAM karmanI nirjarA karI zake che e ja anubhavAyuM hatuM. te badhuM mane dhanya dhanya lAgatuM hatuM te hakIkata che. paraMtu e vakhate mane lakSamAM AvyuM na hatuM ke bhAvimAM lakhAnAra kSamApanAnAM prakaraNanAM mULa ahIM ropAI gayAM hatAM. bhAvimAM karavAnA lakhANanI taiyArI zrI prabhu kevI chUTI chUTI rIte tathA vAstavika anubhava sAthe karAve che te samajaNa AvatAM ahobhAva ane AbhArabhAvathI prabhu pAse mAthuM namI paDe che. A ja rIte prArthanA vizenAM mULa ropAvAmAM paNa mArA keTalAka anubhavo uttama nimitta banyA hatA. bALapaNathI ja kudaratI rIte mane zrI rAjaprabhu upara pitA jevo prema Avato hato. AthI mane game tyAre koI paNa muzkelI jaNAya to huM temane manomana prArthanA karatI, ane mane samAdhAna ApavA vinavatI. banatuM evuM ke mane ukela maLI jato, eTaluM ja nahi paNa, saraLatAthI muzkelImAMthI bahAra nIkaLI javAnuM paNa banatuM. AthI mane prArthanAnuM mahattva dinapratidina vizeSa mAtrAmAM anubhavAtuM gayuM. tenI mahattA mArA manamAM sthapAI gaI. AnA sathavArAmAM pU. gAMdhIjIne prArthanAmAM kevI aDola zraddhA hatI, prArthanAnA baLathI temanAM jIvanamAM kevA camatkAro sarjAyA hatA tenI amuka jANakArI AvavAthI mAruM prArthanA mATenuM zraddhAna baLavAna ane atUTa thatuM gayuM. AnA samarthana mATe 1983mAM mArA jIvanamAM banelo eka prasaMga khUba ja noMdhanIya che. I.sa.1967thI ame morabI hAusamAM tera naMbaranA blokamAM mArA mAmAnI jagyAmAM rahetAM hatAM. temanI sAthe vAta thayelI ke temane jarUra haze tyAre morabIhAusanI jagyA ame pAchI soMpI daIzuM. 1982 AsapAsa mArA mAmA nivRtta (rITAyarDa) thavAnA hatA, ane temane morabIhAusamAM pustakAlaya karavuM 262

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upasaMhAra hatuM tethI temaNe amArI pAse jagyA pAchI mAgI. te vakhate amArI pAse muMbaImAM bIjI jagyA levA jeTalI sagavaDa na hatI tethI baroDAmAM nAnuM sarakhuM makAna banAvI rahevA javA vicAryuM. te mATe ame taiyArI zarU karI. te pachI meM mAmAne mArI vyavahAru muzkelIo jaNAvI ane vinaMti karI ke tame mane A jagyAmAM rahevA dyo to mArI ghaNI ghaNI muzkelIono ukela AvI jAya tema che. tamane yogya lAge to AnA badale ame bIjI jagyA laI ApIe. tamAre lAyabrerI mATe cAle tevI jagyAnI jarUra che to A vikalpa svIkAro. temaNe saujanya dAkhavI hA kahI. lAyabrerIne yogya jagyA meLavavA talAza zarU karI. te vakhate mArA kAkA zrI jayaMtibhAI dozInA dIkarA dinezabhAI mArI madade AvyA. mane kahe, "bena! amAre loaraparelamAM mAmAne game tevI eka ophIsanI jagyA che, tame mAmAne batAvI juo, temane e jagyA game to ApaNuM kAma thaI jAya." mAmAne e jagyA batAvatAM gamI gaI. ane temAMthI mArI kaThaNAI zarU thai. mArA kAkA ke bhAIo ophisanA paisA mArI pAsethI levA taiyAra na hatA. ane paisA ApyA vagara ophisa levAnI mArI taiyArI na hatI, mAmAne A vAta jaNAvAya tema na hatuM. kemake temane ophisa gamI gaI hatI tethI bIjI vAta karavA jatAM arthano anartha thAya tema hatuM. sAthe sAthe mAre morabIhAusanI jagyAnI jarUriyAta paNa ghaNI hatI. AthI A muzkelI TALavA meM prArthanA tathA kSamApanAno Azraya lIdho. kaMIka mArga kADhI ApavA meM AkhI rAta bhagavAnane khUba prArthanA karI, Ama thavAmAM je bhUla ADI AvatI hoya tenI kSamA paNa mAgatI hatI. mane kyAMya cena paDatuM na hatuM. kemake samaya ocho hato, bIjA divase chevaTanI kabUlAta ApavAnI hatI. chatAM zraddhA paNa majabUta ja hatI ke prabhu jarUra kaMIka mArga kADhI Apaze. bIjA divase savAre lagabhaga agyAra vAge mane mAmAno phona Avyo ke, "sarayu! mane have jagyAmAM rasa nathI, eTale have tuM bajArabhAve A jagyAnA paisA ApI de to sAruM." meM kabUla karyuM. bhagavAnanAM citrapaTa pAse jaI 263

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha meM khUba khUba ullAsa tathA AnaMdathI prabhuno upakAra mAnyo. prabhue mane sarasa rIte, koIne paNa du:kha pahoMcADyA vinA RNanA bhAramAM jatI bacAvI lIdhI hatI. evI ja camatkArika rIte morabIhAusa mATe mAmAne ApavAnA paisAnI sagavaDa paNa thaI gaI. mAmA sAthe yogya sahIsikkA paNa thaI gayA, ane eka pAInuM paNa devuM karavuM na paDe evI AbAda rIte bhagavAne mArI kAryasiddhi karAvI ApI hatI. A ja rIte mArAM jIvanamAM maMtrasmaraNanuM mahattva paNa khUba hatuM. mananI azAMti TALavAmAM navakAramaMtra tathA prabhunAM dIdhelA anya maMtroe khUba khUba agatyano bhAga bhajavyo hato. kyAre paNa azAMti anubhavAya to zraddhAnathI navakAra gaNatAM icchita zAMti ane sthiratA AvI jatAM. AthI enA vize jANakArI meLavavAnI bhAvanA hatI. udA. ta. ATalA jAtajAtanA maMtro jagatamAM zA mATe pravarte che, sarvakAlIna tathA dezakAlIna maMtro vacce taphAvata zuM, konAthI kevo phAyado thAya Adi vize manamAM prabhune prazno pUchAyA karatA hatA. ane samaya pAkaye anubhava sahitanA uttaro zrI prabhu pAsethI maLatA jatA hatA. je buddhine ane hRdayane sparzanArA tathA tenI satyatAno anubhava karAvanArA hatA. Ama hovAthI mArA jIvanamAM prArthanA, kSamApanA tathA maMtrasmaraNanuM mahattva sthApe tathA zraddhAna vadhAre tevA prasaMgo eka pachI eka banatA jatA hatA. AvA preraka tathA zraddhAna vadhAranArA prasaMgo mumukSuo jANe tathA potAnuM zraddhAna vadhArI teno lAbha le evI bhAvanA mArA aMtaramAM AkAra letI jatI hatI. zarUzarUmAM to AvA bhAva kema, kevI rIte thAya che tenI khAsa koI samaja AvatI na hatI, paNa gADhA saMparkamAM AvatA amuka Aptajanone mArA anubhavo saMkSepamAM jaNAvavAnuM banI jatuM hatuM. e kahevA pAchaLano Azaya e hato ke teo paNa utsAhita banI, prabhumAM zraddhAna karI, prArthanA Adino saraLa mArga apanAvI, 264

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upasaMhAra sArI rIte dharmArAdhana kare. evAmAM, I.sa. 1986 AsapAsa A mArga vize lakhANa ka2vAnI sUcanA mane zrI prabhu taraphthI maLI. prasaMgopAta thayelA preraka anubhavonA AdhAre TAMcaNa karyuM. temAMthI vyavasthita lakhANa karavAnI preraNA maLI, ane I.sa. 1987mAM prArthanA, kSamApanA tathA maMtrasmaraNa vize lakhANa karyuM. A lakhANa karatAM karatAM samajAtuM gayuM ke prArthanA Adi karavAthI vizALa dRSTie jJAna, darzana ane cAritranuM ja ArAdhana thAya che, je prabhuno bodhelo ja mArga che. A jANakArI tathA UMDANa samajAtAM prabhuno khUba khUba upakAra mAnyo, ane tenI samajaNa ApatuM eka nAnuM prakaraNa paNa racyuM. Ama meM mArganuM sahelApaNuM, saraLapaNuM tathA svacchapaNuM anubhavavAno adbhuta AnaMda mANyo. zAstromAM jJAna, darzana, tathA cAritranuM je ArAdhana kaThaNa rIte varNavyuM che, te sAdA vyavahArika jIvanamAM kevuM sa2La svarUpa laI, sarvane ArAdhana karavAmAM kevI suvidhA Ape tenI, vAstavika anubhava sahitanI samajaNa mane prApta thaI. A rIte A kALa prabhusmaraNamAM, prArthanA karavAmAM tathA karelA doSonI kSamA mAgavAmAM uttama rIte pasAra thato hato. A bhAvanAnAM phaLarUpe zrI prabhu taraphathI I.sa. 1988nA paryuSaNa mATe 'ratnatrayanuM ArAdhana' e viSaya prApta thayo. maLelA vAstavika anubhavano nicoDa e paryuSaNamAM prArthanA, kSamApanA ane maMtrasmaraNanA nejA nIce abhivyakti pAmyo. badhAMne A viSayamAM ghaNo AnaMda Avyo hato. tethI A vizenuM lakhANa graMtharUpe athavA noMdharUpe badhAMne maLe tevI mAMgaNI AvI. huM taTastha hatI. prabhunI AjJA vinA kaMI na karavAnA niyamathI baddha hatI. tethI pUchanAra sahune jaNAvatI ke jevI prabhunI marajI. prabhunI marajI tathA AjJA jANavA meM prArthanA tathA kSamApanA zarU karyAM. thoDA divasa pachI prabhu taraphathI mane lakSa karAvavAmAM Avyo ke A traNe prakaraNo hastAkSaramAM prasiddha thavAnAM che, ane e badhuM ja lakhANa 'zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha' graMthamAM samAveza pAmavAnuM che. kyAM ane kyAre teno koI aMdAja e vakhate 265

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha mane Avyo na hato. paraMtu prabhunI AjJA svIkArI meM lakhavAnI zarUAta karI. pANInA relAnI jema e lakhANa thatuM hatuM, tethI prabhunI apAra kRpA pAmavAno AnaMda huM mANatI hatI. prabhu ja lakhAvatA hoya evo anubhava vAraMvAra thato hato. AkhuM lakhANa pUruM thatAM, chApavA yogya kAgaLa upara maroDadAra hastAkSarathI e prakaraNo lakhyAM. A lakhANa mATe zirSaka zuM ApavuM te mArAthI nakkI thaI zakatuM na hatuM; manamAM dvidhA cAlatI hatI, te vakhate mArAM sahIpaNI a. sau. mAlinIbena vorAe "apUrva ArAdhana" zirSaka sUcavyuM. amane sahune e zirSaka gamI gayuM. I.sa. 1988mAM e graMtha vakIla enDa sansamAMthI chapAIne pragaTa thayo. ghaNAM ghaNAMne tenAM vAMcana mananathI phAyado jaNAyo. keTalAMkanA jIvana palaTAIne saraLa tathA bhAvanAbaddha thayAM. ghaNAMe phona dvArA, patra dvArA, pratyakSa maLIne e graMthanA vAMcanathI thayelA phAyadA jaNAvyA hatA. temano AnaMda jANavAno ane mANavAno mane pratyakSa lahAvo maLyo hato, paraMtu aMtaraMgamAM to zrI prabhunI aparaMpAra kRpAnuM ja phaLa che e anubhavAtuM hatuM. temAMnA koI koI anubhava kharekhara viziSTa prakAranA hatA. vAMcanamAM niyamitapaNe AvatA eka bahene A graMtha vAMcIne prArthanA karavAnI zarU karI hatI. te pachInA thoDA ja samayamAM temane magajanuM kensara thayAnuM nidAna thayuM. Do. bhagavatIe temanuM mastakanuM oparezana karyuM. thoDo vakhata sAruM rahyuM, paNa pachIthI mAthAno bhayaMkara du:khAvo zarU thayo. du:khAvo evo sakhata hato ke teo vAraMvAra divAlamAM mAthA pachADatAM hatAM. te bahene mane maLavAnI IcchA karI, tethI temanI eka sakhIe mane tenI jANa karI. huM e bahena sAthe bimAra bahenane maLavA gaI. te vakhate teo zAMta banI beThAM. thoDIvAra meM prabhunI tathA prArthanAnAM baLanI vAta karI. temaNe jaNAvyuM ke mane mAthAno evo bhayaMkara du:khAvo che ke prArthanA paNa karI zakAtI nathI. meM prabhunuM smaraNa karI pharIthI prArthanA karavA sUcavyuM ane eka nAnI prArthanA lakhI ApI. temAM pUrvanI thayelI bhUlanI kSamA mAgavAnI ane AtmAne khUba zAMtimAM rAkhavAnI vinaMti karI 266

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upasaMhAra hatI. temanI sAthe baLapreraka thoDI vAto karI huM ghare AvI gaI. A somavArano divasa hato. te pachInA guruvAre vAMcana pachI, je bahena sAthe bimAra bahenane maLavA gaI hatI, te bahene mane samAcAra ApyA ke bimAra bahenano dehatyAga thaI gayo che. meM e bahenanI aMtima sthiti vize pUchayuM. temaNe mane jaNAvyuM ke tamArA gayA pachI teo prArthanA karavAmAM evA ekAkAra thaI gayA hatA ke temane mAthAno du:khAvo sparzato na hato. temanAM mukha para smita ane zAMti evAM patharAyelAM hatAM ke badhA jonArane to ema ja lAgatuM hatuM ke temanI tabiyatamAM jhaDapathI sudhAro thaI rahyo che. paNa gaI kAle jyAre khUba zAMtabhAvathI dehatyAga karyo tyAre ja amane khyAla Avyo ke temano AtmA prArthanAmAM joDAI, dehabhAva bhUlIne vartato hato. tethI temanI bagaDatI tabiyatano amane aNasAra paNa Avyo na hato. bIjA divase te bahenanA bhAIbhAbhI mane maLavA AvyA hatA. temaNe paNa temanAM aMtima suMdara samayanI vAta karI, ane mAro AbhAra mAnyo. mane to prabhue temanA para karelI kRpA mATe khUba khUba ahobhAva thayo hato. thoDA vakhata pachI koI eka ajANyA bahena phona karI mane maLavA AvyA. teo guruvAranAM vAMcanamAM AvI zakatAM nahi, kemake teo sarvisa karatA hatA. teo cAra pAMca baheno dUranAM parAmAM rahetAM hatAM; ane TreInamAM vI.TI. sudhI sAthe AvatAM hatAM. samayano sadupayoga karavA teo badhAM sAthe maLI, koika pAsethI prApta thayela "apUrva ArAdhana" TreInamAM vAMcatAM hatAM. temAMthI preraNA laI teoe prabhunI AjJA laI prArthanA, kSamApanA ane maMtrasmaraNanuM ArAdhana zarU karyuM. thoDA ja kALamAM teo badhAMne vyavahArathI ane AtmAthI ghaNo phAyado thato jaNAyo. teonA gharomAM saMpa ane zAMtinuM sAmrAjya vartAvA lAgyuM hatuM. tenI khuzI vyakta karavA ane A pustaka lakhavA badala AbhAra mAnavA teo AvyA hatA. AvA AvA ghaNA anubhavo anekane thayAnI jANakArI maLatAM mane samajAtuM gayuM ke mArga kevo saraLa che, svaccha che, sugama che, tema chatAM tene pAmavo keTalo 267

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha durlabha che. mArgaprAptinI durlabhatA vadhavAmAM jIvane mAnakaSAya kevo ane keTalo moTo bhAga bhajave che te samajAyuM. lokone mArganI durlabhatA ghaTADavAmAM A pustaka madada karatuM hoya tevuM lAgyuM hatuM. tethI tenI mAMgaNI thayA karatI hatI. pariNAme A pustakanuM punarmudraNa pAMceka vakhata thayuM, ane "zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha" bhAga 2mAM te samAI gayuM. prabhunI vANI yathArtha TharI. A mAnabhAvanA duSaNathI bacavA jIve kevA bhAva karavA ghaTe, tathA kevo puruSArtha karatA rahevo joIe, tenI gaDamathala mArA manamAM cAlyA karatI hatI. sAthe sAthe ratnatrayanuM ArAdhana karavA mATe prArthanA, kSamApanA tathA maMtrasmaraNano Azraya kartavyarUpa che te samajaNa amalamAM rAkhavAno mAro puruSArtha cAlu ja hato. I.sa.1989nA paryuSaNa mATenA viSayanI prabhu pAse mAMgaNI karatAM karatAM jyAre prabhupraNita 'bArabhAvanA' levAnI AjJA AvI tyAre mane thoDuM sAnaMdAzcarya vedAyuM hatuM. mane pahelI dRSTie to jaNAyuM ke anubhavanA nicoDa samA ratnatrayanI ArAdhanAnA anusaMdhAnamAM ati prasiddha, saraLa tathA sahelI kahI zakAya evI anitya, azaraNa, ekatva, anyatva, azuci, saMsAra Adi bhAvanAmAM jhAjhuM jaNAvavA jevuM zuM maLaze? paNa prabhunAM kAryamAM zraddhA hovAthI lAgyuM ke tenI pAchaLa paNa koI gupta rahasya hovuM joIe. A bhAvanAonI vicAraNA karAvavA pAchaLa zrI prabhuno hetu zuM haze! vicAranAM UMDANamAM jatAM samajAyuM ke bhAvanAo samajavAthI vairAgya utpanna thAya che, paNa e ja bhAvanAo samajAvavA mATe sAkSAt vairAgyamUrti banavuM paDe che; to ja zrotA 52 tenI asara thAya che. vaLI, samajAyuM ke ghaNA ghaNA uttama AcAryo tathA AtmArthI satpuruSoe A viSaya cheDayo che, jIvone bhAvanA samajAvI temanAmAM vairAgya preravA puruSArtha karyo che; e ja A bhAvanAnI agatya batAve che. zrI prabhunA AtmAnAM paribhramaNa saMbaMdhI anubhavono nicoDa eTale ja A bAra bhAvanA kahI zakAya ema lAgyuM. sArI rIte samajAvavAmAM Ave to anityAdi bAra bhAvanAo jIvamAM saMsAra pratino vairAgya uttama rIte pragaTa kare che. saMsAramAM sarva anitya che, 268

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upasaMhAra du:khanA prasaMgamAM dharma sivAya koI zaraNarUpa thatuM nathI, jIva ekalo Avyo che, ekalo javAno che ane ekalo paribhramaNa karavAno che, koI koInuM nathI, ane lokano eka pradeza evo nathI ke jyAM A jIve janmamaraNa karyA na hoya vagere jANakArI jIvane vairAgyamAM taraboLa kare che. te sAthe Azrava, saMvara, nirjarA bhAvanA jIvane karma siddhAMtanI jANakArI Ape che, sAthe sAthe tene tenAM jJAna, darzana tathA cAritranI khIlavaNI karavAmAM ghaNI madada kare che. eTaluM ja nahi paNa, dharmadurlabha tathA bodhidurlabha bhAvanA A zubha kArya tvarAthI karI levA mATe jIvane khUba utsAhIta kare che. kAraNa ke A bhAvanAnA AdhArathI jIvane samajAya che ke dharma prApta thavo tathA teno bodha AcaraNamAM levo keTalo agharo che. temaja tenI prApti sahelAIthI thatI nathI. Ama A bAre bhAvanAo judI judI apekSAthI vicAravAmAM Ave to jIvanI samajaNamAM dharakhama vadhAro thAya e spaSTa thayuM hatuM. Ama keTalIka pAyAnI vAto samajAyA pachI mane A varSanAM paryuSaNanA viSayanA anusaMdhAnanuM sArthakapaNuM samajAyuM hatuM. A bAre bhAvanAnAM UMDANavALAM tattvo grahaNa karIe to ja ratnatrayanuM ArAdhana sArI rIte thaI zake ema lAgyuM hatuM. A bhAvonI badhAMne samajaNa ApavA mATe meM rAjaprabhu racita bhAvanAbodha graMthano AdhAra lIdho hato. e graMthamAM jovA maLato emano vairAgya, e vairAgyanI ApaNA para thatI asara, temanuM bhASA paranuM prabhutva, thoDA zabdomAM jhAjhuM jaNAvI emAM bhedarahasyo pUravAnI temanI zakti, vagere dRSTikoNathI bArabhAvanAno vicAra karyo hato. tenI sAthe sAthe zrI tIrthaMkara prabhue AtmavikAsa karavA mATe bArabhAvanA vicAravAnI agatya jaNAvI che te paNa vaNI lIdhuM hatuM. vaLI, prAthamika kakSAnA jIvone bArabhAvanAnI vicAraNA karavAthI dharmapraveza karavo kevo sahelo paDe che, ane tenI asara kevI kAyamI bane che tene gUMthI levAno paNa meM prayatna karyo hato. tethI pravezaka jijJAsu jIvone paNa A 1989nAM paryuSaNa AnaMdadAyaka tathA lAbhakArI jaNAyAM hatAM. prabhu taraphathI maLatA paryuSaNa mATenA 269

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha viSayonuM ekabIjA sAthenuM joDANa jANavAthI mAro prabhu mATeno ahobhAva tathA pUjyabhAva ghaNo vedAto hato. are! Aje paNa eTalo ja vedAya che. jIva pote samajaNa pAmI, satparuSanAM zaraNe jaI, AtmazuddhinuM bhagIratha chatAM mahAmaMgaLa kArya hAtha dharI zake che. te mATe vikAsanAM sopAna caDavAmAM bAra bhAvanAnI samajaNa anero sAtha Ape che. tenI sahAyathI te tattvanI UMDI gahana vAto samajI tenuM manamAM ghUMTaNa karI zake che. pote hAtha dharelAM kAryanI siddhi mATe tathA parakalyANArthe jIva chaThThA guNasthAne pahoMcyA pachI upadezaka banI zake che. temAM prAthamika avasthAmAM te anya jIvone vyavahAranayathI upadeza Ape che. A upadezamAM saMsAranI asAratA, anityatA, jIvanuM ekatva, anyatva Adi bAra bhAvanA vizenI samajaNa apAya che. vyavahArathI saMsAranuM pratikULa svarUpa jIvone darzAvI sapuruSo temane dharmasanmukha karatA jAya che. zrI prabhunA mahAmArgano A prathama vibhAga thAya che. 1989nA paryuSaNamAM ArAdhanAnA prathama vibhAganuM pragaTIkaraNa thayuM ane mane vairAgyanA adbhuta vedanano lahAvo levAno suavasara prApta thayo. sAdhaka ane zrotAvarga ArAdhana karatAM karatAM AtmArthe AgaLa vadhe che tyAre A vyavahAranaya, zuddha vyavahAranaya banI nizcayanayamAM palaTAto jAya che. jIva jyAre nizcayanayanAM ArAdhana sudhI pahoMce che tyAre temAM cha dravya, jIva, pudgala, dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya, AkAza ane kALa tenAM zudhdha rUpamAM jema che tema spaSTa jaNAya che. te badhAMnAM ekabIjA sAthenA saMbaMdha, temanAM kAryo, tathA temanAM zuddha svarUpanI oLakha temane maLe che. tenAM AdhAre te jIva kSapaka zreNi mAMDI kevaLajJAna, kevaLadarzana prApta karavAnI taiyArI kare che. A svarUpanI samajaNa levI tathA ApavI e nizcayanayanuM kArya che. AvatI AvI samajaNane kAraNe kaMIka tattvanAM siddhAMtanAM rahasyo meLavavA puruSArtha karavA IcchA thayA karatI hatI. paNa zuM karavuM te vize koI spaSTatA AvatI na hatI. mArgadarzana meLavavA mATe prArthanA cAlu hatI. thayelI bhUlo mATe kSamA paNa mAgatI jatI hatI. dhIme dhIme 27)

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upasaMhAra spaSTatA thatI gaI. ane I.sa. 1990nAM paryuSaNa mATe zrI kuMdakuMdAcArya racita 'paMcAstikAya' graMtha levAnuM e varSanI gurupUrNimA pahelAM nakkI thaI gayuM. A viSaya maLyo, tenI pahelI kSaNe mane ema ja thayuM ke bhagavAna paryuSaNanA viSayomAM A kevI kudAkuda karAve che! bAra bhAvanAmAMthI sIdho nizcayanayano graMtha levAno! paNa mArI TUMkI buddhimAM prabhunI dIrghadraSTi kevI rIte prakAzita thaI zake ? tema chatAM prabhuAjJA mane ziromAnya hatI. eTale paMcAstikAya graMthano vyavasthita abhyAsa karavo zarU karyo. A vakhate mane paryuSaNa pahelAM traNeka mahine viSayanI prApti thaI hatI. eTale samayanI suvidhA hatI. tethI jema A graMthanuM vAMcana tathA manana vadhAratI gaI tema tema mane tenuM UMDANa samajAtuM gayuM. ane vyavahAranayane nizcayanayanI samajaNamAM palaTAvavA A graMtha kevo upayogI che te anubhavamAM AvavA lAgyuM. A badhA ciMtana tathA manananA nicoDarUpe mane bAra bhAvanAnA anusaMdhAnamAM paMcAstikAya jevo graMtha kema levaDAvyo tenuM rahasya samajAI gayuM, je meM uparanA phakarAmAM saMkSepamAM jaNAvyuM che. paMcAstikAyamAM jIva, pudgala, AkAza, dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya e pAMca dravyonAM lakSaNo zuM che, teo zA mATe astikAya kahevAya che, kALane zA mATe astikAya gaNavAmAM Avato nathI, lokamAM A badhAM dravyonuM astitva kevI rIte che, teo ekabIjA sAthe kevI rIte saMbaMdha dharAve che, ane AkhA lokano saMcAlaka jIva kevI rIte thAya che, e vagere vizenI siddhAMtamUlaka samajaNa apAyelI che. Ano vyavasthita abhyAsa karavA jatAM, paryuSaNanA viSayanI jANakArI meLavavAmAM kevo puruSArtha samAyelo hovo joIe tenI spaSTatA AvI. temAMthI mane je AkhA cAturmAsamAM khUba ArAdhana karavAnA bhAva vartatA hatA tenI pUrti thatI hoya evuM lAgyuM, kemake A graMthanuM vAMcana karatI vakhate mane ghaNI ghaNI nispRhatA vartatI hatI, te Aje paNa mane baLavAnapaNe smRtimAM che. saMvatsarI sudhI cAlu rahelA ArAdhanane kAraNe mArA AtmAnAM jJAna, darzana tathA cAritranI khIlavaNIne sAro lAbha thayo hato. paryuSaNa AnaMdathI pasAra thayA. prabhunI 271

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha asIma kRpAno anubhava vartAto hato. iSTa AtmAonuM phalaka vistaravA lAgyuM hatuM, tethI rAjaprabhu, paMcaparameSTi bhagavAna tathA ucca kakSAnA sahu AtmAo mATe ahobhAva tathA kRtajJatAno bhAva joradAra banyo. emAMthI evI vicAraNA janmI ke jJAna, darzana tathA cAritranI khIlavaNI karavA mATe rojiMdA jIvanamAM mAre zuM karavuM joIe tenuM pratyakSa mArgadarzana maLe to kevuM sAruM? te bhAvanAthI zrI prabhune prArthanA tathA vinaMti niyamitapaNe thavA lAgyAM. vAMcanamAM vividha graMtho vaMcAtA hatA, darekamAM kaMIka navInatA tathA UMDANa hovA chatAM vyavahArika yathArtha mArgadarzana dekhAtuM na hatuM. cAturmAsa najIka AvatA jatA hatA, ane koI spaSTa jANakArI AvatI na hatI, tethI prArthanA temaja kSamApanA karavAnuM pramANa sahajatAe vadhyuM. bhAvapUrvaka vicAratI hatI ke mArA mATe A varSanAM paryuSaNa mATe kyo viSaya yogya gaNAya! A bhAva sAthe eka divasa baporanA huM smaraNa karatI hatI. smaraNa karatAM huM zAMta thaI gaI. ane ekAeka mane samajAyuM ke mAre je mArgadarzana joIe che te zrI rAjaprabhunA saM. 195ranA bodhamAMthI maLe tema che; je vacanAmRtamAM 'upadezachAyA' zirSaka nIce chapAyela che. pUrvakALamAM eTale ke thIsIsa lakhatI vakhate ane te pachIthI paNa meM upadezachAyA vAMcI hatI, paNa teno A dRSTikoNathI abhyAsa karyo na hato. eTale meM upadezachAyAno paryuSaNanA viSaya tarIke abhyAsa karavAno vicAra karyo. jemAM vividha aMgo AvarI levAM hatAM. I.sa.1991nAM paryuSaNa mATe mane jyAre zrI rAjaprabhue ApelA bodhanI noMdha 'upadezachAyA' levAno Adeza Avyo, tyAre bahu Azcarya to nahotuM vedAyuM, kemake AvA viSayonI vividhatA e ja prabhunI karAmata che evo nizcaya mane thaI gayo hato. AthI AvI vividhatAmAM laI javAnuM prabhunuM prayojana zuM haze e jANavAmAM mAruM mana parovAI gayuM hatuM. mane prayojana jaNAve e mATe zrI prabhune prArthanA karavI zarU karI hatI. sAthe sAthe upadezachAyAnAM ATalAM badhAM pAnAM sAta divasamAM kevI rIte vicArAI zake e mArA mATe gahana prazna hato, kemake mane 272

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upasaMhAra kRpALudevanAM badhAM ja vacano samajavA yogya ane agatyanAM lAgatAM hatAM. AthI mAre kema karavuM tenA mATe paNa mane mArgadarzana joItuM hatuM. pariNAme prabhune prArthanA karatAM karatAM meM upadezachAyAnuM vAMcana zarU karyuM. lagabhaga trIjI vakhata vAMcatI hatI, tyAre meM noMdhyuM ke huM emAnAM keTalAMka vacano nIce lITI dorI agatyanAM vacano judA pADatI hatI. A kArya prabhu ja mArI pAse karAvatA hatA ema mane jaNAyuM. te parathI meM tAravaNI karI ke mAre paryuSaNamAM anya lakhANano sAra levo ane nIce lITI dorelAM vacano vistArathI levAM. Ama karavAthI mAruM kAma ghaNuM saraLa thaI gayuM. 'upadezachAyA'no abhyAsa karatAM karatAM A viSaya kema levAno Avyo teno ghaTasphoTa paNa thaI gayo. mane samajAyuM ke vyavahAranayathI ane nizcayanayathI tattva para prabhutva Ave che tyAre te jIva tadna samIpamuktigAmI bane che. AvA rUDA AtmAonA anubhavathI siMcAyelo bodha aneka jIvone khUba khUba lAbhadAyI thAya che; tethI AvA alabhya bodhanI noMdha aneka zrotAo letA hoya che. teno lAbha pote tathA AsapAsanA loko satpuruSanA pratyakSa yoganA viyogamAM laI zake che. jo teo yathArtha puruSArtha kare to temAMthI teo satpuruSanA pratyakSa yoga jevo ja uttama lAbha pAmI zake che. kRpALudeva zrImad rAjacaMdra paNa AvA ja uttama puruSa hatA. temaNe je bodha saM 1952 AsapAsanA kALamAM gujarAtanAM gAmomAM hatA tyAre Apyo hato tenI noMdha baLavAna smRtidhAraka aMbAlAlabhAIe karI hatI. te noMdha 'upadezachAyA'nAM zirSaka nIce zrImad rAjacaMdranAM vacanAmRtamAM chapAI che. eno abhyAsa karatAM samajAya che ke AjathI lagabhaga 115 varSa pahelAM temaNe je bodha Apyo hato tenuM Aje paNa AtmahitArthe eTaluM ja mUlya tathA mahattva che. emanAM e anubhavamUlaka vacano Aje paNa jIvane uttama mArgadarzana ApI zake evAM baLavAna kalyANabhAvanAM paramANuothI sabhara che. A vAtanI anubhUti sahu koIne I.sa.1991nAM paryuSaNamAM thaI hatI, A ja rIte uttama puruSothI sarjAtI kalyANabhAvanI paraMparAnuM mULa ApaNe zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunAM kalyANabhAvanAM 273

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha paramANuomAM avalokI zakIe tema che. ane te parathI temanA bodhane anusarI racAyelAM Agama sUtronI mahattA paNa ApaNe samajI zakIe. paryuSaNa vyatIta thayA pachI paNa mArAM manamAM upadezachAyAmAM vaNAyelA bhAvo ramyA karatA hatA. te bhAvono upayoga karI mArAM jIvanane sudhAravAno prayatna cAlu hato. AtmadRSTie vikAsa sadhAto hato paNa vyavahArika muzkelIonuM jo2 paNa vartatuM hatuM. tene kAraNe vyavahArazuddhi vadhAravAnI bhAvanA baLavAna thavA lAgI; tema chatAM zrI kRpALudeva taraphathI joItA saMtoSano AvirbhAva mane jovA maLato na hato. tethI mane mArAM jIvananI adhUrapa samajAtI hatI, sAthe sAthe khUba puruSArtha karI saMsArathI tvarAthI chUTI javAnA bhAva 2mavA mAMDayA hatA. tenAM kAraNe mane TukaDe TukaDe prabhu taraphathI mArgadarzana maLyA karatuM hatuM, jenI huM TUMkANamAM nodha karatI jatI hatI. I.sa. 1992nAM paryuSaNa mATe pUjyapAda svAmI kRta 'ISTopadeza' levAnI AjJA AvI tyAre A graMtha mArAthI sAva ajANyo hato. tethI teno abhyAsa karI, nicoDa tAravI sahune upakArI thAya e rIte tenuM tAraNa vyakta karavAnuM hatuM. prathama dRSTie A kArya mane ghaNuM kaparuM lAgyuM hatuM, paraMtu te mATe cAturmAsamAM khUba puruSArtha karavAno suMdara avasa2 mane maLaze e AzAe saMtoSa ane prabhu mATe AbhAra vartAyA hatA, tenI smRti Aje paNa akabaMdha che. graMtha meLavI vAMcavAnI zarUAta karI tyAre temanA vize pUjyabhAva ane bhaktibhAva ulasyA hatA. graMthano abhyAsa karatAM samajAyuM hatuM ke 51 zlokanA A nAnA graMthamAM pUjyapAda svAmIe gAgaramAM sAgara bharI dIgho che. vaLI, e paNa spaSTa thayuM hatuM ke, pUrve thaI gayelA satpuruSonA bodhanI sarakhAmaNImAM pratyakSa satpuruSano bodha ghaNo vizeSa upakArI thaI zake che. jIva mAtra ane temAMya saMjJI manuSya sukhane ja icche che, jemAMthI ane jenAthI zAzvata sukha pragaTe che te ISTa kahevAya. AvuM zAzvata sukha meLavavA mATe satpuruSo taraphathI je yogya upadeza maLe che tene iSTopadeza kahI zakAya. AvuM zAzvata sukha mokSamAM maLe che, te meLavavA mATeno 274

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upasaMhAra bodha te ISTopadeza. Avo uttama upadeza je grahaNa kare, AtmasAt kare ane anyane ApI zake te pUjyapAda bane. pUjyapAda eTale jemanAM caraNa pUjavA yogya che te. pUjyapAda svAmI racita Ibdopadeza svapara baMnene lAbhakArI thavA sarjAyo che. IbdopadezanA pahelA zlokamAM maMgalAcaraNa che tathA aMtima zlokamAM phalazruti ApI che; vacamAMnAM 49 zlokamAM kramika siddhAMto nirUpAyA che. AtmAne paramAtmA banAvavAnI cAvI samajAvatuM sattva AmAM apAyuM che. temAM AtmabhAva ane laukikabhAva vacceno bheda, saMsAranuM svarUpa, jIvane prApta thatAM kaSTo, deha tathA AtmAno virodha, AtmAne dhyAna kevI rIte zreyakArI che, AtmArthI jIva dhyAna mATe kevI vicAraNA kare, sadgurunuM mahAbhya, svaupAsanA vadhAravAthI kalyANa thAya che, saMsAranI aruci janme che, laukika rasanuM phaLa saMsAranuM paribhramaNa che, dhyAnathI paramAnaMda maLe che, karma baLe che ane tenI phalazruti rUpe jIvane mokSanI prApti thAya che; te vize nirUpaNa thayeluM che. Ama pUjyapAda svAmIne "mokSanuM paramasukha ISTa' che. A graMthanuM zirSaka tathA te mATenA bodhanuM nirUpaNa sArthaka thatuM jaNAya che. AtmAne zuM ane te kevI rIte ISTa che tenI vicAraNAmAM cAturmAsa suMdara rIte pasAra thayA. A bhAvo vyavahArika jIvanamAM sAkAra karavAnA prayatnomAM pachIno samaya javA lAgyo. A bhAvanAM vizeSa UMDANa tathA tAga meLavavAnI vRtti baLavAna thatI gaI. emAMthI navAM varSano paryuSaNano viSaya ApavA mATenI mAMgaNI AraMbhAI. tenAM phaLa rUpe pUrve na vAMcelo tevo zrI nemicaMdra siddhAMtideva racita "bRhad dravyasaMgraha' graMtha paryuSaNamAM levAnuM AvyuM. I.sa.1993nA paryuSaNamAM A graMtha levAno hato. tenI racanA kartAe lagabhaga agyAramI sadImAM karI hatI. potAnuM ISTa karavAnA AzayathI jIva jyAre yogya upadeza meLavavA prayatna kare che, tyAre dazAvAna jIva siddhAMtonA bheda ane tenA vistArane jANavA prayatnavAna thAya che. bIjI rIte kahIe to te jIva vyavahAranayathI AgaLa vadhI 275

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha nizcayanayanI jANakArI levAmAM vyasta bane che. A vAtanI pratIti mane tyAre maLI jyAre I.sa. 1993nI gurupUrNimAthI meM A graMthanA abhyAsanI zarUAta karI. temAM mane nizcaya tathA vyavahAranayathI lokamAM vyApI rahelAM cha dravyano abhyAsa karavAnI taka maLI. pUrve vAMcela zrI kuMdakuMdAcArya racita "paMcAstikAyanI paNa A graMtha samajavAmAM ghaNI sahAya rahI hatI. bRhad dravya saMgrahamAM traNa adhyAya che. pahelA adhyAyamAM 27 zloka che, ane temAM jIva tathA pudgalanuM svarUpa nizcaya tathA vyavahAranayathI samajAveluM che. bIjo adhyAya agyAra zlokano banelo che, ane temAM jIva, pudgala sivAyanAM bAkInA sAta tattva Azrava, saMvara, nirjarA, baMdha, mokSa, pApa tathA puNyane vigatathI samajAvyAM che. te vicAratAM jIvane saMvara tathA nirjarA karavAnI agatya samajAya tema che. trIjA adhyAyamAM 20 zloka che, temAM vyavahAra mokSamArga ane nizcaya mokSamArganuM nirUpaNa jovA maLe che. temAM samyatvanAM lakSaNo, ATha guNo, ratnatrayanuM ArAdhana, dhyAna, tenuM svarUpa, namaskAramaMtranI upayogitA, Adi samajAvela che. jIve svarUpanI siddhi karavA mATe je upAyo yojavA joIe te kevI rIte karavA, e A graMthanuM mukhya hArda hatuM. tenI jANakArI mumukSuone mArgamAM AgaLa vadhavA protsAhaka banI hatI. Ama I.sa.1993 sudhI ekabIjA sAthe samAnya saMbaMdha dharAvanArA chatAM svataMtra kahI zakAya evA viSayo mane maLatA gayA. A viSayonuM pRthakkaraNa karIe to jaNAya che ke paryuSaNamAM moTA bhAge koI mahAna AcAryanI kRti ja levAyelI che. jemaNe AtmadazAmAM AgaLa vadhI, potAnA anubhavano nicoDa graMthamAM utAryo hoya tevA graMthono abhyAsa karAvI, temAMthI zuM grahaNa karavuM tenuM anubhavagamya mArgadarzana zrI prabhu ApaNane ApatA jaNAya che. athavA to AvA graMthonI racanA karanAra jIvonAM jIvana kevAM hoya teno paricaya ApatA viSayo jovA maLe che. udA. ta. jIvano vikAsakrama, kRpALudevano AtmavikAsa. bAkI moTA bhAge to uttama AtmAo racita kRtio ja paryuSaNamAM levAI che. AnA 276

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upasaMhAra thakI "zrI kevaLI prabhuno sAtha' graMtha lakhavAnI bhUmikA mArAmAM taiyAra thatI gaI. A lakSa to atyAre Ave che, bAkI te varSa sudhI to prabhu karAve tema karavuM che ane vartAve tema vartavuM che evA dhyeya sAthe ja rahevAtuM hatuM. ane yogya muddAonI TuMkI noMdha prabhu AjJAe thatI hatI. - I.sa. 1993nAM paryuSaNamAM mArAM AjJAdhInapaNAnI kasoTI karato eka prasaMga banyo hato. je jANavAmAM rasika kahI zakAya. I.sa. 1977thI pratyeka varSanAM paryuSaNa mAunTa yunika makAnamAM zrI kizorabhAI zeThanA phaleTamAM thatA hatA. zrI kizorabhAI khUba ja cIvaTavALI vyakti che. badhuM ja vyavasthita ane samayasara karavAnI temanI Teva che. paryuSaNamAM zrI kizorabhAI tathA a.sau. reNubahena sahune premathI AvakAratA, darekanI sagavaDa sacavAya tenI kALajI karatA ItyAdi. temAM mArI khurazI sAme eka nAnuM Tebala rahetuM. tenAM para nAnuM mAIka tathA samayanI jANakArI mATe nAnuM ghaDiyALa rAkhatA. khurazInI jamaNI bAjunI divAla para eka moTI ghaDiyALa paNa laTakAvelI rahetI. vAMcana pUruM thAya ane bhakti zarU thAya tyAre Tebala paranAM ghaDiyALanuM mukha mArA taraphathI badalAvI zrI zazIbhAI tarapha teo karI detA. jethI samayanI jALavaNI barAbara thaI zake. '93nA paryuSaNanA pahelA divase savAramAM mane dhvani Avyo ke Aje vAMcanamAM ghaDiyALa paherIne jaje. mane matikalpanA ja lAgI, kAraNa ke atyAra sudhI guruvAranAM vAMcanamAM ke paryuSaNanAM vAMcanamAM meM ghaDiyALa paherI ja na hatI. baMne hAthamAM baMgaDI ja paheratI. pachI to dara kalAke ane aDadho kalAke vAMcanamAM ghaDiyALa paherIne javAno Adeza AvavA lAgyo. atyAra sudhI kyAreya ghaDiyALa paherIne vAMcanamAM gaI na hatI tethI ghaDiyALa paheravAno mane kSobha paNa ghaNo hato. tethI meM ghaDiyALa na ja paheravAno nirNaya karyo. ane baporanA be vAge gharethI vAMcanamAM javA paga upADyo. tyAM joradAra AjJA AvI ke ghaDiyALa paheryA vinA bAraNA bahAra paga mUkIza nahi. meM gupacupa bAraNethI pAchA pharI ghaDiyALa paherI lIdhI ane vAMcana mATe ame nIkaLyAM. tyAM jaI khurazImAM beThI to mane 277

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha khyAla Avyo ke bhAI kizorabhAI Tebala 52 ghiDayALa mUkatA bhUlI gayA che. meM vicAryuM divAla paranI ghaDiyALa to che ne! savA cAra vAgavAnI khabara tenAthI paNa maLI zakaze. paraMtu savA cAra vAge mArI ghaDiyALa anusAra meM vAMcana pUruM karyuM ane divAlanI ghiDayALamAM joyuM to ghiDayALanAM kAMTA ja dekhAtA na hatA. bArImAMthI sUryano glera evI rIte e ghaDiyALa para Avato hato ke ghaDiyALamAM samaya joI zakAya nahi. mane bhagavAnanI mArA paranI kRpA samajAI ane khUba khUba prabhuno AbhAra mAnyo. bIjA divase paNa ghaDiyALa paheravAno Adeza Avyo. AnAkAnI vinA huM ghaDiyALa paherIne vAMcanamAM gaI. tyAM jaI joyuM to bIjA divase paNa kizorabhAI ghaDiyALa mUkavAnuM cUkI gayA hatA. trIjA divase paNa ema ja banyuM hatuM. ATalI badhI cokkasAIvALA zrI kizorabhAI traNa traNa divasa sudhI ghaDiyALa mUkavAnuM bhUlI jAya e amArA mATe khUba AzcaryakAraka binA hatI. paNa temane yAdI apAvavAnI bhagavAnanI manAI hatI. amAre to mAtra joyA ja karavAnuM hatuM. Ama ne Ama AThe divasa (saMvatsarI sahita) ghaDiyALa mUkavAnuM teo bhUlI gayA hatA. ane mane roja ghaDiyALa paherIne ja javAno Adeza AvyA karato hato. prabhunI AjJA mAnavAnuM phaLa to anubhavAI cUkyuM hatuM, eTale vinA saMkoca roje ghiDayALa paherIne jatI hatI. prabhu mAruM keTaluM dhyAna rAkhe che, mane kyAMya muzkelI thavA detAM nathI e anubhUti avismaraNIya che. enI sAthe navAInI vAta to e hatI ke mane koIe paNa pUchyuM na hatuM ke tame kema ghiDayALa paherI che. vizeSamAM paryuSaNa pUrAM thayAM pachInA divase kizorabhAIne ghaDiyALa bAbata pUchyuM tyAM sudhI paNa temane ghiDayALa mUkAI na hatI teno lakSa Avyo na hato. prabhue temane kevI vismRti karAvI dIdhI hatI! e Azcarya haju paNa zamatuM nathI. Ama I.sa.1993nAM paryuSaNamAM prabhunI kRpAno anero AnaMda ame mANyo hato. paryuSaNamAM mahAtmAonA uttama graMtha levAnI praNAlikAmAM I.sa.1994mAM pheraphAra noMdhAyo. e pachInA varSomAM paNa te pheraphAra cAlu hato. 1994nI 208

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upasaMhAra sAlathI viSayonI sUci evI rIte AvI che ke jemAM koI taiyAra graMthano AdhAra maLe nahi, paNa e varSa sudhImAM thayelA anubhavono AdhAra laI paryuSaNa mATe taiyArI karavAnI hoya. judA judA graMthonAM maMtavyono AdhAra jarUra maLato hato, paraMtu eka ja graMthamAMthI badhI sAmagrI maLe e suvidhA rahI na hatI. ethI mane samajAyuM ke have prabhu mArI pAse suMdara ArAdhana karAvI sudharavAnI taka vadhArI rahyA che. bIjI bAju vartamAnanI I.sa.2011nI sAlamAM spaSTa samajAya che ke I.sa.1994thI zrI prabhue 'zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha' graMtha lakhAvavAnI vAstavika taiyArI karAvavI zarU karI hatI, ane teo e pahelAnAM saghaLAM varSomAM A graMtha mATe joItA anubhavanI pUrva taiyArI karAvatA hatA. I.sa. 1994nAM varSa mATe 'samyakdarzana' vize vicAraNA karavAnuM AvyuM hatuM, te mATe vAstavikatAmAM koI eka graMthamAMthI saghaLuM mArgadarzana maLI zake nahi te khUba ja sahaja hatuM. paraMtu aneka munioe, AcAryoe, mahAtmAoe samyakdarzananAM lakSaNo vize, tenAM vividha pAsAo vize, prasaMgopAta lakhANa kareluM che. temAMthI zrI kuMdakuMdAcArya, zivakoTi AcArya, guNabhadrAcArya, jJAnabhUSaNa bhaTTAraka, Adi samartha mahAtmAoe samyakdarzana mATe ApelA maMtavyo ekatrita karyA. vicAraNA evI hatI ke A badhA mahAcAryonAM vacano vAMcI, vicArI, potAnA anubhavanA trAjavAmAM mUkI muddA ekaThA karavA. ane tenuM tAraNa karI nakkI karavuM ke samyakdarzana meLavavAthI jIvane saMsA2e tathA paramArthe zo lAbha thAya che, jIvano AtmavikAsa kevI rIte vegavAna thaI zake, samyakdarzananI agatya zuM che, tenAM lakSaNo zuM che, te prApta karavA zuM karavuM joIe, samyakdarzanathI saMsAranuM paribhramaNa kevI rIte TaLatuM jAya che, samyakdarzanathI caDatA kramamAM AtmasukhanI vRddhi kema thatI jAya che, vagere. A muddAo vize mahat puruSonAM vacano samajI TAMcaNa karyuM; e rIte meM paryuSaNa mATe taiyArI karI. mArI samajaNane tathA anubhavane vyavasthita rIte rajU karI zakuM e mATe mane sahAya karavA meM prabhune khUba prArthanA karI 279

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha hatI. sAthe sAthe temAM vinarUpa thAya tevA mArAM doSo tathA karmonI kSamA paNa eTalI ja mAgatI hatI. kAraNa ke A prakAranI taiyArI karavAno mAro A pahelo ja anubhava hato. eka bAju viSayanI gahanatA, bahoLA anubhavano abhAva ane taiyArI karavA mATe mAtra doDha poNAbe mahinA jeTalo samaya vagere vize vicAratAM mArI kaThaNAIono saheje khyAla AvI jaze. Ama chatAM mAre kahevuM joIe ke prArthanA, kSamApanA ane maMtrasmaraNanAM sAdhanathI zrI prabhue mane ghaNo ghaNo sAtha Apyo hato, ane muzkelImAMthI pAra utArI hatI. vadhArAmAM spaSTapaNe e samajAyuM hatuM ke vyavahArika jIvanamAM A traNa sAdhananuM yogya rIte joDANa karavAthI jIvane saMsAre tathA paramArthe ghaNo lAbha thaI zake che. pariNAme paryuSaNamAM AtmAe kaMIka prApta karyuM hatuM tevI anubhUti mANI hatI. AvI suMdara kRpA karavA mATe meM zrI prabhuno khUba khUba upakAra mAnyo hato. AvI ja rIte mArI pAse uttama puruSArtha karAvI, mane samRddha thavAnI taka, A pachInAM paryuSaNamAM paNa Apajo evI vinaMti paNa vAraMvAra karatI hatI. samyakdarzananAM vividha pAsAono vicAra karatAM karatAM keTalAka vicAro manamAM udbhavatA hatA. samyakdarzana thayA pachI jIvane anaMta saMsAra nathI, soLa bhava nathI, atyaMtara duHkha nathI, mAThI gati nathI, Atmika sukhanI vRddhi thatI jAya che. evA ghaNA lAbho hovA chatAM samyakdarzananI prApti karavAmAM jIvane zenI aTakAyata thAya che? sarvajJa prabhu tathA satparuSanA jaNAvyA pramANe mArga saraLa, svaccha ane sugama hovA chatAM jIvane te prApta karavo kema khUba durgama lAge che? anaMtakALa sudhI paribhramaNa karyA pachI ja jIvane mArga maLe che evuM kema bane che? AvA AvA prazno sUkSmatA meLavavA mATe jIvanAM manamAM jAgatA hoya che. nityanigodamAMthI nIkaLyA pachI samyakdarzana letAM jIvano anaMtakALa pasAra thaI jAya che ane te lIdhA pachI siddha thatA sudhImAM vadhumAM vadhu paMdara bhavanI jarUrata paDe che,AnuM rahasya zuM hoI zake? A sarva praznonuM samAdhAna 280

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upasaMhAra jIvane maLe, samyakdarzana meLavavA jIva utsAhita thAya evA koI zubha hetuthI 'aSTa karma'no viSaya mane I.sa.1995nAM paryuSaNa pahelAM betraNa mahine maLyo hoya ema jaNAyuM. jJAnAvaraNa, darzanAvaraNa, mohanIya ane aMtarAya e cAra ghAtI karmo ane AyuSya, nAma, gotra tathA vedanIya e cAra aghAtI karmonI sAmAnya samajaNa to mane hatI. paNa jevuM joIe tevuM UMDANa mArI pAse na hatuM. ghaNI adhurapa lAgatI hatI. keTalIka bAbato UMDANathI samajAtI hatI to keTalIka bAbato vize aMdhAruM lAgatuM hatuM. tethI A samajaNane ane jANakArIne vadhAravA zrI devendrasUri viracita 'karmagraMtha'nA traNa bhAganuM vAMcana meM zarU karyuM. A vAMcana zarUAtamAM to mane khUba kaThaNa lAgyuM, paraMtu dhIre dhIre mahAvaro thatAM temAMthI karmabaMdhanAM kAraNo, kevA bhAvathI kevAM karma upArjana thAya, karma kyAre ane kevI rIte nikAcIta thAya, kevA prakAranAM ghUMTaNathI keTalA kALanAM karma baMdhAya vagere vizenI sUjha mArAmAM AvavA lAgI; ane tenuM vyavasthita lakhANa karavAnI AjJA AvI hovAthI gurupUrNimAnA bIjA divasathI lakhANa zarU karyuM. te mATe meM evI samajaNa lIdhI hatI ke A agharA viSaya mATe vyavasthita lakhANa hoya to paryuSaNamAM mAre bolavuM saheluM paDe. lakhANa yogya rIte karAvavA mATe prabhune huM niyamita prArthanA karatI hatI. A kAryamAM vighna na Ave te mATe meM kSamApanAno Azraya vadhAryo hato. paryuSaNa pahelAM cAra cha divase lakhANa pUruM thayuM. ane paryuSaNamAM aSTakarmanA viSayane nyAya ApavAno meM pramANika puruSArtha karyo hato. sahune AThe karma vizenI jarUrI mAhitI maLI, ane mArI paryuSaNa mATenA viSayane nyAya ApavAnI tathA AkhuM comAsuM ArAdhana karavAnuM cAlu rahe evI bhAvanA saphaLa thavA lAgI. paryuSaNa pUrAM thatAMnI sAthe bIjA paryuSaNa mATenI taiyArI cAlu karAvavA meM prabhune prArthanA tathA vinaMti karavAnuM zarU karyuM hatuM. ApelI saphLatA mATe prabhune kartApaNAnA bhAva AbhAra mAnIne arpaNa karyA hatA. kemake A paryuSaNamAM karmabaMdhana mATenI vizeSa jAgRti AvavAthI mArAM jIvanamAM - mArAM vartanamAM sAro sudhAro karavAnI taka mane sAMpaDI hatI. 281

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha AvAM badhAM karmo karatAM rahevAthI chUTAya kema? enI vyavasthita jANakArI meLavavA jIva talasato hato. prabhunI AjJAe cAlavAthI, saMsAranI sukhabuddhi ghaTADatA javAthI, prArthanA, kSamApanA tathA maMtrasmaraNano baLavAna Azraya rAkhavAthI Atmika vikAsa to thayA karato hato, vyavahArazuddhi paNa amuka mAtrAmAM vadhatI hatI, paNa mane teno saMtoSa na hato. mAre je UMDANa ane sUkSmatA joitA hatA tenI khAmI jaNAtI hatI. A khAmI kema TALavI te samajAtuM na hatuM. tenAM kAraNe mArA manamAM evA bhAva thavA lAgyA hatA, ke, 'prabhu! mArA vyavahArika jIvanamAM khUba upakArI thAya ane jJAnAvaraNano kSayopazama vadhe evo baLavAna puruSArtha tame mane A cAturmAsamAM jarUrathI karAvajo. ke jethI mArA jIvanamAM yogya sudhAraNA thatI jAya.' A bhAvamAM vizeSa sthira thatAM I.sa. 1996nAM paryuSaNa mATe 'aDhAra pApasthAnaka' viSaya mane maLyo. A pApasthAnakanA nAmanI jANakArI sivAya mArI pAse koI UMDI mAhitI hatI nahi. tethI tenI taiyArI karavA mATe meM zarUAtamAM khUba muMjhavaNa vedI hatI. pApasthAnaka vize koI graMthamAMthI jANakArI maLI Ave te mATe prayatno karyA, paNa khAsa saphaLatA maLI nahi, mane saMtoSa thAya tevuM koI lakhANa maLyuM nahi. pachI to eka ja Azraya hato, prabhu pAse ja jANakArI mATe mAMgaNI karavAno. ane vinaMti karavA IcchA karI ke tame ja viSaya Apyo che to tame ja mane lakhANa karAvo. meM puruSArtha zarU karyo, ane dhIme dhIme e viSayane lagatA je je vicAro AvatA gayA tenI huM noMdha karatI gaI. temAMthI jIva svarUpano tyAga thAya tevA karmo bAMdhe che, te sthAnane bhagavAne zA mATe pApasthAnaka kahyAM che te mane samajAyuM. ghAtakarmonAM baMdhanamAM laI jAya tevA pApasthAnakanA sparzathI jIva kevI ane keTalI dubhavaNI bhogave che te lakSamAM AvyuM. aDhAra pApasthAnakamAMthI mohanIya karmanAM baMdhanamAM laI janArAM pApasthAno keTalAM vizeSa che te spaSTa thayuM. ghAtakarma bAMdhavA mATe jIva aDhAramAMnA eka ke ekathI vadhAre sthAnone kevI rIte sparze che tenI bAMdhaNI amuka aMze samajAI. jeTalAM vadhAre sthAnone jIva ekI sAthe sparze teTalAM ghATAM ghAtikarma jIva 282

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upasaMhAra bAMdhe che, tenI gUMthaNI lakSamAM AvI. bIjI rIte kahIe to A aDhAre pApasthAnomAM cAre ghAtikarmo kevAM chavAI jAya che teno spaSTa citAra maLyo. temAMthI ekabIjA sAthenuM anusaMdhAna vicArAyuM ane nakkI thayuM ke jIva jo pApasthAnakomAM rAcato baMdha thaI jAya to tene koI navAM karmabaMdhano thAya nahi. A jANakArI meLavyA pachI mane AMtiraka saMtoSa thayo ane meM lakhANa zarU karyuM. pahelAM meM noMdharUpa prAthamika lakhANa karyuM, ane te pachI pharIthI yogya rIte lakhANa karavAno prayatna karyo. paryuSaNa AvatA sudhImAM ghaNAM bhedarahasyo mane prabhu taraphthI maLyAM hatAM. jAtajAtanI jANakArI vadhI, ane keTalAMka varSothI sevelI cAturmAsamAM baLavAnapaNe sAco puruSArtha karavAnI bhAvanA mane saphLa thatI jaNAI. mArAM paryuSaNa guNavRddhi sAthe pUrAM thayAM. Ama 'samyakdarzana'nI jarUriyAtanAM anusaMdhAnamAM aSTakarma tathA aDhAra pApasthAnakanI samajaNa khUba sUcaka hatI. A jANakArI AvyA pachI karmabaMdha kema ochA karavA tenI pravRttimAM mAro AtmA joDAvA lAgyo. judI judI rIte vyavahArazuddhi vadhA2vAnI sUcanAo mane maLavA lAgI, jANakArI vadhavA lAgI ane mArI sudhAraNA karavAnI vRttie vega pakaDayo. tenAMthI mArAM jJAna tathA darzananAM AvaraNo thoDAM vizeSa ghaTayAM hoya evo anubhava thavA lAgyo. A parathI e samajaNa spaSTa thatI gaI ke jema jema vyavahArazuddhi tathA cAritranI vizuddhi thatI jAya che tema tema AtmA haLavAza anubhavato thAya che, ane AtmamArgane lagatAM rahasyo tathA bhedajJAna vizeSa jhaDapathI tathA UMDANathI grahaNa karI zake che. jema jema samaja AvatI gaI tema tema nakkI thatuM gayuM ke kevaLajJAna kevaLadarzana sudhI pahoMcavAmAM keTaluM badhuM kArya karavAnuM che. jANe lAgyuM ke dilhI bahota dUra hai. paNa prabhu pratinAM zraddhAna tathA vizvAsane kAraNe daDhatva hatuM ke puruSArtha karavAthI jarUra tyAM pahoMcI zakAvAnuM che. prabhue hAtha jhAlyo che te kadI niSphaLa javAno nathI. AvA zraddhAna sAthe vicAraNA karatAM karatAM mane I.sa.1997 nA paryuSaNa mATe 'AtmAno apUrva svabhAva' viSaya sAMpaDayo. AtmAno apUrva svabhAva eTale zuM? jIva jo 283

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha pApasthAnakamAM ramato chUTI, karmabaMdha ghaTADato jAya to durlabha evA samyakdarzanane pragaTa karI potAnA apUrva svabhAvane pragaTa karato jAya che, enI khabara to mane hatI. paraMtu emAM AtmAnAM kayA lakSaNo pahelAM khIle, kevI rIte khIle, tenA mATe AdhAra kono levo vagere vizenA kramanI sUjha paDatI na hatI, eTale mane to moTI muMjhavaNa thaI paDI hatI. tethI prabhunA Azraye prArthanA, kSamApanA ane smaraNa vadhArI mArgadarzana meM mAgyuM. thoDA ja divasamAM temanA taraphathI mane rAjaprabhunAM vacanAmRtano AMka 87pa vicAravAnI AjJA AvI. vacanAmRta laI patra vicAravA lAgI, AraMbhamAM to moM mAthAno meLa ja na hoya tema lAgyuM. paNa prArthanA AdinA AdhAre zraddhA vadhArI te patra vAraMvAra vicAravA lAgI. te vicAraNAmAM ane vicAraNAmAM mane spaSTa thatuM gayuM ke jIvano mULabhUta apUrva svabhAva pragaTAvavo kevI rIte, te svabhAva pragaTa karavAmAM zrI satparuSa tathA zrI guru jIvane kevI ane kevI rIte sahAya kare che, tenuM ati saMkSipta chatAM gUDhatAthI bhareluM Alekhana A patramAM thayeluM che. kRpALudevanAM A patramAM rahelAM keTalAMye rahasyo mArI pAse chatA thatAM gayAM. AthI A patranI sahAyathI meM prAthamika lakhANa gurupUrNimAnA bIjA divasathI zarU karyuM. jema jema lakhANa thatuM gayuM tema tema viSayane lagatI mArI spaSTatA vadhatI gaI. temAM anityAdi bAra bhAvanAnuM anusaMdhAna AtmAnA apUrva svabhAva sAthe kevI rIte gaMThAyeluM che te sAzcArya samajAtuM gayuM. e prAthamika lakhANane maThArI, vyavasthita rIte mUkavA puruSArtha karyo, ane A badhI jANakArIno 'AtmAno apUrva svabhAva' samajavAmAM upayoga karatAM lagabhaga so pAnAM jeTaluM lakhANa thaI gayuM. te dvArA AtmAnA mULabhUta svabhAvanI jANakArI mATe eka navI ja bArI khUlI, navA dRSTikoNanI mane prApti thaI. ane enI anubhUti AkhA paryuSaNamAM chavAyelI rahI hatI. e anubhUti khUba ja sukhada banI hatI. A anubhave e zikSaNa ApyuM ke AtmAnA apUrva svabhAvane khIlavavA tathA mANavA mATe samyatvanI ArAdhanA khUba jarUrI che. tenA parathI mane 284

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upasaMhAra ehasAsa thayo ke I.sa. 1994mAM lIdhelo 'samyakdarzana'no viSaya apUrNa hato. te vakhate samyakdarzanane lagatAM badhAM pAsAM AvarI levAyAM na hatAM. te ochapa ane adhUrapa TALavA zuM karavuM joIe te vicAraNA manamAM sarjAvI zarU thaI, kemake pAchaLanAM keTalAMka varSomAM samyakdarzana vizenI samajaNa tathA anubhUti UMDANabharelAM thatAM jatAM hatAM. e puruSArthanA anusaMdhAnamAM zrI prabhunI kRpAthI I.sa. 1998nAM paryuSaNamAM 'samyaktva parAkrama' levAnI AjJA AvI. temAM zrI uttarAdhyayana sUtranAM ogaNatrIsamA adhyayanano AdhAra levAno hato. A adhyayanamAM samyaktvathI zarU karI siddha thavA sudhInI sthiti vizenA praznonA je uttaro mahAvIra prabhue temanI chellI dezanAmAM ApyA hatA te mUkAyA che. temAM mUkAyelA 72 praznottaranI vicAraNA vyavasthita rIte karavAthI munijIvana tathA samyaktvanAM lagabhaga badhAM pAsAMnI sArI rIte vicAraNA thaI jAya tema che. temAM samyaktvanAM lakSaNo saMvega, nirveda, AsthA tathA anukaMpA keLavavAthI thatA lAbho jaNAvyA che; AlocanA, svaniMdA, garhaNA e AMtaratapa karavAnAM phAyadA batAvyA che; sAmAyika, caturvizatistava, vaMdanA, pratikramaNa, kAyotsarga ane pratyAkhyAna e cha AvazyakanI mahattA batAvI che, stutimaMgala, prAyazcitta, kSamApanAnI jarUriyAta jaNAvI che; svAdhyAya, vAMcanA, pratipracchanA, parAvartanA AdithI maLatA lAbha varNavyA che; mananI ekAgratA, saMyama, tapa, vizuddhi, apratibadhdhatA Adi kevI rIte keLavavAM tenI cAvI rajU karI che; judA judA prakAranAM pratyAkhyAna karavAthI jIvane maLatI vividha prakAranI keLavaNI samajAvI che; sarvaguNasaMpannatA, vItarAgatA, kSAMti, nirlobhatA, Arjava, mArdava Adi guNo jIvamAM kevI rIte ane kyAre pragaTe te spaSTa karyuM che; traNa gupti, traNa samAdhAraNA, Adi kevAM hoya te varNavyuM che; jJAna, darzana tathA cAritranI saMpannatAthI AtmAnI vadhatI zuddhi batAvI che, pAMce Indriyono yogya nigraha karavAthI jIva zuM pAme che te batAvI, cAre kaSAyo para vijaya keTalo hovo joIe te varNavyuM che. A badhI ArAdhanAnA phaLarUpe jIva zuddha thaI zailezI 285

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha avasthA prApta karI siddhabhUmimAM sthira thaI jAya che; ane pUrNatayA karmarahita dazAne anaMtakALa sudhI mANe che te hakIkata aMtamAM rajU karI che. Ama A prakaraNamAM Akho mokSamArga ane jIvano thato AtmavikAsa mane jovA maLyo. gurupUrNimAnI AsapAsathI meM sammadarzana vize vyavasthita lakhANa zarU karyuM, ane paryuSaNanI mahattA tathA samyakatvanA guNagAna karavAno adbhuta AnaMda mANyo. raMgecaMge paryuSaNa parvanI ArAdhanA pUrI thaI. - I.sa.1994thI paryuSaNanA viSayo vize TAMcaNa tathA lakhANa karavAnI je AjJA AvI hatI, temAM I.sa.1998mAM thoDo pheraphAra jaNAyo. gurupUrNimA pahelAMthI ja jANakArI AvavA lAgI, ane lakhANane vyavasthita karavA mATe mane vizeSa samaya maLavA lAgyo. tethI samyaktva vizenI je je jANakArI mane zrI prabhu taraphathI anubhava dvArA AvI hatI teno upayoga karI A adhyayana vize lakhANa karyuM hatuM. jANakArInI dRSTie A khUba upayogI ane mahattvanuM paryuSaNa banyuM hatuM. paraMtu jyAre I.sa.2006mAM 'zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha' graMtha mATe A prakaraNa lakhavAnI AjJA AvI, tyAre temAM I.sa.1994nAM anubhavanAM TAMcaNano sAtha laI te prakaraNane meM vizeSa samRddha banAvavA pUro prayatna karyo hato. I.sa.1998 sudhI prabhu je je viSayo paryuSaNa mATe sUjhADe che te vize tAtkAlika abhyAsa karI kArya karatI hatI. A viSayo ekabIjA sAthe saMbaMdha dharAvanAra, siddhAMtonI UMDI samajaNa levAmAM sahAyaka ane mArA mATe vizeSa puruSArtha karavAnI jarUriyAtavALA sAbita thatA jatA hatA. tethI paryuSaNa pahelAM thoDA divase ke gurupUrNimA AsapAsa viSaya maLe to mAre yogya puruSArtha karavAmAM samayanI ochapa anubhavavI paDe. tethI I.sa. 1995thI zrI prabhue kRpA karIne mane gurupUrNimA pahelA amuka vakhate viSayo ApavAnI zarUAta karI hatI. tema thavA pAchaLano hetu vicAratAM, pAchaLathI mane samajAyuM hatuM ke A varSo daramyAna huM prabhu pAse prArthanA karatI hatI ke AkhuM cAturmAsa sArI rIte ArAdhana thAya evuM kArya tame mArI pAse karAvajo. gurupUrNimA pahelAM viSaya maLavAthI 286

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upasaMhAra aDadho hetu to pAra paDI jato hato. vaLI,mArI pAse yogya lakhANa karAvI. zrI kevaLaprabhuno sAtha' graMthanI pUrva taiyArI karAvavI hatI. A bIjo hetu to mane ghaNo pAchaLathI samajAyo hato. graMtha lakhavAnI taiyArI karavA mATe jJAna, darzana tathA cAritranI vizuddhi uttarottara thatI javI joIe, eTale ke je viSaya vize lakhANa karavAnuM hoya te lakhANa karavAne yogya cAritra hovuM joIe, te viSayane lagatAM bhedarahasyonI jANakArI AvavI joIe, vANInI yathArthatA pragaTavI joIe, ane e mATe lakhANa karavAno mahAvaro paNa thato javo joIe, e samaja mane prabhue ApI hatI. A badhuM na thAya to graMthanI kakSA uttama prakAranI thaI zakatI nathI e anubhavI zakAya tevI bAbata che, kemake svAnubhavathI thayelA lakhANanuM baLa vizeSa hoya che. temAM lekhake sevelA kalyANanAM paramANuo akSare akSare gUMthAyelA hovAthI vAcaka para tenI asara alaukika thAya che. ane A rIte racAyelA graMtho zakavartI bane che. AvI mArI pAse taiyArI karAvavA mATe prabhu mane temanA pratinuM zraddhAna vizeSa vizeSa vadhatuM jAya evA prasaMgono anubhava vAstavika jIvanamAM karAvatA jatA hatA. te badhAnuM yogya saMkalana mArA manamAM thatuM jatuM hatuM. pariNAme mArA prabhu pratinA ahobhAva, pUjyabhAva tathA arpaNabhAvamAM satata vadhAro noMdhAto jato hato. AvA anubhavothI mArA manamAM e nakkI thaI gayuM ke mokSamArga to khUba ja sahelo che. zAstroe tema ja aneka vidvAnoe varNavyo che tevo durghaTa nathI. paraMtu Apta puruSoe jaNAvyo che tevo saraLa, svaccha, sugama ane sahelo che. paraMtu te prApta karavo ati ati muzkela ane durlabha che. kemake Avo sahelo ane suMdara mArga meLavavA mATe je saraLatA tathA nirmAnatAnA guNo jarUrI che te prApta karavA kaThaNa che. eka vakhata jo prabhu prati, Apta puruSa prati sAcA prema, zraddhA tathA arpaNatA jAge to sanmArganI prApti karavI, prArthanA, kSamApanA tathA maMtrasmaraNanA mAdhyamathI saraLa tathA sugama banI jAya che. tethI to samyagdarzana 287

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha meLavatA sudhImAM jIvano anaMtakALa vahI jAya che, paNa te pachI mukta thatAM vadhumAM vadhu paMdara bhava ja thAya che. I.sa. 1999nI sAlathI paryuSaNanA viSayo pAmavAmAM pheraphAra jaNAyo. A varSathI viSayano UMDANathI abhyAsa karavAnI jarUrata UbhI thaI, temAM pUrve thayelA vividha Atmika anubhavone spaSTatA karyA vinA gUMthI levAnI mane AjJA AvI. AthI pratyeka viSaya para vizeSa vicAraNA karavAnI jarUrata thaI, uparAMtamAM jJAnano ughADa thavA mATe prArthanA Adi vadhAravAnI paNa agatya vadhI. kemake prApta thatA viSayo sAva svataMtra tathA ekabIjA sAthe gADha anusaMdhAna dharAvanAra sAbita thatA hatA. eTale yogya anubhUti ane yathArtha mArgadarzana vinA A kArya thaI zake tema na hatuM. AthI eka bAjuthI kAryanI gahanatA mane muMjhavatI hatI ane bIjI bAju prabhunA sAthathI sarva zakya thavAnuM che e zraddhAna zAMti tathA AzvAsana ApatuM hatuM. manamAM UMDe UMDe ema thatuM hatuM ke A badhuM kArya karAvavAmAM zrI prabhuno koIka uttama hetu hovo joIe. paNa tenI koI spaSTatA mArA manamAM thaI na hatI. paraMtu meM 1998 pachIthI e pheraphAra noMdhyo ke paryuSaNanI taiyArI karavA mATe tathA lakhANa karavA mATe have mane cha thI ATha mahinA maLavA lAgyA hatA, ane te pachIthI to eka, be, traNa varSa pahelAM mane viSayanI jANakArI AvavA lAgI hatI. kyAreka to ekI sAthe be varSa mATenAM viSayo paNa maLI cUkyA hatA. Ama thavA pAchaLanuM rahasya UMDANathI vicAratAM tathA te mATe prabhune prArthanA karatAM pAchaLathI samajAyuM ke havenA badhA viSayo ekabIjA sAthe gADha saMbaMdha dharAvanAra hatA. eka varSamAM amuka gUDha rahasya samajAya ane lakhAya, te pachInAM varSanAM lakhANamAM teno vistAra ke UMDANa Ave evuM banatuM hatuM. vaLI, ekadhAruM sAtatyavALuM lakhANa thatuM hoya to lakhavAnI saraLatA vizeSa rahe. tethI tenI jANakArI rahevI jarUrI hatI. vaLI, keTalIkavAra evuM thatuM ke eka rahasya pakaDAya, tenA pachIno bheda ke vistAra paNa samajAya ane prabhu 288

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upasaMhAra taraphathI jaNAvavAmAM Ave ke eka bhAga pahelA viSayamAM ane bIjo bhAga bIjA viSayamAM samAvavo. Ama karavAnuM kAraNa jijJAsAthI pUchatA prabhue jaNAvyuM hatuM ke zAstramAM khullI rIte jaNAvyA nathI evAM rahasyo ekI sAthe mUkavAmAM Ave to vAMcanArane pacAvavuM ghaNuM kaThaNa paDe. dhIme dhIme tene UMDANa tarapha laI javAmAM Ave to tene grahaNa karavuM sugama paDe. e ja rIte tArI samajanAM UMDANa mATe paNa che. te mATe temaNe eka sarasa udAharaNa ApyuM hatuM. zarUAtamAM saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karatA pratyeka jIvane ATha rucaka pradeza hoya che, eTaluM ja temaNe jaNAvyuM hatuM. thoDA kALa pachI A rucaka pradeza kevI rIte utpanna thAya che, te samajAvyuM. te pachI amuka kALe rucaka pradeza meLavavAnI pAtratA nityanigodanA jIvamAM kevI rIte Ave che te jaNAvyuM. vaLI, AgaLa vadhatAM aMtarvattisparza ane tenI utpattinI prakriyA judA judA kALe samajAvI. koIka adbhuta kSaNe kevaLIgamya pradezonI prApti tathA te vakhate thatI prakriyA samajAvyAM vagere vagere. Ama lekhaka ane vAcakanI pAtratA vadhe tema tema prabhu rahasya kholatA jAya che ema mane temaNe samajAvyuM hatuM. tyAre mArAM manamAM prazna jAgyo hato ke A graMtha to pAtra apAtra sahu koInA hAthamAM jaI zake che, to A bhedarahasyo pragaTa karavA mATe mane keTalAM baMdhana AvI paDe? tenuM samAdhAna zrI prabhue mane evuM ApyuM hatuM ke tArA AjJAdhInapaNAne kAraNe, AjJAthI lakhAyelA A graMthathI AvI sthiti sarjAze nahi. apAtra jIva koI ne koI kAraNasara e vAMcavAnuM tathA vikalpa karavAnuM choDI deze. mAruM tane rakSaNa che. A jANIne mane khUba khUba AnaMda tathA saMtoSa anubhavAyA hatA je Aje paNa cAlu che. ane tyArathI prabhukRpAthI koI paNa rahasya kholatA meM saMkoca anubhavyo nathI, eTaluM ja nahi paNa evA bhAva sevyA che ke A kSetramAM rahIne je je rahasyo mane prabhu taraphathI bheTa maLyAM che, ane maLatAM jAya che te sarva jagata samakSa prabhuAjJAe pragaTa karIne A kSetranuM RNa cUkavI devuM. thoDI ADavAta hovA chatAM agatyanI vAta lAgI hovAthI ahIM rajU karI dIdhI che. 289

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha A badhAM varaso daramyAna mAruM rAjaprabhu pratinuM AjJAdhInapaNuM vadhavA sAthe zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMta bAbata paNa jANakArI tathA AjJAdhInapaNuM vadhatAM jatAM hatAM. sarva prabhunAM uttama kAryonI jhINavaTabharI samaja krame krame AvatI jatI hatI. ane sahue kevA bhAvo karIne paMcaparameSTipadamAM sthAna meLavyuM che, temanA bhAva ane prakriyAmAM zuM bheda hoya che te badhA kaI kaI rIte ane kaI kaI apekSAe jIvane AtmavikAsa karavAmAM madada kare che tenI ghaNIkharI samaja maLatI jatI hatI. e vize vadhAre jANakArI meLavavAnA bhAva to hatA ja, tethI 'bhAvatuM hatuM ne vaide batAvyuM' e ukti pramANe I.sa. 1999nA paryuSaNa mATe mane 'AtmAno apUrva svabhAva pragaTa karavAmAM zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtano sAtha' e viSaya prApta thayo tyAre khUba sAruM lAgyuM hatuM. taiyArI karavA mATe samaya paNa pUrato hato eTale prArthanA, kSamApanA, smaraNa AdinI sahAyathI keTalAya muddAo ekaThA karyA. te pachI tene vyavasthita rIte mUkavAnuM kArya gurupUrNimA AsapAsa zarU karyuM. A lakhANa zarU karatAM sudhImAM jIvanA AtmavikAsa mATe tathA sAMsArika pragati mATe zrIguru uparAMta zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMta kyArathI ane kevI rIte upakArI thAya che te samajAyuM hatuM. teo kevA bhAva karavAthI ane kevAM kAryo karavAthI sAdhusAdhvI, upAdhyAya, AcArya, gaNadhara temaja arihaMtanI padavI pAme che tenI vigatabharI samaja paNa AvI hatI. te badhI vigatono upayoga karI vyavasthita lakhANa karavA mATe temAMnA keTalAka muddAo gUMthI levA prayatna karyo hato. jemake satpuruSanuM kartavya zuM, rucaka pradezo meLavavAnI pAtratA jIvamAM kevI rIte Ave che, itara nigodamAM AvyA pachI satpuruSa ane paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanA sAthathI jIvano vikAsa kevI rIte thAya che, saMjJIpaMcendriya jIvone judI judI gatimAM AtmakalyANa karavA mATe keTalI ane kevI suvidhA maLe che, A suvidhA ApavAmAM paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtano phALo zuM hoya che, temanI sahAyathI jIvano AtmavikAsa kevI rIte thAya che, teo kevI rIte jIvane kalyANa sanmukha kare che, gurunI prApti thayA 290

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upasaMhAra pachI vikAsa kevI rIte thAya che, gurunI samarthatA ane ziSyanA puruSArthanA sumeLanuM phaLa kevuM Ave che, guNasthAna caDatAM kevuM Atmavedana hoya che, zreNimAM satpuruSano ane paMcaparameSTino Azraya zA mATe anivArya che vagere vagere. te sarva paryuSaNamAM pragaTa karatI vakhate sarva paMcaparameSTi mATe khUba khUba ahobhAva vedAyo hato. ane teo je gupta rIte jIvakalyANanuM adbhuta kArya kare che te mATe khUba khUba AbhArabhAvanI lAgaNI vedI hatI. A badhI vicAraNA karatAM karatAM varSo pUrve AvelI zrI arihaMtaprabhu vizenI vigato smRtipaTa para phelAI gaI hatI. ane zrI arihaMtaprabhu jagatajIvonA kalyANa mATe je alaukika kAryo kare che tenI jANakArIe temanA mATe ati ati AbhAranI lAgaNI jagADI mane nirmaLa premabhAvamAM taraboLa karI dIdhI hatI. AvA bhAvamAM ramatI hatI tyAre mane I.sa.2000nAM paryuSaNa mATe viSaya maLyo 'zrI arihaMtano mahimA'. je 'AtmAno apUrva svabhAva pragaTAvavAmAM paMcaparameSTi prabhuno sAtha'nA anusaMdhAnamAM khUba ja suyogya jaNAyo hato. zrI paMcaparameSTinAM hRdayamAM tIrthasthAna raheluM che, AvAM aMtaraMga tIrthasthAnanI mahattA zuM che, badhAmAM arihaMta uttama tIrthasthAna che, zrI arihaMtaprabhu ane zrI kevaLIprabhu vacce zuM pharaka che, temanA kevA agaNita upakAro che, paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtano alaukika kalyANabhAva, temAM zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunA kalyANabhAvanI vizeSatA, temanA utkRSTa kalyANabhAvathI nityanigodanA jIvonA rucakapradezo khUle che, prabhunuM tIrthaMkara nAmakarma baMdhAyA pachI dhruvabaMdhI thAya che, teo garbhamAM Ave tyAre temanA mAtAne cauda sUcaka svapno Ave che, teo dikSA letAM pahelAM varasIdAna kare che, kevaLajJAna pragaTe tyAre 34 atizayo pUrNa thAya che, temanAM nimitte kalyANaka vakhate jIva samasta eka samayanI zAMti veThe che vagere muddAo vize judA judA samaye keTalAka bhedarahasyo prabhu pAsethI mane maLyA hatA. A viSaya mane vahelo maLyo hato, eTale chUTAchavAyA AvelA A muddAnI mAhitI vyavasthita karavAmAM mane khUba suvidhA rahI hatI. ane cAturmAsano lagabhaga badho samaya temanA vize upakArabuddhi vedavAmAM pasAra thayo hato. Ama thavAmAM zrI rAjaprabhunuM tIrthaMkara 291

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha svarUpe vicaravuM mArA mATe eka baLavAna kAraNa hatuM. paryuSaNa sArI rIte vyatIta thayA ane sahune prabhu taraphathI jIva para thatA upakAranI vaNajhAra jANavA tathA mANavA maLI hatI teno AnaMda vartato hato. zrI arihaMta bhagavAna jagatajIvo para aneka prakAranA upakAra kare che. temAMno eka AdaraNIya upakAra e che ke teo caturvidha saMghanI sthApanA karI, dharmanI sthApanA kare che ane temAM teo sanAtanapaNAnuM tathA maMgalapaNAnuM ropaNa kare che. A dharma kevo maMgalamaya che, dharmanuM astittva na hota to saMsArI jIvonI sthiti kevI hota, vagerenI vicAraNA karavA tathA tenAM uttama lakSaNonI vicAraNA karavA I.sa.2001nA paryuSaNa mATe viSaya Avyo hato "dharma e sarvottama maMgaLa che'. dharmanuM maMgalapaNuM samajavA mATe prArthanA, kSamApanA tathA smaraNa karatI hatI tyAre vIjaLInA jhabakArAnI jema mArA manamAM jhabakAro thayo ke prabhue dharmanAM je daza lakSaNo jaNAvyAM che tenI vicAraNA karIza to tane dharmanuM maMgalapaNuM anubhavavA maLaze. mane mArga maLI gayo. dharmanAM daza lakSaNo te uttama kSamA, uttama mArdava, uttama Arjava, uttama zauca, uttama satya, uttama saMyama, uttama tapa, uttama tyAga, uttama AkiMcanya, ane uttama bahmacarya che, enI vicAraNA karatAM karatAM prabhu taraphathI mane samajaNa maLI ke anitya, azaraNa, ekatva, anyatva, azuci ane saMsArabhAvanA vicAravAthI jIvane dharmanuM zraddhAna jAge che, athavA dharmavihIna prANI saMsAramAM vividha prakAranAM kaSTo kevI rIte sahe che te A bhAvanAo samajAve che. A bhAvanAnI samajaNa levAthI jIva kSamA, mArdava, Arjava, tathA zaucaguNa khIlavavA prerAya che. pariNAme te azubha karmono Azraya toDavA puruSArtha thAya che, navAM AvatAM karmono saMvara karavA prerAya che ane pUrva saMcita karmonI nirjarA karavA kaTibadhdha thAya che. A prakAre karmanI jALathI te Azrava, saMvara tathA nirjarA e traNa bhAvanAnA AdhArathI chUTI jAya che. ane te uttama satya tathA uttama saMyama pragaTAvavA bhAgyazALI bane che. lokasvarUpabhAvanA, bodhadurlabhabhAvanA ane dharmadulabhabhAvanA vicAravAthI jIvane samajAya che ke 292

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upasaMhAra lokamAM dharma tathA dharmadAtA pAmavA keTalA durlabha che. jyAre jIvane nirNaya thAya che ke saMsAra asAra che ane dharma ja sarva sukhanuM kAraNa che tyAre te uttama tapa, uttama tyAga, uttama Arkicanya ane uttama brahmacarya pragaTAvavAmAM puruSArtha karI saphaLa thAya che. Ama dharmanAM A daza lakSaNone yathArthatAe vicAravAthI tenA maMgalapaNAno paricaya jIvane thAya che. dharmamArganuM sanAtanapaNuM, zrI tIrthaMkaraprabhu dvArA svayaM sevAto jIva samasta mATeno kalyANabhAva, anya parameSTi bhagavaMtathI anusarAtA ane anumodAtA kalyANabhAvamAMthI niSpanna thato utkRSTa maMgalamaya dharma pote ja potAnI uttamatAnI sAbitI Ape che. te para vicAraNA karavAthI dharmanuM maMgalapaNuM spaSTa thaI jAya che. A prakAre goThavaNI karavA mane prabhu taraphathI doravaNI maLI hatI. paryuSaNa zarU thAya te pahelAM A lakhANa pUruM thayuM hatuM. I.sa.2001nA varSamAM prabhunI doravaNI ane sAtha hovAthI mAre jhAjhI muzkelI veThavAno prasaMga Avyo na hato, balke AnaMdamaMgaLa sAthe lakhANa karI zakI hatI. dharmanuM AvuM maMgalapaNuM jIvanamAM phelAya tyAre temAMthI kevI rIte AtmAnI unnati thAya che, jIvane AtmArthe kevo ane keTalo lAbha thAya che te vizenI vicAraNA mArA AtmAmAM paryuSaNa daramyAna ane pachI rahyA karatI hatI. ema karatAM I.sa.2002nI sAla zarU paNa thaI gaI. jemanA jIvanamAM dharmanuM AvuM maMgalapaNuM phelAyeluM hoya tevI vyaktinI huM zodhamAM hatI, e vakhate mArA manamAM zrI rAjaprabhunuM samagra jIvana AdarzarUpe taravaravA lAgyuM hatuM. temaNe rAyacaMdabhAI tarIkenA jIvanamAM evo bhavya puruSArtha karyo hato ke temanAM samagra jIvanamAM dharmanuM maMgalapaNuM phelAyeluM jovA maLatuM hatuM. dharmanAM lakSaNo temanAmAM mUrtimaMta thayelA dekhAtAM hatAM. AvA AvA bhAvonI madhyamAM prabhu taraphathI mane jANavAmAM AvyuM ke I.sa.2002nA paryuSaNano viSaya che 'zrImad rAjacaMdranAM jIvanamAM raheluM dharmanuM sarvotkRSTa maMgalapaNuM". mAruM mana AnaMdathI bharAI gayuM. thayuM ke hAza! rAjaprabhunAM jIvananAM keTalAMka navAM pAsAno abhyAsa karavAnI 293

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha mane suMdara taka maLI che, to teno pUro lAbha laI mAre sudharavuM che. prabhu mane jarUra sudhAraze. A viSayanA AdhArarUpe meM zrImanI jIvanasiddhi mATe lakhelo zrI kRpALudevano AtmavikAsa rAkhyo. temanAM patro tathA anya lakhANanuM A dRSTithI avalokana karyuM, ane temanAM jIvananAM cAre tabakkAmAM pratyeka vartanamAM rahelAM maMgalapaNAnAM tattvo dRSTigocara thavAM lAgyAM. temanAM khIlatA jatA guNonI pratIti AvatI gaI. dharmanAM daze lakSaNo temanAM kAryomAM tathA lakhANamAM pratibiMbita thatAM dekhAyAM. Ama prAthamika taiyArI thayA pachI, prabhune sAcuM lakhAvavA mATe prArthanA karatAM karatAM pUrvakRta bhUlonI kSamA mAgatAM mAgatAM lakhANanI zarUAta karI. vidhAnonAM samarthana arthe prabhunI sahAyathI yogya vacano paNa cUMTaTyA, ane e rIte dharmanuM maMgalapaNuM jIvanamAM kevI rIte phUTa thAya che tenI jANakArInI majA mANatAM mANatAM paryuSaNa mATenuM e lakhANa pUruM karyuM. rAjaprabhunA cAhakone e paryuSaNamAM bhAvavibhora banI temanAM jIvananI khUbIo tathA puruSArthanI uttamatA jANavAthI emanA jevA thavAnA bhAvo ulasavA lAgyA. temanAM hRdayamAM A paMkti vAraMvAra guMjavA lAgI... amRtasAgara paramAtmasvarUpa rAjaprabhunI kRpAthI mAre rAjaprabhu jevA thAvuM che.' A pachI prabhunAM jIvananI vAraMvAra vicAraNA karatA rahevAthI dharmanAM sanAtanapaNA sAthe maMgalapaNAnuM keTaluM mahattva che te mane samajAtuM gayuM. ane emanA jevo puruSArtha karI AjJAmArgamAM AgaLa vadhavA hRdaya utsuka thatuM gayuM. dharmanAM maMgalapaNAne pAmavA mATe, mULamAM jIvanuM kyuM vartana jarUrI che tenI samajaNa bahu varSo pahelAM AvavAnI zarU thaI hatI. paNa te badhuM chUTaka chUTaka ane achaDatA muddArUpe AvatuM jatuM hatuM. enAthI mane eTalo lakSa Avyo hato ke prabhunAM zaraNamAM rahI, potAnI icchAnusAra nahi paNa prabhunI 294

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upasaMhAra IcchAnusAra vartavAthI jIvane dharmanAM sanAtanapaNA tathA maMgalapaNAnI jANakArI AvatI jAya che, te jANakArInA sahArAthI jIva sahelAIthI potAnuM vartana sudhArato jAya che ane tvarAthI mokSaprApti karavAno adhikAra pAmato jAya che. sAthe sAthe te dharmanA siddhAMtonAM bhedarahasyo prabhu pAsethI meLavato jAya che. prabhu sarvajJa hovAthI temanA thakI je jJAna prApta thAya temAM bhUla ke doSa saMbhavI zake nahi; tethI jIvane potAnAM jIvananI sudhAraNA karavI saraLa bane che. Ama jIvanuM AjJAdhInapaNuM jeTaluM vizeSa hoya teTalA vizeSa pramANamAM tene zuddha tathA yathArtha jJAnanI prApti thAya che. A samajaNanI smRti vadhatAM AjJAmArgamAM AgaLa vadhavAnI hRdayanI utsukatA bhaLI, ane tenA vicAramAM divaso pasAra thavA lAgyA. te arasAmAM eTale paryuSaNa pachInA thoDA ja samayamAM pachInA varSano viSaya Avyo ke "ANAe dhammo, ANAe tavo - AjJAnuM ArAdhana e ja dharma, AjJAnuM ArAdhana e ja tapa. A viSaya I.sa. 2003nA paryuSaNa mATeno hato. mane A viSaya para saMzodhana karavuM khUba jarUrI lAgyuM. kemake A vize ekadhAruM lakhANa meM kyAMya vAMcyuM na hatuM, joyuM paNa na hatuM. AthI meM A kArya sArI rIte karAvavA mATe prabhune prArthanA karavI zarU karI. jema jema muddAo sUjhatA gayA tema tema tenuM TAMcaNa paNa karatI gaI. A muddAo nakkI karavAmAM, siddhAMtonA rahasyo samajavAmAM mane ci. nehalanI sahAya A varSathI maLavA lAgI, ane enAM kAraNe mAruM kAma saraLa thatuM gayuM. AmAM mAre zUnyamAMthI sarjana karavAnuM hatuM eTale muddAone vyavasthita rIte rajU karavA mATe traNeka vakhata lakhANa karavuM paDyuM. tema karavAno mane AnaMda paNa ghaNo hato ke prabhu mane svataMtra karatA jatA hatA. pUrvamAM je je AdhyAtmika anubhavo thayA hatA, tenA AdhAre je je siddhAMto ane mULamArga samajAyA hatA tene vyavasthita karavA uparAMta maLatAM ghaNAM navAM rahasyo prakAzita karavAnI taka prabhue mane ApI hatI. alabatta, prArthanA tathA kSamApanAnA mAdhyama dvArA A viSaya vize samajaNa levAmAM, muddAo 295.

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha ghaDavAmAM ane tenuM lakhANa karavAmAM mane zrI rAjaprabhunI tathA zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanI sahAya satata anubhavAtI hatI te hakIkata che. A prakaraNanI racanA karavA mATe mane aneka muddAo prabhue sUjhADayA hatA ane tene vyavasthitarUpe mUkavAmAM ci. nehalanI madada zarU thaI hatI. A muddAo hatA - aneka dharmamatamAM jinamArganI zreSThatA, badhA kema jinamArga ArAdhatA nathI?; dharma tathA tapanA artha zuM karavA? AjJA eTale zuM? AtmAnA ArAdhanamAM AjJAnuM mahattva, "AjJA'nAM ArAdhanamAM mULamArga, tapanAM prakAra, AjJAnuM dharma tathA tapa karatAM vizeSa mahAbhya, ArAdhana karavA maMtranI jarUriyAta, namaskAramaMtramAM siMcAyeluM AjJArAdhana, te sarvakAlIna maMtra che, paMcaparameSTi prabhunI mahattA, AjJAnuM pUrNa tathA apUrNapaNuM, jIva jema jema guNasthAna caDe tema tema tenuM AjJAdhInapaNuM vadhatuM jAya che, AjJAmArganuM mahAbhya, tIrthaMkara prabhunuM AjJApAlana tathA kRpALudevanuM AjJApAlana Adi. A rIte mArA manamAM AjJAmArganuM mahattva vadhyuM hatuM. badhAMne e mahattva samajAvavAmAM huM prabhu pAsethI pragaTa bodha laI rahI chuM evo anubhava mane AkhA paryuSaNamAM satata rahyo hato. saMvatsarInA pavitra divase kSamApanA karatAM karatAM pachInAM varSano eTale ke I.sa. 2004 nAM paryuSaNa mATeno viSaya mane maLyo, te hato, "samaya mAtrano paNa pramAda kartavya nathI.' pramAda rahita banAvavA, puruSArthI rAkhavA pUrA eka varSa pahelAM mane viSayanI prApti thaI, prabhuno aho aho upakAra! jeNe AjJApAlana karavuM hoya, AjJApAlana karI jene dharmamAM arthAt AtmAmAM sthira thavuM hoya, svamAM ekarUpa thavuM hoya tene pramAdI banyuM cAlyuM tevuM nathI. je bAbatamAM siddhi meLavavI hoya tene mATe jIve sArI rIte puruSArtha karavo paDe che te suvidita che. saMsAramAM paNa vyavahArika saphaLatA mATe jIve ghaNA prayatno karavA paDe che, to pachI janmamaraNathI samULI phAragatI levA mATe uttama udyamanI jarUra hoya temAM zuM navAI hoi zake ? saMskRtamAM eka suMdara subhASita che : - 296

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udyamena hi sidhyaMti kAryANi na manorathaiH nahi suptasya siMhasya pravizanti mukhe mRgAH // upasaMhAra udyama karavAthI ja kAryanI siddhi thAya che, mAtra manoratho sevavAthI nahi. sUtelA siMhanA mukhamAM bhojana mATe mRgo haraNAM svayaM pravezatA nathI. siMha jo udyama kare to ja potAno khorAka pAme che. A udyama karavAnI vAta saphaLatA meLavavA sarva kSetromAM satya che te anubhavanI vAta che. AthI 'samaya mAtrano paNa pramAda kartavya nathI' e viSayanI vicAraNA karavAmAM 'ANAe dhammo, ANAe tavo'no bodha khUba khUba upakArI thayo hato. udyamI rahevAmAM prabhue jaNAvelAM bAre prakAranAM tapa keTalAM upakArI che, tenI UMDANabharI samaja letI vakhate tapazcaryA karavAmAM paNa pramAda rahita rahevuM keTaluM jarUrI che te samajAtuM gayuM hatuM. AvI udyamI rahevAnI vAtane siddha karavA A viSayanA muddAnuM TAMcaNa paryuSaNa pachI taratamAM ja zarU thaI gayuM hatuM. A viSayanA muddAo vicAravAmAM sau prathama to e ja AvyuM ke pramAda eTale zuM? te pachI zrI mahAvIra svAmIe chellI dezanAmAM zrI gautama svAmIne eka samaya mATe paNa pramAda na karavAno bodha Apyo che, je uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM dazamA adhyayanamAM saMgrahAyelo che, teno uddeza zuM hoI zake? paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanuM mahAtmya zuM? pramAda sahita AjJA pALavAthI kevA doSo utpanna thAya, pramAda tathA svacchaMda vacceno gADho saMbaMdha, paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanAM kalyANanAM paramANuonuM baMdhAraNa, te paramANuonI jIva para thatI asara, samyaktva, jJAyika samyaktva letI vakhate jIvane kevAM kalyANanAM paramANuo maLe, chaThThA guNasthAne pahoMcavAthI thatI jIvanA kaSAyanI sthiti, paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanA guNo, padavI ane puruSArtha anusAra alaga alaga hoya che, zreNimAM parameSTi bhagavaMtanAM paramANuono upayoga, zreNimAM jIva pahelA arihaMtanA upakArane oLakhe che, ane siddhaprabhunAM paramANuonI sahAyathI jIva apramAdI thAya che, e mATe chaThThA sAtamA guNasthAne jIve kevI taiyArI karavI joIe vagere vagere vize UMDANamAM javA puruSArtha karyo hato. 297

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha A badhA muddAono yogya krama vicArAyo ane lakhANa karavAnuM meM zarU karyuM te arasAmAM I.sa. 2003mAM ja pachInAM be varSanAM viSayo mane ekI sAthe maLyA hatA. I.sa. 2005nAM paryuSaNa mATeno viSaya hato "Atmika zuddhithI paramArthika siddhi' ane I.sa. 2006nAM paryuSaNa mATeno viSaya hato 'sarvotkRSTa zuddhi tyAM sarvotkRSTa siddhi'. zrI prabhu pAsethI pramAdarahita thavAno bodha maLyA pachI, tene amalamAM mUkavA mATe eka sAthe be varSanAM viSayo vicAravAnI taka mane maLI hatI. alabatta, A baMne viSayo ekabIjAnA sAthIdAra ane pUraka che te to zirSakanI vicAraNA karatAM tarata ja samajAya tevuM hatuM. paraMtu te be vacce bhinnatA zuM hoI zake ane sAmyapaNuM kyAM raheluM che te gotavAnuM hatuM. ane te gaMbhIra puruSArtha mAge tema che tevuM lAgatuM hatuM, ane anubhava paNa te ja thayo. apramAdI rahevA mATe meM prabhune prArthanA tathA vinaMti zarU karyA, ane A baMne viSayonI yogya samajaNa ApavA prabhu samakSa meM mAMgaNI karavA mAMDI. e ja rIte nehalane paNa khUba bhakti tathA prArthanA karavA kahyuM, ke jethI viSayanI samaja tathA UMDANa prabhunA sAthathI jaladIthI AvI zake. eka ne badale be jaNA puruSArtha karatA hoya to jarUra vizeSa phAyado thAya e vAstavikatAmAM vAraMvAra thayelA anubhavanI vAta hatI. AgalA varSathI nehalano sAtha mane ThIka ThIka pramANamAM maLavo zarU thayo hato eTale kArya karavAno, jagata jIvo pratinuM RNa cUkavavAno utsAha ghaNo vadhI gayo hato. bIjI rIte kahuM to kahI zakAya ke A varSathI amuka pramANamAM huM nehalano AdhAra letI thaI gaI hatI. amArA baMnenA puruSArthane kAraNe amane thatA anubhavonI vizeSatA tathA uttamatA thatI jatI hatI, rAjaprabhu tathA zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtano sAtha dinapratidina vadhato jato hoya evuM anubhavAtuM hatuM. temanI alaukika kRpAne kAraNe ja mArganAM aneka bhedarahasyo meLavI ame khullA karavA sadbhAgI banyA chIe, te to hakIkata ja che. "zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha'nAM pratyeka prakaraNo, temAM paNa bhAga 3 nA teramAM prakaraNa "ANAe dhammo, ANAe tavo thI pratyeka prakaraNane 298

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upasaMhAra dhIrajapUrvaka tattva samajavAnI dRSTithI vAMcavAmAM Ave to temAM zAstramAM pragaTapaNe na mUkAyelAM chatAM anubhavagamya jaNAya evAM keTalAya bhedarahasyo khullA mukAyA che te jaNAze. ane e samajanArane khyAla AvI zakaze ke zrI prabhue amArA para kevI alaukika kRpA karI, jagatanA RNathI mukta thavAno uttama prakArano avasara amane Apyo che. bIjI tarapha e paNa lakSa Avaze "zrI kevaLa prabhuno sAtha' graMthane zakavartI banAvavA mATe keTalA varSonuM ArAdhana prabhue mArI pAse karAvyuM che. vividha prakAranAM viSayo upara taiyArI karAvI, mArAM jJAna, darzana tathA cAritranI khIlavaNI karAvavAmAM avarNanIya madada paNa karI che. A badhA uparAMta zrI prabhue mArA tathA nehala upara varNavI na zakAya evI eka adbhuta kRpA varasAvI che. amArAmAMthI kartApaNAnA bhAva sAva nirmULa thayA te pachIthI ja A graMtha lakhavAno zarU karavAnI AjJA I.sa. 2005nA paryuSaNamAM mane AvI hatI, ane I.sa. 2006nAM paryuSaNa pachI taratamAM ja lakhANa karavAnI zarUAta thaI hatI. jyAM sudhI kartApaNAnA bhAvano mArAmAM aMza paNa astittva dharAvato hato tyAM sudhI bhedajJAna meLavavAnI, cAritra sudhAravAnI vicAraNA spaSTa karavAnI AjJA maLyA karatI hatI. kartApaNAnA bhAvathI rahita rahevAno je bodha mane 'zrImanI jIvanasiddhi' lakhatI vakhate maLyo hato, ane tene ghaNe aMze pALyo hato, tenuM utkRSTa svarUpa A graMtha lakhatI vakhate mAre rAkhavAnuM hatuM. thayelA anubhavo bAbate lakhANa bAbata mAnabhAva Ave ke kartApaNAnA bhAva Ave evI jarA paNa saMbhAvanA hoya tyAM sudhI e kArya karavAnI AjJA ja na hatI. jemake "apUrva ArAdhana" pragaTa thayuM tyAre tenAthI mane kartApaNAnI ke mAnabhAvanI vRtti Ave evI thoDIka paNa saMbhAvanA prabhune lAgI haze tethI temAM A prakAranA koI khulAsA ke anubhavanI noMdha mUkavAnI mane AjJA AvI na hatI. mAruM prabhu pratinuM AjJAdhInapaNuM temanI dRSTie yathAyogya jaNAyuM, tyAre prabhunI kRpAthI kevAM kevAM rahasyonI prApti thAya che, tenI jANakArIthI jagatajIvone lAbha thAya tathA sarva jIva prati vahetA mArA kalyANabhAva saphaLa 299

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha thAya te hetuthI ATalA badhA khulAsA sAthe bhedarahasyo rajU karavAnI AjJA mane maLI che ema huM mAnuM chuM. prabhunI A aparaMpAra kRpAne mArA samaya samayanA vaMdana hojo, ci. nehalanA paNa temane koTi koTi vaMdana hojo. I.sa. 2005nA paryuSaNa sudhI mane khyAla na hato ke A varSamAM chUTA chavAyA thayelA lakhANane mAre maThAravAnuM che ane te pachI graMtha mATe lakhANa zarU karavAnuM che. paraMtu prabhunAM lakSamAM to badhuM ja hoya ne! graMthanAM lakhANa mATe to ghaNo samaya phALavavo paDe, to paryuSaNanI taiyArI kyAre karavI? A muMjhavaNa UbhI na thAya teTalA mATe graMthanuM lakhANa karavAno samaya Ave te pahelAM ja I.sa. 2010 sudhInA viSayo mane 2005nA paryuSaNa pahelA ApI dIdhA hatA. tenI sAthe sAthe amuka amuka anubhava karAvI, paryuSaNanI taiyArI karAvatA jatA hatA. prabhue I.sa. 2005 tathA 20O6nA viSayonI taiyArI nehalano sAtha apAvI 2005nA paryuSaNa pahelAM ja karAvI dIdhI hatI. "Atmika zuddhithI paramArthika siddhi' e viSayanuM hArda hatuM - AtmA jema jema karyabhAra utArato jAya che, tema tema tene vyavahAra tathA paramArthe siddhio pragaTatI jAya che. temAM AjJAnuM mahAbhya; pUrNa ane apUrNa AjJA, rucaka pradezanI prApti; jIvanuM itara nigodamAM AvavuM; trasanADInI bahAra pheMkAyelA jIvano puna:praveza; indriyono saMjJIpaNA sudhIno vikAsa; saMtavRttisparza karatI vakhate thatI prakriyA; kevaLIgamya pradezanI prApti; upazama, kSayopazama tathA kSAyika samakitanI prApti, te meLavavA mATenA bhakti, yoga, kriyA tathA jJAnamArganA lAbhAlAbha; chaThThA sAtamA guNasthAne javAthI AvatI siddhio; kSepaka zreNi; kevaLI samudraghAta; 14muM guNasthAna, siddhabhUmimAM gamana ItyAdi vizenI vicAraNA lIdhI hatI. jIva koI paNa puruSArtha kare che tyAre temAM ghaNA prakAre taratamapaNuM raheluM hoya che. koI jIva samyaktva meLavavA mATe puruSArtha karato hoya to teno puruSArtha ghaNI taratamatAvALo hoI zake che. koI jIva maMda puruSArthathI kAma kare che, koI 300

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upasaMhAra madhyama to koI tIvra puruSArthathI varte che. koI uttama jIvanAM zaraNe rahI kArya kare che, koI madhyama puruSArthI gurunA Azraye varte che, to koIne maMda puruSArthI guru prApta thayA hoya che. Ama aneka prakAranI puruSArthanI taratamatAne kAraNe jIvane phaLa paNa aneka prakAranI taratamatAvALuM maLatuM hoya che. je jIva uttama gurunAM sAnidhyamAM utkRSTa puruSArtha kare che tene utkRSTa siddhi maLe che, ane je jIva e ja gurunA Azraye maMda puruSArthathI varte che to tenI siddhi madhyama rahe che. maMda puruSArthI gurunA Azraye jIva uttama puruSArtha kare to madhyama siddhi maLe che, ane tevA gurunA Azraye jIva maMda puruSArtha kare to tene sAmAnya siddhi ja prApta thAya che. Ama I.sa. 2006nA viSaya 'sarvotkRSTa zuddhi tyAM sarvotkRSTa siddhi'nuM hArda A pramANe samajAyuM hatuM. jIvano puruSArtha jeTalo uttama prakAre thAya che teTalA uttama prakAranI siddhi jIvane maLe che. A viSayamAM prabhuAjJAthI ane kRpAthI A muddAo AvarI levA ame prayatna karyo hato. jIvanuM abhisaMdhIja tathA anabhisaMdhIja vIrya, Atmika zuddhi karavA mATenA ATha mArga, AThamAMnA pahelA cAra mArga asaMjJI jIva AdarI zake che, bAkInA cAra mAtra saMjJI ja AdarI zake; saMjJAnA sadupayogathI AvatI siddhio, bhaktimArganI zreSThatA; vItarAgano bodha; te bodha grahaNa karavA mATe joItI pAtratA; pUrNa AjJAdhIna ane apUrNa AjJAdhIna jIvanI karmakSaya karavAnI pravRttino bheda; Atmika zuddhi ane sarvotkRSTa zuddhino mArga, be vacceno taphAvata, AhAra, vihAra, nihAranI kriyA; saMjJI jIvanuM AThe mArganuM ArAdhana Adi. I.sa.2005nI saMvatsarInA divase pUrve karelI noMdho vyavasthita karavAnI mane AjJA AvI. e kArya bIjA ja divasathI zarU karyuM. 2006nA paryuSaNanI taiyArI to thaI gaI hatI. eTale AkhuM varSa noMdho vAMcI, vicArI punaH lakhANa karavAmAM pasAra karyuM. vacamAM vacamAM I.sa. 2007nA viSaya 'OM gamaya ANAyuM, ANAya gamaya OMOM'nI taiyArI zrI prabhu ci. nehalanA sAthe sAthe mArI pAse 301

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha karAvatA jatA hatA. ane tenuM lakhANa paNa 2005nA DIseMbara mAsamAM pUruM karAvyuM hatuM. eTale pUrvanI noMdho maThAravAno ThIka ThIka samaya mane maLyo hato. A rIte i.sa.2003thI mAre AkhuM varSa ArAdhana karI Atmika zuddhi tathA siddhi vadhAravA mATeno puruSArtha karavAno hato, ke jethI graMtharacanA mATenI yogya pAtratA taiyAra thatI jAya. 'OM gamaya ANAya, ANAya gamaya OM' viSaya mane muzkela lAgyo hato, chatAM rasaprada paNa eTalo ja jaNAyo hato. temAM vyavasthita thavA mATe mane nehalano vadhAre sAtha maLyo hato. A paryuSaNanuM lakhANa karatI vakhate ne prArthanA karI hatI, e uparAMta mAM paMcaparameSTi kevI rIte samAya che, AjJA eTale zuM, saMjJAnuM kArya zuM che, baMnene ekamArgI rAkhavAthI jIvane zuM phAyadA thAya, OMnAM paramANunI racanA, tenI vizeSatA, chadmastha parameSTinAM AjJArasa tathA paramANuonuM kArya, pUrNAtipUrNa AzA, A AjJA jIva kevI rIte pALe, paMcaparameSTi paramANuonuM baMdhAraNa, te mATe tIrthaMkara prabhuno puruSArtha, A paramANuomAM dharmanAM sanAtanapaNAno tathA maMgalapaNAno samAveza, sAdhusAdhvI, upAdhyAyajI, AcAryajI, gaNadharajI prerita pUrNa parameSTi paramANuo, pUrNa parameSTi tathA chadmastha parameSTinA puruSArthano taphAvata vagerenI samajaNa levA mATe prArthanA, kSamApanA tathA smaraNano khUba khUba sAtha lIdho hato. kemake A viSayanI jANakArI mane tathA nehalane nahivat ja hatI. chatAM prabhukRpAthI saMtoSajanaka kArya thatuM hatuM. A viSaya samajAvatI vakhate prabhukRpAthI mane khUba saraLatA rahI hatI. samajatI vakhate ane lakhatI vakhate A viSaya jeTalo kaThina lAgyo hato, tenA karatAM samajAvatI vakhate saraLa lAgyo hato. emAM prabhunI kRpA to evI hatI ke badhAMne sAMbhaLavAmAM khUba AnaMda Avyo hato. eTaluM ja nahi paNa viSaya paNa eTalo ja saraLa lAgyo hato. I.sa.2003thI paryuSaNamAM evA anubhava thatA hatA ke mane jeTalI viSayanI kaThaNAI lAgatI hatI teTaluM ja sahelApaNuM ane saraLatA sAMbhaLanArane lAgatAM hatAM. vaLI A paryuSaNathI 302

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upasaMhAra pratyeka paryuSaNamAM vividha akalpanIya Atmika anubhavo amane thayA karatA hatA, jenA thakI zrI rAjaprabhu tathA paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanI asIma kRpAvarSAnI pratIti maLatI rahetI hatI. paryuSaNamAM paNa samajAvatI vakhate keTalIye vakhata adbhuta rahasyo khUlatA jatA hatA, ane mArganI adbhutatA mANavAno mane avarNanIya AnaMda vartato hato. vicAratAM samajAyuM ke zrI paMcaparameSTi prabhunI je kRpAvarSA thatI hatI tenI asara sAMbhaLanAra para thatI hovAthI temane viSaya samajavAmAM saraLatA anubhavAtI hatI, tathA avarNanIya AnaMda vedAto hato. aho! prabhunI aparaMpAra kRpA ane karuNA! te kRpA tathA karuNAne vAraMvAra vaMdana karI prabhune vinavuM chuM ke, "prabhu! amane kadIe na karazo ApanI kRpA rahita." Ama, jIvananI sudhAraNA karavAmAM, cAritranI khIlavaNI karavAmAM tathA bhedarahasyonAM UMDANa pakaDavAmAM I.sa.2006nAM paryuSaNa sudhIno samaya AnaMdapUrvaka ArAdhanamAM pasAra thayo. I.sa.2006nAM paryuSaNamAM paryuSaNa pUrAM thayA pachI "zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha' graMtha mATe sAMkaLiyuM taiyAra karI, lakhANa zarU karavAnI AjJA AvI. zrI kRpALudeva sahita paMcaparameSTi prabhuno khUba khUba AbhAra mAnyo ane huM A graMtha AjJAdhInapaNe racI zakuM te mATe khUba khUba sAtha ApavA vinaMti karI. paryuSaNa pachI taratamAM ja sAMkaLiyuM taiyAra karyuM, tyAre ja mane khyAla Avyo ke A graMthanI racanA mATe mane moTAbhAganI taiyArI to zrI prabhue karAvI ja dIdhI hatI. mArA AnaMda tathA Azcaryano to pAra na rahyo. e arasAmAM prabhue mane samaja ApI hatI ke A graMthanuM sauthI paheluM prakaraNa covIza tIrthaMkara prabhunI stuti ane chelluM prakaraNa "zrI kevaLI prabhuno sAtha' raheze. cAre bhAganI je prakAranI goThavaNI thaI che e ja prakAre sAMkaLiyuM banAvatI vakhate prakaraNono krama mUkAyo hato, temAM pheraphAra karela nathI. mAtra pAMcamA bhAgamAM "AtmAnI siddhi nAmanuM prakaraNa rAkhavAnI bhAvanA cothA bhAganA prAkathanamAM rajU karI che, te zrI prabhune maMjura nathI, eTale eno samAveza pAMcamA bhAgamAM karI zakAyo nathI. 303

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha Ama prabhunA jaNAvyA pramANe pAMcamA bhAganuM aMtima prakaraNa 'zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha' raheze je AkhA graMthanuM zirSaka paNa che. I.sa. 1983mAM lakhelI covIza bhagavAnanI stuti I.sa. 2006nA DIseMbara mAsathI vyavasthita lakhavI zarU karI. rojanAM pAMca pAnAM lakhavAno niyama prabhue Apyo hato. vadhAre lakhAya to cAle, paNa ochAM pAnAM lakhavAM nahi ema mane temaNe jaNAvyuM hatuM. e ja jhaDapathI lakhANa karavAnI rIta rAkhI eTale thoDA ja divasamAM paheluM prakaraNa lakhAI gayuM. paheluM prakaraNa lagabhaga pUruM thavA AvyuM hatuM e arasAmAM vakIla enDa sansanA aruNabhAI mahetA sAthe A graMtha chApavA bAbata meM vAta karI. temaNe ghaNI ja khuzIthI hA kahI. paNa temane sAruM gujarAtI jANanAra vyaktinI thoDI asulabhatA hatI, tethI te bAbata thoDuM vicAravuM paDe tema hatuM. I.sa. 2OO6nA DisembaramAM mArAM bahenanI dIkarI ci. amI amerikAthI amane badhAne maLavA AvI hatI. te mane kahe, "mAsIbA, mAre AtmAne ujALe evuM kaMIka kAma karavuM che, bAhya kAma karIne huM thAkI gai chuM. mane kaMIka sujhADo to sAruM.' meM tene "zrI kevaLI prabhuno sAtha" lakhavAnuM zarU karyuM che te jaNAvyuM. ane pUchayuM ke AnuM kaMpojhIMga ane paheluM prupha rIDIMga karavuM tane phAve? teNe abhyAsamAM komapyuTara eMjInIyarIMga karyuM hatuM ane gujarAtIno mahAvaro paNa tene sAro hato tethI meM A rIte pUchayuM. mArI bhANeja amI to khUba khuza thaI gaI ane pahelA prakaraNanI jherokSa tenI sAthe laI gaI. zarUAtanA thoDA divasa vakIla enDa sansamAM komyuTara sAthe nAto joDatAM gayA, paNa pachI tene phAvaTa AvI gaI. te lakhANa kaMpojha karI vakIla enDa sansamAM mokalatI. temAMthI pAnA racAI mArI pAse AvatAM. ane pahelA bhAganuM mupha rIDIMga mArI sakhI Do. kalA zAha karI ApatI hatI. te taiyAra thaye chApakAma mATe mokalavAmAM AvatAM hatAM. je jhaDapathI huM lakhatI hatI te ja jhaDapathI ci. amI cIvaTapUrvaka kaMpojhIMga ane rIDIMga karI amane mokalatI hatI. 304

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upasaMhAra prabhukRpAthI sahaja rIte badhAne sukha thAya evI rIte amAro koyaDo ukelAI gayo hato. ane kAma jhaDapathI AgaLa vadhatuM gayuM. paheluM prakaraNa pUruM thayA pachI meM bIjuM prakaraNa "samyakatva parAkrama" lakhavAnuM zarU karyuM. temAM 1994 tathA 1998nA viSayono samanvaya karI pharIthI taiyAra karyuM. te pachI I.sa.199pano viSaya aSTakarma taiyAra karyuM, tenA anusaMdhAnamAM 1996no viSaya "aDhAra pApasthAnaka' cothA prakaraNa mATe vyavasthita rIte lakhyo. A cAre prakaraNo taiyAra karI ci. amIne mokalAvyAM. khUba cIvaTapUrvaka teNe kaMpojhIMga ane prUpharIDIMga jhaDapathI karI vakIla enDa sansamAM aruNabhAIne mokalAvyA. pAnAM taiyAra thayAM, ane chapAI tathA bAyaDIMga karI 2007nAM pahelA paryuSaNe e bhAga pragaTa thayo. chapAI Adi thatAM hatAM tyAre bIjA bhAganI taiyArI karI. temAM apUrva ArAdhana'nAM traNa prakaraNo tathA "AtmAno apUrva svabhAva ane e "apUrva svabhAva pragaTa karavAmAM zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtano sAtha" e be prakaraNo navAM umerI kAma AgaLa calAvyuM. ci. amIe e ja jhaDapathI kAma karI aruNabhAIne kaMpojhIMga mokalAvyuM. meM tyArathI graMthanuM prupha rIDIMga saMbhALyuM. AthI pahelA bhAganA chapAIkAmanI sAthosAtha bIjA bhAganuM peja mekIMga tathA prupha rIDIMga ane tenA sudhArA samakAlInapaNe zarU thayA. bIjo bhAga I.sa.2008 nA mArca mahinAmAM pragaTa thayo. tenI sAthe sAthe trIjA bhAganI taiyArI cAlatI hatI. rojanA pAMca pAnAM lakhavAnI pravRtti jArI hatI. ane e thakI e varSanAM paryuSaNamAM trIjo bhAga pragaTa thayo. temAM "arihaMtano mahimA', "dharma e sarvotkRSTa maMgala che', "zrImad rAjacaMdranA jIvanamAM raheluM dharmanuM sarvotkRSTa maMgalapaNuM tathA 'ANAe dhammo ANAe tavo' e cAra prakaraNo mUkAyA hatA. A parathI sahune khyAla Avyo haze ke bIjA bhAganAM AThamA prakaraNathI pratyeka varSanAM paryuSaNanAM viSayo kramasara AvavA lAgyA hatA. jenI pUrva taiyArI thaI gayelI hoya, tethI graMthanAM prakaraNo mATe thoDA ghaNA sudhArA karI lakhANane maThAravAnuM ja kAma mAre rahetuM hatuM. Ama prabhu A graMtha racanA karavAmAM ghaNI ghaNI sahAya karatA hatA; teo mane amuka prekTIkala anubhavo karAvI, mArgadarzana ApI ekabAju paryuSaNanI 305

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha taiyArI karAvatA jatA hatA, ane bIjI bAju graMthanA prakaraNo racavAnI pUrva bhUmikA ApatA jatA hatA. sAthe ci. nehalano sAtha paNa vadhato jato hato. AvA anubhavone kAraNe mArAmAM graMthanA kartA tarIkenA bhAva UThavA asaMbhava banI gayA hatA. ene huM prabhunI mArA paranI uttamottama kRpA gaNuM chuM. AvI kRpA mane ane sahune sadAya maLatI raho. I.sa.2005, 2006 ane 2007nAM paryuSaNanI taiyArI prabhue mArI pAse 2005nA aMtima mahinA sudhImAM karAvI dIdhI hatI. tethI 2006nuM varSa graMthanA lekhana mATe mArAthI phALavI zakAyuM hatuM. 2OO6nAM paryuSaNa pUrAM thayA pachI prabhue mArI pAse 2008nA paryuSaNanI taiyArI karAvavI zarU karI. 2008 mATeno viSaya hato "pUrNa AjJAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA'. tenI graMthanA lakhANa sAthe sAthe taiyArI karAvatA jaI, tenuM lakhANa paNa e varSanAM (2006) DIsembara mAsamAM pUruM karAvyuM hatuM. AjJAmArganI pUrNatA kyAre, kevI rIte thAya, jIvanI pAtratA kevI hoya te badhI vicAraNA manamAM cAlatI hatI ane prabhu taraphathI tenAM hRdayasparzI ukelo maLatA jatA hatA. tethI temanI ja kRpAthI ahIM jaNAvelA muddAo AvarI zakAyA hatA. pUrNa AjJAsiddhi eTale zuM?, AjJApAlananI mahattA; prArthanA, kSamApanA tathA smaraNa karavAthI jIvanuM AjJAdhInapaNuM vadhe che; pUrNa AjJAsiddhimAM AjJArUpI dharma ane AjJArUpI tapanuM samatolana raheluM che; pAMca mahAvratanA pAlanathI pUrNa AjJAsiddhi sudhI jIva pahoMcI zake che; pAMca mahAvratanI samajaNa; parameSTi padamAM sthAna pAmatA jIvo; te sivAyanA jIvo; cAre kaSAyane cAra guNomAM palaTAvavA, AjJApAlana karavAnA bhAvanI agatya; mahAAzravano mArga; te mArge cAlavAnI jIvanI tamannA; guNAzravathI AjJAdhInapaNAnI vardhamAnatA thAya che; dharmanI lAkSaNikatA, pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola sthiti meLavavAnAM aMtarAya kevI rIte kSaya karavAM; jIvanI chadmastha avasthAmAM aMtarAya karma ane vedanIya karma AtmA para joDIdAranI jema rAjya kare che; jIvane A vedanAmAMthI vItarAgI prabhu bacAve che, te vItarAgIno 306

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upasaMhAra rAga meLave che. te kevI rIte?; ghAtI tathA aghAtI karmanAM svarUpa; aghAtI karmano kSaya karavAnI rIta; siddhabhUmimAM javA mATe siddhaprabhu sAthenAM RNAnubaMdhanI jarUriyAta; AjJAno dhuvabaMdha, pUrNa AjJAno dhuvabaMdha, pUrNa AjJAno zuklabaMdha; AjJAmAM pAMca samavAyanI agurulaghutA, pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazAnuM svarUpa; siddhaprabhunAM paramANuo; jIvane vikAsa sAthe prApta thatAM AjJA kavaca; apUrva avasara kAvyamAM prakAzita thayeluM sidhdhapadane prApta karavAnuM dhyeya, te mATeno karavA dhArelo apUrva puruSArtha, puruSArtha vadhatAM prApta thatAM vividha prakAranAM AjJAkavaca, tenAthI maLato AjJArasa vagere vizenI gupta samajaNa prabhue mane ci. nehalanA sAthathI ApI, ane e badhAnuM vivaraNa I.sa.2008nA viSaya "pUrNa AjJAsiddhi - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazAmAM mArI pAse lakhAvyuM. lAkho vaMdana che prabhunI A UMDANanAM bhedarahasyo ApavAnI tathA samajAvavAnI kRpAne. A badhI samajaNanA AdhAre lakhANa karavA pUrve A prakAranI vicAraNA mArAmAM ramatI thaI hatI. atyAra sudhInAM chellAM keTalAMka varSonAM paryuSaNa parvamAM prabhunI AjJAmAM rahevAnuM mahAsya judI judI rIte prabhunI asIma kRpAthI mArAthI vicArAyuM hatuM. e AjJAnuM pAlana pUrNatAe karavAthI kevI kalaMkarahita aDola dazAnI prApti thAya che tenI jANakArI hoya to ja 'pUrNa AjJAsiddhi'no pAra pAmI zakAya. jIvane samajAya tyArathI prArthanA, kSamApanA, maMtrasmaraNa ane satsaMganA AdhArathI teno AjJAdhIna thavAno puruSArtha vadhato jAya che; tenAM phaLarUpe jyAre te jIva chaThThA guNasthAne Ave che tyAre tenAM mana, vacana tathA kAyA traNe ekasAthe eka samaya mATe pUrNa AjJAdhIna thAya che; ane bIjA samayathI te traNamAMthI eka athavA be to AjJAdhIna rahe ja che. ahIMthI AjJAmArganI zarUAta thAya che. ane tenuM utkRSTa svarUpa tyAre pragaTa thAya che, jyAre jIvamAM AjJArUpI dharma ane AjJAbharita tapanuM yogya saMmelana thAya che, ane temAMthI upajatA mahAsaMvara mArganI mahAsaMvaratA tene spaSTapaNe anubhavAya che. e vakhate AjJArUpI dharma ane AjJArUpI tapa ekabIjAmAM evAM ekameka thaI jAya che ke e dazAe baMnene 307

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha chUTAM pADavAM lagabhaga asaMbhava thaI jAya che. A dazAe pahoMcavA mATe ahiMsA, satya, acaurya Adi pAMca mahAvrata UMDANathI jANavA ane pALavAM jarUrI bane che. A pAMca mahAvrata sAdhusAdhvIthI zarU karI siddhAtmA sudhInAM AtmAo kevI rIte pALe che, temanAmAM vratapAlananI dRSTie kevI taratamatA rahelI che ke jethI parameSTinAM pAMca vibhAga thaI jAya che; te sarvanI madhyamathI zarU karI UMDANabharI jANakArI ArAdhakane AvatI jAya che. te badhAMnI bhedarahasyo sAthenI jANakArI zrImad rAjacaMdra racita 'apUrva avasara' kAvyamAM gUMthAyelI che te mane samajAvA lAgyuM hatuM. A badhAno samAveza 'pUrNa AjJAsiddhi mAM karavAno Adeza zrIprabhu taraphathI mane maLyo hato. meM zakti anusAra A kArya karavAno bhAva rAkhI, zrI prabhu tathA ci.nehalanI sahAyathI I.sa.2008nAM paryuSaNanuM lakhANa meM I.sa.2006nA navaMbara mahinAmAM pUruM karyuM hatuM. sAthe sAthe 'zrI kevaLa prabhuno sAtha" lakhavAnuM paNa cAlatuM hatuM. I.sa.2007nI zarUAtamAM ja I.sa.20/9nAM paryuSaNa mATe TAMcaNa Adi karAvavAM zarU thayA. ane mArca mahinAthI "zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI bahmarasa samAdhi' vize vyavasthita lakhANa zarU karAvyuM je eprila mahinAnA aMtabhAgamAM pUruM thayuM hatuM. pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola sthiti pAmavA mATe AjJAnI pUrNa siddhi karavI keTalI jarUrI che, te samajAyA pachI e siddhi hAMsala karavA mATe zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMta taraphathI paMcAmRtarUpa je paramANuo pragaTa thAya che tene grahaNa karavAnuM mahAbhya temanAM paramANuothI banatA nI zakti tathA mahAbhya Adi mane samajAvAM lAgyAM. tenA anusaMdhAnamAM je AtmAe aDola sthiti prApta karI hoya tenI samAdhi kevA prakAranI hoya teno aMdAja zrI prabhue mane amuka vAstavika anubhava sAthe Apyo hato. Ama I.sa.2009nAM paryuSaNa mATe I.sa.2007nA mArca eprila jevA TUMkA gALAmAM "zrI paMcaparameSTinAM paMcAmRtathI bahmarasa samAdhi'nuM sarjana thayuM hatuM. A lakhANamAM nIcenA muddAo AvarI levA huM bhAgyazALI banI hatI. paMcAmRta eTale zuM?, OMnI zakti; tenI 308

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upasaMhAra AkRti; aMtarAya karmane aMtarAya guNamAM palaTAvavAnI rIta; zrI arihaMtaprabhu paNa paMcaparameSTinI AjJAmAM varte che; OMnuM mahAbhya; paMcaparameSTi prabhunuM siddhabhUmimAM sthAna; siddhabhUminI racanA; zrI gaNadharaprabhu temanAM jJAnano kyAre ane kevI rIte upayoga kare che; dharmanuM adharma uparanuM varcasva; AcAryajInI vartana tathA cAritra; AjJAmArgamAM cAlavA mATe prArthanA, kSamApanA, maMtrasmaraNa, vinaya tathA AbhAranI jarUrata; zrI upAdhyAyajInA puruSArthanI lAkSaNikatA; sAdhusAdhvIjIno bahmarasa samAdhi meLavavAmAM phALo; pAMca parameSTino samAdhi meLavavAmAM samUhagata phALo; samakitanAM lakSaNo zama, saMvega, nirveda, AsthA ane anukaMpA pratyeka parameSTinI apekSAe; sAdhusAdhvInuM paMcAmRta; upAdhyAyajInuM paMcAmRta; anya parameSTinAM paMcAmRta; OMnI AkRtinI racanAnuM rahasya vagere. Ama I.sa.2007nA eprila mAsamAM I.sa.2009nAM paryuSaNa sudhInuM lakhANa pUruM thayuM hatuM. ane 2010nAM paryuSaNa 'zrI kevaLa prabhuno sAtha' mATenAM sUcanA ke TAMcaNa lagabhaga nahivat hatAM. AthI 2007nuM lagabhaga AkhuM varSa graMthanAM prakaraNo taiyAra karavAmAM pasAra thayuM. 2007nA aMtabhAgathI paryuSaNanAM viSaya mATenAM TAMcaNo zarU thayAM ane vadhavA lAgyAM. 2008nI zarUAtamAM graMthanA cothA bhAganuM lakhANa lagabhaga taiyAra thaI gayuM hovAthI graMthanA aMtima prakaraNa ane 2010nAM paryuSaNanI taiyArI karavAmAM prabhue mAruM dhyAna keMdrita karAvyuM. A viSaya vize chUTIchavAI samajaNa AvavA lAgI, sAmAnya noMdha thatI gaI. ane 2008nA me mahinAthI vyavasthita lakhANa zarU karyuM. judA judA dRSTikoNathI pUrve vicArelA ghaNA muddAone navA muddA sAthe sAMkaLI levAno mAro puruSArtha hato. temAM ci.nehalano sAtha paNa moTI mAtrAmAM hato. A prakaraNanuM - 2010mAM paryuSaNa mATenuM lakhANa julAI 2008mAM pUruM thayuM. kevaLIprabhu kyA kyA prakAre, kyAre kyAre jIvane AtmavikAsa karavAmAM kevI rIte sAtha Ape che tenI je samajaNa mane zrI prabhu taraphathI AvI hatI tene vyavasthita rIte mUkavAnuM kArya mATe karavAnuM hatuM. e karavAmAM prabhunI kRpA 309

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha to ora ja hatI. vividha muddAomAM mukhya mukhya muddAo A pramANe hatA. kevaLIprabhunAM kalyANanAM paramANuothI lokAkAza ane alokAkAza evA be bhAga thAya che; paMcaparameSTinAM kalyANanAM paramANuo niraMtara che; prabhunA kalyANarasane abAdhya karanAra prakriyA; A prakriyAnI sahAyathI kalyANanAM kAryane Adare che tene zamasvarUpa sanAtana zAMti maLe che; paMcaparameSTi tenAM guru thAya che, tethI tenuM vIrya alpamAtrAmAM vaparAya che, sAdhakanA kalyANanAM paramANuo tIrNa thAya che; aMtarAya vizeSatAe tUTe che; AvA sAdhakanA AtmapradezonI vividha kakSA; AjJAno dhuvabaMdha; pUrNa AjJAno dhuvabaMdha; pUrNa AjJAno zuklabaMdha; kevaLIgamya pradezo taraphathI azuddha pradezone apAtuM dAna; te prakriyAmAM zrI kevaLa prabhuno sAtha; jIvanA vikAsamAM maLato kevaLa prabhuno sAtha; tejas tathA kArmaNa zarIra; temAM rahelAM aMtarAya karma; sarva jIva kema tIrthaMkara thaI zakatA nathI; kevaLIgamya pradezono vikAsa karavAmAM phALo; OMnuM baMdhAraNa jIvamAM zivapaNuM kevI rIte pragaTAve che; rucaka pradezomAM chUpAyelo muktimArga; temAM kevaLIprabhu tathA siddhaprabhuno phALo; tIrthaMkara prabhuthI utpanna thayelA pahelA sAta sucaka pradezo anya kevaLa prabhuthI pragaTa thatA AThamA rucakapradeza samAna kevI rIte thAya che; kevaLIprabhuno sAtha jIvane ziva banAve che; kevaLIgamya pradezonI prAptinuM UMDuM rahasya; kevaLIgamya pradezo prApta thAya pachI paNa keTalIka vAra mukta thatAM vAra lAgavAnAM kAraNo; kevaLIgamya pradezo nizcayathI vyavahAra samakita lIdhA pachI ja kema maLe che; kevaLIgamya pradezonI utpatti tathA kArya pUrNa thavA mATe karavAnuM ArAdhana; arihaMtanI vItarAgatA; chadmastha avasthAmAM arihaMtaprabhuno kalyANabhAva kevI rIte dhuvabaMdhI rahI zake che; AnaMdaghana covIzInAM pratyeka padanI chellI be paMktiomAMthI phalita thato zrI kevaLIprabhuno sAtha. A varSa(2010)nAM paryuSaNanA viSayathI A graMthanuM aMtima prakaraNa racAyuM che. ane A AkhA lakhANano ItihAsa jaNAvavAnI AjJA AvavAthI upasaMhAramAM yathAzakti tenuM nirmAnIpaNe citraNa karavA prayatna paNa karyo che. Ama karavA 310

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upasaMhAra pAchaLano mAro mukhya hetu e jaNAvavAno che ke prabhune soMpI, prabhunI AjJAe cAlavAthI mahAkAryo paNa sahajatAthI tathA saraLatAthI vinA vighna thaI zake che. I.sa. 2006nA aMtima mAsathI zarU kareluM graMthanuM lakhANa prabhukRpAe jaladIthI pUruM thayuM ane chapAyuM paNa kharuM. te mATe sauthI vizeSa upakAra zrI rAjaprabhuno tathA paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtano mAnuM chuM. kemake temanA thakI ja anekAneka bhedarahasyonI jANakArI maLI che. temAM ci.nehalano sAtha ghaNo hato, te sAthe amuka aMze mane ci.prakAza tathA amIno sathavAro paNa Atmika rIte maLato hato. ane vyavahArathI bIjI aneka vyaktiono sAtha paNa maLyo che. teo sahunA sAthathI AvuM moTuM kArya pUrNa thavAmAM vinonI utpatti AvI nathI. e mATe sarva upakArI tathA sahAyaka AtmAono hRdayapUrvaka AbhAra mAnuM chuM. ane bhAvimAM karavA yogya AvA kArya mATe zrI prabhuthI zarU karI sahuno sAtha premapUrvaka maLato rahe, sahu jagatajIvonuM uttamatAe kalyANa thAo ane sarva satparuSono e mATeno udyama saphaLa thAya e abhilASA pUrNatA pAmo. evI prArthanA karI viramuM chuM. - sarayu nAmadhArI mukti Icchuka OM zAMtiH 311

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dharma ja jenAM asthi ane dharma ja jenI miMjA che, dharma ja jenuM lohI che, dharma ja jenuM AmiSa che, dharma ja jenI tvacA che, dharma ja jenI indriyo che, dharma ja jenuM karma che, dharma ja jenuM calana che, dharma ja jenuM besavuM che, dharma ja jenuM UThavuM che, dharma ja jenuM UbhuM rahevuM che, dharma ja jenuM zayana che, dharma ja jenI jAgRti che, dharma ja jeno AhAra che, dharma ja jeno vihAra che, dharma ja jeno nihAra che, dharma ja jeno vikalpa che, dharma ja jeno saMkalpa che, dharma ja jenuM sarvasva che, evA puruSanI prApti durlabha che, ane te manuSyadehe paramAtmA che. e dazAne zuM ApaNe nathI IcchatA? IcchIe chIe; tathApi pramAda ane asatsaMga ADe temAM dRSTi nathI detA. AtmabhAvanI vRddhi karajo, dehabhAvane ghaTADajo. - zrImada rAjacaMdra, patrAMka 130.

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pariziSTa 1 pAribhASika zabdono koSa OM, arUpI - jemAM mAtra vedana hoya, paNa zabdadeha na hoya tevo OM no anubhava. OM AjJA - paMcaparameSTi prabhunI AjJA. OM rUpI mauna - OMnI bAbatamAM rUpI mauna eTale zabdoccAra vagaranI sthiti. OM dhvani - OMkArano avAja. OMOM dharma - paMcaparameSTi pALe che te dharma. OM nAda - OMkArano svara aviratapaNe Avavo. OM siddhi - prabhune pragaTelI 52ma siddhi. - akhedapaNuM kheda rahita sthiti, jemAM sthira pariNAma hoya. - anekAMtavAda (anekAMta dRSTi) - anekAMtavAda eTale je vastu je apekSAe jema che te apekSAe tema samajavI. mAtra eka ja apekSAno svIkAra na karatAM judI judI apekSAthI padArthano vicAra karavo. anukaMpAprerita anukaMpA - anukaMpA eTale dayA, komaLatAvALA bhAva. dayAbhAvathI prerAIne karelo zAtA maLe evo bhAva. 313 anukaMpAprerita AsthA - AsthA eTale zraddhA. dayAbhAva sahitanI zraddhA. abhayadAna - sahu jIvo saMsAranA duHkhathI mukta thAya evA mukhya bhAva sAthenA kalyANabhAvanA paramANuo Atmapradeza parathI chUTavA. abhayapaNuM, dharmanuM - dharmanA sAnidhyathI saMsAranA bhayothI mukta thavAya te. abhedatA - abhinnatA, ekapaNuM. arihaMtakavaca zrI arihaMtaprabhunAM kalyANanAM paramANunA saMdhathI utpanna thatuM AjJAkavaca. arihaMtapaNuM - zrI tIrthaMkara pada. aliptatA nispRhatA, padArthothI chUTApaNuM, alagapaNuM anubhavavuM. aloka - lokanI bahArano pradeza. aSTamahAsiddhi aNimA, mahimA, giramA, ladhImA, vagere nAmanI ATha mahAna siddhio AtmAnI zuddhi vadhatAM pragaTa thAya che te. - AcAryakavaca zrI gaNadharaprabhu ke AcAryajInAM kalyANanAM paramANunA saMdhathI utpanna thatuM AjJAkavaca. -

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha AtmadazA AtmAnI guNa apekSAe sthiti. jema jema AtmAnA mULabhUta guNo khIlatA jAya tema tema AtmadazA UMcI thatI jAya. . AtmAnuM vedana - vedana, AtmAnuM juo. AtmAnubaMdhI yoga chellA AvartananA saMjJI paMcendripaNAmAM be jIvo vacceno 350 bhavathI vadhAre bhavano eka ja prakArano zubha saMbaMdha. AtmAnuyoga jIvo vacceno saMjJIpaMcendriyapaNAmAM rahelo lagabhaga 150 thI 200 bhavano zubha saMbaMdha, temAM game te sagapaNayoga cAle. - AtmasvarUpa - AtmAnuM mULabhUta rUpa, zuddhatAnI apekSAe. - AbhAra, parama utkRSTa AbhAranI lAgaNI, utkRSTa upakArano bhAva vedavo. AsthAprerita anukaMpA - dharmanuM zraddhAna eTale AsthA. tenAthI prerita thaI sarva jIva muktine pAme evo lokakalyANano bhAva udbhave te AsthAprerita anukaMpA. AhAraka zarIra ucca AtmadazAvAna jJAnIne kaMi jANavAnI icchA thAya tenuM samAdhAna karavA mATe athavA tIrthaMkara prabhunI RddhinAM darzana karavA mATe potAnA Atmapradezane laMbAvI, eka hAthanuM ati pavitra sudhArasathI banAveluM zarIra yojI, tyAM jAya te zarIrane AhAraka zarIra kahevAmAM Ave che. - 314 AzA, arUpI - kalyANanAM paramANuomAM rahelA cetanarUpa, cetanasvarUpa, anAdianaMta zAzvata paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanA AjJArasamAMthI indriyonI sahAya vinA Atmapradeza dvArA grahaNa karIne vedAtI AjJA. AzA, parama - utkRSTatA meLavavA mATe grahaNa thatI prabhunI AjJA. AjJAkavaca - sadguru, satpuruSa ke paMcaparameSTi bhagavAna pratye AjJAdhInapaNAnAM bhAva vedavAthI temanAM kalyANanAM paramANuonAM skaMdhane jIva grahaNa kare che. te skaMdho grahaNa karavAthI maLatuM bakhtarasamAna rakSAkavacane AjJAkavaca kahevAya che, je jIvane karmane kSINa karavAmAM madada kare che. AjJAcakra kapALanA madhyabhAgamAM e AveluM che. jJAnI bhagavaMtone tyAMthI kalyANabhAva, teja Adi pragaTa thaI vistare che. AjJAnI pUrNatA AjJAmaya saMvega, nirveda, AsthA tathA anukaMpAnI utkRSTatA. - AjJAprerita saMva2 - saMvara eTale karmanA Azravane rokavAnuM kArya. te kArya AjJAdhInapaNe karavuM. AjJAbhakti guru tathA prabhu pratyenI bhaktine AjJAthI vedavI. AjJAmArganI pUrNatA - eka samaya mATe paNa jIvanuM AjJAdhInapaNuM alpa ke kSINa thAya nahi, tevI dazA ke sthiti.

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AjJArasa thoDA jIvo ke samasta jIvo mATe vedAyelo kalyANano bhAva je pudgala paramANuomAM samAyo che te AjJArasa che. e bhAva pudgala paramANuomAM bhAvarasarUpe samAya che. temAM AjJAdharma, AjJAtapa sAthe kalyANabhAva paNa samAyelA hoya che. AjJArasa, arUpI zuddhAtmAnA Atmapradeza pAsethI pudgala paramANunA mAdhyama vinA AjJArasanI prApti karavI te. - AjJAvIrya - AjJArasa (guNaprerita) jIva potAnA guNo khIlavatA khIlavatA prabhune vizeSa vizeSa AjJAdhIna thato jAya che, ane e dvArA prabhunA kalyANanAM paramANuomAMthI AjJArasa meLavato jAya che. te guNaprerita AjJArasa kahI zakAya. AzArasa (cetana prerita) - karmarahita thayA pachI AtmA je AjJArasa meLave che, te cetanamAMthI niSpanna thayelo hoya che, AjJAne meLavavA ke pALavAmAM pudgalanuM mAdhyama rahetuM nathI, tevo AjJArasa cetanaprerita che. AjJArasa(pudgala prerita) mahAsaMvara mArgamAM jIva, pudgalanAM mAdhyamathI AjJArasano Azrava kare che, karmanI nirjarA kare che ane e ja AjJArasathI yogya vihAra paNa kare che. A prakriyA pudgalarUpI kalyANanAM paramANunI sahAyathI karavAmAM Ave che tethI te pudgala prerita AjJArasa kahevAya che. AjJAdhInapaNe karAtI vIryanI (zaktinI) prApti. 315 pariziSTa 1 AjJAsamAdhi - AjJAmaya zama. AjJAdhInapaNe kaSAyarahita sthiti anubhavavI. AjJAsiddhi, pUrNa - pUrNa AzAsiddhi eTale eka samaya mATe paNa jIvanuM AjJAdhInapaNuM alpa ke kSINa thAya nahi athavA AjJAnI pUrNAtipUrNa saphaLatAnuM siddhatva. je sAtamA guNasthAnathI vadhatAM vadhatAM caudamA guNasthAne AvI sidhdhabhUmimAM paripUrNa bane che. AzAsetu AnnArasanI prApti karavA mATe chadmastha parameSTi zuddhAtmA sAthe AjJAdhInapaNe anusaMdhAna kare che te. Indriyo, AMta2 - sUkSma Indriyo. upAdhyAyakavaca zrI upAdhyAyajInAM kalyANanAM paramANunA skaMdhathI utpanna thatuM AjJAkavaca. ekAMtavAda - eka ja apekSAno svIkAra karI judI apekSAe je satya hoya teno nakAra karavo. - aMtarAya guNa jyAre jIvanAM aMtarAya karma aMtarAyaguNamAM palaTAya che, tyAre e jIva karmanAM pudgala paramANuone kheravI svarUpanI sanmukha jaI zake che. AtmA jyAre svabhAvamAM hoya che tyAre te rUpI(jaDa) padArtha eTale ke karma mATe aMtarAyarUpa nIvaDe che. svarUpanI sanmukha javAthI te jIva vibhAva pratye aMtarAya vedI aMtarAya guNane khIlave che. aMtarAyakarmane aMtarAyaguNamAM rUpAMtirata karavA mATe jIve AjJAmArga ArAdhavo jarUrI che, kAraNa ke vibhAvathI bAMdhelA

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha aMtarAya karma zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanAM kevaLIgamya pradezo, sakriya - jIvanA Atmapradezo kalyANanAM paramANuothI aMtarAyaguNamAM zuddhinI amuka kakSAe pahoMce che tyAre tenAmAM parivartita thAya che. AkhA lokamAM prabhunI AjJAthI pharI vaLavAnI aMtarAya, paramArtha - jIva jyAre vibhAvamAM hoya zakti Ave che, je kevaLIgamya pradezamAM A che tyAre te svarUpa pratinI athavA paramArthanI zakti utpanna thAya che te pradeza sakriya thayo kahevAya. jIvanAM AThe kevaLIgamya pradezo aMtarAya bAMdhe che tathA vede che. AtmAnAM mULabhUta jJAna, darzana tathA cAritrane khIlavA sakriya thaI zake che. na de te paramArtha aMtarAya. kevaLIgamyapaNuM - AtmapradezanuM kevaLa prabhunA kalyANabhAva, arUpI - IndriyonA mAdhyama pradeza samAna zudhdha rUpe pragaTa thavuM; eTale vinA AtmAnA pradezo para vedAto kevaLIgamyapaNuM prApta thavuM. kalyANabhAva. kevaLa prabhuno sAtha - jIvane ATha samayanI kalyANa, arUpI - mAtra vedanathI anubhavAto dehAtmAnI bhinnatAthI zarU karI pratyeka kalyANabhAva. tenI sUkSmatA ghaNI vizeSa pragatimAM maLatI kevaLI prabhunI sahAya. hoya che. krodhaguNa - karma sAme krodha karI AtmaguNa kalyANanAM paramANu, arUpI - kalyANanAM atisUkSma vadhAratA javA te krodhaguNa. tenI madadathI jIva paramANuo, temAM AjJArasa tathA cetanarasa vadhAre tIkSNa upayogathI vartana kare che, ane hoya che. vartanamAM doSa calAvI levAnI vRttine phagAvato jAya che. kalyANarasa - paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanAM kalyANanAM paramANumAMthI upajato kalyANa tarapha dorI guNagrAhIpaNuM - anyanA guNo joI potAmAM te jato bhAvarasa. guNo svIkAratA javA, vadhAratA javA. kavaca, arihaMtanuM - arihaMtakavaca juo. guNasthAna, chaThuM utkRSTa - traNa yogamAMthI kavaca, AcAryanuM - AcAryakavaca juo. ochAmAM ochA be yoga, (khAsa karIne manoyoga sahita) vizeSatAe AjJAdhIna kavaca, upAdhyAyanuM - upAdhyAyakavaca juo. rAkhavA. kavaca, siddhanuM - siddhakavaca juo. guNAzrava - Azrava eTale svIkAravuM. guNano kavaca, sAdhusAdhvInuM - sAdhusAdhvIkavaca juo. Azrava karavo te guNAzrava. 316

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pariziSTa 1 guNo, arUpI - guNonuM ati sUkSmatA sahitanuM rUpa, je dRSTigocara na thAya, paNa anubhavI zakAya. tAmasI vRtti - jemAM krodha kaSAyanuM bAhulya hoya tevI prakRti. guru, arUpI - kalyANanAM paramANumAM rahelA AjJArasa dvArA maLatuM gurunuM sUkSma mArgadarzana. guru, rUpI - sadehe vidyamAna guru. cAritra - zrI prabhunI AjJAmAM rahI, potAnA rAgadveSane tathA kaSAyane kramathI ghaTADatA jaI ni:zeSa karavA. A kArya karavA mATe jIva saMvara tathA nirjarAnAM uttama sAdhanomAM AjJAne vaNI le che. keSaguNa - anyanI adekhAI, irSyA anubhavAya te dveSa. karma tathA azubhabhAva prati dveSa karI AtmaguNa pragaTAvavA te dveSaguNa. dhuvabaMdha (AjJAno) - kevaLIgamya pradezonI preraNAthI jyAre azuddha pradezo vadhAre ne vadhAre AjJAdhIna banI, AjJAdhInapaNAnI bhUmikA evI hade pahoMcADe che ke jethI e sAdhakano AtmA sthULarUpe satata AjJAdhIna raheto thAya che, jene sthULarUpe athavA vyavahArathI AjJAno dhuvabaMdha kahevAya che. AjJAno dhuvabaMdha thayA pachI te sAdhakano AtmA vyavahArathI azAtAnA udayomAM AjJAdhIna rahe che paNa zAtAnAM nimitto AvatAM tenuM AjJAdhInapaNuM ochuM athavA nahivat thaI jAya che. cAritra, kSAyika - sarva prakAranAM mohanA kSaya pachI pragaTatuM zuddha cAritra. A cAritra AtmAne teramA tathA caudamAM guNasthAne varte che. cetanaguNa - jIvanuM cetanatva pragaTa kare che. caitanyaghana - siddhabhUmimAM sarva zuddhAtmAo ekabIjAnI AsapAsa evI rIte vase che ke teno bAhya AkAra ghanasvarUpa thAya che, ane sarva karmaparamANuo nIkaLI javAthI te evo saghana bane che ke eka paNa pudgala paramANu tyAM TakI zakatuM nathI. cetanaguNanA prabhAvathI jIvanI A dazA utpanna thAya che tethI tenuM rUpa cetanAna kahevAya che. dhuvabaMdha (pUrNa AzAno) - jIva jyAre AjJAnA dhuvabaMdhathI AgaLa vadhavA jJAnagarbhita vairAgyathI saMsArI sukhane gauNa kare che, ane siddhanAM sukhane AtmAnA pradeza pradezathI prAdhAnya Ape che, tyAre tene prabhu taraphathI pUrNa AjJAnA dhruvabaMdhanI prApti thAya che. je pradezo AjJAnA dhuvabaMdhanI sthiti meLave che teo anya pradezane karelA kalyANabhAvanA dAnanA prabhAvathI zubhAzubha ema baMne prakAranA udayamAM AjJAdhIna rahevA mATe puruSAthI thAya che, sAthe sAthe te vizeSa kalyANabhAva vedI dAsAnudAsa - dAsa(nokarInA paNa dAsa. ati laghurUpa. 317

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha anya pradezone AjJAdhIna thavA ane rahevA preraNA Ape che. athavA azuddha pradezo kevaLIgamya pradezonI sahAyathI potAnI cAritranI vizuddhi arthAt vItarAgatA ane nispRhatA vadhAratA vadhAratA vyavahAra(sthULatA)thI zAtA ke azAtAnAM nimittomAM AjJAdhIna banatA jAya che, tyAre eka samaye te pradezo vyavahAranayathI zAtA ane azAtAnA saMjogomAM AjJAdhIna rahe che. jene 'pUrNa AjJAno dhruvabaMdha' kahevAya che. A sthitie pahoMcyA pachI sAdhakanuM AjJAdhInapaNuM amuka mAtrAthI ochI mAtrAnuM thatuM hotuM nathI. nirvikalpa samAdhi - AtmAnI svarUpamAM evI ramaNatA thAya che ke temAM sUkSma vikalpo paNa TakatA nathI, rahetA nathI. nirvedaprerita saMvega - saMsAranI zAtA bhogavavAnI icchA maMda thavAnA anusaMdhAnamAM anubhavAtI saMsAranA paribhramaNano aMta lAvavAnI icchA arthAt mokSamAM javAnI tAlAvelI. paryAyArthika naya - padArthanI samaye samaye je paryAyo nIpaje che eTale ke pheraphAra thAya che tenI te apekSAthI samajaNa meLavavI. paramANu, arUpI ati sUkSma paramANuo anaMtanI saMkhyAmAM ekaThA thayelA pudgala paramANuo paNa dRSTigocara na thAya. = paramANu, kalyANanAM (arUpI) - kalyANabhAvathI bharelAM atisUkSma paramANuono samUha. 318 paramArthazuddhi - jIvanI AtmArtha pragaTavAthI thatI jatI vizuddhi. parameSTi, chadmastha je jIvone parameSTi pada udayamAM che paNa jeo hajI kevaLajJAna pAmyA nathI tevA paMcaparameSTi. zrI gaNadharaprabhu, AcAryajI, upAdhyAyajI tathA sAdhusAdhvIjI chadmastha parameSTi che. parameSTi, pUrNa - je jIvone parameSTi pada udayamAM che ane kevaLajJAna pAmyA che athavA siddha thayA che tevA parameSTi. zrI arihaMtaprabhu ane siddhaprabhu pUrNa parameSTi che. parigrahabuddhi - jagatanAM koIpaNa padArthano gamo karI, te meLavavAnI ke bhogavavAnI vRtti. paMcaparameSTi, arUpI paMcaparameSTi prabhunAM kalyANabhAvathI bharelA sUkSma 52mANuono sUkSma piMDa. - paMcAmRta paMcAmRta eTale pAMce prakAranA parameSTinA jIva samasta mATenA amRtamaya kalyANabhAvanA sumeLathI je 'OMOM' prakAzita thAya che, temAM paramottama, sanAtana, kalyANamaya amRtathI jIvane siddhabhUminA amarattvane ApavAnI zakti rahelI che tenuM nirUpaNa. pradezo, azuddha - AtmAnA je pradezo upara ghAtI tathA aghAtI karmanAM paramANuo lAgelAM che te azuddha pradezo.

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pradezo, kevaLIgamya - AtmAnA evA pradezo jenA para mAtra zubha aghAtI karmanA paramANu lAgelA che arthAt kevaLIprabhu jevA zuddha pradezo jemAM mAtra zubha aghAtI karmo ja hoya che, eka paNa ghAtI karma ke azubha aghAtI karmanuM paramANu nathI hotuM. pradezo, sAdhusAdhvI samAna - AtmAnA evA pradezo ke jenI vizuddhi tathA kalyANabhAva sAdhusAdhvInI kakSAnA hoya che. temane svakalyANa karavAno tathA vinayabhAvanI bhAvanA sahita jagatajIvo mATe kalyANabhAva vartato hoya che. pradezodaya (vipAka) kSamApanA karavAthI jIva bhAvimAM bhogavavAnI vedanAne uderIne uddIraNA karIne vartamAnanAM vipAka udayarUpe bhogave che - jene zrI prabhu 'vipAka pradezodaya' tarIke oLakhAve che. - prArthanA, arUpI - eka rUpI guru ke prabhu pAse prArthanA karavAne badale jo paMcaparameSTinA skaMdhane prArthanA karavAmAM Ave tyAre te arUpI prArthanA bane che. arUpI prArthanA thakI eka rUpI vyaktigata dAtAra pAse ja mane samAdhAna maLaze evA bhAvamAM javAthI baMdhAtI paramArtha aMtarAyathI jIva bacI zake che. puruSArtha, arUpI saMsArathI chUTavA mATe mAtra vedana dvArA thato prArthanA, kSamApanA ane smaraNano ati sUkSma puruSArtha arUpI puruSArtha kahevAya. - pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA AjJAnI evI apUrva sthiti ke jemAM AjJArUpI dharma ane AjJArUpI tapa baMne taratamatA vinA kArya ane kAraNarUpa banI sAthe rahe che. jenA prabhAvathI eka samaya mATe paNa te AtmA svarUpathI cUta thato nathI. te sthiti je siddhaprabhu mANe che tene pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA kahevAya che. AvI zudhdha avasthAmAM koI paNa sthULa ke sUkSma pudgala dravyano koI paNa mAtrAmAM sparza raheto nathI. vaLI, AtmAnI svarUpasthiratA eTalI baLavAna thAya che ke bhAvimAM paNa kayAreya evo saMparka thavo saMbhavato nathI. pariziSTa 1 - pUrNa zudhdha svabhAvadazA - pUrNa zuddhi pAmyA pachI je sahajadazAno - svabhAvano anubhava AtmAne thAya che te. pUrvadhArI, cauda - sarva zAstromAM 'pUrva' e sarvottama zAstra che. pUrvanI saMkhyA caudanI che. temAM kevaLIbhagavAnane hoya che te kahI zakAya evA sarva jJAnano samAveza che. A cauda pUrvanA abhyAsI caudapUrvadhArI kahevAya che. 319 brahmacarya samAdhi - brahmamAM caravuM arthAt svarUpamAM ramavuM e brahmacarya. te dazAmAM vizeSa kALa rahevAya te brahmacarya samAdhi. brahmarasa brahmarasa eTale AtmAnA apUrva svabhAvamAM AjJArUpI dharma tathA AjJArUpI tapathI upajato ane AtmAnA sahajAnaMdane kAraNe chalakAto paudgalika sudhArasa.

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha tathA nirjarA ekI sAthe moTA pramANamAM thAya che. bodharasa - zrI prabhunAM kalyANanAM paramANuomAMthI jIvane je bodha prApta thAya che te bodharasa kahevAya che kemake uttama bodha pravAhIrUpa hoya che. bhakti, AjJA - AjJAbhakti juo. bhakti, parama - uttama bhakti jemAM bhaktinA guNo utkRSTatAe khIle che. bhakti, parA - uttama bhakti, jJAnIpuruSanA sarva cAritramAM aikyabhAvano lakSa thavAthI tenA hRdayamAM virAjamAna paramAtmA sAtheno aikyabhAva arthAt jIvanuM mana, vacana tathA kAyAthI uttama AjJAdhInapaNuM. bhAva, azuddha - jIvanAM sarva prakAranA vibhAvabhAva azudhdha bhAva che, kemake tenA lIdhe jIvane navAM karmabaMdhano thatAM rahe che. mahAsaMvara (AjJAmArgaprerita kalyANaprerita) - mahAsaMvaranA mArgamAM jIva jyAre AjJAnI pUrNatA meLavavA ArAdhanA kare che arthAt potAnI cetana paryAyamAM jyAre pugalanI nirjarA AjJAMkitapaNe kalyANanA AjJArasathI kare che, tyAre te jIva mahAsaMvara mArganI pUrNatAne anubhave che, je AjJAmArga prerita kalyANaprerita mahAsaMvara mArga che. maMgalapaNuM, dharmanuM - dharma koI paNa apekSAthI, koI paNa kALe jIvane kalyANakArI thAya che, ane tenI pratIti tenAM daza lakSaNo jevAM ke uttama kSamA, uttama Arjava, uttama mArdava, uttama zauca AdithI Ave che. A kalyANa karavAnI dharmanI zakti te dharmanuM maMgalapaNuM che. mAnaguNa - mAnaguNanI sahAyathI jIvane zruti, zraddhA, ane zramathI upajatA mahAAzrava tathA mahAsaMvara mArganI prAptinuM svAbhimAna hoya che eTaluM ja nahi paNa enAthI upajatI ucca paramArtha dazAnuM paNa svAbhimAna varte che. A svAbhimAnane jALavavA jIva potAnA pUrvakRta doSo sAme aDaga ane aDola rahevA puruSArthI thAya che. saMsArI mAnane badale jIva paramArthika mAna prati vaLe te mAnaguNa. bhAva, zuddha - jIvanA evA prakAranA bhAva ke jenAM phaLarUpe navAM karmo vadhatAM nathI; jIvanI zuddhi vadhatI jAya che. bhAvinayagama naya - bhaviSyamAM zuM thavAnuM che tenI naya arthAta apekSAthI jANakArI meLavavI. bhedajJAna - deha ane AtmAnuM bhinnapaNuM anubhavavuM. madhyasthatA - taTasthapaNuM, aliptatA. koI eka bAju kheMcAI na javuM. mahAAzrava - moTo Azrava - AtmAnA guNane | moTA pramANamAM AvakAravA. jemAM saMvara mAyAguNa - mAyAguNathI jIva koI apekSAe mAyA karI bhAvinA sukhanI tIvra icchA eka taraphathI kare che, ane bIjI tarapha vartamAnamAM 320

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pariziSTa 1 vedAtAM du:khano baLavAna nakAra kare che. vinaya, parama - utkRSTatAe vinaya guNa saMsArI rAgane paramArtha rAgamAM pheravavo te khIlavavo. mAyA guNa. vItarAgatA, arihaMtanI - arihaMtaprabhu yogabaLa - yogabaLa eTale ucca AtmAnA pUrNAtipUrNa AjJAmAM rahIne lokakalyANanuM kalyANabhAvanAM paramANuomAMthI jIvanuM kalyANa kArya pUrve icchalI maMgalapremanI bhAvanA karavAnI prakAzita thatI zakti. sahita chatAM pUrNa nispRhabhAvathI arthAt rAga, vItarAgIno - vItarAgIno rAga juo. vItarAgatA sAthe kare che, te arihaMtanI vItarAgatA che. rAgaguNa - saMsArI rAga AtmazuddhinA rAgamAM palaTAvavo te rAgaguNa. vItarAgatA, arUpI - mAtra vedanamAM samajAtI vItarAgatA. cakapaNuM - jIvamAM svarUpa prati ruci jAgavI. vItarAgIno rAga - je jIva dharmanI maMgaLatA kAyama lokaAjJA - AjJAdhInapaNe lokanAM svarUpanI rAkhavA dharmanAM sanAtanapaNAnA bhAva vede che, jANakArI meLavavI. te jIvanA vItarAgI mahAtmA RNI bane che, lokavinaya - AkhA lokanA jIvo prati vinayabhAva tethI RNamukti mATe vItarAgI mahAtmAe keLavavo. potAnI vItarAgatAmAM te jIva mATe rAgabhAva sevavo paDe che. A che 'vItarAgIno rAga'. lobhaguNa- lobhaguNanA AdhArathI jIva, je jIva A 'vItarAgIno rAga' pAme che tene saMjJAno sanmArge upayoga karI, eka bAjuthI jIvatva choDI paramAtmatva pAmavAnuM nikAcIta zrI prabhunI apUrva zAMti tathA sukhanA vedana karma baMdhAya che. mATe, je bhAvimAM abAdhaka thanAra che teno tIvra hakAra kare che, ane bIjI bAju e ja vIrya, AjJA - AjJAvIye juo. jIva anAdikALathI thayelI duHkhanI jananI vedana, AtmAnuM - AtmAnA pradezonA mAdhyamathI evA saMsArano nakAra vede che. Indriyo vinA thato anubhava. vyavahAranaya - vyavahAra apekSAthI padArthanI zama, arihaMtaprabhu/kevaLa prabhuno - zama eTale samajaNa. naya eTale apekSA. svarUpasthiratAthI pragaTatI zAMti. kevaLa prabhu vyavahArazuddhi - vyavahAranI pravRtti karatI vakhate halanacalana, zvAsozvAsa, bodha Apavo Adi anya jIva ochAmAM ochA dUbhAya tathA haNAya kriyAo karavA chatAM eka paNa ghAtakarmane eka te mATe upayogapUrvaka vartavuM te. samaya mATe paNa temanA AtmA para svIkAratA 321

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha nathI. eka aMze paNa ghAtakarma temane cITakI zama, sAdhusAdhvIno - anya parameSTinA zamano zakatAM nathI, te temanA AtmAnI zamano AdhAra laI, potAnA vikAsanI aMtarAyo puruSArtha che. toDI sAdhusAdhvI potAnA zama (kaSAya rahita zama, upAdhyAyajIno - upAdhyAyajImAM potAnA sthiti)ne vikasAve che. ane temAM potAnA kalyANabhAvane umerI kSepaka zreNinI taiyArI kare gurunA rAga karatAM dharmanI prabhAvanA tathA prarUpaNA karavAno rAga vizeSa hoya che. A che; ane karAve che. bhAvane lIdhe "dharmano mArga sahu jIvo pAmo zama, siddhaprabhuno - siddhaprabhu paMcAstikAyanI tathA temAM kSati na rahe evI bhAvanAne samartha bAdhAthI para banI dareka samaye potAnAM karanAra AcAryo pAsethI abhisaMdhija vIryanuM svarUpanI vedakatA tathA parama vItarAgatAno dAna mAge che, ke jethI potAnA gurunI kSati anubhava kare che te temano samano potAthI bodhAtA mArgamAMthI nIkaLI jAya. puruSArtha che. AvA kartApaNAnA bhAvane lIdhe je abhisaMdhija zAMta dazA - kaSAyarahita sthiti. vIrya teo sarva AcArya pAsethI meLave tene AkAra ane sthiratA ApavA teo potAnuM zAMtasvarUpa - AtmAnuM kaSAya vagaranuM rUpa. anabhisaMdhija vIrya umere che. A thakI sarva zuddhanaya - nizcayanaya - nizcayanI apekSA. upAdhyAyajI thakI ekasarakho mArga ja bodhAya che, jethI mumukSune zrama karavA mATenuM mAdhyama zuddhi, arUpI - pUrNa zuddhi. samAna ja rahe. A che upAdhyAyajI no samano zuklabaMdha, pUrNa AjJAno - jyAre azuddha pradezonuM puruSArtha. AjJAdhInapaNuM kevaLIgamya pradezonI sahAyathI zama, gaNadhara / AcAryano - gaNadhara prabhu temanA evI pragati pAme che ke pUrNa AjJAdhInapaNAmAM bodha dvArA zabdadehanI sAthe sAthe cAritradeha tenI zuddhi tathA tIkSNatA eTalAM ja rahe che agara to vadhe che, eTale ke pUrvanI AjJAdhIna rUpa cetanatva paNa gupta mAdhyamathI AcAryane bodhatA hoya che, jeno AdhAra laI AcArya sthitimAM jarA paNa alpatA thatI nathI, balka paNa potAnAM cAritrapAlananI zuddhi vadhArI, vRddhi thatI jAya che, te dazAne 'pUrNa AzAno upayoganI zuddhi tathA tIkSNatA vadhAratA jAya zuklabaMdha' kahevAya che. che. pariNAme upAdhyAya tathA sAdhusAdhvIrUpa zuklatA, puruSArthanI - puruSArthanI zuklatA eTale emanA ziSyagaNa e bodhane yathArtha rIte pUrve karyo hoya teTalo ja Atmazuddhi meLavavA cetanamaya karI zake. A che gaNadhara tathA mATeno puruSArtha rahevo, te vadhe paNa kyAreya AcAryano zama guNa. ghaTe nahi ke maMda thAya nahi. 322

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pariziSTa 1 zukla samaya - zukla eTale zudhdha. je samayamAM sahajapada - AtmAnAM zuddha svarUpa sAthenI jIva Atmazuddhi vadhAre che te zuklasamaya ekatA. kahevAya che. saMvegaprerita nirveda - mokSamAM javAnI tIvra icchAnA zunyabhAva - mananI ke jIvanI vicArarahita anusaMdhAnamAM anubhavAtI saMsAranI zAtA dazA. bhogavavAnI anicchA athavA nispRhatA. zramaNapaNuM - satya zrama karI AtmAnAM zudhdha sAttvika vRtti - jIvanAM guNo vardhamAna thAya, sattva svarUpane pragaTa karavAnuM kArya. vadhe tevA prakAranA bhAvo. sAtha, arUpI - prabhu taraphathI maLato sUma spaMdana, arUpI - spaMdana eTale kaMpana. arUpI sathavAro. eTale sUkSma. arUpI spaMdana eTale AtmAnA ati ati sUkSma bhAvo. sAtha, kevaLa prabhuno - bAhyathI kevaLa prabhu taraphathI jIvane maLato sAtha. aMdaramAM kevaLIgamya syAdvAda zailI - anekAMtavAda juo pradezo taraphathI azudhdha pradezone zuddha thavA sakriyapaNuM, kevaLIgamya pradezonuM- kevaLIgamyapradezo, maLato sathavAro. sakriya juo sAtha, pratyakSa- guru ke satparuSano temanI vidyamAnatA sAtheno sAtha. sapuruSapaNuM - zukladhyAnanI paMdara miniTe jIva pahoMce tyAre tene satparuSanI padavI prApta sAtha, parama - uttama prakArano sathavAro. thAya che. A dazAe je guNo khIlavA joie, sAtha, parokSa - guru ke puruSanI avidyamAnatAnA je bhAvasabhara banavuM joIe tathA jevuM cAritra saMjogamAM temanAM vacano ke kalyANanAM paramANu khIlavuM joIe te sarva satparuSamAM pragaTe tyAre dvArA maLato sAtha. tenuM sapuruSapaNuM anubhavAya che. sAtha, sapuruSano - sapuruSanI dazAe pahoMcelA sanAtanapaNuM, dharmanuM - dharmanuM sanAtanapaNuM eTale AtmA taraphathI pratyakSa ke kalyANabhAva dvArA tenuM kAyamanuM TakavApaNuM. maLato AtmavikAsa karavA mATeno parokSa samAdhi - AtmAnI amuka apekSAthI akaMpita sahakAra. sahaja sthiti. sAdhakatA - sAdhanA karavAnI vRtti. samAdhi, brahmarasa - AtmasvarUpamAM ekAgratA sAdhusAdhvIkavaca - sAdhusAdhvIjInAM kalyANanAM sAtheno samabhAva. paramANuthI utpanna thatuM AjJAkavaca. 323

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha sAdhusAdhvIpaNuM - sAdhusAdhvIpaNuM eTale AjJAdhInapaNuM. eka jIvanI apekSAe jyAre jyAre te jIve AjJAdhInapaNe samaya gALyo hoya te sarva samaya mATe teNe vartamAnamAM sAdhusAdhvIpaNAne bharyuM che ane e ja rIte bhAvinI AjJAdhIna kSaNomAM te sAdhusAdhvIpaNAne bhajaze ema kahI zakAya. tyAgI prabhunI AjJAe eTale icchAe vartavuM. sevA, bhAvathI - potAnAM mana, vacana, kAyAnuM kartApaNuM athavA tAdAtmayapaNuM tyAgI prabhu athavA gurunI AjJAe eTale icchAe vartavAnA bhAva karavA. kSamAbhAva, arUpI - AtmA vedanathI AkhA jagatanAM jIvo mATe kSamAbhAva anubhave e arUpI kSamAbhAva che. siddhakavaca - siddhaprabhunAM kalyANanAM paramANuthI utpanna thatuM AjJAkavaca. siddhapaNuM - AtmAnI pUrNa zuddha, aDola, akaMpa dazA prApta karavI ene siddhadazA kahela che. te dazAe sidhdhapaNuM che. sevA, prabhunI - potAnAM mana, vacana, kAyAnuM kartApaNuM athavA tAdAtmayapaNuM jJAtAdraSTA - avikalpabhAve jANanAra tathA jonAra. jANyA joyA pachI jIvamAM tenAM pratyAghAta na paDe, AtmapradezonI akaMpa sthiti akhaMDa rahe, rAgadveSathI para rahe te jJAtAdraSTA kahevAya. zuddha jJAtAdRSTApaNuM teramAM guNasthAne hoya che, ane tenI zarUAta sAtamA guNasthAnathI thAya che. 324

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pariziSTa 2 ArAdhaka mATe viSayavAra sUci A sUcimAM viSayonI pasaMdagI mAtra AtmavikAsa mATe ArAdhanamAM sahAyaka thAya e dRSTithI karela che. je viSayo anukramaNikAmAM sahelAIthI maLI zake che tenI alaga noMdha nathI mUkI. jo koI zabdonI paribhASA samajavI hoya to tenA mATe 'pAribhASika zabdono koSa' vAparavo. viSayane UMDANathI samajavA mATe sUci vAparavI. thoDAka viSayonA peTA vibhAgane kakkAvAra nahi paNa tArkika kramamAM mUkyA che. OM, 89-90, 146-149, 151, 165- anaMtAnubaMdhI (kaSAya), 204; cAritramoha paNa 166, 181-182; gamaya ANAya, ANAya juo gamaya OM, 302; nuM baMdhAraNa, 165; anaMtavIrya, 26 nuM sarjana, 92-94, 188; maMtra, 173; anukaMpA, 125, 134-136; ane mAM raheluM vIrya, 91; thI banatuM paMcaparameSTi jJAna-darzananI siddhi, 148; tIrthakara prabhunuM kavaca, 94; thI bodha Apavo, 108, prabhunI, 138 188; thI jJAna grahaNa karavuM, 128 3% dhvani, ane kevaLIgamya pradezanI aparigrahavrata, pa-6 prAptinI prakriyA, 181-182; AjJArasamAMthI arpaNatA, AjJAmArgamAM, 106; icchAnI soMpaNI. upaje, pa6, 113; nuM sarjana, 92, 188 200, 213-214; thI cAritramohano nAza, 63; moha naDe, 215; vadhavI, 198 apratyAkhyAnI (kaSAya), apUrNa AnnA, AzA, AjJApAlana paNa juo agurulaghu, 25, 86 aghAtI (karma), 42; nI aMtarAya, 157, apUrva avasara, 28-87, 243-244, 258 161; no kSaya karavAno puruSArtha, 68, abhayadAna, 10 82-83, 127, 185 abhisaMdhija vIrya, vIrya,abhisaMdhIja juo acauryavrata, pa-6 arihaMta bhagavAna, tIrthakara bhagavAna juo anekAMtavAda, 207-208; 215 aliptapaNuM, 6 e 325

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha azAtA, nI udIraNA karavI, 75; mAM TakavA puruSArtha, 60, 67, 75-76, 157, 266-267 azuddha pradezo, pradezo, azuddha juo aSTakarma, 281 ahiMsAvrata, pa-6 ahobhAva (prabhusadguru pratye), 205, 242; thI guNo khIle, 29 A AcArya, gaNadhara pAse bodha rahe, 129; no AjJArasa, 112; no kalyANabhAva, 7, 105106; no puruSArtha, 104-106, 134, 143; no zama, 128; samAna Atmapradezo, 112; gaNadharajI paNa juo AtmajJAna, juo samyajJAna, samakita AtmasiddhizAstra, 174-177; 245-246 AtmA, nA guNo, 85; ane AtmajJAnI, 211, no anubhava, 221; nI laganI, AsthA, 125, 134-136, 143; thakI darzana ane cAritranI siddhi, 149, zraddhA paNa juo Asakti, saMsAranI, 5, 61, 215; ghaTADavAno puruSArtha, 70, 215 AhAra, 13; guNono, 17-19 AhAraka zarIra, thI vItarAgI sapuruSono samAgama karavo, 157; AjJA, 28-29, 36, 39, 11, 157,213, 236; ane AsthA, 143; ane icchA, 198, 213, 219; ane kevaLIgamya pradezo, 180, 206; ane guNo, 28, 101, 115; ane traNa yoga, 3, 66; ane bhakti, 99; ane sAdhusAdhvI, 122; arUpI, 105, 177; kavaca, 58, 16, 94; ane saMyama, 66; thI cAritramohano nAza, 38; thI prArthanA, 111; thI saMsArano rasa toDavo, 20, 24, 177; thI RNamukti, 46; dareka kArya karatA pahelAM, 95; mahA Azrava mArgano, 17; mAM Atmapradezo vartavA, 153; mAM rahevAno puruSArtha. 1-2, 14, 34. 214215; paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanI, 92, 95, 104, 177, 190; pUrNa AjJAsiddhi, 1; pUrNAtipUrNa, pa2; vinA bodha ApavAnA bhayasthAno, 104; sucaka pradezanI, 177; siddhaprabhunI, 46; AjJArasa, AjJApAlana paNa juo AjJA, apUrNa, apUrNa AjJA juo 224 AtmAnA pradezo, pradeza, AtmAnA juo AnaMdaghana covIzI, 191-231, 249-251 AbhAra, 115-116; ane AjJApAlana, 13; vinayAbhAra paNa juo Avazyaka, cha, 256-257 Azraya, satpaSano, zaraNuM juo Azrava, ane saMvega tathA nirveda, 133 326

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AzA, pUrNa, pUrNa AjJA juo AjJAkavaca, 58, 61; OMOMmAM samAyeluM, 149; arUpI, 105; kevaLIgamya pradezane maLatuM, 190; chadmastha parameSTinuM, 69; nI sahAyathI kalyANanAM paramANu grahavA, 66, 104105; paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanuM, 94-95, 148-149; pratyakSa sadgurunuM, 62; rucaka pradezanuM, 176; sarva sadgurunuM, 63; sarva satpuruSanuM, 64, 69; sthiratA mATe, 65; kavaca paNa juo AjJAdhIna, AtmAnA pradezo, 50, 156; AjJArasanI sahAyathI, 113; kalyANanAM paramANunI sahAyathI, 51, 123; thavAthI AtmavikAsa, 1-2; thavAthI kalyANabhAva vadhe, 70; thavAthI maLatuM AjJAkavaca, 61; thavAnA bhAva, 21, 63, 214; thavAthI yAcakapaNuM, 24, 234; thavA samabhAva keLavavo, 218; paNe kalyANakArya karavuM, 163, 187, 277279, 295; yogathI, 2-3, 65-66, 215, 220; zAtA-azAtAnA udayamAM, 50, 60, 67, 75-76, 157; AjJApAlana paNa juo AjJApAlana, arihaMtaprabhunuM, 94-95, 127; ane mohanuM naDavuM, 215; Atmapradeze vedavuM, 13; kevaLIgamya pradezanuM, 188, 228; guNonA AzravathI vadhe, 19, 223; nI aMtarAya, 34; no puruSArtha, 13, 14, 21, 61, 157, 215, 218, 220, 233-234, 270-279; mahAsaMvaramArgamAM, 26; zubhAzubha prasaMgomAM, pariziSTa 2 50; siddhaprabhu sAmAna, 81; AjJAdhIna paNa juo AjJAmArga, nI zarUAta tathA pUrNatA, 3, 87; nuM ArAdhana, 109, 111; prerita mahAsaMva2, 185; mAM vighna karanAra aMtarAya, 34, 108 AjJArasa, 28-29, 52, 111-113; ane AjJAkavaca, 58, 65; kalyANanAM paramANumAM, 111, 116, 176; mahAsaMvaramArgamAM, 26; mAMthI OM dhvani upaje, 56; no saMcaya, 27; nuM trikoNa, 54, 57; paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtano, 112-113, 118, 146, 154155, 159, 176-177; pudgalaprerita ane cetanaprerita, 28, 107; saMvegano, 145; sidhdhaprabhuno, 53, 99; siddhabhUmimAM, 99 AjJArUpI tapa, 3-4, 51-52; ane AjJArUpI dharma samAna thavA, 54-55, 79, 84; AjJArasanuM nirmANa kare, 176; thI nirjarA, 72-73; thI zreNinI taiyArI, 76; AjJArUpI dharma paNa juo 327 AjJArUpI dharma, 3-4, 51-52; ane AjJArUpI tapa samAna thavA, 54-55, 79, 84; AjJArasanuM nirmANa kare, 176; thI nirjarA karavI, 74; AjJArUpI tapa paNa juo AjJAsiddhi, 1-2; ane AjJArUpI dharma tathA ta5, 4; pUrNa(AjJAsiddhi), 1, 3, 14; nI pAtratA, 12, 14; no puruSArtha, 14-15

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha icchA, ane lobha, 9; ane saMjJA, 10; prabhunI icchAnusAra vartana, 198, 200, 219, 223, 262, 295; zAtAnI, 67 indriya, nI prApti, 1; no saMyama, 67 Ibdopadeza, 274-275 132; no kSaya kSamApanAnA sAdhanathI, 109; paramArthanI, 108, 119, 123, 155; puruSArthanI, 155; bAhya tathA aMtaraMga, 42; bhedarahasyone pAmavAnA, 120; svarUpanI, 38: kSaya karavA AjJApAlana karavuM. 14, 19, 34; kSaya karavA kalyANabhAva sevavo, 33 aMtarAya guNa, 90-91, 162 uttarAdhyayana sUtra, 285, 297 udAsInatA, 60, 73 kartApaNuM, 20, 66, 211; ane abhisaMdhija upadezachAyA, 270-274 vIrya, 131; aMtarAyakarmanuM, 37-38; upayoga, ne tIkSNa karavo, 12 kalyANakAryamAM, 187; toDavuM, 237; mana, vacana ane kAyAnuM, 213 upazama samakita, 197, 199, 202 karma, aSTa, 281; AtmAnA kaMpanathI baMdhAya, upasarga, 49; vakhate sthiratA, 65, 70 81; nuM dabANa, baMdhanA kAraNo, 64; upAdhyAyajI, 116-118; nuM paMcAmRta, 145; vipAkodaya athavA pradezodayathI vedavuM, 37 no AjJArasa, 112; no kalyANabhAva, 7; karmagraMtha, 281 no puruSArtha, 116, 134, 147, 143; kalyANa(kAya), sva tathA para, 7, 119, 140, no zama, 129-131; nuM kalyANakArya, 119, 143, 186; pUrNa AnnAnA zuklabaMdha pachI, 130; samAna Atmapradezo, 112 49; sanAtana, 104 kalyANanAM paramANu, paramANu, kalyANanAM juo aMtavRttisparza, 2 kalyANamaMdira stotra, 242 aMtarAya karma, 34-38; aghAtI karmanI, 157, kalyANabhAva, anusAra parameSTipadanI prApti, 161; ane aMtarAya guNa, 90-91; ane 8, 49; ane OM, 90, 147; ane ghAtI karma, 42; ane vedanIya karmano saMbaMdha, anukaMpA, 144; arihaMtaprabhuno, 3035, 37; toDavA prabhuno sAtha, 23, 233- 32, 138, 147; arUpI, 104-105; 234, 257; no kSaya kalyANanAM paramANuthI, AjJAe cAlavAthI maLe, 198; upasarga 9, 111; nA kSayathI vIrya khIle, 14, 109, vakhate, 70; kaSAyanA japathI vadhe, 69; 328

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pariziSTa 2 gaNadharaprabhuno, 32, 147; thI AtmavikAsa, 1-2; thI vANInA guNa khIle, 22; thI aMtarAyano kSaya, 42; ne arUpI banAvavo, 107; nuM dAna, 33; paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtano, 1-2, 6-8, 32-33, 147; kalyANanAM paramANu paNa juo kavaca, mahAsaMvaranA mArge, 4; AjJAnuM, 58; paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanuM, 94-95; pUrNa parameSTinuM, 153; AjJAkavaca paNa juo kaSAya,ne guNamAM palaTAvavA, 11-12, 39; no jaya, 68-70, 73-74, 78, 220, 224-225; no saMpUrNa kSaya, 80-81; moha, cAritramoha, darzanamoha paNa juo kArpaNa zarIra, 161-162; kevaLIgamya pradeza para, 164, 177; nI zubhAzubha asara, 178 kevaLajJAna, 51 kevaLIgamya pradeza, 168-170, 180-184; ane AjJAno dhuvabaMdha, 50; ane paMcaparameSTi prakriyA, 159; azuddha pradezone vikAsa karAve, 157, 178-179, 184, 190, 200, 202, 204, 206, 210, 212, 216217, 220, 223, 226, 228; azuddha ane rucaka pradezo vacce setu samAna, 200; AjJAthI bodha Ape, 104, 179-180, 206; AjJArasathI guNo rahe, 112, 177; AjJAmArga prerita mahAsaMvara mArge maLe, 185; kalyANanAM paramANu vadhu grahe, 210, 225; kyA pradezo kevaLIgamyapaNuM pAme, 205; guru rUpe, 159; tIrthakara prabhunA, 171-172, 190; nA aMtarAyo kSINa thavA, 157, 177; nI AjJA pALatA azuddha pradezo, 206; nI prApti, 161-163, 170, 174, 180182; nI mahattA, 195; nI vItarAgatA, 179, 188; nI sahAyathI jIvano vikAsa, 103, 206; nuM AjJApAlana, 180, 188189; nuM baMdhAraNa, 184; ne cakapradezanI sahAya, 158-159, 163-164, 168170, 176-177; no puruSArtha, 185, 188-189; para rahelAM tejasa-kArpaNa zarIra, 162; para zAtAvedanIya karma, 166; paMcaparameSTinI kakSAnA, 164; meLavavAnI pAtratA, 182; rucaka pradezo pAsethI vIrya meLave, 168, 177; RNanI cUkavaNI kare, 212; sakriya thavA, 43, 156, 162 kevaLa prabhu, nuM yoga sAthe joDANa, 98, 230; ne vartatI aMtarAya, 39; nI dazA, 8183; no sAtha, 159-160, 166; prerita paMcaparameSTi prakriyA, 15ra-154; nI kevaLI samuddhAtanI teyArI, 182-183 kevaLI samudyAta, 81, 83, 99; nI taiyArI, 181-184 krodha, ane krodha guNa, 11-12, no kSaya AjJAthI, 39; no jaya, 69-70 gaNadharajI, 139-140; ane gaNadharapada, 49; ane tIrthaMkara prabhu, 32, 128; nAM AsthA 329

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha guNamAM palaTAvavA, 11-12; gaNadharanuM, 128; nI khIlavaNI, 45, 68-69, 121, 132, 149, 158-159, 215, 223, 230, 254, 257, 269 cAritramoha, 12, 38, 62-64; no nAza karavo, 61, 68-69; no nAza karavA mana, vacana, kAyAnI arpaNatA, 63 tathA anukaMpA, 139; ne maLato pUrNa AjJAno zuklabaMdha, 48; nI jJAnanI khIlavaNI, 100-101; no AjJArasa, 112; no kalyANabhAva, 7, 32; no puruSArtha, 100, 134; no bodha, 101; banavAnI pAtratA, 163; samAna Atmapradezo, 112; AcArya paNa juo guNagrAhIpaNuM, 28; thI vinaya vadhe, 114; thI jJAnanI vRddhi, 101 guNo, ane AjJA, 28, 101; arUpI, 114; AjJArasathI prahavA, 112; upAdhyAyajInA, 117; nI vRddhi, 17, 223, 287; nI sukhabuddhi, 92; no Azrava, 28, 78-79, 134; no AhAra, 17-19; paMcaparameSTi prabhunA, 92; samyaktvanI prApti vakhate sarva guNono anubhava, 202 guNasthAna, zreNimAM caDhavA. 78-79 guru, uttama guru, 301; rUpI tathA arUpI, 152; rUpe kevaLIgamya pradezo, 159, 217; rUpe rucakapradezo, 163 chaThTha guNasthAna, ane traNe yoganI arpaNatA, 63, 214, 220; thI AtmAnA pradezonI zuddhi vadhavI, 113; thI vizeSa AjJAdhInapaNuM, 3, 216, 219-220; thI mahAvratanuM pAlana, 6-7; no puruSArtha, 77, 156, 205, 215-220; bodha ApavAnI pAtratA Ave, 260, 27) chUTavAnI bhAvanA, 63, 196 chadmastha, avasthAmAM parameSTi, 7 jIvano AtmavikAsa, 1-2, 103, 160, 244 ghAtI karma, 42; ane aghAtIno saMbaMdha, 82; no saMpUrNa kSaya, 78-80 caturaMgIya, 129 cAritra, OMmAM samAyelA, 147-149; azuddha pradezonuM khIlavuM, 158; AcAryanuM, 104, 116; AMtara ane bAhya, 71; kaSAyane ta tapa, AjJArUpI, AjJArUpI ta5 juo tejas zarIra, 161-162; kevaLIgamya pradeza para, 164, 177 tIrthakara bhagavAna, 138; OMnuM sarjana kare, 93-94; ane gaNadhara, 128; ane kevaLI samudyAtanI taiyArI, 181-184; ATha 33)

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pariziSTa 2 samayanI dehAtmanI bhinnatAnI taiyArI, dha 181-183; kevaLIgamya pradezanI prApti dharma, AjJArUpI, AjJArUpI dharma juo karAve, 162, 180-183; thavAnI pAtratA, dharmAstikAya, 87, 125 162-163; nAM AsthA tathA anukaMpA, 137, 143; nAM kalyANaka, 191; nA kevaLIgamya dhruvabaMdha, AjJAno, 47, 157-158; nI pradezo, 172; nA guru paMcaparameSTi prabhu, prakriyA, 49-50; pAmyA pachI siddhabhUmimAM 190; nAM rucakapradezo, 170; nA saMvega- viziSTa sthAna, 97; mATe pAtratA, 48, 157 nirveda, 134; nAmakarma, 8, 31; ne aghAtI dhuvabaMdha, pUrNa AzAno, 47, 157-158; karma bhogavavAnI siddhi, 43; ne maLato pUrNa pAmyA pachI siddhabhUmimAM viziSTa sthAna, AjJAno zuklabaMdha, 48; nuM zrutakevaLIpaNuM, 97; mATe pAtratA, 48; nI prakriyA, 50 101; no kalyANabhAva, 7-8, 30-32, 137; no puruSArtha, 187, 189-190; no mahimA, 291; no maitrIbhAva, pa5, 137; nemicaMdra siddhAMtideva, 275 no lokakalyANano puruSArtha, 31, 144; no zama, 127; nI vItarAgatA. 187. nigraMthapaNuM, 6, 59 190; sidhdhanAM paramANu banAve, 55; nuM nirjarA, ane mahAsaMvara, 4, 134; ane AjJApAlana, 94-95, 127; kevaLIprabhu nirveda, 134; AjJArUpI tapathI, 72-73; paNa juo thI cAritranI khIlavaNI, 45 nimitta, azubhanI asara, 178; nuM mahAtma, 209; zAtA-azAtAnuM, 60; zubha nI asara, darzana, OMmAM samAyeluM, 147-149; thI maLatI 178, 193 zAMti, 204 prabhunAM, 196, 203 darzanamoha, 62-63; mithyAtva paNa juo nirveda, 20, 125, 132-134, 142; thI cAritranI khIlavaNI, 149 dAsAnudAsa, 180 nirvikalpatA, 225, 228 dehAtmabuddhi, 24, 42, 60, 62; toDavAthI cAritrapAlana, 70, 72, 213; toDavAthI nizcayathI vyavahAra samakita, 2, 193-194 vIrya maLe, 197 nizcayanaya, 59, 276; tarapha pragati, 221 222, 270 devendrasUri, 281 dveSa, ane dveSaguNa, 12; ane rAganA ghaTako, nispRhatA, 73, vadhavI, 155, 157 38; ne toDavo, 47, 224-225 nihAra, 13 da 331

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha paramANu, kalyANanAM, pa6; arUpIne rUpI banAvavA, 105, 118-120; arihaMta prabhunAM, 137; AjJAkavacanI sahAyathI grahavA, 66, 69; utkRSTa prakAranAM prahavA, 19, 63, 73, 77, 155, 173; kevaLIgamya pradezo vadhu rahI zake, 210, 225; ghanamAMthI pravAhI thavA, 115; chadmastha parameSTi rahe, 138; thI OMnI racanA, 148; thI aghAtI karmanI nirjarA, 68; thI AjJApAlana, 51; thI aMtarAyakarmano kSaya, 9; thI kaSAyajaya, 78; thI jIvano vikAsa, 245; nuM dAna, 50; nuM nirmANa, pa6, 176; paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtanAM, 104-106, 146, 153, 173, 176, 186; prArthanAthI kheMcavA, 9, 111; maMtrasmaraNathI kheMcavA, 111; mAM dharmanuM sanAtanapaNuM, 154; mAM raheluM vIrya, 130, 155; mAM rahelo bodharasa, 153, 155; lokamAM vahevaDAvA, 116; sidhdhanAM, 55; kalyANanAM paramANu juo paramANu, paMca parameSTi, 13; 53-54; grahaNa karavA, 73 paramArtha lobha, 14-15; prabhuthI saMtoSAya tevo, 18; lobhapaNa juo paramArtha zuddhi, 12, 186 parigrahabuddhi, 6 pariSaha, 49; vakhate sthiratA, 65, 76 paMca parameSTi bhagavaMta, 153; ane arUpI prArthanA, 108; ane arUpI kalyANanAM paramANu, 179; ane aMtarAya guNa, 9091; gururUpe nimavA, 155; nA paramANuonuM trikoNa, pa3; nA guNo, 91, 114; nA pada pramANe siddhabhUmimAM sthAna, 97; nI kevaLIparyAya, 98; nI sahAyathI jIvano vikAsa, 103-104; nI AjJA, 92, 95, 104; nA kalyANanAM paramANu, 105, 109, 147, 159, 176, 186; nA vividha pada sparzavA, 122; nA saMvega tathA nirveda, 133134; nI AsthA tathA anukaMpA, 134136, 142-144; nuM paMcAmRta, 95; no AjJApAlanano puruSArtha, 13; no AjJArasa, 112-113; no kalyANabhAva, 1-2, 6-7, 90; no puruSArtha, 13, 134- 135, 147-148, 157, 185; nuM kavaca, 94, 148, 176; nuM pada pAmavAnI pAtratA, 7-8, 153; nuM paMcAmRta, 95, 147; nuM vIrya, 9, 91; prakriyA, 15ra-154; vinayAbhArano, 132; samAna Atmapradezo, 112; pada pAmavAnI pAtratA, 118 paMcAmRta, 89; upAdhyAyajInuM, 145; paMcaparameSTi prabhunuM, 95, 101, 145 146; sAdhusAdhvIjInuM, 145 paMcAstikAya, 125, 271 pAMcamuM guNasthAna, 2, 63 pAtratA, AjJAnA dhuvabaMdha mATe, 48; kalyANanA mArgamAM pravezavA, 59; kevaLIgamya pradeza prApta karavAnI, 182; keLavavI jarUrI, 209, 226; tIrthakara thavA mATe, 163; mArgaprApti mATe, 8-9; paMcaparameSTi thavAnI, 332

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pariziSTa 2 7-8, 153; pUrNaAjJA siddhinI, 12; pUrNa Azravano, 11-12, 15; mahAsaMvarano, AjJAnA dhruvabaMdha mATe, 48; bodha ApavAnI, 11-12, 17-18, 52-53, 77; moha, 261; mahAAzrava mArga mATe, 15 208-209; rucakapradezono, 185; vibhAva pApasthAnaka, aDhAra, 282-283 rahita thavAno, 95; zamano, 126-132; zAtA-azAtAnA nimittamAM, 60, 266; puNya, paramArtha, 121 zArIrika azAtA vakhate, 266; svataMtrapaNe puruSArtha (AtmavikAsa mATe): aghAtI karmanA karavo, 198; saMvega nirvedano, 133-134, kSayano, 83; AcAryajIno, 104-106, 145; saMjJIpaMcendriyapaNuM pAmavano, 160; 134, 139, 143; arUpI kalyANabhAvathI, sAtamA guNasthAnano, 156; sAdhusAdhvIjIno, 105, 107; Asakti ghaTADavAno, 70, 120-121, 134, 141-142, 145; 215; AsthA tathA anukaMpAno, 134- zreNinI taiyArI karavAno, 69, 77-80, 145; AjJAdhIna thavAno, 13-14, 226; saMyama keLavavAno, 66; jJAnAvaraNanA 20-21, 27, 61, 66, 86, 93, nAza mATe, 208 95, 154, 157, 214-215, 216 pUjyapAda svAmI, 274 220, 233-234; AjJArasa meLavavAno, 154; AjJArUpI dharmamAM, pa3; AjJArUpI pUjA, prabhunI, 192, 205; vividha guNasthAne tapamAM, pa2-53; arihaMta prabhuno, 30 thatI, 205 32, 127, 144; uttama gurunA Azraye, pUrNa AzA, thI 3OMnuM kheMcANa, 91; thI 301; upAdhyAyajIno, 116-120, 134, kalyANakArya karavuM, 155; thI prArthanA karavI, 140-141, 143; kevaLIgamya pradezono, 107; AjJA,AjJApAlana paNa juo 185, 189; gaNadharaprabhuno, 100, pUrNa AjJAsiddhi, no puruSArtha, 15; AjJAsiddhi 139-140, 143; guNo khIlavavAno, paNa juo 29, 92; cAritramoha toDavAno, 63 pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDola dazA, 1, para, 64, 68-70; chaThThA-sAtamA guNasthAnano, 84; siddhabhUmimAM, 4; nA aMtarAya kSaya 77, 156, 215-220; tIrthaMkaraprabhuno, thavA, 31 187-189; nAM lakSaNo, 126; nI taratamatA, 300-301; nI zuklatA, 101; pUrNAtipUrNa AjJA, - AtmAnA pradeza, pUrNaAjJAsiddhino, 15; pUrNa kalaMkarahita AjJAdhIna thavA, 153, 156; ne maLato aDola dazAno, 84-85; paMcaparameSTino, kevaLIgamya pradezano sAtha, 157; nuM kaMpana, 13, 135, 154, 156-157, 185; 81, 84; nI kramika zuddhi, 112; nI kakSA bodhane AcaraNamAM mUkavAno, 120; mahA paMcaparameSTi jevI hovI, 1pa6; para raheluM 333

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha tejas-kArmaNa za2I2, 162; pradeza, azuddha paNa juo pradeza, azuddha, kevaLIgamya pradezonI pUjA kare, 206; no zubha-azubha bhAva, 178; ne maLatuM kavaca, 190; no kevaLIgamya pradezanI sahAyathI thato vikAsa, 158, 178-179, 184, 200, 202, 204, 206, 210, 212, 215-216, 219, 220, 223, 226, 228 pradezodaya, thI karma vedavuM, 37, 75; thI aghAtIkarma bhogavavuM, 43 pramAda, 67-68, 227, 296; ane sukhabuddhi, 114; ane kalyANanAM paramANu, 123; zreNimAM, 78, 227 prArthanA, 106-108; arUpI, 108, 113; thI vIrya vadhe, 9; thI AjJAmArganuM ArAdhana, 106-108; thI muzkelIno hala, 254; nA mAdhyamathI kSamApanA, 109; pUrNa AjJAthI karavI, 107 prema, ane bhakti, 99, 191; kaSAyanA jayathI vadhe, 69 ba brahmacarya, 5-6 bAra bhAvanA, bhAvanA, bAra juo bRhad dravyasaMgraha, 275-276 bha bhaktAmara stotra, 246-249 bhakti, 28-29, 37, 39, 227; ane prema, 99; AjJArasa dvArA vedavI, 113; satpuruSanI, 249 bhaktimArga paNa juo bhaya, sAta prakAranA, 201-202 bhAva, zuddha-azuddha, 218 bhAvanA, bAra, 268-200, 284 ma mana, ane zunyatA, 93; ne vaza karavuM, 67, 216, 218, 220; ane yoga, 135, 220; nA AdhAre vacana tathA kAyA AjJAdhIna rahe, 219 mana:paryavajJAna, thI kalyANanAM paramANu grahavA, 105; thI bodha Apavo, 101 mahAAzrava, ane mahAsaMva2, 28; no puruSArtha, 11; nAM bhayasthAno, 17; mArganI pUrNatA, 19 mahAsaMva2, 134; ane pUrNaAjJAsiddhi, 3-4; ane mahA Azrava, 28; AjJAmArga prerita mahAsaMvarathI kevaLIgamya pradezanI prApti, 185; AjJAprerita kalyANaprerita, 65; nAM ArAdhana anusAra siddhabhUmimAM sthAna, 98; nA mArgathI rucaka pradeza maLe, 185; no puruSArtha, 11-12, 17-18, 65, 77, 134, 185; mArganI pUrNatA, 26 mahAvrata, 5-6 maMtrasmaraNa, arUpI, 113; thI AjJAmArganuM pAlana, 111, 260, 264 334

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pariziSTa 2 maMgalapaNuM, dharmanuM, 31; ane sanAtanapaNuM, soMpaNImAM naDe, 215; sAthe jJAnAvaraNano 31, 33, 135, 190, 216, 217; nAza Avazyaka, 208-209; rAga, dveSa AnaMdaghana covIzImAM, 192, 195, 197, paNa juo 199, 202, 204, 207, 208, 207, 208, 212, 216, 219, 220, 222, ya 225, 227, 228, 230; anubhavavuM, yAcakapaNuM, 23-24 154; kalyANabhAvamAM, 33 yoga, rUpI arUpI, 135; ane AjJAdhInapaNuM, mAna, ane mAnaguNa, 12; ne toDavo, 69- 2, 66, 81, 220; ane karmabaMdha, 83; 7), 73-74, 244; no kSaya vinayathI, sAthe joDAvuM, 31, 98, 182 39, 114 mAnaguNa, 12 mAyA, ane mAyAguNa, 11; no jaya, 69-70, ratnatraya, 3OM mAM samAyelA, 148; nuM ArAdhana, 73-74; no kSaya saraLatAthI, 39 259, 265 mAyAguNa, 11 rasa,saMsArano, toDavo, 19-20, 24 mithyAtva, 2, 204; ane aMtaravRttisparza, rAga, ane dveSanA ghaTako, 38; ane rAgaguNa, 192; ane kevaLIgamya pradezanI prApti. 12; deha para, 60-61; ne toDavo, 47, 181-182; darzanamoha paNa juo 224-225; vItarAgIno, 40; zAtAnA muni, nuM cAritrapAlana, 71, 211-212 udayamAM vedavo, 76; vItarAgatA paNa juo maitrI(bhAva), 175; arihaMta bhagavAnano, sanI rAgaguNa, 12 55, 137, 175; ane kalyANanAM paramANu, rAjacaMdra, zrImad nI AtmasiddhinI kaDI, 174pa7; ane arUpI kSamA, 110; azAtAnA 177; no AtmavikAsa, 253-254 udayamAM, 75; kaSAyanA japathI vadhe, 69; rucaka pradeza, 168-170; azuddha pradezone cakapradezomAM, 175, 176 zubha nimitta Ape, 179; AThamA caka moha, 42, 62; ane AjJApAlana, 153; pradezanuM mahattva, 164-165, 170-171; ane aMtarAya, 34; tUTavAthI ahiMsAvatanuM AjJArasane grahe, 111; kevaLIgamya pradezonA pAlana, 5; tUTavAthI acauryavratanuM guru, 163, 168; kevaLIgamya pradezone sAtha pAlana, 6; thI alipta rahevuM, 153, Ape, 158, 176, 200; tIrthaMkara prabhunA, 224; ne vItarAgatAmAM palaTAvavo. 4; 171-172; nI AjJA, 177; nI kakSA, no saMpUrNa kSaya, 79; mana, vacana, kAyAnI 164; nI prApti, 1, 170, 174-175, 335

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha 185; nI sahAyathI jIvano vikAsa, 103, vItarAgatA, ane kalyANabhAva, 7; ane 156, 200; no puruSArtha, 185; para rahelo vItarAgIno rAga, 40; AjJArUpI tapathI maitrIbhAva, 175-176 upajatI, 4; kevaLIgamya pradezonI, 179, RNa, nI mukti, 40-41, 46, 114; nI 188; khIlavI, 47, 73, 155, 157; cUkavaNI kalyANanAM paramANuthI, 82, 116, tIrthaMkara prabhunI, 187 159, 176, 182; nI cUkavaNI kevaLIgamya vItarAga mArga, 8 pradezo kare, 212; siddhabhUminuM, 45; vIrya, OMmAM samAyeluM, 91, 149, 175; siddhaprabhunuM, 47 abhisaMdhIja vIrya, 91, 129-130, 155, 164; anabhisaMdhIja vIrya, 130, lezyA, 66 155; AjJApAlana mATe, 14, 21; AjJAbhaktithI kheMcavuM, 177, 197; loka, nA pradezomAM dharmanuM bIjanuM ropaNa, 09 aMtarAya tUTavAthI vadhe, 9, 17; kheMcavuM, 155; prabhune prArthanA karavAthI, 23, 26, lobha, 10-11; ane icchA, 9; ane lobhaguNa, 108, 114; paMcaparameSTinuM, 9; phoravavuM, 11-12; AjJApAlana mATe, 14; tUTavAthI 114, 226; pUrNa vIrya, 229; caka acauryavratanuM pAlana, 6; no jaya, 69-70; pradezo kevaLIgamya pradezane Ape, 168, paramArtha lobha, 14, 114 175; vadhavAthI utkRSTa paramANu sahAya, lobhaguNa, 11-12; no kSaya bhaktithI, 39 19, 155; sapuruSanuM, 197; kSamApanAnA mAdhyamathI upaje, 109; jJAna, darzana ane cAritra khIlavAthI, 148-149 vinaya, 28-29, 37, 113-114; ane vIrya, abhisaMdhija, ane aMtarAyaguNa, 91; AbhAra, 115 thI kalyANanAM paramANunuM thI AjJApAlana, 94; mArga prakAzavA mATe, nirmANa, 176; thI mAnano kSaya, 39 129 vipAkodaya, thI karma vedavuM, 37, 75; thI vedana, AjJApAlananuM, 13, 14 aghAtI karma bhogavavA, 43 vibhAva, thI karmabaMdhana, 42; ane aMtarAya, vedanIya karma, ane aMtarAya karmano saMbaMdha, 37 36-37; zubha-azubha nimittamAM, 178 vairAgya, 11, 268-269 viveka, 64 vyavahAranaya, pa9, 276; thI nizcayanaya tarapha vihAra, 13; paMcaparameSTinAM paramANu, 115 javuM, 221-222, 225, 270 336

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pariziSTa 2 vyavahArazuddhi, 12, 40, 186, 237, 274, zUnyatA, 133, 197 282-283 zrama, 9 zrAvakazrAvikA, samAna Atmapradezo, 112 zama, 126; ane jJAnanI siddhi, 148; zrImad rAjacaMdra, juo rAjacaMdra, zrImad siddhaprabhuno, 126; arihaMtaprabhuno, zraddhA, 9; vadhAravI, 215, 264 127; upAdhyAyajIno, 129; gaNadhara tathA zreNi, TUMkI thavI, 78; nI taiyArI, 51, AcAryano, 128; zrI sAdhusAdhvIjIno, 69, 74, 76-80, 226-227; ne yogya 131 kalyANanAM paramANu, 77; kSaka zreNi tathA zaraNuM, sapuruSa/saguru, grahavuM, 61, 65, upazama zreNi paNa juo 143, 217, 228, 295; prArthanAthI maLe, zrutakevaLIpaNuM, 101; 9-10 zarIra,AhAraka, AhAraka zarIra juo zruti, 9 zarIra,kAzmaNa, kAmaNa zarIra juo zarIra, tejasa, tejasa zarIra juo sadguru, guru, juo zatAvedanIya, kevaLIparyAyamAM, 82; kevaLIgamya pradeza para, 166, 172; nA paramANu sapuruSa, ane paMcaparameSTi pada, 118; no AzravavA, 31, 81, 230; nI nivRtti, sAthe, 160; guru paNa juo 172 satyavrata, pa-6 zAMti, 126, 218; azAtAnA udaya vakhate, sanAtanapaNuM, dharmanuM, 31; ane maMgalapaNuM, 75; kaSAyane guNamAM palaTAvavAthI, 11-12, 31, 33, 135, 190; anubhavavuM, 72-74; nI prApti kalyANabhAvathI, 33; nuM 154; AnaMdaghana covIzImAM, 192, 195, svarUpa, 218; prabhu darzanathI maLatI, 204 197, 199, 202, 204, 207, 208, zuklatA, puruSArthanI, 101 212, 216, 219, 220, 222, 225, 227, 228, 230; kalyANabhAvamAM, 33; zukladhyAna, 51 maMgalapaNuM, dharmanuM paNa juo zuklabaMdha, pUrNa AzAno, 48-49, 155, 158; nI prakriyA, 50; pAmyA pachI samakita, samyakatva juo siddhabhUmimAM viziSTa sthAna, 97 samabhAva, 67, 73, 218 337

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kevaLI prabhuno sAtha samavAya, 13, 18; ane AjJAkavaca, 104; ane kalyANarasa, 152; anusAra siddhi, 91; ne ekarUpa karavA, pa1-52; nuM agurulaghupaNuM, pa6; nI maryAdAthI para thavuM, pa7; nuM samapaNuM, 182; bodhanA, 121 samaya, zukla, 17-19 samAdhi, 89, bahmarasa, 91, 102, 146, 148; nI sukhabuddhi, 113 samudyAta, kevaLI, kevaLI samuddhAta juo samyakatva (samyagadarzana), 204, 279-280; nAM pAMca lakSaNo, 125, 143, 144, 285; parAkrama, 285; sarvaguNAMza, 202 samyagdarzana, 279-280; samyakatva paNa juo saraLatA, 28-29, 37, thI mAyA kaSAyano kSaya, 39 sahaja sukhanAM sAdhano, 258 saMyama, 66; indriyono, 67; deha thakI, 60- 61; yoganAM sAdhanathI, 66 saMvara, ane mahAsaMvara, 4; ane saMvega tathA nirveda, 133-134; thI cAritranI khIlavaNI, saMsAra, nuM svarUpa, 22; nI aMtarAya, 38; no rasa toDavo, 25, 177, 198-199, 215 saMjJA, ane icchA, 9-10; ane lAgaNI eka thavA, 63; ane lobhaguNa, 11; nI mahattA, 8-9 sAtamuM guNasthAna, 3, 223; puruSArtha paNa juo sAtha, kevaLa prabhuno, 160; prabhuno, 23; - paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtano, 114, 159; cakapradezano, 175 sAdhu-sAdhvIjI, nuM paMcAmRta, 145; no AjJArasa, 112; no puruSArtha, 120-122, 134, 141-142; no zama, 131-132; samAna Atmapradezo, 112 siddhabhUmi, 96-98, 230; ane kalaMkarahita aDola dazA, 4, 53; nuM varNana, 86, 96 98; nuM RNa, 45 siddhaprabhu (bhagavAna), nI kalaMkarahita aDola dazA, 4, 84, 96; nA kalyANanAM paramANu, pa5; nI dazA, 38; nuM AjJApAlana, 81; nuM RNa, 46-47; no AjJArasa, 112; no zama, 126; samuddaghAta paNa juo sukhabuddhi, saMsArI padArthonI, ane AjJApAlana, 14, 20, 154; toDavA saMsAranuM svarUpa jANavuM, 22; tUTavAthI ahiMsAnuM pAlana, pa; thI alipta rahevuM, 153; ne vItarAgatAmAM palaTAvavI, 4 45. saMvaraprerita nirjarAmArga, 134 saMvaraprerita mahAsaMvara, 134 saMvaramArga, 133-134 saMvega, 20, 125, 133-134, 142; utkRSTa karavo, 61; thI cAritranI khIlavaNI, 149 338

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maLatuM pratyakSa saguru AjJAkavaca, 63; pachI yoganuM AjJAdhInapaNuM, 3 sudhArasa, para sevA, cAritranI, 226; prabhunI, 194, 213; svaccheda karavI, 195 sthiratA, 65; kalyANanAM paramANunI sahAyathI, 73; manane vaza karavAthI, 67 spRhA, saMsAranI, ghaTADavA AjJApAlana, 14, 215-216 syAdvAdazailI, 207-208 svacchaMda, saMjJIpaNAmAM, 1; ghaTavo, 66, 214, 218; thI bacavuM jarUrI, 95, 215-216; thI prabhusevA karavI, 195; yogathI, 2 svabhAva, ane karma, 42; AtmAno apUrva, 284; mAM lInatA, 90 svarUpalInatA, 6, 76-77; ane pramAda, 67-68; AjJApAlanathI, 14, 226; no puruSArtha, 70, 257; siddhabhUmimAM, 84 jJAna, darzana,cAritra, ratnatraya juo jJAna, OMmAM samAyeluM, 147-149; nI khIlavaNI, 100-101, 217; samyakajJAna, 204 jJAnAvaraNa karma, toDavAno puruSArtha, 236-237, 248, 251; tUTavuM jarUrI AjJApAlana mATe, 13-14; no nAza Avazyaka, 208-209 ****** kSapaka zreNI, nAnI hovI, 49-50; no puruSArtha, 69, 77-80, 226-227; zreNi paNa juo kSamApanA, arUpI, 113; aMtarAya toDavA, 23, 109; prArthanAnAM mAdhyamathI, 109; thI muzkelI hala, 254-255 kSayopazama samakita, 2, 202 kSAyika samakita, 2, 212-214, 215; pachI mAro(sarayu) Atmika puruSArtha, agharA viSayanI taiyArI karavAno, 279-281, 282, 287, 288, 295, 299; aMtarAya vakhate AtmasthiratA rAkhI tene toDavAno, 233, 248, 255; kartApaNuM toDavAno, 237, 299; AjJAdhInapaNe kArya karavAno, 233, 237, 247, 255, 262,277-279, 295; prabhu pAse mArgadarzana levAno, 241, 272; prArthanA, kSamApanA, maMtrasmaraNanA ArAdhanano, 254-255, 260, 263ra65; bhedarahasyo meLavavAno, 283, 289; vyavahArazuddhi vadhAravAno, 237, 274, 282-283; zraddhAna vadhAravAno, 264, 288; svachaMda choDI AjJApAlana karavAno, 233, 262 jJAnAvaraNa toDavAno, 236237, 248, 282-283, 295 339

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zreyasa pracAraka sabhAnAM AdhyAtmika prakAzano 1. AtmasiddhizAstra - vivecana vi. bhogIlAla gi. zeTha 2. nirvANamArganuM rahasya vi. bhogIlAla gi. zeTha 3. zrImad rAjacaMdra adhyAtma jJAnakoSa vi. bhogIlAla gi. zeTha 4. samAdhimaraNa vi. bhogIlAla gi. zeTha 5. zrImad rAjacaMdra adhyAtma jIvanagAthA vi. bhogIlAla gi. zeTha 6. AdhyAtmika nibaMdho vi. bhogIlAla gi. zeTha 7. RNAnubaMdha vi. bhogIlAla gi. zeTha 8. chellI ghaDInA avasare vi. bhogIlAla gi. zeTha 9. bhaktimArganuM rahasya vi. bhogIlAla gi. zeTha 10. rUDA manuSyonA aMtima udgAro vi. bhogIlAla gi. zeTha 11. jAti smRtijJAna vi. bhogIlAla gi. zeTha 12. prema ane pUrNatA vi. bhogIlAla gi. zeTha 13. zrImanI jIvanasiddhi le. sarayu 2. mahetA 14. bhaktAmara stotra - vivecana le. sarayu 2. mahetA 15. kalyANamaMdira stotra - vivecana le. sarayu 2. mahetA 16. zrImanI siddhapadabhAvanA le. sarayu 2. mahetA 17. apUrva ArAdhana le. sarayu 2. mahetA 18. A Great Seer le. sarayu 2. mahetA 19. kevaLI prabhuno sAtha (bhAga 1 thI 5) le. sarayu 2. mahetA anya prakAzano AlocanAdi pada jJAnAMjana bhAga - 1 jJAnAMjana bhAga - 2

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