Panch Mahavrat Pravachan aur Prashnottari - Jyo ki Tyo Dhari Dinhi Chadariya

Author(s): Osho Rajnish
Publisher: Osho Rajnish
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/004032/1

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OSHO jyoM kI tyoM | dharidInhIM cadariyA paMca mahAvata para pravacana TODo For Personal & Private Use Only www.sinelibrary.org

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dharma eka cunautI hai| aura cunautI sIkha jAyeM to kahIM se bhI vaha cunautI mila sakatI hai| usake koI baMdhe-baMdhAye sUtra nahIM haiN| jIvana kahIM se bhI Apako pakar3a le sakatA hai| khule rakheM dvAra mana ke| rAha calate, sote, uThate, baiThate, sIkhate rheN| lete raheM cunautii| kisI dina coTa gaharI par3a jAegI aura vINA jhaMkRta ho jaaegii| ozo For Personal Private Use Only

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jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA pUrva prakAzita 'jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA' evaM 'sUlI Upara seja piyA kI' kA saMyukta saMskaraNa paMca mahAvrata para praznottara sahita muMbaI meM ozo dvArA die gae teraha amRta pravacanoM kA apUrva saMkalana For Personal & Private Use Only

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OSHO jyoM kI tyoM dharidInhIM cadariyA paMca mahAvrata para pravacana ozo in Education International For Personal & Bivate www amelibrary.org

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Jyon Ki Tyon Dhari Deenhi Chadariya Editing: Anand Satyarthi, Shanti Tyohar Published by OSHO Media International, 17 Koregaon Park, Pune 411001 MS, India Copyright 1970, 1991 OSHO International Foundation, www.osho.com/copyrights Reprint 2012 Combined edition of originally published 'Jyon Ki Tyon Dhari Deenhi Chadariya' Copyright 1970 OSHO International Foundation, and 'Suli Upar Sej Piya Ki' Copyright 1970 OSHO International Foundation All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic or mechanical, including photocopying, recording, or by any information storage and retrieval system, without prior written permission from OSHO International Foundation. OSHO is a registered trademark of OSHO International Foundation, used under license, www.osho.com/trademarks Photos: Courtesy OSHO International Foundation The material in this book is a transcript of a series of original OSHO Talks 'Jyon Ki Tyon Dhari Deenhi Chadariya' given to a live audience. All of Osho's talks have been published in full as books, and are also available as original audio recordings. Audio recordings and the complete text archive can be found via the online OSHO Library at www.osho.com/library Printed in India by Manipal Technologies Limited, Karnataka ISBN 978-81-7261-061-6 For Personal & Private Use Only

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ozo ke prati prema aura anugraha ke sAtha saMjanA evaM cetana ulhAsanagara For Personal & Private Use Only

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hiMsA kA matalaba hai aisA citta, jo lar3ane ko Atura hai; aisA citta, jisakA rasa lar3ane meM hai; aisA citta, jo binA lar3e becaina ho jAegA; aisA citta, jo binA kisI ko coTa pahuMcAe, binA kisI ko dukha pahuMcAe sukha anubhava na kara skegaa| svabhAvataH jo citta dUsare ko dukha pahuMcAne ko Atura hai, yA jisa citta kA dUsare ko dukha pahuMcAnA hI ekamAtra sukha bana gayA hai, aisA citta sukhI nahIM ho sktaa| aisA citta bhItara gahare meM dukhI hogaa| __ eka bahuta gaharA niyama hai ki hama dUsare ko vahI dete haiM jo hamAre pAsa hotA hai; anyathA hama de bhI nahIM skte| jaba maiM dUsare ko dukha dene ko Atura hotA hUM, to usakA itanA hI artha hai ki dukha mere bhItara bharA hai aura use maiM kisI para ulIca denA cAhatA huuN| jaise, bAdala jaba pAnI se bhara jAte haiM, to pAnI ko chor3a dete haiM jamIna para; aise hI, jaba hama dukha se bhItara bhara jAte haiM, to hama dUsaroM para dukha pheMkanA zurU kara dete haiN| ___jo kAMTe hama dUsaroM ko cubhAnA cAhate haiM, unheM pahale apanI AtmA meM janmAnA hotA hai; una kAMToM ko hama lAeMge kahAM se? aura jo pIr3AeM hama dUsaroM ko denA cAhate haiM, unheM janma dene kI prasava-pIr3A bahuta pahale svayaM ko hI jhela lenI par3atI hai| aura jo aMdhakAra hama dUsaroM ke gharoM taka pahuMcAnA cAhate haiM, vaha apane dIye ko bujhAe binA pahuMcAnA asaMbhava hai| agara merA dIyA jalatA ho aura maiM Apake ghara aMdhakAra pahuMcAne jAUM, to ulaTA ho jAyegA mere sAtha Apake ghara meM rozanI hI pahuMcegI, aMdhakAra nahIM pahuMca sakatA! jo vyakti hiMsA meM utsuka hai, usane apane sAtha bhI hiMsA kara lI hai-vaha kara cukA hai hiNsaa| isalie eka sUtra aura Apase kahanA cAhUMgA, aura vaha yaha ki hiMsA AtmahiMsA kA vikAsa hai| bhItara jaba hama apane sAtha hiMsA kara rahe hote haiM, taba vahI hiMsA ovaraphlo hokara, bAr3ha kI taraha phailakara, kinAre tor3akara svayaM se dUsare taka pahuMca jAtI hai| isalie hiMsaka kabhI bhI svastha nahIM ho sakatA, bhItara asvastha hogA hii| usake bhItara hArmanI, sAmaMjasya, saMtulana, saMgIta nahIM ho sktaa| usake bhItara visaMgIta, dvaMdva, kAMphlikTa, saMgharSa hogA hii| vaha anivAryatA hai| jo dUsare ke sAtha hiMsA karanA cAhatA hai, use apane sAtha bahuta pahale hiMsA kara hI lenI pdd'egii| vaha pUrva taiyArI hai| isalie, hiMsA mere lie aMtardvadva hai| dUsare para phailakara dUsaroM kA dukha banatI hai aura apane bhItara jaba usakA bIja aMkurita hotA hai aura phailatA hai, to svayaM ke lie dvaMdva aura aMtara-saMgharSa, aura aMtara-pIr3A banatI hai| hiMsA aMtara-saMgharSa, aMtara-asAmaMjasya, aMtaravigraha, aMtara-kalaha kI sthiti hai| hiMsA dUsare se bAda meM lar3atI hai, pahale svayaM se hI lar3atI aura bar3hatI hai| pratyeka hiMsaka vyakti apane se lar3a rahA hai| For Personal & Private Use Only

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aura jo apane se lar3a rahA hai, vaha svastha nahIM ho sktaa| svastha kA artha hI hai, haarmnii| svastha kA artha hai, jo apane bhItara eka samasvaratA ko, ekarasatA ko, eka layabaddhatA ko, eka ridama ko upalabdha ho gayA hai| ___mahAvIra yA buddha ke ceharoM para saMgIta kI jo chApa hai, vaha vINA lie baiThe saMgItajJoM ke ceharoM para bhI nahIM hai| vaha mahAvIra ke vINA-rahita hAthoM meM hai| vaha saMgIta kisI vINA se paidA hone vAlA saMgIta nahIM, vaha bhItara kI AtmA se phailA huA samasvaratA kA bAhara taka bikhara jAnA hai| buddha ke calane meM vaha jo layabaddhatA hai-vaha jo buddha ke uThane aura baiThane meM vaha jo buddha kI AMkhoM meM eka samasvaratA hai, vaha samasvaratA kinhIM kar3iyoM ke bIca baMdhe hue gIta kI nahIM, kinhIM vAdyoM para paidA kiye gaye svaroM kI nahIM-vaha AtmA ke bhItara se saba dvaMdva ke visarjana se utpanna huI hai| ahiMsA eka aMtara-saMgIta hai| aura jaba bhItara prANa saMgIta se bhara jAte haiM, to jIvana svAsthya se bhara jAtA hai; aura jaba bhItara prANa visaMgIta se bhara jAte haiM, to jIvana rugNatA se, DisIja se bhara jAtA hai| yaha aMgrejI kA zabda 'DisIz2a' bahuta mahatvapUrNa hai| vaha Disa Iz2a se banA hai| jaba bhItara vizrAma kho jAtA hai, Iz2a kho jAtI hai; jaba bhItara saba saMtulana DagamagA jAte haiM, aura saba laye TUTa jAtI haiM, aura kAvya kI saba kar3iyAM bikhara jAtI haiM, aura sitAra ke saba tAra TUTa jAte haiM, taba bhItara jo sthiti hotI hai, vaha DisIz2a hai| aura jaba bhItara koI citta rugNa ho jAtA hai. to zarIra bahata dina taka svastha nahIM raha sakatA hai| zarIra chAyA kI taraha prANoM kA anugamana karatA hai| isalie maiMne kahA ki hiMsA eka roga hai, eka DisIz2a hai; aura ahiMsA rogamukti hai, aura ahiMsA svAsthya hai| ___ jaise maiMne kahA, aMgrejI kA zabda DisIja mahatvapUrNa hai, vaisA hiMdI kA zabda 'svAsthya' mahatvapUrNa hai| svAsthya kA matalaba sirpha heltha nahIM hotA, jaise DisIz2a kA matalaba sirpha bImArI nahIM hotii| svAsthya kA matalaba hotA hai : svayaM meM jo sthita ho gayA hai| svayaM meM jo Thahara gayA hai| svayaM meM jo khar3A ho gayA hai| svayaM meM jo lIna ho gayA hai aura DUba gayA hai| svayaM ho gayA hai jo| jo apanI svayaMtA ko upalabdha ho gayA hai| jahAM aba koI paratA nahIM, koI dUsarA nahIM ki jisase saMgharSa bhI ho sake; koI bhinna svara nahIM, saba svara svayaM bana gae-aisI sthiti kA nAma 'svAsthya' hai| ahiMsA isa artha meM svAsthya hai, hiMsA roga hai| ozo For Personal & Private Use Only

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1 dinA 2 aparigraha 3 prArtha 4 akAma 5 apramAta praznottara 6 ahiMsA 7 brahmacarya 8 aparigraha 9 acArya 10 saMnyAsa 11 akAma 12 Ca 13 apramAda anukrama 1 27 49 69 91 113 135 161 183 206 231 257 281 For Personal & Private Use Only

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ahiMsA re priya Atman! ahiMsA, aparigraha, acaurya, akAma aura apramAda-ye sabhI zabda nakArAtmaka haiM, nigeTiva haiN| yaha bahuta mahatvapUrNa bAta hai| asala meM sAdhanA nakArAtmaka hI ho sakatI hai, nigeTiva hI ho sakatI hai| upalabdhi paoNjiTiva hogI, vidhAyaka hogii| jo milegA vaha vastutaH hogA aura jo hameM khonA hai, vaha vahI khonA hai jo vastutaH nahIM hai| ___ aMdhakAra khonA hai, prakAza pAnA hai| asatya khonA hai, satya pAnA hai| isase eka bAta aura khayAla meM le lenI jarUrI hai ki nakArAtmaka zabda isa bAta kI khabara dete haiM ki ahiMsA hamArA svabhAva hai, use pAyA nahIM jA sakatA, vaha hai hii| hiMsA pAyI gayI hai, vaha hamArA svabhAva nahIM hai| vaha arjita hai, aciivdd| hiMsaka banane ke lie hameM kucha karanA par3A hai| For Personal & Private Use Only

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hiMsA hamArI upalabdhi hai| hamane use khojA hai, hamane use nirmita kiyA hai| ahiMsA hamArI upalabdhi nahIM ho sktii| sirpha hiMsA na ho jAye to jo zeSa bacegA vaha ahiMsA hogii| isalie sAdhanA nakArAtmaka hai| vaha jo hamane pA liyA hai aura jo pAne yogya nahIM hai, use kho denA hai| jaise koI AdamI svabhAva se hiMsaka nahIM hai, ho nahIM sktaa| kyoMki koI bhI dukha ko cAha nahIM sakatA aura hiMsA sivAya dukha ke kahIM bhI nahIM le jaatii| hiMsA eksIDeMTa hai, sAMyogika hai| vaha hamAre jIvana kI dhArA nahIM hai| isalie jo hiMsaka hai vaha bhI caubIsa ghaMTe hiMsaka nahIM ho sktaa| ahiMsaka caubIsa ghaMTe ahiMsaka ho sakatA hai| hiMsaka caubIsa ghaMTe hiMsaka nahIM ho sktaa| use bhI kisI vartula ke bhItara ahiMsaka hI honA par3atA hai| asala meM, agara vaha hiMsA bhI karatA hai to kinhIM ke sAtha ahiMsaka ho sake, isIlie karatA hai| koI AdamI caubIsa ghaMTe cora nahIM ho sktaa| aura agara koI corI bhI karatA hai to isIlie ki kucha samaya vaha binA corI ke ho ske| cora kA lakSya bhI acorI hai, aura hiMsaka kA lakSya bhI ahiMsA hai| aura isIlie ye sAre zabda nakArAtmaka haiN| dharma kI bhASA meM do zabda vidhAyaka haiM, bAkI saba zabda nakArAtmaka haiN| una donoM ko maiMne carcA se chor3a diyA hai| eka 'satya' zabda vidhAyaka hai, paoNjiTiva hai; aura eka 'brahmacarya' zabda vidhAyaka hai, paoNjiTiva hai| yaha bhI prAthamika rUpa se khayAla meM le lenA jarUrI hai ki jo pAMca zabda maiMne cune haiM, jinheM maiM paMca mahAvrata kaha rahA hUM, ve nakArAtmaka haiN| jaba ve pAMcoM chUTa jAyeMge to jo bhItara upalabdha hogA vaha hogA satya, aura jo bAhara upalabdha hogA vaha hogA brhmcry| satya AtmA bana jAyegI ina pAMca ke chUTa jAne para aura brahmacarya AcaraNa bana jAyegA ina pAMca ke chUTane pr| ve do vidhAyaka zabda haiN| satya kA artha hai, jise hama bhItara jaaneNge| aura brahmacarya kA artha hai, jise hama bAhara jiiyeNge| brahmacarya kA artha hai- brahma jaisI caryA, Izvara jaisA aacrnn| Izvara jaisA AcaraNa usI kA ho sakatA hai, jo Izvara jaisA ho jaaye| satya kA artha hai-Izvara jaise ho jaanaa| satya kA artha hai-brhm| aura jo Izvara jaisA ho gayA usakI jo caryA hogI, vaha brahmacarya hogii| vaha brahma jaisA AcaraNa hogaa| ye do zabda dharma kI bhASA meM vidhAyaka haiM, paoNjiTiva haiM; bAkI pUre dharma kI bhASA nakArAtmaka hai| ina pAMca dinoM meM ina pAMca nakAra para vicAra karanA hai| Aja pahale nakAra pr-ahiNsaa...| agara ThIka se samajheM to ahiMsA para koI vicAra nahIM ho sakatA hai, sirpha hiMsA para vicAra ho sakatA hai aura hiMsA ke na hone para vicAra ho sakatA hai| dhyAna rahe ahiMsA kA mata sirpha itanA hI hai-hiMsA kA na honA, hiMsA kI ebseMsa, anupasthiti-hiMsA kA abhaav| __ise aisA smjheN| agara kisI cikitsaka ko pUche ki svAsthya kI paribhASA kyA hai? kaise Apa Dephinizana karate haiM svAsthya kI? to duniyA meM svAsthya ke bahuta se vijJAna vikasita hue haiM, lekina koI bhI svAsthya kI paribhASA nahIM krtaa| agara Apa pUche ki svAsthya kI paribhASA kyA hai ? to cikitsaka kahegA : jahAM bImArI na ho| lekina yaha bImArI kI bAta huI, yaha svAsthya kI bAta na huii| yaha bImArI kA na honA huaa| bImArI kI paribhASA . 2 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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ho sakatI hai, Dephinizana ho sakatI hai ki bImArI kyA hai? lekina svAsthya kI koI paribhASA nahIM ho sakatI-svAsthya kyA hai? itanA hI jyAdA se jyAdA hama kaha sakate haiM ki jaba koI bImAra nahIM hai to vaha svastha hai| dharma parama svAsthya hai! isalie dharma kI koI paribhASA nahIM ho sktii| saba paribhASA adharma kI hai| ina pAMca dinoM meM hama dharma para vicAra nahIM kreNge| adharma para vicAra kreNge| vicAra se, bodha se, adharma chUTa jAye to jo nirvicAra meM zeSa raha jAtA hai, usI kA nAma dharma hai| isalie jahAM-jahAM dharma para carcA hotI hai, vahAM vyartha carcA hotI hai! carcA sirpha adharma kI hI ho sakatI hai| carcA dharma kI ho nahIM sktii| carcA bImArI kI hI ho sakatI hai, carcA svAsthya kI nahIM ho sktii| svAsthya ko jAnA jA sakatA hai, svAsthya ko jIyA jA sakatA hai, svastha huA jA sakatA hai, carcA nahIM ho sktii| dharma ko jAnA jA sakatA hai, jIyA jA sakatA hai, dharma meM huA jA sakatA hai, dharma kI carcA nahIM ho sktii| isalie saba dharmazAstra vastutaH adharma kI carcA karate haiN| dharma kI koI carcA nahIM krtaa| __ pahale adharma kI carcA hama kreN-hiNsaa| aura jo-jo hiMsaka haiM, unake lie yaha pahalA vrata hai| yaha samajhane jaisA mAmalA hai ki Aja hama jo vicAra kareMge vaha yaha mAna kara kareMge ki hama hiMsaka haiN| isake atirikta usa carcA kA koI artha nahIM hai| aise bhI hama hiMsaka haiN| hamAre hiMsaka hone meM bheda ho sakate haiN| aura hiMsA kI itanI parte haiM, aura itanI sUkSmatAeM haiM, ki kaI bAra aisA bhI ho sakatA hai ki jise hama ahiMsA kaha rahe haiM aura samajha rahe haiM, vaha hiMsA kA bahuta sUkSma rUpa ho| aura aisA bhI ho sakatA hai ki jise hama hiMsA kaha rahe haiM, vaha bhI ahiMsA kA bahuta sthUla rUpa ho| jiMdagI bahuta jaTila hai| udAharaNa ke lie, gAMdhI kI ahiMsA ko maiM hiMsA kA sUkSma rUpa kahatA hUM aura kRSNa kI hiMsA ko ahiMsA kA sthUla rUpa kahatA huuN| usakI hama carcA kareMge to khayAla meM A skegaa| hiMsaka ko hI vicAra karanA jarUrI hai ahiMsA pr| isalie yaha bhI prAsaMgika hai samajha lenA, ki duniyA meM ahiMsA kA vicAra hiMsakoM kI jamAta se aayaa| jainoM ke caubIsa tIrthaMkara kSatriya the| vaha jamAta hiMsakoM kI thii| unameM eka bhI brAhmaNa nahIM thaa| unameM eka bhI vaizya nahIM thaa| buddha kSatriya the| duniyA meM ahiMsA kA vicAra hiMsakoM kI jamAta se AyA hai| duniyA meM ahiMsA kA khayAla, jahAM hiMsA ghanI thI, saghana thI, vahAM paidA huA hai| asala meM hiMsakoM ko hI socane ke lie majabUra honA par3A hai ahiMsA ke saMbaMdha meN| jo caubIsa ghaMTe hiMsA meM rata the, unhIM ko yaha dikhAI par3A hai ki yaha hamArI bahuta aMtara-AtmA nahIM hai| asala meM hAtha meM talavAra ho, kSatriya kA mana ho, to bahuta dera na lagegI yaha dekhane meM ki hiMsA hamArI pIr3A hai, dukha hai| vaha hamArA jIvana nahIM hai| vaha hamArA AnaMda nahIM hai| Aja kA vrata hiMsakoM ke lie hai| yadyapi jo apane ko ahiMsaka samajhate haiM ve Aja ke vrata para vicAra karate hue mileMge! maiM to mAna kara calUMgA ki hama hiMsaka ikaTThe hue haiN| aura jaba maiM hiMsA ke bahuta se rUpoM kI Apase bAta karUMgA to Apa samajha pAyeMge ki Apa kisa ahiMsA For Personal & Private Use Only

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rUpa ke hiMsaka haiN| aura ahiMsaka hone kI pahalI zarta hai, apanI hiMsA ko usakI ThIka-ThIka jagaha para pahacAna lenaa| kyoMki jo vyakti hiMsA ko ThIka se pahacAna le, vaha hiMsaka nahIM raha sakatA hai| hiMsaka rahane kI tarakIba, TeknIka eka hI hai ki hama apanI hiMsA ko ahiMsA samajhe jaayeN| isalie asatya, satya ke vastra pahana letA hai| aura hiMsA, ahiMsA ke vastra pahana letI hai| vaha dhokhA paidA hotA hai| sunI hai maiMne eka kathA, sIriyana kathA hai| sauMdarya aura kurUpa kI deviyoM ko jaba paramAtmA ne banAyA aura ve pRthvI para utarIM, to dhUla-dhavAMsa se bhara gae hoMge unake vastra, to eka jhIla ke kinAre vastra rakha kara ve snAna karane jhIla meM giiN| svabhAvataH sauMdarya kI devI ko patA bhI na thA ki usake vastra badale jA sakate haiN| asala meM sauMdarya ko apane vastroM kA patA hI nahIM hotA hai| sauMdarya ko apanI deha kA bhI patA nahIM hotA hai| sirpha kurUpatA ko deha kA bodha hotA hai, sirpha kurUpatA ko vastroM kI ciMtA hotI hai| kyoMki kurUpatA vastroM aura deha kI vyavasthA se apane ko chipAne kA upAya karatI hai| sauMdarya kI devI jhIla meM dUra snAna karate nikala gaI, aura tabhI kurUpatA kI devI ko maukA milA; vaha bAhara AI, usane sauMdarya kI devI ke kapar3e pahane aura calatI bnii| jaba sauMdarya kI devI bAhara AI to bahuta hairAna huii| usake vastra to nahIM the| vaha nagna khar3I thii| gAMva ke loga jAgane zurU ho gaye aura rAha calane lagI thii| aura kurUpatA kI devI usake vastra le kara bhAga gaI thI to majabUrI meM use kurUpatA ke vastra pahana lene pdd'e| aura kathA kahatI hai ki taba se vaha kurUpatA kI devI kA pIchA kara rahI hai aura khoja rahI hai; lekina aba taka milanA nahIM ho paayaa| kurUpatA aba bhI sauMdarya ke vastra pahane hue hai, aura sauMdarya kI devI abhI bhI majabarI meM karUpatA ke vastroM ko oDhe hae hai| ___asala meM asatya ko jaba bhI khar3A honA ho to use satya kA ceharA udhAra lenA par3atA hai! asatya ko bhI khar3A honA ho to use satya kA DhaMga aMgIkAra karanA par3atA hai| hiMsA ko bhI khar3e hone ke lie ahiMsA bananA par3atA hai| isalie ahiMsA kI dizA meM jo pahalI bAta jarUrI hai, vaha yaha hai ki hiMsA ke cehare pahacAna lene jarUrI haiN| khAsa kara usake ahiMsaka cehare, naoNna-vAyaleMTa phesez2a pahacAna lenA bahuta jarUrI hai| hiMsA, sIdhA dhokhA kisI ko bhI nahIM de sktii| duniyA meM koI bhI pApa, sIdhA dhokhA dene meM asamartha hai| pApa ko bhI puNya kI Ar3a meM hI dhokhA denA par3atA hai| yaha puNya ke guNa-gaurava kI kathA hai| isase patA calatA hai ki pApa bhI agara jItatA hai to puNya kA ceharA lagA kara hI jItatA hai| jItatA sadA puNya hI hai! cAhe pApa ke Upara ceharA bana kara jItatA ho aura cAhe khuda kI aMtarAtmA bana kara jItatA ho| pApa kabhI jItatA nhiiN| pApa apane meM hArA huA hai| hiMsA jIta nahIM sktii| lekina duniyA se hiMsA miTatI nahIM, kyoMki hamane hiMsA ke bahuta se ahiMsaka cehare khoja nikAle haiN| to pahale hama hiMsA ke ceharoM ko samajhane kI koziza kreN| __ hiMsA kA sabase pahalA rUpa, sabase pahalI DAyameMzana, usakA jo pahalA AyAma hai, vaha bahuta gaharA hai, vahIM se pkdd'eN| sabase pahalI hiMsA, dUsare ko dUsarA mAnane se zurU hotI hai : jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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TU kansIva da adara, eja da adr| jaise hI maiM kahatA hUM Apa dUsare haiM, maiM Apake prati hiMsaka ho gyaa| asala meM dUsare ke prati ahiMsaka honA asaMbhava hai| hama sirpha apane prati hI ahiMsaka ho sakate haiM, aisA svabhAva hai| hama sirpha apane prati hI ahiMsaka ho sakate haiM, hama dUsare ke prati ahiMsaka ho hI nahIM skte| hone kI bAta hI nahIM uThatI, kyoMki dUsare ko dUsarA svIkAra kara lene meM hI hiMsA zurU ho gii| bahuta sUkSma hai, bahuta gaharI hai| sArca kA vacana hai-da adara iz2a hela, vaha jo dUsarA hai vaha naraka hai| sArca ke isa vacana se maiM thor3I dUra taka rAjI huuN| usakI samajha gaharI hai| vaha ThIka kaha rahA hai ki dUsarA naraka hai| lekina usakI samajha adhUrI bhI hai| dUsarA naraka nahIM hai, dUsare ko dUsarA samajhane meM naraka hai! isalie jo bhI svarga ke thor3e se kSaNa hameM milate haiM, vaha taba milate haiM jaba hama dUsare ko apanA samajhate haiN| use hama prema kahate haiN| agara maiM kisI ko kisI kSaNa meM apanA samajhatA hUM, to usI kSaNa meM mere aura usake bIca jo dhArA bahatI hai vaha ahiMsA kI hai; hiMsA kI nahIM raha jaatii| kisI kSaNa meM dUsare ko apanA samajhane kA kSaNa hI prema kA kSaNa hai| lekina jisako hama apanA samajhate haiM vaha bhI gahare meM dUsarA hI banA rahatA hai| kisI ko apanA kahanA bhI sirpha isa bAta kI svIkRti hai ki tuma ho to dUsare, lekina hama tumheM apanA mAnate haiN| isalie jise hama prema kahate haiM usakI bhI gaharAI meM hiMsA maujUda rahatI hai| aura isalie prema kI phlema, vaha jo prema kI jyoti hai, kabhI kama kabhI jyAdA hotI rahatI hai| kabhI vaha dUsarA ho jAtA hai, kabhI apanA ho jAtA hai| caubIsa ghaMTe meM yaha kaI bAra badalAhaTa hotI hai| jaba vaha jarA dUra nikala jAtA hai aura dUsarA dikhAI par3ane lagatA hai, taba hiMsA bIca meM A jAtI hai| jaba vaha jarA karIba A jAtA hai aura apanA dikhAI par3ane lagatA hai, taba hiMsA thor3I kama ho jAtI hai| lekina jise hama apanA kahate haiM, vaha bhI dUsarA hai| patnI bhI dUsarI hai, cAhe kitanI hI apanI ho| beTA bhI dUsarA hai, cAhe kitanA hI apanA ho| pati bhI dUsarA hai, cAhe kitanA hI apanA ho| apanA kahane meM bhI dUsare kA bhAva sadA maujUda hai| isalie prema bhI pUrI taraha ahiMsaka nahIM ho paataa| prema ke apane hiMsA ke DhaMga haiN| prema apane DhaMga se hiMsA karatA hai| premapUrNa DhaMga se hiMsA karatA hai| patnI, pati ko premapUrNa DhaMga se satAtI hai| pati, patnI ko premapUrNa DhaMga se satAtA hai| bApa, beTe ko premapUrNa DhaMga se satAtA hai| aura jaba satAnA premapUrNa ho to bar3A surakSita ho jAtA hai| phira satAne meM bar3I suvidhA mila jAtI hai, kyoMki hiMsA ne ahiMsA kA ceharA or3ha liyaa| zikSaka vidyArthI ko satAtA hai aura kahatA hai, tumhAre hita ke lie hI satA rahA huuN| jaba hama kisI ke hita ke lie satAte haiM, taba satAnA bar3A AsAna hai| vaha gauravAnvita, puNyakArI ho jAtA hai| isalie dhyAna rakhanA, dUsare ko satAne meM hamAre cehare sadA sApha hote haiN| apanoM ko satAne meM hamAre cehare kabhI bhI sApha nahIM hote| isalie duniyA meM jo bar3I se bar3I hiMsA calatI hai vaha dUsare ke sAtha nahIM, vaha apanoM ke sAtha calatI hai| saca to yaha hai ki kisI ko bhI zatru banAne ke pahale mitra banAnA anivArya zarta hai| ahiMsA va For Personal & Private Use Only

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kisI ko mitra banAne ke lie zatru banAnA anivArya zarta nahIM hai| zarta hI nahIM hai| asala meM zatru banAne ke lie pahale mitra banAnA jarUrI hai| mitra banAye binA zatru nahIM banAyA jA sktaa| hAM, mitra banAyA jA sakatA hai binA zatru bnaaye| usake lie koI zarta nahIM hai zatrutA kii| mitratA sadA zatrutA ke pahale calatI hai| ___ apanoM ke sAtha jo hiMsA hai, vaha ahiMsA kA gahare se gaharA ceharA hai| isalie jisa vyakti ko hiMsA ke prati jAganA ho, use pahale apanoM ke prati jo hiMsA hai, usake prati jAganA hogaa| lekina maiMne kahA ki kisI-kisI kSaNa meM dUsarA apanA mAlUma par3atA hai| bahuta nikaTa ho gaye hote haiM hm| yaha nikaTa honA, dUra honA, bahuta tarala hai| pUre vakta badalatA rahatA hai| isalie hama caubIsa ghaMTe prema meM nahIM hote kisI ke saath| prema ke sirpha kSaNa hote haiN| prema ke ghaMTe nahIM hote| prema ke dina nahIM hote| prema ke varSa nahIM hote| momeMTsa onlii| lekina jaba hama kSaNoM se sthAyitva kA dhokhA dete haiM to hiMsA zurU ho jAtI hai| agara maiM kisI ko prema karatA hUM to yaha kSaNa kI bAta hai| agale kSaNa bhI karUMgA, jarUrI nhiiN| kara sakU~gA, jarUrI nhiiN| lekina agara maiMne vAyadA kiyA ki agale kSaNa bhI prema jArI rakhUgA, to agale kSaNa jaba hama dUra haTa gaye hoMge aura hiMsA bIca meM A gaI hogI taba, taba hiMsA prema kI zakla legii| isalie duniyA meM jitanI apanA banAnevAlI saMsthAeM haiM, saba hiMsaka haiN| parivAra se jyAdA hiMsA aura kisI saMsthA ne nahIM kI hai, lekina usakI hiMsA bar3I sUkSma hai| isalie agara saMnyAsI ko parivAra chor3a denA par3A, to usakA kAraNa thaa| usakA kAraNa thA-sUkSmatama hiMsA ke bAhara ho jaanaa| aura koI kAraNa nahIM thA, aura koI bhI kAraNa nahIM thaa| sirpha eka hI kAraNa thA ki hiMsA kA eka sUkSmatama jAla hai jo apanA kahanevAle kara rahe haiN| unase lar3anA bhI muzkila hai, kyoMki ve hamAre hita meM hI kara rahe haiN| parivAra kA hI phailA huA bar3A rUpa samAja hai, isalie samAja ne jitanI hiMsA kI hai, usakA hisAba lagAnA kaThina hai! saca to yaha hai ki samAja ne karIba-karIba vyakti ko mAra DAlA hai! isalie dhyAna rahe jaba Apa samAja ke sadasya kI haisiyata se kisI ke sAtha vyavahAra karate haiM taba Apa hiMsaka hote haiN| agara Apa jaina kI taraha kisI vyakti se vyavahAra karate haiM to Apa hiMsaka haiN| hiMdU kI taraha vyavahAra karate haiM to Apa hiMsaka haiN| musalamAna kI taraha vyavahAra karate haiM to Apa hiMsaka haiN| kyoMki aba Apa vyakti kI taraha vyavahAra nahIM kara rahe, aba Apa samAja kI taraha vyavahAra kara rahe haiN| aura abhI vyakti hI ahiMsaka nahIM ho pAyA to samAja ke ahiMsaka hone kI saMbhAvanA to bahata dara hai| samAja to ahiMsaka ho hI nahIM sakatA, isalie duniyA meM jo bar3I hiMsAeM haiM, vaha vyaktiyoM ne nahIM kI haiM, vaha samAjoM ne kI haiN| ____ agara eka musalamAna ko hama kaheM ki isa maMdira meM Aga lagA do, to akelA musalamAna, vyakti kI haisiyata se, paccIsa bAra socegaa| kyoMki hiMsA bahuta sApha dikhAI par3a rahI hai| lekina dasa hajAra musalamAnoM kI bhIr3a meM usako khar3A kara deM taba vaha eka bAra bhI nahIM socegA, kyoMki dasa hajAra kI bhIr3a eka samAja hai| aba hiMsA sApha na raha gaI, jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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balki aba yaha ho sakatA hai ki vaha dharma ke hita meM hI maMdira meM Aga lagA de| ThIka yahI masjida ke sAtha hiMdU kara sakatA hai| ThIka yahI sAre duniyA ke samAja eka-dUsare ke sAtha kara rahe haiN| samAja kA matalaba hai apanoM kI bhiidd'| aura duniyA meM taba taka hiMsA miTAnI muzkila hai jaba taka hama apanoM kI bhIr3a banAne kI jida baMda nahIM krte| apanoM kI bhIr3a kA matalaba hai ki yaha bhIDa sadA parAyoM kI bhIDa ke khilApha khaDI hogii| isalie daniyA ke sabase hiMsAtmaka hote haiN| duniyA kA koI saMgaThana ahiMsAtmaka nahIM ho sktaa| saMbhAvanA nahIM hai abhI, zAyada karor3oM varSa laga jaayeN| jaba pUrA manuSya rUpAMtarita ho jAye to zAyada kabhI ahiMsAtmaka logoM kA koI milana ho ske| ___abhI to saba milana hiMsAtmaka logoM ke haiM, cAhe parivAra ho| parivAra dUsare logoM ke khilApha khar3I kI gaI ikAI hai| parivAra bAyolaoNjikala yUniTa hai| jaivika ikAI hai, dUsarI jaivika ikAiyoM ke khilaaph| samAja, dUsare samAjoM ke khilApha sAmAjika ikAI hai| rAjya, dUsare rAjyoM ke khilApha rAjanaitika ikAI hai| ye saba ikAiyAM hiMsA kI haiN| manuSya usa dina ahiMsaka hogA jisa dina manuSya nipaTa vyakti hone ko rAjI ho| __isalie mahAvIra ko jaina nahIM kahA jA sakatA, aura jo kahate hoM, ve mahAvIra ke sAtha anyAya karate haiN| mahAvIra kisI samAja ke hisse nahIM ho skte| kRSNa ko hiMdU nahIM kahA jA sakatA, aura jIsasa ko IsAI kahanA nipaTa pAgalapana hai| ye vyakti haiM, inakI ikAI ye khuda haiN| ye kisI dUsarI ikAI ke sAtha jur3ane ko rAjI nahIM haiN| saMnyAsa samasta ikAiyoM ke sAtha jur3ane se inakAra hai| asala meM saMnyAsa isa bAta kI khabara hai ki samAja hiMsA hai, aura samAja ke sAtha khar3e hone meM hiMsaka honA hI pdd'egaa| apanoM kA ceharA, hiMsA kA sUkSmatama rUpa hai| __isalie prema jise hama kahate haiM vaha bhI ahiMsA nahIM bana paataa| apanA jise kahate haiM vaha bhI 'maiM' nahIM huuN| vaha bhI dUsarA hai| ahiMsA usa kSaNa zurU hogI jisa dina dUsarA nahIM hai; da adara iz2a noNtt| yaha nahIM ki vaha apanA hai| vaha hai hI nhiiN| lekina yaha kyA bAta hai ki dUsarA, dUsarA dikhAI par3atA hai| hogA hI dUsarA, tabhI dikhAI par3atA hai| nahIM, jaisA dikhAI par3atA hai vaisA ho hI, aisA jarUrI nahIM hai| aMdhere meM rassI bhI sAMpa dikhAI par3atI hai| rozanI hone se patA calatA hai ki aisA nahIM hai| khAlI AMkhoM se dekhane para patthara Thosa dikhAI par3atA hai| vijJAna kI gaharI AMkhoM se dekhane para Thosapana vidA ho jAtA hai| patthara sabsTeMziala nahIM raha jaataa| asala meM patthara patthara hI nahIM raha jaataa| patthara maiTIriyala hI nahIM raha jaataa| patthara padArtha hI nahIM raha jAtA, sirpha enarjI raha jAtA hai| nahIM, jaisA dikhAI par3atA hai vaisA hI nahIM hai| jaisA dikhAI par3atA hai vaha hamAre dekhane kI kSamatA kI sUcanA hai sirph| dUsarA hai, isalie dikhAI par3atA hai ? nahIM, dUsare ke dikhAI par3ane kA kAraNa dUsare kA honA nahIM hai| dUsare ke dikhAI par3ane kA kAraNa bahuta adabhuta hai| use samajha lenA jarUrI hai| use binA samajhe hama hiMsA kI gaharAI ko na samajha skeNge| ahiMsA 7 For Personal & Private Use Only

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dUsarA isalie dikhAI par3atA hai ki maiM abhI nahIM huuN| yaha zAyada khayAla meM nahIM AyegA ekadama se| maiM nahIM hUM, mujhe merA koI patA nahIM hai| isa mere na hone ko, isa mere patA na hone ko, isa mere Atma-ajJAna ko maiMne dUsare kA jJAna banA liyA hai| hama dUsare ko dekha rahe haiM, kyoMki hama apane ko dekhanA nahIM jaante| aura dekhanA to par3egA hii| dekhane kI do saMbhAvanAeM haiM : yA to vaha adara DAyarekTeDa ho, dUsare kI tarapha ho tIra dekhane kA; yA inara DAyarekTeDa ho, aMtara kI ora tIra ho| inara eroDa yA adara eroDa ho| dUsare ko dekheM yA apane ko dekheM, ye dekhane ke do vikalpa haiN| ye dekhane ke do DAimenzana haiN| cUMki hama apane ko dekha hI nahIM sakate, dekha hI nahIM pAte, dekhA hI nahIM, hama dUsare ko hI dekhate rahate haiN| dUsare kA honA Atma-ajJAna se paidA hotA hai| asala meM dhyAna ke DAyameMzana haiN| eka yuvaka haoNkI ke maidAna meM khela rahA hai, paira meM coTa laga gaI, khUna baha rahA hai| hajAroM darzakoM ko dikhAI par3a rahA hai ki paira se khUna baha rahA hai, sirpha use patA nahIM hai| kyA ho gayA hai usako? hoza meM nahIM hai? hoza meM pUrA hai, kyoMki geMda kI jarA-sI gati bhI, choTI-sI gati bhI use dikhAI par3a rahI hai| behoza hai ? behoza bilakula nahIM hai, kyoMki dUsare khilAr3iyoM kA jarA-sA mUvameMTa, jarA-sI halacala usakI AMkha meM hai| behoza vaha nahIM hai, kyoMki khuda ko pUrI taraha saMtulita karake vaha daur3a rahA hai| lekina yaha paira se khUna gira rahA hai, yaha dikhAI kyoM nahIM par3a rahA hai? yaha use patA kyoM nahIM cala rahA hai? usakI sArI aTeMzana adara DAyarekTeDa hai| usakI cetanA isa samaya vana-DAyameMzanala hai| vaha bAhara kI dizA meM lagI hai| vaha khela meM vyasta hai| vaha itane jora se vyasta hai ki cetanA kA Tukar3A bhI nahIM bacA hai jo bhItara kI tarapha jA ske| saba bAhara cetanA baha rahI hai| khela baMda ho gayA hai, vaha paira pakar3a kara baiTha gayA hai aura ro rahA hai! aura kaha rahA hai, bahuta coTa laga gaI! mujhe patA kyoM nahIM calA? AdhA ghaMTA vaha kahAM thA? AdhA ghaMTA bhI vaha thA, lekina dUsare para keMdrita thaa| aba lauTa AyA apane pr| aba use patA cala rahA hai ki paira meM coTa laga gaI, darda hai, pIr3A hai| aba usakA dhyAna apane zarIra kI tarapha gyaa| lekina gahare meM vaha abhI bhI adara DAyarekTeDa hai| abhI bhI dhyAna usakA zarIra para gayA hai| vaha bhI dUsarA hI hai| vaha bhI bAhara hI hai| abhI bhI use patA cala rahA hai ki paira meM darda ho rahA hai| abhI bhI use 'usakA' patA nahIM cala rahA hai jise patA cala rahA hai ki darda ho rahA hai| abhI usakA use koI patA nhiiN| abhI bhI usakA use koI patA nahIM hai| abhI aura bhItara kI bhI yAtrA saMbhava hai| abhI vaha bIca meM khar3A hai| dUsarA bAhara hai, maiM bhItara hUM, aura donoM ke bIca meM merA zarIra hai| hamArI yAtrA, yA to dUsarA yA apanA zarIra-inake bIca hotI rahatI hai| hamArI cetanA inake bIca DolatI rahatI hai| yA to hama dUsare ko jAnate haiM yA apane zarIra ko jAnate haiM, vaha bhI dUsarA hai| asala meM apane zarIra kA matalaba kevala itanA hai ki hamAre aura dUsare ke bIca saMbaMdhoM ke jo tIra haiM, taTa haiM, jahAM hamArI cetanA kI nadI bahatI rahatI hai, vaha merA zarIra aura ApakA zarIra inake bIca bahatI rahatI hai| Apase bhI merA matalaba Apase nahIM hai, kyoMki jaba merA jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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matalaba mere zarIra se hotA hai to Apase matalaba sirpha Apake zarIra se hotA hai| na ApakI cetanA se mujhe koI prayojana hai, na mujhe ApakI cetanA kA koI patA hai| jise apanI cetanA kA patA nahIM, use dUsare kI cetanA kA patA ho bhI kaise sakatA hai? ____ mujhe mere zarIra kA patA hai aura Apake zarIra kA patA hai| agara ThIka se kaheM to hiMsA do zarIroM ke bIca kA saMbaMdha hai-rilezanazipa biTavIna TU boNddiij| aura do zarIroM ke bIca ahiMsA kA koI saMbaMdha nahIM ho sktaa| zarIroM ke bIca saMbaMdha sadA hiMsA kA hogaa| acchI hiMsA kA ho sakatA hai, burI hiMsA kA ho sakatA hai; khataranAka hiMsA kA ho sakatA hai, gairakhataranAka hiMsA kA ho sakatA hai| lekina taya karanA muzkila hai ki khatarA kaba gaira-khatarA ho jAtA hai, gaira-khatarA kaba khatarA bana jAtA hai| eka AdamI prema se kisI ko chAtI se dabA rahA hai| bilakula gaira-khataranAka hiMsA hai| asala meM dUsare ke zarIra ko dabAne kA sukha le rahA hai| lekina aura thor3A bar3ha jAye, aura jora se dabAye to ghabar3AhaTa zurU ho jaayegii| chor3e hI nA, aura jora se dabAye aura zvAsa ghuTane lage, to jo prema thA vaha tatkAla ghRNA bana jAyegA, hiMsA bana jaayegaa| aise premI haiM jinako hama saiDisTa kahate haiM, jinako hama parapIr3aka kahate haiN| ve jaba taka dUsare ko satA na leM taba taka unakA prema pUrA nahIM hotaa| vaise hama saba prema meM eka-dUsare ko thoDA satAte haiN| jisako hama caMbana kahate haiM. vaha satAne kA eka DhaMga hai| lekina dhImA, maaildd| hiMsA usameM pUrI hai lekina bahuta dhiimii| lekina thor3A aura bar3ha jAye, kATanA zurU ho jAye, to hiMsA thor3I bddh'ii| kucha premI kATate bhI haiN| lekina taba taka bhI calegA, lekina phira phAr3anA-cIranA zurU ho jAye...jinhoMne prema ke zAstra likhe haiM unhoMne nakha-daMza bhI prema kI eka vyavasthA dI hai| ki nAkhUna se premI ko daMza pahuMcAnA, vaha bhI prema hai| ___ hiMdustAna meM, hiMdustAna ke jo kAmazAstra ke jJAtA haiM, ve kahate haiM : jaba taka premI ko nAkhUna se khureceM nahIM, taba taka usake bhItara prema hI paidA nahIM hotaa| lekina nAkhUna se khurecanA! to phira eka aujAra lekara khurecane meM harja kyA hai? vaha bar3ha sakatA hai! vaha bar3ha jAtA hai! kyoMki jaba nAkhUna se khurecanA roja kI Adata bana jAyegI, taba phira rasa kho jaayegaa| phira eka hathiyAra rakhanA pdd'egaa| jisa AdamI ke nAma para saiDijma zabda banA, da sAde ke nAma para, vaha AdamI apane sAtha eka kor3A bhI rakhatA thA, eka kAMTA bhI rakhatA thA pAMca aMguliyoM vAlA, patthara bhI rakhatA thA, aura bhI prema ke kaI sAdhana apane baiga meM rakhatA thaa| aura jaba kisI ko prema karatA to daravAjA lagA kara, tAlA baMda karake, basa kor3A nikAla letaa| pahale vaha dUsare ke zarIra ko piitttaa| jaba usakI preyasI kA sArA zarIra kor3oM se lahU-luhAna ho jAtA, taba vaha kAMTe cubhaataa|...yh saba prema thaa| ___ Apa kaheMge, yaha apanA vAlA prema nahIM hai| basa yaha sirpha thor3A Age gyaa| DiphareMsa iz2a onalI oNpha ddigriij| isameM koI jyAdA, koI kvAliTeTiva pharka nahIM hai, koI guNAtmaka pharka nahIM hai, kvAMTiTeTiva, parimANa kA, mAtrA kA pharka hai| asala meM dUsare ke zarIra se hamAre jo bhI saMbaMdha haiM, ve kama yA jyAdA, hiMsA ke hoNge| isase jyAdA koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| ahiMsA For Personal & Private Use Only

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kaI premiyoM ne apanI preyasiyoM kI gardana dabA DAlI hai prema ke kSaNoM meM, mAra hI DAlA hai! una para mukadame cale haiN| adAlateM nahIM samajha pAyIM ki yaha kaisA prema hai ? lekina adAlatoM ko samajhanA cAhie, yaha thor3A Age bar3ha gayA prema hai! yaha saMbaMdha jarA ghaniSTha ho gyaa| vaise sabhI premI eka-dUsare kI gardana dabAte haiN| koI hAtha se dabAtA hai, koI mana se dabAtA hai, koI aura-aura tarakIboM se dabAtA hai| lekina premI ko dabAnA hamArA DhaMga rahA hai| kama-jyAdA kI bAta dUsarI hai| do zarIroM ke bIca meM jo saMbaMdha hai, vaha cAhe churA mArane kA ho aura cAhe cuMbana kA aura AliMgana kA ho, usameM buniyAdI pharka nahIM hai| usameM mUlataH pharka nahIM hai| yaha jAna kara Apako hairAnI hogI ki dUsare ke zarIra meM churA bhoMkane meM kucha logoM ko jo AnaMda AtA hai, kyA kabhI Apane khayAla kiyA ki usakA khayAla seksuala peniTrezana se hI paidA huA hai? dUsare ke zarIra meM churA bhoMkane kA jo rasa hai, yA dUsare ke zarIra ko golI mAra dene kA jo rasa hai, kyA vaha yauna-paravarzana se hI paidA nahIM huA hai? asala meM yauna kA sukha bhI, dUsare ke zarIra meM praveza kA sukha hai| agara kisI AdamI kA dimAga thor3A vikRta ho gayA to vaha praveza ke dUsare rAste khoja sakatA hai| vikRta kaheM yA invenTiva kaheM, AviSkAraka ho gyaa| vaha kaha sakatA hai ki dUsare ke zarIra meM yauna kI dRSTi se praveza to jAnavara bhI karate haiM, isameM AdamI kI kyA khUbI? AdamI aura bhI tarakIbeM khojatA hai jinase vaha dUsare ke zarIra meM praveza kara jaaye| jo gahare meM khojate haiM ve kahate haiM ki dUsare kI hatyA kA sukha paravarTeDa seksa hai| ve kahate haiM ki dUsare ko mAra DAlane kA rasa, dUsare meM praveza kA rasa hai| ____ kabhI-kabhI choTe bacce, Apane khayAla kiyA, agara calatA huA kIr3A dekhate haiM to tor3a kara dekheMge; phUla milegA to usako phAr3akara dekheNge| kyA Apa soca sakate haiM ki kisI AdamI ko dUsare AdamI ko phAr3akara dekhane meM vahI jijJAsA kAma kara rahI hai? kyA Apa kaha sakate haiM ki vijJAna bhI bahuta gahare meM vAyaleMsa hai? cIjoM ko phAr3akara dekhane kI ceSTA hai| lekina svIkRta hai| agara Apa meDhaka ko mAra rahe haiM bAhara, to loga kaheMge, burA kara rahe haiN| lekina leboreTrI ke Tebala para meDhaka ko kATa rahe haiM to koI burA nahIM khegaa| lekina ho sakatA hai yaha kATanevAlA jo rasa le rahA hai, vaha vahI rasa hai| __abhI bahuta dera hai ki hama vaijJAnika ke citta ko ThIka se samajha pAyeM, anyathA hameM patA calegA ki usane apanI hiMsA kI vRtti ko vaijJAnika rukha de diyA hai, jo svIkRta rukha hai| aura hama hiMsA kI vRtti ko bahuta se rukha de sakate haiN| kabhI hamane yajJa kA rukha de diyA thA, vaha rilIjiyasa DhaMga thA hiMsA kaa|| kisI AdamI ko kisI jAnavara ko kATanA hai| kATane meM burAI hai, pApa hai to phira kATane ko puNya banA liyA jaaye| to hama yajJa meM kATeM, devatA kI vedI para kATeM, to puNya ho jaayegaa| kATane kA majA lenA hai| lekina aba vaha pAgalapana ho gyaa| aba hama jAnate haiM ki devatA kI koI vedI nahIM hai; 10 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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aba hama jAnate haiM ki koI yajJa kI vedI nahIM hai, jahAM kATA jA ske| aura agara kATanA hai to ImAnadArI se yaha kahakara kATo ki mujhe kATanA hai! isameM devatA ko kyoM phaMsAte ho? isameM bhagavAna ko kyoM bIca meM lAte ho? rAmakRSNa kI jiMdagI meM eka ullekha hai ki eka AdamI rAmakRSNa ke pAsa niraMtara AtA thaa| hara varSa kAlI ke utsava para vaha saikar3oM bakare kaTavAtA thaa| phira bakare kaTane baMda ho gye| phira usa AdamI ne jalasA manAnA baMda kara diyaa| phira do varSa bIta gye| rAmakRSNa ke pAsa vaha bahuta dina nahIM aayaa| phira acAnaka aayaa| rAmakRSNa ne kahA, kyA kAlI kI bhakti chor3a dI? aba bakare nahIM kaTavAte? usane kahA, aba dAMta hI na rahe, aba bakare kaTavAne se kyA phAyadA? to rAmakRSNa ne kahA, kyA tuma dAMtoM kI vajaha se bakare kaTavAte the? to usane kahA, jaba dAMta gire taba mujhe patA calA ki aba mujhe koI rasa na rhaa| aise mAMsa khAne meM kaThinAI par3atI hai, kAlI kI Ar3a le kara khAnA AsAna ho jAtA hai| lekina purAnI vediyAM gira gaIM dharma kii| aba kA dharma vijJAna hai| isalie vijJAna kI vedI para aba hiMsA calatI hai, bahuta taraha kI hiMsA calatI hai| vijJAna hajAra taraha ke TArcara ke upAya kara letA hai, lekina koI inakAra hama nahIM kreNge| isI taraha kabhI hamane dharma kI vedI para inakAra nahIM kiyA thA, kyoMki usa samaya dharma kI vedI svIkRta thii| aba vijJAna kI vedI svIkRta hai| __ agara eka vaijJAnika kI prayogazAlA meM jAyeM to bahuta hairAna ho jaayeNge| kitane cUhe mAre jA rahe haiN| kitane meDhaka kATe jA rahe haiN| kitane jAnavara ulTe-sIdhe laTakAye gaye haiN| kitane jAnavara behoza DAle gaye haiN| kitane jAnavaroM kI cIra-phAr3a kI jA rahI hai| yaha saba cala rahA hai| lekina vaijJAnika ko bilakula pakkA khayAla hai ki vaha hiMsA nahIM kara rahA hai| usakA khayAla hai ki vaha AdamI ke lie sukha khojane ke lie kara rahA hai| basa, taba hiMsA ne ahiMsA kA ceharA or3ha liyaa| aba calegA! aba Apa jaba kisI ko prema karate haiM to khayAla karanA ki Apake bhItara kI hiMsA prema kI zakla to nahIM bana jAtI? agara bana jAtI hai to vaha khataranAka se khataranAka zakla hai, kyoMki usakA smaraNa AnA bahuta muzkila hai| hama samajhate raheMge, hama prema hI kara rahe haiN| dUsarA, taba taka dUsarA hai, jaba taka mujhe merA patA nahIM hai| ise maiM hiMsA kI buniyAda kahatA huuN| hiMsA kA artha hai : da adara oriyeMTeDa kAMzasanesa, dUsare se utpanna ho rahI cetnaa| svayaM se utpanna ho rahI cetanA ahiMsA bana jAtI hai, dUsare se utpanna ho rahI cetanA hiMsA bana jAtI hai| lekina hameM dUsare kA hI patA hai| hama jaba bhI dekhate haiM, dUsare ko dekhate haiN| aura agara hama kabhI apane saMbaMdha meM bhI socate haiM, apane bAbata bhI socate haiM, to hamezA vAyA da adara, vaha dUsare hamArI bAbata kyA socate haiM, usI taraha socate haiN| agara merI apanI bhI koI zakla hai, to vaha Apake dvArA dI gaI zakla hai| isalie maiM sadA DarA rahUMgA ki kahIM Apake mana meM mere prati burA khayAla na A jAye, anyathA merI zakla bigar3a jaayegii| kyoMki merI apanI to koI zakla hai nhiiN| akhabAroM kI ahiMsA For Personal & Private Use Only

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kaTiMga kATakara maiMne apanA ceharA banAyA hai| ApakI bAteM sunakara, ApakI opiniyana ikaTThI karake, maiMne apanI pratimA banAI hai| agara usameM se eka pIche khisaka jAtA hai-koI bhakta gAlI dene lagatA hai, koI anuyAyI duzmana ho jAtA hai, koI mitra sAtha nahIM detA, koI beTA bApa ko inakAra karane lagatA hai to bApa kI pratimA girane lagatI hai, guru kI pratimA girane lagatI hai| vaha ghabar3Ane lagatA hai ki mraa| kyoMki merI to apanI koI zakla nahIM hai, merI apanI koI pratimA nhiiN| inhIM sabane mujhe eka pratimA dI thii| bApa ko apane bApa hone kA patA nahIM hai, kisI ke beTA hone bhara kA patA hai| usake beTA hone kI vajaha se vaha bApa hai| agara vaha beTA, beTA hone se inakAra karane lage, to bApa kA bApa honA muzkila meM par3a gayA! pati ko pati hone kA koI patA nahIM hai, vaha patnI ke saMdarbha meM pati hai| agara patnI jarA hI svataMtratA lene lage to usakA pati honA gar3abar3a ho gyaa| hama saba dUsaroM ke Upara nirbhara haiN| vaha jo dUsare para nirbhara hai, vaha niraMtara dUsare ko dekhatA rhegaa| svapna meM bhI hama dUsare ko dekhate haiN| jAgane meM bhI dUsare ko dekhate haiN| dhyAna ke lie baiThe to bhI dUsare kA dhyAna karate haiN| agara dhyAna ko bhI baiTheMge, to mahAvIra kA dhyAna kareMge, buddha kA dhyAna kareMge, kRSNa kA dhyAna kreNge| vahAM bhI 'da adara' maujUda hai| jisa dhyAna meM dUsarA maujUda hai, vaha hiMsAtmaka dhyAna hai| jisa dhyAna meM Apa hI raha gaye sirpha, vaha zAyada Apako ahiMsA meM le jaaye| __ dUsarA hai, isalie nahIM dikhAI par3a rhaa| hama dikhAI nahIM par3a rahe haiM to hamArI cetanA dUsare para keMdrita ho gaI hai| jisa dina maiM dikhAI paDUMgA mujhe, usa dina Apa dUsare kI taraha dikhAI par3ane baMda ho jaayeNge| isalie mahAvIra jaba cIMTI se baca kara cala rahe haiM to Apa isa bhrAMti meM mata rahanA ki Apa bhI jaba cIMTI se baca kara calate haiM, to vahI kAraNa hai jo mahAvIra kA kAraNa hai| Apa jaba cIMTI se baca kara calate haiM, to cIMTI se baca kara cala rahe haiN| aura mahAvIra jaba cIMTI se baca kara calate haiM to apane para hI paira na par3a jAye, isalie baca kara cala rahe haiM! ina donoM meM buniyAdI pharka hai| mahAvIra kA bacanA ahiNsaa| ApakA bacanA hiMsA hI hai| dUsarA maujUda hai ki cIMTI na mara jaaye| aura cIMTI na mara jAye isakI ciMtA Apako kyoM hai? isakI ciMtA sirpha isalie hai ki kahIM cIMTI ke marane se pApa na laga jaaye| vaha adara oriyeMTeDa kAMzasanesa hai| ki kahIM cIMTI ke marane se pApa na laga jAye, kahIM cIMTI ke marane se naraka meM na jAnA par3e, kahIM cIMTI ke marane se puNya na china jAye, kahIM cIMTI ke marane se svarga na kho jAye! cIMTI se koI prayojana nahIM hai, prayojana sadA apane se hai| lekina cIMTI para oriyeMTeDa hai| dimAga cIMTI para keMdrita hai, cIMTI se baca rahe haiN| nahIM, Apako aisA nahIM lagatA jaisA mahAvIra ko lagatA hai| mahAvIra kA cIMTI se bacanA bahuta bhinna hai| vaha cIMTI se bacanA hI nahIM hai| agara mahAvIra se hama pUche ki kyoM baca rahe haiM? to vaha kaheMge, apane para hI paira kaise rakhA jA sakatA hai? nahIM, yaha bacanA nahIM hai| asala meM apane para paira rakhanA asaMbhava hai| jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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rAmakRSNa eka dina gaMgA pAra kara rahe haiN| baiThe haiM nAva meN| acAnaka cillAne lagate haiM jora se, ki mata mAro, mata mAro, kyoM mujhe mArate ho? pAsa, Asa-pAsa baiThe loga koI bhI unako nahIM mAra rahe haiN| saba bhakta haiM, unake paira chUte haiM, paira dabAte haiM, unako koI mAratA to nhiiN| saba kahane lage, Apa kyA kaha rahe haiM? kauna Apako mAra rahA hai? rAmakRSNa cillAye jA rahe haiN| unhoMne pITha ughAr3a dii| pITha para dekhA to kor3e ke nizAna haiN| khUna jhalaka AyA hai| saba bahuta ghabar3A gye| rAmakRSNa se pUchA, yaha kyA ho gayA? kisane mArA Apako? rAmakRSNa ne kahA, vaha dekho, ve mujhe mAra rahe haiN| __usa kinAre para mallAha eka AdamI ko mAra rahe haiM kor3oM se, aura usakI pITha para jo nizAna bane haiM ve rAmakRSNa kI pITha para bhI bana gye| ThIka vahI nishaan| aura jaba taTa para utara kara bhIr3a laga gaI hai aura donoM ke nizAna dekhe gaye haiM to taya karanA muzkila ho gayA ki kor3e kisako mAre gaye? orijinala kauna hai ? rAmakRSNa ko coTa jyAdA pahuMcI hai mallAha se| nizAna vahI haiM, coTa jyAdA hai| kyoMki mallAha to virodha bhI kara rahA hogA bhItara se, rAmakRSNa ne to pUrA svIkAra hI kara liyA! coTa jyAdA gaharI ho gii| lekina rAmakRSNa ke mukha se jo zabda nikalA--'mujhe mata mAro', isakA matalaba samajhate haiM? eka zabda hai hamAre pAsa, simpaithI, shaanubhuuti| yaha sahAnubhUti nahIM hai| sahAnubhUti hiMsaka ke mana meM hotI hai| vaha kahatA hai, mata mAro use| dUsare ko mata maaro| sahAnubhUti kA matalaba hai ki mujhe dayA AtI hai| lekina dayA sadA dUsare para AtI hai| yaha sahAnubhUti nahIM hai, yaha samAnubhUti hai, impaithI hai| simpaithI nahIM hai| yahAM rAmakRSNa yaha nahIM kaha rahe haiM ki use' mata maaro| rAmakRSNa kaha rahe haiM 'mujhe' mata mAro-yahAM dUsarA gira gayA! asala meM dUsare se jo hamArA phAsalA hai vaha zarIra kA hI phAsalA hai, cetanA kA koI phAsalA nhiiN| cetanA ke tala para do nahIM haiN| hama dUsare ko bacAyeM to vaha ahiMsA nahIM ho sktii| hama dUsare ko bacAyeM, to vaha bhI hiMsA hI hai| jisa dina hama hI raha jAte haiM, aura bacane ko koI bhI nahIM raha jAtA, usa dina ahiMsA phalita hotI hai| isalie ahiMsA ke bAbata isa gaharI hiMsA ko samajha lenA jarUrI hai, ki vaha jo dUsarA hai usase chuTakArA kaise hogaa| vaha sAJa ThIka kahatA hai ki da adara iz2a hela, para jyAdA acchA hogA ki sArca ke vacana meM thor3A pharka kara diyA jAye-da adara iz2a nATa hela, da adaranesa iz2a hel| dUsarA nahIM hai narka, duusraapn| dUsarApana gira jAye to dUsarA bhI dUsarA nahIM hai| ___ mahAvIra kI ahiMsA ko nahIM samajhA jA sakA, kyoMki hama hiMsakoM ne mahAvIra kI ahiMsA ko hiMsA kI zabdAvalI de dii| hamane kahA, dUsare ko dukha mata do| lekina dhyAna rahe jaba taka dUsarA hai taba taka dukha jArI rhegaa| cAhe usakI chAtI meM churA bhoMko aura cAhe use dUsare kI najara se churA bhoMko, usase koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| __kyA Apako khayAla hai ki Apa kamare meM akele baiThe hoM aura koI bhItara A jAye to Apa vahI nahIM raha jAte jo Apa akele the| kyoMki dasare ne Akara hiMsA zarU kara dii| usakI AMkha, usakI maujUdagI! vaha Apako mAra nahIM rahA hai, Apako coTa nahIM pahuMcA rahA hai, bahuta ahiMsA 13 For Personal & Private Use Only

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14 acchI bAteM kara rahA hai, kaha rahA hai, Apa kuzala se to haiM; lekina usakA dekhnaa...| jaise hI dUsarA bhItara AtA hai - hI haija meDa grU da adara / jaise hI koI kamare meM bhItara AyA usane Apako bhI dUsarA banA diyaa| hiMsA zurU ho gii| aba usakI AMkha, usakA nirIkSaNa, usakA dekhanA, usakA baiThanA, usakA honA, usakI prejeMsa, hiMsA hai| aba Apa Dara gaye, kyoMki hama sirpha hiMsA se Dara jAte haiN| aba Apa bhayabhIta ho gye| aba Apa saMbhala kara baiTha gye| Apa apane bAtharUma meM aura taraha ke AdamI hote haiM, Apa apane baiThakakhAne meM aura taraha ke AdamI ho jAte haiN| kyoMki baiThakakhAne meM hiMsA kI saMbhAvanA hai| baiThakakhAnA vaha jagaha hai jahAM hama dUsaroM kI hiMsA ko jhelate haiN| jahAM hama dUsaroM kA svAgata karate haiM, jahAM hama dUsaroM ko nimaMtrita karate haiM / ahiMsAtmaka DhaMga se hamane baiThakakhAnA sajAyA hai| isalie baiThakakhAnA hama khUba sajAte haiM ki dUsare kI hiMsA kama se kama ho jAye / vaha sajAvaTa dUsare kI hiMsA ko kama kara de| isalie baiThakakhAne ke cehare hamAre muskurAte hote haiN| kyoMki muskurAhaTa dUsare kI hiMsA ke khilApha ArakSaNa hai| acche zabda bolate haiM baiThakakhAne meM, ziSTAcAra baratate haiM, sabhyatA baratate haiN| yaha saba iMtajAma hai, yaha saba sikyoriTI aura sephTI mejarsa haiM ki dUsare AdamI kI hiMsA ko thor3I kama kro| agara Apa bhI gAlI deMge to dUsare kI hiMsA ko prabala hone kA maukA milegaa| Apa kahate haiM : bar3I kRpA kI ki Apa Aye ! atithi to bhagavAna hai ! virAjiye ! to usa dUsare kI hiMsA ko Apa kama kara rahe haiN| aba use hiMsaka hone meM kaThinAI pdd'egii| dUsarA bhI ApakI hiMsA ko kama kara rahA hai| isalie jaba do AdamI pahalI daphe milate haiM taba unake bIca bar3A ziSTAcAra hotA hai| tIna-cAra ghaMTe ke bAda ziSTAcAra gira jAtA hai| tIna-cAra dina ke bAda samApta ho jAtA hai| tIna-cAra mahIne ke bAda ve eka-dUsare ko gAlI dene lagate haiN| hAlAMki kahate haiM, prema meM de rahe haiM, dostI meM de rahe haiM ! pahale milate haiM to kahate haiM, 'Apa', do-tIna mahIne ke bAda milate haiM to kahate haiM, 'tU' / yaha bAta kyA ho gaI tIna mahIne meM ? asala meM aba donoM kI hiMsA seTelDa, vyavasthita ho gii| aba itanA jyAdA surakSA kA iMtajAma karanA jarUrI nahIM hai| dUsare kI maujUdagI bhI hiMsA bana jAtI hai| Apake lie hI nahIM, ApakI maujUdagI bhI dUsare ke lie hiMsA bana jAtI hai| mahAvIra kI jiMdagI meM eka bahuta adabhuta ghaTanA hai| mahAvIra saMnyAsa lenA cAhate the| to unhoMne apanI mAM se kahA ki maiM jAUM saMnyAsa le lUM? unakI mAM ne kahA, mere sAmane dubArA yaha bAta mata khnaa| jaba taka maiM jiMdA hUM taba taka saMnyAsa nahIM le skte| mujha para bar3A dukha par3a jaayegaa| mahAvIra lauTa gye| mAM ne na socA hogA, kyoMki Amataura se saMnyAsI itane ahiMsaka nahIM hote ki itanI jaldI lauTa jaayeN| agara hiMsaka vRtti hotI mahAvIra kI to aura jida pakar3a jAte / kahate ki nahIM, lekara hI rhuuNgaa| yaha saMsAra to saba mAyA-moha hai! kauna apanA ? kauna parAyA? yaha jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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saba to jhUTha hai! saMnyAsa lekara rhuuNgaa| tuma rokane vAlI kauna ho? baMdhana kaisA? lekina nahIM, mahAvIra cupacApa lauTa gye| mAM bhI hairAna huI hogI, kyoMki aisA saMnyAsI, jo eka daphe kahe ki saMnyAsa lenA cAhatA hUM aura mAM kaha de, pitA kaha de, patnI kaha de ki nahIM mujhe bahuta dukha hogA, aura lauTa jAye! aisA AdamI kabhI saMnyAsI ho sakatA hai? kabhI nahIM ho sktaa| hone kI jarUrata bhI nahIM hai| aisA AdamI saMnyAsI hai! mAM mara gii| pitA mara gye| maraghaTa se lauTa rahe haiM mhaaviir| apane bar3e bhAI se kahA ki bAta huI thI mAtA-pitA se, to ve bole the jaba taka ve haiM taba taka saMnyAsa na lUM, unheM dukha hogaa| aba saMnyAsa le sakatA hUM? ghara lauTa rahe haiM maraghaTa se! bhAI ne kahA, tuma pAgala ho gaye ho? mAM calI gaI, pitA cale gaye, hama anAtha ho gaye, aura tuma bhI chor3a kara cale jAoge? aisA dukha maiM na saha skuuNgaa| mahAvIra cupa ho gye| phira unhoMne dubArA bAta na uThAyI saMnyAsa kii| bar3e ajIba saMnyAsI rahe hoNge| itanA bhI dukha dUsare ko pahuMce yaha bhI arthahIna mAlUma huA hogaa| aura aise mokSa ko bhI lekara kyA kareMge jisameM kisI ko dukha dekara jAnA par3atA ho| ruka gye| ___ lekina eka ajIba ghaTanA ghaTI usa ghara meN| aisI ghaTanA zAyada pRthvI para aura kahIM kabhI bhI nahIM ghttii| eka ajIba ghaTanA ghttii| varSa-do varSa meM ghara ke logoM ko aisA lagane lagA ki mahAvIra haiM yA nahIM, yaha saMdigdha ho gayA! the ghara meM-uThate the, baiThate the, Ate the, jAte the, khAte the, pIte the, sote the-magara ghara ke logoM ko saMdeha paidA hone lagA ki vaha haiM yA nhiiN| unakI upasthiti, anupasthiti jaisI ho gii| unakA honA, na hone jaisA ho gyaa| asala meM dUsare ke prati jo dUsare kA bodha hai agara kho jAye to dUsare AdamI kI upasthiti kA patA calanA muzkila hone lgegaa| hameM apanI upasthiti kA patA karavAnA par3atA hai| hajAra DhaMga se hama karavAte haiN| agara ghara meM pati AtA hai to usakI cAla se khabara karavAtA hai ki A gyaa| usakI AMkha se khabara karavAtA hai ki maiM huuN| aura maiM kauna hUM yaha sApha honA caahie| zikSaka klAsa meM AtA hai to khabara karavA detA hai| guru ziSyoM ke bIca meM AtA hai to saba DhaMga, sArI vyavasthA, khabara karavA detI hai ki jAno ki maiM huuN| mahAvIra anupasthita jaise ho gye| ve na kisI ko dekhate, na ve kisI ko dikhAI par3ate, aise ho gye| ve cupacApa ghara meM rahane lage, cupacApa gujarane lge| na ve kisI ko bAdhA dete, na kisI kI bAdhA lete| ve eka artha meM, jisako jIvita mRtyu kaheM, usameM praveza kara gye| ghara ke logoM ne eka dina baiThaka kI, aura sabane kahA, aba unheM rokanA phijUla hai| kyoMki ve haiM hI nahIM, rokate kisako ho? havA ko muTThI bAMdha kara rokA jA sakatA hai? patthara ko rokA jA sakatA hai| patthara ko maTTI bAMdha kara rokA jA sakatA hai. kyoMki patthara hai. bahata majabUtI se hai| patthara kahatA hai, maiM huuN| lekina havA ko muTThI bAMdha kara roko to jitanI thI vaha bhI bAhara nikala jAtI hai, kyoMki havA hai hI nhiiN| patthara ke arthoM meM nahIM hai| isalie havA ko pheMka kara mArA nahIM jA sakatA kisI ko| patthara ko pheMka kara mArA jA sakatA hai| havA kA astitva bahuta naoNna-vAyaleMTa hai| patthara kA astitva bahuta vAyaleMTa hai| ahiMsA 15 For Personal & Private Use Only

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mahAvIra havA kI taraha ho gaye, to ghara ke logoM ne kahAH aba bekAra hama muTThI bAMdha rahe haiM, vaha AdamI jA cukaa| aura jitanI hamArI muTThI baMdhatI hai utanA vaha AdamI bAhara hotA calA jA rahA hai| hama na rokeN| aba vaha hai hI nhiiN| aba rokanA phijUla hI hai| rokanA bhI tabhI taka ucita hai jaba taka koI rukatA ho, yA na rukatA ho| do meM se kucha bhI karatA ho to rokane kA artha hai| aba to vaha AdamI hai hI nahIM! to ghara ke logoM ne mahAvIra se kahA ki aba Apa jAnA cAheM to jA sakate haiN| aura unhoMne kahA, aba to bahuta dera ho cukI hai! maiM to jA cukA hUM! aba maiM yahAM nahIM huuN| hiMsA kI pahalI gaharI coTa ina do bAtoM se hai jo khayAla meM le lenI caahie| kyA dUsarA hai? jaba taka dUsarA hai taba taka hiMsA jArI rhegii| aura dUsare ke kAraNa Apa eka jhUThA maiM, eka jhUThA ahaMkAra paidA kareMge, jo Apa nahIM haiN| lekina dUsaroM se kAma calAne ke lie paidA karanA pdd'egaa| ahaMkAra kAmacalAU astitva hai| hameM apanA koI patA nahIM hai ki maiM kauna hUM? lekina hama kahate haiM ki maiM huuN| jise yaha bhI patA nahIM hai ki maiM kauna hUM, vaha bhI kahe maiM hUM, yaha jarA jyAdatI hai| kyoMki hone kA dAvA tabhI kiyA jA sakatA hai jaba kauna hone kA patA ho| mujhe patA nahIM hai ki maiM kauna hUM? lekina maiM kahatA hUM ki maiM huuN| yaha merA 'maiM' kahAM se AyA hai? yaha kahAM se paidA huA? agara yaha mere jJAna se paidA huA hai maiM, taba to bar3e maje kI bAta hai, kyoMki jinhoMne bhI svayaM ko jAnA, unhoMne maiM kahanA baMda kara diyaa| jinhoMne svayaM ko pAyA, unhoMne kahA, hama to nahIM haiN| jinhoMne svayaM ko pAyA, unhoMne svayaM ko kho diyaa| jinhoMne svayaM ko nahIM pAyA, ve kahate haiM, maiM huuN| yaha maiM kahAM se AyA hai? yaha Apake bhItara se nahIM AyA hai| ise kahanA cAhie sozala bAI-praoNDakTa hai| yaha samAja ne paidA karavA diyA hai| vaha jo dasare haiM. unake sAtha vyavahAra karane ke lie Apako eka zabda khoja lenA par3A hai ki maiM huuN| jaise hamane nAma khoja liyA hai| baccA paidA hotA hai binA nAma ke, nemles| phira hama usako eka nAma de dete haiM-rAma, kRSNa, kucha bhI nAma de dete haiN| vaha nAma bacce ke bhItara se nahIM AtA, samAja use de detA hai| phira vaha jiMdagI bhara rAma banA rahatA hai| vaha isa zabda ke lie lar3egA, agara kisI ne gAlI de dI to ldd'egaa| rAmatIrtha amarIkA meM the| kucha logoM ne gAliyAM dIM, to ve haMsate hue ghara lautte| aura jaba logoM ko patA calA, unake mitroM ko, ki unako gAliyAM dI gaIM to ve bahuta nArAja hue| rAmatIrtha ko haMsate hue dekha kara unhoMne pUchA ki Apa pAgala to nahIM, Apa haMsate kyoM haiM? gAliyAM dI gaI haiN| rAmatIrtha ne kahA, mujhe koI gAlI detA to maiM koI javAba detaa| ve loga rAma ko gAlI de rahe the| rAma se apanA kyA lenA-denA hai? isa nAma ke binA bhI maiM ho sakatA thaa| dUsare nAma kA bhI ho sakatA thaa| tIsare nAma kA bhI ho sakatA thaa| koI e bI sI DI ko gAlI de de, isase lenA-denA kyA? jaba ve rAma ko gAlI de rahe the taba hama bhI bhItara bar3e khuza ho rahe the, ki dekho rAma, kaisI gAliyAM par3a rahI haiM, AyA majA? banoge rAma to gAlI pdd'egii| unhoMne nAma diyA, unhoMne gAliyAM diiN| hama bAhara the| nAma bhI unakA, gAlI bhI jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA 16 jyoM kIyo For Personal & Private Use Only

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unkii| ve khuda hI khela rahe the| kucha logoM kA khela hotA hai| kucha loga tAza ke patte akele khelate haiN| donoM tarapha se cAla calate haiN| honA cAhie unheM pAgalakhAne meM, lekina hote bahuta buddhimAna loga haiN| samAja doharI cAla calatI hai-nAma bhI detI hai, gAlI bhI detI hai| prazaMsA bhI detI hai, niMdA bhI detI hai| Adara bhI detI hai, apamAna bhI detI hai| doharI cAla hai samAja kii| aura usa doharI cAla meM AdamI burI taraha phaMsatA hai| vaha dUsarA bhI jhUTha hai aura yaha maiM? yaha merA 'maiM' bhI jhUTha hai| ye do jhUTha eka sAtha jiMdA rahate haiN| jisa dina dUsarA giratA hai, usI dina maiM gira jAtA hai| idhara maiM giratA, udhara dUsarA gira jAtA hai| ___maiM aura tU ke gira jAne para jo zeSa raha jAtA hai vaha ahiMsA hai| to jaba taka hama kaha sakate haiM, tU, taba taka hiMsA jArI rhegii| jaba taka hama kaha sakate haiM, maiM...maiM yaha nahIM kaha rahA hUM ki Apa 'maiM' zabda kA upayoga na kreNge| maiM zabda kA upayoga karanA hI pdd'egaa| mahAvIra bhI karate haiM, lekina taba vaha zabda hai, liMgvisTika Trika, taba vaha bhASA kA khela hai| taba vaha astitva nahIM hai| taba maiM sirpha eka zabda hai, jo upayogI hai| bahuta se zabda upayogI haiM, lekina astitva meM nahIM haiM, astitva se unakA koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| dhyAna rahe, isa maiM aura tU ke bIca jo upadrava paidA huA hai, vaha hiMsA hai| maiM aura tU ke bIca paidA huA upadrava hogA hii| do jhUTha khar3e haiN| do jhUThoM ke bIca jo bhI hogA, vaha upadrava hI ho sakatA hai| hAM, yaha upadrava kabhI prItipUrNa ho sakatA hai, kabhI aprItipUrNa ho sakatA hai| kabhI yaha upadrava prema bana sakatA hai, kabhI ghRNA bana sakatA hai| yaha bAta dUsarI hai| lekina jaba taka 'maiM' hai aura jaba taka 'tU' hai taba taka hiMsA hai| yaha hiMsA kA pahalA aura sUkSmatama rUpa hai| phira hiMsA ke bahuta rUpa haiM jo isase phailate cale jAte haiN| unako to aise hI ginA dUM, kyoMki agara orijinala sorsa hamAre khayAla meM A jaaye| phira to anaMta hiMsAeM haiN| unakA sArA hisAba lagAnA to bahuta muzkila hai| __ ahiMsA to eka hai, hiMsAeM anaMta haiN| hiMsA malTI-DAyameMzanala hai| lekina nikalatI eka hI jharane se hai| maiM aura tU kA jharanA, yA kaheM Atma-ajJAna kA jhrnaa| mahAvIra se agara koI pUche : ahiMsA kyA hai? to ve kaheMgeH aatmjnyaan| hiMsA kyA hai? to ve kaheMge: aatm-ajnyaan| apane ko na jAnanA hiMsA hai| yaha bar3I ajIba bAta hai| hama to samajhate haiM ki dUsare ko dukha denA hiMsA hai| hama to samajhate haiM, dUsare ko sukha denA ahiMsA hai| lekina dhyAna rahe, dUsare ko cAhe sukha do, cAhe dukha do, hara hAlata meM dukha hI pahuMcatA hai| dene kI saba AkAMkSAeM vyartha ho jAtI haiM, kyoMki dUsare ko sukha diyA hI nahIM jA sktaa| sukha sirpha svayaM ko diyA jA sakatA hai| jisa dina Apa Apa nahIM raha jAte, dUsare nahIM raha jAte, usa dina hI ApakI tarapha mujhase sukha baha sakatA hai| aura jaba taka Apako sukha dene kI maiM koziza karatA hUM, taba taka dukha hI detA hN| lekina hameM khayAla meM nahIM aataa| kabhI Apane socA ki jina-jina ko Apane sukha diyA, una-una ko dukha pahuMcA! loga ahiMsA 17 For Personal & Private Use Only

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roja zikAyata karate haiM ki hama jisako bhI sukha dete haiM, vaha hameM sukha nahIM lauttaataa| Apa sukha dete hoMge, pahuMcatA dukha hai| vaha bhI sukha detA hai, pahuMcatA dukha hai| bar3I galataphahamI hotI hai| jo hama dete haiM vaha pahuMcatA nahIM, kabhI nahIM phuNcaa| isalie jitane hama una para nArAja hote haiM jo hameM sukha dete haiM, utane hama una para nArAja nahIM hote jo hameM dukha dete haiN| kyoMki kama se kama lena-dena sApha-sutharA to hotA hai ki ve dukha de rahe haiN| lekina jo hameM sukha dene kI bAta karate haiM aura jaba dukha pahuMcatA hai-jaise maiM kisI ko prema karane lagU aura kala usase vivAha kara lUM to maiM saba sukha dene kI koziza karUMgA aura dukha phuNcegaa| kisa pati ne kisa patnI ko kaba sukha diyA? kisa patnI ne kisa pati ko kaba sukha diyA? lekina zAyada maiM samajhUgA ki maiM sukha pahuMcA rahA hUM aura dUsarA dukha pahuMcA rahA hai| vahI bhUla ho rahI hai dUsare ko bhI, vaha bhI soca rahA hai, maiM sukha pahuMcA rahA hUM, dUsarA dukha pahuMcA rahA hai| ____ manuSya jIvana kA sArA aMtardvadva, sukha pahuMcAne kI koziza aura dukha pahuMcane kI sthiti se paidA hotA hai| pahuMcAte sabhI sukha haiM, pahuMcatA sadA dukha hai| asala meM dUsare ko hama sukha pahuMcA hI nahIM sakate, dUsare ke sAtha hama ahiMsaka ho hI nahIM skte| yaha impaoNsibiliTI hai| isakA koI upAya nahIM hai ki hama dUsare ke sAtha ahiMsaka ho skeN| hama dUsare ko phUla bhI pheMka kara mAreMge, jaba vaha lagegA, to patthara ho jaayegaa| ____eka phakIra ko sUlI dI jA rahI thii| loga usa para patthara pheMka rahe the, aMgAre pheMka rahe the| maMsUra laTakA thA sUlI para aura loga pheMka rahe the| eka phakIra junnaida nAma kA bhI unameM maujUda thaa| vaha bhI eka sUphI saMta thaa| bhIr3a bar3I thI aura sabhI kucha-na-kucha pheMka rahe the| junnaida ke mana meM dukha to thA ki maMsUra kI hatyA ThIka nahIM ho rahI, lekina itanI himmata bhI na thI ki kaha sake ki yaha ThIka nahIM ho rahA hai| saba loga kucha pheMka rahe the| junnaida kucha na pheMke to zAyada loga usako bhI mAreM ki tuma aise kyoM khar3e ho? to junaida ne eka phUla pheMka kara maaraa| socA usane ki maMsUra ko lagegA bhI nahIM, maMsUra samajhegA ki phUla pheMkA, bhIr3a bhI samajhegI kucha pheMkA, khAlI hAtha nahIM khar3A rhaa| lekina logoM ke patthara to maMsUra jhela gayA, junaida kA phUla na jhela skaa| ___ junnaida kA phUla lagate hI maMsUra to dhAr3a mAra kara rone lgaa| aba taka haMsa rahA thaa| junnaida to ghabar3A gyaa| junnaida ne kahA, maiMne phUla pheMka kara mArA aura Apa rote ho aura itane patthara khA gaye? maMsUra ne kahA, phUla bhI pheMka kara mArA na? mArane se dukha pahuMcatA hai| koI patthara pheMke, sIdhA lena-dena hai| lekina phUla? mArate bhI ho aura chipAte bhI ho| mAranA bhI cAhate ho aura batAnA bhI nahIM caahte| coTa gaharI pahuMca gayI junnaida! aura ye to nAsamajha the, inheM mApha kiyA jA sakatA thA, para tuma bhI mArate ho! para junnaida ne kahA ki maiMne phUla pheMkA hai| maMsUra ne kahA, kucha bhI pheMko, coTa laga jAtI hai| asala meM pheMkate hI hama taba haiM jaba dUsarA hai, nahIM to hama pheMkeMge kahAM? 18 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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dhyAna rahe bhagavAna kI mUrti para car3hAye gaye phUla bhI hiMsA ho jAtI hai| kyoMki hama dUsare ko svIkAra kara rahe haiN| bhakta vaha nahIM hai jisane bhagavAna kI mUrti para phUla cddh'aaye| bhakta vaha hai jo khojane nikalA aura jisane bhagavAna ke sivAya kucha bhI na paayaa| phUla meM bhI use pAyA, aura patthara meM bhI use paayaa| car3hAne vAle meM bhI use pAyA, car3hane vAle meM bhI use paayaa| aura vaha pUchane lagA ki kisa para car3hAUM aura kisako car3hAUM? aura kisake lie car3hAUM? aura kaise car3hAUM? aura kauna car3hAye? jaba koI ahiMsA ko upalabdha hotA hai to dUsarA miTa jAtA hai| aura dUsarA kaba miTatA hai? jaba koI svayaM ko jAnatA hai taba dUsarA miTatA hai, usake pahale nahIM mitttaa| phira hamArI bahuta taraha kI hiMsAeM paidA hotI calI jAtI haiN| hama calate haiM to hiMsA hai, hama uThate haiM to hiMsA hai, hama baiThate haiM to hiMsA hai, hama bolate haiM to hiMsA hai, hama dekhate haiM to hiMsA hai| isalie isa khayAla meM koI na par3e ki agara hamane bahuta sthUla hiMsAeM roka lIM to koI pharka ho jaayegaa| koI AdamI mAMsAhAra na kare, acchA hai na kare, lekina isa bhrama meM na par3e, vaha bahuta burA hai ki ahiMsA ho gyii| itanA hI kahe ki thor3I-sI hiMsA rukii| lekina dhyAna rahe, yaha hiMsA kisI dUsarI jagaha se nikalanA zurU na ho jaaye| yaha nikalegI, yaha mArga khojegii| kyoMki hiMsA miTI nahIM hai, vaha miTa nahIM sakatI, isa bhAMti nahIM miTa sktii| agara mAMsa khAnA chor3a diyA hai to aksara Apa dekheMge ki mAMsAhArI jitanA bhalA AdamI mAlama par3egA, gaira-mAMsAhArI utanA bhalA AdamI nahIM mAlUma pdd'egaa| yaha bar3I ajIba-sI bAta hai, bar3I dukhada hai, lekina hai| sAdhAraNataH jo zarAba pI letA hai, sigareTa pI letA hai, hoTala meM khAnA khA letA hai, vaha thor3A-sA vinamra AdamI mAlUma pdd'egaa| jo sigareTa nahIM pItA, mAMsa nahIM khAtA, hoTala meM nahIM khAtA, aisA jItA hai, aisA nahIM jItA, vaha avinamra aura kaThora hotA calA jaayegaa| jo hiMsA usakI nikalatI nahIM hai vaha ikaTThI hokara usake bhItara saMgRhIta honI zurU ho jAtI hai| isalie Amataura se jinako hama acche AdamI kahate haiM, ve acche siddha nahIM hote| durghaTanA hai yh| burA AdamI kaI bAra bahuta acchA siddha hotA hai, aura acche AdamI aksara bure siddha hote haiN| acche AdamI ke sAtha dostI to muzkila hI hai, bure AdamI ke sAtha hI dostI ho sakatI hai| aura dostI ke lie bhI thor3A-sA vinamra dila cAhie, acche AdamI ke pAsa vaha nahIM raha jaataa| isalie mahAtmAoM se dostI bahuta muzkila hai| do mahAtmAoM kI bhI muzkila hai, auroM kI to muzkila hI hai| ___ Apa mahAtmA ke anuyAyI ho sakate haiM yA duzmana ho sakate haiM, dosta nahIM ho skte| acche AdamI ke pAsa dostI kho jAtI hai, kaThora ho jAtA hai| hAtha phailAtA hai jo vaha dostI ke lie, vaha khatma ho jAtA hai| aksara jo samAja, jisako hama kaheM ki sahaja jIte haiM, burebhale kA bahuta pharka nahIM karate, vahAM bar3I mAtrA meM bhale loga mila jAte haiN| jo samAja asahaja jIte haiM, bure-bhale kA bahuta pharka karate haiM, vahAM acchA AdamI khojanA muzkila ho jAtA hai| kyoMki burAI bAhara se to ruka jAtI hai aura bhItara ikaTThI ho jAtI hai| isalie aksara aisA ahiMsA 19 For Personal & Private Use Only

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huA hai ki RSi-muniyoM se jyAdA krodhI AdamI ko khojanA kaThina ho jAtA hai| durvAsA RSi-muni meM hI paidA ho sakate haiN| kahIM aura nahIM paidA ho sakate haiN| __idhara maiM niraMtara socatA rahA to mere khayAla meM AyA ki agara hiTalara thor3I sigareTa pItA, thor3A mAMsa khA letA, thor3A be-vakta jaga jAtA, thor3A jAkara kahIM nRtyagRha meM nAca kara letA, to zAyada duniyA meM karor3oM AdamI marane se baca sakate the| lekina hiTalara sigareTa nahIM pItA, mAMsa nahIM khAtA, cAya nahIM piitaa| pakkA zAkAhArI, pyuriTana, zuddhatAvAdI; niyama se sotA, niyama se uThatA brahmamuhUrta meN| sakhta nItivAdI AdamI hai, cAroM tarapha se sakhta hai| sArI zakti ikaTThI ho gayI hai| kaI bAra aisA lagatA hai ki thor3e acche AdamI bhI thor3e se, jisako inoseMTa naoNnaseMsa kaheM, nirdoSa bevakUphiyAM kaheM, aise thor3e-se kAma kareM, to vinamra aura sarala ho jAte haiN| lekina acche AdamI sadA hI acchA karane kI itanI ceSTA karate haiM! acchA honA bahuta dUsarI bAta hai, acchA karanA bahuta dUsarI bAta hai| acchA karane se koI kabhI acchA nahIM hotaa| acchA hone se acchA karanA nikala sakatA hai| vaha bahuta dUsarI bAta hai| lekina hama sadA ulTA pakar3ate haiN| __ hamane dekhA mahAvIra ko ki mahAvIra mAMsa nahIM khAte, to hamane socA hama bhI mAMsa na khAyeMge to mahAvIra jaise acche ho jaayeNge| bhUla ho gayI, tarka galata ho gayA, kahIM gaNita cUka gyaa| mahAvIra kucha ho gaye haiM, isalie mAMsa khAnA asaMbhava hai| mAMsa na khAne se koI mahAvIra nahIM ho sktaa| aura agara mAMsa na khAne se koI mahAvIra ho sake to mahAvIra honA do kaur3I kA ho gyaa| jitanI kImata mAMsa kI, utanI hI kImata mahAvIra kI ho gyii| usase jyAdA na rhii| itanA sastA mAmalA nahIM hai| dharma itanA sastA nahIM hai ki hama yaha na khAyeMge to hama dhArmika ho jAyeMge; ki hama yaha na pIyeMge to hama dhArmika ho jAyeMge; ki hama rAta meM pAnI na pIyeMge to dhArmika ho jaayeNge| ___ maiM nahIM kahatA hUM ki Apa piiyeN| dhyAna rahe, maiM yaha nahIM kaha rahA hUM ki rAta meM pAnI piiyeN| pIne se bhI dhArmika nahIM ho jaayeNge| nahIM pIte haiM, bhalA hai; lekina isa bhUla meM na par3a jAnA ki dhArmika ho gaye, ahiMsaka ho gye| vaha bar3A khatarA hai, bahuta sastA kAma kiyA aura bahuta mahaMgA vizvAsa paidA ho gyaa| nA kucha kiyA aura saba kucha pAne kA khayAla ho gyaa| kaMkarapatthara bIne aura samajhA ki hIre-javAharAta hAtha A gye| yaha bhUla ho gayI, ahiMsA ke sAtha yaha bhUla bahuta gaharI ho gayI hai| kyoMki ahiMsA ko hamane pakar3A hai AcaraNa se, gahare se nahIM, adhyAtma se nhiiN| AcaraNa se ahiMsA pakar3I jAyegI to khataranAka hai| aura jaba AcaraNa se koI ahiMsA ko pakar3atA hai, taba sUkSma rUpa se hiMsaka hotA calA jAtA hai| ___ isa saMbaMdha meM eka bAta aura phira maiM apanI bAta pUrI kruuN| jaba hiMsA sUkSma banatI hai to pahacAna ke bAhara ho jAtI hai| maiM Apako kaI taraha se dabA sakatA huuN| eka dabAnA hiTalara kA bhI hai-ApakI chAtI para churI rakha degaa| eka dabAnA mahAtmA kA bhI hotA hai-ApakI chAtI para churI nahIM rakhegA, apanI chAtI para churI rakha legaa| eka dabAnA merA yaha ho sakatA 20 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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hai ki mAra DAlUMgA agara merI bAta na maanii| aura eka dabAnA yaha ho sakatA hai ki mara jAUMgA agara merI bAta na maanii| lekina dabAnA, koarzana jArI hai| acche loga acche DhaMga se dabAte haiM, bure loga bure DhaMga se dabAte haiN| lekina bure loga phira bhI sinasiyara haiM, sIdhI hai bAta, jAnate haiM ki hAtha meM churI hai| acche AdamI jAnate haiM ki hAtha meM mAlA hai| lekina mAlA se bhI phAMsI lagAyI jA sakatI hai| isakA bodha nahIM hotaa| aura agara hiMsA sUkSma ho to do rUpa letI hai| eka to dUsare kI tarapha ahiMsA kA ceharA banAtI hai, hiMsA kA kAma karatI hai; aura dUsarI tarapha agara hiMsA aura bhI sUkSma ho jAye to apane ko bhI satAnA zurU kara detI hai| majA yaha hai ki ahiMsA dUsare ko bhI nahIM satA sakatI, hiMsA aMtataH apane ko bhI satA sakatI hai| to hiMsA aMta meM selpha-TArcara bhI bana jAtI hai| ___jaise maiMne khaa-saiddistt| do taraha ke loga hote haiN| Ama taura se do hI taraha ke loga hote haiM, tIsarI taraha kA AdamI kabhI-kabhI hotA hai| kabhI koI mahAvIra, koI kRSNa, koI buddha, koI jIsasa, kbhii...| Amataura se do taraha ke AdamI hote haiM : dUsaroM ko satAne vAle loga aura apane ko satAne vAle loga, para-pIr3aka aura aatm-piidd'k| jaisA maiMne kahA da sAde ke bAbata ki vaha prema karegA to dUsare ko satAyegA, vaisA eka AdamI huA maisoc| vaha apane ko hI staayegaa| jaba taka subaha se uTha kara apane ko dasa-pacAsa kor3e na mAra le, taba taka dina meM usako tAjagI na aayegii| to duniyA meM kor3e mArane vAle saMnyAsI hue haiM, kAMToM para leTane vAle saMnyAsI hue haiM, kAMToM ke jUte pahanane vAle saMnyAsI hue haiM, ghAva banA lene vAle saMnyAsI hue haiN| ye kisa taraha ke loga haiM? yaha saMnyAsa huA? yaha dharma huA? __eka AdamI dUsare ko bhUkhA mAre to hama kaheMge adhArmika, aura eka AdamI apane ko bhUkhA mAre to hama julUsa nikAleMge! bar3e Azcarya kI bAta hai| kyA dUsare ko satAnA adhArmika to apane ko satAnA dhArmika ho sakatA hai? satAnA agara adhArmika hai to isase kyA pharka par3atA hai ki kisako satAyA? hAM, dUsare ko satAte to dUsarA rakSA bhI kara sakatA thA, apane ko satAyeMge to rakSA kA bhI upAya nahIM hai| apane ko satAnA bahuta AsAna hai| dUsare ko satAne meM hajAra taraha kI kaThinAiyAM haiM-samAja hai, kAnUna hai, pulisa hai, adAlata hai| abhI taka apane ko satAne ke khilApha na koI kAnUna hai, na koI pulisa hai, na koI adAlata hai| honI to cAhie, kyoMki kucha duSTa apane ko satAte haiN| jisa dina acchI duniyA hogI usa dina unake lie bhI adAlata hogii| __aura dhyAna rahe jo apane ko satAtA hai, vaha saba taraha se dUsare ko satAyegA hii| kyoMki jo apane ko nahIM chor3atA hai, vaha dUsare ko kaise chor3a sakatA hai? yaha asaMbhava hai| yaha bilakula asaMbhava hai| agara maiMne apane ko bhUkhA rakha kara julUsa nikalavA liyA to dhyAna rakhiye maiM Apako bhI bhUkhA rakhavAne ke saba upAya kruuNgaa| aura jaba taka ApakA julUsa na nikala jAye taba taka caina na luuNgaa| hiMsA aura gaharI aura sUkSma ho jAtI hai to maisocisTa bana jAtI hai, Atma-pIr3aka bana jAtI hai| ahiMsA 21 For Personal & Private Use Only

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mahAvIra kI mUrti dekhI? yaha AdamI mAlUma par3atA hai ki isane khuda ko satAyA hogA? isa AdamI kA zarIra dekhA? isa AdamI kI zAna dekhI? isa AdamI kA sauMdarya dekhA? aisA lagatA hai ki isane khuda ko satAyA hogA? kathAeM jhUThI hoMgI yA phira yaha mUrti jhUThI hai! isa AdamI ne apane ko satAyA nahIM hai| mahAvIra jaisI suMdara pratimA, maiM samajhatA hUM, kisI kI bhI nahIM hai| maiM to aisA hI socatA hUM niraMtara ki mahAvIra ke nagna ho jAne meM unakA sauMdarya bhI kAraNa hai| asala meM kurUpa AdamI nagna nahIM ho sktaa| kurUpa AdamI vastra ko sadA saMbhAla kara rakhegA, kyoMki vastroM meM sauMdarya ko koI nahIM chipAtA, vastroM meM sirpha kurUpatA chipAyI jAtI hai| jo-jo aMga suMdara hote haiM vaha to hama vastroM ke bAhara kara dete haiN| jo-jo aMga kurUpa hote haiM, unheM hama vastroM meM chipA lete haiN| mahAvIra sarvAMga-suMdara mAlUma hote haiN| aise anupAta vAlA zarIra muzkila se dikhAI par3atA hai| isa AdamI kI jitanI satAne kI kathAeM haiM, mujhe nahIM lagatA, isa AdamI para ghaTI hoNgii| anyathA hameM mUrti badala denI caahie| yaha mUrti saccI nahIM mAlUma hotii| ___ maiM mAnatA hUM ki mUrti saccI hai, kathAeM jhUThI haiN| asala meM kathAeM maisocisTsa ne likhI haiN| kathAeM unhoMne likhI haiM jo svayaM ko satAne ke lie utprerita haiN| ve kathAeM DhAla rahe haiN| ve mahAvIra ke AnaMda ko bhI dukha banA rahe haiN| ve mahAvIra kI mauja ko bhI tyAga banA rahe haiN| ve mahAvIra ke bhoga ko bhI, parama bhoga ko bhI, tyAga kI vyAkhyA de rahe haiN| merI dRSTi meM mahAvIra mahala ko chor3ate haiM, kyoMki bar3A mahala unheM dikhAI par3a gayA hai| unakI dRSTi meM ve sirpha mahala ko chor3ate haiM, koI bar3A mahala dikhAI nahIM pdd'taa| maiM jAnatA hUM ki mahAvIra sone ko chor3ate haiM, kyoMki vaha miTTI ho gayA aura parama svarNa upalabdha ho gayA hai| agara mahAvIra kisI dina khAnA nahIM khAte to vaha anazana nahIM hai, upavAsa hai| anazana kA matalaba hai bhUkhe mrnaa| upavAsa kA matalaba hai itane AnaMda meM honA ki bhUkha kA patA bhI na cle| vaha bahuta aura bAta hai| vaha bAta hI aura hai| upavAsa zabda Apa sunate haiM! upavAsa zabda meM roTI, bhojana, khAnA-pInA kucha bhI nahIM aataa| usa zabda meM hI nahIM hai vh| upavAsa kA matalaba hai : bhItara, bhItara, aura pAsa aura pAsa honaa| Tu bI nIyarara Tu vana selph| upavAsa kA itanA hI matalaba hai, apane pAsa honaa| jaba koI AdamI bahuta gahare meM, bhItara apane pAsa hotA hai, to zarIra ke pAsa nahIM ho pAtA; isalie zarIra kI bhUkha-pyAsa kA use smaraNa nahIM hotaa| agara zarIra ke pAsa hoMge tabhI to khayAla aayegaa| ___ jaba dhyAna bahuta bhItara hai to zarIra se dhyAna cUka jAtA hai| upavAsa kA matalaba hai, dhyAna kI aNtryaatraa| upavAsa anazana nahIM hai| lekina maisocisTa upavAsa ko anazana banA degaa| vaha kahegA ki binA bhUkhe rahe AtmA nahIM mila sktii| bhUkhe rahane se AtmA ke milane kA kyA saMbaMdha ho sakatA hai? AtmA bhUkha ko prema karatI hai? __bhUkhe rahane se AtmA ke milane se koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| hAM, AtmA ke milane kI ghar3I meM bhUkhA rahanA ho sakatA hai| kabhI Apane khayAla kiyA ho, na kiyA ho to aba karanA, jisa 22 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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dina Apa AnaMdita hoMge, usa dina bhojana jyAdA nahIM kara paayeNge| agara koI priyajana ghara meM A jAye aura Apa bahuta AnaMdita hoM to bhojana kama ho jaayegaa| AnaMda itanA bhara detA hai, iTa iz2a so phulaphiliMga, ki bhItara kucha khAlI nahIM raha jAtA jisameM bhojana ddaalo| mahAvIra ne jisa AnaMda ko jAnA hai vaha to parama AnaMda hai, vaha itanA bhara detA hai, itanA bhara detA hai bhItara, ki jagaha khAlI nahIM raha jaatii| dukhI AdamI jyAdA khAnA khAte haiN| dhyAna rahe jisa dina Apa dukha meM hoMge usa dina Apa jyAdA khAnA khA jAyeMge, kyoMki Apa itane khAlI hoNge| to jo AdamI jitanA dukhI hai, utanA jyAdA khAnA khAne lgegaa| __ asala meM bacapana meM bacce ko pahalI daphe hI yaha bodha ho jAtA hai ki sukha aura khAne meM koI saMbaMdha hai| mAM jaba bacce ko pUrA prema karatI hai to dUdha bhI detI hai aura usa prema meM use AnaMda bhI milatA hai| jisa bacce ko pakkA AzvAsana hai ki jaba use dUdha cAhie mila jAyegA, vaha baccA jyAdA dUdha nahIM piitaa| mAM parezAna rahatI hai ki jyAdA pilaaye| vaha jyAdA nahIM pItA, kyoMki vaha jAnatA hai, jaba bhI cAhie taba mila jaayegaa| lekina agara narsa ho dUdha pilAne vAlI...aura kaI mAtAeM sirpha narsesa haiM, unhoMne bacce ko peTa meM liyA, usase koI pharka nahIM par3atA! agara mAM isase dukhI hotI aura bacce ko jabardastI dUdha se alaga karatI hai to baccA jyAdA pIne lagegA, kyoMki bhaviSya kA bharosA nahIM hai| baccA ciMtita hai, eMgjAiTI se bharA huA hai| isalie jahAM jitanI jyAdA ciMtA hogI vahAM utanA hI bhojana jyAdA zurU ho jaayegaa| ciMtita loga jyAdA khAnA khAne lagate haiN| ___ ciMtita loga khAlI ho jAte haiN| ciMtA eka taraha kI eMpTInesa hai| vaha bhItara saba khAlI kara detI hai| AdamI jyAdA khAne lagatA hai| jyAdA khAnA sirpha isa bAta kI sUcanA hai ki yaha AdamI dukhI hai| kama khAnA sirpha isa bAta kI sUcanA hai ki yaha AdamI sukhI hai| __ AnaMda to aura Age kI bAta hai| jaba koI AnaMda se bhara jAtA hai to mahInoM bhI bIta sakate haiN| aura dhyAna rahe, mahAvIra ke mahInoM upavAsa meM biite| mahInoM unhoMne bhojana nahIM kiyA, aisA nahIM kahUMgA-bhojana nahIM kara pAye, aisA khuuNgaa| aise bhare hue the| lekina mahInA itane AnaMda se bItA ho to bhI mahAvIra ke zarIra para to nukasAna honA hI cAhie bhojana ke na hone kaa| yaha bar3e maje kI bAta hai ki zarIra ko nukasAna jitanA bhojana ke na hone se pahuMcatA hai, utanA bhojana nahIM milA isase pahuMcatA hai| bhojana ke na hone se itanA nukasAna nahIM pahuMcatA, jitanA nahIM milA isase pahuMcatA hai| gahare meM zarIra ko jo nukasAna pahuMcate haiM vaha manodazAoM se pahuMcate haiN| ___abhI yUropa meM eka mahilA thI...aura kucha dinoM pahale baMgAla meM eka mahilA thii| baMgAla meM pyArI bAI nAma kI eka mahilA thI, jisane tIsa sAla, pUre tIsa sAla bhojana nahIM kiyA aura zarIra ko koI nukasAna hI nahIM phuNcaa| aura yaha mahAvIra kI bAta to purAnI ho gayI, isalie isakI meDikala parIkSA kA koI upAya nahIM hai| lekina isa pyArI bAI ke sAre ke sAre meDikala parIkSaNa hue| tIsa sAla usane koI bhojana nahIM kiyaa| usake peTa meM eka ahiMsA 23 For Personal & Private Use Only

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dAnA nahIM gyaa| usakI sArI aMtar3iyAM sikur3a kara sUkha gyiiN| lekina usake svAsthya meM koI pharka nahIM phuNcaa| kyA huA? eka miraikala huA? eka camatkAra huA! ise kyA ho gayA? meDikala sAiMsa ko samajhAnA muzkila ho gayA ki ise kyA huaa| asala meM vaha itanI AnaMdita thI ki hama soca bhI nahIM sakate ki AnaMda bhI bhojana bana sakatA hai| hama sirpha eka hI bAta jAnate haiM ki bhojana AnaMda banatA hai| dUsarA chora hameM patA nahIM ki AnaMda bhI bhojana bana sakatA hai| hama sirpha eka chora jAnate haiM ki bhojana AnaMda banatA hai, dUsarA chora bhI hai| saba cIjeM kanavarTIbala haiN| agara pAnI barapha bana sakatA hai to barapha pAnI bana sakatA hai| agara enarjI maiTara bana sakatI hai to maiTara enarjI bana sakatA hai| agara bhojana AnaMda banatA hai to AnaMda bhojana bana sakatA hai| banA hai! pyArI bAI tIsa sAla taka bhUkhe raha kara kaha gayI ki bhUkhe mahAvIra ne agara bAraha sAla meM kula tIna sau paiMsaTha dina bhojana kiyA hogA to yaha anazana nahIM thA, anyathA zarIra calA gayA hotaa| AnaMda bhojana bana gyaa| ____ abhI yUropa meM eka mahilA thii| usa para to aura bhI prayoga ho ske| vaha parama svastha thI, asAdhAraNa rUpa se svastha thii| aura varSoM usane bhojana nahIM kiyaa| kyA huA? vaha kRSNa kI dIvAnI nahIM thii| yaha pyArI bAI kRSNa kI dIvAnI thI, vaha krAisTa kI dIvAnI thii| aura pyArI bAI se bhI jyAdA mahatvapUrNa ghaTanA usakI jiMdagI meM thii| kyoMki hara zukravAra ko, jaba krAisTa ko sUlI lagI, taba usake donoM hAthoM se khUna bahane lagatA thA, binA kisI coTa phuNcaaye| itanI eka ho gayI thI empaithI meM ki vaha aisA nahIM bolatI thI ki jIsasa ne kahA, vaha aisA hI bolatI thI ki maiMne kahA thA jaba mujhe sUlI lagI thI to maiMne kahA thA, ina sabako mApha kara do, kyoMki ye nirdoSa haiM aura nahIM jAnate ki kyA kara rahe haiN| to ThIka zukravAra ke dina, jisa dina jIsasa ko sUlI lagI, usake hAtha phaila jAte, AMkheM baMda ho jAtIM aura usake hAtha kI sAbita gaddiyoM meM se khUna giranA zurU ho jaataa| sTigamaiTA zurU ho jaataa| zukravAra kI rAta ghAva vidA ho jaate| khUna baMda ho jaataa| dUsare dina hAtha bilakula ThIka ho jaate| aura saikar3oM bAra usake hAtha se khUna bahA, aura bhojana usakA baMda! aura taba to bar3I muzkila ho gayI, usakA vajana kama na ho! to kyA huA? ___ eka bahuta kImatI bAta Apase kahanA cAhatA huuN| vaha yaha ki kucha sUtra haiM, kucha rAja haiM, jinake dvArA AnaMda bhI bhojana bana jAtA hai| lekina vaha upavAsa hai, vaha anazana nahIM hai| ahiMsA na to kisI aura ko satAtI, na svayaM ko staatii| ahiMsA satAtI hI nhiiN| hiMsA hI satAtI hai| hiMsA ke gRhastha rUpa haiM, hiMsA ke saMnyasta rUpa haiM; hiMsA ke acche rUpa haiM, bure rUpa haiN| aura agara donoM se hama sajaga ho jAyeM to zAyada ahiMsA kI khoja ho sakatI hai| cAra dina taka eka-eka sUtra kI khoja Apake sAtha karanA cAhUMgA aura pAMcaveM dina, aMtima dina ina cAroM sUtroM meM kaise utarA jA sakatA hai, usakI bAta kruuNgaa| ahiMsA, aparigraha, acaurya, akAma, ye cAra pariNAma haiM aura pAMcavAM sUtra apramAda, jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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aveyaranesa, ina pariNAmoM taka pahuMcane kA mArga hai| jo milegA, vaha hai sty| jo khilegA jIvana meM, jisakI phlAvariMga hogI, vaha hai brahmacarya / merI bAteM itanI zAMti aura prema se sunIM, usase bahuta anugRhIta huuN| aura aMta meM sabake bhItara baiThe prabhu ko praNAma karatA huuN| mere praNAma svIkAra kreN| For Personal & Private Use Only ahiMsA 25

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re priya Atman! me dUsare mahAvrata 'aparigraha' ko samajhane ke lie parigraha ko samajhanA Avazyaka hai| 'bar3I bhrAMtiyAM haiM parigraha ke saMbaMdha meM / parigraha kA artha vastuoM kA honA nahIM hotA / parigraha kA artha hotA hai - vastuoM para mAlakiyata kI bhAvanA / parigraha kA artha hotA hai--pjesivnes| kitanI vastueM haiM Apake pAsa, isase kucha taya nahIM hotaa| Apa kisa dRSTi se una vastuoM kA vyavahAra karate haiM, Apa kisa bhAMti una vastuoM se saMbaMdhita haiM, sa kucha isa para nirbhara hai| aura vastuoM ke hI nahIM, hama vyaktiyoM ke prati bhI parigrahI, pajesiva hote haiN| hiMsA ke saMbaMdha meM kucha bAteM maiMne kala Apase kahIM / parigraha, pajesivanesa, hiMsA kA hI aparigraha For Personal & Private Use Only

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28 eka AyAma, eka DAyameMzana hai| sirpha hiMsaka vyakti hI pajesiva, parigrahI hotA hai| jaise hI maiM kisI vyakti para, kisI vastu para mAlakiyata kI ghoSaNA karatA hUM, vaise hI maiM gaharI hiMsA meM utara jAtA huuN| binA hiMsaka hue mAlika honA asaMbhava hai| mAlakiyata hiMsA hai / vastuoM kI mAlakiyata to ThIka hI hai, vyaktiyoM kI mAlakiyata bhI hama rakhate haiM / pati mAlika hai patnI kA / pati zabda kA artha hI mAlika hotA hai, da onara / pati ko hama svAmI kahate haiM / svAmI kA matalaba hotA hai, mAlika / parigraha kA artha hai - svAmitva kI AkAMkSA / pitA beTe kA mAlika ho sakatA hai, guru ziSya kA mAlika ho sakatA hai| jahAM bhI mAlakiyata hai vahAM parigraha hai, aura jahAM bhI parigraha hai vahAM saMbaMdha hiMsAtmaka ho jAte haiN| kyoMki binA kisI ke sAtha hiMsA kiye mAlika nahIM huA jA sakatA; aura binA kisI ko gulAma banAye mAlika nahIM huA jA sktaa| aura binA parataMtratA thope pajesiva honA asaMbhava hai| lekina kyoM hai manuSya ke mana meM itanI AkAMkSA ki vaha mAlika bane? kyoM dUsare kA mAlika banane kI AkAMkSA hai? dUsare ke mAlika banane meM itanA rasa kyoM hai ? bahuta maje kI bAta hai : cUMki hama apane mAlika nahIM haiM, isalie / jo vyakti apanA mAlika ho jAtA hai, usakI mAlakiyata kI dhAraNA kho jAtI hai| lekina hama apane mAlika nahIM haiM aura usakI kamI hama jiMdagI bhara dUsaroM ke mAlika hokara pUrI karate rahate haiN| lekina koI cAhe sArI pRthvI kA mAlika ho jAye to bhI kamI pUrI nahIM ho sktii| kyoMki apane mAlika hone kA majA aura hai, aura dUsare ke mAlika hone meM sivAya dukha ke aura kucha bhI nhiiN| apanA mAlika honA eka AnaMda hai, dUsare kA mAlika honA sadA dukha hai| isalie jitanI bar3I mAlakiyata hotI hai, utanA bar3A dukha paidA ho jAtA hai| jiMdagI bhara hama koziza karate haiM ki vaha jo eka cIja cUka gaI hai, ki hama apane mAlika nahIM haiM, samrATa nahIM haiM apane, vaha hama dUsaroM ke mAlika bana kara pUrA karane kI koziza karate haiN| yaha aise hI hai jaise koI pyAsa ko Aga se pUrA karane kI koziza kare aura pyAsa aura bar3hatI calI jaaye| Aga se pyAsa nahIM bujhAyI jA sktii| dUsare kA mAlika bana kara apanI mAlakiyata nahIM pAyI jA sktii| balki bar3e maje kI bAta hai ki jitanA hI hama dUsare ke mAlika banate haiM, jisake hama mAlika banate haiM usakA hameM gulAma bhI bana jAnA par3atA hai| asala meM mAlakiyata doharI parataMtratA hai| jisake hama mAlika banate haiM vaha to hamArA gulAma banatA hI hai, hameM bhI usakA gulAma bana jAnA par3atA hai| mAlika apane gulAma kA bhI gulAma hotA hai| pati kitanA hI patnI kA mAlika banatA ho, lekina gulAma bhI ho jAtA hai / aura samrATa kitane hI bar3e rAjya kA mAlika ho, pUrI taraha gulAma ho jAtA hai| gulAma ho jAtA hai bhaya kA, kyoMki jinheM hama parataMtra karate haiM, unheM hama bhayabhIta kara dete haiN| aura jinheM hama parataMtra karate haiM, unakI tarapha se hamAre prati vidroha aura bagAvata zurU ho jAtI hai / aura jinheM hama parataMtra karate haiM, ve bhI hameM parataMtra karanA cAhate haiN| maiMne sunA hai ki eka AdamI eka gAya ko rassI bAMdha kara jaMgala kI tarapha le jA rahA jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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hai aura eka saMnyAsI usa rAste se gujara rahA hai| vaha AdamI gAya ko khIMcatA huA jaMgala kI tarapha le jA rahA hai| usa saMnyAsI ne khar3e hokara usa gAMva ke logoM se pUchA ki maiM eka savAla pUchanA cAhatA huuN| yaha gAya isa AdamI ke sAtha baMdhI hai yA yaha AdamI isa gAya ke sAtha baMdhA hai? gAMva ke logoM ne kahA, bAta sIdhI aura sApha hai, ki gAya AdamI ke sAtha baMdhI hai| to saMnyAsI ne pUchA, agara gAya bhAga jAye to AdamI usake pIche bhAgegA yA nahIM bhAgegA? una logoM ne kahA, bhAganA hI pdd'egaa| to usa saMnyAsI ne kahA, gAya bahuta dRzya rassI se baMdhI hai; aura yaha AdamI bahuta adRzya rassI se baMdhA hai| yaha bhI gAya ko chor3a nahIM sktaa| gAya ke gale meM rassI hai jo bahuta sApha hai aura dikhAI par3a rahI hai| isa AdamI ke gale meM bhI gAya kI rassI hai jo bahuta sApha hai, para dikhAI nahIM par3a rahI hai| ___mAlika aura gulAma meM itanA hI pharka hai ki eka kI gulAmI dRzya hotI hai aura dUsare kI gulAmI adRzya hotI hai| isase jyAdA koI bhI pharka nahIM hai| hama jise gulAma banAte haiM vaha hameM bhI gulAma banA letA hai| da pajesara bikamsa da pjesdd| aparigraha khoja hai isa bAta kI ki maiM apanA mAlika kaise ho jaauuN| sunA hai maiMne, eka phakIra ke marane kA vakta karIba A gayA thaa| thor3e-se paise usake pAsa the| usane apane ziSyoM se kahA ki isa gAMva ke sabase garIba AdamI ko maiM ye paise de denA cAhatA huuN| to gAMva ke sAre garIba dUsare dina ikaTThe ho gye| lekina usane kisI ko garIba mAnanA svIkAra na kiyaa| eka-eka ko usane kahA ki nahIM tU nahIM hai, nahIM tU nahIM hai| abhI asalI garIba nahIM aayaa| aura phira dopahara samrATa apane ratha se nikalA to usane apane paisoM kI jholI samrATa ke ratha para pheMka dii| samrATa ko bhI patA thA ki sabase garIba AdamI ko ve paise milane vAle haiM usa phakIra ke| usa samrATa ne haMsa kara kahA ki pAgala ho gaye ho, sabase amIra AdamI para paise pheMkate ho? ghoSaNA kI thI sabase garIba AdamI ke lie| to usa phakIra ne kahA ki jinake pAsa kama cIjeM haiM unakI gulAmI bhI kama hai, unakI garIbI bhI kama hai| tumhAre pAsa cIjeM jyAdA haiM, tumhArI gulAmI bhI bar3I hai aura tumhArI garIbI bhI bar3I hai| aura majA yaha hai samrATa, ki jinake pAsa bahuta kama hai zAyada unhoMne aura khoja kI AzA chor3a dI ho, kiMtu jinake pAsa bahuta jyAdA hai unakI khoja kI AzA kA bhI koI hisAba nhiiN| tumase bar3e garIba AdamI ko maiM isa jamIna para nahIM jAnatA huuN| ye paise maiM tumheM bheMTa kara jAtA huuN| zAyada usa phakIra kA kahanA ThIka hI thaa| bar3e gulAma ve hI haiM jinheM dUsaroM ke samrATa hone kA bhrama paidA ho jAtA hai| aura bar3e garIba ve hI haiM jo bAhara kI saMpatti se bhItara kI garIbI miTAnA cAhate haiN| aura bar3e parataMtra ve hI haiM jo dUsaroM ko parataMtra karake svayaM kI svataMtratA ke khayAla meM bhaTakate haiN| koI bhI AdamI kisI ko parataMtra karake svataMtra nahIM ho sktaa| parigraha, isI bhrAMti kA nAma hai| maiM svataMtra honA cAhatA hUM to maiM socatA hUM ki kisI ko parataMtra kara lUM to maiM svataMtra ho aparigraha 29 For Personal & Private Use Only

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jaauuN| lekina parataMtratA doharI hai| jaMjIreM donoM tarapha kasa jAtI haiN| jelakhAne meM ve jo kaidI baMda haiM ve hI jela meM baMda nahIM haiN| vaha jo jelakhAne ke bAhara saMtarI khar3A huA hai vaha bhI utanA hI baMdhA hai| eka dIvAla ke bAhara baMdhA hai, eka dIvAla ke bhItara baMdhA hai| na dIvAla ke bhItara vAlA bhAga sakatA hai, na dIvAla ke bAhara vAlA bhAga sakatA hai| aura bar3e maje kI bAta hai ki dIvAla ke bhItara vAlA to bhAgane kA upAya bhI kare, dIvAla ke bAhara vAlA bhAgane kA upAya bhI nahIM karatA hai| vaha isa khayAla meM hai ki svataMtra hai| maiMne sunA hai ki DAkuoM ke eka giroha ne eka netA ko pakar3a liyaa| jaMgala meM nikalatI thI kAra, gAr3I roka lI aura DAkuoM ke giroha ne usa netA ko pakar3a liyaa| lekina ve DAkU bar3e majedAra loga the| netA to bahuta ghabar3AyA, lekina una DAkuoM ne kahA, ghabar3Ao mata, kyoMki hama sajAtIya haiM, hama eka hI jAti ke haiN| usa netA ne kahA, maiM matalaba nahIM smjhaa| to una DAkaoM ne kahA ki kaI bAtoM meM hamArA baDA tAlamela hai| tamhAre Age palisa calatI hai, hamAre pIche pulisa calatI hai| jyAdA pharka nahIM hai| tuma pulisa kI tarapha se Age se baMdhe hote ho, hama pIche se baMdhe hote haiN| aura dhyAna rahe, Age pulisa ho to bhAganA jarA muzkila hai| pIche pulisa ho to bhAgA bhI jA sakatA hai| jiMdagI ke anUThe rahasyoM meM se eka yaha hai ki hama jise bhI bAMdhate haiM usase hameM baMdha hI jAnA pdd'egaa| use bAMdhane ke lie bhI baMdha jAnA pdd'egaa| parigraha kI bar3I gaharAiyAM haiN| usake sUkSmatama hissoM ko samajha lenA jarUrI hai, to usake bAhara ke vistAra ko bhI samajhA jA sakatA hai| parigraha kI pahalI jo koziza hai vaha yaha hai ki mujhe yaha khayAla bhUla jAye ki maiM parataMtra huuN| mujhe yaha khayAla bhUla jAye ki maiM sImita huuN| mujhe yaha khayAla bhUla jAye ki maiM apanA mAlika nahIM huuN| lekina yaha khayAla bhulAyA nahIM jA sktaa| agara maiM mAlika nahIM hUM to nahIM huuN| aura kitanA hI maiM vistAra karUM ise bhulAne kA, usa sAre vistAra ke bIca bhI mere gahare meM maiM jAnaMgA ki maiM mAlika nahIM haiN| sikaMdara bhI jAnatA hai ki vaha mAlika nahIM hai hiTalara bhI jAnatA hai ki vaha mAlika nahIM hai| aura jitanA hI patA calatA hai ki mAlika nahIM hUM, utanA hI vaha bAhara kI mAlakiyata ko phailAtA calA jAtA hai, majabUta karatA calA jAtA hai| jitanI hI bAhara kI mAlakiyata majabUta hotI hai, ho sakatA hai thor3I-bahuta dera ko bhUla jAtA ho, lekina bAra-bAra smaraNa lauTa AtA hai ki maiM mAlika nahIM huuN| hama bhItara mAlika kyoM nahIM haiM? jo bhItara hai use hama jAnate bhI nahIM, to mAlika honA to bahuta asaMbhava hai| svAmI rAma amarIkA gaye to amarIkI presiDeMTa unase milane aayaa| aura usa amarIkI presiDeMTa ne rAma kI bAteM bar3I ajIba sI paayiiN| asala meM bhASA alaga thI, bhASA alaga hogI hii| saMnyAsI jo bhASA bolatA hai vaha kisI aura duniyA kI bhASA hai| rAma sadA apane ko bAdazAha rAma kahate the| usa amarIkI presiDeMTa ne kahA, maiM jarA samajha nahIM pA rhaa| vhATa DU yU mIna bAI iTa? yaha bAdazAha rAma, isakA matalaba kyA hai? Apake pAsa kucha dikhAI to 30 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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par3atA nhiiN| kucha bhI to nahIM hai Apake pAsa sivAya laMgoTI ke| bAdazAha kaise ho? to rAma ne kahA, yaha laMgoTI thor3I-sI bAdhA hai merI bAdazAhata meN| isalie ghoSaNA jarA dhIre karatA huuN| aise aba maiM kisI cIja se baMdhA huA nahIM huuN| basa, yaha laMgoTI raha gaI hai| maiM bAdazAha hUM! kyoMki mujhe koI bhI jarUrata nahIM hai| merI koI mAMga nahIM hai| merI koI cAha nahIM hai| yaha eka laMgoTI hai, yaha thor3A mujhe bAMdhe hue hai| aura laMgoTI to mujhe kyA bAMdhegI, maiMne hI isako bAMdhA huA hai| isalie hama donoM baMdha gaye haiN| laMgoTI mujhase baMdha gaI hai, maiM laMgoTI se baMdha gayA huuN| ___ nizcita hI mahAvIra apane ko bAdazAha kaha sakate haiN| mahAvIra ke bar3e bhAI ne zAyada socA hogA ki rAjya chor3akara calA gayA choTA bhaaii| socA hogA, kaisA pAgala hai? bar3e ke hAtha meM saba rAjya de gayA, sAmrAjya de gayA aura khuda naMgA hokara phakIra ho gyaa| nAsamajha hai| lekina bahuta kama loga samajha pAye ki bAdazAha ho gaye mahAvIra, aura bar3A bhAI gulAma raha gyaa| bAdazAhata isa bAta se zurU hotI hai ki maiM jo hUM utanA paryApta huuN| iTa iz2a enapha Tu bI vnselph| koI kamI nahIM hai jise mujhe pUrA karanA pdd'e| koI kamI nahIM hai jisakI vajaha se maiM khAlI rhuuN| koI kamI nahIM hai jisake binA mujhe lage ki kucha adhUrA hai| bAdazAhata eka inara phulaphilameMTa hai, eka bhItarI AptatA hai| saba hai, isalie koI kamI nahIM hai| lekina samrATa ke pAsa kucha bhI nahIM hai| bahuta hai usake pAsa, jo dikhAI par3atA hai cAroM tarapha, lekina vaha khuda hI usake pAsa nahIM hai| aura bhItara eka khAlIpana hai, bhItara eka eMpTInesa hai, eka riktatA hai| bhItara hama saba rikta haiN| isa riktatA ko hama pharnIcara se bhareMge, isa riktatA ko hama makAna se bhareMge, isa riktatA ko hama dhana se bhreNge| isa riktatA ko hama yaza, pada, pratiSThA se bhreNge| phira bhI hama pAyeMge ki sArI pada-pratiSThAeM ikaTThI ho gaI haiM; sArA dhana kA Dhera laga gayA hai, aura bhItara kI riktatA apanI jagaha khar3I hai| balki pahale itanI dikhAI nahIM par3atI thI jitanI aba dikhAI par3atI hai, kyoMki kaMTrAsTa hai-bAhara dhana ke Dhera laga gaye haiM to bhItara kI riktatA aura pragAr3ha hokara dikhAI par3ane lagatI hai| garIba AdamI ko apanI garIbI utanI sApha kabhI nahIM dikhAI par3atI jitanI amIra AdamI ko apanI garIbI dikhAI par3anI zurU ho jAtI hai| merI dRSTi meM to amIrI kA eka hI lAbha hai ki usase garIbI dikhAI par3atI hai| isalie maiM sadA amIrI ke pakSa meM rahatA huuN| kyoMki usake binA garIbI kabhI dikhAI nahIM par3a sktii| kAle takhne para jaise sapheda rekhAeM ubhara kara dikhAI par3ane lagatI haiM, aise bAhara ikaTTe ho gaye dhana meM bhItara kI nirdhanatA pragAr3ha hokara dikhAI par3ane lagatI hai| saba hotA hai bAhara aura bhItara kucha bhI nahIM hotA hai| vaha jo bhItara kI riktatA hai, usI ko bharane ke lie parigraha hai| lekina koI soca sakatA hai ki bAhara kI cIjeM chor3a deM to kyA bhItara kI riktatA miTa jAyegI? yahI asalI savAla hai, kyA hama bAhara kI cIjeM chor3a kara bhAga jAyeM to bhItara kI riktatA miTa jAyegI? aparigraha 31 For Personal & Private Use Only

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32 agara bAhara kI cIjoM ke hone se bhItara kI riktatA nahIM miTI to bAhara kI cIjoM ke na hone se kaise miTegI ? bAhara kI cIjoM ke hone se bhI na miTI to bAhara kI cIjoM ke chUTane se kaise miTa sakatI hai ? A lekina AdamI kA mana buniyAdI bhUloM meM ghirA rahatA hai| pahale vaha socatA hai bAhara kI cIjoM ko ikaTThA karane se bhara luuNgaa| phira jaba pAtA hai ki bAhara kI cIjeM ikaTThI ho gaIM aura bharAva nahIM AyA, to socatA hai, bAhara kI cIjoM ko chor3a kara bhara luuN| lekina pAgala huA hai| jaba cIjoM se bharA na jA sakA, to cIjoM ke haTAne se kaise bhara jAegA ? isalie dhyAna rahe, aparigraha kA artha bAhara kI cIjoM ko chor3anA nahIM hai / aparigraha kA artha bhItara kI pUrNatA ko pAnA hai / aura jaba bhItara pUrNatA bharatI hai, to bAhara cIjoM ko bharane kI daur3a vidA ho jAtI hai| isalie maiMne kahA, parigraha kA artha vastuoM se nahIM hai, parigraha kA artha pajesivanesa se hai| eka janaka raha sakatA hai ghara meM bhI lekina janaka parigrahI nahIM hai / parigraha to hai bahuta, parigrahI nahIM hai / aura eka saMnyAsI aparigrahI dikhAI par3atA hai, aura parigrahI ho sakatA hai| aksara hotA hai| kyoMki usane dUsarI bhUla kI hai| usane bhUla kI hai ki cIjoM ko haTA duuNgaa| lekina cIjoM ko haTAne se kyA hogA ? bhItara kA khAlIpana, ho sakatA hai dikhAI par3anA baMda ho jAye, itanA ho sakatA hai| itanA ho sakatA hai ki cUMki bAhara cIjeM na raha jAyeM isalie bAhara bhI khAlI ho jAye, bhItara bhI khAlI ho jAye to kaMTrAsTa na raha jAye aura cIjeM dikhAI par3anI baMda ho jAyeM / lekina bhItara kA khAlIpana bAhara ke khAlIpana se bhI nahIM miTa sakatA / bhItara to bharAva cAhie, bhItara phulaphilameMTa cAhie, bhItara eka pUrNatA kA paoNjiTiva janma, vidhAyaka janma cAhie to hI bAhara kI pakar3a vidA hogI, anyathA vidA nahIM ho sakatI / eka phakIra huA hai, DAyojanIja / naMgA gujara rahA hai jaMgala se / zAyada mahAvIra kI jor3a kA AdamI pazcima meM vahI huA / nagna hI hai| utanA hI masta, utanA hI AnaMdita, utanA hI svsth| jaMgala se gujaratA hai / kucha loga gulAmoM ko becane bAjAra meM jA rahe haiN| unhoMne dekhA isa DAyojanIja ko - akelA, naMgA, svastha, suMdara, zaktizAlI / socA, agara yaha pakar3a meM A jAye to isake dAma acche mila sakate haiN| magara Dara lagA unheM ki ise pakar3a bhI pAyeMge ! to ve ATha, lekina Dara lagA ki ise pakar3a bhI pAyeMge ! zaktizAlI hai bahuta / kahIM jhaMjhaTa ho jaaye| phira bhI ATha haiM, koziza kara lI jaaye| unhoMne bar3I tAkata ikaTThI karake DAyojanIja para hamalA bolA, lekina DAyojanIja ne hamale kA javAba to nahIM diyA; yA kaheM ki javAba diyA, lekina DAyojanIja ke DhaMga se diyaa| bIca meM khar3A ho gayA AMkha baMda karake aura unase kahA ki bolo kyA irAde haiM? usane koI lar3AI hI na kii| ve saba kaMpa rahe the bhaya se / usane kahA, Azvasta ho jAo, bhayabhIta mata hoo| mujhase tumhArA koI burA na hogaa| kyoMki jisane apane prati burA karanA baMda kara diyA, vaha kisI ke prati burA kaise kara sakatA hai? bolo, kyA irAde haiM ? jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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ve bahuta ghbdd'aaye| kyoMki DAyojanIja unake hamale kA javAba de detA to zAyada itane na ghbdd'aate| unheM kahane meM bar3I kaThinAI ho gaI ki hama tumheM gulAma banAne Aye haiN| ve ekadUsare kI tarapha dekhane lge| to DAyojanIja ne kahA, mata phikra karo, bolo, tuma jo kahoge vahI ho jaaegaa| unhoMne nIce AMkheM jhukA kara kahA ki hama bahuta zarmiMdA haiM, lekina hama tumheM gulAma banAne Aye haiN| DAyojanIja ne kahA, yaha bhI khUba bar3hiyA rhaa| calo, hama gulAma hue| aba kyA irAde haiM? una logoM ne DAyojanIja kI tarapha dekhA aura unhoMne kahA ki gulAma hue? kyA koI virodha na karoge? DAyojanIja ne kahA, hama apane mana ke mAlika haiN| hama gulAma honA bhI cuna sakate haiM, lar3AI kucha bhI nahIM hai| aba kahAM calanA hai? to unhoMne kahA, hama hAtha meM jaMjIreM DAla deN| DAyojanIja ne kahA, pAgalo, jaMjIroM kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| hama to tumhAre sAtha cala hI rahe haiN| calo jahAM calanA hai| ve DAyojanIja ko lekara bAjAra meM phuNce| bhIr3a ikaTThI ho gii| itanA suMdara gulAma zAyada hI kabhI bikane AyA ho| TikaTI para khar3A kiyA gayA DAyojanIja ko| aura jaba nIlAma karane vAle AdamI ne kahA ki jo isa gulAma ko kharIdanA cAhe vaha bolI zurU kre| to DAyojanIja ne kahA, cupa nAsamajha, pUcha unase ki kauna kisake sAtha AyA hai? ve mere pIche Aye haiM ki maiM unake pIche AyA hUM? baMdhA kauna kisase hai? maiM unase baMdhA hUM ki ve mujhase baMdhe haiM? gulAma zabda kA upayoga mata krnaa| hama apane mAlika haiN| ruka, maiM khuda hI AvAja lagA detA huuN| to DAyojanIja ne usa TikaTI se khar3e hokara kahA ki agara koI eka mAlika ko kharIdanA cAhe to eka mAlika bikane AyA huA hai| bhIr3a hairAna ho gii| unhoMne kahA, mAlika? DAyojanIja ne kahA, maiM apanA mAlika huuN| yaha jo apanI mAlakiyata hai, yaha eka vidhAyaka upalabdhi hai| yaha vidhAyaka upalabdhi ho jAye to bAhara kI pakar3a chUTa jAtI hai| bAhara kI pakar3a sirpha isIlie hai ki bhItara kI koI pakar3a nahIM hai| hama bAhara pakar3e cale jAte haiN| aura jisako bhI hama bAhara pakar3ate haiM usakI hama hatyA karanA zurU kara dete haiN| parigraha kI jo hiMsA hai vaha yahI hai ki agara hama kisI vyakti ko pakar3eMge bAhara to hama use mAranA zurU kara deNge| kyoMki binA mAre use pajesa nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| use mAranA hI pdd'egaa| agara eka guru eka ziSya ko pakar3a le to vaha ziSya ko mAranA zurU kara degaa| kyoMki jiMdA ziSya ziSya nahIM banAyA jA sktaa| use mAranA jarUrI hai| isalie AjJAeM, anuzAsana, niyama, maryAdA una saba meM use mArA jaaegaa| usakI svataMtratA kATI jaaegii| jaba vaha murdA ho jAegA tabhI ziSya ho sakatA hai| eka pati apanI patnI ko mAranA zurU kara degA, eka patnI apane pati ko mAranA zurU kara degii| eka mitra dUsare mitra ko mAranA zurU kara degaa| kyoMki jaba use bilakula mAra DAlA jAye, tabhI Azvasta huA jA sakatA hai ki vaha bhAga nahIM jaaegaa| vaha svataMtra nahIM ho jaaegaa| __ lekina isameM eka bar3I AMtarika kaThinAI hai| jaba hama kisI vyakti ko mAra kara usake mAlika ho jAte haiM to mAlika hone kA majA calA jAtA hai| yaha kaMTrADikzana hai| binA mAre aparigraha 33 For Personal & Private Use Only

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34 mAlika nahIM ho sakate, aura mArA ki majA gyaa| kyoMki mare hue ke mAlika hone meM koI majA nahIM aataa| isalie eka patnI se mana dUsarI patnI para jAtA hai, dUsarI se tIsarI para jAtA hai| eka makAna se dUsare makAna para, dUsare se tIsare makAna para / eka guru se dUsare guru para, eka ziSya se dUsare ziSya pr| jisa cIja ke hama mAlika ho jAte haiM, vaha bemAnI ho jAtI hai| kyoMki mAlika hote hI vaha murdA ho jAtI hai, aura murdA ke mAlika hone meM koI jyAdA majA nahIM aataa| koI majA nahIM hai| jiMdA kA mAlika honA caahie| isalie mAlakiyata meM eka dUsarA virodhAbhAsa hai / aura vaha virodhAbhAsa yaha hai ki mAlakiyata mAratI hai aura mAra kara aprasanna ho jAtI hai| kyoMki prasannatA kho jAtI hai| preyasI jitanA sukha detI hai utanA patnI nahIM detii| lekina preyasI ko tatkAla patnI banAne kI icchA hotI hai| kyoMki preyasI kI mAlakiyata anizcita hai / patnI kI mAlakiyata sunizcita hai| lekina patnI banate hI vaha mara gaI / marate hI vaha bemAnI ho gii| isalie jisa vyakti ko hama pA lete haiM vaha bemAnI ho jAtA hai / hama use bhUla jAte haiM, vaha artha hI nahIM raha jaataa| jo loga vyaktiyoM ko mAra-mAra kara ikaTThA karate jAte haiM, ve dhIredhIre vyaktiyoM se Uba jAte haiN| kyoMki mArane meM vyartha zrama karanA par3atA hai| zrama ke bAda phala kucha bhI nahIM miltaa| isalie jo samajhadAra parigrahI haiM, cAlAka, ve vyaktiyoM ko chor3a kara vastuoM para parigraha biThAne lagate haiN| unako mArane kI jhaMjhaTa nahIM karanI pdd'tii| ve marI - marAI hI hotI haiN| isalie jo loga vyaktiyoM se parezAna hokara Uba gaye haiM, ve dhana ikaTThA karane meM, pada ikaTThA karane meM laga jAte haiN| vaha jyAdA suvidhApUrNa hai, kanavInieMTa hai| eka ghara meM kursI le Aye haiM vaha marI huI hI ghara meM AtI hai / usako kahAM rakhanA hai, isake Apa pUre mAlika haiN| rakhanA hai, nahIM rakhanA hai, Apa pUre mAlika haiM / usako mArane kI jaddojahada aura parezAnI nahIM hotii| aura jaba hama kisI vyakti ko ghara meM lAte haiM to usako bhI hama kursI banAnA cAhate haiN| jaba taka vaha kursI nahIM banatA taba taka hameM becainI rahatI hai| jaba vaha kursI bana jAtA hai taba phira becainI zurU ho jAtI hai| I isalie jo cAlAka parigrahI haiM, ve vastuoM para mehanata karate haiN| jo nAsamajha parigrahI haiM, ve vyaktiyoM para mehanata karate rahate haiM / lekina donoM hI ajJAna kI mehanata haiN| na to hama vyaktiyoM se bhara sakate haiM apane ko, na vastuoM se bhara sakate haiM apane ko / hamAre hAtha khAlI hI raha jAyeMge / bharane kI jagaha sirpha eka hai| hama apane se bhara sakate haiM / aura koI bharAva nahIM hai| isa duniyA meM aura koI bharAva hai hI nahIM / kabhI rahA hI nahIM hai| hama sirpha apane se bhara sakate haiN| lekina apanA hameM koI patA nahIM hai| isa apane kA kaise patA lage ? aura isa apane ke patA lagane meM aparigraha kI dRSTi kaise sahayogI ho sakatI hai? to eka bAta Apa se kahanA cAhUMgA - jo bhI Apake pAsa hai, oNla daiTa yU haiva, jo bhI Apake pAsa hai, usa para eka daphA gaura se najara DAla kara dekhanA jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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ki kyA usase Apa jarA bhI, raMcamAtra bhI bhara sake haiM? jo bhI Apake pAsa hai, kyA usane iMca bhara bhI kahIM Apako bharA hai ? sabake pAsa kucha na kucha hai| isa 'kucha' ne Apako jarA bhI bharA ho to phira Apa isa 'kucha' ko bar3hAne meM laga jaanaa| thor3A bharA hai to aura jyAdA bhara sakegA, aura jyAdA bhara sakegA, aura jyAdA bhara skegaa| lekina agara isa 'kucha' ne bilakula na bharA ho to phira thor3A samajhanA par3egA ki yaha 'kucha' kitanA hI jyAdA ho jAye to bhI bhara nahIM paaegaa| yaha gaNita bahuta sIdhA hai, lekina anubhava hamezA AzA ke sAmane hAra jAtA hai| hamArA a kA anubhava to yahI hotA hai ki parigraha bhara nahIM pAyA, lekina bhaviSya kI AzA yahI ho hai ki zAyada kucha aura mila jAye, aura bhara jAye / sunA hai maiMne ki eka gAMva meM eka AdamI kI tIsarI patnI marI aura usane phira cauthI zAdI kii| to gAMva ke loga use kucha bheMTa karanA cAhate the, lekina bheMTa karate-karate thaka gaye the| tIna daphA zAdI kara cukA thaa| hara bAra bheMTa kama hotI calI gaI thii| jaba usane cauthI zAdI kI to umra bhI bahuta ho gaI thI aura gAMva ke loga bhI parezAna ho gaye the ki aba kyA bheMTa kreN| to gAMva ke logoM ne eka takhtI use bheMTa kI jisa para likhA thA - anubhava ke Upara AzA kI vijy| tIna patniyoM kA anubhava bhI usako cauthI patnI se na roka paayaa| pUrA gAMva jAnatA thA ki jaba taka patnI jiMdA rahatI hai, taba taka vaha gAMva meM patnI ke jiMdA hone ke lie rotA hai| aura jaba patnI mara jAtI hai to patnI ke marane ke lie rotA hai / anubhava para AzA sadA jIta jAtI hai / parigrahI kA citta jo hai vaha AzA se baMdhA huA calatA hai| aparigraha kI dRSTi to tabhI AyegI jaba AzA para anubhava jiite| ApakA atIta, ApakA anubhava paryApta hai kahane ko ki saba pAkara bhI kucha pAyA nahIM gayA hai / aura ve jo rASTrapati ke padoM para pahuMca jAte haiM, ve kursiyoM para baiTha kara acAnaka pAte haiM ki kursI para baiTha gaye, pAyA kucha bhI nahIM gayA hai| asala meM jahAM pAnA hai vaha hai dizA bIiMga kI, aura jo hama pA rahe haiM vaha hai dizA haiviMga kii| jo hama pA rahe haiM ve haiM cIjeM, aura jo hameM pAnA hai vaha hai AtmA / ye cIjeM kabhI bhI AtmA nahIM bana sktiiN| yaha bhrAMta - daur3a eka jiMdagI nahIM, anaMta jiMdagI calatI hai| asala meM hama apane purAne anubhavoM ko bhulAte cale jAte haiN| aisA nahIM hai ki pichale janma ke anubhava hamAre bhUla gaye haiM, hamane bhulA diye haiN| hama isI janma ke anubhavoM ko bhulAte, upekSA karate cale jAte haiN| hama sadA hI anubhava ko iMkAra karate cale jAte haiM aura hama socate haiM ki jo a taka huA usase bhinna Age ho sakatA hai| aneka janmoM kA anubhava bhI hameM isa bAta se nahIM roka pAtA hai ki hama vastu ko AtmA na banA skeNge| haiviMga, bIiMga nahIM bana sakatA hai| vaha asaMbhAvanA hai| lekina kabhI-kabhI aisA hotA hai ki asaMbhava kI bhI AkAMkSA bar3I rasapUrNa hotI hai / jo nahIM ho sakatA, usako karane kA bhI dila hotA hai| kaI bAra to isIlie hotA hai ki vaha nahIM ho sakatA / aba cAMda para car3hane kA majA calA gyaa| hajAroM sAla se AdamI ko thA / For Personal & Private Use Only aparigraha 35

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cAMda para pahuMcane kI AkAMkSA bar3I rasapUrNa thI, kyoMki vaha asaMbhava mAlUma par3atA thaa| vaha itanA asaMbhava mAlUma par3atA thA ki jo loga cAMda para pahuMcane kA khayAla karate the, unako hama pAgala samajhate the| aMgrejI kA to jo pAgala ke lie zabda hai lUnATika, usakA matalaba hai caaNdmaaraa| vaha lUnA se banA hai| jisa AdamI ke dimAga meM cAMda chA gayA, jo aba cAMda para pahuMcanA cAhatA hai, to usako pAgala kahate the| hiMdI meM bhI pAgala ke lie cAMdamArA zabda hai| jisa para cAMda kA hamalA ho gayA, jo asaMbhava se pIr3ita ho gyaa| lekina hama saba cAMdamAre haiM, hama saba lUnATika haiN| lUnATika isa artha meM ki hama saba asaMbhava ke lie cAhate rahate haiN| sabase bar3A asaMbhava isa jagata meM kyA hai-da mosTa iMpAsibala? cAMda para pahuMcA jA sakatA hai, isalie aba cAMda para pahuMcane vAloM ko lUnATika kahanA ThIka nahIM hai| aba bAta khatama ho gyii| aba yaha zabda badala denA caahie| aba cAMdamArA pAgala kA paryAyavAcI nahIM rhaa| aba to cAMda para buddhimAna AdamI pahuMca gaye haiM, zAyada maMgala para pahuMceM, phira zAyada kisI tAre para phuNceN| lekina ye saba kaThina haiM, asaMbhava nahIM haiN| __ asaMbhava sirpha jagata meM mere hisAba se eka cIja hai aura vaha yaha hai ki vastu ko kabhI bhI AtmA nahIM banAyA jA sakegA-haiviMga kaina naoNTa bI TrAMsaphArDa inaTU biiiNg| vaha eka asaMbhAvanA hai jo sunizcita rUpa se asaMbhava rhegii| isalie mahAvIra yA buddha yA jIsasa una logoM ko pAgala kahate haiM jo parigraha meM par3e haiN| parigrahI, arthAta paagl| vaha eka aise kAma meM lagA hai jo ho hI nahIM sakatA hai| ho sakatA hai ki nahIM ho sakatA, yahI usakA AkarSaNa ho| lekina AkarSaNa se asatya satya nahIM bnte| parigraha kA satya yaha hai ki vaha asaMbhAvanA hai| __ sunA hai maiMne ki sikaMdara se DAyojanIja ne eka bAra kahA thA ki tU agara pUrI duniyA pA legA, to tUne kabhI socA hai ki phira kyA karegA? sikaMdara, kahate haiM, suna kara udAsa ho gayA aura sikaMdara ne kahA, yaha mere khayAla meM nahIM aayaa| ThIka kahate haiM aap| dUsarI to koI duniyA nahIM hai| agara maiM eka pA lUMgA to phira kyA kruuNgaa| ekadama anaeMplAeDa ho jAUMgA, bekAra hI ho jaauuNgaa| sikaMdara udAsa ho gayA yaha jAna kara ki dUsarI duniyA nahIM hai| isakA matalaba? isakA matalaba yaha ki jaba vaha pUrI duniyA pA legA taba kitanI udAsI hogI, abhI to sirpha khayAla hai| Apane kabhI socA nahIM ki jo Apa cAhate haiM, agara pA leMge to kyA hogaa| agara isa duniyA meM kisI dina aisA iMtajAma kiyA jA sake jaisA ki kathAoM meM varNana hai, ki svarga meM hai-agara hama kabhI isa duniyA meM kalpavRkSa banA sake to pratyeka AdamI ko mahAvIra ho jAnA pdd'egaa| agara hama kisI dina kalpavRkSa banA sakeM isa duniyA meM, aura kalpavRkSa ke nIce jo Apane cAhA vaha tatkAla maujUda ho gayA, to sArI duniyA aparigrahI ho jaayegii| koI parigraha nahIM raha jaayegaa| kyoMki jaise hI koI cIja Apako tatkAla mila jAye, Apa hairAna 36 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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hote haiM ki milate hI vaha bekAra ho gyii| Apa phira purAnI jagaha khar3e ho gaye, jahAM Apa milane ke pahale the| vahI rukha kisI aura cIja ke lie ho gyaa| Apa eka bhUkha haiM, eka khAlIpana, eka riktatA, jo hara cIja ke bAda phira Age Akara khar3I ho jAtI hai| AdamI eka kSitija kI bhAMti, horijana kI bhAMti hai| dekhate haiM, AkAza chUtA huA mAlUma par3atA hai jamIna ko| calate cale jAyeM, lagatA hai yahI rahA pAsa-dasa mIla hogA, bIsa mIla hogaa| abhI pahuMca jaayeNge| pahuMcate haiM aura pAte haiM ki AkAza bIsa mIla Age haTa gyaa| haTa nahIM sakatA thA agara vahAM hotaa| Apake calane se AkAza ke haTane kA koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| AkAza kabhI bhI kahIM pRthvI ko nahIM chUtA hai, sirpha chUtA huA dikhAyI par3atA hai| pRthvI gola hai, aura isalie AkAza chUtA huA dikhAI par3atA hai| AkAza kahIM bhI chUtA nhiiN| __manuSya kI vAsanAeM sarkulara haiM, gola haiM, aura isalie AzA upalabdhi banatI huI dikhAyI par3atI hai, kabhI banatI nhiiN| manuSya kI vAsanAeM vartulAkAra haiM, jaise pRthvI gola hai, aura AzA kA AkAza cAroM tarapha hai, to aisA lagatA hai, ye rahe dasa miil| abhI pahuMca jAUMgA jahAM AzA upalabdhi bana jAyegI, jahAM jo maiMne cAhA hai, vaha mila jAyegA aura maiM tRpta ho jaauuNgaa| dasa mIla cala kara patA calatA hai ki horIjana Age calA gyaa| AkAza Age bar3ha gayA, vaha aba aura Age jAkara chU rahA hai| phira hama bar3hate haiM, aura jiMdagI bhara bar3hate rahate haiM, aura aneka jiMdagI bar3hate rahate haiN| __aura majA yaha hai ki hameM yaha kabhI khayAla nahIM AtA ki dasa mIla pahale jo AkAza chUtA huA dikhAyI par3atA thA, vaha phira dasa mIla Age dikhAyI par3ane lgaa| kahIM aisA to nahIM hai ki AkAza chUtA hI nhiiN| anyathA AkAza Apa se Dara kara bhAga rahA ho aura jamIna ko chUne ke sthAna badala rahA ho, aisA to nahIM ho sktaa| phira aura bar3e maje kI bAta hai ki hamase dasa mIla Age jo aura khar3e haiM ve bhI bhAga rahe haiM aura jahAM hameM lagatA hai ki AkAza chUtA hai, vahAM khar3e loga bhI aura Age bhAga rahe haiN| una logoM ke bhI jo Age haiM, jahAM unheM lagatA hai ki AkAza chUtA hai, ve bhI bhAga rahe haiN| jaba sArI pRthvI bhAga rahI ho, to jinheM thor3A bhI viveka hai, unheM yaha smaraNa A jAnA kaThina nahIM hai ki AkAza pRthvI ko kahIM chUtA hI nhiiN| chUnA sirpha epiyareMsa hai, sirpha chUtA huA mAlUma par3atA hai| AzA kahIM upalabdhi nahIM bntii| vAsanA kahIM tRpti nahIM banatI, kAmanA kahIM pUrNa nahIM hotI, sirpha chUtI huI, hotI huI mAlUma par3atI hai! aura AdamI daur3atA calA jAtA hai| isalie parigraha ke saMbaMdha meM apane atIta-anubhava ko pUrA-kA-pUrA dekha lenA jarUrI hai| lekina hama dhokhA dene meM kuzala haiN| dUsare ko dhokhA dene meM utane kuzala nahIM haiM jitanA apane ko dhokhA dene meM kuzala haiN| dUsare ko dhokhA denA bahuta muzkila bhI hai, kyoMki dUsarA jo hai vhaaN| para apane ko dhokhA denA bahuta AsAna hai, selpha-Disepzana bahuta hI AsAna hai| hama apane ko dhokhA diye cale jAte haiN| aparigraha 37 For Personal & Private Use Only

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eka rupayA, maiM socatA hUM, mujhe mila jAye to AnaMdita ho jaauuNgaa| rupayA mere hAtha meM A jAtA hai, AnaMdita bilakula nahIM hotaa| socatA hUM, dUsarA rupayA mila jAye; lekina dUsarA rupayA bhI pahale rupaye kI pratilipi hai, kApI hai, yaha khayAla meM nahIM aataa| dUsarA bhI mila jAtA hai| tIsarA rupayA bhI mila jAtA hai, tIsarA rupayA bhI dUsare kI pratilipi hai| vaha bhI usI kA ceharA hai| tIsarA bhI mila jAtA hai| ye milate cale jAte haiM, milate cale jAte haiN| eka dina maiM pAtA hUM ki maiM to kho gayA, rupaye hI rupaye ho gaye haiN| lekina vaha jo pahale rupaye ke vakta jo AkAza kahIM mujhe chUtA mAlUma par3atA thA, vaha karor3a rupaye ke bAda bhI vahIM chUtA huA mAlUma par3atA hai| phAsalA utanA hI hai, jitanA eka rupaye kI AzA meM thA, utanA hI karor3a rupaye ke bAda phira punaH usI AzA meM hai| isalie kabhI-kabhI hameM hairAnI hotI hai ki karor3apati bhI eka rupaye ke lie itanA pAgala kyoM hotA hai! karor3apati bhI eka rupaye ke lie utanA hI dIvAnA hotA hai jitanA jisake pAsa eka nahIM hai vaha hotA hai; kyoMki phAsalA donoM kA sadA barAbara hai| AzA aura upalabdhi kA phAsalA vahI hai| Apake pAsa kitanA hai isase koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| vaha jo Age hai, jo nahIM hai Apake pAsa, vaha daur3AtA calA jAtA hai| ___ aura kaI bAra to karor3apati aura bhI kRpaNa ho jAtA hai, kyoMki usake anubhava ne kahA ki karor3a rupaye ho gaye, phira bhI abhI upalabdhi nahIM huii| jIvana to cuka gyaa| aba ekaeka rupaye ko jitane jora se pakar3a sake-kyoMki jIvana cuka rahA hai| idhara jIvana samApta ho rahA hai| jaba eka rupayA pAsa thA to jIvana bhI pAsa thaa| daur3a bhI thI, tAkata bhI thI, para aba vaha bhI khatma ho gyii| aba karor3a rupaye to pAsa ho gaye haiM, para jIvana kI zakti kSINa ho gayI hai| isalie bUr3hA hote-hote AdamI aura parigrahI ho jAtA hai, aura jora se pakar3ane lagatA hai ki aba jiMdagI to bahuta kama hai| jitanI jaldI, jitanA jyAdA pakar3A jA sake, jitanI jaldI jitanI yAtrA kI jA sake...! __sunA hai maiMne, elisa nAma kI eka lar3akI svarga pahuMca gayI hai aura vahAM jAkara takalIpha meM hai| bhUkhI hai, pyAsI hai, khar3I hai| dUra kI yAtrA hai jamIna se svarga taka kI, pariyoM ke deza taka kI, aura phira pariyoM kI rAnI use dikhAyI par3I, vRkSa ke nIce khar3I hai aura bulA rahI hai| AvAja sunAyI par3atI hai| AvAjeM bar3I bhrAmaka haiM, ve sunAyI par3atI haiN| hAtha dikhAyI par3atA hai| hAtha bar3e bhrAmaka haiM, ve dikhAyI par3ate haiN| aura usake Asa-pAsa miThAiyoM kA Dhera lagA hai, phala-phUla kA Dhera lagA hai; aura vaha bhUkhI lar3akI daur3anA zurU kara detI hai| subaha hai, sUraja uga rahA hai| vaha bhAgatI hai, bhAgatI hai| dopahara ho gayI, sUraja sira para A gayA, lekina phAsalA utanA kA utanA hai| lekina vaha lar3akI lar3akI hai, agara bUr3hI hotI to ruka kara socatI bhI nhiiN| vaha lar3akI khar3I hokara socatI hai ki bAta kyA hai? subaha ho gayI, dopahara ho gayI daur3atedaur3ate, aura jo itanI nikaTa mAlUma par3atI thI rAnI, aba bhI utanI hI nikaTa hai! kucha bhI pharka nahIM pdd'aa| DisTeMsa vahI hai! to vaha cillA kara pUchatI hai ki rAnI, yaha tumhArA deza 38 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA . For Personal & Private Use Only

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kaisA hai? subaha se dopahara ho gayI daur3ate-daur3ate, lekina phAsalA kama nahIM hotaa| rAnI kahatI hai ki tU thor3A dhIre daur3atI hai, isalie phAsalA kama nahIM hotaa| jarA tejI se daudd'| tU daur3a kI tAkata kama lagA rahI hai, daur3a kAphI nahIM hai| yaha bAta lar3akI kI samajha meM A jAtI hai| bUr3he kI samajha meM bhI A jAtI hai to lar3akI kI samajha meM A jAye to bahuta kaThina nhiiN| usakI samajha meM A jAtI hai ki jarUra phAsalA isIlie pUrA nahIM hotA hai ki daur3a kamajora hai| isalie vaha aura tejI se daur3atI hai| phira sAMjha sUraja Dhalane lagatA hai, lekina phAsalA utanA kA utanA hI hai| phira vaha cillA kara pUchatI hai ki aba to aMdherA bhI utarane lgaa| vaha rAnI kahatI hai, terI daur3a kamajora hai| vaha lar3akI aura tejI se daur3atI hai| aba to aMdherA bhI kAphI chAne lagA hai, aura rAnI kA dikhAyI par3anA muzkila hone lagA hai| aba vaha aMdhere meM cillA kara pUchatI hai, terA deza kaisA hai! aba to rAta bhI utara AyI, aba pahuMcane kI AzA bhI khotI hai| rAnI kI khilakhilAhaTa sunAyI par3atI hai aura vaha kahatI hai, pAgala lar3akI, zAyada tujhe patA nahIM, duniyA meM saba jagaha-jisa pRthvI se tU AtI hai, usa jagaha bhI-koI kabhI vahAM nahIM pahuMcatA, jahAM pahuMcanA cAhatA hai| phAsalA sadA vahI rahatA hai, jo zurU karate vakta hotA hai| janma ke dina jitanA phAsalA hai, mRtyu ke dina utanA hI phAsalA hotA hai| sirpha eka pharka par3atA hai| janma ke dina sUraja nikalatA hai, mRtyu ke dina sUraja DhalatA hai aura aMdherA ho rahA hotA hai| janma ke dina AzAeM hotI haiM, mRtyu ke dina phrasTrezaMsa hote haiM, viSAda hotA hai, hAra hotI hai| janma ke dina AkAMkSAeM hotI haiM, abhIpsAeM hotI haiM, daur3ane kA bala hotA hai; mRtyu ke dina thakA mana hotA hai, hAra hotI hai, TUTa gaye hote haiN| lekina phira bhI aisA samajhane kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai ki maratA huA AdamI aparigrahI ho jAtA ho| maratA huA AdamI bhI yahI socatA hai, kAza thor3I tAkata aura hotI, aura thor3e dina aura zeSa hote to daur3a letA! pahuMca jAtA! aisI kathA hai ki eka samrATa kI mauta karIba A gyii| sau varSa pUre ho gye| mauta bhItara AyI aura usane samrATa se kahA, maiM lene A gayI huuN| Apa taiyAra ho jaayeN| mauta sabhI ke pAsa Akara kahatI hai, Apa taiyAra ho jaayeN| hama na suneM, yaha bAta dUsarI hai; hama bahare bana jAyeM, yaha bAta dUsarI hai| samrATa ne kahA, vakta A gayA jAne kA, lekina abhI to maiM kucha bhI na bhoga paayaa| abhI to saba AzAeM tAjI haiM, aura abhI koI cIja pUrI nahIM huii| abhI maiM kaise jA sakatA hUM? lekina mauta ne kahA ki mujhe to kisI ko le hI jAnA pdd'egaa| agara tumhArA koI beTA rAjI ho tumhArI jagaha marane ko, to maiM use le jAUM! vaha apanI umra tumheM de de| samrATa ne apane beTe bulAye, bahuta beTe the usake, sau beTe the| bahuta rAniyAM thIM uskii| usane una saba beToM se kahA, kauna hai jo mujhe apanI umra de de, kyoMki abhI to merA kucha bhI pUrA nahIM huaa| lekina ve beTe bhI AdamI the aura jaba maratA huA sau varSa kA bUr3hA bhI jiMdA rahanA cAhe / aparigraha 39 For Personal & Private Use Only

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to pacAsa sAla kA usakA beTA kyoM jiMdA rahanA na cAhe? assI sAla kA usakA beTA jiMdA kyoM na rahanA cAhe? aura bIsa sAla kA usakA beTA jiMdA kyoM na rahanA cAhe? ve ninyAnabe beTe to cupa hokara baiTha gye| jo sabase kama umra kA beTA thA vaha uTha kara khar3A huaa| usakI umra koI paMdraha-solaha sAla thii| usane kahA ki merI umra le leN| mauta ne use bahuta rokA ki pAgala tU yaha kyA kara rahA hai! usane kahA ki jaba mere pitA sau varSa meM kucha pUrA nahIM kara pAye, to maiM bhI kyA pUrA kara pAUMgA! unako de jAtA huuN| zAyada do sau varSa meM ve kucha pUrA kara paayeN| sau varSa hI to mere pAsa haiM na! aura merA bhI koI beTA zAyada hI rAjI hogA jisa dina mujhe umra kI jarUrata pdd'egii| kyoMki dekhatA hUM ki ninyAnabe beToM meM se koI rAjI nahIM hai, to merA beTA bhI zAyada hI koI rAjI hogaa| aura usa beTe ne mauta se kahA ki kama se kama mujhe yaha to rahegA ki apanI koI AzA viphala na huI, kyoMki hamane koI AzA hI na kii| to AnaMda ke sAtha to mara skuuNgaa| pitA to bahuta viSAda se mara rahe haiN| itanI kRpA karanA mujha para, ki jaba sau sAla bAda pitA phira se mareM, to mujhe jarA khabara kara denA ki kyA hAlata bnii| sau varSa bIta gye| varSa bItane meM dera nahIM lgtii| sau varSa bIta gaye, mauta phira se dvAra para khar3I ho gayI hai aakr| samrATa ne kahA, lekina abhI to saba AzAeM adhUrI haiM, koI sapane pUre nahIM hue| taba taka usake purAne sau beTe mara cuke haiM, lekina aura sau beTe paidA ho gaye haiN| usane kahA, mere beToM ko bulaao| mauta ne kahA, dekhate nahIM Apa, do sau varSa meM bhI kucha nahIM ho paayaa| usane kahA, thor3A aura samaya mila jAye to zAyada pUrA ho jaaye| vaha 'zAyada', vaha 'parahepsa' AkhirI mRtyu ke kSaNoM meM bhI khar3A rahatA hai| zAyada pUrA ho jAye! ThIka, sau beTe bulAye gaye, phira eka beTA rAjI ho gyaa| mauta ne use bhI samajhAyA ki tU pAgala hai| para usane kahA, behatara ho ki tU hamAre pitA ko samajhA ki vaha pAgala haiN| kyoMki do sau varSa meM kucha pUrA nahIM ho pAyA to maiM bhI kyA kara pAUMgA? usa beTe ne marane ke pahale apane pitA se pUchA ki thor3A-bahuta bhI pUrA huA hai do sau varSoM meM? usake pitA ne kahA, thor3A-bahuta? kucha bhI pUrA nahIM huaa| maiM vahIM khar3A hUM jahAM maiM AyA thA pRthvI para, taba thaa| to usa beTe ne kahA, maiM khuzI se jAtA hUM, koI viSAda nahIM hai| kahate haiM, aisA eka hajAra sAla taka huaa| vaha bUr3hA eka hajAra sAla taka jiiyaa| usake beTe badalate cale gaye, usakI umra bar3hatI calI gayI, aura jaba hajAraveM varSa mauta AyI to mauta thaka cukI thI, lekina vaha bUr3hA nahIM thakA thaa| aura mauta ne kahA, basa, aba nhiiN| aba kAphI ho gyaa| maiM kaba taka AtI rahUMgI? tuma anubhava se sIkhate hI nhiiN| usa bUr3he ne kahA, lekina abhI to kucha bhI nahIM huaa| abhI to saba vahIM kA vahIM rikta aura khAlI hai| thor3A samaya zAyada mila jAye to kucha ho ske| yaha bAta vaha dasa bAra mauta se kaha cukA hai| isa baDhe para haMsanA mata Apa. yaha kahAnI nahIM hai. yaha hama sabakI kahAnI hai| yaha bAta hama bhI mauta se hajAra bAra kaha cuke haiM, yAda nahIM hai| usako bhI yAda nahIM thaa| agara usako bhI yAda hotA ki dasa bAra yahI bAta kahI jA cukI hai, to zAyada dasavIM bAra kahane meM himmata TUTa 40 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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jaatii| vaha bhI bhUla cukA thaa| usane mauta se kahA, kauna-sA anubhava? kaisA anubhava? usa mauta ne kahA, maiM dasa bAra A cukI huuN| usa bUr3he ne kahA, mujhe kucha smaraNa nhiiN| asala meM dukha ko hama bhulAnA cAhate haiM aura hama bhUla jAte haiN| jo-jo dukha hai use hama bhUla jAte haiM, jo-jo sukha hai use hama samhAla kara rakhate haiN| jo-jo dukha hai use hama choTA karate jAte haiM, jo-jo sukha hai use hama dhIre-dhIre mana meM bar3A karate jAte haiN| isalie bUr3hA AdamI kahatA hai, bacapana meM bahuta sukha thaa| koI baccA nahIM khtaa| baccA kahatA hai, kitanI jaldI bar3e ho jaayeN| bar3e ke pAsa bahuta sukha mAlUma par3atA hai| koI baccA sukhI nahIM hai| lekina saba bUr3he kahate haiM, bacapana meM bahuta sukha thaa| bacce bahuta jaldI bar3e honA cAhate haiN| saba bacce parezAna haiM, kyoMki unako hajAra taraha ke dukha haiN| baccA honA bhI bar3A dukha hai bar3oM kI duniyA meN| cAroM tarapha bar3e haiM aura eka choTA baccA hai| bar3e gaMbhIra carcA kara rahe haiM aura use khelane kI AjJA nahIM hai| aura usa choTe bacce ko bar3oM kI gaMbhIra carcA ekadama nipaTa nAsamajhI kI mAlUma par3atI hai, khela sArthaka mAlUma par3atA hai| saba tarapha dabAva hai, saba tarapha AjJA hai-yaha mata karo, vaha mata kro| baccA bahuta jaldI bar3A honA cAhatA hai ki kaba vaha bar3A ho jAye aura dUsaroM se kaha sake ki yaha mata kro| lekina saba bUr3he kahate haiM ki bacapana bahuta sukhada thaa| unhoMne bacapana ke saba dukha bhulA diye| ___ aba yaha bar3e maje kI bAta hai, Apa kaheMge ki nahIM, eka AdamI agara sau bAra marA ho, dasa bAra mauta AyI ho usakI, to bhUla nahIM sktaa| Apa janme the, Apako yAda hai janma kI? nizcita hI eka bAta to kama se kama pakkI hai hI, pIche ke janmoM ko hama chor3a deM, isa bAra Apa janme haiM itanA to pakkA hI hai| lekina Apako koI yAda hai janma kI? janma itanI dukhada prakriyA hai ki usakI yAda mana nahIM bnaataa| mAM jitanA dukha jhelatI hai janma dete vakta, vaha kucha bhI nahIM hai, jo beTA jhelatA hai| aura mAM to bahuta jaldI prasava-pIr3A se mukta ho jaayegii| koI kAraNa nahIM hai, lekina beTA, vaha jo dukha jhelatA hai vaha itanA bhArI hai ki use apanI smRti se haTA detA hai| __hamArI smRti pUre vakta cunAva kara rahI hai ki kyA bacAnA hai, kyA haTAnA hai| agara hameM koI batAne vAlA na ho ki hama janme haiM, to hameM patA hI nahIM calegA ki hama janme haiN| lekina janma ke vakta Apa the, janma kI ghaTanA Apake Upara ghaTI hai| janma kI ghaTanA se Apa gujare haiM, lekina usakI smRti kahAM hai? usakI smRti nahIM hai, kyoMki vaha bahuta dukhada ghaTanA hai| mAM ke aMdhakArapUrNa peTa se, parama vizrAma se, jahAM zvAsa lene kI takalIpha bhI nahIM hai, jahAM jIne ke lie bhI kucha karanA nahIM par3atA, sirpha jInA hai| manovaijJAnika to hajAra-hajAra anubhava ke AdhAra para kahate haiM ki manuSya ko mokSa kI jo kalpanA AyI hai, vaha garbha kI smRti se AyI hai| garbha meM itanI zAMti hai, itanA mauna hai, ToTala sAileMsa hai, koI zrama nahIM hai| kucha karanA nahIM hai, sirpha honA hai| usa hone kI duniyA se eka jhaTake ke sAtha usa duniyA meM AnA jahAM jiMdA rahanA ho to zvAsa bhI lenI par3egI, bhojana bhI lenA par3egA, ronA bhI par3egA, cillAnA bhI pdd'egaa| jahAM jiMdagI kaThinAiyoM se aparigraha 41 For Personal & Private Use Only

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42 gujregii| utane bar3e zAMta aura sukhada anubhava se itane bar3e dukhada anubhava meM praveza ! baccA bhUla jAtA hai| lekina gaharI hipnosisa meM Apako yAda dilAyA jA sakatA hai ki Apa jaba paidA hue to ApakA anubhava kyA thA / gaharI sammohana kI avasthA meM yA gahare dhyAna meM, Apako mAM peTa ke anubhava bhI yAda dilAye jA sakate haiN| agara ApakI mAM gira par3I thI to vaha jo coTa lagI thI, usakI khabara bhI Apa taka pahuMcI thii| vaha bhI ApakI smRti kA hissA hai, lekina hama bhUla gaye haiN| ThIka aise hI hama bhI bahuta bAra mare haiM, jaisA vaha rAjA yayAti, jisakI maiM kahAnI kaha rahA thA, dasa bAra mauta AyI lekina bhUlatA calA gyaa| usane kahA, maiM to tujhe pahacAnatA hI nahIM huuN| maiM to socatA hUM tU pahalI bAra hI AyI hai, thor3A samaya mujhe mila jAye to maiM apanI AkAMkSAeM pUrI kara luuN| lekina usa mauta ne kahA ki nahIM aba bahuta ho cukaa| tuma hajAra sAla ke anubhava se nahIM sIkhe, to tuma karor3a varSa ke anubhava se bhI nahIM sIkha sakate ho / jise sIkhanA hai vaha eka anubhava se bhI sIkhatA hai, jise nahIM sIkhanA hai vaha anaMta anubhava se bhI nahIM sIkhatA / hama aise hI loga haiM, jinhoMne sIkhanA baMda kara diyA hai| ye jinako hama mahAvIra yA kRSNa yA buddha kahate haiM, ye ve loga haiM jo jiMdagI ke anubhava se sIkhate haiN| hama aise loga haiM jo sIkhate hI nahIM / hama aise loga haiM jinhoMne jAna-bUjha kara AMkheM baMda kara rakhI haiM aura sIkheMge nhiiN| aura vahI karate cale jAyeMge jo hama kara rahe the; aura vahI bhogate cale jAyeMge jo hama bhoga rahe the; aura vahI AzAeM, vahI viSAda, vahI punarAvRtti aura vahI cakra ! kabhI Apane zAyada khayAla na kiyA ho, hamArA zabda hai : saMsAra / saMsAra kA matalaba hotA hai: da hvIla, cakra, jisameM vahI spoka bAra - bAra lauTa Ate haiM, jisameM vahI dhurI bArabAra ghUmane lagatI hai| vaha jo bhArata ke jhaMDe para cakra banAyA huA hai, vaha una rAjanItijJoM ko patA nahIM hai ki kisalie banA liyA hai| basa, azoka ke staMbha para banA thA to socA ki azoka kA cihna hai, use cuna liyA hai| lekina rAjanItijJa kaise samajha pAyegA ki vaha cakra eka dhArmika pratIka hai| aura jitane cakkara meM rAjanItijJa rahatA hai, utane cakkara meM to koI nahIM rahatA hai| vaha to cakke ke bhItara hai, vaha to spoksa ko pakar3a kara baiThA huA hai, ghUma rahA hai pUre vkt| kucha dUsare usako chur3Ane kI bhI koziza kara rahe haiM, to bhI chUTatA nahIM hai / ve dUsare bhI use chur3A kara usake spoka ko khuda pakar3a lenA cAhate haiM / aura unheM kabhI khayAla nahIM AtA hai ki jisa bhAMti ve usako chur3Ane kI koziza kara rahe haiM, kucha loga unako chur3Ane kI bhI koziza kareMge, jaba ve pakar3a leNge| vaha cala rahA hai pUre vakta / jagata, saMsAra, eka cakra hai / jisa cakra meM hama vahI kiye cale jAte haiM, vahI doharAye cale jAte haiN| kala bhI Apane krodha kiyA thA, aura kala bhI Apa pachatAye the, aura kala bhI Apane kasama khAyI thI ki aba krodha nahIM kreNge| Aja phira Apa krodha kareMge, Aja phira jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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Apa pachatAyeMge, Aja phira Apa kasama khAyeMge ki krodha nahIM kreNge| kala bhI yahI hogA, parasoM bhI yahI hogaa| hama AdamI haiM yA mazIna haiM? yaMtra agara ghUmatA calA jAye to samajha meM AtA hai, AdamI bhI ghUmatA calA jAye to zaka hotA hai ki yaha AdamI hai yA mazIna hai| loga kahate haiM ki AdamI jo hai vaha rezanala enimala hai, lekina AdamI isakA koI sabUta nahIM detaa| AdamI ko dekha kara bilakula patA nahIM calatA ki AdamI buddhimAna hai| AdamI se jyAdA buddhihIna prANI khojanA bahuta muzkila hai| AdamI sIkhatA hI nhiiN| ja bar3I-se-bar3I bAta sIkhane kI ho sakatI hai jiMdagI meM, vaha yaha hai ki parigraha eka vyA hai| / vastueM vyartha haiM, yaha maiM nahIM kaha rahA huuN| Apake ghara meM kursI hai, yaha vyartha hai, yaha maiM nahIM kaha rahA huuN| kursI kaise vyartha ho sakatI hai ? kursI to baiThane ke kAma AtI hai, A sakatI hai| maiM yaha nahIM kaha rahA ki Apake pAsa makAna hai, vaha vyartha hai| makAna rahane ke kAma A sakatA hai, AtA hai, AnA caahie| vastueM vyartha haiM, yaha maiM nahIM kaha rahA / vastuoM kI apanI sArthakatA hai| jo maiM kaha rahA hUM vaha yaha kaha rahA hUM ki vastuoM se hama apane ko bhara leMge, isakI koI sArthakatA nahIM hai / vastueM hamArI AtmAeM bana jAyeMgI, isakA koI upAya nahIM hai| parigraha ke prati agara hama thor3I-sI bhI AMkha khola kara dekha leM to hama acAnaka pAyeMge ki hama usa duniyA meM praveza karane lage haiM, jahAM pajesivanesa chUTatI hai, aura khotI hai, aura vidA ho jAtI hai| phira jisa dina hama pakar3a chor3a dete haiM usa dina eka ghaTanA ghaTatI hai ki hama akele hI raha jAte haiN| na to patnI raha jAtI hai, na mitra raha jAte haiM, na bhAI raha jAte haiM, na makAna raha jAtA hai| ye saba apanI jagaha haiM / ye eka bar3e khela ke hisse haiN| aura yaha khela ThIka vaisA hai jaisA loga zataraMja khelate haiM / usameM koI ghor3A hotA hai, koI hAthI hotA hai, lekina kabhI koI isa bhrama meM nahIM par3atA ki isa ghor3e para savArI kI jaaye| zataraMja ke khela aura niyama ke bhItara ghor3A bar3A sArthaka hai, usakI apanI upayogitA hai, usakI apanI cAla hai, usakI apanI hAra aura jIta hai| lekina kabhI-kabhI loga zataraMja meM bhI pAgala ho jAte haiM / ijipta meM eka samrATa zataraMja meM pAgala ho gayA / vaha dhIre-dhIre itanA pAgala ho gayA ki usane asalI ghor3e chur3avA diye apane astabaloM se aura zataraMja ke ghor3e baMdhavA diye / vaha dina-rAta ghor3e - hAthiyoM meM jIne lagA zataraMja ke, aura jaba usa para hamalA hone kI saMbhAvanA AyI to usane kahA ki zataraMja ke saba ghor3e lagA do / taba to usake darabAra ke logoM ne kahA ki aba dimAga pUrA kharAba ho gayA hai| aba bar3I muzkila hai, isako kaise ThIka kiyA jAye, yaha kaise ThIka hogA ? to deza ke saba vicAraka, samajhadAra loga, vAiz2a maina bulAye gaye aura unase pUchA gayA ki yaha kaise ThIka hogaa| unhoMne kahA ki isane zataraMja ke khela ko jiMdagI samajha liyA hai| eka bUr3hA AdamI jo una buddhimAnoM meM AyA huA thA vaha uTha kara jAne lagA / usane kahA, samrATa ThIka nahIM hogaa| kyoMki jo ThIka karane Aye haiM, inameM aura usameM bahuta pharka nahIM hai / aparigraha For Personal & Private Use Only 43

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isane zataraMja ke khela ko jiMdagI samajhA huA hai aura ina logoM ne jiMdagI ko zataraMja kA khela banAyA huA hai| ye donoM eka se haiN| inameM bahuta pharka nahIM hai| usa bUr3he ko usa samrATa ne pakar3a liyA ki tuma kucha buddhimAnI kI bAta kaha rahe ho| agara hama donoM eka se pAgala haiM to tuma kucha buddhimAnI kI bAta kaha rahe ho| maiM kyA karUM? to usane kahA ki tuma kucha mata karo, tuma sirpha zataraMja khelo, jora se zataraMja khelo| bar3e zataraMja ke khilAr3I bulAye gaye aura rAjA ko unake sAtha zataraMja khelane meM lagA diyA gyaa| sAla bhara meM aisA huA ki rAjA ThIka ho gayA aura usake sAtha khelane vAle pAgala ho gye| ho hI jaayeNge| rAjA ThIka ho gayA, kyoMki sAla bhara dina-rAta khelatA hI rhaa| khelate-khelate usako dikhAyI par3A ki na to ghor3A ghor3A hai, na hAthI hAthI hai, saba khela hai| ____ hama bahuta khela liye haiM, hama saba khela lie haiM, hama saba khela rahe haiN| lekina hameM abhI zataraMja kA ghor3A, zataraMja kA ghor3A nahIM mAlUma par3atA, ghor3A hI mAlUma par3atA hai| sAre saMbaMdha jiMdagI ke, zataraMja kA khela haiN| usake niyama haiN| unakA pAlana karanA caahie| aura dhyAna rahe, jo AdamI jiMdagI ko khela samajhatA hai, usako niyama-pAlana karanA bar3A AsAna ho jAtA hai, kaThinAI hI nahIM raha jaatii| taba yaha saba gaMbhIratA nahIM raha jAtI, isameM koI mAmalA hI nahIM raha jaataa| isameM koI kaThinAI nahIM raha jaatii| agara yaha khela hai, to gaMbhIratA gyii| dena yU Ara naoNTa siiriys| lekina kucha loga khela ko hI jiMdagI banA lete haiM, taba ve khela meM bhI gaMbhIra ho jAte haiM, taba khela meM bhI talavAreM cala jAtI haiN| zataraMja ke khilAr3iyoM meM talavAreM bahuta daphA cala gayI haiN| agara zataraMja ke ghor3e aura hAthI kucha bhI samajhate hoMge to ina khilAr3iyoM para bahuta haMse hoMge, ki ye kyA kara rahe haiM? lakar3I ke ghor3e-hAthiyoM para talavAreM calA rahe haiN| ___ jiMdagI kI hamArI jo vyavasthA hai, vaha sArI kI sArI vyavasthA apanI jagaha ThIka hai| vastueM vastueM haiM, haiviMga haiviMga hai, dhana dhana hai, pada pada hai| AtmA koI bhI nhiiN| isa smaraNa kA nAma parigraha se mukti hai| parigraha chor3a kara bhAga jAne kA nAma nahIM hai| isalie jinheM hama saMnyAsI kahate haiM sAdhAraNatayA, ve inavarTeDa parigrahI haiM, ve zIrSAsana karate hue parigrahI haiN| ve sirpha ulaTe khar3e ho gaye haiM, haiM ve Apa hii| jo Apa haiM, vahI ve haiN| balki kaI mAmaloM meM ve Apase bhI jyAdA gaMbhIra haiN| ___ maiM to soca hI nahIM sakatA ki saMnyAsI aura gaMbhIra! yaha asaMbhava honA caahie| saMnyAsI agara gaMbhIra hai to usakA matalaba hai ki vaha sirpha zIrSAsana lagA kara khar3A ho gayA saMsArI hai| gaMbhIratA kA matalaba yaha hai ki saMsAra bar3A sArthaka hai| vaha jo nAsamajhiyoM kA jAla hai, vaha bar3A kImatI hai| isako kImata hama do taraha se de sakate haiN| isameM utara kara, DUba kara, isako chAtI se pakar3a kr| ise hama eka aura taraha se kImata de sakate haiN| isase bhayabhIta hokara, isase bhAga kr| ___eka aMtima baat| tIna saMnyAsI hue cIna meN| jinheM maiM saMnyAsI kahane ko rAjI hUM, kyoMki una tIna saMnyAsiyoM se jyAdA gaira-gaMbhIra AdamI zAyada hI hue hoN| unako loga jAnate 44 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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nahIM, unakA nAma hI logoM ko patA nahIM hai, kyoMki nAma vagairaha saba khela kI bAteM haiN| una saMnyAsiyoM ne kabhI apanA nAma nahIM batAyA ki unakA nAma kyA hai| jaba koI unase pUchatA ki tuma kauna ho, to ve eka-dUsare kI tarapha dekhakara haMsate, aura itane jora se khilakhilAte ki pUchane vAlA bhI thor3I dera meM haMsane lgtaa| dhIre-dhIre unakI haMsI gAMva bhara meM phaila jaatii| to loga unako itanA hI jAnateH da thrI laoNphiMga seMTsa, tIna haMsate hue sNnyaasii| unakA nAma kucha rahA nhiiN| jaba bhI unase koI savAla pUchatA to ve hNste| unhoMne haMsane se hI eka uttara diyaa| jaba bhI koI unase pUchatA ki Apa haMsate kyoM haiM hamAre savAloM se? to ve kahate ki tuma itanI gaMbhIratA se pUchate ho ki tumheM diyA gayA koI bhI uttara khataranAka siddha hogaa| tuma usako bhI gaMbhIratA se pakar3a loge| parigraha nAsamajhI hai, to parigraha ke khilApha sAdhA gayA tyAga bhI nAsamajhI hai| cIjoM ko pakar3anA pAgalapana hai, to cIjoM ko chor3a kara bhAganA kama pAgalapana nahIM hai| cIjoM ke prati mohagrasta honA pAgalapana hai, to cIjoM ke prati virakta honA kama pAgalapana nahIM hai| ye donoM hI pAgalapana haiM, eka-dUsare kI tarapha pITha kiye hue khar3e haiN| aura donoM pAgala soca rahe haiM yahI ki kahIM dUsarA majA na le rahA ho| ___mujhe saMnyAsI milate haiM jo mujhe kahate haiM ki kaI daphA mana meM aisA saMdeha uThane lagatA hai ki kahIM hamane bhUla to nahIM kI? uThegA, svAbhAvika hai| saMnyAsI ke mana meM yaha khayAla uThanA svAbhAvika hai ki kahIM maiMne bhala to nahIM kI jo maiM saba choDa kara bhAga aayaa| jo loga vahAM bhoga rahe haiM, kahIM bar3e AnaMda meM to nahIM haiM? aura jo bhoga rahe haiM ve bar3e parezAna haiM, ve saMnyAsiyoM ke paira chUte rahate haiM jaakr| ve socate rahate haiM ki saMnyAsI bar3e AnaMda meM hogaa| hama to bar3e dukha meM par3e haiN| yaha bhrAMti calatI rahatI hai aura hamAre cehare dhokhA dete rahate haiN| saMnyAsI ekAMta meM saMdigdha hotA hai, bhIr3a meM Azvasta ho jAtA hai| jaba loga usake paira chUte haiM, taba use pakkA ho jAtA hai ki nahIM, ye loga AnaMda meM nahIM ho sakate, nahIM to mere paira chUne na aate| ekAMta meM saMdigdha ho jAtA hai, jaba bhIr3a haTa jAtI hai| isalie agara kisI ko apane jhUThe saMnyAsa ko banAye rakhanA ho to bhIr3a anivArya hai, anyathA bahuta muzkila hai saMnyAsa ko banAye rkhnaa| akele meM saMnyAsI saMdigdha ho jAtA hai, ki patA nahIM, gAMva meM loga AnaMda na lUTa rahe hoN| isalie dhIre-dhIre saba saMnyAsI gAMva meM A jAte haiN| vahAM dohare phAyade hote haiN| eka to loga sAmane rahate haiN| dUsare, loga paira chUte haiM, Adara dete haiM to saMnyAsI ko bharosA AtA hai ki nahIM, agara ye AnaMda meM hote to idhara mere pAsa na aate| tyAgI ke pAsa A rahe haiN| para saMnyAsI ko patA nahIM ki inake bhI saMdeha ke kSaNa haiN| ye bhI saMdeha se bhara jAte haiM ki patA nahIM. saMnyAsI AnaMda na laTa rahA ho| asala meM dUsarA AnaMda lUTa rahA hai, yaha khayAla hama sabake mana meM hotA hI hai| kyoMki dUsaroM kA hama ceharA jAnate haiM aura apanI AtmA jAnate haiN| apanA dukha paricita hotA hai, dUsare ke mukhauTe paricita hote haiN| aparigraha 45 For Personal & Private Use Only

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nahIM, na to vastueM pakar3ane yogya haiM, na vastueM chor3ane yogya haiN| isalie aparigraha kA artha vairAgya nahIM hai, aparigraha kA artha virakti nahIM hai, aparigraha kA artha virAga nahIM hai, aparigraha kA artha tyAga nahIM hai| yaha AkhirI bAta ThIka se khayAla meM le leMge, anyathA maiMne parigraha ke saMbaMdha meM jo kahA, kahIM vaha Apako tyAgI na banA de, kahIM Apa saMsAra ko chor3a kara na bhAgane lageM, kahIM Apa ghara-dvAra ko chor3a kara jaMgala kI rAha na le leN| __ nahIM, parigraha ko jo samajha legA, vaha chor3ane kI bAta bhUla kara na kregaa| kyoMki chor3A use jA sakatA hai jise kabhI pakar3A gayA ho| jo parigraha ko samajha legA, vaha pAyegA ki kucha pakar3A hI nahIM jA sakA hai, chor3anA kise hai? chor3a kaise sakate haiM, chor3ane kA upAya kahAM hai? jo dUsarA hai, jo anya hai, jo vastu hai, vaha vastu hai, use chor3A nahIM jA sktaa| makAna makAna hai| aparigraha kA matalaba yaha hai ki makAna ke bhItara eka AdamI ho, cAhe bAhara ho, vaha naoNna-pajesiva ho gayA; usakA koI mAlakiyata kA bhAva nahIM rhaa| aba vaha mAlika nahIM hai| usane bAhara kI duniyA meM mAlakiyata khojanI baMda kara dii| usakA yaha matalaba nahIM hai ki bAhara kI duniyA ko chor3a kara vaha bhAga gyaa| bhAgegA kahAM? saba jagaha jahAM jAyegA, bAhara kI duniyA hai| aura agara koI ghara chor3a kara jAyegA aura eka vRkSa ke nIce baiTha jAyegA, aura kala dUsarA AdamI Akara saMnyAsI usase kahegA ki haTo yahAM se, isa vRkSa ke nIce hama dhUnI ramAnA cAhate haiM, to vaha kahegA : baMda karo bkvaas| isa para merA pahale se kabjA hai| yahAM maiM pahale se huuN| yaha vRkSa merA hai, jhaMDA dekho vRkSa ke Upara lagA hai| yaha maMdira merA hai, yaha Azrama merA hai| parigraha se bhAgA huA AdamI phira parigraha paidA kara legaa| kyoMki parigraha se bhAgA huA AdamI samajha nahIM pAyA ki parigraha kyA hai| vaha phira paidA kara legaa| hAM, janatA usako rokegI, anuyAyI usako rokeNge| vaha saba taraha kI ceSTA kareMge ki parigraha paidA na ho jaaye| ve kaheMge, makAna mata banane do| ve kaheMge, maMdira mata banane do| ve kaheMge, Azrama mata banane do| ve kaheMge, yaha mata banane do, vaha mata banane do| ve saba tarapha se rokeNge| taba saMnyAsI bahuta sUkSma rAste khojegaa| rupaye ikaTThe karanA muzkila ho jAyegA to vaha sUkSma rAste khojegaa| vaha anuyAyI ikaTThe karane lgegaa| aura jo majA kisI ko tijorI ke sAmane rupayA ginane meM AtA hai, vahI majA usako anuyAyiyoM ko ginane meM Ane lagegA ki kitane anuyAyI ho gye| ginatA rahegA, kahegA sAta sau, ki hajAra, ki dasa hajAra, ki lAkha, ki do laakh| kitane anuyAyI haiM? kitane ziSya haiM? kAna phUMkane lagegA, maMtra bAMTane lagegA aura ikaTThe karane lagegA aaNkdd'e| AMkar3e kA majA hai-rupaye meM ho ki anuyAyiyoM meM ho, koI pharka nahIM par3atA hai| jiMdagI bhAgane se nahIM samajhI jA sktii| jo bhAgatA hai vaha nAsamajhI meM bhAga gyaa| jiMdagI jahAM hai vahIM samajhane kI jarUrata hai| aura jaba samajha lI jAtI hai to acAnaka hama pAte haiM ki kucha cIjeM ekadama se vidA ho gyiiN| chor3anI nahIM pdd'tiiN| ekadama se acAnaka hama pAte haiM ki pati patnI apanI jagaha haiM, lekina bIca se pajesana kho gayA, mAlakiyata calI gii| 46 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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aba pati pati nahIM hai, sirpha mitra raha gyaa| aba patnI patnI nahIM hai, dAsI nahIM hai, sirpha mitra raha gii| vaha bIca kA saMbaMdha acAnaka kho gyaa| ___ aparigraha kA matalaba hai hamAre aura vyaktiyoM, hamAre aura vastuoM ke bIca ke saMbaMdha kA ruupaaNtrnn| mAlakiyata gira gii| bIca se mAlakiyata gira jAye mere aura kisI ke bIca, to aparigraha phalita ho gyaa| isalie aparigraha tyAga se bahuta kaThina bAta hai| aparigraha vairAgya se bahuta kaThina bAta hai| vairAgya bahuta sarala bAta hai| kyoMki vaha dUsarI ati hai, aura mana kA peMDulama dUsarI ati para bahuta jaldI jA sakatA hai| jo AdamI bahuta jyAdA khAnA khAtA hai, usase upavAsa karavAnA sadA AsAna hai| jo AdamI striyoM ke pIche pAgala hai, use brahmacarya kI kasama dilavAnA bahuta AsAna hai| jo AdamI bahuta krodhI hai, use akrodha kA vrata dilavAnA bahuta AsAna hai| lekina dhyAna rahe, vaha akrodha kA vrata bhI krodhI AdamI le rahA hai| isalie jaldI le rahA hai| agara kama krodhI hotA to thor3A soca kara letaa| agara aura bhI kama krodhI hotA to zAyada letA hI nhiiN| kyoMki vrata lene ke lie bhI krodha honA jarUrI hai| abhI taka vaha dUsaroM para krodhita thA, aba apane para krodhita ho gayA hai, aura koI pharka nahIM hai| abhI taka vaha dUsaroM kI gardana dabAtA thA, aba vaha vrata lekara apanI gardana dabAyegA ki aba maiM krodha nahIM kruuNgaa| aba dekhU ki kaise krodha hotA hai! aba vaha apanI gardana pakar3a legaa| eka ati se dUsarI ati sadA AsAna hai| lekina jo madhya meM Thahara jAte haiM, ve dharma ko upalabdha ho jAte haiN| ___ kanaphyUziyasa eka gAMva meM gyaa| aura usa gAMva ke logoM ne kahA ki hamAre gAMva meM eka bahuta buddhimAna AdamI hai, Apa jarUra unake darzana kreN| kanaphyUziyasa ne kahA, use tuma buddhimAna kyoM kahate ho? to unhoMne kahA ki vaha bahuta vicArazIla hai| kanaphyUziyasa ne kahA ki jyAdA vicArazIla to nahIM hai? unhoMne kahA ki jyAdA, bahuta jyAdA vicArazIla hai| eka kAma karatA hai to tIna bAra socatA hai| to kanaphyUziyasa ne kahA ki mujhe usa AdamI se bcaao| maiM vahAM na jaauuNgaa| para unhoMne kahA, Apa kaisI bAteM kara rahe haiN| kyA vaha AdamI buddhimAna nahIM hai? kanaphyUziyasa ne kahA, vaha jarA jyAdA buddhimAna ho gayA, jarA jyAdA anabaileMsDa ho gyaa| jo AdamI eka bAra socatA hai vaha bhI ati para hai, jo tIna bAra socane lagA vaha dUsarI ati para calA gyaa| do bAra kAphI hai| ___ kanaphyUziyasa kA matalaba kula itanA hai ki jo bIca meM Thahara jAye, kAphI hai| vaha jo golDana mIna hai, vaha jo bIca meM Thahara jAnA hai; na tyAga, na bhog| na vastuoM kI pakar3a, na vastuoM kA chodd'| aparigraha taba phalita hotA hai, madhya meM phalita hotA hai| ye thor3I-sI bAteM maiMne khiiN| isameM aparigraha kI Apa bilakula ciMtA na kreN| Apa ciMtA kareM parigraha ko samajhane kii| aura dhyAna rakheM, parigraha ko chor3ane kI ciMtA bhara mata karanA, parigraha ko samajhane kI ciMtA krnaa| parigraha kyoM, kyA, kauna sI kamI pUrI kara rahA hai? do cIjeM jisa dina dikha jAyeMgI ki parigraha ko maiM apanI AtmA kI bhartI aura pUrti karanA aparigraha 47 For Personal & Private Use Only

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cAhatA hUM, AtmA ke khAlIpana aura riktatA ko bharanA cAhatA hUM, yaha asaMbhava hai-ek| aura dUsarI bAta yaha ki jisa cIja se hama baMdhate haiM, bAMdhate haiM, usase baMdha bhI jAte haiM aura gulAma ho jAte haiN| aura tIsarI ki hamAre sAre atIta kA anubhava kahatA hai ki saba mila jAye phira bhI kucha nahIM milatA hai| khAlI ke khAlI raha jAte haiN| yaha smaraNa pUrA ho jAye to Apa acAnaka pAyeMge ki ApakI jiMdagI meM aparigraha kI kiraNeM utaranI zurU ho gaI haiN| kala hama tIsare sUtra acaurya para vicAra kreNge| vaha bhI parigraha kI eka aura bhI sUkSma yAtrA hai| merI bAtoM ko itanI zAMti aura prema se sunA, usase bahuta anugRhIta huuN| aura aMta meM sabake bhItara baiThe prabhu ko praNAma karatA huuN| mere praNAma svIkAra kreN| 48 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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acArya re priya Atman! hiMsA kA eka AyAma parigraha hai| hiMsaka hue binA parigrahI honA asaMbhava hai| aura jaba parigraha vikSipta ho jAtA hai, pAgala ho jAtA hai, to corI kA janma hotA hai| corI parigraha kI vikSiptatA hai, pajesivanesa daiTa haija gaoNna maidd| svastha parigraha ho to dhIredhIre aparigraha kA janma ho sakatA hai| asvastha parigraha ho to dhIre-dhIre corI kA janma ho jAtA hai| svastha parigraha dhIre-dhIre dAna meM parivartita hotA hai, asvastha parigraha dhIre-dhIre corI meM parivartita hotA hai| asvastha parigraha kA artha hai ki aba dUsare kI cIja bhI apanI dikhAI par3ane lagI, hAlAMki dUsarA apanA nahIM dikhAI par3atA hai| asvastha parigraha kA artha hai, vaha jo inasena For Personal & Private Use Only

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pajesivanesa hai, vaha dUsare ko to dUsarA mAnatI hai, lekina dUsare kI cIja ko apanA mAnane kI himmata karane lagatI hai| agara dUsarA bhI apanA ho jAye taba dAna paidA hotA hai| aura jaba dUsare kI cIja bhara apanI ho jAye aura dUsarA dUsarA raha jAye to corI paidA hotI hai| __corI aura dAna meM bar3I samAnatA hai| ve eka hI cIja ke do chora haiN| corI meM dUsare kI cIja apanI banAne kI koziza hai, dAna meM dUsare ko apanA banAne kI koziza hai| corI meM hama dUsare kI cIja chIna kara apanI kara lete haiN| dAna meM hama apanI cIja dUsare kI kara dete haiN| eka artha meM dAna corI kA prAyazcitta hai| aksara dAnI kabhI atIta kA cora hotA hai, aura aksara cora bhaviSya kA dAnI ho sakatA hai| yaha jo corI hai, yaha agara cIjoM taka hI saMbaMdhita hotI to bahuta bar3I bAta na thii| jahAM taka vastuoM kI corI kA saMbaMdha hai, isase kAnUna, nyAya, rAjya, samAja kA jor3a hai| dharma se to kisI aura gaharI corI kA saMbaMdha hai| to aisA ho sakatA hai ki eka dina A jAye ki saMpatti jyAdA ho, ephlueMTa ho to vastuoM kI corI baMda ho jAye, lekina usa dina bhI acaurya kA mahatva rhegaa| isalie sAdhAraNataH jise hama dhArmika vyakti kaheM vaha jisa corI se rokane kI bAta kara rahA hai, vaha corI to bahuta jaldI khatma ho jaayegii| lekina koI mahAvrata kabhI khatma nahIM ho sktaa| isalie acaurya kA koI aura gaharA artha bhI hai, jo sadA sArthaka rahegA, sadA prAsaMgika rhegaa| agara kisI dina pUrI taraha samAja samRddha ho gayA to corI to baMda ho jaayegii| jo vastuoM kI corI hai, vaha adhikatara garIbI ke kAraNa paidA hotI hai| lekina aura bhI coriyAM haiN| mahAvrata kA saMbaMdha una gaharI coriyoM se hai| to pahale usa gaharI corI ko hama thor3A samajheM jisameM hama saba sammilita haiM, ve loga bhI jinhoMne kabhI kisI kI vastu nahIM curAI hogii| corI kA artha hI kyA hai? corI kA gaharA AdhyAtmika artha hai ki jo merA nahIM hai, use maiM merA ghoSita kruuN| bahuta kucha merA nahIM hai jise maiMne merA ghoSita kiyA hai, yadyapi maiMne kabhI kisI kI corI nahIM kI hai| zarIra merA nahIM hai, lekina maiM merA ghoSita karatA hai| corI ho gaI, adhyAtma kI dRSTi se corI ho gii| zarIra parAyA hai, zarIra mujhe milA hai, zarIra mere pAsa hai| jisa dina maiM ghoSaNA karatA hUM ki maiM zarIra hUM usI dina corI ho gii| AdhyAtmika arthoM meM maiMne kisI cIja para dAvA kara diyA, jo dAvA anAdhikArapUrNa hai, maiM pAgala ho gyaa| lekina hama sabhI zarIra ko apanA, apanA hI nahIM, balki maiM hI hUM aisA mAna kara calate haiN| mAM ke peTa meM eka taraha kA zarIra thA Apake paas| Aja agara Apake sAmane use rakha diyA jAye to khAlI AMkhoM se dekha nahIM skeNge| bar3I khurdabIna cAhie jisase dikhAI par3a sakegA aura kabhI na mAnane ko rAjI hoMge ki kabhI yaha maiM thaa| phira bacapana meM eka zarIra thA jo roja badala rahA hai| pratidina zarIra baha rahA hai| agara hama eka AdamI ke jiMdagI bhara ke citra rakheM sAmane, to vaha AdamI hairAna ho jAyegA ki itane zarIra maiM thA! aura maje kI bAta hai ki ina sAre zarIroM meM yAtrA karate vakta hara zarIra ko usane jAnA ki yaha maiM huuN| 50 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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___eka amarIkana abhinetA kA jIvana maiM par3hatA thaa| kaI bAra saMnyAsiyoM ke jIvana thothe hote haiM, unameM kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| jinheM hama tathAkathita acche AdamI kahate haiM, aksara unake pAsa koI jiMdagI nahIM hotii| isalie acche AdamI ke AsapAsa kahAnI likhanA bahuta muzkila hai| usake pAsa koI jiMdagI nahIM hotii| vaha thothA, samatala bhUmi para calane vAlA AdamI hotA hai, koI utAra-car3hAva nahIM hote| aksara jisako hama burA AdamI kahate haiM, usameM eka jiMdagI hotI hai, aura usameM utAra-car3hAva hote haiM aura aksara bure AdamI ke pAsa jiMdagI ke gahare anubhava hote haiN| agara vaha unakA upayoga kara le to saMta bana jaaye| acchA AdamI kabhI saMta nahIM bana paataa| acchA AdamI basa acchA AdamI hI raha jAtA hai-sjjn| sajjana yAne middiyoNkr| jisane kabhI bure hone kI bhI himmata nahIM kI, vaha kabhI saMta hone kI bhI sAmarthya nahIM juTA sktaa| isa abhinetA kI maiM jiMdagI par3ha rahA thaa| usakI jiMdagI bar3e utAra-car3hAva kI jiMdagI hai| aMdhere kI, prakAzoM kI, pApoM kI, puNyoM kI lekina usakA aMtima niSkarSa dekha kara maiM daMga raha gyaa| aMtima usane jo niSkarSa diyA hai, pUrI jiMdagI meM jo bAta use sabase jyAdA becaina kI hai, kAza vaha Apako bhI becaina kara ske| AkhirI bAta usane yaha kahI hai ki merI sabase bar3I kaThinAI yaha hai ki maiMne itane prakAra ke abhinaya kiye, jiMdagI meM maiMne itanI ekTigsa kI, maiM itane vyakti banA, ki aba maiM taya nahIM kara pAtA hUM ki maiM kauna hUM? kabhI vaha zeksapiyara ke nATaka kA koI pAtra thA, kabhI vaha kisI aura kathA kA koI aura pAtra thaa| kabhI kisI kahAnI meM vaha saMta thA, aura kabhI kisI kahAnI meM vaha pApI thaa| jiMdagI meM itane pAtra banA vaha ki Akhira meM kahatA hai ki mujhe aba samajha nahIM par3atA ki asalI meM maiM kauna hUM? itane abhinaya karane par3e, itane cehare or3hane par3e, ki merA khuda kA ceharA kyA hai vaha mujhe kucha pakkA nahIM rhaa| dUsarI bar3I gaharI bAta usane kahI hai ki jaba bhI maiM kisI pAtra kA abhinaya karane maMca para jAtA hUM taba maiM eTa-Iz2a hotA huuN| kyoMki vahAM svayaM hone kI jarUrata nahIM hotI, eka abhinaya nibhAnA par3atA hai, to maiM ekadama suvidhA meM hotA hUM, maiM nibhA detA huuN| 'Tu sTepa ina e rola iz2a iij'iiyr|' usane likhA hai ki eka abhinaya meM kadama rakhanA AsAna hai| 'baTa Tu sTepa AuTa oNpha iTa bikamsa kaaNpleks|' jaise hI maiM maMca se utaratA hUM usa abhinaya ko chor3a kara, vaise hI merI dikkata zurU ho jAtI hai ki aba maiM kauna hUM? taba taka to taya hotA hai ki maiM kauna thA, aba maiM kauna haiM? ___ hajAra abhinaya karake yaha taya karanA use muzkila ho gayA hai ki maiM kauna hUM? kahanA cAhie ki usakI jiMdagI meM acaurya kA kSaNa nikaTa A gayA hai| lekina hamArI jiMdagI meM hameM patA nahIM cltaa| saca bAta to yaha hai ki koI abhinetA itanA abhinaya nahIM karatA, jitanA abhinaya hama saba karate haiN| maMca para nahIM karate haiM, isase khayAla paidA nahIM hotA hai| bacapana se lekara marane taka abhinaya kI laMbI kahAnI hai| aisA eka bhI AdamI nahIM hai jo abhinetA nahIM hai| kuzala-akuzala kA pharka ho sakatA hai, lekina abhinetA nahIM hai, koI acaurya 51 For Personal & Private Use Only

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aisA AdamI nahIM hai| aura agara koI AdamI abhinetA na raha jAye to usake bhItara dharma kA janma ho jAtA hai| ___ hama cehare curA kara jIte haiN| hama zarIra ko apanA mAnate haiM vaha bhI apanA nahIM hai, aura hama jisa vyaktitva ko apanA mAnate haiM vaha bhI hamArA nahIM hai| vaha saba udhAra hai| aura jina ceharoM ko hama apane Upara lagAte haiM; jo mAska, jo parasonA, jo mukhauTe lagA kara hama jIte haiM vaha bhI hamArA ceharA nahIM hai| bar3I se bar3I jo AdhyAtmika corI hai vaha ceharoM kI corI hai, vyaktitvoM kI corI hai| beMjAmina phreMkalina ne apane bacapana kA eka saMsmaraNa likhA hai| likhA hai ki bacapana se hI mujhe pUrNa hone kI icchA hai, to maiMne bAraha niyama taya kiye the jinakA upayoga karake maiM pUrNa ho jaauuNgaa| una bAraha niyamoM meM samasta dharmoM ne jo zreSTha bAtoM kI carcA kI hai vaha saba A jAte haiN| saMyama hai, saMkalpa hai, zIla hai, zAMti hai, mauna hai, sadabhAva hai...vaha sAre bAraha, saba acchI bAteM una bAraha meM A jAtI haiN| beMjAmina phreMkalina ne likhA hai ki lekina maiM inako pAUM kaise? to maiMne eka-eka AcaraNa kA abhyAsa karanA zurU kara diyaa| maiMne burA bolanA baMda kara diyA, aura jaba burA Aye to use dabAne lagA, aura roja rAta hisAba-kitAba rakhane lagA ki Aja maiMne koI burI bAta to nahIM bolii| Aja maiMne kisI cIja meM asaMyama to nahIM kiyaa| Aja maiMne koI anAcAra to nahIM kiyaa| Aja maiMne corI kI bAta to nahIM socii| Aja maiMne Alasya to nahIM kiyaa| vaha hisAba rakhane lagA aura roja-roja abhyAsa sAdhane lagA, phira abhyAsa sadha gyaa| aura beMjAmina phreMkalina ne likhA hai ki maiMne apane AcaraNa ko pUrA sAdha liyA aura taba eka IsAI sAdhu ne use kahA ki tumane saba to sAdha liyA, lekina tuma bar3e ahaMkArI ho gaye ho| svabhAvataH jisane saba sAdha liyA vaha ahaMkArI ho jaayegaa| sAdhA hai, siddha ho gayA hai, to ahaMkAra ho jaayegaa| to usa IsAI phakIra ne kahA ki eka terahavAM niyama aura jor3a do-hyUmiliTI, vinmrtaa| beMjAmina phreMkalina ne kahA ki maiM usako bhI sAdha luuNgaa| usane phira hyUmiliTI bhI sAdha lI, usane vinamratA bhI sAdha lii| vaha vinamra bhI ho gyaa| lekina apane saMsmaraNa meM usane eka vacana likhA hai jo baDA kImatI hai| usane likhA hai ki aMtataH lekina mujhe aisA lagA ki jo bhI merI upalabdhi hai, iTa iz2a jasTa ena epiyareMsa, vaha sirpha dikhAvA hai| jo bhI maiMne sAdha liyA hai, vaha sirpha ceharA bana pAyA hai, vaha merI AtmA nahIM bana paayii| svabhAvataH jo bhI hama bAhara se sAdhege vaha ceharA hI banatA hai| jo bhItara se AtA hai vahI AtmA hotI hai| ___ hama saba bAhara se hI sAdhate haiM dharma ko| adharma hotA hai bhItara, dharma hotA hai baahr| corI hotI hai bhItara, acaurya hotA hai baahr| parigraha hotA hai bhItara, aparigraha hotA hai baahr| hiMsA hotI hai bhItara, ahiMsA hotI hai baahr| phira cehare sadha jAte haiN| isalie dhArmika AdamI jinheM hama kahate haiM, unase jyAdA cora vyaktitva khojanA bahuta muzkila hai| cora vyaktitva kA matalaba yaha huA ki jo ve nahIM haiM, ve apane ko mAne cale jAte haiM, 52 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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dikhAye cale jAte haiN| AdhyAtmika arthoM meM corI kA artha hai : jo Apa nahIM haiM use dikhAne kI koziza, usakA daavaa| hama saba vahI kara rahe haiM, subaha se sAMjha taka hama dAve kiye jAte haiN| vaha amarIkI abhinetA hI agara bhUla gayA ho ki merA orIjinala-phesa, merA apanA ceharA kyA hai, aisA nahIM hai; hama bhI bhUla gaye haiN| hama saba bahuta-se cehare taiyAra rakhate haiN| jaba jaisI jarUrata hotI hai vaisA ceharA lagA lete haiN| aura jo hama nahIM haiM, vaha hama dikhAI par3ane lagate haiN| kisI AdamI kI muskurAhaTa dekha kara bhUla meM par3a jAne kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai, jarUrI nahIM hai ki bhItara AMsU na hoN| aksara to aisA hotA hai ki muskurAhaTa AMsuoM ko chipAne kA iMtajAma hI hotI hai| kisI AdamI ko prasanna dekha kara aisA mAna lene kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai ki usake bhItara prasannatA kA jharanA baha rahA hai, aksara to vaha udAsI ko dabA lene kI vyavasthA hotI hai| kisI AdamI ko sukhI dekha kara aisA mAna lene kA koI kAraNa nahIM hai ki vaha sukhI hai, aksara to dukha ko bhulAne kA Ayojana hotA hai| __ AdamI jaisA bhItara hai vaisA bAhara dikhAI nahIM par3a rahA hai, yaha AdhyAtmika corI hai| aura jo AdamI isa corI meM par3egA usane vastueM to nahIM curAIM, vyaktitva curA liye| aura vastuoM kI corI bahuta bar3I corI nahIM hai, vyaktitvoM kI corI bahuta bar3I corI hai| isalie jisa AdamI ko acaurya meM utaranA ho, use pahalI bAta yaha samajha lenI cAhie ki vaha bhUla kara bhI kabhI vyaktitva na curaaye| mahAvIra se jo vyaktitva legA vaha cora ho jaaegaa| buddha se jo vyaktitva legA vaha cora ho jaayegaa| jIsasa se jo vyaktitva legA vaha cora ho jaaegaa| kaSNa se jo vyaktitva legA vaha cora ho jaaegaa| cora kA matalaba hI yaha hai ki jisane jo hai vaha nahIM, balki jo nahIM thA usako or3ha liyaa| aba dUsarA koI AdamI pRthvI para dubArA mahAvIra nahIM ho sakatA, ho hI nahIM sktaa| ve sArI kI sArI sthitiyAM dubArA nahIM doharAI jA sakatIM jo mahAvIra ke hone ke vakta huiiN| na to vaha pitA khoje jA sakate haiM phira se jo mahAvIra ke the| na vaha mAM khojI jA sakatI hai phira se jo mahAvIra kI thii| na vaha AtmA dubArA khojI jA sakatI hai jo mahAvIra kI thii| na vaha zarIra khojA jA sakatA hai jo mahAvIra kA thaa| na vaha yuga khojA jA sakatA hai jo mahAvIra kA thaa| na ve cAMda-tAre khoje jA sakate haiN| kucha bhI nahIM khojA jA sktaa| isa jagata meM jo kSaNa baha gayA vaha baha gyaa| ___ isalie dUsarA koI AdamI jaba bhI mahAvIra hone kI koziza karegA to vaha cora mahAvIra ho jaaegaa| dUsarA koI AdamI agara kRSNa hone kI koziza karegA to vaha cora kRSNa ho jaaegaa| koI AdamI jaba bhI dUsarA AdamI hone kI koziza karegA to AdhyAtmika corI meM par3a jaaegaa| usane vyaktitva curAne zurU kara diye| aura dharma kA hama yahI matalaba samajhe baiThe haiM : kisI ke jaise ho jAo, anuyAyI bano, anukaraNa karo, anusaraNa karo, pIche calo, or3ho, kisI ko bhI or3ho, khuda mata raho basa, kisI ko bhI oddh'o| isalie koI jaina hai, koI hiMdU hai, koI IsAI hai, koI bauddha hai| ye koI bhI dhArmika nahIM haiN| ye dharma ke nAma para gaharI corI meM par3a gaye haiN| anuyAyI cora hogA hI AdhyAtmika arthoM meM, usane kisI dUsare acaurya For Personal & Private Use Only

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vyaktitvoM ko curA kara apane para or3hanA zurU kara diyA jo vaha nahIM hai| pAkhaMDa, hipokresI pariNAma hogaa| isalie jitanA tathAkathita dhArmika samAja, utanA pAkhaMDI, utanA hipokrett| usakA kAraNa hai, kyoMki vahAM koI vyakti vahI nahIM hai, jo vaha hai| vahAM sabhI vyakti vahI hai, jo vaha nahIM hai| aisA samajheM ki koI vyakti apanI jagaha nahIM hai, saba kisI aura kI jagaha khar3e haiN| koI vyakti apanI AMkhoM se nahIM dekha rahA hai, saba kisI aura kI AMkhoM se dekha rahe haiN| koI vyakti apane oMThoM se nahIM haMsa rahA hai, saba vyakti dUsaroM ke oMThoM se haMsa rahe haiN| koI vyakti apane se nahIM jI rahA hai, saba vyakti kisI aura se jI rahe haiN| jo asaMbhava hai| na to maiM kisI kI jagaha jI sakatA hUM aura na kisI kI jagaha mara sakatA huuN| na maiM kisI ke oMTha se haMsa sakatA hUM aura na kisI ke hRdaya se anubhava kara sakatA huuN| merA anubhava anivAryarUpeNa nijI hogaa| aura nijI hogA usI dina maiM acaurya ko upalabdha hoUMgA, usake pahale nahIM ho sktaa| maiM jisa dina svayaM hI raha jAUMgA, mere pAsa koI or3hA huA vyaktitva nahIM hogA, usa dina maiM acaurya ko upalabdha ho jAUMgA, anyathA maiM cora banA rhuuNgaa| dhyAna rahe, vastuoM ke coroM ko to hama jeloM meM baMda kara dete haiM, vyaktitvoM ke coroM ke sAtha hama kyA kareM? jinhoMne parsanailiTIja curAI haiM, unake sAtha kyA kareM? unheM hama sammAna dete haiM, unheM hama maMdiroM meM, masjidoM meM, girajAgharoM meM AdRta karate haiN| ___ dhyAna rahe, vastuoM ke cora ne koI bahuta bar3I corI nahIM kI hai, vyaktitva ke cora ne bahuta bar3I corI kI hai| aura vastuoM kI corI bahuta jaldI baMda ho jAegI, kyoMki vastueM jyAdA ho jAeMgI, corI baMda ho jAegI, lekina vyaktitvoM kI corI jArI rhegii| hama curAte hI raheMge, dUsare ko or3hate hI rheNge| ___ ise Apa jarA socanA ki Apa svayaM hone kI himmata jiMdagI meM juTA pAye, yA nahIM juTA pAye? agara nahIM juTA pAye to Apake vyaktitva kI anivArya AdhArazilA corI kI hogii| Apane koI aura banane kI koziza to nahIM kI hai? Apake cetana-acetana meM kahIM bhI to kisI aura jaisA ho jAne kA Agraha to nahIM hai? agara hai, to usa Agraha ko ThIka se samajha kara usase mukta ho jAnA jarUrI hai| anyathA acaurya, no-thephTa kI sthiti nahIM paidA ho paaegii| aura yaha corI aisI hai ki isase Apako koI bhI roka nahIM sakatA, kyoMki vyaktitva adRzya coriyAM haiN| dhana curAne jAeMge, pakar3e jA sakate haiN| vyaktitva curAne jAeMge, kauna pakar3egA? kaise pakar3egA? kahAM pakar3egA? aura vyaktitva kI corI aisI hai ki kisI se kucha chInate bhI nahIM aura Apa cora ho jAte haiN| vyaktitva kI corI AsAna aura sarala hai| subaha se uTha kara dekhanA jarUrI hai ki maiM kitanI bAra dUsarA ho jAtA huuN| hama vyakti nahIM ho pAte vyaktitvoM ke kaarnn| parsanailiTIja ke kAraNa parsana paidA nahIM ho paataa| ___ yaha zabda 'parsanailiTI' bar3A acchA zabda hai-yUnAna meM grIka DrAmA se AyA huA zabda hai| yUnAna meM jo yUnAnI DrAmA hotA thA usameM pratyeka abhinetA ko apane Upara eka mukhauTA, eka ceharA or3hanA par3atA thA, eka mAska pahananA par3atA thaa| usa cehare ko parasonA kahate 54 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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the| aura usa cehare se bane hue vyaktitva ko parsanailiTI kahate the| parsanailiTI kA matalaba thA jo vo nahIM hai vh| parsanailiTI kA matalaba ki jo Apa nahIM haiN| isalie jitanI bar3I parsanailiTI ho utanI bar3I corI hogii| bahuta kucha curAyA huA hogaa| eka sAdhu hai, vaha mahAvIra kI parsanailiTI liye hue hai| ThIka mahAvIra jaisA nagna khar3A ho gayA hai| ThIka mahAvIra jaisA calatA, uThatA, baiThatA hai| ThIka mahAvIra jaisA khAtA-pItA hai| ThIka mahAvIra ke zabda bolatA hai| bilakula mahAvIra ho gayA hai| lekina yaha honA bAhara se hI ho sakatA hai| bhItara se to vaha sirpha vahI ho sakatA hai jo hai, yaha parsanailiTI hai| isalie coroM ke pAsa aksara apanA vyaktitva hotA hai| sAdhuoM ke pAsa apanA hotA hI nhiiN| agara jelakhAne meM jAyeM aura coroM kI AMkhoM meM jhAMkeM to aisA lagegA ki ve jo haiM, haiN| maMdiroM meM jAyeM aura sAdhuoM kI AMkhoM meM jhAMkeM to lagegA ki ve jo nahIM haiM vahI haiN| burA AdamI aksara vahI hotA hai, jo hai| kyoMki bure ko koI bhI or3hatA nhiiN| acchA AdamI aksara vahI hotA hai jo nahIM hai, kyoMki acche ko or3hane kA mana hotA hai| acchA honA to bahuta kaThina hai, or3hanA bahuta AsAna hai| acchA honA to tapazcaryA hai, acchA honA ArDaasa hai| lekina acche ko or3ha lenA khela hai, suvidhA hai, bahuta kanavInieMTa hai| phira acche hone ke sAtha bar3I kaThinAiyAM haiM; kyoMki duniyA acchI nahIM hai| isalie acchA hone vAlA AdamI duniyA ke sAtha musIbata meM par3a jAtA hai| Tu bI maoNrala ina e immaoNrala sosAyaTI, Tu bI guDa ina e baiDa sosAyaTI, eka anaitika samAja meM naitika honA bar3I duvidhA hai| eka bure samAja meM acche honA bar3I kaThinAI mola lenA hai| yahI hai tapazcaryA sAdhu kii| sAdhu kI tapazcaryA naMgA khar3A ho jAnA nahIM hai| sAdhu kI tapazcaryA bhUkhA raha jAnA nahIM hai| ye bar3I sastI aura sarala bAteM haiM, jo koI bhI nAsamajha sAdha sakatA hai| asala meM samajha ho to sAdhanA muzkila, nAsamajhI ho to sAdhanA aasaan| sAdhu kI tapazcaryA hai : Tu bI maoNrala ina e immaoNrala varlDa, naitika honA anaitika jagata meM tapazcaryA hai| kyoMki cAroM tarapha se coTa pdd'egii| isalie suvidhApUrNa hai vastra or3ha lenaa| naitikatA ke vastra or3ho, anaitika rho| anaitika raho, duniyA se koI takalIpha nahIM hogii| naitikatA ke vastra or3ho, bAjAroM meM, sArvajanika sthAnoM meN| __isalie hamAre pAsa do taraha ke cehare haiM : prAiveTa phesesa, pablika pheses| aura niyama hai ki vaha jo vyaktigata ceharA hai, nijI ceharA hai, use kabhI sArvajanika sthAna meM mata le jaanaa| koI nahIM le jaataa| kabhI-kabhI zarAba vagairaha koI pI le to bhUla ho jAtI hai, anyathA nhiiN| koI zarAba pI le to bhUla jAtA hai ki pablika plesa hai aura prAiveTa phesa, to takalIpha hotI hai| ___ isalie bhale AdamI zarAba pIne se bahuta Darate haiN| bure AdamI utane nahIM Darate haiM, kyoMki unakA ceharA saba jAnate haiN| usase bar3A aura burA ceharA unake pAsa nahIM hai| agara duniyA ke saba bhale AdamiyoM ko ikaTThA karake zarAba pilAI jA sake to Apako patA calegA ki prAiveTa phesesa kyA haiN| acaurya 55 For Personal & Private Use Only

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yUnAna meM eka phakIra thA, gurjieph| vaha to jaba bhI koI AdamI vahAM AtA to usase pahale pUchatA ki bhale AdamI ho ki bure AdamI ho? zAyada hI kabhI koI AdamI kahatA ki maiM burA AdamI huuN| kyoMki itanA bhalA AdamI bahuta muzkila hai khojanA jo kaha sake ki maiM burA AdamI huuN| aksara to loga kahate ki kaisI Apa bAta pUchate haiM! bhalA hUM, sAdhanA karane AyA hUM, sAdhanA karane hI kyoM AtA agara bhalA na hotA? hAlAMki hAlata ulTI hai, bhalA AdamI kisalie sAdhanA karane jAegA? gurajiepha kahatA, pahalI sAdhanA yaha rahegI ki paMdraha dina zarAba pInI pdd'egii| aksara to bhalA AdamI bhAga jaataa| kalpanA bhI nahIM kara sakate ki koI phakIra aura zarAba pIne ke lie khegaa| lekina arthaparNa thI usa garajiepha kI baat| vaha kahatA thA paMdraha dina to maiM zarAba pilAUMgA tAki maiM tumhArA prAiveTa phesa dekha skuu| anyathA maiM kisake sAtha bAta karUM, anyathA maiM kisake sAtha vyavahAra karUM, anyathA maiM kisako badalUM? kyoMki tuma jo dikhAI par3a rahe ho, agara isako maiMne badalA to bekAra mehanata ho jAegI, kyoMki tuma to yaha ho hI nhiiN| yaha badalAhaTa bekaar| yaha raMgarogana maiM kara dUMgA, yaha tumhAre mukhauTe para ho jAegA, tumhAre cehare se isakA koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| aura mukhauTA bilakula alaga cIja hai, tuma use kabhI bhI utAra kara rakha sakate ho, badala sakate ho| tuma mujhase bekAra mehanata mata krvaao| pahale mujhe tumhArA orijinala phesa, tumhArA asalI ceharA dekha lene do| aksara to acchA AdamI bhAga jAtA zarAba kA nAma suna kara hii| bhAganA hI batA detA ki usa AdamI ke bhItara kucha chipA hai jo prakaTa hone se ddregaa| lekina agara koI ruka jAtA to bar3I hairAnI hotii| paMdraha dina gurajiepha use zarAba hI pilAye jaataa| jitanI jyAdA se jyAdA pilA sakatA, pilaataa| aura usake asalI cehare ko khojtaa| kaisA durbhAgya ki AdamI ke asalI cehare ko khojane ke lie use behoza karanA par3atA hai| itanI parateM haiM nakalI ceharoM kI, corI itanI gaharI hai, itanI laMbI hai, anaMta janmoM kI hai ki asalI ceharA bahuta-bahuta, bahuta pIche chipa gayA hai| eka mukhauTA utAro to dUsarA usake nIce hai| pyAja kI taraha AdamI ho gayA hai| eka chilakA nikAlo phira chilakA, aura chilakA nikAlo phira chilkaa| Apa isa bhrama meM mata rahanA ki pyAja ko khoja leNge| Apa chilake nikAlate jAo, nikAlate jAo, nikAlate jAo, basa chilake hI nikalate cale jaaeNge| Akhira meM kucha bhI nahIM bcegaa| AkhirI chilakA nikala jaaegaa| Apa pUchoge pyAja kahAM hai? patA calegA chilakoM kA jor3a hI pyAja thI, pyAja kA apanA koI astitva na thaa| hama karIba-karIba anaMta janmoM meM itane vyaktitvoM kI corI kiye haiM, hamane itane mukhauTe or3he haiM ki hamArA apanA to koI ceharA nahIM raha gayA hai| agara hamAre chilake utAre jAeMge to Akhira meM zUnya raha jaaegaa| lekina usI zUnya se zurU karanA par3egA, kyoMki usI zUnya se acaurya meM gati hogii| usake pahale koI gati nahIM ho sktii| agara eka AdamI ko yaha patA cala jAye ki merA koI ceharA hI nahIM hai, to bar3I upalabdhi hai yh| jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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Apase maiM kahanA cAhUMgA ki Apa corI se bacane kI koziza kA nAma acorI mata samajha lenaa| corI se jo bacA hai, vaha bhI corI se bacA huA cora hai| corI jisane kI hai corI meM phaMsa gayA cora hai| ve donoM cora haiN| corI unake bhItara hai, usase koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| eka kI corI vyavahAra taka calI gayI hai, eka kI corI mana taka raha gayI hai| lekina corI kA jo asalI gaharA AdhyAtmika, spricuala artha hai, vaha yaha hai ki kyA Apake pAsa apanA ceharA hai? nahIM khoja paaeNge| AIne ke sAmane khar3e hoMge, vaha jo ceharA dikhAI par3egA, patA calegA vaha kisI aura kA hai| hAlAMki aba taka use hamane apanA hI samajhA hai| phira aisA bhI nahIM hai ki hamAre pAsa eka hI ceharA ho, jisase hama caubIsa ghaMTe kAma calAte hoN| caubIsa ghaMTe hamako phaMkzanalI itane bahuta-se cehare badalane par3ate haiM-pati ke sAmane patnI ko kucha aura hI honA par3atA hai; pati patnI ke sAmane kucha aura hotA hai, apanI patnI ke sAmane kucha aura hotA hai, par3osI kI patnI ke sAmane kucha aura hotA hai| tatkAla ceharA badala jAtA hai| apane mAlika ke sAmane kucha aura hotA hai, apane naukara ke sAmane kucha aura hotA hai| agara mere isa tarapha mAlika ko biThAla diyA jAye aura mere isa tarapha naukara ko biThAla diyA jAye to merA naukara mere Adhe cehare meM kucha aura dekhegA, merA mAlika mere Adhe cehare meM kucha aura dekhegA- mere do cehare eka sAtha hoNge| idhara naukara ko maiM dabAtA huA rhuuNgaa| idhara mAlika kI tarapha maiM pUMcha hilAtA huA rhuuNgaa| yaha mere eka hI sAtha mujhe donoM kAma karane pdd'eNge| to kaI daphe bahuta logoM ke bIca jaba Apa hote haiM to Apa giragiTa ho jAte haiN| isake sAtha kucha aura, usake sAtha kucha aura, isake sAtha kucha aur| bar3I kaThinAI ho jAtI hai| ___ maiMne sunA hai nasaruddIna ke baabt| nasaruddIna kI do preyasiyAM thiiN| vinamra AdamI rahA hogA, nahIM to do preyasiyoM para kauna rukatA hai| donoM se alaga-alaga milatA thaa| do preyasI se eka sAtha milanA bahuta kaThina hai| kyoMki donoM ko aise cehare dikhAye haiM, jo vAyadA kiyA hai ki eka ko hI dikhAyA hai| pratyeka se kahA, tere sivAya kisI ko prema nahIM krtaa| lekina preyasiyAM bhI bahuta hoziyAra haiM, ve tatkAla patA lagA letI haiN| ve premI kI itanI khoja nahIM karatIM jitanI premI kI preyasiyoM kI khoja karatI haiN| una donoM ne patA lagA liyA aura eka dina nasaruddIna ko phaMsA liyA aura nasaruddIna se kahA, Aja to hama donoM ko eka sAtha javAba do| nasaruddIna ne kahA, garIba AdamI ko isa taraha mata phNsaao| kyoMki tuma donoM alaga-alaga ho to bar3I suvidhA rahatI hai, itanI dera meM maiM ceharA badala letA huuN| lekina una donoM ne to use pakar3a liyA aura kahA, tuma javAba do ki hama donoM meM suMdara kauna hai? nasaruddIna ne kahA, tuma eka se eka bar3hakara suMdara ho, tuma eka dUsare se bar3hakara suMdara ho| patA nahIM preyasiyAM samajha pAIM ki nhiiN| zAyada hI samajha pAyI hoMgI, kyoMki prema se baddhi kA bahata kama saMbaMdha hai| patA nahIM Apa bhI samajha pAye ki nhiiN| nasaruddIna kaha rahA hai. tuma eka dUsare se bar3hakara suMdara ho! kyA kahanA! bar3I gaharI majAka nasaruddIna AdamI se kara acaurya 57 For Personal & Private Use Only

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rahA hai| donoM cehare eka sAtha saMbhAlane hoM to becArA kyA kara sakatA hai? giragiTa ho gayA vh| kaha rahA hai ki tuma donoM eka dUsare se bar3hakara ho| caubIsa ghaMTe meM hama caubIsa cehare badala rahe haiN| caubIsa nahIM aura jyAdA badalane par3ate haiM, aura yaha ceharoM kI badalAhaTa tanAva paidA karatI hai| TeMzana jo hai vaha ceharoM kI badalAhaTa hai| jisa AdamI ke pAsa eka ceharA hai usa AdamI ko tanAva nahIM hotaa| tanAva kA koI kAraNa nahIM rhaa| tanAva sadA hotA hai ceharoM ko bAra-bAra badalane se| itanI bAra badalanA par3atA hai ki bahuta muzkila ho jAtI hai aura bIca-bIca jo gaipa par3atA hai, jaba Apa eka cehare ko utAra kara dUsarA lAte haiM to bIca kA jo gaipa hotA hai vaha bahuta eMgjAiTI paidA karatA hai; kyoMki usa vakta Apake pAsa koI ceharA nahIM hotA hai, usa vakta Apa bar3I kaThinAI meM hote haiN| vaha ThIka kahatA hai amarIkI abhinetA, 'Tu sTepa ina e rola iz2a Iz2Iara baTa Tu sTepa AuTa iz2a aaiias|' bAhara honA kisI rola ke bar3A muzkila hai, lekina hameM to caubIsa ghaMTA karanA par3atA hai| ceharoM ko badalanA par3atA hai, badalanA par3atA hai, badalanA par3atA hai| lekina AdamI bahata hoziyAra hai| jaise pahale gAr3iyoM meM kanvazanala ra hai| jaise pahale gAr3iyoM meM kanveMzanala geyara thA to badalanA par3atA thaa| aba oNTomaiTika geyara hai, use nahIM badalanA pdd'taa| jo bahuta kuzala loga haiM unake pAsa oNTomaiTika geyara haiN| ve cehare badalate nahIM, cehare badala jAte haiN| cehare ke badalane ke hamane oNTomaiTika geyara taya kara liye haiM, aba hameM badalanA nahIM pdd'taa| naukara AyA ki ceharA bdlaa| mAlika AyA ki ceharA bdlaa| patnI AI ki ceharA aura huaa| preyasI AI ki ceharA aura huaa| mitra AyA to ceharA aura huaa| aba ceharA badalatA rahatA hai| purAne AdamI ko dhArmika hone meM bar3I suvidhA thii| usake pAsa kanaveMzanala geyara the| usako ceharA badalanA par3atA thA, isalie yaha bhI patA calatA thA ki maiM ceharA badala rahA huuN| Adhunika sabhyatA ne kanveMzanala geyara haTA diye, jinako badalanA par3atA thaa| aba oNTomaiTika geyara haiN| sabhya AdamI aura asabhya AdamI meM maiM itanA hI pharka karatA hUM, kanaveMzanala geyara aura oNTomaiTika geyara kA, aura koI pharka nahIM karatA huuN| asabhya AdamI ko ceharA badalanA par3atA hai| badalanA par3ane kI vajaha se use hara bAra patA calatA hai ki maiM kucha kara rahA huuN| yaha maiM kyA kara rahA hUM, use kaThinAI hotI hai| sabhya AdamI kA matalaba hai, sabhyatA kA artha hai, aisA prazikSaNa jo Apako cehare badalane ke kaSTa se bacA detA hai| aisI zikSA jo Apako cehare badalane ke kaSTa se bacA detI hai| aura cehare apane Apa badalane lagate haiN| isalie sabhya AdamI kA dhArmika honA muzkila ho jAtA hai| kyoMki usako corI kA patA hI nahIM cltaa| use gaipa kA patA hI nahIM calatA, vaha jo do ceharoM ke bIca meM kSaNa gujaratA hai, jahAM khAlI jagaha chUTa jAtI hai, usakA use patA nahIM cltaa| tanAva to bar3hatA jAtA hai sabhya AdamI kA, kyoMki tanAva cehare badalane se paidA hotA hai| lekina yaha cehare na badalUM yaha bodha paidA nahIM hotA, kyoMki geyara oNTomaiTika hai| vaha apane Apa ho jAtA hai, isalie jitanA sabhya AdamI, utanA dharma se dUra jAtA huA mAlUma par3atA hai| - 58 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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jIsasa, buddha yA mahAvIra eka asabhya duniyA meM paidA hue the / sabhya duniyA meM hama jIsasa, buddha aura mahAvIra jaise haisiyata ke AdamI paidA nahIM kara pA rahe haiN| usake kAraNa haiN| becainI to usase bhI jyAdA hai| asabhya AdamI itanA becaina nahIM thA / becainI to bahuta hai, lekina yaha patA nahIM calatA ki becainI kyoM hai ? becainI kyoM hai, isakA hameM bodha kama ho gyaa| to maiM Apase kahanA cAhUMgA acaurya ko samajhane ke lie apane cehare badalane ke prati Apako sajaga honA pdd'egaa| sajaga hone kI eka tarakIba hai aura sajaga hone kA eka artha hai| Apa jitane sajaga hote haiM kisI bhI cIja ke prati, usakI gati kama ho jAtI hai| kabhI Apane philma dekhI hai| usakI kabhI mazIna bigar3a jAye, mazIna ke bigar3ane kA matalaba kyA ? mazIna dhImI calane lage, projekTara dhImA calane lage to parade para philma kI gati kSINa ho jAtI hai| to jo AdamI ekadama se hAtha uThAtA mAlUma par3a rahA thA parade para, phira dasa AdamI dhIre-dhIre hAtha uThAte hue mAlUma par3ate haiM aura hAthoM ke bIca gaipa ho jAtA hai| jaba maiM bhI hAtha uThAtA hUM to yaha hAtha eka jhaTake meM nahIM uThatA, sirpha ApakI AMkha itanI gati ko pakar3a nahIM pAtI anyathA hAtha ko bIsa pojizana lenI par3atI itane haTane meN| lekina agara gaura se dekheM, aura mazIna ApakI thor3I dhImI ho jAye... aura gaura se dekhane se dhImI ho jAtI hai| kisI bhI cIja ko agara bahuta gaura se dekheM to prakriyA dhImI ho jAtI hai, do kAraNa se| kyoMki gaura se dekhane ke lie pahale to Apako khar3A honA par3atA hai| Apako rukanA par3atA hai| agara Apa apane cehare badalane kI prakriyAoM ko gaura se dekheM to prakriyA mI ho jAegI aura Apa dekha sakeMge ki kaba ApakA ceharA badalA aura apane para haMsa sakeMge ki ceharA badala liyA gyaa| acaurya ke mahAvrata meM Apa apane cehare badalane ko dekhanA / eka AdamI dukAna se maMdira kI ora jA rahA hai| use patA rakhanA cAhie ki kaba usane ceharA badalA, kisa sTepa para, maMdira kI kisa sIr3hI para ceharA badalA gyaa| dukAna para vahI to ceharA nahIM thA jo maMdira meM hotA hai, badalAhaTa kahIM to huI hai jruur| kahIM usane ceharA badalA hai| puruSa vainiTI baiga vagairaha sAtha nahIM rakhate, striyAM sAtha rakhatI haiN| basa se utarane ke pahale ceharA badalatI haiM, sAtha meM iMtajAma bhI rakhatI haiN| vaisA bahuta bhItarI iMtajAma hama sabake pAsa hai - jahAM se hama cehare nikAlate haiM aura badalate haiN| jaba Apa ghara se maMdira kI tarapha jA rahe haiM taba Apa jarA hozapUrvaka jAnanA ki ceharA kisa jagaha badalatA hai / kisa jagaha dukAnadAra haTatA hai aura sAdhaka AtA hai| kisa jagaha dukAna para baiThA huA AdamI jAtA hai aura maMdira meM praveza karane vAlA AdamI AtA hai| jahAM Apa jUte utArate haiM maMdira ke bAhara vahIM to yaha parivartana nahIM hotA? jarUrI nahIM hai ki vahIM ho| asala meM jUte utaravAye isalie jAte haiM vahAM ki kRpayA aba ceharA badalo, aba vaha jagaha A gayI jahAM ApakA purAnA DhaMga nahIM calegA, jUtA yahAM utAro! jahAM likhA rahatA hai 'kRpayA jUtA yahAM' vahIM nIce takhtI honI cAhie 'kRpayA cehare yhaaN|' kaI loga apane cehare liye bhItara ghusa jAte haiN| jUtA liye maMdira meM cale jAye utanI acaurya For Personal & Private Use Only 59

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apavitratA nahIM hogI, ceharA liye cale gaye to jyAdA hogii| lekina usakA kisI ko patA nahIM cltaa| Apako maiM kahanA cAhaMgA ki jaba Apa cehare badalate haiM to Apa jarA hoza rakhanA ki Apa kaba badalate haiN| aura isakA bar3A majA hogaa| aba taka Apa dUsaroM para haMse haiM, taba Apa apane para haMsanA zurU ho jaayeNge| aura jaba Apa jAna kara ceharA badaleMge to ceharA badalanA muzkila ho jAyegA, aura dhIre-dhIre Apa kaheMge ki yaha kyA pAgalapana hai? yaha maiM kyA abhinaya kara rahA hUM? dhIre-dhIre ceharA badalanA kaThina ho jAyegA aura jisa dina ceharA badalanA kaThina hogA aura bIca kA aMtarAla bar3hegA, aura kabhI-kabhI Apa binA cehare ke raha jAyeMge taba Apa kA orijinala phesa jnmegaa| Apake bhItara ApakA ceharA AnA zarU hogaa| ___ to eka to caubIsa ghaMTe badalate hue ceharoM kA khayAla rakhanA, aura dUsarA kisI kA ceharA- mahAvIra kA, buddha kA, kRSNa kA, krAisTa kA, apanA banAne kI koziza mata krnaa| bhUla kara mata krnaa| anuyAyI bananA hI mata, anyathA cora bane binA koI upAya hI nahIM hai| ___ anuyAyI do corI karatA hai| ceharA curAtA hai jo bahuta sinasiyara anuyAyI hotA hai| kahanA cAhie jo bahuta sinasiyara cora hotA hai, jo bahuta ImAnadArI se corI karatA hai, vaha cehare curAtA hai| jo beImAnI se cehare curAtA hai vaha cehare nahIM curAtA, sirpha vicAra curAtA hai| vaha mahAvIra kA ceharA nahIM or3hatA, sirpha mahAvIra kA vicAra pakar3a letA hai| paMDita ke pAsa sirpha vicAra kI corI hotI hai, tathAkathita sAdhu ke pAsa ceharoM kI corI hotI hai| to dhyAna rakhanA, kucha kamajora cora haiN| vaha kahate haiM, ceharA to muzkila hai mahAvIra kA lagAnA, lekina ahiMsA paramadharma hai, yaha to hama apane bhItara likha hI sakate haiN| mahAvIra kA zAstra to par3ha hI sakate haiN| kRSNa kA ceharA lagAkara to jarA kaThinAI hai, lekina kRSNa kI gItA to kaMThastha kara hI sakate haiN| to do taraha kI corI hai-vicAra kI, cehare kii| cehare kI corI vAle AdamI ko hama bahuta sinasiyara cora aura ImAnadAra cora kahate haiN| kyoMki isa becAre AdamI ne jaisA vicArA vaisA kiyA bhii| dhyAna rakheM, jisane vicAra se kucha kiyA hai vaha AdamI ceharA or3ha legaa| dharma kA koI saMbaMdha kisI siddhAMta ko taya karake usake anusaraNa karane se nahIM hai| nahIM to beMjAmina phreMkalina vAlI ghaTanA ghaTegI, epiyareMseja paidA ho jAyeMge, dikhAve paidA ho jaayeNge| __ aksara hama kahate haiM, jo vicArate ho usake anusAra AcaraNa kro| yaha cora banAne kA sUtra hai, lekina sinasiyara, ImAnadAra cora isase paidA hote haiN| hama logoM se kahate haiM, jo vicArate ho usakA AcaraNa bhI karo, para hameM pahale yaha to patA lagA lenA cAhie ki kahIM vicAra corI se to nahIM AyA hai ? anyathA AcaraNa aura bhI gaharI corI meM le jaayegaa| jaba hama kisI se kahate haiM ki isa AdamI kA vicAra aura AcaraNa bilakula eka-sA hai, taba hameM pUcha lenA cAhie ki isake AcaraNa se isakA vicAra AyA hai, yA isake vicAra se isakA AcaraNa AyA hai| agara isake AcaraNa se isakA vicAra AyA hai taba to yaha dhArmika AdamI 60 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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hai, agara isake vicAra se isakA AcaraNa AyA hai to yaha AdamI cora hai| magara yaha pharka ekadama se dikhAI nahIM pdd'taa| jaba AcaraNa se koI vicAra AtA hai, taba usakI sugaMdha aura hai, kyoMki AcaraNa AtmA se AtA hai| jaba kisI vicAra se AcaraNa AtA hai to vicAra, zAstra se AtA hai| zAstra se AyA huA vicAra khuda bhI corI hai, phira zAstra se Aye hue vicAra ke anusAra jIvana ko DhAla lenA aura bar3I corI hai| aura jo isa taraha kI coriyoM meM bhaTaka jAte haiM ve AtmA ko kho dete haiN| unheM patA lagAnA muzkila ho jAtA hai ki ve kauna haiM? nahIM, maiM nahIM kahatA hUM ki vicAra ke anusAra aacrnn| maiM kahatA hUM, AcaraNa ke anusAra vicaar| bar3I muzkila meM par3eMge Apa, kyoMki AcaraNa kahAM se lAyeM? agara vicAra ke anusAra AcaraNa ho to vicAra to mila sakate haiM, AcaraNa kahAM se lAyeM! AcaraNa kI koI dukAna nahIM hai| AcaraNa kahIM bikatA nhiiN| vicAra to bikate haiN| vicAroM kI to kitAbeM haiN| AcaraNoM kI koI kitAbeM nhiiN| AcaraNa kA koI zAstra nahIM hai| isalie AcaraNa Apa kahAM se lAyeMge? agara mahAvIra se lAyeMge to phira vicAra se AyA, buddha se lAyeMge to vicAra se AyA, kRSNa se lAyeMge to vicAra se aayaa| AcaraNa kahAM se lAiyegA? agara kisI dUsare se lAyeMge to pahale vicAra aayegaa| agara apane se lAyeMge to bAta aura ho jaayegii| taba pahale vicAra nahIM AyegA, pahale anubhava aayegaa| agara cora AcaraNa hai ApakA. to kapA karake cora jaisA vicAra kriye| isameM eka saralatA hogii| ApakA AcaraNa cora kA hai, to cora jaisA hI vicAra kriye| aura maiM Apase kahatA haM ki agara ApakA AcaraNa cora kA hai aura vicAra bhI cora kA hai to Apa corI ke bAhara ho jAyeMge! agara ApakA AcaraNa cora kA hai aura vicAra acaurya kA hai to Apa corI ke bAhara kabhI nahIM hoNge| kyoMki Apa kaheMge AcaraNa to bAharI cIja hai, asalI cIja to vicAra hai| aise to maiM acora hUM, majabUriyoM meM cora bana jAtA huuN| to dhIre-dhIre sAdha lUMgA, AcaraNa bhI badala luuNgaa| jaba vicAra badala gayA to AcaraNa bhI badala jAyegA-vrata le lUMgA, kasama khA luuNgaa| to Apa jiMdagI bhara posTapona karate raheMge, kyoMki Apa bhItarI rUpa se anubhava kareMge ki vicAra to acorI kA hai| aise to AdamI maiM bhItara se acchA huuN| aisI bAhara kI paristhitiyAM haiM, kAraNa haiM, jo cora banA dete haiM, cora maiM hUM nhiiN| __yaha dhyAna rakheM Apa ki ApakA jo vyavahAra hai, vaha bahuta dUra hai aapse| ApakA jo vicAra hai vaha bahuta nikaTa hai| isalie agara hama kisI AdamI ko usake vicAra meM galatI batAyeM to vaha mAnane ko rAjI nahIM hotaa| agara hama kisI AdamI ko kaheM ki tumhAre paira meM phor3A hai, vaha jhaMjhaTa nahIM karatA, vaha kahatA hai, ilAja batAiye! lekina hama kisI AdamI se kaheM ki tumhAre mana meM roga hai, to vaha lar3ane ko taiyAra ho jAtA hai, vaha kahatA hai, ApakI galatI hai dekhane meN| zarIra ke roga ko AdamI svIkAra kara letA hai, vaha bahuta dUra hai| mana ke phor3e ko vaha svIkAra nahIM karatA, vaha bahuta nikaTa hai| mana ke phor3e para coTa usa para hI coTa hai| to hamane acaurya For Personal & Private Use Only

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eka tarakIba kI hai| eka TeknIkala tarakIba hai hamArI ki hama vicAra acche karate haiM, AcaraNa burA karate haiN| isase suvidhA rahatI hai| suvidhA yaha rahatI hai ki hama apane bhItara mAnate hI cale jAte haiM ki hama AdamI acche haiN| agara Apako maiM gAlI dUM to maiM yaha nahIM kahUMgA ki maiM gAlI dene vAlA AdamI hUM; maiM kahUMgA, maiM to gAlI kabhI nahIM detA, lekina isa AdamI ne gAlI dI isalie mujhe gAlI denI pdd'ii| yahI AdamI jimmevAra hai merI gAlI ko paidA karavAne meN| jaba Apa kisI se lar3ate haiM to Apa yaha nahIM kahate haiM ki lar3AI mere bhItara hai| Apa kahate haiM, isa AdamI ne lar3AI kI sicyuezana paidA kara dii| mujhe lar3anA pdd'aa| aise AdamI maiM lar3ane vAlA nahIM huuN| aura isako Apa vizvAsa bhI de leMge kyoMki bhItara Apa kabhI lar3ane kA vicAra to karate nhiiN| vicAra to sadA ahiMsA, acorI, aparigraha kA karate haiN| zAstra to ahiMsA, acorI, aparigraha, brahmacarya kA par3hate haiN| to vicAra to bar3e acche haiN| AcaraNa! to AcaraNa ke lie dasarA jimmevAra ho jAtA hai| Apa baca jAte haiN| phira eka aura savidhA hotI hai, jaba vicAra acche haiM to Aja nahIM kala tAkata juTA kara, saMkalpa paidA karake, sthiti ThIka banAkara, AcaraNa bhI badala leNge| to posTaponameMTa kiyA jA sakatA hai| dhyAna rahe, jisa AdamI ko jiMdagI meM TrAMsaphArmezana lAnA ho use posTaponameMTa se bacanA caahie| sthagana se bacanA caahie| vaha bahuta kaniMga, bahuta cAlAka tarakIba hai| eka AdamI kahatA hai, maiM hUM to abhI hiMsaka lekina ahiMsA ko mAnatA hN| dhIre-dhIre ahiMsaka ho jaauuNgaa| vaha kahegA, kala ho jAUMgA, parasoM ho jaauuNgaa| isa janma meM ho jAUMgA, agale janma meM ho jAUMgA, vaha use posTapona karatA jAyegA aura rahegA hiNsk| lekina hiMsaka hone kI jo pIr3A hai usase baca jAyegA; kyoMki ahiMsaka hone kI AzA usakI pIr3A ko kama kara degii| vaha kaMsoleTarI hai| to maiM kahatA hUM, corI karanA to corI kA vicAra bhI krnaa| aura jitane acorI ke zAstra hoM unameM Aga lagA denaa| aura ghara meM dIvAloM para likhanA ki corI paramadharma hai| aura apane hRdaya meM jAnanA ki corI parama kartavya hai| jo corI nahIM karatA hai vaha galatI karatA hai| agara Apa vicAra bhI corI kA kareM aura AcaraNa bhI corI kA kareM to Apa apane sAtha jI na skeNge| kyoMki taba apane cora ke sAtha koI bhI nahIM jI sktaa| aura Apa pakke cora ho jaayeNge| pUre cora ho jaayeNge| isake sAtha jInA muzkila ho jaayegaa| ApakI pUrI parsanailiTI, AcaraNa meM, vicAra meM, ApakA pUrA vyaktitva cora ho jaayegaa| aura ApakI AtmA ko isa cora ke sAtha jInA muzkila ho jaayegaa| eka kSaNa jInA muzkila hai| lekina jIne kI tarakIba hai| vaha tarakIba yaha hai ki hama kala ThIka kara leNge| vicAra to acche haiM, AcaraNa burA hai| AcaraNa dUsaroM ke kAraNa burA hai, isa taraha ke khayAla ko bahuta taraha ke pramANa bhI mila jAte haiN| jaise eka AdamI jaMgala meM calA jAye to vahAM krodha nahIM krtaa| vaha kahatA hai, dekho, krodha dUsare loga karavAte the| aba maiM jaMgala meM A gayA, aba maiM kahAM krodha kara rahA hUM! isalie sAdhu jaMgala kI tarapha bhAgatA hai| vahAM use AzvAsana ho jAtA hai ki maiM 62 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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bilakula acchA AdamI hUM, maiM pahale bhI acchA AdamI thA, bure logoM ke bIca meM ghirA thA, isalie saba gar3abar3a ho rahI thii| isalie pati patnI ko chor3akara bhAga jAtA hai aura socatA hai, dekho aba to maiM mAyA-moha ke bAhara ho gyaa| usa strI kI vajaha se mAyA-moha paidA ho rahA thaa| isalie puruSa zAstroM meM likhate haiM, strI naraka kA dvAra hai! bhAge hue strI se, bhAga gaye haiM chor3akara, aba vaha kaha rahe haiM, strI naraka kA dvAra hai| kyoMki vahI ulajhA rahI thI, maiM to sadA hI mukta thA, isake lie kAraNa mila jAte haiN| agara hama kisI kaeM meM bAlTI DAleM aura usameM pAnI na ho to bAlTI pAnI bAhara nahIM lA sktii| bAlTI usI pAnI ko lAtI jo kueM meM hotA hai| bAlTI sirpha bAhara lAne kA kAma karatI hai| jaba maiM Apako gAlI detA hUM to merI gAlI Apa meM krodha paidA nahIM kara sktii| gAlI meM krodha paidA karavAne kI tAkata hI nahIM hai| lekina Apake bhItara jo krodha ke pAnI kA kuAM bharA huA hai, gAlI bAlTI bana jAtI hai, Apake krodha ko bAhara le AtI hai| gAlI jo hai vaha proDakTiva nahIM hai, vaha sirpha mainiphesTiMga hai| vaha kisI cIja ko paidA nahIM karatI sirpha abhivyakta karavAtI hai| lekina eka kueM meM bAlTI na DAlI jAye to kuAM samajhegA aba pAnI hai hI nahIM, aba nikAlatA hI nhiiN| vaha bAlTI kA kasUra thA ki bAlTI bhItara AtI thI aura pAnI kI gar3abar3a paidA hotI thii| maiM to sadA se khAlI hUM, pAnI hai hI nhiiN| dekho, aba koI bAlTI nahIM aatii| aba kahAM pAnI nikala rahA hai? hama saba isI bhrama meM haiM, akele meM patA nahIM cltaa| asala meM hamAre vyaktitva kA patA hI hameM dUsaroM ke sAtha calatA hai| jaba hama dUsare ke sAtha haiM tabhI patA calatA hai ki hamAre bhItara kyA-kyA hai| dUsarA maukA banatA hai, hameM prakaTa hone kaa| isalie kRpA karake dUsare ko jimmevAra mata tthhraanaa| jisane bhI isa duniyA meM dUsare ko jimmevAra ThaharAyA vaha AdamI dhArmika nahIM ho pAyA hai| dhArmika AdamI kA matabala hai, ToTala rispAMsibiliTI iz2a maain| ToTala, pUrA kA pUrA dAyitva merA hai| adhArmika AdamI kA matalaba hai ki dAyitva kisI aura kA hai, maiM to bhalA AdamI hUM, loga mujhe burA kiye de rahe haiN| koI Apako burA nahIM kara rahA hai| dUsarI tarakIba, Apa bhItara acche vicAra karate rahate haiM isalie Apa bhItara jAnate haiM ki bhItara to maiM acchA huuN| jaba dUsaroM ke saMbaMdha meM AtA hUM to bAhara burA ho jAtA huuN| isalie yaha bAhara se burA honA dUsare ke kAraNa hai| acche vicAra se bacanA, agara acche AcaraNa ko janma denA ho| agara burA AcaraNa hai, kRpA karake burA vicAra karanA, pUrI taraha bure ho jaanaa| pUrI taraha bure AdamI ke sAtha jInA muzkila hai| Adhe acche AdamI ke sAtha jIne kI suvidhA banAyI jA sakatI hai| AdhA acchA AdamI bure AdamI se bhI burA hai| Adhe satya pUre asatyoM se bure hote haiN| kyoMki pUre asatya se mukta ho jAyeMge Apa, Adhe asatya se kabhI mukta nahIM ho skte| kyoMki vaha jo AdhA satya hai vaha baMdhana kA kAma kregaa| __to maiM Apase kahUMgA, vicAra ke anusAra AcaraNa mata bnaanaa| AcaraNa ke anusAra hI vicAra krnaa| tAki cIjeM sApha hoM aura agara cIjeM sApha huIM to koI bhI AdamI isa duniyA acaurya 63 For Personal & Private Use Only

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meM bure AdamI ke sAtha nahIM jI sktaa| Apa bhI apane bure AdamI ke sAtha nahIM jI skte| aura eka daphA yaha patA cala jAye ki maiM eka burI parta ke sAtha jI rahA hUM to isa parta ko ukhAr3a pheMkane meM utanI hI AsAnI hogI jaise paira se kAMTA nikAlane meM hotI hai| isa burI parta ko pheMka dene meM, isa vyaktitva ko, isa parsanailiTI ko, isa pyAja kI parta ko ukhAr3a kara pheMka dene meM utanI hI AsAnI hogI jaise zarIra se maila ko alaga kara dene meM hotI hai| lekina agara koI AdamI apane maila ko sonA samajha rahA ho taba kaThinAI ho jAtI hai| koI AdamI apanI bImArI ko agara mUlya de rahA ho, AbhUSaNa samajha rahA ho, taba bar3I kaThinAI ho jAtI hai| aba agara hama kisI baccI kI nAka ko chedeM to use takalIpha hogI, lekina sone ke AbhUSaNa kI AkAMkSA meM nAka chidavAne ke lie koI bhI taiyAra ho jAtA hai| aba zarIra ko chedanA pAgalapana hai| lekina sone kI AzA meM hama pAgalapana karane ko bhI taiyAra ho jAte haiN| aba zarIra ko chedanA kurUpatA hai, lekina sauMdarya ke khayAla meM, bhrama meM, hama zarIra ko chedane ko rAjI ho jAte haiN| ___ hama bure hone ko rAjI ho gaye haiM, kyoMki bure hone ke pIche hama sone kI kIla lagAye hue haiM vicAroM kii| vicAra ke anusAra AcaraNa kabhI mata karanA, AcaraNa ke anusAra vicAra karanA aura taba Apake vyaktitva kI sIdhI aura saccI saphAI ho jaayegii| Apa jo hoMge vahI hoMge, dhokhe kA upAya nahIM raha jaayegaa| dUsare ke dhokhe kA Dara nahIM hai, apane ko dhokhA dene kA upAya nahIM raha jaayegaa| Apa apane ceharoM ko pahacAna skeNge| aura jisa dina yaha cehare cAroM tarapha se pahacAna meM A jAte haiM aura inakI kurUpatA, inakI gaMdagI aura inakI durgaMdha, inakA kor3ha, jaba cAroM tarapha se dikhAI par3ane lagatA hai, bAhara aura bhItara, taba Apa isake sAtha raha nahIM skte| yaha aise hI ho jAtA hai, jaba kisI ke kapar3oM meM Aga lagI ho aura vaha apane kapar3oM ko pheMka kara nagna ho jaaye| ThIka aise hI TrAMsaphArmezana hotA hai| aise hI krAMti ghaTita hotI hai| jaba sArA vyaktitva rugNa aura Aga lagA mAlUma hotA hai taba Apa use pheMka dete haiN| use pheMkane ke lie phira eka kSaNa bhI vicAra nahIM karanA par3atA ki kala pheNduuNgaa| aisA nahIM hai...| buddha ke pAsa koI AyA aura usane kahA ki mahArAja kucha upadeza deN| to buddha ne kahA, karoge abhI ki kala? usane kahA, abhI to bahuta muzkila hai| to buddha ne kahA, phira kala hI aanaa| jisa dina karanA ho usI dina A jaanaa| usane kahA ki nahIM Apa upadeza to de deN| vakta para kAma par3egA, Apa mile na mile| kabhI upayoga meM jarUra laauuNgaa| buddha ne kahA ki maiM eka gAMva se gujaratA thA aura ghara meM Aga laga gaI thii| maiMne usa ghara ke logoM ko kahA, abhI mata bhAgo kala bhAga jaanaa| ve kahane lage, pAgala ho gaye ho tuma! ghara meM Aga lagI hai, kala taka kaise rukA jA sakatA hai| to buddha ne kahA ki jahAM taka maiM samajhatA haM. tama jo ho abhI mAnate ho ki ThIka ho. isalie kala taka ThaharA sakate ho| aura jaba tuma ThIka hI ho to mujhe kyoM parezAna karate ho? maiM kyoM vyartha kI bAteM tumase kahUM? jisa dina tumheM patA lage ki tuma ThIka nahIM ho...| nahIM, usa AdamI ne kahA, mujhe patA to hai maiM 64 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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ThIka nahIM huuN| AdamI acchA nahIM hUM, bure kAma karatA hUM, lekina AtmA to zuddha-buddha hai| AtmA to zuddha hI hai sdaa| yaha saba AcaraNa, to AcaraNa badala lUMgA, Apa upadeza kreN| hama saba upadeza grahaNa karane ko bahuta Atura aura utsuka haiN| phira hama socate haiM, usake anusAra AcaraNa banA leNge| yaha AcaraNa vaisA hI hogA jaisA maMca para abhinetA kA hotA hai| pahale use skripTa mila jAtI hai, pahale use DhAMcA mila jAtA hai nATaka kA, phira usako kaMThastha karatA hai| phira riharsala karatA hai| phira Akara maMca para dikhA detA hai karake ki yaha rhaa| abhinaya kA matalaba hai vicAra ke anusAra AcaraNa, lekina AtmA kA matalaba kucha aura hai, AcaraNa ke anusAra vicaar| agara burA AcaraNa hai to burA vicAra hI krnaa| TUTa jAeMge aap| Apa kA vyaktitva baca nahIM sakegA, bikhara jaaegaa| aura jisa dina ApakA purAnA vyaktitva pUrA bikhara jAegA usa dina usa khAlI jagaha meM usakA janma hogA jo ApakA asalI ceharA hai| jApAna meM jhena phakIroM ke pAsa agara koI jAtA hai to ve bahuta se savAla usase pUchate haiN| unameM se eka savAla yaha bhI hai ki kRpA karake apanA orijinala ceharA prakaTa kIjie, apanA asalI ceharA dikhAiye? aba nayA AdamI AyA hai usase koI phakIra kahatA hai, asalI ceharA dikhAiye? to vaha kahatA hai, yahI merA ceharA hai| to phakIra kahatA hai. agara yahI terA ceharA hai to yahAM Ane kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| jA khoja-asalI ceharA lekara aa| kabhI-kabhI kucha himmatavara loga asalI ceharA lekara A jAte haiN| lekina ve phakIra bhI bahuta adabhuta haiM, ve kahe hI cale jAte haiM ki mAnA ki yaha pichale se jyAdA oNtheMTika hai, pichale vAle se jyAdA gaharA hai, lekina phira bhI asalI nahIM hai| apanA asalI lekara aa| usa cehare ko lA, jo janma ke pahale tere pAsa thA aura mauta ke bAda tere pAsa hogaa| janma ke pahale kauna-sA ceharA tere pAsa thA, use le aa| yA marane ke bAda tere pAsa phira jo ceharA hogA, use le aa| kRpA karake yaha bIca ke ceharoM ko yahAM mata laa| aura jaba koI AdamI Akara baiTha jAtA hai phesalesa, binA cehare ke, to vaha phakIra kahatA hai, ThIka hai, aba tU asalI jagaha A gyaa| ___ bar3I upalabdhi hai pheslesnes| lekina hama bahuta Darate haiN| agara ceharA kho jAye to hama bahuta Darate haiM, hama pUchate haiM isase bar3I muzkila ho gii| phira hama jaldI ceharA banAne meM lagate haiN| ceharA khonA hI cAhie agara corI khonI hai| aura vaha kSaNa AnA hI cAhie jahAM Apako pakkA na raha jAye ki maiM kauna huuN| agara Apako jAnanA hai ki Apa kauna haiM, cora ceharoM ko haTAie, cAhe mahAvIra se liye hoM, cAhe buddha se, cAhe kRSNa se, cAhe musalamAna ke, cAhe jaina ke, cAhe hiMdU ke| una ceharoM ko haTAie aura usako khojie jo ApakA hai| aura jisa dina Apake sAre cehare gira jAyeMge, acAnaka Apake sAmane vaha rUpa prakaTa ho jAtA hai jo ApakA hai| jaise hI vaha rUpa prakaTa hotA hai Apa acaurya ko upalabdha ho jAte haiN| acaurya For Personal & Private Use Only

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aura jisa AdamI ne vyaktitva curAne baMda kara die, jisane cehare curAne baMda kara die, jisane AcaraNa curAne baMda kara die, vaha AdamI vastueM nahIM curA sktaa| vaha asaMbhava hai| vaha asaMbhava hai, usakA koI upAya nahIM raha jaataa| jisane itanI gaharI coriyAM chor3a dI, vaha ina kSudra coriyoM ke lie nahIM jAegA; lekina hama kSudra coriyAM chor3ane meM lage rahate haiN| ____ eka mitra mere pAsa Aye, unhoMne mujhase kahA ki maiM rizvata nahIM letA huuN| bar3e Aphisara haiN| maiMne kahA, agara pAMca rupaye koI dene Aye? unhoMne kahA, kyA Apa phijUla kI bAteM karate haiN| maiM letA hI nahIM rishvt| maiMne kahA, koI pAMca sau dene Aye? unhoMne utane jora se nahIM kahA ki kyA phijUla kI bAteM karate haiN| unhoMne kahA, nahIM, nahIM, maiM letA hI nahIM huuN| maiMne pUchA, agara koI pAMca hajAra rupayA lekara Aye? to unhoMne mujhe gaura se dekhA, saMdeha unake mana meM A gyaa| maiMne kahA, agara koI pAMca lAkha lekara Aye? unhoMne kahA, phira socanA pdd'egaa| ___ to hamAre cora hone meM ho sakatA hai mAtrAeM hoM, DigrIja hoN| ho sakatA hai Apa do paise na curAte hoM, lekina isase yaha mata samajha lenA ki Apa acora haiN| isase kyA pharka par3atA hai ki Apane do paise curAye ki do lAkha curaaye| corI meM koI mAtrA ho sakatI hai? corI kama aura jyAdA ho sakatI hai? do paise kI corI kama aura do lAkha kI jyAdA! do paisA kama hoMge, do lAkha jyAdA hoMge, corI to eka-sI hai| corI kaise bhinna, kama aura jyAdA ho sakatI hai? corI kA ekTa to ToTala hai| do paise curAUM to bhI maiM utanA hI cora hotA hUM jitanA do lAkha curaauuN| to yaha ho sakatA hai Apake corI ke apane mApadaMDa haiM, mere corI ke apane mApadaMDa haiN| maiM do paise curAtA hUM, Apa do lAkha curAte haiN| do lAkha curAnevAle, do paise curAne vAle ko jela meM baMda kara sakate haiN| kara sakate haiM, kyoMki do paisA vAle abhI jela nahIM banA sakate, do lAkha vAle jela banA sakate haiN| do lAkha vAle coroM ko pakar3A nahIM jA sakatA, kyoMki do lAkha vAle cora do lAkha rupayA kisI ko bhI corI meM de sakate haiN| to jo majisTreTa do paisevAle cora ko sajA de de, vaha do lAkha vAle cora ko kaise sajA de? kyoMki taba taka to vaha majisTreTa bhI cora ho jaaegaa| do lAkha ke lie to vaha bhI corI ko rAjI ho sakatA hai| to bar3e cora choTe coroM ko phaMsAye cale jAte haiN| bar3e cora dIvAroM ke bAhara, choTe cora dIvAroM ke bhiitr| hoziyAra cora dIvAroM ke bAhara, nAsamajha cora dIvAroM ke bhiitr| lekina pUrA samAja cora hai| aura yaha corI jaba taka hama vastuoM ke saMbaMdha meM hI socate raheMge taba taka miTanevAlI nahIM hai| yaha ho sakatA hai ki maiM saba chor3a kara bhAga jAUM aura kahUM ki maiM corI nahIM kruuNgaa| lekina merA bhojana koI cora lAyegA, mere kapar3e koI cora lAyegA, mere rahane kA Azrama koI cora bnaayegaa| isase kyA pharka par3atA hai| sirpha maiM aura bhI hoziyAra cora huuN| maiM khuda corI nahIM karatA hUM, dUsare se karavAtA huuN| aura koI pharka nahIM par3a jaaegaa| lekina maiM jimmevArI ke bAhara nahIM bhAga sktaa| corI hai, samAja cora hai, samAja cora rhegaa| taba taka, jaba taka 66 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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hama corI ko vastuoM kI corI samajha rahe haiN| samAja cora hai, kyoMki hamane bahuta gahare meM sabako cora hone kI hI zikSA dI hai| ___hama eka bacce se kahate haiM ki vivekAnaMda jaise ho jaao| aba isa bacce kA kyA kasUra hai ki vivekAnaMda jaisA ho jAye? vivekAnaMda bahuta bhale the, lekina isa bacce kI kauna-sI galatI ki vivekAnaMda ho jAye? aura agara ho gayA to cora ho jaaegaa| hama kahate haiM, mahAvIra jaise ho jaao| aba koI galatI kI hai Apane paidA hokara? agara mahAvIra ko hI sirpha paidA hone kA haka hai pRthvI para to aba taka duniyA khatma ho jAnI caahie| vaha ho cuke paidA, mAmalA khatma ho gyaa| aba Apake hone kI kyA jarUrata hai? to mahAvIra kI kArbanakaoNpiyoM ko duharAne kI kyA jarUrata hai? jaba orijinala hI ho gaI to aba phijUla kI aura mehanata kisa lie kara rahe haiM? eka mahAvIra kAphI! nahIM, kisI AdamI ko kArbanakaoNpI hone kI jarUrata nahIM hai| vyaktitva curAne se bacanA, AcaraNa curAne se bacanA, taba kisI dina ApakI apanI AtmA prakaTa hogI jo acaurya ko upalabdha hotI hai| aura usake bAda vastuoM ko to curAne kA savAla hI nahIM utthtaa| vaha savAla hI nahIM hai| yaha thor3I-sI bAteM maiMne khiiN| yaha Apa koziza karane meM mata laga jAnA anyathA yaha merA udhAra vicAra ho jAegA aura corI zurU ho jaaegii| corI ke bahuta sUkSma rAste haiN| ho sakatA hai Apa kaheM ki bilakula ThIka kaha rahe haiM, caleM aba yahI kareM, corI zurU ho gii| kRpA karake yahI mata karanA jo maiM kaha rahA huuN| maiM jo kaha rahA hUM use samajha lenA, aura chor3a denaa| samajha Apake pAsa raha jAye, vicAra nhiiN| paraphyUma raha jAye, phUla nhiiN| maiMne jo bAta kahI vaha samajha lenA, phira use yahIM chor3a jaanaa| bAta se koI lenA-denA nahIM, samajha Apake sAtha calI jaaegii| vaha samajha ApakI jiMdagI ko badale to badalane denA, na badale to na badalane denaa| kRpA karake Upara se thopane kI koziza mata karanA, anyathA corI jArI rhegii| aura acorI kabhI upalabdha nahIM ho sktii| kala cauthe sUtra akAma para hama bAta kreNge| maiMne kahA ki jaba hiMsA rUpa letI hai to usakA eka rUpa parigraha hai aura jaba parigraha pAgala hotA hai, vikSipta hotA hai, to usakA eka rUpa corI hai| kala akAma kI bAta kreNge| akAma tInoM kA AdhAra hai| kAma, vAsanA, DijAyariMga, cAha, vaha hiMsA kA bhI AdhAra hai| vaha parigraha kA bhI AdhAra hai| vaha corI kA bhI AdhAra hai| kAma ina tInoM ke nIce baiThA hai aura sarakA huA hai, sabakI jar3a meM vaha hai| kala hama kAma ko samajheMge aura parasoM apramAda ko| merI bAtoM ko itanI zAMti aura prema se sunA usase bahuta anugRhIta huuN| aMta meM sabake bhItara baiThe prabhu ko praNAma karatA huuN| mere praNAma svIkAra kreN| acaurya For Personal & Private Use Only

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re priya Atman! meM ahiMsA, aparigraha, acaurya, tIna mahAvratoM para hamane vicAra kiyA hai / Aja cauthA 'vrata hai, akaam| kAma manuSya kI sarvAdhika mahatvapUrNa UrjA kA nAma hai| jina tIna vratoM kI hamane bAta kI una sabake AdhAra meM kAma kI zakti hI kAma karatI hai| yadi kAma saphala ho jAye to parigraha bana jAtA hai / yadi kAma svayaM kI hInatA se viphala ho jAye to corI bana jAtA hai| yadi kAma dUsare ke kAraNa se viphala ho jAye to hiMsA bana jAtA hai| ka ke mArga para, kAmanA ke mArga para, icchA ke mArga para, agara koI bAdhA banatA ho to kAma hiMsaka ho uThatA hai| agara koI bAdhA na ho, bhItara kI hI kSamatA bAdhA banatI ho to kAma cora ho jAtA hai| aura agara koI bAdhA na ho, bhItara kI koI akSamatA na ho aura kAma saphala akAma For Personal & Private Use Only

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ho jAye to parigraha bana jAtA hai| isa kAma ko gahare se samajhanA jarUrI hai| ___ manuSya eka UrjA hai, eka enarjI hai| isa jagata meM UrjA, enarjI ke atirikta aura kucha bhI nahIM hai| samasta jIvana eka UrjA hai| ve dina lada gaye ki jaba kucha loga kahate the, padArtha hai| ve dina samApta ho gye| nItze ne isa sadI ke prAraMbha hote samaya meM kahA thA ki 'Izvara mara gayA hai| lekina yaha sadI abhI pUrI nahIM ho pAI, Izvara to nahIM marA, padArtha mara gayA hai| maiTara iz2a ddedd| 'mara gayA hai' kahanA bhI ThIka nahIM hai| padArtha kabhI thA hI nhiiN| vaha hamArA bhrama thA, dikhAI par3atA thaa| vaijJAnika kahate haiM ki padArtha sirpha saghana ho gaI UrjA hai, kaMDeMsDa enrjii| padArtha jaisI koI cIja hI jagata meM nahIM hai| vaha jo patthara hai itanA kaThora, itanA spaSTa, itanA sabsaTeMsiyala vaha bhI nahIM hai| vaha bhI vidyuta kI dhArAoM kA saghana ho gayA rUpa hai| __ Aja sArA jagata, vijJAna kI dRSTi meM UrjA kA samUha hai, enarjI hai| dharma kI dRSTi meM sadA se hI yahI thaa| dharma usa zakti ko paramAtmA kA nAma detA thaa| vijJAna usa zakti ko abhI enarjI, zakti mAtra hI kaha rahA hai| thor3A vijJAna aura Age bar3hegA to usase eka aura bhUla TUTa jaaegii| Aja se pacAsa sAla pahale vijJAna kahatA thA, padArtha hI satya hai| Aja vijJAna kahatA hai, zakti hI satya hai| kala vijJAna ko kahanA par3egA ki cetanA hI satya hai, kAMzasanesa hI satya hai| jaise vijJAna ko patA calA ki UrjA kA saghana rUpa padArtha hai, vaise hI vijJAna ko Aja nahIM kala patA calegA ki cetanA kA saghana rUpa enarjI hai| yaha jo UrjA hai jIvana kI, pratyeka vyakti bhI isI UrjA kA sphaliMga hai. isI UrjA kA eka choTA-sA rUpa hai| Apa bhI, maiM bhI, sb| yaha UrjA, yaha zakti agara bAhara kI tarapha bahe to kAma bana jAtI hai, vAsanA bana jAtI hai| aura agara bhItara kI tarapha bahe to akAma bana jAtI hai, AtmA bana jAtI hai| jo bheda hai vaha sirpha dizA kA hai| kAma jaba lauTa par3atA hai vApasa, apanI tarapha, riTarniMga homa, vApasa ghara kI tarapha jaba kAmanA lauTa par3atI hai, to akAma banatA hai, AtmA banatI hai| aura jaba kAma-UrjA bAhara kI tarapha bahatI rahatI hai jIvana se, to dhIre-dhIre AdamI kSINa, nirbala, nisteja hotA calA jAtA hai| aura vaha usakI kAmanA se duniyA meM bahuta-sI cIjeM pA letA hai, lekina eka apane ko bhara pAne se vaMcita raha jAtA hai| jise hameM pAnA hai, zakti usI kI tarapha jAnI caahie| agara hameM bAhara kI vastueM pAnI haiM to zakti ko bAhara jAnA par3egA, aura agara hameM bhItara kI AtmA pAnI ho to zakti ko bhItara jAnA pdd'egaa| dhyAna rahe, kAma se merA matalaba hai, bAhara bahatI huI uurjaa| akAma se matalaba hai, bhItara bahatI huI uurjaa| zakti ke do DhaMga haiM-bAhara kI tarapha bahe yA bhItara kI tarapha bhe| jaba bAhara kI taraha bahatI hai to vyakti aura saba pA sakatA hai, sirpha svayaM ko kho detA hai| aura saba pA lene kA bhI koI sAra nahIM, agara svayaM kho jaaye| sArA jagata bhI hama pA leM to bhI koI sAra nahIM, agara usa pAne meM maiM hI kho jaauuN| agara UrjA bhItara kI tarapha bahatI hai to akAma bana jAtI hai| 70 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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SATH kA artha hI hai kAmanA, DijAyara, icchA / jaba bhI hama koI kAmanA karate haiM to hameM bAhara kI tarapha bahanA par3atA hai, kyoMki icchA kahIM bAhara tRpti kI AzA bana jAtI hai| kucha pAne ko hai bAhara, to hameM bAhara kI tarapha bahanA par3atA hai| hama saba bAhara bahate hue loga haiN| hama saba kAmanAeM haiM; vI Ara DijAyara / caubIsa ghaMTe hama bAhara kI tarapha baha rahe haiM, kisI ko dhana pAnA hai, kisI ko yaza pAnA hai, kisI ko prema pAnA hai / aura bar3A Azcarya to yaha hai ki agara kisI ko paramAtmA bhI pAnA hai to bhI vaha bAhara kI tarapha bahatA calA jAtA hai / vaha socatA ki kahIM AkAza meM paramAtmA baiThA hai| kisI ko mokSa pAnA hai to vaha bhI socatA hai kahIM Upara mokSa hai vaha pAnA hai| dharma kA bAhara se koI bhI saMbaMdha nahIM hai / isalie jinake Izvara bAhara hoM vaha ThIka se samajha leM ki unakA dharma se koI nAtA nahIM hai| jinakA mokSa bAhara ho vaha ThIka se samajha leM, vaha dhArmika nahIM haiN| jinake pAne kI koI bhI cIja bAhara ho vaha samajha leM ki vaha kAmI haiM / sirpha eka hI sthiti meM kAma se mukti hotI hai aura vaha yaha ki hama bhItara bahanA zurU ho jaayeN| bAhara koI bhI oNbajekTa, bAhara koI bhI pAne kI cIja, hamArI UrjA ko bAhara kI tarapha le jAtI hai| aura hama dhIre - dhIre khAlI hote haiM, samApta ho jAte haiM / phira dUsarA janma, phira eka UrjA lekara paidA hote haiM, phira bAhara kI tarapha bahate haiM, phira samApta ho jAte haiN| phira tIsarA janma, phira UrjA lekara paidA hote haiM, phira bAhara kI tarapha bahate haiM aura samApta ho jAte haiN| janma ke sAtha hama zakti lekara Ate haiN| mRtyu ke sAtha hama zakti khokara vApisa lauTa jAte haiN| jo vyakti mRtyu ke sAtha bhI zakti lekara vApisa lauTatA hai use phira Ane kI jarUrata nahIM raha jAtI hai| janma ke sAtha sabhI zakti lekara Ate haiM / mRtyu ke sAtha adhikatama zaki khokara, nisteja, khAlI kAratUsa, cale hue kAratUsa, jisakI khola raha gayI hai golI to jA cukI hai, usa khola ko lekara vApisa lauTa jAte haiM / jo vyakti marate kSaNa meM bhI apanI pUrI UrjA ko bacA kara le jAtA hai use lauTane kI jarUrata nahIM pdd'tii| jo kabIra kI bhAMti marate kSaNa meM kaha sakatA hai ki 'jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cdriyaa'| kucha kharca nahIM kiyA, kucha khoyA nahIM, daur3e nhiiN| cAdara saMbhAlo, jaisI dI thI vaisI hI vApisa lauTA dete haiM / jo mRtyu kekSaNa meM binA kucha khoye vaisA hI vApasa lauTa jAtA hai jaisA janma ke kSaNa meM AyA thA, use vApisa janma lene kI jarUrata nahIM raha jaatii| akAma, janma-mRtyu se mukti hai| kAma, bArabAra janma meM lauTa AnA hai| kAraNa hai... / koI kAmanA kabhI ThIka arthoM meM pUrI nahIM hotI, ho nahIM sktii| aura jo bAhara kI tarapha daur3ane kA AdI ho gayA hai, jaba bhI koI kAmanA pUrI hone ke karIba hotI hai taba taka vaha nayI kAmanA banA letA hai| kyoMki phira bAhara kI tarapha daur3egA kaise ? bAhara kI tarapha daur3anA hI jisakI jiMdagI bana gayI hai / vaha, eka icchA pUrI huI nahIM ki dUsarI ko janmA letA hai| balki eka ke pUre hone ke sAtha aneka ko janmA letA hai, phira daur3anA zurU kara detA hai| hama bAhara kI tarapha daur3atI huI UrjAeM haiN| AUTa goiMga enrjiis| isalie hama khAlI For Personal & Private Use Only akAma 71

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kAratUsoM kI taraha mara jAte haiN| isalie hamArI mRtyu eka sauMdarya nahIM ho pAtI aura hamArI mRtyu eka anubhava nahIM bana paatii| hamArI mRtyu eka dukha, eka nisteja pIr3A, eka napuMsakatA, eka iMpoTeMsa bana jAtI hai| hama saba bhAMti TUTa kara samApta ho jAte haiN| isalie mRtyu meM itanI pIr3A hai| vaha pIr3A mRtyu kI nahIM hai| vaha pIr3A nisteja khAlI ho gaye AdamI kI hai jo saba bhAMti rikta ho gayA, jisameM aba kucha bhI nahIM bacA, sirpha khAlI khola raha gyaa| isalie mauta dukha detI hai| ___ lekina mauta bhI AnaMda de detI hai use, jo khAlI nahIM, bharA huA hai| hama bhare hue kaise raha pAyeM, isI sUtra ko samajhane ke lie akAma hai| lekina akAma ko samajhane ke pahale kAma kI samasta yAtrA samajha lenI caahie| kAma kisa taraha gati karatA hai hamArA! hama bAhara kI tarapha kaise bahate haiM, ise samajha lenA jarUrI hai| ise hama samajha leM to bhItara kI tarapha bahanA bar3I sarala bAta hai, bar3I aasaan| hajAroM lAkhoM sAla se hameM patA hai ki padArtha aNuoM se banA hai, eTama se banA hai, lekana hama aNu ko tor3a nahIM pAye the| isa sadI meM Akara hamane aNu ko tor3a liyaa| aNu ko tor3ate hI bar3I camatkArika pUrNa ghaTanA ghttii| aura vaha yaha ki eka choTe se aNu meM, hAiDrojana ke choTe se aNu meM, yA kisI bhI cIja ke choTe se aNu meM, jo AMkha se dikhAI nahIM par3atA, itanI UrjA chipI thI ki TUTate hI bhayaMkara zakti kA janma huaa| eka choTe se aNu ke visphoTa se hirozimA meM eka lAkha loga tatkAla mRtyu ko upalabdha ho gye| eka choTe se aNu meM itanI UrjA chipI thI bhItara, ki phUTa par3A to itanA visphoTa huaa| __vijJAna ne aNu ko tor3a kara eka bahuta kImatI bAta batA dI hai, vaha yaha ki pratyeka cIja ke bhItara anaMta UrjA chipI hai| agara TUTa jAye to visphoTa ho jAtA hai aura saba bAhara baha jAtA hai| agara baMda ho jAye...lekina hameM to kabhI patA nahIM thA ki baMda aNu meM itanI UrjA chipI hai| vijJAna ne jo kAma kiyA hai, dharma ne usase ThIka ulTA kAma bahuta pahale kara liyA hai| vijJAna ne tor3A hai aNu, dharma ne jor3A thaa| isIlie dharma kA nAma hai : yog| yoga kA artha hai: jodd'| ___ manuSya kI cetanA bhI eka aNu hai aura usa aNu ko hama agara TUTA huA rahane deM to usameM se saba baha jAtA hai, anaMta UrjA baha jAtI hai| agara vaha aNu jur3a jAye, baMda ho jAye-enAlisisa nahIM, vizleSaNa nahIM, TUTe nahIM-sinthethisa ho jAye, saMzliSTa ho jAye, iMTIgreTeDa ho jAye, baMda ho jAye, biMdu bana jAye, apane meM biMdu ho jAye, saba tarapha se bAhara khonA baMda ho jAye, to anaMta UrjA bhItara upalabdha ho jAtI hai| isa anaMta UrjA kI anubhUti anaMta paramAtmA kI anubhUti hai| isa anaMta UrjA kA anubhava anaMta AnaMda kA anubhava hai| isa anaMta UrjA kA anubhava anaMta vIrya kA anubhava hai| isa anaMta UrjA ke anubhava ke bAda phira kucha anubhava karane ko zeSa nahIM raha jAtA, saba anubhava ho jAtA hai| lekina samajhanA cAhie ki AdamI TUTA huA aNu hai| cetanA kA TUTA huA aNu hai| usameM cheda hai; jaise koI cheda vAlI bAlTI se pAnI bharatA ho| pAnI bharA huA dikhAI par3atA 72 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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hai jaba bAlTI pAnI meM DUbI hotI hai, aura jaise hI bAlTI pAnI ke bAhara nikalI ki khAlI honI zurU ho jAtI hai / cheda haiM cAroM tarapha, Upara taka Ate-Ate sirpha pAnI ke girane kA zoragula bhara hotA hai, pAnI AtA nahIM, khAlI bAlTI vApasa lauTa AtI hai / janma ke kSaNa meM hama saba UrjA se bhare hue hote haiN| jaba taka janma nahIM huA, taba taka hama bharI bAlTI hote haiN| janma ke sAtha hI bAlTI Upara uThI kueM se, aura giranA zurU huaa| agara ThIka se samajheM to janma ke sAtha hI hamArA maranA zurU ho jAtA hai; hamameM se kucha rikta honA, khAlI honA zurU ho jAtA hai| hama phUTI bAlTI kI taraha khAlI hone lagate haiN| janma kA pahalA kSaNa marane kI zuruAta hai / khAlI honA zurU ho gyaa| isIlie janma ke pahale kSaNa ke bAda hI pratyeka vyakti marane ke yogya ho jAtA hai-kabhI bhI mara sakatA hai| aba yaha bAta dUsarI hai ki yogyatA vaha kaba pUrI karegA / phira jIvana bhara hama khAlI, khAlI, khAlI hote cale jAte haiN| thor3A-bahuta jo jiMdagI meM hameM bharepana kA anubhava hotA hai vaha zAyada subaha hama jaba rAta ke bAda uThate haiM to thor3I dera ko lagatA hai, kucha bhare haiN| rAta bhara meM UrjA thor3I-sI saMkalita ho pAtI hai, kyoMki iMdriyoM ke dvAra baMda ho jAte haiN| AMkheM baMda ho jAtI haiM, hAtha zithila par3a jAte haiM, kAna sunate nahIM, hoTha bolate nahIM, nAka sUMghatI nahIM, saba baMda ho jAtA hai| dvAra baMda ho jAte haiN| isalie subaha eka tAjagI mAlUma par3atI hai| vaha tAjagI, vaha tAjagI rAta ko thor3I-sI UrjA ke Thahara jAne ke kAraNa patA cala rahI hai| agara koI vyakti apane pUre jIvana kI UrjA ko ThaharA le to vaha jisa tAjagI kA anubhava karatA hai usakA hameM koI bhI patA nahIM hai / usakA hameM koI patA nahIM ho sakatA / agara hama apanI jIvana bhara kI saba subaha kI tAjagI ko ikaTThA jor3a leM to bhI usase kucha patA nahIM cala sktaa| agara eka vyakti kI nIMda kho jAye to phira jInA muzkila ho jAtA hai, kyoMki vaha rAta jo thor3I UrjA ikaTThI karatA hai vaha bhI baMda ho gyii| paMdraha dina nIMda kho ye to AdamI pAgala ho jaae| paMdraha dina bhojana na mile to cala sakatA hai| paMdraha dina nIMda na mile to kaThinAI hogii| agara koI bImAra hai aura so na sake to cikitsaka pahale phikra karatA hai ki bImArI ko pIche dekha leMge, pahale nIMda A jaae| kyoMki jisa UrjA se bImArI ko ThIka honA hai, vaha saMkalita honI cAhie, saMgRhIta honI cAhie, ikaTThI honI caahie| hama sirpha UrjA kho rahe haiN| aura kAma, UrjA ko khone kI vidhi hai| kAma ke bahuta rUpa haiM, usameM sarvAdhika saghana rUpa yauna hai| isalie dhIre-dhIre kAma aura yauna, kAma aura seksa paryAyavAcI bana gaye / bhojana se UrjA milatI hai, nIMda se UrjA bacatI hai, vyAyAma se UrjA jagatI hai, phira isa UrjA ko hama kharca karate haiN| isa UrjA kA bahuta-sA kharca to sirpha jIvana-vyavasthA meM vyaya ho jAtA hai| isa UrjA kA bahuta-sA kharca to UrjA ko kala bhI hama paidA kara sakeM, isameM kharca ho jAtA hai| isa UrjA kA bahuta-sA kharca to UrjA bhItara jAkara paidA ho sake... jaba Apa bhojana For Personal & Private Use Only akAma 73

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lete haiM bhItara to bahuta bar3A camatkAra ghaTita hotA hai| Apa sAdhAraNa mRta padArtha ko bhItara le jAte haiM aura ApakI jIvana-UrjA use jIvaMta banAtI hai| naoNna-Aragenika ko Aragenika banAtI hai| usameM bahuta UrjA vyaya hotI hai| bhojana UrjA detA hai, lekina bhojana ko karane aura bhojana ko khUna banAne meM UrjA vyaya hotI hai| calate haiM to UrjA vyaya hotI hai, baiThate haiM to UrjA vyaya hotI hai, sote haiM to sone meM bhI UrjA vyaya hotI hai, saMgRhIta bhI hotI hai| ___ isa sArI prakriyA, jIvana kI sArI prakriyA ke bAda jo thor3I-bahuta UrjA Apake pAsa bacatI hai, usakA Apane sivAya kAma ko yauna meM parivartana karane ke aura koI upayoga nahIM kiyA hai| usa UrjA kA Apa sirpha seksa meM upayoga karate haiN| isalie yaha samajha lene jaisA hai ki saba-kucha karake jo bacatA hai hamAre pAsa, usakA hama kyA upayoga kara rahe haiN| usakA upayoga agara sirpha seksa meM ho rahA hai to dhyAna rahe, yaha seksa sirpha rilIpha hai| yaha yauna sirpha UrjA ke bhAra se mukti hai| ____ aba bar3e maje kI bAta hai| UrjA ikaTThI karane meM caubIsa ghaMTe kharca karate haiM, use bacAne ke lie ATha ghaMTe sote haiN| khAnA kamAne ke lie jiMdagI bhara mehanata karate haiN| aura phira jaba UrjA Apake pAsa AtI hai to Apa usa UrjA ke bhAra se bhArI ho jAte haiN| use pheMkane ke lie koziza karate haiN| yaha vaisA hI hai jaise koI vyakti dina bhara dhana kamAye aura sAMjha jAkara nadI meM pheMka Aye, kyoMki dina bhara dhana kamAne ke lie pAgala rahe, sAMjha pAyA ki dhana ne thailI ko bojhila kara diyA hai| aura aba bojha burA mAlUma par3atA hai to bojha se khAlI ho leM aura nadI meM pheMka aaye| __ hama UrjA ikaTThI karate haiM pahale, UrjA na ho to usakA zrama karate haiM, aura jaba UrjA pAsa meM A jAye to UrjA bojhila ho jAtI hai, barDanasama ho jAtI hai, citta para bhArI ho jAtI hai, phira usako pheMkanA par3atA hai| seksa, UrjA ko pheMkane ke lie hama upayoga meM lAte haiN| vaha sirpha rilIpha hai| usase hama phira khAlI ho jAte haiN| ___aba bar3I ebsarDa jiMdagI hai AdamI kii| kala subaha uTha kara vaha phira UrjA ikaTThI karane meM lagegA, kala sAMjha taka vaha phira UrjA ikaTThI karegA aura jaba usake pAsa UrjA ikaTThI ho jAyegI to use pheMka kara phira rilIpha paayegaa| ajIba pAgalapana hai! ikaTThA karanA, pheMkanA, ikaTThA karanA, pheNknaa| artha kyA hogA isa jiMdagI kA? prayojana kyA hogA isa jiMdagI meM? pAyeMge kyA isa jiMdagI meM? lekina yaha hameM dikhAI nahIM pdd'taa| agara khAnA na mile to hama parezAna haiM, khAnA mila jAye to hama parezAna haiN| agara zakti pAsa meM na ho to hama durbala haiM, zakti pAsa meM ho jAye to durbala hone ko hama phira Atura haiN| AdamI eka ebsaDarDiTI hai| jaisA AdamI hai, vaha bilakula hI tarkahInatA hai| jaisA AdamI hai, usase to jaise buddhi kA koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| jaise ki koI jharanA sirpha isalie sarovara bana rahA hai ki jaba bana jAye to dIvAla TUTe aura baha jaaye| aura dIvAleM jaba TUTa jAyeM to phira dIvAleM banAyI jAyeM, phira jharanA bharA jAye aura phira tor3A jAye, jiMdagI bhara hama ikaTThA karate aura khote haiN| 74 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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yaha jiMdagI nahIM ho sakatI, kahIM bhUla ho rahI hai| UrjA ko ikaTThA karanA to ThIka hai, lekina khone ke lie hI ikaTThA karanA bahuta bemAnI hai, bahuta mIniMgalesa hai| agara koI AdamI kahe ki maiM isalie janma letA hUM ki mara jAUM, hama kaheMge ki pAgala ho| agara koI AdamI kahe ki maiM isalie ikaTThA karatA hUM ki kho dUM, to hama kaheMge ki tuma pAgala ho| koI AdamI kahe ki maiM isalie makAna banAtA hUM ki girA dUM, hama kaheMge tumhArA dimAga ThIka nhiiN| lekina hama saba kI khuda kI kyA hAlata hai ? jiMdagI meM hama karate kyA haiM? kyA kara rahe haiM! hama jo bhI ikaTThA karate haiM, khone ke lie ikaTThA karate haiN| lekina zAyada hamane kabhI isa taraha socA nhiiN| hama jo bhI ikaTThA karate haiM vaha khone ke lie ikaTThA karate haiM! isalie sAdhu-saMnyAsI hamase ulTA kAma zurU karate haiN| ve ikaTThA karanA kama kara dete haiM jisameM ki khone ke lie maukA na raha jaaye| lekina usase koI pharka nahIM par3atA hai| ___ eka AdamI do paise kamAtA hai sAMjha nadI meM pheMka AtA hai| dUsarA AdamI isa Dara se ki sAMjha nadI meM pheMkane se baca sakU kamAtA hI nhiiN| lekina sAMjha ko donoM eka se daridra hote haiN| pheMkane vAle ke pAsa bhI do paise nahIM hote| jisane kamAyA nahIM usake pAsa bhI do paise nahIM hote| ye donoM dIna hote haiN| Apa jisa-tisa DhaMga se UrjA kamAte haiM aura kAma meM vyaya kara dete haiM, yauna meM vyaya kara dete haiN| saMnyAsI Dara ke UrjA kamAnA baMda kara detA hai, upavAsa karatA hai, khAnA kama khAtA hai| apane zarIra meM itanI hI zakti paidA karatA hai jitanA rojamarrA ke kAma meM A jAye, atirikta na bce| atirikta bace to vaha muzkila meM par3a jaayegaa| kyoMki phira ApakA hI kAma use karanA pdd'egaa| lekina isase koI pharka nahIM par3atA, Apa kamA kara kho dete haiM, vaha kamAtA hI nahIM tAki khonA na pdd'e| lekina isase koI UrjA bacatI nhiiN| ___ abhI amerikA kI eka vijJAnazAlA meM ve eka prayoga kara rahe the| vaha hiMdustAna bhara ke saMnyAsiyoM ko ThIka se samajha lenA caahie| tIsa vidyArthiyoM ko eka mahIne taka bhUkhA rakhA gayA aura yaha samajhane kI koziza kI gayI ki bhUkha aura seksa kA kyA saMbaMdha hai? bhUkha se yauna kA kyA saMbaMdha hai? ____ bar3e adabhuta pariNAma hue| pahale sAta dinoM meM jaba unheM bhUkhA rakhA gayA to unakI yaunapravRtti tIvra ho gayI, unakI seksualiTI bar3ha gyii| lekina sAta dina ke bAda phira unakI yauna-pravRtti kama hotI calI gyii| paMdrahaveM dina unake sAmane nagna citra bhI rakhe gaye striyoM ke, to ve utsuka na rhe| kisI bhI taraha unheM bhar3akAyA jAye, ve koI rasa na leN| tIsa dina pUre hote-hote una tIsoM yuvakoM meM kisI taraha kI kAmavAsanA na raha gayI, kisI taraha kA yauna na rhaa| ve bilakula ThaMDe, kolDa ho gaye, phrojana, jama gaye, bilkul| unako hilAne kA koI upAya na rahA, seksa jaise vidA ho gyaa| phira unako bhojana diyA gyaa| sAta dina meM phira vApasa lauTanA zurU ho gyaa| paMdraha dina ke bAda ve phira apanI jagaha vApasa lauTa gaye jahAM the| tIsa dina ke bAda ve phira sAmAnya akAma 75 For Personal & Private Use Only

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vyakti the| vahI rasa, vahI yauna, vahI vAsanA phira unako pakar3a lii| haA kyA? yauna naSTa nahIM haA, sirpha yauna ko jo atirikta UrjA cAhie vaha nahIM milii| sAMpa to jiMdA rahA, lekina calane kI tAkata na rhii| sAMpa par3a gayA behosh| par3A rahA, pratIkSA karatA rahA ki jaba zakti mile to cluuN| phira zakti milI, phira sAMpa hilane-Dolane lagA, phira sAMpa khar3A ho gyaa| ina tIsa dinoM ke prayoga ne yaha batAyA ki saMnyAsI apane ko laMbe arase se dhokhA de rahe haiN| hAM, agara ina baccoM ko niraMtara hI kama bhojana para rakhA jA sake, itanA hI bhojana diyA jAye jitanA unake calane, uThane, baiThane, bAta karane meM khatama ho jAye zakti, to aba yaha binA seksa ke jiMdA raha skeNge| lekina yaha akAma nahIM hai, yaha sirpha murdA kAma hai, yaha marA huA seksa hai| yaha murdA kAma hai, yaha murdA yauna hai, yaha akAma nahIM hai| isalie jina logoM ko yaha samajha meM A gayA ki zakti ikaTThI hotI hai, phira usase mukta hone ke lie, rilIpha ke lie hameM yauna meM jAnA par3atA hai, una logoM ne zakti ikaTThI karanI baMda kara dii| ve bhI usI bhrAMti meM haiM, jisa bhrAMti meM bAkI loga haiN| gRhastha aura saMnyAsI bhrAMtiyoM ke ulTe chora haiN| akAma kA yaha artha nahIM hai| akAma kA artha hai, zakti to paidA ho, lekina yauna se visarjita na ho, saMgRhIta ho| aura jaba zakti bahuta bar3e paimAne para saMgrahita hotI hai aura yauna se visarjita nahIM hotI, to vaha zakti Apake bhItara Urdhvagamana zurU karatI hai| jaise ki hama eka nadI kI bAr3ha ko roka deM, bAMdha banA deM, to nadI kI jo gaharAI thI-samajha leM dasa phITa thI, bAMdha banAne para bAMdha kI gaharAI sau phITa ho jaayegii| aura nadI jitanI rukane lagegI, utanI hI dIvAra bar3I karanI par3egI aura bAMdha gaharA hotA jAyegA aura bAMdha hajAra phITa gaharA bhI ho sakatA hai| Upara uThane lgegaa| jaba bhI koI zakti rokI jAtI hai, to Upara uThatI hai, kyoMki saMgRhIta hotI hai| jaba Apake bhItara zakti atirikta ikaTThI hone lagatI hai to Apake bhItara zakti kA aMbAra lagatA hai aura Upara kI tarapha uThanI zurU ho jAtI hai| abhI ApakI seksa levala se Upara zakti kabhI nahIM utthtii| basa ApakI jiMdagI kA jo seksa kA tala hai, yauna kA jo tala hai, zakti vahAM taka jarA-sI bhI Upara uThI ki Apane usakA vyaya kiyA, phira Apa apanI jagaha lauTa aaye| agara yaha zakti ikaTThI ho, to seksa levala se Upara uThatI hai| aura dhyAna rahe seksa manuSya kA nimnatama seMTara hai| nIce se nIce kA dvAra hai| usake Upara aura bar3e dvAra haiN| agara yaha zakti Upara uThe to yaha dUsare dvAra kholane zurU karatI hai| ___samajha leM, ki manuSya ke bhItara seksa jaise chaha dvAra aura haiM aura UrjA eka-eka dvAra para AtI hai to AnaMda kI gati bar3hatI hai aura Apa hairAna hote haiN| jaba seksa se Upara uThakara dUsare cakra para zakti AtI hai to Apa hairAna hote haiM ki maiM kaisA pAgala thA, maiM zakti ko kahAM kho rahA thA? yahAM khoUM to bahuta AnaMda AtA hai| usase bahuta jyAdA AtA hai jo pahale keMdra para A rahA thaa| jyoM kIyo jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA 76 For Personal & Private Use Only

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jaise koI AdamI khadAna khoda rahA hai| use kaMkar3a-patthara mila jAte haiN| vaha unhIM raMgIna kaMkar3a-pattharoM ko lekara ghara A jAtA hai| phira use koI kahatA hai, pAgala, yaha to raMgIna kaMkar3a-patthara haiM; thor3A aura khod| vaha thor3A aura khodatA hai aura use tAMbA mila jAtA hai, vaha ghara lauTa AtA hai| bAjAra meM use kucha paise usa tAMbe ke mila jAte haiN| lekina koI use kahatA hai, pAgala tU jarA thor3A aura khod| aura vaha khodatA calA jAtA hai aura cAMdI milatI hai, sonA milatA hai aura hIre-javAharAta milate haiM aura vaha khodatA calA jAtA hai| . hama vyaktitva kI pahalI parta para jI rahe haiM seksa kI parta para-jahAM ki kaMkar3a-patthara se jyAdA kucha nahIM mila sktaa| agara vahAM se UrjA ikaTThI ho aura thor3I Age bar3he, to dUsarA cakra khulanA zurU hotA hai, jahAM ki sukha ke tala badala jAte haiN| aura dhyAna rahe, seksa ke tala para dUsare kA honA jarUrI hai hamAre sukha ke lie| dUsare cakra para dUsare kA honA jarUrI nahIM hai, hama akele kAphI ho jAte haiN| aura vyakti mukta hone lagatA hai| sAtaveM cakra para jaba UrjA pahuMcatI hai-Apake mastiSka taka jaba UrjA pahuMca jAtI hai, jaba ApakI zakti itanI bhara jAtI hai ki seksa seMTara aura sahasrAra ke bIca donoM meM zakti pravAhita hone lagatI hai. to koI use kuMDalinI kahe, koI use koI aura nAma de, isase koI pharka nahIM par3atA-jisa dina ApakI UrjA itanI ikaTThI hai ki Apake mastiSka ke cakroM ko bhI calAne lagatI hai, usa dina Apa pahalI bAra AtmajJAna ko upalabdha hote haiM, brahma ko upalabdha hote haiN| usa dina Apa jAnate haiM, ki kahAM pahuMca gyaa| lekina hama pahale hI cakra para kho jAte haiN| jiMdagI ko vaha hamArA chidra saba-kucha vidA karavA detA hai| lekina isakA kyA matalaba hai? kyA maiM yaha kaha rahA hUM ki Apa seksa ko dabAyeM, rokeM ? agara Apane dabAyA aura rokA to Apa kabhI bhI na roka pAyeMge, kyoMki zakti kA eka niyama hai ki dabAI gayI zakti vidrohI ho jAtI hai| aura jisa zakti ko jitane jora se dabAyA jAtA hai, vaha utanI hI jora se ripela karatI hai aura riekTa karatI hai| kisI zakti ko bhI dabAyA nahIM jA sktaa| zakti ko sirpha mArga diye jA sakate haiN| ye do DhaMga haiN| zakti ko nayA mArga deM to zakti usase pravAhita hone lagatI hai yA zakti kA purAnA mArga rokeM to zakti usI mArga para jora se coTa karane lagatI hai| to jo bhI loga seksa se lar3eMge ve jiMdagI bhara ke lie kAmuka raha jaayeNge| ve kabhI bhI kAma se bAhara nahIM jA skte| seksa se lar3akara kabhI koI vyakti Upara ke cakroM taka nahIM pahuMcA hai, jIvana kI UMcAiyAM nahIM chuI haiN| hAM, jIvana ke Upara ke cakroM ko gatimAna karake koI vyakti jarUra seksa se mukta ho gayA hai| brahmacarya seksa se lar3AI nahIM hai| brahmacarya seksa se UMce keMdroM kA sakriya ho jAnA hai| isalie negeTiva mata pakar3a lenaa| jaisA ki hajAroM sAla se isa mulka meM hama pakar3e hue haiN| hajAroM sAla se yaha hamArI samajha meM A gayA thA bahuta pahale, ki yaha UrjA agara ruka jAye to bar3e AnaMda ke dvAra khola detI hai| lekina yaha UrjA ruke kaise? to hama roka leM ise jabardastI se| jitanA Apa rokeMge utanI yaha UrjA dhakkA degI aura jisa jagaha Apa rokeMge, akAma 77 For Personal & Private Use Only

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vahAM dhyAna to rakhanA hI pdd'egaa| aura jisa cakra para dhyAna hogA vaha cakra sakriya rahatA hai| isalie jo loga UrjA ko rokate haiM kAma ke biMdu para, yauna ke biMdu para, ve yauna ke prati ati sakriya ho jAte haiN| saca to yaha hai ki unakA pUrA vyaktitva jananeMdriya bana jAtA hai| ve usake bAhara nahIM raha jaate| unakA sArA bodha vahIM aTaka jAtA hai| unakI cetanA vahIM ulajha jAtI hai| aura vaha ulajhI huI cetanA jitanI coTa karatI hai, utanA hI vaha keMdra sakriya hotA hai| aura vaha keMdra jaba sakriya jora se hotA hai to unake pAsa eka hI upAya bacatA hai, ki bhojana kama kara deM, vyAyAma kama kara deM aura murde kI taraha jIne lageM, tAki UrjA paidA na ho| ___ isase koI pharka nahIM par3atA, isase to sAdhAraNa gRhastha acchA hai| kama se kama UrjA paidA to karatA hai| UrjA paidA ho to kisI dina Upara kI yAtrA bhI ho sakatI hai| saMnyAsI isase burI hAlata meM hai| vaha UrjA paidA hI nahIM krtaa| hAlAMki usakI UrjA bAhara nahIM jAtI, lekina usake pAsa UrjA hotI bhI nahIM ki Upara jA ske| UrjA cAhie hii| jo bAhara jAtI hai, vaha bhItara bhI jA sakatI hai| lekina jo bAhara jAne yogya bhI nahIM rahI, vaha bhItara jAne yogya kabhI nahIM raha jaatii| jo bAhara kI hI yAtrA karane meM asamartha ho gayA hai, vaha bhItara kI yAtrA kabhI na kara skegaa| ___ isalie eka bAta to pahale yaha dhyAna meM rakha lenA ki hamAre pAsa atirikta UrjA cAhie hii| to UrjA ko paidA karane kA to pUrA iMtajAma honA cAhie, lekina UrjA ko nayI dizAeM dene kA bhI iMtajAma honA caahie| vaha do-tIna sUtra maiM Apa se kahUM ki isa UrjA ko nayI dizAyeM kaise milatI haiM! eka, sirpha hama vartamAna meM jI sakeM, to UrjA ikaTThI hotI hai aura Upara kI tarapha calanA zurU ho jAtI hai| eka pahalA sUtra-liviMga ina da prejeNtt| jo AdamI bhI bahuta kala kI socatA hai aura parasoM kI socatA hai aura Age kA socatA hai aura bhaviSya meM jIne kI koziza karatA hai, usakI UrjA baha jAtI hai| kyoMki bhaviSya hai dUra; aura bhaviSya se hamArA jo saMbaMdha hai vaha kAmanA kA hI ho sakatA hai aura koI saMbaMdha nahIM ho sktaa| bhaviSya hai nahIM, bhaviSya hogaa| aura hogA se hamArA saMbaMdha sirpha vAsanA kA ho sakatA hai, icchA kA, DijAyara kA ho sakatA hai aura koI saMbaMdha nahIM ho sktaa| __jIsasa eka gAMva ke pAsa se gujara rahe haiN| aura vaha apane ziSyoM ko kahate haiM, dekhate ho yaha lilI ke khile hue phUla! una ziSyoM ne kahA, dekhate haiN| jIsasa ne kahA ki dekho inakA sauMdarya, dekho inakA khilanA, dekho inakA AnaMda aura jIsasa ne kahA ki solomanasamrATa solomana jo apane vaibhava ke pUrNa zikhara para thA aura jisake pAsa sArI pRthvI kI saMpatti thI-vaha apane vaibhava ke pUrNa zikhara para bhI itanA suMdara nahIM thA, jitane ki yaha lilI ke jaMgalI phUla suMdara haiN| kisI ne pUchA, lekina aisA kyoM hai? to jIsasa ne kahA, solomana hamezA bhaviSya meM jI rahA thA, yaha phUla abhI jI rahe haiM, inakI UrjA ko kAmanA banane kA maukA nahIM hai, inakI UrjA jIvana bana rahI hai| dhyAna rahe, jaba bhI hama UrjA ko kAmanA banAte haiM to bhaviSya ke kAraNa banAte haiN| kAmanA 78 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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arthAta phyUcara orieNtteshn| vAsanA kA matalaba hai bhaviSya meM jIne kI icchaa| aura jIvana hai sadA abhI aura yhiiN| jisa vyakti ne bhaviSya meM jIne kI icchA ko apane jIvana meM prabala kiyA, vaha bAhara kI tarapha bahatA rahegA aura usakI UrjA khotI rhegii| bhaviSya hamArI UrjA ko burI taraha pI jAtA hai, ebjArba kara letA hai| vartamAna meM UrjA saMgRhIta hotI hai| isalie jisa vyakti ko apanI UrjA ko, apanI zakti ko akAma taka pahuMcAnA ho, brahmacarya taka pahuMcAnA ho, jise apanI UrjA ko satya aura brahma taka le jAnA ho, jise apanI UrjA ko svayaM taka pahuMcAnA ho, use bhaviSya kI icchAeM, bhaviSya kI kAmanAeM, bhaviSya ko dhIre-dhIre kSINa kara denA caahie| use jInA cAhie abhI aura yahIM, hiyara eMDa naau| jaba Apa khAnA khA rahe haiM to sirpha khAnA khaayeN| daphtara meM mata praveza kara jAyeM khAnA khAte vkt| aura jaba daphtara meM baiTheM to daphtara meM hI baiThe aura daphtara meM baiThakara khAnA na khaayeN| aura jaba sinemAgRha meM jAyeM to sinemA-gRha meM jAyeM, usa vakta maMdira ko bilakula vahAM praveza na karane deN| aura jaba maMdira meM jAyeM to maMdira meM hoM, sinemA-gRha maMdira meM na aaye| pratipala jahAM Apa haiM, vahAM pUre hone kI koziza kreN| kaThina hogI yaha bAta, lekina sarala bana jaayegii| kaThina hogI isalie ki hamArI AdateM sadA vahAM hone kI nahIM haiM, jahAM hama haiN| sadA vahAM hone kI haiM jahAM hama nahIM haiN| jahAM Apa hote haiM vahAM Apa hote hI nhiiN| ApakA vaha jo mana hai kAma se bharA huA, vaha kahIM aura hotA hai| jaba Apa kalakatte meM hote haiM to mana baMbaI meM hotA hai| jaba Apa baMbaI meM hote haiM to mana kalakatte meM hotA hai| jahAM hama haiM usa kSaNa meM hamArA mana vahAM nahIM hotA, isalie jahAM hama nahIM haiM vahAM se hameM kAma kA vistAra karanA par3atA hai aura jur3anA par3atA hai| vaha jor3a hamArI UrjA ko khone kA rAstA hai| agara koI vyakti abhI aura yahIM jIne ke lie dhIre-dhIre, dhIre-dhIre samartha ho jAe...aura sarala hai honaa| sarala isalie hai ki agara Apa prayoga kareMge to Apa bahuta hairAna ho jAyeMge ki khAnA itanA AnaMdapUrNa kabhI bhI nahIM thA jitanA AnaMdapUrNa usa kSaNa ho jAtA hai jisa kSaNa Apa khAnA khAte vakta pUre maujUda haiM, jisa vakta Apa khAnA hI khA rahe haiN| ___eka jhena phakIra ke pAsa eka samrATa milane gayA thaa| vaha phakIra apane bagIce meM gaDDhA khoda rahA thaa| usa samrATa ne kahA ki maiM Apase kucha jJAna sIkhane AyA huuN| to usa phakIra ne kahA, baiTho aura dekho aura siikho| samrATa baiTha gayA, vaha phakIra apanA gaDDhA khodatA rhaa| samrATa ne kahA, kucha kahiyegA bhI? Apa to gaDDhA hI khode cale jA rahe haiN| usa phakIra ne kahA, gaura se dekho-maiM hUM hI nahIM, basa gaDDhA khodanA hI hai| gaDDhA khodanA hI ho rahA hai| maiM hUM hI nhiiN| maiM itanA pUrA lIna hUM isa gaDDA khodane meM ki mujhe alaga karane kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| maiM gaDDhA khoda rahA hUM aisA kahanA galata hai| maiM gaDDhA khodane kI kriyA ho gayA hUM aisA hI kahanA ThIka hai| tuma bhI dekhane kI kriyA ho jaao| kRpA karake usa bAta ko mata soco ki jaba maiM bolUMgA to kyA bolUMgA, aura jaba tuma samajhoge to kyA smjhoge| tuma kRpA karake yahAM sirpha dekhanA ho jaao| usa samrATa ne kahA, yaha to bar3A muzkila hai, sirpha dekhnaa| mujhe lauTanA bhI hai| to usa phakIra ne kahA, lauTa jAo, lekina taba lauTanA hI ho jaao| akAma 79 For Personal & Private Use Only

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80 para usa samrATa ne kahA, mujhe Apase kucha pUchanA bhI hai| to usa phakIra ne kahA, phira pUcha lo, phira prazna hI bana jAo / hama jo bhI kara rahe haiM, hama vahI nahIM haiN| agara Apa krodha karate vakta pUrA krodha bana jAyeM, to zAyada dobArA krodha kara na skeN| lekina krodha karate vakta kSamA mAMga rahe haiM bhItara / krodha karate vakta prAyazcitta kara rahe haiM bhItara / krodha karate vakta jAna rahe haiM ki bar3A burA kara rahA huuN| taba Apa krodha meM bhI pUre nahIM ho pAte / prema meM bhI pUre nahIM ho paate| jisa premI se milane ke lie varSoM taka pratIkSA kI, jaba vaha mila jAtA hai taba hama kucha aura socate haiN| jisa premI se milane ke lie varSoM socA thA, vaha jaba mila jAtA hai aura pAsa baiTha jAtA hai taba hama use bhUla jAte haiM aura kucha aura socane lagate haiN| jisa dhana ko khojane ke lie varSoM mehanata kI thI, jaba vaha mila jAtA hai, tijorI meM cAbI lagA kara, bAhara baiTha kara hama kucha aura socane lagate haiN| hama pUre vakta cUkate cale jAte haiN| hama sadA hI bhaviSya meM apanI zakti ko vyaya karate rahate haiM / agara zakti ko saMgRhIta karanA hai - aura zakti ke saMgRhIta hue binA koI aMtaryAtrA saMbhava nahIM hai - to hameM vartamAna meM jInA sIkhanA hogaa| vartamAna ke sAtha bar3I khUbI hai| vartamAna sarakulara hai, rAuMDa zepDa hai| eka nadI hai, vaha vana - DAyameMzanala hai| vaha bhAgI jA rahI hai, vaha pUre vakta bhAgI jA rahI hai sAgara kI tarapha | vana-DAyameMzanala hai, usameM eka AyAma hai| vaha bhAgI jA rahI hai / eka sarovara hai, vaha bhAga nahIM sakatA, vaha gola hai| vaha apane bhItara hI ghUmatA raha jAtA hai / sArI bhramaNa - yAtrA usakI bhItara hai / jisa kSaNa Apa vartamAna ke kSaNa meM hote haiM, usa kSaNa Apa sarovara kI bhAMti ho jAte haiM / gola, vartulAkAra zakti Apake bhItara ghUmane lagatI hai| kyoMki bAhara jAne ke lie koI maukA nahIM milatA, maukA milatA hai bhaviSya meN| kala kyA karUMgA, isase tatkAla maukA mila jAtA hai| kala kyA hogA, tatkAla maukA mila jAtA hai| abhI hUM, yahAM hUM... / Apa mujhe yahAM suna rahe haiN| agara Apa mujhe sirpha suna rahe haiM, to Apa jarA-sI bhI zakti nahIM khoyeNge| Apa eka vartulAkAra vyaktitva bana gye| naoNna-DAyameMzanala / aba ApakA koI AyAma na rhaa| aba Apa baha nahIM sakate, agara sirpha suna rahe haiN| agara sunane ke sAtha soca rahe haiM to Apa thaka jAyeMge / ApakI zakti kSINa hogii| agara maiM sirpha bola rahA hUM to maiM thakane vAlA nahIM hUM, agara mujhe bolane ke sAtha socanA bhI par3a rahA hai, to maiM thaka jaauuNgaa| agara koI bhI kriyA pUrI ho rahI hai to zakti nahIM khotI, zakti saMgRhIta hotI hai / koI bhI kriyA agara ToTala hai to zakti saMgRhIta hotI hai| prema agara pUrNa hai to zakti lAtA hai| krodha agara pUrNa hai to vaha bhI zakti khotA nhiiN| jo bhI pUrNa ho jAtA hai, vaha khotA nhiiN| aura bar3e maje kI bAta hai ki agara krodha pUrNa ho jAye to Apa krodha se mukta ho jAte haiN| kyoMki vaha itanA vyartha mAlUma par3atA hai| agara Apa prema meM pUrNa ho jAyeM to Apa prema se bhara jAte haiM / kyoMki vaha itanA bahuta sArthaka mAlUma par3atA hai| jisa kriyA ko pUrNatA se kiyA jA sake use maiM puNya kahatA huuN| aura jisa kriyA ko jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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pUrNatA meM kiyA hI na jA sake, use maiM pApa kahatA huuN| pApa aura puNya kI aura koI kasauTI jagata meM nahIM hai| ___ agara Apa krodha ko pUrI taraha kara sakate haiM aura phira dubArA bhI kara sakate haiM to phira krodha pApa nahIM hai| lekina aisA kabhI nahIM huaa| Apa krodha ko adhUrA karate haiM, isalie dubArA phira kara pAte haiN| agara Apa krodha ko eka bAra pUrA kara leM, to Apake cAroM tarapha naraka upasthita ho jAyegA, jisa naraka ko Apane zAstroM meM par3hA hai vaha Apake Asa-pAsa khar3A ho jaayegaa| aura dubArA Apa usa naraka meM phira praveza nahIM caaheNge| phira Apa mAphI nahIM mAMgeMge kisI se; basa, krodha se bAhara ho jaayeNge| Aga itanI jora se lagegI ki usase bAhara hone ke sivAya aura koI rAstA nahIM raha jaayegaa| __ lekina hama kunakunI Aga meM jIte haiM, lyukvaarm| thor3A-thor3A karate rahate haiM to jiMdagI bhara calatA rahatA hai| cukatA bhI nahIM aura calatA bhI rahatA hai| naraka pUrA bana jAye to svarga meM jAne meM dera nahIM hai| lekina naraka bhI hama itane dhIre-dhIre banAte haiM ki vaha kabhI pUrA nahIM bana pAtA, usase chuTakArA nahIM ho paataa| isalie pahalA sUtra Apase kahatA hUM akAma kI yAtrA ke lie aura kAma ke Urdhvagamana ke lie vaha hai pratipala jiinaa| saMnyAsI kA artha ghara choDa kara bhAga jAnA nahIM hai| saMnyAsI kA artha H jo pratipala jI rahA hai, jo pala ke bAhara nahIM jItA, jo abhI jItA hai, yahIM jItA hai, kahIM aura nahIM jiitaa| jo bhI vyakti aisI citta-dazA meM A jAye, vaha saMnyAsI hai| saMnyAsa kA artha hai : Tu bI ina da prejeMTa, Tu bI ina da liviMga muumeNtt| vaha jo jIvaMta-kSaNa hai usameM agara hama haiM to hamArI zakti Upara uThanI zurU ho jaayegii| yaha bar3e maje kI bAta hai ki agara yaha jIvaMta-kSaNa hamAre cAroM ora se hameM ghera le-krodha meM bhI hama pUre ho sakeM to krodha se hama mukta ho jAyeMge aura agara yauna meM bhI, seksa meM bhI pUre ho sakeM to hama seksa se mukta ho jaayeNge| kyoMki jo vyakti saMbhoga ke kSaNa meM, seksa ke kSaNa meM, yauna ke kSaNa meM pUrI taraha maujUda hai, vaha dubArA phira AkAMkSA nahIM karegA, bAta samApta ho gaI, bAta vyartha ho gyii| vaha bAta itanI rAkha ho gayI ki aba dubArA muTThI bAMdhane kA koI artha na rhaa| lekina hama usa kSaNa meM bhI pUre vahAM nahIM haiN| AdamI Atura hai saMbhoga ke lie| caubIsa ghaMTe daur3a rahA hai| pUrI jiMdagI daur3a rahA hai| dhana kamA rahA hai, makAna banA rahA hai, bahuta gahare meM seksa kI tRpti kI daur3a cala rahI hai| saba ho jAye to vaha usakI tRpti kara ske| aura phira jaba seksa kA kSaNa AtA hai taba vaha usameM pUrA nahIM hai| taba vaha hajAra dasarI bAteM socane lagatA hai ki brahmacarya acchA hai. vaha socane lagatA hai ki brahmacarya parama jIvana hai| jaba seksa kA kSaNa AtA hai taba vaha yaha socatA hai| aura jaba brahmacarya kI kasama letA hai taba seksa kA vicAra karatA rahatA hai| yaha AdamI pAgala hai, inasena hai| yaha pAgalapana hamArI jiMdagI kI UrjA ko kabhI bhI Upara kI tarapha jAne nahIM detaa| isalie pahalA sUtra Apase kahatA hUM : pala-pala jiinaa| to Apake bhItara akAma zurU ho jAyegA, kAma kSINa hone lagegA, kyoMki kAma ke lie bhaviSya jarUrI hai| kAmanA ke lie akAma 81 For Personal & Private Use Only

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kala jarUrI hai| saca to yaha hai ki kala astitva meM hotA hI nahIM, sirpha kAmanA meM hotA hai| iTa ija e bAya proDakTa Apha ddijaayr| kala to hotA hI nahIM, kala to kahIM hai hI nhiiN| kala sirpha vAsanA kI utpatti hai| bhaviSya kahIM hai hI nhiiN| jo hai vaha sadA vartamAna hai| bhaviSya sirpha kAmanA kI utpatti hai| __ hama niraMtara kahate haiM ki samaya ke tIna hisse haiM- bhaviSya, vartamAna, atiit| galata kahate haiN| samaya kA to sirpha eka hI rUpa hai, vrtmaan| samaya ke tIna rUpa nahIM haiN| samaya kA eka hI rUpa hai, vrtmaan| samaya to hamezA nAu, abhI hai| yaha bhaviSya aura atIta kahAM se paidA hue? atIta hamArI smRtiyoM se paidA huA hai aura bhaviSya hamArI kAmanAoM se paidA huA hai| pahalA sUtra kAma-mukti kA vartamAna ke kSaNa meM hone kI koshish| jaMgala jAne ko nahIM khtaa| jahAM Apa haiM vahIM pUrI taraha hoN| bhojana kareM to pUrI taraha aura soyeM to pUrI taraha, snAna kareM to pUrI trh| aura bahuta choTI cIjoM se zurU kreN| dUsarA sUtra Apase kahanA cAhatA hUM: sRjanAtmaka hoM, bI kriettiv| kyoMki jo AdamI sRjanAtmaka nahIM hai, usakI UrjA niraMtara seksa se bahanA cAhegI, kyoMki vaha bhArI ho jaayegaa| usake pAsa zakti to hogI, kAma nahIM hogaa| aura hama bahuta 'krieTiva' bilakula nahIM haiN| hamAre jIvana meM sRjana jaisI koI cIja nahIM hai| hamane koI cIja aisI nahIM banAyI hai, jise hama kaheM sRjanAtmaka hai| isakA matalaba kyA? nahIM, Apa kaheMge, hamane banAyA hai| hamane kursI banAyI hai| hama pharnIcara banAte haiN| hama makAna banAte haiN| hama kapar3e banAte haiN| hama sRjanAtmaka haiN| nahIM, yaha sRjana nahIM hai| sRjana aura nirmANa kA pharka samajha leN| nirmANa kA matalaba hai, koI upayogI cIja banAnA, yuuttilitteriyn| kursI para baiThA jA sakatA hai, usakA koI upayoga hai, bAjAra meM usakA kucha dAma hai, isalie kursI kA banAnA sRjana nahIM hai| proDakzana, utpAdana hai| lekina eka AdamI gIta gAtA hai, koI mUlya nahIM hai| eka AdamI eka citra banAtA hai, koI mUlya nahIM hai| eka AdamI nAcatA hai, koI heta, parapajivanesa nahIM hai| sajana vahAM se zurU hotA hai jahAM yUTiliTI, upayogitA khatama hotI hai| jahAM taka upayogitA hai vahAM taka sRjana nahIM hai| Apa kucha jiMdagI meM aisA bhI karate raheM jisakI koI upayogitA nahIM, sivAya isake ki Apako use karane meM AnaMda AtA hai| jiMdagI meM aisA kucha calatA rahe jise karane meM Apako AnaMda AtA hai, jisake aMtima pariNAma se koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| vAnagaoNga ne citra banAye, jaba usane banAye the taba unako kharIdane ke lie koI rAjI nahIM thaa| eka citra vAnagaoNga kI jiMdagI meM bikA nhiiN| usake choTe bhAI ne kabhI yaha khayAla kiyA ki becAre kA eka citra nahIM bikA, kitanA dukhI na hogA yaha! to usane eka AdamI ko kucha paise diye aura kahA, tU merI tarapha se jAkara eka citra kharIda le| kama-se-kama use eka tRpti to mila jAyegI ki usakI eka cIja to bikii| vaha AdamI gyaa| koI AdamI citra kharIdane AyA! vAnagA~ga use citra batAne lgaa| lekina vaha koI 82 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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kharIdadAra to na thaa| vaha koI citra ko prema karane vAlA AdamI nahIM thaa| vaha to kisI kA sirpha ejeMTa thaa| paise bhI kisI aura ke the| koI bhI citra kharIda lenA thaa| usane koI bhI citra uThAkara kahA, yaha paise lo| vAnagaoNga kI AMkha se AMsU bahane lage, usane paise vApasa kara diye aura kahA, mAlUma hotA hai mere bhAI ne tumheM bhejA hai| vApasa lauTa jaao| usakA bhAI AyA mAphI maaNgne| to usake bhAI ne usase pUchA ki jaba tuma citra becanA bhI nahIM cAhate to banAte kisalie ho? vAnagaoNga ne kahA, banAne meM hI mila jAtA hai vaha jo caahiye| banAte kSaNa meM hI mila jAtA hai vaha jo caahie| jaba maiM citra banAtA hUM, taba saba mujhe mila jAtA hai, aba aura kucha cAhie nhiiN| jaba koI gIta gAtA hai, to saba mila jAtA hai gAne meN| lekina hAM, agara gAyaka bhI prazaMsA ke lie Atura ho to bAjArU hai| vaha sRjanAtmaka nahIM hai| agara citrakAra bhI bAjAra meM becane ke lie citra banAtA hai, to yaha kaMsTrakzana hai, proDakzana hai| yaha kriezana nahIM hai| hama kahate haiM ki paramAtmA ne jagata banAyA, krieTa kiyaa| banAyA nahIM banAyA-bar3e artha kI bAta nahIM hai, lekina paramAtmA ko hama kahate haiM, usane sRjana kiyaa| usakA eka hI artha hai| hama yaha nahIM kahate, proDyUsDa bAI; paramAtmA ne utpAdana kiyaa| kama kahate, sRjana kiyaa| sirpha isalie ki naoNna-parapaz2iva hai| paramAtmA ko isase kucha bhI milane kA nahIM hai| paramAtmA ko isase kucha bhI upalabdha hone vAlA nahIM hai| agara kucha bhI milA hogA, to isake banAne meM hI milA hogA, isake banane meM hI milA hogA, anyathA isake bAhara kucha milane ko nhiiN| jisa AdamI kI jiMdagI meM kucha aise kSaNa haiM jaba vaha AnaMda aura sRjana meM jItA hai, vaha AdamI dhIre-dhIre akAma ko upalabdha ho jaayegaa| kyoMki kAma kI dUsarI zarta hai, kAma kI dUsarI zarta hai : da rijalTa! kAmanA kA AkhirI srota, udagama kA, daur3a kA, zakti kA, eka hI hai ki milegA kyA? hama hamezA pUchate haiN...| loga mere pAsa Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM, dhyAna hama kareM, lekina dhyAna meM milegA kyA? unako patA hI nahIM ki dhyAna kA matalaba hI eka aisA kAma hai jisameM kucha milegA nahIM, dhyAna hI milegaa| aura dhyAna ke milane kA apanA artha hai| hama jatA kharIdate haiM. to jate kA dakAnadAra yaha nahIM kaha sakatA ki Apa basa AnaMda se kharIda leM, milegA kucha nhiiN| nahIM, jUtA eka yUTIliTI hai, koI kharIdegA nhiiN| lekina Apa agara jUte kI dukAna para jisa bhAMti jAte haiM usa bhAMti maMdira meM gaye aura pUchA ki prArthanA se milegA kyA? to Apa galata jagaha para pahuMca gye| nahIM, jiMdagI meM jo bhI mahatvapUrNa hai, usakA pariNAma nahIM hai mhtvpuurnn| usakA honA hI mahatvapUrNa hai| para hamArI jiMdagI meM aisA koI kSaNa nahIM hai jo apane meM mahatvapUrNa ho! jisa vyakti ko dharma ke jagata meM praveza karanA hai aura jise UrjA ko Upara le jAnA hai use kucha aise kAma khojane par3eMge jo kAma nahIM haiN| jo sirpha khela haiM, lIlAeM haiN| isalie kRSNa ke jIvana ko hama caritra nahIM khte| rAma ke jIvana ko caritra kahate haiN| rAma kA jIvana akAma 83 For Personal & Private Use Only

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caritra hai| bahuta gaMbhIra mAmalA hai| rAma hara cIja ko bar3I gaMbhIratA se le rahe haiM, unake lie khela nahIM hai maamlaa| unake lie jiMdagI eka kAma hai| kRSNa ke lie jiMdagI eka khela hai| nAca rahe haiM, to kucha milane vAlA nahIM hai| bAMsurI bajA rahe haiM, to kucha milane vAlA nahIM hai| rAma to jo bhI kara rahe haiM usameM kama-se-kama caritra milegA, maryAdA milegI, vaMza-paraMparA kI pratiSThA milegii| vaha saba milanA hai, rAma bahuta yUTiliTeriyana haiN| rAma kI buddhi bahuta upayogitAvAdI hai| isalie eka dhobI ke kahane se ve patnI ko bAhara pheMka sakate haiN| yUTIliTI meM takalIpha ho rahI hai, upayogitA meM bAdhA par3a rahI hai| rAma kI maryAdA kSINa ho jaayegii| rAma ke caritra para dhabbA laga jaayegaa| rAma kI raghukula-paraMparA kA kyA hogA? yaza, vaMza, saba upayogitA hai| kRSNa agara rAma kI jagaha hote to sItA ko pheMka nahIM sakate the| ho sakatA thA, khuda hI bAMsurI bajAte hue bhAga jaate| yaha ho sakatA thA, sItA ko nahIM pheMka sakate the| agara rAma kI jagaha kRSNa hote to sItA kI agni-parIkSA nahIM lete-bahuta behUdI bAta mAlUma par3atI, bahuta yUTiliTeriyana mAlUma pdd'tii| prema kI kahIM parIkSAeM hotI haiM? aura agara prema kI bhI parIkSA hotI hai to phira isa jiMdagI meM binA parIkSA ke kucha bhI nahIM bcegaa| sItA kI parIkSA lI jA sakI ki tuma Aga se gujaro, kyoMki prema pavitra hai yA nahIM isakA pakkA honA caahie| prema apane Apa meM hI pavitra hai| prema kI aura koI pavitratA nahIM hotii| sItA ne nahIM kahA rAma se ki tuma bhI gujro| tuma bhI sAtha cale Ao, kyoMki tuma bhI akele the, kyA bharosA? aura strI kA to thor3A-bahuta bharosA ho sakatA hai, puruSa kA honA jarA muzkila hai| lekina sItA ne nahIM khaa| sItA ke lie jiMdagI eka gaMbhIratA nahIM hai, eka prema hai, isalie sItA rAjI ho gyii| nikala gyii| prema parIkSA nahIM mAMgatA, prema saba parIkSAeM de sakatA hai| lekina kRSNa to bAta hI nahIM karate, yaha koI savAla hI nahIM thaa| isalie kRSNa ke jIvana ko hama caritra nahIM khte| kRSNa ke jIvana ko hama lIlA kahate haiN| vaha kRSNa-lIlA hai| lIlA kA matalaba hai ki pUrI jiMdagI krieTiva hai| parapajiva nahIM hai, yUTiliTeriyana nahIM hai| jiMdagI eka khela hai| dhArmika AdamI kI jiMdagI gaMbhIra nahIM hotii| aura jo AdamI gaMbhIra hai vaha bojhila ho jAyegA aura jo bojhila hogA, usako seksa se rAstA khojanA pdd'egaa| ___ isalie jiMdagI jitanI gaMbhIra hotI jA rahI hai utanI seksualiTI bar3ha rahI hai| jiMdagI jitanI sIriyasa hotI jA rahI hai utanI seksualiTI bar3ha rahI hai| kyoMki jitane Apa gaMbhIra hoMge, utane tanAva se bhara jaayeNge| jitane tanAva se bhara jAyeMge, utanI rilIpha kI jarUrata pdd'egii| isalie jisa mulka meM jitanA tanAva hai, utanI jyAdA kAmukatA bar3ha jAyegI, kyoMki aura koI rAstA nahIM dikhtaa| citta bojhila ho jaayegaa| zakti ko bAhara pheMko, halke ho jaao| eka hI rAstA raha jaayegaa| dUsarA sUtra Apase kahatA hUM-jiMdagI ko gaMbhIratA se mata lenaa| DoMTa Teka iTa sIriyasalI, sIriyasanesa iz2a e besika ddisiij'| bahuta buniyAdI bImArI hai sIriyasa honaa| 84 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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lekina Amataura se hamArA sAdhu, saMnyAsI bahuta sIriyasa hotA hai| saca to yaha hai ki agara ceharA gaMbhIra aura rotA huA na ho to sAdhu hone kI yogyatA pUrI nahIM hotI / kvAliphikezana jarUrI hai vh| isalie aksara rote hue loga sAdhu-saMnyAsI ho jAte haiN| sAdhu-saMnyAsI hone kI vajaha se rote hue dikhAI par3ate haiM, aisA mata samajhanA; rote hue the, isalie sAdhu-saMnyAsI ho jAte haiN| kyoMki vahAM unake rone ko bhI pratiSThA aura Adara milane lagatA hai| vaise rote hue dikhAI dete to koI bhI pUchatA ki yaha kyA zakla le kara ghUma rahe ho ? lekina saMnyAsa meM vaha zakla pratiSThita ho jAtI hai| nahIM, jiMdagI gaMbhIratA nahIM hai / aura jo jiMdagI meM gaMbhIra hai vaha kAma se mukta nahIM ho skegaa| jiMdagI khela bana jAye to AdamI kAma se mukta ho jAtA hai| para pUrI jiMdagI ko nahIM kaha rahA hUM ki Apa khela banA leM, zAyada vaha saMbhava nahIM hai; lekina jiMdagI meM kucha to ho, jo khela ho| bacce itane halke haiN| aura dhyAna rahe bacce itane akAmI haiM, usakA kula kAraNa itanA hai ki baccoM kI jiMdagI gaMbhIra nahIM hai, eka khela hai, jiMdagI eka lIlA hai / baccA khela rahA hai, gaMbhIra nahIM hai| jaise-jaise gaMbhIra hogA, vaise-vaise seksa usakI duniyA meM AyegA / kyA Apako yaha patA hai ki seksuala-mecyoriTI kI umra roja nIce giratI jA rahI hai ? caudaha sAla se amarIkA meM bAraha sAla ho gayI, gyAraha sAla ho gyii| kucha lar3akiyAM gyAraha sAla meM maicyora hone lagI haiM aura saMbhAvanA hai ki isa sadI ke pUre hote-hote maicyoriTI kI umra sAta sAla taka bhI A sakatI hai| sAta sAla... mAmalA kyA hai? lar3akiyAM hamezA caudaha sAla meM maicyora hotI thIM, ye sAta sAla meM kyoM hone lagIM ? asala meM sAta sAla meM hI lar3akiyAM itanI gaMbhIra ho gayI haiM aba, jitanI caudaha sAla meM pahale huA karatI thiiN| jiMdagI sAta sAla meM hI kAphI bhArI ho gayI / zikSA, vyavasthA, ziSTAcAra, sabhyatA, saMskRti roja bhArI hotI jA rahI hai| choTe bacce jitane bhArI ho jAyeMge, utanI jaldI unheM zakti bAhara pheMkane lie seksa kA mArga khojanA pdd'egaa| isase ulTA bhI ho sakatA hai| agara hama baccoM ko dera taka halkA rakha sakeM, bahuta halkA rakha sakeM, to zAyada bIsa sAla, paccIsa sAla tk...| hama kahAniyAM sunate haiM lekina hameM patA nahIM hai, aura jo gurukula calAte haiM unako bhI patA nahIM hai ki mAmalA kyA hai| kyoMki gurukula calAne vAle loga to Ama taura se gaMbhIra hote haiN| lekina paccIsa sAla taka kisI jamAne meM hama gurukula meM yuvakoM ko kAma ke, seksa , bAhara rakha sake the / usakA kAraNa kyA thA ? usakA kAraNa thA ki hama paccIsa sAla taka unheM gaMbhIra hone se bacA sake the| aura koI kAraNa nahIM thA / jitanI gaMbhIratA bar3hegI utanA bojha bar3ha jAyegA, jitanA bojha bar3hegA, tanAva ho jaayegaa| jitanA tanAva hogA utanA nikAsa caahie| hama paccIsa sAla taka unako gaMbhIra hone se bacA sake the| hamane paccIsa sAla taka unakI jiMdagI ko khela... na parIkSAoM kI gaMbhIratA thI, na jiMdagI se lar3ane kI gaMbhIratA thI, na uttaradAyitva aura rispAMsabiliTI kI gaMbhIratA thii| jiMdagI eka khela thI jaMgala meM / usa khela ke bIca saba bahuta AhistA cala rahA thaa| lakar3iyAM kATa rahe the lar3ake, jaMgala meM daur3a For Personal & Private Use Only akAma 85

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rahe the, paudhe banA rahe the, khetI kara rahe the| kabhI ghaMTA AdhA ghaMTA par3hate the, par3hanA koI gaMbhIra kAma nahIM thA-phurasata ke kSaNa meM huI bAtacIta thI, nikaTa guru ke baiTha kara thor3I bAta kara lete the| to paccIsa sAla taka agara ve kAma ke bAhara raha jAte the to koI Azcarya nhiiN| aura agara Aja Apake bacce caudaha aura paMdraha sAla ke bAda hI pUre aDalTa, pUre praur3ha aura pUrI praur3hatA kI kAmavAsanA kI mAMga kara rahe haiM to bhI koI Azcarya nahIM, kyoMki Apa unheM pUre gaMbhIra banAne kI yojanA kiye hue haiN| jisa AdamI ko akAma ko upalabdha honA hai use jiMdagI se gaMbhIratA ko alaga kara denA cAhie anyathA bojha ho jAyegA, aura bojha use kAma meM le jaayegaa| kaise yaha hogA? do-cAra kAma to hara AdamI khoja sakatA hai jaba vaha gaira-gaMbhIra hai| kabhI Apa apane baccoM ke sAtha ghara meM khelate haiM? Apa kaheMge, kaisI pAgalapana kI bAta kara rahe haiM Apa? baccoM ke sAtha aura khela! bApa jaba bhI beTe se milatA hai to gaMbhIra milatA hai| eka to milatA hI nahIM, kabhI koI gaMbhIra maukA A jAtA to milatA hai| beTA jaba bApa se milatA hai taba gaMbhIra milatA hai| vaha bhI bacA rahatA hai bApa se| bApa ko jaba koI upadeza denA hotA hai taba beTe se milatA hai| beTe ko jaba kucha paise lenA hotA hai taba bApa se milatA hai| aise donoM baca kara nikalate rahate haiN| nahIM, kabhI Apa baccoM ke sAtha ghara meM khelate haiM, ise jarA prayoga karake dekheN| vaha parivAra parivAra nahIM hai jisake sAre loga milakara eka ghaMTA khelate nhiiN| aura Apa hairAna hoMge-eka ghaMTA Apa khela kara dekheM aura eka mahIne bhara meM Apa pharka paayeNge| ApakI seksualiTI meM pharka par3anA zurU ho gyaa| eka kAma to milA gaira-gaMbhIra hone kaa| Apa ghara meM baiTha kara karate kyA haiM? akhabAra par3hate haiM, akhabAra bar3A gaMbhIra mAmalA hai| karate kyA haiM ghara meM baiTha kara? chaha ghaMTA dukAna yA daphtara meM baiThane ke bAda ghara meM karate kyA haiM? citra banAte haiM, kabhI baiTha kara raMga-tUlikA...ghara kI dIvAla raMgate haiM? kaisI behUdagI hai ki ghara kI dIvAla bhI raMgane ke lie hameM dUsare AdamI lAne par3ate haiM, apanI dIvAla bhI nahIM raMga sakate! kabhI dIvAla para koI citra banAte haiM? jarUrI nahIM ki vaha citra koI bar3e citrakAra jaise hoM, jarUrI yaha hai ki vaha Apase nikle| aba bar3e maje kI bAta hai ki merI dIvAla para agara kisI dUsare citrakAra kA citra hai to use merI dIvAla kahane kA mujhe haka bhI kahAM hai ? udhAra hai, bAsA hai| merI dIvAla para mere hAtha kA citra honA caahie| kabhI ghara meM baiTha kara nAcate haiM sabako ikaTThA karake ? ghara ke loga nAcane lagate haiM...nahIM, Apa kaheMge, yaha kaisI bAteM kara rahe haiM? ___ agara ghara meM eka AdamI dhArmika ho jAye to sabako baiThA kara vaha aisA udAsI kA aura aisA rone kA vAtAvaraNa taiyAra karavAtA hai ki jisakA koI hisAba nhiiN| lekina ghara meM agara Apa ghaMTe bhara nAcate haiM...nAcane ke lie vidhi aura vyavasthA kI jarUrata nahIM ki Apa katthaka yA bharatanATyam sIkheM aura kathakalI siikheN| kUda to sakate haiM! agara eka ghaMTe ghara meM Apa mauja se kUdate haiM, nAcate haiM, jo gA sakate haiM gAte haiM, jo bajA sakate haiM bajAte haiM, jo 86 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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peMTa kara sakate haiM peMTa karate haiM, to Apa pAyeMge ApakI jiMdagI meM seksualiTI kama hone lgii| jo hajAra brahmacarya ke niyama lene se kama nahIM hogI vaha kama hone lagegI, kyoMki ApakI jiMdagI meM sRjanAtmaka kAma zurU ho gyaa| hara AdamI duniyA meM choTA-moTA kavi hai, aura hara AdamI choTA-moTA citrakAra hai, aura hara AdamI choTA-moTA saMgItajJa hai, aura hara AdamI choTA-moTA nRtyakAra hai / aura sabako yaha saba honA caahie| aura jaba Apa isameM se gujareMge to Apa bahuta hairAna ho jAeMge ki ApakI jo vAsanA thI, jo bojha thA citta para zakti kA, vaha sRjanAtmaka ho gyaa| eka bAra zakti sRjanAtmaka honI zurU ho to Upara bahanI zurU hotI hai| isase ulTA bhI hotA hai, agara ApakI zakti sRjanAtmaka na ho pAye to vidhvaMsAtmaka ho jAtI hai / yaha Apako zAyada jAnakara hairAnI hogI ki hiTalara citrakAra honA cAhatA thA, mAM-bApa citrakAra nahIM hone diyaa| aba kisI dina bhaviSya kI adAlata meM zAyada yaha taya karanA muzkila hogA ki isa bar3e mahAyuddha ke lie, itane karor3oM logoM ke marane ke lie hiTalara jimmedAra hai ki usake mAM-bApa jimmevAra haiN| kyoMki hiTalara agara citrakAra ho jAtA to kama-se-kama dUsarA mahAyuddha to nahIM hone vAlA thaa| lekina hiTalara citrakAra nahIM ho paayaa| usake bhItara jo UrjA sRjanAtmaka bana sakatI thI vaha aTaka gayI, aura vidhvaMsaka ho gayI / vaha kucha banAtA, vaha nahIM bana pAyA, usane kucha miTAnA zurU kara diyaa| dhyAna rahe agara Apa banAyeMge nahIM to Apa miTAyeMge jruur| agara Apa sRjana nahIM kareMge to vidhvaMsa kreNge| agara kriyeTa nahIM kareMge to DisTrakTa kreNge| ina do ke bIca upAya nahIM hai / aura agara ina do ke bIca Apako TikanA ho to phira Apako UrjAhIna, iMpoTeMsI cAhie, phira Apake pAsa UrjA nahIM honI caahie| agara UrjA hogI to UrjA kucha karegI, vidhvaMsa karegI yA nirmANa karegI, sRjana karegI yA tor3egI yA miTAyegI / 1 to Apa apanI jiMdagI meM- dUsarA sUtra akAma kI tarapha - sRjanAtmaka hoM, Tu bI kriyettiv| do cAra kSaNa khojeM, kucha bhI khojeM aura sRjana meM laga jaaeN| bagIce meM kAma kara sakate haiM, nAca sakate haiM, gIta gA sakate haiN| gaMbhIratA ko kucha dera ke lie alaga kara deM, gaira-gaMbhIra ho jAyeM, halke ho jAyeM kucha dera ke lie| javAna na raha jAyeM, bUr3he na raha jAyeM, bacce ho jaayeN| aura jo AdamI bur3hApe meM bhI ghaMTe bhara ke lie baccA ho jAye to usakI jiMdagI badalanI zurU ho jAtI hai| usakI UrjA phira bacapana kI taraha ikaTThI hone lagatI hai| aura tIsarI aMtima bAta... / eka, pala-pala jIyeM; bhaviSya aura kAmanA se mukta hoM; do, sRjanAtmaka baneM; upayogitA kAphI nahIM hai, arthapUrNa kAma kAphI nahIM hai, arthahIna kAma kI bhI jarUrata hai / caritra hI banAne meM na lage rheN| thor3I-sI lIlA bhI jIvana meM Ane deN| aura tIsarI aMtima bAta, jaba bhI maukA mila jAe to hozapUrvaka samasta iMdriyoM ke dvAra baMda karake bhItara dekheN| caubIsa ghaMTe hama bAhara dekhate haiN| jaba bhItara dekhane kA maukA AtA hai taba hama so gaye hote haiM - taba bhItara dekhanA nahIM ho pAtA / yI to bAhara dekhate haiM yA nahIM dekhate haiM, do kAma haiM For Personal & Private Use Only akAma 87

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hamArI jiMdagI meN| dina bhara bAhara dekhate haiM, rAta meM nahIM dekhte| yA kucha loga dekhate haiM to svapna dekhate haiM, vaha bhI bAhara dekhanA hai| vaha bhI bhItara dekhanA nahIM hai| thor3I dera hozapUrvaka caubIsa ghaMTe meM AMkha baMda kara ke bhItara dekheN| kyA matalaba bhItara dekhane kA? AMkha baMda kareM aura dekhane kI koziza kreN| kucha aura matalaba nahIM hai| AMkha baMda kara leM aura dekhane kI koziza kreN| sirpha kucha mata kareM, AMkha baMda kara leM aura dekhane kI koziza kreN| AMkha kholakara to hama dekha lete haiM, koziza nahIM karanI par3atI, cIjeM dikhAI par3a jAtI haiN| AMkha baMda karake kucha bhI dikhAI nahIM pdd'egaa| aMdherA dikhAI par3egA to aMdhere ko hI dekheN| basa dekhane kI koziza kareM jo bhI dikhAI pdd'e| ho sakatA hai koI citra dikhAI par3e, use dekhane kI koziza kareM; koI sapanA dikhAI par3e, use dekhane kI koziza kreN| bhItara jo bhI hotA hai, iMdriyoM ko baMda karake dekhane kii...| pahale AMkha se zurU kareM, kyoMki AMkha hamArI sabase mahatvapUrNa iMdriya bana gayI hai| phira bhItara sunane kI koziza kareM, jo bhI sunAI par3e use sunane kI koziza kreN| phira bhItara sUMghane kI koziza kareM, phira bhItara svAda lene kI koziza kreN| iMdriyoM se jo-jo bAhara kiyA hai, vaha-vaha bhItara karane kI koziza kreN| aura Apa daMga ho jaayeNge| bhItara ke apane nAda haiN| bhItara kI apanI dhvaniyAM haiN| bhItara ke apane raMga haiN| bhItara ke apane svAda haiN| bhItara kI apanI sugaMdhe haiN| aura dhIre-dhIre vaha paidA honI zurU ho jaayeNgii| aura jisa dina Apake bhItara kA raMga Apako dikhAI par3egA, usa dina bAhara ke raMga ekadama anariala mAlUma par3ane lgeNge| phira bAhara jAne kI icchA baMda hone lgegii| jisa dina bhItara kA saMgIta sunAI par3egA, usa dina bAhara kA saMgIta ekadama bemAnI ho jAyegA, zoragula mAlUma pdd'egaa| jisa dina bhItara kI sugaMdha kA anubhava hogA, usa dina phreMca bAjAroM meM banI sArI paraphyUmeM bilakula bekAra mAlUma pdd'eNgii| aura jisa dina bhItara ke sauMdarya kA bodha hogA, usa dina bAhara koI sauMdarya na raha jaayegaa| ___ to tIsarA sUtra, jaba bhI maukA mile to kucha bhItara karane kI koziza kreN| caubIsa ghaMTe bAhara hI bAhara na karate rheN| kyoMki jahAM hama karate haiM, UrjA usI tarapha bahanI zurU ho jAtI hai| agara hama bAhara kucha karate haiM to bAhara bahatI hai| agara hama bhItara kucha karate haiM to bhItara bahatI hai| jahAM kAma hai, UrjA ko vahIM jAnA par3atA hai| jahAM kAma hai, UrjA usI ora daur3a par3atI hai| to bhItara thor3A kAma kareM tAki UrjA bhItara daur3ane lge| ye tIna sUtra Apa pUre kareM aura Apa hairAna ho jAyeMge ki jiMdagI se kAma calA gayA, akAma upalabdha huaa| UrjA bhItara ikaTThI hogI, Upara uThegI, aMtasa ke aura dvAra khuleNge| aMtasa ke dUsare cakra sakriya hoMge aura bhItara ke rasa aura bhItara ke amRta jharane lgeNge| akAma aMtataH amRta bana jAtA hai aura kAma aMtataH mRtyu bana jAtA hai| kAma hai mRtyu kI khoj| akAma hai amRta kI khoj| kala pAMcaveM aura aMtima sUtra apramAda para Apa se bAta kruuNgaa| apramAda kA artha hai : amuurchaa| apramAda kA artha hai : aveyrnes| cAra dina jo hamane kahA hai, kala usa sAdhana kI 88 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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hama bAta kareMge jisase cAra dina hamane jo kahA hai vaha upalabdha ho sakatA hai| kala sAdhana kI bAta hai| kyA kareM ki ahiMsA A jAye? kyA kareM ki acaurya A jAye? kyA kareM ki aparigraha A jAye? kyA kareM ki akAma A jAye? kauna-sA hai mArga? kauna-sA hai dvAra? kauna-sA hai sUtra? ye thor3I-sI bAteM itane prema aura zAMti se Apane sunIM, usase maiM bahuta anugRhIta huuN| aura aMta meM sabake bhItara baiThe prabhu ko praNAma karatA huuN| mere praNAma svIkAra kreN| akAma 89 For Personal & Private Use Only

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re priya Atman ! me manuSya eka sAta maMjilA makAna hai, e sevana-sTorI hAusa, lekina hama eka maMjila meM hI jIte aura mara jAte haiN| pahale una sAta maMjiloM ke nAma Apako samajhA dUM / jisa maMjila meM hama jIte haiM, usa maMjila kA nAma kAMzasa, cetana hai / usa maMjila ke ThIka nIce dUsarI maMjila hai, jo talaghare meM hai, jamIna ke nIce hai, aMDaragrAuMDa hai| usa maMjila kA nAma hai anakAMzasa, acetana / usa maMjila ke bhI aura nIce pAtAla kI tarapha tIsarI maMjila hai, usakA nAma hai kalekTiva anakAMzasa, samaSTi acetn| aura usake nIce bhI eka cauthI maMjila hai, aura bhI nIce, sabase nIce, usa maMjila kA nAma hai, kaoNsmika anakAMzasa, brhmacetn| jisa maMjila para hama rahate haiM usake Upara bhI eka maMjila hai, usa maMjila kA nAma apramAr3ha For Personal & Private Use Only

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hai supara-kAMzasa, ati-cetn| usake Upara eka maMjila hai jisako kaheM kalekTiva kAMzasa, samaSTi cetn| aura usake bhI Upara eka maMjila hai jise kaheM kaoNsmika kAMzasa, brhm-cetn| jahAM hama haiM usake Upara tIna maMjileM haiM aura usake nIce bhI tIna maMjileM haiN| yaha manuSya kA sAta maMjiloM vAlA makAna hai| lekina hamameM se adhika loga cetana mana meM hI jIte aura mara jAte haiN| AtmajJAna kA artha hai, isa pUrI sAta maMjila kI vyavasthA se paricita ho jaanaa| isameM kucha bhI aparicita na raha jAye, isameM kucha bhI anajAnA na raha jaaye| kyoMki isameM yadi kucha bhI anajAnA hai to manuSya apanA mAlika, apanA samrATa kabhI bhI nahIM ho sktaa| jo anajAnA hai vahI usakI gulAmI hai| vaha jo ajJAta hai, vaha jo aMdhakAra pUrNa hai, vahI usakA baMdhana hai| vaha jo nahIM jAnA gayA, vaha nahIM jItA gayA hai| ajJAna hI hAra hai aura jJAna hI vijaya kI yAtrA hai| ___ isa sAta maMjila ke bhavana meM hama sirpha eka maMjila ko jAnate haiM jisameM hama apane ko pAte haiM, jahAM hama haiN| isa maMjila meM hI jIte rahane kA nAma pramAda hai| isa maMjila meM hI bane rahane kA nAma pramAda hai| pramAda kA artha hai-mUrcha / pramAda kA artha hai-behoshii| pramAda kA artha hai-nidraa| pramAda kA artha hai-tNdraa| pramAda kA artha hai-sammohita avasthA, hipnosis| hama isa eka maMjila se isa taraha hipnoTAija ho gaye haiM, hama isa eka maMjila se isa taraha sammohita ho gaye haiM ki hama idhara-udhara dekhate hI nhiiN| hameM patA bhI nahIM cala pAtA hai ki hamAre vyaktitva meM, hamAre jIvana meM, hamAre hone meM aura bhI bahuta phailAva hai| ___ sAdhanA kA artha hai, isa pramAda ko tor3anA, isa mUrchA ko todd'naa| svabhAvataH ise mUrchA kyoM kaheM? ise pramAda kyoM kaheM? eka AdamI ke pAsa sAta maMjila kA makAna ho aura vaha eka hI maMjila meM rahatA ho aura use dUsarI maMjiloM kA patA na cale to hama kyA kaheMge? kyA vaha AdamI jAgA haA hai? yadi vaha AdamI jAgA haA hai to usake bAkI maMjiloM se aparicita rahane kI saMbhAvanA nahIM hai| hAM, yahI ho sakatA hai ki eka AdamI apane makAna kI eka hI maMjila se paricita ho aura chaha maMjiloM se aparicita ho| yaha tabhI saMbhava hai jaba vaha eka maMjila meM soyA huA ho, anyathA use patA calanA zurU ho jaayegaa| hama soye hue loga haiM, isalie hama jahAM haiM vahIM jI lete haiN| hameM kucha aura patA nahIM cltaa| pazcima kA manovijJAna abhI taka itanA hI mAnatA thA ki yaha jo cetana mana hai. yaha jo kAMzasa mAiMDa hai, yahI manuSya hai| lekina jaise-jaise unhoMne soca-vicAra kiyA, thor3I khojabIna kI to phrAyaDa ko pahalI daphA anumAna AnA zurU huA ki nIce kucha aura bhI hai| cetana hI saba-kucha nahIM hai, kucha aura nIce hai, aura vaha jyAdA mahatvapUrNa mAlUma huaa| anakAMzasa kI khoja phrAyaDa ne kii| acetana kI khoja kI aura pazcima ke manovijJAna ne do bAteM svIkAra kara lIM, cetana-mana aura acetn-mn| lekina phrAyaDa kI khoja anumAna hai, anubhava nhiiN| anubhava sAdhanA ke binA nahIM ho sktaa| apanI maMjila meM rahate hue hameM kabhI-kabhI zaka ho sakatA hai, nIce kI kucha AvAja jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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AtI hai, patA nahIM nIce bhI kucha ho| kabhI-kabhI nIce se dhuAM A jAtA hai, kabhI-kabhI nIce se Aga kI lapaTeM A jAtI haiM, aura hameM lagatA hai ki nIce bhI jarUra kucha honA caahie| lekina yaha anumAna hai| rahate hama apanI hI maMjila meM haiM, hama nIce utara kara nahIM gaye, yaha anubhava nahIM hai| phrAyaDa ne pazcima meM jisa anakAMzasa kI bAta kI hai vaha phrAyaDa kA anubhava nahIM hai, inaphareMsa hai, anumAna hai| isalie pazcima kA manovijJAna abhI bhI yoga nahIM bana paayaa| manovijJAna usa dina yoga bana jAyegA jisa dina anumAna anubhava banatA hai| aura maje kI bAta hai ki phrAyaDa jaisA khojI AdamI, jo kahatA hai ki nIce kucha aura bhI hai manuSya ke, jisakA manuSya ko patA nahIM, vaha bhI isa nIce ke mana se usI taraha prabhAvita hotA hai, jaise ve loga prabhAvita hote haiM jinheM patA nahIM hai| anumAna se koI bahuta pharka nahIM par3a sktaa| phrAyaDa ko usI taraha krodha pakar3a letA hai jaise una logoM ko pakar3atA hai jinheM acetana kA koI patA nahIM hai| phrAyaDa ko usI taraha se ciMtAeM pakar3atI haiM jaise unheM pakar3atI haiM jinheM acetana kA koI patA nahIM hai| acetana kA jo kAma hai vaha phrAyaDa ke Upara usI bhAMti jArI hai jisa bhAMti una para jArI hai jinheM acetana kA koI khayAla nahIM hai| anumAna hai, lekina anumAna bhI bar3I bAta hai| phira phrAyaDa ke eka sahayogI ne kAma karate-karate anakAMzasa ke nIce kA bhI anumAna kara liyaa| gustAva juMga ne kalekTiva anakAMzasa kA bhI anumAna kara liyA ki vaha jo acetana mana hai usake nIce bhI kucha cIjeM mAlUma par3atI haiN| vahIM saba khatama nahIM ho jaataa| lekina vaha bhI anumAna hI hai, anubhava nahIM hai| yoga anubhava kI yAtrA hai| yoga spekuleTiva nahIM hai, yoga sirpha vicAra nahIM hai, yoga anubhUti hai| yaha jo tIna maMjileM Upara phailI haiM aura tIna maMjileM nIce phailI haiM, inakA hameM taba taka patA nahIM calegA jaba taka hama apanI maMjila meM soye hue haiN| isalie pahale hama apane soye hue hone ke tathya ko ThIka se samajha leM to jAgane kI yAtrA zurU ho skegii| kyA Apane kabhI yaha khayAla kiyA ki Apa eka soye hae AdamI haiM? zAyada nahIM khayAla kiyA hogaa| kyoMki soye hue AdamI ko itanA bhI patA cala jAye ki maiM soyA huA hUM to jAgane kI zuruAta ho jAtI hai| asala meM itanI bAta kA bhI patA calanA ki maiM soyA huA hUM, jAgane kI khabara hai| nIMda meM yaha bhI patA nahIM calatA ki maiM soyA huA hUM, yaha bhI patA jAgane meM hI cala sakatA hai| pAgala ko yaha bhI patA nahIM calatA ki maiM pAgala hUM, yaha bhI gaira-pAgala ko hI patA cala sakatA hai| nIMda meM Apane kabhI nahIM jAnA ki Apa soye haiM, jAgakara Apako patA calatA hai ki are! maiM soyA huA thaa| soye hue hone kA anubhava bhI jAgane kA anubhava hai, nIMda kA anubhava nahIM hai| isalie maiM AzA nahIM karatA ki Apako patA calA hogA ki Apa soye hue haiN| lekina jo jAga gaye haiM, ve kahate haiM ki Apa soye hue haiN| thor3I-sI bAteM kI jA sakatI haiM jinase zAyada Apako khayAla A jaaye| apramAda 93 For Personal & Private Use Only

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eka AdamI hai, krodha karatA hai, gAliyAM bakatA hai| sAMjha ko kSamA mAMgane AtA hai aura kahatA hai, mApha kreN| jo maiM nahIM kahanA cAhatA thA vaha kaha gayA, inaspAiTa oNpha mI! vaha kahatA hai, mere bAvajUda! maiM nahIM cAhatA thA, aura bAteM ho gayIM, mApha kreN| kyA usa AdamI se pUchA jA sakatA hai ki tuma yadi nahIM cAhate the to bAteM kaise ho gayIM? kyA tuma jAge hue the yA soye hue the? __ kyA Apane krodha karake hara bAra yaha anubhava nahIM kiyA hai ki kucha jo nahIM karanA thA vaha Apane kara liyA? agara aisA anubhava kiyA hai to isakA matalaba hai ki jo kiyA gayA vaha nIMda meM kiyA gayA hogA, anyathA yaha bAta usI vakta patA cala sakatI thI ki jo nahIM karanA hai vaha hama kara rahe haiN| svAmI AnaMda eka rAta mere sAtha ruke the, to unhoMne eka saMsmaraNa mujhe sunaayaa| unhoMne kahA ki gAMdhIjI ke bilakula prAthamika jIvana kA...jaba ve hiMdustAna Aye hue the aura kisI sabhA meM unhoMne aMgrejoM ke lie apazabda bole aura gAliyAM diiN| svAmI AnaMda ne, unhoMne jo bolA thA, usakI patroM meM riporTa kI, akhabAroM meM khabara bhejI, lekina svAmI AnaMda ne ve zabda nikAla diye jo gAMdhIjI ne upayoga kiye the| kyoMki ve kaThora the, kaTu the, viSAkta the, gAliyAM thIM, apazabda the, ve alaga kara diye| aura phira dUsare dina svAmI AnaMda gAMdhIjI ke pAsa vaha riporTa lekara gaye aura kahA, maiMne utanI cIjeM alaga kara diiN| to gAMdhIjI ne unakI pITha ThoMkI aura kahA, bahuta ThIka kiyA jo alaga kara diyA, kyoMki jo mujhe nahIM kahanA cAhie thA vaha maiMne kaha diyaa| svAmI AnaMda mujhase bole ki gAMdhIjI ne merI pITha ThoMkI aura kahA ki tuma ThIka patrakAra ho| maiMne svAmI AnaMda se kahA, Apane gAMdhIjI ke ahaMkAra kI tRpti kI aura gAMdhIjI ne Apake ahaMkAra kI tRpti kara dii| eka dUsare kI pITha ThoMka dii| maiMne kahA, eka dUsarA prayoga kabhI kiyA ki nahIM? gAMdhIjI ne gAliyAM na dI hoM aura Apa akhabAra meM jor3a kara likha Ate ki gAliyAM diiN| phira ve pITha ThoMkate to patA calatA! hAlAMki donoM bAteM eka-sI haiN| ___ riporTiMga jhUThI hai| svAmI AnaMda ne jo riporTa kI vaha jhUTha hai| agara gAlI dI gayIM thIM to dI gayIM thIM unheM riporTa kiyA jAnA caahie| lekina gAMdhIjI ne kahA, acchA kiyA tumane vaha nikAla diyA, kyoMki jo mujhe nahIM kahanA cAhie thA vaha maiMne kahA thaa| agara jo nahIM kahanA cAhie thA vaha kahA thA to gAMdhIjI usa vakta hoza meM the, yA behoza the? hama pazcAttApa isIlie karate haiM ki hama behozI meM kucha kara jAte haiM aura phira jaba thor3A-sA hoza kA kSaNa AtA hai to pachatAte haiN| hoza se jIne vAle AdamI kI jiMdagI meM pazcAttApa nahIM hotA, ripeMTeMsa nahIM hotaa| kyoMki vaha jo kara rahA hai vaha pUrI taraha jAna kara kara rahA hai| pazcAttApa kA koI kAraNa hI nahIM hai| kyA ApakI jiMdagI meM aise mauke roja nahIM Aye haiM ki jaba Apa pachatAte haiM? agara pachatAte haiM, to samajha lenA ki Apa soye hae AdamI haiN| jo Apa karate haiM kyA usake karane kA pUrA kAraNa Apake hoza meM hotA hai? Apa kisI ke prema meM par3a jAte haiM, aMgrejI meM acchA 94 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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zabda hai, hama kahate haiM ki phAliMga ina lava! zabda upayoga karate haiM, phAliMga; zabda upayoga karate haiM, prema meM gira jaanaa| prema meM uTha jAnA honA caahie| rAijiMga ina lava! lekina prema meM loga girate haiN| usakA kAraNa hai| zabda ThIka hai| zabda isalie ThIka hai ki prema hama karIbakarIba soyI huI hAlata meM karate haiN| mUrcchita ho jAte haiN| isalie aksara premI kahate haiM ki yaha prema maiMne kiyA nahIM, ho gayA! ho gayA kA kyA matalaba hai? nIMda meM cIjeM hotI haiM, jAgane meM kI jAtI haiN| Apane prema kiyA hai, yA ho gayA hai? agara ho gayA hai to Apa behoza AdamI haiM, soye hue AdamI haiN| ApakA prema ApakA nahIM hai, kisI acetana mArga se AyA hai| jaba Apa krodha karate haiM to Apa karate haiM yA ho jAtA hai ? agara karate haiM taba to ThIka, lekina agara ho jAtA hai to phira Apa jAge hue AdamI nahIM, soye hue AdamI haiN| ___ hama jo bhI kara rahe haiM, usake hama kartA haiM yA vaha saba hamAre Upara ghaTita ho rahA hai? eka paMkhe kA baTana hama dabAte haiM, paMkhA calatA hai| agara paMkhA dUsare paMkhoM se kahatA hogA to yaha nahIM kaha sakatA ki maiM calatA huuN| vaha itanA hI kaha sakatA hai ki calanA mujha para ghaTita hotA hai| hama mazIna haiM ki manuSya? hama para cIjeM ghaTa rahI haiM, yA sacetana rUpa se hama unheM kara rahe haiM? nahIM, hama kara nahIM rahe, yahI hamArA pramAda hai| buddha sAdhaka avasthA ke pahale eka gAMva se gujarate the| rAste para the| kisI bhikSu se bAta karate the aura eka makkhI unake gale para Akara baiTha gyii| bAtacIta jArI rakhI aura makkhI ko ur3A diyaa| jaisA hama sabane ur3AyA hotaa| bAtacIta jArI rakhI, makkhI ko ur3A diyaa| phira Thahara gaye aura AMkheM baMda kara liiN| makkhI to ur3a gaI thI, para vaha jo bhikSu sAtha thA bahuta hairAna huA, aura buddha usa jagaha hAtha le gaye jahAM makkhI baiThI thI, aba nahIM thI, aura makkhI ko phira se udd'aayaa| usI makkhI ko, jo aba vahAM nahIM thii| usa bhikSu ne pUchA, Apa yaha kyA kara rahe haiM? makkhI to aba nahIM hai| baddha ne kahA ki nahIM. aba maiM usa taraha ur3A rahA hUM jaisA mujhe ur3AnA cAhie thaa| maiMne behozI meM makkhI ur3A dii| maiM tumase bAta karatA rahA, hAtha ne yaMtravata makkhI ko ur3A diyaa| maiM pUre hoza meM na thA, makkhI ke sAtha durvyavahAra ho gayA! ur3A diyA taba mujhe patA calA ki maiMne ur3A diyaa| jaba maiM ur3A rahA thA taba mujhe patA hI nahIM thA ki maiM ur3A rahA huuN| to buddha ne kahA, 'aba maiM usa taraha ur3A rahA hUM jaise mujhe ur3AnA cAhie thaa| hozapUrvaka, kaaNshslii| hama saba soye hue loga haiM, hama jo bhI kara rahe haiM vaha soye hue kara rahe haiN| prema, ghRNA, dostI, duzmanI, krodha, kSamA, prAyazcita, saba soye hue ho rahA hai| agara hama apanI jiMdagI kA pUrA hisAba lagAyeM to vaha hameM svapna jaisI mAlUma pdd'egii| jiMdagI jaisI nahIM mAlUma pdd'egii| agara Apa lauTa kara pIche kI tarapha dekheM jitanI jiMdagI ApakI gujara gayI to vaha aisI nahIM lagegI ki jIye Apa, vaha aisI lagegI jaise Apako jIyA gyaa| yU haiva bIna livdd| kucha Apake Upara se gujaratA gayA hai| eka philma kI taraha Apake Upara se koI cIja gujaratI gaI hai| isa avasthA kA nAma pramAda hai-maina esliip| rAta kI nIMda kI bAta apramAda 95 For Personal & Private Use Only

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nahIM kara rahA hUM, dina kI nIMda kI bAta kara rahA huuN| hama jAge hue bhI soye hue haiN| caubIsa ghaMTe hama soye hue haiN| kabhI-kabhI kisI khatare ke kSaNa meM thor3I dera ko jAgaraNa AtA hai, anyathA nhiiN| ___ agara maiM eka churA acAnaka ApakI chAtI para rakha dUM to eka kSaNa ko Apa jAga jaayeNge| usa kSaNa meM Apa soye hue nahIM hoNge| kyoMki imarajeMsI, saMkaTa kA kSaNa hogA vh| usa vakta soye rahanA khataranAka hai| agara acAnaka chAtI para koI churA rakha de to eka kSaNa ko koI cIja Apake bhItara, jo soyI thI, ekadama jaagegii| taba Apa bhI na raha jAyeMge, churA rakhane vAlA bhI na raha jAyegA, sirpha cetanA raha jAyegI jo chure ke rakhane ko jAna rahI hai| lekina yaha jyAdA dera nahIM calegA, yaha bahata kSaNika hogaa| tatkAla bhaya pakaDa legA. bhAgane lageMge. saba kho jAyegA, phira Apa so jaayeNge| kabhI kisI khatare ke kSaNa meM, ekAdha kSaNa ko hama jAgate haiN| agara Ama AdamI kI jiMdagI meM jAgane ke kSaNoM kA hisAba lagAyA jAye to assI varSa kI umra meM ATha kSaNa bhI khojanA kaThina hai jaba vaha jAgA haA ho| isalie hamAre mana meM khatare kI bhI eka icchA paidA hotI hai| khatare meM bhI thor3A rasa Ane lagatA hai, kyoMki khatare meM hama jAgate haiN| khatare kI eka apanI seMsiTiviTI hai| ___eka AdamI jue para dAMva lagA detA hai| lAkha rupaye lagA diye usne| aba eka kSaNa ko vaha jAgegA, jaba taka yaha taya nahIM hotA ki hAra gayA yA jIta gyaa| kyoMki itanA saMkaTa kA kSaNa hai ki usakI zvAsa ruka jAyegI, usakI cetanA Thahara jAyegI, aura vaha pratIkSA karegA ki kyA ho rahA hai| itanA saMkaTa kA kSaNa hai ki vaha so nahIM sktaa| zAyada Apako patA nahIM hogA ki jue kA AkarSaNa jAgane ke rasa se hI AtA hai| khatare kA AkarSaNa jAgane ke rasa se hI AtA hai| hama hajAra taraha ke khatare cunate haiM, hajAra taraha ke jue cunate haiM, jinameM hama kSaNa bhara ko jAga pAte haiN| lekina vaha itanI kSaNika ghaTanA hai ki hama jAga bhI nahIM pAte haiM aura phira so jAte haiN| aura phira nIMda zurU ho jAtI hai| ina Akasmika upAyoM se koI kabhI pUrI taraha jAga nahIM sktaa| lekina Apako samajhAne ke lie maiM kaha rahA hUM ki Apako yaha pramAda kI soyI huI avasthA khayAla meM A jaaye| agara Apako yaha smaraNa A jAye ki Apa soye hue AdamI haiM, aura aise kAma kara rahe haiM jo nahIM karanA cAhate; isa taraha jI rahe haiM, jaise nahIM jInA cAhate; isa taraha baiTha rahe haiM, uTha rahe haiM, jaise nahIM uThanA-baiThanA cAhate; isa taraha ke AdamI banate jA rahe haiM, jisa taraha ke nahIM bananA caahte| mArka Tvena ne apane eka saMsmaraNa meM likhA hai, likhA hai ki maiM eka kahAnI likha rahA thA aura kahAnI meM maiMne taya kiyA thA ki kauna-kauna sA pAtra kyA-kyA kAma kregaa| lekina jaba kahAnI pUrI huI to maiMne dekhA ki pAtroM ne vaha kAma to kiyA hI nahIM, pAtroM ne to dUsarA kAma kara DAlA hai| taba mArka Tvena ne likhA, aisA lagatA hai ki mere dvArA pAtra janme jarUra, lekina dhIre-dhIre ve svataMtra ho gaye aura kucha aise kAma karane lage jo ki maiM nahIM cAhatA thaa| nAyaka se jo karavAnA cAhatA thA vaha na karake vaha kucha aura karane lage to aba nAyaka 96 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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kahAnI kA kyA karegA aura kucha...? nahIM, mArka Tvena samajha nahIM pA rhaa| asala meM mArka Tvena ne jisa vakta cAhA thA ki pAtra yaha kare, vaha mArka Tvena hI soyA huA hai| isalie pAtra vahI kaise kreNge| phira dUsarA soyA huA mArka Tvena kucha aura karavA legA, tIsarA kucha aura karavA legaa| ___ isalie kahAnI lekhaka jo socakara kahAnI zurU karatA hai, vahI kahAnI kabhI pUrI nahIM hotii| kahAnI kahIM aura pUrI hotI hai| kavi jahAM se kavitA zurU karatA hai, kavitA vahIM pUrI nahIM hotii| kavitA kahIM aura pUrI hotI hai| kyoMki kAMzasa ArTa to paidA hI nahIM huaa| jisako sacetana kalA kaheM vaha abhI paidA nahIM ho paaii| jisako AbjekTiva ArTa kaheM vaha abhI paidA nahIM ho paayaa| abhI to soye hue AdamI kavitAeM likhate haiN| to kucha zurU karate haiM aura kucha ho jAtA hai| soye hue AdamI citra banAte haiM, kucha banAnA cAhate haiM kucha bana jAtA hai| soye hue AdamI kahAniyAM likhate haiM, kucha likhanA cAhate haiM kucha likha jAtA hai| soye hue rAjanItijJa duniyA calAte haiM, kucha karanA cAhate haiM, kucha ho jAtA hai| soye hue AdamI ke sAtha bharosA nahIM hai| lekina kahAnI kI bAta chor3a deN| jiMdagI meM Apa jo bananA cAhate the vaha bana pAye? zAyada hI duniyA meM ekAdha AdamI mile jo kahe, maiM vahI bana gayA jo bananA cAhatA thaa| saba AdamI kucha bananA cAhate haiN| pahalI to bAta yaha bhI sApha nahIM hotI ki kyA bananA cAhate haiN| kyoMki nIMda meM kaise sApha ho sakatA hai ? patA hI nahIM cltaa| eka dhImI-sI, soyI-sI AkAMkSA hotI hai ki maiM yaha bananA cAhatA huuN| lekina kahIM yaha bahuta sApha nahIM hotA hai ki kyA bananA cAhatA huuN| hAlAMki yaha jarUra patA lagatA rahatA hai ki maiM vaha nahIM bana pA rahA hUM jo maiM bananA cAhatA thaa| aura jaba jiMdagI aMta hotI hai to zAyada hI koI AdamI yaha kaha sake ki maiM vahI banakara jA rahA hUM jo maiM bananA cAhatA thaa| nahIM, sabhI AdamI kahIM aura pahuMca jAte haiM; jahAM ve kabhI nahIM pahuMcanA cAhate the| kucha aura bana jAte haiM, jo ve kabhI bananA nahIM cAhate the| jiMdagI kucha aura hI hotI hai jo kabhI nahIM cAhA thA unhoMne ki ho| agara Apa ko aisA lage to samajhanA ki Apa soye hue AdamI haiN| marate vakta lage to phira bahuta upAya na raha jaayegaa| abhI lage to kucha upAya ho sakatA hai| marate vakta sabhI ko lagatA hai ki jiMdagI bekAra gyii| jo honA cAhate the vaha nahIM ho paaye| hAlAMki maratA huA AdamI bhI sApha-sApha nahIM kaha sakatA ki kyA honA cAhate the| lekina itanA jarUra use lagatA hai ki kucha cUka gayA kahIM, samathiMga misiNg| kucha kho gyaa| Apako bhI laga rahA hogaa| jisameM bhI thor3I buddhi hai, use lagatA hai ki koI cIja misa ho rahI hai, kho rahI hai| koI cIja nahIM ho pA rahI hai| vahI phrasTrezana hai, vahI dukha hai, vahI ciMtA hai, vahI pIr3A hai| AdamI kI parezAnI yahI hai, ki prema se vaha jo pAnA cAhatA hai, vaha pAtA hai ki vaha nahIM mila paayaa| prema meM jo karanA cAhatA hai, pAtA hai ki vaha kara hI nahIM paayaa| Apa taya karake jAte haiM kisI mitra ke ghara ki yaha-yaha bAteM kruuNgaa| jaba Apa pahaMcate haiM to Apa pAte haiM ki Apa kucha aura bAteM kara rahe haiN| pati ghara lauTatA hai to yaha taya karake apramAda 97 For Personal & Private Use Only

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98 lauTatA hai ki Aja patnI se jhagar3A nahIM karanA hai / saba bAteM taya karake lauTatA hai ki isa taraha vyavahAra karanA hai, yaha kahanA hai, isa taraha prema prakaTa karanA hai| patnI dina bhara meM taya karake rakhatI hai ki aba kala vAlI sAMjha phira se na duhara jAye / vaha nahIM karanA hai, jo kala kiyA thaa| phira acAnaka jaba ve donoM Amane-sAmane Ate haiM taba patA calatA hai ki kala kI sAMjha phira vApasa lauTa aayii| jo taya kiyA thA vaha kho jAtA hai, jo nahIM taya kiyA thA vaha phira ho jAtA hai| yaha AdamI soyA huA AdamI hai ki jAgA huA AdamI hai ? nahIM, yaha hamArI soyI huI avasthA hai| mahAvIra ne ise pramAda kahA hai| pramAda arthAta soye hue honA / yadi yaha smaraNa A jAye ki maiM soyA huA hUM to khoja zurU ho sakatI hai| isalie apramAda kA pahalA sUtra hai isa bAta kI samajha ki maiM soyA huA hUM, Tu bI aveyara oNpha vansaslIpa / vaha jo nIMda hai, usakA pahalA bodha aura samajha leM ki jisa dina Apako yaha patA cala jAye ki Apa soye hue haiM to phira subaha karIba hai| kyoMki yaha patA tabhI cala sakatA hai jaba nIMda TUTane lge| nIMda ko tor3ane kA pahalA sUtra hai, nIMda ko ThIka se pahacAna lenA / yaha Apase pahalA sUtra kahatA hUM ki Apa soye hue AdamI haiM, ise ThIka se samajha lenaa| cAhe Apa dukAna karate hoM to soye hue karate haiM, cAhe maMdira jAte hoM to soye hue jAte haiM, cAhe mitratA karate hoM to soye hue, cAhe zatrutA karate hoM to soye hue| nIMda hamArI caubIsa ghaMTe kI sthiti hai| dUsarI bAta, aba isa soye hue hone kA anubhava ho jAye, patA cala jAye - aura dhArmika AdamI kI zuruAta isI bAta se hotI hai ki maiM pramAdI hUM, isakA use anubhava ho jaaye| nahIM, lekina kucha pramAdI dharma ko bhI nIMda meM sAdhate rahate haiM / mAlAeM pherate rahate haiM aura jhapakiyAM lete rahate haiN| maMdira meM baiThe rahate haiM aura jhapakI lete rahate haiM / vrata karate rahate haiM aura soye rahate haiN| jaise ve dukAna karate haiM, vaise vrata bhI kara lete haiN| soye-soye saba calatA rahatA hai| dharma bhI soye-soye ho jAtA hai| dharma soye-soye nahIM ho sktaa| soye-soye sirpha adharma ho sakatA hai| isalie dharma ke nAma para bhI adharma hI hotA hai| soyA huA AdamI dharma ke nAma para bhI adharma hI karatA hai| vaha dharma kara hI nahIM sakatA / yaha asaMbhava hai| soye hue AdamI se dharma kA koI saMbaMdha nahIM ho sakatA / nIMda dharma meM nahIM le jA sakatI, nIMda adharma meM hI le jAtI hai| smaraNa A jAye ki maiM soyA huA hUM to kyA kiyA jAye ? pahalA sUtra, soye hue hone kA smaraNa / dUsarA sUtra, isa nIMda ko tor3ane ke lie kyA kiyA jAye ? kauna - sA upAya hai ? aura dhyAna rahe, jo AdamI apanI isa maMjila kI nIMda ko tor3a de, vaha isake nIce kI maMjila kI sIr3hiyoM para pahuMca jAtA hai, apane Apa | agara koI AdamI cetana mana meM jAga jAye to acetana meM utara jAtA hai| acetana meM utarane kA sUtra cetana mana meM jAga jAnA hai| jaise ki hama nIMda meM jAga jAyeM to hama jAgaraNa meM utara jAte haiN| citta-dazA phaurana badala jAtI hai| eka AdamI ko nIMda meM hamane hilA diyaa| vaha jAga gayA to nIMda gayI aura jAganA zurU ho jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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gyaa| dUsarI citta-dazA zurU ho gyii| agara hama svapna meM jAga jAyeM to svapna tatkAla TUTa jAtA hai, aura hama svapna ke bAhara ho jAte haiN| jisa citta kI avasthA meM hama jI rahe haiM, vaha jo kAMzasa mAiMDa hai hmaaraa| agara usameM hama jAga jAyeM to hama acetana mana meM utara jAte haiN| anakAMzasa meM utara jAte haiN| aura isake pahale ki maiM samajhAUM ki kaise jAgeM, yaha bhI Apako samajhA dUM ki jitane hama nIce gahare utarate haiM, utane hI hama Upara bhI uThate jAte haiN| jIvana kA niyama aisA hI hai, jaisA vRkSoM kA niyama hai| jar3eM nIce jAtI haiM, vRkSa Upara jAtA hai| sAdhanA nIce jAtI hai, siddhi Upara jAtI hai| jitanI gaharI jar3eM nIce utarane lagatI haiM, utane hI vRkSa AkAza ko chUne Upara bar3hane lagatA hai| vaha jo phUla khilate haiM AkAza meM unakA AdhAra nIce pAtAla meM calI gayI jar3oM meM hotA hai| agara vRkSa ko Upara bar3hanA hai to use nIce bhI bar3hanA par3atA hai| ulTA lagegA, Upara bar3hane ke lie nIce bhI bar3hanA par3atA hai| sAdhanA sadA nIce le jAyegI, gaharAiyoM meM, aura siddhi sadA Upara upalabdha hogI, UMcAiyoM meN| sAdhanA eka Deptha hai, gaharAI hai; aura siddhi eka pIka hai, UMcAI hai| apane meM hI jo nIce utaregA vaha apane meM hI Upara jAne kI upalabdhi ko pAtA calA jAtA hai| sIdhe Upara jAne kA upAya nahIM hai| sIdhe to nIce jAnA pdd'egaa| kAMzasa se anakAMzasa meM, anakAMzasa se kalekTiva anakAMzasa meM, kalekTiva anakAMzasa se kaoNsmika anakAMzasa meN| aura pratibAra jaba Apa cetana se acetana meM jAyeMge taba acAnaka Apa pAyeMge ki Upara kA bhI eka daravAjA khula gayA-supara kAMzasa kA, aticetana kA daravAjA khula gyaa| jaba Apa kalekTiva anakAMzasa meM jAyeMge to pAyeMge, Upara kA eka daravAjA aura khula gayA-vaha jo samaSTigata cetana hai, usakA daravAjA khula gyaa| jaba Apa kaoNsmika anakAMzasa meM jAyeMge, brahma acetana meM jAyeMge taba acAnaka Apa pAyeMge ki brahma cetana kA. kaoNsmika kAMzasa kA daravAjA bhI khula gyaa| jitane Apa gahare utarate haiM utane Apa UMce uThate jAte haiN| isalie UMcAI kI phikra chor3a deM, gaharAI kI phikra kreN| jisa jagaha hama haiM vahAM se hama kaise jaageN| agara koI AdamI pache ki hama tairanA kaise sIkheM? to use hama kyA kaheMge? use hama kaheMge, tairanA zurU kro| vaha kahegA, abhI maiM tairanA jAnatA hI nahIM to zurU kaise kara sakatA hUM? taba eka bar3I ulajhana paidA hogii| agara maiM Apako nadI ke kinAre le jAUM aura kahUM ki maiM Apako tairanA sikhAtA hUM to Apa kaheMge, maiM taba taka pAnI meM nahIM utarUMgA jaba taka maiM tairanA na sIkha luuN| aura ApakA tarka sahI hogaa| sabhI sahI dikhAI par3ane vAle tarka jarUrI rUpa se satya ke nikaTa le jAne vAle nahIM hote| ApakA tarka bilakula sahI hai ki jaba taka maiM tairanA na sIkha lUM, maiM pAnI meM kaise utarUM? pahale mujhe tairanA sikhA deM, phira maiM pAnI meM utara jaauuNgaa| yaha bilakula tarkayukta, laoNjikala dikhAI par3atA hai| lekina maiM Apase kahUMgA ki jaba taka Apa pAnI meM na utareM taba taka tairanA kaise sIkha sakate haiM? jaba Apa pAnI meM utareMge tabhI tairanA sIkha sakate haiN| agara pAnI meM utarane ko rAjI nahIM haiM to tairanA sikhAyA nahIM jA sktaa| merA tarka bhI apramAda 99 For Personal & Private Use Only

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tarka hai, pUrI taraha sahI hai| donoM tarkayukta bAteM haiN| lekina merA tarka astitva ke nikaTa hai, ApakA tarka sirpha vicAra kA tarka hai| Apa vicAra meM bilakula ThIka kaha rahe haiM ki binA tairanA sIkhe maiM pAnI meM kaise utarUM! lekina Apako kucha patA nahIM hai ki tairanA sIkhane ke lie bhI pAnI meM utaranA par3atA hai| aura pahalI bAra jaba koI pAnI meM utaratA hai to binA tairanA sIkhe hI utaratA hai| asala meM binA sIkhe, tairane ke lie utara jAne se hI sIkhane kI zuruAta hotI hai, tairane kI zuruAta hotI hai| hAM, itanA hai ki bahuta gahare pAnI meM mata utareM, uthale pAnI meM utareM, itane pAnI meM utareM ki DUba bhI na jAyeM aura itane pAnI meM utareM ki taira bhI skeN| yahIM se zuruAta karanI pdd'egii| to Apase maiM koI parama-jAgaraNa kI AkAMkSA nahIM rakhatA huuN| thor3e se pAnI meM utaranA zurU kreN| jahAM Apa soye hue haiM una choTI-choTI kriyAoM meM jAganA zurU kreN| rAste para cala rahe haiM, jAga kara bhI cala sakate haiM, so kara bhI cala sakate haiN| adhika loga soye hue calate haiN| agara Apa kinAre khar3e hokara rAste para calate logoM ko dekheM to aneka unameM se apane se hI bAtacIta karate hue jAte hue mAlUma pdd'eNge| koI hAtha hilA rahA hai, kisI ko javAba de rahA hai jo nahIM hai; kisI ke hoMTha kaMpa rahe haiM, vaha kisI se bAta kara rahA hai jo nahIM hai| yaha AdamI nIMda meM hai| agara Apa sar3aka ke kinAre khar3e hokara ghaMTe bhara sar3aka para calate hue logoM ko dekheM to Apa hairAna ho jAyeMge ki itane loga soye hue cala kaise rahe haiM? calanA sirpha haibiTa se ho rahA hai| calane ke lie jAgane kI bahuta jarUrata nahIM hai| kabhI-kabhI koI haoNrna bajA detA hai to AdamI cauMka kara haTa jAtA hai| jarA-sA jAgatA hai, bAkI apane soye hue calatA rahatA hai| ____ Apa apane ghara para jAkara nahIM phuNcte| Apake paira bilakula hI mazIna kI bhAMti apane ghara kI tarapha mur3a jAte haiN| Apa apanA daravAjA car3ha jAte haiM, ghaMTI dabA dete haiN| isa saba meM koI jAgane kI jarUrata nahIM hotii| yaha saba nIMda meM ho jAtA hai| haibIcyuala hai, yaha Adata hai| sAikila kA haiMDala apane Apa ghUma jAtA hai ThIka jagaha pr| yaha saba yaMtravata ho rahA hai aura Apa bhItara soye rahate haiN| isalie hameM AdatoM ko doharAne meM AsAnI par3atI hai, kyoMki unameM jAganA nahIM pdd'taa| nayI AdateM banAne meM kaThinAI hotI hai, kyoMki unake lie thor3AsA jAganA pdd'egaa| phira jaba Adata bana jAyegI taba Apa so jaayeNge| isalie hama purAne kAmoM ko hI karate cale jAte haiM, bAra-bAra karate cale jAte haiN| kyoMki vaha nIMda meM cala rahA hai sb| ___ eka AdamI apanI sigareTa muMha meM lagA letA hai| mAcisa jalA kara jalA letA hai, pI letA hai, pheMka detA hai| koI nahIM kahegA ki yaha AdamI soyA huA hai, kyoMki hama kaheMge agara soyA huA hotA to hAtha jala jaataa| nahIM, phira bhI soyA huA hai| hAtha jalane ke pahale jarA-sA jAgegA ki hAtha na jala jAye, sigareTa pheMkegA aura vApasa so jAyegA, haibicyuala hai| Adata se patA hai ki kaba sigareTa jalane ke karIba A gayI hai to hAtha pheMka deNge| yaha saba nIMda meM ho rahA hai| 100 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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ina choTI-choTI kriyAoM ke prati jAganA zurU karanA pdd'egaa| pahale una kriyAoM se zurU kareM, jo bahuta inoseMTa haiN| jinameM koI jyAdA jhagar3A nahIM hai, bahuta nirdoSa haiN| rAste para cala rahe haiM, khAnA khA rahe haiM, snAna kara rahe haiM, kapar3e pahana rahe haiM, ina bahuta choTI kriyAoM se zurU kareM jinameM bahuta inavaoNlvameMTa nahIM hai, jinameM bahuta grasita nahIM haiN| hAM krodha ke prati jAganA jarA gahare meM jAnA hogaa| yaha uthale meM hai| abhI kapar3A pahana rahe haiM, jAge hue pahaneM, bahuta hairAna ho jaayeNge| jAge hue jUte pahaneM, bahuta hairAna ho jaayeNge| ajIba lagegA ki yaha kaisI phIliMga hai, yaha kaisA anubhava hai, yaha to kabhI nahIM huA, jUte to roja pahanate haiN| ___ abhI mujhe suna rahe haiM, soye hue suna sakate haiM, jAge hue suna sakate haiN| jaba mujhe suna rahe haiM to sirpha mujhe suneM hI mata, suna rahe haiM ise bhI jAnate rheN| sirpha agara mujhe suna rahe haiM aura usako bhUla gaye jo suna rahA hai to Apa soye hue haiN| yaha jo tIra hai cetanA kA, Dabala airoDa honA caahie| dohare tIra honA cAhie ismeN| eka tarapha, merI tarapha jo maiM bola rahA hUM aura eka apanI tarapha jo suna rahA hai| agara ApakI cetanA isa kSaNa meM bhI donoM tarapha ho jAye-sune bhI aura yaha bhI jAne ki suna rahe haiM to Apa phaurana anubhava kareMge ki sunane kI kvAliTI badala gyii| abhI yahIM anubhava kareMge ki sunane kA guNadharma badala gayA, taba vicAra na skeNge| taba sirpha suna sakeMge, kyoMki agara vicArA to dUsarA tIra kho jaayegaa| vaha jo ApakI tarapha jAne vAlA tIra hai| agara sirpha suna rahe haiM, agara sirpha dekha rahe haiM, to ApakI cetanA meM abhI parivartana zurU ho jAyegA, nIMda TUTane lagegI aura jAgaraNa kI kiraNa Ane lgegii| ____ choTI-choTI kriyAoM meM jAganA zurU kara deN| phira una kriyAoM meM jAgeM jinake lie pachatAnA par3atA hai| krodha ke lie, ghRNA ke lie, abhadratA ke lie, unake lie jAganA zurU kreN| agara Apa apane jAgane meM subaha se uTha kara sAMjha taka jAgane kA prayoga kareM to thor3e hI dinoM meM Apa ekadama dUsare AdamI ho jaayeNge| ApakA pramAda jAgane meM TUTa jaayegaa| aura isakA sabUta kyA hogA ki ApakA jAgane meM pramAda TUTa gayA? isakA sabUta yaha hogA ki nIMda meM bhI ApakA jAgaraNa zurU ho jaayegaa| jisa dina ApakI jAgaraNa meM nIMda TUTegI usI dina Apa nIMda meM bhI kAMzasalI, sacetana praveza kara skeNge| __kitane maje kI bAta hai, hama roja sote haiM, hajAroM bAra soye haiM, lekina hameM yaha patA nahIM ki nIMda kyA hai? kaba AtI hai? Apa roja sote haiM, kitanI bAra soye haiM; lekina Apako patA hai, nIMda kaba AtI hai? aura kaise AtI hai? aura kyA hai? nahIM, kucha patA nahIM hmko| hameM sirpha itanA hI patA hai ki kaba taka hama jAge the, bAraha baje rAta taka jAge the| phira nIMda kaba AyI, kisa kSaNa meM AyI, kaise Apake Upara chA gayI, kaise Apa usameM DUba gaye, isakA Apako kabhI patA huA hai? isakA koI patA nhiiN| jiMdagI bhara soyeNge| sATha sAla AdamI jItA hai to bIsa sAla sotA hai| itanI bar3I ghaTanA jisako bIsa sAla karanI par3atI hai, isakA bhI hameM koI paricaya nahIM hotA ki sone kA artha kyA hai? yaha sonA kyA hai? yaha nIMda kyA hai? kyA ghaTanA ghaTatI hai mere bhItara? apramAda 101 For Personal & Private Use Only

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102 nahIM, jo jAgane meM hI jAgA huA nahIM hai, vaha nIMda meM kaise jAgegA ? pahale jAgane meM jAganA pdd'egaa| aura jisa dina Apa jAga jAyeMge usa dina Apa bahuta hairAna hoNge| jaise maiM isa kamare meM baiThA hUM aura aMdherA ghira jAye to mujhe dikhAI par3atA hai ki aMdherA chA rahA hai, aMdherA ghanA ho gayA, aMdherA pUrNa ho gyaa| phira rozanI A jAye to mujhe dikhAI par3atA hai, rozanI AyI, rozanI ghanI huI, rozanI bhara gyii| lekina maiM donoM ko jAnatA huuN| na to Apa jAnate haiM ki kaba Apa soye, kaise nIMda kA aMdherA Apake Upara girA aura kaise Apa nIMda meM DUba gaye; na Apa jAnate haiM, subaha nIMda kaise haTI, kaise samApta huI, kaise vidA ho gyii| jisa dina Apa jAgaraNa kI ghar3iyoM meM jAga jAyeMge aura jAgane kI kriyAeM jAga kara karane lageMge, jaise khAnA hozapUrvaka khAyeMge, kapar3e hozapUrvaka pahaneMge, rAste para hozapUrvaka cleNge...| mahAvIra se kisI ne pUchA ki hama kyA kareM ? to mahAvIra ne kahA, kyA karane kI utanI phikra mata karo, jo karate ho use hozapUrvaka karo / krodha hozapUrvaka karake dekheM, lekina bahuta kaThinAI hogii| jarA gahare meM hai bAta / to phira eka upAya kareM, ekTiMga kareM kisI dina krodha kI, taba Apa usameM AsAnI se jAga skeNge| Aja Apa ghara jAyeM to taya karake jAyeM ki TUTa par3anA hai kisI ke Upara - bilakula ekTiMga - akAraNa, to Apa AsAnI se jAga skeNge| taya karake jaayeN| koI kAraNa nahIM hai patnI kA - aise bhI koI kAraNa nahIM hotA, lekina taba Apa behoza hote haiM - taya karake jAyeM ki patnI kA koI kAraNa nahIM, akAraNa TUTa par3anA hai| aura pUrI taraha krodha kareM to Apa dekha pAyeMge krodha ko! idhara krodha calegA, idhara bhItara Apa dekha pAyeMge ki yaha krodha cala rahA hai| aura agara ekTiMga ke krodha ko bhI dekha liyA to dubArA jo krodha hogA vaha ekTiMga ho jaayegii| agara eka bAra hama krodha kA abhinaya kara sakeM to phira kabhI bhI krodha binA abhinaya ke nahIM hogaa| abhinaya hI ho jAyegA / usake hamase bhItarI saMbaMdha hI TUTa jAyeMge / to jo cIjeM gaharI haiM unako ekTiMga se zurU kreN| jo cIjeM gaharI haiM una para hozapUrvaka abhinaya kareM to Apa unameM jAga skeNge| aura agara jAgane ke kSaNoM meM jAganA A jAye to phira nIMda ke kSaNoM meM jAganA AnA zurU ho jaayegaa| jisa dina Apa nIMda meM jAga jAyeMge, usa dina Apa anakAMzasa meM praveza kreNge| kRSNa ne gItA meM usI kI bAta kahI hai ki yogI rAta bhI jaba saba sote haiM taba jAgatA hai| vaha dUsarA caraNa hai| nIMda meM agara Apa jAga gaye to Apa bahuta hairAna ho jaayeNge| itane hairAna hoMge ki ApakI pUrI jiMdagI badala jaayegii| agara Apa rAta meM nIMda meM jAge hue so sake jo ki eka mirekala hai, eka bahuta adabhuta camatkArapUrNa ghaTanA hai - jisa dina Apa soye aura jAge / eka sAtha bhItara jAge aura bAhara soye rahe, usa dina subaha Apa itane tAje uTheMge jaisI tAjagI kA Apako kabhI bhI patA nahIM hai| usa tAjagI kA zarIra se koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| usa tAjagI kA bahuta gahare meM AtmA se saMbaMdha ho jAtA hai| jisa dina Apa jAge hue so sakeMge usa dina Apake svapna tirohita hone lageMge, kyoMki Apa svapnoM ke prati jAga jaayeNge| aisA nahIM hai ki bAda meM patA calegA ki mujhe svapna AyA / jaba svapna A rahA hai, tabhI Apa jAneMge ki svapna AyA / jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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jaisA maiMne Apa se kahA ki cetana mana kI kriyAoM ke prati jAgeM to acetana mana meM praveza ho jAyegA, phira acetana mana kI kriyAoM ke prati jAgeM to samaSTi acetana, kalekTiva anakAMzasa meM praveza ho jaayegaa| acetana mana kI kriyA hai svpn| svapna ke prati Apa jaba jAgeMge, taba Apa acAnaka pAyeMge eka daravAjA nIce aura khula gayA jo kalekTiva anakAMzasa kA daravAjA hai| vaha merA acetana nahIM hai, hama sabakA acetana hai| usa samaSTigata acetana kI apanI kriyAeM haiM, jinako dharmoM ne bar3A mahatva diyA hai| bar3e anubhava haiM, usa acetana mana ke bar3e gahare anubhava haiM, jinako juMga ne Arca-TAipa kahA hai, jinako usane kahA hai dhrm-prtiik| usa gahare acetana meM, kaheM samaSTi acetana meM hI duniyA kI sArI mAyathaoNlojI paidA huii| sRSTi kA janma, pralaya kI saMbhAvanA, paramAtmA ke rUpa, raMga, AkAra, nAda, ve saba usI meM paidA hue| ve usI kI kriyAeM haiN| to jo vyakti svapna meM jAga jAyegA vaha samaSTigata acetana meM praveza karegA aura samaSTigata acetana kI apanI kriyAeM haiN| jinako loga dhArmika anubhava kahate haiM ve bhI dhArmika anubhava nahIM haiM, ve bhI mAnasika anubhava haiM samaSTigata acetana ke| raMgoM kA vistAra, prakAzoM kA udabhava, abhUta-pUrva sugaMdhe, abhUtapUrva dhvaniyAM, ve saba vahAM paidA hoNgii| sRSTi ke janma aura maraNa ko bhI vahAM dekhA jA sakatA hai| usa kSaNa ko bhI dekhA jA sakatA hai jaba pRthvI paidA huI aura usa kSaNa ko bhI dekhA jA sakatA hai jaba pRthvI asta ho jaayegii| vahIM se duniyA kI sArI mithsa oNpha kriyezana paidA huii| isalie bar3e maje kI bAta hai ki duniyA kI sRSTi ke jitane bhI siddhAMta paidA hue vaha saba samAna haiM, eka se haiN| cAhe IsAI hoM yA musalamAna hoM, cAhe hiMdU hoM, isase bahuta pharka nahIM par3A, zabdoM ke pharka pdd'e| usI kSaNa meM usa cetanA kI, usa avasthA meM hI bahuta-sI bAteM jAnI gayIM jo sArI duniyA meM samAna haiN| jaise sArI duniyA meM yaha eka khayAla hai ki kabhI koI eka mahApralaya aayaa| IsAiyoM ko bhI khayAla hai ki kabhI koI eka mahApralaya aayaa| hiMduoM ko bhI khayAla hai ki kabhI koI eka mahApralaya huaa| sAre jagata ke AdivAsiyoM ke pAsa bhI jo kathAeM haiM unako bhI khayAla hai ki kabhI koI mahApralaya huaa| aura bar3e maje kI bAta hai, ina sabake bIca koI kamyunikezana nahIM rhaa| inake bIca koI saMvAda nahIM rhaa| yaha saMvAda to abhI paidA huaa| lekina inakI kathAeM to hajAroM-lAkhoM sAla purAnI haiN| jaba ye eka dUsare se bilakula asaMbaMdhita the| taba bhI inakI kathAeM eka haiN| kyA mAmalA hai? eka hI mAmalA hai| inakA jo kalekTiva anakAMzasa hai, vaha eka hai hama sbkaa| isalie bahuta gahare meM hama saba eka haiN| isalie jo cIjeM bahuta gahare se saMbaMdhita haiM unameM bahuta pharka nahIM pdd'taa| jaise nRtya kalekTiva anakAMzasa se paidA hotA hai| isalie nRtya ko samajhane ke lie dUsare kI bhASA jAnanI jarUrI nahIM hai| eka aMgreja nAcatA ho to eka cInI samajha sakatA hai| aMgrejI samajhanA jarUrI nahIM hai| eka hiMdU nAcatA ho to musalamAna samajha sakatA hai| citra hai, peMTiMga hai, peMTiMga ke lie koI jarUrata nahIM hai, kisI kI bhI bhASA samajhane kii| apramAda 103 For Personal & Private Use Only

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104 pikAso kI peMTiMga, jo AdamI phreMca nahIM jAnatA hai vaha samajha sakatA hai| koI jarUrata nahIM hai... kyoMki yaha saba ke saba hamAre kalekTiva anakAMzasa se paidA hone vAlI cIjeM haiN| yaha hama saba jAnate hI haiN| isake lie eka-dUsare kI bhASA, eka-dUsare kI saMskRti, eka-dUsare kI sabhyatA, eka-dUsare ke siddhAMtoM se paricita hone kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| isalie duniyA ke sAre dharmoM ke jo pratIka haiM, vaha saba samAna haiN| kaI bAta meM to itanI hairAnI kI samAnatA hai ki kahanA muzkila hai| jaise 'oma' kI dhvani hai vaha kalekTiva anakAMzasa se paidA hotI hai| isalie 'oma' kI dhvani sArI duniyA ke dharmoM meM hai, sirpha thor3e bahuta hera-phera haiM, vaha samajhane ke hera-phera haiN| hiMduoM ne use pakar3A hai 'oma' kI trh| yaha hamAre pakar3ane kI bAta hai, kyoMki pakar3egA to hamArA cetana mana / to hamane 'oma' kI taraha pakar3A hai| yahUdiyoM ne, IsAiyoM ne, 'omIna' kI taraha pakar3A hai| vaha 'oma' kA hI unakA rUpAMtaraNa hai| isalie Aja bhI prArthanA ke bAda vaha kaheMge, aamiin| vaha omIna; 'oma' omIna usase nirmita huA hai / aMgrejI ke zabda haiM, omanIsAyaMTa, omanIprajeMTa, vaha saba 'oma' se bane hue haiN| lekina vaha nikale haiM bahuta gahare se / vaha saMskRta se nahIM gaye haiN| jaisA ki saMskRta ke jJAtAoM ko khayAla hotA hai ki duniyA kI sArI bhASAeM saMskRta se paidA ho gyiiN| aisA nahIM hai| duniyA kI bhASAoM meM jo samAnatA hai vaha kalekTiva anakAMzasa kI samAnatA hai, duniyA kI bhASAeM kisI eka bhASA se paidA nahIM ho gayIM / hamArA eka tala hai mana kA jo hama sabakA ikaTThA hai, jaise sAgara ke Upara lahareM alagaalaga haiM; lekina nIce sAgara ikaTThA hai| aise laharoM kI taraha hama alaga-alaga haiM, lekina aura gahare, aura gahare saba ikaTThA hai| vaha jo ikaTThApana hai usakI apanI kriyAeM haiM, jisako kabIra ne anAhata nAda kahA hai| hama eka taraha kA nAda jAnate haiM, coTa se paidA hone vAlA nAda / agara maiM tAlI bajAUM to eka nAda paidA hogA, lekina do tAliyAM TakarAyeMgI taba | agara maiM tabale para coTa mArUM to AvAja gUMjegI, lekina coTa mArUMgA tb| isako kaheMge, Ahata nAda / coTa se paidA huA, Ahata, coTa khAkara paidA huI dhvani / kalekTiva anakAMzasa meM aisI dhvaniyAM haiM, jahAM coTa nahIM hotI aura dhvaniyAM haiN| isalie unako anAhata nAda kahA hai| binA coTa kiye paidA huI dhvaniyAM, eka hAtha se bajAI gayI tAlI / jhena phakIra jApAna meM apane sAdhaka se kahatA hai ki eka hAtha se agara tAlI bajAI jAye to kaise bajegI ? isakA patA lagAkara aao| bar3A muzkila hai| eka hAtha se tAlI kahIM baja sakatI hai? eka hAtha se tAlI kaise baja sakatI hai? kabhI vaha Tebala para bajAtA hai, kabhI dIvAla para bajAtA hai| aura guru ko Akara kahatA hai ki maiMne bajAI eka hAtha kI tAlI / aura dIvAla para bajA kara batAtA hai| guru kahatA hai, dIvAla dUsarA hAtha bana gayI, nahIM calegI / eka hAtha se tAlI kaise bajAI jA sakatI hai, usakA patA lagAkara aao| vaha taba taka patA nahIM lagA sakatA jaba taka ki vaha anAhata nAda meM na utara jAye / vaha usI meM utArane ke lie kaha rahA hai, eka hAtha kI tAlI kaise bajatI hai, usako khojo / kalekTiva anakAMzasa kI jo kriyAeM haiM agara hama unake prati jAga jAyeM to hama jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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kaoNsmika anakAMzasa meM utara jAte haiM / taba hama brahma - acetana meM utara jAte haiM, jisako isa mulka meM prakRti kahA gayA hai| prakRti zabda ko samajha lenA ucita hogA / prakRti kA matalaba hotA hai, jaba saba banA usake pahale bhI jo thA / kRti ke bhI jo pahale hai - prI-kriezana / agara aMgrejI meM banAyeM zabda to banegA prI-kriezana | sRSTi ke pahale se bhI jo hai / jisase saba paidA huaa| jo paidA hone ke pahale bhI thA, usako kahate haiM prakRti ! vaha jo kaoNsmika anakAMzasa hai, vaha prakRti hai / usase hI saba aayaa| aba isako aisA samajha leN| cetana mana merA hai, acetana mana bhI merA hai, lekina kalekTiva anakAMzasa 'hamArA' hai, vaha 'merA' nahIM hai| vaha ApakA nahIM hai, vaha hamArA hai / kaoNsmika anakAMzasa hamArA bhI nahIM hai, sabakA hai / usameM patthara bhI sammilita hai| pakSI bhI sammilita haiN| nadI bhI sammilita hai| pahAr3a bhI sammilita haiM / vaha prakRti hai| vahAM jo utara ye usake Age utarane ko nahIM raha jaataa| vaha baoNTamalesa ebisa hai| usake nIce phira utarane kA koI upAya nahIM, vaha zUnya khAI hai| isameM utarane kI prakriyA hai - apramAda / jahAM Apa haiM vahIM jAganA zurU kreN| jisa dina Apa vahAM jAga jAyeMge, Apako nIce ke daravAje kI kuMjI mila jAyegI / phira vahAM jAganA zurU kreN| aura nIce kI kuMjI mila jaayegii| aura eka dUsarI prakriyA pUre samaya sAtha clegii| jaba taka Apa cetana meM haiM, taba taka Apa supara-kAMzasa meM, ati- cetana meM nahIM jA sakate, Upara nahIM bar3ha skte| ApakI jar3oM ko anakAMzasa meM utaranA pdd'egaa| jisa dina ApakI jar3eM acetana meM utara jAyeMgI usI dina ApakI zAkhAeM supara-kAMzasa meM phaila jAyeMgI / Upara uTha jAyeMgI / 1 phrAyaDa aura juMga, supara-kAMzasa meM nahIM pahuMca pAte, kyoMki ve anumAna kara rahe haiN| isalie ve anakAMzasa, kalekTiva anakAMzasa, inakI to bAta karate haiM nIce kI, lekina Upara kI unake pAsa koI kalpanA nahIM hai| lekina yaha jagata sadA eka saMtulana hai| yahAM jitane nIce jAne kA upAya hai, utane hI Upara jAne kA upAya hai| asala meM nIce kA astitva hI nahIM ho sakatA, agara Upara kA astitva na ho| Upara kA aura nIce kA astitva eka sAtha hI ho sakatA hai| agara bAyAM na ho to dAyAM nahIM ho sakatA hai, ki ho sakatA hai? agara dAyAM hai to bAyAM kA astitva jarUra hogA, cAhe patA ho yA na ho| kyA nIce kA astitva ho sakatA hai Upara ke binA ? phira use nIce kaise kahiyegA ? nIce kA koI astitva nahIM ho sakatA Upara ke binaa| kyA dukha kA astitva ho sakatA hai sukha ke binA ? to phira use dukha kaise kahiyegA ? dukha kA koI astitva nahIM ho sakatA sukha ke binA / jiMdagI sadA hI doharI hai / jitanA Upara hai, utanA nIce hai| jo jo nIce hai vahI vahI Upara bhI hai| pharka itanA hI hai, nIce aMDaragrAuMDa hai, aMdhere meM hai; Upara khule AkAza meM, sUraja kI rozanI meM hai / jitanA nIce utareMge utanA hI aMdherA bar3hatA calA jAyegA / aura kaoNsmika anakAMzasa hai, prakRti hai, vaha pUrNa aMdhakAra hai, virATa aMdhakAra hai, aMdhakAra hI aMdhakAra hai| jitanA Upara bar3hiyegA utanA hI prakAza bar3hatA jAyegA aura vaha jo kaoNsmika kAMzasa hai, brahma For Personal & Private Use Only apramAda 105

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106 hai, vaha pUrNa prakAza hai| prakAza hI prakAza hai| lekina Upara jAne kA rAstA nIce hokara hai| da pIka iz2a Tu bI acIvDa vAyA da ebisa, vaha jo nIce khAI hai usake dvArA coTI para pahuMcA jAtA hai| yahI sabase bar3I sAdhanA kI kaThinAI hai / yahI samajhanA sabase jyAdA kaThina ho jAtA hai ki Upara jAne ke lie nIce jAnA pdd'egaa| hama socate haiM, sIdhe Upara cale jaayeN| lekina sIdhe hama Upara nahIM jA skte| agara hama sIdhe Upara jAyeMge to spekulezana zurU ho jaayegaa| phira hama Upara kA darzana banA leNge| suparakAMzasa, kalekTiva- kAMzasa, kaoNsmika-kAMzasa, isake hama siddhAMta banA sakate haiM / lekina yaha siddhAMta sirpha siddhAMta hoMge vaicArika / jo sIdhA Upara jAyegA vaha philaoNsaphI meM calA jAyegA / darzana meM calA jaayegaa| dharma meM nahIM jA skegaa| jise dharma ke anubhava meM jAnA hai use pahale nIce utaranA pdd'egaa| yaha bar3e maje kI bAta hai, jise saMta honA ho use bahuta gahare arthoM meM pApI honA par3atA hai / aura jo vyakti gahare arthoM meM pApI hone se baca gayA, vaha gahare arthoM meM saMta nahIM ho sktaa| yaha lagatI hai bahuta ajIba-sI bAta, lekina yaha aisA hI hai, yaha tathya hai| isakA koI upAya nhiiN| isalie aksara aisA ho jAtA hai ki bar3e pApI ekadama se bar3e saMta ho jAte haiN| aura choTe pApI choTe hI pApI bane rahate haiN| kyoMki jo bhI jagata meM TrAMsaphArmezana haiM, rUpAMtaraNa haiM, ve sadA gaharAiyoM se Ate haiN| nIce utaranA jarUrI hai Upara jAne ke lie| nItze kA eka vacana Apase khuuN| nItze ne kahA hai ki jisa vRkSa ko AkAza chUnA ho, usa vRkSa ko apanI jar3eM pAtAla taka pahuMcAne kI himmata juTAnI par3atI hai| bahuta ghabar3Ane vAlI bAta hai nIce utaranA, kyoMki vahAM aMdhakAra hai| jaba Apa cetana se acetana meM utareMge to bahuta aMdhakAra meM utara jaayeNge| lekina jitane aMdhakAra meM utarane kI Apa himmata juTAte haiM, utane prakAza ke adhikArI aura pAtra ho jAte haiN| pAtratA AtI hai aMdhere meM utarane se| sAhasa AtA hai aMdhere meM utarane se| yogyatA AtI hai aMdhere meM utarane se| isalie Upara kI phikra chor3a deM, nIce kI phikra kareM aura eka-eka kadama para pramAda ko tor3ate cale jaayeN| kahAM se zurU kareMge ? zurU sadA vahIM se karanA par3atA hai, jahAM Apa haiM / Apa jisa maMjila meM haiM usa maMjila kA nAma cetana hai / usa cetana maMjila kI kriyAoM ko Apa pramAda chor3akara karanA zurU kara deM / buddha ke pAsa AnaMda varSoM taka rhaa| eka dina usane pUchA ki bar3I musIbata mAlUma par3atI hai| kabhI-kabhI rAta ko mujhe nIMda nahIM AtI to maiM Apako dekhatA rahatA huuN| Apa jisa karavaTa sote haiM usI karavaTa soye rahate haiM, hAtha bhI nahIM hilAte, paira bhI nahIM bdlte| jisa Asana meM, jisa avasthA meM sAMjha sira rakhate haiM vaisA hI rAta bhara rakhe rahate haiN| hairAnI hotI hai| mujhe to bahuta karavaTa badalanI par3atI hai| mujhe to bahuta hAtha-paira hilAne par3ate haiM / buddha ne kahA, tujhe patA rahatA hai ki tU hAtha-paira hilA rahA hai, karavaTa badala rahA hai? AnaMda ne kahA, kucha patA nahIM rhtaa| subaha patA calatA hai ki jaisA soyA thA vaisA nahIM soyA huuN| sira kahIM thA kahIM pahuMca gyaa| nIMda meM kaise patA cala sakatA hai ? buddha ne kahA, maiM jAnatA huA sotA hUM, maiM jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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jAnatA huA hI soyA rahatA huuN| jahAM hAtha rakhA thA vahIM hAtha rahatA hai, jaba taka maiM na httaauuN| hAtha apane se haTa jAye to merI mAlakiyata gyii| phira maiM mAlika nahIM rhaa| to AnaMda ne kahA, kyA Apa rAta meM bhI jAge hue sote haiM? buddha ne kahA, nizcita hii| kyoMki maiM dina meM jAgA huA jAgatA hUM isalie rAta meM jAge hue sone kA adhikArI ho gayA huuN| jaba taka Apa dina meM soye hue jAgeMge taba taka to saMbhAvanA nahIM hai ki Apa jAge hue so skeN| jaba jAgane meM soye rahate haiM to sone meM to soye hI rheNge| ____jAgane meM jAganA zurU karanA par3egA, vahIM se pramAda todd'eN| mahAvIra apane bhikSuoM ko niraMtara kahate the, viveka se uTho, viveka se calo, viveka se baittho| isakA matalaba kyA thA? zAyada unake aneka sAdhu yahI samajhate haiM ki...| viveka se uThane kA matalaba, viveka se baiThane kA matalaba jo mahAvIra ke sAdhuoM ne samajhA hai, vaha mahAvIra kA khayAla nahIM hai| mahAvIra ke sAdhu samajhate haiM, 'viveka se calo'- isakA matalaba hai ki kisI ke bichAye hue bistara para paira mata rakhanA, kisI ke bichAye hue galIce para mata calanA, sUkhI jamIna meM calanA, gIlI jamIna meM mata clnaa| 'viveka se khAo', to sAdhu mahAvIra kA hajAroM sAla se samajha rahA hai ki yaha khAnA aura yaha mata khaanaa| viveka kA matalaba logoM ne samajhA hai, ddiskrimineshn| viveka kA yaha matalaba nahIM hai mahAvIra kaa| ___ mahAvIra kA viveka se matalaba hai, hosh| mahAvIra kA viveka se matalaba hai, aveyaranesa, Diskriminezana nhiiN| kyoMki jahAM aveyaranesa hai vahAM to Diskriminezana apane Apa A jAtA hai chAyA kI trh| lekina jahAM Diskriminezana hai vahAM aveyaranesa kA AnA koI jarUrI nahIM hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, viveka se clo| usakA matalaba hai, jAnate hue calo, hoza se calo ki tuma cala rahe ho| aba isa hoza meM ye saba A jaayegaa| jo galata hai vaha nahIM hogA, kyoMki hozapUrvaka kisI ne kabhI koI galata kAma nahIM kiyA, kara nahIM sktaa| hozapUrvaka jo bhI kiyA jAtA hai vaha sadA ThIka hai| hozapUrvaka puNya hI kiyA jA sakatA hai, hozapUrvaka pApa nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| __isalie mahAvIra jaba kahate haiM, hozapUrvaka khAo, to usakA matalaba yaha nahIM ki yaha khAo aura yaha mata khaao| usakA matalaba hai, hozapUrvaka khaao| khAne kI kriyA hozapUrvaka ho| usameM yaha to A hI jAtA hai, kyA chor3o kyA na chodd'o| vaha chUTa hI jaayegaa| use chor3ane ke lie alaga se vyavasthA, alaga se niyama banAne kI jarUrata nahIM hai| aura jo AdamI alaga se niyama banAtA hai, vaha batA rahA hai ki usakA hoza abhI nahIM jgaa| ____ maiM jAkara kasama khAtA hUM maMdira meM ki maiM daravAje se hI nikalUMgA, kabhI dIvAla se nahIM nikluuNgaa| to loga kaheMge, Apa aMdhe to nahIM haiM? kyoMki yaha kasama sirpha aMdhe hI khA sakate haiN| aura dhyAna rahe, aMdhA kitanI hI kasama khAye, kabhI na kabhI dIvAla se TakarAyegA hii| aMdhe ke basa ke bAhara hai kasama ko pUrA krnaa| aura AMkha vAlA AdamI kabhI kasama nahIM khAtA ki maiM daravAje se nikalUMgA dIvAla se na nikluuNgaa| AMkha vAlA AdamI daravAje se apramAda 107 For Personal & Private Use Only

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108 nikalatA hai aura dIvAla se nahIM nikltaa| kyoMki AMkha hone kA matalaba yaha hai ki vaha batAtI hai ki dIvAla se sira phUTa jAyegA aura daravAje se rAstA hai| dIvAla se rAstA nahIM hai| jo viveka se jItA hai vaha galata ko nahIM karatA, aura galata nahIM karane kI kasama bhI kabhI nahIM khaataa| aura jo AdamI galata ko na karane kI kasama khAtA ho to jAna lenA ki use viveka kA abhI koI patA nahIM calA, vaha aMdhA AdamI hai| vrata sirpha aMdhe lete haiN| AMkha vAle loga vrata nahIM lete| AMkha vAle loga jisa DhaMga se jIte haiM, vaha vrata hai ! vrata liyA nahIM jaataa| lekina hama saba maMdiroM meM vrata le rahe haiN| hama kasameM khA rahe haiM ki maiM eka sAla aisA karUMgA, aisA nahIM kruuNgaa| aisA khAUMgA aisA nahIM khAUMgA, aisA nahIM piiuuNgaa| isakA matalaba yaha hai ki ApakA citta to pInA cAhatA hai, ApakA citta to khAnA cAhatA hai, usa citta ko rokane ke lie Apa ulTI kasama khA rahe haiN| maMdira meM khA rahe haiM jisameM ki bhagavAna kA thor3A Dara rhe| logoM ke sAmane khA rahe haiM ki loga jarA dekhate raheM ki tumane kahA thA sigareTa nahIM pIUMgA, aba tuma pI rahe ho / sAdhu ke sAmane kasama khA rahe haiM to jarA bhaya rahe ki sAdhu ko vacana diyA hai to pUrA kreN| lekina eka bAta pakkI hai ki sigareTa pIne kI icchA bhItara maujUda hai| vaha AdamI hoza meM nahIM hai, isalie vaha kasama khA rahA hai| kasama kisake khilApha khAI jAtI hai? apane khilApha ! aura apane khilApha khAI gayI kasamoM ko pAlanA bahuta muzkila hai| aura agara pAla bhI lI jAyeM to bhI usase koI hita nahIM hai| sirpha DaiDaniMga, sirpha vyaktitva kI saMvedanA kSINa hotI hai aura kucha bhI nahIM hotA / nahIM, mahAvIra jaba kahate haiM, 'viveka se calo', to usakA matalaba hai calane kI kriyA hozapUrvaka ho, apramAdI ho / pramAda meM na ho, mUrcchita na ho| paira uThe to jAno ki utthaa| jamIna para gire to jAno ki girA / sira ghUme to jAno ki ghuumaa| baiTha rahe ho to jAno ki baiTha rahe ho / koI bhI kriyA behozI meM na ho jAye / isalie mahAvIra se jaba kisI ne pUchA ki Apa sAdhu kisako kahate haiM ? to mahAvIra ne yaha nahIM kahA ki jo muMha para paTTI bAMdhatA ho usako maiM sAdhu kahatA huuN| agara mahAvIra aisA kahate to do kaur3I ke AdamI ho jAte ! muMha-paTTI kI jitanI kImata hai utanI hI kImata hotI ! mahAvIra ne aisA nahIM kahA ki jo naMgA rahatA hai use maiM sAdhu kahatA huuN| agara vaha aisA kahate to bar3e nAsamajha siddha hote aura jo jAnane vAle the, vaha anAdi anaMta samaya taka una para hNste| nahIM, mahAvIra ne jo javAba diyA bahuta adabhuta thaa| mahAvIra ne kahA, jo jAgA huA hai use maiM sAdhu kahatA hUM, 'asuttA muni / ' jo soyA huA nahIM hai, use maiM muni kahatA huuN| bar3I adabhuta paribhASA mahAvIra ne dI - jo soyA huA nahIM, asuttA muni, nahIM soyA hai jo, use maiM sAdhu kahatA huuN| pUchane vAloM ne pUchA ki Apa asAdhu kise kahate haiM? mahAvIra ko kahanA cAhie thA ki jo zarAba pItA hai| lekina aisA lagatA hai, mahAvIra kA zarAbakhAnoM se koI saMbaMdha nahIM thaa| jinakA zarAbakhAnoM se saMbaMdha hotA hai, vaha yahI samajhAye cale jAte haiM ki jo zarAba nahIM pItA, mAMsa nahIM khaataa| mahAvIra kA dikhatA hai kisI bUcarakhAne se koI saMbaMdha nahIM thA / jinakA hotA hai vaha yahI samajhAye cale jAte haiM ki jo mAMsa nahIM khAtA hai vaha sAdhu, jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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sigareTa nahIM pItA hai vaha saadhu| yaha karatA hai, yaha nahIM krtaa| mahAvIra ne kahA, 'suttA amuni', jo soyA huA jItA hai vaha asAdhu hai| bar3I himmata kI, bar3I gaharI, bar3I samajha kI bAta hai| sirpha eka choTe se sUtra para saba-kucha nirbhara hotA hai| Apa jAga kara jI rahe haiM yA so kara jI rahe haiN| agara Apa jAga kara jI rahe haiM, ApakI jiMdagI meM sAdhutA utara aayegii| agara Apa sokara jI rahe haiM, ApakI jiMdagI meM asAdhutA ke sivAya aura kucha bhI nahIM ho sktaa| Apa soye-soye bhI sAdhu bana sakate haiM, vaha banA huA sAdhu hogaa| aura bane hue sAdhu, asAdhuoM se bhI badatara hAlata meM ho jAte haiN| kyoMki unako yaha bhrama paidA ho jAtA hai ki vaha sAdhu haiN| aura jaba asAdhu ko yaha bhrama paidA ho jAye ki vaha sAdhu hai, taba janama-janama laga jAyeMge isa bhrama se chUTane meN| apramAda sAdhanA kA sUtra hai| apramAda sAdhanA hai| cAra dina jo bAta maiMne Apase kii| ahiMsA-vaha pariNAma hai, hiMsA sthiti hai| aparigraha-vaha pariNAma hai, parigraha sthiti hai| acaurya-vaha pariNAma hai, corI sthiti hai| akAma-vaha pariNAma hai, kAmavAsanA yA kAmanA sthiti hai| isa sthiti ko pariNAma taka badalane ke bIca jo sUtra hai, vaha hai-apramAda, aveyaranesa, rimeMbariMga, smrnn| pratyeka kriyA smaraNapUrvaka ho aura pratyeka kriyA hozapUrvaka ho| aura eka bhI kriyA aisI na ho jo ki behozI meM ho rahI ho| basa, ApakI dharma-yAtrA zurU ho jAtI hai| Apa nIce utarane lageMge aura sUtra vahI rhegaa| jaba nIce ke dUsare khaMDa meM pahuMceMge taba usakI kriyAoM ke prati phira aprmaad| jaba usakI pUrI kriyAoM ke prati jAga jAyeMge to aura nIce pahuMceMge usake prati aprmaad| aura jitane nIce pahuMceMge utane Upara pahuMcate cale jaayeNge| jisa dina koI apane pAtAla kI AkhirI parta ko chU letA hai, usI dina apanI AtmA kI AkhirI amRta kI parta use upalabdha ho jAtI hai| _____ jAyeM pAtAla meM, tAki pahuMca sakeM mokSa meM! utareM gahare, tAki chU sakeM UMcAI ko! chueM naraka ko, tAki upalabdha ho sake svarga! jAyeM aMdhakAra meM gahare aura gahare tAki prakAza ko pAne kI pAtratA mila ske| apramAda se...aura apramAda ke atirikta aura kisI bAta se yaha saMbhava nahIM hotA hai| duniyA meM cAhe kahIM bhI kucha bhI kahA gayA ho, cAhe jisane kucha kahA ho-cAhe buddha ne, cAhe mahAvIra ne, cAhe kRSNa ne, vaha sabakA saba, apramAda jaise choTe se zabda meM samA jAtA hai| kRSNa kahate haiM, nIMda meM bhI jaago| jIsasa kahate haiM, jAge rho| kyoMki patA nahIM vaha kaba A jaaye| aisA na ho ki tuma soye raho aura vaha Aye paramAtmA, aura tumheM soyA pAye aura lauTa jaaye| jAgo aura pratIkSA kro| bI aveyara eMDa avettiNg| jIsasa kI sArI bAtacIta isI sUtra para ghUmatI hai ki jAgo aura pratIkSA kro| aura mahAvIra kI pUrI jiMdagI kA pravacana eka hI bAta ko bAra-bAra doharAtA hai-hozapUrvaka, vivekapUrvaka, apramAda se jIo, mUrchA meM nhiiN| apramAda 109 For Personal & Private Use Only

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do-tIna sUtra aura apanI bAta maiM pUrI kruuN| pahalA sUtra ThIka se samajha lenA ki Apa soye hue haiN| samajhAne kI koziza mata karanA apane ko ki maiM soyA haA nahIM haiN| jasTIphAI mata karanA apane ko ki maiM soyA huA nahIM huuN| mana kahegA ki maiM aura soyA huA? dUsare soye hue hoMge, maiM to jAgA huA AdamI huuN| maiM aura soyA huA? zAstra par3hatA hUM, soye hue kaise par3ha sakatA hUM? AtmA, paramAtmA hai, aisA jAnatA hUM, soye hue kaise jAna sakatA hUM? nahIM, maiM soyA huA nahIM huuN| dUsare soye hue haiN| soyA huA AdamI sadA dUsare soye hae para TAla kara apane ko jAgA huA mAna letA hai| yaha nIMda ko bacAne kA upAya hai, yaha sephTImejara hai nIMda kA, aura nIMda ke apane upAya haiM bacane ke| dhyAna rakhanA, nIMda TUTane se bacanA cAhatI hai| nIMda saba taraha kA iMtajAma karatI hai ki TUTa na jaaye| agara Apa rAta ko bhUkhe so gaye haiM to nIMda bhojana detI hai Apako, apane ko bacAne ke lie svapna meN| agara svapna meM bhojana na mile to nIMda TUTa jaayegii| to nIMda iMtajAma karatI hai ki bhojana le lo-jhUThA sahI, kyoMki nIMda jhUThI cIjeM de sakatI hai| nIMda saccI cIjeM nahIM de sktii| bhUkhe AdamI ko svapna meM nimaMtraNa dilavA detI hai nIMda ki samrATa ke ghara Aja bhoja hai aura Apako nimaMtraNa milA hai| aura jo AdamI ne apanI jiMdagI meM kabhI na khAyA vaha nIMda usake sAmane rakha detI hai| yaha nIMda apane ko bacA rahI hai| Apako pezAba lagI hai nIMda meM, to nIMda kahegI bAtharUma meM cale jaao| nIMda meM hI cale jAo, uThane kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| uThane se nIMda TUTa jaayegii| Apane alArma rakhA hai cAra baje uThane kA, alArma kI ghaMTI bajatI hai| nIMda kahatI hai, alArma kI ghaMTI nahIM, maMdira kA ghaMTA baja rahA hai, ArAma se so jAo! nIMda apane sephTI-mejara banAye hue hai| nIMda ne iMtajAma kiyA huA hai ki TUTa na jaaye| to Apake jAgane meM bhI eka nIMda kA iMtajAma hai| vaha iMtajAma yaha ki vaha Apase kahegA. tuma to jAge hue ho bAkI loga soye hue haiN| tuma inheM jagAne kI koziza karo to acchA, tuma to jAge hae hI ho| agara ApakA mana Apase kahe ki jAge hae hI ho to nIMda kI isa surakSA se bacanA! isa dhokhe meM mata par3a jaanaa| eka, jisa dina patA cala jAye ki maiM soyA huA hUM, ehasAsa ho jaaye| aura kala kI koI jarUrata nahIM, abhI, yahIM, ehasAsa ho sakatA hai ki Apa soye hue haiN| to phira jAgane kA upAya zurU krnaa| choTI-choTI kriyAoM meM jAganA aura jo gaharI kriyAeM haiM unakA abhinaya karake jAgane kI koziza krnaa| ___ agara saMkalpapUrvaka nIMda kI tarakIboM se bacate hue jAgane kA prayAsa kiyA jAye to jo mahAvIra ko saMbhava huA, jo buddha ko saMbhava huA, vaha Apako bhI saMbhava ho sakatA hai| poTeMziyalI, bIja-rUpa se, ApakI vahI saMbhAvanA hai jo kisI kI bhI hai| Apa bhI vahI ho sakate haiM jo jagata meM koI bhI kabhI huA hai| ___ to jAgane kI koziza karanA aura jAgane kI koziza jaba gaharI ho jAye to ruka mata jAnA, anyathA dUsare caraNa para nIMda pakar3a legii| dUsarI maMjila meM hI raha jaayeNge| phira vahAM 110 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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jAgane kI koziza krnaa| laMbI hai yaha yAtrA, asaMbhava nhiiN| kaThina hai yaha yAtrA para asaMbhava nhiiN| aura jo karatA hai vaha kara hI pAtA hai| aura nIce-nIce utarate jAnA, Upara kI phikra chor3a denaa| Upara ke phala apane se Ane lgeNge| jitane Apa nIce utareMge, utane Upara phUla khilane lgeNge| unakI sugaMdha, unakA prakAza, unakA AnaMda, jharane lgegaa| jaise-jaise nIce jAyeMge vaise-vaise Upara jAne lgeNge| aura jisa dina koI vyakti apanI gaharAI se gaharAI ko chU letA hai, da alTImeTa Deptha, jisa dina parama gaharAI ko chU letA hai, usI dina parama UMcAI ko chU letA hai| aura jisa dina donoM chU letA hai, usa dina gaharAI aura UMcAI eka ho jAtI hai| do nahIM raha jaatii| usa dina saba eka ho jAtA hai| sAta maMjila kA yaha makAna jisa dina pUrA jAna liyA jAtA hai, usa dina eka ho jAtA hai| usa dina phira isameM sAta maMjileM bhI nahIM raha jaatiiN| saba bIca ke parade gira jAte haiN| dIvAleM haTa jAtI haiN| aura eka bhavana raha jAtA hai| usa eka kA anubhava hI paramAtmA kA anubhava hai! usa eka kA anubhava hI mokSa kA anubhava hai! usa eka kA anubhava hI advaita kA anubhava hai! usa eka kA anubhava hI samAdhi kA anubhava hai! ina pAMca dinoM meM yaha thor3I-sI bAteM maiMne Apase khiiN| isalie nahIM ki mujhe kahane meM kucha majA AtA hai, isalie nahIM ki Apako sunane meM thor3A manoraMjana ho, balki isalie ki zAyada kahIM coTa laga jAye! vINA kA koI tAra Apake bhItara kaMpa jAye! aura koI yAtrA zurU ho jaaye| ____ aMta meM paramAtmA se prArthanA karatA hUM ki Apa apane ko binA jAne samApta na ho jaayeN| ApakI jAnane kI, ApakI khojane kI, svayaM se pUrI taraha paricita hone kI, yAtrA zurU ho| lekina akelI paramAtmA se kI gayI prArthanA kA koI artha nahIM ho sktaa| Apa se bhI maiM prArthanA karatA hUM ki paramAtmA ko thor3A sahayoga deM ki ApakI yAtrA pUrI ho ske| merI bAtoM ko itanI zAMti aura prema se sunA usase bahuta anugRhIta huuN| aura aMta meM sabake bhItara baiThe prabhu ko praNAma karatA huuN| mere praNAma svIkAra kreN| apramAda 111 For Personal & Private Use Only

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dinA praznottara to zo, SaNamukhAnaMda haoNla meM hue eka pravacana meM Apane kahA hai ki hiMsA - vRtti eka bImArI hai aura use usake samasta rUpoM meM pahacAna lenA ahiMsaka hone kI pahalI zarta hai| to kRpayA hiMsA - vRtti ke jIva-rAsAyanika (bAyokemikala) tathA sAikika saMracanA para prakAza DAleM, tAki hiMsA ko hama adhika gaharAI se pahacAna skeN| manuSya ke lie hiMsA eka bImArI hai, lekina pazu ke lie nahIM / pazu ke lie hiMsA svabhAva hai| pazu ke tala para ahiMsA kI koI saMbhAvanA nahIM hai, isalie hiMsA kA use koI bodha bhI nahIM hai| hiMsA pazu ke lie svAbhAvika hai- ahiMsA asaMbhava hai / manuSya ke lie hiMsA pazu se milA huA saMskAra hai| lekina usakI vikasita cetanA ke lie rokane vAlI For Personal & Private Use Only

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114 bImArI hai | cetanA jaise hI vikasita hotI hai, vaise hI usakA atIta bhI usake lie jaMjIreM bana jAtA hai| jo vikAsamAna hai, usake lie roja hI usakA 'kala' baMdhana bana jAtA hai| isalie jise vikAsa karanA hai, use roja apane kala ko tor3akara Age bar3ha jAnA par3atA hai| jo apane atIta ko miTAne ke lie rAjI nahIM hai, vaha vikasita hone se inakAra kara rahA hai / maiM jo kala thA, agara Aja bhI vahI rahUM to merA Aja vyartha gayA / aura yadi mujhe Aja vikasita honA hai, to mere lie kala ke pAra jAne ke atirikta aura koI mArga nahIM hai; da pAsTa masTa bI TrAMseMDeDa / vaha jo atIta hai, use atikramaNa karanA hI hogA / atIta kA atikramaNa hI vikAsa hai| manuSya kA atIta hai, usakI pazutA; usakA bhaviSya hai, usakA paramAtmA honaa| lekina jo pazu ko atikramaNa na kara pAye, to vaha paramAtmA ke maMdira meM praveza bhI nahIM kara sktaa| aura jise bhaviSya ko upalabdha karanA hai, use roja atIta ke prati maranA hotA hai - DAiMga Tu da pAsTa / aura jo atIta ke prati nahIM mara pAtA hai, vaha rugNa ho jAtA hai, vaha bImAra ho jAtA hai| vaha rugNatA vaisI hI hai, jaise eka choTe bacce ko pahanAye gaye kapar3e, aura vaha baccA javAna hone para bhI una kapar3oM ko zarIra se utArane se inakAra kare, to zarIra rugNa ho jAye ! zarIra ke vikasita hone ke sAtha hI sAtha kapar3oM kI badalAhaTa jarUrI hai| bacce ke kapar3e bacce ke lie svAbhAvika, yuvA ke lie asvAbhAvika, pIr3AdAyI kArAgRha bana jAte haiM / bacce kI ve rakSA karate rahe hoMge, javAnoM ke lie una kapar3oM se hI apanI rakSA karanI jarUrI ho jAtI hai| ! pazutA manuSya kA atIta hai| hama sabhI usa yAtrA se gujare haiM jahAM hama pazu the| vaijJAnika bhI kahate haiM, aura jo AdhyAtmika haiM, ve bhI kahate haiM / DArvina ne to abhI-abhI thor3e hI samaya pahale hI ghoSaNA kI ki manuSya pazu se AyA hai| lekina mahAvIra ne, buddha ne, kRSNa ne to hajAroM varSa pahale yaha ghoSaNA kI thI ki manuSya kI AtmA pazu se vikasita huI hai| manuSya kI pichalI kar3I pazu kI thii| aura agalI kar3I para kadama rakhane ke pahale use pichalI kar3I ko tor3a denA par3egA / manuSya eka saMkramaNa hai; eka bIja kA setu hai - jahAM se pazu paramAtmA meM saMkramita aura rUpAMtarita hotA hai| lekina atIta bahuta vajanI hotA hai, kyoMki paricita hotA hai| usase chUTanA itanA AsAna nahIM hai| usase mukta honA itanA AsAna nahIM hai| kyoMki aisA mAlUma hone lagatA hai ki hamArA atIta hI hama haiN| lAkhoM sAla bIta gaye jaba kabhI AdamI guhA - mAnava thA, pahAr3oM kI kaMdarAoM meM rahatA thA - jahAM na Aga thI, na rozanI kA koI upAya thA - usa vakta rAta ke aMdhakAra se jo bhaya manuSya ke mana meM samA gayA thA, vaha Aja bhI usakA pIchA kara rahA hai| aba, na Aja aMdhakAra se koI bhaya hai, na aMdhakAra kisI guhA ke bAhara ghirA hai, na aMdhakAra meM jaMgalI pazu AdamiyoM para hamalA kreNge| lekina aMdhakAra abhI bhI bhaya kA kAraNa hai! lAkhoM-lAkhoM varSa pahale manuSya ke mastiSka ne aMdhakAra se jo bhaya kA saMskAra arjita jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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kiyA thA, vaha pIchA nahIM chor3a rahA hai, vaha usake sAtha hI jur3A huA hai| yaha udArahaNa ke lie maiMne khaa| hiMsA bhI manuSya kA pazu jIvana meM grahaNa kiyA gayA saMskAra hai| pazu jI nahIM sakatA binA hiMsA ke aura hama hiMsA ke sAtha na jI skeNge| pazu nahIM jI sakatA binA hiMsA ke aura AdamI paidA hI nahIM hotA hiMsA ke saath| isalie AdamI dasa hajAra sAla se sivAya lar3ane ke aura kucha bhI nahIM kara rahA hai; jI nahIM rahA hai, sirpha lar3a rahA hai| agara hama aisA kaheM ki AdamI sirpha lar3ane ke lie hI jI rahA hai, to koI atizayokti na hogii| __pichale tIna hajAra varSoM meM paMdraha hajAra yuddha lar3e ge| aura ye yuddha to bar3e paimAne kI bAta hai, caubIsa ghaMTe bhI hama lar3a rahe haiN| caubIsa ghaMToM meM aise kSaNa khojane kaThina haiM, jaba hama kisI taraha kI lar3AI meM saMlagna na hoN| kabhI hama dhana ke lie lar3a rahe haiN| kabhI hama yaza ke lie lar3a rahe haiN| kabhI hama pada ke lie lar3a rahe haiN| kabhI hama zatruoM se lar3a rahe haiN| kabhI mitroM se lar3a rahe haiN| aura hamArI lar3AI rAjanIti bana jAtI hai| aura kabhI hama dhana ke lie lar3a rahe haiM aura hamArI lolupatA zoSaNa bana jAtI hai| aura kabhI hama akAraNa bhI lar3a rahe haiM, kyoMki lar3ane kI vaha jo Adata hai, vaha mAMga karatI hai ki ldd'o| ____ eka AdamI zikAra karane jA rahA hai, vaha akAraNa lar3a rahA hai| khela meM lar3a rahA hai| agara kucha na ho to hama aise khela vikasita kareMge, jinase lar3ane kI vRtti tRpta ho| hamAre saba khela lar3ane ke miniecara haiM, vaha lar3ane ke choTe-choTe rUpa haiN| khela hamArI lar3AiyAM haiM-vyartha kI ldd'aaiyaaN| jahAM koI kAraNa nahIM hai| aura jaba lar3ane ke lie koI kAraNa na mile, to bhI hama akAraNa lar3anA caaheNge| agara yuddha meM na lar3a sakeM, to zataraMja kI goTiyAM biThAkara yuddha karanA caaheNge| zataraMja meM bhI talavAreM khica jAtI haiM, to bahuta Azcarya nahIM hai| zataraMja bhI, bahuta gahare meM dUsare ko harAne kI AkAMkSA hai, aura dUsaroM se lar3ane kA rasa hai| hamAre sAre khela yuddha ke rUpa haiN| yA to aisA kaheM ki hamAre sAre khela yuddha ke rUpa haiM yA aisA bhI kaha sakate haiM ki yuddha bhI hamArA sabase bhayaMkara khela hai| lekina AdamI lar3a rahA hai| jinheM hama saMbaMdha kahate haiM, rilezanazipa kahate haiM, ve bhI hamArI lar3AiyAM haiN| pati aura patnI ko agara koI maMgala graha kA yAtrI Akara caubIsa ghaMTe dekhatA rahe, to vaha yaha na mAna sakegA ki ye donoM AdamI sAtha rahane ke lie rAjI hue haiN| vaha itanA hI samajha pAyegA ki ye donoM AdamI isa bAta ke lie rAjI hue haiM ki hama caubIsa ghaMTe lar3ate rheNge| zAyada jise hama parivAra kahate haiM, vaha una logoM kI saMsthA hai, jinhoMne yaha taya kiyA huA hai ki lar3eMge bhI aura haTeMge bhI nahIM! dUra bhI na hoMge! jIvana cAroM tarapha hiMsA hai| yaha hiMsA roga hai manuSya ke lie| yaha hiMsA aba anivArya nahIM hai, pazu ke lie rahI hogii| aura sAtha meM smaraNa rakheM, jaise hI vikAsa kA nayA caraNa uThAyA jAtA hai, naI jimmedAriyoM aura naye dAyitvoM meM bhI caraNaM uTha jAtA hai| evarI sTepa oNpha ivolyUzana iz2a ahiMsA (praznottara) 115 For Personal & Private Use Only

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e sTepa ina greTara rispaaNsibilittii| vaha to bar3e dAyitva meM le hI jaayegaa| jisa dina se pazu ko chor3akara manuSya manuSya huA hai, usI dina se ahiMsA usake dAyitva kA hissA ho gii| kyoMki manuSya kA phUla khila hI nahIM sakatA hiMsA ke bIca, vaha prema ke bIca hI usakA pUrA phUla khila sakatA hai| isalie maiMne kahA ki ahiMsA svAsthya hai, hiMsA roga hai| hiMsA se bar3A zAyada aura koI roga nahIM hai| __aura hamAre hajAra-hajAra roga zAyada hiMsA se hI paidA hote haiN| agara pAgalakhAne meM jAyeM to sau pAgaloM meM se ninyAnabe pAgala sirpha isalie pAgala hue mileMge ki sAdhAraNa rahakara hiMsA karanI unheM asaMbhava ho gaI thii| hiMsA karane ke lie unheM pAgala hone kI svataMtratA jarUrI thI; isalie pAgala ho jAnA pdd'aa| agara hama apane mAnasika cikitsAlayoM meM jAyeM aura mAnasika cikitsakoM se pache to patA calegA ki vaha bhItara ikaTThI huI hiMsA jaba jora se eksaploDa ho jAtI hai, jaba usakA visphoTa hotA hai, to mana ke sAre taMtu bikhara jAte haiM aura AdamI vikSipta aura rugNa ho jAtA hai| aisA AdamI khojanA muzkila hai jo mAnasika rUpa se bImAra na ho| mAnasika rUpa se jinheM hama nArmala kahate haiM, svastha kahate haiM, usakA kevala matalaba itanA hI hai-usakA matalaba svAsthya nahIM hai-usakA itanA hI matalaba hai ki vaha nArmala pAgalapana hai| usakA kula matalaba itanA hai ki utane pAgala bAkI loga bhI haiN| vaha evareja pAgalapana hai| jisako hama pAgala kahate haiM, vaha ebanArmala hai| vaha jarA evareja se Age calA gayA hai| usane jarA chalAMga lagA lI hai| zAyada hama nabbe DigrI para ubalate hue pAgala haiM, aura jinheM hama pAgala kahate haiM, ve sau DigrI para bhApa bana gae pAgala haiN| hamAre unake bIca guNa kA koI aMtara nahIM hai, mAtrA kA hI bheda hai| __ pAgalakhAnoM meM aura pAgalakhAnoM ke bAhara jo loga haiM, unake bIca kadamoM kA hI phAsalA hai| bar3I dIvAleM hama kitanI hI uThAyeM pAgalakhAnoM ke cAroM tarapha, isase kucha pharka nahIM pdd'taa| hamAre aura pAgaloM ke bIca bahuta hI thor3e se kadamoM kA phAsalA hai| aura vaha phAsalA bhI aisA nahIM hai, jisakI tarapha hamArI pITha ho| vaha phAsalA aisA hai, jisakI tarapha hamArA muMha hai| aura vaha phAsalA bhI aisA nahIM hai ki hama khar3e hoN| vaha phAsalA bhI aisA hai ki hama pratipala usakI tarapha bar3ha rahe haiM aura phAsale ko kama kara rahe haiN| jo manuSya ke mana ko dekhane meM samartha haiM, ve kahate haiM ki zAyada pUrI manuSyatA dhIre-dhIre eka pAgalakhAnA hotI jA rahI hai| jinheM hama zarIra ke roga kahate haiM, ve bhI nabbe pratizata se jyAdA mana ke rogoM se nirmita hote haiM aura zarIra taka phailate haiN| aura mana kA buniyAdI roga hiMsA hai| hiMsA kA kyA matalaba hai, vaha maiM khayAla de dUM, to yaha roga khayAla meM A jaaye| hiMsA kA matalaba hai aisA citta, jo lar3ane ko Atura hai; aisA citta, jisakA rasa lar3ane meM hai; aisA citta, jo binA lar3e becaina ho jAegA; aisA citta, jo binA kisI ko coTa pahuMcAe, binA kisI ko dukha pahuMcAe sukha anubhava na kara skegaa| 116 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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svabhAvataH jo citta dUsare ko dukha pahuMcAne ko Atura hai, yA jisa citta kA dUsare ko dukha pahuMcAnA hI ekamAtra sukha bana gayA hai, aisA citta sukhI nahIM ho sktaa| aisA citta bhItara gahare meM dukhI hogaa| eka bahuta gaharA niyama hai ki hama dUsare ko vahI dete haiM jo hamAre pAsa hotA hai; anyathA hama de bhI nahIM skte| jaba maiM dUsare ko dukha dene ko Atura hotA hUM, to usakA itanA hI artha hai ki dukha mere bhItara bharA hai aura use maiM kisI para ulIca denA cAhatA huuN| jaise, bAdala jaba pAnI se bhara jAte haiM, to pAnI ko chor3a dete haiM jamIna para; aise hI, jaba hama dukha se bhItara bhara jAte haiM, to hama dUsaroM para dukha pheMkanA zurU kara dete haiN| __ jo kAMTe hama dUsaroM ko cubhAnA cAhate haiM, unheM pahale apanI AtmA meM janmAnA hotA hai; una kAMToM ko hama lAeMge kahAM se? aura jo pIr3AeM hama dUsaroM ko denA cAhate haiM, unheM janma dene kI prasava-pIr3A bahuta pahale svayaM ko hI jhela lenI par3atI hai| aura jo aMdhakAra hama dUsaroM ke gharoM taka pahuMcAnA cAhate haiM, vaha apane dIye ko bujhAe binA pahuMcAnA asaMbhava hai| ___agara merA dIyA jalatA ho aura maiM Apake ghara aMdhakAra pahuMcAne jAUM, to ulaTA ho jAyegA-mere sAtha Apake ghara meM rozanI hI pahuMcegI, aMdhakAra nahIM pahuMca sakatA! jo vyakti hiMsA meM utsuka hai, usane apane sAtha bhI hiMsA kara lI hai-vaha kara cukA hai hiNsaa| isalie eka sUtra aura Apase kahanA cAhUMgA, aura vaha yaha ki hiMsA AtmahiMsA kA vikAsa hai| bhItara jaba hama apane sAtha hiMsA kara rahe hote haiM, taba vahI hiMsA ovaraphlo hokara, bAr3ha kI taraha phailakara, kinAre tor3akara svayaM se dUsare taka pahuMca jAtI hai| isalie hiMsaka kabhI bhI svastha nahIM ho sakatA. bhItara asvastha hogA hii| usake bhItara hArmanI. sAmaMjasya, saMtulana, saMgIta nahIM ho sktaa| usake bhItara visaMgIta, dvaMdva, kAMphlikTa, saMgharSa hogA hii| vaha anivAryatA hai| jo dUsare ke sAtha hiMsA karanA cAhatA hai, use apane sAtha bahuta pahale hiMsA kara hI lenI pdd'egii| vaha pUrva taiyArI hai| ___ isalie, hiMsA mere lie aMtardvadva hai| dUsare para phailakara dUsaroM kA dukha banatI hai aura apane bhItara jaba usakA bIja aMkurita hotA hai aura phailatA hai, to svayaM ke lie dvaMdva aura aMtara-saMgharSa, aura aMtara-pIr3A banatI hai| hiMsA aMtara-saMgharSa, aMtara-asAmaMjasya, aMtaravigraha, aMtara-kalaha kI sthiti hai| hiMsA dUsare se bAda meM lar3atI hai, pahale svayaM se hI lar3atI aura bar3hatI hai| pratyeka hiMsaka vyakti apane se lar3a rahA hai| __ aura jo apane se lar3a rahA hai, vaha svastha nahIM ho sktaa| svastha kA artha hI hai, haarmnii| svastha kA artha hai, jo apane bhItara eka samasvaratA ko, ekarasatA ko, eka layabaddhatA ko, eka ridama ko upalabdha ho gayA hai| __mahAvIra yA buddha ke ceharoM para saMgIta kI jo chApa hai, vaha vINA lie baiThe saMgItajJoM ke ceharoM para bhI nahIM hai| vaha mahAvIra ke vINA-rahita hAthoM meM hai| vaha saMgIta kisI vINA se paidA hone vAlA saMgIta nahIM, vaha bhItara kI AtmA se phailA huA samasvaratA kA bAhara taka bikhara jAnA hai| buddha ke calane meM vaha jo layabaddhatA hai-vaha jo buddha ke uThane aura baiThane meM vaha ahiMsA (praznottara) 117 For Personal & Private Use Only

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118 jo buddha kI AMkhoM meM eka samasvaratA hai, vaha samasvaratA kinhIM kar3iyoM ke bIca baMdhe hue gIta kI nahIM, kinhIM vAdyoM para paidA kiye gaye svaroM kI nahIM - vaha AtmA ke bhItara se saba dvaMdva ke visarjana se utpanna huI hai| ahiMsA eka aMtara-saMgIta hai / aura jaba bhItara prANa saMgIta se bhara jAte haiM, to jIvana svAsthya se bhara jAtA hai; aura jaba bhItara prANa visaMgIta se bhara jAte haiM, to jIvana rugNatA se, DisIja se bhara jAtA hai| yaha aMgrejI kA zabda 'DisIz2a' bahuta mahatvapUrNa hai / vaha Disa Iz2a se banA hai| jaba bhItara vizrAma kho jAtA hai, Iz2a kho jAtI hai; jaba bhItara saba saMtulana DagamagA jAte haiM, aura saba layeM TUTa jAtI haiM, aura kAvya kI saba kar3iyAM bikhara jAtI haiM, aura sitAra ke saba tAra TUTa jAte haiM, taba bhItara jo sthiti hotI hai, vaha DisIz2a hai / aura jaba bhItara koI citta rugNa ho jAtA hai, to zarIra bahuta dina taka svastha nahIM raha sakatA hai| zarIra chAyA kI taraha prANoM anugamana karatA hai| isalie maiMne kahA ki hiMsA eka roga hai, eka DisIja hai; aura ahiMsA rogamukti hai, aura ahiMsA svAsthya hai| jaise maiMne kahA, aMgrejI kA zabda DisIz2a mahatvapUrNa hai, vaisA hiMdI kA zabda 'svAsthya' mahatvapUrNa hai| svAsthya kA matalaba sirpha heltha nahIM hotA, jaise DisIz2a kA matalaba sirpha bImArI nahIM hotii| svAsthya kA matalaba hotA hai : svayaM meM jo sthita ho gayA hai| svayaM meM jo Thahara gayA hai| svayaM meM jo khar3A ho gayA hai| svayaM meM jo lIna ho gayA hai aura DUba gayA hai| svayaM ho gayA hai jo / jo apanI svayaMtA ko upalabdha ho gayA hai| jahAM aba koI paratA nahIM, koI dUsarA nahIM ki jisase saMgharSa bhI ho sake; koI bhinna svara nahIM, saba svara svayaM bana gae - aisI sthiti kA nAma 'svAsthya' hai| ahiMsA isa artha meM svAsthya hai, hiMsA roga hai / aura pUchA hai ki bAyokemikalI, jIva-rasAyana kI dRSTi se maiM kyA kahanA caahuuNgaa| jIva-rasAyana kI dRSTi se bhI, bAyokemikala dRSTi se bhI hiMsA rugNatA hai| jaise hI citta hiMsA se bharatA hai, zarIra viSAkta dravyoM se bhara jAtA hai| jaise hI citta hiMsA se bharatA hai, vaise hI sAre zarIra meM viSayukta dravya daur3ane zurU ho jAte haiN| zarIra meM graMthiyAM haiM jo pAyaz2ana ko ikaTThA karatI haiM, zarIra meM graMthiyAM haiM jo jaharoM ko arjita karake ikaTThA rakhatI haiM, samaya para jarUrata par3e, usakI surakSa meN| jaba Apa krodha se bharate haiM, to Apake pAsa vahI khUna nahIM raha jAtA, jo krodha ke pahale thaa| ApakA khUna pAyajanDa ho jAtA hai| Apake khUna meM ve graMthiyAM una jaharoM ko chor3a detI haiM, jo Apako lar3ane aura marane kA pAgalapana de sakeM / isalie krodha kI hAlata meM Apa itanA bar3A patthara uThA sakate haiM, jo Apane akrodha kI hAlata meM kabhI nahIM uThAyA thA- nahIM uThA sakate the| krodha kI sthiti meM Apa apane se tAkatavara AdamI ko uThAkara pheMka sakate haiM, jo ki Apa zAMta sthiti meM kabhI soca bhI nahIM sakate the| Apake zarIra meM kemikala jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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parivartana ho ge| ApakA zarIra vahI nahIM hai| zarIra ne ikaTThe kie hue viSa chor3a die khUna meN| aba Apa hoza meM nahIM haiN| krodha TemprerI maiDanesa hai| krodha asthAyI pAgalapana hai| aura isalie AdamI krodha meM aise kAma kara letA hai, jo usane svayaM kabhI bhI na kie hote| isalie krodha meM AdamiyoM ne hatyAeM kI haiM aura pIche jIvana bhara roe haiM, pachatAe haiN| aura jiMdagI bhara kahA hai ki yaha maiMne kaise kara liyA? yaha mere bAvajUda ho gyaa| yaha maiMne nahIM kiyaa| yaha kaise ho gayA? krodha meM hama saba ne vaha kiyA hai, jo hamane karanA nahIM cAhA thaa| phira vaha kisane kiyA hai? nizcita kiyA hamane hI hai, lekina vaise hI kiyA hai jaise zarAba pIkara koI kara letA hai| lekina yaha zarAba hamAre khUna meM bhItarI srotoM se AtI hai, isalie patA nahIM calatA; zarAba hama bAhara kI botaloM se le jAte haiM to patA cala jAtA hai, yaha zarAba bhItarI srotoM se AtI hai to patA nahIM cltaa| manuSya ke zarIra ne lAkhoM-karor3oM varSoM kI yAtrA meM viSagraMthiyAM ikaTThI kI haiM jo ki imarajeMsI ke lie jarUrI rahI haiM; jaba vaha jAnavara thA, pazu thA, taba bahuta jarUrI rahI haiN| eka zera hamalA kara de kisI para, to usake pAsa daur3ane kI amAnavIya kSamatA tatkAla paidA honI caahie| aisA nahIM ki vaha daur3ane kA aba abhyAsa karegA, aura daur3anA sIkhegA, aura taba bhAga skegaa| nahIM, yaha imarajeMsI hai, tatkAla usake zarIra meM itanA pAgalapana A jAnA cAhie ki vaha hoza chor3akara bhAga ske| kyoMki agara hoza rakhA to zAyada bacanA muzkila hogaa| isalie zarIra ne lAkhoM varSoM kI yAtrA meM viSagraMthiyAM vikasita kI haiM, jo ki imarajeMsI kI hAlata meM khUna meM tatkAla, oNTomaiTikalI chUTa jAtI haiM, aura Apa vikSipta hokara daur3a sakate haiN| __ bhaya meM AdamI kAMpa rahA hai| yaha kaMpana rAsAyanika parivartana hai| kAma kI vRtti se pIr3ita hue AdamI ke bhItara aneka taraha ke rAsAyanika parivartana ho jAte haiN| agara jAnavaroM ko kAma kI, seksa kI unmAda-sthiti meM dekheM to eka anubhava hogA, jo kucha manuSyoM meM abhI bhI zeSa hai| unake zarIra se vibhinna prakAra kI durgaMdhe yA gaMdhe nikalanI zurU ho jAtI haiN| asala meM paza pahacAnate hI taba haiM ki unakI mAdA tatpara hai saMbhoga ke lie, jaba eka vizeSa gaMdha usake zarIra se nikalanI zurU ho jAtI hai| saMbhoga ke kSaNa meM manuSya ke zarIra se bhI, striyoM ke zarIra se bhI vizeSa gaMdhe nikalanI zurU ho jAtI haiN| kyoMki zarIra eka rAsAyanika parivartana se gujara rahA hai| ___ manuSya ke citta meM jo hotA hai, tatkAla usake zarIra kI kemisTrI usakA pIchA karatI hai| jaba Apa bhojana lete haiM, taba ApakA zarIra una dravyoM ko chor3a detA hai, jo bhojana ke pacAne ke lie jarUrI haiN| aura jaba Apa hiMsA se bharate haiM, to zarIra una dravyoM ko chor3a detA hai, jo hiMsA karane meM sahayogI ho sakate haiN| isalie hiMsA kevala mAnasika tathya nahIM hai, bAyokemikala tathya bhI hai| lekina, rAsAyanika tatva bhI hai, jaba maiM yaha kahatA hUM, to maiM yaha nahIM kahatA hUM ki kevala rAsAyanika ahiMsA (praznottara) 119 For Personal & Private Use Only

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tatva hai| vaisA kahanevAle rasAyanavida bhI Aja maujUda haiM, jo kahate haiM ki aba AdamI ko ahiMsA kI zikSA dene kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| hama kucha graMthiyoM ko kATakara alaga kara dete haiM, phira AdamI hiMsA karane meM asamartha ho jaayegaa| ve ThIka kahate haiM thor3I dUra taka; lekina ve jo sujhAva de rahe haiM, ve hiMsA karane se bhI khataranAka sujhAva haiN| yaha saMbhava hai ki hama AdamiyoM kI kucha graMthiyoM ko kATa deM! hamane dekhA hai eka baila ko bhI aura eka sAMr3a ko bhii| baila aura sAMr3a meM sirpha eka graMthi ke kaTa jAne ke pharka ke atirikta aura kucha bhI nahIM hai| lekina kahAM baila kI dInatA aura kahAM sAMr3a kA gaurava! baila kI AtmA vikasita nahIM huI, sirpha zarIra dIna ho gayA hai| AdamI ke zarIra se bhI Aja nahIM kala vaijJAnika una graMthiyoM ko alaga karane kA sujhAva degA-de rahA hai-diyA jA cukA hai; aura koI Azcarya nahIM hai ki cIna aura rUsa kI tAnAzAhI sarakAreM usa sujhAva para bahuta jaldI amala bhI zurU kara deM! ___AdamI ke zarIra se bhI kucha graMthiyAM kATI jA sakatI haiM, taba vaha hiMsA prakaTa nahIM kara sakegA lekina ahiMsaka nahIM ho jaayegaa| ye donoM alaga bAteM haiN| taba vaha zarIra se sirpha dIna ho jaayegaa| vaha vaisA hI hogA, jaise eka bUr3hA AdamI kAmavAsanA se to pIr3ita hotA hai, lekina kAma kI duniyA meM praveza karane meM asamartha ho jAtA hai| nahIM, vaha AdamI kA vikAsa nahIM hogaa| aura vaisA AdamI jisa dina hama paidA kara leMge. vaisA AdamI vidroha nahIM karegA. bagAvata nahIM kregaa| galAmI usakI AtmA bana jaayegii| vaha nAna ribeliyasa ho jaaegaa| sarakAreM jarUra cAheMgI ki AdamI ko rAsAyanika DhaMga se gaira-hiMsaka banAyA jA ske| banAyA jA sakatA hai; lekina usase AdamI pazu se bhI nIce gira jAyegA, AdamI se Upara nahIM jA sakatA hai| ___isalie yaha bhI maiM Apase kahanA cAhUMgA isa saMdarbha meM, ki AdamI ko bahuta jaldI sArI duniyA meM isake khilApha bhI AvAja uThAnI par3egI-ki jIva rasAyanavida jo sujhAva de rahe haiM, ve manuSya kI AtmA ke bahuta viparIta aura khataranAka haiN| una sujhAvoM se jyAdA bar3I gulAmI na to kabhI AI thI na kabhI A sakatI hai| eka bar3I kemikala-rivolyUzana, eka rAsAyanika-krAMti nikaTa hai| usake prAthamika caraNa para kAma honA zurU ho gayA hai| maiM kahUMgA ki nizcita hI hiMsA ke lie zarIra meM kucha tatva jarUrI haiN| lekina una tatvoM ke alaga hone se AdamI kI AtmA ahiMsaka nahIM hotI, sirpha iMpoTeMTalI vAyaleMTa raha jAtI hai; sirpha napuMsaka rUpa se hiMsaka raha jAtI hai| hiMsA to bhItara ghumar3egI; AtmA meM DisIz2a hogI; AtmA saMgItarahita hogI, lekina usa saMgItarahitatA ko dUsare taka pahuMcAne ke lie zarIra asamartha ho jaayegaa| taba dUsare taka pahuMcane kI asamarthatA ho jaayegii| hama yaha balba tor3a de sakate haiM, lekina balba ke tor3ane se usameM bahanevAlI bijalI nahIM TUTa jAtI, lekina dikhAI par3anI baMda ho jAtI hai| balba se bijalI prakaTa hotI hai, para balba bijalI nahIM hai| graMthiyoM se zarIra kI hiMsA prakaTa hotI hai, para graMthiyAM hiMsA nahIM haiN| 120 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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aura dUsarA bhI khayAla le lenA jarUrI hai ki jaba vyakti ke citta se hiMsA vidA ho jAtI hai, to ye graMthiyAM jinhoMne hiMsA ko sahayoga diyA thA; ye graMthiyAM jinake viSa aura mAdakatatva phailakara manuSya ko vikSipta karate rahe the; inake saMgRhIta-srota manuSya ke jIvana meM naI taraha kI rAsAyanika krAMti lAnI zurU kara dete haiN| ___ mahAvIra ke saMbaMdha meM kahA jAtA hai ki unake pasIne se durgaMdha nahIM AtI thii| yaha bAta kahAnI mAlUma hogii| lekina bahuta avaijJAnika bAta nahIM hai| yaha saMbhava hai| mahAvIra ke zarIra se sugaMdha AtI rahI ho, na AtI rahI ho, lekina Aja nahIM kala manuSya ke zarIra se sugaMdha A sakatI hai| kyoMki jahAM se bhI durgaMdha A sakatI hai, vahAM se sugaMdha A sakatI hai| saba sugaMdhe, durgaMdhoM kA rUpAMtaraNa haiM- isake atirikta aura kucha bhI nhiiN| khAda DAla dete haiM bagIce meM, aura phUla sugaMdhoM se bhara jAte haiN| aura Aja hajAroM taraha kI jo sugaMdhe bAjAra meM bikatI haiM, agara unake banAne ke kArakhAne meM jAyeM to patA calegA ki sugaMdha, durgaMdha kA hI rUpAMtaraNa hai| agara zarIra durgaMdha pheMka sakatA hai vizeSa sthitiyoM meM, to koI kAraNa nahIM mAlUma hotA ki vizeSa sthitiyoM meM sugaMdha kyoM nahIM pheMka sakegA! maiM Apako kahatA hUM ki mahAvIra kI kathA, kathA nahIM hai| zarIra ne sugaMdha bahuta bAra pheMkI hai, Aja bhI pheMka sakatA hai| agara citta parA rUpAMtarita ho jAye aura zarIra meM ikaTe ye jo viSAkta saMgraha haiM. agara inakA upayoga baMda ho jAye; ye bar3hate cale jAyeM aura inakA upayoga baMda ho jAye, to eka bar3I maje kI ghaTanA ghaTatI hai, kvAMTiTeTiva ceMja Tarnsa inaTU kvAliTeTiva ceNj| jaise hI parimANa kA aMtara par3atA hai, vaise hI guNa kA aMtara zurU ho jAtA hai| ninyAnabe DigrI aura sau DigrI meM koI pharka nahIM hai, sirpha mAtrA kA pharka hai| lekina ninyAnabe DigrI taka pAnI pAnI hotA hai, sau DigrI para bhApa bana jAtA hai| pharka kvAMTiTI kA hai, lekina aMtataH kvAliTI kA ho jAtA hai| saba kvAliTeTiva ceMja, saba guNAtmaka parivartana mUlataH mAtrA ke parivartana haiN| agara zarIra meM ye jo viSAkta dravya aba taka durgaMdha phailAne kA kAma karate rahe haiM, yadi eka mAtrA se jyAdA mAtrA meM ikaTThe ho jAyeM, to rUpAMtarita ho jAte haiM, aura zarIra se sugaMdha phailanI zurU ho jAtI hai| ahiMsA kI apanI sugaMdha hai; hiMsA kI apanI durgaMdha hai| prema kI apanI sugaMdha hai; kAma kI apanI durgaMdha hai| satya kI apanI sugaMdha hai; asatya kI apanI durgaMdha hai| isalie maiM bAyokemikalI AdamI ko ahiMsaka banAne ke pakSa meM nahIM huuN| AdhyAtmika arthoM meM manuSya ahiMsaka bane, to usakI bAyolAjI bhI aura usakI bADI kemisTrI bhI rUpAMtarita hotI hai aura jinase sadA durgaMdha milI thI, unase sugaMdha kI saurabha bhI phailanI zurU ho jAtI hai| eka aura bAta pUchI hai| pUchA hai ki sAikika enoTAmI, manasa-saMracanA kI dRSTi se hiMsA ko roga kahane kA kyA artha ho sakatA hai? ___ mAnasika saMracanA kI dRSTi se hiMsA, mana kA khaMDa-khaMDa meM TUTa jAnA hai; DisaiMTIgrezana hai| ahiMsA, iMTIgrezana hai; mana kA akhaMDa ho jAnA hai| ahiMsA (praznottara) 121 For Personal & Private Use Only

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hamAre pAsa bhI mana hai, lekina zAyada eka vacana meM bolanA ThIka nahIM hai| kahanA cAhie, hamAre pAsa mana haiM--mana hai nhiiN| hama polI sAikika haiM, yUnI sAikika nhiiN| hamAre pAsa eka mana nahIM hai, hamAre pAsa bahu-mana haiN| eka-eka AdamI ke pAsa bahutere mana haiN| sAdhAraNataH hama socate haiM ki eka hI mana hai hamAre pAsa, galata socate haiN| abhI to manovaijJAnika kahate haiM, juMga kahatA hai aura dUsare manovaijJAnika bhI kahate haiM ki manuSya polI sAikika hai, bahucittavAna hai| lekina yaha jAnakara hairAnI hogI ki mahAvIra ne bahucittatA kA pahalI bAra prayoga kiyA thA paccIsa sau sAla phle| mahAvIra ne kahA thA, manuSya bahucittavAna hai, polI sAikika hai| eka citta nahIM hai AdamI ke bhItara, bahuta citta haiN| isIlie to sAMjha Apa taya karate haiM ki kala krodha nahIM karUMgA aura kala krodha karate haiN| Apa socate haiM, maiM kaisA hUM? kala maiMne taya kiyA aura Aja phira krodha karatA hUM! saMdhyA pachatAtA hUM, subaha phira krodha karatA hUM! ___ AdamI roja naI-naI bhUleM nahIM karatA, vahI-vahI bhUleM bAra-bAra karatA hai jinake lie hajAra bAra pachatA cukA hai, pazcAttApa kara cukA hai| kAraNa kyA hai? asala meM, jo citta krodha karatA hai aura jo citta nirNaya karatA hai, ve do citta haiN| unheM eka dUsare kI khabara bhI nahIM milatI hai| unake bIca kamyUnikezana bhI nahIM hai| ___ jaba Apa taya karate haiM ki aba maiM krodha nahIM karUMgA, to yaha cita kA eka khaMDa hai jo taya kara rahA hai| samajha leM 'a' taya kara rahA hai, aura kala subaha jaba uThakara patnI para Apa TUTa par3ate haiM, to yaha 'ba' krodha kara rahA hai| 'ba' ke haTate hI 'a' phira lauTa AtA hai aura pazcAttApa karatA hai ki taya kiyA thA, krodha nahIM karUMgA, phira krodha kyoM kiyA? phira sAMjha ko paira para jarA jUtA laga jAtA hai kisI kA, basa 'ba' sAmane A jAtA hai aura phira krodha prakaTa karatA hai, 'a' pIche haTa jAtA hai| jaise ki sAikila ke cakke para spoka Upara-nIce ghUmate rahate haiM, aise hI pratipala Apake bhItara cittoM kA parivartana hotA rahatA hai| kyoMki bahuta citta haiM Apake bhiitr| gurajiepha kahA karatA thA ki maiMne eka aise ghara ke saMbaMdha meM sunA hai, jisakA mAlika kahIM dUra yAtrA para gayA thA; bahuta bar3A bhavana thA, bahuta naukara the| varSoM bIta gae, mAlika kI khabara nahIM milii| mAlika lauTA bhI nahIM, saMdeza bhI nahIM aayaa| dhIre-dhIre naukara yaha bhUla hI gae ki koI mAlika thA bhii| bhUlanA bhI cAhate haiM naukara ki koI mAlika hai, ve bhI bhUla gaye! jaba kabhI koI yAtrI usa mahala ke sAmane se gujaratA aura koI naukara sAmane mila jAtA, to vaha usase pUchatA, kauna hai isa bhavana kA mAlika ? to vaha naukara kahatA, maiN| lekina Asa-pAsa ke loga bar3I muzkila meM par3e, kyoMki kabhI dvAra para koI aura milatA aura kabhI koI, bahuta naukara the aura hareka kahatA ki mAlika maiM huuN| jaba bhI koI pUchatA ki kauna hai mAlika isa bhavana kA? to naukara kahatA, maiN| jo mila jAtA vahI kahatA, maiN| Asa-pAsa ke loga bar3e ciMtita hue ki kitane mAlika haiM isa bhavana ke! phira eka dina gAMva ke sAre loga ikaTThe hue aura unhoMne patA lagAyA, aura sAre ghara ke jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA 122 For Personal & Private Use Only

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naukara ikaTThe kiye to mAlUma huA ki vahAM kaI mAlika the| taba bar3I kaThinAI khar3I huI, sabhI naukara lar3ane lge| sabhI kahane lage, mAlika maiM hUM! aura jaba bAta bahuta bar3ha gaI taba kisI eka bUr3he naukara ne kahA, kSamA kareM, hama vyartha vivAda meM par3e haiN| mAlika ghara ke bAhara gayA hai aura hama saba naukara haiN| mAlika lauTA nahIM bahata dina ho gae, aura hama bhUla ge| aura aba koI jarUrata bhI nahIM rahI yAda rakhane kI, kyoMki zAyada vaha kabhI lauTegA bhI nhiiN| __phira mAlika eka dina lauTa aayaa| to usa ghara ke paccIsa mAlika tatkAla vidA ho gae-ve tatkAla naukara ho ge| gurajiepha kahA karatA thA, yaha AdamI ke citta kI kahAnI hai| jaba taka bhItara kI AtmA jAgatI nahIM, taba taka citta kA eka-eka Tukar3A, eka-eka naukara kahatA hai, maiM hUM maalik| jaba krodha karanevAlA Tukar3A sAmane hotA hai, to vaha kahatA hai, maiM hUM maalik| aura vaha mAlika bana jAtA hai kucha dera ke lie aura pUrA zarIra usake pIche calatA hai| zarIra ko kucha patA nahIM hai| vaha mAlika ke pIche calatA hai| phira pazcAttApa karane vAlA A jAtA hai aura vaha kahatA hai, maiM hUM maalik| aura taba zarIra rotA hai| vahI zarIra jisane talavAra uThA lI thI, vahI AMsU bahAtA hai| usako kucha bhI patA nahIM, vaha kisI bhI mAlika kA anugamana karatA hai| jo bhI jora se kahatA hai, AI ema da mAsTara-zarIra tatkAla usake pIche khar3A ho jAtA hai| vahI mana kahatA hai, brahmacarya, to zarIra kahatA hai, bar3I pavitra bAta hai, taiyAra hN| dUsarA khaMDa kahatA hai, bhoga, to mana kahatA hai, bilakala rAjI hN| maiM to mAlika ke pIche calatA huuN| ___ polI-sAikika hai aadmii| sAikika saMracanA, usakI jo manasa kI saMracanA hai, vaha kaI khaMDoM kI hai| mana bahuta khaMDoM meM baMTA hai| aura jaba taka baMTA rahegA, jaba taka akhaMDa AtmA bIca meM jAga na jAye...hiMsA ina khaMDoM kI Apasa kI lar3AI hai; ina naukaroM ke sabake apane dAvoM kI, ki maiM mAlika huuN| ye agara Amane-sAmane par3a jAte haiM to mana bar3e dvaMdva meM par3a jAtA hai| mana caubIsa ghaMTe laDatA rahatA hai ki mAlika kauna hai? aura ye jo mana ke laDate hue khaMDa haiM, inakI lar3AI se jo dvaMdva aura jo pIr3A aura dukha paidA hotA hai, vahI AdamI dUsaroM se bhI lar3akara nipaTAtA rahatA hai| ___ yaha bahuta maje kI bAta hai ki aksara hama apanI lar3AI ko bAhara projekTa karate haiM, prakSepa karate haiN| Apake bhItara eka cora hai| Apa usa cora se lar3a rahe haiN| Apa usako dabAe hue haiM ki corI na karane deNge| agara Apake par3osa meM corI ho jAye aura cora pakar3a liyA jAye, to Apa sabase jyAdA usa cora kI piTAI kreNge| kyoMki Apa apane bhItara eka cora ko dabAe hue haiM, jisakI piTAI Apane bahuta bAra karanI cAhI hai, lekina kara nahIM pAye haiN| aba, jaba eka cora bAhara mila gayA hai, to Apake bhItara kA cora projekTa ho jAyegA aura Apa usakI piTAI kreNge| ___cora kI piTAI ke lie cora jarUrI hai| koI sAdhu cora kI piTAI nahIM kara sakatA hai; kyoMki projekzana kA upAya nhiiN| isalie jitane cora haiM, ve coroM ke khilApha dina-rAta ahiMsA (praznottara) 123 For Personal & Private Use Only

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124 bAtacIta karate raheMge; jitane badamAza haiM, ve badamAzoM kI niMdA ko raheMge; jitane kAmAtura haiM, ve kAma kI niMdA karate rheNge| jo bhItara bharA hai, hama use bAhara projekTa karate haiN| barTreDa rasala ne kahIM kahA hai, ki jaba koI AdamI bahuta jora se cillAye ki vaha jA rahA hai cora, pakar3o, pakar3o, corI ho gaI, bahuta burA ho gayA, to pahale usa AdamI ko pakar3a lenA; kyoMki yaha AdamI Aja nahIM to kala corI kregaa| hama aksara apanI bImAriyoM ko, apane citta ke rogoM ko dUsare para Aropita kara lete haiN| isalie aksara aisA hotA hai ki agara eka AdamI kisI dUsare AdamI kI niMdA karatA ho, to jisakI niMdA karatA hai usake saMbaMdha meM bahuta kucha nahIM batA pAtA hai, apane saMbaMdha meM bahuta kucha batA detA hai| usakI niMdA khabara detI hai ki vaha kyA projekTa kara rahA hai| usake bhItara koI lar3AI jArI hai, jisa lar3AI ko vaha kisI para ropa detA hai| agara bhItara koI lar3AI jArI na rahe, to bAhara ropane kA upAya baMda ho jAtA hai| bAhara koI upAya nahIM hai ropane kA / manuSya kA citta khaMDita hai / yaha usakI kuMThA kA janma hai| aura manuSya kA citta yadi ahiMsaka hone lage, to akhaMDa hogA, eka ho jAyegA / aura jaba citta eka ho jAtA hai, usameM jaba bhinna svara nahIM raha jAte haiM, to manuSya ke jIvana meM jo AnaMda kA nRtya zurU hotA hai, jo AnaMda kI bAMsurI bajatI hai, usI bAMsurI ke rAste loga paramAtmA taka pahuMca jAte haiN| kisI aura rAste se na pahuMce haiM, na pahuMca sakate haiN| ozo, isI silasile meM Age eka choTA-sA prazna hai ki hiMsA kI sthiti meM aura ahiMsA kI sthiti meM jIvana-UrjA, lAipha phorsa kI avasthA meM kyA pharka ho jAtA hai ? pahAr3oM se bahatA huA pAnI bhAgatA hai nIce kI tarapha; khaDDa khojatA hai, khAI khojatA hai, jhIla khojatA hai; pAnI adhogamana karatA hai, nIce kI tarapha bhAgatA hai / phira yahI pAnI uttapta hokara bhApa bana jAtA hai| taba AkAza kI tarapha daur3ane lagatA hai| yahI pAnI UMcAiyAM khojane lagatA hai, bAdaloM kI chAtiyoM para savAra hone lagatA hai, sUraja kI yAtrA karane lagatA hai| pAnI vahI hai, UrjA vahI hai, enarjI vahI hai, lekina rUpAMtaraNa ho gayA, krAMti ghaTita ho gayI / hiMsaka - citta khAI - khaDDe khojatA hai, nIce kI tarapha bahatA hai| ahiMsaka - citta vASpIbhUta ho jAtA hai, parvata-zikhara khojane lagatA hai, AkAza kI yAtrA zurU ho jAtI hai, Upara kI ur3Ana zurU ho jAtI hai, sUrya kI yAtrA para nikala jAtA hai, mokSa aura paramAtmA kI dizA meM unmukha ho jAtA hai| hiMsaka - citta sadA dUsare ko khojatA hai; dUsarA hI khAI hai, da adara iz2a da ebisa / ahiMsaka - citta apane ko khojatA hai / svayaM ko khojanA hI UMcAI hai| kyoMki dUsare ko jaba bhI hama khojeMge, tabhI hama nIce kI tarapha cala pdd'e| jaba bhI hama dUsare ko khojeMge, tabhI hama nIce kI tarapha cala cuke| kyoM? kyoM maiM kahatA hUM ki dUsarA hI khAI hai, dUsarA hI adhogamana jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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hai, dUsarA hI narka hai ? vaha dUsarA hI kyoM nIce kI tarapha le jAne kA mArga hai? kyoM ? kyoMki jaba hama dUsare ko khojate haiM, to eka bAta to pakkI ho gayI ki apane sAtha koI AnaMda nahIM hai, svayaM ke sAtha koI AnaMda nahIM hai| AdamI jitanA dukhI apane sAtha ho jAtA hai, utanA dukhI apane duzmana ke sAtha bhI nahIM hotaa| AdamI jitanA apane se Uba jAtA hai, utanA kitanA hI boriMga AdamI ho, usake sAtha bhI nahIM uubtaa| AdamI apane sAtha bilakula rAjI nahIM hai, isakA artha kyA hai ? koI AdamI khuda ko kampainiyana nahIM banAnA cAhatA - yaha bar3e maje kI bAta hai - aura jaba koI dUsarA use kampainiyana nahIM banAnA cAhatA, to bar3A dukhI hotA hai| hAlAMki vaha khuda rijekTa kara cukA hai apane ko ! vaha khuda kaha cukA hai ki apane se dostI nahIM calegI ! Apa ghaMTe bhara bhI apane sAtha akele meM baiThane ko rAjI nahIM hote| agara dina bhara akele meM baiThanA par3e, to ghabar3A jAte haiM ki AtmahatyA kara leMge, ki kyA kara leNge| agara varSa bhara akelA rahanA par3e to kyA jI sakeMge ? apane sAtha jInA bar3A kaThina hai| kyoMki apane sAtha kevala vahI jI sakatA hai, jo bhItara AnaMda ko upalabdha hai| dUsare ke sAtha jIne kI AkAMkSA usI kI hai, jo bhItara dukha se bharA hai| aura maiMne kahA ki hiMsA aMtara- dukha hai, isalie hiMsaka - citta sadA dUsare ko khojatA hai; kabhI mitra ke nAma se khojatA hai, kabhI zatru ke nAma se khojatA hai; lekina dUsare ko khojatA hai| aura isameM bhI bahuta dera nahIM lagatI ki jo mitra thA vaha zatru bana jAtA hai aura jo zatru thA vaha mitra bana jAtA hai| asala meM kisI ko zatru banAnA ho, to use bhI pahale mitra to banAnA hI par3atA hai| mitra banAye binA to zatru banAnA bahuta muzkila hai - sirpha saMbaMdhiyoM ko chodd'kr| kyoMki saMbaMdhI pahale se hI zatru hote haiM ! bAkI to kisI ko bhI zatru banAnA ho, to pahale mitra banAnA par3atA hai| AdamI dUsare ko khoja rahA hai kyoMki apane se bacanA cAhatA hai| isalie maiM kahatA hUM, dUsarA khAI hai| jo apane se bacanA cAhatA hai, vaha kisI UMcI yAtrA para nahIM nikala sakegA; kyoMki jo apane taka hI pahuMcane ko rAjI nahIM hai, vaha kisa paramAtmA taka pahuMcane kI himmata juTA sakatA hai ? jo apane hI zikhara chUne ko rAjI nahIM hai, vaha kisa astitva ke UMce zikharoM kI yAtrA para nikala sakatA hai ? isalie hama dUsare ko khoja rahe haiM / aura jaba bhI hama dUsare ko khoja rahe haiM, taba hamase hiMsA hogI hI / eka to usa AdamI kA bhI sAtha hai jo apane sAtha jItA hai| vaha bhI dUsaroM ke sAtha jI sakatA hai, lekina dUsaroM kI use jarUrata nahIM hai, dUsare usakI nesesiTI nahIM haiM, dUsare usakI anivAryatA nahIM haiN| dUsare usake pAsa ho sakate haiM, usake AnaMda meM bhAgIdAra bana sakate haiM, lekina vaha dUsaroM para nirbhara nahIM hai, vaha koI DipeMDeMTa nahIM hai| dUsare nahIM hoMge, to bhI vaha itane hI AnaMda meM hogA / agara buddha ke pAsa koI bhI na jAye, to buddha ke AnaMda meM koI bhI aMtara nahIM pdd'egaa| buddha ke pAsa lAkhoM loga jAyeM, to bhI koI aMtara nahIM pdd'egaa| lekina hamase eka AdamI ahiMsA (praznottara) For Personal & Private Use Only 125

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eka dina muMha phera le aura na Aye, to basa ekadama hama narka meM utara jAte haiN| jisa AdamI kI itanI nirbharatA dUsare para ho, vaha dUsare ke lie jaMjIreM banAyegA-kahIM dUsarA phira na jAye, mur3a na jaaye| vaha dUsare ko baaNdhegaa| vaha dUsare ke pairoM meM ber3iyAM DAlegA; kabhI patnI banAyegA; kabhI pati banAyegA; kabhI beTA banAyegA; kabhI bApa banAyegA; hajAra taraha kI ber3iyoM meM dUsare ko ksegaa| aura jaba bhI koI dUsare ko ber3iyoM meM kasegA, to hiMsA zurU ho jaayegii| kyoMki svataMtra karatI hai ahiMsA; parataMtra karatI hai hiNsaa| hiMsA dUsare ko gulAma banAtI hai| __gulAmiyAM bahuta taraha kI haiN| mIThI gulAmiyAM bhI haiM, jo ki kar3avI gulAmiyoM se sadA badatara hotI haiN| kyoMki kar3avI gulAmiyoM meM eka oNnesTI, eka siMsiyariTI hotI hai, sAphapana hotA hai! mIThI gulAmiyAM bar3I khataranAka hotI haiM, zugara koTeDa hotI haiM; bhItara jahara hI hotA hai, Upara se zakkara car3hI hotI hai| hama apane sAre saMbaMdhoM meM zakkara car3hAe hue haiM, bhItara to jahara hI hai| jarA sI parta haTatI hai aura jahara bAhara nikala AtA hai| phira lIpa-pota kara, parta ko ThIka karake kisI taraha kAma calAte rahate haiN| lekina hamArA yaha dUsare ko khojanA eka bAta kA pakkA sabUta hai ki hama apane sAtha hone ke AnaMda ko nahIM pA rahe haiN| phira hiMsA zurU hogii| aura taba hama dUsare ko khojate haiM ki usake binA jI nahIM skeNge| jisake binA hama jI nahIM sakeMge, use hama gulAma banAyeMge hI, use hama pajesa kareMge hI, usakI hama mAlakiyata kareMge hI, hama usake mAlika baneMge hii| aura jisake bhI hama mAlika baneMge, use hama miTAyeMge, use hama naSTa kreNge| kyoMki mAlakiyata kisI bhI taraha kI ho. saba taraha kI mAlakiyata miTAtI hai aura naSTa karatI hai| mAlakiyata bahuta saTala vAyaleMsa hai, mAlakiyata bahuta saTala marDara hai| mAlakiyata jo hai, vaha hatyA hai kisI kI, bahuta dhiime-dhiime| sikaMdara bhI gulAma banAkara mAratA hai, hiTalara bhI gulAma banAkara mAratA hai| dharmaguru bhI kisI ko gulAma banAkara mAra DAla sakatA hai| saba taraha kI gulAmiyAM haiN| __jaba bhI hama dUsare ko jakar3a lete haiM, aura usakI gardana ko pakar3a lete haiM, aura usa para nirbhara ho jAte haiM, tabhI hama usakI gardana meM patthara kI taraha laTaka jAte haiN| aura yaha laTakanA nIce kI yAtrA hai| isa yAtrA kA koI aMta nahIM hai| yaha phailatI jaaegii| eka se mana na bharegA, dUsarA cAhie, tIsarA cAhie, hajAra caahie| rAjanItijJa ko lAkhoM-karor3oM caahie| jaba taka vaha rASTrapati bana kara sAre mulka kI gardana meM na laTaka jAye, taba taka usako tRpti nahIM mila sktii| sabakI gardana meM laTaka jAnA caahie| sabake lie vaha patthara ho jAye bojhiilaa| yaha jo hamArA citta hai, jo dUsare ko khojatA hai, yaha citta nIce kI tarapha jA rahA hai| isakI hiMsA bar3hatI calI jaayegii| yaha aneka rUpa legaa| isake hajAra cehare hoMge, hajAra vidhiyAM hoNgii| lekina yaha dUsare ko dabAyegA, satAyegA, TArcara kregaa| TArcara karane ke bar3e acche DhaMga bhI ho sakate haiN| bApa apane beTe ko TArcara kara sakatA hai, beTA bApa ko kara sakatA hai; mAM apane beTe ko kara sakatI hai, beTA mAM ko kara sakatA 126 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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hai / aura manasa- zAstrI kahate haiM ki AdamI aba bhI kara vahI rahA hai; eka dUsare ko satA rahA hai / lekina yaha hameM khayAla meM nahIM AtA / yaha taba taka jArI rahegA, jaba taka ki koI AdamI apane sAtha AnaMdita nahIM hai, jaba taka koI AdamI apane sAtha hone ko rAjI nahIM hai| jaise hI koI AdamI apane sAtha hone ko rAjI huA, usakI yAtrA dUsare se haTakara, bAhara se haTakara... kyoMki dUsarA sadA bAhara hai, da adara iz2a Alaveja da AuTara, da adara iz2a Alaveja da vidAuTa / vaha to bAhara hogA hii| jaba taka dUsare kI tarapha khoja jArI rahegI- vaha cAhe patnI kI ho, cAhe premikA kI, cAhe premI kI aura cAhe paramAtmA kI - agara paramAtmA ko koI dUsare kI taraha dekha rahA hai, to usameM hiMsA jArI rahegI; usameM hiMsA se mukti nahIM ho sakatI / isalie mahAvIra ne bAhara ke paramAtmA ko inakAra kara diyA; kyoMki mahAvIra ko lagA ki agara gADa iz2a da adara, to hiMsA kA rAstA bana jAyegA / isalie bahuta kama loga samajha pAe mahAvIra kI isa bAta ko ki ve Izvara ko kyoM inakAra kara rahe haiN| nAsamajhoM ne samajhA ki zAyada nAstika haiN| nAsamajhoM ne samajhA ki zAyada Izvara nahIM hai, isalie / mahAvIra ne kahA, koI paramAtmA nahIM hai sivA tumhAre / aura usakA kula kAraNa itanA hai ki agara koI bhI paramAtmA hai - dUsare kI taraha, to vaha jo hiMsaka - citta hai, vaha usa paramAtmA ko bhI bAhara jAne kA aura nIce jAne kA rAstA banA legaa| mahAvIra ne kahA, bAhara koI paramAtmA hI nahIM hai| calo apanI tarapha, bhiitr| vaha AtmA hI paramAtmA hai / aura jaise hI koI bhItara gayA, vaise hI UMcAiyoM ke zikhara zurU hue| bhItara bar3I UMcAiyAM haiM, bAhara bar3I nIcAiyAM haiN| bhItara bar3e gaurIzaMkara ke zikhara haiM, bAhara bar3e prazAMta-mahAsAgara kI gaharAiyAM haiN| bAhara koI utaratA jAye, to atala gaharAiyoM meM giratA jAyegA, jahAM aMdhakAra hogA, jahAM dukha hogA, jahAM mRtyu hogI, jahAM pIr3A hogI, jahAM narka hogaa| aura koI bhItara kI tarapha bar3he, svayaM kI tarapha, to bar3I UMcAiyAM hoMgI; kailAza ke zikhara hoMge; svarNa maMdiroM ke zikhara hoMge; mukti hogI, mokSa hogA, svarga hogA ! vaha bhItara kI yAtrA hai / jIvana-UrjA jaba hiMsA banatI hai, to patita hotI hai| aura jIvana-UrjA jaba ahiMsA banatI hai, to Urdhvagamana karatI hai| vaha lAipha-enarjI to eka hI hai, jIvana-UrjA to vahI hai| kabhI bAhara kI tarapha jAtI hai, to dukha detI hai aura dukha lAtI hai; aura kabhI bhItara kI tarapha jAtI hai, to sukha detI hai aura sukha lAtI hai| kinhIM bhI kSaNoM meM, jaba bhI kabhI Apane AnaMda ko jAnA ho, taba Apane pAyA hogA, Apa ekadama akele haiM / kinhIM bhI kSaNoM meM, jaba AnaMda kI pulaka Apa meM phailI ho, taba Apane pAyA hogA, Apa apane bhItara haiM / kinhIM bhI kSaNoM meM, jaba AnaMda kI varSA kI eka bUMda bhI Apake bhItara usa amRta kI TapakI ho, taba Apane pAyA hogA, koI nahIM, maiM hI huuN| aura saba dukha sadA dUsare se baMdhe hue pAe gaye aura saba sukha sadA svayaM ke bhItara hI pAe gye| For Personal & Private Use Only ahiMsA (praznottara) 127

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hAM, aise sukha haiM, jo dUsaroM se milate hue mAlUma par3ate haiM, para milate kabhI bhI nhiiN| aise sukha haiM, jo vahama dete haiM ki dUsaroM se mileMge, lekina jaba milate haiM, aura AMkha khulatI hai, to patA calatA hai ki khojA thA sukha, pAyA hai dukh| aise sukha haiM, jo bulAte haiM dUsaroM kI tarapha se ki Ao, maiM yahAM hUM, aura jaba hama pAsa pahaMcate haiM, to pAyA jAtA hai ki bulAhaTa sukha kI thI, lekina dhokhA ho gyaa| jaise rAma svarNa-mRga ke pIche cale gae the| aura sabhI jAnate haiM ki svarNa-mRga kahIM hote nhiiN| kama se kama rAma ko to yaha jAnanA hI cAhie thA ki svarNa-mRga kahIM hote nahIM! lekina vaha kathA mIThI hai| kathA arthapUrNa hai| hama sabhI svarNa-mRga ke pIche cale jAte haiN| saba jAnate haiM ki nahIM hote haiM aura cale jAte haiN| rAma cale gae svarNa-maga ko khojne| kauna hogA pAgala, jo rAjI hogA ki sone kA aura hiraNa hogA! hogA kaise? lekina rAma bhI cale jAte haiN| hamAre bhItara kA rAma bhI calA jAtA hai! aura taba Akhira meM hama pAte haiM ki kucha milatA nahIM! kyoMki svarNa-mRga ke pIche jAkara kucha mila sakatA hai? sukha svarNa-mRga hai| jaba dUsare se milatA huA mAlUma par3e, to samajhanA ki rAma cale aba svarNa-mRga ko khojane, aba sItA kI corI hokara rhegii| aura jaba Apa dUsare ke pIche khojane cale jAte haiM, to Apake bhItara kI jo aMtarAtmA hai-kahie use sItA-usakI corI ho jAtI hai| ho jAte haiM ptit| phira laMbA yuddha hai| phira rAvaNa se saMgharSa hai| phira hatyAeM haiM, phira khUna hai| vaha eka svarNa-mRga ke pIche jAne se rAma kI pUre upadrava aura hiMsA kI duniyA zurU huii| eka svarNa-mRga se yAtrA zurU huI upadrava kI, aura phira jaba taka ki pUrI hiMsA nahIM ho gaI taba taka vaha clii| merI dRSTi meM yaha eka pratIka kathA hai, eka pairebala hai| hama bhI, jaba dUsare meM sukha dekhakara bhAgate haiM, taba hama cale svarNa-mRga ke piiche| taba patana hogA UrjA kaa| patana ho gayA usI kSaNa, jaba hamane mAnA ki svarNa ke mRga hote haiN| patana ho gayA usI kSaNa, jaba hamane mAnA ki dUsarA sukha de skegaa| patana ho gayA usI kSaNa, jaba hamane mAnA ki bAhara sukha ho sakatA hai| aura jiMdagI-bhara kA anubhava hai ki bAhara sivAya dukha ke kabhI kucha milA nhiiN| dUsare se sivAya dukha ke sukha kaba pAyA hai? hAM, khayAla meM rahA hai ki milegA, milegA, milegA; milA kabhI nahIM hai| vaha sadA bhaviSya meM lagatA hai ki milegaa| atIta meM lauTakara dekheM, kaba milA hai? kisane kisI dUsare se sukha pAyA hai? saca to yaha hai ki jisase jitanA socA thA jyAdA sukha milegA, usase utanA jyAdA dukha hI milaa| ____ isalie mAM-bApa jisa lar3ake kA vivAha kara dete haiM, vaha patnI se utanA dukha nahIM pAtA, jitanA vaha lar3akA pA letA hai jo prema-vivAha karatA hai| prema-vivAha ke caTTAna se TakarAne kI saMbhAvanA jyAdA ho gaI, kyoMki sukha kI AkAMkSA jyAdA ho gii| pothI-patrI dekhakara jisakA vivAha kiyA gayA, usane sukha kI kabhI bahuta AkAMkSA hI nahIM baaNdhii| isalie nAva TakarAne ke upAya jarA kama haiN| dukha to milegA, usI mAtrA meM milegA, jitanA pothI-patrI se, janma-kuMDalI dekhane se sukha kI AzA baMdhatI hogI, utanA hI milegaa| utanA hI dukha milatA 128 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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hai jIvana meM, jitanI sukha kI AzA hama bAMdhate haiN| jyAdA sukha kI AzA bAMdhanevAle jyAdA dukha se bhara jAte haiN| jo sukha kI AzA nahIM bAMdhatA, use dukha dene kA upAya nahIM hai| ___ jIvana-UrjA jaba dUsare kI tarapha bahatI hai, to hiMsaka hai| aura vaha dukha kI tarapha bahatI hai, narka kI tarapha bahatI hai| hama saba apane-apane narka khoja rahe haiN| kucha loga kabhI-kabhI pIche lauTakara svarga khoja lete haiN| jIvana-UrjA jaba pIche, aMdara kI tarapha yAtrA karatI hai, to UrdhvagAmI hai| vaha eka hI UrjA hai| jagata meM zaktiyAM bhinna nahIM haiM, sirpha dizAeM bhinna haiN| jagata meM zaktiyAM alaga-alaga nahIM haiM, sirpha Urdhvagamana aura adhogamana ke phAsale haiN| Apa nIce utara rahe haiM maMdira kI sIr3hiyoM se, yA Upara car3ha rahe haiM maMdira kI sIr3hiyoM se? aura yaha bhI ho sakatA hai ki eka hI sIr3hI para Apa khar3e haiM aura ApakA ceharA nIce kI tarapha hai; aura dUsarA ApakA mitra bhI khar3A hai usI sIr3hI para aura usakA ceharA Upara kI tarapha hai| to usa eka hI sIr3hI para svarga aura narka donoM ghaTita ho jaayeNge| ApakA par3osI, jisakA ceharA Upara kI tarapha hai, usI sIr3hI para svarga meM hogaa| aura ApakA ceharA, jisakA nIce kI tarapha hai, usI sIr3hI para, Ana da sema sTepa, Apa narka meM hoNge| aise narka aura svarga kI koI bhaugolika avasthAeM nahIM haiM, citta ke rukha kisa tarapha dekha rahe haiM, isa para saba nirbhara karatA hai| hiMsA adhogamana hai jIvana-UrjA kA, ahiMsA Urdhvagamana hai| ozo, pichale pravacana meM Apane kahA thA ki ahiMsA manuSya kA svabhAva hai aura hiMsA manuSya kI nirmita hai| kRpayA ise punaH spaSTa kareMge aura batAeMge ki kyA hiMsA prakRti-pradatta tathya nahIM hai? hiMsA prakRti-pradatta tathya hai, lekina manuSya kA svabhAva nahIM, pazu kA svabhAva hai| aura manuSya usa svabhAva se gujarA hai, isalie pazu-jIvana ke sAre anubhava apane sAtha le AyA hai| hiMsA aise hI hai, jaise koI AdamI rAha se gujare aura dhUla ke kaNa usake zarIra para chA jAyeM, aura jaba vaha mahala ke bhItara praveza kare, taba bhI una dhUla-kaNoM ko utArane se inakAra kara de| aura kahe ki ve mere sAtha hI A rahe haiM; vaha maiM hI huuN| __ ve dhUla-kaNa haiM, jo pazu kI yAtrA para, manuSya kI AtmA para cipaka gae haiM, jur3a gae haiM; svabhAva nahIM hai| pazu ke lie svabhAva hai, kyoMki pazu ke lie koI cunAva hI nahIM hai| manuSya ke lie svabhAva nahIM hai, kyoMki manuSya ke lie cunAva hai| / asala meM manuSyatA zurU hotI hai cvAyasa se, cunAva se| manuSya zurU hotA hai nirNaya se, DisIjana se| manuSya zurU hotA hai saMkalpa se| manuSya caurAhe para khar3A hai, koI pazu caurAhe para nahIM khar3A hai| saba pazu vana-DAyameMzanala rAste para hote haiM; eka hI rAstA hotA hai, jisameM ahiMsA (praznottara) 129 For Personal & Private Use Only

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koI cunAva nahIM hai| manuSya caurAhe para khar3A hai| manuSya cAhe to hiMsaka ho sakatA hai, cAhe to ahiMsaka ho sakatA hai| yaha svataMtratA hai uskii| pazu kI yaha svataMtratA nahIM hai| pazu kI yaha majabUrI hai ki vaha jo ho sakatA hai, vahI hai yaha bhI samajhane jaisA majA hai ki pazu vahI hai, jo ho sakatA hai| isalie pazu ke svabhAva meM aura pazu ke tathya meM koI pharka nahIM hotaa| pazu ke bhaviSya meM aura pazu ke atIta meM koI DisTeMsa, koI phAsalA nahIM hotaa| pazu ke hone meM aura ho sakane kI saMbhAvanA meM, koI pharka nahIM hotaa| pazu jo ho sakatA hai, vaha hai| daiTa vhica iz2a paoNsibala, iz2a ekcual| pazu kI ekcualiTI aura paoNsibiliTI meM koI pharka nahIM hai| AdamI kA mAmalA ekadama badala gyaa| AdamI jo hai, usase bhinna ho sakatA hai| AdamI kI ekcualiTI, usakI paoNsibiliTI nahIM hai| jo AdamI vAstavika Aja hai, kala usase aura kucha ho sakatA hai| isalie kisI kutte se hama nahIM kaha sakate ki tuma kucha kama kutte ho; lekina AdamI se kaha sakate haiM ki tuma kucha kama AdamI mAlUma par3ate ho| kisI kutte se yadi hama kaheMge ki tuma kucha kama kutte ho, to yaha bilakula ebasarDa sTeTameMTa hogaa| isakA koI matalaba nahIM hogaa| saba kutte barAbara kutte hote haiN| kamajora ho sakate haiM, tAkatavara ho sakate haiM, bImAra ho sakate haiM, svastha ho sakate haiM lekina kuttepana meM koI pharka nahIM hogaa| lekina Adamiyata kI mAtrAoM meM pharka hai| kisI kRSNa ko hama nahIM kaha sakate ki tumameM aura hiTalara meM Adamiyata kA koI pharka nahIM hai| kisI buddha ko hama nahIM kaha sakate ki tumameM aura rAvaNa meM Adamiyata kA koI pharka nahIM hai| ___nahIM, kisI se kahanA par3atA hai ki Adamiyata bahuta kama mAlUma par3atI hai| kisI se kahanA par3atA hai, Adamiyata itanI jyAdA hai ki bhagavAna zabda khojanA par3atA hai| jina-jina ke lie hamane bhagavAna zabda khojA. usakA kala matalaba itanA hai ki Adamiyata itanI jyAdA thI ki AdamI kahanA kAphI nahIM mAlUma par3A, nA kAphI mAlUma pdd'aa| ___ AdamI jo hai, vahI saba-kucha nahIM hai, bahuta-kucha ho sakatA hai| AdamI jo hai, usameM usakA atIta, pazu kI yAtrA usameM jur3I hai, vaha hiMsA hai| AdamI jo ho sakatA hai, vaha usakI ahiMsA hai| AdamI kA svabhAva vaha hai, jo jaba vaha apanI pUrNatA meM prakaTa ho, taba hogaa| AdamI kA tathya vaha hai, jo usane apanI yAtrA meM aba taka arjita kiyA hai| isalie maiM kahatA hUM, hiMsA arjita hai, ahiMsA svabhAva hai| isalie hiMsA chor3I jA sakatI hai; ahiMsA sirpha pAI jA sakatI hai, chor3I nahIM jA sktii| yaha pharka bhI samajha lenA jarUrI hai| hiMsA chor3I jA sakatI hai, ahiMsA pAI jA sakatI hai| aura ahiMsA agara pA lI jAye, to chor3anA asaMbhava hai| aura AdamI kitanA hI hiMsaka ho jAye, chor3anA sadA saMbhava hai; kyoMki vaha svabhAva nahIM hai| pratyeka pApI kA bhaviSya hai; aura pratyeka pApI kA bhaviSya eka saMta kA bhaviSya hai| hama pratyeka pApI se sArthaka rUpa se kaha sakate haiM ki tuma bhaviSya ke saMta ho| pratyeka saMta kA eka atIta hai; aura pratyeka saMta kA atIta pApI kA atIta hai| aura hama pratyeka saMta se sArthaka 130 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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rUpa se kaha sakate haiM ki tuma atIta ke pApI ho| lekina saMta kA phira Age koI bhaviSya nahIM hai| saMta kA artha hai, jo pUrNa svabhAva ko upalabdha ho gayA; jo vahI ho gayA hai, jo ho sakatA thaa| phUla pUrA khila gyaa| kalI kA bhaviSya hai| kalI cAhe to kalI bhI raha sakatI hai aura cAhe to phUla bhI bana sakatI hai| lekina phUla phira lauTakara kalI nahIM bana sktaa| cAhe, to bhii| phUla phira phUla ho gyaa| to jaba hama kalI se kahate haiM ki phUla honA terA svabhAva hai, to isakA yaha matalaba nahIM hai ki hama tathya kI yA phaikTa kI bAta kaha rahe haiM; hama saMbhAvanA kI, poTeMziyaliTI kI bAta kaha rahe haiN| hama kalI se kahate haiM ki terA phUla honA svabhAva hai; arthAta tU phUla honA cAhe to ho sakatI hai| lekina agara koI kalI, kalI hI banI rahe, aura vaha kahe ki tathya to yahI hai ki maiM kalI huuN| isalie maiM kalI hI rahUMgI; kyoMki kalI honA merA svabhAva hai, kyoMki maiM kalI hUM...AdamI agara kahe ki hiMsA merA svabhAva hai, to vaha aisI hI bAta kaha rahA hai, jaisI yaha bhrAMta kalI kaha rahI hai| AdamI kA svabhAva nahIM hai hiMsA, usake atIta kA arjana hai, usake atIta ke saMskAra haiN| hiMsA AdamI kI kaMDIzaniMga hai, jo ki paza se nikalate vakta anivArya thii| jaise ki koI kAjala kI koTharI se nikale aura kAjala usake zarIra para laga jAye, usake kapar3oM para laga jAye, jo ki anivArya thaa| pazu kSamya hai| anivArya hai hiMsA usake jIvana meM honii| AdamI ko kSamA nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| hiMsA aba usakI pasaMda hai, aba anivArya nhiiN| aba vaha cuna rahA hai, isalie hiNsaa| agara kalI jida kara le kalI rahane kI, to raha sakatI hai| lekina yaha usakI anivAryatA nahIM; yaha usakI niyati, usakI DesTinI nahIM hai| yaha usakA apanA hI bhrAMta nirNaya hai| aura taba isakI jimmevAra vaha svayaM hI hogii| aura kisI paramAtmA ke samakSa pahuMcakara vaha yaha nahIM kaha sakegI ki mujhe kalI hI kyoM rakhA? kyoMki kalI ke bhItara phUla hone kI saMbhAvanA paramAtmA ne pUrI de dI thii| vaha phUla ho sakatI thii| kalI hone kI jimmevArI hamArI hogii| ___ hiMsA, pazu ke lie anivAryatA, hamAre lie jimmevArI hai; pazu ke lie tathya, hamAre lie sirpha aitihAsika yAdadAzta hai; pazu kA vartamAna, hamArA atIta hai| cunAva sAmane hai| AdamI ahiMsaka hone kA nirNaya bhI le sakatA hai aura hiMsaka hone kA bhI nirNaya le sakatA hai| ___ isalie jaba koI AdamI hiMsaka hone kA nirNaya letA hai, to koI pazu usakA mukAbalA nahIM kara sktaa| asala meM koI pazu itanA hiMsaka nahIM ho sakatA, jitanA AdamI ho sakatA hai| kyoMki pazu sahaja hI hiMsaka haiM; aura AdamI hiMsaka AyojanA se hotA hai| isalie hama caMgeja khAM, aura taimUra, aura nAdira, aura hiTalara, aura mAo, aura sTailina jaise hiMsaka pazuoM meM khojakara nahIM lA skte| sTailina ke pairelala, yA caMgeja ke samAnAMtara, agara hama ahiMsA (praznottara) 131 For Personal & Private Use Only

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pazuoM ke itihAsa se pUche ki koI ekAdha pazu huA, jo hamAre caMgeja khAM ke mukAbale ho? to pazu kaheMge, hama bahuta daridra haiN| isa mAmale meM hamAre pAsa koI yAdadAzta nahIM hai| ____ eka bar3e maje kI bAta hai ki koI bhI jAnavara sajAtIya ke prati hiMsaka nahIM hotA, sivAya AdamI ko chor3akara! koI jAnavara apanI jAti ke jAnavara ko nahIM mAratA, hiMsA nahIM krtaa| itanI pahacAna pazu kI hiMsA meM bhI hai| sirpha AdamI akelA jAnavara hai, jo AdamI ko mAratA hai| yaha bhI bar3e maje kI bAta hai ki hiMdustAnI bher3iye ko bhI agara pAkistAnI bher3iye ke pAsa chor3a diyA jAye, to nahIM maaregaa| lekina hiMdustAnI AdamI ko pAkistAnI AdamI ke pAsa chor3anA jokhima se bharA kAma hai! bhASAzAstrI kahate haiM ki zAyada bhASA ne gar3abar3a kI hai| ho sakatA hai| jo liMgavisTa haiM, unakA khayAla sahI mAlUma hotA hai| ve yaha kahate haiM, cUMki donoM bher3iye bhASA nahIM bolate-na pAkistAnI bher3iyA urdU bolatA hai, na hiMdustAnI bher3iyA hiMdI bolatA hai-isalie donoM pahacAna nahIM pAte ki hama phaoNrenara haiM! aura koI kAraNa nhiiN| lekina AdamI eka jile se dUsare jile meM phArenara ho jAtA hai| gujarAtI marAThI ke lie phArenara hai, hiMdI bolanevAlA tamila bolanevAle ke lie phArenara hai| agara yahI saca hai, jo bhASAzAstrI kahate haiM aura mujhe lagatA hai isameM sacAI hai to kyA aisA na karanA par3e kisI dina ki AdamI ko mauna ho jAnA par3e, tabhI AdamI AdamI ho ske| zAyada, mauna hue binA isa pRthvI para Adamiyata kA paidA honA kaThina hogaa| lekina yaha kitanI durbhAgyapUrNa bAta hai ki koI pazu apanI jAti ke pazu para hamalA nahIM karatA, para AdamI karatA hai! aura koI pazu akAraNa kabhI nahIM mAratA hai-yaha bhI maje kI bAta hai sirpha AdamI ko chodd'kr| akAraNa nahIM mAratA, agara kabhI mAratA bhI hai, to usakI jarUrata hogii| bhUkha hotI hai, to mAratA hai| rakSA karanI hotI hai, to mAratA hai| AdamI bejarUrata mAratA hai! koI jarUrata nahIM hotI hai, taba bhI mAratA hai| kabhI-kabhI to aisA lagatA hai ki mAranA hotA hai, isalie jarUrata paidA karatA hai! binA mAre nahIM raha sakatA, isalie jarUrata paidA kara letA hai| kabhI viyatanAma meM jarUrata paidA karatA hai, kabhI koriyA meM jarUrata paidA karatA hai, kabhI kazmIra meM jarUrata paidA karatA hai| koI jarUrata nahIM hai| na kazmIra meM koI jarUrata hai, na kisI viyatanAma meM, na hI kisI kamboDiyA meN| kahIM koI jarUrata nahIM hai| lekina AdamI jarUrata paidA karatA hai, kyoMki binA jarUrata mAregA, to jarA ThIka nahIM lagegA! AdamI rezanala hai sirpha eka arthoM meM ki vaha apanI bevakUphiyoM ko bhI rezanalAija karatA hai, aura kisI artha meM rezanala nahIM hai| arastU ne jarUra kahA thA ki AdamI eka buddhimAna prANI hai, lekina AdamI kA aba taka kA itihAsa siddha nahIM krtaa| arastU ko itihAsa ne galata siddha kiyA hai| AdamI sirpha buddhimAnI eka bAta meM dikhAtA hai ki apanI bevakUphiyoM ko buddhimAnI siddha karane kI koziza karatA hai| mAratA hai, to bhI rezanalAija jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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kara letA hai| kahatA hai ki mAranA hI par3egA, kyoMki yaha musalamAna hai! mAranA hI par3egA, kyoMki yaha hiMdU hai! mAranA hI par3egA, kyoMki yaha hiMdustAnI nahIM, pAkistAnI hai! jaise ki kisI kA pAkistAnI honA mArane ke lie kAphI kAraNa hai! kAphI ho gaI bAta ki eka AdamI musalamAna hai, mAro! AdamI kAraNa khojatA hai| yaha AdamI pUMjIpati hai, mAranA par3egA; yaha AdamI kamyunisTa hai, mAranA par3egA! purAne kAraNa jarA piTa jAte haiM, bAse ho jAte haiM, to naye kAraNa khojatA calA jAtA hai| naye kAraNa IjAda karatA hai ki aba calo, purAnA kAraNa bekAra huA, vaha khela baMda karo, nayA khela khelo! abhI taka bahuta mAre hiMdU-musalamAna, calo aba hiMdU-jaina meM ho jAye! hiMdU-jaina kA na cale to calo garIba-amIra meM ho jaaye| AdamI mAranA cAhatA hai, to kAraNa khoja letA hai| pazu binA kAraNa kabhI nahIM maarte| __maiM yaha kaha rahA hUM ki agara hama AdamI kI hiMsA ko samajheM, to hama pAyeMge ki agara AdamI hiMsaka hotA hai, to yaha usakA cunAva hai| aura isalie AdamI itanA hiMsaka ho sakatA hai, jitanA koI pazu nahIM ho sktaa| kyoMki pazu kA hiMsaka honA sirpha svabhAva hai-vaha usakA cunAva nahIM hai-isalie nAdirazAha usameM paidA nahIM ho sktaa| isalie usameM mahAvIra bhI paidA nahIM ho skte| kyoMki ahiMsA kA bhI use koI cunAva nahIM hai| AdamI ko ahiMsA kA bhI cunAva hai| hamane agara nAdirazAha, sTailina aura mAo kI khAiyAM dekhI haiM, to hamane mahAvIra, kRSNa aura krAisTa kI UMcAiyAM bhI dekhI haiN| ve donoM hamArI saMbhAvanAeM haiN| khAiyAM, hamAre atIta kA smaraNa hai; UMcAiyAM, hamAre bhaviSya kI AkAMkSAeM haiN| aura zeSa aba kala bAta kareMge! merI bAtoM ko itane prema aura zAMti se sunA, usase maiM bahuta anugRhIta huuN| aura aMta meM sabake bhItara baiThe paramAtmA ko praNAma karatA huuN| mere praNAma svIkAra kreN| ahiMsA (praznottara) 133 For Personal & Private Use Only

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bahmacarya praznottara zo, Apane kahA hai ki Atma-ajJAna hI hiMsA kA srota hai aura kala Apane lA kahA ki hiMsA-vRtti ke lie manuSya svayaM jimmevAra hai, to kyA Atma-ajJAna - ke lie bhI manuSya svayaM jimmevAra hai? kyoM aura kaise, ise spaSTa kreN| aMdherI rAta ho amAvasa kI, aura koI apanI guhA meM baiThA ho aMdhakAra meM DUbA huA, to AMkheM baMda rakhe yA AMkheM khulI rakhe, isase koI pharka nahIM par3atA hai| AMkheM baMda hoM, to bhI aMdhakAra hogA; aura AMkheM khulI hoM, to bhI aMdhakAra hogaa| lekina phira subaha ho jAye, sUrya nikala Aye, sUrya kI kiraNoM kA jAla usa guhA ke dvAra para phaila jAye, pakSI gIta gAne lageM; aura phira bhI vaha AdamI apanI AMkheM baMda kie baiThA rahe, to pharka par3atA hai| For Personal & Private Use Only

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rAta ke aMdhakAra meM AMkheM baMda thIM yA khulI thIM, isase koI aMtara na par3atA thaa| aura rAta ke aMdhakAra kI koI bhI jimmevArI usa guhA meM baiThe hue AdamI kI na thii| aMdhakAra thA; vaha sthiti thii| lekina subaha jaba sUraja nikala AyA ho, taba bhI agara vaha AdamI AMkheM baMda kie baiThA rahe, to jo aMdhakAra use dikhAyI par3egA, vaha usakI apanI jimmevArI hogii| vaha cAhe to AMkha khola sakatA hai aura aMdhakAra se mukta ho sakatA hai| __ pazu kA jIvana, amAvasa kI aMdherI rAta jaisA jIvana hai| Atma-jJAna kI vahAM saMbhAvanA nahIM hai| pazu ko koI bodha nahIM hai, svayaM ke hone kA; aura koI vikalpa bhI nahIM hai, koI svataMtratA bhI nahIM hai ki vaha svayaM ko jAna ske| vaha saMbhAvanA hI nahIM hai| isalie pazu ko Atma-ajJAna ke lie jimmevAra nahIM kahA jA sktaa| vaha aMdherI rAta meM hai aura aMdhere ke lie jimmevAra nahIM hai| isalie pazu agara Atma-jJAna na khoje, to use doSI bhI nahIM ThaharAyA jA sktaa| lekina AdamI pazu kI yAtrA se usa jagaha praveza kara gayA hai, cetanA ke usa loka meM jahAM sUrya kA prakAza hai| aura aba bhI agara koI AdamI aMdhere meM hai, to usakI jimmevArI sivAya usake aura kisI para nahIM ho sktii| ___ hama yadi Atma-ajJAnI haiM, to apanI AMkheM baMda rakhane ke kAraNa haiM; vaha hamArI sthiti nahIM hai, vaha hamArA cunAva hai| prakAza cAroM tarapha maujUda hai| AdamI usa jagaha khar3A ho gayA hai vikAsa ke daura meM, jahAM se vaha svayaM ko jAna sakatA hai| agara nahIM jAnatA hai, to svayaM ke atirikta aura kauna jimmevAra hogA? isakA yaha artha nahIM ki maiM kaha rahA hUM, vaha Atma-ajJAna kA paidA karanevAlA hai| nahIM, Atma-ajJAna to hai; lekina AdamI usakA vidhvaMsa nahIM kara rahA hai, to bhI jimmevArI usakI hai| vaha Atma-ajJAna ko paidA karanevAlA nahIM hai. lekina vidhvaMsa karanevAlA bana sakatA hai aura nahIM bana rahA hai| isalie rispAMsabiliTi, jimmevArI AdamI kI hai| ___ AdamI Atma-ajJAnI ho to yaha usakA apanA hI nirNaya hai| AMkha usane hI baMda rakhI hai| rozanI kI aba koI kamI nahIM hai| __ sArca kA eka bahuta prasiddha vacana mujhe smaraNa AtA hai, prasiddha bhI aura anUThA bhii| sArca kA vacana hai : maina ija kaMDemDa Tu bI phrI, AdamI svataMtra hone ko vivaza hai; majabUra hai| sirpha eka svataMtratA AdamI ko nahIM hai, bAkI saba svataMtratAeM use haiN| cunAva karane ke lie AdamI majabUra hai| sirpha eka cunAva AdamI nahIM kara sktaa| vaha itanA bhara nahIM cuna sakatA ki 'cunAva na karanA' cuna le| yaha bhara nahIM cuna sktaa| hI kaina nATa cUja nATa Tu cUja, bAkI to use saba cunAva karanA hI pdd'egaa| isalie 'na karane kI bAta nahIM cuna sakatA, kyoMki yaha bhI cunAva hI hogaa| AdamI ko pratipala cunanA hI par3egA; kyoMki AdamI cunAva kI eka yAtrA hai, pazu cunAva kI yAtrA nahIM hai| pazu jo hai, vaha hai| aura agara pazu jaisA bhI hai usakI jimmevArI kisI para hogI to paramAtmA para hogii| AdamI paramAtmA kI jimmevArI ke bAhara hai| pazu ke 136 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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hone kI jimmevArI paramAtmA para hogii| pazu jaisA hai, hai| vRkSa jaise haiM, haiN| unako hama doSI nahIM ThaharA sakate aura na hI hama unheM prazaMsA ke pAtra banA sakate haiN| para AdamI bAhara ho gayA hai usa vartula ke, jahAM se vaha cunAva ke lie svataMtra hai| aba agara maiM Atma-ajJAnI hUM, to yaha merA cunAva hai; aura Atma-jJAnI hUM, to yaha merA cunAva hai| aba agara maiM dukhI hUM, to yaha merA cunAva hai; aura AnaMdita hUM, to yaha merA cunAva hai| AMkheM khulI rakhU yA baMda, yaha merA cunAva hai| cAroM ora prakAza maujUda hai| aba aMdhakAra meM rahanA mere hAtha kI bAta hai, aura prakAza meM rahanA bhI mere hAtha kI bAta hai| isalie maiMne kahA ki Atma-ajJAna ke lie bhI manuSya jimmevAra hai| aba manuSya apanI jimmevArI se mukta nahIM ho sktaa| aba vaha pratipala jyAdA se jyAdA jimmevAra hotA calA jaayegaa| manuSya kI yaha jimmevArI hI, usakI garimA aura gaurava bhI hai; yahI usakI manuSyatA bhI hai| yahIM se vaha pazutA ke bAhara nikalatA hai| isalie yaha bhI maiM Apase kahanA cAhUMgA ki jina cIjoM meM hama binA cunAva kiye bahate haiM, una cIjoM meM hama pazu ke tulya hI hote haiN| yaha bhI bahuta maje kI bAta hai ki hiMsA Amataura se hama cunate nahIM, atIta kI Adata ke kAraNa karate cale jAte haiN| ahiMsA cunanI par3atI hai| isalie ahiMsA eka uttaradAyitva hai aura hiMsA eka pazutA hai| ahiMsA manuSyatA kI yAtrA para eka maMjila hai, hiMsA sirpha purAnI Adata kA prabhAva hai| ___ maiMne nizcita hI kahA hai ki hiMsA Atma-ajJAna se paidA hotI hai| aura ina donoM bAtoM meM koI virodha nahIM hai| Atma-ajJAna bhI hamArA cunAva hai, hiMsA bhI hamArA cunAva hai| hama honA cAheM ahiMsaka, to aba koI hameM roka nahIM sktaa| manuSya jo bhI honA cAhe, ho sakatA hai| manuSya kA vicAra hI usakA vyaktitva hai; usakA nirNaya hI, usakI niyati hai; usakI AkAMkSA hI, usakI abhIpsA hI, usakA AtmasRjana hai| ___ isalie aba koI AdamI apane mana meM yaha kabhI bhUla kara bhI na soce ki vaha jo hai, usameM vaha kyA kara sakatA hai? krodha hai, to kyA kara sakatA hai? hiMsA hai, to kyA kara sakatA hai? ajJAna hai, to kyA kara sakatA hai? AdamI ko yaha kahane kA haka nahIM hai| jaise hI AdamI kahatA hai ki maiM kyA kara sakatA hUM, vaha yaha khabara de rahA hai ki kara sakatA hai, aura apane ko samajhAne kI koziza kara rahA hai ki kyA kara sakatA hUM! koI pazu nahIM kahatA ki maiM kyA kara sakatA hUM? yaha savAla hI nahIM hai| ___ AdamI jisa dina kahatA hai, majabUrI hai, maiM kyA kara sakatA hUM? hiMsaka mujhe honA hI par3egA! usa dina vaha yaha kaha rahA hai ki maiM cuna bhI rahA hUM aura cunAva kI jimmevArI bhI chor3a rahA huuN| maiM hiMsaka ho bhI rahA hUM aura hiMsaka hone kA doSa kisI aura ke kaMdhoM para-prakRti ke, paramAtmA ke kaMdhoM para chor3a rahA huuN| __jisa AdamI ne apanI Adamiyata kA bojha kisI aura para chor3A, vaha pazutA kI duniyA meM vApasa gira jAtA hai| asala meM vaha AdamI hone se inakAra kara rahA hai| jo AdamI cunane brahmacarya (praznottara) 137 For Personal & Private Use Only

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se inakAra kara rahA hai, vaha AdamI hone se inakAra kara rahA hai| vaha yaha kaha rahA hai ki nahIM, hama pazu behatara-jahAM na koI cunAva hai, na koI jimmevArI hai, na koI nirNaya hai, na koI parezAnI hai| jo hai, vaha hai| hama vApasa lauTate haiN| zarAba pIkara AdamI pazu meM vApasa lauTa jAtA hai| hiMsA karake AdamI pazu meM vApasa lauTa jAtA hai| krodha karake AdamI pazu meM vApasa lauTa jAtA hai| isalie krodha se bhare vyakti ko agara dekheM to usameM sirpha Adamiyata kI rUparekhA bhara dikhAI par3atI hai, AtmA dikhAI nahIM pdd'tii| hiMsA se bharI huI AMkheM dekheM, to usameM AdamI kI AMkheM nahIM dikhAI par3atIM, tatkAla AMkhoM meM eka meTAmArkosisa ho jAtI hai| AMkheM badala jAtI haiN| bhItara se koI chipA huA pazu tatkAla prakaTa ho jAtA hai| isalie krodha meM, hiMsA meM AdamI pazu jaisA vyavahAra karatA hai; kATatA hai, cIkhatA hai, nocatA hai| __AdamI ke nAkhUna choTe par3a gae haiM, kyoMki unakI bahuta jarUrata nahIM raha gaI hai| jaMgalI jAnavara ke pAsa nAkhUna haiM, jo ApakI haDDiyoM taka ke mAMsa ko bAhara khIMca laayeN| lAkhoM varSoM se AdamI ko aba kisI kI haDDiyoM taka ke mAMsa ko khIMcane kI jarUrata nahIM raha gaI, to nAkhUna choTe ho gae haiN| to phira AdamI ko churI, bhAle, barchiyAM banAnI par3I haiN| ve sabsTITayUTa haiM, jinase vaha jAnavara kA kAma le letA hai| kyoMki nAkhUna usake pAsa choTe par3a gaye haiN| dAMta usake aba aise nahIM rahe ki ve kisI ke mAMsa ko kATakara bAhara nikAla leM, to usane hathiyAra, aujAra banAe; goliyAM banAI haiM jo AdamI kI chAtI meM dhaMsa jaayeN| AdamI ne jitane astra-zastra khoje haiM, vaha apanI kho gaI pazutA ko sabsTITyUTa karane ke lie, paripUraka karane ke lie khoje haiN| jo jAnavaroM ke pAsa hai vaha hamAre pAsa nahIM hai, to hameM banAnA par3A hai| nizcita hI, jaba hamane banAyA hai to jAnavaroM se behatara banA liyA hai| kisa jAnavara ke pAsa eTama-bama hai ? kisa jAnavara ke pAsa saikar3oM mIla dUra bama pheMkane ke upAya haiM? nahIM, jAnavara ke pAsa bar3e prakRti-pradatta sAdhana haiN| aura AdamI ne apanI sArI buddhimattA kA upayoga karake-karor3oM jAnavaroM ko ikaTThA karake bhI jo na ho sake, vaha eka AdamI kara sakatA hai| yaha AdamI kA apanA cunAva hai| __ jisa dina kisI AdamI ko yaha bAta spaSTa dikhAI par3a jAtI hai ki jo bhI maiM hUM, usakI jimmevArI merI hai, usI dina se parivartana aura rUpAMtaraNa zurU ho jAtA hai| jisa AdamI kI jiMdagI meM abhI yaha khayAla hai ki jo maiM haM, haM; usameM merA koI vaza nahIM, usa AdamI kI jiMdagI meM dharma ke maMdira kA dvAra kabhI bhI nahIM khula sktaa| __ uttaradAyitva merA hai, aura maiM hI nirNAyaka hUM apanI niyati kA, isa bAta kA bodha manuSya kI jiMdagI ko parivartita karatA hai| ___ isalie maiMne kahA ki Atma-ajJAna ke lie manuSya svayaM jimmevAra hai| jimmevAra ina arthoM meM ki vaha tor3a sakatA hai, aura nahIM tor3a rahA hai; miTA sakatA hai, aura nahIM miTA rahA hai; mukta ho sakatA hai, aura nahIM mukta ho rahA hai| 138 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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ozo, kRpayA samajhAeM ki dhyAna-sAdhanA meM hiMsaka vRttiyoM kA visarjana aura udAttIkaraNa arthAta DijolyUzana aura sablImezana kisa prakAra ghaTita hotA hai? hiMsA kI vRtti akelI vRtti hI nahIM hai, hiMsA kI vRtti ke sAtha hiMsA ke aneka vegoM kA damana bhI saMyukta hai, saprezana bhI saMyukta hai| hiMsA kI vRtti to hai hI, hiMsA karane kI AkAMkSA bhI hai| lekina hajAra maukoM para hiMsA karane kA upAya nahIM hotA hai| hiMsA karanA cAhate haiM aura nahIM kara pAte haiN| kyoMki saMskRti hai, sabhyatA hai, jIvana kI vyavasthA hai, paristhitiyAM haiM, pratikUlatAeM haiN| aisA AdamI khojanA muzkila hai, jisane kisI kSaNa meM kisI dUsare ko mAra DAlane kA vicAra na kiyA ho ! aisA AdamI bhI khojanA muzkila hai, jisane kisI kSaNa meM apane ko hI mAra DAlane kA vicAra na kiyA ho ! dina meM na kiyA hogA, to rAta sapane meM kiyA hogaa| lekina sabhI AdamI dUsaroM ko mAra nahIM DAlate, aura sabhI AdamI AtmahatyAeM nahIM kara lete| socate haiM, pratikUlatAeM haiM... saMbhava nahIM ho paataa| aura jaba eka bAra hiMsA kA bhAva mana meM uTha jAye aura prakaTa na ho pAe, to hiMsA kI vRtti to rahatI hI hai, hiMsA ke bhAva kA vega bhI damita ho jAtA hai| yaha bhI ikaTThA hone lagatA hai| hiMsA kI vRtti to bhItara banI hI rahatI hai, aura na kI gaI hiMsA kI, kI gaI bhAvanAeM bhI saMgrahIta hotI calI jAtI haiN| eka janma kI nahIM, aneka janmoM kI bhI ikaTThI ho jAtI haiN| saMgraha ko bhI hama apane sAtha lekara cala rahe haiM / vRtti to sAtha hai hI, dabAe hue vega bhI sAtha haiN| idhara vRtti roja naye vega paidA karatI hai aura udhara purAne vegoM kA saMgraha bar3hatA calA jAtA hai aura kisI bhI kSaNa visphoTa ho sakatA hai| isalie hiMsA kI vRtti se jo mukti hai, usa mukti ke lie do bAteM samajha lenI jarUrI haiH hiMsA kI vRtti kA to visarjana honA hI cAhie, hiMsA ke dabe hue, dabAe gae vegoM kA visarjana bhI jarUrI hai| hiMsA kI vRtti miTegI, to maiM Ane vAle bhaviSya meM hiMsA ke vegoM ko paidA nahIM karUMgA, lekina maiMne jo atIta meM vega dabAye haiM, unakA visarjana, unakA recana, unakI kaithArsisa bhI honI jarUrI hai| mahAvIra ne bahuta suMdara zabda kaithArsisa ke lie prayoga kiyA hai| pazcima meM manasazAstrI jise kaithArsisa kahate haiM, recana kahate haiM, mahAvIra ne use 'nirjarA' kahA hai| vaha bahuta adabhuta zabda hai| nirjarA kA artha hai, vidariga ave / nirjarA kA artha hai, kisI cIja kA jhar3a jAnA / koI cIja jo ikaTThI hai, usakA bikhara jAnA / nirjarA kA artha hai, agara Upara dhUla ikaTThI ho gaI hai, to dhUla ke kaNoM ko pheMkakara alaga kara denaa| bahuta vega hamAre bhItara ikaTThe haiN| dhyAna meM inakI nirjarA, inakI kaithArsisa kI jA sakatI hai; aura sirpha dhyAna meM hI kI jA sakatI hai| aura koI upAya manuSya ke dabe hue vegoM kI nirjarA kA nahIM hai| dhyAna meM kaise kI jA sakatI hai ? For Personal & Private Use Only brahmacarya (praznottara) 139

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140 jaba Apake mana meM kisI ko ghUMsA mArane kI icchA paidA hotI hai, taba Apa eka choTA sA prayoga karake dekheMge aura bahuta hairAna hoMge aura yaha prayoga maiM majAka meM nahIM kaha rahA huuN| amerikA meM eka bar3I vaijJAnika prayogazAlA isa prayoga ko Aja kara rahI hai| kailiphorniyA meM eka saMsthA hai, isAlena iMsTITyUTa / zAyada amerikA meM eka bahuta kImatI RSi Aja maujUda hai| usakA nAma hai, parlsa / vaha jina logoM ke mana meM bar3I hiMsA hai, unakI AMkhoM para paTTiyAM baMdhavA detA hai, takie unake sAmane rakha detA hai, aura kahatA hai, mAro ghUMse aura samajho ki duzmana sAmane hai| jise tumheM mAranA hai, usI ko mAro ! pahale to AdamI haMsatA hai ki takie ko kaise mAreM! lekina kisI dUsare AdamI ko mArane meM aura takie ko mArane meM hAtha ko koI bhI pharka nahIM par3atA hai / aura kisI AdamI mArane meM aura kisI takie ko mArane meM, khUna meM jo viSa paidA ho gayA hai, usake nikalane meM bhI koI pharka nahIM par3atA hai| dUsarA AdamI bhI takie se jyAdA aura kyA hai ? to parlsa apane hiMsaka marIja ko kahegA ki mAro takie ko ! pahale marIja haMsegA, lekina parlsa kahegA, haMso mata, mAro! marIja kahegA, Apa bhI kyA majAka karate haiM! lekina parlsa kahegA, thor3A majAka hI sahI, lekina mAro! marIja takie ko mAranA zurU karegA aura thor3I hI dera meM Asa-pAsa khar3e loga dekhakara hairAna hoMge ki na kevala mArane meM usakI gati A gaI, na kevala vaha takie se jUjhane lagA, na kevala takie se vaha duzmanI nikAla rahA hai, balki vaha takie ko cIregA, phAr3egA, muMha se kATa DAlegA ; takie Tukar3e-Tukar3e kara degA ! aura jina logoM ko bhI ina prayogoM se gujaranA par3A hai, ve prayoga ke bAda kahate haiM ki mana bahuta halakA ho gayA hai| itanA halakA kabhI bhI nahIM thA / ye parlsa kyA kaha rahA hai? ye yaha kaha rahA hai ki tumane aba taka hiMsA sakAraNa nikAlI hai, kisI para nikAlI hai| aba tuma havA meM nikAla lo, kisI para mata nikAlo; kyoMki jaba bhI kisI para nikAlI jAyegI, to usakI pratikriyAeM hoMgI / agara maiM kisI ko ghUMsA mArUMgA, to yaha ghUMsA AkAza meM kho nahIM jAyegA, aMtarikSa isako ebjArba nahIM kara legA / jisako ghUMsA mArUMgA, vaha isakA uttara degaa| Aja degA, kala degA, parasoM degA - pratIkSA karegA, lekina uttara degA / aura jaba maiM kisI ko ghUMsA mArUMgA, to ho sakatA hai vaha buddha jaisA, mahAvIra jaisA koI AdamI ho, aura uttara na bhI de, to bhI jaise hI maiM kisI ko ghUMsA mArUMgA, to mere mana meM bhI pratikriyA aura pazcAttApa hogaa| aura dhyAna rahe! krodha hI burA nahIM hai, pazcAttApa bhI utanA hI burA hai| kyoMki pazcAttApa ulaTA ho gayA krodha hai, pazcAttApa zIrSAsana karatA huA krodha hai / pazcAttApa bhI utanA hI burA hai| asala meM pazcAttApa karake AdamI phira se krodha karane kI taiyArI ke atirikta aura kucha bhI nahIM karatA hai| jaba eka AdamI ripeMTa karatA hai aura kahatA hai, bahuta burA huA ki maiMne krodha kiyA, taba vaha apane mana ko yaha samajhA rahA hai ki maiM itanA burA AdamI nahIM hUM, eka burA kAma ho gayA hai, yaha dUsarI bAta hai| pazcAttApa karake vaha apane acche AdamI ko vApasa punarsthApita kara rahA hai| vaha jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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rIisTebaliza kara rahA hai apanI purAnI ijjata ko, apanI hI AMkhoM meN| aura jaise hI vaha punarsthApita ho jAyegA, kala phira ghusA mArane ke lie taiyAra ho jaayegaa| parasoM phira pazcAttApa, phira ghuusaa| krodha aura pazcAttApa kA eka duSTa-cakra ghUmatA rhegaa| aura jaba hama kisI vyakti ko ghUsA mArate haiM, to na kevala pazcAttApa hotA hai, balki vaha ghUse kA uttara degA, isakI punaH taiyArI bhI zurU ho jAtI hai| isalie hiMsA phira eka duSTacakra bana jAtI hai, jisake bAhara nikalanA muzkila ho jAtA hai| ___ lekina takie ko agara eka AdamI ghusA mAra rahA hai, to aisA kucha bhI nahIM ghtttaa| takie ko cUMsA mArane meM nirjarA ho rahI hai| parlsa takie ko ghusA mArane ko kaha rahA hai, kyoMki jisa duniyA meM hama raha rahe haiM, vaha bahuta AbjekTiva ho gaI hai| mahAvIra paccIsa sau sAla pahale the| ve kahate, havA meM hI ghUsA mAra do, takie kI kyA jarUrata hai? lekina hama kaheMge, havA meM ghusA? takie ko to phira bhI mArane jaisA lagatA hai| vaha kama se kama AdamI kI pITha jaisA lagatA hai, peTa jaisA lagatA hai! takie ko ghUsA chuyegA to aisA hI lagegA ki kisI ko chuA, thor3A-sA to takiyA bhI uttara degaa| duniyA paccIsa sau sAla meM mahAvIra ke bAda vastugata ho gaI hai| mahAvIra ne jisa dhyAna kI bAta kI hai, usa dhyAna meM takie kI bhI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| maiM bhI jisa dhyAna kI bAta karatA haM. usameM bhI takie kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| lekina zAyada amerikA meM takie ke binA ghusA mAranA aura bhI muzkila ho jaayegaa| vastugata kucha to honA hI caahie| AdamI na sahI, to takiyA hI shii| ___mahAvIra to takie ko bhI mArane ko manA kreNge| ve to kaheMge...parlsa ko ve to kaheMge, isameM bhI thor3I-sI hiMsA ho rahI hai| yaha AdamI takie meM apane duzmana ko projekTa kara rahA hai| koI duzmana nahIM hai, jisako coTa pahuMca rahI hai, lekina isa AdamI ko kisI ko mArane kA majA aura rasa A rahA hai| yaha rasa bhI hiMsA kI dhArA ko thor3A-bahuta jArI rkhegaa| isase hiMsA kI pUrNa nirjarA nahIM ho jaayegii| isalie parlsa kI leboreTarI se gae loga do-cAra-chaha mahIne bAda phira vApasa A jAeMge aura kaheMge ki hiMsA phira mana meM ikaTThI ho gii| aba phira unako takiyA cAhie aura phira unako mAranA pdd'egaa| dhyAna kI prakriyA kahatI hai ki Apa kisI kI phikra chor3a deM, sabjekTiva vAyaleMsa kara leN| sabjekTiva vAyaleMsa kA matalaba apane sAtha hiMsA karanA nahIM hai| sabjekTiva vAyaleMsa kA matalaba hai, sirpha hiMsA ko ho jAne deM-binA kisI AbjekTa ke, binA kisI viSaya ke, binA kisI vastu ke| __eka AdamI agara dhyAna meM cIkha mArakara cillAye, cUMse mAre, nAce, kUde, to usake bhItara jo hiMsA ke dabe hue vega haiM, unakI nirjarA hotI hai| ve gira jAte haiN| eka ghaMTe bhara ke kisI bhI dina ke prayoga ke bAda Apa isa bAta kA anubhava kara sakate haiM ki Apake bhItara ke dabe hue vega ur3a gae, Apa halke hokara kamare ke bAhara A ge| usa dina dinabhara Apa brahmacarya (praznottara) 141 For Personal & Private Use Only

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krodha na kara pAyeMge, utanI AsAnI se jitanI AsAnI se kala kiyA thaa| utanI AsAnI se kisI ko ghUsA na bAMdha pAyeMge, jitanI AsAnI se sadA bAMdhA thaa| ve hI kAraNa, jo kala ApakI AMkhoM ko lAla khUna se bhara dete, Aja ApakI AMkhoM ko jhIla kI taraha nIlA hI chor3a jaayeNge| aura eka haMsI bhI apane para AnI zurU hogI ki jisa hiMsA kI aise hI nirja ho sakatI thI, usake lie akAraNa hI maiMne dUsaroM ko pIr3A dekara duSTa-cakra nirmita kiye, visIyasa sarkila bnaae| mahAvIra eka gAMva ke pAsa khar3e the aura kucha logoM ne Akara unheM bahuta piittaa| kisI ne unake kAna meM khIleM ThoMka diiN| ve khar3e dekhate rhe| pIche kisI ne unase pUchA, Apane kucha bhI na kahA? Apa kucha to bolate, itanA to kahate ki akAraNa mujhe kyoM mAra rahe ho? to mahAvIra ne kahA, akAraNa ve nahIM mAra rahe the| unake bhItara mArane kI bAta kA jarUra hI koI kAraNa rahA hogaa| ho sakatA hai, mujhase saMbaMdhita na ho kAraNa, lekina unake bhItara to kAraNa rahA hI hogaa| aura phira maiMne socA ki ve mujhe hI mAra leM to behatara hai, ve kisI dUsare ko mAreMge, to binA mAra kA uttara pAe vApasa na lautteNge| unakI hiMsA kI nirjarA ho jaaye| to mujhase behatara AdamI unheM khojanA muzkila hai| mahAvIra takie kI taraha hI vyavahAra kiye una logoM ke saath| dhyAna meM, dabe hue samasta-vegoM kI nirjarA hotI hai-ve cAhe hiMsA ke hoM, cAhe krodha ke hoM, cAhe kAma ke hoM, cAhe lobha ke hoM- dhyAna meM samasta dabe vegoM kI nirjarA hotI hai| aura jaba vegoM kI nirjarA ho jAye, jaba sapresDa, dabI huI zaktiyAM bikhara jAyeM, to vRtti se chuTakArA pAne meM bar3I AsAnI ho jAtI hai| jaba kisI ke ghara kI tijorI kA sArA dhana phiMka jAye, to tijorI ko pheMkane meM bahuta dera nahIM lgtii| tijorI ko to AdamI bacAtA hI isalie hai ki usake bhItara jo dhana ikaTThA hai| agara tijorI kA sArA dhana bAMTa diyA gayA ho, to tijorI ko dAna karane meM bahuta kaThinAI nahIM pdd'tii| __hiMsA kI vRtti se chuTakArA pAnA utanA kaThina nahIM pdd'egaa| hiMsA ke vega, jo hiMsA kI vRtti ko tijorI banAkara baiTha gae haiM, unase chuTakArA pAnA hI pahalA savAla hai| aura jisa dina sAre vega mukta ho jAte haiM, usa dina hiMsA apanI nagnatA meM, apanI ToTala nekeDanesa meM dikhAI par3atI hai| aura jaba koI vyakti hiMsA ko usakI pUrI nagnatA meM dekhane meM samartha ho jAtA hai, to vaha eka kSaNa bhI hiMsaka nahIM raha sktaa| kyoMki hiMsA ko usakI pUrI nagnatA meM dekhanA, usase mukta ho jAnA hai| vaha itanI pIr3A hai, vaha itanI kurUpatA hai, vaha itanI gaMdagI hai. ki usameM koI eka kSaNa bhI rukane ko rAjI nahIM hogaa| vaha aisA hI hai hiMsA ko usakI pUrI nagnatA meM dekhanA, jaise kisI ke ghara meM Aga laga gaI ho, aura lapaToM meM ghara ghira jAe, aura phira koI AdamI jaba lapaToM ko dekha le, to eka kSaNa bhI usa ghara meM rukanA saMbhava na ho| vaha chalAMga lagAye aura bAhara nikala jaaye| ThIka aise hI hiMsA kI lapaToM meM ghirA AdamI bAhara kUda par3atA hai| lekina hiMsA kI lapaTeM dikhAI nahIM par3atIM, kyoMki hiMsA kI vRtti aura svayaM ke bIca 1 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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- mAlUma kitanI parteM haiM dabe hue vegoM kI / una vegoM ke kAraNa hiMsA kI vRtti kA darzana nahIM ho paataa| usake kAraNa nekeDa vAyaleMsa dikhAI nahIM pdd'tii| usake kAraNa hamezA hI hameM yahI dikhAI par3atA hai ki hiMsA bhI hamArI mitra hai, kyoMki hiMsA kA hameM upayoga karanA hai| kala koI duzmana hogA, kala koI hamalA karegA, to javAba kaise deMge? ve jo bIca meM dabe hue vega haiM, unakI laMbI dhueM kI partoM ke kAraNa hiMsA kI nagnatA dikhAI nahIM pdd'tii| dhyAna, vegoM se mukti dilAkara hiMsA kA AmanA-sAmanA, enakAuMTara karA detA hai / aura jisa AdamI ne bhI hiMsA ko dekha liyA, vaha ahiMsaka ho gayA / jisa AdamI ne bhI hiMsA ko pahacAna liyA, usake hiMsaka hone ke phira upAya nahIM raha jaate| kyoMki koI bhI AdamI jAna kara narka meM utarane ko kabhI rAjI nahIM hotA hai / aura agara kabhI koI narka meM utaratA hai, to vaha narka ko svarga samajhakara hI utaratA hai / koI AdamI kabhI Aga kI lapaToM meM nahIM utaratA aura agara utaratA hai to Aga kI lapaToM ko svarga kA dvAra samajhakara hI utaratA hai / dhyAna visarjana hai, nirjarA hai, kaithArsisa hai| dhyAna kA artha hai : Apake bhItara jo ho rahA hai, use akAraNa prakaTa ho jAne deM - kisI para nahIM, zUnya meN| use zUnya ko samarpita kara deN| aba jaba krodha Aye, to eka choTA-sA prayoga karake dekha leN| jaba krodha Aye, to dvAra baMda kara leM aura khAlI kamare meM krodhita ho jAyeM / pUrA krodha kara leM khAlI kamare meN| bahuta haMsI AyegI, kyoMki bar3A ajIba mAlUma par3egA, ebsarDa mAlUma par3egA / sadA krodha dUsaroM para kiyA hai, lekina eka bAra akele meM karake dekha leM aura taba dUsare para karanA muzkila hotA jaayegaa| pahalI daphe akele meM haMsI AyegI aura dUsarI daphe se dUsare para karane meM haMsI Ane lgegii| kyoMki jo pAgalapana Apa akele meM bhI nahIM kara sakate, vaha pAgalapana Apa sabake sAmane kaise kara sakate haiM? aura jo pAgalapana akele meM bhI haMsI lAtA hai, vaha cAra AdamiyoM ke sAmane karake logoM ke mana meM ApakI kyA tasvIra banAtA hogA? isakI kalpanA kamare meM AInA rakhakara aura dila kholakara krodha kara ke dekha leN| tor3anA hI ho, to AIne ko tor3a denaa| aura usa sAre vidhvaMsa ke bIca khar3e hokara dekhanA ki Apake bhItara kisa taraha jahara haiM! inakI nirjarA hogii| inakI kaithArsisa hogii| ye gira jAyeMge / aura inake girane A bAda Apa apanI hiMsA ko dekhane meM samartha ho skeNge| hiMsA se mukti ke lie hiMsA kA darzana anivArya hai| ozo, Apane kahA hai ki kAma-krIr3A meM sUkSma hiMsA hai| lekina kyA saMbhoga do vyaktiyoM ke paraspara saMparka se bAyolAjikala sukha paidA karane kA Ayojana nahIM hai? kyoMki isa ghaTanA ke sukha meM donoM bhAgIdAra hote haiM, isalie kyA isameM myucuala, paraspara sahAnubhUti aura prema AdhAra nahIM hai ? RSabha se lekara pArzva taka, dharma ko cAra sUtra die gae the| kaheM ki dharma kA ratha cAra brahmacarya (praznottara) For Personal & Private Use Only 143

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pahiyoMvAlA thaa| yA kaheM ki dharma ke pAsa cAra paira the| caturyAna thA dhrm| mahAvIra ne eka pAMcavAM sUtra jodd'aa-brhmcry| mahAvIra ke pahale pArzva taka kisI ne brahmacarya ko dharma kA sUtra nahIM batAyA thaa| yaha bar3e maje kI bAta hai aura kAphI samajha lene kii| yaha Azcaryajanaka mAlUma hogA ki RSabha se lekara pArzva taka ke ciMtakoM ne, anubhaviyoM ne brahmacarya ko dharma kA sUtra nahIM btaayaa| kyoMki pArzva taka yahI samajhA jAtA rahA ki jo ahiMsA ko pA legA, usake jIvana meM brahmacarya anAyAsa hI utara jaayegaa| kyoMki kAma apane Apa meM eka gaharI hiMsA hai, seksa apane Apa meM eka gaharI hiMsA hai| __kAma ko hiMsA kyoM kahA jA sakatA hai, isa saMbaMdha meM do-cAra sUtra samajha lene upayogI haiN| aura mahAvIra ne kyoM brahmacarya ko alaga sUtra diyA, yaha bhI thor3A soca lenA ucita hogaa| __ mahAvIra kA nAma ahiMsA ke sAtha gaharAI se jur3A hai; itanA koI dUsarA nAma nahIM jur3A hai| lekina Azcarya hogA Apako yaha jAnakara ki mahAvIra ko ahiMsA se brahmacarya ko alaga kara denA pdd'aa| aura alaga kara dene kA kula kAraNa itanA hai ki mahAvIra jina logoM ke bIca bAta kara rahe the, ve bahata gaharI ahiMsA samajhane meM asamartha the, ve bahata hI uthalI ahiMsA samajha pAte the| itanI uthalI ahiMsA meM kAma nahIM aataa| ahiMsA jaba bahuta gaharI hotI hai, tabhI patA calatA hai ki kAmavAsanA bhI hiMsA kA eka rUpa hai| lekina pArzva taka carcA nahIM karanI par3I, kyoMki ahiMsA bar3e gahare arthoM meM lI jAtI rhii| kyoM? do tIna bAteM haiN| __ eka to jaisA maiMne kahA ki jaise hI kisI vyakti ko dUsare kI cAha paidA hotI hai, vaha AdamI dukhI hai, isakA sabUta ho gyaa| jaise hI koI vyakti kahatA hai ki merA sukha dUsare se milegA, vaise hI vaha vyakti dukhI hai, yaha taya ho gyaa| aura jo apane se bhI sukha nahIM pA sakA, vaha dUsare se sukha pA sakegA, yaha asaMbhava hai| bhrama pA sakatA hai, sukha nahIM pA sakatA; dhokhA pA sakatA hai, satya nahIM pA sakatA; sapane dekha sakatA hai, lekina jAgajAgakara royegaa| dUsare kI AkAMkSA hI isa bAta kA sabUta hai ki abhI sukha kA sUtra nahIM milaa| aura dUsare kI AkAMkSA ke binA to kAma nahIM ho sakatA, seksa nahIM ho sakatA! vaha dUsare kI AkAMkSA meM chipA hai| isalie bhI kAma hiMsA hai| aura isalie bhI, ki eka vyakti ke pAsa jo vIrya-kaNa haiM, ve jIvita haiN| Aja pRthvI para sAr3he tIna araba logoM kI saMkhyA hai| eka sAdhAraNa vyakti ke jIvana meM jitane vIrya-kaNa banate haiM, utane vIrya-kaNoM se itanI saMkhyA paidA ho sakatI hai, sArI pRthvI kii| aura eka vyakti jIvana bhara ina vIrya-kaNoM kA kAma ke lie upayoga karatA rahatA hai| saMbhoga ke do ghaMTe ke bhItara...jitane vIrya-kaNa zarIra se bAhara jAte haiM, ve do ghaMTe ke bhItara mara jAte haiN| agara ekAdha vIrya-kaNa strI ke aMDe taka pahuMca gayA, to vaha naye jIvana kI yAtrA para nikala jAtA hai, aura zeSa vIrya-kaNa do ghaMTe ke bhItara mara jAte haiN| eka saMbhoga meM lAkhoM vIrya-kaNa marate haiN| ye vIrya-kaNa bIja-rUpa meM jIvana haiN| inameM se pratyeka vIrya-kaNa 144 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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eka manuSya bana sakatA hai| isalie eka saMbhoga meM lAkhoM vyaktiyoM kI hatyA to ho hI rahI hai| yaha lAkhoM vyaktiyoM kI hatyA hiMsA hai| tIsarI bAta aura khayAla meM le lenI jarUrI hai| jisa eka vyakti ke paidA hone kI saMbhAvanA hai, ahiMsA ko jinhoMne bahuta gahare jAnA hai, ve kaheMge ki jisako tumane janma diyA, use tumane marane ke lie paidA kiyA hai| asala meM janma, marane kI zuruAta hai| janma eka chora hai, mauta dUsarA chora hogii| yadi pitA janma ke lie hI jimmevAra hai, to AdhI jimmevArI hI le rahA hai| marane kI jimmevArI kisakI hogI? mAM agara janma dene kI hI jimmevArI le rahI hai, to AdhI jimmevArI le rahI hai| marane kI jimmevArI kisakI hogI? yaha to bar3A beImAnI kA saudA huA ki janma kI jimmevArI mAM le le, pitA le le, aura marane kI...? asala meM janma eka chora hai, mauta usI kA hI dUsarA chora hai| isalie pUrNa-ahiMsaka citta pitA aura mAM banane kI jimmevArI lene meM asamartha hotA hai| usakA gaharA kAraNa hai| vaha kisI kI mRtyu kA kAraNa nahIM bana sktaa| janma denA, kisI kI mRtyu kA kAraNa bananA hai| bhale hI sattara sAla bAda vaha mRtyu ho| isa TAima gaipa se koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| samaya ke aMtarAla se koI pharka nahIM par3atA hai| to kAma-krIr3A meM jo vIrya-kaNa do ghaMTe bAda mara jAyeMge, ve to mara hI jAyeMge, jo vIrya-kaNa bacegA, vaha bhI sattara varSa bAda, assI varSa bAda mara jaayegaa| ___ kAma-krIr3A janma ke rUpa meM mRtyu ko hI janmAtI calI jAtI hai| lekina jIvana kA sArA dhokhA yahI hai ki pahale daravAje para likhA hotA hai-janma, aura pichale daravAje para likhA hotA hai-mRtyu| jaba Apa bhItara praveza karate haiM, to janma kA daravAjA dekhakara praveza karate haiM; aura jaba bAhara nikAle jAte haiM, taba mRtyu ke daravAje se nikAle jAte haiN| jIvana kA dhokhA yahI hai ki pahale daravAje para, eMTreMsa para likhA hotA hai, sukh| aura pIche ke daravAje para likhA hotA hai, dukh| jaba praveza karate haiM, taba sukha kI AkAMkSA meM, aura jaba bAhara nikalate haiM, to phrasTreTeDa, dukha se vikSipta aura paagl| __maiMne eka majAka sunA hai| maiMne sunA hai ki nyUyArka meM eka AdamI ne bahuta-sI ajIba cIjeM ikaTThI kara lI thIM aura eka ajAyabaghara banA rakhA thaa| lekina cIjeM itanI ajIba thIM ki jo bhI AdamI ajAyabaghara meM dekhane Ate the, ve dekhate hI rahate the, nikalane ko rAjI nahIM hote the| aura jaba taka ve na nikala jAyeM, taba taka dUsare loga TikaTa le kara dvAra para khar3e rahate, unake bhItara Ane kA savAla na hotaa| to bar3I muzkila ho gaI thii| Akhira bhItara ke logoM ko bAhara nikAlanA hI par3egA, kyoMki daravAje para dUsare loga dastaka de rahe haiM ki unako bhI bhItara Ane diyA jAye! aura jo bhItara AtA vaha bAhara nikalatA hI nhiiN| to una ajIba cIjoM ko saMgRhIta karanevAle AdamI ne eka kArIgirI, eka kuzalatA kii| zAyada vaha kuzalatA usane prakRti se.hI sIkhI hogI! koI dasa-bAraha kamare the usa ajAyabaghara meN| eka kamare se dUsare kamare meM jAne kI takhtI lagI thI aura tIra banA thaa| pahale brahmacarya (praznottara) 145 For Personal & Private Use Only

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kamare para tIra lagA hotA thA aura bhI adabhuta cIjeM haiM aura tIra agale kamare meM le jAtA thaa| aura bArahaveM kamare para sabase bar3A tIra lagA thA aura usa para likhA thA-aura bhI sabase adhika adabhuta cIjeM haiM, jo na kabhI dekhI haiM, na kabhI sunI haiM! aura jaba AdamI usa kamare meM se nikalatA, to sIdhA sar3aka para pahuMca jAtA! aura pIche lauTane kA upAya nahIM thaa| daravAje para saMtarI khar3A thaa| phira lauTanA ho, to TikaTa lekara pahale daravAje se hI vApasa lauTanA par3atA thaa| jisa dina se yaha takhtI lagAyI gaI, usa dina se usa myUjiyama meM kabhI bhIr3a nahIM huI, kyoMki vaha aura bhI adabhuta cIjeM' dekhane AdamI sar3aka para pahuMca jAtA! __janma kI takhtI sAmane ke dvAra para hai, mRtyu kI takhtI pIche ke dvAra para hai| ahiMsA ko jinhoMne gahare jIyA hai, jinhoMne jAnA hai, ve yaha bhI kaheMge ki janma denA bhI hiMsA hai| ina tIna kAraNoM se kAma-krIr3A hiMsA kA hI eka rUpa hai| aura dukhI manuSya-jaisA maiMne pahale kahA-dUsare se sukha pAnA cAhatA hai| lekina kyA kabhI Apane socA ki vaha dUsarA AdamI jo Apase kAma-krIr3A meM saMlagna ho rahA hai, vaha bhI dukhI hai, aura Apase sukha pAnA cAhatA hai| ye do bhikhamaMge eka dUsare se bhIkha mAMga rahe haiN| ___ maiMne sunA hai ki eka gAMva meM do jyotiSI the| ve roja subaha apanA jyotiSa kA kAma karane bAjAra jAte the| aura rAste meM jaba bhI mila jAte, to eka dUsare ko apanA hAtha dikhA lete the ki kyA khayAla hai, Aja dhaMdhA kaisA calegA? hama sArI jiMdagI aisA hI kara rahe haiN| saba dukhI haiM aura eka dUsare se sukha mAMga rahe haiN| jisase maiM sukha mAMgane gayA hUM, vaha mujhase sukha mAMgane AyA hai| svabhAvataH, ina do dukhI AdamiyoM kA aMtima pariNAma dugunA dukha hogA, sukha nhiiN| dukha dugunA ho jaayegaa| balki dugunA kahanA ThIka nahIM, kyoMki jiMdagI meM jor3a nahIM hote, guNanaphala hote haiN| yahAM cIjeM jur3atI nahIM, guNita ho jAtI haiN| yahAM cAra aura cAra milakara ATha nahIM hote, solaha ho jAte haiN| jiMdagI meM jaba do dukhI AdamI milate haiM, to unakA dukha sirpha jur3a nahIM jAtA, unakA dukha kaI gunA ho jAtA hai| maiM dUsare ko dukha dene kA kAraNa banUM-hiMsA hai| aura jaba taka maiM dukhI hUM, taba taka mere sabhI saMbaMdha-jo maiM nirmita karUMgA-dukha denevAle hI hoNge| isalie ahiMsaka kahegA, jaba taka hiMsA hai citta meM, dukha hai citta meM, taba taka saMga hI mata banAo, saMbaMdha hI mata banAo, kyoMki saba saMbaMdha dukha ko hI phailaayeNge| asaMga ho jAo, saMbaMdha ke bAhara ho jAo! jisa dina AnaMda bhara jAye, usa dina saMbaMdhita ho jAnA! lekina kaThinAI yahI hai jiMdagI kI ki jo dukhI haiM, ve saMbaMdhita honA cAhate haiM; aura jo AnaMdita haiM, unheM saMbaMdha kA patA hI nahIM raha jAtA! aisA nahIM ki ve saMbaMdhita nahIM hote, lekina unheM patA nahIM raha jAtA; koI AkAMkSA nahIM raha jaatii| agara unase logoM ke saMbaMdha bhI banate haiM, to sadA vana ve Traiphika hote haiN| dUsare loga hI unase saMbaMdhita hote haiN| ve to asaMga, anarileTeDa khar3e raha jAte haiN| dUsare hI unheM chUte haiM, ve dUsaroM ko nahIM chU paate| hAM, unakA AnaMda jarUra jo unake nikaTa AtA hai una para barasatA rahatA hai| vaha vaise hI barasatA 146 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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rahatA hai, jaise sUraja kI kiraNeM barasatI haiN| vaha vaise hI barasatA rahatA hai, jaise vRkSoM meM khile hue phUla barasate rahate haiN| kisI ke lie nahIM, vRkSa ke pAsa bahuta ho gae haiM isalie ovara phloiMga hai| cIjeM bAr3ha meM A gayI haiM aura barasatI rahatI haiN| dukhI AdamI saMbaMdha khojatA hai, aura jinase saMbaMdha khojatA hai, sirpha unheM dukhI chor3a pAtA hai| kisa AdamI ne saMbaMdha banAkara sukha pAyA? kisa AdamI ne saMbaMdhita hokara kisI ko sukha diyA? koI nahIM de pAtA hai| yaha sArI pRthvI dukhI logoM kI pRthvI hai| aura yaha sArI pRthvI dukhI logoM ke prayAsa se-sukha pAne ke aura sukha dene ke prayAsa se-karor3a-gunA dukhI hokara narka bana gaI hai| kAma-krIr3A hiMsA kA eka rUpa hai, kyoMki dukhI citta kI khoja hai| ahiMsA AnaMdita citta kA bahAva hai| hiMsA dukhI citta kA, vikSipta rogoM kA dUsaroM meM saMkramaNa, inasaiksana hai| isalie pArzva taka brahmacarya ko alaga sUtra hI nahIM ginaa| __mahAvIra ko ginanA pdd'aa| kyoMki mahAvIra jisa samAja meM paidA hue, vaha eka DekADeMTa sosAiTI thii| vaha eka maratA huA samAja thaa| mahAvIra jisa samAja meM paidA huye vaha bhArata meM unnati ke zikhara para pahuMcA huA samAja thA aura jaba unnati ke zikhara para koI samAja pahuMca jAtA hai, to patana zurU ho jAtA hai| saba zikhara para pahuMce hue samAja, patita hote hue samAja hote haiN| jaise amarIkA Aja eka DekADeMTa sosAiTI hai| usane eka zikhara chU liyA hai| aba patana hogaa| saba cIjoM meM bikharAva hogaa| jahAM-jahAM zikhara chU liyA jAyegA, vahAMvahAM bikharAva hogaa| ___ mahAvIra jisa samaya bhArata meM paidA hue, usa samaya, vizeSakara bihAra apanI unnati ke svarNa-zikhara para thaa| saba tarapha svarNa thaa| saba tarapha unnati UMcAI para thii| saba cIjeM sar3a rahI thIM aura gira rahI thiiN| isa samAja ke bIca mahAvIra jaise vyakti ko ahiMsA kI bAta karanI pdd'ii| isa bAta ko bahuta gahare taka le jAnA muzkila thA, kyoMki jo kAna the, ve bahare the| ____ RSabha ko jo loga mile the ve sIdhe-sarala loga the| vikAsamAna samAja thA- DikADeMTa nhiiN| ivaoNlva ho rahA thaa| vikasita ho rahA thaa| loga baccoM kI taraha bhole the, sarala the, sIdhe the| unase bahuta gaharI bAta kI jA sakatI thI aura ve gaharI bAta suna sakate the| abhI ve bahare nahIM ho gae the| abhI sabhyatA aura saMskRti ke zora ne unake kAnoM ko phor3a nahIM DAlA thaa| abhI unakI AtmAoM meM baccoM kI saralatA aura tAjagI thii| abhI vahAM gIta pahuMca sakate the| abhI vahAM svara pahuMca sakate the| isalie unhoMne brahmacarya kI bAta hI nahIM kii| kyoMki ahiMsA meM hI brahmacarya apane Apa samAviSTa ho jAtA thaa| __ lekina mahAvIra ko sUtra pAMca kara dene pdd'e| cAra kI jagaha eka sUtra aura bar3hAnA pdd'aa| kyoMki una logoM ko yaha samajhAnA muzkila huA ki ahiMsA itanI gaharI ho sakatI hai ki kAma, seksa bhI hiMsA ho jaaye| aura isIlie to mahAvIra ke AdhAra para jo vicAra kI paraMparA calI, vaha paraMparA ahiMsA kI una gaharAiyoM ko nahIM chU pAI, jo RSabha aura pArzva ke mana meM thiiN| mahAvIra ke AdhAra para jo vicAra calA, vaha vicAra-cIMTI mata mAro, pAnI chAna kara brahmacarya (praznottara) 147 For Personal & Private Use Only

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148 pIyo, hiMsA mata karo, kisI ko mAro mata, dukha mata do, mAMsa mata khAo - isa taraha kI UparI ahiMsA banakara raha gaI / isake jimmevAra mahAvIra nahIM haiM / mahAvIra ke Asa-pAsa jo loga the, jinase unheM bAta karanI thI, ve loga jimmevAra haiN| isalie vaha paraMparA bahuta sAdhAraNa hokara raha gaI / soceM, kaise adabhuta loga rahe hoMge RSabha aura pArzva, jinhoMne brahmacarya kI bAta hI nahIM kI! kyoMki unhoMne kahA, ahiMsaka ho jAo, to brahmacarya to A hI jAyegA / usakI koI alaga se vyavasthA dene kI jarUrata nahIM thI / kanaphyUziyasa eka bAra lAotse ke pAsa gayA aura lAotse se usane kahA, , logoM ko dharma sikhAnA pdd'egaa| to lAotse ne kahA ki tumheM patA hai vaha jamAnA, jaba loga itane dhArmika the ki dharma kI koI bAta hI nahIM karatA thA ? dharma kI bAta sirpha adhArmika samAja meM karanI par3atI hai| dhArmika samAja meM dharma kI bAta karane kI koI bhI jarUrata nahIM hai| lAotse ne kahA, jamAnA thA jaba loga dhArmika the, taba dharma kI bAta karanI vyartha thI / kyoMki jaba loga dhArmika hoM, to dharma kI bAta nahIM karanI pdd'tii| bImAra AdamI ke sivAya svAsthya kI carcA aura koI bhI nahIM krtaa| bImAra AdamI caubIsa ghaMTe svAsthya kI carcA karatA hai| aksara bImAra AdamI khuda hI dhIre-dhIre DaoNkTara ho jAte haiM--svAsthya kI carcA karate-karate ! bImAra AdamI svAsthya kI patrikAeM par3hate haiM, necaropaithI kI kitAbeM par3hate haiM ! bImAra AdamI svAsthya kI bahuta carcA karatA hai, kyoMki usa becAre ko bImArI itanA sacetana banAe rakhatI hai ki svAsthya kI carcA se mana ko bhulAe rakhatA hai| anaitika samAja nIti kI carcAeM karate haiM, kAmuka samAja brahmacarya kI carcAeM karate haiM, patita samAja utthAna kI carcAeM karate haiM, garIba samAja dhana kI carcA karate haiM / jo nahIM hotA, hama usakI hI carcA karate haiN| mahAvIra ke vakta meM hiMsA bahuta thI, ahiMsA bahuta gahare nahIM jA sakatI thI, isalie brahmacarya kI carcA alaga karanI pdd'ii| RSabha ko ahiMsA kI carcA hI kAphI huii| aura zAyada RSabha ke pahale ahiMsA kI carcA kI bhI jarUrata na rahI ho| kyoMki ahiMsA kI carcA bhI tabhI zurU hotI hai, jaba hiMsA jora se citta ko pakar3a letI hai| isalie maiMne kahA ki kAma bhI hiMsA kA eka rUpa hai, aura akAma ahiMsA kA khila jAnA hai| ozo, hama eka bar3I musIbata meM par3a gae haiM! aura vaha musIbata hamAre lie yaha hai ki abhI taka hamArI yaha dhAraNA rahI thI ki sahAnubhUti, simpaithI hI ahiMsA kA eka aMga hai| aura hama bahuta dinoM se barAbara ise mAnate rahe the| lekina paMca mahAvrata pravacanamAlA ke aMtargata Apane ahiMsA ke saMdarbha meM batAyA ki sahAnubhUti meM hiMsA chipI hai, kyoMki isameM dUsarA maujUda hai| phira Apane isako aura Age bar3hAyA aura Apane samAnubhUti kA udAharaNa dete hue jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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paramahaMsa svAmI rAmakRSNa kA jikra kiyaa| aura jisameM Apane yaha bhI batAyA ki eka kisAna para jaba kor3e laga rahe the, usa samaya una kor3oM ke nizAna svAmI rAmakRSNa paramahaMsa kI pITha para bhI dikhAI par3a rahe the| ___ to ye sahAnubhUti aura samAnubhUti-ye do cIjeM hiMsA-vRtti ke saMdarbha meM kyA inameM sUkSma bhinnatA hai, yaha batAne kI kRpA kreN| aura sAtha hI sAtha yaha batAne kI kRpA bhI kareM ki jise Apane samAnubhUti kA nAma diyA hai, kyA vaha mAnasika tala kI ghaTanA hai yA AdhyAtmika tala kI bAta hai? sahAnubhUti, simpaithI sAdhAraNataH bar3I mUlyavAna aura kImatI cIja samajhI jAtI rahI hai-hai nhiiN| sahAnubhUti kA artha hai, koI AdamI dukhI hai aura Apa usake dukha meM dukha prakaTa karate haiM; dukhI hote haiN| sahAnubhUti kA artha hai, saha-anubhUti; dUsare ke sAtha-sAtha anubhava krnaa| lekina jo AdamI dUsare ke dukha meM dukha anubhava karatA hai, vaha AdamI dUsare ke sukha meM kabhI sukha anubhava nahIM kara pAtA! agara kisI ke bar3e makAna meM Aga laga jAye, to Apa dukha prakaTa karate haiM; lekina kisI kA bar3A makAna bana jAye, to sukha nahIM prakaTa kara pAte! isa bAta ko samajha lenA jarUrI hai| isakA matalaba kyA huA? isakA matalaba yaha huA ki sahAnubhUti eka dhokhA hai| sahAnubhUti tabhI saccI ho sakatI hai, jaba dUsare ke dukha meM dukha anubhava ho aura dUsare ke sukha meM sukha anubhava ho| ___lekina dukha meM to dukha anubhava hama kara pAte haiM yA dikhA pAte haiM, sukha meM sukha anubhava nahIM kara paate| isalie, kara pAte haiM, kahanA ThIka nahIM hogA, dikhA pAte haiM, kahanA ThIka hogaa| jaba dUsarA dukhI hotA hai, to hama dukha prakaTa kara pAte haiN| agara hama dUsare ke sukha meM bhI sukhI ho pAyeM, taba to hamArA dukha prakaTa karanA vAstavika hogaa| anyathA dUsare ke dukha meM bhI hameM thor3A-sA rasa AtA hai; dUsare ke dukha meM bhI hameM thor3A majA AtA hai; dUsare ke dukha meM bhI hama rasa bhora hote haiN| ___ isalie jaba Apa kisI dUsare ke dukha meM dukha prakaTa karane jAyeM, taba jarA apane bhItara TaTolakara dekhanA ki kahIM Apako majA to nahIM A rahA hai! eka to majA yaha AtA hai ki hama sahAnubhUti prakaTa karanevAle haiM aura dUsarA AdamI sahAnubhUti lene kI sthiti meM par3a gayA hai| jaba koI dUsarA AdamI sahAnubhUti lene kI sthiti meM par3a jAtA hai, to yAcaka ho jAtA hai aura Apa muphta meM dAtA ho jAte haiN| dUsarA AdamI jaba sahAnubhUti lene kI sthiti meM par3a jAtA hai, to Apa vizeSa aura vaha dIna ho jAtA hai| aura apane bhItara Apa khojeMge, to apane dukha prakaTa karane meM bhI Apako eka rasa kI upasthiti milegii| milegI hI! isalie milegI, ki agara na mile to Apa dUsare ke sukha meM bhI pUrI taraha sukhI ho paayeNge| lekina dUsare ke sukha meM to IrSyA bhara jAtI hai, jelesI bhara jAtI hai, jalana bhara jAtI hai! dUsarA pahalU isa bAta kI khabara detA hai ki dUsare ke dukha meM hama dukhI nahIM ho sakate, lekina isI ko hama sahAnubhUti kahate rahe haiN| isI ko maiM sahAnubhUti kahakara bAta kara rahA brahmacarya (praznottara) 149 For Personal & Private Use Only

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150 huuN| isalie maiMne dUsarA zabda cunanA ucita samajhA, vaha hai - samAnubhUti, empaithI / sahAnubhUti eka to jhUThI hotI hai, vaMcanA hotI hai, aura agara hama yaha bhI samajha leM ki kisI AdamI kI sahAnubhUti saccI hI ho; vaha dUsare ke dukha meM dukha anubhava kare aura dUsare ke sukha meM sukha anubhava kare, to bhI hiMsA hI rahatI hai; ahiMsA nahIM ho paatii| jhUThI ho, taba to nizcita hI hiMsA hotI hai; saccI ho, taba bhI hiMsA hI hotI hai; ahiMsA nahIM ho paatii| kyoMki jaba taka dUsarA maujUda hai, taba taka ahiMsA phalita nahIM hotI / ahiMsA advaita kI anubhUti hai | ahiMsA isa bAta kA anubhava hai ki vahAM dUsarA nahIM, maiM hI huuN| 1 jaba dUsarA dukhI ho rahA hai, taba aisA anubhava ho ki dUsarA dukhI ho rahA hai aura maiM bhI dukha anubhava kara rahA hUM - yaha agara jhUThA hai, taba to hiMsA hogI hI - agara saccA hI hai, to bhI maiM maiM hUM aura dUsarA dUsarA hai; donoM ke bIca kA setu nahIM TUTa gayA hai; aura jahAM taka dUsarA dUsarA hai, vahAM taka ahiMsA saMbhava nahIM hai| dUsare ko dUsarA jAnanA bhI hiMsA hai / kyoM ? kyoMki jaba taka maiM dUsare ko dUsarA jAna rahA hUM, taba taka maiM ajJAna meM jI rahA hUM; dUsarA, dUsarA hai nahIM / samAnubhUti kA artha hai ki dUsare ko dukha ho rahA hai, aisA nahIM - maiM hI dukhI ho gayA huuN| dUsarA sukhI ho gayA hai, aisA nahIM - maiM hI sukhI ho gayA huuN| aisA nahIM ki AkAza meM cAMda prakAzita ho rahA - maiM hI prakAzita ho gayA huuN| aisA nahIM ki sUraja nikalA hai-- balki maiM hI nikala AyA huuN| aisA nahIM ki phUla khile haiM - balki maiM hI khila gayA huuN| - empaithI kA artha hai, advaita / samAnubhUti kA artha hai, ekatva / ahiMsA, ekatva hai| to ye tIna sthitiyAM huIM : jhUThI sahAnubhUti, phaoNlsa simpaithI - jo hiMsA hai| saccI sahAnubhUti -- jo hiMsA kA bahuta sUkSmatama rUpa hai| aura samAnubhUti - jo ahiMsA hai| hiMsA ho yA hiMsA kA sUkSma rUpa ho, saccI sahAnubhUti ho, jhUThI sahAnubhUti ho, ve saba mAnasika tala kI ghaTanAeM haiN| samAnubhUti, empaithI AdhyAtmika tala kI ghaTanA hai| mana ke tala para hama kabhI eka nahIM ho skte| merA mana alaga hai, ApakA mana alaga hai / merA zarIra alaga hai, ApakA zarIra alaga hai| zarIra aura mana ke tala para aikya asaMbhava hai - ho nahIM sktaa| sirpha AtmA ke tala para aikya saMbhava hai; kyoMki AtmA ke tala para hama eka haiM hii| jaise eka ghar3e ko hama pAnI meM DubA deM, bhara jAye ghar3e meM pAnI, to ghar3e ke bhItara pAnI aura ghar3e ke bAhara pAnI eka hI hai| sirpha bIca meM eka ghar3e kI miTTI kI dIvAla hai, jo TUTa jAye, to pAnI eka ho jAye / mana aura zarIra kI eka dIvAla hai, jo dUsare se milane se rokatI hai, jo dUsare ke sAtha eka nahIM hone detii| hama saba ghar3e haiM miTTI ke, cetanA ke bar3e sAgara meM / ghar3e to alaga hoMge, lekina ghar3e ke jo bhItara hai, vaha alaga nahIM hai / aura jo ahiMsA ko anubhava karatA hai, yA anubhava karatA hai, vaha anubhava kara letA hai ki ghar3e kitane hI alaga hoM, ghar3e bhItara eka hI virAjamAna hai| jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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isa eka kA anubhava ahiMsA hai| isalie isameM sahAnubhUti nahIM ho sktii| sahAnubhUti meM dUsarA jarUrI hai| isameM samAnubhUti ho sakatI hai| dUsarA isameM nahIM bacA hai| samAnubhUti, citta aura mana ke pAra hai| vaha biyAMDa mAiMDa hai| vaha mana ke bhItara aura mana ke nIce nahIM-mana ke Upara aura mana ke pAra hai| yaha jo mana ke pAra ghaTanA ghaTatI hai, yahI adhyAtma hai| sirpha AdhyAmika kaha sakatA hai, vahI jo tuma ho, vahI maiM huuN| sirpha AdhyAtmika kaha sakatA hai ki sUraja meM jo jala rahI hai jyoti, vahI isa choTe-se miTTI ke dIye meM bhI jala rahI hai| sirpha AdhyAtmika kaha sakatA hai ki kaNa meM jo hai vahI virATa meM bhI hai| sirpha AdhyAtmika kaha sakatA hai ki bUMda aura sAgara eka hI cIja ke do nAma haiN| samAnubhUti kA artha hai-bUMda aura sAgara eka haiN| aura jisane eka bUMda ko bhI pUrA jAna liyA, use sAgara meM jAnane ko kacha bAkI nahIM raha jaataa| eka baMda jAna lI to parA sAgara jAna liyaa| jisane apane bhItara kI bUMda jAna lI, usane sabake bhItara ke sAgara ko bhI jAna liyaa| phira vaha maratA nhiiN| kaise maregA, kyoMki vaha bacA nhiiN| phira vaha ahaMkAra, vaha 'maiM' vidA ho gayA, kyoMki koI 'tU' nahIM milA khiiN| jaba taka 'tU' mile, tabhI taka 'maiM' baca sakatA hai| jaba 'tU' na mile to 'maiM' bhI nahIM baca sktaa| vaha 'tU' aura 'maiM' kI jor3I sAthasAtha hai| ___ mArTina bUbara ne AI eMDa dAu, eka kitAba likhI hai| kImatI kitAba hai| maiM aura tuu| mArTina bUbara ke khayAla se jIvana ke sAre saMbaMdha maiM aura tU ke saMbaMdha haiN| lekina eka aura jagata bhI hai, jo maiM aura tU ke bAhara hai, biyAMDa AI eMDa daau| eka aura jagata hai, vAstavika jIvana kA-saMbaMdhoM kA nahIM-jIvana-UrjA kA, paramAtmA kA, jahAM maiM aura tU nahIM haiN| ___ baMgAlI meM eka choTA-sA nATaka hai, jisameM kathA hai ki eka yAtrI vRMdAvana gayA hai| rAste meM, usake pAsa jo sAmAna thA, saba corI ho gyaa| para socA usane, acchA hI hai kRSNa ke pAsa khAlI hAtha jAUM, yahI ucita hai| kyoMki bhare hAtha ko ve bhI kaise bhara pAyeMge! agara kRSNa se bharanA hai, to khAlI hAtha hI lekara jAUM, yahI ucita hai| zAyada kRSNa ne hI cora bheje hoNge| usane dhanyavAda diyA aura Age bar3ha gyaa| phira vaha maMdira ke dvAra para pahuMcA, lekina dvArapAla ne use roka liyA aura kahA, bhItara na jA skoge| pahale sAmAna bAhara rakha do| to usane kahA, aba to sAmAna bacA bhI nahIM, vaha to kRSNa ke cora pahale hI chIna cuke| nahIM, dvArapAla ne kahA, pahale sAmAna bAhara rakha do, phira bhItara jA sakate ho| yahAM to sirpha khAlI hAtha hI jA sakate ho| usa AdamI ne apane hAtha dekhe, ve khAlI the| usane dvArapAla ke sAmane hAtha kie, ve khAlI the| dvArapAla ne kahA, nahIM, bhare hAtha nahIM jA sakate ho| para AdamI ne kahA ki maiM to aba bilakula khAlI hAtha hI hUM! usa dvArapAla ne kahA, jaba taka tuma ho, taba taka kaise khAlI hAtha ho sakate ho? jaba brahmacarya (praznottara) 151 For Personal & Private Use Only

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taka tuma kahate ho, maiM to bilakula khAlI hAtha hUM, taba taka tuma khAlI hAtha kaise ho sakate ho? kama se kama 'maiM' to tumhAre hAthoM meM bharA hI hai| isa 'maiM' ko bAhara chor3a do| ___ maiM ko bAhara chor3e binA koI paramAtmA ke maMdira meM praveza nahIM pA sktaa| maiM ko chor3akara jo jItA hai, vaha empaithI ko, samAnubhUti ko upalabdha hotA hai| jisakA maiM mara jAtA hai, usake lie, dUsaroM ko jo ho rahA hai vaha bhI use hI ho rahA hai| yA use kA bhI savAla nahIM hai, basa ho rahA hai| kahIM bhI kAMTA gar3atA hai, to usakI pIr3A use bhI pahuMca jAtI hai| kahIM AnaMda kI bAMsurI bajatI hai, to ve bhI usake apane hI svara ho jAte haiN| aba kucha bhI parAyA nahIM, aba kucha bhI ajanabI nahIM, aba kucha bhI dUsarA nhiiN| samAnubhUti adhyAtma kI zreSThatama UMcAI hai| sahAnubhUti hamArI kAmacalAU duniyA kI vyAvahArikatA hai| usa sahAnubhUti meM aksara to ninyAnabe pratizata jhUThI hotI hai shaanubhuuti| hama sirpha dhokhA dete haiM-dUsaroM ko hI nahIM, apane ko bhii| kabhI eka pratizata saca hotI hai, taba bhI maiM aura tU kAyama raha jAte haiM, ghar3e maujUda rahate haiN| zAyada jhAMkakara eka ghar3e se dUsare ghar3e meM hama dekha lete haiM, lekina phira bhI donoM ke bIca eka hI hai, eka hI pravAhita hai-isakA koI patA nahIM cala pAtA hai| samAnubhUti maiMne usa tatva ko kahA hai, jahAM eka hI zeSa raha jAtA hai, jahAM dUsarA nahIM hai| advaita kaheM, brahma kaheM, paramAtmA kaheM, aura koI nAma deM; astitva kaheM, ekjhisTeMsa kaheM, koI aura nAma deM; eka hI jahAM raha jAtA hai, vahAM jIvana apanI parama UMcAiyoM para, apane pIka eksapIrieMsa para parama anubhUti ko upalabdha hotA hai| girAnA hotA hai tU ko aura maiM ko| ___ usa dina maiMne yaha bhI kahA ki maiM aura tU kA saMbaMdha hI hiMsA hai| kaThina hogA thor3A, kyoMki maiM aura tU ke atirikta hama koI bhI kSaNa nahIM jaante| lekina thor3A prayoga kareM, to zAyada kSaNoM kI jhalaka mila jaaye| kabhI reta meM, nadI ke kinAre baitthkr| leTa jAyeM, donoM hAtha-paira pasAra kr| chAtI meM bhara leM reta ko| baMda kara leM aaNkheN| chipA leM apane cehare ko bhI reta meN| bhUla jAyeM yaha ki Apa haiM aura reta hai| tor3a deM vaha bIca kI jagaha, vaha phAsalA jo reta ko Apase alaga karatA hai| reta kI ThaMDaka ko praveza kara jAne deM svayaM meN| svayaM kI garmI ko praveza kara jAne deM reta meN| anubhava kareM ki phaila gae haiM aura eka ho gae haiM usa reta se| kabhI khule AkAza meM hAtha phailAkara khar3e ho jaayeN| AliMgana kara leM khule AkAza kA, zUnya kaa| kabhI ghar3I bhara mauna raha jAyeM khule AkAza ke saath| chor3a deM yaha khayAla ki zarIra kI sImA para maiM samApta ho jAtA huuN| bar3hAyeM apanI sImA ko| ho jAne deM itanI hI bar3I jitanI AkAza kI hai| kabhI rAta ke tAroM ke sAtha, leTa jAyeM jamIna pr| aura rAta ke tAroM ko Ane deM apane tk| aura jAne deM apane ko tAroM tk| aura bhUla jAyeM ki vahAM tAre haiM aura yahAM Apa haiN| tAre aura Apake bIca jo lena-dena rahe, vahI bAkI raha jaaye| vaha jo kamyunikezana ho, vaha jo saMvAda ho, vahI bAkI raha jaaye| 152 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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to bahuta jaldI, bahuta zIghra dhIre-dhIre, acAnaka jIvana meM eksaplojana hone lgeNge| aura ehasAsa hone lagegA ki na to usa tarapha koI tU hai aura na hI isa tarapha koI maiM hai| zAyada eka hI hai donoM trph| eka ke hI bAyeM aura dAyeM hAtha do choroM para haiN| eka hI havA kI lahara, jo idhara AI thI, udhara calI gaI hai| Apa jo zvAsa le rahe haiM, mere pAsa A jAtI hai, phira merI ho jAtI hai| aura maiM le bhI nahIM pAtA ki nikala jAtI hai aura ApakI ho jAtI hai| abhI vRkSa letA thA use, abhI pRthvI letI thI use, abhI Apane liyA thA use, abhI maiMne liyA use! jIvana eka satata pravAha hai, jIvana eka akhaMDa dhArA hai| jIvana eka hai, lekina hama usa ekatA kA anubhava nahIM kara pAte; kyoMki hama saba ne apane AsapAsa parakoTe khIMce haiM, hamane apanI dIvAleM banAyI haiM, hamane saba tarapha se apane ko rokA hai aura saba tarapha sImAeM banAyI haiN| ye sImAeM hamArI kalpita banAI gaI sImAeM haiM, ye sImAeM kahIM haiM nhiiN| ye sImAeM hamane banA rakhI haiM, ye sImAyeM kAmacalAU haiM, ina sImAoM kA kahIM koI astitva nahIM hai| agara eka vaijJAnika se pUche, to vaha bhI kahegA, nahIM hai; aura agara eka AdhyAtmika se pUche, to vaha bhI kahegA, nahIM hai| AdhyAtmika isalie kahegA ki AtmA ke phailAva ko dekhA hai usne| aura vaijJAnika isalie kahegA ki saba sImAeM khojI aura sImAoM ko kahIM pAyA nahIM usne| vaijJAnika se pUche ki ApakA zarIra kahAM samApta hotA hai? to vaha kahegA, kahanA muzkila hai| haDDiyoM para samApta hotA hai? haDDiyoM para samApta nahIM hotA, kyoMki haDDiyoM para mAMsa hai| mAMsa para samApta hotA hai? mAMsa para samApta nahIM hotA, kyoMki mAMsa para camar3e kI parta hai| camar3e kI parta para samApta hotA hai? camar3e kI parta para samApta nahIM hotA, kyoMki bAhara havA kI anivArya parta jarUrI hai| agara vaha na raha jAye, to na haDDI hogI, na mAMsa hogaa| havA kI parta para samApta hotA hai? nahIM, havA kI parta to do sau mIla pRthvI ke pUre hone para samApta ho jAtI hai| lekina agara sUraja kI kiraNeM isa havA ke parta ko na milatI raheM, to yaha havA kI parta bhI na raha jaayegii| saraja to dasa karoDa mIla dara hai| to merA zarIra saraja para samApta hotA hai ? dasa karor3a mIla dUra? to sUraja bhI ThaMDA par3a jAyegA agara mahAsUryoM se use prakAza kI kiraNa niraMtara na milatI rhe| to merA zarIra samApta kahAM hotA hai? vaijJAnika kahatA hai, saba sImAeM khojI aura sImAoM ko nahIM paayaa| AdhyAtmika kahatA hai, bhItara dekhA aura asIma ko paayaa| AdhyAtmika kahatA hai, asIma ko pAyA; vaijJAnika kahatA hai, sImAoM ko nahIM paayaa| vaijJAnika nakAra kI bhASA bolatA hai, nigeTiva kii| vaha kahatA hai, sImA nahIM hai| AdhyAtmika pAjiTiva kI, vidheya kI bhASA bolatA hai; vaha kahatA hai, asIma hai| lekina una donoM bAtoM kA matalaba eka hai| aura Aja vijJAna aura dharma bar3e nikaTa Akara khar3e ho gae haiN| unakI sArI ghoSaNAeM nikaTa Akara khar3I ho gaI haiN| Aja vaijJAnika nahIM kaha sakatA ki ApakA zarIra kahAM samApta hotA hai| yaha zarIra vahIM samApta hotA hai, jahAM brahmAMDa samApta hotA hogaa| isake pahale samApta nahIM hotaa| brahmacarya (praznottara) 153 For Personal & Private Use Only

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154 isa anubhava ko maiM samAnubhUti kahatA hUM, jaba tAre dUra nahIM raha jAte, mere bhItara ghUmane lagate haiM; jaba maiM tAroM se dUra nahIM raha jAtA aura unakI kiraNoM para nAcane lagatA hUM; aura jaba sAgara kI lahareM dUra nahIM raha jAtIM, merI hI lahareM ho jAtI haiM; aura jaba maiM dUra nahIM raha jAtA, sAgara kI laharoM para jhAga bana jAtA hUM; aura jaba vRkSoM para khile phUla mere hI phUla hote haiM, aura vRkSoM se gire sUkhe patte mere hI sUkhe patte hote haiM; taba maiM alaga nahIM raha jAtA huuN| alaga hama haiM bhI nhiiN| alaga hone se jyAdA koI bhrama nahIM hai / sepreTanesa, alaga hone kA khayAla sabase bar3A ilUjana hai, sabase bar3A bhrama hai; lekina use hama pAlakara jIte haiN| upayogI hai, agara use hama na pAleM, to kaThinAI hogii| ApakA dhana hai, to use maiM merA nahIM kaha sktaa| Apake kapar3e haiM, aura unheM maiM utAra kara mere nahIM banA sakatA / jIvana ke vyavahAra meM ApakI dukAna hai, vaha merI nahIM hai; aura ApakA makAna hai, vaha merA nahIM hai| hAlAMki Apake ghara mehamAna hotA hUM to Apa kahate haiM, saba ApakA hI hai! lekina usako gaMbhIratA se lene kI koI bhI jarUrata nahIM hai| jIvana ke vyavahAra meM sImAeM kAma karatI mAlUma par3atI haiM, lekina jIvana sirpha vyavahAra kA nAma nahIM hai| jIvana sirpha dUkAna nahIM hai; makAna aura kapar3e nahIM hai / jIvana kevala AjIvikA ke upAya nahIM hai / jIvana tijoriyoM meM nahIM hai, vastroM meM nahIM hai / jIvana bar3I bAta hai / jIvana sirpha upayogitA, yUTiliTI nahIM hai / jIvana AnaMda bhI hai| jIvana lIlA bhI hai, jIvana apAra rahasya bhI hai| isalie jo upayogitA ko saba mAna legA, vaha muzkila meM par3a jaayegaa| upayogitA meM hama bahuta jhUThI bAteM karate haiM, para unase kAma calatA hai, cala jAtA hai; kyoMki sArI upayogitA mAne hue satyoM para calatI hai| maiM kisI ke ghara rukatA hUM, aura kahatA hUM, pAnI kA eka gilAsa le aayeN| aura vaha gilAsa meM pAnI le AtA hai ! aba taka koI 'pAnI kA gilAsa' lAtA huA milA nahIM / kAma cala jAtA hai, para jhUTha hai bilakula / pAnI kA gilAsa lAiegA bhI kaise ? pAnI kA gilAsa lAyA nahIM jA sktaa| lekina samajheM, hama donoM samajha ge| vaha pAnI kA gilAsa to nahIM lAtA - gilAsa to kAMca kA lAtA hai, tAMbe kA lAtA hai, pItala kA lAtA hai - usameM pAnI AtA hai| na to maiM usase jhagar3A karatA hUM ki Apane merI bAta mAnI nahIM, na vaha mujhase jhagar3A karatA hai ki Apa bar3I AdhyAtmika bhASA bola rahe haiN| kAma cala jAtA hai| lekina jiMdagI kAmacalAU nahIM hai, jiMdagI kAmacalAUpana se Upara hai / hamArI saba bhASA kAmacalAU hai, usase izAre ho jAte haiM, gaiscarsa haiM; aura kAma cala jAye, bAta pUrI ho jAtI hai| lekina jisane kAmacalAUpana ko, vyavahAra ko jiMdagI samajha liyA, vaha AdamI jiMdagI ke bar3e rahasyoM se vaMcita raha jAtA hai| usake lie jiMdagI ke parama rahasya ke dvAra khula hI nahIM paate| usake lie jIvana - vINA kA saMgIta baja hI nahIM paataa| usake lie paramAtma pukAratA rahatA hai, use usakI pukAra sunAyI hI nahIM pdd'tii| yaha jo advaita, yaha jo asIma anaMta jIvana hai, upayogitA meM use kho mata denA / use upayogitA ke bAhara khojate hI rahanA / use mere tere ke bAhara anveSaNa karate hI rhnaa| use jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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usa dina taka khojanA hai, jaba taka vaha mila hI nahIM jAtA hai| usake milana ko maiMne samAnubhUti kahA hai| vahI ahiMsA hai, vahI prema hai, vahI advaita hai, vahI mukti hai| eka AkhirI savAla aura pUcha leN| ozo, hiMsA aura sAmAjika nyAya kA kyA saMbaMdha hai? kabhI aisI carcA kI jAtI hai ki ahiMsA aura hiMsA donoM sAmAjika nyAya kI rIti hI haiM aura mAo, sTailina, hiTalara vagairaha aitihAsika anivAryatA thii| ApakA isa para kyA maMtavya hai? ahiMsA sAmAjika nIti aura niyama nahIM hai| aura agara ahiMsA sAmAjika nIti aura niyama hai, to hiMsA se kabhI chuTakArA nahIM ho sktaa| ahiMsA AdhyAtmika niyama hai, sAmAjika nahIM; sozala nahIM, spricual|| agara sAmAjika niyama banAyeM hama ahiMsA ko, taba to phira kabhI hiMsA bhI jarUrI mAlUma hogii| aura aisA upadrava hai ki kabhI to ahiMsA kI rakSA ke lie bhI hiMsA jarUrI ho jaayegii| eka AdamI agara kisI para hiMsA kara rahA hai, to adAlata usa AdamI para hiMsA karegI; kyoMki vaha hiMsA kara rahA thaa| eka rASTra agara dUsare ke sAtha hiMsA karegA, to vaha rASTra use hiMsA se uttara degA; kyoMki hiMsA kA uttara denA nyAyasaMgata hai; hiMsA ko jhelanA anyAya hai, aura anyAya ko jhelanA ucita nahIM hai| ahiMsA ke jisa sUtra kI maiM bAta kara rahA hUM, vaha AdhyAtmika niyama hai| aura agara sAmAjika ahiMsA kI hama bAta karanA cAheM, to sAmAjika ahiMsA kA sadA sApekSa, rileTiva niyama hogaa| usameM hiMsA-ahiMsA donoM kI jagaha hogii| usameM hiMsA bhI calegI, ahiMsA bhI clegii| usameM ve donoM mizrita hoNgii| vaha miksDa ikaoNnAmI hogii| usameM ahiMsA aura hiMsA eka dUsare ke sAtha hI khar3I raheMgI, aura pahalU badalate rheNge| samAja ke tala para pUrNa ahiMsA abhI nahIM pAyI jA sakatI; abhI to eka-eka vyakti ke tala para hI pUrNa ahiMsA pAyI jA sakatI hai| samAja ke tala para kabhI hama pA sakeMge, isakI AzA bhI zAyada karanI ucita nahIM hai| yaha vaise hI ucita nahIM hai, jaise ki AtmajJAna hama kisI dina samAja ke tala para pA sakeMge, yaha AzA karanI ucita nahIM hai| kisI dina sAre manuSya AtmajJAna ko upalabdha ho jAyeMge, aisI AzA karanA bhI ucita nahIM hai| kyoMki cunAva hai, aura koI agara Atma-ajJAnI rahanA cAhegA to use AtmajJAna ke lie majabUra nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| AtmajJAna kI sadA hI svataMtratA rahegI, cunAva rahegA, koI honA caahegaa...| hAM, hama yaha AzA kara sakate haiM ki dhIre-dhIre jyAdA se jyAdA loga AtmajJAna ko upalabdha hote jaayeNge| lekina eka aura khatarA hai, vaha bhI maiM Apa se khuuN| ki jo vyakti bhI AtmajJAna ko upalabdha ho jAtA hai, vaha hamAre isa samAja meM vApasa lauTanA baMda ho jAtA hai| vaha vApasa nahIM brahmacarya (praznottara) 155 For Personal & Private Use Only

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156 lautttaa| usake naye janma asaMbhava ho jAte haiN| kyoMki naye janma ke lie AkAMkSA aura tRSNa aura kAmanA jarUrI hai| vahI lauTatA hai naye janma ke lie, jisakI koI kAmanA zeSa raha gaI hai, aura jise vaha pUrA karanA cAhatA hai| agara mahAvIra aura buddha bhI lauTate haiM eka-eka janmoM meM, to ve bhI isIlie lauTate haiM ki kama se kama eka kAmanA unakI zeSa raha gaI ki unhoMne jo jAnA hai, use ve dUsaroM se kahanA cAhate haiM / vaha bhI kAphI vAsanA hai ! agara mere pAsa kucha hai, aura maiM dUsaroM ko kahanA cAhatA hUM, to bhI lauTa aauuNgaa| lekina vaha bhI vAsanA hai- AkhirI vAsanA hai / vaha bhI tirohita ho jAtI hai, phira lauTanA kaise hogA ? jo AtmajJAna ko upalabdha hote haiM, ve tirohita ho jAte haiM aMtarikSa meM / ve kisI virATa kaoNsmAsa meM, kisI virATa cetanA ke sAtha eka ho jAte haiN| jo nahIM upalabdha hote, ve vApasa lauTate cale Ate haiN| isalie samAja kabhI-kabhI AtmajJAna ke phUla ko khilAtA hai| lekina vaha phUla khilA, murjhAyA ki usakI sugaMdha AkAza meM kho jAtI hai| aura phira samAja calatA rahatA hai| samAja AtmajJAnI nahIM ho sakegA, samAja Atma- ajJAnI hI banA rhegaa| lekina isa Atma-ajJAnI samAja meM AtmajJAnI vyakti kA phUla khilatA rahegA, khilatA raha sakatA hai, khilatA rahanA caahie| samAja ke tala para ahiMsA kabhI pUrNa satya nahIM ho sktii| isalie jina logoM ne sAmAjika tala para ahiMsA kI bAta kI hai, ve hiMsA ko bhI svIkRti dete haiM; aura denI hI pdd'egii| hiMsA jArI rahegI / taba hiMsA-ahiMsA do pahalU hoMge samAja ke, jaba jo jarUrI ho / jaba ahiMsA se kAma cale, to ahiMsA; aura jaba hiMsA se kAma cale, to hiMsA; jisase bhI kAma cala jaaye| hiMdustAna meM AjAdI kI lar3AI calatI thI, to AjAdI kI lar3AI lar3anevAlA ahiMsaka thaa| phira vahI sattAdhikArI banA to hiMsaka ho gyaa| AjAdI kI lar3AI ahiMsA se cala sakatI thI, kyoMki hiMsA se calane kA koI upAya nahIM dikhAI par3atA thaa| to usane AjAdI kI lar3AI ahiMsA se calA lii| lekina sattA meM Ane ke bAda usane nahIM socA ki aba sattA ahiMsA se calAI jaaye| aba sattA hiMsA se cala rahI hai / aMgrejoM ne itanI golI kabhI nahIM calAyI thI isa mulka meM, jitanI una logoM ne calAI, jo ahiMsaka haiN| to jo ahiMsA ko nIti samajhatA hai, samAja kI eka kanavInieMsa samajhatA hai, eka suvidhA samajhatA hai, jarUrata par3ane para hiMsaka ho jaayegaa| hiMsaka - ahiMsaka honA usakI suvidhA kI bAta hogii| lekina mahAvIra ko kisI bhI bhAMti hiMsaka nahIM banAyA jA sktaa| unake lie ahiMsA sAmAjika nIti-niyama nahIM, AdhyAtmika satya hai / vaha kanavInieMsa nahIM hai| vaha koI suvidhA kI bAta nahIM hai ki hama kucha bhI ho jaayeN| vaha unakI parama niyati hai, vaha unakI DesTinI hai / ahiMsA ke lie saba khoyA jA sakatA hai - svayaM ko bhI khoyA jA sakatA hai | ahiMsA kisI ke lie nahIM khoyI jA sktii| para aisA ahiMsaka honA vyakti ke lie hI saMbhava hai| jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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aura agara kabhI kisI samAja ne aise ahiMsaka hone kI bhUla kI, to vaha sirpha kAyara ho jAyegA, ahiMsaka nahIM ho pAyegA / aura aisA huA bhI / mahAvIra kI ahiMsA ko samAja ne samajhA ki hama apanI ahiMsA banA leMge, to ahiMsaka samAja paidA ho gaye ! ahiMsaka samAja ho nahIM sakatA / mahAvIra kI ahiMsA kA samAja nahIM ho sktaa| mahAvIra kI ahiMsA ke sirpha iMDivijuala vyakti ho sakate haiN| isalie jo samAja mahAvIra kI ahiMsA ko mAnakara ahiMsaka hone kI koziza karegA, vaha sirpha kAyara, kavarDa ho jAyegA aura kucha bhI nahIM ho skegaa| lekina vaha apanI kAyaratA ko ahiMsA kahegA / hiMsA na karane kI himmata ko vaha ahiMsA kahe calA jaayegaa| lekina usakI bhI camar3I ko jarA ukhAr3eM, to bhItara hiMsA ke jharane phUTate hue mila jAyeMge / kAyara bhI bar3A hiMsaka hotA hai, lekina mana hI mana meM hotA hai| samAja abhI ahiMsaka nahIM ho sakatA- - kabhI ho sakatA hai, aisA bhI maiM nahIM kahatA / bahuta muzkila hai; asaMbhava hI hai| vyakti hI ahiMsa ho sakatA hai| jisa ahiMsA kI maiM bAta kara rahA hUM, vaha ahiMsA sAmAjika satya nahIM, vyaktigata upalabdhi hai| I aura dUsarI bAta pUchI hai ki 'kyA hiTalara, musolinI, sTailina yA mAo sAmAjika anivAryatAeM haiM?' agara ve sAmAjika anivAryatAeM haiM, to ve vyakti nahIM haiM / vyakti hai hI vahI, jo samAja kI anivAryatA ke Upara uThatA hai; jo samAja kI vivazatA ke Upara uThatA hai; jo svataMtra hai; jo cunAva karatA hai; jo nirNaya karatA hai / lekina, agara ve sozala inaevITebilITIja haiM, sAmAjika anivAryatAeM haiM, majabUrI haiM samAja kI, taba phira ve vyakti nahIM haiN| aura samAja jisa bhAMti hiMsaka hotA hai, usa bhAMti ve bhI hiMsaka hoNge| aura agara ve vyakti nahIM haiM, to ve manuSya tala para nahIM hoMge, ve pazu ke tala para vApasa gira jAte haiN| manuSya ke tala para hone ke lie sAmAjika anivAryatA se Upara uThanA jarUrI hai| sirpha vahI vyakti manuSya hai, jisake pAsa vyaktitva hai| jo yaha kaha sakatA hai ki jo bhI maiM hUM, vaha merA nirNaya hai, samAja kA nhiiN| jo bhI maiM kara rahA hUM, vaha maiM kara rahA hUM, samAja mujhase karavA nahIM rahA hai| lekina kamyunijma aisA mAnatA hai ki vyakti to hai hI nahIM, samAja hI hai| kamyunijma aisA mAnatA hai ki vyakti itihAsa nirmita nahIM karate haiM, itihAsa vyaktiyoM ko nirmita karatA hai| kamyunijma aisA mAnatA hai ki iTa iz2a nATa da kAMzasanesa vhica DiTaramiMsa sozala kaMDIzaMsa, baTa Ana da kaMTrerI, sozala kaMDIzaMsa Ara da besa vhica DiTaramiMsa kAMzasanesa / samAja kI sthitiyAM hI cetanA ko nirdhArita karatI haiM, cetanA samAja kI sthitiyoM ko nirdhArita nahIM krtii| to kamyunijma ke hisAba se to vyakti hai hI nahIM / mAo nahIM hai, hiTalara nahIM hai, musolinI nahIM hai, mahAvIra nahIM haiM, buddha nahIM haiN| lekina patA nahIM kamyunijma kisa taraha kI avaijJAnika bAteM vijJAna ke nAma para kahe calA jAtA hai! koI sAmAjika paristhiti mahAvIra brahmacarya (praznottara) For Personal & Private Use Only 157

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158 ko paidA nahIM kara sktii| aura agara sAmAjika paristhiti mahAvIra ko paidA karatI hai, to yaha sAmAjika paristhiti mahAvIra ke lie, akele ke lie paristhiti thI ? bihAra meM aura lAkhoM loga the / yaha sAmAjika paristhiti hI agara mahAvIra ko paidA karatI, to aura pacAsoM mahAvIra kyoM paidA nahIM karatI? agara rUsa kI paristhiti lenina ko paidA karatI hai, to kitane lenina paidA karatI hai ? nahIM, sAmAjika paristhitiyAM vyaktiyoM ko paidA nahIM krtiiN| aura karatI hoM, to ve vyakti nahIM haiM, sirpha sAmAjika ghaTanAeM haiN| aura sAmAjika ghaTanAeM ahiMsaka nahIM ho sakatIM, hiMsaka hoMgI; kyoMki vaha pazu ke tala para vApasa lauTa gaI bAta hai / vyakti cunAva hai| maiM bhI itane se rAjI ho jAUMgA ki mAo yA sTailina manuSya ke tala para bahuta Upara nahIM uThate, pazu ke tala para bahuta nIce cale jAte haiM / lekina Apa kaheMge, 'manuSya ke kalyANa ke lie hI ve hiMsA kara rahe haiM !' sadA hiMsAeM jaba bhI kI gaI haiM, to kalyANa ke lie hI kI gaI haiN| madhya yuga meM IsAI pAdariyoM ne lAkhoM logoM ko jalavA DAlA - manuSya ke kalyANa ke lie| musalamAna hiMdU ko mAratA hai--manuSya ke kalyANa ke lie! hiMdU ko musalamAna isalie nahIM mAratA ki hiMdU se usakI kucha duzmanI hai, isalie mAratA hai ki hiMdU becArA kAphira hai, bhaTakA huA hai, use rAste para lAnA hai ! aura na AtA ho rAste para to kama se kama mArakara usakI AtmA ko agale janma meM rAste para lagA deN| hiMdU musalamAna ko isalie nahIM mAratA ki usakA kucha burA socatA hai; balki isalie mAratA hai ki bhaTakA huA hai, rAste para lAnA hai! jaise gAya ko aura dUsare pazuoM ko, ghor3oM ko, yajJoM meM car3hAyA jAtA rahA - ki yajJa meM car3hAne se ye ghor3e, ye gAyeM svarga calI jaayeNgii| aise hI, dharma kI balivedI para, eka-dUsare ke dharmoM ke logoM ko loga car3hAte rahate haiM-- unake hI kalyANa ke lie! kamyunijma lAkhoM logoM ko kATa DAlatA hai-- unake hI kalyANa ke lie| phaoNsijma lAkhoM logoM ko kATa DAlatA hai-- unake hI kalyANa ke lie| hiMsA jaba prakhara rUpa se phailanA cAhatI hai, to Apake hI kalyANa kA mukhauTA pahanakara AtI hai| cAlAka hai, sAdhAraNa bhI nahIM hai; kaniMga hai| sAdhAraNa hiMsA kahatI hai ki maiM Apako apane hita meM mAranA cAhatI hUM; aura cAlAka hiMsA kahatI hai, Apake hI hita meM Apako mAranA cAhatI huuN| hara bAra AdamI bahAne badala letA hai| aba islAma aura hiMdU aura kaitholika aura proTesTeMTa ye saba purAne bahAne ho gae haiM to kamyunijma, sozalijma naye bahAne haiN| kucha dinoM meM ve bhI purAne ho jAyeMge, phira AdamI aura naye bahAne khoja legaa| AdamI ko hiMsA karanI hai, usake lie bahAne khojatA hai / bahAne haiM, isalie hiMsA nahIM karatA hai| agara hama mAo yA sTailina ke citta kA vizleSaNa kareM, to hama unake bhItara eka vikSipta AdamI ko paayeNge| lekina vaha vikSipta AdamI bar3A hoziyAra hai, vaha rezanalAija karatA hai| krAMti, samAja- krAMti, UTopiyA, bhaviSya ke svarNa-yuga - inako lAne ke lie lAkhoM-lAkhoM logoM ko kATa DAlA jAtA hai| jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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lekina ve svarNa-yuga kabhI nahIM Aye, aura AdamI sadA se kATA jA rahA hai| na to rUsa meM AyA vaha svarNa yuga, na cIna meM AyA; na vaha jarmanI meM AyA, na vaha iTalI meM aayaa| sArI duniyA meM kitanI krAMtiyAM ho cukIM, kitane khUna ho cuke, para vaha svarNa-yuga AtA hI nahIM! purAnI krAMtiyAM khatma ho jAtI haiM, naI krAMtiyAM phira khUna karane lagatI haiM, para vaha svarNayuga nahIM AtA hai! hajAroM sAla kA anubhava yaha kahatA hai ki AdamI hiMsA karanA cAhatA hai, isalie hiMsA ke lie philaoNsaphIja khoja letA hai, darzana khoja letA hai| yaha itihAsa kI anivAryatAeM nahIM, yaha vyaktiyoM ke bhItara hiMsA kI anivAryatAeM haiM, jinake lie vaha itihAsa ko mor3a detA rahatA hai aura itihAsa ko bhI AdhAra banA letA hai apanI hiMsA kaa| ___mere lie anivAryatA ko svIkAra karanA hI manuSya kI garimA ko kho denA hai| jo yaha kahatA hai ki koI anivAryatA hai jise mujhe jInA hI par3egA, vaha AdamI gulAma hai, usane apanI AtmA ko kho diyA hai| jo AdamI kahatA hai ki koI anivAryatA nahIM hai jise mujhe majabUrI meM kucha karanA par3egA, jo bhI maiM karUMgA vaha merA cunAva hai, vaha AdamI AtmA ko upalabdha ho jAtA hai| nirNaya, DisIjana hI manuSya ke bhItara saMkalpa aura AtmA kA janma hai| zeSa kl| brahmacarya (praznottara) 159 For Personal & Private Use Only

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praznottara DAI zo, Apa bahuta bAra kahate haiM ki bhautika saMpannatA AdhyAtmika vikAsa kA AdhAra hai; lekina aparigraha para hue pichale pravacana meM Apane kahA ki kama cIjeM hoM to vyakti kama gulAma hotA hai, aura cIjeM adhika hoM to vyakti adhika gulAma ho jAtA hai| kRpayA saMpannatA va aparigraha ke isa maulika virodhAbhAsa ko spaSTa kareM, aura sAtha hI samajhAyeM ki adhika cIjeM vyakti ko adhika gulAma kaise banAtI haiM? aura pajesara kaise pajesDa ho jAtA hai? saMpannatA AdhyAtmika jIvana kA AdhAra hai, lekina AdhAra se hI koI bhavana nirmita nahIM ho jaataa| AdhAra bhI ho, aura bhavana na uThAyA jAye, yaha ho sakatA hai| bhavana to binA AdhAra For Personal & Private Use Only

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162 ke kabhI nahIM hotA, lekina AdhAra binA bhavana ke ho sakate haiN| koI nIMva ko bharakara hI chor3a de to bhavana to nahIM uThegA, para AdhAra jarUra hoNge| lekina bhavana ho to binA AdhAra ke nahIM hotA hai| saMpannatA vItarAgatA kA AdhAra hai| saMpanna hue binA kabhI koI nahIM jAna pAtA ki saMpannatA vyartha hai| dhana pAe binA kabhI koI nahIM jAna pAtA ki dhana se kucha bhI nahIM milatA kI jo sabase bar3I dena hai, vaha dhana nahIM hai| dhana kI sabase bar3I dena, dhana ke bhrama kA TUTa jAnA hai, DisailyUjanameMTa hai| dhana na mile, to dhana kI vyarthatA kA kabhI bhI patA nahIM cltaa| vipanna, dIna, daridra, dhana se mukta hone meM bar3I kaThinAI pAyegA / jo hai hI nahIM, usase mukta huA bhI kaise jA sakatA hai? mukta hone ke lie honA bhI caahie| aura jo hameM mila jAtA hai, kevala usI se hama mukta ho sakate haiN| T hai / isalie maiM niraMtara kahatA hUM ki saMpanna samAja hI dhArmika ho pAtA hai, saMpannatA hI vyakti ko dhana ke Upara, atikramaNa meM le jAtI hai| lekina pichalI aparigraha kI carcA meM jaba maiMne yaha kahA ki thor3I cIjeM kama bAMdhatI haiM, jyAdA cIjeM jyAdA bAMdha letI haiM, to ho sakatA hai - jaisA ki prazna meM pUchA gayA hai - aneka mitroM ko lagA ho ki ina donoM meM koI virodhAbhAsa hai| virodhAbhAsa nahIM hai| kama gulAmI se chUTanA bahuta muzkila hai, jyAdA gulAmI se chUTanA hI saMbhava ho pAtA hai| jaMjIreM bahuta kama hoM to AdamI saha letA hai; jaMjIreM bahuta jyAdA hoM, to bagAvata ho jAtI hai| garIba AdamI kI jaMjIreM itanI kama hotI haiM ki unako tor3ane kA khayAla bhI paidA nahIM hotA / amIra AdamI kI jaMjIreM bar3ha jAtI haiM, to tor3ane kA khayAla bhI paidA hotA hai| ina donoM bAtoM meM koI virodha nahIM hai / vastuoM ke bar3ha jAne para hI patA calatA hai ki maiMne vyartha kA bojha ikaTThA kara liyA hai| aura aisA bojha, jo maiMne socA thA ki mujhe mukti degA; para mukti usase nahIM milI, sirpha maiM daba gyaa| aisA bojha, jisase maiMne socA thA ki koI ur3Ana bhara sakUMgA; ur3Ana nahIM huI, kevala mere paira calane meM asamartha ho ge| adhika gulAmI svataMtratA ke nikaTa pahuMcA detI hai / aura jaise subaha hone ke pahale aMdherA bar3ha jAtA hai, vaise hI svataMtratA kI saMbhAvanA ke pahale dAsatA bar3ha jAtI hai| saMpanna vyakti gaharI gulAmI meM hai, isalie gulAmI kA bodha bhI hotA hai / choTI-moTI gulAmI ke lie hama eDajesTa ho jAte haiM, samAyojita ho jAte haiN| choTI-moTI gulAmI ko hama pI lete haiM aura saha lete haiN| para jitanI bar3I gulAmI ho, utanA hI sahanA muzkila hotA calA jAtA hai| aura choTI gulAmI ko hama isa AzA meM bhI saha lete haiM ki zAyada kala gulAmI kama ho jAye / garIba ke pAsa jo bhI kucha hai, use chor3ane kA khayAla use paidA nahIM hotA; kyoMki usakI jiMdagI meM to jo nahIM hai, usako pAne kI daur3a jArI rahatI hai / amIra AdamI ke pAsa vaha saba ho jAtA hai jise pAne kI daur3a thI, aura aba pAne ko kucha bhI nahIM raha jAtA, phira bhI vaha pAtA hai ki pAyA kucha bhI nahIM gayA hai| pAne ko kucha zeSa nahIM rahA, aura pAyA kucha bhI nahIM gayA hai, bAhara saba ikaTThA ho gayA aura bhItara pUrI riktatA khar3I hai / ye kSaNa hI saMpanna jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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AdamI ke jIvana meM AdhyAtmika jIvana kI zuruAta karate haiN| yaha usakI pahalI kiraNa hai| ___ lekina maiM aisA nahIM kahatA hUM ki sabhI saMpanna AdamI isa krAMti ko upalabdha ho jAte haiN| adhikatara saMpanna AdamI sirpha AdhAra banAkara hI raha jAte haiN| unake jIvana meM krAMti kA bhavana kabhI nirmita nahIM ho paataa| lekina usake bhI kAraNa haiN| aura aisA bhI nahIM hai ki garIba AdamI kabhI AdhyAtmika nahIM ho paataa| garIba AdamI bhI AdhyAtmika ho jAtA hai| lekina usake bhI kAraNa haiN| ___ pahalI bAta to yaha ThIka se smaraNa meM le lenI cAhie ki anubhava ke atirikta aura koI jJAna nahIM hai| anubhava hI jJAna hai| dhana kA anubhava hI dhana se mukti lAtA hai| aura agara eka vyakti isa jIvana meM apanI garIbI meM bhI AdhyAtmika ho gayA hai, to usake kisI na kisI janma kI yAtrA meM dhana ke anubhava kA kAraNa maujUda hogA hii| anyathA anubhava ke binA jJAna nahIM hai| dhana ke anubhava ke binA dhana se koI mukta nahIM ho sktaa| jise hamane jAnA nahIM, vaha vyartha hai, ise bhI hama kaise jAna sakeMge? jisa dukha ko hamane pAyA nahIM, vaha chor3ane yogya hai, isa niSkarSa para bhI hama kaise pahuMca sakeMge? jo aparicita hai, vaha zatru hai, isakI pahacAna kI bhI to koI saMbhAvanA nahIM hai| zatru ko bhI pahacAnanA ho, to paricita ho jAnA jarUrI hai| aura galata ko bhI jAnanA ho, to galata se gujaranA par3atA hai| aura rAha ke gaDDhe unhIM ko patA hote haiM, jo rAha ke gaDDhoM meM girate haiM aura bhaTakate haiN| isake atirikta jIvana meM koI upAya bhI nahIM hai| hAM, yaha ho sakatA hai jise hama jIvana kahate haiM, vaha bahuta choTA hai, para jIvana kI yAtrA bahuta laMbI hai-eka AdamI apane pichale janmoM meM dhana ke anubhava se itanA secureTa, itanA pUrA ho cukA ho ki isa janma meM garIbI se bhI usakI adhyAtma meM chalAMga saMbhava ho jaaye| anyathA aura koI kAraNa nahIM ho sktaa| aura agara isa janma meM bhI koI AdamI dhana ko pUrI taraha pAkara bhI dIna aura daridra banA rahatA hai, dhana ko pUrI taraha pAkara bhI dhana se mukta nahIM hotA, to maiM kahanA cAhUMgA ki jo dhana se mukta hotA hai, usI ne dhana ko pUrI taraha pAyA hai, isakA pramANa detA hai| dhanI vahI hai, jo dhana ko chor3a pAtA hai| agara nahIM chor3a pAtA hai, to usake bhItara dIna aura daridra baiThA huA hai| agara isa janma meM koI pUrI taraha dhana ko pAkara bhI dharma kI pyAsa ko jagAne meM asamartha hai, to isakA eka hI artha hai ki usake bahuta se pichale janma itanI dInatA aura daridratA meM kaTe haiM ki itanA dhana bhI usakI dInatA ke anubhava ko nahIM kATa pA rahA hai| usake bhItara kI daridratA khar3I hI raha gaI hai| vaha abhI bhI bhItara daridra hai| dhana kA anubhava abhI nayA hai| abhI vaha anubhava jJAna nahIM bana pAyA hai| bahuta bAra anubhava se gujarane para jJAna banatA hai| jJAna bahuta se anubhavoM kA sAra-saMkSipta hai| jJAna bahuta se anubhava ke phUloM kA itra hai| isa AdamI ke lie dhana kA anubhava pahalA hai| abhI dhana kA anubhava usakA jJAna nahIM bana pAyA hai| jaise hI dhana kA anubhava jJAna banatA hai, vaise hI vyakti dhana se mukta hone lagatA hai| aparigraha (praznottara) 163 For Personal & Private Use Only

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merI donoM bAteM eka hI artha rakhatI haiM, unameM koI virodha nahIM hai| aise hI maiM niraMtara kahatA hUM ki jisane kabhI zAstra nahIM jAne, vaha kabhI zAstra se mukta na ho skegaa| jisane zAstroM ko jAnA, vaha zAstroM se mukta ho jAtA hai| aise hI maiM kahatA hUM ki jisane krodha nahIM jAnA, vaha krodha se mukta na ho skegaa| lekina jisane krodha kI pUrI pIr3A aura agni jAnI hai, vaha krodha se mukta ho jAtA hai| aise hI maiM kahatA hUM ki jisane kAma nahIM jAnA, vAsanA nahIM jAnI, vaha kabhI kAmavAsanA se mukta na ho skegaa| jo kAmavAsanA ko jAna jAtA hai, vaha usakI paridhi ke bAhara ho jAtA hai| anubhava mukti hai kyoMki anubhava jJAna hai| dhana kA anubhava hI dhana ke bAhara le jAtA hai| ozo, isI saMdarbha meM virodhAbhAsa para prazna kara rahA huuN| Apa niraMtara kahate haiM aura abhI Apane kahA hai ki bhoga kI pUrI gaharAiyoM meM utara kara hI vyakti kAmanA aura vAsanAoM kA atikramaNa kara pAtA hai, unase mukta ho jAtA hai, lekina aparigraha ke pichale pravacana meM Apane kahA thA ki vAsanAeM, kAmanAeM vRttAkAra haiM, sarkulara haiM, ve kahIM bhI tRpti nahIM bntiiN| kRpayA isa virodhAbhAsa ko spaSTa kreN| vAsanAoM ke anubhava se hI vyakti vAsanAoM se mukta hotA hai; kyoMki anubhava ke atirikta koI mArga hI mukti kA nahIM hai| saMsAra hI dvAra hai mokSa kA; aura narka hI dvAra hai svarga kA; aura kArAgRha hI dvAra hai mukti kaa| jitanI pIr3A anubhava hotI hai saMsAra meM, vahI pIr3A saMsAra ke pAra le jAne ke lie mArga bana jAtI hai-aisA maiM niraMtara kahatA huuN| yaha bhI maiMne kahA ki vRttiyAM kabhI tRpta nahIM hotI haiN| ve vartulAkAra haiM; sarkulara haiN| unameM daur3ate jAie, kahIM aMta nahIM aataa| kitanA bhI daur3ie, Age rekhA sadA zeSa raha jAtI hai| aura bhI daur3ie-rekhA zeSa raha jAtI hai| jaise koI vyakti gola ghere meM daur3e to gola gherA kahIM samApta nahIM hotA, vaise hI vRttiyAM kahIM samApta nahIM hotI; koI vRtti kabhI pUrI taraha tRpta nahIM hotii| lekina dUsarI tarapha maiM kahatA hUM ki vRtti ke gahare anubhava se hI vyakti mukta hotA hai| ye donoM bAteM virodhI dikhAyI par3atI haiM-virodhI haiM nhiiN| ___ vyakti tRpta nahIM hotA gahare anubhava se, gahare anubhava se mukta hotA hai| tRpta ho jAye, taba to mukti kI koI jarUrata hI nahIM hai| tRpta nahIM hotA hai-yahI to mukti meM le jAne kA kAraNa banatA hai| hajAra bAra daur3a cukA hai eka hI gola ghere meM-pAtA hai, vahIM-vahIM daur3atA hai; kolhU ke baila kI taraha daur3atA hai, para tRpti nahIM hotii| yaha anubhava hI vRtti kA gaharA anubhava hai ki daur3atA hUM bahuta, khojatA hUM bahuta, pA bhI letA hUM, phira bhI khAlI hAtha raha jAtA huuN| aura eka bAra nahIM, aneka bAra isa anubhava kI gaharAI meM jo utara jAtA hai, aisA nahIM hai ki usakI vRtti tRpta ho jAtI hai, balki aisA ki 164 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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vaha daur3anA baMda karake khar3A ho jAtA hai| kyoMki vaha kahatA hai ki bahuta daur3a cukA isI rAha para, kahIM kabhI pahuMcA nahIM hUM; vahIM-vahIM vartulAkAra daur3a rahA hUM, kahIM pahuMcatA nahIM huuN| yaha anubhava kI gaharAI hai| aura agara use lagatA hai ki do kadama aura daur3a lUM, to zAyada pahuMca jAUM, to samajhie ki abhI anubhava usakA itanA gaharA nahIM huA ki daur3ane se mukti ho jaaye| agara vaha kahe ki eka cakkara aura lagA lUM, zAyada aba taka jo nahIM milA, aba mila jAye, to samajhanA ki abhI bhI usakA anubhava pUrA nahIM huA hai| ___anubhava ke pUre hone kA artha, vRtti kA tRpta ho jAnA nhiiN| anubhava ke pUre hone kA artha, daur3a kA tRpta ho jAnA hai| aba daur3a nahIM rhii| jAnA bahuta bAra hai, daur3e bahuta bAra haiM, lekina pahuMce kahIM bhI nhiiN| aba vaha AdamI khar3A ho jAtA hai| aba Apa usase kitanA hI kaheM ki eka kadama para sone kI khadAna hai, to vaha kahatA hai, maiMne hajAra kadama calakara dekha liyA, sone kI khadAna sirpha dikhAyI par3atI hai, hai nhiiN| Apa kitanA hI kaheM ki jarA Age bar3ho aura saba mila jAyegA jo cAhA hai, to vaha AdamI kahatA hai, jo-jo maiMne cAhA, vahavaha maiMne kabhI nahIM paayaa| aba maiM itanA jAna gayA hUM ki cAhanA, pAne kA mArga nahIM hai| yaha anubhava kI gaharAI hai| vaha yaha kahatA hai ki maiM daur3A bahata. para maMjila nahIM milii| Apa kaheM ki jarA tejI se daur3o to maMjila mila sakatI hai, vaha AdamI kahatA hai, maiMne bahuta tejI se daur3a kara bhI dekha liyA, maiMne hAMpha kara dekha liyA, aba maiM pasIne-pasIne ho gayA hUM; janmoM se daur3a rahA hUM; aba maiM eka bAta jAna gayA hUM ki maMjila daur3akara nahIM miltii| aba maiM khar3e hokara maMjila pAne kI koziza aura kara letA huuN| cAha se mukti, cAha kI tRpti nahIM hai| cAha se mukti, cAha kA ToTala, cAha kA saMpUrNa rUpa se vyartha ho jAnA hai| saMpUrNa rUpa se vyartha ho jAnA, maiM kaha rahA huuN| agara AMzika rUpa se cAha vyartha huI hai, to naI cAha pakar3a legii| saMpUrNa rUpa se cAha vyartha ho gaI hai, to phira cAha nahIM pakar3a skegii| aisI jo citta kI dazA hai-jahAM cAha hI vyartha ho gaI hai-yaha phrasTrezana kI dazA nahIM hai, yaha atRpti kI dazA nahIM hai| kyoMki jahAM phrasTrezana hai, vahAM abhI cAha vyartha hai yaha patA nahIM claa| phrasTrezana kA matalaba hai, viSAda kA matalaba hai, eka cAha pUrI karanI cAhI thI, vaha pUrI nahIM huI; lekina AzA mana meM abhI hai ki vaha pUrI ho sakatI thii| saphala maiMne honA cAhA thA, asaphala huA; lekina AzA mana meM hai ki aura kucha upAya kie jAte, to saphala ho sakatA thaa| vahI AdamI viSAda ko, citta ke dukha ko, phrasTrezana ko upalabdha hotA hai, jisakI AzA nahIM maratI sirpha asaphalatA AtI hai| lekina jisakI asaphalatA hI nahIM, AzA bhI mara jAtI hai, vaha aba viSAda ko upalabdha nahIM hotaa| vaha acAha ko, DijAyaralesanesa ko upalabdha ho jAtA hai| vaha khar3A ho jAtA hai| vaha kahatA hai, daur3anA vyartha hai| daur3akara bahuta khojA, aba khar3e hokara pA luuN| aura maje kI bAta hai ki jo daur3akara kabhI nahIM milA, vaha khar3e hote hI mila jAtA hai| aparigraha (praznottara) 165 For Personal & Private Use Only

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kyoMki jise hama khoja rahe haiM, vaha hamAre bhItara hai; kyoMki jise hama khoja rahe haiM, vaha hamAre sAtha hai; jise hama khoja rahe haiM, vaha hameM sadA se hI milA huA hai| isalie jitanA daur3ate haiM, utanA hI usase cUka jAte haiM, jo ki milA hI huA hai| apane ghara meM dekhane ke lie bAhara daur3anA baMda karanA pdd'egaa| apane bhItara dekhane ke lie bAhara kI yAtrA chor3anI pdd'egii| jo nikaTa hai, use dekhane ke lie dUra se AMkha lauTAnI pdd'egii| jo hAtha meM hai, use khojane ke lie, dUsare kI muTThiyoM ko kholanA baMda karanA pdd'egaa| anubhava kI gaharAI, vAsanA kI tRpti kA nAma nahIM hai| agara vAsanA hI tRpta ho sakatI, taba to mahAvIra nAsamajha haiN| agara vAsanA tRpta ho sakatI, to buddha pAgala haiN| agara vAsanA tRpta ho sakatI, to jIsasa kI manasa-cikitsA honI cAhie, sAikoenAlisisa honI caahie| vAsanA tRpta nahIM ho sakatI hai| buddha ne kahA hai, kAmanA duSpUra hai| vaha kabhI pUrI nahIM ho sktii| lekina yaha anubhava vAsanA ke bAhara le jAtA hai| aura jo vAsanA se nahIM milA thA vaha nirvAsanA meM mila jAtA hai| anubhava kI pUrNatA, vRtti kI vAsanA kI pUrNa viphalatA kA nAma hai| aura taba aparigraha kA phUla khilatA hai| jisakI vRttiyAM gira gaIM, jisakI cAheM gira gaIM, usake bhItara aparigraha kA phUla khilatA hai| taba vaha daur3atA nahIM, Thahara jAtA hai; khar3A ho jAtA hai| taba maMjila dUra nahIM hotI, pairoM ke nIce ho jAtI hai| taba pAne ko kucha bAhara nahIM hotA, taba pAne vAlA hI apane pAne kA aMtima, apanI daur3a kA aMtima lakSya bana jAtA hai| pAnevAlA hI, khojanevAlA hI khoja ho jAtA hai| da sIkara bikamsa da sIkiMga, da sIkara bikamsa da saatt| vaha bhItara jo khoja rahA hai, vaha pAtA hai ki maiM apane ko hI khoja rahA thaa| lekina zAyada darpaNoM meM khoja rahA thaa| bahuta darpaNoM meM khojA, nahIM milaa| aba vaha darpaNoM ko chor3akara apane ko dekhatA hai; aura pAtA hai ki darpaNa meM maiM kabhI mila bhI nahIM sakatA thaa| kyoMki darpaNa meM sirpha riphlekzana thA; darpaNa meM maiM hI pratibiMbita ho rahA thA; darpaNa meM koI thA nahIM sirpha bhrama thA, eka varcuala spesa kA, eka jhUThe AkAza kA bhrama thaa| darpaNa meM jo dikhAyI par3A thA, vaha kahIM thA nahIM, darpaNa meM kahIM bhI na thaa| aura agara thA to darpaNa ke bAhara thaa| lekina agara darpaNa meM hI koI khojane nikala par3e...! ___hama saba darpaNa meM khoja rahe haiM jaba taka hama vAsanA meM khoja rahe haiN| jisa dina bahuta darpaNoM ko tor3akara, aura sira ko tor3akara, darpaNoM se TakarAkara, lahUluhAna hokara, eka dina AdamI darpaNa kI tarapha pITha phera kara khar3A ho jAtA hai, aura kahatA hai : darpaNoM meM bahuta khoja cukA, aba darpaNoM meM nahIM kholUMgA, usI dina use patA calatA hai ki jise vaha khoja rahA thA, vaha usakA hI pratibiMba thaa| vAsanAoM ke darpaNa meM hamane apane hI cehare pakar3e hue haiN| vAsanAoM ke darpaNa meM hama apane ko hI khoja rahe haiN| pratyeka vyakti svayaM ko khoja rahA hai| lekina vahAM khoja rahA hai, jahAM pratiphalana hai, riphlekzana hai| vahAM nahIM, jahAM satya hai| satya yahAM hai-khoja rahA hai vhaaN| satya abhI hai-khoja rahA hai kbhii| satya pratipala hai-khoja rahA hai bhaviSya meN| satya 166 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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bhItara hai-khoja rahA hai baahr| isa pratIti kA ho jAnA anubhava kI gaharAI hai| vAsanAeM vRttAkAra haiM, ve kabhI pUrI nahIM hotI; lekina daur3ane vAlA daur3a-daur3a kara anubhava ko upalabdha ho jAtA hai; aura khar3A ho jAtA hai| vRtta ko chor3a detA hai| vRttAkAra, sarkulara, vAsanAoM se haTakara khar3A ho jAtA hai| aura jisa dina koI vyakti acAha meM, DijAyaralesanesa meM khar3A ho jAtA hai, usa dina usako pAne ko kucha zeSa nahIM raha jaataa| vaha sabhI kucha pA letA hai| ozo, pahale prazna meM eka cIja aura samajhanI hai ki vastueM, pajezaMsa, apane mAlika ko, pajesara ko kaise sammohita, pajesDa kara letI haiM? isake kyA kAraNa haiM? mAlika banane kI AkAMkSA meM hI gulAmI ke bIja chipe haiM; kyoMki jisake hama mAlika baneMge, usakA hameM anajAne meM gulAma bhI bana jAnA par3atA hai| gulAma isalie bana jAnA par3atA hai, kyoMki jisake hama mAlika banate haiM, hamArI mAlakiyata usa para nirbhara ho jAtI hai| usake binA hamArI mAlakiyata nahIM ho sktii| aura jaba mAlakiyata kisI para nirbhara hotI hai to hama apanI mAlakiyata ke mAlika kaise ho sakate haiM? mAlika to vaha ho gayA, jisa para vaha nirbhara hai| agara dasa gulAma mere pAsa haiM, to maiM dasa gulAmoM kA mAlika hUM; lekina merI mAlakiyata dasa gulAmoM ke hone para nirbhara hai| agara ye dasa gulAma kho jAyeM, to merI mAlakiyata bhI kho jAyegI, unake sAtha hI kho jaayegii| usa mAlakiyata kI kuMjI mere pAsa nahIM hai, ina dasa gulAmoM ke pAsa hai| ye dasa gulAma bahuta gahare meM mere mAlika ho gaye haiM, kyoMki inake binA maiM mAlika na ho skuuNgaa| aura jinake binA hama mAlika na ho sakeM, unake hama mAlika kaise ho sakate haiM? jinake binA hamArI mAlakiyata gira jAyegI, jAne-anajAne unake hama gulAma ho gae! hama unase baMdha gae! __ aura maje kI bAta yaha hai ki gulAma to mukta bhI honA cAhegA; kyoMki gulAmI meM koI rahanA nahIM caahtaa| isalie agara mAlika mara jAye, to gulAma prasanna hoMge; lekina agara gulAma mara jAyeM, to mAlika royegaa| aba hameM socanA cAhie ki gulAma ina donoM meM kauna thA? jo rotA hai, yA jo haMsate haiM? mAlakiyata kI AkAMkSA hI gulAma banA detI hai| sirpha vahI AdamI isa duniyA meM mAlika hai, jo kisI kA mAlika nahIM honA cAhatA hai| sirpha vahI AdamI mAlika ho sakatA hai, jisane kisI ko gulAma nahIM banAyA hai; kyoMki usakI mAlakiyata ko khatma nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| usakI mAlakiyata svataMtra hai| aura mAlakiyata agara svataMtra na ho to mAlakiyata kaise ho sakatI hai? vastueM bhI hamArI chAtI para baiTha jAtI haiN| vastueM bhI hamAre Upara ho jAtI haiN| da pajesara aparigraha (praznottara) 167 For Personal & Private Use Only

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bikamsa da pjesdd| vaha jo vastuoM ko saMbhAle hue hai, vaha dhIre-dhIre bhUla hI jAtA hai ki vastueM usakI sevA ke lie thiiN| aura usane kaba vastuoM kI sevA karanI zurU kara dI, isakA use patA bhI nahIM calatA! nahIM calegA ptaa| nahIM calegA isalie ki vastueM isa AdamI ke pAsa nahIM AI haiM, yaha AdamI vastuoM ke pAsa gayA hai| gulAma hI jAte haiM, mAlika kabhI nahIM jaate| Apa jisake pAsa jAyeMge, mAlakiyata usI ko mila jaayegii| __ vastueM Apake pAsa kabhI nahIM AtIM, Apa vastuoM ke pAsa jAte haiN| AdamI vastuoM ko khojatA hai, vastueM AdamI ko nahIM khojatI haiN| to jise Apa khojate haiM, jisake lie Apa zrama uThAte haiM, jisake lie Apa kaSTa jhelate haiM, jise Apa bAmuzkila se pA pAte haiM, agara use Apa chAtI para rakhakara saMbhAleM, aura usake nIce daba jAyeM, to bahuta Azcarya nahIM; kyoMki sadA Dara hai ki vaha kho na jAye! ____ maiMne sunA hai ki rayokAna nAma ke eka jhena phakIra ke ghara meM eka rAta cora ghusa gyaa| to rayokAna usa cora ke sAmane hAtha jor3akara khar3A ho gayA aura usane kahA, mApha karanA, bar3I galata jagaha A gae ho| ATha-dasa mIla kI yAtrA karake bhI Ae ho aura isa garIba ke jhopar3e meM to kucha bhI nahIM hai! basa, yaha kaMbala hai eka, ise tuma le jaao| usane cora ko vaha kaMbala de diyaa| rayokAna naMgA ho gayA; kyoMki usake pAsa sirpha kaMbala hI thA. aura ThaMDI rAta thii| usa cora ne bahata kahA ki Apa yaha kyA kaha rahe haiN| Apake pAsa kucha bhI nahIM hai, phira bhI Apa yaha kaMbala de rahe haiM! ___ to rayokAna ne kahA ki yAda rakhanA! Aja tU eka mAlika ke ghara meM ghusa gayA hai| aba taka tU gulAmoM ke ghara meM ghusA thaa| ve koI bhI eka cIja tujhe nahIM de sakate the| jinako tU socatA hai, jinake pAsa bahuta hai, ve tujhe eka cIja na de sakate the| lekina aba tU yAda rakhanA ki aise mAlika bhI haiM, jinake pAsa kucha nahIM hai| asala meM ve mAlika isIlie haiM ki unake pAsa kucha nahIM hai| yaha kaMbala tU le jaa| vaha cora kaMbala lekara calA gyaa| jaise Aja cAMda nikalA hai, aise hI usa rAta bhI nikalA huA thaa| rayokAna apane daravAje para baiTha gyaa| sarda rAta! cAMda kI kiraNeM! ThaMDI hvaaeN| vaha kAMpane lgaa| agara rayokAna gulAma AdamI rahA hotA, to usane kahA hotA ki bahuta burA huA ki kaMbala corI calA gayA, yA maiMne kaMbala de diyaa| lekina vaha eka mAlika thaa| usake mana meM usa lagatI huI sardI ko dekhakara yaha khayAla bhI nahIM AyA ki kaMbala calA gayA to bahuta burA huaa| usane eka gIta likhA usa raat| usane likhA ki kAza, yaha cAMda bhI maiM cora ko bheMTa kara sakatA! becArA cora, corI ke cakkara meM hai| cAMda Upara hai, ise dekha bhI nahIM pA rahA hai! usa rAta usane eka gIta likhA, kAza! Aja maiM cAMda bhI cora ko bheMTa kara sakatA...! becArA cora...! corI ke cakkara meM cAMda ko dekha hI nahIM pA rahA hai! 168 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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yaha eka mAlika kI bAta hai| Apa kaMbala ko or3he hue dikhAI par3ate haiM, isa bhUla meM mata pdd'naa| aksara kaMbala hI Apako or3he rahatA hai| Apa hIre-javAharAta gale meM pahane hue dikhAI par3ate haiM, isa bhUla meM mata rhnaa| aksara hIre-javAharAta hI Apake gale ko pahane rahate haiN| Apa bar3e makAna meM rahate haiM, isa bhUla meM mata rahanA ki Apa bar3e makAna meM rahate haiN| makAna Apasa meM carcA karate haiM, to ve Apasa meM kahate haiM ki maiM bhI kisa AdamI ke bhItara raha rahA hUM! makAna ke bhItara Apa rahate hoM, yaha saMbhava nahIM hai; makAna itanA bhItara Apake rahatA hai ki Apa makAna ke bhItara kaise raha sakate haiM! da pajesara bikamsa da pjesdd| vaha jo vastuoM kA mAlika hai, vastuoM kA gulAma ho jAtA hai| lekina isameM vastuoM kA koI kasUra hai, aisA mata samajha lenaa| vastuoM kA koI hAtha hI nahIM hai, yaha bilakula ikataraphA lena-dena hai| yaha Apa hI haiM, jo gulAma bana jAte haiN| yaha ApakI hI dRSTi aura socane kA DhaMga hai, jo gulAmI le AtA hai| vastuoM kA isameM koI bhI hAtha nahIM hai| vastueM kisI ko kyA gulAma banAyeMgI? vastuoM ko to patA hI nahIM calatA ki kisa AdamI ko mAlika hone kA bhrama thA aura kisa AdamI ko gulAma hone kA bhrama thaa| hama hI, AdamI hI apanI dRSTiyoM se ghiratA aura baMdhatA hai| hAtha meM par3I huI jaMjIroM ke bIca bhI koI AdamI mukta ho sakatA hai, aura sone ke AbhUSaNoM meM baiThA huA AdamI bhI kArAgRha meM ho sakatA hai| jiMdagI bar3I adabhuta hai| aura AdamI se jyAdA irachI-tirachI cAla calanevAlA koI bhI prANI nahIM hai| vaha ajIba kAma karatA rahatA hai| gulAmiyoM ke nAma badalakara mAlakiyata rakha letA hai, jaMjIroM ke nAma badalakara AbhUSaNa rakha letA hai! aura kArAgRha ke bhItara bhI agara ho, to dIvAloM ko itanA sajA letA hai ki mAlUma par3atA hai ki apane ghara meM hI baiThA hai! hama saba apane-apane kArAgRha kI dIvAloM ko sajAe hue baiThe haiN| hamane unheM bar3e acche nAma die haiN| acche nAmoM meM hama kho gae haiN| lekina nAma dekara satyoM ko badalA nahIM jA sktaa| satya satya hai| aura dharma kI zuruAta satyoM ko unakI sacAI meM jAnane se hI zurU hotI hai| aparigraha, dharma kA buniyAdI tatva hai| aparigraha kA artha hai : isa satya ko jAna lenA ki jaba taka mere mana meM vastuoM kI cAha hai, taba taka maiM vastuoM kA mAlika nahIM ho sakatA huuN| jaba taka maiM vastuoM ko cAhatA hUM, taba taka maiM vastuoM kI gulAmI meM rahUMgA hii| maiM usI dina vastuoM kA mAlika ho sakatA hUM, jisa dina vastuoM kI cAha mere bhItara se calI gii| sunA hai maiMne, sunA hogA Apane bhI ki eka saMnyAsI eka rAjamahala meM eka rAta AyA thaa| usake guru ne use bhejA thA ki vaha jAye aura samrATa ke darabAra meM jAkara jJAna sIkha aaye| usakA guru parezAna ho gayA thA, nahIM sikhA sakA thaa| to usa saMnyAsI ne kahA ki jaba Apake Azrama meM nahIM sIkha sakA, tapazcaryA kI duniyA meM, to samrATa ke mahala meM kaise sIkha sakU~gA? lekina guru ne kahA, bAta mata karo, jAo! vahIM puuchnaa| aparigraha (praznottara) 169 For Personal & Private Use Only

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jaba vaha darabAra meM pahuMcA, to usane dekhA ki vahAM to zarAba ke pyAle DhAle jA rahe haiM, aura vezyAeM nAca rahI haiM! usane kahA, maiM bhI pAgala kahAM phaMsa gayA hUM! usa guru ne bhI khUba majAka kiyA hai| dikhatA hai chuTakArA pAnA cAhatA hai mujhase! lekina rAta? aba lauTanA to ucita bhI nhiiN| aura usa samrATa ne saMnyAsI kI bahuta Avabhagata kI aura kahA, Aja rAta to ruka hI jaao| saMnyAsI ne kahA, lekina rukanA bekAra hai| to samrATa ne kahA, kala subaha snAna karake bhojana karake vApisa lauTa jaanaa| ___ rAta bhara usa saMnyAsI ko nIMda na A skii| socA, kaisA pAgalapana hai| jahAM zarAba DhAlI jA rahI ho, aura jahAM vezyAeM nAcatI hoM, aura jahAM dhana hI dhana cAroM tarapha barasatA ho, vahAM isa bhoga-vilAsa meM kahAM jJAna milegA? aura brahmajJAna kA maiM khojI, Aja kI rAta maiMne vyartha gaMvAI! subaha uThA to samrATa ne kahA ki caleM, hama mahala ke pIche nadI meM snAna kara aayeN| donoM snAna karane ge| .. ve snAna kara hI rahe the ki tabhI mahala se jora-jora se AvAjeM gUMjane lagI : mahala meM Aga laga gaI, mahala meM Aga laga gii| nadI ke taTa se hI mahala se uThI Aga kI lapaTeM AkAza meM uThatI huI dikhAI par3ane lgiiN| samrATa ne saMnyAsI se kahA, dekhate haiM? saMnyAsI bhAgA! usane kahA, kyA khAka dekhate haiM? mere kapar3e ghATa para rakhe haiN| kahIM Aga na laga jAye! lekina ghATa para pahuMcate-pahuMcate use khayAla AyA ki samrATa ke mahala meM Aga lagI hai aura vaha aba bhI pAnI meM khar3A hai, aura merI to sirpha laMgoTI hI ghATa para rakhI hai, jise bacAne ke lie maiM daur3a par3A hUM! abhI vahAM Aga pahuMcI bhI nahIM hai! laga sakatI hai, mahala kI Aga bar3ha jAye aura ghATa taka A jaaye| vaha vApasa lauTa kara, khar3e hue haMsate samrATa ke caraNoM meM gira pdd'aa| usane kahA ki maiM samajha nahIM pA rahA, Apake mahala meM Aga laga gaI hai aura Apa yahIM khar3e haiM? samrATa ne kahA, usa mahala ko agara maiMne kabhI apanA samajhA hotA, to khar3A nahIM raha sakatA thaa| mahala mahala hai, maiM maiM huuN| merA mahala kaise ho sakatA hai? maiM nahIM thA, taba bhI mahala thA; maiM nahIM rahUMgA, taba bhI mahala hogaa| merA kaise ho sakatA hai? laMgoTI thI ApakI, mahala merA nahIM hai! nahIM, savAla vastuoM kA nahIM hai ki vastueM kisI ko pakar3a letI haiN| savAla AdamI ke rukha, AdamI ke DhaMga, eTITyUDa, usake socane kI vidhi aura jIvana kI vyavasthA kA hai| vaha kaise jI rahA hai, isa para saba nirbhara karatA hai| agara vaha vastuoM kI cAha se bharA hai, to isase pharka nahIM par3atA hai ki vaha vastu mahala hai yA lNgottii| agara vaha vastuoM kI cAha se nahIM bharA hai, to phira koI pharka nahIM par3atA ki pAsa meM laMgoTI hai yA mhl| ___ AdamI apane hI kAraNoM se gulAma hotA hai; aura AdamI hI inhIM kAraNoM ko tor3akara mukta bhI ho jAtA hai| 170 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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ozo, Apane aparigraha ke tIsare pravacana meM kahA hai ki mahAvIra saMnyAsa ke jIvana meM Akara bAdazAha ho gae, lekina unake bar3e bhAI saMpannatA ke bIca rahakara bhI vipanna aura gulAma hI rhe| mahAvIra kA Atmika samRddhi upalabdha karanA, lekina bhautika samRddhi se pare rahanA arthAta parigraha se mukta ho jAnA, kyA ekAMgI va eka-pakSIya jIvana nahIM hai? ve aMtara aura bAhya donoM samRddhiyoM ko eka sAtha kyoM nahIM svIkAra kara pAte? mahAvIra saba chor3akara cale gae, isalie nahIM ki vaha samRddhi thI; balki isIlie ki vaha samRddhi nahIM thii| mahAvIra saba chor3a kara cale gae, isalie nahIM ki vahAM kucha chor3ane yogya thA; balki isIlie ki vahAM kucha bhI pakar3ane yogya na thaa| lekina hameM dikhAI par3atA hai ki unhoMne mahala chor3A; hameM dikhAI par3atA hai, hIrejavAharAta chor3e; hameM dikhAI par3atA hai, dhana-daulata chor3I! yaha hameM dikhAI par3atA hai| mahAvIra ne to kaMkar3a-pattharoM ke atirikta kucha bhI nahIM chodd'aa| hIre-javAharAta hameM dikhAI par3ate haiN| mahAvIra ko hIre-javAharAta meM kaMkar3a-patthara dikhAI par3a gye| aise hIre-javAharAta meM kaMkar3a-pattharoM ke atirikta kucha hai bhI nahIM! hAM, jinhoMne mahAvIra kI kathA likhI hai, unhoMne likhA hai ki itane hIre, itane javAharAta, itane mANika, itane motI chodd'e| agara koI mahAvIra se pUche, to ve kaheMge, bar3e pAgala ho, kaMkar3a-pattharoM ke bhI alagaalaga nAma rakha liye haiM? hAM, agara mahAvIra ne kaMkar3a-patthara chor3e hote, to hama bhI nahIM kahate ki kaMkar3a-patthara chor3a rahe haiM! hama sabane chor3e haiN| sabhI bacce kaMkar3a-patthara ikaTThe karate haiN| aura phira eka dina bacce nahIM raha jAte, kaMkar3a-patthara chor3a dete haiN| lekina kisI bacce kI jiMdagI meM hama nahIM likhate ki isa bacce ne kaMkar3a-patthara chor3e; kyoMki hama jAnate haiM ki ve kaMkar3a-patthara haiN| jisa dina hama jAneMge ki mahAvIra ne kaMkar3a-patthara hI chor3e, usa dina hama na kaheMge ki unhoMne kucha chodd'aa| ___ nahIM, Azcarya yaha nahIM hai ki mahAvIra ne kyoM chor3A? Azcarya yaha hai ki dUsare kyoM nahIM chor3a pAte haiM! mahAvIra se koI pUche, to ve nahIM kaheMge ki maiMne kucha tyAgA; kyoMki tyAgI to vaha cIja jAtI hai, jisameM koI mUlya ho| mahAvIra kaheMge ki maiMne kucha bhI nahIM tyAgA; kyoMki jisameM koI mUlya hI nahIM thA, usake tyAga kI bAta karanI hI vyartha hai| Apa roja apane ghara ke bAhara kacarA pheMka dete haiM to akhabAra meM khabara nahIM chapAte ki Aja itanA kacarA tyaagaa| mahAvIra ke lie jo kacarA ho gayA hai, use tyAgane kA haka to unheM denA cAhie na! ki itanA bhI haka unheM dene ko hama rAjI nahIM haiM? ___ hAM, hameM dikkata hai, kyoMki hameM vaha kacarA nahIM dikhAI pdd'taa| eka bacce se usakA kaMkar3a-patthara chIna leM, taba Apako patA cala jaayegaa| vaha rAtabhara ro sakatA hai, sapane meM cIkha sakatA hai| usakI sArI saMpatti chIna lI Apane, jo vaha nadI ke kinAre se ikaTThI kara lAyA thA! Apa kaheMge, pAgala hai tU! kyoMki kaMkar3a-patthara hI the| Apako lagate hoMge kaMkar3a-patthara, bacce ko saba raMgIna patthara hIre-motI se jyAdA kImatI lagate haiN| aparigraha (praznottara) 171 For Personal & Private Use Only

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asala meM bacce kI cetanA ke tala aura ApakI cetanA ke tala meM jo pharka hai, vahI kaThinAI hai| Apako patthara dikhAI par3a rahe haiM, bacce ko bahumUlya dikhAI par3a rahe haiN| Apa pheMkane kA Agraha karate haiM, baccA bacAne kA Agraha karatA hai| mahAvIra aura hamAre bIca bhI vahI bacce aura praur3ha vAlA phAsalA hai| phira eka aura naI cetanA bhI hai, jo mahAvIra ko milI hai| yahAM isa jagata meM hameM jo bhI dikhAI par3atA hai, vaha mahAvIra ke lie nirmUlya ho gayA hai, usakA sArA mUlya kho gayA hai| mahAvIra kucha chor3ate nahIM haiM, cIjeM chUTa jAtI haiN| jo vyartha ho gaI haiM, unheM DhonA asaMbhava hai| mahAvIra chor3akara nahIM jAte haiN| ve jAte haiM, aura cIjeM chUTa jAtI haiN| jo vyartha ho gayA hai use sAtha DhonA saMbhava nahIM hai| mahAvIra ke bar3e bhAI ghara raha gae haiN| mahAvIra ke bar3e bhAI dukhI haiM ki unake choTe bhAI ne bhUla kI; hIre-javAharAta, dhana-daulata, yaza, sukha-suvidhA, saba chor3akara calA gayA hai| ina donoM ke bIca praur3ha aura bacce ke mana kA phAsalA hai| mahAvIra ke bar3e bhAI dukhI haiM ki dukha uThAne jA rahA hai yaha! aura mahAvIra to dukha uThAne nahIM jA rahe, mahAvIra to itane AnaMda se bhara gae haiM ki aba dukha kA koI upAya hI nahIM raha gayA hai| lekina pUchA jA sakatA hai ki ve vahIM ghara para bhI to raha sakate the? jaisA maiMne abhI usa samrATa kI bAta kahI, jo mahala meM thA, lekina mahala jisameM nahIM thaa| mahAvIra vahAM bhI raha sakate the, lekina yaha vyakti-vyakti ke TAipa aura prakAra kI bAta hai| mahAvIra nahIM raha sakate the, kRSNa raha sakate haiN| janaka raha sakate haiM, buddha nahIM raha skte| yaha vyaktiyoM kI bAta hai; aura vyakti parama svataMtratA hai| aura niyama eka-dUsare para nahIM thope jA skte| mahAvIra ke lie jo saMbhava thA, vaha saMbhava huaa| mahAvIra ke bhItara jo phUla khila sakatA thA, vaha khilaa| lekina isa phUla ke khilane ke bhI apane AnaMda haiN| mahala meM, mahala ke na hokara rahane kA apanA AnaMda hai| mahala ke bAhara, vRkSa ke nIce rahane kA apanA AnaMda hai| aura donoM kI koI tulanA nahIM ho sakatI, koI kaMperijana nahIM ho sktaa| yaha vyaktiyoM para nirbhara kregaa| ___ mahAvIra jaba saba chor3akara cale gaye...aura vRkSoM ke nIce baiThanA, sonA aura bhikSApAtra lekara gAMva-gAMva bhaTakane meM kauna-sA AnaMda hogA? isa bAta ko thor3A samajha lenA jarUrI hai, kyoMki aparigraha ke tatva meM yaha bar3I kImatI aura bar3I gaharI bAta hai| __mahAvIra kI samajha aisI hai ki jaba zvAsa maiM nahIM letA, aura janma maiM nahIM letA-janma apane se AtA hai, zvAsa apane se AtI hai, mRtyu apane se AtI hai to jIvana kI vyavasthA bhI maiM apane Upara kyoM lUM? use bhI paramAtmA para chor3a dete haiM ki vahI karegA vyvsthaa| yaha parama AstikatA kA lakSaNa hai| yaha parama AstikatA hai. vyavasthA bhI kyoM / kala subaha hogI, sUraja nikalegA nahIM nikalegA, to hamane kyA vyavasthA kI hai? kala agara subaha sUraja nahIM nikalA aura rAta usane rejiganezana bheja diyA, istIphA de diyA, yA kala subaha har3atAla para calA gayA, sTrAika para calA gayA aura kala subaha nahIM nikalA, 172 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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to hamAre pAsa kyA upAya hai, hama kyA kareMge? aura kala havAoM se agara AksIjana vidA ho jAye, aura kala agara jiMdagI asaMbhava ho jAye, to hama kyA kareMge? hamane kyA surakSA kI hai? kyA vyavasthA kI hai? kala agara pRthvI ThaMDI ho jAye, yA kala agara pRthvI TUTa jAye aura bikhara jAye-aneka pRthviyAM bikhara cukI haiM, aneka bikhara rahI haiM; aneka sUraja ThaMDe ho cuke haiM, aneka ThaMDe ho rahe haiM-kala agara yaha ho jAye, to hamane kyA vyavasthA kI hai? ___ mahAvIra kahate haiM ki itane bar3e kaoNsmAsa meM, itane anaMta brahmAMDa meM, jahAM hamAre hAtha meM kucha bhI vyavasthA nahIM hai, vahAM yaha mahAvIra nAma kA AdamI apane AsapAsa eka ghara kI vyavasthA bhI kare, isa nAstikatA meM par3ane kA kyA artha hai? mahAvIra kahate haiM, yaha vyavasthA bhI kyoM? jaba itanI avyavasthAeM bhI jhelanI par3a sakatI haiM, to itanI-sI avyavasthA ve aura jor3a dete haiN| itanI kaoNsmika avyavasthA meM, itanI brahmAMDa kI asurakSA meM, maiM baiMka-baileMsa rakhakara bhI kyA vyavasthA kara pAUMgA? to mahAvIra kahate haiM, yaha vyartha kA bojha maiM chor3a detA huuN| chor3a detA hUM ki jahAM se zvAsa AtI hai, jahAM se kala kI subaha AyegI, jahAM se Aja kA sUraja AyA thA, aura jahAM se Aja kA cAMda AyA hai, aura jahAM se kala subaha jar3oM ko rasa milegA, aura jahAM se kala vRkSoM meM phUla khileMge, aura jahAM se pakSI gIta gAyeMge, vahIM se agara isa parama sattA kI koI AkAMkSA isa zarIra ko bhI jiMdA rakhane kI hai, to vaha rakha legI: aura nahIM rakhane kI hai. to mahAvIra kI apanI aba koI icchA zeSa nahIM raha gaI hai| yaha mahAvIra kI isa bAta kI ghoSaNA hai saba ko chor3akara jAnA ki aba maiM apane lie nahIM jI rahA huuN| agara paramAtmA jilAnA cAhatA hai, to vaha jaane| aba maiM apanI tarapha se nahIM jI rahA huuN| isalie mahAvIra kI jiMdagI meM eka choTA-sA niyama thA, jo maiM Apase kahUM, jo bar3A adabhuta hai| zAyada duniyA ke kisI saMnyAsI ne vaise niyama kA upayoga nahIM kiyA hai| saca to yaha hai ki mahAvIra jaisA saMnyAsI khojanA bahuta muzkila hai| mahAvIra kA eka niyama thA ki subaha jaba bhIkha mAMgane nikalate the, to ve apane mana meM subaha ke dhyAna meM soca lete the ki Aja isa zarta para bhIkha milegI to svIkAra karUMgA, nahIM to nahIM karUMgA! aba bhikhArI kabhI zarta nahIM lgaate| bhikhAriyoM kI bhI koI kaMDizaMsa ho sakatI haiM? bhikhArI bezarta mAMgate haiN| aura mahAvIra zarta lagAkara mAMgate haiM, kyoMki ve koI bhikhArI nahIM hai| aura zarta bhI aisI ki dUsare AdamI ko batAyI bhI nahIM gaI hai ki vaha koI iMtajAma na kara le| zarta sirpha unhIM ko patA hai| jaise, vaha subaha zarta lekara nikale apane mana meM ki agara Aja kAle kapar3e pahane hue, eka AMkha vAlI eka gorI strI mujhe bhikSA degI, to le lUMgA, anyathA nahIM luuNgaa| aba isa gAMva kA unheM kucha bhI patA nahIM hai, rAta hI isa gAMva meM Akara ve Thahare haiN| aba eka AMkha vAlI gorI strI kAle kapar3e pahane hue unako bhikSA degI, to ve svIkAra kara leMge, aparigraha (praznottara) 173 For Personal & Private Use Only

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anyathA vaha gAMva meM ghUmakara vApasa lauTa aayeNge| ve kaheMge, paramAtmA kI marjI nahIM thI to jAne do, kyoMki apanI aba koI marjI jIvana kI nahIM hai| na marane kI koI marjI hai, na jIne kI koI marjI hai| apanI tarapha se, vaha jo jijIviSA hai, vaha jo lasTa phAra lAipha hai, vaha aba nahIM hai| aba paramAtmA kI marjI ho to rakhe, marjI ho to uThA le| eka bAra aisA huA ki mahAvIra mahInoM taka gAMva meM jAte rahe aura bhikSA na mila sakI, kyoMki unhoMne eka zarta le lii| aba vaha zarta to batAI nahIM jAtI thI, nahIM to koI iMtajAma ho jaataa| gAMva bahuta se upAya karatA, lekina vaha zarta pUrI na hotii| aba bar3I muzkila ho gaI ki mahAvIra ke mana meM kyA hai| mahAvIra ne eka zarta le lI ki eka rAjakumArI, jo jaMjIroM meM baMdhI ho, jisakA eka paira makAna ke bhItara aura eka paira makAna ke bAhara ho, jisakI AMkhoM meM AMsU hoM aura oMTha para muskurAhaTa ho, agara vaha bhikSA degI, to le leNge| to phira mahInoM bhikSA nahIM milii| nahIM milI, to bhI ve roja AnaMdita gAMva jAte aura AnaMdita vApasa lauTa aate| sArA gAMva dukhI aura pIr3ita hai, aura sArA gAMva ro rahA hai, gAMva bhara meM bhojana mazkila ho gayA hai| loga hAtha-paira joDate haiM aura kahate haiM ki svIkAra kreN| lekina mahAvIra kahate haiM, usakI mrjii| ___ mahInoM bIta ge| para eka dina yaha bhI ho gyaa| kArAgRha meM baMda eka rAjakumArI ne bhikSA dii| usakI AMkhoM meM AMsU the, apane kArAgRha meM hone ke kaarnn| oMThoM para muskurAhaTa thI, kyoMki mahAvIra ne usakI bhikSA svIkAra kara lI thii| vaha haMsa rahI thii| mahAvIra usake dvAra para ruka ge| AMkhoM meM AMsU the, oMTha para muskurAhaTa thI, eka paira jaMjIroM se baMdhA huA pIche thA, eka bAhara nikAla pAyI thI, kyoMki eka hI paira khulA thaa| mahAvIra bhikSA lekara lauTa ge| lekina isa bhikSA ke lie paramAtmA kabhI unako jimmevAra nahIM ThaharA skegaa| agara koI jimmevAra hogA. to paramAtmA hI hogaa| ___ yaha parama sattA meM samarpaNa hai, yaha saMnyAsa kA...yaha saMnyAsa kI parama aMtima avasthA hai-jahAM vyakti eka zvAsa bhI apanI tarapha se nahIM letaa| isalie mahAvIra kaha sakate haiM ki mere karmoM kA aba koI phala mere lie nahIM hai; aura mere karmoM kA koI pariNAma aba mujhase nahIM baMdhA hai| aba maiM kucha kara hI nahIM rahA huuN| aba jo ho rahA hai, ho rahA hai| karanA mere hAtha meM nahIM hai| kara maiM nahIM rahA huuN| aba merI koI icchA nahIM hai| lekina mahAvIra kA yaha apanA vyaktitva hai| aura hama se bhUla ho jAtI hai, jaba hama do vyaktiyoM meM tulanA karane lagate haiN| agara hama janaka aura mahAvIra kI tulanA kareM, to kaThinAI ho jaayegii| janaka kA apanA AnaMda hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, paramAtmA ko rakhanA hogA, to rakha legA kisI bhI hAla meN| janaka kahate haiM, paramAtmA ne mahala diyA hai, to maiM chor3anevAlA kauna hUM? janaka kahate haiM, paramAtmA ne rAjya diyA, to maiM chor3ane kI jhaMjhaTa meM bhI kyoM paDUM? kauna ThIka hai, kauna galata hai? donoM kA apanA DhaMga hai paramAtmA ko dekhane kaa| donoM hI ThIka haiN| hajAra taraha ke loga haiN| jIsasa apanI taraha ke AdamI haiM; buddha apanI taraha ke, 174 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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mahAvIra apanI taraha ke, kRSNa apanI taraha ke| hamane jaba bhI unakI tulanA kI hai, taba bhUla ho jAtI hai| kyoMki tulanA meM hama kisI eka AdamI kI tarapha jhuka jAte haiM, jisakI tarapha hamAre vyaktitva kA TAipa jhukatA hai| aura taba hama dUsare ko galata dekhane lagate haiN| nahIM, koI kAraNa nahIM hai| isa pRthvI para lAkha taraha ke vyaktitva khila gae haiM, lAkha taraha ke vyaktitvoM ke khilane kI saMbhAvanA hai| tulanA kI koI bhI jarUrata nahIM hai| lekina gahare meM agara dekheM, to bAta eka hI hai| janaka mahala meM haiM, kyoMki ve kahate haiM ki jaba paramAtmA ne mahala diyA, to maiM kyoM choDUM? mahAvIra jaMgala meM haiM; lekina bAta eka hI hai| ve kahate haiM, agara usako rakhanA hai, to jaMgala meM bhI mahala kI taraha rakha legaa| maiM kyoM phikra karUM? donoM eka hI bAta kahate haiM; lekina donoM ke vyaktitvoM ke DhaMga alaga haiN| vaha eka bAta hI ina do vyaktiyoM meM alaga-alaga gIta bana jAtI hai| vaha eka bAta hI ina donoM vyaktiyoM meM alaga-alaga svara le letI hai| vaha eka bAta hI ina donoM vyaktiyoM meM alagaalaga artha bana jAtI hai| lekina vaha bAta eka hI hai| vaha paramAtmA meM samarpaNa kI bAta hai| yaha hameM khayAla meM A jAye, to tulanA baMda kara denI caahie| yaha hamAre khayAla meM A jAye, to pratyeka ko, vaha jaisA hai vaisA hI, usakI pUrNatA meM samajha lene kI koziza kara lenI cAhie, binA kaMperIjana ke| aura taba eka dina hama samajha pAyeMge ki hajAra phUla hoM, lekina sauMdarya eka hai; aura hajAra DhaMga ke dIye hoM, lekina jyoti eka hai; aura hajAra DhaMga ke sAgara hoM, lekina sabhI sAgaroM kA pAnI eka-sA khArA hai| jisa dina yaha dikhAI par3anA zurU hotA hai, usa dina vyakti vidA ho jAte haiM aura vaha jo maulika AdhArabhUta satya hai, usakA darzana ho jAtA hai| ozo, Aja eka aura muzkila paidA ho gaI hai| aura vaha muzkila yaha hai ki jisa UMcAI se aparigraha ke bAre meM jo prazna pUche gae haiM, unakA uttara Apane usI UMcAI se diyA hai, usI saMdarbha meM yaha bAta sAmane AtI hai ki aparigraha ko Apa acAha kI saMjJA dete haiM, DijAyaralesanesa batAte haiN| sunane meM yaha bAta bar3I sArthaka, pAjiTiva lagatI hai; lekina loga ise nakArAtmaka arthoM meM le sakate haiN| taba to sArI vaijJAnika khoja aura karma karane kI preraNA hI samApta ho jAyegI, sArI pragati gatiruddha ho jaayegii| kRpayA ise spaSTa kreN| sAtha hI eka bAta aura ki mahAvIra mahAvIra the; buddha buddha the; krAisTa kAisTa the; lekina unake anuyAyI usa UMcAI ko nahIM pA sake kabhI bhii| aura unake anuyAyiyoM meM eka niSkriyatA bhI paidA ho gii| natIjA yaha huA ki AdhyAtmika rUpa se UMcAI ko to nahIM chU sake ve, bhautika dRSTi meM bhI bar3e phIke par3a ge| aisI sthiti meM ApakA kyA kahanA hai? aparigraha kI bAta daridratA kA bacAva bana sakatI hai| aparigraha kI bAta pragati kA virodha bana sakatI hai| aparigraha kI bAta jIvana kI saMpannatA kI khoja meM bAdhA bana sakatI aparigraha (praznottara) 175 For Personal & Private Use Only

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hai| sabhI bAteM galata DhaMga se lie jAne para viparIta pariNAma lAtI hai| sabhI bAteM ulaTe DhaMga se pakar3e jAne para jIvana ko lAbha nahIM, hAni pahuMcAtI haiN| aura AdamI jaisA hai, usase galata DhaMga se pakar3e jAne kI sadA saMbhAvanA hai| eka choTI-sI kahAnI se maiM samajhAne kI koziza kruuNgaa| ___ eka gAMva hai, aura usa gAMva meM eka bahuta bar3A dhanapati hai, aura jaise ki dhanapati hote haiM, vaisA hI dhanapati hai-kNjuus| eka paisA usase chUTa nahIM pAtA hai| aura to aura jo nae bhikhArI bhI gAMva meM Ate haiM, to purAne bhikhArI unase kaha dete haiM ki usa daravAje para mata jAnA! usa ghara se kabhI kisI ko kucha nahIM milA hai! gAMva meM eka nayA maMdira bana rahA hai| gAMva ke garIba se garIba AdamI ne bhI usa maMdira ke lie kucha na kucha diyA hai; kisI ne hajAra diyA hai, kisI ne dasa hajAra die haiM; kisI ne pAMca die haiM, kisI ne eka hI diyA hai| gAMva ke logoM ne eka pheharista banA lii| jisa-jisa AdamI ne jo-jo diyA hai, usakI eka pheharista banA lii| unhoMne socA ki eka bhI AdamI gAMva meM aisA na bace, jisane kucha na diyA ho| pheharista lekara gAMva ke sau-pacAsa khAsa AdamI usa karor3apati ke dvAra para bhI ge| socA unhoMne ki Aja to hama kucha lekara hI lauTeMge; kyoMki vaha pheharista dekhakara bhI prabhAvita na hogA? na prabhAvita ho, to kama se kama saMkoca se to bhara jAtA hai AdamI! jaba ve pheharista sunAne lage ki phalAM ne dasa hajAra die haiM, jisakI kucha bhI haisiyata nahIM hai, usane dasa hajAra die haiM! jo bilakula hI dIna-hIna hai, usane bhI hajAra die haiM! jo roja hI roTI kamAtA hai, usane bhI pAMca rupaye die haiM! ve pheharista sunAte jAte aura amIra kI tarapha bIca-bIca meM dekhate jAte ki usa para kyA pariNAma ho rahA hai| amIra bahata utsuka hotA jAtA dikhAyI par3A, vaha prabhAvita hotA dikhAyI pdd'aa| taba to gAMva ke logoM ko lagA ki Aja kAma bana jaayegaa| lekina pUrI pheharista sunane ke bAda vaha amIra to ekadama khar3A ho gyaa| usane kahA, maiM bahuta prabhAvita ho gayA hUM! to gAMva ke logoM ne socA ki Aja hama loga niSphala nahIM lautteNge| taba unhoMne kahA, phira Apa bhI kucha deM! jaba Apa itane prabhAvita ho gae haiM! usa amIra AdamI ne kahA, tuma mere prabhAvita hone kA matalaba galata smjhe| maiM isalie prabhAvita ho gayA hUM ki kala se maiM bhI gAMva meM dAna mAMganA zurU karane kI yojanA banAUMgA! jisa gAMva meM saba loga dene ko rAjI hoM, usa gAMva meM dAna na mAMganA bar3I galatI hai| maiM bahuta prabhAvita ho gayA hUM! AdamI aise hI prabhAvita hotA rahA hai| mahAvIra mahala chor3akara sar3aka para A ge| honA to yaha cAhie thA ki jinake pAsa mahala the, unheM patA calanA cAhie thA ki ve jarUra kisI vyartha daur3a meM lage haiN| kyoMki jisake pAsa mahala thA, vaha chor3akara sar3aka para khar3A ho gayA hai| nahIM, yaha nahIM huaa| huA yaha ki jo jhopar3oM meM the, unhoMne socA ki jaba mahalavAlA 176 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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hI chor3akara A rahA hai, taba hameM apane jhopar3e ko mahala banAne kI koziza kyoM karanI cAhie? aura garIba agara apanI garIbI meM rAjI ho jAye, to kabhI bhI usa sthiti upalabdha nahIM ho pAtA, jo dhana ke anubhava ke bAda meM milatI hai / vaha garIba hI raha jAtA hai| mahAvIra ko bhikSA mAMgate dekhakara samrAToM ko zarma AnI cAhie thI; socanA cAhie thA ki jo AdamI samrATa hokara kucha na pA sakA, vaha bhikSA mAMgakara kucha pA rahA hai ! nahIM, samrAToM ne yaha nahIM socA, bhikhAriyoM ne yaha socA ki hama bar3e gauravavAna haiN| kyoMki dekho ! mahaloM meM nahIM milA to aba bhIkha mAMgane aae| hama to pahale se hI bhIkha mAMga rahe haiN| hama para paramAtmA kI kucha jyAdA hI kRpA hai| AdamI... AdamI aisA socatA hai| aura isalie isa bAta meM saccAI ki bhArata kI dInatA ko bacAne meM mahAvIra se prabhAvita logoM kA hAtha hai - para mahAvIra kA nhiiN| bhArata kI dInatA meM, bhArata kI avaijJAnikatA meM, bhArata kI apragati meM buddha aura mahAvIra se prabhAvita logoM kA hAtha hai - buddha aura mahAvIra kA nhiiN| lekina bar3I kaThinAI hai! mahAvIra para doSa kaise thopA jA sakatA hai? Aga hai, ghara meM cUlhA bhI jalA detI hai aura rAta aMdhere meM rozanI bhI kara detI hai / aura kisI ke makAna meM Aga lagAnI ho, to bhI kAma meM A jAtI hai| jisane Aga ko khojA thA, usa AviSkAraka ko kaise doSa diyA jA sakatA hai ? eTama bama hai, jina vaijJAnikoM ne banAyA, kyA unako hirozimA ke lie doSI ThaharAyA jA sakatA hai? nahIM ThaharAyA jA sktaa| kyoMki aNu kI UrjA se to kheta meM hajAra gunI phasala bhI A sakatI hai| aNu kI UrjA se sArI duniyA ke yaMtra cala sakate haiM; AdamI kAma mukta ho sakatA hai| aNu kI UrjA se dInatA, daridratA miTa sakatI hai, sadA ke lie| aNu kI UrjA se AdamI kI umra laMbI ho sakatI hai| aNu kI UrjA se AdamI kI saMghAtaka mAriyAM samApta ho sakatI haiN| lekina AdamI ne yaha kucha bhI nahIM kiyA ! AdamI bhUkhoM mara rahe haiM, kheta meM phasala na bddh'ii| AdamI kaiMsara se mara rahe haiM, kaiMsara kA ilAja aNu kI UrjA se na khojA gyaa| bacce asamaya mara jAte haiM, unake bacAne kI koI saMbhAvanA aNu kI UrjA se na khojI gaI / aNu girAyA gayA hirozimA para, ki lAkhoM AdamI rAkha ho jaayeN| kyA kiyA jA sakatA hai ! araba meM eka kahAvata hai ki jaba bhI koI nayA AviSkAra hotA hai, to zaitAna sabase pahale usa para kabjA kara letA hai| mahAvIra kA bar3A AviSkAra hai, zaitAna ne sabase pahale kabjA kara liyaa| AiMsTIna kA bar3A AviSkAra hai, zaitAna ne sabase pahale kabjA kara liyaa| do hI rAste haiM : yA to ye AviSkAra na kie jAyeM; zaitAna ke Dara se duniyA meM acchI cIjeM na banAyI jAyeM; galata prabhAva kI vajaha se dAna na mAMgA jAye; galata prabhAva kI vajaha se koI acchA kAma na ho-- kyoMki galata prabhAva par3a sakate haiN| lekina taba bhI to burA pariNAma hogaa| kyoMki agara jo acchA na ho pAye, to bhI to burA zeSa raha jaayegaa| isalie khatare mola lene par3ate haiN| AdamI galata letA hai, lene deN| jo ThIka hai, use kiye aparigraha (praznottara) For Personal & Private Use Only 177

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178 hI jAnA hogaa| Aja nahIM kala, AdamI apanI galatI ko, apane dukha aura pIr3A ko smjhegaa| aura samajhegA ki usane jisase svarga bana sakatA thA, usase narka banA liyA hai| mahAvIra garIbI ke samarthaka nahIM haiM, mahAvIra sirpha amIrI kI vyarthatA ke udaghoSaka haiN| lekina ye donoM bar3I alaga bAteM haiM / aura dUsarI bAta pUchI hai| sAtha meM pUchA hai ki mahAvIra ke anuyAyI to kabhI mahAvIra kI UMcAI ko na pA sake ! krAisTa kI UMcAI ko IsAI nahIM pA sake ! buddha kI UMcAI ko buddhisTa nahIM pA sake ! nahIM pA sake usakA kAraNa hai| kyoMki anuyAyI kabhI UMcAI pA hI nahIM sakatA; kyoMki jo AdamI dUsare ke pIche calatA hai, vaha apanI AtmA ko gaMvAne kA kAma karatA hai| dUsare ke pIche calane ke lie apanI hatyA to karanI hI par3atI hai| dUsare kA anusaraNa karane ke lie svayaM ke viveka ko to kATanA hI par3atA hai| dUsare ke vastra pahanane ke lie apane zarIra ko choTA aura bar3A karanA hI par3atA hai| dUsare kI AtmA or3hane ke lie apanI AtmA ko dabAnA hI par3atA hai| anuyAyI kabhI UMcAI nahIM pA sakatA, kyoMki jisane anuyAyI hone taya kiyA hai, usane susAiDala nirNaya liyA hai, AtmaghAtI nirNaya liyA hai| maiM nahIM kahatA ki mahAvIra ke anuyAyI bneN| maiM nahIM kahatA ki jIsasa ke anuyAyI | mahAvIra ko samajha leM, itanA kAphI hai, aura chor3a deM; jIsasa ko samajha leM, itanA kAphI hai, aura chor3a deN| baneM to sadA Apa Apa hI baneM, mahAvIra banane kA Apake lie koI upAya nahIM hai; jIsasa banane kA koI upAya nahIM hai| isakA matalaba yaha nahIM hai ki jIsasa jisa UMcAI para pahuMce usa taka Apa na pahuMca skeNge| Apa bhI pahuMca sakeMge; lekina Apa hI hokara pahuMca sakate haiM, jIsasa kI nakala karake nahIM pahuMca skte| anukaraNa nakala hai| aura dhyAna rahe ! kArbana-kApI jo AdamI banane kI koziza karatA hai, vaha mUla- kApI kI spaSTatA nahIM pA sakegA / aura phira hiMdustAnI kArbana taba to aura bhI muzkila hai ! phira to kucha samajha meM bhI A jAye, yaha bhI muzkila hai ki pIche kyA hai| aura phira sekeMDa kApI ho, taba bhI ThIka! mahAvIra ko mare paccIsa sau sAla ho gae, paccIsa sau sAla meM hajAroM kApiyoM ke bAda Apa khar3e haiM ! lAkhoM kApiyAM gujara cukI, usa kArbana para bahuta kApiyAM ho cukI ! aba kucha bhI samajha meM nahIM aataa| lekina samajhe cale jA rahe haiM, anukaraNa kie cale jA rahe haiM ! anuyAyI kabhI bhI dhArmika nahIM hotA hai| asala meM anuyAyI yaha kaha rahA hai ki maiM apane hone kI jimmevArI chor3anA cAhatA huuN| maiM kisI ke pIche calanA cAhatA huuN| maiM aMdhA hone ke lie taiyAra huuN| maiM kisI kA hAtha pakar3akara cluuNgaa| mujhe koI kahIM pahuMcA de| maiM apane calane kI jimmevArI se inakAra karatA huuN| jisa AdamI ne apanI AMkhoM se inakAra kiyA, aura jisa AdamI ne apane pairoM se inakAra kiyA, aura jisa AdamI ne apane viveka kI jimmevArI lene se inakAra kiyA, vaha jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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AdamI kabhI bhI vikasita nahIM ho sktaa| usane avikAsa ke sAre upakaraNa cuna liye| __ lekina sadA hameM yahIM samajhAyA jAtA rahA hai ki kisI kA anukaraNa karo, kisI jaise bno| yaha bar3I khataranAka zikSA hai| duniyA meM koI kabhI kisI jaise' nahIM bana sakatA hai| Aja taka banA nahIM, udAharaNa nahIM hai| mahAvIra ke pIche bahuta loga cale, lekina kauna mahAvIra bana sakA hai? aisA nahIM ki calanevAloM ne kucha kama koziza kI hai| yaha doSa nahIM thopA jA sktaa| bar3I koziza kI hai| kaI bAra to aisA lagatA hai ki mahAvIra ke pIche calanevAloM ne mahAvIra se bhI jyAdA koziza kI hai| saca to yaha hai ki mahAvIra ko mahAvIra hone meM koI koziza nahIM karanI pdd'tii| vaha spAMTeniyasa hai| pratyeka ko svayaM hone meM kabhI bahuta koziza nahIM karanI par3atI, dUsarA hone meM hI koziza karanI par3atI hai| epharTa jo hai, koziza jo hai, vaha dUsarA hone meM hI karanI par3atI hai| rAma kI sItA corI calI gaI, to rAma ko rone meM koziza nahIM karanI pdd'ii| lekina rAmalIlA meM jo rAma hotA hai, usako karanI par3atI hai, AMsU to Ate nhiiN| ho sakatA hai sTeja ke pIche se pAnI lagAkara AtA ho! ho sakatA hai hAtha meM mirca lagAe rahatA ho| jaba sItA khotI ho to jaldI AMkha mIcane lagatA ho, kyoMki jaldI AMsU lAne par3ate haiN| aura itanA AsAna nahIM hai rAmalIlA meM AMsU lAnA, AMsU lAne par3ate haiN| kyA rAma ko bhI AMsU lAne kA aisA upAya karanA par3A hogA? nahIM, rAma ke lie jo hai vaha spAMTeniyasa hai, vaha sahaja hai| rAma kI vaha aMtara-avasthA hai| mahAvIra kA tyAga, mahAvIra kI nagnatA, mahAvIra ke lie sahajatA hai| dUsarA AdamI nagna hone kI vyavasthA se nagna ho sakatA hai| lekina taba usakI nagnatA sarkasa kI nagnatA hogI, saMnyAsI kI nagnatA nahIM ho sktii| vaha sirpha udhAra, bAroDa, dUsare kA thopA huA hogaa| vaha jyAdA se jyAdA mahAvIra kA aikTa kara sakatA hai| mahAvIra nahIM ho sktaa| ___ jIsasa, yA buddha, yA kRSNa, yA rAma inake pIche calanevAle loga abhinaya kara rahe haiN| inhoMne oNtheMTika, prAmANika AtmA ko inakAra kara diyA hai| ___ eka bAta dhyAna rakhanI jarUrI hai ki paramAtmA ne pratyeka ko svayaM ke hone kA haka diyA hai| aura jo AdamI apane isa haka ko chor3atA hai, vaha paramAtmA kI sabase bar3I dena ko chor3atA hai| aisA AdamI nAstika hai| aisA AdamI yaha kaha rahA hai ki tumane hama para bahuta bar3I jimmevArI de dii| hama isa yogya na the| hameM to kisI ke pIche calA do| hama iMjana nahIM ho sakate, hama to sirpha Dibbe hone lAyaka haiM jo iMjana ke pIche lage raheM aura unakI seMTiMga idhara se udhara hotI rhe| to vaha apanI jiMdagI gujAra legaa| __ nahIM, pratyeka AdamI svayaM hone ko paidA huA hai-bejor3a, yuuniik| usa jaisA koI AdamI isa pRthvI para na pahale huA hai aura na pIche hogaa| paramAtmA koI miDiyAkara kriyeTara nahIM hai| vaha koI madhyama-vargIya yA sAdhAraNa koTi kA sraSTA nahIM hai ki eka hI AdamI ko phira dubArA paidA kre| vaha roja naye AdamI ko paidA kara detA hai! maiMne sunI hai eka khaanii| maiMne sunA hai ki pikAso kA eka citra kisI AdamI ne kharIdA, aparigraha (praznottara) 179 For Personal & Private Use Only

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koI dasa lAkha rupaye meN| pikAso kI patnI se usane pUchA ki yaha citra prAmANika to hai na? oNtheMTika to hai na? pikAso kA hI hai na? pikAso kI patnI ne kahA, bilakula nizcita hokara Apa kharIda leM; kyoMki yaha citra mere sAmane hI pikAso ne banAyA hai| citra kharIda liyA gyaa| vaha AdamI pikAso ko yaha khabara dene gyaa| usane kahA jAkara pikAso se ki maiMne dasa lAkha rupaye meM ApakA eka citra kharIdA hai| vaha citra bhI sAtha le gayA thaa| pikAso ne usa citra ko dekhA aura kahA ki yaha asalI nahIM hai, oNtheTika nahIM hai| ___ vaha AdamI to hoza khone lgaa| dasa lAkha rupaye lagAye usane aura pikAso ne kaha diyA ki nahIM, yaha prAmANika nahIM hai! to usa AdamI ne kahA, Apa kaisI bAta kara rahe haiM? ApakI patnI ne gavAhI dI hai ki yaha citra usake sAmane banA hai| usakI patnI maujUda thii| usane bhI kahA, Apa kaisI bAta kara rahe haiM? bhUla gae haiM kyA? yaha citra Apane banAyA hai| maiM maujUda thii| pikAso ne kahA, maiMne banAyA jarUra, lekina yaha oNtheMTika nahIM hai| taba to aura muzkila ho gii| agara pikAso ne hI banAyA hai, to phira prAmANika kyoM nahIM hai? taba to usa kharIdadAra ne kahA, Apa majAka to nahIM kara rahe haiM? pikAso ne kahA maiM majAka nahIM kara rahA hN| yaha citra banAyA to maiMne hI hai. lekina yaha citra maiM eka daphA pahale aura banA cukA huuN| aba yaha sirpha usakI kApI hai| aura yaha kApI koI dUsarA kare to bhI prAmANika nahIM hai, aura maiM khuda karUM to bhI prAmANika nahIM hai| yaha kApI hai, orijinala nahIM hai| yaha khayAla maiM eka daphA pahale prakaTa kara cukA huuN| lekina paramAtmA jo khayAla eka daphe prakaTa kara cukA, dubArA karatA hI nhiiN| buddha eka daphA paidA kara die, bAta khatma ho gii| mahAvIra eka daphA paidA kiye, bAta khatma ho gii| isa pRthvI para khojane se eka kaMkar3a bhI Apa dUsare kaMkar3a jaisA na khoja pAyeMge, AdamI to bahuta bar3I bAta hai| Apa jhAr3a kA eka pattA tor3a leM to usI jhAr3a para dUsarA pattA vaisA na khoja pAyeMge, AdamI to bahuta bar3I bAta hai; AdamI to bahuta hI jaTila cetanA kA vikAsa hai| ___ yahAM pratyeka AdamI eka zikhara hai| aura kisI AdamI ko yaha haka nahIM ki vaha kisI kA anusaraNa kre| isakA yaha matalaba nahIM hai ki vaha mahAvIra ko samajhe n| saca to yaha hai ki anuyAyI hI nahIM samajhatA kabhI bhI, anuyAyI ko samajhane kI jarUrata hI nahIM hotii| asala meM jisako pIchA karanA hai, vaha samajhane se bacane ke lie hI pIchA karatA hai| vaha samajhane kI jhaMjhaTa meM nahIM pdd'taa| samajhanA to use par3egA, jise kisI kA pIchA nahIM karanA hai| pIchA to apanA hI karanA hai, lekina dUsaroM ne bhI anubhava lie haiN| dUsaroM kI jiMdagI meM bhI saMgIta pragaTa huA hai| dUsaroM ne bhI chuA hai jIvana kA taar| aura dUsaroM ne bhI jalAe haiM dIye jJAna ke, prajJA ke| aura dUsaroM kI jiMdagI meM bhI suvAsa uThI hai AtmA kii| aura dUsaroM kI jiMdagI meM bhI nRtya ghaTA hai paramAtmA kaa| unako vaha samajhane jA rahA hai| 180 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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isalie nahIM ki unakA vaha anukaraNa karegA, balki isalie ki zAyada ina saba vikasita phUloM ko dekhakara usakI kalI bhI pyAsa se bhara jAye aura phUla banane ko Atura ho jaaye| isalie ki zAyada dUsarI vINAoM ko sunakara usakI vINA ke tAra bhI jhanajhanA uThe aura usakI vINA bhI gIta gAne ko Atura ho utthe| isalie ki zAyada dUsare ke pairoM meM baMdhe dhuMgharuoM kI AvAja usake soye hue dhuMgharuoM kI cunautI bana jAye, vaha bhI nAca ske| lekina kisI kA anukaraNa karane ke lie samajhane kI jarUrata nahIM hai| kisI kA anukaraNa karane ke liye samajhane kI jarUrata hI nahIM hai| AMkha para paTTI bAMdhiye aura cala pdd'iye| anukaraNa ke lie aMdhA honA bar3I se bar3I yogyatA, kvAliphikezana hai| samajha bar3I aura bAta hai| apanI jiMdagI ko agara saccAI kI ora le jAnA ho, svayaM ko agara vikasita karanA ho, to bhUlakara kisI ke anuyAyI mata bnnaa| aura na bhUlakara kisI ko anuyAyI hI bnaanaa| donoM hI khataranAka bAteM haiN| samajhanA dUsaroM ko, aura agara jiMdagI meM kabhI ApakA bhI phUla khila jAye, to rakha denA bAjAra ke bIca sar3aka para ki dUsare use dekha leN| zAyada unakI kalI ko bhI cunautI mila jaaye| __ lekina unakI kalI jaba khilegI, to vaha phUla unake jaisA hogA, Apa jaisA nahIM hogaa| aura unakI vINA jaba bajegI, to saMgIta una jaisA hogA, Apa jaisA nahIM hogaa| pratyeka vyakti ko paramAtmA ke dvAra para apane hI prANoM kA naivedya lekara pahaMcanA hotA hai| aura pratyeka vyakti ko paramAtmA ke dvAra para apanI hI AtmA ko lekara pahuMcanA hotA hai| udhAra AtmAeM lekara paramAtmA ke dvAra para kabhI koI praviSTa huA ho, aisI khabara sadiyoM meM kabhI bhI nahIM sunI gaI hai| vahAM to pUchA yahI jAyegA ki prAmANika hai? oNtheMTika hai? apane ko hI lekara Ae ho? kisI aura kA ceharA lagAkara to nahIM A gae? __usa daravAje para dhokhA nahIM diyA jA skegaa| ho sakatA hai isa pRthvI para dhokhA bhI ho jaaye| ho sakatA hai isa pRthvI para naMgA khar3A huA koI AdamI ThIka mahAvIra jaisA dikhAI par3ane lge| ho sakatA hai isa pRthvI para koI pIta-vastra pahane hue vyakti ThIka buddha jaisA dikhAI par3ane lge| ho sakatA hai isa pRthvI para dhokhA ho jaaye| lekina paramAtmA ke sAmane saba vastra gira jAyeMge, aura paramAtmA ke sAmane saba kholeM ughar3a jaayeNgii| paramAtmA ke sAmane jaba saba nagna khar3A ho jAyegA aura paramAtmA ke darpaNa meM jaba apanI pUrI nagnatA dikhAyI par3egI, to vahAM sivAe usake koI bhI nahIM milegA, jo Apa the| vahAM vaha nahIM milegA jo Apane or3hA; vaha nahIM milegA jo Apane saMbhAlA; vaha nahIM milegA jo Apane abhyAsa kiyA; vahAM to vahI darzita hogA, jo Apa haiN| usa dina bar3A dukha hogA, bar3I pIr3A hogI ki kitane janma vyartha hI nakala meM gaMvA die, nATaka meM gaMvA die| jiMdagI dUsare kA anusaraNa nahIM, jiMdagI svayaM kA udaghATana hai| jiMdagI dUsare jaise hone kI prakriyA nahIM, svayaM jaise hone kA Ayojana hai| aura jo isa svayaM hone kI cunautI ko svIkAra karatA hai, vaha mahAvIra kA anuyAyI nahIM banegA, lekina vahIM pahuMca sakatA hai; usI aparigraha (praznottara) 181 For Personal & Private Use Only

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UMcAI para, jahAM mahAvIra pahuMce haiM; pahuMca sakatA hai vahIM, jahAM jIsasa pahuMce haiM; pahuMca sakatA hai vahIM, jahAM buddha kI samAdhi unheM le gaI hai| usI nirvANa meM, usI mokSa meM, usI svarga meM, usI prabhu ke rAjya meM pratyeka kA praveza ho sakatA hai| __maiM phira se doharAtA hUM aMtima bAtaH paramAtmA kI vedI para apane hI prANoM ke khile phUla kA naivedya car3hAnA par3atA hai| isake atirikta koI upAya nahIM hai| Aja ke lie itanA hii| zeSa kl| 182 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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vavadyArthI praznottara zo, acaurya para Apane kahA hai ki zarIra, bhAva yA mana ke tala para kisI dUsare kI nakala yA kisI dUsare kA anugamana corI hai| lekina jIvana aMtara-saMbaMdhoM kA eka jAla hai; yahAM saba jur3e hue haiN| taba vyakti apanI zuddhatama maulikatA tathA bAhara se Ane vAlI sUkSma taraMgoM ke prabhAva athavA AropaNa ko kisa prakAra pRthaka kare? aura vaha usase kaise bace? jIvana aMtara-saMbaMdhoM kA jAla hai, lekina jIvana sirpha aMtara-saMbaMdha hI nahIM hai| aMtara saMbaMdhita hone ke lie bhI vyakti cAhie, aMtara-saMbaMdha bhI do vyaktiyoM ke bIca saMbaMdha hai; lekina do vyakti bhI cAhie, jinake bIca saMbaMdha ho ske| to jIvana, jo hameM bAhara dikhAyI For Personal & Private Use Only

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par3atA hai vaha to aMtara-saMbaMdha hai, lekina eka aura bhI jIvana hai bhItara, jo aMtara-saMbaMdhita hotA hai| vaha vyakti agara na ho, to aMtara-saMbaMdha saba jhUTha ho jAte haiN| jur3egA kauna? prema eka saMbaMdha hai; lekina premI kA vyaktitva bhI caahie| aura vaha vyaktitva yadi udhAra hai, to vyaktitva nahIM hai| vyaktitva sadA apanA hI hotA hai, udhAra nhiiN| jo udhAra hai, vaha vyaktitva hI nahIM hai| vaha sirpha dhokhA hai| vaha ceharA hai, jo hamane dUsaroM ko dikhAne ke lie or3ha liyA hai| usa cehare ke bhItara koI bhI nahIM hai| prANavAna, nijatA liye hue, iMDivijualiTI liye hue koI bhI nahIM hai| jise hama sAdhAraNatayA vyakti kahate haiM, vaha iMDivijuala nahIM hai, sirpha parsanailiTI hai| jise hama sAdhAraNatayA vyakti kahate haiM, vaha nijatA nahIM hai, balki or3he hue vastroM kA samUha hai| jaise pyAja hai| pyAja ke chilake ko agara koI utAratA calA jAye, to aisA lagegA ki aba isa chilake ke bAda pyAja milegI, aba isa chilake ke bAda pyAja milegI! chilakoM ko utAratA calA jAye to chilake hI milate haiM, pyAja kabhI milatI nhiiN| aise hI hama bhI eka gaTharI haiM, jisameM saba udhAra ikaTThA hotA calA gayA hai| lekina agara isa udhAra vyaktitva ke pIche utarate cale jAyeM. to pIche zanya hI hAtha lagega aura pIche yadi AtmA na ho, nijatA na ho, to sArA jIvana jhUThA ho jAtA hai| jIvana kI gaharI se gaharI corI anukaraNa, nakala, anusaraNa hai| jaba bhI koI vyakti kisI aura jaisA banane kI ceSTA meM rata hotA hai tabhI gahare meM cora ho jAtA hai| jaba bhI koI vyakti kisI aura ko apane Upara or3ha letA hai, to nakalI ho jAtA hai, asalI nahIM raha jaataa| oNtheMTika, prAmANika nijatA usakI kho jAtI hai| isakA yaha artha nahIM hai ki dUsaroM se AI huI taraMgeM hama grahaNa na kreN| isakA yaha bhI artha nahIM hai ki dUsaroM se hama saMbaMdhita na hoN| dUsaroM se hama jarUra hI saMbaMdhita hoM, lekina sva ko bacAte hue| kyoMki phira saMbaMdhita kauna hogA, agara sva bhI kho gyaa| dUsaroM se taraMgeM AyeMgI, unheM lenA bhI par3egA; unheM leM jarUra, lekina ve taraMgeM hI na bana jaayeN| unheM leM bhI, deM bhI; lekina unake pAra bhI Apa bace raheM; unase achUtA bhI pIche koI khar3A rahe; usa sAre lena-dena ke bAda bhI koI baca jAye, jo lena-dena ke bAhara hai| aMgrejI meM eka zabda hai-eksttesii| hamAre pAsa eka zabda hai-smaadhi| samAdhi ko jo loga aMgrejI meM rUpAMtarita karate haiM, ve eksaTesI karate haiN| eksaTesI bar3A adabhuta zabda hai| eksaTesI kA matalaba hai, bAhara khar3e honA, Tu sTaiMDa AuTa saaidd| eksaTesI kA matalaba hai, jIvana kI sArI dhArA meM hote hue bhI hara pala bAhara khar3e honaa| jIvana meM bahate hue, jIvana ke bAhara bhI hamAre bhItara kucha raha jAye, vahI hamArI nijatA hai, vahI hamArA honA hai| agara hama jIvana meM pUrI taraha kho gae haiM aura hamAre pAsa hamAre saMbaMdhoM ke atirikta kucha bhI na bacA, to hamane apanI AtmA kho dI hai| AtmA kA aura koI artha nahIM hai| AtmA kA artha hI yahI hai ki saba ho phira bhI bhItara, kucha achUtA, asparzita, anaTacDa, bAhara raha jaaye| rAste para cala rahe haiM; lekina calate samaya bhI kucha Apake bhItara honA cAhie, jo nahIM cala rahA hai| krodha se bhare haiM; lekina krodha se 184 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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bhare kSaNa meM bhI koI Apake bhItara honA cAhie, jo Apake krodha ko bhI dekha rahA hai| bhojana kara rahe haiM; bhojana karate samaya bhI koI Apake bhItara honA cAhie jo bhojana nahIM kara rahA hai, balki jo yaha bhI jAna rahA hai ki bhojana kiyA jA rahA hai| agara pratipala jIvana ke aMtarajAla meM hama apane bhItara kisI ko bacA pAte haiM, to vaha jo bacA huA hai, jo zeSa hai, da rimeniMga, vahI hamArI nijatA hai / usa nijatA kA jisake pAsa astitva nahIM hai, vaha AdamI AdamI kahe jAne kA hakadAra nahIM raha jaataa| usake pAsa koI AtmA nahIM hai| usane apanI AtmA kho dI hai| hamameM se bahuta kama logoM ke pAsa isa arthoM meM AtmA hai... bahuta kama logoM ke pAsa ! hama vahI haiM-- chilakoM kA jor3a; vastroM kA jor3a; usake pIche aura kucha bhI nahIM hai| ise bhI maiM corI kahatA huuN| yaha corI hai| kisI kA dhana curA lenA bahuta bar3I corI nahIM hai, lekina kisI kA vyaktitva or3ha lenA bahuta bar3I corI hai| kisI ke vastra curA lenA bahuta bar3I corI nahIM hai, lekina kisI ke jaise banane kI ceSTA meM apane ko kho denA bahuta bar3I corI hai| kisI ke makAna para kabjA kara lenA utanI bar3I corI nahIM hai-- corI hai, maiM yaha nahIM kaha rahA hUM ki vaha corI nahIM hai - para utanI bar3I corI nahIM hai, jitanI apanI AtmA ko khokara kisI AtmA kI chAyA bana jAnA bar3I corI hai| 1 sunA hai maiMne ki eka AdamI kI jiMdagI meM kucha devatA nArAja ho gae the aura unhoMne use abhizApa de diyA thaa| vaha abhizApa bar3A ajIba thA / unhoMne abhizApa de diyA thA ki Aja se terI chAyA kho jAyegI ! vaha AdamI haMsA / usane devatAoM se kahA, chAyA se mujhe prayojana bhI kyA hai? agara maiM baca gayA, to chAyA na hone se mujhe kyA kamI par3anevAlI hai ? chAyA par3atI hai merI yA nahIM par3atI hai, isakI maiMne Aja taka na ciMtA kI, na phikra kii| tuma pAgala to nahIM ho gae ho? agara nArAja hI ho gae ho, to yaha abhizApa koI bar3e kAma kA mAlUma nahIM pdd'taa| lekina devatA haMse, kyoMki devatA usa AdamI se jyAdA jAnate the / vaha AdamI apane gAMva meM lauTA haMsatA huA ki devatA bhI pAgala ho gae mAlUma hote haiN| chAyA khone se merA kyA kho jAyegA ! lekina gAMva meM Akara usako patA calA ki devatA pAgala nahIM haiM, vahI muzkila meM par3a gayA hai| jisa AdamI ne bhI dekhA ki usakI chAyA nahIM par3atI hai, vaha use dekhakara bhaagaa| patnI ne dvAra baMda kara liyaa| pitA ne kahA, haTa jAo, merI AMkha ke sAmane dubArA mata aanaa| tuma bhUta ho, preta ho-kyA ho ? mitroM ne daravAje baMda kara lie / grAhaka usakI dukAna para Ane baMda ho ge| rAste se nikalatA to loga apane makAnoM meM apane baccoM ko bulA lete ki bhItara A jAo, vaha AdamI nikala rahA hai jisakI chAyA nahIM hai| usa AdamI kA gAMva meM jInA muzkila ho gyaa| aMtataH gAMva ke logoM ne nirNaya kiyA ki isa AdamI ko gAMva ke bAhara kara deN| yaha AdamI khataranAka hai| aisA kabhI sunA nahIM ki chAyA rahita AdamI ho| aura aMtataH usa gAM logoM ne usa AdamI ko bAhara nikAla diyaa| taba usa AdamI ko patA calA ki chAyA khokara bahuta kucha kho gayA hai| For Personal & Private Use Only acaurya (praznottara) 185

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lekina usa AdamI ko to hama chor3eM, hama sirpha chAyA haiM, AtmA hamane kho dI hai| hamArA kitanA kho gayA hai usakA hisAba lagAnA bahuta muzkila hai| hama sirpha zaiDoz2a haiM, hama sirpha chAyAeM haiN| usa AdamI kI sirpha chAyA kho gaI thIM to vaha itanI muzkila meM par3a gayA aura hamArI to AtmA bhI kho gaI hai, to hama kitanI muzkila meM na hoMge? lekina cUMki sabhI kI kho gaI hai, isalie hameM koI gAMva ke bAhara nahIM kara detA hai| aura agara chAyA kho jAe, to dUsare ko patA bhI cala jAtA hai, lekina AtmA kho jAe, to sirpha svayaM ko hI patA cala sakatA hai, kisI dUsare ko patA nahIM cala sktaa| kyoMki AtmA koI bAhya ghaTanA nahIM hai| isalie acaurya kI bAta samajhate samaya eka prazna niraMtara apane se pUchanA cAhie, kucha bhI mere pAsa hai jise maiM kaha sakU~ ki merI nijatA hai? jo maiM janma ke sAtha lAyA thA? jo maiMne jIvana meM nahIM sIkhA? kucha bhI mere pAsa hai, jo janma ke pahale bhI merA thA? yadi aisA kucha bhI Apako smaraNa AtA ho ki Apake pAsa hai, jo janma ke pahale bhI Apake pAsa thA, to Apa Azvasta ho sakate haiM ki Apa jaba mareMge, taba bhI Apake pAsa kucha baca rhegaa| lekina agara janma ke bAda kA hI saba pAyA huA hai, to mRtyu usa saba ko chIna legii| janma ke pahale kA agara Apake pAsa kucha bhI hai aura aisA lagatA hai ki jise Apane jIvana se nahIM sIkhA, jIvana se nahIM liyA, jIvana se nahIM pAyA; jise lekara hI Apa Ae haiM; jo ApakA svabhAva hai; to mRtyu se Darane kA koI kAraNa phira Apake lie nahIM hai| kyoMki jo Apane jIvana se nahIM pAyA, use mRtyu nahIM chIna paatii| lekina hama saba Darate haiM marane se| hama Darate haiM isIlie isalie nahIM ki mRtyu dukhadAyI hai| Aja taka kisI ne nahIM kahA ki mRtyu dukhadAyI hai-mRtyu dukhadAyI hai isalie nahIM Darate, balki isalie Darate haiM ki jIvana jise hama kahate haiM, usameM hamAre pAsa aisA kucha bhI nahIM hai, jo mRtyu se bacakara hamAre pAsa baca ske| vaha saba chIna liyA jaayegaa| jo bhI hamane dUsaroM se pAyA hai, use hama kabhI mRtyu ke pAra nahIM le jA sakate haiN| cAhe vaha dhana ho, cAhe vaha yaza ho, cAhe vaha jJAna ho, cAhe vaha vyaktitva ho, vaha kucha bhI ho; jo hamane dUsaroM se pAyA hai, vaha merA nahIM hai| to hama cora haiN| vaha jo dUsaroM se hamane ikaTThA kara liyA hai, vahI hamArI corI hai| yaha bahuta gaharI corI hai, jise adAlata nahIM pkdd'egii| yaha bahuta gaharI corI hai, jisakA kAnUna se koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| yaha corI eka aura bahuta bar3e kAnUna se saMbaMdhita hai, jisa kAnUna kA nAma dharma hai| yaha corI bhI kisI adAlata meM pakar3I jAtI hai, lekina vaha adAlata paramAtmA kI adAlata hai| kyA hamAre pAsa kucha bhI hamArA hai? jise maiM kaha sakU ki sIkhA nahIM, analarDa; kaha sakU, kisI se liyA huA nahIM; kaha sakU~ ki maiM hI huuN| agara aisA kucha bhI nahIM hai, to hama jisa jIvana ko jI rahe haiM, vaha corI kA jIvana hai| aura aisA nahIM hai| lekina eka bAra bhI yaha smaraNa A jAye ki mere pAsa aisI koI saMpadA nahIM jo merI ho, mere pAsa aisI koI nijatA nahIM jo merI ho, to jIvana meM krAMti zurU ho jAtI hai| 186 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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isalie Apa yaha mata socanA ki Apane kaur3I nahIM curAI | Apa yaha mata socanA ki Apane kisI ke ghara se sAmAna nahIM curAyA / usa corI se dharma kA kyA lenA-denA hai ! usa corI se to AdamI kA kAnUna hI nipaTa letA hai| dharma kA to kisI aura corI se prayojana hai, kAnUna kI pakar3a meM nahIM AtI; jisakA adAlateM nirNaya nahIM kara sakatIM; jo nyAyAdhIza kI sImA ke bAhara hai| dharma kA usa corI se saMbaMdha hai, jo prabhAvoM kI corI hai, vyaktitvoM kI corI hai, ceharoM kI corI hai| aura hama saba curAe hue se jI rahe haiN| hama saba aise jI rahe haiM, jaise hama koI aura hoN| hama hama nahIM haiN| maiM maiM nahIM hUM, kisI aura kI taraha jI rahA huuN| isa artha meM maiMne kahA thA ki acaurya manuSya kI AtmA meM nijatA kI upalabdhi kA mArga hai, aura corI manuSya kI AtmA ke khone kI vidhi hai / yaha bhAva ke tala para ho sakatI hai, vicAra ke tala para ho sakatI hai, zarIra ke tala para ho sakatI hai| hama calate taka nahIM apane jaise ! hama calanA bhI dUsaroM se sIkha lete haiM / hama vicAra bhI nahIM karate apane jaisA; hama vicAra bhI dUsaroM se sIkha lete haiM ! hama bhAva bhI nahIM karate apane jaisA; hama bhAva bhI dUsaroM se sIkha lete haiM! subaha AdamI akhabAra par3ha letA hai aura phira dina bhara akhabAra meM par3hI bAtoM kI carcA logoM se karatA rahatA hai ! aura use kabhI khayAla nahIM AtA ki vaha jo bola rahA hai usameM usakA apanA kucha bhI nahIM hai| gItA par3ha letA hai, phira jiMdagI bhara doharAye calA jAtA hai, aura kabhI nahIM pUchatA lauTakara ki maiM jo bola rahA hUM, usameM merA kucha bhI nahIM ! saba bolanA, socanA, uThanA, baiThanA saba sIkhA huA hai| to aisI jiMdagI meM AnaMda kI varSA nahIM ho sktii| aisI jiMdagI meM amRta kI jhalaka nahIM mila sktii| aisA AdamI rUkha marusthala hogaa| kyoMki jharane sadA prANoM se bahate haiM, jinameM hariyAlI paidA hotI hai| aura jo udhAra jharane meM jItA hai, vaha usa AdamI kI taraha hai jo dUsare ke makAnoM ko ginakara socatA hai ki mere haiM; jo dUsaroM kI AMkhoM ko ginakara socatA hai ki merI haiM; jo dUsaroM ke vicAroM ko ginakara socatA hai ki maiM vivekavAna ho gayA; jo zAstroM ko saMgRhIta karake samajhatA hai| ki jJAna A gayA ! aisA AdamI itanI buniyAdI bhrAMti meM jItA hai ki apane pUre jIvana ko vyartha gaMvA sakatA hai / aura hama gaMvA dete haiM / lekina eka bAra yaha savAla hamAre sAmane uTha jAye, to yaha savAla hamArA pIchA karegA ki maiM cora to nahIM hUM ? aura agara yaha savAla hamArA pIchA karane lage, to hameM ghar3I-ghar3I dikhAyI par3ane lagegA ki abhI jo maiM haMsa rahA thA, vaha haMsI maiMne kisI aura ke oMThoM se sIkhI hai; ki abhI maiM jo ro rahA thA, ve AMsU sacce na the; abhI jo maiMne namaskAra kiyA, usa namaskAra meM mere prANoM kI koI AhaTa na thI; ki abhI jo maiMne prema kiyA, usameM prema bilakula na thA, vaha maiMne kisI DrAmA meM par3hA thA; ki abhI jo maiMne kahI apane premI se, vaha merA kisI philma meM sunA huA DAyalaoNga thA / kAza! AdamI kI jiMdagI meM yaha savAla uTha jAye, to AdamI Aja nahIM kala, corI acaurya (praznottara) For Personal & Private Use Only 187

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se mukta hone lagatA hai; usakI nijatA ubharane lagatI hai; phira vaha apane DhaMga se haMsatA hai, jItA hai| yaha duniyA bahuta suMdara ho sakatI hai| yahAM agara loga haMsate apane DhaMga se hoM, rote apane DhaMga se hoM, socate apane DhaMga se hoM, to yaha duniyA bahuta prANavAna aura jIvaMta ho sakatI hai| ___abhI yaha duniyA jIvaMta nahIM hai; murdo kA eka bahuta bar3A saMgraha hai, jahAM saba mare hue jI rahe haiN| yadyapi hameM patA nahIM calatA, kyoMki hamAre cAroM tarapha bhI hamAre jaise hI murde haiN| hamane bhI subaha akhabAra par3hA hai, par3osI ne bhI akhabAra par3hA hai| vaha bhI akhabAra se bola rahA hai, hama bhI akhabAra se bola rahe haiN| hamane bhI kurAna par3hI hai, usane bhI kurAna par3hI hai; vaha bhI kurAna se bola rahA hai, hama bhI kurAna se bola rahe haiN| usane bhI vahIM se sIkhA hai, jahAM se hamane sIkhA hai| hamArI bAteM tAlamela khAtI haiM aura aisA lagatA hai ki saba ThIka cala rahA hai, lekina ThIka kucha bhI nahIM cala rahA hai| ___ itanA dukha nahIM ho sakatA, agara jiMdagI ThIka calatI ho| aura jo AdamI apane ko pA le, usa AdamI kI jiMdagI meM cAhe aura kucha bhI na rahe, apanA honA hI itanA kAphI hotA hai ki kucha bhI na ho, to bhI usake AnaMda ko nahIM chInA jA sakatA hai| usase saba chIna liyA jAye, lekina usake AnaMda ko nahIM chInA jA sktaa| kyoMki nijatA se bar3A koI bhI AnaMda nahIM hai| jaba eka phUla khilatA hai apanI pUrNatA meM, taba AnaMda kI sugaMdha cAroM tarapha baha uThatI hai| basa, phUla kA pUrA khila jAnA hI usakA AnaMda hai| AdamI kI bhI nijatA kA phUla, iMDivijualiTI kA phUla, jaba pUrA khila jAtA hai, to jIvana AnaMda se bhara jAtA hai| phulaphilameMTa, Apta ho jAtA hai, saba bhara jAtA hai| phira kucha bhI na ho-dhana na ho, yaza na ho, pada na ho to bhI saba-kucha hotA hai| aura yadi yaha nijatA na ho, to pada hoM bar3e, dhana ho bahuta, yaza ho kAphI, taba bhI kucha nahIM hotA, bhItara saba khAlI hotA hai| ___ Aja pazcima meM eka zabda kI bahuta jora se carcA hai| vaha zabda hai-eNpttiines| Aja pazcima meM jitane bar3e vicAraka haiM- cAhe sAtra ho, cAhe kAmU ho, cAhe mArsela ho, aura cAhe hAiDegera ho-Aja pazcima ke jitane ciMtanazIla loga haiM, ve saba kahate haiM ki hama bar3e rikta mAlUma ho rahe haiM, hama bilakula khAlI-khAlI haiN| aisA lagatA hai ki hamAre bhItara kucha bhI nahIM hai; hama sirpha kaMTenara raha gae haiM, kaMTeMTa bilakula nahIM hai| hama sirpha DabbA haiM, jisake bhItara kucha bhI nahIM bacA hai| bhItara saba rikta hai aura khAlI hai| ___ pazcima meM Aja riktatA kI bar3I jora se carcA hai; honI nahIM caahie| kyoMki Aja unake pAsa dhana hai bahata, jitanA pRthvI para kabhI bhI nahIM thaa| unake pAsa mahala haiM AkAza ko chate hue, jina mahaloM ke sAmane azoka aura akabara ke mahala jhopar3e ho jAte haiN| unake pAsa cAMda taka pahuMcane kI zakti hai| unake pAsa sArI pRthvI ko ghar3I Adha ghar3I meM vinaSTa kara dene kA virATa Ayojana hai| phira riktatA kyoM hai? phira eMpTInesa kyoM hai? phira kyA kAraNa hai ki bhItara saba khAlI hai? 188 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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kAraNa hai| bAhara saba hai, bhItara kucha bhI nahIM hai; AtmA nahIM hai, nijatA nahIM hai / saba hai, sirpha AdamI nahIM hai| saba hai, cAMda para pahuMcane kI tAkata hai, para apane taka pahuMcane kI sAmarthya nahIM hai| dhana hai bahuta, svayaM kA honA bilakula nahIM hai| mahala haiM bahuta bar3e, para usameM rahanevAlA bahuta choTA, na ke barAbara, zUnya ! corI kA yaha pariNAma hai| pazcima ko acaurya sIkhanA par3egA, to riktatA miTegI, to epTInesa mittegii| mArsela ko, kAmU ko, sArtra ko nijatA, iMDivijualiTI ko jagAne ke niyama sIkhane par3eMge, khojane pdd'eNge| saba jaba ho jAye, tabhI patA calatA hai ki maiM nahIM huuN| aura taba jo pIr3A mana ko pakar3a letI hai, vaha duniyA kI koI daridratA nahIM pakar3A sktii| yaha jo acaurya hai, yaha nijatA ko pAne kA sUtra hai; aura corI svayaM ko khone kA sUtra hai / ozo, Apane kahA hai ki hiMdU honA, jaina honA, IsAI honA, yaha saba kisI vyakti ke pIche anugamana hai, isalie yaha saba coriyAM haiN| lekina hiMdU, jaina, IsAI, bauddha-kyA ye saba udhAra vyaktitva haiM? aura kyA ye zAzvata niyamoM para AdhArita vibhinna saMskRtiyAM nahIM haiM? kyA ina vibhinna saMskRtiyoM ke bIca jIvana kA zubha phalita nahIM ho sakatA hai ? isameM Apa corI kaise dekhate haiM? mahAvIra cora nahIM haiM, unase jyAdA acora vyakti khojanA muzkila hai; lekina mahAvIra jaina nahIM haiM, mahAvIra jina haiM / aura jina aura jaina ke aMtara ko thor3A samajha lenA ucita hai| jina vaha hai, jisane apane ko jItA; jaina vaha hai, jo jItanevAle ke pIche calatA hai| gautama buddha cora nahIM haiM, unase jyAdA acora vyakti khojanA muzkila hai; lekina gautama buddha buddha haiM, bauddha nahIM haiN| buddha vaha hai, jo jAgA hai; bauddha vaha hai, jo jAge hue ke pIche calatA hai| aise hI, jIsasa cora nahIM haiM, lekina jIsasa krAisTa haiN| krAisTa kA matalaba, jisane apane ko sUlI de dI aura use pA liyA, jo svayaM ko miTAne se upalabdha hotA hai| lekina jIsasa krizciyana nahIM haiM / krizciyana vaha hai jo sUlI para laTake hue AdamI ke pIche calatA hai aura pharka bahuta par3a jAte haiN| jIsasa kI gardana sUlI para laTakatI hai aura IsAI kI gardana meM choTA-sA kraoNsa laTakA rahatA hai| gardanoM meM kraoNsa nahIM laTakate, krAsoM para gardaneM laTakatI haiN| jIsasa sUlI para car3hate haiM, ve krAisTa haiM; krizciyana apane gale meM eka sone kI sUlI laTakA letA hai! eka to sone ke kraoNsa nahIM hote, sone kI sUliyAM nahIM hotI; agara sone kI sUliyAM hoMgI, to siMhAsana kisa cIja kA banAiegA? aura sUliyAM galoM meM nahIM laTakAI jAtIM, gale sUliyoM para laTakAye jAte haiM / krizciyana cora haiN| mohammada bAta aura hai, musalamAna bAta aura hai| mohammada duniyA meM hoM, yaha sukhada hai, suMdara hai; musalamAna duniyA meM hoM, yaha khataranAka hai| mahAvIra duniyA meM hoM, svAgata ke yogya acaurya (praznottara) For Personal & Private Use Only 189

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haiM; lekina jaina duniyA meM hoM, khataranAka hai / buddha bAta aura hai, sugaMdha aura hai; buddhako mAnanevAlA durgaMdha hai, sugaMdha nahIM hai| isake kAraNa haiN| pahalA kAraNa to yaha ki jaise hI kisI vyakti ne yaha taya kiyA ki maiM kisI dUsare ke pIche calUMgA, vaise hI vaha apanI AtmA ko khone vAlA ho jAtA hai| dUsare ke pIche calane kA upAya hI nahIM hai| asala meM dUsare ke pIche calane kA matalaba yaha hai ki yaha AdamI jIvana kI vAstavika yAtrA se bacanA cAhatA hai| jo jina nahIM honA cAhatA, vaha jaina ho jAtA hai| jo buddha nahIM honA cAhatA hai, vaha bauddha ho jAtA hai| jo krAisTa hone kI himmata nahIM juTA pAtA, vaha krizciyana ho jAtA hai| yaha samajhautA hai / krizciyana hone meM kucha bhI nahIM karanA par3atA hai| krAisTa honA, jiMdagI ko jokhima meM DAlanA hai| jaina hone meM kyA karanA par3atA hai ? jina honA bar3I tapazcaryA hai| jaina hone meM sirpha jinoM kI pUjA karanI par3atI hai| pUjA khela hai| jina hone meM pUjA nahIM karanI par3atI, sAdhanA karanI par3atI hai / sAdhanA saMkaTa hai; sAdhanA zrama hai; sAdhanA saMkalpa hai| asala meM jo vyakti apanI AtmA ko pAne kA zrama nahIM uThAnA cAhatA, vaha kisI taraha kI pUjA karake apane mana ke lie khela paidA kara letA hai / jo vyakti svayaM ko nahIM pAnA cAhatA, vaha kisI dUsare ke pIche calane kA khela khelane lagatA hai| aura dUsare ke pIche calakara koI kabhI apane ko pA nahIM sakA hai| kyoMki dUsarA sadA bAhara hai aura maiM kitanA hI dUsare ke pIche calUM, sArI pRthvI ghUma AUM, to bhI maiM bhItara nahIM pahuMca jAUMgA | agara mujhe bhItara pahuMcanA hai, to bAhara calanA baMda karanA pdd'egaa| aura anugamana sadA bAhara calanA hai| anugamana meM sadA bAhara calanA hI hogA; dUsarA bAhara hai, usake pIche bAhara hI jAnA pdd'egaa| mahAvIra kisI ke pIche nahIM jAte, jIsasa kisI ke pIche nahIM jAte, kRSNa kisI ke pIche nahIM jaate| yaha bar3e maje kI bAta hai ki jo loga kisI ke pIche nahIM gae, unake pIche kitane loga cale jAte haiM ! buddha kisI ke pIche nahIM jAte, lekina buddha ke pIche bahuta loga cale jAte haiN| agara buddha se hI kucha sIkhanA hai to kama se kama eka bAta to sIkha hI lenI cAhie ki kisI ke pIche nahIM jAnA hai / agara mahAvIra se hI kucha sIkhanA hai, to eka bAta sIkha lenI cAhie ki kisI kI pUjA se kucha bhI honevAlA nahIM hai; kyoMki mahAvIra kisI kI pUjA meM nahIM haiN| agara jIsasa se hI kucha sIkhanA hai, to eka bAta sIkha lenI cAhie ki paramAtmA ko binA krizciyana hue bhI pAyA jA sakatA hai| jIsasa to krizciyana nahIM the| agara mohammada se kucha sIkhanA hai, to eka bAta pakkI sIkha lenI cAhie ki paramAtmA kA musalamAna se kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai| mohammada to musalamAna nahIM the / paramAtmA mohammada ko bhI mila sakatA hai, jo musalamAna nahIM haiN| 1 jinake pIche sArI duniyA cala rahI hai, ve kisI ke pIche nahIM clte| aura unake pIche hama isIlie cala rahe haiM ki hama bhI vaha pA leM, jo unhoMne pAyA ! lekina hama dekheM to vijJAna kahIM bhUla ho gaI hai, gaNita meM kahIM cUka ho gaI hai| unhoMne pAyA hI isalie ki ve apane bhItara jAte haiM, aura hama pAnA cAhate haiM kisI ke pIche jAkara ! jyoM kI tyoM dhari dIn hIM cadariyA 190 For Personal & Private Use Only

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1 pIche jAnA, bAhara jAnA hai| isalie saba taraha ke anugamana ko maiM corI kahatA hUM ! aura isa taraha ke anugamana se saMskRti paidA nahIM huii| saMskRti ke paidA hone meM ulTI bAdhA par3I hai| aura ye sAre anuyAyI sivAya lar3ane ke isa pRthvI para aura kucha bhI nahIM karate rahe haiN| ina sAre anuyAyiyoM ne pRthvI ko khUna aura rakta se bharane ke sivAya phUloM se nahIM bharA hai / aura carca, aura maMdira, aura masjida, aura gurudvAre manuSya ko lar3Ane kA upakrama bana gae, upakaraNa bana ge| AdamI kA itihAsa dharmoM ke yuddhoM se bharA hai| ina anuyAyiyoM ne mohammada aura mahAvIra, kRSNa aura krAisTa ko mAnakara, kRSNa aura krAisTa banane kI to koI ghaTanA nahIM ghaTAyI, lekina eka-dUsare kI hatyA karane meM bahuta kuzalatA dikhaayii| yaha hatyA bahuta taraha kI hai| kucha loga talavAroM ko lekara kUda par3ate haiM, aura kucha loga kevala vicAroM kI talavAreM calAte rahate haiM, siddhAMtoM kI / jaina musalamAna ke, musalamAna hiMdU ke, hiMdU IsAI ke, IsAI bauddha ke siddhAMtoM kA khaMDana karate rahate haiN| agara bahuta joza ye aura siddhAMtoM se lar3AI-i I-jhagar3A ThIka se na ho sake, to phira talavAreM bhI khiMca jAtI haiN| AdamI buddha, mahAvIra aura krAisTa ke hone kI vajaha se jyAdA AnaMdita honA cAhie thA, lekina inake hone kI vajaha se bar3A upadrava huA hai / baTreMDa rasala ne kahIM likhA hai ki paramAtmA agara jIsasa ko na bhejatA, to kyA harjA thA ? to kama se kama IsAI to na hote / IsAiyoM ne madhya yuga meM sAre yUropa meM lAzeM bichA diiN| agara jIsasa ke lie baTreMDa rasala jaise mahatvapUrNa vyakti ko yaha prArthanA socanI par3I ki paramAtmA ko kyA harja thA ki jIsasa ko na bhejatA, isa eka AdamI ko na bhejane se pRthvI jyAdA zAMta ho sakatI thI, kama se kama lar3anevAlA IsAI to na hotA, to socane jaisA hai| jIsasa ke Ane se pRthvI burI nahIM huii| jIsasa ke Ane se to pRthvI meM sugaMdha bar3hatI; jIsasa ke Ane se to pRthvI para gIta phailatA; jIsasa ke Ane se to pRthvI dhanyabhAgI hotI; lekina ho nahIM pAI, kyoMki jIsasa Ae nahIM ki pIche krizciyana A gyaa| jIsasa jo banAte haiM, krizciyana miTA detA hai| jIsasa kahate haiM, prema karo par3osI ko apane hI jaisA, krizciyana par3osI ke lie talavAra para dhAra rakhatA hai| mohammada kahate haiM ki eka hI paramAtmA hai aura sabhI usake beTe haiM; lekina musalamAna usI ke beToM ko kATane nikala par3atA hai| hiMdU kahate haiM, sabhI kucha paramAtmA hai, phira bhI zUdra ko chUte vakta sabhI kucha paramAtmA hai, yaha vedAMta kA khayAla ekadama tirohita ho jAtA hai / bar3e se bar3e jJAnI ko ho jAtA hai ! musalamAna ke sAtha baiThate vakta saraka kara baiTha jAtA hai bar3e se bar3A jJAnI, jo kahatA hai ki brahma sabameM virAjamAna hai| acAnaka patA calatA hai ki brahma musalamAna meM virAjamAna hone se DaratA hai| jIsasa, kRSNa, krAisTa, mahAvIra, buddha, kanaphyUziyasa, ina sabake hone se jagata saubhAgyazAlI thaa| lekina inake pIche eka bAr3ha AtI hai una upadraviyoM kI, jo saMgaThana khar3e karate haiM, jo saMgaThanoM ko lar3Ate haiM / anuyAyiyoM ke dala khar3e hote haiM, aura dharma rAjanIti bana jAtA hai| jaise hI dharma anuyAyiyoM ke hAtha meM par3atA hai, saMgaThita hotA hai, ArganAijDa ho jAtA hai, vaise hI rAjanIti bana jAtA hai| dharma saMgaThana nahIM hai / dharma sAdhanA hai / anuyAyI saMgaThana acaurya (praznottara) For Personal & Private Use Only 191

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banAte haiN| taba sAdhanA eka tarapha aura saMgaThana mahatvapUrNa ho jAte haiN| aura saMgaThana ke jo bAhara haiM, ve duzmana ho jAte haiN| jo saMgaThana ke bhItara haiM, ve apane haiM; aura saMgaThana ke jo bAhara haiM, ve parAye haiN| aura isIlie hara dharma, AdamI ko khaMDoM meM bAMTatA calA jAtA hai| Aja pRthvI para koI tIna sau dharma haiN| AdamI tIna sau khaMDoM meM baMTA huA hai| dharma ko to jor3anA cAhie, dharma tor3ane ke lie nahIM hai| lekina kauna tor3atA hai? mahAvIra tor3ate haiM? mohammada tor3ate haiM? do meM se eka hI bAta ho sakatI hai-yA to mahAvIra hI tor3anevAle haiM, aura yA phira jaina tor3ane vAlA hai| yA to mohammada hI tor3ate haiM, yA phira musalamAna tor3atA hai| yA to jIsasa hI upadravI haiM, yA to krizciyana upadravI haiN| merI samajha hai ki mahAvIra, jIsasa aura mohammada upadravI nahIM haiN| kyoMki jinake apane jIvana meM upadrava kI zAMti ho gaI, ve kisI dUsare ke jIvana meM upadrava nahIM bana sakate; ve dUsare ke jIvana meM bhI zAMti kA hI saMdeza haiN| lekina unake pIche AnevAlA anuyAyI jaba khar3A ho jAtA hai...| __ aura anuyAyI ke sAtha eka rahasya hai| eka sAiMTiphika sUtra anuyAyI kA samajha lenA caahie| aura yaha bar3A majedAra mAmalA hai ki aksara viparIta AdamI anuyAyI banate haiN| aksara agara mahAvIra ne saba chor3a diyA hai, to mahAvIra ke pAsa caraNoM meM ve hI loga AyeMge jinake pAsa saba hai| kyoM? agara mahAvIra upavAse rahate haiM, to mahAvIra ke pAsa bhojanabhaTTa ikaTThe ho jAyeMge! usakA kAraNa hai| agara mahAvIra ko bhojana kI koI ciMtA nahIM hai, to jo AdamI bhojana ko caubIsa ghaMTe socatA hai, vaha sabase pahale prabhAvita hotA hai| socatA hai, yaha mahAvIra bar3A adabhuta AdamI mAlUma hotA hai! maiM to caubIsa ghaMTe bhojana ke bAre meM hI socatA hUM, rAta sapane meM bhI bhojana karatA huuN| aura yaha AdamI mahInoM bhojana nahIM karatA! yaha mahAtapasvI hai! vaha mahAvIra ke pairoM meM par3a jAtA hai| mahAvIra nagna khar3e haiM, to jisako vastroM se bahuta moha hai, aura jo zarIra ko jarA bhI nagna karane meM asamartha hai, vaha mahAvIra ko mAnatA hai, ki yaha AdamI sAdhAraNa nahIM hai| ___ isalie yaha Azcarya kI bAta nahIM hai ki jaina dharma ke anuyAyI kapar3e kI dukAna kara rahe haiM sAre mulka meN| isameM mahAvIra kI nagnatA kA kucha na kucha hAtha hai| isameM jarUra kahIM na kahIM koI bAta hai| isameM Azcarya nahIM hai ki IsAiyoM ne sArI duniyA ko tahasa-nahasa kiyA, aura IsAiyoM ne sArI duniyA para sAmrAjya phailaayaa| kahAM jIsasa! jisane kahA thA ki jo tumhAre gAla para eka cAMTA mAre, tuma dUsarA gAla usake sAmane kara denA; aura jisane kahA thA ki jo tumhArA koTa chIna le, use tuma kamIja bhI de denA; aura jisane kahA thA, jo tumase eka mIla taka bojhA Dhone ko kahe, tuma do mIla taka cale jaanaa| isa AdamI ko mAnanevAle loga sArI duniyA para gulAmI DhA deMge-ye koTa bhI chIna leMge, kamIja bhI chIna leMge; ye do mIla kI jagaha do hajAra mIla logoM ko calA deMge; ye eka gAla para bhI cAMTA mAreMge aura dUsarA gAla 192 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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bhI mor3akara usa para bhI cAMTA mAra deMge-yaha kabhI jIsasa ne socA na hogaa| jIsasa jaise vinamra AdamI ke pAsa isa taraha ke loga ikaTThe ho jAeMge? lekina ikaTThe ho gae! asala meM virodhI AkarSita karatA hai| jaise strI ke prati puruSa AkarSita hotA hai, puruSa ke prati strI AkarSita hotI hai| isI bhAMti jIvana meM saba AkarSaNa polara haiM, saba AkarSaNa virodhI ke, apojiTa ke haiM; saba AkarSaNa meM dUsarA AkarSita hotA hai| tyAgI ke pAsa bhogI ikaTThe ho jAte haiN| tapasviyoM ke pAsa jo tapazcaryA bilakula nahIM kara sakate, ve caraNoM para sira rakhakara baiTha jAte haiN| paramAtmA ke khojiyoM ke pAsa saMsAra ko pAgala kI taraha pakar3e hue logoM kI bhIr3a jamA ho jAtI hai| aura phira ye hI anuyAyI banate haiN| isalie tatkAla paravarzana zurU ho jAtA hai| tatkAla, jo mahAvIra ne kahA, jaina use vikRta kara DAlate haiN| jo jIsasa ne kahA, IsAI use naSTa kara dete haiN| jo mohammada ne kahA, musalamAna hI use miTAnevAlA bana jAtA hai| yaha bar3A durbhAgyapUrNa hai; lekina hai| viparIta AkarSaka hai| __isalie maiM kahatA hUM ki samasta anuyAyiyoM ko pRthvI se vidA ho jAne kI jarUrata hai| mohammada raheM, buddha raheM, unakI sugaMdha rahe, bIca meM anuyAyI na hoN| mahAvIra kI carcA ho, lekina anuyAyI na hoN| mahAvIra kI bAta loga suneM, samajheM, par3heM, lekina koI isa pAgalapana meM na par3e ki kahe, maiM unakA anuyAyI huuN| samajheM, par3heM, soceM, AnaMdita hoM, prasanna hoM, nAceM, lekina pakar3eM mt| kAphI ho cukA pakar3anA, aura usa pakar3ane ke buniyAdI sUtra kA khayAla na hone se bar3I kaThinAI ho gaI hai| vaha buniyAdI sUtra hai ki apojiTa, virodhI AkarSaka hotA hai, aura hama usake pAsa ikaTThe ho jAte haiN| vaha jo ikaTThA honA hai, vahI tatkAla duzmana ke hAtha meM cIja calI jAtI hai| yaha jiMdagI meM karIba-karIba aisA hI niyama hai, jaise pAnI meM lakar3I ko DAlate hI tirachI ho jAtI hai-hotI nahIM, dikhAyI par3ane lagatI hai, ttkaal| pAnI aura havA ke niyama alaga- alaga haiN| jaise hI lakar3I havA meM AtI hai vApasa sIdhI ho jAtI hai| pAnI meM DAlo, phira tirachI dikhAyI par3ane lagatI hai| mahAvIra meM jo lakar3I bilakula sIdhI hai, jaina meM bilakula tirachI dikhAyI par3ane lagatI hai| buddha meM jo jIvana sIdhA sarala hai, bauddha meM bilakula jaTila aura tirachA ho jAtA hai| mohammada kI jiMdagI meM jo prema hai, vaha musalamAna kI jiMdagI meM ghRNA bana jAtA hai| jIsasa kI jiMdagI meM jo samarpaNa hai, vahI jIsasa ke anuyAyI kI jiMdagI meM AkramaNa bana jAtA hai| aba anuyAyiyoM se sAvadhAna hone ke lie kAphI itihAsa prAmANika hai| isakA yaha matalaba nahIM ki maiM koI mahAvIra kA duzmana huuN| duzmana to unake anuyAyI haiN| isakA yaha matalaba nahIM hai ki maiM koI jIsasa kA duzmana huuN| duzmana to unake anuyAyI haiN| agara jIsasa ko unakI zuddhatA meM bacAnA ho, to anuyAyI ke kAMca alaga kara denA caahie| aura kisI AdamI ko anuyAyI banane se kucha nahIM miltaa| sirpha jisakA vaha anuyAyI banatA hai, usako bhraSTa...usake siddhAMtoM ko, usake jIvana ko vikRta karane ke atirikta aura kucha bhI nahIM kara pAtA hai| vaha apane jIvana ko to ThIka nahIM kara paataa| maiM abhI eka choTI-sI kahAnI par3ha rahA thaa| eka baccA apane pitA se bAta kara rahA hai| acaurya (praznottara) 193 For Personal & Private Use Only

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194 usa bacce ne apanI kitAba meM se eka kahAvata par3hakara sunAyI hai / kitAba meM likhA huA hai ki AdamI usake saMga se pahacAnA jAtA hai| e maina iz2a nona bAI hija kaMpanI, AdamI apane saMga se pahacAnA jAtA hai| usa lar3ake ne apane pitA se pUchA, kyA yaha bAta sahI hai ? usake pitA ne kahA, yaha bilakula hI sahI hai| to usa lar3ake ne kahA, aba eka savAla aura pUchanA hai| eka acchA AdamI aura eka burA AdamI ina donoM meM dostI hai| kauna kisase pahacAnA jAyegA ? burA AdamI acche AdamI ke sAtha hai, isalie samajhanA cAhie ki acchA AdamI hai? yA acchA AdamI bure AdamI ke sAtha hai, isalie samajhanA cAhie ki burA AdamI hai ? aba kisako kisase pahacAneM? pitA muzkila meM par3a gayA hai ! jIsasa pahacAne jA rahe haiM IsAI ke dvArA, isalie jIsasa ko pahacAnanA muzkila ho gayA hai| mahAvIra pahacAne jA rahe haiM jaina ke dvArA, isalie mahAvIra ko pahacAnanA muzkila ho gayA hai| anuyAyI haTa jAyeM, to inake phUla apanI pUrI khUbasUratI meM khila sakeM; inake dIye apanI pUrI jyoti meM jala sakeM; aura eka majA aura A jAe ki hama sAre jagata kI saMpatti mAlika ho jAyeM / abhI jo mahAvIra ko mAnatA hai, vaha samajhatA hai ki mohammada usakI saMpatti nahIM haiN| aura jo mohammada ko mAnatA hai, vaha samajhatA hai, buddha se mujhe kyA lenA-denA hai| unase apanA koI lenA-denA nahIM hai| vaha aura kisI kI bapautI haiM, hamArI nhiiN| agara duniyA meM kisI dina anuyAyI na raheM, to sArI duniyA kA heriTeja, sArI duniyA kI bapautI, pratyeka AdamI bapautI hogii| usameM sukarAta bhI mere hoMge, mohammada bhI mere hoMge, mahAvIra bhI mere hoMge / aura taba hama jyAdA saMpanna hoNge| aura taba saMskRti paidA hogii| I abhI to saMskRti paidA nahIM ho skii| abhI to bahuta taraha kI vikRtiyAM haiM aura una vikRtiyoM ko hama apanI-apanI saMskRti kahe cale jAte haiN| manuSya kI saMskRti usa dina paidA hogI, jisa dina sAre jagata kA saba-kucha hamArA hogA / soceM ise eka aura udAharaNa se, to khayAla meM A jaaye| agara vijJAna meM bhI paccIsa mata bana jAyeM, to duniyA meM vijJAna banegA ki miTegA ? agara nyUTana ke mAnanevAle eka giroha banA leM aura AiMsTIna ke mAnanevAle dUsarA giroha banA leM; aura nyUTana ke mAnanevAle kaheM, AiMsTIna ko hama nahIM mAna sakate haiM, kyoMki isane hamAre guru kI bAtoM ke kucha viparIta bola diyA hai| aura mespalAna ko mAnane vAle tIsarA giroha banA leN| aura phreDahAyala ko mAnane vAle cauthA giroha banA leN| aura giroha banate hI cale jaayeN| abhI do-tIna sau varSoM meM pacAsa jo bar3e vaijJAnika hue haiM, pacAsa giroha ho jAyeM, to vijJAna vikasita hogA ki maregA ? vijJAna vikasita ho sakA, kyoMki vaijJAnikoM ke koI giroha nahIM the / vaijJAnikoM ne jo bhI diyA hai, vaha saba vaijJAnikoM kI sAmUhika bapautI hai| dharma saMskRti paidA nahIM kara pAyA, kyoMki dharma ke giroha bana gae haiN| dharma ke duniyA meM tIna sau giroha haiM, isalie dharma kaise paidA ho ? agara ye giroha bikhara jAyeM...! jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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mahAvIra ne bhI diyA hai, mahAvIra ne eka kone se satya kA eka darzana diyA hai, buddha ne kisI dUsare kone se vaha darzana diyA hai, mohammada ne kisI tIsare kone se vaha darzana diyA hai, krAisTa usI kI koI cauthI khabara le Ae haiM / ye sArI kI sArI saMpattiyAM hamArI haiM, manuSya kI haiM; aura agara ye sArI saMpattiyAM ikaTThI hoM, aura hama saba isake vasIyatadAra hoM, to duniyA meM saMskRti paidA hogii| abhI to saMskRti nahIM hai, sirpha khaMDa-khaMDa vikRtiyAM haiN| aura agara yaha sArI saMpatti hamArI ho, to duniyA meM dhArmika citta paidA hogaa| abhI dhArmika citta nahIM, kevala sAMpradAyika citta hai, sekTeriyana mAiMDa hai; abhI rilIjiyasa mAiMDa duniyA meM nahIM hai| hAM, kabhI-kabhI koI eka AdamI dhArmika paidA hotA hai, to usake Asa-pAsa tatkAla sAMpradAyika ikaTThe ho jAte haiN| aura vaha AdamI jiMdagI bhara mehanata karake jo khoja pAtA hai, usake AsapAsa ikaTThe loga thor3e hI dinoM meM usakI mehanata naSTa karake vikRta kara dete haiN| mahAvIra kisI ke bhI nahIM haiM, aura buddha kisI ke bhI nahIM haiM; yA sabake haiN| koI unakA mAlika nahIM hai, koI unakA dAvedAra nahIM hai; yA phira saba unake dAvedAra haiN| yaha sthiti bane, to dharma bhI eka vijJAna bana jAye / dharma hai bhI vijnyaan| merI dRSTi meM to parama vijJAna hai, suprIma sAiMsa hai| lekina aba taka bana nahIM pAyA hai| aura dharma agara vijJAna bane, to jIvana susaMskRta hogA; to jIvana riphAiMDa hogA; to jIvana vikasita hogaa| abhI to dharma vikRti hI bana paayaa| kyoMki saMpradAya hI nirmita hote haiM aura kucha bhI nirmita nahIM hotA hai| kauna hai jimmevAra ? anuyAyI jimmevAra haiN| agara anuyAyI bhI kahIM pahuMca gayA hotA yaha saba upadrava karake, to bhI hama kahate / anuyAyI kahIM bhI nahIM pahuMca pAtA hai| kabhI pahuMcA nahIM, kabhI pahuMca bhI nahIM sakegA, kyoMki vaha maulika sUtra hI bhUla gayA hai| khojanA hai svayaM ko to bhItara calanA hogaa| dUsare ke pIche jo gayA, vaha svayaM ko kho sakatA hai, pA nahIM sktaa| ozo, Apane pyAja kA udAharaNa dete hue kahA ki pratyeka vyakti ke aneka cehare haiM, mukhauTe haiM-- curAye hue| aura yaha mukhauTe to hoMge, aura hara hAlata meM hoNge| kevala bheda karanA par3egA sada-mukhauToM kA aura asadada- mukhauToM kaa| maiM kisI se ghRNA karatA hUM, lekina jaba vaha mere pAsa AtA hai to maiM muskurAkara usakA svAgata karatA huuN| yaha merA eka banAvaTI ceharA hai, jise maiM usake sAmane vyakta karatA huuN| lekina sAtha hI sAtha mere mana meM asIma pIr3A hai, dukha hai, phira bhI maiM muskurAtA huuN| to yaha ceharA, yaha mukhauTA, merA sada- -mukhauTA hogaa| mukhauTA to jarUra hogaa| Apane mRtyu ko samajhA, mRtyu ke rahasya ko samajhA, aura Apa jIvana ko jI rahe haiM - yaha bhI eka prakAra kA mukhauTA huA! Apane satya para vijaya prApta kara lI, asatya para vijaya prApta kara lI, aura satya kA udaghoSa karate haiM - yaha bhI eka mukhauTA huA / aura sAtha acaurya (praznottara) For Personal & Private Use Only 195

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hI sAtha, eka bAta aura kaha dUM ki eka baMsI, jisakI chAtI chidI huI hai, lekina usakI svara-laharI logoM para sammohana DAla detI hai| kyA vaha bAMsurI kA mukhauTA nahIM hai? paira kI pAyala, jisakI chAtI meM kaMkar3a gar3e hue haiM, lekina jisase usakI jhaMkAra nikalatI hai, jisase usameM saMgIta utpanna hotA hai, kyA vaha pAyala kA mukhauTA nahIM hai? agara yahI bAta hai, to ina donoM meM bheda to karanA pdd'egaa| aura ina donoM kA bheda, maiM Apase prArthanA karUMgA, ki Apa samajhAyeM kRpA krke| aura sAtha hI sAtha eka bAta aura ki yadi jIvana eka virATa aMtara-saMbaMdha hai, to vyaktitva aneka rUpoM meM, vidhAoM meM prakaTa hogaa| vyaktitva kI isa vibhinnatA ko Apa nakalI mukhauTe kaise kaha sakeMge? bAlaka paidA huaa| isa janma kA nahIM, janma-janmAMtara kA saMskAra lekara sAtha meM aayaa| mAM se use prema milA, vAtsalya milA; pitA se use jJAna milA, rAstA milA, mArga milA; zikSaka se use vANI samajhane ko milI, vicAra karane ke lie preraNA milI; aura saMsAra meM jahAM-jahAM vaha ghUmA, usane kaI anubhava prApta kie| vaha prApta anabhava bhI kyA corI kI zreNI meM A jAyeMge? aura yadi aisA huA, to yaha vyaktitva kaTakara alaga ho jaayegaa| vaha saMskAra banAkara apanA nijI vyaktitva phira kaise paidA kara pAyegA, jaba taka ki dUsare vyaktitvoM se kucha na kucha anubhava grahaNa na kare? ye do prazna maiM Apake sAmane rakhatA huuN| mukhauTe kA, mAska kA, zAyada artha ThIka se samajha meM nahIM A skaa| Apake muMha kA nAma mukhauTA nahIM hai| jaba Apa apane muMha para nATaka meM eka dUsarA mukha lagA lete haiM-samajheM, rAvaNa kA muMha lagA lete haiM taba vaha lagAyA huA muMha, mukhauTA hai| ApakA ceharA mukhauTA nahIM hai, lekina apane cehare para jaba Apa koI dUsarA nakalI ceharA lagA lete haiM, jisakI koI jar3eM Apake bhItara nahIM hotIM, jisase Apake prANoM kA koI bhI saMbaMdha nahIM hotA, sirpha dhAge se kAna meM laTakA hotA hai jo, jisakA hRdaya kI dhar3akana se koI bhI setu nahIM hotA, taba vaha mukhauTA hai| muMha kA nAma mukhauTA nahIM hai| mukhauTA jhUThe muMha kA nAma hai, phAlsa phesa kA nAma hai| pahale to mukhauTe kA ThIka artha samajha leN| ceharA mukhauTA nahIM hai| lekina jarUrI nahIM hai ki Apa kAgaja ke yA plAsTika ke bane hae makhauTe lagAyeM, taba jhaThA ceharA paidA ho| Apa isI cehare para bahata se jhaThe cehare paidA karane meM saphala ho jAte haiN| jaise kahA ki kisI AdamI se merI ghRNA hai, aura vaha mere pAsa AtA hai, taba maiM muskurAkara usakA svAgata karatA hUM, para bhItara ghRNA ubalatI hai| taba yaha mukhauTA hai| aura yaha mukhauTA bar3A khataranAka hai| yaha mukhauTA upayogI mAlUma hotA hai| isakI yUTiliTI dikhAyI par3atI hai| isa bhAMti maiM usa AdamI ko apanI ghRNA batAne se apane ko roka letA huuN| lekina ghRNA isase miTatI nhiiN| aura khatarA yahI hai ki maiM usa AdamI ko to dhokhA dUMgA hI, dhIre-dhIre maiM apane ko bhI dhokhA de luuNgaa| aura bAra-bAra jhUThI muskurAhaTa merI ghRNA ko bhItara dabAtI jaayegii| aura eka dina maiM bhI bhUla jAUMgA ki maiM use ghRNA karatA huuN| bAhara haMsatA rahUMgA aura bhItara merI ghRNA chipI rhegii| 196 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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nahIM, dhArmika vyakti agara ghRNA anubhava karatA hai, to usake pAsa do hI upAya haiM : yA to vaha ghRNA anubhava na kare to muskurAye; aura agara ghRNA hI anubhava karanI hai, to kRpA karake muskurAye na, ghRNA hI apane cehare se prakaTa kara de| isake do phAyade haiN| yadi vaha ghRNA apane cehare se prakaTa kara de, to ghRNA prakaTa karane se jo nukasAna uThAne haiM, ve to uThAne pdd'eNge| ve nukasAna uThAne kI himmata honI caahie| ghRNA prakaTa kara dene se jo nukasAna uThAne par3eMge, ghRNA kI jo pIr3A anubhava karanI par3egI, vahI pIr3A, vahI hAni use ghRNA ko badalane kA kAraNa bnegii| anyathA vaha badalegA kyoM? jiMdagI meM jo nukasAna hoMge ghRNA se, jiMdagI meM jo bAdhA par3egI ghRNA se, vahI to kAraNa banegI use isa bAta ke lie socane ke lie majabUra karane vAlI ki vaha apanI ghRNA ko bdle| kyoMki ghRNA jIvana ko narka meM DAle de rahI hai| lekina hama muskurAhaTa batAkara bAhara svarga banAne kI koziza karate haiM, aura bhItara narka nirmita hotA calA jAtA hai| phira usa narka ko hama miTAyeMge kaise? jisa narka kI pIr3A ko hama pUrA anubhava nahIM karate aura bhItara chipA lete haiM, to vaha pIr3A miTane ke bAhara ho jAtI hai| aura eka aura maje kI bAta hai ki jaba bhItara ghRNA hotI hai, to Apake oMThoM kI muskurAhaTa se Apa hI socate hoMge ki Apane muskurAkara dUsare kA svAgata kiyaa| lekina jaba bhItara ghRNA hotI hai, to oMThoM para AI huI muskurAhaTa bilakula jaharIlI ho jAtI hai, aura dUsarA use acchI taraha dekha pAtA hai ki vaha mukhauTA hai| bAhara haMsa sakate haiM Apa, lekina bhItara kI ghRNA ko prakaTa hone se rokanA bahuta muzkila hai| vaha prakaTa ho jAtI hai| hoMTha se, AMkha se, uThane se, baiThane se, vaha saba taraha se prakaTa ho jAtI hai| ___isalie jo jhUThI muskurAhaTa thI vaha sirpha dabAne kA kAma karatI hai, usase koI kamyunikezana, usase koI saMdeza nahIM pahuMca paataa| usase dUsarA prasanna nahIM lauTatA hai| aura kaI bAra to dUsarA AdamI isa bAta se prasanna hI hogA ki Apa eka oNtheMTika aura prAmANika AdamI haiN| agara Apako krodha hai kisI para, to spaSTa kaha deM ki mujhe krodha hai, aura maiM krodhI AdamI huuN| aura krodha kara leM, aura krodha kI pIr3A ko bhoga leM, aura krodha ke pariNAma jhela leM, to Aja nahIM kala, yaha krodha kI agni hI Apako krodha ke bAhara le jAne kA kAraNa bnegii| anyathA bhItara krodha hogA, bAhara haMsI hogI; aura dhIre-dhIre vaha krodha bhItara ikaTThA hokara jalAtA rahegA; aura bAhara jhUThI haMsI, sUkhI haMsI, vyartha haMsI phailatI rahegI niSpariNAma, binA kisI pariNAma ke| koI usa haMsI se prasanna nahIM hogaa| koI usa haMsI se AnaMdita nahIM hogaa| kyoMki loga haMsI se AnaMdita nahIM hote| haMsI ke pIche pUrA vyaktitva haMsanA cAhie, tabhI vaha haMsI kisI dUsare ke hRdaya ko chU pAtI hai| haMsI ke sAtha pUre prANa haMsane cAhie, tabhI usa haMsI meM jIvana hotA hai| haMsI ke sAtha saba roAM-roAM haMsanA cAhie, tabhI usa haMsI meM amRta kA varadAna hotA hai, anyathA nahIM hotA hai| yaha jo hama mukhauTe lagAte haiM, dhArmika vyakti inhIM mukhauToM ko utArane kI bAta karatA hai| isalie acaurya kA artha hai, aise mukhauTe chor3anA hai| kaThinAI to hogI, kyoMki dharma acaurya (praznottara) 197 For Personal & Private Use Only

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tapazcaryA hai| dharma kI tapazcaryA kA matalaba dhUpa meM khar3A honA nahIM hai| dharma kI tapazcaryA kA matalaba hai jIvana kI saba taraha kI dhUpa meM khar3e hone kI himmt| jaba krodha hai, to kaheM ki krodha hai| aura jaba ghRNA hai, to kaheM ki ghRNA hai| kama se kama ImAnadAra to bneN| kama se kama siMsiyara to hoN| kaha deM ki aisA hai| usa pIr3A kA anubhava kareM, jIyeM use| usa jIne meM se hI gujarane se hAtha jleNge| jale hue hAtha hI kala rokane kA kAraNa banate haiN| aura jisa AdamI para Apane krodha prakaTa kiyA aura kahA ki krodha hai, jisa AdamI para Apane ghRNA kI aura kahA ki ghRNA hai, kala agara Apa usa AdamI ke sAtha haMseMge aura prema kareMge, to vaha samajhegA ki ApameM prema bhI hai| anyathA jisakI ghRNA jhUThI hai, jo jhUThA haMsatA hai, aura jo jhUThA rotA hai, usakI jiMdagI meM bAkI saba cIjeM bhI saMdigdha ho jAtI haiN| isalie agara kabhI kisI bApa ne apane beTe para saca-saca krodha nahIM kiyA, to dhyAna rakhanA bApa kI kSamA bhI beTA kabhI ImAnadArI se svIkAra nahIM kara paayegaa| vaha jAnatA hai, bApa beImAna hai; kSamA bhI patA nhiiN...| agara kisI patnI ne apane pati para kabhI krodha nahIM kiyA, krodha ko dabAyA aura chipAyA aura muskarAI, to dhyAna rakhanA, jaba vaha saca meM bhI kabhI muskurAyegI, taba bharosA karanA bahuta muzkila hogA; kyoMki oNtheMTika vyaktitva nahIM hai usake paas| prAmANika vyaktitva nahIM hai usake paas| usake prema ke sacce hone kI bhI saMbhAvanA roja-roja kama hotI jaayegii| jisakI ghRNA jhUThI hai, usakA prema saccA nahIM ho sktaa| jisakA krodha jhUThA hai, usakI kSamA saccI nahIM ho sktii| jisakI muskurAhaTa jhUThI hai, usake AMsuoM kA kyA bharosA hai ? jiMdagI taka sArI kI sArI eka jhUTha kI kahAnI ho jAtI hai| dharma isake khilApha bagAvata hai| dharma vidroha hai| dharma eka ribeliyana hai| dharma inasiMsiyariTI ke khilApha, beImAnI ke khilApha ImAnadAra hone kI ghoSaNA hai| vaha kahatA hai, AMsU hoMge, to royeMge; muskurAhaTa hogI, to hNseNge| aura jo AdamI itanA ImAnadAra hotA hai, vaha bahuta jyAdA dera taka ghRNA se bharA huA nahIM raha sktaa| usake kAraNa haiN| jo AdamI itanA ImAnadAra hai, vaha bahuta dina taka krodha se bharA huA nahIM raha sktaa| usake kAraNa haiN| kyoMki ImAnadArI itanI bar3I ghaTanA hai, siMsiyariTI itanI bar3I ghaTanA hai ki aise AdamI kI jiMdagI meM, beImAnI jahAM samApta ho gaI ho, jahAM beImAnI inakAra kara dI gaI ho, vahAM krodha aura ghRNA ke kAMTe lagane muzkila ho jAte haiN| kyoMki beImAnI bIja hai, jisameM saba-kucha lagatA hai| agara vaha bIja hI TUTa gayA, to bAkI cIjeM apane Apa giranI zurU ho jAtI haiN| yaha siMsiyariTI ki AdamI apane sAtha ImAnadAra hai, bahuta jyAdA dera taka krodha ko bardAzta nahIM kara sktii| kyoMki jo AdamI apane sAtha ImAnadAra hai, use Aja nahIM kala yaha dikhAI par3anA zurU ho jAyegA ki krodha apane hI hAtha se apane ko hI dukha denA hai| buddha ne kahIM majAka meM kahA hai ki jaba maiM kisI AdamI ko krodha karate hue dekhatA hUM, to mujhe bar3I haMsI AtI hai| kyoMki vaha AdamI dUsare kI bhUla ke lie apane ko daMDa de rahA 198 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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hai| vaha kahatA hai ki isa AdamI ne gAlI dI, isalie maiM krodha kara rahA huuN| gAlI usane dI hai, kasUra usakA hai, daMDa vaha apane ko de rahA hai! krodha bhItara jalAtA hai| koI Aga itanA nahIM jalAtI, aura koI Aga camar3I ke bhItara, haDDiyoM ke bhItara praveza nahIM krtii| lekina krodha kI Aga AtmA taka jalA DAlatI hai| bhItara saba jalA DAlatI hai| bhItara rAkha kara detI hai| ___ jaba eka AdamI sAdhAraNa Aga meM hAtha DAlane se hAtha khIMca letA hai to vaha AdamI krodha kI Aga meM kaise hAtha DAla pAtA hai? DAla pAtA hai isIlie, ki usane kabhI pUrI taraha dekhA hI nahIM ki vaha krodha meM hAtha DAla rahA hai| krodha meM hAtha DAlatA hai, dikhAtA hai ki hama phUloM ko chU rahe haiN| bhItara ghRNA meM jalatA hai, oMThoM para muskurAhaTa rakhatA hai| yaha muskurAhaTa hI dekhatA rahatA hai aura aTakA rahatA hai isa muskurAhaTa meM, aura hAtha jala jAte haiM bhItara usa Aga meN| ___agara koI AdamI jhUThI haMsI na haMse aura apane prANoM ke sAre rudana ko, pIr3A ko, kaSTa ko dekhe, to Aja nahIM kala, yaha jalatI huI Aga use dikhAI par3a jAtI hai| isa duniyA meM itanA nAsamajha koI bhI nahIM hai ki jo dekha le krodha ko, dekha le ghRNA ko, aura phira bhI usa meM vaha raha ske| yaha asaMbhava hai| vaha usake bAhara A jAtA hai| isalie jaba maiMne kahA ki hama mukhauTe lagAkara corI karate haiM, to merA matalaba yaha nahIM hai ki Apa muskurAte haiM to mukhauTA hai| muskurAhaTa taba mukhauTA hogI, jaba bhItara koI muskurAhaTa nahIM hai, muskurAhaTa sirpha Upara hai| ronA taba mukhauTA hogA, jaba AMsU bhItara bilakala nahIM haiM. sirpha AMkhoM meM AMsa haiN| svAgata karanA taba makhauTA hogA. jaba bhItara prANa kaha rahe hoM ki yaha AdamI kahAM se A gayA, aura bAhara se Apa kaha rahe haiM, atithi devatA haiN| Apa Aie, viraajie| taba atithi to apamAnita hotA hI hai, devatA bhI apamAnita hote haiN| nahIM, kaha deM jaisA hai, vaisA hI kaha deN| kaThina hogaa| vaha kaThinAI paidA honI hI caahie| kyoMki kaThinAI hogI to hI mukti hogii| kaThina hogA, ghara Ae mehamAna se agara kaheM ki Apane bar3e saMkaTa meM DAla diyA hai; devatA bilakula nahIM mAlUma par3a rahe haiM Apa-bar3I kaThinAI hogI, jhUThA ceharA bacAnA muzkila ho jaayegaa| lekina isa kaThinAI ko sahane se, Aja nahIM kala, atithi devatA mAlUma par3a sakatA hai| kyoMki itanA jo sarala ho jAyegA use hI atithi devatA mAlUma par3a sakatA hai| jo itanA kaniMga hai, jo itanA cAlAka hai ki bhItara kaha rahA hai ki yaha duSTa kahAM se A gayA, aura Upara se kaha rahA hai, Apa devatA haiM, virAjie, ghara meM AnaMda chA gayA hai! isa AdamI ko atithi devatA kabhI bhI mAlUma nahIM par3a skte| yaha AdamI apane sAtha itanI cAlAkI kara rahA hai ki yaha cAlAkI ise kuTila kara degI, jaTila kara degI, tirachA kara degii| isakA sArA vyaktitva tirachA hotA calA jaayegaa| pUrI jiMdagI hama isI taraha kI kuTilatAeM ikaTThI karate haiM aura taba saba jhUThA ho jAtA hai| dhArmika AdamI isa bAta kI ghoSaNA hai ki vaha jaTilatA chor3egA, vaha sarala hogA; jaisA acaurya (praznottara) 199 For Personal & Private Use Only

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hai, vaisA hI hogA; jaisA hai, vaisA hI dikhlaayegaa| taba mukhauTe girate haiN| aura taba AdamI kA asalI ceharA prakaTa honA zurU hotA hai| sabake pAsa asalI cehare haiM, lekina hamane itane-itane mukhauTe una para or3he haiM ki hameM khuda bhI patA nahIM raha gayA ki merA asalI ceharA kauna-sA hai| AIne ke sAmane bhI jaba Apa khar3e hote haiM, to sau meM ninyAnabe mauke yahI hoMge ki AIne meM jisako dekhakara Apa haMsa rahe hoMge, vaha mukhauTA hogaa| AIne meM bhI hama vahI nahIM hote, jo hama haiN| AIne meM bhI apane ko hama vahI dikhalAyI par3anA cAhate haiM, jo hama socate haiM ki hama haiN| to AIne ke sAmane bhI AdamI bana-Thana kara khar3A ho jAtA hai! ____ maiMne sunA hai eka aurata ke saMbaMdha meM ki vaha badazakala thii| koI usake sAmane AInA kara de, to vaha AInA tor3a detI thii| vaha kahatI thI, kahAM kA raddI AInA sAmane le Ae, zakala ko bilakula kharAba kiye de rahA hai| AIne tor3a detI thI, kyoMki AIne meM dikhAyI par3atA thA ki zakala badasUrata hai, to kahatI thI ki AInA kharAba hai| ___ hama saba bhI AIne tor3anA pasaMda kareMge, zakala badalanI pasaMda nahIM kreNge| lekina AIne tor3ane se zakaleM nahIM badalatI haiM, aura AIne tor3ane se jiMdagI nahIM bdltii| jise maiM mukhauTA kaha rahA hUM, usase merA yaha prayojana hai ki jhUThe cehare jo hama Aropita kara lete haiM apane para, na kreN| isakA yaha bhI matalaba nahIM hai ki jiMdagI meM cehare badaleMge nhiiN| jiMdagI meM ceharA roja badalegA, lekina vaha ApakA hI ceharA honA caahie| jaba jiMdagI meM aMdherA chAyegA, to AMkhoM meM AMsU bhI AyeMge; kala jaba eka mitra mara jAyegA, to AMsU bhI aayeNge| aura kala jaba dUra kA bichur3A huA sAthI milegA, to hRdaya meM dhar3akaneM bhI uThegI khuzI kI, aura gIta bhI nikleNge| ceharA to badalegA ApakA prtipl| use badalanA caahie| rispAMsiva honA caahie| lekina vaha ceharA ApakA hI honA caahie| __maiM yaha nahIM kaha rahA hUM ki eka hI ceharA banA kara baiThe rheN| phira to patthara kA ceharA caahie| phira jiMdagI nahIM cala sktii| phira to Apake pAsa eka ceharA cAhie, jo patthara kA ho...| __ maiMne sunA hai ki amerikA ke eka bahuta bar3e karor3apati ke pAsa eka AdamI dAna lene gyaa| dAna usane choTA-sA hI mAMgA thaa| lekina usa karor3apati ne kahA ki maiMne eka niyama banA rakhA hai : merI eka AMkha nakalI hai-- patthara kI, aura eka asalI hai| jo AdamI batA de ki merI kauna-sI AMkha nakalI hai, usI ko maiM dAna detA hai| aura aba taka koI batA nahIM pAyA hai| tuma btaao| usa AdamI ne dekhA aura kahA ki ApakI bAIM AMkha nakalI hai| usa karor3apati ne kahA, hairAna kara diyA tumane, kaise patA calA? usa AdamI ne kahA, bAIM AMkha meM thor3I dayA mAlUma par3atI hai| maiMne socA ki ise patthara kI honA caahie| cehare sakhta aura kaThora nahIM ho skte| sirpha mare hue AdamI ke kaThora ho sakate haiM, jiMdA AdamI ke nahIM ho skte| bacce ke cehare ko dekheM, jaise havA ke jhoMke badala rahe hoM, aise badala rahA hai| bUr3he ke cehare ko dekheM, jaise patharIlA ho gayA hai| bUr3he cehare kA matalaba hI 200 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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yaha hotA hai ki aba saba kucha taya ho gayA, phiksDa ho gyaa| aba taralatA nahIM hai, likviDiTI nahIM hai| nahIM, jaba maiM yaha kaha rahA hUM ki cehare mata badaleM, to merA matalaba yaha nahIM hai ki cehare ko patthara kA kara leN| maiM yaha kaha rahA hUM ki nakalI cehare mata bdleN| ApakA asalI ceharA to badalegA, pratipala bdlegaa| jaba AkAza meM cAMda nikalegA, taba vaha aura hogA; aura jaba aMdherI rAta hogI, taba vaha aura hogA; jaba subaha phUla khileMge, taba aura hogA; aura jaba sAMjha phUla jhareMge, taba aura hogA; aura jaba rAste para eka bhikhArI dikhAyI par3egA, taba aura hogaa| hogA hI / honA hI caahie| jiMdagI seMsiTiviTI hai, jiMdagI saMvedanazIlatA hai, aura ceharA tarala honA cAhie; lekina honA ApakA cAhie / taralatA ApakI honI caahie| vaha badalAhaTa to pratipala hotI rahegI, kyoMki pratipala jiMdagI meM saba badala rahA hai| yahAM kucha bhI ThaharA huA nahIM hai| yahAM saba badala rahA hai| isa pratipala ho rahI badalAhaTa meM Apa bhI bdleNge| havA ke jhoMke AyeMge to pattA pUraba kI tarapha ur3egA, havA ke jhoMke AyeMge to pazcima kI tarapha ur3egA, havA ruka jAyegI to patte Thahara jaayeNge| jiMdagI ThIka vRkSa para laTake hue patte kI taraha hai / saba pratipala kaMpa rahA hai| jiMdagI meM parivartana ke atirikta aura koI bhI sthiratA nahIM hai| jiMdagI meM parivartana hI ekamAtra cIja hai, jo parivartita nahIM hotI hai| herAklAiTasa ne kahA hai, yU kaina naoNTa sTepa TvAisa ina da sema rivara / tuma eka hI nadI dubArA nahIM utara sakate ho| meM eka hI kSaNa meM bhI dubArA nahIM utarA jA sakatA hai| jiMdagI eka nadI hai, isameM saba badalatA rhegaa| lekina vaha badalanevAlI cIja ApakI ho, vaha ceharA ApakA ho, vaha prAmANika ho / Apa hoM, phira bhale hI badalate raheM / badalanA jiMdagI hai / aura isa badalAhaTa meM bhI agara usakA smaraNa raha sake, jo bhItara isa badalAhaTa ko bhI dekhatA rahatA hai, to samAdhi upalabdha ho jAtI hai| ceharA ApakA ho; badalate hue cehare kI dhArA meM pIche sAkSI, viTanesa bhI ho, jo dekhatA rhe| jo dekhe ki jaba cAMda nikalatA hai, to AMkheM haMsatI haiM; jaba aMdherI rAta AtI hai, to AMkheM rotI haiM; aura jaba phUla mahakate haiM, to mana nAcatA hai; aura jaba phUla jharate haiM, to prANa rote haiM; aura jaba priyajana milate haiM, to AnaMda mAlUma hotA hai; aura jaba priyajana bichur3ate haiM, to dukha mAlUma hotA hai - yaha saba dekhatA rahe pIche koI Apake / vaha pIche dekhanevAlA bhI hai| lekina ceharA ApakA ho, to vaha dekhatA bhI rhe| nakalI, plAsTika ke ceharoM meM vaha dekhe bhI kyA ! ve nahIM badalate / jaba nakalI ceharA Apa badalate haiM, to ceharA badalanA par3atA hai - eka ceharA haTAkara dUsarA lagAnA par3atA hai| jaba ApakA apanA ceharA badalatA hai, to vahI ceharA jiMdagI ke naye saraaMjAma meM, jiMdagI kI naI dhArA meM, nayA ho jAtA hai| ceharA vahI hotA hai, sirpha jiMdagI ke naye rispAMsa, jiMdagI ke prati naI pratidhvani, use nayA kara jAtI hai| lekina bhItara koI jAga kara dekhatA rahe, to dhIre-dhIre badalatA huA ceharA saMsAra mAlUma par3ane acaurya (praznottara) For Personal & Private Use Only 201

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lagatA hai, aura na badalatA huA sAkSI brahma mAlUma par3ane lagatA hai| taba Apa apane bhI pAra uTha jAte haiM-biyAMDa yoraselpha-apane bhI pAra cale jAte haiN| aura jaba koI apane bhI pAra calA jAtA hai, tabhI paramAtmA meM praveza hai| eka savAla aura pUcha leN| ozo, Apane kahA hai ki bAhara se vyaktitva aura cehare Aropita kara lenA sUkSma corI hai tathA isase pAkhaMDa aura adharma kA janma hotA hai| lekina dekhA jA rahA hai ki Ajakala Apake Asa-pAsa aneka naye-naye saMnyAsI ikaTThe ho rahe haiM aura binA kisI vizeSa taiyArI va paripakvatA ke Apa unake saMnyAsa ko mAnyatA de rahe haiN| kyA isase Apa dharma ko bhArI hAni nahIM pahuMcA rahe haiM? kRpayA ise smjhaaie| pahalI bAta, agara koI vyakti mere jaisA hone kI koziza kare, to maiM use rokUgA; use maiM kahUMgA ki mere jaisA hone kI koziza AtmaghAta hai| lekina agara koI vyakti svayaM jaisA hone kI koziza kI yAtrA para nikale, to merI zubhakAmanAeM use dene meM mujhe koI harja nahIM hai| jo saMnyAsI cAhate haiM ki maiM paramAtmA ke mArga para unakI yAtrA kA gavAha bana jAUM, viTanesa bana jAUM, unakA gavAha banane meM mujhe koI etarAja nahIM hai| lekina maiM guru kisI kA bhI nahIM huuN| merA koI ziSya nahIM hai| maiM sirpha gavAha huuN| agara koI mere sAmane saMkalpa lenA cAhatA hai ki maiM saMnyAsa kI yAtrA para jA rahA hUM, to mujhe gavAha bana jAne meM koI etarAja nahIM hai| lekina agara koI merA ziSya banane Aye, to mujhe bhArI etarAja hai| to maiM kisI ko ziSya nahIM banA sakatA hUM, kyoMki maiM koI guru nahIM huuN| agara koI mere pIche calane Aye, to maiM use inakAra karUMgA; lekina koI agara apanI yAtrA para jAtA ho aura mujhase zubhakAmanAeM lene Aye, to zubhakAmanAeM dene kI bhI kaMjUsI maiM karUM, aisA saMbhava nahIM hai| maiM gairika vastra nahIM pahanatA huuN| maiMne gale meM koI mAlA nahIM pahanI hai| ye jo saMnyAsI Apako dikhAI par3a rahe haiM, inameM merI nakala kA koI kAraNa nahIM hai| phira yaha bhI pUchate haiM Apa ki kisI ko bhI binA usakI pAtratA kA khayAla kiye maiM usake saMnyAsa ko svIkAra kara letA hUM? ___ jaba paramAtmA ne hI hama saba ko hamArI binA kisI pAtratA ke svIkAra kiyA hai, to maiM asvIkAra karane vAlA kauna ho sakatA hUM? hama sabakI pAtratA kyA hai jIvana meM? aura saMnyAsa ke lie eka hI pAtratA hai ki AdamI apanI apAtratA ko pUrI vinamratA se svIkAra karatA hai| isake atirikta koI pAtratA nahIM hai| agara koI AdamI kahatA hai ki maiM pAtra hUM, mujhe saMnyAsa deM, to maiM hAtha jor3a lUMgA; kyoMki jo pAtra hai usako saMnyAsa kI koI jarUrata hI nahIM hai| aura jise yaha khayAla hai ki maiM pAtra hUM, to vaha saMnyAsI nahIM ho paayegaa| kyoMki saMnyAsa vinamratA kA phUla hai| vaha hyUmiliTI kA phUla hai| vaha vinamratA meM khilatA hai| 202 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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jo AdamI pAtratA ke sarTiphikeTa lekara paramAtmA ke pAsa jAyegA, zAyada usake lie paramAtmA ke daravAje nahIM khuleNge| lekina jo daravAje para apane AMsU lekara khar3A ho jAyegA, aura kahegA ki maiM apAtra hUM, merI koI bhI to pAtratA nahIM hai ki dvAra khulavAne ke lie kahUM; lekina phira bhI pyAsa hai, AkAMkSA hai; phira bhI lagana hai, bhUkha hai; phira bhI darzana kI abhIpsA hai; daravAje usake lie khulate haiN| to mere pAsa koI Akara saMnyAsa ke lie kahatA hai, to kAphI hai, maiM kabhI usakI pAtratA nahIM puuchtaa| kyoMki jo saMnyAsI honA cAhatA hai, itanI usakI icchA kyA kAphI nahIM hai? jo saMnyAsI honA cAhatA hai, itanI usakI pyAsa, usakI prArthanA kyA kAphI nahIM hai? kyA itanI lagana, apane ko dAMva para lagAne kI itanI himmata kAphI nahIM hai? aura pAtratA kyA hogI? pyAsa ke atirikta, aura prArthanA ke atirikta AdamI kara kyA sakatA hai? apane ko chor3ane ke atirikta, samarpaNa ke atirikta, sareMDara ke atirikta AdamI kara kyA sakatA hai? lekina samarpaNa ke lie bhI koI pAtratA cAhie hotI hai? pAtra samarpaNa nahIM kara pAyeMge; kyoMki ve samajhate haiM ki ve adhikArI haiN| lekina jinheM apanI apAtratA kA pUrA bodha hai, ve samarpaNa kara pAte haiN| paramAtmA ke dvAra para jo asahAya haiM, apAtra haiM, dIna haiM, ayogya haiM, lekina phira bhI jinakA hRdaya prArthanA se bharA hai, unake lie paramAtmA kA dvAra sadA hI khulA hai| lekina jo pAtra haiM, sarTiphAiDa haiM, yogya haiM, kAzI se upAdhiyAM le Ae haiM, zAstroM ke jJAtA haiM, tapazcaryA ke dhanI haiM, upavAsoM kI pheharista jinake pAsa hai ki unhoMne itane upavAsa kie haiM, aise vyakti apane ahaMkAra ko hI bhara lete haiN| aura ahaMkAra se bar3I apAtratA kucha bhI nahIM hai| sabhI svayaM ko pAtra samajhanevAle loga ahaMkAra se bhara jAte haiN| sirpha apane ko apAtra samajhanevAle loga hI nirahaMkAra kI yAtrA para nikala pAte haiN| isalie maiM unase unakI pAtratA nahIM pUcha sakatA huuN| phira maiM unakA guru nahIM hUM, jo unase unakI pAtratA puuchN| ve mere pAsa sirpha isalie Ae haiM ki maiM unakA gavAha bana jaauuN| isa saMbaMdha meM do-tIna bAteM aura khuuN| zAyada kala isa bAbata aura bhI Apase bAta karUMgA to sApha ho skegii| ___ saMnyAsa mere lie vyakti aura paramAtmA ke bIca sIdhe saMbaMdha kA nAma hai| usameM koI bIca meM guru nahIM ho sktaa| saMnyAsa vyakti kA sIdhA samarpaNa hai| usake bIca meM kisI ke madhyastha hone kI koI bhI jarUrata nhiiN| aura paramAtmA cAroM tarapha maujUda hai| aura eka AdamI usake lie samarpita honA cAhe, to samarpita ho sakatA hai| aura phira apAtra samarpaNa se pAtra bananA zurU ho jAtA hai| aura phira apAtra saMkalpa. samarpaNa. prArthanA se pAtra bananA zarU ho jAtA hai| saMnyAsI siddha nahIM hai, saMnyAsI to sirpha saMkalpa kA nAma hai, ki vaha siddha hone kI yAtrA para nikalA hai| saMnyAsI to sirpha yAtrA kA prAraMbha-biMdu hai, aMta nahIM hai| vaha to sirpha zubhAraMbha hai| vaha to mIla kA pahalA patthara hai, maMjila nahIM hai| lekina mIla ke pahale patthara para khar3e AdamI se pUche, jisane abhI pahalA kadama bhI nahIM uThAyA, usase pUche ki maMjila acaurya (praznottara) 203 203 For Personal & Private Use Only

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para pahuMca gaye ho, to hI cala sakate ho| to jo maMjila para pahuMca hI gayA hai, vaha calegA hI kyoM? aura jo nahIM pahuMcA hai, vaha maMjila kahAM se dikhAye ki maiM maMjila para pahuMca gayA huuN| pahalA kadama to apAtratA meM hI utthegaa| lekina pahalA kadama bhI koI uThAtA hai, yaha bhI bar3I pAtratA hai; aura pahale kadama kI bhI koI himmata juTAtA hai, to yaha bhI bar3A saMkalpa hai| saMnyAsa merI dRSTi meM bahuta aura taraha kI bAta hai| saMnyAsa merI dRSTi meM sirpha eka bAta kA smaraNa hai ki maiM aba svayaM ko paramAtmA ke lie samarpita karatA hUM; aba maiM svayaM ko satya kI khoja ke lie samarpita karatA huuN| aba maiM sAhasa karatA hUM ki dhArmika citta kI taraha jIne kI ceSTA kruuNgaa| isalie ye jo gairika vastra Apako dikhAI par3a rahe haiM, ye unake smaraNa ke lie haiM, rimeMbariMga ke lie haiM, ki unako smaraNa banA rahe haiM ki aba ve vahI nahIM haiM, jo kala taka the| dUsare bhI unheM smaraNa dilAte raheM ki aba ve vahI nahIM haiM, jo kala taka the| ___ vastroM kI badalAhaTa se koI saMnyAsI nahIM hotA, lekina saMnyAsI apane vastra badala sakatA hai| gale meM mAlA DAla lene se koI saMnyAsI nahIM hotA, lekina saMnyAsI gale meM mAlA DAla sakatA hai; aura mAlA kA upayoga kara sakatA hai| gale meM DalI mAlA usake jIvana meM Ae rUpAMtaraNa kI niraMtara sUcanA hai| ___ Apa bAjAra jAte haiM aura koI cIja lAnI hotI hai, to kapar3e meM gAMTha bAMdha lete haiN| jaba bhI gAMTha yAda par3atI hai, khayAla A jAtA hai ki koI cIja lAne ko Aye the| gAMTha cIja nahIM hai; aura jisane gAMTha bAMdha lI, vaha cIja le hI AyegA, yaha bhI pakkA nahIM hai| kyoMki jo cIja bhUla sakatA hai, vaha gAMTha bhI bhUla sakatA hai| lekina phira bhI jo cIja bhUla sakatA hai, vaha gAMTha bAMdha letA hai; aura sau meM nabbe maukoM para gAMTha kI vajaha se cIja le AtA hai| ye kapar3e, yaha mAlA, yaha sArA bAharI parivartana hai, yaha saMnyAsa nahIM hai| yaha sirpha gAMTha bAMdhanA hai ki maiM eka saMnyAsa kI yAtrA para nikalA hUM; ki usakA smaraNa, ki usakA satata smaraNa merI cetanA meM banA rhe| vaha smaraNa sahayogI hai| isa saMbaMdha meM kala aura Apase bAta kara sakU~gA, Aja ke lie bs| 204 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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sanyAsa praznottara zo, paMca mahAvrataH ahiMsA, aparigraha, acaurya, akAma aura apramAda kI sAdhanA phalIbhUta ho sake tathA vyakti aura samAja kA sarvAMgINa vikAsa ho sake, isameM Apake dvArA prastAvita nayI saMnyAsa-dRSTi kA kyA anudAna ho sakatA hai, kRpayA ise savistAra spaSTa kreN| ahiMsA, aparigraha, acaurya, akAma aura apramAda saMnyAsa kI kalA ke AdhArabhUta sUtra haiN| aura saMnyAsa eka kalA hai| samasta jIvana kI eka kalA hai| aura kevala ve hI loga saMnyAsa ko upalabdha ho pAte haiM jo jIvana kI kalA meM pAraMgata haiN| saMnyAsa jIvana ke pAra jAne vAlI kalA hai| jo jIvana ko usakI pUrNatA meM anubhava kara pAte haiM, ve anAyAsa hI saMnyAsa For Personal & Private Use Only

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meM praveza kara jAte haiN| karanA hI hogaa| vaha jIvana kA hI agalA kadama hai| paramAtmA saMsAra kI sIr3hI para hI car3hakara pahuMcA gayA maMdira hai| to pahalI bAta Apako yaha spaSTa kara dUM ki saMsAra aura saMnyAsa meM koI bhI virodha nahIM hai| ve eka hI yAtrA ke do par3Ava haiN| saMsAra meM hI saMnyAsa vikasita hotA hai aura khilatA hai| saMnyAsa saMsAra kI zatrutA nahIM hai, balki saMnyAsa saMsAra kA pragAr3ha anubhava hai| jitanA hI jo saMsAra kA anubhava kara pAyegA, vaha pAegA ki usake paira saMnyAsa kI ora bar3hane zurU ho gae haiN| jo jIvana ko hI nahIM samajha pAte, jo saMsAra ke anubhava meM hI gahare nahIM utara pAte, ve hI kevala saMnyAsa se dUra raha jAte haiN| ___to isalie pahalI bAta maiM Apako spaSTa kara dUM ki merI dRSTi meM saMnyAsa kA phUla saMsAra ke bIca meM hI khilatA hai| usakI saMsAra se zatrutA nhiiN| saMsAra kA atikramaNa hai sNnyaas| usake bhI pAra cale jAnA saMnyAsa hai| sukha ko khojate-khojate jaba vyakti pAtA hai ki sukha milatA nahIM, varana jitanA sukha ko khojatA hai utane hI dukha meM gira jAtA hai; zAMti ko cAhate-cAhate jaba vyakti pAtA hai ki zAMti milatI nahIM, varana zAMti kI cAha aura bhI gaharI azAMti ko janma de jAtI hai; dhana ko khojate-khojate jaba pAtA hai ki nirdhanatA bhItara aura bhI ghanIbhUta ho jAtI hai; taba jIvana meM saMsAra ke pAra AMkha uThanI zurU hotI hai| vaha jo saMsAra ke pAra AMkhoM kA uThanA hai, usakA nAma hI saMnyAsa hai| isalie ye pAMca sUtra jinakI hama yahAM carcA kara rahe haiM, ThIka se samajheM to ye saMnyAsa ke hI sUtra haiN| aura jisakI AMkheM saMsAra ke bAhara uThanI zurU nahIM huIM, usake kisI bhI kAma ke nahIM haiN| mujhe bahuta se mitroM ne Akara kahA hai ki bAta kucha gaharI hai aura hamAre sira ke Upara se nikala jAtI hai| to maiMne unase kahA ki apane sira ko thor3A UMcA karo tAki sira ke Upara se na nikala jaaye| jinakI AMkheM saMsAra ke jarA bhI Upara uThatI haiM, unake sira bhI UMce ho jAte haiN| aura taba ye bAteM sira ke Upara se nahIM nikaleMgI, hRdaya ke gahare meM praveza kara jaayeNgii| ye bAteM gaharI kama, UMcI jyAdA haiN| asala meM UMcAI hI gaharAI bhI bana jAtI hai| aura UMcI koI apane Apa meM nahIM hai| hama bahuta nIce, saMsAra meM gar3e hue khar3e haiM, isalie UMcI mAlUma par3atI hai| UMcAI sApekSa hai, rileTiva hai| __aura eka bAta dhyAna rahe ki saMsAra se thor3A Upara na uThe, saMsAra se Upara thor3A dekheN| raheM saMsAra meM, koI harja nhiiN| to jamIna para khar3e hokara bhI AkAza ke tAre dekhe jA sakate haiN| khar3e raheM saMsAra meM, lekina AMkheM thor3I Upara uTha jAyeM to ye sArI bAteM bar3I sarala dikhAI par3anI zurU hotI haiN| varnA saMsAra kI bAteM roja kaThina hotI calI jAtI haiN| kaThina hoMgI hI, kyoMki jinakA aMtima phala sivAya dukha ke, aura jinakI aMtima pariNati sivAya ajJAna ke, aura jinakA aMtima niSkarSa sivAya gahana aMdhakAra ke kucha bhI na hotA ho, ve bAteM sarala nahIM ho sakatIM, jaTila hI hoNgii| cIjeM dikhAI kucha par3atI haiM, haiM kucha, aura bhrama kucha paidA hotA hai, satya kucha aura hai| lekina hama saMsAra meM isa bhAMti khoe hote haiM ki anya 206 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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koI satya bhI ho sakatA hai, isakI hameM kalpanA bhI nahIM uThatI / maiMne sunA hai, eka phreMca upanyAsakAra bAlajaka ke pAsa koI vyakti milane gayA thaa| | to vaha bAlaka se usake upanyAsa ke pAtroM ke saMbaMdha meM bAta kara rahA thaa| phira bAta upanyAsa ke pAtroM para calate-calate dhIre-dhIre rAjanItika netAoM para aura deza kI rAjanIti para calI gii| thor3I dera taka bAlajaka bAta karatA rahA aura phira usane kahA, mApha kIjie, leTa asa kama baika Tu da riyaliTI agena, aba hameM asalI bAtoM para phira vApasa lauTa AnA caahie| aura bAlaka ne apane upanyAsa ke pAtroM kI bAta phira se zurU kara dI / bAlajaka ke lie usake upanyAsa ke pAtra riyaliTI haiM, yathArtha haiM / aura jiMdagI ke maMca para saca meM jo pAtra khar3e haiM, ve ayathArtha haiN| bAlajaka ne kahA, chor3eM ayathArtha bAtoM ko, hameM apanI yathArtha bAtoM para phira se vApasa lauTa AnA caahie| bAlajaka upanyAsakAra hai| usake lie upanyAsa ke pAtra satya mAlUma hote haiM, jIvaMta vyaktiyoM se bhI jyAdA / hama jisa saMsAra meM itane DUbe khar3e haiM, vahAM hameM saMsAra ke atirikta aura kucha bhI satya dikhAI nahIM par3atA hai| yadyapi jinhoMne bhI AMkheM Upara uThAkara dekhA hai, unheM AMkheM Upara uThAte hI saMsAra eka ayathArtha jAtA hai, eka anariyaliTI ho jAtA hai| saMnyAsa kA artha hai, saMsAra ke Upara AMkha utthaanaa| saMsAra saba-kucha nahIM hai, usake pAra bhI kucha hai| usakI tarapha khoja meM gaI AMkhoM kA nAma saMnyAsa hai| yaha saMnyAsa...kucha bAteM Apase kahUM to spaSTa ho sake ! aise saMnyAsa karIba-karIba pRthvI se vidA hone ke karIba hai / kyoMki aba taka saMnyAsI saMsAra se TUTa kara jIyA hai| aura aba bhaviSya meM aise saMnyAsa kI koI bhI saMbhAvanA bAkI nahIM raha jAyegI, jo saMsAra se TUTa kara jI ske| isalie rUsa se saMnyAsI vidA ho gayA, cIna se saMnyAsI vidA kiyA jA rahA hai| AdhI duniyA saMnyAsI se khAlI ho gaI hai| zeSa AdhI duniyA kitane dina taka saMnyAsI ke sAtha rahegI, kahanA muzkila hai| isa pUrI pRthvI para yaha hamArI sadI zAyada saMnyAsa kI aMtima sadI hogI, yadi saMnyAsa ko naye artha, naye DAimeMzana aura naye AyAma na die jA ske| yaha saMnyAsa vidA kyoM ho rahA hai? saMsAra se tor3akara jisa cIja ko hamane aba taka bacA rakhA thA, vaha haoNTa hAusa plAMTa thA, vaha saMsAra ke dhakkoM ko aba nahIM saha pA rahA hai / aura jisa samAja ne saMnyAsI ko saMsAra se tor3akara jiMdA rakhA thA, vaha samAja bhI miTane ke karIba A gayA hai| to aba usa samAja ke dvArA nirmita saMnyAsa kI vyavasthA aura saMsthA bhI baca nahIM sktii| jaba samAja hI pUrA rUpAMtarita hotA hai, to usakI sArI vidhAeM, usake sAre AyAma TUTa jAte haiN| jisa samAja meM rAjA the, mahArAjA the, vaha samAja miTa gayA, rAjemahArAje miTa ge| rAje-mahArAje ke sAtha usa samAja ke darabAra meM pAlA huA kavi miTa gyaa| jo samAja kala taka thA, jisane saMnyAsI ko pAlA thA, vaha samAja vidA ho rahA hai| vaha samAja bacane vAlA nahIM hai, saMnyAsI bhI baca nahIM sakegA, yadi saMnyAsI bhI naye rUpa ko svIkAra na kara sake / to eka bAta jo merI dRSTi meM bahuta mahatvapUrNa mAlUma par3atI hai, vaha yaha ki saMnyAsa ko saMnyAsa (praznottara) For Personal & Private Use Only 207

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bacAnA to atyaMta jarUrI hai| vaha jIvana kI gaharI se gaharI sugaMdha hai| vaha jIvana kA bar3e se bar3A satya hai| to use saMsAra se jor3anA jarUrI hai| aba saMnyAsI saMsAra ke bAhara nahIM jI skegaa| aba use saMsAra ke bIca, bAjAra meM, dukAna meM, daphtara meM jInA hogA, to hI vaha baca sakatA hai| aba saMnyAsI anapraoNDakTiva hokara, anutpAdaka hokara nahIM jI skegaa| aba use jIvana kI utpAdakatA meM bhAgIdAra honA pdd'egaa| aba saMnyAsI dUsare para nirbhara hokara nahIM jI skegaa| aba use svanirbhara hI honA pdd'egaa| phira mujhe samajha meM bhI nahIM AtA ki koI jarUrata bhI nahIM hai ki AdamI saMsAra ko chor3akara bhAga jAye, tabhI saMnyAsa usake jIvana meM phala ske| anivArya bhI nahIM hai| saca to yaha hai ki jahAM jIvana kI saghanatA hai, vahIM saMnyAsa kI kasauTI bhI hai| jahAM jIvana ghanA saMgharSa hai, vahIM saMnyAsa ke sAkSIbhAva kA AnaMda bhI hai| jahAM jIvana apanI sArI durgaMdhoM meM hai, vahIM saMnyAsa kA jaba phUla khile, tabhI usakI sugaMdha kI parIkSA bhI hai| aura saMsAra meM bar3I hI AsAnI se saMnyAsa kA phUla khila sakatA hai| eka bAra hameM khayAla A jAye ki saMnyAsa kyA hai to ghara se, parivAra se, patnI se, bacce se, dukAna se, daphtara se bhAgane kI koI bhI jarUrata nahIM raha jaatii| aura jo saMnyAsa bhAgakara hI baca sakatA hai, vaha bahuta kamajora saMnyAsa hai| vaisA saMnyAsa aba Age nahIM baca skegaa| aba himmatavara karejiyasa. sAhasI saM kI jarUrata hai| jo jiMdagI ke bIca khar3A hokara saMnyAsI hai| jahAM hai vyakti, vahIM rUpAMtarita ho sakatA hai| rUpAMtaraNa paristhiti kA nahIM hai, rUpAMtaraNa manaHsthiti kA hai| rUpAMtaraNa bAhara kA nahIM hai, rUpAMtaraNa bhItara kA hai| rUpAMtaraNa saMbaMdhoM kA nahIM hai, rUpAMtaraNa usa vyaktitva kA hai jo saMbaMdhita hotA hai| __ ArategAvAyagAsiTa ne eka choTI-sI ghaTanA likhI hai| likhA hai ki eka ghara meM eka vyakti maraNAsanna par3A hai, mara rahA hai, usakI patnI chAtI pITakara ro rahI hai| pAsa meM DaoNkTara khar3A hai| AdamI pratiSThita hai, sammAnita hai| akhabAra kA riporTara Akara khar3A hai-marane kI khabara akhabAra meM dene ke lie| riporTara ke sAtha akhabAra kA eka citrakAra bhI A gayA hai| vaha AdamI ko marate hue dekhanA cAhatA hai| use mRtyu kI eka peMTiMga banAnI hai, citra banAnA hai| patnI chAtI pITakara ro rahI hai| DaoNkTara khar3A huA udAsa mAlUma par3a rahA hai, hArA huA, praajit| prophesanala hAra ho gaI hai uskii| jise bacAnA thA use nahIM bacA pA rahA hai| patrakAra apanI DAyarI para kalama lie khar3A hai ki jaise hI vaha mare, TAima likha le aura daphtara bhaage| citrakAra khar3A hokara gaura se dekha rahA hai| eka hI ghaTanA ghaTa rahI hai usa kamare meM, eka AdamI kA maranA ho rahA hai| lekina patnI ko, DaoNkTara ko, patrakAra ko, citrakAra ko eka ghaTanA nahIM ghaTa rahI hai, cAra ghaTanAeM ghaTa rahI haiN| patnI ke lie sirpha koI mara rahA hai aisA nahIM hai, patnI khuda bhI mara rahI hai| yaha patnI ke lie koI dRzya nahIM hai jo bAhara ghaTita ho rahA hai| vaha usake prANoM ke prANoM meM ghaTita ho rahA hai| yaha koI aura nahIM mara rahA hai, vaha svayaM mara rahI hai| aba vaha dubArA vahI nahIM ho sakegI jo isa pati ke sAtha thii| usakA kucha mara hI jAegA sadA ke lie, jisameM zAyada phira kabhI ong jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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aMkura nahIM phUTa skeNge| yaha pati nahIM mara rahA hai, usake hRdaya kA eka konA hI mara rahA hai| patnI inavAlva hai, vaha pUrI kI pUrI isa dRzya ke bhItara hai| isa pati aura isa patnI ke bIca phAsalA bahuta hI kama hai| DaoNkTara ke lie bhItara koI bhI nahIM mara rahA hai, bAhara koI mara rahA hai| lekina DaoNkTara bhI udAsa hai, dukhI hai| kyoMki jise bacAnA thA, use vaha bacA nahIM sakA hai| patnI ke lie hRdaya meM kucha mara rahA hai, DaoNkTara ke lie buddhi meM kucha marane kI kriyA ho rahI hai| vaha yaha soca rahA hai ki aura davAeM de sakatA thA to kyA vaha baca sakatA thA? kyA iMjekzana jo diye the, ve ThIka nahIM the? kyA merI DAignosisa meM kahIM koI bhUla ho gaI hai ? nidAna kahIM cUka gayA hai? aba dubArA koI marIja isa bImArI se maratA hogA to mujhe kyA karanA hai ? DaoNkTara ke hRdaya se isa marIja ke marane kA koI bhI saMbaMdha nahIM hai, para usake mastiSka meM jarUra bahuta kucha cala rahA hai| patrakAra kA mastiSka to itanA bhI nahIM cala rahA hai / vaha bAra-bAra ghar3I dekha rahA hai yaha AdamI mara jAye to TAima noTa kara le aura daphtara meM jAkara khabara kara de| usake mastiSka meM bhI kucha nahIM cala rahA hai| vaha eka kAma kara rahA hai| bAhara khar3A hai dUra, lekina thor3A-sA saMbaMdha hai uskaa| vaha sirpha itanA sA saMbaMdha hai usakA ki isa AdamI ke marane kI khabara de denI hai jAkara / aura vaha khabara dekara kisI hoTala meM baiThakara cAya pIyegA yA khabara dekara kisI thiyeTara meM jAkara philma dekhegaa| bAta samApta ho jaayegii| isa AdamI ko usase itanA saMbaMdha hai ki yaha kaba maratA hai ? kisa vakta maratA hai? vaha marane kI pratIkSA kara rahA hai| citrakAra ke lie AdamI mara rahA hai, nahIM mara rahA hai, isase koI saMbaMdha hI nahIM hai| vaha usa AdamI ke cehare para A gaI kAlimA kA adhyayana kara rahA hai| usa AdamI ke cehare para mRtyu ke kSaNa meM jIvana kI jo aMtima jyoti jhalakegI, use dekha rahA hai| vaha kamare meM ghirate hue aMdhere ko dekha rahA hai| cAroM tarapha se mauta ke sAye ne usa kamare ko pakar3a liyA hai, vaha use dekha rahA hai| usake lie AdamI ke marane kI vaha ghaTanA raMgoM kA eka khela hai| vaha raMgoM ko pakar3a rahA hai, kyoMki use mRtyu kA eka citra banAnA hai| vaha AdamI bilakula AuTasAiDara hai| use koI bhI lenA-denA nahIM hai / yaha AdamI mare, ki dUsarA AdamI mare, ki tIsarA AdamI mare, ise koI pharka nahIM par3atA hai| vaha patnI mare, vaha DaoNkTara mare, vaha patrakAra mare, use koI pharka nahIM par3atA hai| e bI sI DI koI bhI mare, use koI pharka nahIM par3atA hai| use mRtyu kA raMgoM meM kyA rUpa hai, vaha use pakar3ane meM lagA hai| mRtyu se usakA koI bhI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| paristhiti eka hai, lekina manaHsthiti cAra haiN| cAra hajAra bhI ho sakatI haiN| jIvana vahI hai saMsArI kA bhI, saMnyAsI kA bhI, manaHsthiti bhinna hai / vahI saba ghaTegA jo ghaTa rahA hai| vahI dukAna calegI, vahI patnI hogI, vahI beTe hoMge, vahI pati hogA, lekina saMnyAsI kI manaHsthiti aura hai| vaha jiMdagI ko kinhIM aura dRSTikoNoM se dekhane kI koziza kara rahA hai| saMsArI kI manaHsthiti aura hai| For Personal & Private Use Only saMnyAsa (praznottara) 209

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saMsAra aura saMnyAsa manaHsthitiyAM haiM, meMTala eTiTyUDsa haiN| isalie paristhitiyoM se bhAgane kI koI bhI jarUrata nahIM hai| paristhitiyoM ko badalane kI koI bhI jarUrata nahIM hai / aura bar3e Azcarya kI bAta hai ki jaba manaHsthiti badalatI hai to paristhiti vahI nahIM raha jaatii| kyoMki paristhiti vaisI hI dikhAI par3ane lagatI hai jaisI manaHsthiti hotI hai| jo AdamI saMsAra chor3akara, bhAgakara saMnyAsI ho rahA hai, vaha bhI abhI saMsArI hai| kyoMki usakA abhI vizvAsa paristhiti para hai| vaha bhI socatA hai, paristhiti badala lUMgA to saba badala jaaegaa| vaha abhI saMsArI hai| saMnyAsI vaha hai, jo kahatA hai ki manaHsthiti badalegI to saba badala jAegA / manaHsthiti badalegI, saba badala jAegA, aisA jisakA bharosA hai, aisI jisakI samajha hai, vaha AdamI saMnyAsI hai| aura jo socatA hai ki paristhiti badala jAegI to saba badala jAegA, aisI manaHsthiti saMsArI kI hai| vaha AdamI saMsArI hai| merA jora paristhiti para bilakula nahIM hai, manaHsthiti para hai| eka aisA saMnyAsI baca sakatA hai| aura maiM kahanA cAhatA hUM ki saMnyAsa bacAne jaisI cIja hai| pazcima ne vijJAna diyA hai, vaha pazcima kA kaMTrIbyUzana hai manuSya ke lie| pUraba ne saMnyAsa diyA hai, vaha pUraba kA kaMTrIbyUzana hai saMsAra ke lie| jagata ko pUraba ne jo zreSThatama diyA hai, vaha saMnyAsa hai| jo zreSThatama vyakti die haiM, vaha buddha haiM, vaha mahAvIra haiM, vaha kRSNa haiM, vaha krAisTa haiM, vaha mohammada haiN| ye saba pUraba ke loga haiN| krAisTa bhI pazcima ke AdamI nahIM haiN| ye saba eziyA se Aye hue loga haiN| zAyada Apako patA na ho yaha eziyA zabda kahAM se A gayA hai| bahuta purAnA zabda hai| koI Aja se chaha hajAra sAla purAnA zabda hai, aura bebIlona meM pahalI daphA isa zabda kA janma huaa| bebIloniyana bhASA meM eka zabda hai ' asU' / 'asU' se eziyA bnaa| 'asU' kA matalaba hotA hai, sUrya kA ugatA huA deza / jo jApAna kA artha hai vahI eziyA kA bhI artha hai| jahAM se sUraja ugatA hai, jisa jagaha se sUrya ugA hai, vahIM se jagata ko sAre saMnyAsI mile| yUropa zabda kA ThIka isase ulaTA matalaba hai| yUropa zabda bhI azIriyana bhASA kA zabda hai| vaha jisa zabda se banA hai - areza - usa zabda kA matalaba hai, sUraja ke DUbane kA deza ; saMdhyA kA, aMdhere kA, jahAM sUryAsta hotA hai| ve jo sUryAsta ke deza haiM, unase vijJAna milA hai, vaijJAnika milA hai| jo sUryodaya ke deza haiM, subaha ke, unase saMnyAsa milA hai| isa jagata ko aba taka jo do bar3I se bar3I milI hai, donoM choroM se, vaha eka vijJAna kI hai / svabhAvataH vijJAna vahIM mila sakatA hai jahAM bhautika kI khoja ho / svabhAvataH saMnyAsa vahIM mila sakatA hai jahAM abhautika kI khoja ho / vijJAna vahIM mila sakatA hai jahAM padArtha kI gaharAiyoM meM utarane kI ceSTA ho / aura saMnyAsa vahIM mila sakatA hai jahAM paramAtmA kI gaharAiyoM meM utarane kI ceSTA ho / jo aMdhere se lar3eMge ve vijJAna ko janma de deMge / aura jo subaha ke prakAza ko prema kareMge ve paramAtmA kI khoja para nikala jAte haiN| yaha jo pUraba se saMnyAsa milA hai, yaha saMnyAsa bhaviSya meM kho sakatA hai| kyoMki saMnyAsa jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA 210 For Personal & Private Use Only

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kI aba taka kI jo vyavasthA thI usa vyavasthA ke mUla AdhAra TUTa gae haiN| isalie maiM dekhatA hUM isa saMnyAsa ko bacAyA jAnA jarUrI hai| yaha bacAyA jAyegA, para AzramoM meM nahIM, vanoM meM nahIM, himAlaya para nhiiN| ___ vaha tibbata kA saMnyAsI naSTa ho gyaa| zAyada gahare se gaharA saMnyAsI tibbata ke pAsa thaa| lekina vaha vidA ho rahA hai, vaha vidA ho jAegA, vaha baca nahIM sakatA hai| aba saMnyAsI bacegA phaikTrI meM, dukAna meM, bAjAra meM, skUla meM, yunivarsiTI meN| jiMdagI jahAM hai, aba saMnyAsI ko vahIM khar3A ho jAnA pdd'egaa| aura saMnyAsI jagaha badala le, isameM bahuta ar3acana nahIM hai| saMnyAsa nahIM miTanA caahie| isalie maiM jiMdagI ko bhItara se saMnyAsI kara dene ke pakSa meM huuN| jo jahAM hai vahIM saMnyAsI ho jAye, sirpha rukha badale, manaHsthiti bdle| hiMsA kI jagaha ahiMsA usakI manaHsthiti bane, parigraha kI jagaha aparigraha usakI samajha bane, corI kI jagaha acaurya usakA AnaMda ho, kAma kI jagaha akAma para usakI dRSTi bar3hatI calI jAye, pramAda kI jagaha apramAda usakI sAdhanA bane, to vyakti jahAM hai, jisa jagaha hai, vahIM manaHsthiti badala jaaegii| aura phira saba badala jAtA hai| __isalie maiM jinheM saMnyAsI kaha rahA hUM ve jagata se bhAge hue loga nahIM haiN| ve jahAM haiM vahIM rheNge| aura yaha bar3e maje kI bAta hai, Aja to jagata se bhAganA jyAdA AsAna hai| Aja jagata meM khar3e hokara saMnyAsa lenA bahuta kaThina hai| bhAga jAne meM to ar3acana nahIM hai, lekina eka AdamI jUte kI dukAna karatA hai aura vahIM saMnyAsI ho gayA hai to bar3I ar3acaneM haiN| kyoMki dukAna vahI rahegI, grAhaka vahI raheMge, jUtA vahI rahegA, becanA vahI hai, becanevAlA, lenevAlA saba vahI hai| lekina eka AdamI apanI pUrI manaHsthiti badalakara vahAM jI rahA hai| saba purAnA hai| sirpha eka mana ko badalane kI AkAMkSA se bharA hai| isa saba purAne ke bIca isa mana ko badalane meM bar3I durUhatA hogii| yahI tapazcaryA hai| isa tapazcaryA se gujaranA adabhuta anubhava hai| aura dhyAna rahe jitanA sastA saMnyAsa mila jAye utanA gaharA nahIM ho pAtA, jitanA mahaMgA mile utanA hI gaharA ho jAtA hai| saMsAra meM saMnyAsI hokara khar3A honA bar3I tapazcaryA kI bAta hai, ek| dUsarI bAta, aba taka saMnyAsa eka iMsTITayUTalAijDa, eka saMsthAgata vyavasthA ho gayI thii| aura saMnyAsa kabhI bhI iMsTITyUzana, saMsthA nahIM bana sktaa| aura jaba bhI saMnyAsa saMsthA banegA, taba saMnyAsa kI jo khUbI hai, jo rasa hai, jo usakA rahasya hai, vaha saba vidA ho jaaegaa| saMnyAsa ko jaise hI saMsthA banAyA jAtA hai, vaise hI saMnyAsa mara jAtA hai| saMnyAsa vyaktigata anubhUti hai| saMnyAsa eka-eka vyakti ke bhItara khilatA hai, jaise prema khilatA hai| aura prema ko koI saMsthA nahIM banA sktaa| prema eka-eka vyakti ke jIvana meM khilatA hai aura phailatA hai| aise hI saMnyAsa, paramAtmA kA prema hai| vaha bhI eka-eka vyakti ke jIvana meM khilatA hai aura phailatA hai| isalie saMnyAsiyoM kI saMsthAoM kI koI bhI jarUrata nahIM hai| saMsthAgata saMnyAsI, saMnyAsa (praznottara) 211 For Personal & Private Use Only

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saMnyAsI nahIM raha jaataa| asala meM saMsthA hama banAte hI isalie haiM, surakSA ke lie, sikyoriTI ke lie| aura saMnyAsI hai vaha, jisane asurakSA meM, khatare meM jIne kA praNa liyA hai, jo khatare meM, asurakSA meM jIne kI himmata juTA rahA hai| isalie Age saMnyAsa saMsthA se baMdhA huA nahIM ho sakatA hai, vyaktigata hogA, vyaktigata mauja hogii| saMsthAgata jaba bhI saMnyAsa banegA to saMnyAsa meM eka bahuta hI behUdI bAta jur3a jAegI, aura vaha yaha hogI ki saMnyAsa meM eMTreMsa to hogA, ekjiTa nahIM hogaa| saMnyAsa ke maMdira meM praveza to hogA, lekina bAhara nikalane kA koI dvAra nahIM hogaa| aura jisa jagaha para bhI praveza ho aura bAhara nikalane kA dvAra na ho, vaha cAhe maMdira hI kyoM na ho, vaha bahuta thor3e dinoM meM kArAgRha ho jAtA hai| kyoMki vahAM parataMtratA nizcita ho jAtI hai| isalie maiM saMnyAsI ko usake vyaktigata nirNaya para chor3atA huuN| vaha usakI mauja hai ki vaha saMnyAsa kA nirNaya letA hai| agara kala vaha vApasa lauTa jAnA cAhatA hai apanI sahaja paristhiti, apanI sahaja manaHsthiti meM, to isa jagata meM koI bhI usakI niMdA karane ko nahIM honA caahie| niMdA kA koI kAraNa nahIM hai| yaha usakI vyaktigata bAta thii| usane nirNaya liyA, yA vaha vApasa lauTa jaaye| ___ isake dohare pariNAma hoNge| bahuta jyAdA loga saMnyAsa le sakate haiM, agara unheM yaha nirNaya ho ki kala agara unheM ThIka na par3e, to vaha apanI manaHsthiti ke nirNaya ko vApasa lauTA sakate haiN| parasoM unheM phira lage ki himmata aba jyAdA hai, aba hama phira prayoga kara sakate haiM, to phira vApasa bhI lauTa sakate haiN| saMnyAsa saMsthAbaddha ho to phira durAgraha zurU hotA hai ki koI saMnyAsI vApasa nahIM lauTa sktaa| aura jaba saMnyAsI vApasa nahIM lauTa sakatA to saba saMnyAsiyoM kI saMsthAeM kArAgRha bana jAtI haiM, kyoMki jAte vakta vyakti ko bahuta kucha patA nahIM hotaa| bahuta kucha to jAkara hI patA calatA hai bhItara se, ki kyA hai| aura jaba bhItara se patA calatA hai to vaha vApasa lauTane kI svataMtratA kho cukA hotA hai| isalie maiM saikar3oM saMnyAsiyoM ko jAnatA hUM jo dukhI haiM, kyoMki ve vApasa nahIM lauTa skte| aura saMnyAsa koI kArAgRha nahIM honA caahie| isalie dUsarA sUtra isa naye saMnyAsa kI dhAraNA meM maiM jor3anA cAhatA hUM vaha yaha hai ki saMnyAsa vyaktigata nirNaya hai| usake Upara kisI dUsare kA na koI dabAva hai, na kisI dUsare se usakA koI saMbaMdha hai| yaha eka vyakti kI apanI sUjha hai, yaha eka vyakti kI apanI aMtardRSTi hai| vaha jAye, lautte| aura isI ke sAtha eka aura bAta pIriyADikala rinaMsiezana ke saMbaMdha meM kahanA cAhatA huuN| ____ maiM mAnatA hUM ki pratyeka vyakti ko AjIvana saMnyAsa kA Agraha nahIM lenA caahie| asala meM AjIvana ke lie Aja koI nirNaya liyA bhI nahIM jA sktaa| kala kA kyA bharosA? kala ke lie maiM kyA kaha sakatA hUM? Aja jo mujhe ThIka lagatA hai, kala galata laga sakatA hai| aura agara maiM pUre jIvana kA nirNaya letA hUM to isakA malataba yaha huA ki kama anubhavI AdamI ne jyAdA anubhavI AdamI ke lie nirNaya liyaa| maiM bIsa sAla bAda 212 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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jyAdA anubhavI ho jaauuNgaa| bIsa sAla pahale kA merA nirNaya bIsa sAla bAda ke jyAdA anubhavI AdamI kI chAtI para patthara bana jaaegaa| bacce ke nirNaya bUr3he ke lie lAgU nahIM hone caahie| lekina dasa sAla kA baccA saMnyAsa le sakatA hai aura sattara sAla kA bUr3hA phira jiMdagI bhara pachatA sakatA hai, kyoMki vaha AjIvana hai| nahIM, koI saMnyAsa AjIvana nahIM ho sktaa| isa jIvana meM sabhI cIjeM sAvadhika haiM, pIriyADikala haiN| aura saMnyAsa jaisI kImatI cIja to sirpha avadhigata honI caahie| eka vyakti letA hai jAnane ke lie, jijJAsA ke lie, khoja ke lie | agara saMnyAsa meM kucha rasa hai to saMnyAsa roka legA, yaha dUsarI bAta hai| lekina Apa apane nirNaya se jabardastI rukeMge to saMnyAsa ke rasa para ApakA bharosA nahIM hai / to maiM to mAnatA hUM ki jo vyakti saMnyAsa meM eka bAra jAegA vaha lauTegA nhiiN| lekina yaha saMnyAsa ke anubhava meM sAmarthya honI cAhie ki vaha na lautte| yaha sirpha kasama aura niyama aura lA aura kAnUna nahIM honA caahie| lekina vyakti ko to isI bhAva se saMnyAsa meM praveza karanA cAhie ki maiM mukta praveza karatA huuN| kala agara mujhe lage ki praveza galata huA, nirNaya bhUla thI, to maiM vApasa lauTa sakatA huuN| hara AdamI ko apanI bhUla se sIkhane kA haka honA caahie| aura bhUla se hI sIkha milatI hai| isa duniyA meM sIkhane kA aura koI upAya bhI nahIM hai| lekina jahAM bhUla paramAneMTa karanI par3atI ho ki hama usase sIkha hI na sakeM, phira vahAM jiMdagI meM jJAna kI jagaha ajJAna Aropita ho jAtA hai| isalie AjIvana saMnyAsa ne saMnyAsI ko jJAnI kama, ajJAnI banAne meM jyAdA sahayoga diyA hai| do mulka haiM pRthvI para jarUra, jahAM pIriyADikala rinaMsiezana kI alaga vyavasthA hai| AjIvana saMnyAsa kI vyavasthA bhI hai barmA meM, thAIlaiMDa meM, aura sAvadhika saMnyAsa kI vyavasthA bhI hai| koI vyakti sAla meM tIna mahIne ke lie saMnyAsI ho jAtA hai| isalie barmA meM lAkhoM loga mila jAyeMge jo saMnyAsI raha cuke haiM, koI tIna mahIne ko, koI chaha mahIne ko, koI sAla bhara ko / phira do-cAra varSa meM suvidhA hotI hai, vaha AdamI phira tIna-cAra mahIne ke lie saMnyAsa kI duniyA meM calA jAtA hai| eka AdamI agara apane cAlIsa sAla ke anubhava kI jiMdagI meM dasa bAra mahIne - mahIne bhara ke lie bhI saMnyAsI ho jAye, to marate vakta vaha vahI AdamI nahIM hogA, jo vaha AdamI hogA jisane kabhI saMnyAsa kI jiMdagI meM praveza nahIM kiyaa| sAla meM agara eka mahIne ke lie bhI koI saMnyAsI ho jAye, to AdamI vahI nahIM lauTegA jo thA / bAkI Ane vAle gyAraha mahIne varSa ke dUsare ho jAne vAle haiN| sArI jiMdagI to vyakti ke bhItara se nikalatI hai| to maiM to mAnatA hUM ki AjIvana lene kI jarUrata hI nahIM hai / AjIvana ho jAye, yaha saubhAgya hai| AjIvana phaila jAe, yaha paramAtmA kI kRpA hai| lekina apanI tarapha se to eka pala kA nirNaya bhI bahuta hai / Aja kA nirNaya kAphI hai| tIsarI bAta, aba taka jitane bhI saMnyAsa ke jagata meM rUpa hue haiM, ve sabhI saMpradAyoM se saMnyAsa (praznottara) For Personal & Private Use Only 213

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baMdhe hue the| isalie saMnyAsI kabhI bhI mukta nahIM ho paayaa| koI saMnyAsI hiMdU hai, koI musalamAna hai, koI jaina hai, koI bauddha hai, koI IsAI hai| kama se kama saMnyAsI ko to sirpha dhArmika honA caahie| isakA yaha artha nahIM ki vaha masjida na jAye, vaha maMdira na jaaye| yaha usakI mauja hai| vaha kurAna par3he yA gItA par3he, yaha usakI pasaMda hai| vaha jIsasa ko prema kare ki buddha ko prema kare, yaha usakI apanI bAta hai| lekina saMnyAsI hote hI use kisI saMpradAya kA nahIM raha jAnA caahie| kyoMki jaise hI koI vyakti saMnyAsI huA aba koI dharma usakA apanA nahIM, kyoMki sabhI dharma aba usake apane ho gye| __isalie saMnyAsa meM eka tIsarI bAta bhI maiM jor3anA cAhatA hUM, vaha hai-gair-saaNprdaayiktaa| saMpradAya ke pAra saMnyAsI ko honA caahie| aura agara isa pRthvI para hama aise saMnyAsI paidA kara sakeM jo IsAI nahIM haiM, hiMdU nahIM haiM, jaina nahIM haiM, bauddha nahIM haiM, to hama isa jagata ko dhArmika banAne ke rAste para AsAnI se le jA skeNge| aura agara saMnyAsI hiMdU, bauddha aura jaina na raha jAyeM to AdamI-AdamI ko lar3Ane ke bahuta-se AdhAra gira jAyeMge, aura AdamI-AdamI ko jor3ane ke bahuta se setu phaila jaayeNge| ___ isalie saMnyAsI ko maiM sirpha dhArmika kahatA hUM, rilijasa maaiNdd| usakA kisI dharma se koI lenA-denA nahIM, kyoMki sAre dharma usake apane haiN| yaha dUsarI bAta hai ki use gItA se prema hai aura vaha gItA par3hatA hai| yaha dUsarI bAta hai ki use kRSNa se prema hai aura vaha kRSNa ke gIta gAtA hai| yaha dUsarI bAta hai ki use jIsasa se mohabbata hai aura vaha jIsasa ke carca meM so jAtA hai| ye bilakula dUsarI bAteM haiN| ye usakI vyaktigata bAteM haiN| lekina aba vaha IsAI nahIM hai, jaina nahIM hai, hiMdU nahIM hai, bauddha nahIM hai| aura kala agara use kisI gAMva kA maMdira bulAtA hai to maMdira meM rukatA hai, masjida bulAtI hai to masjida meM ruka jAtA hai, carca nimaMtraNa detA hai to carca kA mehamAna ho jAtA hai| agara hama pRthvI para lAkha do lAkha saMnyAsI bhI dharmoM ke pAra nirmita kara sakeM, to hama duniyA meM AdamI-AdamI ke bIca ke vaimanasya ko girAne ke lie sabase bar3A kadama uThA sakate haiN| isa taraha ke saMnyAsa ko maiM tIna hissoM meM bAMTa denA pasaMda karatA haM. jo Apako samajhane meM AsAna ho jaaegaa| ve loga jo apanI jiMdagI ko jaisA calA rahe haiM vaisA hI calAkara saMnyAsI honA cAhate haiM, ve vaise hI saMnyAsI ho jaayeN| sirpha saMnyAsa kI ghoSaNA apane aura jagata ke prati kara deN| saMnyAsa kA nirNaya apane aura jagata ke prati le leN| lekina jahAM haiM usameM rattI bhara pharka na kareM, jo haiM usameM pharka karanA zurU kara deN| lekina bahuta loga haiM, jaise Dhera vRddha mujhe milate haiM jo gharoM meM takalIpha meM par3a gae haiM, kyoMki gharoM meM aba unakA koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| AnevAlI pIr3hiyoM ko unameM koI rasa nahIM hai| sAre setu unake bIca TUTa gae haiN| vRddhoM ko to nizcita hI AzramoM meM pahuMca jAnA caahie| isa mulka meM eka vyavasthA thii| usa vyavasthA ke TUTa jAne ke bAda zAyada jisako hama jenarezana gaipa kahate haiM, vaha paidA huaa| sArI duniyA meM paidA huaa| jise hama pIr3hiyoM kA phAsalA kahate haiN| 214 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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isa mulka kI eka vyavasthA thI ki paccIsa sAla taka ke vidyArthI ko hama jaMgala meM rakhate the aura pacahattara sAla ke bAda jo bUr3he saMnyAsI the unako bhI jaMgala meM rakhate the| aura jo pacahattara sAla ke bUr3he saMnyAsI the ve jaMgala meM guru kA kAma kara dete the, zikSaka kaa| aura jo paccIsa sAla ke yuvA jaMgaloM meM par3hane Ate the ve vidyArthI kA kAma kara dete the| hama pahalI pIr3hI kI AkhirI pIr3hI se mulAkAta karavA dete the, una donoM ke bIca DAyalaoNga ho jAtA thA, una donoM ke bIca saMbaMdha ho jAtA thaa| sattara sAla, pacahattara sAla kA bUr3hA, pAMca aura dasa sAla ke baccoM se mulAkAta le letA thaa| sattara-pacahattara sAla meM jo usane jiMdagI se jAnA aura sIkhA usase unheM paricita karA detA thaa| ___ bahuta kucha cIjeM haiM jo yunivarsiTIja meM nahIM sIkhI jAtIM, sirpha jiMdagI ke anubhava meM hI sIkhI jAtI haiN| jisa dina se hameM yaha khayAla paidA ho gayA ki sArA jJAna vizvavidyAlaya se mila sakatA hai, usa dina se duniyA meM jJAna to bahuta milA, lekina viz2aDama, prajJA bahuta kama hotI calI gii| yunivarsiTIja meM jJAna bhale mila jAye, para prajJA, viz2aDama nahIM milatI hai| vijaDama to jiMdagI kI ThokaroM aura TakkaroM aura saMgharSoM meM hI milatI hai| vaha to jiMdagI se gujara kara hI milatI hai| to hama apane sabase jyAdA bUr3he vyakti ko apane sabase jyAdA choTe bacce se milA dete the| tAki donoM pIr3hiyAM, AtI huI aura vidA hotI pIr3hI, DUbatA huA sUraja ugate hue sUraja se mulAkAta kara jAye aura jo bAraha ghaMTe kI yAtrA para usane pAyA hai vaha ugate hue sUraja ko de jaaye| vaha saMbaMdha TUTa gayA hai| usase khataranAka pariNAma hue haiN| pIr3hiyoM ke bIca phAsalA bar3ha gayA hai| bUr3he aura baccoM ke bIca koI DAyalaoNga nahIM hai, bUr3he aura baccoM ke bIca koI bAtacIta nahIM hai| bUr3he kI bhASA na bacce samajhate haiM, na bacce kI bhASA bUr3he samajha pAte haiN| bUr3he baccoM para nArAja haiM, bacce bUr3hoM para haMsa rahe haiN| yaha unakI nArAjagI kA DhaMga hai| agara jIvana meM eka tAratamya na raha jAe aura jIvana meM pIr3hiyAM isa taraha duzmana kI taraha khar3I ho jAyeM to jiMdagI eka arAjakatA bana jAtI hai| usa jiMdagI se sArA saMgIta kho jAtA hai| merI dRSTi meM hai ki eka to ve saMnyAsI jo apane gharoM meM apanI jimmevAriyoM ke bIca meM saMnyAsI hoNge| lekina kala unameM se bahuta se loga jimmevAriyoM se bAhara ho jaayeNge| bahuta se loga to Aja bhI jimmevAriyoM ke bAhara haiN| jina para koI jimmevArI nahIM hai, ve gharoM meM bojha bhI ho jAte haiN| kyoMki jo sadA se kAma se bhare rahe haiM, khAlI honA unheM bahuta muzkila hotA hai| taba ve bekAma ke kAma karane lagate haiM, jinase dUsaroM ke kAma meM bAdhA par3anI zurU ho jAtI hai| unheM jiMdagI kI bhIr3a aura bAjAra ko chor3akara jarUra Azrama kI duniyA meM cale jAnA caahie| vahAM ve sAdhanA bhI kareM, dhyAna bhI kareM, paramAtmA ko bhI khojeM aura gAMva ke baccoM ko-jo unake pAsa kabhI mahIne do mahIne ke lie Akara baiThate raheM, jyAdA dera bhI biThAye jA sakate haiM-zikSita bnaayeN| kyoMki maiM to mAnatA hI yahI hUM ki aise Azrama hI yunivarsiTIja bana jAne caahie| aura ina baccoM ko apanA sArA saba-kucha de jAyeM, jo unhoMne jAnA hai| saMnyAsa (praznottara) 215 For Personal & Private Use Only

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aise yuvaka bhI ho sakate haiM jinake vyaktitva kI dizA aisI hai ki ve saMsAra meM nahIM jAnA cAhate, to unheM bhejanA Avazyaka nahIM hai| DheroM loga haiM jinake pichale janmoM kI yAtrA usa jagaha unheM le AI hai ki unake lie vivAha kA koI artha nahIM hogaa| unake lie aba jagata meM bahuta artha nahIM hogaa| agara aise loga haiM to unako jabaradastI jagata meM DAlanA vaisA hI pAgalapana hai jaise kisI AdamI ko, jise abhI vivAha karanA thA, use jabaradastI dIkSA de denA pAgalapana hai| ___ nahIM, jinakI jiMdagI meM sahaja hI sugaMdha hai, aura jo chor3akara isa ghere ke bAhara jInA cAhate haiM, ve jarUra AzramoM meM jIyeM, para unake Azrama praoNDakTiva hone caahie| vahAM ve khetI bhI kareM, bagIce bhI lagAyeM, phaikTarI bhI calAyeM, skUla bhI calAyeM, aspatAla bhI calAyeM, ve vahAM paidA bhI kareM, aura usa paidAvAra para hI jiiyeN| ye tIna dizAeM haiN| aura jo loga ina tInoM meM se kucha bhI nahIM kara sakate, ve bhI itanA to kara sakate haiM ki varSa meM paMdraha dina haoNlI-De para cale jaayeN| aMgrejI kA yaha haoNlI-De zabda bahuta acchA hai| haoNlI-De kA matalaba chuTTI nahIM hotA, haoNlI-De kA matalaba hotA hai, pavitra din| yaha jo ravivAra hai vaha aMgrejoM ke lie, pazcima meM haoNlI-De hai, pavitra dina hai, kyoMki usa dina paramAtmA ne bhI kAma chor3a diyA thA duniyA bnaakr| usa dina usane ArAma kiyA thaa| chaha dina usane duniyA banAyI, sAtaveM dina vaha bhI saMnyAsI ho gyaa| usane sAtaveM dina ArAma kiyaa| jo chaha dina kAma kara rahe haiM, sAtaveM dina unako bhI ArAma caahie| jo sAla bhara kAma kara rahe haiM, ve kabhI mahIne bhara ke lie haoNlI-De para cale jAyeM, pavitra dinoM meM cale jaaeN| chor3a deM, bhUla jAyeM isa duniyA ko| eka mahIne ke lie DUba jAyeM kisI aura yAtrA meM, eka mahIne saMnyAsI kI taraha kisI Azrama meM jIkara lautteN| taba Apa dUsare AdamI hokara lauTeMge, Apa kucha Atmika hokara lauTeMge, AMtarika hokara lautteNge| duniyA yahI hogI lekina ApakA dRSTikoNa badalA huA hogaa| mere lie saMnyAsa kA aisA artha hai| aura yaha vyaktigata nirNaya aura cunAva hai| aura agara aisA saMnyAsa pRthvI para phailAyA jA sake to hama pRthvI se saMnyAsa ko miTane se roka sakate haiM, anyathA bahuta kaThina mAmalA hai ki saMnyAsa baca ske| sAmyavAda jitane jora se phailegA, saMnyAsa kI hatyA utanI hI vyavasthA se hotI calI jaaegii| ___Aja cIna meM, jahAM kala buddha kI pratimA rakhI thI, vaha pratimA to phor3a DAlI gaI aura mAo kA phoTo laTakA diyA gayA hai| Aja cIna ke skUloM meM dIvAloM para jo vacana likheM haiM, ve bahuta hairAnI ke haiN| cIna meM eka skUla kI dIvAla para likhA huA hai ki jo baccA mAo kI kitAba eka dina nahIM par3hatA usakI bhUkha mara jAtI hai, jo baccA mAo kI kitAba do dina nahIM par3hatA usakI nIMda calI jAtI hai, jo baccA mAo kI kitAba tIna dina nahIM par3hatA vaha bImAra par3a jAtA hai, jo baccA mAo kI kitAba cAra dina nahIM par3hatA usakI jiMdagI aMdhakArapUrNa ho jAtI hai| mAo kI kitAba meM aisA kucha bhI nahIM hai ki koI bhI baccA duniyA meM kahIM bhI use par3he, lekina skUla ke baccoM ko samajhAyA jA rahA hai| 216 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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eka yAtrI cIna gayA thaa| vaha eka monesTrI ke pAsa se gujara rahA thA, eka pahAr3a para base hue Azrama ke pAsa se| usane apane gAiDa se pUchA ki Upara jo Azrama dikhAyI par3atA hai parvata para, vahAM sAdhu rahate hoMge? to usa gAiDa ne kahA, mApha kIjie, Apa bar3e purAne buddhi ke AdamI mAlUma par3ate haiM, vahAM kamyunisTa pArTI kA daphtara hai| sAdhu aba vahAM nahIM rhte| pahale rahate the, lekina ve zoSaka dina samApta hue| aba una zoSakoM kI koI jagaha nahIM hai cIna meM, aba vahAM kamyunisTa pArTI kA daphtara hai| buddha kI jagaha mAo ko biThA diyA jAegA, AzramoM kI jagaha kamyunisTa pArTI ke daphtara ho jaayeNge| kamyunisTa pArTI ke daphtaroM meM aisA kucha burA nahIM hai, mAo kI tasvIra meM aisA kucha burA nahIM hai, lekina jisa jagaha use rakhA jA rahA hai usameM jagata bahuta kucha kho degaa| kahAM buddha, kahAM mAo! kahAM buddha ke jIvana kA AnaMda, kahAM buddha ke jIvana kI karuNA aura prema, kahAM buddha kI UMcAiyAM, kahAM buddha ke citta para utarA huA nirvANa, kahAM buddha ke eka-eka vacana kA amRta, kahAM mAo! usase koI bhI tulanA nahIM, usase koI bhI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| lekina yaha ho rahA hai, yaha sArI duniyA meM hogaa| yaha kalakatte meM ho rahA hai, yaha baMbaI meM hogaa| kalakattA kI dIvAloM para likhA huA hai jagaha-jagaha ki cIna ke adhyakSa mAo hamAre bhI adhyakSa haiN| kalakattA aura baMbaI meM bahuta phAsalA nahIM hai| aura jo hAtha kalakatte kI dIvAloM para likha rahe haiM una hAthoM meM aura baMbaI ke hAthoM meM bahuta pharka mujhe dikhAyI nahIM pdd'taa| isa jagata se dharma kA phUla tirohita ho jAegA agara koI aisA cAhatA ho ki saMnyAsa kI purAnI dhAraNA se cipake rahanA caahie| agara isa jagata meM dharma ke phUla ko bacAnA ho to saMnyAsa kI naI dhAraNA ko janma denA jarUrI hai| ozo, saMsthA aura saMgha ke saMdarbha meM eka prazna AyA hai| mahAvIra jaisI AtmAeM dUsare kisI kA anugamana na karake svayaM ko khojate-khojate hI svayaM ko upalabdha huiiN| yaha bAta bilakula sahI mAlUma par3atI hai, phira bhI mahAvIra ne sAdhu-sAdhvI, zrAvaka-zrAvikA ke caturvidha saMgha kI racanA karake kyA eka saMgaThana kI racanA nahIM kI? kyA yaha saMgha-racanA sIdhe rUpa meM anukaraNa nahIM bana gaI? mahAvIra kA unake pIche kyA matalaba rahA hogA? kyA Apake pAsa bhI ThIka mahAvIra jaise hI saMnyAsI aura saMgaThana kA nirmANa nahIM ho rahA hai? kRpayA saMkSepa meM spaSTa kreN| zabdoM kI apanI yAtrAeM haiN| paccIsa sau sAla pahale jisa zabda kA jo artha thA, Aja usa zabda kA vahI artha nahIM hai| isase bar3I bhrAMti paidA hotI hai| mahAvIra ne jise saMgha kahA thA aura hama jise saMgha kahate haiM, usameM bar3A pharka par3a gayA hai| mahAvIra saMgha kisI saMsthA ko nahIM kahate the| mahAvIra saMgha kahate the kucha samAna-cetA, kucha eka se saMgIta anubhava saMnyAsa (praznottara) 217 For Personal & Private Use Only

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karanevAle logoM ke milana ko| mahAvIra saMgha kahate the kucha eka-sI yAtrA para samasvaratA ko anubhava karanevAle logoM kI mitratA ko, sahapathikoM ko, phelo-Traivalarsa ko| mahAvIra ke lie saMgha kA artha ArganAijezana nahIM hai| saMgha kA artha saMgaThana nahIM hai| kyoMki saMgaThana to sadA kisI ke khilApha karanA par3atA hai| saMgaThana sadA hI kisI ke khilApha hotA hai| saMgaThana kisI kI zatrutA meM hotA hai| saMgaThana kisI se apanI rakSA ke lie hotA hai yA kisI para AkramaNa ke lie hotA hai| ___aba mahAvIra ko na to kisI se apanI rakSA karanI thI aura na hI kisI para AkramaNa karanA thaa| isalie mahAvIra ke lie saMgha kA artha vaha nahIM hotA jo hamAre lie hotA hai| hamAre lie to hama saMgha banAte hI taba haiM...musalamAna kahatA hai, saMgaThita ho jAo! kyoMki islAma khatare meM hai| hiMdU kahatA hai, saMgaThita ho jAo! kyoMki hiMdU dharma khatare meM hai| hiMdastAna kahatA hai. saMgaThita ho jaao| kyoMki cIna hamalA kara rahA hai| pAkistAna kahatA hai, saMgaThita ho jAo! kyoMki hiMdustAna duzmana hai, par3osa meM khar3A hai| hamAre lie saMgaThana kA artha sadA hI AkramaNa yA rakSA hai| mahAvIra ko kisa para AkramaNa karanA hai, kisase rakSA karanI hai! mahAvIra ke lie saMgha kA kucha aura hI artha hai| saMgha kA mahAvIra ke lie artha hai eka kamyUniyana; saMgha kA mahAvIra ke lie artha hai eka samAna cetA, samAna khojI, sahapathikoM kA miln| isameM koI ArganAijezana nahIM hai, isameM koI ArganAijezana kI bAharI vyavasthA nahIM hai| jaise cAra AdamI eka gAMva meM saMgIta se prema karate haiM aura ve cAroM loga baiThakara rAta apanI mahaphila jamA lete haiN| koI tabalA pITatA hai, koI hAramoniyama bajAtA hai| yaha koI saMgha nahIM hai, yaha sirpha samAna cetA, samAna icchA rakhanevAle logoM kA mila jAnA hai| eka gAMva meM cAra AdamI dhyAna karate haiN| ve cAroM mila kara eka kamare meM baiThakara paramAtmA ke lie apane ko samarpita karate haiN| yaha koI saMgha nahIM hai| yaha kisI ke khilApha nahIM hai, kisI ke pakSa meM nahIM hai| yaha milana hai| ___ mahAvIra ke lie saMgha kA artha hai kamyUniyana, aise logoM kA milana jo eka hI khoja para, eka hI yAtrA para nikle| yaha saMgha upayogI ho sakatA hai, saMgaThana ke arthoM meM nahIM, milana ke arthoM meN| yaha upayogI ho sakatA hai, bahuta upayogI ho sakatA hai| kyoMki isa jagata meM hamArA sArA jIvana hI hamAre cAroM tarapha jo hai usase jur3A hai| agara Apa eka gAMva meM akele haiM saMgIta ko prema karane vAle aura agara usa gAMva meM dasa loga saMgIta se prema karanevAle kabhI sAtha baiThakara gIta gA lete haiM, to ve dasoM hI jyAdA samRddha ho jAte haiM, ve dasoM hI jyAdA prasanna aura sukhI ho jAte haiN| __ aura maiMne to sunA hai-patA nahIM kahAM taka saca hai, lekina saca mAlUma hotA hai-maiMne sunA hai ki agara eka sitAra ko bajAyA jAye eka sUne makAna meM aura dUsare sitAra ko dUsare kone meM binA bajAye rakha diyA jAe aura sirpha eka sitAra ko bajAyA jAye to kuzala sitAravAdaka dUsare sitAra ke tAroM ko bhI jhanajhanA detA hai| bajegA eka hI, lekina isakI 218 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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svaradhvaniyAM usa dUsare soe hue sitAra ke tAroM ko bhI cher3a detI haiM aura vaha bhI jhanajhanA uThatA hai| agara dasa dhyAna karanevAle ikaTThe baiThakara dhyAna karate haiM aura unameM se eka bhI bahuta gaharAI meM jA sakatA hai, to usase uThI huI taraMgeM, usase uThI huI vAibrezaMsa dUsaroM ke soe hue dhyAna ke tAroM ko bhI jhanajhanA detI haiN| isalie sAmUhika dhyAna kA apanA upayoga hai, sAmUhika sAdhanA kA apanA upayoga hai, sAmUhika prArthanA kA apanA upayoga hai| aura hama jo bahuta kamajora loga haiM unake lie samUha arthapUrNa bana jAtA hai, bahuta arthapUrNa bana jAtA hai| mahAvIra ne jina saMghoM kI bAta kI hai ve saMgha samAna khoja karanevAle logoM ke milana sthala haiN| usa milana meM kisI ke prati pakSa yA vipakSa se koI prayojana nahIM hai| usa milana meM prema ke atirikta aura koI kAraNa nahIM hai| aura maiM mAnatA haiM ki aise prema karanevAle logoM ko jarUra hI ikaTThe hote rahanA caahie| aise prema karanevAle loga burI bAtoM ke lie to ikaTThe ho rahe haiN| cora to ikaTThe ho jAte haiM, sAdhuoM kA ikaTThA honA bahuta muzkila hotA hai| dhUrta to ikaTThe ho jAte haiM, sAdhuoM kA ikaTThA honA bahuta muzkila mAlUma hotA hai| lekina dhUrtoM kA saMgha kisI ke pakSa meM aura kisI ke khilApha hotA hai| sAdhuoM kA saMgha kisI ke pakSa meM yA kisI ke khilApha nahIM hotA, sirpha milana ke AnaMda ke lie hotA hai| ___ aura duniyA meM agara dhUrta hI ikaTThe hote raheM to dhUrtoM ke pAsa jyAdA zakti ikaTThI ho jAtI ho to isameM Azcarya nahIM hai| sAdhuoM ke bhI kahIM ikaTThe hone ke upAya hone caahie| gAMva meM bure loga ikaTThe hokara saba taraha kA burA saMvedana paidA karate rahe haiM, bure loga ikaTThe hokara hoTaloM meM, klaboM meM saba tarapha, isa gAMva kI taraMgoM ko dUSita aura aMdhakArapUrNa karate rahe haiM, aura acche logoM ke lie milane kI koI jagaha na ho jahAM se ve bhI satya ke, jahAM se ve bhI prema ke saMvedana gAMva meM paidA kara sakeM, to isa duniyA kA bahuta ahita hotA hai| maMdira, masjida, carca kabhI aise hI milanevAle logoM ke milana-sthala the-aba nahIM haiM jinameM gAMva kI zuddha taraMgeM bhI paidA hotI thIM aura jahAM se paramAtmA kI yAtrA para bhI pukAra AtI thii| Aja bhI maMdira ke ghaMTe hama bajAte rahate haiM, lekina kisI ko ve sunAyI nahIM pdd'te| kabhI ve pukAra the paramAtmA kI, kabhI ve smaraNa ke srota the, kabhI ve khabareM thIM ki uTho! koI aura bhI hai khoja, usakI bhI yAda unase AtI thii| aba bhI masjida se ajAna dI jAtI hai, lekina logoM kI sirpha subaha kI nIMda kharAba hotI hai aura kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| denevAlA bhI sirpha prophezanala hai, eka kAma hai ki vaha subaha ajAna de detA hai| vaha bhI socatA hai ki Aja subaha bar3I jaldI ho gaI mAlUma hotA hai| Aja saba bemAnI ho gayA hai| __mahAvIra ne jo milana kI kAmanA kI thI vaha arthapUrNa hai, vaha saMgha nahIM hai Aja kI bhASA meN| asAdhu kI bhASA meM saMgha kucha aura artha rakhatA hai, sAdhu kI bhASA meM kucha aura artha rakhatA hai| itanA khayAla meM A jAe to kaThinAI nahIM raha jaaegii| lekina jitanI bhI zreSTha cIjeM haiM, saMnyAsa (praznottara) 219 For Personal & Private Use Only

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mahAvIra jaise vyakti khar3A karate haiM una zreSTha cIjoM ko, lekina bacA nahIM pAte, durbhAgya hai| ceSTA bahuta karate haiM ki baca jAyeM cIjeM apane zuddhatama rUpa meM, lekina nahIM baca paatiiN| usakA kAraNa hai| mahAvIra assI sAla jiMdA rahate haiM, phira vidA ho jAte haiN| jo de jAte haiM vaha hamAre hAtha meM par3atA hai, jo mahAvIra nahIM haiM, jinako usa cetanA kI sthiti se koI bhI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| phira to hama jo kareMge vaha kreNge| maiMne sunA hai ki moz2ez2a ke pAsa, mUsA ke pAsa eka bAMsurI thI aura usa bAMsurI ko kabhIkabhI pahAr3a para baiThakara ve bajAte the| rAha calate gar3arie Thahara jAte the| bher3eM ruka jAtI thIM, jaMgala ke hiraNa ikaTThe ho jAte the, pakSI mauna ho jAte the, pakSI unheM ghera lete the| phira moz2ez2a mara gaye, to jina gar3ariyoM ne usa divya bAMsurI ke svara sune the, unhoMne usa bAMsurI ko vRkSa ke nIce rakhakara pUjA karanI zurU kara dii| lekina vaha bAMsa kI poMgarI thii| eka-do pIr3hI bhI nahIM bIta pAyI ki logoM ne kahA ki isa korI bAMsa kI poMgarI meM rakhA kyA hai, isameM kucha pUjA-yogya bhI to honA cAhie! to bar3e-bUr3hoM ne kahA, yaha bAta ThIka hai| to unhoMne usa bAMsurI ke Upara sone kA plAstara car3hA diyA, tAki pUjA-yogya ho jaaye| phira jaba vaha sone kI ho gaI to logoM ko lagA ki hAM, aba vaha bAMsa kI poMgarI nahIM hai, sone kI bAMsurI hai| to ve sone kI bAMsurI kI pUjA karate rhe| ___ eka-do pIr3hI bAda logoM ne kahA ki yaha kyA korA sonA lagA rakhA hai! kucha loga hIrejavAharAta kharIda lAye, unhoMne hIre-javAharAta lagA die usa pr| lekina aba usameM kahIM se bhI phUMkeM, usameM koI svara na uThate the| phira jaba koI saMgItajJa vahAM se gujarA to usane pUchA, maiMne sunA hai ki yahAM mUsA kI bAMsurI kI pUjA hotI hai| maiM usa bAMsurI ke darzana karanA cAhatA huuN| jaba vaha gayA dekhane to vahAM bAMsurI thI hI nhiiN| usa para sone kA plAstara car3ha gayA thaa| plAstara ke Upara hIre-javAharAta laga gae the| usane donoM tarapha se phuuNkaa| usameM koI cheda hI na the jahAM se phUMkI jA ske| mahAvIra kI bAMsurI bhI aisI hI ho jAtI hai, buddha kI bAMsurI bhI aisI hI ho jAtI hai, jIsasa kI bAMsurI ke sAtha bhI hama yahI karate haiN| jinake hAtha meM par3atI hai bAta, ve saba-kucha vikRta kara dete haiN| isa vikRti kA jimmA mahAvIra yA buddha ke Upara yA kRSNa ke Upara nahIM hai| isa vikRti kA jimmA hamAre Upara hai| aura isalie agara mahAvIra jaisA vyakti Aja phira lauTa Aye to use mahAvIra ke hI khilApha bolanA par3atA hai| bolanA par3atA hai isalie ki Apane mahAvIra kI jo zakla banA dI hai, aba usa zakla ko girAnA jarUrI ho jAtA hai| agara koI saMgItajJa lauTa Aye to use usI bAMsurI ke khilApha bolanA par3egA aura kahanA par3egA, yaha bAMsurI nahIM hai| agara jIsasa vApasa lauTa AyeM to unheM jIsasa ke hI khilApha bolanA pddegaa| kyoMki do hajAra sAla meM hamane jo zakla kara dI hai. vaha jIsasa bhI nahIM pahacAna pAyeMge ki kabhI maiM AyA thA, yaha merI zakla thI! AdamI ke hAtha meM par3a kara saba bigar3a jAtA hai| lekina isakA koI upAya nahIM hai| 220 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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isakA sirpha eka hI upAya hai ki kAza, mUsA ke AsapAsa prema karanevAle logoM ko hama kaheM ki tuma kRpA karake bAMsurI kI pUjA mata karo, bAMsurI bajAnA siikho| agara mUsA ke AsapAsa ke loga bAMsurI bajAnA sIkheM-ho sakatA hai mUsA jaisI na bajA pAyeM, lekina bAMsurI bajAnA bhI sIkha leM to eka bAta to kama se kama pakkI hai ki bAMsurI para sonA nahIM car3hegA, hIrejavAharAta nahIM car3hAe jaaeNge| kyoMki taba ve itanA kaha sakeMge ki bAMsurI kI pUjA bAMsurI kI nahIM hai, usase paidA honevAle saMgIta kI pUjA hai| aura vaha saMgIta tabhI paidA hotA hai jaba bAMsurI polI ho| usameM sonA bhara diyA hai to phira saMgIta paidA nahIM hotA hai| mahAvIra aura buddha kI pUjA na kI jAye, mahAvIra aura buddha ke jIvana meM jo ghaTita huA hai, mahAvIra aura baddha ke jIvana kI jo UMcAiyAM prakaTa haI haiM, jina zikharoM ko, jina gaurIzaMkaroM ko unhoMne chuA hai, agara hama bhI choTe-moTe TIloM kI bhI khoja meM nikala jAyeM to zAyada vikRti na ho| lekina hama pUjA meM laga jAte haiN| pUjA vikRti bana jAtI hai| jisako hama pUjate haiM usako hama bigAr3ate haiN| jise hama pUjate haiM use hama naSTa karate haiN| kyoMki dhIre-dhIre hama jisako pUjate haiM usako apanI zakla meM gar3ha lete haiN| tabhI to hama pUja pAyeMge, nahIM to pUja nahIM paayeNge| hama kahAniyAM gar3hate haiM usake AsapAsa jo hamArI hotI haiN| hama use pUjA-yogya banAte cale jAte haiN| usakA vyaktitva dhIre-dhIre sirpha murdA rAkha raha jAtA hai| __mUsA kI bAMsurI karIba-karIba sArI duniyA meM saba logoM ke pAsa hai| lekina usameM se koI svara nahIM nikalate haiN| lekina kyA kiyA jA sakatA hai, Aja taka aisA huA hai| zAyada Age bhI aisA hI hogaa| durbhAgyapUrNa hai! honA nahIM caahie| lekina hamArI AdateM haiM, hamArI majabUriyAM haiN| hama vahI karate rahate haiM, lekina phira bhI saceta karane kI koziza niraMtara kI jAtI rahI hai| buddha logoM se kahate haiM ki merI pUjA mata karanA, mahAvIra kahate haiM ki tuma svayaM bhagavAna ho| jo AdamI dUsaroM se kaha rahA hai ki tuma svayaM bhagavAna ho, vaha AdamI kaha rahA hai ki merI pUjA mata kro| vaha AdamI yaha kaha rahA hai ki tuma jisakI pUjA kara rahe ho vaha tuma svayaM ho| aba tumheM kisI aura kI pUjA kI koI bhI jarUrata nahIM hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, azaraNa ho jAo, saba zaraNa chor3a do, kyoMki tuma kisakI zaraNa jA rahe ho? tuma khuda vahI ho jisakI khoja cala rahI hai| lekina hama mahAvIra kI zaraNa cale jAte haiN| hama kahate haiM, Apane azaraNa kA mArga batAyA, bar3I kRpA kii| kama se kama Apake caraNoM meM to hameM A jAne do| baddha kahate haiM. pajA mata krnaa| to hama kahate haiM. kisI kI pajA na kareMge, lekina tumane to itanI UMcI bAta kahI, tumhArI to kama se kama karane do| to hama buddha kI pUjA jArI kara dete haiN| __ AdamI kI buniyAdI bhUleM kAraNa haiN| abhI taka AdamI jItatA rahA, mahAvIra-buddha hArate rhe| patA nahIM Age isa kahAnI meM pharka par3egA yA nahIM par3egA, koziza jArI rahanI caahie| koziza jArI rahanI cAhie ki aba Age buddha aura mahAvIra na hAra pAyeM, aba Age jo vyakti saMnyAsa (praznottara) 221 For Personal & Private Use Only

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bhI paramAtmA kA saMdeza lAye, vaha lar3atA hI rahe; aura jo bhUleM pIche ho gaI haiM AdamI se, unake khilApha calatA hI rhe| pakkA nahIM kahA jA sakatA ki AdamI mAnegA, kyoMki kucha bhI pakkA nahIM kahA jA sakatA, lekina koziza jArI rahanI caahie| ___ eka bAta aMta meM isa prazna ke saMbaMdha meM vaha yaha hai ki kitanI hI bhUla-cUka AdamI ne kI ho aura logoM ne mUsA kI bAMsurI para kitanA hI sonA car3hA diyA ho, agara hama Aja bhI sone ko ukhAr3eM to mUsA kI bAMsurI bhItara chipI mila sakatI hai| anuyAyiyoM ne mahAvIra para jo-jo thopA hai, use agara hama utAra deM, unake saba Alepana... buddha ke mAnanevAloM ne jo-jo pahanAyA hai, vaha sAre vastra hama alaga kara deM, to bhItara vaha satya Aja bhI vaisA hI maujUda hai| lekina buddha ke AropaNa alaga karane jAie-paccIsa sau sAla pahale buddha hue-jarUrata kyA hai? mahAvIra ke AropaNa alaga karane jAie, jarUrata kyA hai? itanI mehanata se to Apa apane bhItara ke buddha, apane bhItara ke mahAvIra ke AropaNa alaga kara le sakate haiN| aura dhyAna rahe, jaba taka maiM apane bhItara mahAvIra ko na pA lUM taba taka maiM bAhara kisI mahAvIra ko pahacAna nahIM sakatA huuN| jaba taka maiM apane bhItara kRSNa ko na pA lUM taba taka koI kRSNa mere lie sArthaka nahIM ho skte| jaba taka mere bhItara buddha prakaTa na ho jAyeM taba taka buddha kA eka bhI zabda mere lie merI bhASA kA zabda nahIM hai| apane ko hI hama khoja leM, to hama sabako khoja lete haiN| ozo, Apane kahA hai ki cehare curAnA, dUsare jaisA banane kA prayAsa karanA, ziSya aura anuyAyI banAnA sUkSma corI hai| taba dUsare vyaktiyoM se preraNA pAnA, sAdhanA sIkhanA, anubhavI, jAgrata logoM ke pAsa jAnA, yaha saba bhI kyA coriyAM haiM? yadi ye saba coriyAM haiM to samyaka zikSA kA kyA rUpa hogA? kapayA ise smjhaayeN| jo jAnate haiM unake pAsa jAyeM, lekina jo ve jAnate haiM use mAna mata lenaa| use khojeN| jo ve jAnate haiM use vizvAsa na banA leM, use hI jijJAsA bnaayeN| jo ve jAnate haiM usake prati aMdhe hokara muTThI na bAMdha leM, usake prati AMkha kholeM, ttttoleN| preraNA kA artha dUsare ko svIkAra kara lenA nahIM hai| preraNA kA artha dUsare kI cunautI svIkAra karanA hai, caileNj| __mahAvIra ke pAsa jAyeM to preraNA kA artha yaha nahIM hai ki mahAvIra jaise hone meM laga jaayeN| mahAvIra ke pAsa jAkara preraNA kA yaha artha hai ki agara isa mahAvIra ke bhItara yaha prakAza paidA ho sakA to mere bhItara kyoM paidA nahIM ho sakatA? yaha cunautI hai! aMgrejI meM zabda hai, iNspireshn| vaha zabda bahuta kImatI hai| usameM 'ina' zabda para dhyAna denA jarUrI hai-iNspireshn| lekina iMspirezana lete hama sadA dUsare se haiN| taba to zabda bar3A 222 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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galata hai| iMspirezana kA matalaba hI hai aMtaHpreraNA / dUsarA nimitta bana sakatA hai, dUsarA AdhAra nahIM bana sktaa| dUsarA cunautI bana sakatA hai, niyama nahIM bana sktaa| eka jalA huA dIyA, eka bujhe hue dIye ke lie khabara bana sakatA hai ki maiM bhI jala sakatA huuN| kyoMki bAtI bhI mere pAsa hai, tela bhI mere pAsa hai, dIyA bhI mere pAsa hai / lekina jalA huA dIyA agara bujhe hue dIye ke lie isa taraha kI preraNA na banakara sirpha pUjA kI preraNA aura anukaraNa bana jAe, aura bujhA huA dIyA, jale hue dIye ke caraNoM meM sira rakhakara baiTha jAye, to baiThA rahe anaMtakAla taka, usase kucha honevAlA nahIM hai| preraNA kA artha hai cunautI / jahAM bhI kucha dikhAI par3atA ho vahAM se yaha cunautI milanI hI cAhie ki yaha mere bhItara kyoM nahIM ho sakatA hai ? isa jagata meM jo eka vyakti ke bhItara bhI huA hai, vaha mere bhItara kyoM nahIM ho sakatA hai? saba upakaraNa maujUda haiN| vaha hRdaya maujUda hai, jo mIrA kA gIta bana jAye / vaha buddhi maujUda hai, jo buddha kI prajJA bana jAye / vaha zarIra maujUda hai, jisa zarIra ke bhItara logoM ne paramAtmA ko pA liyA hai| vaha AMkha maujUda hai, jisase dRzya hI nahIM, adRzya bhI dikhAI par3e ! vaha kAna maujUda haiM, jinase bAhara ke saMgIta hI nahIM, bhItara ke nAda bhI kabIra ne suna liye| lekina agara kabIra bhItara ke nAda suna sakate bhItara ke nAda kyoM nahIM suna sakatA hUM? maiM preraNA kA artha hai, cunautI | preraNA kA artha hai, jAyeM saba tarapha, khojeM saba tarapha / jinhoMne bhI UMcAiyAM chuI hoM, unako dekheM / jinhoMne gaharAiyAM pAI hoM, unako dekheN| aura apane pairoM ke nIce dekheM ki Apa kahAM khar3e haiN| ina UMcAiyoM aura ina gaharAiyoM meM ApakA jAnA bhI ho sakatA hai| basa, isase jyAdA preraNA kA aura koI artha nahIM hai| agara isase jyAdA artha Apa lete haiM to preraNA nahIM raha jAtI, phira vaha anugamana bana jAtI hai, phira vaha anusaraNa ho jAtI hai, phira vaha phAloiMga ho jAtI hai| aura phira Apa aMdhe hI banate haiM, AMkha vAle nahIM bana paate| hAM, aMdhe banane se bacane kI jarUrata hai| aMdhA AdamI paramAtmA ko nahIM khoja paayegaa| aMdhA AdamI TaTolatA hI rahegA kisI ke pIche aura bhaTakatA rahegA / aura kisI ke pIche bhaTaka kara satya kaise mila sakatA hai ? satya bhItara hai, coTa par3ane deN| mahAvIra kI, buddha kI, kRSNa kI, krAisTa kI, jisakI bhI coTa par3atI ho, par3ane deN| jinase cunautI milatI ho, le leM! aura cunautI ke lie dhanyavAda bhI de deN| lekina sIkheM, vaha nahIM jo dekhA hai, sIkheM vaha, jo mere bhItara ho sakatA hai| ina saba meM pharka ko samajha leN| sIkheM mata dUsare se, jo usake bhItara ho gayA hai| sIkheM kevala itanA hI ki usake bhItara jo ho sakA vaha merI bhI poTeMziyaliTI hai| vaha merA bhI bIja hai / vaha mere bhItara bhI ho sakatA hai| eka bIja ko rakheM eka vRkSa ke pAsa, bIja ko patA bhI nahIM calatA ki itanA bar3A vRkSa mere bhItara bhI chipA ho sakatA hai| lekina bIja agara eka vRkSa ko dekha le aura usa vRkSa se pUche ki tuma itane bar3e vRkSa ho gae, kyA tuma itane hI bar3e the sadA ? to vaha vRkSa kahegA, bIja thA tere hI jaisA kabhI, aura aisA hI maiMne bhI vRkSoM se pUchA thA ki itane bar3e kaise ho gae ho ! saMnyAsa (praznottara) For Personal & Private Use Only 223

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tere jitanA hI bIja thA, tere jaisA choTA hI bIja thaa| lekina yaha saba bhItara chipA thaa| aba prakaTa ho gayA hai| yaha mainiphesTa ho gayA hai| asala meM taba bIja ke lie cunautI mila gii| aba yaha bIja bhI ttuuttegaa| lekina yaha bIja vaisA hI vRkSa nahIM bana sakatA hai| yaha bIja jo bana sakatA hai, vahI bnegaa| isa bIja ke bhItara ho sakatA hai dUsarA vRkSa chipA ho| vaha dUsarA vRkSa hI bnegaa| itanA smaraNa rahe to preraNA ghAtaka nahIM hotI, sAdhaka ho jAtI hai| to preraNA zatru nahIM banatI, mitra bana jAtI hai| preraNA bAhara se AtI haI sirpha dikhAI par3atI hai. para AtI bhItara se hI hai| vaha iMspirezana hI hotA hai| vaha aMtaHcoTa hotI hai| vaha bAhara se kisI cIja kI coTa aura bhItara koI soyA huA phana uThAkara jaga jAtI hai| aura hameM pahalI bAra patA calatA hai ki hama yaha bhI ho sakate haiM! isa smaraNa kA nAma preraNA hai| aura isa artha meM sIkhanA hI par3egA, isa artha meM sIkhate hI rahanA hai| lekina sIkhanA aura mAnanA bar3I alaga-alaga bAteM haiN| mAnatA vahI hai jo sIkhanA nahIM caahtaa| jo sIkhanA cAhatA hai vaha to mAnegA nahIM, vaha to khojegA, khojegaa| aura taba taka nahIM mAnegA jaba taka pA nahIM legaa| vaha agara kisI bAta kI khoja para bhI nikalegA to usakI khoja mAnane kI khoja nahIM, jAnane kI khoja hogii| sIkhane kA artha zraddhA nahIM hai, sIkhane kA artha vizvAsa nahIM hai, sIkhane kA artha khoja hai| sIkhane kA artha jijJAsA hai| sIkhanA eka yAtrA hai| sIkhanA prAraMbha hai, aMta nahIM hai| lekina hama saba loga sIkha kara baiTha jAte haiN| hama kahate haiM, hamane to gItA se sIkha liyaa| gItA ke sIkhane se kyA ho sakatA hai ? gItA sIkha sakate haiM Apa, lekina gItA sIkhane se kRSNa nahIM ho skte| gItA pUrI kI pUrI kaMThastha karane se bhI kucha na hogaa| eka bAta pakkI hai ki kRSNa ko gItA kaMThastha nahIM thI aura agara dubArA bulavAI hotI to bar3I bhUla-cUka ho gaI hotii| gItA nikalI hai, vaha yAdadAzta nahIM hai| vaha sahaja srota hai, jo kRSNa se bAhara phUTA hai| aura Apa? Apa usako bAhara se bhItara DAla rahe haiN| nahIM, kRSNa kI gItA ko par3hakara isa AkAMkSA se bhareM ki kaba vaha dina AyegA jaba mere prANoM se bhI gItA phUTakara nikalane lgegii| jisa dina mere prANa bhI bhagavadgItA bana jAeMge, bhagavAna kA gIta bana jAeMge, vaha dina kaba AegA? usakI yAda se bhreN| chor3eM kRSNa ko, chor3eM unakI gItA ko| apanI gItA kI khoja meM lgeN| eka bAta pakkI ho gaI ki kRSNa se phaTa sakatI hai to majhase kyoM nahIM phaTa sakatI? paramAtmA pakSapAtI nahIM hai| agara kaSNa ko mila sakI hai bhagavadgItA to mujhe bhI mila sakatI hai| agara unake prANoM ke vAdya para yaha gIta uTha sakA, silesTiyala sAMga paidA ho sakA, to mere prANoM ke vAdya para bhI paidA ho sakatA lekina hama? hama kucha aura kara rahe haiN| hama sIkhane kA matalaba gItA kaMThastha karanA samajhate haiN| gItA se sIkhane kA matalaba itanA hI hai ki aba mila gaI cunautii| aba taba taka caina nahIM ki jaba taka bhagavata-gItA bhItara se paidA na hone lge| jaba taka ki vANI kA svarasvara paramAtmA kA svara na ho jAye, taba taka caina nhiiN| yaha sIkheM, lekina yaha kauna sIkhatA nA hai| 224 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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hai ? gItA sIkha lete haiM, vaha AsAna hai| gItA ko kaMThastha kara lenA baccoM kA kAma hai aura jitanI kama buddhi kA AdamI ho utanI jaldI kaMThastha ho jAtI hai| sIkheM ki samyaka sIkhanA, rAiTa larniMga kyA hai ? kucha aura bhI sIkhanA hai| vaha jo haipaniMga hai, vaha jo ghaTanA ghaTI hai, vaha sIkhanA hai| yaha jo kRSNa nAma kI ghaTanA ghaTa gaI hai, yaha sIkhanI hai| yaha jo kRSNa ke muMha se nikalA hai, yaha nahIM sIkhanA hai| yaha jo kRSNa pahane hue haiM, yaha nahIM sIkhanA hai| nahIM, kRSNa ke bhItara jo bIja phUTA aura aMkurita hokara vRkSa bana gayA hai to merA bIja bhI phUTa sakatA hai, yaha sIkhanA hai| isa bIja ko tor3ane kI AkAMkSA sIkhanI hai, abhIpsA sIkhanI hai| isa bIja ko tor3ane kA pAgalapana sIkhanA hai| isa bIja ko tor3ane kI jida sIkhanI hai| isa bIja ko tor3ane kA saMkalpa sIkhanA hai| vaha kRSNa se sIkha leN| vaha krAisTa se bhI sIkhA jA sakatA hai| vaha buddha se bhI sIkhA jA sakatA hai| vaha apane cAroM tarapha hajAra-hajAra mArgoM se sIkhA jA sakatA hai / aura jo sIkhane ko utsuka hai use to vRkSa para khilate hue phUla se bhI yAda AtI hai usI kI ! AkAza meM camakate hue khayAla AtA hai usI kA ! jamIna se phUTate hue jharane meM bhI smRti AtI hai usI kii| sabase usI kI yAda ! sunA hai maiMne ki eka sUphI phakIra eka gAMva se gujara rahA hai| sAMjha hai aura eka baccA maMdira meM dIyA car3hAne jA rahA hai| usane use rokA aura pUchA, isa dIye meM jyoti kahAM se AI? tUne hI jalAyA hai dIyA ? to usa bacce ne kahA, jalAyA to maiMne, lekina jyoti kahAM se AI yaha patA nhiiN| aura tabhI bacce ne dIyA phUMka kara bujhA diyA aura kahA ki Apake sAmane jyoti calI gii| aba Apa mujhe batA deM kahAM calI gaI jyoti ? Apake sAmane hI gaI hai na? taba maiM bhI batA sakUMgA ki kahAM se AI thI, mere hI sAmane AI thii| vaha phakIra usa bacce ke pairoM para gira par3A aura usane kahA ki Aja se galata savAla na puuchuuNgaa| kyoMki jisakA javAba maiM nahIM de sakatA vaisA savAla pUchanA mUrkhatA hai| tU mujhe mApha kara de, tU mujhe kSamA kara de, aura mujhe bhI to patA nahIM hai ki jyoti kahAM calI jAtI hai ! chor3eM isa dIye ko, usa phakIra khaa| tU acchI yAda dilA dii| mujhe yaha bhI to patA nahIM hai ki mere dIye meM jo jyoti jala rahI hai, vaha kahAM se AtI hai| aura jaba mere dIye meM bujha jAegI taba kahAM calI jaaegii| pahale apane dIye kA patA lagA lUM phira isa miTTI ke dIye kI khoja kruuNgaa| aba yaha jo AdamI hai usane sIkhA kucha / hI haija larDa samathiMga, isane kucha siikhaa| isane isa ghaTanA se kucha siikhaa| eka jhena phakIra ke Azrama meM eka bUr3hI aurata bahuta dina se rukI hai aura vaha kahatI hai ki nahIM, ghaTanA nahIM ghaTa rahI hai| kucha aura sikhAo, kucha aura sikhaao| vaha bar3e-bar3e siddhAMta sIkha gaI, zAstra sIkha gaI hai, lekina ghaTanA nahIM ghaTa rahI hai| vaha kahatI hai, aura sikhaao| aba vaha phakIra kahatA hai, tU sIkhatI hI nahIM / saba tarapha vahI sikhAyA jA rahA hai| phira eka dina vaha vRkSa ke nIce baiThI aura eka sUkhA pattA vRkSa se nIce gira gyaa| basa, saMnyAsa (praznottara) For Personal & Private Use Only 225

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vaha nAcatI huI Azrama meM cillAne lagI ki maiM sIkha gii| logoM ne kahA, kisa zAstra se sIkhI hai? hamako bhI batA do| aura bhI sIkhanevAle loga maujUda the| usane kahA, zAstra se nahIM sIkhA hai| eka sUkhe patte ko vRkSa se girate dekhakara basa, saba ho gyaa| para unhoMne kahA, pAgala, vRkSoM se sUkhe patte to hamane bhI bahuta girate dekhe haiM, tujhe kyA ho gayA? usane kahA, jaise hI vRkSa se sUkhA pattA girA, mere bhItara bhI kucha gira gayA aura mujhe lagA ki Aja nahIM kala sUkhe patte kI taraha gira jaauuNgii| to jaba sUkhe patte kI taraha gira hI jAnA hai to itanI akar3a kyoM, itanA ahaMkAra kyoM? aura sUkhA pattA havA meM yahAMvahAM Dolane lagA, pUraba-pazcima hone lgaa| havA use Takkara dene lgii| vaha sar3akoM para bhaTakane lgaa| Aja nahIM kala jise maiM 'maiM' kahatI hUM, vaha bhI kala rAkha ho jAegA aura sar3akoM para havAeM use dhakke deNgii| vaha sUkhe patte kI taraha bhttkegaa| Aja se aba maiM nahIM huuN| maiMne sUkhe patte se sIkha liyA hai| sIkhane kA matalaba? sIkhane kA matalaba khulI AMkha rakheM aura cunautiyAM leN| Ane deM cunautiyaaN| saba tarapha se AtI haiN| bApa ko beTe se A sakatI hai| beTe ko bApa se A sakatI hai| rAha calate ajanabI se mila sakatI hai| par3osI se mila sakatI hai| kahIM se bhI mila sakatI hai| sIkhanevAlA citta caahie| lekina isa sIkhane ke artha ko hama nahIM smjhe| hama samajha rahe haiM ki basa kaMThastha kara lo| hamArA sIkhanA bauddhika hai, iMTelekcuala hai! zabda sIkha lo, siddhAMta sIkha lo, kaMThastha kara lo| sIkhanA hotA hai ToTala, roeM-roeM se, zvAsa-zvAsa se, prANa ke kaNa-kaNa se, hRdaya kI dhar3akana-dhar3akana se| pUrA vyaktitva jaba sIkhane ko taiyAra hotA hai to jarA-sI cunautI jhaMkAra bana jAtI hai aura soe hue prANa jAga jAte haiN| lekina isakI pratIkSA karanI par3atI hai| aura jo loga isa taraha se vyartha ke sIkhane meM lage rahate haiM unake pAsa to samaya bhI nahIM bacatA, suvidhA bhI nahIM bacatI, mana meM jagaha bhI nahIM bctii| saba bhara jAtA hai, sIkhane ko jagaha nahIM bctii| agara kisI dina paramAtmA ke sAmane khar3e hoMge aura usase kaheMge ki maiM Apako kyoM na sIkha pAyA, to vaha yaha nahIM kahegA ki Apane kucha kama sIkhA isalie nahIM sIkha paae| vaha kahegA ki tumane itanA sIkhA ki mujhe sIkhane ke lie jagaha kahAM bacI! sIkhA bhut...| sIkhate hama saba bahuta haiM, lekina sIkhane yogya hI chUTa jAtA hai| cunautI nahIM sIkha paate| dharma eka cunautI hai| aura cunautI sIkha jAyeM to kahIM se bhI vaha cunautI mila sakatI hai| usake koI baMdhe-baMdhAye rAste nahIM haiN| usake koI baMdhe-baMdhAye sUtra nahIM haiN| jIvana kahIM se bhI TUTa par3a sakatA hai| jIvana kahIM se bhI Apako pakar3a le sakatA hai| khule rakheM dvAra mana ke| rAha calate, sote, uThate, baiThate, sIkhate rheN| lete raheM cunautii| kisI dina coTa gaharI par3a jAegI aura vINA jhaMkRta ho jaaegii| eka AkhirI savAla aur| 226 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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ozo, Apane kahA hai ki asabhya AdamI cehare prayatnapUrvaka badala pAtA hai, lekina sabhya, zikSita AdamI sahajatA se cehare badala pAtA hai| arthAta cehare badalane kI sahajatA sabhyatA kA varadAna hai| isa cehare kI badalAhaTa ke saMdarbha meM maiM pUchanA cAhatA hUM ki riekzaMsa aura rispAMsa meM Apa kyA sUkSma bheda karate haiM? riekzaMsa se mukti aura rispAMsa kI upalabdhi ke kyA sUtra hoMge, ise saMkSepa meM smjhaaeN| sAdhAraNataH hama riekzaMsa hI karate haiM, pratikriyAeM hI karate haiM, prati-karma hI karate haiN| koI gAlI detA hai to hamAre bhItara gAlI paidA ho jAtI hai| yaha gAlI hama nahIM dete| koI hamase dilA letA hai| aise hama gulAma ho jAte haiN| agara Apase mujhe gAlI dilAnI hai to maiM dilA luuNgaa| eka gAlI bhara dene kI jarUrata hai| Apako gAlI denI pdd'egii| agara ApameM mujhe krodha paidA karanA hai, eka jarA se dhakke kI jarUrata hai, Apa krodhI ho jaaeNge| to maiM Apa meM krodha paidA karA dUMgA to Apa gulAma ho gye| jo cIja hamameM dUsare paidA karavA lete haiM vahI hamArI gulAmiyAM haiN| riekzana hamArI gulAmI hai, aura hamameM saba taraha ke riekzana paidA karavA liye jAte haiN| koI AdamI AtA hai aura prazaMsA karatA hai, hamAre prANa pulakita ho jAte haiN| koI AdamI AtA hai, niMdA karatA hai, aura hama ekadama udAsa, gahana aMdherI rAta meM kho jAte haiN| koI AdamI AtA hai aura kahatA hai, Apa to bahuta suMdara haiM, aura hama ekadama suMdara ho jAte haiN| aura koI kaha detA hai, suMdara jarA bhI nahIM, to hama ekadama kurUpa ho jAte haiN| hama kucha bhI nahIM haiM, pablika opiniyana haiN| loga kyA kahate haiM, vahI hama haiN| isalie hama saba akhabAra kI kaTiMga kATa-kATa kara apane pAsa rakhate haiM ki kauna hamAre bAbata kyA kaha rahA hai| una sabako hama apane kapar3oM para nahIM lagAte haiM, yahI bar3I kRpA hai| pUre samaya hama sirpha riekTa kara rahe haiN| kauna kyA kahatA hai, kauna kyA karavAtA hai, hama vahI kara lete haiN| hama vyakti nahIM haiN| vyakti to hama usI dina zarU hote haiM jisa dina rispAMsa zarU hotA hai| ___ rispAMsa pratisaMvedana hai| pratisaMvedana aura pratikriyA meM bar3A pharka hai| samajheM ki eka AdamI ne gAlI dI Apako, to pratikriyA meM to hamezA gAlI hI paidA hogI aapse| lekina pratisaMvedana meM dayA bhI A sakatI hai| eka AdamI ne gAlI dI Apako, yaha bhI dikhAI par3a sakatA hai: becArA, patA nahIM kisa musIbata meM gAlI de rahA hai taba pratisaMvedana hai, taba rispAMsa hai| taba Apane usakI gAlI ke dvArA vyavahAra nahIM kiyaa| Apa apanA vyavahAra jArI rakha rahe haiN| Apake bhItara jo vyavahAra paidA ho rahA hai vaha usakI gAlI kA yAMtrika pariNAma nahIM hai, cetanagata pratyuttara hai| ina donoM meM bar3A pharka hai| eka bijalI kA baTana hama dabAte haiM, paMkhA cala par3atA hai| paMkhA socatA nahIM, calUM, na cluuN| baTana dabAyI to calatA hai, phira baTana dabAyI to baMda ho jAtA hai| Apako gAlI dI-baTana dabAyI, Apa krodhita ho ge| ApakI prazaMsA kI-baTana dabAyI, krodha calA saMnyAsa (praznottara) 227 For Personal & Private Use Only

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gyaa| to Apa vyakti haiM yA yaMtra haiM? Apa jo vyavahAra kara rahe haiM vaha yaMtra jaisA hai| riekzana yAMtrikatA hai, pratikriyA yAMtrikatA hai| pratisaMvedana caitanya kA pratIka hai| pratisaMvedana bar3I aura bAta hai| jIsasa ko logoM ne sUlI dI aura jaba aMtima kSaNa meM jIsasa se kahA gayA ki prArthanA karo paramAtmA se, to unhoMne prArthanA kI ki ina saba logoM ko mApha kara denA kyoMki inheM patA hI nahIM ki ye kyA kara rahe haiN| yaha pratisaMvedana hai| yaha rispAMsa hai| yaha eka cetanagata uttara hai| kisI ko sUlI dI jA rahI ho usase yaha pratikriyA nahIM ho sktii| usase pratikriyA to yaha hotI hai ki vaha gAlI detA, karsa karatA, abhizApa detA ki miTA DAlanA ina sabako; he paramAtmA, tere pyAre beTe ko ye saba sUlI para laTakA rahe haiN| Aga lagA denA, narka meM jalA DAlanA inako-yaha pratikriyA hotI, yaha yAMtrika hotii| jIsasa ne kahA, mApha kara denA ina sabako kyoMki inako patA hI nahIM ki ye kyA kara rahe haiN| yaha pratisaMvedana hai, yaha cetanagata uttara hai| ___isalie jisa vyakti ko sAdhanA kI duniyA meM praveza karanA hai, jise saMnyAsa kI yAtrA karanI hai, use pratipala dhyAna rakhanA cAhie ki vaha jo kara rahA hai vaha pratikriyA hai yA pratisaMvedana hai| vaha riekzana hai yA rispAMsa hai| rAste para eka AdamI kA dhakkA laga gayA hai taba eka kSaNa ruka jaaiye| jaldI bhI kyA hai uttara dene kii| eka kSaNa ruka jAiye aura dekha lIjiye ki jo Apa uttara de rahe haiM vaha yAMtrika hai yA sacetana hai| aura Apa muzkila meM par3a jaaeNge| Apa yAMtrika uttara phira nahIM de paayeNge| ho sakatA hai haMsakara apane rAste para cale jAyeM, uttara deM hI nhiiN| yaha bhI uttara hogaa| lekina hama itanA bhI maukA nahIM dete| idhara baTana dabI, udhara kAma huaa| idhara dhakkA lagA, udhara krodha niklaa| udhara kisI ne prazaMsA kI, idhara hama gubbAre kI taraha phuule| baDa rasala ke saMbaMdha meM eka majAka cala gayA hai| majAka hI kahanA cAhie, kyoMki patA nahIM usane aisA kiyA ki nahIM kiyaa| sunA hai maiMne ki marate vakta usake muMha se nikalA, 'he paramAtmA!' pAsa meM eka pAdarI khar3A huA thaa| vaha to bahuta cakita huaa| vaha bahuta Darate-Darate to AyA thaa| kyoMki baDa rasala to paramAtmA ko mAnatA nahIM, isalie usase ripeMTeMsa ke lie, AkhirI prAyazcitta ke lie kaise khe| vaha DarA huA khar3A hai| aura jaba AkhirI kSaNa meM rasala ke muMha se nikalA, he paramAtmA, to usakI himmata bddh'ii| usane kahA ki kyA tuma paramAtmA ko mAnate ho? to barTeDa rasala ne AMkha kholI aura kahA ki tuma kauna ho! usane kahA ki maiM pAdarI huuN| DarA huA khar3A huuN| maiM AyA thA ki prAyazcita karavA dUM, lekina socA ki tuma to paramAtmA ko mAnate hI nhiiN| acchA hai tuma mAnate ho, to prAyazcitta kara lo| to rasala ne kahA, ghara Ae mehamAna ko vApasa lauTAnA ThIka nahIM, isalie maiM prAyazcitta karatA huuN| aura barTeDa rasala ne kahA ki 'he paramAtmA, yadi koI paramAtmA ho, to merI AtmA ko kSamA kara denA, yadi merI koI AtmA ho!' usa pAdarI ne kahA, yaha tuma kyA kara rahe ho? to rasala ne kahA ki binA soce maiM kucha bhI nahIM kara sakatA 228 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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huuN| mujhe patA nahIM paramAtmA hai yA nahIM, mujhe patA nahIM ki AtmA hai yA nhiiN| to jyAdA se jyAdA maiM 'yadi' kI bhASA meM bola sakatA huuN| 'yadi paramAtmA ho to kSamA kara de isa baDa rasala ko, yadi baTreMDa rasala ho|' yaha AdamI mRtyu ke prati bhI riekzana nahIM kara rahA hai| yaha AdamI mRtyu ke prati bhI rispAMsa kara rahA hai| yaha AdamI mRtyu ke kSaNa meM bhI ghabar3A nahIM gayA hai| ___ eka mitra haiM, bar3e purAne vicAraka haiM, bar3e paMDita haiM, kRSNamUrti ko niraMtara sunate haiN| to mujhase eka daphA unhoMne kahA ki aba to mere mana se saba haTa gayA-rAma, OM, maMtra, saba haTa ge| maiMne pUchA, pakke haTa gae haiM? unhoMne kahA, bilakula haTa gae haiN| aba to mere mana meM koI jagaha nahIM rhii| na maiM bhajana karatA hUM, na maiM bhagavAna kA nAma letA hUM, kyoMki usakA koI nAma nahIM hai| usakA koI bhajana nahIM hai| maiM kRSNamUrti ko sunatA huuN| mujhe bAta bilakula samajha meM A gii| maiMne kahA, A gayI to bar3A acchA hai| lekina Apa itane jora se kaha rahe haiM ki bilakula samajha meM A gaI, to bhItara kahIM na kahIM saMdeha honA caahie| phira bhI maiMne kahA, acchA hai ki A gii| do-eka mahIne bAda unako hRdaya kA daurA huaa| unake lar3ake ne mujhe khabara bhejI ki ve bahuta ghabar3A rahe haiM, Apa aaie| maiM gyaa| ve AMkha baMda kiye hue haiM aura rAma-rAma, rAma-rAma kahe cale jA rahe haiN| ___maiMne unheM hilAyA, aura kahA ki kyA kara rahe ho? unhoMne AMkha kholI aura kahA, patA nahIM, maiM bhI thor3A socA, lekina jaise lagA ki mauta karIba hai, maiMne kahA, jAne do kRSNamUrti ko, mauta karIba hai aura phira to mere basa meM na rhaa| phira to mere muMha se nikalane hI lgaa| aba yaha maiM kaha nahIM rahA hUM, yaha ho rahA hai| yaha sirpha ho rahA hai| ghabarAhaTa meM rAma-rAma nikala rahA hai| ___ aba yaha riekzana hai| aba yaha AdamI bhagavAna ko mAnanevAlA hai, lekina riekzana kara rahA hai| aura barTeDa rasala bhagavAna ko mAnanevAlA nahIM hai, lekina rispAMsa kara rahA hai| aura maiM mAnatA hUM, barTeDa rasala kisI dina bhagavAna ko pA sakatA hai| lekina yaha AdamI bhagavAna ko kisI dina nahIM pA sakatA hai| kyoMki jo vyakti sacetana vyavahAra kara rahA hai jIvana ke prati vaha AdamI AtmavAna hone kA sabUta de rahA hai| barTeDa rasala kA yaha vaktavya ki yadi koI AtmA ho, aura he paramAtmA, yadi koI paramAtmA ho, to mApha kara denA, bar3A sacetana vaktavya hai| bar3A AtmavAna vaktavya hai| AtmA ke saMbaMdha meM bhI 'yadi' lagAne vAlA vyakti, marate kSaNa meM paramAtmA ke saMbaMdha meM bhI 'yadi' lagAnevAlA vyakti, apane AtmavAna hone kI pUrI sUcanA de rahA hai| bhayabhIta nahIM hai| mRtyu se ghabar3A nahIM gayA hai| jo usakI cetanA kaha rahI hai vaha usake sAtha pUrA-pUrA khar3A hai| yaha pratisaMvedana hai| yaha pratyuttara hai, lekina yaha sacetana hai| yAMtrika pratyuttara sacetana nahIM hai, jar3a hai| itanA pharka agara smaraNa rahe to riekzaMsa se bacanA, rispAMsa kI ora bar3hanA hai; saMnyAsa (praznottara) 229 For Personal & Private Use Only

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pratikriyA se bacanA, pratyuttara kI tarapha bar3hanA hai| aura jisa dina jIvana sacetana pratyuttara bana jAtA hai, usI dina jIvana meM AtmavAnatA paidA hotI hai| aura aisA AtmavAna vyakti hI paramAtmA ko pAne meM kisI dina samartha ho pAtA hai| zeSa kl| 230 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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akAma praznottara zo, mana kI kina-kina sthitiyoM ke kAraNa yauna-UrjA, seksa enarjI lA adhogamita hotI hai, aura mana kI kina-kina sthitiyoM ke kAraNa yauna-UrjA Urdhvagamita hotI hai? kRpayA isa para kucha prakAza ddaaleN| jIvana ko usake sabhI staroM para do bhAMti dekhA jA sakatA hai| do pahalU haiM jIvana ke| eka usakA paudagalika, maiTIriyala, padArthagata pahalU hai, dUsarA usakA Atmagata, spricuala pahalU hai| yauna ko bhI do dizAoM se dekhanA Avazyaka hai| eka to yauna kA jaivika, bAyolaoNjikala pahalU hai, paudagalika, padArthagata, zarIra se jur3A huA, zarIra ke aNuoM se jur3A huaa| dUsarA yauna kA zaktigata, Atmika pahalU hai, mana se, cetanA se jur3A huaa| For Personal & Private Use Only

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isalie do zabdoM ko pahale samajha leN| eka to jaivika UrjA, jo manuSya ke jIvakoSThoM se saMbaMdhita hai, jinake dvArA vyakti ko zarIra upalabdha hotA hai| ye jo jIva koSTha haiM, ye jo selsa haiM, ye zarIra ke hI hisse haiN| jaivika, bAyolaoNjikala hissA hama saba kI AMkhoM meM pratyakSa hai-jise hama vIrya kaheM, yauna-UrjA kaheM yA koI aura nAma deN| lekina eka aura pahalU bhI usake pIche jur3A hai jo Atmagata hai, zaktigata hai| use maiM kAma-UrjA yA Atma- UrjA yA jo bhI hama nAma denA cAheM, de sakate haiN| ___ jaise ki eka lohe kA cuMbaka hotA hai| eka to lohe kA Tukar3A hotA hai jo sApha dikhAyI par3atA hai aura eka maiganeTika phIlDa hotA hai usake cAroM tarapha, jo dikhAyI nahIM par3atA hai| lekina agara hama Asa-pAsa lohe ke Tukar3e rakheM to vaha jo maiganeTika zakti hai cuMbaka kI, use khIMca letI hai| eka kSetra hai jisake bhItara vaha zakti kAma karatI hai| yaha lohe kA Tukar3A kala ho sakatA hai apanI cuMbakIya zakti kho de, to bhI lohe kA Tukar3A rhegaa| usa lohe ke Tukar3e ke vajana meM aMtara nahIM par3egA, usa lohe ke Tukar3e ke kAMsTITayUzana meM bhI koI aMtara nahIM par3egA, usakI racanA aura banAvaTa meM bhI koI aMtara dikhAI nahIM par3egA, lekina eka maulika aMtara ho jAegA, maiganeTika usameM se mara gayA hai, usameM se cuMbaka jA cukA hai| yaha udAharaNa ke lie maiMne khaa| AtmA eka phIlDa hai, eka cuMbakIya kSetra hai| zarIra dikhAyI par3atA hai, AtmA ke kevala prabhAva dikhAyI par3ate haiM, jaise cuMbaka ke prabhAva dikhAyI par3ate haiN| yaha jamIna hai, yaha dikhAI par3a rahI hai, lekina jamIna pUre vakta hameM khIMce hue hai, vaha dikhAyI nahIM par3a rahA hai| yaha jamIna hameM chor3a de to hama eka kSaNa bhI isa jamIna para nahIM raha skeNge| ____ aMtarikSa meM jo yAtrI yAtrA kara rahe haiM, unake lie aMtarikSa kI yAtrA meM jo sabase jyAdA kaThina bAta hai, vaha yahI hai ki jaise hI do sau mIla jamIna ke maiganeTika phIlDa ko chor3akara unakA yAna Upara jAtA hai, vaise hI jamIna kI cuMbakIya zakti vidA ho jAtI hai| taba phira ve havA ke gubbAroM kI taraha apane yAna meM bhaTaka sakate haiN| agara unakI paTTiyAM chor3a dI jAyeM unakI kursI se, to jaise gaisa bharA huA gubbArA makAna kI chata ko chUne lage, aise hI ve bhI yAna kI chata ko chUne lgeNge| ___ yaha jamIna hameM khIMce hue hai, lekina usakA hameM patA nahIM calatA hai| kyoMki vaha dikhAyI par3anevAlI bAta nahIM hai| jo dikhAyI par3atI hai vaha jamIna hai, jo nahIM dikhAyI par3atA hai vaha usakA greviTezana hai| jo dikhAyI par3atA hai vaha zarIra hai, vaha jo nahIM dikhAyI par3atA hai vaha manasa aura AtmA hai| ThIka aise hI kAma ke sAtha, yauna ke sAtha do pahaluoM ko samajha lenA jarUrI hai| jo dikhAyI par3atI haiM ve jaivika koSTha haiM, jo nahIM dikhAyI par3atA hai vaha kAmaUrjA hai| isa satya ko ThIka se na samajhane se Age bAteM phailAkara dekhanI kaThina ho jAtI haiN| isa deza meM kAma-UrjA para bar3e prayoga hue haiN| isa deza meM pAMca hajAra varSa kA laMbA itihAsa hai| zAyada usase bhI jyAdA purAnA hai, kyoMki har3appA aura mohanajodar3o meM bhI aisI mUrtiyAM milI haiM jo isa bAta kI khabara detI haiM ki yoga kI dhAraNA taba taka vikasita ho cukI 232 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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hogii| har3appA kI mUrtiyAM koI sAta hajAra sAla purAnI haiN| sAta hajAra sAla ke laMbe itihAsa meM isa mulka ne kAma-UrjA para, seksa enarjI para, bahuta anUThe prayoga kie haiN| lekina unako samajhane meM bhUla ho jAtI hai| kyoMki kAma UrjA se hama jIva-UrjA, bAyolAjikala artha lekara kaThinAI meM par3a jAte haiM / isa deza ke yogiyoM ne kahA hai ki kAma-UrjA, seksa enarjI, nIce se Upara kI tarapha Urdhvagamana kara sakatI hai| vaijJAnika kahatA hai, hama zarIra meM kATakara bhI dekha lete haiM yogI ke, lekina usake vIrya-kaNa to vahIM par3e rahate haiM / usI jagaha, jahAM sAdhAraNa AdamI ke zarIra meM par3e hote haiN| vIrya Upara car3hatA huA dikhAyI nahIM par3atA hai| Upara car3hatA bhI nahIM hai, car3ha bhI nahIM sktaa| lekina jisa kAma - UrjA ke car3hane kI bAta kI hai use hama samajha nahIM paae| vIrya-kaNoM kI vaha bAta nahIM hai, vIrya-kaNoM ke sAtha eka aura UrjA jur3I huI hai, jo dikhAyI nahIM par3atI hai, vaha UrjA Upara Urdhvagamana kara sakatI hai| aura jaba koI vyakti yauna-saMbaMdha se gujaratA hai to usake jaivika paramANu to usake zarIra chor3ate hI haiM, sAtha hI usakI kAma-UrjA, usakI seksa enarjI bhI usake zarIra se bAhara hai| vaha seksa enarjI AkAza meM kho jAtI hai / aura yaunakaNa naye vyakti ko janma dene kI yAtrA para nikala jAte haiN| saMbhoga ke kSaNa meM do ghaTanAeM ghaTatI haiM - eka jaivika aura eka sAikika / eka to jIva zAstrIya dRSTi se ghaTanA ghaTatI hai, jaisA ki bAyolaoNjisTa adhyayana kara rahA hai, vaha vIryakaNa kA skhalana hai| vaha vIrya-kaNa kA yAtrA para nikalanA hai apane virodhI kaNoM kI khoja meM, jisase ki naye jIvana ko vaha janma de pAye / aura eka dUsarI ghaTanA hai| jisakI yoga khoja karatA hai, vaha dUsarI ghaTanA hai| isa kRtya ke sAtha hI manasa kI zakti bhI skhalita hotI hai| vaha to sirpha zUnya meM kho jAtI hai| isa manasa-zakti ko Upara le jAne ke upAya haiN| aura jaba vIrya ke Urdhvagamana kI bAta kahI jAtI hai to koI zarIra - zAstrI, koI DaoNkTara bhUla kara yaha na samajhe ki vaha vIrya kI, yA vIrya-kaNoM ke Upara le jAne kI bAta hai / vIrya-kaNa Upara nahIM jA skte| unake lie koI mArga nahIM hai zarIra meM uupr| sahasrAra taka tathA mastiSka taka pahuMcane ke lie koI upAya nahIM hai unake pAsa / jo cIja jAtI hai vaha UrjA hai| vaha maiganeTika phorsa hai jo Upara kI tarapha jAtI hai| yaha jo maiganeTika phorsa hai, isake hI nIce jAne para vIrya-kaNa bhI sakriya hote haiN| baccA jaba paidA hotA hai, lar3akI jaba paidA hotI hai, taba ve apane yauna saMsthAna ko pUrA kA pUrA lekara paidA hote haiN| strI to apane jIvana meM jitane rajakaNoM kA upayoga karegI una sabako lekara hI paidA hotI hai| phira koI nayA rajakaNa paidA nahIM hotaa| koI tIna lAkha choTe aMDoM ko lekara strI paidA hI hotI hai| baccI paidA hI hotI hai| eka dina kI baccI ke pAsa bhI tIna lAkha aMDoM kI sAmagrI maujUda hotI hai| isameM se jyAdA se jyAdA do sau aMDe jIvana lene ke lie taiyAra hokara usake garbhAdhAna taka pahuMcate haiN| unameM se bhI dasa-bAraha, jyAdA se jyAdA bIsa, sakriya aura jIvana meM saphala utara pAte haiN| For Personal & Private Use Only akAma (praznottara) 233

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lekina teraha yA caudaha sAla taka lar3akI ko bhI isa sArI kI sArI vyavasthA kA koI patA nahIM clegaa| usakA zarIra pUrA taiyAra hai, lekina abhI usakI kAma-UrjA usake aMDoM taka nahIM pahuMcatI hai| teraha aura caudaha sAla meM jaba usakA mastiSka pUrA vikasita hogA taba mastiSka kAma-UrjA ko nIce kI tarapha bhejegaa| aura mastiSka kI sUcanA milate hI usakA seksa-yaMtra sakriya hogaa| aura isase ulaTI ghaTanA bhI ghaTatI hai| paiMtAlIsa yA pacAsa sAla kI umra meM strI ke sAre ke sAre aMDe, jo usake pAsa sAmagrI thI, vaha saba samApta ho jaaegii| usake bAyolAjikala seksa kA aMta ho jaaegaa| lekina usake mana kI UrjA abhI bhI nIce utaratI rhegii| __ isalie sattara sAla kI bUDhI strI bhI kAmAtura ho sakatI hai, yadyapi usake zarIra meM aba kAma kA koI upAya nahIM raha gyaa| aba kAma kA koI jaivika artha nahIM raha gyaa| aba usakI bAyolaoNjikala bAta samApta ho gaI hai| puruSa bhI nabbe sAla kA bUr3hA ho jAe taba bhI, usakI kAma-UrjA usake citta se usake zarIra ke nIce hisse taka utaratI rahatI hai| vahI kAma-UrjA use pIr3ita karatI rahatI hai| yadyapi zarIra aba sArthaka nahIM raha gayA, lekina mana abhI bhI kAmanA kie calA jAtA hai| yaha maiM isalie kaha rahA hUM tAki hama samajha sakeM ki caudaha yA teraha sAla taka, jaba taka mastiSka se sUcanA nahIM milatI...aura aba to bAyolaoNjisTa bhI isa bAta ko svIkAra karate haiM ki jaba taka mastiSka se ArDara nahIM milatA hai zarIra ko, taba taka seksa-yaMtra sakriya nahIM hotA hai| ___ isalie agara hama mastiSka ke kucha hisse ko kATa deM, to vyakti kA seksa jIvana bhara ke lie samApta ho jaaegaa| yA mastiSka ke kucha hisse ko hAramona ke iMjekzana dekara jaldI ArDara dene ke lie taiyAra kara leM, to sAta sAla kA lar3akA yA pAMca sAla kI lar3akI, usakA bhI seksa-yaMtra sakriya ho jaaegaa| agara hama bUr3he AdamI ko vIrya-kaNoM kA iMjekzana de sakeM to vaha assI sAla meM bhI garbhAdhAna karA skegaa| agara hama strI ke ovarI meM aMDA rakha sakeM, nabbe sAla kI strI ke, to bhI garbhAdhAna ho jaayegaa| kyoMki kAma-UrjA to pravAhita ho hI rahI hai, sirpha usakA baoNDilI pArTa, usakA zArIrika hissA samApta ho gayA hai| yaha jo kAma-UrjA hai, yaha anaMta hai| mahAvIra ne use anaMta vIrya kahA hai| asala meM mahAvIra ko nAma hI mahAvIra isIlie milA kyoMki unhoMne kahA ki yaha anaMta vIrya...anaMta vIrya se artha, jaivika vIrya se nahIM, sImena se nahIM hai| anaMta vIrya se artha usa kAma-UrjA kA hai jo niraMtara mana se zarIra taka utaratI hai| aura jo mana se zarIra taka utaratI hai, vaha mana se nahIM AtI hai| vaha AtI hai AtmA se mana taka aura mana se zarIra tk| yaha AtmA se mana taka utaregI aura mana se zarIra taka utregii| yaha usakI sIr3hiyAM haiN| isake binA vaha utara nahIM sktii| agara bIca meM se mana TUTa jAye, to AtmA aura zarIra ke bIca sAre saMbaMdha TUTa jaaeNge| jisa zakti ko maiM kAma-UrjA kaha rahA hUM, jisa zakti ko yoga ne aura taMtra ne kAmaUrjA kahA hai, vaha jIva zAstrIya kAma-UrjA nahIM hai| yaha kAma-UrjA Upara kI tarapha punaH 234 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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gati kara sakatI hai| aura agara kisI vRddha meM bhI yaha kAma-UrjA Upara kI tarapha gati kara jAye to usakI jiMdagI utanI hI sarala aura inoseMTa aura nirdoSa ho jAegI jitanI choTe bacce kI thii| usakI AMkhoM meM phira vahI saralatA jhalakane lgegii| usake vyaktitva meM phira vahI bholApana lauTa AegA jo choTe bacce kA thaa| balki usase bhI jyaadaa| kyoMki choTe bacce kA bholApana khatare se bharA huA hai, aba yaha bholApana usakA naSTa hogaa| abhI usake bholepana ke nIce jvAlAmukhI dhadhaka rahe haiM, taiyAra ho rahe haiN| vaha abhI phuutteNge| agara bUr3he AdamI kI kAma-UrjA vApasa lauTa jAe to bacce se bhI jyAdA sarala, nirdoSa, inoseMTa usakI jiMdagI meM utara AtA hai| sAdhutA isI nirdoSatA kA nAma hai| kAma-UrjA kA Urdhvagamana sAdhu kI yAtrA hai| yaha kAma-UrjA mana se hI saMcAlita hotI hai| yaha kAma-UrjA mana kA hI saMkalpa hai| mana kI AjJA ke binA yaha kAma-UrjA nIce kI ora pravAhita nahIM hotI hai| isalie yadi mana ko aisI vyavasthA dI jA sake ki vaha isa kAma-UrjA ko kama pravAhita kare to vyakti ke jIvana meM kAma kama ho jaaegaa| jyAdA pravAhita kare to jyAdA ho jaaegaa| bahuta jyAdA mana ko Atara kiyA jAe to bahuta jyAdA ho jaaegaa| amarIkA meM vigata bIsa varSoM meM lar3ake aura lar3akiyoM kI praur3hatA kI umra do sAla nIce gira gaI hai| jahAM teraha sAla meM lar3akiyAM praur3ha hotI thIM, seksualI maicyora hotI thIM, vahAM gyAraha sAla meM honI zurU ho gaI haiN| amarIkA ke citta para itane jora se kAma-UrjA ko AjJA dene ke saba taraha ke dabAva haiN| isalie yaha svAbhAvika hai ki yaha umra aura nIce giregii| yaha gyAraha se nau sAla bhI pahuMca sakatI hai. yaha sAta sAla bhI pahuMca sakatI hai. yaha pAMca sAla bhI pahuMca sakatI hai| agara hama cAroM tarapha pUrI havAoM ko kAmuka vAtAvaraNa se bhara deM, aura agara cAroM tarapha sivAya kAma ko AkarSita karane ke kucha bhI na ho, agara hara cIja kAmuka simbala bana jAe, agara kAra bhI becanI ho to ardhanagna strI ko khar3A karanA par3e kAra ke pAsa, agara sigareTa bhI becanI ho to strI ko lAnA par3e, agara kucha bhI karanA ho to seksa simbala ko eksaplAeTa karanA par3e, to citta para svAbhAvika bhayaMkara pariNAma hoNge| aura citta jo AjJA do sAla bAda detA, vaha do sAla pahale AjJA de degaa| yaha primaicyora AjJA hai aura isake khataranAka pariNAma hone vAle haiN| ___ isase ulaTA bhI huA hai| isa deza meM hamane paccIsa varSa taka yuvaka aura yuvatiyoM ko yauna ke jagata se bilakula hI achUtA rakhane meM saphalatA pAyI thii| lekina ulaTA hI saba kiyA thA, sArI vyavasthA badalI thii| citta AjJA na de isake sAre upAya kie the| citta AjJA na de, isakI sArI vyavasthA kI thii| usa taraha ke vyAyAma kA upayoga kiyA thA, usa taraha ke Asana kA upayoga kiyA thA, usa taraha ke dhyAna kA upayoga kiyA thA, usa taraha ke manana aura ciMtana kA upayoga kiyA thA, usa taraha ke saMkalpa aura vila-pAvara kA upayoga kiyA thA, jo mana ko AjJA dene se rokegaa| akAma (praznottara) 235 For Personal & Private Use Only

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236 aura agara paccIsa varSa taka kisI vyakti ke mana ko kAma-UrjA meM nIce utarane se rokA jA sake to vaha itane AnaMda kA anubhava kara letA hai ki kala agara vaha kAma-UrjA ke jagata gayA bhI, agara vaha yauna ke jagata meM gayA bhIM to usake sAmane eka kamperIjana hotA hai / use patA hotA hai ki jaba vaha nahIM gayA thA taba kA AnaMda, aura jaba gayA taba ke AnaMda meM buniyAdI pharka hai| aura isalie usakA citta niraMtara kahatA hai ki kaba maiM vApasa lauTa jAUM / isalie paccIsa sAla taka jo brahmacarya ke jIvana meM rahA hai, vaha pacAsa sAla ke bAda punaH saMnyAsI kI duniyA kI tarapha unmukha honA zurU ho jaaegaa| kyoMki usake pAsa tulanA kA upAya hai| Aja jaba hama kisI vyakti ko brahmacarya ke AnaMda kI bAta kahate haiM to bAta kA koI artha hI nahIM hotaa| kyoMki use brahmacarya ke AnaMda kA kucha bhI patA nahIM hai / vaha eka hI sukha ko jAnatA hai, jo ki use yauna se milatA hai| isalie brahmacarya kI bAta bilakula hI vyartha mAlUma par3atI hai| akAma kI bAta usake lie sArthaka nahIM mAlUma pdd'tii| vaha usake anubhava kA hissA nahIM hai / aura maje kI bAta yaha hai ki eka bAra UrjA nIce kI tarapha pravAhita honA zurU ho jAye, phira use Upara kI tarapha pravAhita karanA kaThina ho jAtA hai| mArga bana jAte haiN| agara Apa ghara meM eka glAsa pAnI lur3hakA deM to pAnI eka mArga banAkara baha jaaegaa| phira dhUpa par3egI, pAnI ur3a jaaegaa| kucha bhI nahIM bacegA usa jamIna para / lekina pAnI ke bahane kI eka sUkhI rekhA baca jaaegii| agara Apa dUsarI daphA bhI pAnI usa kamare meM DAleM to sau meM ninyAnabe mauke yaha haiM ki usI sUkhI rekhA ko pakar3a kara vaha pAnI phira bahegA / lIsTa resisTeMsa ko pakar3anA svabhAva hai| jahAM kama se kama takalIpha hotI hai, vahIM baha jAne kI icchA hotI hai| eka bAra aparipakva mana jaba kAma kI duniyA meM utara jAtA hai, yauna kI duniyA meM utara jAtA hai, to jIvana bhara jaba bhI zakti ikaTThI hotI hai, lIsTa resisTeMsa kA niyama mAnakara vaha usI mArga se baha jAne kI tatparatA dikhalAtI hai / aura jaba taka nahIM baha jAtI taba taka bhItara pIr3A, parezAnI anubhava hotI hai| aura jaba baha jAtI hai to rilIpha mAlUma hotA hai| jaise halkA gayA mana bhAra se hama mukta ho ge| lekina eka bAra agara Upara kI tarapha jAnevAlA mArga khula jAye to phira niraMtara usakA smaraNa AtA rahatA hai / kisa vidhi se mana yauna- UrjA ko UrdhvagAmI banA sakatA hai, tIna bAteM isa saMbaMdha meM samajha lenI jarUrI haiN| pahalI bAta yaha samajha lenI jarUrI hai ki jo bhI cIja nIce jA sakatI hai vaha cIja Upara bhI jA sakatI hai| ise vaijJAnika sUtra samajhA jA sakatA hai| asala meM jisa cIja kA bhI nIce jAne kA upAya hai, usake Upara jAne kA bhI upAya hogA hI, cAhe hameM patA ho cAhe hameM patA na ho| jisa rAste se hama nIce jA sakate haiM, usI rAste se Upara bhI jA sakate haiN| rAstA vahI hotA hai, sirpha rukha badalanA hotA hai| Apa yahAM taka Aye haiM jisa rAste se apane ghara se, usI rAste se Apa ghara vApasa lautteNge| taba sirpha ApakI pITha ghara kI tarapha thI, aba muMha ghara kI tarapha hogaa| koI daravAjA jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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aisA nahIM hai jo bAhara lAye aura bhItara na le jA ske| jiMdagI dohare AyAma meM phailatI hai| agara UrjA nIce utara sakatI hai to UrjA Upara jA sakatI hai| isa pahale niyama ko manako ThIka se samajha lenA jarUrI hai| kyoMki jo ho sakatA hai mana kevala usI ko karane ko rAjI hotA hai ki yaha ho sakatA hai| mana asaMbhava kI talAza chor3a detA hai / use sApha khayAla meM AnA cAhie ki yaha ho sakatA hai| agara pahAr3a se pAnI nIce kI tarapha giratA hai to sAdhAraNataH pAnI pahAr3a se nIce kI tarapha hI giratA hai, Upara kI tarapha nahIM jaataa| hajAroM sAla taka Upara taka le jAne kA hameM kucha bhI patA nahIM thaa| lekina jo cIja nIce A sakatI hai to Upara bhI jA sakatI hai| lekina aba hama pahAr3oM kI UMcAI para pAnI ko pahuMcA bhI sakate haiN| kyoMki jisa niyama se pAnI nIce AtA hai usa niyama ke viparIta prayoga karane se pAnI Upara car3ha jAtA hai| yauna- UrjA nIce kI tarapha sahaja AtI hai| prakRti kI tarapha se AtI hai| agara kisI manuSya ko usa UrjA ko Upara le jAnA hai to yaha sahaja nahIM hogA / prakRti kI tarapha se nahIM hogaa| yaha saMkalpa se hogaa| yaha manuSya ke prayAsa, manuSya kI AkAMkSA aura abhIpsA aura zrama se hogaa| manuSya ko isa dizA meM zrama karanA par3egA, kyoMki prakRti se ulaTI dizA meM bahanA pdd'egaa| nadI meM agara nIce kI tarapha bahanA ho, sAgara kI tarapha, taba tairane kI koI bhI jarUrata nahIM hai| taba hama hAtha-paira chor3akara sAgara kI tarapha baha jA sakate haiN| nadI hI sAgara kI tarapha le jAegI, hameM kucha bhI karanA nahIM / lekina agara nadI ke mUla srota kI tarapha, udagama kI tarapha jAnA ho to phira tairanA par3egA, zrama uThAnA pdd'egaa| phira eka saMgharSa hogaa| nadI kI dhArA se saMgharSa hogaa| to jo loga bhI Upara kI tarapha jAnA cAhate haiM, unheM dUsarI bAta samajha lenI cAhie ki saMkalpa aura saMgharSa mArga hogaa| Upara jAyA jA sakatA hai, aura Upara jAne ke apUrva AnaMda haiN| kyoMki nIce jAkara jaba sukha milatA hai-- kSaNika sahI, para milatA hai - to Upara jAkara kyA mila sakatA hai, usakI hama kalpanA bhI nahIM kara sakate / yauna-UrjA nIce bahakara jo lAtI hai vaha sukha hai, aura yauna UrjA Upara uThakara jo lAtI hai vaha AnaMda hai| yauna- UrjA nIce jAkara jise lAtI hai vaha kSaNika hai, kyoMki vaha ghaTanA hI kSaNika hai| khone kI ghaTanA kSaNika hI hogI, saMgRhIta karane kI ghaTanA zAzvata ho sakatI hai| nIce jAkara Apa khote haiM, khone kI ghaTanA kSaNika hai| eka kSaNa ko khone kA kSaNa hI sabakucha hai| lekina Upara Apa saMgRhIta karate haiN| Upara rijarvAyara banAte haiM / yaha rijarvAyara anaMta ho sakatA hai / vaha roja bar3hatA jAtA hai / sukha milate hI ghaTanA zurU ho jAtA hai| AnaMda milate hI bar3hanA zurU ho jAtA hai| aura sukha jaba ghaTatA hai to dukha bar3hatA hai| isalie hara sukha ke pIche dukha kI kAlI chAyA khar3I hotI hai, aura hara AnaMda ke pIche AnaMda kI aura bar3hatI huI prakAzita duniyA hotI hai| AnaMda pIche dukha kI koI chAyA nahIM hotI / AnaMda aura gaharA hotA calA jAtA hai, kyoMki saMgraha roja bar3hatA jAtA hai aura anaMta saMgraha kI saMbhAvanA hai| 1 For Personal & Private Use Only akAma (praznottara) 237

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dUsarI bAta, saMkalpa aura saMgharSa / saMkalpa ko thor3A samajhanA upayogI hai ki saMkalpa se kyA artha hai, aura kaise yaha UrjA saMkalpa se Upara jA sakatI hai| do-cAra udAharaNa dUM, unase khayAla meM A skegaa| kala hI eka mitra mujhase pUcha rahe the ki musalamAna rojA rakhate haiM, jaina, hiMdU upavAsa karate haiM, krizciyana upavAsa karate haiM, isakA kyA saMbaMdha hai? bhUkhe rahane se kyA hogA ? bhUkhe rahane se kabhI kucha bhI nahIM hotA / bhUkhe rahane se kabhI kucha bhI nahIM ho sakatA hai| lekina ye sAre loga pAgala nahIM haiN| unheM nahIM kaha rahA hUM jo kara rahe haiM, kyoMki unameM se adhika loga pAgala hI hoNge| kyoMki unheM kucha bhI patA nahIM hai ki ve kyA kara rahe haiN| lekina jina logoM se ina sUtroM kI yAtrA zurU huI, ve loga pAgala nahIM haiN| AdamI kI jiMdagI meM bhojana kI AkAMkSA sabase gaharI hai| kyoMki sarvAivala ke lie, bacane ke lie, sabase jarUrI cIja hai| AdamI prema chor3a sakatA hai bhojana ke lie| mAM bacce kATa sakatI hai bhojana ke lie| baMgAla ke akAla meM mAtAoM ne apane bacce beca die| pati patnI ko kATa sakatA hai, beca sakatA hai, patnI pati ko pheMka sakatI hai| marane ke kSaNa meM jahAM aMtima sthiti bacAne kI ho jAye vahAM citta pUre jora se kahegA ki apane ko bcaao| kyoMki zeSa saba phira se ho sakatA hai| lekina bacanA phira dubArA nahIM ho sakatA hai| pati phira mila sakatA hai, beTA phira paidA ho sakatA hai lekina svayaM ke pAne kA dubArA kyA upAya hai ? isalie bhojana sarvAivala kI gaharI se gaharI AkAMkSA hai| aba eka AdamI ko mahIne bhara ke lie bhUkhA rakha diyA gayA hai| jaba vaha bhUkhA hai taba caubIsa ghaMTe use yAda AtI hai : bhojana karUM, bhojana karUM, bhojana kruuN| caubIsa ghaMTe usake zarIra kA ro-roAM kahegA ki bhojana kro| jAgate meM, sapane meM, zarIra kahegA : bhojana kro| eka jagaha khAlI ho gaI hai| eka bAyolaoNjikala gaipa bhItara paidA ho gayA hai| zarIra kahegA bhojana karo aura vaha isI vakta paramAtmA kI prArthanA meM lagatA hai| zarIra cillA rahA bhojana kI pyAsa, aura vaha cillA rahA hai paramAtmA kI pyAsa / thor3e hI samaya meM, dina dodina, cAra dina bIteMge aura zarIra kI jo bhojana kI pyAsa hai, kanavarTa ho jAegI aura paramAtmA kI pyAsa bana jaaegii| vaha jo zarIra kI bhojana kI mAMga hai, agara vaha nahIM jhukA aura saMkalpa kie hI calA gayA ki nahIM, bhojana nahIM, paramAtmA hI; nahIM, bhojana nahIM paramAtmA / agara zarIra ke sAmane nahIM jhukA aura kahatA calA gayA: bhojana nahIM, paramAtmA ! to cAra-chaha dina ke bhItara zarIra bhojana kI jagaha paramAtmA ko pukArane lgegaa| yaha rUpAMtaraNa huaa| yaha TrAMsaphArmezana huA / enarjI, jo bhojana ko mAMgatI thI, vaha paramAtmA ko mAMgane lgii| isa taraha bhojana kI tarapha jAte hue saMkalpa ko paramAtmA kI tarapha mor3a diyA gayA hai| yaha bar3A rUpAMtaraNa hai| saMkalpa zaktiyoM ke rUpAMtaraNa kA nAma hai| jaba citta mAMgatA hai yauna, jaba citta mAMgatA hai dUsare ko apojiTa ko, strI puruSa ko, puruSa strI ko, jaba citta mAMgatA hai ki dUsare kI tarapha baho, taba bahAva kA rUpAMtaraNa karanA pdd'egaa| jaba citta jisa DhaMga se dUsare ko, mAMgatA jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA 238 For Personal & Private Use Only

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hai usase ulaTI prakriyA karanI par3egI tAki citta kI yaha mAMga paramAtmA kI, mokSa kI, nirvANa kI mAMga bana jaaye| aba isake lie do-tIna bAteM khayAla meM lenI jarUrI haiN| jaise hI citta yauna kI mAMga karatA hai, seksa kI mAMga karatA hai, zarIra seksa kI taiyArI karane lagatA hai| yauna-keMdra mUlAdhAra se dUsare kI mAMga kI sphuraNA zurU ho jAtI hai| yaunakeMdra bahirgAmI ho jAtA hai| isa kSaNa meM taMtra kahatA hai ki agara yauna-keMdra ko aMtargAmI kiyA jA sake, bhItara kI tarapha khIMcA jA sake-jise yauna-mudrA kA nAma diyA hai-agara yaunakeMdra mUlAdhAra ko bhItara kI tarapha khIMcA jA sake, to tatkAla Apa do kSaNa meM pAyeMge ki zarIra ne yauna kI mAMga baMda kara dii| mAMga lekina paidA ho gaI thii| zakti jaga gaI thI, aura aba mAMga baMda ho gii| isa zakti ko Upara le jAyA jA sakatA hai| jaise hI hama seksa kA vicAra karate haiM vaise hI hamArA citta jananeMdriya kI tarapha bahane lagatA hai| to turaMta jananeMdriya ko bhItara kI ora khIMca lete hI jananeMdriya se bAhara jAnevAle saba dvAra baMda ho jAte haiN| aura jo UrjA jaga gaI hai, agara usa kSaNa meM hama AMkhoM ko baMda kara leM aura AMkha baMda karake sira kI chata kI tarapha, aMdara se jaise Upara kI tarapha dekha rahe hoM, dekhanA zurU kara deM, to UrjA Upara kI tarapha bahanA zurU ho jAtI hai| yaha eka mahIne bhara ke prayoga se abhUtapUrva anubhava meM kisI bhI vyakti ko utAra diyA jA sakatA hai| jaba bhI yauna kA khayAla uThe tabhI yauna-keMdra ko, mUlAdhAra ko bhItara kI ora khIMca leM, AMkha baMda kareM aura sira kI chata kI tarapha aMdara se jaise Upara dekha rahe hoM, dekhanA zurU kara deN| aura Apa eka mahIne bhara ke bhItara, ikkIsa dina ke bhItara pAyeMge ki Apake bhItara se koI cIja nIce se Upara kI tarapha jAnI zurU ho gaI hai| yaha vastutaH anubhava hogA ki koI cIja Upara bahane lagI, koI cIja Upara uThane lgii| use koI kuMDalinI kA nAma kahatA hai, use koI aura koI nAma de sakatA hai| isameM do biMduoM para dhyAna denA jarUrI hai| eka to seksa-seMTara para, mUlAdhAra para, aura dUsare sahasrAra pr| sahasrAra hamAre Upara kA keMdra hai sabase Upara, aura mUlAdhAra hamAre sabase nIce kA keMdra hai| mUlAdhAra ko sikor3a leM bhItara kI trph| to usameM jo zakti paidA huI hai, vaha zakti mArga khoja rahI hai| aura apane citta ko le jAyeM Upara kI tarapha, to vahI mArga khulA raha jAtA hai| citta jisa tarapha dekhatA hai usI tarapha zarIra kI zaktiyAM bahanI zurU ho jAtI haiN| yaha TrAMsaphArmezana kI choTI-sI vidhi hai| __to isakA agara prayoga kareM to brahmacarya binA saprezana ke phalIbhUta hotA hai| yaha saprezana nahIM hai, yaha sablImezana hai| yaha damana nahIM hai| damana kA to matalaba hai ki Upara kA dvAra nahIM khulA hai aura nIce ke dvAra para roke cale jA rahe haiN| taba upadrava hogA, taba vikSiptatA hogI, pAgalapana hogaa| agara mArga bhI hai zakti ke lie, to damana nahIM hogA, sirpha Urdhvagamana hogaa| zakti nIce se Upara kI tarapha uThanI zurU ho jaaegii| yaha to eka prAyogika bAta maiMne Apase khii| yaha prayoga kareM aura smjheN| yaha koI akAma (praznottara) 239 For Personal & Private Use Only

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saiddhAMtika bAta nahIM hai| na koI bauddhika yA zAstrIya bAta hai| yaha karor3oM logoM kI anubhUta ghaTanA hai aura saralatama prayoga hai| kaThina bahuta nahIM hai| aura eka bAra mastiSka ke UparI choroM para rasa ke phUla khilane zurU ho jAyeM to ApakI jiMdagI se yauna vidA hone lgegaa| vaha dhIre-dhIre kho jAegA aura eka naI hI UrjA kA, naI hI zakti kA, eka naye hI vIrya kA, eka naI dIpti kA, eka naye Aloka kA eka nayA saMsAra zurU ho jAtA hai| phijiolAjisTa se isakA koI lenA-denA nahIM hai| jo zakti Upara uThegI use agara hama zarIra ko kATakara dekheM, to vaha kahIM bhI nahIM milegii| vaha maiganeTika phIlDa kI taraha hai| agara hama har3iyoM ko tor3eM-phor3eM to usakA kahIM bhI sarAga nahIM milegA. kahIM usakA koI patA nahIM clegaa| vaha zArIrika ghaTanA nahIM hai| vaha ghaTanA sAikika hai| vaha ghaTanA manasa meM ghaTatI hai, zarIra ke tala para lekina aMtara par3ane zurU ho jaaeNge| kyoMki usa zakti ke nIce pravAhita hone para zarIra ke vIrya-kaNoM kA bhI pravAha bAhara kI tarapha hotA hai| yadi vaha zakti nIce nahIM bahegI to zarIra ke vIrya-kaNa bhI bAhara kI ora bahane baMda ho jaaeNge| zarIra bhI saMrakSita hogA, lekina zarIra ke saMrakSaNa ke lie yaha prayoga nahIM hai| ___ zarIra kisI bhI taraha saMrakSita ho yA na ho, kyoMki zarIra kI umra hai aura vaha maregA, aura sdd'egaa| vaha jaayegaa| janma aura mRtyu ke bIca phAsalA jitanA hai vaha pUrA kara legaa| bar3I jo ghaTanA ghaTegI vaha sAikika enarjI kI hai| vaha manasa-UrjA kI hai| aura jitanI manasa-UrjA vyakti ke pAsa ho, utanA hI vyakti kA vistAra hone lagatA hai, utanA hI vaha phailane lagatA hai, utanA hI vaha virATa hone lagatA hai| aura jisa dina eka kaNa bhI vyakti kI manasa-UrjA kA nIce kI tarapha pravAhita nahIM hotA, usI dina vyakti ghoSaNA kara sakatA hai, ahaM brhmaasmi| vaha kaha sakatA hai, maiM brahma huuN| yaha ahaM brahmAsmi kI ghoSaNA koI tArkika niSpatti, koI laoNjikala kanaklUjana nahIM hai| yaha eka ekjhisTeMsiyala kanaklUjana hai| yaha eka astitvagata anubhava hai| jisa dina virATa se saMbaMdha hotA hai, usa dina patA calatA hai ki maiM vyakti nahIM hUM, virATa huuN| lekina yaha virATa kA anubhava virATa zakti ke saMrakSaNa se ho sakatA hai| aura isa zakti kA saMrakSaNa, jaba taka kAma-UrjA Upara kI tarapha pravAhita na ho, taba taka asaMbhava hai| ozo, Apane kahA hai ki vartamAna meM pala-pala jIne se seksa enarjI, yauna-UrjA kA saMcaya aura Urdhvagamana hone lagatA hai tathA atIta aura bhaviSya ke ciMtana se UrjA kA vinAza aura adhogamana hone lagatA hai| ina donoM bAtoM meM kyA-kyA prakriyA ghaTita hotI hai, usakA vijJAna spaSTa kreN| jIvana hai abhI aura yahIM, jIvana hai kSaNa-kSaNa meM, jIvana hai pala-pala meM, lekina manuSya kA citta socatA hai pIche kI, manuSya kA citta socatA hai Age kii| aura yaha jo citta kA 240 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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ciMtana hai jaba kAma se saMbaMdhita hotA hai to manuSya kA citta socatA hai una kAma-saMbaMdhoM ke saMbaMdha meM, una yauna anubhavoM ke saMbaMdha meM jo pIche ghaTita hue haiN| aura una yauna-saMbaMdhoM kI kalpanA karatA hai, jo Age ghaTita hoMge, ho sakate haiM, hone kI AkAMkSA hai| aura jaba citta isa taraha ke ciMtana meM kho jAtA hai pIche aura Age, to zArIrika vIrya-kaNa to naSTa nahIM hote, lekina jisa yauna-UrjA kI, jisa kAma-UrjA kI, jisa sAikika enarjI kI maiMne bAta kahI hai, vaha naSTa honI zurU ho jAtI hai| zarIra ke vIrya-kaNa to vAstavika saMbhoga meM naSTa hoMge, lekina mana kI UrjA ciMtana meM hI naSTa hone lagatI hai| ___ isalie bhAva se bhI jo kAma kA ciMtana karatA hai, vaha apanI UrjA ko adhogAmI karatA hai, bhAva se bhI, vicAra se bhii| eka rattI bhara zakti zarIra nahIM kho rahA hai, sirpha soca rahA hai una saMbhogoM ke saMbaMdha meM jo usane kie, yA una saMbhogoM ke saMbaMdha meM jo vaha karegA, sirpha ciMtana kara rahA hai| para itanA ciMtana bhI mana kI UrjA ke vinAza ke lie kAphI hai| mana kI UrjA to vinaSTa honI zurU ho jaaegii| aura mana kI yaha UrjA hI asalI UrjA hai| saMbhoga se to sirpha zarIra ke hI kucha kaNa khote haiM, lekina mana ke saMbhoga se, isa meMTala seksa se, isa mAnasika yauna se, mana kI virATa UrjA naSTa hotI hai| zarIra to Aja nahIM, kala pUrA hI naSTa ho jaaegaa| zarIra utanA ciMtanIya nahIM hai, cUMki mana kI jo UrjA hai vaha agale janma meM bhI Apake sAtha hogii| usa UrjA kA hI asalI savAla hai| ___ isalie jaba maiMne yaha kahA ki jo vyakti pala-pala jItA hai-na pIche kI socatA hai, na Age kI socatA hai kAma ke saMbaMdha meM to vaha Age kI bhI nahIM socatA aura pIche kI bhI nahIM socatA, vahI pala-pala jItA hai| usakI mAnasika UrjA ke visarjana kA koI upAya nahIM raha jaataa| __ aura bhI eka maje kI bAta hai ki jo AdamI atIta kI ciMtA kama karatA hai, bhaviSya kI ciMtA kama karatA hai, jo sAmane hotA hai usI ko karatA hai, usI meM pUrA DUbakara jItA hai, usakI jiMdagI meM tanAva, TenzaMsa kama ho jAte haiN| aura jitanA tanAva kama ho utanI seksa kI jarUrata kama ho jAtI hai| jitanA tanAva jyAdA ho utanI seksa kI jarUrata bar3ha jAtI hai, kyoMki seksa rilIpha kA kAma karane lagatA hai| vaha tanAva ke bikherane kA kAma karane lagatA hai| isalie jitanA jyAdA ciMtita AdamI hai, utanA kAmuka ho jaaegaa| aura jitanA ciMtita samAja hai, vaha utanA kAmuka ho jAyegA, jaise Aja yUropa yA amarIkA hai| atyadhika ciMtita hai to jIvana sArA kAma se bhara jaaegaa| jitanA nizcita vyakti hai, utanI kAma kI jarUrata kama ho jaaegii| kyoMki tanAva itane ikaTThe nahIM hote ki zarIra se zakti ko pheMkakara unheM halkA karanA pdd'e| ___atIta aura bhaviSya kI bahuta jyAdA ciMtanA tanAvagrasta karatI hai, TenzaMsa paidA karatI hai| vartamAna meM jIye jAnA tanAva mukta karatA hai| jo AdamI apane bagIce meM gar3A khoda rahA hai to gaDDhA hI khoda rahA hai| jo AdamI khAnA khA rahA hai to khAnA hI khA rahA hai| jo AdamI akAma (praznottara) 241 For Personal & Private Use Only

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sone gayA hai to sone hI gayA hai, daphtara meM hai to daphtara meM hai, ghara meM hai to ghara meM hai, jisase mila rahA hai usase mila rahA hai, jisase bichur3a gayA hai usase bichur3a gayA hai| jo AdamI Age-pIche bahuta sameTa kara nahIM calatA hai, usake citta para itane kama bhAra hote haiM ki usakI kAma kI jarUrata niraMtara kama ho jAtI hai| to do kAraNoM se maiMne aisA khaa| eka to ciMtana karane se kAma ke, mAnasika kAmaUrjA vinaSTa hotI hai| dUsarA, atIta aura bhaviSya kI kAmanAoM meM DUbe hone se tanAva ikaTThe hote haiN| aura jaba tanAva jyAdA ikaTThe ho jAte haiM to zarIra ko anivArya rUpa se apanI zakti kama karanI par3atI hai| zakti kama karake jo zithilatA anubhava hotI hai usa zithilatA meM vizrAma mAlUma par3atA hai| zithilatA ko hama vizrAma samajhe hue haiN| thakakara gira jAte haiM to socate haiM ArAma huaa| thaka kara TUTa jAte haiM to lagatA hai aba so jAyeM, aba ciMtA nahIM rhii| ciMtA ke lie bhI zakti caahie| lekina ciMtA aisI zakti hai jo bhaMvara bana gayI aura jo pIr3A dene lgii| aba usa zakti ko bAhara pheMka denA pdd'egaa| usa zakti ko hama niraMtara bAhara pheMka rahe haiN| aura hamAre pAsa zakti ko bAhara pheMkane kA eka hI upAya dikhAI par3atA hai| kyoMki Upara jAne kA to hamAre mana meM koI khayAla nahIM hai| nIce jAne kA ekamAtra baMdhA huA mArga hai| isalie jo vyakti ciMtA nahIM karatA, atIta kI smRtiyoM meM nahIM DUbA rahatA, bhaviSya kI kalpanAoM meM nahIM DUbA rahatA, jItA hai abhI aura yahIM vartamAna meM...isakA yaha matalaba nahIM hai ki Apako kala subaha Trena se jAnA ho to Aja TikiTa nahIM khriideNge| lekina kala kI TikiTa kharIdanI Aja kA hI kAma hai| lekina Aja hI kala kI gAr3I meM savAra ho jAnA khataranAka hai| aura Aja hI baiThakara kala kI gAr3I para kyA-kyA musIbateM hoMgI aura kala kI gAr3I para baiThakara kyA-kyA hone vAlA hai, isa sabake ciMtana meM kho jAnA khataranAka hai| nahIM, yauna itanA burA nahIM hai jitanA yauna kA ciMtana barA hai| yauna to sahaja. prAkatika ghaTanA bhI ho sakatI hai, lekina usakA ciMtana bar3A aprAkRtika aura paravarsana hai, vaha vikRti hai| eka AdamI soca rahA hai, soca rahA hai, yojanAeM banA rahA hai, caubIsa ghaMTe soca rahA hai| aura kaI bAra to aisA ho jAtA hai, hotA hai, manovaijJAnika kahate haiM ki saikar3oM-hajAroM logoM ke anubhavoM ke bAda yaha patA calatA hai ki AdamI mAnasika yauna meM itanA rasa lene lagatA hai ki vAstavika yauna meM use rasa hI nahIM AtA. phira vaha phIkA mAlama paDatA hai| citta meM hI jo yauna calatA hai vahI jyAdA rasapUrNa aura raMgIna mAlUma par3ane lagatA hai| citta meM yauna kI isa taraha se vyavasthA ho jAye to hamAre bhItara kaMphyUjana paidA hotA hai| citta kA kAma nahIM hai yaun| gurajiepha kahA karatA thA ki jo loga yauna ke keMdra kA kAma citta ke keMdra se karane lagate haiM, unakI buddhi bhraSTa ho jAtI hai| hogI hI, kyoMki una donoM ke kAma alaga haiN| agara koI AdamI kAna se bhojana karane kI koziza karane lage to kAna to kharAba hogA hI aura bhojana bhI nahIM phuNcegaa| donoM hI upadrava ho jaaeNge| vyakti ke zarIra meM hara cIja kA seMTara hai| citta kAma kA seMTara nahIM hai| kAma kA seMTara 242 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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mUlAdhAra hai| mUlAdhAra ko apanA kAma karane deN| lekina citta ko, cetanA ko, abhI usa kAma meM mata lagAyeM, anyathA cetanA usa kAma se grasta, oNbsesDa ho jaaegii| isalie AdamI oNbsesDa dikhAyI par3atA hai| vaha naMgI tasvIreM dekha rahA hai baiThakara, aura mUlAdhAra ko naMgI tasvIroM se koI bhI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| usake pAsa AMkha bhI nahIM hai| AdamI naMgI tasvIreM dekha rahA hai, yaha mana se dekha rahA hai| aura mana meM tasvIroM kA vicAra kara rahA hai, yojanAeM banA rahA hai, kalpanAeM kara rahA hai, raMgIna citra banA rahA hai| yaha saba ke saba mila kara usake bhItara seMTara kA kaMphyUjana paidA kara rahe haiN| mUlAdhAra kA kAma citta karane lagegA, para mUlAdhAra to citta kA kAma nahIM kara sakatA hai| buddhi bhraSTa hogI, citta bhramita hogA, vikSipta hogaa| pAgalakhAne meM jitane loga baMda haiM unameM se nabbe pratizata loga citta se yauna kA kAma lene ke kAraNa pAgala haiN| pAgalakhAnoM ke bAhara bhI jitane loga pAgala haiM, agara unake pAgalapana kA hama patA lagAne jAyeM to hameM patA calegA ki usameM bhI nabbe pratizata yauna ke hI kAraNa haiN| unakI kavitAeM par3heM to yauna, unakI tasvIreM dekheM to yauna, unakI peMTiMgsa dekheM to yauna, unakA upanyAsa dekheM to yauna, unakI philma dekhane jAyeM to yauna, unakA saba-kucha yauna se ghira gayA hai| oNbsezana hai yaha, yaha pAgalapana hai| ___agara pazuoM ko bhI hamAre saMbaMdha meM patA hogA to ve bhI hama para haMsate hoMge ki AdamI ko kyA ho gayA hai? agara hamArI kavitAeM ve par3heM, bhale hI kAlidAsa kI hoM, to pazuoM ko bar3I hairAnI hogI ki ina kavitAoM kI jarUrata kyA hai? inakA artha kyA hai? ve hamAre citra dekheM, cAhe pikAso ke hoM, to unheM bar3I hairAnI hogI ki ina citroM kA matalaba kyA hai? ye striyoM ke stanoM ko itanA citrita karane kI kauna-sI AvazyakatA hai? kyA prayojana hai? AdamI jarUra kahIM pAgala ho gayA hai| pAgala isalie ho gayA hai ki jo kAma mUlAdhAra kA hai, seksa-seMTara kA hai, use vaha iMTalekTa se le rahA hai| isalie iMTalekTa se jo kAma liyA jA sakatA thA, usakA to samaya hI nahIM bacatA hai| buddhi paramAtmA kI tarapha yAtrA kara sakatI hai, lekina vaha mUlAdhAra kA kAma kara rahI hai| cetanA parama jIvana kA anubhava kara sakatI hai, lekina cetanA sirpha phaiMTesIja meM jI rahI hai, seksuala phaiMTesIja meM jI rahI hai, vaha sirpha yauna ke citroM meM bhaTaka rahI hai| isalie maiMne kahA, atIta kA mata soceM, bhaviSya kA mata soceN| yauna ke saMbaMdha meM to bilakula hI nhiiN| abhI jIyeM aura jitanA yauna pala meM A jAtA ho use Ane deM, ghabarAyeM mata, lekina usa yauna ke samaya meM bhI jo maiMne Urdhvagamana kI yAtrA kI bAta kahI, agara usakA thoDA smaraNa kareM to bahata zIghra usa zakti kA Upara pravAha zarU ho jAtA hai| aura jaisI dhanyatA usa pravAha meM anubhava hotI hai vaisI jIvana meM aura kabhI anubhava nahIM hotii| ozo, Apane kahA ki yadi koI bhI kriyA pUrI, ToTala ho to UrjA khoyI nahIM jaatii| akAma (praznottara) 243 For Personal & Private Use Only

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kRpayA batAie ki ToTala ekzana kA Apa kyA artha lete haiM? aura yaha bhI batAyeM ki saMbhoga kI prakriyA meM ToTala yAnI pUrNa hone kA kyA artha hai? kyA usameM UrjA ke kSaya na hone kA artha hai? ___ karma pUrNa ho, kRtya pUrA ho to UrjA kSINa nahIM hotii| koI bhI karma pUrA ho to UrjA kSINa nahIM hotI hai| jaba maiMne aisA kahA to merA artha hai ki kRtya adhUrA taba hotA hai jaba hama apane bhItara khaMDita aura vibhAjita aura kAMphlikTa meM hote haiN| jaba maiM apane bhItara hI TUTA huA hotA hUM to kRtya adhUrA hotA hai| samajheM ki Apa mujhe mile aura maiMne Apako gale lagA liyaa| agara isa gale lagAte vakta mere mana kA eka khaMDa kaha rahA hai ki yaha kyA kara rahe ho? yaha ThIka nahIM hai, mata kro| aura eka khaMDa kaha rahA hai ki karUMgA, bahuta ThIka hai| to mere bhItara maiM do hisse meM baMTA hUM aura lar3a rahA huuN| Adhe hisse se maiM gale lagAUMgA aura Adhe hisse se gale se dUra haTane kI koziza meM lagA rhuuNgaa| maiM eka hI sAtha do virodhI kAma kara rahA huuN| ina virodhI kAmoM meM mere bhItara kI manasa-UrjA kSINa hogii| lekina agara maiMne pUre hI hRdaya se kisI ko gale lagA liyA hai aura usa gale lagAne meM mere hRdaya meM kahIM bhI koI virodhI svara nahIM hai to UrjA ke naSTa hone kA koI bhI kAraNa nahIM hai| balki yaha pUrNa AliMgana mujhe aura bhI UrjA se bhara jAegA, mujhe aura bhI AnaMda se bhara jaaegaa| zakti kSINa hotI hai kAMphlikTa meM, inara kAMphlikTa meN| bhItarI aMtardvadva zakti ke kSINa hone kA AdhAra hai| kitanA hI acchA kAma kara rahe hoM, agara bhItara virodha hai to zakti kSINa hogI hI, kyoMki Apa apane bhItara hI lar3a rahe haiN| yaha vaisA hI hai jaise maiM eka makAna bnaauuN| eka hAtha se IMTa rakhaM aura dUsare se utAratA calA jAUM, to zakti to naSTa hogI aura makAna kabhI banegA nhiiN| hama saba sva-virodhI khaMDoM meM baMTe haiN| hama jo bhI kara rahe haiM usake bAhara bhI, hamAre virodha meM koI cIja khar3I hai| agara hama kisI ko prema kara rahe haiM to use ghRNA bhI kara rahe haiN| agara hama kisI se mitratA banA rahe haiM to zatrutA bhI banA rahe haiN| agara kisI ke paira chU rahe haiM to dUsare kone se usake anAdara kA iMtajAma bhI kara rahe haiN| hama pUre samaya dohare kAma kara rahe haiN| isalie pratyeka AdamI dhIre-dhIre divAliyA ho jAtA hai, usake bhItara kI zakti baiMkrapTa ho jAtI hai| vaha khuda hI apane se lar3a kara mara jAtA hai| dekheM apanI tarapha, bhItara dekheM to Apake khayAla meM bAta A jaaegii| jaba bhI koI kAma kara rahe haiM, yadi Apa pUre usameM haiM to Apa sadA hI aura bhI tAje, aura bhI zaktizAlI hokara usa kAma se bAhara aaeNge| aura agara Apa adhUre usa kAma meM haiM to Apa thaka kara cakanAcUra hokara, TUTakara bAhara aaeNge| isalie jo loga bhI kisI kAma ko pUrA kara pAte haiM jaise citrakAra hai, agara vaha apane citra ko raMgane meM, banAne meM, pUrA laga jAtA hai, to kabhI bhI thakatA nahIM hai| vaha pUre 24 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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kA pUrA aura bhI AnaMdita, aura bhI riphresDa, aura bhI tAjA hokara vApasa lauTa AtA hai| lekina isI citrakAra ko Apa naukarI para rakha leM aura kaheM ki hama rupae deMge, aura citra banAo, taba vaha thaka kara lauTa AtA hai| kyoMki usakA pUrA mana usa citra ke sAtha khar3A nahIM ho paataa| jaise hI hamAre mana kA koI hissA hamAre virodha meM ho jAtA hai, to hamArI zakti kSINa hotI hai| __jaba maiMne kahA, ToTala ekTa, to kisI eka kAma ke lie nahIM, sAre kAmoM ke lie, jo bhI Apa kara rahe haiN| agara bhojana karane jaisA yA snAna karane jaisA sAdhAraNa kAma kara rahe haiM to bhI pUrA kreN| snAna karate vakta snAna karanA hI akelA kRtya ho, na to mana kucha aura soce, na mana kucha aura kre| Apa pUre ke pUre snAna hI kara leN| to zarIra hI snAna nahIM karegA, AtmA bhI snAna kara jaayegii| Apa snAna ke bAhara pAeMge ki Apa kucha lekara lauTe haiN| lekina nahIM, snAna Apa kara rahe haiM aura ho sakatA hai paira Apake aba taka sar3aka para pahuMca gae hoM aura mana ApakA aba taka daphtara meM pahuMca gayA ho aura Apa bhAge hue haiN| snAna kA koI rasa nahIM, koI AnaMda nhiiN| vaha snAna bhI eka TUTA huA kRtya hai| kahIM pAnI DAlA hai aura bhaage| isa bhAgane meM Apa zakti ko kho rahe haiN| aura aisA pratipala ho rahA hai, caubIsa ghaMTe yahI ho rahA hai| bistara para soe haiM lekina soe nahIM haiM, kyoMki sone kA ekTa pUrA hogA tabhI subaha vizrAma hogaa| so rahe haiM, sapane dekha rahe haiN| so rahe haiM, soca rahe haiN| so rahe haiM, karavaTa badala rahe haiN| hajAra vicAra haiM, hajAra kAma haiN| Aja dina meM kyA kiyA, vaha bhI sAtha hai, kala subaha kyA karanA hai, vaha bhI sAtha hai| taba subaha Apa aura bhI thakakara, cakanAcUra hokara bistara se uThate haiN| nIMda bhI ApakI vizrAma na de pAegI, kyoMki nIMda meM bhI Apa pUre nahIM ho pAte ki so hI jAyeM, nIMda meM bhI adhUre hI hote haiN| isalie nIMda ukhar3atI jA rahI hai, nIMda kama hotI jA rahI hai| sArI duniyA meM bar3e se bar3e savAloM meM eka yaha bhI hai ki nIMda kA kyA hogA? nIMda khatma hotI jA rahI hai| nIMda khatma hogI, kyoMki nIMda kahatI hai ki pUre soo to hI so sakate ho| lekina caubIsa ghaMTe hama TUTe hue haiM, aura jaba saba kAmoM meM TUTe hue haiM to nIMda meM ikaTThe kaise ho sakate haiM? rAta to hamAre dina bhara kA jor3a hai| jaise hama dina bhara rahe haiM vaise hI hama rAta nIMda meM bhI hoNge| aura dhyAna rahe jaise hama rAta nIMda meM hoMge kala kA dina bhI usI AdhAra para phailegA aura vikasita hogaa| phira jiMdagI pUrI TUTa jAtI hai| na to hama ThIka se jI pAte haiM, jIte vakta bhI hajAra taraha ke roga haiN| eka mitra ko mere pAsa abhI lAyA gayA hai| unako jo loga lAe the unhoMne kahA ki ye pAMca bAra AtmahatyA kA prayAsa kara cuke haiN| maiMne kahA, bar3e gajaba ke AdamI haiM, prayAsa bhI adhUrA karate haiM, aisA mAlUma hotA hai| pAMca bAra! aura jo AdamI pAMca bAra AtmahatyA kA prayAsa kara cukA hai vaha pUrA jI rahA hogA, yaha to mAnA hI nahIM jA sktaa| agara pUre hI jI rahe hoM to marane kI kyA jarUrata A gaI? pUrA jIegA bhI nahIM, pUrA maregA bhI nhiiN| pAMca bAra prayAsa kara cuke haiM! __ maiMne unase kahA ki aba to zarma khAo, aba prayAsa mata kro| pAMca bAra kAphI hai! akAma (praznottara) 245 For Personal & Private Use Only

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lekina pAMca bAra koI AdamI AtmahatyA karake nahIM kara pAyA aura baca gayA, isakA matalaba kyA hai? isakA matalaba hai ki eka hissA usakA bacane kI koziza meM lagA hI rahA hogaa| usane koziza bhI kI hogI, bacane kA iMtajAma bhI kiyA hogA, nahIM to koI kisI ko marane se roka sakatA hai? marane meM bhI oNnesTI nahIM hai, usameM bhI ImAnadArI nahIM hai, taba phira jIne meM ImAnadArI kaise hogii| jaba marane taka meM ImAnadArI nahIM hai to yaha jInA pUrA kA pUrA DisaoNnesTI, beImAnI hogA hii| ___ jaba maiMne usa mitra ko kahA ki zarma AnI cAhie, pAMca bAra mara kara to mara hI jAnA cAhie thaa| eka hI bAra meM mara jAnA cAhie thaa| aba unako lAyA gayA ki vaha chaThavIM bAra marane kA prayAsa kara rahe haiN| to maiMne unase kahA ki aura aba nAhaka badanAmI hogI, aba mata prayAsa kro| ve bahuta cauMke, kyoMki ve socate hoMge ki maiM unako samajhAUMgA ki AtmahatyA mata kro| aura unhoMne kahA, Apa AdamI kaise haiM? mujhe jisake pAsa bhI le jAyA gayA unhoMne mujhe samajhAyA hai ki yaha bahuta burA kAma hai| maiMne kahA, maiM nahIM kahatA burA kAma hai, maiM kahatA hUM, adhUrA karanA bahuta burI bAta hai| karanA hai, pUrA kro| vaha AdamI merI tarapha thor3I dera dekhatA rhaa| phira bolA, AtmahatyA karanI to nahIM hai, jInA to maiM bhI cAhatA hUM, lekina apanI zartoM ke sAtha jInA cAhatA huuN| agara merI zarta nahIM mAnI gaI to maiM mara jaauuNgaa| na to yaha AdamI maranA cAhatA hai, kyoMki yaha maranA bhI zartoM ke sAtha cAhatA hai, aura na yaha AdamI jInA cAhatA hai, kyoMki jInA bhI zartoM ke sAtha cAhatA hai| yaha AdamI jIyegA bhI to marA huA jIyegA, aura maregA bhI kisI dina to jIne kI AkAMkSA se tar3aphatA huA mregaa| yaha AdamI na jI pAegA, na mara paaegaa| isakI jiMdagI meM mauta praveza kara gaI, isakI mauta meM jiMdagI praveza kara jaayegii| yaha AdamI vikSipta ho gayA hai| ___ hama saba isI taraha ke AdamI haiN| hama saba meM bahuta pharka nahIM hai| hama saba aisA hI kara rahe haiN| jisako hama prema karate haiM usako bhI prema nahIM krte| sAMjha prema karate haiM, subaha talAka dene kA vicAra karate haiM mana meN| phira dopahara pazcAttApa karate haiM, sAMjha kSamA mAMgate haiM, subaha phira talAka dene kA vicAra karate haiN| maiM eka ghara meM ThaharA thaa| usa ghara meM pati-patnI apane talAka kI eplIkezana bilakula taiyAra hI rakhe hue haiM, sirpha dastakhata karane kI bAta hai| dekhI hai maiMne apanI AMkha se| pati ne mujhe batAyA ki kaI daphA aisI hAlata ho jAtI hai ki basa dastakhata kara duuN| ve to pUrI taiyArI rakhe hue haiN| maiMne kahA ki isameM koI harjA nahIM hai ki dastakhata kara do, lekina isako taiyAra rakhe ho, yaha bar3I khataranAka bAta hai| kyoMki jisa patnI ke lie talAka dene kI eplIkezana taiyAra ho, usa patnI ko patnI kahane kA koI artha hai? koI artha nahIM hai| lekina patnI jArI hai| yaha eplIkezana to sAta sAla se taiyAra rakhI huI hai, ve kahane lge| yaha koI naI bAta nahIM hai| isa Adhe-Adhe jIne ke saMgharSa ko maiM kahatA hUM, UrjA kA skhalana hai| yaha zakti kA gaMvAnA hai| isa taraha jiMdagI meM hama kabhI kucha bhI nahIM upalabdha kara pAte haiN| eka choTI-sI kahAnI se maiM apanI bAta smjhaauuN| 246 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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maiMne sunA hai eka samurAI saradAra, jApAna meM eka samrATa, jo bahuta tejasvI talavAra calAnevAlA samurAI saradAra hai| usake mukAbale jApAna meM koI AdamI nahIM hai jo itanI acchI taraha talavAra calA ske| usakI kuzalatA kI kIrti dUra-dUra taka jApAna ke bAhara bhI pahuMca gii| lekina eka dina use patA calA ki usakA paharedAra usakI patnI ke prema meM par3a gayA hai| usane una donoM ko pakar3a liyaa| lekina samurAI saradAra thA ! usane kahA ki mana to merA karatA hai ki terI gardana kATa duuN| lekina nahIM, tUne bhI prema kiyA hai merI patnI ko, isalie ucita yahI hogA ki eka talavAra tU le le aura eka maiM le luuN| hama donoM yuddha meM utara jaayeN| jo baca jAye vahI mAlika ho / usa paharedAra ne kahA ki mAlika Apa aise hI merI gardana kATa deM to acchA hai, yaha khela Apa kyoM karate haiM? gardana merI hI kttegii| kyoMki maiM to talavAra pakar3anA bhI nahIM jAnatA, aura Apa jaisA talavAra calAnevAlA AdamI zAyada pRthvI para dUsarA nahIM hai| to Apa talavAra se lar3ane kA mujhe jo maukA de rahe haiM, nAhaka makhaula aura majAka kyoM karate haiM? talavAra se merI gardana aise hI kATa deN| talavAra se garadana to merI hI kaTegI, kyoMki maiM to talavAra calAnA nahIM jaantaa| lekina usa samurAI saradAra ne kahA ki yaha merI ijjata ke khilApha hogA ki kabhI yaha kahA jAye ki maiMne binA tujhe maukA die terI gardana kATa dii| talavAra saMbhAla aura maidAna meM utara / koI rAstA na thaa| vaha garIba becArA DaratA huA talavAra hAtha meM lekara maidAna meM utraa| gAMva ikaTThA ho gyaa| khabara phaila gii| sAre loga jAnate haiM ki vaha garIba AdamI mara jaaegaa| kyoMki isa saradAra se to eka hAtha bhI bacAnA muzkila hai| vaha itanA kuzala kArIgara hai, vaha itanA kuzala talavArabAja hai| lekina hAlata ulaTI ho gii| hAlata yaha huI ki jaba usa paharedAra ne talavAra calAnI zurU kI to usa saradAra ke chakke chUTa ge| chakke isalie chUTa gae ki vaha talavAra bilakula beDhaMgI calA rahA thaa| usako calAnA AtA hI nahIM thA / usase bacAva muzkila mAlUma par3A, aura vaha itanI pUrNatA se talavAra calA rahA thA... kyoMki usake jIvana-maraNa kA savAla thaa| saradAra ke lie to eka khela kA mAmalA thaa| vaha jAnatA thA abhI kATa deMge, paraMtu paharedAra lie jIvana-mRtyu kA savAla thA / talavAra aura vaha paharedAra eka hI ho gyaa| saradAra ne ghuTane Teka die aura kahA ki mujhe mApha kara de| lekina tU yaha kara kyA rahA hai ? bAmuzkila usako rokA jA skaa| usake sAmane eka darakhta thA / usako usane talavAra se kATa DAlA, vaha itanA eka ho gyaa| rAjA to haTa gayA, ghuTane Teka die, lekina usameM jo UrjA jAga gaI thI, usane jaba taka darakhta nahIM kATa DAlA taba taka UrjA rukI nahIM / bAmuzkila use rokA jA skaa| jaba usase pUchA gayA ki yaha tujhe ho kyA gayA ? tujhameM kahAM se yaha zakti A gaI ? to usane kahA ki maiMne socA ki jaba maranA hI hai to pUrI talavAra calAkara hI mara jAnA caahie| jaba maranA hI pakkA hai aura aba jIne kA koI upAya nahIM hai, to maiM pahalI daphA jiMdagI meM iMTIgreTeDa ho gyaa| pahalI daphA ikaTThA ho gyaa| maiMne kahA, aba koI savAla nahIM akAma (praznottara) For Personal & Private Use Only 247

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hai| mauta sAmane khar3I hai| aura eka maukA hai ki jo bhI maiM kara sakatA hUM, kara DAlUM / to mujhe na Age kA khayAla rahA, na pIche kA khayAla rahA, na mujhe patnI kA, rAjA kA khayAla rahA, na apanI preyasI kA khayAla rhaa| phira to dhIre- dhIreM mujhe yaha bhI patA nahIM rahA ki merA hAtha kahAM khatma hotA hai aura talavAra kahAM zurU hotI hai ! aura jaba loga cillAne lage ki ruko, ruko! to mujhe sunAI nahIM par3atA thA ki kauna cillA rahA hai? kisako roka rahe haiM ? yaha AdamI ToTala ho gyaa| usa samrATa ne kahA, Aja mujhe pahalI daphA patA calA ki sabase bar3I kuzalatA ToTala ekzana hai| maiMne bar3I kuzalatA pAI lekina maiM ToTala nahIM huuN| kyoMki talavAra calAnA mere lie eka kalA hai, eka ArTa hai| maiM calAtA hUM, lekina maiM alaga hUM aura pUre vakta maiM dekha rahA hUM ki coTa to nahIM laga jaaegii| kaise bacUM, kaise na bacUM / usane kahA, bacane na bacane kA to savAla hI na thA mere lie| itanA hI savAla thA ki Apako bhI patA cala jAe ki talavAra calAyI gii| tumane aise hI nahIM mArA nahIM to loga tumhArI ijjata ko nAma dhareMge, to maiMne kahA ki aba maiM pUrA calA hI lUM do cAra kSaNa ke lie maukA hai| yaha ToTala ekzana se merA matalaba hai| kRSNa ne yoga ko kuzalatA kahA hai| yaha talavAra calAnevAlA bilakula akuzala AdamI, ekadama kuzala ho gayA hai| kyoM? kyoMki yoga ko upalabdha ho gayA hai| yoga zabda kA matalaba hai, ToTala, jodd'| jaba koI AdamI bhItara pUrI taraha jur3a jAtA hai to yoga upalabdha hotA hai, iMTIgreTeDa, saMyukta, saMzliSTa / jaba bhItara koI khaMDa nahIM hote| prema karatA hai to prema karatA hai, krodha karatA hai to krodha karatA hai, duzmana hai to duzmana hai, mitra hai to mitra hai| jaba koI AdamI kisI bhI kRtya meM pUrA hotA hai taba usakI zakti nahIM khotI / aura yaha bar3e maje kI bAta hai ki agara koI AdamI kRtyoM meM pUrA ho jAye to krodha dhIre-dhIre asaMbhava ho jAtA hai| kyoMki taba krodha pUrA jalA detA hai, jhulasA detA hai| taba ghRNA muzkila ho jAtI hai, kyoMki ghRNA jahara ho jAtI hai / saba pUre zarIra ke raga-roeM meM jahara ke phaphole chUTa jAte haiN| taba zatru honA muzkila ho jAtA hai, kyoMki zatrutA AtmaghAta pratIta hotI hai, apanI hI chAtI meM churA bhoMkanA pratIta hotA hai| hama tabhI taka krodha meM ho sakate haiM jaba taka hama adhUre kAma kara rahe haiN| hama bhI duzmana ho sakate haiM jaba taka hamAre kRtya pUre nahIM haiN| jisa dina hamAre kRtya pUre haiM, usa dina hamArI jiMdagI meM prema kA hI phUla khila sakatA hai| jisa dina hamArA kRtya pUrNa hai, usa dina prArthanA hI hamAre prANoM kI abhIpsA bana jAtI hai| jisa dina hamAre sAre jIvana kA eka-eka kRtya pUrA ho jAtA hai, usa dina paramAtmA hI hamAre lie ekamAtra satya raha jAtA hai / jaba bhItara eka paidA hotA hai to bAhara bhI eka dikhAI par3ane lagatA hai| jaba taka bhItara do haiM taba taka bAhara do haiM / do bhI kahanA ThIka nhiiN| hamAre bhItara aneka haiM / maiMne sunA hai, jIsasa eka gAMva se gujarate the| rAta thI aura maraghaTa para eka AdamI chAtI pITa rahA thA, cillA rahA thA, pattharoM se apane zarIra ko kharoMca kara lahUluhAna kara rahA thA / jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA 248 For Personal & Private Use Only

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to jIsasa ne usa AdamI se jAkara pUchA ki tuma yaha kyA kara rahe ho? usa AdamI ne kahA, jo sArI duniyA kara rahI hai vahI maiM kara rahA huuN| phira vaha apane kharoMcane meM laga gyaa| lahU baha gayA hai, sira pITa rahA hai, sira para ghAva ho gayA hai| jIsasa ne kahA, ai pAgala, terA nAma kyA hai? to usa AdamI ne kahA, mAI nema iz2a liijiyn| mere nAma hajAra haiN| merA eka nAma nahIM hai| jIsasa bAra-bAra isa kahAnI ko kahate the ki eka AdamI ne mujhase kahA thA ki mAI nema iz2a lIjiyana, mere nAma hajAra haiM, eka merA nAma nahIM hai kyoMki maiM hajAra AdamI huuN| maiM eka AdamI nahIM huuN| hamAre nAma bhI lIjiyana haiN| hamAre bhItara bhI hajAra AdamI haiN| koI bacAnA cAha rahA hai, koI mAranA cAha rahA hai; koI prema karanA cAha rahA hai, koI hatyA karanA cAha rahA hai; koI jInA cAha rahA hai, koI apanI kabra kA patthara banavA rahA hai; koI paramAtmA ke maMdira meM praveza kara rahA hai, hamAre hI bhItara koI kaha rahA hai, saba jhUTha hai, saba asatya hai, kahIM koI paramAtmA nahIM hai| koI ghaMTA bajA rahA hai maMdira kA, aura koI bhItara haMsa rahA hai ki yaha kyA pAgalapana kara rahe ho? usa ghaMTe ke bajAne se kucha bhI nahIM ho sakatA hai| koI mAlA phera rahA hai aura hamAre bhItara usI vakta koI dukAna bhI calA rahA hai| mAI nema iz2a liijiyn| usa AdamI ne ThIka kahA ki mere nAma hajAra haiN| maiM kauna-sA nAma batAUM tumheM! maiM eka AdamI nahIM hUM, maiM hajAra AdamI huuN| ye jo hajAra AdamI haiM hamAre bhItara, yahI hamArI zakti kA hrAsa hai| agara ye hI eka AdamI ho jAyeM to hamArI zakti saMrakSita hotI hai| ToTala ekzana, eka karane kI vidhi hai, samagra kRty| jo bhI kareM usake sAtha pUre hI khar3e ho jAyeM, jo bhI kareM use pUrA hI kara leN| aura jaise hI use pUrA kareMge vaise hI Apake bhItara koI cIja ekadama ikaTThI hone lagegI, saMyukta hone lagegI, saMzliSTa hone lgegii| gurajiepha kahA karatA thA ki pUrNa kRtya, krisTalAijezana hai| jaba bhI koI vyakti koI kAma pUrA karatA hai to usake bhItara koI cIja krisTalAija ho jAtI hai| koI cIja ikaTThI ho jAtI hai| yaha ikaTThA ho jAnA vyaktitva kA janma hai, AtmA kA janma hai| isa artha meM maiMne kahA hai| use prayoga kareM, samajheM, dekheM, to yaha bAta khayAla meM A sakatI hai| eka AkhirI savAla aura pUcha leN| ozo, yauna-UrjA ke saMcaya aura UrvIkaraNa ke saMbaMdha meM AhAra rasAyana, DAiTa kemisTrI para bhI kucha prakAza DAlane kI kRpA kreN| AhAra zabda bahuta bar3A hai| DAiTa se bahuta bar3A hai| pahale AhAra zabda ko samajha leM, phira hama thor3I-sI bAta kreN| AhAra kA matalaba hai, jo bhI hama bAhara se bhItara lete haiM vaha saba AhAra hai| AMkha se akAma (praznottara) 249 For Personal & Private Use Only

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dekhate haiM eka suMdara phUla ko, to AhAra ho rahA hai| AMkha sauMdarya kA AhAra kara rahI hai| kAna se sunate haiM eka saMgIta ko, to saMgIta kA AhAra ho rahA hai| kAna dhvaniyoM kA AhAra kara rahA hai| kisI ke zarIra ko sparza karate haiM, hAtha AhAra le rahA hai| kisI kI sugaMdha nAsApuToM ko cha letI hai, nAka AhAra kara rahI hai| pUrA zarIra AhAra kara rahA hai, roAM-roAM zvAsa le rahA hai, roAM-roAM sparza le rahA hai| pUrA zarIra hI hamArA AhAra yaMtra hai| hamArI sArI iMdriyAM bAhara ke jagata ko bhItara le jA rahI haiN| lekina hama sirpha bhojana ko AhAra samajhate haiM, usase bhUla hotI hai| kAma-UrjA ke U/karaNa ke lie samasta AhAra ko samajhanA jarUrI hai| kyoMki ho sakatA hai, bhojana Apane bilakula aisA liyA ho jo kAma-UrjA ko nIce na le jAkara Upara le jAne meM sahayogI ho| lekina AMkha ne aise dRzya dekhe hoM ki kAma-UrjA ko nIce le jAyeM, aura kAna ne aisI dhvaniyAM sunI hoM jo UrjA ko nIce le jAyeM, aura zarIra ne aise sparza kie hoM jo UrjA ko nIce le jaayeN| to AhAra ke pUre parsapekTiva ko dekha lenA jarUrI hai| AMkha se bhI hama bhojana le rahe haiM, kAna se bhI hama bhojana le rahe haiM, nAka se bhI hama bhojana le rahe haiM, muMha se bhI hama bhojana le rahe haiM, royeM-royeM ke sparza se bhI hama bhojana le rahe haiN| caubIsa ghaMTe hama bhojana kara rahe haiN| bAhara ke jagata se bahuta kucha hamameM praviSTa ho rahA hai| yaha jo praveza hamameM ho rahA hai, isake pariNAma hoNge| svabhAvataH hama jo bhI ikaTThA kara rahe haiM, zarIra meM vaha kucha kAma kregaa| agara eka AdamI ne zarAba pI lI hai to usakA sArA vyaktitva dUsarA hogA, usake sAre vyaktitva meM mUrchA chA jaaegii| vaha vahI kAma karane lagegA jo mUrchA meM saMbhava haiN| eka AdamI ne zarAba nahIM pI hai to vaha ve kAma nahIM kara sakegA, jo mUrchA meM hI ho sakate haiN| hama jo bhI bhojana le rahe haiM vaha saba pariNAma laaegaa| usake pariNAma Ate hI rheNge| ___ musolinI se eka bhAratIya saMgItajJa paM. oMkAra nAtha milane gae the| musolinI ne AmaMtraNa diyA thaa| saMgItaja iTalI gayA thA to usane unheM bhojana para AmaMtrita kiyaa| taba musolinI tAkata meM thaa| usane paM. oMkAra nAtha se bhojana karate samaya yaha kahA ki maiMne sunA hai ki kRSNa bAMsurI bajAte the to loga dIvAne hokara unake AsapAsa ikaTThe ho jAte the! ThIka jAne deM logoM ko, ho jAte hoMge, lekina yaha vizvAsa nahIM hotA ki hariNa bhI daur3a Ate the! mora bhI nAcane lagate the! yaha kaise ho sakatA hai? paM. oMkAra nAtha ne kahA ki maiM kRSNa to nahIM hUM, isalie vaisI bAMsurI nahIM bajA sakatA, lekina thor3A-sA ka kha ga maiM bhI jAnatA hUM, vaha maiM Apako prayoga karake hI btaauuN| musolinI ne kahA, isase behatara kyA hogaa| lekina vahAM koI vAdya-yaMtra bhI na thA, vahAM to cammaca-kAMTe the| khAne kI meja para baiTha kara ye bAteM ho rahI thiiN| to oMkAra nAtha ne cammaca aura kAMTe ko uThAkara aura cInI ke bartanoM para bajAnA zurU kara diyaa| musolinI ne apanI AtmakathA meM likhA hai ki maiM thor3I hI dera meM behoza ho gyaa| aura jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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merA sira jhuka-jhuka kara Tebala se lagane lagA aura vaha itane jora se cammaca-kAMTe paTakane lage ki merA sira usakI tAla meM Tebala para gire aura utthe| phira merA sira lahUluhAna ho gayA aura maiMne cillAkara kahA ki baMda karo yaha vAdya, anyathA maiM sira ko kaise rokU! taba usa saMgItajJa ne baMda kiyaa| sira para khUna kI bUMdeM A gayIM, sArA sira chila gyaa| musolinI ne apanI AtmakathA meM likhA hai ki maiMne kahA, mujhe mApha karanA, mujhe patA nahIM thA ki saMgIta kA aisA pariNAma bhItara ho sakatA hai ki maiM roka hI nahIM pA rahA thaa| zarIra avaza ho gayA, sira mere hAtha ke bAhara ho gayA aura mujhe aisA lagA ki aba to maiM mara jaauuNgaa| kyoMki maiM koziza karUM! aura koI upAya nahIM...jitanA hI koziza karUM, sira utanA hI aura jora se jAkara Tebala se TakarAne lgaa| aura oMkAra nAtha ne kahA ki merI koI haisiyata nhiiN| kRSNa ke bAbata maiM koI vaktavya dUM, yaha ThIka nhiiN| lekina itanA ho sakatA hai, to utanA bhI ho sakatA hai| islAma ne saMgIta ko varjita kiyA, isalie nahIM ki saMgIta anivArya rUpa se kAmaUrjA ko nIce le jAtA hai| lekina saMgIta ke jitane prakAra pracalita haiM, unameM se ninyAnabe pratizata kAma-UrjA ko nIce kI tarapha le jAnevAle haiN| zAyada eka pratizata saMgIta muzkila se jagata meM bacA hai jo UrjA ko Upara le jaaye| vaha bhI khotA jA rahA hai, usakA bhI koI upAya bacAne kA nahIM dikhAyI pdd'taa| aise sUphI phakIroM ke nRtya haiM, jinako dekhate-dekhate dekhanevAle dhyAnastha ho jaayeN| ____ gurajiepha sUphI phakIroM ke daraveza nRtya kI eka TolI banAkara sAre yUropa aura amarIkA meM ghUmatA rahA aura usane kahA, sirpha dekho aura kucha mata kro| tIsa logoM kI TolI hai| ve nAcanA zurU karate haiN| phakIroM kA nAca hai| aura jitane loga baiThe haiM ve thor3I dera meM dhyAnastha ho jaaeNge| ve sirpha dekheMge mUvameMTsa, ve mUvameMTsa unake prANoM meM utara jAeMge aura unake bhItara bhI karaspAMDiMga mUvameMTa paidA hoNge| jo bAhara ho rahA hai, vahI AkRti unake bhItara bhI Dolane lgegii| bAhara vaha jo phakIra nAca rahe haiM, unake nAcane kI jo ridama aura gati hai aura laya hai, vaha dhIre-dhIre unake hRdaya kI gati aura laya bana jaaegii| aura unake bhItara bhI koI nRtya zurU ho jAegA aura unakI UrjA meM rUpAMtaraNa ho jaaegaa| AMkha se jo hama dekhate haiM, kAna se jo hama sunate haiM, oMTha se jo hama svAda lete haiM, nAka se jo hama gaMdha lete haiM, una sabake saMbaMdha haiN| maMdiroM meM ghaMTe hamane kabhI laTakAye the| hara koI ghaMTA matalaba kA nahIM hai| kucha vizeSa ghaMTe hI kAma ke ho sakate haiN| tibbatiyoM ke pAsa eka vizeSa ghaMTA hotA hai, zAyada ApameM se kisI ne dekhA ho| vaha ghaMTA aisA laTakAne vAlA nahIM hotaa| bartana kI taraha bar3A hotA hai, aura bajAne ko usake aMdara eka gola DaMDA ghumAkara coTa karanI par3atI hai| jaise eka bAlTI rakhI ho, usake aMdara gola ghumAkara DaMDe se coTa karanI par3atI hai| usa DaMDe aura ghaMTe ke bIca coTa kA eka vizeSa krama hai| usa coTa karane se, ghaMTe se jora kI AvAja nikalatI hai-OM maNi padme hama-yaha pUrA sUtra tibbata kA usase nikalatA hai| aura yaha sUtra bAra-bAra maMdira meM gUMjatA rahatA hai| aura akAma (praznottara) 251 For Personal & Private Use Only

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isa sUtra ke kucha upAya haiN| ye sUtra hamAre bhItara jAkara kucha cakroM para coTa karanA zurU kara dete haiM aura una cakroM kI zakti Upara kI tarapha uThanI zurU ho jAtI hai| oma kA upayoga bhItara, usakI gUMja, zaktiM ko Upara le jAne ke lie thii| akele oma kA hI nahIM, musalamAna kahate haiM AmIna, vaha oma kA hI rUpa hai| krizciyana bhI kahate haiM, AmIna, vaha oma kA hI rUpa hai| aMgrejI meM zabda haiM : omanIsieMTa, omanIpoTeMTa, omanIprejeMTa; vaha saba oma se hI bane hue zabda haiN| omanIsieMTa kA matalaba hai, jisane oma ko dekha liyaa| oma kA matalaba hai, virATa brhm| omanIprejeMTa kA artha hai, jo oma ke sAtha maujUda ho gyaa| omanIpoTeMTa kA artha hai, jo oma kI taraha zaktizAlI ho gyaa| jo paramAtmA ke barAbara zakti-bIja se bhara gyaa| ___ aba yaha jo oma zabda hai usameM e yU ema, a u ma mUla dhvaniyAM haiN| ye dhvaniyAM agara vyavasthA se guMjAyI jAyeM to UrjA ko Upara le jAne lagatI haiN| isase ulaTI dhvaniyAM bhI haiM, jo coTa kI jAyeM to UrjA nIce jAne lagatI hai| Aja amarIkA meM jAz2a hai, TvisTa hai, zeka hai, aura jamAne bhara ke nRtya haiN| una sabakI dhvani-laharI, una sabake ridama, seksa-UrjA ko nIce kI tarapha le jAnevAlI haiN| isalie agara Apa TvisTa dekha rahe hoM to thor3I dera meM Apa pAyeMge ki Apake bhItara TvisTa honA zurU ho gyaa| Apake bhItara koI zakti DAvAMDola hone lgii| Adhunika jagata meM vikasita sabhI nRtya aura sabhI saMgIta kI vyavasthAeM manuSya ke kAma kA zoSaNa haiN| isalie AhAra kA matalaba bar3A hai| isalie jo bhojana hama le rahe haiM usake pariNAma hoMge hI, usake pariNAma se hama baca nahIM skte| kyoMki hamArA pUrA kA pUrA jo jIvanayaMtra hai vaha sAiko kemikala hai| usameM pIche mana hai, to nIce rasAyana hai| vaha rasAyana pUre vakta kAma kara rahA hai| kemisTrI hamAre pUre zarIra meM pUre vakta kAma kara rahI hai| hama kyA khAte haiM, kyA pIte haiM, usake pariNAma hoNge| aise bhI bhojana haiM jo manuSya ko jyAdA kAmuka banAte haiN| madhumakkhiyoM ke chatte meM eka khAsa taraha kI jailI hotI hai| madhumakkhiyoM ke bAbata Apako zAyada thor3A patA ho ki madhumakkhiyoM meM eka hI rAnI makkhI hotI hai jo bacce paidA karatI hai| aura bAkI sArI madhumakkhiyAM, mAdA strI madhumakkhI jo sirpha majadUra kA kAma karatI haiM, unakI jiMdagI meM seksa jaisI koI cIja nahIM hotii| phevare, jisane ina madhumakkhiyoM kA virATa gahana adhyayana kiyA hai, vaha bar3I hairAnI meM par3A ki lAkhoM madhumakkhiyoM kI jiMdagI meM koI seksa kyoM nahIM hotA! Akhira ve bhI mAdA haiM, unakI jiMdagI meM bhI seksa kA yaMtra pUrA hai, lekina phira bhI seksa nahIM hai| bAta kyA hai? to use bar3I hairAnI kA jo natIjA nikalA vaha yaha ki madhumakkhiyAM khAsa taraha kI jailI ikaTThI karatI haiM jo sirpha mAdA rAnI hI khAtI hai| bAkI saba madhumakkhiyoM ko sirpha tIna dina ke lie, janma ke bAda, vaha khAne ko milatI hai, usake bAda khAne ko nahIM miltii| usa jailI meM hI sArA rAja hai| isalie usa jailI ko rijUvinezana ke lie kaI pAgaloM ne prayoga kiyA...AdamI ko 252 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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usakI golI banAkara khilA dI jAye to zAyada bUr3hA AdamI javAna ho jaaye| usa jailI se bahuta-sI krIma bhI logoM ne banAI aura lAkhoM striyoM ke cehare para potI ki zAyada usa jailI se sauMdarya prakaTa ho jaaye| vaha jailI vizeSa viTAminsa lie hue hai, jo ati-kAmukatA paidA kara detI hai| ___ to vaha jo rAnI madhumakkhI hai usakI kAmukatA kA hisAba lagAnA muzkila hai| vaha do hajAra aMDe roja detI hai aura detI hI calI jAtI hai| vaha karor3oM aMDe eka hI mAdA paidA kara detI hai, itanI seksa ekTiviTI usake bhItara paidA ho jAtI hai| aura aba to hama jAnate haiM ki hAramonsa kI khoja ne bar3A spaSTa kara diyA hai ki agara eka puruSa ko bhI strI hAramonsa ke iMjekzana de die jAyeM to usakA zarIra puruSa kA na rahakara thor3e dinoM meM strI kA ho jaaegaa| agara eka strI zarIra ko puruSa-iMjekzana de diye jAyeM to usakA zarIra thor3e dinoM meM strI kA na rahakara puruSa kA ho jaaegaa| paiMtAlIsa se pacAsa sAla ke bAda Amataura se kucha striyoM ko mUMcha AnI zurU ho jAtI hai| usakA kula kAraNa itanA hI hai ki strI hAramonsa kama ho gae aura zarIra meM par3e hue puruSa hAramona prabhAvI hone lage, isalie mUMcha AnI zurU ho jaayegii| striyoM kI AvAja pacAsa sAla ke bAda puruSoM se mela khAne lgegii| usakA kula kAraNa yahI hai ki puruSa hAramona aura strI hAramona kA anupAta TUTa gyaa| strI hAramona kama ho gae, puruSa hAramona anupAta meM jyAdA ho gae, to AvAja meM badalAhaTa ho jaaegii| ye sAre kemikala mAmale haiN| ___ hama jo bhojana le rahe haiM usa para bahuta kucha nirbhara hai| hama kaisA bhojana le rahe haiM, isa bhojana meM yadi mAdaka tatva haiM, isa bhojana meM yadi mUrchA lAnevAle tatva haiM, to ve zarIra-UrjA ko, kAma-UrjA ko nIce kI tarapha pravAhita kreNge| isa bhojana meM agara uttejaka sTimuleMTa haiM, ekTIvAijarsa haiM, to ve zarIra kI kAma-UrjA ko nIce kI tarapha pravAhita kreNge| agara isa bhojana meM TraikvelAijarsa haiM, aura zAmaka tatva haiM jo ki mana ko zAMta karate haiM, uttejita nahIM karate haiM, to ve UrjA ko Upara kI tarapha le jAne meM sahayogI hoNge| yaha to bahuta bar3I bAta hai, lekina siddhAMta kI bAta khayAla meM lAI jA sakatI hai| jo tatva uttejanA dete hoM, jo tatva mUrchA dete hoM, mAdakatA dete hoM, jo tatva zarIra ko bhArI kara dete hoM, mana ko bojhila kara dete hoM, usa taraha ke bhojana se niraMtara bacanA caahie| bhojana aisA honA cAhie jo zarIra ko bhArI na kara jaaye| bhojana aisA honA cAhie jo zarIra ko uttejita na kara jaaye| bhojana aisA honA cAhie jo zarIra ko mAdakatA na de, mUrchA na de, taMdrA aura nidrA lAnevAlA na bne| to aisA bhojana sAdhaka ke lie sahayogI hotA hai| aura usake Upara kI yAtrA kA rAstA bana jAtA hai| agara isake viparIta bhojana hai, to sAdhaka kI yAtrA kaThina ho jAtI hai| aisA nahIM hai ki nahIM ho sakatI hai, ho sakatI hai, lekina vyartha kI kaThinAiyAM paidA ho jAtI haiN| galata bhojana karake bhI sAdhaka Upara kI tarapha jA sakatA hai, lekina vyartha kI kaThinAiyAM paidA ho jAtI haiN| akAma (praznottara) 253 For Personal & Private Use Only

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aura jaba maiMne AhAra kI pUrI bAta kahI to isako bhI dhyAna meM le lenA jarUrI hai| jo sAdhaka hai, jo apanI kAma-UrjA ko Upara le jAnA cAhatA hai, vaha sabhI kucha nahIM par3hegA, vaha sabhI kucha nahIM dekhegA, vaha sabhI kucha nahIM sunegaa| vaha isa bAta kA vicAra karake sunegA ki jo saMgIta uttejita karatA hai, vaha vyartha hai| jo saMgIta zAMta karatA hai, vaha sArthaka hai| vaha aise dRzya nahIM dekhegA jo uttejanA se bhara dete haiN| ___ aba Apane dekhA hogA...philma bhI agara Apa dekha rahe haiM to aksara vaisI hI philma jyAdA dekhI jAtI haiM jo thrIliMga haiM, jo uttejaka haiM, jinameM Apake royeM-royeM khar3e ho jAyeM aura roMgaTe khar3e ho jaayeN| jo romAMcakArI haiN| isalie philma kA eDavaraTAija karane vAlA apanI philma ke eDavaraTAija ke lie likhegA ki aisI romAMcaka philma kabhI nahIM banI, Apake roMgaTe khar3e ho jaayeNge| lekina jisa philma meM Apake roMgaTe khar3e ho rahe haiM, Apa galata AhAra kara rahe haiN| vaha uttejaka hai, DiTekTiva hai, hatyA hai, khUna hai, vaha saba kA saba Apako uttejanA se bhara rahA hai| __ agara philma ko dekhate vakta Apa kisI dina philma na dekheM, kone meM khar3e ho jAyeM aura logoM ko dekheM, philma mata dekheN| to Apako patA cala jAegA ki kauna sI cIja uttejita karatI hai| jaba uttejanA kA citra AegA to sAre loga apanI kursiyAM chor3akara rIr3ha ko sIdhA kara leMge, sAMseM unakI Thahara jAeMgI, ki patA nahIM sAMsa ke lene meM koI cIja cUka na jaaye| bilakula ve thira ho jaaeNge| jaba uttejaka citra calA jAegA, phira ve apanI kursI para vApasa Tika jAyeMge, phira ve ArAma se dekhane lgeNge| jitanI bAra kisI philma meM AdamI kursI chor3akara baiTha jAtA hai, utanI hI usakI seksa-UrjA ko nIce kI tarapha jAne meM suvidhA bnegii| __ lekina hama rAste para bhI saba-kucha dekha rahe haiM, binA phikra kie ki saba-kucha dekhanA anivArya nahIM hai, na ucita hai| na saba-kucha dekhanA-par3hanA anivArya hai, na ucita hai| vyakti ko pratipala cunAva karanA caahie| vaha vahI bhItara le jAye jo usakI jiMdagI ko Upara le jAnevAlA hai| aura agara use jiMdagI ko nIce hI le jAnA hai to bhI soca samajha kara le jaaye| phira vahI le jAye jo nIce le jAne vAlA hai| lekina hameM kucha patA nahIM hai| hama aMdhoM kI taraha TaTolate rahate haiN| eka hAtha Upara bhI mArate haiM, eka hAtha nIce bhI mArate haiN| subaha carca bhI ho Ate haiM, sAMjha philma bhI dekha Ate haiN| carca meM carca kI ghaMTI bhI suna lete haiM, hoTala meM jAkara nRtya bhI dekha Ate haiN| hama isa taraha se apanI jiMdagI ko apane hAthoM se kATate rahate haiN| isa taraha hama apanI jiMdagI ko donoM tarapha phailAye rahate haiM aura kahIM bhI nahIM pahuMca paate| nirNaya caahie| nIce jAnA hai to jAyeM aura pUrA narka taka chU kara lautteN| lekina taba bhI vyavasthA cAhie, taba bhI sAdhanA caahie| taba phira Upara kI bAtoM ko chor3a deN| phira carca kI tarapha bhUlakara mata dekheM, phira maMdira kI tarapha mur3akara bhI na jAyeM, phira kabhI gItA se koI saMbaMdha na banAyeM, phira sAdhu se baceM, phira inako bhUla jAyeM ki ye duniyA meM haiM, phira ye buddha, mahAvIra, kRSNa, inake nAma bhI na leN| kyoMki ye ThIka loga nahIM haiM, ApakI yAtrA 254 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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meM bAdhA bneNge| Apako narka jAnA hai, apanI gAr3I pakar3eM aura apanI gAr3I para majabUtI se ruke rheN| lekina AdamI ajIba hai, eka pAMva narka kI gAr3I para rakhe rahatA hai, eka pAMva svarga kI gAr3I para rakhe rahatA hai| kahIM bhI nahIM pahuMca paataa| yaha sArI jiMdagI eka ghasITana bana jAtI hai| vaha yahAM se vahAM taka ghasITatA rahatA hai| AdamI aisI bailagAr3I hai jisameM donoM tarapha baila jota die haiN| ve donoM tarapha khIMcate rahate haiN| kabhI yaha baila thor3A khIMca letA hai, phira mana pachatAtA hai ki narka cUka gayA, thor3A isa tarapha cleN| phira thor3A narka kI tarapha gae ki phira mana pachatAtA hai, kahIM svarga na cUka jAye, thor3A usa tarapha cleN| aura sArI jiMdagI aise hI bIta jAtI hai, bailagAr3I kahIM pahuMca nahIM paatii| asthipaMjara DhIle ho jAte haiM aura baila mara jAte haiN| phira naI duniyA, phira naI jiMdagI, phira vahI kAma hama purAnI Adata se zurU karate haiN| ___ yaha nirNaya kareM ki kahAM jAnA hai, nirNaya kareM kyA honA hai, nirNaya kareM kyA pAnA hai, nirNaya kareM kyA lakSya hai, kyA dizA hai, kyA AyAma hai| phira usa nirNaya ke anusAra calanA zurU kareM, usa nirNaya ke anusAra jiMdagI meM saba bdleN| AMkha, kAna, muMha, hAtha saba ko bdleN| phira vahI sparza kareM jo paramAtmA kI tarapha le jAnevAlA ho| phira vahI suneM jisakI jhaMkAra prANoM ko chue aura vaha Upara uTha aaye| phira vahI khAyeM jo jIvana ko UMcA uThAtA hai aura halkA karatA hai| phira vahI dekheM jo AMkhoM meM dIyA bana jAtA hai aura aMdhere ko dUra karatA hai| aura phira saba-kucha badala deN| maMdira meM bhI eka sugaMdha hai| musalamAna phakIroM ne kucha sugaMdhe cunI thiiN| isa mulka meM hiMdU saMnyAsiyoM ne bhI kucha sugaMdhe cunI thiiN| una sugaMdhoM kA kucha AdhAra hai| unakA kucha kAraNa hai| jaba AdamI kisI gahare dhyAna meM pahaMcatA hai to aksara jaisI caMdana kI gaMdha hotI hai, vaisI gaMdha se bhara jAtA hai| isalie to maMdira meM hamane caMdana ko jalAnA zurU kiyA ki zAyada yaha gaMdha kisI ke bhItara kI gaMdha ko coTa kare aura smaraNa dilA de| jaba koI AdamI dhyAna kI kisI sthiti meM pahuMca jAtA hai to aisI gaMdha se bhara jAtA hai jaise lobhAna kI gaMdha hotI hai| isalie musalamAna phakIroM ne lobAna ko cunA ki zAyada lobAna kI gaMdha kisI ke bhItara soyI huI gaMdha ko coTa mAra de aura uThA de| yaha saba-kucha cunAva hai, yaha saba akAraNa nahIM hai| isa sabake pIche kAraNa hai| ___ eka choTI-sI bAta phira maiM apanI bAta pUrI kruuN| mujhe kala kisI mitra ne pUchA ki Apane gairika vastra kyoM saMnyAsa ke lie cunA? kAraNa hai uskaa| jaise-jaise citta zAMta hotA hai bhItara, vaise-vaise sUryodaya kA prakAza bhItara phailanA zurU ho jAtA hai| vaha gairika hotA hai| vaha geruve vastra bAhara se usa bhItara ke raMga ko coTa karate raheM, yahI gairika vastroM ke cunAva kA artha hai| roja-roja dekhatA rahe, uThAye, pahane, soye, uThe, dekhatA rahe to zAyada usake bhItara jo soyA huA raMga hai, eka naye sUryodaya kaa| vaha jo dhyAna meM kabhI prakaTa hotA hai| jaise abhI sUraja nahIM jagA aura subaha kI lAlimA phaila gaI, sArI prAcI lAla ho gaI hai| abhI sUraja nahIM AyA hai sirpha prAcI lAla ho gayI hai akAma (praznottara) 255 For Personal & Private Use Only

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aura pakSI gIta gAne lage haiM, aura subaha kI ThaMDI havAeM bAhara phaila gaI haiM, ThIka vaisA hI kabhI dhyAna ke kisI kSaNa meM bhItara bhI hotA hai| usa raMga ko dekhakara hI isa bAhara ke raMga ko kisI ne cuna liyA thaa| dUsare raMga bhI cune gae haiM, ve bhI bhItara dekhe gae raMga haiN| unake cunAva ke bhI kAraNa haiN| musalamAna phakIroM ne harA raMga cuna liyA thA kyoMki bhItara vaha raMga bhI dekhA jAtA hai| buddha ke sAdhakoM ne pIlA raMga cuna liyA thaa| vaha raMga bhI bhItara dekhA jAtA hai| thiyosAphikala sosAiTI ne kabhI eka raMga ke lie sArI duniyA ke bAjAroM meM khoja kI thI-eka nIle raMga ke lie| karnala alkATa ko eka raMga dhyAna meM dikhAyI par3A aura usa raMga ko sArI duniyA ke bAjAroM meM khojane ke lie AdamI bheje ge| kyoMki alkATa kA kahanA thA, usI raMga kA upayoga sAdhaka ke lie karanA hai| bar3I muzkila huI, varSoM khoja huI, ThIka raMga nahIM milatA thaa| nIle ke bahuta zeDa milate the, lekina alkATa kaha detA ki yaha vaha raMga nahIM hai| Akhira do-tIna sAla ke bAda iTalI ke eka bAjAra meM kahIM vaha raMga milA aura taba alkATa ne kahA ki ThIka hai, aba vaha raMga mila gayA jo maiMne dekhA thaa| yaha raMga kAma kregaa| usa raMga ko dekhane se, jo alkATa ne raMga dekhA thA, dUsare vyakti ke bhItara bhI jhaMkAra paidA ho sakatI hai| vaha raMga jagA sakatA hai| __gairika raMga sUryodaya kA raMga hai| aura bhItara jaba prANoM kA udaya hotA hai to vaisA raMga phaila jAtA hai| raMga bhI, dhvani bhI, gaMdha bhI, svAda bhI, sparza bhI, sabakA cunAva karanA hogA, taba Upara kI yAtrA zurU hotI hai| aura hama saba kaMphyUjDa haiM, kyoMki hama saba anargala, asaMgata cunAva karate rahate haiN| aneka taraha kI nAva para savAra ho jAte haiN| phira jIvana TUTatA hai, jIvana naSTa hotA hai aura hama kahIM pahuMca nahIM pAte haiN| Aja itanA hii| zeSa kl| 256 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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sAM zo, kAma - UrjA ko dhyAna aura samAdhi kI dizA meM rUpAMtarita karane kI sAdhanA meM taMtra kA kyA yogadAna hai ? kRpayA isakI rUpa-rekhA prastuta kreN| Fa praznottara taMtra advaita darzana hai| jIvana ko usakI samagratA meM taMtra svIkAra karatA hai - bure ko bhI, azubha ko bhI, aMdhakAra ko bhI / isalie nahIM ki aMdhakAra aMdhakAra rahe, isalie nahIM ki burA burA rahe, isalie nahIM ki azubha azubha rahe, balki isalie ki azubha ke bhItara bhI rUpAMtarita hokara zubha hone kI saMbhAvanA hai| aMdhakAra bhI nikhara kara prakAza ho sakatA hai| aura jise hama padArtha kahate haiM, vaha bhI apanI parama gaharAiyoM meM paramAtmA ke atirikta aura kucha bhI nahIM hai| For Personal & Private Use Only

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taMtra advaita hai| usa eka kI hI svIkRti hai| vaha jo burA hai, vaha bhI usa eka kA hI rUpa hai| vaha jo azubha hai, vaha bhI usa eka kA hI rUpa hai| taMtra ke mana meM niMdA kisI kI bhI nahIM hai| kaMDemanezana hai hI nhiiN| jI.ema.ena. TArela ne eka kitAba likhI hai, 'greDsa oNpha signiphikeMsa', mahattA kI sIr3hiyAM yA mahattA ke sopaan| taMtra kI dRSTi meM jIvana meM jo pharka haiM, vaha mahattA ke sopAnoM ke pharka haiN| lekina pahalI sIr3hI bhI maMdira kI aMtima sIr3hI kA hI hissA hai| yadi pahalI sIr3hI haTA dI jAye to maMdira kI aMtima sIr3hI taka pahuMcane kA koI upAya nahIM hai| jamIna ke nIce chipI huI kurUpa jar3eM bhI AkAza meM khile hue phUloM ke prANa haiN| aura agara kurUpa, aMdhakAra meM DUbI huI jar3oM ko kATa diyA jAye, to AkAza meM khilanevAle suMdara phUloM kI koI saMbhAvanA nhiiN| maMdira kI buniyAda meM par3e hue beDhaMge patthara hI maMdira ke zikhara para car3he hue svarNa-kalaza ko saMbhAle hue haiN| unheM inakAra kara diyA jAye, to svarNa-kalaza bhI jamIna para dhUla-dhUsarita hokara gira par3atA hai| ___ taMtra, jIvana ko usakI samagratA meM svIkAra karatA hai| isa bAta ko pahale samajha lenA jarUrI hai| kyoMki isI AdhAra para taMtra ne kAma-UrjA ke rUpAMtaraNa ke vijJAna ko vikasita kiyA hai| taMtra kI dRSTi meM kAma-UrjA divya-UrjA kA pArthivIkaraNa hai| taMtra kI dRSTi meM seksa enarjI, kAma-UrjA, brahma kI hI pahalI sIr3hI hai| isakA artha yaha nahIM hai ki taMtra cAhatA hai ki vyakti kAma meM DUbA rhe| isakA itanA hI artha hai ki hama jahAM khar3e haiM, yAtrA vahIM se karanI par3egI; aura hama jahAM khar3e haiM agara vaha bhUmi, usa bhUmi se nahIM jur3I hai jahAM hameM pahuMcanA hai, to phira yAtrA kA koI upAya nhiiN| manuSya kAma meM khar3A hai| ___ manuSya kAma meM, kAma kI bhUmi meM, maujUda hai| jahAM hama apane ko prakRti kI tarapha se pAte haiM, vaha biMdu kAma kA, seksa kA biMdu hai| prakRti hameM vahIM khar3A kie hue hai| koI bhI yAtrA isa biMdu se hI hogii| aba isa biMdu se hama do taraha kI yAtrA kara sakate haiN| ___eka, jo sAdhAraNataH loga karane kI koziza karate haiM, lekina kabhI kara nahIM pAte, vaha yaha ki hama apanI sthiti se lar3anA zurU kara deN| hama jahAM khar3e haiM, usa bhUmi ke duzmana ho jAyeM, arthAta hama apane hI duzmana ho jAyeM aura apane ko hI do hissoM meM khaMDita kara leN| eka vaha hissA, jisakI hama niMdA karate haiM, jo hama haiN| aura eka vaha hissA jisakI hama prazaMsA karate haiM, jo hama abhI nahIM haiM, jo hama honA cAhate haiN| hama apane ko do hissoM meM tor3a leM : jo hai aura jo honA caahie| aura jaba bhI koI vyakti apane ko aise do khaMDoM meM tor3atA hai to pahalI to bAta yaha samajha lenI cAhie ki jise vaha inakAra kara rahA hai vahI vaha hai, aura jise vaha svIkAra kara rahA hai vahI vaha nahIM hai| usakA sArA jIvana aba eka bahuta behUde, ebsarDa saMgharSa meM utara jaaegaa| jo vaha nahIM hai, samajhanA cAhegA ki maiM hUM, aura jo vaha hai use inakAra karanA cAhegA ki vaha maiM nahIM huuN| aise vyakti kevala vikSipta ho sakate haiN| taMtra kI dRSTi meM yaha aMtara-kalaha hai| 258 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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agara koI brahmacarya taka pahuMcanA cAhatA hai to kAma se lar3akara nahIM, kyoMki taMtra kahatA hai ki svayaM se lar3akara to hama kahIM bhI nahIM pahuMca sakate haiN| lar3egA kauna? lar3egA kisase? hama eka haiN| lar3ane kA artha hai, apane ko do khaMDoM meM bAMTanA hogaa| vaha sIjophrenika hai| isa taraha vyakti do khaMDoM meM TUTakara vikSipta hogaa| usase spliTa parsanailiTI paidA hogii| sirpha hamAre bhItara khaMDa-khaMDa chitara jaaeNge| taMtra kahatA hai ki kAma ko hI rUpAMtarita karanA hai brahmacarya taka, kAma kI hI zakti ko le jAnA hai brahma tk| vahI kAma kI zakti jo dUsare taka daur3atI hai, use pahuMcAnA hai svayaM tk| vahI kAma kI zakti jo dUsare kI AkAMkSA karatI hai, usase hI AkAMkSA karavAnI hai svayaM kI gaharAiyoM kii| vahI kAma kI zakti jo chudra sukha ko khojatI hai, usI kAma-zakti ko mor3a denA hai virATa, anaMta AnaMda kI ora, zAzvata kI ora, mukti kI or| taMtra kI isa dRSTi ko maiM advaita kI dRSTi kahatA huuN| . __ ve sAre loga jo jIvana ko kalaha kI bhASA meM, kAMphlikTa kI bhASA meM dekhate haiM, dvaitavAdI haiM, dduaalistt| ve mAnate haiM ki jIvana meM do tatva haiM, aura donoM ko lar3AnA hai| zarIra ko lar3AnA hai AtmA se, paramAtmA ko lar3AnA hai prakRti se, kAma ko lar3AnA hai dhyAna se| lar3Ane kI hI bhASA meM unake sAre ciMtana kA jAla phailatA hai| aise lar3AnevAle loga jIvana ke satya ko nahIM jaante| taMtra kahatA hai, lar3AnA nahIM hai, rUpAMtarita karanA hai, TrAMsaphArma karanA hai, jo hamAre pAsa hai| Aja vijJAna bhI taMtra kI bAta se sahamata hai| kyoMki vijJAna ne agara idhara tIna sau varSoM meM kucha bhI maulika siddhAMtoM kI ghoSaNA kI hai to unameM eka siddhAMta yaha hai ki UrjA kA hanana nahIM ho sktaa| enarjI ko naSTa nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| UrjA ko naSTa karane kA koI upAya hI nahIM hai| hama sirpha badala sakate haiM, vinaSTa nahIM kara skte| eka reta ke choTe-se kaNa ko bhI vijJAna kI mahattama se mahattama zakti naSTa nahIM kara sakatI, jo usa reta ke kaNa meM chipA hai| hAM, use rUpAMtarita kara sakatI hai; use dUsarA rUpa de sakatI hai| dUsarA phArma, dUsarI AkRti, dUsarA jIvana, dUsarA jagata, saba kucha badalA jA sakatA hai, lekina usa reta ke choTe se kaNa meM jo UrjA, jo enarjI chipI hai use naSTa nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| vijJAna kahatA hai, isa jagata meM kacha bhI vinaSTa nahIM hotA hai| isakA dUsarA pahalU bhI hai| isa jagata meM kisI bhI cIja kI sRSTi nahIM hotii| na kucha miTatA hai, na kucha banatA hai, sirpha rUpAkRtiyAM badalatI haiN| bIja thA, vRkSa ho jAtA hai| bIja miTa jAtA hai, lekina hamAre dekhane kI kamI ke kaarnn| bIja miTatA nahIM, bIja meM chipI UrjA vRkSa bana jAtI hai| phira kala vRkSa mara jAtA hai, miTa jAtA hai, aura hajAroM bIjoM ko apane pIche phira chor3a jAtA hai| UrjA sirpha rUpa badalatI rahatI hai, UrjA naSTa nahIM hotI hai| na kucha banatA hai jagata meM, na kucha miTatA hai| isalie jo loga banAne-miTAne kI bhASA meM socate haiM, ve avaijJAnika DhaMga se socate haiN| seksa ko miTAyA nahIM jA sakatA, lekina eka arthoM meM seksa bilakula vidA ho sakatA hai, jaise bIja vidA ho gyaa| Aja kahAM hai vaha bIja jo kala thA? aba vaha vRkSa hai| agara taMtra (praznottara) 259 For Personal & Private Use Only

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bIja ko khojane jAeMge to kahIM bhI use khoja nahIM skeNge| kahA jA sakatA hai, bIja miTa gyaa| lekina galata hogI vaha bhaassaa| bIja miTA nahIM, rUpAMtarita ho gyaa| kyoMki jahAM bIja thA, vahAM aba vRkSa hai; jo bIja thA, vahI aba vRkSa hai| brahmacarya seksa kA vinAza nahIM hai, brahmacarya vahAM hai aba, jahAM kala kAma thaa| jahAM kala kAma kI UrjA bAhara kI tarapha daur3a rahI thI, Aja vahAM vahI UrjA brahmacarya banakara bhItara kI tarapha daur3I calI jA rahI hai| jahAM kala taka jisa UrjA kI gati bahirgAmI thI, vahI UrjA kI gati aba aMtargAmI ho gaI hai| jo UrjA keMdra se paridhi kI tarapha daur3atI thI, aba paridhi se keMdra kI tarapha daur3ane lagI hai| lekina UrjA vahI hai| UrjA vinaSTa nahIM hotI hai| taMtra ne isa ghoSaNA ko vijJAna kI Adhunika samajha ke bahuta pahale manuSya ko diyA hai| taMtra kahatA hai, kisI zakti ko naSTa karane ke pAgalapana meM mata par3a jAnA, anyathA svayaM hI TUToge, bikharoge, zakti ko naSTa nahIM kara paaoge| isalie jo loga bhI kAma se lar3eMge, ve brahmacarya ko upalabdha nahIM hote, sirpha vikRtiyoM ko, paravarsana ko upalabdha hote haiN| jo vyakti bhI apane kAma se saMgharSarata ho jAyegA, zatrutA pAla legA...aura hamameM se adhika loga kAma se zatrutA pAle hue haiN| ___asala meM hama yA to zatrutA pAlanA jAnate haiM yA mitratA pAlanA jAnate haiN| donoM ke bIca meM ThaharanA hama nahIM jaante| yA to hama pAgala kI taraha mitra bana jAte haiM yA hama pAgala kI taraha zatru bana jAte haiM, lekina hamArA pAgalapana kAyama rahatA hai| hama kabhI bhI taTastha hokara nahIM dekha paate| ___taMtra kahatA hai, kAma ko taTastha hokara dekhanA pahalA sUtra hai| kAma ko mitra kI taraha mata dekho, zatru kI taraha mata dekho; kAma ko bhogane yogya kI bhAMti mata dekho, kAma ko tyAgane yogya kI bhAMti mata dekho| kAma ko dekho eka zuddha UrjA kI bhAMti, eka pyora enarjI kI bhaaNti| vaha satya bhI hai| mitratA, zatrutA hamAre dRSTikoNa haiM, tathya nahIM haiN| mitratA, zatrutA hamArI vyAkhyAeM haiM, iMTarapriTezansa haiM, tathya nahIM haiN| tathya to itanA hI hai ki vaha eka UrjA, eka virATa UrjA, jo bAhara kI tarapha phailatI calI jAtI hai, jo dUsare kI mAMga karatI hai, jo virodhI kI mAMga karatI hai, isa UrjA ko UrjA kI taraha dekheN| taMtra kA yaha pahalA sUtra hai| ___ aura ise UrjA kI taraha dekhate hI sArI dRSTi badala jAtI hai| kyoMki taba na hama bhogane ko Atura haiM, na hama tyAgane ko Atura haiN| jo tyAgane ko Atura hai, vaha hArA huA bhogI hai, thakA huA bhogI hai, UbA huA bhogI hai, parezAna huA bhogI hai| vaha bhogI hI hai, jo aba tyAga kI bAta kara rahA hai| lekina jaba bhoga se Uba gayA AdamI to tyAga para kitane dina rukegA ki na Uba pAye? jo bhoga se Uba gayA hai, vaha jaldI hI tyAga se bhI Uba jaaegaa| jaba bhoga taka se Uba rahe haiM, to tyAga se kaise baca sakeMge Ubane se? tyAga usI bhoga kA dUsarA pahalU hai, vaha usI sikke kI dUsarI tasvIra hai| jaba eka pahalU se Uba gae haiM, taba dUsare pahalU se bhI Uba jaaeNge| 260 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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ise thor3A samajha lenA jarUrI hai, kyoMki yaha kAma-UrjA ke rUpAMtaraNa ke lie anivArya samajha bnegii| pratyeka kAma ke kRtya ke do pahalU haiN| pratyeka kRtya ke hI do pahalU haiN| kAma-kRtya ke bhI do pahalU haiN| udAharaNa se samajheM ki bhUkha lagI hai, khAne ke lie Atura haiM, pAgala haiM, saba dAMva para lagA sakate haiN| phira bhojana kara liyA hai| phira bhojana karane ke bAda bhojana ko bilakula bhUla jAte haiM, phira bhojana kI koI yAda nahIM raha jaatii| aura agara jyAdA bhojana kara liyA to jisa bhojana ke lie pAgala the, usI bhojana ko vaoNmiTa karane kI, vamana karane kI icchA paidA ho jAtI hai| jisa bhojana ke lie dIvAne the, usI se aruci paidA ho jAtI hai| jisa bhojana ke lie saba kucha dAMva para lagAne ke lie taiyAra the, aba usI ke prati mana meM bar3A tiraskAra aura niMdA paidA ho jAtI hai| citta kI pratyeka vRtti, bhUkha aura pyAsa ke do pahalU haiM-pyAsa kI sthiti aura phira pyAsa ke pUre ho jAne kI sthiti| ThIka aise hI kAma jaba mAMga karatA hai mana meM, taba AdamI vikSipta aura pAgala hokara kAma ke pIche daur3atA hai| phira kAma eka zikhara taka le jAtA hai, jahAM sirpha zakti kSINa hotI hai, aura vyakti vApasa udAsI ke gaDDhe meM gira jAtA hai| usa udAsI ke gaDDhe meM aba vaha kAma ke virodha meM socatA hai| aisA bhogI khojanA muzkila hai jo bhoga ke bAda tyAga kI bhASA meM na socatA ho| tyAga jo hai vaha kAma kI hI pRSThabhUmi meM socA gayA khayAla hai| tyAga jo hai vaha kAma kA hI pazcAttApa hai, ripeMTeMsa hai| tyAga jo hai vaha khoyI gaI zakti ke lie kiyA gayA dukha hai| sabhI bhogI kAma kI tapti ke bAda tyAga kA, rinaMsiezana kA, viSAda kA, upekSA kA, tiraskAra kA anubhava karate haiN| pati patnI kI tarapha pITha karake jaba so jAtA hai to vaha pITha bar3I sUcaka hai| patnI usa pITha kI sUcanA ko bhI samajhatI hai, isalie patnI pITha ke pIche niraMtara rotI hai| kyoMki kSaNa bhara pahale yahI vyakti pAgala thA aura yahI vyakti kSaNa bhara ke bAda pITha kara liyA hai| aura yahI vyakti aba aisA udAsa aura thakA aura parezAna hai, jaise dobArA aba isakI yaha mAMga nahIM uThanevAlI hai| caubIsa ghaMTe meM, ar3atAlIsa ghaMTe meM, zakti aura umra ke anusAra mAMga phira pakar3a legI, phira bhoga kA citta khar3A ho jAegA, aura vaha pichalA saba pazcAttApa bhUla jAegA jo usane kala taka kiye the| aura phira pazcAttApa, aura pazcAttApa ke kSaNa meM vaha bhoga kI saba AkAMkSAeM, svapna, sukha kI kAmanAeM, saba bhUla jAyegA jo usane jiMdagI bhara kI haiN| tyAga aura bhoga eka sikke ke do pahalU haiN| pratyeka vyakti caubIsa ghaMTe meM niraMtara tyAga aura bhoga ke peMDulama meM ghUmatA rahatA hai| kucha loga phira isameM se eka ko pakar3a lete haiN| kucha loga bhoga ko pakar3a lete haiM to ve vezyAgRhoM meM par3e raha jAte haiN| kucha loga isameM se dUsare sikke ko, pazcAttApa ko pakar3a lete haiM, to monesTrIja meM, AzramoM meM baiTha jAte haiN| lekina ye donoM hI usa sikke ke eka-eka hisse ko pakar3e hue haiM jisameM dUsarA pahalU pIche chipA hai| taMtra (praznottara) 261 For Personal & Private Use Only

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isalie monesTrI meM bhAgA huA vyakti, Azrama meM bhAgA huA vyakti apane citta meM rojaroja kAma kI taraMgoM ko uThatA huA anubhava kregaa| pukAra AtI rahegI usa dUsare pahalU se, jisako chor3A nahIM gayA, sirpha dabAyA gayA hai| sikke ke donoM pahalU eka sAtha chor3e jA sakate haiM, eka pahalU kabhI bhI nahIM chor3A jA sakatA hai| jyAdA se jyAdA hama eka pahalU ko nIce kara sakate haiM, dUsare ko Upara kara sakate haiN| lekina agara hAtha meM sikkA hai, to dUsarA pahalU bhI hAtha meM hai| isalie tyAgI niraMtara bhoga kA AkarSaNa anubhava karatA hai, aura isalie tyAgI niraMtara bhoga ke khilApha bolatA rahatA hai| vaha Apako nahIM samajhA rahA hai, vaha apane ko hI samajhA rahA hai| ___ isalie duniyA ke samasta tyAgiyoM ne bhoga ko aisI gAliyAM dI haiM ki zaka hotA hai ki unake citta meM jarUra hI bhoga kA AkarSaNa rahA hogA, anyathA isa taraha kI gAliyoM kA koI prayojana nahIM hai| agara bhoga chUTa hI gayA ho to usako gAlI dene meM bhI rasa nahIM raha jaaegaa| lekina agara tyAgiyoM ke graMtha uThAkara dekheM to bar3I hairAnI hogii| jisa taraha bhogI prazaMsA kara rahe haiM, usI taraha tyAgI niMdA kara rahe haiN| bhogI kyoM prazaMsA kara rahA hai? bhogI apane pazcAttApoM ko miTAne ke lie prazaMsA kiye calA jA rahA hai| vaha apane ko samajhA rahA hai ki pazcAttApa vyartha the| kSaNa kI kamajorI thI, bekAra thii| AkarSaNa bahuta hai, rasa bahuta hai, svarga bahuta hai| vaha apane pazcAttApoM ko dho DAlane ke lie prazaMsA kara rahA hai| aura aisI prazaMsA kara rahA hai jo satya nahIM hai| prazaMsAeM kabhI satya nahIM hotii| aura tyAgI usase ulaTA niMdA kara rahA hai| vaha apane bhoga ke kSaNoM meM pAe gae sukha kI smRtiyoM ko jhuThalAne kI koziza meM lagA hai| vaha kaha rahA hai, saba galata hai| mana se kaha rahA hai, jhUTha haiM ye bAteM, narka haiM bilkul| mana svarga kI smRtiyAM dilAtA hai| vaha narka kaha-kaha kara una smRtiyoM ko naSTa karane meM lagA hai| lekina ye donoM hI damana kara rahe haiN| bhogI tyAga kA damana kara rahA hai, tyAgI bhoga kA damana kara rahA hai| ye donoM hI sapresiva mAiMDa haiN| yaha bAta bhI khayAla meM le lenI jarUrI hai| Amataura se hama tyAgI ko damanakArI kahate haiM, lekina bhogI ko hama kabhI damanakArI nahIM khte| yaha galata bAta hai| tyAgI bhI damana karatA hai, bhoga kA damana karatA hai| bhogI bhI damana karatA hai, apane pazcAttApoM, apane tyAgoM kA damana karatA hai| donoM hI damana karate haiN| taMtra kahatA hai, damana mata karo, dekho, jAno, phcaano| ina donoM ke dvaMdva se bco| yaha dvaita galata hai| na to prazaMsA karo, na niMdA kro| kyoMki abhI prazaMsA karoge to thor3I dera bAda niMdA kroge| jaise dina ke pIche rAta aura rAta ke pIche dina, aise hI prazaMsA ke pIche niMdA aura niMdA ke pIche prazaMsA unakA vartula ghUma rahA hai| to taMtra kahatA hai ki tuma dekho ki donoM hI vyartha haiN| UrjA ko taTastha dekho| samasta UrjA taTastha hai| na zubha hai, na azubha hai| na tyAgane yogya hai, na bhogane yogya hai| agara koI vyakti apanI jIvana-UrjA ko isa dohare dvaMdva se bacAkara dekha pAye, to kyA 262 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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pariNAma hogA? to taMtra kahatA hai, jaise hI jIvana-UrjA ko koI UrjA kI bhAMti, jasTa aija enarjI, binA kisI vailyuezana ke, binA kisI mUlyAMkana ke dekhatA hai, vaise hI UrjA Thahara jAtI hai| na to vaha Age kI tarapha jAtI hai, na to vaha pIche kI tarapha jAtI hai| na vaha bAhara kI tarapha jAtI aura na vaha bhItara kI tarapha jAtI hai| kyoMki UrjA ko hama le jAte haiM; prazaMsA se bAhara kI tarapha le jAte haiM, niMdA se bhItara kI tarapha le jAte haiN| __ghar3I ke peMDulama ko hamane ghUmate dekhA hai, lekina eka sUtra khayAla meM na AyA hogA aura vaha yaha ki jaba ghar3I kA peMDulama bAyIM tarapha jAtA hai taba vaha dAyIM tarapha jAne kI zakti arjita karatA hai| aura jaba vaha dAyIM tarapha jAtA hai taba vaha bAyIM tarapha jAne kI zakti ikaTThA karatA hai| asala meM dAyIM tarapha jAkara vaha bAyIM tarapha jAne kI taiyArI karatA hai aura bAyIM tarapha jAkara dAyIM tarapha jAne kI taiyArI karatA hai| usI hisAba se vaha ghUmatA rahatA hai| jaba Apa apanI kAma-UrjA kI prazaMsA kara rahe haiM, taba Apa niMdA kI taiyArI kara rahe haiM; aura jaba Apa niMdA kara rahe haiM taba Apa prazaMsA kI taiyArI kara rahe haiN| yaha ulaTA khayAla ekadama se samajha meM nahIM aataa| yaha lA Apha rivarsa iphekTa hai| yaha AdamI ke mana meM virodhI UrjA ikaTThI hotI rahatI hai| ___maiMne sunA hai, eka yahUdI phakIra hasIda ne eka kitAba likhI hai| vaha kitAba eka krAMtikArI kitAba thI aura yahUdiyoM kA jo ArthADAksa, rUr3higrasta varga thA, vaha bahuta kupita thA usa kitAba pr| to usane apane eka bhakta ko, apane eka premI ko vaha kitAba dekara kahA ki yahUdiyoM kA jo sabase bar3A rabbI hai, usako bheMTa kara aao| vaha bhakta bahuta ghbraayaa| usane kahA, patA nahIM, vaha kaisA vyavahAra kare? hasIda phakIra ne kahA, tuma unake vyavahAra kA uttara mata denaa| vaha jo bhI vyavahAra kare, use ThIka-ThIka Akara mujhe batA denaa| aura dhyAna rakhanA ki tuma unake vyavahAra ko riekTa mata karanA, nahIM to tuma ThIka-ThIka khabara na de paaoge| tuma sirpha dekhanA ki vaha kyA vyavahAra karate haiN| tuma kucha karane mata laga jaanaa| agara ve gAlI deM to tuma gAlI kA uttara mata denA, agara vaha krodha kareM to tuma samajhAne kI koziza mata krnaa| tuma sirpha viTanesa, sAkSI rahanA, tAki tuma ThIka-ThIka khabara mujhe de sko| tumheM maiM eka gavAha kI taraha vahAM bheja rahA huuN| vaha AdamI gavAha kI taraha vahAM gyaa| sAMjha thI aura rabbI apanI patnI ke sAtha bagIce meM baiThA thaa| bhakta ne use vaha kitAba dI aura kahA ki phalAM phakIra ne Apake lie bheMTa bhejI hai| nAma sunate hI rabbI ne kitAba ko uThAkara jora se pheMka diyA aura kahA ki daravAje ke bAhara rkho| aisI adhArmika kitAbeM isa makAna ke bhItara bhI praveza nahIM kara sktiiN| lekina usa AdamI ko kahA gayA thA ki vaha sirpha gavAha kI taraha rahegA, eka kSaNa to usa AdamI ko huA ki kucha kare, eka kSaNa to huA ki kucha kahe, lekina use kahA gayA thA ki use bhAgIdAra, pArTIsipeMTa nahIM honA hai, use sirpha gavAha honA hai| to vaha khar3A rhaa| tabhI rabbI kI patnI ne kahA, aisA bhI kyA krodha kara rahe haiM! ghara meM hajAroM kitAbeM rakhI haiM, lAibrerI kI raika para isako bhI rakha deM, aura pheMkanA bhI ho to pIche pheMka sakate haiM, isa becAre AdamI ko taMtra (praznottara) 263 For Personal & Private Use Only

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itanA dukha dene kI bhI kyA jarUrata hai? mana huA ki vaha dhanyavAda de usakI patnI ko, lekina phira khayAla AyA ki vaha sirpha gavAha kI taraha bhejA gayA hai| use kucha karanA ucita nahIM hai| vaha khar3A dekhatA rhaa| __phira usane pUchA, maiM jAUM? rabbI aura usakI patnI donoM ne pUchA, lekina Apane kucha bhI kahA nhiiN| usane kahA, maiM sirpha gavAha kI taraha bhejA gayA huuN| mujhe khabara de denI hai, jo ho rahA hai| mujhe kahA gayA hai ki mujhe bhAgIdAra nahIM honA hai| lekina calate vakta usane kahA ki eka khabara Apako jarUra de jAUM ki jiMdagI meM yaha pahalA maukA hai ki maiM kisI cIja meM sirpha gavAha thA, aura merA pahalA maukA hai ki apanI pUrI jiMdagI ke lie merA citta haMsa rahA hai| kAza, maiM pUrI jiMdagI aisA gavAha ho pAtA! vaha vApasa calA aayaa| phira hasIda phakIra ne pUchA, kyA huA? to usane kahA, aisAaisA huaa| hasIda phakIra ne pUchA, tumane koI pratikriyA to nahIM kI? usane kahA, nahIM, maiMne koI pratikriyA nahIM kii| hasIda phakIra ne pUchA ki aba tumhArA kyA khayAla hai? agara tuma usa vakta pratikriyA karate to kyA khayAla hotA aura aba agara pratikriyA karo to kyA khayAla hai? to usa AdamI ne kahA ki bilakula hAlata badala gyii| agara usa vakta maiM pratikriyA karatA to maiM samajhatA ki vaha rabbI duzmana hai aura usakI patnI mitra hai| lekina gavAha kI taraha dekha AyA to aba maiM kaha sakatA hUM ki rabbI Aja nahIM kala mitra bana sakatA hai, para usakI patnI ke mitra banane kI koI ummIda nahIM hai| hasIda ne pUchA, kyoM? to usane kahA ki rabbI ne itane jora se kitAba krodha meM pheMkI ki Aja nahIM kala use kitAba par3hanI hI par3egI, Aja nahIM kala vaha pchtaaegaa| lekina patnI ne bar3e ThaMDe dila se itanA kahA ki rakha do lAibrerI meM, hajAra kitAbeM rakhI haiM, yaha bhI rakhI rhegii| usase koI ummIda nahIM hai ki vaha pddh'e| to aba maiM kaha sakatA hUM ki rabbI kI patnI hI duzmana hai| rabbI to mitra bana sakatA hai| vaha hasIda haMsane lgaa| usane kahA ki tuma ghar3I ke peMDulama ke siddhAMta ko samajha gae ho| ___jiMdagI bar3I ulaTI pratikriyAeM ikaTThI karatI hai| bhogI roja-roja tyAga kI kasameM khAtA hai, tyAgI roja-roja bhoga kI AkAMkSAoM meM lipta hotA hai| taMtra kahatA hai, donoM vyarthatAeM haiN| eka hI sikke ke do pahala haiN| taMtra kahatA hai UrjA sirpha UrjA hai| mata dekho bhogane kI taraha, mata dekho tyAgane kI trh| dekho hI mata kucha karane kI trh| sirpha UrjA ke gavAha bana jAo, jasTa bI e vittnes| aura jaise hI UrjA kA koI gavAha bane, UrjA na bAhara jAtI hai, na bhItara jAtI hai, UrjA khar3I raha jAtI hai| aura jaise hI UrjA khar3I raha jAe, vaise hI UrjA meM rUpAMtaraNa zurU ho jAtA hai| __ aura eka bar3e maje kA eka dUsarA niyama Apase khuuN| isa jagata meM koI bhI cIja khar3I nahIM raha sktii| isa jagata meM koI bhI cIja Thahara nahIM sktii| isa jagata meM koI bhI cIja yA to bAhara jAegI yA bhItara jaaegii| isa jagata meM koI bhI cIja yA to Age jAegI yA pIche jaaegii| isa jagata meM ThaharAva nahIM hai, yahAM kucha bhI ThaharA nahIM raha sktaa| pratyeka cIja jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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pratipala Age-pIche ho rahI hai| agara UrjA khar3I ho jAe, na bhItara jAe, na bAhara jAe, to eka kSaNa ko aisA dikhAI par3egA ki UrjA khar3I ho gaI, kyoMki usakA bAhara jAnA tatkAla baMda ho jaayegaa| Apa kucha na kareM, sirpha gavAha bane raheM, to Apa pAeMge ki UrjA ne bhItara jAnA zurU kara diyaa| UrjA jIvaMta hai, ruka nahIM sakatI, kahIM jAegI hii| agara nIce na jAegI to Upara jaaegii| ___ isalie taMtra kahatA hai, bAhara le jAne ke lie manuSya ko bar3e upAya karane par3ate haiN| bhItara le jAne ke lie sirpha nirupAya ho jAnA par3atA hai| bAhara le jAne ke lie bar3e epharTa karane par3ate haiM, kyoMki bAhara le jAnA asvAbhAvika hai| bhItara le jAne ke lie upAya nahIM karane par3ate haiN| bhItara le jAne ke lie eka hI upAya karanA par3atA hai, bAhara le jAne vAle upAya chor3a dene par3ate haiN| aura bhogI aura tyAgI donoM hI bAhara lar3ate rahate haiN| eka UrjA ko bhItara kI tarapha khIMcatA hai| jitanA bhItara kI tarapha khIMcatA hai, UrjA utanA bAhara kI tarapha dhakkA detI hai| dUsarA, jitanA bAhara kI tarapha dhakke detA hai, UrjA bhItara kI tarapha jAne kI ceSTA karatI hai| jaise geMda ko dIvAla para pheMka kara mArA gayA ho aura geMda ApakI tarapha lauTa AtI ho, ThIka aise hI zakti ke sAtha hamArA saMgharSa ebsarDiTIja meM le jAtA hai, asaMgatiyoM meM le jAtA hai| taMtra kahatA hai, Thahara jaao| gavAha bana jaao| sAkSI bana jaao| dekho, nirNaya mata lo, vyAkhyA mata karo, pakSa-vipakSa mata cuno, prazaMsA nahIM, niMdA nhiiN| khar3e raha jaao| basa eka bAra dekha lo| sTaiMDa sttil| aura jaise hI koI eka kSaNa ko khar3A ho gayA, tatkAla eka kSaNa ko lagatA hai ki Thahara gaI, kyoMki bAhara jAnA tatkAla baMda ho jAtA hai, aura dUsare kSaNa patA calatA hai ki dhArA bhItara kI tarapha bahane lgii| bAhara kI tarapha bahanA nIce kI tarapha bahanA hai| bhItara kI tarapha bahanA Upara kI tarapha bahanA hai| bhItara aura Upara paryAyavAcI haiM, isa aMtaryAtrA meN| bAhara aura nIce paryAyavAcI haiM, isa sAdhanA meN| aura jaise hI UrjA bhItara kI tarapha bahatI hai to aMtarmaithuna zurU hotA hai| vaha taMtra kI apanI adabhuta kalA kI bAta hai aNtrmaithun| eka saMbhoga hai jo vyakti dUsare se karatA hai, eka rati hai, eka saMbaMdha hai jo vyakti apane virodhI se, apojiTa seksa se nirmita karatA hai| puruSa strI se yA strI puruSa se| lekina jaba bhItara kI tarapha yAtrA zurU hotI hai to apane hI bhItarI keMdroM para saMbaMdha nirmita hone zurU ho jAte haiN| eka mUlAdhAra jaba dUsare mUlAdhAra se saMbaMdhita hotA hai to yauna ghaTita hotA hai| ve bhI do cakra haiN| unake milana se yauna ghaTita hotA hai| kSaNa bhara kA sukha ghaTita hotA hai| jaise hI mUlAdhAra se zakti bhItara ke dUsare cakra kI tarapha bahanI zurU hotI hai, dUsare cakra para milana ghaTita hotA hai| do cakra phira milate haiM, lekina yaha aMtara-cakroM kA milana hai, aura taMtra zurU ho gyaa| aMtamaithuna zurU huaa| aise sAta cakra haiM aura pratyeka cakra para jaba UrjA pahuMcatI hai to aura gahare AnaMda aura gahare AnaMda kA anubhava hotA hai, aura sAtaveM cakra para UrjA ke bahane para parama AnaMda kA taMtra (praznottara) 265 For Personal & Private Use Only

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visphoTa, eksaplojana ho jAtA hai| usake bAda koI cakra nahIM hai| usake bAda UrjA parama brahma se eka ho jAtI hai| hai| ye jo aMtara-cakra haiM vyakti ke apane bhItara inase hI milana- UrjA kA nAma aMtamaithuna / yaha sukha... taMtra kahatA hai ise mahAsukha, kyoMki sukha kahanA ThIka nahIM hai| sukha to vaha hai jo hamane dUsaroM se milakara jAnA hai| hAlAMki dUsare se hama kabhI mila nahIM paate| mila bhI nahIM pAte ki bichur3anA zurU ho jAtA hai| milanA ho bhI nahIM pAtA ki TUTanA ho jAtA hai| mila bhI nahIM pAte ki UrjAeM alaga ho jAtI haiN| isalie dUsare se sirpha milane kI kAmanA hI hotI hai, ghaTanA nahIM ghaTatI / ghaTa bhI nahIM pAtI ki miTa jAtI hai| lekina apane hI bhItara ta TUTane kA koI savAla nahIM / milana gaharA hone lagatA hai, zAzvata hone lagatA hai, aura jaisejaise gahare cakroM para vyakti pahuMcatA hai vaise-vaise mahAsukha kI dhArA bahane lagatI hai| lekina yaha mahAsukha kI dhArA yauna UrjA kA hI rUpAMtaraNa hai| to pahalI to bAta gavAha honA jarUrI hai| taTastha dRSTi honI jarUrI hai| yauna kI duzmanI nahIM, mitratA nahIM, sahaja bhAva honA jarUrI hai| aura dUsarI bAta, yaha jo taTastha kSaNa hai, yaha jo ruka jAne kA, Thahara jAne kA kSaNa hai, isa kSaNa meM bar3I gaharI pratIkSA aura dhairya caahie| kyoM? kyoMki hamArI jiMdagI meM yauna kA jo anubhava hai vaha eka kSaNa kA anubhava hai| | kSaNa ke bhI hajAraveM hisse kA anubhava hai / aura jaise hI vaha kSaNa pUrA bhI nahIM ho pAtA ki citta vApasa lauTa jAtA hai| virodha meM lauTa jAtA hai| isalie Adatavaza jaba yaha Thaharane kA kSaNa bhI AtA hai taMtra meM, taba bhI citta tatkAla vApasa lauTane lagatA hai / yaha usakI purAnI Adata hai| isalie bar3e dhairya kI jarUrata hai| jaba bhItara ke cakroM para UrjA pravAhita ho, taba jarA dhairya rakhane kI jarUrata hai| sukha bahuta milegA, lekina vApasa mata lauTa jaaie| pahale sukha kA anubhava yauna-sukha jaisA hI hotA hai, saMbhoga jaisA hI hotA hai / isalie jaldI se vApasa mata lauTa jaaie| purAnI Adata jora kregii| Apako patA bhI nahIM calegA aura Apa pAyeMge ki Apa vApasa lauTa gaye haiN| kyoMki citta hamArA mekenikala haibiTa se calatA hai / usakI sArI baMdhI huI AdateM haiN| vaha apanI AdatoM se hI jItA hai| jaisI AdateM haiM vaha vaise hI kie calA jAtA hai| svAbhAvika bhI yahI hai, kyoMki citta ke pAsa Adata ke atirikta aura koI jJAna nahIM hai / usakA jo jJAna hai vaha yahI hai, vaha apanI Adata ko doharA legA / isalie taMtra kI dhyAna-sAdhanA meM bar3I se bar3I jo bAta hai jAnane kI vaha yaha hai ki pahale kSaNa kA pahale cakra para anubhava saMbhoga jaisA hogA, taba mana ekadama lauTa jAnA caahegaa| usa vakta dhairya aura pratIkSA, peseMTa aveTiMga kI jarUrata hai| usameM jaldI mata lauTa jAiye / kaThinAI hogI, dasa-pAMca daphA vApisa lauTa hI jAiyegA, lekina usa vakta dhairya rakhiye, use dekhate rahie, dekhate rahie / eka-eka kSaNa laMbA mAlUma hogA, ki bahuta TAimalesa hai, ki kaba pUrA hogaa| kyoMki mana kI Adata kSaNa ke sukha kI hI hai| agara mahAsukha utaregA to bhI ghabarAkara vApasa lauTa jAtA hai| isa kSaNa meM hI tapazcaryA kI jarUrata hai| isa kSaNa meM dhairya kI jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA 266 For Personal & Private Use Only

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jarUrata hai| ruka jAyeM, aura bhItara, aura bhItara DUbate jaayeN| yaha jo mahAsukha kA anubhava hai, yaha mRtyu jaisA mAlUma hogA / itanI ghabar3AhaTa hogI / asala meM yauna kA mRtyu se gaharA saMbaMdha hai| seksa aura Detha bahuta gahare rUpa se jur3e haiN| AdamI bhI apane pratyeka saMbhoga meM kucha maratA hai| pratyeka saMbhoga meM usakI jIvana-zakti kSINa hotI hai| aura agara hama kucha prANiyoM kI tarapha najara DAleM taba to bahuta hairAnI ho jaaegii| kucha prANI to eka hI saMbhoga meM mara jAte haiN| apanI mAdA ke Upara se unheM murdA hI utArA jAtA hai| vaha jiMdA nahIM lauttte| eka hI saMbhoga unakI mRtyu bana jAtI hai| aura bhI kucha prANI haiM jinake saMbhoga ko samajhakara to aura bhI hairAnI hogii| pharka nahIM hai hamAre aura unake saMbhoga meN| sirpha TAima-gaipa kA, samaya kA pharka hai| eka aphrIkI makar3A saMbhoga karatA rahatA hai, aura usakI mAdA usako Upara se cabAnA aura khAnA zurU kara detI hai| jaba taka saMbhoga pUrA hotA hai taba taka usakA AdhA zarIra khA liyA gayA hotA hai| lekina dUsare makar3e yaha dekhate hue bhI phira bhI saMbhoga meM utarate hI rheNge| yaha dikhAI par3a rahA hai, lekina pratyeka makar3A usI taraha socatA hai jaise pratyeka manuSya socatA hai| pratyeka makar3A isI taraha socatA hai ki yaha usake sAtha ghaTa rahA hai, maiM to apavAda hUM, maiM eksepzana huuN| mere sAtha kyoM ghaTegA ! pratyeka AdamI ke bhI socane kA DhaMga yahI hai / makar3oM aura manuSyoM ke tarkoM meM bahuta pharka nahIM hai| tarka vahI haiN| pratyeka AdamI socatA hai ki maiM apavAda huuN| jaba koI AdamI sar3aka para maratA hai to aisA khayAla nahIM AtA ki maiM bhI marUMgA / aisA khayAla AtA hai, becArA...! aisA khayAla nahIM AtA hai ki idhara jo hai vaha bhI becArA hai, aura isa AdamI ke marane kI khabara, mere marane kI khabara hai| agara hama prANI-jagata meM yauna ke sAre ke sAre anubhavoM ko dekhane jAyeM to bahuta hairAna ho jaaeNge| adhika jagaha yauna aura mRtyu sAtha hI ghaTita ho jAte haiN| jahAM sAtha hI ghaTita nahIM hote, vahAM bhI pratyeka yauna kI ghaTanA mRtyu ko nikaTa lAtI calI jAtI hai| yaha jor3a gaharA hai| isalie saMbhoga ke bAda jo pazcAttApa hai, vaha asala meM thor3A-sA mara jAne kA pazcAttApa bhI hai| thor3A AdamI mara gyaa| aba vaha vahI nahIM hai jo saMbhoga ke pahale thaa| kucha kho gayA hai, kucha naSTa ho gayA hai, kucha TUTa gayA hai, pazcAttApa hai / jIvana UrjA kSINa huI hai| isalie pahalI daphA jaba aMtara- cakroM para UrjA pahuMcegI yA pahale cakra para pahuMcegI to aisA hI Dara lagegA ki kahIM maiM mara na jaauuN| isalie dhyAna kI gaharAiyoM meM mRtyu kA bhaya bar3I muzkila meM lA detA hai, bar3I muzkila paidA kara detA hai, aisA lagatA hai ki maiM mara na jAUM ! usa vakta taiyArI dikhAnI par3egI ki ThIka hai| mauta kA bhI svAgata hai / rAjI huuN| jaise saMbhoga meM sadA rAjI rahe haiM, aura mauta kA svAgata karate rahe haiM, aise hI usa aMtamaithuna ke pahale kSaNa meM bhI mauta ke lie rAjI honA pdd'egaa| aura jo vahAM mauta ke lie rAjI ho jAtA hai, use tatkAla patA cala jAtA hai ki vaha amRta meM praveza kara gayA hai| bAhara pratyeka maithuna mRtyu meM praveza hai| bhItara pratyeka maithuna amRta meM praveza hai| bAhara taMtra (praznottara) For Personal & Private Use Only 267

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pratyeka saMbhoga kI ghaTanA marane kI ghaTanA hai| bhItara pratyeka saMbhoga kI ghaTanA amRta ke AsvAda kI ghaTanA hai| vaha jo kabIra cillAte haiM ki amRta barasa rahA hai tAlU se cillAte haiM ki sAdhuo, amRta kI varSA ho rahI hai, vaha kucha bAhara nahIM barasa rahA hai kahIM / vaha bhItara ke cakroM para jaba jIvana UrjA car3hatI hai to amRta kA svAda barasanA zurU ho jAtA hai| aba amRta koI cIja nahIM hai ki barasegI / mRtyu koI cIja hai ki barasatI hai ! mRtyu eka ghaTanA hai, aise hI amRta bhI eka ghaTanA hai, vaha aMtarghaTanA hai| aura dUsarA bhI pahalU Apase kaha dUM, ki jaise dUsare ke sAtha saMbhoga karake hama dUsare vyakti ko janma dete haiM, aise hI svayaM ke cakroM para saMbhoga svayaM kA nayA janma banatA hai| bhItara nayA vyakti paidA hone lagatA hai / roja nayA vyakti paidA hone lagatA hai| asala meM jise hama 'dvija' kahate the, vaha usa vyakti kA nAma thA jisane dUsarA janma liyA / eka janma to mAM-bApa se milatA hai / vaha janma dUsaroM ke dvArA milA hai| eka aura janma hai jo svayaM se milatA hai| vaha taMtra kA hI janma hai| TvAisa bArna / isalie dvija kaheMge usa AdamI ko jo apane bhItara ke cakroM para jIvana-UrjA ko lekara naye janma ko upalabdha ho gayA hai| bAhara ke saba janmoM ke pIche mRtyu hai / bhItara ke saba janmoM ke pIche amRta hai| taMtra kI yaha rUpa-rekhA khayAla meM A jAye to kAma - UrjA ko brahmacarya taka pahuMcA dene jarA bhI kaThinAI nahIM hai| lekina taMtra kI yaha dRSTi samajha meM AnA kaThina hai, kyoMki hama sabake mana meM kAma-UrjA ke prati zatrutA ke bhAva bahuta gahare hAlAMki zatrutA se hama zatru nahIM ho jaate| zatrutA pAla-pAla kara roja mitratA meM utarate cale jAte haiN| idhara gAlI dete rahate haiM, udhara bhogate cale jAte haiN| idhara niMdA karate cale jAte haiM, udhara caraNa uThAye cale jAte haiN| vahI peMDulama bAyeM se dAyeM, dAyeM se bAyeM ghUmatA calA jAtA hai| jisa vyakti ko bhI kAma-UrjA ko Upara le jAnA hai, use jAnanA cAhie ki kAma UrjA bhI paramAtmA kI hI UrjA hai, isalie niMdA vyartha hai, isalie bhogane kI bAta vyartha hai| use jAnane kI bAta sArthaka hai, jIne kI bAta sArthaka hai / na bhoga meM jInA hai, na tyAga meM jInA hai / kAma - UrjA jitanI bhItara jAye utanI jIvaMta hotI calI jAtI hai| aura jitanI Upara car3he utanA mere jIvana kA hissA hotI calI jAtI hai| aura jo bhItara empaTInesa kA anubhava hotA hai, riktatA kA, khAlIpana kA, jaise hI kAma - UrjA bhItara daur3atI hai vaha bhara jAtI hai, phulaphilameMTa ho jAtA hai| AdamI kaha pAtA hai ki aba maiM bharA-pUrA huuN| aba koI jagaha khAlI nahIM hai| ozo, Apane abhI-abhI kahA hai ki saMbhoga meM strI aura puruSa donoM kI UrjA kSINa hotI hai, lekina sAmAnya mAnyatA yaha hai ki saMbhoga ke vIrya se strI ko puSTi milatI hai| kRpayA ise spaSTa kreN| jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA 268 For Personal & Private Use Only

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sAmAnya mAnyatAeM aisI hI hotI haiN| jaise sAmAnya mAnyatA yaha hai ki sUraja ugatA hai; pRthvI capaTI hai| sAmAnya mAnyatAeM aksara hI galata hotI haiN| kyoMki sAmAnya kA artha hai Upara se dekhI gaI, jisameM gahare nahIM jAyA gyaa| sUraja ugatA dikhAI par3atA hai| aba hama bhalIbhAMti jAnate haiM ki sUraja nahIM ugatA, nahIM dduubtaa| lekina sUryodaya aura sUryAsta zabdoM se chuTakArA manuSya kA kabhI bhI nahIM ho sakatA hai| ye zabda jArI rheNge| jamIna capaTI dikhAI par3atI hai, kahIM bhI gola dikhAI nahIM pdd'tii| hajAroM-lAkhoM sAla taka AdamI mAnatA calA AyA ki capaTI hai| Aja gola mAnanA par3atA hai to kaThinAI hotI hai, sAmAnya mana ko bar3I takalIpha hotI hai ki gola kaise mAneM, jaba dikhAI capaTI par3atI hai| sAmAnya mAnyatAeM aksara galata hotI haiM, kyoMki sAmAnya mAnyatAeM do cIjoM para AdhArita hotI haiN| eka, jaisA Upara se dikhAI par3atA hai| aura dUsarA, jaisA hama mAnanA cAhate haiM vaisA hama mAna lete haiN| sAmAnyatayA hama satya ko nahIM mAnanA caahte| hama jo mAnanA cAhate haiM, use satya banA lete haiN| AdamI rezanala prANI kama, rezanalAijiMga prANI jyAdA hai| aisA nahIM ki vaha bahuta buddhimattA se vicAra karatA hai, balki aisA ki vaha jo bhI vicAra karatA hai, usako buddhimattA kI zakala de detA hai| yaha jyAdA AsAna par3atA hai| hama saMbhoga, yauna, kAma ko bhoganA cAhate haiM to rezanalAijezana jor3ate haiN| strI zaktizAlI hogI, puruSa zaktizAlI hogA, svastha hogA, meDikalI ThIka hogA, ye sArI bAteM hama jor3a leNge| aura agara hama inakAra karanA cAheMge to hama sArI virodhI bAteM jor3a leNge| aura jamIna para sAmAnya AdamI sabhI sthitiyoM se gujara cukA hai| ___agara madhya yuga ke yUropa kI kitAbeM dekheM DaoNkTaroM kI bhI, to unhoMne jo bAteM kahI haiM vaha Aja kA DaoNkTara bilakula nahIM kaha rahA hai| madhya-yuga ke DaoNkTarsa kaha rahe haiM, bar3A khataranAka hai kAma, kyoMki madhya-yuga kA AdamI kAma-virodhI rukha akhtiyAra kie hue thaa| Aja kA DaoNkTara kaha rahA hai ki bilakula khataranAka nahIM hai, ekadama zubha hai, kyoMki Aja kA AdamI zubha mAnanA cAha rahA hai| koI Azcarya nahIM ki sthiti kala phira badala jaae| phaizana vicAra meM bhI badalate rahate haiN| isa jamIna para AdamI ne hajAra bAra unhIM bAtoM ko lauTA liyA hai, jina bAtoM ko usane chor3A hai yA jinase Uba gayA hai| phira unase viparIta bAtoM ko pakar3a letA hai, phira unase bhI Uba jAtA hai| phira unase viparIta bAtoM ko punaH pakar3a letA hai| roja AdamI gaye-bIte satyoM ko phira se jiMdA kara letA hai, phira unase bhI Uba jAtA hai| aura majA yaha hai ki hara yuga ke buddhimAna AdamI sAmAnya AdamI kI bAta kA samarthana kara dete haiN| kyoMki unake buddhimAna bane rahane ke lie bhI yaha jarUrI hai ki sAmAnya AdamI ke satyoM ko ve satya svIkAra kreN| duniyA meM aise nAsamajha loga kama hI hote haiM jo sAmAnya AdamI kI mAnyatAoM ko cunautI deN| yadyapi aise hI loga isa jagata meM thor3e-bahuta satya ko khojane kA kAraNa banate haiN| lekina sAdhAraNataH hama saba svIkRti dete haiM jo sAmAnya AdamI mAnatA hai| sAmAnya AdamI kI mAnyatA mana ko samajhAne kI mAnyatA hai| taMtra (praznottara) 269 For Personal & Private Use Only

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jaba maiM yaha kaha rahA hUM ki strI aura puruSa donoM hI zakti khote haiM, to do bAteM samajha lenI jarUrI haiM ki maiM kyA kaha rahA huuN| eka to maiM yaha kaha rahA hUM ki jisa zakti kI maiMne kala bAta kI, kAma-UrjA kI-jIva-UrjA kI nahIM, bAyolaoNjikala nahIM, sAikika-usa kAma-UrjA ko to donoM khote haiN| donoM hI khote haiN| ise kucha samajhane meM kaThinAI nahIM pdd'egii| ise to hama meDikalI bhI jAMca-parakha kara sakate haiN| __kAma ke kSaNa meM zvAsa tIvra ho jaaegii| ThIka vaise hI jaise AdamI sIr3hiyoM para car3hatA huA hAMpha rahA ho| blaDa prezara bar3ha jAegA, pasInA chUTa jAegA, kAma ke kSaNa ke bAda AdamI thaka jaaegaa| ghaMTe bhara meM vApasa use saMbhoga karane ko kaheM, to patA cala jAegA ki zakti milI ki ghttii| aba usako phira caubIsa ghaMTe, ar3atAlIsa ghaMTe lgeNge| eka AdamI ke bAbata kisI ne khabara dI hai, patA nahIM kahAM taka saca hai, kabhI reyara ghaTanAeM hotI haiM, ki vaha eka rAta meM bAraha saMbhoga kara skaa| lekina isa taraha kI kahAniyAM aksara to alIbAbA cAlIsa cora vAlI kahAniyAM hotI haiN| yaha saMbhava nahIM hai| ___agara AdamI zakti ikaTThA karatA hai taba to pahale saMbhoga ke bAda dUsare saMbhoga meM usakI zakti bar3ha jAnI caahie| lekina pahale saMbhoga meM jitanA vIrya-kaNa vaha chor3atA hai, agara docAra ghaMTe ke bhItara dUsarA saMbhoga kare to mAtrA AdhI ho jaaegii| aura tIsare saMbhoga meM mAtrA aura gira jAegI aura cauthe saMbhoga meM aura kama ho jaaegii| cauthe saMbhoga meM AdamI pAegA ki vaha vaddha ho gayA hai, usameM aba koI zakti nahIM hai| strI ke saMbaMdha meM thor3I bhrAMti hotI hai, kyoMki strI ke pAsa paisiva seksa hai| zakti vaha bhI khotI hai, lekina strI AkrAmaka nahIM hai| strI svabhAvataH paisiviTi meM kama zakti khotI hai| AkramaNa meM zakti jyAdA khotI hai| puruSa pahala karatA hai, AkramaNa karatA hai| strI AkramaNa nahIM karatI, sirpha AkramaNa jhelatI hai| kahanA cAhie sirpha DipheMsa karatI hai, sirpha rakSA karatI hai| strI kI zakti puruSa se kama samApta hotI hai| isalie strI-vezyAeM paidA ho skiiN| puruSa-vezyAeM paidA hone meM bahuta kaThinAI hai| abhI iMglaiMDa aura phrAMsa meM kucha puruSa-vezyAeM paidA huI haiN| lekina unake dAma bahuta jyAdA haiN| kyoMki eka puruSa-vezyA eka rAta meM eka hI bAra apane ko beca sakatA hai| vaizya nahIM kaha rahA hUM, kahIM koI nArAja na ho jaae| isalie puruSa-vezyA kaha rahA huuN| strI paisiva hai, lekina vaha bhI zakti khotI hai| __ dUsarA kAraNa, strI ke bAbata isalie patA nahIM calatA ki strI aksara AragAjma ko upalabdha nahIM hotii| asala meM puruSa aura strI kI pIksa bhinna-bhinna haiN| strI ke pAsa jo kAma kI vyavasthA hai, vaha bahuta dhImI vikasita hotI hai| aksara to aisA hotA hai ki puruSa kAma ke kSaNa ke bAhara ho jAtA hai aura strI kisI UMcAI para pahuMcatI nhiiN| usameM kucha kSINa nahIM hotaa| strI aura puruSa kI jo gati hai saMbhoga ke kSaNa meM, vaha samAna nahIM hai| isalie aksara strI kA kucha bhI kSINa nahIM hotaa| puruSa jaldI se kSINa hokara saMbhoga ke bAhara ho jAtA hai| isalie strI ko bhrama ho sakatA hai| lekina agara strI ko bhI AragAjma 270 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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upalabdha ho, agara usakA bhI rajapAta ho to zakti kSaya hogii| zakti kSaya honI hI hai| zakti kSaya karane meM hI to rasa A rahA hai| isalie Amataura se strI ko saMbhoga meM utanA rasa nahIM hotA hai jitanA puruSa ko hotA hai| kyoMki kinse ne abhI dasa sAla kI mehanata ke bAda jo rirpoTa dI hai, vaha yaha kahatI hai ki sau meM se sattara pratizata striyoM ko saMbhoga ke zikhara kI koI anubhUti nahIM hai| bacce paidA ho jAte haiM, lekina kAma-UrjA ke jo skhalana kA anubhava hai, vaha strI ko muzkila se ho pAtA hai| isalie striyAM bahuta jaldI aruci se bhara jAtI haiN| puruSa aruci se nahIM bhrtaa| roja-roja usakI ruci phira vApasa lauTa AtI hai| yaha jo maiMne kahA ki donoM kI zakti kSINa hotI hai| zakti to kSINa hotI hI hai, lekina isakA yaha matalaba nahIM hai ki maiM yaha kaha rahA hUM ki zakti ko jabaradastI dabAkara koI bar3A zaktizAlI bana jaaegaa| agara jabaradastI zakti ko dabAyA to dabAne meM bhI zakti kSINa hotI hai| agara jabaradastI dabAyA, to jitanA bhogane meM kSINa hotI hai kabhI to usase bhI jyAdA dabAne meM kSINa hotI hai| usake do kAraNa haiM, vaha dabAI huI zakti Aja nahIM, kala nikala jAegI, aneka mArga nikalane ke khoja legii| vaha sapane meM baha jaaegii| aura dabAne meM jo zakti lagAyI thI, vaha vyartha ho jaaegii| isalie dabAne ke pakSa meM maiM nahIM huuN| jo cikitsaka yA jo zarIra-zAstrI isa bAta ko kahate haiM ki yaha svAbhAvika hai, svastha hai, unakA kula prayojana itanA hai ki koI AdamI dabAne ke pAgalapana meM na pdd'e| dabAyegA to vikRta ho jAegA, paravarTa hogA, aura upadrava paidA ho jaaeNge| nahIM, dabAne se zakti nahIM bacegI, dabAne se zakti aura bhI galata, asvAbhAvika mArga legI, jo ki aura bhI ghAtaka ho sakate haiN| ___ maiM dabAne ke lie nahIM kaha rahA huuN| maiM yaha kaha rahA hUM ki aura bhI isa zakti kI gati ke mArga haiN| aura agara eka bAra usa mArga kA darzana ho jAye taba Apako patA calegA ki kitanI zakti Apane khoyI hai| kyoMki hameM paoNjiTiva upalabdhi kA koI patA hI nahIM hai| isakA hameM patA cale tabhI hama taula kara sakate haiN| ___ maiM eka ghara meM ThaharA thaa| jina mitra ke ghara ThaharA thA ve parezAna the aura nIMda AnI baMda ho gaI thii| to maiMne pUchA, bAta kyA hai? unhoMne kahA, bahuta nukasAna laga gayA hai| koI pAMcasAta lAkha rupae kA nukasAna laga gyaa| maiMne unakI patnI se pUchA ki mAmalA kyA hai ki itanA nukasAna aura itane parezAna! to usane kahA, saca pUchie to merI samajha meM nahIM AtA ki nukasAna laga gayA hai| asala bAta yaha hai ki dasa lAkha kamAne kI unakI AzA thI kisI kAma meM, lekina cAra hI lAkha kamA paae| to ve pAMca-sAta lAkha rupae kA nukasAna batA rahe haiN| mujhe to dikhatA hai ki cAra lAkha kA lAbha huaa| lekina unheM lagatA hai ki pAMca-sAta lAkha rupae kA nukasAna ho gyaa| aba kauna unako samajhAye! ___ asala meM taba taka Apako patA nahIM lagegA ki nukasAna ho rahA hai jaba taka ki Apako kisI lAbha kI dizA kA patA na ho| to tauleMge kaise? hisAba kyA hai? mApadaMDa kyA hai? nukasAna hI nukasAna huA hai jiMdagI meN| taula ke lie koI upAya bhI to nahIM hai| taula to taMtra (praznottara) 271 For Personal & Private Use Only

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usI dina zurU hotI hai jisa dina kAma-UrjA lAbha kI dizA meM, Upara kI dizA meM bar3hatI hai| taba Apako patA lagatA hai ki jiMdagI meM kitanA nukasAna huA hai| isa nukasAna ko taulane ke lie thor3e lAbha ke tarAjUvAle palar3e para bhI to kucha honA caahie| eka hI palar3A hai hamAre pAsa, jisameM hama nukasAna hI rakhate cale gae haiN| vahI nukasAna, vahI nuksaan| use lAbha kahie, nukasAna kahiye, jo kahanA hai vaha khie| hamArA koI dUsarA anubhava nahIM hai| jiMdagI meM sAre anubhava sApekSa haiN| ___isalie maiM kahUMgA ki merI bAta khayAla meM tabhI pUrI A sakatI hai jaba ApakI jiMdagI meM lAbha kA koI kaNa paidA ho jaaye| taba Apa samajheMge ki nukasAna kyA huA hai, nahIM to kaise samajha sakate haiM ki nukasAna kyA huA hai| nukasAna hI huA hai kevala, to usI meM hama lAbha-hAniyAM soca lete haiN| agara kisI nukasAna meM kSaNa bhara ke lie jarA jyAdA sukha milA ho to lagatA hai lAbha huA hai| aura kisI nukasAna meM kSaNa bhara ko kama sukha milA ho to lagatA hai nukasAna huA hai| kisI meM jarA jyAdA dera ke lie saMbhoga kI pratIti huI ho to lagatA hai lAbha huaa| aura kisI meM nahIM pratIta huI ho to lagatA hai nukasAna huaa| ye saba nukasAna haiN| inhIM meM hama taula kara lete haiN| ye saba hAre hue baTakhare haiM hamAre, jinako hama taula lete haiN| lekina jaba pahalI daphA jiMdagI meM UrjA Upara uThatI hai taba patA calatA hai ki isa janma meM hI nahIM, anaMta janmoM meM kitanA anaMta nukasAna huA hai| usakA hameM koI anubhava taba taka nahIM ho sakatA jaba taka viparIta taula kA anubhava na ho jaaye| to jaba maiM kaha rahA hUM ki donoM hI vyakti UrjA khote haiM, to maiM kinhIM dasa lAkha ke lAbha ho sakate haiM usa khayAla se kaha rahA huuN| magara unheM kucha patA nahIM hai| unheM cAra lAkha meM bhI lAbha mAlUma par3a rahA hai, taba bAta dUsarI hai| chaha lAkha kI hAni ho rahI hai| chaha lAkha kI cAhe dasa lAkha kI ho rahI hai, araboM kI ho rahI hai, yaha to taba patA cale jaba lAbha kA dvAra khula jaaye| ise thor3A prayoga kara ke dekheN| UrjA ko thor3A Upara jAne deM, phira Apa kaheMge ki kyA huA hai| samasta jIvana sApekSatAoM meM hai| aura jaba maiM kahatA hUM ki donoM UrjA khote haiM, to donoM hI saMbhoga ke bAda soceM to unako patA cala jaaegaa| kucha samaya ke bAda UrjA phira vApasa bhara dI jaaegii| zarIra to eka yaMtra hai| Apa UrjA khatma karate haiM zarIra UrjA paidA karake phira bhara detA hai| agara zarIra UrjA na bhare roja taba Apako patA calegA ki UrjA khoyI hai| asala meM aisA hai ki varSA ho rahI hai| Apa gaDDhe se pAnI nikAla lete haiN| gaDDhA phira bhara jAtA hai| Apa kahate haiM, kauna kahatA hai ki pAnI nikAlA, gaDDhA phira bharA huA hai| ___ amarIkA kI kailiphorniyA yunivarsiTI meM eka choTA-sA prayoga kiyA gyaa| tIsa yuvakoM ko tIsa dina ke lie bhUkhA rakhA gyaa| tIna dina ke bAda hI unakA jo seksa aTraikzana aura seksa apIla hai vaha khatma honI zurU ho gii| tIna dina ke bAda manovaijJAnikoM ne dekhA ki naMgI tasvIroM kI maigajIneM par3I rahIM, para aba ve kama ulaTAte haiN| sAta dina ke bAda maigajIna 272 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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kholakara sAmane bhI rakha do to bhI najara nahIM ddaalte| dasa dina ke bAda unase bahuta carcA karanA cAho, gaMdA majAka karanA cAho, unheM kucha sunAI nahIM pdd'taa| ve kahate the, bekAra kI bAteM mata kro| paMdraha dina ke bAda unakA seksa meM koI bhI rasa nahIM raha jAtA hai| tIsa dina pUre hote-hote, unako saba tarapha se sTimuleMTa do, saba tarapha se unako jagAo, naMgI philmeM dikhAo, naMgI tasvIreM rakho, posTara lagAo unake sAmane, ve aise baiThe haiM jaise una sabase unheM koI matalaba nhiiN| kyA ho gayA hai ? asala meM zarIra tIsa dina meM zakti ko pUrA nahIM kara rahA hai| gaDDhe khAlI raha gae haiN| citta meM aba koI rasa nahIM hai| phira khAnA diyA jAtA hai| tIna dina meM phira gaDDhe bharane lagate haiN| aba rasa vApasa A gayA hai| maigaz2Ina aba jora se palaTI jAne lagI haiN| sAta dina ThIka bhojana milA hai| aba ve phira gaMdI bAteM karane lage haiN| phira ve majAka karane lage haiN| aba unakI bAtacIta kA jyAdA hissA striyoM ke bAbata phira zurU ho gayA hai| paMdraha dina ThIka bhojana, aura ve vApisa vaise hI yuvaka ho gae haiN| aura unako manovaijJAnika kahate haiM ki tuma bar3e tyAgI ho gae the, bar3I upekSA se bhara gae the| ve kahate haiM, tyAgI kucha bhI nahIM, hama sirpha bhUkhe the| isalie duniyA meM bahata-se tyAgI bhUkhe rahakara agara tyAgI bane baiThe haiM to bahata bhUla meM mata pdd'naa| zarIra sabsTITyUTa nahIM kara rahA hai| jo zakti khAlI raha gayI hai, vaha khAlI raha gayI hai| zarIra nahIM bharegA zakti ko to Apa bAhara so jaayeNge| zarIra caubIsa ghaMTe meM Apako vIrya-UrjA vApasa de detA hai| isalie Apako lagatA hai ki kyA kharca ho gayA hai, kucha bhI kharca nahIM huA hai| lekina bar3e maje kI bAta hai ki caubIsa ghaMTe khAnA-pInA, dukAna, naukarI, majadUrI, mehanata, par3hanA-likhanA, saba kucha vIrya-kaNoM ko paidA karane ke lie ho rahA hai| aura ina sabako karane ke bAda una vIrya-kaNoM kA kyA karanA? una vIrya-kaNoM ko pheMka denA hai aura phira subaha se usI silasile meM laga jAnA hai| kisalie lageM! vIrya-kaNa ikaTThe karane meM! agara bAyolaoNjisTa se pUche to vaha kahegA ki AdamI kA kula phaMkzana itanA hai, usake zarIra kA pUrA kAma itanA hai : mehanata kare, khAnA kamAye, khAnA khAye, khAnA pacAye, khUna banAye, vIrya banAye aura vIrya ko pheMka de aura phira usI kAma meM laga jaaye| yaha kula jamA AdamI kA bAyolaoNjikala sarkila hai| kyA pUrI jiMdagI hama itane kAma ke lie haiM? agara isa bAta ko koI ThIka se samajha le ki basa itanA hI kAma hai merA, to jiMdagI meM krAMti ghaTita ho jAtI hai| jaba vaha AdamI socatA hai lauTakara ki yaha mujhase kyA karavAyA jA rahA hai? yaha mujhase kyA ho rahA hai? itanA hI merA phaMkzana hai! kula jamA itanI hI bAta hai basa! agara itanI hI jiMdagI hai to phira jiMdagI kyA khAka hai! phira kucha bhI nahIM hai| nahIM, jiMdagI meM aura bhI dvAra haiM, jo anajAne aura aparicita haiN| paraMtu hama eka cakkara meM par3a gae haiM aura usI cakkara meM ghUmate hue naSTa ho jAte haiN| isa cakkara se zakti bace to usa naye dvAra para bhI coTa kI jA sakatI hai| lekina yaha vIsiyasa sarkila teja hai aura tejI taMtra (praznottara) 273 For Personal & Private Use Only

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ghUma rahA hai, aura kabhI hameM maukA bhI nahIM milatA hai ki kSaNa bhara Thahara kara hama soca leM ki hama jiMdagI meM kyA kara rahe haiN| zakti to khotI hai, lekina patA tabhI calegA jaba zakti se kucha paoNjiTiva, kucha vidhAyaka upalabdhi hone lge| usake pahale patA nahIM calatA hai| ozo, Apane kucha dina pahale kahA hai ki saMbhoga meM sUkSma hiMsA hai| to kyA jisa saMbhoga se mahAvIra, kRSNa, krAisTa tathA buddha jaise logoM kA janma hotA hai, usameM bhI hiMsA kA AdhAra hai? yadi nahIM hai to kyoM nahIM hai ? aura kyA aise bhI saMbhoga saMbhava haiM jinameM jarA bhI hiMsA na ho ? hiMsA se rahita saMbhoga asaMbhava hai| mahAvIra paidA hoM, ki buddha paidA hoM, ki kRSNa paidA hoM, vaha hiMsA hogI hii| nyUnatama ho, yaha dUsarI bAta hai / lekina hiMsA hogI hI / hiMsA ke binA janma nahIM ho sktaa| isalie janma kI AkAMkSA bhI hiMsA hai| mahAvIra ke janma meM bhI hiMsA ghaTita hogI hI / aba mahAvIra agara pichale janma meM, janma lene kI thor3I sI bhI AkAMkSA se bhare raha gae hoM, tabhI janma hogaa| mahAvIra para bhI usa hiMsA kA AropaNa hai| mahAvIra ke mAtA aura pitA para to hai hI, lekina mahAvIra bhI usa hiMsA ke bhAgIdAra haiN| kyoMki janma lene kI unakI bhI AturatA hai| mAtA aura pitA to sirpha avasara, sicuezana paidA kara rahe haiN| vaha sicuezana to ... / abhI eka pazcima ke vaijJAnika Dainiyala ne ghoSaNA kI hai, hama TesTa TyUba meM paidA kara dete haiN| aba jIvana yahIM paidA ho sakegA, ho jaaegaa| koI kaThinAI nahIM hai| mahAvIra ke mAtApitA to sirpha eka paristhiti paidA kara rahe haiM jisameM mahAvIra kI AtmA praveza karatI hai| mAtA aura pitA hiMsA kara rahe haiM vaha to ThIka hI hai, mahAvIra bhI thor3I-sI hiMsA kara rahe haiN| janma lene kI AkAMkSA bhI hiMsA hai / buddha ne kahA hai, jIveSaNA hiMsA hai / vaha jIvana kI jo AkAMkSA hai, lasTa phAra lAipha, ki maiM jIUM, maiM janma lUM, usameM bhI hiMsA hai| mahAvIra kI bhI to thor3I hiMsA to hai hii| isalie mahAvIra kI jaba yaha hiMsA bhI samApta ho jAtI hai, to isake bAda phira unakA koI janma nahIM ho sakatA / mahAvIra ke sAtha eka bar3I mIThI bAta hai / samasta jaina tIrthaMkaroM ke sAtha hai| jaina paraMparA kahatI hai ki tIrthaMkara gotra bhI eka baMdha hai| tIrthaMkara bhI, AdamI kisI karmabaMdhana ke kAraNa hotA hai| vaha AkhirI baMdhana hai, svarNa-baMdhana hai, zreSThatama baMdhana hai, lekina baMdhana to hai hii| tIrthaMkara bhI kisI gaharI AkhirI AkAMkSA ke kAraNa paidA hotA hai| usane jo jAnA hai yA jAna rahA hai, use dUsaroM ko dene kI AkAMkSA se paidA hotA hai| aisI AkAMkSA bhI jIvana kI hI AkAMkSA hai / vahI tIrthaMkara-baMdha hai / vaisA AdamI binA TIcara hue nahIM raha sakatA hai| use zikSaka honA hI par3egA / usakI bhItara kAmanA meM kahIM gahare jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA 274 For Personal & Private Use Only

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zikSaka maujUda hai| vaha usa zikSaka ko eka janma jarUra lenA hI pdd'egaa| yaha janma, yaha zikSaka hone kI AkAMkSA bhI hiMsA hai| to cAhe mahAvIra paidA hoM, cAhe kRSNa paidA hoM, jise paidA honA hai use hiMsA se gujaranA hI pdd'egaa| aura jisa dina itanI hiMsA bhI nahIM raha jAegI, usa dina mahAvIra ke janma kSINa ho jAeMge, samApta ho jAeMge, zUnya ho jaaeNge| mahAvIra aba lauTa nahIM skte| aba lauTane kA koI upAya na rhaa| kyoMki lauTane kI AkhirI icchA bhI samApta ho gaI hai| vaha dUsare ko sikhAne kI bAta hI samApta ho gayI hai| __isalie maiM nahIM kahatA ki janma hiMsA nahIM hai, hiMsA hai| mere janma meM hiMsA hai, Apake janma meM hiMsA hai, mahAvIra ke janma meM hiMsA hai, hiMsA hogI hii| kama-jyAdA ho sakatI hai; kitanI tIvra icchA hai janma lene kI, usa mAtrA meM hiMsA ho jaaegii| bahuta kama rahI hogI mahAvIra kI icchA, kyoMki isake bAda phira dubArA janma nahIM huA hai| AkhirI rahI hogI, lekina rahI hai| usake binA to janma nahIM ho sktaa| yaha samajha lenA jarUrI hai ki janma hiMsA hai, jIvana hiMsA hai, mRtyu hiMsA hai| hama binA hiMsA ke jI nahIM skte| eka AdamI mAMsa na khAye to koI bahuta pharka nahIM par3atA, sAgasabjI to khAegA hii| sAga-sabjI meM bhI utanA hI prANa hai, utanI hI hiMsA ho rahI hai| pAnI to pIyegA hii| pAnI meM bhI prANa hai| hiMsA to hogI hii| zvAsa to legA hI, zvAsa meM bhI prANa hai, jIvana hai| hiMsA to hogI hii| eka zabda maiM bolatA hUM, oMTha eka bAra khulate haiM aura baMda hote haiM, to lAkhoM kITANu naSTa ho jAte haiN| hiMsA to hogI hii| mahAvIra rAta meM eka hI karavaTa sote the, karavaTa nahIM badalate the, kyoMki rAta meM do-cAra daphe karavaTa badaleM to do-cAra daphe karavaTa ke nIce kucha jIva jarUra dabeMge aura naSTa hoNge| magara eka karavaTa bhI soye, taba bhI eka karavaTa ke nIce bhI jIva dabate hI haiN| itanI hiMsA to ho jaaegii| mahAvIra nyUnatama hiMsA meM haiM, yaha dUsarI bAta hai, lekina hiMsA ke bAhara jIvana nahIM hai| caleMge, kadama rakheMge, zvAsa leMge, uTheMge, baiTheMge, hiMsA hogii| yaha sArA kA sArA jIvana hiMsA para khar3A hai, yaha sArA kA sArA jIvana hiMsA ke sAgara meM Dola rahA hai| hama hiMsA ke sAgara meM machaliyAM haiN| kama-jyAdA kI bAta dUsarI hai| jitanA kama hotA jAye, utanA zubha hai, lekina jIte-jI ahiMsA pUrI taraha nahIM ho sktii| pUrI karane kI koziza bahuta zubha hai| lekina pUrI ahiMsA to jIte-jI nahIM ho sakatI, hiMsA kucha na kucha bAkI raha jaaegii| AkhirI zvAsa bhI jaba maiM lUMgA taba bhI thor3I hiMsA bAkI raha jaaegii| lekina agara jIvana bhara maiM hiMsA ko kama se kama, kama se kama karatA calA gayA hUM, hiMsA kI AkAMkSA ko kSINa karatA calA gayA hUM, hiMsA ke rasa ko tor3atA calA gayA hUM, to AkhirI kSaNa meM maiM usa jagaha hoUMgA jahAM merI AkhirI zvAsa merI AkhirI hiMsA ho jaaegii| aura jisa dina merI AkhirI zvAsa merI AkhirI hiMsA hai, usake bAda merI pahalI zvAsa phira zurU nahIM hogii| phira bAta samApta ho jaayegii| taMtra (praznottara) 275 For Personal & Private Use Only

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isaliye buddha ne nirvANa ke do rUpa kahe haiN| buddha ne kahA hai ki jaba mujhe jJAna milA bodhi vRkSa ke nIce, to vaha nirvANa thaa| lekina abhI mahAnirvANa hone ko hai| mahAnirvANa usa dina hogA, jisa dina merI AkhirI zvAsa chuuttegii| jJAna honA aura AkhirI zvAsa chUTane ke bIca cAlIsa sAla kA phAsalA hai| mahAvIra ke lie cAlIsa-bayAlIsa sAla kA phAsalA hai| ina bayAlIsa varSoM ke pahale bhI hiMsA thI, jJAna kI ghaTanA ke bAda bhI hiMsA hai| lekina dRSTikoNa meM pharka par3a gyaa| pahale jo hiMsA thI, anajAnI thI, aba jAna kara hai| pahale jo hiMsA thI, vaha mUrcchita thI, aba hozapUrvaka hai, isalie kama se kama hai| __mahAvIra apanI tarapha se aba hiMsA nahIM kara rahe haiN| jitanI hiMsA mAtra jIvita hone se hotI hai, utanI ho rahI hai| usameM bhI jitanI nyanatA ve lA sakate haiM, lAte haiN| soyeMge to hI, to eka karavaTa so sakate haiM to ve eka hI karavaTa sote haiN| bhojana to kareMge hii| agara eka hI bAra kara sakate haiM to eka hI bAra kara lete haiN| agara do dina meM eka bAra to phira do dina meM eka bAra kara lete haiN| bhojana to karanA hI pdd'egaa| mAMsa nahIM lete haiN| sabjI hI le lete haiN| sabjI bhI, agara sUkhI huI mila jAe, phala bhI sUkhA huA le lete haiM bajAya hare ke lene ke| kyoMki hare ko tor3anA par3egA to kahIM to pIr3A hogii| sUkhA apane se gira gayA hai| lekina sUkhe ke bhItara bhI aneka jIvana haiM, unakI to hiMsA hogI hii| ___ mahAvIra jJAna ke bAda jisa hiMsA se gujare haiM, vaha majabUrI hai| usa hiMsA meM mahAvIra ko koI rasa nahIM hai, majabUrI hai| AkhirI zvAsa ke sAtha vaha majabUrI bhI TUTa jaaegii| AkhirI zvAsa ke sAtha parama nirvANa hogaa| phira vaha yAtrA aura hogii| taba binA zarIra kA jIvana hogaa| taba zuddha AtmA kA jIvana hogaa| zuddha AtmA kA jIvana hI pUrNa ahiMsA kA jIvana ho sakatA hai| isa pRthvI para sabhI cIjeM azuddha hoNgii| azuddhi kama-jyAdA ho sakatI hai| isa pRthvI para ebsolyUTa kucha bhI nahIM hotA, pUrNa kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| isa pRthvI para jisako hama pUrNatama kahate haiM, usameM bhI thor3I-sI nyUnatA zeSa raha jAtI hai| isa pRthvI para rAma, kitane hI bar3e rAma ho jAyeM, thor3A-sA rAvaNa unake bhItara zeSa raha hI jAtA hai| aura isa pRthvI para rAvaNa kitanA hI bar3A rAvaNa ho jAye, usake bhItara bhI thor3A-sA rAma sadA maujUda rahatA hai| asala meM rAvaNa ke bhItara thor3A-sA rAma hI usake vikAsa kI saMbhAvanA hai| aura rAma ke bhItara thor3A-sA rAvaNa hI unake janma kI saMbhAvanA hai| rAma ke bhItara vaha jo thor3A sA rAvaNa hai, vahI unake jIvana kA AdhAra hai| aura rAvaNa ke bhItara vaha thor3A sA jo rAma hai, vahI usakI vikAsa kI yAtrA ke lie upAya hai| yaha hogA hii| isa jagata meM pApI se pApI ke bhItara saMta hogA, isa jagata meM saMta se saMta ke bhItara thor3AsA pApI hogaa| lekina saMta vahI hai jo isa choTe se pApI ko bhI jAnatA hai, aura ise nesesarI Ivila kI taraha svIkAra karatA hai| vaha mAnatA hai ki yaha anivArya hai, jIvana ke sAtha hai| jaba koI saMta kaha de ki aba maiM isa pRthvI para pUrNa hUM to samajhanA ki thor3I cUka ho gii| vaha apane bhItara kucha hissA dekhane se inakAra kara rahA hai| vaha inakAra nahIM kiyA jA sakatA, 276 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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vaha rahegA hii| aisA asaMbhava hai ki hama pApiyoM ke sAtha pRthvI para raheM aura thor3e-se pApa ke bhAgIdAra na hoN| yaha asaMbhava hai| yaha jiMdagI eka zeyariMga hai| yahAM yaha ho sakatA hai ki Apa amIra haiM aura maiM garIba hUM, lekina merI aura ApakI amIrI aura garIbI donoM jur3I hoNgii| Apake pAsa karor3a rupae ho sakate haiM, mere pAsa eka kaur3I ho sakatI hai, lekina mere pAsa bhI eka kaur3I hai| asala meM kahanA yoM cAhie, maiM bahuta thor3A amIra hUM, Apa bahuta thor3e garIba haiN| isa jiMdagI meM sabhI cIjeM sApekSa haiN| mahAvIra, buddha aura kRSNa, unake jIvana meM bhI hiMsA hai, janma meM bhI hiMsA hai| lekina vaha hiMsA bilakula majabUrI aura AkhirI majabUrI hai, da lAsTa bairiyr| jisa dina vaha gira jAtA hai usake bAda unakA dUsarA janma asaMbhava hai| ozo, isI saMbaMdha meM eka aura prazna hai| buddha, mahAvIra aura krAisTa jaise loga jJAnopalabdhi ke bAda bhI kyA garbhAdhAna karavA sakate haiM? aura ve punaH saMbhoga kyoM nahIM karate tAki zreSTha AtmA ko janma de sakeM? aura kyA garbhAdhAna do ajJAnI vyaktiyoM ke bIca kI hI saMbhAvanA hai? sAdhAraNataH garbhAdhAna do ajJAnI vyaktiyoM ke bIca kI hI saMbhAvanA hai| yaha samajhane jaisA hai| mahAvIra yA buddha jaise vyakti janma dene ko rAjI na hoNge| do kAraNoM se| eka to ve kisI bhI vyakti ko jIvana-maraNa kI yAtrA para bhejane kI taiyArI nahIM dikhA skte| ve kisI bhI vyakti ke jIvana aura mRtyu kI laMbI yAtrA ke lie kAraNa nahIM bana skte| asala meM mahAvIra aura buddha jaise vyakti to hama sabako aise jagata meM bhejane ke lie utsuka haiM jahAM se lauTanA na ho, jahAM se phira jIvana na ho| ve to AvAgamana se mukta karAne ke lie Atura vyakti haiN| hama saba logoM ko AvAgamana se mukta karAne ke lie Atura vyakti haiN| hama kisI ko isa pRthvI para lAnA cAhate haiM, mahAvIra aura buddha kisI ko isa pRthvI se mukta karanA cAhate haiN| mahAvIra aura buddha bhI kahIM janma denA cAhate haiM, lekina vaha mokSa hai, jahAM ve janma denA cAhate haiN| kahIM pahuMcAnA cAhate haiM jahAM zarIra nahIM hai, jahAM dukha nahIM hai, jahAM pIr3A nahIM hai| ve bhI jIvana bhara daur3a rahe haiM Apake kisI naye janma ke lie, lekina Apake zarIra ke janma ke lie unakI AturatA nahIM hai| buddha ke jIvana meM eka mIThI ghaTanA hai, vaha Apase kahUM to samajha meM A ske| buddha bAraha varSa bAda ghara lauTe haiN| to ve apane putra rAhula ko sirpha eka dina kA chor3a kara bhAga gae the| aba vaha bAraha varSa kA ho gayA hai| usakI mAM svabhAvataH buddha para nArAja rahI hai| aura apane beTe ko bhI usane buddha ke khilApha bahuta bAteM kahI hoNgii| apane beTe ko bhI usane kAphI taiyAra kara rakhA hai ki jaba buddha AyeM, to unase jhagar3anA hI hai| phira buddha taMtra (praznottara) 277 For Personal & Private Use Only

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Ae to usane apane beTe se kahA, apane hAtha phailAkara isa bhikhArI bApa se mAMga le ki beTe ke lie vasIyata kyA hai? beTe ke liye kyA hai ? janma diyA thA sirpha, aba jIvana ke lie pAtheya bhI de deN| majAka thA, krUra majAka thaa| vyaMgya thA aura atyaMta gaharA thaa| lekina kSamA kiyA jA sakatA hai yazodharA ko| kyoMki binA pUche buddha use chor3akara cale gae the| usakA krodha svAbhAvika hI hai| koI soca bhI nahIM sakatA thA ki yaha ghaTanA ghttegii| buddha ne AnaMda se kahA, AnaMda, merA bhikSA-pAtra kahAM hai? rAhula ko merA bhikSA-pAtra de do aura ise saMnyAsa meM dIkSita kro| vaha yazodharA to chAtI pITakara rone lgii| usane kahA, yaha kyA kara rahe haiN| buddha ne kahA, jisa parama dhana ko maiMne pAyA hai, vasIyata meM vahI maiM apane beTe ko bhI denA cAhatA huuN| jisa parama AnaMda kI yAtrA para maiM gayA hUM aura jina khajAnoM ko maiMne khoja liyA hai, vahI to maiM apane beTe ko bhI de denA cAhatA huuN| rAhula dIkSita kara liyA gyaa| bAraha sAla kA choTA-sA lar3akA saMnyAsI ho gyaa| buddha ko auroM ne bhI kahA, aisA mata kreN| buddha ke pitA ne bhI kahA ki tU ghara chor3akara gayA aura jo hamArI AMkhoM kA ekamAtra tArA hai, tU usako bhI haTA rahA hai| phira isa rAjya kA mAlika kauna hogA to baddha ne kahA ki maiM eka aura baDe mahArAjya kI khabara lAyA hN| yaha bahata choTA rAjya hai aura isake lie usako chor3anA bar3A mahaMgA saudA hai| maiM eka mahArAjya kI khabara lekara AyA hUM aura usa mahArAjya kA mahAsamrATa banAtA hUM ise| pitA ne dukha meM hI buddha ko kahA ki phira hameM bhI tU dIkSA de de| buddha ne kahA, isase zubha aura kyA ho sakatA hai! aura apane pitA ko bhI dIkSA de dii| phira yazodharA cillAne lagI, mujhe yahAM akelA kisa lie choDa dete haiM. to majhe bhI dIkSA de deN| baddha ne kahA. isase zabha aura kyA ho sakatA hai| phira vaha pUrA ghara dIkSita ho gyaa| aba yaha buddha jaisA vyakti bhI janma de rahA hai, kisI aura mahArAjya meM, kisI aura jIvana meN| isa zarIra kI kaida meM kisI AtmA ko lAne ke lie buddha aura mahAvIra jaise vyakti, jJAna ke bAda rAjI nahIM ho skte| aisA hI samajheM ki eka jelakhAnA hai| jelakhAne meM rahane vAle logoM ko kucha bhI patA nahIM hai ki bAhara bhI eka duniyA hai phUloM kI, sUraja kI, cAMda-tAroM kI, khule hue AkAza kI, AkAza meM ur3ate hue pakSiyoM kii| unheM kucha bhI patA nahIM hai| ve sadA se vahIM haiN| ve vahIM paidA hue haiN| phira eka dina aisA AtA hai ki eka AdamI jela kI dIvAra para car3ha kara eka khulA AkAza, cAMda-tAre, sUraja, pakSiyoM ke gIta Adi ko dekha letA hai| aura usa AdamI se usakI patnI kahatI hai ki aura loga bacce paidA kara rahe haiM, tuma bacce paidA nahIM karoge? taba vaha AdamI kahatA hai ki isa kArAgRha meM maiM kisI ko bhI janma na denA caahuuNgaa| merA baccA to kama se kama isa kArAgRha meM nahIM ho sakatA hai| aba agara janma hI denA hai to usa khule AkAza kI yAtrA meM janma duuNgaa| 278 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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lekina usa jela ke bhItara kauna samajhegA isa bAta ko? ye kaidI kaheMge, pAgala ho gae ho, lauTa Ao apane ghr| apane ghara matalaba apanI sela, apanI kotthrii| aura vaha AdamI kitanA hI kahe ki cAMda, sUraja, phUla vahAM hoMge, ve kucha bhI na smjheNge| kyoMki unhoMne na cAMda dekhA, na sUraja dekhA, na phUla dekhe| unhoMne sivAya aMdhakAra ke aura jaMjIroM ke kucha bhI nahIM dekhA hai| ho sakatA hai jaise hama Aja yahAM pUcha rahe haiM, vaise hI ve loga bhI pUchege, kyA koI AdamI kArAgRha kI dIvAloM para baiThane ke bAda eka bAra lauTakara bacce ko janma de sakatA hai? yA ki kevala ve hI loga baccoM ko janma dete haiM jo kabhI dIvAla para car3hakara nahIM khar3e hue haiM? ThIka vaisA hI hamArA savAla hai| buddha aura mahAvIra jisa jagata ko, jisa jIvana ko, jisa mahAjIvana ko dekha rahe haiM, usa jIvana kA hameM kucha bhI patA nhiiN| hama isa zarIra meM, isa choTe-se zarIra ke kArAgRha meM baMda haiN| jiMdagI bhara isa kArAgRha ko lie ghUmate rahate haiN| hama socate haiM, bar3A jIvana yahIM hai| to hama socate haiM ki isameM aura AtmAoM ko janma do na, aura acchI AtmAoM ko lAo n| buddha aura mahAvIra isa koziza meM lage haiM ki yahAM se burI AtmAoM ko bhI bheja deM, chuTakArA dilA deN| aura hama isa koziza meM lage haiM ki aura acchI AtmAoM ko yahAM le aayeN| hamArI aura unakI dRSTi meM, hamAre aura unake DAyameMzana meM, AyAma meM buniyAdI pharka hai| isalie hameM khayAla meM nahIM A sktaa| ___ jJAna ko upalabdha vyakti janma nahIM de sakatA hai| nahIM de sakatA hai isalie ki kisI ko kArAgRha meM DAlane kI jimmevArI nahIM le sakatA hai| hAM, vaha janma de sakatA hai kisI aura virATa mukti ke jIvana meM, kisI parama svataMtratA meN| lekina vaha janma zarIra kA janma nahIM, AtmA kA janma hai| vaha janma dikhAI par3anevAle kA janma nahIM, adRzya kA janma hai| jJAta kA nahIM, ajJAta kA janma hai| ___ mahAvIra aura buddha ne aise bahuta janma die haiN| mahAvIra ke pacAsa hajAra saMnyAsI the| mahAvIra inake lie pitA se kyA kama haiM? nizcita hI jyAdA haiM! buddha ke hajAroM saMnyAsI the| buddha kyA inake lie pitA se kama haiM? pitA se bahuta jyAdA haiN| pitAoM ne kyA diyA hai jo inhoMne diyA hai| lekina vaha jinheM milA hai, kevala ve hI jAna sakate haiN| hamArI apanI kaThinAiyAM haiM, hameM kucha bhI patA nahIM, isalie hama aise savAla uThA sakate haiN| isalie samajha lenA ucita hai ki aise savAloM ko bhI hama samajha leN| Aja ke lie itanA kaaphii| zeSa kl| taMtra (praznottara) 279 For Personal & Private Use Only

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apramAda praznottara zo, acetana, samaSTi acetana aura brahma acetana meM jAgane kI sAdhanA se gujarate samaya sAdhaka ko kyA-kyA bAdhAeM A sakatI haiM tathA unake nivAraNa ke lie sAdhaka kyA-kyA sAvadhAniyAM rakheM? kRpayA isa para prakAza ddaaleN| jaise koI AdamI sAgara kI gaharAiyoM meM utaranA cAhatA ho aura taTa ke kinAre baMdhI huI jaMjIra ko jora se pakar3e ho aura pUchatA ho ki sAgara kI gaharAI meM mujhe jAnA hai, sAgara kI gaharAI meM jAne meM kyA-kyA bAdhAeM A sakatI haiM? to usa AdamI ko kahanA par3egA ki pahalI bAdhA to yahI hai ki tuma taTa para baMdhI huI jaMjIra ko pakar3e hue ho| dUsarI bAdhA yaha hogI ki tuma svayaM hI sAgara kI gaharAI meM jAne ke khilApha lar3ane lago, tairane lago, bacane kA upAya For Personal & Private Use Only

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karane lgo| aura tIsarI bAdhA yaha hogI ki gaharAI kA anubhava mRtyu kA anubhava hai| jitanI gaharAI meM jAoge utane hI kho jaaoge| aMtima gaharAI para gaharAI raha jAegI, tuma na rhoge| isalie yadi apane ko bacAne kA thor3A-sA bhI moha hai to gaharAI meM jAnA asaMbhava hai| jagata hamAre cAroM ora phailA huA hai| usa jagata meM bahuta kucha hama jora se pakar3e hue haiN| vaha jora se jo hamArI pakar3a hai, vahI svayaM ke bhItara kI gaharAiyoM meM utarane meM sabase bar3I bAdhA hai| isalie isa jagata ke saMbaMdha meM kacha satra samajha lene jarUrI haiN| buddha kahA karate the apane bhikSuoM se ki jIvana eka dhokhA hai| aura jo isa dhokhe ko samajha letA hai, usakI pakar3a jIvana para chUTa jAtI hai| ___isa pahale sUtra ko samajhane kI koziza kareM-jIvana eka dhokhA hai| yahAM jo jaisA dikhAyI par3atA hai vaha vaisA nahIM hai| aura yahAM jaisI AzA baMdhatI hai vaisA kabhI phala nahIM hotA hai| yahAM jo mAnakara hama calate haiM, upalabdhi para use kabhI vaisA nahIM paate| khojate haiM sukha aura milatA hai dukh| khojate haiM jIvana, AtI hai maut| khojate haiM yaza, apayaza ke atirikta aMta meM kucha bhI hAtha nahIM bacatA hai| khojate haiM dhana, bhItara kI nirdhanatA bar3hatI calI jAtI hai| cAhate haiM saphalatA aura pUrI jiMdagI asaphalatA kI laMbI kathA siddha hotI hai| jItane nikalate haiM, hArakara lauTate haiN| isa pUrI jiMdagI ke dhokhe ko ThIka se dekha lenA jarUrI hai usa sAdhaka ke lie, jo svayaM ke bhItara jAnA cAhatA hai| yadi pahacAna le ki jIvana dhokhA hai, to usa para se usakI pakar3a chUTa jAtI hai| taTa para baMdhI huI jaMjIra se hAtha mukta ho jAtA hai| hama jAnate haiM, phira bhI dekhate nahIM haiN| zAyada dekhanA yahI cAhate haiM ki jIvana zAyada dhokhA nahIM hai| hama apane ko dhokhA denA cAhate haiN| jIvana to nimitta mAtra hai| kyoMki vahI jIvana kisI ke jAgane kA kAraNa bhI bana jAtA hai aura vahI jIvana kisI ke sone kA AdhAra ho jAtA hai| ThIka aise hI hai jaise rAha para calate hue, aMdhere meM koI rassI sAMpa jaisI dikha jaaye| rassI ko sAMpa jaisA dikhane kI koI AkAMkSA bhI nahIM hai| rassI ko kucha patA bhI nahIM hai| lekina mujhe rassI sAMpa jaisI dikha sakatI hai| rassI sirpha nimitta ho jAtI hai| maiM usameM sAMpa ko Aropita kara letA huuN| phira bhAgatA hUM, hAMphatA hUM, pasIne se lathapatha, bhybhiit| aura vahAM koI sAMpa nahIM hai| lekina mere lie hai| rassI ne dhokhA diyA, aisA kahanA ThIka nhiiN| rassI se maiMne dhokhA khAyA, aisA hI kahanA ThIka hai| pAsa jAUM aura dekhU, rassI dikhAI par3a jAye to bhaya tatkAla tirohita ho jaayegaa| pasIne kI bUMdeM sUkha jaayeNgii| hRdaya kI dhar3akaneM vApasa apanI gati le leNgii| khUna apane raktacApa para lauTa jaayegaa| aura maiM haMsUMgA aura usI rassI ke pAsa baiTha jAUMgA, jisa rassI se bhAgA thaa| __paraMtu jiMdagI meM ulaTI hAlata hai| yahAM hamane rassI ko sAMpa nahIM samajhA hai, sAMpa ko rassI samajha liyA hai| isalie jise hama jora se pakar3e hue haiM, kala agara patA cala jAye ki vaha sAMpa hai to chor3ane meM kSaNa bhara kI bhI dera nahIM lgtii| isalie jIvana ko usakI sacAI meM, usake tathyoM meM dekha lenA jarUrI hai| 282 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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baccA rotA hai jaba paidA hotA hai, aura hama saba baiMDa-bAje bajAkara haMsate haiM, aura prasanna hote haiN| kahate haiM, sirpha eka bAra bhUla-cUka huI hai isa jagata meM, sirpha eka bAra aisA huA ki eka baccA jarathustra paidA hote vakta haMsA thaa| aba taka koI baccA paidA hote vakta haMsA nahIM hai| aura taba se hajAroM logoM ne pUchA hai ki jarathustra paidA hote vakta kyoM haMsA ? aba taka koI uttara bhI nahIM diyA gayA hai| lekina mujhe lagatA hai jarathustra haMsA hogA una logoM ko dekhakara jo baiMDa-bAje bajAte the aura khuza ho rahe the| kyoMki hara janma mRtyu kI khabara hai| haMsA hogA jarathustra jarUra! vaha una logoM para haMsa rahA thA, jo sAMpa ko rassI samajhakara pakar3a rahe the| vaha una logoM para haMsA hogA, jo jiMdagI ko usake cehare se pahacAnate haiM aura usakI AtmA se nahIM pahacAnate / hama bhI jiMdagI ko usake ceharoM se hI pahacAna kara jIte haiN| aisA nahIM hai ki jiMdagI kI AtmA bahuta bAra dikhAI nahIM pdd'tii| hamAre na cAhate hue bhI jiMdagI bahuta bAra apanA darzana detI hai, lekina taba hama AMkha baMda kara lete haiM / jaba bhI jiMdagI pragaTa honA cAhatI hai, tabhI hama AMkheM baMda kara lete haiN| mere eka vRddha mitra haiN| unakA putra mara gayA to ve rote the chAtI pITakara / maiM unake ghara gayA thaa| ve kahane lage, yaha kaise ho gayA ki merA javAna lar3akA mara gayA! maiMne unase kahA ki aisA mata puucheN| aisA pUcheM ki yaha kaise huA ki Apa assI sAla ke ho gae haiM aura abhI taka nahIM mare haiN| yahAM javAna kA maranA Azcarya nahIM hai| yahAM mRtyu Azcarya nahIM honI cAhiye / kyoMki mRtyu hI akelI saTeMTI hai| aura saba Azcarya ho sakatA hai, para mRtyu ekamAtra nizcaya hai, jisake saMbaMdha meM Azcarya kI koI bhI jarUrata nahIM hai| lekina mRtyu hameM sabase jyAdA Azcarya dikhatI hai| isa jagata meM saba-kucha anizcita hai, mRtyu bhara nizcita hai| saba-kucha ho rahA hai, saba-kucha ho sakatA hai, saba-kucha badala jAtA basa vaha eka mRtyu dhruvatAre kI taraha bIca meM khar3I rahatI hai| lekina usako hama bahuta Azcarya se lete haiN| aura jaba hama sunate haiM ki koI mara gayA to aise lagatA hai ki koI bahuta bar3I Azcarya kI ghaTanA ghaTa gayI, kucha anahonI ghaTa gayI hai| loga kahate haiM, mRtyu anahonI hai| nahIM honI cAhie thI, aisI hai / para saca yaha hai ki mRtyu kI honI bhara nizcita hai, bAkI saba anahonI hai| bAkI na ho to hama kahIM bhI pUchane na jA sakeMge ki kyoM nahIM huaa| agara mRtyu na ho to sAre jagata ko Azcarya se bhara jAnA caahie| lekina nizcita ko hama jhuThalAye hue haiN| jIvana meM hama sabhI satyoM ko jhuThalAye hue haiN| jIvana anizcita hai| jIvana kI sArI kI sArI vyavasthA asurakSA hai, inasikyoriTI hai| lekina hama bar3e sikyora jIye cale jAte haiN| hama aise jIte haiM ki saba ThIka hai| lekina hamArA vaha saba ThIka vaisA hI hai jaise subaha koI milatA hai aura Apase pUchatA hai, kaise haiM ? aura Apa kahate haiM, saba ThIka hai / saba kabhI bhI ThIka nahIM hai| kucha bhI ThIka ho, yaha bhI saMdigdha hai / saba sadA gaira- ThIka hai / lekina AdamI kA mana apane ko dhokhA diye calA jAtA hai / aura kahe calA jAtA hai| apramAda (praznottara) For Personal & Private Use Only 283

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ki saba ThIka hai| jahAM kucha bhI ThIka nahIM hai, jahAM pairoM ke nIce se roja jamIna khisakatI calI jAtI hai, aura jahAM hAtha meM jIvana kI reta roja kama hotI calI jAtI hai, aura jahAM sivAya mRtyu ke aura kucha pAsa AtA nahIM mAlUma hotA hai...| buddha apane bhikSuoM ko kahate the ki jiMdagI ko dekhanA hai to jAkara maraghaTa para dekho| lekina hama agara maraghaTa para bhI jAte haiM to vaha jo mara gayA hai, usakI mRtyu kI carcA meM samaya ko jhuThalA dete haiN| usakI mRtyu kI carcA meM yaha kahate lauTate haiM ki usa becAre ke sAtha anahonI ghaTa gaI hai, binA isakI ciMtA kiye ki hara mRtyu kI khabara, hamArI mRtyu kI khabara hai| hara mRtyu kI ghaTanA, hamArI mRtyu kI pUrva sUcanA hai| hara mRtyu merI hI mRtyu hai| ___agara hama jIvana ko usake isa vAstavika rUpa meM dekha pAyeM to usa para pakar3a kama ho jAtI hai| lekina hamane maraghaTa gAMva ke bAhara banAe haiM, jAnakara ki vaha hameM dikhAI na pdd'e| hama maraghaTa suMdara banAne meM lage haiM, ki hama maraghaTa ke phUloM meM mauta ko chipA deN| hama jiMdagI ke isa pUre bhavana ko eka pravaMcanA, eka Disepzana kI bhAMti khar3A karate haiN| __bhItara jise jAnA hai, acetana meM jise utaranA hai, gaharAiyAM jise chUnI haiM, use bAhara kI pakar3a ko zithila karanA pdd'egaa| vaha pakar3a tabhI zithila ho sakatI hai jaba hama dekheM ki kyA hai| ____ to pahalI bAta dhyAna meM rakheM ki isa jagata meM jaisA dikhAI par3atA hai, vaisA nahIM hai| hamane kitanI bAra sukha cAhA hai aura kitanI bAra sukha pAyA hai? nahIM, hama gaNita karane nahIM baiThate haiN| dina meM AdamI kitanA kamAtA hai, kitanA gaMvAtA hai, sAMjha isakA saba hisAba kara letA hai| lekina jiMdagI meM kitanA hama kamAte haiM aura gaMvAte haiM, usakA hama kisI sAMjha koI hisAba nahIM krte| aura Aja sote vakta pAMca miniTa soca lenA jarUrI hai ki dina bhara meM kitanA sukha pAyA hai! aura kala jitane sukha soce the ki Aja mileMge, unameM kitane mila gaye haiM! aura kala jina dukhoM ko kabhI nahIM socA thA ki mileMge, Aja unameM se kitane acAnaka ghara meM mehamAna ho gaye haiN| ____ kAza, hama thor3e dinoM taka sAMjha ko ise socate raheM, to kala ke lie sukha kI AzA bAMdhanI bahuta muzkila ho jaaegii| aura jaba AdamI meM sukha kI AzA baMdhanI ekadama asaMbhava ho jAtI hai taba usa vyakti kI aMtara-yAtrA zurU hotI hai| usa vyakti kI aMtara-yAtrA kabhI zurU nahIM hotI jise sukha kI AzA bAhara banI rahatI hai| sukha bAhara hai to vyakti kabhI gaharAI meM nahIM utara sakatA hai| sukha bAhara nahIM hai, to sivA bhItara kI gaharAI meM utarane ke aura koI upAya nahIM raha jaataa| isalie pahalI bAta, jIvana eka dhokhA hai, jise hama dekhate haiM aura jAnate haiM vaha jiivn| jise hamane jIvana samajhA hai, vaha eka Disepzana hai| lekina yaha Disepzana, yaha dhokhA jaba TUTatA hai taba usakA koI prayoga, upayoga nahIM kiyA jA sakatA hai| mauta ke AkhirI kSaNa meM TUTatA hai, lekina taba karane ko kucha bhI nahIM baca rahatA hai| aura taba bhI muzkila hai ki TUTatA ho| aksara to aisA hotA hai ki mRtyu ke AkhirI kSaNa meM bhI hama unhIM kAmanAoM ko bhItara 284 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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doharAye cale jAte haiM, kala kI AzAoM ko bhItara bAMdhe cale jAte haiM, bhaviSya ke sukhoM ko cAhate cale jAte haiN| aura isalie vaha mRtyu phira nayA janma bana jAtI hai| aura phira vahI cakkara jo hamane pIche pUrA kiyA thA, phira zurU ho jAtA hai| ____ mahAvIra aura buddha ne eka adabhuta, anUThA prayoga kiyA thaa| aura vaha prayoga thA ki jaba bhI koI sAdhaka AtA to ve usase kahate ki pahale tuma apane pichale janmoM ke smaraNa meM utro| usa smaraNa ko mahAvIra 'jAti-smaraNa' kahate the| use dhyAna meM utArate ki pahale tuma apane pichale janma jAna lo| naye sAdhaka Ate aura kahate ki pichale janma se hameM koI prayojana nahIM, hama zAMta honA cAhate haiM, hama AtmA ko jAnanA cAhate haiM, hama mokSa pAnA cAhate haiN| to mahAvIra kahate ki vaha tuma na pA sakoge, na jAna skoge| pahale tuma apane pichale janma ko dekha lo| unakI samajha meM bhI nahIM AtA ki pichale janma dekhane se kyA hogaa| lekina mahAvIra kahate ki pichale janma ke smaraNa do-cAra tuma kara hI lo| aura unheM pichale janmoM kI prakriyA se gujaarte| varSa lagatA, do varSa lagatA aura vyakti pichale janmoM kI smati le AtA aura phira mahAvIra pUchate, aba kyA khayAla hai? to vaha AdamI kahatA, dhana maiM bahuta bAra pA cukA aura phira bhI kucha nahIM paayaa| prema maiM bahuta bAra pA cukA, phira bhI khAlI hAtha rhaa| yaza ke siMhAsana para aura bhI kaI janmoM meM pahuMca cukA, para mauta ke atirikta kucha bhI nahIM milaa| to mahAvIra kahate, aba ThIka hai| aba isa janma meM to yaza pAne kA khayAla nahIM hai? pichalA janma hameM bhUla jAtA hai| isalie jo hamane kala kiyA thA, use hI hama Aja kiye cale jAte haiN| lekina aisA nahIM hai| AdamI itanA adabhuta hai, itanA ebsarDa hai| aisA nahIM hai ki yadi pichale janma yAda hoM, phira bhI jarUrI nahIM ki hama badala jaayeN| Apako acchI taraha mAlUma hai ki kala Apane krodha kiyA thA, acchI taraha yAda hai| aura kyA pAyA thA, vaha bhI yAda hai| Aja phira krodha kiyA hai, kala bhI Apa krodha kreNge| isakI hI saMbhAvanA jyAdA hai| kala bhI sukha cAhA thA, aura milA kyA? acchI taraha yAda hai| lekina Aja phira usI taraha sukha caaheNge| kala bhI usI taraha caaheNge| roja sukha cAheMge, roja dukha milegaa| phira bhI AdamI ko apane ko dhokhA dene kI sAmarthya anaMta mAlUma par3atI hai| roja kAMTe cubhate haiM, phUla kabhI hAtha lagate nahIM, lekina phira bhI phUloM kI khoja jArI ho jAtI hai| AdamI ko dekhakara aisA lagatA hai ki AdamI zAyada socatA hI nahIM hai| zAyada socane se DaratA hai ki kahIM aisA na ho ki jaise bacce titaliyoM ke pIche daur3a rahe haiM, vaise hI kahIM maiM bhI sukha kI titaliyoM ke pIche daur3anA baMda na kara dUM! zAyada ghabar3AtA hai ki rukU to vaha kahIM daur3a chUTa na jaaye| zAyada DaratA hai ki kahIM jiMdagI ko dekha lUM to kahIM badalAhaTa na karanI pdd'e| lekina jinheM sAdhanA ke jagata meM utaranA hai, apramAda meM, jAgaraNa meM, cetanA meM, unheM smaraNapUrvaka pahale sUtra ko caubIsa ghaMTe khayAla meM rakhanA jarUrI hai| uThe subaha, to smaraNapUrvaka dhyAna kareM ki kala bhI uThe the, parasoM bhI uThe the, pacAsa varSa ho gae haiM uThate hue| kyA apramAda (praznottara) 285 For Personal & Private Use Only

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vahI AkAMkSAeM Aja phira pakar3eMgI jo kala pakar3e hue thiiN| kucha kareM mata, sirpha smaraNa kreN| jasTa rimeNbr| kasama mata khAeM ki Aja kala jaisA nahIM kruuNgaa| kasama khAne kA to matalaba yahI huA ki kala se koI samajha nahIM milI, isalie kasama khAnI par3a rahI hai| kala kA smaraNa bhara kreN| yaha mata kaheM ki aba nahIM kruuNgaa| yaha mata kaheM ki aba krodha nahIM kruuNgaa| itanA hI kaheM ki kala bhI krodha kiyA thA, basa itanA hI smaraNa rkheN| parasoM bhI krodha kiyA thaa| kala bhI pachatAyA thA, parasoM bhI pachatAyA thaa| Aja ke lie koI nirNaya na leN| kevala kala kA smaraNa Aja Apake pIche chAyA kI taraha ghUmatA rhe| to krodha asaMbhava ho jaaegaa| sukha kI daur3a, pAgalapana ho jaaegii| dUsare se kucha mila sakatA hai, isakI AzA kSINa ho jaaegii| aura jiMdagI para pakar3a roja-roja DhIlI hone lgegii| muTThI khulane lgegii| jaise hI jIvana para pakar3a kama hotI hai, bhItara praveza zurU ho jAtA hai| isalie pahalA sUtra ki jIvana eka dhokhA hai, isakA smaraNa rkheN| dUsarA sUtra, yaha zarIra maraNadharmA hai| ise smaraNa rkheN| yaha zarIra mRtyu kI hI kAyA hai| yaha Detha eMbADIDa hai| nArmana brAuna ne eka kitAba likhI hai, lavsa baoNDI-prema kI kaayaa| merA mana hotA hai ki kabhI koI eka kitAba likhe, Dethsa baoNDI-mRtyu kI kaayaa| yaha zarIra sirpha mRtyu kI taiyArI hai| isa zarIra se mRtyu ke atirikta aura kucha milanevAlA nahIM hai| pahale to jagata eka dhokhA hai, isase bAhara ke jagata se muTThI DhIlI ho jaaegii| phira hamAre zarIra para hamArI itanI pakar3a hai ki zarIra hI hamArA saba-kucha mAlUma hotA hai| aura jise zarIra hI saba-kucha mAlUma hotA hai, vaha bhItara na jA skegaa| usane zarIra ke kinAre kI khUTI jora se pakar3a rakhI hai| yaha chor3anI par3egI, yaha nAva kholanI pdd'egii| bhItara jAne ke lie isa khUTI se hAtha DhIle karane pdd'eNge| yaha zarIra mRtyu hai, yaha smaraNa... / phira aisA bhI samajhAnA nahIM hai apane ko ki yaha zarIra maregA, aura maiM to amara huuN| aisA mata samajhAnA apane ko| Apako maiM kauna hUM isakA to koI patA nahIM hai, isalie yaha mata samajhAnA ki zarIra to maregA aura maiM amara huuN| vaha amara hone kI AkAMkSA Apa apane sAtha khar3I mata kara lenaa| abhI itanA hI jAnanA ki yaha zarIra maratA hai aura mujhe merA koI patA nahIM hai| kyoMki agara Apane kahA ki maiM amara hUM, AtmA amara hai, zarIra hI maregA, to Apa bhItara nahIM jA paayeNge| kyoMki ye zabda Apane bAhara se uThA liye| ye zabda upaniSada aura gItA se suna liye| ye zabda kurAna aura bAibila ke haiM, ye Apake nahIM haiN| bhItara jAnA nahIM hogaa| ye zabda jyAdA se jyAdA buddhi meM aTakA deMge aapko| vaha bhI eka khUTI hai, jo bhItara jAne ke lie tor3anI par3atI hai| usakI bAta maiM tIsare sUtra meM Apase karanA cAhatA huuN| __ zarIra maraNadharmA hai, itanA smaraNa kAphI hai| AtmA amara hai, kRpA karake yaha dUsarA hissA Apa mata jor3eM, isakA Apako patA nahIM hai| isakA kisI dina patA calA sakatA hai, lekina jisa dina patA calegA usa dina doharAne kI jarUrata na raha jaaegii| abhI itanA hI jAneM ki zarIra maraNadharmA hai| aura isa jAnane meM koI bhI bAdhA nahIM hai| AtmA amara hai. isameM saMdeha uttheNge| AtmA amara hai yA nahIM, isameM mana meM zaMkAyeM khar3I hoNgii| isalie koI bhI 286 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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AdamI binA jAne, AtmA amara hai, aisI nissaMdigdha sthiti ko upalabdha nahIM hotA hai, aisI zraddhA ko upalabdha nahIM hotA hai| jaba taka jAna na le to Upara se thopatA rahe ki AtmA amara hai, usase koI aMtara nahIM pdd'taa| bhItara vaha jAnatA hai ki maiM mruuNgaa| zarIra maraNadharmA hai, yaha jarUra satya hai| yaha sArI manuSya-jAti kA, yaha sAre jIvana kA anubhUta satya hai| isake lie kisI para vizvAsa karane kI koI bhI jarUrata nahIM hai| yaha zarIra mara hI rahA hai| yaha zarIra baccA thA, yaha javAna ho gayA, yaha bUr3hA ho rahA hai, yaha mara hI rahA hai| yaha eka-eka kadama mauta ke hI uThA rahA hai| yaha janmane ke bAda marane ke atirikta dUsarA kAma hI nahIM kara rahA hai| yaha maratA hI calA jA rahA hai| jise hama zarIra kI jiMdagI kahate haiM, vaha dhIre-dhIre kramazaH marane kI sthiti hai, vaha grejuala Detha-prosesa...vaha maratA jA rahA hai| loga galata kahate haiM ki AdamI sattara sAla meM mara gyaa| sattara sAla meM marane kI kriyA sirpha pUrI hotI hai| usa kSaNa koI maratA nahIM hai| maratA hI rahatA hai, marane kA kAma calatA rahatA hai, lekina hama to AkhirI hisse dekhate haiN| hama kahate haiM ki sau DigrI para pAnI bhApa bana gyaa| jaise sau DigrI para pAnI bhApa banatA hai lekina eka DigrI para, do DigrI para, vaha bhApa banane kI taiyArI karatA rahatA hai aura garma hotA rahatA hai, ninyAnabe DigrI para vaha pUrA taiyAra hotA hai, sau DigrI para chalAMga lagA jAtA hai-hama jiMdagI bhara marane kI taiyArI karate haiN| jise hama jiMdagI kahate haiM vaha sirpha marane kA upakrama hai| zarIra kI tarapha yaha smaraNa gaharA ho jAye, to zarIra se pakar3a chUTanI AsAna ho jAtI hai| smaraNa rakheM ki jise Apane samajhA hai ki maiM hUM aura jaba darpaNa ke sAmane khar3e hoM to dekheM ki sAmane mauta khar3I hai, Apa nahIM khar3e haiN| lekina ceharA Apako apanA dikhAI par3a rahA hai, yaha mauta kA ceharA dikhAI nahIM par3a rahA hai| hAlAMki jisa jamIna para Apa baiThe haiM, usameM aisA miTTI kA eka kaNa bhI nahIM hai jo kabhI na kabhI kisI AdamI ko apanA ceharA hone kA bhrama nahIM de cukA hai| jisa jagaha Apa baiThe haiM vahAM kama se kama dasa AdamiyoM kI kabra bana cukI hai| jamIna para eka iMca jamIna nahIM hai jahAM kama se kama dasa AdamiyoM kI rAkha na mila cukI ho| AdamiyoM kI kaha rahA hUM, pazu-pakSiyoM kA hisAba lagAnA to muzkila hai, kIr3e-makor3oM kA hisAba lagAnA to muzkila hai, paudhoM kA hisAba lagAnA to muzkila hai| ve bhI jIye haiN| jisa jagaha Apa baiThe haiM vahAM na mAlUma kitane ve hI loga bhramapUrvaka jIye haiM, jinhoMne darpaNa meM samajhA hai ki jise maiM dekha rahA hUM yaha maiM hUM, Aja ve sirpha rAkha meM par3e haiN| Apake aura unake rAkha meM par3a jAne meM sirpha TAima gaipa kA pharka par3egA, thor3e se vakta kI dera hai, Apa bhI usI kyU meM khar3e haiM jisameM ve Age khar3e the| thor3I dera meM kyU vahAM pahuMca jaayegaa| aura kyU pUre vakta bar3ha rahA hai| jaba eka AdamI maratA hai to kyU meM thor3I jagaha Age saraka gyii| lekina Apa baDI utsakatA se Age bar3hate haiM ki jagaha khAlI haI, Age bar3hane kA maukA milaa| jagaha khAlI nahIM huI, mauta ne eka kadama aura ApakI tarapha bar3hAyA hai yA Apa eka kadama aura mauta kI tarapha bar3ha gaye haiN| apramAda (praznottara) 287 For Personal & Private Use Only

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subaha jaba uThe, to apane zarIra ko gaura se dekha leM aura jAneM ki zarIra mRtyu hai| sAMjha ko jaba sone lageM taba bhI zarIra ko gaura se dekha leM aura jAneM ki zarIra mRtyu hai| snAna jaba kareM taba zarIra ko gaura se dekha leM aura jAneM ki zarIra mRtyu hai| bhojana jaba kareM, taba zarIra ko gaura se dekha leM aura jAneM ki zarIra mRtyu hai| dina meM dasa-bIsa maukoM para, zarIra mRtyu hai, isakA smaraNa mAlA ke guriyoM kI taraha Apake bhItara praviSTa ho jAye, to Apake zarIra se khUTI TUTa jAegI, bahuta jyAdA dera nahIM lgegii| jaise hI dikhane lagegA ki zarIra mRtyu hai, to zarIra ke bhItara jo hamAre tAdAtmya haiM, AiDeMTiTI haiM ki yaha maiM hI hUM, yaha chinna-bhinna ho jaaegaa| use chinna-bhinna karanA par3egA, use miTA hI DAlanA pdd'egaa| vaha AiDeMTiTI, vaha tAdAtmya TUTanA hI caahie| vahI khUTI hai, jo zarIra ko bAMdhe hue hai| __ aura tIsarA sUtra, jise hama mana kahate haiM, buddhi kahate haiM, vicAra kahate haiM, isase hama satya ko kabhI bhI na jAne skeNge| isase kabhI satya jAnA nahIM gayA hai| isase hama kevala jyAdA apIliMga asatyoM kA nirmANa karate haiN| manuSya ne hajAra-hajAra darzana, hajAra-hajAra philaoNsaphIja khar3I kI haiM, aneka zAstra-siddhAMta nirmita kie haiN| jiMdagI kA kyA hai satya, isako batAnevAle na mAlUma kitane-kitane sisTamsa banAe haiN| para philaoNsaphI hAra gaI, aba taka koI uttara nahIM milaa| baTreMDa rasala ne apanI AtmakathA meM likhA hai ki bacapana meM jaba maiM yunivarsiTI meM darzanazAstra par3hane gayA thA to maiMne socA thA ki jIvana meM kama se kama jarUrI-jarUrI savAloM ke javAba to mila hI jaaeNge| philaoNsaphI kA matalaba hI yahI hai, darzana kA matalaba hI yahI hai ki jiMdagI jo savAla pUchatI hai, usake javAba hone caahie| barTeDa rasala ne marane ke pahale, apane nabbe varSa ke anubhava ke bAda likhA hai, lekina aba maiM bUr3hA hokara yaha kaha sakatA hUM ki philaoNsaphI se mujhe naye-naye savAla to mile, lekina javAba bilakula nahIM mile| aura hara javAba, jise maiMne apanI nAsamajhI meM javAba samajhA, thor3e hI dina meM naye savAloM kA pitA siddha huA, aura kucha bhI nahIM huaa| ____ hara javAba naye savAloM ko paidA karatA rahA hai| buddhi se darzana hAra gayA, isalie Aja darzana para koI naI kitAba nahIM likhI jA rahI hai| aba darzanazAstrI sAre vizvavidyAlayoM meM sArI duniyA ke darzana ke naye siddhAMta nirmita nahIM kara rahe haiN| ve kevala purAne darzana galata the, isI ko siddha kara rahe haiN| eka vaikyUma, eka zUnya khar3A ho gayA hai| darzana ke pAsa koI uttara nahIM hai| dharmazAstroM ne uttara die haiM, loga unako kaMThastha kara lete haiN| buddhi unase tRpta hone kI koziza karatI hai, para kabhI tRpta nahIM ho paatii| kyoMki jIvana taba taka tRpta na hogA jaba taka jAna na le| vizvAsa tRpti nahIM de paataa| buddhi vizvAsoM se bhara jAtI hai| koI IsAI hai, koI hiMdU hai, koI musalamAna hai, koI jaina hai, koI bauddha hai| ye saba vizvAsoM ke phAsale haiM aura ye saba buddhi meM jInevAle logoM ke DhaMga haiN| satya aba taka buddhi se milA nahIM, milegA bhI nhiiN| kyoMki jaba buddhi nahIM thI, taba 288 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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bhI satya thA; aura jaba buddhi nahIM hogI taba bhI satya hogaa| kyoMki satya itanA virATa hai aura buddhi itanI choTI hai| AdamI kI isa choTI-sI khopar3I meM eka choTA-sA kaMpyUTara hI hai| aba to usase behatara kaMpyUTara banane zurU ho gae haiM, lekina koI kaMpyUTara yaha nahIM kaha sakatA ki maiM satya de duuNgaa| kaMpyUTara itanA hI kaha sakatA hai ki jo tumane mujhe phIDa kiyA, jo sUcanAeM tumane mujhe pilA dIM aura khilA dIM, maiM unako jaba vakta par3e taba doharA duuNgaa| buddhi bhI kaMpyUTara se jyAdA nahIM hai| yaha necurala kaMpyUTara hai| buddhi ne jo-jo ikaTThA kara liyA use jugAlI karake doharA detI hai| jaba maiM Apase pUchatA hUM, Izvara hai? to Apa jo uttara dete haiM vaha Apa nahIM de rahe haiN| sirpha ApakI buddhi kA diyA gayA uttara hai| aura buddhi vApasa ri-Iko kara detI hai, pratidhvanita kara detI hai| agara Apa jaina ghara meM paidA hue haiM to buddhi kaha degI ki kaisA Izvara? koI Izvara nahIM hai| AtmA hI saba-kucha hai| agara Apa hiMdU ghara meM paidA hue haiM to kaheMge ki hAM, Izvara hai| agara kamyunisTa ghara meM paidA hue haiM to kaheMge, koI Izvara nahIM hai, saba bakavAsa hai| lekina ye sabhI uttara kaMpyUTarAijDa haiM, ye sabhI uttara buddhi ne pakar3a lie haiM, unako doharA rahI hai| buddhi sirpha riproDyUsa karatI hai, buddhi kucha jAnatI nhiiN| buddhi ne aba taka kucha bhI nahIM jAnA hai, na dharma, na darzana, na vijnyaan| lekina vijJAna ke saMbaMdha meM socate vakta aisA lagatA hai ki vijJAna ne to kucha jAna liyA hai| vaha bhI bar3I bhrAMti mAlUma par3atI hai| kyoMki nyUTana jo jAnatA thA, AiMsTIna usako galata kara jAtA hai| AiMsTIna jo jAnatA thA, vaha AiMsTIna ke bAda kI pIr3hI galata kiye de rahI hai| aba isa duniyA meM koI vaijJAnika isa AzvAsana se nahIM mara sakatA hai ki maiM jo jAnatA hUM vaha satya hai| vaha itanA hI kaha sakatA hai ki pichale asatya se merA asatya abhI jyAdA apIliMga hai, jyAdA AkarSaka hai| AnevAle loga use asatya kara deNge| ve dUsare asatya ko pakar3A deNge| yA isako kahane kA eka vaijJAnika kA jo DhaMga hai, vaha kahatA hai, apraoNksimeTa TUtha hai| vaha kahatA hai, karIba-karIba satya hai| lekina karIba-karIba kahIM satya hotA hai? yA to satya hotA hai yA asatya hotA hai, karIba-karIba kA matalaba hI yahI hai ki vaha asatya hai| ___ agara maiM Apako kahUM ki maiM karIba-karIba Apako prema karatA hUM, to isakA kyA matalaba hotA hai ? isakA koI matalaba nahIM hotaa| isase to behatara hai ki Apako kahUM ki maiM Apako ghRNA karatA hUM, kyoMki vaha saca to hogaa| karIba-karIba prema kA koI matalaba nahIM hotA hai| yA to prema hotA hai yA nahIM hotA hai| jiMdagI meM karIba-karIba bAteM hotI hI nhiiN| __vijJAna kahatA hai, karIba-karIba satya, lekina saba satya roja gar3abar3a ho jAte haiN| sau varSoM meM vijJAna ke saba satya DagamagA ge| sau varSa pahale vijJAna bilakula Azvasta thA ki maiTara hai padArtha hai| sau varSa meM patA calA ki padArtha hI nahIM hai aura kacha bhI ho sakatA aba ve kahate haiM ki maiTara hai hI nhiiN| sau sAla pahale vijJAna kahatA thA ki padArtha hI satya hai, Izvara satya nahIM hai| Aja vaijJAnika kahatA hai ki patA nahIM Izvara ho bhI sakatA hai, kyoMki apramAda (praznottara) 289 For Personal & Private Use Only

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abhI taka hama use asiddha nahIM kara pAye ki nahIM hai| lekina padArtha to siddha ho gayA hai ki nahIM hai| aba ve kahate haiM, enarjI hai, sirpha UrjA hai| kitane dina kaheMge, kahanA muzkila hai| bahuta jyAdA dera nahIM calegI yaha bAta, kyoMki koI cIja jyAdA dera nahIM calatI hai| AdamI ke saba siddhAMta oche par3a jAte haiM, satya bar3A par3a jAtA hai| satya roja bar3A siddha hotA hai| isalie tIsarA sUtra smaraNa rakhanA jarUrI hai sAdhaka ko, ki mana ke kinhIM satyoM ko satya mata samajha lenaa| mana ke pAsa koI bhI satya nahIM hai, mana ke pAsa kevala satya ke khayAla haiM, satya ke siddhAMta haiN| satya ke lie die gae zabda haiN| mana ke pAsa Izvara 'zabda' hai, Izvara bilakula nahIM hai| mana ke pAsa zabdoM kI bhIr3a hai| mana zabdoM se AdamI ko dhokhA de detA hai| aura yaha dhokhA gahare se gaharA hai| bAhara ke jagata kA dhokhA jaldI TUTa jAtA hai, zarIra ke dhokhe ko bhI bahata dera nahIM lagatI Tane meM, para mana kA dhokhA Tane meM sabase jyAdA dera lagatI hai| isalie tIsarI bAta, sAdhaka ko niraMtara smaraNa rakhanA hai ki mana jo bhI kaha rahA hai vaha mana kI kalpanA hai, imejinezana hai| vaha mana kI mAnyatA hai, satya nahIM hai| mana ko satya kA patA nahIM hai, patA ho bhI nahIM sakatA hai| ___ yaha tIsarA smaraNa agara banA rahe to dhIre-dhIre mana siddhAMtoM se khAlI ho jAtA hai, zAstroM se mukta ho jAtA hai, aura dhIre-dhIre darzana, dharma aura vAda se mukta ho jAtA hai| aura ye tIna ghaTanAeM agara ghaTa jAyeM to vyakti kI tatkAla chalAMga apane acetana mana meM laga jAtI hai| vaha apane bhItara utara jAtA hai| khUTiyAM TUTa gyiiN| acetana mana meM utarate hI krAMti zurU hotI hai| acetana mana meM utarate hI hama apane jIvana ke gahare taloM se pahalI daphA saMsparzita hote haiM, unake sparza meM Ate haiN| pahalI bAra hama jIvana ko bhItara se anubhava karate haiN| lekina acetana pahalA hI kakSa hai| aura acetana meM phira ina tIna bAtoM ko smaraNa rakhanA pdd'egaa| acetana kA bhI apanA zarIra hai| acetana kA zarIra usake pichale janmoM ke samasta karmANuoM se banA huA hai, usakI apanI baoNDI hai, baoNDI oNpha da ankaaNshs| ____ Aja manovaijJAnika acetana kI bAta karate haiM, anakAMzasa kii| cAhe juMga ho, cAhe phrAyaDa ho aura cAhe eDalara ho aura cAhe dUsare, ve sAre ke sAre loga acetana kI bAta karate haiN| lekina unheM usa taraha ke acetana kI koI khabara nahIM hai jisa taraha kI khabara sAdhaka ko hai| acetana ko unhoMne cetana ko samajhane ke lie eka siddhAMta kI taraha upayoga kiyA hai| jinhoMne acetana ko sAdhaka kI taraha jAnA hai, ve kahate haiM ki acetana ke pAsa apanA zarIra hai, vaha karmANuoM kA zarIra hai| vaha jo anaMta-anaMta janmoM meM karma kie gae haiM, unakI deha hai, unakI baoNDI hai, unakI apanI kAyA hai| ___ acetana meM utara kara smaraNa rakhanA par3egA ki yaha jo karmoM kI sUkSma deha hai, yaha bhI maiM nahIM hUM, yaha bhI maraNadharmA hai| yadyapi hamArA yaha zarIra, jo dikhAyI par3atA hai pudagala padArtha se banA huA, yaha eka janma meM mara jAtA hai| para karmoM kI deha sirpha eka bAra maratI hai, mukti ke kSaNa meM, lekina vaha bhI maraNadharmA hai| jo hamane bAhara ke zarIra ke lie smaraNa rakhA hai, vahI acetana meM, bhItara ke zarIra ke lie smaraNa rakhanA pdd'egaa| aura jo hamane bAhara ke mana 290 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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aura vicAroM ke lie smaraNa rakhA, vahI acetana meM acetana ke vicAra, kalpanAoM aura kAmanAoM ke lie smaraNa rakhanA pdd'egaa| acetana kI deha pichale janmoM se nirmita deha hai, aura acetana kA mana samasta pichale janmoM kI smRtiyoM kA jor3a hai| usameM saba chipA par3A hai| mana kA eka adabhuta niyama hai ki mana eka bAra bhI jisa bAta ko yAda kara le use kabhI bhUlatA nhiiN| Apa kaheMge, aisA nahIM mAlUma hotA / bahuta-sI bAteM hameM bhUla jAtI haiN| vaha sirpha Apako lagatA hai ki Apa bhUla gae, Apa bhUla nahIM sakate / smaraNa kiyA jA sakatA hai| sirpha astavyasta ho gayA hotA hai| kabhI koI AdamI kahatA hai ki bilakula jabAna para rakhA hai ApakA nAma, lekina yAda nahIM A rahA hai| yaha AdamI bar3e maje kI bAta kaha rahA hai| vaha yaha kaha rahA hai ki jabAna para rakhA hai aura yAda nahIM A rahA hai! donoM kA kyA matalaba hai? ye donoM kaMTrADikTarI haiN| agara jabAna para rakhA hai to kRpA karake boliye| kahatA hai, jabAna para to rakhA hai lekina yAda nahIM A rahA hai| asala meM use do bAteM yAda A rahI haiN| use yaha yAda A rahA hai ki mujhe yAda thA, aura yaha bhI yAda A rahA hai ki philahAla yAda nahIM A rahA hai / vaha bagIce meM calA gayA hai, gaDDhA khoda rahA hai, sigareTa pI rahA hai, kucha aura kAma meM laga gayA hai| akhabAra par3hane lagA hai, reDiyo khola liyA hai, aura acAnaka babala-apa jAtA hai, acAnaka yAda A jAtA hai / vaha jo yAda nahIM A rahA thA, ekadama bhItara se uTha AtA hai| vaha kahatA hai, hAM yAda A gyaa| ThIka aise hI acetana meM utarate hI pichale janmoM kA saba-kucha yAda AnA zurU ho jAtA hai, lekina vaha bhI mana hai / agara usa mana kA bhI smaraNa rakheM, ki isa mana se bhI nahIM pA sakUMgA satya ko, to AdamI kI dUsarI chalAMga laga jAtI hai| vaha dUsarI chalAMga hai kalekTiva anakAMzasa meM, samaSTi acetana meM / yaha jo pahalI chalAMga thI, apane vyaktigata acetana meM thI, iMDivijuala anakAMzasa meM thI, maiM apane acetana meM utarA thA / aura jisa dina apane acetana se chalAMga lagatI hai, usa dina maiM sabake acetana meM utara jAtA huuN| usa dina dUsarA AdamI sAmane se gujaratA hai to dikhAI par3atA hai ki yaha AdamI kisI kI hatyA karane jA rahA hai| usa dina dUsarA AdamI AyA bhI nahIM aura patA cala jAtA hai ki yaha AdamI kyA pUchane AyA hai| usa dina koI AdamI AMkha se gujaratA dikhAI par3atA hai aura usI kSaNa patA cala jAtA hai ki isakI mauta to karIba A gaI hai, yaha marane ke karIba hai / usa dina vyakti samaSTi acetana meM utara jAtA hai| usa gaharAI meM hama sabase jur3a jAte haiM, sabake acetana se jur3a jAte haiN| vaha bar3A virATa anubhava hai, vaha bar3A gaharA anubhava hai| kyoMki sArA jagata bhItara se eka mAlUma hone lagatA hai, pUrA jIvaMta - ja -jagata eka mAlUma hone lagatA hai / saba jIvana apanA mAlUma hone lagatA hai| lekina yahAM se bhI chalAMga lagAnI hai / yaha bhI parama sthiti, alTImeTa nahIM hai| isakI bhI deha hai| isameM samasta logoM ke karmoM kI jo deha hai, vaha merI deha bana jAtI hai| isa apramAda (praznottara) For Personal & Private Use Only 291

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meM AdamI apane ko karIba-karIba Izvara jaisA anubhava karatA hai| isalie bahuta-se loga jo ghoSaNA kara dete haiM ki maiM Izvara hUM, usakA kAraNa vahI hai| jaise ki mehara bAbA kI ghoSaNA thI ki maiM Izvara hUM, maiM avatAra huuN| ___ isalie samaSTi acetana meM jo vyakti utara jAtA hai, vaha Apako dhokhA nahIM detaa| aisA use lagatA hai ki vaha Izvara hai, kyoMki sabakI cetanA kA saba-kucha use apanA mAlUma hone lagatA hai| hameM lagatA hai ki koI AdamI apane ko Izvara kahe to kaisA pAgalapana hai| gahare meM pAgalapana hai| asala meM yaha bhI koI AkhirI sthiti nahIM hai| isameM sabakI cetanA, sabake cetana karma apane mAlUma hone lagate haiN| isalie mehara bAbA kaha sakate haiM...ki gAMdhI mare to vaha kaha dete haiM ki maiMne unheM apane meM lIna kara liyaa| neharU mare to vaha kaha dete haiM ki maiMne unheM apane meM lIna kara liyA hai| ___kucha loga kaheMge ki yaha AdamI cAlAka, dhokhebAja mAlUma par3atA hai| jahAM hama jIte haiM, vahAM se yaha dhokhebAjI mAlUma hogii| dhokhA hai, dhokhebAjI nahIM hai| dhokhA mehara bAbA ko hai, Apake lie dhokhebAjI nahIM kara rahe haiM ve| aisA lagatA hai! jaba samaSTi, sAre logoM kA acetana mana, merA hI mana mAlUma par3ane lagatA hai, to jisakI bhI deha chUTatI hai, lagatA hai vaha mujha meM hI lIna ho gyaa| sabakI deha, sabake karmoM kI deha, merI deha ho gii| aura sabake manoM ke vicAra mere vicAra ho ge| lekina abhI bhI, abhI bhI 'maiM' maujUda huuN| isalie mehara bAbA kaha sakate haiM ki maiM avatAra huuN| aura jaba taka 'maiM' maujUda hai taba taka parama satya kI upalabdhi nahIM hai| __ agara hama yahAM bhI smaraNa rakha sakeM ki yaha merI Izvara jaisI deha bhI deha hI hai, aura yaha merA Izvara jaisA mana, yaha DivAina mAiMDa bhI mana hI hai, yaha suparAmeMTala bhI mana hI hai, agara yahAM bhI hama smaraNa rakheM unhIM sUtroM kA, to eka aura chalAMga laga jAtI hai aura vyakti kaoNsmika anakAMzasa meM, brahma acetana meM utara jAtA hai| brahma acetana meM vaha kaha pAtA hai, ahaM brahmAsmi, maiM brahma huuN| taba ye cAMda-tAre use apanI deha ke bhItara ghUmate mAlUma par3ane lagate haiN| ___ svAmI rAma niraMtara kahA karate the ki cAMda-tAre mere bhItara ghUmate haiM, sUraja mere bhItara ugatA hai! agara hama manovaijJAnika se kaheMge to vaha kahegA ki yaha AdamI nyUroTika hai, sAikoTika hai| isa AdamI kA dimAga kharAba ho gayA hai| kyoMki cAMda-tAre sadA bAhara haiM, cAMda-tAre bhItara kaise ho sakate haiN| ___manovaijJAnika ke kahane meM bhI sacAI hai| jahAM taka usakI samajha hai, vaha ThIka kaha rahA hai| lekina use rAmatIrtha jaise vyakti ke anubhava kA patA nahIM hai| rAmatIrtha jaise vyakti kA vistAra kaoNsmika bADI kA ho gayA hai| isa vizva kI jo anaMta sImAeM haiM vahI aba unakI sImAeM haiN| isalie saba unheM apane bhItara ghUmatA huA mAlUma pdd'egaa| cAMda-tAre use apane bhItara ghUmate hue mAlUma pdd'eNge| aisA vyakti kaha sakatA hai ki maiMne jagata ko banate dekhA aura maiMne jagata ko miTate dekhA, aura maiM cAMda-tAroM ko janmate dekhatA hUM aura cAMda-tAroM ko miTate dekhatA huuN| aise vyakti kI smRtiyAM kaoNsmika memorI se AnI zurU ho jAtI haiN| 292 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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jina logoM ne duniyA meM sRSTi ke janma kI bAteM kahIM haiM unameM se adhika loga aise haiM jinheM kaoNsmika anakAMzasa kA anubhava huA hai| isalie ve isa taraha kI bAta kahate haiM ki paramAtmA ne kaba duniyA banAI, kaba pRthvI banI, kaba cAMda-tAre bne| unakI tArIkhoM meM bhUlacUka ho sakatI hai, kyoMki usa kSaNa meM tArIkhoM kA hisAba rakhanA bahuta muzkila hai| lekina una vyaktiyoM ke anubhava oNtheMTika haiN| anubhava oNtheMTika haiM, alTImeTa nahIM; prAmANika haiM, para aMtima nhiiN| tIsare, isa kaoNsmika anakAMzasa meM, isa brahma acetana meM bhI agara vyakti unhIM sUtroM kA smaraNa rakha sake-aura sUtra vahI raheMge ki yaha zarIra bhI virATa brahma kA zarIra hI hai| zarIra choTA huA, chaha phuTa kA huA, ki anaMta-anaMta yojana vistAravAlA huA, isase koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| vicAra mere hue ki parama brahma ke hue, isase bhI koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| yaha sirpha mAtrAoM ke pharka haiM-agara yahAM bhI vaha smaraNa rakhe to cauthI chalAMga laga jAtI hai aura vyakti mahAnirvANa meM praveza kara jAtA hai| jahAM mana samApta ho jAtA hai, jahAM maiM samApta ho jAtA hai, vahAM vaha yaha bhI nahIM kahatA ki maiM brahma huuN| buddha jaisA vyakti bhI yaha nahIM kahatA ki maiM brahma hN| vaha yaha bhI nahIM kahatA ki maiM Izvara hN| vaha yaha bhI nahIM kahatA ki maiM AtmA huuN| ____ isalie buddha ko samajhanA bahuta muzkila par3A hai| kyoMki ve kahate haiM ki AtmA bhI nahIM hai, ve kahate haiM ki Izvara bhI nahIM hai, ve kahate haiM ki brahma bhI nahIM hai| phira jo baca jAtA hai vahI hai, daiTa vhica rimens| aba vaha kyA baca jAtA hai? zUnya baca jAtA hai, jisakI koI sImA nahIM hai| zUnya baca jAtA hai, jisameM koI vicAra kI taraMga nahIM hai| zUnya baca jAtA hai, jisameM koI seMTara nahIM hai, koI Igo nahIM hai| zUnya baca jAtA hai| kahanA cAhie kucha bhI nahIM baca jAtA hai| yaha jo saba-kucha kA kho jAnA hai, vahI saba-kucha kA pAnA bhI hai| yaha parama hai, yaha AkhirI hai| isake pAra ? isake pAra kA upAya nahIM hai| kyoMki aba kucha pAra bhI kisI ke jA sako, vaha bhI nahIM baca jAtA hai| kaoNsmika anakAMzasa se, brahma acetana se jo chalAMga lagatI hai, vaha zUnya meM, parama meM, satya meM, mahAnirvANa meM, mokSa meM, use jo bhI hama nAma denA cAheM, de sakate haiN| asala meM saba nAma vyartha haiN| saba bhASA vyartha hai| isI meM bAdhAeM haiN| pahalI bAdhAeM to hamArI apanI haiM, isalie maiMne unakI vistAra se carcA kii| hamArI makhya bAdhAeM tIna haiM-bAhara ke jagata meM sakha kI AzA. zarIra ke jagata meM amRtatva kI AzA, mana ke jagata meM satya kI aashaa| tIna bAdhAeM haiN| phira ye tIna bAdhAeM pratyeka tala para vApasa punarukta hotI haiN| lekina Apako usase bahuta lenA-denA nahIM hai| ina tIna bAdhAoM ko pAra kIjie to paramAtmA Apako naI tIna bAdhAeM de degaa| unako pAra kIjie to aura gahare tala para naI bAdhAeM hoNgii| bAdhAeM yahI hoMgI, sirpha unakA rUpa aura tala badalatA jaaegaa| aura yaha aMta taka pIchA kreNgii| aura jaba koI bhI bAdhA na raha jAye. jaba lage ki aba kucha bacA hI nahIM, tabhI Apa jAnanA ki jAnA use, jise jAnane ko apramAda (praznottara) 293 For Personal & Private Use Only

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upaniSada ke RSi pyAse haiM; jAnA use, jise jAnane ko kRSNa gItA meM kahate haiM; jAnA use, jisake lie jIsasa sUlI para laTaka jAte haiM; jAnA use, jisake lie cAlIsa varSa taka buddha aura mahAvIra gAMva-gAMva eka-eka AdamI kA dvAra khaTakAte phirate haiN| lekina ise jAnane ke lie svayaM ko bilakula hI miTa jAnA par3atA hai| zarIra kI taraha, AtmA kI taraha, Izvara kI taraha, brahma kI taraha bhI svayaM ko miTa jAnA par3atA hai| jIsasa ke eka vacana se maiM isa bAta ko pUrA kruuN| jIsasa ne kahA hai, dhanya haiM ve jo apane ko khone meM samartha haiM, kyoMki kevala ve hI use pA sakeMge jo svayaM ko kho sakate haiN| aura abhAge haiM ve jo apane ko bacAne meM lage haiM, kyoMki jo apane ko bacAyegA, vaha saba-kucha kho detA hai| __ ye tIna sUtra, Apa jahAM haiM vahAM se zurU kareM, aura Age kI yAtrA apane Apa khulatI calI jaaegii| ye hI tIna sUtra niraMtara prayoga karane par3eMge usa samaya taka, jaba taka ki kucha bhI bAkI rhe| aura jaba kucha bhI bAkI na raha jAye, Apa bhI bAkI na raha jAyeM aura sUtra bhI kho jaayeN| koI vaktavya dene kA upAya na raha jaaye| mehara bAbA kI taraha kahane kI jagaha na rahe ki maiM Izvara huuN| rAma tIrtha kI taraha kahane kI jagaha na rahe ki cAMda-tAre mujhameM ghUmate haiN| ahaM brahmAsmi kI ghoSaNA kI bhI jagaha na raha jaaye| kyoMki kisako ghoSaNA karanI? kauna ghoSaNA karegA? jaba saba zabda zanya ho jAyeM. saba vANI gira jAye. saba vyaktitva kho jAye. taba jo zeSa raha jAtA hai vahI parama, vahI da alTImeTa, vahI saba dharmoM kI khoja, vahI saba prANoM kI pyAsa, vahI saba AtmAoM kI AkAMkSA hai| vahI hai amRt| jahAM taka AkAra hai, vahAM taka mRtyu hai; jahAM nirAkAra hai, vahIM amRta hai, vahIM hai aanNd| kyoMki jahAM taka dasarA hai, vahAM taka dukha hai; jahAM dasarA nahIM hai, vahIM AnaMda saMbhava hai, vahIM hai shaaNti| kyoMki jahAM taka 'maiM' hUM, vahAM taka azAMti hai, jahAM 'maiM' bhI nahIM hUM vahIM zAMti hai| sat-cit-AnaMda vahAM hai| kahane ko nahIM, anubhava meM; bolane ko nahIM, jAnane meM; batAne ko nahIM, ho jAne meN| vahAM aisA nahIM ki sat-cit-AnaMda jAnA jAtA hai, balki aisA ki vahAM hama sat-cit-AnaMda ho ge| ozo, apramAda kI sAdhanA ke saMdarbha meM kRpayA samajhAie ki sAkSI, sajagatA aura tathAtA kI sAdhanA meM kyA-kyA samAnatAeM aura bhinnatAeM haiN| sAkSI, sajagatA aura tathAtA, ina tInoM zabdoM ko apramAda kI sAdhanA ke lie samajha lenA upayogI hai| sAkSI pahalA caraNa hai| sAkSI kA matalaba hai ki jIvana meM maiM eka gavAha kI taraha gujruuN| sAkSI kA matalaba hai ki maiM eka viTanesa kI taraha, eka dekhane vAle kI taraha, draSTA kI taraha jiMdagI meM jiiuuN| agara Apa mujhe gAlI deM to maiM apane ko anubhava na karUM ki mujhe gAlI dI gii| maiM aisA jAnUM ki maiMne jAnA ki Apane isako gAlI dii| Apa patthara mAreM 294 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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to maiM aisA na jAnUM ki Apane patthara mArA aura maiM mArA gayA, varana aisA jAnUM ki Apane mArA aura yaha mArA gayA aisA maiMne jaanaa| maiM niraMtara trikoNa ke tIsare kone para khar3A rhuuN| maiM niraMtara do ke bIca meM apane ko na bAMTUM, tIsare para ucaka kara khar3A ho jAUM, tIsare para chalAMga letA rhuuN| ghara meM Aga laga jAe to maiM aisA na jAnUM ki merA ghara jala rahA hai, aisA jAnUM ki isakA ghara jala rahA hai aura maiM dekha rahA huuN| __jiMdagI ko tIna hisse meM tor3anA sAkSI kI sAdhanA kA upakrama hai| hama jiMdagI ko do hisse meM tor3ate haiM-yahAM maiM aura tU hai| Apa haiM gAlI denevAle, maiM hUM gAlI lenevaalaa| basa do hI haiM, tIsarA vahAM nahIM hai| sAkSI meM hama tIsare ko jor3ate haiM niraMtara hara sthiti meM, maiM dUsarA na banUM, balki maiM tIsarA rhuuN| aura jaise-jaise yaha tIsarA konA spaSTa hotA calA jAtA hai, vaise-vaise donoM hI haMsane yogya mAlUma hone lagate haiM-vaha jisane gAlI dI, aura vaha jisako gAlI dI gii| rAma nyUyArka meM the| kucha logoM ne unheM patthara mAre, kucha logoM ne unheM gAliyAM diiN| lauTakara unhoMne apane mitroM se kahA, Aja rAma bar3I muzkila meM phaMsa ge| loga bar3I gAliyAM dene lge| kucha loga patthara bhI mArane lge| bar3A majA aayaa| to una mitroM ne kahA, Apa kisa taraha kI bAta kara rahe haiM? Apa hI ko to gAlI dI thI unhoNne| rAma ne kahA. majhe kaise gAlI deMge? kyoMki merA nAma to mujhe bhI patA nahIM hai, to unheM patA kaise ho sakatA hai? ve rAma ko gAlI de rahe the| una logoM ne pUchA, kyA rAma Apa nahIM haiM? to rAma ne kahA, agara maiM rAma hotA to phira majA na le pAtA, phira bahuta kaSTa lekara lautttaa| maiM khar3A dekha rahA thA ki kucha loga gAlI de rahe haiM aura becArA rAma gAlI khA rahA hai| aura maiM khar3A dekha rahA thA, maiM kaha rahA thA ki rAma Aja acchI muzkila meM phNse|| yaha jo tIsarA biMdu hai, ise ughAr3A jA sakatA hai| sAdhaka ke lie pahalA caraNa sAkSI se hI zurU hotA hai| yaha AsAna hai| ina tInoM zabdoM meM sabase jyAdA AsAna sAkSI hai| ise dekhate rheN| khAnA khA rahe haiM, taba dekhate raheM ki khAnA khAyA jA rahA hai| jisako Apa aba taka 'maiM' samajhate rahe haiM, vaha khA rahA hai| aura aba tIsarA-pIche khar3e hokara jarA dekheM Tebala ke kinAre se-Apa dekha bhI rahe haiM, khAnA khAyA jA rahA hai| khAnA khA rahA hai koI, aura Apa dekha bhI rahe haiN| jaise-jaise yaha tIsarA biMdu ubharegA, vaise-vaise ApakI jiMdagI meM dukha kSINa hone lagegA, kyoMki sAkSI ko dukha nahIM diyA jA sktaa| sAkSI ko dukha diyA hI nahIM jA sakatA, sirpha kartA ko dukha diyA jA sakatA hai| jaba Apako lagatA hai, maiM khAnA khA rahA hUM, taba Apako dukha diyA jA sakatA hai| jaba Apa kahate haiM, maiM prema kara rahA hUM, taba Apako dukha diyA jA sakatA hai| lekina jaba Apa kahate haiM ki eka prema kara rahA hai, dUsarA prema jhela rahA hai, aura Apa tIsare dekhane vAle haiM, to Apako dukha nahIM diyA jA sakatA hai| Apako ciMtita nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| agara Apa dina meM dasa-pAMca bAra sAkSI kA smaraNa kara leM to rAta Apake sapane khatma apramAda (praznottara) 295 For Personal & Private Use Only

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ho jaaeNge| rAta Apake sapane ekadama kama ho jaayeNge| kyoMki sapane usako Ate haiM jo dina bhara kartA rahA hai, rAta meM bhI kartA rahatA hai| kyoMki dina bhara kI karane kI Adata rAta meM ekadama se kaise chUTa jaaye| dina bhara dukAna calAtA hai to rAta bhI calAtA rahatA hai| dina bhara adAlata meM jhagar3atA hai to rAta meM bhI adAlata meM khar3A ho jAtA hai| dina meM yunivarsiTI meM parIkSA detA hai to rAta bhI parIkSA detA rahatA hai| vaha jo dina meM kartA hai, vaha rAta meM bhI kartA bana jAtA hai| jo dina meM sAkSI hai. vaha rAta meM bhI sAkSI bana jAtA hai| aba yaha bar3e maje kI bAta hai ki dina meM Apa sAkSI ho jAyeMge to dukAna baMda nahIM ho jaaegii| dukAna to calatI rahegI, lekina Apake bhItara dukAna calanI baMda ho jaaegii| dukAna bAhara calatI rahegI, lekina rAta agara sapane meM Apa sAkSI ho gaye to sapanA baMda ho jaayegaa| kyoMki sapane kI dukAna koI dukAna nahIM hai, sirpha khayAla hai| Apa sAkSI hue ki vaha vidA huaa| bAhara kI dukAna to calatI rahegI, sapane kI dukAna ekadama kho jaaegii| agara sAkSI ho gae to ciMtA asaMbhava ho jaaegii| ___ isalie jisa mulka meM jitanA hI isa bAta kA khayAla hai ki maiM kara rahA hUM, usa mulka meM utanI hI ciMtA bar3ha jAtI hai| Aja amarIkA meM sabase jyAdA ciMtA hai, kyoMki vahAM sabase jyAdA khayAla hai ki maiM kara rahA huuN| jo bhI hai, usake pIche 'maiM' khar3A hai| atIta kI duniyA meM ciMtA bahuta kama thii| isakA kAraNa yaha nahIM thA ki cIjeM kama thIM, isakA kAraNa yaha nahIM thA ki loga bailagAr3I meM cala rahe the aura havAI jahAjoM meM nahIM cala rahe the| atIta meM ciMtA kama thI to usakA kAraNa bilakula hI aura thaa| ___atIta meM kartA ke sAtha eka tIsarA koNa bhI thA sAkSI kA, jisakI hama niraMtara koziza karate the ki vaha vikasita ho| aura jisa dina sAkSI thor3A bhI vikasita ho jAtA thA, AdamI ciMtA se bAhara ho jAtA thaa| vaha dekhatA thA ki cIjeM ho rahI haiM, maiM nahIM kara rahA huuN| vaha usako kaI DhaMga se kahatA thaa| kabhI kahatA thA Izvara kara rahA hai| yaha usakA eka DhaMga thA thA kahane kA ki maiM karane vAlA nahIM huuN| kabhI kahatA thA, bhAgya kara rahA hai| yaha bhI usakA eka DhaMga thA kahane kA ki maiM karane vAlA nahIM huuN| kabhI kahatA thA ki jo likhA hai vaha ho rahA hai| yaha bhI usakA eka DhaMga thA kahane kA ki karane vAlA maiM nahIM huuN| lekina hama pAgala loga haiN| hamane unake kahane ke DhaMgoM ko itanA galata pakar3A ki ve jisa lie kaha rahe the. vaha bAta to kho gaI aura jo kahI jA rahI thI. vaha jora se pakaDa gii| aba bhI hama kahate haiM ki jo bhAgya meM ho rahA hai, vaha ho rahA hai| lekina hama jyotiSI ke pAsa pahuMca jAte haiM hAtha dikhAne ki koI upAya ho to maiM kucha yajJa-havana karUM jisase ki bhAgya badala jaaye| aba bhI hama kahate haiM, jo Izvara kara rahA hai, vaha ho rahA hai| lekina sirpha kahate haiN| isakI hamAre prANoM meM kahIM koI jagaha nahIM hai| kahIM koI jagaha nahIM hai, zabda raha jAte haiM hAthoM meM, ye sAre ke sAre zabda sirpha kahane ke DhaMga the| inake pIche jo asalI bAta thI vaha tIsarA koNa thA-sAkSI kA, kartA se alg| isalie kRSNa arjuna se kaha pAte haiM ki tU lar3a, tU yaha phikra hI kyoM karatA hai ki tU 296 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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lar3a rahA hai| lar3AnevAlA maiM rhaa| kRSNa use kaha sakate haiM ki tU mAra, tU phikra hI kyoM karatA hai ki tU mAra rahA hai| kyoMki jinako tU soca rahA hai ki tU mAra rahA hai, vaha pahale hI mAre jA cuke haiN| vaha arjuna kI samajha meM nahIM aataa| kyoMki vaha apane ko kartA samajhe baiThA hai| vaha kahatA hai ki maiM kaise apane priyajanoM ko mAra DAlUM? ye mere haiN| nahIM, nahIM, inako maiM kaise mAra sakatA huuN| usakI ciMtA kartA kI ciMtA hai| agara gItA ke rAja ko samajhanA ho to gItA kA rAja do zabdoM meM hai| arjuna ko kartA hone kA bhrama hai aura kRSNa pUre samaya sAkSI hone ke lie samajhA rahe haiN| isase jyAdA gItA meM kucha bhI nahIM hai| vaha kRSNa kaha rahe haiM, tU sirpha dekhanevAlA hai, draSTA hai, karanevAlA nahIM hai| yaha saba pahale hI ho cukA hai| yaha sirpha kahane kA DhaMga hai ki pahale hI ho cukA hai| vaha sirpha yaha kaha rahe haiM ki tU karane vAlA hai, itanI bAta bhara tU chor3a de| itanI bAta bhara tujhe bhaTakA degI aura vaMcanA meM DAla degii| itanI bAta tujhe ciMtA meM DAla rahI hai, moha meM DAla rahI hai| sAkSI, sAdhaka ke lie pahalA kadama hai| yaha saralatama hai| aise saralatama nahIM hai, aura jo Age ke kadama haiM, unakI dRSTi se sarala hai| jo hama karane jA rahe haiM, usa dRSTi se to vaha bahuta kaThina hai| lekina thor3A prayoga kareM to itanA kaThina nahIM hai| nadI meM tairate hue kabhI dekheM jarA ki Apa dekha rahe haiM ki taira rahe haiN| rAste para calate vakta dekheM ki Apa dekha rahe haiM ki cala rahe haiN| __ kaThina nahIM hai| kabhI-kabhI usakI jhalaka Ane lgegii| aura jaise hI tIsare koNa kI jhalaka AegI, Apa acAnaka pAeMge ki pUrI duniyA badala gii| saba-kucha badala gayA, cIjoM ne aura raMga le liyaa| kyoMki sArA jagata hamArI dRSTi hai| dRSTi badalI ki jagata bdlaa| dUsarI sAdhanA sajagatA kI hai| vaha sAkSI se aura gaharA kadama hai| sAkSI meM hama do ko mAnakara calate haiM-tU aura maiN| aura ina donoM ko mAnakara inake prati hama alaga khar3e ho jAte haiM, ki maiM tIsarA huuN| sAkSI meM hama tIna meM jagata ko tor3a dete haiN| TrAyaMgala banAte haiN| vaha traya hai| sAkSI traya hai| sajagatA meM hama traya nahIM bnaate| hama yaha nahIM kahate ki kisa cIja ke prati jAgrata haiN| hama kahate haiM, hama sirpha jAge hue jiieNge| hama yaha nahIM kahate ki maiM dekha rahA hUM ki maiM cala rahA huuN| hama yaha kahate haiM ki hama calate hue hoza rakheMge ki calanA ho rahA hai aura isakA mujhe pUrA patA rhe| yaha behozI meM na ho jaaye| yaha aisA na ho ki mujhe patA hI na rahe ki maiM cala rahA huuN| aisA roja ho rahA hai| Apa khAnA khAte haiM, Apako patA hI nahIM hotA ki Apa khAnA khA rahe haiN| Apa jaba apanI kAra ko apane ghara kI tarapha mor3ate haiM to Apako patA nahIM rahatA ki Apa kAra ko bAyeM mor3a rahe haiN| yaha sirpha mekenikala haibiTa kI taraha gAr3I mur3a jAtI hai, Apa apane ghara pahuMca jAte haiN| Apa apane bacce ke sira para hAtha rakha dete haiM ki kaho beTA, ThIka ho? aura Apako bilakula patA nahIM hotA ki Apa kyA kara rahe haiN| yaha Apane kala bhI kahA thA, parasoM bhI kahA thaa| Apa grAmophona rekArDa ho ge| patnI ko dekhakara Apa muskurAte haiN| vaha Apa nahIM muskurA rahe haiM, vaha grAmophona rekArDa hai| vaha muskurAne kI Apane apramAda (praznottara) 297 For Personal & Private Use Only

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Adata banA rakhI hai| asala meM vaha DipheMsa mejara hai, vaha rakSA kA upAya hai ki patA nahIM, patnI aba kyA karegI, to Apa muskurAte haiN| patnI bhI jo javAba de rahI hai, vaha javAba jAnakara nahIM de rahI hai| vaha saba bilakula Adata ke hisse ho gae haiN| isalie hama milate hI nahIM kbhii| kyoMki sajaga loga hI mila sakate haiN| soye hue loga sirpha milate hue mAlUma par3ate haiN| ve vahI bAteM kahe cale jAte haiM, kahe cale jAte haiM rekArDa kI taraha! mere eka prophesara the| maiM jaba bhI kisI kitAba ke bAbata pUchatA ki Apane vaha par3hI hai? ve kahate, hAM par3hI hai, bahuta acchI kitAba hai| aise unakI bAtacIta se mujhe kabhI nahIM lagA thA ki unhoMne bahuta-kucha par3hA hai| eka dina maiMne eka jhUThI kitAba kA nAma unase liyaa| na to vaisA koI lekhaka hai, na vaisI kitAba kabhI likhI gaI hai| maiMne unase pUchA, Apane phalAMphalAM lekhaka kI kitAba par3hI hai? unhoMne kahA, are, bahuta bar3hiyA kitAba hai| bahuta hI acchI kitAba hai| jo ve sadA kahate the, unhoMne khaa| ___ maiM unakI AMkhoM kI tarapha dekhatA rhaa| maiM thor3I dera cupa baiThA rhaa| taba unhoMne kahA, kyA matalaba? ve thor3e becaina hue| unhoMne pUchA, cupa kyoM baiThe ho? kyA maiMne galata kahA? kitAba ThIka nahIM hai? ho sakatA hai, apanI-apanI pasaMda hai, Apako pasaMda na par3I ho| maiM phira bhI cupa rahA aura unakI AMkhoM kI tarapha dekhatA rahA, taba unakI ghabar3AhaTa aura bar3ha gii| aura unhoMne kahA, kyA matalaba hai? do meM se eka hI to bAta ho sakatI hai! Apako pasaMda na AyI ho, ho sakatA hai, lekina Apa cupa kyoM haiM? ___maiMne kahA, maiM isalie cupa nahIM hUM, maiM isalie cupa hUM ki zAyada Apako abhI bhI yAda A jaae| unhoMne kahA, kyA matalaba? mujhe acchI taraha yAda hai| lekina aba unheM yAda A gayA hai| unakA pUrA ceharA badala gyaa| maiM phira bhI cupa rhaa| unhoMne kahA, mApha karanA, yaha mujhe bar3I galata Adata par3a gaI hai| ise maiM kaha hI detA huuN| maiMne kaI daphA taya kiyA ki yaha bAta mujhe nahIM kahanI caahie| lekina patA nahIM, jaba taka mujhe patA calatA hai taba taka to bAta ho hI cukI hotI hai| maiM kaha hI cukA hotA huuN| na mAlUma kaisI kamajorI hai ki maiM yaha kabhI kaha hI nahIM pAtA ki yaha kitAba maiMne nahIM pddh'ii| nahIM, maiMne yaha kitAba nahIM pddh'ii| lekina lAibrerI meM dekhI jarUra hai, unhoMne khaa| aise hI nikalate vakta najara par3a gaI hogI, bAkI maiMne par3hI nahIM hai| maiMne unase kahA, Apa vApasa lauTa rahe haiM, kyoMki yaha kitAba hai hI nahIM lAibrerI meN| dekhI bhI nahIM jA sktii| aisA AdamI kA mana hai muurcchit| vaha kyA kaha rahA hai, kyA kara rahA hai, kahAM jA rahA hai, kucha bhI patA nahIM hai| sajagatA kA artha hai, pratyeka kRtya hozapUrvaka ho ki maiM kyA kara rahA huuN| sAkSI meM tIsare biMdu ko ubhAranA hai| aura jo sAkSI bana gayA usake lie sajagatA AsAna hogii| kyoMki sAkSI meM, use sAkSI hone ke lie to sajaga honA par3atA hai| lekina sajagatA meM pratyeka kRtya ko sajaga rUpa se karanA hai| aisA nahIM dekhanA hai ki koI aura kara rahA hai, aura maiM alaga huuN| nahIM, alaga koI bhI nahIM hai| jo ho rahA hai, usa hone ke bhItara eka dIyA jala rahA hai hoza kaa| vaha binA hoza ke nahIM ho rahA hai| paira bhI uThA rahA hUM, to 298 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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maiMne hozapUrvaka uThAyA hai| eka zabda bhI bolA hai, to vaha maiM hozapUrvaka bolA huuN| maiMne hAM kahI hai, to merA matalaba hAM hai| maiMne hozapUrvaka kahI hai| aura maiMne nahIM kahI hai, to merA matalaba nahIM hai| aura maiMne hozapUrvaka kahI hai| eka-eka kRtya hoza se bhara jAye to jIvana meM jo vyartha hai, vaha tatkAla baMda ho jAtA hai, kyoMki hozapUrvaka koI bhI vyartha kucha nahIM kara sktaa| aura jIvana meM jo azubha hai, vaha tatkAla kSINa hone lagatA hai| kyoMki hozapUrvaka koI azubha nahIM kara sktaa| jIvana meM bahuta-sA jAla, vyartha kA jAla, jo hama makar3I kI taraha gUMthate cale jAte haiM aura Akhira meM khuda hI usameM phaMsa jAte haiM, aura nikala nahIM pAte haiM, vaha ekadama TUTa jAtA hai| hama sabhI gUMtha rahe haiN| eka jhUTha Apa bola dete haiM, phira jiMdagI bhara usa jhUTha ko saMbhAlane ke lie Apa dUsare jhUTha bole cale jAte haiN| phira Apako patA hI nahIM rahatA ki pahalA jhUTha Apa kaba bole the| vaha itane pIche daba jAtA hai ki Apako bhI saca mAlUma hone lagatA hai| kyoMki Apa itanI bAra bola cuke aura itanI bAra suna cuke apane hI muMha se ki dUsare bhalA bharosA na kareM, lekina Apa to bharosA kara hI lete haiN| phira eka jAla phailatA calA jAtA hai jisameM hama roja aise kadama uThAye cale jAte haiM jo hamane kabhI uThAne nahIM cAhe the| aise rAstoM para cale jAte haiM jina para hama jAnA na cAhate the| aise saMbaMdha banA lete haiM jo hama banAnA na cAhate the| aise kAma kara lete haiM jinake lie hamane kabhI kAmanA na kI thii| aura taba sArI jiMdagI eka vikSiptatA bana jAtI hai| __ sajagatA kA artha hai, jo bhI maiM kara rahA hUM, karate samaya pUrA hoza, pUrI aveyaranesa hai| isakA bhI thor3A prayoga kareM to usase bhItara apUrva zAMti utaranI zurU ho jAtI hai| tIsarI bAta-tathAtA-aura bhI kaThina hai| sajagatA ko koI sAdhe to hI tathAtA ko sAdha sakatA hai| tathAtA kA matalaba hai, sacanesa, cIjeM aisI haiN| tathAtA kA artha hai, parama sviikRti| tathAtA kA artha hai, koI zikAyata nhiiN| tathAtA kA artha hai, jo bhI hai, hai; aura maiM rAjI huuN| sAkSI meM hama draSTA haiM, jo ho rahA hai| ho sakatA hai, hama rAjI na hoN| sajagatA meM hama jAga gae haiN| jo nahIM honA cAhie vaha dhIre-dhIre gira jAyegA, jo honA cAhie vahI bcegaa| tathAtA meM jo bhI hai, hama usake lie rAjI haiN| dukha hai, mRtyu hai, priya kA milana hai, bichoha hai, jo bhI hai, usake lie hama pUre ke pUre rAjI haiN| hamAre prANoM ke kisI kone se koI zikAyata, koI inakAra, kucha bhI nahIM hai| tathAtA parama AstikatA hai| vaha AdamI Astika nahIM hai, jo kahatA hai ki maiM Izvara ko mAnatA huuN| vaha AdamI Astika nahIM hai, jo kahatA hai ki maiM bharosA karatA hUM, vizvAsa karatA huuN| Astika vaha AdamI hai jo zikAyata nahIM krtaa| jo kahatA hai, jo bhI hai, ThIka hai| kahIM bhI, prANoM ke kisI kone meM merA koI bhI virodha nahIM hai| maiM rAjI huuN| usakI zvAsazvAsa rAjIpana kI zvAsa hai| vaha ToTala eksepTibiliTI usake hRdaya kI dhar3akana-dhar3akana hai| jo bhI hai, yaha jagata jaisA bhI hai...| Astika bhI aisA nahIM mAnatA thaa| volteyara ne kahIM likhA hai ki he paramAtmA, tujhe to apramAda (praznottara) 299 For Personal & Private Use Only

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hama kabhI svIkAra kara bhI leM, lekina tere jagata ko svIkAra nahIM kara paate| koI hai jo jagata ko svIkAra kara letA hai, lekina Izvara ko svIkAra nahIM kara pAtA hai| sukha ko to hama sabhI svIkAra kara lete haiM, dukha ko kauna svIkAra kara pAtA hai! aura dukha taba taka rahegA jaba taka svIkRta na ho jaaye| zAyada isa jIvana ke AdhyAtmika vikAsa meM dukha kA yahI mUlya hai| jIvana kI isa yojanA meM dukha kI yahI sArthakatA hai ki jisa dina dukha bhI svIkRta hotA hai, usI dina jIvana meM parama AnaMda kI varSA ho jAtI hai| phUla to koI bhI svIkAra kara letA hai, savAla to kAMToM ko svIkAra karane kA hai| jIvana to koI bhI svIkAra kara letA hai, AliMgana kara letA hai, savAla to mRtyu ko AliMgana karane kA hai| tathAtA kA artha hai : saba, da ToTala, usameM iMca bhara bhI hama kucha nikAla nahIM denA cAhate, saba pUre kI sviikRti| aisI svIkRti pUrI sajagatA meM hI ho sakatI hai| aisI svIkRti sAkSI ke bAda hI ho sakatI hai| aisI svIkRti jaba kisI ke prANoM meM basa jAtI hai to usake prANoM meM anaMta AnaMda kA nRtya zurU ho jAtA hai| usake jIvana meM bAMsurI bajane lagatI hai usa saMgIta kI, jo zUnya hai| usake jIvana meM vaha vINA bajane lagatI hai, jisa para koI tAra nahIM hai| usake jIvana meM vaha nRtya A jAtA hai, jisake lie koI tAla nahIM hai| usake jIvana meM aisI sugaMdha phUTane lagatI hai, jisameM koI phUla nahIM hai piiche| lekina tathAtA bahuta kaThina hai| tathAtA kA bhAva hI bahuta kaThina hai| usase bar3I AIasa usase jyAdA kaThina aura koI bAta nahIM hai| usakA matalaba hai, jo bhI A jaaye...| eka bhikSu eka vRkSa ke nIce se gujara rahA hai| eka AdamI use lakar3I mAra gayA hai| ghabar3AhaTa meM lakar3I mArI to lakar3I hAtha se chUTa gaI aura gira pdd'ii| vaha bhikSu lauttaa| usane lakar3I utthaayii| vaha AdamI to ghabar3AhaTa meM bhAga hI gayA maarkr| pAsa kI dukAna para jAkara usa bhikSu ne kahA, yaha lakar3I rakha lenA, zAyada vaha becArA vApasa lauTakara lakar3I khojane aaye| usa dukAna ke mAlika ne kahA, Apa AdamI kaise haiM! usane lakar3I mArI hai| usa bhikSu ne kahA, eka bAra eka vRkSa ke nIce se maiM gujaratA thA, taba vRkSa se eka zAkhA mere Upara gira pdd'ii| jaba maiMne vRkSa ko svIkAra kara liyA, to yaha AdamI vRkSa se to kama se kama acchA hI hogaa| aisA samajheM ki nadI meM Apa eka nAva calA rahe haiN| eka khAlI nAva dUsarI tarapha se Akara ApakI nAva se TakarA jAye. Apakacha bhI na kheNge| kucha bhI na kaheMge, Apa svIkAra kara leMge aura Age bar3ha jaaeNge| lekina bhUla se agara usa nAva meM eka AdamI baiThA ho, taba kalaha ho jaaegii| nAva ko mApha kara sake, lekina AdamI ko mApha na kara skeNge| nAva ko isalie mApha kara sake, ki svIkAra kara sake, kyoMki asvIkAra karane kA upAya nahIM hai| AdamI ko mApha nahIM kara sake, kyoMki use svIkAra karanA muzkila pdd'aa| lekina tathAtA kA artha hai ki nAva khAlI TakarAye, ki nAva meM AdamI baiThA ho to TakarAye, Apake mana meM donoM bAteM eka sI hoM to tathAtA hai| agara jarA sA bhI pharka par3a jAye to tathAtA cUka gii| eka AdamI Apake Upara phUla pheMka jAye aura eka AdamI Apake Upara 300 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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patthara DAla jAye, aura donoM bAteM eka-sI svIkRta ho jAyeM, bheda hI na ho, to tathAtA hai| agara jarA sA bhI bheda ho jAye to tathAtA cUka gii| tathAtA kA artha hai, isa jagata meM jo ho rahA hai, usameM mere mana meM usase anyathA ho, adaravAija ho, aisI koI AkAMkSA nhiiN| sAgara meM lahareM uTha rahI haiN| havAoM meM tUphAna A rahe haiN| vRkSoM para phUla laga rahe haiN| AkAza meM tAre cala rahe haiN| koI AdamI gAliyAM de rahA hai| koI AdamI gIta gA rahA hai| yaha jo sArA kA sArA virATa hai, aMtahIna hai, yaha sArA aMtahIna virATa jaisA hai, aisA kA aisA, maiM rAjI hUM, to tathAtA hai| tathAtA sAdhaka kI tIsarI bAta hai| ___ apramAda kI sAdhanA meM sAkSI se zurU kareM aura tathAtA para pUrNa kreN| zurU kareM tIsare koNa para khar3e hone se, phira jAgeM, sajaga hoM, aura phira svIkAra ko upalabdha ho jaayeN| pahale kartA se tor3eM apane draSTA ko| phira apane karma se jor3eM apane jJAna ko| aura phira samasta se jor3eM apanI svIkRti ko| ina tIna caraNoM meM apramAda dhIre-dhIre gaharA hotA calA jAtA hai| aura jisa dina pUrNa apramAda, pUrA jAgA huA mana hotA hai, kina zabdoM meM kahA jAye ki usa dina kyA hotA hai! tathAtA kA eka khayAla aura mujhe AyA vaha Apase maiM khuuN| eka jhena phakIra ne eka choTA-sA gIta likhA hai| usa gIta meM likhA hai ki AkAza meM haMsa ur3ate haiN| unakI koI icchA nahIM hotI ki nIce kI zAMta jhIla meM unakA pratibiMba bne| lekina pratibiMba bana jAtA hai| nIce kI nIlI jhIla para se Upara jaba haMsa ur3akara nikalate haiM, jhIla kI koI icchA nahIM hotI ki haMsoM kA pratibiMba pakar3e, lekina pratibiMba pakar3a liye jAte haiN| phira haMsa ur3a jAte haiM aura pratibiMba bhI ur3a jAte haiN| na haMsoM ko patA calatA hai ki jhIla meM pratibiMba pakar3e gae the, na jhIla ko patA calatA hai ki haMsoM ke pratibiMba usakI chAtI meM kucha kutUhala, kucha halacala, kucha upadrava paidA kiye haiN| tathAtA kA artha hai aisA vyktitv| cIjeM ho jAtI haiN| saba ke lie rAjI hai| kucha karanA bhI nahIM cAhatA, koI zikAyata bhI nahIM hai| isalie buddha kA eka nAma tathAgata hai| buddha ko usa nAma se bahuta prema thaa| khuda bhI vaha kahate the. to kahate the ki tathAgata eka gAMva se gjre| tathAgata kA matalaba hai tathAtA ko uplbdh| tathAgata kA matalaba hai, dasa kema, dasa gaan| jaise haMsa Ae jhIla para aura gae, aisA hI jo AyA aura gyaa| na koI cAha thI ki yahAM kucha kara jAye, na koI cAha thI ki yahAM jo ho rahA hai, usase anyathA ho jaaye| jo huA, huaa| jo nahIM huA, nahIM huaa| koI hisAba na rakhA, koI kitAba na rkhii| koI AzA na rakhI, koI nirAzA na bnaayii| koI saphalatA na cAhI, kisI asaphalatA ko grahaNa na kiyaa| koI jIta na mAnI, kisI hAra kA kAraNa na bnaayaa| aisA jo AyA haMsa kI taraha, pAnI para bane biMba, aura miTa ge| jApAna meM to jhena phakIra kahate haiM ki buddha kabhI hue hI nhiiN| majAka karate haiM gaharI, aura sirpha gahare phakIra hI gaharI majAka kara sakate haiN| jApAna kA rijhAI kahA karatA thA ki buddha kabhI hue nahIM, kahAM kI kahAniyAM kahate ho! aura roja buddha kI prArthanA karatA subaha, apramAda (praznottara) 301 For Personal & Private Use Only

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mUrtiyoM ke sAmane hAtha jor3akara khar3A ho jAtA aura kahatA ki buddhaM zaraNaM gcchaami| usake ziSyoM ne usako pakar3A aura kahA ki khUba dhokhA de rahe haiN| hamase kahate haiM buddha kabhI hue nahIM, aura khuda mUrti ke sAmane hAtha jor3akara kahate haiM, buddhaM zaraNaM gcchaami| to rijhAI ne kahA, isIlie to kahatA huuN| agara jarA bhI hue hote to kabhI unake caraNoM meM jAne kI bAta na krtaa| hue hI nahIM, the hI nhiiN| pAnI para khiMcI lakIra jaise the, khiMca bhI nahIM pAI aura kho gii| kahanA cAhiye-pAnI para khiMcI lakIra bhI jarA jyAdA bAta ho gaI, vaha haMsa vAlI bAta ThIka hai-pratibiMba banA aura kho gyaa| vaha kahatA ki hue hI nahIM, isIlie to unakI mUrti banA kara baiThA huuN| isI AzA meM ki kisI dina maiM bhI usa jagaha pahuMca jAUM jahAM honA aura na honA barAbara ho jAtA hai| jahAM hUM yA nahIM, saba barAbara hai| jahAM jIvana aura mRtyu eka hI artha le leN| jahAM astitva aura anastitva samAna, paryAyavAcI ho jAte haiN| isIlie to kahatA hUM, buddhaM zaraNaM gcchaami| isakA matalaba kevala itanA hI hai, vaha rijhAI kahane lagA, ki maiM bhI tumhAre caraNoM meM AtA hUM, jinake koI caraNa nhiiN| maiM bhI tumhArI zaraNa meM AtA hUM, tuma, jo ho hI nhiiN| maiM bhI tumhAre jaisA ho jAnA cAhatA hUM, tuma, jo ki kabhI hue hI nahIM ho| tuma ho hI nhiiN| eka zUnya vyaktitva hai tthaataa| bhItara eka jItA-jAgatA zUnya, vAyaDa eMbADIDa kahanA caahie| eka zUnya jisake cAroM tarapha haDDI-mAMsa-majjA hai| bhItara saba zUnya hai| isa zUnya kI taraha jo ho jAtA hai, cauthI sthiti meM bhI pahuMca jAtA hai| tathAtA-vahI maiMne jo pahale uttara meM Apako kahA-kaoNsmika anakAMzasa se vaha jo brahma acetana hai. usameM chalAMga hai| sAkSI meM hama bAhara ke jagata se bhItara Ate haiM, vyakti acetana meM praveza ho jAtA hai| sajagatA se vyakti acetana se pAra hotA hai, samaSTi acetana meM praveza ho jAtA hai| samaSTi acetana meM tathAtA kI sAdhanA zurU karanI par3atI hai to brahma acetana meM praveza ho jAtA hai| aura brahma acetana ke bAda to koI sAdhanA nahIM bctii| tathAtA phira sAdhanA nahIM hotii| tathAtA phira svarUpa ho jAtA hai, phira kucha sAdhanA nahIM pdd'taa| phira vaha ipharTalesa hai, phira tIra calAne nahIM par3ate, calate haiM; jaise zvAsa lenI nahIM par3atI hai aura lI jAtI hai| phira hRdaya kI dhar3akana jaise calatI hai, calAnI nahIM par3atI; aisA hI jIvana kA saba calatA hai, calAnA nahIM pdd'taa| phira bhItara calAne vAlA kho gyaa| maiM kho gyaa| phira bhItara vaha jo vyakti thA, vaha kho gayA hai| tathAtA parama upalabdhi hai, vaha jIvana kI anaMtatama gaharAI meM, ebisa meM, anaMta gaharAI meM utara jAnA hai| dharma dvAra hai| yoga usa dvAra para car3hanevAlI sIr3hiyoM kI vidhi hai| tathAtA usa maMdira meM virAjamAna devatA hai| eka AkhirI savAla aura! ozo, Apane kahA hai apramAda ke prasaMga meM ki pramAdI AdamI kucha karatA nahIM hai, cIjeM 302 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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ghaTita hotI haiM binA usakI icchA athavA cunAva ke| to kRpayA batAie ki soe hue kartA, aura jAge hue kartA meM kyA aMtara hai? gurajiepha kahate haiM ki jAgA huA AdamI krisTalAijDa ho jAtA hai, isakA kyA artha hai? aura kyA jAge hue AdamI kA ahaMkAra krisTalAija hone ke badale visarjita nahIM ho jAtA hai? soyA huA AdamI karatA nahIM hai, usa para bhI cIjeM hotI haiN| lekina soyA huA AdamI samajhatA hai ki maiM kara rahA huuN| soyA huA AdamI bhI karatA nahIM hai, samajhatA hai ki karatA huuN| jAgA huA AdamI bhI karatA nahIM hai, lekina samajhatA hai ki karatA nahIM huuN| basa itanA hI pharka par3atA hai| soyA huA AdamI socatA hai, maiM karatA huuN| karatA kucha bhI nahIM hai, hotA hai| jAgA huA AdamI bhI kucha nahIM karatA hai, saba hotA hai, lekina jAgA huA AdamI yaha jAnatA hai, saba hotA hai, maiM karatA nahIM huuN| soe hue aura jAge hue AdamI ke karane meM pharka nahIM hai, jAnane meM pharka hai| unake kRtya meM pharka nahIM hai, unake kartRtva ke bodha meM pharka hai| buddha bhI calate haiM, abuddha bhI calate haiN| hoza se bharA huA AdamI bhI calatA hai, gaira hoza se bharA huA AdamI bhI calatA hai| gaira hoza se bharA huA AdamI calatA hai maiM ke keMdra para-maiM huuN| hoza se bharA huA calatA hai zUnya ke keMdra para-maiM nahIM hUM, vaha calane kI kriyA hai| sAtha hI Apane pUchA hai ki jaoNrja gurajiepha kahatA thA ki jAgA huA AdamI krisTalAijDa ho jAtA hai| usake bhItara iMDivijuezana, vyakti paidA ho jAtA hai| juMga bhI iMDivijuezana kI yahI bAta kahatA hai jo gurajiepha kahate haiM, ki jitanA AdamI jAgatA hai bhItara, usakA vyakti utanA majabUta ho jAtA hai| isase yaha savAla uThanA svAbhAvika hai ki kyA jAge hue AdamI kA vyakti majabUta hotA hai, yA samApta hotA hai? ahaMkAra banatA hai yA visarjita hotA hai? ___bhASA ke bheda haiM aura kucha bheda nhiiN| gurajiepha jise krisTalAijezana kahatA hai, gurajiepha jise vyakti kA paidA honA kahatA hai, use hI maiM zUnya kA paidA honA kaha rahA huuN| asala meM zUnya hokara hI vyakti pahalI daphA paidA hotA hai| kyoMki zUnya hokara hI pahalI daphA virATa jIvana kA vyaktitva use milatA hai| zUnya hokara hI, miTakara hI, pahalI daphA vyakti vyakti hotA hai| lekina yaha kaThina hogaa| yaha una virodhoM meM se eka hai jo dharma roja bolate haiM aura hama samajha nahIM paate| jaise ki bUMda sAgara meM gira jAtI hai to koI kaha sakatA hai ki bUMda kho gaI, aba kahAM hai? bUMda miTa gaI! aura koI yaha bhI kaha sakatA hai ki bUMda sAgara ho gaI, abhI taka kahAM thI, aba pahalI daphA huI hai| abhI taka bUMda hI thI, kyA thA, kucha bhI na thA, aba sAgara ho gaI hai| ye donoM bAteM kahI jA sakatI haiN| koI kaha sakatA hai ki bUMda kho gaI, aba nahIM hai, zUnya ho gii| koI kaha sakatA hai ki bUMda sAgara ho gii| aba hai, pahale kyA thI, na kucha thI, aba pahalI daphA sAgara huI hai| yaha nigeTiva aura paoNjiTiva ke bolane ke pharka haiN| apramAda (praznottara) 303 For Personal & Private Use Only

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gurajiepha aura juMga kahate haiM iMDivijuezana, kristtlaaijeshn| vyakti pahalI daphA huA hai| yaha usI artha meM kahate haiM ve jaise bUMda sAgara ho gaI hai| mahAvIra bhI kahate haiM, aatmaa| vaha gurajiepha ke sAtha unakI bhASA kA mela hai| zaMkara kahate haiM, brhm| unakA bhI gurajiepha kI bhASA se mela hai| ve sabhI paoNjiTiva Tarnsa kA, vidhAyaka zabdoM kA upayoga kara rahe haiN| __sirpha eka AdamI huA buddha, jisane niSedhAtmaka zabda kA prayoga kiyaa| usane kahA, anaatmaa| AtmA huI nahIM, samApta ho gii| aba koI AtmA vagairaha nahIM hai, aba koI brahma vagairaha nahIM hai, aba to vahI raha gayA jisako koI bhI zabda kahanevAlA nahIM hai| vaha yaha kaha rahe haiM ki bUMda nahIM raha gaI, aba chor3o baatciit| vaha kaheMge ki tuma yaha bhI kahate ho ki bUMda sAgara ho gaI, to phira bhI tuma bar3I bUMda hI banA rahe ho| sAgara bhI bar3I bUMda hai, usakI bhI sImA to hogI hii| kitanA hI bar3A sAgara ho, kalpanA kreN| kitanA hI bar3A sAgara ho, usakI sImA to hogI hii| to buddha kahate haiM ki jaba bhI tuma vidhAyaka zabda kA upayoga karoge taba sImA bana jaaegii| hAlAMki Ama AdamI ke mana meM vidhAyaka zabda jaldI pakar3a meM AtA hai| agara usase kahA jAye ki tuma miTa jAo basa, phira pUcho mt| to vaha kahegA, kisa lie miTa jAyeM, baneMge kyA? usase kaho, Izvara bana jAoge, taba bAta samajha meM AtI hai| usase kaho, brahma bana jAoge, taba bAta samajha meM AtI hai| ____ isalie buddha ke paira isa deza meM na jama ske| na jamane kA kAraNa thaa| vidhAyaka bhASA ke hama AdI the| buddha ne pahalI daphA manuSya-jAti ke itihAsa meM niSedhAtmaka bhASA kA ThIkaThIka prayoga kiyaa| aura saca to yaha hai ki parama satya ke saMbaMdha meM sirpha nigeTiva sTeTameMTa hI ho sakate haiM, kyoMki saba vidhAyaka vaktavya sImA bnaaeNge| isalie upaniSada kahate haiM, neti-neti| vaha nakArAtmaka vaktavya hai| vaha kahate haiM, nATa disa, nATa daiTa; na yaha, na vh| agara tuma kaho ki brahma aisA hai to yaha bhI nahIM, aura tuma kaho ki brahma vaisA hai to vaha bhI nhiiN| aura agara upaniSada ke RSi se pUcho, tuma kyA kahate ho? to vaha kahegA, neti-neti| yaha bhI nahIM, vaha bhI nhiiN| aura Age mata pUcho, Age jo baca jAye vhii| buddha bhI nakArAtmaka bhASA kA upayoga karate haiN| buddha kahate haiM, kucha bhI nahIM, shuuny| isalie jo zabda unhoMne upayoga kiyA hai nirvANa, vaha bar3A arthapUrNa hai| nirvANa kahate haiM dIye ke bujha jAne ko| eka dIyA hai, phUMka mAra dI, bujha gyaa| aba hama pUche ki kahAM gaI jyoti? kaheMge, kho gii| bUMda to sAgara ho jAtI hai, jyoti kyA ho gaI? to kaheMge, jyoti kho gii| yA agara kahanA hI ho to yaha kaha sakate haiM ki jyoti aba saba ho gaI, sabake sAtha eka ho gaI, aba koI sImA nahIM rahI uskii| to buddha, yA ve sAre loga jinheM ThIka-ThIka kahanA hai, nakArAtmaka DhaMga se kheNge| aisA nahIM ki mahAvIra ko patA nahIM, aisA nahIM ki zaMkara ko patA nhiiN| lekina loga Atura hote haiM ki bUMda agara khone ko bhI rAjI hogI to sAgara ke loka meM rAjI hogii| bUMda agara khone 304 jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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ko rAjI hogI to tabhI rAjI hogI jaba patA cale ki koI harjA nahIM / bUMda hI khoyegI na, sAgara ho jaaegii| lekina buddha kahate haiM ki agara sAgara hone ke moha meM koI bUMda sAgara meM giregI to sAgara na ho paaegii| kyoMki yaha lobha hI use bUMda banAye rkhegaa| yaha lobha hI, yaha tRSNA hI, usakA vyaktitva hI cAroM tarapha se bAMdhe rkhegaa| isalie maiMne zUnya zabda kA prayoga kiyA isa artha meM ki usa parama kI koI sImA nahIM hai| vyakti basa kho jAtA hai| gurajiepha kahate haiM krisTalAijezana, maiM to kahUMgA ToTala ddiikristtlaaijeshn| maiM to kahUMgA pUrNa visarjana, pUrNa samarpaNa, ToTala sareMDara, kucha bacatA nahIM, rekhA bhI nahIM bacatI / haMsa ur3a gae aura jhIla para aba pratibiMba bhI nahIM banatA hai| bUMda nahIM kho gaI, dIye kI jyoti bujha gii| aura aba anaMta meM bhI khojane para bhI kahIM usakA AkAra nahIM milatA hai| phira bhI ApakI pasaMda kI bAta hai| agara mana DaratA ho niSedha se to vidhAyaka zabdoM kA prayoga kreN| himmata jaise-jaise bar3ha jAe vaise-vaise vidhAyaka zabda ko chor3ate jaayeN| aura eka dina to himmata juTAnI cAhie nahIM meM kUdane kI / aura jo nahIM meM kUdane ko rAjI hai, vahI pUrNa ko upalabdha hotA hai / jo zUnya hone ko rAjI hai, vaha pUrNa kA adhikArI ho jAtA hai / ye bAteM itane prema aura zAMti se ina dinoM meM sunIM, aMta meM sabake bhItara baiThe paramAtmA ko praNAma karatA huuN| mere praNAma svIkAra kareM / For Personal & Private Use Only apramAda (praznottara) 305

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ozo-eka paricaya ozo kisI koTi meM nahIM rakhe jA skte| unake hajAroM pravacana arthavattA kI vyaktigata talAza se lekara Aja samAja ke samakSa upasthita sarvAdhika jvalaMta sAmAjika va rAjanaitika samasyAoM taka saba-kucha para prakAza DAlate haiN| ozo kI pustakeM likhI nahIM gaI haiM, ve aMtarrASTrIya zrotAoM ke samakSa unakI tatkSaNa dI gaI dhvanimudrita oNDiyo/vIDiyo vArtAoM ke saMkalana haiN| jaisA ki ve kahate haiM : "to yAda rahe, maiM jo bhI kaha rahA hUM vaha kevala tumhAre lie hI nahIM...maiM bhaviSya kI pIr3hiyoM ke lie bhI bola rahA huuN|" ozo ko laMdana ke i~ saMDe TAimsa ne "bIsavIM sadI ke 1000 nirmAtAoM" meM se eka kaha kara varNita kiyA hai| suprasiddha amarIkI lekhaka TaoNma rAbinsa ne "jIsasa krAisTa ke bAda sarvAdhika khataranAka vyakti" kaha kara varNita kiyA hai| bhArata ke saMDe miDa-De ne ozo ko gAMdhI, neharU aura buddha ke sAtha una dasa logoM meM cunA hai jinhoMne bhArata kA bhAgya badala diyaa| ___ apane kArya ke bAre meM ozo ne kahA hai ki ve eka naye manuSya ke janma ke lie bhUmi taiyAra kara rahe haiN| isa naye manuSya ko ve 'z2orabA deM buddhA' kahate haiM-jo z2orabA deM grIka kI taraha pRthvI ke samasta sukhoM ko bhogane kI kSamatA rakhatA ho aura gautama buddha kI taraha prazAMta saumyatA meM jItA ho| ozo ke hara AyAma meM eka dhArA kI taraha bahatA huA vaha jIvanadarzana hai jo pUraba kI samayAtIta prajJA aura pazcima ke vijJAna aura takanIkI kI sarvocca saMbhAvanAoM ko eka sAtha samAhita karatA hai| ve AMtarika rUpAMtaraNa ke vijJAna meM krAMtikArI dezanA ke paryAya haiM aura dhyAna kI una vidhiyoM ke prastotA haiM jo Aja ke gatizIla jIvana ko dhyAna meM rakha kara racI gaI haiN| __ anUThe ozo sakriya dhyAna isa taraha race gae haiM ki pahale zarIra aura mana meM ekatrita tanAvoM kA recana ho sake, jisase rojamarrA ke jIvana meM sahaja sthiratA phalita ho va vicArarahita dazA kI prazAMti anubhava kI jA ske| ozo kI do AtmakathAtmaka kRtiyAM: oNTobAyogrAphI oNpha e spricualI inakarekTa misTika, (seMTa mArTisa presa, yU esa e) glimpsesa oNpha e golDana cAilDahuDa, (ozo mIDiyA iMTaranezanala, puNe, bhArata) 307 For Personal & Private Use Only

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ozo iMTaranezanala meDiTezana rijaoNrTa sthAna muMbaI se sau mIla dakSiNapUrva meM phalate-phUlate Adhunika zahara puNe meM sthita ozo iMTaranezanala meDiTezana riz2aoNrTa chuTTiyAM bitAne kA eka aisA sthala hai jo auroM se sarvathA bhinna hai| vRkSoM kI katAroM se ghire AvAsIya kSetra meM meDiTezana riz2aoNrTa 28 ekar3a ke darzanIya bagIcoM meM phailA huA hai| anUThApana hara varSa meDiTezana riz2aoNrTa 100 se bhI adhika dezoM se Ane vAle hajAroM mitroM kA svAgata karatA hai| riz2aoNrTa kA anUThA parisara adhika hozapUrNa, vizrAMta, utsavamaya va sRjanAtmaka jIvana jIne ke eka naye DhaMga kA pratyakSa anubhava karane ke lie avasara pradAna karatA hai| caubIsoM ghaMTe aura pUre varSa calane vAle kAryakramoM kA bhavya, vividhatApUrNa cunAva upalabdha hai-kucha bhI na karanA va kevala vizrAma unameM se eka hai! yahAM ke sabhI kAryakramoM kI pRSThabhUmi meM ozo kI 'z2orabA deM buddhA' kI aMtardRSTi nihita hai jo guNAtmaka rUpa se eka naye DhaMga kA manuSya hai jo dainaMdina jIvana ko sRjanAtmaka DhaMga se jIne ke sAtha hI mauna aura dhyAna meM Thahara jAne kI kSamatA rakhatA hai| vivaraNa dhyAna hara taraha ke vyakti ke anurUpa dina bhara calane vAle dhyAna-kAryakramoM meM sakriya aura niSkriya, paraMparAgata aura krAMtikArI, tathA khAsakara ozo DAinaimika meDiTezana jaisI dhyAna-vidhiyAM upalabdha haiN| ye sabhI dhyAna-vidhiyAM vizva ke saMbhavataH sarvAdhika bhavya va vizAla dhyAna-sabhAgAra 'ozo oNDiToriyama' meM hotI haiN| malTIvarsiTI yahAM hone vAle vibhinna vyaktigata sezana, korsa aura varkazaoNpa apane Apa meM sRjanAtmaka kalA se lekara samagra svAsthya taka, vyaktigata rUpAMtaraNa, saMbaMdha evaM jIvanaagrasaraNa, kArya-dhyAna, guhya-vijJAna, tathA kheloM va manoraMjana meM "jhena" DhaMga taka saba-kucha samAhita karate haiN| malTIvarsiTI kI saphalatA kA rAja isa tathya meM hai ki isake samasta kAryakrama dhyAna se jur3e hote haiM, jo isa samajha ko bar3hAvA detA hai ki manuSya kevala aMgoM kA jor3a mAtra nahIM hai, varana usase bar3ha kara bahuta kucha hai| 308 For Personal & Private Use Only

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bAzo spA vaibhavamaya bAzo spA meM upalabdha hai hare-bhare per3oM va hariyAlI bhare vAtAvaraNa ke bIca khulI havA meM tairane kA AnaMda vizAlakAya svimiMga pUla meN| anUThe DhaMga se banI vistRta z2akUjI, saunA, jima, Tenisa korTa...manamohaka suMdara pRSThabhUmi meM ubhara-ubhara Ate haiN| bhojana alaga-alaga DhaMga ke vibhinna bhojana-sthaloM para parose jAne vAle susvAdu va zAkAhArI pAzcAtya, eziyAyI va bhAratIya bhojana meM meDiTezana riz2aoNrTa ke lie vizeSa rUpa se ugAI gaI Arganika sabjiyoM kA hI upayoga hotA hai| breDa aura keka ityAdi riz2aoNrTa kI apanI bekarI meM hI taiyAra kie jAte haiN| sAMdhya gatividhiyAM cunane ke lie sAMdhya-gatividhiyoM kI lisTa laMbI hai jisameM nRtya karanA sabase Upara hai| anya gatividhiyoM meM tAroM kI chAMva meM phulamUna-dhyAna, vairAyaTI zo, saMgIta-kAryakrama tathA dainika jIvana ke lie dhyAna zAmila haiN| ___ isake alAvA Apa plAz2A kaiphe meM mitroM se milane-julane se lekara rAta kI zAMti se ghire isa parIkathA jaise vAtAvaraNa ke bagIcoM meM cahalakadamI kA AnaMda le sakate haiN| suvidhAeM Apa pratidina upayoga meM Ane vAlI buniyAdI cIjeM meDiTezana riz2aoNrTa para gaileriyA se kharIda sakate haiN| malTImIDiyA gailarI meM ozo kI sabhI mIDiyA sAmagrI upalabdha hai| baiMka, Traivala ejeMsI tathA sAibara kaiphe kI suvidhAeM bhI parisara ke bhItara hI upalabdha haiN| kharIdadArI ke zaukIna mitroM ke lie puNe meM sabhI cunAva upalabdha haiM paraMparAgata bhAratIya vastuoM se lekara aMtarrASTrIya baiMDsa ke sTorsa tk| AvAsa Apa ozo gesTahAusa ke surucipUrNa kamaroM meM Tharahane kA cunAva kara sakate haiN| agara Apa laMbe samaya taka rukanA cAhate haiM to 'liviMga-ina' kAryakrama ke paikeja bhI cuna sakate haiN| isake atirikta najadIka hI bahuta prakAra ke hoTala va sarvisDa apArTameMTa bhI upalabdha haiN| www.OSHO.com/meditationresort www.OSHO.com/guesthouse www.OSHO.com/livingin 309 For Personal & Private Use Only

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310 upaniSada sarvasAra upaniSada kaivalya upaniSada adhyAtma upaniSada kaThopaniSada IzAvAsya upaniSada nirvANa upaniSada Atma pUjA upaniSada kenopaniSada ozo kA hiMdI sAhitya kRSNa gItA-darzana (ATha bhAgoM meM aThAraha adhyAya) kRSNa-smRti buddha esa dhammo sanaMtano (bAraha bhAgoM meM) aSTAvakra aSTAvakra mahAgItA (nau bhAgoM meM) mahAvIra mahAvIra vANI (do bhAgoM meM) jina - sUtra ( do bhAgoM meM) mahAvIra yA mahAvinAza mahAvIra : merI dRSTi meM jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA lAotse tAo upaniSada (chaha bhAgoM meM) kabIra suno bhaI sAdha suno bhaI sAdho kastUrI kuMDala basai kahai kabIra dIvAnA kahai kabIra dIvAnA merA mujhameM kucha nahIM kahai kabIra maiM pUrA pAyA gUMge kesarakarA kahai kabIra maiM pUrA pAyA na kAnoM sunA na AMkhoM dekhA honI hoya so hoya (kabIra) akatha kahAnI prema kI (pharIda) mIrA maiMne rAma ratana dhana pAyo jhuka AI badariyA sAvana kI cvAMgatsu saMsAra aura mArga satya asatya jagajIvana nAma sumira mana bAvare a, maiM to nAma ke raMga chakI dariyA kAnoM sunI so jhUTha saba amI jharata bigasata kaMvala For Personal & Private Use Only

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suMdaradAsa hari bolau hari bola jyoti se jyoti jale dharamadAsa jasa panihAra dhare sira gAgara kA sovai dina raina palaTU hUMce va sapanA yaha saMsAra kahe hota adhIra dAdU sabai sayAne eka mata piva piva lAgI pyAsa malUkadAsa kana thore kAMkara ghane duvAre jo zAMDilya athAto bhakti jijJAsA ( do bhAgoM meM) bAula saMta prema yoga AnaMda yoga taMtra saMbhoga se samAdhi kI ora saMbhoga se samAdhi kI ora yuvaka aura yauna krAMti - sUtra taMtra-sUtra (pAMca bhAgoM meM) yoga pataMjali: yogasUtra (pAMca bhAgoM meM) yoga: naye AyAma jhena, sUphI aura upaniSada kI kahAniyAM bina bAtI bina tela sahaja samAdhi bhalI yAtale aMdhe manuSya hone kI kalA sadaguru samarpaNa usa patha ke pathika aMtaryAtrA ke patha para anya rahasyadarzI bhakti-sUtra (nArada) ziva-sUtra (ziva) bhajagovindam mUDhamate (AdizaMkarAcArya). eka oMkAra satanAma (nAnaka) jagata taraiyA bhora kI (dayAbAI) bina ghana parata phuhAra (sahajobAI ) nahIM sAMjha nahIM bhora ( caraNadAsa) saMto, magana bhayA mana merA ( rajjaba ) kahai vAjida pukAra ( vAjida) marau he jogI marau (gorakha) sahaja-yoga (sarahapA-tilopA) birahinI maMdira diyanA bAra (yArI) prema-raMga-rasa or3ha cadariyA (dUlana) dariyA kahai sabda nirabAnA (dariyAdAsa bihAravAle) haMsA to motI cugaiM (lAla) guru- paratApa sAdha kI saMgati (bhIkhA) mana hI pUjA mana hI dhUpa ( raidAsa) jharata dasahaM disa motI (gulAla) For Personal & Private Use Only 311

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vicAra - patra krAMti-bIja patha ke pradIpa patra - saMkalana aMtarvINA prema kI jhIla meM anugraha ke phUla DhAI Akhara prema kA pada ghuMgharU bAMdha prema ke phUla prema ke svara pAtheya -kathA bodha-: miTTI ke dIye sAdhanA zivira sAdhanA-patha sAdhanA-patha aMtaryAtrA prabhu kI pagaDaMDiyAM hUM mRtyu jina khojA tina pAiyAM samAdhi ke sapta dvAra (blAvaTskI) sAdhanA -sUtra (mebila kaoNlinsa) dhyAna - sUtra prabhu asaMbhava krAMti dhyAna darzana dhyAna ke kamala samAdhi kamala jo ghara bAre ApanA prema darzana giraha hamArA sunna meM 312 apane mAhiM TaTola jIvana saMgIta roma-roma rasa pIjie - zUnya kI nAva zUnya ke pAra satya kI khoja saMbhAvanAoM kI AhaTa sAkSI kI sAdhanA sAkSI kI sAdhanA sAkSI kA bodha dhyAna, sAdhanA dhyAna vijJAna dhyAnayogaH prathama aura aMtima mukti maiM kauna hUM samAdhi ke dvAra para tRSA gaI eka bUMda se tRSA gaI eka bUMda se jIvana satya kI khoja mATI kahai kumhAra sUM mATI kahe kumhAra sUM jIvana rasa gaMgA amRta kI dizA amRta kI dizA samAdhi ke tIna caraNa cita cakamaka lAge nAhiM rASTrIya aura sAmAjika samasyAeM naye samAja kI khoja naye bhArata kI khoja naye bhArata kA janma bhArata kA bhaviSya phira amarita kI bUMda par3I For Personal & Private Use Only

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eka eka kadama dekha kabIrA royA dekha kabIrA royA asvIkRti meM uThA hAtha bhArata ke jalate prazna bhArata ke jalate prazna samAjavAda se sAvadhAna samAjavAda arthAta AtmaghAta svarNa pAkhI thA jo kabhI aMtaraMga vArtAeM saMbodhi kSaNa prema nadI ke tIrA sahaja mile avinAzI upAsanA ke kSaNa anaMta kI pukAra praznottara nahiM rAma bina ThAMva prema-paMtha aiso kaThina utsava AmAra jAti, AnaMda AmAra gotra mRtyormA amRtaM gamaya prItama chavi nainana basI rahimana dhAgA prema kA ur3iyo paMkha pasAra sumirana merA hari kareM piya ko khojana maiM calI sAheba mila sAheba bhaye jaba to harikathA bahu aisA dAMva jyUM thA yUM ThaharAyA machalI bina nIra dIpaka bArA nAma kA anahada meM bisarAma lagana mahUrata jhUTha saba sahaja AsikI nAhiM pIvata rAmarasa lagI khumArI rAmanAma jAnyo nahIM sAMca sAMca so sAMca bahutere haiM ghaTa koMpaleM phira phUTa AIM kyA sovai tU bAvarI kahA kahUM usa desa kI paMtha prema ko aTapaTa phira pattoM kI pAMjeba bajI maiM dhArmikatA sikhAtA hUM, dharma nahIM ozo upaniSada eka naI manuSyatA kA janma bhaviSya kI AdhArazilAeM vividha amRta-kaNa amRtavANI kucha jyortimaya kSaNa naye saMketa ceti sakai to ceti hasibA, khelibA, dharibA dhyAnam dharma sAdhanA ke sUtra maiM kahatA AMkhana dekhI jIvana krAMti ke sUtra jIvana rahasya karuNA aura krAMti vijJAna, dharma aura kalA prabhu maMdira ke dvAra para tamaso mA jyotirgamaya prema hai dvAra prabhu kA aMtara kI khoja For Personal & Private Use Only 313

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amRta varSA amRta dvAra eka nayA dvAra prema gaMgA samuMda samAnA buMda meM satya kI pyAsa zUnya samAdhi vyasta jIvana meM Izvara kI khoja ajJAta kI ora dharma aura AnaMda jIvana-darzana jIvana kI khoja kyA Izvara mara gayA hai kyA manuSya eka yaMtra hai nAnaka dukhiyA saba saMsAra naye manuSya kA dharma dharma kI yAtrA svayaM kI sattA sukha aura zAMti nArI aura krAMti samyaka zikSA zikSA meM krAMti gahare pAnI paiTha jyotiSa vijJAna nava saMnyAsa kyA satya kA anveSaNa satya kA darzana ghATa bhulAnA bATa binu patha kI khoja jIvana aloka jIvana kI kalA jIvana krAMti kI dizA jIvana gIta mana kA darpaNa AMkhoM dekhI sAMca AnaMda kI khoja svarNima bacapana ozo ke sAhitya ke saMbaMdha meM samasta jAnakArI evaM oNrDara hetu saMparka sUtraH ozo mIDiyA iMTaranezanala, 17 koregAMva pArka, puNe-411001, mahArASTra, iMDiyA Tel: +91 (20) 6601 9981. email: distribution@osho.net ozo ke oNDiyo-vIDiyo pravacana ke saMbaMdha meM samasta jAnakArI evaM oNrDara hetu saMparka sUtraH __ ozo malTImIDiyA eMDa rijaoNrTsa prA. li., ___ 17 koregAMva pArka, puNe-411001, mahArASTra, iMDiyA Tel: +91 (20) 6601 9981. email: distribution@osho.net ozo kI pustakeM unake dvArA zrotAoM ke samakSa die gae tAtkAlika pravacanoM se abhilikhita haiN| sabhI ozo pravacana saMpUrNa rUpa se pustakoM meM prakAzita hue haiM aura oNDiyo rikaoNrDiMga ke rUpa meM bhI upalabdha haiN| oNDiyo rikaoNrDiMga va saMpUrNa likhita saMgraha ke bAre meM jAnakArI www.osho.com/library se prApta kI jA sakatI hai| 314 For Personal & Private Use Only

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adhika jAnakArI ke lie abhI bahuta samaya nahIM huA jaba vebasAiTeM hI saMpUrNa jAnakArI kA ekamAtra srota huA karatI thIM tathA sozala neTavarkiMga sAiTeM kevala kizora-kizoriyoM va kaoNleja ke chAtra-chAtrAoM kI vyaktigata abhiruciyoM ke AdAna-pradAna kA vAhana bhara hotI thiiN| samaya badala gayA hai aura sAtha hI hama bhI ozo kI advitIya vANI ko aba Apa vibhinna bhASAoM va prArUpoM meM nimnalikhita oNnalAina vebasAiToM para pA sakate haiM : AdhikArika vebasAiTa : www.OSHO.com hiMdI bhASA ke lie dekheM: www.OSHO.com/hindi apane manapasaMda viSaya ko ozo lAibrerI meM DhUMDhane ke lie dekheM (hiMdI meM bhI upalabdha) : www.OSHO.com/library www.OSHO.com/library-hindi saMpUrNa ozo dhyAna-vidhiyoM va usase saMbaMdhita saMgIta ke lie dekheM: www.OSHO.com/Meditation ozo kA saMpUrNa hiMdI-aMgrejI sAhitya va I-buksa ke lie dekheM: www.OSHO.com/shop www.OSHO.com/shop-hindi www.OSHO.com/ebooks ozo ke oNDiyo pravacana MP3 va anya prArUpa ke lie dekheM: www.OSHO.com/hindiAudiobooks ozo iMTaranezanala meDiTezana riz2aoNrTa Ane kI yojanA banAne ke lie dekheM: www.OSHO.com/MeditationResort ozo iMTaranezanala nyUz2aleTara kI niHzulka sadasyatA kI suvidhA ke lie dekheM www.OSHO.com/newsletters www.OSHO.com/hindinewsletters 315 For Personal & Private Use Only

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ozo Tairo kArDa oNnalAina rIDiMga ke lie dekheM: www.OSHO.com/tarot ozo-vANI ko apanI sthAnIya bhASA meM upalabdha karAne ke lie Apa paMjIkRta karake ozo-vANI ko lipibaddha athavA anuvAdita kara sakate haiM : www.OSHOtalks.info ozo hiMdI reDiyo ke lie dekheM: radiohindi.OSHO.com yahAM hone vAle kAryakramoM, utsavoM, mIDiyA vijJaptiyoM va sUktiyoM kI hara dina kI jAnakArI prApta karane ke lie dekheM: www.facebook.com/OSHO.International malTIvirsiTI kAryakramoM kI navInatama jAnakArI ke lie dekheM: www.facebook.com/OSHO.International.Meditation.Resort ozo vIDiyo cainala se kahIM bhI, kabhI bhI jur3ie: www.youtube.com/OSHO.International apanI subaha kI zuruAta ozo ke saMdeza ke sAtha kIjie : www.twitter.com/OSHOtimes kRpayA ina sAiToM para rajisTara va brAuz2a karane ke lie kucha kSaNa nikAleM, kyoMki ye sAiTeM Apako ozo ke bAre meM vistRta jAnakArI upalabdha karavAtI haiN| isake atirikta Apa aura bhI adhika rocaka va maujapUrNa DhaMga khoja le sakate haiM jinake dvArA ozo ko vizva bhara meM upalabdha karAyA jA sakatA hai| 316 For Personal & Private Use Only

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jiMdagI dUsare kA anusaraNa nahIM, jiMdagI svayaM kA udaghATana hai| jiMdagI dUsare jaise hone kI prakriyA nahIM, svayaM jaise hone kA Ayojana hai| aura jo isa svayaM hone kI cunautI ko svIkAra karatA hai, vaha mahAvIra kA anuyAyI nahIM banegA, lekina vahIM pahuMca sakatA hai, usI UMcAI para, jahAM jIsasa pahuMce haiM; jahAM buddha kI samAdhi unheM le gaI hai| usI nirvANa meM, usI mokSa meM, usI svarga meM, usI prabhu ke rAjya meM pratyeka kA praveza ho sakatA hai| ozo For Personal & Private Use Only

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jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA isa pustaka meM ozo Atma-jAgaraNa ke una pAMca vaijJAnika upakaraNoM para carcA karate haiM jinheM paMca-mahAvrata ke nAma se jAnA jAtA hai-ahiMsA, aparigraha, acaurya, akAma va aprmaad| ye paMca-mahAvrata jaba ozo kI rasAyana zAlA meM Ate haiM to ozo apramAda yAni hoza, aveyaranesa ko bAkI cAra se alaga kara lete haiM aura use vistIrNa rUpa se samajhAte hue eka mAsTara kI hameM thamA dete haiM jisase bAkI cAra tAle sahaja hI khula jAte haiN| ozo kahate haiM, 'apramAda sAdhanA kA sUtra hai| apramAda sAdhanA hai|... ahiMsA-vaha pariNAma hai, hiMsA sthiti hai| aparigraha-vaha pariNAma hai, parigraha sthiti hai| acaurya-vaha pariNAma hai, corI sthiti hai| akAma-vaha pariNAma hai, kAmavAsanA yA kAmanA sthiti hai| isa sthiti ko pariNAma taka badalane ke bIca jo sUtra hai, vaha hai-apramAda, aveyaranesa, rimeMbariMga, smrnn|' Jyon Ki Tyon Dhari Deenhi Chadariya Jain Education InternationBN 978-81-72-or Personal & Private Use Only www jainelibrary.org