Kalashamrut Part 5

Author(s): Kanjiswami
Publisher: Digambar Jain Swadhyay Mandir Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008260/1

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Thanks & our Request The Gujarati version of Kalashamrut - Part 5 has been donated by: Shree Digamber Jain Swadhyay Mandir Trust, Rajkot, India who have paid for it to be "electronised" and made available on the internet. Our request to you: 1) We have taken great care to ensure this electronic version of the Gujarati Kalashamrut - Part 5 is a faithful copy of the paper version. However if you find any errors please inform us on: rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com so that we can make this beautiful work even more accurate. 2) Keep checking the version number of the on-line shastra so that if corrections have been made you can replace your copy with the corrected one. Version History Version Number 001 Date 16 March 2007 Changes Initial Version

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3 prakAzakIya nivedana vartamAna tIrthanA nAyaka carama tIrthaMkara zrI mahAvIrabhagavAnathI pragaTa thayelI divyadhvaninI paraMparAmAM dvitiya zrutaskaMdhanI racanA thaI. Azare 2000 varSa pUrve zrImad 'kuMdakuMdaAcArya' thayA, jemanuM sthAna jaina paraMparAmAM sarvotkRSTa che. teozrIe sadehe videhakSetranI jAtrA karI, zrI 'sImaMdhara' bhagavAnanA sAkSAt darzana karI, teozrInI vANI sAMbhaLI. tyAMthI pAchA AvI vartamAnamAM upalabdha zAstromAMnuM sarvotkRSTa zAstra zrI 'samayasArajI'nI racanA karI. Azare 1000 varSa pUrve zrImad 'amRtacaMdraAcArya' nAmanA prakhara AcArya thayAM. teozrIe zrI samayasArajI zAstranI TIkA karI tathA maMdira 52 zobhIta kaLazanI jema TIkA para kaLazarUpI zlokonI racanA karI. kALakrame jema jema jIvono kSayopazama ghaTato gayo tema AcArya bhagavaMtonA bhAvo jIvone samajavA kaThIna lAgatAM, zrI rAjamallajI pAMDe'e 'amRtacaMdraAcArya'nA kaLazo upa2 sAdI dezabhASAmAM TIkA karI. A TIkAmAM teozrIe zlokanA zabdonA sIdhA artho karavA karatAM tenA anubhavagarbhita sArarUpa bhAvArtha sahita TIkAnI racanA karI. zrI 'samayasArajI" zAstra upara ghaNAM AcAryo tathA jJAnI paMDitoe TIkA karI che. paraMtu paMDita zrI rAjamallajI'nI TIkA pUjya 'gurudevazrI'ne eTalI pasaMda paDI gaI ke teozrIe teno anuvAda karavAnI preraNA ApI tenA upara sAdI bhASAmAM bhAvavAhI pravacano ApyAM. - A pravacano paikI kalazAmRta bhAga 1thI4 A saMsthA taraphathI prakAzita thaI cUkyA che. teno ja bhAga pa prakAzita karatAM saMsthA harSano anubhava kare che. agAunA 4 bhAgomAM pUjya gurudevazrI'nA pravacano saMkalita karIne prakAzita thayA hatA. A pAMcamAM bhAgamAM pUjya 'gurudevazrI'nA pravacano akSarazaH prakAzita karyAM che. jethI mumukSuone pravacanonI Tepa sAMbhaLatI vakhate sAthe rAkhI zakAze. A bhAgamAM nirjarA adhikAra, baMdha adhikA2 tathA mokSa adhikAranA thoDA kaLazo

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uparanA pravacano prakAzita karavAmAM AvyA che. te dareka adhikAramAM te te tattvonuM svarUpa sArI rIte spaSTa karI, te dareka svAMgathI rahita potAno trikALI zuddhAtmA batAvavAno ja AcArya bhagavaMtothI laI pUjya "gurudevazrI' sudhInA dareka dharmAtmAno Azaya hoya che. te Azayane samajI ApaNe paNa zuddhAtmadravyanI dRSTi pragaTa karIe e ja bhAvanA. pUjya gurudevazrInI svAnubhavamayI vANI jIvone paMcamakALanA cheDA sudhI svAnubhavamAM nimitta thavAnI che. te paraMparAmAM ja A prakAzana eka kaDI che. A pravacanonA arthono marma jIvo jyAre tenuM adhyayana karaze tyAre ja khyAla Avaze. tethI te saMbaMdhI vizeSa vistAra na karatAM, mumukSuo Ano UMDANathI abhyAsa kare evI apekSA rAkhIe chIe. A pravacanone akSarazaH utArI tathA tenuM muphariDIMga karavAmAM je je sAdharmI AtmArthI bhAIono sahakAra maLela che teno saMsthA aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka AbhAra vyakta kare che. A "kalazAmRta bhAga - 5 peTe Avela dAnarAzinI yAdI pAchaLanA Page para ApavAmAM Avela che. "kalazAmRta bhAga-pa' sva. bakulabhAI vinayakAMta lAkhANI - rAjakoTa nA smaraNArthe prakAzita karavAmAM Avela che. A pustaka http://www.AtmaDharma.com para mUkela che. zrI digaMbara jaina svAdhyAya maMdira TrasTa rAjakoTa

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anukramaNikA kaLaza naM. pravacana naM. tArIkha peIja ne. 001 153 154 161 161 162 163 163 164 165 166 O04 016 026 032 041 053 155 156 157 158 066 159 079 O92 104 116 160 16 1. 16 2. 28/11/77 28/11/77 29/11/77 30/11/77 30/11/77 01/12/77 03/12/77 04/12/77 05/12/77 06/12/77 07/12/77 08/12/77 09/12/77 11/12/77 12/12/77 12/12/77 13/12/77 13/12/77 14/12/77 15/12/77 16/12/*77 16/12/77 18/12/77 19/12/"77 19/12/77 167 168 169 170 171 172 173 173 174 174 130 163 142 154 164 158 168 176 165 166 167 175 176 180 193 205 208 177 177 168 169 170 178 179 179 219 231 235 171

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kaLaza na. | pravacana naM. | tArIkha peIja ne. | 172 173 244 255 180 180 181 182 183 184 259 272 284 297 307 174 184 175 184 310 185 186 176 177 178 187 187 188 189 20/12/77 20/12/77 21/12/77 22/12/77 23/12/77 25/12/77 25/12/77. 25/12/77 26/12/77 27/12/77 28/12/77 28/12/77 29/12/77 30/12/77 30/12/77 31/12/'77 1/01/78 1/01/78 3/01/78 3/01/78 4/01/78 5/01/78 6/01/78 7/01/78 8/01/78 10/01/78 11/01/78 12/01/78 313 328 342 351 3pa6 369 380 383 394 179 189 180 190 191 191 192 192 398 180 406 181 414 420 432 442 452 193 194 195 196 197 198 199 200 46 3 474 182 484 183 494

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kaLaza naM. 201 201 202 203 204 205 nATaka samayasAranA pada 184 pravacana naM. 185 7 tArIkha 13/01/'78 13/01/'78 14/01/'78 14/01/'78 15/01/'78 15/01/'78 peIja naM. 506 515 518 531 543 555 565

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zrI samayasArajI stuti (harigIta) saMsArI jIvanAM bhAvamaraNo TALavA karuNA karI, saritA vahAvI sudhA taNI prabhu vIra ! teM saMjIvanI; zoSAtI dekhI saritane karuNAbhInA hRdaye karI, munikuMda saMjIvanI samayaprAbhRta taNe bhAjana bharI. (anuSTrapa) kuMdakuMda racyuM zAstra, sAthiyA amRte pUryA, graMthAdhirAja ! tArAmAM bhAvo brahmAMDanA bharyA. (zikhariNI) aho ! vANI tArI prazamarasa-bhAve nItaratI, mumukSane pAtI amRtarasa aMjali bharI bharI; anAdinI mUcha viSa taNI tvarAthI UtaratI, vibhAvethI thaMbhI svarUpa bhaNI doDe pariNati. (zArdUlavikrIDita) tuM che nizcayagraMtha bhaMga saghaLA vyavahAranA bhedavA; tuM prajJAchINI jJAna ne udayanI saMdhi sahu chedavA; sAthI sAdhakano, tuM bhAna jagano, saMdeza mahAvIrano, visAmo bhavaphalatanA hRdayano, tuM paMtha mukti taNo. (vasaMtatilakA) sUNya tane rasanibaMdha zithila thAya, jAgye tane hRdaya jJAnI taNAM jaNAya; tuM rucatAM jagatanI ruci ALase sau, tuM rIjhatAM sakalajJAyakadeva rIjhe. (anuSTrapa) banAvuM patra kuMdananAM, ratnonA akSaro lakhI; tathApi kuMdasUtronAM aMkAye mUlya nA kadI.

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jinajInI vANI sImaMdhara mukhathI phUlaDAM khare, enI kuMdakuMda gUMthe mALa re, jinajInI vANI bhalI re. vANI bhalI, mana lAge raLI, jemAM sAra-samaya ziratAja re, jinajInI vANI bhalI re.. sImaMdhara. gUMthyAM pAhuDa ne gUMcyuM paMcAsti, gUMcyuM pravacanasAra re, jinajInI vANI bhalI re. gUMthya niyamasAra, gUMcyuM rayaNasAra, gUMthyo samayano sAra re, jinajInI vANI bhalI re.. sImaMdhara. syAdUvAda kerI suvAse bharelo jinAjIno OMkAranAda re, - jinajInI vANI bhalI re. vaMdu jinezvara, vaMduM huM kuMdakuMda, vaMduM e OMkAranAda re, jinajInI vANI bhalI re. sImaMdhara. haiDe hajo, mArA bhAve hajo, mArA dhyAne hajo jinavANa re, - jinajInI vANI bhalI re. jinezvaradevanI vANInA vAyarA vAjo mane dinarAta re, jinajInI vANI bhalI re.. sImaMdhara.

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10 zrI sadgurudeva-stuti (harigIta) saMsArasAgara tAravA jinavANI che naukA bhalI, jJAnI sukAnI maLyA vinA e nAva paNa tAre nahIM; A kALamAM zuddhAtmajJAnI sukAnI bahu bahu dohyalo, muja puNyarAzi phaLyo aho ! guru kahAna tuM nAvika maLyo. (anuSTrapa) aho ! bhakta cidAtmAnA, sImaMdhara-vIra-kuMdanA ! bAhyAMtara vibhavo tArA, tAre nAva mumukSunAM. (zikhariNI) sadA dRSTi tArI vimaLa nija caitanya nIrakhe, ane jJaptimAM hI darava-guNa-paryAya vilase; nijAlaMbIbhAve pariNati svarUpe jaI bhaLe, nimitto vahevAro cidaghana viSe kAMI na maLe. (zArdUlavikrIDita) haiyuM "sata sata, jJAna jJAna dhabake ne vajavANI chUTe, je vaje sumumukSu sattva jhaLake; paradravya nAto tUTe; - rAgadveSa ruce na, jaMpa na vaLe bhAveMdrimAM - aMzamAM, TaMkotkIrNa akaMpa jJAna mahimA hRdaye rahe sarvadA. vasaMtatilakA) nitye sudhAjharaNa caMdra ! tane namuM huM, karuNA akAraNa samudra ! tane namuM huM; he jJAnapoSaka sumegha ! tane namuM huM, A dAsanA jIvanazilpI ! tane namuM huM. - stragdharA) UMDI UMDI, UMDethI sukhanidhi satanA vAyu nitye vahetI, vANI cimUrti ! tArI ura- anubhavanA sUkSma bhAve bharelI; bhAvo UMDA vicArI, abhinava mahimA cittamAM lAvI lAvI, GCEkhoyeluM ratna pAmuM, - manaratha manano; pUrajo zaktizALI ! 00000000000000000 (V/

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kalazAmRta bhAga-5 nA prakAzanArthe prApta dAnarAzI zrI prajJAbena bakulabhAI lAkhANI zrI zazIbhAI khArA, vizAkhApaTTanama zrI bharatabhAI zAha, borIvalI zrImatI surajabena amulakhabhAI zeTha zrIrAjezabhAI lAkhANI zrImatI sarojabena mahetA zrImatI kasuMbAbena lAkhANI zrI chaganalAla kAlIdAsa vAdhara, jAmanagara zrImatI bhAnubena zeTha zrI lakSmIdAsa hIrAcaMda lAkhANI zrI arUNabhAI dAmodarabhAI lAkhANI zrImatI vaMdanAbena bharatabhAI gAMdhI zrI nAthAlAla jagannAtha zAha, ha. suzIlAbena zrI madhukarabhAI zAha, dAdara zrImatI raMjanabena prabhudAsabhAI mATalIyA zrI mohanalAla kAnajIbhAI ghIyA zrI cItalIyA parivAra zrImatI dipAbena joSI zrImatI nilAbena parezabhAI ajamerA zrI prakAzabhAI zAha, kalakattA zrI mahendrabhAI mahetA, borIvalI zrI arpita zAha, borIvalI zrI navinabhAI zAha, borIvalI zrI bhAvezabhAI zAha, borIvalI zrI hitezabhAI covaTIyA, borIvalI zrI pakaMjabhAI jhaverI, muMbaI zrI jagadIzabhAI jamanAdAsabhAI saMghavI zrImatI caMdrikAbena rAjezabhAI naMdANI zrI hasamukhabhAI gAMgara, borIvalI zrImatI kaMcanabena avalANI zrImatI manoramAbena koThArI zrI cunIlAla virapALa kAmadAra, jAmanagara zrI manojabhAI zeTha, morabI zrI vAlajIbhAI kAlIdAsa zeTha, vAMkAnera jAmanagara mumukSu maMDaLa zrI mahendrabhAI uttamacaMda avalANI 11501/11OOO/11OOO/11OOO/5001/paOOO/paOOO/5OOO/paOO|pa000/paOOO/paOOO/3501/3OOO/2501/2501/2501/2501/2501/25OO|25OO/2500/25OO/25OO/25OO|2500/25OO/25OO/25OO/1001/1001/1001/1001/1001/1001/1001/

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12. 38 39 40 che. = te = che = je 46 47 48 49 paD pa3 54 zrI indrabhAI saMghavI, morabI Do. devendrabhAI dozI, surendranagara zrImatI dhIrajabena khArA zrI vijabhAI gAThANI zrI caMdanabena punAtara zrI zirISakumAra lakSmIdAsa lAkhANI zrI pradIpakumAra lakSmIdAsa lAkhANI Do. modI parivAra sva. lAbhubena vasaMtarAya benANI zrImatI bhAnubena lAlajIbhAI bhAlArA, rAjakoTa zrImatI arUNAbena mahetA, rAjakoTa zrI caMdrakAMtabhAI zrI kezavalAla durlabhajIbhAI TIMbaDIyA zrI pramodabhAI uttamacaMda dozI, vaDIyAvALA zrI bhUpatabhAI sI bhAyANI zrI spezabhAI pArekha zrI navinabhAI bhagavAnadAsa saMghavI DaoN. harSAbena dozI zrImatI punItAbena esa. mahetA zrImatI suzIlAbena koThArI zrI gIrIzabhAI zeTha zrI mukezabhAI gaNAtrA zrI praviNabhAI puMjANI zrI biMdala dipakabhAI zAha, beMgalora zrI manaharabhAI uttamacaMda dozI, vaDIyAvALA zrImatI padmAbena ramaNIkalAla avalANI zrI ke. pI. pIThaDIyA zrI rohitabhAI ratIlAlabhAI DagalI, kAMdivalI zrI ramezabhAI pAMcAlI zrI vinayakAMta jagannanAtha vArIyA zrI kumudabena praphullacaMdra vArIyA zrI bhagavAnajIbhAI arajaNabhAI sva. bhAnubena ramaNIkalAla modI eka mumukSu bhAI zrI maNIlAla jhaveracaMda bATavIyA zrI kanubhAI maNIlAla punAtara ha. sunIlabhAI punAtara 1OOO/1OOO/1OOO/1OOO/1OOO/1OOO/1OOO/1OOO/1OOO/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/paOO|251/251/ 55 56 60 0 0 0 68 68

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nama: zrIsiddhebhyaH exa YOX kilAmRta (adhyAtmayugapuruSa pUjya gurudevazrI kAnajIsvAmInA zrI samayasAra-kaLaza upara pravacana) (bhAga) - nirjarA adhikAra (zArdUlavikIDIta) tyaktaM yena phalaM sa karma kurute neti pratImo vayaM kintvasyApi kuto'pi kiJcidapi tatkarmAvazenApatet / tasminnApatite tvakampaparamajJAnasvabhAve sthito jJAnI kiM kurute'tha kiMna kurute karmeti jAnAti kH||21-153 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha :- jena ha tyavatta jarma te ti varSa na pratIka: " "yena)' je samyagdaSTi jIve 'chatna tyavatta)' karmanA udayathI che je bhogasAmagrI teno 'chatna' abhilASa 'satyavatta)' sarvathA mamatva choDela che (sa.)' te samyagdaSTi jIva '( te jJAnAvaraNAdi karmane kare che (rUti vayaM pratIma:)' evI to ame pratIti karatA nathI. bhAvArtha Ama che ke - je karmanA udaya pratye udAsIna che tene karmano baMdha nathI, nirjarA che. "(litu' kAMIka vizeSa - '(kI pi) A samyagdaSTine paNa "vazena ta: pi zcit pa rma mApatet '(kavazenI abhilASa karyA vinA ja, balAtkAre ja (ta: Apa zizin pa >>rSa pUrve bAMdhyuM hatuM je jJAnAvaraNAdi karma, tenA udayathI

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kalazAmRta bhAga-5 ke thaI che je paMcendriyaviSaya bhogakriyA, te '(JApatet' prApta thAya che. bhAvArtha Ama che jema koIne roga, zoka, dAridra vAMchA vinA ja hoya che, tema samyagdaSTi jIvane je koI kriyA hoya che te vAMchA vinA ja hoya che. tasmin Apatite" anicchaka che samyagdaSTi puruSa. tene balAtkAre hoya che bhogakriyA, te hotAM jJAnI vjhi te''(jJAnI)' samyagdaSTi jIva '(tri te)' anicchaka thaI karmanA udaye kriyA kare che to zuM kriyAno kartA thayo ? 'atha na te" sarvathA kriyAno kartA samyagdaSTi jIva nathI. kono kartA nathI ? rma kRti' bhogakriyAno. kevo che samyagdaSTi jIva ? nAnAti :' zAyakasvarUpamAtra che. tathA kevo che samyagdaSTi jIva ? appaparamajJAnasvabhAve sthita:' nizcaLa parama jJAnasvabhAvamAM sthita che. 21-153. 2 - kArataka vada 3, somavAra tA. 28-11-1977. kaLaza-153, 154 pravacana-161 'kaLazaTIkA' (153mAM kaLazanI) chellI be lITI che. sarvathA kriyAno kartA samyagdaSTi jIva nathI.' zuM kahe che ? jene AtmA rAganA vikalpathI bhinna caitanya akhaMDa AnaMdasvarUpa (che) eno anubhava thaIne dRSTi thaI che ene ahIMyAM samyakdaSTi kahe che. anaMtakALamAM eNe eka sekaMDa mAtra paNa pa2thI bhinna eno abhyAsa karyo nathI. e 52thI bhinna thAya. zarIra, vANI, mana to 52 che paNa je zubha vikalpa - rAga, dayA, dAna Adi UThe enAthI cIja aMdara judI che ane potAnA anaMta AnaMda ane anaMta jJAnasvabhAvathI te abhinna che. rAgathI bhinna che ane potAnA anaMta... anaMta zaktio - svabhAva - guNa (che) enAthI te abhinna che. evuM jene aMta2mAM (abhinnapaNuM thayuM te) dharmanI pahelI zreNI (che). caitanya vastu paramAnaMdasvarUpa evo dRSTimAM laIne anubhava karIne AnaMdano svAda Avyo hoya, enA svAdamAM pratIti Ave ke A Akho AtmA atIndriya AnaMdamaya che. AvuM che. AnuM nAma samyakdaSTi che. e samyakdaSTi bhogakriyAno kartA nathI. kevo che samyagdaSTi jIva ? zAyakasvarUpamAtra che.' AhA..hA...! jhINI vAtuM ghaNI, bhAI ! e to jANakasvabhAva jANavuM, dekhavuM, AnaMda e eno trikALI svabhAva (che). e svabhAvano jeNe Azraya lIdho e jJAyakasvarUpI jIva che. ene bhoganI kriyA ho. e to bhoganI vAta kIdhI che. e to kAle spaSTa karyuM hatuM. paranI kriyA e to nimittathI kathana che. parane ajJAnI AtmA paNa aDI zakato

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kaLaza-153 nathI. e to ("samayasAranI) trIjI gAthAmAM AvyuM hatuM. pote bhagavAnaAtmA anaMta guNa ane enI nirmaLa paryAya eno potAno anaMta svabhAva (che) tene cUMbe che, tene I sparze che paNa anya dravyane traNakALamAM cuMbato nathI. AtmA sivAya karma, zArIra, vANI, mana, strI, kuTuMba-parivAra (Adi) parapadArthane to I koI 'dI aDato paNa nathI. AhA..hA....! chatAM ahIM kahe che ke, bhogakriyA kare che ema kIdhuM. kAle I khulAso karyo hato. e pUrvanA koI puNyane kAraNe je sAmagrI maLI che, are..! pApane kAraNe pratikULa sAmagrI maLI to) jarI puruSArthanI nabaLAIne laIne jarI Asaktino bhAva Ave (to) e bhogane bhogave che ema kahevAmAM Ave che chatAM paNa temAM sukhabuddhi UDI gaI che. A..hA...hA...! mAro AtmA AnaMdasvarUpa che ! I AnaMdano gAMThaDo che ! evA AtmAnA AnaMdanA svAdane (ane) bhAnane laIne ene bhoganI kriyAnI mIThAza nathI. AhAhA... ene jhera tarIke jANe che. ethI tene baMdhana nathI ema ahIM kahevuM che. AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM che. samajANuM kAMI ? che ? e to "jJAyakasvarUpamAtra che. e to jANanAra-dekhanAra (che). jema mithyAdRSTipaNe rAga Adino sarvano kartA mAnato hato tyAM AtmAnA bhAnamAM sarvano jJAtA mAne che. A dRSTimAM phera (che). ajJAnapaNe potAnuM AnaMda, jJAna svarUpa atIndriya AnaMdanuM daLa ! tene bhUlIne rAganA kaNane paNa kare ane kartA thAya) to te jJAtApaNuM che te ene chUTI gayuM che. e parano kartA thaIne tyAM rokAI gayo che. dharmI, ajJAnI jevo ekano kartA cheto anaMtano kartA (thAya che) ema dharmI eka jJAtAsvarUpano jANanAra (thayo) to e badhI cIjano jANanAra (thAya che). AhAhA.! svane jJAnAnaMda tarIke jANe ane parane paraya tarIke jANe. AvI vAtuM che ! e jJAyakasvabhAvamAtra (che). dharmI to ene kahIe ke jeno jANanAra, dekhanAra ja svabhAva che. svabhAvavAna AtmAno A svabhAva che. caitanyanA teja ! jhaLahaLa jyoti jJAyakabhAva ! te teno - dharmIno svabhAva che. rAganuM karavuM ke paranA bhoganI mIThAzanuM thavuM e have dharmIne nathI. cAhe to indranA indrAsanamAM samakitI hoya to paNa tenA taraphano je vikalpa UThe che ene e jhera tarIke jANe che athavA ene jJAtA tarIke jANe che. AhAhA. mithyAdaSTi jIva jJAyaka svabhAvane nahi jANato puNya ane pApa AdinA bhAva jI. vikata bhAva je eno svabhAva nathI tene racato, karato, bhogavato mithyAdRSTi che. AhA...hA..! AvuM che. ethI kahe che ke dharma to jJAyakasvabhAvamAtra (che). joyuM ? mAtra (kahyuM che). rAga nahi, puNya nahi, pApa nahi, bhoganI sAmagrI paNa nahi, e to jJAyakamAtra (che). sUryano jema

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kalazAmRta bhAga-5 prakAzasvabhAva che ema caitanyano jJAyakaprakAza svabhAva (che). rAga hoya ene jANe, dveSa hoya ene jANe, trikALIne jANe, nimitto (ke) jene aDato nathI paNa ene paNa svamAM rahIne pa2ne jANe. A..hA..hA...! AvuM svarUpa ! 'kevo che samyagdaSTi ?" che ? chello zabda che. 'ampavaramajJAnasvabhAve sthita:' (arthAt) "nizcaLa parama jJAnasvabhAvamAM sthita che.' e jJAnasvabhAva je dhruva nitya enuM svarUpa che) emAM paryAyathI sthita che. dhruva to trikALa sthita che. jJAnAnaMda sahajAnaMda prabhu dhruva to trikALa che. dharmI temAM sthita che. AhA..hA...! e rAgamAM Ave chatAM e jJAnamAM sthita che. AhA..hA...! AvI jhINI vAtuM eTale lokone A vAta bese nahi ne (eTale) bicArA virodha kare. avaladomanI vAtuM che, bhAI ! A..hA..hA...! e to nizcaLa parama jJAnasvabhAvamAM sthita che.' A..hA..hA...! eTale ke ene rAgAdi Ave paNa emAM e sthita nathI. A..hA...! e jema potAnA svarUpane jANe che ema potAmAM rahIne rAgane jANe che to e potAnA jJAnasvarUpamAM sthita che. AhA..hA..! e makAnamAM rahyo che ke paisA ne vepAra-dhaMdhAmAM Ubho hoya to Ubho che I jJAnamAM che. bahAramAM e Ubho nathI. AhA..hA...! ajJAnI e paMcamahAvrata pALe, vyavahA2 dayA, dAna Adi (kare) paNa (te) jJAyakamAM sthita nathI, te rAgamAM sthita che. Avo dRSTie phera che. AhA..hA...! e zloka pUro thayo. 4 (zArdUlavikrIDIta) samyagdRSTaya eva sAhasamidaM kartuM kSamante paraM yadvazre'pi patatyamI bhayacalattrailokyamuktAdhvani / sarvAmeva nisarganirbhayatayA zaGkAM vihAya svayaM jAnantaH svamavadhyabodhavapuSaM bodhAccyavante na hi / / 22-154 / / * khaMDAnvaya sahita artha :- sabhya tRSTaya: va tuM sAhasam tuM kSamatte' '(samya tRSTaya:)' samyagdaSTi arthAt svabhAvaguNarUpa pariNamyo che je jIvarAzi te '(va)' nizcayathI '(vaM sAhalam' AvuM sAhasa arthAt dhIrapaNuM '(tuM)' karavAne '(kSamatte)' samartha hoya che. kevuM che sAhasa ? pataM sarvathI utkRSTa che. kayuM sAhasa ? yat vandre pati pi amI vodhAt na hi cyavante''(vat' je sAhasa evuM che ke '(vanne patati api)' mahAna vajra paDavA

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kaLaza-154 chatAM paNa '(ma)' samyagdaSTi jIvarAzi '(vAgha)' zuddhasvarUpanA anubhavathI 'na hi vyavanta' sahaja guNathI alita thato nathI. bhAvArtha Ama che ke - koI ajJAnI ema mAnaze ke samyagdaSTi jIvane sAtAkarmanA udaye aneka prakAranI iSTa bhogasAmagrI hoya che. asAtAkarmanA udaye aneka prakAranI roga, zoka, dAridra, pariSaha, upasarga ItyAdi aniSTa sAmagrI hoya che, tene bhogavatAM zuddhasvarUpa-anubhavathI cUkato haze. tenuM samAdhAna Ama che ke anubhavathI cUkato nathI, jevo anubhava che tevo ja rahe che; vastunuM evuM ja svarUpa che. kevuM che vaja? jayenataiovaryamuvattAdhvani (maya' vaja paDatAM tenA trAsathI (vana)' calAyamAna evo je "(tranoya)' sarva saMsArI jIvarAzi, teNe '(muvatta)' choDI dIdhI che '(dhvani)' potapotAnI kriyA jenA paDavAthI, evuM che vaja. bhAvArtha Ama che ke - evA che upasarga, pariSaha ke je hotAM mithyASTine jJAnanI sudha rahetI nathI. kevA che samyagdaSTi jIva ? "vaM nAnA:" "sva" svane arthAtu zuddha citUpane '(nInatta:)' pratyakSapaNe anubhave che. kevo che sva ? "jhavadhyavothavapuSe '(vadhya)' zAzvata je "vo) jJAnaguNa, te che 'navapuSa)" zarIra jenuM, evo che. zuM karIne anubhave che)? "sarvAn va zakyAM vihAra 'sarvAna Iva) sAta prakAranA zik#i)' bhayane 'vihAya)" choDIne. je rIte bhaya chUTe chete kahe che - "nisaniyatA' 'nisa svabhAvathI nirNayatiyA)' bhayarahitapaNuM hovAne lIdhe. bhAvArtha Ama che ke - samyagdaSTi jIvono nirbhaya svabhAva che, tethI sahaja ja aneka prakAranA pariSaha-upasargano bhaya nathI. tethI samyagdaSTi jIvane karmano baMdha nathI, nirjarA che. kaI rIte che nirbhayapaNuM ? "vayaM evuM sahaja che. 22-154. zloka - 154. A nirjarAno adhikAra che ne ? eTale samyaphadRSTine rAgAdi thAya te paNa nirjarI jAya eTaluM siddha karavuM che. dRSTinI pradhAnatAe kathana che. samajAya che kAMI? AhA..hA..! enI sAthe jJAna je che e jJAna to rAgano kaNa paNa pariNamato hoya to jANe ke A mAro aparAdha che. samajANuM kAMI ? jJAna ema jANe. dRSTinA viSayane, trikALa dravya jeno viSaya che evI dRSTinA viSayamAM to rAga eno viSaya nathI. tethI rAga enAmAM nathI ane rAga ene thato nathI ema kahevAya che. AhA..hA..! paNa joDe jJAna che, samyakdaSTinuM jJAna ! e to rAgano kaNa paNa pariName che e paNa mArAthI thayelo) mAro aparAdha che ema I jJAna jANe che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! eka khIle bAMdhone ! ghaNIvAra (bhAI) kahe che. ahIM anekAnta che eno khIlo A che. AhA...hA...! jyAM AnaMdano nAtha dRSTimAM Avyo, bhagavatsvarUpa AtmAnA samyagdarzanamAM jyAM bheTA thayA enA prema AgaLa ene koI rAgano kaNa Adi Ave ke zAtAnA udayane

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6 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 laIne sAmagrI (maLe), abajo sAmagrI hoya tyAM ene prema Avato nathI. AhA..hA...! ane azAtAnA udayane laIne, I have kaheze (ke) ghora vedanA (Ave), koI vAta kare ke, have A vedanA zarIramAM Avaze evuM sAMbhaLIne paNa samyakdaSTine bhaya thato nathI. traNalokanA deva - svarganA bhavanapatinA, vyaMtaro, rAjA, zeThiyAo jenuM nAma sAMbhaLe ke, evo roga AvavAnA lakSaNa dekhAya che ke AkhA zarIramAM eLyuM (-iyaLo) paDaze. evuM sAMbhaLIne kahe che ke, jagatanA prANI potAnI dazAne choDI nathI zakatA, bhayamAM AvI jAya che. samyakdaSTi evI vAta sAMbhaLatAM paNa mAruM 'vapu' zarI2 - jJAnazarIrane koI roga Avato ja nathI. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? I kahe che. 'samyahRSTaya: va rUtuM mAhamam tuM kSamatte' 'samyakdaSTi...' A nizcaya samyaSTinI vAta che, hoM ! vyavahAra samyagdarzana e koI samyagdarzana nathI. e to rAgamAM vyavahAra karIne Aropita karyAM che. vyavahAra samyagdarzana to eka rAga che paNa nizcaya samakitano tyAM Aropa daIne vyavahAra samakita kahyuM che. e (sakita) che niha. A je sabhyaSTi che (e) nizcaya che. A..hA..hA...! pUrNa AnaMdasvarUpa bhagavAnanA jene bheTA thayA, anubhava thayo che. AhA..hA...! bhale gRhasthAzramamAM ho. kahe che ke, samyagdaSTi arthAt svabhAvaguNarUpa pariNamyo che je jIvarAzi... AhA..hA...! samakitaSTi eka ja nathI. asaMkhya samyakdaSTi che. siddha ane kevaLI ahIMyAM levA nathI, e to anaMta che. A to sabhyaSTi jIvarAzi. tiryaMcamAM paNa asaMkhya samyakdaSTi che ! pazumAM ! A..hA..hA...! svargamAM paNa asaMkhya samakitI che, narakamAM asaMkhya samakitI che. sAtamI narakamAM paNa che. AhA..hA...! evA samyaSTi jIvanI rAzi ! zuM che ? e to svabhAvaguNarUpa pariNamyo che. AhA...hA...! puNya ane pApanA vibhAvarUpanuM pariNamana jene chUTI gayuM che. atyAre dRSTinI apekSAe vAta che ne ? e vibhAva pariNamana jJAtAmAM jAya che, ene jANe. eTale ke jene zuddha svabhAvanuM pariNamana thayuM che. kemake AtmA pavitra ane zuddhatAno piMDa che. enA jene darzana thayA, enI pratIta thaI, tenuM jJAna karIne zraddhA thaI te zuddharUpe pariNamyo che. AhA..hA...! AvI vAtuM ! e cha khaMDanA rAjamAM paDyo hoya. atyAre samyakdRSTi ane eno viSaya akhaMDanI apekSAe I zuddhapaNe ja pariNamyo che. samajANuM kAMI ? e azuddhapaNe pariNamato ja nathI ema ahIM kahe che. azuddhapaNuM che ene jANe che. e jJAnasvabhAva zuddhapaNe pariName che. paNa eno artha evo na levo ke, azuddha che to ene bilakula azuddhatAnuM vedana ja nathI. jJAnathI jyAre jJAna jANe (tyAre) trikALIne paNa jANe, nirmaLa paryAyane jANe ane milanane paNa mArAmAM che ema jANe. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ?

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kaLaza-154 caudamAM guNasthAnaka sudhI asiddha kIdhAM. e hajI siddha nathI. kevaLa thayuM topaNa caudame hajI asiddha che. asiddha che eTale hajI doSanI dazA che ke nahi ? doSanI eTale bhale kaMpana gayuM paNa hajI kaMIka che ke nahi ? pratijIvI guNanuM virUddha pariNamana tyAM kaMIka che. AhA...hA...! to ene - caudamAM guNasthAnavALAne hajI saMsArI kahyA, siddha na kahyA. kemake eTalo paNa hajI (azuddhatAno aMza che). zuddha anujIvI guNo to nirmaLa thayA paNa pratijIvI guNa che I hajI nirmaLa thayA nathI. I to chUTI jAya - siddha thAya tyAre nirmaLa thaze. e apekSAe ene - caudamAM guNasthAnavALAne paNa saMsArI kahyA che. AhA..hA..! ahIM kahe che ke, samyakdRSTi thayo tyArathI ene rAganuM pariNamana ja nathI. kaI apekSAthI? samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA..! kevaLI thayA topaNa hajI cAra karma bAkI che eTalI azuddhatA che. A hA..hA...hA...! I jyAre jJAnathI vAta thAya tyAre jJAna to svane ane parane bannene jema che tema jANe. ahIM dRSTipradhAnanA kathanamAM evA bhedo je azuddha AdinA che e paNe samyakdRSTi pariNamato nathI ema ahIM siddha karavuM che. eTale ke mArApaNApaNe pariNamato nathI mATe azuddhapaNe pariNamato nathI. are... are...! AvI vAtuM have ! AhA..hA! che? "svabhAvaguNarUpa pariNamyo che. have AmAM loko evuM laI lya ke, samyakradRSTi thayo eTale khalAsa, ene azuddhapaNuM che ja nahi ane duHkha nathI. azuddhapaNuM nathI eTale duHkha nathI. azuddhapaNuM e ja duHkha che. e jJAnapradhAnanuM (kathana) hoya tyAre e banne barAbara sAthe joIe. samyakdaSTino viSaya ane jJAnano sva ane parano viSaya banne yathArtha joIe. AhA..hA..! bhAI ! A to vItarAgamArga che. sarvajJa paramezvara AhA...hA..! trilokanAtha kaI apekSAthI kahe che te apekSAe tene jANavuM joIe. A kaI nayanuM vAkya che ? A nizcaya dRSTinuM, nizcayanayanuM vAkya che. paryAyanayanuM jyAre vAkya Ave tyAre to ene ema kahe ke, kevaLI thayA paNa hajI enA pratijIvI guNa malina che. AhA...hA...! juo ! A prabhuno anekAnta mArga ! e bIje kyAMya hoI zake nahi. AhAhA..! ahIMyAM kahe che ke, A to zuddhapaNe pariNamyo che, azuddha che ja nahi. kaI apekSAe ? dRSTi ane dRSTino viSaya banne zuddhapaNe che e apekSAe zuddhapaNe pariNamyo ema kahyuM. ane nirjarAno adhikAra che eTale I azuddhapaNuM, zuddhapaNAnA pariNamanathI azuddhapaNuM TaLI jAya che ema kahevuM che. paNa ethI (koI) ema ja kahe ke, jJAnIne to azuddhapaNuM) kSaNe kSaNe TaLe che mATe azuddhatA che ja nahi. paNa TaLe che to eka samaye badhI azuddhatA TaLI jAya che ? TaLe che e vAta sAcI che. jeTalo dravyano Azraya che eTalI azuddhatA to samaye samaye ghaTatI jAya che paNa ghaTatI jAya che eTale pachI kAMI che ke nahi ? (azuddhatA)

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kalAmRta bhAga-5 hoya to emAMthI ghaTavuM thAya), na ja hoya to ghaTavAnuM kyAM AvyuM ? vAta samajAya che kAMI ? AhA.hA.! hajI aMdara azuddhatA che. A...hA...hA...hA...! mahA muni che ! traNa kaSAyano abhAva (thayo che) ane pracura AnaMdanuM jene vedanA che ene paNa hajI paMca mahAvratanA pariNAma (thAya che) I jagatapaMtha -jagapaMtha) che ema kahe. A.hA...hA...! ene paNa eTalo hajI saMsAra che. AhA...hA...! ahIM kahe che ke, samyakudRSTi azuddhapaNe pariNamato nathI. I zuddhanI dRSTi che ane eno viSaya zuddha che mATe zuddhapaNe pariName che ema kahyuM che. AhA..hA..! have AvuM badhuM kyAM meLa karavA jAya ? ekAMta kheMce to na cAle, A vItarAgamArga che. AhA..hA..! pelAmAM AvyuM che, nahi ? "siddhatvI' paramArtha vacanikA'mAM ! asiddhapaNuM che tyAM sudhI saMsAra che, tyAM sudhI vyavahAra che. siddhane vyavahAra nathI. nahito siddhanI paryAya che e vyavahAra che paNa ene vyavahAra nathI. e to zrutajJAnI jyAre potAnA jJAnamAM nizcayathI jyAre bheda jANe che ke, saMsAra ane siddha evI jIvanI be dazAo che e vyavahArathI che. nizcayathI dravyamAM e saMsAra avasthA ke mokSa avasthA banne nathI. AvI vAtuM ! che ne pelAmAM ? "siddhavAn ! AhAhA...! "mokSamArga prakAzaka'mAM pAchaLa nAkhyuM (chApyuM) che. jyAM sudhI siddha nathI tyAM asiddha che ane tyAM sudhI hajI ene azuddhatA che. AhA..hA..! ahIM kahe che ke, samyakdaSTine ekaluM zuddha pariNamana che. e pariNamana jJAtA-daSTA tarIke gaNI ane azuddhatAne paNa e jANanAro che, mAro mAnIne pariNamato nathI e apekSAe zuddhapaNe pariName che) ema kahyuM che. AmAM jarI ADoavaLo pheraphAra kare to tattva - AkhI vAta pharI jAya. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA...! samyagdaSTi svabhAvaguNarUpa pariNamyo" "svabhAvaguNarUpa pariNamyo' ! trikALI je jJAyaka svabhAva che, AnaMda Adi anaMta je svAbhAvika guNa che te rUpe pariNamyo che. AhA... 'sarvaguNAMza te samakita ema AvyuM ne ? "zrImamAM" ! ApaNe "rahasyapUrNa ciThThImAM Ave che. "mokSamArga prakAzaka'mAM ! samyaphadRSTine jeTalA guNo che te ekadeza pragaTa thayA che ane sarvajJane pUrNa pragaTa thaI gayA che. che ciThThI? "ToDaramalajInI 'rahasyapUrNa ciThThI ! AhA...hA....! tyAM ema kahe ke, samyakdaSTine... tyAM ema kahyuM ne? "sarvaguNAMza te samati sarva guNa pragaTa thaI gayA. sarva guNano aMza pragaTyo che. bhAI ! AvI vAtuM have. ane ('rahasyapUrNa ciThThImAM) ema kahyuM ke, sarva guNo eka aMze - ekadeza pariNamyA che. pariNamyA che, hoM! guNa to guNa AkhA che paNa ekadeza pariNamyA che. tyAre bIjo deza hajI bAkI che ne ? azuddhanuM eTaluM pariNamana che ne ? e pahelAM AvI gayuM che - jJAnadhArA ane karmadhArA. jJAnIne be dhArA hoya che. jeTaluM AtmAnA svabhAvanuM zuddhapaNuM - dRSTi, jJAnanuM pariNamana thayuM e jJAnadhArA, zuddhadhArA che

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kaLaza-154 ane jeTalo rAga bAkI che e karmadhArA che. Ave che ? jJAnadhArA ane karmadhArA. ahIM kahe che ke, jJAnIne ekalI zuddha jJAnadhArA hoya che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? bhAI ! A to vItarAga sarvajJa paramezvara ! eNe paryAye paryAyane joI che. guNa trikALI joyA, trikALI dravya joyuM, trikALI paryAya joI ane eka eka paryAyanA anaMtA avibhAga praticcheda (che) e paNa bhagavAne joyA. AhAhA..! evuM je sarvajJa paramAtmAnuM svarUpa enA je kathano che e) kaI nayanA che e eNe jANavuM joIe. samajANuM kAMI ? eka ja ThekANethI ema ja pakaDI ke, lyo ! A zuddha pariNamana che. have ene azuddha che ja nahi ? bhAI ! Avo mArga che. AhA..hA...! ahIMyAM nirjarAnI pradhAnatAthI kathana che ne ! azuddhatA kharI jAya che ane zuddhatAnuM ja pariNamana che ema ahIMyAM siddha karavuM che. "jIvarAzi." (kahyuM che eTale) e samyakdaSTi jIvarAzi (che). eka-be nathI, asaMkhya che. tiryaMcamAM, manuSyamAM, svargamAM, vyaMtaramAM, nArakamAM asaMkhya samyakdRSTi che ! AhA..hA...! ane e zuddhapaNe pariNamyA che. samajANuM kAMI? ane jayasenAcAryadevanI TIkAmAM to ema lIdhuM che ke, A badho adhikAra pAMcamAM guNasthAna uparanI vAta che. tuM cothethI mAnI le ke azuddhatA nathI (ema nathI). Ave che ? AhA..hA.! jayasenAcArya ! (emanI) saMskRta TIkAmAM che. paMcama guNasthAnanI uparanI A badhI vAta che. chaThThA-sAtamAnI mukhyapaNe (vAta che). gauNapaNe samyakdaSTi (AvI jAya che). samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA...! mukhyapaNe ane gauNapaNe... AhAhA..! "jIvarAzi te nizcayathI AvuM sAhasa arthAt dhIrapaNuM karavAne samartha hoya che." samyakdaSTi sAhasa karavAne "kSamata' (che), dhIraja karavAne samartha che. AhA...hA...! kevuM ? che ? dhIrapaNuM..." sAhasanI vyAkhyA I karI. dhIre dhIrI dazA.. jJAtA-daSTApaNAnI dazAne rAkhavA enuM sAhasa, dhIrApaNuM "kSamatte' kSamAnuM kAraNa che. AhAhA...! kaI rIte ? 'sarvathI utkRSTa che." samyakdRSTinuM dhIrApaNuM, jJAtApaNuM, ajJAnInI apekSAthI sarvathI utkRSTa che. Ama sarvotkRSTa to bhagavAnane che paNa A bIjAnI apekSAe (vAta karI che). AhA..hA..! "sarvathI utkRSTa che. kayuM sAhasa ? ya va pati sapi para voghA na tti vyavanta je sAhasa evuM che ke mahAna vaja paDavA chatAM...." uparathI agninA vaja paDe ! heThe karoDo-abajo paDe...! A.hA..hA...! kAle eka choDInuM lakhANa AvyuM che, eka lakhANa Ama trAsa UpajAve evuM ! jaMgalamAM vimAna tUTI gayuM. jaMgalamAM ! kyAMya kyAMya gAma na maLe, e tUTyuM ne badhA marI gayA. vanamAM pelA vimAnanA TUkaDA thaI gayA. eka juvAna bAI emAM asAdhya thaI gaI. asAdhya thaIne Ama jyAM jAgI... Ama jove tyAM... A..hA...hA...! (cAre bAju) jaMgala.... jaMgala.... jaMgala jaMgala... pANIno dhodha varase, hajAro jherI deDakAo raNakAra kare ! sarpo phUMphADA

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10 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 mAre ! vanaspati ATalI UgelI emAM sarpo ane vIMchI ! rasto na maLe, A kyAM javAnuM haze ? kyAMya na maLe, kyAMya gAma na maLe. bahu lakhANa AvyuM che. paNa mALI bAI, choDI evI (sAhasika ke) emane ema eka 'dI kApyo, be di kApyA, traNa di kApyA. tyAM khAvAnI vanaspati jhera jevI ! AhAhA...! paNa emane ema thoDo thoDo deha nabhAvyo. ane jyAM jAya tyAM jherIlA janAvare pagamAM baTakAM bharyA ane paga saDyA ! paga saDyo ! paga saDyo ane pagamAM jIvaDAM paDyA ! jaMgalamAM kayAMya rasto na maLe. AhA...hA....! ema agiyAra di ne bAra di thayA tyAM cAlatAM cAlatAM eka jhUMpaDI dekhI. e jhUMpaDI zikArIonI hatI. zikArIo tyAM mahine-be mahine zikAra karavA AvatA. Ane tAkaDe AyuSya che ne ? e zikArIo bArame die tyAM jhUMpaDImAM AvyA ane A choDIne joI. are..! ahIM kyAMthI A !? pagamAM evuM paDI, jIvaDAM paDyA ! cAre kora jherI janAvaro(e) baTakA bharyA che). AkhuM zarIra (sojI) gayuM ! (zikArIo pUche che), tuM ahIM kayAMthI ? (to choDI kahe che), vimAna tUTI gayuM, badhA marI gayA ane huM eka rahI gaI. A.hA...! juo ! AyuSya hoya to kevuM thayuM? pelA zikArI zikAra karavA jhUMpaDImAM mahine-be mahine AvatA. jaMgalamAM jhUMpaDI ! kayAMya gAma nahi. tyAM joga maLI gayo. bAIne upADIne davAkhAne laI gayA. pelA moTA jIvaDAM pagamAM paDelA (e) kADhI nAkhyA. mumukSu :- zikArI davAkhAne laI gayA ? uttara :- zikArI davAkhAne laI gayA. gAmamAM laI gayA, (ekalI choDI jaMgalamAM (kema rahe ?) mANasane Ama to dayA AvI jAya ne ? ekalI jaMgalamAM ! janAvara, sarpa ! vAMdarA ne sarpo Ama phUMphADA mAre ! ane ekalA jherIlA janAvaro ! (evAmAM) I choDIe agiyAra di kADhyA, bhAI ! e lokoe pachI khAvAnuM kIdhuM, pUchyuM, "bena ! tuM A vanaspati khA. I jherIlI nathI, tuM khA." I khAdhI. vanaspati ghaNI jAtanI hoya ne ? I oLakhe nahi ane jherIlI vanaspati ! ane pelA jANItA. "A tuM khA, bA ! A khA." ene (pachI) davAkhAne laI gayA. pachI to barAbara) thaI gaI. paNa enI vAta lakhI che, trAsadAyaka ! sAMbhaLatAM trAsa thAya !! jaMgalamAM jherI janAvaro ! varasAdanA dhodha paDe ! pANI ne nadIo cAlI jAya ! ATalI ATalI vanaspati UgelI emAM sarpo ane vIMchI A paga kyAM mUkavo ? jyAM paga mUke tyAM karaDe ! paNa AyuSyanI sthiti hatI to) ene A jhUMpaDI maLI gaI ane ene vizvAsa Avyo. tyAM pelA AvyA ane ene laI gayA. AvyuM che, kAle chApAmAM lakhANa AvyuM che. ahIM mAstara che ne ? I kApalI mUkI gayA hatA. vAMcanathI trAsa (thAya) ! juvAna bAI ! jaMgalamAM koI na maLe ! (sarpo) phUMphADA mAre ! deDakAo, jherI deDakA ! I deDako pagamAM) mAre to pagamAM jhera caDI jAya ! AkhuM zarIra jhera jhera thaI jAya !!

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kaLaza-154 11 paNa chatAM AyuSyane laIne (bacI gaI ! AvI sthitimAM paNa samyakdaSTine trAsa hoto nathI kahe che !! hajI kAle ja vAMcyuM hatuM. bhAI ! emAM aMdarathI koI AvI caDyo hoya.. AhAhA...! paNa e nirbhaya che, sAhasa che ! A.hA..hA..! huM jJAtA-daSTA chuM emAM mane koI halAvI zake (ema) che nahi. AvI vyAdhi, vajapAta paDyA ! mAthe agni paDatI hoya ! A.hA...hA...! paNa jene AtmAnA AnaMdanuM dhruva svarUpanuM bhAna thayuM. A.hA...hA...! ene aMdaramAM AtmAnA AnaMda AgaLa pratikULatAnA upasarga ane pariSaha lAkha-karoDa hoya (chatAM) "kSamatte' - jANanAradekhanAra rahe che. ene bhaya thato nathI ! A..hA...hA..! kaho, pelI choDIe) agiyAra, bAra di' khAdhuM zuM haze ? emAM nathI lakhyuM paNa vanaspati jherIlI (hoya) eTale khAdhuM na hoya paNa juvAna choDI hatI, eTale agiyAra, bAra di nadInA pANI-bANI pIne kADhyA haze. AhA..hA...! ahIM kahe che ke, azAtAnA udayane laIne ethI paNa koI anaMtI pratikULatA AvI paDe paNa samakitI tyAMthI - caitanyasvarUpanI dRSTithI zruta thatA nathI. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? hajI kAle ja vAMcyuM che. bhAI I copAnIyu mUkI gayA hatA. eka AkAzanuM mUkyuM hatuM. AkAzamAM ema ke A tArAo che ene dUrabInathI dekhe to maNi-ratna hoya ema dekhAya. (evuM) AkAzanuM kAMIka moTuM lakhyuM hatuM. enuM ApaNe kAMI kAma nahotuM. AhA..hA..! na maLe pANI pIvA, na maLe AhAra levA ! kyAM najara nAkhe ? kyAMya gAma na maLe. have sAhasa karIne paNa (rahI), mithyAdRSTi hatI) chatAM ATaluM sAhasa karyuM ! ahIM kahe che ke, samyadRSTine.. AhA..hA...! che ? "mahAna vaja paDavA chatAM paNa samyagdaSTi jIvarAzi zuddhasvarUpanA anubhavathI sahaja guNathI alita thato nathI." A..hA..hA...! mAro prabhu AnaMdano nAtha che e AnaMdanA svAdamAMthI khasato nathI kahe che. AvA pratikULatAnA gaMja hoya topaNa ! A..hA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? eka vhorA hatA I kahetA hatA. jAmanagara comAsu hatuM tyAre eka vhoro hato enuM nAma bhUlI gayA. vyAkhyAnamAM AvatA. e kahe, ame jaMgalamAM caDI gayA. vahANa evI rIte caDI gayuM ke, heThe zuM kahevAya ? lohacuMbaka ! dariyAmAM aMdara lohacuMbakanA DuMgarA ! eTale vahANane kheMcI lIdhuM. kheMcIne kyAMya jaMgalamAM mUkI dIdhuM. nahi pANI, nahi AhAra, nahi kAMI. kahe, ame traNa di tyAM rahyA. pachI zuM karyuM ? ke, pelA nALiyera hatA ne ? nALiyera ! ane heThe saDelA pANI ! pANInI aMdara nAkhyA) ane nALiyeranA mIThA pANI thaI gayA. e nALiyera toDIne emAMthI pANI pIve ane ToparA (khAya) traNa di' kADhyA. I vhorA kaheto hato. traNa di (rahyA). evA ghaNA mANaso hatA). AkhuM vahANa lohacuMbakane laIne kheMcAI gayuM, nIkaLe nahi. pachI to traNa die vaLI bIjuM vahANa AvyuM

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12 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 ane ene chuTuM karyuM. jAmanagaranA vhorA hatA. vyAkhyAnamAM AvatA. evI sthitimAM paNa jaMgalamAM ekalo vAgha ane varu vacce paNa dharmI jene AtmAnA AnaMdanA bhAna thayA che. huM to cidAnaMdamUrti chuM ! ene evA prasaMgamAM paNa bhaya ane zaMkA paDatI nathI ke, mAro nAza thaze ! zarIrano nAza thAya to e zarIra to nAzavAna che ja. te to nAza thAze. AhAhA...! AkaruM kAma, bhAI ! pratikULatA, azAtAnA udaya AvatAM... AhA...! (ajJAnIne) to kaMpArI UThe (ke) e. pakSaghAtanI asara lAge che ! jALavajo, pakSaghAta thaze.. hAya... hAya..! pelo dhrujI UThe ! ahIM kahe che, aMdaramAM pakSaghAta thaI gayo che. rAgathI bhinna paDIne AtmAnuM bhAna thayuM che to pakSaghAta thaI gayo che. A..hA..hA...! bahAranA game teTalA upasarga ane pariSaha hoya chatAM "zuddha svarUpanA anubhavathI sahaja guNathI stulita thatA nathI." A..hA..hA...! chatAM evA plega Adi gAmamAM Ave to samakitI tyAMthI jAya paNa kharo, (tyAMthI nIkaLI jAya. paNa aMtaramAMthI khasato nathI. e badhA lekha che. gAmamAM plega Avyo hoya ane badhA bahAra nIkaLe to pote paNa bahAra cAlyA jAya. ema nahi ke tyAM ja paDyo rahe. saunI sAthe kuTuMbane laIne bahAra bIjA gAmamAM nIkaLI jAya, paNa chatAM aMdaramAM e nirbhaya che. AhA..hA...! evo vikalpa Avyo ke, ahIMthI badhA jAya che, ahIM dezamAM to koI rahetuM nathI. plega jabbara thaI gayA che. dararoja basobaso mANasa maratA hoya, dasa hajAranI vasti hoya (ane) bhAgo... bhAgo.. (thatuM hoya to) pote bhAge ! ethI ene bhaya thayo che ema nathI. A..hA...hA..! e to vajanA biMbane - caitanyaprabhune coMTyo che ne ! A..hA..hA..! tyAM dhruva sAthe dAMDI vagADI che. samajANuM kAMI ? A..hA...! AvuM samyakdRSTinuM mAhAsya che e kAMI sAdhAraNa AlIduvAlInI vAta nathI. AhAhA..! bhAvArtha Ama che." che ne ? ke - koI ajJAnI ema mAnaze ke samyagdaSTi jIvane zAtAkarmanA udaye aneka prakAranI ISTa bhogasAmagrI hoya che...." zAtAnA udaye samakitIne indranA indrAsano hoya, cakravartInA rAja hoya. samakitIne bhogabhUmi jugaliyAmAM traNa traNa gAunA zarIra (hoya) ane AyuSya rahe tyAM sudhI khAvAnAM kalpavRkSanA phaLa maLe. chatAM samyakdaSTi tyAM che, samyakdaSTi tyAM bhogabhUmimAM paNa che, e zAtAne laIne sAmagrInA) premamAM AvI nathI jatA. AhA..hA...! e sAmagrI che mATe anukULa che ema rAjIpo nathI thato. AhA..hA...! e sAmagrImAM paNa dharmI to jANanAra-dekhanAra rahe che ke, A che, basa, eTaluM. I zAtAnI vAta che. "azAtAkarmanA udaye aneka prakAranI roga..." azAtAnA udayane laIne zarIramAM roga (Ave). AhAhA...! kSayaroga, dama.... kahevAya A ? gaLAnA thAya che I... kensara !

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kaLaza-154 13 AkhA zarIramAM dhrujAro (thAya). amAre ahIMyAM (eka bhAIne) che ne ? juvAna mANasa che, ene AkhuM zarIra dhruje che. AhA...hA...! ThIka hatuM tyAre "indora' zikSaNa zibiramAM gayo hato. "IndoramAM zikSaNa zibira zIkhavavA gayo hato. evo chokaro che paNa have azAtAno udaya evo Avyo ke, Ama... Ama thayA ja kare. Ama paDyo rahe, Ama jyAM kare tyAM thaI rahyuM ! hAthe koLiyo laI zake nahi. AhA..hA... ahIM hato ne, ahIM lAvyA hatA. evA roga, azAtAnA udaya Ave... AhA...hA...! chatAM... I kahe che, juo ! azAtAnA roga, zoka,...." badhI pratikULatA thaI jAya. mA na rahe, bAyaDI na rahe, bApa na rahe, makAna na rahe. AhAhA..! "dAridra" eka roTalo maLavo muzkela paDe evI sthitimAM AvI jAya. samyakudRSTi azAtAnA udaye narakamAM hoya che, lyo ! AhA...hA....! teMtrIsa teMtrIsa sAgara sudhI jene AhArano kaNa nahi, pANInuM biMdu nahi paNa samyakUdaSTi pote potAnA jJAtAdaSTAmAMthI khasatA nathI ! samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! ? "parISaha, upasarga ItyAdi aniSTa sAmagrI hoya che, tene bhogavatAM..." bhogavatAM (evI) bhASA che. sAmagrIne kaMI bhogavI zakato nathI paNa enA taraphanuM lakSa jAya ane jarI rAga thAya ene bhogave che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA....! (tene bhogavatAM) "zuddhasvarUpaanubhavathI cUkato haze... koIne ema thAya ke, AvI sAmagrImAM - pratikULatAmAM samyagdarzanathI mUta thaI jato haze. anukULa sAmagrImAM samyakradRSTi enA premamAM samyakathI cUta thato haze. nahi, traNakALamAM na thAya. A.hA..! AhA...hA...! jene nityAnaMda prabhu bhagavAna ! sahajAtmasvarUpa prabhu ! eno jene anubhava thayo, dRSTi thaI, samyapha thayuM. A.hAhA...! e azAtAnA DhagalA paDyA hoya topaNa te mUMjhAto nathI. enuM samyagdarzananuM zuddha pariNamana chUTatuM nathI. ane zAtAnA DhagalA hoya AhAhA...! to temAM tene raMga caDato nathI. AtmAnA AnaMdano raMga caDI gayo che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA.hA...! jevo anubhava che tevo ja rahe che;" che ? A...hA...hA..! e AtmAnA samyagdarzana pAmatAM AtmAnA atIndriya AnaMdanA anubhavamAM jevo che tevo ja rahe che. e anukULapratikULa saMyogamAM rahe che ? e anukULa hoya ke pratikULatAnA gaMja hoya... AhAhA...! roTalo maLato na hoya, roTalI na hoya, sAmuM jonAra koI na hoya ane zarIramAM soLa roga (hoya). sAtamI narakanA nArakIne to janmatAM ja soLa roga hoya). eTale tyAM jAya tyAre) mithyAdRSTi che paNa tyAM pAchA koI samakita pAme che. sAtamI narakamAM ! jatAM mithyAdRSTi hoya pAcho nIkaLatAM mithyASTi thaI jAya. evo zAstramAM lekha che. vacamAM samyakdRSTi thAya, teMtrIsa sAgaranA duHkhamAM rahe paNa svarUpathI (smRta na thAya). ahIM mANasa (ema mAne ke ApaNane anukULatA hoya to ApaNe nivRtti laIe,

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14 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 chokarAo kaMI de, ApaNe raLIe chIe eTaluM thAya pachI nivRtti laIe). dhULeya nathI ! to ema ke nivRtti laI zakIe. A...hA...! ahIM to kahe che ke, pravRttinA gaMja pratikULa hoya to samyakdaSTi potAnA bhAvamAM nivRttimAM ja paDyo che. AhA...hA...! mumukSa :- caitanya camatkAra ! uttara :- e caitanya (camatkAra che). caitanya bhagavAna ! aMdara caitanya AnaMdano sAgara prabhu ! enuM jene samyagdarzana (thayuM). samyagdarzana eTale ke ekalI deva-gurunI zraddhA ema nahi. ekalI vyavahAra nava tattvanI zraddhA e nahi, A to atIndriya AnaMdano nAtha teno anubhavamAM svAda Avavo, atIndriya AnaMdano svAda Avavo enuM nAma samakita che. AhA...hA...! enI to khabaruM na maLe ane have dharmI thaIne vrata karo ane tapa karo ! marI gayA anaMtakALathI ! AhA..hA..! ahIM kahe che, "tenuM samAdhAna Ama che ke anubhavathI cUkato nathI. ema ke AvI DhagalAbaMdha zAtA vedanInI sAmagrI (hoya), eka eka divasanA abajo rUpiyA AvatA hoya evI pedAzanI sAmagrI hoya to aMdara kaMIka lalacAto haze ? kahe che, nA. A...hA...hA....! che ne atyAre pelo ? eka kalAkanI doDha karoDanI pedAza ! bIjo eka deza che tyAM eka divasanA abajonI pedAza atyAre che ! abajo rUpiyA eka divasamAM ! anArya mANasa ! marIne badhA narake javAnA. AhA...hA...! A AtmAnuM samyagdarzana thatAM kahe che ke, sAtamI narakanI nArakInI pratikULatAno saMyoga ho ke svargamAM IndranA IndrANIo AdinI sagavaDatA ho paNa potAnA AnaMdanA anubhavathI mUta thato nathI. AhAhA...! kyAMya tenI sukhabuddhi thatI nathI. AhAhAhA...! ke, A badhI sAmagrI che mATe ame sukhI chIe. e mAnanArA to mithyASTi che. sukhI to AtmAnA AnaMdanA anubhavathI sukhI (che) te sukhI che. samajANuM kAMI ? jhINI vAta, bApu ! vItarAgano mArga tIrthakara jinendranI jJAnanI dhArA evI koI alaukika che ! jagatane samajavuM bhAre kaThaNa ! AhA..hA...! ahIM kahe che ke, koI ema mAne ke AvI sAmagrImAM samyagdarzana ? anubhavathI - zuddha svarUpanA anubhavamAM azAtAnI ghora sAmagrI maLe, zAtAnI anukULatAnA gaMja maLe to aMtara zuddha svarUpathI mUta thato haze ? ke, bilakula nahi. e zeya tarIke jANe. mArA jJAnanuM parazeya che. e mArI cIja nathI, mane nathI, mane aDatI nathI. AhA...hA...! zarIramAM soLa roga hoya topaNa samakitI jANe che ke, e roga mane aDatA nathI, huM ene aDakyo nathI. AhA..hA...hA...! jene huM aDyo chuM, cuMvyo che e to bhagavAna AnaMdano nAtha prabhu che. e AtmAne huM to aDyo chuM. AhA...hA...! AvI samyaphadRSTinI dRSTi ! eno je zuddha (svarUpano anubhava thayo te) pratikULatA ane anukULatA tene kheMcI zakatA nathI.

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kaLaza-154 15 samajANuM kAMI ? A..hA...! A (ajJAnI) to mAne (ke) deva-gurunI amane zraddhA che to amane samakita che. are..! evuM to anaMtavA2 mAnyuM che, sAMbhaLane ! samyagdarzana to rAga, zubha rAga - dayA, dAna, vratanA rAgathI bhinna bhagavAna AnaMdano sAgara ! aMdara atIndriya AnaMdano AtmA sAgara che ! AhA..hA..! ene je aMdara anubhave ane jene aMtaranA svAda AgaLa indranA indrAsano jhe2 jevA dekhAya ene samyakdaSTa kahIe. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA...! 'nirjarA adhikAra' che ne ? (jevo) 'anubhava che tevo ja rahe che;..' che ? vastunuM evuM ja svarUpa che.' kevuM che vajra ? vaja paDatAM tenA trAsathI calAyamAna evo je sarva saMsArI jIvarAzi, teNe choDI dIdhI che potapotAnI kriyA jenA paDavAthI.' potAnI zraddhA, jJAna badhuM chUTI gayuM, loko bhraSTa thaI jAya evI pratikULatA AvI paDe. AhA..hA...! 'bhAvArtha Ama che ke evA che upasarga, parISaha ke je hotAM mithyAdaSTine jJAnanI sudha rahetI nathI.' ke, huM AtmA jJAtA (chuM) evI mithyAdRSTine sudha rahetI nathI. AhA..hA...! anukULatAnI sAmagrImAM paNa mithyAdRSTine sudha rahetI nathI ke, huM enAthI judo chuM. e to jaDanI cIja 52 che. ema pratikULatAnI sAmagrImAM ajJAnI tyAM hAya... hAya... pratikULatA AvI, mArAthI kema sahana thAya ? (ema du:khI thAya che). samyakdaSTi pratikULatAne jJAnamAM zeya tarIke jANe che. mane Ave che ema e mAnato nathI. AhA..hA...! A samyagdarzananI ATalI mahattA ! A samyagdarzananI mahimA ! hajI cothA guNasthAnanI, hoM ! pAMcamuM ane chaThThuM e to kyAMya rahI gayuM. bApu ! e dazA to koI alaukika che ! AhA..hA...! A to cothA guNasthAnamAM samyagdarzana, AtmAno anubhava jene che ene pratikULa sAmagrI (hoya) ke pratikULatAnA gaMja hoya to e lalacAvI zakatA nathI. du:khanI sAmagrI kheMcI zakatuM nathI. sukhanI sAmagrI lalacAvI zakatuM nathI. AhA..hA...! ene karmanI nirjarA thAya che. ene AtmAnA AnaMdanA svAdanI adhikatAmAM je kaMI azuddhatA thaI te ene kharI jAya che. ahIM daSTipradhAna kathana che ne ! (eTale ema kahe che). AhA..hA....! kevo che samyaSTi jIva ? pAchI mithyASTine sudha rahetI nathI. have samyaSTi kevo che ? enI vizeSa vAta Avaze. (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !) & --

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16 kalAmRta bhAga-5 kArataka vada 4, maMgaLavAra tA. 29-11-1977. kaLaza-154 pravacana-162 kaLaza-TIkA' 'nirjarA adhikAra'(no) 154 (kaLaza che), chello bhAga che ne ? 'bhAvArtha Ama che." tyAMthI lyo. che ? "upasarga, parISaha ke je hotAM mithyASTine jJAnanI sUdha rahetI nathI." zuM kahe che ? je AtmA caitanya ane AnaMdasvarUpa (che) enI jene khabara nathI ane e puNya ane pApanA rAgAdi bhAva (thAya che. emAM ekatvabuddhithI mithyAdRSTi thayo che ene parISaha ane upasarga AvatAM zuddhi nahi rahe. sUdha-budha UDI jaze. che ? jJAnanI sUdha rahetI nathI." che ? bhAI ! jarI jhINI vAta che. nirjarA adhikAra' che ne ? A AtmA aMdara jJAnasvarUpa nitya dhruva atIndriya jJAna ane atIndriya AnaMdanuM daLa ! enuM jene bhAna nathI ane je puNyapApanA bhAva (thAya che) enuM baMdhana ane enuM phaLa (je) saMyoga (maLe" "e mArA che' evI jenI buddhi che te mithyASTi che. ene AtmA zuM cIja che enI ene khabara nathI. AhA..hA...! e mithyAdRSTi cAhe to mahAvrata pALato hoya paNa e rAga che ane potAno mAnI ane caitanya trikALI zuddha AnaMdakaMdano anAdara karI e rAganA nAnAmAM nAnA kaNane paNa potAno svIkAre che e mithyAdRSTi che. jhINI vAta che, bhagavAna ! AhA...hA...! e mithyAdRSTine upasarga ane parISaha Ave tyAre tene) jJAnanI sudha rahetI nathI. kAraNa ke ene bhAna nathI ke, huM AtmA AnaMda chuM. ene kaMI sUdha rahetI nathI. kevA che samyagdaSTi jIva ? svane arthAt zuddha citUpane pratyakSapaNe anubhave che.' A..hA...hA..! dharmanI pahelI (sIDhI) samyagdarzana, dharmanI mokSamahelanI pahelI sIDhI evuM je samyagdarzana jene pragaTa thayuM che) e samadaSTi jIva trikALI zuddha AnaMda jJAyaka caitanyamUrti chuM ema) te eno Azraya laIne ene anubhave che. A..hA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? ene rAgAdi Ave eno e jANanAra rahe che. e rAga mAro che ema samyakdRSTi aMtaradRSTimAM mAnato nathI. samajAya che kAMI ? AhA...hA..! vItarAgamArga apUrva ane alaukika che ! ahIMyAM kahe che ke, samyakdaSTi - satyadRSTi eTale jenI dRSTimAM paramAtma svarUpa, zuddha caitanya svarUpa vasyuM che athavA e zuddha caitanyasvarUpamAM jeno vAsa che.. AhAhA..! evo samyakdaSTi jIva cothA guNasthAnamAM paNa.... A...hA...hA....! potAnA zuddha caitanyasvarUpane anubhave che). puNya-pApanA bhAva to malina che, mArA che ja nahi. zubha bhAvathI bhinna caitanyasvarUpa je loka, AnaMdano sAgara ! ene anubhavato... A..hA.hA...! enI zuddhatAne vedato, je trikALI zuddha svarUpa che tene samyakradRSTi paryAyamAM - avasthAmAM zuddhapaNe vedato

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17. kaLaza-154 pariName che). A..hA..! AvI vAta che. che ? e pratyakSapaNe anubhave che. eTale ? ke, samyaphadRSTine rAga ane nimittanA sahArAthI AtmAnuM bhAna thAya che ema nathI. samajAya che kAMI ? je vyavahAra dayA, dAna, bhakti, deva-guru-zAstranI zraddhA Adi je rAga che teno sahAro samakitIne nathI, enI madada ene nathI. ene trikALI AnaMdanA nAthano sahAro che. samajAya che kAMI? jhINI vAta che, bhAI ! janma-maraNa rahita (thavAno) samyagdarzanano upAya alaukika che ! ahIMyAM ema kahe che ke, samyaku - satyadRSTi trikALI paramasatya je vastu, bhUtArtha, satyArtha ekalo jJAyaka pUrNa AnaMdamaya ! tenI sanmukha thaIne tenuM jene bhAna ane pratIta thayuM che te zuddhatAne vede che. e azuddhatAne vedato nathI. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI? ahIM mukhyapaNuM levuM che. samyaphadRSTi zuddhane ja vede che ane azuddhane vedato nathI ema je kahyuM emAM) e azuddhatAnuM vedana ahIMyAM gauNa karIne ene (azuddhatA) nathI mATe vedato nathI ema kahevuM che. ATalI badhI zaratuM ! samajANuM kAMI ? jema "samayasAramAM agiyAramI gAthAmAM mULa, jainazAstranuM mULa (che) e agiyAra (gAthAmAM) ema kahyuM ke, badhI paryAyo jUThI che ane trikALI bhUtArtha vastu ja eka sAcI che. ema je kahyuM e apekSAthI kahyuM che. e jeTalI paryAyo che e badhIne gauNa karI, vyavahAra karIne nathI ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. bilakula nathI ema nahi. bilakula paryAya nathI to to ekaluM dravya (thaI gayuM. dravyano nirNaya karanAra ja (koI) rahetuM nathI. AhA..hA..! pATha to evo Avyo ke, vyavahAra abhUtArtha (che). paryAyamAtra jUThI che ema kahyuM ane trikALI vastu ja eka satya che. ema kahevAnuM prayojana trikALI je satya mahAprabhu bhagavAna ! paramAnaMdamUrti ! ene mukhya karI ane nizcaya kahI ane e ja che ema kahyuM ane paryAyane gauNa karIne, vyavahAra karIne nathI ema kahyuM. paNa paryAya bilakula nathI ema nahi. samajANuM kAMI ? ATalI badhI zaratuM have ! ema ahIMyAM samyakdaSTi zuddha svarUpane ja vede che ema kahyuM to cotha, pAMcame, chae ene azuddhatA nathI ? mukhyapaNe zuddhatAne vede che ane azuddhatAne gauNa karIne, vyavahAra kahIne, teno abhAva kahIne nathI vedatA ema kahyuM che. bhAI ! AvI vAtuM che. e ahIM kIdhuM ? ke, "zuddha citUpane pratyakSapaNe anubhave che. che ? AhAhA...! jJAnAnaMda prabhu ! atIndriya AnaMdanuM pUra prabhu che ! A..hA..hA..! atIndriya AnaMdano dhruva prabhu che ! ene (je) vaLagyo, ene jeNe pakaDayo evA samyakdRSTine zuddhatAnuM ja vedana che. kemake dRSTi zaddha che ane dRSTino viSaya che I zuddha che. AhA..hA...! jhINI vAtuM che, bApu ! vItarAgano mArga koI apUrva che ! lokone satya maLyuM nathI eTale) pachI bahArathI kalpIne bese. bApu ! zuM thAya ? trilokanAtha jinezvaradeva sarvajJa paramAtmA eNe ema kahyuM, sarvaze.

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18 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 ema kahyuM I muni saMta ADatiyA thaIne jagatane vAta kare che. sarvajJa paramezvara ja ema kahe che. A..hA...hA...! mithyASTi(ne) puNyanA, dayA, dAna, vratanA pariNAma Ave paNa ene e vede che. kAraNa ke I potAnA mAne che to e jherane vede che. mithyAdRSTi bhale jena nAma dharAvato hoya, are! nagna muni (thaIne) sAdhu nAma dharAvato hoya paNa aMdaramAM paMca mahAvratanA pariNAma je rAga che e duHkharUpa che ane potAnA mATe athavA enAthI mane lAbha che ema) mAne che) e mithyAdaSTi azuddhatAne, malinatAne, jherane vede che. A...hA..hA..hA.. samyadRSTi (ke jene) zuddha svarUpanI dRSTi (thaI che tene) zuddha (svarUpano) Azraya che. jene paryAyabuddhi, rAgabuddhi, aMzabuddhi chUTI gaI che. AhA...hA...! trikALI AnaMdasvarUpa te huM chuM, jenI dRSTimAM kevaLajJAnanI paryAya paNa je dRSTino viSaya nathI. A.hA..hA...! AvI vAtuM che ! jenI dRSTimAM satya dRSTi, samyaka dRSTi, sAcI dRSTi (thaI che) e trikALI satya che tene ja e svIkAre che. AhAhA...! tethI tene trikALI je zuddha che, anaMta guNano dariyo, prabhu ! AhA...hA...! kahyuM hatuM ne ? amApa zakti che !! enI guNanI zaktinuM mApa nathI. eTalI zakti che ! zakti eTale guNa. AhA...hA...! jema AkAzanuM mApa nathI (ke) kyAM pUruM thayuM ? che (mApa)? aloka aloka anaMtaanaMta.. anaMta... anaMta... anaMta. anaMta... anaMtamAM kayAMya (aMta nathI dekhAto). have enA je pradezo che, eka paramANu (jeTalI jagyA) roke tene pradeza kahIe. evA anaMta pradeza, jeno aMta nathI evA anaMta pradezathI paNa eka AtmAmAM anaMtaguNA guNa che !! A..hA..hA...! cAre dizA(no) kyAMya aMta nathI. loka pUro thayA) pachI cAre dizA juo to kyAMya aMta che ? pachI thaI rahyuM, thaI rahyuM ema che ? AhA..hA...! evA kSetranA amApanA pradezo je anaMta che) enAthI paNa anaMtaguNA eka bhagavAna AtmAmAM guNa che. eka eka (AtmAmAM che). jyAM e mApa nathI enAthI anaMtaguNA guNa che ! A.hA...hA...hA...! evA amApa guNanuM jeNe jJAnamAM mApa lIdhuM ! samyakajJAna ! jhINI vAta, bhagavAna ! mAragaDA judA nAtha ! vItarAgano mArga koI alaukika che ! A...hA...hA...! evI amApa zaktino piMDa prabhu ! jenuM mApa nathI. A zuM kahe che A !? jema kSetranuM mApa nathI ema A bhAvanuM ethI anaMtagaNuM mApa nathI ! AhAhA. evo je bhagavAna AtmA ! amApa anaMta guNano eka piMDa prabhuno jyAM anubhava thayo, dRSTi thaI tyAre zuddhatAnI ja dRSTi thaI. e anaMtaguNo zuddha che ane tethI vastu paNa akhaMDa abheda zuddha che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? evo je bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu ! amApa zaktino bhaMDAra prabhu ! enA jene darzana thayA, darzana eTale zraddhA, ene ethI jJAnamAM -

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kaLaza-154 19 enI paryAyamAM - jJAnanI vartamAna paryAyamAM tenuM zeya jJAnamAM AvI gayuM. e vastu bhale paryAyamAM) na AvI paNa amApa zaktinuM paryAyamAM jJAna AvI gayuM. AhA...hA...! ane enI zraddhAmAM amApa zaktino sAgara enI zraddhA AvI gaI, e vastu bhale emAM na Ave. AhAhA...! evuM samyagdarzana ane samyakajJAna, evo je dharmI - eno dharanAra... AhA..hA.! ene zuddhatAnuM vadana che. samajANuM kAMI ? tethI tene azuddhatA nirjarI jAya che ema ahIMyAM kahevuM che. nirjarA adhikAra che ne ? AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI ? bhAI ! vAtuM bahu evI, bApA ! AhA.hA..! vItarAga sarvajJa paramezvara e sivAya AvI vAta kyAMya nathI. koI matamAM, koI saMpradAyamAM (kyAMya nathI). AhAhA...! jenA matamAM sarvajJa jIva nathI enA manamAM koI sAcI vAta hoya nahi. kemake bhagavAna AtmAno sarvajJa svabhAva che. badhA bhagavAnaAtmA birAje che. enI paryAya ane rAga na juo to e sarvajJasvabhAvI badhA bhagavAna che. AhA...hA...! e sarvajJa eTale 'jJa" svabhAva kaho, sarvajJa svabhAva kaho, jJAyakabhAva kaho (badhuM ekArtha che). evo je bhagavAna sarvajJasvabhAvI prabhu ! potAnA amApa guNane paNa sarvajJa-jJAnamAM jANe evI enAmAM zakti che. zakti che ! AhA..hA..! evuM jeNe pratItamAM ane jJAnanI paryAyamAM evA paramAtmasvarUpane pratItamAM lIdho... A..hA...hA...! evA paramAtmAnuM jJAna jene aMdara thayuM, bhale I cothe guNasthAne hoya paNa ene zuddhatAnuM mukhyapaNe vedana che ethI zuddhane vede che, anubhave che, azuddhatAne anubhavato nathI ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. bhAI ! AvI vAtuM che ! AhA..hA....! e ahIMyAM kahe che, (Avo) anubhavanAro samakitI jIva kevo che ? "vadhyavoghavapuSa' mArI cIja to zAzvata che. "vadhya eTale mAro svabhAva che te koIthI vadhya thaI zake nahi. che ? "jharvaNya' "avadhya" A jhINI vAtuM, bApu ! A to akSare akSara saMtonA digaMbara munionA ! e kevaLInA keDAyato che ! enI vAtuM che, bhAI ! A koI vADAnI - saMpradAyanI nathI. kahe che ke, samyakdaSTi jIva zuddhane vede - anubhave che. kema ? ke, enuM je trikALI svarUpa che te avadhya che. samyakdRSTi - dharmanI pahelI sIDhIvALo ! tene AtmA je trikALa che e zAzvata che, avadhya che. e koIthI haNAya evo nathI. bhale tenAmAM vikAra game teTalA thAo, paNa vastu je che e avadhya che. e vastu koI 'dI apUrNa ane azuddha thatI nathI. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? avadhya' (arthAtu) aMdara cidUghana zAzvata che. samyakdaSTine zAzvata tattvanI dRSTi thaI che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? are...! AvI vAtuM have A ! bahAra sAthe kayAMya meLa khAya nahi. pachI ema kahe ke, "sonagaDhano navo dharma kADhyo. are! bhagavAna ! bApu !

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kalazAmRta bhAga-5 mArga to A che, bhAI ! tane na maLyo mATe bIjo mArga thAya ema che nahi. AhA..hA...! sabhyaSTi zuddhane anubhave che. e kevo che ? avadhya che zAzvata che. zuM ? jJAnaguNa....' teno. A..hA..hA...! zuM kahe che ? samyakdaSTi - satya dRSTivaMtane jJAnaguNa avadhya trikALa che. te che zarIra jenuM,...' samikatInuM zarIra, zAzvata (svarUpa) e enuM zarIra che. bhAI ! A (bahA2nA paisA Adi) dhULa to mATI che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? che pATha ? 'avadhyavodhavapuSaM'A..hA..hA...! zuM kahyuM ? A nirjarAno adhikAra che. tethI ene ema kahyuM ke, mithyASTi je rAga ne zIra ne rAganA puNyanA phaLa saMyogI cIja ene mArI mAne che. potAnA astitvamAM enuM astitva che ema mAne che. I mAruM che eTale potAnuM mAne che). ema mAnanArA jIvone anukULa ke pratikULa parISaha, upasarga Ave (tyAre) ene jJAna zuddha nahi rahe. I mUMjhAya jaIne aMdaramAM marI javAnA. AhA..hA...! tyAre samyakdRSTi jIva svane arthAt zuddha cidrUpane pratyakSapaNe anubhave che.' AhA...hA...! pote AtmA AnaMdasvarUpa che ene rAganI apekSA vinA jJAna dvArA (sIdho) AtmAne anubhave che. jhINI vAtuM, bhAI ! A pratyakSa jJAnapaNAnI apekSAe (vAta karI che). samyagdarzanamAM pratyakSa-parokSapaNuM na hoya. samajAya che kAMI ? ahIMyAM samyagdarzanamAM to anubhava thayo enI pratIti thaI paNa ahIMyAM pratyakSapaNe che I mati-zrutajJAnanI apekSAe pratyakSapaNuM kahyuM che. samajANuM kAMI ? kahyuM ne ? 'samyakdaSTi jIva svane arthAt zuddha cidrUpane pratyakSapaNe anubhave che.' AhA..hA..! ene rAga ane mananI sahAya vinA, bhagavAnaAtmA bhinna che ene mati ane zrutajJAna (dvArA) pratyakSapaNe jJAnathI te AtmAne jANe ane vede che. AhA...hA....! samajANuM kAMI ? tethI tene 'avadhyavodhavapuSaM" dharmI - samyakdaSTino AtmA kevo che ? ke, zAzvata jenuM jJAnaguNa zarIra che. zAzvata jJAna jenuM zarIra che. AhA..hA...! che ? 'avadhyavodhavapuSa" avadhya nAma zAzvata, avadhya nAma nahi haNAya tema, avinAzI rahenAro bhagavAna ane jenuM jJAna e zarI2 che. A..hA..hA..! puNya-pApa paNa nahi ane A zarI2-barI2 to kAMI nahi. AhA..hA...! dharmI jIvane jJAnasvarUpa zAzvata avadhya e enuM zarIra che. AhA..hA...! tenI dRSTimAM zAzvata AtmA hovAthI e AtmA jJAnasvarUpa che ema gaNIne tenuM jJAnazarIra zAzvata che (ema kahyuM). AhA..hA...! che ? zAzvata je vadha' bodha eTale jJAnaguNa, te che zarIra jenuM,..' AhA..hA...! A zarI2 to paramANu mATInuM - dhULanuM (che), e kaMI AtmAnuM nahi. aMdaramAM puNya-pApanA bhAva thAya e paNa AtmAnuM svarUpa nahi. eka samayanI paryAya che te paNa trikALI svarUpa nahi. paryAya ene viSaya kare, paNa viSaya kare zAzvata vastune. dhruva... dhruva... zAzvata daLa, je avinAzI caitanyarasathI bharelo bhagavAna ! e samitInuM zarIra che. kaho, zeTha ! A 20 - 1

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kaLaza-154 21 zarIra-barIra kyAMya rahI gayuM, paisA paNa kyAMya rahI gayA ! AhA...hA...! bhagavAna ! tuM koNa cho tenI tane khabara nathI. AhA! bhAI ! teM tane jANyo nathI. jANyo hoya to tAruM jJAna te zarIra ema tene jANyo hoya. zarIra mAruM ane rAga mAro e enAmAM che nahi. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA... 'jhavadhyodhavapuSe A.hA...hA....! AcAryoe paNa kAma karyA che ne ! koI di avadhya eTale haNAya nahi, ghasAya nahi, hiNo thAya nahi, apUrNa thAya nahi. evuM trikALI avadhya pUrNa zarIra zAzvata I enuM jJAnazarIra che. AhA...hA...! "evo che." "zuM karIne (anubhave che) ?' AhAhA..! "sarvAn purva zaDyAM vihIya' have niHzaMkAdi ATha guNa levA che ne ? samakitInA ATha guNa levA che eTale eno upoddAta kare che. sAta prakAranA bhayane choDIne." AhAhA...! samyakdaSTine Alokano, paralokano Adi bhaya hoto nathI. AhA..hA...! kemake eno loka to zAzvata jJAnasvarUpa I loka che. AhA..hA....! kaho, bhAI ! AvI vAtuM che A ! evI lAge, vItarAga mArga, bhAI ! alaukika vAta che ! AhA...hA...! eno eka sekaMDa paNa anubhava thAya to e cIja AvI che ema kahe che. samajANuM kAMI ? e sAta bhaya rahita che. samyakdRSTi jIva (sAta bhaya rahita che). pahelo niHzaMka guNa) che ne ? niHzaMkano artha nirbhaya karyo che. eno artha che ke, vastu je nityAnaMda prabhu che. I to kahyuM hatuM ne ? benano zabda ! vacanAmRta maLyuM ? bhAI ! ThIka ! emAM e che ne ? I aMdara che. kanakane kATa lAgato nathI. sonAne kATa hoya nahi. eka bola. agnimAM udhaI hoya nahi. 100me pAne che. so so..! kanaka nAma sonAne kATa hoya nahi, prabhu! ekavAra sAMbhaLa ! agnimAM udhaI hoya nahi. udhaI to Ama taDake nIkaLe to saDasaDATa thaIne tarata marI jAya. agnimAM udhaI kevI ? AhAhA...! ema bhagavAna AtmAnA dravyane AvaraNa na hoya, azuddhi na hoya, uNapa na hoya (ema) traNa zabda che. samajANuM kAMI? bahu sAdI gujarAtI bhASAmAM AvI gayuM che. bahu saMskRta ne koI moTA vyAkaraNa (evuM kAMI nahi). sAdI bhASAmAM kahe che ke, agnine udhaI na hoya, sonAne kATa na hoya. prabhu ! tArA dravyane AvaraNa na hoya, tArA dravyamAM azuddhatA na hoya. tArI zAzvata cIjamAM apUrNatA na hoya. A..hA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? ene bhaya zo ? kahe che. AvI je pUrNanI, zuddhanI daSTi samajANuM kAMI ? AvaraNa vinAnI cIjanI - vastunI aMdara dRSTi thaI.. AhA..hA..! ane vedanamAM AnaMda Avyo ene jagatanI koI cIjathI have Dara nathI. AhA! A karavA jevuM che. AhA..hA..! che ? bhayane choDIne..." AhA...hA...! ene prabhune bhaya zA ? A..hA..hA...! zAzvata vastu

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kalazAmRta bhAga-5 rakSita che, rahelI che ene bhaya zo ? AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? samyakdaSTi nirbhaya che. eno artha karyo ke, niHzaMka che. eno artha karyo ke trikALI vastu je che ene niHzaMkapaNe anubhavI che, mAnI che, jANI che. A..hA..hA...! Avo mArga che. jenA bhavanA aMta AvyA. have siddhanI padanI zarUAtanI najIkatA thaI gaI ! AhA..hA...! evuM je samyagdarzana pragaTa thayuM)... samajANuM kAMI ? ene bhaya zo ? sAta prakAranA bhaya che ne ? je rIte bhaya chUTe che te kahe che nisarganirbhayatA" svabhAvathI bhayarahitapaNuM hovAne lIdhe.' A..hA...! vastu ja bhayarahita che. A..hA...! (jene) pAkA gaDha hoya ene corano bhaya hoya ? pAkA gaDha ! A..hA...! ema bhagavAna aMdara pAko gaDha che. zAzvata AnaMdanI mUrti ! anaMta anaMta dhruva guNono piMDa prabhu ! enA svabhAvathI ja emAM bhaya nathI. enA svarUpamAM ja bhaya nathI. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? nisarga nirbhaya ema lIdhuM ne ? I svAbhAvika nirbhaya che. eno svabhAva ja nirbhaya che. nirbhaya thavuM ane rahevuM I to paryAyanI apekSAe (vAta che). vastuno svabhAva nirbhaya che. AhA..hA...! kAle pelI choDInI vAta nahotI karI ? peluM vimAna tUTI gayuM ne ? dakSiNa amerikA'mAM ! vimAna aDadho kalAka UDyuM pachI tUTI gayuM). ghora jaMgala... ghora jaMgala ! paDyuM... kaTakekaTakA ! ane mANasa badhA marI gayA. eka jarmana'nI sattara varSanI choDI asAdhya thaI to emAMthI (bacI) gaI. plenanA bhUkkA ! enA mA-bApa hatA I marI gayelA ane ghora jaMgala ! dhodhamA2 varasAda ! jherIlA deDakA ! jherIlA sarpo ! jherIlA vIMchI ! ATalA ghAsa UgelA emAM paga mUke tyAM jheranA baTakA bhare ! kacAMya (koI) na maLe ? jAvuM kyAM ? rasto kyAM ? emane ema agiyA2 di' kADhyA, bhAI ! AhA..hA...! koNa jANe zuM karyuM haze ? chApAmAM AvyuM che. emane ema agiyAra (di' kADhyA)! pagamAM jIvaDA paDyA, saDI gayA. sattara varSanI jarmana'nI juvAna choDI ! paNa mALI koNa jANe emane ema sAhasapaNe rahI ! nahitara to marI jAya. jove to vanaspati paNa jherIlI ! khAvuM kone ? eNe zuM karyuM haze ? kudarate bArame di'e ene jaMgalamAM eka jhUMpaDI maLI. e jhUMpaDI konI hatI ? ke, zikArIonI jhUMpaDI. (te loko) mahine-be mahine zikAra karavA AvatA. jaMgala moTuM ! emAM bArame di'e pelA AvyA. AyuSya che ne ? ane choDIne joI (to) AkhA zarIre sojA (ane) kaTakA (thayelA) ! cAre kora jIvaDA karavA, vIMchI karaDyA ! AkhuM zarIra sojo ! pelA zikArI ema to jove ne ? rasto bhALelo, zikAra karavA moTaramAM AvatA haze. emAM ene nAkhI davAkhAne laI gayA, gAmamAM laI gayA. kaho ! agiyAra di' AhA..hA...! lakhyuM che (I) vAMcatAM lokone trAsa thAya evuM emAM lakhANa che. emAM e jIvatI (rahI). AyuSya hoya tyAM kayAM (maraNa) thAya ? AkhA zarIramAM kadaDA ! be pagamAM AvaDI eLyuM ! moTA jIvaDA pagamAM paDyA ! kAraNa ke pANInA badhA jherIlA janAvaro (hatA). AyuSya che 22

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kaLaza-154 ne ? A..hA...! ene jyAM jhUMpaDI maLI tyAM UbhI rahI. tyAM pelA zikArIo AvyA. are...! A zuM !? tame ahIM kyAM !? jaMgalamAM ! AvuM thayuM. kaho ! evI sthitimAM samakitI mUkANo hoya to (ene) bhaya nathI ema kahevuM che. bhAI ! A..hA..hA...! e lakhANa che, (koI bhAI) ciThThI lAvyA hatA. AhA..hA...! (cAre bAju) Ama jhADa... jhADa... heThe kAMI dekhAya nahi. aMdhArA ! pANInA dhodha paDe ! deDakAo paNa jherIlA deDakA ! raNakAra mATe ! hajAro deDakA ! vAgha-siMha koI nahi hoya eTale rahI gaI. A..hA...! 23 evI sthitimAM eTale ke sAtamI nakamAM jema samikatI che ene zarIramAM janmathI ja soLa roga ! ane saMyoganI pratikULatAnI behadatA ! (chatAM aMdara) nirbhaya che. mAruM caitanyazarI2 koI haNI zake evI koInI tAkAta nathI ! samajANuM kAMI ? bApu ! samyagdarzana zuM cIja che ane samyagdarzanano svabhAva zuM) ? kevA svabhAvane eNe jANyo che ane eno svabhAva kevo thaI jAya che ? A choDInI to sAdhAraNa vAta karI paNa sAtamI narakanA nArakInI pIDA juo to bApu ! jenI eka kSaNa javI kaThaNa paDe evA teMtrIsa sAgaro tyAM rahe. AhA..hA...! jAya tyAre mithyASTi hoya. sAtamI nake jAya tyAre mithyAdRSTi hoya. nIkaLe tyAre pAchA mithyAsRSTi hoya. vacamAM samakita pAme ! A..hA..hA...! e pIDA ne e saMyogo paNa AtmAne kyAM aDe che ? A..hA..hA...! zAzvata vastu je avadhya dhruva cIja paDI che, AnaMdano nAtha ! AhA..hA...! ene koNa haNe ? ane ene koNa upasarga ne parISaha aDe ? samajANuM kAMI ? tyAM samakitI nirbhaya che. A to bicArI mithyASTi bAI (hatI) topaNa sAhasapaNe (rahI) nahitara marI jAya. AmAM jAvuM kyAM ? (ene ema thAya ke) pANImAM paDIne marI jAIe. topaNa AyuSya che ne ? ema A trikALI bhagavAna che ne ! AhA..hA...! jenI dRSTimAM zAzvata AtmA che ne ? ene koI bhaya che nahi. AhA..hA...! AvI samakitanI kiMmata che !! AvuM samyagdarzananuM mAhAtmya che ! AhA..hA...! jeno viSaya to zuM kahevuM !! samyagdarzanano viSaya zAzvata vastunuM to zuM kahevuM !! e to aMdara anaMtA... anaMta... caitanyaratnanA bhaMDAra bharyAM (che) !! AhA..hA...! anaMta AnaMda ane anaMta jJAna thAya to evI anaMtI... anaMtI... dazAo nIkaLe topaNa tyAM to aMdara khANa paDI che ! jema hIrA-mANekanI khANa (hoya) ema A to caitanyaratnanI khANa ! caitanyaratnAkara ! kAle AvyuM hatuM. evo AtmA jene dRSTimAM, anubhavamAM Avyo... A..hA..hA...! ene bhayanA prakAramAM koI bhaya hoto nathI. kema ? ke, nisarga nirbhaya che). eno svabhAva ja nirbhaya che ema kahe che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA...! ahIM to (ajJAnI jIvane) kAMI khoTa jAya ke AbarU jAya tyAM rADa nAkhe, hAya... hAya... marI gayA ! kone moDhuM dekhADavuM ? jhera khAIne paDo kUvAmAM ! AhA...hA...! hamaNAM

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24 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 ko'ka chokarAnuM nahotuM AvyuM ? sonI... sonI ! sonInuM AvyuM hatuM, nahi? sonInA chokarA haze, sonIno bApa kyAMka bIje cAlyo gayo haze. emAM sonAnA (dAgInA) AvyA haze I corAya gayA hatA. dasa hajAranuM hoya ke (eTaluM) haze. be juvAna chokarA mUMjhAI gayA, bannee jhera pIdhuM ! bApane zuM thayuM haze ?) eka to tyAMne tyAM marI gayo hato, ekane ispItAla laI gayA hatA. chApAmAM AvyuM hatuM. ko'ke vAta karI hatI, ApaNe kyAM (chApuM vAMcIe chIe ?) AhAhA...! ahIM to kahe che ke, ethI anaMtagaNI pratikULatA sAtamI narakamAM che paNa samyakdaSTino svabhAva nirbhaya thaI gayo che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? AhA! " nirmita svabhAvathI bhayarahitapaNuM hovAne lIdhe. bhAvArtha Ama che ke - samyakdRSTi jIvono nirbhaya svabhAva che..." joyuM ? pelo (mULa) svabhAva che I to nirbhaya (che) paNa A to samyadRSTino potAno nirbhaya svabhAva (che). svabhAvika nirbhaya che. A..hA...hA..! deDako hoya ane samakitI hoya ! ATaluM nAnuM janAvara che topaNa ene vAgha ne siMha ne sarpo bhALe (topaNa nirbhaya che). bahAra jaMgalamAM tiryaMcamAM (evA) samakitI hoya che. bahAramAM asaMkhya samudramAM asaMkhya tiryaMco samakitI che, AtmajJAnI che. siMha, vAgha, riMcha samakitI che. asaMkhyaguNA tiryaMca mithyAdaSTi che ane asaMkhya ( mithyASTimAM eka samakitI ! evA evA asaMkhya (samyakdRSTi) che ! AhA..hA..! pelA deDakA samakitI (che). aMdara nirbhaya che. AhA..hA...! mane koI gaLI jaze, khAI jaze evo bhaya nathI). ene koNa khAya ane gaLe ? jene khAya, gaLe e to nAzavAna cIja che. mane koNa gaLe ane koNa) khAya ? AhAhA...! evo samyakradRSTino svabhAva (che), ema kahe che. che? "samyagdaSTi jIvono nirbhaya svabhAva che." samyakdRSTinA paryAya-svabhAvanI vAta che), hoM ! vastu to nirbhaya (che) e judI vAta che). AhA...hA..! tethI sahaja ja aneka prakAranA pariSaha-upasargano bhaya nathI." joyuM ? AhA...hA...! svabhAvika ja te nirbhaya che). AhA...hA...! anukULa-pratikULatAnA pariSaha ane upasarganA saMbaMdha vakhate paNa I bhayarahita che. ene kaMI bhaya nathI. evA upasarga Ave, vAghanA, manuSyanA, tiryaMcanA ke jyAM Ubho hoya tyAM moTI bhIMta hoya ane mAthe paDe. (e) ajIvano pariSaha (che). cAra prakAranA pariSaha che. ne ? deva, manuSya, tiryaMca ane ajIva. mAthe patharA paDe. AhAhA...! kahe che ke, ene eno aMdara bhaya nathI. huM to arUpI zAzvata caitanya mAruM zarIra (che) ene upasarga ane pariSaha aDe koNa ? AhA...hA..! AvI vastu ! ahIM to (ajJAnI kahe ke), samakita eTale deva-guru saMbaMdhInI zraddhAnI vAta karIne vAtane vIMkhI nAkhI. AhA..hA...! jenA aMtarAtmAmAM zAzvata vastu AnaMdakaMda prabhu ! jJAyaka caitanyajyota zAzvata huM chuM evuM jene bhAna thayuM evA) samyaphadRSTino svabhAva nirbhaya thaI gayo che kahe che. AhA...hA...!

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kaLaza-154 25 ene AjIvikA na maLe to zuM thaze ? samajANuM kAMI ? vRddhAvasthA thaI gaI, chokarAo koI rahyA nahi, sagAMvahAlA marI gayA, mAruM koI zaraNa rahyuM nahi. ene bhaya nathI. AhA...hA...! jaMgalamAM ekalo hoya... AhA..hA..! zAstra to evuM kahe che, samakitI che, zrAvakanI vAta Ave che. magaramaccha paga jhAlIne aMdara pANImAM) tANI gayo. samakitI zrAvaka ! aMdara nirbhaya paDyA che ! Ave che, eka kathAmAM zeThanI vAta Ave che. aMdara laI jAya che. AhA..hA...! nirbhaya che, zarIra to jaDa che, mAre kyAM che ? I haNAya topaNa mAruM kyAM che ? AhA..hA..! je na haNAya te mArI cIja ane haNAya e to paranI cIja che. samyagdarzanamAM ATaluM jora che !! samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA...! Avo vItarAgano mArga ! jinendradeva ! evI zAzvata cIja che, eno jene anubhava thaIne aMdara pratIta thaI che e samyaphadRSTine svabhAva ja nirbhaya thaI gayo che. jema vastumAM bhaya nathI tema tenI pratIti samyagdarzanamAM - paryAyamAM koIno bhaya nathI. AhA..hA...! vastune koI bhaya che ke, vastu ochI thaI jAya, haNAya jAya, ghasAya jAya ? A...hA...hA...! evo je aMdara bhagavAna AtmA ! enuM jene samyagdarzana thayuM ane potAno samyagdarzanano svabhAva nirbhaya thaI gayo. A..hA...hA...hA...! ahIM to jarIka pratikULatA (Ave) to rADArADa (kare), hAya.. hAya.. (kare), rove ! AhA...hA...! ame to ghaNuM badhuM joyuM che ne ! eka bAI rotI hatI. poNoso varasa pahelAMnI vAta che. AjIvikAnuM sAdhana na maLe. dhaNi raLI zakato nahoto ane moTo chokaro marI gayelo, khAvA sAdhana na maLe, nAnA chokarAo, pachI gharanI... zuM kahevAya A ? chAza karavAnI (hoya ne)? goLI ! pittaLanI goLI ne pittaLanA ThAma kyAMka mUkIne paisA lAvIne roTalA kare. AhA...hA...! pachI e bAI rotI hatI. AhA...hA...! I chokaro marI gayela. AjIvikAnuM sAdhana nahi, gharamAM paiso kAMI na maLe. gharanA ThAma mUkIne kAMIka paisA laI Ave. zuM kahevAya I ? udhAre... ke zuM kahevAya ? giro ! giravI (bhUkI de). hoya so rUpiyAnI vastu) paNa pacAsa rUpiyA le ane enuM vyAja Ape. pachI e bAI rotI hatI. e. dIkarA tuM cAlyo gayo, mAre ahIM sAdhana nathI, jyArathI moDiyo bAMdhyo tyArathI hakha -sukha) nathI. ema rove. AhAhA.... jJAnIne evA prasaMga anaMtavAra bane topaNa Dara nathI kahe che. AvuM svarUpa che. samajANuM kAMI ? mumukSu :- jJAnIo to laDAIo kare. uttara :- laDAIo kare, e to aMdara rAga che. ene (kartAbuddhie) karato nathI. thAya tene jANe che. enI dRSTimAM - mAnyatAmAM phera che ne ? I vastune kAraNe nathI. dharmI che I potAnA svabhAvanI dRSTi rAkhI, enuM jJAna karI ane rAga Ave enuM potAmAM rahIne

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26 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 jJAna kare che. ajJAnI potAmAMthI khasI jaI, potAnuM ajJAna karI ane rAgamAM chedAya jAya che. bhAI ! AvI vAtuM che. AhA...hA...! prazna :- be bhAI bAjhayA zuM karavA ? uttara :- bAhubalIjI' ane 'bharata" I jarIe bAdhyA nahotA. rAga thayo ane kriyA thaI ene jANatA hatA. AkarI vAtuM che ! "bharata" ane "bAhubaLa samyakdRSTi hatA. I rAganI asthiratAne laIne thayuM to ene to e jANe che. te paNa potAnA jJAnanA bhAvamAM rahIne rAga ane dehanI kriyAne aDyA vinA tenuM jJAna kare che. AhA...hA...! Avo samyaphadRSTino svabhAva che. vizeSa kaheze) (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !) kArataka vada 5, budhavAra tA. 30-11-1977. kaLaza-1pa4, 155 pravacana-163 kaLaza-TIkA' chellI be lITI che. 154 (kaLaza) ne ? nirjarAno adhikAra che. "samyaphadRSTi jIvono nirbhaya svabhAva che. samyaphadRSTi kone kahIe ? ke, jene A ciloka AnaMdasvarUpa vidyamAna trikALI cIja (che) tenI anubhavamAM dRSTi thaI che. vidyamAna trikALa zAzvata vastu che (I) pachI kaheze. jJAna zAzvata vastu che. jJAna eno svabhAva che ane vastu svabhAvavAnA (che). e vidyamAna TakatuM trikALI tattva che. enI sanmukha thaIne - aMtarmukha thaIne je tenI zraddhA ane jJAna kare ene atIndriya AnaMdasvarUpa che tethI tenA bhAnamAM atIndriya AnaMdano svAda paNa Ave. AhA...hA..! ene dharmI ane samyakdRSTi kahIe. AhAhA! dharmanI pahelI zarUAtavALo (kahIe). samyagdarzana thAya kaI rIte ? ke, para taraphano rAga Adino je jhukAva che enuM lakSa choDI daIne trikALI vidyamAna padArtha che tenuM rAgathI bhedajJAna kare. e prathama kartavya che. mumukSu :- zAstra vAMcavuM e kartavya na rahyuM. uttara :- I badhI vAtuM, vyavahAra (che). kartavya to A che. zAstranuM jJAna (karavuM) e paNa jenAmAM kartavya nathI. zAstra to kyAMya rahI gayA, enuM je jJAna thAya enAthI paNa bhedajJAna karavAnuM che. ahIMyAM to zAzvata cIja che ene pakaDavAnI vAta che ke nahi ? nityAnaMda prabhu ! svarUpa anaMta guNarUpa astitva jenuM che), vidyamAnapaNuM - hayAtIpaNuM che) tenI sanmukhamAM jene samyagdarzana ane jJAna thAya tene ahIMyAM samyaphadRSTi kahe che. AhAhA...! e samyaphadRSTi

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kaLaza-154 jIvane nirbhaya svabhAva che. tethI sahaja ja aneka prakAranA pariSaha-upasargano bhaya nathI.' ene bAhyanI pratikULatAnA gaMja Ave... A..hA..hA...! ke anukULatAnA badhA DuMgarA hoya, enA tarapha tenuM lakSa ja nathI. ene pariSaha ane upasargathI svarUpa caitanyaghana che emAM ene bhaya thavAno prasaMga ja che nahi. A..hA...! A..hA...! mumukSu :- dravyamAM bhaya nathI paNa paryAyamAM to bhaya che. uttara :- paryAyamAM bhaya che nahi, ene to che ja nahi. vastumAM (to) nathI paNa jenI dRSTi samyak thaI tenA paryAyamAM paNa bhaya nathI. IM ahIM kahevuM che. ene bhaya hoya che, e cAritrano hoya che. mumukSu : uttara :- I asthiratA che), I prazna ahIM nathI. asthiratAno jarI bhaya hoya ene to e jANe che. 27 mumukSu :- AcAryo paNa kahe che ke bhavabhayathI DarIne ame Ama karIe chIe. uttara :- I vAtuM... mumukSu : samyakdaSTine bhaya na hoya. uttara :- bhaya ja nathI. bhayaprakRtinA nimittamAM joDAtA je thoDo (bhaya) thAya e thAya, te ene tenA svarUpamAM khatavato nathI. AhA..hA...! jhINI vAta che ne, bhAI ! ahIMyAM caitanyasvarUpa je che, anaMta caitanyaratnAkara sAgara bhagavAna ! e to zAzvata che ane enI jyAM dRSTi thaI eTale emAM che nahi vastumAM nathI (to) ahIM kyAM che ? vastu pote zAzvata che enuM bhAna karyuM, have bhaya kono ? samajANuM kAMI ? bhaya che ja nahi. I asthiratAno prakA2 (hoya enI vAta nathI). samyaSTi pahelA nIkaLI jAya che pachI bIjA pachI nIkaLe che evuM badhuM mumukSu :paNa Ave che. -- uttara :- I badhI vyavahArathI vAtuM (karI che). jyAre jJAnapradhAna kathana cAlatuM hoya tyAre tenI asthiratAmAM bhaya che tema jJAna jANe ke, mArAmAM che. eTale paryAyamAM che, vastumAM nathI ane ahIM to vastunI dRSTinI mukhyatAthI kathana che. tethI ene bhaya che ja nahi. paryAyamAM jarI bhaya thAya I vastunI dRSTinA viSayamAM bhaya che nahi. mumukSu :- vastumAM bhaya nathI paNa vartamAnamAM bhaya che. uttara :- bhaya che ja nahi. nirbhaya, niDara che ! AvI vAta che. mumukSu :sarpa karaDe to utarAvA jAya che. uttara :- I utarAvA jAya e eno vikalpa che, svarUpamAM e vikalpa nathI. ema jANIne ene vikalpa che ja nahi (ema kahyuM che). atyAre to e (apekSAe vAta cAle

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kalAmRta bhAga-5 mumukSu :- A to traNekALamAM koIne nathI. uttara :- nA, ene (ajJAnIne) che. jeNe vikalpane potAno mAnyo che ene che. mumukSu :- paNa I paryAyamAM che. uttara - paryAyamAM che paNa I mAnyo che I paryAyamAM ne ? eNe trikALI kyAM mAnyo che ? AhA...hA...! mAnyo che I rAgAdi (mArA ema) paryAyamAM mAnyuM che ne ? dravyamAM to che kyAM ? ene dravyanI dRSTi kyAM che ? mumukSu :- AcArya lakhe che ke, ame bhavanA bhayathI DarIe chIe ! uttara :- I DarIeno artha A ! ame aMdaramAM nirbhayapaNe jaIe chIe. amane have bhavano bhaya che nahi. eTale bhavanA bhayathI khasI jaIe chIe ane aMtaramAM jaIe chIe. Ave, bhASA to evI ja Ave ne ? "bhavabhayathI DarI citta' Ave che ne? yogIndradevamAM Ave che. mumukSu :- pahelAM doharAnI pahelI gAthAmAM ja Ave che. uttara :pahelI Ave che, che ne. bhavabhayathI DarI citta" eTale ? cAra gatinA bhavanA bhayathI (harI citta). ahIM kahe che anukULa-pratikULa pariSahanA bhayathI DarIe chIe) e nathI. AhA..hA...! bhavano bhaya che), bhavanuM kAraNa je rAga (che) e ja bhava che. enAthI bhava thAya eno ene Dara che. I Dara I (saMyoganA) bhayano Dara nathI. svabhAva cidAnaMda prabhu che! A...hA...hA...! AgaLa kaheze - "toti "svayaM toti chello zabda che. pote potAne "noti ti to' (arthAta) svayaM pote potAne jove che te loka eno che. rAga ne vikalpa ne saMyogI cIja enI che nahi ane enAmAM che ja nahi. mumukSu :- laDavA jAya che. uttara - I kyAMya jAto nathI. e jAya che jJAnamAM ! A..hA..! samakitI bAI hoya (e) pANI bharavA jAya, begaDA bharavA jAya, gAryuM kare. (ahIM) kahe che ke, I karatA ja nathI. ene jarI je vikalpa Avyo che ane e potAnA svarUpamAM khatavato nathI. AhAhA...! vAtuM evI che ! ahIMyAM to atyAre nirjarAno adhikAra che ne ? eTale dRSTi zAzvata cIja upara paDI che. AhA...! A bAjunI dRSTi paryAya upara ane rAga upara hatI e daSTine palaTo mAryo. A..hA..hA...! zAzvata caitanyaghana prabhu ! nitya prabhu che ! Adi ane aMta nathI. I vastu kAyama che. che... che... enA upara jenI dRSTi paDI ane dRSTie te zAzvata tattvane svIkAryuM ane bhaya nathI. ene rAga nathI pachI A to prazna karyAM che) ? AhAhA...!

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kaLaza-154 samajANuM kAMI ? IM chelle leze. ahIMyAM (kahe che), (kaI rIte che) 'nirbhayapaNuM ? evuM sahaja che.' joyuM ? AhA..hA...! bhaya thAya che ane bhayathI pAcho khase (che) ema paNa nahi, ema kahe che. sahaja ja nirbhaya che. 29 mumukSu = I to trikALI svabhAvamAM... uttara :- paryAyamAM ! paryAyamAM sahaja nirbhaya che. vastu to vastu che. AhA..hA...! vastu to tyAM vastu vastune cAM svIkAre che ? svIkAre che to paryAya, anitya paryAya nityane svIkAre che. mumukSu : anitya, nitya bannene svIkAre. uttara :- anitya nityane svIkAre che. ahIM dRSTi che ne ? anityane nahi. jJAna thAya e nitya ane anitya bannenuM (jJAna) kare paNa dRSTi to ekalA trikALI nityane ja svIkAre che. AvuM che. vastuno svabhAva evo che. mumukSu :- bahu guMcavADo lAge che. uttara :- guMcavADo nIkaLI jAya evuM lAge che. AhA...hA...! rAga paNa Ave, viSayanI vAsanA paNa hoya, ene ahIM gaNavAmAM nathI AvyuM. ene to A bAju dRSTinA viSayamAM jeno jhukAva che ene azuddhatA AvIne kharI jAya che ema siddha karavuM che. paNa eno artha evo nathI ke, ene azuddhatA bilakula na ja hoya. samajANuM kAMI ? kAle prazna Avyo hato ne ? ke, vyavahA2 che ene mAnavo joIe ke nahi ? mAnavo joIe. prazna :- mAnavo joIe ke jANavo joIe ? samAdhAna :- mAnavo joIe. prazna :- banne che ema ? samAdhAna :- hA, che ema mAnavo joIe. mumukSu :e to zAnathI... uttara :- jJAna nahi, zraddhAthI mAnavo joIe ema ahIMyAM che. I bapore Avaze. manyate". vyavahAra mAne che. mumakSu :- zraddhAno viSaya to ekalo trikALI AtmA che. uttara :- I vastu judI vAta che paNa jJAna ema karIne mAne che ke A che. vyavahAra che ema mAne che I vAta bapore Avaze. pahelA AvI gaI hatI, pahelo kaLaza AvI gayo hato. vyavahAre vyavahA2 mokSamArga sthApyo che. che, paNa che heya. prazna :- I paradravya che ?

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30 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 samAdhAna :- I paradravya (kahyuM e) to apekSAe (kahyuM che), bAkI che enI paryAyano rAga-bhAga. e che. e kahyuM nahi ? "mokSamArga prakAzakamAM kahyuM che. ziSyae prazna karyo ke, ame to nizcayane mAnIe ane vyavahAranI pravRtti karIe. to kahe che), nahi, vyavahArane vyavahAra tarIke mAnavo. dRSTino viSaya trikALI (che) I judI vastu, paNa che ema ene mAnavo. chatAM te heya che. vyavahAra na mAne to paryAya (ja) nathI (ema) eno artha thayo. paryAya pote ja vyavahAra che. vastu trikALI nizcaya che ane eka samayanI paryAya che e paNa vyavahAra che. vyavahAra nathI ema nahi. vyavahAra che paNa) Azraya karavAlAyaka nathI ane te heyabuddhie jANavAlAyaka, mAnavAlAyaka che. bhAI ! AvI vAtuM che. AhA...hA...! I emAM Avaze, bapore Avaze. mokSamArga nirUpaNa karyuM evuM Avaze. caudamAmAM nirUpaNa Avaze. paNa pahelo vyavahAra sthApelo che. vyavahAra mokSamArga che. che eTale ? rAga che ene vyavahAra mokSamArga kahevAmAM Ave che. I che, paNa che heya. hoya ene heya kahe ke na hoya ene heya (kahe) ? heya che. che ene heya che ke nathI ene heya che ? AhAhA...! I to pahelAM AvI gayuM che. "saMvRttipaccha nahi ? TIkAmAM to kalpita ane Aropita (ema) be artha karyA che. vyavahAra mokSamArga eTale kalpita mArga paNa che. Aropita (kahyuM) paNa che. rAgamAM Aropa karyo ke A vyavahAra (mokSamArga che), e Aropita che ne ? I vastu mokSamArga kyAM che ? bhAI ! AvI vAtuM che. be nayane na mAne (ane) eka nayane mAne to to mithyAtva che. be nayane mAnavI paNa vyavahAranaya heya che ema mAnavI. AhA..hA...! (eka) bhAIe prazna karyo hato. AvyA che ke nahi ? nathI AvyA ? kAle savAre bolI gayA ke, kAle to tame vyavahAra mAnavo (ema) kahyuM. (ame) kIdhuM, hA. mAnavo eTale AdaravA lAyaka che ema mAnavo ema nahi. che, paryAya che). agiyAramI gAthAnuM kahyuM nahotuM ? badhI paryAyo jUThI che ema tyAM kahyuM, lyo ! vyavahAra abhUtArtha (che). vyavahAra eTale paryAya. paryAyamAtra jUThI che. eTale ? eTale zuM ? e to trikALanI satyatAnI apekSAe paryAya trikALa rahenArI nathI e apekSAe jUThI kahIne, gauNa karIne jUThI kIdhI che paNa abhAva karIne jUThI kIdhI che ema nahi. A to mArga... bApA ! samajANuM kAMI ? ahIMyAM to nirjarA adhikAra' cAle che. eTale ene (-samyakdRSTine) je bhaya jarI thAya che ane ahIM to nirjarI jAya che ema siddha karavuM che. zAzvata vastu trikALI nityAnaMda dhruvanuM dhyeya che. AhA...hA...! nityAnaMda prabhu dhruva svarUpanuM dhyeya (karIne) dhIrajathI dhakhatI peDhImAM I paDyo che. A..hA..hA...! A moTI peDhI hoya che ne ? karoDopatinI dhakhatI peDhI cAlatI hoya che. ema jeNe dhyeya - dhruvane dhyeyamAM laI ane dhyAnanI dhakhatI peDhI jeNe

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kaLaza-154 31 pragaTa karI che. jhINI vAtuM, bApu ! A to paramezvaranA gharanI vAtuM che ! atyAre badhI gaDabaDI bahu thaI gaI. AhA...hA...! mumukSu :- amAre to bahu saraLa thaI gayuM. uttara :- vAta sAcI che. AhA...hA...! ahIM kahe che, "sahaja che. chellI bhASA AvI ? "svayaM"no artha I karyo. 154 ! evuM sahaja che. samyakdaSTine paryAyamAM bhaya nathI evuM sahaja che. asthiratAno je thoDo bhaya Ave e vAtane ahIM gaNI nathI. dRSTinA joramAM je pUrNAnaMda dhruva AtmA pakaDyo che enI paryAyamAM tene bhaya nathI. dhruvane pakaDyo evI je paryAya - samyagdarzane dhruvane pakaDyo che. A vidyamAna anAdianaMta nityAnaMda anaMta... anaMta... guNa ratnAkarano dhruva piMDa ! ene jeNe aMtaradRSTie svIkAryo I vastumAM (to bhaya) nathI, ahIM to have paryAyamAM bhaya nathI (ema kahe che) ! ahIMyAM nirjarA levI che ne ? samajANuM kAMI? bhAI ! Avo mArga che. AhA..hA...! bhaya nathI eTale ? gAmamAM plega cAlato hoya ane bAyaDI-chokarA (herAna) thatA hoya to samyakdRSTi pote bahAra nIkaLI jAya. mumukSu :- are..! sauthI pahelo bhAge ! uttara :- hA, jANe ke atyAre bairA-chokArao mUMjhAya che ane chokarAo juvAna che, choDiyuM, vahura che (I) mUMjhAya che, cAlo, bhAI ! ApaNe gAma pheravI nAkhIe. mumukSu :- ene bhaya nathI ! uttara :- aMdaramAM bhaya nathI. mumukSu :- aMdaramAM na hoya to bahAra Ave kyAMthI ? uttara :I asthiratAno prakRtinA saMbaMdhano thoDo bhaya) Avyo paNa e bhayane paramArthe gaNavAmAM Avato nathI. vastumAM bhaya thaI jAya ane paryAyamAM ekapaNe bhayapaNuM AvI jAya to ene bhaya kahevAya. mumukSu :- zraddhA pUratuM barAbara che, cAritra pUratuM nathI. uttara :- cAritra pUratAnI ahIM vAta ja nathI. ahIM to cAritra pUratAno je doSa Ave che ene to dRSTinA joranI apekSAe nirjarA kahevAmAM Ave che. prazna :- hoya enI nirjarA ke na hoya enI ? samAdhAna - che enI nirjarA kahyuM nahi ? nirjarAnI bIjI gAthA ! nirjarAnI bIjI gAthA Ave che ke, zAtA-azAtAnuM vadana eka samayamAM che paNa nirjarI jAya che. mumukSu - navuM karma baMdhAtuM nathI. uttara :- baMdhAtuM nathI, baMdhAtuM nathI eno artha ke nirjarI jAya che. aMdara zAtA

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32 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 azAtAnI sukha-duHkhanI kalpanA thaI jAya che chatAM e cAlI jAya che - nirjarI jAya. bahu jhINo mArga, bApA ! AhA..hA....! evo traNalokano nAtha cighana prabhu ! jenI pAse kevaLajJAnanI paryAyanI paNa kaMI kiMmata nathI !! I aMdara pachI kaheze, I to pote ciloka che ne ! mAro ciloka ahIM che ne ! A chuM ne ! AhA..hA..! I cidUlokane Aloka ane paralokano bhaya kevo ? Aloka eTale zarIranI paryAya rahe tyAM sudhI ThIka raheze ke nahi ? paNa I mArI cIja kyAM che ? AhA...hA..! AvuM che. have 155 zloka. (zArdUlavikIDIta) lokaH zAzvata eka eSa sakalavyakto viviktAtmanacillolokaM svayameva kevalamayaM ylloktyekkH| loko'yaM na tavAparastadaparastasyAsti tadbhI: kuto nizzaMkaH satataM svayaM sa sahajaM jJAnaM sadA vindati / / 23-155 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha :- "sa: sahanuM jJAnaM svayaM satata navI vindrati' '(sa:) samyagdaSTi jIva "siMha" svabhAvathI ja '(jJAna)' zuddha caitanyavahune "viti) anubhave che - AsvAde che. kaI rIte anubhave che ? (svayaM potAthI potAne anubhave che. kayA kALe ? "(tad)" niraMtarapaNe "(savA)' atIta-anAgata-vartamAnamAM anubhave che. kevo che samyagdaSTi jIve ? " ni:zazna:) sAta bhayathI rahita che. zAthI? kAraNa ke "taNa tathvI: ta: ti' '(tasya)' te samyagdaSTine "(tamI:)' Ihalokabhaya, paralokabhaya "(ta: ptiI' kyAMthI hoya ? arthAta nathI hoto. jevo vicAra karatAM bhaya hoto nathI te kahe che - tava mayaM to: tapa2: para: na "(tavI' he jIva! tAro 'yaM no:)' vidyamAna che je cidrapamAtra te loka che, 'ta-sapara:)' tenAthI anya je kAMI che Ihaloka, paraloka, - vivaraNa : Ihaloka arthAt vartamAna paryAya, te viSe evI cintA ke paryAya paryata sAmagrI raheze ke nahi rahe; paraloka arthAt ahIMthI marIne sArI gatimAM jaIza ke nahi jAuM evI cintA; - evo je '(kapara:)' Ihaloka paraloka paryAyarUpa te "nA" jIvanuM svarUpa nathI; "yat N: artha noveza: veva vingovaM svayaM iva noti ' '(ya) kAraNa ke "(: to:)' astirUpa che je caitanyaloka te vatna' nirvikalpa che, 'citto svayaM

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kaLaza-154 33 parva noti )' jJAnasvarUpa AtmAne svayameva dekhe che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke - je jIvanuM svarUpa jJAnamAtra te to jJAnamAtra che. kevo che caitanyaloka ? "zAzvata: avinAzI che. vaLI kevo che ? :" eka vastu che. vaLI kevo che ? " vyavatta:' (sana) traNe kALe "(vyava7:)' pragaTa che, kone pragaTa che ? "vivivarAtmanaH" "(vivivatta)" bhinna che '(kSatmi:' AtmasvarUpa jene evo che bhedajJAnI puruSa, tene. 23-155. noveza: zAzvata ijha sahanavyavatto vivivattAtmana- bhedajJAnIne "vyavo ema AgaLa kaheze. vastu to vyakti che paNa bhAna thayuM che tene vyakta che. AhA...hA...! chellI lITIno pahelo artha kare che. sa: sanaM jJAnaM svayaM satata savA vindratiH "samyagdaSTi jIva svabhAvathI ja zuddha caitanya vastune anubhave che. AhA..hA...! e zuddha caitanyavahune "AsvAde che." rAgane nahi. AhAhA..! rAga Ave che eTaluM duHkha che I vAta atyAre ahIM nathI levAnI. A nirjarA adhikAra che ane dRSTinA viSayano adhikAra che. mumukSu :- koI kahe ke na kahe tyAre Apa nahi kaho. uttara :- nA pADe to ene kahIe ke hA che ? samakitIne paryAyamAM jarIye rAga nathI ane duHkha ja nathI ema koI niSedha kare to ekAMta che ema paNa tyAM kahIe. I banneno meLa kare to cokhkhuM thAya. AhA...hA...! ahIM kahe ke, samakitI rAgano kartA nathI ane pravacanasAramAM kahe ke, gaNadhara paNa mahAvratano vikalpa Ave che eno e kartA che. kartA nAma pariName te kartA ema kahIne tene kartA TharAvyo che ane teno - rAgano bhoktA paNa che. kemake eTalo rAga Avyo enuM jJAnIne paNa vedana che. paNa jyAre dRSTinA viSayanI vyAkhyA cAlatI hoya tyAre tene rAga karavAlAyaka che (evI kartA buddhi nahi hovAthI) e apekSAe kartA nathI ane bhogavavAlAyaka che (evI bhoktAbuddhi nahi hovAthI) e apekSAe bhoktA nathI (ema kahevAya. AvI vAtuM che. A to vItarAgano anekAnta mArga, bhAI ! AhAhA...! eno artha evo nathI ke, vyavahArathI paNa dharma thAya ane nizcayathI paNa dharma thAya I anekAnta. ema nathI. vyavahAra che, nizcaya che. banne che (ema) tenI mAnyatAmAM jANavuM joIe. paNa e vyavahAra heya che, jhera che, paNa che ne ? mumukSu - Apa ema kaho cho ke, eno abhAva kare tyAre thAya. uttara :- ahIM to atyAre che enI vAta che. abhAva to sthiratA kare tyAre thAya). ahIM to ene atyAre che, cothe guNasthAne, pAMcame guNasthAne azuddhatA che, vede che, pariName

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34 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 che mATe kartA kahevAya che. e jJAnanI apekSAe sva ane para bannene jANavAnI apekSAe levAya. paNa dRSTinI apekSAe jyAre vAta) cAle (tyAre) e to trikALI AnaMdano nAtha jene anubhavamAM Avyo ane have azuddhatA che ja nahi. tyAM ema kahe ! kemake vastu zuddha che ane ene zuddhatAnA pariNAmathI pakaDI che. eTale enA pariNAmamAM ane enA viSayamAM azuddhatA che nahi. pariNAmamAM azuddhatA nathI (ema kahyuM) ! AhA...hA...! prazna :- konA pariNAmamAM azuddhatA nathI ? samAdhAna :- samakitInA. jyAre jJAnanI pradhAnatAthI kathana cAle tyAre kahe ke, enA pariNAmamAM azuddhatA che. azuddhatA na hoya to pUrNa zuddhatA hovI joIe. AnaMdanI sAthe thoDuM duHkha na hoya to AnaMda pUrNa hovo joIe. sAdhakajIvane - samyakdaSTine duHkha ja nathI ema koI kahe to ene pUrNa AnaMda che ema thaI javuM joIe. pUrNa AnaMda to che nahi. mumukSu :- bArame guNasthAne duHkha jarAya nathI, chatAM sukha pUruM nathI. uttara :- I to anaMta nathI, sukha pUruM thaI gayuM che. anaMta sukha nathI. bArame sukha pUruM thaI gayuM che paNa anaMta sukha nathI. kemake jJAnAvaraNIya che eTale alpajJa che to anaMta sukha nathI. AhA...hA...! AvI vAtuM che. jyAM jyAM je je yogya che, tahAM samajavuM teha" Ave che ne ? "zrImamAM Ave che. jyAM jyAM yogya che yogya ! "jyAM jyAM je je yogya che tahAM samajavuM teha. tyAM tyAM te te Acare, AtmArthIjana eha." ene evo Agraha na hoya ke mAre bilakula rAga che ja nahi. samajANuM kAMI? AhA...hA...! dRSTi ane dRSTinA viSayanA joranI apekSAe ene rAga che ja nahi ema kahevAmAM Ave. paNa jyAre dRSTi sAthe jJAna thayuM hoya e jJAna rAganA kaNekaNane jANe (ke) mAro potAno doSa che, mAre kAraNe doSa thayo che, karmane kAraNe nahi. bIjI apekSAe jyAM kartA-karmano adhikAra le ('samayasAranI) 75, 76, 77 (gAthA). tyAre kahe ke, samyakradRSTi jIvane vyApya-vyApakapaNuM zuddhamAM che. azuddhanuM vyApya-vyApakapaNuM ene che ja nahi. e to karmanuM vyApya-vyApakapaNuM che). karma vyApaka thaIne vikAranI vyApya - avasthA kare che. tyAM ema le che. AhA...hA...! bhAI ! tyAM ema kahyuM che ke karma vyApaka thaIne vikAranI vyApya avasthA kare che. AtmA vyApaka thaIne, svabhAva che te vyApaka thaIne vikAra kyAMthI kare ? tyAM ema lIdhuM. eka (bhAIe) e prazna karyo hato. "jAmanagara' "A ThekANe A (kahyuM) ane A ThekANe (Ama kahyuM che ?' (ame kahyuM) je ThekANe je rIte kahyuM te rIte ene mAnavuM paDaze. ahIM to kahyuM ke, samakitIne vikAra thAya che e) karmanuM vyApya che ane bIjI rIte kaho to ene karmanuM vyApavAnuM vikAra che tyAM sudhI che. jyAM sudhI ene vikAra che tyAM sudhI

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kaLaza-155 35 eno kartA-bhoktA pote che. e.I....! mumukSu :- bemAMthI eka nakkI karo. uttara - bannenuM nakkI karavuM joIe. jyAM je apekSAe kahyuM tyAM) te apekSAe ene barAbara mAnavuM joIe. kheMcatANa na karavI joIe. atyAre kalakattAmAM e thaI gayuM che ne ? 'dillI... dillI e lokone bIjA bhAInI) vAta garI gaI. (e bhAI kahe), samakitIne rAga hoya ja nahi. ekalI zuddhatA ja hoya. mumukSu :- AmAM kahyuM. uttara :- kaI apekSAe (vAta) kahI ? pAchuM bIje ThekANe kahyuM ke, gaNadhara jevAne paNa je paMca mahAvratano vikalpa UThe te azuddhatA che. mumukSu : e to pravacanasAramAM AvyuM. uttara - paNa AvyuM ne ? "pravacanasAra' eTale vItarAganI divyadhvanino sAra ! tyAM to e AvyuM. bannene mAnavuM paDaze. bhAI ! AhA..hA..! AvI vAtuM che, bhAI ! ahIM kahe che ke, "samyakdRSTi jIva svabhAvathI ja zuddha caitanya vastune anubhave che..." joyuM ? bhASA to Ama che. azuddhatA vede ja nahi ema ahIM to kahe che. e dRSTi ane dRSTinA viSayanA joramAM ema tyAM kahevAya che. paryAyamAM azuddhatA che, ene vede che tene gauNa gaNI, vyavahAra kahIne nathI vedato ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. AhAhA....! ATaluM badhuM kyAM yAda rAkhavuM ?) zuddha caitanyavahune "AsvAde che." kaI rIte anubhave che ? potAthI potAne anubhave che. "svayaM" (zabda) che ne ? (eTale ke, potAthI potAne anubhave che. AhAhA...! zuddha svabhAvathI zuddha svabhAvane e vede che. AhA..hA....! "pravacanasAra 172 gAthA(mAM) "aliMgagrahaNa'(nA) vIsa bola che emAM chaThTho bola I che. AtmA svayaM potAnA svabhAvathI jaNAya evo pratyakSa jJAtA che. A zabda che. e potAnA svabhAvathI jaNAya che. e rAgathI jaNAya nahi, vyavahArathI jaNAya nahi. ane evo e pratyakSa che. mati ane zrutajJAna dvArA e pratyakSa thAya che. ene rAganI ane mananI apekSA che nahi. AhA..hA...! bhAI ! A ATalAM badhAM paDakhAM (samajavA jevA che). syAdvAda mArga che. kaI apekSAe kahyuM che e apekSAe jANavuM joIe paNa syAdvAdano artha evo nathI ke rAgathI paNa dharma thAya ane vItarAgatAthI paNa dharma thAya. ema syAdvAda nathI. vItarAga svabhAvathI dharma thAya ane rAgathI dharma na thAya. mumukSu :- "AptamimAMsA'mAM lakhyuM che ke, zuddha ane zubha bannethI dharma thAya. uttara :- dharma eTale pelo zubha bhAva rAga che ne ? (e) vyavahAradharma ema kIdhuM,

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36 kalAmRta bhAga-5 bIjuM zuM ? ema ja kahe ne. mumukSu :- be ThekANe maLyuM che. uttara :- traNa lAkha ThekANe (bhale kahyuM hoya to paNa zuM ?) rAgane vyavahAradharma kahe eTale ke I che nahi ene dharmano Aropa apAya che. ane caitanyamUrti bhagavAna ! enA avalaMbane je zuddhatA pragaTI te dharma, te nizcaya. AhA...hA...! samajANuM? I yathArtha dharma (che). e to samakita na kahyuM? nizcaya zuddha caitanya vastunI anubhavadaSTi te nizcaya samakita. paNa joDe deva-guru-zastranI zraddhAno rAga, zAstranuM jJAna, cha kAyanI dayAno rAgane vyavahAra cAritra, vyavahAra darzana ane vyavahAra jJAna kahyuM. e Aropita (kathanathI) kahyuM. paNa e vyavahAra tarIke vyavahAra che paNa Arope che. AhA..hA..! Avo mArga ghaNo gaMbhIra) ! bhAI ! evI vAta che. (mArga) che to saraLa paNa lokoe kaThaNa karIne mAnyo che. AhA...hA...! rAga Ave, samakitI laDAImAM Ubho rahe. AhAhA...! ahIM to I vAta levI nathI. e rAgano aMza che eno kartA e che, bhoktA e che, javAbadArI enI che. ahIMyAM to daSTino viSaya ane dRSTinI mukhyatAthI jyAM kathana cAle tyAM to kahe ke, ekalI zuddhatAne ja vede che. azuddhatAne vede che ene gauNa karI ane vedato nathI ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. gauNa karIne (kahevAmAM AvyuM che). mumukSu :- tyAM to pudgalanI paryAya kIdhI. uttara :I enI pugalanI ja che. AtmAno svabhAva nathI eTale pudgalanI kIdhI. AhA..hA..! Izvaranaye na AvyuM ? 47 nayamAM Ave che. karmanA nimittane AdhIna thAya che. I potAno svabhAva che (eTale ke) paryAyanI yogyatA che. karmane laIne nahi. karmanA nimittamAM Izvaranaya eTale pote parAdhIna thAya, dhAvamAtAne jema bALaka dhavarAve, ema nimittAdhIna thAya e paryAyanI potAnI yogyatA che. karma ane vikAra karAve che ema nathI. le ! AhA...hA...! eka bAju tyAM ('samayasAranI) 75, 76 (gAthAmAM) ema kahe ke, jeTalo samakitIne vikAra thAya che e badho enuM vyApya nathI, e karmanuM vyApya - avasthA che. I (vikArane) kADhI nAkhavA mATe e dRSTie karma vyApaka (che) ane vikAra vyApya (che). AtmA vyApaka (nathI, kAraNa ke AtmA to zuddha che (to) I vyApaka thaIne to nirmaLa paryAya vyApya thAya. AvI vAtuM che, ghaNAM paDakhAM, bApu ! AhA..hA..! (ahIMyAM kahe che ke, "svabhAvathI ja zuddha caitanyavastune AsvAde che. kaI rIte anubhave che? potAthI potAne anubhave che. lyo ! "kyA kALe ? niraMtarapaNe." lyo, ThIka ! "atItaanAgata-vartamAnamAM anubhave che. traNe kALe samakitI to zuddhatAne ja anubhave che. A.hA...hA..! kevo che samyakdRSTi jIva ?" niHzaMka che. "sAta bhayathI rahita che.' zaMkA

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kaLaza-135 37. eTale ahIM bhaya levo. niHzaMka eTale bhayarahita. "sAta bhayathI rahita che. AhA...hA....! "zAthI ? kAraNa ke '(ta taddI ta: pti)" te samyagdaSTine ihalokabhaya, paralokabhaya kyAMthI hoya ? arthAtu nathI hoto. jevo vicAra karatAM bhaya hoto nathI te kahe che." have kahe che ke bhaya) kema nathI ? kevo vicAra karatAM ene bhaya nathI ? AhA..hA...! kevI bhASA lIdhI che, juone ! jevo vicAra karatAM bhaya hoto nathI te kahe che "(tava yaM no: tapUra: saMpara: no' he jIva! tAro 'yaM no:) vidyamAna che je citUpamAtra te loka che..." juo ! AhAhA...! AnaMda ane jJAnamAtra prabhu AtmA ! mAro loka to I che. zarIra ne zarIranI paryAya I mAro loka ja nathI. AhA...hA! "novajyanta ti to?' svayameva mArA svarUpane huM Alokana karuM chuM te mAro loka che. AhA...hA...! 'samayasAra to bApu ! kevaLajJAnanA badhA kakkA khullAM che ! AhA...hA...! evI vAta karI che ! sAkSAt sarvajJa bhagavAna paramAtmAnA zrImukhe nIkaLelI vAta che ! e saMto cAritranA anubhavI....! cAritranA anubhavI !! samyagdarzana, jJAna (to che) A to cAritranA anubhavI - vedanavALA ! e ema kahe che ke, samakitIne bhaya kema nathI ? Aloka ane paraloka (bhaya) kyAMthI hoya ? zuM vicAra karatAM ? ke, tAro loka to A che - cikUpamAtra vastu ! rAga paNa nahi, zarIra paNa nahi, ene oLakhanArA - zarIrane oLakhanArA kuTuMbIo zarIrane oLakhe che ne ? pelA AtmAne to aMdara koNa jove che ? "A mAro dIkaro, A mAro bApa' e to zarIranI ceSTAvALA dehane A mAro bApa, dIkaro kahe che. dharmIne e bahAranA saMyoganI ceSTA che ja nahi. bahArano loka ene che ja nahi. A...hA...hA...! samyakdRSTi strI, kuTuMba-parivAra, makAna, Abaru e che ja nahi. mumukSu :- e dRSTie to koIne nathI. uttara :- nA, pelAne (-ajJAnIne) che, potAnA) mAne che ene che. mAnyatAmAM potAnA) mAne che ne ? I mAnyatA svarUpamAM nathI paNa paryAyamAM mAne che ene che. AhA...hA...! A mArA che ema mAne che ene mAnyatAmAM che paNa e mAnyatA kaMI svarUpamAM nathI. navI utpanna karelI bhramaNA che. AhA..hA..! mAro loka to 'yaM no:)' ! che ? 'yaM"no artha vidyamAna - A. che ne? A ! A eTale vidyamAna. loka eTale cikUpamAtra loka. benA artha karyA. 'yaM no:)' A eTale vidyamAna che. A dhruva cidAnaMda bhagavAna vidyamAna dhruva te A ! zuM A? loka. cidrupamAtra te loka che." e to jJAnasvarUpa caitanyasUrya ! caitanyacaMdra. caitanyacaMdra ! e to pote caitanyacaMdra cit jJAna ane AnaMdanA hiloLe caDhelI cIja che e mArI cIja che. AhAhA...! AkarI vAta, bApu ! samyagdarzana eTale zuM ! A..hA..hA..! 'yaM to:)' A loka - vidyamAna loka. zuM vidyamAna loka ? cidUloka, vidyamAna

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38 kalAmRta bhAga-5 cidUloka, che ciloko mArI hayAtI ciloka I huM chuM. AhAhA...! ekalA jJAnasvabhAva(nI) mukhyatAthI vAta karI paNa jJAna Adi anaMta vidyamAna svabhAva che) te mAro loka che. A..hA...hA...! ahIM to eka samayanI paryAya paNa kADhI nAkhI. kAraNa ke paryAya pote nirNaya kare che ne ? nirNaya Ano (kare che). A vidyamAna dhruva cidUloka e huM, e mAro loka (che). ema paryAya nirNaya kare che. dhruvamAM to nirNaya che nahi. A.hA..hA..! "(tad-pa2:)' tenAthI anya je kAMI..." zarIra, vANI, mana, karma, strI, kuTuMba-parivAra, sagAvhAlA... e '(kapara:)' (arthAtu) mArI cIjathI '(kapara:)' bIjI cIja che. AhA..hA..! e mArI cIja nathI, e mArAmAM nathI. A..hA..hA...! "anya ce kAMI che Ihaloka, paraloka, - vivaraNa : Ihaloka arthAt vartamAna paryAya," eTale zarIra, te viSe evI ciMtA ke paryAya paryanta sAmagrI raheze ke nahi rahe;" zuM kahe che ? A lokano bhaya eTale A zarIra. zarIra jyAM sudhI che tyAM sudhI A badhI sagavaDatA raheze ke nahi ? makAnanI, sUvAnI, khAvA-pIvAnI, strI, kuTuMbanI sevA karanAranI, zarIra raheze tyAM sudhI A sAmagrI raheze ke nahi ? AhA...hA...! paNa dharmI to zarIra ja potAnuM mAnato nathI pachI sAmagrI raheze ke nahi e vAta ja kyAM rahe che) ? bhAI ! mULamAM ghAnI vAta che ahIM ! paryAya paryanta' (arthAtu) zarIra jyAM sudhI raheze (tyAM sudhI). A...hA...! kyAre kALa Avaze ? kevo Avaze ? zarIra raheze jyAM sudhI raheze tyAM sudhI A makAna, khAvApIvAnI sevAcAkarI kare) evA mANaso raheze ke nahi ? evo bhaya mithyASTine hoya che. zarIrane potAnuM mAne tene Avo bhaya hoya che. AhAhA...! e Ihaloka (che). AtmAnA lokamAM Ihaloka che nahi. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? are...! AvI vAta ! AlokanI vyAkhyA karI - "vartamAna paryAya..." Ihalokano bhaya jJAnIne nathI. kema ? ke, e loka mArAthI bhinna che. e mArI cIja nathI. A..hA...! zarIra ja mArI cIja nathI pachI zarIra rahe tyAM sudhI sagavaDatA raheze ke nahi ? (e) prazna ja kyAM che? AhA...hA...! atyAre ema kahe ke, juvAnI avasthAmAM badhuM karI laIe, raLI-baLIne paisA-baisA bhegA karI laIe) pachI vRddhAvasthA Ave to (kAma Ave). paNa I zarIra ja tAruM nathI, (I) tuM nathI. enI avasthA ne sagavaDatA rahe ke nahi, e to zarIrane mATe che. tAre mATe kaMI che ja nahi. AhA..hA..! ekavAra eka bhAI) vaDhavANa (mAM) bolyA hatA. (saMvata) 1999nI sAlanI vAta che. (I bhAI) to abhyAsI hatA. bahu mANasa ! "vaDhavANa' ! dariyApariyAnA apAsare ! vyAkhyAnamAM)traNa-traNa hajAra mANasa ! apAsarAmAM mAya nahi, sAme dharmazALA (hatI) tyAM utaryA hatA. e bhAI) tyAM kempamAM AvyA hatA. te dievuM kAMIka bolyA hatA ke, atyAre thoDuM raLI laIe to.

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kaLaza- 155. 39 mumukSu :- hamaNA kamAI levuM, ghaDapaNamAM vAparavuM. uttara :- hA, ema kahetA hatA. ema ke, hamaNAM (jyAM sudhI) kamANI che tyAM sudhI (kamAI levuM). meM kIdhuM, bhAI ! A tame zuM bolo cho ? 1999nI vAta che. saMpradAyamAM dariyApariyA pAse apAsaro to nAno che, sAme dharmazALA che. traNa traNa hajAra mANasa ! mANasa. mANasa... te dI paNa amArA upara lokone prema to hato ne ! osarI para paNa (mANasa) mAya nahi, phaLiyAmAM ! moTuM phaLiyuM che. dariyApariyAmAM khIcokhIca mANasa ! traNatraNa hajAra mANasa ! 1999mAM ! tyAM pelA bhAI) AvelA. mumukSu :- ApanA vyAkhyAnamAM tyAre paNa lokone ema lAgatuM ke sthAnakavAsIno paMtha) sAco che. uttara :(e lokone) ema lAge ke, ApaNAmAM AvA mahArAja pAkyA mATe ApaNuM sAcuM ! ema mAne ne loko ? mAne. are.. bhAI ! mArga to bIjo, bhAI ! AhAhA..! ahIM to kahe che ke, A loka ane paralokano bhaya kema nathI ? ke, dharmIne A loka to ciloka che) te eno loka che. zarIrano loka) eno loka ja nathI. pachI zarIra raheze tyAM sudhI sagavaDatA raheze ke nahi ? e prazna che ja nahi. A.hA.hA..hA...! bhAI ! AvI vAtuM che A ! zarIramAM roga thAya, A thAya, (te thAya), evI pIDA thAya (tyAre) koI DaoNkTara hoya, chokarA-chokarA hoya to (kahIe keghaso, Ama thoDuM ghaso. are. bhagavAna ! bApu ! paNa I tuM nahi ne ! I tAro loka ja nahi ne ! pachI ene mATe bhaya zo ? AhA...hA...! jhINI vAta che. A samyaphadRSTinA niHzaMka (guNanI) vyAkhyA che. niHzaMka te nirbhaya hoya che. nirbhaya kaho ke niHzaMka kaho enI A vyAkhyA che. A..hA..hA..! A loka (arthAtu) vartamAna paryAya (eTale ke) zarIra. te viSe evI ciMtA ke paryAya paryanta..." (arthAtu) zarIra rahe tyAM sudhI sAmagrI raheze ke nahi rahe; paraloka arthAt ahIMthI marIne sArI gatimAM jaIza ke nahi jAuM." paNa I gati ja huM nahi tyAM pachI jaIza ke nahi jaIza(no) kyAM prazna che ? huM to ciloka, jJAnaloka, AnaMdaloka chuM. jyAM chuM tyAM huM to AnaMda ne jJAnaloka chuM. emAM mAre gati che ja kyAM ? A.hA..hA..! prazna :- nizcaye nathI vyavahAra to che ne ? samAdhAna :- vyavahAre che eTale ? nimitta che ane vyavahArathI kahevAya. vastu che nahi. A..hA..! paryAyamAM gati che. manuSyagati (eTale) A zarIranI vAta nathI. A zarIra kAMI gati nathI. A to jaDa che. enI gatinI yogyatA che ne ? paryAyamAM manuSyanI yogyatA (che) ene gati kahevAya che. paNa e gati paNa cilokamAM che ja nahi. AhAhA..! pachI paralokamAM zuM thaze ? paraloka eTale bIjo koNa ? papradhAna loka mAro AtmA AnaMdakaMda

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40 kalAmRta bhAga-5 e paraloka che. AhA..hA..! vAte vAte phera bahu, bApu ! mumukSu :- satyano pokAra ! uttara :- satyano pokAra che. A..hA..! A to dhIrAnA kAma che. paraloka eTale ahIMthI marIne kaI gatimAM jaIza ? paNa gati ja huM nathI ne ! huM to jyAM chuM tyAM chuM. A.hA..hA...! samyaka dRSTine gati ja nathI ne ! huM to ciloka je AnaMdaloka dhruvaloka dhruva... dhruva.. dhruva... (chuM). e to kAyama emane ema che, evone evo che, je che te che. evI samyakdaSTine dRSTi hovAthI ene A loka ane paralokano bhaya hoto nathI. AhA..hA..! (ajJAnIne) dehamAM evuM Ave tyAM ema thAya), are..re..! have huM marI jaIza ? paNa tuM koNa te marI jaIza ? basa ! have huM marI jaIza ? paNa tuM koNa ? I to jaDa zarIra che. enI sthiti pUrI thAya (tyAre) chUTI jaze, emAM tuM kyAM Avyo ? AhA..hA...! lyo, (eka mumukSubhAIne) juone ! ekadama duHkhAvo upaDyo ane chokarAo upara haze. cha chokarA che ane pote. (makAnamAM) sAta mALa che, pAMca pAMca lAkhanA sAta makAna che, ene potAne rahevAnA eTalA to (makAna) che ! pAMca pAMca lAkhanA sAta jaNAnA sAta ! paisA ghaNA che. (chokArAone) bolAvyA, chokarAoe) kahyuM, bApujI ! ema kIdhuM tyAM to deha chUTI gayo ! koNa paNa ? bApujI koNa ne dIkarA) koNa ? A...hA...hA...hA...! cha cha chokarA ane te paNa badhA moTA thaI gayelA. saunA rahevAnA makAna judA. vepArI hitA). AhA...hA...! be-pAMca miniTamAM I gati palaTI paNa jIva kyAM gayo ? jIva to dhruva.... dhruva... che te che. jenI dRSTimAM jIva ciloka che ene paralokanI gati ane A lokanI zarIranI sthiti enAmAM che ja nahi. bhAre vAtuM ! AhA..hA..! A loka ane paraloka paryAyarUpa...." zarIra paryAya hatI ne ? A lokamAM A zarIra, para lokamAM para gati Adi. "te jIvanuM svarUpa nathI;" AhA..hA...! arevRddhAvasthA Avaze, AMkhyuM jAze, lAkaDI laIne mAMDa mAMDa calAze, e vakhate mane koNa saMbhALaze ? A..hA..! ema kahe che ne ? pacAsa varSa thayA hoya ane bAyaDI marI jAya tyAre have pachI bIjI nahi karIe to rAkhaze (koNa) ? sevA koNa karaze ? DAghA koNa DhAMkaze ? gharanuM bairuM hoya to ApaNe (ThIka rahe), pachI pacAsa varSe, sATha varSe paraNe ! AhA..hA...! juone ! A (eka mumukSuno) dAkhalo ! kevo dAkhalo che ! 42 varSanI uMmara ! eka chokaro ane choDI, agiyAra ane tera varSanA ! lAkhonI pedAza, dukAnamAM lAkhonI pedAza ! pote ja kartA-hartA, pote ja dukAna karelI. (kahI dIdhuM), have nahi, have nahi, bhAI ! mane chUTo karo, bhAI ! A...hA..hA...mALAe kAma karyuM ne ! dAkhalo Apyo che ne ? bhAI !

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41 kaLaza-152 mane chUTo karo. traNamAM mAre bhAge je AvatuM hoya e mAre bhAge Ave eno cotho bhAga mane Apo, paNa mane dukAnathI chUTo karo. AhA...hA...! bApu ! tAre kyAM jAvuM che ? konuM karavuM che ? ene mATe nivRtti to levI paDaze ne eNe ? A..hA...hA..kAraNa ke potAnuM svarU5) parathI nivRtta svarUpa ja che. AhAhA...! vizeSa kaheze, lyo ! (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !) kArataka vada 6, guruvAra tA. 01-12-1977. kaLaza-1papa pravacana-164 "kaLazaTIkA 155 (kaLaza). nIce che. dharmIne A loka ane paralokano bhaya na hoya. dharmI ene kahIe ke jeNe AtmA AnaMda ane jJAnasvarUpa che ema jANya), anaMta zaktivALo ane eka eka zakti anaMta svabhAvavALI ! evI anaMta zaktinuM pUra ekarUpa dravya je vastu (che) eno anubhava karyo. ene rAgathI bhinna pADI ane svabhAvano anubhava karavo, svabhAvanI dRSTi karavI, svabhAvanI sanmukha thavuM enuM nAma samyakdRSTi - dharmI che. AhA...hA...! AvI vyAkhyA che. e dharmIne A rIte jyAre potAnuM svarUpa AnaMda ane jJAna che e jyAM bhAnamAM AvyuM, anAdithI to e puNya-pApa ane puNya-pApanA phaLane potAnA mAnato nahato) e to ajJAnI che. ene potAnI zaktivALuM tattva che. enI ene khabara nathI. ethI svarUpa je trikALI che ene bhUlI ane vartamAna paryAya - avasthA ane rAga-dveSa (thAya che) ene potAnuM mAnato nahato), e jIva mithyAdaSTi ajJAnI che. AhAhA...! cAhe to sAdhu thayo hoya, bAhyathI tyAga karyo hoya, paNa aMtaramAM jene rAganA - dayA, dAna, vratanA pariNAma (thAya che) enI sAthe ekatAbuddhi (varte che) ene bhinna vastunI khabara nathI. ene Atmadharma kema thAya ? enI ene khabara nathI, e ajJAnI che. ane gRhasthAzramamAM rahyA chatAM jeNe AtmA - vastu anaMta zakti saMpanna che) ane eka eka zakti anaMta prabhutAnA sAmarthyavALI (che) evI anaMtI zaktionuM sAmarthya ekarUpa AtmA (che) enuM jene bhAna, vedana - anubhava, jJAna thayuM che tene samyaphadRSTi - dharmanI pahelI zreNI kahevAmAM Ave che. AvI vAtuM che ! e jIvane "ihaloka paraloka paryAyarUpa te jIvanuM svarUpa nathI;." nIce AvyuM che ne ? A lokanuM A zarIra ane paralokamAM zarIra maLe e kaMI jIvanuM svarUpa nathI. ethI jIvanA svarUpanA astitvanI hayAtInA bhAnavALo jIva zarIra ane paragatino ene bhaya hoto

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42 kalAmRta bhAga-5 nathI. kemake e enA nathI. AhA..hA...! AvI javAbadArIo che. kevo che jIva ? '(vat 5 JayaM o: vataM khristo svayaM va bhoyaMti)' 'va' 'kAraNa ke...' '(I: sarva bho:)' A..hA...! '(E:)' 'astirUpa che je caitanyaloka...' '(E:)' (arthAt) A pratyakSa. '(mayaM)' A je loka. aMdara AtmAnuM je caitanyasvarUpa trikALI (che), AnaMdasvarUpa AtmAnuM trikALI (svarUpa) e astirUpa che je caitanyaloka...' e caitanyaloka asti vidyamAna che. AhA..hA...! dharmanI dRSTimAM astitva - hayAtIvALo caitanyaloka tenI dRSTimAM che. AhA..hA...! A dharma Avo che ! A (ajJAnIo) to kahe, dayA pALo, vrata pALo ane apavAsa karo (eTale) thaI gayo dharma ! e to badhA ajJAna che. e rAganI kriyA che ene dharma mAne ! AhA..hA...! svabhAva aMdara bhagavAnaAtmA...! jinendradeva sarvajJa trilokanAtha paramezvare je AtmA kahyo e AtmA to aMdara pUrNa AnaMda, pUrNa jJAna, pUrNa zAMti ane pUrNa sukhano sAgara che ! AhA..hA...! enI jene dRSTi ane enI sattAno svIkAra thayo, pUrNAnaMdanA nAthanI je sattA (che) eno jene dRSTimAM svIkAra thayo tene vartamAnamAM paNa atIndriya AnaMdanA aMzano svAda - AsvAda Ave tyAre eNe pUrNa astitvane zradyuM - mAnyuM ema kahevAya. AhA....hA...! pUrNa je hayAtI - astitva pUrNa che ene eNe mAnyuM kyAre kahevAya ? AhA...hA....! ke, emAMthI atIndriya AnaMdano aMze svAda Ave tyAre (mAnyuM kahevAya). bhagavAnaAtmAnuM svarUpa trikALa jJAna ane AnaMda che. e enI hayAtImAM che. e AtmAnI mojUdagI - hayAtImAM (che). anaMta jJAna ane anaMta AnaMda enI hayAtImAM che. e kahyuM ne ? 'astirUpa che...' A..hA..hA...! AvI vyAkhyA sAMbhaLI na hoya emAM zuM kahetA haze (ema koIne lAge). A te vItarAgano mArga haze ? bApu ! tane khabara nathI. jinendradeva trilokanAtha evA hayAtIvALA tattvane mAnanArAne samikatI kahe che. AhA..hA...! e pUrNAnaMdathI bharelo bhagavAnaAtmA che. mRgalAnI DUMTImAM - nAbhImAM kasturI (che). mRganI DUMTImAM - nAbhImAM kasturI ! enI kasturInI ene khabara nathI. ema A bhagavAnaAtmA ! enA svabhAvamAM anaMta svacchatA, anaMta prabhutA, anaMta AnaMda, anaMta jJAna, anaMta vIrya (rahelAM che). AhA..hA...! evI anaMtI zaktinuM ekarUpa arUpI tattva ! (A bhagavAnaAtmA !) e pratyakSa AtmA '(JayaM to:)' Avo AtmA ! caitanyaloka ! A..hA..hA...! lokanI vyAkhyA karI. I caitanyaloka che. emAM ekalo AnaMda ane jJAna ja jaNAya evo e loka che. AhA..hA...! are...! koI di' ene nija svarUpano mahimA Avyo nathI. A bahAranI dhULanI ne kAM puNya-pApanA bhAvanI mahimA (AvI che). A bahAranI bhUtAvaLa - A paisA ne makAna ne badhuM masANanA hADakAMnI phAsaphUsa (-phospharasa) che. AhA..hA...! =

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kaLaza-1papa 43 prabhu ! jene sarvajJa paramezvara aMdara AtmA kahe che) e AtmA vidyamAna ciloka che. cidra nAma jJAnasvarUpa che e pachI kaheze. '(tnoti )' ! ' vanaM) I che. zuM kahe che ? aMdara jJAnasvarUpa nirvikalpa che." "vinonI vyAkhyA karI. 'eka' Avaze eno bIjo artha karaze. bhagavAna aMdara AtmA ! jema baraphanI... zuM kahevAya I ? pATa hoya ne moTI ! "muMbaImAM bahu Ave. pacIsa-pacIsa maNanI, pacAsa maNanI baraphanI pATuM hoya) ! khaTArAmAM (bahAra) nIkaLatA hoya emAM joyuM hoya ne ? ema A aMdaramAM bhagavAna AtmA ! atIndriya anAkuLa AnaMdanI pATa che ! AhA...hA...! atIndriya jJAnanI, anaMta atIndriya jJAnanI pATa che, atIndriya anaMta svacchatAnI pATa che, anaMta atIndriya prabhutAnI zaktinI e pATa che. AhAhA...! anaMta sarvajJa svabhAvanI bharelI pATa che e to ! anaMta sarvadarzI zaktinI bharelI aparimita svabhAvanI pATa che e to ! A zuM haze ? AhA..hA...! eNe potAnI cIja zuM che e sAMbhaLI nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? bahArane bahAra rokANo), A zarIra ne vANI ne mana ne bahu to aMdara puNya-pApanA bhAva thAya emAM pote rokAI gayo. AhA...hA...! enAthI rahita bhagavAna ! A.hA...hA...! paranuM kAraNa paNa na thAya ane paranuM kArya na thAya evI eka akArya nAmanI anaMta aparimita zaktinI I sattA - pATa che ! A.hA...hA...! Avo AtmA haze ? A to dekhAto nathI, kahe che. paNa te joyo che ke di ? bahArane bahAra phAMphAM mAryA che. A zarIra ne vANI ne A dhULa ne puNya-pApanA bhAva ne puNya-pApanA phaLa A bahAranI dhULa, bahAranI pAMca-pacAsa lAkha dhULa maLe e tArI cIja nathI, e tArAmAM nathI, tArAthI nathI. AhA...hA...! AvuM vItarAganuM svarUpa che, prabhu ! vItarAga thayA, sarvajJa paramezvara thayA, sarva AnaMda dazA pragaTa karI e badhA arihaMto, paramAtmAo birAje che. "sImaMdhara bhagavAna birAje che). mahAvidehamAM anaMta tIrthakaro thayA e pUrNa atIndriya anaMta AnaMda, anaMta jJAna, anaMta zAMti, anaMta svacchatA, prabhutA pragaTa karI e kyAMthI AvI ? kaMI bahArathI Ave che ? kUvAmAM hoya I aveDAmAM Ave. hoja... hoja ! ema aMdaramAM hoya to paryAyamAM Ave. AhA..hA...! A cilokanI vyAkhyA cAle che. pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu ! ciloka - jJAnaloka, AnaMdaloka, svacchatAloka, prabhutAloka... AhAhA...! e lokanI vyAkhyA karaze. "toti ti to' evA svarUpane pote " yaMti eTale jANe. ritoti ti no:" I loka tAro che. AhA...hA...! AvI vAta kevI haze A? peluM to dayA pALe, ekendriyA, beindriyA, traNaindriyA, caundriyA, paMcendriyA.. IcchAmi paDikammA Ave ne ? thaI gayuM, lyo ! micchAmI dukkaDam ! kAMI khabara na maLe. gaDiyA hAMke jAya che. A to traNalokanA nAtha sarvajJa paramezvara jinendradeve je dazA pragaTa karI te dazAno sAgara AtmA che emAMthI pragaTa karI che. AhA...hA...!

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44 kalAmRta bhAga-5 ahIMyAM ATalI vyAkhyA zenI cAle che ? " vitno karyA nirvijatva A..hA..! "vatta eTale nirvikalpa abheda vastu. vartamAna paryAyano aMza che I bheda paNa jemAM nathI. AhA...hA...! caitanyasUrya. caitanyasUrya ! jinacaMdra ! vItarAgI zAMtino sAgara prabhu ! e nirvikalpa che, ekarUpa abheda che. 'eka'nI vyAkhyA pachI karaze. samajANuM kAMI ? AvuM AtmAnuM svarUpa ! AhA! e "ve che. aMdara e nirvikalpa vastu che, abheda che. cihno svayaM parva toti ' AhAhA....! e "jJAnasvarUpa AtmAne...." jJAna eTale A zAstranuM jJAna nahi. aMdara je jANavAno svabhAva che) e trikALI svabhAva (che), e jANana zaktine "AtmAne svayameva dekhe che. e jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAnaAtmAne jJAna pote dekhe che. " noti ! cilokane noti' ! lokane notine AnaMda, jJAnane jJAnathI jANe che. AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM have...! emAM "muMbaI jevI nagarI ! Akho di' hoLI saLagatI hoya ! dhamAla.... dhamAla... dhamAla.... dhamAla.... pApanA poTalA! emAM AvI vAta (samajavI) ! bicArAne kAne paDe nahi, zuM kare ? paisA pAMca-pacAsa lAkha, karoDa-be karoDa bhegAM karyA hoya.. AhA..hA..! paNa e kaMI tArI cIja nathI. paisA tArI cIja nathI, e paisA tArAmAM nathI ane paisAmAM tuM nathI. tuM jyAM che tyAM paisA nathI ane jyAM paisA che tyAM tuM nathI. AhA...hA...! bhagavAnaAtmA ! ahIM toti' zabda paDyo che ne ? "vitnorva svayaM parva toti ' e "jJAnasvarUpa AtmAne svayameva....... svayaM ja, ema kahevuM che). "svayaM prava" zabda paDyo che ne ? bhagavAna AtmA jJAnasvarUpI prabhu ! jJAnacaMdra ! zItaLatA - jJAnano zItaLa sAgara bhagavAna ! ene - "AtmAne svayameva...." e zabda che. (arthAtu) pote ja potAne dekhe, jANe che. pote ja potAne jANe che ema kahe che. AhA...hA..! ahIMyAM parane nahi. "svayameva.." ema zabda che ne ? svayameva eTale ? svayaM ja. vi' zabda paDyo che. bhaI ! A to adhyAtmabhASA che ! bApA ! A kaMI vArtA-kathA nathI. A to traNalokanA nAtha jinendradeva banyA e kahe che ke, tuM jinacaMdra cho ! bhAI ! tuM jo jinacaMdra na ho to paryAyamAM jinacaMdrapaNuM Avaze kyAMthI ? AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? e pote potAne svayameva - svayaM ja. svayaM ja (eTale ke) paranI sahAya vinA, rAga vinA, paranI sahAya vinA potAnA AtmAne svayaM ja - pote ja dekhe che. AhA...hA...! AnuM nAma samyakdaSTi ane dharmI kahIe. bhAre zaratuM ! zarata bahu ! peluM to dayA pALo, vrata karavA, apavAsa karyo hato, jANe thaI gayo dharmI, lyo ! are..! marI gayA (e badhuM) karI, karIne ! tArI cIjanI khabara na maLe ne e badhI rAganI kriyA mArI che ane emAM huM chuM' (ema mAnanAra) to mithyAdRSTi che. jUThI dRSTi che. sAcI dRSTi to cilokane svayaM ja pote jove te sAcI daSTi che. A...hA...hA...! kaho, bhAI ! bhAre vAtuM AvI ! che ?

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kaLaza-155 45 vidlo svayaM va' (arthAt) e jJAnaloka. jJAnasvarUpano sAgara bhagavAna ! ene pote ja, novRtti (arthAt) jANe. A..hA..hA...! jJAnanI vartamAna paryAya dvArA svayaM cidAnaMda bhagavAnane jJAnaparyAya jANe. kaI jAtanI vAtuM AvI ! bApu ! mAragaDA evA che. e dharmano mArga to koI alaukika che, bhAI ! AhA..hA..! e dharmanuM svarUpa vItarAge, 5ramezvare, jinendre kahyuM e AvuM svarUpa che. mumukSu :- A vAta kyAMya nathI. uttara :- bahAramAM to badhI dhamAla (cAle che). ahIM (to) badhI khabara che ne ! ho..hA... ho..hA...! sAmAyika karI ne poSA karyA ne apavAsa karyAM ne upadhAna karyAM ne A badhI (dhamAla che). AhA..hA...! bhagavAna ! ahIM zabda to evo paDyo che (ke), citno svayaM va bhoti A..hA..hA...! bhagavAna jJAnasvarUpa prabhu ! A bhagavAnaAtmA, hoM ! bhagavAna thaI gayA I to thaI gayA, I enAmAM. AhA..hA...! bahu TUMkI bhASA ane ghaNo mAla bharelo che !! cittotra svayaM va oti" jJAnasvarUpa, jJAnarUpa... jJAnarUpa. AtmA jJAnarUpa prabhu che). jema sAkaranuM gaLapaNa rUpa che) ema AtmAnuM jJAna rUpa (che). e svayameva - pote ja potAne dekhe che. A..hA..hA...! ene AtmAno svayaM loka - ciloka kahevAmAM Ave che. AtmAne zarIra ne vANI ne A manuSya ne deva gati (Adi) e loka eno nathI. AhA..hA...! che ? bhAvArtha Ama che ke--je jIvanuM svarUpa jJAnamAtra te to jJAnamAtra ja che.' e dayA, dAna, vrata AdinA vikalpo rAga e kaMI AtmAnuM svarUpa nathI. AhA..hA...! have AvuM jANavuM... paNa navarAza kyAM ? bAyaDI, chokarA... bAyaDInA to hAtha jhAlyA hoya, ene nabhAvavA, ene chokarA thAya (ene sAcavavA) e karavuM ke amAre A karavuM ? hoLI kare che anAdithI, sAMbhaLane have ! e to kaSAyanI agnithI baLI gayo cho. A..hA..hA...! -- A vastu to bhagavAna paramAtmA trilokanAthe aMdara zAMta... zAMta... akaSAya jJAna... akaSAya jJAna, akaSAya AnaMda, akaSAya svacchatA, akaSAya prabhutA... A..hA..hA...! ene je loke - dekhe - jANe e jJAnamAtra ja vastu che. AhA..hA...! emAM puNya-pApanA bhAva, dayA, dAna, vrata AdinA vikalpa enAmAM che ja nahi, e to vikAra che. AhA..hA...! AvI vAta che. jANe A te kAMI navo dharma kADhyo haze ? evuM lAge. bhagavAna mArga to A che, bApu ! tane khabara nathI). atyAre to badhI gaDabaDa thaI gaI. dharmane nAme kaMIkanuM kaMIka vetarAI gayuM che. AhA..hA...! bhagavAna aMdara kahe che, jJAnamAtra te to jJAnamAtra ja che.' ema. ame kahIe chIe ke, e cidloka che paNa e jJAnamAtra te jJAnamAtra ja che. e koI di' rAgarUpa thayo nathI.

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46 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 e vyavahAranA vikalparUpa (thayo ja nathI). e jJAnamAtra te jJAnamAtra ja rahyo che ema kahe che. samajANuM kAMI ? e tArA dayA, dAna ne vrata, bhaktinA pariNAma (thAya che) I to rAga che. I rAgarUpe aMdara bhagavAna koI di thayo ja nathI. A..hA...hA...! kaho, bhAI ! AvI vAtuM che ! "dilhI', "kalakattA', 'muMbaI" ne moTA moTA nagara ! moTI moTaruM zuM ... karatI nIkaLe. mumukSu :- ApanI moTara kema cAle che ! uttara :- moTara to A che ! AhA.hA..! AhAhA..! zAMtithI, dhIrajathI kahe che, jo to kharo ! dhIro thaIne najaramAM Akho cidUloka che tene jo to kharo ! A..hAhA..! A alpajJApaNuM), rAga ane enA phaLane tuM joyA kare che paNa) emAM kAMI tuM nathI. AhA..hA..! A bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda ane pUrNa jJAnathI bharelI cIja che evI ja rahI che. game teTalA eNe avatAra karyA, narakanA anaMta avatAra karyA. AhAhA...! e nigoda - lasaNa ane DuMgaLImAM anaMtA jIvo (rahyA che) emAM tuM anaMtavAra rahyo, prabhu ! bhAI ! tane khabara nathI. AhA..hA...! chatAM te jJAnamAtra te jJAnamAtra ja rahyo che ema kahe che. AhA..hA...! e AnaMdano sAgara to AnaMdanA sAgararUpe ja rahyo che. A...hA...hA..! e koI ekendriya, beindriya, traNaindriya, caturaindriyanI) dazApaNe e vastu thaI ja nathI. vastu thaI nathI ! AhA...hA...! A...hA...hA...! be (vakhata) kahevAno Azaya I che. "jJAnamAtra te to jJAnamAtra ja che." AhA...hA...! bhagavAna tArI vAta teM sAMbhaLI nathI. AhA..hA..! bhagavat svarUpa tAruM che ! badhA AtmAo aMdara bhagavasvarUpa che. are..! ene kyAM bese ? bIDI na maLe to ghaDIkamAM bhAInA magaja pharI jAya ! Aje bIDI sarakhI maLI nathI. AhAhA! be bIDI.. zuM kahevAya tamAre ? sigAreTa ! e pIve tyAre to pAyakhAne sarakhuM dasta Utare ! ATalA to jenA apalakhaNa ! have ene kahevuM tuM bhagavatsva rUpa) cho !! enuM mApa tuM kADhI nAkha. ene mApa karavAnuM to aMdaramAM che. AhA...hA..! bhagavAna trilokanAtha jinendradeva sarvajJadevano pokAra che ! jagata pAse jAhera kare) che. A saMto ADatiyA thaIne sarvajJano mAla Ape che. AhA...! bApu ! tuM koNa cho? aMdara bhagavAna (cho) ! AhAhA...! tArAmAM to atIndriya AnaMdano mAla labAlaba bharyo che ! sarvajJapaNuM tArAmAM paDyuM che), prabhu ! tane khabara nathI. aMdara sarvazapaNuM paDyuM che. AhA..hA..! ene "nowyati' - dekhe. che ne ? "jJAnamAtra te to jJAnamAtra ja che. kevo che caitanyaloka ?" I zuM kahe che ? ke, Avo rahyo che mATe jANI zakIza. Avo che mATe jANI zakIza. I nijAtmA) emane ema rahyo che. I game te cIjamAM gayo paNa potAnA svarUpamAM pheraphAra thayo nathI. mATe tuM tene jANI

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kaLaza-1papa 47 zakIza ema kahe che. AhA...hA...! tArI najaruM pharavI joIe, kahe che. navarA paNa kyAM (thAya che? mArI nAkhyA jagatane ! dukAnanA dhaMdhA, bAyaDI, chokarA ADe navaro thAya nahi. emAM vaLI pAMca-pacAsa lAkha, be-pAMca karoDa maLyA hoya to Akho salavAI gayo, thaI rahyuM ! A...hA...hA...! dhULa ! dhULamAM UMDo garI gayo ! AhA..hA...! emAM dharmane bahAne Ave to vrata ne tapa ne bhakti ne e rAganI kriyAmAM dharma manAvI le. tyAM paNa ene pAchA mArI nAkhyA ! AhA...hA...! kemake tArAmAM e nathI. nathI tenAthI tane lAbha thAya (e kema bane ?) tArAmAM ciloka, jJAnamAtra, AnaMdamAtra paDyo che enA bhAvathI tane lAbha thAya. AhA...hA...! AvI vAtuM che. pAgala jevI lAge ! are...! e duHkhI che, juone ! AhA...hA...! budhavAre to ahIM (eka mumukSu) beThA hatA. be karoDa ! budhavAre ahIMthI gayA, guruvAra, zukravAra rahyA ane zanivAranI rAtre bAra vAge... AhA..hA...! deha chUTI gayo). sADA navathI bAra (aDhI) kalAka sUtA, UDyA (pachI) jarIka vicAramAM rokANA. ahIM vicAra karatA, sAMbhaLatA. basa ! ekadama duHkhAvo upaDyo. pAMca-pAMca lAkhanA to sAta oraDA che ! cha chokarA ane pote sAta ! sAtamAM eka ekane pAMca pAMca lAkhanA... zuM kahevAya tamAre ? bloka ! tamArA "muMbaIno bloka ! AhA...hA...! I to badhuM "muMbaI joyuM che ne ? be varasa pahelAM nahi ? 87mI janmajayaMti thaI ne ? dehanA 87 (varasa) ! tyAre nahi tyAM dAdaramAM "AmodavALA" bhAI (enuM) 70 lAkhanuM makAna che emAM utaryA hatA ne ? eka makAna sittera lAkhanuM ! pAMca-cha karoDa rUpiyA che. dariyAne kAMThe utaryA hatA. zarIrane 87 beThuM ne ? 87 ! zarIrane hoM ! have 89muM besaze. ghATakoparanI vinaMtI che. zarIrane 89 hoM ! tyAM juo to makAna sittera lAkhanuM ! A...hA...hA...! pelo dariyo joDe hato ne ? meM to bhAIne pUchyuM. 'AmodavALA che. gujarAta che ne ? amArA pAleja pAse che. amArA pAlejanI pAse vadhAre che, "bharUca jarI AvuM rahe che. tyAM amArA bhAI darzana karavA AvyA hatA. ame ahIMthI jatA hatA ne ? (tyAre) pAleja' nahotuM (javAnuM). "bharUcamAM pelo pula che pula ? nadIno ! tyAMthI nIkaLIne 'AmodI tarapha gayA hatA. tyAM darzana karavA AvyA hatA pachI gujarI gayA. tyAMthI 'vaDodarA javA mATe nIkaLyA hatA. AhA...hA...! I tyAMnA che. AhAhA! sIttare lAkhanuM to ene eka makAna che ! eka makAna sIttera lAkhanuM hoM ! narama mANasa (che). bApu ! dhULamAM kAMI nathI. tArA baMgalA-hajIrA.. A deha) hajIro rAkha che. AnI masANanI rAkhuM thAze. aMdara caitanyaloka paDyo che, birAje che). prabhu ! ekavAra sAMbhaLa to kharo ! e potAnA jJAnanA bhAvathI jaNAya evo che ema kahe che. jJAnaloka jJAnathI jaNAya evo che. e jJAnaloka, rAga ne dayA, dAna ne puNyanA vikalpathI jaNAya evo nathI. AhAhA....!

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48 kalAmRta bhAga-5 bhAre javAbadArInI zaratuM ! peluM saheluMsaTa (hatuM). be ghaDI jAya, Namo arihaMtANaM, Namo siddhANaM... (bole), pUjA (kare) ne bhagavAnanI jarI bhakti kare (eTale) thaI gayo dharma ! dhULamAM paNa dharma nathI, sAMbhaLane ! AhA..hA...! ahIM kahe che ke, jJAnamAtra te kevo che caitanyaloka ?" zAzvataH' che. A..hA..hA...! e caitanyasvabhAva to zAzvata che. anAdino che anaMta kALa raheze. A..hA...! A..hA...! caitanyavastu jJAnasvarUpa prabhu AtmA nitya che, zAzvata che, dhruva che. AhA..hA...! A..hA..hA...! pelAmAM dhruva Ave che ne ? pravacanasAra'mAM nahi ? dhruva ! dhruva che I dhruva che, bAkI badhuM adhruva che. eka gAthAmAM dhruva Ave che. bassomI ke eTalAmI kAMIka che. 192 (gAthA). bhAva khabara hoya, bhASA yAda rahe nahi. hajAro zAstro (vAMcyA che). AhA..hA...! dhruva to tuM eka cho. nityAnaMda prabhu evone evo anAdithI che, kahe che. AhA..hA...! enI vartamAna paryAyamAM palaTA game teTalA thayA, mANasa thayo, nArakI thayo, Dhora thayo, kIDo thayo, kAgaDo thayo... AhA...hA...! paNa I vastu to vasturUpe rahI che. vastu I paryAyarUpe thaI nathI. AhA..hA...! ene tuM (jo), avinAzI che ene jo ! AhA..hA...! 'vaLI kevo che ?" "dha:' juo ! Avyo ne 'eka' ? pelAmAM 'vana:' hatuM eno artha nirvikalpa karyo. :'no artha 'eka vastu che.' eka vastu che... vastu che... vastu che. AhA..hA..! dehathI bhinna bhagavAna ane dayA, dAna, vrata ane hiMsA, jUThanA piraNAmathI paNa bhinna ekarUpa ciloka bhagavAna aMdara pote birAje che. A..hA..hA...! pAmarane prabhutAthI kahevuM ! bhAI ! tuM aMdara prabhu cho ! pAmara nathI. pAmara to teM mAnyo che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? kahe che ke, eka vastu che.' A..hA..hA...! paNa kevI che ? kevo che bhagavAna ? 'salavyavaktta:' (arthAt) 'traNe kALe pragaTa che." kone ? che e kharuM paNa kone ? vastu to che paNa kone ? AhA..hA...! ciloka, AnaMdaloka prabhu ! zAzvata che, pragaTa che (paNa) kone ? kemake che' enI kabulAta kone Ave che ? ke, rAgathI bheda paDelA bhedajJAnIne mATe te che. AhA..hA..! are..! AvI vAtuM che ! Avo vItarAgane nAme (mArga kahevo). bApu ! mAragaDA judA, nAtha ! e cIja teM sAMbhaLI nathI, prabhu ! jinendradeva trilokanAtha 52mezvaranI A AjJA che. ? ? ? 'sajanavyavaktta:' che. eTale zuM kahe che ? ke, vyakta che, paNa kone ? je jANe ene ke na jANe ene ? e prazna thayo hato ne ? bhAI ! (eka mumukSu) nathI ? 'jAmanaga2' ! eNe prazna karyo hato. A kAThiyAvADamAM digaMbarano abhyAsa pahelAMmAM pahelo (emane hato). 'jAmanaga2' ! 91-92 va2se gujarI gayA. ene abhyAsa ghaNo ! A kAThiyAvADamAM digaMbara zAstrano pahelo abhyAsa ene (hato). eno dIkaro eka pherI pUchato hato ke, A

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kaLaza-152 49 kAraNaparamAtmA.... kAramaparamAtmA tame kaho cho. kAraNaparamAtmA eTale trikALI vastu. I kAraNajIva kaho, kAraNaparamAtmA kaho, dhruva kaho. to kAraNaparamAtmA tame kaho, trikALI cIja je A kIdhI (I), zAzvata vastu ! dhruva AtmA e kAraNaparamAtmA che). to kAraNaparamAtmA che to) enuM kArya to AvavuM joIe. ema prazna karyo hato). bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha ! ciloka, AnaMdaloka, anaMta zaktino sAgara ! ene dharmAtmAe kAraNaparamAtmA kahyo che. kAryaparamAtmA - sarvajJa paramezvara thAya te kAryaparamAtmA (che). paryAyamAM paryAyanuM kArya pUruM thayuM). paryAyanuM pUruM kArya thAya tene kAryaparamAtmA kahe che) ane dravyapaNe je vastu che te kAraNaparamAtmA che). e kAraNa che to enuM kArya to AvavuM joIe ema emaNe kahyuM. kArya to AvatuM nathI, kAraNaparamAtmA to anAdino che. kIdhuM ke, paNa eNe mAnyuM che ? mAne ene kAraNaparamAtmA ke na mAne ene ? e ahIM kahe che ne ? vyakta che paNa kone ? AhA..hA..! I kahe che, juo ! I kAraNaprabhu che. trikALI AnaMdano nAtha kAraNa che paNa je svIkAre tene kAraNapaNe (che). che" enI hayAtInI kabulAta na Ave ene "che' kyAM AvyuM ? samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA..! ema ahIM kahe che ke, bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha caitanyasvarUpa ! sakaLa vyakta che. kone ? vastu to vastu che. sakaLa pragaTa (che) paNa e che" (evuM) jene bhAna thayuM tene (che). che? 'kone pragaTa che? "vivivarAtmana bhinna che AtmasvarUpa jene evo che bhedajJAnI puruSa, tene." AhAhA...! A vArtA nathI, bApA ! A kAMI kathA nathI. A to vItarAga trilokanAthanI AtmakathA che ! bhagavatakathA che. AhA! kahyuM? ke, jeNe bhinna AtmasvarUpa jANyuM che, rAgathI bhinna evo bhagavAna aMdara pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu che evuM jeNe jANyuM ene vyakta che. nathI jANyuM ene "che" ema kyAM che ? ene to rAga che ne puNya che ne dhULa che... AhAhA..! bhagavAna to aMdara kayAMya saMtAya gayo ! A.hA..hA....! AvI vAtuM che. AhA...hA...! "vivivettAtmina: bhinna paDelA AtmasvarUpane - bhedajJAnI puruSane pragaTa che. AhAhA..! jene rAgathI bhinna paDI ane AtmA pUrNAnaMda pUrNa caitanyaloka jenI dRSTimAM, jJAnamAM, anubhavamAM Avyo ane te pragaTa che. AhA...hA...! AvI badhI vAtuM eka kalAkamAM..! vADAmAM jeTalI sAMbhaLI hoya ethI A bIjI jAta che). bhAI ! tane vastunI khabara nathI). vItarAga paramezvara thayA che ema kahe che ke, vItarAga paramezvarasvarUpe ja tuM cho ! AhA..hA..! emAMthI vItarAga sarvajJapaNe pragaTa thaze. vItarAga sarvajJapaNuM kaMI bahArathI Ave che ? A.hA...hA...! e 155 (zloka pUro) thayo. 156 (zloka). A zeno adhikAra cAle che ? dharmIne bhaya hoto nathI. dharmI ke jene AtmA rAgathI, puNyanA pariNAmanI kriyAthI bhinna,pUrNAnaMdano

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50 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 nAtha jene anubhavamAM Avyo evA dharmane A zarIrano ke parazarIrano ke koI bhaya ene hoto nathI. nirbhaya cIja aMdara dRSTimAM pragaTa thaI che. A..hA..hA...! e ihaloka ane paralokano bhaya nathI eno I zloka hato. A zloka zeno hato ? Aloka ane paralokano bhaya nathI eno che. have vedanAno bhaya nathI A zloka che. dharmIne (arthAt) jeNe cidloka jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAna (che) evuM bhAna ane anubhava thayo ene vedanAno (bhaya hoto nathI). zarIramAM vedanA (thAya), Akaro roga Ave, rADa nAkhe.. hAya... hAya...! ane anukULatAnI nirogatAno pAra na hoya (e) banne pratyenuM dharmIne lakSa nathI. e jaDa che, 52 che. ene vedanAno bhaya hoto nathI. A..hA..hA...! -- eka pherI kahyuM nahotuM ? bhAI ! lAThI... lAThI' ! (tyAM eka) aDhAra varSanI juvAna choDI hatI. be varSanuM paraNeta2 ! ghaNA varSa thayA. 'dAmanagara' paraNAvI hatI pachI ene vyAdhi thaI, zItaLA nIkaLyA. choDI rUpALI hatI, be varSanuM paraNetara, enA dhaNIne navI hatI. 'dAmanaga2' paraNAvI hatI. A to ghaNA varSa pahelAMnI) vAta che. pachI ene zItaLA nIkaLyA (to) dANe dANe iyaLa paDI) ! taLAImAM, bhAI ! taLAImAM suvaDAvI paNa Ama pherave tyAM hajAro iyaLo ahIM nIkaLe ! Ama pherave tyAM (hajAro iyaLo Ama nIkaLe). enI bAne kahe che), bA ! meM AvA pApa A bhavamAM karyAM nathI. A kyAMnA AvyA? zuM thayuM ? mArAthI sahana thatuM nathI. Ama pharuM to Ama iyaLo paDe che) ane Ama pharuM to hajAro iyaLo baTakA bhare (che) ! AhA..hA...! Ama pokAra karatI (pachI) marI gaI. ghaNA varSa thayA. AhA..hA...! evI vedanA hoya topaNa dharmIne bhaya nathI (ema) kahe che. e vedanA jaDane che, AtmAne nathI. A..hA..hA...! I vedanAno bhaya nathI ema kahe (che). AhA..hA...! A bIjI choDInI vAta na karI ? 'amerIkA' ! 'dakSiNa amerikA'mAM plena upaDyuM, plena ! upaDIne jyAM aDadho kalAka thayo (tyAM) jaMgala (AvyuM). dakSiNa amerikA'mAM moTuM jaMgala che (tyAM) plena paDyuM. plenanA kaTakA ne bhUkkA (thaI gayA) ane mANaso badhA marI gayA. eka sattara varSanI jarmanInI choDI (hatI) e asAdhya thaI gaI. badhA marI gayA ane A eka asAdhya (thaI gaI). I jarI sAdhyamAM AvI tyAM (jove che ke) plenanA bhUkkA ! mA-bApa sAthe I marI gayA, badhA marI gayelA. A..hA..hA..! A jaMgala.. jherI deDakA ! jherI sarpo, vIMchI ! paga mUke tyAM baTakA bhare. pagamAM iyaLuM paDI. paNa AyuSyane (laIne bacI gaI). AhA..hA...! koI khAvAnuM nahi, pIvAnuM nahi, sUvAnuM nahi. A.hA..hA...! sattara varSanI juvAna choDI ! badhA marI gayA, (have) jAvuM kayAM ? paNa mALI hiMmatavALI ne ! emane ema agiyAra di' kADhyA. cAlatA... cAlatA... cAlatA... zarI2 (sojI) gayuM, badhA karaDyA ne ? jIvaDAo karaDyA ?

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kaLaza-1papa pa1 (eTale) AkhuM zarIra (sojI) gayuM ane pagamAM iyaLuM garI gaI, AvaDI moTI ! AhA...hA...! cAlatAM... emAM vaLI bArame di'e eka jhUMpaDI maLI gaI. agiyAra di to rAta-divasa.... A..hAhA...! e jhUMpaDI maLI ane tyAM UbhI rahI. (e) jhUMpaDI zikArIonI hatI. zikArIo jaMgalamAM zikAra karavA AvatA (eTale) e jhUMpaDI karelI. emAM e te di AvyA. mahine-be mahine AvatA. (e) tAkaDe AvyA ane ene joI, AkhuM zarIra saDIne bagaDI gayeluM. cAre kora badhA (karaDyA) ne ? ane ATalI ATalI (moTI) vanaspati emAM paga mUke to heThe jIvaDAo baTakA bhare, pagamAM garI jAya. AhA...hA...! I bAIne kahe che, are...! tuM ahIM kyAMthI ? to choDI kahe che), plena paDyuM ane badhAM marI gayAM. huM agiyAra dithI jaMgalamAM chuM. koI(no) kyAMya patto nathI. ene bicArIne bhagADImAM) nAkhIne davAkhAne laI gayA. I vedanA keTalI haze? ane te paNa (sAva) nirAdhAra ! AhA...hA....! tyAM dharmI jIva hoya to ene eno bhaya hoya nahi (ema) (eka ThekANe) Ave che ne ? pelI "lakSmaNanI zuM kahevAya)? "vizalyA" bAI ! e vizalyA pUrve cakravartInI dIkarI hatI ane koIe upADIne jaMgalamAM mUkI dIdhI. have jaMgalamAM moTo ajagara Avyo. e ajagare ene pakaDI, moDhAmAM nAkhI. thoDuM ATaluM (zarIra) bahAra rahyuM ane bAkI badhuM (ajagaranA moDhAmAM). emAM eno bApa cakravartI Avyo. gotatA.... gotatA... gotatA... gotatA (Avyo). eNe kahyuM ke, ajagarane mArI nAkhyuM. tyAre vizalyA" kahe che), bApu ! tame mArazo nahi. mane tyAga che, (huM) bahAra nIkaLe to mane AhArapANIno tyAga che. deha chUTe chUTakyo che. aDadhI aMdara gaLI gayelI ane aDadhuM (zarIra) bahAra (rahyuM). (tyAM) eno bApa Avyo. AhA...hA...! e marIne "vizalyA" thaI. bAI, rAjAnI dIkarI ! enA zarIramAM evI sthiti hatI ke) enI havA jene lAge (to) rogI hoya (ane) ghA vAgyA hoya I maTI jAya. AhAhA...! lakSmaNane jyAre "rAvaNe mAryo, bANa mAryuM to) lakSmaNa asAdhya thaI gayo. vAsudeva jaMgalamAM ! A..hA...hA...! have zuM karavuM ? "rAmacaMdrajI sAthe hatA). mahApuruSa e bhave mokSa janArA ! "sItAjIne "rAvaNa" laI gayo, "lakSmaNa ahIM paDyo... A..hA...hA...! ame tyAM pAlejamAM gAtA. aDhAra-ogaNIsa varSanI uMmaranI vAta che. sIttera varSa pahelAMnI ! rAmacaMdrajI lakSmaNane kahetA. (lakSmaNa') asAdhya (thaIne paDyA che). "AvyA hatA tyAre traNa jaNA ne jAzuM ekAeka... e mAtAjI khabaruM pUchaze tene zA zA uttara daIza? "lakSmaNa', e jAgane ho.. jI... baMdhava bola de ekavAra jI..." he baMdhava ! ekavAra bola. "sItA" ne) rAvaNa' laI gayo, tuM ahIM paDyo. mAtA mane pUchaze (to) huM zuM kahIza ? ame te 'dI tyAM (A) gAtA. A pajosaNanA apavAsa-bapavAsa karyA hoya ne ? A to sIttera varSa

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para kalAmRta bhAga-5 pahelAMnI vAtuM che, poNoso varSa pahelAMnI ! A...hA....hA....! e vakhate 'lakSmaNa' asAdhya thaI gayA. 'rAma' kahe che ke, Ano upAya (zuM) ? ko'ke kIdhuM ke, tamArA rAjamAM eka bAI che. bharata'ne je rAjamAM soMpyu che (temAM che). pote to vanamAM hatA ne ? e bAI pAse evI zakti che ke, e ahIM Ave to tarata enI vidyAthI) UtarI jaze. ('rAmacaMdrajI" kahe che), bolAvo ! jAo ! bharata'ne kaho. rAjAnI dIkarI jyAM aMdara AvI (to tyAM) hajAro mANasane ghA vAgelA. jyAM aMdara gI (ane) havA (AvI tyAM) ghA rUjhAI gayA ane jyAM lakSmaNa' pAse AvI, AvI tyAM ekadama vidyA UtarI gaI ! UThene pUche che) kyAM gayo 'rAvaNa' ? mAravA(nA bhAvamAM) sUto hato ne ? (eTale pUche che) kyAM gayo 'rAvaNa' ? AhA..hA...! e pachI jaIne 'rAvaNa'ne mArI nAkhe che. A badhI sthiti ! chatAM e to moTA vAsudeva puruSo hatA ne ! mArI nAkhyA chatAM pAchA bALavA pote gayA ! e to mahApuruSa hatA ne ? amArI padavI AvaDI moTI eTale bIjo koI upAya nathI. amArI sAme koI Ubho rahI zake e amArI padavI nathI. e kA2Ne amAre A karavuM paDyuM. ahIM kahe che... A..hA..hA...! evI sthitinI dazAmAM paNa jo samikatI hoya to ene bhaya lAgato nathI. vizeSa kaheze... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !) (zArdUlavikrIDita) eSaikaiva hi vedanA yadacalaM jJAnaM svayaM vedyate nirbhedoditavedyavedakabalAdekaM sadAnAkulaiH / naivAnyAgatavedanaiva hi bhavettaddhIH kuto jJAnino nizzaMkaH satataM svayaM sa sahajaM jJAnaM sadA vindati / / 24 - 156 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha :- " svayaM satataM sA jJAnaM vittuti (#:) samyagdaSTi jIva (svayaM) potAnI meLe (satata) niraMtarapaNe (savA) traNe kALe (jJAna) jJAnane arthAt jIvanA zuddha svarUpane (vindrati) anubhave che - AsvAde che. kevuM che jJAna ? (saddana) svabhAvathI ja utpanna che. kevo che samyagdaSTi jIva ? niHzaM:) sAta bhayathI mukta che. jJAnina: taddI: : ta:' (jJAnina:) samyagdaSTi jIvane (tI:) vedanAno bhaya (ta:) kyAMthI hoya ? arthAt nathI hoto; kAraNa ke 'saddA anAttta:' sarvadA bhedajJAne birAjamAna che je puruSo,

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kaLaza-155 te puruSo 'svayaM vedyate' svayaM evo anubhava kare che ke yat vataM jJAna puSA pA va vetanA' (yat) je kAraNathI (savAM jJAnaM) zAzvata che je jJAna (pA) e ja (vA vevanA) jIvane eka vedanA che (va) nizcayathI; 'anyAAtavetanA v na bhavet' (anyA) Ane choDIne je anya (AtivedanA va) karmanA udayathI thaI che sukharUpa athavA duHkharUpa vedanA te, (na bhavet jIvane che ja nahi. jJAna kevuM che ? '' zAzvata che - ekarUpa che. zA kAraNe ekarUpa che ? nirdevotivedyavevatAt' (narmadrotti) abhedapaNAthI (vedave) je vede che te ja vedAya che evuM je (vattAt) jIva sAmarthya, tenA kAraNe. bhAvArtha Ama che ke - jIvanuM svarUpa jJAna che, te ekarUpa che. je sAtA-asAtA karmanA udaye sukhaduHkharUpa vedanA thAya che te jIvanuM svarUpa nathI; tethI samyagdaSTi jIvane roga UpavAno bhaya hoto nathI. 24-156. kArataka vada 8, zanivAra tA. 03-12-1977. kaLaza-156, pravacana-165 'kaLazaTIkA' zloka-156. eSaikaiva hi vedanA yadacalaM jJAnaM svayaM vedyate nirbhedoditavedyavedakabalAdekaM sadAnAkulaiH / naivAnyAgatavedanaiva hi bhavettaddhI: kuto jJAnino nizzaMkaH satataM svayaM sa sahajaM jJAnaM sadA vindati / / 24-156 / / 53 AhA..hA...! dharmIjIvanI vyAkhyA che. nirjarA adhikAra' che ne ? jene A bhagavAnaAtmA dhruvasvarUpa birAjamAna che) ene rAga ane parathI bhinna jANI ane caitanya zuddha AnaMdasvarUpa prabhu ! enuM jene vedana anubhava che tene ahIMyAM samyagdaSTi ane dharmI kahe che. AhA..hA...! -- ajJAnIne anAdithI puNya ane pApanA rAgabhAva (thAya che) enuM ene vedana che, eno ene anubhava che. zarIra ne paisA ke AbarU ke strInuM zarIra ke puruSanuM zarIra (hoya) eno koIne anubhava nathI. e to pa2 jaDa padArtha) che. ajJAnIne puNya ane pApanA rAga ane

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54 kalAmRta bhAga-5 vikAranuM vedana - anubhava che. prazna :- parapadArthanuM vedana nathI ? samAdhAna - paranuM vadana dhULamAMya nathI. A to mAMsa, hADakA, cAmaDA (che). Ane kAMI bhogavAya nahi. e kALe ene rAga thAya ke, "A ThIka che' evA rAgane bhogave. A.hA...hA..! ajJAnI e zarIrane paNa na bhogave tema AtmA AnaMdasvarUpa che enI khabara nathI to ene paNa) na bhogave. AhA...hA...! e rAga ane dveSanA, mohanA pariNAma (thAya che tene bhogave che). ahIM to tyAM sudhI kaheze ke, e badhA pudgala AkAra che. e caitanyanuM svarUpa nahi. e zubha ane azubha bhAva, vikAra - vibhAva, duHkha - jherano anubhava anAdithI ajJAnIne che. AhA..hA... - trilokanAtha vItarAga paramAtmA jinendradevanuM A pharamAna che, bhagavAna ! ekavAra sAMbhaLa ! A.hA...hA....! teM, tArI jAta atIndriya AnaMdasvarUpa che ane teM jANyuM nahi, mAnyuM nahi, anubhavyuM nahi. AhAhA..! anAdikALano e anukULa saMyogI cIjamAM lakSa karI ane rAga utpanna kare te rAgane vede che). AhA...hA...! e jhera che, rAga (che) e jhera che. AhA...hA....! prazna :- jhera lAgatuM nathI ane rAga mITho kema lAge che ? samAdhAna :- kyAMthI lAge ? sarpa karaDyo hoya ene lImaDo kaDavo na lAge. sAMbhaLyuM che ? sarpa karaDyo hoya, enuM jhera caDyuM hoya tene lImaDo kaDavo na lAge, mITho lAge. I jhera caDyuM che I nakkI karavA mATe ene lImaDo khavaDAve che. joyuM nathI ? ahIM to ghaNuM sAMbhaLyuM che ne, bApA ! AhA...hA...! I jhera caDyuM che ke nahi te jovA mATe) lImaDo khavaDAve. kaDavo lAge to samajavuM ke jhera caDyuM nathI. ema ajJAnIne.... A...hA...hA...! mithyAtva - viparIta zraddhAnA jhera (mIThA) lAgyA che. ene A puNya ane pApanA bhAva mIThA lAge che. AhA...hA...! prazna :- karavuM zuM ? samAdhAna :- AtmAnuM bhAna nathI to kaDavuM lAge che, eno artha I. AhA..hA...! paramezvara jinezvaradeva trilokanAtha eNe je AtmA kahyo, aMdara vastu che e to atIndriya AnaMdanI pATa che. AhAhA...! are.! ene khabaruM ke di che ? tamAre "muMbaImAM nahi ? baraphanI pATuM! ame nIkaLIe ne (tyAre) joIe pacIsa-pacIsa maNanI, pacAsa-pacAsa maNanI pATuM ! pelA zuM kahevAya ? khaTArAmAM nIkaLatI hoya. moTara nIkaLe (tyAre) joyuM hoya. e pacIsa-pacIsa maNanI baraphanI pATuM hoya). eka khaTArAmAM pAMca-sAta bharI hoya. AhA..hA....! ema A bhagavAna AtmA ! zItaLa zAMti, AnaMda ane svacchatAnA bhAvathI bharelI pATa aMdara che. kyAM khabaruM (che)? (ajJAnI) bicArA A duniyAmAM bahAranI mUMjhavaNamAM marIne

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- 55 kaLaza-156 caitanyanI jAtane jANavA prayatna karyo nahi. jinendradeva ema kahe che. AhA..hA...! vedanamAM ene anAdithI to zarIranuM vedana (nathI), A to mATI, dhULa che. A to mATI che. enuM koIne vedana, bhogavaTo - eno anubhava hoya nahi. ema dALa, bhAta, zAka ke mesubano anubhava na hoya. kemake e to jaDa cIja che. phakta tenA tarapha lakSa karIne A ThIka che' evo rAga utpanna kare, e rAganA jherane I anubhave che. AhAhA....! jJAnIne zuM hoya ? (e) have kahe che. AhAhA...! ajJAnIne e puNya ane pApanA rAganA bhAva jhera che tenuM vedana che). amRtano sAgara bhagavAna AtmA atIndriya anAkuLa AnaMdanI pATa AtmA che)AhA...hA...! ene bhUlI ane zubha-azubha bhAvano vikAra je kharekhara pudgalasvarUpe che tene vede che). I AtmAnuM svarUpa che ja nahi. AhA..hA...! AnI TIkAmAM to ema lakhyuM che, bhAI ! pagalAkAra rAganuM vedana jJAnIne nathI. A...hA...hA...! jhINI vAtuM, bApu ! jinendra vItarAgano mArga bahu jhINo che. saMpradAyamAM to dayA pALo, vrata karo ane apavAsa karo (I cAle che). I to badhI rAganI kriyAo ane abhimAna - mithyAtva che. AhA..hA...! ahIMyAM to kahe che ke, jyAre ene e ajJAnanA vedananI khabara paDe (ke), are ! A rAga (jhera che) ane mArI cIja to rAga vinAnI che. kemake rAga to nIkaLI jAya che, enuM (mULa) svarUpa nathI. svarUpa hoya e nIkaLe nahi. nIkaLe te enI jAta nahi - svarUpa nahi. AhA...hA...! cAhe to e dayA, dAna, vratanA bhAva hoya topaNa rAga che ane hiMsA, jUThuM, corI, raLavuM, A bhoga, vAsanA, dukAnamAM dhaMdho karavAmAM) dhyAna rAkhavuM e badho pApabhAva, vAsanA che. AhAhA! ahIM to AvI vAtuM che, bApu ! AhA..hA...! e pApavAsanA ane puNyavAsanA banne jheravAsanA che. jhINI vAta che, prabhu ! jinendra traNalokanA nAtha, jinendra je dharma kahyo e koI alaukika che !! saMpradAyamAM to e vAta cAlatI ja nathI. AhA...hA...! bhAI ! AhA...hA...! AvuM che. ahIM kahe che, "sa svayaM satataM saddA jJAne viti (sa:) nAma "samyaphadRSTi jIva..." pelI mithyAtvanI vAta karI. AhAhA...! have, samyagdaSTi dharmI, sarvajJa paramAtmA jinendradeva ema kahe ke, jene e puNya ane pApano rAga vikAra - jheratathI judA evA) AtmA AnaMdasvarUpanuM bhAna thayuM che. AhA..hA...! (ke) huM eka AtmA chuM ane e AtmA che te anAkuLa AnaMda ane zAMtino sAgara che. AhAhA...! ane puNya ane pApanA bhAva jhera che enAthI bhinna pADIne bhagavAnaAtmAno samyaku (arthAtu) jevI e cIja che AnaMda, zAMti ane ekalA jJAna(svarUpa che) evo jene aMtara anubhava thaIne samyagdarzana, samyaku nAma satya pratItinuM darzana thayuM che. A...hA.hA...! zaratuM ghaNI, javAbadArI ghaNI ! AhA..hA....! bAkI to badhA DhoranA jevA avatAra che. pachI abajopati hoya ane dhULapati hoya topaNa

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56 kalAmRta bhAga-5 zuM) ? pelA bhAInuM) sAMbhaLyuM nathI ? 'govA' ! ApaNA dazAzrImALI vANiyA hatA. be abaja cAlIsa karoDa ! be abaja cAlIsa karoDa !! marI gayo pAMca miniTamAM ! muMbaI' ! muMbaI'mAM enI vahune A thayuM... zuM kahevAya ? hemareja ! ghare cAlIsa lAkhano baMgalo ! dasa-dasa lAkhanA bIjA baMgalA, govA'mAM moTuM (ghara hatuM). enI bahenanI be dIkarI ahIM brahmacArI che. coMsaTha brahmacArI (baheno) che emAMthI I be brahmacArI che. badhAne jANIe chIe ne ! (enI vahune) hemareja hatuM to muMbaI" batAvavA Avelo. tyAM I to asAdhya ja hatI. tyAM rAtre doDha vAge UThyo (kahyuM ke), mane duHkhe che. DaoNkTara bolAvo.' DaoNkTara jyAM AvyAM tyAM deha chUTI gayo ! be abaja cAlIsa koDa ! dhULa paDI (rahI). tArI mATI - dhULa(mAM) hatuM zuM ? e kyAM tArI hatI te tArI pAse rahe ? AhA..hA..! marI gayo, vahu asAdhya (hatI). mahinA pachI sAdhya AvI pachI kahyuM ke, zeTha gujarI gayA. (tyArapachI) doDha varSa asAdhya rahI. doDha varSa ! cAlIsa lAkhano baMgalo ane A paisA... dhULamAM (rahI gayA). be chokarA (hatA), asAdhyamAMne asAdhyamAM marI gaI. are..! bApu ! tane khabara nathI, bhAI ! tuM AtmA koNa cho ? ane kaI cIja che enI tane khabara nathI, bApu ! AtmA to, sarvajJa jinendra paramezvara vItarAga trilokanAtha kahe che ke, AtmA eTale ke atIndriya AnaMdano piMDa prabhu (che) e AtmA (che). AhA..hA...! atIndriya anAkULa (evA) zabdo paNa eNe sAMbhaLyA na hoya. AhA...hA...! jagatanA bhikhArAveDA karI karIne emane ema marI gayo. bhagavAnasvarUpa mAgaNa... mAgaNa thaI gayo. paiso Apo, bAyaDI Apo, AbarU Apo, bhikhArI ! ahIM to I vAta che. AhA..hA...! caitanyacakravartI anaMta AnaMda ane anaMta jJAnano dhaNI pote potAnI bhAvanA mUkIne 52mAM A lAva... A lAva... A lAva... (ka2e che). bhagavAna bhikhArI mAgaNa thaI gayo ! AhA..hA...! jyAre ene AtmAnuM bhAna thAya che (tyAre) rAganA vikalpathI paNa mArI cIja aMdara nirvikalpa zuddha che ema bhAna thAya che). I kahe che, juo ! samyagdaSTi jIva...' e samyagdaSTi jIva ! A..hA...hA...! bhale gRhasthAzramamAM ho, narakamAM nArakI hoya, pazu - tiryaMca hoya ene paNa AtmajJAna thAya che. AhA..hA...! ene aMdara rAgathI bhinna caitanyagoLo satyadRSTimAM jyAM ene jaNANo... AhA..hA...! tyAre ene dharmanI pahelI zreNI zarU thaI. AhA..hA...! janma-maraNanA aMtane lAvavAnI pahelI zarUAta samyagdarzanathI thAya che. A..hA..hA...! e 'samyaSTi jIva potAnI meLe... (svayaM) che ne ? (svayaMO ! AhA..hA...! jhINI vAta, prabhu ! atyAre to cAlatuM nathI (enI) amane khabara nathI ? ahIM to 65 varSa to dIkSA (lIdhAne) thaze, A mAgazara suda 9. Aje zuM che ? Aje AThama (che), soLa

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kaLaza- 156 pa7 di rahyA. mAgazara suda 9, 65muM dIkSAnuM (varSa) bese che. 65 varSa ! bhAI ! ane zarIrane 88 thayA, A vaizAkha suda 2, 89 besaze. "ghATakoparanI mAMgaNI che. AhA...hA...! bApu ! ghaNuM joyuM jagatanuM ! AhA...hA...! dasa-dasa hajAra mAIla to traNavAra hindustAnamAM pharyA chIe. AhA...hA...! ane dukAna upara paNa pAMca varSa dukAna calAvI hatI. pAleja ! dukAna che ne ? pAlejanI dukAna che, atyAre dukAna che, moTI dukAna che. 30-35 lAkha rUpiyA che, traNa-cAra lAkhanI pedAza che, dukAna e vakhatanI che. dhULadhANI badhA ! marI gayo ! mArA bhAgIdAra hatA, meM to ene kahyuM hatuM. phaInA dIkarA hatA, atyAre) enA chokarAo che. meM to ene (saMvata-1966)mAM kaheluM, hoM ! bhAI ! huM to pahelethI nAnI uMmarathI "bhagata" kahevAto, bhale gharanI pitAjInI dukAna hatI. meM pAMca varSa dukAna calAvI. sattara varSanI uMmarathI bAvIsa (varSa ema) pAMca varSa (calAvI). (saMvata-196 8nA) vaizAkhe choDI dIdhI. meM to 196 6mAM bhAIne kahyuM, ame badhA bhegA hatA. trIsa mANaso ! be dukAno hatI. mArA bhAI beThA hatA (chatAM) mArAthI to kahevAI gayuM, bhAI ! tamane dukAnanI mamatA bahu, hoM ! 66 66 ! keTalA varSa thayA ? mane to bhAI evuM lAge che, bhAI ! ApaNe vANiyA chIe ne ? eTale mAMsa ane dArU (nathI khAtA eTale narakamAM to tame nahi jAo, hoM ! dukAnamAM beThA hatA ne A dukAna choDIne sAme AhAra karavA gayelo. ema devamAM javAnA lakhaNa mane nathI lAgatA, bhAI ! tema manuSya thAo e mane dekhAtuM nathI. pazu thazo. tiryaMcamAM - DhoramAM javAnA, yAda rAkho ! mArI sAme bole nahi, bhagata che I (ema kahe). yAda rAkho tamArI mamatA eTalI dekhAya che ke, tamArA avatAra pazumAM) thaze. e bhAI maratAM.. be lAkhanI pedAza, dukAnanI (eka) varSanI be lAkhanI pedAza ! te di dasa lAkha hatA, atyAre to jhAjhA thaI gayA, trIsa-pAMtrIsa lAkha thayA, traNa-cAra lAkhanI pedAza (che). marIne maratA vakhate mamatA... mamatA.. mamatA... meM A karyuM. meM A karyuM. meM A karyuM. pAgala thaI gayo, pAgala ! bhAI ! emanA dIkarA kahe, mahArAje kahyuM hatuM e thayuM. marIne DhoramAM cAlyo gayo. AhA..hA..! A saMsAranA paDadAonI jagatane khabara nathI. AMdhaLaAMdhaLA emane ema cAlyuM jAya che. AhA..hA..! ahIM kahe che, samyagdaSTi jIva ! AtmA mArI cIja zuM che A ? jJAnAnaMda sahajAnaMda svarUpathI bharelo bhagavAna AtmA ! enI ene rAganA vikalpathI bhinna paDI ane potAnA svarUpanI pratItino anubhava thAya che ke, A AtmA to atIndriya AnaMdamaya che. eno jarI namUno (Ave che). samyagdarzanamAM atIndriya AnaMdanA svAdano thoDo AsvAda Ave. A.hA...hA...! ene ahIMyAM dharmanI pahelI zreNIvALo samyakdRSTi kahevAmAM Ave che. A...hA...hA...! are..! ene sAMbhaLavA paNa na maLe, khabara paNa na maLe. AhAhA...! kaho, bhAI !

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58 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 ahIM kahe che, samyagdaSTi jIva potAnI meLe niraMtarapaNe...' AhA..hA...! jJAnane arthAt jIvanA zuddha svarUpane anubhave che...' vede che. A..hA...hA...! dharmI to ene kahIe ke, AtmA jJAnasvarUpa... jJAnasvarUpa jJAnasvabhAva jJAnano piMDa che) enuM jene aMdara AnaMdanuM vedana Ave... AhA..hA...! tene dharmanI zarUAtavALo samyagdaSTi kahIe. ATalI zaratuM sahitanI vAtuM che. duniyAmAM to badhuM pokaLa cAle che, badhI khabara che. a2.2.2..! jiMdagIyuM DhoranI jema cAlI jAya. dharmane bahAne paNa vrata ne tapa ne bhakti (karAve). e badho zubharAga che, e dharma nahi. AhA..hA...! ahIM paramAtmA ema kahe che ke, samyagdaSTi jIvane svayaM) nAma potAnI meLe...' niraMtara traNe kALa AtmAnA zuddha svarUpano anubhava hoya. A..hA..hA...! jema ajJAnIne anAdithI anaMtakALamAM rAga ane vikAranuM ja vedana che I jheranA anubhava pIve che. dharmIne niraMtara AtmAnA AnaMdanA pINA hoya che. AhA..hA...! are..! are..! AvI vAtuM ! e kahe che, 'jJAna' zabda vAparyo che ? jJAna eTale jIvanuM zuddha svarUpa. zuddha svarUpa (che) e jJAna svarUpa (che). jemAM puNya-pApanA rAga paNa nathI. zarIra to jaDa, mATI dhULa che. AhA..hA...! A to emAM che ja nahi. A to paramANu rAkha (che), masANanI rAkhuM thaIne UDI jaze, bApA ! A cIja kAMI tArI nathI, e kaMI tuM nathI. AhA..hA...! rajakaNa tArA rakhaDaze jema rakhaDatI reta, pachI naratana pAmIza kyAM ? ceta ceta nara ceta.' 'rajakaNa tArA rakhaDaze jema rakhaDatI reta...' jema reta UDe (ema UDaze). ATalI (capaTI) rAkha nahi thAya. masANamAM ATalI (rAkha paNa) nahi thAya. pavana Avyo eTale (UDI jaze). rajakaNa dhULa - mATI hatI, tyAM kyAM tuM hato I ? AhA....hA...! rajakaNa tArA rakhaDaze jema rakhaDatI reta, pachI naratana pAmIza kyAM ?" prabhu ! pachI tane Avo manuSyadeha kayAre maLaze ? A..hA...! ceta ceta na2 ceta' AtmA zuM ? tenuM jJAna kara. AhA...hA...! karavAnuM hoya to A che, bAkI badhuM dhULa-dhANI ne vA-pANI che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? - savAramAM cA-pANI jove, mALAne ! ukALo doDha-pA zera (pIdho) hoya tyAre magaja ThIka rahe. dhULeya nathI have, sAMbhaLane ! AhA..hA...! kAMI khabaruM na maLe, bicArA zuM kare ? ahIM kahe che, samyagdaSTi zuddha svarUpane anubhave che AsvAde che.' che ? AvyuM ? A..hA..hA...! jema AIsakrImano svAda le che ema dharmI potAnA AnaMdano svAda le che. aMdara maiM AIsakrIma che ! are......! kyAM sAMbhaLyuM (hoya) ? mumukSu :- AIsakrImano svAda koI letuM nathI ema Apa kaho cho. uttara HI kIdhuM ne ? AsvAda le che eno artha pelo rAga Ave che ne ? eno AsvAda le che ne ? ema A AnaMdano AsvAda le che. --

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kaLaza-156 59 prazna :- roga Ave to duHkha to thAya ja ne ? samAdhAna - I Avaze, hamaNAM Avaze. I roganI vedanA ja AtmAnI nathI, ahIM (ema) kahe che. I to jaDanI mATI - dhULanI che. roga Ane (-zarIrane) thAya che, AtmAne thAya che ? A to mATI che. A..hA...hA...! khIlo ke loDhuM vAge tyAre nathI kahetA ? ke, mArI mATI pAkaNI che, pANI aDavA dezo nahi. ema vAtuM kare paNa) kyAM bhAna che ? bolavAnI khabaruM nathI. jagatanI pAgalanI jema badhI jiMdagIyuM che. kATavALI khIlI vAge (to ema kahe) mArI mATI pAkaNI che. eka kora Ane mATI kahe che ane eka kora vaLI mAruM kahe che ! mATInI mATI thAya che. dhULano dhaNI thAya che ! A.hA...hA...! mArga bApA !... vItarAga jinendradevano mArga koI judI jAta che. atyAre to lokoe Akho lopa karI nAkhyo. AhA...hA....! bhagavAna ahIMyAM kahe che ke, zuddha svarUpa bhagavAnaAtmA pavitratAno piMDa che. ene dharmI jIva - prathama dazAvaMta AsvAde che. A..hA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? "kevuM che jJAna ?' kahe che, kevo che bhagavAna ? jJAna zabda AtmA. aMdara AtmA kevo che? kevuM che jJAna ? svabhAvathI ja utpanna che." I vastu anAdinI svabhAvika che. ene koIe karelo nathI, navo thato nathI. AnaMda ane jJAnasvarUpI - svabhAvI anAdithI che. A.hA...hA..! are..! AvI vAtuM ! koI di sAMbhaLyuM na hoya). huM ahIM bacAro kahuM che ne ? ene zAstramAM rAMkA kahyA che. zAstramAM 'varAMkA' zabda Ave che. varAMkA eTale bhikhArI. duniyA bhikhArI, rAMkA ! abajopati badhA bhikhArA, rAMkA che. jene aMtara caitanyanI lakSmInI khabara nathI ane bahAranI lakSmI mAge che) I bhikhArA, varAMkA, rAMka che. AhA..hA..! bhAI ! AvI vAta che. mumukSu :- (A vAta) ahIM cAle, bahAra na cAle. uttara :- ahIM to have "muMbaI paNa cAle che ne ! dasa-dasa hajAra mANasa sAMbhaLe che ne ! "ghATakopara' ! peluM nahi...? sarvodaya ! tyAM vAMcatA ne ? pelo haoNla che ne ? tyAM dasa-dasa hajAra mANasa Ave che. have badhA Ave che, I kAMIka bIjuM kahe che evuM badhAne thaI gayuM che. A.hA...! eka pherI (eka mumukSune) tyAM utaryA hatA ne ? A pherI lagabhaga tyAM utaravAnuM che. tyAM utaryo hato tyAre bIjA mumukSu) AvyA hatA. AvIne kahyuM, "mahArAja ! Apano A dharma to cAra hajAra bhava pachI samajAze." e ahIM Avyo hato. atyAre ahIM gayo che, "pAlItANA' gayo che. enA vakhANa kare ne ? zvetAMbaranA derAsara karyA che ne ? tyAM sarvodaya pAse (karyuM che). "ghATakopara' ! (tyAM eka sAdhu che) enI pAse gayA che. e enA vakhANa kare, e.I..! tame ATalA lAkho kharco ne dasa lAkha kharcA ne DhIkaNA khacya ne..

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60 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 dhULeya nathI, have sAMbhaLane ! AhA..hA...! hajI vinaMtI karavA Avaze, pahelA Avyo hato. ahIM kahe che, bhagavAna AtmA kevo che ? "svabhAvathI ja utpanna che. eTale ke svabhAvika vastu ja anAdithI che. AhA..hA..! atIndriya AnaMda ane atIndriya jJAnano sAgara - dariyo ! anaMta AnaMdano dariyo prabhu che ! are...! kyAM eNe joyuM che ? sAMbhaLyuM nathI, zraddhA karI nathI to jove kyAMthI aMdaraane jove to tyAM bhALe kyAMthI? AMkhyuM vIMcIne Ama kare to dekhAya kyAMthI ?) hajI vastunI jyAM zraddhA ane oLakhANa paNa nathI. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? kahe che, jJAna eTale AtmA. jANakasvarUpajANakasvarUpa (che) I AtmA. jema sAkara gaLapaNano piMDa (che) ema A bhagavAna jJAnasvarUpI, caitanyasUrya, caitanyacaMdra (che). A..hA...hA...! I svabhAvika vastu che (ema) kahe che. e koIe karI nathI, navI thaI nathI. che. che. ne che... A...hA...hA.! are...! svabhAvika che ? kevo che samyagdaSTi jIva ? sAta bhayathI mukta che." A..hA...hA...! dharmAjIvane to A lokano paNa bhaya nathI ane paralokano bhaya paNa nathI. huM to AnaMda ane jJAnamUrti (chuM) e mAro loka che), A zarIra che) e mAro loka nahi. A to jaDanI mATInI cIja che. zarIra rahe tyAM sudhI mane pUrI sagavaDatA rahe (to) ThIka. jagatane I A lokano bhaya (che). maratAM sudhI sagavaDatA rahe to ThIka. enI mATe badhI saMbhALa kare. dharmIne e bhaya hoto nathI, kahe che. A..hA...hA..! kemake aMdara potAnuM jJAnazarIra che. atIndriya AnaMda enuM zarIra che. A zarIra to mATI, dhULanuM che. AhA...hA.! samajANuM kAMI ? e kahe che, "sAta bhayathI mukta che.' jJAnina: tathvI ta: samyagdaSTi jIvane vedanAno bhaya kyAMthI hoya ?' Aloka, paralokanI vAta pahelAM AvI gaI che. have A vedanAnI vyAkhyA che. AhA...hA..! zarIramAM roga Ave, saDo paDe... A. hA..hA..! eno bhaya jJAnIne - dharmIne hoto nathI. kAraNa ke I zarIrathI mArI cIja bhinna che evuM jANyuM che. anubhavamAM e cIja AvI gaI che. eTale A zarIranI vedanA (che) I mArI vedanA nahi. AhA...hA...! AvI vAtuM che. ajJAnIne) to eka kora zarIranI vedanA (cAlatI hoya) emAM zULa upaDatA hoya. A..hA...! (aMta samaye) bhIMsAIne marIne cAlyA jaze. ghaNAnI DhoramAM - tiryaMcamAM gati (thavAnI) che. AhA..hA...! ahIM kahe che ke, dharmIne eno bhaya nathI). enI vedanA ja mane nathI ne ! huM to AnaMdanI vedanAno vedanAro chuM. A...hA...hA...! pudgalanI vedanA, zarIranI sukha-du:khanI kalpanA pugalasvarUpa che, mAruM svarUpa nahi. AhA...hA...! kevI vAta A te !! peluM to ekendriyA, beindriyA, triindriyA, caturaindriyA, paMcendriyA AvatuM ne ? tasamicchAmI dukkaDam ! jAo,

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kaLaza-156 6 1 thaI gayo dharma ! dhULamAMya (dharma) nathI, (I) badhA jaDanA palAkhA che. AhA..hA...! are.... bApu ! tane khabara nathI, bhAI ! A..hA...! bhagavAna aMdara che e to jJAnasvarUpI caitanyabiMba ! jinacaMdra che ! vItarAgI zItaLa caMdra che ! AhA..hA...! enuM jene bhAna thaIne vedana (thayuM) che e kahe che ke, zarIranI vedanA mane nathI, mArAmAM nathI. e vedanAmAM huM nathI. AhA..hA...! are.. are...! AvI badhI zaratuM ! Ane kaMI khabaruM na maLe, emAM vaLI trIsa-cALIsa varasanI juvAna avasthA hoya, emAM pAMca-dasa lAkha, pacIsa lAkha thaI gayA hoya, be-pAMca karoDa thAya to thaI rahyuM... huM pahoLo ne zerI sAMkaDI ! AhA..hA...! (amArA) bAhubaLathI ame vadhI gayA ! zemAM (vadhI gayA) ? pApamAM ! are......! bApu ! tane khabara nathI, bhAI ! ahIMyAM dharmIjIvane... dharma evo je AtmA, eno je anubhava che, rAga ane puNyapApanA vedanathI bhinna paDyo che. A..hA..hA....! e apekSAe ahIM kahe che, vedanAno bhaya kacAMthI hoya ?" che ? "jJAnina: taddI:'vedanAno bhaya kyAMthI hoya ? arthAt nathI hoto.' AhA..hA...! zarIramAM roga Ave I to jaDanI dazA che. I to mATImAM roga che. bhagavAna to arUpI jJAnAnaMda che. enA bhAnamAM AnI vedanA ene hotI nathI. AhA..hA...! bhAre AkaruM kAma ! emAM Heart fail vakhate to gabharAmaNa thAya. kA2Ne A badhuM lohI cosalA thaI jAya che. e vakhate Heart failvALAne A lohI che ne ? e baraphanI jema badhe jAmI jAya. zvAsa na laI zake ane gabharAmaNa... gabharAmaNa... gabharAmaNa thAya. AhA...hA....! ame to ghaNA joyA che ne ! AhA..hA...! A badhuM lohI che I baraphanI jema jAmI jAya eTale zvAsane levAnI gati rUMdhAI jAya eTale gabharAmaNa... gabharAmaNa... gabharAmaNa (thAya). AhA..hA...! paNa e vedanA jaDanI che, dharmI kahe che ke, caitanya (evA) mArAmAM nathI. A..hA..hA...! AvuM che A svarUpa ! emAM tyAM tamArA paisA-phaisAmAM sAMbhaLavAnuM maLe evuM nathI. dhULamAM...! AhA..hA...! vedanAno bhaya karyAMthI hoya ? arthAt nathI hoto; kAraNa ke..''saddA anA hai:' sarvadA bhedazAne birAjamAna che...' A zuM kahe che ? samyagdaSTi - dharmanI pahelI sIDhIvALo rAganA bhAvathI bhinna bhedajJAna jene sadA - niraMtara varte che. ajJAnIne - mithyAsRSTi mahAmUDhamAM niraMtara rAga ane AtmA banne eka (che) ema niraMtara varte che. AhA..hA...! ema samyagdaSTine, bhale cakravartInA rAjamAM paDyo dekhAya... AhA..hA...! paNa ene A...hA...! anAkuLa bhedajJAne birAjamAna che..' e rAgano je vikalpa che enAthI judI paDelI bhedajJAna dazA niraMtara varte che. A..hA..hA..hA...! AkaruM kAma, bApA ! AhA..hA...! vItarAgano dharma samajavo bahu alaukika vAta che ! AhA..hA...! laukika sAthe kAMI meLa khAya evuM nathI. AhA..hA...! kahe che ke, sarvadA bhedazAne birAjamAna che...' bhASA ema che ke, "savA

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6 2 kalAmRta bhAga-5 anAta:'e 'savA anAttta:'nI vyAkhyA karI ke, dharmIjIva(ne) parathI bhinna paDeluM anAkuLa AnaMdanuM vedana che mATe te rAgathI bhinna bhedajJAnamAM birAje che, rAgamAM nahi. A..hA..hA...! AvI vAtuM sAMbhaLavI kaThaNa paDe, I bicArA cAre samaje ane kyAre (aMdara) jAya ? A..hA...! bApu ! AvI vAtuM che. A..hA...! trilokanAtha jinendradeva paramAtmA sImaMdhara bhagavAna mahAvedahamAM birAje che enI A vANI che. mahAvidehamAM paramAtmA birAje che 'sImaMdharaprabhu' ! A sAmAyikamAM AjJA nathI letA ? ene bhAna paNa kayAM che (ke), sAmAyika kone kahevI ? konI AjJA ? AhA..hA...! sAmAyika to jene rAganA bhAgathI AtmA bhinna caitanyamUrti samasvabhAvI vItarAgasvarUpa bhagavAna ! enuM jene samatAnuM, AnaMdanuM vedana Ave ene ahIMyAM sAmAyika kahe che. AhA..hA...! ethI kahe che ke, (dharmIjIva) bhedajJAnamAM birAje che. ajJAnI rAga ne puNya ne pApanA ekatvamAM birAje che. A..hA..hA...! (koI vyAkhyAnamAM) na AvyuM hoya ane koI ghare pUche ke, 'zuM kahetA hatA ? 'koNa jANe AnuM Ama ne AnuM Ama kahetA hatA !' are...! bhagavAna ! bApu ! tane satyanI khabara nathI. AhA..hA...! ahIMyAM to anAkuLanI vyAkhyA A karI. zuM karI ? 'savA anAtte:' dharmI sadAya rAgathI bhinna dazA ja varte che, ema kahe che. A..hA...! ajJAnI mithyAdaSTine sadAya rAganI ekatA ja vartyA kare che. AhA..hA...! cAhe to e Namo arihaMtANaM, Namo siddhANaM karato hoya paNa e mUDha mithyAdRSTi rAganA ekatvamAM paDyo che. e rAga che enI ene ekatvabuddhi che. AhA...hA...! tyAre samyagdaSTi 'savA anAtte:" eTale ? rAgathI bhinna anAkuLasvarUpa bhagavAnaAtmAnuM che emAM e sadAya che. AhA..hA...! are..! AvI vAtuM...! evo vItarAgano mArga (che), prabhu ! AhA..hA...! ? indro ! ekAvatArI - ekabhavatArI indro che enI vacce paramAtmA Ama pharamAve che. A..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? e vAta ahIM AvI che. 'savA JanAnai:' AhA..hA...! eTale ? ajJAnI anAdinA e puNya ane pApanA bhAvanI ekatvabuddhimAM du:khI che. tyAre bhedajJAnI samyagdaSTi rAgathI bhinna paDelI anAkuLa cIjamAM paDyA che eTale ene anAkuLanuM vedana che. eTale anAkuLanI vyAkhyA ja A karI ke, bhedajJAnamAM rahe che. rAgathI bhinna rahe che. pelo ajJAnI rAganA ekatvamAM rahe che. cAhe to sAdhu hoya paNa paMcamahAvratanA pariNAma rAga che. e rAganA ekatvamAM che I mithyAdRSTi mUDha che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? 'saddA anAau:''sarvadA bhedazAne birAjamAna che...' A..hA..hA...! mALA TIkAkAra paNa (TIkA kare che ne) ! samyagdaSTi ene kahIe ke, jenI dRSTimAM rAgathI bhinna paDelo

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kaLaza-156 bhagavAna bhAse. ethI ene bhedajJAnamAM rahelo kahe che. bhASAmAM - AcAryanI bhASA (e che ke, I sadA anAkuLamAM rahe che, rAgamAM nahi. te anAkuLa dazAmAM rahelo, bhedajJAnamAM rahelo (che). sarvadA..' AhA..hA...! sarvadA ! "sA' (zabda) che ne ? e rAga cAhe to dayA, dAna, vratAno) ho paNa e badho vikalpa rAga che. dharmI to e rAgathI bhinna "sA nI tai" eTale bhedajJAnamAM rahe che. A..hA...hA..! e rAganI ekatAmAM raheto nathI, rAganI bhinnatAmAM rahe che. AhA..hA..! te puruSo "svayaM veda' svayaM evo anubhava kare che ke "yat vatna jJAnuM #aa va venA' (ya) je kAraNathI ( naM jJAnaM)..." acaLa jJAna ! AtmA acaLa nAma dhruva bhagavAna aMdara che. nitya prabhu che. anAdianaMta nitya bhagavAna AtmA aMdara birAje che. A..hA...hA...! acaLa eTale caLato nathI evuM dhruva svarUpa che. "vatna jJAna (arthAtu na caLe evo AtmA. jJAna zabda AtmA. "zAzvata che je jJAna..." eTale AtmA. A...hA...hA..! dhruva dhruva.. dhruva bhagavAna ! anAdianaMta nitya prabhu aMdara birAje che. AhAhA..! evuM je zAzvata tattva "e ja jIvane eka vedanA che..." AhA...hA...! vastu bhagavAnaAtmA anAkuLa zAMtarasathI bharelo prabhu ! dharmIne e zAMtarasanuM eka ja vedana che ema kahe che. AmAMthI pachI koI ekAMta tANI jAya che, ene azAMti jarIye nathI (to ema nathI) ahIMyAM dRSTipradhAnanA kathanathI A vAta che. bAkI dharmIne paNa jeTale aMze svabhAvano bheda paDyo che eTalI to zAMti che paNa hajI pUrNa zAMti nathI, pUrNa AnaMda nathI teTalo rAga che. e rAganuM paNa ene vedana che, paNa e mAruM svarUpa che ema nahi paNa vedana che. AhA...hA...! are. are! AvI vAtuM ! samajANuM kAMI ? A to sarvajJano paMtha ! sarvajJa paramezvara tIrthaMkaradevano mArga che), bApu ! e mArga koI judI jAta che. AhAhA...! kahe che ke, e eka ja vedanA jene che, be nahi ema kahe che. emAMthI vaLI pelA kADhe, juo ! samakitIne eka AnaMdanuM ja vedana che, duHkhanuM nahi. I kaI apekSAe ? ahIMyAM to dRSTipradhAna kathanathI eka ja prakAranA vedanane lIdhuM che. samyagdarzananI mukhyatAthI kathana che tethI anAkuLa vedananA aMzane ja lIdhuM che. paNa jyAM sudhI samyagdaSTine paNa pUrNa vItarAgatA nathI teTalo ene rAga Ave che, eTaluM duHkhanuM vedana che. A..hA..hA..! pATha to ahIMyAM e kahyo, juo ! zuM kIdhuM ? "pA venA ema che. kaI apekSAe kahyuM? pelI vedanA che I pugalanA AkAranI, rAganI (che) ene heya gaNI, gauNa gaNI, vyavahAra gaNI ane enI vedanA nathI ema kIdhuM che. are..! samajANuM kAMI ? "Uaa venA

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64 kalAmRta bhAga-5 pATha che. pachI enAthI evuM laI lye ke, dharmI samyagdaSTi thayo eTale ene rAganuM vedana che ja nahi, ema nahi. A to dRSTi ane dRSTinA viSayanI mukhyatAthI kathana che. tethI tene AnaMdanuM vedana eka ja che. gauNapaNe pUrNa vItarAga na thAya tyAM sudhI hajI ene rAga Ave paNa e duHkha che, e du:khane vede che. A..hA...hA...! pUrNa AnaMdanuM vedana paramAtmAne (hoya) ane pUrNa du:khanuM vedana mithyAdaSTi jIvane (hoya). mithyAsRSTi (eTale ke je) rAganI ekatAbuddhimAM paDyo che e pUrNa du:khI che. kevaLI paramAtmA(ne) pUrNa AnaMda che paNa sAdhakajIva je samyagdaSTi che ene jeTalo AtmAne Azraye paDyo teTalo AnaMda che, jeTalo hajI rAga bAkI che teTaluM duHkha che. pUrNa AnaMda nathI eTaluM tyAM duHkha che. paNa ene ahIMyAM dRSTinI mukhyatAmAM na gaNatA eka vedanA che ema kahevAmAM (Ave che). AhA..hA..! enI meLAe A vAMce to kAMI samajAya evuM nathI. copaDA ADe navo kayAM thAya che ? dhULa ADe ! A bhASA sAdI che. bhagavAna aMdara che, bApu ! caitanyano mAla che aMdara ! AhA..hA...! AcArya mahArAjano pokAra che. saMto che, digaMbara saMta che. saMto jaMgalamAM vasatA hatA. sanAtana jainadharmamAM digaMbara munio(ne) vastrano kaTako paNa nahi ! AnaMdanI laheramAM jaMgalamAM rahetA, vAgha ne siMha vacce ! A..hA..hA..! e ahIM kahe che, dharmIne eka vedanA hoya ema kahe che. che ? jIvane eka vedanA che...' kaI ? zAzvata che je jJAna e ja...' che ne ? zAzvata je jJAnasvarUpa dhruva jJAnAnaMda AtmA ! enuM ja eka vedana che. AhA..hA...! eka kalAkamAM keTalI ajANI vAtuM ! duniyAnI to badhI khabara che ne ! AkhI duniyA joI che. badhA vADA joyA (che). eka dukAnano dhaMdho karyo hato, ugharANI jatA. dhAradhI2 karatA, dhAradhIra ! paNa e sattara varSanI uMmarathI bAvIsa (varSa sudhI) - pAMca varSa (karyuM). bAvIsa varSe choDI dIdhuM. (saMvata-1968nA) vaizAkhamAM (choDI dIdhuM). dhA2dhIramAM paisA levA huM jAto. be gAma hatA eka maherA ane eka taloda. amArA (A) be mukhyapaNe khAsa dhAradhIranA (gAma hatA). keTalAka to na AvatA hoya. emAM kAMI (hi), badhuM karyuM che. ugharANIe jaIe ane rastAmAM koI gADuM na hoya to sAthe baso-cAraso-pAMcaso paisA hoya to pachI chatrI hoya ne ? e chatrInA uparanA saLiyAmAM nAkhIe. A badhuM kareluM che. kAraNa ke ekalA hoya ane ko'ka AvIne (jove to) guMjAmAM jove, tyAM jove ? koI AvyuM nathI koI di'. chatrI hoya ne chatrI ? enA pelA saLiyA (hoya emAM) upa2 kothaLI mUkI daIe. te di' rokaDA (rUpiyA) hatA ne ? te di' kayAM noTuM-kAgaLIyA hatA ? .....hA...hA...! I badhA dhULadhANInA vepAra hatA. ? ahIM prabhu kahe che, ekavAra tuM sAMbhaLa to kharo, prabhu ! tuM aMtaramAM atIndriya AnaMda ane jJAnano sAgara (cho) emAM tArI najaruM na maLe ane tArI najaruM A jheranA pyAlA

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kaLaza-156 puNya ane pApanA phaLamAM tArI najaruM ! tane mithyAtvanI najarabaMdhI thaI gaI che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? ahIM to AvA vevanA'(zabda Avyo enA) u52thI jarI AvyuM. jIvane eka vedanA che, nizcayathI;...' che ? 'anyAAtavedranA vana bhavet 'Ane choDIne je anya karmanA udayathI thaI che sukharUpa athavA duHkharUpa vedanA...' joyuM ? saMyoganI vAta na lIdhI. aMdara sukha-duHkhanuM vedana che e ene nathI ema ahIM to kahe che. dRSTinI pradhAnatAthI (kathana) che ne ? AhA..hA...! sukha-duHkhanI kalpanA che ne ? enuM ene vedana nathI ema kahe che. kA2Na ke e pudgalasvarUpa che, e mArI jAta nathI. AhA..hA...! mArI nAtanI e cIja nahi. AhA..hA...! puNya ane pApanA bhAva e mArI jAtanI cIja nahi. A..hA...! e to kajAta che. 65 A..hA...! Ane choDIne je anya...' pelAmAM ema lIdhuM che, bhAI ! anyamAM pudgala AkA2 vastu ema lIdhuM. saMskRta TIkAmAM (ema lIdhuM che). pudgala AkAra ! saMskRta TIkA ! pudgala AkAra e rAgAdi pudgala AkAra (che), mAruM svarUpa nahi. zarIra, vANI, mana ane jaDa paisA e to kyAMya bahAra rahI gayA paNa aMdaramAM koI puNya ne pApano bhAva Ave athavA sukha-duHkhanI kalpanA (thAya) I pudgalano bhAva (che), mAro nahi. A...hA..hA...! ahIMthI mANasane kyAM jAvuM ? bhAI ! bahAranI nokarI(mAM) ATha hajArano pagA2 hoya to jANe o...ho..ho...! (thaI jAya). dhULa che badhI ! mumukSu : dhULa hoya to zAka Ave nahi to zAka vagarano koro rahI jAya. uttara H- zAkanA rajakaNo paNa... e nathI kahyuM ? khAnAranuM dANe dANe nAma che. sAMbhaLyuM che ? eno artha zuM che ? ke, je rajakaNo tyAM AvavAnA I AvavAnA, nahi AvavAnA nahi AvavAnA, tArA prayatnathI Ave e vAtamAM kAMI mAla nathI. Ave che ne ? zuM? khAnA2nuM dANe dANe nAma che. eTale zuM ? tyAM nAma lakhyuM che ? e rajakaNo je tyAM AvavAnA che e ene kAraNe Avaze, tAre kAraNe nahi. (ahIMyAM kahe che) Ane choDIne je anya karmanA udayathI thaI che sukharUpa athavA duHkharUpa vedanA te, jIvane che ja nahi.' ahIMyAM svarUpanI mukhyatAnI vAta lIdhI che ne ? samajANuM ! jJAna kevuM che ?" (arthAt) aMdara bhagavAnaAtmA kevo che ? zAzvata che ekarUpa che.' eTale aneka rAgAdipaNe e che nahi. ekarUpa jJAnAnaMda sahajAtmasvarUpa bhagavAna (che). sahajAtma pelA svAmInArAyaNanA che e nahi, hoM ! A to sahajAtmasvarUpa svabhAvika AtmA AnaMda ane jJAnasvarUpa che. AhA..hA...! e ekarUpa che. ekarUpa che ! AhA..hA...! samyagdaSTinI dRSTi ekarUpa caitanya upa2 che. tethI ekanuM ja ene vedana che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA...! pachI thoDI lAMbI vAta che, vizeSa kahezuM... zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !) --

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66 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 (zArdUlavikrIDita) yatsannAzamupaiti tanna niyataM vyakteti vastusthitirjJAnaM satsvayameva tatkila tatasrAtaM kimasyAparaiH / asyAtrANamato na kiJcana bhavettadbhI: jJAnino nizzaMkaH satataM svayaM sa sahajaM jJAnaM sadA vindati / / 25-157 / / khaMDAnvayasahita artha :- bhU: jJAnaM savA vinaMti" (F:) samyagdaSTi jIva (jJAna) jJAnane arthAt zuddha svarUpane (savA) traNe kALa (vistRti) anubhave che - AsvAde che. kevuM che jJAna ? satataM niraMtara vartamAna che. vaLI kevuM che jJAna ? svayaM anAdinidhana che. vaLI kevuM che ? sahanaM kAraNa vinA dravyarUpa che. kevo che samyagdaSTi jIva ? niHzaM:' koI mAro rakSaka che ke nahIM' evA bhayathI rahita che. zA kAraNathI ? jJAnInaH taddI ta:' 'jJAnina:) samyagdaSTi jIvane (tI:) mAro rakSaka koI che ke nahIM' evo bhaya (ta:) kyAMthI hoya ? arthAt nathI hoto. ata: asya gvina batrALuM na mavet (ata:) A kAraNathI asva' jIvavastune tratrALuM" arakSakapaNuM vizvana) paramANumAtra paNa (na bhavet nathI. zA kAraNathI nathI ? yaMt sat tat nAzaM na paiti (yaMt sat je koI sattAsvarUpa vastu che (tat nAzaM na uttpatti) te to vinAzane prApta thatI nathI. vRtti niyata vastusthiti: vyavattA (kRti) A kAraNathI (niyata) avazyameva (vastusthiti:) vastunuM avinazvara5NuM (vyavaktA) pragaTa che. tni tat jJAnaM svayaM va sat, tata: asya jhare: vi trAtA" (ti) nizcayathI taMt jJAnaM" AvuM che jIvanuM zuddha svarUpa te svayaM ttva sat sahaja ja sattAsvarUpa che; (tata:) te kAraNathI (sya) jIvanA svarUpanI (apai:) koI dravyAntara dvArA (hiM trAtA) zI rakSA karavAmAM Ave ? bhAvArtha Ame che ke badhA jIvone evo bhaya utpanna thAya che ke mAro rakSaka koI che ke nahIM,' paraMtu evo bhaya samyagdaSTi jIvane hoto nathI; kAraNa ke te evo anubhava kare che ke zuddha jIvasvarUpa sahaja ja zAzvata che; enI koI zI rakSA kare ? 25--157. --

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kaLaza-1pa7 67 kArataka vada 9, ravivAra tA. 04-12-1977. kaLaza-157, pravacana-166 yatsannAzamupaiti tanna niyataM vyakteti vastusthitiAnaM satsvayameva tatkila tatasrAtaM kimasyAparaiH / aspAtrANamato na kiJcana bhavettadbhI: kuto jJAnino nizzaMkaH satataM svayaM sa sahajaM jJAnaM sadA vindati / / 25-157 / / zuM kahe che ? AtmA zAzvata nityAnaMda prabhu ! enuM jene bhAna thayuM che; bhAna nathI ene to bhaya che, koI mane rAkhe to rahe, koI mArI rakSA kare to huM rahuM, koI bhakSa kare to huM nAza thaI jAuM' evuM ajJAnIne zarIra, vANI mArA che ema mAnanArAone Avo trAsa ane bhaya hoya che. nyAya samajAya che ? A zarIra, A to mATI - dhULa che. e jeNe mArA mAnyA ane potAnuM svarUpa aMdara saccidAnaMda prabhu zAzvata dhuva atIndriya anAkuLa AnaMda ane atIndriya jJAnano piMDa prabhu che, evI sattA anAdinI che evuM hovApaNe AtmA che, enI jene khabara nathI e bahAranA rakSaka ane bhakSakane, rakSaka hoya to huM rahI zakuM (ane bhakSaka hoya to mAro nAza thaI jAya ema ajJAnI mAne (che). AhA..hA..! paisA hoya to mane zaraNa maLe, svajana-kuTuMba hoya to mArI rakSA thAya, hathiyAra ane hAthI, ghoDA, gaDha hoya to mArI rakSA thAya ema ajJAnI mUDha jIva, jene AtmA zAzvata che enI khabaruM nathI e jIva A rIte paramAM rakSApaNuM bhALe che. AhAhA...! samajAya che kAMI ? para mane rakSA kare to huM rahuM, e to A zarIrane potAnuM) mAnyuM che. aMdara AtmA je cidAnaMda prabhu zAzvata saccidAnaMda svabhAva ! sat zAzvata ane jJAna ne AnaMda anAkuLa zAMti jeno svabhAva che) e to zAzvata vastu che, nitya che, dhruva che, avinAzI che. evuM jene aMtara bhAna thayuM... samajANuM kAMI ? jene enA aMtaranA AtmatattvanI sattA - hovApaNuM, AnaMda ane jJAnamaya mArI cIja zAzvata che evI jene pratIti thaI te dharmI jIva che). (evA) dharmIne evI dRSTimAM AtmA zAzvata bhAsyo che, nAzavAna cIjathI mArI cIja taddana bhinna che (ema bhAsyuM che). AhA..hA...! zarIra, vANI nAzavAna (che), kuTuMba-kabIlA, badhA makAna ne gaDha, hathiyAro hoya to e badhI nAzavAna cIja che, emAM huM nathI. dharmIne

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68 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 evI daSTi thaI che ke e huM nathI. AhAhA...! huM to AtmA aMdara zAzvata che. che... ne che. evI Atma-cIja je sattA... AhA...hA...! eno jene aMtaramAM nitya svabhAvano svIkAra thayo che ane jene aMtaramAM pUrNAnaMda svarUpanuM bhAna thatAM dharmIne atIndriya AnaMdano namUno, enI dazAmAM namUno Ave che tethI e dharmI ema mAne che ke, huM to nitya chuM. AhA...hA...! jhINI vAta che, bhAI ! eNe koI di AtmA zuM cIja che ane eno svabhAva zuM che ? evuM eNe koI di jANyuM nathI. bahAramAM pApanA thothA karI, hiMsA, jUThuM, corI, viSayabhoga, vAsanA (karI). dharmane nAme AvIne dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, tapa (karyA). e badhA nAzavAna bhAvo che. AhA..hA..! enAthI A prabhu aMdara zAzvata vastu (bhinna che). e kahe che, juo ! sa: jJAna sA vindati "samyagdaSTi jIva... eTale ke mAro zAzvata AtmA sattAe hovApaNe trikALa che evuM jene aMtaramAM zraddhAmAM, jJAna ane vedanamAM AvyuM che... AhAhA.... ene dharmI - samyaphadRSTi kahIe. AhA..hA...! ene samyapha nAma satya dRSTivaMta kahIe. AhA...hA..! e "samyagdaSTi. che ? jIva jJAnane arthAt zuddha svarUpane...." bhagavAna aMdara zuddha svarUpa prabhu che. enI dazAmAM rAgAdi, puNya-pApanA bhAva dekhAya che e badhA vikRta che, e enuM svarUpa nathI. AhA..hA..! che ? zuddha svarUpa che. zuddha pavitra AnaMdano nAtha, prabhu ! A..hA..! are! kema bese ? - savAramAM doDha pA zera cA pIve tyAre magaja ThekANe rahe ! AvAne ema kahevuM ke, tuM trikALI AnaMdano nAtha cho ! ze (-kayA) mApe mApa kare ? AhA..hA..! savAramAM sarakhI eka cA, ukALo pIve tyAre eno magaja ThekANe rahe. nahItara ema kahe ke, atyAre cA pIne nathI Avyo ne utAvaLa thaI gaI eTale magaja barAbara kAma nathI karatuM ! AvA to jene apalakhaNa ! bhAI ! sAMbhaLyuM ke nahi A ? e badhI rAganI vAtuM, e tattva nahi. AhA..hA...! ahIM kahe che, are...! dharmI jIvane potAno AtmA zuddha zAzvata che evuM aMtaramAM (bhAna thayuM che), eno namUno - aMtaranA AnaMdanuM vedana AvyuM che e dvArA ema jANe che ke A to AnaMdano nAtha trikALI zAzvata che. A..hAhA...! AnuM nAma samyaphadRSTi - dharmanI pahelI sIDhI, dharmanI pahelI zarUAta kahevAmAM Ave che. bhAI ! badhA jAtrA nIkaLyA ne pacAsa hajAra khacya ne DhIkaNuM (karyuM), dhULamAMya tyAM dharma nathI, ema ahIM kahe che. bhAI ! nIkaLyA hatA ne te di ? prazna :- amAre karavuM zuM ? samAdhAna :- A AtmAnuM bhAna) karavuM. A oLakho cho ne ? kIdhuM ne A ? ene be karoDa rUpiyA che, ATha lAkha kharcIne hamaNA maMdira banAvyuM. ATha lAkha emaNe nAkhyA

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kaLaza-157 ane cAra lAkha (bIjA bhAIe) nAkhyA. mumukSu :- karoDa rUpiyA kIdhA pachI ene dhULa kahezo mA ! uttara HdhULa che, mATI che. A to bhAIne oLakhAvyuM. beMglora' che ne ? tyAM bAra lAkhanuM digaMbara maMdira karyuM. pote) che zvetAMbara derAvAsI ane pelA (bIjA bhAI) nahi ? muMbaI" ! mArkiTa nahi ? mahAvI2' mArkiTa ! enI pAse eka karoDa rUpiyA (che), e sthAnakavAsI (che) paNa banne ahIMnA premI che. eNe cAra lAkha nAkhyA, ANe ATha lAkha nAkhyA. bAra lAkhanuM maMdira banAvyuM. te di' ame tyAM hatA ne ? tyAM pratiSThA karI. have pAchA vinaMtI karavA AvyA che. zuM karavuM tyAre ? e zubha bhAva che, e kaMI dharma nathI. prazna :- karavuM zuM atyAre ? ? samAdhAna :- e dharmanuM bhAna thayuM ene paNa e zubha bhAva Ave paNa e jANe ke A dharma nathI. prazna :- paNa karavuM zuM amAre ? samAdhAna :- karavAnuM rAgathI bhinna paDIne AtmA zAzvata cIjane anubhavavI. e karavAnuM che. AhA..hA...! 69 mumukSu :- e samajAvo.... uttara :- Ave che ne hajI haLave.. haLave...! A.hA..hA...! bhAI ! prabhuno aMtarano mArga evo che atyAre ene sAMbhaLavA maLato nathI. atyAre to A bhakti karo ne vrata karo ne tapasyA karo ne apavAsa karo ne AhAra choDo ne lUkhA AhAra karo ne AMbela karo tamAre dharma thaze (evuM cAle che). are.. bhAI ! e badhI kriyAo to rAganI maMdatA hoya to e puNya che, e dharma nahi. bhAI ! jhINI vAta che, prabhu ! ahIMyA to rAganI kriyAthI paNa prabhu aMdara nirmaLAnaMda zuddha caitanyaghana che te aMdara bhinna birAje che. AhA..hA...! are..! koI di' joyuM nathI, jANyuM nathI. prazna :- I joyA vinA e che ema kahevo kema ? samAdhAna :- paNa joyA pahelA jANe to kharo ke, A jANanArI eka cIja che ke nahi ? za2I2ne jANe, vANIne jANe, A bAyaDI, chokarA, kuTuMba che ema jANe, hoM ! mArA che ema prazna nahi. jANanA2nI koI sattA che ke nahi ? e ema kahe ke, huM nathI jaNAto. paNa nathI jaNAto evo nirNaya koNe karyo ? e jJAne nirNaya karyo. jJAnasvarUpI bhagavAna ! enI ene khabaruM nathI. A..hA..hA...! zAstranI game eTalI dhAraNA ho ane kriyAkAMDanA dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinA game teTalA pariNAma ho paNa e vastuthI (AtmA) cIja bhinna che. AhA..hA...! ? e ahIM kahe che, samyakdaSTa jIvane zuddha svarUpa(no anubhava che). e trikALI zuddha

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70 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 caitanya rAgathI bhinna che ane potAnA nirmaLa svabhAvathI te abhinna che. AhA..hA...! A to judI jAtanI vAtuM che, bApu ! koI zaraNa nathI ema ahIMyAM siddha karavuM che. maratAM koI zaraNa nathI, jIvatA paNa koI zaraNa nathI. hAya... hAya... mane rAkho re... have huM marI jAuM chuM. koNa mare ? AtmA mare ? zarI2 mare ? zarIranI avasthA badalAya ene maraNa kahe che. AtmA to trikALI AnaMdano nAtha zAzvata vastu che. e janmato paNa nathI ane marato paNa nathI. AhA..hA...! evI cIja - aMtara svabhAvanuM hovApaNuM che). jJAnanuM, jANavAnuM jenI sattAmAM badhuM jaNAya e kahevuM e paNa vyavahAra che, paNa je jANe che ne ? ke, A zarI2 (che). zarIrane khabara che ke huM zarIra chuM ? Ane - jaDane, mATIne khabara che ? A to dhULa che. jJAnane khabara che ke A jaDa che. to jenA jJAnamAM - sattAmAM 52 cIja jaNAya e pa2 cIja kharekhara jaNAtI nathI. e jJAnanI vartamAna dazA jaNAya che. jhINI vAta che, prabhu ! AhA..hA....! are....! zuM karIe ? AkhI vAtano pheraphAra thaI gayo che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? jenI dazAmAM... dazAmAM hajI, hoM ! AkhI cIja bhinna (paDI che). jenI vartamAna jJAnanI dazAmAM - hAlatamAM - paryAyamAM, e paryAya zAstrabhASA che, emAM A... A... A... A... evuM je jaNAya che e jANavAnI paryAya jaNAya che, e (52 vastu) nahi. e jANavAnI je dazA che te jaNAya che. have, e dazA konI (che) ? ke, je jaNAya enI ? e dazA jANanAro trikALa che tenI che). bhAI ! jhINI vAtuM che, hoM ! paisAmAM, dhULa dhamAlamAM herAna herAna thaIne badhA cAlyA jaze. AhA..hA...! abajopati ! na kIdhuM ? ApaNA pANAsaNA'nA. be abaja cAlIsa karoDa ! dhULa ! be abaja ne cAlIsa karoDa rUpiyA ! pAMca miniTamAM marI gayo ! hAya... hAya...! ekasaTha varSanI uMmara ! e 'muMbaI'mAM ko'kanA gharamAM marI gayo ! potAnA gAmamAM govA'mAM cAlIsa lAkhano baMgalo (hato), dasa dasa lAkhanA be baMgalA ane be abaja cAlIsa karoDa ! dhULamAMya kAMI nathI, e to jaDanI cIja che, tArI kayAMthI AvI gaI ? AhA..hA...! marI gayo pAMca miniTamAM ! hAya... hAya.. e.. mane du:khe che, bolAvo DaoNkTarane ! DaoNkTara Ave tyAM bhAIsAheba (cAlyA gayA). deha ane AtmA bhinna che tema kSetrathI judA paDI gayA. AhA..hA...! jAya bIje rakhaDavA...! AhA..hA...! ahIM kahe che, dharmI jIvane zuddha svarUpa je AtmA che tenuM ene jJAna che. evA jIvane traNe kALa vitti AnaMdasvarUpa prabhu ! saccidAnaMda svarUpa che tene te AsvAde ane vede che. ajJAnI anAdikALathI vede che ? zuM (veThe che) ? puNya ane pApanA, rAga ane dveSanA bhAvane - jherane duHkhane vede che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA..! be-pAMca-dasa karoDa paisA AvyA ane ene ema thayuM ke, A..hA..hA...! (e paisA)

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kaLaza-157 71 enI pAse AvyA nathI. enI pAse to mane AvyA' evI mamatA enI pAse AvI che. AhA..hA...! e mamatA duHkharUpa che. A..hA..hA....! prazna :- mamatA bhale duHkharUpa hoya paNa paisA to sukharUpa che ne ? samAdhAna :- paisA to kyAMya rahI gayA, dhULa to ene aDatI paNa nathI. ene aDe che mamatA ! AhA..hA...! vAtuM phera che, bApu ! AkhI duniyAthI (judI jAta che). atyAre to saMpradAyamAM paNa A vAta rahI nathI. zuM kahIe ? AkhI cIjano badalo thaI gayo ! aMdara bhagavAnaAtmA ! dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinA pariNAma che e rAga che, zubha che, vikAra che. enAthI prabhu aMdara judo che. kemake e rAga to palaTe che. zubharAga thayo vaLI azubha thAya. ahIM sAMbhaLavAmAM atyAre zubha rAga che, vaLI jyAM ghare ke dukAnamAM jaze to tyAM hoLI saLagaze ! A karo.. A tAra karo, Ane A karo... pApa ! bhAI ! e puNya ane pApanA banne pariNAma palaTatA, nAzavaMta che ane enI sAme aMdara bhagavAnaAtmA cidAnaMdasvarUpa avinAzI birAje che enI ene khabaruM na maLe. AhA..hA...! dharmane nAme paNa dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktine dharma mAnI anaMtakALathI rakhaDI maryo che. AhA..hA...! aMdara AtmA... ahIM AsvAde (che) ema AvyuM ne ? kone AsvAde che ? traNa kALa zuddha svarUpane AsvAde che. ajJAnI kone AsvAde che ? rAga ane dveSane (AsvAde che). mesuba Ave ke rasagullA Ave ene e vedato nathI, I to jaDa che. tenA tarapha lakSa karIne ThIka che' evo rAga kare ene e veThe che. rAgane vede che, duHkhane vede che. are.. are...! A mApa ? samajANuM kAMI ? anAdino ajJAnI sAdhu thayo, digaMbara muni thayo, paMca mahAvrata pALyA topaNa e paMca mahAvratanA pariNAma duHkharUpa che, samajANuM kAMI ? rAga che. A..hA..hA...! AvI vAtuM bhAre AkarI, bhAI ! e rAganA vedanamAM, duHkhanA vedanamAM enI jIMdagI anaMtakALa gaI. rAjA thayo, abajopati thayo, topaNa te rAganA vedanamAM, duHkhanA vedanamAM hato. AhA...hA...! have, vAta guMlATa khAya che. prabhu ! AtmA aMdara AnaMdano nAtha zuddha caitanyaghana che. ghana che, caitanyano samUha che, AnaMdano piMDa che, saccidAnaMda che. sat zAzvata cit jJAna ane AnaMdano sAgara che I. tamArA rUpiyAnI to gaNatarI hoya ke, A be karoDa ke traNa karoDa ke dhULa karoDa. AnuM to mApa nathI eTalA aMdara ratna paDyA che ! AtmAmAM caitanyanA ratno, anaMta guNarUpI ratna aMdara paDyA che, bhAI ! A..hA..hA...! evA bhagavAnaAtmAnI jeNe svasanmukha thaIne 5rathI vimukha thaIne, nimitto, rAga ane eka samayanI dazAthI paNa vimukha thaIne pUrNAnaMdanA nAthanI sanmukha thaIne jeNe AtmAne jANyo ane veThyo ene dharmI kahevAmAM Ave che. samajANuM kAMI ? ahIM to be-pAMca-dasa karoDa hoya emAM pAMca lAkha kharce to kahe, o..ho..ho...!

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72 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 dharmadhUraMdhara moTo ! samAja paNa moTA lAMbA pUchaDAMnA birUda ApI de ! bhAI ! ahIM to duniyAthI bIjI (vAta che). pAMca lAkha zuM tArA karoDa daI de ne ! emAM dharma kayAM hato ? I to jaDanI cIja che. emAM kadAcit teM rAga maMda ocho karyo hoya (to) puNya thAya. puNya eTale rAga. A..hA..hA...! rAga eTale jhera. bhagavAna amRtano sAgara nAtha AtmA ! enAthI virUddha bhAva rAga enuM nAma jhera che. samajANuM kAMI ? ahIM e zuddha svarUpane je AsvAde che (tene jJAnI kahe che). kevuM che jJAna ? (jJAna) eTale AtmA. niraMtara vartamAna che.' kAyama vartatuM che, kAyama vartato trikALa bhagavAna ! AhA..hA...! ene jeNe jANyo ane anubhavyo ene kevuM che jJAna ? anAdinidhana che.' jJAna eTale AtmA. anAdi jenI Adi (nathI). che.. che.. ene Adi zI ? je cIja che ene Adi zuM ? che teno aMta zo ? che tenA svabhAvathI IM khAlI zo ? AhA...hA....! vAta judI jAta(nI) che. - duniyAmAM to badhuM cAle che, badhI ahIM to khabaruM che ne ! pelI nome dIkSAne pAMsaThamuM varSa besaze, mAgasa2 suda 9. tamArA janma pahelAnI badhI vAtuM (che). (saMvata 1970nA) mAgasara suda 9, ravivAra. lyo ! Aje ravivAra che ! pelA mAgasarane paMdara di' rahyA, coMsaTha varSa pUrA thaze. jagatane ghaNuM joyuM. AhA..hA...! aMtara jyAre jANavAmAM AvyuM tyAre khabara paDI ke, o..I mALI A vAta to bIjI kaMI che !! samajANuM kAMI ? saMpradAyamAM kriyAkAMDI khUba karelI. AhA...hA...! bApu ! mAragaDA aMdara judA ! caitanyanA teja ! e jJAnano bhaMDA2 AnaMdasAgara prabhu ! enI sAmuM joyuM ja che kayAM ? Ama bahA2ne bahAra badhI hoLI saLage. A chokarA ne A paisA ne A AbarU ne A kIrti, khAvA ne pIvA.. je jonAro (che) ene joyo nahi. jonA2 52ne jovAmAM rokAI gayo. AhA..hA...! ahIMyAM kahe che ke, jonArane jyAM joyo... A..hA..hA...! e to jJAnanI mUrti ane AnaMdano kaMda prabhu che ! enuM vedana jene che e jIva anAdinidhana che. bhagavAna anAdianaMta che. anAdinidhana che ne ? anAdi eTale Adi nahi ane nidhana eTale aMta nahi. nidhanano artha aMta thAya che. Adi ane aMta vinAnI e cIja prabhu aMdara che. sat... sat... sat zAzvata sat che. vaLI kevuM che ? kAraNa vinA dravyarUpa che.' 'sahana'no artha karyo. svabhAvika vastu che. ene koI kAraNa nathI (ke) koI Izvare ene karyo che. che... ene kare koNa ? AhA..hA...! svabhAvika caitanyamUrti prabhu ! kAraNa vinA svabhAvika vastu che. enuM koI kA2Na che nahi... AhA..hA...! ke, bhAI ! Izvare ene utpanna karyo. cIja nahotI ? nahotI ene utpanna koNa kyAM kare ? ane hoya ene utpanna koNa kare ? hoya ene utpanna koNa kare ? ane

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kaLaza-157 na hoya ene utpanna koNa kare ? AhA..hA...! LogithI - nyAyathI ene samajavuM paDaze ke nahi ? AMdhaLI doDe emane ema cAlyo jAya ! AhA..hA...! kahe che, anAdinidhana (che). che ? kevuM che ?" sahaja (che). kevo che samyagdaSTi jIva ? koI mAro rakSaka che ke nahIM' e (bhAva) ene che nahi. AhA..hA...! duniyAmAM to are...! mAro koI rakSaka, koI dhaNI che ke nahi ?) dukALa paDe to garIba hoya to vANiyAne, zeThiyAne ema kahe, zeThiyAo ! A kALa amane pA2) utAro. amArI pAse sAdhana nathI, tamAro AdhAra che. ema kahe che ne A badhA ? kaNabI hoya (emAM) Ave, A kALa amane utAro ! I enA rakSaka thayA, dhULanA ! dharmIne koI rakSaka nathI tema koI bhakSaka nathI. e zAzvata vastuno rAkhanAra koI nathI ane zAzvata vastuno koI nAza karanAra nathI. AhA..hA...! e potAnA dravya, kSetra, kALa, bhAvathI astirUpe birAjamAna che. eTale zuM ? dravya eTale vastu. kSetra eTale enI pahoLAI - asaMkhyapradeza che I. kALa eTale vartamAna dazA, bhAva eTale trikALI guNa zakti. e svathI che, parathI nathI. parathI nathI eTale 52 hoya to A che ema nathI. 52 mAruM rakSaNa kare ane 52 madada kare, mane koI sahAya kare to huM rahI zakuM evI e cIja nathI. bhinna che. mUMDhe (ekatva) mAnyuM che. A to mATI, dhULa che. I to enI ene khabara nathI ke, huM mATI chuM. dAkhalo nahoto Apyo ? kAle Apyo hato ne ? cUMka vAge, cUMka ! kATavALI khIlI (vAge) to ema kahe ke, mArI mATI pAkaNI che, pANI aDavA dezo nahi. ema tyAM kahe ke, mATI pAkaNI che. vaLI pAcho mATIno (svAmI) pote thAya ! mATIno mATI thAya dhaNI ! A..hA..hA...! zuM che A te badhuM ? bhogaLa badhuM kaI rIte varte che ? ahIM kahe che, mAro koI rakSaka che ke nahi ? evA bhayathI rahita dharmAtmA che. samyaSTi - dharmI ene kahIe ke, jene zAzvata vastunI dRSTi thaI che ane anubhava thayo che. ene koI mane rAkhe to rahuM, rakSaka hoya to rahuM' evuM ene hotuM nathI. AhA..hA...! tema koI mAruM bhakSaka nathI. rakSaka nathI tema bhakSaka paNa nathI. traNakALamAM koI mAro nAza karI zake (evuM che nahi). A...hA...hA..hA...! saccidAnaMda prabhu ! zAzvata vastu nitya (che) ene rAkhe koNa ? ene bhakSe koNa ? nAza kare koNa ? A..hA..hA...! huM mArAthI - trikALI dravya, kSetra, kALa, bhAvathI mArI hayAtI mAre laIne, mArAthI che. 52nI (mArI) aMdara nAsti che tyAM I para mArI rakSA kare to (huM) rahuM (ema kyAMthI AvyuM ?) zuM kIdhuM IM ? bhagavAnaAtmAmAM vastumAM za2I2, vANI, mana, paisA-lakSmInI nAsti che. emAM nathI. to jemAM e nathI I vastu enI rakSA kare ? I to rakSita, sadAya rakSita ja che. AhA..hA...! sattA - hovAvALI cIja zAzvata nitya (che) paNa enI najaramAM na Ave. A..hA...! -- 73 --

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74 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 trikALI AnaMdano nAtha prabhu ! evI zAzvata vastunI jene aMtara dRSTi thaI tene koI mane rAkhe evI rakSAno bhaya ene hoto nathI. AhA..hA..! AhAhA...! ahIM zarIra rahe tyAM sudhI sAmagrI anukULa hoya to mane ThIka paDe, ema mAne che ne ? zarIranI chellI sthiti sudhI mane sAmagrInI anukULatA rahe. paisA, makAna, bAyaDI, chokarA sarakhA rahe to mArI sevA-bevA kare. AvuM mUrakha anAdithI mAne che. AhA...hA...! paNa evo AtmA nathI. e to potAthI rakSita ane potAthI avinAzI sattA - cIja che. AhA..hA..! ene koI rakSaka hoya evo ene bhaya nathI. "zA kAraNathI ? "jJAnina: taddhI ta:" (jJAnina:) samyagdaSTi jIvane mAro rakSaka koI che ke nahIM evo bhaya kyAMthI hoya ? arthAt nathI hoto." AhAhA...! mugara, hathiyAra, bhAlAM evI cIja hoya to mAruM rakSaNa to kare. kAraNa ke koI mAravA Ave to Ama bhAlo hAthamAM rAkhe to mAruM rakSaNa thAya). paNa tAruM eTale tuM koNa paNa? zarIra tuM cho ? mAravA Ave ne ? hAthamAM bhAlo-bAlo hoya ne to AvI na zake. eTale mAruM rakSaNa thayuM. konuM paNa ? zarIrane paNa rahevuM hatuM to rahyuM che. I tAre laIne nahi. I mAryuM nahi mATe nahi. ane ene laIne tAruM - AtmAnuM rakSaNa thayuM e to traNakALamAM che nahi. A..hA..hA...! bhAlA rAkhe che, zuM kahevAI pelI ? DhAla, DhAla ! moTI DhAla rAkhe ne ? potAnA rakSaNa mATe. eTale konuM rakSaNa ? A zarIranuM. e dharmIne evA bhAlA ne evA bANa ne zuM kIdhuM ? DhAla, DhAla ! enI ene jarUra nathI. AhA..hA..! zAzvatI DhAla paDI, che ene rAkhe koNa ? are...! kema bese vAta? kSaNamAM nAzavAna (cIja palaTI jAya che). juone ! atyAre to kSaNamAM deha palaTI jAya ! A.hA...! Heart failnuM hamaNAM keTaluM sAMbhaLIe chIe ! pacAsa-sATha varSa pahelAM ema kahetA hatA ke, bhAIne pATIyA bhiMsAya che. evuM kahetA. pATIyA bhiMsAya che). atyAre enuM Heart fail nAma AvyuM. Heartno Attack ! bhAIne bIjI vAra Avyo, tamArA zeThane. cAlIsa karoDa ! hamaNAM traNa-cAra mahinA pahelA ahIM AvyA hatA. cAlIsa karoDa rUpiyA ! ahIM sAMbhaLavA AvyA hatA, beThA hatA. A 27mI tArIkhe marI gayA ! 66 varSanI uMmara ! cAlIsa karoDa rUpiyA ! hamaNA vyAkhyAnamAM AvyA hatA. ahIM bhAI pAse khurazImAM beThA hatA. 66 varSanI uMmara ! 22 X 3 = 66 ane 22 X 4 = 88. cAlyA gayA kSaNamAM ! enA moTA DaoNkTaro sadAya enI sevAmAM hoya ja che. evo moTo mANasa, moTo mANasa ! enA baMgalAmAM ame rahI AvyA chIe. tyAM badhe vyAkhyAna ApyA che. kalakattA', 'dillI' (badhe vyAkhyAna ApyA che). bAkI ene gharanuM eka gAma che. kayuM gAma kIdhuM ? "dAlamiyAnagara' ! AkhuM nagara enuM potAnuM che. AkhuM zahera ! tyAM gayA hatA. tyAM paNa hatA, vyAkhyAnamAM hatA. paNa A bahAranI jhaMjhALa ADe A nirNaya karavAnA

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kaLaza-1pa7 75 vakhata kyAM che ? bApA ! mArI nAkhyA mohe ! rAtre kahetA hatA ne ? bhAI ! mohanI lALa ! AhAhA..! 25mI tArIkhe Heart Attack Avyo eTale ispItAla laI gayA. 27mI savAre deha chUTI gayo, lyo ! dhULa che. AhA...hA! bApu ! I to deha chUTyo paNa tuM kAMI nAzavAna cho ? aMdara tAruM maraNa thayuM che ? e to dehano viyoga thayo ene duniyA maraNa kahe che. paNa tAro tane viyoga thayo ? AhA..hA...! zAzvata anAdianaMta nityAnaMda sat sattA ! eno ene viyoga ke di hoya ? ke, jethI ene rakSAnI jarUra paDe. AhA..hA..! arakSaka che. potAthI ja pote rakSaka che. parathI rakSaka che evuM che nahi. jhINI vAtuM, bhAI ! dharma cIja evI che. AhAhA....! A to bAvIsa-trevIsa kalAka pApa kare, Akho di dhaMdhA, bAyaDI, chokarA sAcavavA, kalAka maLe (ane) sAMbhaLavA jAya to kuguru lUMTI le ! "zrImad kahe che. kalAka sAMbhaLavA jAya to kugara lUMTI le ! eTale ? vrata karo ne tapa karo (to) tamAre dharma thAya. bicArAne (emane ema) jiMdagI jAya. "zrIma' ema kahe che. A jAtrA-batrA karo (to) tamAre dharma thaze. e ko'ka kahetuM hatuM ke, eka bhAIe) pacAsa hajAra kharmA, (bIjAe) lAkha kharcA. evI vAtuM karatA. ApaNe kyAM jovA gayA chIe ? AhA..hA...! are..! AtmA zuM cIja che enI khabaruM na maLe ane A badhI rakhaDapaTTImAM dharma mAnI lIdho. AhAhA...! rAganI maMdatA kare to puNya - zubha bhAva che ane zubha bhAva te vedanamAM jhera che. AkarI vAtuM, bhAI ! aMdara amRtasAgara bhagavAna birAje che) ! A..hA..hA...! Aje to A "AMdhra pradezanuM yAda AvI gayuM ke, bahu dariyo uchaLyo. pacAsa mAIla lAMbo ! dasa mAIla pahoLo ! ogaNIsa phUTa UMcuM pANInuM daLa ! "AMdhra pradezamAM ! A.hA...hA...! Ama to kahevAya che ke, "meharAmaNa mAjhA na mUke "celaiyAmAM nathI AvatuM ? celaiyo Ave che ne ? e to vAtuM goThavI che. eka bAvo Avyo hato ane enA bApane kahyuM ke, mAMsa joIe. to bApe pUchyuM, konuM? to kahe, tArA chokarAnuM mAMsa. have, chokarAne bolavo ! "celaiyo bhaNavA gayelo. badhI goThavelI vAta che. "celaiyAne khabara paDI. "bilakhAnI (vAta) che ne? "bilakhA"nI che, "bilakhAmAM che. badhI khabara che, kyA gAma ? ne zuM vAta che) ? badhI vAta kyAM mUkavI ? pachI "celaiyAne khabara paDe che to I bole che, "bhAnuM to mArI bhomakA lAje bhAguM nahi. mAro bApa kare tyAM huM jAIza. "bhAguM to mArI bhomakA lAje, bhoriMga na jaDe bhAra bhoriMga eTale sarpa. kahe che ne ? ahIM sarpa nathI, nIce eka nAgakumAra deva che. bhavanapatinA nAgakumAra deva che. ene loko dharma karIne temAnI beThA ke. bhoriMge A pRthvIne dhArI rAkhI che. badhA gappagapa che ! kahe che ne e loko ? "meharAmaNa mAjhA na mUke, celaiyo sat na cUke meharAmaNa mAjhA na mUke emAMthI) vicAra AvI gayo (ke), A meharAmaNe (AMdhra pradezamAM) mAjhA mUkI dIdhI. gAmanA gAma khalAsa karI nAkhyA.

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76 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 pANI Ama ogaNIsa phUTa UMcuM ! ane pacAsa mAIla lAMbu ! dasa mAIla pahoLuM ! AhA..hA...! dehanI sthiti pUrI thAya e prasaMga Ave, Ave ne Ave. e saMyogo evA bane, karyAM koInA thAya nahi, rokyA koInA rokAya nahi. AhA..hA...! ahIM kahe che, prabhunI maryAdA AtmA na roke. enI maryAdA je zAzvata che ene koI rakSaka hoya to rahe ema nathI. e to satsvarUpa anAdianaMta bhagavAna birAje che. dharmIne dRSTimAM zAzvata AtmA taravare che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? AvI vAtuM ! tyAM 'muMbaI'mAM kyAMya sAMbhaLavA maLe evuM nathI. muMbaI' paNa ghaNI vAra joyuM che ne ! pahelA to dhaMdhA mATe Avyo hato. (saMvata) 1966, 1967nI sAla ! 'pAleja'thI 'muMbaI' mAla levA Avato. A tamArA janma pahelAnI vAtuM (che). 1966, 1967, 1968. chelle 1968mAM mAha mahinAmAM AvyA hatA. meM cokhAnI so guNI lIdhI hatI. so guNI cokhAnI ! moTo vepAra hato. A to 1968nI vAta che. keTalA varSa thayA ? pAMsaTha-chAsaTha (varSa thayA) ! dhULadhANI ne vA-pANI ! dukAnamAM pAMca varasa vepAra karyo che, hoM ! (pachI) kIdhuM, ApaNane AmAM kAMI rucatuM nathI. mumukSu :- dukAna cAlu che. uttara HcAle che ne dukAna, moTI dukAna che. trIsa-pAMtrIsa lAkha rUpiyA che. traNacAra lAkhanI pedAza che. e badhuM dhULa ne dhANI ! A zAzvata AtmAnA bhAna vinA badhA phAMphAM.. phAMphAM che. AhA..hA...! e..I...! ahIM e kahe che, samyakdaSTi jIvane mAro koI rakSaka hoya che ke nahIM' evo bhaya cAMthI hoya ? kA2Na ke arakSakapaNuM (che) ene 52mANu mAtra paNa arakSaka nathI. AhA..hA...! e to trikALI rakSaka ja che. ene e rajakaNa ke (bIjo) koI hoya to rahe (evuM nathI). koI 52mANu mAtra arakSaka nathI. A..hA...hA...! e maratAM (vakhate) svajana bhegA thayA hoya... AhA..hA...! eka pherI, muMbaI... muMbaI' ne ? 'rAjakoTa... rAjakoTa' ! (eka) karoDapati (hatA) enA kAkAno dIkaro hato, navI paraNelo ane chelle vyAdhi (lAgu paDI). moTuM kuTuMba ! oraDo bharAI gayo. huM gayo. traNe bhAI UbhA hatA, karoDapati ! AhA..hA...! be bAju nyUmoniyA ! zvAsa letAM aMdarathI rADa (nAkhe) ! e badhA kuTuMba-kabIlAthI Akho oraDo bharAI gayelo. badhA paisAvALA gRhastha ! dhULeya koIe rAkhyo nahi. AMkhamAMthI AMsu cAlyA jAya. AhA..hA...! mahArAja ! mAMgalika saMbhaLAvo ! paNa mAMgalika saMbhaLAvatA (vakhate paNa) ene bicArAne aMdara pIDAno pA2 nahi). AhA..hA...! (eka bhAIe enA) hAthamAM kAMIka hatuM (I ApyuM ane kahyuM), mahArAjane vorAvo ! paNa e hAtha paNa kAMI kAma karato nahoto. AhA..hA...! kaI sAlanI (vAta che) ? 1999nI vAta che. AkhuM kahaLuM kuTuMba ! oraDo bharAI gayelo. ene sAdhya (hatI),

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kaLaza-157 hoM ! basa ! uDI gayA, deha chUTI gayo. badhA UbhA UbhA jove. karoDopati ! AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhArA (cAlI jAya). koNa zaraNa che ? bApA ! maphatano phAMphAM mArIne marI gayo ! AhA..hA...! 33 AtmA pote arakSaka che, joyuM ? arakSakapaNuM paramANu mAtra paNa nathI.' ema kahe che. jarI paNa arakSakapaNuM nathI. pUrNa rakSakapaNuM ja potAnuM svarUpa che ema kahe che. AhA..hA...! zA kAraNathI nathI ? je koI sattAsvarUpa vastu che...' lyo ! AhA..hA...! pahelI lITI che. hovAvALI cIja che, sattA che, hovAvALuM tattva che eno nAza kema hoya ? (sattAsvarUpa) vastu che te to vinAzane prApta thatI nathI.' AhA..hA..! vastu hovAvALI sattA bhagavAna che eno to vastusthitithI koI dI nAza thato nathI. AhA..hA...! 'kRtti niyata vastusthiti: vyavattA' A kAraNathI avazyameva vastunuM avizva25NuM pragaTa che.' AhA..hA...! sattA che, bhagavAnaAtmA che ne ? che e avinazvara che. enI sattAne koI nAza karI zake evuM che nahi. A..hA..hA...! vastunuM avinazva25NuM pragaTa che. nizcayathI AvuM che jIvanuM zuddha svarUpa te (svayaM va sat' (arthAt) svabhAvathI ja e cIja evI che. AhA..hA...! A paramANu che, A paramANu rajakaNa e paNa mULa 52mANu zAzvata che. enI avasthA badalAya. A lohInI, pahelA loTanI (hatI), ghauMnI (hatI), dhULanI e badhI avasthAo hatI. paramANu je mULa che e to zAzvata che. AhA..hA...! avasthA badalAya. ema bhagavAna vastu tarIke to zAzvata che. AhA..hA...! enI avasthA vartamAna dazA badalAya paNa dazA badalatAM vastu badalI jAya che ema nahi. vastu to evIne evI trikALa AnaMdanuM daLa prabhu (evuMne evuM rahe che). nizcayathI AvuM che jIvanuM zuddha svarUpa te sahaja ja...' sahaja ! sahaja ja, ema. svabhAvika ja. AhA..hA...! che te svabhAvika ja trikALa sattA che, kahe che. are......! ahIM to (ajJAnI) kahe, marI jAuM chuM. koNa mare ? are... bApA ! tane khabara nathI. AhA..hA...! jIvanA svarUpanI dravyAntara dvArA zI rakSA karavAmAM Ave ? zuM kahe che ? bhagavAnaAtmA sattA zAzvata che ene anerA dravyanA kAraNe rakSA zI rIte thAya ? AtmA sivAya anerA dravya(thI) rakSA zI rIte hoya ? AhA..hA...! che ene anerA dravyanI rakSA zI rIte hoya ? bhASA jarIka (evI che). dravyAntara (zabda) che ne ? (eTale) aneA. pote vastu che ene aneI cIjathI rakSe to rahe evI cIja che nahi. AhA..hA...! A..hA..hA...! -- - eka re divasa evo Avaze, jANe janmyo nahoto. kADho re kADho ene sau kahe, jANe janmyo nahoto...' AhA..hA...! dehanI sthiti nAzavAna (che), vastu kyAM nAzavAna che ? sagI re nArI tArI kAmanI, e UbhI TagaTaga jove, A re kAyAmAM have kAMI nathI, ema dhrusake dhrusake rove...' AhA..hA...! nAzavAna cIjane nAzavAna dekhIne mALA rove ! aMdara

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78 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 avinAzI cIjanI ene khabara na maLe. Ama jove, najara kare tyAM. are...! A to kAMI na maLe, hAya.. hAya..! have pUchavAnuM kone) ? ke, amAre pAchaLathI zuM karavuM ? paNa I kayAM gayo enuM pUchyuM ? paNa enI sthitinI dazA kevI hatI enA kAraNe kyAM janmyo ane kevA avatAre gayo enuM koIe joyuM ? e marIne narake gayo ke DhoramAM gayo che ene kyAM paDI che ? ene to vartamAna potAnI sagavaDatAnuM sAdhana - majUra hato I sagavaDatAmAMthI gayo ene rove che. I marIne DhoramAM gayo ke kyAM gayo) I ene kyAM sapanAmAM nhAvuM che ? e.I....! AvI vAtuM che, bApu AhAhA...! 'dravyAntara dvArA..." zuM kIdhuM ? (pareDa) che ne ? bhagavAna AtmA zAzvata vastu che enuM jyAM aMtaramAM samyagdarzana thayuM - satya darzana thayuM evA dharmIne, koI dravyAntara (eTale) anerA dravya rahe to huM rahuM evo bhaya ene hoto nathI. dravyAntara (eTale) potAnA dravya sivAya anerI vastuthI rahe e cIja che nahi. AhA..hA...! bhAI ! AvI vAtuM, lyo ! (dravyAntarathI) "zI rakSA karavAmAM Ave ?' bhAvArtha Ama che ke - badhA jIvone evo bhaya utpanna thAya ke mAro rakSaka koI che ke nahIM... are...! mane koNa rAkhe ? chokarAo paNa nahi). AhA..hA..! paisAnA DhagalA kara, evuM eka ThekANe Ave che. pApa karIne (kamAyelA) paisAnA DhagalA kara tyAM. maratAM Dhagalo karI mAga, prArthanA kara (ke), meM tAre mATe jiMdagI gALI (to) tuM atyAre kaMIka rakSA to kara. AhA..hA..! evuM zvetAMbara zAstra "sUyagaDAMgamAM Ave che. evI vairAgyanI vAtuM to enAmAM hoya paNa dRSTimAM phera che. paisAnA) moTA DhagalA karyA ! A..hA..! pelo "sIkaMdara' nahi ? abajo rUpiyA lUMTI ghUMTIne bhegA karyA ! maratAM hAtha ughADA. karIne kahe che), huM jAuM chuM. mArI pAse -sAthe) kAMI AvatuM nathI. mArA varakhAsana khAnArA hakImo UbhA raho, mane tame rAkhI zakyA nathI. abajo rUpiyA ! pachI kahyuM, 'mAro janAjo e hakImone khaMbhe upaDAvajo mArA varakhAsana khAdhA paNa mane rAkhyo nahi to A janAjo upaDAvajo, eTaluM to karajo ! AhAhA...! ahIM to kahe che, prabhu AtmA ! AhA..hA...! mAro koI rakSaka che ke nahi ? evo bhaya samyadRSTi jIvane hoto nathI. AhA...hA...! kAraNa ke te evo anubhava kare che ke..." A..hA...hA...! dharmI jIva ke jeNe AtmAnA jJAna karyA che. AhA...hA..! AtmajJAna jeNe karyuM che, AtmAnuM jJAna karyuM che... AhAhA..! te ema anubhave che ke, "zuddha jIvasvarUpa sahaja ja zAzvata che;..." mAro pavitra prabhu bhagavAna ! trikALI vastu svabhAvika ja zAzvata che. ene koI rAkhe to rahe evI e koI cIja che nahi. AhA..hA...! A nirjarA adhikAra che. dharmIjIvane potAnA AtmAnI zAzvata cIjanA AzrayathI je vedana thayuM emAM ene thayuM ke, A to

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kaLaza-158 79 zAzvata cIja che. ene rAkhuM to rahe evuM che nahi. 'sahaja ja zAzvata che;" svabhAve ja e zAzvata che, svabhAve ja e kAyamI rahelI cIja che. eTale svabhAvathI ja kAyama rahelI cIja che ane have koI rakSA karanAra rahe to (rahe, evuM kAMI che nahi. mATe dharmIne kaMI trAsa nathI. koI rAkhe to rahe evo bhaya nathI. huM sadAya trikALa rakSita ja chuM. samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhA..! ahIM to maratAM sudhI sagavaDatA rAkho, makAnanI, paisAnI, nokaronI sagavaDatA rAkho). chelle deha chUTe tyAM sudhI A badhI sagavaDatA rahe. kAMI nahi rahe, sAMbhaLane ! tyAM tArA moDhA phATI jaze. AhA...hA.! ahIM e kahe che, dharmAtmAne (eTale ke jene AtmajJAna thayuM che ane AtmA zAzvata bhAse che. koIpaNa rAganA kALamAM paNa e to bhedajJAnamAM AtmA zAzvata bhAse che. samajANuM kAMI ? zubha ane azubha bhAva ho paNa e vakhate paNa AtmA to enAthI bhinna zAzvata bhAse che. AhA...hA...! ene pUrvanA karmanA kAraNo Ave e badhA kharI jAya che ema kahe che. A nirjarA adhikAra che ne ? azuddhatA jarI thAya (e) kharI jAya che. karmano saMyoga Ave e chUTo paDI jAya che. potAnI dRSTi zAzvata upara hovAthI azAzvata cIja ene saMyogamAM) Ave to e) chUTI paDI jAya, enI sAthe rahetI nathI. enuM nAma dharmI ane nirjarA kahevAmAM Ave che. vizeSa laIzuM... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !) (zArdUtavikrIDita) svaM rUpaM kila vastuno'sti paramA guptiH svarUpe na yat zaktaH ko'pi paraH praveSTumakRtaM jJAnaM svarUpaM ca nuH / asyAguptirato na kAcana bhavettadbhIH kuto jJAnino nizzaGkaH satataM svayaM sa sahajaM jJAnaM sadA vindati / / 26-158 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha :- : sA sA viti (sa:) samyagdaSTi jIva (jJAna) jJAnane arthAt zuddha caitanya vastune (saddA vikhvati) nirantara anubhave che - AsvAde che. kevuM che jJAna? "svayaM" anAdisiddha che. vaLI kevuM che? "sa" zuddha vastusvarUpa che. vaLI kevuM che ? "satataM' akhaMDadhArApravAharUpa che. kevo che samyagdaSTi jIva ? "ni:zaM: "vastune

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80 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 jatanathI rAkhavI, nahIM to koI corI jaze" evo je aguptibhaya tenAthI rahita che. "ta: vastha rana pupti: parva na mavet jJAnina: taddhI ta:' (ta:) A kAraNathI () zuddha jIvane (vina gupti:) koI prakAranuM aguptipaNuM na mata) nathI; (jJAnina:) samyagdaSTi jIvane (tadvI:) "mAruM kAMI koI chInavI na le evo anuptibhaya (ta:) kyAMthI hoya ? arthAt hoto nathI. zA kAraNathI ? "vitra vastuna: vaM rUpa parama pti: ti' (ni) nizcayathI (vastuna:) je koI dravya che tenuM navuM rUpa) je kAMI nija lakSaNa che te (52mAM gupti: ti) sarvathA prakAre gupta che. zA kAraNathI ? yet svarUpe : pi para: praveNumna zavatta:) (ya) kAraNa ke svarUpe) vastunA sattvamAM (va: pi para:) koI anya dravya anya dravyamAM praveNuma) saMkramaNa karavAne -saMcaravAne) na zatti:) samartha nathI. T: jJAnuM svarUpa ' (1) AtmadravyanuM (jJAna svarUpa) jJAna svarUpa che arthAtu caitanya svarUpa che. (2) te ja jJAnasvarUpa kevuM che ? " tuM" koIe karyuM nathI. koI harI zakatuM nathI. bhAvArtha Ama che ke-badhA jIvone evo bhaya hoya che ke mAruM kAMI koI corI jaze, chInavI leze?? paraMtu Avo bhaya samyagdaSTine hoto nathI. kAraNa ke samyagdaSTi evuM anubhave che ke "mAruM to zuddha caitanyasvarUpa che. tene to koI corI zake nahIM, chInavI zake nahIM, vastunuM svarUpa anAdinidhana che. 26-158. kArataka vada 10, somavAra tA. 05-12-1977. kaLaza-158, pravacana-167 svaM rUpaM kila vastuno'sti paramA gupti: svarUpe na yat zaktaH ko'pi paraH praveSTukRtaM jJAnaM svarUpaM ca nuH| asyAguptirato na kAcana bhavettadbhIH kuto jJAnino nizzakkaH satataM svayaM sa sahajaM jJAnaM sadA vindati / / 26-158 / / ahIMyAM nirjarAno adhikAra che. nirjarA eTale ? AtmAnA anubhavathI, AtmA vastu che e trikALa jJAna ane AnaMdasvarUpa che. eno anubhava, enI dRSTi thatAM, eno anubhava (thatAM) jJAnano ane AnaMdano aMza vedanamAM Ave. ene ahIMyAM samyakdRSTi ane dharmI

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kaLaza-158 kahe che. ene pUrvanA karma nirjarI jAya che. azuddhatA thoDI hoya e paNa gaLI jAya che ane aMtara dRSTimAM pUrNa zuddhatAnA svabhAvano Adara che tethI zuddhatA paNa vadhI jAya che. paryAyamAM zuddhatA vadhe che ene ahIM nirjarA kahe che. badhI bhASA ajANI lAge ! ahIMyAM nirjarAno adhikAra che, to nirjarA eTale ni (eTale) vizeSe jharavuM. zenuM jharavuM ? ke, karmanuM jharavuM, azuddhatAnuM gaLavuM. e nAstithI che ane zuddhatAnI vRddhi thavI e astithI che. ene nirjarA kahevAya che. (e nirjarA) kone hoya ? (ke) jene A AtmA saccidAnaMda prabhu ! nitya dhruva(ne) dRSTimAM laI ane jeNe tenuM vedana karyuM che (tene nirjarA hoya). AvI vAta che. 81 anAdithI ajJAnI e puNya-pApanA bhAva je kRtrima vikA2 (che) ane enA phaLa tarIke saMyogI cIjo e mArI ema mAnIne mithyAtvane seve che I mahA adharmanI dRSTine seve che. samajANuM kAMI ? ene adharma vadhe che, karmanuM baMdhana ene thAya che, azuddhatA vadhe che eTale adharma vadhe che. zuddhatA to che nahi. AhA..hA...! dharmI jIvanI zarUAtamAM... IM ahIM kahe che, juo ! ma: jJAnaM saddA vistRti samyakdaSTi jIva prathamamAM prathama jene dharmanI zarUAta thAya che, janma-ma2Na aMtanA ArA jyAM AvyA che, AhA..hA...! evI aMtara cIjane (anubhave che). jemAM bhava ane bhavanA bhAvano abhAva (che) evo bhAva (ene anubhave che). AhA..hA...! bhagavAnaAtmA ! zuddha caitanyaghana che. atIndriya AnaMdano piMDa che. e vastu vItarAgamUrti che. emAM bhava ane bhavanA bhAvano emAM abhAva che. evA rAga ane bhavanA abhAva svabhAva evuM svarUpa (che) evuM jeNe dRSTimAM laIne veThyuM che (te samyakdaSTa che). A jhINI vAta che, bhAI ! nirNaya... nirNaya kahyo hato ne ? nirNaya to ene kahIe (ke), e to vikalpa sahita hajI nirNaya hoya. pahelo vikalpa sahita A cIja AvI che' evo nirNaya (hoya) paNa I kaMI vAstavika nirNaya nahi. vAstavika nirNaya to pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu jenI dRSTimAM AvatAM jenA anaMta guNanI saMkhyA(nA) darekano aMza vyaktapaNe vedAvAmAM Ave tyAre ene samyagdarzanano nirNaya kahevAmAM Ave. A..hA..hA...! jhINI vAta che, bhAI ! A to AkhI duniyAthI bIjI vAta che. AhA..hA...! -- e kahe che, juo ! (F:) eTale te. koNa te ? samyagdaSTi jIva...' AhA...hA...! jeNe pUrNa AnaMdasvarUpa bhagavAna ! jenI jJAnanI vartamAna paryAya - dazAmAM jaNAI gayo che ane jANIne eNe pratIta karI che ke, A AtmA pUrNa AnaMda che te huM. AvI vAtuM che. jene AtmA anaMta guNano piMDa prabhu ! zuddha caitanyaghana ! enI jene pratIta ane anubhava thaIne vedana thayuM che ene ahIMyAM samyakdaSTi kahe che. zaratuM bahu ! rUpiyAmAM to kAMI nahi Ave. puNyane laIne dhULa bhegI thaI jAya. tyAM kAMI puruSArthathI te maLe che evI

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82 kalAmRta bhAga-5 cIja che nahi. A to anaMta puruSArtha che, prabhu ! pUrNa jenI vartamAna dazAmAM jJAnanuM aMzapaNuM che, rAganuM che I juduM rAkho. e aMzapaNAne (-paryAyane) pUrNa rIte huM chuM ema anAdithI mAnyuM che. e aMza che te huM chuM ema mAnyuM che. enuM nAma jUThI - mithyAdRSTi kahevAmAM Ave che. paNa jeno aMza che e AkhI cIja aMzI vastu nityAnaMda prabhu che. enI pratIti ane jJAna karIne enuM vedana lAvavuM. A..hA...hA...! traNa bola thayA ne ? ke, pUrNAnaMda svarUpa che tenuM jJAna karI, tenI pratIta karI ane tenuM cAritra eTale vedanano aMza lAvavo ema kahevuM che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? dharma cIja bApu ! moMghI che, alaukika che ! AhA..hA..! ane enI darakAre kyAM che) ? jIvone kyAM paDI che) ? A duniyAmAM bahAramAM moTAmAM emane ema marI gayA ! moTapa cIja to aMdara moTI bhagavAna che ! sAkSAt paramAtmasvarUpa ja pote aMdara che. samajAya che kAMI ? evA paramAtmasvarUpa pUrNa svarUpa, zuddha svarUpa, jina svarUpa, vItarAga svarUpa, akhaMDa svarUpa, abheda svarUpa, sAmAnya svarUpa, eka svarUpa A badhA enA vizeSaNa che !! are. evA svarUpane jeNe jANyuM che, mAnyuM che ane aMze vedahyuM che ane ahIMyAM samyakdRSTi kahIe. AhA..hA....! samajANuM kAMI ? e jIva "zuddha caitanya vastune (sava vikhvati)" e to zuddha caitanya jJAyakamUrti prabhu ! pavitratAnA piMDane, dharma samyakdRSTi jIva sadA tene anubhave che. AhAhA....! e rAgane anubhavato nathI. anAdithI rAga - dayA, dAna, vrata ke kAma, krodhanA bhAvanuM karavuM ane vedavuM e mithyASTipaNuM che. AhA..hA..! enI jAta je che e vedavAmAM AvI nahi. jhINI vAta che. e AtmA aMdara prabhu che. jema nirmaLatA sphaTika taNI - jema sphaTika nirmaLa hoya che, sphaTika ratna joyuM che koI di ? ApaNe mUrti sphaTikAnI) che. Avo sphaTikano paththara eka pherI joyo che, jAmanagara' ! "jAmanagaramAM (saMvata) 1991mAM tyAM DaoNkTara hatA ne ? bhAI ! moTA DaoNkTara (hatA), te di aDhI hajArano pagAra hato). (tyAre) "samayasAranI 100mI gAthA cAlatI hatI, jAmanagara badhA sAMbhaLavA AvyA hatA. pachI kahe, sphaTika batAvyuM. AvuM sphaTika che. ema jema nirmaLatA re sphaTika taNI, tema ja jIva svabhAva re...." bhagavAna AtmAno svabhAva nirmaLa sphaTika jevo nirmaLa che. are... are..! AhA..hA..! "zrI jina vIre re dharma prakAziyo, prabaLa kaSAya abhAva re, jema nirmaLatA re sphaTika taNI." e sphaTikanI nirmaLatA to jaDanI che. A bhagavAnanI nirmaLatA jJAnaprakAzanI che. jeno jJAna prakAza aMdara pUrNa bharyo che. AhAhA...! enI nirmaLatAnuM jyAM aMdara bhAna thAya, e svane jJAnamAM zeya banAvIne tene jANe ane jANIne pratIta karIne aMze vede, e jIva sadAya

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kaLaza-158 83 AtmAne anubhave che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA...hA...! ajJAnI anAdithI puNya ne pApa ne vikArAne vede che). parane to e vedI paNa zakato nathI. zarIra ne mAMsa, hADakAM, cAmaDAne zuM bhogave ? AtmA arUpI che. AhAhA....! phakta para padArthanI anukULatA kalpI ane rAga kare tene bhogave. pratikULa cIjane lakSamAM laI ke, A pratikULa che - A vIMchI, sarpo, duzmanane pratikULatA kalpIne dveSane veda. e cIjane na vedI zake. A paisAne vedI na zake paNa paisA mane maLyA" evI je mamatA (thAya) e mamatAne vede, kaho, bhAI ! A to badhI bIjI vAta che. AkhI duniyAthI judI jAta (che). AhA..hA...! kahe che ke, bhagavAna aMdara AtmA sphaTika jevo nirmaLAnaMda (birAje che) paNa puNyapApano rAga che e rAganI ekatAbuddhimAM ene tALA mAryA (che). ane jeNe tALA kholI nAkhyA (arthAta) rAganI ekatA toDI nAkhI ane svabhAvanI ekatA jeNe pragaTa karI e aMdara eka kapATa khulI gayo. caitanyanidhAna jene najaruMmAM AvyA. samajANuM kAMI ? ene samyakudRSTi kahIe. jevI cIja hatI tevI pratIti, yathArtha jJAna thayuM ane eno aMza vedanamAM Avyo e "sA viti . e niraMtara vede che. joyuM ? "AsvAde che." AhA...hA....! jANI, pratIta karI ane AsvAde che. AhA...hA...! are...! AvI vyAkhyA ! pelI to cha kAyanI dayA pALo ne vrata karo ne apavAsa karo, coviyAra karI, kaMdamULa na khAva (e saheluM hatuM). prazna :- cha kAyamAM pote Avyo ke na Avyo ? samAdhAna :- cha kAyamAM pote nahi, potA sivAya para AvyA). cha kAyamAM aMdara pote Ave che. enI dayA pALavI I ke, ene rAgathI bhinna pADIne jevuM enuM pUrNa svarUpa (che) evuM ene svIkAravuM, pratIta karavI enuM nAma jIvanI - potAnI dayA kahevAmAM Ave che. samajANuM kAMI ? kemake je bhagavAna AtmA ! jevaDo jeTalA svarUpe pUrNa che e rIte teno svIkAra thaIne jJAna ane pratIti thAya tyAre eNe jevaDo che tevo mAnyo eNe jIvanI - potAnI dayA pALI. AhAhA...! AvI badhI vAtuM ! vItarAga sarvajJa paramAtmA ! eno mArga bahu sUkSma che. e ahIM kahe che, 'vindatti AhA! mithyAdaSTi jIva vikArane vede che. vikArane jANe, vikArane mAne ane vikArane veda. AhA...hA...! vikAra (eTale) A zubha-azubha bhAva. samajANuM ? A badho raLavAno bhAva che ne ? dukAnanI vyavasthA, dhyAna rAkhavAno e badho pApa bhAva che. e pApa bhAvane mAne, pApa bhAvane jANe, pApa bhAvane vede. e anAdino ajJAnI mUDha jIva che. A to bIjI jAta che, bhAI ! ahIM have gulAMTa khAya che, palaTo mAre che ke, huM e puNya-pApa nahi ane puNyapApane jANanArI je paryAya che eTalo paNa huM nahi. puNya-pApanA phaLa je A bahAranI

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CX kilazAmRta bhAga-5 dhULa, makAna Adi che e to huM nahi ja... AhAhA...! paNa aMdara je puNya-pApanA vikalpo - rAga che e huM nahi. ane ene vartamAnamAM jANavAnI paryAya jANe che ke, A rAga che e paryAya jeTalo paNa huM nahi. huM to akhaMDa pUrNa zuddha caitanyasvarUpa chuM. ema jene jJAnamAM, zraddhAmAM, vedanamAM AvyuM e sadA ene anubhave che ema kahe che. kevuM che jJAna ? eTale AtmA. jJAna zabda ahIMyAM AtmA che. Akho AtmA ! jJAnano pUMja prabhu eTale Akho AtmA. che ne ? "svayaM" anAdisiddha che. e to anAdithI che. anAdithI sahaja svarUpa ja e che. koI navuM thayuM che, koI kAraNathI thayuM che ema nathI. e to svayaMsiddha cidAnaMda sahajAnaMda prabhu ! bhagavAna AnaMdanuM daLa ! jJAyakanuM pUra prabhu ! svayaMsiddha che. svayaM che. ene koIe karyo che ke nahoto ane thayo che ema nathI. AhAhA...! bhASA to sAdI che paNa bhAva to je hoya e hoya, zuM thAya ? AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! e "anAdisiddha che." anAdi - Adi nathI e rIte vastunI - bhagavAnanI sattA che. A AtmAnI, hoM ! AhA...hA...! pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu ! pUrNa Ida ! e jJAna, AnaMda Adi anaMta guNathI pUrNa svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA che e svayaMsiddha che. e koInA kAraNe thayo che ke ene koIe karyo che evI e cIja nathI. AhAhA...! "anAdisiddha che. vaLI kevuM che ?" "sahanaM "zuddha vastasvarUpa che." svabhAvika pavitra svarUpa che. AhA...hA...! trikALI pavitratAno piMDa prabhu che ! AhA...hA...! vaLI kevuM che ? "saMta akhaMDadhArApravAharUpa che. A...hA...hA....! e niraMtara evone evo zuddha cidAnaMda AnaMda paDyo che. akhaMDa dhArA jema hoya ema dhruva dhArA (che). dhruva. dhruva... dhruva.... dhruva. dhruva.. (dhArA che). dhruva eTale nitya. nitya dhArApravAha ! nitya vastu paDI che, prabhu A...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? "kevo che samyagdaSTi jIva ?" niHzaMka che. jene e pUrNa zuddha caitanya nitya dhruvanuM jyAM jJAna, bhAna ane vedana thayuM e dharmI jIva kevo che ? ke, niHzaMka che. vastune jatanathI rAkhavI, nahIM to koI corI jaze evuM dharmIne nathI. mArI cIjanI huM rakSA rAkhuM, gupta rAkhuM nahItara ko'ka laI jaze, corI jaze e cIja (-zaMkA) jJAnIne hRdayamAM nathI. bahAranI cIja koI corI laI jAya I cIja to enI nathI. AhA...hA....! ane aMdara enI je cIja che nitya prabhu bhagavAna ! ene koI corI jAya, laI jAya, harI jAya, ghasAro karI nAkhe, ghasI nAkhe ema nathI. AhA..hA..! Avo kevo upadeza A? bApu ! mArga to Avo che, bhAI ! ene maLyo nathI. AhA..hA...! prabhu paramAtmA traNalokanA nAtha je thayA e paryAyamAM thayA. e zakti ane svabhAva rUpe hatA emAMthI thayA. AhA...hA...! eTale dareka bhagavAna AtmA zaktirUpe svabhAvarUpe

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kaLaza-158 85 paramAtmArUpe che. ene koNa laI jAya ? ene koNa corI jAya ? ene koNa chInavI lya? hAthamAM koI vastu hoya ene chInavI lya, ema A chInavAtI haze ? AhA..hA...! mAruM kAMI chInavI le. che ? "jatanathI rAkhavI, nahIM to koI corI jaze" evo je aguptibhaya tenAthI rahita che.' vastu nityAnaMda prabhu che emAM parapadArthano praveza nathI. praveza nathI to ene laI koNa jAya ? AhA..hA..! nityAnaMda prabhu ! anAdithI jema che tevo che emAM.... AhA..hA..! vartamAna eka samayanI dazAno paNa jyAM praveza nathI to tyAM vaLI koI jIva, bIjuM dravya aMdara praveza karI jAya ane ene laI jAya evuM kema bane ?) pelA phirojAbAdanA nahi ? karoDopati ! pacAsa lAkha rUpiyA to kharco, ethI vadhAre dharmAdAnA nAme kharcA che. baMgaDIno moTo vepArI ! tyAM ame gayA hatA tyAre) enA makAnamAM utaryA hatA. eno eka mANasa - nokara hato. moTo paisAvALo eTale paisA to paDyA ja hoya, pAMca-pacAsa hajAra, lAkha-be lAkha to enI pAse paDyA ja hoya. moTo gRhastha ! laukika khAte udAra paNa jabaro ! dharmane nAme mAnastaMbha banAvyo che, pAThazALA banAvI che. ame tyAM gayA hatA. amArA nAmanI pAThazALA banAvI che, mAnastaMbhamAM phoTo nAkhyo che. moTo gRhastha ! karoDopati ! eno mANasa hato eNe) rAtre mArI nAkhyo ! lohI... lohI... lohI...! charAthI mAryo) ! savAre jove tyAM maDaduM lohImAM paDyuM hatuM) ! juo ! A dazA ! ema koI AtmAne laI zake ? paisA mATe mArI nAkhyo. paisA laI gayo. pachI pakaDAI gayo. pachI to moTo goTo nIkaLyo ! evuM chApAmAM AvyuM che. potAne dIkaro nahoto, bhAInA dIkarAne khoLe lIdhelo. enA ja bhAIe Ane mArI nAkhyo. A saMsAra...! saDasaDatI agni che ! chApAmAM AvI gayuM che. potAnA bhAInA dIkarAno khoLe lIdhelo). potAne) dIkaro nathI. enA bhAIe dago karyo, A nokarane kahI mArI nAkhyo. pakaDAI gayo che. AhA..hA...! bahAra e zarIrane, paisAne lUMTe paNa A bhagavAna nityAnaMda prabhune koI lUMTI zake ema che ? samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA...! ethI dharmI samyakdaSTine "mArI cIja che e koI corI jaze' evo ene bhaya hoto nathI. AhA...hA...! paisA laI jAya, are...! bAyaDI upADI jAya. laI jAya che ne ? juone ! mumukSu :- "sItAjI'ne laI gayA hatA. uttara :- I to laI gayA hatA) paNa A to ahIMne ahIM thayuM. ahIM eka hatA ne ? bicArA bAyaDI-bhAyaDA be nIkaLelA. emAM bAyaDIne upADavA eka DAku nIkaLyo. emAM eka posTamena nIkaLyo. A posTamena hoya ne ? TapAlI ! mALAe jora karyuM (ke) na laI

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86 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 javA dauM. DAkue ene mArI nAkhyo. ahIM (najIkamAM) che. zuM kahevAya I ? thAna ! joyuM che, ame nIkaLyA chIe. AhA..hA..! e cora bAyaDIne laI jato hato. emAM posTamena nIkaLyo (I kahe), na laI javA dauM. posTamena to bicAro madhyastha (hato). ene mArI nAkhyo. A AtmA aMdara nityAnaMda prabhu jene dRSTimAM beTho emAM koIno praveza che ? ene koI harI le evuM che ? koI ene corI jAya evuM ? koI ene lUMTIne I cIja cAlI jAya evI che ? mumukSu :- sarakAra laI jAya... uttara :- sarakArane kAMI bhAna (nathI). bahu pedAza hoya to pachI sarakAra inkama TekSa nAkhIne lUMTe, mALA ! vANiyA paNa badhI (bacAvavAnI rIta) kare ne ? bhAga pADe, badhA bhAga pADe ! vahuruonA, chokarAonA, lANAnA, DhIkaNAnA (bhAga pADe). AhA..hA...! ahIM kahe che ke, prabhu ! aMdara nityAnaMda nAtha (birAje che) ! AhA....hA...! TaMkotkIrNa aNaghaDelo ghaTa ! AnaMdano nAtha dhruva cIja che I kyAM jAya ? ene koNa lUMTe ? ene koNa hare ? AhA..hA...! bhAI ! A to AvI vAtuM che, bApu ! tamArI duniyAthI AkhI judI jAta che. muddAnI vAta che. bApA ! I to ema vAta che. AhA..hA..! A aMdara nityAnaMda prabhu birAje che). bhagavAna sarvajJadeva jinendradeve joyelo A AtmA aMdara dhruva nityAnaMda prabhu (che). evo jeNe samyakdaSTimAM joyo ane mAnyo che (te dharmI jIva che). AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? A..hA..hA...! jeNe sva trikALI nidhAna u52 najaruM nAkhI ane paryAya ane rAganI najaruM uThAvI lIdhI che. AhA..hA...! vAte vAte jAta judI lAge. bhAI ! AhA..hA...! ene to rasa prema che ne ! Akho zvetAMbara saMpradAya choDI dIdho. enAmAM moDhA AgaLa(nA) mANasa hatA chatAM choDI dIdho. bApu ! mArga A che, bhAI ! e badhI duniyA duniyAne ghare rahI. -- are...! AvI vAta sAMbhaLavA paNa maLe nahi enI ruci kyAre kare ? AhA..hA...! azaraNa... azaraNa... AkhuM jagata - duniyA azaraNa che. zaraNano nAtha aMdara bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda prabhu che enA jene zaraNA maLyA, enA jeNe zaraNA lIdhA, evA jIvane koI mArI cIja lUMTaze' evo cora-bhaya hoto nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? bhASA to sAdI che, hoM ! samajAya evuM che. juvAnone paNa samajAya evuM che. AhA..hA...! mumukSu :- bhAva UMcA che. - uttara :- bhAva to je che I che, bApA ! zuM thAya ? kaho ! AhA..hA...! 'hIrA muMha se nA kahe, lAkha hamArA mUla' hIro ema kahe ke, huM lAkha rUpiyAnI kiMmatano chuM, karoDanI kiMmatano chuM. ema A bhagavAna caitanyahIro I kaMI bole nahi ke, huM AvI kiMmatavALo

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kaLaza-158 87 chuM ! jANanArane jANavAmAM Ave. AhA.hA! are..! anaMta anaMta kALathI corAzInA avatAramAM DubakI mArIne I marI gayo che, duHkhI che... duHkhI ! AhAhA....! AtmAnA AnaMdanA bhAna vinA e puNya ane pApanA bhAvamAM racyopacyo du:khano kIDo che, duHkhane vede che. AhA..hA..! maracAno jIvaDo, maracAMno bhUko hoya ne ? pAMca zera, dasa zera maracAMno bhUko ! emAM jIvaDA paDe. e maracAMne ghara banAve (ane emAM rahe. maracAno jIvaDo emAM ghara banAvIne rahe. ema anAdino ajJAnI potAnA nijagharane jANyA vinA puNya ne pApa ane phaLane nijaghara mAnIne tyAM paDyo che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! jherIlA nAge ene vIMTI lIdho che. bhava ane bhavanA bhAva jhera che, bhAI ! AhA...hA..! viSakuMbha kIdhA che ne ? "mokSa adhikAramAM dayA, dAna, vrata, tapano bhAva jhera che, rAga che (e) jherano bhAva che. A raLavuM, kamAvuM, viSayabhoga, vAsanA, rakSaNa karavuM, vyAja (bheguM karavuM) e pApa bhAva che. AhA...hA...! e pApa ane puNyanA jherIlA jherI (bhAva che). re ene vIMTI lIdho che. bhAI ! AhA...hA...! ahIM kahe che, AhA..hA..! "jatanathI rAkhavI, nahIM to koI corI jaze evI A cIja nathI. e to paramAtmasvarUpa nityAnaMda prabhu che ane enI jene dRSTi ane vedana thayuM ene "rAkhuM to rahe nahIMtara corAI jaze' evuM kaMI che nahi. A...hA...! A tamAre to paisA-aisA tijorImAM nAkhe. amAre tyAM hatuM. amAre paNa dukAna upara hatuM). moTI dukAna eTale ghaNA hajAro, lAkho rUpiyA AvatA. AbarU moTI hatI ne ! gharamAM paisA hatA ane bIjA mUke. pachI koI levA Ave to tijorImAM pacIsa-pacAsa hajAra to rAkhavA ja paDe. zAhukAra mANasa (eTale koI levA Ave to nA na paDAya ke, kAle Avaje. tijorI kholIne ApatA. be dukAna hatI ne ? emAM eka moTI dukAna hatI). ahIM kahe che ke, prabhu ! AhA..hA..! pratikULatA ane anukULatAno saMyoga e bannethI (dharmI) jIva chetarAya nahi. evo mAla (-AtmA) paDyo che tene veda ane tene parano bhaya hoto nathI. AhA..hA...samajANuM kAMI ? prazna :- pote ja ekalo vede ? samAdhAna :- pote ja. svayaM svarUpa cidAnaMda prabhu ! atIndriya anAkuLa AnaMdano sAgara bhagavAna ! emAM DubakI mArIne ene vede ! A...hA...hA..hA...! eTale ? vartamAna paryAya je cAlatI avasthA che tene aMtaramAM nAkhe. AhA..hA..! ene "A mArI cIja koI laI jaze" evo corano bhaya hoto nathI. ene to pUrvanA karma hoya I kharI jAya, kahe che. AhA..hA..! ajJAnIne to navA puNya-pApanA bhAvamAM potApaNuM mAne che. I to navA karma bAMdhe che ane vartamAna duHkhane vede che. AhA...hA...! AvI vAtuM che ! bhAI !

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88 kalAmRta bhAga-5 mumukSu :- AtmA dekhAto nathI. uttara :- dekhAto nathI e koNe nirNaya karyo ? I ja dekhANo. jenI sattAmAM dekhAto nathI' evo nirNaya (thAya che) e ja dekhANo (che). AhA..hA..! 'huM jaNAto nathI' e ema kahe che ke, 'huM jaNAto nathI' te jANuM chuM. AhA..hA...! koIpaNa cIjane jANavAmAM bhagavAnaAtmAnI mukhyatA na hoya to jANe koNa ? jANanAro to pote che. AhA..hA...! jANakasvabhAva jJAna kIdhuM che ne ? jJAna eTale AtmA. Akho jJAnasvarUpa ja I che. caitanyanA prakAzanuM nUra ! caitanyanA prakAzanuM pUra prabhu che ! A..hA..hA..! A ghoDApura Ave che ne ? nadImAM ! ghoDApUra ene kahe ke, ahIM varasAda na hoya ane pAMca-paMdara gAu cheTe u52 varasAda hoya, sAta-ATha iMca varasAda paDI gayo hoya) ane pANI ekadama UMcu Ave, pANInuM daLa (UMcuM Ave). amAre (tyAM) to moTI nadI che to joyuM che ne ! 'umarALA' ! ame chokarAo (tyAM) ramatA. rADu pADe ekadama ! chokarAo nIkaLI jAo ! paNa zuM che ? ahIM to varasAda paNa nathI. to kahe, e.. ghoDApUra Ave che ! ATaluM ATaluM pANI cAlyuM Ave ! AhA..hA...! varasAdanA, nadInA pANI bhegA thaI gayA hoya ne ! ahIM prabhu kahe che ke, bhAI ! A AnaMdano sAgara, AnaMdanuM pUra, aMdara tAruM dhruva jJAna-pUra vase che ! A..hA..hA...! ene sAmuM joIne ene mAna ane veda to tArA janmama2Na maTe, nahi to maTe evuM nathI. corAzI lAkhamAM maraNa karI karIne sothA nIkaLI gayA, bApA ! gharamAM cha mahinAthI chokaro mAMdo paDyo hoya) I UThe tyAM vaLI bAyaDI mAMdI paDe, bAyaDI UThe tyAM pote mAMdo paDe, pote UThe tyAM vaLI nAno chokaro (mAMdo paDe). rADyuM pADe, be varasathI khATalo khAlI thAto nathI.' eka pachI eka (mAMdA ja paDe che). tyAM sAdhAraNa bimArImAM) rADyuM nAkhe ! A anaMtakALathI du:khanA khATalethI chUTyo nathI e to jo ! AhA..hA...! be varasa khATalo cAlyo. be-cA2 chokarAo vArApharatI cAra-cha mahinA (bimAra paDyA hoya ane) khATalo cAlyo hoya. eka pachI eka... eka pachI eka... mAMdA paDe tyAM tane Ama thaI gayuM ? AhA..hA...! bApu ! teM anaMta bhava karyAM. eka eka bhavamAM teM duHkhanA DuMgarA vedyA che, bApA ! e tArA du:kha dekhIne jene AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhArA cAlI jAya evA duHkho veThyA (che), prabhu ! tuM bhUlI gayo. A..hA..hA...! A bahAranI camakavALI bhUtAvaLa dekhIne bhUlI gayo. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? A..hA..hA..! AvI vAta che. che ? 'evo je aguptibhaya..' agupti eTale gopavI rAkhuM nahitara koI laI jaze. aMdara vastu gupta ja che. A..hA..hA...! nityAnaMdano nAtha sahajAtma prabhu ! zuddha dhruva anaMta guNano piMDa ! e emane ema paDyo che. A..hA..hA..! e gupta ja che. emAM kaMI praveza karI

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kaLaza-158 89 jAya ane agupti thAya ema che nahi. AhA.hA..! are. are..! AvI vAtuM ! ata: kazya vAcana sApti: parva na mavet jJAnina: tallI: 7: A kAraNathI zuddha jIvane..." A...hA...hA...! bhagavAna AtmA puNya ane pApanA rAgathI rahita (che). puNya ane pApanA bhAva kSaNika kRtrima vikAra jhera (che). enAthI prabhu aMdara AnaMdakaMda akRtrima nitya dhruva (che). AhAhA...! evA zuddha jIvane koI prakAranuM aguptipaNuM nathI. eTale ke, rAkhuM to gupta rahe, nahitara agupti thaI jAya evuM nathI. I gupta ja che. AhAhA...! jemAM rAgano praveza nathI, paryAyano praveza nathI. AhAhA...! paryAya eTale zuM? hajI (I khabara na hoya). jema sonuM che ne ? sonuM ! I kAyama che. I sonuM kAyama che tene dravya kahIe ane pILAza, cIkAza, vajana che) ene guNa kahIe ane enA je kaMThI, kaDA, viTI thAya ene avasthA - paryAya kahIe. sonuM che I dravya kahIe ane enI pILAza ane cIkAzane guNa kahIe ane enA kaDA, viTI, kuMDaLanI avasthA thAya tene paryAya kahIe. ema AtmA... kAle kahetA hatA ne ? bhAI kaMIka dAkhalo kahetA hatA ne ? dAkhalo Ape to samajAya ema kahetA hatA ne ? A dAkhalo kahyo. jema sonuM che tema AtmA trikALI che). emAM pILAza, cIkAza, vajana che ema AmAM jJAna, darzana, AnaMda (Adi) zakti che. enA je kuMDaLa, kaDAM, viTI thAya che e enI avasthAo - paryAya badale che ane paryAya kahIe. AhAhA...! are.re...gharanI cIjane eNe joI nahi, jANI nahi ! pelA nathI kahetA ? gharanA chokarA ghaMTI cATe, pADozIne ATo. evI loko bahAranI vAtuM kare. AhA..hA....! ema A gharanA chokarA ghaMTI cATe eTale) gharamAM che enuM bhAna na maLe ! pelI pArakI cIjane mArI... mArI mAnIne... AhA...hA...! pADozIne ATA - loTa ApyA. ahIM aMdaramAM loTa na maLe ! AhA..hA..! mArga evo che, bApA A koI bahArathI paisAthI maLI jAya ke dayA, dAnathI maLI jAya ke vrata, bhakti, pUjAthI vastu maLI jAya evI e cIja nathI. AhA..hA..! bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdanuM avalaMbana tye tyAre te jaNAya ane jaNANo te have kyAM jAya ? e kahe che ke, mArI cIja che e koNa le? AhAhA...! bahAramAM to koI zarIrane paNa laI le, bAyaDI hoya to laI jAya, ghareNAM hoya to lUMTI le. AhA...hA...! AmAM zuM lUMTe ? nityAnaMda prabhu chuM. AhAhA..! nityAnaMda chuM evo je nirNaya karyo che I paryAya paNa jemAM pravezatI nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA..! jhINI vAtuM, bApu ! vItarAganA nAme atyAre kaMIka kaMIka cAle che. AhAhA...! mArga bahu judo, prabhu ! zuM thAya ? AhA...hA...! bahArathI tane A badhI bhUtAvaLa (sArI) lAge. zarIra sAruM hoya), paisA, bAyaDI, chokarA ne hajIrA ne kapaDAM ne dAgInAthI) maDadAMne zaNagAre ! ahIM laTakAve ne ahIM laTakAve ne ahIM laTakAve ! maDadAM che, A to maDaduM che, jaDa dhULa (che). te aMdarano bhagavAnano

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90 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 zaNagAra joyo nathI. AtmAmAM to anaMta jJAna, darzana, AnaMda Adi zaNagArathI bharelo bhagavAna che. A.hA...hA...! ene jeNe jANyo I ema kahe che ke, "A kAraNathI zuddha jIvane koI prakAranuM aguptipaNuM nathI;..." jene zuddha jIva svarUpanuM jJAna ane bhAna thayuM ane gupta cIja che ene koI laI jAya evo bhaya ene hoto nathI. che ? "samyagdaSTi jIvane "mAruM kAMI koI chInavI na le" "mAruM koI kAMI kahyuM emAM) mAruM koI (eTale bIjo, kAMI eTale thoDuM paNa. AhA..hA..! "mAre kAMI koI chInavI na le' evo aguptibhaya kakyAMthI hoya ? dharmI - samyakdRSTi jIvane je dhruva tattva che tenI dRSTi thaI che, dhruvane dhyeyamAM laIne jeNe dhruvano svIkAra karyo che... A...hA...hA...! (dhruvane dhyeya banAvIne dhyAnamAM (banAvIne), aMdara dRSTimAM ene dhyeya banAvIne jANyo, anubhavyo, jeNe judo jANyo ene "mAruM kAMI chInavI leze" evo Dara nathI. mAruM kAMI - jarI paNa koI - bIjo chInavI na le, evuM ene che nahi. A to samajAya evuM che ne ? bhAI ! sAdI bhASA che. AhAhA....! ahIM zuM kahe che ? ahIM prabhu AtmA aMdara che ene jeNe jANyo che ene mAruM kAMI koI chInavI na le' evo aguptibhaya kyAMthI hoya ?' (arthAt hoto nathI). "zA kAraNathI ?" "jita vastuna: heM rUpa parama pti tiA..hA..hA..! "nizcayathI.. (ni ) eTale nizcaya - kharekhara. (vastuna:). je koI dravya che...' vastu che. vastu che, chatI cIja che, nityAnaMda prabhu che. AhA...hA...! evI cIjane tenuM je kAMI nija lakSaNa che..." jJAna enuM lakSaNa che. jJAnathI jaNAya evuM lakSya che - dravya ane jJAna jenuM lakSaNa che. e lakSaNathI lakSa je dravya che te jaNAya. eTale jJAna jenuM lakSaNa che te sarvathA prakAre gupta che. aMdara jJAna gupta che. emAM koI praveza karI zake nahi. AhA...hA...! Avo mArga kyAMthI kADhyo ? A to navo mArga kADhyo che. navo nathI, bApA ! teM sAMbhaLyo nathI. vItarAga trilokanAtha jinezvaradevano anAdi mArga A che. tane kAne na paDe mATe ema lAge ke, navo che. AhA...hA...! atyAre bahAramAM to dhULa dhULa vAto karI vrata karyo ne apavAsa karyA ne A karyA thaI gaI nirjarA ane dharma ! dhULamAMya tyAM dharma nathI. tArA apavAsa karIne marI jA ne ! AhA.hA....! e to apa-vAsa che. rAgamAM rahe I mATho vAsa che ane upavAsa to ene kahIe ke, AnaMdakaMda prabhu ! enI upa nAma samIpamAM aMdara vase tene upavAsa kahIe. enI to khabaruM paNa na maLe ! A varSItapa kare che ke nahi ? karyuM che koI di ? nahi ? pAMca-pacIsa hajAra kharcIne ujave, phalANuM kare ne DhIkaNuM kare, nAtamAM vaheMce, thaI gayo dharma ! vAha vAha..! ahIM kahe che, prabhu ! tArI vAha.. vAha to aMdaramAM che ! AhAhA....! che ? "sarvathA prakAre gupta che. kathaMcit gupta che ema nathI lIdhuM. nityAnaMda prabhu

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kaLaza-158 91 dRSTino viSaya che e cIja to sarvathA gupta che. AhA..hA..! e paryAyamAM paNa AvatI nathI. enI vartamAna dazAmAM paNa nitya vastu che) te AvatI nathI. evo sarvathA gupta che. AhA..hA..! zA kAraNathI ? (ya svarUpe : pi para: praveNum na zavatta:) AhA..hA..! kAraNa ke vastunA sattvamAM..." vastu je che temAM vaselA jJAna, darzana, AnaMda (Adi guNo) enuM sattva che. satanuM e sattva che, satno e kasa che. sat bhagavAnaAtmA ! vastu sat che. eno kasa - jJAna, AnaMda Adi enuM sattva - kasa che. e kasane koI lUMTe evI cIja jagatamAM che nahi. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? kahevAya A ? nAma paNa bhUlI gayA ! sIsama ! sIsama.... sIsama ! sIsamane joyuM che ? aMdara lAkaDuM na hoya to aMdara kasa na hoya. cIkaNo bhAga hoya. kasavALo cIkaNo hoya che ane upara sAdhAraNa hoya che. eTale keTalAka emAMthI cIkaNuM kADhI nAkhI ane baMduka emAM rAkhe. (evo) cIkaNo bhAga hoya, bahu cIkaNo (hoya). sIsamanA aMdaranA vacalA bhAgamAM eka cIkaNo bhAga hoya che. e sIsamano kasa che. ema A bhagavAna AtmAno kasa jJAna, AnaMda, zAMti, svacchatA, prabhutA Adi eno kasa che. A...hAhA...! A badhuM sAMbhaLyuM nathI. AhA..hA...! keTalAka to (A) sAMbhaLavA paNa navarA thatA nathI. are..! jiMdagI kayAM pApamAM cAlI jAya che, bApA ! AhAhA....! bhAI ! AhA...hA...! maraNa vakhate koNa zAraNa ? bApA ! AhA..hA...! Ama najaruM nAkhe, koI mane bacAve, koI mane bacAve.. bhAI ! koI DaoNkTarane lAvo ne ! "muMbaIthI bolAvo ne ! are...! dhULeya nahi rAkhe, sAMbhaLane ! A.hA.! moTA DaoNkTarane bolAvo, moTA DokTarane ! bhale pacAsa hajArano kharca thAya. moTo DaoNkTara sarjana ahIM be-traNa vAra Avyo hato. oparezana paNa karato hato. moTA sarjana ! kokanuM oparezana karato hato. AhAhA..! DaoNkTara paNa zuM ? DaoNkTaranuM zarIra paNa jaDa, mATI - dhULa che. e rAkhyuM rahyuM che enuM ? AhA..hA...! ahIM kahe che, mArI cIja aMdara evI che, huM nityAnaMda prabhu ! ke jemAM bIjuM dravya zuM karIne pesI jAya evI e cIja nathI. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI? AhA..hA..! AvI vAtuM ! A bahAranA thothAmAM mUMjhAI gayA. zarIra ne bAyaDI ne chokarA ne paisA ne hajIrA ! prazna :- hajIrA eTale zuM ? samAdhAna :- hajIrA eTale makAna ! hajIrA kone kahe che, sAMbhaLyuM che ? "jAmanagaramAM hajIrA che. A loTiyA vhorA che ne ? e mare ene dATe. nadInA kAMThe moTA hajIrA (hoya). ene hajIrA kahe che. ema A tamArA moTA dasa lAkha ne vIsa lAkhanA makAna - hajIrA daTAyelA paDyA che. nadInA kAMThe moTA (hajIrA che). joyuM che ? pelI bAju sAme nadInA

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92 kilAmRta bhAga-5 kAMThe che. loTiyA vhorAnA hoya) ene hajIrA kahe, jyAM ene dATe. (ema) A moTA hajIrAmAM dabAI gayA che. puNya ane pApanA rAgamAM dabAI gayA che paNa dabAI gayA, marI gayA. AhA...hA...! jIvatI jyota caitanyamUrti bhagavAna AnaMdano nAtha aMdara sAgara Dole che ! ene jANyo nahi, mAnyo nahi ane bIjA badhA malAvA karyA (e) badhA marI javAnA rastA che. saMkramaNa karavAne -saMcaravAne) samartha nathI." mArI cIjamAM bIjI cIja saMkramI jAya, aMdara praveza kare evI cIja ja nathI. AhA..hA..! to mane kono bhaya che ? jyAM jAuM tyAM huM dhruvapaNe chuM, koIpaNa kSetramAM, koIpaNa kALe, koIpaNa rAgAdi bhAva thayo, lyo ne ! topaNa huM to dhruva chuM, emAM koIno praveza che nahi. A...hA...hA...hA...! ema dharmIne - samyaphadRSTine zraddhA ane anubhavamAM hovAthI tene parano kaMI bhaya che nahi. vizeSa kahIzuM... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !) (zArdUviDita) prANocchedamudAharanti maraNaM prANA: kilAsyAtmano jJAnaM tatsvayameva zAzvatatayA nocchidyate jaatucit| tasyAto maraNaM na kiJcana bhavettadbhIH kuto jJAnino nizzaGkaH satataM svayaM sa sahajaM jJAnaM sadA vindati / / 27-159 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha :- "sa: jJAna sA vindati (sa:) samyagdaSTi jIva (jJAna) jJAnane arthAt zuddha caitanya vastune (savA) niraMtara vindhati) AsvAde che. kevuM che jJAna ? "svayaM anAdisiddha che. vaLI kevuM che ? "satataM akhaMDadhArApravAharUpa che. vaLI kevuM che? saMhanaM kAraNa vinA sahaja ja niSpanna che. kevo che samyagdaSTi jIva? "ni:zaM: maraNazaMkAnA doSathI rahita che. zuM vicArato thako niHzaMka che ? " ti: taNya maUT ziSyana ne bhavet jJAnina: tadvI: :" (ta:) A kAraNathI (tasya) Atmadravyane mara) prANaviyoga (zvina) sUkSmamAtra ne mata) thato nathI, tethI jJAnina:) samyagdaSTine (tadvI:) maraNano bhaya (ta:) kyAMthI hoya ? arthAtu nathI hoto; kAraNa ke prAccham maUAM 3hitti (DUcchama) indriya, baLa, ucchavAsa, Ayu-evA che je prANa, temanA vinAzane (2U) maraNa kahevAmAM Ave che, (3ditti) arihaMtadeva ema kahe che; "ni tminaH jJAne

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kaLaza-1pa9 VISIT: (ni ) nizcayathI (tmina:) jIvadravyanA (jJAna prApaIT:) zuddhajJAnamAtra arthAt zuddhacaitanyamAtra prANa che; tat nAnucitra ' (ta) zuddhajJAna (nAtu) koI kALe na chida) vinAza pAmatuM nathI. zA kAraNathI ? "svayam va zAzvatatA' (vayam pavI jatana vinA ja (zAzvatatA) avinazvara che te kAraNathI. bhAvArtha Ama che ke - badhAya mithyAdRSTi jIvone maraNano bhaya hoya che. samyagdaSTi jIva ema anubhave che ke "mAruM zuddhacaitanyamAtra svarUpa che te to vinAza pAmatuM nathI, prANa naSTa thAya che te to mAruM svarUpa che ja nahIM, pugalanuM svarUpa che; tethI mAruM maraNa thatuM hoya to DaruM, huM zA mATe DaruM ? mAruM svarUpa zAzvata che." 27-159. kArataka vada 11, maMgaLavAra tA. 06-12-1977. kaLaza-1pa9 pravacana-168 "kaLazaTIkA 159 (zloka). dharmane samyaphadRSTine maraNano bhaya hoto nathI. e zloka che. prANocchedamudAharanti maraNaM prANA: kilAsyAtmano jJAnaM tatsvayameva zAzvatatayA nocchidyate jaatucit| tasyAto maraNaM na kiJcana bhavettadbhI: kuto jJAnino nizzaGkaH satataM svayaM sa sahajaM jJAnaM sadA vindati / / 27-159 / / - nirjarAno adhikAra che ne ? eTale samyakdaSTi "sa: jJAna sA vita' ajJAnI sadA vikArane vede che. zubha-azubha rAga (thAya che) enA upara dRSTi hovAthI anAdino ajJAnI vikArane, rAga-dveSane, duHkhane duHkhI thaIne vede che. duHkhI thaIne eTale ? jANe ke, huM rAgI chuM, huM dveSI chuM, huM kaSAyavaMta chuM ema ajJAnI anAdithI mAnIne vikArane - duHkhane vede che. ahIMyAM dharmI zuddha caitanya jJAnasvarUpa zAzvata je AtmA athavA jJAna zAzvata che) ene jeNe dRSTimAM lIdho che, AtmabhAvanuM jene aMtaramAM jJAna che ane jenuM aMtaramAM vedana che. AhAhA..! e samyakdRSTi jIva "zuddha caitanya vastune..." zuddha caitanyavahu chuM. anaMta pavitra guNano piMDa prabhu (evI) huM to caitanyamAtra vastu chuM. ene "niraMtara AsvAde che." chelluM (caraNa) lIdhuM. zraddhe che, jANe che ane AsvAde che. AhA..hA..!

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94 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 zuddha caitanya jJAnAnaMda sahajAtmasvarUpanI jeNe dRSTi pragaTa karI che, rAga ane vikalpathI bhinna paDI ane bhinna paDI, bhinna paDelI cIjane aMtaramAM (anubhave che. AhA...hA...! tiryaMca ho ke nArakI ho ke manuSya ho, deva ho paNa samyakUdaSTi caitanyanA AnaMdanA svabhAvane ja zraddha, jANe ane vede che. AhA..hA..! kevuM che jJAna ?' eTale AtmA. "anAdisiddha che. eTale A jJAna.... jJAna. jJAna... je svabhAva (che) e to anAdi che. jema AtmA anAdisiddha che tema ene jJAnasvabhAva anAdisiddha che. vaLI kevuM che ? akhaMDadhArApravAharUpa che." jJAna ane eTale AtmA akhaMDa dhruva dhArA, jenI dhruva dhArA nitya - kAyama vahe che. AhA..hA..! evo je bhagavAna zuddha caitanya AtmA ! ene anubhave che. kevo che AtmA athavA jJAna ? sahaja (che). koI bIjA kAraNa vinA e sahajasvarUpI vastu che. koI ene AdhAra ane kartA koI che ema nathI. AhA..hA...! "kAraNa vinA sahaja ja niSpanna che." svabhAvika ja prApta che. svabhAva caitanya vastu svabhAvika ja prApta che. ene koI kAraNa nathI tema koI eno sahAyaka nathI. niHsahAya - sahaja svarUpa caitanya birAjamAna che. AhA..hA...! kevo che samyagdaSTi jIva ? "ni:zaM?" "maraNazaMkAnA doSathI rahita che. ene maraNanI zaMkA nathI ke, huM marI jaIza ? mare koNa ? e kaheze. kevo che samyakdRSTi ? "zuM vicArato thako niHzaMka che ?" "ta: tatha marajI zizcana na javet jJAnina: taddhI ta: "A kAraNathI Atmadravyane" bhagavAna AtmA ! ene jJAnaprANa, AnaMdaprANa, zraddhA athavA darzanaprANa, sattAprANano ene koI di viyoga hoto nathI. AhA...hA...! 'A kAraNathI Atmadravyane prANaviyoga sUkSmamAtra thato nathI," A...hA...! prANa eTale ? jJAna, AnaMda, zAMti Adi AtmAnA prANa che. A indriya, baLa, zvAsa ane AyuSya e cAra prANa che e to jaDa ane para che. indriyaprANa, baLaprANa, zvAsaprANa, AyuSyaprANa e cAranA dasa (prANa) thAya. indriyaprANa e pAMca (che), baLa prANa - mana-vacana-kAyA e traNa (che), (ema) ATha ane zvAsa ane AyuSya. (ema) dasa (prANa che). cAra (athavA) dasa prANa e to pugalanA pariNAma, pugalanI dazA che. eno viyoga thAya to e to viyoga thavAne lAyaka ja che. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! emAM mArA prANano viyoga nathI. e to pudgalanA prANano viyoga thAya che). AhAhA...! deha chUTavA TANe e pAMca indriya, mana-vacana-kAya, zvAsa, AyuSya chUTe che. e to chUTavAne lAyaka nAzavAna che to) e to chUTe ja. AhA...hA..! huM jJAna, darzana, AnaMda, zAMti prANathI bharelo bhagavAna chuM. AhA..hA...! mAruM prANa-jIvana, huM prANa-jIvana AtmA chuM! AhA...hA...! pahelI jIvatva zakti lIdhI ne ? 47 (zaktimAM) pahelI jIvatara zakti

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kaLaza-159 lIdhI ne ? mAruM jIvana to jJAna, darzana, AnaMda, sattAnA prANathI mAruM jIvana che. AhA..hA...! huM AnaMdanA prANathI jIvanAro, (e) mAruM jIvatara che. AhA..hA...! huM prANa-jIvana chuM. (paNa) kayA prANa ? cetanaprANa, jJAnaprANa, AnaMdaprANa, zAMtiprANa... AhA..hA...! evA prANathI mAruM jIvana, jIvavuM, TakavuM tene laIne che. A...hA...! A dasa prANane laIne mAruM jIvana ane TakavuM (thAya che) ema dharmI mAnato nathI. AhA..hA...! A prANa jyAM jAya tyAre ema kahe ke, are...! huM marI jAuM chuM. AhA..hA...! koNa mare ? bApu ! bhAI ! tuM zuM kahe che ? marI jAuM chuM, evuM jeNe jANyuM e jANanAra caitanyaprANa marI jAya che ? samajANuM kAMI ? 95 ahIMyAM samyakdaSTinI nirjarAnI vyAkhyA che ne ! AhA..hA..! ajJAnIne baMdhanuM kAraNa che, jJAnIne nirjarAnuM kAraNa che ema siddha karavuM che. prANa jatAM e prANa mArA hatA, indriya, zvAsa, mana, AyuSya (mArA hatA)' ema mAnIne mithyAtvane sevIne mithyAtvanA karmane I bAMdhe che. A..hA..hA...! samyakdaSTi e prANa, indriya Adi mArAmAM che ja nahi, mArA che ja nahi. mArA prANa to jJAna ne AnaMda ne zAMti mArA prANa che. e to zAzvata che. eno viraha mane hoto nathI.' (ema mAne che). A..hA..hA...! AvI jhINI vAta che. aMdara vastu che ne ! dehathI, rAgathI bhinna vastu che ne ! vastu che to e nitya che ne ! nitya che to e nityanA je svabhAvo che e paNa nitya che. to e svabhAvaprANano nityane viyoga thAya evuM koI di' che nahi. anityano viyoga thAya to viyoga to enuM svarUpa che ja. AhA..hA...! A mANasa mare ne ? pachI pAchaLa bAIyuM rove. A bharyAM gha2mAMthI nIkaLavuM kema goThyuM ? evuM rove. AhA..hA...! ghara hoya, paisA hoya, gha2vakharI hoya ane eka moTo palaMga hoya emAM paDyo hoya, emAMthI uThyo... jA..o...! pachI bAIyuM rove. are...! bharyA gharamAMthI nIkaLavA kema goThyA ? masANamAM tamane kema ThIka paDaze ? juo ! ThIka ! AvA jUThejUThA ! roNAM jUtA, gANAM jUThA. AhA..hA..! ahIM to paramAtmA ema kahe che, prabhu ! tuM koNa ? kayA prANe Takato tuM tattva, tAruM jIvana (e che) ? tAruM jIvana to jJAna ne AnaMda svabhAva che ne ? vastu caitanya eno caitanya svabhAva che ne ? e svabhAva zAzvata che. emAM e svabhAvano svabhAvavAnane viyoga thAya evuM traNa kALamAM banatuM nathI. mATe dharmIne svabhAvano viyoga hoto nathI. AhA..hA...! e kahe che. samyagdaSTine maraNano bhaya karyAMthI hoya ? arthAt nathI hoto. kAraNa ke...'prANoljhem marAM drAharanti' loko ene maraNa kahe che. loko ene ma2Na kahe che. pAMca indriya, traNa baLa mana-vacana-kAyA, zvAsa ane AyuSya evA prANanA vinAzane maraNa kahevAmAM Ave che, loko (tene maraNa) kahe che. AhA..hA...! pAMca indriyono viyoga, AyuSyano viyoga, -

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96 zvAsano viyoga * -- che. A..hA...! ene dharmI maraNa mAnato nathI. AhA..hA...! che ? kalAmRta bhAga-5 zvAsa baMdha thaI gayo, mana-vacana-kAyAnA viyogane loko maraNa kahe prANa, temanA vinAzane maraNa kahevAmAM Ave che, (gvAdaranti) arihaMtadeva ema kahe che;...' (pahelAM) loko ema kahe che, ema kIdhuM. lokomAM ema maraNa kahevAmAM (Ave che). tyAre bhagavAna zuM kahe che ? A..hA..hA...! '(3CAnti) arihaMtadeva ema kahe che; vina Atmana: jJAnaM prALA:' nizcayathI...' to zudgha dravyanuM. zuddha vastu zuddha pavitra bhagavAna ! A..hA...! enA jJAnaprANa che). e to zuddhajJAnamAtra arthAt zuddhacaitanyamAtra prANa che.' AhA..hA...! zuddha caitanyaprANa pavitra bhagavAnaAtmA ! e AtmAnA prANa che. samyadRSTi to e prANa mArA che ema mAne che. AhA..hA...! bAhya paisA ne kuTuMba ne kabIlo to kyAMya rahI gayA paNa A dasa prANa che ene paNa samakitI potAnA mAnato nathI. AhA..hA...! strI, kuTuMba, lakSmI ne makAna ne AbarU ne baMgalA to bhinna pradeze rahI gayA paNa AtmA(nA) pradezanI aMdara, kSetramAM joDe rahelA pAMca indriyo jaDa, mana-vacana-kAyA jaDa, zvAsa thAya ene paNa, dharmI potAnA mAnato nathI. AhA..hA...! dharmInI AvI zaratuM ane javAbadArI che ! samajANuM kAMI ? ajJAnI bahAranA prANane) prANa mAne che. ti mAtmanaH jJAnaM prALA:' zuddha jIvadravyanA zuddha jJAnamAtra prANa che. zuddha cetanano zuddha caitanya prANa che. AtmAno - svabhAvavAnano zuddha caitanyasvabhAva prANa che. te prANe te jIve che. AhA..hA...! bahu pheraphAra ! 'tat nAtuvid na 'cchidyate" nAtuSit na 'cchidyate bhagavAna jJAnasvabhAva AnaMda svabhAva, darzana svabhAva, astitva - sattA svabhAva... A..hA..hA...! e prANa zuddhajJAna koI kALe vinAza pAmatuM nathI.' na ucchadyate" (arthAt) uccheda thato nathI. vastu bhagavAnaAtmA ! enA jJAna, AnaMda prANano koI di' cheda thato nathI. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? zA kAraNathI ?" "svayam va zAzvatatA" bhagavAnaAtmAno jJAna ne AnaMda ne zAMti prANa, prabhutva prANa e to svayaM zAzvata che. svayaM zAzvata che. AhA..hA..! samyakdaSTinI najaranI najaruM zAzvata vastu upara che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? e zAzvata to svayaM che. A..hA...! che ? svayam sva zAzvatatayA AhA..hA..! jatana vinA ja...' enI jatanA kare to rahe, nahIMtara na rahe, evuM che nahi. AhA..hA...! mANasa nathI kahetA ? zarIranI saMbhALa rAkhajo ! bhalAmaNa kare, zarIranI saMbhALa karajo ! dhULanI saMbhALa laI zake nahi. (jatI vakhate) sagAMvahAlA evuM kahe. zarIranI saMbhALa rAkhajo, khAvA-pIvAmAM dhyAna rAkhajo ! a2......! bhAI ! zenA dhyAna rAkhavA ? je potAnI cIja nathI tenuM dhyAna rAkhavuM ? ane je potAnI cIja che e to svayaM sahaja che. enuM dhyAna rAkhavuM e paNa (nathI), e to che ja. AhA..hA...! bIjA enA che nahi enuM dhyAna rAkhe ? AhA..hA...! zarIrane

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kaLaza- 119 jALavajo, dhyAna rAkhIne phalANuM karajo.... ema badhA vAtuM kare. ahIM kahe che, prabhu caitanya svarUpa jJAnAnaMda sahajAnaMda svayaM zAzvata che tenuM jatana karIe to rAkhIe evuM che nahi. AhAhA...! evo AtmasvabhAva samyakdaSTi jIvane dRSTimAM Avyo che, pratItamAM Avyo che ane pUrNa che evo svabhAva(no) jene svIkAra thaI gayo che. AhAhA..! zAzvata che ane pUrNa che. evA svabhAvano dharmIjIvane zarUAtamAM svIkAra thaI gayo che. ethI ene jatana karIne rAkhIe to rahe evuM che nahi. AhA...hA...! bahu phera.... prazna :- dukAnane tALuM na de ? samAdhAna :- tALA koNa de ? e AMgaLAnI kriyA (thAya) enAthI tALuM devAya ema paNa nathI. AMgaLAnI dazA tALAne aDatI nathI. AhAhA...! tALAnI kuMcI tALAne aDatI nathI. kemake darekanuM astitva bhinna bhinna che. bhinna astitva bhinna astitvane kema aDe ? samajAya che kAMI ? bhitra astitvanI bahAra bIjuM) bhitra astitva loTe paNa aMdara praveza kare ke aDe evuM hoI zake nahi. A..hA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? zarIrane AtmA aDato nathI, traNa kALamAM koI di aDyo nathI. zarIranI paryAyathI bhinna rahIne bhagavAna (AtmAe) potAnuM astitva rAkhyuM che. ene aDyo paNa nathI, zarIrane koI di aDyo nathI. AhAhA..! prazna :- zarIra dharmanuM sAdhana che ke nahi ? samAdhAna - dhULeya dharmanuM sAdhana) nathI, pApanuM nimitta che. AhAhA.! "zarIra dyam ravatu dharmasAdhana" evuM puruSArthasiddhi-upAyamAM Ave che. e to nimittanA kathana che. AhA..hA..! A Atma-zarIra caitanya jenA prANa che, AnaMda jeno svabhAva che. zAzvata rahevuM jenuM sahaja svayaM svarUpa che. AhA...hA...! evA prANane potAnA mAnato e prANanI jatanA karuM to rahe evuM che nahi. AhAhA..! A prANa che I mArA nathI eTale ene rAkhuM ke chUTe enI sAthe mAre koI saMbaMdha nathI. AhA...hA...! dharmanI kiMmata koI UMcI che ! AhA...hA...! kAle bhAIe prazna karyo hato. kAle AhAra karIne nIkaLyA ne ? eno AhAra hato ne ? (tyAM) cAra-cha hAtha UMco lImaDo (hato). (emaNe pUchyuM ke, A badhuM thaIne eka ja jIva che ne ? I to A lImaDAnuM AvaDuM pAMdaDuM che eno eka rAI jeTalo kaTako lyo emAM asaMkhya zarIra che. eka zarIre eka jIva (rahelo che) mATe tene pratyeka kahyAM che. AhA..hA...! pAMdaDuM che ne ? pAMdaDuM ! emAM to asaMkhya zarIra che. eka pAMdaDAMmAM to asaMkhya zarIra che ane eka eka zarIre eka eka jIva (che). AhA...hA...! mumukSu :- AkhA lImaDAno eka jIva judo che ?

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98 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 uttara :- I vaLI judo. pelo je jIva hoya che judo. (A to) pAMdaDAMdITha eka jIva hoya che. pAMdaDAdITha eka jIva, vyApaka hoya e judo paNa bIjA enA asaMkhya jIva hoya e judA. AhA..hA...! I eka eka jIva aMdara zarIrane aDyo nathI. AhA..hA...! zarIra ene aDyuM nathI. lasaNanI eka ATalI kaTakI hoya emAM asaMkhya zarIra (che) ane eka zarIramAM anaMta jIva (che), chatAM emAM eka jIva bIjA jIvane aDyo nathI. e eka jIva karmane aDyo nathI. karma zarIrane aDyA nathI. AhA..hA..! e to pahelAM kahevAya gayuM che. AhA..hA...! AkarI vAtuM, bApu ! A paga je cAle che I jamInane aDyA vinA paga cAle che ane AtmAnI preraNA vinA I paga cAle che. AtmA pagane aDakyo nathI. paga jamInane aDyo nathI. lAkaDI hAthamAM rAkhI che te hAtha lAkaDIne aDyo nathI ane lAkaDIne jamInano Teko nathI), lAkaDI jamInane aDI ja nathI. AhA...hA...! dravya, guNa ane paryAyanI evI koI camatkRti che ! e camatkAra che !! dareka dravyano, paryAyano e camatkAra che ke, jyAM hoya tyAM te potAnA AdhAre che. ene parano AdhAra nathI, parane sparyo nathI. AhA...hA...! ahIM I kahe che, dasa prANane AtmA aDyo paNa nathI. indriyane AtmA aDyo nathI. mana, vacana ne kAyAnA paramANune AtmA aDyo paNa nathI. e trIjI gAthAmAM AvyuM nahi ? trIjI (gAthA) ! "samayasAra ! dareka padArtha potAnA dharmane cUMbe che paNa anya dravyane I cUMbato nathI. A te kaMI vAta che ! AhA...hA...! sAkaranA rajakaNo jIbhane aDatA nathI ane jIbhane AtmA aDato nathI. evuM dareka tattva camatkAravALuM (che). dravya paNa camatkArI cIja che. ATalo nAno eka paramANu hoya chatAM emAM anaMta guNa che, amApa guNa che. AkAzanA pradezanuM mApa nathI. ethI anaMtaguNA eka paramANamAM guNa che. e dravyanI camatkRti che ane anaMta, amApa guNa e guNanI camatkRti che ane eka samayanI anaMta paryAya che. traNa kALanA samayathI anaMtaguNI paryAya che) ! ane eka eka guNanA eka eka paryAyamAM anaMta avibhAga pratiSThada svataMtra che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? pANI UnuM thayuM e agni aDyuM che mATe UnuM thayuM ema nathI). pANI agnine) aDyuM ja nathI. pANI agnine aDatuM nathI. mumukSu :- addabhuta lIlA che ! uttara :- lIlA che enI ! pelA kahe ke, IzvaranI lIlA (che). I nahi, bApA ! A dravyanI lIlA (che) ! bhAI ! tane khabara nathI. AhAhA...! I to kahyuM hatuM ne te di? charI zAkane aDatI nathI ane kaTakA thAya che. AhA...hA...!

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kaLaza-159 99 mumukSu :- A vItarAgI vijJAna leboreTarI che ! uttara :- A to vItarAgI vijJAna che. camatkArI vijJAna che ! AhA...hA...! zizapenane Ama charIthI) kare che, I charI zIzapenane aDatI ja nathI. A AMgaLI (bIjI) AMgaLIne aDI nathI, aDatI nathI. prazna :- sAheba ! AvuM badhuM samajavAnuM kAraNa zuM ? samAdhAna - e svataMtra padArtha che tema jANavuM ema kAraNa che. tenI paryAya svayaMsiddha che, guNa svayaMsiddha che, dravya svayaMsiddha che. (badhuM) svayaMsiddha che. ema mAro bhagavAna dravya paNa svayaMsiddha che. trikALI prANa svayaMsiddha che, A enI paryAya paNa svayaMsiddha che. kharekhara to paryAyane dravya-guNano paNa Azraya nathI evI svayaMsiddha che ! A..hA..hA...! mumukSu :- darzanamohanIyanA bhUkkA UDI jAya. uttara :- bhUkkA UDI jAya ! jyAM hoya tyAM A karyuM ne meM karyuM. meM karyuM evA abhimAna kare che). AhA...hA...! ahIM kahe che ke, e dasa prANa uccheda thAva to e to uccheda thavAne lAyaka ja hatA. paNa mArA prANa "svayam va zAzvataH "jatana vinA ja avinazvara che te kAraNathI." teno koI di nAza thato nathI. AhA...hA...! mArA prANanuM maraNa koI dI thatuM nathI. A...hA...hA...! e prANa sadAya jIvatA rahe che. caitanyaprANa, anaMta guNo Adi anaMta prANa (che). cAra to mukhya lIdhA che. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI ? "prANajIvana pyArA tArA jIvana ne prANa tArA jIvana che, e tArA pyArA che." zuddha hoM ! dasa prANa jaDa che e to nahi ane jaDane nimitta (thavAmAM) paryAya(nI) yogyatA, azuddhanayathI dasa prANanI yogyatA che. e paNa jIvanI nathI. AhAhA..! samajANuM kAMI ? ene ahIMyAM AtmA - jIva ane prANavALo kahe che. e prANavALo che. mANasa nathI kahetA ? ke, A chokarA(mAM) kAMIka prANa che, baLavaMta che, kAMIka AnAmAM jIvana che. e jIvana dhULanuM nahi. bhagavAnanA jIvana prANa che je enAthI TakatuM, jIvatuM AzcaryakArI tattva che ! AhA...hA...! "bhAvArtha Ama che." bhAvaindriya che e paNa jIvanI nathI to dravya (IndrayanI) to vAtuM zuM karavI ? AhA...hA...! "badhAya mithyAdRSTi jIvone maraNano bhaya hoya che. hAya. hAya....! have mane koNa rAkhaze ? koI vaidyane bolAvo, DaoNkTarane bolAvo, mArAthI sahana thatuM nathI, ahIM aMdara bhIMsa paDe che. zuM che paNa ? bhIMsa kone aDe ? AtmAnI paryAyane zarIranI bhIMsa aDatI ja nathI. hArTapheIla thAya tyAre zuM thAya che ne ? lohInA kapatarA baMdhAya. gabharAmaNa.... gabharAmaNa thAya) e to jaDanI paryAya che. bhagavAnanI jJAnamUrti tene aDyo paNa nathI. enA jJAnaprANamAM I gabharAmaNa che ja nahi. AhA...hA...! eka to rogano bhaya, maraNano bhaya... AhA...hA...! emAM dehanI bhIMsa paDe, zULa upaDe eno bhaya trAsa...

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100 kalAmRta bhAga-5 trAsa.... trAsa.... evA trAsamAM deha chUTe e corAzInA avatAramAM rakhaDavA jAya. dharmIne maraNa TANe ke jIvatAM mArA prANa jJAna ane AnaMda che tenAthI jIvuM chuM. deha chUTatAM paNa huM jJAnanA prANathI chUTyo nathI, mArA AnaMdanA prANa laIne ahIMthI huM jAuM chuM. jyAM jAuM tyAM mArA AnaMdaprANa sAthe che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI? koIpaNa saMyogamAM jAya, koIpaNa kSetramAM jAya, koIpaNa kALamAM jAya ke koIpaNa zubha-azubha bhAva Ave chatAM e bhagavAna (nijAtmA) to enAmAM che ja nahi. AhA...hA...! e to AnaMda ne jJAna prANanuM zAzvata tattva che. temAM te Ubho che. AhA..hA..! ethI tene maraNano jarI paNa, jarI paNa trAsa nathI, AnaMda che. kAraNa ke deha raho ke deha chUTe, mArA prANa to AnaMda ne jJAna che. jIvatAM paNa AnaMdanA prANathI jIve che, deha chUTatAM paNa AnaMdanA prANathI tyAM deha chUTI jAya che. A..hA...hA...! Avo mArga che. 'mithyASTi jIvone maraNano bhaya hoya che. samyagdaSTi jIva ema anubhave che ke "mAruM zuddhacaitanyamAtra svarUpa che. AhAhA...! puNya-pApanA vikalpo paNa jyAM nathI tyAM vaLI dasa prANa ne enI vAtuM zuM karavI? AhA..hA...! kharekhara to dravya svabhAva bhagavAna zuddha caitanya (che) te rAgane aDato paNa nathI. mAnyuM che ke huM rAgane sparza chuM. e mAnyatAmAM paNa jemAM - caitanyamAM nathI. AhA...hA...! bApu ! vItarAga sarvajJa paramezvaranI sthitinI dazA emaNe kahelA tattvo camatkArI che ! jagata, bahAranA camatkAra jovA jAya che paNa A camatkAra to jo ! AhA...hA...! mumukSu :- bahAramAM to indriya vaDe dekhAya che, A to atIndriya che. uttara :- e dekhanAruM to jJAna che ne ! indriya vaDe kyAM dekhe che ? dekhanAruM to jJAna che. indriya to nimitta che. nimitta ene jANatuM nathI, jANanAra to jJAna che. AhA...hA....! e jANanAra jJAna, e jJAnanI paryAya potAnA trikALa zAzvata (svabhAvane) svIkAre che. AhA..hA...! ('samayasAranI) 320 (gAthAmAM) to ema AvyuM ne ? 320mAM nahi ? huM to nityAnaMda chuM, paryAya ema mAne che, huM paryAya chuM ema nahi. 320 gAthAmAM AvI gayuM che. huM rAga chuM ne puNya chuM e to nahi paNa huM nirmaLa paryAya chuM e paNa nahi. e paryAya ema jANe che ke huM to A dravya) chuM. dhruva svarUpa te huM chuM. AhA..hA..! are...! AvI vAta sAMbhaLavA maLe nahi e kyAM jAya ? kyAM kare ? zuM kare ? samyagdaSTi jIva ema anubhave che ke "mAruM zuddhacaitanyamAtra svarUpa che te to vinAza pAmatuM nathI." nitya (hoya e) vinAza kema pAme ? (nAza pAme) to ene nitya kema kahevAya ? AhA...hA...! dravya paNa nitya (che) ane guNa paNa nitya (che). je nitya che teno nAza kema thAya ? AhA..hA...! prANa naSTa thAya che te to..." pudgala che. AhA...hA...!

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kaLaza-1pa9 101 ajJAnIne maraNataNI bIka che. jJAnIne AnaMdanI lahera jo...... AhA..hA..! kemake AnaMdano nAtha - dhaNI jene anubhavamAM Avyo che. A...hA...hA....! tene deha chUTe topaNa AnaMdanI lahera che. deha rahe ke deha chUTe... AhAhA...! ene to - samyakdaSTine to AnaMdanI lahera che. AhA..hA..! Avo vItarAgamArga ! Ane samyagdarzana kahIe, ene satyadarzana kahIe. jene satyasAhebo pUrNAnaMdano nAtha jenI dRSTimAM, jJAnamAM svIkAra thaI gayo che. AhA..hA..! ene para prANa mArA che e dRSTi chUTI gaI che. rAga mAro che e dRSTi chUTI (gaI) che. rAga thAya che enI paryAyamAM, samajANuM kAMI? karmane laIne nahi chatAM paryAyamAM thAya e paNa vastunI dRSTie jotAM mAro nahi. AhA...hA...! potAnA aparAdhathI thayelo vikAra che) paNa svabhAvadRSTithI jove che to kahe che, mAro nahi. AhA..hA...! to vaLI prANa ne A bAyaDI, chokarA, kuTuMba ne tamArA mAnavA)... are.re...! "prANa naSTa thAya che te to mAruM svarUpa che ja nahIM. AhAhA..! che ? e to jaDanuM "pudgalanuM svarUpa che..." AhA..hA...! tethI mAruM maraNa thatuM hoya to DaruM..." "pudgalanuM svarUpa che; tethI mAruM maraNa thatuM hoya to Dare, huM zA mATe DaruM ?" A..hA...hA...! niHzaMka che, nirbhaya che. niHsaMdeha, niHzaMka zuddha caitanyaghana pUrNa chuM emAM niHzaMka, niHsaMdeha che. tethI te nirbhaya che. samajANuM kAMI ? AvI dharmanI zarUAta ! ene loko kaMIka mAnIne bese ane pachI kahe ame sAdhu chIe ne ame A chIe. bhAI ! bApu ! A tArA AtmAnA hitanI vAta che. tArA nAthanuM avalokana na kara. eTale ke jene jANavuM che, jANanArane jANa nahi ane badhI mAthAkUTa karI. dayA pALI ne vrata karyA ne apavAsa karyA ne... (AvuM sAMbhaLIne) ene AkaruM lAge che ke, amArI A kriyA paNa dharma nahi? dharma nahi to dharmanuM sAdhana to kharuM ne ? bahiraMga kriyA aMtaraMga (kriyAnuM sAdhana to kharuM ne ?) sAdhana-bAdhana kevA? bhAI ! tane khabara nathI. rAgathI bhinna pADavuM prajJAchINI e sAdhana che. rAga sAdhana nathI. AhA..hA...! huM zA mATe DaruM ? A.hA..hA...! samajAve che ne ? samajAve kevI rIte) ? vAta kare tyAre to ema ja kahe ne ?) nahIMtara huM zA mATe DaruM ? evo vikalpa paNa jene nathI. AhA..hA...! AvuM svarUpa zAzvata che. AvuM eTale AvuM mAruM svarUpa zAzvata che." A..hA..! anAdianaMta dhruvano nAza (thAya) ke emAM ghasAro thAya evI huM cIja ja nathI. abhAva to nahi paNa ghasAro thAya, hINuM thAya e huM nahi. AhA...hA...! e Ave che nahi ? kyAMka Ave che. hINo ! evI bhASA kyAMka Ave che. zAzvatane ghasAro nathI, hINuM thAtuM nathI. evo zabda kyAMka (Ave) che. tyAre magajamAM AvI gayuM hoya. AhA...hA...! vastu che ane teno svabhAva nitya che. nitya dravya ane nitya svabhAvamAM

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102 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 ghasArA zA ? eno abhAva to zo paNa ghasAro zo ? ghaTI jAya, ghaTI jAya e zuM ? AhA..hA..! pUrNa AnaMdanA nAthamAM ghasAro - ghaTavuM e paNa jenA svarUpamAM nathI. AhA...hA.... paryAyamAM bhale rAga, dveSa ane mithyAtvathI game te dazA thaI paNa vastumAM eno ghasAro jarI paNa nathI. AhA...hA...! evI vAta besavI joIe ne ! e maraNanA bhayanI vAta karI. dharmIne maraNano trAsa hoto nathI. jagatane maraNa taNI bIka che, dharmIne AnaMdanI lahera, mAre mana AnaMdanI lahera che." AhA...hA...! je samaya jIvanamAM che te ja samaya mRtyukALe paNa (che). mArA AnaMda svabhAvamAM huM chuM. AhA...hA...! jIvanakALamAM - bahAranA jIvanakALamAM paNa AnaMda svabhAvamAM chuM ane dehanA chUTavAnA kALamAM paNa huM to AnaMda svabhAvamAM chuM. ene maraNano bhaya ke Dara ke trAsa hoto nathI. AhAhA..! Ane samyaphadRSTi dharmanI mokSamahelanI pahelI sIDhI (kahevAmAM Ave che). mokSamahelanI pahelI sIDhI - "cha DhALAmAM Ave che. AhA...hA...! A to vIranA kAma che, bApA ! kAyaranA ahIM kAma nathI. AhAhA...! I to pahelA AvI gayuM che ne ? uparathI vaja paDe. loko potAnI jagyA - sthAnane, bhAvane choDI de, evuM AkhuM jagata (pharI jAya topaNa) dharmI potAnA svabhAvathI khasato nathI ! uparathI vaja paDe ane zarIramAM bhIMsAIne kaTakA thAya to e to zarIrane thayuM, mane kyAM koI aDe che ? AhA...hA...! vajapAta paDatAM ajJAnI enA saMyogamAM potAnA sthAnane choDI de che. dharmI potAnA sthAnane choDato nathI. AhA...hA...! saMtone ghANImAM pIlI nAkhyA. AhAhA..! paNa e to zarIrane pItyuM. muni to aMtara AnaMdanI laheramAM hatA ! talane jema pIle ema jene (ghANImAM pIlI nAkhyA). lAkaDAnI moTI ghANI (hoya emAM) mAthuM nAkhI lAkaDuM pheravyuM. A..hA..hA...! kahe che ke, e saMto to AnaMdamAM hatA. tuM dekhe che emAM te nahotA. AhA..hA...! ghAMcInI e hoya ne ? zuM kahevAya ? moTI lATa. lATa ! khADo hoya emAM munine eka pachI eka lAkaDAnI vacamAM mAthA nAkhyA. AhA...hA...! 500 sAdhune (nAkhyA) ! are! e vakhate koI jaina nahi hoya ? zuM thAya ? thavA kALe thAya. chatAM ene ene AnaMdanI lahera hatI. AhAhA! ghANI aDI nathI. AhA...hA...! ene pratikULatA jaNAtI nathI. kemake jyAM bhagavAna anaMta AnaMdano nAtha (che) tyAM aMdara dRSTi paDI che. e AnaMdanI dazAne anubhave che. jovAmAM Ama Ave ane aMdara (Ama hoya). AnaMda. AnaMda.. AnaMda AnaMda.. AhA..hA...! jene AnaMdanI bharatI Ave che, paryAyamAM AnaMdanI bharatInA ubharA Ave che. AhA...hA...! Ama juvo to pIle che. A..hA..! phAMsIe caDAve ! zarIrane parove. AhA...hA...! rAjakumAra hoya, muni thayA hoya. AhA...hA...! aNInI dhAra upara mUkIne (phAMsIe caDAve). aMtaramAM to AnaMda che. A..hA...! zuM che A te !

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kaLaza-1pa9 103 jenI dRSTimAM aMdara bhagavAna bhAsyo che ane A pIDA ne duHkha-bukha che ja nahi. A..hA...hA...! evA sthAnamAM paNa samAdhimaraNe deha chUTe che. A zuM haze ? A..hA...hA...! dRSTi caitanyanA AnaMdaghana upara che to dRSTi che tevI ja sRSTi che. to tyAM zAMti ane AnaMdanI ja utpatti che. AhA..hA...bhAI ! e ramatuM nathI. e AnaMdanA khela... AhA...hA...! vAte maLe evuM nathI. AhA...hA...! ahIMyAM nirjarA kahe che ne ? evI sthitimAM paNa kahe che, ghANImAM pIlatA saMtane nirjarA thAya che. A..hA...hA...! karma kharI jAya che, azuddhatA TaLI jAya che, zuddhatA vadhe che. AvI vAtuM che ! AhA! cha (bhaya) thayA. sAta bhaya che ne ? sAta. Aloka bhaya, paraloka bhaya AvyuM ne ? arakSA, gupti, vedanA ane A maraNa (ema) cha thayA. eka akasmAta rahI gayo che. sAtamo bhaya akasmAta (che). dharmIne akasmAta kAMI che nahi. joke duniyAmAM kramabaddha paryAya thAya che emAM akasmAta kAMI che nahi. AhA...hA...! je samaye je paryAya; zarIranI, vANInI, mananI, AtmAnI... AhAhA..! thavAnI te thAya che. tyAM AgaLa paNa akasmAta nathI to samyaphadRSTine koI akasmAta bhaya che nahi. ema ke, jyAM Ubho hoIza tyAM uparathI jhADa paDaze to ? jyAM Ubho hoIza tyAM vIjaLI nIkaLaze to ? vIjaLI paDe ne ? vIjaLI ! AhA..hA...! (saMvata) 1972nI sAla, vaizAkha mahino hato. jeTha ke vaizAkha (hato). (tyAM) eka bhAI hatA. varasAda varasato hato. enuM) bahu laTha jevuM zarIra hatuM). dukAne hAtha daIne UbhA hatA. varasAda paDato hato, TapAlanI rAha jotA hatA emAM vIjaLI paDI. 1972no ghaNuM karIne jeTha mahino ke vaizAkha mahino hato). tyAre ame 'vaDhavANa" "suMdaravALAnA apAsare hatA. 197ranI vAta che. jyAre ame pAchA boTAda gayA tyAre (kahyuM), ahIM vIjaLI AvI (ane bhAI paDI gayA, deha chUTI gayo. be vhorA aMdara hatA ene jarIka AghAta thaI gayo. jIvatA rahI gayA ane eno sALo hato e marI gayo. vIjaLI aMdara dukAnamAM garI (-ghUsI gaI. pAchI bahAra nIkaLI tyAM lImaDAnuM jhADa che tyAMthI) pachI nIkaLI gaI. AhA..hA..! ahIM kahe che, paNa I akasmAta nathI. A...hA...! to pachI samakitIne koI akasmAta bhaya che evuM che nahi. enuM vizeSa kaheze.. (zrotA - pramANa vacana gurudeva !)

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104 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 (zArdUnavikrIDita) ekaM jJAnamanAdyanantamacalaM siddha kilaitatsvato yAvattAvadidaM sadaiva hi bhavennAtra dvitiiyodyH| tannAkasmikamatra kiJcana bhavettadbhIH kuto jJAnino nizzaGkaH satataM svayaM sa sahajaM jJAnaM sadA vindati / / 28-160 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha :- vintari (:) samyagdaSTi jIva naM. jJAnane arthAtu zuddha caitanya vastune (ra) trikALa ( viti) AsvAde che. kevuM che jJAna ? svayaM sahajathI ja uparyuM che. vaLI kevuM che ? "satataM akhaMDadhArApravAharUpa che. vaLI kevuM che? "sa" upAya vinA evI ja vastu che. kevo che samyagdaSTi jIva ? ni:zaM: Akasmika bhayathI rahita che. Akasmika eTale aNaciMtavyuM tatkALa ja aniSTanuM UpajavuM te zuM vicAre che samyagdaSTi jIva? "atra tat mAsmilam ziSyane na mavetta, jJAnina: taddhI: 7: (2) zuddha caitanya vastumAM, ta) kahyuM che lakSaNa jenuM evuM vima) arthAt kSaNamAtramAM anya vastuthI anya vastupaNuM, evuM ( viSyana na mave) kAMI che ja nahIM, tethI jJAnina:) samyagdaSTi jIvane (taDI:) AkasmikapaNAno bhaya (ta:) kyAMthI hoya? arthAtu nathI hoto. zA kAraNathI ? "patit jJAnaM svata: vAva" (tat jJAnaM) zuddha jIvavastu (svata: vAva) pote sahaja jevI che, jevaDI che " tAvat sa va mave" (rUdaM) zuddha vastumAtra (tavi) tevI che, tevaDI che, (sa) atIta-anAgata-vartamAna kALamAM (Iva bhave) nizcayathI evI ja che. "tra dritIyo: na (2) zuddha vastumAM (dvitIyo:) aneruM koI svarUpa (1) thatuM nathI. kevuM che jJAna? parva samasta vikalpothI rahita che. vaLI kevuM che? 'nAdInattama nathI Adi, nathI aMta jeno evuM che. vaLI kevuM che? "potAnA svarUpathI vicalita thatuM nathI. vaLI kevuM che ? "siddha niSpanna che. 28-160.

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kaLaza-160 105 kArataka vada 12, budhavAra tA. 07-12-1977. kaLaza-160 pravacana-169 kaLazaTIkA 160 (zloka). nirjarA adhikAra che. ekaM jJAnamanAdyanantamacalaM siddha kilaitatsvato yAvattAvadidaM sadaiva hi bhavennAtra dvitiiyodyH| tannAkasmikamatra kiJcana bhavettadbhIH kuto jJAnino nizzaGkaH satataM svayaM sa sahajaM jJAnaM sadA vindati / / 28-160 / / dharmI thAya tyAre enI dRSTi kevI hoya? ke, caitanya zuddha dhruva nityAnaMda prabhu AtmA che. enI dRSTimAM nityAnaMdano anubhava thAya. anAdithI je ekalA puNya ane pApanA vikalpanA vikAranuM vedanA ane anubhava che te mithyAdRSTi che. ene jyAre dharma thAya che; dharma eTale vastuno svabhAva je trikALI jJAyaka ane AnaMdane anusarIne eno anubhava thavo ke je pUrNAnaMda svarUpa (che) enI zraddhA, enuM jJAna ane eno aMze AnaMdanuM vadana thavuM enuM nAma samyakdaSTi ane dharmI kahevAya che. AvI vAta che. ": jJAna sA viti te "samyakdRSTi jIva....' sarvajJa paramezvare je AtmA kahyo, eNe je joyo ane kahyo evo e pote aMdara jove. zuddha caitanyaghana anAkuLa AnaMdakaMdanI dRSTi karIne enuM thoDuM vedana Ave e samyakdRSTi jIva (che). AhA...hA...! e "jJAnane arthAt zuddhacaitanyavastune trikALa AsvAde che." AhAhA..! dharmIjIvanI dRSTimAM Akho paramAtma svabhAva Avyo hoya che. bhale I samakitI gRhasthAzramamAM ho, cakravartInA rAjanI aMdara dekhAya paNa tenI dRSTino viSaya to pUrNAnaMda che. eno viSaya rAja ke rAga ke paryAya nathI. AhA..hA..! viSaya eTale dhyeya. AhA..hA...! AvI vastu che. e samyakdRSTi jIva,... jema ajJAnI anAdithI eka samayanA viraha vinA rAga ne dveSa ne mithyAtvane veda che, ema samyakradRSTi jIva niraMtara zuddha caitanyaghana vastu che... AhA..hA...! ene e vede che eTale zraddhe che, jANe che ane svarUpa AcaraNanI sthiratAnuM vedana paNa kare) che. AnuM nAma dharmanI pahelI zreNIno A vicAra che. mokSamahelanI pahelI sIDhI ! e potAnA svarUpane AsvAde che. eTale ? ke, rAganA vikalpathI bhinna paDelI cIja

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106 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 (che) e vikalpapaNe kadI thaI ja nathI. evI nirvikalpa) cIjane jeNe aMtaramAM dRSTimAM ne jJAnamAM lIdhI ene vedanamAM zAMti Ave che. e zAMtino AsvAda le che. cAritranI apekSAe zAMti ane AnaMdanI apekSAe sukha (vede che). AhA..hA..! ene e vede che - AsvAde che, eno e svAda le che. AhA..hA..! che jJAna ? sahajathI ja UpajyuM che. svabhAvika ja vastu che. anAdianaMta ne I kaheze. e cIja utpatti ane vinAza rahita che. vastu je che sasvarUpa bhagavAna AtmA ! e anAdianaMta che. eTale ? ke, utpatti ane vinAza rahita che. upajavuM ane abhAva thavo e svarUpamAM nathI. AhA...hA...! evI cIjane jeNe dRSTimAM lIdhI che), samyagdarzanamAM evI cIja jANI che, mAnI che. AhA...hA...! ene AtmA sahaja svarUpa che ema (bhAse che). I svabhAvika ja vastu che. koIe karI che ane enA svabhAvamAM koI kAraNe e svabhAva thayo che ema nathI. AhA..hA...! vaLI kevuM che ? akhaMDadhArApravAharUpa che.' vastu che, vastu che e to akhaMDa dhArA dhruva. dhruva... dhruva. dhruva (svarUpa che). eno anubhava paNa akhaMDa dhArA pravAha para cAle) che. bhale upayoga emAM na ho paNa enuM vadana to dhArApravahArUpe cAle che, ema kahe che. evA dharmIne pUrvanA karma kharI jAya che, azuddhatA TaLI jAya che ane zuddhatA vadhe che. AvI javAbadArI che. AhAhA.! AvuM e sahunuM svarUpa ja che. ene koI bAhya cIja AkarSaNa karI zakatI nathI. dharmIne potAnA svarUpanA AnaMdanA vedana AgaLa jagatanA indra ane indrANIonI Rddhi paNa ene AkarSaNa karI zakatI nathI. AhA...hA...! samajAya che kAMI? e AkarSAI gayo che (aMtara) AnaMdamAM ! atIndriya AnaMdanuM DhIma prabhu AtmA che). AhAhA..! are...! A vAta jinendradeva trilokanAtha paramAtmA ene AtmA kahe ke, je atIndriya AnaMda anAkuLa zAMta rasanuM DhIma (che) AhA..hA..! enuM jene aMdara vedana che e niHzaMka che. che ? "ha 'upAya vinA evI ja vastu che. ene koI upAya nathI, I to vastu ja evI che. are..! enI najaruM tyAM gaI nathI ne ! nAzavAna (cI) upara najara (che). eka samayanI avasthA nAzavAna, dayA, dAna, kAma, krodhanA vikalpo paNa nAzavAna (che) enI upara najarane laIne mithyASTine e paryAyanI pAse mahA prabhu birAje che (e dekhAto nathI). AhA...hA..! e paryAyanI pAse mahA caitanya dhruva tattva birAje che. paryAyanI samIpamAM che paNa enI sAmuM najara nahi ane rAga ane puNya samIpa lAge che. AhAhA... bhagavAnaAtmA aMdara birAje che). sarvajJa paramezvara thayA e sarvajJa paryAya ane atIndriya AnaMda Adi anaMta guNanI paryAya pUrNa pragaTa thaI e badhI zaktiomAM hatI. e anaMta zaktiono saMgrahAlaya prabhu ! saMgrahano Alaya eTale sthAna. AhA...hA...! enI

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kaLaza-160 sanmukha thaIne vedana thayuM to kahe che ke, e prANI niHzaMka che. A..hA...! ene akasmAta bhaya nathI. eTale ? aNaciMtavyuM kaMI AvI jAya ane mane nukasAna kare to ? evuM samikatIne hotuM nathI. kAraNa ke aNaciMtavI cIja ja vastu dhruva AnaMdakaMda prabhu dRSTimAM che emAM aNaciMtavyuM kAMI thAya ke akasmAt koI bIjo AvIne tyAM ene dakhala kare evI cIja nathI. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? je cIjamAM karmano paNa jyAM abhAva che. ATha karma je che eno paNa jemAM abhAva che ane e rAganA abhAva svabhAva svarUpa vastu che. A..hA...! badhAnA AtmAmAM AvI bhagavat svarUpa cIja birAje che. enI jyAre dRSTi ane anubhava thAya che tyAre ene kaMI akasmAta bhaya raheto nathI. je che IM che, emAM akasmAta zuM thAya ? AhA..hA...! koI bhIMtanI othe Ubho hoya ane ekadama bhIMta paDe (ene) loko akasmAta kahe. jhADanI nIce Ubho hoya ane vAvAjhoDuM thaIne DALa paDe, jhADanI DALa mAthe paDe ! akasmAt, kAMka Ubho hoya, gAmamAM Ubho hoya ane bahArathI siMha Ave. siMha pharatA (pharatA) gAmane pAdare AvI jAya che. eTale akasmAt jANe Ama Ubho hoya ane ekadama ene pakaDe. evuM akasmAta AtmAmAM nathI, kahe che. AhA..hA...! eka gAma hatuM tyAM siMha moDhA AgaLa Avyo hato. bahAra pharatA pharatA moDhA AgaLa Avyo ane eka-be Dhorane mAryA. bheMsane mArIne enuM ALuM khAto hato. gAmane pAdara ! mANasa jAya tyAM jAya tyAM hAya... hAya...! mANasanI vastImAM siMha Avyo to lokone akasmAta lAge ! joke kharekhara akasmAta nathI, te samaye te paryAya thavAnI ja hatI. paNa A AtmAmAM evo paNa akasmAta nathI kahe che. AhA..hA...! 107 je jJAnaghana atIndriya AnaMdadaLa evo bhagavAnaAtmA jene dRSTimAM ane anubhavamAM Avyo tene aMta2mAM koI akasmAta thAya e rahyuM nahi. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? Ama pacIsa varasanA traNa-cAra chokarA hoya. pacIsa, trevIsa, ekavIsa, ogaNIsa - bebe varSane AMtare cAra-pAMca chokarA hoya ane ekadama vAgha, siMha Avyo hoya tyAre ene mAre. khAvAnI taiyArI hoya, cUramAnA lADavA karyAM hoya ane jamavA beThA (hoya) emAM siMha Avyo ! AhA..hA...! akasmAta lAge che ne ? joke I akasmAta nathI. e samaye te paryAya thavAnI te thAya che. evo akasmAta to AtmAmAM paNa nathI kahe che. AhA..hA...! jJAnanuM pUra nUra prabhu ! ekalo jJAna svabhAvika vastu pote (che) emAM akasamAta bhaya (nathI). e jJAnanA pUrane anubhavanAra jIvane akasmAta (bhaya) hoto nathI. AhA..hA...! juone ! eka pherI thayuM hatuM ne ? eka karoDapati zeThiyo ghoDAgADI laIne bahAra pharavA nIkaLyo. (tenI pAse) ghaDiyALa ne evI thoDI ghaNI ATheka hajAranI cIja haze. karoDapati mANasa ! dIkarA, dIkarI, moTA makAna (hatA). bahAra pharavA gayelo, jyAM ?

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108 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 pAcho Ave tyAM badhuM khalAsa) ! "bihAramAM dharatIkaMpa thayo hato. (pharIne) jyAM pAcho) Ave tyAM badhuM heThe ! A..hA...hA...! nahi makAna, nahi paisA, nahi Abaru. AhA..hA..! I paNa kharekhara akasmAta nathI. e to jene jJAnanuM dIrghapaNAmAM enuM jJAna nathI ene akasmAta lAge che. ahIMyAM paNa jyAre akasmAta kAMI nathI to dhruva cIjamAM koI akasmAta Ave ane kaMI nukasAna thAya evI koI cIja che nahi. AhA..hA..! tyAre kahe, basa ! dharmIne jarIye bhaya che ja nahi ? to arthamAM khulAso karyo che ne ? ke, bhayaprakRti che ane emAM joDAya jAya. bhaya hoya paNa I asthiratAno bhaya (che). vastu ane vastunI zraddhA ne jJAnathI cUta thAya evo bhaya ene na hoya. juo ! jJAnIne paNa bhaya che evuM A siddha karyuM. kAraNa ke pUrNa vItarAga nathI. eTale bhaya nAmanI prakRti Ave ane emAM joDAya paNa jAya. paNa I asthiratAno jarI bhayano aMza Ave paNa te bhaya, vastu zuddha dhruva caitanya che tenI zraddhA ane jJAnathI cUta thAya evo e bhaya nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA..! agni ekadama Ama haDa..haDa..haDa (baLatI hoya). DuMgaramAM lAvA thAya che ne ? lAvA eTale agninI jvALA nIkaLe. pAMca pAMca hAtha pahoLI ane Ama lAMbI jvALA nIkaLe. Ama pravAha (nIkaLe). pANIno pravAha nIkaLe) ema agninI jvALA nIkaLe. tyAM Ubho hoya ane evuM lAge hAya.. hAya.. kyAM jAvuM have ? e lokone akasmAta lAge che. e lAvA kahevAya che. agninA dhodha nIkaLe, agni nIkaLe ! jema pANIno pravAha nIkaLe che ema aMdara agninI jvALA nIkaLe. nIkaLe che ne ! atyAre che ne badhe ? ema AtmAnA dhruva svabhAvanA bhAnamAM kAMI agni Ave, evo tIvra rAga (Ave) ke dhruvatAne bhraSTa karI zake evI cIja che nahi. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? bhaya thAya, asthiratAne laIne thAya, bilakula asthiratAno bhaya paNa na hoya evuM nahi. chAstha che, hajI sAdhaka che ethI ene asthiratAno bhaya Ave paNa e bhaya svarUpanI zraddhA ne jJAnane mUta karI nAkhe evo bhaya (nathI). samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA...! "aNaciMtavyu tatkALa ja aniSTanuM UpajavuM...." aNaciMtavyuM tarata ja aniSTanuM UpajavuM. je nathI ane ekadama thavuM. AhAhA....! evuM vastunA svarUpamAM ane enI dRSTivaMtane evuM hotuM nathI. AhA...hA...! AkhuM pAMca karoDanuM makAna ekasAthe baLe, saLage, chokarAo ane kuTuMba badhA emAM dabAIne marI jAya. pote ekalo bahAra Ubho hoya ane tyAM uparathI simenTa kAcI hoya (I paDe). pelA karanArA tamArA zuM kahevAya ? kaMtarATI ! (-konTrAkTara) enI sAdhAraNa simenTa hoya emAM pANI ane gAMgaDA hoya. topaNa I jyAM tyAM nAkhe, to I paDe. muMbaImAM AkhuM karoDanuM eka makAna hatuM ne ? Ama karatA paDyuM. AkhuM makAna paDyuM ane keTalAya mANaso aMdara marI gayA. e paNa nizcayathI to akasmAta nathI. te

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kaLaza- 160 109 samaye te paryAya te prakAre banavAnI hatI. AhA...hA...! jyAre bahAranA AvA saMyogomAM paNa aNaciMtavyuM ane aniSTano saMyoga thAya chatAM te akasmAta nathI to bhagavAnaAtmAmAM koI akasmAta tIvra vikAra AvI jAya ane ene nukasAna karI daye, koI pratikULa saMyoga Ave ane ene dabAvI nAkhe, dAbI daye evuM hotuM nathI. AhA..hA.! AhA.hA...! vajano hIro ! I vajano hIro hoya topaNa mumukSu :- I ghasAya jAya. uttara :ghasAI jAya che to ThIka paNa cakravartInI dAsI hoya, zAstramAM evuM Ave che ke, cakravartInI dAsImAM paNa evI zakti hoya ke hIro hoya ene Ama (masaLIne) coLI nAkhe ! evI to e dAsI hoya. ane hIrAno cAMdalo kare, kaho ! gAdIe bese ne ? tyAre hIrAno cAMdalo kare). Ama hAthamAM le, jema jamarUkha ke dADama Ama karI nAkhe (ema). eTalI enAmAM tAkAta hoya che ! dAsI hoM, dAsI ! puNyavaMta prANI che ne ? vajanArAca saMghayaNavALI bAI hoya, aMdara hADakAM evA majabUta hoya) ke, hIro Ama bhasma karI nAkhe. Ama kare to bhUko karI nAkhe ! topaNa te akasmAta nathI. Akho hato ane bhUko thayo ne ? te to paryAyano kALa hato te pramANe thayuM che. te kharekhara to enI AMgaLIne kAraNe paNa thayuM nathI. AhAhA...! AMgaLI to nimitta che. enA upAdAnamAM ene kAraNe e bhasmanI paryAya thaI che. ema A dhruvanAtha prabhu ! A.hA...hA..! dhruva dhruva cIja prabhu che. anAdianaMta che, utpatti-vinAza rahita che evo jene anubhava thayo ene akasmAta kaMI che ja nahi. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? aMdara cIjamAM koI akasmAta thaI jAya evI jagatamAM koI cIja che nahi. AhA...hA...! I nIDara ane nirbhayapaNe AtmAne vede che. AhA..hA...! zuM AvyuM ? aNaciMtavyuM tatkALa aniSTanuM UpajavuM." e akasmAta (che). "zuM vicAre che samyagdaSTi jIva ?" "atra tat smin zizcana na mata, jJAnina: taddhI ta:' () zuddha caitanya vastumAM.... aMdara zuddha caitanya nitya dhruva vastu bhagavAnamAM. nitya dhruva anaMta guNanuM dhruvapaNuM evo je bhagavAna AtmA, e dhruvamAM. dhruva eTale "zuddha caitanyavastumAM kahyuM che lakSaNa jenuM evuM" e to jJAna lakSaNe, jJAna svabhAvathI vastu che, AnaMda svabhAvI vastu che, Izvara svabhAvI vastu che. emAM kaMI akasmAta che nahi. AhAhA....! bhAvanagaramAM tamAre moTo maMDapa hato te eka kSaNamAM baLIne rAkha thaI gayo. agni lAgI gayo. vyAkhyAna vAMcavAno paMDALa ! AkhuM khalAsa ekadama ! I ekasmAta nathI. e samaye e prakAre paryAya thavAno kALa hato eTale) thaI che. samajANuM kAMI? jyAre A rIte thAya chatAM ene akasmAta na mAnavo, to AtmAmAM koI akasmAta aNaciMtavyuM aniSTapaNuM AvI jAya evuM che nahi. AhA...hA...!

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kalazAmRta bhAga-5 dIkarAo badhA khalAsa thAya, makAna khalAsa thaI jAya, paisA khalAsa thaI jAya, ekalo rahe, roTalAnA TANe roTalAnA loTa paNa baLIne rAkha thaI gayA hoya. thAya che ne ? loTa baLatA hoya. ahIM nava-dasa vAgyA hoya. ghauMnA loTanA karIne paDyA hoya... zuM kahevAya I ? roTalI ka2vAnI. emAM ekadama saLage ! to e pote bAI je che e bahAra nIkaLI jAya, mAMDa mAMDa nIkaLe. amAre pAleja'mAM ghaNIvAra evuM thayuM hatuM. eka bicArA 'rANapura'vALA visAzrImALI hatA. enI dukAna hatI (I) ekadama saLagI ! ame jovA gayA tyAre badhuM baLatuM hatuM. e pote bicArA bahAra UbhA hatA. badhuM joyuM che ne ! 'rANapura'nA visAzrImALI hatA. atyAre 'rANapura'mAM ApaNuM digaMbara maMdira che ne ? tyAM enA makAna hatA. e 'pAlejamAM hatA. AhA..hA...! Ama bicArA bahAra UbhA UbhA jove ! makAna saLage ! dANA ne vAsaNa ne roTalA ne loTa ne badhuM saLage. topaNa paramAtmA to ema kahe che ke, I akasmAta nathI thayuM. enA paryAyane kALe e thavAnuM hatuM te thayuM che. AhA..hA...! to jyAre anityamAM paNa AvuM thAya e akasmAta nahi to nityAnaMda prabhumAM anityapaNAnuM akasmAta kyAMthI Ave ? AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? A..hA..! A to jhINI vAtuM bahu, bApu ! vItarAgano dharma jhINo bahu, bhAI ! lokone maLyo nathI. AhA..hA...! ahIM e kahe che, Akasmika arthAt kSaNamAtramAM anya vastuthI anya vastupaNuM,...' che ? evuM kAMI thAtuM nathI. dhruva jJAna lakSaNe lakSita prabhu ! enuM bIjuM thaI jAya evuM koI dI che nahi. AhA..hA...! caitanya dravya je dhruva che te dRSTimAM che e dhruvapaNuM koI anerI cIja thaI jAya ke anerI cIja AvIne anerI cIjapaNe ene karI nAkhe (evuM banatuM nathI). AhA..hA...! anya vastupaNuM thAya, evuM gvina na veta) kaMI che ja nahIM...' AhA..hA...! bhASAnI vAta judI che, vastunI sthiti AvI che. 110 nityAnaMda prabhu ! sahajAtmA AnaMdano nAtha prabhu ! emane ema anAdino sanAtana dhruva birAje che. emAM koI akasmAta che nahi. AhA..hA...! kSaNamAtramAM anya vastuthI anya vastupaNuM, evuM...' (zvina na maveta) 'kAMI che ja nahIM...' AhA....hA....! bhagavAna caitanya palaTIne koI paryAyamAM Akho AvI jAya ? dhruva palaTIne koI rAgamAM AvI jAya ? evuM emAM che ja nahi. AhA..hA....! pote dhruva che (e) dRSTinI jene khabara nathI e bIjI cIjane sthira rAkhavAne, nitya rAkhavAne mathe che. zuM kahyuM e ? bhagavAna pote nitya dhruva che. pote AtmA ! enI ene khabaruM nathI ethI Ama bahAramAM badhA TakI rahe, A za2I2, kuTuMba, paiso badho TakI rahe (ema) A nityane ahIM AropI de che. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! e mANasanuM (kahyuM ne) ? badhuM khalAsa thaI gayuM. karoDo rUpiyA ne kuTuMba. pachI ahIM

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kaLaza- 160 111 jAmanagara Avyo hato. jAmanagaramAM eka praNAma pravaryA' nAmanuM maMdira) che. badhAne page lAge. eka maMdira che. jAmanagaramAM eka maMdira evuM che ke, enA bAvAonI mAnyatA evI (ke) kUtarAne page lAge, miMdaDIne page lAge ! badhA bhagavAna che. mumukSu :- badhA bhagavAna che ne ! uttara :- paNa bhagavAna to aMdara dravya che. paryAyamAM to kUtaro che. badhAne page lAge. tyAM Avyo hato ema mAruM kahevuM che. I Avyo hato. pahelA eNe maMdiramAM paisA ApyA haze eTale zeThiyA tarIke bhASaNa karAvyuM. I bhASaNa karatAM karatAM Ubho Ubho marI gayo !! tyAM Ama thayuM ane ahIMyAM Ama thayuM. bhASaNa karato hato. ane lokoe Adara Apelo. (tamane) khabara nahi hoya, bhAI ! "jAmanagaramAM pelI korano daravAjo che ne tyAM maMdira che. tyAM enA bAvA (rahe) che. e badhAne page lAge, kUtarAne jaya bhagavAna... jaya bhagavAna kare ! evo eka vinayapaMtha che. eNe pahelA kAMIka paisA ApyA haze. I bicAro khAlI thaIne Avyo hato. bhASaNa karato hato tyAM bhASaNa karatAM karatAM uDI gayo, phaDAka daIne deha chUTI gayo ! AhA..hA..! tyAM Ama thayuM, ahIM A thayuM. paNa (e) badhuM akasmAta kyAMya nathI. jyAre bahAramAM paNa te te kALe te prakAre paryAya thAya te akasmAta nathI (to) prabhu ! dhruvamAM to akasmAta kyAMthI Ave ? AhAhA..! (zvina na bata) "kAMI che ja nahIM." AhA..hA.! tethI samyagdaSTi jIvane...." (jJAnina:) eTale jJAnIne eTale jJAnasvarUpa evA bhagavAnanA jJAnavaMtane. AhAhA...! jJAna svabhAvI vastu dhruva che, prabhu ! tenA jJAnano jANanAra, jJAnamAM tene jANanAro (eTale) jJAnIne. AhAhA...! (ta :) AkasmikapaNAno bhaya chata:) kyAMthI hoya?' AhAhA...! eka gAmamAM patarAnA makAna hatA, patarAnA ! ane apAsaro (hato). emAM vAMdarA AvyA, moTA ! bahArathI moTA be vAMdarA (AvyA). patarAnA pelA hatA ne ? patarA ! emAM bahArathI AvIne paDyA ane aMdara mANaso beThA hatA e lokone) hAya.... hAya. (thaI gayuM) ! patarA che ne ? patarA ! patarA nahi A ? lokhaMDanA patarAnuM makAna hatuM, ane Ama apAsaro hato. sAmAyika karIne aMdaramAM mANasa beThelA. (tyAM) be moTA (vAMdarA) AvyA. bhaDA.ka.! hamaNA ahIM Avaze. bhAgyA bhAga (thaI gaI) !! AhA..hA...! kAraNa ke vAMdarA AvyA ane aMdarathI hU hU kare. patarA (uparathI) phaLiyAmAM to AvI gayA. have tyAMthI kUdIne aMdara AvavuM eTale e to) eka pharlAga chalAMga mArIne Ave ! AhA...hA...! bhAgyA bhAga (thaI gaI). sAmAyika karIne badhA beThA hatA. bhAgyA bhAga (thaI gaI). evuM AmAM nathI, kahe che. akasmAta koI vAMdarA Ave ne sarpa Ave ne samakitI AtmAnA svarUpathI mUta thaI jAya evuM che nahi. AhA...hA...! A.hA...! samyagdarzana ane eno viSaya (TUdhyeya) che e alaukika vAtuM che ! e sAdhAraNa

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112 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 vAta che nahi ane tethI to eka apekSAe te samyakdaSTine zuddha pariNamana ja kahyuM che. e A apekSAe (kahyuM che). dRSTi nirvikalpa che ane eno viSaya nirvikalpa abheda che paNa chatAM enI paryAyamAM bhaya, rAga, doSa hoya che e jJAna jANe. jJAna ema na jANe ke, mane rAga Adi kAMI che ja nahi. samajANuM kAMI ? kAle ja 'vaDoda'nuM moTuM (lakhANa) AvyuM che ne ? koI vAMcanAra haze I kaheto haze, ahIMno mANasa haze. samakitIne rAga-dveSa hoya ja nahi. tyAre kahe, "bharata cakravartI ane bAhubalIjI" to samakitI hatA. be laDyA) hatA. bAhubalIne cakra mAryuM. potAnA bhAI (sAthe) laDyA. ene khabara nathI ? ema koIe pUchyuM to kahe, "I to mithyAdRSTi hatA mATe laDyA) !" teo) samyakdaSTi hatA. chatAM e prakArano rAga hoya che ene jANe che ke, mArA pariNamanamAM che. samajANuM kAMI ? ane e mAro doSa che, doSa che ema jANe che. kSAyika samakitI hoya ene paNa Ama thAya che. zreNika rAjA ! eno dIkaro "koNika hato eNe jelamAM nAkhyA hatA. potAne gAdIe besavA mATe jelamAM nAkhyA). ghaNA varSa thaI gayA ane bApa mare nahi ane potAne gAdI maLe nahi. kedamAM nAkhyA. koNika (eno) chokaro hato. eTale pachI e enI mAne kahevA gayo. "mAtAjI ! meM to A pramANe rAja mATe pitAne keda karyA che)." (mAtAjI kahe che), "ara.2.2...bhAI ! zuM karyuM te A ? tAro janma thayo tyAre mane evuM sapanuM (AvyuM) hatuM ke, A pitAjInuM kALajuM khAya evo A chokaro che. ethI tArA janma vakhate ja nAkhI AvyA, ukaraDe nAkhI AvyA. enI mAM kahe che. tyAM AgaLa eka kUkaDo Avyo, kUkaDo ! (eNe) cAMca mArI. rAjakumAra(no) hajI janmano pahelo ja divasa (hato). (tyAM) zreNika' AvyA, "zuM che ? (Ama) kema thayuM A bALakane ?" (to rANI kahe che, "meM to bALakane nAkhI dIdho che." "ara..ra..ra..! AvuM zobhe ?" (rANI kahe che, "sAheba ! mane sapanAmAM ema AvyuM che ke, A "zreNika rAjAnuM kALajuM khAya che)." are...! AvuM (hoya)? juo ! I bhAI ! pote levA jAya che, hoM ! rAjakumAra ukaraDe paDyo che ene) zreNika rAjA levA jAya che) ! kUkaDAe (cAMca mArelI eTale) pIDA.... pIDA...! "zreNika rAjA pote upADe che ane paru hoya ne ? paru ! ene cUsI le che). (mAtA kahe che, "bhAI ! tArA bApe Ama karyuM hatuM ane tuM A kare che ? zuM karyuM te A ?" AhA..hA..! mAre to hajI bIjuM kahevuM che, hoM ! e "zreNika rAjA, kSAyika samakitI hatA) ! I jelamAM che ane A "koNika' hAthamAM hathiyAra laIne jelamAM jAya che. kedamAM nAkhyA che ne ? "zreNika rAjAne (ema) thayuM ke, mALo ! eka to mane) jelamAM nAkhyo che ane mane mAraze (to)? kSAyika samakitI che ! chatAM evI asthiratAnI prakRti che (to) thAya. jhera cUsIne marI gayA ! kSAyika samakitIne rAga ja na hoya ? rAga hoya, dveSa hoya, vAsanA

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kaLaza-160 113 hoya, krodha hoya, badhuM hoya. enI kartutvabuddhithI e kare nahi, paNa nabaLAInA pariNamanathI kare I kartA thaIne kare che. kartutva eTale karavAlAyaka che evI buddhithI nahi. AhA..hA...! AvI vAtuM che ! kSAyika samakitI ! pelo (hathiyAra) laIne Ave che tyAM pote hIro cUse che !! (ene ema ke, A mane mArI nAkhaze ! I pote hIro cUsIne marI jAya che). chatAM ene kSAyika samakitamAM doSa nathI. AhA..hA..! I to asthiratAno prakAra - rAga hato. kartutvabuddhi - karavAlAyaka che (evI buddhi) chUTI gaI hatI. pariNamananI apekSAe kartA hatA tene te jJAna jANatuM hatuM. arere...! ATalI badhI zaratuM ! samajANuM kAMI ? ene akasmAta bhaya che ja nahi. AhA...hA...! (AvuM) karyuM hatuM ne ? pelo Avyo eTale hIro cUsyo. AhA..hA...! 'rAmacaMdrajI" jevA puruSo ! puruSottama puruSa ! jenI rAjanI nItimAM kevA ! ane e bhave mokSa janArA, chelluM zarIra ! "rAmacaMdrajI" eTale koNa ! o...ho...ho...! puruSottama puruSa ! janmathI pavitra pavitra.... loka ne rAja ne nItimAM to enA jevI koI nIti nahi ! ane AtmajJAnI dharmAtmA ! AhA..hA..! bhAI lakSmaNa' gujarI gayA, pote prativAsudeva (hatA). lakSmaNa gujarI gayA eTale cha mahinA sudhI enA maDadAne) rAkhyuM. AhA...hA...! chatAM ene AtmajJAnano doSa nathI. - bIjA koka AvyA ane rAmacaMdrajIne kahe che, paNa A tamAro bhAI (marI gayo che).' ('rAmacaMdrajI' kahe che), "marI nathI gayo." (loko kahe che), "marI gayo che, tame ema mAno cho ke marI nathI gayo." "zrIkRSNa"mAM (kyAMka) Ave che. "baLadeva' kahe che ke, "tAro bhAI mare nahi, mAro bhAI mare ?' samakitI (Ama kahe) ! e cAritradoSa che. cha mahinA sudhI Ama phare che) ! chevaTe deva AvI ane tela kADhavA veLuM pIle che. tyAre baLadevanuM lakSa jAya che ane pUche che), "are! zuM karo cho A ?" (to deva kahe che, "tela kADhIe chIe." (eTale 'baLadeva' kahe che), 'veLamAMthI tela nIkaLe?' to deva kahe che), have marI gayAmAMthI (koI) jIvatA thAya ? amane tame kahevA mAMDyA ke, veLumAMthI tela na nIkaLe to tame zuM karo cho ?* (ema sAMbhaLyuM tyAM) ekadama pharI gayA. o..ho...! asthiratA hatI e chuTI gaI. (kahe che), jAo ! ene bALI dayo !" AhAhA..! ane pote jyAre TANA AvyA eTale ekadama vItarAga... vItarAga... vItarAga... vItarAgI svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA ! enI vItarAga dazA pragaTa karI. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA..! juo ! "sItAjI'ne 'rAvaNa' laI gayo tyAM "sItAjI' DagyA nahi. e "sItAjI marIne svargamAM gayA. 'rAmacaMdrajIne jyAre chellI sthitimAM aMdara kevaLa(jJAna) pAmavAnI taiyArI hatI tyAre "sItAjI') AvIne kahe che, "tame niyANuM karo, pratibaMdha karo. ApaNe tyAM devamAM bhoga mATe upajIe." ara.2.2...! paNa tame "rAvaNa' vakhate (DagyA nahi ane

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114 kalAmRta bhAga-5 atyAre) A zuM ? "rAmacaMdrajI jevA mahApuruSa ! je atIndriya AnaMdamAM jhUlatA jhUlatA hamaNAM kevaLajJAna levAnA che ne A...hA...hA...! "sItAjI deva thayA che, deva ! puruSa ! paNa "sItAjI'nuM rUpa laIne ene DagAvavA AvyA e vakhate "sItAjIe ema kahyuM, chatAM e samakitI che ene samakitano doSa nathI. AvI vAta che ! rAganI asthiratA che. AhA..hA...! bahu mArga (jhINo), bApA ! vItarAgano mArga evo che. enI dRSTi, enuM jJAna ane enI sthiratAmAM asthiratA ne e badhA prakAra yathArthapaNe jANavA, jovA e bahu alaukika vAtuM che ! ahIM kahe che, "samyakdRSTi jIvane AkasmikapaNAno bhaya kayAMthI hoya ? arthAtu nathI hoto. zA kAraNathI ? zuddha jIvavastu pote sahaja jevI che" che ne ? tat jJAne svata: yavi (ti jJAna) (svata: pavita) bhagavAna caitanya dhruva nitya vastu ! AhA..hA..! pote sahaja evI che - (svata: yAvi) svataH sahaja AnaMdano nAtha bhagavAnaAtmA ! AhAhA...! evI vAtuM che. aMdara bhagavAna pote AtmA, jenuM mULa svarUpa che e to sahajAnaMda svarUpa zuddha caitanyaghana che. AhA..hA...! e to svataH che. parathI nathI, svataH enuM svarUpa ja evuM che. che ? pote sahaja jevI che, jevaDI che." jevI che, jevaDI che. rUdra tAvat sa va ma' jevaDI che tevIne tevI tyAM che ema kahe che. AhAhA...! jevaDI che tevaDIne tevaDI tyAM che. vastu je dhruva AnaMdakaMda prabhu che, aNautpatti ane avinAza - nAza vinAnI, utpatti ane vinAza vinAnI je dhruva cIja che e to e jevaDI che tevaDIne tevaDI che. AhA...hA...! paryAyamAM game teTalI azuddhatA thaI, je thaI paNa A vastu to jevaDI che tevaDIne tevaDI che. ema dharmIne dRSTimAM Ama varte che. AhAhA..! Avo mArga ! pAMDavo lyo ne ! "zetruMjaya' ! pAMca pAMDavo Ama dhyAnamAM UbhA che. atIndriya AnaMdanA rasanA rasIlA ! atIndriya AnaMdanA... jema khAIne peTa) bharelAne DakAra (-oDakAra) Ave, badhuM khAIne (oDakAra Ave) ema A pAMca pAMDavo) AnaMdanA DakAramAM paDyA che. AhAhA...! hajI kevaLa(jJAna) nahotuM. tyAM duryodhananA mANasa AvIne loDhAnA dAgInA paherAvyA. mAthe loDhAnA dAgInA paherAvyA chatAM) aMdaramAM nirbhaya che. AhAhA...! jenI dRSTi paryAya upara ane saMyoga upara nathI. aMdara AnaMdano nAtha jevaDo che tevaDo che tyAM dRSTi paDI che. kaho, bhAI ! AvuM che A badhuM ! tamArA loDhAnA vepArathI A judI jAtanI vAta che. AhA...hA...! are...! keTalAne AvuM sAMbhaLavAnuM maLyuM nahi. A.hA...! sAMbhaLavA maLyuM e paNa bhAgyazALI che !! bApu ! A to paramAtmAnA gharanI vAtuM che, prabhu ! AhA..hA..! traNa jaNA to dhyAnamAM lIna che). AhA...hA....! loDhAnA dhagadhagatA (dAgInA) paherAvyA,

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kaLaza-160 115 kaDA paherAvyA, pagamAM paherAvyA, agnimAM nAkhelA loDhAnA hAra paherAvyA ! AhAhA...! be bhAIne vaLI e vakhate saheja vicAra Avyo ke, "A bhAIne zuM thatuM haze ?" A...hA...! eTalo eka vikalpa Avyo. sAdharmI ane sahodara ! eka mAtA peTathI eka udare utpanna thayelA ane sAdharmI ! ane moTA bhAIne zuM haze)? AhAhA...! e zubha vikalpa Avyo. samakitI che, muni che. chatAM vikalpa - rAga Avyo. samakitIne rAga na ja hoya ema nathI. A..hA.hA...! A.hA...hA...! jene munipaNuM (che), aMdara traNa kaSAyano abhAva karIne atIndriya AnaMdamAM jhUle che. chatAM jarI (vikalpa Avyo). potAnI darakAra nathI paNa A bhAIne kema haze ? evo vikalpa Avyo). kAraNa ke enAthI moTI uMmaranA hatA ne? dharmarAjA', "bhIma' ane "arjuna'. A "sahadeva', "nakuLa" nAnA (che). evo vikalpa Avyo tyAM kevaLajJAna aTakI gayuM ! tetrIsa sAgaranA vaimAnika (devamAM gayA. teMtrIsa sAgara kevaLajJAna dUra thaI gayuM ! AhA..hA...! e jJAnIne paNa, munine paNa AvI dazAmAM Avo rAga Ave, bhAI ! samajANuM kAMI ? ane e rAga che e duHkhamaya che, ene duHkhanuM vedana che. AhA...hA..! chatAM ene AtmajJAna ane munipaNAne vAMdho nathI. mATe koI ema ja kahe ke, sakhudRSTine azuddhatA Ave ja nahi, ene duHkha hoya ja nahi. e ekAMta che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhA...! ahIM kahe che, zuddha jIvasvarUpa (vastu) jevaDI che tevI che. "TuM tIvat sava parva mavet' jevaDI che - "rUddha tIva' teTalI te (che). "vastumAtra tevI che, tevaDI che. AhAhA..! 8 tAvat savA va mavet jevaDI dhruva anAdianaMta nityAnaMda prabhu che, jeTalo che teTalo ja. "TuM tIva' - teTalo te che. AhA...hA...! azuddhatA AvavA chatAM cIjane ghasAro lAgyo nathI. AhA...hA...! munine eTalo rAga Avyo topaNa vastunI sthitimAM kaMI ghasAro nathI. AhA...hA...! e to jevaDI che tevaDI nityAnaMda prabhu che. AhA..hA...che ? atIta-anAgata-vartamAna kALamAM nizcayathI evI ja che. bhUtakALe paNa tevaDI hatI, bhaviSyamAM paNa tevI ane vartamAnamAM paNa tevaDI che. AhA..hA...! vastu dravya svabhAva je che e to dhruva - tevaDIne tevaDI bhUta, vartamAna ane bhaviSyamAM (che). AhAhA.! evuM dharmIne - samyakdRSTine dRSTimAM Avo AtmA hovAthI ene koI bhaya che nahi. AhAhA...! A..hA..hA..! 'umarALA'nI vAta che. (tyAM plegano vakhata hato. ghaNA vakhata pahelAnI) vAta che, hoM ! dasa-bAra varSanI uMmara haze. poNoso varSa pahelAMnI vAta che). eka ghAMcIno juvAnajodha chokaro hato). AhA..hA...! DosA hatA ane marI gayo. I marI gayA pachI bIjo eka marI gayo ! ame chokarAo nizALe UbhA hatA. janAjo kADhe ne? to eno bApa pAchaLa rove... ane e nizALa pAse ja masjida che tyAM dATavA laI jAya. I vakhatanI sthiti

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116 kilAmRta bhAga-5 joI hoya to... A..hA..hA..! juvAnajodha.. pacIsa ke aThAvIsa varSano marI gayo ane pAcho bIjo marI gayo ! pelo hAya... hAya... (kare). e jANe ara.2.2...! A zuM thayuM? bApu ! zuM thAya ? bhAI ! samyakdaSTine... AhAhA...! cakravartIne hajAro dIkarA hoya ane hajAro dIkarA kadAca dariyAmAM - samudramAM ekasAthe bUDI mare. to (e) cIjano aMdara bhaya nathI. I to che, evaDIne evaDI che, evI dRSTimAM dekhAya che. AhA..hA..! tyAM ghasAro nathI, uNapa nathI. AhA..hA...! ahIM I kahyuM ne ? jevaDI che tevaDI che. atIta-anAgata (kALamAM) nizcayathI evI ja che. "tra dritIyo: " eka vastumAM bIjA koIno udaya thato nathI), pragaTa thatuM nathI. eka vastu cIja dhruva nityAnaMdamAM bIjI cIja AvatI nathI eTale emAM dvitIya nathI (arthAtu) emAM bIjApaNuM nathI. AhAhA! nityAnaMda prabhu dhruva svarUpa evI je vastu che emAM dvitIya nAma bIjI koI cIja tyAM AvatI nathI. A..hA.hA...! "ditoH na' "aneruM koI svarUpa thatuM nathI." kevuM che jJAna ?" " "samasta vikalpothI rahita che." e to samasta vikalpathI rahita ekarUpa trikALa che. AhA...hA...! dhruva che, jevaDI che tevaDI che ane eka che. trikALI dhruvanI vAta levI che ne ! anAdianaMta che. che ne ? anAdianaMta eTale utpatti ane vinAza rahita che. Adi nathI ane aMta nathI, utpatti nathI (ane) vinAza nathI. "vaLI kevuM che ? potAnA svarUpathI vicalita thatuM nathI." traNa kALa traNa lokamAM dhruva cIja che I potAnI cIjamAMthI caLatI nathI. A.hA...! e to dhruvapaNe dhruvapaNe birAje che. je samyagdarzanano viSaya che. vaLI kevuM che ? siddha niSpanna che." niSpanna eTale e e rIte ja prApta che ema kahe che. e jevaDo che tevaDo ja e prApta che. e rIte ja che, e rIte enI niSpatti che, bIjI rIte che nahi. evo jene anubhava thayo tene bhaya hoto nathI. ene karmanI nirjarA thAya. vizeSa kaheze... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva) (mundrAntiA ) TaGkotkIrNasvarasanicitajJAnasarvasvabhAjaH samyagddaSTeryadiha sakalaM ghnanti lakSmANi karma / tattasyAsminpunarapi manAkkarmaNo nAsti bandhaH pUrvopAttaM tadanubhavato nizcitaM nirjraiv||29-161 / /

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kaLaza-16 1 117 khaMDAnvaya sahita artha:- "rUda saSTi : narmaLa satna natti' (ve) je kAraNathI (rU) vidyamAna (saya.) samyagdaSTi arthAtu zuddhasvarUpe pariNamyo che je jIva, tenA ( ) niHzaMkita, niHkAMkSita, nirvicikitsA, amUDhadRSTi, upagUhana, sthitikaraNa, vAtsalya, prabhAvanA aMgarUpa guNo (sa% ) jJAnAvaraNAdi ATha prakAranAM pudgaladravyanAM pariNamanane (tti) haNe che; - bhAvArtha Ama che ke samyagdaSTi jIvanA jeTalA koI guNo che te zuddhapariNamanarUpa che, tenAthI karmanI nirjarA che;- "tat tasya spin rmaUT: manI ivanya: punaH pi nAti' ta) te kAraNathI tI) samyagdaSTi jIvane (mina) zuddha pariNAma hotAM (rSaT:) jJAnAvaraNAdi karmono (manahi vanya:) sUkSmamAtra paNa baMdha (punaH pi nAti) kadI paNa nathI. "tat pUrvopAtta gumavata nizcita nirnA pava' (ta) jJAnAvaraNAdi karma - pUrvopAtta) samyakatva UpajyA pahelAM ajJAna-rAgapariNAmathI bAMdhyuM hatuM je karma - tenA udayane (anumavat :) je bhogave che evA samyagdaSTi jIvane nizcitta) nizcayathI nirna ivI jJAnAvaraNAdi karmanuM gaLavuM che. kevo che samyagdaSTi jIva ? TahukyorvisinitijJAnasarvasvamAnaH TaTuM%ojI zAzvata je (svara) svaparagrAhakazakti, tenAthI nirita) paripUrNa evo (jJAna) prakAzaguNa, te ja che (sarva4) Adi mULa jenuM evuM je jIvadravya, teno (mIna:) anubhava karavAmAM samartha che. Avo che samyagdaSTi jIva, tethI tene nUtana karmano baMdha nathI, pUrvabaddha karmanI nirjarA che. 29-161. kArataka vada 13, guruvAra tA. 08-12-1977. kaLaza-161 pravacana-170 ("samayasAra-kaLaza) 161 kaLaza, nirjarA adhikAra che. TaGkotkIrNasvarasanicitajJAnasarvasvabhAja: samyagddaSTeryadiha sakalaM ghnanti lakSmANi krm| tattasyAsminpunarapi manAkkarmaNo nAsti bandhaH pUrvopAttaM tadanubhakto nizcitaM nirjraiv||29-161 / / zuM kahe che ? "yat rUda sabhya duSTa: naphlapi sane rma naMnti' 'je kAraNathI

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118 kilAmRta bhAga-5 vidyamAna samyagdaSTi. samyakdRSTi ene kahIe ke jene A zuddha svarUpa ciThThana AtmA pUrNAnaMda svarUpa (che) teno anubhava thayo hoya. anAdithI je puNya ane pApa, rAga ane dveSano anubhava che e karmacetanA ane karmaphaLacetanAnuM vedana (che) e mithyAtva bhAva che. ahIMyAM kahe che ke, je samyakdRSTi - dharmI hoya che (tene) dharmanI pahelI sIDhI pragaTa thaI che). cha DhALAmAM Ave che ne ? "mokSamahela kI pahelI sIDhI samyagdarzana ! e samyagdarzana zuM che ? kahe che ke, "vidyamAna samyagdaSTi arthAt zuddhasvarUpe pariNamyo che." AhA..hA...! puNya ane pApanA je azuddha bhAva che tenuM pariNamana choDIne zuddha caitanya jJAyaka svarUpa bhagavAna AtmAnuM jene samyagdarzanamAM zuddha pariNamana thayuM che. AhAhA..! AvI vAta che. kAraNa ke AtmA zuddha caitanya svarUpa trikALI parama AnaMdasvarUpa che tenuM samyakdaSTine zuddha pariNamana thAya che. zuddha caitanyaghana AtmA pUrNAnaMda ane pUrNa jJAnathI, atIndriya jJAna, atIndriya AnaMdathI bharelo che. A..hA...hA...! e je dhruva cIja che tenI sanmukha thaIne jenuM zuddha pariNamana thayuM tene samyakradRSTi - dharmI - mokSamArganuM paheluM pagathiyuM kahe che. A..hA...samajAya che ? trilokanAtha jinendradeva paramezvara sarvajJajJAnamAM je joyuM tevuM vANI dvArA AvyuM. e bhagavAna ema kahe che ke, jene samyagdarzana thayuM che tenuM svarUpa zuM ? zuddha caitanya AnaMdakaMda prabhu ! atIndriya AnaMdano nAtha prabhu AtmA ! A..hA...hA...! atIndriya AnaMdasvarUpa bhagavAna AtmA ! tenI svasammukha thaIne temAM zuddhatAno anubhava thAya tene samyagdarzana kahevAya che). samajAya che ? AhAhA...! (Avo) mArga che), prabhu...! vItarAga paramezvara jinendradeva ema kahe che ke, samyadRSTi zuddha svarUpe pariNamyo che. AhAhA...! thoDI azuddhi che, jyAM sudhI pUrNa) vItarAga na thAya tyAM sudhI samyakradRSTine paNa azuddha puNya-pApanuM pariNamana che paNa tene ahIMyAM gauNa karIne mukhyapaNe zuddha pariNamana che ema lIdhuM che. AhA..hA...! samajAya che ? dharmanI pahelI sIDhI, "mokSamahelakI pahalI sIDhI Ave che ne ? "cha DhALAmAM Ave che. AhAhA...! A deha to jaDa mATI - dhULa che (te) bhinna che. aMdara ATha jaDa karmanA rajakaNa che e pudgala bhinna che ane temAM puNya ane pApanA zubha-azubha bhAva thAya che e azuddha ane malina che. AhA..hA...! tenAthI bhinna) bhagavAna AtmA pUrNa nirmaLAnaMda cidAnaMdasvarUpa che. AhAhA...! tenI dRSTi thavI, zuddha caitanya vastunI dRSTi thavI ane temAM zuddha caitanyanuM pariNamana (thavuM), paryAyamAM nirmaLa pariNamana thavuM. AhA..hA...! tene samyakdRSTi kahe che. I kahe che. che ? mULa zloka 'amRtacaMdrAcAryadeva'nA che ane TIkA "rAjamallajI' (nI che). jainadharmI - jaina dharmanA marmI ! emaNe TIkA banAvI che. kahe che ke, "je kAraNathI vidyamAna samyagdaSTi arthAtu zuddhasvarUpe pariNamyo che je jIva... AhA..hA....! vidyamAna

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kaLaza- 16 1 119 vastu che, vastu trikALI AnaMdano nAtha prabhu ! jinasvarUpI prabhu che. e to vAraMvAra kahIe chIe ne ? ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase, ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina, matamadirA ke -madirA pAna so, matavAlA samaje na" "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase' aMdara AtmasvarUpa jinasvarUpa che. AhA...hA...! aMdara vItarAgamUrti prabhu AtmA che. puNya-pApanA bhAva to rAga che, vikAra che. nava tattvamAM puNya-pApa tattvane Asrava tattvamAM nAkhyA (kahyA) che, e Atmatattva nahi. AhA..hA...! AtmA to jinasvarUpa che. akaSAya svabhAva vItarAga svarUpa jinasvarUpa (che). ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase" "banArasIdAsanuM A vAkya che. "samayasAra nATaka' ! "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase' AhA...hA...! aMdara akaSAya pUrNa vItarAgamUrti prabhu AtmA (birAje che), jenI zakti - jeno svabhAva... AhA...hA..! jene AtmA kahIe, teno svabhAva to vItarAga svarUpa che. AhA..hA...! ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase, ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jena" jenapaNuM kiMI bahAramAM nathI. AhA...hA...! rAga je puNya-pApano vikalpa nAma rAga (uThe che) tenI ekatA toDIne svabhAvanI dRSTi pragaTa karavI tenuM nAma jaina che. jene koI saMpradAya - vADo nathI, vastunuM svarUpa evuM che. samajAya che ? paraMtu mata-madirA (arthAtu) potAnA abhiprAyano dArU pIdhelA. "matavAlA samaje na" A vastu AvI che ema samajatA nathI. huM rAgavALo chuM, huM puNyavALo chuM, rAganuM phaLa saMyoga maLe te huM chuM, evA abhiprAyavALAe matano madirA - dArU pIdho che. AhA...hA...! "matavAlA samaje nahi e matavALo - abhiprAyavALo, AtmA zuddha caitanyaghana che, pUrNAnaMda che ema samajato nathI. AhAhA...! samyakradRSTi dharmanI pahelI sIDhIvALo.. A..hA.hA...! kahe che, "zuddhasvarUpe pariNamyo che je jIva..." AtmA zuddharUpe pariNamyo che. A..hA..hA..hA...! kemake vastu che te zuddha svarUpa che. trikALI bhavagAnaAtmA saccidAnaMda svarUpa che. sat nAma kAyama rahevAvALo ane cidra nAma jJAna ane AnaMda jJAna ane AnaMdathI bharelo prabhu AtmA che ! AhA...hA..! bhAre jhINI vAtuM, bApu ! Avo mAraga che. evo prabhu zuddha svarUpe pariName, jevuM enA dravya ane guNanuM zuddha svarUpa che evuM ja enI paryAyamAM - avasthAmAM zuddha pariName... A.hA...hA...! tene ahIMyAM samyakdaSTi - dharmI kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA...hA...! zaratuM bahu AkarI ! mAraga to prabhuno evo che. vItarAga sivAya bIje kyAMya e cIja che nahi. sarvajJa trilokanAtha paramAtmA jinendra tIrthaMkaradevanA zrImukhe je vANI nIkaLI evI cIja anyamAM kyAMya che ja nahi. ahIMyAM to paramAtmA ema kahe che ke, samyakdaSTi jIva niHzaMkita hoya che. ene pUrNAnaMda svarUpamAM zaMkA thatI nathI. AhA..hA....! pUrNa vItarAga AnaMdakaMda prabhu che enI dRSTi samyakdaSTine thaI che to e niHzaMka che, nirbhaya che. AhA...hA..! samajAya che ?

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120 kalAmRta bhAga-5 niHzaMka che. niHkAMkSita...." che. zubha bhAvanuM phaLa ane zubha bhAva mAro che, ema tenI icchA nathI, ruci nathI. A..hA..! samyakdaSTi jIva - dharmanI pahelI sIDhIvALo... A...hA...hA...! niHkAMkSita che. zubha bhAvanI icchA paNa nathI ane zubha bhAvanA phaLanI paNa) tene icchA nathI. rAga che, e rAganI jene icchA nathI, ruci nathI. AhA...hA...! rAga thAya che paNa (tenI) ruci nathI, tenI kAMkSA nathI, tenI abhilASA nathI, tenI icchA nathI. AhA...hA...! Avo mArga che. (e) niHkAMkSita che).. "nirvicikitsA DheSa nathI. koIpaNa cIja pratye tene dveSa nathI. jema nikAMkSitamAM rAga nathI tema nirvicikitsAmAM dveSa nathI. koIpaNa cIja pratye dveSa nathI. samyakdRSTi to koIpaNa pratikULa cIjane paNa zeya tarIke jANe che. e pratikULa che - evo dveSa nathI. AhA.hA...! samajAya che ? pahelAM niHzaMka kahyuM. vastu pUrNa AnaMda svarUpa che te huM chuM emAM zaMkA nathI ane zubha bhAvanI icchA - abhilASA nathI ane pratikULatAmAM jene dveSa nathI. AhA...hA...! traNa thayA. "amUDhadRSTi" samyaphadRSTi mUMjhAtA nathI. mUDhadRSTi nathI. game tevo prasaMga hoya paNa amUDhadRSTi (che). anya matanA game tevA prazno ho, game te zAstra ho paNa temAM tenI mUDhatA na hoya. emAM koI mArga che ke emAM kAMIka che evI mUDhatA samyakradRSTine hotI nathI. AhA..hA..! samajAya che ? vItarAgasvarUpa bhagavAna AtmA ane vItarAga bhagavAne jI kahyuM emAM tenI mUDhatA nathI ane e sivAya bIjA mArgamAM mUDhatA nathI ke bIjAmAM kAMIka che, evuM che nahi. AhA...hA..! A to sarvajJa paramAtmA jinendradeva tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnI vANI che, bhAI ! A..hA..! ahIMyAM kahe che, mUDha nathI. A.hA...! dharmI samyakudRSTi jIva mUDha nahi. anya (matamAM) koI mahA puNyavaMta prANI hoya ane lAkho-karoDo (mANaso) ene mAne to ene mUDhatA (thatI nathI) ke, emAM kAMIka haze. evo mUDha hoto nathI. samajAya che ? bIjAmAM bahAranA bahu camatkAra hoya tenAthI zuM ? caitanyacamatkAra vastu jene dRSTimAM AvI. AhAhA....! tene bIjA camatkAranI mahimA hotI nathI. AhAhA...! upagRhana" potAnA doSa che tene gopave che, pragaTa nathI karatA, TALe che. AhA...hA... samajAya che ? 'sthitikaraNa,..." vastusvarUpamAM sthitikaraNa - sthiratA karavAvALo che. rAgamAM sthiratA karavAvALo nathI. samajAya che ? A ATha aMga che. samakitInA niHzaMka Adi ATha AcAra che. AhA...hA! jhINI vAta, prabhu ! e mAragaDA evA (che), prabhunA evA mAraga jene

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kaLaza-16 1 1 21 hAtha Avyo enA bhavanA aMta ! ene pachI bhava hoya nahi. AhAhA..! sthitikaraNa (arthAtu) potAnA AtmAne sthira kare ane bIjA AtmAo paNa vItarAga svabhAvathI bhraSTa thatA hoya tenI paNa sthiti kare ke, prabhu ! mArga A che, bIjo mArga nathI. vAtsalya..." AtmA pratye ene prema che ane sAdharmI pratye paNa tene prema che e rAga che, e vikalpa che. AhAhA...! dharmIne dharmAtmA pratye vAtsalya hoya che. jema gAyane vAcharaDA pratye vAtsalya nAma prema che, tema samyaphadRSTine (bIjA) samyaphadRSTi Adi dharmAtmA pratye prema che. AhAhA..! samajAya che ? prabhAvanA,..." (arthAtu) aMtara svarUpanI prabhAvanA. . (eTale) vizeSe zuddhinI vRddhinI kare. aMtaramAM zuddhinI vRddhi kare e nizcaya prabhAvanA (che). bahAramAM deva-guru-zAstranA zubha bhAva Ave che to prabhAvanA kare che. e vyavahAra prabhAvanA che. A..hA..! samajAya che ? e "aMgarUpa guNo" che. e ATha aMga che. aMgI samakitadRSTi (che). jema aMgI A zarIra che) ane A aMga che - hAtha, paga e aMga che. tema aMgI samyakdRSTi che) tenA ATha avayava - aMga che. samajAya che ? bhASA to sAdI che, bhAI ! vastu to je che te che. anaMta kALamAM anaMta tIrthakaro ema kahetA AvyA che. paramAtmA birAje che. mahAvidehamAM sImaMdhara bhagavAna trilokanAtha (birAje che). tyAM "sImaMdharasvAmI' pAse saMvata 49mAM "kuMdakuMdAcAryadeva' gayA hatA, ATha divasa rahyA hatA. tyAMthI AvIne A zAstra banAvyA che. samajAya che ? bhagavAna mojUda birAje che. kroDa pUrvanuM AyuSya che, pAMcaso dhanuSano deha che, abajo varSathI che, hajI abajo varSa rahevAnA che. mahAvidehamAM bhagavAna mojUda che. tyAMthI A vANI AvI che. samajAya che ? AhA...hA...! kahe che, e ATha aMga che. jema be hAtha, be paga, vIsa AMgaLIo che, te aMgI je zarIra che tenA aMga che. tema samakitI che e aMgI che, A tenA ATha aMga che. AhA..hA..! che ? "aMgarUpa guNo...." che to paryAya paNa guNa kahevAmAM AvyA che. samakita paNa paryAya che. samakita guNa nathI, guNa to trikALa che. dravya ane guNa je che e to trikALI che ane pragaTa thAya che te paryAya thAya che. samyagdarzana paNa paryAya che. are..! kevaLajJAna paNa paryAya che. guNa to trikALI jJAnaguNa (che). bhagavAna AtmA dravya - vastu che ane teno jJAnaguNa trikALa che. tenI kevaLajJAna Adi paryAya che. mati-zruta Adi e badhI paryAya - avasthA che. ema samyagdarzana paNa AtmAnI eka nirmaLa paryAya che. ene ahIM guNa tarIke (kahevAmAM AvyuM che. samajANuM kAMI ? jJAnAvaraNAdi ATha prakAranAM pudgaladravyanAM pariNamanane haNe che;" AhA...hA...!

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122 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 samadraSTi - satyadRSTi sasvarUpa bhagavAna pUrNa svarUpa ! tenI dRSTi tathaI) ane anubhavamAM AvyuM tene A ATha aMga pragaTa thAya che. e ATha aMga dvArA pUrvanA bAMdhelA je karma che tenI te nirjarA kare che. samajANuM kAMI ? "nirjarA adhikAra che ne ? AhA..hA...! potAnuM je nija dhruva svarUpa, pUrNa dhruva (svarUpa che) tenI aMtara dRSTi thaI, bahirAtmapaNuM chUTI gayuM, rAga ane puNyanA phaLa ane puNya huM chuM, evI buddhi bahirAtma - mithyAdRSTi che te buddhi chUTI gaI. huM to bhagavAna pUrNa zuddha caitanyaghana sarvajJa jinezvare kahyo te pUrNAnaMdano nAtha huM chuM. AhA...hA...! AvI daSTivaMtane A ATha aMga (hoya) che, tenA avayava che. samyagdarzana avayavI che - aMgI che (ane) A ATha tenA aMga - avayava che. AhA..hA...! e ATha aMga dvArA pUrvakarmano nAza kare che. samajANuM kAMI? A..hA..hA..! prazna :- karma to parapadArtha che teno zuM nAza kare ? samAdhAna :- A to nimittathI kathana che. nirjarA to traNa prakAranI che. e to kahyuM hatuM ne ? nirjarA traNa prakAranI che. eka to karma khare te nirjarA che. e nimittanuM kathana che. azuddhatAno nAza thAya e azuddha nizcayanayanI paryAyanuM kathana che ane zuddhinI vRddhi thAya te paNa nirjarA che. pahelAM A traNa prakAra kahyA hatA. jhINI vAta che, bhAI ! A to paramAtmA jinendradevano mArga che. AhA...hA...! eNe anaMta kALamAM "munivrata dhAra anaMta aira raiveyaka upAyo munivrata lIdhA, paMca mahAvrata pALyA, aThyAvIsa mULa lIdhA. evA "munivrata dhAra anaMta baira, raiveyaka upajAyo che DhALAmAM Ave che. pai AtamajJAna bina leza sukha na pAyo" AhA...hA....! e paMca mahAvratanA pariNAma, aThyAvIsa mULaguNanA bhAva Asava che, duHkha che. AhAhA...! "munivrata dhAra anaMta aira raiveyaka upajAyo, pai AtamajJAna bina leza sukha na pAyo' aMze paNa sukha na maLyuM kemake e to badhuM vikAra, rAga, duHkha che. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? AtmabhagavAna atIndriya AnaMdano nAtha ! atIndriya AnaMdano to bhaMDAra - nidhAna AtmA che ! tenuM jJAna thAya to tyAM atIndriya AnaMdano svAda Ave che. AhAhA..! samyakdRSTine atIndriya AnaMdano aMza vyaktapaNe anubhavamAM Ave che. mahAvrata dhAraNa karIne anaMtavAra muni thayo paNa AtmajJAna karyuM nahi. AhA...hA...! mumukSu : laukika bhaNataramAM zuM hatuM. uttara :- laukika bhaNataramAM dhULa che. tyAM to badhA pApa che. A (bhAI) moTA vakIla hatA. vakIlAtanuM badhuM pApa hatuM. prazna :- moTA ke khoTA ? samAdhAna - khoTA. paNa duniyAmAM to ema kahe ne? pAMtrIsa varSa pahelAM korTamAM jatA (to) pAMca kalAkanA basso rUpiyA letA. basso rUpiyA ! e bhaNatara badhA mUDha ane ajJAna

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kaLaza-16 1 123 hatA. A DaoNkTaro badhA moTA pUchaDA lagADe che ne ? e to badhuM jANapaNuM ajJAna hatuM, ajJAna. I kuzAna che. AhA..hA...! A to AtmajJAna ! AtmajJAnamAM rAga paNa nahi, 52 paNa nahi ane paryAya paNa nahi. AhA..hA...! prazna :- AtmajJAnanuM phaLa zuM ? samAdhAna :- A cidAnaMda svarUpa jANe te enuM svarUpa. AtmA eTale anaMta AnaMda ane jemAM amApa anaMta guNanI saMkhyA paDI che. kahyuM hatuM ne ? AkAzanA pradeza che enAthI anaMtaguNA guNa eka AtmAmAM che. AhA..hA...! AkAza, AkAza che ne ? khAlI... khAlI... khAlI... A lokamAM jema khAlI che (ema) aloka... aloka... aloka... aloka... kyAMya aMta nahi evuM AkAza (che). enA je anaMta pradeza che enAthI anaMtaguNA eka AtmAmAM guNa che ! A..hA..hA...! bhAI ! enuM bhAsana thavuM joIe. AhA..hA...! AkAza... AkAza... AkAza... kayAMya aMta che ? A loka pachI (cAMya aMta che) ? aMta kayAMya nahi enA pradezanI anaMtatA enAthI anaMtaguNA A AtmAmAM anaMtaguNA guNa che !! saMkhyAe anaMtaguNA) ! ane eka eka guNanI anaMtI paryAya che ane eka eka guNamAM anaMtI zakti che. AhA..hA... evo je bhagavAnaAtmA ! (tenI) sanmukha thaIne enuM jJAna thavuM, je jJAnamAM atIndriya AnaMdano svAda aMze Ave, je jJAnamAM zAMtino aMza pragaTa thAya... A..hA..hA...! tene AtmajJAna ane samyagdarzana kahe che. samajAya che kAMI ? sabhyaSTi hajI AvA hoya, enA pachI zrAvakanuM pAMcamuM guNasthAna e to koI alaukika vAtuM che ! AhA..hA...! ene to aMdara zAMtinA zeraDA (chUTe), zAMti vadhI gaI hoya. sarvArthasiddhanA ekAvatArI jIvane cothA guNasthAne je zAMti che enA karatAM pAMcamAM guNasthAnamAM zAMti vadhI gaI. aMtara zAMti... zAMti... zAMti. akaSAya pariNamana vadhI gayuM hoya. AhA...hA...! jhINI vAtuM bahu, bhAI ! vItarAga sivAya A vAta che nahi. ahIMyAM kahe che ke, e jJAnAvaraNAdi karmane haNe che. jema sUryanA kiraNa aMdhakArano nAza kare che... AhA..hA...! ema bhagavAnaAtmAnA samyagdarzananA ATha aMgo prakAzamaya che, e karmanA rajakaNono udaya Ave to eno nAza karI nAkhe che. enuM nAma nirjarA (che). zuddhinI vRddhi kare che, azuddhatA gaLe che, karma TaLe che. traNene nirjA kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA..hA...! bhASA to sAdI che. prazna :- traNe kAma ekasAthe thAya ke AgaLapAchaLa thAya ? samAdhAna :- ekasAthe traNe (thAya che). AgaLapAchaLa nahi, traNe ekasAthe (thAya che). ahIM to karma gaLe che I apekSA levI che. karma to ene kA2Ne gaLe che, e to jaDa

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124 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 che. jaDane AtmA gALe ema che nahi. AtmA azuddhatA TALe che ane samyagdarzananI zuddhatA vadhAre che ethI pelA karma enI meLAe tyAM nAza thavAne yogya hatA te nAza thAya che. are, are...! AvI vAtuM che. AhA...hA....! samajANuM kAMI ? mArga Avo che, bhAI ! anaMtakALamAM koI dI eNe AtmajJAnanI darakAra karI ja nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? bIjA jANapaNA karyA, zAstranA (jANapaNA) karyA. e badhA nirarthaka che. A saMsAranA badhA bhaNatara bI.e. ne ela.ela.bI. badhA mIMDA (che), pApanA bhaNatara mumukSu :- paisA kharcIne pAsa thAya che. uttara :- paisA kharcIne pAsa (thAya che) ! A to AtmajJAna, jemAM karmanI nirjarA thAya ane jemAM azuddhatA TaLI jAya. zuddhatAnA svabhAvanuM bhAna thatAM, anubhava thatAM samyaphadRSTine azuddhatA gaLI jAya che. enuM nAma nirjarA kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA..! samajANuM kAMI ? A apavAsa karyo ne nirjarA karI. (e vAta) gapagapa che ! apa-vAsa e to apavAsa che, mATho vAsa che. rAgano zubha bhAva hoya e mATho vAsa (che). upavAsa to ene kahIe ke, caitanya zuddha vastunI upa nAma samIpamAM vase, aMdara jAya. AhA..hA..! AvI vAta che. ene ahIMyAM nirjarA thAya che (ema) kahe che. che ne ? AhAhA..! "jJAnAvaraNAdi ATha prakAranAM pugaladravyanAM pariNamanane haNe che." kharekhara to ahIMyAM azuddhatA TaLe che ane zuddhatA vadhe che tyAre karma tenA kAraNe nAza pAme che. I to jaDanI paryAya che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? bhAvArtha Ama che ke samyagdaSTi jIvanA jeTalA je koI guNo che." vizeSa (guNo) nAkhyA che. saMskRtamAM nAkhyA che, gujarAtImAM nAkhyA che. A kIdhAM ne ? saMskRtamAM che, lyo ! pAnuM I nIkaLyuM ! saMskRtamAM che. saMvega, nirveda, saMvega (arthAtu) zuddhatA pragaTa karavAno jene aMdara vega che. AhA..hA..! nirveda (arthAta) parathI, rAgathI nirveda che - udAsa che. niMdA (arthAtu) rAga Adino koI vikalpa thayo hoya to enI niMdA kare. zubha bhAvanI vAta che. gRhaNA, upazama, bhakti. AtmAnI hoM ! ane paranI bhakti - zubha rAga. vAtsalya ane anukaMpA. tyAM saMskRtamAM evA bola lIdhA che. AnuM saMskRta che. "adhyAtma taraMgiNI saMskRtamAM A badhuM che. badhuM joyuM che ne ! pAThamAM che, hoM ! saMskRtamAM che. samyakradRSTinA ATha guNa che, bhegA A ATha paNa che. AhA...hA...! te kAraNathI samyagdaSTi jIvane zuddha pariNAma hotAM..." jeTalA zuddha pariNAma (thayA) - pavitra samyagdarzana, jJAna, svarUpa AcaraNa Adi sthiratAnA jeTalA pariNAma thayA e pariNAma jJAnAvaraNAdi karmono sUkSmamAtra paNa baMdha kadI paNa nathI." che ? e pariNama sUkSmamAtra

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kaLaza-16 1 125 paNa baMdha nathI karatA. AmAMthI koI ema kADhI lye ke, samyakdaSTine to bilakula baMdha che ja nahi. ema che nahi. A to jeTaluM zuddha pariNamana che eTalo tene baMdha nathI. samyakdaSTine hajI rAga che, saMkalpa-vikalpa uThe che teTalo Asava paNa che ane teTalo baMdha paNa che. samyagdarzana thayuM eTale baMdharahita thaI gayo ema nathI. are..! cAritravaMta sAcA saMta muni hoya jene traNa kaSAyano abhAva (thayo hoya) ane chaThTha-sAtame guNasthAne jhUlatA hoya ! kSaNamAM chaThThuM ane kSaNamAM apramatta dazAnA AnaMdano anubhava (hoya) ! e munine paNa je chaThTha guNasthAne AvatA mahAvrata AdinA vikalpa uThe che e baMdhanuM kAraNa che. AhA..hA...! ahIMyAM to zuddha pariNamana che tenAthI baMdha nathI eTaluM samajavuM. emAMthI keTalAka evuM kADhe che ke, samyakUdRSTi thayo tene bilakula baMdha che ja nahi ane Asrava che ja nahi. (paraMtu) ema che ja nahi. AhA..hA...! samyagdarzana thayA pachI hajI jeTalo rAga bhAga utpanna thAya che teTalo Asrava paNa che, teTalo baMdha paNa che, teTaluM karmabaMdhana thAya che. AhA..hA...! dasamA guNasthAna sudhI cha karmano baMdha che. thoDo lobha che ne ? lobha ! dasame (guNasthAne) ! to cha karmano baMdha thAya che evo pATha che. AhA...hA..! dasamA guNasthAne lobhano aMza che tyAM cha karma baMdhAya che. jo dasame baMdhAya che to cothe, pAMcame, chaThTha bilakula baMdha nahi ? jeTalo rAga utpanna thAya che eTalo to ene Asrava ane baMdha che. paNa ahIM zuddha pariNamana che te baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? kheMcAtANa karI nAkhe ke, samyakdaSTi thayo tene rAga paNa nathI ane tene dveSa paNa nathI (ema nathI). samikatIne cothe, pAMcame (guNasthAne) ArdradhyAna ane raudradhyAna paNa thAya che. chaThTha guNasthAne ArttadhyAna thAya che, raudradhyAna nahi. AhA..hA...! jeTalA aMze rAga Avyo teTalA aMze to baMdha che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? 'zreNika' rAjA ! lyo, 'zreNika' rAjA kSAyika samikatI ! tIrthaMkara gotra bAMdhyuM che. vartamAnamAM pahelI narakamAM che. corAzI hajAra varSanI sthiti che. tyAMthI nIkaLIne AgAmI covIsInA pahelA tIrthaMkara thaze. kSAyika samakitI ! ene mRtyu vakhate jhera khAvAno bhAva thaI gayo. teno putra jelamAM mAravA Avyo, e mAravA nahoto Avyo, Avyo to hato choDAvavA, paNa ene zaMkA paDI ke, ANe mane jelamAM nAkhyo che, mAravA Avyo (lAge) che. jhera pIdhuM. eTalo rAga to che. kSAyika samikatI che to eTalo rAga che, eTalo baMdha che ane eTalo Asrava che. samajANuM kAMI ? mumukSu :- guNasthAna anusAra baMdha to hoya ja. uttara :- jeTalo rAga che teTalo baMdha thAya ja che. ahIMyAM to jeTaluM zuddha pariNamana thayuM che tenAthI baMdha nathI, tenAthI nirjarA che. eTaluM kahevuM che. AhA..hA....! emAMthI ema kADhe ke, samyagdarzana thayuM eTale ene koI baMdha paNa nathI, rAga paNa nathI, duHkha paNa nathI.

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126 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 jeTalo rAga che teTaluM duHkha che. samajAya che ? AtmAnA AnaMdano jeTalo anubhava Avyo teTaluM sukha che ane jeTalo rAga Ave che teTaluM du:kha che. mithyAdRSTine ekaluM duHkha che, kevaLIne ekalo AnaMda che, sAdhakane AnaMda ane duHkha banne sAthe che. samajAya che kAMI ? kemake apUrNa che ne ? jyAM sudhI pUrNa AnaMda pragaTa) na thAya tyAM sudhI AkuLatAno rAga Ave che. AhA...hA...! ahIMyAM kahe che, ahIMyAM paheluM kIdhuM ne? "sUkSmamAtra paNa baMdha kadI paNa nathI." paNa kono laIne ? ke, e jIvane "zuddha pariNAma hotAM." e jeTalA zuddha pariNAma thayA ene laIne. emAMthI keTalAka evuM kADhe che ke, samakitIne zuddha pariNAma hoya che, jarI paNa azuddha hotA nathI. evuM che nahi. azuddha na hoya to vItarAgatA hovI joIe. AhA...hA....! samajAya che ? bhASA eTalI levI ke, "zuddha pariNAma hotAM...." ( mana) samyagdarzana e zuddha pariNAma che. samyagdarzananA je ATha aMga che e zuddha che. AhA..hA...! e "zuddha pariNAma hotAM..." ene kAraNe aMze baMdha nathI. paNa pUrvano thoDo karma (udaya) Avyo e kharI jAya che. samajAya che ? vItarAga mArga to anekAMta che. ema ekAMta mAnI levuM ke, samyakudRSTi thayo eTale bilakula Asrava ane baMdha che ja nahi, ema che nahi. Asava, baMdha bilakula na hoya evuM) to terame guNasthAne kevaLajJAnIne thAya che. AhAhA...! are...! caudame guNasthAna che tyAM sudhI asiddha che. tyAM sudhI siddha nathI thayA eTale asiddha che. udayabhAvanA 21 bola Ave che ne ? udayabhAvanA 21 bola Ave che). "tattvArtha sUtra' ! ekavIsa bolamAM asiddha bhAva lIdho che. asiddha ! hajI siddha nathI thayA) to eTalo doSa che. AhA...hA...! tyAM sudhI saMsArI kIdhAM che. asiddha eTale siddha nahi. caudame guNasthAne paNa hajI pratijIvI guNanuM viparIta pariNamana che. AhA...hA..! bhAre vAtuM, bApu ! samajANuM kAMI ? ahIMyAM to "zuddha pariNAma hotAM..." e pariNAmanI apekSAthI ema lIdhuM. paNa ene zuddha pariNAma thayA mATe bilakula baMdha ja nathI ema nathI. cothe to hajI traNa kaSAyano rAga che, pAMcame hajI be kaSAyano rAga che, chaThuM eka saMjvalanano rAga che. jeTalo rAga che eTalo baMdha to che. AhA...hA...! pachI kahe che ne ? jJAnIno bhoga nirjarAno hetu che. e Ave che, AvI gayuM. e kaI apekSAe ? bhogano bhAva to pApa che. paNa dRSTimAM zuddhatA paDI che ane tenI mukhyatA karIne bhogano bhAva kharI jAya che ema mukhya karIne kahyuM che. gauNapaNe to bhogano bhAva pApa che. jJAnIno bhoga nirjarA hetu che to pachI bhoga choDIne aMdara vItarAgatA pragaTa karavI to rahetI nathI. samajANuM kAMI? ema ekAMta pakaDe to ema na cAle. AhAhA..! prazna :- bhoga vakhate nirjarA thAya che eTalI zuddhatA che ?

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kaLaza-16 1 127 samAdhAna :- e mukhyatAnI dRSTie, dravyadRSTinI apekSAe nirjarA kahyuM. paNa gauNapaNe aMdara rAga che teTalo baMdha che. AhA..hA..! hajI pUrNa zuddhatA thaI gaI che ? pUrNa zuddhatA to kevaLajJAnamAM che. AhA...hA...! bhAI ! ahIM paramAtmAnA mArgamAM to samaya samayanA lekhA che. ahIM ghaNA kahe che, atyAre moTI takarAra I che ne ? ke, "zuddha pariNAma hotAM...." karmano sUkSmamAtra paNa baMdha nathI. I zuddhatAnI apekSAnI vAta che. jeTalI hajI azuddhatA bAkI che teTalo baMdha che). samakitIne bAkI che, pAMcame bAkI che, munine bAkI che. AhA..! dasamA (guNasthAna) sudhI azuddhatA che. bApu ! e vAta che, eno niSedha na thAya. ene kaMI baMdha ja nathI (ema nathI). AhA...hA...! "zuddha pariNAma hotAM.' temanI vanya:) che ne ? AhAhA...! thoDo paNa baMdha (puna: sapi nAsti) "kadI paNa nathI." ema kIdhuM, lyo ! jeTalA samyagdarzana, samyakajJAna ane svarUpanI sthiratAnA pariNAma thayA eTalA zuddha che. e zuddha pariNAmathI baMdha nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? tyAM hajI pUrNa zuddha nathI. pUrNa zuddha hoya to to vItarAga thaI jAya, kevaLI thaI jAya. AhA...hA...! jyAM sudhI yathAkhyAta cAritra na pragaTe tyAM sudhI to azuddhatA che. AhA...hA..! samajAya che ? I takarAra che ne ? (eka mumukSune) I ja vAMdho hato ne ? hamaNA 'vaDodamAM kAMIka I carcA cAlI che. "vaDoda. vaDoda !" koI mumukSu vAMcato haze I ema kahe che ke, samakitIne bilakula rAga hoya ja nahi. ahIMno vAMcanAro koI mumukSu haze. 'vaDoda vaDoda !" (eka) bhAI tyAM gayA haze (eNe kIdhuM) ema nathI. ahIM taraphanuM vAMcana haze to e kahe, ene bilakula baMdha nathI. rAga che ja nahi. are..! ema nahi. bhAI ! koNa vAMcatA haze ? kAMI nAma ApyuM nathI. adheDa mANasa hatA ema lakhyuM che. adheDa eTale AdheDa. amAre AdheDa kahe che ne ? 4pa-50 varSanA koI (bhAI) maMdiramAM AdheDa vAMcatA haze. ema na hoya. AhA...hA...! dharmIne to samyagdarzana, jJAna ane jeTalI svarUpanI zuddhatA pragaTI che eTaluM baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI ane jeTalo azuddha bhAva che, samakitIne, paMcama guNasthAnavALAne, munine teTalI azuddhi baMdhanuM kAraNa che. ema karIne svacchanda kare (ke), samyakdRSTi thayA eTale amAre have koI baMdha nathI. e to svacchandI che. samajANuM kAMI ? (manA vanya:) (puna: pi nAti) ema che ne ? thoDo paNa baMdha nathI. I zuddha pariNAmathI thoDo paNa baMdha nathI ema levuM. paNa ene bilakula baMdha ja nathI ema na levuM. e to mArgathI viruddha thaI jAya. AhA..hA..! kSAyika samakitI zreNika rAjA ! (emane) jhera khAvAno bhAva hato e rAga hato, duHkha hatuM. samakitane doSa nathI. cAritradoSathI samakitane doSa nathI paNa cAritradoSa che e doSa che. samajAya che ? cAritradoSathI samakitane doSa

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128 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 lAge ema nahi. paNa samakitIne paNa jeTalo azuddhatA Adi cAritradoSa che e jeTalI azuddhi che te baMdhanuM kAraNa che. Avo mArga che, prabhu ! tyAre pelA ema kahe ke, samyagdarzana vinA paNa ame apavAsa ne vrata karIe emAM amane nirjarA che ! e mithyAtva che. samajAya che kAMI ? mumukSu - dRSTipradhAna kathana che. uttara - dRSTipradhAna kathana che. dRSTinuM jora ApatA samyagdarzanano viSaya Akho bhagavAna pUrNa che enI dRSTinuM jora ApatA enA bhogane nirjarA kIdhI che. paNa ema mAnI le ke, eno bhoga karmabaMdhano hetu che ja nahi, nirjarAno hetu che, ema che nahi. samajANuM kAMI ? Avo mArga che, bhAI ! AhA..hA..! vItarAgamArgamAM AvI vAta che, bIje kyAMya koI ThekANe che nahi. AhA..hA..! kharekhara AvI vAta to zvetAMbaramAM paNa nathI. kAraNa ke (emaNe) to kalpita zAstra banAvyA che. digaMbaramAMthI zvetAMbara nIkaLyA. be hajAra varSa thayA. AhA...hA...! emAM paNa A vastu nathI, kalpita vastu che. A to alaukika paramAtmAnI trikALa divyadhvani ! A..hA..hA...! kahe che ke, zuddhatAnA pariNAmathI baMdha nathI. 'ta pUrvopAtta manumavata: nizcitaM nirnaraT Uva' (ta) jJAnAvaraNAdi karma - pUrvopAtta) samyakatva UpajyA pahelAM ajJAna-rAgapariNAmathI bAMdhyuM hatuM je karma - tenA udayane (jhanumati:) je bhogave che." bhogave che eTale ? eTalo rAga hajI che. chatAM ahIMyAM tenI gaNatarI nahi gaNIne, bhogave che e nirjarA thaI jAya che, ema kIdhuM. paNa jeTalo rAgano bhogavaTo che teTaluM ene hajI baMdhana che. jJAnAvaraNIya (Adi) ATha karma baMdhAya che. cothe, pAMcame, chachuM sAta-ATha karma baMdhAya che (ema) nathI AvatuM ? AyuSya hoya to ATha karma bAMdhe ane na hoya to sAta bAMdhe. bhAI ! AvI vAta che, bApu ! prazna :- karmonI nirjarA thAya che ? samAdhAna :- jeTalI zuddhatA che teTalA pramANamAM pUrvanI nirjarA thAya che. paNa pUrvano udaya Avyo che ahIM bhogave ane bhogave I pApa pariNAma azuddha che enuM paNa baMdhana na thAya ema nathI. A bhagavAnano svacchanda mArga nathI. "puruSArthasiddhi-upAyamAM AvyuM che. jeTale aMze zuddhi eTale aMze nirjarA. jeTalA aMze rAga eTalA aMze baMdha. "puruSArthasiddhi-upAya ! "amRtacaMdrAcAryadeva ! AhA...hA....! tyAM to tyAM sudhI kahyuM che ke, tIrthakaragotra bAMdhe te paNa aparAdha che. zubha bhAva che ne ? puruSArthasiddhi-upAyamAM aparAdha gaNyo che. 'amRtacaMdrAcAryadeva'(no) mULa pATha (che). tIrthakaragotra bAMdhe I bhAva zubha che ne ? I kaMI zuddha nathI. zuddhathI baMdhana thAya ? zubhathI baMdhana che. (jeTalo) zubha che teTalo rAga che. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI ? eTalo aparAdha che. samyakdRSTine paNa zubha bhAvamAM tIrthakaragotra baMdhAya teTalo aparAdha che. puruSArthasiddhi

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kaLaza- 16 1 129 upAyamAM che. "amRtacaMdrAcAryadeva'nuM lakheluM che). ahIMyAM to e kahyuM ke, bhogave eTale ? (bhAva) Ave che paNa enI dRSTi enI upara nathI enI apekSAe nirjarA che ema kIdhuM che. paNa paryAyadaSTie ene jotAM jeTalo rAga bhogave che teTaluM ene baMdhana che. AvI vAta che. AghuMpAchuM kare I na cAle. satyane satya rIte rAkhavuM joIe. AhA..hA..! che ? "jJAnAvaraNAdi karmanuM gaLavuM che. jeTaluM bhogave che e badhuM samyaphadRSTine gaLavuM che. kevo che samyagdaSTi jIva ? zAzvata je svaparagrAhakazakti" A.hA...hA...! jJAnasvabhAva, bhagavAna AtmAno sarvajJa svabhAva, trikALI sarvajJa svabhAva che) e svaparagrAhaka zakti che. svane, parane jANavAnI zakti che. I svaparane jANe, parane potAnuM) mAne evI koI enAmAM zakti nathI. AhA..hA..! che ? sarvajJazakti AtmAmAM che. 47 zaktinuM varNana AvyuM che ne? sarvajJazakti, AtmAmAM sarvajJazakti che). sarvadarzI zakti, prabhutva zakti che). e sarvajJazakti che e to svaparane jANavAnI zaktivALuM tattva che. emAMthI je paryAya pragaTe I paNa svaparane jANavAnI zaktivALI (che). 'tenAthI paripUrNa evo prakAzaguNa, te ja che Adi mULa jenuM evuM je jIvadravya..." AhA..hA..! AvuM jIvadravya (che), kahe che. paripUrNa jJAna zaktithI bharelo bhagavAna ! ene jeNe samakitamAM anubhavyo, mAnyo ane jANyo evuM jIvadravya. teno anubhava karavAmAM samartha che. AnaMda ane jJAnano anubhava karavAmAM samakitI samartha che. ema kahe che. samajANuM kAMI ? zuM kahe che ? AtmAmAM jJa-jJAna svabhAva che e svapara jANavAnI zaktivALuM tattva che. samyakdRSTi ene anubhave che. rAgane anubhave che ane ahIM gauNa karIne ekalo jJAyaka zaktine ja anubhave che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. samajANuM kAMI ? bhAI ! AhA..hA...! 'teno anubhava karavAmAM samartha che." 'Avo che samyagdaSTi jIva, tethI tene nUtana karmano baMdha nathI, pUrvabaddha karmanI nirjarA che. eTalI apekSAe. jeTalI zuddhatA pragaTI che eTalI pUrvanA udayanI nirjarA che. baMdha che nahi. nirmaLa.. nirmaLa.... nirmaLa.. nirmaLa... bhagavAna paramAtmA ! evA nirmaLa svarUpanI dRSTi ane anubhava thayo ene nirmaLatAne kAraNe azuddhatA gaLIne karma maLe che eTaluM kahevAno Azaya che. paNa azuddhatA che eTaluM baMdhana che e paNa gauNamAM jANavuM joIe. | vizeSa laIzuM... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !)

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130 (manvAntiA) kalazAmRta bhAga-5 rundhan bandhaM navamiti nijaiH saGgato'STAbhiraGgaH prAgbaddhaM tu kSayamupanayannirjarojjRmbhaNena / samyagddaSTiH svayamatirasAdAdimadhyAntamuktaM jJAnaM bhUtvA naTati gaganAbhogaraDaMga vigAhya / / 30-162 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha :- kSamya ddaSTi: jJAnaM zrRtvA naTati" (samyAddaSTi:) samyagdaSTi arthAt zuddha svabhAvarUpa thaIne pariNamelo jIva (jJAnuM zrRtvA) zuddha jJAnasvarUpa thaIne (natti) potAnA zuddha svarUpe pariName che. kevuM che zuddha jJAna ? 'jJAtimadhyAntamuttuM" atIta-anAgatavartamAnakALagocara zAzvata che. zuM karIne ? nAmonAM viAjI (TVna) jIvanuM zuddhasvarUpa che (JamorAM) akhADAnI nAcavAnI bhUmi, tene viAdya) anubhavagocara karIne, evI che jJAnamAtra vastu, zA kAraNathI ? svayam atisAm' anAkulatvalakSaNa atIndriya je sukha tene pAmavAthI. kevo che samyagdaSTi jIva ? navam vandha rundha (navam) dhArApravAharUpa pariName che je jJAnAvaraNAdarUpe pudgalapiMDa evo je (vae) baMdha arthAt jIvanA pradezo sAthe ekakSetrAvagAha, tene nyan maTADato thako; kema ke ninai: sraSTAmi: sA: sAta:' (ninai: bhraSTAmi:) potAnA ja niHzaMkita, ni:kAMkSita ityAdi kahyA je ATha (alaina:) samyaktvanA sahArAnA guNa, te-paNe (sAta:) bhAvarUpa pariNamyo che, evo che. vaLI kevo che samyagdaSTi jIva ? tu prAvatuM rma kSayaM upanayana' (tu) bIjuM kArya evuM paNa thAya che ke (prAvatuM) pUrve bAMdhela che je jJAnAvaraNAdi (varma) pudgalapiMDa, teno (kSa) mULathI sattAnAza (upanayana) karato thako. zA vaDe ? nirnaronRmbhaLena (nirnA) zuddha pariNAmanA (gurRnmona) pragaTapaNA vaDe. 30.162.

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kaLaza-16 2 131 kArataka vada 14, zukravAra tA. 09-12-1977. kaLaza-162 pravacana-171 kaLazaTIkA' 16 2 chello kaLaza. "nirjarA (adhikAra)'no chello (kaLaza). rundhan bandhaM navamiti nijaiH saGgato'STAbhiraGgaH prArabaddhaM tu bhayamupanayannirjarojjRmbhaNena / samyagdRSTiH svamatirasAdAdimadhyAntamuktaM jJAnaM bhUtvA naTati gaganAbhogaraDaMga vigAhya / / 30-162 / / ' STa: jJAne mRtvA nati' "samyagdaSTi arthAt zuddha svabhAvarUpa thaIne pariNamelo jIva' AhAhA...! anAdithI azuddha pariNamanavALo jIva ane te huM ema mAnanAro) mithyASTi (che). AhAhA...! azuddha vikAranuM, mithyAtvanuM pariNamana che e azuddha pariNamana te huM evo je mithyAtva bhAva tene ekalI azuddha pariNati ja hoya che. saMsAramAM rakhaDavAnI dazA (Ane kahevAya). enI sAme A samyakudRSTi (jIvanI vAta kahe che). e samaSTi zuddha svabhAvarUpa thaIne pariNamyo che. dravyano je pavitra zuddha vastuno svabhAva e rUpe jenuM pariNamana thayuM che. AhAhA...! trikALa anaMta guNano piMDa prabhu! pavitratAno piMDa che. enI pavitratAnA dRSTinA lakSe je pavitratAnuM vartamAnamAM pariNamana - dazA thAya ene samyakudRSTi kahe che. AhA...hA...! ene paribhramaNa rahita kahe che. samajANuM kAMI ? ane jene AtmA zuddha caitanyaghana (che) eno jene Azraya ane avalaMbana nathI ane ekalA puNya ne pApanA mithyAtva bhAvanA avalaMbanamAM pariNamanamAM che te paribhramaNamAM anaMta bhavamAM rakhaDanAro che. AhA..hA..! A (samyakudRSTi jIva) anaMta bhavanA abhAva svabhAvarUpa che. jhINI vAta che. peluM vedAMtanuM AvyuM che ne ? vyAkhyAna pachI sAMbhaLavA jevuM che. potAnA zuddha svarUpe pariName che. AhA...hA...! (nAne mUvI) pahelI vyAkhyA to karI - samyaphadRSTinI vyAkhyA karI. "sISTi: jJAnaM pRthvI nati' eTale ke, samyaphadRSTi zuddha svabhAvarUpa thaIne "nati' eTale pariName che. AhAhA...! ajJAnI vikArarUpe thaIne pariName ane nAce che. AhA..hA..! cAhe to e paMca mahAvratanA pariNAma hoya topaNa)

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132 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 azuddha che ane enA rUpe pariNamIne nAce che ane e mane lAbhadAyaka che e mithyAtvabhAva che. AhA..hA...! samyakdaSTinI vyAkhyA karIne pachI (jJAnaM bhUtvA) (kahyuM). 'samyadRSTi: jJAna nRtva eTale zuddha svarUpanuM jene aMta2 pariNamana che e (jJAnaM bhUtvA) (arthAt) svabhAvabhUta thaIne pariName che. jJAna eTale AtmA. (jJAna mUtvA) zuddha jJAnasvarUpa thaIne...' potAnA zuddha svarUpe... "nati" che ? nati eTale pariName che, nAce che. bahu vAta (sarasa AvI che). dharmI ene kahIe, sukhane paMthe gayo ene kahIe ane janma-maraNanA aMta jene AvyA ene kahIe ke, je zuddha svarUpe 'navRtti' AhA..hA...! jevo eno trikALI zuddha svabhAva che e rUpe je nAce che eTale pariName che. AhA..hA...! AvI vAta che. 'jJAnaM zrRtvA nati' che ne ? zuddha jJAnasvarUpa...' jJAnane e zabda lAgu pADyo - zuddha jJAna. zuddha jJAna eTale zuddha AtmA. zuddha AtmA thaIne potAnA zuddha svarUpe nAce che, pariName che. A..hA..! ahIMyAM to atyAre (loko) samyakdaSTinI vyAkhyA (evI kare ke), sAdhAraNa deva-guru-zAstranI zraddhA (hoya te samyakdaSTa) ema karIne bese. AhA..hA...! ahIMyAM to samyakdaSTine baMdha nathI ema siddha karaze. mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhIno je baMdha che e ja mukhya baMdha saMsA2 che. ethI e je bhAva TaLyo che, mithyAtva eTale viparIta zraddhAnuM pariNamana ane anaMtAnubaMdhInuM asthiratAnuM ugra pariNamana, e jene gayuM che ene samyagdarzanamAM navo mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhIthI baMdha thato hato e baMdha thato nathI. jarI rAga Adi hoya che ene laIne baMdha paNa che paNa e baMdha alpa sthiti ane ane alpa rasavALo che. ethI mukhyapaNe mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhIne laIne je baMdhana hatuM e baMdhana Ane nathI tethI baMdhana karato nathI ema kahevAmAM Ave che. samajANuM kAMI ? arthamAM badhuM karyuM che. ApaNe A gujarAtI arthamAM badhuM karyuM che. aviratI samyaSTine tame baMdha nathI kahetA to ene cAritramohano udaya (to) che, rAga thAya che. ghAtikarma che to guNanI paryAya paNa keTalIka ghAta thAya che ane ene tame kaho cho ke baMdhana nathI ? kIdhuM, bhAI ! ahIMyAM mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhInA bhAvane ja baMdhanuM kAraNa gaNyuM che. mukhya mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhI e ja saMsAra che ane e baMdhana che ane e ja mithyAtva che, e Asrava che. AhA..hA...! ema (kahyuM) paNa ethI gauNapaNe je rAgAdi che te Asava che ane baMdha che eno ahIM niSedha nathI. paNa ene gauNa gaNIne baMdhana nathI kahevAmAM AvyuM che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? arthamAM badhuM che. mULa 'samayasA2'(mAM) ghaNuM lAMbu lakhANa che. A..hA...! ahIMyAM (kahe che), potAnA zuddha svarUpe pariName che. kevuM che zuddha jJAna " jJAna eTale AtmA. zuddha svarUpa bhavagAnaAtmA kevo che ? 'AtimadhyAnmatur' jenI Adi nathI, jenuM

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kaLaza-16 2 133 madhya nathI, jeno aMta nathI. enAthI (Adi-madhya-aMtathI) te rahita che. AhA...hA...! bhagavAna AtmA..! paryAya che tenI Adi paNa che ane paryAyano aMta paNa che. paNa vastu je che enI Adi paNa nathI, madhya nathI, aMta nathI. utpatti nathI, vinAza nathI. e dhruva Adi, madhya, aMtathI mukta che. AhAhA....! evo je A bhagavAna AtmA ! nityAnaMda prabhu ! AhA...hA...! e Adi-madhya-aMtathI rahita che. atIta atIta eTale gayo kALa. "anAgata...." eTale bhaviSya. vartamAna. A vartamAna. e "kALagocara zAzvata che." "tutti eTale enAthI rahita che eTale zAzvata che. Adi, madhya, aMtathI rahita che eTale zAzvata vastu che. AhA...hA...! e zAzvata vastu che tenI dRSTi karatAM je samyagdarzana thAya temAM ekaluM zuddhanuM pariNamana gaNavAmAM AvyuM che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA..! AvI vyAkhyA ane A badhuM samajavuM). bahArathI mAMDIne beThA ! A sAmAyika karI ne paDikamaNA karyA, dAna karyA ne maMdira banAvyA. bApu ! e to puNyanI kriyA ene kAraNe thAya. emAM rAganI maMdatAvALo jIva hoya to ene zubha bhAva - puNya baMdhAya. e kaMI dharma nathI ke dharmanuM kAraNa paNa nathI. AhA..hA..! dharma ane dharmanuM kAraNa - dharma ene kahIe ke je mithyAtva ane rAga-dveSa rahita zuddha pariNamana thAya tene dharma kahIe ane e dharmanuM kAraNa trikALI zAzvata dravya (che). samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! zuM karIne ? "nAmora vidi' (na"jIvanuM zuddhasvarUpa..." AkAza jema nirmaLa che ema AtmA zuddha nirmaLa svarUpa (che) ene gagana kahyo. bIjo artha karyo che ke, AkAzamAM rame che. paNa A gagana. 'jIvanuM zuddhasvarUpa..." I zuddha svarUpa trikALI zuddha svarUpa ja che. paryAyamAM je azuddhatA eka kSaNanI, eka samayanI che e sivAya AkhI cIja zuddha ja che. samajANuM kAMI ? I trikALa AnaMdano nAtha prabhu che. atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara che. magajamAM eka evo vicAra AvI gayo. zrutane aniSkriya kIdhuM che ne ! "kRtam ndriya bhAI ! 'tattvArthasUtramAM bhale mana artha karyo che. manathI. paramArtha zrutajJAna anIndriya (che). aMdara je bhAvakRta jJAna (thayuM), AtmAnA Azraye zuddha pariNamana (thayuM) e anIndriya che. ApaNe bapore AvI gayuM hatuM ne ? emAM magajamAM AvyuM. anIndrimaya bhavagAna che. "tattvArthasUtramAM ema lIdhuM ke, "kRtam mandriya anIndriyano artha tyAM mana karyo che. zrutajJAnamAM mana che. I vyavahArathI vAta karI. AhAhA....! ane matimAM paNa mana ane indriya kIdhuM che. mana eTale anIndriya ane indriya. anIndriya ane indriya jemAM nimitta che. eTale nizcayathI to anIndriya potAno svabhAva ane vyavahArathI manano, indriyano saMbaMdha che e vyavahAra che. aMtaramAM mati ane zrutajJAna che, sva caitanyanA avalaMbe

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134 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 thayeluM te to anIndriya ja che. samajANuM kAMI ? e to bapore AvyuM hatuM ne ? ene mana ane indriyanI apekSA nathI. evuM e anIndriya jJAna (che). athavA ene mana ane indriyathI thayelA jJAnanI paNa jene apekSA nathI. mana ane indriyanA nimittathI thayeluM je kSayomalamajJAna enI paNa jene samyajJAnamAM apekSA nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? kemake "niyamasAramAM bIjI gAthAmAM kahyuM ke, nizcaya samyagdarzana, jJAna parama nirapekSa che. samajANuM kAMI ? je AtmA aMdara paramAnaMdano nAtha prabhu enI anubhavamAM pratIti ane ene jJAna ne enI ramaNatA (thaI) e nizcaya mokSamArga parama nirapekSa che. eTale ke ene rAganA vyavahAranI koI apekSA che ja nahi. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? ahIMyAM to e AvyuM ne ? (cIna) zuddha jIvasvarUpa eka gagana. AhAhA..! (vipaDhiI) avagAhe che), aMdara avagAhe che. mana ane rAganuM avalaMbana choDI... AhAhA..! zuddha caitanya vastu je mahAbhaMDAra bhagavAna nidhAna ! che? e zuddha svarUpa "akhADAnI nAcavAnI bhUmi che. AhAhA...! akhADo hoya ne ? ema A zuddha svarUpa dhruva te nAcavAnI - pariNamananI bhUmikA e che. AhA...hA...! AvI vAtuM ! koI di karavAnuM kAMI sUchyuM na hoya ne bahAranI vAtuMmAM paDyA, emane ema marI gayA ! AhA...hA...! kahe che ke, "jIvanuM zuddhasvarUpa che." (mogara) "akhADAnI nAcavAnI bhUmi...' eTale zuddha pariNamananI e bhUmi che. AhA...hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? zuddha jIva svarUpa, trikALI zuddha svarUpamAM nAcavAno e akhADo (che) eTale pariNamavAno e akhADo che. AhAhA.! bhASA paNa kevI ? bhagavAna zuddha caitanya bhUmi.... zuddha caitanya bhUmi ! ene zuddha pariNamananI bhUmikA e che. AhA...! zuddha pariNamanano e akhADo che, e jagyA che, e sthAna che. AhAhA..! samajANuM kAMI ? A to AvI vAta che, bhAI ! tene anubhavagocara karIne....? dekho ! zuM kahe che ? je AtmA dhruva anAdianaMta, Adi-madhya-aMta rahita, mukta che) e zuddha pariNamananI bhUmikA - sthAna che. te sthAnane avagAhIne. AvI vAta che. (vITI) che ne ? (eTale) anubhavagamya karIne. AhA..hA...! je prabhu AtmA zuddha svarUpe samyaphadRSTi pariNamyo che I vAta pahelI karI. have I zuddha pariNamananI bhUmi zuM ? ke, zuddha Adi-madhya-aMtarahita vastu. enA upara pariNamana thAya che). nAcavAnI bhUmi e che. AhA..hA...! dhruva vastu te nAcavAnI pariNamananI bhUmikA che. AhA..hA....! janma-maraNa (rahita thavAnI rIta to A che. bAkI badhA janma-maraNa karI karIne sauthI nIkaLI gayA, eno ene thAka lAgato nathI. AhA..hA....! bhagavAna pavitra pariNamananuM sthAna - bhUmikA to trikALI dravya che. AhA..hA..! tevA trikALI dravyane viDhi) eTale ke anubhava karIne. AhAhA...! trikALI dhruva zuddha svarUpa te zuddha pariNamanano akhADo - jagyA (che). AhAhA....! tene viIi ) vizeSe karIne

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kaLaza-16 2 aMdara pakaDIne, aMdara jaIne pariNamana karavuM. AhA..hA...! Avo mArga che. (viAdya) 'anubhavagocara karIne...' eTale ? anubhavagamya karIne. anubhavamAM jaNAya jAya ema karIne. AhA..hA...! e trikALI cIja AnaMdano nAtha prabhu ! emAM (viAdya) (eTale) anubhava karIne. eTale tene barAbara jJAnamAM lAvIne. AhA..hA...! e svarUpamAM jaIne athavA jJAnanI paryAyamAM ene lAvIne. AvI vAtuM che. AhA..hA...! vItarAga sarvajJa 5ramezvara thavAno mArga, thayelAo thavAno mArga kahe che. pUrNa svarUpa vItarAga mokSanI mukta dazA pAmelA - bhAvamukti pAmelA) te mukta thavAno A upAya che) ema varNave che. AhA..hA...! mumukSu :- lIlAlahera che ! uttara :- AhA..hA...! 135 'anubhavagocara karIne,...' eTale ? e vastu je anAdithI agamya hatI ene vartamAna jJAnamAM gamya karIne. vartamAna jJAna temAM jaIne e vastu grAhya thaI jAya, gamya thaI gaI. jJAnanI paryAyamAM e cIja kevaDI che, kevI che e khyAlamAM AvI gayuM. AhA..hA...! AvI vAtuM che. lokone AkaruM lAge. A vrata ne tapa ne bhakti karatAM karatAM (thAya ema) ene sAdhana kaho, nahIMtara tamAro ekAMta che ema (loko) kahe che. AhA..hA...! kAMI nahi, bApu ! ene beThuM hoya I kahe. mArga to A che. AhA..hA...! vrata ne tapa ne bhakti e to vikalpa rAga (che). e to svarUpamAM nathI ane ahIM svarUpane grAhya karavuM che emAM rAganuM kAma (nathI), vyavahAranuM tyAM kAma ja nathI. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? pahelo nirdhAra - nakkI to kara. AhA..hA...! ke, jJAnanI vartamAna paryAyane trikALImAM (vAgha) eTale trikALIno paryAyamAM anubhava karIne. AhA....hA....! 'evI che jJAnamAtra vastu.' eTale zuM kIdhuM ? anubhavagamya thAya evI che jJAnamAtra vastu. AhA..hA...! e jJAnanI paryAyathI anubhava thaI zake ane gamya thaI zake evI vastu che. rAga ane puNyathI gamya thaI zake evI e cIja nathI. AhA..hA..! ahIMyAM to bhagavata svarUpa, badhA paramAtmasvarUpe aMdara che. ene avagAhe jA ! (ema) kahe che. samudramAM jema motI levA jAya che ne ? aMdara pese che. AhA..hA...! dhruva Adi-madhya-aMta rahita, Adi-madhya-aMtathI mukta che, rahita che. evI zAzvata vastu bhagavAnaAtmAnuM vidya) ene grAhya kara vizeSe grahaNa kara. eTale teno anubhava kara. AhA..hA...! ane te anubhavagamya thaI zake evI e cIja che. samajANuM kAMI ? e vyavahA2 dayA, dAnanA vikalpo che enAthI AtmA gamya thaI zake evI (e) cIja nathI. AhA..hA...! are......! vyavahAranA moTA vAMdhA. kyAMka sAdhana kahyuM hoya to (ene) vaLagyA. paNa bApu ! I to jene aMtara sAdhana thaI gayuM che ene e rAganI maMdatAno Aropa daIne sAdhana kahyuM che. zuM thAya paNa ?

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136 kalAmRta bhAga-5 bhAI ! AhA..hA....! ahIM tAro nAtha aMdara birAje che ne, kahe che. AhAhA...! ene avagAhamAM to jJAnanI dazA ja kAma Ave. AhA..hA...! dayA, dAna ne vrata ne bhaktinA pariNAma tyAM kAma na kare. AhA..hA..! kAraNa ke e to rAga che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA...! evI che jJAnamAtra vastu' kevI ke, anubhavagocara thaI zake evI. jJAnathI gamya thaI zake evI. rAga ane puNyathI gamya thaI zake evI e vastu nathI. AhAhA..! che ? AhA...hA...! "zA kAraNathI ?" "svayam tirasAt "anAkulatvalakSaNa atIndriya je sukha tene pAmavAthI." "tirasano artha karyo. AhA...hA! svayaM atIndriya AnaMdasvarUpa ene jJAnathI gamya karavAthI tene anAkuLa AnaMdano rasa Ave che. AhA...hA..! mALo zloka paNa kevo ! A siddhAMta kahevAya ! A..hA...! siddha thaI gayelI vastu ane siddha thavAnI vastu. AhAhA...! kahe che ke, "svayam tirasAt I svayaM vastu je jJAnagamya ane anubhavagamya thAya e anAkuLa AnaMdarasamaya che. tethI tenI paryAyamAM svayaM ati rasa Ave che. atIndriya AnaMdano rasa Ave che. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? Avo upadeza kevo lAge ? bhAI ! jhINuM jhINuM lAge badhuM. bApA ! bhAI ! tArI cIja evI che aMdara, AhA..hA..! ene kahe che, mana kAma na kare, indriya kAma na kare, rAga kAma na kare evI e cIja che. tyAM to e atIndriya AnaMdanA rasavALI cIja anubhavagamya thatAM tene AnaMdano ati rasa Ave che. AhA...hA...! rAgamAM ekAgra thatAM to tyAM jheranA rasa Ave che. ahIM AnaMdano (rasa) che, tyAM AkuLatAno rasa che. cAhe to e puNyanA pariNAma ho ke pApanA, AhA..hA..! e badhAM AkuLatAnA rasavALA che. AhA..hA...! saMsAranA bhaNatara, saMsAranA dhiMdhAnA bhAva e badhA kahe che ke, jheranA - AkuLatAnA rasavALA che. A...hA...! bhagavAnaAtmA ! "svayam tirasAt svayaM (arthAtu) jenA atIndriya AnaMdane koI paranI apekSA nathI. AhAhA....! svayaM ati atIndriya AnaMdamaya che paNa tenA anubhavane mATe "tirasAt dazA pragaTe che. ene koInI apekSA nathI. samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA...! svayam tirasa' e to "anAkulatvalakSaNa atIndriya je sukha..." che tene pAmavAthI." ema kahe che. AhAhA...! bhagavAna jJAnagaNya thatAM jJAnanI paryAyamAM te vastu jaNAtAM je atIndriya AnaMdasvarUpa che tene I pAme che. samajANuM kAMI ? AvI cIja che. vedAMtano eka kAgaLa Avyo che. parama di vAMcazuM badhA "bhAvanagaravALA (Ave tyAre). 'amarelIno vedAMtI che. bhAIe A benanuM vacanAmRta ApyuM haze (e) vAMcIne.... A.hA....! e patra Avaze. parama di' vAta. o.ho.ho..! A pustaka zuM che A te ! A to anubhUtino AkAra bahAra Avyo che ! che ne emAM ? pelo vedAMtI (Ama lakhe che) ! koI vedAMtI

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kaLaza- 16 2 137 che. bhAIe ApyuM haze. AhA..hA...! evuM koI pustaka bahAra AvyuM che ! I Ama rAjI rAjI thaI gayo, vedAMtI ! AtmAnA jijJAsune mATe A parama suzAstra che, ema lakhyuM che). AhA..hA...! paNa jene garaja hoya ene. jene AtmAnI garaja hoya ene mATe che. bhUkhyAne bhojana, tRpti ane puSTi. AhA..hA..! A to bApu ! mArga A che ne, bhAI ! AhA..hA...! (ahIMyAM kahe che), "svayam tirasI AhAhA.! bhagavAna AtmA atIndriya anAkuLa lakSaNa svarUpa che ane tene jJAnagaNya karavAthI te atIndriyarasane pAme che. zuM kahyuM samajANuM ? jyAM hoya tyAM be vAtanI) vadhAre mukhyatA kahe che - jJAna ane AnaMda, jJAna ane AnaMda, jyAM AtmA potAnA svayaM jJAnathI jyAM aMdara grAhya thAya che - anubhava kare che, vastuno anubhava (thAya che) e jJAnagaNyathI thAya che. nirmaLa pariNatithI aMdara grAhya thAya che. enI sAthe atIndriya anAkuLa AnaMdasvarUpa bhagavAna paNa emAM pamAya che. jJAnamAM atIndriya AnaMdanI paryAyanI prApti thAya che. AhA..hA..! eka eka zlokamAM keTaluM nAnuM che! AhA..hA...! A vItarAga paramAtmA jinendradevAnA bhakto samakitI jJAnI... AhAhA...! A to muni che. TIkAmAM muni artha karyo che. AhA...hA...! kahe che ke, AtmA vartamAna jJAnathI vastune (vihyi) (arthAta) anubhava kare. AhAhA....! tyAre tene atIndriya AnaMdasvarUpa bhagavAnane paryAyamAM pAme che. atIndriya AnaMda paryAyamAM pAme che. AhA...hA...! AvI vAta che. Ane bIjI rIte khatavI nAkhavI, bhAI ! e mArga nathI. AhA...hA...! prabhu ! tArA gharanI vAta tane kare ane tane na ruce ane gharabahAranI vyavahAranI vAtuM ruce ane ema kahe ke enAthI thAya. samajANuM kAMI? AhA..hA...! enuM ghara atIndriya jJAna ane atIndriya AnaMdamaya che. Adi-madhya-aMtathI rahita atIndriya jJAna, atIndriya AnaMda svarUpa che. ene vartamAna jJAnathI avagAhatA.... A..hA...hA...! vartamAna jJAnanI paryAyane, rAgathI bhinna karelI paryAyane aMtaramAM avagAhatA je jJAnamAM anubhavagamya thAya ke A cIja che enI sAthe atIndriya AnaMdano rasakaMda prabhu ! e atIndriya AnaMdarasa paNa paryAyamAM pamAya che. AhA...hA...! AvI vAtuM che, bApu ! AhAhA..! o..ho! chello zloka A nirjarAno zloka che. eka jaNo kahe ke, tame "samayasAranA bahu vakhANa karo cho (paNa) huM paMdaramAM dimAM vAMcI gayo ! bahu sArI vAta che, bApA ! ema ke, vAMcI gayo eTale emAM badhuM AvI gayuM ane tame to kaho cho ke, AvuM che ne AvuM che ne AvuM che. are... bhagavAna ! enA eka padane pahoMcI vaLavA mahApuruSArtha joIe che ! AhA...hA..! ene ghaNI kiMmata cUkavavI paDe che. A eka zloka to juo !

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138 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 AhA...hA...! nirjarAno adhikAra che ne ! mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhIno nAza thaI ane samyagdarzana ne svarUpaAcaraNanI sthiratA pragaTI. AhA...hA..! e karmane nijere che. ene ATaluM baMdhana nathI. tIvra je anaMtAnubaMdhI che e baMdhana nathI. ene sarvathA baMdha nathI ema koI mAnI le to e bhUlavALo che. ahIM to "jyAM jyAM je je yogya che tahAM samajavuM teha AhA...hA...! je ThekANe je apekSAe kahyuM te ThekANe te apekSAthI samajavuM. bIjI apekSA ghAlamela karIne samaje to e vastu nahi bese. AhAhA... kevo che samyagdaSTi jIva ? AhA...hA..! "navam vanyuM ' (nava) dhArApravAharUpa pariName che je jJAnAvaraNAdirUpe pudgalapiMDa evo je baMdha arthAt jIvanA pradezo sAthe ekakSetrAvagAha, tene maTADato thako;" navuM baMdhana ja maTADI de che, kahe che. ATalI apekSAe, hoM ! mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhIthI je navuM AvaraNa hatuM ene maTADI de che. samajANuM kAMI ? ane e ja mULa saMsAra che. mithyAtva e ja saMsAra, mithyAtva e Asava, mithyAtva e bhAvabaMdha.. AhAhA..! mithyAtva e duHkhano dariyo. AhAhA....! ane bhagavAna sukhano sAgara enuM samyagdarzana e paNa sukhanA sAgaranI tyAM gaMdha AvI che. AhA...hA....! tirasa"i AvyuM ne ? atIndriya AnaMdano rasa Avyo. AhA...hA...! kevo che I ? ke, te navA karmane maTADato thako. emAM sarvathA maTADato thako ema na levuM). jeTalA prakAre mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhI gayuM eTalA prakAre maTADato thako ema levuM. samajANuM kAMI ? mULa e ja che), saMsAranA mULiyAM I che. jenA jhADanAM mULa toDyA enA pAMdaDAM paMdara die mahine tUTe chUTako. samajANuM kAMI ? ema jeNe vastunA svarUpano anubhava dRSTi karI mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhIno nAza karyo eNe mULa toDI nAkhyuM. have asthiratAnA thoDA pAMdaDAM bAkI che e kharI jaze. svarUpamAM sthiratA karatAM karatAM kharI jaze. - "jIvanA pradezo sAthe ekakSetrAvagAha." ekakSetrAvagAha eTale jyAM AtmA che tyAM jJAnAvaraNAdi paramANu Ave, eka kSetre rahe. tene maTADato thako;" samyaphadRSTi potAnA jJAnathI jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAnane avagAhI - anubhava karIne tenA atIndriya AnaMdanA rasane pAmIne navA karmo ekakSetrAvagAha AvatA hatA tene maTADI de che. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? AvI vAtuM ! hajI vAta kaI paddhatie che I vAta pakaDatAM kaThaNa paDe ene aMdaramAM javuM e to alaukika vAtuM, bApu ! AhAhA...! ane karavAnuM hoya to e ja che. AhAhA....! bAkI to badhuM ThIka che. ekakSetrAvagAha, tene maTADato thako, kema ke "nirna: grAma: : sata: potAnA ja niHzaMkita, niHkAMkSita ityAdi kahyA je ATha samyaktvanA sahArAnA..." joyuM ? (ninai: kaSTama:) potAnA aSTAMga avayavo. samakita sAthe rahenAra (guNo). samakita avayavI (che)

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kaLaza- 16 2 139 ane samakita sAthe ATha bola (guNa) enA avayava che. e sAthe birAje che. AhA...hA...! samakitanA saMge ATha bola rahelA che. AhA..hA..! niHzaMka, niHkAMkSita, nirvicikitsA, amUDhadRSTi, upagUhana, sthitikaraNa, vAtsalya ane prabhAvanA. AhA...hA...! ahIMyAM nizcayanI vAta che, hoM ! vyavahAranA je ATha bola che e to puNya - vikalpa che. ahIMyAM to samyakanI saMgata kIdhAM che ne ! pATha ema che ne ! juo ! "ninai. aSTama: a:" nija nAma samyagdarzana je che tenI sAthe nizcaya samyagdarzananI sAthe ATha aMgo rahelA (che). samyagdarzana aMgI che enI sAthe ATha nizcaya aMgo rahelA che). jene aMdara niHzaMkapaNuM pragaTyuM che. pUrNa paramAtmA huM chuM evI niHzaMka dazA pragaTI che. jene puNyanA pariNAmanI paNa AkAMkSA maTI gaI che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? jene pratikULatA (svarU5) zeyane dekhIne dveSa thAya te TaLI gayo che. jene dveSa nathI. amUDhaSTi. mUDhadRSTi gaI che ane amUDhadRSTi thaI che. AhA...hA...! bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda svarUpanA anubhavanI aMdara pratIti je samyagdarzana thayuM tenA ATha aMga sahita e samakita birAje che. AhA..hA..! A nizcayanI vAta che, hoM ! ninaiH aSTAIma sA: sati: potAnA aSTAMgathI sahita, ema. 'sA: che ne ? "niHzaMkita, niHkAMkSita ItyAdi kahyA je ATha samyakatvAnA sahArAnA guNa..." samakitanI sAthe rahelI paryAya. AhA...guNa eTale paryAya. samajANuM? ' ?' A...hA...! e badhA enA aMgo che. samakitanA sahArAnA sAthe rahenArA AThe nizaMka, niHkAMkSita, amUDhadRSTi, upagUhana, sthitikaraNa, vAtsalya, prabhAvanA (Adi guNo che). vAtsalya - prema, aMdara AtmAno prema jAgyo che. AhAhA..! vAtsalya ane prabhAvanA (arthAta) zuddha svarUpanI pra - vizeSe vRddhi thavI. aMdara samakitanI sAthe rahelA ATha aMgo che. AhA...hA...! eka ThekANe Ave che ne ? ke, tame samakitI cho to vAtsalya karo, amane samajAvo. samajANuM kAMI ? ema kahyuM. are..! paNa I vAtsalya kevuM ? bApu ! bhAI ! samakitIne vAtsalya hoya che eTale je bhUlavALA che tene tame jaIne samajAvo. kemake samakitanuM vAtsalya eka aMga che. jagatanA jIvonA) aneka prakAra che. mumukSu :- koI samajAvavA gayuM nahi. uttara :- carcA karavA mATe, samajAvavA mATe AvavuM hatuM paNa tame ene nA pADI. are..! ema kahe ne ? bicArA ene to ema thAya ne ? eNe ema lakhyuM che ke, vAtacIta karatA nathI. potAnI vAta mUkatA nathI ane koInI sAMbhaLatA nathI. evI zailI che, bApu ! AkarI vAta che, bhAI ! AhA...hA...! jIva kyAM aTake che ane kyAM bhUle che ? I vAtuM bahu AkarI che, bApA ! AhA...hA..! samakitanA sahArAnA e aMgo che. AhA...hA...! e "bhAvarUpa pariNamyo che..."

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140 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 AhAhA..! samakitanA niHzaMka Adi ATha aMgo (che) evA bhAvarUpe pariNamyo che. AhA..hA..! ene ahIM ATha aMga kIdhAM. pelA vyavahAranA zubhabhAva (rU5) niHzaMka Adi nahi. AhA...hA...! vyavahAra ho, paNa ahIM to nahi. ahIM to aMdaranA je nizcayanA che tene ahIMyAM gaNavAmAM AvyA che. AhA...hA...! ahIM to zuddha pariNamana levuM che ne ! samakitanuM pariNamana zuddha ane enI sAthe ATha aMganuM zuddha pariNamana levuM che). AhA..hA..! e zuddha pariNamanamAM to nizcayanA niHzaMka Adi guNo) Ave. vyavahAra niHzaMka, niHkAMkSita vikalpa - rAga che. e ahIM na Ave. AhA...hA...! e ATha aMgarUpe pariNamyo che ema kIdhuM. paheluM ema kIdhuM ne ! samyakdRSTi jIva zuddha svarUpe pariNamyo che. ema A samakitapaNe pariNamyo che. ema A samakitanA ATha aMgapaNe paNa pariNamyo che. AhA..hA...! e vItarAgI paryAyapaNe thayo che ema kahe che. eka zloke to AkhA zAstranuM rahasya aMdara AvI jAya che. "zrImad kahe che ne ke, jJAnInuM eka vAkya anaMta AgamathI bhareluM che. AhA..hA...! sAta:"no artha e karyo. "vaLI kevo che...?' AhA..hA..! evo che. vaLI kevo che samyagdaSTi jIva ?' 7 praviddha jarma kSaNaM 3panI 'bIjAM kArya evuM paNa thAya che..." eTale ke pariNamana to thayuM, I to eka kArya thayuM paNa bIjuM kArya paNa tyAM thAya che. A...hA...! pUrve bAMdhela che je jJAnAvaraNAdi." AThe karma, hoM ! AThe. AhA...hA..! pudgalapiMDa. teno mULathI sattAnAza karato thako." pelA eka vidvAna) kahetA hatA ne ? satyAnAza. ATha karmano satyAnAza karI nAkhyo. mULamAMthI ukheDI nAkhe che ema kahe che. AhA..hA..! teno mULathI sattAnAza..." AhA..hA...enA hovApaNAno ja nAza karato thako kahe che. ahIM to ATheya karmano nAza kIdho. I mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhInA saMbaMdhamAM je AThe karma hatA eno e nAza kare che eTaluM. AmAM AThe karmano nAza thaI jAya to to thaI rahyuM, kevaLa(jJAna) thaI jAya. ahIM to nirjarA adhikAra che. (praviddha) pUrve bAMdhela..." (prava) prAddha) che ne ? (eTale) pUrve bAMdhelA. pelA nathI cAra AvatA ? prAgabhAva, pradhvasAbhAva, anyonyabhAva, atyaMtAbhAva. prAga ! pUrve je bAMdhelA eno nAza karato thako. AhA...hA..! I saheje thAya che. nAza karavuM evuM kAMI nathI paNa A to Ama zuddha pariNamana thAya che tyAM azuddha pariNAme bAMdhelA je karmo che e nAza thaI jAya che, ema kahevuM che. nAza karuM ane nAza thAya e jaDa che ene karma nAza karuM evuM kAMI che nahi. jaDanuM nAza thavuM eTale ke e karmanI paryAya akarmarUpe thaI javI e eno te kALano svabhAva hato te thaI che. ahIMyAM zuddhapaNe pariNamyo mATe karmane nirjaravuM paDyuM ema nathI. nimittapaNuM A hatuM eTale karmapaNe thayelI paryAya akarmapaNe thAya evo eno svabhAva che. AhA...hA...!

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kaLaza-16 2 141 mULathI sattAnAza karato thako. zA vaDe ?" AhA..hA...! nirnonRmmona" (nirgA) zuddha pariNAmanA pragaTapaNA vaDe.' joyuM ? 'zuddha pariNAmanA pragaTapaNA vaDe.' AhA..hA...! zuddha svarUpa che bhagavAnaAtmAnuM enuM zuddha pragaTapaNe pariNamavuM (thAya che) ethI ene pUrva karmano nAza thaI jAya che. AhA..hA...! eTalo e prakArano je mithyAtva che ne ! ane e prakAranA jJAnA2NAdi nAza thAya che. AhA..hA...! ('samayasAra'nI) mULa TIkAmAM ghaNuM lIdhuM che. ene ghAtikarma paNa che. paryAyamAM ghAta paNa potAthI thAya che, hajI cAritramohano udaya paNa che, eno baMdha paNa che, Asrava paNa che ane tame ekadama Ama kema kaho ? (to samAdhAna ApyuM che ke), bhAI ! A mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhInA abhAvanI apekSAe vAta karI che. eTaluM ahIM levuM. sarvathA levuM ema na hoya. samakitathI sarvathA AThe karmono baMdha aTakI gayo to to kevaLa(jJAna) thaI jAya. (kevaLajJAna thAya) topaNa tyAM hajI azuddhatA che. cAra karma bAkI che ne ? eTalI potAnI avasthA, hoM ! karmane laIne nahi. 'zuddha pariNAmanA pragaTapaNA vaDe.' AhA..hA...! nirjarAnI vyAkhyA A karI. 'zuddha pariNAmanA pragaTapaNA vaDe.' A vRddhinI apekSAe (kahyuM), joyuM ? pelA karmano nAza thAya paNa ahIM zuddha pariNamana vadhyuM, vadhyuM eTale e karmano nAza thAya che ema ahIMyAM kahevAmAM Ave che. kharekhara to karmano nAza thAya che e nirjarA, eTalA prakAranI azuddhatA gaLe che e nirjarA ane zuddhatA vadhe che I nirjA. ema traNa prakAra cAlyA. AhA..hA...! zuddha pariNAmanA pragaTapaNA vaDe.' thAya che. AhA..hA..! e nirjarA pUrI thaI. (have) baMdha adhikA2' che e vizeSa Avaze.... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !)

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142 kalAmRta bhAga-5 - baMdha adhikAra (zAhUirtavikrIDita) rAgodgAramahArasena sakalaM kRtvA pramattaM jagat krIDantaM rasabhAvanirbharamahAnATayena bandhaM dhunat / AnandAmRtanityabhoji sahajAvasthAM sphuTannATayaddhIrodAramanAkulaM nirupadhi jJAnaM samunmajjati / / 1-163 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha - jJAnaMyamunmajJatiH (AnuM) jJAna arthAt zuddha jIva (samungannati) pragaTa thAya che. bhAvArtha-ahIMthI zarU karIne jIvanuM zuddha svarUpa kahe che. kevuM che zuddha jJAna ? "manantAgRnityani (sAnandra) atIndriya sukha, evI che (amRta) apUrva labdhi, tenuM nityamoni) niraMtara AsvAdanazIla che. vaLI kevuM che ? "ruM sahanAvastha nATaya' () pragaTapaNe sahanAvasthAM) potAnA zuddha svarUpane (nATaya) pragaTa kare che. vaLI kevuM che ? "dhIroHAram (thora) avinazvara sattArUpa che; (3Arama) dhArApravAharUpa pariNamanasvabhAva che. vaLI kevuM che ? 'nA ' sarva duHkhathI rahita che. vaLI kevuM che ? nipafi samasta karmanI upAdhithI rahita che. zuM karatuM thakuM jJAna pragaTa thAya che ? "vanyuM yuna(vacaM) jJAnAvaraNAdi karmarUpa pudgalapiMDanuM pariNamana, tene (dhuna) maTADatuM thakuM. kevo che baMdha ? "zrInta' krIDA kare che arthAt pragaTapaNe garje che. zA vaDe krIDA kare che ? rasamAvanirmImahAnAdena' (rasamIva) samasta jIvarAzine potAne vaza karI Upajyo che je aMhakAralakSaNa garva, tenAthI nirjara bharelo je (mahInITana) anaMta kALathI mAMDIne akhADAno saMpradAya, tenA vaDe. zuM karIne Avo che baMdha ? "chatna nIti pramatte vIra (sanaM nA) sarva saMsArI jIvarAzine (pramatta vA) jIvanA zuddhasvarUpathI bhraSTa karIne. zA vaDe ? "rAkramahArasena' () rAga-dveSa-moharUpa azuddha pariNatinuM (35) ghaNuM ja adhikapaNuM, evI je mahArana) moharUpa madirA, te vaDe. bhAvArtha Ama che ke - jevI rIte koI jIvane madirA pivaDAvIne vikaLa karavAmAM Ave che; sarvasva chInavI levAmAM Ave che, padathI bhraSTa karavAmAM Ave che, tevI rIte anAdi kALathI sarva jIvarAzi rAgadveSa-moharUpa azuddha pariNAmathI matavAlo thayo che, tethI jJAnAvaraNAdi karmano baMdha thAya che. AvA baMdhane zuddha jJAnano anubhava medanazIla che, tethI zuddha jJAna upAdeya che. 1-163.

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kaLaza-163 mAgazara suda 1, ravivAra tA. 11-12-1977. kaLaza-163 pravacana-102 mumukSu :- baMdha adhikAra' zarU thAya che. pUjya gurudevazrI :- hA, eTale kahuM chuM ne ! nirjarA pUruM thayuM ne ? eno artha thaI gayo ke nahi ? baMdha adhikAra'. 143 rAgodgAramahArasena sakalaM kRtvA pramattaM jagat krIDantaM rasabhAvanirbharamahAnATayena bandhaM dhunat / AnandAmRtanityabhoji sahajAvasthAM sphuTannATayaddhIrodAramanAkulaM nirupadhi jJAnaM samunmajjati / / 1-163 / / chello zabda che. jJAna arthAt zuddha jIva pragaTa thAya che.' AhA..hA...! kaI rIte ? anaMtakALathI to puNya ne pApa ne mithyAtvanI e utpatti kare che ke je saMsAranuM duHkha che ane duHkhanA paribhramaNamAM javAnA. AhA..hA...! jyAre AtmAne samyagdarzana thAya enI ahIMyAM vAta che. jJAnasamunmannati jJAyakabhAva je zuddha caitanyaghana e samunmannati' samyak prakAre utpanna thAya che. eTale ke samyaSTi jJAyakabhAva upara dRSTi (karIne) zuddhatAne pragaTa kare che. zuM kahyuM ? 'jJAnaMsamunmannati''jJAna arthAt zuddha jIva...' trikALI zuddha caitanyamUrti pavitra piMDa prabhu ! A..hA...! jenI paryAyamAM vikAra hovA chatAM vastu to nirvikArI zuddha caitanyaghana che. AhA..hA...! e zuddha jIva eTale jJAna. jJAna eTale zuddha jIva. samunmannati" (arthAt) samyak prakAre 'muttvajJati" (arthAt) pragaTa thAya che. A..hA...! baMdhane TALI ane potAno abaMdha svabhAva jJAyaka bhAva... jhINI vAtuM bahu ! e jJAyakabhAvane dhruva svabhAva je pramattaapramatta dazAthI paNa rahita che... A..hA...! evA zAyakabhAvane nitya dhruva svabhAvanI dRSTi karIne, eno samyagdarzanamAM svIkAra karIne e zuddha jIva paryAyamAM pragaTa thAya che. are...! AvI vAta che. tyAre te dharmI (kahevAya) ane sukhane paMthe paDyo. bAkI to rAga ane puNya

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144 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 pApa ne vikAra e huM ane vikAranA phaLa tarIke paNa huM ema mAnanAro) mithyASTi cAra gatimAM duHkhI che. samajANuM kAMI ? ene duHkhanuM bhojana che. AhA..hA...! cAhe to e abajopati ho ne rAjA ho, zeTha ho paNa jene aMdara AtmasvabhAva caitanyaghananI dRSTi thaI nathI, tene joyo nathI, jANyo nathI ane e puNya ane pApanA mithyAtva bhAvamAM duHkhI thaIne ene vede che te mithyAdRSTi che. AhA...hA...! AvI vAta che. jyAre dharmI thAya che tyAre "jJAnaM munmati" pelAmAM mithyAtva ane rAga-dveSa pragaTa thAya che. ene kare che. vede che ane duHkhane anubhave che. AhA..hA..! samajANuM? A abajopati mANasa paNa duHkhane anubhave che ema kahe che. mithyAdRSTi devo paNa duHkhane anubhave che. AhA...hA...! AnaMdanAmRta prabhu bhagavAna AtmA jene samyagdarzanamAM dekhANo nahi, pratIta AvI nathI... AhAhA...! e jIva cAhe to abajopati ho, deva ho, rAjA ho, zeTha ho e puNya vikArI bhAvane duHkhane vede che. AhAhA...! ene sukhanI gaMdha nathI. dharmI jIva... have dRSTi gulAMTa khAya che. je baMdhabhAva - rAga ane dveSa Adi baMdhabhAva - du:khabhAvane chedanAro samyagdarzana bhAva pragaTa thAya che. e samyagdarzanamAM zuddha jIva samyaku prakAre ullase che. AhA.hA. AvI vAta che. je jJAyakabhAva trikALI dhruva evA svabhAvane jeNe pakaDyo che eno jeNe svasammukha thaIne svIkAra karyo che te jIvane AtmA ullasyo che - AtmA pragaTyo che. AhA..hA..! ajJAnIne dayA, dAna ne vrata, bhaktinA pariNAma mArA (che) ene mithyAtva bhAva ullasyo che. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? AvI bhASA ! AhAhA...! baMdha adhikAra che ne ? e hamaNAM vizeSa kaheze. - pahelo artha ATalo che. I chello zabda che. gAthAno chello zabda che I arthamAM pahelo lIdho che. che ne ? gAthAmAM chello (zabda che) jJAna samunnamnati AhA..hA...! e baMdhane TALanAro bhagavAna AtmA. A..hA...hA...! je bhUtArtha trikALa satya dhruva svarUpa bhagavAna zuddha caitanyaghana eno jeno dRSTimAM svIkAra thayo che, jJAnamAM te jaNANo che ane svarUpanA AnaMdamAM tene vecavAmAM Avyo che. AhAhA...! ene jJAna utpanna thayuM eTale AtmA pragaTa thayo. AhA...hA...! AvuM moMghuM lAge mANasane paNa) mArga to A che, bhAI ! cAhe to e dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjA lAkha, kroDa kare. hiMsAnI to vAta ja zuM karavI ? hiMsA, jUThuM, corI, viSaya e to mahA duHkhadAyaka bhAva che paNa A vrata, tapa ne bhakti AdinA bhAva paNa duHkhadAyaka bhAva (che), rAgabhAva duHkhadAyaka che. caitanya svabhAvanuM jyAM bhAna thAya che... AhA...hA.... jemAM e puNya-pApa ne rAga che nahi paNa jenAmAM atIndriya AnaMda ane atIndriya jJAna ne svacchatAno bhaMDAra prabhu paDyo che... AhA...! enuM jene bhAna thAya che, samyagdarzanamAM AnaMdanI pratIti thAya che ene AtmA ullasyo che ema kahe che. AhAhA....! ene paryAyamAM AnaMdanI svabhAvanI

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kaLaza-163 bharatI Ave che. ajJAnIne paryAyamAM vikAranI bharatI AvIne duHkhI thAya che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? e pahelA zabdamAM ja ATaluM nAkhyuM che ! bhagavAnaAtmA ! zuddha caitanyaghana samyak prakAre sAcI rIte satya che te utpanna thAya che. jevuM tenuM satya svarUpa che... AhA..hA...! evuM samyakdaSTine paryAyamAM nirmaLa dazA utpanna thAya che e jJAna samunmannati'no artha che. AhA..hA..! Ane dharma kahevAya che. joke dharma cAritra che paNa enuM mULa A che eTale tyAMthI dharmanA kAraNanI zarUAta thAya che. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? 'jJAna samu--nnati''bhAvArtha-ahIMthI zarU karIne jIvanuM zuddha svarUpa kahe che.' jIvanuM zuddha (svarUpa). puNya ane pApanA rAganA vikalpathI rahita (zuddha svarUpa che). e puNyapApanA vikalpa) to kSaNika vikRta avasthA che. vastu che te enAthI nitya dhruva vastu bhinna che. AhA..hA..! e zAyaka svabhAva jene (samayasAra'nI) chaThThI gAthAmAM kahyuM ne ? // vi hovi alpamatto na pamatto nAno Tu no mAvo' AhA..hA...! je vartamAna pramattaapramatta dazAonA guNasthAnanA bheda che te temAM nathI. AhA..hA...! e to jJAyaka caitanyacaMdra zAMti ane AnaMdanA rasathI bharelo prabhu ! eno jyAM aMtaramAM Azraya thAya che, ene avalaMbe che, ene paDakhe jAya che, je rAga ne puNyane paDakhe anAdino che e paDakhuM pheravI nAkhe che. AvI vAtuM che. paDakhuM samajate haiM, zeTha ? karavaTa ! Ama (hoya to) karavaTa Ama karI nAkhe. (arthAt) dizA pherave che. 145 anAdino vikAranA bhAvane paDakhe caDIne te huM chuM ema svIkAra karyo che te mithyA jUThI dRSTivaMta du:khI che. tyAre dharmI... ahIMthI zuddha svarUpa pragaTa thAya che. AhA..hA...! 'kahe che' eno artha e pragaTa thAya che ene 'kahe che' (kahe che). AhA....hA....! sarvajJa jinendradeva paramezvare je AtmA zuddha dhruva kahyo che tene je jIva avalaMbe che... AhA..hA...! tene te dhruva svabhAvamAMthI zuddhatA utpanna thAya che e AtmA zuddhapaNe ullasyo - pragaTyo ema kahevAmAM Ave che. che ? kevuM che zuddha jJAna " have vizeSa (kahe che). A..hA..hA...! mAnandrAmRtanitvamoni AhA..hA...! jema ajJAnamAM anAdi puNya ane pApanA bhAva ane tenA phaLa huM evI mAnyatAmAM duHkhI hato, e duHkhano vedato (hato). nitya kAyama e duHkha veThato. AhA..hA...! tyAre enAthI dRSTi pharI ane samyagdarzana eTale satya jevI pUrNa vastu che, pUrNa satya nityAnaMda prabhu ! eno jyAM aMta2mAM sanmukha thaIne svIkAra thayo ene AnaMdarUpI labdhino - amRtano anubhava che. AhA..hA...! dharmIne AnaMdanA amRtanuM bhojana che. A..hA..hA...! ajJAnIne rAga ne dveSanA duHkhanA bhojana che, jheranA bhojana khAya che. vAte vAte phera bahu ! AhA..hA...!

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146 kalAmRta bhAga-5 mumukSu - ene loko majA kahe. uttara :duniyA pAgala che to pAgala majA kahe ne ? gAMDI duniyA, pAgala (che). paisA to karoDa ne be karoDa, pAMca-pacAsa karoDa thAya tyAM A sukhI che ema pAgalo ene sukhI kahe. AhA...hA...! ema lAkha lAkhano mahine pagAra Avato hoya evA moTA kAryakartAone loko sukhI kahe. mUDha loko pAgala ene sukhI kahe. vAtamAM phera (che), prabhu ! AhA..hA..! ahIMyAM to kahe che, mAMgalikanI zuM zarUAta karI ? A..hA...hA...! "baMdha adhikAra zarU karatAM teno nAza karanAro kevo che enI vAta karI. AhA...hA...! ahIM to traNalokanA nAtha jinendradeva paramezvaranI A vANI che. saMto e dvArA jagatane kahe che. AhA...hA...! bhAI ! bhagavAna atIndriya anaMta AnaMdanuM ghara, atIndriya anaMta AnaMdanuM sthAna bhagavAna AtmA che. A.hAhA....! "svaMya jyoti sukhadhAma" e AnaMdanuM sthaLa che prabhu kahe che. AhAhA.! atIndriya amRtanA AnaMdanuM e sthaLa - jamIna che, bhUmi che. emAMthI atIndriya AnaMda utpanna thAya che. AhAhA...! kahe che, zuddha jJAnasvarUpa pavitra che evuM je samyagdarzanamAM bhAna thayuM tyAre tene zuM thAya che ? 'AnandrAmRtanityamani "atIndriya sukha, evI che.' joyuM ? bhASA amRta (vAparI che). amRtano artha karyo "apUrva labdhi ..." AhA..hA...! eTale ? je puNya-pApanA bhAvane duHkhane bhogavato hato te have) A apUrva labdhi che (tene bhogave che). atIndriya AnaMdanI prApti te apUrva labdhi - amRta che ema kahe che. a-mRta che ke nahi? jIvatI jAgatI jyota aMdara che ! AhA...hA...! jevo jIvano amRta ane atIndriya AnaMda svabhAva jIvato (che) evI ja paryAyamAM jIvatI anaMta AnaMdanA amRtanI labdhi pragaTI che kahe che. A..hA...hA..! maMgalikamAM nathI AvatuM ? "aMgUThe amRta varase labdhi taNA bhaMDAra e nahi, bApu ! A..hA...! bhAI ! tArI cIja AvaDI moTI che. prabhu ! tane khabara nathI. tAro bhagavAna to aMdara atIndriya AnaMdanA rasathI chalochala bharyo che. AhA...hA..! bhAre maMgalika karyuM che ne ! AhA..hA...! mumukSu :- Ape mAMgalika zarU karyuM. uttara :- AhA..hA..! evo aMdara bhagavAna AtmA anaMta AnaMdanA amRtanA svarUpathI bharelo che ane paryAyamAM AnaMdanuM amRtapaNuM - apUrva labdhi pragaTe che. pUrve koI di' pragaTI nahotI ema kahevuM che. AhAhA..! svarganA bhava karyA, munipaNAmAM) paMca mahAvrata pALyA, hajAro rANI choDI dIkSA lIdhI paNa e badhI rAganI kriyA hatI. AhA..hA...! A AnaMda apUrva labdhi che ema kahe che. A..hA...hA...! AvI vAtuM che, bhAI ! eTale lokone AkaruM

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kaLaza-163 147 lAge che). bicArAne evuM lAge ke, "sonagaDhavALA to eka nizcayanI ja vAta kare che, vyavahAranI (vAta) nathI karatA. nizcaya eTale satya, nizcaya eTale kharekharuM. nizcaya eTale vyAjabI, bhUtArtha, chato padArtha te nizcaya. AhA...hA...! AvI vAta che paNa atyAre lokone muzkelI paDI gaI. bhASA dekho ! "mAnandrAmRta" eTaluM to ThIka paNa nityamoni ! AhA...hA...! "atIndriya sukha, evI che apUrva labdhi, tenuM niraMtara AsvAdanazIla che. zuddha jIvanuM bhAna thatAM paryAyamAM AnaMdaamRta(nI) apUrva labdhi thaI teno te dharmI nitya anubhava bhojana karanAro che. AhA..hA..! kaho, savAramAM cAno doDha-pA zera ukALo joIe, dasa vAge roTalA (joIe), bapore kaMIka karatA haze ane sAMje vaLI pAchA bhajiyA-phajiyA ne pUrI ne DhIkaNuM ne pUchaDuM. AhA..hA...! duHkhane bhogave che bicArA, I vastune nahi. AhA..hA..! bhAI ! te vastu to para che, jaDa che ane AtmA kema bhogave ? bhagavAna AtmA to arUpI che, jemAM raMga, gaMdha, rasa, sparza nathI. e raMga, gaMdhavALI vastune kema bhogave ? AhA...hA...! AnI sAme vAta cAle che. A mAnandrAmRtanI sAme. e to duHkhane bhogave che), rAga-dveSanA pariNAmane - duHkhane bhogave che. AhAhA...! te paNa e nityabhojI che. (eTale) niraMtara (bhogave che). ajJAnIne niraMtara... AhAhA...! duHkhanA koLiyA che, ene duHkhanA bhojana che. bhAI ! AvI vAtuM che, bApA ! AhA..hA...! e vastu mukata ja che. bhagavAna svarUpa mukta che tenuM paryAyamAM bhAna thayuM to eTalo paryAyamAM mukta thaI gayo. AhAhA....! zuM kIdhuM che ? e chellA kaLazamAM Avaze. eka kora muktine sparze che, eka kora saMsArane sparze che). AhA...hA.! bhAI ! jhINI vAtuM che ne, bApA! A to apUrva - anaMtakALamAM koI di eka sekaMDa thayuM nathI. evo anaMtakALa.... anaMtakALa.. AhA..hA...! munipaNA pALyA, paMca mahAvrata lIdhAM chatAM e to rAga ane duHkha che, bhAI ! tane khabara nathI. AhA...hA...! bhagavAna AtmAno svabhAva e rAga nahi, duHkha nahi. AhA...hA...! atIndriya AnaMdanA khorAkathI bharelo che. AhAhA...! e samakitI jIva e atIndriya AnaMdanuM bhojana nitya anubhave che. AhA..hA..! AvI vyAkhyA ! jJAnI AhAra-pANI leto hoya, (e) khAtA vakhatanI kriyA kaMI enI nathI, e to jaDanI che. e taraphano jarIka rAga thAya che paNa rAgathI bhinna paDelA bhagavAnano AnaMdano svAda to ene niraMtara che. AhA...hA....! che ? "atIndriya sukha," AMdanI vyAkhyA karI. ane amRtanI vyAkhyA karI - mare nahi evI "apUrva labdhi..." jIvatojAgato bhagavAna jyAM jAgyo... AhAhA..! samyagdarzanamAM jyAM enuM bhAna thayuM tyAM kahe che ke tyAM AnaMdanI apUrva labdhi pragaTI. AhA...hA...!

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148 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 kaho. labdhitaNA bhaMDAra A che ! loko bahAranA camatkAra dekhe ne hA.. ho ne hA... marI gayA che emane ema ! paradezamAM jAya ne pachI kAMI be-pAMca hajAra, dara hajArano pagAra thAya. tyAM to dasa hajAranA pagAra pelA bhaMgyAne paNa hoya ! mahine pacIsa-pacAsa hajAra pagAra thAya tyAM jANe ke, ApaNe o..ho.ho...! eno bApa paNa ema mAne ke o.ho...! chokaro karmI jAgyo. karmI jAgyo (eTale) pApI (jAgyo). AhA...hA..! e duHkhano vedanAro che. ahIMyAM dharmI garIba hoya jene eka roTalA khAvAnA sAdhana paNa na hoya.. AhAhA...! samajAya che kAMI ? paNa jene AtmAnA AnaMdanA nAthanI jyAM saMbhALa thaI... A.hA...hA...! atIndriya amRtanA sAgararUpa bhagavAna AtmA ! ene zraddhA ane jJAnamAM laIne atIndriya AnaMda jyAM paryAyamAM Avyo... AhA...hA...! e game te prasaMgamAM e atIndriya AnaMdano ja bhojI che. AhA..hA..! AvuM svarUpa che. A AnaMdasvarUpa che enuM hajI bhAna paNa nathI ane A vrata ne tapa ne bhaktimAM dharma mAnIne AnAthI kalyANa thAya, e dRSTi to mithyAtva che. AhAhA..! AvI vAtuM che. mithyA eTale jUThI dRSTi che ane A trikALI AnaMdanA nAthane rAgarahita anubhavavo, jANavo e samyagdarzana che. satyadRSTi che, sAcI dRSTi che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA..! narakanA nArakI jIvo paNa samyaphadRSTi che. "zreNika rAjA lyone, atyAre tyAM pahelI narake che ne ? tIrthakara thavAnA che. AvatI covIzInA bhagavAna trilokanAtha tIrthakara thavAnA che. AhA..hA..! e atyAre narakamAM che. corAsI hajAra varSanI sthiti che). AhA...hA..! ene rAga che teTaluM duHkhanuM vedana che paNa ahIMyAM A bAju AnaMdano anubhava paNa sAthe che. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? Ta juone, kAle vAta nahotI karI ? eka kSaNanA du:kha prabhu zuM kahIe ? kahe che. eka kSaNanuM nArInuM duHkha saMyoganuM nahi, hoM ! aMdara vikAranuM duHkha (che) enI vyAkhyA karavA karoDo jIbha ane karoDo bhava hoya topaNa) eka kSaNanA duHkhanI vyAkhyA karI na zake. AhAhA...! evA duHkhamAM prabhu teM asaMkhya abajo varasa gALyA. kema gALyA ane kema thayuM ? AhA..hA..! ane jenI zarIranI durgadha eTalI, nArakInA zarIranI durgadha eTalI ke eka ATalo kaTako jo durgadhano ahIM lAve to pAMcaso gAunA mANaso marI jAya ! are! prabhu ! asaMkhya abaja varasa tyAM gALyA ! zuM che A te ? AhAhA..! vastu che ane jyAM sudhI enI mudata che tyAM sudhI zuM thAya ? game teTalA TUkaDA thAya, duHkha thAya.... AhA..hA..! paramAdhAmI zarIranA TUkaDA kare to TUkaDA pAchA bhaLI jAya, bhegA thaI jAya. AhA...hA..!

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kaLaza-163 149 ahIM kahe che ke, jeNe baMdha ane AtmAnA be TUkaDA karyA, judA (karyA. AhA...hA...! have e svabhAva pragaTyo I have koI di judo paDe nahi. A.hA..hA...! AvI vAtuM lokone evI AkarI) lAge. abhyAsamAM nahi ane paricayamAM nahi, sAMbhaLavA maLe nahi, bahAranI ho...hA, ho.hA... ho.hA.. apavAsa karyA che ne A bALa brahmacArI dIkSA le che ne eno satkAra karI ne ene nALiyera Apo ne hAra paherAvo ne... AhA..hA...! dhULeya dIkSA nathI, bApA ! dIkSA kone kahevI ? bhAI ! dIkSA to cAritra che. cAritra pahelAM samakita kone kahevuM enI khabaruM na maLe ane ene dIkSA thaI gaI? AhA..hA....! ahIM kahe che ke, dharmAtmA jene samyagdarzana zarUAtanI pahelI dazA thaI te AnaMdaamRtanuM nitya bhojana kare che, kahe che. AhA...hA..! zAMti ane AnaMdane e vede che. bhASA juone ! sAnaHAmRtanityaponi ! AhAhA...! bhAI ! koI di kyAMya sAMbhaLavA maLe nahi evI A vAta che. AhA...hA..! ajJAnI anAdithI muni thayo topaNa duHkhanA vedanane kAyama vede che. AhA..hA..! tyAre samyakdaSTi jIva atIndriya AnaMdanA nAthane jagADyo che ne ! tethI enI paryAyamAM paNa AnaMdanI apUrva amRta labdhi pragaTI kahe che. pUrve anaMtakALamAM nahotuM te apUrva labdhi) pragaTI, kahe che. AhA..hA..! ane jenA phaLa tarIke kArya tarIke anaMta AnaMda siddha thaze ene to anaMta AnaMdano anubhava thaze). AhA..hA..! anaMtAnaMta anaMtAnaMta evo AnaMda tyAM pragaTaze). ahIMyAM paNa AnaMdAmRtano bhojI (che). A..hA...hA...! e pratikULa pariSaha ane upasarga vakhate paNa eno AnaMdano anubhava che I khasato nathI. samajANuM kAMI? kadAcita koI saMtone, munione ghANImAM pIlI nAkhyA paNa e amRtanA bhojanathI te khasyA nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? Avo upadeza ! AhA...hA...! A eka zabdae to gajaba karyo che ! vastunI sthiti (A che). mAnandrAmRtanityamoni ! AhA...hA...! "niraMtara AsvAdanazIla che." bhASA juo ! niraMtara AsvAdanazIla che. atIndriya AnaMdano niraMtara bhogavaTo e jeno svabhAva thaI gayo che. AhAhA...! che ? bhASA joI ? AhA..hA..! "nityamoni" eno Ama (artha thAya). nitya' (eTale) niraMtara AsvAdanazIla che." AsvAdana svabhAva che. AhA...hA...! "evI che apUrva labdhi . AhA..hA...! "vaLI kevuM che ?" e jJAna. eTale AtmA pragaTyo I (kevo che) ? " sahanAvastha nATayanuM AhAhA...! samyakradRSTi jIvane AtmAnuM pariNamana zuddha thaI gayuM. AhA..hA...! ethI ene pragaTapaNe..." "hana" potAnA zuddha svarUpane.... "sahanAvasthA' (zabda) che ne ? "sahanAvastha" "potAnA zuddha svarUpane..." joyuM ? sahaja avasthA eTale paryAya na lIdhI. svabhAvika avasthA eTale sahaja dharanAro evo bhagavAna. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? bApu ! A to traNalokanA nAthanA mArganI vAtuM che, bhAI ! A koI vArtA, kathA (nathI). AhAhA...! paramezvara thavAnI vAtuM che,

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150 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 bApA ! tuM paramezvara cho ! svarUpa to tAruM prabhu ! tuM bhagavatasvarUpa ja cho. AhAhA....! e bhagavat svarUpamAMthI pUrNa bhagavata dazA pragaTa thaze. enA pahelAM hajI samyagdarzanamAM paNa... AhA...hA...! atIndriya AnaMdano namUno Avyo. AhA...hA...! ke, A AtmA to atIndriya AnaMda svarUpa ja che. samajANuM kAMI ? henAtha' (kIdhuM) paNa tyAM avasthA na lIdhI. potAnuM trikALI zuddha svarUpa lIdhuM. AhAhA...! ene (nATayapragaTa kare che. joyuM ? eTale zuddha svarUpane pariNamAve che. (nITa) eTale nAce che. trikALI zuddha caitanyaghana prabhu ! ene samyakudRSTi pariNamAve che. zuddhapaNe pariName che. AvI vyAkhyA che. AhA...hA...! "sahanAvastha avasthA eTale ahIM paryAya na lIdhI. ahIMyAM sahaja svarUpa je trikALI tene (nITa) eTale paryAyamAM pariNamAve che. tyAM paryAya levI. samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhA.! "paDhanAvasthA svabhAvika sahaja mUrti prabhu! aNaAdi ane amautpanna ane avinAzI evo utpanna ane vyaya vinAnI cIja je trikALI AnaMda prabhu ! evI cIjane nAce che. (nITa) pragaTa kare che. e pariNati - paryAyamAM te zuddha svarUpane pragaTa kare che. AhAhA...! sahaja avasthAno artha I ke svabhAvika vastu je zuddha cidUghana AnaMdakaMda prabhu ! ene paryAyamAM pragaTa kare che. nAce che... nAce che. paryAyamAM nAce che eTale pariName che. AhA..hA..! AvI vyAkhyA ! pelA to kahe, dayA pALo ne IcchAmi paDikampaNA iriyA... tassa micchAmidukkaDam lyo ! thaI gayuM. dhULeya nathI, bhAI ! tuM (bhramaNAmAM paDI gayo). bApA ! tane khabara nathI. AhAhA..! jinendra vItarAga paramezvara pUrNa AnaMdane prApta paramAtmA ene icchA vinA vANI nIkaLI e vANImAM to prabhu A AvyuM che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? "zuddha svarUpane." (nITa) tyAM pariNamana lIdhuM. sahaja avasthAmAM trikALI zuddha svarUpa lIdhuM. samyakudRSTi tene paryAyamAM pragaTa kare che) eTale pariNamAve che. AhA...hA...! je rAga ane vikAra rUpe pariNamato - thato hato e have zuddhapaNe thAya ane pariName che, nAce che. AvI vAtuM ! mumukSu :- adhyAtmanI mastI che. uttara :- mastI che. vastu che ne ? vastusthiti A che. AhA...hA...! AvI vastu kAMI 'amerikA amerikAmAM maLe evI nathI. bhAI ! A bahAra rakhaDe che ne ? laMDanane tyAM AvI vastu sAMbhaLavA paNa maLe evuM nathI. tyAM pacIsa-pacIsa hajArano pagAra maLe ne dhULa maLe emAM AtmAne to nukasAna - duHkha che. AhA..hA..! A...hA...hA...! AvI vAtuM che, bApA ! AhA..hA...! dhULanA DhagalA bhAge emAM rAjI thaI jAya. ahIM to aMdara AnaMdano Dhagalo bhALe tyAM AnaMdathI rAjI thaI jAya ema kahe che. AhA...hA.! enA

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kaLaza-163 151 svabhAvamAM to atIndriya AnaMdano Dhagalo paDyo che. bhara. bhara ! "bhara' zabda Ave che ne ? ApaNe gADAno bhara nathI kahetA ? gADAmAM bhara bharyo che. e "bhara' zabda ApaNe Ave che. zAstramAM to badhA zabdo che. ema bhagavAna AnaMdano bhara che. AhA..hA..! atIndriya AnaMdano bhara - AkhuM gADuM tyAM bharyuM che. AhA..hA..! ene samyaphadRSTi jIva paryAyamAM pariNamAve che. jeTalA guNo che teTalAnuM zuddha pariNamana aMze badhuM pariName che. tethI ema kahyuM ne ? samyakradRSTi - "sarva guNAMza te samyapha "zrImad ema kahyuM ane 'rahasyapUrNa ciThThImAM jJAnAdi ekadeza pariName che). ekadeza eTale badhA guNono eka bhAga jene pragaTa thayo che. sarvajJane jJAnAdi pUrNa guNanI pUrNa paryAya jene pragaTa thaI che. AhA..hA..! ahIMyAM kahe che ke, samyakdRSTi jIva "sahanAvasthA' sahaja svarUpa je prabhu dhruva nityAnaMda ! ene paryAyamAM pariNamAve che. AhAhA..! ene zuddha pariNamana vahe che. AhA..hA..! "vaLI kevuM che ?" kevuM che AtmAnuM svarUpa ? dhIraudAra, dhIra (arthAtu) jenI avinAzI sattA che. dhIra eTale jenI avinAzI sattA che, dhIruM che. jenI sattA eTale bhagavAna AtmAnuM hovApaNuM avinazvara che, dhIruM che, zAzvata che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? A.hA...! dhIruM che. bhagavAna AtmAnuM svarUpa dhIruM che. dhIruM eTale jema dhIrajavALo mANasa che ema A dhIra che, dhruva che. bhagavAnaAtmAno svabhAva avinazvara che. AhAhA...! evI sattA che. nAza na thAya evI enI sattA che. nAza na thAya evuM jenuM hovApaNuM che. AhA..hA..! A maratA kahe ne ? e. jIva gayo, marI gayo. mare koNa ? (zrotA : pAcho thayo). pAcho thayo eTale A bhavamAMthI nIkaLIne bIjA bhavanamAM gayo, ene pAcho thayo ema kahe. rakhaDavA mATe) bIje gayo ema. AhA...hA...! ahIM mANasa hoya ne marIne pAchA kUtarAnA kuMkhe bacce thAya. ara..2.2..! eNe AvA avatAra karyA, bApA ! tene maTavAno upAya ahIM kahe che. pahelAM baMdhano nAza karanAro kevo che enI vAta karI). baMdhane rAkhanAro to kevo che ? I to mithyAdRSTi anAdithI che, kahe che. AhA...hA...! bhAvabaMdha che ne ? ene nAza karanAro bhagavAna che kevo ? AhA...hA...! kevo che ? dhIra che. (3DhAra) "dhArApravAharUpa pariNamanasvabhAva che." trikALI sattA che ane vartamAnamAM pariNamananI zuddha akhaMDa dhArA vahe che. zuddha jIva pragaTyo che ne ? eTale akhaMDa dhArA dhArApravAharUpa pariNamanasvabhAva che." vastu to avinAzI che paNa paryAyamAM dhArApravAha rUpe badalavuM - pariNamavuM e eno paryAyasvabhAva che. AhA..hA...samajANuM kAMI ? "vaLI kevuM che ? A jJAna aTale AtmA. "manI "sarva duHkhathI rahita che." AhA..hA...! jemAM zArIrIka, mAnasika koI duHkha jemAM nathI. A..hA.. jemAM AtmAnuM sukha che, Atmika sukha che. ema kahe che ne ? A zArIrIka duHkha, mAnasika duHkha. e

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152 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 koI du:kha nathI, tyAM to Atmika sukha che. anAkuLa che. eTale nakArathI kahyuM ne ? AkuLatA rahita che ema kahyuM, duHkha rahita che ema kahyuM. astithI kahe to sukharUpa che paNa nAstithI (kahe to) AkuLatA rahita che eTale duHkha rahita che. sarva duHkhathI rahita che. vaLI kevuM che ?" jJAna. ahIM mAthe jJAna AvyuM che ne ? 'jJAnasamunmannati' tyAMthI zabda upaDyo che. jJAna eTale AtmA. eTale kevuM kevuM (che) ema karIne jJAnane kahe che. nI padhi" "samasta karmanI upAdhithI rahita che.' AhA..hA...! bhagavAnaAtmA ane enI pariNitamAM paNa e jIva sarva karmanI upAdhithI rahita che. AhA..hA...! vastu che e to sarva karmathI rahita ja che paNa je vastunI pariNati pragaTa thaI, dRSTi (pragaTa thaI) e paryAya paNa sarva karmanI upAdhithI rahita che. AhA..hA...! juo ! A saMtonI vANI to juo ! digaMbara munio.... A..hA..hA...! amRtano vAraso mUkI gayA che ! AhA..hA...! eno bApa pelI dhULa - paisA mUkI jAya. vAraso ! ane be-cAra chokarA hoya to maratA kUMcI rAkhato hoya ne ? marI jAya (eTale) tarata moTo (dIkaro hoya e) kUMcI laI le. A thayuM che ne ? A to badhuM thayelAnI vAta che. nAma, ThAma, gAma badhI khabara che. AhA..hA...! badhA lUMTArA che. lUMTArAnI phoja che. niyamasAra'mAM kahyuM ne ? dhRtArAnI ToLI che. bApane dIkarA dhUtArAnI ToLI, dIkarAne bApa dhUtArAnI ToLI, badhI dhUtArAnI ToLI che. bhAI ! AhA..hA...! ene moTo karyo, A badhuM karyuM. zuM karavA ? have ghaDapaNamAM amane barAbara pALa, badhI sagavaDatA de. eka-be nokara rAkhI de, Ama karI de, Ama karI de. tArI mA marI gaI che to eka rAMdhaNa rAkha ane badhI sarakhAI kara. lUMTArA A che. AhA..hA...! 'nIrudhi''samasta karmanI upAdhithI rahita che. zuM karatuM thayuM zAna pragaTa thAya che ?" (jJAna) eTale AtmA. samyAna aMdara pragaTa thAya te. jJAnasvarUpI prabhu AtmA kevI rIte pragaTa thAya che ? AhA..hA...! vantha ghunat'jJAnAvaraNAdi karmarUpa pudgalapiMDarUpa pariNamana....' eTale karmarUpa paryAya. 'tene maTADatuM thayuM.' nimittathI kathana che. kharekhara to azuddhatAne TALatuM thayuM. eTale tyAM karma enI meLAe TaLI jAya che. paNa pAdharuM sIdhuM karma TALatuM thayuM ema lIdhuM. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA...! AvI vyAkhyA ene yAda rahevuM muzkela paDe. bAyaDI na AvI hoya ane ghare pUche ke zuM sAMbhaLI AvyA ? (to kahe), koNa jANe kAMI evuM kahetA hatA, Ama che ne tema che ne tema che... are... bhAI ! tArA gharanI vAtuM che, prabhu ! A..hA...! teM koI di' sAMbhaLI nathI. AhA..hA...! rucithI sAMbhaLI nathI. tatprIti vite Ave che ne ? teM prItithI AvI vAta sAMbhaLI nathI ane prItithI AvI vAta sAMbhaLe ene ruci thAya ane e mokSanuM bhAjana thaI jAya, e siddha thaI jAya ! AhA..hA...!

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kaLaza-16 3 153 kevo che AtmA? athavA kevuM che jJAna? e jJAnasvarUpa AtmA. jJAnAvaraNAdi karmarUpa pudgalapiMDanuM) pariNamana, karmarUpe paryAya che tene maTADatuM thakuM." e karmarUpe paryAya (che) te akarmarUpe thaI jAya ene karmane maTADyuM ema kahevAmAM Ave che. bAkI karmanI paryAya akarmarUpe thAya e ene kAraNe thAya che. paNa ahIMyAM zuddha caitanyanA pariNamananA jore azuddhatA TaLe che to bheguM karma paNa eTaluM TaLI jAya che eTale karma TaLe che ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. AhA...hA...! kevo che baMdha ? krIDA kare che... AhAhA...! "pragaTapaNe garaje che." AhA...hA...! bhAvabaMdha - vikAra bhAva ane karma. nimittathI I ane A. garaje che (arthAtu) mane garva che ke meM ghaNAne UMdhA pADI nAkhyA !! AkhI duniyAne meM vaza karI lIdhI che. mahAna mAMdhAtA sAdhu paMca mahAvratanA pALanArA, nagna digaMbara jaMgalavAsIne paNa meM heThe pADI nAkhyA. e rAga mAro che ema mAnIne tyAM marI gayA che. samajANuM kAMI ? che ? 'krIDA kare che arthAt pragaTapaNe garje che. baMdha che e garaje che ke, huM chuM. meM kaMIkane heThA pADI nAkhyA. rAgano zubha pariNAma Ave tyAM e rAjI rAjI thaI jAya che. dayA. dAna, vratanA pariNAma zubha che emAM) rAjI thaI jAya (tyAre) baMdha kahe che ke, mane garva che. meM e mAMdhAtAne heThA pADyA che ! AhA..hA..! AvI vAtuM che. pragaTapaNe garje che. zA vaDe krIDA kare che ?" ramavanirmaramInITamena" "samasta jIvarAzine potAne vaza karI Upajyo che je aMhakAralakSaNa..." joyuM ? rasano artha che karyo AhAhA..! ahaMkAralakSaNa (kahyuM) e eno rasa (che). rasa caDI gayo che. rAgano, puNyanA pariNAmano, pApanA pariNAmano ajJAnIne rasa caDI gayo che. AhA...hA...! baMdha ane enA rasamAM DUbI gayo che, kahe che. AhA...hA...! ame ATalA puNya karyA che, ane ame AvA vrata pALIe chIe, ame ATalI tapasyA karIe chIe. AhA..hA..! e badhA vikalpanuM ene abhimAna thaI gayuM che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? A ramava)nI vyAkhyA che. 'vaza karI Upajyo che je ahaMkAralakSaNa..." ema enA rasanI vyAkhyA karI. emAM ekAkAra thaI gayo che. rasa eTale rAgamAM ekAkAra thayo che e baMdhabhAva. AhA..hA...! rasanI vyAkhyA Ave che ne ? ke, rAganA - dayA, dAna, vratanA pariNAmamAM paNa ekAkAra thaI gayo che e baMdhane ahaMkAra che ke meM mAMdhAtAne heThe pADyA che. ame dIkSA lIdhI che, ame bAyaDI, chokarA choDyA che, dukAnanA dhaMdhA lAkhonI pedAza choDI che. evo ene ahaMkAra thaI jAya che. AhA...hA...! ahaMkArano jene rasa caDI gayo che, kahe che. baMdha adhikAra' ema kahe che ke, parane ame ahaMkAranA raNe caDAvI dIdho che, heThe pADI nAkhyA che. AhAhA...! (rasamAva) pachI nirbhara) che ne ? "bharelo che. ahaMkAralakSaNa garva tenAthI bharelo

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154 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 che. A..hA..! baMdha kahe che ke, jyAM tyAM enA zubha bhAvamAM, pApanA bhAvamAM mIThAza che evA ahaMkArane garve meM ene caDAvI dIdho che. AhA...hA...! ame ATaluM kamANA, ATalA thayA. AhA...hA...! bApa kAMI mUkIne nahotA gayA, ame bAvaDe - baLe badhuM bheguM) karyuM (ema garvamAM) mArI nAkhyA che ne ? bApa pAse kAMI nahotuM ane amArI pAse pAMca karoDa ghayA, dasa karoDa thayA, dhULa karoDa thayA... AhAhA...! e rAganA rase ahaMkAre caDAvI dIdhA che. AvI vAtuM ? abaMdhasvarUpa bhagavAna zuddha caitanyaghana ! tene bhUlAvIne baMdha kahe che ke, meM mArA rAganA ahaMkAre ene caDAvI dIdho che. A ahaM je che trikALI AnaMdano nAtha ahaM che evI sattAnI dRSTi choDAvIne puNya ane pApanA rAganA rase meM ene caDAvI dIdho che, tyAM mArI jIta che. AhA...hA...! AkarI vAtuM bahu ! yathArtha vastu A che, vastusthiti AvI che, bApu ! lokone na pakaDAya ke na samajAya ethI vastu kaMI bIjI thaI jAya? ane lokone sahelAmAM caDAvI dIdhA che ke, vrata karo ne apavAsa karo ke tamAruM kalyANa thaze. mArI nAkhyA che ! baMdha adhikAra kahe che ke, meM ene ahaMkAre caDAvI dIdhA che. e to rAganI kriyA che. AhA...hA..! e to baMdhanI kriyA che. e kema bese ? 'bharelo je (mInITana) anaMta kALathI mAMDIne... AhA..hA...! che ? "akhADAno saMpradAya" e nAcavAno ja saMpradAya che kahe che. vikAranA ahaMkAramAM nAcavAno ja e saMpradAya che. AhA...hA...! (eTale) Akho samudAya ema kahe che). AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? bhagavAna AtmA puNya-pApanA rAgathI rahita prabhu ! ene rAganA rasamAM meM caDAvI dIdho che, kahe che. ame A dayA pALIe chIe, ame vrata karIe chIe, jAvajIvanA ame brahmacarya pALyA. jAvajIva brahmacarya to zubha rAga che, I kyAM brahma - AtmAnuM (AcaraNa che ? AhA..hA....! ame bALa brahmacArI chIe ! zuM che prabhu tane ? jAvajIva brahmacArI to vastu che, AnaMdamAM ramavuM e vastu che ane A bahAranA ekalA tyAgamAM ene caDAvI dIdho. che ne ? 'tenA vaDe. zuM karIne Avo che baMdha ?" e vizeSa kaheze. (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !). mAgazara suda 2, somavAra tA. 12-12-1977. kaLaza-163, 164 pravacana-173 "kaLazaTIkA" 16 3 kaLaza(no) chello bhAga che ne ! "anaMta kALathI mAMDIne akhADAno saMpradAya..." eTale ahIMyAM ema kahe che ke ane rAga ane dveSa vikAra e akhADo che

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kaLaza-163 emAM nAce che. jIva anAdithI potAnA zuddha svarUpane bhUlI ane vikAramAM nAce (che) I akhADo eno saMpradAya che. AhA..hA...! e duHkhanA akhADe nAce che. paryAyabuddhithI vAta che ne ! 155 "zuM karIne Avo che baMdha ?" I baMdha che. rAgano akhADo (che) emAM 2me I baMdha che. bhagavAna AtmasvarUpa te abaMdha che. abaMdhasvarUpane bhUlI ane rAga Adi vikAranA akhADAmAM nAcI rahyo che, pariNamI rahyo che e saMsA2 che. kevo che baMdha ? che ? sAM nAt pramatta tttA" AhA..hA...! sarva saMsArI jIvarAzine...' (jIvarAzi) eTale ekendriyathI mAMDI sAdhu (thaIne) navamI traiveyaka gayo e badhA jIvarAzi. pramatta vRttA) jIvanA zuddhasvarUpathI bhraSTa karIne.' AhA..hA...! e rAganA baMdhabhAvamAM 2manA2A ene (joIne) baMdhane garva thayo che ke moTA mahAtmAne meM pADyA che ! AhA..hA..! ame mahAvrata pALIe chIe evA rAganA ekatAmAM ramanArA, e baMdha kahe che ke, meM evAone bhraSTa karyA che. AhA..hA....! prazna :- mithyAdarzana, jJAna, cAritra traNeno garva levAno ? samAdhAna :- UMdho. ahIM vadhAre mithyAtvano che. mULa mithyAtvanA viSayanI vAta khAsa che. rAgano artha I che. AtmAnA jANavA-dekhavAnA upayogamAM rAgane upayoga bhUmimAM ekatA karavI e ja baMdha che ane e ja saMsAra che. AhA..hA...! asthiratAnI vAta che ene ahIM gauNa karI rAkhI che. samajANuM kAMI ? bIjI rIte kahIe to paryAyabuddhimAM baMdhabhAvane potAno mAne che. AhA..hA...! e zuddha svarUpI caitanya kAyamI asalI tattvathI baMdhe ene bhraSTa karyo che. AhA..hA...! enI bAdazAhInA sthAnamAMthI ene bhraSTa karI dIdho che. atIndriya AnaMdasvarUpa bhagavAna ! enA sthAnathI rAganI ekatAnA bhAvabaMdhe ene svabhAvanI sthitithI bhraSTa karyo che. AhA...hA...! (pramatta tvA) AkhA jagatanA jIvane (zuddha svarUpathI) bhraSTa karIne. zA vaDe ? rAgadveSa-moha...' pAThamAM to rogodgAra che. rAgano artha ke, vikalpa je vikAra che enA udayamAM enuM joDANa thaI jAya che. AhA..hA...! rAganA udayamAM ekAkAra thaI jAya che e AtmAne gaLI jAya che. rAgano je vikalpa UThe che, (bhale) sUkSma rAga hoya paNa teno udgAra ullasita thaIne AtmA temAM ekAkAra thaI jAya che te baMdha bhAva che. rAga (udnAra) ghaNuM ja adhikapaNuM.....' che ema kIdhuM. rAganuM azuddha pariNatinuM ema. pAThamAM rAga che to pachI rAgano artha karyo. rAga, dveSa, mithyAtva Adi je vikAra enuM ghaNuM ja adhikapaNuM che. AhA..hA...! tenAthI judo paDIne caitanyanuM adhikapaNuM juduM hovuM joIe ene ThekANe rAganuM adhikapaNuM thaI gayuM che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? bahAranI cIja to kyAMya rahI gaI. rAganA bhAvamAM jene ghaNuM ja svabhAvathI juduM adhikapaNuM gayuM

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156 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 che. AhA..hA...! evo baMdha - rAganA ekatApaNAno je baMdha eNe svarUpathI bhraSTa karI ane baMdhabhAvamAM tene ramADyo che. AhA...hA...! evI je moharUpa madirA..." (mahAranI che ne? AhA...hA...! paramAM, rAgamAM sAvadhAnI (che) e moharUpI madirA pIdhI che. AhAhA..! "moharUpI madirA, te vaDe." ene adhika thaI gayo che. e bhAva ja jene adhika bhAse che. rAgano bhAva ja jene adhika bhAse che. bhagavAna aMdara rAgathI bhinna che e cIjane e baMdhabhAva jovA deto nathI. AhA...hA...! mumukSu :- A badhuM ajJAnIne to kAMI khabara nathI. uttara :- tethI ahIM kahe che ne ? ke, ene khabara nathI mATe kahe che mUDha che. jene aMtara svarUpa che enA upara dRSTi nathI enI dRSTi rAga upara che. rAganA adhikapaNAmAM e pote rajhaLAI gayo che. AhA...hA...! cAhe to zubharAga ho ke azubharAga ho vItarAgasvarUpI bhagavAna, jinasvarUpIne rAganI adhikatAmAM baMdhe joDI dIdho che. AhAhA.... ene jyAM tyAM rAga ja bhAse che. huM aMdara rAgathI bhinna chuM evuM bhAsana nathI. AhA...hA...! kriyAkAMDamAM paNa jyAM tyAM ene huM rAga karuM chuM, puNya karuM chuM evuM ja ajJAnIne bhAse "moharUpa madirA, te vaDe. bhAvArtha Ama che ke - jevI rIte koI jIvane madirA pivaDAvIne vikaLa karavAmAM Avyo hoya. gAMDo - pAgala (karavAmAM Avyo hoya). "sarvasva chInavI levAmAM Ave che. AhA...hA...! madirA pIne sarvasva chInavI levAmAM Ave che). AhA...hA...! atyAre to kAMI bIjuM kAMIka kare che. magajamAM kaMIka karIne) lUMTI le che. kAMIka vidyAbidyA kare che, zuM kahe che ? "muMbaImAM evA keTalAka mANaso hoya che ne ? enuM magaja asthira karI nAkhe che. (eka mumukSune) karyuM hatuM. che evA mANaso. evI kaMIka vidyA hoya (eTale) pachI ene ja bhALe ane enI pAchaLa pAchaLa jAya. enuM sarvasva) laI lya. (I bhAI) kahetA hatA. ema A rAgane ja bhALe. ajJAnI jyAM tyAM rAgane ja bhALe. bhagavAna aMdara rAga vinAno mahAprabhu ! kSaNika rAga je paryAyabuddhivALo tene ja bhALe che kahe che. AhA..hA...! ene ghelo karI nAkhyo, pAgala karI nAkhyo che. AhA...hA...! koI jIvane madirA pIvaDAvIne vikaLa karavAmAM Ave che. sarvasva chInavI levAmAM Ave che, padathI bhraSTa karavAmAM Ave che...' che ne ? tevI rIte anAdi kALathI sarva jIvarAzi rAga-dveSa-moharUpa azuddha pariNAmathI matavAlo thayo che. pAThamAM to ekalo rAga ja che. rAgano artha moha. rAga eTale paramAM moha. ene ahIM rAgAdi zabda vAparyo che. "anAdi kALathI sarva jIvarAzi rAga-dveSa-moharUpa azuddha pariNAmathI matavAlo thayo che...." A..hA...hA...! dharmane bahAne paNa e kriyAkAMDamAM je rAga thAya emAM gAMDo - pAgala thaI gayo che ke, ame dharma karIe chIe. AhA...hA...! rAgano jene rasa caDI gayo che

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kaLaza-163 157 kahe che. eNe caitanyanA rasane lUMTIne nAkhyo che. AhAhA...! "matavAlo thayo che. tethI jJAnavaraNAdi karmano baMdha thAya che. tethI AThe karmanuM baMdhana ene thAya che. 'AvA baMdhane zuddha jJAnano anubhava..." have saravALo e levo che ke, AvA baMdhane zuddha jJAnano anubhava..." bhagavAnaAtmA ! pavitrano piMDa prabhu ! zuddha caitanyaghana ! eno anubhava te baMdhane maTADanAra che. AhA...hA...! koI kriyAkAMDathI te baMdha maTe tema nathI). kemake kriyAkAMDano bhAva pote baMdha che. AhA..hA..! lokone AvI vAtuM jhINI paDe che, sAdhune AkaruM paDe che. 'AvA baMdhane zuddha jJAnano anubhava medanazIla" (arthAta) maTADavAno jeno svabhAva che. AhAhA...! huM jJAnAnaMda zuddha caitanya svarUpa chuM eno je anubhava karavo e AvA baMdhane maTADavAnA svabhAvavALo bhAva che. AhA..hA...! AvI vAta che. "tethI zuddha jJAna upAdeya che." ekalo caitanyaghana prabhu ! atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara - samudra prabhu ! evo zuddha AtmA e ja eka aMgIkAra karavAyogya che. e ja AdaraNIya ane grahaNa karavAlAyaka che. AhA..hA...! bAkI koIpaNa dayA, dAna, vrata AdinA rAgane aMgIkAra karavA jevo nathI. kAraNa ke e to baMdhabhAva che. AhA...hA...! bhAre kAma ! mumukSu :- vyavahAranA to bhukkA bolAvI dIdhA. uttara :- e vastumAM vyavahAra che ja nahi. ajJAnIe vyavahAra Ubho karyo che. ahIM to kaheze ke, upayoga je che, jJAna ane darzanano upayoga, lyo ! bapore paNa upayoga Avyo hato. zeyanA AlaMbana vinAno upayoga). ahIM je jANavA-dekhavAno upayoga che) emAM rAgane potAno kare che e ja bhAvabaMdha ane mithyAtva che. samajANuM kAMI ? ahIMyAM mukhya e vAta lIdhI che. jJAnIne paNa... hajI leze (ke), samakitI che jeNe rAganI ekatA toDI che ane svabhAvanI ekatA karI che ene viSaya bhoga seve topaNa ene baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI. kemake te rAga ane upayogamAM ekatva karato nathI. AhA..hA..! atyAre mukhya vAta e levI. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA..! bola leze. "tethI zuddha jJAna..." jJAna eTale AtmA. jJAna eTale jANavuM.. jANavuM... jANavuM. jenuM svarUpa che AtmA. jemAM jANavuM... jANavuM... jANavuM... jANavuM... jenuM sattva, sanuM sattva jANavuM. jANavuM. jANavuM... evuM je zuddha jJAna athavA zuddhAtmA e ja samyakdaSTine upAdeya ane AdaraNIya che. AhA..hA....! samajANuM kAMI ? AvI vAtuM jhINI paDe paNa zuM thAya ?

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158 kalAmRta bhAga-5 (pRthvI) na karmabahulaM jaganna calanAtmakaM karma vA na naikakaraNAni vA na cidaciddhadho bndhkRt| yadaikyamupayogabhUH samupayAti rAgAdibhiH sa eva kila kevalaM bhavati bandhaheturnRNAm / / 2-164 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha - prathama ja baMdhanuM svarUpa kahe che: "yat 35yo mU: rAiima: aikyam samupayAti saH eva kevalaM kila nRNAm bandhahetuH bhavati' (yat) (upayoga) cetanAguNarUpa (pU.) mULa vastu ( rImi :) rAga-dveSa-moharUpa azuddha pariNAmo sAthe pevayama) mizritapaNArUpe (samupayAti) pariName che, (sa: pava) eTaluM mAtra vevenaM) anya sahAya vinA (ni) nizcayathI nRUTH) jeTalo saMsArI jIvarAzi che tene vizvataH mavati) jJAnAvaraNAdi karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa thAya che. ahIM koI prazna kare che ke baMdhanuM kAraNa ATaluM ja che ke bIjuM paNa kAMI baMdhanuM kAraNa che ? samAdhAna Ama che ke baMdhanuM kAraNa ATaluM ja che, bIjuM to kAMI nathI; ema kahe che - "rmavadanaM natina va vA vartanAtma karma na bandhakRt vA anekakaraNAni na bandhakRta vA cidaciddhadhaH na bandhakRt' (karma) jJAnAvaraNAdi karmarUpe baMdhAvAne yogya che je kAzmaNavargaNA, temanAthI (vahunaM) vRtaghaTanI mAphaka bharelo che evo je () traNaso teMtAlIsa rAjupramANa lokAkAzapradeza ( vI) te paNa baMdhano kartA nathI. samAdhAna Ama che ke jo rAgAdi azuddha pariNAmo vinA kAmaNavargaNAmAtrathI baMdha thato hota to je mukta jIvo che temane paNa baMdha thAta. bhAvArtha Ama che ke - jo rAgAdi azuddha pariNAmo che to jJAnAvaraNAdi karmano baMdha che, to pachI kArmaNavargaNAno sahAro kAMI nathI; jo rAgAdi azuddha bhAva nathI to karmano baMdha nathI, to pachI kAmaNavargaNAno sahAro kAMI nathI. (nAtmavaM Y=) mana-vacana-kAyayoga (na vI) te paNa baMdhano kartA nathI. bhAvArtha Ama che ke - jo mana-vacana-kAyayoga baMdhano karyA hota to teramA guNasthAne mana-vacana-kAyayoga che, tenAthI paNa karmano baMdha thAta; tethI jo rAgAdi azuddha bhAva che to karmano baMdha che, to pachI mana-vacana-kAyayogano sahAro kAMI nathI; rAgAdi azuddha bhAva nathI to karmano baMdha nathI, to pachI mana-vacana-kAyayogano sahAro kAMI nathI. (anee2Uni) pAMca indriyo - sparzana, rasanA, ghANa, cakSu, zrotra, chaThuM mana ( vanya) A paNa baMdhanAM kartA nathI. samAdhAna Ama che ke samyagdaSTi jIvane

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kaLaza-164 159 pAMca indriyo che, mana paNa che, temanA dvArA puddagaladravyanA guNono zAyaka paNa che. jo pAMca indriyo ane manamAtrathI karmano baMdha thato hota to samyagdaSTi jIvane paNa baMdha siddha thAta. bhAvArtha Ama che ke jo rAgAdi azuddha bhAva che to karmano baMdha che, to pachI pAMca indriyo ane chaThThA manano sahAro kAMI nathI; jo rAgAdi azuddha bhAva nathI to karmano baMdha nathI, to pachI pAMca indriyo ane chaThThA manano sahAro kAMI nathI. (Sit jIvanA saMbaMdha sahita ekendriyAdi zarIra, (cit) jIvanA saMbaMdha rahita pASANa, loDhuM, mATI temano (vadha:) mULathI vinAza athavA bAdhA-pIDA (na vanya t te paNa baMdhanAM kartA nathI. samAdhAna Ama che ke koI mahAmunIzvara bhAvaliMgI mArgamAM cAle che, daivasaMyoge sUkSma jIvone bAdhA thAya che, tyAM jo jIvaghAtamAtrathI baMdha thato hota to munIzvarane karmabaMdha thAta. bhAvArtha Ama che ke jo rAgAdi azuddha pariNAma che to karmano baMdha che, to pachI jIvaghAtano sahAro kAMI nathI; jo rAgAdi azuddha bhAva nathI to karmano baMdha nathI, to pachI jIvaghAtano sahAro kAMI nathI. 2-164. = -- na karmabahulaM jaganna calanAtmakaM karma vA na naikakaraNAni vA na cidaciddhadho bndhkRt| yadaikyamupayogabhUH samupayAti rAgAdibhiH sa eva kila kevalaM bhavati bandhaheturnRNAm / / 2-164 / / prathama ja baMdhanuM svarUpa kahe che : vat upayogamU: rAyAvimi: cak samupayAti sa: va vataM tni dRLAm vandhahetu: mati" je cetanAguNarUpa (bhU:) nAma mULa...' bhUmikA 'vastu.. AhA..hA..! cetanA svarUpa enI mULa bhUmikA pRthvI che. jANaka-dekhana svabhAva jenI pRthvI eTale bhU - jamIna che, jenuM e sthAna che. AhA...hA...! evA cetanAguNarUpa. (upayoga) zabda che ne ? enI vyAkhyA cetanAguNarUpa mULa vastu..' (bhU:) (vimi:) 'rAga-dveSa-moharUpa azuddha pariNAmo sAthe mizritapaNArUpe..' (vayam) che ne ? (yam) jANavA-dekhavAnA upayoga sAthe rAganI ekatA - mizritapaNuM kare che te ja mithyAtva che ane te ja baMdhanuM kAraNa che. AhA..hA...! '35yogamU: racanAvimi: cak samupayAti" AhA..hA...! jANavA-dekhavAnA vepAramAM je rAga ane potAnI bhUmikA upayogamAM ekatva kare che... AhA..hA...! je upayogabhUmithI rAga pRthak che. jANavA-dekhavAnA svabhAvathI rAga pRthak che. cAhe to e mithyAtvano rAga ke cAhe to cAritramohano rAga (hoya), ajJAnathI thayelo rAga, dayA, dAna ne vratano thayelo

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160 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 rAga... AhA..hA...! e caitanyanI upayoga nAma jJAna-darzananA upayogamAM e rAgane je ekapaNe mizrapaNe mAne che, ekapaNe mAne che e ja mithyAtva baMdhanuM kAraNa ane saMsAra che. AhA..hA...! kemake prabhu jinasvarUpa che. vItarAga akaSAya svarUpa prabhu AtmA che. ene vartamAna jANavA-dekhavAnA vepAramAM e abaMdha pariNAma che. enI sAthe rAganA baMdhabhAvane eka kare che. AhA..hA...! abaMdhabhAvamAM rAganA bhAvanA baMdhane eka kare che e ja baMdhanuM kAraNa che. jhINI vAta che, bhAI ! zarIra, vANI, mana, karma to 52 2hI gayA, ene to e karI zakato nathI paNa A mAnyatAmAM eka karI zake che. UMdhI mAnyatAmAM (eka karI zake che). AhA..hA...! chatAM te UMdhI mAnyatA te svabhAvamAM nathI. AhA..hA...! e paryAyamAM mithyAzraddhAnI dRSTi utpanna kare che. o..ho...! bhagavAna to jJAtA-dRSTA che ne kahe che. prabhu caitanya to jJAtA-daSTA upayogabhUmi che ne AhA..hA..! emAM je koI zubha-azubha rAgane ekapaNe, svabhAva ane vikA2ne mizritapaNe mAne che te mithyASTi baMdhanuM kAraNa che. AhA..hA...! samajAya che kAMI ? AvI vAta che. dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, tapa, upavAsano vikalpa rAga UThe e jANavA-dekhavAnA pariNAma sAthe e rAganA pariNAmane eka kare che athavA potAnA jANavA-dekhavAnA bhAvamAM rAgane lAve che. A..hA....! Avo adhikAra che. AhA..hA....! jemAM nathI temAM (eTale ke) upayogamAM lAve che, kahe che. AhA..hA...! bhagavAnaAtmA to jJAtA-dRSTA che paNa enA piraNAmamAM e jJAtA-dRSTAnA pariNAma che e upayoga che. trikALa upayoga che paNa emAM e ekatva karI zakato nathI. paNa I trikALa upayogamAMthI je upayoga thAya che temAM rAgane eka kare che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? paryAyamAM ekatA kare che ne ? dravyamAM kaMI ekatA (thatI nathI). dravya to dravya che ja. AhA..hA...! AvI vAta paDI rahI ane Akho mArga kyAMya joDI dIdho. AhA..hA...! -- 'samupayAti" upayogabhUmikAmAM. AhA..hA...! Ama to cetanAguNa mULa vastu trikALa (che) paNa chatAM tenA piraNAmamAM ekalA jANavA-dekhavAnA pariNAma thavA joIe ema na thatAM te jANavA-dekhavAnA pariNAmamAM rAganI ekatA kare che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? 'samupayAti''pariName che,' rAgane jJAnAnaMda svabhAva sAthe ekapaNe pariName che. AhA..hA...! eTaluM mAtra anya sahAya vinA...' kahe che ke, eTaluM ja mAtra. bIjuM koI kAraNa nahi. ema. baMdhanA kAraNamAM ATaluM ja kAraNa, bIjuM koI baMdhanuM kAraNa nahi. AhA..hA...! nimitto game te ho paNa e baMdhanA kA2Na nahi ema kahe che. enuM A je azuddha upAdAna pariNAma rAganI ekatAnA pariNAma te eka ja baMdhanuM kAraNa che. AhA..hA...! jhINuM bahu ! AhA..hA...! 'anya sahAya vinA...' (vAM) lIdhuM ne ? kevaLa. anya sahAya vinA (tti) nizcayathI

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kaLaza- 164 16 1 jeTalo saMsArI jIvarAzi che tene (vacahetu: mavati jJAnAvaraNAdi karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa thAya che. AhA...hA...! bIjuM koI kAraNa nathI kahe che. AhA...hA...! mumukSu :- pote rAga bAMdhe che. pUjya gurudevazrI - pote rAgane pakaDe che ane potAnA ekatva tarIke mAne che e mithyAtva te eka ja baMdhanuM kAraNa ahIM gaNavAmAM Ave che. samajANuM kAMI ? je anaMta saMsAranuM kAraNa che. rAganA vikalpane nirvikalpa bhagavAna AtmAnI sAthe ekatva karIne joDAya che. mizrita karI nAkhe che. amRtane ane jherane mizrita kare che. AhA..hA..! bhagavAna to amRtasAgara che, prabhu ! ane rAga cAhe to dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktino ho paNa jhera che. AkaruM paDe A ! AhA...hA...! zvetAMbaramAM to A juone upadhAna ne dhamAdhama (cAle che). mANaso rAjI rAjI thaI jAya. be-pAMca lAkha kharce jANe ke o...hoho..! are. bhagavAna ! bhAI ! e jaDa meM kharcA e (mAnyatA) to mithyAtva che paNa emAM rAga kadAcita maMda karyo hoya, e rAgane AtmAnA caitanya svabhAva sAthe ekatA kare, basa ! (e) eka ja saMsAra che, baMdha che. gajaba che ! lAkho, karoDonA dAna kare, lAkho maMdiro banAve, rathayAtrA - gajaratha kADhe, dasa dasa lAkha kharca. AhA..hA..! hamaNAM ahIM 'cittala pAse koI eka gAma che. "vAI' ! "vAI' gAma (che) tyAM hAthI Avyo. brAhmaNe pUjA karI. 'gaNezane sUMDha kharIne ? pUjA karIne enI sUMDhamAM savA rUpiyo mUkyo. enA dhaNIne Ama sUMDha upara (karIne) rUpiyo devA gayo tyAM pAvalI paDI gaI. e brAhmaNa pAvalI levA gayo tyAM ene) sUMDhamAM pakaDIne pheMkayo (tyAM) marI gayo ! pelo AratI utAre che, paisA mUke che (ene ja mArI nAkhyo) ! mumukSu :- I paisA kema laI jAya ? pUjya gurudevazrI :- I to pelI sUMDhamAMthI) paDI gayo. savA rUpiyo suMDhamAM mUkyo (hato) e enA mahAvatane detA pAvalI paDI gaI to pelo pAvalI levA gayo emAM enI sUMDhe pakaDIne pheMkyo eTale A tUTI gayo.. zuM kahevAya ? kiDanI tUTI gaI. AhAhA...! hamaNAM thayuM che. cittala pAse "vAI (gAma che tyAM thayuM che. AhA..hA..! hAthIe zuM karyuM ane pelAne zuM thayuM ? hAthI paNa rAganI ekatAmAM joDAya gayo ane maranAro ema jANe ke meM AratI utArI ne mane mArI nAkhyo). AhAhA...! rAganI ekatAmAM joDANo (ane) navA anaMta saMsAranA kAraNo ane baMdha karyA. A...hA...! baMdhaheta eka ja che ne ? ema kIdhuM. che ne ? (vanaM) (eTale) bIjo nahi. AhA..hA..! ahIMyAM to mithyAtva), avrata ne pramAda ne kaSAya pAMca baMdhanA hetu kahyA che emAM A eka ja baMdhanuM kAraNa che. saMsAranuM mULa kAraNa eka ja che. Ama pAMca (kAraNa) lIdhA che - mithyAtva, avrata, pramAda, kaSAya ane yoga. e ahIM nahi. ahIMyAM to rAganI

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16 2 kalAmRta bhAga-5 ekatA kare evo je mithyAtva bhAva e paranI sahAya ane bIjAnI apekSA vinA ekalo baMdhanuM kAraNa che. AhAhA.! samajANuM kAMI ? bhASA che ne ? juone ! (vanaM) (ni ) ekalo kharekhara. pAcho ema zabda che. e mithyAtva bhAva eTale bhagavAna jJAnAnaMda svarUpa prabhu ! ene pariNAmamAM rAganI ekatA kare che. AhA..hA...! cAhe to zubharAga ho paNa je avikArI svabhAvamAM sAthe vikArane joDI de che e mithyAtva ekalo ja bIjAnI sahAya vinA, bIjA tattva ane bIjA bhAvanI madada vinA ekalo baMdhanuM kAraNa che. AhA...! kaho, bhAI ! A badhuM sAMbhaLyuM paNa nathI, AkhI jiMdagI Amane Ama hIrA ne mANekamAM pUrI karI). AhA..hA..! traNalokano nAtha AtmA aMdara muktasvarUpa che. AhA..hA...! muktasvarUpanI sAthe rAgabaMdha ane ekatA kare... AhA..hA...! pariNAmamAM (ekatA kare che), dravyamAM to ekatA thAya ja (evuM) kyAM che ? AhAhA...! pariNAmamAM ekatA karI topaNa dravya to je zuddha che I zuddha ja che. emAM jarIye azuddhatA thatI nathI. AhA...hA...! Avo mArga che. AhA...hA......! je koI bhagavAnaAtmA jenI caitanyabhUmikA che, jANavuM-dekhavuM e ja jenuM sthAna ane bhUmikA che, emAM jene rAgano koIpaNa nAnAmAM nAno sUkSma vikalpa... AhA..hA..! guNa-guNInA bhedano vikalpa paNa pote potAnA jJAtA-dRSTA svabhAva vItarAgamUrti prabhu ! enI sAthe A rAgane ekatva kare che e ekaluM mithyAtva, bIjA nimittonI sahAya vinA ekalo baMdhanuM kAraNa che. AhA..hA...! A..hA...! A naraka ane nigodanA kAraNa che kahe che. be zabda paDyA che ne ? ) ane (ni ) ekalo nizcayathI ema (eno artha che). kathaMcita vyavahArathI ane kathaMcita A nizcayathI ema nahi). AhA...hA...! (ni ) nizcayathI kahIe chIe ke, bhagavAna vItarAgamUrtine rAga sAthe joDI de che, mizra karI nAkhe che, ekalo vItarAgabhAva rAkhato nathI enI sAthe rAgane mizrita kare che evo je mithyAdaSTi baMdhabhAva e ja baMdhanuM kAraNa che. AhA...hA...! jeTalo saMsArI jIvarAzi che tene jJAnAvaraNAdi karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa thAya che. ahIM koI prazna kare che ke baMdhanuM kAraNa ATaluM ja che ke bIjuM paNa kAMI bAMdhanuM kAraNa che ? baMdhanuM kAraNa A eka ja che ke bIjuM koI kAraNa che ? AhA...hA...! 'samAdhAna Ama che ke baMdhanuM kAraNa ATaluM ja che....... che ? A.hA.hA.! jinasvarUpI bhagavAnane rAga sAthe ekatva karavo e eka ja baMdhanuM kAraNa che. AhA...hA...! para (sAthe) to ekatva mAne topaNa thatA nathI ane A to ekatva) mAne to paryAyamAM mAnyatA thAya che. mAnyatA, hoM ! AhA..hA...! chatAM e mAnyatA dravyasvabhAvamAM nathI. A..hA...hA...hA...! zuM dravya ne zuM paryAya ! Avo prabhuno mArga che. tAro paMtha ja A che kahe che, bhAI !

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kaLaza- 164 163 tane khabara nathI. AhA..hA..! tuM koNa cho aMdara ? ane kyAM te potAnuM mAnIne paDyo cho ? AhA..hA..! tane khabara nathI (ema) ahIMyAM kahe che. AhA..hA..! e to jANanAradekhanAra cetana, cetanabhUmikA, e to sarvasva caitanya che. A..hA...hA...! enA pariNAma to ekalA jANavA-dekhavAnA hovA joIe. eTaluM na karatAM ene rAga ne dayA, dAna, vratAdi pariNAma sAthe ekatA kare che). mULa to bhUla tyAM che ne ? pApanA pariNAma to ThIka. AhA..hA...! zubharAgane potAnA vItarAgamUrti prabhu sAthe ekapaNe kare che, mAne che, zraddha che. AhA..hA...! e eka ja baMdhanuM kAraNa che. "bIjuM to kAMI nathI;" che ne ? A to ekAMta karI nAkhyo ! baMdhanA kAraNe pAMca che ne ? ahIM atyAre mukhya baMdhanuM kAraNa eka ja lIdhuM che. avratanA pariNAma alpa che ene alpa sthiti, rasano baMdha paDe che. I kaMI saMsArane vadhAranAro nathI, bhava vadhAranAro nathI. AhA...hA...! prazna :- thoDo baMdha thAya che ne ? samAdhAna - e baMdha thAya che paNa pachI nirjaravA mATe baMdha thAya che. ema gaNIne ahIMyAM (eka ja baMdhanuM kAraNa kahyuM). chatAM pachI AgaLa kaheze ke, ema mAnIne tuM svacchandI, thaI jA ke, amAre to viSayabhoga bhogavatAM paNa nirjarA che. to tane e bhogavavAno bhAva thayo che ke lukhApaNe rahyo cho ? (bhogavavAno bhAva) thayo to thaI rahyuM ! mithyAtva thayuM che ane baMdhanuM ja kAraNa che. viSayanA bhogamAM rasa Avyo to e mithyAtva ja che. AhA...hA...! A to kaheze ke, viSayabhoga samakitI bhogave chatAM tene e bhoga nirjarAno hetu che, baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI. kemake rAgane potAnA upayogamAM bheLavato nathI. A.hA...hA...hA...! Avo mArga che. eTale vAta na bese ene ekAMta lAge evuM che ne A ? ahIM ekAMta ja kIdhuM. AhA..hA..! ema kahe che. "bIjuM to kAMI nathI;..." ema kahe che. "rmava<< nAt na va t vA vartanAtma karma na bandhakRt vA anekakaraNAni na bandhakRta vA cidaciddhadhaH na bandhakRt' AhAhA...! zuM kahe che ? juo ! "jJAnAvaraNAdi karmarUpe baMdhAvAne yogya che je kAmaNavargaNA,..." karma thavAne yogya paramANuno samUha AkhA lokamAM bharyo che. temanAthI (vahunaM) vRtaghaTanI mAphaka..." (arthAtu) jema ghIno ghaDo Akho bharyo hoya ema e karmavargaNAthI bharelo Akho loka (che), Akho ghaTa che. AhA..hA.! karma thavAne lAyaka samUha, vRtaghaTanI peThe Akho loka bharelo che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? traNaso tetAlIsa rAjupramANa lokAkAzapradeza...." kArmaNavargaNA bharI paDI che, AkhA lokamAM bharI paDI che. jyAM siddha bhagavAna che tyAM paNa kAmaNavargaNA bharI paDI che. karma thavAne lAyaka, karma nahi. AhAhA...! kAzmaNavargaNAno samUha traNase teMtAlIsa rAjuloka Akho

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164 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 bharyo che kahe che. AhAhA....! "te paNa baMdhano kartA nathIe kAmaNavargaNA baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI. AhA..hA...! 'samAdhAna Ama che ke jo rAgAdi azuddha pariNAmo vinA kAmaNavargaNAmAtrathI baMdha thato..." nathI. rAganI ekatAbuddhi vinA kArmaNavargaNAnA DhagalA paDyA che paNa te baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI. AhAhA..! Avo vItarAga mArga ! vItarAge pAchI vastu rAkhI che, kArmaNavargaNA yogya paramANu che e vAta rAkhI che. bIje evI (vAta) kyAMya nathI. AhAhA...! karma thavAne lAyakanA samUhanA DhagalA AkhA lokamAM bharyA che. e sarvajJa sivAya A vAta bIje kyAMya che nahi. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA..! karmanI vargaNA. vargaNA eTale samUha, Dhagalo. e to AkhA lokamAM bharyo che. jyAM siddha bhagavAna che tyAM paNa kArmaNavargaNA paDI che, tyAM birAje che. A..hA...! I kaheze. jo rAgAdi azuddha pariNAma che to jJAnAvaraNAdi karmano baMdha che...." samajANuM ? kemake (rAgAdi azuddha) pariNAmo vinA kAmaNavargaNAmAtrathI baMdha thato....nathI. (jo azuddha pariNAma vinA paNa baMdha thAya to) je mukta jIvo che temane paNa baMdha thAya. mukta jIva che, jyAM siddha bhagavAna birAje che) tyAM kAmaNavargaNAno Dhagalo paDyo che. jo e baMdhanuM kAraNa hoya to ene baMdha thAya. rAganI ekatAnuM kAraNa nathI eTale e baMdhanuM kAraNa che nahi. AhAhA..! AhA..hA..! che ne ? mukta jIvo che temane paNa baMdha thAta. kArmaNavargaNA bharelI che enAthI jo baMdha hota to mukta jIvane (paNa) baMdha thAta. jyAM siddha birAje che, (siddha bhagavAna to) arUpI ghana che, enA AtmAnI aMdaramAM tyAM anaMtI karmanI vargaNA paDI che. AhA.hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? ane enuM je AkhuM jJAnazarIra AvaDuM moTuM che tenA aMdaramAM to anaMtA karmanI vargaNA paDI che. anaMtA nigAdajIvo tyAM paDyA che. AhA...hA...! paNa e nigodanA jIva rAganI ekatA kare che mATe karmanuM baMdha che. karmavargaNAthI baMdha hoya to to siddhane hovo joIe. samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhA..! AvI vAtuM sAMbhaLavA paNa navarAza na maLe ane hohA (karIne) emane ema jiMdagI cAlI jAya che. AhA..hA..! che ? "mukta jIvo che temane paNa baMdha thAta. bhAvArtha Ama che ke - jo rAgAdi azuddha pariNAmo che to jJAnAvaraNAdi karmano baMdha che, to pachI kAzmaNavargaNAno sahAro kAMI nathI." AhA..hA.. baMdhamAM enI kAMI madada nathI. AhA...hA....! A..hA...hA...! be be vAta leze, hoM ! baLe ! zuM be be ? ke, azuddha rAgAdi pariNAma che to baMdha che. jJAnAvaraNAdi (karmano) sahAro kAMI nathI. have vizeSa (artha) kare che. - jo rAgAdi azuddha bhAva nathI to karmano baMdha nathI, to pachI kArmaNavargaNAno sahAro kAMI nathI." AhAhA....! babbe vAra eka vAtane siddha kare che. zuM kIdhuM I ? ke, jo rAgAdi

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kaLaza-164 165 azuddha pariNAma che to ene karmano baMdha thAya. "kAmaNavargaNAno sahAro kAMI nathI. jo rAgAdi azuddha bhAva nathI. paheluM astithI lIdhuM. have nathI to karmabaMdha nathI. to pachI) kArmaNavargaNAno sahAro paNa nathI. to kArmaNavargaNA emAM che nahi. AhAhA...! (vartanAtmajaM ) have bIjo bola lIdho. "mana-vacana-kAyayoga.." e mana, vacana ne kAyAno yoga - kaMpana te paNa baMdhano kartA nathI. AhA...hA...! "bhAvArtha Ama che ke - jo mana-vacana-kAyayoga baMdhano kartA thato hota to teramA guNasthAne mana-vacana-kAyayoga che,... AhA...hA...! be mananA, be vacananA ane traNa kAyAnA evA sAta yoga tyAM terame (guNasthAne) che. samajANuM ? satya ane vyavahAra - be mana yoga. satya ane vyavahAra - be vacana yoga. audArika, mizra ane kAzmaNa evA sAta yoga che. chatAM baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI. AhA.hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? rAgAdi azuddha bhAva che to karmano baMdha che, to pachI mana-vacana-kAyayogano sahAro kAMI nathI;." mana-vacana-kAyA che mATe baMdha che (evI) enI kAMI sahAya nathI. AhA...hA..! samajAya che kAMI AmAM ? mana, vacana ane kAyAnI kriyA ane bhAva to terame paNa che kahe che. jo enAthI baMdha thato hoya to ene baMdha thavo joIe) paNa ene to baMdha che nahi. rAganI ekatAbuddhi vinA phakta kArmaNavargaNAthI baMdha thato nathI ane baMdha thAya che to rAganI ekatAbuddhithI thAya che, vargaNAthI nahi. AhA...hA...! AvA LogicthI to samajAvyuM che. badhI vAtayuM moTI moTI kare ane lokone rAjI rAjI karI nAkhe Ama ! ANe Ama karyA ne ANe vrata pALyA ne ANe apavAsa karyA emAM ene ujavyuM. zuM kahevAya ? vrata karyA ene ujavyuM. zuM kahevAya? ujavaNuM karyuM ! emAM pAMca lAkha kharco. hAthIne hodde besADIne AvyA, pachI ene mALA ApI. are. prabhu ! zuM che paNa A badhuM ? e badhI kriyAo to paranI che emAM jo teM rAganI ekatA karI hoya to mithyAtva ane baMdhanuM kAraNa che. AhA...hA...! AvI vAta AkarI lAge. A to tame ekaluM nizcaya. nizcaya kaho (cho). paNa nizcaya eTale satya ja A che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhA....! mana-vacana-kAyayogano sahAro kAMI nathI... che ne ? (aneoUIT) pAMca indriyo - sparzana, rasanA, ghANa, cakSu, zrotra, cha mana..." pAMca indriya ane chaThuM mana. A paNa baMdhanA kartA nathI." AhA...hA...! A jaDa pAMca indriyo baMdhanA kartA nathI, tema mana. "samAdhAna Ama che ke samyagdaSTi jIvane pAMca indriyo che,..." A.hA...! mana paNa che... AhAhA....! temanA dvArA pudgaladravyanA guNono jJAyaka paNa che. pu ladravyanA guNano jJAnI jANanAro paNa che. A..hA..hA...! jo pAMca indriyo ane manamAtrathI karmano baMdha thato hota to samyagdaSTi jIvane paNa baMdha siddha thAta." AhA...hA...! ahIM to mithyAtva

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166 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 saMbaMdhInI vAta levI che ne ? eTale (Ama kahyuM). emAMthI pAchuM evuM ja ekAMta kADhe ke, juo ! samyagdaSTine kaMI paNa baMdha che ja nahi, ene rAga che ja nahi. I vAta ahIM nathI. ahIM to mukhya ekatAbuddhinA rAganI, mithyAtvanI vAta che. pachI asthiratAno rAga che eTalo baMdha paNa che enI vAta ahIMyAM gauNa karIne kahI che. paNa ene kADhI ja nAkhe (ema na cAle). pAMca baMdhanA kAraNa kahyAM emAM eka ahIM mithyAtva baMdhanuM kAraNa kIdhuM ane avrata, pramAda, kaSAya ane yogane karmabaMdhanA kAraNa nathI ja ema ekAMta kahe (to ema nathI). AvuM che, pATha Ama bole che. samyakdRSTinA pAMca indriyanA bhoga baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI ema ahIM to kahe che. kAraNa ke ene rAganI ekatAbuddhi nathI. A siddha karavuM che. AhA..hA..! parapadArthanI sAthe ekatAbuddhi che ja nahi paNa rAganI sAthe paNa ekatA buddhi nathI. ethI bhogano bhAva rAga che e ahIM gaNavAmAM ja Avyo nathI. AhA...hA...! viSayamAM rAga to thAya paNa kahe che ke, rAganI ekatAbuddhi samakitIne nathI mATe tene baMdhanuM kAraNa bhoga nathI. paNa eno artha evo nathI ke e bhogamAM jarIye rAga nathI ane bhoga bhogave che. ekatAbuddhi nathI. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? A..hA..hA..! munine paNa jeTalo paMca mahAvratAdino asthiratA bhAva Ave che teTalo baMdha che). ene mithyAtva, avata, pramAda (ema) traNa baMdha to nathI paNa eka kaSAyano bhAva hajI che. paNa ahIMyAM mukhyapaNe rAganI ekatAbuddhi trikALI svabhAvamAM vibhAvane ekapaNe mAnavuM te mithyAtva ane te baMdhanuM kAraNa che. anaMta saMsAranuM e kAraNa che ene ahIMyAM sAbita karavuM che. samajANuM kAMI ? pachI pelA badhA atyAre AmAMthI ema ja kheMce che ne ? ke, Ama che ne tema che, juo ! A lakhyuM ! (samyaphadRSTinA) bhogane baMdha nathI. eTale ene rAga ja nathI. kayo rAga nathI ? rAganI ekatA buddhino rAga nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhA..! AvA bhagavAnanA anekAMtanA vaheNa, syAdvAdanI apekSAnA vaheNa na samaje ane ekAMta tANe. AhA..hA...! e zubharAga Avyo chatAM kahe che enI sAthe ekatAbuddhi nathI. samakitIne azubharAga Avyo paNa ekatAbuddhi nathI. e anaMta saMsAranuM kAraNa che e ene nathI mATe baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI ema kahevuM che. AhA...hA...! A kahe ke, e badhI kriyAkAMDa je zubhabhAva che te dharmanuM kAraNa che ! kyAM laI gayA !! e dayA ne vrata ne bhakti ne jAtrA ne dhAmadhUma, lAkho rUpiyA kharce. kAle moTo varaghoDo hato ne ? traNa dinA pelA hatA ne. jANe o.ho..ho...! pAMca-dasa hajAra ApyA haze to pustaka ke kAMIka (laIne) beTho hato. badhA evuM mAne ke jANe AmAM dharma thAya che ! are. bhagavAna ! mArga bApA...! kAle joyuM hatuM. rastAmAM ja AvyuM hatuM. taLeTImAM

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kaLaza-164 16 7 jAvuM hatuM ne ? rastAmAM badhA nIkaLyA. eka jaNAe moTuM navuM maMdira karyuM ne ? tyAM badhA mALA laIne jAtA haze. phUlamALA ! chokaro juvAna ! sAdhu bhegA hatA. e lokomAM rivAja (evo ke) aDadhuM ughADuM rAkhe. sAdhu lUgaDuM pahere ne ? eka bAju aDadhuM ughADuM rAkhe. mumukSu - I nagnapaNAno purAvo che. uttara :- mAre I ja kahevuM che. nagnapaNAmAMthI zvetAMbara nIkaLyA che tyAre eTaluM jarI cihna rAkhyuM. sthAnakavAsIne to I paNa na maLe. I badhA nIkaLyA hatA. eka bAju ughADu rAkhe. che ne I ? mULa to I digaMbaranI zailIno bhAga A rIte rAkhyo. mULa mArga to digaMbara ja hato. AhAhA...! vastra rAkhavuM e munino mArga ja jainadharmamAM nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? ema kahyuM ne ? jamyA pramANe rU5 bhAkhyuM. be ThekANe Ave che. bhagavAne to jabhyA pramANe muninuM rUpa bhAkhyuM che. vastrasahitanuM rUpa I munipaNuM che ja nahi, vyavahAra munipaNuM paNa nathI. AhAhA...! AvuM che, bApu ! zuM thAya ? eke (ema) kheMcyuM ke, puNyanA dayA, dAnanA pariNAma dharma che. tyAre bIjAe kheMcyuM ke, samyakdaSTine game evo rAga thAya paNa baMdhanuM paNa kAraNa nathI. ema nathI. ahIMyAM to anaMta saMsAranI vRddhinuM kAraNa mithyAtva (gayuM) ene baMdha nathI ema kahyuM). samajANuM ? nahIMtara ahIM to bhoga lIdhA che. juo ! che ? A...hA...! jo rAgAdi azuddha bhAva che to karmano baMdha che, to pachI pAMca indriyo ane chaThThA manano sahAro kAMI nathI;." ene indriyo ane manano bhoga bilakula baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI kahe che. AvI vAtuM che. alpa baMdha ane sthitinI gaNatarI na gaNI ane samyakdRSTine paNa jyAre bhaviSyano bhavano baMdha paDe to azubha bhAva vakhate ene bhavano baMdha na paDe. eTaluM samyagdarzananuM baLa che ! bhaviSyano baMdha paDe, jyAre zubha bhAva Ave tyAre svargano navo baMdha paDe. athavA nArakI ane tiryaMca samyakdaSTine svargamAM rahevuM hoya to zubhabhAva Ave tyAre baMdha paDe. samakitIne azubha bhAva hoya che paNa e vakhate bhaviSyanA bhavano baMdha na paDe. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! eTaluM samyagdarzananuM - zraddhAnuM jora che ! bhAva to zubha-azubha banne Ave. paNa ene azubha bhAva vakhate bhavabaMdha nathI. ene gatino baMdha nahi. gatino eTale bhavano hoM ! gatibaMdha paDe. samaye samaye nAraka Adi gatino baMdha paDe paNa bhavano baMdha nahi. AhA..hA.... jyAre ene zubha bhAva thaze tyAre ene ahIM svargano baMdha paDaze. ema nArakIne zubha bhAva Ave tyAre manuSyano baMdha paDaze. azubha bhAva vakhate manuSyano bhava nahi paDe. AhAhA...! ahIM I kahe che, jo rAgAdi azubha bhAva nathI to karmano baMdha nathI, to pachI pAMca indriyo ane chaThThA manano sahAro kAMI nathI." AhAhA...! kAmaNavargaNAthI baMdha hoya to siddhane (baMdha) hota. mana-vacana-kAyAthI baMdha hoya to kevaLIne hota. pAMca indriya ane

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168 kalAmRta bhAga-5 kriyAthI, pAMca indriyanA viSayAdithI baMdha hoya to samakitIne hota. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA...! have eka bola rahyo che e vizeSa Avaze.. (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !) mAgazara suda 3, maMgaLavAra tA. 13-12-1977. kaLaza-164, 165 pravacana-174 "kaLazaTIkA 164 (kaLazano) chello bhAga che. (ra) zabda che ne tyAMthI levAnuM che). zuM cAle che ? ke, A AtmAne je navuM baMdhana thAya emAM rAga, dveSanI ekatAbuddhi (che te mukhya baMdhanuM kAraNa che). svabhAva je zuddha caitanyaghana AnaMdakaMda prabhu ! jeno dravyasvabhAva to atIndriya AnaMda, atIndriya jJAna ane atIndriya prabhutAthI bharelo che). evA dravya svabhAvanI sAthe je koI prANI potAnA upayogamAM e koIpaNa zubha ke azubha rAgane potAmAM ekatApaNe mAne te baMdhanuM kAraNa che). koI zubha rAga dayA, dAna ke pApa ke puNyano je rAga che e AtmAnA svabhAvanI sAthe enA upayogamAM ekatvabuddhi kare te mithyAdRSTi saMsAranA bhAvamAM rakhaDanAra che. AhA...hA...! ahIM para vastunI ekatAnI vAta che nahi. para vastu to judI (rahI gaI. strI, kuTuMba, paiso, lakSmI, Abaru e to para judI cIja che e to emAM -AtmAmAM) che nahi. AhA...hA..! paNa enAmAM thato je zubha-azubha rAga... jhINI vAtuM bApu ! tene upayogabhUmikAmAM ekatA kare... AhA..hA...! e ene baMdhananuM kAraNa che. saMsAranI vRddhinuM kAraNa, rakhaDavAnuM e mukhya kAraNa che). rAga ane zuddha caitanya svabhAva ane enI sAthe vibhAva rAga benI ekatAbuddhi kare te saMsAramAM rakhaDavAnuM kAraNa che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI? pachI kahe che ke, A jagatamAM karmanI vargaNAthI bharelo loka che. karma thavAne lAyaka evA paramANuo pugalo AkhA lokamAM bharyA che. e baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI. jo ahIMyAM rAganI ekatA nathI to e vargaNAo baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI. rAganI ekatA te baMdhanuM kAraNa che. ahIM anaMta saMsAranI vAta che. AhA..hA..nAnAmAM nAno rAga paNa svabhAva trikALa.... trikALa... trikALa dariyA zuddha caitanya bhagavAnanI sAthe rAgano nAno kaNa paNa (bheLave), cAhe to dayA, dAnano rAga hoya ke cAhe to saMsAranA hiMsA, jUTha Adino rAga ho e rAganI sAthe trikALI pavitra piMDa prabhu dhruva anaMta AnaMda ane anaMta jJAna ane anaMta pavitra guNono piMDa AtmA ! ene trikALI pavitranI sAthe rAganA kSaNika vibhAvane ekatva

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169 kaLaza-164 kare e ene anaMta saMsAranA baMdhananuM kAraNa che. AhA...hA...! cAhe to lokamAM karma thavAne lAyaka vargaNA paDI che, Akho loka bharyo che chatAM e baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI. bIjI vAta (vartanAtma) jo e karmavargaNA baMdhanuM kAraNa hoya to siddha bhagavAna jyAM birAje che tyAM anaMtI karmavargaNA paDI che to emane paNa baMdhana thavuM joIe). samajANuM kAMI ? e karmavargaNA karma I kaMI baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI. AhAhA.! tema mana-vacana-kAyAnI kriyA baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI. kemake mana-vacananI kriyAo to bhagavAna kevaLIne paNa che. paNa rAganI ekatA nathI mATe te kaMpana kriyA baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? AvyuM ne I ? (vartanAtmavaMza). indriyo - A pAMca indriyo ane mana enI je kriyA thAya e baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI. kAraNa ke indriyonA viSayanI vAsanA ane A kriyA, e to samakitIne paNa hoya che. chatAM samakitIne rAganI ekatA nathI to mithyAtva nathI eTale baMdhana nathI. anaMta saMsArano baMdha nathI. jeTalo rAga che eTaluM baMdhana che enI ahIM gaNatarI gaNI nathI. AhA...hA...! pAMca indriyanA viSayo - sparzanA, rasanA, gaMdhanA, rUpanA, zravaNanA e bhogo. pAMca indriyanA viSaya ane manano rAga, manano viSaya Adi. AhA..hA..! e baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI. ema ahIM baMdhanuM kAraNa to mithyAtvane levuM che ane e mithyAtva kone hoya ? ke, jene svabhAva bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda prabhu paDyo che enI sAthe vikAranA kaNane paNa bheLave, ekapaNe mAne, ene mithyAtvanuM anaMta saMsAranuM baMdhananuM kAraNa UbhuM thAya che. AhAhA....! are..! ahIM moTo abajopati bAdazAha hoya, eka divasanA abajo rUpiyA pedA karato hoya, eka divasanA ! divasanA, hoM ! che ne atyAre ? eka rAja che. eka divasanI abajonI pedAza ! atyAre che. ane eka deza evo che ke eka kalAkanA doDha karoDanI pedAza ! eka kalAkamAM doDha karoDa ! AhA...hA...! e badhA aMdaramAM rAganI ekatAvALA jIva che. AhAhA..! e mithyAdRSTi(ne) paisA che ene laIne baMdhana nathI. ene rAganI ekatAne laIne mithyAtvanuM baMdhana che), te anaMta saMsAramAM rakhaDavAnA che. AhA..hA....! eTale kahe che ke, mana-vacana ne kAyAnI kriyA paNa baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI. jo e baMdhanuM (kAraNa) hoya to kevaLIne mana-vacana-kAyA traNe che. che ? AhAhA...! have cotho bola Ave che, jarI jhINo che. (vi) "jIvanA saMbaMdha sahita ekendriyAdi zarIra..." A ekendriya vanaspitanA jIva. pANInA, pRthvIkAyanA, agninA, vAyunA. jemAM jIva che ane zarIra che. A pAMdaDAM dekhAya che I lImaDAnuM zarIra dekhAya che. aMdara jIva che e to bhinna che. A pAMdaDuM che ne ? lImaDAnuM ATaluM eka pAMdaDuM ! emAM asaMkhya zarIra che ane eka eka zarIre eka eka

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170 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 jIva che ane eka eka jIvanI sAthe eka eka taijasa ane kArmaNa zarIra che. e ekendriya jIvano koI ghAta kare che ? ekendriya che ne ? ekendriyAdi." tema beindriya, traNa indriya, cauindriya, paMcendriyano paNa koI ghAta thAya.. AhA..hA..! "jIvanA saMbaMdha rahita pASANa..." ekendriyAdi jIvanuM zarIra ane te ja jIvanA saMbaMdha rahita pASANa, loDhuM, mATI temano mULathI vinAza athavA bAdhA-pIDA...." AhAhA! lAkaDAnA kaTakA kare ane lImaDAnA jIvane mAre e baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI kahe che. thoDI jhINI vAta che. ene aMdara rAga je vikata kSaNika upAdhi vibhAva (thAya che), cAhe to zubha ho ke azubha, e trikALI paramAtmA pavitratAno piMDa prabhu ! trikALI nityAnaMda bhAva ! ene kSaNika vikRta avasthA je rAga - puNyano ke pApano, zubha ke azubhano.... AhA..hA..! e eka samayanI vikRta dazAne trikALI svabhAva sAthe ekatA kare. jhINI vAta che, bApu ! anaMtakALathI rakhaDe che. AhA..hA..! A kAraNe e paribhramaNa karI rahyo che kahe che. ekendriyAdinA jIvanI ghAta thAya ethI ahIM pApabaMdhana thAya ema nathI kahe che. che ? ekendriyAdi eTale beindriya, traNaindriya, cauindriyanuM zarIra. "jIvanA saMbaMdha rahita pASANa, loDhuM, mATI temano mULathI vinAza..." mULathI nAza kare. AhA..hA..! paMcendriya jIvano ghAta thAya. AhA...hA...! samyakdaSTi jIva jene rAganI ekatA tUTIne svabhAvanI ekatA (karIne) jJAtA-daSTA thayo che enI laDAImAM kahe che, lAkho paMcendriya mANasa mare eno ene baMdha nathI ane e baMdhanA kAraNa paNa nathI ema kahe che. AhA...hA...! jeNe rAga ane svabhAva be bhinna pADyA che evA jIvane enA zarIrathI ke hathiyArathI e paMcendriyanA prANa jAya enuM ene baMdhana nathI. jhINI vAta che. prazna :- A cotho bola che I muninI apekSAe vAta che ? samAdhAna :- nA, A to badhAnI vAta che. dAkhalo munino Apaze paNa che vAta badhA samakitInI. prazna :- samakitIne... ? samAdhAna :- ene paNa nathI. ene rAganI ekatA nathI (mATe) vadha thAya emAM baMdha nathI. munino dRSTAMta Apaze. prazna :- trIjA bolamAM samyaphadRSTinI vAta levI che ? samAdhAna :- badhe samakitadRSTinI vAta che. paNa A dAkhalo ahIMyAM Apaze ke, jo paMcendriya jIvanA vadhathI baMdha thato hoya to kaheze, juo ! bAdhA-pIDA te paNa baMdhanA karyA nathI." AhA..hA...! bIjAnA zarIrano nAza thAya, kare. enA zarIrathI nAza thAya ane ene bAdhA-pIDA upajAve ane moTA patharAnA kaTakA,

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kaLaza-164 171 bhUkA kare... AhA..hA..! chatAM te paNa baMdhanA karyA nathI." samAdhAna Ama che ke koI mahAmunIzvara..." have A to dRSTAMta che. "bhAvaliMgI...' AhA..hA...! jene aMdara atIndriya AnaMdanA ubharA AvyA che. muni ene kahIe. bhagavAna AtmA e to atIndriya atIndriya AnaMdano moTo gAMsaDo che ! bhagavAna ! AtmA hoM ! AhA..hA..! emAM du:kha nathI, emAM rAga nathI. e to atIndriya AnaMdano paMja prabhu che. e atIndriya AnaMdanA pUMjanI jene dRSTi thaI che ane e uparAMta.... A to muninuM dRSTAMta Ape che ke, jene atIndriya AnaMdanuM svasaMvedana rAgathI bhinna paDIne pracUra AnaMdanuM vedana che evAne bhAvaliMgI saMta kahe che. AhA...hA..! mahAmunIzvara bhAvaliMgI...." A..hA..hA..! aMtaramAM jene AnaMdanA ubharA AvyA che, AhA...hA...! samyakUdaSTine te atIndriya AnaMdanA aMzanuM vedana che paNa enuM dRSTAMta na ApatAM A dRSTAMta ApyuM ke je lokone jhaTa khyAlamAM Ave. bAkI samakitadRSTi paNa baMdhanA pariNAma rahita ja che. A.hA.! samajANuM kAMI ? mahAmunIzvara bhAvaliMgI.." A...hAhA...! jene AtmA atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara bhagavAna jenI dazAmAM uchaLI gayo che ! A...hA..hA..! A indriyanA viSayomAM rAga che e to jhera che. e jherano anubhava che. AhA..hA..! pAMca indriyanA viSayo, enI prazaMsA (kare), zarIno sparza kare, sugaMdha kare, rUpa dekhe, rasa khAya e badhA pAMca indriyanA viSayone jJAnI bhogave. bhogavavAno artha ke enA saMyogamAM Ave chatAM svabhAvamAM ekatA che mATe ene baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI. AhAhA..! jhINI vAtuM ! A to janma-maraNa rahita thavAnI vAtuM jhINI bahu ! AhAhA....! mahAmunIzvara bhAvaliMgI mArgamAM cAle che. mArgamAM cAle che. devasaMyoge sukSma jIvone bAdhA thAya." AhA..hA..! are...! koI tIDa uDatA Ave, A jhINA tIDa Ave che ne ? khapeDI, khapeDI Ave che. khapeDI jANo cho ? khetaramAM thAya. e muni to Ama (jyAM) cAlatA hoya tyAM hoya nahi paNa Ama paga jyAM mUke tyAM pelI heThe garI jAya (ane) marI jAya. paNa munine baMdha nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? "sUkSma jIvone bAdhA thAya che, tyAM jo jIvaghAtamAtrathI baMdha thato hota to munIzvarane karmabaMdha thAta. jIvanA ghAtathI baMdhana hoya to muninA zarIrathI prANano ghAta to thAya che paNa ene baMdhana nathI. AkarI vAta che. mumukSu :- bhAvahiMsA nathI. uttara :- bhAva jJAtA-draSTA che. jemAM ene mAravAnI icchA ja nathI ane icchA che tenI sAthe ekatA nathI. AhA..hA! jhINI vAta, bhAI ! bahu AkaruM kAma che. jenadarzanane samajavuM, jainadarzana eTale vizvadarzana - vizvapadArthano svabhAva. AhAhA...!

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172 kalAmRta bhAga-5 ahIMyAM kahe che, aciMtya prabhu bhagavAna ! nirmaLAnaMdano nAtha enI sAthe jenI ekatA thaI che ane rAganI jene ekatA tUTI gaI che evA saMto bhAvamuni jyAre cAle (ane) tenA zarIrathI lImaDAno kora paga nIce AvI jAya), cAlatA heThe na hoya (paNa) jyAM cAle tyAM uparathI ko2 paDe, zarIrathI jIva haNAya jAya. kora.. kora.. (eTale) phUla. AhA..hA...! paga nIce AvI jAya. iryA (samitIthI) cAlatA hatA tyAM ekadama pavana Avyo ane (e lImaDAnI ko2) ekadama paga heThe AvI gaI. chatAM e ghAtathI munine baMdha nathI. AhA..hA...! baMdhanuM kAraNa to rAga ane svabhAva trikALI prabhu ! enI sAthe rAga zaMko, eka samayanI vikRta dazA... AhA..hA...! mahAprabhunI sAthe ene je meLave... jhINI vAtuM, bApu ! AhA...hA...! AnaMdano sAgara prabhu ! atIndriya jJAnano DuMgara ! ene A kRtrima, kSaNika vikArane meLave, bheLave. bhAI ! AvI vAtuM che. to e baMdhanuM kAraNa che. paNa jeNe rAgane ane bhagavAnaAtmAnA svabhAvane bhinna pADIne jJAtA-dRSTA AnaMdano svAda Avyo che... AhA..hA...! atIndriya jJAna jene jJAtA-dRSTA pragaTyuM che ene cAlatAM.. cAlatAM lIdhuM che ne ? ekendriya jIvavadha thaI jAya... AhA..hA...! jIvaghAtamAtrathI baMdha thato hota to munIzvarane karmabaMdha thAta.' paNa ene baMdhana che nahi. AhA..hA...! AnA bhAvArthamAM bharyuM che, nahi ? ema ke, A to (muninuM) nAma ApyuM che bAkI samikatIne levA. emAM mULa pAThamAM AvyuM (che). samyaSTine rAganA saMbaMdhano abhAva hovAthI rAganI ekatAbuddhino abhAva hovAthI karmabaMdha thato nathI. mumukSu :('samayasAra'mAM baMdha adhikA2nI 237 thI 241 gAthAno) bhAvArthamAM che. uttara :- hA, bhAvArthamAM Ave che ne ! ahIM nizcayanaya pradhAna karIne kathana che. jyAM nibaMdha hetuthI siddhi thAya te ja nizcaya che. baMdhanuM kAraNa vicAratAM nirbAdhapaNe e ja siddha thayuM ke - mithyAdRSTi puruSa je rAga-dveSa-mohabhAvone potAnA upayogamAM kare che te rAgAdika ja baMdhanuM kAraNa che. te sivAya bIjAM - bahu karmayogya pudUMgalothI bharelo loka, mana-vacana-kAyAnA yoga, aneka kaNo tathA cetana-acetanano ghAta-baMdhanA kAraNa nathI; jo temanAthI baMdha thato hoya to siddhone, yathAkhyAta cAritravALAone, kevaLajJAnIone ane samitirUpe pravartanArA munione baMdhano prasaMga Ave che. paraMtu temane to baMdha thato nathI. tethI A hetuomAM (-kAraNomAM) vyabhicAra Avyo. mATe baMdhanuM kAraNa rAgAdika ja che e nizcaya che. ahIM samitirUpe pravartanArA munionuM nAma lIdhuM. A kahevuM che. zuM kahevuM che ? ke, (munirAja) samitithI cAle che ane emAM ghAta thaI jAya che to ene baMdhanuM kA2Na nathI. e samitinuM nAma lIdhuM. che ne ? ane avirata, dezaviratanuM nAma na lIdhuM tenuM kAraNa e che ke - avirata tathA dezaviratane bAhyasamitirUpa pravRtti nathI tethI cAritramoha

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kaLaza-164 173 saMbaMdhI rAgathI kiMcitu baMdha thAya che; mATe sarvathA baMdhanA abhAvanI apekSAmAM temanuM nAma na lIdhuM. bAkI aMtaraMganI apekSAe to teo paNa nibaMdha ja jANavA." e ahIM kahevuM che. peluM to samitithI cAle che enuM dRSTAMta ApIne siddha karyuM. Ane (-samyakdRSTine) samiti nathI eTale eno dAkhalo Apyo). bAkI dRSTinI apekSAe to e paNa nibaMdha ja che. samajANuM ? A kevuM che. A dAkhalo Apyo mATe A munine mATe (vAta) che ema nahi. badhAne lAgu paDe che. AhAhA...! mumukSu :- mukhyapaNAnA pahelA bolamAM siddhane, bIjA bolamAM arihaMtane, trIjA bolamAM.... uttara :- I to dAkhalo Apyo. e to paNa dAkhalo Apyo paNa A vastu to samyaphadRSTine mATe ja che. e to siddhAMta siddha karavA kahe che, mana-vacana ne kAyAnI kriyAthI (baMdha) thato hoya to kevaLIne thAya. vargaNAthI thato hoya to siddhone thAya. samajANuM ? e to dRSTAMta dIdhuM. paNa siddha I karavuM che ke, rAganI ekatAbuddhi che tene baMdha thAya. rAganI ekatAbuddhi nathI tene baMdha thAya nahi e siddha karavuM che. AhAhA....! samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! AvI vAtuM che, jhINI bahu ! ahIMyAM e kahyuM, juo ! 164. "bhAvArtha Ama che ke - jo rAgAdi azuddha pariNAma che to karmano baMdha che." pelA jIvaghAtathI nahi ema kahe che. to pachI jIvaghAtano sahAro kAMI nathI...' che ? AhA...hA....! ekendriya Adi mare enI madada baMdhanA kAraNamAM che nahi. I kAraNa che ja nahi. AhA..hA....! pachI kaheze ke, samakitI svacchaMdI nathI. svacchedI thaIne nirargaLapaNe vAMchAthI hiMsA kare ane baMdha na thAya ema nathI. jANanAra rahe ane icchA kare - be ekasAthe rahI zake nahi. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI ? jhINI vAta, bahu jhINuM, bApA ! AhA...hA...! ahIM to samyakudRSTine paNa nibaMdha ja kahyo. AhA...hA....! asthiratAnA rAganI ene ekatA nathI. ethI ene nibaMdha ja kahevo, ahIMyAM asthiratAnA rAgane gaNavo nahi, kahe che. mumukSu :- bahu javAbadArI che. uttara - AhA..hA..! samyagdarzananuM mAhAsya zuM che ? ane mithyAtvanI nIcatA - halakAI keTalI che I vAta che. AhA..hA..! cAhe to samyakdaSTi moTA cakravartInA rAjamAM paDyo hoya, indranA indrAsanamAM paDyo hoya paNa ene rAganI ekatA nathI mATe ene baMdhanA kAraNo nathI ema siddha karavuM che. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? tethI samyakdaSTi, bAhyanA kAraNothI baMdha nathI mATe nirgaLa thaIne vAMchA karIne kAma kare ema che nahi. evuM hoya nahi. kAMkSAthI pravRtti hoya ane mAne ke amane kAMkSA nathI ane baMdha nathI (to) ema nathI. AhA..hA... AvI vAtuM che. jainadharmane samajavo bApu ! AkarI vAta che.

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174 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 duniyAmAM to rAja anaMtavAra maLyA. eka eka divasanI abajonI pedAzanA rAja anaMta vAra maLyA. atyAre che ne ? "Araba dezamAM eka rAjA che (tene) eka divasanI abajanI pedAza ! eka abajanI ! atyAre che. emAM dhULamAM zuM che ? AhAhA...paNa e pachI marIne narake javAnA. kAraNa ke mAMsa ane dArU khAtA hoya (eTale narake javAnA). ane ahIM dArU, mAMsa na khAtA hoya ane paisAvALA hoya to I mahAmohanIya rAganI ekatAmAM paDyA che. e paNa tiryaMca ane DhoramAM javAnA - pazumAM javAnA. AhA..hA..! AvI vAtuM che. kaho, bhAI ! paMcendriya tiryaMca pazunuM moTuM peTa che. ghaNA paMcendriya tiryaMca ! ghaNA paMcendriya tiryaMca zAstramAM eTalAM varNavyA che ke devanA jIvo paNa keTalAka marIne DhoramAM jAya, nArakInA jIva marIne pazumAM jAya, mANasanA marI marIne ghaNA pazumAM jAya. eTalI pazunI saMkhyA che. AhA..hA...! kemake jyAM dharma zuM cIja che (enI) to hajI khabara nathI ane Akho di pApanA pariNAmanA poTalA bAMdhato hoya. e dukAnanA dhaMdhe, bAyaDI, chokarAne sAcavavAmAM ne AbarumAM ne paisA rAkhavAmAM ekalA pApanA poTalAM ! AhAhA.! e marIne pazumAM javAnA). AkarI vAta che, bApA ! zuM thAya ? meM to kahyuM nahotuM ? (saMvata) 1966nI sAla ! amArA bhAI - phaInA dIkarA bhAgIdAra (hatA). '66nI sAla, 68 varasa pahelA ! 68 varasa pahelA ! A to 88 thayA. huM paNa dukAna calAvato ane e paNa dukAna calAvato). be dukAna hatI. mArAthI evuM kahevANuM. huM to tyAre paNa "bhagata' kahevAto. phaInA dIkarA amArA bhAgIdAra che. kuMvarajIbhAI ! tamArI dhaMdhAnI mamatA mane evI lAge che. mArI 20 varasanI uMmara ! ApaNe vANiyA chIe eTale dArU, mAMsa khAtA nathI. I dukAnane thaDe beTho hato ane huM AhAra karavA gayelo. ame bhegA AhAra karatA. dukAnamAM ekasAthe trIsa mANasa hatA). A (saMvata) 1966nI vAta che. 68 varasa pahelAM. bhAI ! tame narakamAM paNa nahi jAo evuM lAge che. tema tArA devamAM javAnA lakhaNa mane nathI lAgatA, bhAI hoM ! mArI sAme bole nahi, koI bole nahi. (ema kahe), sAMbhaLo ! "bhagata" kahe che ? I "bhagata' che. marIne manuSya (thAo) evuM mane lAgatuM nathI. yAda rAkho, tamAre mATe have eka pazuno avatAra che. e.I....! A 68 varasa pahelAMnI vAta che. sAMbhaLe, dAMta kADhe. mane to evuM lAge che. be be lAkhanI varasanI pedAza ! agiyAra-bAra varasa pahelA gujarI gayo. traNa traNa chokarA, dasa lAkhanI) muDI, e maratAM bhAI ! sanepAta - pAgala thaI gayo. meM A karyuM.. meM A karyuM. meM A karyuM. meM Ama karyuM.. chokarAo kahe, mahArAja kahetA evuM A thayuM. AhA...hA...! emAM marI gayo. dhULamAM zuM hatuM tAruM ? sAMbhaLane have ! AhA...hA...! murakhano jAma moTo ! bahAramAM Abaru gaNAya ke, A.hA...hA..! "kuMvarajI jAdavajInI moTI

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kaLaza-164 175 dukAna !' A..hA...! AtmA zuM che enI khabaruM na maLe. e to nathI paNa hajI A karuM... A karuM... A karuM... Akho di' huM.. huM.. huM... (karIne) marI jaIza. mArAthI cAra varasa moTA hatA, hoM ! sAMbhaLe. maratA I ja thayuM. AhA..hA...! ahIM kahe che ke, jene za2I2thI jIvano ghAta thAya chatAM aMtaramAM jene rAganI ekatAbuddhi nathI ene baMdhana che nahi ane jenA zarIrathI koI ekendriya jIvanI ghAta na thAya evI jene dayAno bhAva hoya chatAM jene aMtaramAM rAganI dayAnA bhAvanA rAganI ekatAbuddhi che e mithyAtvanuM - anaMta saMsAranuM baMdhana kare che. AvI vAtuM che. vAta to AvI che. AhA..hA...! I ahIM kahe che. munino to dRSTAMta dIdho. kemake e samitithI cAle che e apekSAe. avirata samakitaSTine samitithI cAlavAnuM na hoya. ethI eno dAkhalo na Apyo paNa bAkI to samyaSTi jIva paNa enA zarIrathI jo ghAta Adi thAya... A...hA...hA...! chatAM tene baMdhana che nahi. kemake I jJAtA-dRSTApaNe Ubho che. jANanA2-dekhanAra huM chuM, huM rAgano kartA ane rAga mArI cIja ja nathI. AhA..hA....! samajANuM kAMI ? ane ajJAnI dayA pALe, vrata pALe, bhakti kare, pUjA kare, karoDonA dAna Ape chatAM tene aMdara rAganI ekatAbuddhi che to mithyAtvathI baMdhana che. AhA..hA...! -- rAga 'upayogabhUmi' e zabda lIdho che ne ? dhruva bhUmikA je nityAnaMda prabhu ! ekaluM AnaMdanuM daLa prabhu AtmA ! evI je bhUmi nAma potAno svabhAva... AhA..hA...! enI sAthe kSaNika dayA, dAna, vrata ke kAma, krodhanA azubha bhAvane mArA tarIke mAne che, AtmAnI (sAthe) ekatAbuddhi mizraNa karI nAkhe che e anaMta saMsAranA bhAvane bAMdhe che. anaMta saMsAranI vRddhi kare che. bhAI ! AmAM to badhuM pANI utarI jAya evuM che. AhA..hA...! ame hoziyAra ne ame DAhyA, (paNa) zemAM ? rakhaDavAmAM. are......! -- -- ahIM AcArya I kahe che, jo rAgAdi azuddha pariNAma che to karmano baMdha che.' che ne ? to pachI jIvaghAtano sahAro kAMI nathI;...' che ? jIvaghAta thAya ene kA2Ne baMdha che I che ja nahi. chatAM AgaLa kaheze, hoM ! vastusthiti AvI che paNa chatAM nirargaLa aMkuza vinA vAMchAthI I jIvane mA2vAno bhAva rAkhIne tane baMdha nathI ema jo mAna to marI jaIza. AhA..hA...! to pachI jIvaghAtano sahAro kAMI nathI;..' e jIva mare enAthI baMdhana kAMI nathI. A..hA..hA...! kaI apekSAe kahe che ? bApu ! emAM eno bhagavAnaAtmA pUrNa jJAna ane AnaMdanuM ghana zuddha dhruva nitya prabhu ! enI sAthe kSaNika vikRta sAthe ekapaNe meLave, upayogabhUmikAmAM A rAgane ekapaNe kare, basa ! e saMsAranuM kAraNa mithyAsRSTi che. A..hA..hA..hA...! mATe samyagdarzana pragaTa karo ema kahevAmAM Ave che. mULa vAta. emAM

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176 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 Ama thAya mATe tane DarAve che ema nahi. mATe ekavAra prabhu ! tuM cAhe to rAga zubha ke azubha (ho) ene bheda pADavAno abhyAsa karIne samyagdarzana ka2 to tane saMsArano aMta Avaze. AhA..hA..! A zarata ! AhA..hA...! ane te samyak sat aMdara che. ene oLakhIne pratIti ane bhAna karavuM che. IM koI nathI ane bhAna karavuM ema nathI kahevuM. ? aMdara bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda svarUpa birAje che. AhA..hA...! peluM Ave che ne ? svayaM jyoti' 'zrImad'mAM Ave che ne ? svayaMjyoti ! caitanyajyoti svayaM prabhu caitanyasUrya mahAprabhu birAje che. AhA..hA...! ane sukhadhAma (arthAt) atIndriya AnaMdanuM sthaLa to e AtmA che. tyAM AnaMda che. bAhyamAM dhULamAM paisAmAM, bAyaDImAM, chokarAmAM kyAMya sukha nathI paNa tenA tarapha lazra jatAM du:kha che. AhA..hA...! are.....! e paisA duHkharUpa nathI paNa paisA taraphanuM lakSa jAya che te du:kha che. A..hA....! samajANuM kAMI ? tyAM e vAta karI. have bIjo zloka. 165. ATaluM jora ApyuM chatAM koI vAMchAthI kAma kare ane baMdhana nathI ema mAnI lye to e svacchaMdI jIva ajJAnI che. A vAta siddha karI. siddhAMta siddha karyo). samajANuM kAMI ? paNa jANavuM ane kAMkSA be eka samaye sAthe rahe nahi. jJAtA-dRSTApaNe rahevuM ane vAMchAthI kAma levuM e kAma ekasAthe hoI zake nahi. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? 165 ne ? (zArTUnavikrIDita) lokaH karmatato'stu so'stu ca parispandAtmakaM karma tat tAnyasminkaraNAni santu cidacidvyApAdanaM cAstu tat / rAgAdinupayogabhUmimanayan jJAnaM bhavet kevalaM bandhaM naiva kuto'pyupaityayamaho samyagddagAtmA dhruvam / / 3-165 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha :- 'aho ayam sabhyAtmA ta: api dhruvam va vanyuM na paiti" (aThTho) he bhavyajIva ! (trayam sabhya ddAtmA) A zuddha svarUpano anubhavanazIla samyagdaSTi jIva (ta: api) bhogasAmagrIne bhogavatAM athavA niha bhogavatAM (dhruvam) avazya (vaiM) nizcayathI (vantha na naiti) jJAnAvaraNAdi karmabaMdhane karato nathI. kevo che samyagdaSTi jIva ? ravin payo bhUmim anayana" (nAvin) azuddharUpa vibhAvapariNAmone (35yogamUmim) cetanAmAtra guNa pratye (anaya nahi pariNamAvato thako, vataM jJAnaM

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kaLaza-16 5 177 ave mAtra jJAnasvarUpa rahe che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke - samyagdaSTi jIvane bAhya-atyaMtara sAmagrI jevI hatI tevI ja che, paraMtu rAgAdi azuddharUpa vibhAvapariNati nathI, tethI jJAnAvaraNAdi karmano baMdha nathI. 'tataH to mai tuM tat paristhaMlAtma* * sahu mina tAni 2UI[ni san 2 tat vizvavyApadvi catuM (tata:) te kAraNathI (no: jarma mag) kAmaNavargaNAthI bhareluM che je samasta lokAkAza te to kevuM che tevuM ja raho, (1) ane (tat parizyantAtma prastuo evA che je Atmapradeza kaparUpa manavacana-kAyarUpa traNa yoga te paNa jevA che tevA ja raho, tathApi karmano baMdha nathI. zuM thatAM ? (ni) rAga-dveSa-moharUpa azuddha pariNAmo cAlyA jatAM. (tAni RRUITni salta) te pAMca indriyo tathA mana paNa jevAM che tevAM ja raho (va) ane (ta vi-vivyApati mastu pUrvokta cetana-acetanano ghAta jevo hato tevo ja raho, tathApi zuddha pariNAma thatAM karmano baMdha nathI. 3-165. lokaH karmatato'stu so'stu ca parispandAtmakaM karma tat tAnyasminkaraNAni santu cidacidvyApAdanaM cAstu tt| rAgAdinupayogabhUmimanayan jJAnaM bhavet kevalaM bandhaM naiva kuto'pyupaityayamaho samyagddagAtmA dhruvm||3-165 / / 'ro yam sa tnI ta: pa dhruvam va vavaeN ti' he bhavyajIva! (trayam sa bhA) A zuddha svarUpano anubhavanazIla samyagdaSTi. AhA...hA...! dharmInI pahelI bhUmikA A che. A.hA..hA...! samyakradRSTi che ne ? "zuddha svarUpano anubhavanazIla..." rAgano anubhava nahi. AhA..hA..! jene rAganI ekatA tUTIne bhagavAna zuddha svarUpano anubhava jeno svabhAva che. A..hA..hA..! A dharmanI pahelI sIDI ! zuddha svarUpano anubhavanazIla..." zuddha pavitra bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha ! tene anusarIne thavuM jeno svabhAva che. AhAhA...! nimittane anusarIne thavuM evo svabhAva jene nathI. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI ? jhINI vAtuM, bApu ! mAragaDA jhINA bahu! AhA...hA...! zuddha svarUpano anubhava...' vyAkhyA I karI. samyakdaSTi eTale... che ne ? ( sa Atma) "zuddha svarUpano anubhavanazIla samyagdaSTi jIva.." ema. AhA...hA...! dayA, dAna ne rAganA puNyathI, azubharAganA pApathI bhinna prabhu ! trikALI AnaMdano nAtha enA anubhavamAM je zIla che), anubhavazIla svabhAva che. AhA..hA..! atIndriya AnaMdane anubhavavo e jeno svabhAva che. evo samyakdaSTi. AhA..hA..!

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178 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 (bhuta: pi) 'bhogasAmagrIne bhogavatAM athavA nahi bhogavatAM avazya nizcayathI jJAnAvaraNAdi karmabaMdhane karato nathI.' e bhoganI sAmagrImAM ho ke ene bhogasAmagrI na ho. koI pApanA udaye e sAmagrI na ho, paNa ene have baMdha nathI. AhA..hA...! garIba mANasa hoya, ene A sAmagrI hoya ja nahi ane hoya samakatI. AhA..hA...! pacIsapacAsa rUpiyA mahine jotA hoya ane na maLatA hoya evo garIba hoya. chatAM hoya rAgathI bhinna paDIne zuddha svarUpano anubhavazIla AtmA ! AhA..hA...! aMdaramAM tavaMgara che, bAdazAha che ! kahe che ene pApano udaya hoya to bAhya sAmagrI na paNa hoya ane puNyano udaya hoya to sAmagrI hoya. banne ho ke na ho. AhA..hA...! A...hA..hA..! nityAnaMda dravyasvabhAva vastuno zuddha svabhAva pavitra svabhAva anAkuLa svabhAva, zAMtarasa svabhAvane anubhavavAno jeno svabhAva thayo che e jIvane puNyane kA2Ne sAmagrInA DhagalA ho ke puNyane kAraNe e sAmagrI na ho, paNa enAthI ene baMdha nathI. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? banne vAta lIdhI. AhA..hA..! 'nizcayathI...' ATha karmanA baMdhane karato nathI.' AhA..hA...! samyagdarzananuM mAhAtmya ane samyagdarzanano viSaya kevaDo che ? bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda eno viSaya che. samyakdaSTinuM dhyeya pUrNa AnaMda che ane paryAyamAM paNa AnaMdano anubhavazIla svabhAva che. AhA..hA...! e karmabaMdhane karato nathI. ravin upayogamUmim anayana" (vIna) azuddharUpa vibhAvapariNAmone' rAga (zabdano) artha karyo. jeTaluM azuddha pariNamana che puNya ne pApa ne rAga ane dveSanuM... AhA...hA...! tenA vibhAvapariNAmone (upayogabhUmim) 'cetanAmAtra guNa pratye nahi pariNamAvato thako...' A..hA...! vikArane AtmAnI sAthe nahi pariNamAvato thako. AhA..hA...! mithyAdRSTi trikALI svabhAva sAthe vikArane pariNamAvato thako. e mithyASTi anaMta saMsAranA baMdhanane kare che. samyagdaSTi... AhA..hA...! che ? rAgAdi pariNAmane potAnI bhUmikAmAM cetanAmAtra guNa pratye nahi pariNamAvato thako... AhA..hA...! rAgane bhinna rAkhato thako. ahIM to rAgane bhinna rAkhe che I enuM kAma nathI kahe che. ahIM to rAgane cetanAsvabhAva sAthe nahi pariNamAvato thako. basa ! A..hA...! ekapaNe nahi karato thako. asthiratAno rAga hoya chatAM samyakUSTi rAgane caitanya svabhAva sAthe eka nahi karato thako. AhA..hA...! AvuM che. AvI vAta sAMbhaLavA maLe nahi, sAMbhaLe nahi e bicArA kyAM jAze ? A..hA...! be vAta che. eka to tattvano virodha karanArAone nigodasthAna che. vacamAM koI zubha bhAva hoya (ane) svargamAM bhale jAya. ane tattvanA ArAdhaka jIvane mokSasthAna che. vacamAM bhale koI azubha bhAva hoya ane bhale narakamAM javuM paDe. e zubhAzubha bhAva che I gatinuM

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kaLaza-16 5 179 kAraNa che ane tattvano virAdhaka che te nigodanuM kAraNa che ane tattvanA ArAdhaka che te mokSanuM kAraNa che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA..! tattvano ArAdhaka che, rAgarahita svabhAvano ArAdhaka che e jIvane (enA) phaLamAM enuM mokSasthAna che. vacamAM ene koI azubha bhAva AvI gayo hoya, paheluM AyuSya baMdhAI gayuM hoya topaNa tyAM jAya paNa enuM - ArAdhakanuM sthAna to aMte mokSa ja che. ane ajJAnIne vacce zubha bhAva Ave ane tattvano virAdhaka che, jJAnAnaMda huM nahi, rAganI ekatAbuddhivALo virAdhaka jIva che. e jIvane koI jhAjhA zubha bhAva hoya (to) svargamAM bhale jAya paNa enuM sthAna to aMte nigoda che. vastu AvI che. tema jene manuSyapaNAno vyasano kALa pUro thaI gayo hoya ane mithyAdRSTi che, svarUpano virAdhaka che to e marIne sIdho nigodamAM jAya ane vacamAM kaMI zubha bhAva hoya ane ene laIne svargamAM jAya paNa aMte enuM phaLa nigoda che. AhAhA...! jyAM eka zarIramAM anaMtA jIva paDyA che tyAM jAze. AhA..hA..! vItarAgamArga alaukika che ! ahIM e kahe che, "mAtra jJAnasvarUpa rahe che. joyuM ? "va<< jJAnaM ave' ema kahe che. samyakdaSTi to rAgane paNa jANanAro ane parane paNa) jANanAro (che). svane jANatAM parano jANanAro ja rahe che. AhA...hA...! AvuM kAma AkaruM bahu ! dharmIne rAgane potAmAM nahi pariNamAvato thako. dharmAjIva vibhAvanA rAgane potAmAM nahi karato thako ane mAtra jJAnasvarUpa raheto thako. AhA..hA..! jANanAra-dekhanAra ja huM chuM, e ja mArI cIja che... AhA...hA...! evuM jeNe jJAnasvarUpane anubhavyuM. bhAvArtha Ama che ke - samyagdaSTi jIvane bAhya-AtyaMtara sAmagrI jevI hatI tevI ja che....... AhAhA...! "samyaphadRSTi jIvane bAhya-atyaMtara sAmagrI AhAhA...! (arthAta) aMdaramAM rAgAdi ho ane bAhyamAM badhI sAmagrI paDI hoya. paraMtu rAgAdi azuddharUpa vibhAvapariNati nathI, A..hA..hA..! zuM kahe che ? atyaMtaramAM paNa hajI rAgAdi bhale ho, bAhyamAM sAmagrInA DhagalA ho paNa tene rAganI azuddhatAnuM pariNamana (jI ekatva che e nathI. AhA...hA....! mumukSu :- rAga hovA chatAM ekatvabuddhi nathI. uttara :- ekatvabuddhi nathI. ahIM e ja saMsAranuM kAraNa batAvavuM che. eTale kIdhuM ne ? atyaMtara vibhAva paNa ho. bAhyamAM sAmagrI ho paNa aMdara vibhAvanI ekatAbuddhi na ho. AhA...hA...! AvI vAtuM che. duniyA karatAM judI jAta che. AhA...hA...! bAhya-AtyaMtara sAmagrI jevI hatI tevI ja che...." joyuM? "paraMtu rAgAdi azuddharUpa vibhAvapariNati nathI rAganI ekatAbuddhinuM azuddha pariNamana nathI ema. AhA...hA....! 'tethI jJAnAvaraNAdi karmano baMdha nathI." AhA...hA...! A...hA...! 'tata: lokaH karma astu ca tat parispaMdAtmakaM karma astu asmin tAni karaNAni

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180 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 sattu ca tat vividyApAvana astu" AhA..hA..! bhAvaliMgI munirAja saMta kahe che. A bhagavAnanI vANI che I pote muni kahe che. AhA..hA...! te kAraNathI kArmaNavargaNAthI bhareluM che je samasta lokAkAza te to jevuM che tevuM ja raho...' bhale kAryaNavargaNAthI bharelo loka hoya. AhA..hA...! paNa jyAM rAga ane svabhAvanI ekatAbuddhi nathI tene baMdha che nahi. AhA..hA...! thayuM ? ane evA che je AtmapradezakarUpa mana-vacana-kAyarUpa traNa yoga te paNa jevA che tevA ja raho...' mana, vacana ane kAyAnI kriyA hoya e bhale ho, paNa e kAMI baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI. A..hA...! tathApi karmano baMdha nathI. zuM thatAM ?" che ? 'rAga-dveSa-moharUpa azuddha pariNAmo cAlyA jatAM.' azuddha pariNAma eTale ke ekatAbuddhinA azuddha pariNAma cAlyA jatAM. AhA..hA...! (tAni rAAni santu) te pAMca indriyo tathA mana paNa jevAM che tevAM ja raho...' AhA..hA...! pUrvokta cetana-acetanano ghAta jevo thato hato tevo ja raho,...' AkaruM paDe evuM che ne ? tathApi zuddha pariNAma thatAM...' A..hA..hA...! zuddha pariNamana thatAM. pelI rAganI ekatA hatI tyAM azuddha pariNamana hatuM. rAganI ekatA tUTatA zuddha pariNamana thayuM. karmano baMdha nathI.' e kAraNe ene baMdha che nahi. vizeSa kaheze... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !) (pRthvI) tathApi na nirargalaM caritumiSyate jJAninAM tadAyatanameva sA kila nirargalA vyApRtiH / akAmakRtakarma tanmatamakAraNaM jJAninAM dvayaM na hi viruddhyate kimu karoti jAnAti ca / / 4-166 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha :- tathApi jJAninAM niyaMtraM catum na phate (tathApi) joke kArmaNavargaNA, mana-vacana-kAyayoga, pAMca indriyo tathA mana, jIvono ghAta ityAdi bAhya sAmagrI karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa nathI, karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa rAgAdi azuddhapaNuM che, vastunuM svarUpa evuM ja che, topaNa (jJAninAM) zuddhasvarUpanA anubhavazIla che je samyagdaSTi jIva temane (niyaMtta catuim pramAdI thaIne viSayabhoga sevyA to sevyA ja, jIvono ghAta thayo to thayo ja,

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kaLaza-166 181 mana-vacana-kAya jema pravarte tema pravarte ja - evI niraMkuza vRtti na phartha) jANI karIne karatAM karmano baMdha nathI evuM to gaNadharadeva mAnatA nathI. zA kAraNathI nathI mAnatA ? kAraNa ke "A niratnA vyAkRti: zina taddAyatanam va' (sI) pUrvokta niratnA vyAkRti:) buddhipUrvaka - jANI karIne aMtaraMga rucithI viSaya-kaSAyomAM niraMkuzapaNe AcaraNa (ni) nizcayathI tadna-kAyatanam ghavI avazya, mithyAtva-rAga-dveSarUpa azuddha bhAvo sahita che, tethI karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke - AvI yuktino bhAva mithyAdRSTi jIvane hoya che, tethI mithyAdRSTi karmabaMdhano kartA pragaTa ja che; kAraNa ke "jJAnina tat mamat rSa 2UaaN matam' (nina) samyagdaSTi jIvone (ta) je kAMI pUrvabaddha karmanA udaye che te badhuM (@Ama ) avAMchita kriyArUpa che tethI (kSArapa mata) karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa nathI - ema gaNadharadeve mAnyuM che, ane ema ja che. koI kaheze ke - "roti nAnAti ra' (roti) karmanA udaye hoya che je bhogasAmagrI te hotI thakI antaraMga rucipUrvaka game che ema paNa che (nAnAti va) tathA zuddha svarUpane anubhave che. samasta karmajanata sAmagrIne heyarUpa jANe che ema paNa che. Ama koI kahe che te jUTho che; kAraNa ke darya |i ra di vidhyate" (yaM) jJAtA paNa ane vAMchaka paNa-evI be kriyA (mui na hi vidhya) viruddha nathI zuM ? arthAt sarvathA viruddha che. 4-166. mAgazara suda 4, budhavAra tA. 14-12-1977. kaLaza-166 pravacana-175 kaLazaTIkA 166 kaLaza che. tathApi na nirargalaM caritumiSyate jJAninAM tadAyatanameva sA kila nirargalA vyApRtiH / akAmakRtakarma tanmatakAraNaM jJAninAM dvayaM na hi viruddhyate kimu karoti jAnAti c||4-166 / / tathApi jJAninAM niratna caritun ra rUdhyate zuM kahe che ? pahelA kahevAya gayuM

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182 kalAmRta bhAga-5 ke, kArmaNavargaNAnA DhagalA ho topaNa e kaMI baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI. ema mana-vacana-kAyAnI kriyA ho e kaMI baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI ema pAMca indriya ane mananA bhoga ho e baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI ema kahyuM. ane saceta ne acetana jIvano ghAta ho to e kaMI baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI. che ? jIvono ghAta ItyAdi bAhya sAmagrI karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa nathIAhAhA...! karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa rAgAdi azuddhapaNuM che..." azuddhapaNuM eTale rAganuM ekatvapaNuM evuM je azuddhapaNuM e baMdhanuM kAraNa ahIM kahevAmAM Ave che. azuddhapaNuM eTale jJAnIne je azuddhapaNuM che I ahIM nahi. ahIM to rAganuM vikAranuM pariNamana dravya vastu je zuddha caitanya enI sAthe rAganA vikAranA pariNamanane ekatra karavuM e eka ja baMdhanuM kAraNa che. pAMca baMdhanA kAraNa kahyA hatA (emAMthI) ahIMyAM cArane gauNa karI ane mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhInA kaSAyathI baMdhana che ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. kahe che, "rAgAdi azuddhapaNuM" (eTale) rAga - puNya-pApanA bhAva (thAya che, enuM pariNamana dravyamAM potAnuM mAnavuM ane karavuM e baMdhanuM kAraNa che. 'vastunuM svarUpa to evuM ja che. AhA...hA...! ahIM samyakdaSTinI apekSAe vAta che. mithyAdRSTinI ane enI apekSAe vAta che. samyakdRSTi jIva rAganI ekatAthI bhinna paDyo che. AhA...hA...! rAga ane svabhAva - bene jeNe bhinna karyA che. ethI dharmI samyakdRSTino jIva svabhAva upara Azraya daSTi hovAthI ene rAganI ekatAnA baMdhanA pariNAma hotA nathI. tethI tene bAhya sAmagrImAM joDAvA chatAM tIvra je mithyAtvano rAga-dveSa bhAva (thAya e nathI. tethI tene baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI ema kahe che. topaNa....' have Ave che. che ? "topaNa..." have tyAMthI AvyuM. tathApi che ne ? I tathApino A lAMbo artha karyo. tathApi - topaNa eno A lAMbo artha karyo. AhA...hA...! 'topaNa" I tathApino artha chello karyo. (jJAnina) "zuddhasvarUpanA anubhavanazIla che je samyagdaSTi.. AhA...hA....! caitanya nirmaLa zuddha pavitra eno jene anubhavasvabhAva thaI gayo che. AhA..! vikArathI bhinna ane paramAnaMda prabhu AtmA ! enA anubhavazIla jeno svabhAva thaI gayo che. AhA...hA...! evA samyakdaSTine.. che ? "anubhavazIla che je samyagdaSTi jIva temane..' (niratna caritam) pramAdI thaIne viSayabhoga sevyA to sevyA ja.. ema ene hoya nahi kahe che. bhogamAM premabuddhi rahe ane sevyA to sevyA amAre zuM che ? ema jJAnIne hotuM nathI. AhA...hA....! e to svacchedIne hoya che. sevyA to sevyA emAM zuM che ? evI dRSTi to mithyASTinI hoya che. jhINI vAta bahu ! baMdhanuM kAraNa ahIMyAM mukhya eka ja gaNavAmAM AvyuM che. upayogamAM rAgane karavo.

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kaLaza-166 183 caitanya upayogasvarUpa bhagavAna pUrNa ! enA pariNamanamAM rAgane ekatvapaNe karavuM. AhA..hA..! e ja mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya baMdhanuM kAraNa che. e samyakdaSTine hotuM nathI. mATe tene karmavargaNA AdithI baMdha nathI. jIva-ajIvano ghAta thAya to baMdha nathI e apekSAe kahyuM che. paNa tenuM avalaMbana laI ane pramAdI thaI vAMchAthI bhogane bhogave, sukhanI buddhithI bhogane bhogave ane pramAdI thaI jIva-ajIvano ghAta kare to e to ene baMdhanuM kAraNa che. AhAhA...! jANI karIne... che ne ? juo ! jIvano ghAta thayo to thayo, ema nahi. AhA..hA..! samyakdaSTine ema nathI ke, jIvano ghAta thayo to thayo, mAre zuM ? e to jJAtApaNAnA puruSArthamAM rahyo che. zuM kahyuM ? samyakudRSTi svarUpanA udyamamAM rahelo che. A..hA..! rAganI pramAdamAM rahyo nathI. AhA...hA...! zuM kahyuM che ? zuddha svarUpanI dRSTi thaI che te svarUpanA jJAtA-daSTApaNAnA udyamamAM rahelo che. e aMdara udyama kare che. svabhAva tarapha vizeSa javAmAM, ekAgra thavAno udyama kare che. AhA..hA...! che ne ? evI niraMkuza vatti jANI karIne karatAM karmano baMdha nathI evuM to gaNadharadeva mAnatA nathI." vAMchAthI ane sukhabuddhithI bhogane bhogave ane pramAdI thaIne jIvaghAta kare. "pramatta yoII IIT vyaUiTH hiMsA' pramAdabhAva che e ja prANanA hiMsAnuM kAraNa che. AhA..hA... pachI paranA prANano nAza thAo ke na thAo. pramAdabhAva jyAM svanA puruSArthathI caitanyanA jJAtA-dRSTAnA puruSArthathI haTI gayo ane e rAganA puruSArthamAM gayo ene baMdhanuM kAraNa che. samajANuM kAMI ? AvI vAta che. 'evuM to gaNadharadeva mAnatA nathI. ema kahe che. AcAryo ema kahe che ke, pramAdI thaI svarUpanA jJAtAnA puruSArthane choDI daI.. AhA..hA...! samyakdaSTine svabhAva taraphano puruSArtha kAyama cAlu che. samajANuM kAMI ? evA puruSArthane choDI daI ane rAganA kAmamAM bhAvamAM pramAdathI puruSArtha kare ane ene baMdhana nathI ema nathI. AhA...hA...! ema gaNadharadeva mAnatA nathI. eTale ke AcAryo ema kahetA nathI ema kahe che. zA kAraNathI nathI mAnatA? kAraNa ke." "nA niratnA vyavRti: tni tAtanam patra' 'bAyatam parva" niraMkuzapaNe AcaraNa, svachaMdapaNe bhoga kare ane svacchaMdapaNe jIvano ghAta kare. AhAhA...! buddhipUrvaka - jANI karIne.. AhA...hA...! "aMtaraMga rucithI.. joyuM? AhA..hA..! bhoganI raci, hiMsA karavAnA rAganI raci. AhA..hA..! pelI ajIkAe to ema lakhyuM che ke, rucipUrvaka rAgane karavo. baLajorIthI rAgano karavo. zubhabhAva (evI rIte karavo) ! rucithI rAga karavo e to mithyAtva che. ahIMyAM to kahe che, buddhipUrvaka jANI karIne rucithI (kare). puNyanA bhAvamAM ane pApanA bhAvamAM jene ruci che, e rucithI je viSaya-bhoga AdinuM kAma le che, ene barAbara pUrNa

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184 kalAmRta bhAga-5 baMdhana che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? aMtaraMga rucithI viSaya-kaSAyomAM niraMkuzapaNe AcaraNa..." kaMI paNa game te viSaya ho, zarIranI kriyA game tevI thAo mAre zuM ? thAo to e vAta barAbara che paNa emAM pramAda karIne, rAga karIne ema mAne e to mithyAdRSTi che. eno puruSArtha to vikAra tarapha DhaLI gayo che ane dharmIno puruSArtha to nirvikAra tarapha DhaLI gayo che. AhA..hA...! zuddha caitanyaghana nirmaLAnaMdanI paryAyamAM pavitratA to AvI che chatAM paNa eno puruSArtha e pavitratAne vadhAravAno che. samajANuM kAMI? samyakdRSTine pavitra pUrNa svarUpa bhagavAna ! eno anubhavazIla thayo ane chatAM teno puruSArtha pavitratA tarapha DhaLI gayelo che. AhA..hA..! ane tethI tene rAgano puruSArtha vAMchAthI - icchAthI nathI. AhA...hA...! tethI tene bhoga ane jIvaghAtamAM baMdhana nathI. paNa racithI, rAganA premathI kAma kare... AhA..hA...! ane kahe ke, amane baMdhana nathI. (to) tuM svacchaMdI thaIne marI jaIza, bhAI ! AhAhA...! jJAnInuM bahAnuM laI ane svacchaMdane sevI ane jIvaghAta thAo to thAo, bhoga ho to ho, ema karavA jaIza to) marI jaIza, bApA ! ahIM to evI vAta che. AhA..hA..! AcAryo ema kahevA mAgatA ja nathI. AcAryo to jJAnAnaMda svabhAva zuddha caitanya... AhA..hA...! eno jene anubhavazIla svabhAva thaI gayo che ane tethI teno puruSArtha tenA tarapha DhaLI gayelo che. AhAhA..! vIrya svabhAvanI zuddhatA tarapha DhaLI gayuM che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? ethI ene rAgano koI bhAga ekatA vinAno hoya topaNa eno baMdha nathI). bhoga to paranI vAta che. nimittathI kathana che, parane kyAM bhogave che ? paNa e rAgane bhogave athavA rAga Ave chatAM tenuM baMdhana ene nathI. AhAhA....! paNa enuM bahAnuM laIne mithyASTi kAMkSAthI sukhabuddhithI pramAdI thaIne jIvane haNe, sukhabuddhithI bhoga le ane ema kahe ke, mAre baMdhana nathI. AvI vAta che. samajANuM kAMI ? AtmA to atIndriya AnaMdasvarUpa bhagavAna che. atIndriya AnaMdano kaMda prabhu che. AhA..hA..! enuM jene aMtarmukha samyagdarzana thAya e koIpaNa rAganI kriyA ane dehanI kriyA potAnI mAnato nathI. AhA...hA...! jenI paryAyamAM eTale ke dravya to zuddha prabhu AtmA che paNa jenuM ene bhAna thayuM ane paryAyamAM pavitratA AvI che. paryAya eTale vartamAna hAlata. vastu trikALa AnaMdakaMda prabhu che paNa enuM jene bhAna thayuM ane nirmaLa pariNati paryAyamAM thaI gaI che, kahe che. paryAya eTale avasthAmAM. ane dharmIno zuddha pariNati taraphano ja puruSArtha che. AhA..hA...! zuM paryAya ne zuM dravya ? enI khabara na maLe ane ene dharma thaI jAya ema bane nahi). samajANuM kAMI ? ahIM kahe che ke, vastu aMdara saccidAnaMda prabhu ! nityAnaMda prabhu Atma aMdara che

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kaLaza-166 185 enA tarapha DhaLIne, enA svabhAva tarapha puruSArthane vALIne jeNe anubhava pragaTa karyo che... AhAhA..! ane ene anubhava svabhAva ja thaI gayo che. jema ajJAnIne rAga svabhAva che ema thaI gayuM che. mithyAdRSTi che, jenI khabara nathI ene e puNya ane pApanA bhAva Ave e eno svabhAva thaI gayo che ke, e mArA che ane huM A karuM chuM. AhA...hA...! rAgAdi vikalpo Ave ene ajJAnI potAnA mAnI ane potAno svabhAva mAnIne emAM rame che. AhA..hA......! dharmIne svabhAva sanmukhanI dRSTi prabhu ciddaghana AnaMdakaMda prabhu ! A..hA..hA...! enA taraphano jyAM jhukAva che tethI tene nirmaLa pariNati pragaTa thaI che). zraddhA-jJAna ane zAMtinI pariNati che. zAMti jene aMdarathI apUrva anaMtakALamAM nahi thayelI zAMti Ave che. AhAhA...! ane tene anaMta AnaMdano nAtha prabhu ! jyAM anubhavamAM Avyo te atIndriya AnaMdanI pariNati, paryAyamAM paNa atIndriya AnaMda vecavAmAM Ave che. AhA...hA...! ene samakitI ane dharmI kahIe. AhA..hA...! ene viSaya-bhoga ke mana-vacananI kriyAo ke jIvaghAta Adine kAraNe thAya to) bAhyA sAmagrI baMdhanuM kAraNa che nahi. ajJAnIne paNa bahAranI sAmagrI baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI. bAhya sAmagrI pratyeno je prema ane rAga ane pramAda bhAva che e ene baMdhanuM - saMsAra rakhaDavAnuM kAraNa che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? "buddhipUrvaka - jANI karIne aMtaraMga rucithI viSaya-kaSAyomAM niraMkuzapaNe AcaraNa nizcayathI avazya, mithyAtva-rAga-dveSarUpa azuddha bhAvo sahita che." joyuM ? AhA...hA...! rucipUrvaka aMdara rAga Avyo ane bhogavyo e to mithyAtva bhAva che. taddana jUTho ajJAna bhAva che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? bahu rove, eno bhAva paNa pApano che ane pApabuddhimAM ene tyAM ekatA che. ema bahu hase, emAM paNa rAganI ekatAbuddhimAM e paDyo che. AhA..hA..! e pApabuddhi che. ahIMyAM to rAga ane hasavAnI kriyA ke rovAnI e badhI jaDanI kriyA (che), mArA jJAnanuM e to joya che ane tene jANanAro huM tenA taraphano puruSArtha to kAyama cAlu che. samakitI dharmanI pahelI zarUAta (thaI che. ene svabhAvanI zuddhatA taraphano puruSArtha kAyama cAlu che ethI ene rAganI ekatA thatI nathI. e bAhyanI kriyAomAM te ekapaNuM mAnato nathI ane bAhyanI kriyAthI mane kalyANa thaze ema ajJAnI mAne che, samakitI mAnato nathI. AhAhA..! keTalAka Ama kahe che ne ? ke, bhAI ! pahelA viSaya-bhoga bhogavo. khUba bhogavI lyo eTale pachI nirvikalpa thaI jaze. (ema mAnanAra) mUDha che. ema ke, viSaya-bhoga bhogave eTale lupta thaI jAya eTale pachI enI abhilASA chUTI jaze. agnimAM lAkaDA nAkho e agni olAI jaze enA jevI vAta che). ema viSayabhoga khUba bhogavI lyo pachI eno rAga tUTI jaze eTale nirvikalpa thaI jaze. mUDha che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ?

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186 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 ahIMyAM kahe che, ame je kahyuM hatuM ke, samyakdRSTine baMdha nathI. ene to AtmA AnaMdano anubhavazIla svabhAva thaI gayo che. ethI ene rAganuM vedavuM enI dRSTimAM nathI. rAgano vikalpa UThe tenI ekatAbuddhi tene nathI. tethI tene baMdhanuM kAraNa bAhya sAmagrI nathI ema kahyuM. paNa bAhya sAmagrI pratye jene prema che ane svabhAvano prema nathI... AhAhA...! AnaMdanA nAtha bhagavAna prabhu pAse gayo nathI ane rAganI samIpamAMthI chUTyo nathI, rAganuM samIpapaNuM chUTyuM nathI, bhagavAnanI samIpamAM Avyo nathI. AhAhA...! ene to baMdhanA kAraNa sadAya che. kahe che. AhA..hA...! jJAnIne baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI kahyuM eno artha to ATalo che. ene AtmA atIndriya AnaMdamaya prabhu ! jenI vartamAna dazAmAM AnaMdano anubhavano svabhAva thaI gayo che). AhA..hA...! ApaNe e pahelA baMdhamAM AvyuM nahotuM ? "mAnaMdrAmRtanityamonI AnaMdarUpI amRtano nitya bhojI ! AhA...hA...! vAtuM AkarI bahu, bhAI ! dharmI jIvane atIndriya AnaMdasvarUpa bhagavAna che enI vartamAna dazAmAM AnaMdanA amRtanuM nitya bhojana karanAro che. AhA...hA...! A vAta...! tethI tene bAhyanA bhogamAM prema nathI, ruci nathI. pramAda karIne jIvane haNuM evo bhAva nathI. AhA..hA..! e kAraNe ene baMdha nathI ema kahyuM che. paNa otha laIne svacchaMdI thaI bhogamAM prema karIne sukhabuddhimAM rahe ane pramAdI thaIne bhogave ane kahe ke, ame jJAtA-deNa chIe, ame dharmI chIe, amane baMdha nathI. tyAM popAbAInuM rAja nathI. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA..! AhA...hA...! svacchaMdI thaIne rAgano, puNyano paNa kartA thAya. AhAhA...! zubha bhAvano paNa kartA thAya. dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti AdinA bhAvano svachaMdI thaIne kartA thAya, mithyAdaSTi thaIne kartA thAya to ene ekalo saMsAra ja rakhaDavAno che. AhA..hA..! ene baMdhana che. nizcayathI avazya, mithyAtva-rAga-dveSarUpa azuddha bhAvo sahita che.' lyo ! jene bhogano ke ramavAno vikalpa UThe che emAM jenI ekatvabuddhi aMdara paDI che, svasammukha thayo nathI ane parasa--khamAM ja paDyo che ene jarUra baMdhanuM kAraNa mithyAtva che. AhA..hA..! AvI vAtuM jhINI bahu ! "tethI karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa che." mithyAtva, rAga-dveSa azuddha bhAva sahita che. rAganI ekatA buddhimAM sukhabuddhithI paDyo che ene mithyAtva ane rAga-dveSanuM anaMta saMsAranuM baMdhana che. AhAhA...! cAhe to sAdhu thayo hoya, strI, kuTuMba, dukAna dhaMdho tyAgyo hoya ane aMdaramAM paMca mahAvrata pALato hoya. dayA, satya, datta, brahmacarya pALato hoya, paNa e rAga che. satya, datta, brahmacaryano mahAvratano bhAva e rAga che. e rAgamAM jenI ekatvabuddhi che e bhale sAdhu nAma dharAvato hoya paNa che mithyASTi ajJAnI.

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kaLaza-166 187 mumukSu :- AtmA sAthe ekatva na thayuM. uttara :- ekatva ja kyAM thayuM che ? paMca mahAvrata pALyA, dayAo pALI, satya bolyA, zarIrathI brahmacarya pALyA. e to badhI rAganI kriyA che. e to vRttinuM utthAna che. svarUpa che e to jJAtA-dRSTA AnaMdakaMda che. AhAhA...! e vRttinA utthAnamAM ekAkAra thaIne paDyo e mithyAdRSTi che. cAhe to hajAro rANI choDIne muni thayo hoya, karoDonI pedAza choDIne, dukAna choDIne (muni) thayo hoya. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI ? prazna :- choDyuM eTalo lAbha to kharo ne ? samAdhAna :- choDyuM che e mAnyatA ja mithyAtva che. choDe koNa ane grahaNa kare koNa ? AtmA parane choDe ane grahe ? tyAgaupAdAnazUnyatva zakti. prabhu AtmAmAM evo eka guNa che ke parano tyAga ane paranuM grahaNa, enAthI rahita eno svabhAva che. AhA...hA...! AvI vAtuM che. samajANuM kAMI ? nizcayathI to aMtara svarUpanI dRSTimAM to rAgane choDavo ane svarUpane grahavuM evo vikalpa paNa tyAM nathI. AhA...hA...! svabhAva AnaMda tarapha DhaLe che tyAre ene vikalpa - rAganI utpatti thatI nathI tethI eNe rAgane tyAgyo ema vyavahArathI kathana kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA..hA..! AvI vAtuM, bhAre jhINuM, bApu ! samajANuM kAMI ? bhagavAna aMdara paramAnaMdanI mUrti prabhu ! e to aMdara anAkuLa zAMtino sAgara che. AhA..hA..! emAM jeno jhukAva thayo. AhA...hA...! ene para taraphanA jhukAvano rAga Adi thAya teno e jJAtA che. teno puruSArtha svabhAva tarapha DhaLI gayo che. AhA..hA...! ethI ene evI koI mana-vacana-kAyAnI kriyA thAya to enAthI ene baMdha che nahi. AhAhA....! ane sAdhu thayo hoya, ekendriya jIvane paNa na mAravAno bhAva hoya, lIlotarI A badhA ekendriya jIva che. vanaspati, lImaDo, pIpaLA, DuMgaLI e badhAmAM anaMta jIva che. A..hA..hA...! ene jene mAravAno bhAva nathI paNa dayAno bhAva che e rAga che. e dayAno bhAva che e rAga che ane rAga che te svarUpanI hiMsA che. jhINI vAta che, bhAI ! jagatamAM AnAthI badhuM UMdhuM che. puruSArtha siddhiupAyamAM kahyuM che. 'amRtacaMdrAcAryadeva ! rAga te hiMsA che. cAhe to paranI dayA pALavAno bhAva paNa vikalpa che, rAga che. AhA...hA...! emAM svarUpanI hiMsA che. bhagavAna jJAtA-daSTA, rAganI hiMsAnA bhAvathI rahita enuM svarUpa che. AhA...hA...! ahiMsA paramo dharma ene kahIe ke, rAganI utpatti na thAya ane vItarAga dazAnI utpatti thAya tene ahiMsA dharma kahe che. AhA...hA...! parane na mAravA ane enI dayA pALavI e ahiMsA. e ahiMsA dharma che ja nahi. AhA...hA...! AkaruM paDe mANasane ! pelI AjIkA kahe, dayAno zubha bhAva baLapUrvaka karavo, rucithI karavo ane te pachI nirvikalpa samyagdarzana AtmAnI samAdhinuM kAraNa thAya. are..re...! prabhu ! zuM kare che ? bhAI !

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188 kalAmRta bhAga-5 prazna :- AraMbhanA phaLarUpe kArya keTaleka Ave ? samAdhAna :- evuM to anaMtakALa karyuM ane atyAre sAdhu kahevAya ene je dayA, dAnanA bhAva che e bhAvathI to UMco bhAva navamI raiveyaka anaMtavAra svargamAM gayo. paMca mahAvratano evo niraticAra cokhkho bhAva hato. A to hajI ene mATe bhojana karIne le che, hiMsA che. ene mATe karelo AhAra le emAM hiMsA thAya ane e bhojana le che to pApa che. AhA...hA...! pelo to prANa jAya topaNa ene mATe karelo AhAra le nahi evA jene mahAvratanA bhAva hatA chatAM e rAga che. AhAhA...! bhagavAna aMdara jJAtA-dRSTAnA svabhAvathI bharelo bhagavAna che. atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara ane atIndriya jJAnano dariyo che e to ! AhA..hA..! enA taraphanA jhukAvathI je samyagdarzana, jJAna thAya ene rAganI ekatA nathI mATe tene baMdhana nathI ane ajJAnI evuM bahAnuM laIne ke, zAstrae samakitIne Ama kahyuM che ne ? huM paNa samakitI chuM mAre game te bhoga hoya, hiMsA thAya (mAre zuM ? dRSTi to rAga upara che. AhA..hA....! jhINI vAta bahu, bhAI A vRttine UThe ne kaMIpaNa ? A karuM... A karuM... I vRtti UThe I badho rAga che. ane rAgathI mane lAbha thAya e mAnanAro mUDha mithyAdRSTi ajJAnI che. AhA..hA..! AvI vAtuM ! bahu AkaruM kAma ! paranI sevA karIe, dezasevA karIe. dhULeya karI zakato nathI, sAMbhaLane ! chatAM te bhAva che te rAga che. ane e rAgathI mane lAbha thaze e taddana anaMta saMsArI mithyASTi prANI che. mumukSu - "sevAdharma paramajJAne yojanAma...' uttara :- e kayuM ? I AtmAnI sevA. I to lakhe che ne ? dillIvALA (eka vidvAna) lakhatA hatA. sevAdharma agamya che. e sa-eva sevA - sa-eva. cidAnaMda bhagavAna sva tenI sevA nAma aMtara ekAgratA e sevA che). AvI vAta che. duniyAthI judI jAta che. badhA kahe che, badhI khabara che ke nahi ? 'gAMdhI AvyA hatA ne ? vyAkhyAnamAM AvyA hatA. 'rAjakoTa' ! nahi ? (saMvata) 1995mAM AvyA hatA. "mohanalAla gAMdhI", "kasturabA" badhA vyAkhyAnamAM AvyA hatA. pelo (koNa) enI sAthe hato ? "mahAdeva desAI ! traNa vAra vyAkhyAnamAM AvyA hatA). 'gAMdhI Avyo hato. bahAranI pravRttinA kAma bahu ne ! tyAM paNa Ama kahyuM hatuM, paranI koInI ame dayA pALI zakIe chIe evo bhAva te mithyAtva ane ajJAnanuM moTuM pApa che. ajJAnI mUDha kahyo hato ! mumukSu :- ene barAbara yAda rahI gayuM hatuM. uttara - eNe yAda rAkhyuM. "samayasAramAM baMdha adhikAramAM che. parane huM jIvADI zakuM chuM, parane mArI zakuM chuM, parane sukhanI sagavaDatA ApI zakuM chuM evI mAnyatA mUDha

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kaLaza-166 189 ajJAnInI bhAvanA che. e ajJAnIno bhAva che. AhA..hA...! mUDha che, ajJAnI che. samakitadRSTi rahita che, mithyAdRSTi che. AhA..hA..! AkarI vAta, bApA ! jagatathI judI jAta che. traNalokanA nAtha jinendra paramAtmA ! vItarAga kevaLajJAnInA A kathano che. e saMto ADatiyA thaIne jagatane jAhera kare che. AhAhA...! mumukSu :- gAMdhIjIne e vAta AkarI lAgI hatI. uttara :- ene AkarI lAgI, pachI I to sAMbhaLyuM. I jANe ke, mane kIdhuM ! meM to siddhAMta kIdho hato. pachI eka jaNAne - zeThiyAnA dIkarAne kahyuM, eka mahArAja mane mUDha kahetA I mahArAja kyAM che ? meM to siddhAMta kahelo , bhAI ! paranI dayA pALI zakuM chuM ane para vastu bhinna che. enI dazAo enAthI thAya. enA ThekANe huM enI dayA pALI zakuM e mAnyatA ja taddana mithyASTinI ajJAnI mUDha jIvanI che. A to dAMDI pITIne kahevAnuM che. A kaMI have khAnagI nathI. AhA..hA...! "samayasArano 'baMdha adhikArano pokAra che. A baMdha adhikAra cAle che ne ? juone ! AmAM Avaze. have ja Avaze. pachI I zloka Avaze. pAchaLa Ave che ne ? "sarva saava niyataM mavati svachIya' e 16 8mAM Avaze. 168 kaLaza, ApaNe cAle che A 166. 168mAM I Avaze. bIjAne huM jIvADI zakuM, bIjAne mArI zakuM, bIjAne sagavaDatA daI zakuM, agavaDatA daI zakuM, para jIvane sukhI karI zakuM, parane duHkhI karI zakuM evI mAnyatA karanAro AtmAne haNI nAkhe che. "AtmahanA maryAnti' AhA..hA...! AkarI vAtuM che ! che emAM ? che, hoM ? 168 che ne ? 169 kaLazamAM "mAtmaNanA mavati (che). "niyata mAtmahanA mavatti AhA..hA..! AvI vAtuM kyAM che ? lokoe mArIne bagADI mAryo Akho ! che I ? AhA..hA..! "mithyAbdio niyatipatmidanA mavati' 169 kaLaza. 16 8mAM I (Avaze ke, parane huM jIvADuM, mAruM, sukhI-du:khI karuM, "jJAnaviha yajJa para: paratha' AhA..hA..! bhAre AkaruM, jagatathI to UMdhuM che, bhAI ! deza sevA karo, emAM maro. zuM kahevAya ? zahIda ! kahe che ne badhA ? AvyA che ne, ghaNA AvyA che. ahIM to ghaNA AvyA che. deza mATe marIe ! maro ane jAzo cAra gatimAM rakhaDavA ! deza kyAM tAro hato ? e to para che. tAro deza to ahIM che. asaMkhya pradezI anaMta guNanuM dhAma e tAro deza ahIM che. AhA..hA..! e paradezane potAno mAnavo - amAruM kAThiyAvADa', amAruM muMbaI ! muMbaImAM nathI bolatA? "amacI muMbaImAM e loko bole.. zuM kahevAya ? "mahArASTravALA ! "muMbaI ene ApyuM che ne ? "amacI muMbaI ! dhULeya tArI muMbaI nathI, sAMbhaLane ! amAruM kAThiyAvADa', amAruM gAma ! konuM hatuM ? bApA ! tuM koNa cho ? mumukSu :- mANasonA vicAro to UMdhA hoya che.

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190 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 uttara :- hoya che, UMdhA hoya che. emAM zuM che ? ajJAnInA UMdhA vicAro hoya ahIM to paramAtmA trilokanAtha tIrthaMkaradeva ema kahe che ke, parane jIvADI zakuM chuM e mAnyatA mUDha mithyASTi ajJAnInI che. kAraNa ke enuM AyuSya hoya to bace ane na hoya to na bace. I to ene kAraNe che. ene ThekANe meM ene bacAvyo. bhAI ! A bAyaDI, chokarAne nabhAve che ke nahi ? dhULeya nabhAvato nathI. AvuM che. mumukSu - UMcI vAta hajama na thAya to svacchaMdatA AvI jAya. uttara :- UMcI na Ave to svacchaMda Ave ja nahi. UMcI (vAta) mATe taiyArI karo) ! svachaMda Ave to paranuM karI zake che ? svacchaMdI paNa paranuM kAMI karI zake che ? I to mAne che ke huM AnI dayA pALuM chuM ne A jIvane huM sagavaDatA - AhAra-pANInI, paisAnI, dAna ApuM chuM. I to enI mAnyatA che. paranuM kaMI karI zake che ? AhA..hA..! jhINI vAtuM, bApu ! duniyA badhI kahe che, badhI khabara nathI ? dharmane nAme atyAre ghaNA goTA UThe che. AhAhA..! ahIM kahe che, AhAhA..! "bhAvArtha Ama che ke - AvI yuktino bhAva mithyASTi jIvane.." joyuM ? "bhAvArtha Ama che ke - AvI yuktino bhAva...." eTale ? bIjAne haNuM evo bhAva che chatAM ema mAne ke, parane haNI zakato nathI. parane jIvADavAno bhAva che ane parane jIvADI zakato nathI ema mAne che e taddana jUThI vAta che. bhAvamAM to paDyuM che ke huM Ane jIvADI ane mArI zakuM. I jarUra baMdhanA kAraNano bhAva che. e mithyAtva bhAva che, jUTho bhAva che, ajJAna bhAva che. A kayAM navuM che ? ahIM to 20 lAkha pustaka bahAra paDyA che. ahIMthI 20 lAkha pustako bahAra paDyA che). A vAta have kaMI khAnagI nathI. deza-paradeza badhe gaI che, vilAyata gaI che. mArga to A che. A cIja sivAya kaMIka bIjuM) kahetA hoya e badhA pAkhaMDI ane ajJAnI che. AhAhA...! ahIM AcArya e kahe che. zuM AvyuM ? buddhipUrvaka jANIne kare che. che ne ? ane aMtaraMga rucithI kaSAyonA bhAva kare e mithyAtva saMbaMdhI che. AvI yuktino bhAva mithyASTi jIvane hoya che. tethI mithyAdRSTi karmabaMdhano kartA pragaTa ja che...' pramAdathI bhoga bhogave che, icchAthI paranA kAma karI zakuM ema mAne che ane kahe che ke, huM jJAtA chuM, dharmI chuM. (e) mithyAdaSTi jUThI dRSTi ane pAkhaMDano sevanAra che. AhA..hA..! bhAI ! I kIdhuM, juo ! kAraNa ke samyagdaSTi jIvone je kAMI pUrvabaddha karmanA udaye che te badhuM avAMchita kriyArUpa che." joyuM ? dharmI jIvane AtmAnuM bhAna thayuM che tene huM to jJAna ane AnaMdano sAgara chuM, bIjI koI cIja mArAmAM che ja nahi. evo jene bhAna thayuM che tene pUrvanA karmane laIne je kriyA thAya e badhI avAMchita kriyA che. (arthAtu)

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191 kaLaza-166 icchAthI thatI nathI. AhA..hA...! temAM ene prema nathI. je kAMI pUrvabaddha karmanA udaye che te badhuM" (mad rSa) (gAman rmA icchA vinAnI kriyAo thAya che eno e svAmI nathI. AhA...hA...! bhAre kAma ! A bolavAnI kriyA che e paNa AtmAnI nathI. A deha Ama cAle che e AtmAnI kriyA nathI. e to jaDanI che. AhA...hA...! dharmI jIvane pUrvanA karmane kAraNe evA saMyogo dekhAya. samajAya che kAMI ? AhA..hA..! paNa avAMchita che. emAM icchA che nahi. AhA..hA...! A te kaMI (vAta che) ! akAraNa... che ne ? (ekjhAma ) "avAMchita kriyArUpa che tethI.' (AraVi mata) karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa nathI - ema gaNadharadeva mAnyuM che," ema sAcA saMtoe Ama jANyuM ane mAnyuM che. samyakradRSTine pUrvanA karmane kAraNe avAMchita kriyA thAya che tene baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI. ema saMto sAcA munioe ema mAnyuM che. AhA..hA..! AmAM duniyA sAthe kAMI meLa khAya evuM nathI. AhA...! che ne ? be vAta kIdhI ne ? (sAman harma, (oIRUaaN matama) ema. icchA vinA je kArya thAya che, enI meLAe zarIrAdinI kriyAo Adi (thAya che) e (%Ama ) AhA..hA....! e icchA vinA thayeluM kAma che. ( Ara mata) e baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI. AhA...hA...! bhAre jhINA zabdo, bhAI ! prazna :- icchA nathI ke icchAnI icchA nathI ? samAdhAna :- icchA ja nathI. ruci nathI eTale icchA ja nathI. icchAno jANanAro thaI gayo che). jhINI vAta bahu, jarI AkaruM kAma che. (sAman , (Ara matam) "ema gaNadharadeva mAnyuM che, ane ema ja che. koI kaheze ke..." "Rti nAnAti ' 'karmanA udaye hoya che je bhogasAmagrI te hotI thakI antaraMga rucipUrvaka game che." joyuM ? zarIra, strI, kuTuMba-parivAra, paisA, Abaru pUrvanA karmane laIne maLyA ane emAM ene rucipUrvaka game che. samajANuM kAMI ? prazna :- bhUkhyA kema rahevAya ? samAdhAna :- bhUkhyuM koNa rahe che ? ane koNa khAya che ? I to jaDanI kriyA che. roTalA, dALa, bhAta, zAka thAya e to jaDanI kriyA che, AtmA khAto nathI, AtmA ene jANe che. ajJAnI mAne che ke, huM karuM chuM. jJAnI mAne che ke, huM jANuM chuM. ATalo phera che. AhA..hA...! jene parathI bhedajJAna thayuM che I paranI kriyAno kartA thaI zakato nathI. AhAhA..! huM bIjAne samajAvI zakuM chuM I bhASA jaDanI che. eno kartA thAya e paNa mithyAdRSTi mUDha che. AhA..hA...! AvI vAta che. jenAthI bhagavAna AtmA judo che enuM kare che ema mAne che e badhuM etvabuddhi mithyAtva

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192 che. e pAkhaMDane seve che. AhA..hA...! bhAre kAma, bhAI ! mumukSu :gRhasthAzramamAM to kaMIne kaMI karavuM paDe, bAkI jaMgalamAM cAlyo jAya. uttara H- gRhasthAzramamAM paNa I karato nathI. IM gRhasthAzramamAM nathI, I to AtmAmAM che. AhA..hA...! samyak satya dRSTi pUrNa AnaMdano nAtha bhagavAna ! enI jene dRSTi thaIne samyak thayuM che e to AtmAnA jJAna ane AnaMdamAM che. e aMdara rAga che emAM paNa nathI to 52 bAyaDI, chokarAmAM che ke gha2mAM che, bilakula vAta jUThI che. AvuM che, pAgala kalazAmRta bhAga-5 - jevuM lAge evuM che. ajJAnI pAgalane (ema lAge ke) A zuM ? A to jagatathI badhI UMdhI vAtuM che. bApu ! jagata UMdhuM che to enAthI A UMdhuM che. AhA..hA...! mumukSu :- bAkInAne amRta lAge che. uttara :- hA, che to ema ja. AhA..hA....! aMtaraMga rucipUrvaka game che ema paNa che. AhA..hA...! jene rAga thAya ane bahA2nI dehanI, strI Adi bhoganI kriyA thAya ene rucipUrvaka game che ane mAne che ke huM eno jANanA--dekhanA2 chuM (e vAtamAM) taddana virodha che. AhA..hA...! adhyAtmanI vAtuM jhINI bahu, bApu ! che ? 'karmanA udaye ho che je bhogasAmagrI...' paisA, zarIra, Abaru, strI, kuTuMba vagere ene 'aMtaraMga rucipUrvaka game che...' ene rucimAM goThe che (ke), A ThIka che. eka vAta. ema paNa che tathA zuddha svarUpane anubhave che,...' ane I zuddha svarUpane anubhave che ane rucipUrvaka game che. evuM eka sthAnamAM be hoya nahi. zuM kahyuM I ? aMdara rAga thayo, dayA, dAnano rAga Avyo. ene rucipUrvaka game che ane eka kora kahe ke, huM eno jANanAra-dekhanAra chuM. e vAta jUThI che. eka myAnamAM be talavAra rahI zake nahi. AhA..hA...! AvI vAta che, bApu ! duniyAthI to jAta judI che, bhAI ! bIjA badhA zuM kahe che ? kyAM kahe che ? badhI khabara che, nathI khabara (evuM nathI). AhA..hA...! munione khabara nathI ? chatAM munio pokA2 ka2Ine Ama kahe che. e pokA2nI vANIno paNa huM kartA nathI ema kahe che. AhA..hA...! eTale ahIM kahyuM, zuM kahyuM ? ke, pUrvanA karmanA udaye bhoga sAmagrI hoya che. Abaru, paisA, zarIra, vANI e 'hotI thakI antaraMga rucipUrvaka game che...' A..hA...hA...! aMtaraMgamAM e cIjamAM prema che ane rucipUrvaka goThe che. ema paNa che tathA zuddha svarUpane anubhave che,.' ane huM to zuddha svarUpane anubhavuM paNa chuM. rucipUrvaka A vastu goThe ane huM AtmAne bhogavuM chuM. e banne vAta khoTI che. AhA..hA...! samasta karmanita sAmagrIne heyarUpa jANe che ema paNa che. Ama koI kahe che te jUTho che;...' huM AtmAne jANuM chuM, anubhavuM chuM ane A bahAranI sAmagrIno paNa mane

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kaLaza-167 prema che. 'sAmagrIne heyarUpa jANe che...' rucipUrvaka goThe che ane ema mAne che ke mane heya che. AhA..hA...! AvI vAta che. te jUTho che;...' kema jUTho che ? kAraNa ke zAtA paNa ane vAMchaka paNa - evI be kriyA viruddha nathI zuM ?" jANanAro jJAtA paNa rahe ane vaLI karavAnI prIti ane ruci paNa rahe. be viruddha nathI ? virodha che, ema traNakALamAM hoI zake nahi. AhA..hA...! prazna :- heyapUrvaka rAga karavAmAM zuM vAMdho che ? samAdhAna :- heyapUrvaka karuM chuM e ja huM nahi. e ja upAdeya thaI gayo. karavAlAyaka ema jyAM mAnyuM e ja upAdeya thaI gayo, heya kayAM rahyo ? AhA..hA...! AkarI vAta che. zAtA paNa ane vAMchaka paNa evI be kriyA viruddha nathI zuM ? arthAt sarvathA viruddha che.' dayA, dAnano zubha rAga vAMchita icchAthI karuM chuM ane vaLI huM jJAtA rahuM chuM e banne vAta jUThI che. AhA..hA...! jANanAra hoya te karuM chuM tenI ruci nathI ane karuM chuM tene ruci che, tene jJAtApaNuM rahetuM nathI. vizeSa kaheze... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !) - 193 (vasantatinA) jAnAti yaH sa na karoti karoti yastu jAnAtpayaM na khalu tatkila karmarAgaH / rAgaM tvabodhamayamadhyavasAyamAhu mithyAddazaH sa niyataM sa ca bandhahetuH / / 167 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha :- ya: nAnAti ma: na naiti (S:) je koI samyagdaSTi jIva (nAnAti) zuddha svarUpane anubhave che (sa:) te samyagdaSTi jIva (na oti) karmanI udayasAmagrImAM abhilASA karato nathI; tu ya: jyoti ayaM na nAnAti" (g) ane (T:) je koI mithyAdRSTi jIva (roti) karmanI vicitra sAmagrIne potArUpa jANIne abhilASA kare che (ayaM) te mithyAsRSTi jIva (na nAnAti) zuddhasvarUpa jIvane jANato nathI. bhAvArtha Ama che ke - mithyAsRSTi jIvane jIvanA svarUpanuM jANapaNuM ghaTatuM nathI. 'vastu" Ama vastuno nizcaya che. ema kahyuM ke mithyAdRSTi kartA che, tyAM 'karavuM' te zuM ? tat rma virata rA:'

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194 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 (tat varSa) karmanI udayasAmagrInuM karavuM te (vi) vAstavamAM rAT:) karmasAmagrImAM abhilASArUpa cIkaNA pariNAma che. koI mAnaze ke karmasAmagrImAM abhilASA thaI to zuM, na thaI to zuM ? paraMtu ema to nathI, abhilASAmAtra pUro mithyAtvapariNAma che ema kahe che - 'tu rA savomam adhyavasAyam sAdu () te vastu evI che ke rAmodhamayam madhyavasAya) paradravyasAmagrImAM che je abhilASA te kevaLa mithyAtvarUpa pariNAma che ema (huM) gaNadharadeve kahyuM che. "sa: niyata miththoddeza: bave (sa:) karmanI sAmagrImAM rAga (niyataM) avazya (mithyAddizaave) mithyASTi jIvane hoya che, samyagdaSTi jIvane nizcayathI hoto nathI. "sa: ra vanyataH te rAgapariNAma karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa che. tethI bhAvArtha Ama che ke mithyAdRSTi jIva karmabaMdha kare che, samyagdaSTi jIva karato nathI. 5-167. mAgazara suda 5, guruvAra tA. 15-12-1977. kaLaza167 pravacana-176 ("kaLazaTIkA 16 8 kaLaza) (ajJAnIne potAnuM mULa svarUpa) dRSTimAM AvyuM nathI. rAgane karavo ane rAganI abhilASA karavI ane bAhyanI saMyogI cIjamAM ullasita vIrya, kAMkSA utpanna karavI e badhA mithyASTinA lakSaNa che. AhA..hA.! samyakdaSTi potAnA zuddha svarUpane... kahyuM ne ? "je koI samyagdaSTi jIva." (nAnAti) "nAnAtinI vyAkhyA A (ke) "zuddha svarUpane anubhave." I "nAnAti' AhA..hA..! zuddha svarUpa anaMta guNano piMDa prabhu che. A..hA..! ene je anubhave. AhAhA...! keTalI zaktio che I thoDI vAta rAtre karI hatI. AhAhA..! je zuddhane anubhavane che to I zuddha svarUpanI zaktio keTalI che ke je samyakradRSTi anubhave che ? AhA...hA...! rAtre kahyuM hatuM ne ? pahelAM to e vAta karI hatI ke, anaMtakALamAM je cAra gatimAM rakhaDyo emAM anaMto kALa to nigodamAM gayo. enA anaMtamAM bhAgamAM kALa svargamAM gayo. enA asaMkhyamAM bhAgamAM kALa narakamAM gayo. enA asaMkhyamAM bhAgamAM kALa manuSyamAM gayo. AhA...hA...! AvA rakhaDavAnA kALamAM eNe A AtmA zuM cIja che ene jANavAno prayatna karyo nahi. AhA..hA....! je karavAnuM hatuM te karyuM nahi. AhA..hA...! jANavAyogya cIjane (jANI nahi). kahyuM hatuM ke, jemAM anaMta guNa che. keTalA (anaMta guNa)? badhI cicamatkArika vastu che !! A.hAhA..!

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kaLaza-167 195 eka samayamAM eka guNa kahe to traNa kALamAM enA guNa kahI zakAya nahi eTalA guNo emAM che ! A..hA...hA...! eka samayamAM eka guNa kahe... are..! eka miniTamAM eka guNa kahe topaNa enA anaMta guNa eTalA che. AhA..hA...! ke, I eka eka miniTamAM eka guNa kahe topaNa traNa kALamAM kahI zake nahi eTalA guNo che !! samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! evA anaMta guNonI je saMkhyA, jene traNa kALamAM eka eka gaNatarIthI kahI zakAya nahi.. AhA..hA...! evA zuddha guNonI je amApa anaMta saMkhyA (che).... AhA..hA..! ene je anubhave che. AhAhA..! enI anubhavanI paryAyamAM paNa keTalI tAkAta !! ke je AvA amApa anaMta zuddha svabhAvane eka samayamAM vede, eka samayamAM tene jANe, eka samayamAM tene zraddha. I zraddhA ane jJAnanI paryAyanI kiMmata keTalI !! A..hA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? vastu evI bahu moMghI che ! che to potAnI pAse paNa (aMdara) jAya tyAre ne ? AhAhA...! e vastumAM je anaMta guNo che) enuM paryAyamAM jJAna thavuM e jJAnanI paryAya (akSaya, ameya che). zAstramAM to ema kahyuM ke, cAritranI paryAya akSaya, ameya (che). kemake anaMta anaMta guNo je traNa kALanA samayathI paNa anaMtaguNA (che)... AhA...hA...! ane AkAzanA pradezathI anaMtaguNA ! jeno aMta nathI ! A..hA...hA...! AkAzano kyAMya daze dizAe (aMta nathI). A loka to alokanI apekSAe to eka rAya jeTalo che ! kAraNa ke A loka to anaMtanA anaMtamAM bhAgano che. A...hA...! evA alokanA pradezono paNa jyAM aMta nathI, ethI paNa anaMtaguNA eka AtmAmAM guNo che !! AhAhA...! evA anaMta guNono aMza eka samayamAM vedAya che, dareka guNano vyakta aMza (vedAya che). AhA...hA...! ethI ene akSaya ane ameya kahyuM. e paryAyane akSaya ane ameya kahI. AhA..hA..! prazna :- vIrya paNa akSaya ameya che ? samAdhAna :- dareka paryAya akSaya ameya che). rAtre to kahyuM hatuM, zraddhA ne jJAna ne (badhuM akSaya ameya che). I badhuM Ave tyAre Ave ne ? rAtre to ghaNuM AvyuM hatuM ! AhA..hA... eka zraddhAnI paryAya anaMtA guNone (ke jI traNa kALanA samayathI anaMtaguNA AkAzanA pradeza ane ethI anaMtaguNA (guNa), evA anaMta guNanuM ekarUpa dravyanuM jJAna thatAM te paryAya paNa akSaya, anaMta paryAya thaI. ameya eTale jenI maryAdA nahi evI paryAya ! maryAdA vinAnA guNonuM jJAna karyuM ne ? (eTale paryAya paNa ameya thaI). AhAhA..! mArga bahu jhINo, bApu ! AhA...! jenA guNonI saMkhyAnuM mApa nathI. anaMta.. anaMta... anaMta.... anaMta.. anaMta. anaMta... anaMta... anaMta. anaMta. anaMta... saMkhyAe gaNatAM gaNatAM kyAMya anaMta cAlyo jAya topaNa pUruM na paDe !! evA anaMta guNone je jJAnanI paryAya jANe e paryAyamAM

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196 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 keTaluM anaMta AvyuM ?! jANavAmAM keTaluM anaMtu AvyuM !? ane jenI jJAnaparyAyamAM AvuM anaMtu jANavAnuM AvyuM mATe paryAyane ameya kIdhI ane jorathI jyAM Atmadravya dRSTimAM AvyuM eTale jema dravyano nAza na thAya ema enI jJAnaparyAya ane zraddhAnI paryAyano nAza na thAya evI) akSaya che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhA...! enI eka eka paryAyamAM... are..! sthiratAno paryAya (ke che aMza che paNa keTalA guNomAM I ekAgra thaI che !! AhA...hA..! anaMta amApa guNomAM aMza sthira thayo e aMza paNa ameya ane akSaya che. AhA...hA...! AvI cIja che A ! ahIM kahe che ke, "samyagdaSTi jIva..." A.hA...hA...! "zuddha svarUpane anubhave..." I zabda ja A Avyo, lyo! AhAhA..! e anaMta amApa zuddha guNo pavitra che. AhA...hA...! vikalpa to eka samayanI dazA che paNa I paryAyabuddhi jenI chUTI gaI che. AhA...hA...! ane aMdara je dravyabuddhi thaI che. AhAhA...! tenI paryAyamAM anaMta guNanuM jJAna, anaMta guNanI pratIti, anaMta guNanI sthiratA, anaMta guNanI paryAyamAM vIryanI racanA thAya che). AhA...hA...! ane te eka eka paryAyane bIjI paryAyanI paNa nimittatA che. guNamAM to guNane laIne paryAya che ema kahevuM e vyavahAra che paNa e paryAyanI bIjI paryAyane madada che ema paNa nathI. AhA..hA..! kemake e paryAya jyAM aneka guNonA sAgarane e paryAye jANI... A.hA..hA...hA...! e paryAyane bIjI paryAyanI paNa jarUra nathI. samajAya che kAMI ? AhA...hA...! evo bhagavAna AtmA ! jenA vedanamAM Avyo, pratItamAM Avyo. jJAnanI paryAyamAM Avyo eTale enuM) jJAna AvyuM, vastu kAMI tyAM AvatI nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? vedanamAM paNa AkhI vastu kaMI paryAyamAM AvatI nathI. eno eka kSaNika aMza - dareka guNano kSaNika aMza enA vedanamAM, vyaktimAM Ave che. AhA..hA..! paNa e kSaNika aMza paNa maryAdA vinAnI cIja che. eTalI paryAyonI anaMtatA che). jema guNanuM mApa nathI, amApa (che) ema paryAyo paNa anaMta ane amApa che. AhA..hA.! evA anaMta amApa guNo ane bIjI anaMta paryAyone je jJAnanI paryAya eka samayamAM te paryAyane jANe, anaMta guNane jANe... AhA..hA..! ane pote potAne jANe. AhA...hA..! AvI amUlI cIja che ! A...hA..! aciMtya evo bhagavAna AtmAno svabhAva che ! paNa ene koI di jANyo nathI. AhA...hA...! bIjI mAthAkUTa karI - vrata pALyA ne bhakti karI ne pUjA karI. e to badhI rAganI kriyA che. ahIM to kahe che ke, jJAnIne e rAga hoya chatAM e rAgano jANanAra rahe che. kemake eno svabhAva jANavuM che. kemake e prabhu pote sarvajJasvabhAvI che. bhagavAna AtmA sarvajJasvabhAvI che. ethI zaktirUpe paNa badhAne jANe evuM enuM svarUpa che. A..hA..! rAganuM karavuM e enA svarUpamAM nathI I ahIM kahe che. samajANuM kAMI ? have pachI kaheze, juo !

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kaLaza-16 7 197 (samyakdaSTi jIva) karmanI udayasAmagrImAM abhilASA karato nathI." joyuM ? A..hA....! AhAhA..! jene zraddhAmAM, anubhavamAM, jJAnamAM vastunA amApa svabhAvanuM jJAna (ane) zraddhA thaI e have kSaNika rAgane karato nathI. kemake karavuM (e) enA koI svabhAvamAM nathI. AhAhA...! AmAM to I zloka nathI paNa AmAM to I AvyuM che ke, "nAnAti : roti paNa pelA kartA-karma (adhikAra)mAM AvyuM che ne ? kartA-karma ! kare karma so hi karatArA" I zailI AmAM che. zloka tyAMno che. "kare karma so hi karatArA' (arthAtu) je koI rAgane kare. AhA..hA..! kSaNika vikRta avasthAne karavAmAM rokAya.. A..hA...hA...! 'kare karma so hi karatArA, jo jAne so jAnanahArA AhA..hA..! jJAnIne rAga Ave, ene hoya paNa te to teno jANanAra che. AhA..hA...Avo dharma che, bApA ! AvI cIja sarvajJa paramezvara, e sarvajJasvabhAva che emAMthI sarvajJa thayA ane e sarvajJamAM je jANavAmAM AvyuM e vANImAM anaMtamAM bhAge AvyuM. AhA...hA...! eTaluM anaMta anaMtagaNuM aMdara rahI gayuM ! ane je vANImAM AvyuM enA anaMtame bhAge to sAMbhaLanArane jaNAya. AhAhA..! zuM kahe che A ? eka paramANumAM paNa eTalA guNonI saMkhyA (che). kSetra to eka ATaluM che paNa varNa, gaMdha, rasa, sparza eka eka samayamAM paramANuno eka guNa kahevA mAge to traNa kALathI anaMtagaNo kALa hoya topaNa kahI zakAya nahi. eTalA eka paramANumAM guNa che ! I zuM kahe che A ? mumukSu :- to to rUpiyAmAM ghaNA guNa thaI gayA ! uttara :- rUpiyAnA eka paramANumAM ghaNA guNa che. zenA ? enA varNa, gaMdha, rasa, sparzanA. bIjAne paiso maLe eTale lAbha thAya evo guNa emAM nathI. rUpiyAmAM guNa che (kharA), paNa zenA ? enA varNa, gaMdha, rasa, sparza Adi eka eka paramANamAM anaMtA guNo (che). evA to rUpiyAnI eka noTamAM ethI anaMtaguNA vizeSa che. AhA..hA..! paramANu, hoM ! gajaba vAta che, bApu ! vItarAga sarvajJa paramezvaranI dravyanI AkhI camatkRti batAvI che ! chae dravya camatkArika che ! AhAhA...! dravya paNa camatkAri, guNa paNa camatkAri ane paryAya paNa (camatkArika) ! bApu ! e koI tarkathI bese evI sAdhAraNa vAta nathI. AhA..hA....! evI camatkRti vastu che ! kone bese ? eka paramANumAM traNa kALathI anaMtaguNA (guNa che). AkAzanA pradezathI anaMtaguNA to guNa (che). kSetra eka aMza ! AhAhA....! evI koI camatkRtika cIja (che), jaDano camatkAra che ! bhagavAnanA jJAna ane AnaMdano camatkAra che ! ema kALANu e rIte (che).

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198 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 ahIM lokAkAzamAM kALANu asaMkhya che. (bIjA) dravya to anaMta che. e kALANunI saMkhyA karatAM dravyo che e to anaMtaguNA che. AhA..hA...! e anaMta anaMta guNAne kALadravyanuM nimitta che. pariNamana to upAdAna dareka dravya(nuM) potAnuM che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? ane lokanA bhAgathI anaMtaguNo aloka, anaMtaguNo aloka ! ene kALanuM nimitta kahevuM ? AhA..hA...! zuM kahe che A ? AhA..hA...! vicAra karatAM (ema thAya che ke) siddhane nimitta kahevuM e to eka hada thaI gaI ! e to ene aDato nathI. ahIM to aloka... aloka... aloka... aloka... A..hA...hA...! enA hisAbe loka to eka rAya jeTalo (che), bhale AkAzanA asaMkhya pradezamAM) anaMta dravya ane anaMta guNa hoya. A (loka) ene anaMtame bhAge (che). pelo (alokAkAza) anaMta anaMtaguNo ! koIpaNa dizAe lyo to anaMtaguNo... anaMtaguNo, kyAMya aMta nahi ! evA alokAkAzane paNa kALanuM nimitta kahevAmAM Ave, A zuM che ?! kemake eno eka bhAga ene aDyo che. nimitta enI pAse che. siddhanuM nimitta che eno to koI bhAga ahIM nimittarUpe nathI. zuM kahevAya che, samajAya che ? AhA..hA...! e vastunI zakti eTalI che. nimittane nimitta thavAnI zakti eTalI che ke, alokAkAza (ke jeno) kyAMya aMta nathI ene paNa e aDyA vinA nimitta thAya ! A..hA..hA...! zuM kahe che A ?! bhAI ! AhA..hA...! ahIMyAM to samyakdaSTi jIva... AhA..hA...! AvI badhI cIjane I jANe ja che. ene kaMI enI atizayatA lAgatI nathI. e to enuM svarUpa ja che. AhA..hA...! dravyanuM, guNanuM, paryAyanuM, jaDanuM, kALANunuM (svarUpa jANe che). AhA..hA...! ATalA eka kALANumAM paNa AkAzanA anaMtA pradezathI anaMtaguNA guNa che. AhA...hA...! enI vizeSatA to tenA jJAnamAM che ke, A badhAne jANe. ahIM (I) kahevuM che ne ? jANe, basa ! A..hA..hA...! samyakdaSTi jIva A badhuM che, ene potAnI paryAyanA sAdhanathI jANe. e che mATe jANe ema paNa nahi. samajANuM kAMI ? rAtre to ghaNuM AvyuM hatuM. e to badhuM Ave tyAre Ave ne ? AhA..hA...! ahIMyAM to (nAnAti) emAMthI (AvyuM). samyaSTi jIva zuddha svarUpane anubhave che tethI te (nAnAti) che. ema kIdhuM ne ? A..hA...! (nAnAti)no artha che ne ? basa ! (nAnAti) AhA..hA...! anaMta anaMta guNane, anaMta anaMta dravyane, anaMta anaMta vikRta thayelA vikArI jIvonI paryAyane I jANe che. AhA..hA...! potAmAM paNa thayelI vikRta avasthA... AhA..hA...! tene aDyA vinA jANe che. A gajaba vAta che ! A loko rADa pADe che ne ? vyavahAra... vyavahAra ratnatrayathI nizcaya thAya. bhAI ! sAMbhaLa, prabhu ! teM tattvanI vAta sAMbhaLI nathI. AhA..hA...! mumukSu :- A spaSTIkaraNa thAya che... ...

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kaLaza-167 uttara :- bilakula thAtuM nathI, enAthI thAtuM nathI. rAga te vikRta che ene paNa (nAnAti). samyaSTi (nAnAti). ene kare che, enA che ema nahi. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? e to (nAnAti). chae dravya, enA guNo, enI paryAya, potAnuM dravya, enA guNa, enI paryAya... AhA..hA...! jene jANe che I paryAyanI tAkAta keTalI !! e paryAya akSaya ane ameya che. A..hA..hA...! enI pratIti je che e paNa akSaya ane ameya che. eNe keTalAnI pratIti karI !! A..hA..hA...! jenuM mApa nathI eTalA anaMtA guNo ! eka (dravya) evA anaMtA dravyo ane enA darekanA pAchA anaMtaguNA guNo ! A..hA..hA...! ene samyakdaSTi jIva samyajJAnamAM... A..hA...! jANe che. jhINI vAta che, prabhu ! mArga evo che. vItarAgano mArga (Ave che), AvI vAta bIje kyAMya che nahi. AhA..hA..! ane jyAM che ene paNa khabaruM na maLe ane bahArathI A vrata karo ne apavAsa karo ne bhakti karo ne jAtrA karo, emAMthI kalyANa (thaI jaze). prabhu ! bahu UMdhAI thaI gaI. tAro jJAnano paryAya amApa guNane jANe, ene rAgathI lAbha thAya ! AhA..hA...! jenI paryAyamAM anaMtA guNo (ke) jenuM mApa nathI eno paryAyamAM lAbha thayo che. lAbha eTale enuM jJAna. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? emAM guNa AvyA nathI paNa guNano lAbha eTale jeTalI zaktinI tAkAta che eTaluM AmAM jJAna AvI gayuM. AhA..hA...! evI jJAnanI paryAyanI AgaLa, ene ema kahevuM ke, rAga che tenAthI te nizcaya thaze, prabhu ! moTI viparIta vAta che, bhAI ! AhA..hA...! aparimita guNane dravyanA je paryAye jANyA evI jANavAnI paryAyane, rAganI paryAyathI te jANavAnI paryAya pragaTe (ema mAnavuM te moTI viparItatA che). AhA..hA...! enAthI to na pragaTe paNa anaMta guNa ane dravya che enAthI enI jANavAnI paryAya pragaTI nathI. AhA..hA...! potAnI tAkAtathI pragaTI che. jyAre anaMtA guNone jANe e guNathI paNa e paryAya thaI nathI to rAga to alpa vikRta avasthA (che). AhA..hA...! dayA, dAna ne vrata ne bhakti ne pUjAno bhAva to vikalpa, rAga, alpa avasthA che. AhA..hA...! enAthI jJAnanI nizcayaparyAya pragaTe (ema mAnavuM emAM to) prabhu ! ghaNo phera che, moTo phera che. AhA..hA...! zraddhAmAM moTuM zalya che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? ahIM to samajAya eTaluM samajavuM, bAkI eno pAra na maLe, bApA ! AhA..hA...! enI gaMbhIratA, enI UMDAI... A..hA..hA...! 199 (nAnAti) eno artha ke zuddha svarUpane anubhave che...' AhA..hA...! te samyagdaSTi jIva karmanI udayasAmagrImAM abhilASA karato nathI;...' joyuM ? bhASA zuM kahe che ? jenI paryAyamAM potAne jANavuM pragaTyuM... AhA..hA...! e jANanAro samikatI koI rAganI ke koI cIjanI abhilASA karato nathI. anaMto anaMto guNa ane anaMto dirayo bharyo (che) evA

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200 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 anaMtA dariyA dravyanA bharyA e anaMtA dravyanuM ahIM paryAyamAM jJAna thayuM. A..hA..! e jJAnI rAgane ane paradravyane mArA che ema te abhilASA (karato) nathI. paradravyane jANavAnuM kAma thayuM tyAM paradravya mArA ema kayAM AvyuM have ? AhA...hA....! sva ane parane jANe che). 'svapara prakAzaka zakti hamArI AhA..hA....! e rAgane prakAze evI zakti svataH che. have ema jyAM svataH jJAnanI, zraddhAnI paryAya svataH pragaTI che... AhAhA...! ene e vyavahAra - rAgathI nizcaya thAya, rAga alpa, vikRta, maryAdita avasthA (che). AhAhA...! ane A to aparimita zraddhA, jJAnano paryAya (che). AhAhA..! vyavahArathI thAya thAya e ene nathI, bhAI ! bApu ! vyavahArane paNa te (nAnAti) jJAna jANe che. vyavahArane kare che ane vyavahArathI thAya che evuM svarUpamAM nathI. AhA..hA..! bhAre kAma ! alokano kyAMya aMta nahi ene ahIMyAM rahelA kALANu nimitta kahevAya, zuM kahe che I ?! nimitta kahevAya. enA pariNamananA nimittathI pariName che ema nahi. AhA...hA...! nimitta paNa A rIte UDI jAya che ane vyavahAra ratnatrayano) rAga A rIte UDI jAya che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? bese, na bese jagata svataMtra che. AhA..hA...! Avo mArga che. vastunI sthitinI maryAdA ja AvI che. AhA..hA.! samajANuM kAMI ? (nAnAti)no artha ja ATalo karyo ke), "zuddha svarUpane anubhave che." jANe che sAthe zraddhe che ane sAthe vede che eTale anubhava sAthe lIdho. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! jevuM e svarUpa che amApa... amApa.... pavitra zaktine paryAyamAM vede che (ema) ahIM to kahe che. I cIja bhale ahIM na Ave paNa e saMbaMdhInuM vedana, e saMbaMdhInuM jJAna zraddhAmAM AvI jAya che. AhA..hA..! vede che eTale ? e vedanaparyAya che e vedananI paryAyamAM kAMI anaMtA guNa che I ahIM vedanamAM AvI jAya che ema nathI). paNa vedananI paryAyanI ja eTalI tAkAta che ke, anaMta guNano sAgara bhagavAnamAM ekAgra thAya ane paryAyamAM anaMta guNanA aMzanuM vedana AvI jAya che. A...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? tethI abhilASA karato nathI. che? A kAraNe karmanA udayathI maLelI sAmagrIne pote potAnA jJAnamAM rahIne paranI apekSA rAkhyA vinA parane ane svane jANe che. evo jIva koI para cIjanI abhilASA karato nathI. AhAhA...! je para cIjo ane para cIjanA guNo ane paryAya, e jyAM potAnI jJAnanI paryAyamAM jaNANA, svanuM jJAna karatAM I jaNAya gayA ene koI paranI abhilASA (nathI). AhA...hA...! ane abhilASA hoya to te mithyAdRSTi che ema kaheze. te eNe A anaMta anaMta guNano bhagavAna dariyo ane anaMta guNanA badhA anaMtA dariyAne eNe jANyo nathI. A.hA... tethI ene abhilASA (rahe che ke, A rAga karuM ne A meLavuM ne Ane lauM (evuM rahyA kare che). AhAhA...! e abhilASA mithyAtva bhAva che. kemake enA jJAnasvabhAvamAM to

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kaLaza-167 201 sva-parane jANavuM evo eno svabhAva che. have eNe jeNe jANyuM nathI (eNne) svanI sAmagrImAM jANavAnI ATalI tAkAta che evI zakti pragaTI nathI. e parasAmagrIne icche che. AhA..hA..! ke, anukULa strI hoya, anukULa paiso hoya, anukULa makAna hoya. AhA..hA..! evI abhilASA mithyAdRSTine hoya che. AkarI vAtuM che. | '7 : roti mayaM na nAnAti have sAmo pakSa lIdho. ane je koI mithyASTi jIva karmanI vicitra sAmagrIne potArUpa jANIne abhilASA kare che..." joyuM ? eTale ke ene laIne mane ThIka paDaze eno artha ke e cIjane, eNe potAnI mAnI. AhA..hA..! rAgane laIne mane ThIka paDaze, para sAmagrIne laIne mane ThIka paDaze evo bhAva jeno che... AhA..hA..! eNe parane potAnuM mAnyuM. potAne parathI ThIka paDaze, rAgathI mane ThIka paDaze, mane rAgathI nizcayano lAbha thaze eno artha ja eNe rAgane potAno mAnyo. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? zarIranI anukULatA hoya to mane dharmamAM ThIka paDe. evI jene abhilASA che teNe AtmA ane AtmAnA guNo ke bIjA dravya ane enA guNone jANavAnI enI dazA che nahi, ene abhilASAnI dazA che. AhA..hA..! AmAM to bahu javAbadArI che). AhA..hA..! "ane je koI mithyAdRSTi jIva... pelo sAme samyakudRSTi jIva hato ne ? I (nAnAti) hato. have A mithyAdRSTi jIva karmanI vicitra sAmagrIne....... karmanI vicitra (sAmagrImAM) rAga paNa Ave, saMyoga paNa Ave (ane) badhuM Ave. I badhI karmanI vicitra sAmagrI che. AhA...hA..! saMyogI bhAva ane saMyogI cIja (badhuM Ave). AhA..hA..! have A vAdavivAda kare kAMI pAra paDe evuM che AmAM ? 'tu yaH Rti ayaM na nAnAti e vicitra sAmagrIne potArUpa jANIne (abhilASA kare che). potArUpa jANIne eNe kema lakhyuM ? 'kroti kare che eno artha ja potApaNuM mAne che. ethI ene karavAno bhAva thayo che. parane meLavuM, rAgane karuM... AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? potArUpa jANIne abhilASA kare che. ema bhASA che, joyuM ? kare che evo bhAva thayo eno artha ke parane potApaNe mAne che. karavAmAM eNe lAbha mAnyo ne ? tyAre e lAbha parane laIne thayo ema mAnyuM e abhilASA mithyAdRSTinI che. AhA..hA...! eka eka zlokamAM keTaluM bharyuM che ! AhA..hA...! tethI kuMdakuMdAcAryadeve niyamasAramAM kahyuM ne ? bhAI ! svasamaya ane parasamayamAM vAdavivAda karIza nahi, bApu ! kAraNa ke alaukika cIjane jo te jANI hoya to te tenA) vedanamAM rahe, anubhavamAM raheje. AhA..hA...vAdavivAdamAM pAra nahi paDe. zAstramAM vyavahAranA lakhANa, lakSaNa paNa eTalA lakhyA hoya ene pakaDe ke, juo ! AmAM kahyuM. paNa e vyavahAra jANavAlAyaka che. samajANuM kAMI ? kemake jJAnanI

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202 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 paryAye jeNe svane jANI enI paryAyamAM parane jANavuM ja rahI jAya che, basa ! paranuM potApaNuM emAM rahetuM nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? AvuM bhAre, bhAI ! cakravartIne rAjamAM rahevuM ane kahe ke, A mAruM nahi ! ane che, che I to saune ghare che. mithyASTi abhilASA kare che ke, Ane karuM. karuM eno artha ke eNe ene mArA mAnyA, basa ! AhAhA...! ane ene jANuM. mane jANatAM ene jANe eNe para potAnA mAnyA nahi. para tarIke mAnyA ene jANyA. AhA..hA..! bhAI ! tyAM hoMgakoMgamAM kyAMya maLe evuM nathI. pelo kaheto hato ke, hamaNAM hoMgakoMga gayo. mALA, rUpiyA mATe tyAM jAvuM ema kahe, tyAM maLaze. AhAhA.... prazna :- enA vagara jAvuM kyAM ? samAdhAna :- jAvuM AtmAmAM. je kSetre, je kALe jyAM jAya tyAM to AtmA jJAnasvarUpI che ja. eno jANanAra to che ja. AhAhA...! jyAM jAya tyAM te jANanAra ja rahe che. e potAmAM rahe che, paramAM jAto nathI. rAgamAM jAto nathI to vaLI paramAM (to jAya ja kyAMthI ? AhA...hA...! (mithyASTi jIva parapadArthane potArUpa jANIne abhilASA kare che te mithyAdRSTi jIva zuddhasvarUpa jIvane jANato nathI. AhA..hA...! je karmanI sAmagrIne karavAnI jene abhilASA che. A...hA...hA...! te bhagavAna jJAnasvarUpI prabhu ! anaMta guNano jANanAra ane paryAyamAM sva-parane jANavAno svabhAva che) ene e jANato nathI. AhA...hA...! jene hajI bahAranI mahimA ane AbarU paNa joIe che evA AbaranA abhilASI jIvane - mithyAdRSTine AtmAnuM jJAna nathI. AhA..hA..! mumukSu :- ema Ave che ke, samyagdarzana thayA pachI dharmIne paNa AbarUno vadhAro thAya evI icchA thAya che. uttara :- I nahi. nahi. nahi. e to kudarate thavAnuM hoya te) thAya. bahArathI vadhAro thAya (e) pote icche nahi. I vyavahArathI vAtuM Ave. puNya karo (ema) "padmanaMdipaMcaviMzatimAM Ave che. puNya karo to emAMthI jaza maLaze. badhI khabara che. e to thavAnuM hoya) te thAya che. tene valaNa rahe che. paNa jene abhilASA che. AhAhA.! jazanI abhilASA e to paradravya che. AbarunI abhilASA che, bahAra paDavAnI, bahAramAM dekhavA devAnI abhilASA che e to bahAramAM paDyo che, bahirAtmA che. AvI vAtuM che. mumukSu - cAritramohanA kAraNe koIne thAya. uttara :- e nahi. nahi. nahiene paNa jANe che. ene karato nathI, enI abhilASA nathI. ahIM to (nAnAti) basa, eka ja vAta che). (nAnAtimAM karavuM ane abhilASA e AvI zake ja nahi. AhAhA...! ene eka (bolamAM) lakhyuM nathI ? bahAra paDavAmAMthI bhAgaje. benanI bhASA to juo ! bahAra paDavAmAMthI bhAgaje. bahAra paDavAnI

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kaLaza-167 abhilASA karIza nahi. AhA..hA....! che ne emAM I ? AvaDatanuM abhimAna karavuM nahi ane bahAra paDavAmAM jaIza nahi, pAcho bhAgaje. AhA..hA...! 203 mithyAdRSTi jIva vicitra sAmagrIne potArUpa jANIne abhilASA kare che te jIva zuddha svarUpa jIvane jANato nathI.' eTaluM thayuM ne ? jene rAga ane 52nI abhilASA che eNe jANanA2 jIvane jANyo nathI. jANanArane jANyo hoya to A abhilASA hoya nahi. AhA..hA...! gajaba vAta che, bApu ! e mApa bahu AkarA ! samajANuM kAMI ? e potAnA zuddha svarUpane jANato nathI. jANa che te karato nathI ane kare che te jANato nathI. AhA...hA...! tema jANanA2ne ka2vAmAM rokAI gayo, rokANo e jANanA2ne jANato nathI. jhINI vAtuM che, bhAI ! AhA..hA...! vItarAga paramezvara sarvajJanuM kathana... A..hA..hA..hA...! enA kahelA dravyo, enA kahelA guNo, eNe kahelI paryAya... A..hA..hA....! ahIM to (kahe che), samyaSTi (nAnAti). jyAre mithyAdRSTi abhilASA 'roti' AhA..hA...! kemake e abhilASA kare che (ke), mArI Abaru vadhe ema mAne. chatAM puNya vinA e Abaru vadhe nahi. (tethI) tenI mithyA abhilASA che. AhA..hA...! AvI vAtuM che, bhAI ! A to saMsArane mArI nAkhavAnI vAtuM che. saMsArane hoM ! jAgatA jIvane Ubho rAkhavo hoya to rAgane mArI nAkhavo paDaze. AhA..hA...! zuddha svarUpa jIvane jANato nathI. bhAvArtha Ama che ke - mithyAdRSTi jIvane jIvanA svarUpanuM jANapaNuM ghaTatuM nathI.' eTale kahe che ke, jene rAgane karuM ane bahAra paDuM, duniyA mane kaMIka gaNe evI jene abhilASA che... AhA..hA...! che ? e zuddha svarUpa jIvane jANato nathI. mithyAdRSTi jIvane jIvanA svarUpanuM jANapaNuM ghaTatuM nathI.' A..hA..hA...! 'vastu''Ama vastuno nizcaya che.' AhA..hA...! jenA jJAnamAM bahAramAM bAhya padArthamAM mane koI gaNe (ema hoya) ene 52nI abhilASA che. I mithyAdRSTi che. AvuM bhAre kAma, bhAI ! kahyuM ne ? e mithyAdRSTi che. Ama vastuno nizcaya che.' ene jIvanA svarUpanuM jANapaNuM ghaTatuM nathI.' AhA...hA...! jJAnanI dhArAmAM je jANavuM (evI) dhArA rahI (che) e rAganA ane paranA abhilASI jIvane te dhArA ghaTatI nathI. AhA..hA...! prazna :- ghaTatI nathI eTale ? samAdhAna :- eTale hotI nathI. jJAnadhArA ene rahetI nathI. AhA..hA...! kIdhuM ne ? ghaTatuM nathI eTale hotuM nathI. che ne ? jIvanA svarUpanuM jANapaNuM ghaTatuM nathI.' eTale hotuM nathI. AhA..hA...! AvI vAta sAMbhaLavI paNa muzkela paDe evI che. Avo mArga che. AhA..hA...! jene karmanA udayanI sAmagrInI, rAga, bAhyanI anukULatAnI abhilASA che... AhA..hA..! jaza, duniyA gaNe evI jene abhilASA che ene AtmAnuM jANapaNuM ghaTatuM

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204 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 nathI. ene AtmAnuM jJAna che nahi ema kahe che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA..! AkarI vAtuM che, bApu ! AhA...hA...! vItarAgano paMtha vItarAgabhAve jyAM jANe che ene paranI abhilASA rahI kyAM ? che kyAM ? AhA..hA.! ane Ama huM jANapaNAthI kAMIka bahAra paDuM (evo bhAva thAya) e to nidAna thaI gayuM. AhA...hA...! mumukSu :- nidAna eTale saMsArano bhAva. uttara :- AhA...hA...! e to nidAna zalya thayuM. AhA..hA..! tethI te mithyASTi che. AhA..hA..! Ama vastuno nizcaya che." joyuM ? zuM vastuno nizcaya (che) ? ke, je vastunA svarUpane jANe che tene rAganI ane paranI abhilASA nathI ema vastunuM svarUpa che ane jene rAga ane paranI koI kaNanI paNa) abhilASA hoya... AhA...hA...! to tene AtmAnA svarUpanuM jANapaNuM hotuM nathI evuM vastunuM svarUpa che. AhA...hA...! evI vAtuM che. evI vAta che, bApu ! zuM karIe ? mumukSu :- bIjI vAto sAMbhaLI sAMbhaLIne AkhI jiMdagI gaI. uttara :- jiMdagI gaI, vAta sAcI che. mumukSu :- bhAvaliMgI munine khyAti, lAbha, pUjA, prazaMsAnI bhAvanA hotI nathI. uttara :- bilakula nahi, aMdarathI kaMI nathI. asthiratAno bhAva ene e jANe che. e vAta che. A to janma, jarA, maraNa rahita thavAnA mArga che. bhavabhramaNa karI karIne corAzInA avatAramAM marI gayo. nigodanA bhava... AhA...hA...! eka zvAsamAM aDhAra bhava ! nigodamAM eka zvAsamAM aDhAra bhava, bApu ! evA anaMtI vAra (bhava karyA. eka zvAsamAM aDhAra evA anaMtI vAra anaMtA karyA. anaMtA zvAsozvAsamAM eka ekamAM aDhAra bhava, bhAI ! teM mAthuM UMcuM karyuM nahi, prabhu ! tArI cIja zuM che ? AhA...hA...! ahIM to dharmI ene kahIe ke, jene rAga ane paranI abhilASA ja nathI. kemake jeno puruSArtha svabhAvanI zuddhatAmAM vaLI gayo che. AhAhA....! samyakradRSTino puruSArtha aMdara zuddhatAnA anubhavamAM vaLI gayo che. AhA..hA...! ene bahAranI - rAganI ane enA phaLanI abhilASA hotI nathI. AhA...hA...! kaho, bhAI ! AvI vAtuM che. AhA...hA..! ema kahyuM ne pAchuM ? 'Ama vatano nizcaya che." joyuM ? banneno saravALo karyo. jANanAra samyakdaSTi to evo che ke, jANe... jANe... jANe. kemake eno sarvajJasvabhAva che ane sarvajJa svabhAvanI pratItimAM anaMta guNanA aMzanI pratIti ane guNanuM bhAna AvI gayuM che. AhA...hA...! samadraSTi eTale e to bApu ! zuM cIja che ! ane e samyagdarzana vinA jeTalA vrata ne tapa ne bhakti ne pUjA kare) e badhAM bALavrata ane bALapa che. I cAra gatimAM

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kaLaza-167 rakhaDavAnA che. A..hA...! AvI vAtuM che. AhA..hA...! ema kahyuM ke mithyAdRSTi kartA che,...' joyuM ? ema kahyuM ke, mithyAdRSTi rAgano ane 52 sAmagrIno A hoya to ThIka' (ema kare che mATe) I kartA thayo. AtmAnA svabhAva sivAya dayA, dAnanA vikalpanI paNa jene abhilASA che e eno karyAM Tharyo. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? jhINI vAta, bApu ! zuM thAya ? are......! kartA eTale zuM ? kahe che. 'tyAM 'karavuM' te zuM ?" "tat rma jina rAze:' joyuM ? 'karmanI udayasAmagrInuM 'karavuM'...' eTale zuM ? te vAstavamAM karmasAmagrImAM abhilASArUpa cIkaNA pariNAma che.' e karavuM che. AhA..hA...! AtmA sivAyanA puNya-pApanA bhAva ane A bahAranI aneka sAmagrIne karuM eTale mArA che, mane lAbha thaze evA enA mithyAtvanA cIkaNA pariNAma che. AvuM sAMbhaLyuM nathI, sAMbhaLavA maLyuM nathI. AhA..hA..! are....! emane ema jiMdagIyuM jAya che, bhAI ! AhA..hA...! bhale duniyA mAne, na mAne enI sAthe koI vAta nathI. vastusthiti to A che. AhA..hA..! cIkaNA pariNAma kahyA, joyA ? mithyAtvAnA pariNAma) levA che ne ? rAgane, zubhabhAvane paNa je icche che eNe zubha bhAvane potAno mAnyo che e mithyAtvanA cIkaNA pariNAma che. AhA..hA...! che ? 205 'tyAM 'karavuM' te zuM ? karmanI udayasAmagrInuM 'karavuM' te vAstavamAM karmasAmagrImAM abhilASArUpa cIkaNA pariNAma che. koI mAnaze ke karmasAmagrImAM abhilASA thaI to zuM....' e vizeSa kahevAze... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !) mAgazara suda 6, zukravAra tA. 16-12-1977. kaLaza-167, 168 pravacana-177 'kaLazaTIkA' 168 kaLaza che. 'vRdgha tat ajJAnam' kahe che ke, mithyAdRSTinA pariNAmanuM eka aMga che, mithyAtvanA pariNAmano eka bhAga che. mithyAtvanA to ghaNA prakA2 che. emAM A eka mithyAtvanA pariNAmano bhAga che. mumukSu :- 'karmasAmagrImAM abhilASA thaI to zuM, na thaI to zuM ?" I bAkI che. uttara :- hA, ThIka, I bAkI che, I bAkI che, kharuM. karmasAmagrImAM abhilASArUpa cIkaNA pariNAma che. koI mAnaze ke karmasAmagrImAM abhilASA thaI to zuM, na thaI to zuM ? paraMtu ema to nathI, abhilASAmAtra pUro

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206 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 mithyAtvapariNAma che ema kahe che - te vastu evI che ke padravyasAmagrImAM che je abhilASA..." zuM kahe che ? potA sivAya paradravyanI kaMI paNa vAMchA (thAya) e abhilASA mithyAtva che. AhA..hA..! prazna :- sAcA deva-guru-zAstranI prApti ....? samAdhAna :- e to eka zubharAga che paNa e mane maLe, I paradravya mane maLe, ema nathI. e to ene bhaktimAM rAgano bhAga che eTale e upara lakSa jAya che eTaluM. A.hA.... AgaLa kaheze. | 'tu rAja kavomiyam adhyavasAyam huM te vastu evI che ke paradravyasAmagrImAM che je abhilASA te kevaLa mithyAtvarUpa pariNAma che ema gaNadharadeve kahyuM che. AhAhA...! AtmA sivAya koIpaNa parapadArtha potAno nathI ene potAno karavA mAge che evI je abhilASa e mithyAtva che. AhA...hA...! strI, kuTuMba-parivAra vagere para vastu che. enI abhilASA (thAya) ke, Ane mArA karuM, mArA sagAM karuM, vahAlA karuM jethI mArA pakSamAM rahe. AhA..hA..! mumukSa :- bhajana kare emAM ja mArApaNuM thaI gayuM. uttara :- eno artha ja I thaI gayo. I mArA che mATe huM ene sagavaDatA ApuM I pachI kaheze. paNa I mArA che I mAnyatA ja mithyAdRSTinI che. AhAhA...! mumukSu :- Akho saMsAra ema cAle che. uttara :- Akho saMsAra ethI UMdho paDyo che. AhA...hA...! paradravya mArA, evI je abhilASA tene mithyAtva pariNAma gaNadharadeva eTale AcAryo kahe che. AhAhA...! zarIrane mAruM karuM, strI-kuTuMbanA AtmAne mArA karavA, enA zarIrane mAruM mAnavuM e badhA mithyAtva pariNAma che. AhAhA..! mumukSu :- koInuM ghara cAle evuM dekhAtuM nathI. uttara :- UMdhuM ghara che, UMdhA cAle che. UMdhI mAnyatAmAM cAle che ne? ghara koNa calAve ? ema kahe ke, ame amArA gharane calAvIe chIe. chokarAone vyavasthita rIte ThekANe pADIe chIe, dhaMdhe doravI daIe chIe I to pachI Avaze. eno artha ke, (ene) mArA mAnyA eTale ene vyavasthApUrvaka joDI dauM e badho mithyAtvabhAva che. AhAhA..! AvI vAta...! kevaLa mithyAtvarUpa pariNAma che. che ? karmanI sAmagrImAM rAga avazya mithyAdRSTi jIvane hoya che.... I to karmanI sAmagrI che. zarIra, paisA, Abaru - kIrti, dIkarA, dIkarIo I to badhI karmanI sAmagrI - duminanI sAmagrI che. A...hA...hA...! ene mArA karIne (kahevaDAvavuM) ane mArA che ema mAnavuM, e mithyA dRSTi che. AvI vAta che. 'sAmagrImAM rAga rAga eTale ekatA. "A mArA che" evo je rAga (te) mithyAdRSTi

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kaLaza-16 7 207 jIvane hoya che...." "samyagdaSTi jIvane nizcayathI hoto nathI." mumukSu :- nizcayathI hoto nathI. uttara :- kharekhara hoto nathI. nizcayathI (hoto nathI) eTale vyavahAre hoya, eTale (zuM) ? rAga hoya paNa ene potAnA mAne evuM ene nathI. AhA...hA....! vyavahArathI hoya che eTale ? bolavAmAM ema Ave ke, bhAI A mAro dIkaro che, A mArI gharavALI che, A mAruM makAna che. I to bolavAmAM Ave. mumukSu :- mAnavuM kAMIka ane kahevuM kAMIka ! uttara :- vAta ja badhI khoTI ! mumukSu :- I jUThuM bolyo che. uttara :- I jUThuM bolyo che. phakta bIjAne oLakhAvavA e vAta kaheto hato. ene ThekANe mAnI ltha ke, mArA che (to te mithyASTi che). AkaruM kAma che bahu ! ekalo pote svataMtra AtmA ene paranI sAthe zuM saMbaMdha che ? AhA...hA...! che ? samyagdaSTi jIvane nizcayathI hoto nathI. "sa: kanyAH " te rAgapariNAma karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa che. ahIMyAM rAgano artha mithyAtva che, hoM ! AhA..hA...! mAro deza, mAruM gAma... AhA...hA..! mArA makAna, mAro parivAra, mArI badhI dukAnonI vyavasthA ATalI ATalI cAle che e badho mithyAtvabhAva che. prazna :- cakravartI cha khaMDanuM rAja kema calAvatA haze ? samAdhAna :- kaMI mAnato nathI), karato nathI. thAya che tene zuM jANe che. mAruM mAnato nathI, laDAI karato paNa nathI. AhA..hA...! tethI bhAvArtha Ama che ke mithyASTi jIva karmabaMdha kare che, samyagdaSTi jIva karato nathI. jenI dRSTi UMdhI I paradravyane mArApaNe mAnI ane anaMta saMsAranuM kAraNa evo darzanamoha bAMdhe che. A..hA..hA...! samyagdaSTi koIpaNa cIjane potAnI mAnavA mATe bilakula taiyAra nathI. AhAhA...! rAga paNa mAro che ema mAnato nathI to para cIja mArI che I traNakALamAM mAne nahi. mumukSu :- chatAM bole ema ke, mAruM che. uttara :I to bhASA (evI) bole. I bhASAnuM kArya che, enuM kArya nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? A..hA...! lyo, have A (AvyuM). mithyAtvanuM eka aMga dekhADe che. 16 8.

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208 kilAmRta bhAga-5 (varasantatilakA) sarva sadaiva niyataM bhavati svkiiykrmodyaanmrnnjiivitduHkhsaukhym| ajJAnametadiha yattu paraH parasya tyumAn maUInIvita saurayam 6-68TT khaMDAnvaya sahita artha:- "rUda patar jJAnam' (3) mithyAtvapariNAmanuM eka aMga dekhADe che : (tir jJAna) Avo bhAva mithyAtvamaya che - 'tu yar para: jumAn paraNya maraVInIvitaqsaurayam ryA (1) te kevo bhAva ? (ya) te bhAva evo ke (para: pumAna) koI puruSa (paraca) anya puruSanAM (maraNanIvita saurya) maraNa-prANaghAta, jIvita-prANarakSA, duHkha-aniSTasaMyoga, saukhya-iSTaprApti evAM kAryane ( ta) kare che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke ajJAnI manuSyomAM evI kaheNI che ke "A jIve A jIvane mAryo, A jIve A jIvane jivADyo, A jIve A jIvane sukhI karyo, A jIve A jIvane duHkhI karyo - AvI kaheNI che. tyAM evI ja pratIti je jIvane hoya te jIva mithyAdRSTi che ema niHsaMdeha jANajo, saMzaya kAMI nathI. zA mATe jANavuM ke mithyAdRSTi che ? kAraNa hai 'maraNajIvitaduHkhasaukhyam sarvaM sadAya eva niyataM svakIyakarmodayAt bhavati' (maraNa) prANaghAta, (nIvita) prANarakSA, saura) ISTa-aniSyasaMyoga - A je sarva) sarva jIvarAzine hoya che te badhuM (savA vi) sarva kALa niyataM) nizcayathI, rvIya mavati) je jIve potAnA vizuddha athavA saMklezarUpa pariNAma vaDe pUrve ja bAMdhyuM che je Ayukarma athavA zAtAkarma athavA azAtAkarma, te karmanA udayathI te jIvane maraNa athavA jIvana athavA duHkha athavA sukha thAya che evo nizcaya che; A vAtamAM saMdeha kAMI nathI. bhAvArtha Ama che ke koI jIva koI jIvane mAravA samartha nathI, jivADavA samartha nathI, sukhI-duHkhI karavA samartha nathI. 6-168. sarva sadaiva niyataM bhavati svkiiykrmodyaanmrnnjiivitduHkhsaukhym| ajJAnametadiha yattu paraH parasya tyumAn paranIvita saum 6-68mA

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209 'Avo bhAva...' mithyAtvanuM eka aMga che, 'mithyAtvamaya che...' zuM ? tu yat para: pumAn parastra marAnIvitavuM:hasaum yaMt'"te kevo bhAva ? te bhAva evo ke koI puruSa...' eTale koI AtmA. (parasya) anya puruSanAM.... (marAnIvitavuM: sauNyam) maraNa-prANaghAta...' juo ! vyAkhyA sarasa karI ! huM bIjAnA prANano ghA2 karI zakuM chuM e mAnyatA mithyASTinI che. AhA..hA...! maraNanI vyAkhyA A karI. enA prANa je che - pAMca indriya, mana, vacana ne kAyA, zvAsa, AyuSya, eno ghAta karI zakuM eTale ke bIjAnuM maraNa karI zakuM eTale ke bIjAnA prANano huM viyoga karI zakuM e mAnyatA mithyAtva che. -- kaLaza-168 AhA..hA...! pachI bIjuM 'jIvita...' bIjA prANInuM jIvatara eTale prANanI rakSA karI zakuM. AhA..hA...! kaho, mAtA bALakanI rakSA nathI karatI ? kahe che ke, 52nA prANa enA kAraNe rahe che. ene A kahe che ke, enA prANa huM rAkhuM, enA prANane huM rAkhuM evuM 52nuM jIvatara karI dauM, pa2ne jIvato rAkhuM e mAnyatA mithyAtva che. AkarI vAtuM che. mumukSu :- gAmegAma pAMjarApoLa karI che. - uttara :- koNa kare che ? e to jarI zubharAga hoya ane e kriyA thavAnI (hoya) e thAya. paNa 'A (kriyA) meM karI che, gAyune bacAvavA mATe A pAMjarApoLa meM karI che' e bhAva mithyAtva che. AkaruM kAma che. A vAta to avaladoma che, bhAI ! saMsAranA abhiprAyathI AkhI vAta phe2 che. AhA..hA...! huM A chokarAne bhaNAvI dauM, e bhaNIne tAjo thAya, ene huM sukhanI sAmagrI ApuM. sukhI karuMno artha ? sukhI karuMnI vyAkhyA bIjI che, juo ! pahelA ema kIdhuM, prANaghAta karI zakuM. paranA prANane AyuSyanA prANane mArI - haNI zakuM, enA mana-vacana-kAyAnA prANane huM mArI zakuM - evo je bhAva... AhA..hA...! e mithyAtvabhAva (che), e mithyAtvanuM eka aMga che. mithyAtvanA to ghaNA prakA2 che emAM A eka mithyAtvano prakAra che. AhA..hA...! prANarakSA... bIjAnA prANanI huM rakSA karI zakuM. A..hA..hA...! A davA-bavA (pIvaDAvIne) DaoNkTaro prANanI rakSA nathI karI zakatA ? bIjAnA prANanI rakSA ! enuM AyuSya che tyAM sudhI e rahe che. ene ThekANe A ene AyuSya Ape che te rakSA kare ? AhA..hA...! A badhI vAtuM to jagatathI judI che, bhAI ! prazna :- bacAvI zake ene bacAvavAnA bhAva karI zake ? samAdhAna :- bacAvavAnA bhAva bacAvI zakuM ema mAnavuM e mithyAtva che. pelA terApaMthI kahe che I bIjI vAta che. sthAnakavAsImAMthI AvyA eTale ema kahe ne ke, bIjAne bacAvavAno bhAva mithyAtva che. bacAvI zakuM chuM I mAnyatAnI ja khabara nathI. phakta, bacAvuM

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210 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 to pachI e pacIsa jIvanI hiMsA karaze ethI e bacAvavAno bhAva, ahIM I vAta nathI. ahIM to (kahe che) paranA prANanI rakSA karI zakato nathI. enA prANanI rakSA to enuM AyuSya che tyAM sudhI rahe che. eTale bIjo enI rakSA kare ane jIvADI zake (e mAnyatA ja mithyAtva che). AhA...hA...! A garIba mANasa hato ene meM raste caDAvI dIdho, pAMca-pacIsa hajAra ApI dukAna calAvI ane raste caDAvI dIdho). enuM karIne meM enA prANanI rakSA karI ! mUDha che, kahe che. A to jagatathI UMdhuM che, bhAI ! AhAhA...! prANarakSA, duHkha..." duHkhanI vyAkhyA zuM ? huM ene aniSTa saMyoga daI zakuM. talavAra daI zakuM, A daI zakuM evA) aniSTa saMyoga. AhA..hA...! ene huM vIMchI karaDAvuM. sarpa karaDAvuM, jhera dauM, evo aniSTano saMyoga huM karI zakuM chuM enuM nAma parane duHkha karI zakuM chuM ema kahevAya che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA..! A bhAre vAtuM ! bIjAne huM pratikULatAnA saMyoga daI zakuM chuM... AhA...hA...! e mithyAtva bhAva che. aniSTano saMyoga ! vyAkhyA kevI sarasa karI che ! koI kahe ke, ene duHkha daI zakuM eTale zuM ? ene du:khano bhAva thAya e to enAthI thAya che, paNa ene duHkhanA pratikULa saMyoga huM daI zakuM chuM enuM nAma parane duHkha ApI zakuM chuM ema kahevAya che). AhA..hA...! eka vahu hatI. te moDI UThI haze ane jholAM khAtAM khAtAM daLatI hatI. (tyAM) enI sAsu AvI. (eNe joyuM ke, A jholAM khAya che. pachI pelA ghauMmAM Ama hAtha nAkhe ne ? tyAM agni mUkI. agninA aMgArA (mUkyA eTale) Ama jyAM (ghauM levA jAya che tyAM) A.. (thaIne dAjhe che). (sAsune ema ke, jANe enA jholAM UDADuM ! samajANuM ? vahu ghaMTI daLatI hatI, ghaMTI ! zuM kahevAya I ? cakkI... cakI ! emAM jholAM khAtI hatI (I) enI sAsu joI gaI. eTale (ghaMTImAM ghauM nAkhavA) pelA ghauMmAM hAtha nAkhe ne ? tyAM agninA aMgArA mUkyA ! mumukSu :- sAsu ghaNI krUra hatI. uttara :- I krUra hatI tyAre ja (Ama karyuM ne ! chatAM eNe A abhiprAya karyo ke, Ane huM jagADI dauM ane barAbara kAma lauM ema mAnanAra) mithyAdRSTi che. AhA..hA..! AvI vAta che. iMjekzana daIne ene jIvADI zakuM ! AhAhA..! iSTano saMyoga daI zakuM. iSTa prApti che ne ? che ? saukhya - ISTaprApti..." ene anukULatA daI zakuM. paisA daIne raste caDI jAya, AhAra-pANI ApIne enI bhUkha maTe, evA AhAra-pANI huM ene daI zakuM, iSTasAmagrI daI zakuM. AhA...hA...! are...! ene huM sArA saMyogamAM mUkuM ke jethI enI sagavaDatA jaLavAI rahe evI mAnyatA ajJAnI mithyAdRSTinI che. AhAhA...! bhAre kAma ! kanyAne enA sAsare vaLAvavI hoya ane sAdhAraNa ghara hoya to ahIMthI pote ene lAkha rUpiyA Ape ke jethI ene sagavaDatA jaLavAI rahe.

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kaLaza-168 211 kAraNa ke pelA garIba mANasa hoya ane ene kAMI (bIjI vadhAre sagavaDatA hoya nahi ema mAnIne Ape). ahIM darabAra hatA ne? ene evI prakRti hatI. pote moTo darabAra ! traNa lAkhanI upaja ! (A to) pahelAnI vAta che) pachI dasa lAkha, paMdara lAkha (thaI gayA) paNa I kanyA evAne Ape ke, eka (jaNa) bheMsa cArato hato ane kanyA ApI. kemake ene jALavaze. bheMsa.... bheMsa ! bheMsa samajyA ? I (eka) hato, amArI pAse bicAro Avato. bheMsane cArato hato ene kanyA ApI ane amuka khetara ApeluM. bAra mahine vIsa-pacIsa hajAra upaja thAya evA khetara Ape. I bAI jIve tyAM sudhI ene Ape. bAI marI jAya pachI khetara laI lya. emAM vIsa-pacIsa varasamAM je upaja thaI hoya enAthI e nabhe, ema. e enI Teva che. A jANe ke, kanyAne tyAM dauM ane e garIba mANasa che eTale ene rAkhaze ane ene iSTa saMyoga ApuM chuM eTale ene jALavI rAkhaze. e badhI mAnyatA, bhramaNA ajJAnInI che kahe che. A...hA...hA...! A dahejamAM nathI ApatA? kahevAya che? ApaNe zuM kahevAya che ene ? kariyAvara ! kariyAvara (eTale A pramANe ATaluM ApuM, AnuM ATaluM ApuM ke jethI ene saMyoga anukULa rahe. pAMcase tolA sonuM ApuM, ATalo dAgIno ApuM, ATalA kapaDAM ApuM... AhA...hA...! mArI dIkarI che ne ? to Avo anukULa saMyoga ApuM to rahe. I dRSTi mithyAtva che, kahe che. kemake ene saMyoga maLavo I to enA puNyane kAraNe ene maLe che. ene A kahe che ke, huM ene saMyoga ApuM ! mumukSu :- karmanuM nimitta che ane A paNa nimitta che. uttara :- banne nimitta che paNa A rIte che. chatAM ahIM to karmanuM nimitta siddha karavuM che. nimitta che paNa ahIM karmane siddha karavuM che. A ApI zakato nathI ethI ene karmane kAraNe maLe che ema siddha karavuM che. karma nimitta che paNa chatAM nimittapaNuM enuM che. ema. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? che ? cAra bolamAM ghaNuM badhuM samADI dIdhuM. prANaghAta - enuM nAma maraNa, prANarakSA - enuM nAma jIvana. duHkha (eTale) aniSTa (sAmagrIno) saMyoga dauM. AhAhA..! eka verI duzamana mANasa hato ne ? te derAsaranI eka iMTa che (e makAna pAse mUkI Avyo). (e) gRhasthanA makAna thatA hatA emAM derAsaranI iMTa mUkI Avyo. eTale zuM ke devadravya che I) ene gayuM to enuM badhuM nAza thaI jaze. pelAne to khabara paNa nathI. ajJAnI mAnyatAmAM) Ama mAne che. A..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? gRhasthanuM makAna caNAtuM hatuM. emAM ene eka verI hato. I derAsaranI bAMdhakAmanI) iMTa cAlatI hatI I iMTa tyAM mUkI Avyo. eTale devadravya tyAM ApyuM (eTale) eno have nAza thaI jaze. ema ajJAnI mArA dIkarAne, bAyaDIne, chokarAne

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212 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 anukULa saMyoga daI zakuM chuM e mAnyatA taddana mithyAdRSTi, ajJAnInI che. AhA..hA...! ene je saMyoga maLe che e to enA karmanA puNyanA kAraNe ene tyAM saMyoga maLe che. ene ThekANe A kahe che ke, huM ene anukULa saMyoga ApuM ! A..hA..hA...! e bhAva taddana mithyArdaSTi ajJAnIno che. AhA..hA...! AvuM che. AkhA saMsArathI badhuM UMdhuM che. ene iSTanI prApti (eTale) ene anukULatAnA saMyogo daI zakuM, nokare mArA badhA kAma sArA karyAM eTale ene have sArI rIte eka makAna banAvI dauM ane emAM te rahe. e badho mithyAtva bhAva (che). eno saMyoga huM karI zakuM (e mithyAtva bhAva che). AhA..hA...! evuM che. eka mANasanI) dukAnamAM jyAre bhAIo aMdara bhAga pADavA mAMDyA, bhAIo mAMhomAMhe corI karavA mAMDyA, tyAre eno nokara paNa corI karI jAya eTale bolI zakAya nahi. bhAIonA bhAga bhegA hatA tyAM sudhI aMdara paTArAmAM pAMcaso, hajAra, be hAjara, pAMca hajA2 da22oja Ave emAMthI je beTho hoya I pAMcaso-pAMcaso upADI lye ! nokara joI jAya ke A (upADe che). pachI nokara paNa upADI jAya. aMdara vakhAramAM mAla bharyo hoya emAMthI thoDo upADI jAya. (emAMthI) moTA makAna banAvyA ! paNa I saMyoga meM ApyA e vAta mithyAtva che ane eNe kIdhuM ke, A saMyoga meM lIdhA e mithyAtva che. AhA..hA...! e to puNyane kAraNe saMyoga Avyo. te pApanA navA piraNAma karyAM e to judI cIja che. AhA..hA...! bahu AkaruM kAma, bApu ! saMsArathI mithyAtva TALIne samikatamAM AvavuM e cIja koI apUrva che, cAritranI vAta to pachI rahI. hajI to eka samyagdarzana - dharmanI pahelI sIDhImAM AvavuM emAM AvA naDataranA mithyAtvanA prasaMga ghaNA che. AhA..hA...! che ? huM bIjAne jIvADI zakuM e mAnyatA mithyAtva che, ajJAna che. bIjAne mArI zakuM e mAnyatA ajJAna che, mithyAtva che. ene moTo saMsAra che. ema bIjAne anukULa saMyoga daI zakuM, ane pratikULa saMyoga daI zakuM e mAnyatA taddana ajJAna ane mithyAtva che. AhA..hA...! saMsAramAM to parathI marI jAya tyAre (A kAma) thAya evuM che. A..hA...! are...! huM Ane pustaka daI zakuM chuM, e saMyoga to enA puNyane laIne ene maLe che. chatAM A kahe che ke, huM dauM chuM ! jhINI vAta bahu, bApu ! mithyAzraddhA - enI satyathI jUThI UMdhI zraddhA che. vastunuM svarUpa che enAthI enI viparIta mAnyatA che. AhA..hA...! cAra bola kahyA. 'evAM kAryane kare che.' evA kAryane kare che ema e mAne che. huM parane jIvADI zakuM... AhA..hA..! pANImAM mAkhI paDI che to huM hAtha nAkhIne ene bacAvI zakuM. paNa hAtha ja tAro nathI (to) enAthI tuM zI rIte ene le ? ane enuM AyuSya hoya to e pANImAMthI bahA2 nIkaLe ja. tuM ene pANImAMthI bahAra kADhIne (kahe ke) meM ene bacAvI (e mAnyatA

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kaLaza-168 213 mithyAtva bhAva che). jhINI vAtuM bahu, bApu ! AkaruM kAma, bhAI ! vItarAga jinendradeva paramezvara kevaLI tIrthaMkaradevano A hukama che ! A..hA...hA...! ke, parane huM jIvADI zakuM, mArI zakuM, sagavaDatA daI zakuM, sagavaDatA pratikULa dauM, anukULa dauM e prANI potAnA svarUpano ghAta karanAra che. I (vAta) pachInA zlokamAM Avaze. '3mAtmAno mavanti' A.hA..hA...hA...! paradravyane paradravyano saMyoga thavo ke na thavo e to enA puNyapApane AdhIna che. ene ThekANe A kahe ke, huM anukULa-pratikULa saMyoga ApI zakuM chuM ! AhA...hA...! A parane jIvADI zakuM chuM eTale I jIvato raheze to bIjAne mAraze mATe pApa thaze ema nahi. ene jIvADI zakuM chuM enuM AyuSya che ane jIve che. ene ThekANe A mAne che ke, huM jIvADI zakuM chuM e ajJAnanI mAnyatA che. AhAhA.... mumukSu :- AyuSya che mATe jIve che. uttara :- paNa ahIM to e siddha karavuM che, ahIM to e siddha karavuM che. enA saMyogamAM karmanuM kAraNa - nimittapaNuM che. enA saMyogamAM denAranuM nimittapaNuM nathI eTaluM siddha karavuM che. A..hA...hA....! samajANuM kAMI ? I hamaNAM kaheze. sadA, sarvadA. traNe kALa ane sarva jIvone - e be zabda paDyA che. hamaNAM heThe Avaze. AmAM pahelo Avyo hato, juo ! "sarva sarveva pahelo zabda hato. "sarva nava niyata mavati vIya- yA' AhA...hA...! ene nimittapaNuM karma che I siddha karavuM che paNa A kahe ke, meM dIdhuM mATe huM eno denAra kAraNa (chuM), e jUThI vAta che. AhAhA..! strInuM rakSaNa karI zakuM chuM, ene roga che to sArI davA ApI zakuM tethI jIvatI rahe evI je mAnyatA e taddana ajJAna ane mithyAtvanI che. ene jIvatara to enuM AyuSya hoya to rahe ane na hoya to marI jAya. AhA..hA..! e paNa enA AyuSyanA kSaye mare che. bIjo kahe ke, huM ane mArI zakuM e taddana mithyAtva bhAva che. A to saMsAra sAthe badhA vAMdhA UThe evA che ! AhAhA...! chokarAo nAnA che mATe ene pALIpoSIne moTA karuM pachI ApaNe nivRtti laIzuM - e taddana mithyAtva bhAva che. AhA..hA...! koNa pALe ? ane koNa poSe ? AvuM kAma che. mumukSu :- lokavyavasthAno lopa thaI jaze. uttara :- lokavyavasthA ja A rIte saunA karmane laIne cAle che. ene ThekANe A kahe ke, mAre laIne A badhI vyavasthA cAle che ! kAma evuM AkaruM (che), bApu ! vastunuM svarUpa ja evuM che. bhagavAna trilokanAtha tIrthaMkaradeva indro ane gaNadharonI vacce Ama kahetA hatA. AhAhA..! e vAta A che. AhA..hA..! bhAvArtha Ama che ke ajJAnI manuSyomAM evI kaheNI che." juo ! che ? "ajJAnI

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214 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 manuSyomAM evI kaheNI che ke "A jIve A jIvane mAryo..." e taddana jUThI vAta che. "A jIve A jIvane jIvADyo...' I to nimittanA kathano che. e rIte jIve mAryo ane jIvADyo, ema che nahi. "A jIve A jIvane jIvADyo." AhA..hA..! chokarAo nAnA hatA ene) moTA karyA, pALI-poSIne moTA karyA. AhAhA...! evI jagatanI kaheNI che. e badhuM jUThuM che, kahe che. kaho, bhAI ! AhA...hA..! A jIve A jIvane sukhI karyo..." eTale ke anukULa saMyoga ApyA, ema. sukhI karyAno artha e che). Ane sagavaDatA ApI... AhA..hA...! dIkarIne ApI che, jamAI jarI sAdhAraNa che (evo) khyAla hato paNa ene paisA eTalA ApIe ke enI sagavaDatA jaLavAI rahe. e badhI mAnyatA ajJAna che. are..! AvI vAtuM che. mumukSu :- karmabhUminI vyavasthA nahi rahe. uttara :- karmabhUminI vyavasthA saune kAraNe thAya che. bhagavAne kahyuM che ema paNa tyAM nathI. AvyuM hatuM ne ? "RSabhadeva bhagavAne badhAne zIkhavyuM, Ama daLavuM, Ama vAvavuM, Ama pIsavuM Ama badhuM zIkhavyuM. e to nimittanA kathana che. vikalpa Avyo hato tethI zIkhavyuM ema kahevAmAM AvyuM. bAkI bIjAne zIkhavI zake ane ene Ama banAvo, vAsaNa Ama banAvo, phalANuM Ama banAvo. bhagavAne te di kahyuM hatuM. AhA...! mumukSu :- bhagavAne kIdhuM I vyAjabI che. uttara :- vyAjabI kyAM che ? eNe kIdhuM ja nathI. ene jarI vikalpa Avyo hato, emAM vANI vANIne kAraNe nIkaLI ane ene kAraNe paranA kArya thayA, ema nathI. AhA..hA..! AvI vAtuM che. I loko dAkhalo Ape che ke, juo ! bhagavAne Ama kIdhuM che ne ! AhA..hA..! ahIM to eka AtmA svataMtra vastu che. bIjI cIjo paNa svataMtra (che). paramANu Adi, AtmAo Adi e koIpaNa paradravyane jIva rAkhe, pALe, poSe ke haNe evuM traNakALamAM banatuM nathI. AhA...hA...! A to vItarAgamArga che. anaMta padArtha anaMta padArtha potapotAnI paryAyathI pariNamIne TakI rahyA che. ene ThekANe bIjo kahe ke huM ene saMyoga ApuM to TakI rahe, saMyogano nAza karI dauM to marI jAya, e badhI vAtuM ajJAnInI bhramaNA che. bhAre kAma, bhAI ! AhA..hA..! A jIve A jIvane jIvADyo, A jIve A jIvane sukhI karyo..." sukhI (karyo) eTale saMyoga Apyo, hoM ! ema levuM. ene Ama dukAna karAvI dIdhI, phalANuM karI dIdhuM, Ama karI dIdhuM, pAMca hajAra rUpiyA ApyA ane raste caDAvI dIdho. e jagatanA jIvanI kaheNI che paNa e vAta ema che nahi. AhAhA...! "A jIve A jIvane duHkhI karyo. eTale pratikULa saMyoga Apyo, ema. ene duHkhano bhAva thAya ema enI vAta nathI. duHkhano bhAva to I pote kare che. ahIM to meM ene

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kaLaza-168 215 pratikULa saMyoga Apyo (enI vAta che). AhA...hA..! ene vIMchI karaDAvyo, sarpa karaDAvyo, hathiyArathI mAryo... AhA..hA...! duHkhI karyo. "AvI kaheNI che. 'tyAM evI ja pratIti je jIvane hoya..." joyuM ? kaheNI bhale evI che paNa e pramANe koI pratIti kare. AhA..hA..! kAma bahu AkaruM, bhAI ! "evI ja pratIti je jIvane hoya te jIva mithyAdRSTi che ema niHsaMdeha che. "ema niHsaMdeha jANajo." AhAhA...! kaheNI che te pramANe pratIta kare to te jIva) niHsaMdeha mithyAdRSTi che. zuM kahyuM ? artha bahu sarasa karyo che. jagatamAM AvI kaheNI che. A jIve A jIvane mAryo, A jIve A jIvane jIvADyo, A jIve A jIvane sukhI karyo, A jIve A jIvane duHkhI karyo. tyAM evI ja pratIti je jIvane.." che. evI ja pratIti je jIva kare te mithyASTi che. jUThI asatya dRSTino sevanAro che. AhA...hA...! AvI vAtuM ! bhAre AkaruM kAma, hoM ! eka dravya bIjA dravyane zuM kare ? saMyogo Ape I saMyoganI cIjo to ene kAraNe tyAM gaI che ane nizcayathI kahIe to enuM - pUrvanA puNyanuM nimitta che, enuM nimitta che. AhA...hA....! ane pratikULa saMyogo meM ApyA ema mAne to e saMyogane kaMI ApI zake che ? saMyogo pratikULa maLyA e to enA azAtAnA udayane laIne saMyogo maLyA. enA karmanA kAraNe ene pratikULa saMyoga maLyo. ene ThekANe (ema mAne ke, meM Ane pratikULa saMyoga Apyo eTale I duHkhI thaI gayo e taddana mithyAtva bhAva che). AhA...hA...! eka mANasa kaheto hato). amAre to ahIMyAM ghaNA mANaso evA Ave ne ! ghaNI moTI rAjanI maherabAnI hatI, paisA ghaNA hatA. moTuM kAma hatuM. pachI badhuM khalAsa thaI gayuM, huM have garIba thaI gayo chuM, mahArAja ! ema bole. AhA..hA...pahelA ThIka hatuM paNa pachI badhuM gayuM. makAna paNa badhA gayA, vecANA, garIba thaI gayo. saMyogo sArA na rahyA mATe garIba thaI gayo eno artha zuM ? e to pApano udaya hoya to pratikULa saMyoga rahe ane anukULa na rahe, ethI zuM ? AhAhA...! iSTapaNe to potAnA svabhAva ane guNanuM che ane aniSTapaNuM to vikAranA bhAva pratyenuM che. A sivAya paramAM iSTa-aniSTa daI zakuM, laI zakuM I badhI vAtuM bhramaNA che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! potAmAM je puNya ane pApano bhAva thAya te aniSTa che. ane bhagavAna AtmA AnaMdano nAtha prabhu che te AtmAne ISTa che. bAkI bahAranI koI cIja ISTa ane aniSTa che, evI koI cIja nathI. AhAhA..! AhA...hA...! deva, guru ane zAstra paNa mane dharma daI zakaze e vAta ja jUThI che. dharma to pote potAnA AtmAno svabhAva je trikALa (che) teno Azraya kare tyAre tene samyagdarzanarUpI dharmanI zarUAta thAya. have, I paraAzrayathI dharma mAne e vastu ema nathI.

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216 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 AhA..hA...! ema niHsaMdeha jANajo, saMzaya kAMI nathI.' asti-nAsti karI. jarIye saMzaya karavA jevo nathI ke, 52ne huM jIvADI zakuM, mArI zakuM e vAta sAcI che. (mArI, jIvADI zakuM e vAta) bilakula sAcI nathI. niHsaMdeha ema jANo, (emAM) saMzaya karavA jevo nathI. A..hA..hA..hA...! bhAre kAma, bhAI ! A zeThiyAo to ghaNAne nabhAve, juo ! pANInA kevA parabo banAve, garIbone ziyALAmAM kapaDAM ... AhA..hA...! koNa kye, koNa lve ? bahu AkaruM kAma, bApA ! dharmanA satya svarUpane samajavuM e anaMtakALathI eNe goTALA mAryA che). AhA..hA...! dharmane nAme goTA vALyA che. paradravyanuM karI zakAtuM nathI (ema sAMbhaLIne kahe ke), bilakula nahi, karI zakAya che. lyo ! ema bole che. atyAre paNa bole che ne ? AhA...hA...! mumukSu = digaMbaro paNa ema kahe che. uttara :- digaMbaranA mAnanArAo ema kahe che. IM digaMbara che ke di' ? AhA..hA...! digaMbara to ene kahIe ke, je pa2ne mArI zakuM, jIvADI zakuM (ema) traNakALamAM nahi ane mane bIjA madada kare mATe huM jIvI zakuM ane marI jauM, pratikULatA Ape ema bilakula mAne ja nahi. ane rAgathI dharma na mAne te digaMbara che. digaMbara koI pakSa nathI. e to svarUpa che. AhA..hA....! kaLazamAM kahyuM che ke, mithyAtvano tyAga thaIne svarUpanI dRSTi kare te digaMbara che. samajANuM kAMI ? kyAMka Ave che. mithyAtva ? bhramaNA - rAgathI dharma thaze, anukULa saMyoga maLe to jIvata2, zarI2 ThIka raheze ane zarI2 ThIka raheze to dharma thaze evI jene bhramaNA che e digaMbara nathI. eNe mithyAtvanA kapaDAM paheryAM che. jeNe e mithyAtvanA kapaDAM choDI dIdhA ane nagnapaNuM - jevo caitanya ekalo svataMtra zuddha che evI jenI dRSTi che ane parane laIne mArAmAM kAMI thatuM ane mA2e laIne 52mAM kAMI thatuM nathI, e jIvane digaMbara dharma kahevAmAM Ave che. kaho, bhAI ! AhA..hA...! digaMbara koI vADo nathI. munine digaMbara (kahe che) diga eTale AkAza (jenuM) vastra che). kapaDAM na hoya evI apekSAe oLakhAvyuM che. ane ahIM vAstavika digaMbara dharmI ene kahIe ke, jene mithyAtva na hoya. A..hA..hA...! ane muni ene kahIe ke, jene mAthe icchAthI rAkheluM kapaDuM na hoya. koI nAkhI jAya (e judI vAta che). AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? A digaMbara koI pakSa nathI, e to vastunuM svarUpa che. kahyuM ne ? ghaTa ghaTa aMta2 jina vase' I jinasvarUpI vItarAga svarUpI A AtmA che. rAganI ekatA toDe ane svarUpanI ekatA kare e enuM jina svarUpa ja che. jina svarUpa kaho ke AtmAnuM digaMbara svarUpa kaho (banne ekArtha che). AhA..hA...! e kyAMka AvyuM che, 'bhAva pAhuDa'mAM ke bIje kyAMka AvyuM che. mithyAtva TALe ene digaMbara

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kaLaza-168 kahIe. kyAMka AvyuM hatuM, vAMcavAmAM kyAMka AvyuM hatuM. ghaNuM vAMcana hoya emAM kyAMka AvI jAya. AhA..hA....! 217 ahIM ema kahe che, "ema niHsaMdeha jANajo, saMzaya kAMI nathI. zA mATe jANavuM ke mithyAdRSTi che ? kAraNa ke...' 'mAnIvitavuM: haum sarva sahAya va niyata svaLIyodyAt mati" AhA..hA...! A bhagavAnanI vANI che. che ne ? prANaghAta maraNanI vyAkhyA karI. prANarakSA, iSTa-aniSTa saMyoga - A je sarva jIvarAzine hoya che...' A je sarva jIvarAzi lIdhI. ekendriyathI mAMDIne paMcendriya badhAne... AhA..hA...! je kaMI ene anukULa-pratikULa saMyogo thAya che ane prANanI rakSA ne prANano ghAta thAya che te badhuM sarva kALa... AhA..hA...! sarva jIvarAzi ane sarva kALa be moTA zabda che. sarva jIvarAzi (arthAt) dIkarAno AtmA, bAyaDIno AtmA, potAno AtmA... e badhA AtmA (AvI gayA). badhA jIvarAzine. AhA..hA...! che ? -- je sarva jIvarAzine hoya che te badhuM sarva kALa nizcayathI...' (eTale) kharekhara. AhA..hA...! (svIya rmAMdyAt mati) 'je jIve potAnA vizuddha athavA saMklezarUpa pariNAma vaDe pUrve ja bAMdhyuM che je...' karma. pUrve koI vizuddha pariNAmathI puNya bAMdhyuM, saMkleza pariNAmathI pApa bAMdhyuM. enA phaLa tarIke enuM jIvata2, maraNa ne sukha-duHkha hoya che. enA karmane kAraNe hoya che, bIjAne kA2Ne hotuM nathI. AhA...hA...! ahIM to jyAM hoya tyAM huM karuM... huM karuM. meM karyuM ne A karyuM ne... te badhuM sarva jIvane. badhA jIvarAzine. A saMsArInI vAta che ne ? ahIM siddhanI vAta to kAMI che nahi. 'sarva jIvarAzine...' AhA..hA...! pAMDavo ahIMyAM 'pAlItANA'(mAM) dhyAnamAM hatA. 'zetruMjaya' ! ane dUryodhana'nA bhANeje AvIne loDhAnA dhagadhagatA (dAgInA) ApyA. e eNe ApyA nathI, e to pUrvanA pApanA azAtAno udaya (hato) eTale (evo) saMyoga Avyo. eNe bhAva karyA I enI pAse (rahyA). paNa enA bhAvane laIne eNe A loDhAnA dAgInA paherAvyA... A..hA..hA...! ema nathI. e to pUrvane azAtAno udaya bAMdhelo eno saMyoga Avyo, basa ! eTaluM. A..hA...! ane temAM paNa samatA rAkhavI ke viSamatA karavI e to potAnuM svataMtrapaNuM che. rAga karavo ke vItarAgatA rAkhavI e potAnuM kAma che. emAM koInuM kAMI kAma che nahi. AhA..hA...! Ama rAjakumAra UbhA (hatA). 'bhIma' moTo mahA baLavaMta ! loDhAnA (dAgInA) paherIne emane ema Ubho rahyo ! khabara che ke A paherAve che. prazna :- evA kALane satyuga kahevAya kema ? samAdhAna :- e satyuga to satyuga ja che. koI vyaktine (kAMI) thAya eTale zuM ? ane kevaLa(jJAna) thayuM e satyuga che. AhA..hA..! aMdara vItarAga bhAvamAM bhagavAnaAtmA jAmI gayo ! A..hA...hA...! jyAM vastu paDI che tyAM jAmI gayo. e satyuga che. kevaLa(jJAna)

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218 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 thayuM. lyo. ene zuM naDyuM ? AhA..hA...be pAMDavoe - nAnA bhAIe vikalpa karyo to e to vikalpa karyo, e pote karyo mATe ene bhava thayo. AhA...hA..! pelAe pratikULatA ApI mATe vikalpa Avyo ema paNa nathI. "A bhAIne kema haze ?' ema nabaLAIthI vikalpa (Avyo. AhAhA.! bhava vadhI gayo. svargamAM sarvArthasiddhamAM gayA, A traNa mokSamAM gayA. AhA...hA...! potAnI paryAya karavAne svataMtra che. te samaye kema vItarAgatA rAkhavI ke rAga karavo e svataMtra che. ene koI saMyogathI vikAra thAya ema che nahi. AhA..hA..! ane anukULa sAmagrI - tIrthakaranA samavasaraNamAM beTho mATe tene anukuLa sAmagrI che ane) dharma thAya, ema nathI. AhA...hA...! e sAmagrImAMthI lakSa choDI bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu jyAM aMdara birAje che tyAM najaruM nAkhatAM Thare tene dharma thAya che. samavasaraNamAM beTho mATe ene dharma thAya che (ema nathI). AhA..hA...! e to pUrvanA puNyanA saMyoge saMyoga maLyo. AhA..hA...! AvI vAta che. vAta karavA jatAM bIjA sAthe jhagaDA UThe evuM che. vastusthiti AvI che, bApu ! tane khabara nathI. A..hA..! AhA..hA...! ahIM I kahe che, (svajIyAta mavati) ema kahyuM ne ? je jIve potAnA vizuddha athavA saMklezarUpa pariNAma vaDe pUrve ja bAMdhyuM che je Ayukarma. Ayukarma bAMdhyuM hatuM te pramANe zarIra rahe che. Ayukarma thoDuM hatuM te pramANe deha chUTI jAya che. "athavA zAtAkarma..." (arthAtu) anukULa sAmagrI maLe che e pUrve zAtAkarma bAMdhyuM ene kAraNe che. ema kahe che. AhAhA...lyo, ahIM to sAmagrInuM A AvyuM ! badhA kahe che ne ? paisAbaisA maLe che I to lokanI vyavasthAnI kAraNe maLe che). ema nathI). zAtAkarmane laIne (maLe che). lokavyavasthA barAbara hoya to badhAne paisA sarakhA maLe. nathI maLatA enuM A kAraNa che. e vAta nathI. AhA..hA... dhavalamAM ema lIdhuM che, zAtA vedanIya karma sivAya anukULa-pratikULatAnuM koI kAraNa dekhAtuM nathI. e vedanIya karma ja kAraNa che. ahIM paNa e kahe che. AhA...hA...! che ? zAtAkarmano udaya hoya, sAmagrI hoya e koI ApI zake che ema nahi. AhAhA...! azAtAkarmano udaya hoya to pratikULatA hoya che. AhA..hA..! "te karmanA udayathI te jIvane maraNa athavA jIvana athavA duHkha athavA sukha thAya che evo nizcaya che; A vAtamAM saMdeha kAMI nathI. bhAvArtha Ama che ke koI jIva koI jIvane mAravA samartha nathI. koI jIvane koI jIva mAravA samartha nathI. koI jIva koI jIvane jIvADavA samartha nathI, koI jIva koI jIvane anukULa sAmagrI devA samartha nathI, koI jIva koI jIvane pratikULa sAmagrI devA samartha nathI. evuM vastunuM svarUpa che. AthI viparIta mAne te mithyAdRSTi ane ajJAna che. (A) baMdhano adhikAra che to baMdhanuM kAraNa batAvyuM che, lyo ! vizeSa laIzuM... (zrotA - pramANa vacana gurudeva !)

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kaLaza-169 219 (vasantatilakA) ajJAnametadadhigamya parAtparasya pazyanti ye mrnnjiivitduHkhsaukhym| karmANyahaMkRtirasena cikIrSavaste mithyAddazo niyatamAtmahano bhavanti / / 7-169 / / visi-qya. sarita. artha. :- 'ye parAt parasya maraNajIvitaduHkhasaukhyam pazyanti' (ye) ts A2- (r)vaza. (parAt) anya (r)qthI. (parasya) anya (r)varnu (maraNajIvitaduHkhasaukhyam) bha2j, Baj, du:, suja (pazyanti) bhAne. cha; zuM zane ? 'etat ajJAnam adhigamya' (etat ajJAnam) mithyAtva35 azuddha parizmane - sAva ashuddh5||ne. (adhigamya) bhIna; 'te niyatam mithyAddaza: bhavanti' (te) 4 (r)4u bhe, bhAne cha te. (niyatam) nizcayathA. (mithyAddazaH bhavanti) sarva re mithyASTizazi. cha. // cha te. mithyAiSTi ? 'ahaMkRtirasena karmANi cikIrSavaH' (ahaMkRti) 'duheva, huM manuSya, huM tiryaMca, huM nAraka, huM duHkhI, huM sukhI evI kamajanataparyAyamAM che Atmabuddhi, te-35.4 (rasena) bhana, ta. 43 (karmANi) bhanau Gdhye 480. B. thAya cha tene (cikIrSavaH) 'hu~ , , meM arthai cha, ma. zaza' mema. mAnane. 800. // 2. cha. vaNI. va cha ? 'AtmahanaH' potana tanAva. che. 7-168. bhAgaza2 su6 8, zanivAra tA. 18-12-1877. kaLaza-169 pravacana-178 ajJAnametadadhigamya parAtparasya pazyanti ye mrnnjiivitduHkhsaukhym| karmANyahaMkRtirasena cikIrSavaste mithyAddazo niyatamAtmahano bhavanti / / 7-169 / /

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220 kalAmRta bhAga-5 zuM kahe che ? ce parAt parasva mAnIvitavuM:vasauNyam patti''je koI ajJAnI jIvarAzi...'jIvarAzi eTale ghaNA jIvo. ajJAnI ghaNA jIvo. 'anya jIvathI...' prazna :- ajJAnI ghaNA jIvo ? samAdhAna :- ajJAnI jIvo ema. badhA ajJAnI jIvo, ema. ghaNA eTale ajJAnI jIvanI rAzi. ajJAnI jIvanI rAzi - anaMta. emAM ahIM to vizeSa paMcendriyapaNe manavALAnI (vAta che). anya jIvathI anya jIvanuM...' prANaghAta karI zakuM. eka jIva bIjA jIvanA prANane ghAta karI zake evI mAnyatA ajJAnInI mithyAdaSTinI che. AhA..hA...! A prANa che ne ? pAMca indriya, mana-vacana-kAyA, zvAsa, AyuSya. eno huM ghAta karI zakuM, mArI zakuM e mAnyatA ajJAnInI che. AhA..hA...! kemake e parano ghAta karI zakato nathI. 52nA ghAta thavA e to enA prANanA ghAtano nAza hoya tyAre thAya. bIjo kahe ke, huM ene ma2Na karI dauM, mArI dauM e adhyavasAya abhiprAya ajJAna mithyAtva che. AhA..hA...! - - ema 'jIvavuM,...' bIjAnA prANanI rakSA karI zakuM. pelAmAM ghAtaka hatuM. bIjA chokarAo, bALako, baccA, Dhora, pazunA prANanI huM rakSA karI zakuM. prANarakSA nathI karI zakatA ? DaoNkTara hoya to DaoNkTara (prANarakSA) kare ne ? AhA...hA...! mumukSu :- puddagala padArthanI koNa rakSA kare ? uttara :- AhA..hA...! paranI prANarakSA ! A bAyuM enA chokarAonI rakSA nathI karatI ? dhyAna rAkhe, jALave, kayAMya rastAmAM moTara Ave ke evuM Ave to pakaDI lye, Ama kheMcI lye. sAthe bALaka hoya, pote to Ama khasI jAya paNa choko na khase to ene kheMcI lye), I prANanI rakSA karI zake che ke nahi ? jenA mA-bApa marI jAya enA chokarA moTA thAya ja nahi. mumukSu : uttara :- bIjAnA prANanI rakSA (karI zakuM), dayA pALI zakuM... AhA..hA...! AvI AkarI vAta che. e mAnyatA jUdI che. bIjA prANanI rakSA AtmA karI zake evI tAkAta (AtmAmAM nathI). e padravyanuM kAMI karI zake evI AtmAmAM tAkAta che ja nahi. AhA..hA...! mumukSu :- satsaMga mATe koIkanI madada levAmAM Ave. uttara :- madada konI lye ? AhA..hA....! maravuM, jIvavuM, duHkha,...' bIjAne huM pratikULa saMyoga daI zakuM, bIjAne du:khI karavA mATe huM pratikULa saMyoga daI zakuM. agni, sarpo, vIMchI, jhe2 evA saMyogone ApI zakuM. e mAnyatA paNa mithyAdRSTinI che. AhA..hA...! e pratikULa saMyoga bIjAne devA e AtmAnI tAkAta nathI. bIjo kahe ke, huM Ane pratikULa saMyogamAM mUkuM ethI e herAna thAya ane du:khI thAya, e mAnyatA taddana ajJAna che. A..hA...!

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kaLaza-169 221 ema sukhI karuM. bIjAne sagavaDatAnA sAdhana ApuM. A dharmazALA banAvavI, badhA sagavaDatAnA sAdhana (ApavA), sTezanathI utaratA hoya. hamaNAM ko'ka kAMIka kahetA hatA ne ? "muMbaI. muMbaI !" "muMbaI nahi, bIje kyAMka... bhAIe lAkha rUpiyA ApyA ne ? (zrotA : pANInI paraba) hA, paNa che sTezana kayu ? "borIvalI ! mANaso utare ene pIvA mATe) tyAM pANI nahotuM. ApaNe ahIMyAM bhAI hatA eNe lAkha rUpiyA ApyA. gujarI gayA ne ? to ene sagavaDatA ApI zake ? emAM eNe rAga maMda karyo hoya to puNya - zubha thAya paNa (huM) A paranI rakSA mATe A paisA ApuM chuM ane ene pANI maLe. e vAtamAM mAla kAMI nathI. prazna :- potAne puNya thAya eTale to apAya ne ? samAdhAna - bilakula nahi. ApavAnI kriyA na thaI zake. AhA..hA...! bIjAne sagavaDatAnA sAdhana Apu to e mANasa sukhe jIvI zake e mAnyatA taddana ajJAnI, pAkhaMDInI che. AhA...hA...! AvI vAtuM che. mumukSu :- jainamAM dayA dharma kayAM rahyo ? uttara :- dayA, to konI dayA ? potAnI - AtmAnI dayA ! "ahiMsA paramo dharma AtmAmAM rAganI utpatti thavA devI nahi ane svane Azraye vItarAga (svabhAvanI) vItarAgI paryAya te svanI dayA ane te ahiMsA dharma che. AhA...hA...! AvI vAtuM che. parane na mAravAno bhAva Ave paNa bhAvathI para marI jAya, bacAvavAno bhAva Ave paNa ethI bacI zake, bacAvavAnI kriyA karI zake e vAtamAM kAMI mAla nathI. AhA..hA....! chokarAone sArI rIte bhaNAvI daIe eTale pachI nirAMte raLI khAya. bhaNyA na hoya to bicArA zuM kare ? eTale ene bhaNAvI-karAvI, taiyAra karavA. e.I....! dAktara ! pachI nirAMte raLI khAya ! A badhI jagatanI bhramaNAo che. bIjAne anukULa sagavaDatA (ApuM... AhA.hA.! sUvAnA, pIvAnA, khAvAnA sAdhano dauM ane tethI ene sagavaDatA maLe to sukhI thAya, e mAnyatA ( mithyAdRSTinI che). | mumukSu :- dharmazALAo kare. uttara :- koNa kare ? AvuM che A ! pAMjarApoLa kare, lyo ne bakarAnA baccA. bheMsanA pADA, baccA Adi koI mArI nAkhe I karatAM ApaNe rAkhIe to pAMjarApoLamAM e bace. e bacAvavAnI kriyA karI zakuM e mAnyatA jUThI che. jagatathI UMdhuM che, bhAI ! prazna :- pAMjarApoLo karavI ke na karavI ? uttara :- koNa kare ? e to ene kAraNe thavI hoya to thAya. karanArano evo bhAva hoya ke, lAkha rUpiyA AmAM ApuM. paNa e lAkha rUpiyA che I ApI zakuM chuM e mAnyatA jUThI che. AhA...hA.! ane tethI tene sagavaDatA maLaze, meM A pramANe kAma karyuM mATe sagavaDatA

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222 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 maLaze e vAta mithyAtva che. AvA mAnanArA svarUpanA ghAtaka che ! e ahIM kaheze. 'Atmahano manti AhA..hA...! bhAre AkaruM kAma ! bIjAne huM sagavaDatA dauM to I sukhI thAya evI mAnyatAvALA jIva potAnA svarUpano ghAta kare che. AhA..hA...! A to AkaruM kAma che, bhAI ! juduM tattva judA tattvane zuM kare ? ane je juduM tattva che I enA te kALe paryAyanA kArya vinAnuM IM che ? e juduM tattva che eno AtmA ne enuM jaDa zarIra, e te kALe tenI paryAyanA kArya vinAnuM e tattva che ke bIjo enuM kArya kare ? AhA..hA...! AvI vAtuM che. e to nizcayathI nathI paNa vyavahArathI to karI zake che ke nahi ? karI zakato nathI paNa bolavAmAM Ave. e bolavAnI bhASAne paNa karI zakato nathI. AvI vAtuM che. e sukha, duHkha ne maraNa.. che ne ? A..hA...! maravuM, jIvavuM, duHkha, sukha...' (patti) mAne che;...' zraddhe che, dekhe che ke, huM Ane jIvADI zakuM chuM, Ane mArI zakuM chuM, Ane sagavaDatA ApI zakuM chuM, Ane agavaDatA (ApI zakuM chuM), A chokarAo mATe nizALo baMdhAve, ene pustakonA sAdhana garIbane Ape. zeThiyAo pustaka Ape, garIbone kapaDAM Ape, rahevAnA makAna na hoya ene jhUMpaDA banAvI daye, taddana bicArA garIba hoya (enA mATe) jaMgalamAM jhUMpaDA banAve, pacAsa-pacAsa, so-so rUpiyAnA jhINA lAkaDA nAkhIne (banAve). kahe che ke, e 52nI kriyA AtmA traNa kALamAM karI zakato nathI. AhA..hA...! jagatathI bahu UMdhuM che. duHkha, sukha mAne che; zuM karIne " tat ajJAnam adhigamya' mithyAtvane pAmIne te ema mAne che, kahe che. AhA..hA...! 'ajJAnam adhigamya' che ne ? 'mithyAtvarUpa azuddha pariNAmane - AvA azuddhapaNAne...' (dhigamya) mahAmithyAtvanA melAM pariNAmane pAmIne Ama mAne che. AhA..hA..! bhAI ! jagatathI A bahu UMdhuM (che). lyo, pa2ne jIvADI zakAya nahi, pa2ne mArI zakAya nahi. e to vyavahA2 jainanI ene zraddhA ja nathI. ema keTalAka kahe che. mumukSu :- nizcaye na karI zakAya, vyavahAre karAya. uttara :- vyavahAre traNakALamAM karI zakAya nahi. siddhAMta eka hoya ke be siddhAMta hoya ? AhA..hA...! eka jaNo kahe che, eka vakIla che. A sonagaDha'no dharma to laukika dharmathI paNa viruddha che ! AhA..hA...! ema ke, koInI dayA pALI zake nahi, jIvADI zakAya nahi, koIne madada karI zakAya nahi, bhUkhyAne anAja daI zake nahi, tarasyAne pANI ApI zake nahi, garIbone kapaDAM daI zake nahi. AhA..hA...! zeTha ! AvuM che. mumukSu :- parane koNa ApI zake ? uttara :- ema I mAne che). bhAva Ave, paNa ema mAne ke meM A ApyuM mATe

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kaLaza-169 223 ene sagavaDatA maLI e taddana mithyAtva che). Ape koNa ? enA puNyanA yoge ene I cIja maLe che. ene ThekANe A kahe ke, meM ene sagavaDatA ApI. AhA..hA...! badhuM AkaruM kAma che. 'jJAnam dhistha e kema mAne che ? ke, ajJAna eTale mithyAzraddhAne pAmIne. UMdhI zraddhAnA pariNAmane pAmIne ema mAne che ema kahe che. pAcho eno artha e kADhe ke), ene darzanamohano udaya che mATe AvA pariNAma thAya che, ema nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? hamaNAM pelAe lakhyuM che ne ? ke, amArA samakitane ane sukhane AvaraNa che, karmanuM AvaraNa che. amane kema samakita ane sukha nathI ? karmanA AvaraNanA kAraNe AvI sthiti) che. ema chApAmAM AvyuM che. ahIM nA pADe che. mithyAtva azuddha pariNAma tuM kare cho mATe tyAM samakita thatuM nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? ane aMtara AnaMdanA sukhane kema pAmato nathI ? ke, duHkhanA azuddha pariNAmane tuM kare che tethI tane AnaMdanI prApti thatI nathI. AhA..hA....! prazna :- karmazAstra kayAM gayA ? samAdhAna :- karmamAM karma che ne ! A I ja kahe che. enA karmanA kAraNe ene sagavaDatA maLe che ane tuM kahe ke, huM sagavaDatA daI zakuM, e vAta jUThI che. AhA...hA...! karmazAstra zuM ? e to karmane siddha kare che. I vAta to pahelAM AvI gaI. enA karma je che enA kAraNe ene zAtAno udaya hoya to ene sagavaDatA Ave. azAtAno udaya hoya to agavaDatA Ave. AyuSya pUrNa thavAnuM hoya to tyAM maraNa thAya. AyuSya TakavAnuM hoya to te jIvI zake. I to karmane laIne che. eTale nimittathI - parathI e kArya thatA) nathI eTaluM siddha karavA karmathI thAya) che ema siddha karavA mATe kahe che. paNa ahIM to e paNa nA pADe che. karmane laIne ahIMyAM mithyAtva bhAva che (ema nathI). AhA...hA...! zuM kare ? karmane laIne amArI mati pharI jAya che. karma bicAre koNa" I kayAM mAne che ? jorAvarI karma (che). aMdara bhoMmAMthI bhAlA Uge che), bApA ! dhAryA (kAma) na thAya ane karma AvIne herAna kare. mumukSu :- kammo baLiyo. uttara :- kammo baLiyo (zuM) e to vikArabaLiyo che AhA...hA...! ahIM to ema kahe che ke, padravyane kAMI paNa karI zake. AhA..hA..! eka roTalAnuM baTakuM upADIne Ama ApI zake e kriyA AtmAnI nathI. AhA..hA..! e viparIta) kema mAne che ? 'mithyAtvarUpa azuddha pariNAmane - AvA azuddhapaNAne pAmIne;" ema bhASA che, joyuM ? " tat jJAnam dhistha AhA.hA...! karmane kAraNe e mithyAtva pariNAma thAya che ema nahi. e pote mithyA azuddha pariNAmane pAmIne AvuM

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224 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 mAne che. AhA..hA...! A mAne) to pachI loDhAno dhaMdho karI zake nahi (ema lAge). mumukSu :- bhAva kare. uttara :- bhAva kare, I to kIdhuM ne ? UMdho bhAva kare. e paNa kaMI karmane laIne nahi. tethI to A zabda mUkyo che. 'tat ajJAnam adhigamya" bIjAne huM sagavaDatA daI zakuM, agavaDatA ApI zakuM, bIjAnA prANanI rakSA karI zakuM, bIjAnA prANano nAza karI zakuM e mithyAtvarUpI ajJAnanA azuddha pariNAmane pAmIne Ama mAne che. AhA..hA...! e paNa karmanuM jora che mATe Ama mAne che ema nathI. AhA..hA...! tyAre zuM karavuM AmAM ? chokarAne bhaNAvavA, ene pustako ApavA, phI ApavI... kema, bhAI ? kaMI karI zakato nathI to pachI A karyuM ne ? atyAra ne sudhI A badhuM zuM karyuM tyAre ? AhA..hA...! e ajJAnapaNAne pAmIne Ama mAne che. "te niyatam mithyAddaza: mavatti' AhA..hA...! ajJAnane pAmIne e kare che mATe te nizcayathI mithyAdRSTi che. che ? te niyatam mithyAddaza: bhavanti" je jIvarAzi...'e badho ajJAnI jIvono Dhagalo che ne ? gAmanA gAma badhA jIva che e ema mAne ke, meM ene Ama karyuM ne meM ene Ama karI dIdhuM... meM Ama karI dIdhuM, sagavaDatA ApI ne zeThiyAo hoya e badhAne sagavaDatA ApI, garIbone raste caDAvI dIdhA, dhaMdhe (caDAvyA), be-pAMca hajAranI mUDI ApI emAMthI enI dukAna cAlI ane emAMthI pachI AjIvikA cAle che. AvAne AvA paranA kartRtvanA abhimAnamAM mithyAtvane pAmIne AvI dazA kare che. 'niyatam' che ? 'jIvarAzi evuM mAne che te nizcayathI...' kharekhara. 'mithyAddaza: manti AhA..hA....! sarvaprakAre mithyASTirAzi che.' AhA..hA...! kAMIka to emAM ThIka che ema kahe ne ? sarva prakAre mithyAdRSTirAzi che.' AhA..hA...! samyagdarzana koI alaukika cIja che ! AhA..hA...! samyagdaSTi parane kaMI sagavaDatA-agavaDatA ApI zakuM e mAnato ja nathI. rAja karI zakuM I mAnato nathI. hoya rAjamAM ! (chatAM mAnato nathI). samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA...! moTA kArakhAnA karIe to hajAro mANasa raLI khAya. mumukSu :- I to mAyA che, potAne kamAvuM che. uttara :- AhA..hA...! eka jaNAne enA sALAe pUchyuM hatuM. banevIe sALAne pUchyuM hatuM). ATalA badhA tamArI pAse) paisA che ane have A (badhuM) zuM karavA (ko cho) ? (to emaNe javAba Apyo ke), zuM have ame A raLavA mATe karIe chIe ? hajAro mANaso nabhe che e mATe kArakhAnA karyAM che ! mANaso raLI khAya e mATe karIe chIe. kaho, A lyo, A enI mUrkhAI juo ! samajANuM kAMI ? ene enA banevIe kahyuM, "ATalA abajo rUpiyA che have tame zuM karavA A badhA dhaMdhA karo cho ?" (to emaNe kahyuM) 'ame

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kaLaza-169 225 dhaMdhA ene mATe karIe chIe ? hajAro manuSyone AjIvikA maLe che." e.I.! ene mATe ame karIe chIe." sAcI vAta haze ? I kaheze. I ahIM kahe che, juo ! kevA che te mithyASTi ?' 'hRtirasena brahmA vijIrSava:' AhAhA...! huM deva" chuM tethI devanI zarIranI kriyA karI zakuM. bIjAne madada karI zakuM. huM deva chuM ne ? paNa deva nathI, I to AtmA che. enI ene khabara nathI. huM deva chuM ! A.hA...! manuSya" chuM. eTale huM rAjA chuM, huM zeThiyo chuM, UMcA kuLano mAro avatAra che. ema mAne che I badhA mithyAdRSTi che. AhA...hA...! bhagavAnaAtmA to aMdara bhinna cIja che. e deva, manuSyapaNuM e kaMI AtmAnuM, AtmAmAM nathI. AhA..hA...! manuSyapaNuM maLyuM hoya to ame bIjAnI dayA pALI zakIe. "dayA te sukhanI velaDI, dayA te sukhanI khANa" ema nathI AvatuM ? sthAnakavAsImAM bahu Ave che. "dayA te sukhanI velaDI, dayA te sukhanI khANa, anaMtA jIva muktie gayA, dayA taNA pramANa..." I paranI dayAnI vAta kare che, hoM ! Ave che ke nahi ? amAre "gaDhaDAmAM to jyAM vyAkhyAna cAlatuM hatuM tyAM sAme copAnIyuM chapAvIne mUkatA. are... bhAI ! zuM kahe ene ? 'dayA te sukhanI velaDI I to AtmAnI dayA te sukhanI velaDI che). paranI dayA pALI zake koNa ? paranuM AyuSya hoya tyAM sudhI jIve. ene tuM AyuSya Ape che to jIvADI zake ? tAro AyuSyano bhAga ene Ape che ? emAM kAMIka Ave che ne.. pelA bAdazAhamAM ? "humAyu ! enA bApe AyuSya ApyuM ane) bacAvyo ! itihAsamAM Ave che, gappagapa che badhI ! AhAhA...! mA paNa khare TANe evuM kahe, chokaro marato hoya to kahe), mAruM AyuSya ene ApuM. (e) apAtA haze ? A..hA...! emAM Ave che ke, vaido AvyA. Ano koI upAya kharo) ? (to kahyuM ke, tame vRddha mA-bApa cho, ene thoDuM AyuSya Apo to jIve. pelo kahe ke, bhAI sAheba ame ? zvetAMbaramAM 'zreNikarAjA'mAM kathAmAM Ave che. koI Ane thoDuM AyuSya Apo. AnI maravAnI taiyArI thaI gaI che. mA ema bolI, paNa ame gharaDA, amArAthI sahana thAya nahi. AyuSya daIe to ame marI jaIe ! bApa kahe ke, amArI avasthA thaI, have ame kevI rIte ApIe) ? tyAre pelA "anAthI'ne thayuM ke, che koI zaraNa ? A mAbApa, kuTuMba, bAyaDI tane kAMI Ape che ? evI vAta Ave che. pachI dIkSA lya che. AhA...hA.. ahIM kahe che ke, e mithyAdRSTi (kevA che)? manuSya chuM, huM deva chuM. are! AtmA deva ane manuSya kyAMthI Avyo ? I AtmA to divya zakti AnaMdano nAtha che. ekalo divyazakti jJAnasvarUpI prabhu ! AhA..hA..! "huM tiryaMca..." chuM. juone A hamaNAM kUtarAnA galUDiyA thayA che. kyAMkathI AvyA

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226 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 haze, hamaNAM be-cAra mahinA thayA. kyAMkathI DhoramAMthI AvyA haze, koI mANasa marIne Avyo haze, paNa ene atyAre (ema lAge ke), basa ! A..hA..hA...! ame A zarIra ! A pUMchaDI laTake. ApaNA che ne ? pUjArI ! roTalo-boTalo nAkhe, bolAve (eTale) jhaTa Ave Ama ekadama ! tyAM derAsaranI pAchaLa (hoya che). AhA...hA...! juo ! kIdhuM A jIva kyAMthI AvyA haze ? AhA..hA...! mahinA-be mahinA pahelAM kyAM haze ? ane kayAM ahIM AvyA ? bhUlI gayA, gati ja bhUlI gayA. (ahIMyAM AvIne) A zarIra (ja huM) ! AhA..hA...! e mAne che ke huM tiryaMca chuM, nArakI chuM e mithyAdRSTi che. (AtmA vaLI) nArakI kevo ? huM duHkhI,...' chuM. ame duHkhI chIe, bhAI ! amArA upara ghaNA kAgaLo Ave che ema ke, ahIMyAM karoDopati che to ko'kane kAMIka kaho ! ame du:khI chIe, gharanA sAtaATha mANasa chIe ne huM mAMdo chuM, mArAthI kAMI thAtuM nathI. have jhera pIvAnA TANA AvyA che. evA kAgaLa Ave, bhAI ! ekano kAgaLa to keTalA varasathI Ave che ! cAra-cha mahine, cAra-cha mahine kAgaLa AvyA ja kare. have to chellI sthiti che, mahArAja ! dayA karo, jhera pIvAnA TANA AvyA che. AhA..hA...! I du:khanI sAmagrI che e to enA azAtAnA udayane laIne che. e sAmagrIne TALe koNa ? ane Ape koNa ? AhA..hA...! ahIM to atyAra sudhI koI di' pustaka banAvavAnuM paNa kahyuM nathI, eka bena(-bahenazrInAM vacanAmRta) sivAya. benanuM pustaka AvyuM to emAM pahelethI paDyo chuM. bAkI bIje kyAMya ApaNe A pustaka banAvo ne tame ko, (koIne) koI di' kAMI kIdhuM nathI ke A svAdhyAya maMdira banAvo ke derAsara karo. ApaNe kahyuM nathI. derAsara mATe (eka mumukSu) AvyA hatA. kahe ke, "mAre derAsara karavAno bhAva che.' bhale', kIdhuM. AhA..hA...! 52nI cIja koNa kare ? thavA kALe thAya tene kare koNa ? AhA..hA...! AvI vAta che. ahIM e kahe che ke, ene e karmano ahaMkAra che. che ne ? huM sukhI,...' chuM. hamaNA chokarAo, bairAo, paisA, makAna (Adi) badhI rIte sukhI chuM, huM sukhI chuM. ema keTalAka mAne che ? mUDha che, kahe che. sukho ke di' (hato) tyAM ? paiseTake kamANImAM badhI rIte atyAre (sAruM) che. AhA..hA...! mUDha che, kahe che. mithyAdRSTi karmajanita sAmagrImAM potApaNuM mAne che. che ne ? 'evI karmajanita...' koNa ? huM deva e karmanita (avasthA) che. manuSya karmanita, tiryaMca, nAraka, sukhI-du:khI karmane kA2Ne saMyogo che. evI karmAnita paryAyamAM che Atmabuddhi,...' e mArI cIja che, meM karI che ! AhA..hA...! hajI bIjA zabda (kaheze). ? -- 'te-rUpa je manapaNuM,..' che ne ? (sena) I rasa caDI gayo che, kahe che. AhA...hA...! huM deva chuM ne manuSya chuM ne duHkhI chuM ne sukhI chuM... evA mithyAtvabhAvano ene rasa caDI

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kaLaza-169 227 gayo che. AhA..hA..! duniyAthI to judI vAta che. A DaoNkTaro-bokTaro bIjAne jIvADI na zake, ema kahe che. paNa bole to ema, "aDadho kalAka moDuM thaI gayuM. jo tame vahelA AvyA hota to huM kAMIka upAya karata, have to upAya cAle evuM nathI. e.I....! ema badhA DaoNkTara bole. 'jarI moDuM thaI gayuM, bhAI ! aDadhA kalAka pahelAM jo mane bolAvyo hota to kAMIka upAya karI zakata, atyAre to kAMI thAya nahi)." ema bole che ne ? AhA..hA..! eno upAya aDadhA kalAka pahelA karavA jevo hato. have to roga gherAya gayo kAle eka bAI AvI hatI ne ? be-traNa mahinA ahIM rahI. damanuM darda (hatuM), kAle sAMje e bicArI bAI AvI hatI. tera varasathI damanuM darda che. AhA...hA..! gayA haze, che ? rokANA che ? lyo, bicArA keTalA hatA ? tera varasathI darda ! DaoNkTare rajA ApI. have ahIM dama maTADavAnuM koI sAdhana nathI. AhA...hA...! koNa maTADe ? bApA ! zuM thAya ? bhAI ! e azAtAnA udaya kALe e sthiti bane ene koNa TALe ? DaoNkTare rajA ApI ke. ahIM kSayanA rogamAM dama maTe evuM sAdhana nathI. AhA..hA..! pelo eka moTo DokTara nahoto ? koNa kahevAya? "rAjakoTano moTo DokTara ! sarjana ! eno bApa bAra varasa asAdhya. pahelA bhAvanagaramAM hatA. khabara che ne? pachI "rAjakoTa gayo, khabara che. asAdhya ! sAdhya nahi, lyo ! DaoNkTarano bApa ! pANI Ape ne evI rIte karIne bAra bAra varasa (kADhyA). koNa kare ? bApu ! enI sthitinI jaDanI je paryAya (thAya) ane caitanyanI je paryAya thavAnI tene koNa roke ane koNa TALe ? AhA...hA...! AvI vAtuM che, bApu ! ahIM to kahe che) jJAtA-draSTA thA ! thAya tene jo ane jANa ! thAya tene karuM e rahevA de ! samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! juo ! AvyuM. ( UiT) che ne ? "karmanA udaye jeTalI kriyA thAya che tene huM karuM chuM..." AhA..hA...! eno zloka che, "samayasAra nATakamAM ! ("baMdha dvAra', zloka-24) meM karatA meM kInhI kaisI, aba yau karI kahau jo aisI, meM kartA - meM A karyuM, huM Ama karIza, huM karAvIza. kaho, e.I. meM karatA meM." evI bhASA Ave che. meM karatA meM kInhI kaisI, aba yauM karI kahIM jo aisI. e viparIta bhAva hai jAmeM. so varasai mithyAta dasAmeM." e mithyAdRSTi che. AhA..hA..! AmAM che, hoM ! keTalAmo che ? ghaNA zloka nAkhyA che. AnA mATe to ghaNA zloka nAkhyA che. A AvyuM, lyo ! juo, AvyuM ! 24 che. meM karatA meM kInhI kaisI, meM karyuM ! meM kevuM karyuM ! joyuM ? Ama karI nAkhyuM, meM Ama karI nAkhyuM. meM karatA meM kInhI kaisI, aba yau karI kahIM jo aisI. e viparIta bhAva hai jAmeM, so varatai mithyAta dasAmeM." A zloka che. AnA ghaNA zloka che, bahu zloka nAkhyA che. eka ja (arthanA) ghaNA zloka nAkhyA che. "samayasAra nATaka' ! AhA...hA...!

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228 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 AtmA potAnA svarUpamAM viparItatA ke aviparItatA karI zake. viparItatA e pote potAthI kare. koI karmane kAraNe che, saMyoga evA maLyA mATe mAre karavuM paDyuM, ema nahi. ane aviparIta eTale samyagdarzana ! AhA...hA...! Aje savAramAM I AvyuM hatuM. pelA kaLazamAM Ave che ne ? kaLaza zuM, zuM kahevAya che ? sakjhAyamALA ! emAM I Ave che. 'sahajAnaMdI re AtamA, sUto kAMI nizciMta re.." he sahajAnma AtmA ! AnaMdasvarUpa prabhu ! tuM kema nizcita paDyo cho ? AhAhA...! "sahajAnaMdI re AtmA, sUto kAMI nizciMta re.... moha taNA re raNiyA bhame AhA...hA...! paramAM sAvadhAnInA bhAvarUpI cora mAthe deNadAra phare che. AhAhA...! "jAga jAga mativaMta re..." he mativaMta ! jAga, jAga ! A..hA...! tUTe jagatanA jaMta re.' jagatanA jaMta tane lUTe che. bAyaDI, chokarA, kuTuMba badhA tane lUTe che. zI rIte ? "nAkhI vAMka anaMta re..." tArI upara vAMka nAkhe che (ke), to zuM karavA amane paraNyA hatA ? zuM karavA amane rAkhyA hatA? lANuM karyuM hatu... "tUTe jagatanA jaMta, nAkhI vAMka anaMta, emAMthI viralA koI ugata' sakjhAyamALAmAM Ave che. cAra sajhAyamALA che ne ? e dukAna upara (joI hatI). AhAhA...! "sahajAnaMdI re AtamAM," svabhAvika atIndriya AnaMdanI mUrti prabhu ! tuM kema A rAgamAM ane paranA ahaMkAramAM sUto ? AhA...hA..! "jAga, jAga mativaMta..." have to jAga, bApA ! AhA...hA....! potAnA ajJAnakALamAM tAro anaMta kALa gayo. AhAhA...! have to jAga ke, huM to jJAna ane AnaMda chuM. huM deva ne manuSya ne tiryaMca e huM nahi. AhA..hA..! AhA..hA..! I karmanA udayane laIne maLelI sAmagrI, enI je kriyA thAya tene huM karuM chuM, meM karyuM che," A koNe karyuM ? meM karyuM ! AvA pApaDa koNe karyA ? moDhA AgaLa hoya) I ema kahe ke, meM karyA che ! A.hA.! bahu sArI vAta che ! A aDadanI dALa sarakhI saDadI koNe karI che ? meM karI che ! A vaDI koNe karI ? meM karI. A kapaDuM koNe sIvyuM AvuM? A kapaDAmAM AvI bhAta koNe bharI ? kAcanA kaTakA mUkIne bhare che ne ? AhA..hA...! bhAI ! A dIvALIyAnA dIvALA ! ane huM karuM chuM. e kAmamAM huM ja pahelo karanAra chuM. mArI dekharekha nIce e badhA kAma thAya che. mArI saMbhALa nIce jeTalA kAma thayA che e badhA sArA thayA che. jaIne juo, phalANe ThekANe, phalANe ThekANe, phalANe ThekANe.... moTo mithyAdRSTi bAroTa AvI paDa mAMDe ! AhA..hA...! AkaruM kAma che, bhAI ! e meM karyuM. huM karuM chuM, meM karyuM che ane hajI huM "Ama karIza." huM hajI badhuM karavAno chuM. tAro pIcho choDavAno nathI, yAda rAkhaje tuM ! tane herAna karI nAkhIza. bhAI ! A badhuM jagatanuM pokaLa ! chokarAne paDhAvyA - bhaNAvyA, moTA karyA, ThekANe pADyA, have nirAMte raLI khAya ! dhULeya karyuM nathI, sAMbhaLane ! parane koNa kare ? bApu ! tane khabara nathI.

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kaLaza-169 229 AhA..hA...! tane karmanA mithyAtvano rasa caDI gayo che, bApu ! AhA..hA...! AnaMdanA rasane tuM bhUlI gayo cho. atIndriya AnaMdano nAtha prabhu aMdara che ne ! A.hA...! ene yAda karavuM ane smaraNamAM levuM e tuM bhUlI gayo. AhA..hA..! ane A yAda karavAmAM lAgI gayo ke, "meM karyuM, hajI huM karIza !" AhAhA.! 'A kAma meM zarU karyuM che I mArAthI ja pUruM pADavAnuM che." kahe che ke nahi ? "meM zarU karyuM che ane kAma pUruM paDe tyAM sudhI mArI hAjarI raheze." A jagata ! mumukSu :- mithyA abhimAna paNa che ane ghamaMDano pAra nathI. pUjya gurudevazrI :- pAra nathI. ghamaMDa che. AhA...hA....! bhAI ! A "baMdha adhikAra che. AvA bhAvathI to prabhu ! tane saMsAranuM moTuM baMdhana paDe che. A...hA...! tuM jelamAM ja cho, bhAI ! tane khabara nathI. AhA...hA...! AhA...hA...! 'Ama karIza.... che ne ? emAMthI peluM kADhyuM hatuM, bhAI ! A hamaNAM kahyuM ne ? meM karatA meM kInhI kaisI, ahIMthI kADhyuM hatuM. AmAMthI I badhuM kADhyuM che. samayasAra nATaka' AmAMthI lIdhuM che ne ? meM karatA meM kInhI kesI, aba yauM karIM kahIM jo aisI. e viparIta bhAva hai jAmeM, so varatai mithyAta dasAmeM." AhAhA...! 'ema ajJAnane lIdhe mAne che. ajJAnane lIdhe mAne che. AhAhA.! "vaLI kevA che ?' ajJAnI. 'nAtmanaH AhA...hA...! e potAnA...." svarUpanA "ghAtanazIla che." AhAhA...! parane jIvADI zakuM, mArI zakato nathI, parane sukhI-duHkhI karI zakato nathI), sagavaDatA ApI zakato nathI, bIjAne savaLe raste caDAvI zakato nathI paNa che koNa ? thAya che zuM? evuM mAnanArA bhagavAna AtmasvarUpanA hiMsaka che. AtmasvarUpanA ghAtaka che. AhA...hA...! AkaruM kAma che. atyAre to saMpradAyamAM dayAthI dharma mAnanArane A sAMbhaLavuM kaThaNa paDe. AhA..hA...! AtmAnA svarUpanA "ghAtanazIla che." pAchA ghAtana svabhAvavALA che. eno svabhAva ja potAno ghAta karavo evo svabhAva che. AhA..hA...! evuM che. meM ATalA pustaka banAvyA, emAM mAro hAtha hato tyAre badhI vyavasthA sarakhI thaI che. kahe che ke, ene karmajanatanI je kriyAo che temAM tene rasa caDI gayo che. AhA..hA...! e ja rasathI ene AtmAnA svarUpano ghAta thAya che. AhA...hA...! dravyano ghAta (thAya che) ema nahi. vartamAna paryAyamAM ghAta thAya che. dravyano ghAta (thato nathI), dravya to che te che. paryAyamAM A jAtanuM abhimAna kare che ethI paryAyamAM zAMtino ghAta thaIne duHkha utpanna kare che. dravya che e to che ja. emAM kAMI ghAta paNa nathI. I to anAdithI che I che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? A hA...hA..!

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230 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 pATha to Avo che. 'Atmahano bhavanti" che ? 'Atmahano bhavanti" eno artha eTalo. AhA..hA...! enI pragaTa zAMti ane AnaMdaparyAya thavI joIe ene ghAta kare che. AhA..hA....! ghAta karIne te duHkhanI, mithyAtvanI paryAyane utpanna kare che. AvuM AkaruM kAma ! duniyA sAthe meLa khAvo (kaThaNa che). eka jaNo kaheto hato, terApaMthIo ema kahe, bIjAne bacAvIe e pApa che. kAraNa ke bacaze to kAMIka kAma leze. tyAre vaLI A sonagaDhiyA' ema kahe che ke, bIjAne bacAvavAno bhAva pApa che. (A) terApaMthIno ja mata che. eka jaNa ema kaheto hato. are... bhagavAna ! A to anaMta tIrthaMkaro, anaMta kevaLIo, anaMta saMto kahetA Ave che. vastunI sthiti e che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM ? AhA..hA...! 'AnaMdaghanajI'mAM Ave che ne ? eka zabda Ave che. AtmajJAnI zramaNa kahAve, bIjA to dravyaliMgI. AtmajJAnI zramaNa kahAve, bIjA to dravyaliMgI, vastugate je vastu prakAze, AnaMdaghana mata saMgI, vastugate je vastu prakAze,' e AnaMdaghananA matanA saMgI che. AnaMdaghana evo AtmA ! AhA..hA...! I enA abhiprAya - enA piracayavALA che. - zvetAMbaramAM Ave che. AhA..hA...! have ene keTalAka kAMIka bIjuM kahe che. I 'AnaMdaghanajI' to Avo thaI gayo che. zuM kaMIka halakI bhASA nathI kahetA ? bhUtaDo... bhUtaDo ! bhaMgaDabhUta thaI gayo che.' (ema) kahe che. AtmajJAnI zramaNa kahAve' lyo ! 'bIjA dravyaliMgI...' tamArAne tamArAmAM, ene ne ene kahenArA nIkaLe. are... bhagavAna ! bApu ! zuM kare che tuM ? bhAI ! AhA..hA...! AtmAnA jJAna ane samyagdarzana vinA sAdhupaNuM kevuM ? AhA..hA...! jyAM Avo bhAva che tyAM mithyASTi che, tyAM samakita nathI tyAM vaLI sAdhupaNuM kyAMthI lAvavuM ? AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA...! jhINI vAtuM che, bApu ! vyavahAra hoya che. bolavAno vyavahA2 hoya che, nimitta che kharuM paNa nimitta paramAM karI zake che ema nahi. nimittathI ema kathana bolAya, hoya, nimittane siddha karavuM che tethI (ema bolAya). vyavahA2 che kharo, paNa e vyavahA2 52ne kAMI karI zake evo vyavahAra nathI. AhA..hA...! AhA..hA...! evuM sAMbhaLavuM maLavuM muzkela paDe ane jiMdagI cAlI jAya. AhA...hA...! potAnA ghAtanazIla che.' che ne ? 'Atmahana:''Jabhahana:'no artha e (arthAt) paryAya. AtmAnI paryAya je zAMti ane AnaMda ne svacchatA AvavI joIe eno e ghAta kare che. kartA-karmamAM evuM Ave che ne ? bhAI ! nahi ? 69-70 (gAthA). paryAyane utpanna na karatAM. 'kartA-karma (adhikAranI)' 69-70 (gAthAmAM) Ave che. (zrotA : sahaja udAsIna avasthAno...') ghAta kare che). to (zuM) sahaja udAsIna avasthA hatI ? tyAM 69-70mAM pATha evo che. 'kartA mAnIne sahaja udAsIna avasthAno ghAta kare che.' samajANuM ? 'samayasAra'

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kaLaza-17) 231 che ne ? juo ! 'sahaja udAsIna (jJAtAdraSyamAtra) avasthA teno tyAga karIne.' jJAtAdA che ? nathI. paNa thavA deto nathI eTale ghAta kare che ema kahevAya che). "kartA-karmamAM che. udAsIna avasthAna teno tyAga karIne..." eTale ke udAsa avasthA pragaTa thavI joIe. dravya svabhAva to evo che ke enI dazA zAMta ne vItarAgI samakita pragaTa thavuM joIe. e avasthAno tyAga karIne.. A..hA...! "ajJAnabhavanavyApArarUpa arthAt krodhAdivyApArarUpa pravartatI pratibhAse che....... A..hA...! huM krodha karuM chuM, mAna karuM chuM, lobha karuM chuM, icchA karuM chuM, rAga karuM chuM evuM bhAse che. udAsIna avasthAno tyAga karIne kahyuM to zuM) udAsIna avasthA hatI ? udAsIna avasthA thaI nahi ene ThekANe ghAta kare che ema kahevAmAM AvyuM. samajANuM kAMI ? ahIM "ghAtanazIlano artha che. ghAtanazIla eTale je AtmA che, enI avasthA udAsIna nitya zAMta ane vItarAgI thavI joIe, eno I ghAta kare che. samajANuM kAMI? AhA..hA...! paryAyano (ghAta thAya che), dravyano ghAta thato nathI. dravyano koI rIte kaluSita mithyAtvanA tIvra pariNAma ho.. AhA..hA..! dravya to zuddha cidAnaMdaghana che te anAdithI rasakaMda che. koIpaNa avasthA narakamAM, ekendriyamAM game tyAM hoya, vastu to I ja che. paNa enI paryAya je nirmaLa thavI joIe enI utpattinA sthAnamAM Ane Ama karuM chuM, evuM mithyAtva utpanna kare che tethI te AtmAnI zAMtinI paryAyane haNe che. samajANuM kAMI ? AvI vAtuM che. sAtminaH pATha che ne ? "hino mavati AtmA haNAya ? AtmAnI zuddha paryAya che te AtmA che, AtmAnI zuddha paryAya pragaTa thAya te AtmA che. ene haNe che. zuddha paryAya thavA deto nathI. tene haNe che mATe AtmA haNe che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. vizeSa kaheze.... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !) (anuSkapa) mithyAddaSTeH sa evAsya bandhaheturviparyayAt / ya evAdhyavasAyo'yamajJAnAtmA'sya ddshyte||8-170 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha :- "mithyAdiSTa : va vacahetu: bavatiH (zya mithyAdiSTa:) A mithyAdRSTi jIvane, (sa: pava) mithyAtvarUpa che je evo pariNAma ke "A jIve A jIvane mAryo, A jIve A jIvane jivADyo' - evo bhAva (vanyataH mavati)

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232 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 jJAnAvaraNAdi karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa thAya che. zA kAraNathI ? "viparyayAti' kAraNa ke evo pariNAma mithyAtvarUpa che. ": iva yam adhyavasAya:' 'Ane mAruM, Ane jivADuM' evo je mithyAtvarUpa pariNAma te jene hoya che "asya jJAnAtmA dRzyate" (gastha) evA jIvanuM (jJAnAtma) mithyAtvamaya svarUpa () jovAmAM Ave che. 8-170. mAgazara suda 8, ravivAra tA. 19-12-1977. kaLaza-170, 171 pravacana-179 kaLazaTIkA 170 kaLaza che. mithyAddaSTeH sa evAsya bndhheturvipryyaat| ya evAdhyavasAyo'yamajJAnAtmA'sya ddazyate / / 8-170 / / zuM kahe che ? A baMdha adhikAra che. "astha miSTi sa. purva vanyataH mavati 'A mithyAdRSTi jIvane..." (arthAtu) jUThI dRSTi che, pApa dRSTi che, adharma dRSTi che ene mithyAtvasvarUpa je pariNAma. zuM ? ke, "A jIve A jIvane mAryoAne mAryo - e abhiprAya adharmIno adharma-abhiprAya che. kemake parane mArI zakato nathI. chatAM ema mAne ke, meM Ane mAryo, evo je mithyAtvarUpI adharma-pariNAma te tene baMdhanuM kAraNa che. AhA..hA...! meM Ane jivADyo. "A jIve A jIvane jivADyo..." meM enuM jIvana jivADyuM, bacAvyo. mumukSu :- mAkhIne pANImAMthI kADhIne bacAvI. uttara :- mAkhI pANImAMthI kADhe ane A badhA kAryakartAo che ne ? badhI vyavasthA karIne ame jagatane savaLe raste caDAvIe chIe - e abhiprAya adharma-abhiprAya (che), e pApanuM mULa che. AhA...hA...! AkarI vAtuM che, bhAI ! pote AtmA, potAnA pariNAmanI viparItatA ke aviparItatA karI zake. e sivAya parapadArthanuM kAMI paNa karI zake nahi). A dIkarAone meM poSyA, pAlana karyuM, bhaNAvyA ne keLavaNI ApI - e abhiprAya pApa, mithyAtva ane adharma-abhiprAya che. AvI vAta che. duniyAthI UlaTI che. che ?

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kaLaza-10 A jIve A jIvane mAryo... AhA..hA...! meM ekendriya jIvane mAryA, meM paMcendriyane mAryAM. AhA..hA...! evo je abhiprAya, evo je Azaya e adharmano Azaya che, mithyAtva pariNAmano e Azaya che. AhA..hA...! je mithyAtva anaMta cAra gatinA paribhramaNanuM mULa che. 233 A jIve A jIvane jivADyo...' AhA..hA...! koNa kone jivADe ? mumukSu :- DaoNkTaro davA ApIne jivADe. uttara :- dhULeya davA ApI zakatA nathI. davA paramANu che, jAvuM ne AvavuM ene kA2Ne che) ane davAthI tyAM maTe che e traNakALamAM nathI. AkarI vAta che, bApA ! AhA..hA....! vItarAga tIrthaMkaradeva ema pharamAve che ke, A jIve Ane mAryo, A jIve Ane jivADyo, A jIve Ane sagavaDatA ApI, AhAra-pANI, makAna, lUgaDA (ApI) ene sukhI karyo, A jIve ene agavaDatA ApIne duHkhI karyo. e badhA abhiprAya - pariNAma mithyAtvanA - adharmanA, navA baMdhanA kAraNarUpa pariNAma che. AhA..hA...! mumukSu :- samitimAM badhAne sagavaDatA ApI I pApa che. uttara :- koNa ApI zake ? pramukha) tyAM (sagavaDatA) ApatA haze ? zuM kahevAya pelA tamArA ? Tebala ! Tebala ne khurazIyuM ne vATayA ne thALyuM ne mAthe paMkhA ne... rAtamAM dIvA-battI e badhA khAnA2ne-pInArane huM A badhI sagavaDatA ApuM chuM - e abhiprAya mithyAtva che. kaho ! mumukSu : loko samiti saMkelI leze. uttara Hkare che koNa te saMkele ? AhA..hA...! e samitinA paramANuo je che ke enA jIva je che e to enA potAnA pariNAmathI tyAM kAma kare che. emAM bIjo enA pariNAmathI enuM kAma kare e vAta sAcI nathI, taddana jUThI che. ane A pApa to mithyAtva - anaMta saMsAranuM mULiyuM che. AhA..hA...! Asaktino koI cAritradoSa hoya enuM pApa alpa che paNa A to mahAmithyAtva abhiprAya (che). karI zakato nathI ane meM badhAne vyavasthita karyAM (ema mAne). AhA..hA...! mumukSu : karanArane daMDa paDyo. uttara HkaryuM che kayAM ? mAnyuM che. ene mAnyAno daMDa che. AvI vAta che, bhAI ! AhA..hA...! A choDIyune badhuM zIkhavyuM, bharata bharavA, roTalI karavA, zerA karavA, cUramA karavA, ema meM ene zIkhavyuM. e abhiprAya mithyAtva che, adharma che. are... are..! AvI vAtuM che ! e ahIM kahe che. 'evo bhAva jJAnAvaraNAdi karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa thAya che.' anaMta saMsAranA karma che enuM ene baMdhana thAya che. AhA..hA...! emAM darzanamohano baMdha thAya che paNa

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234 kalAmRta bhAga-5 jJAnAvaraNIyathI lIdhuM che. AhA..! zA kAraNathI ? kAraNa ke evo pariNAma mithyAtvarUpa che." AhA...hA...! e bhAva ja mahA jUTho che. AhA...hA...! AvuM AkaruM kAma paDe. A badhA kAryakartAo to ema ja mAne ke, ame badhAnA kArya karI daIe chIe. kahe che ke, e abhiprAya, e pariNAma mithyAtvanA mahA jUThA pariNAma che. ke je jUThAnuM phaLa navA AkarA karma baMdhAya evuM enuM phaLa che. AhAhA...! jagatathI judI jAta che, bhAI ! A.hA...! ame dezanI sevA karIe ke jethI dezane anukULatA rahe, badhA sukhI rahe. e mAnyatA, e abhiprAya taddana jUTho ane mithyAtva che. AhA..hA...! che ? viparyAsa che. yaH iva yam adhyavasAya:" "Ane mAruM, Ane jivADuM' evo je mithyAtvarUpa pariNAma te jene hoya che." "yastha jJAnAtmA te' 'evA jIvanuM mithyAtvamaya svarUpa..." e mithyAdRSTi che ema jovAmAM Ave che. A jIva jUThI dRSTivALo che (te ema mAne che ke, meM Ane jivADyo ane meM Ane mAryo, meM Ane sagavaDatA ApI ne meM Ane agavaDatA ApI - e jIva mithyAdRSTipaNe che ema jovAmAM Ave che, kahe che. AhA..hA..! bhAre AkaruM kAma ! enI dRSTi mithyAtva che ema jovAmAM Ave che. AhA...hA...! e 'mithyAtvamaya svarUpa jovAmAM Ave che." ema kahe che, joyuM? AhAhA...! che ne ? "jJAnAtmA dRzyate" AhA...hA...! eka taNakhalAnA be kaTakA karI zakuM ema mAnanAra enA mithyAtva pariNAma jUThA che ema jovAmAM Ave che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI? prazna :- roTalInuM baTakuM karI zake ke na karI zake ? samAdhAna :- traNakALamAM karI zake nahi. roTalInuM baTakuM thavuM e jaDanI paryAyane kALe, te kALe TUkaDo judo thAya. bIjo kahe ke, huM AnA TUkaDA karuM ane haLave haLave nAnA TUkaDA karuM ane pachI haLave haLave cAvuM to pace. peTamAM dAMta nathI mATe khuba cAvavuM. e cAvI zakuM chuM e kriyA mArI - AtmAnI che ane huM karuM chuM e mithyAtva pariNAma che). jagatathI badhuM UMdhuM che, bApu ! e abhiprAya mithyAtva jovAmAM Ave che, kahe che. AhAhA....! have vizeSa kahe che, 171 (zloka). (anuSTrapa) anenAdhyavasAyena niSphalena vimohitH| tatkiJcanApi naivAsti nAtmAtmAnaM karoti yat / / 9-171 / /

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kaLaza- 171 235 khaMDAnvaya sahita artha :- "AtmA AtmAne yatra roti tat zvina pi na parva ti' (Atmi) mithyAdRSTi jIva (mAtmAnaM) potAne ( ra rati) je-rUpe AsvAdato na hoya (ta vizvanI) evo paryAya, evo vikalpa (parva sti) railokyamAM che ja nahIM. bhAvArtha Ama che ke mithyASTi jIva jevo paryAya dhAraNa kare che, jevA bhAve pariName che, te badhAne potAsvarUpa jANI anubhave che, tethI karmanA svarUpane jIvanA svarUpathI bhinna karIne jANato nathI, ekarUpa anubhava kare che. ane adhyavasAna' 'Ane mAruM, Ane jivADuM, Ane meM mAryo, Ane meM jivADyo, Ane meM sukhI karyo, Ane meM duHkhI karyo - evA pariNAmathI vimohita ghelo thayo che. kevo che pariNAma ? "nicchannena' jUTho che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke yadyapi mAravAnuM kahe che, jivADavAnuM kahe che, tathApi jIvonuM maravuM jIvavuM potAnAM karmanA udayane hAtha che, AnA pariNAmone AdhIna nathI. A potAnA ajJAnapaNAne lIdhe aneka jUThA vikalpo kare che. 9-171. anenAdhyavasAyena niSphalena vimohitH| tatkiJcanApi naivAsti nAtmAtmAnaM karoti yat / / 9-171 / / AhA..hA...zuM kahe che ? "gAtmA gAtmAne ya ra roti tata zvina pi pUrva sati 'mithyASTi jIva potAne je-rUpe AsvAdato na hoya evo paryAya, evo vikalpa railokyamAM che ja nahIM. AhA..hA..! eno evo abhiprAya che ke huM to AkhI duniyAnuM karI dauM. AhA...hA...! jene zarIranI A cAlavAnI kriyA huM karuM chuM evA jIvano abhiprAya duniyAmAM koI cIjane nathI karato, nathI mAnato ema nahi. I badhAne karavAnuM mAne che. bhAI ! AkarI vAtuM che A ! A AMgaLI che ene Ama halAvI zakuM chuM, A bhASA che ene huM bolI zakuM chuM... AhA..hA..! jhINI vAta, prabhu ! vItarAgano mArga bicArAne kAne paDyo nathI. are.re.... A..hA.! ene kahe che ke, A AMgaLI Ama halAvI zakuM chuM, huM bolI zakuM chuM - evo je kartA mAne che e mithyASTi jagatamAM koI cIja evI nathI ke, e mArI che ane huM karuM chuM, ema na mAne. samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhA..! jagatamAM potA sivAya jeTalA AtmAo ane jeTalA rajakaNo (che) e badhAnI paryAyane huM karuM chuM, AkhA lokanA bhAvane huM karuM chuM, evI koI cIja bAkI nathI ke ene huM na karuM. badhAne karuM chuM evuM mAne che. AhA..hA...! AkaruM kAma che, bhAI ! vItarAga jinezvaradeva tIrthaMkara paramAtmA ema pharamAve che ke, je koI bIjAne jivADuM mAruM evo jeno abhiprAya (che) ane sagavaDatA-agavaDatA dauM evo abhiprAya (che), e

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236 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 jIvano abhiprAya jagatamAM koI evI cIja nathI ke ene potAnI na mAnato hoya. jagatamAM evI koI cIja nathI ke ene huM karuM, ema na mAnato hoya. ema kahe che. AhA...hA...! AkaruM kAma che, bApA ! arere...! dharma zuM cIja che (enI) ene khabara nathI. dayA pALI, vrata pALyA (eTale) thaI gayo dharma. dhULeya dharma nathI, sAMbhaLane ! AhAhA..! e paranI dayA pALI zakuM chuM evI mAnyatAvALo (jIva) jagatanA koIpaNa padArthane pote nathI karato ema nathI mAnato. badhAne huM karuM, AnuM karuM, AnuM karuM AnuM karuM, AnuM karuM, AnuM karuM... AhA...hA...! badhA paranuM karuM ema e mAne che. karI zakuM chuM, lokamAM koI cIja bAkI nathI. AhAhA..! bhAI ! AvI vAta che. I kahe che, juone ! "sailokyamAM che ja nahIM." ema kahyuM ne ? traNa lokamAM evI cIja nathI ke e huM karuM chuM ema na mAne. AhA..hA...! jhINI vAtuM bahu, bhAI ! A caramAne huM Ama mAthe caDAvI zakuM chuM, e mAnyatA paNa mithyAtva che. huM dALa, bhAta, roTalI khAI zakuM chuM, huM pANI Ama gaTa... gaTa karIne pI zakuM chuM. e parapadArthanI kriyA huM karI zakuM chuM evuM mAnanAra jagatamAM koI cIja enA kartA sivAyanI rahI hoya evI nathI. mAnyatAmAM (rahI nathI). AhA..hA...hA...! "AsvAdato na hoya evo paryAya." koI jaDanI ke caitanyanI, A jagatamAM rajakaNo to ghaNA paDyA che - zarIranA, vANInA, mananA, amastA pudgalanA - e badhA pudgalanA paramANunI paryAya tene kALe tenA kAraNe emAM thAya, A ekane kartA mAne che I badhAno kartA abhiprAyamAM che. traNa lokamAM koI evI cIja nathI ke eno) kartA na mAne. AhAhA...! dukAne beTho hoya to (mAne ke) thaDAne sAcavuM chuM. AhA...hA..! ghoDe beTho hoya to (mAne ke, ghoDAne calAvuM chuM. hAthamAM... zuM kahevAya I ? cAbuka ! cAbuka Ama laIne Ama. Ama.... karI zakuM chuM. A AMkhyuMnA TamakArA huM mArI zakuM chuM. AhAhA...! "muMbaI jevI mohanagarImAM to AvuM sAMbhaLavuM) bhAre AkaruM paDe ! duniyAne vItarAga sarvajJa paramezvare zuM kahyuM che, zuM jANyuM che ane kaI mAnyatA jUThI che I kahe che, enI ene khabaruM nathI. AhA..hA....! ahIMyAM kahe che, e kahe che, juo ! jagatanI koI eka paryAya paNa bAkI nathI ke, "jevA bhAve pariName che, te badhAne potAsvarUpa jANI anubhave che. AhA...hA...! A strI - ardhAganA ! amArI strI che ! aDadhuM aMga enuM ane aDadhuM tamAruM ema) be thaIne ame eka chIe. A amArI gharavALI che. AhA...hA...! A amAro dIkaro DAhyo thayo che, A amAro dIkaro karmI thayo che, A amAro dIkaro mahine pacAsa-pacAsa hajAra lAve che. kaho, samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhA..! zuM kare che A ? hamaNAM eka jaNAne kahyuM nahotuM ? eka chokarAne pUchyuM ke, elA tAre tyAM pagAra

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kaLaza-171 237 keTalo che ? kayo deza I ? "amerikA' nahi, kaMIka bIjo deza che, keneDA' ! keneDA... keneDA' che ne ? "amerikAmAM ! meM to pUchyuM, huM to jANato hato ke Ane dharmanuM kAMI bhAna che nahi. keTalo pagAra (che) ? mahine traNa-cAra hajAra Dolarano pagAra) ! are.. zuM kare che tuM A ? traNa-cAra hajAra DolaramAM koI pagArano nirNaya nahi. traNa hajAranA ekavIsa hajAra thAya ane cAranA aThyAvIsa hajAra thAya. eka mahine, hoM ! A..hA...hA..! je pagAra kahevo hato emAM paNa vadhaghaTa karIne kahyuM, mAna mATe ! AvaDo moTo mane pagAra che ! eka AMkaDo nahi, ara.2.2! zuM kare che A jIva ? eka jaNAne pUchayuM, juvAna chokaro hato. vIsa-pacIsa lAkha, trIsa lAkha haze. navI dukAna karavI hatI. ahIM Avyo, emAM vAta thaI. kIdhuM ke, A je pacIsa, pacAsa, sATha, sattara varSanuM AyuSya je kahevAya che, e zarIranuM ke AtmAnuM ? (to kahe, I amane kAMI khabara na paDe. kaho, AvA gAMDA te kAMI....! A AyuSya zarIranuM kahevAya che ke, A pacAsa varasa jIvyo, sATha varasa jIvyo, e zarIranI sthitinuM AyuSya che ke AtmAnuM che ? Ama pacIsa-trIsa lAkha rUpiyA ane moTI dukAna karavI hatI, jAmanagara' ! ahIM Ave, darzana karavA Ave. kAMIka navuM karavuM hoya ne ? mahArAjanA darzana karIe to ApaNe pachI sarakhuM cAle. are.. bhagavAna ! zuM kare che tuM A ? hajI A sATha, sIttera varasa thayA e kone ? dehane ke AtmAne ? enI paNa khabara na maLe. AhA...hA...! mumukSu :- gaNitamAM kAMIka bhUla thaI jAya to ! uttara :- paNa eTalI khabara nathI ke A zarIra mATI che), AyuSya to AnuM che. AtmA aMdara che e to trikALI che. mumukSu :- e to Apane khabara che, amane kayAM khabara che. uttara :- eTale ja kahe che ne ke, jagatanI koI cIja eNe mArI che ane meM karI che e vinAnI) rahI nathI. darekamAM enI kartApaNAnI buddhi UbhI che. AhA...hA....! huM sAruM lakhI zakuM chuM, motInA dANA jevA mArA akSara paDe che, moTe avAje, lAkha mANasa hoya to huM sAruM bhASaNa karI zakuM chuM. AhA..hA.! prabhu ! A tuM zuM kare che? tuM AtmA jJAnasvarUpa I bahAramAM jAya che ke paranuM karI zake? AhA...hA...! AvI vAta...! tIrthaMkaradeva sarvajJa paramAtmA indra ne gaNadharonI samakSamAM prabhu Ama kahetA hatA te A vAta che. AhA...hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhA...! mA-bApa kAMI mUkI gayA nahotA, meM mArA bAhubaLe paisA pedA karyA che. pAMca-pacIsa lAkha, pacAsa lAkha, karoDa-be karoDa meM pedA karyA), amArA pitA pAse kAMI nahotuM. ame bAhubaLe badhuM bheguM karyuM che. mALA... pAgala te kAMI..! paisA jaDa che ene tuM pedA karI zake ane meLavI zake ? AhAhA...! AkaruM kAma, prabhu ! tArI prabhutA to jJAtAdRSTAmAM che. thAya tene jANavuM-dekhavuM emAM tArI moTapa

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238 kilAmRta bhAga-5 ane prabhutA che. paNa thAya tene karuM ane mATe laIne A thAya che, prabhu ! (ema mAnavAmAM) tArI hinatA che. AhA...hA...! tane teM nIca karIne mAnyo che. AhA...hA...! AvuM to vItarAga kahe. jene duniyAnI paDI nathI. A..hA...! samAja samatola raheze ke nahi ? samAjamAM bhAgalA paDI jaze ke nahi ? saMtone e kaMI paDI nathI. satya A che ke, AtmA sivAya para zarIra, vANI, mana, deza, kuTuMba-kabIlA, bAyaDI, chokarA, kuTuMba Adi.. AhAhA...! enuM kAMI paNa koInuM karI zakuM, prabhu ! emAM tArI nIcatA che, halakAI che. AhA...hA.... ko'kanA gharamAM jaIne huM karuM chuM. to gharamAM gayo nathI ane karuM chuM (ema) mAne cho e mithyA abhiprAya che. AhA..hA..! bhAI ! A badhuM AvuM AkaruM kAma che. mumukSu :- amArI hoziyArI badhI pANImAM gaI. uttara :huziyArI-buziyAro ke di' hato ? (enI) huziyArI hatI to tyAM paisA pedA thatA hatA ? e to pUrvanA puNyano yoga hoya to paisA Ave. emAM paisA enI pAse ke di Ave che ? paisA to jaDamAM jaDapaNe rahe che ane I kahe che ke, mane AvyA ane mArI pAse AvyA. bhramaNA che. mumukSu :- enI pAse AvyA che sAcuM, ene AvyA I khoTuM. uttara :- ene paNa AvyA nathI ane enI pAse paNa AvyA nathI. AvuM che. duniyAthI ghaNuM UlaTuM che. ethI kahyuM ne ? traNalokamAM evo koI paryAya nathI.. AhAhA....! " mithyASTi jIva jevo paryAya dhAraNa kare che, jevA bhAve pariName che, te badhAne potAsvarUpa jANI anubhave che; AhAhA..! A strI mArI, dIkarA mArA, A kapaDA mArA. AhAhA...! ekavAra "zrImadUne koIe pUchyuM, "zrImad pote ema bolatA ke, "amAro koTa lAvo, amAruM A kapaDuM lAvo." "paNa sAheba ! tame ekalA ane 'amAruM evA bahuvacane bolo cho enuM kAraNa zuM? I to tamane mAna che.' tyAre "zrImad javAba Ape che, "sAMbhaLa ! amAruM kapaDuM' ema kahetAM ame kahIe chIe ke, e kapaDuM amAruM nathI, mAruM nathI." ane mAruM (arthAtu) mAruM nathI. AvuM baneluM. eka jaNe pUchyuM hatuM). (zrImadde kahyuM ke, pelo amAro koTa lAvo, amAro koTa. "paNa sAheba ! tame ekalA cho, 'mAro koTa ema na kahetAM, 'amAro koTa (e to) bahuvacana thAya che ane) mAnamAM jAya che." samajAya che ? samajAtuM nathI ? A to (sAdI) bhASA che). amAro koTa ema kahetAM mAro nathI (ema artha thAya che). mAro koTa lAvajo to eno artha ke, e koTa to mAro che. mAruM kapaDuM lAvajo, mArA kapaDA dhovA ApyA che, kAle dhoIne AvyA che, lAvajo. ahIM to kahe, amArA kapaDA. eTale ke mArA nathI. amAro dIkaro, amArI dIkarI.

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kaLaza-101 eTale ke amAro dIkaro, dIkarI nathI. AhA..hA...! ahIM kahe che, jagatamAM evI koI cIja bAkI rahI nathI ke ajJAnIe ene potAnI mAnI na hoya. A..hA..hA...! 'huM karuM, huM karuM e ja ajJAna che, zakaTano bhAra jema zvAna tANe' gADAnA bhAra heThe kUtaro (cAlato hoya ane) ThAThuM ene aDe eTale (ema mAne ke) gADuM mArAthI cAle che. ema e kUtaro jema mAne (che), ema A jagatanA kAma ene kA2Ne cAle (che). dhaMdhAnA-vepAranA, kapaDAnA, lAkaDAnA, bolavAnA, bhASAnA ene kA2Ne jaDane e badhI kriyA thAya che. A..hA...! ema A huM karuM chuM (ema mAnanAra) kUtarA jevo che (ema) kahe che. AhA..hA...! AmAM pANI utarI jAya evuM che, bhAI ! bhagavAnano ahIM pokAra che, e paNa nimittathI kathana che. bhagavAnano pokA2 ! pokAra, pokAra bhASAthI (thAya) che. e to nimittanuM kathana che. bhASAmAM evo pokAra Avyo, he AtmA ! tuM koIne paNa AhAra daI zake cho, pANI daI zake cho, bhUkhyo (hoya) tene AhAra (daI zake cho), tRSA(turane) pANI dauM, rogI (hoya) tene osaDa dauM, nAgAne kapaDA dauM... AhA..hA...! evI je tArI mAnyatA che te taddana mithyAtva ane ajJAna che. AhA..hA...! bhAre AkaruM kAma ! kemake e paradravyanI kriyA 5dravyane laIne svataMtra thAya che. ene laIne A kahe ke, A mArAthI thAya che. AhA..hA...! 239 A bhagavAnanI pUjA vakhate paNa je A dravya caDAve che ne ? svA..hA... svA..hA...! e badhI kriyA jaDanI che. e mArAthI thAya che ema mAnanAra jagatanI koI cIjane mArI karyA vinA raheto nathI. AhA..hA...! eka paNa nyAya ane eka paNa bhAva yathArtha samaje ne to badhA bhAvo satya (samajAya). mithyAdRSTi jIva jevo paryAya dhAraNa kare che...' manuSyanuM zarIra maLyuM to kahe, huM manuSya chuM. pazunuM zarIra maLyuM to kahe, huM pazu chuM. ghoDAnuM zarIra maLyuM to kahe, huM ghoDo chuM. strInuM zarIra maLyuM to kahe, huM strI chuM. are..! paNa strInuM zarI2 to jaDa che, tuM strI kyAMthI thaI ? AhA..hA...! hIjaDAnuM zarIra maLyuM to kahe, huM hIjaDo chuM. puruSanuM zarIra maLyuM to kahe, huM puruSa chuM. A..hA...! bahu ughADa nahoto to mUrkha (thayo to kahe) huM mUrkha chuM. paNa mUrkha chuM e to paryAyamAM eTalI cIja (che), I mUrkha tuM nahi. AhA..hA...! tuM to tyAM jANanAra-dekhanAra bhagavAna birAje che, prabhu ! e mUrkha paNa nathI ne paMDita paNa nathI ne vANiyo nathI ne DheDha paNa nathI, e bAyaDI paNa nathI ne puruSa paNa nathI. AhA..hA...! e ahIM kahe che, badhAne potAsvarUpa jANI anubhave che; tethI karmanA svarUpane jIvanA svarUpathI bhinna karIne jANato nathI....' zuM kIdhuM I ? e levA-devAnI kriyA, bolavAnI (kriyA) e to karmanA kAraNanI badhI kriyA che. e karmanA svarUpathI thatI kriyA, ene potAnA svarUpe

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240 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 mAne che ke e) huM karuM chuM. AhAhA! A vakIlo jajane korTamAM dalIla daI zake, A pramANe che, A pramANe che. lyo ! vilAyatamAM A kesano pahelo cukAdo Ama thayo hato. e rIte ahIM cukAdo thavo joIe. evI dalIla kare. e dalIla jaDanI che. A..hA...hA..hA..! bahu (AkaruM) kAma ! para mATe pAMgaLo thaI gayo. AhAhA...! prazna :- bhAva vagara bhASA kema nIkaLe ? samAdhAna :- bhASA enI meLAe Ave che. bhagavAnane kyAM rAga che ? bhAva che ? chatAM bhASA che ke nahi ? rAgIne rAga vinA bhASA na hoya, paNa I to rAganuM nimitta che. bhASA to bhASAne kAraNe thAya che. AhA..hA...! AkaruM kAma, bApu ! A mArga - dharma eTale ke) janma-maraNanA aMtane lAvavAnI vAta bahu jhINI, bhAI! AhAhA..! are.re..! AkhI jiMdagI pacAsa-sATha-sIttera-eMsI varasa Ama ne Ama abhimAnamAM ne abhimAnamAM gayA. AhA..hA..! A vAta karIne e abhiprAya choDAvavA mAge che. samajANuM kAMI ? bhAI ! tuM parano koIno kartA nathI. tuM to prabhu jANaka-zarIra cho ne ! AhA..hA.! tAruM zarIra eTale svarUpa to caitanyasvarUpa che. e caitanyajJAna vigrahama ! AhA...hA...! e jJAnasvarUpI bhagavAna potA sivAya kone kare ? AhAhA.! prabhu ! e jANanAro to jANavA-dekhavAnuM kAma kare. e paranA kAma kare e badhI tane mAnyatA prabhu ! UMdhI che ane e mAnyatA naraka ane nigodamAM laI janArI che. A..hA...hA..hA...! have AmAM (kahe) carcA karo ne vAda karo, lyo ! zenA bApu vAda kare ? bhAI ! eka ja siddhAMta le... AhA...hA...! are...! nizcayathI to e rAga Ave che ne ? zubha rAga ! dayAno, dAnano rAga. kriyA karI zake nahi ene to) eka kora rAkho, paNa je rAga Ave che eno e kartA thAya e abhiprAya paNa mithyAtva che. kemake svadravyathI rAga te bhinna vastu che. bhinna vastuno bhinna vastu kartA ane bhoktA aMdara nizcayathI mAne e mithyA abhiprAya che. ( mithyAdRSTi ajJAnI jIva) potAsvarUpa jANI anubhave che; tethI karmanA svarUpane jIvanA svarUpathI bhinna karIne jANato nathI..." joyuM ? vANI, mana, zarIra, strI, kuTuMba-parivAra e badhA bhinna che, enuM huM kAMI karI zI rIte zakuM ? AhA...hA...! dALa, bhAta, roTalA, paisA, kapaDA, makAnane huM zI rIte karI zakuM ? AhA..hA..! kemake mArAthI judI che tene huM judo (padArtha) kema karI zakuM ? judAne judo kema karI zake ? AhA..hA..! AhA...hA..! maravAnA TANA AvyA hoya topaNa hajI ema kahe), chokarAnuM karuM, choDIyunuM karuM, sarakhe nAkhuM, Ama karuM, tema karuM. o.ho..ho..! mALo paNa.... ghAMcInA baLada jevo che. phare, phare te emAMne emAM phare, Ama jyAM pATo ughADe (ane jove to) tyAMne tyAM rakhaDato ne rakhaDato. AhA..hA..pharatA pharatA Aje jANe ghaNA gAu kApyA ! lAkaDAno

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kaLaza-171 241 pATo hoya ne ? I ughADe tyAM (jove kee ghAMcI ane e ghANI ! AhA! (ema ahIMyAM) e ajJAna ane e saMsAra ! huM pustaka banAvI zakuM chuM, pustakamAM sArA lekho ApI zakuM chuM, patromAM mArA lekho ghaNA Ave che. ema keTalAka ajJAnI kahe che ne ? ane dara vakhate A phalANA patramAM to mAro lekha hoya ja te ! ThIka ! zuM che prabhu A tane ? zuM thayuM che A? lekha che e jaDanI paramANunI kriyA (che), e meM karI ane meM lekha Apyo (e mAnyatA mithyAtva che). AhA...hA...! e ahIM kahe che, "jIvanA svarUpathI bhinna karIne jANato nathI, ekarUpa anubhava kare che.' joyuM ? asti-nAsti karI. AtmAnA zuddha jJAtAdRSTA (svabhAva) sivAya jeTalA rAgAdi ane para AdinI kriyAo che e badhI karmajanita paranI che. ene potA tarIke mAne che paNa potAnuM svarUpa enAthI bhinna che ema mAnato nathI. AhA..hA..! pacavuM kaThaNa paDe ! eka pherI (saMvata) 1986nuM 'amarelI' comAsu hatuM ne ? traNe bhAIo hatA. pachI vyAkhyAnamAM thoDI vAta cAlI to (eka bhAI) bolyA, mahArAja ! A pacavuM kaThaNa bahu ! A pacavI nahi zakAya. (saMvata) 1986nI 'amarelI'(nI) vAta che. keTalA varasa thayA ? 48 ! meM kIdhuM paNa jyAre AtmA roTalA, dALa-bhAta khAto hoya ema mAne, atyAre to khAto paNa nathI, ene mesuba Ave to e nA pADe ke huM pacAvI nahi zakuM ? (I bhAIne) kahyuM hatuM. ane chelle ahIMyAM rahevAno bhAva hato paNa pachI paisA-baisA ghaNA, dAna Ape to loko vakhANa karI karIne mArI nAkhe ! AhA...hA....! dhULamAM paNa nathI, dAnamAM paNa dharma nathI ne paisA ApyA emAM paNa dharma nathI ane emAM kadAca rAga maMda karyo hoya to e paNa dharma nathI. A..hA...hA..hA..! bahu phera, Avo phera bhAMgavo (kaThaNa paDe). AhA...hA..! bhagavAna jJAnasvarUpI prabhu caitanyaghana che evI aMtaramAM dRSTi karyA vinA A phera bhAMge evo nathI. AhAhA..! tyAre ene ema thAya ke, are.! to jANanAra, dekhanAra chuM ne ! huM kone karuM ? dayA, dAnanA rAgane karuM ? AMkha konA rajakaNane upADe ? kyA rajakaNane AMkha upADe AMkha ? ema bhagavAna (jJAna)netra, AtmA jJAnasvarUpa prabhu ! e rAga ane paranA rajakaNane zI rIte kare ? AhAhA..! AvI vAta che. duniyAmAM ghaNAne pahelI-vahelI sAMbhaLavA maLe ene to evuM lAge ke, A te zuM che ? pAgalapaNuM che A ? sAMbhaLa, bhAI ! AhAhA....! paramAtmA ahIM e kahe che, juone ! A kahyuM ne ? karmanA nimitte thatI kriyAone bhinna karIne jANato nathI. ekarUpa anubhava kare che. jyAM hoya tyAM... AhA...hA...! meM dIkarIyuMne ThekANe pADI, enA kariyAvaramAM meM be lAkha rUpiyAnuM sonuM ApyuM hatuM ane eno vara ke diyara lUMTI na jAya ane AjIvikA enI barAbara cAle.. AhAhA...! are..!

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242 kalAmRta bhAga-5 mArI nAkhe che ! zuM kare che prabhu tuM A ? kaI cIjane meM mArI mAnyA vinA rAkhI che ? ekane mArI mAnyA vinA rAkhI che. huM AnaMda ane jJAna svarUpa chuM, basa ! bIjuM koI mArAmAM che ja nahi. ene potAnI) mAnyA vinA rAkhI che. barAbara che ? bhAI ! AhA...hA...! TopI pahere topaNa, sarakhI ketara na pahere, Ama karI ADI pahere. eka kora vadhAre ane eka kora UMcI ! che ne ? badhuM joyuM che ne ! nAcyA nathI paNa badhA nAcanArane joyA che. A TopI vacamAM pahere to (cahero sarakho na lAge), Ama ADI pahere to cahero AnI kora jAya ! mArI nAkhyA jagatane ! AhA..hA...! atyAre to vaLI A dAMtIyA cAlyA che. pelI TopI hatI to vALa khullA hoya to TopI dAbI rAkhe, have khullA (vALa) phara... phara... phara. phara. UDe eTale jarI dAMtIyo rAkhavo paDe ! gAMDA te kAMI..! e badhI kriyA mArAthI thAya che ema mAnanAro, lokamAM koI vAta bAkI rAkhI nathI ke, A cIja meM mArI nathI karI. AhA...hA...! bAyaDIyumAM keTalIka evI hoya ke, amAro hAtha haLavo che. haLavo hAtha che te zuM thAya ? amArA hAthe roTalA thAya, zero thAya, vaDI thAya, pApaDa thAya (I) bahu sArA thAya ! AhA.hA...! dhULamAMya nathI, sAMbhaLane ! hAtha ja tAro nathI pachI zenA A badhA abhimAnamAM cAlyA gayA che ? bApA ! A mithyA) abhiprAyanA pravAhamAM tArA AtmAne dorI dIdho, bhAI ! AhA...hA...! tAro nAtha aMdara Akho jJAtAdraSTApaNe rahI gayo. AhA..hA...! huM to - AtmAno svabhAva to sarvajJa svabhAva che. jema A bAju sarvanI koI kriyA karyA vinAno mithyAdRSTi (jIva) bAkI nathI rahyoAhA...hA..! ema A AtmAno sarvajJa svabhAva che. prabhu ! aMdara sarvajJa svabhAva che). badhA bhavagAna sarvajJa svabhAvI che to koIne jANyA vinA rahe evo e nathI. AhA..hA..! mithyAtvabhAve koIne karyA vinA mUkyuM nathI, jJAnabhAve koIne jANyA vinA mUkyuM nathI. A..hA...hA...! AkaruM kAma ! eka mANasa paisA laIne hIrA-mANeka levA Avyo. pachI Ama jotA jotA hIrA, mANeka kADhyA pachI emAM pelAnI najara na rahI tyAM eka hIro hAthamAM laI, maNa laIne Avyo hato eTale joDe pATa haze tyAM mINamAM e hIro coDI dIdho. pelo kahe ke, eka hIro ahIMthI gayo. koNa laI gayuM ? tapAsa karo ! pelAnA guMjAmAM paNa na maLe ne kyAMya na maLe. paNa joDe pelI lAkaDAnI pATa hatI ne ? tyAM mINa karIne coDI dIdho. pharIne AvIne huM laI laIza, ema. pATa samajAya che ? pATa hoya ne ? polIsa bolAvyA. moTo hIro hato). juo, bhAI ! juone mArA guMjAmAM kyAMya nathI. vaLI pharIne be-cAra mahine Avyo, daseka hajAra rUpiyA laIne Avyo) ane pelo hIro hato moTI kIMmatano, (AvIne kahyuM) sAheba ! te di tamAruM gayuM hatuM paNa Aje to A dasa hajAra rUpiyA laIne eka hIro Apo. I de che tyAM pelo coDyo hato I laI lIdho. are! AvI huziyArI !

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kaLaza-101 243 ara..2.....! teM tyAM zuM karyuM ? prabhu ! AhA..hA...! teM mithyA abhiprAyane sevyo, prabhu ! tane ema lAgyuM ke, ahIM lAkha rUpiyAno hIro mane maLyo, dasa hajAra bhale ApavA paDyA, dasa hajA2mAM pAcho kAMIka hIro to maLyo haze ne ? bhale e game eTalAno maLe, paNa pelo lAkha rUpiyAno hIro to maLyo). mALA.. A zuM kare che ? ema rAta ane di'jagatanA prANI pote jANanA2-dekhanA2ne bhUlI je je prasaMgamAM jyAM Avyo tyAM tyAM te prasaMgamAM dIpAvanAra, zobhAvanAra huM chuM ema abhimAna karyAM che. AhA..hA...! e ahIM kahe (che), karmanI sAmagrI. e badhI karmanI sAmagrI kahevAya. bhASA, vANI, zarIra, strI, kuTuMba, paiso emAM (e badhI cIja) potAnI che ema mAnyA vinA rahyo nathI. A..hA...! eno AsvAda lIdho che. AhA..hA...! -- karmanA svarUpane jIvanA svarUpathI bhinna karIne jANato nathI, ekarUpa anubhava kare che. 'Ane mAruM,...' dabAvI dauM, bahu bolato hoya to ene dabAvI daIza, besI jA ! mumukSu :- jAmasAhebane besADI dIdhA hatA ne ! uttara :- hA, jAmasAhebane thayuM hatuM. jAmanagara' ! tyAM gorA AvelA (e) gorAo mATe ghaNA paisA kharcelA. eTale jANe ke meM Ane sAcavyA che have sabhA bharANI che to huM (boluM ema karIne) bolavA Ubho thayo. bolavuM hatuM eTale sarakArathI jarIka kAMIka viruddha bolavA mAMDyo eTale sarakAranA bIjA mANaso UbhA thaIne (bolyA), besI jAo ! hAya.... hAya...! moTo karoDano tAlukAdAra ! enuM apamAna !! AhA..hA...! pachI ghare AvIne bApu ! apamAnamAM ne apamAnamAM... pachI to chevaTe iMjekzana ApyuM hatuM. AhA..hA...! AvA apamAna anaMta vAra karyA, sahyA paNa eNe caitanya bhagavAna AnaMdano nAtha ! jJAnano sAgara ! ene potAno karIne mAnyo, jANyo nathI. AhA..hA...! caitanyaratnAka2 bhagavAna ! jemAM anaMtA caitanyanA ratnono sAgara prabhu che. AhA..hA...! kSetra nAnuM (che) ema na jo ! enAmAM anaMtA caitanya ratno bharyAM che ! moTo sAgara che ! AhA..hA...! jema svayaMbhUramaNa samudramAM nIce retI nathI. chello samudra che. A jaMbudvipa (pachI) lavaNa (samudra che) ema chello (svayaMbhUramaNa) samudra (che) enI nIce retI nathI. nIce hIrA-mANeka che. ema A svayaMbhU bhagavAna ! pote mahA dariyo ! enA aMdara taLamAM caitanyanA ratna bharyAM che. puNya-pApanA kAMkarA tyAM nathI. A..hA..hA..! ene tuM ekavA2 jo to kharo, prabhu ! AhA..hA..! paNa kAM ene jovAnI navarAza (che) ? jonA2ne jovAnI navarAza na maLe, jonAra bIjAne jovA rokAI gayo. AhA..hA...! je jonAra che te koNa che tene - jonA2ne jovA navo thayo nahi. A...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? AvI vAtuM che, bhAI ! AhA..hA...!

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244 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 karmanA svarUpane jIvanA svarUpathI bhinna karIne jANato nathI...' che ne ? Ane meM mAryo,..' Ane meM mAryo, Ane meM jivADyo, Ane meM sukhI karyo,...' A..hA..hA...! 'Ane meM duHkhI karyo... AhA...hA...! evA pariNAmathI...' vimohita mUDha ghelo thayo che.' pAgala (thayo che). AhA....hA...! Ama DAhyAno dIkaro gaNAto hoya, pAMcamAM pUchAto hoya ! AhA..hA...! prabhu ! vItarAgamArga judo (che), bhAI ! tane khabara nathI. AhA..hA...! traNalokanA nAtha ema kahe che ke, meM Ane jivADyo, mAryo, sukhI karyo, sagavaDatA ApI.... AhA..hA...! meM Ane evuM badhuM zIkhavyuM ane zIkhIne have barAbara pAvaradho thaI gayo che. kone zIkhave ? prabhu! tuM zuM kahe che A ? AhA..hA...! ema karIne... AhA..hA...! vimohita:' 'ghelo thayo che.' AhA..hA...! pAgala che, pAgala A to ! duniyA tene DAhyo kahe, dharmI tene pAgala kahe. AhA...hA...! kevo che pariNAma ?" che ? jUTho che. niSphaLa... niSphaLa. ene mAruM, jivADuM I karI zakato nathI. maphatano abhiprAya kare che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! 'vimohita:' 'ghelo thayo che.' AhA..hA...! 'bhAvArtha Ama che ke yadyapi mAravAnuM kahe che, jivADavAnuM kahe che...' che ? tathApi jIvonuM maravuM jIvavuM potAnAM karmanA udayane hAtha che.' enuM rahevuM ane maravuM e to karmane kAraNa che. tuM kahe, ene jivADI dauM ane rAkhI dauM (e mithyA abhiprAya che). AhA..hA...! AnA pariNAmone AdhIna nathI. tArA pariNAmane e AdhIna nathI. pa2ne sagavaDatA devI e tArA piraNAmane AdhIna nathI. AhA..hA...! " A potAnA ajJAnapaNAne lIdhe aneka jUThA vikalpo kare che.' rAga, dveSa, mithyAtva bhAva kare che. AhA..hA...! e choDAvavA A vAta karI che. e choDI de, prabhu ! ekavAra AtmA koNa che ene jANa ! e AnaMdano nAtha aMdara che. e jJAnanI mUrti che ene oLakha ane enuM jJAna ka2 (to) tArA janma-maraNa maTI jaze. vizeSa kahevAze... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !) (rUndravapro) vizvAdvibhakto'pi hi yatprabhAvAdAtmAnamAtmA vidadhAti vizvam / mohaikakando'dhyavasAya eSa nAstIhaiM yeSAM yatayastava||20-272TT

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kaLaza-172 245 khaMDAnvaya sahita artha - "ta parva yataya:' teo ja yatIzvara che "veSa rUda parva adhyavasAya: nAsti' (cepa) jemane (3) sUkSmarUpa ke sthUlarUpa (: adhyavasAya:) "Ane mAruM, Ane jivADuM' evo mithyAtvarUpa pariNAma (nAsti) nathI. kevo che pariNAma ? "mokrendra moda) mithyAtvanuM praznabrandA) mULa kAraNa che. "yapramAvA je mithyAtvapariNAmanA kAraNe tyAM mAtmAnam vizva vidyAti' (mAtmA) jIvadravya (AtmAna) potAne vizva) "deva, huM manuSya, huM krodhI, huM mAnI, huM sukhI, huM duHkhI' ityAdi nAnArUpa (vivAti, anubhave che. kevo che AtmA ? "vizva vikhavattaH pi joke karmanA udayathI thayelA samasta paryAyothI bhinna che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke mithyAdRSTi jIva paryAyamAM rata che, tethI paryAyane potArUpa anubhave che. Avo mithyAtvabhAva chUTatAM jJAnI paNa sAco, AcaraNa paNa sAcuM. 10-172. mAgazara suda 10, somavAra tA. 20-12-1977. kaLaza-172, 173 pravacana-180. "kaLazaTIkA 172 kaLaza che. vizvAdvibhakto'pi hi yatprabhAvAdAtmAnamAtmA vidadhAti vizvam / mohaikakando'dhyavasAya eSa nAstIvra ceSa yatayasta vAA20-272AA mukhyapaNe) yatinI vyAkhyA che paNa dharmI - dharma karanAra ene kahIe ke jemane sUkSmarUpa ke sthUlarUpa che? "Ane mAruM, Ane jivADuM evo mithyAtvarUpa pariNAma nathI." AhAhA...! jhINI vAta bahu ! anaMtakALathI eNe samyagdarzana zuM che I pAmyo ja nathI. AhAhA...! Ane huM jivADI zakuM, Ane mArI zakuM, Ane sagavaDatA ApI zakuM ke agavaDatA daI zakuM evo je abhiprAya che. AhA...hA...! e mithyAtva abhiprAya che. prazna :- mithyAtva abhiprAya che eTale ?

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246 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 samAdhAna :- eTale jUThI mAnyatA che. AhA.hA..! huM Ane - paradravyane kaMIka madada karI zakuM. AhA...hA..! AkarI vAtuM bahu, bApA ! eNe anaMtakALamAM koI di' satya zuM che, e eNe jANyuM nathI. duniyAnA badhA DahApaNa karyA. AhA...hA...! ahIM paramAtmA jinezvaradeva tIrthaMkaradeva ema pharamAve che ke, jene A mAruM, jivADuM, sagavaDatA karuM, parane kaMI paNa karuM evo jene adhyavasAya - abhiprAya che te mithyAdRSTi jUTho abhiprAya kare che. AhA..hA...! ethI te dharmI nathI. AhA...hA...! e adharmI che. AhAhA...! mumukSu - vANiyA koInI hiMsA kare nahi ane Apa kaho adharmI che. uttara :- "rAga mAro che, parane karI zakuM chuM' e potAnI hiMsA nathI ? AhA..hA..! vANiyA eTale zuM ? vANiyA eTale vepArI. vepArI to khojA paNa hoya ane musalamAna paNa hoya. paNa pote potAnA svarUpane bhUlI ane para cIjane kaMI (karI) zakuM chuM, madada karI zakuM, are..! dayA pALI zakuM chuM.... AhA..hA...! e jUThI mithyAtvanI mAnyatA che, I taddana jUTho che. AhAhA...! AvuM che. che ? huM jivADuM evA) mithyAtva pariNAma (jene) che e adharmI che ane evA pariNAma jene nathI te dharmI che. AhA...hA...! bhAre AkaruM A to ! bIjAone kaMIpaNa ApaNI zakti pramANe sahAyaka thAvuM, bApu ! zakti hoya eTalI madada karavI, ema (kahe). AhA..hA..! ema mAnanArA jUThI zraddhAvALA pAkhaMDI mithyAdRSTi che. jUThA bhAvane sevanAro pAkhaMDI che. AhA...hA...! AvI vAta che. evo bhAva jene nathI tene dharmI athavA muni athavA samakitI kahIe. AhAhA....! ahIM mukhyapaNe) munipaNAnI apekSAe vAta che. che ? e jene nathI. che ? AhA...hA....! mArA AtmA sivAya jeTalI para vastu che - anaMta AtmAo ke anaMta pudgala paramANuonuM huM kAMIpaNa karI zakuM, ene huM rAkhI zakuM evI je mAnyatA che te taddana satyathI viruddha mAnyatA che. AhA...hA...! evI mAnyatA jeNe choDI che ke huM to parane kAMI karI zakato nathI. huM parano jANanAra chuM, e paNa vyavahAra che. AhAhA.! jhINo mArga, bhAI ! janma-maraNa karI karIne hothI nIkaLI gayA che, bApA ! eNe koI di kaMI vicAra karyo nathI. AhAhA..! anaMta anaMta kALamAM eka eka gatimAM anaMtA bhava karIne ene thAka lAgyo nathI, mALAne ! emAM ne emAM, pANImAM jema mAchalAM rame ema A mithyAtvanA bhAvamAM ramI rahyo che. AhA...hA...! ahIM AcArya mahArAja bhagavAnanI vANIne vANI dvArA kahe che ke, paramAtmA to Ama kahe che. AhAhA...! tIrthakaradeva kevaLajJAnI prabhu paramAtmA (Ama kahe che)... AhAhA...! ke jene potA sivAya bIjA koIpaNa dravyane - padArthane kaMIpaNa karI zakuM evo jene abhiprAya

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kaLaza-172 247 nathI ene ahIMyAM dharmI ane samakitI kahevAmAM Ave che. mumukSu :- paraspara upakAra karavo evuM to Ave che. uttara :- e to nimitta che ema kahe che. nAkhyuM che ne ? badhA atyAre I nAkhe che ne ? paraspara upagraho ! e to paraspara nimitta thAya tenuM jJAna karAvyuM che. upagrahano artha upakAra kare ane karI zake, e vAta che ja nahi. AhAhA...! bahu AkaruM kAma, bhAI ! vItarAga paramAtmAne samajavA, enI AjJAne jANavI. anaMtakALamAM eNe darakAra karI ja nathI. Ama ne Ama saMsAranA bhAvamAM mArApaNuM mAnI ane jiMdagI niSphaLa karI che. AhA...hA...! AhA...hA...! jhINI vAta, bhAI ! ahIM paramAtmA ema kahe che. atyAre to saMpradAyamAM paNa e badhI vAta UMdhI cAle che. Ane dayA pALo ne Ane Ama karo ne AnI sevA karo ne. bApu ! ahIM vItarAga nA pADe che, bhAI ! tuM paranuM kAMI karI zakato nathI. kemake paradravya vastu che I svataMtra padArtha che ane tenI vartamAna paryAyarUpI kArya to tenAthI thAya che. ene tuM kahe ke, huM Ane karI dauM... AhA...hA...! e jUTho abhiprAya (che), prabhu ! tuM rakhaDavAnA rastAmAM dorAI gayo cho. A..hA...hA...! paribhramaNanA cAra gatinA du:khanA raste dorAI gayo, bhAI ! AhA..hA...! AvI vAta che, prabhu ! zuM thAya ? ahIM hajI kaheze, juo ! AhA! kevo che mithyAtva bhAva ? "modaivandra 'mithyAtvanuM mULa kAraNa che." AhAhA...! paranI dayA pALI zakuM chuM, parane mArI zakuM chuM enuM mULa kAraNa mithyAtvakanda che. AhA...hA...! enuM mULa kAraNa mithyAtva - jUThI dRSTi che. duniyAthI judI jAta che, bApu ! AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhA...! jovaijanTa che ne ? mithyAtva eka ja enuM mULa kAraNa che, ema kahe che. AhI.hAM...! dezanI sevA karI zakuM. AhA..hA..! prabhu ! deza koNa che ? deza to paravastu che. paravastunI tuM rakSA karI zake ? AkaruM kAma, bhAI ! prabhuno mArga koI judI jAtano che. e anaMta anaMta bhavamAM rakhaDI marI gayo che. AhA...hA...! enuM kahyuM nahotuM ? AhA..hA...! narakanA eka kSaNanA du:kha prabhu ! zuM kahIe ? prabhu kahe che. eka kSaNanuM duHkha, hoM ! AhA...hA...! bhAI ! teM eka kSaNanA duHkhamAM evuM vedana karyuM che ke, karoDo bhava ane karoDo jIbhethI e duHkhanI vedanAnuM varNana na thaI zake. AhAhA...! bhAI ! tuM bhUlI gayo, bhAI ! AhA...hA....! janma ahIM thayo tyAM mAnI lIdhuM ke, huM mANasa chuM ne huM chokaro chuM ne huM AdamI chuM, phalANAno dIkaro chuM ne lANAno dhaNI chuM. A zuM thayuM prabhu tane A ? ahIM e kahe che, e badhAnI mAnyatAnuM mULa mithyAtva che. viparIta mAnyatA - viparIta zraddhA e badhAnuM mULa che. AhA.hA..! yatvamAvI" je mithyAtvapariNAmanA kAraNe 'kAtma mAtmAna... vizvam vighAti'

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248 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 AhA...hA...! bhagavAna jIvadravya vastu pote, AtmA jIvavastu pote (AtmAnam bIjI cIjane (eTale ke) manuSya chuM, deva chuM, krodhI chuM, mAnI chuM, mAyAvI chuM, lobhI chuM, paisAvALo chuM, bAyaDIvALo, chokarAvALo, makAnavALo ema je AtmAne mAnyo... AhA..hA...! e 'mithyAtvapariNAmanA kAraNe jIvadravya...' (AtmAnam) eTale potAne huM deva....' chuM (ema mAne che). AhA..hA...! devanuM zarIra to jaDa che ane gati paNa udayanA bhAvanI che, e kaMI AtmA nathI. AhA..hA...! A 'huM manuSya,...' chuM. zarIra to jaDa che, A to mATI - dhULa che paNa aMdara manuSyanI gatino udaya che te manuSya chuM. huM manuSya chuM e mithyA abhiprAya che. A..hA..hA...! e UMdhI zraddhAno mahA saMsAramAM rakhaDavAnuM mULiyuM che. samajANuM kAMI ? huM deva chuM, hu manuSya chuM, huM tiryaMca chuM, huM nArakI chuM, 'huM krodhI,...' chuM. bhAI ! mArI prakRti bahu tIkhI che, hoM ! ema kahe, mALo ! gAMDA te paNa kevA ? kaI jAtanA ? AkhI duniyA gAMDI che, pAgala che. mArI prakRti jarI tIkhI che hoM, bhAI ! elA paNa tIkhI eTale zuM ? ahIM to saMbhaLAya che ne ? bhAI ! ahIM to have najIka besADyA. saMbhaLAya che ne ahIM ? ThIka ! najIka besavuM, najIka ! to pachI najIka AvI zake ! AhA..hA...! mArga prabhuno zuM kahIe ? atyAre to badhI gaDabaDa evI thaI gaI che. AhA..hA...! ahIM paramAtmA ema kahe che, huM krodhI, huM mAnI.... AhA..hA...! juo ! bhAI ! huM abhimAnI chuM, hoM ! mane bolAvazo nahi. nahitara tamane tamAruM ThekANuM nahi rahe ema kahe. tamane mULathI ukheDI nAkhIza. mAre sAraza ghaNI che ane amane ghaNAnA sahArA che. mArI viruddha jo paDyo (to) khodI nAkhIza. koNa cho tuM ? A zuM kahe che ? Avo mAnI chuM, e mithyAzraddhA tane e bolAve che. bhagavAnanA mArgathI viruddha mAnyatA tane e bolAve che. AhA..hA...! ? huM mAyAvI chuM. mArI A vAta gupta che, tamane mArA kALajA hAtha AvavA kaThaNa che. ema vaLI kahe, mALA ! e.......! A duniyAnA khela badhA joyA che ne ! AhA..hA...! huM lobhI chuM. gharanA kAmamAM sALo hoya ke banevI hoya topaNa ene mATe kaMI levA jAvuM hoya to huM thoDo khAnagI bhAga lauM ! pahelA to A badAmanI purI thAya che ne ? badAmanI purIo thAya che ne ? te di' to bahu soMghI hatI ne ? te di' to bAra AnA, rUpiyA phe2 hato. A to sATha varasa pahelAnI vAta che ane ame badhuM joyeluM. emAMthI dagA karanArA, mALA ! sagAvahAlA kahe ane sagA dagA kare ! peluM rUpiyAnuM ke bAra AnAnuM ze2 hoya to IM ahIM kahe ke, rUpiyAnI ze2 kahe che ! ema karIne bazera lAvyo chuM. A badhA joyelA che, hoM ! badhA pakaDelA che. AhA..hA...! tuM zuM kare che jIva ? kahe che ke, huM lobhI chuM. are.. prabhu ! tuM lobhI ! lobhavALo ! tuM to AnaMdano

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kaLaza-172 249 nAtha jJAnasvarUpa cho ne, prabhu ! AhAhA.! huM lobhI chuM, e tArI mAnyatA viparIta zraddhA, pAkhaMDa zraddhA che. AhA..hA...! tane rakhaDAvI mAraze. AhA..hA..! bApu ! tane rakhaDAvI paribhramaNa karAvaze. AhA..hA...! are..! AvI vAtuM che. lobhI chuM. che ne ? sukhI chuM.... hamaNAM paiseTake, chokare, bAyaDI, chokarA badhA anukULa che. ame sukhI chIe. dhULamAM sukhI, zeno sukhI mAnyo teM A ? hamaNAM ame sukhI chIe. (eka mumukSa) nahi ahIMyAM besatA ? ahIM budhavAre hatA, lyo ! ane trIje di'e tyAM rAtre gujarI gayA. be karoDathI vadhAre paisA ! ane cha chokarA ! ahIM AvyA hatA. ahIMthI tarata gayA. ravivAre AvyA, ravi-soma-maMgaLa-budha rahyA. budhavAre gayA, guruvAre pogyA, zanivAre rAtre.. jaya nArAyaNa ! AhA...hA...! konA chokarA ? konA paisA ? konI vastu ? zuM mAne che A ? ahIM I kahe che, "huM sukhI," chuM. eka pherI nahotuM kahyuM? "vaDhavANanA (eka bhAI hatA). I eka pherI ahIM vyAkhyAnamAM bolatA hatA, amArA sagAM sukhI che. elA paNa sukhInI vyAkhyA zuM ? kIdhuM. sukhInI vyAkhyA zuM ? A paisA che ne bAyaDI che ne vepAradhaMdhA che eTale sukhI ? AvA ne AvA pAgalo badhA bhegA thaIne mALA (kahe ke), amArA sagA sukhI che. dhULeya sukhI nathI. ahIM kahe che ke, huM sukhI chuM. mane badhI sagaDavatA che. zarIra (evuM che ke, sIttera varasa thayA paNa koI di sUMTha copaDI nathI. evuM amAruM zarIra nirogI che. enA ene abhimAna ! mArI nAkhe. amArA dIkarAo juo to eka pachI eka evA pAkyA che... ane sArA gharanI kanyAo, pacAsa pacAsa nALiyera upara devA Ave che. emAMthI ame pasaMda karIe, je ThIka hoya ene rAkhIe bAkI badhAne (javA daIe). ame hamaNAM sukhI chIe. dhULeya nathI, marI jaIza, sAMbhaLane have ! mumukSu :- AvuM pAgalapaNuM to Ape samajAvyuM. uttara :- paNa Ama che ne ? bApA ! badhuM cAle che. amAre to gharamAM paNa badhuM cAlatuM hatuM. amAre tyAM dukAnamAM paNa badhA goTA cAlatA hatA. A..hA..! amArA phaInA dIkarA bhAgIdAra hatA ne ? ene abhimAna bahu hatuM. huM karuM chuM, huM karuM.... buddhi thoDI hatI. huM to "bhagata' kahevAto. huM to pahelethI jANato hato) ke, AnI buddhi thoDI che paNa puNya che to varasamAM be-be lAkha pedA kare. be be lAkha, hoM ! mumukSu :- roja pAMcaso mANaso to zeTha kahetA. uttara :- I to bhAIe pUcheluM. amArA phaInA dIkarA thAya (I) bhAgIdAra hatA. be bhAIo I ane be bhAIo ame - (ema) cAra. pAleja mAM) be dukAno (hatI). eTale (eka bhAIe pUchyuM ke, tamane hajAra vAra zeTha kahe to game) ? (to emaNe kahyuM), nA,

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250 kalAmRta bhAga-5 nA pAMcaso vAra kahe. kaho, zuM javAba de che) ! A zuM karavA pUche che (enI khabara na maLe). mamatA ghaNI, mamatA ghaNI. meM (saMvata) 1966nI sAlamAM) kahyuM hatuM. 68 varSa thayA. 68 varSa pahelAM meM ene kahyuM hatuM. mArI uMmara vIsa varSanI hatI. atyAre 88 (che). te di ene kahyuM hatuM, bhAI ! yAda rAkho, huM atyAre ema kahuM chuM ke, tamArI dazA evI che ke tame marIne Dhora thazo, yAda rAkhajo ! bole nahi, mArI sAmuM bole nahi. huM 'bhagata' kahevAto ne ? mArI chApa pahelethI evI hatI. I dukAna upara beTho hato ane trIsa mANaso bhegA roja jamatA. be dukAno hatI. A to (saMvata) 1965-66nI vAta che. 68 varasa pahelA, hoM ! bhAI ! mane to lAge che, ApaNe vANiyA chIe to mAMsa, dArU, iMDA khAtA nathI eTale tame narake to nahi jAo, yAda rAkho. tema tArA devamAM javAnA lakhaNa mane nathI lAgatA. mArAthI cAra varSa moTo hato. atyAre ene 92 (varasa) hoya paNa agiyAra-bAra varasa pahelA gujarI gayA. tema manuSya thavAnA lakhaNa mane nathI lAgatA. eka pazunI yoni - DhoranI gati thaze. dukAnane thaDe beTho hato. dukAna moTI ! AhA...hA...! e bhAI maratAM, badhA abhimAna sevelA ne ? maratA sanepAta thaI gayo. 'A meM karyuM. AnuM Ama karajo, AnuM Ama karajo.... AnuM Ama karajo.." sanepAta thayo, marIne gayo DhoramAM) ! chokarAo paNa kahetA hatA ke, mahArAje eka pherI kahyuM hatuM. "A karyuM ne meM A karyuM ne Ama karajo..zuM che paNa A ? AhA..hA...! A tArA pAgalapaNAnA phaLanamAM) marIne jaIza kyAMka heThe ! ahIM prabhu e kahe che. huM sukhI chuM, ema mAnanArAo para vastune potAnI mAne che. potAnI cIja jJAna ane AnaMda che tene te bhUlI jAya che. pote jJAna ane AnaMda svarUpa prabhu che ane potAno AnaMda ane jJAna potAmAM che ema bhUlI jAya che ane A parane laIne huM sukhI chuM. e para vastune potAnI mAnI mithyAtvanA bhAvane sevI e durgatimAM cAlyo jaze. AhAhA..! AvuM che. bhagavAna trilokanAtha sarvajJadevano jagata pAse pokAra che. ahIM bhASA I che ne? "vizvam vizvAn vimavara:' sArA vizvane (ke) je bhinna che tene potApaNe mAne che ema ahIM siddhAMta che. enA to ATalA thoDA zabdo lakhyA. samajANuM? pATha to ATalo che - vizvAmitto AkhI duniyAthI, rAgathI, zarIrathI, strI, kuTuMba-parivArathI, dhaMdhAthI bhagavAna bhinna che. che? vizvAdimavattoDa diyaprabhAva-' paNa mohanA - mithyAtvanA prabhAvathI, UMdhI zraddhAnA joranA kAraNe e sArA vizvane mAruM che ema mAne che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA..! sALAno sALo kaMIka paisAvALo hoya topaNa ene porasa caDe ke, mArA sALAno sALo che ! enI pAse hamaNAM pAMca karoDa che. tane emAM zuM che paNa ? mArI nAkhyA ! mithyAtvarUpI mohakaMda ! jenuM mULiyuM mithyAtva che ema kahe che. viparIta mAnyAta jenA mULamAM paDI che...

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kaLaza-17ra 251 AhA..hA..! (e) ene badhe Ama bakAve che. samajANuM kAMI ? judI jAta che, bApu ! ame to duniyAnI badhI jANIe chIe ne ! saMpradAyamAM 21 varasa, cAra mahinA rahyA. badhuM jANIe chIe, saMpradAyamAM paNa zuM zraddhA hatI. amArA guru badhA ema ja kahetA, paranI ahiMsA paramo dharma ! paranI dayA pALavI e ja siddhAMtano sAra che, ema kahetA. 'hirAjI mahArAja bahu narama hatA paNa vastunI khabara nahi, mArganI khabara ja na maLe. kAThiyAvADamAM hIrA kahevAtA. "hIrA eTalA hIra, bAkI sUtaranA phALakA' evo maMda kaSAya, amArA "boTAda (saMpradAyanA) sAdhu, paNa vastunI kAMI khabara na maLe. AhA..hA...! ame A paranI dayA pALIe chIe). siddhAMta ema kahe che ke, ahiMsA - paranI dayA pALavI e siddhAMtano sAra che. ema kahetA, lyo ! ahIM kahe che ke, paranI dayA pALI zakAya che ema mAne che te mithyASTi mUDha che. e vastu nahotI (ane) nathI. samajANuM kAMI? AhA..hA....! ahIM e kahe che, huM mAnI, huM sukhI, huM duHkhI..." bhAIsAheba huM to nirdhana chuM. eka mANasa pAse gayelA. amArA sagAvahAlA hatA. paisA bahu hatA ane rAjA-darabAranI sahAya hatI. pachI badhuM lUMTAI gayuM. pachI huM to enI pAse amasto gayelo tyAre kahe, to hamaNAM garIba thaI gayo chuM." pahelA darabAranuM mAna hatuM, darabAra paisA ApatA, dasa dasa lAkha (ApatA) ane moTuM mAna hatuM. nAma nathI ApatA. paNa pachI (kahe) huM to hamaNAM garIba thaI gayo chuM, mahArAja ! are..! paNa garIba eTale zuM ? bahArano saMyoga anukULa na hoya mATe garIba thaI gayo ema koNe kahyuM ? AhAhA....! saccidAnaMda prabhu aMdara AnaMdano nAtha birAje che, bAdazAha pote ! AhA...hA..! jemAM AnaMdanI anaMta lakSmI paDI che, jemAM - gharamAM aMdaramAM anaMta jJAna paDyuM che ! AhA...hA...! e lakSmInI to tane khabara nathI, tenI pratIti nathI ane bahAranI lakSmI gaI to kahe che), garIba thaI gayo. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? ane bahAranA be-pAMca karoDanA DhagalA thAya tyAM to) huM pahoLo ane zerI sAMkaDI thaI gaI jANe ! emAM ATha-dasa chokarA hoya to badhAne makAna joIe, joDevALA sAdhAraNa garIba mANasa hoya ene dabAve. mAre jamIna joIze, ATha chokarAo che, soLa oraDA joze, Ama che ne tema che. zuM che paNa A ? A badhuM pAgalapaNuM ene batAve che. samajANuM kAMI? ahIM paramAtmA kahe che, jagatanI je bAhya para cIja karmajInata ane para sAmagrI che enI pratikULatAmAM huM duHkhI chuM, atyAre ThIka che to huM sukhI chuM ema mAne che). che ? "ityAdi nAnArUpa anubhave che." (vighAti) AhA..hA...! bhagavAna AtmA anaMta jJAna ane AnaMdano nAtha prabhu ! ene bhUlI ane vizva nAma badhI cIjone mArI mAnIne anubhave che. kaho, samajAya che ? bhASA to sAdI che, bhAva to jema che ema che.

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252 kalAmRta bhAga-5 prazna :- jema che ema eTale ? samAdhAna :- I AkarA che bhAva ema. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? che ? (vidyAti) "anubhave che." zuM kahe che ? bhagavAna AtmAne je vastu enAmAM nathI ane enI nathI e sukhI-duHkhInI kalpanA (thAya che) e to karmajanyanI upAdhi che. ene potAnI mAne che ke, huM duHkhI thaI gayo, huM sukhI chuM, huM Avo chuM ne paisAvALo chuM. AhAhA...! mArA nAmanI pacIsa dukAno cAle che. mArI pAse dasa karoDa rUpiyA che ane bhAgIdAra rAkhyA che. eka ekane pAMca pAMca lAkha ApyA che, TakAnuM vyAja lauM chuM ane pedAzano aDadho bhAga lauM chuM. bhAI ! A badhA che, atyAre joyelA che, hoM ! pAMca pAMca lAkha Ape, TakAnA vyAja le. atyAre, pahelA ATha AnA hatA. have Tako, doDha Tako thaI gayo. vyAja le ane pAchuM bAra mahine pedAza thAya eno aDadho bhAga le ane mahine pAcho copaDA jovA jAya. are...! zuM kare che te paNa A? para cIjamAM tuM keTalo gUMcAI gayo ! AhAhA..! e rIte parane potAnuM mAnIne pote potAne anubhave che. parane potAnuM) mAnIne, para che I mAruM che ema mAnIne anubhave che. AhA...hA..! huM vizvathI eka bhinna padArtha) chuM. rAga ane zarIranI kriyA ne vANI ne kuTuMba (Adi) badhAthI bhinna aMdara mArI cIja che. AhA...! je cIjamAM to anaMta jJAna ane AnaMda paDyo che, prabhu ! AhAhA...! enI jene khabaruM nathI, enI jene pratIti nathI, eno jene aMdaramAM Azraya nathI, e parano Azraya laIne potAnuM mAne che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? judI jAta che, bApA ! A upadeza judI jAtano che. kahe che ne ? kevo che AtmA ?" "vizvanuM vimavatta: ' che ? che to e badhI sukha-du:khanI kalpanAthI aMdara bhinna bhagavAna che. AkhA vizvathI bhinna che. AhA...hA.! paisA, strI, kuTuMbaparivAra, makAno e badhI vizvanI - jagatanI cIjo che enAthI A prabhu aMdara bhinna che. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? AvI vAta che. anaMtakALathI rakhaDyo (che). AhA..hA..! paNa potAnI cIjane saMbhALavA navaro na thayo. A.hA...! aMdaramAM koNa chuM ? zrImad na kahyuM? zrImad to soLa varSe "mokSamALAmAM kahyuM. "huM koNa chuM ? kyAMthI thayo ? zuM svarUpa che mAruM kharuM ? konA saMbaMdhe vaLagaNA che? huM rAkhuM ke e paraharuM ? enA vicAra vivekapUrvaka zAMta bhAve jo karyA, to sarva Atmika jJAnanA siddhAMta tattva anubhavyA." AhA..hA! soLa varasanI dehanI uMmara, hoM ! dehanI vAta che ne ? AtmAne kyAM uMmara che ? AtmA to anAdianaMta che. soLa varSe ema kahyuM ! huM koNa chuM ? kyAMthI thayo ?" huM koNa chuM ? ke, huM AtmA chuM. kyAMthI thayo ? thAya kyAMthI ? I to anAdi chuM. "zuM svarUpa che mAruM kharuM ?" mAruM kharuM svarUpa zuM che?

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kaLaza-172 253 huM to jJAna ane AnaMdano dharanAra e mAruM svarUpa chuM. A puNya ne pApanA vikalpo ane enA phaLo e mAruM svarUpa nahi. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? "konA saMbaMdhe vaLagaNA che ?" A zuM che A vaLagaNA badhI ? AhA..hA...! mAruM mAruM karIne vALA keTalA ? pagamAM eka vALo nIkaLe to rADa nAkhe. Ane to bAyaDIvALo, paisAvALo, AbarUvALo, makAnavALo, dhULavALo.. keTalA vALA tane vaLagyA? A.hA.! vALo nathI thato)? pelo vALo ! pagamAM jIvAta thAya che. pagamAM jIvAta thAya che ne ? pANI halakuM hoya emAMthI pagamAM vALA thAya. tenI bahu pIDA hoya. A eka vALe rADa nAkhe, A to keTalAya vALe rADa nAkhato nathI, mALo ! prabhu ahIMyAM ema kahe che, vizvathI vibhakta cho. e badhI cIjathI tuM judo cho. sukhI chuM, duHkhI chuM, krodhI chuM, mAnI chuM - evA bhAvathI tArI cIja aMdara bhinna che. AhA..hA...! 'vizvAt vimavatta: pi' vizvathI taddana judo. vizvamAM badhuM AvI gayuM. rAga - dayA, dAnanA pariNAmathI mAMDIne e badhuM vizva - rAga che, para vastu che. dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjAno bhAva, hiMsA, jUThano bhAva e badhI paravastu che, (e) AtmAno bhAva nathI - svabhAva nathI. AhAhA....! samajANuM kAMI ? vizvathI bhinna hovA chatAM tenI sAthe ekapaNuM mAne bhagavAna to joke karmanA udayathI thayelA samasta paryAyothI bhinna che." AhA...hA....! 'bhAvArtha Ama che ke mithyASTi jIva...." jUThI dRSTi, jUThI pAkhaMDa dRSTi (jenI che) e "jIva paryAyamAM rata che." e to zarIra te huM, vANI te huM, A huM. A huM. A huM... AhA...hA...! sUkSma rIte laIe to to enI eka samayanI je vartamAnamAM paryAya che ne ? paryAya eTale avasthA. A to ThIka, A zarIra, mana, vANI Adi to para che, paNa eka samayanI paryAya che... jhINI vAta che, prabhu ! trikALI AtmA bhagavAna, enI vartamAna dazA je vartamAna vicAranI avasthA cAle che e eka samayanI avasthA (che), e avasthA upara jenI dRSTi che tene mithyASTi kahe che. AhA..hA...! vastu aMdara AkhI paDI rahI. AnaMdano nAtha bhagavAna ! A..hA...! sahajAtmasvarUpa cidAnaMda prabhu ! nityAnaMda dhruva ! e paDyo rahyo ane eka samayanI vartamAna avasthAne pote AtmA mAnyo. AhA...hA...! AvI vAta che. ane A jagatanI sukhI-duHkhI kalpanAne potAnI mAnI. AhAhA....! mithyAdRSTi jIva paryAyamAM rata che, tethI payayane potArUpa anubhave che." A.hA...hA...! e rAgane, puNyane, pApane ane enA phaLane potApaNe jANe che ane anubhave che (ema) kahe che. AhA...hA...! e badhAmAM potApaNuM) mAnavAnuM kAraNa to eno mithyAtva bhAva che. AhAhA...! e karmane kAraNe mAne che ema nahi ema kahe che. bhAI ! ame zuM karIe ? evA AkarA karma paDyA (ke) ene laIne amane A badhuM thAya che). e jUThI vAta che,

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254 kalAmRta bhAga-5 kahe che. te UMdhI mAnyatA tAre kAraNe karI, karmane kAraNe nahi. AhA.hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! zarIranI juvAnI phATaphATa hoya, trIsa-pAMtrIsa varasanI uMmara hoya), A.hA..hA... indriyo puSTa hoya AhA! traNa traNa, cAra cAra cUramAnA lADavA caDAvato hoya ane pattaraveliyA hoya, pelA aLavInA pAna Ave che ne ? ghImAM taLelA hoya). pattaraveliyA samajo cho ? aLavInA pAna nathI AvatA? pachI caNAno loTa nAkhIne vATA karIne, kaTakA karIne, ghImAM zekIne khAya. pattaraveliyA ! e lADavA ane pattaraveliyA khAIne o... (ka) ! AhA.hA.! zuM thayuM tane A ? Aje to basa e.I.. pakavAna evo maLyo ! Aje to badAmano mesubha hato ! badAmano mesubha ! samajANuM ? pIstAnA pApaDa ! pIstA nathI AvatA? pIstA atyAre bahu moMghA che. badAma paNa moMdhI (che). amAre to tyAM dukAnamAM badhuM hatuM. badAma, pIstA vecatA. te di to bAra AnAnI zera badAma hatI ! atyAre to ko'ka kahe, savAso rUpiyAnI kIlo che ema ko'ka kahetuM hatuM. e badAmanA mesUbha ane pIstAnA pApaDa ! AhA..hA..! ane tAjI drAkSanA zAka (e) khAto hoya (eTale jANe... A..hA...hA...! Aje to khAvAmAM bahu majA paDI, hoM ! are. paNa zuM thayuM tane A ? (khAtI vakhate) rAga karyo hato. rAga karyo hato e vakhate) tuM to duHkhI hato. chatAM mane majA paDI - e badhuM mithyAtva bolAve che. UMdhI zraddhAnA e pokAra che, kahe che. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI ? e kahyuM, juo ! "anubhave che. Avo mithyAtvabhAva chUTatAM... AhA..hA..! evo bhAva choDe ene jJAnI ane dharmI kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA..! che ? mithyAtvabhAva chUTatAM jJAnI paNa sAco...." Avo mithyAtva chUTatAM jJAnI (kahevAya). zAstranuM bahu jANapaNuM karyuM mATe jJAnI che) ema nahi. paNa jene huM krodhI ne mAnI ne lobhI ne rAgI ne paisAvALo - e bhAva jene chUTI gayo che, huM to jJAnAnaMda chuM. AhA...hA...! mArAmAM vikAra paNa nathI ane mArAmAM para vastuno sadbhAva che ja nahi. AhA...hA...! huM to AnaMdano nAtha saccidAnaMda prabhu ! sat zAzvata AnaMda ane jJAnano sAgara chuM. AhA..hA..! mArA aMtaramAM AnaMda ane jJAna paripUrNa bharyA che. AhA..hA...! evo je bhagavAna AtmA, tene A mArA ane enI lInatA(rUpa) mithyAtvabhAva chUTI gayo che. huM to jJAna ane AnaMda svarUpa e mAruM svarUpa che. evuM je jANe, anubhave tene jJAnI ane dharmI kahevAmAM Ave che. are... are..! bhAre javAbadArI ! zaratuM bahu AkarI ! samajANuM kAMI ? pelA musalamAna paraNe che ne ? joyuM che ? amAre to gharanI pAse musalamAna (rahetA) hatA. 'umarALAmAM ! pachI paraNe tyAre pelA varane ema bolAve, pANInI mATalI kabUla? strIne mATe tamAre pANI bharI devuM paDaze, phalANuM karI devuM paDaze), evuM bole. badhI khabara

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kaLaza-102 255 che, amArA gharanI pAse hatA. amArI bA tyAMnA kharA ne eTale musalamAnane ame mAmA kahetA ane enI vahune mAsI kahIe ane ene mAmA (kahIe). mArI bA e gAmanA kharA ne (eTale). tyAM 'umarALA'(mAM) amAruM mosALa moTuM, paisAvALA hatA. ghaNI dukAno, makAno, badhA paisAvALA. badhuM pAyamAla khalAsa thaI gayuM, badhuM pAMjarApoLane ApI dIdhuM. dIkarA, dIkarI koI nahi. eTale tyAM lagna karatA hatA tyAre tyAM beThA hatA, nAnI uMmaranI vAta che. phalANuM kabUla ? kanyA mATe jarUra paDe to pANInI mATalI paNa tAre bharI devI paDaze, kabUla ? bhAI ! sAMbhaLyuM hatuM ? musalamAnanA lagnamAM AvuM hoya che. ame to badhuM joyuM che. mumukSu :- kANI, kubaDI kabUla ema pUche. uttara :- hA, I badhuM badhuM, game evI hoya. A bAI rogI hoya to kabUla ? ema badhuM kabUla karAve. are... are...! ema ahIMyAM ajJAnI kahe che, A mAruM, A mAruM evuM kabUla karIne paDyo che, mALo ! have tArI e kabUlAta choDI de, prabhu ! tAre have rakhaDavuM baMdha karavuM hoya to. AhA...hA...! huM to eka jANanA2-dekhanAra caitanya chuM. jANanAra-dekhanAra bhagavAnaAtmA jJAtAdRSTA chuM. para vastu mArI e mArA svarUpamAM che nahi. AhA..hA...! AvI vAta che. ene ahIM samakitI ane jJAnI kahe che, lyo ! jene rAga huM chuM, puNya huM chuM, pApa huM chuM e dRSTi chUTI gaI che. AhA..hA....! e 172 zloka (pUro) thayo ne ? have 173. 173 bahu sarasa zloka che. saMtonI vANI, digaMbara munionI (vANI), sanAtana jainadarzana ! A..hA..hA...! anAdinuM vItarAgadarzana che e digaMbara darzana che, e jainadarzana che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA....! e munirAja kahe che... 173 che ne ? (zArdUnavidrIDIta) sarvatrAdhyavasAnamevamakhilaM tyAjyaM yaduktaM jinai stanmanye vyavahAra eva nikhilo'pyanyAzrayastyAjitaH / samyaGnizcayamekameva tadamI niSkaMpamAkramya kiM zuddhajJAnaghane mahimrina nije badhnanti santo dhRtim / / 11-173 / /

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256 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 khaMDAnvaya sahita artha - "samI sA: nine mahini vRtim vi na vadhvanti' (mI santa:) samyagdaSTi jIvarAzi (nine higninija mahinAmAM arthAt potAnA zuddha citUpa svarUpamAM, (pRtim) sthiratArUpa sukhane vihaM na vadanti) kema na kare ? arthAt sarvathA kare. kevo che nija mahimA ? "zuddhajJAnayane" (zuddha) rAgAdi rahita evA (jJAna) cetanAguNano (pa) samUha che. zuM karIne ? tat save nizcaya ' (ta) te kAraNathI (sacchi nizcayama) samyak nizcayane arthAt nirvikalpa vastumAtrane (mpi ) jevI che tevI anubhavagocara karIne. kevo che nizcaya ? "ma Ava () nirvikalpa vastumAtra che, (va) nizcayathI. vaLI kevo che ? " nizcampam sarva upAdhithI rahita che. "yat sarvatra adhyavasAnam vinaM parva tyIgUM' (ya) je kAraNathI sarvatra avasAnama) huM mAruM, huM jivADuM, huM duHkhI karuM, huM sukhI karuM, huM deva, huM manuSya' ityAdi che je mithyAtvarUpa asaMkhyAta lokamAtra pariNAma (vinaM jIva tyAnaM) te samasta pariNAma heya che. kevA che pariNAma ? "ninai: 3 paramezvara kevaLajJAne birAjamAna, temaNe evA kahyA che. "ta mithyAtvabhAvano thayo che tyAga, tene "pahuM ema mAnuM chuM ke "nirivartaH pi vyavahAra: tyAnita: ' (nizvitra: pi) jeTalo che satyarUpa athavA asatyarUpa (vyavahAra:) vyavahAra arthAtu zuddhasvarUpamAtrathI viparIta jeTalA mana-vacana-kAyAnA vikalpo te badhA (tyAnita.) sarva prakAre chUTyA che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke pUrvokta mithyAbhAva jene chUTI gayo tene samasta vyavahAra chUTI gayo, kAraNa ke mithyAtvanA bhAva tathA vyavahAranA bhAva eka vastu che. kevo che vyavahAra ? 'nyAzraya: (ca) viparItapaNuM te ja che (zraya:) avalaMbana jenuM, evo che. 11-173. sarvatrAdhyavasAnamevamakhilaM tyAjyaM yaduktaM jinaistanmanye vyavahAra eva nikhilo'pyanyAzrayastyAjitaH / samyanizcayamekameva tadamI niSkaMpamAkramya kiM zuddhajJAnaghane mahimri na nije badhnanti santo dhRtim / / 11-173 / / sanizcayameva AhA...hA...! joyuM ? paranI apekSA vinAno " m mAtmA' AhA.hA.! AnaMda ane jJAnasvarUpa evo samyak nizcaya eka. jene paranI, rAga ane vyavahAra ratnatrayanI paNa apekSA nathI. AhA...hA...! samyak che ne ? e to ApaNe "samayasAranI) pAMcamI gAthAmAM AvyuM ne? vijJAnaghana ! kuMdakuMdAcArya kahe che, digaMbara (dharma) che e anAdi sanAtana jainadarzana che. samajANuM kAMI ? zvetAMbara to pachI be hajAra varSa pahelAM emAMthI nIkaLelA che ane sthAnakavAsI to zvetAMbaramAMthI

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kaLaza-173 pAMcaso varSa pahelAM nIkaLyA ane emAMthI basso varSa pahelAM A terApaMthI tulasI (nIkaLyA). mULa sanAtana digaMbara dharma anAdino che. samajANuM kAMI ? emAMthI pachI jema jema zraddhAbhraSTa thatA gayA tema tema saMpradAya paDatA gayA. AvI vAta che. emAM A AcArya mahArAja digaMbara saMta 'kuMdakuMdAcArya', enI TIkA karanAra 'amRtacaMdrAcArya' digaMbara saMta hajAra varSa pahelAM thayA. e pokAre che. AhA..hA...! 257 'amI santa: nine mahimni dhRtim ina vanyanti" are...! 'samyagdaSTi jIvarAzi...' joyuM ? pelAmAM (172 kaLazamAM) 'yati' zabda hato, bhAI ! samyagdaSTi jIva... AhA..hA...! (eTale ke) dharmanI pahelI sIDhIvALo, mokSanA mahelanI pahelI zreNI samyagdarzana, cothuM guNasthAna (che). A..hA..hA...! zrAvakanuM pAMcamuM (guNasthAna che). (atyAranA zrAvaka) A kaMI zrAvaka nathI, A badhA to sAvaja che ! atyAre muni che I muni nathI. jhINI vAta che, bhagavAna ! zuM thAya ? vAta Ave tyAre to satya bahAra Ave. ahIMyAM kahe che ke, samyagdaSTi jIva, pAchI jIvarAzi' kIdhI ! samyagdaSTi jeTalA che teTalAo 'nija mahimAmAM arthAt potAnA zuddha cidrUpa svarUpamAM sthiratArUpa sukhane kema na kare ? A...hA..hA...! jene AtmAnuM bhAna thayuM che 'huM zuddha caitanya AnaMda chuM' evo je samyagdaSTi jIva rAgathI pRthak thaIne potAnA AnaMdamAM magna kema na thAya ? AhA..hA..! jhINI vAtuM che, bhAI ! zuM kIdhuM I ? samyagdaSTi jIva potAnA zuddha citrUpa svarUpamAM... AtmA jJAnasvarUpa prabhu che. e to jJAnano sAgara che. jANavuM... jANavuM... jANavAnA svabhAvano aparimita sAgara che. AhA..hA...! are...! eNe koI di' kayAM joyuM che ? aMdara anaMta AnaMda ane anaMta jJAnano dariyo prabhu che ! AhA..hA...! evA AtmAnA zuddha svarUpamAM are...! samyagdaSTi jIvo, ema kahe che. AhA..hA...! potAnA zuddha cidrUpa...' cinlR eTale jJAnarUpa. trikALa zuddha jJAnarUpa. jJAna.... jJAna... jJAna... jJAna... jema caMdra zItaLa che, sUrya prakAzamaya che ema bhagavAnaAtmA jJAnamaya che. A zAstranuM jJAna ne I jJAna nahi, hoM ! aMdara enuM svarUpa ja jJAna che. jJAnanA prakAzanA nUranuM tejanuM pura che. A..hA..hA...! bhagavAna jANe kevo haze ? kone (khabara) ? AhA...hA...! prabhu ! tane tArI khabara nathI. tuM aMdaramAM caitanyanA tejanA nUranuM pura cho. AhA..hA...! ghoDApura che ! ghoDApura samajAya che ? nadImAM cAre kora (pANI Ave). (Ama) varasAda na hoya. amAre to nAnI uMmaramAM badhuM joyeluM ne ! 'kALubhAra' (nadImAM) chokarAo ramatA hoya, emAM mAthethI pANI Ave, ATaluM UMcuM ghoDApura (Ave) ! uparathI dasa iMca varasAda Avyo hoya eTale neharA-pheharA badhA bhegA thaIne ATaluM ATaluM pANI Ama cAlyuM Ave, ene 'ghoDApura' kahe. chokarAone rADa pADe, nIkaLI jAo ! e... u52thI ghoDApura Ave

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258 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 che. ahIM varasAdano chAMTo paNa na hoya paNa upara vIseka gAu-pacIseka gAu (dUra) kariyAnAma' che, tyAM AsapAsa dasa iMca varasAda Avyo hoya (to) ATaluM pANI cAlyuM AvatuM hoya. e pANInA daLanuM jema pUra che. AhA..hA...! ema bhagavAna jJAna ane AnaMdanuM aMdara pUra bharyuM che. kone khabara ? are..! bhagavAna tuM koNa cho ? bhAI ! koThImAM jema ghauM bharyA hoya ema nahi. (emAM to) ghauM cIja judI ane koThI judI. A to AtmAmAM AnaMda ane jJAna bharyA che. AhA..hA.! zuM kIdhuM? eka pherI nahotuM kIdhuM? nAma ApyuM hatuM ne ? "sukhadeva sanyAsI ! AtmA sukhadeva sanyAsI che ! eTale ? AhA...hA..! atIndriya AnaMdano deva ane jenAmAM rAgAdi badhAno tyAga che. AtmA sukhadeva sanyAsI che ! A..hA..! are... kyAM maLe ? hajI sAMbhaLyuM nathI. AhA..hA...! evo je "zuddha citUpa." ema kahyuM ne ? zuddha jJAnarUpa svarUpa ! zuddha jJAnarUpa svarUpa (arthAtu) potAnuM rUpa che. jJAna zuddha citUpa potAnuM rUpa che. AhAhA....! emAM (vRti) dhIrajathI sthiratArUpa sukhane kema na kare ?" (pRtim vija na vanatti) AhA...hA..! are.re....! aMdara svarUpa che temAM dhIrajathI sukhamAM lIna (kema) na thAya ? thAya. A..hA..hA....! jene rAga ane puNya ane puNyanA phaLa mArA nathI, ema dRSTi chUTI gaI che... AhA..hA...! mAro to AnaMda ane jJAna svabhAva evo huM chuM evo dRSTivaMta rAgathI bhinna paDIne potAnA AnaMdamAM lIna kema na thAya ? ema AcArya (kahe che). AhA..hA..! eTale zuM kahyuM? ke, anAdithI puNya ane pApanA bhAvamAM ane tenA phaLamAM lIna hato e mithyASTi mUDha jIva hato. AhA...hA...! e jyAre puNya ane pApanA phaLamAMthI khasI gayo, e duHkha hatuM. duHkhamAMthI khasI gayo to bhagavAna AnaMdasvarUpamAM lIna thayo. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? samajANuM kAMI, kIdhuM ne ? samajAya to (to) ThIka, paNa kaI paddhatie kahevAya che (e) samajANuM kAMI? A rIta - paddhati kAMI samajAya che ? AhAhA...! bhagavAna trilokanAtha saMta dvArA A vAta kahevaDAve che. AhAhA...! saMto digaMbara munio ema kahe che, e ja (sAcA) muni AcArya che. are re! parano rAgAdino tyAga karIne svarUpanI dRSTimAM AtmAmAM sukha bharyuM che, emAM AtmAne kema lIna karatA nathI ? AhA...hA...! jyAM vastu paDI che tyAM lIna kema thatA nathI ? ane je vastumAM bIjI vastu che nahi emAM teM anaMtakALathI lInatA karI. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! zuM karavuM AmAM? A karavuM ema kahe che. paravastune) potAnI mAnavI choDI daI ane svavastu potAnI mAnIne emAM ekAgra thavuM e karavAnuM che. A.hA...hA..! che ? sthiratArUpa sukhane kema na kare ? arthAt sarvathA kare." bhASA juo ! A.hA..hA...hA!

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kaLaza-173 259 kahe che ke, dharmI samyagdaSTi jIva.... AhAhA....! parane potAnuM mAnavAno mithyAtvano jeNe nAza karyo che ane svane potAnA mAnavAnI dRSTi jeNe pragaTa karI che... AhA...hA...! ene ahIMyAM samyagdaSTi - dharmI - dharmanI pahelA pagathiyAnI zreNivALo kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA..hA..! e aMdara sthiratA kema na kare ? sarvathA kare. AhA..hA...! jema (mithyAtva avasthAmAM) bahAra (sthiratA) karato hato), puNya-pApanA vikalpamAM lIna thato hato) e mithyAtva bhAva hato. ene choDIne have AmAM lIna thAya e samyapha bhAva che. are..! are...! samajANuM kAMI ? che ? juo ! "sarvathA kare." AhA...hA...! eTale zuM kahe che ? koIpaNa aMzanA rAgane bhego na rAkhatA... A..hA...hA...! pote AnaMdasvarUpa prabhu che tyAM sarvathA ekAgratA kare ja. AhA...hA...! kathaMcita kare ane kathaMcit na kare ema nahi. AhAhA...! bhale e samyagdarzanamAM che paNa e pote potAnA svarUpamAM lInatA kare, rAganI lInatA choDI de. AhA..hA..! AvuM che. A to vItarAgano mArga Avo haze ? vItarAga mArgamAM to cha kAyanI dayA pALavI ane lIlotarI na khAvI ane zuM kahevAya? cha parabI brahmacarya pALavuM, rAtre AhAra na karavo. evI vAtuM sAMbhaLatA hatA, bApA ! tame vaLI AvuM navuM kyAMthI kADhyuM ? navuM nathI, bhAI ! tane khabara nathI. anAdino mArga A ja che. AhA...hA...! e mArga teM sAMbhaLyo nathI tethI tane navo lAge che. anAdino paramAtmA traNalokanA nAtha jinendradeva tIrthakarano paMtha to A che, prabhu ! AhAhA...! TIkAkAranI bhASA kevI che ! ke, are..re..! jene bahAranA rAgAdino dRSTimAM tyAga thayo che. AhA...hA...! cAhe to dayA, dAnano rAga hoya paNa e rAga che. AhA...hA...! eno paNa jene aMdaramAM tyAga thayo che - e huM nahi. tyAre huM koNa? ke, huM to zuddha citUpa jJAnAnaMda svarUpa (chuM). AhA...hA..! evI cIjamAM sthiratA kema na kare ? jema paramAM anAdithI ajJAnamAM sthiratA karato hato, to pachI jyAre dRSTi gulAMTa khAya che, palaTo mAre che... AhAhA....! to potAmAM lIna kema na thAya ? sarvathA thAya. vizeSa kaheze... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !) mAgazara suda 11, budhavAra tA. 21-12-1977. kaLaza-173 pravacana-181 kaLazaTIkA 173 kaLaza (cAle) che. zuM cAle che A? ke, A je AtmA che ne ? dehathI bhinna. AtmA je che e saccidAnaMda svarUpa che. sat nAma zAzvata, emAM jJAna ane

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260 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 atIndriya AnaMda bharyo che. koI di abhyAsa (nathI karyo) ke, aMdara zuM cIja che ? AtmA aMdara jene AtmA kahe che e to AnaMdakaMda prabhu jJAnAnaMda svarUpa che. AhA...hA...! e AtmAnuM jJAna anaMtakALamAM anaMtavAra (anaMta) bhava thayA paNa hajI karyuM nathI. anaMta bhava karyA, corAzI lAkha yonimAM anaMtavAra avataryo. kAgaDA, kUtarA, nArakI (banyo) evA anaMta bhava karyA. manuSyanA paNa anaMtakALamAM anaMta bhava karyA. mumukSu :- atyAre yAda nathI. uttara :- yAda nathI eTale kaMI nahotA ema kema kahevAya) ? bhAI ! jamyA pachI mAtAe cha mahinA sudhI) zuM dhavarAvyuM, zuM (ka) I yAda che ? A jamyA pachI zarIrane cha mahinA ke bAra mahinA thayA tyAre) eNe zuM dhavarAvyuM ? kema royo? I kaMI khabara che ? khabara nathI mATe nahotuM ema kema kahevAya ? samajANuM kAMI ? jamyA pachI cha mahinA, bAra mahinAmAM kema thayuM enI ene atyAre kaMI khabara nathI paNa hatuM to kharuM ke nahi ? ene yAda nathI mATe nahotuM ema kema kahevAya ? ema A AtmA dehathI bhinna anAdikALathI corAzI lAkha yonimAM rakhaDe che), paribhramaNa (karIne) duHkhI thaIne rakhaDe che. enA eNe anaMta bhava karyA. yAda nathI eTale nahotA ema kema kahevAya ? paribhramaNa karatAM karatAM anaMtakALa thayo. AhAhA...! have, ahIM ema kahe che, jhINI vAta che, prabhu ! jene AtmajJAna karavuM hoya... AhA..hA...! AtmA je vastu che tenuM jJAna. jagatanA jJAna-bAnane bhUlI jA ane ekavAra AtmA zuM che enuM jJAna kara to tane janma-maraNa maTI jaze ane AtmAnA AnaMdanI mukti thaze. AhA...hA..! e ahIM kahe che, juo ! pharIne laIe chIe. "samyagdaSTi jIvarAzi..." A..hA..hA..! jeNe AtmA atIndriya AnaMdasvarUpa che tenuM bhAna karyuM te samyagdaSTi jIvarAzi). dAkhalo nahoto Apyo? sakarakaMda che ne ? A ApaNe sakkariyA kahe che ne ? sakarakaMda ! sakkariyA ! enI uparanI lAla chAla che e na juo to aMdara ekaluM sakarakaMda (che). sakara nAma sAkaranI mIThAzano piMDa bharyo che. bhAI ! zuM kIdhuM ? A sakkariyA. sakkariyA ApaNe kAThiyAvADamAM nathI kahetA ? Ii sakarakaMda che. enI eka jarI lAla chAla na dekho to lAla chAlanI aMdara sakarakaMda - sAkaranI mIThAzano piMDa che. ethI ene sakarakaMda - sakkariyuM kahevAya che. ema A AtmA (AnaMdano kaMda che). jhINI vAta che, bhAI ! koI di abhyAsa karyo nathI. aMtaramAM A zarIrathI bhinna che. aMdaramAM puNya-pApanA bhAva thAya, dayA, dAna, bhakti, vrata AdinA bhAva (thAya) e puNya bhAva che. hiMsA, jUThuM, corI, viSaya-bhoga vAsanA, saMsAranA kAmabhoga AdinA bhAva (thAya) e badhI pApa vAsanA che. e pApa ane puNyanA bhAva che) e chAla che, I lAla chAla che. aMdaramAM bhagavAna AtmA... AhAhA...! atIndriya

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kaLaza-173 26 1 AnaMdano e kaMda che. ene ke di khabara nathI. anaMtakALa thayo. samajANuM kAMI ? atIndriya AnaMdanuM aMdara daLa che. A...hA...! jema sakarakaMda che, jema sakkariyuM sAkaranI mIThAzano piMDa che ema A atIndriya AnaMdAno kaMda che). A indriyathI je sukha mAne che, bhogamAM, viSayamAM, paisAmAM - dhULamAM e (sukhanI) kalpanA mAne che e to duHkha che, rAga che, vikAra che. AhA...hA...! enAthI aMdara rahita zuddha caitanya AnaMdakaMda prabhu che.. AhA..hA...! enI dRSTi karIne jene anubhava thayo che ke, A AtmA to atIndriya AnaMda ane jJAnamUrti prabhu che. AhA..hA..! prajJAbrahma ! jJAna ane AnaMdano e kaMda prabhu che. AhA..hA..! jhINI vAta che, bhAI ! A tamArA lAkho rUpiyA ne karoDo rUpiyA dhULa.! dhULamAM mALo salavAI gayo che. kema ? bhAI ! dhUla kyAM enA bApanI hatI ? e to jaDa che, mATI che - dhULa che. A paNa mATI che - A zarIra mATI che - rAkha thAya che. masANamAM AnI rAkha thaze. A kaMI Atma vastu nathI. aMdara AtmA saccidAnaMda - satu nAma zAzvata aNakarelo avinAzI evo bhagavAna.... AhA..hA..! akhaMDa AnaMda ane jJAnanI lakSmIno sAgara che. enuM jene bhAna thAya che... AhA...hA..! anaMtakALamAM enuM bhAna karyuM nathI, enuM eNe jJAna (karyuM nathI). aMdara A caitanya svarUpa che, e pUNya ane pApanA vikArI vikalpothI bhinna che, evuM bhAna thAya ene ahIMyAM samyagdaSTi kahe che. ene ahIMyAM dharmanI zarUAta karanAro kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA...hA..! AvI vAtuM, bApu ! AhA...hA...! anyamatamAM "narasiMha mahetA nathI kahetA ? "jyAM lagI AtmA tattva ciThyo nahi, tyAM lagI sAdhanA sarva jUThI jyAM lagI AtmA tattva aMdara koNa che prabhu ? enuM je aMtara jJAna na kare ane ene na jANe ane na anubhave tyAM lagI sAdhanA - e dayA, dAna ne vrata ne bhakti ne pUjAnA bhAva nirarthaka che, te AtmAnA kalyANa mATe nathI. AhA...hA...! AkarI vAta che, bhAI ! janma-maraNa rahita thavAno upAya koI alaukika che ! ene sAMbhaLyo nathI. sAMbhaLyo hoya to aMdara enI ruci karI nathI. AhA..hA....! ahIM kahe che, "samyagdaSTi jIvarAzi." A.hA...! kevo che ? ke, nija mahinAmAM arthAtu potAnA zuddha citUpa svarUpamAM." A..hA...hA..! je anAdithI zubha ane azubha rAga, puNya-pApanA bhAva rAga che, emAM anAdithI lIna che. AhA..hA...! e duHkhI che. e cAra gatinA paribhramaNamAM ghAMcIno baLada jema phare ema A corAzInA avatAramAM phare che, prabhu ! AhA..hA..! ene jyAre A nija mahimA prabhu... A...hA...hA...! che ? nija mahimAmAM....' (arthAtu) zuddha citUpamAM. A.hA...! jhINI vAta che, bhAI ! A to anaMtakALamAM ajANyA mArganI vAtuM che, prabhu ! AhA..hA..! bAkI to bhakti ne pUjA ne vrata ne tapa anaMtavAra karyo. e to badhI rAganI kriyA che, e AtmajJAna nahi. AhA..hA...!

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26 2 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 - ahIMyAM kahe che, "nija mahimA... zuddha caitanyaghana prabhu ! jema sphaTika ratna hoya che ema aMdara caitanya nirmaLa sphaTika ratna che. AhA...hA...! evA nija svarUpamAM jene mahimA sahita) sthiratA karI che. AhA...hA...! jhINI vAta che, bhAI ! ahIM to "sthiratA ema zabda che ne ? "sthiratArUpa sukhane kema na kare ?' AhAhA.! ahIMyAM A deha to mATI - dhULa che. mATI nathI kahetA ? khIlI vAge. khIlI, loDhAnI khIlI ke cUMka (vAge) to mANasa kahe ke, mane pANI aDADazo nahi, mArI mATI pAkaNI che. ema kahe che. bhASA kahe che (paNa) bhAna kyAM che ? mArI mATI pAkaNI che. A mATI che, A ! ene khIlo vAgyo hoya ke cUMka vAgI hoya to ema kahe ke, bhAI ! ene pANI aDADazo nahi. mArI mATI pAkaNI che (to) pAkI jaze. eka kora mATI kahe ane eka kora potAnuM kahe ! bhAI ! tane khabara nathI. A to jaDa, mATI, dhULa che. A to masANanI rAkha thAya e cIja che. aMdara bhagavAna AtmA saccidAnaMda prabhu bhinna che. dehadevaLamAM... AhA..hA..! AnaMdano kaMda prabhu ! evuM jene bhAna thayuM che I kahe che ke, anAdikALathI je puNya ane pApanA zubhAzubha vikalpa - bhAvamAM sthira hato ene) have ahIMyAM bhAna thayuM to nija mahinAmAM sthiratA kema na kare ? ema kahe che. AhA...hA...! jene atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara bhagavAna daSTimAM, anubhavamAM Ave e aMdara sthiratA kema na kare ? ema kahe che. jhINI vAta che, prabhu ! duniyAmAM to badhI bahAranI dhamAdhama cAle che. A to aMtaranA AtmAnA jJAnanI vAtuM che. AhA...hA...! ahIM kahe che, are..! jene A AtmasvarUpa cidAnaMda zuddha che enI mahimA jANI che ane rAga ane puNya-pApanI mahimA jenA hRdayamAMthI UDI gaI che ane puNyanA phaLa tarIke A paisA - dhULa maLe, pAMca-pacAsa lAkha, karoDa-be karoDa (maLe) e mATInI mahimA jene UDI gaI che. AhA...hA...! ane aMdara caitanya bhagavAna AnaMdano nAtha prabhu che, emAM jenI mahimA AvI che, I aMdara sthiratA kema na kare ? AhA..hA...! jhINuM che, bhAI ! anaMtakALathI eNe AtmajJAna karyuM nathI. e vinA badhuM nakAmuM che). AtmajJAna kaho ke samyagdarzana kaho. jJAnanI apekSAe AtmajJAna (kahevAya ane) darzananI apekSAe samyagdarzana (kahevAya). AhA..hA..! jene A AtmA dehadevaLanA A paramANu, A mATI che enAthI aMdara judI cIja che, enI jene aMdaramAM mahimA AvI ane jene puNya ane pApanA phaLanI mahimA UDI gaI che, bhale moTuM cakravartInuM rAja ho paNa dharmIne enI mahimA UDI gaI che. e badhI dhULa che ema lAge che). bhagavAna aMdara jJAnAnaMda prabhu ! AhA..hA..! ene aMtaramAM jANIne, A AtmA zuddha caitanya che, pavitra che... AhA...hA...! evuM jeNe jJAnamAM jANyuM e have

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kaLaza-173 aMdaramAM sthiratA kema na kare ? ema kahe che. jhINI vAta to che, prabhu ! AhA..hA...! bahAranI bhakti, pUjA, vrata AdinA bhAva e badho rAga che, ema kahe che. e vRttinuM utthAna thAya che) vRtti UThe che. e vastunuM svarUpa nathI. AhA..hA...! aMdaramAM je AtmA AnaMdano nAtha prabhu birAje che) enuM jene jJAna thayuM. AhA..hA...! e 'sthiratArUpa sukha...' dekho ! bhASA zuM che ? atIndriya sukhasvarUpa prabhu che. evuM jene jJAna thayuM e aMdara sukhamAM sthiratA kema na kare ? ema kahe che. AhA..hA...! A (ajJAnI jIva) puNya ane pApanA bhAvamAM anAdithI sthiratA kare che. AhA..hA...! paisA mArA, bAyaDI mArI, chokarA mArA, kuTuMba mAruM. marI gayo, I tArA kyAM hatA ? I to judI cIja che. enI mamatAmAM jema sthira thaIne dRDha thaI gayo che... A..hA..hA...! are..! bhUlI gayo, bhUlI Akho ! AhA..hA...! are..! enI sthiratAmAM jema dRDhatA hatI (ke), e huM chuM, strI huM, kuTuMba huM, paisA huM, Abaru, paisA badhA mArA - evI mamatAmAM je dRDhapaNe sthira hato e mUDha corAzInA avatAramAM rakhaDato hato. AhA..hA...! have, kahe che ke, jene A AtmA zuddha caitanyaghana che, pavitratAno piMDa che, atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara che... AhA..hA...! dariyo hoya ne ? pANIno bharelo moTo dirayo ! ene kAMThe cAra hAtha kapaDuM ADuM hoya to mANasanI najara I kapaDA upara jaze. kAraNa ke pote cAra hAthano UMco ane tyAM kapaDuM paNa cAra hAthanuM hoya eTale ene) Akho dariyo nahi dekhAya. samajAya che kAMI ? ema... e to dRSTAMta che. ema jene aMdaramAM puNya ane pApanA bhAvanA rAganI jeNe ADa mArI che, e pApanA bhAva ane puNyanA bhAvanI rucimAM paDyo che, enI ADamAM aMdara bhagavAna AnaMdano nAtha jhaLahaLa jyoti caitanyasAgara (birAje che I) enI najaramAM eka Avato nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? AvI vAtuM che, bApA ! AhA..hA...! zarIra mAruM, puNya mArA, pApa mArA evI mAnyatAnI ADamAM bhagavAna aMdara dirayo che, aMda2 AnaMdano sAgara che e ene najaramAM nathI Avato. AhA..hA...! paNa jeNe e najaramAM lIdho. ema kahe che, samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA...! vAtuM AvI che, bApA ! AhA..hA...! aMtara vastu AtmA...! deha chUTe tyAre mANasa kahe che ne ? e.. jIva nIkaLI gayo ! deha chUTe (tyAre) jIva nIkaLI gayo ema kIdhuM ne ? ke, jIva marI gayo (ema kahe che) ? jIva mare ? AtmA kaho ke jIva kaho, e to anAdianaMta zAzvata vastu che. e mare nahi, janme nahi. zarIrano saMyoga thAya tyAre ajJAnI ema kahe ke, A janmyo, zarIrano viyoga thAya tyAre kahe ke, marI gayo. e to zarIno saMyoga ane viyoga thayo. AtmA to anAdianaMta nitya zAzvata vastu che. AhA..hA..! evI cIjanuM jene aMta2mAM anubhavamAM bhAna thaIne mahimA AvI... A..hA..hA...! ene bahAranA badhA padArthonI mahimA UDI - 263

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264 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 gaI. e aMdaramAM sthiratA kema na kare ? zuM zuM kahe che ? TIkAmAM zabda I vAparyo che. sthiratArUpa sukhane kema na kare ?" A.hA..hA..! atIndriya AnaMda svarUpa che e AnaMdane kema na anubhave ? ema kahe che. jhINI vAta che, bhAI ! jagatane jANIe chIe ne ! jagata kevI rIte che e badhAne jANIe chIe. 64 varSa to dIkSA lIdhA thayA. parama di nome 65muM (varSa) beThuM. 'umarALA... umarALA' ! amArA 'umarALAnA paTela AvyA che. amArA janmagAmanA paTela AvyA hatA. mAgasara suda nome (saMvata) 1970nA hAthInA hodde 'umarALAmAM te di dIkSA hatI. ene 64 varSa thayA, dIkSA lIdhA 64 (varSa) thayA. A mAgasara suda nome 6 pamuM beThuM. A zarIrane 88 (muM varSa cAle che. nevamAM be kama -ochA). sADI trevIsa varSe ghare dIkSA lIdhI hatI. moTAbhAIe ghare diIkSA ApI hatI. 'umarALA' ! amAruM janmagAma 'umarALA' che ne ? AhA...hA...! badhuM joyuM, vepAra paNa karyA ne vepAra paNa joyA. "pAleja ! amArI dukAna pAleja che ne ? A.hA..! bApu ! A mArga koI judI jAtano che. mumukSu - eka vakIlAta nathI karI. uttara :- badhA vakIlone joyA che. AhA...hA...! AhA...hA...! ahIM prabhu ema kahe che, sarvajJa paramAtmA jagatane jAhera kare che, prabhu ! tuM atIndriya AnaMdasvarUpa cho ema nakkI kara, nirNaya kara ! tuM rAga nahi, puNya nahi, zarIra nahi, vANI nahi, A deza-beza nahi. AhA..hA..! tAro deza to aMdara che ne, prabhu ! AhAhA..! jemAM anaMtI zaktio vaselI che. vastu che ne ? vastu ! to vastumAM anaMta guNo - zakti vaselI che, aMdara rahelI che. AhAhA...! evA AtmAnI jene mahimA AvI, have kahe che, e sukhane kema na kare ? eTale zuM? e AtmAnA AnaMdanA anubhavamAM kema na jAya ? A..hA..hA...! jhINI vAtuM che, bApA ! I to khabara che ne ! AhA...hA...! ahIM prabhu ema kahe che, ekavAra sAMbhaLa to kharo, bhAI ! AhA..hA...! nAnI nAnI uMmaramAM juone marI jAya che ! AhAhA..! nAnI nAnI uMmaramAM deha chUTI jAya che. AyuSya thoDuM hoya to vIsa varSanI uMmare deha chUTI jAya. jeTaluM AyuSya hoya teTaluM rahe. emAM eka samaya vadhe nahi ane ghaTe nahi. AhAhA...! e pahelAM AtmA koNa che ? jo ene jANyo nahi ane enI mahimA na AvI to aMdara anubhavamAM I nahi jaI zake. aMtaramAM sukhanA anubhavamAM nahi jaI zake, ema kahe che. AhAhA...! A bahAranA to badhA duHkhanA anubhava che, bApA ! A viSaya ne bhoga ne strI ne kuTuMba ne khAvA ne pIvA ne raLavA. dhULanA paisA bhegA karavA e to duHkhanA anubhava che). bhAI A bhAIne jANo cho ne ? eka lAkha rUpiyA ApyA hatA ne ? "bhAvanagara' ! eka lAkha ApyA hatA. vIsa hajAra hamaNAM ahIMyAM zAstranI racanAmAM ApyA hatA. I to dhULa che. lAkha hoya ke karoDa

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kaLaza-173 hoya, mATI che. AhA..hA...! aMdara caitanyaprabhu ! nirmaLAnaMda saccidAnaMda prabhu ! saccidAnaMda (kahyuM I) svAmInArAyaNa kahe che I nahi, hoM ! A to AtmA pote sat zAzvata cid ne jJAna ne AnaMdano kaMda prabhu che. evA badhA AtmAo eka jAtanA ja aMdara che. (enI) jene mahimA AvI...AhA..hA...! e sukhane kema na kare ? bahu sarasa vAta che ! e aMta2 AtmAnA AnaMdamAM anubhavamAM kema na jAya ? A..hA..hA...! bahAranA puNya-pApanA anubhavamAMthI khasyo ane aMdara AnaMdanA darabAramAM Avyo e AnaMdane kema na anubhave ? AhA..hA...! bhASA to juo ! 265 ahIM to pAMca-pacIsa lAkha maLyA, dhULa maLI tyAM (mAne ke) ame sukhI chIe ! dhULamAM paNa sukhI nathI, sAMbhaLane ! kema haze ? bhAI ! dhULamAM paNa kayAMya sukha nathI. A karoDopati beThA ! A zeTha karoDapati che). badhA karoDopati (che), karoDo rUpiyA che. dhULamAM paNa tyAM karoDa (rUpiyAmAM) sukha nathI. are..! emAM to nathI paNa zarIramAM sukha nathI. A to mATI che. emAM to nathI paNa pApanA pariNAma je hiMsA, jUThuM, corI, viSaya, bhoga, vAsanA, 2LavuM, kamAvuM evA bhAva pApa che, temAM paNa sukha nathI. e to du:kha che. emAM to nathI paNa dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjAnA bhAva puNya che. e puNyamAM duHkha che, sukha nathI. AhA..hA...! samajAya che kAMI ? A..hA..hA...! sukha to aMdara AtmAmAM che, bhAI ! jema sakakaMdamAM kIdhuM ne aMdara ? (ema). AhA..hA....! nALiya2 che ne ? ApaNe A nALiyera nahi ? nALiyeramAM cAra bola che. eka u52nA chAlAM, aMdaranI kAcalI, I kAcalI koranI lAla chAla ane lAla chAlanI aMda2mAM dhoLo, mITho goLo ! A cAra bola che. ema A AtmAmAM... dhyAna rAkho. A zarIra che I uparanAM chAlAM che ane aMdara puNya-pApanA bhAva karelA enuM aMdara karma baMdhAyeluM che, karma ! A zAtAno udaya hoya to dhULa maLe, pApano udaya hoya to dira thAya. e jaDa karma che. e aMdara karmanI kAcalI che. ane kAcalI koranA A puNya-pApanA bhAva che e lAla chAla che. AhA..hA...! ane lAla chAlanI aMda2mAM jema dhoLo, mITho goLo che ema A AtmA aMdara sapheda zuddha mITho goLo aMdara che ! kone khabara che kyAM che A ? AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA...! ? A bahenuM kare che ne ? ToparApAka ! tyAre I chAlane kADhI nAkhe ne ? ToparA upara pelI lAla chAla hoya ne ? lAla chAla ! (ene) ghasI nAkhe. pachI Toparo dhoLo thAya ne ? ema AtmAmAM puNya ane pApanA bhAva (thAya che) e lAla chAla jevA mela che. AhA..hA...! enAthI bhinna aMdara bhagavAna, jema pelo nALiyerano dhoLo ane mITho goLo che ema A zuddha, sapheda, nirmaLa ane AnaMdano goLo che ! enuM jene bhAna thAya e aMdaramAM sukhano

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266 kilAmRta bhAga-5 anubhava kema na kare ? kahe che. AvI vAtuM che. prazna :- kayAM haze ? samAdhAna :- jove tyAre ne ! paNa najare paDyA vinA kema dekhAya ?) najaruM tyAM nidhAnamAM nAkhato nathI ane najara bahAramAM pheravyA kare che. dhULamAM, puNyamAM ne pApamAM (najara che). AhA...hA...! bhAI ! jhaverAtanA dhaMdhA, lyo ! A badhA jhaverIo che. jhaverAtanA dhULanA dhaMdhA ! AhA..hA..! hIro aMdara caitanyahIro bhagavAna ! enI kiMmata nathI evI) amUlya cIja che ! A.hA...! enuM jene aMtaramAM gurUgame samajIne bhAna thayuM che.. AhA...hA...! ahIM to UMcI vAta che ne ? prabhu ! kahe che ke, e vastunI jene aMdara mahimA AvI e have sukhano anubhava kema na kare ? bhAI ! AvI vAtuM che, bApA ! AhA..hA...! juone ahIM thoDA mahinA pahelA zeTha AvyA hatA. cAlIsa karoDa rUpiyA ! A bhAI che tyAM khurazImAM beThA hatA. cAlIsa karoDa ! Ave, ahIM to vyAkhyAnamAM ghaNA badhA Ave. marI gayA be dimAM cAlIsa lAkhano to baMgalo che. dilhImAM ! ame tyAM gayA chIe. badhuM joyuM che ne ! "hindustAnamAM dasa hajAra mAIla traNa vAra pharyA chIe ! AhAhA..! phUM.. enA baMgalA paDyA rahyA, cAlIsa karoDa rUpiyA paDyA rahyA. AhA...hA...! kyAM enI cIja hatI te sAthe Ave ? AhAhA...! bhAI ! oLakhyA ne ? hamaNAM AvyA hatA, ahIM beThA hatA. traNa vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyA. khAsa sAMbhaLavA AvyA hatA. sAMbhaLavA mATe khAsa AvyA hatA. ahIM sAMbhaLavAno prema (hato), nirNaya nahoto. dhULamAM salavAI gayelA ! AhA...hA...! ahIM kahe che, jene e paranI mahimA UDI gaI che. cAhe to abajo rUpiyA ho ane moTA cAlIsa cAlIsa lAkhanA baMgalA (hoya e) badhA dhULanA baMgalA che. caitanyabaMgalo aMdara bhagavAna birAje che. AhAhA...! enuM jene svarUpa sanmukha thaIne bhAna thAya che e jIva sukhane kema na anubhave ? AhA..hA...! e duHkhano nAza kema na kare ? ema kahe che. che ? mAre to ahIM "sarvathA' (zabda) jyAM AvI che tyAM laI javuM che eTale pharIne lIdhuM. zuM kahe che ? juo ! 'sthiratArUpa sukhane kema na kare ? arthAt sarvathA kare." ahIM laI javuM che. "sarvathA kare." kema lIdhuM che ? ke, jema A sarva padArtha pratyenA rAgamAM Takato nahato) - rAga(thI) mAMDIne, puNya-pApanA bhAva mAMDIne, zarIra, vANI, mana, A badhI bahAranI cIjo emAM je sthiratA karato, sarva padArthane potAmAM mAnIne sthiratA karato hato), emAM karato to have svarUpamAM sthiratA kema na kare ? kaho, samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhA...! paNa zuM cIja che enuM jJAna na thAya, bhAna na thAya tyAM sthiratA kyAMthI kare ? rakhaDavAnA bhAvamAM sthiratA

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kaLaza-173 26 7 karI rahyo che, kahe che. AhA...hA.. koI ApI de ema che ? enI pAse paDyuM che. aMdara pote che). AhA..hA..! che tene meLavavuM che. prAptanI prApti che. che tene prApta karavo che, nathI ene prApta karavo che ? AhA...hA...! are...! zuM thAya ? ene manuSyapaNA anaMtavAra karyA. A.hA...! ahIM to vadhAre zabda zuM che ? kema na kare ? arthAt sarvathA kare." A...hA..hA..! eTale ? jema sarva prakAre rAga ane dveSa ne enA phaLamAM jema ekAkAra thaI jato, have jeNe AtmA - aMtara mAruM svarUpa zuddha caitanyaghana che, anaMtakALamAM meM jANyuM nahotuM, anaMtakALamAM anubhavyuM nahotuM... AhA...hA...! evuM jene aMtaramAM jJAna thAya e aMtara sukhanA anubhavane sarvathA kare. kiMcit duHkhane paNa vede nahi. A..hA...hA...! ahIM vajana devuM che. AhA..hA....! sarvathA kare." che ne ? tyAM sudhI kAle AvyuM che. ahIM to sarvathA, sarva prakAre. sarvathA nAma sarva prakAre. A..hA..hA..! Avo upadeza kaI jAtano ? bApu ! mAragaDA e che, bhAI ! e AtmajJAna vinA bIjuM badhuM) thothA che. AhA..hA...! ane jene AtmAnuM jJAna thayuM e aMdara sarvathA prakAre sukhane kema na vede ? AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? have (kahe che), kevo che nija mahimA ? pote vastu aMdara kevI che ? AhAhA...! zuddhajJAna ne zuddha jJAnaghana ! zrIphaLa jema dhoLo ane mITho goLo che ema A dehamAM bhagavAna AtmA zuddha jJAnaghana che). jJAnano pUMja che ! A...hA...hA...! I jJAnano "bhara che. I zabda zAstramAM Ave che. ApaNe ahIM nathI kahetA ? (ke), gADAmAM bhara bharyo. kahe che ke nahi ? bhara bhara ! zAstramAM e zabda Ave che. ema AtmA bhara - anaMta guNano bhara - samUha bharyo che. A gADA bhare tyAre nathI kahetA? bhara bharyuM. badhuM sAMbhaLyuM che ne ! ane amAruM janmagAma ('umarALAmAM) to kaNabIvADamAM ghara hatuM. kaNabIvADamAM ! AsapAsa badhA kaNabIne jANatA. paNa 75 varSa upara thaI gayA ! tera varase to 'umarALA" choDI dIdhuM hatuM. pAleja dukAna hatI ne ? AsapAsa badhA kaNabI rahetA. amAruM mosALanuM gAma (eTale) badhAne mAmA kahetA. moTA moTA vRddha hatA ne (eTale). AhAhA...! bhara bharatA. ema A AtmA AnaMda sAgarano aMdara bhara che ! are..! paNa kema bese ? sAMbhaLavA maLe nahi e vicAra kyAre kare ? AhA...hA....! samajANuM kAMI ? A bharoTA nathI bharatA? ema AtmAmAM anaMta.. anaMta zuddha jJAnaghana ! e to pavitra AnaMdanA jJAnano samUha che. AhAhA...! dhokaDuM jema rUthI bhareluM hoya, dhokaDuM ! ema AtmA AnaMda ane jJAnathI bhareluM eka dhokaDuM che. AhAhA...! AvI vAta kyAM sAMbhaLavA maLe ?) samajANuM kAMI ? bhAI ! A badhuM koI di tyAM sAMbhaLyuM paNa nathI. tyAMne tyAM saMsAranI hoLI saLage (che). AhA..hA...!

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268 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 ahIM kahe che, zuddha jJAnaghana ! "rAgAdi rahita...." jemAM - vastumAM puNya-pApano rAga nathI. jema e dhoLA goLAmAM lAla chAla nathI, kAcalI nathI, lAla chAla nathI ane uparanA chAlA nathI ema aMdara bhagavAnaAtmA zuddha jJAnaghana che emAM lAla chAla - rAga nathI. AhA..hA...! AhA...hA...! ene navarAza kyAM che ? saMsAranA kAma ADe ene phurasada na maLe. marI jaze eka kSaNamAM ! A..hA..hA...! Aje sAMbhaLyuM nahi ? bicArI eka choDI marI gaI, kahe che. akasmAta (thaI gayo). (koIka) bhAI kahetA hatA. "vIMchiyA" (eka mumukSu) bhAI che ne ? enA dIkarAnI vahu. be varasanuM paraNetara. game te thayuM, ATha mahinAno chokaro hato. marI gaI, zuM thayuM kaMI samAcAra nathI. vIsa-bAvIsa varSanI uMmara haze. AhA...hA...! koNa jANe zuM thayuM)? Aje tAra (Avyo che. marI gaI, zuM thayuM kaMI khabara paDatI nathI ! AhA...hA...! A deha ! AvAne AvA anaMtavAra choDyA che. A to savAramAM sAMbhaLyuM hatuM. AhA...hA...! A manuSyapaNuM maLyuM cAlyuM gayuM, khalAsa ! AhA..hA...! anaMta kALe manuSyapaNuM maLe emAM AvA avatAra eLe cAlyA jAya. AhAhA...! karavAnuM na kare, nahi karavAnA karIne rakhaDI mare. A..hA...! ahIM kahe che, zuddha jJAnaghana che. AhA..hA..hA...! zuddha zabda vAparyo. puNya ane pApanA bhAvathI bhagavAna aMdara bhinna che. kemake jyAre AtmAno mokSa thAya tyAre puNyapApa rahetA nathI. mATe te puNya-pApa enA svarUpamAM che nahi. AhAhA...! "rAgAdi rahita evA cetanAguNano samUha che." cetanA.. cetanA.. cetanA. cetanA... jANavuM dekhavuM, prajJAbrahma svarUpa bhagavAna ! e to prajJA ane jJAnano samUha che. AhAhA...! che? zuM karIne ?" "tat sahi nizcayaM sakriSya' te kAraNathI samyaka nizcayane arthAta nirvikalpa vastumAtrane jevI che tevI anubhavagocara karIne. AhA..hA...! jevI e cIja che tene anubhavagamya karIne (arthAtu) ene anusarIne anubhava thavo. je A puNya ane pApanA bhAva ane A para mArA, e mamatAno je anubhava che e anubhava duHkhadAyaka che. aMdara bhagavAna AtmAno anubhava, AnaMdano anubhava karIne. che? "nirvikalpa vastumAtrane jevI che tevI che ne ? " ii che ne ? AhA...hA...! e zuddha caitanyaghana che e (jevI) che tevI, teno "grAmya karIne - anubhava karIne. A..hA...hA...! A to chellAmAM chellI vAtuM che, bApu ! samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA...! anubhavagocara karIne." anubhavagamya karIne. A AtmA AnaMda che, zuddha sahajAtma svarUpa prabhu AtmA che. sahaja svarUpe bhagavAna AtmA che. enI dazAmAM vikAra ne puNyapApa ho, paNa) e vastumAM nathI. AhAhA...! evI nirvikalpa vastu, abheda vastu...AhAhA...! eno anubhava karIne.

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kaLaza-173 269 kevo che nizcaya ? nirvikalpa vastumAtra che... AhAhA...! #zabda che ne? TIkAmAM eno - ekano artha evo karyo che. saMskRta TIkA ! paranI apekSA vinA - nirapekSa. bhAI ! ekano artha karyo che. aMtara vastu bhagavAna AtmA AnaMdano anubhava kare, atIndriya AnaMdane vede emAM paranI koI apekSA che nahi ke, A vyavahAra karyo ne dayA, dAna, vrata pALyA mATe anubhava thayo ema che nahi. AhAhA..! ekano artha karyo che, bhAI ! jarI joyuM hatuM. ekano artha zuddha paNa thAya che, nirapekSa thAya che, abheda thAya che. ghaNAM artha thAya che. cibiMba AnaMdano nAtha prabhu aMdara...! AhA..hA...! enA anubhavamAM dharmadazA pragaTa karavAmAM dharmI evo AtmA, svabhAvano sAgara, enI dazA pragaTa karavAmAM paranI koI apekSA nathI. A rADa pADe che ne loko ? vyavahAra karatAM karatAM thAya. dhULa paNa na thAya, sAMbhaLane ! (loko ema kahe che ke, e to vyavahArano niSedha karaze, vyavahArano niSedha karaze. ahIM pragaTyo che temAM vyavahAranI apekSA nathI, ema kahe che. samajANuM kAMI ? AvuM che jarI. AhA...hA...! mumukSu :- vyavahArano abhAva che teno sadbhAva mAnI le. uttara :- ahIM aMtarano abhAva thayo che ane enI apekSA che nahi tyAre tene ekapaNuM pragaTyuM che. AhA.hA....! vaitapaNuM eTale je vyavahAra - dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinA pariNAma (thAya che) e paNa rAga che. AhA..hA...! e rAganI apekSA jene AtmAnA anubhavamAM nathI. AvI vAta che. mumukSu - vicArazreNI cAle che tyAM sudhI rAga che. uttara :- vikalpa che. I vikalpa che. enI ene apekSA nathI. ene choDe tyAre anubhava). thAya. jhINuM bahu, bahu jhINuM, bApu ! AtmA to anAdianaMta zAzvata che. A zarIranI uMmara kahevAya ke, A pacAsa thayA, sAMITha thayA, sIttera thayA, esI thayA. e to zarIrane ne ? ke AtmAne ? AtmA to anAdino che, anaMtakALa rahevAno che. enI uMmara, enI sthiti hoya nahi. AhAhA...! A to zarIrano saMyoga thayo tyAre kahyuM ke, A janmyo. chUTyo tyAre maryo ema kahe). eTale e to enI sthiti - zarIranI sthiti che. bhagavAna AtmA to anAdianaMta ekarUpa cidAnaMda prabhu che. AhAhA.! jenA anubhavanA jJAna mATe rAga ne vyavahAranA nimittanI koI apekSA che nahi. mumukSu :- "zrImadda to kahe che, "kara vicAra to pAma". uttara :e vicAra eTale aMdara sthiratA, vikalpa nahi. ahIM "kaLazaTIkAmAM to vicArane vikalpamAM lIdho che. AhA...hA...! 'kara vicAra' (eTale) AtmA AnaMdasvarUpa che

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270 kalAmRta bhAga-5 tenuM) jJAna kara ema kahevuM che. enuM jJAna kara to pAma. AhA..hA..! anaMta kALano ajANyo mArga, mArge koI di gayo nathI. ene jovA mATe to anaMta puruSArtha joIe, bhAI ! AhA...hA...! bAkI badhuM to ghaNuM karyuM. AhA..hA..! ghaNuM eTale rAga ane dveSa. (ahIMyAM kahe che), "nirvikalpa vastumAtra che...." kevI che e ? nirvikalpa vastu eTale abheda vastu che. eTale ke jene bheda, rAganI apekSA jenA anubhava mATe nathI. AhAhA...! jhINuM to bahu, bApu ! navA mANasane to evuM lAge ke, A zuM che ? eNe koI di satya sAMbhaLyuM nathI. AhA.hA..! eka vicAra evo Avyo hato ke, je A nizcaya anubhava che ne ? bhAI ! e satya che ane enI apekSAe vyavahAra (che) te asatya che. thoDI jhINI vAta AvI che. jema A AtmA pote che ne ? e potAnI apekSAe sat che ane potAnI apekSAe bIjI cIja che te asat che. enI apekSAe sat che paNa AnI apekSAe asat che. ema AtmAnA nizcaya svarUpanA anubhavanI apekSAe nizcaya te sat che ane vyavahAra dayA, dAnano vikalpa (Ave che) te AnI apekSAe asatu che. enI apekSAe che. AhA..hA...! A to nirapekSanA arthamAM Avo vicAra Avyo hato). AhA...hA...! zAMtithI (samajavuM), bApA ! A to anaMtakALanA duHkhane TALavAnA upAyanI vAtuM che, bApu ! AhAhA.! samajANuM kAMI ? vastu zuddha caitanya AtmA pavitra goLo ane AnaMda, ene aMtaramAM pAmavA mATe je svarUpano Azraya che te enA kAraNarUpa che. e dravya vastu che) te kAraNarUpa che paNa vyavahAra dayA, dAna e badhA AnI apekSAe asat che. vikalpa che, vRttinuM utthAna che. AnI apekSAe asat che mATe asathI sanI prApti thAya ema traNakALamAM bane nahi. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? AvI jhINI vAtuM ane vaLI pUchayuM ke, samajANuM kAMI ? vArtA to badhI sAMbhaLatA, nAnI uMmaramAM nahotA sAMbhaLatA ? cakalI lAvI cokhAno dANo ne cakalo lAvyo magano dANo. enI banAvI khIcaDI, I kuMbhArane dIdhI ane kuMbhAre ghaDo Apyo ne ghaDo khajUravALAne Apyo ne eNe khajUra ApI. evuM badhuM cAlatuM, nAnI umaramAM sAMbhaLatA. dasa-bAra varSanI uMmara hatI tyAre (sAMbhaLatA). 75 varSa pahelAMnI I vAtuM che ! evI badhI vAtuM, gappagapa ! A to bApu ! AtmAnI vAta che, bhagavAna ! AhA...hA...! zAzvata AnaMdano nAtha prabhu che ne e ! AhA...hA...! jenA svarUpamAM to behada - hada vinAnuM jJAna bharyuM che. behada AnaMda ane hada vinAno atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara che. jenA atIndriya AnaMdanA svAda AgaLa indranA indrAsananA sukho paNa saDelA mIMdaDA jevA lAge. AhA...hA...! indranA indrAsananA je sukha, IndrANIonA (sukha) e AtmAnA AnaMdanA svAda AgaLa saDelA

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kaLaza-173 271 mIMdaDA ane kutarA jevA gaMdha mAre. AhA...hA...! evo bhagavAna AtmA! atIndriya AnaMdanA svAdamAM parano svAda ene jhera jevo lAge. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! e ahIM kahe che, eka nizcayathI eka che. kevo che ?' nimpa sarva upAdhithI rahita che. caitanyagoLo zAzvata paramAtmasvarUpa pote che. AhA..hA...! zaktirUpe paramAtmA che to vyaktarUpe thAya che. kUvAmAM hoya e aveDAmAM Ave. kUvAmAM pANI hoya to pANI Ave, khAruM pANI) hoya to khAruM Ave, mIThuM hoya (to mIThuM Ave), kUvAmAM hoya I Ave ne ? ema aMdaramAM AnaMdano sAgara AnaMda che to tenA anubhavamAM AnaMda Ave. prAptanI prApti che. che tene prApta karavo che. A..hA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI? "sarva upAdhithI rahita che. AhA..hA...! "yat sarvatra 3 dhyavasAnam vinaM parva tyAcaM' "je kAraNathI." AhAhA..! jene ema che ke, huM A parane mAruM chuM, evo je adhyavasAya (che) e ekatvabuddhi(rU5) mithyAtva che. AhAhA...! AkarI vAta, bApA ! parane mArI zakato nathI. enuM AyuSya hoya tyAM sudhI) te jIve ane AyuSya chUTe to I mare. tuM ene mArI zake, I vastu ja nathI. AhAhA...! huM mAruM, huM jivADuM..." jhINI vAta (che), bhAI ! huM Ane jIvatara ApuM. Ane jivADuM e mAnyatA - adhyavasAya mithyAtva che, ajJAna che, duHkharUpa dazA che. AhAhA..! A badhA kAryakartAo to badhAne jANe sagavaDatA (daIe) chIe evuM mAnatA haze. rAjakoTa' (hatA tyAre) "gAMdhIjI' vyAkhyAnamAM AvyA hatA. te di meM to A kahyuM hatuM, parane jIvADI zakuM e mAnyatA mUDha mithyAdRSTinI che. (saMvata) 1995nI vAta che. 1995nI sAla ! 39 varSa thayA. "rAjakoTa rAjakoTa ! badhA AvyA hatA ne? "mohanalAla gAMdhI", "kasturabA', 'mahAdeva desAI" badhA vyAkhyAnamAM AvatA. kIdhuM. A mArga to bIjo che, bApA ! bIjAne jivADI dauM, dezanI sevA karI zakuM, e mAnyatA mithyA bhrama che. AhA..hA..! huM sukhI karuM. bIjAne agavaDatA ApI, jhera daIne duHkhI karuM. prabhu ! e tArI mAnyatA mithyA bhrama che. bIjAne agavaDatA dauM, e agavaDatA tuM daI zake nahi. e to eno pApano udaya hoya to ene agavaDatA Ave. AhAhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? sukhI karuM.' Ane sagaDavatA ApuM, AhAranI, pANI, kapaDAnI, makAnanI sagavaDatA ApuM to e sukhI thAya. (ema mAnavuM e) bhrama che. enI sagavaDatA tuM daI zake evI traNakALamAM (tArAmAM) tAkAta nathI. eno puNyano zAtAno udaya hoya to ene sagavaDatA Ave ane tuM kahe ke, huM sagavaDatA ApuM e mithyAtva bhAva, mUDha bhAva, ajJAna bhAva (che). AhA..hA...! e jheranA pINA pIve che ! AvI vAtuM ! duniyAthI judI jAta lAge. che ne, badhI khabaruM che ne ! AhA...hA...!

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272 kalAmRta bhAga-5 mumukSu - anukaMpA to samyatvanuM aMga che ne ! uttara :- paNa I anukaMpA kaI ? akaSAya bhAvanI. A..hA.. ahIM to kahe che ke, huM sukhI karuM...." ene sagavaDatA maLe che to enA pUrvanA puNyanA laIne maLe che. ene ThekANe, huM Ane sagavaDatA ApuM (e) mithyAtvabhAva (che), paranI sAthenI ekatvabuddhino bhAva mahApApa (che). AhAhA. huM deva, deva.... deva, svarganA deva thAya che ne ? bahu puNya karyA hoya to svargamAM deva thAya. paNa deva I AtmA kyAM che ? AhA...hA...! e to gatino bhava che. huM deva chuM, e mAnyatA adhyavasAya ekatvabuddhi mithyAtva che. "manuSya' chuM. lyo ! e mUDha che. manuSya kevo ? AtmA manuSya che ? A to jaDa mATInuM zarIra che. e to eka kora rAkho paNa aMdara manuSyanI gatino udaya che e paNa huM nahi. AtmA to aMdara manuSyanI gati sivAyanI cIja AnaMdakaMda prabhu che. ene ThekANe huM manuSya chuM, huM rAjA chuM, huM garIba chuM, huM raMka chuM.... AhAhA...! A badhI mAnyatAo viparIta zraddhAnI che. AhA..hA..! adhyavasAyanI vAta karI che ne ? ityAdi che je mithyAtvarUpa asaMkhyAta lokamAtra pariNAma..." A.hA..hA....! "te samasta pariNAma heya che." parane huM karI zakuM, evA pariNAmane bhagavAna choDavAlAyaka kahe che. choDa evA pariNAma, mALA ! mUDha ! AhA...hA...! che ? A..hA...! koNe kahyuM A? paramezvara kevaLajJAne birAjamAna..." emaNe kahyuM. che ne ? "nine 3vatta sarvajJa paramAtmA jene traNakALa traNalokanuM jJAna thayuM che evA sarvajJa paramAtmAno A hukama che. eNe ema kahyuM che. ninai: 3varta' kIdhuM ne ? AhA...hA....! temaNe ema kahyuM che. vizeSa kaheze... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !) mAgazara suda 12, guruvAra tA. 22-12-1977. kaLaza-173 pravacana-182 kaLazaTIkA 173 (kaLaza cAle che). ahIM sudhI AvyuM che. "nine ' che ne? zuM kahyuM? jinezvara bhagavAna ema kahe che ke, jene huM bIjAne jivADI zakuM, mArI zakuM, sagavaDatA daI zakuM, duHkhI - agavaDatA daI zakuM vagere mana, vacana ne kAyAthI ke zastrathI bIjAne ijA pamADI zakuM ke sagavaDatA daI zakuM, evI jenI mAnyatA che e mithyAdRSTi viparIta zraddhAvALo che. ene satyazraddhAnI khabara nathI. AhA...hA...! paNa jene e bhAvano

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kaLaza-173 273 tyAga che, huM parane jivADuM chuM, sagavaDa ApI zakuM e mArAmAM che ja nahi. huM to eka AtmA jJAtA-dRSTA svabhAvathI bharelo bhagavAnaAtmA chuM), ene A parane jivADuM, mAruM, sagaDavatA, agavaDatA ApavAnA kArya karI zakuM e buddhino jene nAza (thayo) che, ene zuddha cidAnaMda AtmA upAdeya che. AvuM che. zuM kahyuM ? jene e parane jivADuM, mAruM, sagavaDatA (ApuM), paranA kArya karI zakuM evA bhAvavALo jIva (che) ene mithyAtvabhAva che. ene AtmA heya che. AtmA jJAnAnaMda svarUpa che tenI buddhimAM ene heya mAnyo che ane A pariNAma je che ane teNe upAdeya mAnyA che. are...! AvI vAtuM che. bIjA keTalAka prazna ema karatAM ke, bIjAnA kAryamAM ame nimitta to thaI zakIe ne? lyo ! nimittano artha zuM ? tyAM kArya thAya che te ene kAraNe thAya emAM tuM nimitta (thaIne) paramAM karI zuM zake ? paNa ema mAne che ke, bIjAnA kArya karavAmAM ame sahAyaka thaIe chIe. evA mAnanArAo vikAranA pariNAmane upAdeya tarIke grahe che ane trikALI AnaMdano nAtha bhagavAna AtmA, ene heya mAne che. eTale ? ke, jJAyaka svarUpa caitanya che teno anAdara kare che ane paranuM karI zakuM evI enI mAnyatAno te Adara kare che. AhA..hA...! tyAre dharmanI pahelI dazAvALA samakitIne parane jivADuM, mAruM, sagavaDatA Ape evA pariNAmano tyAga che. tene AtmA AnaMda svarUpa che teno Adara che. AhA..hA..! A kAryakartAo mAne ne ? ame paranA kArya karI daIe. gAmanA ne saMghanA ne nAtanA kuTuMbanA ne AgaLa jatAM pachI moTA dezanA (kArya karI zakIe). AhA..hA...! kuTuMbanuM karI zakIe pachI gAmanuM karI zakIe pachI dezanuM karI zakIe. AvA mAnanArAo, jinezvara vItarAga kevaLI paramAtmA ema kahe che ke, e jIvo mithyASTi viparIta zraddhAvALA saMsAramAM rakhaDavAnA bIjavALA che. AhA..hA....! jagatathI bahu judI jAta che. ane jeNe e pariNAmano (eTale ke) ekatvabuddhino tyAga karyo che, paranA kArya karI zakuM e ekatvabuddhi che, ekatvabuddhino jene Adara che e mithyAdRSTi che ane ekatvabuddhino jene tyAga che ene jinezvara kahe che ke, eNe ene heya mAnyo. eNe AtmA jJAtA-draSTA che teno Adara karyo ane upAdeya mAnyo. AvI vAtuM che A ! samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhA...! e jinezvare ema kahyuM ke, jeNe evA abhiprAyano tyAga karyo eNe mithyAtva bhAvano tyAga karyo. UlaTI mAnyatA je anAdinI che eno eNe tyAga karyo. samajAya che kAMI ? AhA..hA..! ema jinezvaradeva kahe che. 'mithyAtvabhAvano thayo che tyAga, tene....... AhAhA...! have AcArya kahe che ke, tene jyAre A rIte tyAga che, paranI kriyAkAMDa karI zakato nathI, paranuM koInuM bhaluM, bhUMDuM huM

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274 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 karI zakato ja nathI.. AhA...hA...! AhAra-pANI daIne bIjAnI bhUkha bhAMgI zakuM chuM, lUgaDAM daIne ene je zaradIno parISaha thAya (emAMthI) huM choDAvuM chuM evI kriyAno je kartA mAne che, vItarAga ema kahe che ke tene AtmA je AnaMda zuddha che, teno ene anAdara varte che. AhA..hA..! ane A je nahi banI zake evA kAryane karuM evA bhAvano ene Adara varte che. e adharmInI vAta karI. AhAhA..! tyAre dharmI jIvane - dharmIne e adhyavasAyano eTale ? paranA kArya karI zakuM evI je ekatvabuddhi, eno tyAga che. ema bhagavAne kahyuM. tyAre AcArya kahe che ke, huM to emAMthI evuM kADhuM chuM... AhA..hA..! saMta ema kahe che ke, jyAre paramezvare Ama AtmA sivAya paradravyanA kArya karI zakavAnA bhAvano ekatvabuddhino jene tyAga che, ema tyAganuM paramAtmAe kahyuM to huM ema mAnuM chuM, (ema) AcArya kahe che. che ? AhA...hA....! huM ema mAnuM chuM ke." "nivina: pi vyavahAra: tyAnita: pava jeTalo che satyarUpa athavA asatyarUpa vyavahAra." AhA..hA..! dayAnA, dAnano, bhaktino, pUjAno bhAva, nAmasmaraNano bhAva, bhagavAnanA nAma smaraNano bhAva, e bhAvano paNa samakitIne tyAga che, ema huM emAMthI nIkALuM chuM, (ema) kahe che. zuM kahyuM ? paramezvare jyAre adhyavasAya nAma paradravyanI kriyAnI ekatAbuddhino tyAga jene che ane tyAga karavA jevuM che ema paramezvare kahyuM, to AcArya kahe che ke, emAMthI huM ema kADhuM chuM ke, parane Azraye jeTalo dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjA Adino bhAva thAya. ara..2..2...! bhagavAna... bhagavAna. bhagavAna.. bhagavAna. bhagavAna... evuM smaraNa thAya e badho rAga che, e badho parAzrita bhAva che. to paramAtmAnI vANImAM saMta ema kahe che, jyAre paranI ekatvabuddhino tyAga paramAtmAe kahyo to huM to emAMthI ema kADhuM che ke, jeTalo parAzrita zubha bhAva ke azubha (bhAva) thAya teno samakitIne tyAga che, ema huM mAnuM chuM. AhAhA..! samajAya che kAMI ? A jagatanA kAmathI A vAta bIjI che, bApA ! AhAhA..! bhAI ! A AtmA jJAnasvarUpa zuddha caitanya (che) ene bhUlIne paranA kArya karI zakuM chuM evI mAnyatA, ene ekatvarUpI adhyavasAya mithyAtva kahyo. to paramezvare e paranI ekatvabuddhino tyAga karAvyo to emAMthI huM ema kADhuM chuM ke, parAzrita jeTalo zubha-azubha bhAva thAya, dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjA, paramAtmAnuM smaraNa - Namo arihaMtANaM, Namo siddhANaM vagere, evo je zubha bhAva ane azubha bhAva e banne parAzrita che. mATe eno paNa paramAtmAe samakitIne tyAga karAvyo che. samajANuM kAMI ? che ne ? che ? huM ema mAnuM chuM ke." joyuM ? AhA..hA...! A zloka che enA pachInA zlokamAM e AvavAnuM hatuM. ethI pahelethI emaNe A kAryuM. AhA..hA...! vyavahAranaya parAzrita hovAthI choDavAlAyaka che. samajAya che kAMI ? huM A dhaMdhA-pANI, dukAnanI kriyA karI zakuM

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kaLaza-173 275 chuM, evI je paradravyanI kriyAno kartA mAne che te mithyASTi mUDha parane ane svane eka karIne, mAnIne beTho che. AhA...hA...! jyAre para ane AtmA banne bhinna che ane paranI kAMI kriyA karI zakato nathI ema jyAre paramAtmAe kahyuM ane dharmIe e rIte mAnyuM.. e. zeTha ! A bIDI ApI zake, tamAku ApI zake (evuM) kAMI nahi, ema ahIM to kahe che. bhAI ! ene zuM hatuM? joDA ! zenA kahevAya ? plAsTIka ! plAsTIkanA ! thANA... thANA" ! AhA..hA..! amArA A bhAIne lAdI(nuM kAma) hatuM. patharAnI moTI lAdI, enuM kAMI paNa AtmA karI zake e vastusthiti nathI). AhA..hA... eka ThekANe peluM "jAmanagara' che ne ? tyAM eka 'vaDhavANanA jaina che tyAM eka pherI dUdha pIvA mATe rokAyelA. moTo sthAnakavAsI vepArI che. paNa ahIMno prema hoya eTale tyAM ene ghare dUdha pIvA (gayelA). zuM kahevAya I ? lAdI ! lAdImAM chAMTe. koI pILA, lIlA evA (raMga) lAdI sApha karavA. e badhuM Ama goThaveluM. pachI ema kahe, ame A badhuM lAdImAM chAMTa nAkhIe chIe ane A banAvIe chIe. ahIM kahe che ke, e ame karI zakIe chIe e mAnyatA ja ajJAnI mUDha jIvanI che. AhAhA...! kapaDAne dhoI zakIe chIe, kapaDAne sUkavI zakIe chIe, kapaDAne paherI zakIe chIe, kapaDAne choDI zakIe chIe... AhAhA...! dALa, bhAta, roTalAnA paramANu jaDa che tene ame khAI zakIe chIe evI jene paradravyanI sAthe ekatvabuddhi che te to mUDha jIva, mithyASTi ajJAnI che). AhAhA..! jinAjJA bahAranI kriyAne mAnanAro che. A..hA...! AcArya ema kahe che ke, jyAre evI paradravyanI ekatvabuddhino adhyavasAyano tyAga karyo, karAvyo to emAMthI to huM ema kahuM chuM ke, padravyane Azraye. che ? "satyarUpa..." satyarUpa. dayA, dAna, bhakti, vrata, tapano bhAva zubha rAga, nAmasmaraNano zubha bhAva, e satyarUpa. asatyarUpa...' jUThA bolavA vagere bhAva e jUThA (bhAva). e "satyarUpa athavA asatyarUpa vyavahAra arthAt zuddhasvarUpamAtrathI viparIta.... AhA...hA...! dharmAne to e vyavahAra paNa choDAvyo che, kahe che. daSTinA viSayamAM bhagavAna AtmA caitanyamUrti che) evI jyAre daSTi thaI, ethI samakitIne - dharmInI dharmanI pahelI dRSTivALo (thayo), ene A dayA, dAna, vratanA pariNAmane paNa dRSTimAMthI choDAvyA che. AhA..hA...! bhAre AkaruM kAma, bApu ! (eka bhAI) AvyA hatA ne ? vAta nIkaLI tyAre e kahe ke, parane nimitta to thAIe ne ? parane nimitta to thAIne ? ema kahetA. gujarI gayA, AvatA hatA, ahIM AvatA. "rAjakoTamAM (saMvata) 1999nI sAlamAM AvyA hatA). koNa nimitta thAya ? tyAM

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276 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 = kArya enAthI thAya che e kALe - svakALe tenA kArya thAya tene huM nimitta thaIne karuM (e mAnyatA mithyAtva che). samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA...! AvI vAta che. nimitta to ene kahIe ke jyAM je kArya thatuM hoya tyAM hoya ene nimitta kahIe. paNa kArya thAya che to enAthI - parathI. ene ThekANe (mAne ke), ame nimitta thaIe to kArya thAya, tyAM anukULa kArya thAya e mAnyatA taddana satyathI virodha dRSTi che. AhA..hA...! ahIM to AcArya mahArAja - 'kuMdakuMdAcAryadeva' ane 'amRtacaMdrAcArya' saMto AtmAnA anubhavI cAritranA, hoM ! A..hA..hA...! atIndriya AtmAno AnaMda jene pragaTa thayo che), paryAyamAM pracura svasaMvedana vedAya che. A..hA..hA..hA...! e saMta ema kahe che, bhagavAne 52nI ekatvabuddhinA (AvA prakAra kahyA che). A badhI ekatvabuddhi thaIne ? jivADuM, mAruM, A paheruM, kapaDA choDuM... A..hA...! vAsaNane upADI zakuM, vAsaNane nAkhI zakuM, vAsaNane ghaDI zakuM, patarAnA jevA vAsaNa banAvavA hoya tevuM karI zakuM e badhI mAnyatAo mithyAdRSTi mUDhanI saMsAramAM corAzInA avatA2 ka2vAmAM mithyAtvanA bIjaDAM sevanA2 che). bhAI ! tamAre zuM dhaMdho che ? ene zuM dhaMdho che ? jhaverAta ! ThIka ! I jhaverAtane Ama laI zakuM, daI zakuM te paranI kriyAmAM mAro adhikAra che, huM hoziyAra mANasa chuM, pAvaradho chuM mATe badhA kAma huM pravINatAthI karI zakuM. vicakSaNatAthI ane DahApaNabharyA kAmathI e badhA kAma karI zakuM. A..hA..hA..! ene paramAtmA kahe che ke, tuM tAruM tattva ane bIjA tattvane bene karanAro teM mAnyo to ekatvabuddhi che, 52 sAthe tArI ekatvabuddhi che. bhinna vastu che tenI buddhi na rahetAM tane ekatvabuddhi thaI. AhA..hA...! e (abhiprAya) jyAre choDAvyo ane heya kahyo to pachI huM ema kahuM chuM ke, A AtmAmAM jeTalo parane Azrita bhAva thAya, pelo to ekatvabuddhino bhAva hato, jivADuM, mAruM, karI dauM e to ekatvabuddhino (bhAva hato), have A ekatvabuddhi nahi paNa pa2ne Azraye jeTalo dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinA bhAva thAya e badhA 52 Azrita che. hiMsA, jUThuM, corI, viSaya-bhoga vAsanA, e badhA bhAva 52 Azrita che. enI vAta to atyAre choDI kyo. paNa pa2 Azrita jeTalo satya, datya, brahmacarya, aparigraha evo zubha bhAva thAya... AhA...hA...! bhagavAna ema kahe che ke, mAruM smaraNa karavAmAM tane je zubha bhAva thAya e paNa parAzrita hovAthI samyakdaSTine teno heyabhAva tyAgabhAva che. are...! AvI vAtuM che. -- - bhagavAna ema kahe ke, ame tArAthI 52 - bhinna chIe ane amArA smaraNamAM tuM Ava to tane rAga thAze ane rAga che te baMdhananuM kAraNa che. AhA..hA...! tethI bhagavAne parane Azraye thayelo satya zubha vyavahAra, zubhanA asaMkhya prakAra che dayA, dAna, vrata, pUjA, bhakti, nAmasmaraNa, zAstra vAMcana, zAstra zravaNa, e badhA zubha bhAva che ene bhagavAne

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kaLaza-173 277 dRSTimAMthI choDavA lAyaka kIdhA che. e choDIne azubhamAM AvavuM ema nahi. paNa e choDIne svabhAvanI dRSTimAM AvavuM, svabhAvamAM AvavuM e mATe tene choDavA lAyaka kahyA che. samajANuM kAMI? are..! AvI vAtuM paNa AkhA jagatathI judI. emAM "muMbaImAM to ho... hA... ho. hA... AhAhA...! mohamayI nagarI ! "zrImadde kahyuM che ne? "zrImad kahe ke, "muMbaI mohamayI nagarI che. mumukSu - I to so varSa pahelAnI vAta che. uttara :- paNa ethI paNa have upAdhi vadhI gaI. "zrImadUnA vakhatamAM hatuM ethI paNa atyAre to (vadhI gayuM). te di to ghoDAgADyuM hatI atyAre moTaruM thaI. mAthe I thayA pelA ? tyAM badhA avagatiyAnA ThekANA che. bhAI ! AvuM che bApA ahIM to ! A...hA...! prabhu ! tuM koNa cho ? prabhu ! tane khabara nathI. prabhu ! tuM jJAnasvarUpa cho ne nAtha ! e jJAna parathI bhinna che ne ! e parathI bhinnane bhinna cIja kema kAMIpaNa kare ? bhAI ! tane khabara nathI. AhA..hA..! tethI bhagavAne parane karavAnI ekatvabuddhino tyAga karAvyo. to AcArya mahArAja kahe che ke, huM to emAMthI evuM kAThuM chuM, pachI 272 gAthAmAM kahyuM che, AnA pachI "samayasAranI 272 gAthA che, emAMthI ema kADhuM chuM ke, jeTalo para Azrita (bhAva thAya).. AhA..hA...! zAstranuM vAMcana thAya temAM vikalpa - rAga UThe che, sAMbhaLe che temAM vikalpa - rAga UThe che. AhA...hA.! paranI dayA pALavAno bhAva thAya che te rAga (che), dayA pALI zakato nathI, pALI zakavAnI ekatvabuddhino to pahelA tyAga karAvyo. zuM kIdhuM I ? paranI dayA pALI zakuM chuM evI ekatvabuddhino to pahelo tyAga karAvyo ke, I to karI zakato nathI. paNa have dayAno je bhAva Avyo tene paNa choDAvyo che). mumukSu - sAdhakajIvane dayAno bhAva Avyo. uttara :- sAdhakane Avyo, samakitIne Ave paNa te tyAjya che, heya che. AhA...hA...! Ave kharo, paNa te heya che. AdaraNIya ane upAdeya nathI. AhA..hA...! are.re...! Avo mArga kyAre sAMbhaLe ? traNalokanA nAtha jinendrano A mArga AkhI duniyAthI enI jAta judI che. pANI mATe moTA taLAva khodAvIe, kUvA khodAvIe, jaMgalamAM khUba jamIna khAlI paDI hoya e jamInane paNa ApaNe kheDIne sApha karIne ugAvavAmAM joDI daIe. AhAhA..! e badhI mAnyatA) to paradravya ane svadravyanI ekatAbuddhino adhyavasAya mithyAtva che. ahIM to AcArya kahe che ke, e to choDAvyuM paNa huM to emAMthI vizeSa kADhuM chuM ke, e ekatvabuddhi sivAya paranI dayA pALI zakuM chuM, evI ekatvabuddhi sivAya, phakta dayAno bhAva Avyo, satya vyavahAra (Avyo) e paNa choDavA lAyaka che. AhA...hA...!

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278 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 satya bolavAno bhAva Avyo, satya bolI zakuM chuM e ekatvabuddhino tyAga karAvyo, zuM kIdhuM I? satyane bolI zakuM chuM e to be (dravyanI) ekatvabuddhi che eno to pahelo tyAga karAvyo, ema banI zakatuM nathI ane tuM maphatano aMdara mAne che, paNa satya bolavAno bhAva Avyo... AhA...hA...! e paNa parAzrita hovAthI choDavA lAyaka che. samajANuM kAMI? AhA...hA..! zarIrathI viSaya sevI zakuM chuM e to ekatvabuddhi che, ene to choDAvI. A zarIra jaDa mATI che enI sAthe viSaya bhogavatAM zarIrathI huM strIno viSaya lauM chuM, e to paradravyanI sAthe ekatvabuddhi che, e adhyavasAya to ekatva mithyAtva che, tene to choDAvyo paNa have huM brahmacarya pALuM chuM, evo je zubha bhAva e paNa parAzrita hovAthI choDAvyo. e choDavA lAyaka che, vikalpa che, rAga che. AhA...hA...! zuM kahe che A ? mumukSu :- "pAtra thavA sevA sadA, brahmacarya pratimAna" uttara :- e to AtmAnI aMdaramAM ekAgra thAya) e brahmacaryanI vAta che. "matimAna zabda che ne ? badhA (graMtho) vAMcyA che ne ! lAkho graMtho vAMcyA che, karoDo zloko joyA che. aDhAra varSanI uMmarathI dhaMdho ja A (karyo che), (atyAre) 88 (varSa) thayA, sIttera varSathI A badho dhaMdho mAMDyo che. eka eka zabdo ne badhA graMtho (joyA che). emAM A "samayasAra jyAM (saMvata) 1978mAM hAtha AvyuM tyAM aMdara.. A...hA...hA..! ema (AvyuM ke, are...! A to azarIrI (thavAnuM) pustaka che ! zarIrarahita thavuM hoya to A zAstra che, kIdhuM. 1978 ! AhA...hA..! A to koI alaukika vAtuM che), bApu ! atyAre jagatane sAMbhaLavA maLatI nathI. ahIM to jarI AmAM evo vicAra Avyo ke, paranI dayA pALI zakuM chuM, evI mAnyatA ekatvabuddhi che. ene to bhagavAne choDAvI. ane e choDavAlAyaka che mATe choDAvI, paNa have paranI dayA pALI zakuM chuM e nahi, paNa paranI dayAno bhAva Avyo, e parAzrita hovAthI ene paNa choDAvyo che. A..hA...! samyaphadRSTi ane heya mAne che), bhAva Ave kharo, paNa ene heya mAne. ajJAnI ane AdaravA lAyaka mAne. A moTo phera che. samajANuM kAMI ? bIjI vAta, Aje dayAnI kIdhI. bIjuM, satya boluM. bolI zakuM. e to ekatvabuddhi che. e adhyavasAyano to tyAga karAvyo, paNa satya boluM evo je vikalpa UThyo che, sAcuM boluM evo vikalpa UThyo che e paNa rAga che, parAzrita rAga che ene pama ahIM bhagavAne choDAvyo. kAraNa ke e rAga paNa baMdhanuM kAraNa che. AhAhA....! - have paranI corI karI zakato nathI, evI je para saMbaMdhInI kriyA enI ekatvabuddhi to choDAvI paNa acauryabhAva - nahi coravAno evo bhAva vikalpa UThyo e paNa parAzrita

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kaLaza-173 279 hovAthI bhagavAne ahIMyAM choDAvyo che. have, zarIrathI huM brahmacarya pALuM, strInuM sevana na karuM, evI zarIrathI je ekatvabuddhi mAnI hatI ke, huM karI zakuM chuM ane have na karuM, evA adhyavasAyano to tyAga karAvyo paNa huM brahmacarya pALuM), para taraphanuM brahmacarya pALuM evo zubha bhAva, e paNa parAzrita hovAthI samakitIne choDavA lAyaka che. AhA..hA..! have, ahIMyAM huM parigraha na rAkhuM evI je paranI ekatvabuddhi hatI e to choDAvI, e parane na rAkhuM e paNa paranI sAthe ekatvabuddhi che, paNa have parigraha na rAkhuM evo pAMcamAM mahAvratano je aparigraha bhAva, e paNa eka zubha bhAva (che), e parAzrita hovAthI ene paNa choDAvyo che. ara.2.2...! are..! bApu ! traNalokanA nAtha jinendrano paMtha koI alaukika che ! vADAmAM janmyA (eTale mAnI ke) ame jena chIe, jaina chIe. AhA...hA...! kariyAtAnI kothaLI ane upara nAma - sAkara, kariyAtAnI kothaLI bharelI (enI) upara nAma lakhyuM) sAkara ! ema aMdara mithyAtva bhAva bharelo (che), UMdhI zraddhA - Ama karuM ne Ama karuM ne Ama karuM. ame jaina chIe ! mAthuM pharI jAya evuM che A ! mumukSu :- mAthuM halakuM thAya evuM che. uttara :- A to halakuM thAya evuM che. A mAthuM nahi, AtmAnI dazAnI vAta che). mumukSu - dIkSAmAM pAMca mahAvrata grahaNa karavAnI vidhi lIdhI che. uttara :- e to azubha rAga TaLavAnI apekSAe (vAta che). je zubha rAga che e heya che, Asava che. paMca mahAvratanA pariNAma e Asava che, baMdhanA kAraNa che. AhA...hA...! mumukSu :- paMca mahAvratanA pariNAma e Asava che. uttara :- Asrava che. puNya che ne ? advaitabhAva che e pApa che, mahAvrata bhAva che) e puNya che. paNa vyavahAre ene grahaNa karavAnI nayanuM vAkya che te Ave. paNa chatAM emAM azubha TaLe che eTalI apekSAe grahaNa karavuM, paNa zubha bhAva je che (e) Asava che, baMdhanuM kAraNa che. AvuM che. ekavAra kahyuM hatuM ne ? saMpradAyamAM (saMvata) 1985nI sAlanI vAta che. ahIM to 1991mAM AvyA chIe ne ? 1985mAM boTAdamAM vyAkhyAna cAlatuM hatuM. (amArI) to bahu prasiddhi hatI ne ? mANaso to hajAro mANasa (sAMbhaLavA AvatA) ! badhA zeThiyAo (AvatA), pacAsa-pacAsa hajAranI pedAzavALA (zeTha sAMbhaLavA AvatA). badhA sabhAmAM beThA. tyAM moTI sabhA bharAya. nAma paDe ke, "kAnajIsvAmI' vAMce che eTale mANasa (kIDIyArAnI jema ubharAya). 1985nI vAta che. keTalA varSa thayA ? 49 ! be vAta haLave laIne karI ke, je bhAve tIrthakara gotra baMdhAya e bhAva dharma nahi, puNya che, adharma che. apAsarAmAM vyAkhyAna cAlatuM hatuM. Ama to lokone amArA upara prema hato ne ! mahArAja kahe che

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280 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 eTale (barAbara ja haze), emAM kaMI khaLabaLATa na thAya. paNa eka sAdhu hatA, amArA eka gurubhAI sAdhu hatA ene khaLabhaLATa thaI gayo. kIdhuM, je bhAve tIrthaMkara gotra baMdhAya (e) baMdhanA bhAvane dharma na kahevAya. dharmathI baMdha na hoya ane baMdhanA bhAvane dharma na kahevAya. soLazakAraNa bhAvanA e puNya che, dharma nahi. AhA..hA...! ene ahIM heya kahyuM che. bIjo bola kahyo hato, be bola kahyA hatA. 1985nI vAta che. hajA2-paMda2so mANasa ! apAsarAmAM to mAya nahi paNa pAchaLa khAlI galI hatI... zuM kahevAya ? zerI.. zerI ! Ama hoya ne ? zuM kahevAya ? bArI ! emAMthI sAMbhaLe. AkhI zerI bharAI jAya. traNaso gha2 (hatA). mahAvratanA pariNAma che e Asrava ane baMdhanuM kAraNa che, kIdhuM. be bola kahyA. sAdhune khaLabhaLATa... khaLabhaLATa (thaI gayo). bApu ! mArga to Avo che, bhAI ! tane dharmanI khabara nathI, bhAI ! AhA..hA...! dharma to AtmA AnaMdano nAtha prabhu caitanyasAgara ! ene avalaMbane puNya-pApanA rAga vinAnI jeTalI nirmaLatA pragaTa thAya ene ahIM pa2mAtmA dharma kahe che. AhA..hA...! ane A je mahAvrata AdinA pariNAma thAya e rAga che. paNa (ahIMyAM) AcArya to ema kahe che, 5radravya sAthenI ekatvabuddhi (ke), parigraha huM na rAkhuM, huM parigraha choDuM e ekatvabuddhi che, e to choDAvI. paNa huM parigraha rAkhato nathI evo je zubha vikalpa UThe che, zubha ene paNa ahIM to choDavA lAyaka kahyA che. kAraNa ke vRtti UThe che, e to rAga che. AhA..hA..! are..! ene kyAM jAvuM ? bhagavAna aMdara birAje che tyAM jA to A vyavahA2 chUTI jaze. samajANuM kAMI ? aMda2 jinasvarUpe bhagavAna jinasvarUpI che ! AhA..hA...! e jinasvarUpInI samIpamAM jA to tane vItarAgatA pragaTa thAya te dharma che. bAkI jeTalo parAzrita bhAva thAya... che emAM ? 'satyarUpa athavA asatyarUpa...' hiMsA, jUThuM, corI, viSayabhoga, vAsanA, pApa e to choDavA lAyaka che ja... AhA..hA...! paNa dayA, dAna, vrata, tapa, bhaktinA zubha bhAva Adi... AhA..hA...! e paNa samyagdaSTi choDavA lAyaka mAne. thAya, azubhathI bacavA AtmAnA bhAna sahita evo zubha bhAva Ave paNa ene e chAMDavA lAyaka heya che ema mAne. AhA..hA...! ajJAnI ene AdaraNIya ane lAbhadAyaka che ema mAne. Avo moTo phera che. kaho, samajAya che AmAM AhA..hA...! prazna :- zuddhopayoga to ATha divasa, paMdara divase, mahine game tyAre thAya tyAM sudhI zuM karavuM ? samAdhAna :- pahelA A zraddhA to kare. ahIM to atyAre zraddhAnI vAta che. upayoga aMdara jAmavo e pachI (thAya) paNa pahelo zraddhAmAM zuddha upayoga kare ke, A AtmA (che), emAM rAga ane paranI ekatAbuddhi badhI chUTI jAya che. hajI to ahIM samyagdarzananI vAta

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kaLaza-173 281 che. AhA..hA..! samyagdarzanane kALe zuddha upayoga hoya che. e zubha rAga che e paNa heya (che), azubha - pApa to heya ja che, zubha choDavA lAyaka che to vaLI pApa AdaravA lAyaka (che) ema koI di hoya ? A..hA...! pApano bhAva to choDavA lAyaka, choDavA lAyaka, choDavA lAyaka che), paNa puNyano - dayA, dAna, vratano bhAva paNa samyakdaSTine zraddhAmAMthI choDavA lAyaka che. bhAI ! AvuM che. duniyAmAM badhuM jANyuM che ne ! bApu ! badhI duniyA kema cAle che khabara che). AhA...hA...! saMpradAyamAM to e ja vAta cAle, ATalA apavAsa karyA, ANe ATha karyA, A zeThiyAnI vahu, eNe varSItapa karyA, enuM ujavaNuM karo, dasavIsa hajAra kharco... e... dharma thAya ! dhULeya nathI have, marI gayA mALA ! bhAI ! bairAe koI di varSItapa karyA ke nahi ? karyuM hatuM? karyuM haze. je kahyuM hoya, sAMbhaLyuM hoya che karyuM hoya. mumukSu - sva ane parano bheda na samajAyo. uttara :- vAta to sAcI che. vAta to sAcI, bApA ! zuM karIe ? AhA...hA...! ahIMyAM to paramAtmA trilokanAtha ema pharamAve che), AhA...hA...! ke, paranI - eka AtmA sivAya bIjA koI AtmA ane AtmA sivAya koI rajakaNathI mAMDIne badhA pudgalonuM kAMI paNa karI zakuM chuM. evI ekatvabuddhi to mahA mithyAtva ne pApa che. e to choDAvI, choDAvI ne choDAvI, paNa have aMdaramAM e chUTI chatAM satya bolavAno bhAva, dAnano bhAva, dayAno bhAva Ave paNa e paNa puNyabaMdhanuM kAraNa che mATe dharmIne te heya che. AhA..hA..! che ke nahi emAM ? - A zuM AvyuM ? juo ! kevaLajJAne birAjamAna, temaNe evA kahyA che. zuM kahyA che ? heya kahyA che. mAthe AvyuM hatuM ne ? "te samasta pariNAma heya che." ema bIjI lITImAM) kahyuM hatuM. paranuM kAMI karI zakuM evI mAnyatAne bhagavAne heya kIdhI. to AcArya kahe che ke, huM to ethI vadhAre have emAM samajuM chuM ke, paramAtmAe paranI ekatAbuddhino to tyAga karAvyo paNa para Azraye jeTalo ekatvabuddhi sivAya bhAva thAya)... AhAhA..! phakta paranI dayAno, satya bolavAno, zarIrathI brahmacarya pALavAno (bhAva Ave) e badho zubha bhAva (che) e parAzraya che ethI samakitIne te paNa choDavA lAyaka che, e vyavahAra choDavA lAyaka che. AhA...hA...! emAM che ke nahi A ? mAthe na kahyuM ? "vinaM parva tyAkhyuM emAM zuM kIdhuM ? "ritna purva tyAkhyuM emAM zuM kahyuM ? ke, tArA AtmA sivAya, para AtmAnuM ane para zarIranuM halAvavuM, calAvavuM, A AMgaLI halAvavI ke TopI paheravI ke camA paheravA, e badhI paranI kriyAo ekatvabuddhithI tuM mAne cho e choDAvI. e tArAthI kAMI caramo UMco caDIne ahIM caDe ke heThe utare, e tArAthI kAMI bane nahi. AhAhA...! e paranuM karI zakuM chuM evI ekatvabuddhine paramAtmAe

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282 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 vItarAga trilokanAthe jyAre choDAvI to huM ekatvabuddhi uparAMta have (ema kahuM chuM ke), parane Azraye jeTalo bhAva thAya dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjA Adi zubha bhAva, e paNa samitIne dharmIne zraddhAmAMthI choDavA lAyaka che. zraddhAmAMthI choDavA lAyaka, hoM ! thAya kharo, paNa AdaraNIya nathI, heya che. AhA..hA...! bhAI ! AvI vAtuM che. A to huM karuM, huM karuM e ja ajJAna che, zakaTano bhAra jema zvAna tANe' gADuM cAlatuM hoya ne ? baLada moTA hoya, pacIsa maNa bhAra bharIne gADuM cAlatuM hoya (enI) heThe kUtaro hoya ene pAchaLanuM ThAMThuM aDe, ThAThuM ! (to e ema mAne ke) mArAthI A gADuM cAle che. ema A kUtarA jevo, jyAM Ubho hoya tyAM dukAnanI kriyA thAya, mANasanI kriyA thAya, khAvA-pIvAnI kriyA thAya, zarIranI kriyA thAya e badhI mArAthI thAya che e kUtarA jevo ajJAnI mAne che. -- mumukSu : kUtaro mAne che... utta2 :- kUtaro to kyAM mAne che ? paNa kUtarAne ema thAya che ke, A cAle che. mAthuM aDe kharuM ne ? gADuM cAle che to ene kA2Ne paNa moTo kUtaro (hoya) ane peluM ThAThuM aDe (eTale mAne ke) gADuM mArAthI cAle che. have, hAla... hAla.. mALA ! ema A jagatanA, za2I2nA, vANInA, paisAnA levAnA, devAnA, khAvAnA, pIvAnA, bAyaDInA, chokarAnA, kuTuMbanA, chokarAnA bhaNAvavA AdinI je kriyAo (thAya) e badhI paranI ekatvabuddhinI buddhi che. ene kAraNe thAya tyAM mAre kAraNe thAya, ema mAnanAro te ekatvabuddhino mithyAdRSTi mithyAtvano sevanA2 che, ene jainadharmanI khabara nathI. barAbara che ? AhA..hA....! mumukSu :- khabara nathI to eno tiraskAra zA mATe karavo ? uttara :- koNa tiraskAra (karyo) ? kAMI karyo nathI. A to choDavA lAyaka che, eTaluM jaNAvavA mATe ema kahevAya che. enA upara dveSa karavo ema kAMI che nahi. e paNa aMdara to bhagavAna che. enI dRSTimAM viparItatA che ene jANavI. jANIne enA upara dveSa karavo e (vAta) bilakula nahi. koI vyakti pratye vera (bAMdhavuM e) traNakALamAM hoya nahi. bhagavAna che, enI bhUla che, bhUla karI che to TALaze. AhA....hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? 'satveSu maitrI' badhA bhagavAnaAtmA pratye prema rAkhavo. AtmA tarIke, hoM ! AhA..hA...! A bemAM bahu samADI dIdhuM che. ekatvabuddhi ane 52no Azraya(rUpa) vyavahAra. bemAM phe2 (che). ekatvabuddhimAM paranuM karI zakuM evo bhAva (che) ane vyavahAramAM paranuM karI zakuM e (bhAva) nahi paNa pa2ne lakSe potAmAM thayelo bhAva (che). dayAno, dAnano, vratano, tapano, bhaktino, pUjAno, nAmasmaraNa bhagavAna... bhagavAna (kare), A Namo arihaMtANaM... Namo arihaMtANaM... Namo arihaMtANaM... (bole) e badho paralakSI bhAva che, e badho zubha bhAva che. ene paNa bhagavAne dharma nahi mAnIne tene choDavA lAyaka che ema kahyuM che). emAM --

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kaLaza-173 283 dharma nathI. are..! mithyAtvabhAvano thayo che tyAga, tene huM ema mAnuM chuM ke." niti : joyuM ? jeTalA satya ane asatyarUpI bhAva (thAya te). "nizvita: samasta prakAranA zubha-azubha bhAva. AhA...hA...! je bhAve tIrthakara gotra baMdhAya e bhAva paNa samakitIne to heya che. AhA..hA..! AvuM svarUpa che, prabhu ! zuM thAya ? are! anaMtakALathI mithyAzraddhA karIne naraka ane nigodanA prabhu anaMta bhava karyA, bhAI ! bhUlI gayo. (A bhAI) kahe che ne ? yAda to AvatA nathI. AhA...hA...! paNa prabhu ! tuM AtmA cho ke nahi ? e AtmA anAdino che ke navo thAya che ? A to zarIrano saMyoga navo thayo, (A) zarIrano viyoga thaze. AtmAne saMyoga thAya che ? AtmA to anAdino che (ane) anaMtakALa raheze. e to zAzvata vastu che. evA bhagavAnane... A...hA..hA...! paravastune karavAnI ekatvabuddhi, prabhu ! tuM eka, anekane kare ? tArA pariNAmamAM zubha-azubha, zuddha pariNAma) kara, thAya. ahIM to zubha-azubha kare ane kartA thAya topaNa mithyAdRSTi che. AhA...hA...! thAya kharA, e to bapore Ave che ne ? (e) bhAva hoya, paNa e karavA lAyaka che evI mAnyatA dharmIne hoya nahi. samajANuM kAMI ? A.hAhA.. keTaluM pheravavuM AmAM ! AkhuM ugamaNuM, AthamaNuM (jevuM che). mumukSu - dizA ja badalavAnI che. uttara :- dizA badalavAnI che, bApA ! AhA...hA...! paranI dizA tarapha gayelo bhAva, paranA karavAmAM rokAya to ekatvabuddhimAM mithyAtvane seve. potAnA svarUpathI khasIne, parane anusarIne je dayA, dAna, vratanA pariNAma thAya e puNyabaMdhanA kAraNa che. ekatvabuddhi choDAvI tenI sAthe parAzrita bhAva paNa choDAvyo che. nirivartaH vyavahAra: badho vyavahAra choDAvyo che. A sAMbhaLIne atyAranA paMDito rADa nAkhe che. mumukSu :- zuddha vyavahAra paNa choDAvyo che. uttara :- zuddha vyavahAra choDAvyo. dravyadRSTimAM e paNa heya che. jANavAlAyaka hoya che ane ene - zuddha pariNAmane) karavAlAyaka che ema) paNa kahevAya. karavAlAyaka che ema paNa kahevAya. dravya kare che ema paNa kahevAya che to paryAya kare che. evo mArga che, bhAI ! AhAhA...! zuddha pariNAma che ene eka nyAye to kahyuM nahi ? paradravya kahyuM mumukSu :- zuddha paryAyane paradravya kIdhI. uttara :- zuddha pariNAma kaho ke zuddha paryAya kaho, eka ja che. ke zuddha bhAva kaho. je zuddha pariNAma dharmanuM rUpa che, ene eka nyAye svadravyanI apekSAe padravya kahyuM. kemake

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284 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 eno Azraya karavA jAya to rAga thaze. AhA..hA...! dharma pragaTyo che teno Azraya karavA jAya topaNa rAga thaze. to parane Azraye thayelo vyavahAra (e to choDavA lAyaka che ). samyagdaSTi jIvane parAzrita vyavahAra choDAvyo che. Avo Akaro mArga ! bhAI ! prazna :- sAkSAt vyavahAra kevI rIte chUTe ? samAdhAna :- vyavahAra choDavo che (to) aMdara sAkSAt svarUpamAM jAya to vyavahAra chUTI jAya. svarUpa taraphano Azraya karIne pariName (to) vyavahAra chUTI jAya che. vyavahAra bhego Avato nathI. prazna :- chUTI jAya eTale ? samAdhAna :- chUTI jAya eTale udaya thato nathI. eTalo udaya thato nathI e chUTI jAya che. ane che tene paNa heyarUpe jANe che. AhAhA...vAte vAte phera ! peluM duniyAmAM kahe che ne ? "ANaMda kahe paramANaMdA mANase mANase phera, eka lAkhe to maLe ne eka tAMbiyAnA tera" ema ahIM trilokanAtha paramAtmA ema kahe che, he jIva ! tArI zraddhA ane mAnyatAmAM, vAte vAte, mArI zraddhA ane tArAmAM phera che, bhAI ! AhA..hA...! AvuM che. thaI gayo vakhata ? jeTalo che satyarUpa athavA asatyarUpa vyavahAra..." che ? jeTalo' zabda che, pAcho, joyuM ? niravata: che ne ? jeTalo vyavahAra, koIpaNa zubha Adi vikalpa Adi e badho tyAjya che. AhA..hA...! che ne ? 'vyavahAra arthAtu zuddhasvarUpamAtrathI viparIta jeTalA manavacana-kAyAnA vikalpo te badhA sarva prakAre chUTyA che. vizeSa Avaze... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !) mAgazara suda 13, zukravAra tA. 23-12-1977. kaLaza-173 pravacana-183 kaLazaTIkA 173 kaLaza (cAle) che. bhAvArtha che. chellI cAra lITI che ne ? sUkSma adhikAra che. bhagavAna jinendradeva ema pharamAve che ke, parane jivADI zakuM, mArI zakuM, bIjA jIvane huM sagavaDatA daI zakuM, e bhAva mithyAtva bhAva che. jarI sUkSma vAta che. baMdha adhikAra che ne ? to huM AtmA ane para bIjo para AtmA, tene huM jivADI zakuM chuM, bIjAne huM mArI zakuM chuM, bIjAne huM sukha daI zakuM chuM, sagavaDatA ApI zakuM chuM, bIjAne huM agavaDatA daI zakuM chuM vagere vagere kriyA huM karI zakuM chuM evI mAnyatA

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kaLaza-173 285 mithyAdRSTinI che. jaina paramezvara tene mithyAtva kahe che. AhA..hA...! sUkSma vAta che. baMdha adhikAra che ne ? e to ThIka, paranI ekatvabuddhino to niSedha karyo. A AtmA para padArthanuM kAMI karI zake e vAta traNakALamAM sAcI nathI. kemake parapadArtha bhinna svataMtra padArtha che tene A svataMtra AtmA paranuM kare evuM traNakALamAM banatuM nathI. e vAta to eka bAju rahI. paranI kriyA huM karI zakuM chuM e vAta to mithyAtva che paNa AcArya - kuMdakuMdAcAryadeva', 'amRtacaMdrAcAryadeva' digaMbara saMto to ema kahe che ke, jyAre bhagavAne paranI ekatvabuddhino tyAga karAvyo, parane jivADuM, bacAvuM evI buddhino tyAga karAvyo to huM ema mAnuM chuM ke, paranA Azraye jeTalo vyavahAra (thAya) che e paNa tyAjya che. AhA...hA...! jhINI vAta bahu, bhAI ! dharmI jIva (ke) jene dharma pragaTa thayo che (arthAta) huM AtmA AnaMda, jJAnasvarUpa chuM evI jene aMtaramAM vastusvabhAvanI dRSTi ane anubhava thayo tene ahIMyAM samyagdaSTi kahe che, tene dharmanI pahelI sIDhI kahe che. AhAhA..! samajAya che ? e dharmanI pahelI sIDhI jene pragaTa ho to tene kahe che ke, paranI ekatvabuddhino to tyAga che paNa paranA Azraye je kaMI dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjA, kAma, krodhanA bhAva thAya te paNa baMdhanuM kAraNa che. mATe jJAnIne te paNa tyAjya nAma heya che. AhA..hA...! A sUkSma vAta che. e kahyuM. bhAvArtha che ne ? bhAvArtha che ? kaLazamAM chellI lITI che. chellI cAra lITI ! "bhAvArtha Ama che ke pUrvokta mithyAbhAva jene chUTI gayo tene samasta vyavahAra chUTI gayo" A.hA...hA...! jene mithyAtvano nAza thAya che ane potAnA caitanya svarUpanA anubhavanI samyakdaSTi thaI. AhA..hA..! tene sakaLa vyavahAra tyAjya che. daSTimAM teno Adara nathI. vyavahAra Ave che paNa te tyAjya che, dRSTimAM tene heya mAne che. samyakdaSTi jIvane vyavahArano bhAva - dayA, dAna, bhakti, vrata, tapa, pUjA-bhaktinA bhAva Ave che, paNa te vyavahAra che, baMdhanuM kAraNa che. AhA..hA..! to samyagdaSTi jIva - dharmanI pahelI sIDI - mokSamahelanI pahelI sIDI, e samyagdaSTi dharmanI pahelI sIDIvALAne parane jivADI zakuM chuM, mArI zakuM chuM e buddhi to nAza pAmI gaI, paNa paranA Azraye je dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjAno bhAva Ave che, te paNa samyagdaSTine dRSTimAM tenuM heyapaNuM che nAma tyAjya che. judI jAtanI vAta che, bhAI ! (A) badhuM koI di' sAMbhaLyuM nathI, "muMbaImAM emane ema herAna thaI gayA. mumukSu - rakhaDapaTTI. uttara :- vAta sAcI, bApA ! rakhaDapaTTI karI, bApu ! aMdara A bhagavAna AtmA koNa che enI khabaruM na maLe ane huM paranuM karI dauM, parane AhAra daI zakuM, pANI ApI

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286 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 zakuM, auSadha daI zakuM... A badhA kAryakartAo e abhimAna karatA hatA. bhAI ! kharI vAta che ne ? A to jANavA mATenI vAta che ne ? AhAhA..! ame Ama karI daIe, duniyAne vyavasthA karI daIe, makAna banAvI daIe, kUvA khodI daIe, taLAva banAvI daIe, auSadha ne davAkhAnA banAvI daIe, davAkhAnA ! davAkhAnAne zuM kahe che ? ispitAla ! lokone davA maLe. kahe che ke, paranI kriyA AtmA karI zakato ja nathI. AhA...hA...! prazna :- nimitta to che ne ? samAdhAna :- nimittano artha zuM ? (kArya thAya che tyAre tene nimitta kahevAmAM Ave che, paNa enAthI thayuM e vAta che nahi. AhA..hA...! jhINI vAta che, bhagavAna ! tAruM svarUpa to aMdara saccidAnaMda (che). satu nAma zAzvata jJAna ane atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara prabhu AtmA che. AhAhA...tenI jene dRSTi thaI, hajI samyagdarzana (thayuM che), hoM ! cAritra pachI, cAritra to alaukika vAtuM che ! ahIMyAM to prathama samyagdaSTine (ema bhAna thayuM che ke, potA sivAya koIpaNa kArya kiMcit eka taNakhalAnA be TUkaDA karI zakuM e huM nahi. samajAya che ? A tame badhA UMdhA dhaMdhA karo cho ne ? hIrA vecyA ne hIrAnA paisA lIdhA. e mAnyatA jUThI che, kahe che. AhA...hA...! paramAtmA jinendradeva trilokanAtha sarvajJa paramAtmA "sImaMdhara bhagavAna mahAvideha kSetramAM birAje che, mahAvideha kSetramAM paramAtmA sAkSAt birAje che tyAM AgaLa kuMdakuMdAcAryadeva saMvata 49mAM (gayA hatA). A kuMdakuMdAcAryadeva' digaMbara saMta hatA. A vacamAM che ne ? teo tyAM bhagavAna pAse gayA hatA. ATha di tyAM rahyA hatA, tyAMthI AvIne A zAstra banAvyA che. to ahIMyAM baMdha adhikAramAM ema pharamAve che ke, prabhu to Ama kahetA hatA ke, eka AtmA bIjA dravyanuM kAMI karI zake nahi ane karI zake evI mithyAdRSTinI mAnyatA che. e jena nahi, ene jainanI zraddhA nathI. AhA..hA...! e uparAMta paranI ekatvabuddhi to choDAvI paNa paranA Azraye je bhAva thAya che - dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, tapa, zubha bhAva e paNa baMdhanuM kAraNa che. A...hA...hA....! AkarI vAta, prabhu ! samyagdaSTine te paNa heya che. samajANuM kAMI ? vItarAga sarvajJa paramAtmA ! eno mArga koI alaukika che ! AvI cIja sarvajJa paramezvara vItarAga sivAya kyAMya che nahi. AhA..hA..! jenAmAM che enI paNa ene khabara nahi. bhAvArtha Ama che ke pUrvokta mithyAbhAva jene chUTI gayo..." (arthAtu) paranI kabuddhi chUTI gaI ane paranA Azraye je vyavahAra utpanna thAya che te paNa dRSTimAMthI chUTI gayo. AhA..hA..! (vyavahAra) rahyo paNa dRSTimAMthI chUTI gayo. teno Azraya nahi ane teno Adara nahi. AvI vAta che, bApu ! bhagavAna ! anAdikALathI herAna thaIne duHkhI thaIne rakhaDe che. potAnI cIja zuM che ? ane para zuM che ? tenuM kaMI bhAna nathI, bhedajJAna nathI. parathI

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kaLaza-173 287 mArI cIja bhinna che ane mArAthI para cIja bhinna che to bhinna padArthanuM) huM kaMI karI zakato nathI. A.hA..hA....! mumukSu :- ekabIjAne madada karo. uttara :- koNa madada karI zake ? e to nimittanI apekSAe upagraha kahevAmAM AvyuM che. paraspara upagraho ! e to tene kAraNe tyAM thAya che tyAre nimitta hoya tene kahevAmAM Ave che ke, A nimitta che, basa ! paNa enAthI paramAM thayuM che ema nathI), kiMcit mAtra thatuM nathI. AhA...hA..! are..! ahIMyAM prabhu to ema kahe che ke, mithyAbhAva jene chUTI gayo." jenI mithyAzraddhA chUTI gaI... AhA..hA...! ane jene aMdara samyagdarzana - dharmanI pahelI sIDI pragaTa thaI, e cha DhALAmAM Ave che "mokSa mahela kI pahelI sIDhI AhAhA...! e samyagdarzana apUrva cIja che ! bhAI ! deva-guru-zAstrane ame mAnIe chIe, nava tattvane bhedathI mAnIe chIe te samyagdarzana che, evI cIja nathI. AhAhA...! ahIMyAM to pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu! atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara prabhu ! e pUrNa AnaMda ane pUrNa dravyanI dRSTi jene aMtaramAM thaI, evA samyagdaSTine e sarva vyavahAra heya kahevAmAM Avyo che. A hA.! AvI vAta che. AkaruM bahu ! che aMdara ? 'mithyAbhAva jene chUTI gayo tene samasta vyavahAra chUTI gayo che emAM ? A kaLaza amRtacaMdrAcAryadevano che. digaMbara (saMta) ! mULa zloka kuMdakuMdAcAryadevanA che ane A kaLaza che e "amRtacaMdrAcAryadevanA che. enI TIkA 'rAjamalajIe karI che. rAjamala jaina dharmanA marmI hatA. temAMthI banArasIdAse' 'samayasAra nATaka' banAvyuM. ahIMyAM kahe che ke, jene mithyAtva chUTI gayuM... AhA...hA...! "tene samasta vyavahAra chUTI gayo... AhAhA...! dRSTimAMthI paranI ekatvabuddhi to chUTI gaI paNa paranA Azraye je vyavahAra dayA, dAna, pUjA, bhakti, vrata AdinA bhAva (thAya) te paNa dRSTimAMthI chUTI gayo. vyavahAra choDavA lAyaka che, AdaravA lAyaka che nahi. AhA...hA..! samyagdaSTine vyavahAra Ave che paNa tene heya tarIke mAne che. upAdeya tarIke grahaNa karavA lAyaka che ema Adara nathI karatA. mithyAdRSTi jene jenanI khabara nathI ke zuM cIja che ? e zubha bhAvane AdaraNIya mAnIne tenAthI mane paraMparA kalyANa thaze ema mAnanAra mithyAdRSTi vyavahArane AdaraNIya mAne che. samajANuM kAMI ? eka lITImAM to ghaNuM (bharI dIdhuM che). bhAvArtha Ama che ke pUrvokta mithyAbhAva jene chUTI gayo tene samasta vyavahAra chUTI gayo,....dRSTimAM koIpaNa vyavahArano Adara rahyo nahi. AhA..hA...! AvI vAta che. A zloka ja evo UMco che !! "kAraNa ke mithyAtvanA bhAva tathA vyavahAranA bhAva eka vastu che. A..hA..hA...! gajaba vAta che, prabhu ! jeTalI paranI ekatAbuddhi mithyAtva che e vyavahAra

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288 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 che ane paranA Azraye utpanna thatAM dayA, dAna, vratanA bhAva e vyavahAra che. tene potAnA mAnavA e mithyAtva bhAva che. jeTalo vyavahAra che eTalo mithyAtva bhAva che. AhA..hA...! be lITImAM to AkhA jainadarzanano sAra bharI dIdho che !! A vAta jena paramezvaranA zrImukhe nIkaLelI vAta che ! are..! jagatanA prANI kyAM kyAM (dharma) mAne ane cIja kyAM rahI gaI e khabara nahi. A.hA....! vyavahAra kema chUTI gayo ? samyagdaSTinA mithyAtvano nAza thayo to badho vyavahAra chUTI gayo. kema ? che ? mithyAtvanA bhAva tathA vyavahAranA bhAva eka vastu che." A..hA.hA..hA..! paranA Azraye rAga Adi zubha (bhAva) thAya che ane tenAthI mane lAbha thaze ema mAne che, to jeTalo vyavahAra che teTalo mithyAtva bhAva che. AhA...hA...! AkarI vAta che, bhAI ! vItarAga paramezvara jinezvaradevano mArga samajavo apUrva puruSArtha che ! anaMtakALamAM eka sekaMDa mAtra paNa e samajyo nathI. Ama to 'munivrata dhAra anaMta baira raiveyaka upajAyo' e cha DhALAmAM Ave che. 'munivrata dhAra' muninA vrata lIdhAM, paMca mahAvrata, aThyAvIsa mULaguNa pALyA). "munivrata dhAra anaMta baira, raiveyaka upajAyo' navamI raiveyaka gayo. "paNa AtmajJAna bina leza sukha na pAyo AhA..hA....! e mahAvratanA pariNAma, dayA, dAna, vratanA pariNAma thAya che e rAga che, e Asrava che ane duHkha che. AhA...hA...! AvuM hovA chatAM paNa AtmajJAna na thayuM. svargamAM paNa anaMtavAra upajyo. digaMbara muni paMca mahAvrata laIne, hajAro rANIo choDIne jaMgalamAM gayo). rAga che e duHkha che. AhA...hA..! AvuM thavA chatAM, "munivrata dhAra anaMta aira raiveyaka upajAyo, paNa AtamajJAna bina leza sukha na pAyo eno artha zuM thayo ? e paMca mahAvrata, samiti, guptino jeTalo vyavahAra che e badho rAga che, e badhuM duHkha che. AhA..hA...! AkarI vAta che, bhAI ! AtamajJAna - puNya ane pApanA pariNAmathI rahita mArI cIja, atIndriya AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA mAro che... AhA...hA....! "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase, ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina' banArasIdAsa" ! 'samayasAra nATakamAM lakhe che). "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase bhagavAna AtmA aMdara jinasvarUpI che. vItarAgI svarUpa ja AtmAnuM che to vItarAga svarUpa che to paryAyamAM kevaLI paramAtmA vItarAga thaI jAya che. che temAMthI thaI jAya che. prAptanI prApti che. AhAhA..! "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase, ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina jainapaNa kaMI bahAramAM nathI. AhA...hA...! rAganI ekatAbuddhi toDIne, e vyavahArathI paNa lAbha nathI ane mArA AnaMdakaMda prabhunA Azraye mane lAbha che, AvI buddhi thaI teNe jinasvarUpane jANyuM mATe tene jena kahevAmAM Ave che. A vADAmAM to badhA jaina jaina kahe che. AhA...hA...! paramAtmA jinendradeva trilokanAtha ema pharamAve che, "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase" are..! paNa A badhA paramAtmA che ? aMdara jinasvarUpI ja che. puNya ane pApanA bhAva che e

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kaLaza-173 289 rAga che, e zubha-azubha rAgathI bhinna bhagavAna jinasvarUpa ja birAje che. AhAhA...! AvA jinasvarUpa AtmAno jene aMtaramAM anubhava thayo e jaina kahevAmAM Ave che. A kriyA AvI AvI kriyA kare che mATe jaina che, ema nathI ema ahIMyAM kahe che. AhAhA...! kahe che, "mithyAtvanA bhAva..." gajaba vAta che ne ! viparIta mAnyatAnA bhAva ane vyavahAranA bhAva...." bhAI ! tyAM to Avo zabda paNa koI di sAMbhaLyo nathI, lyo ! AhAhA..! jinendradevanA zrImukhe sAMbhaLIne kuMdakuMdAcAryadeva' saMdeza lAvyA. mahAvidehamAM prabhu "kuMdakuMdAcArya" digaMbara saMta gayA hatA. saMvata 49, be hajAra varSa pahelA (gayA hatA), ATha di rahyA hatA. sAkSAt samavasaraNamAM bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLI ane keTalAka zaMkAsamAdhAna zrutakevaLI, gaNadharo Adi pAse karyuM... AhA...hA...! ane tyAMthI AvIne A bharatakSetramAM... e to bharatakSetranA muni hatA ne ? ahIMyAM AvIne A "samayasAra, 'pravacanasAra', paMcAstikAya, niyamasAra", "aSTapAhuDa banAvyA. ahIMyAM bhagavAnano saMdeza Ama hato, ema kahe che. A..hA..hA...! jeTalo paranA Azraye vyavahAra che te dharmIne heya che. AhAhA..! adharmIne upAdeya che ane dharmIne heya che, A vAta che. bhAI ! AvI vAtuM che A ! lokone evu lAge ara.2.2...! hAya. hAya..! A to vyavahArano lopa thaI jAya che. ahIM to prabhu e kahe che. vyavahAra Ave che. AtmajJAna thayuM, samyagdarzana thayuM, rAgane - vyavahArane heya mAnyo topaNa vyavahAra to Ave che. Ave che, paNa heya tarIke Ave che. jJAnI tene upAdeya. tarIke mAnatA nathI. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI ? sAcA saMta ho, pracura svasaMvedana jenuM lakSaNa che. muninuM lakSaNa zuM ? aMdara pracura svasaMvedana jenuM lakSaNa che. pracura nAma ghaNA AnaMdanuM vadana jenuM lakSaNa che. AhA..hA..! atIndriya AnaMdanuM vedana jenuM bhAvaliMganuM lakSaNa che. evA munine paNa paMca mahAvrata AdinA vikalpa Ave che. AhA..hA...! paNa che te heya, che te Asrava, che te duHkha. AhA..hA..! bhAre AkaruM kAma ! eka bhAIe kahyuM hatuM ne ? A hindI lIdhuM. bhAI kahetA hatA ne ? pachI pUchyuM hatuM to khabara paDI ke, ghaNuM mANasa che. eTale hindI lIdhuM. bhAIe kahyuM hatuM. AhA...hA....! bhagavaMta ! tAruM svarUpa koI alaukika che, nAtha ! tane tArI khabara nathI, prabhu ! AhA..hA..! tArI cIjamAM to zarIra, vANI, mana to che ja nahi, karma to che ja nahi, pApanA pariNAma - hiMsA, jUThuM, corI, viSaya-bhoga vAsanA, pApanA pariNAma paNa AtmAmAM che nahi ane dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinA puNya pariNAma paNa AtmAmAM che nahi. kemake nava tattva che. to nava tattvamAM hiMsA, jUThuM, corI, viSayabhoga, vAsanA pApa tattvamAM jAya che ane dayA, dAna, bhakti, tapasyAnA puNya bhAva Ave che e puNya tattvamAM jAya che.

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290 kalAmRta bhAga-5 to nava tattvamAM puNya-pApa tattvathI bhagavAna bhinna tattva che. A..hA..hA...! vAMco cho ke nahi tyAM koI di' ? vAMco cho ? ko'ka di' ke da22oja ? (zrotA : ko'ka di'). ko'ka di' hoya ? da22oja hIrAnuM pApa karavuM ane A ko'ka di' ? bhAI ! A bhAI kahe che, huM ko'ka di' vAMcuM chuM. eno artha zuM ? Akho di' hIrAnA (dhaMdhAnA) pApa karavAnA (ane) ko'ka di' A (karavAnuM) ? AhA..hA...! prazna :- keTalA kalAka vAMcavuM joIe ? samAdhAna :- are...! paNa... mumukSu :- vAMcIe tyAre be-traNa kalAka vAMcIe. uttara :- vAMcIe tyAre be-traNa kalAka vAMcIe, na vAMcIe tyAre kAMI nahi ! vAta to che ema kahe che. are...! bhAI ! A to haMmezAM (hovuM joIe). khorAka vinA koI di' cAle che ? ema A to khorAka che. bhagavAnanI vItarAganI vANI, digaMbara saMtonI vANI e to vItarAganI vANI che. evI vastu bIje kyAMya che ja nahi. koI paMtha, matamAM kyAMya che nahi. evI vANIne mATe to dararoja prabhu ! be-cAra kalAka to kADhavA joIe. vAMcana vinA A vAta na bese. ekadama ajANyA mANasane to (ema lAge ke) A te zuM kahe che ? AhA..hA....! mumukSu :- AmAM kAMI samajAtuM nathI. uttara :- e kahe che, emAMthI A samajAya che. AtmA sivAya jeTalA 525dArtha che), huM strIne, kuTuMbane, putrane pALI zakuM chuM e vAta taddana mithyAtvabhAva che. samajANuM kAMI ? mumukSu :- ame Akho di' mithyAtvamAM ja rahetA lAgIe chIe. uttara H- anAdithI mithyAtvamAM ja paDyA che. hamaNAM na kahyuM ? ame rakhaDapaTTImAM rahyA. bhAIe ema kahyuM ne ? vAta sAcI, bApA ! ahIM to bApu ! tattvanI vAta che, bhagavAna ! AhA..hA...! traNalokanA nAtha jinendradeva ema pharamAve che, jeTalo mithyAtva bhAva che teTalo vyavahA2 bhAva che. e samayasAra nATaka'mAM paNa Ave che. kevaLI ukta hai. jeTalo mithyAtvabhAva teTalo vyavahAra bhAva. eTale ? ke, paranA Azraye jeTalo rAga utpanna thAya che e potAno mAnavA e mithyAtva che ane potA sivAya padravyanI koIpaNa kriyA huM karI zakuM chuM e mAnyatA mithyAtva che. AhA..hA...! jhINI vAta, bhAI ! mumukSu :- barAbara DaMkA vAgyA ! uttara :- A DaMkA to bhagavAnanA che ne !! vAta to A satya che. zuM karIe ? prabhu ! loko ema paNa kahe ke, are......! A to vyavahA2no nAza thAya che. prabhu ! paNa

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kaLaza-173 291 vyavahAra kone kahIe ? tane khabara nathI. jene Atmadarzana thayuM hoya, AtmajJAna thayuM hoya ane samyagdarzanamAM AtmAnA atIndriya AnaMdano thoDo svAda Avyo hoya tene samyagdaSTi kahIe. e samyagdaSTine vyavahAra Ave che. aMdara sthira rahI zake nahi tyAre vyavahAra - vrata, tapa, bhakti, pUjAnA bhAva Ave che. Ave che chatAM te heya che, Asrava che, baMdhanuM kAraNa che ema samakitI mAne che. AhA...hA...! jeTalo mithyAtvabhAva che. che ? "kAraNa ke mithyAtvanA bhAva tathA vyavahAranA bhAva eka vastu che." A...hAhA...! gajaba vAta karI che ! vyavahAra bhAva Ave che to mithyAtva che ema nathI. paNa vyavahAra bhAva mAro che, evI mAnyatA te mithyAtvabhAva che. to jeTalo vyavahAra che eTalo mithyAtvabhAva che, ema kahe che. A mAnyatAnI apekSAthI (vAta che). AhA...hA...! AtmAmAM jeTalo paranA Azraye (bhAva thAya), bhagavAnanI bhaktino bhAva Avyo e paNa paranA Azraye thayo che, rAga che ane rAga potAno mAnyo che te mithyAtva bhAva che. arere..! AhA..hA..! kAraNa ke I rAgatattva puNyatattva che. bhagavAna zAyakatattva caitanyamUrti bhagavAna caitanyasvarUpI prabhu bhinna che. e caitanyatattvamAM vyavahArano je dayA, dAna, vrata Adino rAga (UThe) e mAro che ane mane enAthI lAbha thaze, to jeTaluM mithyAtva che eTalo vyavahAra kahevAmAM Avyo che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? banArasIdAse emAM lakhyuM che). jeTalo mithyAtva bhAva teTalo vyavahAra bhAva. kevaLI ukta hai (arthAtu) sarvajJa bhagavAna ema kahe che. AhAhA...! AmAMthI e kADhyuM che. AkhuM "samayasAra nATaka' A kaLaza (TIkAmAMthI) banAvyuM che. A..hA..hA..! are.re....! - jinendra vItarAga paramAtmA trilokanAtha tIrthaMkaradeva ! emanI divyadhvani, emanI vANI AvI na hoya. bhagavAnanI vANI ApaNe bolIe evI bhASA emane hoya nahi. e to vItarAga che. OM dhvani UThe, AhA..hA..! ekAkSarI ! "mukha OMkAra dhuni suni artha gaNadhara vicAre trilokanAtha tIrthaMkaradevanA mukhamAM, mahAvidehamAM prabhu birAje che. "mukha OMkAra dhuni suni' OM avAja aMdarathI Ave. AvI bhASA ene na hoya. kemake vItarAga thaI gayA che. je rAgI prANI che ene bhedavALI bhASA che. vItarAgI hoya enI bhASA ekAkSarI OM dhvani Ave. AhA..hA..! vItarAga sivAya e vAta kyAMya che nahi. AhA...hA...! e paramAtmAnA mukhamAMthI (vANI Ave che ema kahevAya, bAkI to) AkhA zarIramAMthI bhASA Ave che. paNa loko dekhe che ke, A bhASA che ema dhArIne mukha kahyuM che. zAstramAM ema zabda vAparyo che. 'mukha OMkAra dhuni sunI, artha gaNadhara vicAre ekalA mukhamAMthI bhASA nathI AvatI. bhagavAnane to hoTha baMdha hoya. tALavuM hale nahi ane AkhA zarIramAMthI OM evI dhvani UThe. A.hA...hA...! bhAI ! A to bIjI vAtuM che. AhA...hA...!

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292 kilAmRta bhAga-5 bhagavAna pUrNa AnaMda vItarAga thaI gayA. AhA..hA..! sarvajJa kevaLI traNakALa traNalokane eka samayamAM jANe. AhA...hA...! enI vANI ekAkSarI (hoya che). enI aMdara 700 bhASA Ave. sAMbhaLavAvALA potAnI bhASAmAM samaje. paNa bhagavAnanA mukhamAMthI 'OM dhvani suni artha gaNadhara vicAre, raci Agama upadeza bhavika jIva saMzaya nivAre bhagavAnanI vANImAMthI Agama race. bhagavAnanI vANImAMthI Ave ene Agama kahIe, hoM ! AhAhA..! juo ! A badhA paramAgama che. AmAM poNA cAra lAkha akSara che. e badhI paramAtmAnI vANI che. saMtonI vANI, digaMbara munionI vANI che. poNA cAra lAkha akSara che, mazInathI kotarAyelA che, hindustAnamAM paheluM vaheluM che. mazIna kyAMya AvyuM nathI. ahIM iTAlIthI mazIna AvyuM hatuM, ahIMyAM che. enAthI A poNA cAra lAkha akSara kotarAyelA che. tethI Ane paramAgama kahevAmAM Ave che. paramAgama maMdira kahevAmAM Ave che. poNA cAra lAkha akSara ! sonAnA akSara sATha hajAra karavAnA hatA. loko kahetA hatA. ame koI di' kahyuM nathI ke, tame ATaluM karo. loko kahe ke, amAre A karavuM che. sATha hajAra sonAnA akSara ! meM nA pADI. bhAI ! ame jaMgalamAM chIe, tame sATha hajAra sonAnA akSara (lakhavA mAgo cho). baMdha rAkhyuM, paMdara hajAra karIne baMdha karI dIdhuM. e banavAnuM hoya tyAM bane che, ene banAvanAra AtmA ema mAne ke meM banAvyuM ! AhA..hA...! AkarI vAtuM (che). eno bhAva zubha ho. paNa I zubha paNa puNya che. e paNa para Azrita bhAva che ane enAthI dharma mAne to mithyAtva che. A..hA...hA...! prazna :- dharmanuM kAraNa mAne to ? samAdhAna - kAraNa-phAraNa bilakula nahi. dharma vItarAgI paryAyanuM kAraNa kAraNaparamAtmA AtmA (che). trikALI bhagavAna saccidAnaMda prabhu ! bhagavAna sarvaze kahyo e AtmA. bIjAo kahe I nahi. evo je aMdara AtmA pUrNAnaMdano nAtha (birAje che), jene prabhu kAraNa paramAtmA kahe che, e kAraNaparamAtmA dharmanI paryAyanuM kAraNa thAya che. AhAhA...! bahu phera, vAte vAte phera ! AhA..hA...! ahIM to ATalA zabdano artha moTo Akaro che. kAraNa ke..." zuM kAraNa? 'mithyAtva bhAva jene chUTI gayo tene samasta vyavahAra chUTI gayo, kAraNa ke." have kahe che, eno hetu ? "mithyAtvanA bhAva tathA vyavahAranA bhAva eka vastu che." A.hA...hA...! paranuM karI zakuM e mithyAtva bhAva (che), e vyavahAra (che) ane parane Azraye thato vyavahAra dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjA, jAtrAno bhAva, e bhAva paNa parAzrita lakSavALo bhAva che). ene potAnA mAnavA eTale jeTalA mithyAtva bhAva (che) teTalA vyavahAra bhAva kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA..! AkarI vAtuM che A ! sAdhAraNa mANasane to pAgala jevuM lAge evuM che. A zuM mAMDI ? bhagavAne ema mAMDI che, bApu ! tuM sAMbhaLa !

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kaLaza-173 293 bApu ! traNalokanA nAtha gaNadharo ane indronI vacce Ama pharamAvatA hatA. AhA..hA...! gaNadharo ane indro ! ane vAgha ne siMha ne nAga jaMgalamAMthI samavasaraNamAM cAlyA AvatA. evI dharmasabhAnA bhagavAnanI A vANI hatI. e vANInI racanA ahIMyAM kuMdakuMdAcArye be hajAra varSa pahelAM karI. pachI hajAra varSa pachI 'amRtacaMdrAcArya digaMbara saMta thayA) emaNe A TIkA ne kaLaza banAvyA. AhA...hA..! AkarI vAta che, zeTha ! mithyAtva bhAva ane vyavahAra bhAva eka (vastu) A zuM kahe che ? eTale eno artha bIjo che, hoM ! vyavahAra bhAva e mithyAtva bhAva nathI. vyavahAra bhAva che e to jJAnanuM zeya tarIke vastu che paNa e vyavahAra che e mAro che ane mane lAbha karaze, eTale jeTalo mithyAtva bhAva teTalo vyavahAra kahevAmAM Avyo che. AhAhA..! vyavahAra bhAva e mithyAtva bhAva hoya to to samakitI jJAnIne vyavahAra to Ave che. bhagavAnanI bhakti, vinaya, pUjAno bhAva to Ave. e bhAva Ave che e mithyAtva bhAva nathI. paNa e bhAva mAro che ema mAne eTalo mithyAtva bhAva che. kAraNa ke puNyatattva bhinna che, jJAyaka tattva bhinna che. AhA..hA...! jhINI vAtuM, bApu ! jainadharmane samajavo bahu AkaruM kAma ! jenadharma koI saMpradAya nathI. e to vastunuM svarUpa che. AhA...hA....! "jina so hI AtmA, anya so hI hai karma, e hI vacana se samaja le jina pravacana kA marma A..hA..hA...! "jina so hI AtmA" A to jinasvarUpI bhagavAna vItarAgamUrti ! akaSAya svabhAvano piMDa prabhu AtmA che. traNe kALe, hoM ! AhA...hA..! e jina so hI AtmA, anya so hI karma" puNya ane pApa Adi bhAva ane badhuM para e karmajanya upAdhi che. AhAhA.! e bhagavAna AtmAnA svabhAvamAM e upAdhi bhAvano abhAva che. ene ThekANe e upAdhi bhAva mArA che, mane lAbha karaze evI mAnyatA te mithyAtva che). tethI jeTalA mithyAtva bhAva (thAya) teTalA vyavahAra bhAva (che) A apekSAe kahevAmAM AvyA che. vyavahAra bhAva mithyAtva bhAva hoya to vyavahAra to munine paNa Ave. AtmajJAnI dhyAnI AnaMdanA anubhavIo, atIndriya AnaMda jene ullAsI nIkaLyo che enuM nAma muni. ene paNa paMca mahAvratanA vikalpa Ave, bhagavAnanI bhaktino rAga Ave, paradravyano vinaya kare to eTalo rAga che. e rAga che I mithyAtva nathI. paNa jeTalA prakAranA rAga che eTalA prakArano mane lAbha thaze, e badho vyavahAra te mithyAtva che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. samajANuM kAMI? keTalAke to pahelAM sAMbhaLyuM paNa nahi hoya, zuM che A ? vItarAga traNalokanA nAtha jinendradeva ! enI divyadhvanino A sAra che. AhA...hA...! jeTalA mithyAtvanA bhAva tathA vyavahAranA bhAva eka vastu che." joyuM ? zuM kIdhuM che ? mithyAtva bhAva viparIta mAnyatAno bhAva ane vyavahAra bhAva - banne eka cIja che. eTale?

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294 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 ke, jeTalA vyavahAra che eTalA mArA mAnyA e mithyAtva bhAva (che) ane eTalA vyavahAra bhAva che). mAnavAnI apekSAnI vAta che, hoM! AhA..hA...! vyavahAra bhAva Ave I mithyAtva che ema nathI. vyavahAra to saMtone bhagavAnanI bhakti, vinaya, namaskAra, nAmasmaraNa, Namo arihaMtANaMnuM smaraNa evo bhAva to Ave, paNa e to rAga che. paNa rAgane potAno mAne to jeTalA vyavahAra (bhAva che) teTalA mithyAtva (bhAva) che ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. A.hA..! vyavahAra che e mithyAtva bhAva che ema nahi. mumukSu :- A bhAre khulAso che. uttara :- hA, AvuM che, bApu ! zuM thAya ? A to bhagavAnanI peDhI che, bhAI ! trilokanAtha paramAtmAnI... AhA...hA..! enI peDhInI khulAso karavo Akaro (che), bApA ! AhA..hA...! ahIM e kahyuM, koI ema laI lya ke, mithyAtva bhAva ane vyavahAra (bhAva) eka vastu che. to pachI jene vyavahAra hoya te mithyAdRSTi che ema nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA...! vyavahAra to jyAM sudhI vItarAga na thAya, AtmA paramezvarapadane pAme nahi, tyAM sudhI sAdhakajIvane vacce vyavahAra Ave, paNa e vyavahArane heya mAne ane e vyavahArane upAdeya mAne to jeTalA mithyAtva bhAva teTalA vyavahAra bhAva ema kahevAmAM AvyA che. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? bhAI ! barAbara saMbhaLAya che ne ? saMbhaLAya che ? ema meM kIdhuM. samajAya che, (e) hajI vAra che. AvI vAtuM, bApA ! zuM karIe ? AhA..hA..! are. bhagavAna ! tArI cIja koI aMdara judI che. AhA..hA..! e judI cIjane judI cIjanI sAthe meLave to mithyAtva che ema kahevuM che. judI cIja ho, gaNadharane paNa bhagavAnanA vinayano bhAva Ave. are! zAstra racya e paNa vikalpa che, rAga che. bhAva Ave. AhA..hA..! paNa e AdaraNIya che, e hitakara che, e upAdeya che ema mAnavuM enuM nAma mithyAtva bhAva che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA..! ethI ema kahyuM ke, "mithyAtvanA bhAva tathA vyavahAranA bhAva eka vastu che. banne eka vastu che, kahe che. AhA...hA...! "rAjamala TIkA kare che ! ane enA 'samayasAra nATaka'mAM pada banAvyA. "banArasIdAsa" ! AhA..hA..! che ne I ? e nIkaLyuM ! pAnuM e nIkaLyuM ! asaMkhyAta lokapramANa jo mithyAtva bhAva." AmAMthI kADhyuM che. "asaMkhyAta lokapramANa.." zuM kahyuM che ? ke, AtmAmAM zubha bhAva asaMkhya prakAranA che. zubha bhAvanA asaMkhya prakAra che. dayAnA, dAnanA, bhaktinA, pUjAnA, vratanA, anukaMpAnA evA zubha bhAvanA asaMkhya prakAra "asaMkhyAta lokapramANa je mithyAtva bhAva te vyavahAra bhAva kevaLI ukat hai." AhA...hA...! jeTalA mithyAtva bhAva che teTalA vyavahAra (bhAva che) ema kevaLI bhagavAna

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kaLaza-173 295 pharamAve che. e A apekSAe, hoM ! vyavahAra potAno mAne e apekSAe. vyavahAra Ave ene mithyAtva bhAva che ema nahi. AhA...hA...! paNa vyavahArane upAdeya tarIke (mAne), rAga che e mArI cIja che ema mAne), e rAga vyavahAra AtmAnI cIja che e mithyAtva bhAva che. AhA..hA..! AtmAnI hoya to AtmAmAMthI nIkaLI na jAya. nIkaLI jAya e (cI) AtmAnI nahi. siddha bhagavAnane rAga raheto nathI, nIkaLI jAya che. mATe rAga AtmAnI cIja nathI. AhA..hA..! asaMkhyAta lokapramANa je mithyAtva bhAva te hI vyavahAra bhAva kevaLI ukata hai, jinako mithyAtva gayo..." AhA...hA...! "banArasIdAse' AmAMthI banAvyuM che. jinako mithyAtva gayo, samyagdarzana bhayo te niyata lIna vyavahAra so mukatu hai." A vAta che. AtmA jJAnAnaMda svarUpamAM tenI lInatA che. vyavahAra che paNa temAM te heyabuddhie tenAthI mukta che. AhA..hA..! AvI vAtuM che. atyAre banArasIdAsanI mazkarI kare che. banArasIdAsa" ane "ToDaramala" adhyAtmanI bhAMga pIne nAcyA hatA ! arere! ema na kahevAya, prabhu ! "ToDaramala jevA "mokSamArga prakAzakanA karanArA, banArasIdAsa' A..hA..! evuM potAne na bese eTale ene uDAvyA. adhyAtmanI bhAMga pIne nAcyA, ema kahyuM. ara.ra..ra..! are...! bhAMga hoya, bApA ! tane khabara nathI, bhAI ! niyata lIna.... I bhASA AvI eTale ene vAMdhA uThyA. 'vyavahAra so mukta hai vyavahAra Ave che paNa aMdaramAM mukta che, eno Azraya, Adara nathI. AhA..! "nirvikalpa nirupAdhi AtamasamAdhi sAdhI' samyagdaSTi to rAgane sAdhatA nathI. potAnuM nija svarUpa zuddha cihvana AnaMdakaMda prabhu ! tenuM ja aMdaramAM sAdhana kare che. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? "nirvikalpa nirapAdhi upAdhi vinA. rAga vyavahAra che enI upAdhi vinAno bhagavAna AtmA aMdara che. ene "Atama samAdhI sAdhI, sugama mokhapaMthano TUkata hai AhA..hA..! gRhasthAzramamAM banArasIdAsa" jevA bhagavAnanI vANI che tema pharamAve che, kahe che. AhAhA...! tiryaMcane samyakdRSTi hoya ane siddhane (samyagdarzana) hoya (emAM) samyagdarzanamAM zuM phera che ? pazune samyagdarzana che. aDhI dvipa bahAra asaMkhya tiryaMca pazu che. asaMkhya samakitI che ! tyAM AtmajJAnI anubhavI pAMcamA guNasthAnavALA che ! aDhI dvipa bahAra tiryaMca (che). AhA...hA...! "ToDaramalajI' kahe ke, tiryaMcanuM samakita ane siddhanA samakitamAM zuM phera che ? aMdara sthiratA, svarUpanI ramaNatAmAM phera che. samajANuM kAMI ? samakitInI vANI ane vItarAganI vANImAM kAMI phera nathI), satunI zraddhAmAM phera nathI. suguna mokSapaMtha ko Thukata hai, te hI jIva parama dasA meM sthirarUpa hoya che. AhA.hA....! che ? te jIva - samyagdaSTi rAgane heya mAnIne aMdara svarUpamAM TharavA mAge che. A..hA..! jeTalo AnaMda svarUpamAM TharuM eTaluM mAruM cAritra che. AhAhA....! caravuM, ramavuM, jamavuM.

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296 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 samyagdarzanamAM AnaMdanuM je bhAna thayuM. AhAhA...! emAM aMdara AnaMdamAM jeTalI sthiratA thAya enuM nAma cAritra che. AhAhA...! paMca mahAvratanA pariNAma e kaMI cAritra nathI, e to rAga che, Asava che. are...! vAtanI khabara paNa nahi tyAM zuM thAya ? anaMtakALa emane ema gayo. AhA..hA..! dharma meM DhaMke na karma so rakata hai "banArasIdAsa' kahe che ke, samakitI to potAnA svarUpamAM aMdara Thukate haiM. "na karma so rakate haiM rAgamAM rokAto nathI. AvI jAya che paNa aMdara jAya che. AhA...hA...! svarUpa AnaMdano nAtha prabhu atIndriya AnaMdano kaMda AtmA ! temAM Tukata hai. AhA..hA..! dharmInuM valaNa ane jhukAva AnaMda upara che. rAga Ave che paNa jhUkAva ane Azraya che nahi. AhA..hA..! bhAre kAma, bhAI ! che ? A (kaLazano) I zloka che, hoM ! A ApaNe cAle che I. (ahIMyAM kahe che), kevo che vyavahAra ? have mithyAtva bhAva ane vyavahAra eka kahyo e A apekSAe. potAnA mAne I apekSAe. tyAre (kahe che), kevo che vyavahAra ?' che ? kanyAzraya: tyAna: AhA...hA...! kemake vyavahAra che e anyano Azraya che. emAM svano Azraya nathI. bhagavAna AnaMda svarUpa prabhu ! nityAnaMda sahajAtma svarUpa prabhu ! eno Azraya le to dharmadazA thAya che. vyavahAra paraAzraye che. AhA...hA..! bhAvapAhuDamAM 83 gAthAmAM kIdhuM che. "bhAvapAhuDa ! "aSTapAhuDa' che ne ? kuMdakuMdAcAryadeva'nuM "aSTapAhuDa' ! pUjA ane vrata e jainadharma nahi. ema 83 gAthAmAM lakhyuM che. dharma to moha ne kSobharahita AtmAnA pariNAmane dharma kahe che. mithyAtva ane rAga rahita aMdaranI dRSTi ane sthiratAne bhagavAna dharma kahe che. AhA...hA...! sAdhAraNa samAjane vAta bese nahi. eTale uDADI dIdhI ke, "nahi.. ekAMta che. vyavahArathI paNa thAya che ane nizcayathI paNa thAya che, e anekAMta che." ema nathI. aMtaranA Azraye ja dharma thAya che, paranA Azraye nahi tenuM nAma anekAMta che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! anekAMtane ekAMtamAM khatavI nAkhyuM ane ekAMtane anekAMtamAM khatavI nAkhyuM). vyavahArathI paNa kalyANa thaze ane nizcayathI paNa thaze, banne sAdhana che. ahIM to nA pADe che. AhA...hA...! nyAzraya:' kahe che ke, vyavahAra ane mithyAtva eka kema (kahyA) ? kemake vyavahAra anyanA Azraye thAya che. dayA, dAna, pUjA, bhakti e to anyanA - paranA lakSe thAya che, e svanA lakSe thatA) nathI. ane anya Azraya hovAthI te tyAjya che. svano Azraya hoya te upAdeya che. AhAhA..! samajANuM kAMI ? A to be lITImAM, traNa lITImAM badhuM samAI gayuM ! AvuM che. na bese ene ema lAge ke, A to ekAMta che, ekAMta che, ema kahe che ne ? loko kahe che. ekAMta to ene kahIe ke, vyavahAra che ja nahi ane ekalo nizcaya che to. vyavahAra vyavahAranA sthAne che paNa te tyAjya che. dharmIne vyavahAra Ave

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kaLaza-173 297 ja nahi, ema nahi. paNa e vyavahAra tyAjya che, kema ? "anyAzraya' che mATe). samyagdarzana, jJAna, cAritrano bhAva (thAya che, tene AtmAno Azraya che ane vyavahArano rAga (thAya) ane anya Azraya che. AhA...hA...! keTalI dIvA jevI vAta che ! bhAI ! A badhuM samajavuM paDaze, hoM ! bahAramAM dhULamAM kAMI nathI. herAna thaIne marI jaze. AhAhA...! e paisA be-pAMca-dasa karoDa maLyA, dhULa ! to thaI gayA ame zeThiyA ! dhULeya nathI. AhAhA...! zeTha to A kahevAya, prabhu ! AnaMdano nAtha puNyanA rAgathI bhinna che tene zreSTha evI AtmA cIja (che) ene anubhave ane mAne te zeTha - zreSTha kahevAya, bAkI badhA bhikhArA ane rAMkA kahevAya. A..hA...! bhASA zuM lIdhI che ? anyano artha viparIta lIdho. eTale ? ke, AtmA je AnaMdasvarUpa che teno Azraya nathI ane enAthI viparIta para anya che eno Azraya che. eTale anyano artha viparIta karyo. "viparItapaNuM te ja che avalaMbana jevuM.... AhA..hA..! e pUjA, bhakti, dayA, dAna, vratanA pariNAmamAM to anyanuM avalaMbana che. kAraNa ke emAM lakSa para) upara che mATe te vyavahAra tyAjya che ane aMtara zuddha caitanyamUrti bhagavAna AnaMdasvarUpa prabhu upAdeya che ane emAMthI nirmaLa dazA pragaTa thAya te paNa upAdeya che. vizeSa kaheze... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !) mAgazara suda 15, ravivAra tA. 25-12-1977. kaLaza173-175 pravacana-184 kaLazaTIkA 173 kaLaza. eno chello bhAvArtha che ne ? bhAvArthanI cAra lITI. AvI gayuM che chatAM pharIthI laIe chIe. utare che ne ? philmamAM utare che. 'bhAvArtha Ama che ke pUrvokta mithyAbhAva jene chUTI gayo... zuM kahe che? jene mithyAtva - zraddhA je che ke, rAgathI dharma thAya che, nimittanI kriyAthI mArAmAM lAbha thAya che, evo mithyAtvabhAva saMsAranuM mULa - jaDa che, e mithyAtvabhAva jene chUTI gayo. sUkSma vAta che. 'tene samasta vyavahAra chUTI gayo," jene mithyAtvabhAvano nAza thayo tene vyavahAra dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti AdinA bhAvo draSTimAMthI chUTI gayA, teno Adara rahyo nahi. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? A 173 kaLazano bhAvArtha (cAle che. AtmA ! atIndriya AnaMdasvarUpa bhagavAna AtmA ! A dehamAM birAjato prabhu ! atIndriya AnaMda ane jJAnanI mUrti prabhu ! teno jene anubhava

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298 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 thayo. huM to AnaMda ane jJAnasvarUpa chuM, mArI cIjamAM koI puNya-pApanA bhAva che nahi ane e puNya-pApanA bhAva paNa mArA nahi. mArAmAM che nahi, mArA che nahi ane vyavahA2 dayA, dAna, vratano vikalpa che temAM huM nathI. AhA..hA...! ema jyAre dRSTi samyak thaI che... spaSTa vAta ane alaukika vAta che ! bhagavAna ! AhA...hA...! pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu, je samyagdarzanano viSaya che, bhUtA... bhUtArtha - satyArtha ! trikALa AtmA saccidAnaMda prabhu ! e samyagdarzanano viSaya - dhyeya che. e samyagdarzana jene pragaTa thayuM tene mithyAtvano nAza thayo. mithyAtvano nAza thayo tene saghaLo vyavahAra AdaraNIya (rahyo nahi eTale) chUTI gayo, heya thaI gayo. AhA..hA...! kaho, bhAI ! AvI vAtuM che. mumukSu :- kaMI samajAtuM nathI. uttara H- nathI samajAtuM ? pharIne kahIe chIe ne ! ahIMyAM kahe che ke, jene AtmA je aMdara che e zarIrathI rahita che. A to mATI - dhULa che, tenAthI bhinna che, karmathI paNa bhinna che ane puNya-pApanA vikAra bhAva thAya che e to Asravatattva che, tenAthI to bhinna che. AhA..hA...! zarIra, karma ajIvatattva che, to ajIvatattvathI bhagavAna jIvatattva bhinna che. eka vAta (thaI). have, aMdaramAM je koI puNya ane pApanA bhAva thAya che e puNyatattva ane pApatattva banne Asravatattva che. to AtmAnI dRSTi thaI to AsavanI dRSTi chUTI gaI. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? vAta bahu jhINI, bApu ! nava tattva che ne ? to ajIva, Asava, puNya-pApa ane AtmA e bhinna bhinna tattva che. AhA..hA...! to jene aMdara AtmA, jevI atIndriya AnaMda, saccidAnaMda prabhu cIja che, teno svabhAva AnaMda atIndriya anAkuLa zAMtarasathI bharelo che, prabhu ! teno aMtaramAM, je anaMtakALamAM svIkAra nahoto, te anaMta AnaMdasvarUpa huM chuM evo svIkAra ane satkAra thayo tenuM nAma samyagdarzana che. dharmanI pahelI sIDI A che. AhA..hA...! e jene thayuM tene mithyAtvabhAva chUTI gayo. mithyAtvabhAva chUTI gayo tene vyavahArabhAva chUTI gayo. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? jhINI vAta, bhAI ! vartamAnamAM to moTI jhaMjhaTa cAle che. vyavahArathI nizcaya thAya che. ahIM to kahe che ke, e vyavahA2 (jyA2thI) samyagdarzana thayuM tyArathI jJAnanA zeya tarIke rahyo paNa zraddhAmAMthI chUTI gayo. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA...! cAhe to e dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjA, prabhunuM smaraNa (ho) e badho rAga che, to jene mithyAtvabhAva chUTI gayo tene samasta vyavahA2 chUTI gayo...' A mahAsiddhAMta che ! AhA..hA...! nizcayano Adara thayo ane vyavahA2 heya thayo. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA..! A to potAnuM kArya

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kaLaza-173 299 karavuM hoya tene mATe vAta che. samajANuM kAMI ? bhagavAnaAtmA ! dAkhalo ApIe chIe ne ? jema mRga (hoya, e) mRganI nAbhimAM kastUrI hoya che). haraNanI nAbhimAM kastUrI che paNa ene kastUrInI kimata nathI. emAM A bhagavAna AtmA ! aMdaramAM atIndriya AnaMda ane atIndriya jJAna bharyA che tenI kiMmata nathI. A dayA, dAna ne vratanA pariNAma thayA tenI kiMmata (Ave che. athavA para-strI ane paisAmAM sukha che ema paranI kiMmata mAne che. te mithyASTi mUDha jIva che. AhA...hA...! ahIMyAM kahe che, A baMdha adhikAra che. jeTaluM baMdhanuM kAraNa che, vyavahAra ratnatraya Adi baMdhanA kAraNa che, e abaMdhasvarUpa - bhagavAnaAtmA abaMdhasvarUpa (che), ("samayasAranI) paMdaramI gAthA - abaddhaskRSTa prabhu ! aMdara rAgathI ane karmathI baMdhAyela nathI, aMdara bhinna tattva che, muktasvarUpa che. abaddha kaho ke mukta kaho. abaddha nAstithI che. muktasvarUpa caitanya ! emAM rAga ane karmano saMbaMdha ja nathI. AhAhA....! evA AtmAno jene aMtaramAM svIkAra thayo ke, huM to abaMdhasvarUpI prabhu AtmA chuM, AhAhA...! huM rAga nahi, zarIra nahi, vANI nahi, mana nahi, kuTuMba-phuTuMba, dhULa (-paisA) to kyAMya bahAra rahI gayA.... AhA..hA...! evI jene prathamamAM prathama mokSamahelanI pahelI sIDI pragaTa thaI). cha DhALAmAM Ave che. mokSa - mukta nAma pUrNa duHkhathI mukta. e nAstithI zabda che. mukti eTale mokSa - duHkhathI pUrNa mukti ane AnaMdanI pUrNa prApti. atIndriya AnaMdanI pUrNa prApti (thAya) tenuM nAma mukti (che) ane indriyajanita je badhA duHkha che tenI nAti (arthAtu) nAza thavo) tenuM nAma mukti (che). e muktino upAya (jene pragaTa thayo). AhA...hA..! AtmA che e jinasvarUpa che. AtmA che te jinasvarUpa che. "samayasAra nATakanuM pada) ghaNIvAra kahyuM che. "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase, ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina, paNa mata madirA ke pAna so, matavAlA samaje na' 'ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase..." bhagavAnaAtmA atIndriya AnaMdamUrti jinasvarUpI che. AhA..hA....! "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase, ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jena" jaina kone kahe che ? ke, jene abaMdhabhAvanI dRSTi thaI tene rAganI ekatA tUTI gaI tene jaina kahe che. jene koI saMpradAya nathI. e vastunuM svarUpa che. AhA..hA..! emAM to traNa bola levA che. eka to jinasvarUpa pote prabhu zuddha caitanyaghana che. tenA Azraye je pariNAma thAya che te paNa jinasvarUpI vItarAgI pariNAma thAya che ane tenA phaLarUpe paNa vItarAgI pUrNa kevaLajJAna thAya che. jinasvarUpa, jinabhAva (ane) jinaphaLa. AhA...hA...! bhAI ! A to jhINI vAtuM bahu, bApu ! AhA...hA...! hajI to bahAramAM kyAM kyAM aTake, rokAya arere..! A zuM che ? AhA..hA...! bhagavAna AtmA aMdara prabhu ! tane khabara nathI. je koI paramAtmA sarvajJa jina thayA e kayAMthI thayA ? e paryAya AvI kayAMthI? dazA AvI kyAMthI? sarvajJa vItarAga trilokanAtha

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kalazAmRta bhAga-5 52mAtmAne) paryAyamAM sarvajJa ane vItarAga dazA thaI (te) kyAMthI AvI ? kaMI bahArathI Ave che ? e badhI aMdara jinasvarUpamAM paDI che. AhA..hA...! e pahelAM jinasvarUpI bhagavAnaAtmA ! teno svIkAra thaIne samyagdarzana, jJAna pragaTa) thayA to paryAyamAM paNa jinaparyAya thaI. jinasvarUpanI dRSTithI jinaparyAya thaI e mokSamArga che. A..hA...! ane tenuM phaLa mokSa che te paNa jina vItarAgabhAva che. ahIM e kahe che ke, jene aMdara jinasvarUpI bhagavAnaAtmAnI pratIti - samyagdarzana thayuM teno mithyAtvabhAva nAza thaI gayo. rAga huM chuM ne puNya huM chuM, rAgathI mane lAbha thaze ne nimittathI mArAmAM lAbha thaze evo je mithyAtvabhAva che te) nAza thaI gayo. AhA...hA...! hajI to ahIMyAM mithyAtvabhAvanI vAta che. AhA..hA...! ane jeno mithyAtvabhAva nAza thayo tene samasta vyavahA2 chUTI gayo,...' A...hA..! A siddhAMta ! aMdara jeTalA puNyadayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti AdinA pariNAma (thatA hatA) te mArA ema mithyAtvabhAvamAM mAnato hato e samyagdarzanamAM chUTI gayuM. AhA..hA...! e mArAmAM nathI, e mArI cIja nahi ane e mane lAbhadAyaka nathI. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? pApa vizeSa to have Avaze. samasta vyavahA2 chUTI gayo,...' che zabda ? zuM kahe che ? cAhe to bhagavAna trilokanAthanuM smaraNa ho, e paNa eka vikalpa - vRtti rAga che. AhA..hA...! jyAM caitanya bhagavAnaAtmA svarUpe jina vItarAgamUrti prabhu ! akaSAya svabhAvano kaMda AtmA ! tenI dRSTi thaI, samyagdarzana satya darzana (thayuM), jevuM satya svarUpa che evuM darzana, evI pratIti (thaI). samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA...! evuM bhAna thayuM to mithyAtvabhAva chUTI gayo. mithyAtvabhAva chUTI gayo tene vyavahA2 chUTI gayo. AhA...hA....! A (sAMbhaLIne) loko rADa pADe che. prabhu ! tArI cIja evI che, tane besatI nathI. AhA..hA...! tArA hitanI vAta che to kahe ke, vyavahArathI nizcaya thAya. paNa vyavahAra rAga che, tenAthI AtmAno svabhAva prApta thato nathI. 300 1 - ahIMyAM to kahyuM... bhAI ! have, pharIthI. samasta vyavahA2 chUTI gayo, kAraNa ke...' have kAraNa kahe che. AhA..hA...! mithyAtvanA bhAva..' viparIta mAnyatA, UlaTI daSTi, UlaTI zraddhA e je mithyAtvabhAva. tathA vyavahAranA bhAva eka vastu che.' A..hA..hA...! 'samayasAra nATaka'mAM lIdhuM che. asaMkhyAta lokapramANa vyavahArabhAva kevaLI ukata hai, itanA mithyAtvabhAva kevaLI ukata hai. AhA..hA...! usakA artha hai. vyavahA2 bhAva che te mithyAtvabhAva nathI. paNa jeTalo vyavahA2 che teTalo potAno mAnavo te mithyAtvabhAva che. pATha to Avo che. che ? mithyAtvanA bhAva tathA vyavahAranA bhAva eka vastu che.' eno artha A ke, jeTalo vyavahAra dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinA pariNAma che, asaMkhya prakAranA che) te mArA che (ema mAne che) to e jeTalo vyavahA2 che teTalo 1

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kaLaza-173 301 mithyAtvabhAva che. vyavahAra che te mithyAtvabhAva nathI. vyavahAra to samakitI jJAnIne paNa Ave che. samajANuM kAMI ? paNa vyavahAra mAro che - jeTalo vyavahAra che teTalo mAro che (ema jo mAne che, to teTaluM mithyAtva che. AhA...hA...! bhAI ! A badhuM kyAMya sAMbhaLavA maLe evuM nathI. jyAM-tyAM badhA rakhaDavAnA rastA (che). evI vAta che, bApA ! kahe che ? bhASA to AvI che, saMskRta pATha paNa evo che, "samayasAra nATakamAM Ama lIdhuM che ke, jeTalo vyavahArabhAva teTalo mithyAtvabhAva. teno artha e ke, jeTalo vyavahAra bhAva che teTalo potAno mAnavo e mAnyatA) mithyAtvabhAva che. samajANuM kAMI? AhA...hA...! che? kAraNa ApyuM. "kAraNa ke mithyAtvanA bhAva." viparIta mAnyatA... A..hA..hA...! ke, huM rAga chuM, huM puNya chuM, huM pApa chuM... AhA..hA..! evI je viparIta mAnyatAno bhAva teTalo vyavahArabhAva che. AhAhA! che ? "eka vastu che. banne eka vastu che. A.hA...hA...hA...! mithyAtvabhAva ane vyavahArabhAva eka vastu che teno artha A (che), ke jeTalo vyavahAra che teTalo potAno mAnavo, teTalo vyavahAra che teTalo mithyAtvabhAva che. vyavahAra che e mithyAtvabhAva che ema nathI. vyavahAra to samakitIne - jJAnIne paNa Ave che. dayA, dAna, bhakti, pUjAno vikalpa (Ave che, paNa te heya tarIke Ave che. samajANuM kAMI? to e vyavahAra pote) mithyAtvabhAva nathI paNa jeTalo vyavahAra che teTalAne potAno mAnavo te mithyAtvabhAva che. bhAI ! AhA...hA....! samajANuM kAMI ? janma-maraNa rahita thavAnI jhINI vAta che, prabhu ! corAzInA avatAra karI karIne marI gayo. A.hA...! pazu ne Dhora ne mANasa ne kAgaDA ne kUtarA ne evA bhava karyA, prabhu ! A manuSyapaNuM to atyAre maLyuM I pahelAM to AvA bhavamAM rakhaDato hato. AhA...hA...! emAM A mANasa thayo tyAM to ene ema thaI gayuM ke jANe A..hA..hA..! huM mANasa chuM ne huM bAyaDI chuM ne huM chokaro chuM, AdamI chuM, huM zeThiyo chuM ne paisAvALo chuM ne.. mArI nAkhyA ! e mithyAtvabhAva che. are...! meM dayA pALI, meM vrata pALyA ane e mAro bhAva che e paNa mithyAtvabhAva che. paranI dayA pALavI e to mithyAtvabhAva che. kAraNa ke paranI dayA pALI zakato nathI. to pALI zakuM chuM evo bhAva mithyAtva che. eka vAta. paNa paranI dayAno bhAva Avyo, te bhAva mAro che ema mAnavuM) te mithyAtvabhAva che. be prakAra thayA. eka to huM paranI dayA pALI zakuM chuM. to to paranI kriyA karI zakuM chuM e to mithyAtvabhAva thayo. bIjuM, paranI kriyA karI zakato nathI paNa paranI dayAno bhAva Avyo. e bhAva mAro che (ema mAnavuM) te mithyAtva che. bhAva Avyo te mithyAtva nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? A to kAle lIdhuM hatuM, Aje pharIne lIdhuM). sAra hato ne ! A philmamAM Utare che.

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302 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 AhA..hA...! prabhu ! ahIM vItarAga trilokanAtha sarvajJa paramezvaranI vANI che ane tenA bhAva che e saMto AtiyA thaIne jagatane jAhera kare che. mAla to A che, bhAI ! tane khabara nathI. AhA..hA...! tuM aMdara koNa cho ? AhA..hA...! tArI cIja sat zAzvata che. zarIra to saMyoga che, A janmamAM saMyoga thayo ane mRtyu vakhate deha chUTI jaze. AtmAno janma thAya che ? AtmA to anAdi che. AhA..hA...! ane anaMtakALa raheze. ahIMyAM kahe che ke, e AtmA je che e to atIndriya AnaMda ane vItarAgamUrti jinasvarUpI prabhu che. tenI jene aMtaraSTi thaI tene dharmanI pahelI sIDI - zarUAta thaI gaI. ene dharmanI zarUAta thaI gaI, bhavanA aMtanI zarUAta thaI gaI. AhA..hA..! e jIvane mithyAtvabhAva thato nathI. kemake jeTalo mithyAtvabhAva che teTalo vyavahA2 che ane jeTalo vyavahAra che teTalo mithyAtvabhAva che, ema kahyuM. kahyuM ne ? 'mithyAtvanA bhAva tathA vyavahAranA bhAva eka vastu che.' ema kahyuM. AhA...hA...! A apekSAe hoM ! AhA..hA...! bhAI ! samakitIne vyavahAra to Ave che. anubhavI (jene) AtmAno anubhava thayo (ke), huM zuddha caitanya chuM. evuM thavA chatAM jyAM sudhI pUrNa) vItarAga na thAya tyAM sudhI azubhathI bacavA mATe zubhabhAva Ave che. paNa e vyavahAra mAro che evI mAnyatA nathI. AhA..hA...! ane e vyavahArathI mane lAbha thaze, evI mAnyatA nathI. ahIMyAM to vyavahArathI mane lAbha thaze (ema je mAne che) teTalo vyavahAra, teTalAthI lAbha thaze teTalo mithyAtvabhAva che. banne eka cIja che. AhA..hA...! AvI vAtuM che, prabhu ! AhA..hA...! prazna :- vyavahAra karatAM karatAM nizcaya thAya e vAta karyAM gaI ? samAdhAna :- e vAta to kayAM gaI ? e paMDitane pUcho. vyavahAra karatAM karatAM nizcaya thaze ! AhA..hA...! bhagavAna ! vyavahAra to rAga che ne prabhu ! AtmasvarUpanI prApti rAgathI thAya che ? enuM svarUpa to vItarAga svarUpa che, vItarAga jinasvarUpa che. jinasvarUpa vItarAgaparyAyathI prApta thAya che, jinaparyAyathI jina prApta thAya che. rAgaparyAyathI jinaparyAya, jinasvarUpa prApta thAya che ? AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? 'mithyAtvanA bhAva tathA vyavahA2nA bhAva eka vastu che. kevo che vyavahAra ? have juo khubI ! AhA..hA...! vyavahAra kone kahIe ? ane vyavahAra che kevo ? 'anyAzraya:' A..hA...! zabda A paDyo che. bhagavAnaAtmA AnaMdasvarUpa prabhu ! teno Azraya choDIne jeTalo 52no Azraya lIdho e anya Azraya (che). e anya Azrayano artha viparIta bhAva, ema lIdhuM. anya Azraya eTale viparItapaNuM. AhA..hA...! zuM kahe che ? samyagdarzana, jJAna, cAritra je dharmanI paryAya che temAM to AtmAno Azraya che ane

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kaLaza-173 303 tenAthI viparIta vyavahAra che e anyano Azraya che. anya Azrayano artha karyo ke, svarUpathI viparIta bhAva che. svarUpano Azraya nathI, viparIta bhAvano Azraya che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? jhINI vAta che, prabhu ! paNa samajavA jevI che, bApA ! A manuSyapaNuM maLyuM che te cAlyuM jaze. .. thaIne rAkha thaI jaze. A to hADakAM che. A (zarIra) masANamAM rAkha - dhULa thaI jaze. aMdara bhagavAna AtmA che I kAma nahi kare to cAra gatimAM rakhaDaze. corAzI (lAkha) yonimAM rakhaDaze. AhA...hA...! ahIM e kahe che, prabhu ! ekavAra sAMbhaLa to kharo nAtha ! AhA..hA...! bhagavaMta karIne to bolAve che. AcAryo "bhagavAna AtmA' ema kahe che. AhA...hA...! bhaga nAma lakSmI. AnaMda ane jJAnanI lakSmIvAna. e AnaMdanI lakSmIvAna svarUpa bhagavAnanuM che. mATe bhagavAna kahe che. A dhULa nahi. bhAI ! A paisA be-pAMca karoDa dhULa thaI ane huM zeThiyo thayo. zeThiyA nathI, e to badhA heThiyA che. AhA...hA...! prazna :- zeTha eTale koNa ? samAdhAna :- zeTha e ke, jeNe bhagavAna AnaMdasvarUpa ne jJAnasvarUpanI lakSmInI dRSTijJAnamAM prApti thaI e zeTha - zreSTha che). e zeTha - e zreSTha che). dhULanA dhaNI zeTha che) e heTha (che). I heThe - nIce UtarI gayA che. bhagavAna ahIM to vAto bIjI che, prabhu ! tArA aMtaranI vAtuM che. tuM aMdara koNa cho ? A to hADakAM mATI - dhULa che. A masANanI rAkha thaIne UDI jaze paNa tuM kaMI bhego UDI jaIza ? AhA...hA..! ahIM atyAre rAkha che. e to ApaNe ghaNIvAra dAkhalo nathI ApatA ? koI cuMka vAge ne ? cUMka, khIlo. khIlo ! loDhAno khIlo - caMka vAge to amAre kAThiyAvADamAM ema kahevAya che ke, bhAI ! mArI mATI pAkaNI che to pANI nahi aDADazo. mATI. mATI. A mATI che. mArI mATI pAkaNI che, ema kahe che ne ? pAkaNI che to pANI nahi aDADazo. tyAM ema kahe ke, A mArI mATI pAkaNI che. A to mATI che. mArI mATI pAkaNI che. ema kahe che ne ? tamAre hindImAM kAMIka haze ne ? mArI mATI pAkaNI che. pANI nahi lagADazo, jaLa nahi lagADazo. eka bAju kahe ke, mArI mATI che. A to mATI che. bhagavAna to aMdara bhinna che, caitanya che. AhA...hA..! are.re...! kAMI khabaruM na maLe. mUDhanI jema e badhA dhULavALA.... bhale be-pAMca karoDa dhULa bhegI thaI hoya. bhagavAna to ene bhikhArA kahe che, rAMkA - varAMkA (kahe che). mumukSu - jagatamAM bolabolA paisAnI che. uttara :- pAgala to pAgalane ja vakhANe ne ! duniyA AkhI pAgala che. bhAI! pAgala che ? paisAvALAne moTA kahe I badhA pAgala che. AhA...hA...!

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304 kalAmRta bhAga-5 prazna :- garIba I DAhyA hoya ? samAdhAna :- I duniyAmAM kahevAya che. badhuM sAMbhaLyuM che ne ! joyuM che ne ! DAhyAnA dIkarA hoya, lakSmIvALAnA) dIkarA hoya (I) hoya to samajavA jevA, mUrakha jevA. paNa kahevAya DAhyA. ane garIbanA chokarA hoya hoziyAra hoya paNa paisA nahi eTale kahevAya mUkha. e duniyA - pAgala to A rIte kiMmata kare che. ahIMyAM to prabhu aMdara AtmA AnaMdano nAtha prabhu ! AhA..hA.... anAdianaMta je saccidAnaMda prabhu aMdara zuddha caitanyaghana (), enI lakSmI jene prApta thaI e aMdaramAM lakSmI che. aMtara AnaMda ne jJAna ne zAMtinI, svacchatAnI lakSmI che. e bhaga eTale lakSmI ane vAna eTale svarUpa. aMdara AtmAnuM bhaga svarUpa, lakSmI svarUpa che. AhA..hA...! paNa AnaMdanI lakSmI, A tamArI dhULanI nahi. ene ahIMyAM kahe che ke, he prabhu ! ekavAra sAMbhaLa to kharo ! AhA..hA....! tAro Azraya choDIne teM je vyavahAra che temAM parano Azraya lIdho. potAno Azraya choDIne anyaAzraya lIdho). anya-Azrayano artha evo karyo. 'viparItapaNuM te ja che.." potAno Azraya choDIne, AnaMdanA nAthanuM AlaMbana choDIne jeNe potAnA svarUpathI viparIta bIjI cIja che, te potAthI viparIta che teno Azraya lIdho). AhA..hA...! anyAzraya: anyano AzrayanI vyAkhyA zuM ? "ca eTale "viparItapaNuM te ja che." "Azraya: "avalaMbana..." A..hA..hA...bhASA juo ! TIkA paNa (kevI) ! aMtara prabhu atIndriya AnaMda ane jJAnano Azraya choDIne vyavahAramAM anyanuM - viparItapaNAMnuM avalaMbana che, nizcayamAM AtmAnuM avalaMbana che. satya vAta - satya bhAvamAM samyagdarzana, jJAna Adi satya bhAvamAM satyanA svabhAvanuM avalaMbana che. Azraya kaho ke avalaMbana kaho (banne ekArtha che). ane vyavahAramAM "nyAzraya: (arthAtu) AtmA sivAya anerA padArthanuM jene avalaMbana che. anyano artha viparItapaNe karyo, Azrayano artha avalaMbana karyo. AhA..hA...! vyavahAramAM paranuM avalaMbana che. AhA...hA...! cAhe to deva-guru-zAstranI bhaktino bhAva hoya), e bhAvamAM parano Azraya - avalaMbana che. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? mATe svanA avalaMbana sivAyano jeTalo parano bhAva (thAya), svabhAvathI bhinna jeTalo vyavahArabhAva che e badho anya Azrita viparIta avalaMbana che. anya-Azrayano artha jene viparIta avalaMbana che. mATe te choDAvyo che. AvI vAta che. are...! kyAM darakAra karI? eNe anaMtakALa emane ema baphamamAM ne baphamamAM jiMdagI mUDhapaNe gALe. emAM vaLI pAMcapacAsa lAkha, be-pAMca karoDa thaI jAya (to) huM pahoLo ne zerI sAMkaDI (lAge). jANe zuM ame moTA thaI gayA ! mUDha che, sAMbhaLane have. mumukSu :- baphamamAM ne baphamAM.

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kaLaza-173 305 uttara :- bapham eTale kAMI bhAna na maLe. AhAhA...! eTalA zabdomAM keTaluM samADI dIdhuM ! joyuM ? nizcaya svarUpa che, bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda ! teno Azraya - avalaMbana. samyagdarzanamAM teno Azraya ane avalaMbana che. ane dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinA pariNAma che te anya che, anyano Azraya che eTale svabhAvathI viparItanuM avalaMbana che. AhA...hA...! samyagdarzana, jJAna dharmamAM AtmAno (Azraya che). parano Azraya viparIta che, tenAthI viparIta bhagavAna AtmA che. AvI vAtuM che. are..! eNe kyAre A kAma) karavuM ? A badhA karoDopatio phU. thaIne cAlyA jAya che. AhA...hA...! ahIM kahe che ke, ekavAra sAMbhaLa to kharo, prabhu ! AhA...hA...! zuM kahyuM I ? kAle anyAnA arthamAM) viparItapaNuM nahotuM AvyuM. anyano Azraya eTale ke AtmA sivAyanA viparIta bhAvano, viparIta dravyano Azraya. AhAhA..! cAhe to trilokanAtha tIrthakara ho, guru ho ke zAstra ho, paNa tenA avalaMbanamAM, AtmAnA Azraye bhAva (thAya) che tenAthI viparIta bhAva thAya che. kemake tenuM avalaMbana viparIta che. AhA..hA...! kaho, samajAya che kAMI AmAM ? A.hA..hA..! AvI vAtuM che. ahIM to rADerADa pADe che. vyavahArathI nizcaya thAya. karo... dayA pALo, vrata pALo, bhakti karo, pUjA karo, dAna karo. (e) karatAM karatAM kalyANa thAze. e.. bhAI A badhuM sAMbhaLyuM che ke nahi ? AhA..hA..! are.. prabhu ! sAMbhaLane nAtha ! prabhu ! ahIM paramAtmAno pokAra che ! trilokanAtha tIrthaMkaradeva sarvajJa paramezvara indro ane gaNadharonI vacamAM ema kahetA hatA. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI ? e vAta A che. AhA..hA....! che ? e vAta ahIMyAM che, tyone ! viparItapaNuM..." pahelAM AvI gayuM ne ? e to vadhAre ahIM mUkayuM che. viparItapaNuM te ja che avalaMbana jenuM... AhA..hA....! zuM kahe che ? ke, vyavahAra kone kahIe ? ke, AtmA sivAya jene viparItanuM avalaMbana che tene vyavahAra kahIe. tene vyavahAra kahevAmAM Ave che. samajANuM kAMI ? A..hA..hA..! mumukSu :- 'viparIta' zabda jarA Akaro lAgyo. uttara :- tethI to Aje khulAso karyo. e mATe to pharIne lIdhuM. anya-Azrayano artha - potAnA AtmAnA AnaMdanA svabhAvanA Azraya sivAya potAthI viparIta parapadArtha che, teno jene Azraya - avalaMbana che tene vyavahAra kahevAmAM Ave che. samajANuM kAMI? aMdara che ke nahi ? aMdara che ke nahi ? pustaka che ke nahi ? A pustakano artha thAya che ke gharano artha thAya che ? mumukSu :- artha to gharano ja hoya ne ! uttara :- gharano to che paNa A zabdano artha Ama che ne ? AhA..hA..! A cAra

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306 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 lITI pharIthI lIdhI. anyano Azraya eTale viparItanuM AlaMbana. AhA...hA...! AtmAmAM samyagdarzana, jJAna je dharmanI paryAya pragaTa thAya) temAM svano Azraya - svanuM avalaMbana (che). dharmanI paryAyamAM, samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritra je vItarAgI paryAya pragaTa thAya che) temAM svano Azraya - svanuM avalaMbana (che) ane vyavahAramAM potAnA svabhAvathI viparIta bIjI cIjanuM avalaMbana che tene vyavahAra kahe che. mATe te vyavahAra tyAjya che. AhA..hA...! potAno Azraya ane avalaMbana chUTIne jeTaluM paranuM avalaMbana ane Azraya lIdho e badhuM baMdhanuM kAraNa che. baMdha adhikA2' che ne ? vyavahAra che te baMdhanuM kAraNa che. mATe paranA AzrayavALA bhAvane choDAvyo che. AhA..hA...! che ne aMdara ? e tamArA zvetAMbara-phetAMbaramAM kayAMya nahotuM. kyAM sAMbhaLavA maLatuM (hatuM) ? A cIja ja bIjI che. AhA..hA...! eka eka paMkti, cA2 bolamAM keTaluM bharyuM che !! samajANuM kAMI ? zuM kahyuM potAnuM svarUpa je bhagavAnaAtmA pavitra zuddha cihnana ! e cina jJAnano piMDa ! tenA Azraye samyagdarzana Adi dharma paryAya thAya che. e dharmaparyAya (che) te muktinuM kAraNa, mokSanuM kAraNa evo je mokSano mArga tene svano Azraya che ane je mokSamArga nathI ane baMdhamArga che, evo vyavahAra che te AtmAthI anya viparItanuM avalaMbana che. A..hA...! cokhkhI vAtuM che. heya kahIe chIe e ekAMta thaI jAya che, ema (loko) kahe che. potAthI paNa lAbha thAya che ane vyavahArathI paNa lAbha thAya che (ema kaho) to anekAnta che. ahIM kahe che ke, potAnA Azraye lAbha thAya che, 52nA Azraye lAbha nathI thato te anekAnta che. AhA..hA..! ekAMta... ekAMta che, 'sonagaDha' ekAMta che, ema kahe che. are... prabhu ! sAMbhaLa to kharo, nAtha ! tArI vAta tane khabara nathI, bhAI ! tane khabara nathI tuM koNa cho ? ane zuM kare che ? AhA..hA....! ahIMyAM to paramAtmA ema kahe che... AhA..hA...! huM AtmA AnaMdasvarUpa prabhu ! A..hA..hA...! teno jeNe Azraya lIdho e to (mokSamArganI) dharmanI paryAya che, AnaMdanI dazA che, te to AdaraNIya che. pragaTa karavAnI apekSAe te AdaraNIya che. Ama to upAdeya dravya che. trikALa bhagavAna AnaMdano nAtha AtmA te ja upAdeya, AdaraNIya che paNa pragaTa karavAnI apekSAe svanA Azraye aMdara je vItarAgadazA utpanna thaI te AdaraNIya che ane paranA Azraye jeTalo rAga utpanna thAya che te badho heya che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? 173 (kaLaza) pUro thayo. have 174 (kaLaza).

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kaLaza-174 307 (35nAti) rAgAdayo bandhanidAnamuktAste zuddhacinmAtramaho'tiriktAH / AtmA paro vA kimu tannimittamiti praNunnAH punarevamAhuH / / 12-174 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha:- puna: vim kahyuM:' (puna:) zuddha vastusvarUpanuM nirUpaNa karyuM topaNa pharIne (vim sahita) ema kahe che graMthanA kartA zrI kuMdakuMdAcArya. kevA che ? "tti praUJksa: jemane Avo prazna nagna thaIne pUchavAmAM Avyo che. kevo prazna ? "te raHIyiH vanidrAnam 3: aho svAminuM ! te rIIIya:) azuddha cetanArUpa che rAga-dveSa-moha ItyAdi asaMkhyAta lokamAtra vibhAvapariNAma te, (vanyaniddAnam 3:) jJAnAvaraNAdi karmabaMdhanA kAraNa che evuM kahyuM, sAMbhaLyuM, jANyuM, mAnyuM. kevA che te bhAva ? zuddhavinAtra mahotirivaktA: (zuddhavinmAtra) zuddha cetanAmAtra che je (ma.) jyotisvarUpa jIvavastu, tenAthI (tirivA:) bahAra che. have eka prazna huM karuM chuM ke tagnimittam mAtmA vI para:' (nnimitta) te rAga-dveSa-moharUpa azuddha pariNAmonuM kAraNa koNa che ? (mAtmA) jIvadravya kAraNa che (va) ke para:) mohakarmarUpa pariNamyo che je pudgaladravyano piMDa te kAraNa che ? evuM pUchavAmAM AvatAM AcArya uttara kahe che. 12-174. rAgAdayo bandhanidAnamuktAste shuddhcinmaatrmho'tiriktaaH| AtmA paro vA kimu tnnimittmiti praputrI: punarevAdu: 2-74 zuddha vastusvarUpanuM nirUpaNa karyuM. prabhu ! ziSya kahe che ke, Ape zuddha caitanya bhagavAnanI vAta kahI. AhA..hA....! aMdara AnaMdano nAtha prabhu saccidAnaMda zuddha pavitra caitanyaghana AtmA ! tenuM to Ape kathana karyuM. che ? tane ema kahIe chIe ke, "graMthanA kartA zrI kuMdakuMdAcArya, kevA che ?" "rUti prabhutrI: jemane Avo prazna nagna thaIne pUchavAmAM Avyo."

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308 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 kuMdakuMdAcAryadevane ziSya namra thaIne pUche che. prabhu ! Ape kahyuM ke, rAgAdi bhAva baMdhanA kAraNa che ane eka bAju tame ema kaho ke, rAga potAnA nathI. (A) zuM kaho cho tame ? samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA..! dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinA pariNAma - rAgane baMdhanuM kAraNa kahyuM ane eka bAju Apa kaho ke, rAga AtmAno che ja nahi. to A Apa zuM kaho cho ? Apane zuM kahevuM che ? ema kuMdakuMdAcAryadevane ziSya nagna thaIne prazna kare che. A teno uttara che. jeno Avo prazna che tene uttara devAya che). che ne ? juo ! puna: pavam sATu.' (puna:) zuddha vastusvarUpanuM nirUpaNa karyuM topaNa pharIne ema kahe che graMthanA kartA zrI kuMdakuMdAcArya. kevA che ? jemane Avo prazna nagna thaIne pUchavAmAM Avyo che. kevo prazna ?" te rIIIya: vanitAnam 3vA: aho svAmin ! azuddha cetanArUpa...." AhAhA...aMdaramAM cetana bhagavAna zuddha caitanyathI viparIta azuddha cetanA - dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinA je pariNAma che, rAga-dveSa bhAva azuddhacetanA che, malinabhAva che, mela che. AhA..hA! ziSya prazna kare che. prabhu ! "azuddha cetanArUpa." bhAva. che ? "rAga-dveSa-moha ItyAdi asaMkhyAta lokamAtra vibhAvapariNAma che. asaMkhyAta loka pramANe vikArIbhAva - vibhAvabhAva che. dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, kAma, krodha, zubhAzubha vagere asaMkhya prakAra che. che ne ? (vanidrAnam sattA:) jJAnAvaraNAdi karmabaMdhanA kAraNa che evuM kahyuM," Ape to tene baMdhanuM kAraNa kahyuM. "sAMbhaLyuM..." Ape kahyuM te sAMbhaLyuM ema kahe che. kADhI nathI nAkhyuM. jeTalA puNya ane pApanA bhAva (thAya che) e baMdhanA kAraNa che ema Ape kahyuM te meM sAMbhaLyuM. bhAI ! bIjI vAta che. "sAMbhaLyuM, jANyuM.... Apa rAgane baMdhanuM kAraNa kaho cho, vyavahArane baMdhanuM kAraNa kaho che e jANyuM. sAMbhaLyuM ane jANyuM. (have) trIjI vAta mAnyuM..." mAnyuM. ziSya prazna kare che. AhA...hA.... jeTalo parAzraye rAga (thAya) che e baMdhanuM kAraNa che, e sAMbhaLyuM, jANyuM, mAnyuM. AhAhA...! kevA che te bhAva ? zuddhavinAtra mahotirivA: AhAhA...! "zuddha jJAnacetanAmAtra che." prabhu. AhAhA...! aMdara caitanyajyoti (che), jhaLahaLa jyoti caitanya jJAnapravAha dhruva, jema pANInuM pUra hoya che tema caitanyanUranuM tejanuM pUra bhagavAna aMdara che. AhA..hA..! e zuddhacinmAtrajyoti... AhAhA...! che ? (tiriva7T:) "zuddha jJAnacetanAmAtra che je jyoti svarUpa jIvavastu..." e jyoti svarUpa che. zrImamAM Ave che ne ? "zuddha buddha caitanyaghana, svayaM jyoti sukhadhAma, bIjuM kahIe keTaluM, kara vicAra to pAma." tane bIjuM zuM kahIe ? bhagavAna aMdara zuddha caitanyaghana che. tuM atIndriya AnaMdano piMDa prabhu che. AhAhA..! buddha che (arthAtu) jJAnano sAgara che. jyoti che. svayaM jyoti - caitanya jhaLahaLa jyoti aMdara birAje che. AhA..hA...! ane

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309 kaLaza-174 sukhanuM dhAma che. bhagavAna to atIndriya AnaMda sukhanuM dhAma sthAna che. bIjuM kahIe keTaluM ? ka2 vicAra...' aMdara anubhava kara to pAma.' vicAra eTale ekalo vikalpa ema nahi. AhA..hA...! ahIM kahe che, prabhu jyotisvarUpa jIvavastu, tenAthI bahAra che.' zuM kahyuM ? caitanyasvarUpa je jJAnAnaMda prabhu AtmA ! e zakti jeno svabhAva zuddha che, tenAthI puNyabhAva bahAra che. bahAra che, svabhAvamAM nathI. AhA..hA..! cAhe to vratanA pariNAma, dayAnA pariNAma, dAnanA pariNAma... AhA..hA....! bhaktino bhAva, bhagavAnanI bhakti, hoM ! svabhakti bIjI ane parabhakti bIjI. svabhakti to svaAzraye thAya che, parabhakti 52nA Azraye thAya che. AhA..hA...! Ape kahyuM, jyotisvarUpa jIvavastu, tenAthI bahAra che.' (atirikttA:) zuM kahyuM ? AtmA caitanyasvarUpa jhaLahaLa jyoti pavitra dhAma bhagavAna ! tenAthI dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktino vyavahAra to bAhya che, vastuthI bAhya che, vastumAM nathI. AhA..hA..! A vyavahArathI nizcaya thAya evI badhA rAjyuM pADe che. 'sonagaDhavALA' vyavahArathI nizcaya nathI mAnatA mATe ekAMta che. mAno prabhu ! tuM paNa bhagavAna cho. svarUpa to tAruM bhagavaMta ja che. AhA..hA...! bhagavAna che prabhu ! tane khabara nathI. je bhagavAna thayA e kyAMthI thayA ? AhA....hA...! ahIMyAM e kahe che, prabhu ! Ape kahyuM, vyavahAra... tyAM kahyuM hatuM ne ? ke, vyavahAramAM 52nuM viparItanuM avalaMbana che. ahIM kahyuM ke, e vyavahAra bAhya che. bAhya che. e bAhyane potAno mAnavo e bahirAtmA che. bahiraAtmA ! caitanyasvarUpa bhagavAna pUrNa AnaMda prabhu ! tenAthI puNya ane pApanA bhAva bahAra che. e bahAra che tene potAnA mAnavA e bahirAtmA che. AhA..hA...! ane te bahA2nuM bahAra che, te heya che ema svarUpano Adara karI tene heya jANavA e samyak che, e satya che. samajANuM kAMI ? ahIM to prazna karyo ke, (te) bahAra che. have eka prazna huM karuM chuM...' ziSya kahe che ke, mahArAja ! huM eka prazna karuM chuM. zuM ? tannimittam AtmA vA para:' prabhu ! mAro eka prazna che. e puNya ane pApa, rAga ne dveSa, mohabhAva utpanna thAya che tenuM mULa nimitta - kAraNa AtmA che ? ke karmanuM nimitta che ? 52 nimitta che ke AtmA kA2Na che ? AmAM moTI jhaMjhaTa che. AhA..hA...! che ? nimitta AtmA che ? 'te rAga-dveSa-moharUpa azuddha pariNAmonuM kAraNa koNa che ? jIvadravya kAraNa che ke mohakarmarUpa pariNamyo che je pudgaladravyano piMDa te kAraNa che ? temAM jaDanuM kAraNa che ? temAM kAraNa koNa che ? AhA..hA...! evuM pUchavAmAM AvatAM AcArya uttara kahe che.' AvuM pUchyuM tene uttara Ape che, ema kahe che. jene sAMbhaLavAnI, samajavAnI kaMI garaja ja nathI tene ame uttara nathI ApatA

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310 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 ema kahe che. AhA..hA... jene aMtaramAM Avo prazna) thayo, prabhu ! dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinA pariNAma rAga (che) e zuddha cetanA svarUpa bhagavAnathI bahAra che, bhinna che. e bhinna che to enI utpatti kyA kAraNathI thaI che ? AtmAne kAraNe thaI che ke karmane kAraNe thaI che ? ema prazna che. A..hA..samajANuM kAMI ? A adhikAra to bahu sarasa Avyo che ! kaho, bhAI ! tamArI philmamAM pahelo adhikAra Avo Avyo ! AhA...hA..! AvI vAta che. jagatamAM kyAMya sAMbhaLavA maLe nahi. rADerADyuM pADe, e... Ama karo ne Ama karo ne Ama karo... dezasevA karo, bhUkhyAne AhAra dayo, tarasyAne pANI lyo, rogIne oDa daDyo... bhAI ! sAMbhaLa prabhu ! bhAI ! e badhI cIjo to jIvanA puNya-pApane kAraNe maLe che. tuM daI zake e vAtamAM mAla che nahi. ahIMyAM to tArAmAM je rAgAdi bhAva thAya che e zuM cIja che ? Apa eka kora bahAra che ema) kaho cho ane eka kora tene baMdhanuM kAraNa kaho cho ? samajANuM kAMI? AtmAthI puNya-pApa, rAgAdi bahAra che ema kaho cho). bahAra che tene vaLI AtmAnA baMdhanA kAraNa (kaho cho to te che kono ? te vikAra che kono ? ane kevI rIte utpanna thayo che ? AhA..hA...! A zlokanI moTI takarAra che. 175 (zloka). (35nAti) na jAtu rAgAdinimittabhAvamAtmAtmano yAti yathArkakAntaH / tasminnimittaM parasaGga eva vastusvamAvoyamuti tAvat ArU-275TI khaMDAnvaya sahita artha :- tAva kayam vastusvAva: tira (tAva) prazna karyo hato teno uttara Ama che - (trayam vastusvamava:) A vastunuM svarUpa (3ti) sarva kALe pragaTa che. kevo che vastuno svabhAva ? nA cAtmA gAtmanaH ratinimittamavim na yAti' (nAtu) koIpaNa kALe (mAtmA) jIvadravya (AtmanaH ravinimittAva) potAsaMbaMdhI che je rAga-dveSa-moharUpa azuddha pariNAma temanA kAraNapaNArUpa na yAti) pariNamatuM nathI. bhAvArtha Ama che ke dravyanA pariNAmanuM kAraNa be prakAranuM che : eka upAdAnakAraNa che, eka nimittakAraNa che. upAdAnakAraNa eTale dravyamAM antargarbhita che potAnA pariNAma-paryAyarUpa

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kaLaza-175 311 pariNamanazakti; te to je dravyanI, te ja dravyamAM hoya che evo nizcaya che. nimittakAraraNa - je dravyano saMyoga prApta thavAthI anya dravya potAnA paryAyarUpa pariName che; te to je dravyano, te dravyamAM hoya che. anya dravyogacara hoto nathI evo nizcaya che. jevI rIte mRttikA ghaTa paryAyarUpe pariName che, tenuM upAdAnakAraNa che mRttikAmAM ghaTarUpa pariNamanazakti, nimittakAraNa che bAhyarUpa kuMbhAra, cakra, daMDa ityAdi; tevI ja rIte jIvadravya azuddha pariNAme - moharAga-dveSarUpe pariName che, tenuM upAdAnakAraNa che jIvadravyamAM antargarbhita vibhAvarUpa azuddha pariNamanazakti; minimitta nimittakAraNa che parasa iva darzanamohacAritramohakarmarUpa baMdhAyelo je jIvanA pradezomAM ekakSetrAvagAharUpa pudgaladravyano piMDa, teno udaya. joke mohakarmarUpa pudgalapiMDano udaya potAnA dravya sAthe vyApya-vyApakarUpa che, jIvadravya sAthe vyApyavyApakarUpa nathI, topaNa mohakarmano udaya hotAM jIvadravya potAnA vibhAvapariNAmarUpe pariName che - evo ja vastuno svabhAva che, sahAro kono? ahIM dRSTAMta che - "yathI kAnta:' jema sphaTikamaNi rAtI, pILI, kALI ityAdi aneka prabhArUpe pariName che, tenuM upAdAnakAraNa che sphaTikamaNimAM antargarbhita nAnA varNarUpa pariNamanazakti; nimittakAraNa che bAhya nAnA varNarUpa pUrIno (AzrayarUpa vastuno) saMyoga. 13-175. na jAtu rAgAdinimittabhAvamAtmAtmano yAti yathArkakAntaH / tasminnimittaM parasaGga eva vastusvamAvo yamuti tavatva zarU-275 tA. have ahIM "parasaMga (zabdamAM) moTo siddhAMta che. paravastu nahi - "paraNava" nahi. AtmAmAM vikAra thAya e "paraNava" nahi. parane kAraNe nahi paNa paranA saMganA kAraNe thAya che). A.hA...hA...! A moTI takarAra (cAle che). zuM kahyuM ? tAvat trayam vastu svabhAva: tira prazna karyo hato teno uttara Ama che - A vastunuM svarUpa sarva kALe pragaTa che. kevo che vastuno svabhAva ? nA, mAtmA AtminaH rAtinimittamAMvam na yAti" "koIpaNa kALe jIvadravya potAsaMbaMdhI che je rAga-dveSa-moharUpa azuddha pariNAma temanA kAraNapaNArUpa pariNamatuM nathI." juo ! AmAMthI kADhe che ke, AtmA (rAgAdino) kAraNa nathI, karmane kAraNe thAya che. ema kahe che. ema nathI. ahIMyAM to kahe che ke, puNya ane pApanA vikAra (thavAmAM) enuM dravya - mULa jIvadravya

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312 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 kAraNa nathI, jIvano svabhAva - jIvadravya kAraNa nathI paNa tenI paryAyamAM karmanA nimittano saMga kare che to vikAra thAya che. karmathI nahi, AtmadravyathI nahi. samajANuM kAMI ? "paraNava" nathI kahyuM. vikAra "paraNava ema nathI kahyuM. "parasa ' ema kahyuM che. AhA...hA...! prazna :- ATalA zabdamAM ATalo phera paDI gayo ? samAdhAna :- moTo phera che. digaMbaranA eka vidvAna) ahIMyAM rahI gayA hatA temaNe) kabula karyuM hatuM ke, parasa pavI che, "nathI. AtmAmAM vikAra thAya che te karmane kAraNe thAya che ema che nahi. karma to paradravya che. AhA..hA...! karma bicAre kauna ? bhUla merI adhikAI." ahIMyAM kahe che ke, "pUravano artha zuM ? AhA...hA...! ke, parasaMga. AhA...hA...! e pote pariNamato nathI. "bhAvArtha Ama che ke dravyanA pariNAmanuM kAraNa be prakAranuM che ?' A vAta pahelA AvI gaI che. 92mAM pAne. 92 (naMbaranuM) pAnuM che ne ? emAM A vAta AvI gaI che ke, vikAranA kAraNa che. eka upAdAna ane eka nimitta. AtmAmAM vyavahAra rAgAdi utpanna thAya che tenA be kAraNa che). eka upAdAna ane eka nimitta. upAdAna potAnuM potAthI che ema kahe che. juo ! che ? "eka upAdAnakAraNa che, eka nimittakAraNa che. upAdAnakAraNa eTale dravyamAM aMtargabhita che potAnA pariNAma-paryAyarUpa pariNamanazakti." AhAhA.! zuM kahe che? juo ! puNya ane pApanA vikAra thAya che temAM aMtaraMga kAraNa potAnA upAdAnamAM (evI) zakti - evI yogyatA che. yogyatA potAnI che, potAthI vikAra utpanna thAya che. azuddha upAdAna potAnI vibhAvika zakti nimittane AdhIna thAya che to potAthI thAya che. samajANuM kAMI? paNa upAdAna potAthI che, nimitta karma che. nimitta karma che to nimitta kare che, e (vAta) nathI. (jo e kare to) nimitta kahevAtuM nathI. AhA...hA...! AvA siddhAMta ! vANiyAne vakhata maLe nahi, nirNaya karavAnI navarAza (maLe nahi). bhAI ! raLavAmAM rokAya, bAyaDIchokarA, kuTuMbamAM Akho di pApamAM (jAya), emAMthI ekAda kalAka maLe to mAthe (saMbhaLAvanAra) je kahe che, jaya nArAyaNa..! AhA..hA..! ahIM prabhu ema kahe che, ziSyano prazna e hato ke, AtmA caitanyasvarUpa bhagavAna che tenAthI puNya-pApanA bhAva, vikAra, rAga-dveSa to bahAra che. (e) bahAra che tenuM kAraNa AtmA che tenuM kAraNa karma, bAhya cIja che ? to uttara ema Apyo ke, aMtargabhita upAdAna yogyatA to jIvanI potAnI che. paryAyamAM vikAra thavo te yogyatA, upAdAnanI potAnI zakti che. karma to nimittamAtra che. AhA...hA...! parasaMga - paNa e (AtmA) parano saMga kare che. ema kahe che. "paraNava' nahi. potAno saMga choDI rAga-dveSamAM parano saMga kare che. karmano saMga (kare che), karmathI nathI thatA), karmano saMga kare che. AhAhA....

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kaLaza-175 313 parathI ane paranA saMge - bannemAM ugamaNA-AthamaNo phera che. samajANuM kAMI ? ahIMyAM to parasaMga (kahe che). bhagavAna AnaMdasvarUpa prabhu ! te asaMga svarUpano saMga choDI karmanA nimittano saMga kare che tene vikAra utpanna thAya che. samajANuM kAMI? saMga nathI karatA tene vikAra utpanna thato nathI. e kahe che. che ne ? potAnA pariNAma-paryAyarUpa pariNamanazakti; te to je dravyanI, te ja dravyamAM hoya che evo nizcaya che. e to potAnA kAraNe, potAnI azuddha pariNatine kAraNe, potAnI vibhAvikazaktine kAraNe thAya che). vibhAvikazakti baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI. vibhAvikazakti to siddhamAM paNa che. paNa vibhAvikazaktinI yogyatA nimittano saMga kare che. AhA...hA..! to temAM vikAra utpanna thAya che. tethI vikAra potAno nathI ane heya che, ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. vizeSa kaheze.. (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !) mAgazara vada 1, somavAra tA. 26-12-1977. kaLaza-175 pravacana-185 kaLazaTIkA 175 (kaLaza) pharIne laIe. A philma) Utare che ne ? eTale. "tAvat yam vaturvamAvaH kati' ziSyano prazna hato ke, AtmA koNa che ? to teno uttara Apyo. temAM e AvyuM ke, A AtmA je che AtmA, teno svabhAva zuddha caitanya che. AtmA je aMdara che teno svabhAva zuddha caitanya (che). jema zrIphaLa - nALiyera hoya che, nALiyera. have atyAre gujarAtI che. nALiyera che emAM chAlA judAM che, kAcalI judI che ane kAcalI koranI lAla chAla judI che ane lAla chAlathI judo aMdara ghoLo goLo che). zrIphaLa - nALiyara, sapheda ane mITho goLo e nALiyera (che). lAla chAla, kAcalI ane chAlA e kaMI nALiyera nathI. ema A bhagavAna AtmA ! A deha che I chAlA che, e kiMI AtmA nathI. aMdara ATha karma mATI, jaDa che e paNa kAcalInI peThe jaDa che, e kaMI AtmA nathI. tema aMdaramAM puNya-pApanA bhAva thAya, zubha-azubha bhAva (thAya) e lAla chAla jevA chilakA (chAla) che. enI pAchaLa bhagavAna AtmA... jhINI vAta che, prabhu ! e atIndriya AnaMdano zuddha caitanyagoLo che. jema e nALiyera dhoLo ane mITho (goLo che) ema A AtmA aMdara zuddha (che). dhoLo eTale zuddha (che). caitanya zuddha ane mITho eTale AnaMda, e AnaMdakaMda prabhu AtmA che. tenI dRSTi hoya to ene samyakdaSTi kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA..hA...! nahIMtara rAga ane puNyane potAnA mAnavA e mithyAdRSTi che. ene satya

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314 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 vastunI khabara nathI. e ahIMyAM kahe che, koIpaNa kALe te vastu potAthI rAga ne dveSa ne vikArarUpe pariNamato nathI. e to zuddha caitanya che. AhA...! jema lIMDIpIpara thAya che, lIMDIpIpara ! choTI pIpara kahe che ne ? e bahAramAM raMge kALI, tIkhAza alpa che) paNa aMdaramAM tIkhAza nAma caraparAI - tIkhAza pUrI bharI che, pUrI che ane lIlo jeno raMga che. e lIlo raMga ane tIkhAza te ja pIpara che. sAdhAraNa kALapa (che) e to nIkaLI jAya che. aMtara je ghaMTe, coMsaTha porI ghUTe tyAre je zaktimAM cosaTha nAma pUrNa rUpiyo - soLa AnA je tIkhAza hatI te prAptanI prApti ghUMTavAthI bahAra Ave che. e aMdara che e bahAra Ave che. ema AtmAmAM pUrNa AnaMda, pUrNa jJAna, pUrNa zAMti, pUrNa prabhutA, pUrNa svacchatA, pUrNa caitanya - jIvatvazaktirUpe paripUrNa bharelo che. jIvatarazakti ! AnaMda ane jJAna AdinI zakti, jJAna, darzana Adi pUrNa bharyA che. enuM aMdaramAM bhAna thavuM.. AhAhA...! enuM nAma ahIMyAM samyagdarzana kahevAmAM Ave che ane e samyagdarzana janma-maraNanA aMtaranuM kAraNa che. e ahIM kahyuM. dekho ! vastuno svabhAva (uti) "sarva kALe pragaTa che." caitanyamUrti to trikALa AnaMdakaMda (che). bahenanI bhASAmAM kahyuM hatuM ne? pelI choDI bolatI hatI ke, jAgato jIva Ubho che. jhINI bhASA che. aMdara jAgato jIva, jJAyaka jIva, caitanyarasakaMda jIva Ubho che. Ubho eTale dhruva che. aMdara caitanyavatu dhruva che. enI paryAya - avasthAmAM badale paNa je jAgato jIva je trikALa jJAyakabhAva.. AhA..hA..! e to dhruvapaNe sadA vidyamAna che. enAmAM dRSTi ApatAM samyagdarzana thAya che. e vinA samyagdarzananI utpatti che nahi. e vAta kare che. koIpaNa kALe AtmA potAnA svabhAva sivAya che ne? "rAga-dveSa-moharUpa azuddha pariNAma temanA kAraNapaNArUpa pariNamatuM nathI. AhA..hA..! zuM kahe che ? vastu je che aMdara AnaMdakaMda prabhu ! e pote potAnA svabhAvanA Azraye ke svabhAvanA saMge vikArapaNe pariNamato nathI. AhAhA...! ane e vikArapaNe thAya che e paranA saMgamAM paricaya kare che mATe. karmano saMga, jaDa karma e taraphanuM lakSa kare che, parano saMga kare che ethI vikAra pariNAma thAya che. potAnA svabhAvane kAraNe vikAra thAya evuM enuM svarUpa nathI. samajAya che kAMI ? AhA..hA..! pote aMdara svarUpa je AtmA - saccidAnaMda prabhu ! A..hA...! kema bese ? satu zAzvata jJAna ane AnaMdanI dhruvatA jemAM aMdara bharI che. evo je prabhu e potAnA svabhAvathI vikArapaNe pariName evuM enuM svarUpa nathI. samajAya che kAMI ? e paranA nimittanA saMge azuddha rAgAdipaNe pariName che, paNa e azuddhapaNe thAya che e paNa potAnI yogyatAthI - upAdAnathI thAya che, karma to nimitta che. karma bIjI cIja to nimitta che). nimittano artha

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kaLaza-175 315 eka upasthita cIja che. paNa ene laIne ahIMyAM vikAra thAya che ema che nahi. AhA..hA....! e to bhagavAna AtmA zuddha caitanyasvabhAvane bhUlIne vartamAna paryAyamAM nimittane tAbe thayelI, nimittane vaza thayelI dazA potAne kAraNe vikArarUpe thAya che. samajAya che kAMI ? e kahyuM ne ? potAsaMbaMdhI che je rAga-dveSa-moharUpa azuddha pariNAma temanA kAraNapaNArUpa pariNamatuM nathI. zuddha svabhAva parama AnaMda prabhu atIndriya AnaMdano rasa che. AhA.hA.... jemAM A cokhA che ne ? cokhA ! cAvala... cAvala, cokhA ! e cokhAnI uparanuM photaruM che ne ? photaruM - chilakA (e judI cIja che) ane cokhA upara lAla raMga hoya che, jhINo lAla raMga hoya che, e judI cIja che ane raMganI pAchaLa je cokho che e dhoLo - sapheda cokho che. ema A AtmA. A zarIra (che) e uparanuM photaruM che ane aMdaramAM puNya ane pApanA bhAva (thAya che) e (cokhAno) jema lAla raMga che ema A raMga che ane aMdara AtmA je che e lAla raMgathI bhinna zuddha caitanyaghana (che). AtmA che e cokho cokho.. cokhA kahe che ne ? cAvala, amArI gujarAtI bhASAmAM cokhA che. e cokho AtmA che. aMdara nirmaLAnaMda prabhunI upara dRSTi lagAvavAthI samyagdarzana ane samyakajJAna - dharmanI pahelI sIDI - paryAya pragaTa thAya che. AhA..hA...! have vizeSa kahe che. e potAnA kAraNe rAgarUpa pariNamato nathI. che ? bhAvArtha Ama che ke dravyanA pariNAmanuM kAraNa be prakAranuM che : vastumAM je vikAra thAya tenA be kAraNa che. vastuno svabhAva vikAra thAya evo nathI paNa paryAyamAM vikAra thAya tenA be kAraNa che. "eka upAdAnakAraNa che, eka nimittakAraNa che." upAdAnakAraNa eTale mULa kAraNa. potAmAM evI yogyatA che ke ene laIne e nimittane AdhIna vikArarUpe, doSarUpe, vibhAvarUpe thAya che. nimittakAraNa che. upAdAnakAraNa eTale dravyamAM antargarbhita che potAnA pariNAma-paryAyarUpa pariNamanazakti;." A..hA...! jhINI vAta che, bhAI ! vastu je AtmA che e to atIndriya AnaMda ane atIndriya jJAnanI mUrti prabhu aMdara che. enI dRSTi ane enA svabhAvathI vikArapaNe pariName evuM enuM svarUpa nathI. paNa A je vikAra - doSa thAya che e paryAyamAM, potAmAM aMdara eka vibhAvika nAmanI zakti che enI paryAyamAM nimittAdhIna thAya che tyAre tene vikAra thAya che. A..hA...! samajAya che kAMI ? jhINI vAta che, bApu ! A to aMdaranA mArga che. A AtmAno mArga che. AtmAno mArga eNe kadI sAMbhaLyo nathI, samajyo nathI. bahAranA - jagatanA DhasaraDA karI karIne marI gayo. aMdaramAM cIja che e zuddha svarUpa je che e potAne kAraNe azuddhapaNe pariName evo eno svabhAva nathI. paNa paryAyamAM - avasthAmAM potAne kAraNe upAdAnanI potAnI yogyatAne

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316 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 kAraNe azuddhapaNe pariName che. e upAdAna enuM che. upAdAna eTale mULa kAraNa nimittakAraNa karma che, paNa nimittakaraNano artha evo nathI ke nimitta karAve che. samajAya che kAMI ? nimitta eka cIja che. jema mATImAMthI ghaDo thAya che, e dAkhalo AgaLa Apyo che. emAM Apyo che ne ? hA, emAM ja Apyo che, juo ! che ? jevI rIte mRttikA ghaTa paryAyarUpe pariName che..." mATI che e ghaDArUpe thAya che emAM upAdAna - mULa kAraNa mATI (che) ane kuMbhAra to nimittakAraNa che. nimitta - enAthI ghaDo thAya che ema nahi. AhAhA....! samajAya che kAMI ? e to 372 gAthAmAM AvI gayuM che ke, mATIthI ghaDo hoya che. kuMbhArathI ghaDo hoya e eme dekhatA nathI. AhA...hA...! 372 ! mATI je che e pote ghaDArUpe thAya che. kuMbhArathI ghaDArUpe thAya che ema che nahi. kuMbhAra to nimittamAtra eka cIja che. AhA....! paNa aMdaramAM je vastu che e mATI pote ja ghaDArUpe thAya che. ema AtmA - bhagavAnaAtmA pote ja potAnA svabhAvathI zuddharUpe pariName che. e zuddharUpe pariNamana (thavAmAM) koI karmano abhAva (thavo) e kAraNa che nahi ane azuddhapaNe - malinapaNe pariName che te paNa potAne kAraNe malinapaNe pariName che. A..hA..hA....! karma to eka nimittakAraNa joDe cIja che. e kaMI ene pariNamAve ane badalAve ema che nahi. e kIdhuM, juo ! je dravyano saMyoga prApta thavAthI anya dravya potAnA paryAyarUpa pariName che; te to je dravyano, te dravyamAM hoya che...." A vastumAM vastunI paryAya vastumAM potApaNe hoya, parapaNe hoya nahi. bhale parasaMyoga hoya paNa parapaNe na hoya. para nimitta hoya paNa thAya potApaNe. vikAra ane avikAra potApaNe potAne kAraNe thAya che. "anya dravyagocara hoto nathI evo nizcaya che. jevI rIte mRttikA ghaTaparyAyarUpe pariName che, tenuM upAdAnakAraNa che mRttikAmAM ghaTarUpa pariNamanazakti; nimittakAraNa che bAhyarUpa kuMbhAra, cakra, daMDa ItyAdi;." e to bAhya nimittakAraNa che. AhA...hA...! ene koI vikAra karAvI tye ema che nahi. jema kuMbhAra banAvI daye ema nathI. AhA..hA..! A to duniyAthI UMdhuM che, bApu ! e ghaDo pote mATIthI thAya che. mATI pote ja ghaDArUpe thAya che. kuMbhArarUpe ghaDo thato nathI, jema kuMbhAra ghaDArUpe thato nathI. AhA..hA..! ethI mATImAMthI ghaDo thavAmAM mULa kAraNa mATI che ane kuMbhAra nimitta che. ema AtmAmAM vikAra thavAmAM mULa kAraNa enI paryAya che, enI yogyatA che ane nimittakAraNa karma che, paNa karmane laIne aMdara vikAra thAya che ema nathI. tema potAnA svabhAvane laIne vikAra thAya che ema nathI. AhA...hA...! bhAI ! A badhuM jhINuM che. mumukSu :- karma nimittakAraNa to che. uttara - nimittano artha, che', basa ! paNa karAve che (jo ema hoya to) nimitta

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kaLaza-175 317 kahevAmAM nathI AvatuM. ghaDAmAM nimittakAraNa kuMbhAra che, paNa kuMbhAra ghaDAne kare che ema hoya) to to nimittakAraNa rahetuM nathI. e to upAdAnakAraNa thaI jAya. A.hA...! samajAya che kAMI ? mumukSu :- kuMbhAra vinA cAlatuM nathI. uttara :- koNa kahe che cAlatuM nathI ? e to 102 gAthAmAM kahyuM ne ? dareka dravyanI paryAyano janmakSaNa che. dareka tattvano, paryAyano janma (arthAtu) utpatti kALa che. te utpattikALane kAraNe te paryAya potAthI thAya che. 102 gAthA, pravacanasAra" I janmakSaNa che. I enA utpattino kALa che. AhA..hA....! paNa ahIM to vikAranI utpatti paranA nimitte eTale ke paranA saMge eTale ke nimittane AdhIna thAya to thAya che. nimitta karAvatuM nathI. samajAya che kAMI ? jhINI vAta che, bhAI ! tenuM upAdAnakAraNa che jIvadravyamAM..... have moha-rAga-dveSarUpe pariName che, tenuM upAdAnakAraNa che jIvadravyamAM antargarbhita vibhAvarUpa azuddha pariNamanazakti." emAM be bola che ke, vibhAvikazaktine kAraNe) enAmAM vikArapaNe pariNamavAnI yogyatA che paNa vibhAvikazakti che mATe vibhAvapaNe pariName che ema nahi. zuM kahyuM I? aMdara vibhAvikazakti che mATe vibhAvapaNe pariName che ema nahi. kemake vibhAvikazakti to siddhamAM paNa che. paNa vibhAvikazakti paryAyamAM nimittane AdhIna thAya che tyAre tene vikAra, puNya ane pApanA vikAra thAya che. AhA...jhINI vAta che, bhAI ! A to aMtarano mArga aMtarathI judI jAtano che. AhA...hA..! e kahe che. vibhAvarUpa azuddha pariNamanazakti," che. nimittakAraNa che darzanamohacAritramohakarmarUpa baMdhAyelo je jIvanA pradezomAM ekakSetrAvagAharUpa pudgaladravyano piMDa,..." e to nimitta (che). pudgalano piMDa che e to nimitta che. AhA..hA..! ane upAdAna to AtmAnI vartamAna paryAyamAM azuddhatA thavAnI yogyatAthI azuddhatA thAya che. karma to nimittamAtra che. AhA...hA...! A paNa moTI takarAra che ne ? karmane laIne vikAra thAya, karmane laIne vikAra thAya e vAta ane zubhabhAvathI nizcaya thAya. eTale karmathI vikAra thAya ane vikArathI dharma thAya ! banne vAta jUThI che. samajAya che kAMI ? prazna :- sAcI vAta zuM che ? samAdhAna :- sAcI vAta e che ke, vikAra potAthI, paryAyamAM lAyakAtathI utpanna thAya che. karma nimittamAtra che ane zubhabhAva je thAya e potAnI lAyakAtathI thAya che. ane zubhabhAvathI nizcaya thAya che ema che nahi. zubhabhAvanI rUci choDI ane svabhAvanI ruci kare to nizcaya samyagdarzana thAya che. bhAI ! AvI vAta che. pudgaladravyano piMDa" che ne? pudgalapiMDano udaya potAnA dravya sAthe vyApya-vyApakarUpa

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318 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 che,...' zuM kahe che ? ke, je karma che ne ? jaDa karma, eno udaya vyApya-vyApakapaNe) enI sAthe che. karma vyApaka (thaIne) prasare che ane vikArI paryAya, je udayanI dazA thAya che e enuM vyApya che. karma vyApaka thaIne AtmAnA vikArI paryAyanuM vyApya kare ema nathI. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? bhASA lIdhI, joI ? karma potAne kA2Ne vyApya-vyApaka che. karma sattArUpa vastu che e vyApaka (che) ane je udaya Avyo e enuM vyApya. e vyApyavyApakapaNuM) enuM enAmAM che. AhA..hA...! paNa karma vyApaka thaIne AtmAnI vikArI paryAya vyApya kare evo saMbaMdha nathI. AtmA vyApaka thaIne ajJAnapaNe vikArI paryAyapaNe vyApya thAya evo eno bhAva che. kaho, AvI vAta che. che ? jIvadravya sAthe vyApya-vyApakarUpa nathI...' zuM kahyuM I ? vikArI paryAya je jIvamAM thAya emAM karma vyApaka ane vikArI paryAya vyApya nathI. e karma sattAmAM paDyA che e vyApaka thaI ane udayamAM AvI vyAkhavyApakapaNuM enuM enAmAM che. paNa karma vyApaka thaIne jIvanI vikArI paryAya kare ema nathI. AhA..hA...! jyAre ('samayasAra'nI) 'kartA-karma (adhikAranI)' 75-76 gAthAmAM to ema kahyuM... AhA..hA...! karma vyApaka thaIne vikArI paryAya vyApya thAya che. tyAM to kartA-karma karavA lAyaka che e vastu choDavA mATe (kahyuM che). dravyanI jyAM dRSTi thaI, dravya vastu bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano svabhAva evI dRSTi thaI to e dravya vyApaka thaIne avikArI paryAyanI vyApya dazAne kare. zuM kahyuM I ? AtmA pUrNAnaMda prabhu saccidAnaMda svarUpa (che) eno svabhAva zuddha che evI jyAre dRSTi thaI tyAre e zuddha svabhAva te vyApaka che ane paryAyanI zuddhatA thaI te vyApya che. karma vyApaka che ane zuddha paryAya vyApya che ema to (che) nahi. have karma vyApaka che to karmanI paryAya tenI vyApya che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? vyApya-vyApaka eTale vyApaka eTale kartA ane vyApya eTale avasthA. vyApaka eTale dravya, vyApya eTale avasthA. to karma vyApaka thaIne tenI avasthAne kare, paNa karma vyApaka thaIne AtmAnI avasthA kare (ema nahi). I ahIM vAstavika enI avasthAne siddha karavI che. vikArI avasthA potAthI thAya che ema ahIMyAM siddha karavuM che. ane jyAM 75-76 gAthA lIdhI tyAM to aMtaraMga kA2Na puNya ane pApa e pudgala che. AhA..hA...! e karma che, I AtmA nahi. ema lIdhuM che. kema ? ke, jyAM dRSTi dravyasvabhAva upara thaI ethI svabhAva vyApaka thaIne nirmaLa samyagdarzana, jJAna, AnaMdanI paryAya enuM vyApya thAya. e vyApaka thaIne vikArI paryAya) vyApya thAya ema paNa nahi ane karma vyApaka thaIne jIvanI vikArI paryAya karAve ema to e apekSAe che nahi. paNa jyAre vikAra kADhI nAkhavo che to vikAranuM vyApya karma che, karma eno vyApaka che (ema kahe). tyAM karmane vyApaka banAvyo -

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kaLaza-175 319 ane vikArI paryAyane vyApya banAvI. ahIM kahe che ke, karmanuM vyApya-vyApakapaNe karmamAM che. prazna :- mULamAM zuM phera ? samAdhAna :- paNa kaI apekSA che ema jANavuM joIe ne ? eka ja ThekANethI eka ja pakaDe ema na cAle. A to anekAnta mArga che, syAdvAda mArga che. kaI apekSAe che I ene jANavuM joIe. tyAM to bilakula ema kahyuM ke, AtmA bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAthanuM vyApya to svabhAva che, zuddha paryAya tenuM vyApya che. tyAre vikAra thAya che ne? (to kahe che), e vikAra che te jJAnanuM zeya che tethI te karma vyApaka thaIne vikArI paryAya vyApya thaIne jJAna tene jANe che. AhA...hA...! AmAM kyAM zuM pakaDavuM samajANuM? jhINI vAta che, bApu ! AhA..hA..! ekadama kahe ke, vikArI paryAya pudgala che ema kahe, "jIva adhikAramAM vikArI paryAya ajIva che ema kahe. ane 100-109-110-111 gAthAmAM to ema kahe ke, pUrvano karmano udaya te vyApaka che ane navA karma baMdhAya te tenuM vyApya che. zuM kahyuM che ? - traNa prakAra thayA. eka to vyApya-vyApaka zuddha AtmA pote vyApaka thaIne enI vyApya avasthA nirmaLa kare) che. basa ! eTaluM. ane jyAre e rIte siddha karavuM che tyAre karma vyApaka thaIne vikArI vyApya che (ema kahe). e kADhI nAkhavA mATe ane jJAnanuM zeya banAvIne ema kahyuM. samajANuM kAMI ? ahIMyAM ema kahyuM ke, AtmA pote potAnA svabhAvathI vikAra thAya evuM enuM svarUpa nathI. paNa vikAra thavAnI enI paryAyamAM yogyatA che, vastumAM nahi. dravyamAM ane guNamAM nahi. vikAra thavAnI paryAyabuddhimAM paryAyamAM yogyatA che. e potAthI vyApya-vyApaka che. karmanuM vyApya-vyApaka karmamAM ane AtmAnuM vyApya-vyApaka AtmAmAM. karma vyApaka thaIne AtmAmAM vikAra thAya ema nathI ane AtmA vyApaka thaIne karmanI vyApaka avasthA kare ema paNa nathI. - trIjuM, karma je jaDa che te udaya thaIne navA karma je baMdhAya che temAM jUnA karma vyApaka che ane navA karma baMdhAya te vyApya che. AhA..hA...! AvI vAta che. traNa prakAra thayA. mumukSu :- bhinna kALavartI batAvyA che. uttara - hA, tyAM lIdhuM che. kAraNa ke AtmA zuddha caitanya levo che. eTale karmano) udaya thaI ane navA baMdhAya e enuM vyApya che. bhale emAM - navA (baMdhAvAmAM) pachI vikAra nimitta thAya paNa kharekhara jUnA karmanuM nimitta che, udaya che, vyApaka che ane navA baMdhAya te vyApya che. AhA..hA..! 108thI 111mAM ema lIdhuM che. jyAM jyAM je je yogya che, tahAM samajavuM teha, tyAM tyAM te te Acare, AtmArthI jana eha samajAya che kAMI ? prabhuno anekAntamArga bahu jhINo, bApu ! AhA..hA...! bahArathI sthULapaNe mAnIne besI

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320 kalAmRta bhAga-5 gayA e kaMI cIja nathI. ahIM e kahe che, dekho ! tyAM be bolamAM ema lIdhuM. A samayasAramAM che. che? ke, karma vyApaka ane vikArI paryAya vyApyA. bhagavAna vyApaka ane vikArI paryAya vyApya ema nahi. e zuddha svabhAvane siddha karavA (ema kahyuM). karmanuM vyApaka thaIne vyApya thayuM e to jJAnanuM para tarIke ya thayuM. karma vyApaka ane vikArI vyApya e jJAtAnuM bhAna thatAM te jJAtAmAM e paryAyane paraNeya tarIke gaNavAmAM AvyuM. tethI karma vyApaka ane paryAya vyApya (ema kahyuM che). ahIMyAM svadravyanI paryAya siddha karavI che. potAnI vikArI paryAya potAmAM potAnI yogyatAthI thAya che. AhA...hA..! karma vyApya-vyApaka thaIne vikArane kare ema nahi. karma karmamAM vyApya-vyApaka che, AtmA AtmAmAM vyApya-vyApaka che. e vikArI paryAyapaNe paryAyanI yogyatAne (koI) apekSAe dravya kahevAmAM Ave, bAkI paryAyanI yogyatA te vyApaka che ane vikArI paryAya thaI te tenuM vyApaka che. AhA...hA..! bIjI rIte kahIe to AtmA kartA kahevAya ane vikArI paryAya karma kahevAya. I AtmA kartA eTale dravya nahi. enI paryAya che tene AtmA kIdho che. AtmA je vastu che I kartA nahi). ane cha kAraka che ne ? kartA, karma, karaNa, saMpradAna, apAdAna, adhikaraNa emAM kartA dravya nahi. kartA dravya bolavAmAM Ave paNa kartA enI paryAya che. kartA vikArI paryAya che, karma vikArI paryAya che, karaNa vikArI paryAya che, saMpradAna vikArI paryAya che, apAdAna vikArI paryAya che, adhikAraNa vikArI paryAya che. emAM AtmA (-dravya) bilakula nahi. I paryAyanA SakAraka paryAyathI thAya. AhAhA...! ahIM kahe che ke, e vikArI paryAya enA azuddha pariNAmathI paryAyanI yogyatAthI potAmAM thAya. samajANuM kAMI ? emAM karma to nimittamAtra che. AmAM bahu jhaghaDA evA UbhA thAya. apekSA na samaje to ajJAna che). na samaje eTale ajJAna ane ajJAnamAM to cakarAvAmAM paDyo ja che. AhAhA...! ahIMyAM to ema kahe che ke, upAdAnanI paryAya tArI che. e vibhAvikazaktimAM nimittane vaza thavAnI yogyatA tArI che. e AgaLa 47 navamAM Avaze. Izvaranaya ane anizvaranaya. Izvaranaya Ave che ne ? jema bALakane dhAyamAtA paravazapaNe dhavaDAve che ema AtmAmAM - paryAyamAM evI eka Izvara nAmanI yogyatA che ke karmanA nimittane vaza thaIne vikAra pote kare che. AhA...hA..! mumukSu :- vIMchI karaDe tyAre duHkha karavAnI icchA to nathI. uttara :vIMchI ene karaDyo ja nathI, aDyo paNa nathI. eka dravya bIjA dravyane cUMbatuM nathI. e to trIjI gAthAmAM kahyuM ne ! e to enA upara lakSa che eTale rADa nAkhe

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kaLaza-175 321 che. lakSa dravya upara nathI, svabhAva upara nathI eTale jANe A mane thayuM, evo dveSa I Ubho kare che. mumukSu - evI icchA to nathI. uttara :- nA, dveSa Ubho kare che. AhA...hA...! bahu jhINI vAta che. kharekhara to vIMchIno DaMkha zarIrane aDyo nathI. kemake vIMchInA DaMkhanA paramANu ane zarIranA paramANu bhinna che. to eka dravya bIjA dravyane aDe ke cUMbe ema banatuM nathI. AhAhA..! AvI vAtuM che, bApA ! mumukSu :- maphatamAM ja raDe che. uttara :- nA, enI paryAya enAmAM che. paNa ahIMyAM je kIdhuM ne ? juo ! A zarIra che, juo ! A Ama che ne ? have Ama thAya che I AMgaLIne laIne thatuM nathI, AMgaLI ene aDatI nathI. A khADo thayo ? AMgaLI ene aDI nathI ane khADo potAnI paryAyathI thayo. mumukSu - sparzendriyanuM jJAna thatAM A aDe to che. uttara :- bilakula nahi. AhA...hA...! indriya dvArA jJAna kare ema kahevAya. paNa indriya ene aDe che mATe jJAna thAya ema nahi. AvI vAto bahu jhINI, bhAI ! samajANuM kAMI? AhA..hA..! lyo, juo ! Ama thayuM ke nahi ? avAja nIkaLyo ke nahi ? A ene aDyuM nathI ane avAja nIkaLyo che. kAraNa ke A cIja judI (che), A cIja judI che). (emAM) aDe kyAM ? cUMbe ja nahi ne, bIjAne sparzatuM ja nathI ne ! chatAM A Ama thayuM ane je avAja nIkaLyo I to aMdaranA paramANunI paryAyamAM bhASA thavAnI yogyatA hatI e vaDe nIkaLyA che. A aDyA nathI ane Ane laIne avAja thayo nathI. AvI vAta che, bApA ! pahelAM kIdhuM hatuM nahi ? e paryAyano camatkAra che ! bApu ! e paryAya evI che ke aDe nahi ane paryAya thAya ! A te vAta to juo ! AhAhA..! I dravya camatkArika che, enA guNo camatkArika che. jyAM anaMta... anaMta... anaMta.... anaMta... anaMta... anaMta.... anaMta.... anaMta.... guNA evA camatkArika guNo che ane enI pamAya bIjAne aDe nahi chatAM bIjAmAM khADo paDe ! A dAMta roTalIne aDe nahi ane TUkaDA thAya, A zuM che A !! - eka kora ema kahevuM ke, eka dravya bIjA dravyane cUMbe nahi, aDe nahi ane eka kora ema kahevuM ke, dAMtathI roTalInA TUkaDA thAya. taddana jUThI vAta che. AhA..hA....! taNakhalAnA be TUkaDA karavAnI paNa AtmAmAM tAkAta nathI. zuM kIdhuM I ? mumukSu :- AtmAmAM to anaMta tAkAta che. uttara :- potAnI potAmAM che. para mATe kIdhuM ne A ? taNakhaluM... taNakhaluM ne ?

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322 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 (enA TUkaDA AtmAthI thAya) ? to kahe, nA, e AMgaLI taNakhalAne aDI ja nathI ane enA be kaTakA thayA che emAM AtmAnI icchA thaI mATe thayA ja nathI. AvI vAtuM che. I vastunuM svarUpa ja evuM che, prabhu ! I camatkArika dravya che. koI paramANu kaho, AtmA kaho, cha dravya kaho vastusthiti evI che. A to lokomAM na cAlatuM hoya eTale ene navuM lAge. bAkI navuM kaMI che nahi. vastunuM svarUpa ja AvuM che. AhAhA...! e to kahyuM nahotuM ? A ThavaNInA AdhAre pustaka rahyuM ja nathI. ThavaNInA AdhAre pustaka rahyuM nathI. kemake e paramANumAM darekamAM AdhAra nAmanI zakti che. eka eka paramANumAM AdhAra nAmanI zakti che. ema AtmAmAM paNa AdhAra nAmano eka guNa che paNa I je AdhAraguNa che e nirmaLapaNe pariName tene guNa kahevAmAM Ave che. vikArapaNe pariName I to enuM lakSa paryAyamAM jAya che. guNa pote AdhAra che e vikArapaNe pariName e guNano svabhAva nathI. AhAhA...! e vikArapaNAnI paryAya thavAmAM enI paryAyanI yogyatA te samayanI tenI dravya-guNanI apekSA rAkhyA vinA (thAya che). samyagdarzananI paryAya thAya e paNa kharekhara nizcayathI to dravya-guNanI paNa apekSA jemAM nathI. AhA..hA..! karmanA abhAvanI jemAM apekSA nathI. e jI samyagdarzananI paryAya (thAya), e paryAyamAM SaSkArakanI zakti potAmAM paDI che. je samyagdarzananI paryAya (thaI) I paryAya pote kartA (che), dravya-guNa nahi. e samyagdarzananI paryAya pote kArya - karma (che), dravya-guNa nahi. karma to nahi, karmano abhAva (thayo) mATe samyagdarzananuM kArya thayuM e to nahi. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? AvI vAtuM che. prazna :- paryAyamAM sudhAra paNa kevI rIte thAya ? samAdhAna :- A dravyano Azraya kare eTale enuM lakSa kare to sudhare. eno artha dravyathI sudharatuM nathI paNa paryAya paranuM lakSa choDIne ahIM jAya to e paryAya potAthI sudharI jAya che. AhA...hA...! mumukSu - sudhare potAthI paNa lakSa dravyanuM. uttara :- Azraya kIdho ne ? Azraya le che). dravya-Azraya kIdhuM ne? "mUlyasilo nu sammAdi dri nIva' (paryAya) Azraya (lyuM che) chatAM paNa e samakita dravyane aDatuM nathI. Avo mArga che, bhAI ! bahu jhINo mArga, prabhuno evo mArga che. vItarAga sivAya e vAta kyAMya che nahi). samaya samayanI svataMtratA ! bIjAne aDyA vinA (kArya thAya), AvI cIja kyAM che ? bhAI ! AhAhA..! pelA to kahe, Izvara jagatano kartA che. are..! badhuM UMdhuM che ! ahIM to kahe che), paryAyano kartA dravya paNa nahi. AhA..hA.! para to nahi paNa dravya-guNa paNa paryAyano kartA nahi ne ! dravya-guNa kartA ane paryAya karma, e paNa upacArathI

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kaLaza-175 323 kathana che. e AmAM AvI jAya che. "kaLazaTIkAmAM AgaLa AvI gayuM che. ahIMyAM kahe che ke, AtmA potAnA svabhAvathI vikArarUpe pariName e pote vikAranA kAraNarUpa svabhAva nathI. kIdhuM ne ? sadA udayamAna ! e svabhAva to sadAya pragaTa che. ene koI vikAra pragaTa kare ema che nahi). pote svabhAva svabhAvane kAraNe pragaTa kare. AtmAnA svabhAvane kAraNe vikAra thAya evuM che nahi ane te vikAra thavAmAM aMdara paryAyanI yogyatAthI vikAra thAya che. e upAdAna kAraNa enuM che ane nimitta tene karma che, basa ! AhA...hA...! bhAI ! AvuM jhINuM che. kyAMya maLe evuM nathI). pachI ene na bese to e bicArA ema kahe ne, ekAMta che.. ekAMta che. kahe, ene je beThuM hoya ema kahe ne ? emAM zuM thayuM ? AhA...hA..! bApu A samyaka ekAMta che. samyaku ekAMta, hoM ! ahIMyAM vikAra thavAmAM svabhAva kAraNa nathI ema kahyuM, karma kAraNa nathI ema kahyuM. be vAta lIdhI. svabhAva to sadAya udayamAna zuddha che. I svabhAva kAraNa nathI). nA pADI ne ? AtmA pote e rUpe pariName ema nathI, ema pahelAM kIdhuM ne ? vikArarUpe AtmA - svabhAva pariName ema nathI. eno to svabhAva ja bhinna che. tyAre have vikAra thAya che to kharo. enuM kAraNa koNa ? enuM kAraNa enI paryAyanI upAdAnanI yogyatA. karma nimitta (che). nimitta eTale ke eka upasthita cIja. paNa nimittathI ahIM vikAra thAya to e nimitta kahevAtuM nathI. AhA..hA...! mumukSu :- azuddha upAdAna tenuM kAraNa che. uttara :- e pote ja kAraNa che. AhA...hA...! zuddha upAdAna kAraNa nahi, nimitta kAraNa nahi, eka samayanI paryAya vikRta (avasthAnuM kAraNa che. AhA...hA...! A ziSyanA praznano uttara che. ziSyae pahelAM 174 zlokamAM ema pUchyuM hatuM ke, prabhu ! Ape eka kora ema kahyuM ke, vikArabhAva AtmAnA nahi ane vaLI vikArathI baMdhana thAya ema Ape kahyuM. tyAre A te zuM che ? puNya ane pApanA bhAva AtmAnA nahi - eka vAta. bIjI rIte kahyuM ke, puNya-pApathI ene baMdhana thAya che. A zuM kahyuM tame ? I prazna karyo hato ne ? pUrve 174mAM thaI gayo che. samajANuM ? driyo vanidrAnakuvA-te zuddhavinItra mahotirivA: ' "tirivara" (kahyuM) joyuM ? eka to baMdhanuM kAraNa kahyuM, vaLI ene AtmAnA svabhAvathI bhinna kahyA. AhA..hA...! samajAya che kAMI ? Avo mArga che, bApu ! peluM to saheluMTa hatuM - vrata karavA, apavAsa karavA (enAthI) dharma thaI jAya, jAo ! bApu ! e apavAsamAM paNa rAganI maMdatA hoya to zubha bhAva che. e upavAsa paNa nathI. e to apavAsa che. upavAsa to ene kahIe ke, zuddha caitanyaghananI upamAM (arthAtu) samIpamAM vase ene upavAsa kahIe. ene choDIne rAganI

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324 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 maMdatAmAM vase ene apavAsa kahIe. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? A varSItapa kare che ne ? te samasta pariNAma heya che. AvyuM tyAM ? jIvadravya sAthe vyApya-vyApakarUpa nathI, topaNa mohakarmano udaya hotAM..' have, AmAM jarI (vAMdhA pADe che). mohakarmano udaya jaDamAM hotAM jIva potAnI paryAyathI vikA2paNe pariName che. zabda Avo che ke, mohakarmano udaya hotAM...' che ? zuM kIdhuM ? jIvadravya potAnA vibhAvapariNAmarUpe pariName che...' karmano udaya hotAM Ama bhASA (che). jIvadravya potAnA vibhAvapariNAmarUpe pariName che...' eTale ? karmano udaya hotAM vibhAvapaNe pariName che (eno artha ema nathI ke) udaya thayo mATe vibhAvapaNe pariNamyo. samajANuM kAMI ? paNa ahIM pariNamavAnI yogyatA che tene karmano udaya che tyAre ahIM vibhAvapaNe potAthI pariName che ema levuM. paNa eno artha evo nathI ke, karmano udaya hotAM AtmA vibhAvapaNe pariName ja. tyAre ja ene udaya kahevAmAM Ave. nahIMtara to svabhAvasanmukha thAya to e udaya kharI jAya che. tyAre udaya kahevAmAM Ave (che). AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? jhINuM to ghaNuM AvyuM, bhAI ! mArga evo che, bApu ! -- AhA..hA...! anaMta... anaMta... anaMta... jJAnanI apekSAnA svabhAvathI bharelo che. AhA..hA...! jenA eka samayanI paryAyamAM traNakALa traNaloka jaNAya evI anaMtI paryAyano piMDa to eka jJAnaguNa che. A..hA..hA...! evA anaMta guNano piMDa to prabhu eka dravya che. A..hA...! ahIMyAM to ema siddha karavuM che - be vAta (lIdhI) ke, AtmA pote sadAya pragaTamAna udayamAna che. e koI vikAranuM kAraNa nathI. tyAre kahe che, vikAra che to kharo. enuM kA2Na koNa ? ke, enuM kAraNa tuM - tArI paryAya, dravya-guNa nahi. paryAyanI yogyatAne kA2Ne vikA2 thAya, karma temAM nimitta kahevAya che. AhA..hA...! che ? mumukSu :- banne maLe to pariName. uttara Hema nathI. pariName to be maLyA ema kahevAmAM Ave. udaya Avyo ane pariName nahi to thaI rahyuM, (karmano udaya) chUTI jAya che. jhINI vAta che ne ? bhASA evI che. ahIM siddha IM karavuM che ke, ahIM vibhAvarUpe pariName che tyAre tyAM karmano udaya che. basa, eTaluM siddha karavuM che. paNa bhASA ema lIdhI ke, mohakarmano udaya hota.... vibhAvapariNAmarUpe pariName che.' Ama lIdhuM. samajANuM kAMI ? ema kahevAno Azaya zuM ? ke, vibhAva potAnA svabhAvanA Azraye thato nathI. vibhAva potAnA svabhAvanA Azraye thato nathI. mohakarmano udaya hotAM vibhAvarUpe pariName che ema kahyuM paNa eno artha evo nathI

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kaLaza-17pa 325 ke mohakarmano udaya Avyo mATe vibhAvapaNe pariName ja. AhA...hA...! evuM che. have, AmAM navarA kyAM che ke, AvIne nirNaya kare ? vakhata maLe nahi. bhAI ! Akho di loDhA ne A toLyA ne A karyA ne dIdhA ne lIdhA ne... AhA..hA...! dravyanI - svabhAvanI svataMtratA siddha karI ane e svabhAva vikAranuM kAraNa nathI ema siddha karyuM ane vikAra thAya che to e vikAranA paryAyanI yogyatA siddha karI ane thAya che tyAM karmanuM nimitta che ema siddha karyuM. paNa bhASA ahIMyAM evI AvI, AmAMthI (ajJAnI jIvo) ema kADhe che ke, karmano udaya hotAM.. che ? che ne ? "jIvadravya potAnA vibhAvapariNAmarUpe pariName che." ema ke, karmano udaya thayo eTale ene ahIM vibhAvarUpe pariNamavuM thayuM. zabda to evo che. paNa ahIM siddha e karavuM che ke, vibhAvarUpe upAdAnamAM pariNamana thAya to nimitta karma che tethI tyAMthI vAta upADI ke, udaya hotAM vibhAvarUpe pariNamanAro potAthI pariName che. ema zabda lIdho ne ? juone ! "jIvadravya potAnA vibhAvapariNAmarUpe ema zabda lIdho ne ? bhAI ! ene kAraNe nahi, e to nimitta che. AhA...hA...! mumukSu :- potAnA kAraNe udayamAM joDAtAM... pUjya gurudevazrI :- enuM e tarapha lakSa che, ene vaza thAya che. paNa pATha to Avo lIdho ne ? eno artha Avo kare. "mokSamArga prakAzakamAM ema Ave che ke, mohakarmano udaya hotAM vibhAvarUpe pariName che. tyAM paNa A ja bhASA che. enuM kAraNa eTaluM ke, enI paryAyamAM vibhAvarUpe pote ja upAdAnakAraNe pariName che e pahelA siddha to karI gayA. ene siddha karIne have ahIMyAM kahyuM ke, mohakarmano udaya hotAM vibhAvarUpe je pariName che te pariName che. je karmano udaya hotAM vibhAvarUpe pote potAne kAraNe pariName che e to paheluM siddha karyuM. siddha karIne pachI kahyuM ke, karmano udaya vibhAvarUpe pariName che. eTale vibhAvarUpe pariNamanArI paryAya to potAthI che. potAnA vibhAvapariNAmarUpe pariName che - evo ja vastuno svabhAva che..." joyuM? eTale ke vibhAvapaNe pariName tyAre karmanuM nimitta che. evo ja koI vastuno svabhAva che. AmAMthI ema kADhe che ke, karmano udaya hotAM vibhAvapaNe pariName ja evo vastuno svabhAva che. badhA (Avo) artha kare che ne ? sAMbhaLyuM che ne ! samajANuM kAMI? zuM kahyuM? AhA...hA...! evo ja vastuno svabhAva che, sahAro kono ?' emAM bIjuM kAraNa zuM)? ahIM pote vibhAvarUpe pariName tyAre nimitta hoya che. tethI ema kahyuM ke, udaya hotAM vibhAvarUpe pariName che. emAM bIjAnI madadanI, koI kAraNanI jarUra zuM che ? ema kahe che. samajANuM kAMI? e to "jayasenAcAryadevanI TIkAmAM AvI gayuM che. moha udaya chatAM je pote pariName nahi. jayasenAcAryadevanI TIkAmAM che. udaya hotA chatAM A pariName nahi to udayanuM kAMI che

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326 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 nahi. udaya Avyo mATe ahIM pariName evuM kAMI che nahi. (jo ema pariNamavuM paDe) to to karmano udaya sadAya che ema kahe che. tyAM lIdhuM che. tyAM be vAta lIdhI che. AtmAno svabhAva baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI tema karmano udaya baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI. baMdhanuM kAraNa to pote te tarapha temAM joDAya jAya to baMdhanuM kAraNa thAya. samajANuM kAMI ? na pariName (evo) tyAM pATha che. udaya (hoya) chatAM moharUpe na pariName. ahIM kahe che ke, udaya hotAM pariName. kaI apekSAe kahe che ? ke. vibhAvarUpe pariNamavAnI enI paryAyanI yogyatA siddha karIne pachI nimittane siddha kare che ke, pUrvakarmano udaya hotAM ahIM vibhAvarUpe pote potAthI pariName che. AhA...hA...! eka nyAya phare to AkhuM (tattva) pharI jAya che. vastu evI che. AhAhA...! "ahIM dAMta che -' che ? "yathA sAta: jema sphaTikamaNi rAtI, pILI, kALI ItyAdi aneka prabhArUpe pariName che." che ? sphaTikamaNi ! e pote kALA Adi prabhApaNe) pariName che. tenuM upAdAnakAraNa che sphaTikamaNimAM antargarbhita...' che ? "nAnA varNarUpa pariNamanazakti ... AhA...hA..! zuM kahe che I ? ke, sphaTikamaNi che ane ahIM kALA, rAtA phUla hoya to ahIM kALI, rAtI jhAMya paDe che I enI yogyatA che. e sphaTikamaNinI paryAyanI yogyatAthI kALI, rAtI thAya che. e kALAM, rAtAM phUlane kAraNe nahi. jo ene kAraNe (jhAMya paDe) to ahIM nIce kALuM, rAtuM (phUla) mUkone ! AnI yogyatA nathI. eTale kALo, rAtAM phUla che mATe kALI, rAtI (jhAMya) pariName che ema nahi. e kALI, rAtI pariNamavAnI enI paryAyanI potAnI yogyatA che. bhAI ! AvuM bahu jhINuM che, zuM thAya ? maLa vAta Ave tyAre to spaSTIkaraNa to thAvuM joIe ne ? AhA..hA....! e Ave che. jema nirmaLatA re sphaTika taNI jema nirmaLatA re sphaTika taNI. tema ja jIva svabhAva re.. zrI jinavIre dharma prakAziyo, prabaLa kaSAya abhAva che. jema nirmaLatA re sphaTika taNI..." jema nirmaLa sphaTika che) ema AtmAno nirmaLa svabhAva che. akaSAyapaNe pariNamavuM e eno dharma che. AhA..hA..! "zrI jinavIre dharma prakAziyo, prabaLa kaSAya abhAva." kaSAyano abhAva (thaIne) akaSAya pariNAma (thAya) te dharma che. karmano udaya ghaTyo mATe ahIM akaSAya pariNAma thayA ema nahi. tema karmano udaya Avyo mATe kaSAya-pariNAma thayA ema nahi. AhAhA...! nimitta ane upAdAnano moTo goTo A che ne ? tenuM upAdAnakAraNa che sphaTikamaNimAM antargarbhita nAnA varNarUpa pariNamanazakti." samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA..! loDhuM che ne ? loDhuM ! pAMca hAtha lAMbuM loDhuM hoya enuM) be AMgaLa agnimAM hoya to ahIM sudhI agni - uSNatA TheTha Avaze. ane ahIM dIvAsaLIthI bIDI saLagAve che to dIvAsaLI ahIMthI eka cheDethI) saLage chatAM AnI korano cheDo Uno nahi thAya. e potAnI yogyatA (che). agnine kAraNe pAMca hAtha lAMbuM loDhuM UnuM

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kaLaza-175 327 thaI gayuM ema nathI. bIDI pIve che ne ? juone ! bIDInI eka bAju saLage che ane eka bAju TADhI che. dIvAsaLIno A bAjuno bhAga Uno thAto nathI. agni to ene aDe che. jo agnithI thAya to Ane paNa thavuM joIe. barAbara che ? mumukSu :- samucita tarka che. uttara :- vastusthiti che. A dRSTAMta to ghaNIvAra daIe chIe, ghaNIvAra dIdhuM che. pAMca hAthanuM lAMbuM loDhuM hoya I agnimAM gayuM. thoDI vAra) rAkho (to) ekadama cheDo nahi pakaDI zakAya. eTaluM UnuM thAya. ane dIvAsaLI be-traNa tasanI hoya, bIDI pIve (tyAre) ahIM saLagatuM hoya ane ahIM ThaMDuM hoya. A bAju ThaMDI hoya. e enI potAnI yogyatAne kAraNe che. ema sphaTikamaNimAM lAla phUlanI lAla jhAMya paDe) I sphaTikamaNinI potAnI yogyatAthI che, phUlane laIne nahi. samajANuM kAMI ? A vAta to ghaNIvAra AvI gaI che, A kAMI pahelI vAra) nathI. A to aMdaramAM ghaNI badhI vAto AvI gaI che. A..hA..! sphaTikamaNimAM antargarbhita nAnA varNarUpa pariNamanazakti... dekho ! joyuM ? e varNa - lAla Adi phUla che, paNa ahIM tevA) aneka varNarUpe pariNamavAnI paryAyanI potAnI lAyakAta che, phUlane laIne nahi. phUlane laIne hoya to AmAM mUke nahi. ahIM kaMI (jhAMya) nahi paDe, AmAM yogyatA nathI. sphaTikamaNinI paryAyamAM yogyatA che. tethI rAtI, pILI dekhAya che. ema karmanI paryAyano udaya jIvane vikAra karAve ema nathI. AtmAnI paryAyamAM vikAra thavAnI yogyatA che. mumukSu :- phUla nahi hoya to pachI kALI, pILI jhAMya nahi paDe. uttara :- paNa koNa prazna kare che ? phUla na hoya ane che, eno prazna atyAre (kyAM che) ? na hoya tyAre enI te rUpe) pariNamavAnI yogyatA nathI. AhA...hA....! bhAI ! AvuM che A ! - rAtre eka bhAIne pUchavuM hatuM, zuM dhaMdho che? ke, pAuDarano. zuM kahevAya A? plAsTIkano ! plAsTIkano pAuDara ane cazamA ! cazamA paNa plAsTikanA, nahi ? A paherIye chIe I) I che ? A plAsTikanA che, A kAcanA nathI. nIce dekhAya ane uparathI A dekhAya. nIce AvuM nimitta che mATe dekhAya ema nahi. naMbara lagAvyA mATe dekhAya che ema nahi). AhA..hA.! paryAye paryAya potAnI svataMtra te te kALe (thAya) che. e rIte na mAne to tattvanI - vastunI siddhi nahi thAya. enI paryAya che e sAbita nahi thAya. A paryAya ko'kanI ane ko'kane laIne thAya, eTale paryAya sAbita thaI kahevAya ? ahIMyAM (kahe che), nimittakAraNa che bAhya nAnA varNarUpa" joyuM? "antargarbhita nAnA varNarUpa pariNamanazakti. sphaTikamAM nAnA eTale aneka, sphaTikamaNimAM antargarbhita nAnA

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328 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 varNarUpa pariNamanazakti; nimittakAraNa che bAhya nAnA varNarUpa pUrIno AzrayarUpa vastuno) saMyoga." e paNa nAnArUpa che. che ne ? "AzrayarUpa vastuno saMyoga." ema. jevo vahuno saMyoga nimittarUpa che paNa ene laIne ahIM sphaTikamaNi lAla, pILo thAya che ema nathI. AhA..hA...! AvI vAta koNa mAne ? AkaruM paDe. AkaruM paDe. kIdhuM hatuM ne ? (eka) derAvAsI sAdhu carcA karavA AvyA hatA. lImaDI' AvyA tyAre) tame hatA ne ? carcA karavA AvyA ane kahyuM), ApaNe carcA karIe. meM) kIdhuM, bhAI ! ame koI sAthe carcA karatA nathI. are..! to tamAruM AvuM moTuM nAma che ane nA pADazo to) hINapa jaze. koInuM game ema thAo, amAre carcA nathI karavI. pachI kahe, tame siMha cho to huM siMhanuM baccuM chuM. meM kahyuM), bhAI ! ame koI nathI, siMha paNa nathI. pachI chelle (emaNe) ema kIdhuM ke, juo ! A cazamA vinA jaNAya? meM kIdhuM, thaI gaI carcA! jANanArI paryAya potAthI jANe ene cazamAthI jaNAya (ema kahevuM) badhI carcA thaI gaI. bhAI hatA ne te di' ? zeThiyA laIne AvyA hatA, be-traNa-cAra zeThiyA laIne (e sAdhu AvyA hatA). are. bApu prabhu ! A evI carcAno viSaya nathI, bhAI ! AhA..hA..! (ahIMyAM) e be prakAra kIdhAM. vizeSa kaheze) (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !) (kanuSkapa) iti vastusvabhAvaM svaM jJAnI jAnAti tena sH| rAgAdInAtmanaH kuryAnnAto bhavati kArakaH / / 14-176 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha - jJAna rUti vastusvamAd a nAnAtira rAnI) samyagdaSTi jIva (ti) pUrvokta prakAre (vastusvamAd) dravyanuM svarUpa evuM je ) potAnuM zuddha caitanya, tene (nAnAti) AsvAdarUpa anubhave che. tena : rAXIIkIna tminaH na ryA" tena) te kAraNathI ta:) samyagdaSTi jIva rAtriIna) rAga-dveSa-moharUpa azuddha pariNAmo (tmina:) jIvadravyanuM svarUpa che ema (na karyA) anubhavato nathI, karmanA udayanI upAdhi che ema anubhave che. "ata: zAra: ra mavati' (ata:) A kAraNathI (Ara:) rAgAdi azuddha pariNAmono kartA na mati) thato nathI. bhAvArtha Ama che ke - samyagdaSTi jIvane rAgAdi azuddha pariNAmonuM svAmitvapaNuM nathI, tethI samyagdaSTi jIva kartA nathI. 14-176.

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kaLaza- 176 mAgazara vada 2, maMgaLavAra tA. 27-12-1977. kaLaza-176 pravacana-186 iti vastusvabhAvaM svaM jJAnI jAnAti tena saH / rAgAdInnAtmanaH kuryAnnAto bhavati kArakaH / / 14-176 / / 329 'samyagdaSTi jIva...' zuM kahe che ? pahelAmAM ema AvI gayuM hatuM ke, vikArano kartA AtmA zuddha upAdAna tarIke nathI. nimitta zabda hato paNa tyAM upAdAna levuM. nimitta zabda che ne ? ne nAtu vinimittamAva' 175 (zloka). e nimittabhAvano artha tyAM upAdAna levuM. AtmA zuddha upAdAna tarIke vikAranuM kAraNa nathI. samajAya che kAMI ? saMskRtamAM lIdhuM che, saMskRta. tyAM nimittano artha upAdAna karyo che. che ne, e kAraNa che ne ? zuM kahyuM IM ? AtmA je zuddha caitanya che, pavitra che enuM zuddha upAdAna to pavitra che. te zuddha upAdAna vikAranuM kAraNa na thAya. nimittano artha tyAM upAdAna levo che. e u52thI kahe che ne ? ke, AtmA nimitta nathI, karmane nimitte vikAra thAya. ema karIne eno (loko) artha kare che. paNa ema nathI. ahIMyAM to AtmA zuddha caitanyavastu che, vikRta paryAya ane vikRta vinAnI cIja (che), e cIja che tene ahIM nimitte kIdhuM che. nimitta eTale kAraNa, upAdAna kAraNa. zuddha caitanya jJAyakabhAva dhruva ! e koI vikAranuM mULa zuddha upAdAna kAraNa nathI. samajAya che kAMI ? emAM arthanI moTI gaDabaDa che. parasaMC'mAM paNa gaDabaDa che ane A arthamAM paNa gaDabaDa che. 52saMgamAM paNa ema kahe che ke, 52ne laIne vikAra) thAya. e kAle ApaNe AvI gayuM che. ema nathI. eno artha e che ke... tethI kahe che ne ? "kRti vastusvabhAva sva jJAnI nAnAti" eno saravALo ahIM 176(mAM) che. vastusvabhAva caitanyamUrti zuddha caitanya AnaMdaghana e vastu che, e vastuno svabhAva che. e 'vastutvamAnuM sva" (eTale) pote jJAnI nAnAti" pote jJAnathI jANe che (ke) A zuddha caitanya che. jenI jJAnanI paryAyano zuddha caitanya te jJeya che. dharmInI jJAnaparyAyano zeya zuddha caitanya che. tethI jJAnI zuddha caitanyane jANato thako... AhA..hA..! ajJAnI zuddha caitanyane jANato nathI. tethI zuddha caitanya che e ene nimittakA2Na eTale vikAranuM kAraNa kahyuM nathI.

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kalazAmRta bhAga-5 samajAya che kAMI ? AhA..hA...! ema svavastu jJAnI jANe che. ema AmAM AvyuM. vastuno svabhAva evo che ema e jANe che ke, mArI caitanyazakti, zuddha caitanya che e vikAranuM kAraNa nathI eTale vikAra mArA svarUpamAM nathI. ema. vikAranuM kAraNa nathI eTale ke mArA svarUpamAM vikAra nathI. samajAya che kAMI ? AhA..hA...! AvI vAtuM che, bhAI ! eka nyAya phare to AkhuM pharI jAya evuM che. AtmA pote nimitta nathI phakta karma nimitta che mATe (vikA2) thAya che ema paNa nathI ane parasaMga eTale 52ne laIne thAya ema paNa nathI. vikRta avasthAnI A moTI bhUla cAle che. ahIMyAM to AcArye ema kahyuM ke, nimittabhAvam AtmA vikAranuM kAraNa nathI. nimittabhAva AtmA vikAranuM nimittakA2Na nathI. nimittakA2Na nathI eTale zuddha upAdAnakAraNa te vikAranuM kAraNa nathI. AhA..hA..! tyAre (koI kahe ke) vikAra che ne e vikA2 che e 52no saMga kare che mATe paryAyamAM azuddha upAdAna tarIke vyavahAra vikRta dazA utpanna thAya che. samajANuM kAMI ? eka nyAya jarI phare to AkhI cIja pharI jAya che. AtmA (vikAranuM) kAraNa nathI ane karma kA2Na che eTale karmane kA2Ne vikAra thAya che, ema nathI. bhAI ! AhA..hA...! 330 zuddha nirmaLa caitanyaghana je zuddha caitanya bhAva ene ahIM nimittabhAva kIdho che. nimittabhAva eTale eka nimitta zabda vAparyo che, paNa eno artha kAraNa che. nimittabhAva eTale kA2NabhAva. zuddha svabhAva AtmA te vikAranuM kAraNabhAva nathI. AhA..hA...! mumukSu :- zuddha svabhAva vikAranuM kAraNa nathI. uttara :- kAraNa nathI ema batAvavuM che. samajAya che kAMI ? ethI ahIM kahyuM ne ? ke, vastusvamAva sva jJAnI nAnAti" mAro zuddha svabhAva che ema jJAnI jANe che. mATe te vikArane potAnA svarUpamAM che ema jANato nathI. vikA2 thAya che paNa tene 52 tarIke jANe che. ane zuddha caitanya svarUpa e mAruM che ema e jANe che. samajANuM kAMI ? ethI kahe che ke, zuddha svabhAva paryAya ane rAganuM lakSa chUTIne jene zuddha upAdAnanuM jJAna thayuM che e zuddha upAdAnanA svabhAvane jeNe jANyo che ethI kahyuM, zuddha upAdAna vikAranuM kAraNa nathI. ema pahelAM kahyuM. tyAre kahe che, vikA2nuM kAraNa koNa che ? ke, paryAyamAM paryAya, zuddha upAdAna to eka kora rahI gayuM, paryAyamAM paryAya nimittano saMga kare che. paryAya nimittano saMga kare che, dravya to nahi. samajAya che kAMI ? zuddha caitanyavastu je samyagdarzanano viSaya che ene ahIMyAM nimittabhAva karIne upAdAnanA arthamAM nimittabhAva lIdho che. bhagavAnaAtmA ! zuddha upayoga caitanyasvabhAva te vikA2nuM kAraNa nathI. tyAre vikAranuM kAraNa koNa che ? ke, azuddha upAdAna paryAyamAM potAmAM che. jenI dRSTi paryAya upara che ene azuddha upAdAna che. enA azuddha upAdAnamAM vikRta avasthA

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kaLaza- 176 thAya che temAM karmanuM nimitta che eTale karmano saMga che. A pramANe che, bhAI ! AmAM ADuMavaLuM kAMI kare to (badhuM pharI jAya che). samajAya che AmAM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! tethI ahIM 176 (zlokamAM) kahyuM ke, vastu vRtti vastusvamAvaM" e prakAre vastunA svabhAvane... che ne ? jJAnI eTale 'samyagdaSTi jIva...' ema lIdhuM. joyuM ? 'pUrvokta prakAre...' pUrvokta nAma (vastusvabhAva) dravyanuM svarUpa evuM je (sva) potAnuM zuddha caitanya,...' joyuM ? je zuddha upAdAnakAraNa nahotuM kahyuM, vikAranuM kAraNa (nahotuM kahyuM) e zuddha upAdAnakAraNane potAnuM jANe che. samyagdaSTi jJAnI zuddha upAdAna caitanya che ene potAnuM svarUpa jANe che. are...! AvI vAtuM ! pUrvokta prakAre dravyanuM...' eTale vastunuM. potAnuM zuddha caitanya,...' zuddha caitanya ! 'tene AsvAdarUpa anubhave che...' (nAnAti)nI vyAkhyA A karI. ekaluM jANe che ema artha kare to sAdhAraNa jANavAnI vyAkhyA che, ema nahi. jANe che ene kahIe ke emAM AsvAda Ave. AnaMdano AsvAda Ave tene (nAnAti) ane AsvAdati kahevAya che. kaho, samajAya che kAMI ? AhA..hA...! eka eka zloka... A to mahAsiddhAMta che ! ane te paNa mahAsaMta bhAvaliMga jenA cihna ! ugra svasaMvedana jenuM cihna bhAvaliMga che e saMtonI A vANI che. nimittathI kathana che ne ? vANI to vANInI che. samajAya che kAMI ? 331 e prakAre AsvAdarUpa vastune zuddha caitanya te huM, paryAyamAM vikRta avasthA (thAya che) te huM nahi, e jIvanuM svarUpa ja nahi. AhA...hA...! dharmasRSTi - dharmInI dRSTi zuddha caitanya upAdAna je vastu che ene jANatAM tenA zuddha svarUpane AsvAde che. AhA..hA...! (nAnAti)nI vyAkhyA bahu sAdhAraNa karI nAkhe ke, jANe (che). paNa jANe kyAre kahevAya ? ke, aMdara AnaMdasvarUpa trikALa zuddha caitanya che enI vyakta avasthA thaIne AnaMdano AsvAda le tyAre e (nAnAti) kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA..hA...! samajAya che kAMI ? anubhUti kare ema kahe che. I paryAya che, paNa konI ? zuddha caitanya dhruva parama pa2ma svarUpa pavitra dhAma bhagavAna ! enI anubhUti. enI anubhUti eTale A zuddha che tenI anubhUtimAM zuddha pariNamana ja pragaTa thAya. emAM atIndriya AnaMdanA svAdasahita anaMta guNanI eka aMzanI zaktinI vyaktatAnuM vedana hoya che paNa e vedanamAM AnaMdanuM vedana mukhya kahevAmAM AvyuM che. kA2Na ke anubhavamAM AnaMdanI mahorachApa che. e ('samayasAra'nI) pAMcamI gAthAmAM AvI gayuM che. mArA vaibhavathI kahIza. tyAM ema kahyuM che ke, anubhavamAM AnaMdanI mahorachApa che. A TikiTane mahora mAre che ne ? samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA....! mudrita zabda paDyo che. mumukSu : uttara :- hA, e. mahorachApa che. AhA..hA...! zuM kahyuM e ? pharIne, A AtmA je che zuddha svarUpa dhruva ! ene jeNe jANyo, to jANyuM ene kahIe

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332 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 ke emAM je atIndriya AnaMda che evI anaMta zaktio che, e anaMta zaktiono eka aMza vyaktarUpe badhAno anubhava che. paNa badhAnA anubhavamAM pradhAnatA zuM che ? AnaMdanA svAdanI mahorachApanI pradhAnatA che. AhA..hA....! prazna :- dhruvanA mAraphata jANe ne ? samAdhAna :- A paryAyanI vAta che. A anubhUti paryAya che. paNa paryAya kone Azraye thaI ! zuddha caitanyanA Azraye thaI mATe tenI anubhUtimAM anaMta guNanI zaktinI anaMta saMkhyAthI vyaktano aMza (che). jeTalI saMkhyA che teTalo vyaktano aMza thayo che. paNa e vedanamAM anaMta zaktinI vyaktino aMza vedanamAM che, paNa e vedanane mukhya gaNatAM ene AnaMdanA vedana sAthe anaMta zaktinI vyaktinuM vedana che ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? mumukSu :- AnaMdarasamAM badhA svAda rahyA che. uttara :- mukhya to duHkhano abhAva ane AnaMdanI utpatti (thavI) te dharmanI zarUAta che. ane muktino artha che mokSa. mokSa eTale pUrNa duHkhathI chUTavuM. mokSa zabda che ne ? e nAstithI vAta che. pUrNa duHkhathI chUTavuM. ane astithI kahIe to pUrNa AnaMdanI prApti. e AtmalAbha (che), ema 'niyamasAra'mAM kahyuM che. AtmAno lAbha eTale pUrNa AnaMdanI prApti te AtmalAbha mokSa. e AtmalAbha mokSa evo zabda che. 'niyamasAra'mAM zarUAtamAM che. A..hA...hA...! zuM zailI ! zuM zailI !! gajaba zailI ! koI bamAM ne bam ema mAnI lye ke ame AtmAne jANIe chIe. samajANuM ? eno khulAso karyo che. bhAI ! e AtmA jANe tyAre tene jeTalI zaktio che eno badhAno eka aMza vyakta thAya tyAre tene jANyo kahevAya. ane temAM te AnaMdanA anubhavanI mukhyatA hoya tyAre tene jANyo kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA..hA...! samajAya che kAMI ? che ? - ahIM zabdamAM 'jJAnI' che ne ? jJAnI vRtti vastusvamAva sva nAnAti" eno artha karyo. jJAnI nAma samyagdaSTi jIva pUrvokta prakAre dravyanuM svarUpa...' AhA..hA...! bhagavAnaAtmA dravya je trikALI tenuM svarUpa potAnuM zuddha caitanya svaM" tethI potAnuM zuddha svarUpa. tene...' nAnAti eTale AnaMdanA svAdasahita tene jANe che. AhA..hA...! have A khabara paDe ke na khabara paDe ? koI ema kahe che ke, samyagdarzana thAya e khabara paDe nahi. e to nizcaya kevaLI jANe. are... bhagavAna ! bApu ! tuM zuM kahe che A ? e to samyagdarzananI paryAyane sIdhI pratyakSa jANe e apekSAe vAta che. paNa samyagdarzanamAM anubhUtino svAda Ave enI sAthe samyagdarzana hoya e samyagdarzana bhale sIdhuM na jaNAya paNa AnaMdano AsvAda Ave enI sAthe samakitadarzana che ema enI sAthe pratyakSa pratIti thAya che. samajANuM kAMI ?

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kaLaza-176. 333 mumukSu :- AnaMdanuM phaLa prApta thAya che. uttara :- hA, juone bhASA kevI karI che ! A to "rAjamala' pAThanI TIkA kare che. keTalAka loko to kahe ke, amAre AcAryanuM mAnya (che), gRhasthonuM mAnya nahi. are... prabhu ! tyAre koI digaMbara vidvAna) kahe ke, amAre to badhA paMDitonuM mAnya che. "khANiyA carcA ! emAM lakhyuM che ne ? "ToDaramala", "banArasIdAsa'. 'bhAgacaMdajI amane to badhAne mAnya che. are...! samyagdaSTi koIpaNa jIva ho, game te vAta kare te satya ja kare. cAritramAM (bhale) phera (hoya) paNa vastunI dRSTi ane vastuno anubhava ane vastunA kathanamAM ane kyAMya phera na hoya. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! kahe che, juo ! eTalA zabdamAM keTaluM nAkhyuM che ! juone ! dhImethI samajavA jevI vAta che, bApu ! A to vItarAgano mArga evo che. AhA..hA...! AvI vAta vItarAga sivAya ane te paNa digaMbara saMto sivAya AvuM jainadharmanuM svarUpa kyAMya che nahi. AhAhA...! bIjAne duHkha lAge, na lAge, prabhu ! duHkha lAgavA mATe vAta nathI. vastunI sthitinI A maryAdA che. vastu pote jyAre anaMta AnaMdamaya che, anaMta jJAnamaya che, anaMta prabhutAmaya che, anaMta cAritra nAma zAMtimaya che to enI jyAre dRSTi ane anubhava thAya tyAre e badhAno aMza vedanamAM Ave. AhA..hA...! paNa vedanamAM AnaMdanI mukhyatAno svAda laIne AsvAde che ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. AhA..hA...! kaho, bhAI ! AvI vAta che. "ema. vItarAga sarvazane jANe ema paNa ahIM nahi. vItarAga paNa zuddha caitanyamUrti che. samajANuM ? che ne ? pUrvokta prakAre dravyanuM svarUpa...' che. kevaLI thayA enuM paNa zuddha svarUpa ja che. siddhanuM zuddha svarUpa ja enI paryAya che paNa ahIM to kahe che), "a potAnuM zuddha caitanya... AhA...hA...! parane kADhI nAkhIne potAnA zuddha caitanyanI vAta che. kemake anya dravyanuM jyAM lakSa karavA jaze to cAhe to siddha ke arihaMta haze topaNa rAga thaze. e paNa che to zuddha. dravye zuddha, guNe zuddha ane paryAye zuddha (che). chatAM svathI para bhinna che enuM lakSa karavA jaze to "parabbIvo TurUM "mokSapAhuDa'nI soLamI gAthA ! paradravyanuM lakSa karaze eTale caitanyanI gati je jJAnAnaMdanI che e chUTI jaze, rAga thaze. AhA..hA..! e rAga che e caitanyanI durgati che. AhA...hA...! have, ahIMyAM to paranI bhakti karavAno bhAva rAga che e durgati kIdhI. enAthI AtmAne kalyANa thAya ema mAnavuM) prabhu ! A bahu viruddha che. ahIM to sva caitanya zuddha svarUpa ! AhA...hA...! tethI "sva" zabda vAparyo. para zuddha che teno anubhava to hoya nahi. e to para cIja che. para cIja bhale zuddha siddha ho, arihaMta ho paNa (tenuM) lakSa karavA jaze to svano Azraya chUTIne parano Azraya thaze eTale rAga thAze. AhA...hA...!

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334 kalAmRta bhAga-5 prazna :- bannene sAthe jANe zuM vAMdho ? samAdhAna :- jANe paNa kaI rIte bannene jANe ? jANe kahyuM. paNa kaI rIte ? potAnA AnaMdanA svAda sAthe potAne jANe ane pa2ne Azraye thayelo rAga che ene jJAtA tarIke 52 tarIke jANe. 52 tarIke jANe ane svAda anubhavane sva tarIke jANe. vAta to jema che ema hoya ne, bApu ! kaThaNa paDe ane samAjane na samajAya mATe kaMI bIjI cIja thaI jAya ? vastu to A che. bhale paMDito na mAne ethI zuM karIe ? bApu ! vastu kaMI pharI jAya evI che ? bhagavAna AnaMdano nAtha ! AhA..hA...! svaM" zabda u52 A vyAkhyA cAlI. 'spaM'potAnuM zuddha caitanya...' tene AsvAde che. joyuM ? 52 zuddha che ene AsvAdato hoya nahi. enuM lakSa kare to rAga thAya. AhA..hA...! zuM vANI che ne ! munionI vANI to juo ! vItarAgI vANI che! AhA..hA..! A zAMtinA kAma che, bApA ! A utAvaLe AMbA pAke evuM nathI. A to dhIrajathI... dhIrajathI... AhA..hA...! dhruvane dhyeya banAvIne dhIrajathI dhakhatI dhUNI dhakhAvavI. AvI gayA che ne e zabdo ? e AsvAda. AhA..hA...! 'Atmadharma'mAM AvI gayuM che, hindImAM AvI gayuM che, gujarAtImAM AvI gayuM che. te2 bola che. dhIrajathI dhruvane dhyeyamAM laI dhakhatI dhakhatI dhUNI aMdara vedananI pakAve. zAMti... zAMti... zAMti... zAMti... zAMtinA rasano svAda levo. A..hA..hA...! e to paryAyamAM che. vastuno kaMI svAda nathI. samajANuM ? e to aliMgagrahaNanA vIsamAM bolamAM vAta thaI. pratyabhijJAnanuM kAraNa evuM je dravyasAmAnya tene nahi AliMgita karato AtmA, tene nahi AliMgana karato AtmA zuddha paryAya che. vIsamAM bolamAM ema kahyuM. zuM kahyuM I ? ke, pratyabhijJAnanuM kAraNa je pahelo hato te A che, te A che evuM je dhruva pratyabhijJAnanuM kAraNa, evuM je dravya ene AtmA nahi sparzato, tene AtmA nahi AliMgana karato. AtmA dravyane nahi AliMgana karato... AhA..hA...! zuddha paryAyasvarUpa AtmA che. e vedanamAM Avyo e AtmA che, (ema) kahe che. AhA..hA...! vedanamAM dhruva nathI AvatuM. samajANuM kAMI ? tyAM vIsamA (bolamAM) to AtmAno zuddha paryAya che ema lakhyuM che. eTale ke AtmA vedanamAM dhruvane sparzato nathI. pahelI vAta to ema thaI gaI ke, dhruva che te paryAyane sparzato nathI. AhA..hA...! pachI kahyuM ke, paryAya che te potAnA dhruvane sparzatuM nathI. kemake vedanamAM to paryAya Ave che ane vedanamAM dhruva Avato nathI. dhruvanuM jJAna Ave paNa dhruvanuM vedana na hoya. tethI AnaMdanuM vedana jenI mahorachApa che te AtmA paryAya che. te AtmA paryAya che, basa ! AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? jhINuM bahu, bhagavAna ! mArga evo che. mumukSu :- abAdhya anubhava je rahe... uttara :- hA, e to vaLI juduM. e to emAMthI kADhI nAkhatAM nAkhatAM.. paNa ahIM --

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kaLaza-176. 335 to paryAya che te AtmA che, ema siddha karavuM che. ahIM to pratyabhijJAnanuM kAraNa evo je dhruva tene AtmA nahi AliMgana karato, tene nahi sparzato, paryAya je zuddha vedana che tene sparze che eTale tene vede che). e AtmA paryAya che. I vAta bIjI ane A vAta bIjI che. "abAdhya anubhava je rahe, te che." e tattvanI siddhi karI che. ahIM to vedanamAM paryAyanuM vedana che tethI te AtmA vedanamAM dravyane sparzato nathI. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? Avo mArga che. e ahIM kahyuM, juo ! "rAjamale' artha paNa kevo karyo che nAnAMtino artha AsvAda karyo. yathArtha che. AhAhA...! e samakitI jJAnI bhale gRhastha hoya), emAM zuM che ? satyane to satya rIte ja e siddha kare. cAritranI nabaLAI che ene jANe che ke, mArAmAM cAritra nathI. paNa dRSTi to jevI siddhanI che tevI ja dRSTi samakitInI che. AhA..hA....! be lITI thaI. aDadho kalAka thayo. AmAM eTaluM bharyuM che, hoM ! aMdara che. tena : pAvIne mAtma: 1 - kema ? ke, je zuddha svarUpa che tene AsvAda che mATe tenAthI viruddha evA rAgAdi bhAva che ? "samyagdaSTi jIva rAga-dveSa-moharUpa azuddha pariNAmo jIvadravyanuM svarUpa che ema anubhavato nathI....... AhA..hA...! jANe che, rAga-dveSa hoya che tene jANe che paNa e mAruM svarUpa che ema anubhavato nathI. rAga-dveSa to samakitIne thAya che, jANe che paNa e mAruM svarUpa nathI (ema jANe che). para tarIke ene vede ane jANe. AhA..hA...! mAruM svarUpa che ema mAnIne svamAM jANe ane vede ema nahi. AhAhA...! pAchuM azuddhapaNuM bilakula nathI ema paNa nahi. paNa azuddhapaNuM jIvanuM svarUpa nathI. AhA...hA...! nimittanA saMge, parane vaze - nimittane vaze, nimittathI nahi, nimittane vaze thayelo rAga tene azuddhapaNe jANe che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhA...! rAga-dveSa-moharUpa azuddhapariNAmo..." "sAtmanaH ra % AhA..hA..! che ne ? 175 mAM AvyuM hatuM. "na nAnu rAiinamittabhAva nAtu zabda paDyo che ne ? kadI paNa rAgabhAvane zuddha upAdAnabhAvathI karato nathI ema tyAM lIdhuM che. AhA..hA...! bhagavAna zuddha svarUpa e nimitta eTale zuddha upAdAna, e zuddha upAdAna vaDe rAgane kadI karato nathI. 'nA, AhA...hA...! thAya che, paNa I jIvasvarUpa che ema jANIne, mAnIne thAya che ema nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? Avo jhINo mArga eTale mANasane (jI samajAya nahi). mumukSu - banne sAthe eka samayamAM hoya che. uttara :- hoya che ne, hoya che. ene mAruM svarUpa che ema mAnato nathI. para tarIke ene jANe che. che mArI paryAyamAM ema jANe che ane te paNa pariNamana mAruM che ema jANe che. mumukSu - temAM mamatvabuddhi nathI, ekatvabuddhi nathI.

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336 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 uttara :- hA. kartabuddhi che, karavAlAyaka buddhi nathI. pravacanasAramAM Avaze. samakitI hoya ene paNa rAganuM kartatva che. pATha Avaze, naya Avaze. e kartutvano artha karavAlAyaka (che) ema nahi paNa eTaluM pariNamana che tema jJAnI jANe che. A..hA..hA...hA...! ane rAga mAro che tema e bhogavato nathI. paNa para tarIke rAga che teno bhoktA che. bhogavavAlAyaka che ema dhArIne bhogavato nathI, paNa pariNamanamAM bhoktApaNuM UbhuM che. na hoya to pUrNa AnaMdano bhoktA thaI jAya. AhAhA.! jeTale aMze nirmaLa AnaMda pragaTyo che tene bhogave che e sva tarIke (bhogave che) ane rAgane bhogave che e para tarIke (bhogave che). samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! AvI vAtuM che, bhAI ! AmAM vAda ne vivAda (kyAM kare) ? mumukSu :- bemAMthI eka vAta kaho ke, bhogave che ke nathI bhogavato ? uttara :- banne vAta che. e kIdhuM ne ahIM ? juo ! azuddha pariNAmo jIvadravyanuM svarUpa che ema anubhavato nathI..." ema kahyuM che. ene vedato nathI ke anubhavato nathI ema nahi, paNa mAruM svarUpa che ema anubhavato nathI. bhAI ! A to bApu ! siddhAMta che. A adhyAtma (che), A kaMI vArtA-kathA nathI. AhA...hA...! rAga-dveSa-moha (kahyuM to) moha zabda samakitIne mithyAtva to nathI paNa moha zabda para taraphanI sAvadhAnI che eTaluM levuM. karmanA nimitta taraphanI sAvadhAnIno bhAva che e jIvasvarUpa tarIke ene anubhavato nathI ema levuM. moha eTale tyAM mithyAtva che ema nahi. samajANuM kAMI ? koI ThekANe mohano artha mithyAtva thAya ane asthiratAno sarAgI thAya. ahIM samakitIne moha nathI. moha mAruM svarUpa che eTale ke para taraphanI sAvadhAnIno bhAva e mAruM svarUpa che ema nathI. paNa e jANe che ke mArAmAM mArAthI thAya che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA...! mohano artha paranuM sAvadhAnapaNuM). jarI para tarapha jAya che ne) ? mohano artha zuM thAya che ne ? A bAju jAvuM, DhaLavuM. rAga-dveSanuM paNa e bAju DhaLavuM che ne ? eTale ene moha kIdho. sAvadhAnInI apekSAe (kahyuM). paramAM ullasita vIrya thayuM che e apekSAe tene moha kIdho. mithyAtva nathI kAMI. samakitane vede ane mithyAtvane para tarIke vede ema nathI. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? "anubhavato nathI, karmanA udayanI upAdhi che." joyuM? zenI? pelA mithyAtvanI vAta ahIM nathI. phakta rAga-dveSa ane para taraphanuM valaNa jarI thayuM che e karmanI upAdhi che ema jANe che. AhA..hA..! mumukSu :- cAritramoha saMbaMdhI vAta che. uttara :- hA, cAritramoha saMbaMdhInI vAta che. I zailI ghaNe ThekANe Ave che. moha zabda Ave chatAM samakitIne moha hoya che. mohano artha eTalo ke para tarapha valaNa. svano pUrNa Azraya nathI eTale kaMIka hajI parano Azraya che. e paranA Azrayane ahIM moha

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337 kaLaza- 176 kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? svarUpano Azraya jo pUrNa sAvadhAnI hoya, moharahita eTale pUrNa sAvadhAnI jo AtmAmAM hoya to 52 taraphano Azraya ane sAvadhAnI aMze paNa na hoya. paNa AtmAmAM zuddhatAmAM pUrNa Azraya nathI, pUrNa sAvadhAnI nathI teTalI ene pa2ne Azraye, paranI sAvadhAnImAM azuddhatA utpanna thAya che. tene 52 tarIke jANe che ane veDhe che topaNa 52 tarIke vede che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? AvuM che. eka zlokamAM keTaluM bharyuM che ! o...ho..ho..ho....! digaMbara bhAvaliMgI saMtoe gajaba kAma karyuM che ! A..hA...! karmanA udayanI upAdhi che ema anubhave che.' joyuM ? jo mithyAtva hoya to udayane laIne mithyAtva anubhave e to ahIMyAM che ja nahi. ahIM to jarI rAga-dveSa thAya che, puNya-pApanA bhAva dharmIne paNa thAya che e karmanI upAdhi che ema jANIne anubhave che. jANe che kaho, veke che kaho emAM kaMI harakata nathI. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? 'ema anubhave che.' 'vrata: vyArA: nai mati" che ? A kAraNathI rAgAdi azuddha pariNAmono kartA thato nathI.' kartA thato nathI eno artha karavAlAyaka che e rIte kartA thato nathI. kartA to che, paryAyamAM jeTalo rAga che eTalo kartA to nayathI che, kartAnaya che. AvI vAta che. A to digaMbara dharma eTale... AhA..hA...! prazna :- kartA che ke kartA nathI ? samAdhAna :- kartA che I vedana tarIke che. karavAlAyaka che e rIte kartA nathI. kartAvya tarIke nathI. mAruM A kartavya che ema nathI paNa pariName che mATe kartA tarIke che ema e jANe che. AvI vAtuM che. kartA nathI bhoktA che. mumukSu : uttara Hnahi, kartA che. I nayanA adhikAramAM Avaze. raMgareja jema raMgane kare che ema jJAnI paNa rAgane kare che. kartAnaya che ane nayano samUha te zrutajJAna che. e zrutajJAna dvArA AtmA jANavAmAM Ave che. ahIM to jyAM jyAM je je yogya che, tahAM samajavuM teha.' ADuMavaLuM cAle nahi. bhAI ! A to vItarAgano mArga che. AhA..hA...! paramAtmAnI peDhIe besIne enAthI viruddha vAta karavI e kaMI cAle ? bhagavAnano je bhAva che te rIte kahe te mArga cAle. A..hA...! 'kartA thato nathI.' kaI rIte ? mArA che tema mAnIne kartA thato nathI, ema. juo ! ema mAthe AvyuM hatuM ne ? AvyuM hatuM ne ? jIvadravyanuM svarUpa ema anubhavato nathI, karmanA udayanI upAdhi che.' ema jANe che anubhave che.' eTale ke karmano udaya che e mAruM karttavya nathI paNa pariNamana rIte mArAmAM thAya che mATe kartA kahevAmAM (Ave che),

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338 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 vedavAmAM (Ave che ema) kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA..hA...! ane jo e vedana na hoya to to pUrNa AnaMdanuM vedana joIe. sAdhakane pUrNa AnaMda to nathI tyAre eno artha e thayo ke, kaMIka AnaMda paNa che ane kaMIka du:kha paNa che. e rAga Adi duHkha che. AhA..hA...! AvuM che. keTalA paDakhAM yAda rAkhavA AmAM ? mArga evo che, bApu ! AhA....hA...! mumukSu :- 'samayasAra'mAM to ema Ave che ke, baLajorIthI AvI paDe che. uttara :- baLajabarI nahi, potAnA puruSArthanI kamIthI Ave che. baLajabarI kahyuM che eno artha I ke, vikArano puruSArtha che enuM nAma baLajorI. AhA..hA...! te te vikAra te te kSaNe, te te utpattino kALa che, janmakSaNa che. e potAne kAraNe. 52ne zuM che ? 52 aDatuM nathI tyAM parane zuM ? pa2 to bahAra loTe che. Ave che ne gAthA ? 'hiraloTanti" ! eka dravyanI bahAra (bIjuM) dravya bAhya loyaMti. sparzatuM nathI - aDatuM nathI. AhA..hA...! nimitta kahevAmAM Ave e to jJAna karAvavAmAM mATe bIjI cIja che. enAthI AmAM kAMI thAya che ema jarIye nathI. AhA..hA...! e kahyuM ne ? ke, nimittabhAva zuddha upAdAna pote thato nathI, paNa karma nimitta thAya che ema kIdhuM. to eno artha zuM thayo ? karma nimitta thAya che eTale ? karma cIja che teno e saMga kare che eTale azuddha upAdAna ahIM thAya che tyAre pelAne nimitta kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA..hA...! AvuM svarUpa che. mumukSu :- upAdAna-nimittanI cokhavaTa vadhAre... uttara H- A vadhAre cAle che ne, juone ! zuddha upAdAna tarIke karato nathI. azuddha upAdAna to paryAya thaI e to. zuddha upAdAna dravya trikALa thayuM. e rIte zuddha upAdAna tarIke AtmA vikAranuM kAraNa nathI paNa azuddha upAdAna eTale to paryAya thaI. paryAyamAM 52no saMga kare che mATe vikArano kartA-bhoktA thAya che. kartavya tarIke bhogavavA lAyaka che mATe (kartA che) ema nahi paNa enuM pariNamana che mATe (kartA che). pariName te kartA ema laIne tyAM kartA kahevAmAM Ave che. AvuM che. ahIM to vItarAgano mArga che, prabhu ! A AkhI zraddhA ane prarUpaNAmAM bahu phera paDI gayo che. vartana to bhale ochuM-vattuM kAcuM hoya paNa mULa zraddhA ane prarUpaNAmAM phera paDI gayo. A..hA...! mumukSu :- prarUpaNA to zraddhA hoya evI ja thAya ne ! uttara :- hA, Ama to zAstramAM ema kahe che ke, aMtara hoya cothe guNasthAne samyakdaSTi ane bAhya kriyA hoya muninI. to ene paNa dravyaliMgI kahevAya. dravyaliMgInA prakAra che. mithyAdaSTi hoya ane paMca mahAvrata, nagnapaNA AdinI muninI kriyA barAbara cokhkhI (pALato hoya) to e paNa dravyaliMgI (che). samyagdarzana hoya, chaThThuM guNasthAna na hoya ane chaThThA guNasthAnanI kriyA hoya. 'rAjavArtika'mAM che. 'rAjavArtika'mAM dravyaliMganI vyAkhyA che. samajANuM kAMI ? ene paNa dravyaliMgI kahevAya paNa enI prarUpaNA, zraddhA barAbara hoya. vikAra che

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kaLaza-176 339 mATe amane cAritra che ema e na mAne. aThyAvIsa mULaguNa pALIe chIe mATe ame cAritrI chIe ema e na mAne. samajANuM kAMI ? AvI vAtuM che. ane aMdara pAMcamuM guNasthAna ane bahAranI chaThThA guNasthAnanI kriyA hoya e paNa dravyaliMgI kahevAya. mithyAdRSTi, cothuM ane pAMcamuM traNene A apekSAe dravyaliMgI kahevAya. mumukSu :- samyakdaSTi dravyaliMgI kahevAya. uttara :- ene paNa kahevAya. paNa yathArtha prarUpaNA ane zraddhA, jJAna yathArtha che ane samyaku yathArtha che. tene mahAvratanI kriyA Adi munine yogya che e cokhkhI varte che paNa eno bhAva tyAM nathI, aMdara bhAvaliMga nathI. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? A to badhA bahu pheraphAra Ave che eTale A badhuM spaSTIkaraNa thatuM jAya che. bhAI ! bahu pheraphAra thato Ave che) eTale badhuM spaSTa Ave che. AhA.! Avo mArga prabhuno ! e to prabhu kahe che, bApu ! AhA..hA..! duniyA mAne na mAne e svataMtra che. ethI karIne koI vyakti pratye veravirodha karavA jevo che ja nahi. bhagavAna ! AhA...hA...! e to "samAdhizatakamAM AvyuM nahi ? rAtre kahyuM hatuM ke, amAro A AtmA che e zuM che e (sAmevALo) jANato nathI to pachI amAro verI ne mitra zI rIte thaI zake ? ane amAro A AtmA kevo che ema jANyuM to e paNa verI ane duzamana thaI zakato nathI. AhA..hA..! "samAdhizataka' ! gajaba vAtuM ! saMtonI digaMbara munionI vAtuM to gajaba che) ! karaNAnuyoga ho, caraNAnuyoga ho paNa enI vastunI sthitinuM varNana che. A...hA...! vyavahAranayanuM varNana to Ave ne ! be naya che ke nahi ? samajANuM kAMI ? paNa eka naya che te heya che ane eka naya che) te upAdeya che. nahIMtara be naya na paDe. be naya virodha hoya to be naya paDe. A paNa AdaraNIya ane A paNa AdaraNIya hoya to eka naya thaI gaI. samajANuM kAMI? niyamasAramAM pAcho zabda to evo che - "virodhvatI' beno virodha che paNa eno nAza karanAra bhagavAnanI vANI che. AhAhA...! nizcayathI Ama che ne vyavahArathI Ama che to vyavahArathI che te) vastu che, vyavahAranayano viSaya che, viSaya nathI ema nahi. viSaya na hoya to) naya nathI. paNa te nayano viSaya te heya che. viSaya che ene heya kahevAya ke na hoya ene heya kahevAya ? AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? A haLave haLave to kahevAya che, bhAI ! pelA prophesara hoya eka kalAka bolI jAya, ema.e.mAM, meTrikamAM prophesara bolI jAya, thaI rahyuM. A evuM nathI. A to haLave haLave... haLave.. eno vicAra karI zake. AhA...hA...! prazna :- vyavahAra jANavA mATe heya ke Azraya mATe heya ? samAdhAna :- Azraya karyo e ja heya che. mATe Azraya karyo e heya che ane heya

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340 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 tarIke tene jANe che. e "mokSamArga prakAzaka'mAM AvyuM che ne ? ke, vyavahAranayane grahavI ema kahyuM che ne ? grahavAno artha jANavuM ema lIdhuM che. ema kahyuM che. mumukSu :- jANavuM te ja grahaNa karavuM che. pUjya gurudevazrI :- jANavuM te ja grahaNa karavuM che. "mokSamArga prakAzaka'mAM bahu ghaNuM spaSTIkaraNa, bahu spaSTa ! loko virodha kare, bhale kare. vIsapaMthI kare che. A philaTanamAM bahu virodha karyo ke, "ToDaramala" ane "banArasIdAsa adhyAtmanI bhAMga pIne nAcyA ! are..! prabhu! Ama na kahevAya, prabhu ! adhyAtmanI bhAMga pIne nAcyA ! adhyAtmane bhAMga kahevAya ? ara.2.2...! bIjI rIte (vAta) beThI hoya (eTale) kahe, bhAI ! kahe. AhA...hA...! je rIte vastunI sthiti che e rIte khyAlamAM na AvyuM ane bIjuM khyAlamAM AvyuM ane AvyuM e to ene pAko AtmA thaI gayo. have I kema pherave ? AhAhA...! (ahIMyAM kahe che), 'A kAraNathI rAgAdi azuddha pariNAmono kartA..." A kAraNathI eTale ? ke, e upAdhi che, karmanA nimittanI, parasaMganI upAdhi che. I potAno svabhAva nathI. A kAraNathI teno ukata thato nathI. A kAraNa - heta Apyo. samajANuM kAMI? kartA thato nathI." "bhAvArtha Ama che ke - samyagdaSTi jIvane rAgAdi azuddha pariNAmonuM svAmitvapaNuM. nathI...' svAmI eTale potApaNuM nathI ema eno artha che). e rAgAdi thAya che emAM potApaNuM nathI eTale svAmitva nathI. AhA...hA...! mULa to Ama (che) ke, je jIvanuM svarUpa ja nathI, e to upAdhi che. che potAne laIne paNa nimittane vaze thayelI upAdhi che e mAruM svarUpa nathI. tethI teno huM svAmi nathI. jo huM svAmi houM to te mArI cIja thaI jAya. samajAya che kAMI ? AhA...hA...! are..! - ahIM to ghaDIe ne paLe parano svAmi, parano svAmi (thAya che). AhA...hA...! patnIno pati huM, narapati, manuSyano pati rAjA - narapati, karoDapati, lakSmapati... badhA kevA ? udyogapati ! udyogapati hato ke di' ? e to jagatane oLakhAvavAnI vAta che. udyogapati to bolAvavAmAM (che), svabhAvamAM puruSArtha kare te udyogapati che. udyogapati ! Ama karyuM, eNe Ama karyuM ne Ama karyuM. (eka bhAInuM) bahu lakhyuM che. lakhANa bahu Ave che, udyoga Ama karyo, phalANuM Ama karyuM, DhIkaNuM Ama karyuM. koNa kare ? bApu ! tane khabara nathI. AhA..hA...! rAga karyo hoya. mumukSu :- karyuM che.... uttara :- rAga karyo che. bihAramAM) to kAMI karyuM nathI. samakitI laDAImAM Ubho hoya che ane dveSano aMza paNa ene Ave che. AhAhA...! seMkaDo hAthInAM tALAM tUTI jAya, phUTI jAya. lAla lohIvALA muktAphaLa hAthImAMthI paDyA

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kaLaza-176 341 hoya). AhAhA...! chatAM e jarI dveSano aMza che ene potA tarIke nathI mAnato. e kriyA thAya che ene to jANe che, e kaMI pote kare che ema nahi. AhA..hA..! AvI vAta AkarI ! samajANuM kAMI ? samyagdaSTi jIvane rAgAdi azuddha pariNAmonuM svAmitvapaNuM" eTale kartA, potAnuM nathI mATe svAmitva nathI, ema. thAya che. AhAhA...! mumukSu :- kokavAra pote kare che. uttara :- I kare che I kIdhuM I to pariName che I apekSAe kare che. pariName che e apekSAe kare che, paNa mArA che e rIte karato nathI. AvuM che. A..hA..! AmAM kyAM...? eka vAta siddha karavA jAya tyAM bIjI vAta UDI jAya che. kartA che ane kartA paNa nathI. bhoktA che ane bhoktA paNa nathI. AhA...hA...! kartA che enI sAthe akartAnayA paNa che, ekasAthe che. kartAnaya ko'kanI ane akartAnaya ko'kanI ema nathI. AhA..hA..! rAganuM pariNamana che e apekSAe kartAnaya che ane akartAya che. rAga potAno nathI mATe akartA che. AhA..hA...AvuM che. pheraphAra bahu thaI gayo, bApu ! mArga evo che. mumukSu :- samyagdaSTine yuddhanA pariNAma to bahu ugra kahevAya. uttara :- e to raudradhyAna paNa hoya che. samyagdaSTi hoya ane chokaro marI jAya (to) rove. e chokaro marI gayo ene) kAraNe nahi. enA pariNAmamAM nabaLAIne laIne (evo bhAva Ave che. AhA..hA...! bharata cakravartI ! aSTAvarta parvata upara paramAtmA mokSa padhAryA. indra AvyA, bhagavAnano deha Ama jyAM chUTe che tyAre "bharata rove che. samakitI! e bhave mokSa janArA ! indra ema kahe che, "he "bharata" ! tame to A bhavamAM mokSa janArA cho ne ! A zuM ?" (tyAre "bharata' kahe che), "badhI khabara che, bhAI !" indra... indra, hoM! zakarendra AvIne (ema kahe che), Urdhvalokano svAmi Ave che. banne samyagdaSTi ! ane rove che, AMkhamAMthI AMsu cAlyA jAya che). bharatakSetramAM caitanyasUryano asta thayo. are! ame kyAM pUchazuM? kyAM samAdhAna karazuM ? samajANuM ? pitA tarIke nahi. dharmasUrya traNalokano nAtha paramAtmA cAlyo jAya che. indra AzvAsana Ape che, prabhu ! cakravartI ! tame to A bhave mokSa janArA, amAre to hajI eka manuSyadeha karavAno che. ame mokSa to javAnA to chIe paNa amAre to eka manuSyadeha karavAno che. tamAre to A deha chello che. chatAM ("bharata' kahe che), indra! huM badhuM jANuM chuM, bApu ! paNa mArI kamajorIne laIne rAga AvyA vinA raheto nathI. chatAM tene huM jANuM chuM, e mArI cIja nathI. AhAhA...! Avo mArga che. bene lakhyuM nathI ? (ajJAnI) kaSAyane rUMdhe che. AmAM Ave che. ruMdhAyelo kaSAya che.

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342 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 kaSAya maMda pADe che paNa raMdhAyelo che. e kaMI akaSAya (bhAva) nathI. AhA...hA...! kaSAya uparanI dRSTi che tyAM (dRSTine) rokI che, tyAM rokAI gayo che. AhA..hA..! AkarI vAtuM, bApu ! zubhabhAva hoya topaNa kaSAya ruMdhAyelo che ane jJAnIne azubhabhAva hoya topaNa te potAmAM nathI, ema mAnIne teno svAmi thAto nathI. AhA...hA...! lyo ! 'tethI samyagdaSTi jIva kartA nathI. dharmI, karavA lAyaka che te rIte te potAnA mAnIne karato nathI. A eno saravALo lIdho. vizeSa kaheze.. (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !) (anuSkapa) iti vastusvabhAvaM svaM nAjJAnI vetti tena sH| rAgAdInAtmanaH kuryAdato bhavati kArakaH / / 15-177 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha :- " jJAnI rUti vastuzvamAd a vetti (jJAna) mithyAdRSTi jIva (rUti) pUrvokta prakAre vastumAd) dravyanuM svarUpa evuM je (sva) potAnuM zuddha caitanya, tene na vetti) AsvAdarUpa anubhavato nathI, tena : rA+IIna yAtmanaH haryA tena) te kAraNathI :) mithyAdRSTi jIva (rA+IIIna) rAga-dveSa-moharUpa azuddha pariNAmo (sAtmana:) jIvadravyanuM svarUpa che ema ( ) anubhave che, karmanA udayanI upAdhi che ema anubhavato nathI. 'ta: zAra: mavati (3) A kAraNathI (jAra) rAgAdi azuddha pariNAmono kartA (mavati) thAya che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke - mithyAdRSTi jIvane rAgAdi azuddha pariNAmonuM svAmitvapaNuM che, tethI mithyASTi jIva kartA che. 15-177. mAgazara vada 3, budhavAra tA. 28-12-1977. kaLaza-177, 178 pravacana-187 kaLazaTIkA" "baMdha adhikAra zloka-177. iti vastusvabhAvaM svaM nAjJAnI vetti tena sH| rAgAdInAtmanaH kuryAdato bhavati kArakaH / / 15-177 / /

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kaLaza-177 343 pahelI jJAnInI gAthA AvI gaI. A ajJAnInI (gAthA che). "jJAnI ti vastuqmA svaM na vetti' (jJAna) mithyASTi jIva..." anAdithI jenI dRSTi mithyAtva - jUThI dRSTi - asatya daSTi che e dravyanuM... eTale vastu svarUpanuM jevuM che tevuM "zuddha caitanya, tene AsvAdarUpa anubhavato nathI, zuM kahe che ? ke, AtmAnuM svarUpa to zuddha caitanya AnaMda che. ene ajJAnI potAnA AnaMdasvarUpane dRSTi caitanya upara nahi hovAthI te AnaMdanA svAdane AsvAdato nathI. svarUpa zuddha caitanya caitanya AnaMda, jJAna svarUpa prabhu che ane svabhAvanI dRSTi karIne vartamAnamAM tenA AnaMdanA svAdane ajJAnI leto nathI. tyAre zuM kare che ? che ? tena : ravIndra tminaH " jyAre svarUpanI, zuddha caitanyanI samyaka dRSTi nathI, tenuM jJAna nathI ane tenA AsvAdanuM AcaraNa nathI. A.hA...! tyAre e ajJAnI anAdithI zuM mAnya kare che ? "sa: ravin mAtmAna karyAt " mithyASTi jIva rAgadveSa-moharUpa azuddha pariNAmo jIvadravyanuM svarUpa che ema anubhave che.... AhAhA..! be vAta karI. jJAnI samyagdaSTi jIva dharmI ene kahIe ke, je potAnA atIndriya jJAna ane AnaMdano anubhavamAM svAda leto hoya. AhA..hA...! vyavahAra ratnatrayanI dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinI kriyA karato hoya e nahi. e to rAga che. e rAga jJAnIne Ave kharo paNa e potAno mAnIne teno svAda leto nathI. AhA...hA..! AvI vyAkhyA che. ajJAnI rAga ane dveSa, puNya ane pApa, cAhe to zubhabhAva ho, dayA, dAna, bhakti, vrata, tapano bhAva - zubharAga (ho) ene AtmA tarIke anubhave che. AhAhA...! Avo moTo phera che. dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjA Adi kriyAkAMDa barAbara karato hoya paNa e to teno rAga che. e rAgane AtmA tarIke anubhave che. e potAnuM svarUpa che ema ajJAnI anubhave che. "baMdha adhikAra che ne ? AhA...hA...! jhINo mArga bahu, bApu ! vItarAgamArga... AhA...hA..! jene AtmA pUrNAnaMda ane jJAyaka svabhAvano Azraya nathI, enuM avalaMbana nathI, eno ene vartamAna paryAyamAM AdhAra nathI te AtmAnI zAMtine anubhavato nathI. AhA...hA...! ane tene e rAga ane dveSanA pariNAma, cAhe to dayA, dAna, vratanA pariNAma) ho, paNa e rAgane AtmA tarIke, jIvanA svarUpa tarIke jANIne anubhave che. AhAhA...! AkarI vAta ! Avo dharma, lyo ajJAnI-jJAnImAM phera A (che). dharmI potAnuM zuddha svarUpa AnaMdaghana jJAnapiMDa prabhu ! teno Azraya ane avalaMbana hovAthI tene AtmAnA atIndriya jJAna ane atIndriya AnaMdanuM vedana che. AhA...hA...! anubhava che. ajJAnIne e AtmavastunA svarUpanI khabara nathI tethI te svarUpamAM nathI evA puNya-pApanA bhAvane potAnA mAnIne jIvanuM svarUpa jANIne anubhave che. kaho, samajAya che

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344 kalAmRta bhAga-5 kAMI ? AhA..hA..! parano anubhava to ajJAnIne paNa nathI ane jJAnIne paNa nathI. strIno, lakSmIno, Abaruno, makAnano anubhava to ajJAnIne paNa nathI. kAraNa ke e to para cIja che emAM AtmAmAM (eno) anubhava kayAM Ave ? AhA...hA...! A paisA pAMca-pacIsa lAkha, karoDabe karoDa Ave to eno anubhava ajJAnIne nathI. ajJAnIne tenA pratye karelo rAga ane dveSa (che) e ajJAnI anubhave che. AhA..hA...! e adharmadaSTi che. jhINI vAta bahu, bApu ! vItarAgamArga bahu jhINo). dharmanI dRSTi to aMdara svarUpa AtmA trikALI, atIndriya jJAna ane atIndriya AnaMdanuM dhAma evo je prabhu enA upara jenI dRSTi che, eno jene svIkAra che te to atIndriya jJAna ane atIndriya AnaMdanuM vedana - anubhava kare) che. AhA...hA...! enuM jene bhAna nathI e to pApanA pariNAma (kare) kAM dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjAnA bhAva rAga che e potAnuM svarUpa che ema mAnIne tene AtmA tarIke rAgane anubhave che. AhAhA...! AvI vAta che. che ? bhAIne ApyuM ? pustaka che ? AhA..hA..! vItarAga sarvajJa paramezvara tIrthakaradevanuM A pharamAna che ke, jene AtmA rAgathI, puNya pariNAmathI paNa bhinna che te dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakitanA bhAva je puNya che, rAga (che), e rAgatattva to puNyatattva athavA Asavatattva che. bhagavAnaAtmA to AsravatattvathI bhinna che. AhA...hA...! evA AsravatattvathI bhinna evA tattvane je jANato nathI, zraddhato nathI, vedato nathI eTale ke darzana, jJAna, cAritra (nathI evo ajJAnI jIva). samajANuM kAMI? e jIva jenA jANavAmAM to rAga - dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktino rAga Avyo che ane rAga ja jenI dRSTimAM ane jJAnamAM zeya tarIke jaNANo, ene mArA che ema mAnIne tene anubhave che. are..! AvI vyAkhyA ! mumukSu :- dayA, dAna, zIla, tapa to jIvanI zobhA che. uttara :zobhA dhULeya nathI, e to rAga che. azobhA che, kalaMka che, mela che, jhera che. Avo vItarAgamArga che. kaThaNa paDe, bApu ! zuM thAya ? anaMtakALathI eNe evA zubhabhAva to anaMtavAra navamI raiveyake gayo to anaMtavAra karyA. zobhA hoya to enAthI AtmAne lAbha thAvo joIe ne ? AhAhA...! "munivrata dhAra anaMta aira raiveyaka upajAyo, paNa AtamajJAna bina leza sukha na pAyo." munivrata dhAraNa karyA, paMca mahAvrata lIdhA), hajAro rANI, kuTuMba, rAja choDI paMca mahAvratanA pariNAma pALyA paNa e to rAga che, e to Asava che, e to du:kha che. AhA...hA...! AvI vAta ! A to vItarAga sarvajJa paramAtmAno mArga vItarAgabhAvathI utpanna thAya che. rAgabhAvathI dharma utpanna thato nathI. AhA..hA...! A to dhIrAnA kAma che. jene AtmAnuM kalyANa kema karavuM hoya enI vAtuM che, bApu !

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kaLaza-177 345 duniyAmAM manAvavuM hoya, gaNAvavuM hoya, kaMIka dharmanI saMkhyAmAM gaNatarImAM ame chIe ema gaNAvavuM hoya enI ahIM vAta nathI. AhA..hA....! ahIMyAM to ajJAnInI vAta che), jJAnInI (vAta) to kAle AvI gaI. ajJAnI 'rAgadveSa-moharUpa azuddha pariNAmo..." che ? e to azuddha bhAva che. dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktino bhAva paNa azuddha bhAva che. AhA..hA..! e AtmAmAM nathI tevI vRtti UThe che, e to rAga che. AhA..hA..! e azuddha pariNAmane jIvadravyanuM svarUpa..." joyuM? (sAtmana:) (kahyuM che). (AtminaH) dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinA pariNAma e AtmAnuM svarUpa che ema mAnIne e mithyASTi anubhave che. lokone AkaruM lAge. saMpradAyamAM to evI vAta AkhI cAlatI hoya che. e vratanA vikalpathI bhagavAna bhinna che enI dRSTi kare to samyagdarzana ane AnaMda Ave e badhI vAta to paDI rahI. A bhakti karo, pUjA karo, aMtarAya karma... zuM kahevAya ? karmadahananI pUjA karo, siddha bhakti karo...e badhI vAtuM rAga - zubharAga. che. azubharAgathI bacavA jJAnIne paNa e Ave paNa e pote che duHkha ane Asava. AhA..hA..! mumukSu :- peluM badhAne saheluM paDe che. uttara :e saheluM karyuM che ke UMdhuM mAryuM che ? AhA..hA...! UMdhuM karyuM che. bhagavAna AtmA to atIndriya AnaMda ane atIndriya zAMtithI to bharelo che. akaSAya svarUpa bIjI rIte kahIe to e jinasvarUpa ja che. e to ghaNIvAra kahevAya che. AtmAnuM mULa svarUpa to aMdara anAdi jinasvarUpa ja che. "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase, ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jena, mata madirA ke pAna so, matavAlA samaje na" abhiprAya ! matanA pyAlA caDI gayA ke, ame Ama chIe ne ame Ama chIe ne ame dayA pALanArA chIe ne ame bhakti karanArA chIe, pUjA karanArA chIe - e rAganA matavAlA (che). e jinasvarUpa aMdara che tene jANatA nathI. AhA...hA...! "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase..." bhavagAna jivasvarUpa ja, paramAtmasvarUpa ja e AtmA che. rAga Adi enuM svarUpa che nahi. AhA...hA...! vyavahAra ratnatrayano rAga e paNa enuM svarUpa nathI. AhA...hA...! e jinasvarUpane aMtaramAM dRSTimAM laI ane tene anubhave tene dharma thAya ane tene AnaMdano anubhava thAya. e vinA ajJAnI bahAranI kriyAkAMDamAM rAgamAM, e rAgane jIvanuM svarUpa che ema mAnI rakhaDI rahyo che). paraMtu rAga) e svarUpa nathI, (jo svarU5) hoya to nIkaLI kema jAya ? dayA, dAna, vratanA pariNAma - rAga jo svarUpa hoya to nIkaLI kema jAya ? siddha bhagavAnamAM rahetA nathI. paramAtmA siddha thAya - Namo siddhANaM (emAM) rAga raheto nathI), rAga enuM svarUpa nathI. AhAhA...! AvuM bahu AkaruM kAma che. mArga to A che.

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346 kalAmRta bhAga-5 ahIMyAM to kahe che ke, je AtmAno svabhAva ane svarUpa nathI, sva-rUpa - AtmAnuM sva potAnuM rUpa. potAnuM rUpa to AnaMda ane jJAna e svanuM rUpa che. emAM e vyavahA2nA ratnatrayano vikalpa - rAga che e kaMI AtmAnuM sva-rUpa, sva-bhAva nathI. AhA..hA...! AvuM bhedajJAna kare. rAgathI bhagavAnaAtmAne bhinna jANIne bhedajJAna kare tyAre tene dharmanI pahelI dazA samyagdarzana thAya. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? dhImethI samajavAnI vAta che, A kAMI vArtA-kathA nathI. A to dharmakathA AtmAnI vAta che, bApA ! AhA..hA...! anaMtakALa... anaMtakALa vItI gayo, bhAI ! corAzI lAkha yonimAM... corAzI lAkha yonimAM eka eka yonimAM anaMta anaMta avatAra karIne thothA nIkaLI gayA che, bhAI ! tane khabara nathI. narakamAM, nigodamAM... AhA..hA...! e A rAgane potAno mAnIne mithyAtvathI badhA bhava karyAM. AhA...hA....! samajANuM kAMI ? sAdhu thAya topaNa e paMca mahAvratanA pariNAma rAga che, e potAnuM svarUpa che ema mAnIne anubhave e mithyAdRSTi che. AhA..hA...! avvaladomanI vAta che, bApA ! bhagavAna ! AmAM Avaze.. che AmAM ? 178 mAM bhagavAna Avaze. 178 (kaLazamAM) Avaze, A 177 cAle che. tyAM bhagavAna kaheze. AtmA bhagavAna eTale jJAnasvarUpa che. TIkAmAM eTalo artha karyo che. e to jJAnasvarUpa (che). emAM puNya, dayA, dAna, vratanA vikalpa (thAya) che e enuM svarUpa ja nathI. AhA..hA...! enuM svarUpa hoya to eno nAza thaI zake nahi. eno nAza thaI zake che ane ekaluM svarUpa rahI zake che mATe tenuM e svarUpa nathI. nyAyathI lojIkathI kaMI samajaze ke nahi ? AhA..hA...! samajAya che kAMI ? AhA..hA...! Avo mArga ! -- eka to saMsAranA kAma ADe navo thato nathI. emAM gUMcI gayo. emAM vIsa kalAka, bAvIsa kalAka kADhe. eka-be kalAka sAMbhaLavA (jAya) to ene evuM (sAMbhaLavA) maLe ke, A vrata karo ne tapa karo ne pUjA karo ne bhakti karo, maMdira banAvo tamAruM kalyANa thaze. e.. badhI rakhaDI mAravAnI kriyA (karavAnuM kahe). e zubharAga che. enAthI lAbha mAnIne kare che te mithyASTi che. samajANuM kAMI ? ema mAnIne ja kare che ke, A ame karIe chIe e dharma karIe chIe. pAMca lAkhanA, dasa lAkhanA maMdiro banAvyA. pora-parAra kIdhuM nahotuM ? beMgalora' ! bAra lAkhanuM maMdira karyuM che. digaMbara maMdira banAvyuM zvetAMbare paNa digaMbaranA pakSamAM AvI gayA che. (eka) mAravADI (che tenI pAse) be karoDa rUpiyA (che) ane eka che sthAnakavAsI. muMbaImAM mahAvI2 mArkeTa' che (tyAM dukAna che). e paNa karoDapati (che), eNe cAra lAkha nAkhyA ane pelAe ATha lAkha (nAkhyA). beMgalora'mAM bAra lAkhanuM maMdira banAvyuM che. digaMbara maMdira ! AhA..hA...! paNa ene kahyuM, bApu ! tame e kriyA karI e to (dharma) che ja nahi, maMdira 52 52mANunI badhI kriyA

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kaLaza-177 347 che paNa emAM tamAro bhAva hoya, rAganI maMdatA hoya to puNya che. e dharma che ane dharmanuM kAraNa che ema nathI. hamaNAM AvyA hatA ne ? e lokonI kaDI bhASA (eTale gujarAtI) barAbara samaje nahi. vyAkhyAnamAM AvI zake nahi. hindI ahIM mAMDa cAle (thoDuM), paNa eno bhAva jALavavo jarIka.. bahu thoDA mANasa Ave, kannaDI bhASA (enI eTale) samaje nahi. pachI thoDAka AvatA. be paMDito hatA I sAMbhaLI ane thoDuM enI kannaDI (bhASAmAM) kahe. tyAre mAMDa samaje. gujarAtI to samaje nahi paNa hindI paNa samaje nahi. loko premI ghaNAM, bhASA samaje nahi eTale zuM kare bicArA ? ahIM to eka jaNAe ATha lAkha nAkhyA. zvetAMbara mAravADI che. ApaNuM digaMbara maMdira banAvyuM. kIdhuM, bApu ! juo bhAI ! tame ema mAno ke ame banAvyuM mATe amAro dharmano bhAva che, ema nathI. e pApathI bacavA evo bhAva ho, paNa e dharma che ema nathI. AhA..hA...! ahIM to cokhkhI vAta che. A to vItarAgamArga che. vItarAgamArgamAM rAgathI dharma thAya to e vItarAgamArga ja nahi. AhAhA..! samajANuM kAMI ? rAga Ave kharo, dharmIne paNa AtmajJAna ane Atma anubhava hovA chatAM pUrNa vItarAgadazA na hoya tethI azubhathI bacavA bhakti, pUjA(no) rAga hoya paNa ene heya mAne. e heya (eTale ke, choDavAlAyaka che. paNa vartamAna mAro puruSArtha nabaLo che mATe thAya che. AhA...hA....! samajANuM kAMI ? Ama to ATha lAkha (kha), eka jaNe ATha lAkha kharcA) ! mANasane evuM thaI jAya ne ke, o.ho..ho..! ane joga evo banyo ke, ATha lAkha kharmA ane enI pAse be karoDa rUpiyAnuM sTIla hatuM ane mArI pAse rahI gayA. ATha divasa ame gayA pahelAM zikSaNa zibira (karI hatI) ane ame gayA pachI soLa divasa amArAmAM rokAvuM paDyuM. eTale tyAM bhAva vadhI gayo to cAlIsa lAkha vadhI gayA. ATha lAkha kharcA ne cAlIsa lAkha vadhyA. eTale loko kahe ke, juo ! A...hA...hA...! pachI loko AvI vAtuM kare ke, mahArAjanI lAkaDImAM kAMIka camatkAra che ! dhULeya nathI. A to lAkaDI hAthamAM rahe. parasevo hoya ane zAstrane (hAtha) aDe nahi eTale (rAkhIe chIe). e to puNyanA kAraNe evo badho joga thaI jAya. e puNya paNa heya che. AhAhA...! mumukSu :- e to pUrvanuM puNya che. uttara - e to pUrvanuM puNya che paNa vartamAna paNa (A) sAMbhaLatA, be-pAMca-dasa divasa), mahino-be mahinA sAMbhaLe topaNa e zubhabhAvathI ene puNya baMdhAI jAya. ane puNya paNa udaya AvI jAya, A bhavamAM paNa udaya AvI jAya. ethI karIne dharmathI e thayuM che ema nahi. AhAhA...! ahIM kahe che, che? rAgabhAva je dayA, dAna Adi eno vistAra che. rAga-dveSa-moharUpa azuddha pariNAmo jIvadravyanuM svarUpa" "sAtmanaH' e mAruM svarUpa che, e mAruM kartavya che

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348 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 ema ajJAnI "anubhave che, karmanA udayanI upAdhi che ema anubhavato nathI. joyuM ? AhA..hA..! Ave kharo, paNa e upAdhi che. karmanA nimittanA Azraye thayelI upAdhi che. cAhe to e dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktino bhAva paNa karmanA nimittanI upAdhi che. e AtmAnI samAdhi (nathI), AtmAno svabhAva nathI. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI? loggasamAM nathI AvatuM ? "samAhivara mukta dig' logasa.... logasa ! "samANivara mutta jiMtu prabhu ! mane to samAdhi - rAgarahita zAMti joIe che. ema mAge che. enA arthanI paNa khabara na maLe. hAMke jAya, lagnasA ujjoyagare... siddhAsiddhi mama disaMg... jAo ! paNa zuM eno artha che ? AhAhA..! ahIM AcArya mahArAja ema kahe che ke, e jIvanuM svarUpa nathI tene potAnuM mAnIne anubhave che, paNa "upAdhi che ema anubhavato nathI. AhAhA....! dharmIne paNa e rAga Ave paNa upAdhi che ema anubhave che. zAstra zravaNa, zAstra sAMbhaLavA, kahevA e badho vikalpa zubharAga che. Ave kharI upAdhi paNa ene mArA tarIke mAnavuM e AkhI dRSTi viparIta che. AhAhA....! mumukSu :- AtmAnuM raTaNa to karavuM paDe. uttara :- AtmAnuM raTaNa zuM karavuM ? AtmA... AtmA... AtmA. AtmA. AtmA kare e to vikalpa che, rAga che. AtmAnuM raTaNa to jJAnAnaMda svarUpa ekAgratA (karavI) e AtmAnuM raTaNa che. bhagavAna jJAnanI mUrti ! prakAza - caitanya nUra ! aMdara caitanyanA tejanA pUra bharyA che. AhA..hA..! emAM ekAgra thAvuM e AtmAnuM raTaNa che. AvI vAtuM che, bhAI ! bahu phera che, bhAI ! badhI khabara che ne ! kyAM zuM cAle che ? A ghaNA varasanuM badhuM jANIe chIe. AhAhA..! sthAnakavAsI sAdhumAM huM hato. vairAgyanI vAtuM kare. amAre pAlejamAM dukAna hatI ne ! huM to sAdhu Ave pachI nivRtti laIne jAto), dukAnamAM bhAgIdAra bese. pachI badhA rAtre sAMbhaLavA jAya. Akho di' to vepAra-dhaMdhAmAM rokAya. pachI rAtre AvI vAtuM kare. zuM ? kUtarAnA bhavamAM...." e AvuM gAya pachI ame sAMbhaLatA. "kUtarAnA bhavamAM meM vINI khAdhA kaTakA, meM bhUkhanA veThyA bhaDakAM....' paNa AvI vAtuM ! mumukSu - I bhaDakA maTe tyAre nIMdara Ave. uttara :- I maTe enI khabara paNa ene nathI. AvI vAtuM kare. dukAna sADA sAte baMdha karIne jAIe tyAre (A sAMbhaLe). jANe o.ho..! Aje to dharma sAMbhaLyo! pelA paNa ema kahyuM ke, dharma karyo. dhULeya dharma nathI. e vAta to kayAMya rahI gaI paNa bhagavAna sAkSAt traNalokanA nAtha samavasaraNamAM birAje. bhagavAna mahAvidehamAM birAje che tyAM A jIva anaMtavAra Upajyo. tyAM tIrthakarano viraha koI di hoto nathI. vIsa tIrthakara mokSa

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kaLaza-177 349 jAya to bIjA vIsa thAya. anAdithI mahAvidehamAM tIrthakaro to cAlyA ja kare che. tyAM anaMtavAra Upajyo ane bhagavAnanA samavasaraNamAM gayo. enI vANI sAMbhaLI, enI pUjAo karI, paNa e to zubhabhAva che. AhA..hA...! mumukSu :- bIjA je nahotA jatA enA karatAM to sAruM. uttara :- eno artha zuM ? dharmane mATe sAruM nahi. pApa karatAM puNya kare eTaluM ThIka. paNa I dharma che ema nathI. enAthI ene janma-maraNa maTaze ema nathI. enAthI to janmamaraNa thaze. rAga che e saMsAra che. AhAhA..! AkarI vAtuM, bApu ! siddhamAM rAga che? to ahIM rAga che I saMsAra che. rAgarahita (thavuM) e siddha che. AhAhA...! eTale ahIM kahe che ke, je rAgane potAno karIne anubhave che paNa upAdhi che tema anubhavato nathI. 'ta jAra: mavati "A kAraNathI rAgAdi azuddha pariNAmono kartA thAya che. joyuM ? e rAganA pariNAmanuM kartavya che te mAruM che ema e mAne che. Ama kartA, hoM ! I azuddha pariNAma mAruM kartavya che ane I karavAlAyaka che ema karIne kartA thAya che. jJAnIne rAga Ave paNa tenuM pariNamana che e apekSAe kartA che), paNa karavAlAyaka che e buddhi jJAnIne hotI nathI. AhA..hA..! ghaNo phera paNa, bhAI ! vAtavAtamAM bahu phera che. kartA kIdho ne eka bAju kartA nathI kIdhuM ane eka bAju ApaNe kartA Avaze. I pariName che, jJAnI che, dharmI che, rAga potAnuM svarUpa nathI ema mAne che paNa rAga Ave che eTaluM pariNamana che ethI ene jJAnanI dRSTie pariNamanano kartA ema kahevAmAM Ave che. paNa A kartavya mAruM che ane karavAlAyaka che evI buddhi jJAnIne hotI nathI. AhA...hA...! Avo badho phera eTale badhA rADavuM pADe bicArA ! e...! 'sonagaDha to ekalI nizcayanI vAtuM kare che, vyavahArathI thAya e vAtuM karatA nathI. vyavahAra hoya paNa enAthI thAya nahi. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhA...! che ? - kirtA..." (mati) juo ! "rAgAdi azuddha pariNAmono e azuddha pariNAmanA be prakAra - zubha ane azubha. zubhabhAva ane azubhabhAva banne azuddha che. ane zubha ne azubha rAga azuddhathI bhinna AtmAnA Azraye pariNAma thAya te zuddha che. AhA...hA...! bhAre AvuM kAma ! 'rAgAdi azuddha pariNAmono kartA thAya che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke - mithyAdRSTi jIvane." dRSTi ja mithyAtva che jyAM AtmA zuM cIja che enI khabara ja nathI ane rAga zuM cIja che ? mArAthI bhinna tattva che, puNyanuM tattva ane pApanuM tattva bhinna che). nava tattva che ne ? to puNya-pApa ne Asrava tattvathI jIvatattva to bhinna che. jIva, ajIva, puSya, pApa, Asava, baMdha, saMvara, nirjarA ane mokSa (ema) nava tattva che. to emAM dayA, dAna, vratanA pariNAma to puNyatattva che. hiMsA, jUThuM, corI, bhoganA, raLavAnA, kamAvAnA bhAva pApa che.

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350 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 ane bhagavAna to e puNya-pApa tattvathI bhinna jJAyakatattva bhinna che. AhA...hA..! are.re....! kyAM sAMbhaLavA maLe ? ne kyAM vicAre ? ema ne ema jiMdagI pUrI karIne cAlyA jAya "mithyAdRSTi jIvane rAgAdi azuddha pariNAmonuM svAmitvapaNuM che...." joyuM? e potAnA mAnIne anubhave che eTale eno svAmi thAya che ane dharmIne AtmAnA zuddha svabhAvanI zraddhA, jJAnano svAmi che. rAgano svAmi nathI. rAga Ave kharo paNa eno svAmi nathI eTale kartA nathI. AhA..hA....! puNyanA pariNAmamAM dharmIne dhaNIpatuM nathI. zuM kIdhuM che ? dharmajIvane puNya pariNAmamAM dhaNIpatuM nathI. ajJAnI jIvane puNya pariNAmamAM dhaNIpatuM - svAmitvapaNuM - A mAruM che ema hoya che. bannemAM A moTo phera che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM AmAM ? mumukSu - samyakdRSTinA puNyane to sAtizaya puNya kahevAmAM Ave che. uttara :- eTale zuM ? puNyAnubaMdhI puNya, ema. bhaviSyamAM puNya Avaze to ene choDIne pavitratA pragaTaze e apekSAe vAta che. mithyASTine puNya Avaze, enA phaLa Avaze to emAM rokAI jaze. ame paisAvALA chIe ne kuTuMbavALA chIe ne ame moTA chIe. amane dasa-dasa hajAranA mahine pagAra maLe mATe ame bIjA karatAM mAhAbhyavALA chIe ! I tyAM puNyanA phaLamAM marI jaze, tyAM rokAI jaze. samajANuM kAMI ? ahIM hamaNAM traNa chokarA nahotA AvyA ? "morabI... morabI ! (eka mumukSu hatA I) gujarI gayA. ekane ATha hajArano pagAra che, "muMbaI ! ekane dasa hajArano pagAra che, eka "amerikAmAM rahe ene paMdara hajArano che. mahine, hoM ! hamaNAM traNe AvyA hatA, nahi? paNa bApA ! e tArA pagAra-phagAra e badhA puNyanA kAraNa che. emAM kAMI moTapa che (ema nathI), emAM kAMI che nahi, dhULamAM paNa nathI. mumukSu :- Apa Ama kaho ne duniyAmAM bahu vakhANa kare che. uttara :- e duniyA pAgala to bIjAnA vakhANa ja kare ne ! pAgalanI duniyA pAgalanA vakhANa kare. paMdara hajArano pagAra ! eka divasanA pAMcaso ! paNa vepArIne to mahinAmahinAnI vIsa-vIsa hajAranI pedAza hoya. eka mahinAmAM vIsa zuM lAkha-lAkhanI pedAza hoya. A pelo nathI ? eka rAjA. arabastAnano eka rAjA che to eka kalAkanA doDha karoDanI pedAza ! eka kalAkanI doDha karoDanI pedAza atyAre che. arabastAnamAM eka rAjA (che) ane bIjo eka rAjA che jene eka divasanI abajanI pedAza che. atyAre che. eka divasanI abajanI pedAza, hoM! mUDI judI. ethI zuM paNa ? dhULa ! marIne heThe narake javAnA. AhA..hA..! pUrvanA koI pApAnubaMdhI puNya mithyAtvasahita bAMdhyuM hoya ene laIne A badho dekhAva dekhAya. paNa sAMjanI saMdhyA pachI aMdhArA ! ema A badhA dekhAva pachI aMdhArAmAM cAlyA javAnA.

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kaLaza- 178 351 AhA..hA..! ane samadaSTi dharmI jIva kadAcitu pahelAM koI pApanA pariNAma thaI gayA ane narakamAM jAvuM paDe topaNa te nIkaLIne manuSya thaIne tIrthakara ke kevaLI thAze. AhA..hA..! zreNikarAjA' bhagavAnano bhagata ! samakitI, kSAyika samakitI ! "zreNikarAjA'! muninI azAtanA karI hatI to) pahelAM narakanuM AyuSya baMdhAI gayeluM pachI samakita pAmyA. AtmajJAna pAmyA. rAga, puNya huM nahi, mAruM svarUpa bhinna (che), pachI bhagavAnanA samavasaraNamAM tIrthakaragotra bAMdhyuM. paNa peluM narakanuM AyuSya baMdhAI gayeluM eTale atyAre narakamAM gayA. corAzI hajAra varSanI sthitie che. tyAMthI nIkaLIne AvatI covIzImAM pahelAM tIrthakara thavAnA. AhA...hA...! kemake rAgane heya mAnIne AtmAnA AnaMdanA svarUpanA vedanane upAdeya mAnIne tyAM paDyA che. AhA...hA...! narakamAM paDyA che topaNa atIndriya AnaMdanA vedanamAM che. rAga Adi Ave che enuM duHkha thAya che paNa e heya che. AhA...hA...! ahIM moTA zeThiyA (hoya), karoDonA baMgalA hoya ane abajo rUpiyAnI mUDI hoya topaNa e badhA puNyanA phaLamAM navuM pApa bAMdhe. ame paisAvALA, ame Ama karIe chIe, ame ghaNAne nabhAvIe chIe, hajAro mANaso amArA kArakhAnAmAM nabhe che. dhULeya nathI, sAMbhaLane ! tArI mamatAne laIne tuM A badhI vAtuM kare che. samajANuM kAMI? AvI vAtuM che. jagatathI UMdhI che. vItarAga trilokanAtha tIrthaMkaradeva samavasaraNamAM Indra ane gaNadharonI samakSamAM prabhu Ama kahetA hatA. A...hA...hA...! e vAta A che. AhA..hA..! mithyAdRSTi jIvane rAgAdi azuddha pariNAmonuM svAmitvapaNuM che, tethI mithyAdRSTi jIva kartA che.' svAmipaNuM che mATe kartA che ema. jJAnIne rAganuM svAmipaNuM nathI mATe karavAlAyaka che ema mAnatA nathI mATe) akartA che. AhAhA! bahu phera ! e 177 (kaLaza pUro) thayo. 178 kaLaza. (zArdUtavihita) ityAlocya vivecya tatkila paradravyaM samagraM balAt tanmUlAM bahubhAvasantatimimAmuddhartukAma: smm| AtmAnaM samupaiti nirbharavahatpUrNaikasaMvidyutaM yenonmUlitabandha eSa bhagavAnAtmAtmani sphUrjati / / 16-178 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha :- US mAtmA mAtmAne samupaiti yena kAtmani naMti

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upara kilazAmRta bhAga-5 (E: mAtmA) A AtmA arthAtu pratyakSa che je jIvadravya te (mAtmAnuM samuti, anAdi kALathI svarUpathI bhraSTa thayo hato topaNa A anukramathI potAnA svarUpane prApta thayo, cena) je svarUpanI prAptinA kAraNe (sAtmana pUrnati) paradravya sAthe saMbaMdha chUTyo, potA sAthe saMbaMdha rahyo. kevo che ? "mUnitava:' (3mUnita) mULa sattAthI dUra karyo che (vastha:) jJAnAvaraNAdi karmarUpa pudgaladravyano piMDa jeNe, evo che. vaLI kevo che? "mavAnuM jJAnasvarUpa che. kevI rIte anubhave che? 'nirmara vahaQIsaMvidyuta nirmara) anaMta zaktinA puMjarUpe (4) niraMtara pariName che evuM je pUU svarasathI bhareluM (siMvita) vizuddha jJAna, tenI sAthe yud) maLeluM che evA zuddha svarUpane anubhave che. vaLI kevo che AtmA? "rUmAm vahunIvasantatim saman 3ddhartuLAma: (rUmI...) kahyuM che svarUpa jemanuM evA che (vahumAvI bahubhAva arthAt rAga-dveSa-moha Adi aneka prakAranA azuddha pariNAma, temanI sAtim) saMtatine arthAt paraMparAne sama) eka ja kALe (uddhartAma:) ukhADIne dUra karavAno che abhiprAya jeno, evo che. kevI che bhAvasaMtati? "tamUnAM paradravyanuM svAmitvapaNuM che mULa kAraNa jenuM evI che. zuM karIne ? 'hina vatnI tat sama padravya vRtti mAtnogya vivecca' (ni ) nizcayathI (to) jJAnanA baLathI (ta) dravyakarma-bhAvakarma-nokarmarUpa (samagra padravya) evI che jeTalI pudgaladravyanI vicitra pariNati tene, (rUti gAtrocce) pUrvokta prakAre vicAra karI, (vivecce) zuddha jJAnasvarUpathI bhinna karI che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke - zuddha svarUpa upAdeya che, anya samasta paradravya heya che. 16-178. ityAlocya vivecya tatkila paradravyaM samagraM balAt tanmUlAM bahubhAvasantatimimAmuddhartukAma: smm| AtmAnaM samupaiti nirbharavahatpUrNaikasaMvidyutaM yenonmUlitabandha eSa bhagavAnAtmAtmani sphUrjati / / 16-178 / / AhA...hA...! "A AtmA arthAtu pratyakSa che je jIvadravya..." A...hA..hA...! vastu che ne e ? vastu che to asti che ne ? AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? benamAM AvyuM che ne e ? jIva jAgato Ubho che ne ! kAle (eka) choDI tyAM bolI hatI. choDI bolatI hatI, jIva jAgato Ubho che te kyAM jAya ? jarUra prApta thAya. ema kAle tyAM aMdara oraDImAM AvIne bolI hatI. cha-sAta varSanI haze ? keTalA varSanI che ? pAMca varSanI, lyo ThIka ! pAMca varSanI Ama bolI hatI. ahIM haze ke nahi ? AvI haze. jIva jAgato Ubho che te kyAM jAya ? pAMca varSanI choDI) bolatI hatI ! enI bAe zIkhavyuM hoya. A...hA......!

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kaLaza- 178 353 bhagavAna AtmA ! e to gujarAtI sAdI bhASA che. zAstrabhASAmAM eno artha che ke, jIva jJAyakabhAva Ubho nAma dhruva che ne ! gujarAtI sAdI bhASAmAM ema kahyuM ke, jIva jAgato Ubho che ne te kyAM jAya ? jarUra prApta thAya. ema zAstranI bhASAmAM eno artha A ke, jIva jJAyakapaNe dhruva che ne te kyAM jAya ? je dhruva che te kyAM jAya ? ane dhruva che to dRSTi kare to jarUra prApta thAya. samajANuM kAMI ? I choDI kAle oraDImAM AvI tyAre bolI hatI. ThIka che, kIdhuM. A bole to che ne ! AhA...hA..! I zabda to evo che ke, AkhA vacanAmRtanI aMdara agresara che ! AhA..hA..! ane bhASA juo to sAdI. jIva jAgato Ubho che ne ! eTale ? AtmA jJAyakapaNe dhruva che ne e Ubho che enuM nAma dhruva. jAgato che enuM nAma jJAyaka. juo ! (ahIMyAM kahe che), 'A AtmA arthAtu pratyakSa che..." che ? pahelI lITI. "A AtmA arthAt pratyakSa che je jIvadravya..." A...hA...! ahIM atyAre ApaNe eno artha eTalo karavo che. A... A kahetAM A ! enI hayAtI batAve che. A ! mANasa kahe ne? A Avyo. A eTale sAmAnI hayAtI batAve che ne ? ema A (kahetAM) aMdara AtmAnI hayAtI batAve che, A ! AtmA - vastu pratyakSa che ne ! AhA...hA...! jIvadravya che (te) dhruva che te to aMdara pratyakSa paDyo che. AhA...hA...! vastu che ne ? jema A paramANu Adi A jaDapaNe che ne ? ema bhagavAna A AnaMdapaNe, jJAnapaNe A pratyakSa che ne ! AhA...hA...! 'Ano artha pratyakSa karyo che. 'A'no artha karyo che. A AtmA...! ema. e to matizrutajJAna dvArA pratyakSa thAya che. samyaku mati-zrutajJAna dvArA bhagavAna A.... jJAyakajyoti caitanyanA nUranuM pUra, caitanyanA tejanuM pUra A.... vastu AtmA. A... eTale caitanyanA tejanuM pUra jIvadravya pratyakSa che ne ! AhA..hA...! eTale ke vastu vyakta ane pragaTa che ne ! vastu tarIke to pragaTa che ne ? paryAyamAM enI ene khabara nathI, paNa vastu tarIke dhruva che e to che. AhAhA..! anAdianaMta jenI Adi nahi, jeno aMta nahi, jenI utpatti nahi, jeno nAza nahi evI e cIja anAdi dhruva che ne aMdara ! AhA..hA....! AvA zabda che, bApA ! AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? mumukSu :- aMdaranI AMkha khule to dekhAya. uttara :- e mATe AtmA pragaTa che ja ema kahe che, e pratyakSa che ja paNa jove ene ne ? AhA...hA...! aMdara tattva che ke nahi ? asti che ke nahi ? mojUda che ke nahi ? vastu tarIke vastu pragaTa che ke nahi ? paryAya - avasthAmAM bhale ene khyAla nathI. paNa vastu tarIke anAdianaMta che ke nahi ? ane che to dhruva che ane che to pragaTa che, che to pratyakSa che. AhA...hA...! AvI vAtuM che. prazna - "che emAMthI eTaluM nIkaLyuM ?

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354 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 samAdhAna :- eTaluM badhuM nIkaLyuM emAMthI. lojIkathI nyAya samajaze ke nahi ? nyAya zabdamAM 'ni dhAtu che. "ni' dhAtumAM nyAyano ni' eTale laI javuM. jevuM svarUpa che temAM jJAnane dorI javuM enuM nAma jAya. tamArA vakIlAta-bakIlAtanA jAya e judI jAtanA, hoM ! e to sarakAre bAMdhyA hoya e pramANe tamAre karAya. A to traNalokanA nAtha sarvajJa paramezvaranA nyAya ke je nyAyanA "ni dhAtuthI jevuM e pratyakSa svarUpa che. AhA...hA...! jJAnane tyAM dorI javuM, laI javuM. AhAhA...! bAkI apUrva mArga che, prabhu ! sAdhAraNa mArga hoya to anaMtakALamAM kema pAmyo nathI ? AhAhA....! e pAmavAmAM) apUrva puruSArtha che ! AhA...hA...! prazna :- AgamajJAna saraLa che ke AtmajJAna saraLa che ? samAdhAna :- AtmajJAna e jJAna che, AgamajJAnanuM jJAna e jJAna ja yathArtha nathI. AgamajJAna e parajJAna che, para taraphanuM valaNa che. prazna :- bemAM saraLa koNa ? samAdhAna :- A ja vastu eka saraLa nAma sAcI A ! anAdithI kare che te saraLa che paNa rakhaDavAnI ! zAstrajJAna anaMtavAra karyA, agiyAra aMga anaMtavAra bhaNyo. eka AcArAMga bhagavAne kaheluM, eka AcArAMgamAM aDhAra hajAra pada ane eka padamAM ekAvana karoDa jAjerA zloka ! evuM eka aMga, be aMga, traNa aMga Dabala.... Dabala.. Dabala... evA) agiyAra aMga anaMtavAra karyA. e kaMI vastu nathI. A..hA...hA...! AtmajJAnane jJAna kahIe. bhagavAna jemAM jJAna bharyuM che prabhu ! ekalo jJAna... jJAna.... jJAna... jJAna... jJAna.... caitanyateja ! teja vastu vyakta pragaTa che tene pahoMcI vaLavuM... AhA..hA...e svarUpane jJAnamAM jANI levuM enuM nAma AtmajJAna che. e zabdo TUMkA che paNa bApA ! emAM bhAva badhA ghaNAM AkarAM che ! bhASA to thaI, lyo ! ke, A AtmajJAna che, paNa bApu ! e to puruSArtha mAge che. AhA..hA..! enA para taraphanA valaNavALI dazAne choDIne sva tarapha dazA karavI e kaMI vAtuM che ? AhA...hA...! jyAM bhagavAna pUrNa paDyo che enA tarapha vartamAna dazAne vALavI ane vartamAna dazA paramAM anAdithI vaLelI che. puNya ane pApa ne bahAranA bhAvamAM vaLI gayelI che. AhAhA...! enI dizA badalAvavI. dazAnI dizA badalAvavI. vartamAna dazA je paryAya che enI dizA para tarapha che. have e pachInI dazAne trikALI che te dizAmAM vALavI. A to sAdI bhASAmAM vAta che, bApA ! prazna :- dizA palaTAvavI ke dazA palaTAvavI ? samAdhAna - I dizA palaTe kyAre? ke, dazAnI dizA palaTe tyAre. dazA kyAre palaTe ? ke, dizA palaTe tyAre. vartamAna rAganI dazAnI dizA para tarapha che ane jJAnAnaMdanI paryAyanI

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kaLaza-178 dazAnI dizA sva upara che. mumukSu : dizA palaTIne je dharma thayo e ekasAthe thayo. uttara :- ekasAthe eTale ? je paryAya para tarapha hatI te nahi. pachInI paryAya thaI, utpatti thaI ane gaI, aMdara vaLI e banneno eka samaya che. jhINI vAta che taddana ! AhA..hA...! vartamAna paryAya eTale avasthA eTale hAlata pragaTa dazA, trikALI tattva dhruva paNa vartamAna dazA je jANavAnI avasthA che ne vartamAna pragaTa enuM valaNa Ama che. puNya ne pApa ne nimitta (taraphanuM) valaNa che. e saMsAra che. e paryAya to tyAM che ja, have e paryAya Ama vALI zakAya nahi. pachInI paryAya utpanna karI ane emAM vaLI e badho samaya eka che. jhINI vAta che. A to mahAprabhunI vAtuM che, bApA ! A kAMI vArtA-kathA nathI. cakalI lAvI cokhAno dANo ne cakalo lAvyo magano dANo ne pachI karI khIcaDI... nAnI uMmaramAM evuM gokhatA. kuMbhArane ApyuM ne kuMbhAre ghaDolo Apyo. ghaDolo khajUrAno khajUra Apyo... ne Ama thayuM ne tema thayuM... gappegappA badhA ! A to traNalokanA nAtha paramAtmA ! AhA..hA...! sarvajJadeva tIrthaMkara paramAtmA jene so indro galuDiyAnI jema sAMbhaLavA bese.... A...ma ! bApu ! e vAtuM kevI hoya bhAI ! apUrva vAta che, bhAI ! bhagavAnaAtmA ! ahIM to pratyakSa che ema kIdhuM ne ? AhA..hA...! che to pragaTa vyakta ! ema kahe che mULa to. vastu to vastu tarIke che ja. e kaMI navI thAya che, eno abhAva hato ane thAya che ema che ? e to bhAva... bhAva... bhAva... bhAva... bhAva. jJAnAnaMda... jJAnAnaMda... jJAnAnaMda... jJAnAnaMda... dhruva... dhruva... dhruva... dhruva... dhruva... dhruva... dhruvano pravAha anAdi che. nitya... nitya. nitya nitya. nitya nitya... nitya... vyakta pragaTa nityapaNuM pragaTa anAdianaMta che. pelI vAtuM sAMbhaLatA hoya... icchAmi paDikammaNA... tassa micchAmi dukkaDam... lyo ! tasUtarI karaNena.. appANuM.. vAsare.. emAM zuM AvyuM ? sAMbhaLane ! enA arthanI paNa khabara na maLe ane bhAvanI paNa khabara na maLe. AhA..hA...! 355 -- -- ahIM to paramAtmA ema kahe che, muni kahe che I 5ramAtmA ja kahe che. 52mAtmAno mAla ja muni ADatiyA thaIne vece che Ape che. mAla A che, bApA ! AhA..hA...! A AtmA ema che ne ? C' zabda paDyo che ne ? 5" ! ghuSa' eTale A. C' eTale A. che ne ? cothI lITI che. 5 bhagavAnaAtmA ! che ne ? pa' zabda che. I ne ? AhA..hA....! 5 AtmA AtmAnuM samupaiti yena Atmani spUnati" AhA..hA..! A AtmA pratyakSa che. te anAdikALathI svarUpathI bhraSTa thayo hato...' have ahIM to garaje che, pragaTe che ema kahevuM che ne ? bhagavAna vyaktarUpe caitanya to paDyo ja che. AhA..hA...! e anAdikALathI

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356 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 svarUpathI bhraSTa hato ane rAga ne puNya ne pApanA bhAva je svarUpamAM nathI tene potAnA) mAnato. e anAdithI caitanya vastu pragaTa vyakta hovA chatAM tenAthI ajJAnI bhraSTa hato. AhA..hA...! -- topaNa A anukramathI potAnA svarUpane prApta thayo,...' che ? AhA...hA...! A anukramathI eTale ? rAgathI bhinna pADIne potAnA anukramamAM svabhAva che te jaNANo. AhA..hA....! zubha-azubha rAgathI bhinna pADIne e anukrama (che). AhA..hA...! vastu che, enI vartamAna dazAmAM puNya ne pApanA bhAva che tenAthI anukrama eTale bhinna pADatAM pADatAM, aMdara bhinna pADatAM bhedajJAnathI e AtmA jAgyo. AhA..hA...! hajI to artha karaze. svarUpane prApta thayo, je svarUpanI prAptinA kAraNe...' (Atmani naiti) AhA....hA...! padravya sAthe saMbaMdha chUTyo, potA sAthe saMbaMdha rahyo.' e bhASA karI. pelAmAM - saMskRta TIkAmAM to evo artha karyo (ke), AtmA gayo ! aMdara garjanA thaI ke, huM AnaMda chuM ! je puNya ne pApanA bhAva vikRta ane duHkharUpa hatA tenAthI bhinna pADatAM AtmA naiti AtmA spUnaiti" sphUrtimAM Avyo, pragaTa thayo, garjayo, jAgyo. AvI vAtuM che A ! je rAgano garva hato, puNya ne pApamAM garva hato ke huM cIja chuM ane meM to moTA mAMdhAtAne pADyA che ! rAga mAro evI mAnyatAvALAne meM svarUpathI bhraSTa karyAM che (ema) Asrava kahe che. e AsravathI bhinna paDelo prabhu ! rAgathI bhinna paDatAM... A..hA..hA...! prazna :- keTalA samayamAM rAgathI bhinna paDe ? samAdhAna :- eka samaya. AhA..hA...! thaI gayo vakhata ? AvI gayo.. vizeSa Avaze... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !) mAgazara vada 4, guruvAra tA. 29-12-1977. kaLaza-178 pravacana-188 'kaLazaTIkA' 178 kaLaza che ne ? Sa AtmA AtmAnaM samupaiti yena Atmani naiti" eka lITIno artha che. 'eSa' (arthAt) A AtmA arthAt pratyakSa che je jIvadravya...' vastu tarIke pragaTa che ne aMdara ? vastu tarIke pragaTa (che). bhedajJAna jyotithI pragaTa karatAM e vastu aMdara pragaTa ja che, vyakta che. paryAyanI apekSAe bhale ene avyakta kahIe paNa vastu tarIke to pragaTa ja che. vastu

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kaLaza-178 357 che ne ? anaMta anaMta guNa ane zaktino samUha e vastu che. A AtmA arthAt pratyakSa che je jIvadravya te anAdi kALathI svarUpathI bhraSTa thayo hato." anAdikALathI potAnA svarUpathI bhraSTa hato. have pAmyo, samajyo. zI rIte ? 'topaNa A anukramathI...." eTale ke rAganA ane svabhAvanA bhedajJAnathI. rAga che, puNya-pApa Adino rAga che e rAganI dizA - lakSa para upara che. jhINI vAtuM, bApu ! bahu jhINuM ! e dayA, dAna Adi rAga je thAya enI dizA para upara che ane tene aMtaramAM vALIne athavA rAgathI bhinna pADIne. rAga che (tenI) dizA para tarapha jAya che evI je rAgadazA ene vartamAna paryAyamAM rAgathI bhinna pADIne svadizA tarapha te dazAne karavI. samajANuM kAMI ? e "svarUpane prApta thayo,..." "anukramathI potAnA svarUpane prApta thayo,..." AhA..hA....! je anAdithI rAga - dayA, dAna, vrata, kAma, krodha AdinA rAga (je thAya che te) rAga sAthe je saMbaMdha hato e saMsAra hato, e mithyAtva hatuM. AhA..hA..! e rAgathI saMbaMdha toDyo, aMtarmukha bhedajJAna karIne rAgathI saMbaMdha toDyo ane svabhAvathI saMbaMdha joDyo. AvI bahu jhINI vAta, bApu ! vItarAgamArga - dharma bahu sUkSma che. AhA..hA....! enA nyAya sUkSma che. bhagavAnaAtmA vastu che e pragaTa cIja che paNa anAdithI svarUpathI bhraSTa thaI ane e svarUpamAM nathI evA puNya-pApanA bhAva, vikalpa - rAganI sAthe saMbaMdha joDyo te svarUpathI bhraSTa thayo. AhA..hA..! jeNe e rAganA saMbaMdhane toDyo. AhA..hA...! ane svabhAvanA saMbaMdhamAM joDANa karyuM. AhAhA...! ahIMthI (-rAgathI) chUTyo ane ahIM (-AtmAmAM) ekAgra thayo. AvuM svarUpa che, bhAI ! svarUpanI prAptinA kAraNe..." AhAhA..! "tmini pUrnati' AhA...hA...! AmAM ATalI vyAkhyA karI ke, padravyathI chUTyo ane svadravyano saMbaMdha thayo. eTale ? je kaMI rAga hato, puNya-pApano rAga che e kharekhara to paradravya che, paravastu che, e jIvanI cIja nathI. AhAhA...e rAganA saMbaMdhane toDyo ane svasaMbaMdhamAM joDAyo e AtmAne prApta thayo. Avo upadeza have ! samajANuM kAMI ? bhASA to ghaNI TUMkI che paNa bhAva to che I che. AhA...hA...! anaMta anaMta kALa (gayo paNa) vastu svarUpa anaMtaguNa saMpanna pragaTa vyakta mojUda cIja che chatAM tenA svarUpathI bhraSTa thaI anAdithI) e vikAranA pariNAmane ekatvabuddhie saMbaMdhamAM joDyo. AhAhA....! e jIva bhedajJAna dvArA svarUpane prApta thayo). e rAganI koI kriyA kare ane enAthI AtmA prApta thAya ema nahi. dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjAnA bhAvathI AtmA prApta thAya ema nahi. enA bhAvathI bhinna pADatAM aMtara svarUpa je pUrNAnaMda svarUpa Atmatattva (che), je sarvajJa bhagavAne dhruva svarUpa joyuM tevA svarUpamAM jeNe rAgano saMbaMdha

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kalazAmRta bhAga-5 358 toDI ane svarUpano saMbaMdha karyo tene AtmAnI prApti thAya. che ? 'Atmani spUnati" TIkAmAM to evuM karyuM che. che ne ? 'Atmani jUnaMti (zabda) che ne ? A to eka eka zabdonA bhAva jhINA che, bhAI ! A kAMI kathA-vArtA nathI. AhA..hA...! A to vItarAga sarvajJa paramezvare kahelo AtmA, I cAM bhUlyo ane kema bhUla TALe enI vAta che. AhA..hA...! e 52nA rAganA saMbaMdhane choDI, rAgathI bhinna paDI ane caitanya svarUpano saMbaMdha kare tyAre 'Atmani naiti" (arthAt) AtmA pragaTa thAya che. paryAyamAM ene pragaTa dekhAya che. je vartamAna paryAyamAM pragaTa rAga ane dveSa dekhAtA (hatA) enAthI bhinna paDIne AtmA aMdara 'naMti zuddha caitanyaghana jenI dRSTimAM Ave che, garaje che ema zabda che. saMskRtamAM sphUrtino artha garaje che - gAjyo ! je rAga ane puNya-pApanI garjanAmAM rokAyo hato... AhA..hA...! e tyAMthI chUTI ane jyAM AtmA AnaMdakaMda prabhu che (tene pAmyo). e (AtmA paNa) sarvajJa paramezvara tIrthaMkare kahyo I (AtmA che pAme che). bIjAo AtmA... AtmA kare che paNa) e bIjAe (AtmA) joyo nathI, samajANuM kAMI ? ane kalpanAthI vAtuM karI che. A to sarvajJa paramezvara trilokanAtha tIrthaMkaradeva ! A..hA..hA...! e AvyuM hatuM ne ? kahyuM hatuM stutimAM. prabhu tuma jANaga rIti, sau jaga dekhatA ho lAla...' he paramAtmA tIrthaMkaradeva sarvajJaprabhu ! tuma jANaga rIti sarva jaga dekhatA ho lAla, zuddha sattAe nija sattAe zuddha amane pekhatA ho lAla...' prabhu ! amAro AtmA nijasattAthI zuddha pavitra AnaMdakaMda che. ene Ape AtmA joyo ane kahyo che. AhA..hA...! are...! AvI vAtuM che. rAga ane puNya, dayA, dAnanA bhAva e kaMI Atmatattva nathI. e to puNyatattva ane vikArItattva che. to kahe che, he nAtha ! Apa to traNakALa traNalokane Apa jovo cho. emAM amArI nijasattA - AtmAnI nijasattAe zuddha AtmA jovo cho. zuddha pavitra che tene Apa AtmA jovo cho ane AtmA kaho cho. AhA..hA...! A mULa vAta paDI rahI ane u52thI badhA pAMdaDAM toDavA mAMDyA paNa mULa to sAju (rahI gayuM). ema rAganI maMdatAnI kriyA karavA mAMDyA paNa mULa rAganI ekatAnI buddhinuM - saMsAranuM mULa sAjuM (rAkhyuM). rakhaDavAnuM ! samajANuM kAMI ? e rAganA vikalpanI zubha ke azubha evI je azuddha vRtti tene krame krame bhinna pADI AtmAnA aMtara svabhAva tarapha DhaLI ane rAga taraphathI khasI ane AtmA potAnA svabhAvanA saMbaMdhane pAme che ane rAganA saMbaMdhane toDe che tyAre AtmA garaje che. gAjyo eTale huM AnaMda chuM, jJAna chuM ema prasiddhi thaI. samajANuM kAMI ? rAganA saMbaMdhamAM bhagavAnaAtmA svarUpathI bhraSTa hato, DhaMkAI gayo hato. AhA...hA...! e rAganA vikalpanA saMbaMdhane toDI svarUpa caitanyamUrti vyakta pragaTa 52ma vastu che tene

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359 kaLaza-178 vartamAna paryAyamAM joDI, paryAyane temAM joDI.... AhA..hA...! ane AtmA pAmyo eTale AtmA garjayo - AtmAnI sphUrti thaI. sphUrti thaI ! mANasa nathI kahetA ke, hamaNAM amane zarIramAM sphUrti che. Ama becena hoya emAMthI sphUrti che. ema A rAganI ekatAmAM becena hato. AhA..hA...! bhAI ! AvI vAtuM che A ! vItarAgamArga bahu (jhINo). atyAre to badho pheraphAra karI nAkhyo, bhAI ! traNalokanA nAthano mArga to A che. AhA..hA...! cAhe to zubharAga ke azubharAga ho, dayA, dAna, vrata ho ke kAma, krodha (ho), e rAganI sAtheno saMbaMdha e caitanyasvabhAvanA svabhAvathI cUta ane bhraSTa (thayelo che), paNa jeNe rAganA saMbaMdhathI bhraSTa thaI... AhA..hA...! ane caitanya jJAyakamUrti bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda prabhu ! enI sAthe paryAyane joDI eTale AtmA jJAna chuM, AnaMda chuM ema pragaTa thayo. huM rAga chuM ane puNya chuM, e nahi. AhA..hA...! samyagdarzanamAM... samyagdarzana hajI hoM ! cothuM guNasthAna ! AhA..hA...! tyAM e rAganA vikalpathI bhinna paDI, mArI cIja to A zuddha caitanya che, evo jyAM svabhAvanI sAthe saMbaMdha tUTyo hato e joDyo. tyAre bhagavAnaAtmA garjayo. eTale sphUrti thaI. rAgamAM becena hato.... A..hA..hA..hA...! AvI vAtuM, lyo ! bhAI ! eTale pachI mANaso kahe ne, 'sonagaDha"nuM nizcaya che, nizcaya che... paNa satya ja A che. nizcayano artha satya thAya che. bApu ! tane maLyuM na hoya eTale kAMI vastu bIjI pharI jAya ? AhA..hA...! ahIM kahe che ke, AtmA naiti" A..hA..hA..hA...! dRSTimAM je kAMI puNya ane pApanA bhAva dekhAtA (hatA) ane te huM chuM ema je mAnyuM hatuM te svarUpathI bhraSTa hato. AhA..hA...! ane e rAganA saMbaMdhane (toDyo), bhASA evI che paNa eno artha e ke, paryAyabuddhi choDIne dravyabuddhi karI ema kahevuM che. bhASA to aneka prakAre Ave. paryAya eTale vartamAna rAganI buddhi, ruci, paryAyabuddhi mithyAtvabuddhi che. AhA..hA...! e buddhine choDI ane vastu je dravya trikALI AnaMdakaMda vastu... vastu che enI dRSTi karI eTale rAgano saMbaMdha chUTyo ane svabhAvano saMbaMdha joDANo. AvuM che. AvuM kyAMya 'nAgneza'mAM sAMbhaLavA paNa maLe evuM nathI. tamArA pelA badhA bhAIo) jUnI rUDhinuM sAMbhaLIne cAlyA gayA, bicArA. A tattva hatuM nahi. AhA..hA...! zuM thAya ? tethI rADa nAkhe che ne ! loko kahe (che) ke, e... navuM kADhyuM ! navuM nathI, prabhu ! anAdinuM A che. tane nahotuM jANavAmAM AvyuM mATe kAMI navuM che ? AhA..hA...! vastu che ke nahi AtmA ? to tattva che e padArtha che to e trikALI rahenAra che ke kSaNika rahenAra che ? to trikALI 2henAra che tene dRSTimAM na letAM, puNya ane pApa kSaNika rahenAra che tene dRSTimAM letAM svarUpathI bhraSTa thaI jAya che. AhA...hA...! kSaNika rahetAM puNya ane pApanA bhAva to kSaNika rahe che. enA u52 dRSTi ApatAM kSaNikane

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360 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 potAnuM mAnyuM (to) paryAyabuddhi thaI, avasthAbuddhi thaI. e buddhine choDI ane rAganI ekatAbuddhi toDI tyAre dravya svabhAvanI dRSTi thaI. vastu... vastu... vastu.... enI dRSTi thaI ene ahIMyAM jIva sAthe saMbaMdha joDaDyo ema kahevAmAM Ave che. ane rAganI paryAyabuddhi - ekatva(buddhi) hatI te toDI ema kahevAmAM Ave che. AvuM che. (vAta) Ave che to lojIka - nyAyathI paNa have pakaDavuM e to sAMbhaLanAra upara che). anaMtakALa thayo ane atyAre to e vAtane badhAe bahu gaDabaDe caDAvI dIdhI. AhA...hA.. mULa hajI jenuM baLyuM nathI, rAganI ekatAnI buddhi toDI nathI ene AtmA prApta kaI rIte thAya ? AhA..hA..! e game eTalAM vrata ne tapa ne bhakti ne pUjA karI karIne marI jAya.... A..hA..hA..! paNa e bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdanA nAthanI sAthe saMbaMdha nahi joDI zake. e rAgano saMbaMdha toDI nahi zake. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! vastusvarUpa upara dRSTi ApatAM athavA e rAgano bhAga je para taraphanA lakSavALo vikAra (thAya che) tenA taraphathI lakSane choDI daI ane svabhAva - vastusanmukha dRSTi ane lakSane karI ane para taraphathI saMbaMdha tUTyo eTale svano saMbaMdha thatAM AtmA jAgyo. garjayo eTale pragaTa thayo. AtmA becena hato te cena AvIne rti AvI. AhAhA....! rAgamAM gherAI gayelo hato... A..hA...hA...! ene enAthI judo pADIne prathama samyagdarzananA kALamAM tene bhinna pADIne AtmAne pakaDyo. AhAhA....! tyAre AtmA garjayo kahe che, pragaTyo, phuraNA thaI, rita thayo, bahAra Avyo, prakAza thayo. je rAganI ekatAmAM aMdhakAra hato.... AhAhA..! e rAganI ekatA toDIne svabhAvanI ekatA thaI (to) caitanyano prakAza Avyo. huM to caitanya jJAnaprakAza mUrti chuM. ema gAjyo eTale pragaTyo. are...! AvuM che A ! jainadharma Avo haze ? jainadharma to A ekendriya, beindriya, traNaindriyA, cauindriyA... micchAmi dukkaDam karatA hatA ke nahi? bhAI ! sAmAyikamAM Ave che ne ? icchAmi padrikammaA. iriyA.... e to zubha rAganI kriyAnI vAta che, bApA ! e dharma nahi. tasUtarI karaNenuM, lokhkhassa ujjayagare dhamma tisthiyare jiNe.... evA pAMca pATha bole to thaI jAya sAmAyika ! dhULeya sAmAyika nathI, sAMbhaLane ! e to rAganI maMdatA thatI hoya to puNyabhAva che paNa mithyAtvabhAva sahitache. e puNyabhAvathI mane dharma thAya che e mAnyatA mithyAtva che. kAraNa ke rAganA saMbaMdhavALI e dRSTi che. AhAhA...! ahIM kahe che ke, rAganA saMbaMdhavALI dRSTi choDIne jeNe joDI hatI teNe toDI. joDI hatI pote. rAganA saMbaMdhamAM joDI hatI pote, e joDI eNe toDI. AhA..hA..! ema kahevAno Azaya zuM che ? ke, karmane laIne rAga sAthe saMbaMdha joDyo hato ema nahi. tema karma khase to ahIMyAM AtmA sAthe joDANa thAya, samati thAya ema nahi. AhA...hA...! nyAya samajAya che kAMI ? AhAhA..!

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361 bhagavAnaAtmA potAnA svarUpane bhUlI ane e puNya-pApanI kriyAnA rAganA saMbaMdhamAM potAne joDyo hato e UMdhA puruSArthathI pote joDyo hato, koI karme ene joDAvyo che ema nahi. IM hamaNAM AgaLa kaheze. saMtatinuM AgaLa (Ave) che ne ? 'advaituAma:' dU2 ka2vAno kAmI, kaheze. AhA..hA...! bahu gAthA (-kaLaza UMco che) ! eka eka zlokamAM ghaNuM bharyuM che ! A to adhyAtma vastu ! trilokanAtha sarvajJa paramAtmAnA saMto, kevaLajJAnInA keDAyato aMta2mAM gayA che ane kevaLajJAna pAmavAnI taiyArI che ! A..hA..hA...! evA saMtonI A vANI che. digaMbara saMto jaMgalamAM vasatA hatA. AhA..hA...! kaLaza-178 ahIM sphUrtino artha ATalo karyo. 'Atmani naiti" paradravya sAthe saMbaMdha chUTyo. e to nAstithI kahyuM. have, 'jJAtmani naiti" eTale ? potA sAthe saMbaMdha joDyo. e sphUrtino artha karyo. peluM to samajAvyuM eTaluM ke, 5dravya sAthe saMbaMdha choDyo. e to samajAvyuM. have sphUrti kahevuM che eno artha (kare che). potA sAthe saMbaMdha joDyo e sphUrti. AhA..hA...! A jJAyaka caitanyajyota svarUpa che prabhu ! enI sAthe saMbaMdha joDyo. e sphUrtino artha (che). pachI pa2saMbaMdha toDyo e to sAthe nAstithI vyAkhyA karI. samajANuM kAMI ? kevo che ? potA sAthe saMbaMdha rahyo. kevo che ? 'unmUtitavanya:' jeNe (unmUtita) mULa sattAthI dUra karyo che..' (vanya:) AhA..hA...! rAgano je baMdha - bhAvabaMdha hato, jaDakarma - mATI to ene kA2Ne rahyA, paNa rAganA saMbaMdhamAM baMdha hato, rAgamAM rokAyelo bhAvabaMdha hato ene mULa sattAthI dUra karyo che (vanya:) jJAnAvaraNAdi karmarUpa pudgaladravyano piMDa jeNe,...' paNa e karmanI vAta karI che. paNa kharekhara to karmanI sAtheno saMbaMdha che e mULamAMthI toDI nAkhyo che. eTale AThe karmathI chUTo paDyo, chUTo thayo ema kahevAya che. are..! pharIne, 'kamyUnitavandha:' emAM be zabda che. 'unmUtita" ane "vanya:' 'unmUtita' (eTale) ukheDI nAkhyuM che. mULamAMthI rAgane ukheDI nAkhyo che. AhA..hA...! A gadheDA hoya che ne ? e ghAsa khAya I kheMcIne khAya. mULane kheMcIne khAya. gAyuM ema na khAya. gAyuM khAya e mULa rAkhIne u52 uparathI (khAya). ene gocara kahevAya. munine gocarI kahe che ne ? gocarI eTale je gRhasthAzramamAM gRhasthoe enA potA) mATe karelo hoya emAMthI thoDuM bace e pote uparathI lye. kareluM (hoya) e badhuM na le. ema gAya paNa khAya tyAre enA mULiyAM rAkhIne uparathI khAya. eTale pAchA mULiyAM vadhe. ane gadheDAno svabhAva evo che ke mULa kheMcIne khAya. ema AtmA, dharmI gadheDA jevo che ane A DAhyo che. rAgane mULamAMthI ukheDI nAkhe che. ane ajJAnI rAganI kAMIka maMdatA kare eTale ema thaI gayuM ke, jANe meM kAMIka dharma karyo. I gAyanI peThe gocara (jevo che). upara rAga rAkhe che, mULa rAkhe che paNa dayA, dAnamAM kAMIka (rAganI kriyA) maMda pADe eTale jANe ApaNe dharma thayo (ema mAne). paNa ema che nahi. AhA..hA..! AvuM svarUpa kevuM ? ane te bese evuM che.

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36 2 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 nyAyathI - lojIkathI tattvano) jarIka vicAra kare, maMthana karavuM joIe, bhAI ! duniyAnA maMthanamAM keTalA kALa gALyA, juone ! cAre kora kaSAyanI agninI hoLI saLage che. A vakilAtamAM vakilAta kare emAM zuM hatuM ? kaSAya hato tyAM. bhAI ! e badhuM kuzAna hatuM ane kaSAya hato. AhA..hA...! A sujJAna ane akaSAya ! AhA..hA...! kahe che, "yUnitavazva:" jeNe rAgathI bhinna pADIne svabhAvanI dRSTi karI che... AhA..hA..! eNe rAganI ekatAne mULamAMthI chedI nAkhI che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA..! kharekhara to eTaluM badhuM kahevA mAge che ke, rAgane mULamAMthI cheDyo che ane have rAga thavAno nathI. paDavAnA nathI, e zaili che. A.hA...hA...! digaMbara saMtonI apratihata vAta to juo ! AhAhA...! kahe che ke, meM karmano nAza karyo. e to karma to jaDa che. e to ene kAraNe nAza thAya. e kaMI AtmAne kAraNe nAza) na thAya. AtmAmAMthI rAgano nAza thAya. tyAre rAgano nAza thatAM karma enI meLAe nAza thaI jAya. e to jaDanI svataMtra dazA che. tyAre A jIve karyuM zuM ? ke, rAganI je ekatA hatI ene mULamAMthI ukheDI nAkhI ane mULa svarUpa je bhagavAna che tene eNe pakaDyuM. AhA..hA.... prazna :- mULa svarUpa dhruva ke bIjuM kAMI ? samAdhAna - dhruva ! mULa dhruva che, dhruva. ahIMthI mULa ukheDaDyuM ane ahIM mULane pakaDyuM. caitanyasattA dhruva anAdianaMta che. e kaMI nahotI ane tathaI) che ema che ? anAdithI che ane anaMta kALa raheze. utpatti ane vinAza vinAnI e cIja che. utpanna thAya ane nAza thAya evI cIja nathI. e to trikALa dhruva che. enI paryAyamAM avasthA badale paNa vastu che e to dhruva che. AhA..hA...! eTale kahe che ke, jeNe aMdaramAM... AhA...hA...! A enI vidhi che ke, rAgano saMbaMdha toDI ane svabhAvano saMbaMdha karavo, bhedajJAna karavuM emAMthI AtmAnI prApti thAya tyAre AtmA AnaMda ane jJAnanI pariNatinA vedanamAM Ave, tyAre e garjayo kahevAya ke, aMdara paryAyamAM AnaMda Avyo ane jJAnanI paryAya atIndriya AvI tyAre A Akho AtmA Avo che ema ene AtmAnI paryAyamAM garjanA (thaI), phUrti (thaI, AvuM bhAna thayuM. AhAhA...! are...! samajANuM kAMI ? '3nyUniva:" abaMdhasvarUpa bhagavAna AtmA. abaMdhasvarUpa prabhu AtmA dhruva svarUpa che e to abaMdha che. e abaMdhane pakaDatAM baMdhano je rAgano bhAva ene mULamAMthI ukheDI nAkhyo. AhA..hA...! A samyagdarzananI dazA ! samyak hajI to dharmanI pahelI - prathama sIDI. AhA...hA...! prazna :- pahelo mAnavadharma hoya ke Atmadharma hoya ? samAdhAna :- Atmadharma. mAnavadharma kevA ? manuSyano vyavahAra baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI kahyuM?

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kaLaza- 178 363 pravacanasAra 94 gAthA. AtmavyavahAra ane manuSyavyavahAra - be zabda lIdhA che. pravacanasAra bIjo adhikAra - "gneya adhikAranI 94 gAthA. ahIM to badhuM - AkhuM zAstra taravare che ! tyAM ema kahyuM che ke, jeTalI A dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti AdinI kriyA che e manuSyano vyavahAra che, e AtmavyavahAra nahi. AhAhA...! kemake e saMsAravyavahAra che, e rAga che e saMsAra che. e saMsAravyavahAra (che) e manuSyavyavahAra che. AtmavyavahAra - rAgathI bhinna paDIne AtmAnI zraddhA, jJAna ane zAMti pragaTa karavI e AtmAno vyavahAra che. AtmA nizcaya che paNa enI zraddhA, jJAna ane zAMti - mokSano mArga pragaTa karavo e vyavahAra che. vyavahAranA paNa keTalA prakAra ! prazna :- banne vyavahAra pramANabhUta che ? samAdhAna - eka che ajJAnapaNe, eka che jJAna-bhAnapaNe. che apekSAe che, (chatAM) che banne viruddha. AhAhA...! ene manuSyavyavahAra kahyo che. kone ? jeTalo koI dayA, dAna, vrata. pUjA, bhakti evo je zubhabhAva ene 94 gAthAmAM manuSyavyavahAra kahyo che. pravacanasAramAM (kahyuM che), ahIM nahi. A to "kaLazaTIkA' che. samajANuM kAMI ? ane emAM AtmavyavahAra kone kahyo che ? ke, je rAgathI bhinna paDI ane AtmAnI dRSTi samyagdarzana. jJAna, cAritra pragaTa kare te nirmaLa paryAyane AtmAno vyavahAra kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI ? A to paramAtmAnA gharanI vAtuM che, bApu ! AhA..hA...! paramAtmA kema thavAya ? enI vAta che. saMsAra kema thAya ? e to corAzInA avatAramAM rakhaDI rahyo che. AhA..hA..! naraka ne nigoda, manuSya ne zeThAI, rAMkAI ane bhikhArAI. (emAM) anaMta vAra rakhaDI maryo che. AhA..hA..! deva (thaIne) navamI raiveyaka jaIne rakhaDyo che. AhA...hA...! ahIMyAM kahe che ke, AtmA...! "3mUrtita' rita thayo. zraddhA, jJAna ane zAMtinuM vedana AvyuM tethI AtmA pragaTyo, e garjayo ethI eNe rAganA saMbaMdhane mULamAMthI ukheDI nAkhyo. AhAhA....! che ? A tamArI raLavAnI rItathI A judI jAta che. prazna :- judI jAta che eTale zuM ? samAdhAna :- A paisA-baisA pedA thAya pachI kharce I bIjI cIja che ane A judI cIja che. A hamaNAM eNe be dimAM philma pADI ne ? keTalA rUpiyA thayA ? aDhAra hajAra ! 69 miniTa philma pADI. traNa miniTanA 800 rUpiyA ! lAvyA hatA ne tyAMthI ? (A bhAI) "muMbaIthI philmavALA lAvyA hatA. traNa miniTanA 800 rUpiyA ! 69 miniTanI pADI che. enA potAnA gharanA paisAthI pADI che). eka kalAkanA soLa hajAra ! eka kalAkanI philmanA soLa hajAra. eka kalAka ne nava miniTa pADI. e badho aMdara rAga maMda hoya to puNya che. e kriyA to (jaDanI che. ahIM to evI vAta che. mumukSu :- mahenata mAthe paDI.

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364 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 uttara :- mahenata-bahenata eNe kyAM karI che. rUpiyA jaDa hatA ane jaDanA jaDamAM gayA. eNe rAganI maMdatA karI hoya to puNya che. chokarA mATe rAkhavAno bhAva che e pApa che. I to ahIM vAta cAle che. e rAgathI paNa bhinna pADIne svabhAva sAthe saMbaMdha karavAnuM nAma dharma che. AhA..hA...! vItarAga trilokanAtha kevali paNatto dhammo zaraNaM' mAMgalikamAM Ave che ? Ave che paNa kone khabara arthanI ane bhAvanI ? e to gADA ? hAMke rAkhe. kevila paNatto dhammo zaraNaM' sarvajJa bhagavAne rAgathI bhinna evo AtmAno arAgI vItarAgI pariNAma utpanna thAya tene bhagavAna kevaLIno kahelo dharma kahe che. AvI badhI zaratuM che. samajANuM kAMI ? kaho, bhAI ! AhA...hA....! 'kamyUnita'bhASA juone ! mULiyA ukheDI nAkhyA ! mULa AtmA AnaMdasvarUpa bhagavAna ! ene jeNe pakaDyo ane anubhavyo eNe rAganA mULane chedI nAkhyuM, kahe che. rAganuM mULa mithyAtva che, mithyAtva chedI nAkhyuM. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? jarI vicA2 mAge (che), bApu ! A dharma evI cIja che ke, jJAnane bahu keLavavuM joIe. ema ne ema samajyA vinA dharma thaI jAya evI cIja nathI, bApu ! AhA..hA...! mumukSu :- Apa kaho ane ane hA pADIe emAM paNa zuM ? uttara :- hA pADe emAM paNa DALiyA nathI. ene aMdaramAM hA AvavI joIe. A AtmA A che ane rAga A che, evI hA AvavI joIe. astitvanI hA AvavI joIe. eTale ? pUrNa AnaMdakaMda prabhu dravyasvabhAva che tenI hA eTale astitvanI pratIti thAya tyAre enI hA pADI kahevAya. AhA..hA...! kaho, bhAI ! AvuM kyAMya maLe evuM nathI. muzkelI... muzkelI.. badhI thaI gaI, bApu ! zuM thAya ? AhA..hA...! sAMbhaLavuM muzkela paDI gayuM, sAMbhaLavA maLe nahi e ke di' vicAre ane kyAre aMdaramAM goThave... AhA..hA..! are...! anaMtakALa thayA rajhaLatA, rakhaDatAM... musAphara (thaIne) atyAre ahIM mANasapaNe Avyo. AhA..hA...! enuM e musApharanuM TANuM to dharmazALAmAM keTaluM rahevuM ? eka rAta rahevuM. rastAmAM pacIsa gAu jAvuM hoya ane soLa gAu kapANA (hoya) ATha gAu bAkI rahyA to raho A dharmazALAmAM. savAre UThIne (jAzuM). ema A to dharmazALA che eTalo thoDo kALa rahe. deha (choDIne) cAlI nIkaLaze. AhA..hA...! emAM ene AtmAnI dharmazALA pragaTa karavI hoya... mumukSu :- I dharmazALAmAM to kAyama rahevAnuM che. uttara H- e mATe to kahIe chIe. pelAmAM kSaNika rahevAnuM (che), ahIMyAM kAyama rahevA mATe kIdhuM. bhagavAnaAtmA ! jJAyaka caitanya jJAnarasathI bharelo ! ekalo prajJA... prajJA brahma ! jJAna ane AnaMdano kaMda prabhu ! AhA..hA...! zakkariyAno dAkhalo nahoto Apyo ? zakkariyAnI uparanI lAla chAla na juo to AkhuM (zakkarayuM) sAkarano piMDa che. lAla chAla na juo

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kaLaza-178 36 5 to. zakkara eTale kaMda, sAkarano piMDa. ema bhagavAnaAtmAmAM puNya ane pApanA vikalpanI chAla jo na juo to e chAlanI pAchaLa ekalo atIndriya AnaMdano kaMda prabhu che. arere... sAMbhaLavA maLe nahi e kyAM jAya ? zuM kare ? mumukSu :- dAkhalo samajAya che. pUjya gurudevazrI - dAkhalo siddhAMta mATe che ke dAkhalo dAkhalA mATe che ? dAkhalo Apyo e siddhAMta mATe che ne ? A vakIlo tame dAkhalA Apo nahi ? e kesano vilAyatamAM A rIte cukAdo Apyo hato, e rIte ahIM cukAdo hovo joIe. to e to dAkhalo che. siddhAMta to pAcho ahIM karavAno che. laMDanamAM A kesa A rIte cAlyo hato. koka kesa Ave che ne ? tyAM Avo Akaro cukAdo thayo hato. ema ahIM Avo cukAdo thavo joIe, lyo ! bhAI pAse kesa nahoto Avyo ? pelo rAjakumAra ! bahAramAM pahelo dIkaro Avyo I moTo kahevAya ane pAchalo Ave che nAno kahevAya. kharekhara to je pAchaLa Ave che moTo che. kAraNa ke pahelo tyAM I aMdara Avyo che. bhAI ! e kesa Avyo hato. be chokarA sAthe Ave ne ? ane moTo rAjA hoya ane rANIne be kuMvara Ave. have rAja kone devuM ? e vAMdhA UThe. pelo kahe, pahelo Avyo che moTo. tyAre pelo pAchaLa Avyo I kahe ke, huM moTo. kemake huM tyAM pahelo Avyo chuM. tArA karatAM pahelI sthitie huM tyAM (Avyo) chuM. thayuM hatuM ne ? mane khabara che ne ! e kesa thayo hato. thAya evuM che. A badhI jANakArI che. mane to badhAnI aneka vAtanI khabara che. ahIM to AkhI jiMdagI jagatane joI che, nAcyA nathI paNa nAca to badhAnA joyA che. AhA..hA...! A vastu... juo ! tyAM paNa phera paDe che. laukika apekSAe pahelo nIkaLyo che moTo. lokottara apekSAe pahelo pelo Avyo che. eTale pachI Avyo I pahelo nIkaLyo che ane pahelo Avyo I pachI nIkaLyo. moTo to pelo che. bahAramAM e dekhAya. bahAramAM dekhazo to pahelo Avyo che e nAno dekhAze ane pAchaLa Avyo e moTo dekhAze. amAre paNa gAmamAM (evA be hatA. je pAchaLa Avyo hato I moTo dekhAto hato ane moDhA AgaLa Avyo hato e nAno dekhAya. lokomAM lokanI rIta AkhI UMdhI. pahelo Avyo che moTo kahevAya, pAchaLa Avyo I nAno kahevAya. duniyAmAM evuM che ne, bhAI ! evA to ghaNA dAkhalA joyA che ne ! ahIM kahe che, moTo prabhu anAdino che te moTo che ane rAga Adi thAya e to nAno kSaNika utpanna thAya che mATe e cIjane choDI de. AhA...hA...! aMdara bhagavAna cidAnaMda prabhu birAje che tyAM jAne ! tyAM gAdIe besane ! enAthI 'nyUnitI : baMdhano nAza thaze. kevo che bhagavAnaAtmA ? juo have ! bhagavAna kIdho ! AtmAne ahIM AcArye

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366 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 bhagavAna kIdho. tIrthaMkaro ema bolAve che, bhagavAnaAtmA ! AhA..hA....! je zarIra ne vANI ne puNya-pApanA rAga vinAnI cIja che e to bhagavAnasvarUpa ja che. bhagavAnano artha zuM karyo ? jJAnasvarUpa ! lyo ! (eka bhAIe) kahyuM hatuM ne ke, jJAnanI azAtanA karavI e ja azAtanA (che). to aMdara A jJAnasvarUpa (che). aMdara jJAnanA prakAzanuM nUra teja che ! bahA2mAM to zabdo che. bhAIe kaheluM. AhA..hA...! zuM artha karyo ? juo ! pAThamAM bhagavAna che, hoM ! chellI lITI. mAvAnAtmAni' mULa kaLaza(nI) cothI lITI che. eno artha A nIce che. bhagavAna eTale jJAna. bIjI rIte kahIe to bhaga ane vAna be zabda che. bhaga eTale lakSmI thAya che. zenI ? A jJAnalakSmI, AnaMdalakSmI I bhaga. vAna. lakSmIvAna - lakSmIvALo. A ghULanI lakSmI nahi. bhagano artha lakSmI thAya che. saMskRtamAM bhaganA ghaNA artha che. emAM eka lakSmI artha thAya che. jJAnalakSmIthI bharelo prabhu ! AhA..hA...! dhruva... dhruva... jJAnathI bharelo ! bhaga-vAna. jJAnavAna ! jJAna jenuM rUpa. jJAna jeno vAna. mANasa nathI kahetA ? ke, A kALo vAna che, dhoLo vAna che. nathI kahetAM ? Ano A phlANo vAna che. A dhoLe vAne che, A kALe vAne che, A ghauM varge che. zarIrane ema nathI kahetA ? zarIra ghauM varNo che. I vAna che. ema AtmA vAna che. zeno ? jJAnano. jJAnavAna jJAna svarUpa che prabhu AtmAnuM ! AhA..hA...! enA svarUmAM vikAra paNa nathI, zarI2 paNa nathI, karma paNa nathI evo e bhagavAnaAtmA che. AhA..hA...! jUnA kAne navuM, nahotA kahetA bicArA ? bhAI AvyA hatA ne ? badhA kAryakartAe bahu ADAavaLA gappA mAryA. (kahetA hatA) jUnA kAne navI vAta che. meM kIdhuM, che to evI vAta. sAMbhaLyuM hoya bIjuM emAM A vAta ja AkhI bIjI Ave. kyAMya meLa khAya nahi. mumukSu saMsAramArga ane mokSamArga banne UMdho. uttara :- banne UMdheUMdhuM che. (ahIMyAM kahe che), kevo che AtmA ? bhagavAna che. AhA..hA...! 'samayasAra'mAM 72 gAthAmAM paNa bhagavAna tarIke ja bolAvyo che. 72 gAthA che. bhagavAnaAtmA ! AhA..hA...! ema AcArye kahyuM che. A puNya ne pApa je bhAva che e azuci che, mela che. bhagavAnaAtmA aMdara jJAnasvarUpI pavitra che. ema kahyuM che. badhA AtmAne bhagavAna tarIke bolAvyo che. : AhA..hA...! ema ahIMyAM bhagavAna kahe che... AhA..hA...! jAgyo eTale pote bhagavAna hato te bhagavAnarUpe pariNitamAM jAgyo. AhA..hA...! huM to jJAna ane AnaMdanI lakSmIvALo chuM. huM koI puNya-pApavALo ne zarIra ne karmavALo huM nahi. AhA..hA...! evuM samyagdarzanamAM AvuM bhAna bhagavAna tarIkenuM thAya che. A..hA..hA...!

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kaLaza-178 36 7 bhagavAnaAtmA jJAnasvarUpa che. jJAnasvarUpane have kevI rIte anubhave che ?" nirbharavahanUrNAsaMvidyutaM "anaMta zaktinA puMjarUpa..." "nirbhara nI vyAkhyA (karI). "nirmara' A bhara.... bhara nathI kahetA ? ApaNe A gADA bhare (ne) ? emAM anAja bhare ne? ene bhara bharyo kahevAya. ahIM nirmara' che. "ni' vizeSa che. vizeSa bhara ! gADA bhare ne ? e bhara bharyo kahevAya. ghAsa bhare ene bhara (kahevAya). ema AtmA 'nirmara' che. anaMta anaMta guNano bhara bharelo nirbhara che. AhA...hA....! che ? "nirmara' che ne ? enI A vyAkhyA che. nirmara' bhara - bharelo. ni' upasarga che. khUba bharelo. khUba bharelo ! A eka eka zabda che I kaMI maphatanA nathI. bhagavAna saMtonI vANI che A to ! - bhagavAna nirbhara che. juo ! bhASA kevI karI che ! "anaMta zaktino." puMja che. bharelo che paNa anaMta zaktino pUMja che. AhA..hA...! anaMta zaktithI bharelo che eTale ke aMdara anaMta zaktino prabhu puMja che. jJAna, darzana, AnaMda, zAMti, svacchatA, prabhutA, kartA, karma, karaNa, saMpradAna Adi. evI anaMta zakti - anaMta guNano I Dhagalo che. AhA..hA...! zarIpramANe aMdara rahevuM ane ene - AtmAne anaMta guNano puMja kahevo ! bApu ! emAM anaMta guNa che. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? - "nirmara' "anaMta zaktinA puMjarUpe..." (vaha) niraMtara pariName che...... lyo, zuM kahe che ? svarUpathI bhraSTa hato tyAre rAgapaNe, puNyapaNe, pApapaNe niraMtara pariNamato. have e rAgathI bhinna paDIne svarUpanI dRSTinuM bhAna thayuM to niraMtara je anaMta guNano piMDa che e paryAyamAM paNa anaMta guNanuM pariNamana nirmaLa thAya che. AhA...hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? AvI vAtuM have, eka kalAkamAM kaMIka jAtanI vAtuM Ave. emAM pahelAM sAMbhaLyuM hoya) I mALuM AmAM kAMI na Ave ! A to mArga judo che ne, prabhu A to taddana mokSano mArga che. AhA..hA..! e paNa trilokanAtha tIrthaMkara paramezvare kahelo, indronA ToLAmAM ane siMha ne vAgha ne nAganA (samUhamAM kahelo). seMkaDo siMha samavasaraNamAM Ave. bhagavAnanI vANI - divyadhvani 3OM nIkaLe, emAMthI AvelI A vAta che ! samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! "niraMtara pariName che...." (vahata) che ne? (vaha) (vaha) che (eTale ke) vahe che. pANI jema vahe che ne ? (vaha) che, vahe che. bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda svarUpa che ane rAgathI bhinna paDIne jyAM jANyo tyAre anaMta guNanA pariNAma vahe che. paryAyamAM anaMta guNanI paryAya aMdaramAM Ave che. AhA...hA...! (vahata) che. 'niraMtara pariName che evuM . pUuf "svarasathI bhareluM... AhA...hA...! svarasathI bharelo bhagavAna ! potAnA jJAna, darzana, AnaMdanA rasathI bharelo prabhu che. AhA..hA..! svarasathI bhareluM..." rAganA rasathI juduM. AnaMda ane jJAnanA rasathI bharelo prabhu aMdara che. AhA..hA...!

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368 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 ( saMvi) "vizuddha jJAna, tenI sAthe maLeluM che. AhA...hA...! (yutaM) che ne ? (saMvita) vizuddha jJAna, tenI sAthe yud) maLeluM che." nirmaLa jJAna sAthe bhagavAna rahelo che. rAgathI bhinna bhagavAna aMdara paDyo che. AhA..hA..! rAgathI bhinna ene anubhavatAM vizuddha jJAna sAthe maLeluM che "evA zuddha svarUpane anubhave che. lyo ! evA zuddha svarUpane dharmI rAgathI bhinna paDI svabhAvane anubhave che tene dharma kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA...hA...! AvI dharmanI vyAkhyA ! ahIM to (ajJAnI ema kahe), puNya paramaNI, dharma karajo, anAja Apajo, phalANuM Apajo, nathI bolatAM pelA ? grahaNa thAya te di ! Ave che. tyAre pelA badhA bole. mumukSu :- puNya paramaNI kahe che dharma paramaNI kyAM che ? uttara :- I kahe che paNa I badhA mAne che. tyAM puNya paNa kyAM che ? badhA abhimAna che. ahIM kahe che, A to svarasathI bharelo bhagavAna potAnA jJAnanA rasathI maLeluM che. AhAhA..! evo e AtmA che. vaLI kevo che AtmA?" "rUmAm vahumAvati saman3artAma:" "kahyuM che svarUpa jemanuM evA che bahubhAva arthAt rAga-dveSa-moha." have Ane uDADI deze ema kahe che. Ane rasa pragaTa kare che tyAre Ane uDADI de che. "rAga-dveSa-moha Adi aneka prakAranA azuddha pariNAma, temanI saMtati." eTale pravAha, dhArA. peluM (vAta) hatuM ne ? AhA...hA....! evI paraMparAne eka ja kALe...' (uddhartAma:) "ukhADIne dUra karavAno che abhiprAya jeno...." AhA..hA...! mULa to dhyAna kahe che. aMdaramAM dhyAnamAM ekAgra thatAM e ukhaDI jAya che, nIkaLI jAya che ene ukhADavAno kAmI che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. samajANuM kAMI ? saMskRtamAM baLathI kADhe che ema pADe che. potAnA baLathI rAgAdinA bhAvane ukheDI nAkhe che. AhA...hA...! evo che." kevI che bhAvasaMtati ? paradravyanuM svAmitvapaNuM che mULa kAraNa jevuM.AhA..hA..! e rAganuM svAmipaNuM che e paraMparAnI paraMparAne ukheDI nAkhe che. enuM svAmipaNuM choDI dhe che ane caitanyasvarUpa che teno svAmi thAya che. che ? vizeSa bAkI che, lyo ! (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !)

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kaLaza-178 mAgazara vada 5, zukravAra tA. 30-12-1977. kaLaza-178, 179 pravacana-189 369 A 'kaLazaTIkA', 178 kaLaza (cAle che emAM) pAchaLano bhAga che. ahIM sudhI AvyuM che. ? eka ja kALe ukhADIne dUra karavAno che abhiprAya jeno, evo che.' che ? A bAju che. zuM kahe che ? ke, AtmAne je karmano athavA rAgano saMbaMdha che e saMbaMdhane potAnA svabhAvanA puruSArtha dvArA ukhADI nAkhavAno jeno abhiprAya che eNe zuM karavuM ? eNe svabhAvano Azraya laIne aMdaramAM TharavuM. AtmAnuM mULa svarUpa abaddha che, paNa enI paryAyamAM rAgano ane karmano nimittarUpe saMbaMdha che. e saMbaMdhane toDavA mATe, mULathI ukheDavA mATe... AhA..hA...! ema AvyuM hatuM ne ? mULa baMdha ! AtmA akhaMDa AnaMdasvarUpano Azraya levo. zuddha caitanyaghana dravyasvabhAvanuM avalaMbana levuM. e avalaMbanane lIdhe rAgano ane karmano saMbaMdha mULamAMthI chUTI jAya che. AvI vAta che. prazna :- avalaMbana levuM eno artha zuM ? samAdhAna :- avalaMbana levuM eTale aMtarmukha thavuM. vastu che, vastu che ne AtmA ? e vastu che teno Azraya levo. je Ama rAgano ane karmanA taraphanuM avalaMbana ane Azraya hato e badhuM baMdhanuM kAraNa, saMsAramAM rakhaDavAnuM kAraNa hatuM. jene e baMdha mULamAMthI chedavAno abhiprAya che eNe AtmAnA svabhAvane rAganA saMbaMdhathI chUTo pADI svabhAvano saMbaMdha karavo. Ama che. rAtre to ghaNA prazna thayA hatA. (A bhAIe) ghaNA prazno) karyAM hatA ne ? Ama che. vastu che ne AnaMdakaMda ? nitya cidAnaMda prabhu ! eno Azraya laI, enA taraphanuM valaNa karI, enuM avalaMbana laI ane baMdhanA chedane mULamAMthI kADhavo. mumukSu :- dravya to Azraya daI zakatuM nathI. uttara :- Azrayano artha zuM ? ke, tenA tarapha vaLavuM e Azraya. Azrayano artha e. vartamAna paryAyane trikALI tarapha vALavI enuM nAma Azraya. AhA..hA...! jhINI vAtuM, bhAI ! dharmamArga bahu sUkSma che. lokoe bahArathI jainadharmane kalyo che e dharma nathI. vrata ne apavAsa ne tapa ne bhakti ne pUjA ne maMdiro (banAvavA) ne... AhA..hA...! te to badhI

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370 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 paranI kriyA che ane emAM rAga maMda thato hoya to puNya che. puNya che e saMsAra che. e saMsAramAM dAkhala kare che. AhA...hA.! e AvyuM che ne ? puNya-pApa adhikAra'mAM ! ene suzIla kema kahIe ? e zubhabhAvane suzIla kema kahIe? kemake e to saMsAramAM praveza karAve che. AhA...hA..! e zubhabhAvathI bhinna caitanyavastu che ne ? mojUda padArtha che ne ? dhruva anaMta AnaMda ane anaMta atIndriya jJAnanuM svarUpa che. enA taraphanA jhukAva, enA AzrayathI mULamAMthI baMdhana chedAI jAya che. eTale ke ene baMdhana thatuM nathI. tyAM sudhI AvyuM che, juo ! che ? kevI che bhAvasaMtati ? paradravyanuM svAmitvapaNuM che mULa kAraNa..." ahIM jarI vajana che. keTalAka eno evo artha kare che ke, baMdhanamAM mULa kAraNa karma che, ene laIne baMdhana (thAya che). mULa kAraNa karmane laIne baMdhana che ema kahe che. eno artha ahIM bIjo karyo. rAga ane karmanuM svAmipaNuM jenuM - baMdhananuM mULa che. zuM kahyuM e ? karma e baMdhananuM kAraNa nathI. karma e saMsAranuM mULa kAraNa nathI. karma ane rAganuM svAmipaNuM (che) e saMsAramAM rakhaDavAnuM mULa kAraNa che. are... are...! AvI vAtuM have. bhASA judI.. AtmA vastu che ne ? che to e nityAnaMda prabhu anAdianaMta che. evI cIja che tenI vartamAna paryAya eTale avasthAmAM rAgano azuddha upAdAna tarIke saMbaMdha che ane karmano saMyogI nimitta tarIke saMbaMdha che. e to paradravya che. have, ahIMyAM kahe che ke, baMdhanuM mULa kAraNa koNa ? tyAre kahe che ke, e karmabaMdhananuM) mULa kAraNa paradravya che. svadravya mokSanuM kAraNa che ane paradravya baMdhanuM kAraNa che, ema nathI. paradravyanuM dhaNIpatu - svAmipaNuM, abhiprAyamAM paradravya mArA (che), evuM je svAmipaNuM (che), e karmanI saMtati AvavAnuM mULa kAraNa e che. AvI jhINI vAtuM ! peluM to bhakti karo, pUjA karo, bhagavAnanA darzana karo, devadarzana karo, giranAranI ane zetruMjayanI jAtrA karI... bhAI ! bApu ! mAragaDA judA, prabhu ! e badhI kriyAo to zarIranI ane paranI (che) paNa emAM kadAca rAga maMda ho to zubhabhAva che. e zubhabhAva to saMsAra che. AhAhA..! are..! (caudame) guNasthAne paNa hajI eka udayabhAva karI rahyo che topaNa ene saMsAramAM kahyo ! AhAhA...! caudame, terame guNasthAne kevaLI paramAtmAne jyAre joganuM kaMpana ruMdhAya che topaNa ene jarI udayabhAva pratijIvI guNanI vibadazA ene varte che. AhA...hA...! tethI ene asiddha kahyA, siddha nahi. eTaluM paNa asiddhapaNuM, saMsArabhAva che, kahe che. AhA...hA...! to ahIMyAM to kahe che ke, je puNyanA pariNAma che ke pApanA bhAva che e pote saMsAra che. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? ane baMdhanuM kAraNa karma ane para nathI. baMdhanuM kAraNa paradravyanuM dhaNIpatu - svAmipaNuM che e che). abhiprAyamAM e padravya mArA (che) evuM je svAmipaNuM (che) e navA karmanA baMdhanuM kAraNa che. AvI vAtuM che. AmAM

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kaLaza-178 371 to eka eka akSaramAM je nyAya che emAM kAMI phare nahi. AvI cIja che paNa eno abhyAsa nahi. bahAramAM rokAIne jANe kalyANa thaI jaze ema mAne che). prazna :- bahAramAM kalyANa paDyuM che kyAM ? samAdhAna - ema ke, A badhuM A dayA pALIe, vrata karIe, apavAsa karIe, bhagavAnanI bhakti karIe, moTI siddha yaMtranI ne siddha cakranI pUjA karIe, upadhAna karIe... A doDha mahinAnA nathI karatAM ? e to badhI rAganI kriyA, bApu ! bhAI ! tane khabara nathI. e paralakSI bhAva che, e svalakSI bhAva nathI. mumukSu :- zAstramAM Ave ke, jJAna meLavavA pahelAM upadhAna karavuM. uttara :- eno artha zuM? e to rAganI maMdatA thAya eTale eTaluM upadhAna kahevAmAM Ave, paNa I kayAM vastu che ? upadhAna to bhagavAna AnaMdano nAtha prabhu ! enA samIpamAM TharavuM e upadhAna che. are..! AvI vAtuM ! bhagavAna AtmA ! maMgaLasvarUpa che. maMga nAma pApa ane gaLa nAma gALe. e pApane gALe evuM enuM svarUpa che. AhA..hA..! maMga eTale pApa ane gaLa eTale gALe. samajANuM kAMI ? A..hA...! maMga eTale pavitratA thAya che. maMga eTale pApa thAya che. maMga eTale pApa ane gala eTale gALe. ane maM ga La.... maMga nAma pavitratA ane la nAma lAtI - prApti. bhAI ! A maMgaLano artha thayo. maMga nAma pavitratA ane la nAma lAtI. maMgala - pavitratAnI prApti kare te bhAvane maMgalika kahIe. athavA maMga-gala. rAga ane paranuM svAmipaNuM evo je ahaMkAra e mama, ene gala (arthAtu) ene gALe. ene maMgalika kahIe. AhA...hA...! mumukSu :- bhagavAnanA darzana te mAMgalika. uttara :- hA, bhagavAnanA darzana te to zubhabhAva che. A aMdara bhagavAnanA darzana kare enuM nAma maMgalika ane pavitratA che. AvI vAtuM che, bhAI ! AhAhA..! ahIM to kahevuM che, mULa upara vajana che. ghaNA Ano artha evo kare che ke, rakhaDavAnuM mULa kAraNa karma, paradravya che. che ne pATha ? "tamUnAM vamavisantati' paNa eno artha ahIMyAM evo karyo che ne bIjuM pada ? "nUnAM vamavantati' karmano pravAha e rakhaDavAnuM mULa kAraNa che. ema eno artha kare che. paraMtu) ema nathI. graMthakAra kahe che tema artha che, juo ! padravyanuM svAmitvapaNuM che mULa kAraNa jenuM... A.hA..hA..! bIjI rIte kahIe to caitanya zuddha AnaMdano nAtha ! enuM svAmipaNuM chUTI jaI ane rAga ane karmanuM svAmipaNuM - dhaNIpatu abhiprAyamAM thavuM e navA karmanI saMtati, baMdhanuM kAraNa che. AhA...hA...! Avo mArga che, bhAI ! A vAdavivAde pAra paDe evuM nathI. vastunI sthiti AvI che. mULa kAraNamAM ja A AkhI takarAra che. baMdhanamAM mULa kAraNamAM takarAra ane mokSamArganA

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372 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 mULa kAraNamAM takarAra. baMdhanamAM e ke, paradravya baMdhanuM kAraNa che. e paNa moTo vAMdho ! ane zubhabhAva mokSanuM kAraNa che e paNa mULamAM vAMdhA ! mumukSu :- zubha mokSanuM kAraNa che, e bahu jorathI cAle che. utta2 :- jo2thI cAle che ne ! paMDitomAM carcA cAlI Ave (che). ahIMnuM - 'sonagaDha'nuM bahAra AvyuM (eTale) paMDitomAM carcA cAlI. nahIMtara to badhA emane ema gheMTAnI jema paDyA'tA. have thoDA hahaLyA ! eka paMDita kahe ke, zubhabhAva mokSano mArga che. bIjA paMDita kahe ke, zubhabhAva mokSano mArga che. ene je upAdeya na mAne e mithyAdRSTi che tyAre bIjo paMDita kahe ke, zubhabhAvane heya mAne e samyaSTi che. zubhabhAvane upAdeya mAne te mithyAdRSTi che. zubhabhAvane upAdeya mAne te samyakdaSTi (ema mAno to) 'kuMdakuMdAcAryadeve' zubhabhAvane heya mAnyo che. to e mithyAdRSTi TharyA ? sonagaDha'nuM nIkaLyA pachI A carcA paMDitomAM cAlI. AhA..hA...! mumukSu :- zubhabhAva bhale mokSamArga nathI, paNa adharma nathI. uttara :- e adharma che. baMdhanuM kAraNa che e dharma nahi. dharma nahi eTale sAdhAraNa bhASAe kahIe to puNya (che) ane kharI rIte kahIe to adharma kahIe. kahyuM hatuM nahi ? (saMvata) 1985nI sAlamAM ! 85nI sAla ! 49 varSa thayA. 'boTAda'mAM moTI sabhA ! moTI sabhA, 1500 mANasa ! gha2 traNaso ane (ame) vAMcavA besIe eTale mANasa ghaNuM Ave. apAsarAmAM samAya nahi ane bahA2 (bese). (e vakhate) be bola kahyA hatA. 1985 nA poSa mAsanI vAta che. kIdhuM, je bhAve tIrthaMkara gotra baMdhAya e bhAva dharma nahi. pelo adharma(no bola) pachI Avaze. kemake je bhAve baMdhana thAya e bhAva dharma hoya ? dharma to abaMdhabhAve thAya. mATe tIrthaMkara gotra bAMdhe e bhAva paNa dharma nahi. ane sIdhI bhASAe kahIe to e puNya che eTale adharma che. 1985 mAM 'boTAda' saMpradAyamAM vyAkhyAna cAlatuM hatuM. lokonuM valaNa to amArA upara bahu hatuM ne ? tyAM muhapatti hatI. hajAra, paMdaraso mANasa ! lokone amArA upara to bahumAna hatuM ne ! pratiSThA ghaNI hatI ne ! vyAkhyAna cAlatuM hoya to moTA pacAsa-pacAsa hajAranI pedAzavALA gRhastho beThA hoya ! pedAzavALA hoM ! mUDIvALA nahi. badhA beThA hoya, badhA sAMbhaLe. koI zaMkA (kare) nahi. muhapatti paherI hatI ne ? galI AkhI bharAI jAya. bArI pAse vyAkhyAna hoya to AkhI galI bharAI jAya. te di' A kahyuM hatuM. be vAta karI hatI. badhA sAMbhaLe. eka amArA gurubhAI hatA (eNe) khaLabhaLATa karI nAkhyo. be vAta karI ke, je bhAve tIrthaMkara gotra baMdhAya e bhAva dharma nahi. dharmathI baMdhana nahi ane baMdhananA kA2Ne baMdhanathI je bhAva thAya e dharma nahi. bIjI rIte kahIe, dharma

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kaLaza-178 373 nahi eTale e adharma che. mumukSu :- puNya kaho. uttara :- puNya kaho, adharma kaho, dharma na kaho. adhikAra na Avyo? puNya adhikAra ! puNyane suzIla kahIe to e puNya to saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanAra che. puNyabhAva to saMsAra che ane enuM phaLa rakhaDavAno bhava che. je saMsAramAM dAkhala kare e bhAvane dharma kema kahIe? AhA..hA! jhINI vAtuM, bhAI ! ane eka vAta karI hatI. amArA upara vizvAsa kharo ne ? lokomAM amArI mAnyatA, pratiSThA bahu hatI. vyAkhyAna vAMcatA 60 varSa thayA. (saMvata) 1974 thI hajAro mANasamAM vyAkhyAna cAle che. 1974 ! vyAkhyAna vAMcatAM vAMcatAM 60 varSa thayA ! 28mA) varSathI cAle che. zarIranI uMmara 28nI, sAMITha varSathI vyAkhyAna (cAle che). 88 thayA. tyAre bIjo bola kahyo hato. je paMca mahAvrata che e Asava che. paMca mahAvrata che e Asrava che, dharma nahi. mANaso sAMbhaLatA hatA. eka vIsAzrImALI ze) hatA. amArA eka gurabhAI hatA, buddhi vinAnA ! e sAMbhaLIne bolavA lAgyA), vo re.. vIsare. vIsare... vIsare. vIsare eTale A zraddhA na joIe, na joIe. AvuM to 1985nI sAlathI saMpradAyamAM cAle che. AhA...hA...! bhAI ! prabhu to ema kahe che ke, e zubhabhAva pote saMsAra che. "samayasAra nATakamAM kahyuM nahi? munine, sAcA saMtane jene bhAvaliMga - atIndriya AnaMdanA svAdanI jene ugratA AvI che, bhagavAna atIndriya AnaMdano gAMgaDo che. sAkaramAMthI jema mIThAza Ave ema bhagavAna AtmA atIndriya AnaMdanI mUrti prabhu che. eno anubhava thatAM enI paryAyamAM atIndriya AnaMdanuM vedana Ave. evA munine paNa svasaMvedananI pracura atIndriya AnaMdanI dazAmAM paNa je paMca mahAvratano vikalpa UThe te Asrava che, baMdhanuM kAraNa che. AhA...hA...! are..! ene AtmAnI kiMmata - mahattA AvI nathI. ene rAganI mahattA che. AhA...hA...! dayA pALI, puNya karyA, A karyA ne te karyA. AhAhA....! ahIMyAM kahevuM che ke, baMdhanA kAraNamAM paradravyapaNuM nahi. paradravyanuM svAmipaNuM baMdhanuM kAraNa che. emAM kAMI phera paDyo ? moTo phera ! paravastu to paravastu che. e kaMI baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI, e to joya che. paNa paravastu ane rAganuM dhaNIpatu (eTale ke A mArA che evuM svAmipaNuM e navA karmanuM mULa kAraNa che. AhA..hA...! che ne A zabda ? A moTo takarArI zabda che. zabda takarArI haze ? artha karanAramAM phera (che) mATe (takarArI lAge bAkI) zabda to zabda che. che ? padravyanuM svAmitvapaNuM che mULa kAraNa jenuM..." evI navA karmanI saMtati AvavAnuM A kAraNa che ema kahe che. navA karmanI saMtati nAma pravAha. navA karma AvavAno pravAha.

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374 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 enuM kAraNa paradravyanuM dhaNIpanuM che. potAnA svarUpanuM dhaNIpanuM choDI ane rAga ane karmanuM dhaNIpatuM mAne ene navA karmanI saMtati - pravAha Ave che. AhA..hA..! bhASA to sAdI che paNa bhAva to je hoya e hoya, bApu ! bIjuM kyAMthI lAvavuM ? AhAhA..! A to vItarAga jinendradeva trilokanAtha paramAtmAnA hukama che ! A...hA...hA....! mumukSu :- ekane eka be jevI vAta che pachI takarAra zAnI ? uttara :- evI che, bApA ! vAta to evI che, bhAI ! AhA...hA...! zuM thAya ? prabhu ! tArA gharanI vAta che ne ! AhAhA...! eka ne eka be thAya. vAta to evI che, bApA ! vItarAga che e koI pakSa nathI. vItarAge to jevuM svarUpa che evuM jANyuM, anubhavyuM ane pragaTa kevaLajJAna thayuM tyAre evuM jANyuM evuM kahyuM. AhAhA...! traNalokanA nAtha atyAre birAje che. are..re..! mahAvidehamAM prabhu birAje che. bharatakSetramAM paramAtmAnA viraha paDyA. bApa marI jAya, lakSmI ghaTI jAya, chokarAo pachI pAchaLathI jhagaDA kare ke, A makAna mAruM ne A makAna mAruM. ema paramAtmAnA viraha paDyA, kevaLajJAnanI utpatti rahI nahi - e lakSmI rahI nahi. AhA...hA..! ane jhagaDA UbhA karyA. eka kahe ke, puNyathI dharma thAya ane eka kahe AnAthI dharma thAya. AhA...hA...! AvuM thayuM. A zlokanI takarAra e moTI vAta che. bIjA badhA evo artha kare che (ke) paradravya rakhaDavAmAM kAraNa che. are bApu ! paradravya to zeya che. e rakhaDavAnuM kAraNa nathI. paradravya eTale rAga ane puNya-pApanA bhAvanuM svAmipaNuM - e mArA che, huM eno chuM, evo je abhiprAya te navA karmanI saMtati nAma pravAha AvavAnuM kAraNa che. AhA...hA...! vAta to sIdhI che paNa ene besavI joIe). "karIne ? 'tti vattAt tat samagraM padravya kRti nogya vivecya' (ni) nizcayathI jJAnanA baLathI..." joyuM ? jJAna eTale AtmA. AhA...hA...! bhagavAna jJAnasvarUpI prabhu ! jJAnamUrti ! jema sAkara mIThAzano piMDa che, kALI jIrI kaDavAzano piMDa che, mIThuM khArapano piMDa che ema bhagavAnaAtmA jJAnano piMDa che. ekalo jJAnarasa ! jJAnasvarUpa ! e ahIM kahe che. jJAnanA baLathI..." jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAnanA zraddhA, jJAna ane sthiratAnA baLa dvArA. dravyakarma eTale ATha karma. 'bhAvakarma... eTale puNya-pApa bhAva. juo ! AhA...hA.! che ? AhAhA..! thoDuM paNa satya hovuM joIe. moTI moTI lAMbI vAtuM kare ane satyanA kAMI ThekANA na hoya, ema hoya nahi. sarvajJa paramAtmAe kahyuM evuM satya hovuM joIe. AhA...hA...! ahIM kahe che ke, e "jJAnanA baLathI." joyuM? karmane kema TALyA? ane kema TaLyA?

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kaLaza-178 ke, jJAnanA baLathI. bhagavAnaAtmA ! anAkuLa AnaMdano rasakaMda prabhu ane atIndriya jJAnanI mUrti ! enA baLathI karma TaLe che ane rAga TaLe che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? che ? jJAnanA baLathI...' eTale AtmAnA svabhAvanA baLathI. 375 'dravyakarma,...' eTale jaDa mATI, karma. bhAvakarma...' eTale puNya-pApanA bhAva. 'nokarma...' eTale zarI2 ane vANI. '(samagra patravya) evI che jeTalI pudgaladravyanI vicitra pariNati tene, pUrvokta prakAre vicAra karI... AhA..hA...! huM to AtmA AnaMda ane jJAnasvarUpa chuM ane rAgAdi mArI cIja nathI ema be vacce bhedajJAna karIne. AhA..hA...! Avo mArga ! pelA to jhapATA bole, dayA pALo, Ama karo, Ama karo... paisA Apo, pAMca lAkha AmAM, phalANAmAM, keLavaNImAM pAMca lAkha Apo, eka hospiTala banAvo tamAruM kalyANa thaze. ahIM kahe che ke, hospiTalo pa2vastu che) I AtmA banAvI zakato nathI. emAM be-pAMcadasa lAkha ApyA hoya ane rAga maMda karyo hoya to e puNyabhAva che, e saMsAra che. AhA..hA...! mumukSu :- pApAnubaMdhI puNya che. - utta2 :- emAM mithyAtva che). puNyane pAcho dharma mAne to pApAnubaMdhI che. AhA..hA...! AkaruM kAma che, bhAI ! janma-maraNa rahita (thavuM)... AhA..hA...! sAdi anaMta anaMta samAdhi sukhamAM... mukti eTale sAdi anaMta anaMta... zAMti ane anaMta anaMta... AnaMdanI prApti (thAya) enuM nAma mukti. keTalo kALa ? jyArathI AnaMda pUrNa thayo, mukti (thaI). anaMta... anaMta... anaMta... anaMta... anaMta... anaMta... bhUtakALa karatAM bhaviSyakALa anaMtaguNo che. zuM kIdhuM I ? bhUtakALa je thayo ne ? je Adi vinAno kALa che, Adi che kAMI ? chatAM atyAre ahIMyAM aMta Avyo ne ? anAdi-aMta ane mukti thAya tyAre sAdi thaI - zarUAta (thaI te) siddha paramAtmA anaMta kALa AnaMdamAM raheze. Namo siddhANaM ! AhA..hA...! atIndriya AnaMda ne atIndriya jJAna ne atIndriya zAMti ! jyArathI AtmAnA svabhAvathI pragaTI, zaktimAM hatI te pragaTI te anaMta... anaMta... anaMta... anaMta... bhaviSyano kALa (raheze), je bhUtakALa karatAM bhaviSya anaMta kALa che. are...! be sarakhA nathI. Ama anAdi che, Ama anaMta che. eTale A bhUtakALano kALa ane bhaviSyano kALa banne sarakhA nathI. bhUtakALanA kALa karatAM bhaviSyano atyArathI te anaMta.... anaMta... anaMta... bhUta - gayA atItakALathI bhaviSyano kALa anaMtaguNo che. AhA..hA...! anaMta anaMta kALamAM paramAtmA AnaMdano anubhava kare e mokSa (che). AhA..hA...! enuM kAraNa to alaukika hovuM joIe ne ? samajANuM kAMI ? puNyanA pariNAmathI paNa bhinna bhagavAnaAtmA ! caitanyasvarUpa prabhu ! e AnaMdanI dRSTi karI AnaMdamAM ramaNatA karatAM mukti - mokSa thAya che. dayA, dAna, vratanA pariNAmathI to baMdha thAya che. samajANuM kAMI ? che ?

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376 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 e pariNati che, joyuM ? (samagra padravya) paradravya eTale ? pudagaladravyanI vicitra pariNati...' ema artha karyo, joyuM ? zuM kIdhuM ? che paradravya zabda, paNa eno artha karyo ke, puNya ane pApa ne mithyAtvanI pariNati te paradravya, ema. AhA...hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? padravya to vastu che. ahIM to mithyAtva ane rAga-dveSanI pariNati tene paradravya kIdhuM. AhA...hA...! e badhAM samagra paridravya (rUti kAno) pUrvokta prakAre vicAra karI, vivevya) zuddha jJAnasvarUpathI bhinna karI che. AhA...hA...! e puNya ane pApanA bhAvane potAnA zuddha caitanya svarUpathI bhinna karI che jeNe, ene AtmAno AnaMda pUrNa prApta thAya che. are..! AvI bhASA ane bhAva badhA ! mAraga to evo che, bApu ! AhAhA...! pelA to Namo arahaMtANe, tikhunno pATha.. icchAmi paDikamaNuM, tasUri logassa... sAmAyika karIne pachI NamotthaNe... e thaI gaI sAmAyika, lyo ! bAyuM bicArI bese. ghaDiyAluM laIne bese che ne ? ghaDiyAluM nathI AvatuM ? amAre kaNabIvADamAM je ghaNI bAyuM hatI ne? e nAnI uMmaranA chokarAone laIne ghaDiyAluM laIne bAyuM sAmAyika karavA bese. samaje kAMI nahi. e ghaDiyAluM - retI pUrI thaI jAya eTale be ghaDI sAmAyika thaI gaI, jAo ! AhA...hA..! are..re...! mumukSu :- eTalo vakhata saMsArI kAmathI to bacyA. uttara :- saMsArI kAma, mithyAtva che I saMsArI kAma enI pAse paDavuM ja che. saMsAranuM mULa kAraNa to A kIdhuM ke AmAM ? rAga ane dveSanuM svAmipaNuM te saMsAranuM mULa kAraNa che. e to paDyuM che aMdara. A..hA...! (A bhAI paNa) sAmAyika karatAM. eka gAyana gAtA. bhUlI gayA. kevuM gAyana gAtA hatA ? mumukSu :- dharmanA nAmathI mithyAtva posAya che. uttara :- posAya che, paNa khabara nathI ne ? zuM thAya ? AhA...hA...! ahIMyAM ema kahe che, juo ! be bola kahyAM. eka to puNya ane pApanA bhAva, cAhe dayA, dAna, vrata Adi ho, evA pariNAmanuM svAmipaNuM, dhaNIpatuM abhiprAyamAM e mArA che), e abhiprAya navA anaMta karmane AvavAnuM kAraNa che. ane te karmane toDavAnuM kAraNa (zuM) ? peluM bAMdhavAnuM kAraNa) kahyuM. have toDavAnuM ? bhagavAna AtmA AnaMda ane jJAnasvarUpI prabhu ! emAM aMdaramAM lIna thavuM. AnaMda ane jJAna che evo aMtaramAM anubhava thavo ane samakita thavuM ane pachI emAM lIna thavuM e karmane TALavAno upAya che. vAta to sIdhI che. samajANuM kAMI ? paramAtmAno A saMdeza che. trilokanAtha tIrthaMkaradeva jinezvaradeva bharatanA prANIne A saMdeza Ape che. samajANuM kAMI ? emAM bIjuM ADuavaLuM gaDabaDa kare to rakhaDI maraze. AhAhA...! anAdithI rakhaDe to che. A..hA...!

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377 juvAnajodha mANasa, juone ! AhA...hA....! jarI pAcho dukhAvo upaDyo, tyAM to deha chUTI jAya. A hArTapheIla thAya che ne) ! kAMIka duHkhAvo upaDyo che, kahe che. A bAInI vAta sAMbhaLIne ? rAtre poNA bee UThI, lyo ! duHkhAvo upaDyo to kahe, mane duHkhe che. jyAM UlaTI thaI ane Ama gayA tyAM enI sAsu enI sAthe gayA. khaMbhe mAthuM nAkhI dIdhuM ! AhA..hA....! deha chUTI gayo, covIsa varSanI uMmara ! A deha to nAzavAna, mATI - dhULa che. enI mudate raheze, mudata pUrI thaze to phaDAka khAlI thaI jaze. bhagavAna to anAdianaMta aMda2 che. e kaMI zarIrano nAza thaye bhego nAza thAya evo che ? AhA...hA....! are....! mANasapaNA maLe emAM paNa dharma-barmanuM kAMI na maLe, enA pAchA avatAra... A..hA..hA...! e Dho2mAM, tiryaMcamAM ghaNA javAnA. kAraNa ke vANiyAne iMDA ne mAMsano khorAka to na hoya eTale narakamAM to na jAya. paNa vacamAM deva ane manuSya thavAnA puNya paNa na hoya. satsamAgamathI be-cAra-pAMca kalAka haMmezAM vAMcana, zravaNa (hoya to) puNya to thAya. e paNa na hoya ane ekalA bAvIsa-trevIsa kalAka bAyaDI-chokarA, 2LavuM, dukAne besavuM ne dhamAla... dhamAla... pApa ekalAM ! ara........! kaLaza-178 mumukSu :- emAM paisA kamAvAya che. uttara :- paisA dhULeya nathI kamAto. paisA ene laIne maLe che ? tamArAthI moTA berisTara ghaNA hatA. 'goMDala'no berisTara hato. (saMvata) 1995 nI vAta che. 1995 nI sAla, 39 varSa thayA. ane A (bhAI) to berisTara paNa nahotA ane paisA DhagalA thAtA. berisTara bhaNyAthI (paisA) thAtA haze ? e to pUrvanA puNya hoya (to paisA dekhAya). mumukSu :- mahenata karI che. uttara :- dhULeya mahenata nathI karI. pelo to berisTara thayo hato. tamArA karatAM moTo ! tame ke di' berisTara hatA ? ane I mANasa juvAna hato. gharanA roTalA khAto, koI asIla AvatuM nahi. e to pUrvanA puNya hoya to asIla Ave ane paisA thAya. emAM kAMI berisTa25NuM AvaDyuM mATe paisA thAya che ema che ? AhA..hA...! mumukSu :- kaoNlejamAM pAsa thavuM paDe... uttara H- e pAsa thAya emAM paNa) pUrvanA puNya hoya (to thAya). pelo vakIla nahoto ? bhAI ! ghaNA vakIlane joyA che ne ? enuM bicArAnuM kAMI cAlatuM nahotuM, lyo ! vakIla thayelo. ane A tamAro mitra vakIla, buddhi to badhI samajavA jevI hatI, chatAM lAkho rUpiyA pedA karyA hatA. eka pherI (emane) prazna karyo. bahu sAMbhaLavA Ave. mahArAja ! (tame) AtmAnA bahu vakhANa karo cho, Avo... Avo... Avo... to e dhoyelA mULA jevo gayo kyAM ? lyo, Avo prazna karyo !! A vakIla ! A mULA nathI kahetA ? mULA dhoIne kare che ne ? (jamInamAMthI) kADhe che tyAre emAM gAro hoya. mULA hoya ne mULA, e kADhe ne tyAre emAM

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378 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 gAro hoya, pachI pANImAM dhove. e dhoyela mULA kahevAya. ema tame kaho cho, Avo AtmA aMdara AnaMdasvarUpa, jJAnasvarUpa pUrNa che to dhoyela mULA jevo gayo kyAM ? kema dekhAto nathI ? AhA...hA...! bApu ! jyAM che tyAM che. tyAM najara karo to dekhAya ne ? najara rAga ane paramAM che ane have pUcho cho ke) gayo kayAM ? eno artha zuM ? najaruM Ama kare, samajAya che ? ane aMdara vastu che tyAM najara karato nathI. gayo kyAM ? che tyAM che e to aMdara. dhruva nityAnaMda prabhu che. AhA..hA....! prazna :- dekhAya to jhaTa najare caDe. dekhAya nahi to kaI rIte najara kare ? samAdhAna :- dekhAto nathI evo nirNaya koNe karyo ? lojIkathI nyAya samajazo ke nahi ? huM dekhAto nathI. huM dekhAto nathI evo nirNaya koNa karyo ? e AtmA che. nyAya - lojIkathI kaMI samajaze ke nahi ? AhA...hA...! mane mArI khabara paDatI nathI. paNa mane mArI khabara paDatI nathI evo nirNaya kaI bhUmikAmAM karyo. e jJAnanI bhUmikAmAM nirNaya karyo. e jJAna che te AtmA che. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhA... ahIM kahe che, paradravyanI pariNati lIdhI, bhAI ! paradravya lIdhuM che ne ? eno artha I lIdho. '(samagra padravya) eTale pudgala dravyanI vicitra pariNati... ema lIdhuM. rAga ne dveSa ne puNya ne pApanA asaMkhya prakAra (che) e badhA vikArI (bhAvane) ahIM paradravya kIdhuM che. e vikAranuM svAmipaNuM thavuM e saMsAranA navA karma bAMdhavAnuM kAraNa che ane AtmAnuM svAmipaNuM thavuM e baMdhanane toDavAnuM kAraNa che. AhA...hA...! AvuM che. nyAyathI to paheluM samajavuM paDaze ne ? bhinna karI che. joyuM ? e zuddha jJAnasvarUpa pariNatithI rAgAdine bhinna karI che. je svAmipaNe mAnyuM hatuM, puNyanA-pApanA bhAva mArA ema dhaNIpatu mAnyuM hatuM ene zuddha jJAnanA baLathI bhinna karI. e huM nahi (ema bhinna karI). AhAhA.! "bhAvArtha Ama che ke - zuddha svarUpa upAdeya che," joyuM ? A Akho sAra lIdho. trikALI caitanya pavitra zuddha che te AdaraNIya che ane puNya ne pApanA bhAva malina che te heya che. A badho sAra che. AhA...hA...! zuddha svarUpa caitanyamUrti aMdara bhagavAna ! jJAnano gAMgaDo prabhu ! AhA...hA...! jema sphaTika ratna nirmaLa che tema bhagavAna vastu svarUpe to nirmaLa pavitratAno piMDa che. e upAdeya che, e AdaraNIya che, e Azraya karavA lAyaka che, te upAdeya che eTale aMgIkAra karavA lAyaka che. ane rAganA bhAva, puNya-pApanA bhAva heya karavA lAyaka che, choDavA lAyaka che. AhA..hA..! vAta to sAdI che, sIdhI che paNa maLe ene. (na) maLyuM eTale zuM kare ? enI rIta zuM che enI khabara na hoya. moMghuM paDe che, mANasa ema kahe che. pelo ziro kare che ne ? ziro ! pahelAM ghImAM loTane zeke, pachI goLa ane sAkaranA pANI nAkhe to ziro thAya. moMgho paDe. kAraNa ke

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kaLaza-178 379 pahelA loTane ghImAM zeke (eTale) loTa badhuM ghI pI jAya, pachI goLanA pANI nAkhe to ziro thAya. A to moMghuM paDe che ema samajIne) koI DAhInI dIkarI evI nIkaLI ke A to moMghuM paDe che zuM karavuM ? ke, goLanA, sAkaranA pANI pachI nAkhIe chIe ne to sAkaranA pANImAM pahelAM) loTa zeko, pachI nAkho ghI ! (ema karavA jaIza to) lUparI paNa nahi thAya. tane khabara nathI. A uparI nathI kahetA ? poTIsa... poTIsa nahi thAya. poTIsa to kyAre thAya ? sAMbhaLeluM che, ApaNe karyuM kAMI nathI paNa duniyAnuM badhuM sAMbhaLyuM che. bAyuM vahune kahe ke, vahu ! jAtuMvaLatuM ghI nAkhaje. jAtuMvaLatuM eTale ? paDyA vinA rahe nahi ane jhAjhuM paDe nahi. ema bAyuM kahe. amAre kAThiyAvADamAM e rivAja che. poTIsa karavI hoya to ema kahe. jAtuMvaLatuM ghI nAkhaje ema kahe. meM kIdhuM, A jAtuMvaLatuM zuM haze ? eTale ghI nAkhatA na paDe ema nahi ane jhAjhuM paDe nahi ene jAtuMvaLatuM kahe. have jene ghImAM loTa zekAtA moMghu paDe I kahe ke, pahelAM goLanA pANImAM loTa zeko ne pachI ghI nAkho. (ema karIza to) tArA traNeya jAze. ziro nahi thAya paNa loTa, ghI ane sAkara traNeya jAze. ema pahelAM AtmA jevo che evo anubhava, dRSTi karyA vinA pAchaLathI to pachI cAritra Avaze ne ? paNa I cAritra kahyuM ? svarUpamAM ramaNatA I cAritra. ema kahe ke, pAchaLa A vrata ne tapa karavA) karatAM karo pahelAM ! ane pachI (samakita thaze). dhULeya nahi thAya. sAMbhaLane ! samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA.! A varSItapa kare che I badhI lAMghaNuM che. AtmA aMdara AMnadano nAtha prabhu (che) e kriyAkAMDanA vikalpathI bhinna che. ene jANIne rAgane TALavo enuM nAma bhagavAna dharma kahe che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI? mumukSu :- rAga hoya tyAre rAga TaLato nathI. uttara :- rAga hoya tyAre TaLato nathI, eno artha zuM che ke, rAganI utpatti ja na thAya. TALavAnI vyAkhyA to ema ja kahe ne)? upadezamAM zuM kahevAya? jyAM AtmA AnaMdasvarUpa che enA upara ekAgra thatAM rAganI jeTalI utpatti na thAya teTalo rAga TALyo ema kahevAmAM Ave che. siddhAMtane, nyAyane samajo. ahIM to lojIkathI ane nyAyathI vAta che. bhagavAna AtmA AnaMda ane jJAna svarUpa che, emAM jeTalo ekAgra thAya teTalI rAganI utpatti thAya nahi. utpatti na thAya tene TALyo ema kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA...hA...! bhAre vAtuM, bApu ! kaho, samajAya che ke nahi ? bhAI ! varSItapa karyA hatA ke nahi ? tamArI bAe (karyA che) ? ghaNA kare che. bApu ! e badhI lAMghaNuM che. A bhagavAna AtmA ! e kriyAkAMDano je rAga thAya enuM svAmipaNuM choDI ane AtmA

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380 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 AnaMdano nAtha prabhu zuddha caitanyaghana che teno svAmi thAya tyAre tene karma TaLe ane tyAre tene pavitratA pragaTa thAya. 178 (kaLaza pUro) thayo. have chello zloka. baMdha adhikArano have chello zloka che. baMdha (adhikAra) pUro thAya che, pachI mokSano adhikAra (zarU thaze). (mandAkrAntA rAgAdInAmudayamadayaM dArayatkAraNAnAM kAryaM bandhaM vidhidhamadhunA sadya eva praNudya / jJAnajyotiH kSapitatimiraM sAdhu sannaddhametat tadvadyadvatprasaramaparaH ko'pi nAsyAvRNoti / / 17-179 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha - tir jJAnajyotiH tat saddham patar jJAnajyoti:) A jJAnajyoti arthAt svAnubhavagocara zuddha caitanya vastu tat satra) potAnA baLaparAkrama sAthe evI pragaTa thaI ke "yatsya prasaram para: : pi na cAvRti ' (ve) jethI (masya prasara) zuddha jJAnanA loka-alokasaMbaMdhI sakaLa zeyane jANavAnA prasArane (kapara: va: pi) anya koI bIjuM dravya (na AvRti) rokI zakatuM nathI. bhAvArtha Ama che ke - jIvano svabhAva kevaLajJAna-kevaLadarzana che, te jJAnAvaraNAdi karmabaMdha dvArA AcchAdita che; evuM AvaraNa zuddha pariNAmathI maTe che, vastusvarUpa pragaTa thAya che. AvuM zuddha svarUpa jIvane upAdeya che. kevI che jJAnajyoti ? "kSaNitimira' (kSapita) vinAza karyo che (nimi) jJAnAvaraNa-darzanAvaraNakarma jeNe, evI che. vaLI kevI che ? "sAdhu sarva upadravothI rahita che. vaLI kevI che ? "IRUInAM rAhInA 3yaM tArayat' (IUInAM) karmabaMdhanA kAraNa evA je (rA+IInAma) rAga-dveSa-moharUpa azuddha pariNAma, temanA (3yaM pragaTapaNAne (tAra) mULathI ja ukhADatI thakI. kevI rIte ukhADe che ? " " nirdayapaNAnI mAphaka vaLI zuM karIne evI thAya che ? "&Arya vajuM kazunA sa: purva prabhu' (Arya rAgAdi azuddha pariNAmo hotAM thAya che evA, (vandha) dhArApravAharUpa thanArA pudgalakarmanA baMdhane (sada: va) je kALe rAgAdi maTyA te ja kALe (DU) maTADIne kevo che baMdha ? "vividhaY' jJAnAvaraNa, darzanAvaraNa ItyAdi asaMkhyAta lokamAtra che. koI vitarka karaze ke AvuM to dravyarUpa vidyamAna ja hatuM. samAdhAna Ama che ke (punA) dravyarUpa joke vidyamAna ja hatuM topaNa pragaTarUpa, baMdhane dUra karatAM thayuM. 17-179.

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kaLaza-178 rAgAdInAmudayamadayaM dArayatkAraNAnAM kArya bandhaM vidhidhamadhunA sadya eva pra I jJAnajyotiH kSapitatimiraM sAdhu sannaddhametat tadvadyadvatprasaramaparaH ko'pi nAsyAvRNoti / / 17-179 / / 381 tat jJAnajyoti: taddan sannaddham" 'A jJAnajyoti svAnubhavagocara zuddha caitanyavastu...' A..hA..hA...! bhagavAnaAtmA ! ekalo prajJAbrahma jJAnasvarUpano kaMda che e jJAnasvarUpanA anubhavathI pragaTa thAya che. svAnubhavagocara zuddha caitanyavastu potAnA baLa-parAkrama sAthe evI pragaTa thaI...' AhA..hA...! e karma khasyA ne thayuM, rAga karyo, kaMIka zubha bhAva karyo mATe A thayuM ema nahi. AhA..hA...! jJAnasvarUpI bhagavAna potAnA AtmAnA baLathI, aMtaranA puruSArthathI jJAnajyoti pragaTa thaI. AhA..hA...! AtmA caitanya svarUpa anAkuLa AnaMdano rasakaMda potAnA puruSArthathI pragaTa (thaI). vastu to hatI, paNa paryAyamAM pragaTa thaI, avasthAmAM eno AnaMda Avyo. I chelluM kaheze, chello zabda che ne ? emAM chello (zabda) che, chello che, juo ! dravyarUpa joke vidyamAna ja hatuM topaNa pragaTarUpa, baMdhane dUra karatAM thayuM." chello zabda che. chellI lITI che, chellI. A to badhA vItarAganA gharanA kAyadA che, bApA AhA..hA...! zuM kahyuM ? 'A jJAnajyoti... A.. ema kIdhuM. A.. A eTale enuM astitva siddha karyuM. A Avyo, ema kahe che ne ? atyAre Avyo eTale vastu thaI ne ? ema A... jJAnajyoti ! e to jJAnajyoti che. AhA..hA...! svayaM jyoti, jJAnamUrti prabhu che. AhA..hA...! emAM A puNya-pApa ne rAga ne za2I2 ne karma-pharma emAM che nahi. AhA..hA..! AvI vyAkhyA eTale mANasane (AkaruM lAge che). pelA kahe ke, tamAre ekAMta na kahevuM. tamAre Ama kahevuM. jabalapura'mAM evuM vyAkhyAna (thayuM). are... prabhu ! paNa mAraga A che ne, prabhu ! bIjA paNa kahe ane tame paNa kaho, eka pATe besIne saunA pramANe kaho. are... bhagavAna ! AhA..hA....! bhAI ! koI verI, duzmana nathI, prabhu ! badhA bhagavAna che. paNa satya che e satya raheze. satyane asatya karI nAkhaze to nahi cAle, bhAI ! bhale satyane mAnanAranI saMkhyA thoDI hoya. satyane saMkhyAnI jarU2 nathI. satyane satyanA svarUpanI jarU2 che. jhAjhA mAne to satya ane thoDA mAne to asatya, ema nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! jabalapura'nuM lakhANa AvyuM hatuM. (ApaNA eka mumukSune) bolAvyA ane paNa niyama ApyA ke, tamAre A pramANe bolavuM. pelAne ema kahe ke, tamAre Ama bolavuM. banne jaNA vArApharatI maMca upara (bolavuM). eka

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382 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 maMca upara banne vArApharatI bole. (A bhAI) ahIMnA pakSanA ane pelA sAmA pakSanA a... bhagavAna ! zuM kare che ? bApu ! pakSa kayAM che ? bhAI ! A to mAraga che, bApA ! AhA..hA...! ahIMyAM to kahyuM ne ? aMtaranA jJAnanA baLathI. ema kIdhuM ne ? zuM kIdhuM ? juo ! dayA, dAna, vratanA baLathI pragaTyuM ? AhA..hA..! have, AmAM zuM karavuM ? ke, puNya AhA..hA...! mumukSu :- tame saMgaThana ane prema iccho to thoDuM DhIluM karavuM paDaze. uttara :- saMgaThana kaI rIte karavuM ? I eka (jaNa) kaheto hato. 'muMbaI" (eka zeThanuM) digaMbara gharamaMdira che ne ? zeTha ema kahe che, I paisAvALA mANasa eNe maMdira banAvyuM. have sAdhAraNa che. pachI eNe ema kahevarAvyuM ke, svAmIjI kaMIka thoDuM moLuM kahe ane ame kaMIka thoDuM (vadhIe), ApaNe banne bhegA thaIe. thoDuM moLuM mUkavuM eno artha zuM ? thoDuM satyamAM asatya bheLave ane tamArA asatyamAM bhaLavuM ema (eno artha) haze ? A vANiyAvavADa haze ? eka vANiyo hato. I kaNabI pAse pAMca hajAra mAgato hato. kaNabI badhuM vece topaNa be hajAra thAya. eTale kaNabIne ema hatuM ke, A be hajArathI vadhAre mArI pAse che nahi. pelo kahe ke, huM pAMca hajAra lauM. (ema) karatAM... karatAM... karatAM... pelo kaNabI kahe ke, eka hajAra sivAya mArI pAse kAMI nathI. pelo kahe ke, huM pAMca hajAra lauM. pachI pAMcaso ghaTADyA. to ANe vaLI 1100 karyAM, vaLI pelAe 3000 karyAM to ANe 1200 karyAM, ema karatAM karatAM AnI pAse be hajAra mAMDa hatA. pelo vANiyo pachI be hajAre Avyo. ema AmAM haze ? bhAI ! vANiyAvavADa haze ahIM ? AhA..hA...! ahIM to mArga che I che, bApA ! chaDecoka ! ahIMnA (tattvajJAnanA) vIsa lAkha to pustaka bahAra paDyA che. vIsa lAkha ! AhA..hA...! ghaNA pustako to (A bhAI) joI jAya pachI chapAya che. AhA..hA...! ahIM kahe che ke, jJAnanA baLathI eTale AtmabaLathI. puNyanA pariNAmanA baLathI niha. bhagavAna AnaMdasvarUpa bhagavAna ! enA baLathI. che ? svAnubhagocara zuddha caitanyavastu potAnA baLa-parAkrama sAthe evI pragaTa thaI ke jethI zuddha jJAnanA loka-alokasaMbaMdhI sakaLa zeyane jANavAnA prasArane anya koI bIjuM dravya rokI zakatuM nathI.' caitanyanA aMtara baLanA jore samyagdarzana pragaTa) karyuM, aMtaranA baLe kevaLajJAna karyuM, have ene koI rokI zake nahi. evI rIte kevaLajJAna dazA pragaTa thaI e AtmAnA svabhAvanA baLathI thaI. vizeSa kaheze..... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !)

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kaLaza- 179 383 mAgazara vada 6, zanivAra tA. 31-12-1977. kaLaza-179 pravacana-190 kaLazaTIkA 179 (kaLaza) pharIne (laIe). A baMdha adhikArano chello kaLaza che. tat jJAnajyoti tadan sargaddham tat jJAnajyoti:) "A jJAnajyoti arthAt svAnubhavagocara zuddha caitanyavahu..." zuM kahe che? A baMdhane TALanAra AtmA zuddha caitanyavastu puNya ane pApanA bhAvathI rahita, evo je zuddha caitanya AnaMdakaMda prabhu ! enA anubhavathI karmano nAza thAya che. prazna :- karma pudgalo ane anubhava jIvanI paryAya ? samAdhAna - karmanA nAzano artha azuddha pariNati. azuddha pariNatino nAza thAya che. pahelo to zuddha AtmA jJAna, AnaMda, caitanyasvarUpanI dRSTi karIne anubhava karatAM mithyAtvanI azuddha pariNatino nAza thAya che. e bhAvabaMdha che. vAta bhale karmathI lIdhI. caiitanya vastu che e zuddha caitanya che. AvyuM ? juo! "jJAnajyoti arthAt svAnubhavagocara zuddha caitanyavahu." che. zuM kIdhuM I ? caitanya je dravya svabhAva, zuddha caitanya e anubhavagamya che. koI dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti AdinA pariNAmathI te prApta thAya evI e cIja nathI. AhA...hA...! A jJAnajyoti." eTale "svAnubhavagocara zuddha caitanya vastu" ema. jJAnajyoti eTale A jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAna, caitanyasvarUpa. eTale? "svAnubhavagocara zuddha caitanya vastu..." AhA..hA...! e zuddha caitanya vastu svaanubhavathI gamya che. enA sanmukha thaIne nirmaLa vItarAgI pariNati thAya e sva-anubhavagamya e vastu che. AvI vAta che. baMdha adhikArano) chello kaLaza che ne ? anaMtakALathI (e) azuddha pariNati karI rahyo che. vastu zuddha caitanya vastu che). vastu zuddha caitanyavastu (che) paNa ene bhUlIne azuddha mithyAtva AdinA pariNAmathI pariNamI rahyo che, thaI rahyo che. ene svAnubhavagocara zuddha caitanya vastunA anubhavathI te azuddha pariNatino nAza thAya che. AhAhA...! lyo ! A badhA praznono uttara. AhA...hA...! jhINI vAta che, bhAI ! karmanuM baMdhana e to nimittathI, vyavahArathI vAta che, paNa kharekhara to enI azuddha malina pariNati (che) e ene bhAvabaMdha che. pote ja potAnA zuddha svarUpane bhUlI azuddha

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384 kalAmRta bhAga-5 pariNatirUpe dazA kare che. eka zabdamAM to keTaluM kahyuM ! AhA...hA...! jJAnajyoti..." (ta sannaddha) e tat sannama) eTale potAnA baLa-parAkrama sAthe evI pragaTa thaI." A...hA...hA...! A AtmA caitanyasvarUpa zuddha caitanya vastu che. dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti AdinA bhAvathI rahita e cIja che. e cIja pote potAnA svAnubhagamya thaI zake che. AhAhA...! aMtaranA anubhavagamya e vastu, zuddha caitanyane anusarIne thatI nirmaLa pariNati - paryAya dvArA e gamya che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? AvI vastu "potAnA baLa--parAkrama sAthe evI pragaTa thaI.." pAchI ema bhASA che). AhA..hA..! e zuddha caitanyavastumAM anaMta baLa - vIrya paDyuM che. e anaMta baLathI pragaTa thaI che. koI karmano nAza thayo ane abhAva thayo mATe pragaTa) thaI che ema nahi. AhAhA...! potAnA baLa-parAkramathI.." zuddha caitanyanI zraddhA, jJAnanuM baLa - parAkrama. e puruSArthathI pragaTa thaI che ema kahe che. samajANuM kAMI ? (tat satramAM potAnA baLa-parAkrama sAthe evI pragaTa thaI... AhAhA....! svAnubhavagamya to kahyuM paNa sAthe baLa - parAkramathI pragaTa thaI ema kIdhuM. AhAhA..! bhagavAna pUrNa AnaMda svarUpa prabhu ! zuddha caitanyadravya svabhAva pavitra (che) e potAnA baLa - parAkramathI anubhavathI pragaTa thaI. AhA...hA..! tyAre ema kahe che ne ? je samaye paryAya thavAnI te thavAnI. emAM A baLa - parAkrama kyAM AvyuM ? paNa thavAnI te thavAnI, eno nirNaya koNe karyo ? AtmAnI sanmukha thaIne baLa - parAkramathI nirNaya kare tyAre thavAnuM te thAya, teno e jJAtA rahe. AhA...hA...! kramabaddhamAM AvavuM haze ne thavAnuM haze ema thaze, ema kahIne puruSArtha uDADI de (to) ema nathI. kramabaddhamAM AvavAnuM haze, thaze to ema ja paNa eno nirNaya karIne ane jANe koNa ? aMtara AnaMdasvarUpamAM baLa - parAkramathI puruSArtha karIne svabhAvano anubhava kare tyAre ene kramabaddhano yathArtha nirNaya thAya. AhAhA...! AvI vAtuM ! lokone muzkelI paDe. paricaya nahi ane bahAranI vAtuMmAM paDyA. anaMta anaMta kALa thayo. "munivrata dhAra anaMta aira raiveyaka upajAyo munivrata paNa dhAraNa karyA, paMca mahAvrata anaMta vAra (lIdhA). kemake e to rAganI kriyA, puNyanI kriyA che, e kaMI dharma nathI. AhA...hA...! AtmajJAna - rAgathI bhinna paDI e chelle kaheze. je rAga che, cAhe to dayAno, dAnano, vratano, bhakti-pUjAno e rAga che. e rAgathI bhinna paDIne sva-anubhavagamya potAnA baLa - parAkramathI vastu pragaTa thaI che. vastu to vastu hatI, vastu to vastu hatI paNa baLa - parAkrama vaDe paryAyamAM pragaTa thaI. AvI vastu che. samajANuM kAMI ? AcAryonA TUMkA zabdomAM ghaNuM bharyuM che. che ?

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kaLaza-179 385 AhA...hA.... potAnA baLa - parAkrama sAthe evI pragaTa thaI ke...." "ya prasaram para: : pi na vRti" "jethI zuddha jJAnanA loka-alokasaMbaMdhI sakaLa zeyane jANavAnA prasAra" ahIM to mokSanI chellI vAta che ne ? jenA jJAnano svabhAva lokAlokane jANavAno che e prasAra thaIne e zakti puruSArthathI pragaTa thaI che. ane have koI AvaraNa karanAra che nahi. AhA...hA...! eka kSAyika samakita thAya topaNa have AvaraNa karanAra mithyAtva nathI to kSAyika kevaLajJAna thAya ene AvaraNa karanAra koNa hoya? AhA...hA.! samajANuM kAMI ? ahIM mokSa adhikAranI pUrva gAthA che ne ? AhAhA...! A to zAMtinA, dhIrajanA kAma che. aMtara cIja ja zuddha caitanya AnaMdaghana saccidAnaMda prabhu che. AhA...hA...! dareka AtmA sat zAzvata cit - jJAna ne AnaMdano kaMda che. AhA..hA....! ene svabhAva sanmukhanI parAkrama dazA dvArA je paryAyamAM pUrNatA pragaTa thaI, lokAlokane jANavAnI zakti pragaTa thaI, ene koI AvarI zake evuM che nahi. AhAhA..! samajANuM kAMI ? ahIM to kahyuM ne ? nizcaye AtmAnuM jJAna thaIne kSAyika samakita thAya to mithyAtva pharIne AvatuM nathI. 'zreNika rAjAne kSAyika samakita thayuM. AtmAno anubhava, AnaMdano anubhava thayo) emAM pratIti (thavI) enuM nAma kSAyika samakitI (che). e kSAyika samakita AvyuM I AvyuM, e have pAchuM paDe nahi. koI mithyAtva pharIne Avaze nahi. to A to kevaLajJAnanI jyoti pragaTI kahe che. AhA...hA...! zuddha caitanyano anubhava karatAM karatAM potAnA baLa - parAkramathI aMdaramAM ramatAM kevaLajJAna jyoti pragaTa thaI. AhA..hA..! e kevaLajJAna lokAlokane jANe ene have AvaraNa karanAra jagatamAM koI che nahi. AhA..hA...! baMdha adhikAranI chellI gAthA che ne ? pUrNa baMdhanA abhAvanI vyAkhyA ! AhA..hA.... prathama samyagdarzana thatAM paNa dharmanI - mokSamahelanI pahelI sIDhI ! e samyagdarzana thatAM paNa kSAyika thAya. zuddha caitanyaghanano anubhava eTalo baLajorIthI (thAya) ke jemAM kSAyika dazA pragaTa thAya. e kSAyika (samagdarzananI) dazA paNa pharIne paDe nahi to kevaLajJAnanI zuM vAtuM karavI ? ema kahe che. samajANuM kAMI ? juo ! AcArya to emanI potAnI dazAnI jAtane varNavatA tyAM sudhI kahe che ke, ame bhale atyAre kSAyika samakitI nathI paNa amane je AtmajJAna, anubhava thayo ane emAM amane je samyagdarzana thayuM, e dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinA rAganA pariNAmathI bhinna paDIne anubhava thayo, amAro e bhAva have paDavAno nathI, ema kahe che. AhAhA...! zuM kahyuM I ? traNa prakAra kahyA. eka to kSAyika samakita thatAM AtmA AnaMdano nAtha prabhu ! atIndriya anAkuLa AnaMdano pratyakSa svAda AvatAM jene e kSAyika pratIti thAya che e pratIti have koIthI

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386 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 AvarI zakAya nahi. to pachI AtmAnA anubhavanA jora - baLathI pUrNa kevaLajJAna thAya tene koNa AvarI zake ? koI vyavahAranI kriyA karatAM kevaLa thAya enI nA pADI. paNa potAnA svarUpanA anubhavanA baLa - parAkramathI aMdaramAM ramatAM lokAlokane jANavAnI je kevaLajJAna jyoti pragaTa thAya ene koI have AvarI zake nahi. be (vAta thaI). trIjuM, atyAre kSayopamazama samakita che, kSAyika nathI topaNa AcArya pokAra kare che ke amane je AtmAno anubhava thayo), Agama kuzaLatAthI amane je bhedajJAnathI samyagdarzanano anubhava thayo e bhale kSayopazama ho paNa e have amAre paDavAnuM nathI. AhA..hA...! paMcama ArAnA anubhavI saMto ! AnaMdanA svAdIyA ! atIndriya AnaMdanA rasIlA ! pokAra (kare che ke, amane have A je dazA pragaTa thaI e dazA pAchI paDavAnI nathI. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? kSAyika samakita vinAnI dazA paNa evI che ke pAchI paDe nahi, to pachI kevaLajJAna thAya. e pAchuM paDe e prazna ja kyAM rahyo ? AhA..hA..! AkarI vAtuM che, bhAI ! A kahevAno Azaya e che ke, koI ema mAnatuM hoya ke, ApaNe A dayA ne dAna ne vrata ne bhakti ne tapa ne pUjA karIe enAthI sarvajJa kevaLajJAna thAya e vAta khoTI che. e badhI rAganI kriyAo to baMdhanA kAraNa che. ethI ahIMyAM A zabda lIdho ke, svAnubhavagocara zuddha caitanya vastu potAnA baLa - parAkrama...." potAnA AnaMdanA, jJAnanA baLa - parAkrama vaDe pragaTa thaI che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! Akaro mArga, bhAI ! jenA phaLa paNa anaMta AnaMda che ! AhA..hA...! mokSa eTale anaMta atIndriya AnaMda ane te paNa sAdi anaMta ! atIta kALa karatAM bhaviSya kALa anaMta guNo che. A.hA...hA....! jenA AtmAnA darzana thaIne samyagdarzana hajI cothuM guNasthAna - (mokSamArganuM) paheluM guNasthAna pragaTa thayuM) e rAganI vikalpa dazAthI bhinna paDI ane caitanyanA svabhAvanI aMtara ekatA thaIne je samyagdarzana thayuM (to) AcArya kahe che ke, e amAruM samyagdarzana paDe evuM nathI. ame bhale paMcama ArAmAM hoIe. A..hA...hA..hA....! A digaMbara saMtonI vANI ! AhA..hA...! paNa e alaukika vAtuM che, bApu ! e bahArathI vrata ne tapa ne tyAga thaI jAya mATe samyagdarzana thAya e vAtamAM kAMI mAla nathI. AhA..hA..! aMtaranA AnaMdanA parAkramathI, atIndriya AnaMdanA parAkramathI je avasthA pragaTa thaI, amArI e avasthA paNa pAchI nahi paDe to pachI sarvathA parAkramathI jeNe aMdaramAM kevaLajJAna pragaTa karyuM ene AvaraNa karanAra jagatamAM koI che nahi. ema kahIne ema paNa kahe che ke. anyamati ema kahe che ne ke, mokSamAM jAya pachI) bhaktone bhIDa paDe to tyAMthI paNa pharIne Izvara avatAra dhAraNa kare. ema nathI. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? be-traNa vAtuM bhegI nAkhI dIdhI che.

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kaLaza-179 387 kevaLajJAna pAchuM na paDe, kSAyika samakita pAchuM na paDe paNa amArI kSayopamezanI dazA paNa pAchI na paDe. AhA...hA...! eTale ? ke, pharIne e saMsAra dhAraNa kare ne avatAra dhAraNa kare e bane nahi. AhA...hA...! bahu mArga jhINo, bApu ! AhA...hA...! eno anaMtakALa rakhaDatAM rakhaDatAM gayo che. ekendriya tiryaMca - pazu, nArakI, nigodamAM) mithyAtvane laIne anaMta avatAra karyA. paNa e mithyAtva zuM che enI ene khabara nathI. AhAhA...! ahIMyAM to kahe che ke, e dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinA zubhabhAva che e dharma che ane enAthI dharma thAya che e mithyAtva bhAva che. AhA..hA..! kemake ahIM to (kahe che ke, zuddha caitanyanA parAkramathI dharma thAya che, rAgathI nahi. AhA..hA...! jhINI vAta che, bhAI ! mArga to Avo che. ene koI bIjI rIte DhIlo karIne bIjo kare evuM thAya evuM nathI. AhA...hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? have koI AvaraNa nathI. "bhAvArtha Ama che ke - jIvano svabhAva kevaLajJAna-kevaLadarzana che..." AhA...hA...! A bhagavAna AtmAno kAyamI svabhAva kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzana che. A pUNya ane pApanA bhAva thAya e kaMI eno svabhAva nathI. AhA..hA...samajANuM kAMI? prabhu ! caitanyasvarUpa je bhagavAnaAtmA aMdara (che) enuM svarUpa ane svabhAva, sva-rUpa - sva-bhAva kevaLajJAna - ekaluM jJAna, ekaluM darzana enuM svarUpa che. emAM puNya-pApa, zubhaazubha bhAvanI gaMdha aMdaramAM nathI. AhA...hA..! evuM e kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzana svarUpa che? jIvano svabhAva." bhagavAna AtmAno svabhAva... AhAhA..! bhagavAna eTale A ni) AtmA, hoM ! bhagavAna eTale. bhagavAna thaI gayA e to thaI gayA. AhA..hA...! A to aMdara bhagavAna jIvano svabhAva kevaLa - ekaluM jJAna ane ekaluM darzana e eno svabhAva che. AhAhA..! pUrNa jJAna ane pUrNa darzana bhagavAna AtmAno atyAre anAdi A svabhAva che. AhA...hA...! che ? "te jJAnAvaraNAdi karmabaMdha dvArA AcchAdita che." e nimittathI kathana (che). azuddha pariNati dvArA te DhaMkAI gayuM che. malina pariNAma, azuddhatA karI, mithyAtvanI ane rAgadveSanI azuddha pariNati - avasthAthI, eno kevaLajJAna, kevaLadarzana svabhAva hovA chatAM mithyAtvanI pariNatinI azuddhatAne kAraNe te rokAI gayo che. AhA...hA...! karma to nimitta che. e to jaDa che. karma bicAre kauna, bhUla merI adhikAI AhA..hA..! e stutimAM Ave che. karma bicAre kauna, bhUla merI adhikAI, agni sahe ghanaghAta, lohakI saMgati pAI ekalI agnine koI ghaNa nahi mAre. paNa e agni loDhAmAM pesaze to ghaNa paDaze. ema bhagavAnaAtmA ekalo jJAnAnaMda svabhAva (che) emAM ene duHkha ane saMsAra nathI, paNa e pote rAga ane puNya-pApa vikArano saMbaMdha kare che e lohamAM agni pese che

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kalazAmRta bhAga-5 eTale ene cA2 gatinA duHkha sahana karavA paDe che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? AvI vAtuM ! zuM thAya zuM karavuM AmAM ? ema mANasane sUjha paDatI nathI. e karavuM e aMdara AnaMda ane jJAna-darzana svarUpa che ene pakaDIne eno anubhava karavo e karavAnuM che. bAkI badhI vAtuM che. bhagavAna trilokanAtha tIrthaMkaradeva jinezvaradeva sarvajJanA jJAnamAMthI AvelI A vAta A pramANe che, prabhu ! AhA..hA...! che ? evuM AvaraNa zuddha pariNAmathI maTe che...' juo ! eno artha e thayo ke, azuddha pariNAmathI pragaTa nathI thatuM. zuM kahyuM I ? bhale AvaraNane karmanuM nAma ApyuM paNa ahIM kahe che ke, e AvaraNa zuddha pariNAmathI maTe che,...' karmanuM AvaraNa zuddha pariNAmathI maTe che. eno artha e thayo ke, azuddha pariNamanathI zuddha pariNamana pragaTa thatuM nathI. AhA...hA...! karma to jaDa che, bicArA ajIva mATI che, ene to khabara paNa nathI. ame karma chIe ane jaDa chIe evI to ene khabara paNa nathI. AhA..hA....! 388 A khabara karanAro bhagavAnaAtmA ! pote ja potAnA svarUpathI bhUlIne azuddha pariNamana kare che te azuddha pariNamana ja kevaLajJAna, kevaLadarzanane roke che. barAbara che ? karma roke che (ema) AmAM che ne ? AhA..hA...! prabhu ! karma to jaDa che ne ! e to mATI - dhULa che, AtmA prabhu to arUpI che. e arUpIne karma aDatA paNa nathI. AhA...hA...! eka dravya bIjA dravyane aDatuM paNa nathI, prabhu ! mArga Ama che, bhAI ! paNa ahIM TUMkuM karavA mATe ema kahyuM ke, kevaLajJAnane ane kevaLadarzanane AvaraNa roke che. eTale ke bhAvaAvaraNa roke che. azuddha pariNamana e pote kare che e roke che. eno Aropa nimittamAM karIne dravyaAvaraNa roke (che) ema kahyuM. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? AvuM che. mumukSu :- kathananA be prakAra che, mArga to eka ja prakAre che. uttara :- vastu eka ja prakAre che. AhA..hA...! emAM AvyuM ne pAchuM ? evuM AvaraNa zuddha pariNAmathI maTe che,...' teno artha zuM thayo ? ke, azuddha pariNAmathI karma baMdhAya che e azuddha pariNamana zuddha pariNamanathI maTe che. maTe che tyAre karma paNa maTI jAya che. AhA..hA...! mULa artha karavAmAM Akho phera paDI gayo. zAstranA je marma che enA bhAvanA arthamAM (phera paDI gayo) eTale eTalo moTo goTo UThyo ke, AvaraNa karmane laIne AtmA rakhaDe. ahIM to (kahe che), karma bicAre kauna ? bhUla merI adhikAI' karma bicArA zuM kare ? e to jaDa che, mATI - dhULa ajIva (che). A jema mATI che ema karma tuccha mATI che. AhA..hA...! potAnI bhUla potAnA zuddha pariNamanane bhUlI ane azuddha pariNamana pote kare che te zuddha pariNamanane roke che athavA kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzana svabhAvane roke che. 'pravacanasA2'nI 16mI gAthAmAM e AvyuM - svayaMbhU ! ene be prakAranA AvaraNa

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kaLaza-179 389 (che). dravyaghAti ane bhAvaghAti karma be lIdhAM che. pravacanasAra gAthA-16, svayaMbhU ! bhagavAna AtmA svayaM kevaLajJAna, kevaLadarzana, AnaMdano kaMda che) e pote potAthI pragaTa thAya che. karmanA AvaraNa khase mATe pragaTa thAya che ema nahi. svayaMbhU ! tyAre tene karma che ne ? karma be prakAranA che. eka dravyaghAti, eka bhAvaghAti. AhA...hA...! dravyaghAti (eTale) jaDakarma nimitta che). bhAvaghAti (eTale) potAnI azuddha pariNatinuM jora aMdara kare che e bhAvaghAti (che). samajANuM kAMI ? 16mI gAthAmAM I lIdhuM che. ghAtikarma be prakAranA che. eka dravyaghAti ane eka bhAvaghAti. ahIM dravyaghAtithI vAta karI paNa eno bhAvaghAti ahIM azuddha pariNamanamAM laI lIdhuM ke, e azuddha pariNamana kare che e bhAvaghAti karma che. AhA..hA..! AvuM jhINuM ane AvI vAtuM ! bhAI ! zuM thAya ? mArga to prabhuno Avo che ane mArga tIrthakara sivAya kyAMya che nahi. - trilokanAtha sarvajJa paramezvara emaNe traNakALa traNaloka joyA ane icchA vinA vANI nIkaLI e cIja bIje kyAMya nathI paNa enA gharamAM janmyA ene paNa khabaruM nathI. e to A rAga karIe ne rAganI maMda kriyA dayA, dAna, vrata pALIe e karatAM karatAM dharma thAya ema mAne che). e bhAvaghAti che. zuM kIdhuM ? e dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktino vikalpa che e rAga che ane rAga che e bhAvaghAti karma che. AhA...hA...! e bhAvaghAti karmane AtmAnA zuddha caitanya svarUpanuM kevaLajJAna kevaLadarzananuM bhAna karIne je pariNamana thayuM enAthI bhAvaghAtino nAza thayo ane karmarUpe nAza thayo e to enA nAza thavAnI yogyatAthI thayo. AhA...hA..! che ? (evuM AvaraNa) "zuddha pariNAmathI maTe che, vastusvarUpa pragaTa thAya che. anAkuLa sukhano sAgara AtmA che. kAle eka kAgaLa Avyo che ne ? "koTAvALAno" ! "koTA'no ne ? bahu pramoda (vyakta karyo che), bhAI ! "Atmadharma vAMcIne to Ama eTaluM thaI gayuM jANe.. AhA...hA...! zuM cIja che A te !! amane eTalo AnaMda Avyo che atyAre ke zuM kahIe ? A 'AtmadharmamAM je vAta Ave che e vAMcIne.. ema karIne koTA'no koI (mumukSu che). kAle kAgaLa Avyo che. AhA..hA...! 'Atmadharma ApaNe nIkaLe che ne ? A 'AtmadharmanI ja vAtuM che. AhA..hA..! bahu pramoda batAvyo che, kAle kAgaLa Avyo che. ahIM kahe che ke, bhagavAna AtmA...! A.hA...hA...hA...! "apane ko Apa bhUla ke hairAna ho gayA' karma nahi, karma nahi, karma jaDa che. "apane ko Apa bhUla ke, hairAna ho gayA' AhA..hA..! bhagavAna AnaMdano nAtha prabhu aMdara birAje che. AhA...hA...! mRganI ghUMTI - nAbhimAM kastUrI che), mRgalAne kastUrInI kiMmata nathI. AhA...hA...! mRganI nAbhimAM kastUrI (che) e mRgane enI kiMmata nathI. ema bhagavAna AtmAmAM aMtara anaMta AnaMda ane jJAna, mRgalA jevA ajJAnIne tenI khabaruM nathI. AhA...hA...! mAro nAtha AnaMdathI bharelo che.

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390 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 mAre AnaMdane mATe bahAra zodhavAnI jarUra nathI. AhAhA...! eka choDI kAle-parama divase bolI hatI. nAnI choDI pAMca varSanI che ne ? I parama di bolI hatI. dravya ene kahIe ke jenA kArya mATe anerA sahAyanI jarUra na paDe." oya...! e choDI bolI) hatI. ahIM ApaNe (mumukSa) che ne ? enI nAnI dIkarI che. vAha...! AtmA che ne ? bhASA to Ave. AhA..hA....! dravya ene kahIe... A benanA vacana che. "caMpAbenanA ! dravya ene kahIe jenA kAryane mATe anerA sAdhananI rAha jovI paDe nahi. AhA..hA..! bhAIe mAMgaNI karI che, nahi? "ghATakoparavALAe' ! bhAI pAse keTalAka cAkaLA che e ene Ape. bhAI ! pelAe mAgaNI karI che. amAre cAkaLA banAvavA che. tamAre thoDA tyAM devA. kAle kAgaLa Avyo che ke, benanA (vacanAmRtanA) cAkaLA banAvavA. amAre ahIM banAvavA che. eka jaNAno to evo patra Avyo che, "malakApuranA che, eno patra evo Avyo che ke, benanA vacanAmRtonA kelenDara karo ane kelenDara ghare ghare mokalo. e.I....! bhAI ! A vacanAmRta zuM che A te !! AhA..hA...! kAle Avyo hato. bahu hoziyAra che, nAnI uMmarano juvAna che. eNe ema lakhyuM che ke, benanA vacanAmRtonA kelenDara karIne ghare ghare kelenDara mokalo. dararoja ene khyAlamAM to rahe. evuM lakhyuM che, lyo ! e..I...! pote benano bahu upakAra mAnyo che. bApu ! zuM che ? bhAI ! aMtara atIndriya AnaMda ! samyakradRSTi thatAM dharmanI - mokSamahelanI pahelI sIDhI pragaTa thAya che). "cha DhALAmAM Ave che. samyagdarzana thatAM, AtmAno atIndriya AnaMda je bharacaka bharyo che eno ene svAda Ave. AhA...hA...hA....! tyAre to ene hajI cothA guNasthAnavALo samakitI kahevAya. pAMcamAvALo zrAvaka e to vaLI kyAMya judI cIja (che), bApA ! ene atIndriya AnaMdano svAda vizeSa Ave ane muni che ene to atIndriya AnaMdanuM pracura svasaMvedana Ave. AhA...! Avo mArga che, prabhu ! kaho, bhAI ! tamArA jhaverAtamAM dhULamAM kyAMya AnaMda nathI. dasa lAkha ne vIsa lAkha ne pacAsa lAkha pedA karyA ne dhULa karyA. AhA..hA...! mamatA che, tyAM to du:kha che. ahIMyAM kahe che, potAno bhagavAnaAtmA..! A.hA..hA.! zuddha pariNAmathI vastusvarUpa pragaTa thAya che. joyuM ! zuM kahyuM? AhA..hA...! e zuddha caitanyamUrti prabhu! pavitra AnaMdanuM dhAma, anaMta guNanuM dhAma prabhu ! enuM zuddha pariNamana eTale dazAmAM zuddhatAnI dazA karavI enAthI te vastu pragaTa thAya che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? AvuM jhINuM paDe paNa) zuM thAya ? bApu ! mANasone bahAranI kriyAkAMDamAM goThavI dIdhA che ane emAMthI dharma manAvyo che. prarUpaNA paNa evI kare ke, A vrata ne tapa ne bhakti ne pUjA karo, (e) karatAM karatAM kalyANa thaI jaze. arere! e prarUpaNA ja mithyAtva che. ahIM kahe che, enA zuddha

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kaLaza-179 391 pariNamanathI te vastu pragaTa thAya che. samajANuM kAMI ? bhagavAna 'amRtacaMdrAcArya muni digaMbara saMta ! mULa zloko kuMdakuMdAcAryanA. paramAgamamaMdiramAM) vacamAM birAje che. A bAju 'amRtacaMdrAcAryadeva" (birAje che). A enA zloka che. digaMbara saMta vanamAM AnaMdamAM rahetA. atIndriya AnaMdanA jhUle jhulatA hatA. A hA...hA..! prazna :- zaradI nathI lAgatI ? samAdhAna :- zarado-pharado kyAM hato ? jene rAga aDato nathI ene zaradI kyAM aDe che ? bhAI ! AhA..hA..! prabhu ! mAragaDA judA, nAtha ! AhAhA...! A..hA..hA...! munio to jaMgalamAM AnaMda - atIndriya AnaMdamAM moja karatA ! atIndriya AnaMdanA svAdamAM rasIlAmAM paDyA hatA. AhA...hA...! ene pariSaha ane upasarga kyAM che ? enuM jJAna karatAM paNa khabara paNa nathI ke A zuM che ? A.hA..hA...! A munio - A kuMdakuMdAcAryadeva', A "amRtacaMdrAcAryadeva', A padmaprabhamaladhArIdeva', niyamasAranI TIkAnA) kartA, jenA mukhamAMthI paramAgama jhare che ! A.hA..hA..hA..! jenA mukhamAMthI parama-Agama jhare, ema pote lakhyuM che ! paramapAriNAmikabhAvane emaNe malAvyo che ! paramapariNAmikabhAva eTale ? trikALI svabhAva je anaMta AnaMda ane jJAna, darzana trikALI dhruva, tene paramapariNAmika kahe che. AhA..hA! bhedajJAnIne je samakita thAya tene dharmanI pahelI dazA kahe che. AhA..hA..! ahIM kahe che, evuM AvaraNa) zuddha pariNAmathI maTe che." I to nAstithI vAta karI. "vastusvarUpa pragaTa thAya che. e astithI (vAta) karI. zuM kIdhuM che ? AhAhA..! e zuddha zuddha caitanya prabhu ! puNya ane pApanA bhAva to azuddha che. dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjAnA je zubhabhAva che e azuddha che. e mela che, bhAI ! tane khabara nathI, prabhu ! enAthI rahita aMdara zuddha svarUpa che tenI sanmukhatAnA pariNAma thAya e zuddha pariNamanathI (karmabaMdha maTe che). zuddha pariNAma kahyuM ne ? (zuddha) pariNAmathI azuddhatA maTe che. eTale karma maTe che eTale azuddha bhAvakarma maTe che ane "vastusvarUpa pragaTa thAya che.' asti -nAsti karI. AhA...hA...! vastu aMdara prabhu caitanya bhagavaMta jinasvarUpe birAje che. e jinasvarUpano anubhava karatAM azuddha pariNAma ane karma maTe che ane zuddha vastu pragaTa thAya che). AhA...hA...! prazna :- sanmukha thavA mATe zuM karavuM ? samAdhAna :- A aMdaramAM javuM e. AhA...hA...! jyAM che tyAM jAvuM, e karavuM. jyAM dhruvasvarUpa bhagavAna aMdara birAje che (tyAM jAvuM). e to kahyuM nahotuM ? "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase, ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jena, paNa matamadirA ke pAna soM, matavAlA samaje na" "ghaTa ghaTa

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392 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 aMtara jina vase A "banArasIdAsanuM (banAveluM pada che). A ghaTamAM jina vase che, prabhu I jinasvarUpI che. e jinasvarUpa che to pragaTa thaIne paryAyamAM jinasvarUpa Ave che. A..hA..hA..! mumukSu :- ghaTa ghaTamAM vase che ! uttara :- ghaTa ghaTa aMtara, A badhA dehanA ghaTamAM aMdara jinasvarUpa paramAtmA birAje che. e AtmA paramAtvasvarUpa che. are..! ene kema bese ? bhAI ! be bIDI pIve to pAyakhAne jaMgala utare ! AvA to apalakhaNa ! ene ema kahevuM. AhA..hA...! bhagavAna ! tuM jinasvarUpI cho, nAtha ! arere..! jo jinasvarUpa na hoya to paryAyamAM jinavItarAgatA Avaze kyAMthI ? kyAMya bahArathI Ave evuM che ? A.hA.hA...! ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase, ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina" jenapaNuM kyAM rahe che ? (ema) kahe che. koI zarIranI kriyAmAM, koI vratanA pariNAmamAM jainapaNuM nathI. AhA..hA..! e jinasvarUpane rAgathI bhinna paDIne anubhave ene jaina kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA...hA..! pachI bhale e harijana ho paNa jeNe rAgathI bhinna paDIne caitanyane anubhavyo te jaina che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? Avo upadeza ! A zuM che ? Avo mArga che, bApu ! be vAta karI. "evuM AvaraNa zuddha pariNAmathI maTe che, vastasvarUpe pragaTa thAya che. AvuM zuddha svarUpa jIvane upAdeya che. joyuM ? A..hA..hA..! pUrNAnaMdano nAtha bhagavAna che te AtmAne AdaraNIya che. jJAnIne paNa vyavahAra vacamAM Ave kharo paNa te upAdeya nathI, heya che. AhAhA...! samyakdaSTine - jJAnIne, are..! munine paNa paMca mahAvratanA vikalpa Ave paNa te heya che. e upAdeya nathI, AdaraNIya nathI. AhA..hA..! upAdeya aMdara bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu ! ene upAdeya karatAM paryAyamAM zuddha pariNati pragaTe te upAdeya che. AhA..hA...! Avo mArga ! mANasane ekAMta lAge. ekAMta che... ekAMta che. ema kahe che ke nahi? "sonagaDhamAM ekAMta che. prabhu ! sAMbhaLa, bhAI ! mumukSu - vyavahArathI nizcaya thAya ema Apa kahetA nathI. uttara :- paNa vyavahArathI nizcaya thAya nahi to kyAMthI kahe ? vyavahAra che, nizcaya che. svabhAvane Azraye thAya ane vyavahArathI na thAya enuM nAma anekAnta che. nizcayathI paNa thAya ane vyavahArathI paNa thAya e ekAMta che. AhAhA..! AvI vAtuM che. samajANuM kAMI ? 'AvuM zuddha svarUpa upAdeya che." A...hA...hA...! trikALI zuddha svarUpa te upAdeya che ane puNya-pApanA vikAra vinAnI zuddha svarUpanI samyagdarzana, jJAnanI nirmaLa pariNati thAya, e paNa pragaTa karavAnI apekSAe upAdeya che. AhA...hA...! AvI vAtuM ! AhAhA.... kevI che jJAnajyoti ?" "kSapitimira' 'vinAza karyA che jJAnAvaraNa-darzanAvaraNakarma

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kaLaza-199 jeNe,...' AhA..hA...! 'timir'no artha AvaraNa karyo. bhAvaAvaraNa che ne ? A azuddhatAnuM pariNamana (che) e bhAvaAvaraNa che. jJAnajyotie aMdaramAM ekAgra thaIne teno nAza karyo che. AhA..hA...! jJAnajyoti caitanya jhaLahaLa jyoti prabhu birAje che ene paryAyamAM jhaLahaLa jyoti pragaTa karI ane azuddhatAnA AvaraNano teNe nAza karyo che. AhA..hA...! vaLI kevI che ?" jJAnajyoti ! jJAnajyota ! AhA..hA...! jema agninI jvALA udhaI Adine bALIne rAkha kare... AhA..hA...! ema caitanyajyoti ajJAna ane rAga-dveSano nAza kare evI enAmAM tAkAta che. A..hA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? jJAnajyoti kIdhI che ne ? "svayaM jyoti sukhadhAma' 'zrImamAM Ave che ne ? svayaM jyoti ! eno koI IzvaraphIzva2 kartA nathI. AhA..hA...! e to svayaM jyoti caitanya che. evI svayaM jyoti caitanya kevI che ? 393 'sarva upadravothI rahita che.' 'sAdhu' 'sAdhu' ema zabda vAparyo che. 'sAdhu'no artha bhalo thAya che, bhalo ! kevI che jJAnajyoti ? bhalI che. eTale ? pratikULa upadravathI rahita che. AhA..hA...! jyAM caitanyajyoti pragaTa thaI, kevaLajJAna ane AnaMda... AhA..hA...! zaktirUpe hatuM e vyaktarUpe thayuM e jyoti upadravathI rahita jyoti che. ene have koI upadrava rahyo nathI. AhA..hA...! 'sarva upadravothI rahita che.' A..hA..hA...! evI jJAnajyoti prabhu ! jema lIMDIpI52 cosaTha pahorI tIkhAza bharI che to pragaTa thAya che. have cosaTha pahorI pragaTa thaI enI have tresaTha pahocI thAya evuM che nahi. AhA..hA...! lIMDIpIpara A choTIpIpara ! cosaTha pahorI eTale rUpiye rUpiyo - soLa AnA cosaTha paisA. aMdara tIkhAza bharI che. hindI bhASAmAM ene ca252AI kahe che. pUrNa cara5AI paDI che e ghasIne bahAra Ave e cosaTha pahorI have tresaTha pahorI na thAya. AhA..hA...! ema bhagavAnaAtmA cosaTha eTale rUpiye rUpiyo je jJAna, AnaMdathI paripUrNa aMdara bharyo che enA zuddha pariNamanathI azuddhatA gaI ane zuddha pariNamana thayuM ene have koI upadrava che nahi. AhA..hA...! AvI vAtuM jhINI paDe, zuM thAya ? mArga bApu ! Avo che. Ako lAge, prabhu ! vastu to AvI che. AvuM kare chUTako che, bApu ! AhA..hA...! bahAramAM phAMphAM mArIne marI jaze to hAtha nahi Ave. ...hA...! A vrata karyAM ne tapasyAo karI ne apavAsa karyAM ne pUjAo karI ne lAkhokaroDo rUpiyA dAnamAM kharcA mATe kAMIka dharma thaze (ema nathI). bApu ! dharma to judI cIja che. A..hA..hA...! vItarAga sarvajJa paramezvare to vItarAgabhAvamAM dharma batAvyo che. A..hA..hA...! pote vItarAga thayA, vItarAga jina svarUpa hatuM (emAMthI thayA). zuM kahyuM I ? AtmAnuM vItarAga jina svarUpa hatuM e paryAyamAM jina svarUpa vItarAga thayA eNe upadezamAM vItarAgabhAva pragaTa karIne vItarAgatA karavI eno upadeza Apyo. eTale prathama samyagdarzana --

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394 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 paNa vItarAgI paryAya che. jina svarUpa trikALI che eno anubhava thaIne pratIti - samyagdarzana karavuM e paNa vItarAgI paryAya che. vastu jina svarUpa, eno mArga jina svarUpa, enuM phaLa pUrNa jina svarUpa. A..hA...hA..! AvuM che. vaLI kevI che ?" "UInAM rAtriInA 3yaM tAra" joyuM ? bhASA evI AvI. 'karmabaMdhanA kAraNa evA je rAga-dveSa...." joyuM ? puNya ane pApanA bhAva, rAga-dveSa bhAva.. AhA...hA..! "moharUpa azuddha pariNAma..." AhA...hA...! che ? temanA pragaTapaNAne mULathI ja ukhADatI thakI,..." A...hA...hA...! joyuM ? mULathI kIdhuM, joyuM ? tAraya) che ne ? vidAre che, vidArI nAkhe che. zuddha pariNati dvArA azuddha pariNati vidArAya - nAza thaI jAya che. AhA...hA...! jema karavata vaDe lAkaDAnA be kaTakA thaI jAya che ema rAga ane bhagavAna AtmAnA bhedajJAna dvArA be judA paDI jAya che. AhA...hA...! "mULathI ja ukhADatI thakI. kevI rIte ukhADe che?" "" bhASA vAparI che ! nirdayapaNe ! nirdayapaNe ! AhA...hA...! nirdayapaNe vicAre che. jarI paNa dayA rAkhato nathI ke A rAgano anAdi saMbaMdha che to kema toDuM ? AhA..hA..! paramAtmaprakAzamAM kahyuM che. rAga e anAdino baMdhava hato ne ? baMdhuno mAranAra tuM cho. saMbaMdha anAdino (che). rAga. rAga. rAga.... rAga... rAga... rAga... rAga... e to bhAIbaMdha hato, baMdhu hato. dharmI e baMdhune chedI nAkhe che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? nirdayapaNAnI mAphaka." A..hA...! nirdayapaNe karIne eTale jarI paNa aMza na rahe. cIrI nAkhe ! AhAhA..! nAnAmAM nAno rAgano aMza che ane prabhu bhinna che, ema bene bhinna pADI nAkhe che. bhedajJAnajyoti te bene judA pADI nAkhe che. AhA...! eka kora prabhu caitanya ane eka kora rAgano aMza. aMdara bhedajJAnajyoti e bene judA pADI nAkhe che. AhA...hA..! konI peThe? karavatanI peThe. e vizeSa leze. (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !) mAgazara vada 6, ravivAra tA. 01-01-1978. kaLaza-179, 180 pravacana-191 "kaLazaTIkA 179 (kaLazano) chello thoDo adhikAra che. 'Arya varce adhunA sa: iva pramuI' che chelluM ? (uparathI) trIjI lITI. zuM kahe che ? - rAgAdi azuddha pariNAmo hotAM...." AtmAmAM rAga, dveSa ane mithyAtva thatAM navA karma kSaNe kSaNe Ave che. ene rokavA mATe... che ne ? dhArApravAharUpa thanArA pudgalakarmanA

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kaLaza-179 395 baMdhane..." (sa: ) je kALe rAgAdi maTyA te ja kALe maTADIne." zuM kIdhuM ? AtmA jJAnAnaMda zuddha caitanya svarUpano Azraya laIne je kALe rAgAdi maTe te kALe karma paNa maTI jAya che. je samaye AtmA pUrNa AnaMda ane pUrNa jJAna, zuddha caitanya nitya dhruva ! e dhruvano Azraya karatAM prathama samyagdarzana thAya che tyAre mithyAtva (bhAva) TaLe che, tyAre mithyAtva karma paNa TaLe che. vizeSa zuddha caitanya jJAyaka dhruvano vizeSa Azraya letAM cAritra thAya che, AnaMdanI dazA vadhe che tema te rAganI - duHkhanI dazA ghaTe che, tema karmanuM AvavuM paNa aTakI jAya che. samajANuM kAMI ? je kALe rAgAdi maTyA te ja kALe maTADIne." A..hA...hA...! caitanya bhagavAna jinasvarUpa che. AtmAnuM svarUpa jina svarUpa che, eno Azraya letAM vItarAgatA jeTale aMze pragaTe teTale aMze aMdara rAganI azuddhatAno nAza thAya che. A..hA..! chelluM che ne ? chello kaLaza (che). ane pUrNa Azraya letAM vItarAgatA pUrNa thatAM pUrNa rAga, dveSano nAza thAya che eTale navA karmanuM paNa AvavuM thatuM nathI. kevo che baMdha ? jJAnAvaraNa, darzanAvaraNa ItyAdi asaMkhyAta lokamAtra che." ATha karma che ne ? e asaMkhyAta lokamAtra karmanA rajakaNonI, skaMdhanI sthiti che). e karma aTakI jAya che ema kahevuM che. bhagavAna AnaMdasvarUpa AtmA ! enuM avalaMbana laIne je AnaMda pragaTe te ja kALe tenA viruddhanA rAgano nAza thAya che ane te ja kALe karmanA nimittano paNa abhAva thAya che. kevo che baMdha? jJAnAvaraNa, darzanAvaraNa ItyAdi asaMkhyAta lokamAtra che. koI vitarka karaze...... chello sAra kahe che. ke AvuM to dravyarUpa vidyamAna ja hatuM." zuM kahe che ? vastu to AvI rIte vidyamAna ja hatI. mukta thAya, mukta thAya ema tame kaho cho paNa vastu to muktasvarUpa ja hatI. zuM kahyuM? ziSyano A prazna che ke, A AtmA che e to dravya vastu pragaTa, trikALa pragaTa ja che, zuddha ja che. emAM pragaTaze ema je Ape kahyuM e zuM? vastu to aMdara pragaTa che. caitanya AnaMda, jJAnAdi guNano piMDa to pragaTa che. che ? "AvuM to dravyarUpa vidyamAna ja hatuM. emAM tame kIdhuM ke, pragaTyuM - I zuM kaho cho ? che to e cIja anAdi nityAnaMda prabhu che. saccidAnaMda prabhu ! jivasvarUpI dravya to trikALa che. emAM tame kahyuM ke, pragaTyuM A, I zuM pragaTyuM ? pragaTa to che. samAdhAna Ama che ke dravyarUpa to joke vidyamAna ja hatuM..." vasturUpe to bhagavAna vItarAga ane paramAnaMda svabhAvarUpa hatI, cIja to hatI ja. che ? "topaNa pragaTarUpa, baMdhane dUra karatAM thayuM." A..hA...! zaktirUpe svabhAvarUpe to pragaTa dravya zuddha caitanyaghana che paNa teno anubhava karatAM ema kahe che. che ne ? 'topaNa pragaTarUpa, baMdhane dUra karatAM...." rAgAdinA

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396 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 baMdhano nAza karatAM paryAyamAM pragaTapaNe dravyano svabhAva pUrNa pragaTa thAya che. zuM kIdhuM samajANuM? baMdhano chello saravALo karyo ke, vastu to aMdara hatI, cihvana, AnaMdakaMda, jinasvarUpI pUrNAnaMda svarUpa ja che e to, pragaTa ja che, sat tarIke to che. zuM pragaTyuM? to kahe che ke, baMdhano nAza thavAthI paryAyamAM jevo dravya svabhAva hato evo pragaTyo. samajANuM kAMI AmAM ? bahu TUMkI bhASA ! vastu to jinasvarUpI vItarAga svarUpa ja AtmA trikALa che. tyAre have pragaTya zuM? ke, rAgAdinA saMbaMdhanA baMdhane chedI ane jevuM enuM dravya svarUpa che evuM paryAyamAM pragaTa thayuM. baMdha dUra karIne abaMdha pariNAma pragaTa thayA. abaMdha svarUpa to hatuM. samajANuM kAMI? AhA..hA..! bhagavAnaAtmA ! dravya svarUpa to trikALa abaMdha ja che paNa je paryAyamAM rAga ane dveSa vikArano saMbaMdharUpI baMdha (hato) ene dUra karIne, jevuM dravya zuddha che evuM paryAyamAM anaMta AnaMda, anaMta jJAna, anaMta zAMti, anaMtI IzvaratA pragaTa thatAM karma dUra thayAM to A paryAyamAM pragaTa thayuM. samajANuM kAMI AmAM? AhAhA...! AtmA zaktirUpe to pote paramAtmA che ja. zaktirUpa eno svabhAva to paramAtmarUpa ja che. anaMta catuSTaya - anaMta jJAna, anaMta darzana, anaMta AnaMda, anaMta vIrya Adi pUrNa zaktino bhaMDAra to dravya svabhAva che ja. tyAre pragaTya zuM ? dravya svabhAva to che paNa paryAyamAM e dravyano Azraya karIne pUrNa AnaMda Adi pragaTa thayA tyAre baMdha dUra thayo. baMdha dUra thayo tyAre pUrNa AnaMda pragaTa thayo. pUrNa AnaMda hato, zaktirUpe AnaMda hato e baMdhane dUra karIne vyaktarUpe paramAnaMda pragaTa thayo. samajANuM kAMI AmAM? AvI vyAkhyA che. bahu TUMkuM karI nAkhyuM. aMdara bhagavAna AtmA jinasvarUpI ja prabhu to anAdi che. dravya svabhAva to jinasvarUpI vItarAgamUrti anaMta AnaMda, anaMta jJAna, anaMta darzana, anaMta vIryano piMDa prabhu dravya svarUpa to anAdi che, paNa paryAyamAM je karmanA nimittano saMbaMdha hato e paryAyane dravya tarapha DhALIne dravyamAM je pUrNAnaMda dazA pragaTa thaI e baMdha TaLatAM abaMdha pariNAma thayA e pragaTa thayuM. samajANuM kAMI ? Avo upadeza lyo have ! ekendriyA, beindriyA, traNaindriyA karatA hoya. micchAmi dukkaDam (ka) emAM A kyAM samaje ? ahIM to bahu ja TUMkuM karIne ekadama.... vastu mukta svarUpa to che, pragaTa che, vyakta che. asti che, mojUda cIja to paDI che. have tyAre tame kIdhuM emAM pragaTya zuM ? bhAI ! mojUda to che paNa paryAyamAM rAga ne dveSa ne ajJAna hatA e paryAyamAM rAga, dveSa ane ajJAna hatA. e rAga, dveSa ane ajJAnane TALI paryAyamAM vItarAga ane kevaLajJAna pragaTa thayuM che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! bhAva AvyuM nahotuM ? bhAvanikSepa ! bhAvanikSepa Avyo hato ne ? dravya, kSetra, kALa,

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kaLaza-179 397 bhAva. e vastu to vastu tarIke che, e vastu bhAvamAM ullasI. paryAyamAM ullasI. AhA..hA...! je zaktirUpa ane svabhAvarUpa to che, dravya svarUpe to che paNa teno Azraya karIne paryAya tarIke Akho bhAva ullasI pragaTa thayo. enuM nAma mokSa ane mokSano mArga. AhA...hA...! jeTale prakAre bahAra ullasIne bhAva Avyo eTalA prakAre rAganA baMdhanA saMbaMdhano abhAva karyo ane abaMdha pariNAmane pragaTa karyA. AhA...hA...! AvI vAta che. chellI e vAta karI, joyuM ne ? (mathunA) (eTale) have, ema. che to che paNa e to zaktirUpa che, svabhAvarUpa che, vasturUpa che, paNa che ane paryAyamAM zI rIte lAvavo ? AhA..hA..! vastu tarIke pragaTa che. ene paryAya tarIke pragaTa zI rIte lAvavo ? vastu tarIke che eno jeTalo Azraya lIdho teTalo paryAyamAM ullasIne bhAva pragaTa thayo ane teTalA pramANamAM rAgano saMbaMdha ane baMdha tUTI gayo. pUrNa Azraya jyAM karyo to pUrNa vastu che teno) pUrNa Azraya karyo to pUrNa paryAya pragaTa thaI ane baMdhano abhAva thayo. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI AmAM ? bahu (punA) dhaMdhu' eTale have, ema. topaNa "dhuno artha karyo topaNa. vastu to vastu che, bhagavAna anAdi jJAyakabhAva paNa tenuM avalaMbana laIne paryAyamAM e vastuno jevo svabhAva hato evo paryAyamAM pUrNa pragaTa thayo. e vakhate pUrNa rAgAdino saMbaMdha chUTI gayo. baMdhano abhAva ane abaMdhanA pariNAmanI pUrNatA. abaMdha svabhAva, abaMdha svabhAvane Azraye abaMdha pariNAmanuM pragaTavuM ane tene karmanA saMbaMdhanA baMdhano abhAva thavo eka samaye che. mumukSu :- Akho dariyo uchaLyo ! uttara :- Akho dariyo uchaLyo !! prazna :- AkhuM dravya paryAyamAM AvI gayuM ? samAdhAna :- dravyanI zakti che e paryAyamAM AvI, pragaTa thaI. aMdara pUrNa jJAna che to pUrNa jJAna paryAyamAM pragaTa thayuM. anaMta AnaMda che to paryAyamAM anaMta pragaTa thayo. tyAM to pAchuM che ema che. tyAM aMdara to che ema che. anaMta AnaMda pragaTa thayo chatAM e vastu to anaMta AnaMda svarUpa che I che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? AvI vAtuM che. jevuM dravyanuM zaktirUpa, svabhAvarUpa sat che, dravya sat che enuM jeTaluM pUrNa sattva che eno pUrNa Azraya letAM paryAyamAM sannA sattvanI pUrNa dazA pragaTa thAya che ane e pragaTa thatAM baMdhano abhAva thAya che. kaho, samajAya che kAMI ? AhA...hA...! keTalo puruSArtha che ! ema kahe che. zaktimAMthI vyaktatA pragaTa karavI (e puruSArtha mAge che). zakti - sAmarthya che kharuM, paNa ene paryAyamAM pragaTa karavI (emAM) anaMto puruSArtha che. AhAhA...! jyAM pUrNa che tyAM paryAyane vALI ane paryAyamAM pUrNa dazA pragaTa karavI te vakhate pUrNa baMdhano

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398 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 abhAva che. A baMdhano adhikAra ahIM pUro karyo. AhA...hA...! samajAya che kAMI ? bIjI rIte kahIe to AtmAmAM anaMta jJAna, anaMta AnaMda pragaTa thAya che e koI bahArathI AvatuM nathI. AhA...hA...! mokSa dazA je pragaTa thAya che e dazA kAMI bahArathI AvatI nathI. e mokSa svarUpa ja che. trikALa mokSa svarUpa che, abaMdha svarUpa che, mokSa svarUpa che. ene paryAyamAM je rAganA baMdhano saMbaMdha hato e trikALI abaMdha svabhAva - mukta svabhAvano Azraya laI - avalaMbana laIne paryAyamAM e mukta dazA pragaTa thaI tyAre baMdha dazAno abhAva thayo. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? upayoga sUkSma thaIne aMdara ekAgra thAya eTale zaktimAMthI vyaktatA pragaTa thAya. sthULa upayoga tyAM kAma kare ja nahi. sthULa upayoga to rAgamAM joDAya che. sUkSma upayoga thaI jyAM pUrNa svarUpa che tyAM jaI ane zaktimAMthI vyaktatA pUrNa thAya tene mukta kahevAya che, tene baMdhano sarvathA abhAva kahevAya che. AhA..hA..! AvI vAtuM che. e adhikAra tyAM pUro karyo. baMdhano abhAva (thayo) ane muktinI paryAya pragaTa thaI). mukta svarUpa che evI mukta paryAya pragaTa thaI. ema karIne adhikAra pUro karyo. AhAhA..! "mokSa adhikAra' ! kaLaza-180. (zirI) dvidhAkRtya prajJAkacadalanAdvandhapuruSau nayanmokSaM saakssaatpurussmuplmbhaikniytm| idAnImunmajjatsahajaparamAnandasarasaM paraM pUrNa jJAnaM kRtasakalakRtyaM vijayate / / 1-180 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha - 'rUAna pUI jJAne vinayane" (rUAnI) ahIMthI zarU karIne (pUU jJAnaM, zuddha jJAna arthAt samasta AvaraNano vinAza thatAM thAya che je zuddha vastuno prakAza te vinaya) AgAmI anaMta kALa paryata te ja rUpe rahe che, anyathA thato nathI. kevuM che zuddha jJAna? "tasavavRtya" (ta) karyo che (va yaM karavAyogya samasta

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kaLaza-179 399 karmano vinAza jeNe, evuM che. vaLI kevuM che ? "unmamhanaparamAnandasarasa' (3"nna) anAdi kALathI gayuM hatuM te pragaTa thayuM che evuM je (sahanaparamAnandu) dravyanA svabhAvarUpe pariNamatuM anAkulatvalakSaNa atIndriya sukha, tenAthI (sarasaM) saMyukta che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke mokSanuM phaLa atIndriya sukha che. zuM karatuM thakuM jJAna pragaTa thAya che ? "puSam sAkSAt mokSa naya' (purUSa) jIvadravyane sAkSAt mokSa) sakaLa karmano vinAza thatAM zuddhatvaavasthAnA pragaTapaNArUpa (nava) pariNamAvatuM thakuM. bhAvArtha Ama che ke ahIMthI AraMbha karIne sakaLakarmakSayalakSaNa mokSanA svarUpanuM nirUpaNa karavAmAM Ave che. vaLI kevuM che ? "para" utkRSTa che. vaLI kevuM che ? "upAmaiRniyata' eka nizcayasvabhAvane prApta che. zuM karato thako AtmA mukta thAya che ? "vanyapurUSa didhAtya' (va) dravyakarma-bhAvakarma-nokarmarUpa upAdhi ane puruSa zuddha jIvadravya temanI, ditya) "sarva baMdha haya, zuddha jIva upAdeya' evA bhedajJAnarUpa pratIti upajAvIne. AvI pratIti je rIte Upaje che te kahe che - prajJA nAt" (prajJA) zuddhajJAnamAtra jIvadravya, azuddha rAgAdi upAdhi baMdha - evI bhedajJAnarUpI buddhi, evuM je ( ra) karavata, tenA dvArA vartanA) niraMtara anubhavano abhyAsa karavAthI. bhAvArtha Ama che ke jema karavatane vAraMvAra calAvatAM pugalavastu kASTha ItyAdinA be khaMDa thaI jAya che, tema bhedajJAna vaDe jIva-pudgalane vAraMvAra bhinna bhinna anubhavatAM bhinna bhinna thaI jAya che, tethI bhedajJAna upAdeya che. 1-180. dvidhAkRtya prajJAkacadalanAdvandhapuruSau nayanmokSaM sAkSAtpuruSamupalambhaikaniyatam / idAnImunmajjatsahajaparamAnandasarasaM paraM pUrNa jJAnaM kRtasakalakRtyaM vijayate / / 1-180 / / sa" AvuM joyuM ? (eka mumukSa) kahetA, "sarasa zabda to hindImAM paNa Ave che. sarasa sarasa AhA...hA...! sa-rasa = rasasahita. sa-ra-sa, sarasa... sarasa eTale rasa sahita. enuM nAma sarasa. AhA...hA...! atIndriya AnaMdano sarasa - rasa (sahita). samajANuM? zabdArtha : "phavAnI pU jJAna vinayane" (rUdrAnI) "ahIMthI zarU karIne.' (arthAta) mokSa zarU thAya che. mokSaparyAya anAdinI nathI. mokSa zaktirUpa dravya anAdinuM che paNa mokSanI paryAya anAdinI nathI. I to "phAna (arthAtu) navI zarU thAya che. AhAhA...! che ?

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40) kalazAmRta bhAga-5 (rUAnI'ahIMthI zarU karIne." (pUrNa jJAna) "zuddha jJAna" pUrNa jJAna (eTale) kevaLajJAna. AhAhA..! "samasta AvaraNano vinAza thatAM..." zuddha jJAna thAya che." AhA...hA..! mokSa adhikAra che ne? pahelAM pUrNa zuddha svarUpa dhruva (che) enuM jaghanya avalaMbana - Azraya letAM samyagdarzana thAya che, mithyAtvano nAza thAya che pachI trikALI AnaMdano vadhAre Azraya letAM cAritra thAya che. tyAre te acAritranA pariNAma ane acAritra karma nAza thAya che. ugra Azraya letAM zukladhyAna thAya che ane je asthiratA hatI teno nAza thAya che. pUrNa ugra Azraya letAM kevaLajJAna thAya che. apUrNatA ane AvaraNano nAza thAya che. samajANuM kAMI ? A nizALa bIjI jAtanI che. AhA...hA...! eka to saMsAranA kAma ADe navarAza na maLe. Akho di pApa, pApa ne pApa. emAM hajI puNyanA paNa ThekANA na maLe ane A dharma samajavA mATe to ghaNo puruSArtha joIze. samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhA...! e pUrNa zaktivaMta zuM che ? e vAta aMdaramAM hajI jJAnamAM AvavI e paNa kaThaNa che. AhAhA...! bhagavAna pUrNa jJAna pUrNa, AnaMda evI anaMta zaktio te badhI zaktio pUrNa che ane anaMta zaktinuM pUrNa ekarUpa te dravya che. AhA..hA....! eTale guNa anaMta kahyA ane enuM ekarUpa dravya kahyuM. have, e anaMta guNanI anaMtatAnuM ekarUpa evA dravyano Azraya karatAM.... AhA..hA...! Azraya paryAya kare che. Azraya eTale ? paryAyano te tarapha jhukAva thAya che. AhA...hA...! trikALI jJAyakabhAva anaMta AnaMda prabhu paDyo che. paramAtmasvarUpa ja I che. vastu paramAtma - bhagavat svarUpa che. e bhagavat svarUpano Azraya laIne je paryAyamAM nirmaLatA pragaTa thAya, pUrNa nirmaLa (paryAya) pragaTa thAya tene mukti kahe che. alpa nirmaLa thAya tene samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritra kahe che. AhA..hA....! zabdo to ghaNA sahelA paNa enA bhAva, bApu ! bahu moMghA che ! AhA..hA....! kahe che ke, zuddha jJAna (samasta) AvaraNano abhAva thatAM te "zuddha vastuno prakAza te AgAmI anaMta kALa paryata te ja rUpe rahe che...." "vinaya che ne ? 'vinaya AhAhA....! jeNe A AtmA AnaMdasvarUpa prabhu! eno pUrNa (avalaMbana) laIne je kevaLajJAna, AnaMda Avyo eno have vijaya thayo. e vijaya have anaMta kALa rahevAno. AhA..hA..! 'vinaya bhASA joI ? "AgAmI anaMta kALa paryata te ja rUpe rahe che, anyathA thato nathI." enuM nAma "vinayate" AhAhA.! jema AtmA pUrNa AnaMda ane pUrNa zaktinuM pUrNa rUpa che), eno anubhava thatAM samyagdarzana thAya e paDatuM nathI. ahIM to tyAMthI levuM che. pachI svarUpamAM sthiratA thatAM cAritra thAya. e cAritranI maryAdA che. jene hajI bhava karavo che ene maraNa sudhI cAritra raheze. pachI cAritra nahi rahe pachI svargamAM jaze. paNa e trIjA bhavamAM cAritra pragaTa karaze ja. evI zailIvALuM cAritra ene Avaze. AhAhA.! kahyuM I ?

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kaLaza-180 401 bhagavAna AtmA ahIM to have mokSamAMthI pAcho phare nahi ema levuM che ne ? pUrNa ! vijaya thaI gayo. AhAhA...! ahIMyAM to samyagdarzana thatAM paNa darzanano vijaya thayo. pUrNAnaMdanA nAthane anubhavamAM letA... A..hA..hA..! vijaya thayo. e vijaya AgAmI anaMta kALa rahevAno. AhA..hA..! ahIMyAM zailI evI che ! digaMbara saMtonI zailI! AvyuM e AvyuM, paDe nahi. paDe evuM jJAna karAvavA samajAvyuM che paNa vastusthiti to A che. jema kevaLajJAna AvyuM paDe nahi - jAya nahi, vijaya thaI gayo ema samyagdarzanajJAna-cAritra paNa paryAyamAM AvyA eno paNa vijaya thayo. bhale cAritra pUrNa na thAya eTale) eka bhava karavo paDe, cAritra na rahe paNa cAritra pragaTa thaze evI dhArAvAhIthI ja tyAM jAya che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA...! eTale AtmA AnaMdasvarUpano anubhava thaIne pratIti karI emAM vedana ema AvyuM ke, AmAM jeTalo TharIza eTalA karma nAza thaze. Ave che ne ? ('samayasAranI) 17-18 gAthA. e to aMdara samyagdarzana thatAM ja A to bhAva Ave che ke, AmAM huM jeTalo TharIza eTalA karmano abhAva thaze. paNa abhAva thaze e darzana pUrato je abhAva (thayo) che e abhAva to kAyama rahevAno ane cAritra purato je abhAva (thayo) che e hajI jIvana paryata raheze. paNa chatAM evI dhArAthI tyAM svargamAM jaze. jema (musApharane) mArga kapANo nahi ane dharmazALAmAM thoDIvAra rokAya che. pacIsa gAu cAlavuM hoya ane soLa gAu cAlyA (tyAM) rAta paDI gaI (to) dharmazALAmAM paDyA rahe (ane) savAramAM uThIne I cAlavAnA ja che. AhA...hA...! ema AtmAnA pUrNAnaMda dravyano apratihata bhAva samyagdarzana pragaTyuM enI sAthe cAritra pragaTyuM e bhale bhava sudhI rahyuM paNa svargamAM jaze pachI ene cAritra Avaze, Avaze ane Avaze, AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? na Ave eno ahIM prazna nathI. AhA..hA..! ahIM to kahe che, vijaya thayo. A..hA.hA...! bhagavAna AtmA ! bhAI ! paNa anubhava vinA pratIti thAya nahi. caitanyacamatkAra paryAyamAM je paryAya AnaMdathI khAlI hatI. A.hA..hA..! e AnaMdathI bharI paDI paryAya AvI. "vinayatemAMthI A nIkaLe che. ahIM to kevaLajJAnano vijaya thaI gayo ema kahe che). pUrNajJAna thayuM I. AhAhA.! paNa e bhagavAna dravya svabhAva che, koI di e dravyano abhAva thato nathI to dravyanI dRSTi thaI teno paNa have abhAva thato nathI ema kahe che ane e dravyanI zakti ... AhA...hA......! ukelatA ukelatA... pragaTa thatAM thatAM jyAM kevaLajJAna pragaTyuM tyAM pUrNa ukela thaI gayo. AhA..hA...! eno to vijaya thayo e) kevaLajJAna have sAdi anaMta (kALa) rahevAnuM. joke kSAyika samakita pragaTyuM tyArathI sAdi anaMta (kALa) raheze. barAbara che ? kSAyika samakita ! paNa ahIMyAM to kSayopazama samakitamAM paNa AcArya jora Ape che ! AhAhA...! AtmAnA astitvano anubhava - jeTaluM jevaDuM enuM astitva che teTaluM tevaDuM ja zraddhA,

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402 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 jJAnanA anubhavamAM AvyuM, e vastu bhale paryAyamAM) na Ave. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA...! paNa enI zraddhA, jJAna ane sthiratAnA aMzamAM eno khyAla AvI gayo. anaMta guNamAM sthira che ne ? AhA..hA...! e sthiratAnuM paNa keTaluM baLa che !! jema dRSTi anaMta guNane svIkAranArI ema jJAna anaMta guNane svIkAranAruM, ema sthiratA anaMta guNamAM, anaMta... anaMta.. amApa guNamAM ramaNa karanArI dazA... AhA..hA...! ane enAthI thatuM kevaLajJAna vijyI (che), apratihata che. emAMthI pAcho paDe ane saMsArano avatAra dhAraNa kare evuM hotuM nathI. AhA..hA...! o...ho..ho...! pAMcamA ArAnA sAdhu ! paNa enuM jora eTaluM che ! kevaLajJAna nathI topaNa kahe che ke kevaLajJAna thayuM eTale vinayate" atyAre kyAM che ? paNa thavAnuM ja che. 'zrImad'mAM Ave che ne ? zraddhAe kevaLajJAna thayuM che. Ave che ? 28muM varSa ! zraddhAe kevaLajJAna thayuM che. A..hA..hA...! che ? AgAmI anaMta kALa paryaMta te ja rUpe rahe che, anyathA thato nathI.' AhA..hA...! patra che, patra. cha bolano patra che ne ? cihna karyAM che). zuM kIdhuM ? juo ! 'zraddhApaNe kevaLajJAna thayuM che.' samakita thayuM tyAM zraddhApaNe kevaLajJAna thayuM che. AhA..hA...! je pratItimAM kevaLajJAna nahotuM e pratItimAM AvyuM ke A to kevaLajJAnanI mUrti prabhu (che) to kevaLajJAna thaze ja. ema zraddhApaNe kevaLajJAna thayuM che. AhA..hA...! che ? 'vicAradazAe kevaLajJAna thayuM che.' vicAradAe kevaLajJAna thayuM che. AhA...hA...! icchAdazAe kevaLajJAna thayuM che.' icchA paNa have kevaLajJAnanI ja che. AhA..hA...! mukhyanayanA hetuthI kevaLajJAna varte che.' nizcayanayathI to kevaLajJAna aMdara che. I to kevaLajJAna varte ja che. AhA..hA...! kevaLajJAna sarva avyAbAdha sukhanuM pragaTa karanAra jenA yoge sahajamAtramAM jIva pAmavAyogya thayo te satpuruSanA u5kA2ne sarvotkRSTa bhaktie namaskAra ho, namaskAra ho.' AhA...hA...! 28muM (varSa) che ne ? pUrNAnaMdanA nAthanI zraddhA vakhate, kevaLajJAna - pUrNa jJAna astipaNe hatuM paNa pratItimAM AvyuM tyAre kevaLajJAna thayuM che. alpajJAnamAM alpajJAnanI pratIti hatI. e alpajJAna sarva jJAnanI pratIti thaI. A..hA..hA...! alpa jJAnamAM sarvajJanI pratIti thaI to zraddhAe kevaLajJAna thayuM che. icchAe kevaLajJAna che ane vicAradazAe kevaLajJAna varte che. AhA...hA...! mukhyanayanA hetue kevaLajJAna trikALa paDyuM ja che. AhA..hA...! paNa pratItamAM AvyuM ene. kevaLajJAna trikALa varte che I kone ? pratItimAM AvyuM ene. pelAne che" evI pratIti nathI AvI to varte che kyAMthI (AvyuM) ? AhA..hA...! ahIM kahe che, "kevuM che zuddha jJAna ?" "tasanatyaM' 'karyo che ka2vAyogya samasta karmano vinAza...' sakaLa kRtakRtya badhuM kArya thaI gayuM. jyAM bhagavAnaAtmAnA avalaMbane kevaLajJAna thayuM (tyAM) kRtakRtya thaI gayuM. je kArya karavuM hatuM te pUruM thaI gayuM. AhA..hA...!

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kaLaza-180 403 A kArya karavAnI vAta che, hoM ! A saMsAranA kArya have pUrA thayA, have nathI. tyAM vaLI bIjA jAgaze, vaLI trIjA jAgaze. AhAhA...! pUNI, pUNI sAMdhe che ne ? pUNI ! eka pUrI thAya tyAM bIjI, bIjI pUrI) thAya tyAM trIjI.... (ema) cAlyA ja karaze. eno kyAMya aMta paNa nahi Ave. bhAI ! A saMsAranA kAma to sAMdhyA ja kare che, mALo ! eka pachI eka, eka pachI eka, eka pachI eka sAMdhyA ja kare che. ahIM paNa eka pachI eka guNamAM aMdara paryAya sAMdhyA ja kare che. AhA..hA..! AvuM jhINuM che. enuM mAhAsya e zuM cIja che !! A..hA..hA..! akSaranA anaMtamAM bhAgamAM rahyo e AtmA chatAM enI zakti to kevaLajJAna ane kevaLa AnaMda pragaTe eTalI zakti che. bhAva, eno bhAva jAdugara bhAva che ! aMgulanA asaMkhya bhAgamAM ahIM nigodanA anaMta jIva che. eka eka jIvamAM pUrNa kevaLajJAna, anaMta AnaMda pUrNa... pUrNa. pUrNa... pUrNa svabhAva bharyo che. e svabhAvano koI camatkAra che !! A...hA...hA...! duniyAmAM camatkAranI vAtuM kare, gappagapanA camatkAra che. AhAhA...! pelo Ama rAkhI kADhI batAve che, nahi ? sAMIbAbA ! rAkha batAve che, hAthamAMthI Ama kare ne, emAM dhULamAM zuM hatuM have ? vyaMtaranA devo moTA gAma racI nAkhe. abhavi hoya, ethI zuM thayuM ? AhA...hA...! A camatkAra prabhu aMdara anaMta AnaMda, anaMta apariNIta jJAna, AnaMda zAMtino svabhAvano sAgara ! e caitanyanI pratItino camatkAra pragaTa karavo. AhA..hA..! jenA camatkAramAM pUrNAnaMdano nAtha jene pratItimAM besI gayo. AhA..hA...! ene pachI janma-maraNa hoya nahi. samajANuM kAMI ? ahIM to kevaLajJAnane "vinaya?' kIdhuM paNa ahIM to samyagdarzanamAM 'vinaya' kahevuM che. AhA...hA...! karavAyogya samasta karmano vinAza jeNe kRtakRtya thaI gayuM. "evuM che. vaLI kevuM che ?" "3nengahanaparamAnandasarasa' AhAhA.! (3nmam) "anAdi kALathI gayuM hatuM te pragaTa thayuM che..." pelI nadI che ne ? vidayAcala parvatamAM vacamAM unmagna, nimagna (evI) be nadI che. eka nadImAM koI cIja paDe to heThe laI jAya, eka nadImAM evI cIja paDe (to) upara karIne bahAra kADhI nAkhe. pANIno evo svabhAva ! AhAhA...! kaho, samajANuM kAMI ? unmagna, nimagna nAmanI nadIo che. vidaDyAMcala parvatanI aMdara che). cakravartI (traNa khaMDa) sAdhavA jAya che tyAre emAMthI jAya che. eka nadInA pANIno evo svabhAva ke upara taraNuM paNa paDyuM hoya to heThe laI jAya ! ane ekaTamAM) upara loDhuM paDe to loDhuM upara rAkhe. AhAhA..! kudaratanA niyamano koI evo ja svabhAva che. ema ahIM kahe che, "utpanna" "AvyuM ne ? AhA...hA..! "pharnanna' (arthAtu) uchaLyo che - "3nagna' have heThe paDe ja nahi. '3megna' Ama bahAra pragaTa thayuM che. bahAra AvyuM ! AhAhA...taratuM taratuM jJAna, AnaMda paryAyamAM bahAra AvyA.

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404 kalAmRta bhAga-5 AhA..hA..! mokSanI vyAkhyA che ne ? pharnanna" zaktimAM - svabhAvamAM je kevaLajJAna ane kevaLa AnaMda hato e paryAyamAM 3naina' ullasI nIkaLyo ! phATIne bahAra Avyo !! AhA..hA..! have adhomAM nahi jAya. e UrdhvamAM rahevAno. evo Atmadharma pUrNa pragaTyo. '3nmam" AhA..hA....! sahaja paramAnaMda ! kevo che ? dravyanA svabhAvarUpe pariNamatuM anAkulatvalakSaNa atIndriya sukha" AhAhA..! je AnaMda aMtaramAM zaktirUpe hato, atIndriya anAkuLa AnaMda hato) e paryAyamAM ullarI nIkaLyo. '3nmajJa' ullasI nIkaLIne... AhA...hA...! 'dravyanA svabhAvarUpe pariNamatuM anAkulatvalakSaNa atIndriya sukha, tenAthI saMyukta che." "sara e AnaMdanA rasathI sahita che evo bhAva pragaTyo. AhA..hA..! "sarasa sarasa.. sarasa nathI kahetA ? A sarasa che, A vAta sarasa che, A vastu sarasa che. AhA...hA...! ahIM eTalo "sarasaM' che. peluM sarasa.. sarasa.. eTaluM. ahIM "sara che. rasa sahita ! AnaMdanA rasathI bhagavAna pragaTyo. A.hA...hA..! paryAyamAM pUrNa AnaMda sarasapaNe pragaTyo. AhA...hA...! AnuM nAma mukti ane mokSa kahevAya. upara jAya ane mokSa thAya, e to vyavahAranI vAtuM (che). mokSa to ahIM ja thaI gayo, pachI to eka samayamAM Urdhva jAya. mokSa ahIM thaI gayo. "sara "mannatA..hA..hA.! pariNamanamAM atIndriya AnaMdano rasa pragaTI gayo. AhA...hA..! je anAdi kALathI rAganA duHkhanuM pariNamana hatuM eno nAza thaIne atIndriya AnaMdanA sukhanuM pariNamana thayuM. AhA...hA...! A mokSatattva ! samajANuM kAMI ? che paryAya, paNa anaMta AnaMdanA rasavALI paryAya che. AhA..hA....! "sarasaM' "saMyukta che." bhAvArtha Ama che ke mokSanuM phaLa atIndriya sukha che.' lyo ! mokSanuM phaLa zuM paNa? atIndriya AnaMda ! AtmAnA atIndriya AnaMdano svabhAva (che) te paryAyamAM atIndriya AnaMdano lAbha tenuM nAma mokSa. atIndriya AnaMda mukta svarUpa to che. enI paryAyamAM muktapaNe rAganA saMbaMdha vinA atIndriya AnaMdanI prApti thAya) te AtmalAbha, te mukti. A...hA...hA...! eka tattva, have AvuM tattva ! AhA..hA..! enA upAya kevA hoya ? AhAhA..! svabhAvanuM sAdhana (kevuM hoya)? svabhAva, enuM sAdhana e svabhAvanI pUrNa muktinuM kAraNa (che). AhA...hA...! vacce rAgAdinI kaMI vAta ja nahi. trikALa jinasvarUpa, enI pariNatimAM jinasvarUpa - mokSamArga, vItarAgI mokSamArga, enA phaLarUpe vItarAgI sukha pragaTe). AhA..hA..! prazna :- vItarAgI sukha eTale rAgavALuM sukha hoya ? samAdhAna - hA, duniyA rAgamAM (sukha) mAne che ne ? rAgabhAvanuM duHkha che paNa mAne che ne ame sukhI (chIe). sukhI chIe ! paisA-baisA, chokarAo badhAthI sukhI chIe. dhULamAMya

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kaLaza-180 405 sukhI nathI. duHkhI che, du:khI. prazna :- hajAra rUpiyAvALo jhAjho duHkhI ne lAkhavALo sukhI che ? samAdhAna - saMkhyA pramANe duHkhI nahi, enI mamatA pramANe duHkhI (che). cakravartInuM rAja hoya ane mamatA thoDI hoya ane rahevAne (mATe) kUbo hoya ene mamatA ghaNI hoya. saMkhyA upara (sukhI, duHkhI) nathI ke, karoDo rUpiyA) hoya to mamatAvALo (che) evuM kAMI che nahi. AhA...hA...! cha khaMDanA rAja samakitIne cakravartI bharata ne (hatA) paNa Asakti ghaNI alpa (hatI). Asakti che paNa) alpa (che). jemAM anaMtAnubaMdhInI Asakti to TaLI gaI che. AhAhA...anaMta anubaMdha - saMsAranA kAraNanI Asakti to TaLI gaI che. mithyAdRSTine bhale eka paiso paNa na hoya, zarIra eka ja hoya topaNa anaMtAnubaMdhInI eTalI Asakti che (ke) anaMta saMsAranA kAraNanI Asakti paDI che. eTale saMyogI cIja jhAjhI-thoDI (hoya) enA upara enuM - AsaktinuM pramANa nathI. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? Ama "mokSanuM phaLa atIndriya sukha che. zuM karatuM thayuM jJAna pragaTa thAya che ?' puruSam sAkSAt mokSa nayat' AhA...hA...! puruSa eTale jIvadravya. puruSa eTalA A puruSa ema nahi. puruSArthasiddhi upAyamAM vyAkhyA karI che ne ? puruSa eTale potAnA jJAna, AnaMdane seve te puraSa. potAnA jJAna ne AnaMdane seve e puruSa. AhA...hA...! puruSa eTale "jIvadravyane." "sAkSAt mokSa "sakaLa karmano vinAza." sAkSAta kema kahyuM? ke, mokSasvarUpa to che. have sAkSAta mokSa pamADatuM. AhA...hA...! paryAyamAM pUrNa AnaMdano mokSa pamADatuM jJAna pragaTa thayuM. che ? "sakaLa karmano vinAza thatAM zuddhatva-avasthAnA pragaTapaNArUpa..." zuddhatva-avasthAnuM pragaTapaNuM) evo mokSa. "yatna pariNamAvatuM thakuM." AhA..hA....! pUrNa zuddha svarUpa che te ja rIte paryAyamAM pUrNa zuddhapaNAne "naye prApta karAvatuM thakuM. pUrNa zuddhanI paryAyane pariNamAvatuM thayuM. AhA...hA...! Avo bhAva ane AvI badhI bhASA ! "naye che ne ? (eTale ke) pamADatuM, pamADatuM. bhAvArtha Ama che ke ahIMthI AraMbha karIne sALakarmakSayalakSaNa mokSanA svarUpanuM nirUpaNa karavAmAM Ave che. vaLI kevuM che ? utkRSTa che." mokSa dazA te utkRSTa dazA che. bhagavAna AtmA jagatamAM sarvotkRSTa vastu hoya to te AtmA che. paNa eno mokSa paNa sarvotkRSTa che, kahe che. AhA...hA...! AhAhA...! "utkRSTa che.' vaLI kevuM che ?' '35rmeniyatam" "eka nizcayasvabhAvane prApta che." zuM kahe che ? ekarUpa svabhAva je pUrNa che te) eka nizcaya prApta che. vibhAvano aMza nathI, svabhAvanI apUrNatA nathI. vibhAvano aMza nathI ane svabhAvanI apUrNatA nathI. AhA...hA...! "eka nizcaya svabhAvane prApta che." AhA..hA..."zuM karato thako AtmA mukta thAya che?

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406 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 vapuruSo didhAnya' baMdha eTale karma ane puruSa eTale AtmA. che ne ? bhAvakarma, nokarma badhI upAdhi che. puNya ane pApanA bhAva ane zarIra ane puruSa eTale jIvadravya. temanI...." "didhAkRtya "sarva baMdha heya, zuddha jIva upAdeya AhAhA..! sarva baMdha heya (che). rAgAdi sUkSma hoya paNa (te) heya (che) ane zuddha jIva upAdeya (che) ema bene judA pADatA mokSa thAya che, ema kahe che. che ne ? "evA bhedajJAnarUpa pratIti upajAvIne. AhA.hA....! "AvI pratIti je rIte Upaje che. te kahe che." pratIti kema Upaje che ? e vizeSa kaheze.... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !) mAgazara vada 7, maMgaLavAra tA. 03-01-1978. kaLaza-180, 181 pravacana-192 kaLazaTIkA' 180 (kaLaza) cAle che ne ? pAchaLano bhAga che. "sarva baMdha heya, zuddha jIva upAdeya' AvyuM che ? bahu TUMkAmAM kahyuM. rAgAdi badhA heya che. cAhe to vyavahAra ratnatrayano rAga hoya. ene AropathI ratnatraya kahyAM chatAM te heya che - choDavA lAyaka che. kemake e baMdha che ane jIvanuM svarUpa zuddha caitanya (te) upAdeya che. eTale ke zuddha caitanya upara najara karatAM je eno Adara thAya temAM AnaMdanI dazA pragaTa thAya ethI te zuddha AtmA upAdeya che. baMdhadazA e duHkharUpa che. cAhe to zubharAga ho ke azubha ho, ethI heya che. che ? AvyuM ne ? "evA bhedajJAnarUpa pratIti upajAvIne rAga ane AtmA benA bhedajJAnane upajAvIne, benA judApaNAnA bhAvane pragaTa karIne AtmA judo paDI jAya che. have kahe che, kaI rIte? AvI pratIti je rIte Upaje che te kahe che..." "prajJakSiwvartana" prajJAno artha zuddhajJAnamAtra jIvadravya..." prajJAno artha A. che prajJA paryAya, paNa e paryAyamAM AvyuM che zuddha jIvadravya. ethI prajJAno artha zuddha jIvadravya karyo. mumukSu :- prajJA to jIvanI paryAya che. uttara :- prajJA to paryAya che, kIdhuM nahi ? chINI che. paNa e paryAya dvArA zuddha jIvadravya jJAnamAM Ave che mATe ene prajJAne zuddha jIvadravya kIdhuM. AhA...hA..! paMcamabhAva - pAriNAmikabhAva niyamasAramAM Ave che ne ? paMca parAvartanane choDIne paMcamabhAvane paMcamagati mATe paramapuruSo smare che, smaraNa kare che. AhA...hA...! saMsAranA paMcaparAvartana - dravya,

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kaLaza-180 kSetra, kALa, bhava, bhAva e paMca parAvartanane choDavA, paMcamagati evI mokSadazAne pAmavA paramapuruSo dharmAtmA paMcama pAriNAmikabhAvane yAda kare che. AhA..hA...! e paMcamabhAva eTale A prajJA zuddha jJAnamaya jIvadravya. prajJAne ane dravyane abheda gaNIne (kahyuM). zuddha jIvadravya khyAlamAM AvyuM ne tyAre ene zuddha jIva thayo eTale prajJAne zuddha jIvadravya kahyo. zuM kahyuM e ? aMtaranA jJAnanI paryAya dvArA zuddha jIva trikALI paMcama pAriNAmikabhAva khyAlamAM - anubhavamAM Avyo ethI e prajJAne ja zuddha jIvadravya kahevAmAM Ave che. samajANuM kAMI ? athavA je prajJA zuddha che emAM jIvadravyanuM jJAna AvyuM. prajJAmAM - jJAnanI paryAyamAM zuddha jIvanuM jJAna AvyuM ethI prajJAne zuddha jIvadravya kIdhuM. AvI bhASA ! AvuM jhINuM svarUpa che. - 407 prajJA 'zuddhajJAnamAtra jIvadravya,...' eno artha e ke, prajJA je jJAnanI chINI che eTale ke zuddha anubhava, prajJAno artha zuddha anubhava che, e pAchaLa Avaze. pachInI gAthAmAM Avaze ne ? prajJAchINI, nathI AvatuM ? AtmAnA zuddhasvarUpa-anubhavasamarthapaNe pariNamelo jIvano jJAnaguNa,...' tyAM prajJAno artha e karyo. joyuM ? (181) zlokamAM. prajJA eTale ? AhA..hA...! AtmAnA zuddha svarUpa anubhavasamarthapaNe. caitanyanA trikALI zuddha svarUpanA anubhavasamarthapaNe pragaTa che ene prajJA kahIe chIe ema kahe che. e pahelAMmAM nathI, bIjA (zlokamAM) che, AnI kora vacamAM che. prajJA kone kahevI ? ahIM prajJAno artha 'zuddhajJAnamAtra jIvadravya,...' ema kahyuM. tyAM prajJAno artha... che ? tyAM prajJAno artha ema kahyo, prajJAvyetrI" kIdhuM ne ? AtmAnA zuddhasvarUpa-anubhavasamarthapaNe pariNamelo jIvano jJAnaguNa,...' ema. che ne ? A jIvanI chellI vAtuM che ne ? AtmA zuddha caitanyapaNe pariNamelo jIvane ahIMyAM prajJA kIdhI. zuddha svarUpanA anubhavapaNe thayelA jJAnane prajJA kIdhI. samajANuM ? AhA..hA....! ahIM kahyuM ke, prajJA eTale zuddha jIvadravya svarUpa. bene judA pADavA che ne ? eTale (ema kahyuM). prajJA eTale zuddhajJAnamAtra jIvadravya, azuddha rAgAdi upAdhi baMdha...' joyuM ? zuddha jIvadravyanI vyAkhyA karI. prajJAno artha (e karyo). nahitara che anubhava. zuddha jIvano anubhava te prajJA che. kAraNa ke e prajJAchINI rAga ane jIvadravya bene bhinna pADe che. dvidhA kare che. AhA..hA...! -- ahIMyAM kahe che, 'zuddhajJAnamAtra jIvadravya, azuddha rAgAdi upAdhi baMdha...' azuddhatAmAM to dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti AdinA pariNAma paNa azuddha che. zubha te azuddha che. azubha te azuddha che, paNa zubha te azuddha che. have ene to ahIM judA pADavA che ene ThekANe I azuddha cIjathI AtmA jaNAya ema kyAMthI Ave ? azuddhathI juduM pADavuM che. ene ThekANe (ema kahe ke), azuddhabhAvathI nizcayadharma pamAya. zubhabhAva kAraNa ane dharma kArya. ghaNo

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408 kalAmRta bhAga-5 phera paDI gayo. zuM thAya ? ahIM to ema kahyuM, prajJA eTale zuddhajIvadravya ane baMdha eTale azuddha rAgAdi bhAva. AhAhA.! samajANuM kAMI ? "rAgAdi upAdhi baMdha...." pAchI bhASA ema lIdhI ne ? zuddha jIvadravya nirUpAdhi svabhAva che ane baMdhanA rAgAdi bhAva azuddha upAdhi bhAva che. e baMdha che. AhAhA...! cAhe to bhagavAnanI bhaktino rAga ho ke paMca mahAvratano abhAva ho) paNa che azuddha (bhAva), e baMdhabhAva che. ahIMyAM prajJA eTale zuddha jIvadravya ane azuddha rAgAdi upAdhi - bene bhinna karavAnI vAta che. AhA..hA..! "evI bhedajJAnarUpI buddhi" prajJA zabda che ne eTale buddhi (ema kahyuM). "zuddhajJAnamAtra jIvadravya, azuddha rAgAdi upAdhi baMdha - evI bhedajJAnarUpI buddhi... I prajJAno artha pachI ahIM lIdho. peluM to A vaDe A karavuM. zuddhajJAnamAtra jIva buddhi vaDe rAgAdithI bhinna karavo che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? kAraNa ke prajJAmAM - buddhimAM e jIvadravya jaNAya che ane prajJA vaDe zuddha jIvadravya azuddha rAgAdithI bhinna pADI zake che. AhA...hA...! prajJA (eTale) buddhi. prajJA zuM kAma kare che ? ke, zuddha jIvadravyane pakaDe che ane azuddha rAgAdine bhinna kare che, ema. AhA..hA..! nahitara to prajJAno artha tyAM anubhava paryAya karaze. ahIM ene buddhi kIdhI. paNa kaI buddhi ? je buddhi zuddha jIvadravyane pakaDe che ane azuddha rAgAdithI bhinna paDe che. te buddhine prajJA kahIe ane te prajJAne buddhi kahIe. AhAhA...! lyo, ahIM to ema kahe ke, buddhivALo kone kahevo? A saMsAranA DahApaNavALAne buddhivALo kahevo ? vakIlAta bhaNyA ane buddhivALo kahevo ? DaoNkTara ne ela.ela.bI. ne ema.e.nuM bhaNyA ane buddhivALo (kahevo) ? AhAhA...! prazna :- vItarAga ane buddhivALo kahe ? samAdhAna :- nA, nA. ene buddhivALo na kahe. Ane kahe. AhA..hA...! buddhi ane kahIe prajJAne. prajJA ene kahIe buddhine. e buddhi kare zuM ? zuddha jIvadravya ane azuddha rAgAdi upAdhi - bene bhinna pADe. AhAhA...! ene buddhijIvI kahIe. e buddhithI jIve che. AhAhA...! A badhA aMgrejInA bhaNatarane bicArA keTalA vIsa-vIsa, bAvIsa-bAvIsa varSa gogA gokha kare ! majUrI ! e buddhi nahi. mumukSu :- atyAre to peTa bharavuM paDe. pUjya gurudevazrI :- peTa koNa bharatA hatA ? mumukSu :- ghaNAMya to bhIkha mAge che. pUjya gurudevazrI - bhIkha paNa koNa mAge ane peTa koNa bhare) ? AhA...hA...! rAganI ekatAbuddhi hoya e bahAranI bhIkha mAge. rAganI ekatAbuddhi toDI ane mAge AtmAnA svabhAvanA lakSaNane. e to AtmAnI lakSmIne mAge. AhA...hA...! bhagavAna bhikhArI thaIne

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kaLaza-180 409 phare che, ema nathI AvatuM ? bhIkha mAge che, mALo ! A lAva.. A lAva. A lAva.... A lAva.. puNya lAva, pApa lAva, strI, kuTuMba, Abaru (lAva). bhagavAna thaIne bhikhArI thaI gayo, mALo ! mumukSu :- Apa bhikhAro kaho cho... uttara :- bhikhArI ja thayo che, duHkhI thayo che, marI gayo che. AtmAne mArI nAkhyo che. aMdara AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna pUrNa AnaMdanI sattAnuM zuddha svarUpa ! AhA..hA...! jenuM hovApaNuM pUrNa zuddha ane AnaMdathI che ene na mAgatA, eno Azraya na karatA rAgAdino Azraya karIne (bhaTake che) e to bhikhArI che. mAgaNa che, mAgaNa ! AvuM che. AhA...hA...! (ahIMyAM) artha to prajJAno karavo che paNa prajJA - buddhi ene kahIe ke je zuddha jIvadravyane ane azuddha rAgAdine bhinna pADe. tene buddhi kahIe. AhAhA....! prazna :- bhinna pADe ane anubhava kare, banneno kALa eka ja che ? samAdhAna - anubhava kare ke juduM pADe, eka ja che. nIce anubhava Avaze. AnI kora na AvyuM ? anubhava kIdhuM ne ? emAM AvyuM nahi ? (prajJAno artha karyo. "prajJA arthAt AtmAnA zuddhasvarUpa-anubhavasamarthapaNe pariNamelo jIvano jJAnaguNa..." jJAnaguNa eTale pavitra paryAya. samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhA..! mumukSu - anubhavakALe to rAgAdi hoya nahi. pUjya gurudevazrI :- samajAve tyAre zuM kahe)? A bAju DhaLyo to rAgAdithI bhinna paDI gayo, ema. pADavo nathI paDato, paNa bhASA to ema ja Ave. AhA..hA....! jJAnanI vartamAna buddhine, jenAmAM AkhuM jJAna ane pUrNa AnaMda paDyo che evA jIvadravya tarapha te jJAnanI paryAyane vALatA, e jIvadravyanuM lakSa thAya che, e jIvadravya pamAya che ane azuddha rAgAdi che e chUTI jAya che. AhA..hA..! Avo mArga ! (ahIMyAM kahe che, "azuddha rAgAdi baMdha - evI bhedajJAnarUpI buddhi, evuM je karavata....' joyuM ? karavata (kahyuM. tamArAmAM zuM kahe che ? karavata ! je buddhi zuddha jIvadravya tarapha DhaLe che ane azuddha rAgAdithI khase che e buddhine ahIMyAM karavata kahe che. rAga ane AtmAne bhinna pADavAnuM e karavata che. be TUkaDA karavAnuM e karavata che. AhA...hA...! lAkaDAne Ama karavata (pheravatA) be TUkaDA paDI jAya ema A buddhi - prajJA ene kahIe ke je zuddha jIvadravya tarapha DhaLatAM azuddha rAgAdi judA paDI jAya che. AhA...hA...! mumukSu :- karavata calAve ane TUkaDA thAya emAM vAra to lAge ne ! uttara :- e abhyAsa kare eTale ene asaMkhya samaya lAge. vizeSa to cha mahinA kIdhA che ne ? e to lokone AkaruM na lAge eTale cha mahinA kIdhA. bAkI che te aMtarmuhUrta. AhA..hA...!

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410 kalAmRta bhAga-5 - jJAnanI vartamAna dazAne zuddha jIvadravya tarapha vALatAM), jenI paryAya che temAM tene vALatAM zuddha jIvadravyano anubhava thAya che ane rAgAdi chUTI jAya che. ene ahIMyAM prajJA ne buddhi ane prajJAchINI kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA..hA..! mokSano adhikAra che ne ? mUkAvuM AvyuM ne ? mUkAvuM ! zabda mokSa che ne eTale mUkAvuM ema lIdhuM. nahitara paramAnaMdanI prApti ema nahi letAM, mokSa (eTale) mUkAvuM ema lIdhuM). zenAthI (bhUkAvuM)? ke, baMdhathI. ema. baMdha eTale zuM ? ke, azuddha rAgAdi. enAthI mUkAvuM ane Ano zuddha jIvadravyano Adara karavo. e buddhine ahIMyAM prajJA kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA...hA...! A badhA aMgrejInA pUchaDA vaLagyA hoya e badhAne to ajJAna kahe che. kaho, bhAI ! jhaverAtanI buddhi ne (ajJAna kahe che). nahi ? AhAhA.. mumukSu - e bhale ajJAna che paNa paisA lAve che. uttara :- paisA dhULeya lAvatI nathI. e to pUrvanA puNyane laIne dekhAya che. dekhAya che ! dekhatA mAne che ke mArA (che). AhAhA..! pachI A chokarAo Ama UbhA hoya emAM eno eka chokaro hoya paNa jovAmAM to badhA Ama dekhAya che, basa ! eka ja vAta che. emAM "A mAro kyAMthI AvyuM ? kalpanA karI che. nahitara to cAre chokarAo zeya tarIke jANavAmAM AvI che. emAM "A mAro" ema karIne) maphatanI mamatA UbhI karI che. ema paisAnA DhagalA - rajakaNo Ave e to joya che. bIjAnA paisA, AnA paisA, hIrA, mANeka badhuM zeya che. chatAM "A paisA mane AvyA" e to bhramaNA UbhI karI che. AhA..hA..! prazna :- karavuM zuM paNa ? samAdhAna :- ene parathI bhinna pADavuM e karavuM. e to vAta cAle che. jenI paryAya che tenA tarapha te paryAyane vALavI. e jJAnaparyAya rAganI paryAya nathI ane rAganI paryAya (che) e caitanyanI paryAya nathI. AhA..hA...! jenI e jJAnaparyAya che temAM tene vALavI. e jJAna prajA che, eno pitA dravya che. mumukSu :- dravya eka ja samayamAM ane anubhava eka samayamAM... uttara :- eka ja samayamAM, eka ja samaya, be samaya nahi. upayoga bhale asaMkhya (samaye Ave) paNa eka samayamAM thAya che. jamaNI' AvI gayuM che ne ? namasAt saMskRta AvI gayuM che. saMskRta kaLazamAM AvI gayuM che) ramasAt (arthAtu) eka samaya. AhA..hA...! enA khyAlamAM bhale asaMkhya samaye Ave paNa tyAM to eka ja samayamAM judo paDI jAya prazna :- judA pADavAno abhyAsa prayogalabdhithI thAya che ? samAdhAna :- cAlu karatAM karatAM judo paDI jAya che, ema kahe che. abhyAsa karatAM -

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kaLaza-180 411 karavatane Ama karatAM, rAgathI bhinna pADatAM, pADatAM para dizA tarapha vaLelo e bhAva bhale ene sUjhe nahi. paNa je bhAva para tarapha vaLelo che ane AtmAnI prajJA vaDe A bAju DhALatA e rAga judo paDI jAya che. AnuM nAma mokSa che. prazna :- eka samayanA kAryamAM abhyAsa pADatAM pADatAM kevI rIte thAya ? samAdhAna :- pADatAM eka samaya ja lAge che. e to pahelA bhale judA pADavAno prayatna kare paNa judo paDe I eka ja samayamAM paDI jAya che. enA vicAramAM bhale asaMkhya samaya lAge paNa judo) paDe che eka samayamAM ja. eka ja samayanI vAta che. Akho AtmA trikALI zuddha che emAM malinatA eka samayamAM ja che. zuM kIdhuM ? ene judo pADavAmAM eka samaya kema kIdho ? ke, e pote jIvadravya bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda svarUpa ! enI eka samayanI avasthAmAM ja saMsAra ane malinatA che, be samayamAM che ja nahi. ethI ene eka samayamAM je malinatA che te eka samayamAM chUTI jAya che. eka samayamAM che I chUTe e eka samayamAM chUTe che. be-cAra samayamAM che ke be-cAra samaye chUTe? AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI ? A..hA...hA....! gajaba vAtuM che ne ! e zloka AvI gayo che, nahi ? masI ! hA, AvI gayo che. A bAju che kyAMka. che ne ? AhA...hA...! ahIMyAM ema kahe che, mokSa adhikAra che ne ? eTale ke eka samayano ja baMdha che. bhagavAna to eka samayanI paryAyanA baMdhathI bhinna zuddha jIvadravya che e to muktasvarUpa ja che. have e mukta svarUpane paryAyamAM eka samayano je baMdha che ene choDatAM eka ja samaya lAge che. kAraNa ke baMdha ja eka samaya che. AhA...hA...! bhale pachIno samaya che) paNa samaya eka (che). baMdha samayano vyaya, abaMdha svabhAvanI paryAyano utpAda - beno) eka samaya che. che jyAre baMdha che, tyAre to che. jIvadravya trikALI ane paryAyamAM rAga che. dravyamAM nathI, paNa paryAyanI sAthe nimitta saMbaMdha che. AhA..hA..! trikALI dravya je che ene to rAga sAthe saMbaMdha che nahi. phakta vartamAna eka samayanI paryAyamAM rAga sAthe eka samayano saMbaMdha ane baMdha che. AhA..hA...! ahIM to hajI AgaLa kaheze (ke) vacce saMdhi che. paryAya ane rAga vacce sAMdha che, ema kahe che. eka thayA nathI. AhA...hA..! bhAre vAta, bhAI ! eka samayano je baMdha, Akho bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha zuddhadravya to mukta ja che. paNa vartamAnamAM eka samayanI paryAya sAthe eka samayano rAgano je saMbaMdha hato.. AhA..hA...! to ene choDavAno paNa eka ja samaya che. e samayano baMdha che teno vyaya ane e ja samaye (zuddha paryAyano) utpAda (che). baMdha samayano vyaya, e ja samaye abaMdhano utpAda. e prajJAchINI vaDe thAya che. AhA..hA..! Avo upadeza ! mANasane mAMDa pakaDavAmAM Ave. enI karatAM peluM saheluMsaTa (hatuM). vrata karavA, bhakti karavI, pUjA karo, dAna karo, upadhAna karavA, moTI rathayAtrA kADhavI), dIkSA moTI dhAmadhUmathI thAya.

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412 kalAmRta bhAga-5 zenI dIkSA ? bApA ! hajI jene sukharUpa dazA pragaTI nathI ene dIkSA kevI ? AhA..hA..! jene AnaMdano nAtha bhagavAna, rAgathI bhinna paDIne AnaMdanI dazA pragaTI nathI ane AnaMdanI dazAnI vizeSatA karavI e dIkSA (che). AhA...hA...! bhagavAna AtmA atIndriya AnaMdanI mUrti sukhasvarUpa ! e to mukta svarUpa che paNa eka samayanI paryAya rAgamAM aTakelI che, e paNa eka samayanI che. AhA...hA...! ene - aTakelIne vyaya karI che tyAre to che ja, bIje samaye eno vyaya karI ane abaMdha pariNAmane utpanna karavA e prajJAchINInuM kAma che. AhA...hA...! ke vyavahAra rAgAdi kriyAnuM e kAma che ? prabhu ! A zuM che ? Avo jhINo mArga ! AhA..hA..! emAM moTI takarAruM - jhagaDA.. jhagaDA... jhagaDA. bhagavAna eka samayamAM bhUlyo che. e eka ja samaye bhagavAnane prApta kare che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! pUrNa atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara nAtha ! eka samayamAM bhUlIne duHkhanI dazA utpanna karI che, e baMdha che. rAganI kaho ke du:khanI kaho. AhA...hA...! e AnaMdanA nAthanI sAthe, eka samayanA paryAyamAM (duHkha utpanna kare che). dravyanI sAthe nahi. eka samayanI paryAya duHkhanA bhAvamAM AvIne aTakI che. e baMdha che. e baMdhane jJAnanI paryAya - prajJA bIje samaye aMtara zuddha jIvadravya (taraphI vaLe che ane rAgane bhinna pADe che. bhinna pADe che e vyavahAra (kathana che), nizcayathI to ahIM vaLe che, DhaLe che. AhAhA.! prazna :- cothA guNasthAnanI vAta che ? samAdhAna :- hA, cothAthI (AvuM thAya che). cothAthI eka samayamAM) mithyAtvathI chUTo paDe ane sarvathA baMdhathI paNa eka ja samaye chUTo paDe. AvuM vicAravAmAM rokAI rahe, maphatanA tophAna - jhagaDA karavA I karatAM vAMcana, vicAra, maMthanamAM rokAya to kaMI lAbha to thAya. maphatanA jhagaDA karavA.... are.re...! AvA kALa kyAre Ave ? bhAI ! AhA...hA...! juone mANasa kevI rIte... ? kAle na sAMbhaLyuM ? pati-patnI be pharavA jatA hatA. gharanuM vAstu hatuM). tyAM banne jaNA AmaMtraNa devA jatA hatA. hajI lagna karyA nahotA. zuM kahevAya tamAre ? moTara sAyakala ! ame ene khaDakhaDIyuM kahIe chIe ! khaTakhaTiyuM ! khaTa. khaTa. khaTa... cAle. I uDI gayA, banne uDI gayA, banne marI gayA. AhA..hA ene eka ja samaya lAge che. dehathI chuTavAne eka samaya lAge che. AhA...hA..! A...hA...hA....! e samaye chuTyo evo kayAM gayo haze ? AhA...hA...! evA bicArA sAdhAraNa to deva thAya nahi, mANasa thAya nahi, narakamAM jAya nahi. paMcendriya pazunI saMkhyA bahu che. are.re.... ADoDAInA bhAva karyA haze e tiryaMcamAM jaIne avataraze. jeNe AvA rAgathI bhinna pADIne bhAva karyA che (e) mokSamAM upajaze. AhAhA...! AvuM AkaruM to lAge ne ? I eka ThekANe Ave che ne ? ema ja Ave che ne ? AkaruM to che, ema che ne?

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kaLaza-180 bIje kyAMka Ave che. kaThaNa che paNa thaI zake che. pahelAM kyAMka AvI gayuM che, nahi ? AmAM Ave che, juo ! AmAM masAt Ave che. 413 mumukSu :- 181 kaLaza, 172 pAnuM. uttara :- basa ! I ja, AmAM ja Ave che. tyAM che, lakhyuM che. anubhava kaThaNa che, topaNa sUkSma saMdhino bheda pADatAM bhinna pratIti thAya che.' e paNa karyuM che ane ahIM nIce masAt" (Ave che). ati sUkSma kALamAM eka samayamAM paDe che,...' joyuM ? eka samaya ja lAge che. AmAMne AmAM banne vAta che. AhA..hA...! che ? AhA..hA...! - prazna :- zarU kare ane pUruM thAya emAM eka ja samaya che ? samAdhAna :- I to eka ja samaya che, basa ! zarU kare, zarU karyuM ane zarU thaI gayuM I eka ja samayamAM. eka samayanI paryAyamAM baMdha che ne ? to eka samayanI paryAyamAMthI baMdha chUTe che, basa ! bhale enA khyAlamAM AvatA vAra lAge, paNa Ama to eka samaye chUTo paDI jAya che. 'zrImad'mAM Ave che ne ? jAtyAMtara thaI jAya che, evuM Ave che. samita eka samaye thatAM jJAna jAtyAMtara thaI jAya che. 'zrImad'mAM Ave che. AhA..hA....! mumukSu :- pahelAM kahyuM ne ke, abhyAsa karatAM vAra lAge che. uttara H- e abhyAsa karatAM eTale e to vyavahAra(thI kahevAya che). eno artha (e che). paramArthe to eka ja samayano abhyAsa che. A to upayoga jarI pelo che eTale A rAgathI bhinna pADe (che) paNa e paNa bhedajJAnano vikalpa che. e pahelAM AvI gayuM che. Ama bhedajJAna kare, e paNa vikalpa che, judo paDyo nathI. e vikalpa che, I hajI vicAra karato jAya che, paNa judo paDyo nathI. AhA..hA...! A badhuM Ave che, joyuM ? 'kaThaNa che' I 'anubhava prakAza'mAM paNa Ave che. emAM lakhyuM che. pAnuM 56. emAM paNa kaThaNa (zabda) Ave che, paNa azakya nathI. AhA....hA...! (ahIMyAM kahe che), e karavata che, 'tenA dvArA...'vananAt''niraMtara anubhavano abhyAsa ka2vAthI...' ema. ahIMyAM lIdhuM, joyuM ? abhyAsa eTale anubhavano abhyAsa. mumukSu :- anubhava to eka samayamAM thAya che. uttara :- paNa anubhavano abhyAsa eno artha che. anubhavano abhyAsa eTale ? vikalpathI judo pADe I anubhavano abhyAsa nathI ? AhA..hA...! anubhavano abhyAsa karavAthI...' (arthAt) AtmAnA atIndriya AnaMda tarapha DhaLavAthI. AhA...hA...! bhAvArtha Ama che ke jema karavatane vAraMvAra calAvatAM puddagalavastu kASTha ityAdinA be khaMDa thaI jAya che, tema bhedajJAna vaDe jIva-pudgalane vAraMvAra bhinna bhinna anubhavatAM...' bhinna bhinna anubhavatAM, hoM ! vAraMvAra vAraMvAra anubhavavuM. aMdarane aMdara. samaye samaye

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414 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 bheda anubhavavo, samaye samaye vikalpathI bhinna) pADavuM ema nahi, samaye samaye anubhavavuM. AkhuM pUrNa chedavuM che ne ? eTale kahyuM che. vAraMvAra anubhavano artha enA tarapha DhaLatAM DhaLatAM anubhava to thayo paNa have vAraMvAra anubhava karatAM baMdha chUTI jAya che, ema kahevuM che. pUrNa baMdha chUTI jAya che. mokSa levo che ne ? samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhA.... anubhavathI chUTo to paDyo eka samaye, paNa have hajI asthiratA bAkI che ne ? ene choDIne mukti karavI che ne ? eTale vAraMvAra anubhavamAM jatAM e mukta thaI jAya che. ema. AhA...hA....! aMtarmuhUrtamAM badhuM thaI jAya che). AhA...hA....! cha mAsa jyAM lakhyuM che tyAM ema lakhyuM che ke, jaghanya aMtarmuhUrta. paNa bahu AkaruM lAge mATe cha mAsa lIdhA che. arthamAM lakhyuM che. che, khabara che. AhA...hA...! "bhAvArtha Ama che ke jema karavatane vAraMvAra calAvatAM pugalavastu kASTha ityAdinA be khaMDa thaI jAya che, tema bhedajJAna vaDe jIva-pudgalane vAraMvAra bhinna bhinna anubhavatAM bhinna bhinna thaI jAya cheahIM mokSanI vAta che ne ? tethI bhedajJAna upAdeya che. ema. eka ja kALe, eka samaye te judo paDyo te ja samaye kaMI mokSa thato nathI. (eka) samayamAM judo paDyo e ja samaye kaMI mukti thatI nathI. judo paDyo pachI vAraMvAra te tarapha anubhava karatAM karatAM chUTo paDI jAya che, taddana baMdhathI rahita thaI jAya che. mukti ! mumukSu :- bArame guNasthAne bhedajJAna... pUjya gurudevazrI - I bArame che, cAle. tyAM aMdara abuddhipUrvaka nathI. e 180 (kaLaza pUro thayo). have, 181 (kaLaza) moTo (che), be pAnA bharyA che. (strIdharA) prajJAchetrI ziteyaM kathamapi nipuNaiH pAtitA sAvadhAnaiH sUkSme'ntaHsandhibandhe nipatati rabhasAdAtmakarmobhayasya / AtmAnaM magnamaMdaHsthiravizadaladdhAmni caitanyapUre bandhaM cAjJAnabhAve niyamitabhitaH kurvatI bhinnabhinnau / / 2-181 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha :- bhAvArtha Ama che ke - jIvadravya tathA karmaparyAyarUpa pariNata pugaladravyano piDe, te baMneno ekabaMdha paryAyarUpa saMbaMdha anAdi kALathI cAlyo Avyo che; tyAM evo saMbaMdha jyAre chUTI jAya, jIvadravya potAnA zuddha svarUpe pariName - anaMta catuSTayarUpa

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kaLaza-180 415 pariName, tathA pudgaladravya jJAnAvaraNAdi karmaparyAyane choDe - jIvanA pradezothI sarvathA abaMdharUpa thaI saMbaMdha chUTI jAya, jIva-5gala banne bhinna bhinna thaI jAya, tenuM nAma mokSa kahevAya che. te bhinna bhinna thavAnuM kAraNa AvuM ke mohanarAga-dveSa ityAdi vibhAvarUpa azuddha pariNatinA maTavAthI jIvane zuddhatvarUpa pariNamana. tenuM vivaraNa Ama che ke zuddhatvapariNamana sarvathA dravyanA pariNamanarUpa che, nirvikalparUpa che, tethI vacana dvArA kahevAnuM samarthapaNuM nathI. tethI evA rUpe kahevAya che ke jIvane zuddha svarUpanA anubhavarUpa pariNamAve te jJAnaguNa, te mokSanuM kAraNa che. tenuM samAdhAna Ama che ke zuddha svarUpanA anubhavarUpa che je jJAna te, jIvanA zuddhatvapariNamanathI sarvathA sahita che. jene zuddhatvapariNamana hoya che te jIvane zuddha svarUpano anubhava avazaya hoya che, saMdeha nathI, anyathA sarvathA prakAre anubhava hoto nathI, tethI zuddha svarUpano anubhava mokSanuM kAraNa che. ahIM aneka prakAranA mithyAdRSTi jIvo nAnA prakAranA vikalpo kare che, tethI temanuM samAdhAna kare che. koI kahe che ke jIvanuM svarUpa ane baMdhanuM svarUpa jANI levuM te mokSamArga che. koI ema kahe che ke baMdhanuM svarUpa jANIne evuM cittavana karavuM ke baMdha kyAre chUTaze, kaI rIte chUTaze evI cintA mokSanuM kAraNa che. AvuM kahe che je jIvo te jUThA che - mithyASTi che. mokSanuM kAraNa jevuM che tevuM kahe che - yaM prajJAchetrI mAtmamayastha manta:sanjivaLe niyati (ya) vastasvarUpe pragaTa che je (prajJA) prajJA arthAt AtmAnA zuddhasvarUpa-anubhavasamarthapaNe pariNamelo jIvano jJAnaguNa, te ja che (chatrI chINI. bhAvArtha Ama che ke sAmAnyapaNe je koI vastune chedIne be karavAmAM Ave che te chINI vaDe chedavAmAM Ave che. ahIM paNa jIva-karmane chedIne be karavAnAM che, temane be-rUpe chedavAne mATe svarUpaanubhavasamartha jJAnarUpa chINI che; anya to bIjuM kAraNa thayuM nathI, thaze nahi. AvI prajJAchINI je rIte chedIne be kare che te rIte kahe che - (AtmimaNya) AtmA-cetanAmAtra dravya, karma-pugalano piMDa athavA moha-rAga-dveSarUpa azuddha pariNati, - evI che be vastuo, temano (kanta:sa) antaHsandhivALo-joke ekakSetrAvagAharUpa che, baMdhaparyAyarUpa che, azuddhatva-vikArarUpa pariNamela che topaNa paraspara saMdhi che, niHsandhi thayela nathI, be dravyonuM eka dravyarUpa thayuM nathI, evo che je - (vacce) baMdha arthAtu jJAna chINI pesavAnuM sthAna, temAM niyatti) jJAnachINI pese che. peThI thakI chedIne bhinna bhinna kare che. kevI che prajJAchINI ? "zita jJAnAvaraNIya karmano kSayopazama thatAM. mithyAtvakarmano nAza thatAM, zuddha caitanyasvarUpamAM pesavAne atyaMta samartha che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke - jevI rIte, joke UMcA loDhAnI chINI ati tIkSNa hoya che topaNa saMdhi vicArIne devAthI mAravAthI) chedIne be kare che, tevI rIte, joke samyagdaSTi jIvanuM jJAna atyaMta tIkSNa che topaNa jIva-karmanI che je aMdaramAM saMdhi, temAM praveza karatAM prathama to buddhigocara chedIne be kare che, pachI sakaLa karmano kSaya thavAthI sAkSAt chedIne bhinna bhinna kare che. kevo che

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416 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 jIva-karmano antaHsandhibaMdha ? "sU' ghaNI ja durlakSya saMdhirUpa che. tenuM vivaraNa Ama che - je dravyakarma che jJAnAvaraNAdi pudgalano piMDa, te joke ekakSetrAvagAharUpa che topaNa tenI to jIvathI bhinnapaNAnI pratIti, vicAra karatAM Upaje che; kAraNa ke dravyakarma pudgalapiMDarUpa che; joke ekakSetrAvagAharUpa che topaNa bhinna bhinna pradeza che, acetana che, baMdhAya che, chUTe che - Ama vicAratAM bhinnapaNAnI pratIti Upaje che. nokarma che je zarIra-mana-vacana tenAthI paNa te prakAre vicAra karatAM bhedapratIti Upaje che. bhAvakarma je moha-rAga-dveSarUpa - azuddha cetanArUpa-pariNAma, te azuddha pariNAma vartamAnamAM jIvanI sAthe ekapariNamanarUpa che, tathA azuddha pariNAmanI sAthe vartamAnamAM jIva vyApya-vyApakarUpa pariName che, tethI te pariNAmonA jIvathI bhinnapaNAno anubhava kaThaNa che, topaNa sUkSma saMdhino bheda pADatAM bhinna pratIta thAya che. teno vicAra Ama che ke jevI rIte sphaTikamaNi jhaLake che; vartamAnamAM svarUpano vicAra karatAM svacchatAmAtra bhUmikA sphaTikamaNi vastu che; temAM rAtA-pILA-kALApaNuM pasaMyoganI upAdhi che, sphaTikamaNino svabhAvaguNa nathI; tevI ja rIte jIvadravyano svaccha cetanAmAtra svabhAva che; anAdi sattAnarUpa mohakarmanA udayathI moha-rAga-dveSarUpa - raMjita azuddha cetanArUpe - pariName che, topaNa vartamAnamAM svarUpano vicAra karatAM cetanAbhUmimAtra to jIvavastu che, temAM mohanarAga-dveSarUpa raMjitapaNe karmanA udayanI upAdhi che, vastuno svabhAvaguNa nathI. - A rIte vicAratAM bhedabhinna pratIti Upaje che, je anubhavagocara che. koI prazna kare che ke keTalA kALamAM prajJAchINI paDe che-bhinna bhinna kare che ? uttara Ama che - "samasa" ati sUkSma kALamAM - eka samayamAM paDe che, te ja kALe bhinna bhinna kare che. kevI che prajJAchINI? 'nipu: thapi patitA' nipu0:) AtmAnubhavamAM pravINa che je samyagaSTa jIvo temanA vaDe tham pi) saMsAranA nikaTapaNArUpa kALalabdhi prApta thavAthI (pAtitA) svarUpamAM pesADavAthI pese che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke bhedavijJAna buddhipUrvaka vikalparUpa che, grAhya-grAhakarUpa che, zuddhasvarUpanI jema nirvikalpa nathI; tethI upAyarUpa che. kevA che samyagdaSTi jIvo ? "sarvithAne.' jIvanuM svarUpa ane karmanuM svarUpa, temanA bhinna bhinna vicAramAM jAgarUka che, pramAdI nathI. kevI che prajJAchINI ? "mita: fmannabhinna rvatI' (pitA) sarvathA prakAre fmannamitte purvata jIvana ane karmane judAM judAM kare che. je rIte bhinna bhinna kare che te rIte kahe che - "vaitanyapUre AtmAne mane rvata jJAnamAve varce niyamita rvatI' (caitanya) svaparasvarUpagrAhaka evo je prakAzaguNa tenA pUra) trikALagocara pravAhamAM mAtmAnaM) jIvadravyane temane rvatIekavaDurUpa-ema sAdhe che; bhAvArtha Ama che ke zuddhacetanAmAtra jIvanuM svarUpa che ema anubhavagocara thAya che; (jJAnamA) rAgAdipaNAmAM niyamita vanyuM rvata) niyamathI baMdhano svabhAva che - ema sAdhe che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke rAgAdi azuddhapaNuM karmabaMdhanI upAdhi che, jIvanuM svarUpa nathI evuM anubhavagocara thAya che. kevuM

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kaLaza-181 che caitanyapUra ? 'anta:sthiravizavanasaddhAmni' (antaH) sarva asaMkhyAta pradezomAM ekasvarUpa, (sthira) sarva kALe zAzvata, vizava) sarva kALe zuddhatvarUpa ane (lasat sarva kALe pratyakSa evo che (dhAmni) kevaLajJAna-kevaLadarzana-teja:puMja jeno, evuM che. 2-181. prajJAchetrI ziteyama kathamapi nipuNaiH pAtitA sAvadhAnaiH sUkSme'ntaH sandhibandhe nipatati rabhasAdAtmakarmobhayasya / AtmAnaM magnamaMda: sthiravizadaladdhAgni caitanyapUre bandhaM cAjJAnabhAve niyamitabhitaH kurvatI bhinnabhinnau / / 2-181 / / 417 upadezamAM to zuM kahe ? Ama karavuM ane Ama bhinna pADavuM, baMdhane bhinna pADavo. paNa Ama kare tyAM bhinna paDe ja che. samajAvavAmAM to zuM samajAvavuM ? kathananI evI zailI. bhAvArtha Ama che ke jIvadravya tathA karmaparyAyarUpa pariNata pudgaladravyano piMDa,... ema lIdhuM. karma lIdhuM che ne ? 'te banneno ekabaMdhaparyAyarUpa saMbaMdha...' che ne ? 'ekabaMdhaparyAyarUpa saMbaMdha anAdi kALathI cAlyo Avyo che;...' AhA..hA...! dravya svarUpa to kAyama - trikALa mukta che. enI paryAya - eka samayanI paryAya rAganA saMbaMdhamAM aTakI che, basa ! A..hA..hA...! e to atIndriya AnaMda pUrNa svarUpa ja che. paNa eka samayanI paryAya rAgamAM aTakI eTaluM duHkha che. paryAyamAM, hoM ! aMdara to pUrNa AnaMda che. AhA..hA...! pUrNa AnaMdasvarUpa bhagavAna dhruva ! e to che I che, paNa paryAyamAM eka samayanI dazAmAM baMdhano - rAgano saMbaMdha che. che ? e cAlyo Avyo che; tyAM evo saMbaMdha jyAre chUTI jAya, jIvadravya potAnA zuddha svarUpe pariName. rAga chUTI jAya ane AtmA zuddha svarUpe pariName. AhA..hA...! A paryAyanI vAta che ne ? anaMta catuSTayarUpa pariName...' lyo ! zuddha svarUpe pariName' enI vyAkhyA karI. anaMta jJAna, anaMta darzana, anaMta AnaMda, anaMta vIrya - e rUpe pariName. zaktirUpa to anaMta jJAna, anaMta darzana to che, trikALa che. dhruvarUpe anaMta jJAna, darzana catuSTaya to che paNa paryAyarUpe anaMta catuSTaya pragaTe... AhA..hA...! ene ahIMyAM mokSa kahe che. ? tathA pudgaladravya jJAnAvaraNAdi karmaparyAyane choDe...' zuM kahe che ? karmano nAza thAya ema na kahetAM karmanI paryAyane pudgala choDe. je pudgala karmanI paryAyapaNe pariNamyuM che, e paryAyapaNe pariNamavAnuM choDe, basa eTaluM. AhA..hA..! che ? 'jJAnAvaraNAdi karmaparyAyane choDe...' karmaparyAyane choDe. koNa ? jJAnAvaraNAdi karmaparyAyane choDe. karmaparyAya che ne ? e ?

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418 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 paryAya che. I pugalanI eka paryAya che. karmarUpe pariName I pugalanI paryAya che. I paryAya choDe. AhA...hA...! jIvanA pradezothI sarvathA abaMdharUpa thaI." joyuM ? 'sarvathA" zabda Avyo. e sarvathA (zabda) pAMca-cha vAra Avaze. jyAre e pudgaladravya sarvathA abaMdharUpa thaI saMbaMdha chUTI jAya, jIva-pugala banne bhinna bhinna thaI jAya, tenuM nAma mokSa kahevAya che. lyo ! mokSa kahevuM che ne? samyagdarzanamAM paNa pahelo chUTo paDe che paNa) tyAM hajI mokSa nathI. hajI paryAyamAM azuddhatAno saMbaMdha che. samajANuM kAMI ? samyagdarzanamAM dravya chuTuM paDI gayuM. dravyakarma-bhAvakarmathI chUTuM to paDyuM paNa zraddhA ane jJAnanA pariNamananI apekSAe chUTuM paDyuM, hajI asthiratAnI apekSAe paryAyano saMbaMdha che. AhA...hA....! mATe ahIM sarvathA (zabda vAparyo che). AhA..hA...! sarvathA abaMdharUpa thaI saMbaMdha chUTI jAya..." joyuM? paheluM to samyagdarzanamAM ja abaMdha pariNAmanI dazA pragaTe che. "no passaddhi prApa evaddhapudde maUTUUvise' e to samyajJAnanI vAta che, ('samayasAramAM) samyagdarzananI caudamI (gAthAmAM), samyajJAnanI paMdaramI (gAthAmAM vAta che, paNa tyAM darzana-jJAnamAM abaMdha svarUpanuM jJAna ane darzana thAya che paNa hajI abaMdha svarUpamAM paryAyamAM mukti nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! - "jIva-pugala banne bhinna bhinna thaI jAya, tenuM nAma mokSa kahevAya che. AhA..hA...! te bhinna bhinna thavAnuM kAraNa AvuM ke moha-rAga-dveSa ItyAdi vibhAvarUpa azuddha pariNatinA maTavAthI..." azuddha pariNatinA vyayathI "jIvane zuddhatvarUpa pariNamana." AhA..hA..! have I utpAda thayo. azuddha pariNamanano nAza ane zuddha pariNamananI utpatti. dravya to trikALa zuddha che. paryAyamAM je azuddhatA hatI teno nAza thayo) ane paryAyamAM zuddhatAnI pariNati (pragaTa thaI). AhA...hA...! keTaluM gaMbhIra !! bhinna bhinna) thaI jAya che. che ? te bhinna bhinna thavAnuM kAraNa AvuM ke moha-rAga-dveSa ItyAdi vibhAvarUpa azuddha pariNatinA maTavAthI jIvane zuddhatvarUpa pariNamana. tenuM vivaraNa Ama che ke zuddhatvapariNamana sarvathA sakaLa karmono kSaya karavAnuM kAraNa che." joyuM ? zuddhatva pariNamana, ema kahyuM. AhA...hA...! azuddhatA pariNamana e mokSanuM kAraNa nathI, e to baMdhanuM kAraNa che. AhA..hA..! 'tenuM vivaraNa Ama che ke zuddhatvapariNamana sarvathA sakaLa karmono kSaya karavAnuM kAraNa che." joyuM ? bIjIvAra AvyuM. paheluM ema kahyuM ke, sarvathA abaMdharUpa thaI ane sarvathA sakaLa karmano kSaya thAya. sarvathA AvyuM ! AhA..hA...! evuM zuddhatvapariNamana sarvathA." trIjIvAra AvyuM. "sarvathA dravyanA pariNamanarUpa che...." AhA..hA...! zuddha dravya che tenuM zuddhatva pariNamana e zuddha dravyanuM che. AhA..hA..! emAM koI azuddhatAno aMza nimitta che nahi. zuddha dravyanuM ja I pariNamana che. karmano abhAva thayo mATe zuddha pariNamana thayuM ema paNa nahi. kemake enAmAM abhAva nAmano to guNa

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kaLaza-181 419 che. karmanA abhAva thavuM eno to guNa che. eTale ahIMyAM abhAvarUpe pariNamyo. e karma chUTyA mATe abhAvarUpe pariNamyo ema nahi. AhAhA...! ghaNI gaMbhIratA !! sarvathA sakaLa karmono kSaya.. sarvathA dravyanA pariNamanarUpa che, nirvikalparUpa che" bhedajJAna thaIne svarUpanI prApti (thavI te) to nirvikalpa che. paryAya, hoM ! vastu to nirvikalpa che ja, paNa rAgathI bhinna paDyo to pariNamana zuddhatva (thayuM) te nirvikalpa che. rAganA abhAvasvabhAva svarUpa che. AhAhA...! "tethI vacana dvArA kahevAnuM samarthapaNuM nathI." zuM kahe che, joyuM ? zuM tame pUchyuM ane zuM AmAM kahevuM ? kahe che. hamaNAM kaheze. "tethI vacana dvArA kahevAnuM samarthapaNuM nathI." AhA...hA...! "tethI evA rUpe kahevAya che. tethI evA rUpe kahevAya che ema kahe che. sIdhuM vacana dvArA pUrNa kahI zakAya ema nathI. tyAre ene evI rIte kahevAya che. kahevAya evuM nathI chatAM ene evI rIte kahevAya che. ema be bhASA (karI). AhA..hA...! TIkA karI che te paNa !! ke jIvane zuddha svarUpanA anubhavarUpa pariNamAve che jJAnaguNa, lyo ! Ama kahevAya. paheluM to ema kahyuM ke, "sarvathA dravyanA pariNamanarUpa che, nirvikalparUpa che, tethI vacana dvArA kahevAnuM samarthapaNuM nathI. tethI evA rUpe kahevAya che ke jIvane zuddha svarUpanA anubhavarUpa pariNamAve che jJAnaguNa,..." A ATaluM kahevAya ema che. jJAnaguNa eTale AtmA zuddharUpe pariName che, basa ! A ATaluM kahevAya che. AhA..hA...! (tamArA) copaDAmAM AvA lekha paNa koI di AvyA na hoya. AhA..hA..! eka eka zabda keTalI gaMbhIratA bharI che !! Ama uparaTapake vAMcI jAya ane pachI (kahe) AmathI paNa samaje. paNa sAMbhaLa to kharo, dhIro to thA. uparaTapake nahi, aMdaraTapakethI jo. AhA...hA...! mumukSu :- Apa vAraMvAra kaho cho to pakaDAya che. uttara :vAta sAcI. jhINI vAtanA paDakhAM (ghaNA). AhAhA..! AvI vAta kayAM che ? bApA ! AhA...hA...! vItarAgamArga saMto(e) sahelo karI dIdho. "anubhava prakAzamAM Ave che. saMtoe sahelo mArga karyo che. digaMbara munio ! A..hAhA...! taddana sAdI bhASAmAM sahelo karI nAkhyo che. AhA...hA...! evI vAta bIje kyAMya che nahi. AhA..hA..! "dIpacaMdajI kahe che, saMtoe mArga sahelo karI dIdho che. bhagavAna ! tAruM zuddha dravya che ne ? e zuddha rUpe pariName enuM nAma dharma (ane) pUrNa pariName enuM nAma mokSa. bAkI bIjuM zuM kahIe ame ? (kemake) pahelA to nA pADI ne ? vacana dvArA kahevAnuM samarthapaNuM nathI). zI rIte kahevuM ene ? eka samayamAM baMdha chUTo thaIne mokSanI pariNati Ave ! AhA..hA...! ema kahevAya ke jJAnaguNa zuddharUpe pariNamI gayo, basa ! AhA..hA...! te mokSanuM kAraNa che." joyuM ? A..hA...! tenuM samAdhAna Ama che ke zuddha svarUpanA

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420 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 anubhavarUpa che je jJAna te, jIvanA zuddhatvapariNamanathI sarvathA sahita che." bhASA ATalI karI. zuddha svarUpanA anubhavarUpa che je jJAna te, jIvanA zuddhatvapariNamanathI sarvathA sahita che." zuddhatvapariNamanathI sahita che. AhA...hA...! ekaluM zuddha dravya jevuM mukta hatuM evuM ja zuddha pariNamana mukta paryAya thaI enuM nAma mokSa kahevAya che, kahe che. vizeSa kahezuM... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !) mAgazara vada 10, budhavAra tA. 04-01-1978. kaLaza-181, pravacana-193 kaLazaTIkA' 181 kaLaza che. nIce che. tenuM samAdhAna Ama che ke...... che ne ? nIcenI lITI che. "zuddha svarUpanA anubhavarUpa che je jJAna...." zuM kahe che ? ke, jJAna eTale A AtmA, vikAra - puNya-pApa ne dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinA pariNAmathI rahita, evo je AtmA te zuddha AtmAnuM pariNamana - vItarAgI dazA che je jJAna te, jIvanA zuddhatvapariNamanathI sarvathA sahita che." zuM kIdhuM ? svarUpano anubhava je che; kriyA nahi, A vrata ne tapa ne bhakti Adi kriyAkAMDa che e to rAga che, e kaMI mokSano mArga che ja nahi. AvI vAta che. zuddha svarUpano anubhava (arthAtu) cetanya nirmaLa AnaMdanI sanmukha thaIne anubhava thavo, AnaMdano anubhava thavo, zuddha jJAnanI dazAnuM vadana thavuM, samyagdarzananI paryAya zuddha che tenI pratIta thavI, evA anaMta guNo je zuddha che eno vartamAnamAM paryAyamAM anubhava thavo te mokSano mArga che. che ? "jIvanA zuddhatvapariNamanathI sarvathA sahita che. AhA...hA...! vrata, bhakti , dayA, dAna e to vikalpa ane rAga che. e kaMI mokSano mArga nathI. AhA...hA..! jhINI vAta bahu, bhAI ! che ? "jIvanA zuddhatvapariNamanathI..." koNa ? svarUpano je anubhava. zuddha svarUpano je anubhava che) e "zuddhatvapariNamanathI sarvathA sahita che." zuddha svarUpano anubhava zuddhatvapariNamanathI sahita che ema siddha karyuM. zuM kahyuM? AhAhA...! bhagavAnaAtmA to zuddha caitanyaghana (che), e dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinA pariNAmathI paNa e bhinna cIja che, evA zuddha svarUpano anubhava, tene anusarIne AnaMdanuM vedana Adi thavuM e zuddhatvapariNamanathI sarvathA sahita che. paheluM to kIdhuM ke, anubhavasahita che. eTale zuM kahyuM? ema kahyuM ke, zuddha svarUpano je anubhava te zuddha pariNamanathI sarvathA sahita che ema kahyuM. sahita che

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421 kaLaza-181 ema che. zuddha pariNamanathI sahita che ema kahIne ema kahyuM ke, zuddha svarUpano je anubhava che) e azuddha pariNamanathI rahita che. ethI ene ahIMyAM sahita kahevAmAM AvyuM. pharIne, ahIMthI siddhAMta Apyo che ne ? "zuddha svarUpanA anubhavarUpa pariNamAve che jJAnaguNa..." eTale AtmA te mokSanuM kAraNa che. tenuM samAdhAna Ama che ke zuddha svarUpanA anubhavarUpa che je..." AtmA eTale jJAna. jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAna AtmA, e zuddha svarUpano je anubhava karavo - nirvikalpa (anubhava karavo). rAganA avalaMbana vinA zuddha svarUpano anubhava karavo e zuddha svarUpanA pariNamanathI sarvathA sahita che. A..hA..hA..! eka zabdamAM keTaluM nAkhyuM che, juo ! samajANuM kAMI ? mArga to Avo che. atyAre to ema kahe ke, A vrata ne tapa ne pUjA karo, karatAM karatAM kalyANa thAze. e taddana mithyAzraddhA che. kaho, samajANuM kAMI ? A zuM kahe che ? A kyAMnuM che ? 'rAjamalanI TIkA che, zloka to "amRtacaMdrAcAryano che. digaMbara muni ! eno artha karatAM 'rAjamalajI' ema kahe che ke, A bhagavAna je AtmA ! zuddha caitanyaghana che teno anubhava, zuddha pariNamanathI sahita che te mokSanuM kAraNa che. AhA...hA....! ema be vAta kema karI ? pahelA to kahyuM hatuM. 'jIvane zuddha svarUpanA anubhavarUpa pariNamAve che jJAnaguNa,..." ema. AtmA potAnA AtmAne zuddharUpe pariNamAve. e dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinA pariNAmathI rahita che). AhA..hA...! che ? e pariNamAve eTale zuM? ema kahe che. "zuddha svarUpanA anubhavarUpa che je.' AtmA. eTale jJAna. 'te, jIvanA zuddhatvapariNamanathI sarvathA sahita che. koI ema kahe, kathaMcita zuddhano anubhava (ane kathaMcita azuddha bhAva paNa sahita che, dayA, dAna rAga Adi paNa sahita che. (to) ema nathI. samajANuM kAMI? zuddha svarUpa caitanya vyavahAra ratnatrayanA vikalpa je rAga, enAthI paNa bhinna batAvavA zuddha svarUpano anubhava, e zuddha pariNamanathI sarvathA sahita che. kathaMcita azuddhapaNuM paNa bheguM che ema nahi. che emAM ? bhAI ! che emAM ? che ke nahi ? tyAM koI di vAMcyuM che ke nahi ? zuM kahyuM? AhA..hA...! gajaba vAta che ! vastunI - satyanI spaSTatA A rIte kare che. AhAhA.! sat prabhu ! sat sAheba caitanyaprabhu ! e to zuddha pavitra AnaMdakaMda che. eno anubhava karavo e zuddha pariNamanavALuM che. teno anubhava zuddha pariNamanavALo che. kema ? ke, zuddha svarUpano anubhava eTale jJAna, te zuddha pariNAmathI sarvathA sahita che. azuddha pariNAmathI sarvathA rahita che. AhA...hA...! eka vAkyamAM keTaluM kahyuM ! A..hA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI? A moTA vAMdhA atyAre kare che ne ? samyagdarzana vinA je A vrata pALe, apavAsa kare, tapasyA kare, nagnapaNuM ghe) e paNa mokSanuM kAraNa che. traNakALamAM nathI. AhA..hA...! samajANuM

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422 kalAmRta bhAga-5 kAMI ? A..hA....! | sarvathA" zabda vAparyo, joyuM ? jainadarzanamAM ekAMta na hoya ne ? e mATe zabda vAparyo che ke, bhAI ! zuddha pariNamanathI sahita ja anubhava hoya, azuddha pariNAmathI nahi. e mATe sarvathA (zabda) vAparyo che. ekAMta AtmAno - zuddha caitanyano anubhava, e zuddha pariNamanathI sahita ja sarvathA che. emAM kiMcit paNa azuddha vyavahAra ratnatrayanA rAganI sahAyatA ke madada che nahi. AhA...hA....! samajAya che kAMI ? A to hajAro varSa pahelAnuM zAstra che ane TIkA "rAjamale karI che. "samayasAra nATakamAM "banArasIdAsa kahe ke, "jainadharmano marmI ! "rAjamala jainadharmanA marmI !! emaNe A TIkA karI che ema kahe che. A.hA..hA...! enA jJAnamAM hajI vikalpasahita nirNayanA paNa ThekANA nathI. vikalpasahita nirNayamAM mokSamArga nathI paNa vikalpasahita nirNayamAM A zuddha svarUpano anubhava e sarvathA zuddha pariNamanathI sahita che, azuddha pariNamanathI bilakula nahi. ema hajI vikalpathI zuddha svarUpano nirNaya karavo joIe. chatAM e kaMI mokSamArga nathI. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? ghaNuM gaMbhIra batAvyuM che !! dharma athavA mokSano mArga e zuddha caitanya bhagavAna anaMta AnaMda, anaMta jJAna, anaMta zAMti, anaMta IzvaratA, anaMtI svacchatA ane anaMtAanaMta kartA nAmano guNa, anaMta karaNa nAmano guNa, e badhA zuddha che. AhA..hA..! e zuddhanuM pariNamana thavuM (te dharma che). kartApaNe, sAdhanapaNe; karaNa eTale sAdhana, potapotAnA kartApaNe ane sAdhanapaNe. AhAhA.! zuddha pavitra svabhAva, ene anusarIne zuddhapaNAnA pariNamana sahita thavuM, e sarvathA zuddha pariNamana che ema kahe che. emAM kiMcitmAtra paNa azuddhatA nathI. AhA..hA..! bahu sarasa vAta che ! mIThI madhurI !A..hA..hA...! Avo mArga che ane bIjI rIte kahe. vyavahAra karatAM karatAM thAya. dayA, dAna, bhakti, pUjA, maMdiro banAvavA, karoDonA dAna ApavA. emAMthI haLave haLave mokSamArga thAya. zeTha ! lyo, zeTha nA pADe che. ema na thAya. mumukSu :- vAstavika bhinna che. uttara :- banne bhAve bhinna che. AhA...hA...! kevI vAta che, juone ! paramasatyane khullI karIne mUkI. samAjane kema raheze ? kema nahi? mArga A che, bApA ! "eka hoya traNakALamAM paramArthano paMtha AhA..hA..! e A. je AtmA - anaMta guNa, saMkhyAe anaMta... anaMta... anaMta... e badhA pavitra che, zuddha che. enuM AkhuM dravya te zuddha che. e dravya upara dRSTi paDatAM je paryAyamAM zuddha nirmaLatAnI atIndriya AnaMda sahita atIndriya jJAnano aMza Ave, atIndriya AnaMda Ave, IzvaratAno aMza Ave, prabhutAno aMza Ave, svacchatAno aMza Ave, kartA zuddha guNa che teno kartApaNAno

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kaLaza-181 423 zuddha aMza Ave, karaNa je guNa che teno zuddhapaNe sAdhanamAM, zuddhapaNe paryAyamAM Ave A...hA...hA...! evA badhA zuddha pariNamanano anubhava te sarvathA zuddha pariNamanathI sahita che. A..hA..hA..! gajaba che ne ! eka lITIe... A..hA...hA...! bAra aMgano sAra bharI dIdho che !! che ? | sarvathA ! jainadharmamAM sarvathA na hoya ne ? sarvathA kema na hoya ? AtmA sarvathA nitya che ema nahi, anitya paNa che. ema kahevA mATe. paNa zuddha pariNamanamAM kathaMcita azuddha pariNamana) paNa che ema nahi. AhA...hA...! prazna :- pramANa, naya, nikSepathI azuddhatA kema rahI jAya ? samAdhAna :- azuddhatA to kyAMya rahI gaI. azuddhatA baMdhanA kAraNamAM rahI. dayA, dAna, vrata, tapa, bhakti , pUjA badhuM baMdhanA kAraNamAM rahI gayuM. AhA...hA...! Ave, hoya kharuM paNa e kaMI mokSamArga nathI, e zuddha pariNamana nathI, e zuddhano anubhava nathI. A..hA..hA..! prazna :- kAraNa to kharuM ne ? samAdhAna :- nathI, pachI kAraNa-phAraNa kevA ? nirapekSa che, vyavahAranI apekSAthI zuddha svarUpano anubhava - zuddha pariNamana sarvathA sahita parathI nirapekSa che. AhA...hA...! A.hA...hA...! AvI vAta che. prazna :- "caraNAnusAra dravyamU" ema kema kahyuM ? samAdhAna :- e to ene jaNAvyuM ke, rAganI maMdatA tenA pramANamAM hoya teno eTalo ahIM anubhava hoya eTaluM. ene laIne hoya ema nahi. jema chaThTha guNasthAne saMjvalananI rAganI maMdatA hoya to eTalA ja pramANamAM potAne ahIMyAM anubhavamAM sthiratA vizeSa AnaMda hoya. Ane laIne hoya ema nahi. e to rAganI tIvra maMdatA jene aMdara hoya ene ahIMyAM anubhavanI ugratA vizeSa hoya ema jaNAvyuM che. caraNa anusAra eTale ke rAga che tene anukULa anubhava che. e anubhava A rAgane laIne che e prazna tyAM nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA...! cothe guNasthAne rAganI vizeSatA che to tyAM anubhava eTalo Akaro (nathI), jevo chaThThAno che evo anubhava tyAM na hoya. eTaluM batAvavuM che. pAMcame ethI kaMIka maMda rAga che ethI enA pramANamAM tyAM anubhava hoya. kemake rAga maMda che enA anupAtamAM anubhava (hoya). Ane laIne hoya e prazna tyAM nathI. enAthI enuM jJAna karavA mATe ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? ane munine chachuM guNasthAne rAga ghaNo maMda hoya to ene anusarIne eTalI tIvratA zuddhatAnI hoya ema batAvavuM che. samajANuM kAMI ? caraNa anusAra tyAM AvyuM che ne ? eTale ? pharIne laIe ke, ahIMyAM jeTalI zuddhatA

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424 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 ujha che enA pramANamAM tyAM rAganI maMdatA hoya che. ema eno artha che. cothe guNasthAne zuddhatA alpa che to enA pramANamAM tyAM rAganI vizeSatA che. phakta A benI bhinnatAmAM rAga vadhAre ane zuddhatA ochI, ahIM rAga ocho ane zuddhatA vadhAre che, eTaluM jaNAvavuM che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA..! "dravyAnusAra caraNam, caraNAnusAra dravyam eno artha A che. "pravacanasAra' ! che, badhI khabara) che. AhA..hA...! bhagavAnano mArga kayAMya pUrvApara virodha hoya nahi. badhe avirodha che. AhA...hA...! sarvajJa trilokanAtha vItarAga... AhA...hA...! enI vANI ane saMtonI vANI, badhI eka che. pUrvApara virodha rahita che. AhA...hA...! tyAM to caraNAnuyoganuM kathana che ethI caraNAnuyogano vyavahAra jene hajI rAga maMda che to enA pramANamAM ahIMyAM zuddhatA vizeSa che ema jJAna karAve che. rAga tIvra che to zuddhatA ochI che. Ane laIne che ema prazna nathI. rAga tIvra che to ahIM zuddhatA ochI che. rAga maMda che to zuddhatA vadhAre che. ema caraNAnuyoga eTale caraNane anusarIne nirmaLatA hoya ane nirmaLatAne anusarIne rAganI maMdatA-tIvratA hoya. samajANuM kAMI ? mumukSu :- eTalI apekSA to AvI.. uttara :- evuM ja hoya. ene laIne nahi. ene laIne nathI). rAga maMda che mATe zuddhatA vadhAre che ema nahi. ahIM to rAga maMda che ene anusAre ema jANavuM ke, ahIMyAM zuddhatA vadhAre che, eTaluM. rAga kaMI tIvra che to ene anusAra ahIM zuddhatA thoDI che ema jANavuM. e jANavA mATenI vAta che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? atyAre to gaDabaDa evI thaI gaI che. AhA..hA..! A to spaSTa vAta che. prabhu eka kora zuddha AnaMdaghana (che) ene anusarIne je anubhava thAya) e sarvathA zuddha pariNamana che ane paranA lakSe jeTalo rAga thAya e sarvathA azuddha rUpe che. emAM jarIye zuddhatA che ema nahi ane AmAM jarI azuddhatA che ema nahi. AhA..hA...! mumukSu - rAganI azuddhatA vadhI to ahIM zuddhatA ghaTI gaI. uttara :ahIM (zuddhatA) vadhI che to rAga maMda hoya. hoya eTaluM. ahIM zuddhatA ochI hoya to rAga vadhAre hoya che. zuddhatA ghaNI hoya ane rAga tIvra hoya, ema hoya ? zuddhatA thoDI hoya ane rAga taddana maMda hoya, ema hoya ? eTaluM jaNAvavuM che. eTaluM caraNAnuyogane anusAre dravyAnuyoga. dravyAnuyoga eTale dravya na levuM. dravyanuM pariNamana levuM. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA... sarvathA sahita che. jene zuddhatvapariNamana hoya che." (have) vadhAre spaSTa kare che. jene bhagavAna AtmA AnaMda svarUpa prabhu ! enuM jene zuddhatva pariNamana (thayuM), dravyane avalaMbane zuddhatva dazA hoya che, pariNamana eTale dazA, "te jIvane zuddha svarUpano anubhava avazya hoya che, joyuM ? jene zuddhatvapariNamana hoya che te jIvane zuddha svarUpano anubhava jarUra

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kaLaza-181 425 hoya che," ema ke, zuddha svarUpano anubhava hoya ane anubhava na hoya ema nahi. AhA..hA....! samajANuM kAMI ? tene "zuddha svarUpano anubhava jarUra hoya che...." kone ? jene zuddha pariNamana hoya che tene. zuddha svarUpa je zuddha caitanyamUrti ! ene anusAra je zuddha pariNamana che. che ? tene "zuddha svarUpano anubhava avazya hoya che....." be vAta karI. pahelI ema karI ke, svarUpanA anubhavarUpa che je jJAna (te jIva zuddhatva pariNamanathI) sarvathA sahita che. have Ama pheravI nAkhyuM. jene zuddhatvapariNamana hoya che..." pelAmAM pAchaLa hatuM ne ? pelAmAM zuddha pariNamana pAchaLa hatuM, anubhava paheluM hatuM. have AmAM paheluM zuddhatvapariNamana, pachI anubhava lakhyuM che). AhAhA..! kevI vAta che ! zuM kahyuM I ? bhale be lITImAM aTake, ApaNe vAMdho nathI. AhAhA...! paheluM ema kahyuM hatuM ke, "zuddha svarUpanA anubhavarUpa che je jJAna." eTale AtmA. 'te, jIvanA zuddhatvapariNamanathI sarvathA sahita che.' have pheravyuM. jene zuddhatvapariNamana hoya che. ahIM lIdhuM. pelAmAM pahelo anubhava lIdho hato. ene zuddha pariNamana sarvathA hoya che (ema) kIdhuM. have ahIM (kahe che), jene zuddhatvapariNamana hoya che te jIvane zuddha svarUpano anubhava avazya hoya che, AhA..hA..! kevI vAta karI, juone ! koI ema kahe ke, anubhava hoya ene zuddha pariNamana nathI. zuddha pariNamana hoya ene anubhava nathI. amane zuddha pariNamana to che) paNa anubhava nathI. ema khoTI vAta che. AhA..hA..! thoDuM paNa satya che ema samajavuM paDaze, bhAI ! bahu jhAjhuM lAMbuM lAMbu kare... AhAhA...! kaho, bhAI ! zuM kIdhuM A ? jene A zuddha bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu ! eno Azraya laIne jene anubhava thayo che, zuddhatAno anubhava thayo che, e zuddhatAno anubhava, zuddha pariNamana sarvathA sahita che. emAM kiMcita azuddhatA che nahi, eka vAta. jene zuddha svarUpanuM pariNamana che tene zuddha svarUpano anubhava jarUra che. kaho, A to samajAya evI vAta che. vastu e rIte che. e to AmAM samajAvyuM. AhA..hA...! koI kahe ke, amane zuddha anubhava che paNa zuddha pariNamana nathI. e jUThuM che. koI kahe ke, amane zuddha pariNamana che paNa hajI anubhava nathI. AhAhA! AvI vAta kyAM che ? loko jhagaDA evA maphatanA kare che. AhA..hA...! parama satyano pokAra che ! AhAhA...! munionA hRdayanA pokAra che. AtmA aMdara pokAre che. AhA..hA...! jene AtmA bhagavAna cilvana AnaMdakaMda zuddha svarUpa ! eno jene anubhava thayo) ene zuddha pariNamana sarvathA sahita che. enA anubhavamAM jarIye azuddhatAno bhAga che ema che nahi. azuddhatA ho paNa e bhinna che ema kahevuM che. bhinna che. AhA...hA...! ane jene

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426 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 zuddha pariNamana che ene zuddha anubhava jarUra che, jarUra che. ene zuddha pariNamanamAM azuddhatAno aMza anubhavamAM Ave che ema nathI. AhA..hA.! samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhA...! prazna :- jJAnano upayoga bahAra hoya tyAre paNa ? samAdhAna :- ahIM pariNamana che ene to anubhava labdha kahevAya. bhale labdhirUpa ho, paNa zuddha pariNamana che tyAM labdharUpa paNa anubhava che ane anubhava che tyAM zuddha pariNamana che. AhAhA...! vAta bahu jhINI) siddha kare che. AhAhA...! "prajJA chetrI ziye tIkhI dhArA ! "ziryA che ne ? "ziya' zabda che ne ? AhAhA...! "saMdeha nathI." saMdeha nathI. AhAhA...! juo ! keTaluM spaSTa kare che ! have (kahe che), "anyathA sarvathA prakAre anubhava hoto nathI." joyuM ? pAchu lIdhuM. pahelo anubhava (kahyo) hato ne ? ene ahIM pAchu lIdhuM. anyathA sarvathA prakAre." joyuM ? sarvathA prakAre ! zuddha pariNamana nathI ane zuddha anubhava che ema sarvathA prakAre anubhava nathI. AhA...hA...! ekalA dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinA pariNAma che ene anubhava, zuddha pariNamana bilakula nathI. AhA...hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? A to dhIrAnuM kAma che, bApA! A kAMI koI vArtA nathI). AhA..hA..! anyathA sarvathA prakAre anubhava hoto nathI;" pahelA anubhavathI upADyuM hatuM ne ? samAdhAna Ama che ke zuddha svarUpanA anubhavarUpa che je jJAna te, jIvanA zuddhatvapariNamanathI sarvathA sahita che. eTale ahIM kIdhuM "anyathA sarvathA prakAre anubhava hoto nathI; tethI zuddha svarUpano anubhava mokSanuM kAraNa che." AhAhA.! dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti mokSanuM kAraNa nathI. che emAM ? "zuddha svarUpano anubhava mokSanuM kAraNa che. AhAhA..! azuddhatA ho, pUrNa zuddha anubhava na ho, pUrNa azuddhatA ho paNa mokSanuM kAraNa to e zuddha svarUpano anubhava te ja mokSanuM kAraNa che. te ja kALe dayA, dAna, vratano vikalpa uThato hoya e baMdhanuM kAraNa che. AhA..hA..! e hoya che. sAdhakane baMdhanA kAraNano vikalpa paNa hoya che ane zuddha svarUpano anubhava mokSanuM kAraNa paNa hoya che. hoya che mATe banne nayanuM jJAna barAbara che. paNa AnAthI ahIM thAya ane AvuM hoya ene Avo rAga hoya, Ane kAraNe hoya ema nathI. AhA...hA....! mumukSu :- AmAM ( hindI pustakamAM lakhyuM che ke, dhokho nathI. uttara :- saMdeha nathI. dhokho nathI, hindI ema che. saMdeha nathI, niHsaMdeha Ama che. jyAM jyAM zuddha anubhava hoya tyAM tyAM zuddha pariNamana che ane jyAM jyAM zuddha pariNamana che tyAM tyAM zuddha anubhava che. (emAM) bilakula saMdeha nathI. ane jyAM e zuddha svarUpaanubhava nathI.. che ne ? AhA..hA...! anyathA sarvathA prakAre anubhava hoto nathI, tethI zuddha svarUpano anubhava mokSanuM kAraNa

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kaLaza-181 427 che. lyo ! AhA..hA..! be-traNa lITImAM to keTaluM bharI dIdhuM che ! mumukSu - ekalo vAMce to zuM samajAya ? uttara :- tyAM hIrAmAM kema ekalA karo cho ? bhAI ! tyAM to moDhA AgaLa DahApaNa ekalA karo cho ke nahi ? to AmAM paNa ekalA (karI zake). bIjo samajAve paNa pote potAne samaje tyAre ne ? AvI vAta che ne ? AhA..hA..! vAta che, dezanAlabdhi hoya che, sanI dezanAlabdhi hoya che paNa ene prApta karavuM che eNe potAne. dezanAlabdhithI kiMI prApta thatuM nathI. AhA..hA..! vItarAga sarvajJa paramAtmAnI vANI hoya che. trilokanAthanI, sarvajJanA paramAgamanI, hoM ! AhA..hA..! kalpita Agamo Adi karelA hoya) enI vANImAM to dezanAlabdhinuM nimitta paNa nathI ema kahe che. AhA..hA..! AkaruM kAma ! "zuddha svarUpano anubhava mokSanuM kAraNa che. ahIM aneka prakAranA mithyASTi jIvo nAnA prakAranA vikalpo kare che...." zuM kahe che ? 'temanuM samAdhAna kare che. koI kahe che ke jIvanuM svarUpa ane baMdhanuM svarUpa jANI levuM te mokSamArga che." joyuM ? anubhava che te zuddha pariNamana che ane zuddha pariNamana che te anubhava che ane te mokSanuM kAraNa che. have enAthI viruddha bolanArAo kevA che enI vAtuM kare che. AhA..hA...! koI kahe che ke jIvanuM svarUpa ane baMdhanuM svarUpa jANI levuM te mokSamArga che. e jANI levuM te mokSamArga kyAM che ? e to jJAnamAM dhAraNA thaI gaI. e kaMI anubhava nathI. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA.! te mokSamArga che, jANI levuM te mokSamArga che." basa ! baMdhane jANavuM, karmane jANavuM, AtmA che ema jANavuM, basa ! e mokSano mArga che. ema nathI. AhA..hA..! prazna :- jANIne pakSa kare to ? samAdhAna :- jANIne pakSa kare che to e paNa mithyAdRSTi che. A karmanA bahu palAkhAM zIkhe ne ? zvetAMbaramAM e Ave che - "baMdhana parihANiyA' evuM Ave che. "sUyagaDAMgano pahelo zloka. baMdhane jANo ! baMdhane zuM jANe ? eno ahIMyAM virodha che. baMdhanI karmanI prakRti ATalI ne AnI ATalI, 148nI Ama sattA hoya ne pahele Ama hoya ne cothe (guNasthAne) Ama hoya. evuM baMdhanuM svarUpa jANI ane jIva che ema jANavuM. che, basa eTaluM. e koI mokSanuM kAraNa nathI. AhA...hA..! ahIM to (kahe che), jIva che te zuddha che, e zuddhano anubhava te mokSanuM kAraNa che. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? evI vAta che, bhAI ! lokone muzkela paDe eTale virodha kare). loko rADyuM tethI pADe che ne ! e..I...! sonagaDhavALA nizcayathI ja mokSano mArga kahe che. vyavahArane mAnatA nathI. vyavahAra che, nimitta che. nimitta che (paNa) nimittathI paramAM kArya thatuM nathI. vyavahAra che, vyavahArathI nizcaya thato nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhA...! "koI kahe che ke jIvanuM svarUpa ane baMdhanuM svarUpa jANI levuM te mokSamArga che. koI

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428 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 kahe che ke baMdhanuM svarUpa jANIne evuM ciMtavana karavuM ke "baMdha kyAre chUTaze." vikalpa karyA karavo ke, A kyAre chUTaze ? kyAre chUTaze ? kyAre chUTaze ? ema mokSano mArga nathI. e to rAga che. AhA..hA..! gAthAmAM Ave che ne ? eno khulAso (che). mULa gAthAmAM Ave che. kyAre chUTaze ? evo baMdha kyAre chUTaze ? e "kaI rIte chUTaze ?' evI ciMtA mokSanuM kAraNa che." AvuM ajJAnIo kahe che. AhA..hA..! "AvuM kahe che je jIvo te jUThA che..." Ama kahenArA jUThA che. AtmA che ane baMdhana che, bannene jANI levA e mokSanuM kAraNa che ema je kahe che) e jUThA che. AhA..hA...! zloka bahu UMco Avyo che !! AhA...hA...! prajJAchINI ! prazna :- jANIne enI bhAvanA kare to ? samAdhAna :- zenI bhAvanA kare ? vikalpanI ! vikalpathI bhAvanA kare e kaMI bhAvanA nathI. 'AtamabhAvanA bhAvatA jIva lahe kevaLajJAna" "zrImamAM Ave che. I AtamabhAvanA eTale aMdara (AtmAno) anubhava (kare) e jIva lahe kevaLajJAna AtmabhAvanA (eTale) AtmA Avo che, AtmA Avo che (ema) vikalpa karyA kare e mokSanuM kAraNa bilakula nathI. A..hA...hA...hA...! duniyA kyAM paDI ? mArga prabhuno kayAM rahI gayo ? ekalo nizcayathI ja mokSano mArga kahe che, e ekAMta che ema loko kahe che. ekAMta satya che ema kahyuM. peluM ekAMta jUThuM che. baMdhanI ciMtA e zubharAga che. zubharAgathI mokSanuM kAraNa mAne (e) taddana jUThuM che. dayA, dAnanA vikalpa rAga che e to jUThuM che paNa ahIM to baMdhanI ciMtA, AtmA Avo che evI ciMtA karavI e paNa zubhabhAva ane jUThuM che, e mokSanuM kAraNa nathI. e mokSanuM kAraNa nathI. AhA..hA...! che? te jUThA che - mithyAdRSTi have, "mokSanuM kAraNa jevuM che tevuM kahe chelyo ! "yaM prajJAcchatrI kAtmakhkhamayastha anta:sthiva niyati' AtmA che, baMdhana che eTaluM nahi. ahIMyAM to AtmA ane baMdhana - benuM jJAna karI ane prajJArUpI chINI mAravI ane anubhava karavo e mokSanuM kAraNa che. samajANuM kAMI ? che ? "prajJA" prajJAno artha kare che. "vastusvarUpe pragaTa che je prajJA arthAt AtmAnA zuddhasvarUpa-anubhavasamarthapaNe pariNamelo jIvano jJAnaguNa,..." joyuM? e prajJAnI vyAkhyA (karI). AhA..hA...! 'AtmAnA zuddhasvarUpa.... pavitra svarUpano anubhavasamartha (arthAtu) anubhava karavAmAM tAkAtavALo pariNamelo 'jIvano jJAnaguNa te ja che." prajJA. tene prajJA kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA...hA...! tene buddhi ane jJAna kahevAmAM Ave che. mumukSu - cha mahinA AtmabhAvanA karIe tyAre thAya ne ! uttara :- aMtarmuhUrtamAM thAya. hamaNAM Avaze - eka samayamAM thAya. AmAM Avaze.

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kaLaza-181 429 masAt' che aMdara ? keTalA kALamAM prajJAchINI paDe che - bhinna bhinna kare che ? uttara Ama che - ati sUkSma kALamAM - eka samayamAM paDe che..." tyo, aMdara prazna che. pelI koranI pAMcamI lITI. keTalA kALamAM prajJAchINI paDe che - "koI prazna kare che ke keTalA kALamAM prajJAchINI paDe che..." lyo ! e ja zabda che. che ? eka ja samaya che. prazna :- pahelA bhAvanA karI ne ? samAdhAna :- e badhA vikalpa che). AhA...hA...! prazna :- ekalo vikalpa ke AtmAnuM jora ? samAdhAna :- vikalpa nahi, ekaluM AtmAnuM jora. vikalpa jarIye nahi. vikalpano sahAro jarIye nahi. I to pahelI vAta AvI gaI. zuddha anubhavamAM zuddha pariNamana ane zuddha pariNamanamAM zuddha anubhava che). azuddhatAno aMza emAM jarIye nahi. A..hA...hA..hA...! che ne ? sAme pATha che ke nahi ? A kaMI gharano artha cAle che? A..hA...! A kyAranuM lakheluM che ? ahIMnuM - "sonagaDhanuM che A ? AhAhA..! mumukSu :- "sonagaDhamAM chApyuM che ne ! uttara :- chApe, game tyAMthI chApe, emAM zuM thaI gayuM ? hIro game te ghare hoya paNa hIro to hIro ja che. DheDhane ghare hoya topaNa hIro che, emAM zuM? ghara badalyuM mATe hIrAnI kiMmata gaI ? chApe game tyAM ? "bhAvanagara' chApe, "sonagaDha' chApe, "muMbaI' chApe, jayapura chApe. A...hA...! Avo mArga che. mumukSu :- anubhava to eka ja samaye hoya "kRpALudeva'mAM kahe che... uttara :- eka ja samaya. AhA..hA..! AvuM kAma che. bahu sarasa ! gAthA bahu sArI AvI ! AhA...hA..! zuM kIdhuM? have, prajJA kone kahevI ? "AtmAnA zuddha svarUpa-anubhavasamarthapaNe pariNamelo jIvano jJAnaguNa, te ja che." prajJA ane te ja che chINI." joyuM ? AtmAno anubhava karavo te prajJAchINI che. A..hA...hA..hA...! che ? AtmAnA pavitra - zuddha svarUpano anubhavasamarthapaNae pariNamelo jIvano jJAnaguNa, te che prajJA ane te che chINI. prajJAchINI te che. AhA..hA...! ahIM to anubhava karavo e prajJAchINI che ema kIdhuM ! AhA...hA...! nipati' kIdhuM ne ? be vacce nAkhavI. baMdha ane AtmA vacce. eno artha ke AtmAno anubhava karavo. che ? bhAvArtha Ama che ke sAmAnyapaNe je koI vastune chedIne be karavAmAM Ave che." A karavata vaDe lAkaDAnA be kaTakA kare che ne ? "te chINI vaDe chedavAmAM Ave che. ahIM paNa jIva-karmane chedIne be karavAnAM che, temane be-rUpe chedavAne mATe svarUpaanubhavasamartha jJAnarUpa chINI che." A.hA..hA.hA...! temane be-rUpe chedavAne, judA karavAne mATe svarUpaanubhavasamartha

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430 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 jJAnarUpa chINI che. AhA..hA..! be karavA mATe A baMdhanuM jJAna ne AnuM jJAna' ema ahIM to be paNa nathI lIdhuM. be karavAne mATe... A..hA...hA...! are..! AvI vAtuM zAstramAM paDI che keTalI ! hajAro varSathI ! svAdhyAya kare nahi, ciMtave nahi, aMdaramAM potA tarapha manana na kare ke A zuM che ? AcAryo badho vAraso to mUkI gayA che ! eno bApa vAraso mUkI jAya (to) mALo tarata kUMcI le ! mumukSu - tarata upADI le. uttara - hA, marI jAya to tarata laI lyo. cAra-pAMca bhAIo hoya ne pelo marI jAya, kUMcI hoya ne ? zuM kahevAya ? kaDI ! kUMcI pahelA laI le, pachI maDaduM upADe. mALA ! A badhA thayelA, joyelA che, hoM ! nAma, ThAma, gAma badhuM AvaDe che. ghaNA varSa thaI gayA ne ahIM to ? AhAhA...! Doso maryo tyAM enI kUMcI laI lyo. maryo tyAM eka jaNa garIne laI le ! bApA kUMcI mUkI gayA che ne ? kyAM gaI? to kahe, e to meM laI lIdhI. AhA..hA....! ahIM kahe che ke, bhagavAna saMto A vAraso mUkI gayA che ne, prabhu ! tuM ane karma ane be judA pADavA, prajJAchINI - AtmAno anubhava te kAraNa che, basa ! AhA...hA...! hajI jene nirdhAra - jJAnamAM nirNayanA ThekANA nathI ene anubhava kayAMthI thAya ? jJAnamAM ja hajI uMdhAI che), A dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjA, dAna karazuM to thAze. e to mithyAtva che. mithyAtvano anubhava thAze. AhAhA...! "temane be-rUpe chedavAne mATe svarUpaanubhavasamartha jJAnarUpa chINI che." joyuM ? anubhavasamartha jJAnarUpa chINI che. anubhavasamartha jJAnarUpI chINI ema levuM. anubhavasamartha jJAnarUpI chINI che. A...hA...hA...! "anya to bIjuM kAraNa thayuM nathI. A anekAnta kare che. pelo kahe ke, bIjAthI - vyavahArathI thAya (ane) nizcayathI thAya. e to ekAMta che, mithyASTi che. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? anya to bIjuM kAraNa..." anya eTale vyavahAranA rAganI maMdatA. dayA, dAna, vrata khUba kare e bIjuM kAraNa thayuM nathI, thaze nahi. AhAhA...have atyAre to badhe e ja mAMDI che - vrata karo, apavAsa karo, tapasyA karo, bhakti karo, pUjA karo. zuM kahevAya A ? dAna kyo. dahanapUjA ! karmanI dahana pUjA ! karma-dahana pUjA karo. ahIM to kahe che ke, lAkha karoDa kara ne, e badho rAga che, le ! e rAgathI koI di traNakALamAM mokSano mArga nahi thAya, le ! AhA..hA....! jAvajIva brahmacarya pALyuM ! e badho bhAva zubha che, e kaMI dharma nathI. AhA...hA...! aMdaramAM AnaMdasvarUpano anubhava karavo.. AhA..hA..! A.hA..hA..! e eka ja (kAraNa) che. "anya to bIjuM kAraNa thayuM nathI." lyo ! (koI ema kahe ke, be kAraNe

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kaLaza-181 mokSa thAya. ahIM to nA pADe che. vyavahAra ane nizcaya - be kAraNe thAya. upAdAna ane nimitta be kAraNe mokSa thAya. AvuM che A. anya to bIjuM kAraNa thayuM nathI, thaze nahi.' thayuM nathI paNa ko'kane koI di' thAya to ? (to kahe che), nahi thAya. ko'kane vaLI rAganI maMdatA karatAM karatAM samikata thaI jAya ne anubhava thaI jAya. (to kahe che), nA. thayuM nathI ane thaze nahi. traNe kALanI vAta laI lIdhI. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? A loko kahe che, adhyAtmanI bhAMga pIne nAcyA che ! ema kahe che. are... bhagavAna ! adhyAtmanI (bhAMga) kahevAya nahi, prabhu ! adhyAtma to AtmA kahevAya, nAtha ! tane Ama kema thayuM ? AhA..hA...! adhyAtma to AtmA che. (rahasyapUrNa ciThThImAM) lakhyuM che, atyAre to adhyAtma AtmA che. che ne ? ciThThImAM Ave che. AhA..hA...! rahasyapUrNa ciThThI'mAM AvyuM che. patrano uttara Ape che emAM lakhyuM che. ToDaramale' (lakhyuM che), atyAre to AtmA adhyAtma che. AhA..hA...! lyo, I to pAMcamAM ArAnA (che), hajI to basso varSa thayA (che). I ema kahe che ke, atyAre to adhyAtma AtmA che. ane e AtmA paNa 'apatigacchati iti AtmA' bhagavAnaAtmA potAnA AnaMdasvarUpapaNe pariName te AtmA. rAgarUpe pariName te AtmA ? e to anAtmA che, Asrava che. AhA..hA..! bahu kAma (AkarA) ! madhyasthatAthI eka vA2 eka kalAka sAMbhaLene to ene khyAla Ave ke, mArga to A che. Agraha rAkhIne (sAMbhaLe to na samajAya). =' cetana AtmA, AhA..hA...! 'anya to bIjuM kAraNa thayuM, thaze nahi. AvI prajJAchINI je rIte chedIne be kare che te rIta kahe che AvI prajJAchINI...' (eTale) zuM kIdhuM I ? ke, svarUpanA anubhavasamartha jJAnarUpa chINI. ema. e chINI kaI rIte chedIne be kare che ? 'bhomayasya'AtmA-cetanAmAtra dravya,... AhA..hA...! e to cetanA... cetanA... cetanA... cetana - cetanAmAtra dravya. cetana bhagavAnaAtmA cetanAmAtra vastu. e to jANakasvabhAva, darzanasvabhAva mAtra vastu (che). AhA...hA...! AtmA cetanAmAtra svarUpa prabhu ! AhA..hA...! emAM koI puNya, dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinA pariNAma emAM che nahi. AhA...hA...! AtmA cetanAmAtra dravya, karma-pudgalano piMDa...' have karmanI vyAkhyA (karI ke) e to puddagalano piMDa (che). athavA moha-rAga-dveSarUpa azuddha pariNita....' be lIdhA. karmano piMDa e jaDa lIdhuM ane azuddha pariNati enI potAnI emAM lIdhI. enAthI bhinna pADavuM che. joyuM ? azuddha (pariNatithI) paNa bhinna pADavuM che. azuddhane rAkhIne aMdara AtmanuM jJAna thAya che, ema nathI. AhA..hA...! 'azuddha pariNita, evI che be vastuo....' eka kora cetanAmAtra bhagavAna ane eka bAju azuddha pariNati. karma e to nimitta jaDa che. eka kora azuddha dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti AdinA pariNAma azuddha pariNamana, e karma ane eka bAju AtmA - - - 431

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kalazAmRta bhAga-5 432 cetanAmAtra - bene bhinna ka2vAnA che. che ? 'temano antaHsaMdhivALo...' A..hA..hA...! joke ekakSetrAvAharUpa che...' joyuM ? e rAga-dveSa azuddha pariNAmane paNa ekakSetrAvagAha kahyAM che. e bhAvasvabhAve kahyAM nathI. samajANuM ? eka kSetre (hovA chatAM) bhAva bhinna che. jhINI vAta che, vizeSa Avaze... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !) mAgazara vada 11, guruvAra tA. 05-01-1978. kaLaza-181, pravacana-194 'kaLazaTIkA' 181 (kaLaza cAle che). ahIM sudhI AvyuM che. prajJAchINI je rIte chedIne be kare che te rIta kahe che...' AvyuM ne ? ahIM sudhI AvyuM hatuM ke, anya to bIjuM kA2Na thayuM nathI, thaze nahi.' tyAM sudhI AvyuM hatuM. eTale zuM ? ke, AtmA AnaMdasvarUpanuM pariNamana ane rAgathI bhinna (pariNamana thavuM) e mokSanuM kAraNa che. enA sivAya anya koI kAraNa thayuM nathI, thaze nahi. ahIM vAta AvI che. AtmA jJAnasvarUpa, AnaMdasvarUpane rAgathI bhinna pADIne jJAnAnaMda zuddha pariNamana (karavuM) e eka ja mokSanuM kAraNa che. e sivAya bIjuM koI mokSanuM kAraNa nathI. mumukSu :- koI vakhata Apa anubhavane mokSanuM kAraNa kaho cho. uttara H- e anubhavane kIdhuM ne ? be vAta kIdhI. anubhava eTale zuddha pariNamana. I to mAthe vAta thaI gaI. juo ! pahelI lITI. svarUpanA anubhavarUpa che je jJAna te, jIvanA zuddhatvapariNamanathI sarvathA sahita che.' mAthe pahelI lITI che. kAle AvyuM hatuM, betraNa vAra kahyuM hatuM. zuddha anubhava eTale zuddha pariNamana - jIvanuM zuddha pariNamana. jIvanuM zuddha pariNamana eTale zuddha jIvano anubhava. be vAra AvI gayuM hatuM. samajANuM ? che mAthe ? 'zuddha svarUpanA anubhavarUpa che je jJAna...' eTale AtmA. pahelI lITI. jIvanA jIvanA zuddhatvapariNamanathI sarvathA sahita che.' che ? pharIne lIdhuM. anyathA sarvathA prakAre anubhava hoto nathI; tethI zuddha svarUpano anubhava mokSanuM kAraNa che.' zuddha svarUpa je caitanya che, ene rAgathI bhinna pADIne) zuddha svarUpano anubhava (karavo) e eka ja mokSanuM kAraNa che. atyAre moTA jhagaDA che ne ? zubhajoga te mokSano mArga che (ema kahe che). have, zuM thAya ? ene beThuM hoya (ema kahe). ahIM to hajI ethI vizeSa vAta ka2ze ke, e zuddha svarUpanuM pariNamana, enA pradezo

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kaLaza-181 433 - kSetra ane azuddha pariNamananuM kSetra, be bhinna che. potAnA pradezanI apekSAe ekakSetrAvagAha che. paranA pradezo - karmanA dravyanA bhinna che). enI apekSAe potAnA asaMkhya pradezo, azuddha pariNamana ane zuddha pariNamana parathI bhinna che, paNa potAmAM be bheda pADIe to zuddha pariNamananuM kSetra bhinna che, azuddha pariNamananuM kSetra bhinna che. A...hA...hA....! prazna :- I kevI rIte ? samAdhAna - e "saMvara adhikAramAM AvI gayuM che. "saMvara adhikAra mAM ! (kahyuM ke, be vastu eka nathI. be eTale azuddha pariNamana ane zuddha jIvanuM pariNamana, be eka nathI. ekabIjAne AdhAraAdheya nathI. ekabIjAnA pradeza bhinna che. che asaMkhyapradeza, jIvanA asaMkhya pradeza, paNa e pradezano chello bhAga - zubhajoga AdinuM azuddha pariNamana (je thAya che) enA pradeza - kSetra bhinna che ane (be) vacce saMdhi che. AhA..hA...! jema karmanA rajakaNo, dravyakarma(nA) rajakaNonuM kSetra eka jagyAe rahevA chatAM kSetra bhinna che - pradeza bhinna che. e to taddana bhinna che. have ahIMyAM aMtaramAM AtmA zuddha caitanya svarUpa (che) enuM pariNamana thAya) enuM kSetra, azuddha pariNamana je zubhajoga (AdinuM thAya), enA pradezono aMza, che e asaMkhya pradezamAM, paNa asaMkhya pradezano e aMza judo che, enuM kSetra juduM che. AhA..hA..! che ? juo ! Ave che. 'AvI prajJAchINI je rIte chedIne be kare che te rIte kahe che." juo ! AvyuM ? ahIMthI zarUAta thAya che. che vacamAM ? "gAtmamayastha' te rIte kahe che. Atmajakhkhadayastha che ? A to alaukika vAtuM che, bApu ! AhA..hA..! juo ! enA be artha karyA, juo ! AtmA-cetanAmAtra dravya..." bhagavAnaAtmA to cetanA upayoga - darzana, jJAna mAtrano upayoga, e dravya bhinna che. che ? "karma-5dUgalano piMDa." e paNa bhinna che. 'athavA moharAga-dveSarUpa azuddha pariNati, - evI che be vastuo joyuM ? AhA..hA..! eka kora zuddha caitanya upayoga bhagavAna, eka kora karma ane azuddha pariNati eka kSetre hovA chatAM (arthAta) AkAzanA eka kSetre hovA chatAM, hoM ! AkAzanA eka kSetre hovA chatAM karmanuM kSetra juduM che ane puNya-pApa, dayA, dAna zubhajoganuM kSetra juduM che. kema ? ke, upayoga aMtara vALatAM e kSetra ane eno bhAva judo rahI jAya che. upayoga jJAnano, darzanano, cetanAno upayogane aMtara vALatAM enA kSetra ane enA bhAvamAM azuddha upayoga Avato nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? AvuM che. ahIMyAM ekakSetrAvagAha kahyuM ne ? bannene ekakSetrAvagAha kahyAM. moha-rAgadveSanA pariNAma ane karmanA piMDarUpa bhAva, bannenuM kSetra bhale eka ho, e AkAzanI apekSAe eka kSetra (kahyuM). eka kSetrano artha AkAzanI apekSAe kSetra eka (che). bhAvanI apekSAe zuddha upayoga aMtaramAM vALatAM enuM je kSetra che enAthI azuddha upayogano aMza bahAra

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434 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 rahI jAya che ethI enuM kSetra paNa bahAra che. AhA..hA....! samajAya che kAMI ? AtmA asaMkhyapradezI, enA anaMta guNa zuddha ane chellA aMzamAM azudgha rAga-dveSamoha, che to e paNa asaMkhya pradeze, paNa eno chello aMza che emAM azuddhatA jeTalA kSetramAM utpanna thAya e kSetra bhinna che ane jeTalo zuddha upayoga (thayo e ane) aMdara jJAna, AnaMda Adi guNanuM kSetra bhinna che. AhA..hA....! A to dhImethI samajavA jevuM che, bApu ! AhA..hA...! ahIM to be vastu kIdhI che, tyAM paNa be vastu kIdhI che. 'saMvara adhikAra' ! AtmA kAyamI dhruva zuddha upayogathI pakaDAya evo che ane e TANe azuddha upayoga, azuddha pariNamananA kSetrano bhAga Ama bahAra rahI jAya che. Ama DhaLe che eTale e kSetrano aMza bahAra rahI jAya che. AhA..hA...! eno jema bhAva bahAra rahI jAya che ema enuM kSetra bahAra rahI jAya che. potAnA zuddha jJAnaupayoganuM kSetra, e upayoga aMtaramAM vALatAM, enA kSetramAM e upayoga che, e azuddha upayoganA kSetramAM A kSetra nathI. AvI vAta che. vizeSa (kahIe chIe). ahIM be kahyuM ne ? e kevI rIte che ? be kare che te rIta kahe che...' be kare che kaI rIte ? Atmaja bhayasya pATha to A che 'AtmA bhayasya'enA artha be thayA. eka AtmA, eka bAju karma ane eka bAju e vikArI pariNAmarUpI bhAvakarma. 'Atmajomaya' bhagavAnaAtmA zuddha caitanya dravya ane azuddha vikArI zubhabhAva. loko rADa e nAkhe che ne ? zubhajoga mokSano mArga (che). prabhu ! e (mArga) nathI, bhAI ! e bhAva judo che, enuM kSetra (juduM) che, enuM phaLa juduM che. AhA..hA...! zubhanuM kSetra juduM che, bhAva judo che ane enuM vedana duHkharUpa che. bhAI ! AvI vAta che. prazna :- atabhAva che ? - samAdhAna :- atabhAva che. vikAra ane AtmAmAM atabhAva che. kSetra bhinna che, kSetra paNa bhinna che. prazna :- kSetra bhinna hovAthI atyaMta abhAva che ? samAdhAna :- abhAva che. vastu bhinna che. AhA..hA...! jhINI vAta che, bhAI ! mumukSu :- atadbhAva kIdhuM che. utta2 :- e to 52thI bhinna pADIne atabhAva kahIne anya bhAva nathI paNa atabhAva (che) eTaluM tyAM kahyuM che. ahIM I atabhAva karIne eno bhAva judo ane kSetra juduM ema kahyuM che. AhA..hA...! vastu to Ama che. dhIme dhIme samajavuM. AhA..hA...! ahIM zuM kahyuM ? juo ! pustaka sAme che ne ? AvI prajJAchINI je rIte chedIne be kare che...' chaMdIne be

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kaLaza-181 435 kare che ema che ne ? ke, eka kare che ? be kare che, ThIka ! te rIta kahe che. chedIne be kare che te rIta kahe che. AhA..hA..! A to adhyAtmanI vAtuM, bApu ! ghaNA thoDA zabdamAM... AhA..hA...! aMdara ghaNo marma bharyo che !! "chedIne be kare che..." ema zabda che ne ? to chedIne (eTale) karmane ane AtmAne chedIne be kare che eTaluM ja ahIM (kahevuM) che ? AhA..hA...! vikAra pariNAma je para taraphanA lakSathI thAya che e vastu ane A vastu bene bhinna kare che. mumukSu :- be che ane bene jANe che. uttara :be che. be che (ane) vacce saMdhi (che e) pachI Avaze. ahIM to hajI be kare che enI rIta kahe che. be kare che enI rIta kahe che. juo ! be kare che te rIta kahe che..." eTalI vAta che ne ? zI rIte (be kare che) ? ke, Atmajayasya eka bAju AtmA, eka bAju rAga ane karma. bene bhinna kare che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? che ke nahi aMdara ? che aMdara ? (emane) sAMbhaLavAmAM barAbara dhyAna che, barAbara sAMbhaLe che. A samajavA jevI vAta che, bApA ! AhA...hA...! mumukSu - anaMtakALathI nathI samajyA. uttara :- hA, vAta evI che, bhAI ! AhA..hA..! bahu TUMkI ane bahu thoDI paNa gahana (vAta) che, prabhu ! sAtmamayacI prajJAchINI bene bhinna kare che. zuM abhinna kare che) ? kaI rIte (kare che) ? ke, "jhAtmavermomayI ' AhAhA..! have karmanA be prakAra : eka dravyakarma, eka bhAvakarma (eTale ke) azuddha pariNamana. AhA..hA..! anaMtakALamAM koI di eNe karyuM nathI. moMghuM paDe che). (AgaLa) kaheze, kaThaNa to che paNa azakya nathI ane te caitanyadaLa je dhruva... A.hA...hA...! enuM kSetra ane eno bhAva, e eka bAju AtmA thayo ane A bAju karma ane dayA, dAnanA, rAganA pariNAma). ahIM vAMdhA zubhanA che) mATe ene laIe chIe. zubha upayogano bhAga, eno bhAva ane enuM kSetra (juduM che). "tmimayI (kahyuM emAM) e karmamAM jAya che. AhAhA..! eTaluM. AtmA-cetanAmAtra dravya." have AtmAnI vyAkhyA karI. karmanI vyAkhyA pachI karaze. AtmA eTale cetanAmAtra, jJAnAnaMda, AnaMdane (ahIM) nathI lIdho kemake vyaktapaNe AnaMda nathI ne ethI cetanAmAtra karIne AtmAne kahyo. kAraNa cetanAno pragaTa aMza to che. ethI AkhI cIja cetanAmAtra vastu che ema kahyuM). AhAhA...! jANana-dekhana svabhAva jenuM sattva che, caitanya AtmAnuM e sattva che e cetanAmAtra che. AhA..hA..! ane "karma-5dUgalano piMDa..." e karma che, e acetana che. AhA..hA..! e karmano piMDa "athavA...." che ne ? moha-rAga-dveSarUpa azuddha pariNati" A..hA...hA...! mithyAtva bhAva ane rAga-dveSa

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436 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 bhAva, e azuddha pariNati, malina paryAya (che). AhAhA..! evI che be vastuo dekho ! AhA...hA...! eka kora cetana upayogarUpa vastu, eka kora rAgarUpI malina pariNAmarUpI vastu (ema) be vastu che. be eka che nahi, be eka thaI nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA..! be vastuo...." (kahyuM che). joyuM? "saMvara adhikAramAM ema kahyuM che ke, AtmA ane vikAra - be vastu che. be vastu che ema kIdhuM che. ahIMyAM A lIdhuM - be vastu che. kAraNa ke, zubhabhAva puNyatattva che. e tattva che - puNya tattva che, e vastu che. ane AtmA cetanAmAtra eka vastu che. ema karIne I be vastuo che. AhA...hA...! be vastuo, temano antaHsaMdhivALo.... be che ne ? mATe antaHsaMdhivALo joke ekakSetrAvagAharUpa che," karma ane bhAvakarma ekakSetrAvagAhe (che). eka kSetra eTale AkAzanuM eka kSetra). ahIM eka kSetra eTale AkAza levuM. AhA...hA...! AkAzanA ekakSetrAvagAha rUpe che. zuM ? AtmA cetanA vastu ane puNyanA pariNAma - zubhajoga, enuM AkAzapaNe (AkAzanA kSetranI apekSAe) eka kSetra che. je AkAzanA pradezamAM zuddha cetanA che te ja pradezamAM vikAra che. paNa potAnA pradezamAM joIe to tenA pradeza bhinna che. AhA...hA...! AvuM che. are! takarAra zenI ? prabhu ! tuM koNa cho aMdara ? eka samayanI kRtrima vastunI sAthe nitya tadAjya to nathI paNa anityadAmya paNa nathI, ema ahIM to kahe che. e vastu ja bhinna che, ema kahe che. AhAhA..! nahitara paryAya che eTale anityatadAbhya (saMbaMdha che). anityadAbhyanuM kSetra ane bhAva nityadAmya svabhAvathI bhinna enA kSetra ane bhAvane gayuM che. AhA..hA..! samajAya che ? AhA...hA...! A samajavAnI cIja che, bhAI ! mArga prabhuno... A...hA...hA...! evI vAta maLavI kaThaNa paDI gaI, sAMbhaLavI (kaThaNa paDI gaI), aMdara bhinna pADavuM to kaThaNa paDI gayuM paNa sAMbhaLavuM paNa kaThaNa paDI gayuM). AhAhA..! are...! bhagavAna ! e ekakSetrAvagAharUpa che...." antaHsaMdhi ! ahIM pAchI saMdhi kahevI che ne ? baMdhAryAyarUpa che, azuddhatva-vikArarUpa pariNamela che" azuddha vikArarUpa pariNamela che topaNa paraspara saMdhi che,..." AhA..hA..! e vikAranA zubhabhAva ane cetanA svarUpa bhagavAnanI vacamAM sAMdha che. taDa... taDa kahe che ne ? vacce sAMdha che. be eka nathI. be kIdhA tyAM eka kyAMthI hoya ? AhA..hA..! be che eTale be kahetAM ja vacce sAMdha che. be eka thayA nathI. dravya zuddha caitanya che, cetanAprabhu ! emAM malina pariNAma thayA ja nathI. AhA...hA...! cetanA jANana-dekhanAra upayoga svarUpa ! upayogamAM upayoga che Ave che ne I ? "saMvara adhikAra ! I vAta ahIM tye che. AhA...hA...! 'upayogamAM upayoga che zuddha svabhAvamAM AtmA che. azuddha bhAvamAM vastune, pradezane bhinna gaNIne bhAvane (bhinna gaNIne) vastune bIjI kIdhI. A eka, A bIjI (ema). AhA..hA....! ane nava tattvamAM paNa ema kahyuM

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kaLaza-181 437 ne ? AhA...hA...! zubha-azubha bhAva e Asravatattva che. e jIvatattva che ? AhA...hA...! zuM zailI prabhunI ! o.hoho..! cAre kora juo to satya bhinna UbhuM thAya che. AhA...hA....! nava tattvamAM puNyanA pariNAma, jene zubhajoga kahe e to AsravatattvamAM ane puNyatattvamAM jAya che. e tattva che ke nahi ? eka vastu che ke nahi ? bhale paryAyarUpa che paNa vastu che ne ? AhA...hA...! e zubhabhAvamAM paNa anaMtI saptabhaMgI UThe che. jemAM dravyano zuddha upayoga ane dravya emAM nathI. emAM pUrva paryAya nathI, bhaviSyanI nathI. paradravyano bhAva - aMza nathI. evI anaMta zaktinuM sattva e che. eka bIjI cIja che. AhA...hA...! eka kora bhagavAna AtmA - AtamarAma - gAma ! eka kora AtamarAma ane eka kora rAga, ema kIdhuM che ne ? ekalo rAga zabda vAparyo che. eka ThekANe, nahi ? rAga Adi. AhA..hA...! e rAgamAM badhuM laI levuM. dveSa, mithyAtva, hAsya, vAsanA, viparIta mAnyatA (Adi). AhAhA..! e be cIjamAM... AhAhA....! che ? saMdhi che. azuddhapaNe pariNamela che ema to siddha karyuM. paryAyamAM pariNamana che. 'topaNa paraspara saMdhi che... AhA...hA...hA...! jo eka thayA hoya to judA paDe nahi. azuddha pariNAma ane bhagavAna AtmA eka thayA hoya to judA paDe nahi. mATe be che. eNe mAnyA che ke mArA che, vastu enI nathI. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI ? hajI to ahIM zarIranI kriyA kare topaNa AtmA kare ema mAnavuM che. ara.2.2...! e to kyAMya dUra rahI gayA). ahIM zubha upayoga paNa acetana - jaDa tattva che. AhA...hA...! bhagavAna cetanAtattva che. dhruva cetanAtattva trikALa jJAyakatattva ! AhA...hA...! ane zubha joga acetanatattva, Asravatattva, puNyatattva che). bhinna kSetra, bhinna bhAva (che). AhA...hA...! be che mATe vacamAM ekapaNuM thayuM nathI. vacamAM sAMdha rahI che ema kahe che. AhA...hA...! pachI kahe che, saMdhimAM jJAnane nAkha. sAMdha che tyAM aMdara jJAnane ekAgra kara. AhA..hA...! are...! vItarAgamArga jinendradeva trilokanAthano A mArga che. pote trilokanAtha che ! AhAhA..! bhagavatasvarUpa jinasvarUpa che ne ? to jinasvarUpa ane rAgasvarUpa. jinasvarUpa - ahIM cetanA kIdhuM. e cetanA eTale jinasvarUpa trikALI cetanAmAtra vItarAgasvarUpa che ane rAga te vikArasvarUpa - rAgasvarUpa che. enA kSetra bhinna, bhAva bhinna che, tethI be vacce sAMdha che. AhA..hA...! A kAMI paMDitAInI cIja nathI. A to bApu ! aMtaranI vAtuM che. AhA..hA...! paraspara..." paraspara samajANuM ? rAganA bhAva ane AtmAmAM, AtmAthI rAga bhinna ane rAgathI AtmA bhinna. paraspara che ne ? paraspara eTale banne AvyA. zubharAga ane zuddha caitanyavahu jina - jinasvarUpa ane rAgasvarUpa - be vastu bhinna che. AhAhA....! tethI temAM saMdhi che. paraspara saMdhi che... paraspara saMdhi che. rAgathI bhinna bhagavAna ane

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438 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 bhagavAnathI bhinna rAga. A..hA..hA...hA...! are... prabhu ! Avo manuSyano vakhata maLyo ane A rIte karaze nahi to bApu ! bIjuM zuM karavAnuM che ? AhAhA..! "ni:sandhi thayela nathI,..." anekAnta karyuM. sAMdha che, eka thayA nathI. zuM kahyuM? bhagavAna zuddha caitanyaghana prabhu ane rAganA pariNAma - be vacce sAMdha che. niHsaMdhi nathI - be eka thayA nathI. traNe kALe koI di be eka thayA nathI, be vacce sAMdha che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? thoDA zabdomAM ghaNuM bharyuM che. AhA..hA...! Avo vItarAgamArga sAMbhaLavA maLe nahi, bicArA zuM kare ? kyAM jAya ? AhAhA...! bhASA to sAdI che. bhAI ! bhASA to sAdI che, bApu ! samajAya evuM che. pahelo khyAla to kare, bhAI ! AhA..hA..! traNalokanA nAtha jinendradevanuM A pharamAna che. prabhu ! tuM ane rAga be vacce sAMdha che, hoM ! AhA..hA..! A...hA...hA...! jema A patharA hoya che ne ? patharA ! tyAM 'rAjakoTa' joyelA che. dizAe cheTe jAIe ne ? tyAM moTA patharA - lAkho maNanA ! emAM vacce raga hoya che, raga ! raga hoya che, dhoLI, lAla jhINI dorA jevI raga hoya che. lAkho patharA (Ama paDyA hoya emAM) raga hoya che. tyAM AgaLa e loko chINI mAre. pahelA bhukko karI, khADo gALI pachI dArUnI vATa karI aMdara nAkhe. e vacce sAMdha hoya che ne ? e upalA patharA judA paDI jAya ane heThalA patharA judA paDI jAya. A to najare joyeluM che, hoM ! enI parIkSA karI hoya, emane ema joyuM na hoya. ghaNA varSa pahelAnI vAta che. AhA..hA..! lAkho maNa patharA olI kora che. bahu cheTe dizAe Aghe jatA ne ? AhAhA..! I vacce eka raganI jhINI jhINI sAMdha hoya che. heThaluM taLa ane upaluM taLanI vacce sAMdha hoya che. tyAM e dArUnI vATa nAkhe ane pachI aMdara jyAM saLagAve pachI) e loko bhAge. bhAge, nahitara to patharA uDIne mAthA upara paDe to) phUTI jAya. phaDAka. phaDAka. patharA (chUTA paDI jAya). saMdhi vacce (dArUnI vATa mUke eTale) uparanA patharA judA paDI jAya, heThalA patharA judA paDI jAya. AhA...hA...! kudaratanA niyamamAM to juo ! AhA..hA...! e patharA vacce sAMdha koNa karavA gayuM che ? A..hA...hA..! have, patharAnA pariNamanamAM A sthiti ! juo to kharA, prabhu ! lAkho patharA judA paDI jAya ane te Ama sarakhA daLavALA hoya. sAMdhamAM TocavA na paDe. sAMdhamAMthI TUTe eTale e evA sAMdhavALA nIkaLe ke Ama sarakhA nIkaLe. heThe bIjA hoya paNa eno bhAga je chUTo paDe tyAM sarakhA hoya. pachI uparanA jarI ADAavaLA hoya. zuM kahyuM samajANuM kAMI? e sAMdha che tyAM e patharAnI sIdhI lAIna ane AnI benI sIdhI lAIna hoya che. ema hoya che. juone ahIM ghaNA patharA kADhe che ne ? eka bAju sarakhA ja nIkaLe ane eka bAju sarakhA karavA paDe. AhA..hA....! ema ahIMyAM kudaratanA niyamamAM paththaranI sAMdhamAM Avo niyama che ! AhA...hA....!

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kaLaza-181 439 koI karavA gayuM nathI. AhAhA..! to A bhagavAnaAtmA zuddha cetanA AnaMdakaMda prabhu ane sAthe rahelo rAga, bemAM Ama sapATI sarakhI che, banne bhinna bhinna che. rAga bhinna paDatAM ahIM sapATImAM khADo paDato nathI. Ama sIdho ekalo zuddha upayoga rahe che. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI ? A.hA...! kudarata zuM kare che, juone ! mALA tyAM koNa evI sAMdha karavA gayuM hatuM ? paNa kudaratanA niyamamAM evuM che ke jyAM bepaNuM batAvavuM che ne tyAM vacce sAMdha rahe che. A..hA...hA...! ahIMyAM bhagavAnane bepaNuM batAvavuM che to vacce sAMdha che. AhA..hA...! A.hA.hA...! "paraspara saMdhi che, nisandhi thayela nathI." e patharAnI raga hoya che enA heThalA ane upalA patharA eka thayA nathI. AhA...hA...! ema bhagavAnaAtmA jJAnanI jhaLahaLa caitanyajyoti ane rAga malina pariNAma acetana - jaDa - ajIva, jIva ane ajIva vacce sAMdha che. AhAhA...! A zloka ja bahu UMco che ! prajJAchINI ! AhA..hA..! bhAgyavAnane to kAne paDe evI vAta che, bApA ! AhA! evI cIja che A ! traNalokanA nAtha kudaratI vikAra ane AtmasvabhAva kevo bhinna che ! patharAno svabhAva kevo bhinna che ! tyAM koNa raga karavA gayuM hatuM ? AhAhA..! olI kora che, nahi? pelI kora Aghe dizAe jatA ne ? vacamAM kyAMka Ave che. elI kora Aghe jaIe tyAM che. AhA...hA...! ema badhe ThekANe moTA moTA patharA lyo ne ! ema badhe ThekANe eTale badhA AtmAmAM.... AhA...hA...! badhA AtmAmAM kudaratanA niyama pramANe dayA, dAna, vratano zubha rAga ane bhagavAna cetanA, be vacce sAMdha che. bhAI ! mumukSu :- tethI chUTI paDI jAya che. uttara :- hA, tethI paDe che. judA che to judA thaI zake che. jJAna ane AtmA eka che e judA paDe ? ke, jJAna juduM karI nAkho ane AtmA judo (karI nAkho). AhA...hA...! ema rAga ane AtmA be judA che, be vacce sAMdha che - taDa che tyAM jJAnanI chINI mAravAnI che. AhA..hA...! bahu sarasa adhikAra Avyo che ! (Aje) agiyArasa che, guruvAra che ne ? AhA...hA..! TIkAkAre keTaluM spaSTa karyuM che ! AhAhA...! gRhastha che. "rAjamalla gRhastha che. AtmA kayAM gRhastha hato ? gRhastha to ene kahIe ke AtmAnA AnaMdamAM rahe te gRha - ghara ane emAM stha - rahe te gRhastha. evo "paMcasaMgrahamAM artha karyo che. "adhyAtma paMcasaMgrahamAM gRhastha eTale gRha eTale ghara. AnaMda ane jJAnanA anaMta guNanuM ghara, emAM stha nAma rahe te gRhastha che. AhA...hA...! ahIM loko ema kahe che ne ? A paisAvALA gRhastha che. ene paisAvALAne paNa gRhastha kahe che. dhanADhya che ema nahi kahetA gRhastha che ema kahe che. AhA..hA...! A bhagavAna paNa gRhastha che. AhA...hA...! e rAgathI bhinna paDI.

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440 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 paDelo ja che, rahelo che, tene bhinna pADavo che. bhinna che tene bhinna ka2vo che, kahe che. eka che tene bhinna ka2vo che ema nathI. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? be-traNa lITImAM to keTaluM bharyuM che, juone ! poNo kalAka to thayo. mumukSu :- mAla che. uttara :- mAla che. sAcI vAta che, mAla che ! AhA..hA...! (ahIMyAM kahe che) 'niHsandhi thayela nathI, be dravyonuM eka dravyarUpa thayuM nathI....' joyuM ? e rAgane paNa paradravya gaNyuM che. AhA..hA...! 'niyamasAra'mAM to bhagavAne nirmaLa paryAyane paNa paradravya kIdhI che. kemake emAMthI navI paryAya AvatI nathI mATe. ane Ane 5dravya kIdhuM, zA mATe ? ke, potAnA svabhAvathI bhinna jAta che mATe paradravya kIdhuM. samajANuM kAMI ? 'niyamasAra'mAM samakitane paradravya kIdhuM che. AhA...hA...! cAritra - svarUpanI ramaNatA, AnaMdanI ramaNatA e padravya che. kema ? (kemake) padravyamAMthI jema navI paryAya AvatI nathI (ema paryAyamAMthI paryAya) nathI AvatI mATe mAruM svadravya to A che. to ahIMyAM to rAga che... A..hA..hA...! e rAga che e bhagavAna dravyathI bhinna padravya ja che. A..hA...! AvuM AkaruM paDe che mANasane, AhA..hA...! zuM kare ? prabhu ! bhAI ! teM sAMbhaLyuM nathI. tArA gharanI moTapane teM sAMbhaLI nathI. tArI moTapa rAgamAM eka thaI nathI, prabhu ! AhA..hA...! to rAgathI A moTapane lAbha maLe, bhAI ! tArAmAM nathI, tArI nathI, tArAthI bhinna cIja che enAthI AtmAne lAbha - mokSano mArga thAya, are... prabhu ! bhAI ! tane aMdara samajavAmAM muzkela paDyuM, bApA ! bhAI ! mithyAzraddhAnA phaLamAM du:kha ghaNuM che, prabhu ! mithyAzraddhAnA phaLamAM bhagavAna ! anaMta bhavanA bIjaDA che. anaMta bhava mAthe (bhame che). AhA..hA...! mithyAzraddhAmAM anaMta bhava Ama mAthe laTake che. AhA..hA...! ane samyagdarzana (thatAM) be (judAM che) tema (judA) karatAM anaMto AnaMda pragaTe ema enI taiyArI thaI gaI. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? zuM zailI.... zuM zailI !! AhA..hA...! digaMbara saMtonI zuM zailI ! gajaba zailI !! cAMya AvI vANI sAMbhaLavA maLe nahi. saMpradAyamAM kacAMya (sAMbhaLavA maLe nahi). AhA..hA...! are..! enI kiMmatuM nahi ane bIjA badhA sAthe samanvaya karavo ! bIjA sAthe samanvaya karo, ema kahe che. bhAI ! rAga ane AtmAno samanvaya eka na thAya, prabhu ! AhA..hA...! are...! je bhAve tIrthaMkagotra baMdhAya e bhAva ane AtmAnI vacce sAMdha che. AhA..hA...! bene saMdhi che. be eka nathI thayA. AhA..hA...! be dravyonuM eka dravyarUpa thayuM nathI... AhA..hA...! zubharAga mahAvratano ho paNa e rAga ane AtmA be eka thayA nathI. be dravya bhinna che. AhA..hA...! A ahIMnuM che ? A to pahelAnuM che. A 'sonagaDha'nuM che ? AhA...hA...! ahIM to enA artha thAya che. AhA..hA...! prabhu ! tane tArI kiMmata nathI, nAtha ! tAro svabhAva nityAnaMda prabhu !

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kaLaza-181 441 vastu bhinna che, ane tArI cIja AnaMdanuM daLa ane eka ko2 vikAranA duHkhano bhAva, prabhu ! be cIja hoM ! AhA..hA...! e zubha rAga - dayA, dAna, vratano rAga duHkharUpa che te prabhu ! atIndriya AnaMdamaya dravya che, to e be dravya bhinna che. AhA..hA...! are...! bhagavAnanI vANI kevI nIkaLatI haze ? trilokanAtha paramAtmA ! AhA..hA...! enI divyadhvani kevI haze !! AhA..hA...! jeNe cakravartIo, indro, cAra jJAnanA dhaNI gaNadharo paNa Ama sAMbhaLavAnI lAlasAe sAMbhaLe ! AhA...hA...! zuM kIdhuM ! evo che je...' kevo ? baMdha arthAt prajJAchINI pesavAnuM sthAna,...' che. AhA..hA...! eTale ? ke, rAga ane bhagavAna be bhinna dravya che. mATe te jJAnanI paryAyane A bAju vALavAnI tyAM saMdhi che. AhA..hA...! e bhagavAna AnaMdasvarUpa prabhu ! (ahIMyAM) cetanA lIdhuM, cetanAsvarUpa ane rAganI benI bhinnatA che), be dravya bhinna che. bhinna che mATe sAMdha che (ane) sAMdha che mATe cetanAnI paryAya A bAju vALI zakAya che. kemake benI vacce sAMdha che. AhA..hA...! A..hA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? prajJAchINI pesavAnuM sthAna...' che. eTale zuM ? ke, jJAnanI paryAya jJAna ane rAga be bhinna che, be bhinna dravya che, be (vacce) sAMdha che tethI te jJAnanA guNanI vartamAna paryAyane Ama vALI zakAya che. kAraNa ke be judA che mATe. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA...! prajJAchINI pesavAnuM sthAna...' che. AhA..hA...! temAM prajJAchINI pese che,..' AhA..hA...! e prajJA nAma jJAnano anubhava. e anubhava kIdho che ne ? prajJA eTale jJAnano anubhava. e anubhava thaI zake che, kahe che. kemake rAga ane prajJA cetanA vastu bhinna hovAthI teno anubhava thaI zake che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? vAta to AkarI che bApu ! paNa mArga to A che. vastu to A rIte che. AhA..hA...! - 'kevI che prajJAchINI ?" "zitA" kahe che ke, prajJAchINI rAga ane A cetanAne bhinna pADavAnI tyAM saMdhi che, saMdhi che ja. ene bhinna pADavAnI prajJAchINI zitA' che. zitA' eTale ? 'jJAnAvaraNIya karmano kSayopazama thatAM, mithyAtvakarmano nAza thatAM, zuddha caitanyasvarUpamAM pesavAne atyaMta samartha che.' zitA" eTale tIkhI che, ema kahe che. AhA..hA...! e jJAnachINI tIkhI che. jema loDhAnI chINI aNIdAra hoya, aNI kADhelI ghasIne taiyAra hoya, Ama mAre to toDI nAkhe, ema prajJAchINI tIkhI che. AhA..hA...! tethI rAgathI bhinna pADavAne prajJAchINInuM sAmarthya che ema kahe che. samajANuM kAMI ? "zitA pesavAne atyaMta samartha che.' mULa tIkhI che ema kahevuM che. zitAno artha tIkhAza, tIkhI che. zitA"no artha Ave che tIkhI. A..hA...! tIkhI che eTale samajANuM ? tIkSNa. jhINI, tIkSNa ! jJAna ane rAganI vacce saMdhi che tethI te prajJAchINI -

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442 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 tIkhI (che), jema loDhAnI chINI jhINI, tIkhI lAkaDAnA be kaTakA kare... A... hA..hA....! ema prajJAchINI AtmAne ane rAgane judA karI nAkhe che. AhA..hA...! AnuM nAma samyagdarzana ane samyajJAna ! AnuM nAma dharmanI zarUAta ! AhA..hA...! aMdara eTalI vAta karI ke, zitA" kema kIdhuM ? ke, eka to kSayopazama che ane bhramaNAno nAza thayo che. ema. ethI te zuddha caitanya svarUpamAM pesavAne atyaMta samartha che.' zuddha caitanya svarUpa che tene TakavAne, TharavAne samartha che. Ama je rAgamAM TharI hatI e paracIja hatI ane A to potAnI cIja che emAM TharavAne prajJAchINI samartha che ke pachI be kaTakA thaI zake nahi. vizeSa kahezuM... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !) mAgazara vada 12, zukravAra tA. 06-01-1978. kaLaza-181, pravacana-195 'kaLazaTIkA' 181 (kaLaza) che ne ? bhAvArtha, A bAju nIce bhAvArtha che ne ? bhAvArtha Ama che ke - jevI rIte,...' eno dRSTAMta Ape che. jevI rIte, joke UMcA loDhAnI chINI ati tIkSNa hoya che...' eka to loDhuM, emAM UMcuM ane emAM ati tIkSNa. traNa bola mUkyA che. UMcA loDhAnI chINI...' che ne ? ati tIkSNa hoya che...' eka to UMcuM loDhuM, enI chINI ati tIkSNa pAchI. topaNa saMdhi vicArIne...' kahe che, bhale evI tIkSNa hoya paNa jyAM sAMdha hoya tyAM I mAre to kaTakA thAya. jemAM saMdhi hoya tyAM mAre to kaTakA thAya. ema vicArIne devAthI mAravAthI) chedIne be kare che;...' loDhAnI chINI (be kaTakA kare che). AhA..hA...! 'tevI rIte....' have e dRSTAMtano siddhAMta (kahe che). joke samyagdaSTi jIvanuM jJAna... ahIMyAM sAdhakajIvanI vAta lIdhI che ne ? jene rAganA bhAvathI bhinna svabhAvabhAva, nitya svabhAvabhAva rAganA bhAvathI bhinna jANyo che. rAga eTale vikAra ane svabhAva eTale nirdoSa AnaMdano piMDa, evuM caitanyatattva. e caitanyatattva ane rAga puNya Asravatattva. bene jeNe aMda2 bhinna jANyA che... AhA..hA...! e samyagdaSTi (che). e 'samyagdaSTi jIvanuM jJAna atyaMta tIkSNa che...' jema pelI chINI tIkSNa kIdhI hatI ne ? ema jJAna sUkSma che, tIkSNa che 'topaNa...' koIpaNa dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktino rAga ho paNa e rAgathI caitanya nitya svabhAva dhruva jeNe judo jANyo che evo samyagdaSTi jIvanuM jJAna ati tIkSNa che topaNa jIva-karmanI che je aMdaramAM saMdhi,...' AhA..hA...! aMdaramAM

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kaLaza-181 443 AtmA jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa ane rAga vikArasvarUpa, benI vacce sAMdha che. je ThekANe, je sthAnamAM sAMdha che tyAM prajJAchINIne mAre che, ema kahe che. A..hA..! arthAt je ThekANe rAga che te ja ThekANe jJAnasvarUpa caitanya che. paNa emAM e sthAne jJAnanI paryAyane rAgamAM na joDatAM svabhAvamAM joDe che. e jJAna atyaMta tIkSNa, sUkSma che. AhA..hA..! Avo mArga che. jIva ane karma, karma zabda ahIM rAgAdi levA). je aMdaramAM..." bemAM vacce sAMdha che. kahyuM hatuM ne kAle ? lAkho maNanA moTA patharA hoya che (emAM) vacamAM raga hoya che, raga. jhINI raga hoya che. koI dhoLI hoya, koI pILI hoya evI jhINI raga hoya che. ema bhagavAnaAtmA zuddha caitanyasvarUpa dhruva ane rAga vikArabhAva, benI vacce ekatA nathI, benI vacce sAMdha che. AhA..hA...! have AvuM hajI sAMbhaLavA maLe nahi I samaje kayAre ? e benI sAMdha che tyAM samyagdaSTi jIva jJAnanI paryAyane tyAMthI Ama pAchI vALe che. te ja sthAnamAMthI pAchI vALe che. e jJAna rAga tarapha vaLeluM hatuM (tene) pahelA bhinna to pADyuM che. have pharIne e rAga ane svabhAva vacce jJAnanI atyaMta sUkSmatAne laIne aMdaramAM bhinna pADe che. AhA..hA..! kaho, A kriyA nathI ? paNa e kriyA hAtha na Ave eTale pachI bahAranI kriyAmAM vaLagI gayA. vrata ne tapa ne bhakti ne pUjA ne apavAsa ne e badhI kriyA jANe dharma hoya ! ahIM to kahe che ke, e badhI kriyAo rAga che ane AtmAno svabhAva, e be vacce sAMdha che - taDa che. AhA..hA...! ene samyaphajJAnanI paryAya je ThekANe rAga ane svabhAvanI sAMdha che tyAM jJAnanI paryAyane pAchI vALe che. AhA...hA...! bahu vAta jhINI ! "samyagdaSTi jIvanuM jJAna atyaMta tIkSaNa che topaNa....' sAMdhamAM kAma kare to e kAma thaI zake. je ThekANe rAga ane svabhAva, be vacce taDa che - sAMdha che - saMdhi che, niHsaMdhi nathI, rAga ane svabhAva be eka thayA nathI... AhA...hA...! e jIva-karmanI che je aMdaramAM saMdhi.... aMdaramAM saMdhi (kahyuM). temAM praveza karatAM. temAM jJAnanI paryAyane rAga ane svabhAvamAM sAMdha che temAM praveza karatAM prathama to buddhigocara chedIne be kare. hajI to paheluM (A kare che, kevaLajJAna pAmavAnI vAta pachI karaze. prathama to buddhigamya rIte cheda kare). rAga ane AtmAno jJAnasvabhAva, e be vacce saMdhi che tyAM buddhigamya dvArA bene cheda kare. buddhigocara - buddhigamya ! abuddhigamya bhale rahe. buddhithI to ene bhinna pADe. AhA..hA..! Avo mArga che ! prathama to buddhigamya eTale khyAlamAM Ave e rIte. rAga ane svabhAva khyAlamAM Ave e rIte bane che. AhA..hA..! jJAnasvabhAva e to kAyamI trikALI svabhAva che. rAgabhAva kSaNika vikRta svabhAva che). be vacce ekatA che nahi, bhinna che. e ThekANe jJAnane buddhigamyathI (eTale ke) A jJAna Ama vALe che I buddhithI vALe che. samajANuM kAMI ? AvuM jhINuM

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444 kalAmRta bhAga-5 che A ! pahelo samyagdaSTi to lIdho che, pachI paNa rAga ane svabhAvanI bhinnatA jANI, tyAM hajI jJAna dvArA A bAju vALe che. buddhigamya (eTale) khyAlamAM Ave e rIte (vALe che). khyAlamAM na Ave e rIte pachI karaze. samajANuM kAMI ? AvI vAtuM che. pahelAM to buddhigamya chedIne be kare. eTale zuM kahe che ? aMdaramAM sUkSma ekatA che to nahi, paNa bhinnatA sUkSma na karI zake. taddana sUkSmatA - bheda kare to to kevaLa thaI jAya. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA....! paNa buddhigamya - jJAnagamya khyAlamAM Ave e rIte e rAganA vikalpane (judo kare che). cAhe to bhagavAnanI bhaktino rAga ho ke game te (rAga hoya, e rAga ane dhruva jJAnasvabhAva, be vacce ekatA thaI nathI, thaze nahi, evI bhinnatAmAM pahelI buddhipUrvaka chINI mArI. AhA..hA...! prazna :- vicAranI bhUmikA che ? samAdhAna - vicAra, buddhi, hajI buddhi che. abuddhigamya pachI karaze. khyAlamAM Ave e rIte cheda) kare. A vAta prathama samyagdarzanane pAmavAnI ane samyagdarzanane rAkhavAnI che. AhA...hA...! AvI vAta pahelAM sAMbhaLe, ene vicAre ene aMtaramAM rAgathI bhinna karavAno prayatna kare, buddhigamyathI, hoM ! AhA..hA...! (ahIMyAM kahe che), "buddhigocara chedIne be kare che, pachI." joyuM ? hajI taddana judA paDI gayA nathI. buddhigamya rIte) to bhinna paDI gayuM che paNa taddana bhinna paDI jAya to to kevaLa thaI jAya. AhA..hA..! buddhimAM jJAnamAM khyAla AvI gayo che ke, rAga bhinna (che) ane svabhAva bhinna che). evI buddhigocara upayogamAM khyAla Avyo che. AhAhA...! bhAre vAta, bhAI ! bhAI ! AvuM koI di kAMI sAMbhaLyuM che ? mArga Avo che, bApA ! pahelo sAMbhaLavo to joIe. AhA...hA..! A to vItarAgamArga che, bhAI ! prazna :- buddhigamya mAnasikajJAna kahevAya ke atIndriya jJAna ? samAdhAna - che atIndriya paNa buddhigamya khyAlamAM Ave eTaluM. bilakula khyAlamAM na Ave (ema eTaluM sUkSma nathI). khyAlamAM Ave e rIte ene (cheda kare che. A svabhAva che ane A rAga che, ema khyAlamAM e rIte bene judA pADe. AhA...hA...! bhAre vAta, bhAI ! pachI sakaLa karmano kSaya thavAthI." pachI svabhAvamAM buddhigamyathI AgaLa vadhIne aMdaramAM ekAgra thAya che tyAre kevaLajJAna thAya che, tyAre sarva karmano nAza thAya che. buddhigamya jJAna ane rAgane bhinna pADatAM samyagdarzana, jJAna ane cAritrano aMza pragaTa) thAya che. samajANuM kAMI? khyAlamAM Ave e rIte rAga eTale vikAra game te zubharAga ho. zubharAgane atyAre mokSano mArga TharAve che ! bhagavAna ! prabhu ! emAM tane hitanI vAta nathI, prabhu!

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kaLaza-181 445. AhA..hA...! tuM paNa bhagavAna cho ne nAtha ! paramezvara che, prabhu ! e paramezvarano svabhAva ane rAgano svabhAva, beno bhAva bhinna che. enI jAta eka nathI. AhA...hA...! rAga e Asravatattvano bhAva che, bhagavAna bhagavat svarUpa, jinasvarUpa, vItarAgasvarUpa che. AhAhA...! eTalo khyAlamAM e rIte buddhipUrvaka bene judAM kare. A...hA...hA...hA...! gajaba vAta che, bApA ! vItarAgamArga...! A...hA...hA...! ane A rIte thayA vinA vrata ne tapa ne bhakti (Adi) badhuM kare, e badhuM ekaDA vinAnA mIMDA che. AhAhA...! hajI Avo mArga che enI hA paNa nathI (AvatI) ane rAga - zubharAga mokSano mArga che (ema TharAve che). AhAhA! prabhu ! e duHkharUpa che e mokSano mArga che ema kahe che). ahIM AnaMda sukharUpa che ane rAga duHkharUpa che. AhA...hA...! bhagavAna AtmA anAkuLasvabhAvI che ane rAga AkuLatAnA bhAva svabhAvavALo che. benI vacce cheda karIne) duHkha ane AnaMdane buddhipUrvaka judA pADa. AhAhA..! A to aMtaranI dhIrajanI vAtuM che. A koI bhaNatara pUruM karI jAya, jagatane - lAkho mANasane samajAve mATe Ama thAya e kaMI nathI. AhA...hA...! A to agiyAra aMga anaMtavAra dhAraNa karI gayo paNa je karavAnuM hatuM te karyuM nahi. karavAnuM to e che ke, cAhe to e rAgano vikalpa zubha ho, ahIM to chellI zubhanI vAta che. bhinna pADavuM che tyAre pahelo zubha vikalpa che, tyAM azubha nathI. samajANuM kAMI? AhA..hA..! e zubharAgano vikalpa che e AkuLatA che ane A bAju AnaMdasvarUpa, jJAnasvarUpa che e bene) buddhigamya karIne (arthAta) jJAnamAM khyAla Ave e rIte karIne judA kare. AhA...hA...! juo ! prabhuno mArga ! jinendradeva anaMta jino paramAtmA, anaMta tIrthakaroe A rIte kahyuM che. bIjI rIte karavA jAya (to) prabhu ! hAtha nahi Ave ane duHkha nahi TaLe. bahAramAM duniyAne rAjI thaI jaIza ane rAjI karAvI daIza paNa aMdara rAjIpo nahi Ave, bApA ! AhA..hA.! rAjI eTale khuzI eTale AnaMda. AhA..hA..! bhagavAna AtmA AnaMdasvarUpa ane rAga AkuLatA svarUpa, duHkharUpa (che), bene khyAlamAM Ave e rIte chedI nAkha. AhA..hA...hA...! gajaba vAta che ! AvI vAta kyAM che ? prabhu ! duniyAne pachI (ema) lAge ke, A nizcayAbhAsa che ne vyavahArathI lAbha mAnatA nathI. vyavahArathI lAbha mAnatA nathI paNa vyavahAra che kharo. A che tyAre ene ane svabhAvane bhinna kare che ne ? zubha rAga che, chellI sthitimAM cheda pADavA jAya to (tyAM) zubharAga che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA..! AtmA jJAna, AnaMda svabhAva ane rAga (du;kharUpa che), e vikalpa je che e hajI

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446 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 zubha rAga che. tyAM azubha rAga nathI. enAthI ahIM binne pADavuM che. AhA...hA...! e paNa buddhigamya thaI zake e rIte cheda, aMdara taddana eka samayano paryAya pakaDIne chedI zakAya e to tAkAta nathI, ema kahe che. eka samayanI paryAyane pakaDIne cheda kare) eTalI tAkAta pahelAM nathI hotI, paNa buddhigamya rIte) asaMkhya samaye khyAlAmAM Ave che). kAma thAya eka samayamAM paNa upayoganuM kAma cAle asaMkhya samayamAM. samajAya che kAMI? AhAhA..! prabhuno mArga che zUrAno, kAyaranA nahi kAma tyAM AhA...hA....! e vIratA (arthAtu) vI (eTale) vizeSa rI (eTale) prere. svabhAvane vIrya prere te vIratA kahevAya. AhA...hA...! dhIrajathI (arthAtu) dhI nAma buddhi, buddhi che ne ? A buddhi AvI ne ? dhI..2... dhI...2. dhI nAma buddhine rAgathI bhinna karIne buddhine "2' (eTale) prere. AhAhA.! ene dhIra kahevAmAM Ave che. dhI eTale buddhi 2 eTale prere. rAgathI bhinna karIne jJAnamAM jAya. AhA...hA...! ene dhIraja ane dhIra kahevAmAM Ave che. ene vIra kahevAmAM Ave che. - buddhipUrvaka vIryane rAga ane svabhAvane bene chedIne... AhAhA..! svabhAva tarapha DhaLe che, e to hajI prathama samyagdarzana, samyakajJAna ane cAritranA aMzanI dazA thaI paNa pUrI dazA hajI thaI nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? A to AmAM che ke nahi ? ke navuM che ? tyAre e kahe ke, paNa samyagdarzana sUkSma che e dekhAya nahi mATe kevaLIgamya che. mATe ApaNe vrata ne tapa karo. A..hA...! prabhu ! zuM kare che tuM ? buddhigamyathI jANI zakAya che. tethI buddhigocara kahyuM ne ? A.hA..! A enI rIta ane A enI paddhati che. A rIta ane A paddhatithI dUra jaI) bIjuM karavA jaze to vastu hAtha nahi Ave, be judA nahi paDe. AhA..hA... ane benI ekatA raheze tyAM sudhI mithyAtva ane saMsAramAM rakhaDavAnuM che. AhAhA..! ekavAra madhyastha thaIne jo to kharo, prabhu ! pUrvanA Agraha-phAgraha badhA choDI de. AhA..hA....! ene A rIte khyAlamAM Ave e rIte to cheda, ema kahe che. buddhigocara eTale ema kIdhuM ne ? AhA..hA...! tArA jJAnamAM buddhigamya - buddhigocara thaI zake e rIte to tuM ene judA pADa. AhAhA..! pachI ? "pachI." zabda che ne ? pahelAM, ema tyAM kahyuM hatuM ne ? tyAM prathama kahyuM hatuM ne ? prathama to' ema hatuM. prathama to pele pAne) lITI che). prathama to buddhigamya ema kahyuM, have pachI to ema kahe che). "sakaLa karmano kSaya thavAthI.." eTale ke pachI to ugra puruSArtha dvArA) svabhAva tarapha DhaLavAthI cAra ghAti (karmano) nAza thAya che. ema, vAta ahIMthI upADI che. samajANuM kAMI ? pahelAM to buddhigamya khyAlamAM Ave te rIte rAga ane AtmAne chedI nAkha, prabhu ! bhinna pADa, prabhu ! tArI tAkAta che. tArAmAM anaMta vIrya paDyuM che. A..hA...hA...!

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kaLaza-181 447 e anaMta vIryamAMthI vIryanI phuraNA buddhigamya jeTalI karIne AhA...hA...! cAhe to vratano, tapano, dayA, dAnano (rAga) hoya (e) rAga - vikalpa che. AhA..! A AkaruM paDe che, lokone A AkaruM paDe che. A rIte saMpradAyamAM manAI gayuM che. have enAthI A vAta bIjI nIkaLI. eTale loko ema kahe che. AhA..hA..! prabhu ! tArA hitanI vAta che ne ! jhINI paDe paNa ene hA pADa to kharo ke, mArga to A che. samajANuM kAMI ? bahu TUMkuM kahyuM. AtmA AnaMda ane jJAnasvarUpI prabhu (che) ene puNya-pApano bhAva - rAga je vikAra che, ahIM to kharo to chello to puNyano ja bhAva che, e puNyanA bhAvanA rAgane, tane te kALe bhale AkuLatA che evo khyAla na Ave paNa A bAju DhaLela dazA che ane A bAju caitanyasvarUpa che, e be vacce buddhipUrvaka to bhinna pADa. AhA...hA...! tyAM bhavano cheda thAya che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti , tapanA pariNAma e to rAga che. e kaMI dharma nathI ane e rAga AtmAnA svabhAva sAthe koI di eka thayo nathI. A..hA...hA..hA...! to tane khyAlamAM Ave e prakAre to cheda, judA pADa. AhA..hA..! pachI.. sIdhuM Ama lIdhuM che. pachI sakaLa karmano kSaya thavAthI sAkSAt chedIne.." mULa to vAta I (che) ke, pachI sUkSma rIte svabhAva tarapha DhaLIne sarvathA rAgano bhAva judo paDI jAya che, tyAre cAra karmano nAza thaI jAya che. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? Avo mArga ! AhA..hA..! pachI sakaLa karmano kSaya thavAthI." e to pahelo zabda mUkyo. paNa "sAkSAt chedIne..." ema levuM. pelAmAM buddhipUrvaka chedIne hatuM, bhAI ! prathama buddhipUrvaka chedIne ema hatuM. prathama khyAlamAM Ave e rIte rAgane ane AtmAne bhinna pADIne. have ene ThekANe "sAkSAt zabda vAparyo. bhale pahelo 'karma' zabda vAparyo che. paNa pahelA buddhipUrvaka hatuM, have sAkSAt chedIne ema kahe che). AhAhA..! bilakula bhagavAna AnaMdano nAtha paripUrNa A bAju DhaLI gayo. potAnA AnaMdanA dhAmamAM DhaLI gayo, AhAhA.. jemAM eka aMza paNa rAganA saMbaMdhano rahyo nahi. paheluM buddhipUrvaka cheDyuM hatuM tyAM hajI asthiratAno rAga hato. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA..! ahIMyAM sAkSAt chedIne eTale ke bilakula rAganA aMzanI sAthe svabhAvane saMbaMdha nathI. ekatA to nathI paNa have saMbaMdha paNa nathI. ekatA pahelI toDI, ekatA hatI nahi paNa mAnI hatI te ekatA toDI. AhAhA...have sAkSAt chedIne ! AhA..hA...! "rAjamala jevA gRhasthAzramamAM kevI TIkA kare che !! AhA...hA...! mIThI madhurI vAta che ! AhA...hA...! AhA...hA...! "kaLazaTIkAnI vINA vAge che. AhA..hA..! prabhu ! ekavAra sAMbhaLI ne, kahe che. be prakAra kahyA. pahelAM khyAlamAM Ave e rIte aMdara judA pADa. judA che, paNa te judA tarapha lakSa nathI ane para upara anAdinuM lakSa che. judA che enA upara tAruM anAdinuM lakSa che. ethI ene khyAlamAM Ave e rIte, buddhigamya - tane khyAlamAM gamya thaI zake,

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kalAmRta bhAga-5 bhale upayoga asaMkhya samayano che paNa khyAlamAM AvI zake evI rIte rAgane - zubharAgane ane AtmAne bhinna pADa. tyAre tene samyagdarzana thAya. ahIM to sIdhuM samyagdaSTinuM jJAna lIdhuM. paNa samyagdarzana pAmavAnI paNa A ja rIta che. samyagdarzana pAmavAmAM paNa pahelI A rIta che. paNa ahIM samyakdaSTanuM jJAna tIkSNa che ema karIne buddhigamya che tema te chede che, ema kahyuM. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! mumukSu :- bhedajJAna pahelAM prajJA pravINa hoya che. uttara :- tethI tyAMthI lIdhuM. samyakdaSTinuM lIdhuM che. chatAM paheluM A rIte ja hoya che. A..hA..hA...! 448 dharmanI pahelI sIDhI, mokSamahelanI pahelI sIDhI ! jAvuM che to mokSanA mahelamAM, mahelamAM jAvuM che, paNa (enA) dAdarAnI pahelI sIDhI (A che). AhA..hA...! A sUkSma paNa buddhigamyapaNe (cheda kare che). AhA..hA...! A jANanAra AnaMda che ane A rAga che te enI sAthe eka nathI. ema paheluM buddhigamya chedI samyagdarzana thayuM pachI paNa buddhigamyathI tene judo pADato jAya. hajI bAkI che ne eTale. ema pADatAM pADatAM... buddhigamya (rIte judA) pADatAM pADatAM chevaTe sAkSAt thaI jAya che ema kahe che. che ne ? sAkSAt chedIne...' AhA..hA..! aMdaramAM rAga ane AtmAno svabhAva sAkSAt judA paDI jAya che. tyAre tene kevaLajJAna thAya che. AhA..hA...! gajaba vAta karI che, bApA ! A..hA...! mumukSu :- eTalAmAM... uttara :- badhuM AvI gayuM. guNasthAna upaDI gayuM, teramuM thaI gayuM. sAkSAt judA paDI gayA tyAM teramuM (guNasthAna) thaI gayuM. buddhipUrvaka hatuM tyAM sudhI cothu, pAMcamuM, chaThThuM hatuM. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? A to bhagavata kathA che. anyamatimAM bhAgavata kahe che. A to sAcI bhAgavata kathA che. bhagavaMta svarUpa trilokanAtha tIrthaMkaradeva anaMta kevaLIo eNe A vidhi ane rIta batAvI che. AhA..hA....! traNalokanA nAtha tIrthaMkaro anaMta thaI gayA, vartamAna birAje che (ane) anaMta thaze, e paramAtmA A vidhi batAve che. bhAI ! tAre ziro karavo hoya.. kyA kahate haiM ? halavA ! to loTamAM ghIne zekI nAkha, loTane ghImAM zeka pachI goLanuM pANI nAkha. ema pahelo bhinna pADavAno puruSArtha kara pachI sthiratAno puruSArtha kara. AhA.....! are......! AhA..hA...! 52ma amRtasvarUpa bhagavAna rAgamAM rokAI gayo. che judo chatAM rokAI gayo, ema kahe che. prazna :- A chedavAnI kriyA sAtame guNasthAnathI cAlu thAya ? samAdhAna :- hA, sUkSmapaNe sAtamAthI thAya. taddana sUkSma pachI bArame (guNasthAne) thaI jAya. ahIM to cAra ghAtino nAza kIdho ne ? AhA..hA..! emAM - sAtathI bAramAM to

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kaLaza-181 449 (pachI) aMtarmuhUrtanI ramatuM che. tyAM buddhigamya nathI, tyAM to aMtaranA anubhavagamyamAM paDyo che. AhA...hA...! thoDuM paNa satya A che. lAMbI ghaNI badhI vAtuM kare ne A karo ne A karo. karavAnuM jyAM Avaze tyAM rAga thaze ane rAganuM kartavya to mithyAtva che. AhA...hA...! rAganuM kartavya mAruM che e to mithyAtva bhAva che. hA, rAgathI bhinna pADavAnuM kartavya mAruM che te samyagdarzana che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA..! dhanya bhAgya ! A.hA..! Avo mArga zAstramAM spaSTa rahI gayo ! mumukSu :- rahI gayo ane sAMbhaLavA maLyo. uttara :- maLyo enI vAtuM to atyAre kema karIe ? paNa have... AhA..hA..! AhA..hA..! prabhu to rahI gayA mahAvidehamAM.. AhA..hA..! eno A mArga che. AhA...hA...! bhagavAne ema kahyuM hatuM, bhagavAne ema kahyuM che e ja vAta A che. pahelAM prabhune (-nijAtmAne) oLakhI caitanya svarUpa che tene buddhigamyamAM laI ane rAgathI bhinna paDIne tene - ekatAne chedI nAkha. AhA...hA.! eka che nahi, mAnyuM che eka ene cheda, ema kahe che. mithyAtvanI mAnyatA che ne ? eka che ema e mAnyatA che. AhAhA....! e mAnyatAne cheda ane eka nathI tema tane thaI jaze. AhA..hA...! caitanyacosaluM bhagavAna ! AnaMdanuM dhAma bhavagAna cosaluM bhinna paDI jaze, rAga bhinna rahI jaze. pahelAMmAM paheluM A karavAnuM che. AhA...hA...! are.re...! AvI vAta sAMbhaLavA na maLe e zuM kare ? kyAM kare ? ane mAMDa aMdarathI vAta bahAra AvI tyAre anAdara kare. AhA...hA..! ahIMyAM buddhigamya ane enI sAthe sAkSAt be zabda vAparyA che. pachI to sAkSAt chedIne.... karmano kSaya thAya che ema levuM. paNa ahIM pahelo karmano kSaya zabda vAparyo che. karma eTale azuddha bhAvano kSaya thavAthI ema lyo. e karma che ne ? AhA...hA...! sakaLa azuddhatAno kSaya thavAthI "sAkSAta chedIne.." AhA..hA...! "bhinna bhinna kare che. AhA..hA..! tyAre bhinna bhinna thaI jAya che, be judA paDI jAya che. ekalo dhruva AtmA rahe che, azuddhatA ne rAgano nAza thaI jAya che. AhA..hA..! pahelethI te TheTha sudhInI saMdhi batAvI. AgaLa kaheze, e badhuM kAma eka samayamAM thAya che. jene ekadama karavuM che ne (ene). buddhigamya upayoga kAma kare asaMkhya samaye, paNa kAma tyAM thAya che eka samayamAM. AhA...hA.! samajANuM kAMI ? AvuM sAMbhaLavAmAM paNa je zubha bhAva thAya e puNya bIjI jAtanA che. ghaNA evuM kahe che ne ke, emanI pAse lAkaDI che to enAthI paisA thAya che. bApu ! A lAkaDI nathI, ahIM to caitanyanI vAtuM che ! AvI vAta sAMbhaLatAM ene zubhabhAvanuM eTaluM puNya baMdhAya. AhA..hA...! kalAka kalAka dhyAnamAM rAkhe to ene zubha evuM baMdhAya, tyAre ene

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4pa0 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 enA puNyanA phaLa maLe. ahIMthI kAMI na maLe. samajANuM kAMI ? tyAMne tyAM tArAmAM badhuM paDyuM che. evI A zailI (AvI che) ! eno je zubha rAga (thAya), hA pADe enI to balihArI che paNa e zubharAgamAM paNa e sAMbhaLe emAM paNa evuM puNya baMdhAya ke ene bhaviSyamAM tIrthakara ane vANIno joga ja maLe. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? e enA kAraNane laIne thayuM che. Ane laIne nathI ke Ane laIne ahIM thayuM. cApaDImAM kAMIka che ne paisA thaI jAya che evuM nathI). mumukSu - nimitta to Apa cho ne ! uttara :- nimitta karatuM nathI ne ! paNa nimittano artha ja e karyo che, digaMbaranA eka vidvAne) be artha bahu sArA karyA che ane hamaNAM trIjo A karyo, ene "muMbaI bolAvyA.... zuM kahevAya I ? bhulezvara ! kAgaLa lakhyo ke, amAre mosama che tame padhAro. (tyAM temaNe kahyuM ke, "pahelI vAta che ke, "kAnajIsvAmIno je sAdhuoe virodha karyo che eno huM virodha karIza ane je agresaroe enI bhegI hA pADI che eno huM virodha karIza to huM tyAM AvuM" eTalI hiMmata ! bApu ! A to satya che, prabhu ! A koI vADAnI vAta nathI. AhA..hA.! bhAI ! tArA aMtaranI vAtuM che, nAtha ! AhA..hA..! aMtara amRtano sAgara ghoLAya che ne nAtha ! e rAgathI bhinna prabhu aMdara birAje che. AhA..hA...! A..hA..hA...! sakarakaMda jema chAlathI bhinna sakarakaMda paDyo che. lAla chAla. sakarakaMda samajate hai ? sakarakaMda nahIM AtA ? upara lAla chAla hotI hai na ? usa lAla chAla ko na dekhe to aMdara sakarakaMda hai (arthAtu) sAkarano piMDa (che). sakarakaMda eTale sAkaranI mIThAzano piMDa Akho, sakarakaMda ! ema bhagavAna lAla chAla nAma zubharAga che ane bhagavAna to atIndriya AnaMdano kaMda che. ene pahelAM buddhipUrvaka bhedIne. chedIne ema kIdhuM che. Ama to bhinna ja che paNa (eka) mAnyuM che mATe chedIne kIdhuM che. zuM kIdhuM I ? rAga ane bhagavAnasvarUpa be bhinna ja che. be vacce sAMdha che eTale che to judA, chatAM chedIne kema kahyuM ke, eNe (eka) mAnyuM che ne ? eka mAnyuM che tene chedIne. samajANuM kAMI ? A..hA...hA..hA..! ene mAna - bahumAna ApatAM rAganI tucchatA jaNAtAM e jAgyA vinA na rahe, prabhu ! AhAhA...! evo e bhagavAna AtmA pachI paNa kahe che, azuddhatAnA bhAvane sAkSAt, chedIne (arthAtu) bilakula chedIne... AhA...hA...! bhinna bhinna kare che. AhA...hA...! thoDA zabdomAM keTaluM mUkyuM che ! A...hA..! zAMtithI, dhIrajathI paheluM eNe zravaNa karavuM joIe ane enA hitanI vAta che ne nAtha ! bahAra koI zaraNa nathI, zaraNa to prabhu aMdara AtmA che. A to emAM laI javAnI vAta che, prabhu ! AhA..hA..! eka pherI prazna thayo hato. 'amarelI (saMvata) 1986nuM comAsu hatuM ne ? (eka jaNAe)

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kaLaza-181 451 prazna karyo hato. traNe bhAIo hatA. 1986mAM comAsu hatuM ne ? te di to paisA thoDA hatA - dasa lAkha, pachI karoDa thayA. traNe bhAIo hatA. vAta jhINI AvI (eTale) pachI prazna karyo, mahArAja ! AvI vAta pace nahi, hoM! Ama naramAzathI pUchyuM hatuM. traNe bhAIo hatA. AvI vAta pace nahi ! meM kahyuM, bhAI ! roTalI ne roTalA khAvo cho to koI cAra zera ghIno mesuba lAve to tame nA pADo ke nahi pace ? bhAI 1986 ! keTalA varSa thayA ? 48 varSa ! bolyA hatA. paricaya nahi ne (eTale). traNe bhAIo rokAyelA. vAta jhINI AvI eTale (kahe), mahArAja ! AvI vAta pace nahi. meM kahyuM, bhAI ! roTalI ne dALa-bhAta khAo cho emAM koI cAra zera ghIno mesuba (A5), eka zera loTa ane cAra zera ghI pAyelo mesuba Ave to tyAM nA pADo che ke, mAruM jaThara (nahi pacAve ? mesuba samajate haiM na ? A mesuba... mesuba ! mesurapAka ! A badAmano pAka thAya ne? badAma ! badAmano mesuba thAya che) ne ? jema caNAnA loTa(no) thAya, ema badAmano thAya che. zuM kIdhuM badAmano ? mesuba ! AhA...hA...! bhAI ! jeno prema che tene nahi pace ema nahi kahe. ene prema che - badAmano mesuba ! A...hA..! atyAre to savAso rUpiye kilo badAma che. amArA vakhatamAM te di bAra AnAnI zera badAma hatI ! amAre to dukAnamAM dhaMdho hato ne ? badAma, pistA (Adino) gharano dhaMdho hato. A to sittera varSa pahelAMnI vAtuM che. te di badAma bAra AnAnI zera (hatI), atyAre savAso rUpiyAnI kilo che. eno paNa mesuba karIne lAve to nA pADe ke, nahi, pacaze eTaluM ja khAIza, pacaze eTaluM ja khAIza ? bhAI ! A pace eTalI to hA pADo ! AhA..hA...! bhAIne to bicArAne bahu prema hato. chelle paNa e AvyA hatA te di to evuM bolI gayA ke, have to pAchaLanI jiMdagI ahIM gALavI che. ema bolyA hatA. paNa bahAramAM paisA-baisA vadhI gayelA, ghaNA karoDo thaI gayA. sAta-ATha karoDa rUpiyA ! ane bahAramAM dAna kare emAM rahI gayA. svAdhyAya maMdiranI bahAra nIkaLyA (tyAre) chelle bolI gayA, have chellI jiMdagI ahIM gALavI che. ema bolI gayA hatA. narama mANasa hatA. AhA...hA...! paNa mANasa vakhata tye nahi. AhA..hA...! ahIM kahe che, "sAkSAta chedIne bhinna bhinna kare che. kevo che jIva-karmano antaHsandhibaMdha ?" have e kahe che ke, bhinna kare che paNa aMtara saMdhi keTalI jhINI che ? kevo che jIvakarmano antasandhibaMdha ?' e sUkSma che. AhA..hA..."ghaNI ja durlakSya saMdhirUpa che." AhA...hA...hA...! ghaNI ja durlakSya - ghaNo sUkSma upayoga karavo paDe (ema) kahe che. jJAnano upayoga ghaNo jhINo jhINo pAtaLo sUkSma karavo paDe. evI I benI saMdhi ghaNI ja durlakSya saMdhirUpa che. durlabha nathI, durlakSya (che). enuM lakSa thavuM e bahu ja durlabha che, bApA ! AhA...hA...! paNa thaI zake che. durlakSa che paNa azakya nathI. AhA...hA...! jIvane jaDa banAvavo

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452 kalAmRta bhAga-5 hoya to azakya che. paramANune jIva banAvavo hoya to azakaya che paNa jIvane jIva rAkhavo, banAvavo hoya to to zakya che. AhA..hA...ema durlakSya che. anAdino UMdho abhyAsa (che). nigodathI mAMDIne navamI raiveyaka anaMtavAra gayo paNa sUkSma rAga ane caitanyanI saMdhi sUkSma paDI, te (judI) na karI zakyo. muni thayo, digaMbara thayo, aThThAvIsa mULaguNa pALyA. e to badho rAga che, prabhu ! AhAhA..! rAgathI aMdara bhinna (karavuM e) durlakSya che. che ? durlakSya..." ekaluM durlakSya nahi, "ghaNI ja durlakSya..." AhAhA...! bApu ! e vAte bhale vAta Ave, paNa aMdara bhinna pADavuM emAM) bahu puruSArtha che. AhA..hA..! samajANuM ? ghaNI vicakSaNatA ane sUkSmatA joIe. AhA..hA....! "ghaNI durlakSya saMdhirUpa che." che to sAMdha. rAga ane bhagavAna AtmA vacce che to sAMdha, paNa ghaNI durlakSya sAMdha che. AhAhA...! saMdhi to saMdhi che, niHsaMdhi thaI nathI. ema kahe che. rAgano je sUkSma vikalpa Ave che te) ane bhagavAna sUkSma (che te) benI che saMdhi, e niHsaMdhi thayA) nathI paNa enI saMdhi ghaNI durlakSya che. lakSamAM AvavI ghaNo, mahA puruSArtha mAge che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! prazna :- eno matalaba jJAna ghaNuM UMDuM jAya tyAre pakaDAya ? samAdhAna :- jhINuM... jhINuM... aMdara (che). kemake asaMkhya pradeze paryAya upara che. jIvanA asaMkhya pradeza che. ahIM pradeza che, ahIMyAM badhe pradeza che, e dareka pradezamAM aMdaramAM pradeza che enI upara paryAya che. e badhe upara paryAya che ane aMdaramAM vALavI. A upara paryAya che ema nahi, A AtmA che ane upara paryAya che ema nahi. aMdara asaMkhya pradeza che tyAM tyAM upara paryAya che. dhruvatA aMdaramAM UMDI che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? ghaNI ja durlakSya saMdhirUpa che. tenuM vivaraNa....' karaze. (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !) mAgazara vada 13, zanivAra tA. 07-01-1978. kaLaza-181, pravacana-196 kaLazaTIkA 181 kaLaza che, gujarAtImAM 172 pAnuM. zuM kahe che ? kevo che jIvakarmano antaHsandhibaMdha?' (uparathI) bIjI lITI. A AtmA che e zuddha caitanyaghana AnaMdakaMda che ane emAM rAga (che) I rAga karma che. zubha-azubha rAga (ane caitanya) vacce sAMdha che. eTale zuM ? ke, caitanyasattA jJAnAnaMda svarUpa ane rAga vikArasvarUpa che, be vacce sAMdha che (eTale) saMdhi che, be eka nathI. be judA che. jhINI vAta che, bhagavAna ! AhA..hA...!

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kaLaza-181 4pa3 zarIra, vANI, mananI to vAta zuM karavI ? paradravya to paramAM rahyAM, paNa AtmA vastu caitanyaghana che, zuddha svabhAvano piMDa prabhu (che) ane emAM dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktino bhAva utpanna thAya e rAga che. e rAga ane AtmA vacce sAMdha che. sAMdha eTale eka thayA nathI. ajJAnIe anAdithI eka mAnyA che. AhA..hA...! - bhagavAna zuddha caitanya vastu e jIvatattva - jIvadravya (che) ane dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti Adino bhAva (thAya) e puNya, rAga - puNyatattva (che). aMdara be tattva bhinna che. karma, zarIranI to vAta zuM karavI ! e to taddana paradravya che. paNa AtmAnI paryAyamAM rAga je thAya, zubha rAga ke azubha rAga (thAya) e vikalpa che, e asti che paNa caitanyatattva ane e rAganA asti tattvanI vacce saMdhi che, sAMdha che, be eka nathI. AhA...hA...! kAle kahyuM hatuM ne ? lAkho maNanA moTA paththara hoya che ne ? e paththaranI aMdara kudarate raga hoya che, jhINI raga hoya che). "rAjakoTamAM jaMgala gayelA tyAre joyeluM. Ama paththaranA daLiyA, emAM eka dorI jevI vacce saMdhi hoya che. uparanA patharAne ane nIcenA patharAne (judI pADatI) eka dorI jevI jhINI sAMdha hoya che. aMdara be eka nathI. kudaratanA paththaranA daLamAM paNa eka paththaranuM daLa ane bIjA daLa vacce sAMdha hoya che, raga hoya che. emAM kotarI ane dArUnI vATa mUke, ane mUke ne bhAge ! e phUTatAM) ekadama patharA uDI jAya. be vacce sAMdha che), aMdara judA che. kudaratanA paththaranA daLa judA che. AhA...hA....! ema AtmA bhagavAna jJAna ane AnaMda svarUpa prabhu ane rAga, cAhe to dayAno, dAnano, bhaktino (ho), paramAtmA trilokanAtha tIrthakara taraphanI bhaktino paNa e rAga che... AhA..hA..! kemake nava tattvamAM e rAga eka puNyatattva che. athavA e Asravatattva che. e tattva ane caitanyatattvanI vacce sAMdha - taDa che, taDa ! be eka nathI thayA. anAdithI ajJAnIe eka mAnyA che, paNa) eka thayA nathI. e ahIM kahe che. "jIva-karmano anta sandhibaMdha..." jIva ane rAga. karma zabda ahIM rAga (levo). karma bhale jaDa lyo, paNa jaDa taraphanA lakSavALo je rAga (che), rAga. cAhe to zubharAga ho ke azubharAga ho. jIvatattva bhagavAna ane rAgatattva benI aMtaHsaMdhino baMdha che. aMtaHsaMdhino saMbaMdha lAge che. (eka) che nahi, che judAM. AhA..hA..! jhINuM bahu, prabhu ! aMtarano mArga jhINo che. anaMtakALathI e rAga ane bhagavAna be bhinna che enI bhinnatA eNe karI nathI. che bhinna. AhA...hA...! zarIra, karma, vANI ne kuTuMba-kabIlA are..! deva-guru ne zAstra e to kyAMya para rahI gayA. paradravya ane svadravya vacce to atyaMta abhAva che. paNa ahIMyAM sUkSma saMdhi - prajJAchINI kahevI che ne ? rAgano vikalpa je uThe e ane nirvikalpa caitanya svabhAva be vacce antaHsaMdhino baMdha che. joyuM? antaHsaMdhi (kahyuM che). je aMtaramAM sAMdhavALo saMbaMdha. AhA...hA..! jhINuM bahu ! kema ?

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454 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 "ghaNI ja durlakSya saMdhirUpa che." aMdara bhinna sAMdha che paNa durlakSya (che). ghaNuM ja sUkSma lakSa kare to te bhinna bhAse nahIMtara to durlakSya che. AhA..hA..! aMtaranA jJAnanI paryAyane ane e rAganA vikalpane, cAhe to dayA (ho ke paramAtmAnI bhakti ho, deva-guru-zAstranI bhakti ho paNa che e rAga, e rAga ane AtmAne aMtaramAM saMdhirUpI baMdha che, sAMdhavALo baMdha che. ekapaNAno) baMdha nathI. AhAhA! jhINI vAta che. bhASA kevI lIdhI che ? "antaHsandhibaMdha.' aMtara sAMdha che, bhinna che evo baMdha - saMbaMdha che. AhA..hA..! A.hA..hA...! prabhu ! tuM koNa cho ? e to zuddha caitanya pavitra AnaMdakaMda saccidAnaMda prabhu che. e jinasvarUpa che. "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase, ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina, mata madirA ke pAna so, matavAlA samaje na' mata (eTale) matano abhiprAya thaI gayo che ke, rAga ane AtmA eka che athavA e rAga karatAM karatAM AtmAnuM kalyANa thaze athavA e rAga - zubharAga che e AtmAne AtmAnA svabhAvane pAmavAnuM kAraNa che. evuM je mAnyuM che e mithyAtva che. AhA...hA...! kema ? ke, rAga ane AtmAne aMtaramAM sAMdhamAM saMdhino baMdha che, ekapaNAno baMdha nathI. AhA...hA.! samajAya che kaI ? bhagavAna jinasvarUpa prabhu ane rAga vikArasvarUpa... AhAhA....! samyadRSTine je tIrthakara gotra bAMdhavAno bhAva Ave e bhAvane ane AtmAne aMtaramAM sAMdhavALo saMbaMdha che, ekavALo saMbaMdha nathI. AhA...hA.! samajAya che kAMI ? bhASA to sAdI che, prabhu ! paNa bhAva to jema che tema che. AhA..hA.... bhagavAna AtmA caitanyatattva ane rAga te acetanatattva che. cAhe to bhagavAnanI bhakti (kare), traNa lokanA nAthanA samavasaraNamAM anaMta vAra gayo ane bhagavAnanI bhakti paNa anaMta vAra karIAhA..hA...hIrAnA thALa, maNinA - maNiratnanA divA ane kalpavRkSanA phUla (laI) paramAtmA samavasaraNamAM birAje che tyAM anaMta vAra gayo che. mahAvidehakSetramAM anaMtA pudgala parAvartana manuSyadehanA karyA che, bhAI ! tyAM to sAkSAt bhagavAna traNe kALe birAje che. e bhagavAnanA samavasaraNamAM gayo, pUjA-bhakti karI paNa e to rAga che. A..hA...hA...! e rAga ane AtmAnI vacce; jema A be pAnA che, Ama judA che ke nahi A ? judA rUpe saMbaMdha che, ema. ema bhagavAnaAtmA caitanyasvarUpa bhagavAna ane rAgarUpa vikAra duHkha, benI vacce sAMdharUpI saMbaMdha che. AhA...hA...! ekarUpI saMbaMdha nathI. juo ! kema ? ghaNI ja durlakSya saMdhirUpa che. enI sAMdha jovI e to bahu ja puruSArtha mAge che (ema) kahe che. AhA..hA...! koI jhINI vastune jotAM najarane nAnI - jhINI karavI paDe che. ema A AtmA ane rAganI vaccenI saMdhi jovA ghaNo sUkSma upayoga karavo paDe che. AhAhA..! jhINI vAtuM che, prabhu ! samajANuM kAMI ? e sUkSma durlakSya che. che ? "ghaNI

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kaLaza-181 455 ja durlakSya saMdhi..." pAchI bhASA ema vAparI (che). AhA...hA....! bahu ja aMdara jJAnano sUkSma upayoga kare to te rAga ane AtmAnI vacce sAMdha bhinna che te jaNAya. AhA...hA...! samajAya che kAMI ? AhA..hA..! dhULa upayoge to e lakSamAM nahi Ave. kAraNa ke sthULa upayogamAM to rAgano saMbaMdha che. AhA..hA...! aMtaramAM jJAnanI dazA ghaNI ja sUkSma karatAM eno upayoga sUkSma thatAM e AtmA ane rAganI saMdhi ghaNI ja durlakSa jaNAya che. AhA...hA...! AvuM svarUpa che, prabhu ! AhA...hA...! ane e vinA bhedajJAna nahi thAya ane bhedajJAna vinA AtmAno anubhava nahi thAya. A.hA..hA....! "tenuM vivaraNa Ama che - je dravyakarma che" jaDakarma, jaDa. jJAnAvaraNiya Adi e to jhINI mATI - dhULa che, I jhINI dhULa che. e to "jJAnAvaraNAdi pudgalano piMDa.." che. te joke ekakSetrAvagAharUpa che. jyAM bhagavAna AtmA che te kSetre eTale AkAzanA kSetre, hoM ! AtmAnuM kSetra ane karmanA paramANunuM kSetra juduM che. paNa ahIMyAM AkAzanA kSetre jyAM bhagavAnaAtmA che tyAM ja karmanA rajakaNano piMDa (che) te AkAzanA eka kSetre che. AhA..hA..! topaNa tenI to jIvathI bhinnapaNAnI pratIti... e rajakaNo che, Ave-jAya evI enI bhinnatA vicArazreNImAM to jaNAya. kemake e to judI cIja che. AhA...hA...! muddAnI rakamanA mAlanI vAta che, prabhu ! AhA...hA..! kahe che ke, e paramANuno vicAra karatAM bhinnapaNAnI pratIti, vicAra karatAM Upaje che;" rajakaNo jAya Ave che ne ? e to paramANu che. AhA..hA..! eka vAta. "kAraNa ke dravyakarma pudgalapiMDarUpa che; joke ekakSetrAvagAharUpa che topaNa bhinna bhinna pradeza che,..." enA pradezo bhinna che. AkAzanA pradezamAM bhale eka hoya, ema kahe che. paNa AtmAnA pradeza ane karmanA pradeza taddana judAM che. A karmanA pradeza AtmAnA pradezane aDyA paNa nathI. eka dravya bIjA dravyane koI di cuMbana karatuM nathI, e ("samayasAranI) trIjI gAthAmAM AvI gayuM che. trIjI gAthAmAM ! pratyeka dravya, pratyeka vastu.... bhagavAne joyelAM cha dravya che, emAM pratyeka paramANu ane pratyeka AtmA bIjA dravyane cuMbatuM paNa nathI, aDatuM paNa nathI. AhAhA..! e karmanA rajakaNo AtmAnA pradezane chUyA paNa nathI - aDyA paNa nathI. AhA...hA...! e to taddana bhinna che. samajANuM kAMI ? dravyakarma pagalapiMDarUpa che; joke ekakSetrAvagAharUpa che topaNa bhinna bhinna pradeza che. acetana che," AhA..hA...! "baMdhAya che, chUTe che." e to e rajakaNo Ave, jAya, chUTe, baMdhAya. "Ama vicAratAM bhinnapaNAnI pratIti Upaje che." karma ane AtmA vacce A rIte vicAra karatAM bhinnapaNAnI pratIti thAya che ane Upaje che. AhA...hA...! vAta jhINI bahu bhagavAna ! AhA...hA...!

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456 kalAmRta bhAga-5 nokarma che. have zarIranI vAta kare che. nokarma che je zarIra-mana-vacana tenAthI paNa te prakAre..." che. zarIranA - A mATInA je rajakaNo che e AtmAne aDyA paNa nathI. bhale AkAzanA eka kSetre ho, paNa A zarIranA rajakaNo AtmAne aDyA paNa nathI, sparyA paNa nathI. tema mananA paramANu ahIM che e paNa AtmAne aDyA nathI. tema vANInA paramANu che e AtmAne aDatA paNa nathI. AhA...hA...! zarIra-mana-vacana tenAthI paNa te prakAre, vicAra karatAM..." te prakAre samajANuM ? pudgalanA jema paramANu che te pramANe A zarIra-mana-vacananA paramANuo che. vANI che e paramANu che, ahIM chAtImAM mana che e rajakaNa - jhINI dhULa che. AhA..hA...! (ema) vicAra karatAM bheda-pratIti Upaje che." be vAta thaI - eka karmanI ane eka zarIra, mana ane vacananI - e traNe nokarma. enI bhinnatA to sthULa vAta che mATe vicArI zakAya che ane juduM pratIta karI zakAya che. have trIjI eka vAta rahI. AhA..hA..! bhAvakarma..." AhA...hA...! je mohanarAga-dveSarUpa" bhAvakarma e para taraphanI sAvadhAnInA pariNAma (che) ane rAga-dveSanA pariNAma "azuddha cetanArUpa che. pelA be to taddana acetana hatA. mana-vacana-zarIra ane karma to acetana - ajIva hatA. A moha ne rAga-dveSa pariNAma e "azuddha cetanArUpa..." che. AhA...hA...! cetanA je zuddha trikALI prabhunI sAthe A pariNAma - dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti AdinA bhAva (thAya che) e azuddha cetanArUpa pariNAma che. AhA..hA....! azuddha cetanArUpa pariNAma." che ne ? te azuddha pariNAma...." azuddha - mela pariNAma vartamAnamAM jIvanI sAthe ekapariNamanarUpa che" pelA to ekakSetrAvagAha hatA. mana, vacana, zarIra ane karma to AkAza apekSAe eka kSetre, hoM ! bAkI potAnuM kSetra juduM che, enuM kSetra juduM che. A je azuddha puNya ane pApanA bhAva thAya che... AhAhA...! dayA, dAna, bhakti, vrata, tapa, pUjAno bhAva), evo je vikalpa - rAga che e azuddha cetanA che. "azuddha cetanArUpa - pariNAma, te azuddha pariNAma vartamAnamAM jIvanI sAthe ekapariNamanarUpa che...." pariNamananI apekSAe ekarUpa che. AhA..hA....! che ? 'tathA azuddha pariNAmanI sAthe vartamAnamAM jIva vyApya-vyApakarUpa pariName che..... zuM kahyuM I ? bhagavAnaAtmA vyApaka thaI - prasarI ane puNyanA pariNAmamAM vyApyarUpe pariName che. AhA..hA...! jhINI vAta che, prabhu ! bhagavAnaAtmA cetanarUpa (che) enI paryAyamAM puNyanA pariNAma ke pApanA pariNAma banne thAya), mukhya to aTakayo che puNyanA pariNAmamAM). zubhabhAvathI AtmAne lAbha thAya, zubha karatAM karatAM samakita thAya - A (bhAvamAM) anAdino aTakyo che. mithyAtva zalya ! AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? e mithyAtva pariNAma paNa jIvanA azuddha caitanya pariNAma che. che ? moha che ne ? juo !

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kaLaza-181 4pa7 AhA...! "vartamAnamAM jIva vyApya-vyApaka. vyApya-vyApaka eTale ? bhagavAna pote paryAyamAM prasare che ane puNyanA pariNAmanuM vyApya thAya che. vyApya eTale kArya. puSyanA, dayA, dAna, bhaktinA pariNAmanuM vyApya - kArya thAya che ane AtmA teno vyApaka che, eno kartA thAya che. anAdi ajJAnathI (Ama thAya che). AhA..hA...! mumukSu :- pradezabheda che. pUjya gurudevazrI - pradezabheda che e juduM). atyAre kaheze (e) juo ! atyAre cAle eTalI zailI levI). ahIM to hajI saMdhi batAvavI che ne ? tyArapachI hajI vAta Avaze. ekapariNamanarUpa che, tathA azuddha pariNAmanI sAthe vartamAnamAM jIva vyApya-vyApakarUpa pariName che, tethI te pariNAmonA jIvathI bhinnapaNAno anubhava kaThaNa che... AhAhA....! samajANuM kAMI ? kharekhara to dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinA je bhAva (thAya che) ane AtmabhAva benA pradeza paNa bhinna che. jhINI vAta che, prabhu ! AhA..hA..! jeTalA aMzamAM vikRta (bhAva) utpanna thAya che, che enA aMsakhya pradezano aMza. bhagavAna asaMkhya pradezI AtmAno eka aMza (che), paNa jeTalA aMzamAM e vikRti utpanna thAya che e kSetra paNa juduM che, bhAva paNa judA che, phaLa paNa judA che. AhAhA..! bahu jhINuM bhAI ! mArga jhINo, bApu ! emane ema rahI gayo che. bahAramAM ne bahAramAM mAthAkUTa karI.. AhA..hA...! aMdaramAM utaravAno prayatna karyo nathI. AhA...hA...! e ahIM kahe che, tethI te pariNAmonA jIvathI bhinnapaNAno anubhava kaThaNa che...." kaThaNa che paNa azakya che ema nahi. AhA...hA...! thaI zake nahi, ema nahi paNa kaThaNa che. AhA..hA...! e zubhabhAva ane bhagavAnaAtmA, enuM vyApya-vyApakapaNuM thayuM che, kAryakAraNapaNuM thayuM che ethI ene judA pADavA e kaThaNa che paNa azakya nathI. AhA...hA...! topaNa sUkSma saMdhino bheda pADatAM..." juo ! kahe che ke, e rAganA pariNAma ane AtmAnA bhAva, be vacce sAMdha che. bhale jIva te paNe paryAyamAM vyApyarUpe pariNamyo che. vyApya eTale kArya, vyApya eTale karma, karma eTale kArya. AhA...hA...! dhIme dhIme samajavAnI vAta che, bApu ! AhA...hA...! e vyApya-vyApaka hovA chatAM e rAga ane AtmA vacce saMdhi che. AhAhA..! gajaba che ! paheluM kahyuM hatuM ne)? paheluM ema kahyuM, vyApya-vyApakapaNe che. AhA..hA.! tethI te pariNAmonA jIvathI bhinnapaNAno anubhava kaThaNa che, topaNa sUkSma saMdhino." have pAchu lIdhuM. vyApya-vyApaka che chatAM rAga ane AtmA vacce sAMdha che. AhA..hA..hA...! gajaba vAta che ne ! are...! prabhu ! tArI vAta sUkSma paNa sAMbhaLavA maLe nahi. bahAramAMne bahAramAM kaDAkUTamAM paDyo. vastu aMdara bhinna rahI gaI. AhA...hA...! zuM kahevuM che ?

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458 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 caitanya bhagavAna jJAna ane AnaMdarUpa evA AtmA sAthe puNyanA dayA, dAna, bhakti AdinA pariNAma vyApya-vyApaka che. AtmA vyApaka thaIne vyApyapaNe - paryAyapaNe pariNamyo che chatAM paNa be vacce saMdhi che. AhA..hA...! chatAM paNa be vacce sAMdha che. AhA..hA...! prazna :- e rIte rAga ane rAganI sAthe vartatuM jJAna, e be vacce sAMdha che ? samAdhAna :- be bhinna che, vacce sAMdha che. varyuM bhale emAM paNa kharekhara to vacamAM sAMdha che. kharekhara enI sAthe pariNamyo nathI ema kahe che. AhA...hA...! sthULapaNe ema dekhAya ke AtmA azuddha pariNAmapaNe pariNamyo che. zarI2 ne vANI, mana ne karma ne 5dravya to kyAMya eka ko2 2hI gayA. AhA..hA...! traNalokanA nAtha sarvajJa paramAtmAnI divyadhvanino A sAra che. samajANuM kAMI ? kahe che, aMdara zuddha caitanyasvarUpa anaMtakALathI vartamAnamAM rAgathI vyApya-vyApakapaNe thayo che. e rAga enuM vyApya che ane AtmA eno kartA vyApaka che. AhA..hA...! ajJAnapaNe (kartA che). chatAM... che ? topaNa sUkSma saMdhino bheda pADatAM bhinna pratIti thAya che.' A..hA..hA...! jJAnane rAgathI sUkSma upayogathI bhinna karIne AtmA tarapha vaLatAM be judA paDI jAya che tema pratIti thAya che. AhA..hA...! AvI vAtuM che, prabhu ! atyAre to mArgane bahu vIMkhI nAkhyo che. koIe kaMIka, koIe kaMIka (kahyuM), koIka kahe vratathI thAya ne tapasyAthI thAya, koIka to vaLI kahe ke, bhaktithI thAya. badhI eka jAta che - badhI rAganI jAta che. e rAga sAthe AtmA vartamAna tarIke, trikALa tarIke nahi, vartamAna tarIke vyApyavyApakarUpe pariNamela che. kartA-karmapaNe ajJAnabhAve pariNamela che. AhA..hA...! chatAM sUkSma saMdhino bheda pADatAM...' A..hA..hA...! jJAna ane rAganI vacce sAMdha che. be eka nathI thayA. ajJAnamAM ene vyApya-vyApaka tarIke ekapaNuM lAgyuM che. AhA..hA...! lAgyuM che, (paNa) che nahi. mumukSu :uttara :- che nahi. prazna :- rAga ane cAlu jJAna vacce pradezabheda kahevAya ? samAdhAna :- pradezabheda paNa che paNa atyAre ApaNe (A vAta cAle che). bhAvabhedanI vAta karI che ne ? eTale e pradeza (bhedanuM) atyAre kAma nathI. tame pahelAM kahyuM hatuM mane khabara che, paNa atyAre e kAma nathI. emAM bhinna pADatAM bhinna pradeza emAM AvI ja jAya che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA...! zuM mArga Avo ! vItarAga sarvazadeva jinezvaradeva jinezva2 5ramAtmAnI divyadhvanimAM A AvyuM. AhA..hA...! mukha OMkAra dhvani sunI artha gaNadhara vicAre' bhagavAnanA zrImukhe dhvani (nIkaLI) e AvI dhvani na hoya. bhagavAnanA mukhamAM OM dhvani hoya. AvA zabdono bheda

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kaLaza-181 4pa9 na hoya. kemake tyAM vItarAgatA thaI gaI che. eTale vItarAgane zabdabheda na hoya. ene to ekAkSarI 3OM dhvani hoya. ekAkSarI OM dhvani AkhA zarIramAMthI nIkaLe. hoTha hale nahi, kiMTha hale nahi. AhA...hA...! chatAM zabda bolAya ema "mukha OMkAra' bAkI OMkAra Ave che AkhA AtmapradezathI. "mukha OMkAra dhvani sunI, artha gaNadhara vicAre, racI Agama upadeza bhavika jIva saMzaya nivAre AhAhA...! "susatyArtha zAradA tAsu bhakti ura Ana, chaMda bhujaMga prayAca meM aSTa kahuM bakhAna "banArasIdAsa' kahe che, "banArasIdAsa" ! bhagavAnanA mukhamAMthI 3OM dhvani nIkaLI, gaNadhara saMto cAra jJAnanA dhaNi, cauda pUrva bAra aMganA emaNe zAstra - Agama racyA. AhA..hA...! e Agamane sAMbhaLIne bhavika jIva saMzaya nivAre. bhavya nAma prANI, lAyakAta hoya te mithyAtvane TALe. AhAhA...! kaI rIte TALe ? ahIM I kahe che, juo ! 'topaNa sUkSma saMdhino bheda pADatAM.." e rAga ane bhagavAna vacce bheda pADatAM). rAga tattva e Asavatattva che, malina tattva che, duHkha tattva che. AhA..hA...! cAhe to traNalokanA nAtha paramAtmAnuM smaraNa karo, paNa e rAga che ane duHkha che. AhA..hA..! duHkha ane AtmAno AnaMda e ajJAnapaNe vartamAnamAM vyApya-vyApaka dekhAya che paNa "sUkSma saMdhino bheda pADatAM bhinna pratIti thAya che. AhA..hA....! enA du:khanA pariNAma e rAga (che), cAhe to zubha rAga hoya topaNa duHkha che, AkuLatA che. prabhu anAkuLa che. bhagavAna AnaMdano nAtha prabhu saccidAnaMda svarUpa che). AhA..hA..! be vaccenI sUkSma saMdhi pADatAM, sUkSmapaNe baMne eka na mAnatAM, benI aMdara sAMdha che tema jotAM bhinna pratIti Upaje che. AhA...hA...! Avo mArga che, prabhu ! ene keTalAka ekAMta kahe che. I to ekAMta che, anekAnta joIe. rAgathI paNa lAbha thAya (ema paNa mAno). nahIMtara ekAMta thAya. are... prabhu ! ema nathI, bhagavaMta ! e rAga ane AtmA vacce saMdhi che mATe rAgathI lAbha thAya nahi. rAgathI to AtmAne nukasAna thAya. eTale kahe che ke, vyavahArathI nizcaya thAya ema kaho. nahIMtara nizcayathI nizcaya thAya ema mAno to ekAMta che. bhagavaMta ! tuM kahe che ema che nahi, bhAI ! AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? zuM kahyuM? juone ! - sUkSma saMdhino bheda pADatAM..." bene eka karavuM) to anAdithI karyuM ja che. che judAM chatAM eka karIne to mAnyuM che. eTale ? e zubha rAga karatAM karatAM aMdara zuddha upayoga ane samyagdarzana thaze ema to ekatApaNe mithyAtvathI to prabhu teM anaMtakALathI mAnyuM che. AhA...hA...! bhAre kAma AkarAM, bApA ! AhA..hA..! tArI prabhutAnI baDAI che, nAtha ! tArI prabhutAnI baDAImAM rAganI sahAyanI jarUra nathI. ene juduM pADavA rAganI sahAyanI jarUra nathI. AhA...hA...! paranI to jarUra nathI... AhA..hA...! paNa rAganI paNa jarUra nathI). ene saMdhi che temAM saMdhino upayoga jovo.. AhA..hA..! e tAruM kAma che. emAM

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460 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 bIjAnI koI sahAya che nahi. AhAhA...! AkaruM paDe ema kahe. kahe paNa kharA, ema loko bicArA kahe che ke, A juo jarI paNa DhIluM nathI mUkatA). bhagavAnanI bhaktithI paNa lAbha na thAya ? deva-gurunI bhakti karatAM karatAM kalyANa na thAya ? are. bhagavAna ! deva-guru ne zAstra to paradravya che. paradravya upara lakSa raheze tyAM sudhI to rAga che. AhAhA...! e rAga ane AtmA vacce saMdhi che ne ? e saMdhinI sAMdhamAM jotAM rAga ane AtmA be judA paDI jAya) e eno upAya che, bApA ! duniyA zuM kahe che e to badhI khabara nathI ? AhAhA...! mArga to A che. Akaro paDe, sUkSma lAge paNa e karyo chUTako che, e vinA bIjo upAya che nahi. AhA...hA...! ane ema ja thaI zake che. AhA..hA...! sAme lakhANa hoya tyAre vistAra thAya ne ? adhdharathI kheMcIne thoDuM lavAya che ?) A to sAme badhuM paDyuM che. AhAhA...! 'tethI te pariNAmonA." tethI kema (kahyuM) ? "jIva vyApya-vyApakarUpa pariName che, tethI te pariNAmonA jIvathI bhinnapaNAno anubhava kaThaNa che, topaNa..." ema hovA chatAM paNa sUkSma saMdhino bheda pADatAM....' (arthAtu) jhINo upayoga karIne rAgathI bhinna pADatAM tenI sAMdhamAM bhinnatapaNAnI) pratIti thAya che. bhagavAna rAgathI bhinna che teno anubhava thAya. A..hA..hA...! AkaruM lAge bahu ! tethI lokoe bIjA rastA evA karI nAkhyA. UMdhe raste caDI gayA, rasto (eka kora) paDyo rahyo. AhA...hA...! have AvI vAta thAya tyAM loko ema mAne ke, deva-guru-zAstrane mAnatA nathI. A amArA deva-guru-zAstra che, A munio nagna che ane guru mAno (ema kahe che). mumukSu :- paMca parameSThImAM e AvI gayA. uttara :- e nahi, atyAre che ene mAno ema kahe che. bhAI ! e munipaNuM bApA...! AhA..hA..! e munipaNAnI dazA prabhu ! AnaMdanuM pracura saMvedana e munipaNAnuM bhAvaliMga che. zuM kahyuM? muninuM bhAvaliMga pracura AnaMdanuM svasaMvedana, atIndriya AnaMdanuM pracura vedana che). samyagdarzanamAM AnaMdanuM alpa vedana che. samyagdaSTine rAgathI bhinna paDatAM AnaMdanuM vedana alpa che. paMcama guNasthAne AnaMdanuM vedana ethI vizeSa che. zrAvaka, sAcA zrAvaka, hoM ! A vADAnA zrAvaka e kaMI zrAvaka nathI. AhA..hA..! ane munine to prabhu Namo loe savva sAhUNaM - e munine to aMdaramAM bhAvaliMgamAM pracura eTale ghaNo, cothA-pAMcamAM guNasthAna karatAM ghaNo atIndriya AnaMdanuM jene vedana che ane jemAM atIndriya AnaMdanI chApa che, mahorachApa che. AhA...hA...! ene munipaNuM kahe che, prabhu ! AhA...hA..! bahAranuM ekaluM nagnapaNuM dhAraNa kare, aThyAvIsa mULaguNa pALe, paMca mahAvrata pALe e kaMI munipaNuM nathI. AhA..hA...! e to rAga che. ahIM rAga vyApya-vyApaka hovA chatAM bhinna pADavAnI to vAta che. AhA...hA...! ane pachI rAgathI lAbha thAya ? paMca mahAvratanA pariNAma Ave

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kaLaza-181 kharo, paNa e rAgathI lAbha na thAya. prazna :- thoDoka to thAya ne ? 461 samAdhAna :- rAga che e jagapaMtha che. munine paNa pracura atIndriya AnaMdanuM vedana che te munipaNuM - bhAvaliMga (che). ene paMca mahAvratano vikalpa uThe che te jagapaMtha che, saMsArapaMtha che. batAvyuM hatuM nahi ? 'samayasAra' ! 'samayasAra'mAM mokSa adhikA2'mAM cAlIsamo bola che. I jagapaMtha che. AhA..hA...! nAtha ! tAro paMtha to aMdara AnaMdano nAtha jAgIne uThyo che ne ! AhA..hA...! e AnaMdamAM ramavuM e tAro paMtha che. e paMca mahAvratanA vikalpa Ave paNa e jagapaMtha che, saMsArapaMtha che, bApu ! bhAre AkaruM kAma ! bhAI ! tAro svabhAva ja e che ne, prabhu ! tArI jAta ja e che ne ! AhA..hA...! e jAtamAM jAtathI bhAta paDe, e jAtamAM rAgathI bhAta paDe ? AhA..hA...! AkaruM lAge tethI cAre kora rADyuM paDe che ne ? e.. sonagaDhIyA to nizcayAbhAsa (che). kahe, kahe. jAme jitanI buddhi utano diyo batAya, vAMko bUro na mAniye, aura kahAM se lAya ?" ene beThuM hoya e bole. e kaMI dveSa karavA jevuM nathI, virodha karavA jevuM nathI, e paNa bhagavAna che. aMdaramAM to e bhagavAna che. paryAyamAM bhUlyo I bhUlane bhagavAna TALaze. AhA...hA....! samajANuM kAMI ? kaho, Avo adhikAra koI di' tyAM sAMbhaLyo nathI. AhA...hA....! prabhu ! tuM koNa cho ? tuM rAga cho ? rAga hoya to e puNyatattva che. to puNyatattva tuM cho ? AhA..hA...! tuM to jIvatattva cho. jIvatattva to zAyakatattva che, jJAyakabhAva che. zuM che AmAM ? mumukSu : jAgato jIva... uttara :- A benanuM vacana che, juo ! jAgato jIva ubho che ne te kyAM jAya ? benanuM vacana che, jAgato jIva ubho che ne te kyAM jAya ? jarU2 prApta thAya. eTale ? eTale ? jJAnAnaMda svarUpa prabhu dhruva che ne ! ubho eTale dhruva. jJAnAnaMda svarUpa ubho che ne ! Ama dhruva che ne ! e dhruva che e kayAM jAya ? prabhu ! e rAgamAM jAya ? e paryAyamAM jAya ? te 52mAM jAya ? prabhu ! kyAM jAya ? AhA..hA...! A..hA...hA...! jAgato jIva ubho che ne ! eTale ? A to sAdI gujarAtI bhASA (che). zAstrIya bhASA jAgato eTale jJAyaka caitanyarasa ubho che ne eTale dhruva che ne ! zAyakabhAva dhruva che ne ! e jJAyakabhAva dhruva kacAM jAya ? kyAM paryAyamAM Ave ? kyAM rAgamAM Ave ? kayAM 52mAM Ave ? AhA..hA...! AhA..hA...! e jAgato jIva dhruva che. ubho eTale ubho che, dhruva che. jarUra prApti thaze. enA upara najara nAkha tane jarUra prApti thaze. AhA..hA...! kaho, samajANuM kAMI ? eka ja lAvyA che ne ? ahIM che ? bIjuM eka ahIM che. AmAM zuM che ? juo ! -

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46 2. kalAmRta bhAga-5 dravya tene kahevAya, vastu bhagavAna dravya tene kahevAya ke jenA kArya mATe bIjA sAdhananI rAha jovI paDe nahi. A..hA..hA...! be (bola) lAvyA hatA. AhA..hA..! zuM kahyuM? prabhu ! ke, A jAgato jIva ubho che eTale ? jJAyaka caitanyarasano kaMda dhruva che ne ! AhAhA..! e rAgamAM to na Ave paNa dhruva to enI eka samayanI paryAyamAM paNa na Ave. AhAhA....! enuM - bhagavAna AtmAnuM dhruvapaNuM, nityAnaMda prabhu ! tyAM najara nAkhatAM rAgathI bhinna paDatAM jarUra prApta thAya. AhA...hA..! ahIM I kahe che, "sUkSma saMdhino bheda pADatAM bhinna pratIti thAya che. AhA...! e to siddhAMta varNavyo ke, Ama thAya che. enA svarUpanA anubhavano bhAva ja Avo che. AhA...hA...! jJAnanI paryAyane aMdaramAM sUkSma karIne je rAga tarapha vaLelI che te to tyAM rahI, pachInI paryAyane aMtaramAM vALatAM, kemake rAga ane jJAna vacce sAMdha che, taDa che, bheda che, judAM che. AhA..hA...! tethI te jJAnanI paryAyane - vartamAna paryAyane sUkSmapaNe upayogane aMtara vALatAM rAga ane bhagavAna be bhinna paDI jAya che. AhA..hA...! samyagdarzana pAmavAno A upAya che. bAkI badhI vAtuM kare, game I kare. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI? AhA..hA...! have (kahe che), teno vicAra Ama che." have dAkhalo Ape che. jevI rIte sphaTikamaNi svarUpathI svacchatAmAtra vastu che. sphaTikamaNi ! meM sphaTikamaNi joyuM che. tyAM jAmanagara hatuM. jAmanagaramAM AvaDuM sphaTikamaNi che. tyAM (saMvata) 1991mAM gayelA ne ? tyAM cha lAkha rUpiyAnuM eka solerAma (soleriyama) che. cha lAkha rUpiyAno saMco ! Ama pheravAya evo. DaoNkTara vyAkhyAnamAM AvelA. "samayasAranI 100mI gAthA cAlatI hatI. 19901991nI vAta che. tyAre kahe ke, mahArAja tamAre dAkhalAmAM lAgu paDaze. tyAM gayA hatA, eNe eka sphaTika batAvyuM. eka sphaTikamaNi ATaluM moTu) hatuM. dhoLuM - sapheda ! ema ahIM sphaTikamaNi che e. zuM kIdhuM ? "sphaTikamaNi svarUpathI to svacchatAmAtra vastu che...." enA svarUpathI to pote svaccha ja che. "rAtI-pILI-kALI purI." eTale phUla ke phaLa. "(AzrayarUpa vastuno) saMyoga pAmavAthI." saMyoga pAmavAthI (kahyuM che). che ? "rAto-pILo-kALo e-rUpe sphaTikamaNi jhaLake che;" phUla mUke che te jhaLake che ene kAraNe, e to nimitte kahyuM paNa e sphaTikamaNinI paryAyamAM evI potAnI yogyatA che ke jethI temAM lAla-pILI jhaLaka thAya che, phUlane (laIne) nahi. phUlane laIne paDe to AnI (-pATanI) nIce mUko ne to aMdara jhaLaka paDaze, (paNa) nahi paDe. paNa sphaTikamaNinI vartamAna paryAyanI yogyatA che tethI te phUlanA saMyoge potAmAM lAla, pILI jhaLakapaNe thavAnI yogyatAthI thAya che. emAM ema siddha karavuM che ke, phUlane laIne aMdara lAla-pILI chAMya nathI AvI. enI yogyatAthI (thayuM) che.

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kaLaza-181 463 ema AtmAmAM rAga ane dveSa thayA e karmane laIne nathI thayA. AhA..hA.. e AtmAnI paryAyanI yogyatAne laIne rAga-dveSa thAya che. I enuM svarUpa nathI paNa paryAyanI yogyatAne laIne puNya-pApanA, rAga-dveSanA bhAva thAya che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? jhaLake che ema kIdhuM ne ? "svacchatAmAtra bhUmikA sphaTikamaNi vastu che; temAM rAtA-pILAkALApaNuM parasaMyoganI upAdhi che...." upAdhi che, joyuM ? "vartamAnamAM svarUpano vicAra karatAM svacchatA mAtra bhUmikA sphaTikamaNi vastu che; temAM rAtA-pILA-kALApaNuM parasaMyoganI upAdhi che...." che kharI enI paryAyamAM paNa upAdhi che. AhA..hA..! sphaTikamaNinI paryAyamAM lAla-pILA raMganI jhaLaka AvI che. pelI cIja AvI nathI. e cIjane laIne (jhAMya) thaI nathI. e cIjane laIne thAya to lAkaDA nIce mUke to thAvuM joIe. paNa sphaTikanI vartamAna yogyatAne kAraNe e jhaLaka dekhAya che. AhA..hA....! samajANuM kAMI ? sphaTikamaNino svabhAvaguNa nathI;." lyo ! tevI ja rIte..." e lAMbI vAta che. vakhata thaI gayo.. (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !) mAgazara vada 14, ravivAra tA. 08-01-1978. kaLaza-181, pravacana-197 kaLazaTIkA' 181 (kaLaza, 172 pAne) vacamAM cAle che. sphaTikamaNino dAkhalo che ne ? tyAMthI laIe. juo ! jevI rIte sphaTikamaNi....' e dAkhalo AvI gayo che, paNa pharIne laIe. jevI rIte sphaTikamaNi svarUpathI svacchatAmAtra vastu che...." sphaTikamaNinuM svacchapaNuM) e eno svabhAva che. e ja vastu che. "rAtI-pILI-kALI purIno (AzrayarUpa vastuno) saMyoga pAmavAthI rAtopILo-kALo e-rUpe sphaTikamaNi jhaLake che;" I to saMyoga pAmavAthI enI yogyatAthI jhaLake che, kaMI saMyogathI jhaLakatuM nathI. mumukSu :- saMyogathI jhaLake che ema lakhyuM che. uttara :- I kIdhuM ne, eno artha A. saMyogathI jhaLake che ema kahyuM, paNa jhaLake che enI paryAya potAnI yogyatAthI che, ene laIne nahi. lAla, pILA phUla ahIM lAkaDI nIce mUko (to) nahi thAya. kemake enI yogyatA nathI. sphaTikamaNinI paryAyamAM lAla, pILA

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464 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 phUlanuM nimitta (thavuM) ane ahIM pariNamavAnI yogyatA sAthe che). e lAla, pILA phUle ene pariNamAvyuM nathI. (jo phUlane kAraNe thayuM hoya to) AnI nIce mUke to thavuM joIe. I sphaTikamaNinI paryAyanI potAnI yogyatAne kAraNe che. ema ahIM pAchu jIvamAM utAravuM che. e sphaTikamaNi jhaLake che. jhaLake che ema kIdhuM ne ? sphaTikamaNi jhaLake che. e potAnI paryAyamAM lAla, pILuM Adi jhaLake che. phUla Adi to nimittamAtra che. enAthI ahIM thayuM nathI. ahIMyAM potAne te ja kALe, te prakAre thavAnI jhaLaka pariNamavAnI yogyatAthI te thaI vartamAnamAM svarUpano vicAra karatAM svacchatAmAtra bhUmikA..." enuM mULa svarUpa - bhUmikA svacchatAmAtra bhUmikA sphaTikamaNi vastu che, temAM rAtA-pILA-kALApaNuM parasaMyoganI upAdhi che...." aMdara lAla, pILo dekhAva che e upAdhi che. saMyoga nimitta che tenI upAdhi potAthI che, "sphaTikamaNino svabhAvaguNa nathI; eno kAyamano je svabhAvaguNa che e lAla, pILo thavAno svabhAva nathI. 'tevI ja rIte..." e dRSTAMta thayo. "jIvadravyano svaccha cetanAmAtra svabhAva che." AhA...hA...! bhagavAna AtmAno to svaccha svabhAva cetanAmAtra (che). jANavuM-dekhavuM svabhAva vastanuM svarUpa e che. vastunI sthiti e che. jIvadravyano svaccha cetanAmAtra svabhAva che;" eno to jANavuM-dekhavuM, e cetana ja eno svabhAva che paNa 'anAdi sattAnarUpa mohakarmanA udayathI moha-rAga-dveSarUpa - raMjita azuddha cetanArUpe - pariName che....." e potAnI lAyakAtathI pariName che. mohakarmano udaya to nimittamAtra che. kharekhara to udaya je che e jIvane sparzato paNa nathI. sphaTikamaNine lAla, kALA phUla aDyA nathI. AhA...hA...! chatAM te prasaMge - samaye sphaTikamAM rAtI, pILI thavAnI yogyatAthI thAya che. paradravya to tyAM aDatuM paNa nathI, cuMbatuM paNa nathI. ema bhagavAnaAtmA svacchatA cetanAmAtra svarUpa (che) emAM ene mohakarmano saMtAnano anAdino pravAha udaya(mAna che tethI) "moha-rAga-dveSarUpa - raMjita azuddha cetanArUpe - pariName che...." potAnI yogyatAthI paryAyamAM rAga ane dveSarUpe pariName che. samajANuM kAMI ? karma to nimitta che. kharekhara to nimittano je udaya che e jIvane aDyo paNa nathI, aDato paNa nathI, sparzato paNa nathI, cuMbato paNa nathI. AhA..hA..! mumukSu :- dUra rahIne chApa pADe che. uttara :- dUra che, dUra ja che. chApa pADatuM nathI. dUra rahe che e vakhate potAnI yogyatAthI tyAM rAga-dveSa ane moha thAya che, basa ! Ama che. samajANuM kAMI ? e to ("samayasAranI) trIjI gAthAno pahelo siddhAMta kIdho nahi ? ke, dareka dravya potAnA anaMta dharmane cUMbe che paNa paradravyane cUMbatuM nAma aDatuM nathI. AhA..hA...! e siddhAMta rAkhIne badhI vAta cAle.

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kaLaza-181 46 5 AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? A lUgaDuM zarIrane aDatuM nathI. A AMgaLI lUgaDAMne aDatI nathI. kemake pratyeka dravyanI pRthakatA potAnI sattAne laIne che. koI dravyanI pRthakatAmAM para pRthakane kAraNe kaMI thAya evuM vastunuM svarUpa nathI. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? pote potAnI yogyatAthI udayathI (raMjita thAya che, eTale udaya to tyAM rahyo, "moharAga-dveSarUpa - raMjita azuddha cetanArUpe - pariName. e AtmAnI paryAya thaI. paNa e udaya paramANunI paryAya che ane A raMjita pariNAma (thAya) e jIvanA azuddha pariNAma che. e pariNAmane ane karmanA udayane aDavuM (thatuM) nathI, aDatAM nathI, cuMbatA nathI, sparza karatAM nathI chatAM ahIMyAM rAga-dveSa potAnI yogyatAthI thAya che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? topaNa....' kahe che ke, e rIte moha ane rAga-dveSanI jhalaka paryAyamAM pariName topaNa vartamAnamAM svarUpano vicAra karatAM..." bhagavAna AtmA ! enA svarUpa - potAnA rUpano vicAra karatAM caitanyanA svarUpano - nijano vicAra karatAM... AhA..hA....! che ? "cetanAbhUmimAtra to jIvavastu che." pelAmAM AvyuM hatuM ne ? svacchatAmAtra sphaTikamaNi ! svacchatAmAtra vastu che. eTalo jarI svacchatA zabda che). enI bhUmi che. ahIM bhUmi eTale potAnuM astitva. anAdi saMtAnarUpe karmanA udayathI pariNamatAM chatAM 'vartamAnamAM svarUpano vicAra karatAM..." caitanyanA sva-rUpano - potAnA bhAvano - rUpano vicAra karatAM "cetanAbhUmimAtra to jIvavastu che; AhA..hA..! enI to cetanAbhUmi che. emAM - paryAyamAM rAga-dveSa utpanna thayA che (e) kRtrima jhaLaka utpanna thaI che. potAnI bhUmi to cetanAmAtra bhUmi che. AhA...hA...! e bhUmimAMthI to cetanAnA aMkura phUTe. cetanAmAtra vastumAMthI cetanAnI paryAyanA aMkura phUTe. kiMI rAga-dveSanA (aMkura) phUTe ? eno e svabhAva nathI. AhA...hA...! tyAM paNa badhA vAMdhA ke, karmano udaya Ave eTale ene ahIM rAga-dveSa thAya, eNe rAga-dveSapaNe pariNamavuM paDe. bhASA evI Ave. "mokSamArga prakAzaka'mAM ema Ave che. udaya Avyo eTale ahIM rAgadveSapaNe pariName. eno artha zuM ? te samaye potAnI kALanI nija kSaNa - e paNe thavAnI nija kSaNa hatI. potAno kALa e hato. rAga ane dveSa thavAnI potAnI bhUmikA hatI tethI thayA che. paradravyane laIne (thayA nathI). nimitta-naimittika saMbaMdha che eno artha, nimitta (sAthe) ekatA nathI, be aDatAM nathI. ene nimittanaimittika saMbaMdha kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA..hA...! cetanAbhUmimAtra... che ne ? A..hA...! enI bhUmikA to cetanA che. AhAhA...! enuM sthaLa, enI jagyAmAM to cetanA svarUpa che. AhA..hA...! cetanA svarUpamAMthI zuddha pariNati thavI joIe. (ema) na thatAM nimittanA saMbaMdhanA lakSe rAga-dveSa ubhA kare che).

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466 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 ahIM to cetanA che ne eTale lakSe kahevAya che. jaDamAM to kaMI lakSa nathI. eka paramANumAM be guNanI cIkAza che, bIjA paramANunI cAra guNanI cIkAza che. be ekakSetrAvagAhe bhegAM thatAM, ekakSetrAvagAhe eTale AkAzanA ekakSetrAvagAhe, paramANu paramANunA kSetrAvagAhe nahi, AkAzanA kSetrAvagAhe bhegA thatAM) eka paramANu be guNa (cIkAzamAMthI) cAra guNa thAya. bIjo paramANu cAra guNa che mATe cAra guNa thAya ema nathI. paNa te samaye cAra guNa cIkAza thavAno potAno svabhAva hato. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI? AvI svayaMsiddha svataMtra vastu che. emAM nimittano goTo nAkhe to (viparItatA thAya hamaNAM to bhAIe ahIMnI vAtano khulAso karyo che ke, sonagaDhavALA nimittane mAnatA nathI ema nahi paNa nimittathI paramAM thAya ema mAnatA nathI. I to hamaNAM khulAso bahAra Avyo che. AhA...hA...! vyavahAra paNa ema che. vyavahAra rAgAdi anuSThAnanuM kAle AvyuM hatuM, nahi ? e rAga Adi vyavahAra che enAthI nizcaya thAya che ema nathI, paNa che, tyAM I thAya che I jANe vyavahArathI thayo ema kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA..hA..! paNa jema nimitta che ane parane kaMI karatuM nathI (ema) vyavahAra che paNa parane kaMI karatuM nathI. vastusthiti AvI che. thoDo phera lAge to emAM moTo phera che. ahIM kahyuM, bhagavAna to cetanAmAtra bhUmi che. temAM moha-rAga-dveSarUpa raMjitapaNe karmanA udayanI upAdhi che...... karmanA udayanI upAdhi che. nimittanA lakSe thayuM che tethI enI upAdhi che ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. AhA...hA...! prazna :- bIjI jagyAe e ja pramANe artha thAze ne ? samAdhAna :- badhe ThekANe A ja artha thavo joIe. Avo artha thavo joIe. kare bhale bIjI rIte. AhA...hA...! che ? temAM moha-rAga-dveSarUpa raMjitapaNe karmanA udayanI upAdhi che." eTale ? ke, cetanAmAtrabhUmi jemAM rAga-dveSa jaNAya che e upAdhi che ema kahevuM che). zuddha cetanAmAtra vastu bhagavAna che emAM je rAga-dveSa dekhAya che e upAdhi che, basa ! nimittanI upAdhi e to zabda che. samajANuM kAMI ? nimitta Ane aDatuM nathI ne ? koI dravya koI dravyane cUMbatuM nathI pachI nimittathI thAya e AvyuM kyAMthI ? prazna :- dUra hoya topaNa thAya ? samAdhAna :- dUra hoya to paNa thAya. I to Ane lakSa karavuM che, ene dUra hoya to thAya. paramANumAM kaMI ema nathI. paramANu to dUra rahyAM). dUra eTale jema siddhano vicAra kare, siddha nimitta che paNa bhinna che, dUra che.

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kaLaza-181 467 karmavargaNA e eno potAno svataMtra svabhAva che. dUra che, I dUra che. I AtmAthI dUra che paNa ahIM rAga kare to karmanI paryAyapaNe pudgala pariName. e vakhatano te) samayano nija kALa che. rAgane laIne tyAM karmarUpe pariNamavuM paDyuM ema nathI. Ama che. hajI paryAyanI svataMtratA paNa jyAM na bese, je pragaTa che, je pragaTa che tenI svataMtratA na bese ene je apragaTa (dravya che), paryAyanI apekSAe apragaTa (kahyuM), vastu apekSAe pragaTa che, paryAyanI apekSAe avyakta che, apragaTa che. enI svataMtratA ene kema bese ? nyAya kaMI samajAya che ? AhAhA! je pragaTa che vartamAna che e svataMtratAthI che ema vartamAna na bese ene trikALa je paryAyamAM AvyuM nathI, paryAyanI apekSAe avyakta che, vastunI apekSAe vyakta che. AhA..hA...! e svataMtra che ema ene kema bese ? AhA..hA...! AvI vAta che. samajANuM kAMI ? e 'vastuno svabhAvaguNa nathI" upAdhi che (ema) kIdhuM ne ? e rAga-dveSa upAdhi che. ema kahevAya, nimittane anukULa kahevAya ane naimittikane anurUpa kahevAya. zuM kIdhuM I ? nimittane anukULa kahevAya. anukULa eTale kAMThe ubho. kAMThe ubho che. ahIM thAya tene anurUpa kahevAya. paNa nimittathI emAM thAya che ema nathI. mumukSu :- dareka prakAre nimittathI thAya che. uttara :- hA, e badhI vAta (Ave). lAkha vAta hoya paNa vAta A (che). anukULa kone kahevAya ? jema pANIno pravAha cAle che, be kAMThA hoya che e anukULa che eTaluM. paNa I kAMThA che mATe pANI cAle che ema nathI. ema bhagavAna AtmA cetanAsvarUpa aMdara zuddha caitanyaghana che. emAM karmanuM nimitta ane potAmAM vikAra thavAnI upAdhinI yogyatAthI tyAM thAya che. AhA...hA..! bhagavAnaAtmA e to cetanA svarUpa che. AnaMda ane AnaMdanuM dhAma ! cetanA svabhAva enuM svarUpa che. kyAM paNa sAMbhaLe I ? samajAya che ja kyAM ? paryAya upara buddhi eTale parathI thAya ema mAnIne tyAM rokAI gayo. ahIM kahe che, "vastuno svabhAvaguNa nathI." eno guNa nathI. bhagavAnaAtmAno rAgadveSa (rUpe) thavuM evo svabhAvaguNa nathI. AhA...hA...! svabhAvaguNa to zuddharUpe thavuM te eno svabhAvaguNa che. azuddharUpe thAya e paryAyanI SakArakanI pariNatithI thAya che. vikRta paryAyanI paryAya kartA, paryAya kArya, paryAya sAdhana, paryAya apAdAna, paryAya saMpradAna, paryAya AdhAra (che). AhA..hA..! evo vikRta paryAya e jIvano svabhAvaguNa nathI. ema kahyuM ne ? AhA..hA! "vastuno svabhAvaguNa nathI." - "A rIte vicAratAM..." joyuM ? zuM kIdhuM ? "A rIte vicAratAM.." A prakAre vicAratAM. nimittanI upAdhimAM potAne kAraNe vikAra che paNa eno svabhAva cetanAguNa che. A rIte vicAratAM.... AhAhA...! "bhedabhinna pratIti Upaje che." che ? A rIte vicAratAM bhedabhinna

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468 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 (eTale) judAnI taddana anekatA(nI) pratIti Upaje che. judAnI anekatA (Upaje che), ekatA nahi. AhA...hA...! bhedabhinna - judI, anekatA, aneka bhinna bhinna che ema bhAse che. AhA...hA...! che ? bhedabhinna pratIti Upaje che... AhA..hA..! cetanAmAtra svabhAva ane rAga-dveSanI upAdhinI paryAyano raMga, enI cetanAbhUmimAM e che nahi, ema beno bhedabhinna vicAra karatAM anekapaNe vicAratAM, caitanyanuM ekapaNuM pratItamAM Ave che. AhA..hA...! zuM kIdhuM I samajANuM? bhedabhinna vicAratAM caitanyabhUmi ane rAganI upAdhi, benI anekatA, bhinnatA vicAratAM.... AhA..hA..! pratIti Upaje che. cetanAmAtra bhagavAna che ema pratIti Upaje che, kahe che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! samyagdarzana thAya che. AhA..hA..! cetanAbhUmimAtra bhagavAna ane paryAyamAM upAdhithI thayelo bhAva, beno bhedabhinna vicAratAM benI judAIne anekapaNe (eTale) be ekapaNe nahi, paNa anekapaNe vicAratAM zuddha cetanAmAtra bhagavAnanI pratIti thAya che. AhAhA...! bhASA to bahu sahelI che, bhAva to AkarA che. AhA..hA...! cetanAmAtra bhagavAna bhUmi, e bhUmi kahIne ema kahevuM che ke, emAM rAgano aMkuro paryAyamAM phUTe evI enI bhUmi nathI, bhagavAna ema kahe che enuM e sthaLa nathI. enuM sthaLa cetanAsthaLa che. emAMthI to cetanAnA aMkurA phUTe. AhA..hA..! paNa paryAyamAM upAdhi dekhIne, upAdhi te huM chuM ema mAne tenI bhedabuddhi thatI nathI. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA..! tethI tene ekapaNuM (che) tenAthI juduM bhAsatuM nathI. anekane ekapaNe bhAse che. cetanAbhUmi bhagavAna ane rAga - be aneka che. tene ekapaNe bhAse che. bhedabhinna karatAM cetanAbhUmi rAgathI bhinna pratItimAM bhAse che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? bahu sArA sAdA zabdo ! eno cetanA svabhAvanI bhUmi nAma daLa - kSetra ane rAganuM kSetra ane bhAva bhinna che). tyAM kaMI cetanAbhUmi nathI. rAgamAM cetanAbhUmi nathI, I to rAganI bhUmi che. AhA...hA...! prazna :- dravyamAM kaMI nukasAna nathI thayuM ? samAdhAna :- dravyamAM jarIye nukasAna nathI thayuM. dravya to evuM ne evuM zuddha sphaTika anAdianaMta che. A badhA paryAyanA goTA che. AhA..hA...! nigodamAM paNa paryAya akSarane anaMtame bhAge khilavaTa che. vastu to vastu che, zuddha caitanyaghana che. emAM kyAMya uNapa ane ochapa AvI nathI. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? Avo mArga ! ahIM to paramAtmA sarvajJadeva jinendradeva (ema pharamAve che ke, cetanAbhUmi rUpI svavastumAM rAganI upAdhi paryAyamAM bhAse che, paNa bene bhedabhinna bhAsatAM, bhedabhinna karatAM bhagavAna to zuddha cetanAmAtra vastu bhAse che. e rAga che I emAM bhAsato nathI. AhA...hA....! AvI vAta che.

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kaLaza-181 469 mumukSu :- lakSaNa UlaTA che to bhinnatA bhAse che. uttara:- banne judI jAta ja che, jAta ja judI che). tethI to kahyuM ne ? ene svacchatAmAtra vicAratAM. ema AvyuM hatuM ne ? AhAhA...! "svarUpano vicAra karatAM cetanAbhUmimAtra to jIvavastu che;.' AhA..hA..! paryAyamAM dravya tarapha jotAM zuddha cetanAmAtra vastu che, paNa paryAyamAM rAga che tene jotAM aneka che te ene ekapaNe bhAse che. AhAhA...! jhINI vAtuM bahu, bApu ! samajANuM kAMI ? prazna :- paryAyamAM to rAga che to bheda koNa kare ? samAdhAna :- (bheda) jJAnanI paryAya kare. paheluM kahyuM ne ? tyAre eka zabda lIdho hato ke, jJAnanI paryAya (A) cetanAbhUmi che ema DhaLe che. A cetanAbhUmi che I jANe koNa ? ke, je rAgane bhinna karIne jJAnanI paryAya Ama vaLe te tene jANe. AhA...hA...! che muddAnI rakama. jhINI to che, bhAI ! AhAhA.. eka to arUpI emAM vaLI rAga che e paNa arUpI. I mAthe AvyuM hatuM. kaThaNa che ema nahotuM AvyuM? mAthe ta-upara) AvyuM hatuM. tethI te pariNAmonA jIvathI binnapaNAno anubhava kaThaNa che." mAthe AvyuM hatuM. rAganA pariNAma ane jIvanA svabhAvano bhinna anubhava karavo) kaThaNa che, azakaya nathI. durlakSya che. be zabda vAparyA hatA - kaThaNa ane durlakSya (ema be zabdo vAparyA hatA. paheluM AvyuM hatuM ne ? (uparathI) bIjI lITI - saMdhi ghaNI ja durlakSya..." che. AhA...hA...! A to jhINI vAtuM che, bhAI ! A kAMI bhaNatara maLe evuM nathI. AhA.hA...! aMdarathI cetanabhUmi ane rogano bhAva - be pariNamana enI paryAyamAM che. karma ane zarIra to enI paryAyamAM nathI tethI te to judAM karavA ThIka che, ema kahyuM hatuM ne ? I AvI gayuM che. karma Ave jAya, zarIranA rajakaNa Ave ne jAya eTale e bhinna che e to ThIka che. paNa jIvanA pariNAmamAM rAganuM pariNamana (thAya che) e pariNamanathI jIvane judo jANavo e durlakSya che, Akaro puruSArtha che ema kahe che. AhAhA...! ane e kaThaNa che. be vAta karI hatI. chatAM cetanAbhUmino vicAra karatAM anekapaNe bhAsatAM cetanA ekarUpe che ema bhAse che. evuM enuM sahaja svarUpa che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? AvI vAta eTale mANasane (AkarI lAge). peluM to vrata karo, apavAsa karo, A karo, A karo (ema kahe emAM) samajAya paNa kharuM. ajJAna ! AhA..hA...! bhagavAna aMdara cetanAmAtra prabhu enI bhUmi eTale enuM sthaLa eTale enI jagyA eTale eno bhAva. kSetra ane bhAva be sAthe lIdhAM. e to cetanAmAtra prabhu bhagavAna che. emAM dayA, dAna, vratAdinA vikalpanuM pariNamana e to upAdhi che. e AtmAnuM svarUpa nathI. e samAdhi nathI, e upAdhi che. A.hA...hA...! enAthI bhinna vicAratAM cetanabhUmi

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470 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 jIva svabhAva ane rAga te malina che, upAdhi che ema anekane anekapaNe vicAratAM jIvanuM ekapaNuM caitanyapaNuM juduM jaNAya jAya che, ema kahe che. AhA...hA...! enI pratIti Upaje che enuM nAma samyagdarzana (che). AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA...! je anubhavagocara che." che ? chelluM (A) lIdhuM. AhA...hA...! kahevAmAM zuM Ave ? kahe che. samajANuM ? I pahelI nA pADI hatI ne ? 181mAM emane emAM, pAnuM phera (che). tethI vacana dvArA kahevAnuM samarthapaNuM nathI." (17) pAne) nIcethI trIjI lITI. che ? zuM AvI gayuM che. zuM kIdhuM I ? "zuddhatvapariNamana sarvathA dravyanA pariNamanarUpa che, nirvikalparUpa che, tethI vacana dvArA kahevAnuM samarthapaNuM nathI. tethI evA rUpe kahevAya che. bhASA evI rIte kahevAya che ke, "jIvane zuddha svarUpanA anubhavarUpa pariNamAve che jJAnaguNa..." basa ! ATaluM kahevAya, bIjuM zuM kahevAya ? AhA..hA...AhA...hA...! zuM TIkA ! AhA..hA..! zuM kIdhuM che ? jIvane zuddha svarUpanA anubhavarUpa pariNamAve che jJAnaguNa,.... AhAhA...! e jJAnaguNa zuddha svarUpe pariNamAve che eTaluM kahevAya. bIjuM zuM kahIe ? kahevAya evuM nathI, kahe che. e to anubhavagamya che. ahIM I mUkyuM. ahIM e mUkyuM, juo ! e to "anubhavagocara che. che ne ? AhA..hA..! "anubhavagocara che." enA jJAnamAM A rIta che ema paheluM pakaDe to kharo. "koI prazna kare che ke, tame to bahu AkarI vAtuM karI. to enA mATe kALa keTalo joto haze ? ema pUche che. eka to zuddha cetanAmAtra vastu, karmanA nimittanA kAraNe upAdhi ne vikAra ne benI anekatA ne tenI anekatAno vicAra karatAM zuddha cetanAmAtranI pratIti Upaje che ne, paNa Ano kALa keTalo ? vAta to tame bahu karI. vAta karavAmAM ghaNA kALa - ghaNA samaya gayA. prazna pUche che. AhAhA...! prazna pUche che, che ? keTalA kALamAM prajJAchINI paDe che ? e rAga ane cetanA vacce eTale ke mULa to anubhava che. prajJA zabda vAparyo che paNa prajJA zabda anubhava che. I paheluM AvI gayuM che. Ama anubhava thavo ane rAga bhinna thavo eno kALa keTalo lAge ? tame vAtuM moTI moTI karI, keTalA kALa karI ? AhA...hA...! zuM kIdhuM che ? pahelAM AvI gayuM hatuM ne ? ghaNuM kIdhuM hatuM ne ? eTale kahe che) ke, AvuM karavuM ne Ama karavuM ne Ama karavuM... rAga -- vikAra karmanA nimittanI upAdhi che. cAhe to dayA, dAna, vratano (rAga) ho paNa e vikAra - rAga che. AhA...hA...! e nimitta taraphanA valaNavALI upAdhi che enI bhUmikA, enuM sthaLa juo to cetanAmAtra che. ene bhinna karatAM kaThaNa lAge paNa bhinna bhAna karatAM pratIti Upaje evI che. ema kahyuM hatuM ne ? kaThaNa che kharuM paNa bhinna bhAna karatAM te pratIti thaI zake che. AhA...hA...! to prabhu ! ene keTalo kALa

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kaLaza-181 471 jove ? bahu tame lAMbI lAMbI vAta karI). eka prajJAchINInA zlokanA be pAnA bharyA. keTalA kALamAM prajJAchINI paDe che - bhinna bhinna kare che ?" keTalA kALamAM prajJAchINI paDe che ane bhinna bhinna kare che ? ema pUche che). AhA...hA...! 'uttara Ama che. masA ati sUkSma kALamAM - eka samayamAM paDe che...." are..! chadmastha che, eno upayoga asaMkhya samayano che. vicAra karatAM asaMkhya samaya jAya ke, A rAga (che) ane A cetanA (che). I bhale vicAra karatAM (asaMkhya samaya) jAya paNa chUTuM paDavAmAM to eka ja samaya (lAge) che. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA..! Avo mArga che, bhAI ! kyAMya sAMbhaLyo paNa na hoya. AhAhA..! mumukSu :- chUTuM pADavAmAM eka samaya ane khyAlamAM AvavAmAM asaMkhya samaya ! uttara - khyAlamAM asaMkhya samaye Ave, (chUTuM) paDe eka samayamAM. "zrImamAM Ave che ne ? samyak thatAM jJAna jAtyAMtara thaI jAya che. evo zabda Ave che. je jJAna paranA lakSavALuM hatuM te samyagdarzana thatAM, te jJAna jAtyAMtara thaI jAya che. potAnI jAtine jANI jAya che. AhA...hA! Avo mArga che. eka samayamAM paDe che, te ja kALe bhinna bhinna kare che. eTale zuM ? aMdaramAM eka samayamAM) jyAM jJAna ane rAga judA pADyA (ke) te kALe ja bhinna paDI jAya che. ema kahe che. be bola kIdhAM ne ? AhA..hA..! bhinna to bhinna ja che. rAga ane svabhAva be eka thayA nathI. eNe mAnyuM che. mAnyuM mATe bheda pADavAnI vAta kare che. bAkI rAga ane AtmA to bhinna ja che. paththarano dAkhalo Apyo hato. "rAjakoTamAM bahAra dizAe jaIe tyAM patharA bahu paDatAM. ghaNA varSa pahelAnI) vAta che. comAsu (tyAM hatuM). lAkho patharA ! emAM jhINI raga hoya che. patharA vacce jhINI raga (hoya che). AhAhA..! kudaratanA paththaranA daLamAM paNa jyAM A raga ane AMtaro che.... AhA..hA..! ane tyAM ja kANuM pADI, lUgaDAnI vATa nAkhI dArU nAkhe. (dArUgoLo phATatAM) uparanA patharA Ama paDI jAya ane heThalA patharA Ama rahI jAya. e patharA sapATa hoya che, tyAM ADAavaLA na hoya. e bene tyAM sapATI hoya che. jyAM raga che tyAM patharA sapATa hoya. uparanA, heThalA sarakhA (hoya). samajANuM kAMI ? ame najare joyuM che. jaMgala jatA (tyAre joyuM che). pelI kora - masANa kora (che). je kAMI joyuM hoya eno vicAra karyA vinA joyuM na hoya. jyAM jyAM najara paDatI hoya tyAM tyAMno vicAra AvI jAya). kIdhuM, A patharA che e ekendriya jIva che. ene enI khabara nathI chatAM enA zarIranA rajakaNo, uparanA ane heThalA rajakaNo vacce ragano AMtaro che. e to zarIra che ne ? dekhAya e to zarIra che, aMdara ekendriya pRthvI(kAya) jIva to arUpI judo che. AhA..hA...!

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472 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 rajakaNa rajakaNa vacce paNa ATalo AMtaro anAdi anAdi svabhAvamAM paDyo che. AhA..hA..! to tuM to caitanya (che). pelA rajakaNe rajakaNanI vAta che). A to caitanya bhagavAna, jenI bhUmikA jJAnAnaMdanI che. AhA...hA...! enI ane rAganI vacce sAMdha ja che. niHsaMdhi thayA nathI. e AvI gayuM che. niHsaMdhi thaI nathI, saMdhi che. AhA..hA...! chatAM chedavAnuM kema kahIe chIe ? (kemake teM mAnyuM che ke A eka che. eTale chedavAnuM kahIe chIe. bAkI judI ja paDI che. AhA...hA...! Avo upadeza jhINo lAge. mumukSu :- virala che, virala. uttara :- vastu svarUpa evuM che, bApu ! pelI vAto kare, ekendriya, beindriya ne traNaindriyanI dayA pALo ne dAna karo ne paisA Apo) ne pANI Apo ne AhAra (na hoya tene) AhAra Apo, tamAruM kalyANa thaI jaze. dhULamAMya nahi thAya. AhA..hA...! mumukSu :- Avo upadeza ja nathI. uttara - bahu pheraphAra thaI gayo. zuM thAya ? tethI viruddha lAge che ne ? lAge, lAge emAM koI navInatA nathI. AhA..hA..! kyAM hIralo caitanyabhagavAnanI bhUmi jenuM daLa asaMkhyapradezI ! AhA...hA..! ane rAganuM kSetra eka samayanuM. e asaMkhyapradezano chello bhAga (che) eTalA kSetramAM rAganI utpatti (thAya che). kharekhara to caitanyanuM kSetra ane rAganuM kSetra bhinna che ane bannenA bhAva bhinna che, bannenA phaLa bhinna che. ahIM AnaMda che, tyAM AkuLatA che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI? A zlokano artha evo karyo che. ApaNe traNa-cAra dithI A cAle che. muddAmAla che. AhAhA..! ati sUkSma kALamAM - eka samayamAM paDe che, te ja kALe bhinna bhinna kare che." ema. paDe ane bhinna thavAne bIjo samaya nathI ema kahe che. AhA..hA..! "kevI che prajJAchINI ?" eTale anubhava. rAgathI bhinna AtmAno anubhava. nipuau thamapi patitA' nipUNa puruSo (arthAtu) "AtmAnubhavamAM pravINa che je samyagdaSTi jIvo...." AhA...hA....! jeNe mArga joyo che te mArge jAya che. mULa to ema kahe che. Ave che ne pelAmAM? "diTha magi dhavalamAM Ave che. diTha magi dITho che. aMdara rAgathI bhinna mArga karelo che), dITho - joyo che I tyAM jAya che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? 'diTha magi' evo zabda che. ahIM to e zabda lIdho che. juo ! "AtmAnubhavamAM pravINa che je samyagdaSTi jIvo...... kAraNa ke eNe to mArga joyo che. AhAhA.! bhinna pADIne joyuM che. AhA...hA...! "temanA vaDe..." tham pi' artha sAdhAraNa karyo che. "saMsAranA nikaTapaNArUpa kALalabdhi prApta thavAthI." "tham pi' nAma anaMta vIrya ane puruSArthanI gatithI ema (artha) che. samajANuM kAMI ? koIpaNa prakAre vIryanI

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kaLaza-181 473 ugratAnA puruSArthathI. aMdara vIryanI phuraNA - ugratA thatAM aMdaramAM jAya che. AhA..hA...! je vIrya rAgane race che te vIryane napuMsaka kahyuM che. AhA..hA...! A vIryane vIrya kahyuM che. paMDitavIrya ! saMsAranA nikaTapaNArUpa kALalabdhi prApta thavAthI..." "tham pi' koIpaNa prakAre puruSArtha karIne, ema. svabhAva ane vibhAvanI ekatA toDavAnA puruSArtha vaDe. koIpaNa prakAre eTale je eno prakAra che te prakAre. AhA...hA..! "svarUpamAM pesADavAthI pese che. AhA...hA......! jJAnane juduM pADatAM jJAna jJAnamAM pese che athavA jJAnane juduM pADatAM, rAgathI jJAnamAM bhinnatA (karatAM) prajJAchINI paDe che. AhAhA..! A bicArA vyavahAravALAne AvuM AkaruM lAge. tapasyA karI ne vrata karo. paNa mULa A vastu vinA ? samyagdarzana vinA tAre vrata ne tapa AvyA kyAMthI ? AhA...hA...! enI to vAta na maLe ane uparanI vAtuM pAdharI ! ane emAM ema kahe ke, samyagdarzana che e jaNAya nahi, e to kevaLI jANI zake. paMcAdhyAyImAM ema kahyuM che. prazna :- anubhavamAM jaNAya che ne ? samAdhAna - are..! anubhUtithI jaNAya. I to samyagdarzanamAM pratIti che ema sIdhuM na jaNAya, paNa anubhUtithI pratIti avinAbhAvamAM che. AhA..hA..! AtmAnA AnaMdanA anubhUtinI avinAbhAvI pratIti che. anubhUtithI jaNAya evuM che. bhale samyagdarzananuM e anubhUti lakSaNa nathI. pratItinuM lakSaNa anubhUti nathI. samyagdarzananuM lakSaNa to pratIti ja che. paNa e pratIti anubhUtinI sAthe hoya che evA avinAbhAvane laIne anubhUtithI samyagdarzananuM bhAna thAya che. samajANuM kAMI ? are ! AvI vAtuM have....! mumukSu :- samyagdarzananuM mApa phaLa uparathI che. uttara :- anubhUti - AnaMdano svAda. pratIti ekadama najare na paDe tethI moMghapa kIdhI che, paNa anubhava - anubhUtinA svAdanI sAthe e pratIti che ema anubhava thAya che. na thAya ema nahi. AhAhA...! "bhAvArtha Ama che ke bhedavijJAna buddhipUrvaka vikalparUpa che, ahIM have zuM kahe che? Ama juduM pADavuM che ne ? e zarUAta (che). thaI jAya che tyAre A rahetuM nathI. A jJAna che ane A rAga che, e vikalparUpa che. hajI I rAgano aMza che. magajamAM be AvyA ne ? be AvyA eTale vikalpa che. AhA..hA...! "vikalparUpa che...." grAhya-grAhakarUpa che." jaNAvA lAyaka ane pakaDanAra. be bheda paDI jAya ne ? A jANavAlAyaka (che) ema pakaDe che. evo aMdara bheda paDI jAya che. jarI vikalpa che, rAga che. "zuddhasvarUpanI jema nirvikalpa nathI." je anubhava nirvikalpa thAya e rIte A nathI. vikalpa pahelo Ave, A rIte thAya. ema kahe che. samajANuM? tethI upAyarUpa che. ene

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474 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 upAyarUpa kahevAmAM Ave. bIjo koI upAya nathI, ema kahe che. je dizA para tarapha DhaLe che te rAga che ema anumAna karIne Ama DhaLe che te rAga che ane Ama DhaLe te cetanA bhinna che. eTalo vikalpa vacce Ave che ane ene upAya kahyo che. pachI tUTe tyAre to e vikalpa raheto nathI, anubhavamAM raheto nathI. vizeSa kaheze.... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !) poSa suda 2, maMgaLavAra tA. 10-01-1978. kaLaza-181, pravacana-198 ("kaLazaTIkA 181 kaLaza cAle che). kevA che samyagdaSTi jIvo ?" ahIMthI levAnuM) che. "sAvadhAH "jIvanuM svarUpa ane karmanuM svarUpa, temanA bhinna bhinna vicAramAM jAgarUka che," sAvadhAna che. AtmA jJAna lakSaNavALo ane karma acetana lakSaNavALo (che) e bene jANavAmAM sAvadhAna - jAgRta che. A AtmA che e caitanya lakSaNa che ane rAga che (te) acetana lakSaNa che. ema. che ne ? temanA bhinna bhinna vicAramAM..." tene juduM pADavAmAM jAgarUka che, pramAdI nathI." astinAsti karI. aMdara A caitanya jANaka lakSaNe AtmA bhinna che ane ajANa evA ajIva lakSaNe acetana lakSaNe karma bhinna che, rAga bhinna che. bene (bhinna karavAmAM) sAvadhAnIthI jAgarUka che. ene judA pADavAmAM sAvadhAna che ema kahe che. mULa vAta jhINI che. mumukSu :- judA judA vicAravAmAM uttara :- vicAravAmAM eTale judA pADavAmAM. jJAna karavAmAM ema. vicAravAmAM eTale judA judA jJAna karavAmAM. pramAdI nathI. A caitanyalakSaNa AtmA, ajIva lakSaNa jaDa ene judA pADavAmAM pramAda nathI, jAgRta che. caitanya A che, rAga A che - ema judA pADavAmAM pramAdI nathI. astinAsti karI. kevI che prajJAchINI ?" A prajJAchINI lIdhI. "mita: fmannabhinna rvata mita: 'sarvathA prakAre" sarvathA prakAre (A) jJAna (cetana che) ane rAga ajIva (che), ema sarvathA prakAre bhinna pADavAmAM samartha che. prajJAchINI eTale anubhava. AhA..hA...! caitanya svarUpa tarapha jhUkatAM je anubhava (thayo e) prajJAchINI (che). e bhinna bhinna karavAmAM sarvathA prakAre sAvadhAna che. che ne ? "jIvane ane karmane judAM judAM kare che. AhAhA.!

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kaLaza-181 475 prazna :- karma jaDa padArtha che ene judA karAya ne ? samAdhAna :- ahIM karmanI vAta nathI), rAganI vAta che. meM to rAganI vAta karI. rAga, rAga. caitanya lakSaNe jIva (che) e lakSaNano abhAva evo ajIva lakSaNe rAga. ahIM rAga levo che. karma jaDa che e to kAMI nahi. caitanya lakSaNe jANana lakSaNa, jANana lakSaNe AtmA ane jANapaNuM jemAM nathI evo rAga te ajIva (che). bene bhinna pADavAmAM sAvadhAna - jAgRta che. AhA..hA..! jhINI vAta che. mULanI vAta che ne ! kevI che prajJAchINI ? "gamata: "sarvathA prakAre..." eTale ? jJAna lakSaNe jIva ane ajJAna lakSaNe ajIva, ema bene sarvathA prakAre bhinna pADavAmAM samartha che. aMze bhinna paDe ane aMze bhinna paDe) nahi, ema nahi. AhAhA..! aMtara jJAnano paryAya aMtarmukha vaLe che ethI ene rAganuM lakSaNa ajIva bhinna rahI jAya che. ema kahe che. samajANuM kAMI? bhinna bhinna kare che..." (jIva ane karmane) judAM judAM kare eTale ke bhinna bhinna kare che. "te rIte kahe che.... juo ! caitanyapUre mAtmAnaM rvatI ajJAnamA vadhuM niyamita rvatI' zuM kahe che? caitanyapUra 'svaparasvarUpagrAhaka evo je prakAzaguNa..." zuM kahe che ? aMdara je prakAzaguNa che e svaparagrAhaka lakSaNa che. eTale caitanyaprakAza caitanyane judo pADe che ane paragrAhaka je rAga che ene jANIne judo pADe che. bahu jhINI vAta che. be taddana judAM paDI jAya che. jANanalakSaNa te AtmA, che jANanalakSaNa svaparagrAhaka. zuM kIdhuM I ? jANanAra je che e che svaparane jANanAra grAhaka. chatAM te svaparagrAhaka jJAna juduM paDe che ane parane jANatuM je ajIvane jANe e ajIvane juduM rAkhe che. AvI vAta che. svaparasvarUpagrAhaka' svapara svarUpa jANanAra. grAhaka eTale jANanAra. jANanAra jANanAro svaparagrAhaka che paNa svaparagrAhaka evo prakAza ene judo rAkhe che ane para jANe che kharo paNa parane judo rAkhe che. AhA..hA..! Avo mArga che. samyagdarzana thavAnA kALanI A rIta che. dharmanI pahelI sIDhI ! enuM A svarUpa che. bahu dhIrajanuM kAma che. AhA...hA...! caitanya svaparasvarUpagrAhaka evo je prakAzaguNa tenA trikALagocara pravAhamAM jIvadravyane ekavannurUpa-ema sAdhe che." zuM kIdhuM I ? ke, e caitanya lakSaNa che paNa sAme vastu che trikALa pravAharUpa che. jenA upara dRSTi jAya che e vastu trikALa che. trikALa pravAha che - dhruva.... dhruva... dhruva caitanyalakSaNe lakSita karatAM trikALa pravAharUpa vastu kAyama che tyAM enuM lakSa jAya che. AhA...hA! che ? prakAzaguNa tenA trikALagocara pravAha." pUra che ne ? pUra. pUra eTale dhruva. dhruvanuM

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476 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 pUra che ema kahe che. caitanyalakSaNe karIne jAya che dhruvanA pUramAM, je trikALagamya che, trikALa vastu che tenA upara enuM lakSa jAya che. AhA...hA..! AvuM sAMbhaLavA paNa maLe nahi e ke di bheda pADe ? bahAranA ekendriya, beindriya karIne thaI rahyuM... jiMdagI gALe. prazna :- amAre ahIM 'sonagaDha'mAM kAyama besavuM ? samAdhAna :- kAyama besavuM AtmAmAM ! caitanyalakSaNa evuM je pUra, lakSaNa to paryAyanuM che paNa e pUramAM jAya che, Ama dhruvamAM (jAya che). dhruva pravAha che ne ? dhruva pravAha ! temAM enuM lakSa jAya che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA....! caitanya "svaparasvarUpagrAhaka evo je prakAzaguNa tenA..." "pUre pUramAM jAya che. eTale trikALa pravAhamAM lakSa jAya che, bIjI bhASA kahIe to dhruvamAM jAya che. caitanya lakSaNa pote paryAya che paNa e lakSaNa je dhruva pUra che tenA tarapha DhaLe che. AhA..hA..! bahu TUMkI vAta ! "trikALagocara pravAhamAM jIvadravyane ekavannurUpa-ema sAdhe che;" eTale? prakAzaguNa vaDe svaparagrAhaka je prakAza paryAya che tene dhruvamAM ekatva kare che. tene dhruvamAM ekatva kare che. ekatva kare eTale ke tenA tarapha DhaLe che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA..! pUra vahe che. dhruva.... dhruva... che... che. che.. che... che.... che.. che... che.... I caitanya lakSaNane che. che. che... che... che.. dhruvamAM vALI lya che. ene eka vastu kare che. je rAganI sAthe ekatva hatuM ene ThekANe A caitanyaprakAza dhruvanI sAthe ekatva kare che. ekavastu kare che ema kIdhuM. AhA...hA...! jJAnanI paryAya je rAga tarapha DhaLatI hatI) tene be rUpa karyuM. jJAna ane rAga be rUpa karatI. e jJAna dhruva pUra vahe che (tyAM vaLe che). pUra - dhruva che... che. che. che... cheekarUpa vastu kare che. A...hA...hA...! Avo mArga che. 'jIvadravyane ekavastarUpa..." kare che. "jhAtmAnaM kIdhuM ne ? dhruva je AtmA che, dhruva emAM e lakSaNane ekatva kare che. Ama lakSaNane ekatva kare che. AmathI juduM pADI, Ama lakSaNane ekatva kare che. AhA...hA...! "ekavannurUpa - ema sAdhe che. zuM kIdhuM che ? sAdhe che eTale ? paryAyano je jANavAno prakAzaguNa (che), svaparagrAhaka evI zakti paryAyamAM (che), evuM je lakSaNa che) tene pUra nAma dhruva tarapha vALIne ekarUpa vastu kare che. bepaNe mAnyuM hatuM e ekarUpe kare che. huM ane rAga be eka chIe ema je mAnyuM hatuM ene (caitanya sAthe) ekarUpa kare che. jJAnalakSaNa dhruvamAM vALIne ekarUpa kare che. AhA..hA...! AvuM to koI di sAMbhaLyuM paNa nahi hoya, bhAI ! AhA...hA...! AhAhA....! jJAnalakSaNa jANavAnA lakSaNavALuM svarUpa te Ama rAga tarapha DhaLatuM hatuM, jemAM jJAna nathI, jemAM jANapaNuM nathI temAM DhaLatuM hatuM, te lakSaNane jenAmAM jANapaNAnuM pUra che, dhruva che, pravAha che. jJAna svabhAvano, Atma svabhAvano pravAha che, pravAha che emAM

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kaLaza-181 ene vALe che. AhA..hA...! bhAvArtha Ama che ke zuddhacetanAmAtra jIvanuM svarUpa che ema anubhavagocara thAya che;...' lyo ! jJAna pUrNa pUrNa jJAnasvarUpa che, A jJAnanI paryAya ema jANe che ke, A pUrNa jJAna svarUpa che, ema anubhava kare che. samajANuM kAMI ? bahu sarasa vyAkhyA che ! zuddhacetanAmAtra jIvanuM svarUpa che ema anubhavagocara thAya che;...' A bAju vALyuM ne ? 'ajJAnamAve' ajJAna eTale rAgAdi bhAvamAM niyamita vanyuM rvatI" 'niyamathI baMdhano svabhAva che - ema sAdhe che.' rAga che te nizcayathI baMdhano svabhAva che ane A jJAnanuM lakSaNa pUramAM praveza kare che (tyAre) ekavasturUpa thAya che. baMdha judo paDI jAya che. AhA..hA...! A to dhIrAnA kAma che. 477 aMda2 enA lakSaNone pahelAM jANavA joIe. jANIne aMtaramAM prayatna karavAmAM kaI rIta che ? je jANavAnuM lakSaNa che e pUra nAma dhruva pravAha vahe che. paryAyano pravAha vaheto nathI. paryAya to palaTe che. paryAya palaTe che ane dhruvano pravAha vahe che. eTale kAyama che... che... che... che... che... che... e ta2phamAM jJAnanI paryAyane vALI ekarUpa karavI. AhA..hA....! A eka lITIe basa che. samyagdarzana pAmavA ane anubhava thavAmAM A prakA2 che. e prakA2ne to hajI samajavo nathI, jANavo nathI, pragaTa karavo nathI ane e vinA badhA vrata ne tapa ne karIne dharma mAnavo che). e to badhA ajIva che, e to baMdha lakSaNavALA che. baMdha lakSaNavALAmAM rokAya ane abaMdhanuM pUra je caitanya pravAha vahe che emAM lakSaNane (laI jaI) lakSa karato nathI te ajJAnI tyAM rAganA baMdhamAM rokAya jAya che. AhA..hA...! jarI buddhine AmAM jhINI karavI paDe che. je jJAna jANavAnA lakSaNane pakaDe, hajI to jJAna jANanAra che I paryAya, hoM ! ene pakaDIne pachI aMtara dhruva pravAha vahe che. nityAnaMda dhruva pravAha cAlyo jAya che emAM magna kare ane rAga Adi baMdha bhAvane choDI re. prazna :- Ama kare tyAM rAga chUTI jAya ? samAdhAna :- samajAvavAmAM zuM samajAve ? samajAvavuM hoya to ema kahe ke, Ama thAya to A chUTI jAya, ema. chUTavuM kare ema kahevAya ne ? bhASA zuM kare samajAvavAnI ? ema Ave che, juo ! - 'ajJAnabhAve''rAgAdipaNAmAM niyamathI baMdhano svabhAva che ema sAdhe che.' rAga judo pADe che ema bhale tyAM na AvyuM, paNa A jJAna dhruva pravAhamAM vALe che. (ajJAnabhAve) rAgane baMdha bhAvamAM sAdhe che eTale baMdha bhAvamAM cAlyo gayo che, I 52mAM cAlyo gayo che. ema. samajANuM kAMI ? bahu jhINuM AvyuM. prazna :- bhedajJAna ane prajJAchINImAM zuM Ato ?

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478 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 samAdhAna - I AnI kora AvyuM, basa eTaluM ! tyAM baMdhane sAdhe che ema thaI gayuM. A bAju vaLavAnuM nathI AvatuM to e baMdhane sAdhe che ema kIdhuM. sAdhavAnA be prakAra tyAM kyAM che ? A caitanya lakSaNa Ama gayuM e baMdhane sAdhe che ema kahevuM paNa) lakSaNa to ahIM (aMtaramAM) gayuM che paNa emAM baMdha je che e vastu emAM AvatI nathI. eTale judAne sAdhe che. AhAhA..! Avo mArga ! pATha che ne ? juone ! jJAnave niyamitaM vanyuM rvatI' bhASA to ema ja hoya ne ? ajJAnabhAve nizcayathI - niyamathI, ema. vaLyuM rvatI baMdhano svabhAva che (ema) sAdhe che eTale A bAju vaLI gayo che. baMdharUpa che ema jANIne) chUTuM paDI gayuM che. sAdhe che eTale baMdha chUTo paDI gayo che. samajANuM kAMI ? koIka kahe, Avo dharma kyAMthI kADhyo ? nizcayAbhAsa che. amane tame vyavahArAbhAsa kaho (cho). are... bhagavAna ! mUkI de ne, bApA ! e nizcayAbhAsa ne vyavahArAbhAsa(nI) vAta mUkI de). AhA..hA..! ema kahe ke, tame vrata ne tapa kyAM karo cho ? ekalI AtmA AtmAnI vAta karo cho. paNa vrata ne tapa hoya kyAM ? e cothe guNasthAne hoya ? ahIM vAta bIjI cAle che. paMca mahAvrata ne samiti ne gupti ne AhAra Ama levo ne Ama cAlavuM, Ama bolavuM. paNa e badhuM hoya che paNa kaye guNasthAne hoya che ? e to pAMcame-chaThuM hoya che. cothe e anuSThAna hotuM nathI. e anuSThAna na kare mATe niyAbhAsI che ema kema kahyuM ? mumukSu :- anuSThAna to ene hoya ja che. uttara - e to samakitanuM hoya che. mumukSu :- anaMtAnubaMdhIno abhAva thayo che. uttara :- I nathI kahetA. I to kahe ke, A vrata ne tapa ne dIkSA levI ne dIkSA devI (e anuSThAna che). koIne dIkSA dayo cho ? ahIM 43 varSa thayA koIne dIkSA ApI che ? koI paDimAdhArI thayo ? dIkSA to nagna muni thAya tyAre dIkSA lIdhI kahevAya. ema e kahe che. zuM kare ? AhAhA...! ahIM to hajI samyagdarzana - pahelI bhUmikAnI vAta cAle che. AhA..hA...enuM AcaraNa - samakitanuM AcaraNa emAM hoya. paNa enA AcaraNamAM pelA vrata ne tapa ne samiti ne gupti ne A ne te ne dIkSA devI, I emAM kyAM Ave che ? I ema kahevA mAge che. agiyAra-agiyAra paDimA (lya), keTalAye dIkSA lIdhI, sAdhu thayA. tame 43 varSamAM zuM karyuM ? mumukSu :- brahmacarya dIkSA ghaNAe lIdhI che. uttara :- brahmacarya e paNa zubhabhAva che. e paNa bahAramAM dekhAvuM joIe ne ? lUgaDAM choDe, paDimAM dhAraNa kare, laMgoTI pahere evuM kyAM kare che)? AhAhA...! paNa e dazA Ave tyAre e hoya, paNa e dazA to AcaraNanI dizA che). nizcaya svarUpasthiratA vadhI

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kaLaza-181 jAya tyAre evA vikalpo hoya e bhUmikAnI vAta che. ahIM to hajI nizcayanA ThekANA nathI e pAdharA vrata ne tapa karavA mAMDyA (e vrata, tapa) kayAM hatA ? bALavrata ne bALatapa che. murkhAI bharelA vrata che. AhA..hA...! - (ahIMyAM kahe che), ajJAnabhAvane niyamathI baMdhano svabhAva che - ema sAdhe che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke rAgAdi azuddhapaNuM karmabaMdhanI upAdhi che, jIvanuM svarUpa nathI evuM anubhavagocara thAya che.' eno artha I ke e rAga anubhavamAM Avato nathI. anubhavamAM jJAnAnaMda Ave che eTale rAga baMdha bhAvamAM judo rahI jAya che, ema eno artha che). AhA..hA...! 181 kaLaza bahu jabbara kaLaza ! traNa-cAra di'thI cAle che. traNa-cAra di' thayA ne ? keTalA thayA ? ? 479 'rAgAdi azuddhapaNuM...' rAgAdi eTale dayA, dAna, vratanA vikalpa Adi 'azuddhapaNuM karmabaMdhanI upAdhi che,...' I to karmabaMdhanI upAdhi che. AhA..hA...! rAga Adi (eTale) dayA Adi bhAva. dayA Adi bhAva e zubha rAga che, upAdhi che. AhA...hA...! 'karmabaMdhanI upAdhi che, jIvanuM svarUpa nathI evuM anubhavagocara thAya che.' "kevuM che caitanyapUra " mAthe pUra kahyuM hatuM ne ? pUruM kIdhuM hatuM ne ? trikALagocara pravAha...' aMdara kahyuM hatuM. trikALagocara pravAha. e pUra kevuM che ? AhA..hA...! cAra zabdo alaukika che ! e caitanyapUra - jema nadInA pUra hoya che ne ? pravAha daLa, daLa ! ema A caitanyanuM daLa dhruva... dhruva... dhruva... pUra che, pUra che, pravAha che. dhruvano pravAha che. evA caitanyanA dhruvanA pravAhanuM pUra kevuM che ? 'anta:sthiravizavalasatkrAnAi''antaH' 'sarva asaMkhyAta pradezomAM ekasvarUpa....' joyuM ? ahIMyAM kSetra lIdhuM. 'antaH' sarva asaMkhya pradezamAM ekarUpa vastu che. AhA..hA..! che bhale asaMkhya pradeza paNa che ekarUpa vastu. asaMkhya che mATe bhedarUpa ane anekarUpa vastu che ema nathI, ema kahe che. 'antaH' 'sarva asaMkhyAta pradezomAM ekasvarUpa... che. e eka bola (thayo). - bIjo bola - sarva kALe zAzvata,.' che. sthira pUra che. asaMkhya pradeza eka(rUpa) che. pUra.. pUra.. dhruva (che) emAM sthira che eTale zAzvata che. 'sarva kALe zAzvata,...' che. AhA..hA...! asaMkhya pradezInuM ekarUpa. ene 'antaH' kIdhuM. 'antaH' enuM sthira rUpa zAzvata zAzvata che. kALathI zAzvata che, kSetrathI asaMkhya pradeza ekarUpa che. kSetrathI asaMkhya pradeza ekarUpa che. A vAta sarvajJa sivAya kyAMya hoya nahi. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA...! eTale 'antaH'mAM enA asaMkhya pradezanuM kSetra batAvyuM. caitanya pUra dhruva che, jemAM lakSaNa vaLI gayuM che, e caitanyapUra asaMkhya pradezI eka vastu che ane sthira che, zAzvata che. palaTatuM nathI, ekarUpa trikALa che. AhA..hA...! be (bola thayA). (have), trIjuM - sarva kALe zuddhatvarUpa...' bhAva vizava" che. vizada vizada (arthAt)

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480 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 sarva kALe bhagavAna zuddha svarUpa che. caitanyanuM pUra dhruva (che), ": asaMkhya pradezI zAzvata sarva kALe zuddhatvarUpa che). che ne ? Ama to samuccaya trikALa kIdhuM paNa sarva kALe zuddha svarUpa che. e caitanyanuM pUra dhruva che e sarva kALe zuddha svarUpa che. AhA...hA...! cAra zabdamAM (keTaluM bharI dIdhuM che). "satta: sthira' 'viza' batta AhA..hA...! 'sarva kALe zuddhatvarUpa ane...." "nasa' AhA..hA..! te to "sarva kALe pratyakSa evo che. AhA.hA...! vastu che e dhruva vyakta che. e sarva kALe pratyakSa ja che. cAra vizeSaNa vAparyA che. A..hA...! pradeze asaMkhya pradeza, kALe sarva kALa, bhAve zuddha svarUpa, pratyakSamAM trikALa pratyakSa. trikALa pratyakSa lIdhuM. AhAhA...! alaukika vAta che ! zuM kIdho eno saravALo ? A caitanya lakSaNathI aMtara pUramAM dhruvamAM DhaLatAM te vastu kevI che ? asaMkhya pradezI che, sarva kALa zAzvata che ane svarUpa zuddha (che), enuM svarUpa zuddha che ane te sarva kALe pratyakSa che. AhA..hA...! A koI di sAMbhaLyuM paNa nahi hoya. vakhata kayAM (che)? bahAranI vAta ADe navarAza kyAM che ? AhA..hA..! basa che, eka ja vastu (basa che). pahelAM caitanyane je pUra kahyuM hatuM, caitanyapuramAM nimagna kare che ema kahyuM hatuM ne? che ne ? mAthe che. "trikALagocara pravAhamAM jIvadravyane ekavasturUpa - ema sAdhe che;" AvyuM hatuM ne ? sAdhe che. ene ekarUpa sAdhe che. peluM baMdhane sAdhe eTale juduM paDI gayuM. AhA..hA...! e caitanyanuM pUra je dhruva (che) enuM lakSaNa to vartamAna jJAna che). e jJAna svaparagrAhaka zaktinuM lakSaNa enuM (che), e svaparagrAhaka svane pakaDIne aMdaramAM ekarUpa vastune kare che (-sAdhe che, ane te vastu kevI che ? pUra, nUra, teja, pravAha ! te asaMkhya pradezI che, zAzvata che, zuddha svarUpa che, pratyakSa che. AhA..hA...! kaho, bhAI ! mANasane AvuM lUkhuM lAge. zenI vAta karo cho A? bhagavAna ! A tArA svarUpanI vAta che. AhAhA...! asaMkhya pradezamAM vastu siddha karI. bIjA lokomAM kyAMya AvI vastu siddha nathI karI. ane sarva kALamAM zAzvata siddha karyuM, zuddha svarUpamAM pavitrapaNuM siddha karyuM ane pelAmAM pratyakSapaNuM siddha karyuM. AhA..hA..! jJAna aMdaramAM vaLatAM e pratyakSa thAya che. ene koI paranI apekSA rahetI nathI. AhA...hA...! alaukika vAta AvI che ! emAM A chello bola to alaukika 'satta:' eTale aMdara aMdara e cIja kevI che ? pUra - e asaMkhya pradezI che. enuM kSetra asaMkhya pradezI che, kALa trikALa che, bhAva zuddha svarUpa che ane te paNa pratyakSa thaI zake tevuM che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhA...! game eTalI vAra kaho topaNa) emAM (kAMI punarukti doSa nathI). ahIM kahevuM che zuM ? caitanyasvarUpane sAdhe che. ema kahevuM che ne ? ane rAgane baMdhapaNe

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kaLaza-181 481 sAdhe che. eno artha e ke AmAM AvatuM nathI eTale baMdhapaNe sAdhe che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. Ama bAju Ama DhaLatAM. AhA...hA..! vartamAna caitanyanI paryAyanA lakSaNa dvArA enuM lakSa trikALI dhruva pravAhamAM jAya che. je ahIM kRtrima rAgamAM, paramAM, kSaNikamAM, upAdhimAM je lakSa hatuM e lakSaNa enuM nahotuM. je lakSaNa(nuM) paramAM lakSa jAtuM e lakSaNa enuM nahotuM. samajANuM kAMI ? A.hA...hA...! lakSaNa che caitanyanuM ane lakSa jAtuM hatuM baMdhamAM ! AhAhA...! mATe saMsAra ubho thAto. jenuM e lakSaNa che emAM je Ama jAya che... AhAhA...! ane te rAga Adine baMdha sAdhyo eTale AmAM na Avyo, paNa te to kSaNika hato. rAga Adi to kSaNika hato. ahIMyAM caitanyanI paryAyane, lakSaNane aMtarmukha vALatAM asaMkhya pradezane e lakSa kare che. asaMkhya pradezane e lakSa kare che. bhale e asaMkhya pradezano ene khyAla na Ave, paNa eTalo pahoLo che ene e lakSa kare che, ema kahe che. rAga che ane dveSa che e eTalo pahoLo nathI. e aMza to kSaNika, kRtrima (che). ahIMyAM caitanya lakSaNane lakSa tarapha vALatAM e asaMkhya pradeza upara enuM lakSa jAya che ane te pUra zAzvata che, nitya che. atyAre khyAlamAM AvyuM mATe atyAre che, atyAre khyAlamAM AvyuM mATe atyAre che ema nahi. atyAre khyAlamAM AvyuM paNa vastu zAzvata che. A...hA...hA...! ane je khyAlamAM mela hato, rAga upara lakSano mela hato, I lakSaNa rAganuM nahotuM. tethI te melamAM jAtuM. A lakSaNa Ama gayuM eTale e to zuddha svarUpa che. AhA...hA...! svarUpe - bhAve, kSetre, kALe, bhAve ane pratyakSa - cAra bola vAparyA. AhA...hA...! gajaba karyuM che ne ! saMtoe to TUMkAmAM saMkelIne mUkyuM. cAra bola thayA ? 'satta:' sarva asaMkhyAta pradeza, ema. "sthira'mAM sarva kALe zAzvata (lIdhuM) tyAM paNa sarva lIdhuM). "vidrimAM sarva kALe zuddha svarUpa tyAM paNa sarva lIdhuM) ane "sa"mAM sarva kALe pratyakSa lIdhuM) te sarva (AvyuM). cAremAM sarva (AvyuM). AhA..hA...! AnuM paheluM nakkI to kare ke, A rIte ja prApta thAya, bAkI (bIjI koI rIta che nahi. A vrata pALatA ne bhakti karatA ne jAtrA karatAM karatAM thAze. AhA...hA...! paisA kharce thAze.... ahIM to rAgathI paNa thAze nahi, ema kahe che. rAgane Ama karI nAkha. jenuM e lakSaNa che enA taraphanA pravAhamAM lakSane vALa. e dhruva pravAha che, kAyamanuM TakatuM TakatuM tattva e che ane te asaMkhya pradezI che. te sarva kALe rahenAra che. te sarva zuddha svarUpa che. te sarva pratyakSa che. AhA...hA...! vAta bhAre karI ! AhA..hA..! prazna :- dhyAnanA vikalpathI to saheluM paDe ne ? samAdhAna - ahIM vikalpathI vAta nathI. ahIM to anubhavanI vAta che. vikalpathI pahelI karI hatI. grAhya-grAhaka paheluM kahyuM hatuM ne ? bhedavijJAna buddhipUrvaka kare che. Ama

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482 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 che ne Ama che ne Ama che tyAM sudhI vikalpa hato. A vikalpa nathI. AhA..hA....! pahelo vikalpa to Ave ne ? I Ave ja pahelo. A AtmA che, A rAga che evo bhedavikalpa AvyA vinA ekadama to thAya nahi. chatAM vikalpathI thAya nahi. AhA..hA...! prazna :- bhedajJAna abhyAsa cAle che ? samAdhAna :- eka apekSAe ahIM vikalpa gaNyo che. badhA bhedajJAna vikalpa che) ema nathI. jayasenAcAryadevanI TIkAmAM bhedajJAnane abhedajJAna kIdhuM che. ahIMyAM A apekSA lIdhI che. sAdhaka Ama vicAre che ne ? eTale grAhyagrAhaka (kahyuM). A jANavA lAyaka che, grahavA lAyaka che. grahanAra huM chuM, grahavA lAyaka dravya che, grahanAra huM chuM evo bhedavikalpa Ave che e zailI lIdhI). tethI TIkAmAM banArasIdAse A bhedane vikalpa gaNyo. AnA (zlokamAM) vikalpa gaNyo che. bAkI "jayasenAcAryadevamAM bhedajJAna eTale abhedajJAna lIdhuM che. parathI judo paDyo e AmAM abheda thaI gayo. tyAM ema lIdhuM che. AhAhA...jyAM jyAM je prakAre apekSA hoya te jANavuM joIe ne ?' prazna :- jyAM bhedajJAna thAya che tyAM to nirvikalparUpa bhedajJAna che ? samAdhAna :- bhedajJAnamAM pahelA ATalo vikalpa Ave che ne ? I. evA bhedajJAnane ahIM lIdhuM che. kharuM bhedajJAna to aMdarathI judo paDIne Ama Thare enuM nAma bhedajJAna che). tethI kahyuM ne ke, jayasenAcAryadevamAM to e lIdhuM, bhedajJAnarUpI abheda. ema lIdhuM che. AhA..hA...! A to sAdhakane zarUAtanI pahelI dizAmAM Avo bhAva Ave. jANanAro huM, jaNAya A, baMdha rAga e para (che), evo vikalpa Ave. chatAM e vikalpanI bhUmikA che) te anubhavanI bhUmikA nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? Aje thoDo jhINo viSaya AvI gayo. prazna :- vikalpa puruSArtha thavAmAM madada to kare ne ? samAdhAna :- jarIye nahi. rAga jarIye madada kare nahi. tethI ahIM kahyuM ne ? ekadama kADhI nAkhyuM. mumukSu :- rAga to na kare paNa maMda rAga to madada kare. uttara :- maMda rAga bilakula madada kare nahi. sIdho nirapekSa, rAga vinAnI A vAta che. chellA bolanI A vAta che. samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritra nirapekSa che. rAga ne nimitta ne deva-guru-zAstranA nimittanI apekSA nathI. AvuM che. mumukSu :- mAnasika jJAna madada na kare to rAga kayAM madada kare. uttara :- mAnasika jJAna paNa rAgavALuM (che). AhAhA...! vAha ! ahIM mAthe kahyuM hatuM ne ? vaitanyapUre AtmAne rvatI' ema hatuM. caitanyapUramAM AtmAne magna karavo. AtmA eTale ? e to paryAya potAnI che ne I. AtmAnI paryAyane caitanyapUramAM magna karavI ane ajJAnabhAvane baMdhamAM sAdhavI. e to tyAM sadhAya

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kaLaza-181 483 jAya che. e rIte. eno pachI ahIM vizeSa khulAso karyo. tyAM hajI be vAta lIdhI hatI. tyAM che ne ? caitanyapUre abhinaM magna rvatI namAve vanyuM niyamita rvatI be bhAga lIdhA hatA. have ahIM ekalo lIdho. benuM AvuM thayuM pachI chUTI gayo. have A ekalo rahyo. AhA...hA...! anta: khubI zuM karI ? "sattAmAM kSetra lIdhuM. kema (kSetra) lIdhuM ? ke sAme vastu (upara) je lakSa jAya che e cIja kevI ? eka pradezI che ? be pradezI che ke zuM che ? enuM kSetra asaMkhya pradezI che e vAta sarvajJa sivAya kyAMya bIje che nahi. mATe pahelo bola e lIdho. samajANuM kAMI ? "antaH pachI "sthira' (lIdhuM). e asaMkhya pradezI vastu sthira zAzvata che. dhIrI che. dhIrI eTale zAzvata, zAzvata. AhA..hA..! ane kALe zuddhatvasvarUpa che. sarva kALe zuddha svarUpa che. sarva kALe zuddha svarUpa che. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? ane sarva kALe pratyakSa - "nasa "nasa uttama che. "nasa nAma e pratyakSa che. ene koI rAganI ne nimittanI apekSA hoya to jaNAya evuM e Atmatattva nathI. AhA..hA..! A pahelI bhUmikAnI zarUAta ahIMthI thAya che pachI bIjI badhI vAtuM. enA ThekANA na hoya ane pAdhare A karo ne A karo ne A karo.. ane keTalA vrata dhAryA ne ame keTalI dIkSA dIdhI ne keTalAne paDimAM ApI. kone kahevI dIkSA ? jena dIkSA A che. pelA darabAra kahetA hatA ne ? jainanI dIkSA Apo. koNa Ape ? A jenanI dIkSA che. AhA...hA...! aMtaramAM asaMkhya pradezamAM sarva kALe raheluM, sarva kALe zuddha svarUpa, temAM sarva pratyakSa, sarva pratyakSa ema kIdhuM ne ? juo ! "sarva kALe pratyakSa..." e to sarva kALa pratyakSa ja che. paranI apekSAe ene anubhavamAM che nahi. AhAhA..! gajaba kAma karyuM che ! prazna :- cothe AvA AtmAne pratyakSa karI le che ? samAdhAna - cothAnI vAta che. mati-zrutamAM pratyakSa thAya che. vastunuM svarUpa ja pratyakSa che. vastunuM svarUpa parokSa hoI zake ja nahi. AhA..hA..! (ahIMyAM) jJAnapradhAna kathana che ne ? prajJAchINInI vAta che ne ? prajJAchINI to anubhava che. jJAnathI anubhava kare che. AhAhA..! cAra bola lIdhA. "evo che" "ghAni kevaLajJAna-kevaLadarzana teja:puMja. AhA..hA...! vastu, vastu hoM ! ahIM kevaLajJAna, kevaLadarzana paryAyanI vAta nathI. aMdara kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzana svarUpa. ekaluM jJAna ane ekaluM darzana. ekaluM jJAna ane ekaluM darzana. asaMkhya pradezamAM sarva kALe sthira zuddha pratyakSa. zuM (che) ? kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzana. khulAso karyo. eka jJAna ane ekaluM darzana. jJAna ne darzana, basa ! kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzana. emAM badhA guNa AvI gayA. AhAhA...! Aje bahu sArI vAta AvI che ! A harakhajamaNa che !! lagna thayA pachI tamAre harakhajamaNa nathI karatAM ? tamAre hindImAM) kAMIka kahetA haze. prItibhojana !

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484 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 AhA..hA..! ghAni I dhAma che. zenuM ? kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzananuM e dhAma che. AhA..hA...! ekalo jJAna ne jJAtA ne dRSTA ! mukhya vAta A lIdhI che ne ? AhAhA...! e to sarva kALe jJAtA ne dRSTA, sarva kALe zuddha, sarva kALe asaMkhya pradezI ane sarva kALa pratyakSa. AhA..hA...! mumukSu :- Apa dIkSAnI nA pADo paNa AmAM nivRtti to bahu joIe. uttara :- nivRtti aMdaranI joIe ke bahAranI ? bahAranI to nivRtti ja che. paramAM pakaDAyo che ke di' ? paranuM grahaNa-tyAga AtmAmAM che ja nahi. AhAhA..! chello pAMcamo bola enuM svarUpa lIdhuM. dhAni A...hA...! dhAma che e to ! AnaMdadhAma, jJAnadhAma, darzanadhAma... A..hA...hA...! emAM mukhyapaNe kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzana. evuM asaMkhya pradezamAM dhAma. asaMkhya pradezamAM zuM che ? kevaLajJAna ne kevaLadarzana ane te paNa sarva kALe zAzvata che, sarva kALe svarUpa zuddha che ane te sarva kALe pratyakSa che. A karIne moTuM mAMgalika karyuM. vizeSa kahevAze... (zrotA - pramANa vacana gurudeva !) (zArdUnavikrIDita) bhitvA sarvamapi svalakSaNabalAdettuM hi yacchakyate cinmudrAGkitanirvibhAgamahimA shuddhshcidevaasmyhm| bhidyante yadi kArakANi yadi vA dharmA guNA vA yadi bhidyantAM na bhidAsti kAcana vibhau bhAve vizuddha citi / / 3-182 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha :- bhAvArtha Ama che ke jene zuddhasvarUpano anubhava hoya che te jIva AvA pariNAmasaMskAravALo hoya che. "aham zuddha cit sji iva' (3) huM zuddhaH vit kSi) zuddha caitanyamAtra chuM, (4) nizcayathI evo ja chuM. vimudrAnirvimAmahimA' vimudrA) cetanAguNa vaDe (ti ) cilita karI dIdhelI evI che nirvimA) bhedathI rahita (mahimA) moTapa jenI, evo chuM. Avo anubhava je rIte thAya che te rIte kahe che - "sarvam ui fmatva' (sarva) jeTalI karmanA udayanI upAdhi che te badhAnuM - (fmavI) anAdi kALathI potArUpa jANIne anubhavato hato tene paradravya jANIne - svAmitva choDI dIdhuM. kevuM che paradravya? "ya tu menum zakyate" (yan

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kaLaza-182 485 3) je karmarUpa paradravya-vastu (bhejuM gayate) jIvathI bhinna karAvAne zakya che eTala ke dUrI karI zakAya che. zAthI ? 'svataMkSaLavanAt' (svataMkSA) jIvanuM lakSaNa cetana, karmanuM lakSaNa acetana - evo je bheda tenI 'vAt' sahAyathI. kevo chuM huM ? yadi ArALi vA dharmA: vA muLA: midyane midyanAM vitti bhAve vyAvana mivA na' (dri) jo (vhArALi) AtmA, AtmAne, AtmA vaDe, AtmAmAM - evA bheda (vA) athavA (dharma:) utpAda-vyayadhrauvyarUpa, dravya-guNa-paryAyarUpa bhedabuddhi athavA (muLa:) jJAnaguNa, darzanaguNa, sukhaguNa ityAdi anaMta guNarUpa bhedabuddhi (midyante) AvA bheda vacana dvArA upajAvyA thakA Upaje che (tavA midyantAM) to vacanamAtra bheda ho; paraMtu ti bhAve) caitanyasattAmAM to (Avana mivA na) koI bheda nathI, nirvikalpamAtra caitanya vastunuM sattva che. kevo che caitanyabhAva ? 'viau' potAnA svarUpamAM vyApanazIla che. vaLI kevo che ? vizuddhe' sarva karmanI upAdhithI rahita che. 3-182. poSa suda 3, budhavAra tA. 11-01-1978. kaLaza-182, pravacana-199 'kaLazaTIkA' 182 kaLaza che. 182 kaLaza. bhitvA sarvamapi svalakSaNabalAdbhettuM hi yacchakyate cinmudrAGkitanirvibhAgamahimA zuddhazcidevAsmyaham / bhidyante yadi kArakANi yadi vA dharmA guNA vA yadi bhidyantAM na bhidAsti kAcana vibhau bhAve vizuddhe citi / / 3 -182 / / bhAvArtha, pahelethI bhAvArtha kare che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke jene zuddhasvarUpano anubhava hoya che...' jene samyagdarzana thAya che eTale ke jene e zuddha caitanyasvarUpa trikALa zuddha dhruva zuddha svarUpano sanmukha thaIne, e zuddha svarUpanI sanmukha thaIne jyAM aMtarano anubhava samyagdarzana (thAya che), anubhava eTale zuddha caitanya vastune anusarIne pariNitamAM AnaMdanuM ane zAMtinuM vedana thavuM enuM nAma zuddha svarUpano anubhava che. ekadama jhINI vAta to che. mokSa adhikAra' che ne ? zuddhasvarUpano anubhava hoya che te jIva AvA pariNAmasaMskAravALo hoya che.'

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486 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 AhA..hA...! te jIvane AvA pariNAma eTale paryAya - bhAva saMskAravALo hoya che. 'aham zuddha: cit azmi va kevA saMskAra hoya che ? kevA anubhavamAM ene piraNita zuddha caitanyanI pariNati paryAyamAM zuM hoya che ? huM...' zuddha cit asmi'huM to 'zuddha caitanyamAtra chuM....' 'asmi' AhA..hA...! samyagdarzanamAM athavA zuddha svarUpanA anubhavamAM ema piraNAmamAM thAya che ke, huM zuddha cinmAtra chuM). samajAvavuM che to kema samajAve ? huM zuddha cinmAtra chuM evo vikalpa paNa nahi. AhA..hA...! A dharmanI pahelI zarUAta, mokSamahelanI pahelI sIDhI ! -- -- huM zuddha cinmAtra (chuM). che ! zuddha cit asmi" huM to zuddha jJAna, pavitra bhAva, pUrNa pavitra cibhAva e huM chuM. 'asmi" te huM chuM. A prathama anubhavanA saMskAranI vAta che. zabda saMskAra vAparyo che. vAta e che ke) e bhAva tyAM rahe che. zAkamAM jema saMskAra nAkhe che ne ? ema A AtmAmAM anubhavanA saMskAra hoya che. AhA..hA....! prathama samyak anubhavamAM zuddha caitanya pavitra vastu che) tenA anubhavamAM enA pariNAmanA saMskAra (paDe che ke) huM to zuddha cinmAtra asmi chuM. AhA..hA...! ahIM astithI vAta lIdhI che. nAstithI nathI lIdhI. nahitara huM rAga nathI, A nathI, A nathI, A nathI... ema nahi. AhA..hA...! huM eka AtmA aMdara.. AhA..hA...! zuddha jJAna, AnaMda, vItarAga svarUpe huM chuM. jJAna asmino artha e che. huM vItarAga cinmAtra, AnaMdamAtra vastu chuM. AhA..hA...! samajAya che kAMI ? A enA saMskAra che. zuddha caitanyamAtra chuM.... 'va" 'nizcayathI evo ja chuM.' va"no artha karyo. kharekhara huM trikALI jJAnapuMja AnaMdakaMda jinasvarUpI huM chuM. AhA...hA...! banArasIdAsa'mAM e kahyuM hatuM ne ? ghaTa ghaTa aMta2 jina vase, ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina' ghaTa ghaTa aMta2 jina vase' jina svarUpa (eTale) jJAnasvarUpa kaho, vItarAga svarUpa kaho, AnaMda svarUpa kaho, zAMta svarUpa kaho, avikArI svarUpa kaho, dhruva svarUpa kaho, sAmAnya svarUpa kaho. AhA..hA...! svaccha svarUpa kaho, Izvara svarUpa kaho... AhA..hA...! e huM chuM. evo nizcaya che. che ? nizcayathI evo ja chuM.' kharekhara huM Avo ja chuM. AhA..hA...! vimudrAtinivimAnamahimA" 'cetanAguNa vaDe...' guNa trikALI. cetanano cetanA guNa, AtmAnA cetanA guNa vaDe. che ne ? 'cihnita karI dIdhelI evI che...' cetanA guNanA lakSaNathI - cihnathI dIdhelI evI che..." nirvimahimA' AhA..hA...! cetanA svarUpamAM nirvibhAga mahimA. jeno bhAga nathI, jemAM bepaNuM nathI. evo jeno aMda2 mahimA che. AhA..hA...! cimudrAti" 'cetanAguNa vaDe...' mudrAno artha e karyo. cinmudrA ! e mudrA chApa che, ema. cetana... cetana... cetana... caitanya enI mudrA chApa che. jema anubhavanI AnaMdamudrA chApa che. AhA..hA..! AvI vAta che. ema vastunI cinmudrA chApa che. A

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kaLaza-182 487 trikALInI vAta cAle che. cinuM cetanacetana... je enuM mULa mudrA - chApa cetana che. jeno nirvibhAga - bhAga nathI. jemAM svaitapaNuM nathI ema kahe che. che ne ? viSNudrAnirvimA' "bhedathI rahita..." che. AhA..hA...! taddana mAkhaNa kADhyuM che ! cetanasvarUpa jenA be bhAga nathI, nirvibhAga ekarUpa vastu che. A samyagdarzana ane anubhavanA A saMskAra che. AhA...hA...! nirvibhAga jeno mahimA eTale ke "moTapa jenI..." jenI moTapa ekarUpa che. be bhAga rUpI jenI moTapa nathI. AhA...hA...! ghaNA ja mArmika zabdo che ! A to vAcaka che, vAcya to aMdara che. AhAhA...! evI mArI moTapa che. eTale ? cinmAtra jJAyakamAtra svabhAva, jenA be bhAga nathI e mArI mahimA ane moTapa che. AhAhA...! huM ekarUpa chuM e mArI mahimA athavA moTapa che. e mArI sarvotkRSTatA che. jJAnamAtra dhruva vItarAgamUrti jinasvarUpa, e be bhAga vinAnI mArI moTapa ane vastunI sthiti sarvotkRSTa e che. AhA..hA..! "evo chuM. Avo anubhava je rIte thAya...... have Avo anubhava je rIte thAya che te rIte kahe che." sarvam api mitva' have nAsti kIdhI. pahelI asti lIdhI. "sarvam api mitva' sarva jeTalI karmanA udayanI upAdhi che te badhAnuM..." fmatvA" "anAdi kALathI potArUpa jANIne anubhavato hato...... AhA..hA..! zubhAzubha rAgane potArUpa jANIne je anubhavato hato e anAdikALanI ajJAnadazAmAM e anubhava hato eno bheda paDI gayo. mitva che ne ? zubha-azubha rAga, karma zabda A rAga bhAva che. zubha-azubha rAga je anAdikALano (anubhava hato), cetanasvarUpa nirvibhAgamAM paryAyamAM rAgano anubhava hato tene mistrI bhedIne, chedIne. AhAhA..! "anAdi kALathI potArUpa jANIne..." e to eka khulAso karyo. pAThamAM to mitvA' chekone bhedayuM ? ema kahe che. anAdikALathI rAgane - puNyapApane anubhavato hato e mitvA' ema. e to khulAso karyo. bAkI Ama mitvA che. paNa kone bhedyo ? ke, puNya ane pApanA vikalpo - vikAra, anAdikALathI te huM evuM anubhavamAM hatuM ene juduM pADyuM. AhA..hA..! AvI jhINI vAta che, bApu ! A vrata karavA ne apavAsa karavA ne e badhuM keTaluM saheluM hatuM ! AvI vAtuM have ! saMgha kADhavA, rathayAtrA kADhavI, lyo ! bApu ! paNa pahelI cIja je che eno anubhava na thAya tyAM sudhI dharmanI zarUAta ja nathI. AhAhA..! zarUAta pachI aMdara sthiratA - cAritra thAya e vAta pachI. e kriyA vacce Ave, azubhathI bacavA zubha (A) paNa te bhinna rIte Ave, ekapaNe na Ave. samajANuM kAMI ? jhINuM kahevuM ane samajANuM kAMI ema) pAcho kahuM ! AhA...hA...! bhagavAna cetanasvarUpa pUrNa svabhAvathI bharelo nirvibhAga jeno bhAga nathI, eno anubhava

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488 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 karatAM karmanA nimittathI thatAM vikArI bhAva, eno je anAdithI anubhava hato tene mitvA nAma chedIne, tene judA pADIne. A samyagdarzana pAmavAnI rIta (che). AtmAno anubhava thavAnI A rIta che). AhAhA...! potArUpa jANIne anubhavato hato..." mitvAnI vyAkhyA karI. rAgano vikalpa cAhe to mahAvratano hoya ke bhagavAnanA smaraNano hoya paNa e badhuM paradravya. AhA...hA..! jANIne...." "fmatva' "svAmitva choDI dIdhuM." "fmatvanI vyAkhyA karI. dhaNIpatuM choDI dIdhuM. dayA, dAna, vrata Adino je rAga hato enuM svAmipaNuM choDI dIdhuM. dhaNIpatuM ahIM caitanyamAM AvyuM - huM caitanya svarUpa pUrNa jJAyaka bhAva eka chuM. 'kSi' thayuM ne ? emAM AnA bhAvano abhAva che tethI tene juduM pADIne. AhA..hA....! choDI dIdhuM." svAmitva choDI dIdhuM ema kIdhuM. AhA..hA..! rAga rahe kharo, paNa svAmitva choDI dIdhuM, dhaNipatuM chUTI gayuM. A dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinA pariNAma (thAya) e mArA che ane je e bhAvathI AtmAne lAbha mAne che eno artha e potAnA ja mAne che. samajANuM kAMI ? A...hA...! svAmitva choDI dIdhuM. mitvano artha karyo. mitvAno artha choDI dIdhuM che. paNa je rAgano anubhava hato, tenuM dhaNipatuM chUTI gayuM ane ahIMyAM caitanya zuddha svarUpanuM svAmipaNuM - dhaNIpatuM pragaTyuM. e huM ane eno huM svAmi chuM. 47mI svasvAmisaMbaMdha zakti che ne ? AhA...hA..! mAruM je zuddha caitanya svarUpa (che) teno huM svAmi chuM e paNa hajI bhedathI kathana to ema thAya ne ? paNa e ja huM chuM. AhA...hA...! AvI vAta che. kevuM che paradravya ?' e puNya ane pApanA bhAva je mArApaNe anubhavAtA hatA), svAmi - dhaNIpate mAnato hato, te kevA che? "yat tu menumeM zavane je karmarUpa paradravyavastu..." "besuma zakyate" "jIvathI bhinna karavAnuM zakya che." eTale ke dUra karI zakAya che. AhA..hA.. e to be vAta AvI gaI che. rAga ane AtmA vacce sAMdha che. eka nathI thayA, eNe mAnyuM che. zubha rAga ane caitanya zuddha vastu - be vacce sAMdha che, saMdhi che, taDa che, eka nathI. kAraNa ke e be tattva che. rAga Asravatattva che, bhagavAna jJAnatattva che. eTale be tattva vacce, benuM bepaNuM rahevAmAM vacce saMdhi che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhA...! AvuM AkaruM lAge eTale mANasane (ema kahe ke, samyagdarzananI khabara na paDe, jhINI vastu che mATe vrata ne tapa karo. ahIM to e kahe che, anubhUtithI khabara paDe che. samyagdarzana - pratita pote sIdhI khabara na paDe. samajANuM kAMI ? paNa sAthe anubhUti che, enAthI avinAbhAvI AnaMdano svAda che (mATe) samyagdarzananI khabara paDe che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhA...! eTale dUra karI zakAya che. zuM kIdhuM I ? "yat tu merUma zakyate" e judA pADI

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kaLaza-182 489 zakAya che kemake e judAM che. AhA...hA...! AvI jhINI vAta AvI che ! hajI to prathama samyagdarzanamAM thato AtmAno anubhava, emAM thatAM pariNAmanA saMskAra, e rAgathI bhinna paDavAnuM zakaya ja che kemake bhinna che, bhinna che. mATe bhinna pADI zakAya che. bhinna che mATe bhinna pADI zakAya che. AhA...hA...! bhinna) karavAnuM zakya che." eTale ? "kheDum vijyate" eTale ? rAgane dUra karI zakAya che. kemake rAga ane jJAyakabhAva eka che nahi. AhA..hA...! AvI jhINI vastu che. "zAthI?' bene bhinna karI zakAya che. kema ? ke "svanakSaUAvatI' "svatnakSaUMvatA' bannenA lakSaNanI vAta che. banne, hoM ! "svatnakSaUvitnI sva nAma bannenA potAnA lakSaNanA baLathI. sva eTale ekalA AtmAnuM nahi. "svanakSaUvanI be dravyanA sva - potAnA lakSaNanI bhinnatAne kAraNe. AhAhA..! svanakSaUvinA "jIvanuM lakSaNa cetana, karmanuM lakSaNa acetana..." rAga. karma to jaDa rajakaNa che, enuM kAMI nathI paNa A rAga levo). rAganuM lakSaNa acetana che, bhagavAnanuM lakSaNa cetana che. jANanAra te AtmA ane nahi jANanAra te acetana - rAga. benA lakSaNa bhinna che. "evo je bheda tenI...." "nA" "sahAyathI. tenA baLathI. eTale ke tenI sahAyathI. A jJAna svarUpa te caitanya, acetana svarUpa te rAga - e jJAnanA caitanyanA prakAzamAM rAganI ekatA nathI tethI te acetana che, enA baLathI be judA pADI zakAya che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA...muddAnI rakama AvI che. AhA..hA..! ahIM to hajI bahAranI takarAra (kare che). vyavahAra vyavahAra vyavahAra... vyavahAra kone hoya paNa ? jyAM nizcaya svarUpano anubhava hoya e emAM TharI zake nahi, tyAre azubhathI bacavAne zubha bhAva hoya, paNa che e heya ane baMdha. che duHkha ane rAga. AhAhA...! bhagavAna AtmAno anubhava e atIndriya AnaMdano svAda che ane rAgano anubhava duHkha che. bannene tenA lakSaNathI judA pADI zakAya che. evuM enuM svarUpa ja evuM che, ema kahe che. "vanI eTale benA lakSaNanA baLathI. pATha ema che ne ? "nakSapavitrI' bannenA lakSaNanA jorathI, bannenA lakSaNanI bhinnatAthI, bannenA lakSaNanI sahAyatAthI be judA paDI. zake che. AhA...! Aje to badhuM jhINuM AvyuM. kAle evuM AvyuM hatuM. A to mokSa adhikAra' che ne ? mUkAvuM. mUkAvuMmAM bheda paDe ne ? prazna :- zenAthI mUkAvuM ? samAdhAna - duHkhathI mUkAvuM. mokSamAM asti tarIke AnaMda (che), paNa mokSa (zabda) che ne ? (eTale) mUkAvuM - duHkhathI mUkAvuM, rAgathI mUkAvuM. AhA...hA...! mumukSu :- judA pADe nahi, judA- judA jANe. uttara :- judA che tene judA jANe. bannenA judA lakSaNanA sahArAthI, bannenA judA lakSaNanA

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490 kalAmRta bhAga-5 baLathI, bannenA judA lakSaNanI sahAyathI judA pADe. AhA...hA...! AvI vAta che. A to mULanI vAta che. svatnakSaUvitA' bhagavAna AtmAnuM lakSaNa to jANana prakAza (che) ane rAganuM lakSaNa e prakAzathI viruddha acetana (che). evA benA lakSaNanI sahAyathI, baLathI be judA pADI zakAya che. AhAhA..! bhASA to bahu sahelI che paNa) bhAva (bahu gaMbhIra che). AhA...hA...! karavAnuM hoya to A che. "lAkha vAtanI vAta nizcaya ura ANo, choDI jagata taMduraMda, nija Atama ura dhyAvo" I A ! vanakSaUAvatA" "kevo chuM huM ?" Hi 2al va varmA vA UTT: fmatte mintAM viti bhAve vana fmA na AhA..hA..! ekadama abheda svarUpane varNave che. samyagdarzanano viSaya ekadama abheda che. bheda jarIye nathI. A..hA...! "ddhi jo AtmA, AtmAne.' parathI to judo pADyo. have ahIMyAM bheda pADe che, e bhedathI paNa judo. AhA..hA..! "AtmA' kartA. 'AtmAne, AtmA vaDe..." e sAdhana. 'AtmAmAM..." AdhAra evA bheda" AhA...hA..! evA bheda vikalpa dvArA athavA vacana dvArA paDI zake. vastumAM bheda nathI, ema kahe che. "AtmA, AtmAne, AtmA vaDe, AtmAmAM...." ahIM artha vacana dvArA leze paNa vikalpa dvArA evA bheda paDe, paNa vastumAM bheda nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA....! AtmA parathI to judo pADyo paNa have potAmAM paNa bheda nahi, ema kahe che. AhA..hA...! AtmA (eTale) kartA, AtmAne (e) kArya - karma, AtmA vaDe (eTale) sAdhana. AtmA vaDe jANavuM evo bheda paNa jemAM nathI, kahe che. AhA..hA..! rAga vaDe to nahi, rAga to judo pADI dIdho, have AtmAne, AtmA, AtmA vaDe eTale Atma-sAdhana, AtmA vaDe - sAdhana, AtmAne AdhAre, sAdhanane paNa AtmAne AdhAre, evA bheda paNa jemAM nathI. mumukSu :- vastu to bhedabheda svarUpa che. uttara :- abheda che ane ekarUpa che. AhA...hA...! e kArako (che). kartA, karma ja che ne ? e kArakanI vAta che. AtmA... kharekhara e kartAkarma kArako che I paryAyamAM thAya che. dhruvamAM kArako (che) I to dhruva che. paNa bhASA batAve che - AtmA evI e paryAya, AtmAne e paryAya, AtmA vaDe (e) paryAya, I kartA, karma Adi paryAyamAM hoya che. dravyamAM kartA, karma hotuM nathI e to AropathI kathana che. AhA...hA...! vastu je che emAM to AtmA, AtmAne ane AtmA vaDe. vyavahArane to judo pADyo, vyavahArathI to thAya nahi, paNa AvA bheda vaDe paNa AtmA anubhavAya nahi, ema kahe che. AhA...hA...! AtmAne, AtmA vaDe - svabhAva paDe. AtmA vaDe (eTale) svabhAva vaDe.

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kaLaza-182 - AtmAnA svabhAva vaDe evo bheda paDyo ne ? AtmAmAM - mArAmAM - AdhAra, evA bheda ho, vikalpa uThatA hoya to kahe che, (bhale) ho. vastumAM nathI. AhA..hA...! vacana dvArA, vyavahAra dvArA (kahevAya). ahIM vacana dvArA kahyuM che. vyavahArane kathana mAtra ja kahyuM che. kathanamAtramAM evA bheda ho, vastumAM nathI. AhA...hA...! athavA utpAda-vyaya-dhrauvyarUpa.... A bheda emAM nathI ema kahevuM che. kArako jemAM nathI. dharmA:' eTale utpAda-vyaya ne dhruva. AhA..hA...! athavA dravya-guNa-paryAyarUpa bhedabuddhi..' e paNa vacana dvArA, vikalpa dvArA ho to ho, vastumAM nathI. AhA..hA..! nirvikalpa anubhavamAM A kAMI nathI. pahelA vikalpanA vicAromAM bhale A ho, kahe che. ahIM vacana dvArA kIdhuM che, vyavahAra kIdho che. vyavahArane kathanamAtra kIdhuM che ne ? eTale kathanImAM aMda2 bhale bheda paDo, vastumAM nathI. AhA..hA...! Avo mArga ! kaho, bhAI ! AhA..hA...! prathama AtmAno anubhava thavAnA kALamAM A sthiti hoya che. arthAt samyagdarzananA kALamAM Avo bheda emAM hoto nathI. A..hA..hA..hA...! ahIM to hajI kahe, vyavahA2 ka2tAM karatAM thAya. vyavahAra A, rAgano vyavahAra, hoM ! A to enI kathanIno vyavahA2 che enAthI paNa (thAya) nahi, kahe che. AhA...hA....! 'dharmA:' eTale utpAd-vyaya ne dhruva. eno svabhAva. traNa bheda e paNa jemAM nathI, ekarUpa vastu che. AhA..hA...! athavA dravya-guNa ne paryAya. AtmA dravya, cetanA guNa, paryAya nirmaLa evA traNa bheda paNa jemAM nathI. AhA..hA...! be bola thayA. be bola koNa ? ArALi" ane 'dharmA:''vyArAna' (eTale) kArako, ane dharma. have trIjo eka bola rahyo. 491 'zu:' dharmathI guNa judI jAta pADI. pelAmAM bheda che ne ? have A jJAnaguNa, darzanaguNa, sukhaguNa ityAdi anaMta guNarUpa bhedabuddhi...' AhA..hA..! ekarUpa caitanya dravya svabhAvamAM anaMta guNa che. e guNI che emAM jJAna, darzana Adi anaMta guNa che e paNa vacanano vyavahA2 ane vikalpa che. AhA..hA...! e paNa anubhavanA kALamAM nathI. AvI vAta che. kAle eka mANasa kahetA hatA, tame nizcayane mAno cho ne ? kAle saMgha Avyo hato ne ? meM kIdhuM, hA. nizcaya hoya to pachI vyavahAra hoya, ema. sAdhu-bAdhu koI che nahi. bApu ! hajI to samyagdarzananA ThekANA nathI. aneka prakAranI viparIta mAnyatA karI rahyo che. AhA..hA...! AmAM kyAM samyagdarzana, kAM sAdhupaNuM, zrAvakapaNuM kacAMthI AvyuM ? AkaruM kAma to kharuM. jJAnaguNa Adi anaMta guNa, bhedarUpa midyate" che ne ? dharmI zuLA: midyanta" AvA bheda vacana dvArA upajAvyA thakA Upaje che...' vikalpa dvArA na kahetAM, vacana dvArA kIdhAM. aMdara mULa to vikalpa che, aMtaravacana, atyaMtara vacana. A Avo che ne A Avo che.

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492 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 A AnaMda guNa che evo je vikalpa che ene atyaMtarajalpa kahyo. abhyataMrakalpa ! bahArano jalpa bAhya (kahevAya) samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! "midInAM "vacanamAtra bheda ho; paraMtu..." viti bhAve caitanyasattAmAM to..." AhA...hA...! bhagavAna caitanyanuM hovApaNuM - sattA. jJAyakabhAvanuM hovApaNuM, vastu svabhAve ekarUpa hovApaNuM. emAM vana fmAM ja "koI bheda nathI." AhA...hA...! A enI vidhi che. anubhavanI A vidhi che, samyagdarzananI A vidhi che. AhA..hA...! e vinA badhuM phogaTa che. vrata ne tapa ne bhakti ne pUjA ne dAna ne.. e badhA saMsAra khAtA che. rAga I pote saMsAra che. AhA...hA...! "vana fmA ja che ne ? AhA...hA...! "viti bhAve vena fmAM na AkhA zlokamAM chello zabda che ne ? jarIye bheda nathI, kAMI paNa bheda nathI. guNInA guNamAM bheda karavA e paNa kAMI nathI. AhA..hA...! rAga bhAva to nathI paNa SakArakanI kriyAnA vikalpo paNa jemAM nathI, jemAM utpAda-vyaya-dhruva, dravya-guNa-paryAyanA bhedano vikalpa nathI ane jemAM A guNabheda, guNInA guNabheda. o.ho..ho...! e vikalpa paNa jemAM nathI. bhAvana" kAMI paNa nathI. AhA...hA...! eka zloke to basa che. "amRtacaMdrAcAryadevano koIpaNa zloka adbhuta vAta ! adUbhUta vAta !! bhAvaliMga jenuM cihna che. atIndriya svasaMvedana, ugrapaNe vedana e jenuM - muninuM bhAvaliMga che. draliMga to vikalpa ane nagnapaNuM, e kaMI nahi. AhA..hA..! jeno aMtara atIndriya AnaMdanuM pracurapaNe - ugrapaNe vedana (thavuM) e muninuM bhAvaliMga che. e bhAvaliMgI muni Ama kahe che. AhA...hA...! jene bhAvaliMga na hoya ane ekalA dravyaliMga hoya enI to vAta che ja nahi. A bhAvaliMgI saMto anubhavano prakAra varNavatA, bhedatAno niSedha karIne ekalo nirvikalpa anubhava che, kahe che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA....! paraMtu...." viti mAre jAvana fmavA na eTale ? e to nirvikalpamAtra caitanya vastunuM sattva che." AhA...hA...! Ama to "fmA na' nakAra karyo che, kAMI beda nathI. (to) che zuM tyAre ? ema. AvuM kAMI nathI tyAre che zuM che ? nirvikalpamAtra caitanya vastunuM sattva che. AtmAnuM ekaluM caitanya sattva, jJAyaka sattva ekarUpa sattva te che. te anubhavamAM A che. samajANuM kAMI ? al fma na nirvikalpa caitanyamAtra vastunuM sattva che. kevo che caitanyabhAva ? nirvikalpamAtra caitanya vastunuM sattva je che e che kevuM ? nirvikalpamAtra caitanya vastunuM sattva che e che kevuM ? kevo che ? "vimau' vizeSaNa. vi - vizeSaNathI bhU. e caitanyanamAM ja ekalo vyApaka che. vizeSathI bhU, vibhU vizeSathI bhU - bhavati. e potAnA svarUpamAM ja vyApaka che. AhA..hA..! pelA vibhu kahe che ne ? sarvavyApaka ! AtmA sarvavyApaka che ne DhIkaNuM, pUchaDuM. ahIM e lIdhuM che. vibhU. potAnA vizeSa - guNo emAM e bhavati nAma caitanya svarUpa mAtra che. potAnA vizeSa bhU, vizeSaNovALA bhavati, guNano ekalo puMja

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kaLaza-182 493 prabhu che e to ! vibhUno A artha che. pelA sarva vyApaka eka AtmAne vibhU kahe che. badhA thaIne eka che. vizeSe bhU. ema nathI. e mATe A zabda vAparyo che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? ema ke, Avo jyAre tame (AtmA kaho cho), kArakanA bheda nahi, guNanA bheda nahi, dharmanA bheda nahi tyAre eka ja vastu sarvavyApaka rahI. (to kahe che) ema nathI. sarvavyApaka eka ema nathI. potAmAM vibhU che. potAmAM aMdara vi - vizeSa guNo che, emAM bhU - bhavati nAma emAM rahelo che. AhAhA..! samajANuM kAMI ? kalAkanI AvI vAtuM ! eka eka kalAka jhINo ! A bhakti karavI, pUjA karavI, jAtrA kADhavI, maMdira banAvavA badhuM saheluMTa hatuM, lyo ! koNa banAve ? bApu ! kAle eka jaNo kaheto hato, A badho Avo ThATha ahIM jAmI gayo che. karyuM tyAre thayuM ne ? bApu ! e vAtuM jhINI che, bhAI ! AvA moTA makAna ne... AhA..hA...! e to thavA kALe enI paryAyo thAya, koI ene kare nahi, bhAI ! ahIMyAM to rAgano kartA nathI, e to bhedano kartA nathI ne ! AhA...hA...! paryAyano kartA kahevo e upacAra che. dravya kartA ane paryAya karma e paNa upacAra che. AhA..hA..! AvI vAtuM che. ene AkhI jiMdagImAM sAMbhaLavA maLI na hoya. A to dayA pALo ne vrata pALe ne apavAsa karo.... varSItapa kare eTale thaI rahyuM. pAMca-dasa hajAra kharce eTale thaI gayo dharma ! dhULamAMya dharma nathI. mumukSu - apavAsa kare koka ne kharce koka emAM dharma kyAM Avyo ? uttara :- ene mATe kharce che ne ? (eka jaNAnI) vahue varSItapa karyA hatA. poNo lAkha kharyA hatA. Ama dekhAya kevuM badhuM ! ho. hA, ho. hA. lAge. dhULamAMya nathI, ahIM to kahe che, prabhu ! ekavAra sAMbhaLa to kharo ! tArI cIja to vi - kyA guNamAM vyApakapaNe che, tArA svarUpamAM vyApakapaNe che, bahAra rAgamAM paNa nathI AvI ane paryAyamAM paNa nathI AvI. eno nirNaya karanArI paryAya che. paryAyamAM e vastu AvI nathI ane paryAya vastumAM gaI nathI. AhAhA...! Avo je abhedano anubhava e paryAya che, to paryAyamAM e cIja AvI nathI. cIja saMbaMdhInuM jeTaluM sAmarthya che teTaluM badhuM enuM jJAna AvyuM paNa e vastu AvI nathI. vastu vastumAM rahI che. AhA...hA...! AvA bhedane paNa kADhI nAkhIne ekalI abheda cIja (batAvI che). vidhau potAnA svarUpamAM vyApanazIla che. joyuM ? potAnuM svarUpa. vizeSa - bhU kIdhuM ne ? potAnA svarUpamAM vizeSa, eTale potAnuM khAsa svarUpa. enA svarUpamAM bhU eTale vyApanazIla che. AhAhA"vaLI kevo che ?" "sarva karmanI upAdhithI rahita che." rAganA vikalpamAtrathI ekalo nirvikalpa AnaMdano anubhava ! AhAhA...! vedAMtI to ema kahe ke, A AtmA ane AtmAno anubhava ! be ? I che be, paNa anubhava ane A be,

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494 kilAmRta bhAga-5 dRSTi Ama eka che. anubhavanI dRSTimAM vastu eka che. samajANuM kAMI ? paNa anubhavI vastu che ekathI bhinna. AhAhA...! evI cIja "vizuddhe "sarva karmanI upAdhithI rahita." evo anubhava che. A eka zlokamAM anubhavanI vyAkhyA karI. vizeSa kaheze.. (zrotA - pramANa vacana gurudeva !) (zAhUtavikrIDita) advaitApi hi cetanA jagati ced ddagajJaptirUpaM tyajet tatsAmAnyavizeSarUpavirahAtsA'stitvameva tyajet / tatyAge jaDatA cito'pi bhavati vyApyo vinA vyApakAdAtmA cAntamupaiti tena niyataM dRgjJaptirUpAstu cit||4-183 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha :- tena vi niyata saptarUpa tu tena) te kAraNathI (cita) cetanAmAtra sattA (niyataM) avazya (tirUpa tu) darzana evuM nAma, jJAna evuM nAma, evAM be nAma - saMjJA dvArA upadiSTa ho. bhAvArtha Ama che ke eka sattvarUpa cetanA, tenAM nAma be : eka to darzana evuM nAma, bIjuM jJAna evuM nAma. evA bheda hoya che to ho, viruddha to kAMI nathI. evA arthane daDha kare che - "vet napati vetanA katA pi tad vijJaptirUpaM tyane sI tim va tya' (ve) jo ema che ke (nAti) railokyavartI jIvomAM pragaTa che evI vetana) svaparagrAhaka zakti, kevI che ) (gaddetA pi) eka-prakAzarUpa che tathApi (darajJaptirUpa tyajI darzanarUpa cetanA, jJAnarUpa cetanA - evAM be nAmone choDe, to temAM traNa doSa Upaje. prathama doSa Avo - "sA stitvam parva tyane" (sI) te cetanA (astitvam va ceneto potAnA sattvane avazya choDe. bhAvArtha Ama che ke cetanA sattva nathI evo bhAva prApta thAya. zA kAraNathI? sAmAnyavizeSarUpavirahA' (sAmAnya) sattAmAtra ane vizeSa) paryAyarUpa, temanA virahAta) rahitapaNAne kAraNe. bhAvArtha Ame che ke jema samasta jIvAdi vastu sattvarUpa che, te ja sattva paryAyarUpa che, tema cetanA anAdinidhana sattAsvarUpa vastumAtra nirvikalpa che tethI cetanAnuM darzana evuM nAma kahevAya che, jethI samasta zeya vastane grahaNa kare che, je te zeyAkArarUpe pariName che - yAkArarUpa pariNamana cetanAno paryAya che te rUpe pariName che - tethI cetanAnuM jJAna evuM nAma che. AvI be avasthAone choDe to cetanA vastu nathI evI pratIti Upaje. ahIM koI AzaMkA

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kaLaza-183 495 karaze ke cetanA na rahe to nahIM raho, jIvadravya to vidyamAna che ? uttara Ama che ke cetanAmAtra dvArA jIvadravya sAdhyuM che, tethI te cetanA siddha thayA vinA jIvadravya paNa siddha thaze nahi; athavA jo siddha thaze to te pugaladravyanI mAphaka acetana siddha thaze, cetana siddha nahi thAya. e ja artha kahe che : bIjo doSa Avo - 'tajyAre vitaH pi naDatA mavati' (tatyAre) cetanAno abhAva thatAM vita:pi) jIvadravyane paNa (naDatA mavati) pudgaladravyanI mAphaka jaDapaNuM Ave arthAt jIvadravya paNa acetana che evI pratIti Upaje. " trIjo doSa Avo ke - "vyApaht vinA vyApya: mAtmA tam 3paiti' (vyApAt vinA) cetanAguNano abhAva thatAM vyApya: tmi) cetanAguNamAtra che je jIvadravya te (ktam tti) nAzane pAme arthAta mULathI jIvadravya nathI evI pratIti paNa Upaje. - AvA traNa moTA doSa che. AvA doSothI je koI bhaya pAme che teNe ema mAnavuM joIe ke cetanA darzana-jJAna evAM be nAme-saMjJAe birAjamAna che. Avo anubhava samyaktva che. 4-183. poSa suda 4, guruvAra tA. 12-01-1978. kaLaza183, pravacana-200 182 (kaLazamAM) ema AvyuM ke, AtmA abhedasvarUpa che. emAM kartA-karma-karaNa kArakonA bheda paNa emAM nathI. tema temAM dharmanA bhedo nathI. astitva Adi dharmo che evA bheda paNa emAM nathI. tema guNanA bheda emAM nathI. guNI AtmA ane guNa A, evA bheda nathI. dharmamAM e lIdhuM - utpAdU-vyaya-dhruva ane dravya-guNa-paryAya. e paNa jemAM nathI. tyAre koI ema kahe ke, eka ja che to cetanA paNa eka ja rUpa hovI joIe. samajANuM AmAM kAMI ? jyAre AtmAmAM) kartA-karma-karaNa-saMpradAna (Adi) kArakonA bheda nathI, dharmanA - utpAdavyaya-dhruva, dravya-guNa-paryAyanA bheda nathI, guNanA - jJAna, darzana, AnaMda AdinA bheda nathI to AtmAmAM eka advaita cetanA eka ja hovI joIe. zuM kahyuM samajANuM ? eno ahIM niSedha kare che ke, cetanA advaita eka ja nathI. cetanA be prakAre che. bIjA badhA niSedha karyA. samajANuM kAMI ? viSaya jarI jhINo che. 182 (kaLazamAM) to badhuM kADhI nAkhyuM ne ? kArako, dharmo ane guNo emAM che nahi. e to ekarUpa caitanyasvarUpa abheda nirvikalpa vastumAtra che ane te ja samyagdarzanano viSaya che. tyAre koI ema kahe ke, A badhA bhedo

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496 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 kADhI nAkhyA to pachI AtmAmAM je cetanA che e paNa eka ja rUpa hovI joIe. enA sAmAnya ane vizeSa be rUpa na hovA joIe. samajAya che kAMI ? e kahe che, juo ! 183 (kaLaza). sata idi vetana cetanA che to advaita eka, paNa enA rUpa be che. bhAI ! A vedAMta kahe che ne ke, brahma eka che. ema tame paNa ema kahyuM, kAraka nathI, guNa nathI, bheda nathI to AtmA brahmasvarUpa ekarUpa rahyo. to eno cetanA nAmano je guNa che e paNa eka ja rUpe rahyo. to kahe che), nA, ema nahi. cetanA be prakAranI che - sAmAnya ane vizeSa. dareka vastu sAmAnya ane vizeSa che. to AtmA, enI cetanA. AtmA cetana, enI cetanA ekarUpe che ema nathI. samajANuM AmAM kAMI ? AtmA - cetana, enI cetanA eka ja rUpa che ema nathI. bIjA badhA bheda kADhI nAkhyA paNa cetananI cetanA eka ja rUpa che ema nathI. thoDI jhINI vAta che. cetanA be prakAre che - sAmAnya ane vizeSa. e be bhedano niSedha na thAya. e be bhedano niSedha thatAM caitanyano niSedha thaI jAya che. samajAya che kAMI ? 182mAM kADhI to bahu nAkhyuM. to pachI A paNa kADhI nAkho ke, AtmA cetanA eka rUpa che. enA darzana ane jJAna, sAmAnya ane vizeSa evA be bheda paNa nathI. paraMtu) ema nathI. anekAnta karyuM. tyAM be bheda che. kArakonA, dharmanA ane guNanA bhedono niSedha karyo paNa AtmAmAM cetanA eno je guNa che I eka ja rUpa che ema nathI. e cetanA advaita hovA chatAM enA rUpa be che. sAmAnya ane vizeSa. che ? juo ! tena vi niyataM tirUpa tuM te kAraNathI cetanAmAtra sattA avazaya darzana evuM nAma, jJAna evuM nAma, evAM be nAma - saMjJA dvArA upadiSTa ho." bIjuM badhuM kADhI nAkhyuM paNa A cetanA be prakAre che e to barAbara che. samajANuM kAMI AmAM ? A to jhINI vAta che, bhAI ! AtmA vastu che e ekarUpa (che) paNa enI cetanAnuM paNa eka ja rUpa (che), ema nathI. cetanAnA be rUpa che - sAmAnya ane vizeSa. AvuM jhINuM kahyuM. "avazya..." jarUra. 'darzana evuM nAma, jJAna evuM nAma, evAM be nAma - saMjJA dvArA upadiSTa ho." upadiSTa ho nAma jaNAya che. aMdara be guNa che. cetanA sAmAnya ane vizeSa che. sattA tarIke sAmAnya ane paryAya vizeSa tarIke vizeSa - evA cetanAnA be bheda che. are.! AvI vAtuM jhINI bahu ! dayA pALavAnI vAta to kyAMya rahI gaI, vrata ne bhaktinA pariNAma paNa kayAMya rahI gayA. eka vastumAM cha kArako paNa kyAMya bhinna rahI gayA, utpAdavyaya ne dhruva ane dravya-guNa ne paryAya evA bheda paNa kyAMya rahI gayA, guNa-guNInA bhedo - jJAna, darzana ne AnaMda evA guNa ane bhagavAna AtmA guNI, evA bheda paNa kyAMya rahI gayA. AhA...hA...! to e badhuM kADhI nAkhatAM cetanAnA paNa be bheda kADhI nAkho to ema

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kaLaza-183 497 nahi bane, bhAI ! samajANuM kAMI AmAM ? AtmA eka sattA (che), paNa enI cetanAnA be bhAva - sAmAnya ane vizeSa. darzana ane jJAna. sattA ane vizeSa. darzana e AkhI sattAne svIkAre che. jJAna e vizeSa prakAra ane paryAyane svIkAre che. AhA..hA.! Avo dharmano upadeza ! bheda che, dareka vastu sAmAnyavizeSa che. vastumAMthI kAraka AdinA bheda) kADhI nAkhyA ethI eka ja vastu che ema nahi. emAM cetanA je eno svabhAva che e sAmAnya tarIke, sattA tarIke eka che, paryAya tarIke vizeSa che. cetanAnA be prakAra che. AvI vAtuM kyAM sAMbhaLI hoya) ? kema ? (kemake) A vastuno nirNaya karavA jAya che te vizeSa che ane aMdara vastu che e cetanA sAmAnya che. banne vastu che. vedAMta sAme A vAta che. eka ja brahma mAnIne A badhuM kADhI nAkhyuM mATe brahma eka ja che, ema na jANo. AhA..hA..! dareka cIjamAM be prakAra che. sattArUpe sAmAnya, paryAyarUpe vizeSa. ema AtmAmAM cetanA sattArUpe sAmAnya astitva, paryAyarUpe vizeSa che). kemake vizeSa che e sAmAnyano nirNaya kare che. jo vizeSa ane sAmAnya be kADhI nAkho to cetana vastu ja nahi rahe, AtmA ja nahi rahe. AhA...hA...! bhAI ! tamArI sAme A badhI vAta) che. vedAMta sAme (vAta che).. jJAna evuM nAma ane darzana evuM nAma - be vAcaka che ke nahi ? to tyAM vAcya be che. darzana ane jJAna evo cetanAnA be prakAra che. badhI rIte advaita karI nAkhatAM cetanAne paNa advaita karI nAkhazo to vastu nahi rahe. samajANuM kAMI ? A to mokSano adhikAra che ne ? (eTale taddana sattvane ekarUpa siddha karIne pAchuM cetanAne be rUpa siddha karavA che. ane be rU5 na hoya to nirNaya koNa kare ? jANe koNa ? vizeSa vinA jANavuM ane nirNaya karavAnuM koNa ? eTale paryAya cetanAnI vizeSa dazA paNa che ane cetanAnI sAmAnya dazA paNa che. AhAhA! jhINuM to che paNa have AvyuM hoya I to levuM ne ?) samajAya che kAMI ? "bhAvArtha Ama che ke eka sattvarUpa cetanA" joyuM ? eka sattvarUpa cetanA. cetana e satu ane cetanA enuM sattva. AtmA e sat, cetanA enuM sattva. sanuM sattva. sat eka rUpe, paNa sattvamAM je cetanA che enuM eka ja rUpa che ema nathI. AhA...hA...! "sattvarUpa cetanA, tenAM nAma be : eka to darzana evuM nAma, bIjuM jJAna evuM nAma. evA bheda hoya che." evA bheda hoya che to ho..." bheda che e 'viruddha to kAMI nathI." be bheda paDyA mATe viruddha che ema nathI. AhA..hA...! mULa to I siddha karavuM che ke, AtmA jJAnasvarUpa che ke AtmA che, eno nirNaya ane jANavAnI je paryAya che ke dhruva guNa che ? ene jANanArI paryAya che ke guNa che ? jo paryAya che to vizeSa thaI gayuM. guNa che te sAmAnya thaI gayuM. samajANuM kAMI ? che

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498 kalAmRta bhAga-5 jarI (jhINuM). A AtmA che e ekarUpa che. kArako AdinA bheda vinAno che, paNa Avo che e nirNaya jANe koNa? e jANe I vizeSa che. e vizeSapaNuM kADhI nAkho ane ekaluM sAmAnyapaNuM rAkho to vastu ja nahi rahe, ema kahe che. samajANuM kAMI ? bhASA to sAdI che paNa bhAva to jarI jhINA che. AhA..hA...! eka eka zloka to alaukika che ! "evA bheda hoya che to ho...' pelA bheda kADhI nAkhyA mATe A bheda na hoya ema nahi. e bheda ho to ho. AhA..hA..! "viruddha to kAMI nathI." pelA bheda kADhI nAkhyA bhegA A be bheda kADhI nAkho to viruddha che. be bhedamAM viruddha nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhA..! AvI vAtuM che. eka brahma che, eka ja rUpa che e jANyuM koNe ? vizeSa vinA e jANyuM koNe ? vizeSe jANyuM mATe vizeSa ane sAmAnya be che. cetanA darzanarUpe sAmAnya che ane ene jANavAnI paryAya vizeSarUpa (ema) be che. AhA..hA...! ekendriyA, be indriyA ne vrata, apavAsa kare. bApu ! vastasvarUpa ja evuM che ke emAM AtmA abhedarUpe hovA chatAM eno cetanA sattva je svabhAva che temAMthI) jJAna, darzana Adi guNono bheda kADhI nAkhyo paNa enI cetanAmAMthI sAmAnya ane vizeSa kADhI nAkhazo to vastu ja nahi rahe. vastuno jANanAra nahi rahe ane jaNAya evo e nahi rahe. samajAya che kAMI ? jANanAra e vizeSa che ane jaNAya e sAmAnya che. sattA che (e) sAmAnya che paNa che ene jANavAnI dazA vizeSa che. AhAhA.! prazna :- ekaluM sAmAnya hoya to jANanAra sAmAnya-vizeSa banne Ave ne ? samAdhAna :- jJAna jANe badhAne paNa jJAna che vizeSa. jANenI kyAM vAta che ? jANe to potAne jANe, parane jANe, paNa e pote) vizeSa che. darzana che e vizeSa nathI, darzana sAmAnya che. ekaluM sattArUpe che eTaluM. e darzana ane jANe ne Ane jANe, ema kyAM emAM che ? darzana to che, basa ! sAmAnya ! I sAmAnya che eno jANanAra koNa ? vizeSa vinA jaNAya zemAM ? tame eka ja kahI dyo ke, advaita che, brahma che, AtmA paNa cetanA eka ja rUpa che. paNa eka rUpa che evuM jANyuM koNe ? AhA..hA....! bahu jhINI vAta nAkhI che. samajANuM kAMI ? evA arthane daDha kare che..." joyuM ? 'viruddha to kAMI nathI. bapaNAne daDha kare che. cetanAnA be prakArane dRDha kare che. AhA...hA...! "ve nati cetanA atA api tat ptarUpa tyane- sA tatvam gva tya' 'jo ema che ke kailokyavartI jIvomAM pragaTa che evI svaparagrAhaka zakti...." sva-para prakAzaka zakti eTale cetanA. svapaprakAzaka zakti eTale cetanA.

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kaLaza-183 499 (kevI che ) (gatA pi) "eka-prakAzarUpa che." eno svabhAva prakAzarUpa che. tathApi darzanarUpa cetanA, jJAnarUpa cetanA - evA be nAmone choDe, to temAM traNa doSa Upaje." thoDI jhINI vAta che, A to bhaI bahu magaja dhIruM karavAnuM che. samajANuM kAMI ? koI ema kahe ke, ame to ekarUpa chIe. badhuM ekarUpa che ane huM paNa ekarUpa chuM ema koI kahe. ekarUpa che I ekarUpa sAmAnyamAM jaNAyuM ke vizeSamAM jaNANuM ? jhINI vAtuM che, ahIM to AvI gayuM che. AhA..hA..! meM AtmA jANyo. ema kahenAra kahe che ke, jANyo e dazA vizeSa che ke sAmAnya che ? jo vizeSa na hoya to jANavuM e dazA ja vizeSa rahetI nathI, sAmAnya thaI jAya. sAmAnyamAM jANavuM evo bheda to raheto nathI. AhAhA..! samajANuM kAMI ? 'darzanarUpa cetanA, jJAnarUpa cetanA - evAM be nAmone choDe,..." cetana evo je AtmA, enuM sattva je cetanA, e cetanA jo be rUpane choDe. AtmA, enI cetanA enuM sattva, e be rUpane choDe to traNa doSa Upaje che. che ne ? prathama doSa Avo - "sa 3stitvam vi tyane" te cetanA (stitvam va cainetA) potAnA sattvane avazya choDe. kAraNa ke bepaNuM na hoya to che, eno nirNaya karanAra paryAya nathI to che e paNa nathI rahetuM. che" (e) zemAM jaNAvyuM ? che? zemAM jaNANuM ? jo jaNAvAnI vizeSa dazA na hoya to che' e rahetuM nathI. vastu trikALa che emAM jo vizeSapaNuM na hoya to vizeSa vinA che e paNa AvyuM nahi. che' e rahetuM nathI. potAnA sattvane avazya choDe." "sa stitvam va tyane" eTale ? sAmAnya ane vizeSa evA cetanAnA be prakAra na hoya to vizeSa e jANanAra che ane sAmAnya temAM jaNAya che. be prakAra na hoya to vastu ja nathI rahetI. jANanAra rahetuM nathI to I jANanAra je sAmAnya sattA che ene jANanAra raheto nathI. che ene nakkI koNe karyuM ? samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! sAmAnya ekapaNe jo kahevaDAvo to vizeSa vinA sAmAnya che evo nirNaya koNe karyo ? sAmAnya ane vizeSa banne rahetAM nathI. e cetanA ja rahetI nathI. AhA..hA..! A to LogicthI badhuM mUkyuM che. bhAvArtha Ama che ke cetanA sattva nathI evo bhAva prApta thAya." kema ? ke, vizeSa ane sAmAnya evA be prakAra na Ave to jANanAra vizeSa paryAya vinA cetanA sattva che enI hayAtIno svIkAra nathI Avyo to e banne uDI jAya che. che... mANasa nathI kahetA ? ke, AtmA che. bhAIno prazna hato ke, kAraNaparamAtmA che ne ? to kArya kema nathI AvatuM ? ema prazna hato. AtmA kAraNaparamAtmA che to kAraNa che to kArya AvavuM joIe. paNa kAraNaparamAtmA che enI hayAtI svIkArI koNe ? svIkAryA vinA kAraNaparamAtmA che ema

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pa00 kalAmRta bhAga-5 AvyuM kyAM ? ene che kyAM ? zuM kIdhuM samajANuM AmAM ? kAraNaparamAtmA che e sAmAnya vastu (thaI), e kAraNa. paNa e kAraNaparamAtmA vastu che enuM paryAyamAM astitva svIkAryA vinA che evuM ene kyAM AvyuM ? bhAI ! emano prazna hato. AhA...hA...! kAraNajIva trikALa che, kAraNaparamAtmA trikALa che. dhruva trikALa che, dhruva paNa e dhruva che enI kabulAta thayA vinA che' ene kyAM AvyuM ? samajANuM kAMI ? enI kabulAta paryAyamAM Ave to ene mATe kAraNaparamAtmA che to ene kArya AvyA vinA rahe nahi. samyagdarzananuM kArya thayA vinA rahe ja nahi. AhA...hA...! samajAya che kAMI ? ema ahIMyAM cetanA che ema kahevuM ane tenA be rU5 - sAmAnya ane vizeSa na levA to vizeSa vinA sAmAnyanI zraddhA paNa rahI nahi. eTale sAmAnya ane vizeSa banne rahyA nahi. cetanA ja rahI nahi. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? pelI tasUrimAM paDyA hoya ene A vAta evI lAge ke, zuM che paNa A te ? konA gharanI vAta che A ? jenanI vAta haze A ? jenanA gharanI haze) ? bApu ! jenapaNuM jhINI vAta che, bhAI ! jainamAM ja e zabda uThe che. I kahyuM hatuM ne ? "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase ne ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina, paNa mata madirA ke pAna so matavAlA samaje na ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase paNa I jina che evuM jANyuM koNe ? e jANanAra jaina che. samajANuM kAMI ? jaina koI pakSa nathI. "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase vItarAgamUrti prabhu ! anAkuLa AnaMdano kaMda nAtha Izvara svarUpa prabhu ! paNa svIkAra koNe karyo ? che ema jANyuM koNe ? che e sAmAnya jANe ? samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA... I che ema jeNe rAganI ekatA toDIne svabhAvanI (ekatA) karI I paryAya thaI gaI. e jenapaNuM thayuM. e jaina che. jene koI vADo nathI, vastunuM svarUpa che. samajAya che kAMI AmAM? AhA..hA..! "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase ne ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina' bahAranA lebAsa ne kriyAkAMDa kAMI jainapaNuM nathI. I jenasvarUpa vItarAgamUrtino vItarAgaparyAyamAM svIkAra thayo tyAre te jina che ema jainapaNuM paryAyamAM pragaTyuM. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI ? ema A cetanA che e AtmA che, cetanA che te AtmA che evI sAmAnya cetanA che te AtmA che ema thayuM, paNa e sAmAnya cetanA AtmA che I koNe nakkI karyuM ? AhA..hA...! ahIMyAM paryAyavizeSa siddha karavI che. taddana advaita nahi paNa dvaita che. cetanA dvaita che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? rAga ane bhedathI dUra khasatAM je paryAyamAM jinapaNuM bhAsyuM eTale vItarAga svarUpa cetanA che ema bhAsyuM. e bhAsa thaI gayo e vizeSa thaI gayuM ane jo sAmAnya - vizeSa na mAno to vizeSa sAmAnyano nirNaya kare e nirNaya raheto nathI. sAmAnya rahetuM nathI),

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kaLaza-183 501 vizeSa rahetuM nathI. keTalI vAta LogicthI karI che ! AhA...hA...! bhedathI khasI, rAgathI khasI ane A AtmA jina che ke AtmA cetanA svarUpa jJAnamAtra che evo enA astitvano, che sattAno nirNaya karyo che evuM je jJAna thayuM (to) thaI gayA be prakAranA sAmAnya ane vizeSa thaI gayuM. bhAI ! prazna :- zraddhA svIkAre to darzanamAM zuM levuM ? samAdhAna :- che e sattA darzana che. che" sAmAnya che I darzana che ane jANanAra che I jJAnaparyAya che. paryAya vizeSa na hoya to sAmAnya paNa rahetuM nathI ane sAmAnya na hoya to ekalI paryAya jANe kone ? AhA..hA....! sAmAnya eTale ekarUpatA. paNa ekarUpatAno nirNaya koNe karyo ? ekarUpatAe ? AhA..hA..! mAthe 182 (kaLazamAM bheda) kADhIne pachI A vAta karI che ne ? evo AtmA che ke jemAM kartA, karma, karaNa evA bheda nathI). dravya kartA ane paryAya kArya ema ahIM nathI levuM. ahIM to paryAyamAM ja kartA, karmanA cha bola che. kartA dravya ane paryAya karma - kArya ema paNa nathI levuM. AhA...hA...! kemake dravya to dhruva che. dhruvamAM kartApaNano aMza na hoya. bhAI ! kArako che ne ? kAraka che ne ? karavAnI paryAyarUpI kArya che, to kartApaNuM dravyane lAgu na paDe. AhAhA...! paryAya kartA, paryAya karma e to tyAM vAta thaI gaI hatI ne ? (*paMcAstikAyasaMgrahanI) 62 gAthA. vikAra je che e paNa paryAyanA SakArakatathI) che. dravyane kaMI lAgu paDatuM nathI, dravya-guNane lAgu paDatuM nathI). vikAra che e vikAranI paryAyano kartA vikAra, vikAra tenuM karma, vikAra tenuM sAdhana, vikAra teNe rAkhyo, vikArathI vikAra thayo, vikArane AdhAre vikAra thayo. e eka samayanI paryAyanA SaTkAraka che. e kArako dravya-guNane lAgu paDatA nathI ane e kArakane parakArakanI apekSA nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA...! digaMbaranA eka vidvAna sAthe) e vAta thaI. e loko kahe, e to abhinnanI vAta che. paNa abhinnano artha zuM ? paranI apekSA nathI ane paryAya svataMtra SaTkarakarUpe vikAra pariName che. to pachI nirvikArI pariNatinI to vAta zuM karavI ? nirvikArI pariNatimAM paryAya kartA, paryAya karma, paryAya sAdhana, paryAya saMpradAna - pote rAkhI, pote lenAra ane pote denAra, pote apAdAna - potAthI thayuM ane potAne AdhAre (thayuM). ahIM ema kahe che ke, evuM vizeSapaNuM jo na hoya... AhAhA...! to A sAmAnya che ema jANyuM koNe cetanAnuM sAmAnyapaNe cetanAnA vizeSamAM bhale na Ave paNa enA vizeSa vinA cetanAno nirNaya jANyo koNe ? ekAMtavAda je brahma che tene ahIMyAM toDI nAkhe che. advaita che (ema) tuM kahe che. (to) pahelA kaeNta mAnyuM hatuM ? eNe advaita mAnyuM

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502 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 e cIja zuM che ? ata mAne I bhrama che ane advaita mAnavuM e ThIka che. to vaitane choDIne advaitano mAnyuM koNe ? guNe ? trikALI zaktie ke avasthAe ? AhAhA...! e ahIM siddha kare che. bIjI rIte siddha kare che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI? jhINuM paDe paNa samajavA jevuM che. ema kADhI na nAkhavuM ke A jhINuM.. jhINuM. (che). mumukSu :- dhyAna rAkhe to barAbara samajAya evuM che. uttara :- samajAya evuM che. bhASA to sAdI Ave che. bhASA Ave che sAdI, bhASAne laIne (Ave che). AhA...hA...! traNa doSa Upaje. prathama doSa Avo - "sA stitvam va tyane" te cetanA...." be prakAra na hoya to potAnA "sattvane avazya choDe. bhAvArtha Ama che ke cetanA sattva nathI evo bhAva prApta thAya." kemake cetanA vizeSa paryAya vinA cetanAnI sattAnI dhruvatAnI kabulAta to AvI nathI. eTale sattAno nAza thaI jAya, cetanAno nAza thaI jAya. samajANuM kAMI ? AgaLa to kaheze, cetanA e vyApaka che, AtmA vyApya che. ahIM bIjI bhASA che. zuM kIdhuM che ? AtmA vyApaka che ane cetanA vyApya che, ema nahi. ahIM to cetanAne siddha karavI che eTale cetanA vyApaka che ane emAM AtmA vyApya che. nahIMtara vyApaka thAya che dravyamAM ane vyApya hoya che paryAyamAM. paNa ahIM siddha karavI che cetanAne. AhA...hA...! eTale kAyama rahenArI cetanA AtmAmAM vyApaka che ane AtmA eno vyApya che. AhA...hA...! lyo ! bhAI AvyA che, Aja to ravivAra nathI, badhA AvyA che ? ThIka ! Aje vAta sArI AvI che. AhA...hA...! bahu TUMkI che paNa che mULa cIjanI astitvanI ! AhA...hA...! bhASA jarI AkarI che. "cetanA sattva nathI evo bhAva prApta thAya." barAbara che ? jo emAM sAmAnya ane vizeSa be prakAra na hoya to vizeSapaNA vinA (A) sAmAnya che evo nirNaya rahyo nahi. to sAmAnya paNa rahyuM nahi ane vizeSa paNa rahyuM nahi. e cetanA ja rahI nahi. AhA...hA...! to cetanA vyApaka rahI nahi to pachI AtmA vyApya ja rahyo nahi. kAraNa ke cetanA Ama trikALI vyApaka che, emAM vyApya AtmA (che). eTale e na rahe to A paNa na rahe. AtmA uDI jAya che. A..hA...hA...! AcAryoe paNa kAma karyA che ne ! jaMgalamAM vasI.. AhAhA..! nirvikalpa svasaMvedana AnaMda, pracura AnaMdanA vedanamAM ubhA che, emAM A vikalpa Avyo che ane A TIkA thaI gaI che. AhA...hA...! eka vAta. zA kAraNathI ?" have kahe che ke, cetanAnuM sattva ja nathI ema thaI jAya. kema nathI ? zuM kIdhuM ? ke sAmAnya ane vizeSa be na hoya to cetanAnuM sattva ja siddha thatuM nathI. kAraNa ke cetanA paryAyamAM jaNAya che. to paryAya nathI to jANanArane je jaNAyuM e paNa na rahyuM. "zA kAraNathI ?" have kahe che, juo !

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kaLaza-183 503 samAvizeSarUpaviraha' (sAmAnya) 'sattAmAtra...' vastu ane vizeSa) paryAyarUpa joyuM ? AhA...hA...! digaMbara saMtoe gajaba kAma karyA che ne ! samajAvavAnI zailIne kSayopazama keTalo che !anubhava to hoya e judo paNa vAtane siddha karavAno kSayopazama paNa gajaba che) ! AhA..hA...! sAmAnya ane vizeSa paryAyarUpa, temanA rahitapaNAne kAraNe." sattA rahetI nathI. sAmAnyane vizeSano viraha rahI jAya che. eTale sattA che ene jANanAra paryAya rahetI nathI. to paryAya rahetI nathI to sattA che (ema) to eNe jANyuM che. to e paryAya nathI ane sattA che e banne rahetI nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA...! (sAmAnya) 'sattAmAtra ane vizeSa paryAyarUpa, temanA rahitapaNAne kAraNe. bhAvArtha Ape che ke jema samasta jIvAdi vastu sattvarUpa che. jema jIvAdi vastu che te ja sattva paryAyarUpa che," dareka vastu che ane e te enI paryAyarUpa che. tyAre te paryAyathI te vastu jaNAya che ne ? AhAhA...! "tema cetanA anAdinidhana sattAsvarUpa..." AtmAmAM cetanA (che), cetana AtmA (che). have ahIM to cetanAnI vAta cAle che, hoM ! cetana AtmA nahi. AtmAmAM cetanAnI vAta cAle che. kAraNa ke AtmAne to tyAM vyApya kaheze ane cetanAne vyApaka kaheze. eTale A cetanAnI vyAkhyA cAle che. AhA...hA...! "bhAvArtha Ama che ke jema samasta jIvAdi vastu sattvarUpa che" cha dravya (sattvarUpa che) te ja sattva paryAyarUpa che. te ja sattva paryAyarUpa che. paryAyarUpa na hoya to e sAmAnya che ema jANe koNa ? samajANuM ? jyAre sAmAnya ane vizeSa caitanyanA thaI gayA to bannemAM sAmAnya-vizeSa thaI gayA. e paNa eka kAyama rahenArI cIja che ane enI palaTatI avasthA che. eTale darekamAM sAmAnya ane vizeSa siddha thaI gayuM. bhAI ! AhA..hA.! samajANuM kAMI ? ahIM mAruM zuM kahevuM che ke, AmAM cetanAnI vyAkhyA cAle che emAM jIvAdi vastu ema kIdhuM. jIvAdi vasta satvarUpa che. kemake chae dravya satu kIdhAM. Ama kahetAM eNe chae dravyane siddha karyA. chae dravyamAM paNa palaTatI.. palaTatI avasthAvALuM dravya che ane kAyama rahenAruM che. e ahIM palaTatI pote paryAya che ane kAyamavALI cetanA che evo ja bIjAno svabhAva che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA..! AvuM che. mumukSu :- jagata sAmAnya-vizeSAtmaka ane.. uttara :- dareka sAmAnya ane vizeSa (svarUpa che). kAraNa ke dareka dravya ekarUpe rahetuM nathI. jyAre cetanA ekarUpe nathI tyAre paryAyathI to sAmAnyano nirNaya kare che. tyAre sAmI cIja paNa ekarUpa dekhAtI nathI. paryAyamAM phera che. paryAyamAM phera che paNa e paryAya che e to vizeSa che, to e sAmAnyanuM vizeSa che. e dvArA sAmAnyano nirNaya karI zakAya che. AhA...hA...! thoDo jhINo adhikAra che, paNa dhyAna rAkhe samajAya evuM che, bhAI !

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pa04 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 koI di hIrA-mANekamAM kyAMya AvyuM nathI. A vADAmAM kyAM AvyuM che ? AhAhA..! prabhu to ema kabulAve che ke, AtmA to che ke nahi ? che, ThIka ! have eno cetanA koI svabhAva che ke nahi ? jaDano svabhAva cetanA nathI, paNa Ano svabhAva cetanA svabhAva che ke nahi? to e cetanA ekalI sattAmAtra che ke emAM vizeSapaNuM paNa che ? jo vizeSapaNuM na hoya to sattAmAtra cetanA che e AtmAnI cetanA che, evo nirNaya koNe karyo ? AhA...hA...! mATe paryAya ane sAmAnya beno niSedha thatAM jIvAdi chae dravyano niSedha thaI jAya che. chae dravyanI siddhi ema thatI nathI. che ne ? jema samasta jIvAdi vastu sattvarUpa che, te ja sattva paryAyarUpa che, tema cetanA anAdinidhana...." A..hA...! joyuM ? atyAre ahIM AtmA anAdinidhana nathI levo. cetanA anAdinidhana levI che. AhA...hA...! "cetanA anAdinidhana sattAsvarUpa vastumAtra nirvikalpa che tethI cetanAnuM darzana evuM nAma kahevAya che." trikALa nirvikalparUpa cetanA che... che. che... mATe ene darzana kahevAya che. AhA...hA...! che ne ? jethI samasta zeya vastune grahaNa kare chedarzana samasta vastune zeya tarIke grahaNa kare che. je te zeyAkArarUpe pariName che - joyAkArarUpa pariNamana cetanAno paryAya che. A paryAyano viSaya cheDyo. jyAre darzana badhAne dekhe che tyAre te cetanA badhA jJayAkArarUpe pariName che. e pariName che I paryAya paryAya thaI gaI. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? Aje badhA jhINA vAya (AvyA). AhA...hA..! cetanA anAdinidhana sattAsvarUpa vastumAtra nirvikalpa che tethI cetanAnuM darzana evuM nAma kahevAya che. kAyama che mATe. jethI samasta zeya vastune grahaNa kare che, je te zeyAkArarUpe pariName che - joyAkArarUpa pariNamana cetanAno paryAya che. e jJAna che, e paryAya che. AhA..hA..! jJAnanI paryAyamAM jeTalA zeyo che athavA pote paNa zeya che ne ? enA zeyAkArarUpe cetanA pariName che. jJAnanI paryAya sattArUpe cetanA kAyama anAdianaMta che ane A paryAya tenA yAkArarUpe pariName che ane paranA je paryAyo che e rUpe paNa jJAna zeyAkArarUpe pariName che. te paryAya thaI. samajANuM kAMI ? "samasta zeya vastune grahaNa kare che... joyuM ? grahaNa kare eTale jJAna (kare che). peluM darzana hatuM. "cetanAnuM darzana evuM nAma kahevAya che, jethI samasta zeya vastune grahaNa kare che, je te zeyAkArarUpe pariName che - zeyAkArarUpa pariNamana cetanAno paryAya che..." e paryAya - avasthA thaI, vizeSa thaI gayuM. zeyAkArarUpa pariNamana vizeSamAM thAya che. sAmAnyamAM) kAMI yAkArarUpa pariNamana hotuM nathI. AhAhA.! bhAre, ekeeka nyAya AkarA che ! ema kahe che ke, che, anAdianaMta cetanA (che), evI cetanAne vartamAna paryAya grahaNa

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kaLaza-183 50pa kare che ne ? eTale paryAya thaI gaI. trikALI che ane grahaNa kare che te paryAya thaI gaI ane trikALI che e sattA rahI gaI. e darzana thayuM. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI ? lyo ! emAM ja kalAka jAya che. pAMca miniTa rahI. A..hA..! kAle paNa adhikAra bahu sAro hato. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLIne (eka mumukSu kahetA hatA ke, Aje to nyAla karI nAkhyA ! ema kIdhuM. emAM vaLI zvAsa cAlyo, paNa I nabaLAIne zvAsa, hoM ! pelo zvAsa nahi. pelo zvAsa hoya I bese nahi. e to deha chUTI jAya. cAlyA kare. deha rahevAno to rahe, na rahevAno hoya to cAlyo jAya. AhA...hA...! bhagavAna kyAM jAya ? bhagavAna paNa paryAyamAM potAne trikALI che ene jANyA vinA kema rahe? AhA...hA...! jema jJAnanI paryAya cetanA sAmAnya trikALIne jANe che to cetanA sAmAnya darzana siddha thaI gaI ane jANanAra paryAya siddha thaI gaI. cetanA sAmAnya ane vizeSa siddha thaI gayuM ane e cetanA sAmAnya ane vizeSa che ema) siddha thayuM ane cetanA sAmAnyavizeSa vyApaka siddha thaI gayuM to emAM AtmA vyApya che. emAM AtmA e rIte vyApelo che. AhA..hA.! samajANuM kAMI ? AvuM koI di tyAM sAMbhaLyuM nathI. bhAI ! ahIMyAM AvIne mahino mahino rahe che. AvI vAtuM che, bApA ! bhagavAna sarvajJa paramAtmA ! e pote ja sarvajJa prabhu che !! sarvajJa svabhAvI vastu che. AhA...hA....! paNa sarvajJa svabhAva che, e jANe koNa ? AtmA pote sarvajJa svarUpI ja che, prabhu ! AhA..hA..! eTale ? ke, jJa-svarUpa che. eTale ? ene vizeSaNa lagADI dyo to sarvajJa svarUpa che. e sarvajJa svarUpa che e to sattArUpa trikALa che. paNa A sarvajJa svarUpa che ke jJa-svarUpa che ke jJAnasvarUpa che ene jANanArI paryAya che. AhA...hA...! paryAya vinA eno svIkAra kare koNa ? paryAyamAM dharma thAya che eno artha A ke, e paryAya sarvajJane svIkAre che eTale samyagdarzana thAya che. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? "grahaNa kare che, je te zeyAkArarUpe pariName che - zeyAkArarUpa pariNamana cetanAno paryAya che te rUpe pariName che - tethI cetanAnuM jJAna evuM nAma che." darzana paNa anAdianaMta che mATe ane jANe che mATe vizeSa paNa che. AhA..hA.! cetanA anAdianaMta che, paNa e anAdianaMta jANyuM koNe ? anAdianaMta anAdianaMta jANe ? anitya nityane jANe che. e civilAsamAM Ave che. civilAsa' che ne ? emAM Ave che. anitya nityane jANe che. I ahIM siddha karavuM che. paryAya pote trikALI anAdianaMta cetanAne jANe che. basa ! sAmAnya-vizeSa be thaI gayA. emAMthI ekarUpa ja mAne to AtmAno nAza thAya che ane cetanAno nAza thAya che. vizeSa kaheze... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !)

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pa06 kalAmRta bhAga-5 poSa suda 5, zukravAra tA. 13-01-1978. kaLaza-183, 184 pravacana-201 "mokSa adhikAra cAle che. ahIM cetanAne siddha karavI che. AtmA che e cetanA svarUpa che ane e cetanA be rUpe che - sAmAnya ane vizeSa. e vAta siddha karavI che. kema ? ke, AtmA cetanA je che eno anubhava te mokSano mArga ane mokSa che. Atmadravya je vastu che - cetanAmAtra padArtha, emAM koI dayA, dAna, vrata, rAgAdi bhAva che nahi ane e cetanA eka rUpe kahevAmAM Ave che, chatAM enuM rUpa be che - sAmAnya ane vizeSa. sAmAnya ane vizeSa jo na rahe to e cetanA ja na rahe. eka bola e siddha karyo. samajAya che kAMI ? sAmAnya eTale darzanasattA ane jJAna eTale vizeSa paryAya, je sattA che tene jANanAra. paryAya vizeSa che, sattA sAmAnya che. banne cetanAnuM rUpa che. cetanA eka rUpe hovA chatAM enA rUpa be che. ene eka ja rUpe mAne to cetanA siddha nahi thAya. cetanA siddha na thatAM jIvadravya siddha na thAya. jIvadravya siddha na thatAM jIvadravyano cetanAno je anubhava che e siddha nahi thAya. thoDI jhINI vAta che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? ApaNe ahIM AvyuM che. "AvI be avasthAone choDe to cetanA vastu nathI evI pratIti Upaje tyAM sudhI kAle AvyuM che. che ? vacamAM che. AvI be avasthAone choDe." be avasthAone choDe to cetanA vastu nathI evI pratIti Upaje." che ? batAo (emane). bhASA sAdI che, vastu (gaMbhIra che). A Atmadravya je che e parathI bhinna che) e cetanAmAtra vastuthI parathI bhinna che. enAmAM e dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinA pariNAma je che e paNa cetanAmAM nathI. e cetanAnA nathI. mumukSu - cetanAno vikAra che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. uttara :- nahi, nahi. vikAra para che. vikAra ajIva che. cetanA jIvadravyanuM sattva che. cetanA jIvadravyanuM sattva che. vikAra te ajIvanuM sattva che. jhINI vAta che, bahu TUMkAmAM lIdhuM che. AhA...hA...! ahIMyAM to atyAre rADa pADe che ne ke, vyavahArathI mokSamArga thAya. ahIM to vyavahArane to acetana kIdho che. cetanA jIvadravyano svabhAva (che) enAthI te acetana bhinna che. e to bhinna che paNa cetanAne be prakAre mAno to cetanA paNa rahetI nathI.

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kaLaza-183 cetanAne rAgavALI mAno e vAta to che ja nahi. AhA..hA...! vyavahAra ratnatrayano je vikalpa ane rAga che e to cetanAmAM jeno anubhava karavo che emAM e to che ja nahi. paNa e cetanAmAM kArako ane dharmo ne guNonA bhedono niSedha karyo to emAM jANe ekarUpa AvyuM. chatAM ekarUpa cetanA bIjA bhedathI rahita hovA chatAM cetanAmAM be prakA2 - rUpa che. enuM svarUpa ja be prakAre che darzana ane zAna. jo darzana ane jJAna be rUpe na hoya to e cetanA ja siddha thatI nathI. cetanAnI pratIti ja siddha thatI nathI. kemake pratIti ka2nA2 paryAya - vizeSa che ane sattA sAmAnya che. have pratIti karanAra vizeSa ane sattA = bene na kabule to cetanA ja siddha thatI nathI. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? -- sAmAnya A to ekalI lojIkanI - nyAyanI vAtuM che. AhA..hA....! 507 ahIM sudhI AvyuM che. evI be avasthAone choDe...' traNa doSa che. traNa doSamAM eka doSa A ke, AtmA vastu che e cetanAmAtra vastu (che). jANana-dekhana svabhAvamAtra cetanA vastu (che). e vastunA be prakAra paDyA jANavuM ane dekhavuM. e jANavuM ane dekhavuM (evA) be bheda paDyA. bIjA bheda kADhI nAkhyA paNa A bheda kADhI nAkhyuM cetanA ja siddha thatI nathI, ema kahe che. jema guNa-guNI bheda kADhI nAkhyA, dharmanA astitva utpAdvyaya-dhruva kADhI nAkhyA, e bheda che, ema... pahelA traNa bola lIdhA che. utpAd-vyaya-dhruva, dravya-guNa-paryAya e dharma che. jJAna, darzana Adi guNa che. e badhA enAmAM nathI ema kahe che. bheda kADhI nAkhyA ne ? karmanuM lakSaNa acetana (che) eTale e (paNa) kADhI nAkhyA. AtmA, AtmA vaDe (evA) cha kArako. cha kArakane kADhI nAkhyA. AhA..hA...! AtmA cetanA eno anubhava karavo che ane te anubhava mokSano mArga ane pUrNa anubhava te mokSa che. ethI AtmA ane cetanAmAMthI cha kArako kADhI nAkhyA. utpAda-vyayadhruva, dravya-guNa-paryAya dharma kADhI nAkhyA. ane guNa - jJAna, darzana, cAritranA bhedanA guNo (e bheda paNa) kADhI nAkhyA. paNa (e badhuM) kADhI nAkhatAM enuM eka ja rUpa rahe ane sAmAnya-vizeSa na hoya to e cetanA ja siddha thatI nathI ane cetanA siddha thayA vinA dravyano svabhAva cetanA che to dravya siddha thatuM nathI. AhA..hA...! AvI jhINI vAtuM ! magaja AmAM jarI keLavavuM joIe. thoDuM thoDuM...! pahelo doSa (A Ave). ahIM koI AMzakA karaze...' jyAre pelo nakAra karyo ne ke, be avasthAone choDe to cetanA vastu nathI evI pratIti Upaje. tyAre zaMkA karI, zaMkA nahi paNa AzaMkA (karI). eTale ? tame kaho cho e khoTuM che evuM amane nathI lAgatuM paNa tame kaho cho e samajAtuM nathI. enuM nAma AzaMkA. zaMkA (eTale) e ke tame kaho cho e khoTuM (che). tame kaho cho haze satya paNa amane samajAtuM nathI, zuM tame kahevA mAgo cho ? evI AzaMkA, jijJAsA che e mUke che.

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508 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 koI AzaMkA karaze ke cetanA rahe to nahIM raho...." emAM zuM vAMdho che ? jIva to raheze. ema kahe che. cetanA be prakArapaNe na rahe (to) na raho. emAM jIvadravyane zuM vAMdho che ? jIvadravya to raheze ne ? ema AzaMkA kare che. "jIvadravya to vidyamAna che ?' ema kahe che. cetanAnA sAmAnya-vizeSa be prakAro kadAcita siddha na thAya ane e cetanA ja bhale na hoya paNa jIvadravya to raheze ne ? 'uttara Ama che cetanAmAtra dvArA jIvadravya sAdhyuM che....... jyAre tuM ema kADhI nAkha ke, cetanA nathI ne jIvadravya (che), paNa cetanAthI to jIvadravyane sAdhyuM che. jANana-dekhana svabhAva te jIvadravya che. e to sAdhyuM che. je sAdhyuM che ene kADhI nAkha to sAdhana kAMI nahi rahe. AhAhA...! samajANuM kAMI ? "uttara Ama che cetanAmAtra dvArA jIvadravya sAdhyuM che...." zuM kIdhuM I ? be avasthA rUpe cetanA bhale na raho, jIvadravya to raheze ne ? tyAre uttara ema Ape che ke, jIvadravyane cetanAthI to siddha karyuM che. jIvadravya eTale zuM? jANanadekhana cetanA te jIvadravya. cetanAthI to jIvadravyane siddha karyuM che ane tuM cetanA na rahe ane jIvadravya (rahe ema kahe to) ema bane kyAMthI ? nyAya samajAya che AmAM ? bhAI ! A badhA jhINA lojIka che, tyAM hIrA-mANekamAM kayAMya AvyA nahotA. zeTha paNa nA pADe che ke kyAMya AvyA nahotA. vAta sAcI ! AhA..hA....! ekadama mokSano adhikAra eTale mukta thavuM. konAthI ? ke, cetanAnA svabhAvavALA dravyathI nahi. mukta thavuM e cetanAnA svabhAvavALA dravyathI nahi. enAthI viruddha puNya-pApa, rAgAdinA duHkhanA bhAvathI mukta thavuM che. ethI (tenAthI) rahita cetanAvALo jIvadravya siddha karyuM paNa cetanAnA be prakAra na mAne to cetanA siddha nahi thatAM (jIvadravya paNa siddha nahi thAya). bhale cetanA siddha na thatAM jIvadravya bhale siddha na thAya. ema kIdhuM. bIjo bola. cetanA na rahe to nahIM raho, jIvadravya to vidyamAna che ? uttara Ama che ke cetanAmAtra dvArA jIvadravya...siddha karyo che. A pudgala acetana che, pAMca dravya acetana che ane jIvadravyane cetanAmAtra jANana-dekhana mAtrathI to jIvane siddha karyo che. have cetanA na rahe to jIva rahe, ema bane kyAMthI ? samajAya che kAMI ? vANiyAnA vepAra karatAM A nyAyanA tarko jarI jhINA che. vepAramAM to Akho di InI I vAtuM karyA kare. navo koI tarka ke nyAya (na Ave). AhAhA...! ahIMyAM to nyAyathI -- lojIkathI siddha kare che. vastu bhagavAnaAtmAne ame cetanAvALo kIdho che. cetanAvALo paNa nahi, cetanA svarUpa kahyuM che. vALomAM paNa bheda che. cetanA svarUpa kIdhuM che ane e cetanA paranA bheda rahita che, paNa cetanAnA sAmAnya-vizeSanA bheda rahita nathI. enA sAmAnya-vizeSa bhedavALI to vastu che ane jo e sAmAnya-vizeSa na hoya to cetanA ja siddha thatI nathI. tyAre ziSya kahe ke, cetanA siddha na thAya to kAMI harakata nahi. jIvadravya to raheze ? AhA...hA...!

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kaLaza-183 509 tyAre guru kahe che ke, paNa cetanA siddha na thAya to cetanA vaDe to jIvadravyane siddha karyuM che. jIvadravya eTale zuM ? ke, jANana-dekhana cetanA te jIvadravya. ema to jIvadravyane siddha karyuM che. have tuM cetanAno niSedha kara to jIvadravyane siddha karyuM e rahe kyAM ? AhA..hA..! e puNya ne pApa che e AtmA che, vyavahAra ratnatraya che e AtmA che, evuM ame kAMI siddha karyuM nathI. AhAhA...! ame to cetanA AtmA che, jANana-dekhana bhagavAna (AtmA che). darzana ane jJAna, sAmAnya darzana ane vizeSa paryAya - jJAna, e cetanA te ja AtmA, te jIva ema ame sAbita karyo che. koI vyavahAra ratnatrayanA rAga (ke) koI vikalpa Adi AtmA evI rIte ame siddha karyo nathI. eno to ame niSedha karyo che. have tuM cetanAnA rUpane ja jo niSedha kara ke, e bhale na hoya topaNa jIva rahe. to cetanAthI to jIvane sAdhya karyo, siddha karyo che. have jo) cetanA na rahe to jIva siddha nahi thaI zake. jIva siddha nahi thaI zake, jIva nahi rahe e pachI Avaze. samajANuM kAMI ? jIva siddha nahi thaI zake, eTalo prazna atyAre che. jIva nahi rahe e prazna pachI Avaze. AhAhA..! dhIme dhIme samajAya evuM che, na samajAya evuM kAMI nathI. bhASA to sAdI che, vastu sAdI che. taddana zuddha nirlepa cIja che. AhA...hA..! bhagavAna AtmA cetanA svarUpa nirlepa nirdoSa zuddha te jIvadravya che ane te cetanAno anubhava karavo e samyagdarzana che. e chelle leze. chello zabda che), taddana chello zabda che), "Avo anubhava samyaktva che. ahIM to hajI AvA samakitane siddha kare che. AhA..hA..! samajAya che kAMI ? be-cAra-pAMca vAra bolAya to vAMdho nathI. jhINI vAtuM ghaNI, bApu ! AhA..hA..! AhA...hA....! cetanA vinA) jIvadravya to vidyamAna che. eno uttara ke, jIvadravya cetanAthI to ame siddha karyuM che. tethI te cetanA siddha thayA vinA jIvadravya paNa siddha thaze nahi." AhA..hA..! keTalI vAta mUkI ! sAdI ane saraLa bhASA ! mANasane aMdara jJAnamAM vicAramAM (AvavuM joIe ke, A vastu che, AtmA vastu che I zuM che ? e cetanA vastu che. trikALa jANana-dekhana svabhAva te AtmA che. have e jANana-dekhana evI be avasthAo na rahe to cetanAno ja abhAva thatAM jIvadravya siddha nahi thAya. jIva siddha nahi thAya eTale ? che ema sAbita nahi thAya. siddha thaze eTale mukta thaze ema nahi. samajANuM kAMI ? cetanAthI to jIvane sAdhyo che. jo cetanAno nakAra kara to jIva siddha nahi thAya. siddha nahi thAya eTale ? cetanAnA abhAve jIvanI sattA siddha thaI zake nahi. jIvanuM hovApaNuM - nirNaya thaI zake nahi. AvI vAta evI mIThI, taddana saraLa che ! AhA...hA...! ekadama badho kUco kADhI nAkhyo che. SaTUkAraka nahi, dravya-guNa-paryAya traNe nahi, le ! utpAda-vyaya-dhruva traNa nahi. AhAhA...! ane pachI jJAna, darzana, AnaMda Adi anaMta guNa, evA anaMta guNano bheda paNa) nahi, eka cetanA rahI. AhA...hA...! anubhava karavA mATe

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510 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 cetanA rahI. have e cetanA che te) jIvadravya che. have jo cetanA sAmAnya-vizeSapaNe siddha nahi thAya to jIva ja siddha nahi thAya. kemake cetanA vaDe to jIvane sAbita karyo che. jagatamAM jIva che enI hayAtI che e cetanA vaDe to hayAtI sAbita karI che. AhA..hA...! jIvanuM hovApaNuM cetanA vaDe to sAbita karyuM che. have tuM (ema kahe ke), cetanAnA abhAvathI jIvadravya rahe. to sAdhyuM che jenAthI e na rahe to jIvadravya sAbita zI rIte thaze ? AhA...hA....! AvI vAtuM che. chello mokSa adhikAra' che ne ? hajI to A samikatanI vAta che, hoM ! siddha thaze nahi;...' eka vAta I karI. athavA jo siddha thaze..' cetanA vinA tAre siddha karavuM che ne ? to jIva siddha thaze to te pudgaladravyanI mAphaka acetana siddha thaze,...' AhA..hA..! cetanA jANana-dekhana svabhAva dvArA to jIvanI sattA hayAtI sAbita karI che. have eno tuM nakA2 ka2e to jIvanI sattA cetanA vinA raheze. e to pudgaladravya jevuM thaI jaze, acetana thaze. AhA..hA...! o..ho...! AcAryoe keTaluM kAma kSayopazamathI karyuM che ! gajaba kAma karyuM che ! AhA..hA...! karuNAthI jagatane dekhADe che). - prabhu ! tuM koNa cho ? tArI sattAnI hayAtI ja ame to cetanA dvArA siddha karIe chIe. e vinA jIvadravya siddha thatuM nathI. ane cetanAno tuM nakAra karIne jIvadravyanI hayAtI mAna, zI rIte mAnIza ? kAraNa ke cetanA vaDe to jIvadravyanI sAbitI karI che. cetanAnA abhAvathI jIvadravyanI sAbitI thaze nahi. samajANuM kAMI ? haLave haLave to kahevAya che. jarI jhINI vAta che. vANiyAne buddhi bahAra rokAI gaI hoya ene AvuM jhINuM... jhINuM... jhINuM (lAge). AhA..hA...! jhINuM nathI, prabhu ! tAruM svarUpa e che. cetanA e to enuM svarUpa che. eno svabhAva che. e jIvanuM sattva che ane e sattvathI to sattne siddha karyuM che. jyAre e sattvano tuM nakA2 ka2 ke, sAmAnya-vizeSapaNe bhale na ho, jIvadravya to raheze. paNa cetanA vaDe to jIva che ema sAbita karyuM che. jo e cetanAno abhAva thAya to jIvadravya sAbita nahi thAya. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA...! pudgaladravyanI mAphaka acetana siddha thaze,...' siddha thaze paNa acetana siddha thaze. jIvadravyane siddha to cetanA dvArA karyo che ane tuM cetanAno nakAra karI dhye to acetana siddha thaze, pudgaladravyanI jema siddha thaze. jIvadravya siddha nahi thAya. AhA..hA...! cetana siddha nahi thAya. e ja artha kahe che :' juo ! bIjo doSa Avo...''tattvo vita: api naDatA mati' eno have artha karyo. pahelo eno artha karyo hato enuM have sUtra mUkyuM. cetanAno abhAva thatAM...' ciMta:pi) jIvadravyane paNa pudgaladravyanI mAphaka jaDapaNuM Ave...' AhA..hA...! pAThamAM che, juone ! pATha juo. advaitApi hiM cetanA jagati ced ddagjJaptirUpaM tyajet / tatsAmAnyavizeSarUpavirahAtsA'stitvameva tyajet / '

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kaLaza-183 511 ema che, che ne ? ane "tajyAre vita: pi naDatA mavati' ane vyApya vinA vyApaka, e trIjo bola che. vyApyo vinA vyApA- DhobhA vIstamupaiti' nAza thaze. tenA niyata jJaptirUpatuM vinA AhA..hA....! zuM kahyuM ? advaita cetanAne be rIte na mAno to cetanA siddha nahi thAya. cetanA siddha nahi thatAM sAmAnya-vizeSarUpa enuM astitva hovApaNuM chUTI jAya che. sAmAnya-vizeSapaNuM cetanAnuM na hoya to enuM hovApaNuM chUTI jAya che. ane enuM hovApaNuM chUTatAM jIva cetanA che e siddha thatuM nathI. ane to jIva ajIva thaI jAya che, jIva pudgala thaI jAya che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? pachI trIjo bola leze. ahIM to "cetanAno abhAva thatAM jIvadravyane paNa pudgaladravyanI mAphaka jaDapaNuM Ave arthAt jIvadravya paNa acetana che evI pratIti Upaje. be doSa thayA. kyA be doSa thayA? ke, eka to cetanAne sAmAnya-vizeSapaNe be rIte siddha na kara to cetanA vinA jIva ja siddha nahi thAya, e cetanA ja siddha nahi thAya tethI jIva siddha nahi thAya. kAraNa ke cetanA vaDe to jIvane siddha karyo che. eTale cetanA choDatAM jIva cetana vinAno raheze ane cetanAthI siddha karyo che tethI jIva siddha nahi rahe. be vAta thaI. have trIjI eka vAta che - vyApaka vinA vyApya nahi rahI zake. pATha che ne ? "vyApyo vinA vyApA-dvAtmiI vAttamupati mULa pATha che. - "jIvadravyane paNa pagaladravyanI mAphaka jaDapaNuM Ave arthAtu jIvadravya paNa acetana che evI pratIti Upaje. trIjo doSa Avo ke - "vyApAt vinA vyApya: mAtmA kom ti' "vyApati vina' cetanAguNano abhAva thatAM... ene ahIM vyApaka lIdho che. AtmA vyApaka ane cetanAguNa vyApya ema ahIM nathI levuM. ahIM to AtmAmAM cetanAguNa anAdianaMta vyApe che mATe ene vyApaka kahyuM che ane AtmAne vyApya kahyo che. bIje ThekANe kartA-karmamAM vyApya-vyApaka Ave che tyAM dravya vyApaka ane paryAya vyApya, ema Ave che. vyApya-vyApaka Ave che ne ? ajJAnapaNe AtmA vyApaka che ane rAga vyApya che. ajJAnapaNe paNa vyApya-vyApaka Ave che. ane jJAnapaNe AtmA vyApaka ane vItarAga paryAya vyApya ema Ave che. ahIM trIjI rIte siddha karyuM che. cetanA je sAmAnya ane vizeSa svarUpe che e trikALa che ane trikALa vyApaka che eno jo abhAva thaze to AtmA vyApya che eno paNa abhAva thaze. AvI vAta karI. AhA...hA..! samajAya che kAMI ? A dhIme dhIme samajavA jevI vAta che, bhAI ! A to mAkhaNanI vAtuM che ! AhA..hA..! vikAra ane bheda to kADhI nAkhyA paNa vastunuM svarUpa cetanA vItarAga samabhAva che. vItarAgI cetanA che. e vItarAgI cetanA vyApaka che. traNe kALe kAyama rahenArI che ane

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512 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 AtmA tene vyApya gaNavAmAM Avyo che. vyApakane AdhAre vyApya che. AtmAne AdhAre paryAya che, vyApakane AdhAre paryAya vyApya che e vAta ahIM na letAM, enuM) ahIM kAma nathI. ahIM to cetanA jJAna ne darzana enuM svarUpa ja che. AhA...hA...! eno anubhava thavo e samyak che. e siddha karavA mATe A badhI lAMbI vAta karI che. samajANuM kAMI? AtmA vastu che e pudgala Adi, zarIra Adi, rAgAdi, bheda AditathI) to bhinna che. paNa e cetanAnA be rUpane cetanA na choDe. Ama daitapaNuM choDyuM. cha kArako, utpAdana vyaya-dhruva paNa choDyA paNa cetanAnuM sAmAnya-vizeSa be rUpa che (e) na choDe. I choDe to cetanAno ja abhAva thaI jAya. ane cetanAno abhAva thatAM jIvane siddha karavAnuM sAdhana rahetuM nathI). cetanAthI jIva che ema to sAbita karyuM che. e rahetuM nathI. ane trIjuM cetanA vyApaka che eno abhAva thatAM AtmA vyApya che eno nAza thAya che. samajANuM kAMI ? bhAI ! AmAM samajAya che ? A badhI vAtuM vANiyAnI nathI. aMdaranI vAtuM che A ! AhA..hA....! bhagavAna AtmA ! cetanA jANana-dekhana svabhAva e jIvadravya che. ethI kahe che ke, cetanAnA be prakAra - sAmAnya, vizeSa. bIjA bhedo kADhI nAkhatAM A be bheda paNa jo kADhI nAkha to cetanAnuM svarUpa ja sAmAnya, vizeSa che ene kADhI nAkha to cetanArahita thaI jaze. ane cetanArahita thatAM jIvadravyane cetanAthI to siddha karyo che, sAbita karyo che, to jIvadravya sAbita nahi thAya. be (vAta). trIjuM, cetanA vyApaka che, kAyama rahenArI che. darzana-jJAna, darzana-jJAna, sAmAnya-vizeSa kAyama rahenAra che), eno nakAra thatAM emAM AtmA vyApya rahenAro che eno abhAva thaI jaze. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? dharmamAM AvuM chuM paNa ? dharmamAM dharma karavo. dayA pALavI, vrata pALavA, apavAsa karavA. mumukSu :- Apa ene adharma kaho cho. uttara :- paNa I to vastumAM che ja nahi. eno anubhava karavo e prazna ja ahIM nathI. AhA...hA...! jene anusaravuM che ane anusarIne AnaMdano anubhava vedanamAM lAvavo che. A...hA...hA...! e rAgAdinuM vadana to duHkharUpa che, e to AtmAmAM che ja nahi ema paheluM siddha karyuM. have cetanA je AnaMdamaya che, sAmAnya-vizeSamaya che ene jo be prakAre siddha na karo to cetanAno abhAva thaI jAya, to cetanA vinA jIvanano) paNa abhAva thaI jAya, siddha - sAbita na thAya. ane cetanA vyApaka che e vinA AtmA - vyApyano nAza thaI jAya. AhA..hA..! bahu sarasa vAta karI che ! che jarI jhINI paNa muddAnI vAta che). samajANuM kAMI ? cetanAguNano abhAva thatAM..." "vyApya: tmi' bhASA che ne ? ahIMyAM AtmAne vyApya kIdho che ane cetanAne vyApaka (kIdhI che). kAyama rahenAruM che ne ? sAmAnya-vizeSa,

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kaLaza-183 513 sAmAnya-vizeSa cetanA dravyamAM kAyama rahenAra che. ene vyApaka gaNI ane AtmAne vyApya kIdho che. AhA...hA...! eTale ? sAmAnya ane vizeSa je cetanAne AdhAre to AtmA che. have jyAre A kADhI nAkha to AtmA nahi rahe. AtmAne AdhAre cetanA che e ahIM siddha karavuM nathI. kAraNa ke ahIM to cetanAthI AtmAne siddha karyo che. samajANuM kAMI ? jarI jhINuM che paNa dhIme dhIme samajavA jevuM che ane samajAya evuM che, kaMI na samajAya evuM nathI. are..! bhagavAna kevaLajJAna laI zake ne prabhu ! A.hA...hA...! kemake cetanAmAM to evI kevaLajJAnanI paryAya anaMtI paDI che. AhA..hA.. cetanAno anubhava thatAM AtmAno anubhava thayo ane anubhava thatAM samyagdarzana thAya ane samyagdarzana thatAM ene kevaLajJAna thAya, thAya ne thAya ja. bIja Uge I pUnama thayA vinA rahe nahi. AhA...hA...! ethI enuM mULa paheluM samyagdarzana siddha karyuM che. samyagdarzana eTale ? juo, kIdhuM. 'vyApAt vinA' "vyApa' eTale trikALI cetanA. "vyApa vinA' cetanAguNano abhAva thatAM...' bIjA guNabhedo kADhI nAkhyA. A bheda) pAcho rAkhyo. vyApa vinA" "cetanAguNano abhAva thatAM cetanAguNamAtra che je jIvadravya te..." (tam ti) "nAzane pAme arthAtu mULathI jIvadravya nathI evI pratIti paNa Upaje. AhA..hA....! sAme pustaka che ne ? bhAI ! gharanA pelA copaDA pherave che ne ? vAMce che ne ? Akho di pApanA pheravyA kare che, paNa A zAstra zuM kahe che ? AhA...hA...! tArI mUDI kaI che I batAve che. tArI mUDI cetanA-mUDI che. e cetanA sAmAnya-vizeSarUpa mUDI che. e cetanAnA abhAve jIvadravya siddha nahi thAya. jIvadravya nahi rahe ane vyApA vinA AtmAno nAza thaze. AhA..hA...! mULathI jIvadravya nathI evI pratIti paNa Upaje. - AvA traNa doSa moTA doSa che." mithyAtvanA moTA traNa doSa che ema kahe che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! rAga ne puNya-pApa e to kADhI nAkhyA. A be vacce cetanA ane cetanAnuM dharanAra dravya, cetanAthI siddha karyuM che eTale cetanAno abhAva thatAM AvA traNa doSa siddha thaze. traNa doSathI) mithyAtva thaze ema kahe che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? 'AvA doSothI je koI bhaya pAme che." che ? "AvA doSothI je koI bhaya" eTale ke khasI javA mAge che, doSathI rahita thavA mAge che. AhA...hA...! "teNe ema mAnavuM joIe ke cetanA darzana-zAna evAM be nAme - saMjJAe birAjamAna che." A..hA..! saravALo karyo, juo to kharA ! AhA...hA! digaMbara saMtonI balihArI che, bhAI ! evI vAta kyAMya che nahi. AhAhA....! bIjAne duHkha lAge, bApu ! AvI vAta kyAM che) ? AhA...hA...! cetanAno anubhava karavo che to e jIvano anubhava che. to cetanA sAmAnya-vizeSa

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514 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 be prakAre che. bIjA bhedo nathI mATe emAM paNa (A) be bheda nathI, ema nathI. e be bhedavALI cetanA te vyApaka che, kAyama rahenAra che, emAM AtmA vyApya (eTale emAM rahela che. mATe cetanAno anubhava.... e kahe che, juo ! "cetanA darzana-jJAna evAM be nAme - saMjJAe birAjamAna che. Avo anubhava." have saravALo lIdho. "Avo anubhava samyaktva che." A.hA...! A samakitanI vyAkhyA ! A (ajJAnI to ema mAne ke, samakita eTale deva-guru-zAstranI zraddhA, nava tattvanI zraddhA, phalANuM karIne mAMDI vALyuM ane have karo vrata ne tapa, e cAritra ! are.. prabhu ! e loko ema samaje che. A to amArA vrata, tapanI niMdA kare che. bhagavAna ! ema nathI, prabhu ! A to vastunuM svarUpa che. mumukSu :- vrata, tapa karavA nathI mATe ema kaho cho. uttara :- hA, ema paNa kahe che. vrata, tapa karavA eTale zuM ? e to rAga che. jyAM bhagavAna che tyAM rAga che nahi. bhagavAna to cetanA jJAnAnaMda, jJAtA-daSTA (svarUpa che). bIjI bhASAe kahIe to, ahIM jJAtA-draSTA kahevuM che. cetanA kahevI che ne ? jJAna vizeSa che, dRSTA sAmAnya che. jJAtA-daSTA svarUpa ja AtmA che. trikALa... trikALa. trikALa cetanA evA jJAtA-daSTAvALuM cetana, eno anubhava karavo. AhAhA...! ene anusarIne vItarAgI paryAyapaNe, AnaMdanI paryAyapaNe pariNamavuM enuM nAma samyakta che. kaho, samajANuM kAMI AmAM ? A to hajI samakitanI vyAkhyA che).. mumukSu :- che to mokSano adhikAra uttara :- paNa mULa samakita vinA mokSa kyAMthI ? mokSanuM kAraNa kyAMthI Avaze ? e mATe kahe che. samyagdarzana vinA mokSanA mArganI zarUAta kyAMthI thaze ? mokSamahelanI pahelI) sIDhI samyaku, yA bina jJAna-caritra vRthA. Ave che ne ? "cha DhALAmAM ! mULa vAtane bhUle che, prabhu ! enuM tane apamAna lAge che ema na le. emAM lAbhanuM kAraNa che ema mAna. samajANuM kAMI? samyagdarzana Ane kahIe. ane samyagdarzana hoya tyAM pachI samyajJAna hoya ane samyakajJAna hoya tyAM svarUpamAM ramaNatA hoya tene cAritra hoya. e vinA cAritra hoya nahi. AhAhA...! kaho, A traNamAM poNo kalAka cAlyuM ! traNa vAta cAlI). 'Avo anubhava kevo ? cetanA darzana-jJAna evAM be nAme - saMjJAe birAjamAna che." be bhAve birAjamAna che. nAma paNa bhale lIdhuM. be bhAve birAjamAna che. eno je anubhava karavo. A..hA...hA...! enuM nAma samyaktva che. enuM nAma dharmanI pahelI sIDhI che. cAritra to pachI. AhA...hA...! kaho, AmAM kAMI samajANuM ke nahi? traNa doSanI vyAkhyA to thaI. A.hA...184 (kaLaza). have para che e judA che e TUMkuM kare che.

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kaLaza-184 515 (rUndravajJA) ekazcitazcinmaya eva bhAvo bhAvAH pare ye kila te pressaam| grAhyastatazcinmaya eva bhAvo : pare sarvata parva haiyA: sApa-284nA khaMDAnvaya sahita artha:- "vita: cinmaya: mo: vi (vita:) jIvadravyano (cinmaya:) cetanAmAtra evo (mAva:) svabhAva che, (vi) nizcayathI ema ja che. anyathA nathI. kevo che cetanAmAtra bhAva ? "ji" nirvikalpa che, nirbheda che, sarvathA zuddha che. "jina je pare mavi: te poSA' (jina) nizcayathI le re mAvA) zuddha caitanyasvarUpa sAthe aNamaLatA che je dravyakarma-bhAvakarma-nokarma saMbaMdhI pariNAmo (te papa) te samasta pudgalakarmanA che, jIvanA nathI. "tata: cinmaya: bAva: praThThi: 3%, pare bAvI: sarvata: heyA: pava' (tata:) te kAraNathI (cinmaya mId:) zuddha cetanAmAtra che je svabhAva te (prohI: vi) jIvanuM svarUpa che evo anubhava karavA yogya che; (pare bhAva:) AnI sAthe aNamaLatA che je dravyakarmabhAvakarma-nokarmasvabhAva te (sarvata: heyA: pavI sarvathA prakAre jIvanuM svarUpa nathI evo anubhava karavA yogya che. Avo anubhava samyaktva che; samyaktvaguNa mokSanuM kAraNa che. pa-184. ekazcitazcinmaya eva bhAvo bhAvAH pare ye kila te pareSAm / grAhyastatazcinmaya eva bhAvo bhASA: je sarvata parva haiyA: 284 AhA...hA...! cetanAthI siddha karIne have kahe che, "vita: vinmaya: mAvaH purva vita: eTale "jIvadravya che ne ? "jIvadravyano...." cinmaya: "cetanAmAtra evo." "bhava:" nAma svabhAva che." basa ! e to eno cetanAmAtra svabhAva che. svabhAvavAna jIvadravya, svabhAvavAna jIvadravya, eno cetanAmAtra svabhAva che. jANavuM-dekhavuM cetanA e eno svabhAva che. koI dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjAno bhAva e eno svabhAva nathI. AhAhA...! AvuM (kahe) eTale ema kahe ke, badhA cAritrane uDADe che. paNa cAritra ene na kahevAya, bhAI ! samyagdarzana

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516 kalAmRta bhAga-5 ? vinAnA vrata, tapa e badhAM bALavrata ane bALatapa kahyAM che ne ? mUrkhAI bharelA vrata, tapa che, prabhu ! bhAI ! tArA hitanI vAtuM che. tAruM ahita kema thaI rahyuM che enuM spaSTIkaraNa thatAM hitanI vAta che. ene mArI niMdA che ema na mAnavuM joIe, bhAI ! prabhu ! A to tArI vAta che ne ! AhA..hA...! tArI prabhutA cetanAmayane laIne che. tArI prabhutA koI dayA, dAnanA, vratanA vikalpane laIne nathI. AhA...hA...! tArI prabhutAnI vAta karatAM tane ema thaI jAya ke, are......! amArA vrata, tapane to khoTA pADe che. niMdA (kare che). ema nathI. duHkhano niSedha che. mumukSu : uttara H- duHkhano niSedha che, pApano niSedha che. e AkhuM pApa che. cinmaya bhAva Avyo ne ? juone ! ciMtaH' jIvadravya. cinmaya, cinmaya. civALo ema paNa na kahyuM. cetanAmAtra bhagavAna ! jANana-dekhanamAtra ! jJAtA-dRSTA svabhAvamAtra prabhu che. AhA..hA...! cetanAmAtra evo svabhAva che,... 'va' nizcayathI ema ja che,...' 'va' zabda Avyo ne ? 'nizcayathI ema ja che,...' bhagavAnaAtmA cetanAmAtra. cit cetanAmAtra, cit cetanAmAtra. jIva cetanAmAtra. svabhAvamAtra ja e che. AhA..hA...! eno svabhAva trikALa cetanAmAtra svabhAva che. AhA..hA...! ema ja che,...''va" kahyuM ne ? nizcayathI ema ja che, anyathA nathI.'v'nI asti karIne nAsti karI. 'F' eTale nizcaya. bIjI rIte nathI emAMthI kADhyuM. e anekAnta kADhyuM. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? e cetanAmAtra (che). ':' 'nirvikalpa...' che. 'kevo che cetanAmAtra bhAva ?" ':' joyuM pAchuM pelA be prakAra to enuM svarUpa che. paNa che pote nirvikalpa, rAga vinAnI cIja che. bepaNe che mATe emAM rAga che ema nathI. enuM svarUpa ja e che. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? kevo che cetanAmAtra bhAva ?" ':' 'nirvikalpa..' che. rAga vinAno nirbheda, nirvikalpa che. A..hA...! 'nirbheda..' che. emAM bheda nathI. bepaNuM che mATe tyAM rAgano bheda che ema nathI. AhA..hA...! 'sarvathA zuddha che.' cetanA... AhA..hA... jJAtA-dRSTA svabhAva e jIvadravya, e nizcaya che ane te ja nirvikalpa che ane te ja nirbheda che. emAM bheda nathI. AhA..hA...! ane te 'sarvathA zuddha che.' sarvathA zuddha che bhagavAna cetanA, dRSTA-jJAtA svabhAva e to sarvathA zuddha che. vitta ye pare mAvA: te pareSAm ti" "nizcayathI...' je pare mAvA:' 'zuddha caitanyasvarUpa sAthe...' zuddha caitanyasvarUpa sAthe aNamaLatA...' e vikalpo rAgAdi che e zuddha caitanya sAthe maLatA nathI, aNamaLatA che. AhA..hA..! aNamaLatA bhAvane sAdhana kahevuM ane Ane sAdhya kahevuM (emAM) phe2 moTo che, paNa zuM thAya ? game tema thAo paNa

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kaLaza-184 517 vastu to A che. bhale ene mAnanAra thoDA rahe, are..! bIjA na paNa mAne, ethI zuM vastu to A che. ane AnuM nAma digaMbara dharma che. samajANuM kAMI ? bhAvI: te pAm AhA...hA...! "zuddha caitanyasvarUpa sAthe aNamaLatA." aNamaLatA be vAra leze. koNa aNamaLatA ? eka to jaDakarma. zuddha caitanya sAthe aNamaLatA jaDakarma. enI sAthe meLa khAto nathI. 'bhAvakarma..." zubha-azubha dayA, dAnanA vikAranA pariNAma e zuddha cetanA sAthe aNamaLatA bhAva che). AhAhA...! enI sAthe meLa khAto nathI. AhA..hA.! zuddha cetanAmAtra svabhAvanI sAthe e zubha-azubha bhAva meLa khAtA nathI. aNamaLatA bhAva che. AvI vAta che. nokarma" (eTale) zarIra. dravyakarma-bhAvakarma-nokarma saMbaMdhI pariNAmo pAchA e traNe pariNAma, hoM ! te pareSA" "te samasta pugalakarmanA che," e vyavahAra ratnatrayano rAga pudgalakarmano che. gajaba che ne ! bhagavAnanA (-AtmAnA) nathI. AhA..hA...! AvuM che. vastu bahu pelI thaI gaI. dravyakarma-bhAvakarma-nokarma saMbaMdhI pariNAmo" thayA ne? dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti AdinA pariNAmo paNa... AhA...hA..! pudgalakarmanA che. ema ahIM to kIdhuM. AnA nathI to AnA che, ema kahevuM che). bhagavAnano to jJAtA-daSTA cetanA darzana svabhAva che ne ! enI sAthe A rAgAdi aNamaLatA che. Ane cetana kahevo to ene pudgala kahevA. AhA..hA..! aNamaLatA che eTale cetana sAthe maLatA nathI. cetanA sAthe meLa khAtA nathI to ene acetana pudgala kahevA. AhAhA...! A badhA vAMdhA uThe che. tamArA saMpradAyamAMthI A badho vAMdho uThe che. vastunuM svarUpa ja AvuM che ne ! A.hA...! jANana-dekhana cetana svabhAva, enI sAthe je vikalpa uThe, cAhe to bhagavAnanI bhaktino (vikalpa ho), e aNamaLatA pudgalakarma che. AhA..hA..! bhaktivALAne AkaruM paDe. devagurunI bhaktithI kalyANa thAya ! ene AkaruM paDe. zuM thAya ? bhAI ! vastunI maryAdA ja A che. AhAhA....! jANana-dekhana svabhAva, trikALI cetana svabhAva, enI sAthe rAgAdi, zarIra to nokarma che, karma to ajIva che paNa ahIM to dayA, dAnanA pariNAma paNa pugalakarma che ema kIdhuM che. pudgalakanA pariNAma che ema paNa kIdhuM nathI. ahIM to e pudgalakarmanA che (ema kIdhuM che). AhA...hA..! jIvanA nathI. A asti-nAsti karI. A anekAnta che. pelA ema kahe che ke, vyavahArathI paNa thAya ane nizcayathI thAya, e anekAnta che. ahIM kahe che ke, potAnA svabhAvathI thAya ane parathI na thAya e anekAnta che. AhA...hA...! AvuM che. na ruce, na goThe. e "jIvanA nathI." AhA...hA....! to zuM karavuM ? vizeSa kaheze... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !)

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518 poSa suda 6, zanivAra tA. 14-01-1978. kaLaza-184 pravacana-202 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 A 'kaLazaTIkA' cAle che. siddhAMta je satya che tenI TIkA thaI, teno kaLaza che, kaLaza. jema maMdira u52 kaLaza hoya che ema A kaLaza che. sAra, sAra cIja che. sAra ! 184 (kaLaza). ekazcitazcinmaya eva bhAvo bhAvAH pare ye kila te pareSAm / grAhyastatazcinmaya eva bhAvo bhASA: je sarvata va haiyA: / / 1-84 / / -- cita: cinmaya: bhAva: va zuM kahe che ? ke, je A cit nAma jIva padArtha che, vastu (che), jIvadravya tattva che e cinmaya che. e jJAnamaya che, caitanyamaya che, caitanya prajJAbrahma ! jIva vastu je che, A dehathI bhinna, A (zarIra) to jaDa che, teno jANanAra jaDathI bhinna che. e cit vastuno kAyamI asalI svabhAva jJAnasvabhAva che prajJA svabhAva che, jANavuMdekhavuM svabhAva che ane jANavuM-dekhavuM (evA) svabhAvanI sAthe AnaMda svabhAva (che). aNindriya AnaMda teno mULa svabhAva che. sUkSma vAta che, bhagavAna ! Aje hindI cAle che. . ciMta:' 'jIvadravya...' jIva vastu - jIva padArtha dehathI bhinna cetanAmAtra evo svabhAva che,..' teno svabhAva to jANavuM-dekhavuM evo svabhAva (che) ane atIndriya AnaMda teno svabhAva che. e AtmA che. kevo che cetanAmAtra bhAva " che ne ? nizcayathI ema ja che, anyathA nathI.' zuM kahe che ? bhagavAnaAtmA caitanyasvabhAva ja che, anyathA nathI, anya nathI. e jANana-dekhana (svabhAvanI) mUrti prabhu (che). jJAnanI mUrti, jJAnanuM svarUpa ane jJAna svabhAvano piMDa prabhu AtmA che. AhA..hA...! che ? cetanAmAtra bhAva che. nirvikalpa che,...' e vastumAM bheda nathI. puNya-pApa, dayA, dAna, kAma, krodhanA vikalpa che e to emAM che ja nahi, paNa e AtmA ane cetana svabhAva evo bheda paNa nathI. e cetana svabhAvamaya bhagavAnaAtmA abheda, nirbheda che. bhASA samajAya che ? samajAya che kAMI ?

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kaLaza-184 519 bhagavAna AtmA ! ahIMyAM AtmAne ja bhagavAna kahe che. kemake bhaga + vAna be zabda che. bhaganI vyAkhyA ema che ke, jJAna ane AnaMda jenI lakSmI che. bhagano artha lakSmI thAya che. jenI lakSmI jJAna ane AnaMda - bhaga - lakSmI jJAna ane AnaMda vAna che. jJAna ane AnaMda jenuM rUpa che, jeno vAna che. mANasa nathI kahetA ke, Ano zarIrano dhoLo vAna che, kALo vAna che. ema bhagavAna AtmA... AhA...hA...! jJAna ane AnaMda enI lakSmI, enuM svarUpa (che). bhaga + vAna, teno e vAna - svarUpa che. A vacamAM je dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, kAma, krodhanA vikalpa je vRttio uThe che e badho vikAra che, doSa che. para che. AhAhA..! evA AtmAnI aMtaramAM dRSTi karIne anubhava karavo tyAre atIndriya AnaMdano svAda Avavo tenuM nAma dharmanI prathama zarUAta kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA...! samajAya che kAMI ? bhagavAna cinmaya vastu ! dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, tapa ke A karuNA, komaLatA ke paranI sevA karavI e badhA bhAva rAga - vikAra che. e bekAra che, e potAnI cIja nahi. e potAmAM che nahi. vikata bhAva navo utpanna karyo che e upAdhi ane doSa che. tenAthI bhinna bhagavAna AtmA nirvikalpa che. cetanamaya jJAnamaya, jema sAkara mIThAzamaya (che), ema aphINa kaDavAzamaya, kaDavAza kahe che ne ? ema bhagavAna jJAnamaya, jANanasvabhAva, prajJAbrahma svarUpa che. prajJA ane brahma nAma AnaMda ! AhA..hA...! e svarUpanI aMtaramAM dRSTi thAya tyAre AtmAnuM jevaDuM astitva che eTaluM pratItamAM Ave che, tyAre tene samyapha satno svIkAra karyo ema kahevAmAM Ave che. samajAya che kAMI ? AhA...hA....! "nirvikalpa che, nirbheda che....' che ? bheda nahi. bheda nahino artha e cIja je che emAM A AtmA ane A AnaMda ne A jJAna evA bheda nathI. e AnaMda ane jJAnamaya ja vastu che. AhA..hA...! sUkSma vAta che, bhagavAna ! samajAya che kAMI ? "nirbheda che, sarvathA zuddha che." che ? zuddha caitanyaghana pavitratAno piMDa e che. AhA..hA..! jema sAkara mIThAzano piMDa che, jema zakarakaMda hoya che ne ? e samajAya che ? zakarakaMda hoya che e samajAya che ? zakarakaMda ! amAre zakkariyA kahe che, zakarakaMda ! zivarAtrie khAya che ne? enI uparanI je lAla chAla che e na juvo to AkhI cIja zakarakaMda - sAkaranI mIThAzano piMDa che. zakarakaMda kahe che, zakarakaMda ! zakara nAma sAkaranI mIThAzano e piMDa che. (uparanI) lAla chAla na juvo to. ema AtmAmAM dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, kAma, krodhanA je vikalpa rAga che e to lAla chAla che, tenAthI bhinna, zakarakaMda jema sAkaranI mIThAzano piMDa che, ema AtmA atIndriya AnaMdano piMDa che. AhAhA...! samajAya che kAMI? A cIja anaMtakALamAM kyAreya sAMbhaLI nathI, samajyo nathI. pazunA anaMta avatAra karyo, manuSya avatAra anaMta thayA, manuSya

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520 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 marIne pazu anaMta vAra thayo, pazu thaIne narakamAM anaMta vAra gayo. nIce naraka che. ghaNI hiMsA, mAMsa, dArU khAya che, pIve che e prANIne nIce eka naraka gati che (tyAM jAvuM paDe che). jema A manuSyagati che, pazugati che, ema narakagati nIce che. e badhuM lojIkathI siddha thAya che, hoM ! e badhuM siddha karavA jaIe to (A vAta) cAle nahi. anaMtavA2 narakamAM paNa gayo, potAnI cIja AnaMdakaMda prabhu zuM che ? teno anubhava, tene anusarIne thavuM, AnaMda ane jJAnane anusarIne (pariNamana) thavuM evA anubhava vinA teNe pazu ane naka ne tiryaMta ne manuSya bhava anaMta karyAM. sAdhu paNa anaMta vAra thayo, hajAro vA2 tyAgI thayo (paNa) emAM kaMI che nahi ? strIno tyAgI thayo, rAjano tyAgI thayo, vepAradhaMdho, dukAna choDI dIdhAM, bAvo thaI gayo paNa emAM kaMI che nahi. aMdaramAM AnaMdakaMda prabhu che teno jyAM sudhI anubhava, satkAra, svIkAra, aMtaranA AnaMdano anubhava na thAya tyAM sudhI enA janma-maraNa maTatA nathI. corAzI (lAkha) yonimAM anaMtavA2 upaje che. corAzI lAkha yoni che, eka eka yoni - utpattisthAnamAM anaMta vAra upajyo che. anaMtakALa che, AtmA anAdi che, (tenI) Adi che ? che.. che... che... Ama anaMta kALamAM che... che... che... che... koI di' AtmA nahoto ema che nahi. che... che... che... che... vartamAna che, bhaviSyamAM che. e to trikALa rahevAvALI cIja che. e cIjamAM AnaMda ane jJAna bharyo che, tenA anubhava vinA... e kahe che, juo ! jita ye pare mAvA: te reSAm' (ti) 'nizcayathI zuddha caitanyasvarUpa sAthe...' bhagavAna AnaMda ane jJAnasvarUpa sAthe aNamaLatA...' meLa nathI khAto. caitanya svarUpa AnaMda ane jJAna svabhAva sAthe aNamaLatA meLa nathI khAto evA puNya-pApanA vikAra bhAva aNamaLatA che. tenI sAthe meLa khAto nathI. bhinna cIja che. AhA..hA...! che ? (vhila) 'nizcayathI...' pare mAvA: te pareSAm'nizcayathI zuddha caitanyasvarUpa sAthe aNamaLatA che...' zuM ? koNa aNamaLatA che ? 'dravyakarma...' jaDakarma che. aMdaramAM karma che. A puNya-pApanA bhAva kare che to karma baMdhAya che. karmane kAraNe puNya hoya to A paisA maLI jAya, pApa hoya to nirdhanatA thaI jAya. evI karma cIja che. buddhinA vinAnA khAlI bAradAna hoya. bAradAna samajANuM ? buddhi bahu na hoya, topaNa pAMca-pAMca lAkha pedA kare che. kemake pUrvanA puNyanA rajakaNa paDyA hoya tene kA2Ne maLe. e kaMI buddhithI, prayatnathI maLatA nathI. emAM to puruSArtha karavo paDe. mumukSu : uttara H- dhULamAMya puruSArtha kAma nathI karato. e to kahyuM nahi ? ame to ghaNuM joyuM che ne ? buddhinA bAradAna jevA mahine pAMca-pAMca lAkha pedA kare. bAradAna samajyA ? khAlI, thothA jevA. ane buddhinA khAM, bahu buddhivALo hoya topaNa be hajAra pedA karavAmAM 52sevA -

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kaLaza-184 para1 utare. e kaMI buddhine kAraNe maLatA nathI). kema haze A ? hoziyArI kare to paisA maLe ema haze ke nahi ? nahi ? keTaluM joyuM che ! kAMI mAla na maLe. mahine pAMca lAkhanI pedAza, dasa lAkhanI pedAza hoya). are..! atyAre che ne ! "arabastAna meM ! "arabastAnamAM eka deza che. deza nAno che paNa emAM peTrola bahu nIkaLyuM, peTrola ! keTaluM? kUvA nIkaLyA che. deza nAno che. e kalAkanI doDha karoDanI upaja che. zuM ? pedAza ! eka kalAkanI doDha karoDanI upaja che. atyAre che. "asabastAnamAM che. ame to badhuM sAMbhaLyuM che ne ! e karatAMya bIjo eka deza 'arabastAnamAM evo) che ke, ene paNa eTaluM peTrola nIkaLyuM che, deza nAno che paNa kUvA bahu nIkaLyA to eka divasanI eka abajanI pedAza che. pedAza ! zuM kahyuM ? eka divasanI eka abajanI pedAza che. che to mAMsa khAnArA halakA mANasa, paNa pUrvanA puNya che to maLe che. pachI to narake javAnA che. marIne to nIce narake jaze. paNa pUrvanA puNyane kAraNe eka divasanI eka abajanI pedAza che. A...hA...! emAM zuM thayuM ? e kaMI buddhinuM phaLa che ? buddhivALA ghaNA che. mahine be hajAra pedA karavA hoya topaNa ghaNI mahenata karavI paDe, nokarI kare ne sevA kare ne mAkhaNa copaDe. moTA mANasanA vakhANa kare tyAre mAMDa be hajAra pedA kare. e kaMI buddhinuM phaLa nathI. e to pUrvanA puNyanA karma paDyA hoya tenuM e phaLa che. ene dravyakarma kahevAya che. dravyakarma eTale jaDa karma. ene kAraNe tene paisA) maLe che. e dravyakarma paNa AtmAthI bhinna che. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! dravyakarma..." eka vAta AvI. "bhAvakarma..." bhAvakarma eTale zuM ? bhAvakarma zabda che ? A dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, tapa, bhagavAnanuM smaraNa e badho bhAva rAga che. e rAgane ahIMyAM bhAvakarma - malina kahe che. vRttinuM utthAna che. bhagavAna jJAnasvarUpa che emAM je bhagavAnanuM nAma smaraNa kare che, bhagavAna.... bhagavAna. bhagavAna.. Izvara. Izvara. ke Namo arahaMtANaM, Namo siddhANaM, Namo AIriyANuM. ema karavuM e eka vikalpa che, vRtti che, rAga che, vikAra che, bhAvakarma che, malina che, jhera che. jhINI vAta che, prabhu ! A to alaukika vAtuM che ! e bhAvakarma paNa AtmAthI bhinna che. AtmA to caitanya AnaMdasvarUpa bhagavAna AtmA (che). enAthI bhAvakarma - hiMsA, jUThuM, corI, viSayabhoga vAsanA, kAma, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha rAga e vikAra che, e bhAvakarma che, e vikRta bhAva che, e bhinna che ane dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjA zubhabhAva che, e paNa rAga che, e paNa malina che. e paNa AtmAnA svabhAvathI bhinna che. A DaoNkTara-bokTara badhAnI onararI sevA kare che ne ? e badho rAga che, kahe che. joke nokarI to kare che. moTI hospITalamAM jAya pachI potAnuM DaoNkTarapaNuM cAle. be-cAra mahinA hospITalamAM maphata kAma kare, maphata ! maphata samajyA ? paisA lIdhA vinA. pachI potAnI dukAna cAle

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pa22 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 mATe karatA hoya. Ama mAne ke onararI che, paNa aMdara AzA e che. e badho rAga ane vikAra bhAva che. AhA...hA...! mumukSu :- e zubha karma karavAthI AtmAno rasto sApha thAya che. uttara :- bilakula nahi, nukasAna kare che. e vAta cAle che. ahIM e ja vAta cAle che. zubhakamane bhAvakarma kahe che. jeTalA zubhakarma che e badhI vRttio che, rAga che, vikalpa che. e AtmAnuM svarUpa nahi, nukasAna kare che. jhINI vAta che. AkhI duniyAne ame to jANIe chIe ne ! A vAta duniyAthI taddana bhinna che. prazna :- duniyAmAM pachI zuM kAma karavuM ? samAdhAna :- karavAnuM kAMI nathI. aMdara puNyathI bhinna thaIne AtmAnA AnaMdano, jJAnano anubhava karavo e (karavAnuM che), bAkI badhuM mithyA che, bhrama che. prazna :- saMsAra kevI rIte cAlaze ? samAdhAna :- saMsAra kyAM calAvavo che ? saMsArano to nAza karavo che. ahIM to saMsArano nAza to karavo che. saMsaraNa iti saMsAra: saMsArano artha zuM? saMsaraNa iti saMsAra bhagavAna AnaMda ane jJAna svarUpa che emAMthI haThIne puNya ane pApanA bhAva kare che e badho saMsAra che. emAM cAra gati rakhaDavAnI maLe che. corAzI lAkha yoni maLe che, emAM paribhramaNa TaLatuM nathI. AhA..hA..! AvI vAta bhAre AkarI ! eNe kyAreya (gaMbhIratAthI) lIdhuM ja nathI, kyAreya sAMbhaLyuM ja nathI A aMdara cIja zuM che ? sAMbhaLyuM ja nathI, premathI sAMbhaLyuM ja nathI. sAMbhaLe che paNa premathI sAMbhaLyuM nathI. Ama to anaMtakALamAM anaMta vAra sAMbhaLyuM che paNa A cIja zuM che ? ane A rAga zuM che ? eno bheda parathI bhinna che) evI vAta premathI sAMbhaLI nathI. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? vAta to evI che, bhagavAna ! zuM kare ? AhA..hA..! bIjAne AhAra-pANI devAno bhAva, samajyA ? AhAra, pANI, jala, auSadha, rogI hoya to maphata auSadha dyo, e badho bhAva rAga che, bhAvakarma che, puNya che, malina che, AtmA amRta svarUpathI viruddha jhera che. ahIMyAM jhINI vAta che. prazna :- AmAM karavuM zuM ? samAdhAna :- karavuM e ke, rAgathI bhinna thaI potAnA jJAnano anubhava karavo. e vinA saMsArano aMta traNa kALamAM AvavAno nathI. ame to AkhI duniyA joI che ne! A to 88 varSa thayA. keTalA ? 88, 90mAM be ochA ! tamane 48 thayA che, ahIMyAM 88 thayA che. dukAna choDyuM 65 varSa thayA che. pAlejamAM amArI dukAna hatI. "bharUca ane 'vaDodarA vacce pAleja" che. tyAM amArA pitAjInI dukAna hatI. hajI dukAna che. ame tyAM rahyA hatA, pAMca varSa dukAna calAvI hatI. sattara varSanI uMmare ! sattarathI bAvIsa

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kaLaza-184 para3 pAMca varSa. bAvIsa varSe choDI dIdhI. bAvIsa varSanI uMmare dukAna choDI dIdhI. atyAre to 88 thayA. ame to badhuM joyuM che, AkhI duniyA joI che. dasa hajAra mAIla to hindustAnamAM moTaramAM traNa vAra pharyA chIe. dasa-dasa hajAra mAIla, eka eka vAra, ema traNa vAra hindustAnamAM pharyA chIe. moTI moTara che ne ? zuM kahevAya che ? "maMgalavardhinI' nahi, e to nAma che. plemAutha evuM kaMIka kahe che. joyuM che, badhuM joyuM che. A cIja bIjI che. AhA...hA..! ahIMyAM to bhagavAna bhAvakarma ene kahe che. A AtmA che teno paramArthe sarvajJa svabhAva che. zAMtithI sAMbhaLajo, prabhu ! vAta to alaukika che ! AkhI duniyAthI judI che. A AtmA je aMdara che teno svabhAva sarvajJa che. sarvajJa ! jJAna svabhAva pUrNa che. to evo sarvajJa svabhAva (ke) jeno aMtaramAM anubhava karatAM karatAM pragaTa dazAmAM sarvajJabhAva thAya che, vartamAnamAM dazA pragaTa thAya che), svabhAvamAM che e anubhava karatAM karatAM jyAre dizAmAM sarvajJa (thAya eTale ke traNakALa traNalokane jANavAnI zaktinI vyaktatA pragaTa thAya che tene sarvajJa paramAtmA kahevAya che. e sarvajJa paramAtmAnI A vANI che. icchA vinA dhvani nIkaLe che. AtmA aMdara sarvajJa svarUpI che, zakti - svabhAva - sAmarthya - guNa - bhAva, teno anubhava karatAM karatAM vartamAna dazAmAM, vartamAna hAlatamAM, vartamAna zuM kahe che? paryAya, paryAya e nahi samaje. hAlata, vartamAna dazA, vartamAna dazAmAM sarvazapaNuM pragaTa thAya jema lIMDIpIpara - choTIpIpara hoya che. cosaTha pahorI caraparAI aMdara bharI che e ghUMTavAthI bahAra Ave che. e che te Ave che, prAptanI prApti che. e ghUMTavAthI AvatI hoya to to kolasA ane lAkaDIne ghUMTavAthI AvavI joIe. to emAMthI che e Ave che. ema AtmAmAM. cosaTha nAma pUrNa rUpiye rUpiyo pUrNa sarvajJa ane pUrNa AnaMdathI bharyo paDyo prabhu AtmA che. jhINI vAta che, prabhu ! e jyAre aMdaramAM anubhava karIne, rAga - dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktino rAga paNa jhera che, nukasAnakAraka che, ema bhinna karIne potAnA AtmAno anubhava kare che tyAre aMtara paheluM samyak - satya darzana thAya che. jevI cIja che tenA darzana, dekhavuM, pratIta thAya che. pachI aMtaramAM lInatA karatAM karatAM.. karatAM karatAM.. sarvajJapaNuM pragaTa thAya che. e sarvajJanI A vANI che. sarvajJa thAya che ene icchA nathI hotI paNa dhvani nIkaLe che. "mukha 3OM dhvani sunI artha gaNadhara vicAre 3OM dhvani - 3OM evo avAja icchA vinA nIkaLe che. e A vANI che. jhINI vAta che. e vANImAM A AvyuM ke, poSAt mAva:' AhA..hA...! dravyakarma - jaDakarma para che, bhAvakarma para che. AhA..hA! zubhakarma kahe che ne ? zubhakarma - sat karma ! e badho

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pa24 kilAmRta bhAga-5 rAga che. prazna :- sadAcAra ? samAdhAna :- sadAcAra to kone kahIe ? sadAcAra ! sat sat AcAra. satu - jJAna ane AnaMda, eno AcAra tene sadAcAra kahe che. rAga e sadAcAra nathI. duniyAthI bhinna cIja che. sadAcAra - sat bhagavAna jJAna ane AnaMdasvarUpa prabhu che e sat che, teno AcAra AnaMda ane jJAnamAM ramaNatA karavI e sadAcAra che. laukika sadAcAra - A kriyAkAMDa, dayA, dAna, vrata, tapane laukika sadAcAra kahe che, paNa e baMdhanuM kAraNa che, saMsAranuM kAraNa che. emAM saMsAra maLe che, bhava maLe che. bhavano nAza emAM thato nathI. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? ene bhAvakarma kahe che. karuNA, komaLatA, rAganI maMdatA e badhA bhAvakarma, vikAra che, e vRttinuM utthAna che. caitanyamUrti bhagavAna jJAna ane AnaMdano kaMda, emAM vRttinuM utpanna thavuM e badho rAga - mela che. cAhe to dayA, dAna, anukaMpA, bhakti, pUjA, vrata, tapa, apavAsa karavA e badhI vRttio che, e rAga che. tene ahIMyAM bhAvakarma kahe che. tenAthI bhagavAna aMdara bhinna che. bhAre muzkelI ! jagatane kyAM paDI che) ? anaMtakALathI rakhaDe che, rajhaLe che. potAnI cIjanI zuM mahattA che ane cIjamAM keTalI zaktio - sAmarthya che tenI pratItinI khabara nathI. ahIMyAM kahe che, bhagavAna AtmA jJAnamaya, atIndriya AnaMdamaya (che) e indriyathI ane rAgathI jANavAmAM Avato nathI. e to potAnA aMtara AnaMda ane jJAna svabhAvathI, potAnA svabhAvathI svabhAva jANavAmAM Ave che. tyAre tene samyagdarzana nAma satya jevI cIja che tenI pratIti ane dekhavuM kahevAmAM Ave che. tyArabAda svarUpamAM ramaNatA, AnaMda, AnaMda atIndriya AnaMdamAM je anubhava thayo hato, te atIndriya AnaMdamAM lInatA karatAM.... karatAM karatAM. paryAya - vartamAna hAlatamAM atIndriya AnaMdanuM pUrNa thavuM, tenuM nAma sarvajJa ane paramAtmA kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA...! A vAta che. bIjI badhI vAta gaDabaDa che. samajANuM kAMI ? e kahyuM ne ? juone ! 'aNamaLatA." bhagavAna jJAnAnaMda svabhAva sAthe e rAganuM maLavuM thatuM ja nathI. aNamaLatA (kahyuM che ne ? AhAhA..! jema sAkara sAthe aphINa aNamaLatuM che, maLatA nathI, bhinna cIja che. ema bhagavAna AnaMda ane jJAna svarUpI prabhu ! tenI sAthe puNyanA pariNAma ke pApanA bhAva maLatA nathI. e vikAra che, bhagavAna aMdara avikArI svarUpa che. anaMta kALamAM koI di sAMbhaLyuM nathI, karyuM nathI. emane ema anaMta vAra bAvo thaI gayo, sanyAsI thayo, sAdhu thayo, nagna thayo paNa aMtara AtmajJAna ane rAganA vikalpathI bhinna cIja che evA anubhava vinA bhavanuM bhramaNa maTatuM nathI. DaoNkTara ! ahIMyAM AvI

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kaLaza-184 pa25 vAta che. AhA..hA..! e kahe che, juo ! dravyakarma-bhAvaka-nokarma.." nokarma eTale zarIra. A zarIra, vANIne nokarma kahe che. e traNethI bhinna cIja aMdara che. jaDakarma, jenAthI paisA maLe - lakSmI maLe ke daridratA maLe evuM karma. ane bhAvakarma (eTale) puNya-pApanA bhAva, zubha-azubha kriyA - rAga ane nokarma (eTale) zarIra ane vANI. e badhAthI bhagavAna bhinna che. AhA...hA! che ? nokarma saMbaMdhI pariNAmo..." pariNAma nAma dazA - avasthA. te samasta pudgalakarmanA che e jaDanA che, AtmAnA nahi. AhA...hA...! ahIM sudhI to kAle AvyuM hatuM. Aje pharIne lIdhuM. ahIMyAM sudhI kAle AvyuM hatuM. Aje DokTara AvyA che eTale hindImAM pharIthI lIdhuM. AhAhA..! eka bAju bhagavAna AtmarAma ane eka bAju puNya-pApanA pariNAma ane zarIra, karma - eka bAju gAma. e banne cIja bhinna che. AhA..hA...! anaMta anaMta kALa thayo anAdithI paribhramaNa corAzI lAkha yonimAM kare che. anaMta avatAra karyA. kIDA, kAgaDA, kUtarA, naraka yoni, strI, puruSa evA bhava anaMta... anaMta.... anaMta. anaMta... anAdithI karato Avyo che. sAdhu paNa anaMta vAra thayo, tyAgI thayo paNa AtmA ane rAganI vRttithI, vikalpathI bhAvakarmathI bhinna che, evA anubhava vinA janma-maraNa maTyA nahi. A vAta che. samajANuM kAMI ? cAhe to Aje samajo, cAhe to kAle samajo, cAhe to anaMta kALa pachI samajo) paNa A samajyA vinA janma-maraNanA aMta nahi Ave. mumukSu :- bhaktimArga kIdho che. uttara :bhaktimArga e puNya - rAga che, vikAra che. Ave che, nizcayabhakti to potAnI. potAnA AnaMda ane jJAna svarUpamAM ekAgratA thavI e nizcaya sat bhakti che ane paramAtmAnI bhakti che e rAga che, puNya che. pApathI bacavA puNya Ave che, paNa (te) rAga heya che. upAdeya nathI, AdaraNIya nathI. AhAhA...! prazna :- heya arthAt ? samAdhAna :- heya eTale choDavAlAyaka. choDavAlAyaka che. kamajorIthI Ave che paNa aMdara cIja je che e AdaraNIya che. AnaMdaprabhu saccidAnaMda ! saccidAnaMda - satu zAzvata cit jJAna ne atIndriya AnaMda, e atIndriya jJAna ane AnaMdano piMDa sat AtmA che teno anubhava karavo te muktinuM kAraNa ane dharma che. bAkI badhA thothA che. AhA..hA....! kaho, bhAI ! prazna :- lokanI sevA karavI kyAre ? samAdhAna :- koNa karato hato ? dhULanI ! zarIramAM roga Ave te DaoNkTara paNa maTADI zakato nathI. DokTarano deha paNa kSaNamAM chUTI jAya che. tenI jaDanI avasthA thAya che tene

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pa26 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 AtmA rokI zakato nathI. ApaNo AtmAno adhikAra emAM che nahi. AhA.hA! e kahyuM ne ? nokarma. nokarma eTale zarIra, vANI. tenI upara AtmAno adhikAra che nahi. sUkSma vAta che, bhAI ! samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! aMdara prabhu birAje che, bhAI ! tane khabara nathI. tane khabara nathI. e cIja aMdara jJAna ane atIndriya AnaMdano rasakaMda prabhu (che). tenAthI zarIra, karma, puNya-pApanA, dayA, dAna rAgAdinA bhAva bhinna che, aNamaLatA che. e caitanya svabhAva sAthe vikAranA bhAvano meLa khAto nathI. aNamaLatA che. che ne ? "aNamaLatA che." A.hA...hA...! kyAreya sAMbhaLyuM nathI, darakAra karI nathI. emane ema jiMdagI (gALI). Ama karyuM ne Ama karyuM ne Ama karyuM. karatAM karatAM jiMdagI pUrI karI), huM karuM, huM karuM. e karavuM e maravuM che. bhagavAna to jJAna, AnaMdamAM huM paranuM karuM e to rAga che ane rAga che te to AtmAne nukasAna karavAvALo che. AhA...hA..! mumukSu :- jhINuM bahu che. uttara :- e to kahyuM, bhagavAna ! jhINuM to che. amane khabara nathI ? ahIM to 88 varSa thayA. 65 varSa to dukAna choDya thayA. 65, 65 samajyA ? 60 ane 5. dukAna choce 60 + 5 thayA. dukAna che, pAlejamAM dukAna che, moTI dukAna che. 30-35 lAkha rUpiyA che. 3-4 lAkhanI pedAza che, atyAre dukAna che. amane to chocce 65 varSa thayA. e to dhULa hatI. AhA...hA...! moTAbhAIe to ghaNuM kahyuM hatuM ke, dukAne nahi Avato, dukAna choDI do, dezamAM raho. huM AjIvikA ApIza. paNa saMsAra na choDo. moTAbhAI hatA. AjIvikA daIza tame dezamAM raho. dukAna choDa de, dukAne nahi AvatA. paNa meM kIdhuM, have saMsAramAM rahevAno bhAva thato nathI. pahelAM dIkSA lIdhI. sthAnakavAsI che ne ? hUMDhiyA ! muhapattIvALA ! emAM amArA pitAjIno dharma hato to emAM dIkSA lIdhI hatI. 21 varSa ane cAra mahinA emAM rahyA. ane sADA trevIsa varSa saMsAramAM rahyA, 4pa tyAM ane 43 ahIMyAM thayA. (kula) 88 thayA. AhA..hA...! A to badhuM jaMgala hatuM. ahIM to AkhuM jaMgala hatuM, pazu besatA hatA. have to karoDo rUpiyA nakhAI gayA, karoDa. eka karoDa ! 26 lAkhanuM to A eka makAna che. ekaluM saMgemaramaranuM che. 26 lAkhanuM ! ane poNA cAra lAkha akSara che ne ? e zAstranA che. paNa vAta bahu sUkSma, bhagavAna ! prazna :- A akSara che I zuM che ? samAdhAna :- e akSara jaDa che. mazInathI kotarAyelA che, hindustAnamAM paheluMvaheluM iTAlIthI mazIna AvyuM. iTAlIthI AvelA) mazInathI poNA cAra lAkha akSara kotaryA che. 26 lAkhanuM to makAna che ane udghATana vakhate mANasa bahu AvyuM hatuM - chavIsa hajAra ! udghATana samajyA ne ? chavIsa hajAra mANasa ! to agiyAra lAkhano kharca to

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kaLaza-184 para7 e thayo. 37 lAkhano kharca to e thayo. e to badhI dhULa che. bahAranI cIja ema thAya che, thavAvALI thAya che. AhA..hA...! bhAva hoya to emAM zubha che. paNa e paNa puNya che, rAga che, jhera che, nukasAna karanAra che. AhA...hA...! vAta to AvI bahu AkarI che, bhagavAna ! zuM thAya ? anaMta anaMta kALa corAzI lAkha yonimAM avatAra karatAM karatAM cAlyo Avyo che. mumukSu - ekasAthe to AtmAno anubhava thato nathI. | uttara :- anubhava ekasAthe thAya che. jyAre kare che tyAre ekasAthe thAya che. kriyAkAMDa kare to thAya che ema nathI. ene paranI apekSA che nahi. sUkSma vAta che. e to badhI khabara che. badhAno khyAla che. karoDo zloko joyA che, karoDo graMtha joyA che. AkhI jiMdagI emAM gaI che. 71 varSathI. 17 varSathI badhA zAstrono abhyAsa che. 71 varSathI zAstrano abhyAsa che ! ame bIjuM kAMI karyuM ja nathI. paNa A cIja aMdara AvI tyAM).. o. ho...! sarva zAstra abhyAsa nirarthaka che. ahIMyAM AtmA AnaMdamUrti bhagavAna ! AhA...hA...! sUkSma che, prabhu ! e sIdho ja (anubhavamAM Ave che). pahelAM enuM jJAna thAya che ke, AtmA zuM che ? vikAra zuM che ? bhAvakarma zuM che ? tenI bhinnatAnuM jJAna thAya che. paNa thAya che paranI apekSA rAkhyA vinA AtmAno anubhava thAya che. potAnA AtmAnA anubhavamAM paranI koI apekSA che nahi. e svataMtra kartA karavAvALo che. kartA ene kahIe, svataMtrapaNe kare te kartA. to potAno anubhava svataMtrapaNe kare. rAga ane nimittanI, sat karmanI apekSA vinA (anubhava kare) tenuM nAma kartA - svataMtrapaNe kare ene) kahevAmAM Ave che. bahu phera che, bahu phera, bahu phera che, amane khabara che. bahu phera che. AhAhA...! ahIMyAM kahe che, "dravyakarma-bhAvakarma-nokarma saMbaMdhI pariNAmo" che ? te samasta pagalakarmanA che," e to badhA jaDa che, jaDa. AtmA nahi. AhA..hA...! jema A pudgala mATI che, mATI che ne ? A to dhULa che. ema aMdara puNya-pApanA bhAva che. dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti AdinA (bhAva che) e paNa pugala acetana (che). emAM caitanyanA, jJAnasvarUpa caitanyanA tejano aMza nathI. te AMdhaLo che. rAgAdi thAya che, bhagavAnanI bhakti, pUjA thAya che paNa e AMdhaLo che. emAM caitanya camatkAra jANanAra bhagavAnano eka aMza paNa rAgamAM che nahi. to e rAga AMdhaLo che ane bhagavAna caitanya jAgRta che. AhA..hA..! bhAI ! samajAya che ne ? AhA...hA...! "nAIrobIthI AvyA che. "AphrikA ! ahIMyAM ghaNA mANaso bahArathI Ave che. ahIMyAM kahe che, "te samasta pudgalakarmanA che, jIvanA nathI." che ? che DaoNkTara ? te pagalakarmanA che, jaDanA che. bhAva - puNya - dayA, dAna, vrata pariNAma e jaDanA che,

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528 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 jIvanA nahi. AhA..hA...! "tata: cinmaya: bhAva: prAI: pava, pare bAvI: sarvata: heyA: va' 'te kAraNathI..." (vinmaya bhAva:) "zuddha cetanAmAtra che je svabhAva chegrAhya che. A...hA...hA...! jANavuM... jANavuM. jANavuM... jANavuM... je svabhAva e grAhya (arthAtu) pakaDavA lAyaka che. e pakaDavA ane anubhava karavA lAyaka che. AhA...hA....! grAhya che (eTale) grahaNa karavA lAyaka che. jJAnamaya bhAva bhagavAna aMdara caitanyaprakAza mUrti ! caitanyanA nUranuM pUra che. AhA..hA...! kSetra bhale nAnuM hoya paNa aMdara caitanya prakAzanuM nUra - tejanuM pUra che. e tejapUrathI rAgAdi bhinna che. e teja pUra grAhya che. AhA..hA..! AvuM to koI di sAMbhaLyuM paNa nahi hoya. vAtuM AkarI che, bhagavAna ! zuM kahIe ? e cIja, evI vAta che. AhA...hA...! ahIM prabhu kahe che, bhagavAna to aMdara cinmaya vastu che ne ! AnaMdamaya saccidAnaMda prabhu che ne e cIja grAhya che. e grahaNa karavA lAyaka, Adara karavA lAyaka to e cIja che. AhAhA...! ane puNya ane pApa, satkarma Adi kahevAya che e grAhya nathI, prabhu ! evI vAta che, bhagavAna ! AhAhA...! prabhu caitanya AnaMdamaya prabhu ! e atIndriya AnaMdasvarUpa che te grAhya che. e vastu che, sat che, zAzvata che, tattva che. AhA..hA..! atIndriya AnaMda ane atIndriya jJAna je sat svarUpa che te ja grAhya - grahaNa karavA lAyaka hoya to e eka cIja che. emAM je koI puNya ane pApa, zubha-azubha bhAva, zubha karma ke azubha karma je utpanna thAya che, e badhA pudgalakarmanA che). e kahe che, juo ! pradi: pava" "jIvanuM svarUpa che evo anubhava karavA yogya che. AhA..hA...! mumukSu - mokSanA abhilASIne A eka jIvano anubhava karavA lAyaka che. mumukSu kaho ke yogI kaho, bhAI ! saMskRtamAM mumukSuno artha yogI karyo che. saMskRta che ne ? AnI badhI saMskRta TIkA che. badhuM joyuM che ne ! mumukSuno artha e karyo che. ghaNuM karIne siddhAMta to emAM che, hoM ! siddhAMta to emAM che, pachIno siddhAMta Ave che emAM che. "mokSArthafma:' "mumukSumi:' yofma pachIno zloka Ave che ne ? pAThamAM che. mULa saMskRta che. A zlokanuM saMskRta che, saMskRta. "mokSArthifma:' mokSanuM jene prayojana (che). pUrNa AnaMdanI prAptinuM jene prayojana che. mokSa nAma mukti. duHkhathI, saMsArathI muktino jeno abhiprAya (thayo che) evo mumukSu. tene yogI kahe che, bAkI badhA bhogI che. AhA...hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? bhale tyAgI thaIne beTho hoya. rAjapATa (choDIne beTho hoya, paNa aMdara rAgano prema che e badhA bhogI che, yogI nahi. AhA..hA...! ahIM paramAtmA yogI to ene kahe che ke, mokSArthI - jene pUrNa AnaMdanI prApti

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kaLaza-184 pa29 rUpI mukti (joIe che) ene mumukSu kahe che ane tene yogI kahe che. kema ? ke, potAnuM je jJAna ane AnaMda trikALI svabhAva che emAM potAnuM joDANa karI nAkhyuM. yoga (eTale) joDANa. joDANa. joDANa. yoga karI nAkhyo enuM nAma yogI che. ane jyAM sudhI rAgamAM joDANa che tyAM sudhI te bhogI che, yogI nahi, cAhe to sAdhu thayo hoya (topaNa). AhA...hA...! sat karmamAM rAga thAya che ane rAgano prema che, rAgamAM rokAyo che tyAM sudhI e bhogI che, yogI nahi. AhAhA..! enuM saMskRta che. A to saMskRtamAMthI hindI banAvyuM che. AhAhA...! kahe che, "zuddha cetanAmAtra che je svabhAva te..." grAhya che "evo anubhava karavA yogya che;" joyuM ? grAhyano artha karyo. aMdara je puNya ane zubha-azubha karma je rAga che, vikalpa che, enAthI bhinna je cIja aMdara che te grAhya che. e anubhava karavA lAyaka che. e cIja je paDI che, AnaMdakaMda prabhu, tene anu - anusarIne bhavavuM - thavuM, tene anusarIne thavuM e karavA lAyaka che. bAkI rAganuM anusaraNa thavuM e to bhava baMdhanuM kAraNa ane saMsAra che. AhA..hA..! dayA, dAna ne vrata ne bhakti ne pUjA ne e badhuM saMsAra che ema ahIM to kahe che. saMsAra maLe, A dhULa maLe. A paisAnA - dhULanA zeThiyA hoya che ne ? dhULanA dhaNI ! karoDa, be karoDa, pAMca karoDa, abaja karoDa.... e pUrvanA evA koI puNya karyA hoya to enAthI maLe. tenAthI saMsArano abhAva thAya ke dharma thAya evI cIja nathI. AhA..hA..! be abaja ane cAlIsa karoDa. kahyuM hatuM. govAmAM hatA. "govA" che ne ? "govA" ! dIva, damaNa ne govA" emAM eka jaina hatA, sthAnakavAsI hatA. enA pAse) be abaja cAlIsa karoDa hatA. be abaja cAlIsa karoDa ! 240 karoDa ! pAMca miniTamAM deha chUTI gayo. 61 varSanI uMmara ! AhA...hA...! duHkhAvo che, DaoNkTarane bolAvo ! enI strIne.... zuM kahevAya A ? hemareja thAya che ne ? hemareja thAya che ne ? hemareja thayuM hatuM. 'govAmAM to cAlIsa lAkhanuM makAna che. rahevAnuM cAlIsa lAkhanuM moTuM makAna) ! to hemareja mATe muMbaI AvyA hatA. strI to asAdhya hatI, paNa rAtre doDha vAge ubhA thayA ane kahyuM) mane duHkhe che. bolAvo DaoNkTarane ! DaoNkTara Ave tyAM cAlyA gayA, deha chUTI gayo. paisA zuM dhULa kare ? be abaja ane cAlIsa karoDa ! cAlIsa lAkhanuM makAna ! ane enI strI e makAnamAM hemarejamAM doDha varSa sudhI asAdhya rahI. doDha varSa hemareja ! kaMI bhAna nahi. cAlIsa lAkhanuM makAna ! dhULamAM zuM che ? AtmA aMdara che enI to khabara nathI. AnaMda ane jJAnanI lakSmIno to bhaMDAra bhagavAna che. anaMta. anaMta.. anaMta. behada svabhAva, jenA jJAnanI behada apirimita zakti ! ane atIndriya AnaMdanI aparimita zaktino bhaMDAra bhagavAna che, tenI to kiMmata nahi, tenI to mahimA nahi, e bAjuno jhukAva nahi, e taraphanI sanmukhatA nahi ane rAga ne dayA, dAna ne vratanI sanmukha che

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pa30 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 (e) bhikhArI saMsAramAM rakhaDanAra che. bhikhArA che, rAMkA che, rAMkA ! rAMkA samajAya che ? bhikhArI kahe che ne ? rAMka kahe che. zAstramAM saMskRtamAM varAMkA kahe che. saMskRtamAM ene varAMkA (kahe che). varAMkA eTale bhikhArI, rAMka. AhA..hA..! bAdazAha to A che. aMdara cidAnaMda bhagavAna zubha-azubha rAganI kriyAthI bhinna grAhya thAya e bAdazAha che. e rAjA che, e zeTha che. e zeTha che - e zreSTha che. zeTha nAma zreSTha che. bAkI badhA heTha che. samajANuM kAMI ? AvI vAta che. AhA...hA...! prazna :- mAge te bhikhArI ke dAna de te bhikhArI ? samAdhAna :- bhikhArI, dAna de topaNa bhikhArI che. emAM paNa mAge che ne ke, A dAna dauM to mane kAMIka maLaze. ahIM to judI jAta che, bhagavAna ! AhA..hA....! ahIMyAM to prabhu ema kahe che ane ema che ke, grAhya bhagavAna caitanyasvarUpa, AnaMda svarUpa jeno svabhAva che enI maryAdA na hoya. aparimita amaryAdi jemAM AnaMda ane jJAna paDyA che. e ja cIja grAhya che. dharmI jIvane janma-maraNano aMta lAvavA e ja cIja grAhya nAma anubhava karavA lAyaka che. dravyakarma-bhAvakarma ane nokarma... e kaheze. juo ! tenI sAthe "aNamaLatA che je AtmAnA AnaMda ane jJAnanI sAthe meLa nahi khAnArA. meLa nathI khAto evI) aMdara bhinna cIja che. aNamaLatA dravyakarma (eTale) jaDa karma. bhAvakarma (eTale) puNya-pApanA zubha-azubha karma. nokarma eTale) zarIra. te 'sarvathA prakAre jIvanuM svarUpa nathI....... AhA..hA...! AvuM che, bhagavAna ! vAta to evI che. pahelA to enI samajaNa karavI paDaze. pachI aMdaramAM prayoga karavo. hajI samajaNanA ThekANA nathI e aMdaramAM prayoga kevI rIte karaze ? AhA...hA...! samajANuM kaI ? be vAta karI ke, bhagavAna aMdara caitanya svarUpa ane jJAnasvarUpa svaccha prabhutva (svarUpa), aparimita zaktino prabhu ja anubhava karavA lAyaka che, tyAM ja javA lAyaka che, tyAM sanmukha thavA lAyaka che ane tenAthI jeTalA para jaDakarma ne puNya-pApanA zubha-azubha bhAva, sat karma Adi kahe che e badhA heya che. badhuM choDavA lAyaka che. che ? (sarvata: heyA:) "sarvathA prakAre jIvanuM svarUpa nathI...... AhA...hA...! "evo anubhava karavA yogya che." AhA...hA! AvI vAta che. eka kora AtmarAma, eka kora puNya-pApanA bhAva, zarirAdi gAma ! banne bhinna cIja che. AhAhA...! to eka che grAhya, eka che choDavA lAyaka. rAgAdi bhAva dayA, dAna, vrata AdinA vikalpa che e choDavA lAyaka che ane svabhAva je enAthI bhinna che, AnaMdakaMda prabhu che e grahavA lAyaka - anubhava karavA lAyaka che. A mAla che. A sivAya bIjI koI cIja che e viparIta cIja che. AhA...hA...! DaoNkTara bahu sevA kare mATe ene ema ke ghaNo lAbha thaI jAya ema nathI). zeThiyA bahu karoDo rUpiyA pAMjarApoLamAM ne dayAmAM kharce. bhagavAna ! jhINI vAta che, prabhu ! paranI

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kaLaza-185 dayA koNa pALe ? enuM AyuSya hoya to bace. to 52 zuM enI dayA pALe ? enuM AyuSya je dehamAM rahevAnI sthiti lAvyuM che tyAM sudhI raheze. sthiti pUra thaye chUTI jAze. to bIjo koI mArI zake nahi ane bIjo koI jIvADI zake nahi. AhA..hA...! AvI cIja che. ahIM be vAta karI. eka kora bhagavAnaAtmA AnaMdasvarUpa prabhu ! gujarAtI bhASA che. ahIMyAM eka bena che, bena ! emanA zabda che. gujarAtI bhASA (che) paNa emAM ghaNA siddhAMta bharyAM che. juo ! jAgato jIva ubho che ne ! zuM kahe che ? bhASA gujarAtI (che). jAgato jIva ubho che ne ! eTale jANanAra... jANanAra... dhruva.. dhruva.. ubho nAma dhruva che ne ! jAgato jJAyaka... zAyaka... jJAyaka... jANanAra.. jANanAra... jANanAra... evo je jIvano svabhAva (che) e dhruva che. e kAyama rahevAvALI cIja che. tene pakaDavAthI dharma thAya che. ane che to prApta thAya che, na hoya to prApta (cAMthI thAya ?) A to che ne ! aMdara AnaMdakaMda prabhu saccidAnaMda... AhA..hA...! dravyakarma, bhAvakarma, nokarmathI rahita grAhya karavA lAyaka to e cIja aMdara che.... che... che... sattA mojUdagI. AtmatattvanI mojUdagI hayAtI jJAna ane AnaMdathI hayAtI che. e aMtara sanmukha thaIne grAhya karavA lAyaka che. jeTalA zubha-azubha Adi vikalpa - vRttio uThe che te badhA sarvathA heya che, choDavA lAyaka che. AhA..hA...! che ? - 531 Avo anubhava samyaktva che;...' Avo AnaMdano anubhava karavo ane rAgane choDavo enuM nAma satya darzana ane satya pratIti che. samyak satya che. e sivAya badhuM asatya che. vizeSa kahezuM... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !) (ndravaCA) siddhAnto'yamudAttacittacaritairmokSArthibhiH sevyatAM zuddhaM cinmayamekameva paramaM jyotiH sadaivAsmyaham / ete ye tu samullasanti vividhA bhAvA: pRthaglakSaNAste'haM nAsmi yato'tra te mama paradravyaM samagrA api / / 6- 185 / / khaMDAnvaya sahita artha :- mokSArthimi: ayaM siddhAnta: sevyatAM'(mokSArthimi:) mokSArthIo arthAt sakaLa karmano kSaya thatAM thAya che atIndriya sukha, tene upAdeyarUpa anubhave che evA che je koI jIva teo, (mayaM siddhAnta:) A paramArthano arthAt jevuM kahIzuM

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532 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 vastunuM svarUpa teno (sevyAM) niraMtara anubhava karo. kevA che mokSArthI jIva ? '3ddAttacittavRtti: '(vAtta) saMsAra-zarIra-bhogathI rahita che cittavRttti:) manano abhiprAya jemano, evA che. kevo che te paramArtha ? 'aham zuddha cinmayam jyoti: saddA pUrva asmi' (aham) svasaMvedanapratyakSa chuM je huM jIvadravya te zuddha vismayam jyoti:) zuddha jJAnasvarUpa prakAza (saddA) sarva kALa (vaiM) nizcayathI (asmi) chuM. tu je te vividhA: bhAvA: te ahaM na asmi' (tu) eka vizeSa che - (je te vividhA: mAvA:) zuddha caitanyasvarUpa sAthe aNamaLatA che je rAgAdi azuddha bhAva, zarIra Adi, sukhaduHkha Adi nAnA prakAranA azuddha paryAyo, (te ahaM na asmi) te badhAM jIvadravyasvarUpa nathI. kevA che azuddha bhAva ? pRthanakSA: 'mArA zuddha caitanyasvarUpa sAthe maLatA nathI. zA kAraNathI ? yata: atra te samagrA: api mama paradravya' (yata:) kAraNa ke (tratra) nijasvarUpane anubhavatAM, te samagrA: apa) jeTAla che rAgAdi azuddha vibhAvaparyAyo te (mama paradravya) mane paradravyarUpa che. kema ke zuddha caitanyalakSaNa sAthe maLatA nathI; tethI samasta vibhAvapariNAma heya che. 6-185. poSa suda 6, zanivAra tA. 14-01-1978. kaLaza-185 pravacana-203 kaLazaTIkA' 185 kaLaza che. 185 kaLaza che ne ? siddhAnto'yamudAttacittacaritairmokSArthibhiH sevyatAM zuddhaM cinmayamekameva paramaM jyotiH sadaivAsmyaham / ete ye tu samullasanti vividhA bhAvA: pRthaglakSaNAste'haM nAsmi yato'tra te mama paradravyaM samagrA api / / 6 - 185 / / sUkSma vAta che, anaMta kALathI karyuM nathI. anaMta kALathI paribhramaNa karatAM karatAM puNya ane pApa, zubha ane azubha bhAva anaMta vA2 karyAM. jene zubha karma kahe che, evA dayA dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjA paNa anaMta vAra karyA paNa e to rAga che. tenAthI kaMI janmamaraNano aMta nathI Avato. AhA..hA...! ahIMyAM to janma-maraNano aMta lAvavAnI, dharmanI cIja jeno aMta anaMta AnaMdarUpI mukti prApta thAya (tenI vAta che). anaMta atIndriya

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kaLaza-185 pa33 AnaMdanI prApti thAya enuM nAma mukti. anaMta duHkhathI mukta ane anaMta atIndriya AnaMdathI sahita, tenuM nAma mukti (che). juo ! che paheluM ? "mokSArthifma:' pahelo zabda paDyo che. mokSArthI - jene potAno atIndriya (AnaMda) paripUrNa prApta karavAno abhiprAya che ane jene potAno AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna che, emAM jeNe potAnI dRSTino yoga joDI dIdho che. AhAhA...! bahu sUkSma vAta che, bhAI ! anaMta kALa paribhramaNa karatAM naraka, pazu evA anaMta bhava karyA che. abajopati manuSya paNa anaMta vAra thayo che ane so vAra mAge ane eka kavaLa maLe, evo bhikhArI paNa anaMta vAra thayo che. paNa kyAreya eNe AtmajJAna karyuM nahi. samyagdarzana AtmajJAna anubhava zuM cIja che teno patto lIdho nathI. paMDitAImAM paMDita thaI gayo paNa potAnA svarUpanA jJAnano paMDita na thayo. ahIMyAM kahe che ke, mokSArthifma: artha siddhAnta: sevyAM pahelI vyAkhyA karI. mokSArthIno artha 'sakaLa karmano kSaya thatAM thAya che atIndriya sukha,..." zuM kahe che ? karma ane rAga-dveSa je azuddha pariNAmano nAza thaIne anaMta atIndriya sukha prApta thAya che tene mokSa kahe che. AhA...hA...! "tene upAdeyarUpa anubhave che....... AhA..hA..! zuM kahe che ? bhagavAna AtmA anaMta atIndriya jJAna ane atIndriya anaMta anAkuLa AnaMdano piMDa prabhu ! emAMthI teno anubhava kare che ane mokSArthI thayA che. rAgathI ane duHkhathI mukta thavAno bhAva ane potAnA zuddha svarUpanI pUrNa prAptino abhiprAya jene thayo che, tene mokSArthI kahe che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! ahIMyAM to e kahyuM. mokSArthI kone kahIe ? ke jene potAnA AtmAnA atIndriya AnaMdano namUno aMdara anubhavamAM Avyo che ane tene kAraNe pUrNa atIndriya AnaMda prApta karavAno jene abhiprAya che. AhA..hA..! che ? upAdeyabuddhino artha zuM ? ke, aMdaramAM je zubha-azubha rAga thAya che e azuddha bhAva malina che. jene zubha karma kahe che ne ? zubha AcaraNa, sat kArya e badho zubha rAga che. e rAgathI bhinna thaIne potAnA AnaMdasvarUpano jene namUno vedanamAM Avyo che, namUno Avyo che. namUno samajAya che ? e namUnAmAM atIndriya AnaMda che te upAdeya che (evo) ene mokSanI dazAno abhiprAya che. AhA..hA..! jene aMdaramAM zubha rAga ane azubha rAga thAya che tene je upAdeya mAne che e paribhramaNanA abhiprAyavALo che), jemAM mithyAtvano abhiprAya che. corAzI lAkha yonimAM rakhaDavAno teno abhiprAya che. AhA...hA...! sUkSma vAta che, bhagavAna ! tArI cIja aMdara evI che. saccidAnaMda prabhu, eno aMza jeNe atIndriya AnaMdano paryAya - dazAmAM (svAda cAkhyo), svabhAvamAM to che ja, paNa vartamAna dazAmAM atIndriya AnaMdano aMza jeNe pragaTa karyo e mokSane upAdeya

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pa34 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 mAne che ane potAnA atIndriya AnaMdane AdaraNIya mAne che. sUkSma vAta che. DaoNkTarImAM kyAMya Ave nahi. AhAhA..! tattva che ne ? Atmatattva che ne ? che ne ? mojUdagI cIja che ne ? to tattva che. to emAM eno koI svabhAva che ke nahi ? vastu che to vastuno koI sva-bhAva che ke nahi) ? teno svabhAva atIndriya jJAna ane atIndriya AnaMda teno sva-rUpa, sva-bhAva che. AhAhA....! tenuM jeNe aMze atIndriya AnaMdanuM vedana karyuM hoya te "atIndriya sukha, tene upAdeyarUpa anubhave che. AhA...hA...! mokSArthInI vyAkhyA e che, mumukSunI vyAkhyA e che, yogInI vyAkhyA e che. potAnuM AnaMda ane jJAna svarUpa nityAnaMda dhruva, temAM potAnI dazAne joDI dIdhI che. tene mumukSu kahe che, tene dharmI, yogI kahe che. rAganI sat kriyA Adi dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjAmAM jeno prema che ane emAM joDANa che tene bhogI kahe che. (e) bhogI che, e rogI che. AhAhA...! mumukSu :- bhoga choDIne jaMgalamAM gayo. uttara :- bhoga zuM paNa ? kono bhoga choDavo ? rAga che, dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti Adino rAga (che), tene choDavo tenuM nAma bhoga choDyA. zarIrathI strIno tyAga karyo, brahmacarya pALyuM e koI brahmacarya nathI. AhA...hA...! brahma nAma AnaMda nAma carI nAma ramanA. atIndriya AnaMdamAM ramavuM tene ahIMyAM brahmacarya kahe che. zarIrathI brahmacarya pALyuM, jAvajIva bALabrahmacArI (rahyo) e koI brahmacArI nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? aMtaramAM brahma prajJA brahmasvarUpa bhagavAna ! evA AnaMdamaya prabhuno anubhava karavo. brahma nAma AnaMda ane carI nAma ramavuM. atIndriya AnaMdamAM ramavuM enuM nAma brahmacarya che. e brahmacarya jene aMtaramAM upAdeya tarIke svIkAra thayo che te brahmacArI che). AhA.hA...! zubha-azubha rAga che e saMyogI vikArI bhAva che. tenuM sevana che te maithuna che ema kahe che. sUkSma vAta che, bhagavAna ! zubha-azubha rAga vRtti uThe che e vikAra che. e svabhAvabhAvathI viruddha evA) vikArI bhAva, saMyogI bhAva, vibhAva bhAva, karmanA nimittane AdhIna thaI vikRta dazA utpanna thaI tenuM sevana kare che e vyabhicArI mithyAdaSTi che. zAMtithI sAMbhaLajo ! vAta to jagatathI nirALI che. samajANuM kAMI ? e vyabhicAra jeNe choDI dIdho ane avyabhicAra AtmAnA AnaMdane aMtaramAM upAdeya tarIke jANIne) pariNati, dazAmAM atIndriya AnaMda Avyo, teNe atIndriya AnaMdane upAdeya tarIke svIkAryo e mokSArthI che. AhA...hA...! A.hA...hA...! aMdara cIja zuM che ? aMtaramAM atIndriya anaMta... anaMta... (AnaMda bharyo che). nALiyera hoya che ne ? nALiyera ! zrIphaLa ! zrIphaLa che ne ? emAM uparanA je chAlA

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kaLaza-185 pa3pa hoya che ne ? chAlA ! e zrIphaLa nathI. ane vacamAM kAcalI hoya che. kAcalIne zuM kahe che ? nareTI ! e paNa zrIphaLa nathI. ane e nareTI pAse lAla chAla che. je ToparApAka kare che to lAla chAla kADhI nAkhe che. lAla chAla hoya che ne ? jhINI pAtaLI hoya che). kAcalI, chAlA ane lAla chAla traNethI aMdara bhinna zrIphaLa je che e zuddha, dhoLo - sapheda, mITho goLo che tene zrIphaLa kahe che. ema AtmA A zarIra e chAlA che, aMdara karma jaDa che. jene kAraNe puNya-pApanA kAraNe A lakSmI - dhULa maLe na maLe evuM je karma che e kAcalI che ane je zubhaazubha bhAva che e lAla chAla che. e lAla chAlanI pAchaLa, jema e zrIphaLa sapheda, dhoLuM ane mIThuM che ema aMdara zuddha ane AnaMda AtmA paDyo che. samajANuM kAMI ? ahIM to alaukika vAtuM che, bhagavAna ! laukika to badhuM anaMta vAra karyuM. vrata ne tapa ne bhakti ne pUjA ne dAna paNa anaMta vAra karyA, e badho rAga che. e koI mokSano mArga ke dharma nathI. AhAhA..! ahIMyAM to e kahe che, "atIndriya sukha, tene upAdeyarUpa anubhave che. joyuM ? tene mokSArthI kahe che. AhA..hA..! che bhAI ? zabda che aMdara ? AhA...hA..! jema e zrIphaLa aMdara sapheda, dhoLo mITho goLo che ema aMtara AtmA zubha-azubha rAganI kriyAthI, karmathI ane zarIrathI bhinna aMdara mITho nAma atIndriya AnaMda, dhoLA nAma zuddha, zuddha atIndriya AnaMdano piMDa aMdara Atma bhagavAna che. teno jene atIndriya AnaMdano anubhavamAM thoDo svAda Avyo che e mokSArthI che. e rAgathI sarvathA mukti thavI. rAga nAma duHkha, cAhe to zubha rAga ho topaNa duHkha che. dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinA pariNAma rAga che, du:kha che. duHkhathI mukti ane pUrNa AnaMdathI sahita thavuM tenuM nAma mokSa che. e mokSArthI potAnA atIndriya AnaMdano svAda laI upAdeya mAnyo che tene mokSArthI kahe che. AhA..hA..! bahu AkarI vAta ! jagatanA abhyAsathI A abhyAsa judI jAtano che. tyAM paisA-phasAmAM kyAMya che nahi. dhULamAM kyAMya (che nahi). AhAhA..! emanA pitAzrI hatA. 'nyAlacaMdra sogAnI" ! AtmAnA AnaMdano anubhava hato. tenA chokarAne bahu khabara na hoya. patramAM lakhyuM che. paheluM pustaka nathI lakhyuM ? pustakamAM ! atIndriya AnaMdano anubhava hato. ahIMyAM Avyo hato. pahelA ghaNuM vAMcana karyuM hatuM. zAstra, yogI, jogI, japa, tapa, samAdhi Ama ne tema ghaNuM karyuM hatuM paNa kaMI maLyuM nahi, emAM che nahi. pachI ahIMyAM AvyA hatA. AvyA pachI eTaluM kahyuM, "nyAlacaMdabhAI enA pitA, nyAlacaMdabhAI ! mULa to "ajameranA che, pAchaLathI kalakattA rahetA hatA. mULa 'ajameranA (che). eTaluM kahyuM ke, bhAI ! aMdara je vikalpa rAga uThe che tenAthI aMdara bhagavAna AtmA bhinna che. AhAhA...! basa ! eTaluM kahyuM ane ApaNuM A rasoDu che ne?

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pa36 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 samiti che ne ? tyAM rahyA hatA. tyAM gayA ane sAMjathI savAra sudhI rAganA vikalpathI bhinna karatAM karatAM karatAM karatAM karatAM. AkhI rAga jAgyA ane jyAM savAra thayuM bannene bhinna karI dIdhA. samyagadarzana, A je anubhava kahe che tene ahIMyAM rasoDAmAM karyo che. ahIMyAM AvyA hatA. pahelA jyAre AvyA hatA. emano deha chUTI gayo. e to svargamAM gayA che. atyAre svargamAM che. pachI mokSamAM jaze, pUrNa AnaMdanI prApti thaI mukti thaze. paNa e vAta bahu sUkSma che. - atyAre saMpradAyamAM to A karo ne A karo ne A karo.. vrata karo ne apavAsa karo ne jAtrA karI ne bhakti karo ne dAna karo ne dayA karo. e vAta cAle che. ahIMyAM to bhagavAna kahe che ke, e badhA kriyAkAMDamAM rAganI utpatti thAya che. e to AkuLatA che, duHkha che. AhA...hA...! e duHkhathI jeNe potAnA AtmAnA atIndriya AnaMdano bheda karI, rAgathI bhinna karI, jeNe AtmAnA atIndriya AnaMdano aMza pragaTa karyo), trikALamAMthI aMza pragaTa karI upAdeya jANyo te ja mokSano arthI kahevAmAM Ave che. bAkI badhA rAganA arthI, puNyanA arthI (che). dhULa dhULa che, badhuM puNya che. A paisA maLe che ne be-pAMca karoDa ? dhULa che, mATI che. ame paisAvALA chIe, ame lakSmIvALA chIe. (ema mAnanAra) mUDha che. ame to AnaMdamaya AtmA chIe. atIndriya AnaMdanI lakSmI saMpadA amArI che. rAgAdi e to vipadA che. AhAhA...! ane lakSmI Adi vipadAnuM nimitta che, AhA..hA...! duHkhanuM nimitta che. tenAthI chUTI je mokSArthI thayA. AhA...hA...! che ? evo che je koI jIva teo" (mAM siddhAnta:) "A paramArthano arthAt jevuM kahIzuM vastunuM svarUpa teno niraMtara anubhava karo. AhAhA...! "sevya' A siddhAMta je che, yathArtha vastu che, AnaMdakaMda prabhu zuddha che tenuM sevana karo, teno anubhava karo to tamAruM kalyANa thaze ane mokSa thaze. nahitara kalyANa nahi thAya. AhA...hA...! kaThaNa vAta che, azakya nathI, paNa kaThaNa to che. kaThaNa samajyA ? kaThina ! azakya nathI, na pAme (evuM kAMI nathI. evI cIja aMdara che. AhA...hA...! kahe che ke, "jevuM kahIzuM vastunuM svarUpa" e siddhAnta:'. "niraMtara anubhava karo." AhAhA..! bhagavAna tAre jo AtmAnI pUrNa AnaMda-dazArUpI mukti athavA sarvathA duHkhathI chUTavAnI mukti, evI dazA jo tArA abhiprAyamAM hoya to A AnaMdasvarUpa bhagavAnaAtmAno anubhava karo, enI sevA karo. AhA...hA..! paranI sevA to AtmA karI zakato nathI. AhA...hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? huM paranI sevA kare evo rAga kare, paNa paranI sevA karI zake nahi. paradravya svataMtra padArtha che ane svataMtra padArtha che (te potAnI) vartamAna badalatI avasthAthI svataMtra che. tenI avasthA badalAya che teno bIjo kartA che ema che nahi.

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kaLaza-185 A..hA..hA...! bahu jhINuM, bApu ! bhagavAna ! ahIMyAM to kahe che ke, mokSArthI jIvo A ekanI sevA karo. AhA..hA...! kevA che mokSArthI jIva ?" mokSa nAma baMdhanathI chUTavAno abhiprAya (jeno che) ane abaMdha svabhAvI bhagavAnanI pUrNa prAptino upAya jeNe jANyo che e mokSArthI jIva 'uddAttacittavRtti:' AhA..hA...! udAtta che. saMsAra...' e rAga bhAva saMsAra che. AhA..hA...! rAgathI bhinna bhagavAnanI jene abhilASA che evuM jenuM caritra eTale abhiprAya udAtta che. saMsAra-zarIrabhogathI rahita che...' AhA..hA...! rAgathI, zarIrathI ane rAganA bhogathI (je rahita che). 537 strI che, strInuM zarI2 mAMsa-hADakAM che teno bhoga koI karI zakatuM nathI. e to jaDa mATI che, bhagavAna to arUpI che. AtmAmAM raMga, gaMdha, sparza che ja nahi. to strInA zarIranuM sevana to koI ajJAnI prANI paNa karI zakatuM nathI, phakta ajJAnI 52 upa2 lakSa karI A ThIka che, evo rAga utpanna kare che e rAganuM sevana kare che, zarIranuM nahi. AhA....hA...! zarIra to jaDa, mATI, dhULa che. AtmA bhagavAna to arUpI (che), jemAM varNa, gaMdha, 2sa, sparza che ja nahi. raMga, gaMdha, rasa, sparza che ja nahi (to) e raMga, gaMdha, rasa, sparzanA bhogano anubhava kevI rIte kare ? phakta ajJAnI potAnA AnaMda svarUpanuM bhAna nathI, tenA zarIranuM suMdara rUpa Adi joI ThIka che, evo rAga utpanna kare che, e rAganuM sevana kare che, e rAgano bhoga che. zI2no bhoga to ajJAnI paNa karI zakato nathI. AhA..hA....! vAtamAM bahu phera ! A lADavA khAvA, e AtmA khAI zakato nathI, ema kahe che. e to jaDa che. badAma, pIstA e to mATI che. AtmA e khAI zake nahi. phakta potAnA AnaMda svarUpanuM bhAna nahi e cIja u52 lakSa karI, ThIka che, A cIja majAvALI che ema rAgano bhAva utpanna kare che, e rAgano bhoga kare che. samajANuM kAMI ? e bhoga ahIM kahe che. 'saMsAra-zarIra... saMsAra zabde vikAra bhAva ane zarIra zabde A mATI, dhULa. A mATI che ne ? ane bhoga....' rAgano anubhava. pahelAM saMsAramAM sAmAnya rAga lIdho. dayA, dAna Adi koIpaNa zubha-azubha rAga. e saMsAra (che) ane A zarI2 ane e rAgano bhoga. traNathI jenI vRtti virakta che. AhA..hA...! bhagavAna ! evI vAta che. AhA...hA....! tuM bhagavAna cho ne ! tane khabara nathI. tuM pAmara thaIne prabhutAne bhUlI gayo. AhA..hA...! aMdara bhagavAna paripUrNa AnaMdathI bharyo che. AhA..hA...! zuddha caitanya AnaMda goLo aMdara che. goLo kahe che ne ? nALiyerano goLo ! tene bhUlIne rAga, zarI2 ane rAgano bhoga e saMsAra che. e cAra gatimAM rakhaDavAnuM kAraNa che. tenAthI je virakta che. rAga, zarIra ane bhogamAM rakta che e saMsAramAM rakhaDavAnA che. ane traNathI je virakta che, raktathI virakta che (te saMsArathI mukta thavAnA). AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? che ?

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pa38 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 bhogathI rahita che... "citta' "manano abhiprAya jemano, evA che." AhA..hA...! aMtarano abhiprAya - Azaya, je saMsAra, zarIra ane bhogathI virakta che, jenA AtmAno abhiprAya evo che) tene ahIMyAM mokSano arthI kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA...! bahu jhINuM paDe, zuM kare ? mArga to A che. duniyA bahAramAM rakhaDe che. Ama karo ne Ama karI ne Ama karo. evI koMbuddhi rAkhe che. huM karuM, huM karuM e ja ajJAna che, zakaTano bhAra jema zvAna tANe zakaTa - jema gADuM hoya ne ? gADuM ! (enI) nIce kUtaro hoya (enI pITha jarI aDe che to mAne che ke, A gADuM mArAthI cAle che. ema A duniyA, zarIra, vANI, mana, A bahAranI kriyA mArAthI thAya che ema kUtarAnI jema ajJAnI mAne che. AhA..hA....! enAthI dRSTimAM, abhiprAyamAM virakta che. AhA...hA...! gRhasthAzramamAM paNa ho chatAM paNa jaLamAM jema telanuM biMdu hoya, e upara rahe che, aMdara jAtuM nathI, jaLamAM tela kahe che ne ? telanuM biMdu hoya e aMdara praveza nathI karatuM, bhinna rahe che. ema bhagavAnaAtmA jaLa samAna nirmaLa AnaMdakaMda, emAM puNya-pApano rAga - cIkAza, tela samAna rAga aMdaramAM praveza nathI karato. AhAhA.! praveza nathI karatA emAM je dharmI (enAthI) virakta che. AhA..hA..! aMtaramAM jeno Azaya - abhiprAya - pratIti - zraddhA, rAga ne zarIra ne bhogathI dRSTi uThAvI lIdhI che ane enAthI rahita prabhu AtmA cetanasvabhAva bhagavAnamAM jeno abhiprAya lAgI gayo che. ene ahIMyAM dharmI, mokSArthI, mumukSa, yogI, dharmanI zarUAta karavAvALo yogI kahe che. e vinA badhA bhogI che. AhA..hA..! ahIMyAM koI paisA-phesAnI kiMmata nathI. paisA karoDa maLyA ne dhULa maLyA ne... e mATI - dhULa che. A zarIra mATI - dhULa che. A to dhULa che. AnI to rAkha thaze. AnI to masANamAM rAkha thaze. ATalI paNa rAkha nahi thAya. baLaze to thoDI rAkha thaze ane pavana Avaze eTale uDI jAze. A to jaDa, mATI - dhULa che. AtmA kyAM che) ? AtmA to avinAzI prabhu aMdara cidAnaMda ghana che. A...hA...hA...! jenI saMsAra, zarIra ane bhogamAM virakti che). dharmI jIvanI bhogamAM(thI) sukhabuddhi uDI jAya che. zuM kahe che ? paisAmAM, zarIramAM, strImAM, adhipatipaNAmAM, koI pAMca-pacAsa hajArano mAsika pagAra maLato hoya, evA paramAMthI dharmIjIvanI sukhabuddhi uDI jAya che. emAM koI sukha che ja nahi. sukha to aMdara bhagavAnaAtmAmAM che. AhA...hA...! A...hA...hA...! evI jenI paramAMthI sukhabuddhi uDI gaI e parathI virakta che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! Avo dharma kaI jAtano ? pelA to kahe, dayA pALo, vrata karo, sevA karo, dezasevA karo, dezanI sevA zuM kahevAya pelA mare I ? zahIda ! zahIda thAya che. dhULamAMya che nahi. AhA...hA...! ahIMyAM to zahIda aMdara rAgane mArIne, aMdara cidAnaMda svabhAvamAM anubhavamAM AvavuM e rAgathI virakta thavuM e mokSArthInuM zahIdapaNuM che. bAkI badhI vAtuM thothA che. AhA..hA...!

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kaLaza-185 gAMdhIjI' vyAkhyAnamAM AvyA hatA. rAjakoTa' ! A mohanalAla gAMdhI'nahi ? e vyAkhyAnamAM AvyA hatA. tyAre to ame ema kIdhuM hatuM. (saMvata) 1995nI sAla. 1995 ! keTalA varSa thayA ? cAlIsamAM eka ocho. 39 varSa thayA. vyAkhyAnamAM AvyA hatA. ame to kahyuM hatuM, pa2ne huM jIvADI zakuM chuM e mUDha che. enA AyuSya vinA jIvI zake nahi ane huM jIvADI zakuM che (ema mAnanAra mUDha che). samajANuM kAMI ? bhagavAnaAtmA AnaMdakaMda prabhu jJAna, e rAga ane pa2nI kriyA kevI rIte kare ? AhA..hA...! 52nI kriyA ane rAgano kartA mAne e jIva svarUpano virodhI che, svarUpano dveSI che. nija svarUpano dveSI che. AhA..hA...! dveSa arocaka bhAva' sUkSma vAta che, prabhu ! A puNya pariNAma thAya che ne ? dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti zubha bhAva, jene zubha AcaraNa kahe che, teno jene prema che, tene AtmA AnaMdamaya che tenI upara dveSa che. dveSa arocaka bhAva' AnaMdamUrti bhagavAna zAnasvarUpa jene rucatuM nathI ane rAga, dayA, dAna, vrata Adi ruce che tene svabhAva pratye dveSa che, aNagamo che, aprIti che, rAga pratye prIti che. sUkSma vAta che, AvI kayAreya sAMbhaLI nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! rAga potAno mAne che (e) kensara thayuM che. saDo thaI gayo che, saDo ! bhagavAna AnaMda, jJAna svarUpa prabhu ! cina, jJAnanuM ghana, samUha, atIndriya AnaMdano piMDa, dhruvamAM rAganA kaNane potAno mAnavo... te zuM kahyuM ? kensa2 (thayuM che). bhAI ! AvI vAta che. AhA..hA...! zeTha nathI AvyA ? (emanI tabiyata barAbara nathI). ThIka ! 'sAgara'nA zeTha che, be karoDa-cA2 karoDanA AsAmI ! be lAkhanuM makAna karIne ahIMyAM kahe che. Ave che, sAMbhaLavA mATe kAyama Ave che. e cAra karoDa dhULa che. ahIMyAM to jene prabhuno prema nathI.. eka myAnamAM be talavAra rahI zakatI nathI. eka myAna, be talavAra ! ema jene rAgano - zubha rAgano paNa prema che tene AtmA AnaMdano prema nathI. ane jene atIndriya AnaMdano prema che tene rAgano prema nathI. eka myAnamAM be rahI zake nahi. AhA..hA...! ema ahIMyAM kahyuM, juo ! zuM kahyuM ? manano abhiprAya jemano, evA che. kevo che te paramArtha ? 'am zuddha vismayam nyoti: saddA va asmi' AhA..hA...! dharmI jIvanA abhiprAyamAM, AzayamAM, dRSTimAM, rucimAM, posANamAM AtmA posAya che, ene rAga posAto nathI. A vANiyA vepA2 kare che ne ? posAya to mAla le che ne ? aDhI rUpiyAno mAla hoca ane ahIM traNa rUpiye khape to mAla le. paNa aDhI rUpiye le ane ahIM be rUpiye khape to mAla lye ? e mAla posAto nathI. ema jene AtmAmAM rAga posAya che tene AtmA posAto nathI. jJAnInA caritrano abhiprAya... AhA..hA...! kevo che ? ahIMyAM AvyuM ne ? cinmaya huM to svasaMvedana pratyakSa chuM. je jIvadravya..' AhA..hA...! juo ! A jIva jyoti 539

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540 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 Atmatattva che e huM jJAnamaya jyotimaya evo huM pratyakSa chuM. pratyakSano artha mArA anubhavamAM rAga ane nimittanI apekSA nathI. vyavahAra ratnatrayanA vikalpanI jemAM apekSA nathI, evo huM cinmaya jyoti chuM. ema dharmI potAnA anubhavamAM mAne che to dharmI kahevAmAM Ave che. nahitara adharmI kahevAya che. che ? zuM kahyuM ? juo ! manano abhiprAya jemano, evA che." " zuddhavinmayam cotiH 'svasaMvedanapratyakSa chuM ke huM jIvadravya." AhAhA...! aMdara mAruM jJAna, vartamAna jJAnanI je dazA (che) e dazAthI huM pratyakSa thavAvALo AtmA chuM. mArA AtmAne jANavAmAM mananI ane rAganI apekSA nathI. evo svasaMvedana - sva nAma potAnuM saM - pratyakSa, vedana karavuM evo pratyakSa AtmA che. AhA..hA....! bhAre vAta, bhAI ! zabda zabda kaThaNa ! pratyakSa AtmA che. indriyathI jANavAmAM nathI Avato. dayA, dAna, vratanA vikalpathI paNa jANavAmAM Avato nathI. AhA...hA..! svasaMvedana - zuddha caitanya vastu, e potAnI zuddha paryAya - dazA, svabhAvika dazA, vikAra rahita dazAmAM AtmA pratyakSa thAya evuM jIvadravya che. AhA...hA...! emAM che ke nahi ? emAM che teno artha thAya che. AhA...hA...! che ? | ' ' 'ka 'nI vyAkhyA karI. huM koNa chuM? ke, "svasaMvedanapratyakSa chuM..." AhA..hA...! sva nAma potAno AnaMda ane potAnuM atIndriya jJAna, enAthI huM pratyakSa chuM evo) AtmA chuM. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? "34m' asti - mojUdagI batAve che. huM "mA" pratyakSa sva - potAthI potAnuM zuddha pavitra puNya-pApanA rAgathI rahita pavitra pariNAmathI huM pratyakSa thavAvALo evo) huM jIvadravya chuM. AhAhA...! dharmI jIvanI AvI prathamamAM prathama dharmanI pahelI sIDhI AvI hoya che. pahelI sIDhI ! sIDhI kahe che ne ? sopAna. AhA...hA...! tenI pahelI sIDI A che. - huM ham' to '' huM zuM chuM ? to potAthI AnaMda ane jJAnanI dazAthI pratyakSa thanAra jIvadravya "m' e huM chuM. AhA..hA..! rAgavALo to nahi, puSyavALo to nahi. vALo. vALo kahe che ne ? vALo nathI nIkaLato ? rogamAM vALo thAya che. apathya pANI hoya che ne ? pANImAM vALo nIkaLe che to pIDA thAya che. eka vALo nIkaLe tyAM pIDA thAya che to A to keTalA vALA ? huM lakSmIvALo, huM strIvALo, kuTuMbavALo keTalA vALA che tane ? e huM nathI. AhA...hA...! huM to 'maha5" "svasaMvedana' potAmAM jJAnathI, AnaMdathI vedanAra. 'pratyakSa' nAma paranI apekSA vinA jaNAuM, evo huM AtmA chuM. AnuM nAma dharmI ane samyakdRSTi kahevAmAM Ave che. samyaka nAma satya dRSTi. satya bhagavAna AtmAnI dRSTi ane AvI thaI. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI? alaukika vAta che, bhagavAna ! duniyAmAM to ghaNI vAta cAle che. saMpradAyane

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kaLaza-185 541 nAme karmakAMDa (karyA. ATalI kriyA karI, A kriyA karI basa ! enAthI kalyANa thaze, enAthI kalyANa thaze. ahIM to kahe che, prabhu ! ekavAra sAMbhaLa to kharo ! tArI vastumAM tuM je rAga kare che, e vastumAM che ja nahi. che nahi to enAthI lAbha thaze ema kema bane ? tArI cIjamAM to AnaMda ne jJAna ne zAMti... zAMti... zAMti... zAMta. zAMtarasa, upazama rasa (bharyo che). rAgAdi kaSAya je vikAra che e duHkharasa che. bhagavAna AtmA AnaMdarasa che. to "ham' svasaMvedana chuM. huM mArAthI jaNAvAlAyaka AtmA chuM. AhAhA..! guruthI paNa huM jaNAvAlAyaka nathI ema kahe che. guru to paradravya che. huM to mArAthI jaNAvA lAyaka chuM, huM mAro guru chuM. AhAhA..! samajANuM kAMI ? AvyuM ? svasaMvedanapratyakSa chuM ke huM jIvadravya te.... (zuddha vinayam jyoti:) huM to "zuddha jJAnasvarUpa prakAza' (chuM). jyoti eTale prakAza. zuddha jJAnasvarUpa prakAzanI (jyoti chuM). jema sUryano prakAza che e jaDa che, A prakAza ajIva che. huM zuddha cinmaya prakAzamUrti sUrya chuM. jJAnanA prakAzano pUMja huM chuM. AhA..hA..! A prakAzanA astitvane paNa jANavAvALo huM chuM. e jaDa prakAzane to khabara paNa nathI ke huM jaDa chuM. ema huM mane ane parane prakAzuM evo zuddha jJAnamaya prakAzamaya huM chuM. AhA..hA..! Avo mArga ! navarAza na maLe, phurasada na maLe. covIsa kalAka - Akho di bAyaDI, chokarA, dhaMdho.. cha-sAta kalAka sUve, becAra kalAka bAyaDIne rAjI karavAmAM ne bhogamAM jAya, khAvAmAM jAya, thoDo (samaya) mazakarImAM jAya.. ara.2.2...! jiMdagI cAlI jAya che. ane dharmane nAme Ave to vrata ne tapa ne bhaktimAM rokAya jAya. jiMdagI cAlI jAya che nAtha, prabhu ! A avasara, bhavano aMta karavAno A bhava che. AhAhA..! samajANuM kAMI ? huM cinmaya jyoti... che ? "kSi' AhA...hA...! "zuddha jJAnasvarUpa prakAza..." A sUryano prakAza to jaDa che, ajIva che ane AtApa devAvALo che. sUryano prakAza to AtApa devAvALo che. mAro prakAza to zAMti devAvALo che. AhAhA....! potAnI cIjanI mahimA nathI ane potAnI mahimA nathI to paranI mahimA chUTatI nathI. AhAhA...! ane jene paranI mahimA chUTI gaI tene potAnI mahimA Ave che. ane potAnI mahimA jene nathI tene paranI mahimA che. rAga ane rAganuM phaLa puNya ane dhULa, A paisA-baisA maLe, pAMcapacIsa lAkha, karoDa-be karoDa dhULa, dIkarA, bAyaDI, chokarA (maLe to mAne ke ame sukhI chIe. mUDha che, sukhI kyAM duHkhI che. AhA..hA..! sojA che, sojA ! sojA samajAya che ? zarIramAM zuM sUjana. sUjana kahe che ne ? zarIramAM sojA Ave che. hamaNAM eka (vAta) AvI hatI nahi ? "amerikAmAM ! dakSiNa "amerikAmAM eka plena tUTI gayuM. chApAmAM AvyuM che. dakSiNa amerikA' ! moTuM plena hatuM e jaMgalamAM tUTI

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pa42 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 gayuM. jaMgala. jaMgala... jherI deDakAM, sarpa, vIMchI. emAM badhuM chUTI gayuM. bhUkA uDI gayA, badhA marI gayA. eka sattara varSanI "jarmanInI chokarI hatI te asAdhya thaI gaI hatI. badhA marI gayA. sAdhya (AvyuM ne joyuM to) jaMgala...! AhA...hA...! jaMgala hajAro gAumAM (phelAyeluM), kyAMya gAma nahi. chApAmAM AvyuM che. pepara. pepara ! teNe agiyAra divasa evI rIte kADhyA. khAvAnI cIja nahi, pIvAnI cIja nahi ane AkhA zarIre sojA caDI gayA. vIMchI karaDe, deDakA karaDe. karaDe ko kyA kahate haiM ? kATe ! zarIramAM sojA caDI gayA. AyuSya hatuM to marI na gaI. agiyAra divasa kADhyA. koI mANasa nahi, ekalA pazu-paMkhI ! bAramA divase eka jhUMpaDI maLI. e jhUMpaDI zikArInI hatI. e zikArI zikAra karavA AvyA. Avyo ne e bAIne joI ! are...! bena, tuM ahIM kyAM ? plenano nAza thaI gayo che ane huM ekalI rahI gaI chuM. mArA mAtA-pitA badhA marI gayA che. plenanA TUkaDA thaI gayA che. huM agiyAra divasathI jaMgalamAM pharu chuM. AkhA zarIre sojA), pagamAM iyaLa paDI gaI. iyaLane zuM kahe che ? kIDA ! ATalA ATalA kIDA thaI gayA. zikArI AvyA to ene ema thaI gayuM ke, ara.2.2..! A kanyA ahIM ? ene gAmamAM davAkhAne laI gayA. agiyAra divasa bacI, AyuSya hatuM ne ? dehanI sthiti hatI teno nAza thaI zake nahi. game teTalA (roga) hoya, AyuSyanI sthiti che. aMdara eka AyuSya karma che. e karma pramANe tyAM rahe che. ATalA agiyAra divasa jaMgalamAM rahI. AkhA zarIre sojA caDI gayA. ema jene AtmAnA AnaMdanuM bhAna nathI, e para cIja mArI che, e ene sojA caDI gayA che. rogI thayo che. emAM koI bhagavAna paramAtmA maLyA, AtmAnA bhAnavALA paramAtmA (maLyA), emaNe kahyuM ke, are..! A cIja tArI nahi. bhagavAna ! tArI cIjamAM to AnaMda paDyo che ne nAtha ! atIndriya caitanyanA nUranA tejanuM pUra tuM cho ne ! tenI daSTi lagAvI dIdhI to roga maTI gayo. ema ahIMyAM kahe che ke, huM to Avo svasaMvedana caitanya jyoti prakAza chuM, caitanyanA prakAzano pUMja huM chuM. AhA...hA...! che ? prakAza ! "sarva kALa..." trikALa, pAcho eka samaya nahi. huM to trikALa zuddha caitanyaprakAza pUMja chuM. AhA..hA..! anAdino huM to caitanyaprakAzano ja ja chuM. AhA..hA...! AvI dRSTi thAya che tyAre samyagdarzana thAya che. sAdhu to bIjI cIja che, e to koI alaukika vAta che ! samyagdarzana thayA pachI) sAdhu to alaukika vAta che, bApu ! AhA...hA...! sAdhu kone kahevA ! AhA...hA.! sAdhu to ene kahIe ke, aMdaramAM sAdhe iti sAdhu. aMdara atIndriya AnaMdano (sAgara che). samudramAM jema kAMThe bharatI Ave che, bharatI ! ema AtmAnI paryAya - dazAmAM atIndriya AnaMdanI bharatI Ave che. AtmAmAM atIndriya AnaMdano dariyo bharyo che. enI dazAmAM

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kaLaza-185 atIndriya (AnaMdanI) bharatI Ave che. pracura svasaMvedana jenuM lakSaNa che, evo pATha che. ('samayasAra') pAMcamI gAthA ! ene sAdhu kahe che. bApu ! e sAdhu karoDo karoDomAM eka maLavA kaThaNa ! mAne, game te mAne ke, ame sAdhu chIe ne sanyAsI chIe ne tyAgI chIe. 543 AhA..hA...! ahIM to kahe che ke, sAdhu pahelA paNa A dazA thAya che. e dazA AvyA pachI aMdara AnaMdamAM 2mavuM, atIndriya AnaMdamAM 2mavuM tenuM nAma sanyAsI ane sAdhu kahe che. AhA..hA...! AvyuM ? kyAM AvyuM ? sarva kALa nizcayathI chuM.' AhA..hA...! huM to trikALa jJAnaprakAzano pUMja chuM. vikalpa je rAgAdi uThe te mArA nahi. e vizeSa bhAva kaheze... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !) poSa suda 7, ravivAra tA. 15-01-1978. kaLaza-185 pravacana-204 'kaLazaTIkA' 185 (kaLaza). pharIthI laIe. artha che ne ? artha. mokSArthimi: yaM siddhAnta: sekvatAM" e zabdo paDyA che. teno zuM artha che ? mokSArthimi:' aMdara AtmA AnaMdasvarUpa che. A AtmA che e atIndriya AnaMdasvarUpa che. A indriyanA viSayamAM je AnaMda mAne che e to duHkha che, e kaMI sukha nathI. sukha aMtara AtmAmAM (che). kAle kahyuM hatuM nahi ? zakakaMdanuM dRSTAMta dIdhuM hatuM ne ? zakamaMda ! zakarakaMda samajAya che ? zakamaMdanI uparanI lAla chAla, e sivAya AkhuM zakarakaMda. zakara nAma sAkaranI mIThAzano piMDa. tethI zakara nAma paDyuM che. zakarakaMda ! sAkaranI mIThAzano piMDa. uparanI lAla chAla sivAya. ema A bhagavAnaAtmA... sUkSma vAta che, bhagavAna ! aMdaramAM zubha-azubha rAga je thAya che, dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjAno zubhabhAva ane hiMsA, jUThuM, corI, viSaya, bhoganI vAsanAno pApabhAva (thAya e) banne lAla chAlanI jema 52 cIja che. potAnI cIja aMda2 (bhinna che). jema lAla chAlathI bhinna zakada che ema bhagavAnaAtmA zubha-azubha bhAva milana bhAva che enAthI bhinna atIndriya AnaMdano kaMda AtmA che. A..hA...! kema bese ? prazna :- I AtmA chUpAI kyAM gayo ? samAdhAna :- bhAna na maLe, aMdara najara kare to dekhAya ne ? jyAM che tyAM najara kare to dekhAya che. bahAra jove che, potAnI dazAmAM bahAra jove che, A.. A.. A.. paNa

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544 kalAmRta bhAga-5 jonAra kevo che ? ane koNa che ? enI to khabara nathI. duniyAnA badhA DahApaNa karyA, paNa aMdara cIja zuM che tenI to koI di darakAra karI nahi. "apane ko Apa bhUla ke hairAna ho gayA' potAnI cIja aMdara atIndriya AnaMdano kaMda ane jJAnamUrti che. ahIMyAM pahelA zabdano artha karavo che. mokSArthI - e pahelA zabdano artha karavo che. zuM ? jene aMtaramAM atIndriya AnaMda che e pUrNa atIndriya AnaMdanI jene abhilASA che. atIndriya AnaMdasvarUpa je AtmAmAM che te pUrNa atIndriya AnaMdanI prApti karavAno jeno abhiprAya che. abhiprAya samajAya che ? Azaya. tene ahIMyAM mumukSu kahe che, tene yogI kahe che. arthAt potAnI cIja je atIndriya AnaMdamaya che), aMdara vastu che ne ? padArtha che, tattva che, asti che, mojUda cIja che. aMdaramAM je puNya-pApanA vikalpa uThe che, A zarIra to jaDa, mATI - dhULa che, paNa aMdaramAM dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, kAma, krodha, A kamAvuM, raLavuM e badhA bhAva malina bhAva che. e malinabhAvanI pAchaLa aMdara atIndriya AnaMdakaMda prabhu AtmA (che) tenuM jene prayojana che - mokSArthI. evA atIndriya AnaMdanI prApti karavAno jeno abhiprAya che tene mokSArthI kahe che. bIjI bhASAmAM tene mumukSu kahe che. trIjI bhASAmAM tene yogI kahe che. yogI nAma... A bahAranA bAvA yoga (kare) e yogI nahi, aMtara AnaMdasvarUpa bhagavAnaAtmA, atIndriya jJAnasvarUpa, temAM yoga nAma joDANa thavuM. potAnI vartamAna dazAne trikALI dhruva atIndriya jJAna ane AnaMdamAM ekAgra thavuM, joDavI, vartamAna dazAne aMdaramAM laI javI tenuM nAma yogI, mumukSu, mokSArthI (kahevAya che). jenA abhiprAyamAM pUrNa AnaMdanI prAptino Azaya che. AhAhA..! zaratuM bahu ! A mokSArthInI ATalI vyAkhyA che. mokSa nAma duHkhathI rahita thavuM ane atIndriya AnaMda bharyo che tenAthI pUrNa sahita thavuM tenuM nAma mokSa (che). rAga-dveSa, puNya-pApa bhAva thAya che e duHkha che. A kamAvuM ne davA karavI ne vikalpa ne e badhuM duHkha che, ema kahe che. mumukSu :- ApanI davA karavA Ave. uttara :- e paNa rAga che. ahIMyAM to satya che e satya raheze. AhAhA..! mumukSu :- AtmAnuM iMjekzana.. uttara :- AtmAnuM iMjekzana juduM che ! ahIMyAM bhagavAna AtmA.... bhAI ! e vastu zuM che ? bhaga nAma.. bhagavAna zabda paDyo che ne ? to eno artha, bhaga nAma lakSmI thAya che. kevI lakSmI ? aMtaramAM AnaMda ane jJAna jemAM paDyA che e lakSmI. e lakSmIvAna AtmA che. e zarIravAna nahi, puNyapApanA vikalpa je rAga uThe che, dayA, dAna, kAma, krodhano (rAga uThe che) e paNa enA nahi, enA svarUpamAM nathI. AhA..hA...! jarI vAta to jhINI (che), A zloka jhINo che.

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kaLaza-185 545 mokSArthI kahyuM ne ? to ahIMyAM samakitI lIdhA che. bhAI ! AhA...hA...! jene baMdhananA duHkhathI rahita thavuM che ane jevuM aMdara AtmAnuM abaMdhasvarUpa - muktasvarUpa che, tenI vartamAna dizAmAM prApti karavI che tene ahIMyAM mokSArthI kahevAmAM Ave che. tene mumukSu kahevAmAM Ave che. pUrNa AnaMdanI abhilASA karavAvALAne mumukSu kahe che. tene aMtaramAM caitanyamUrtimAM puNyapApanA rAgathI bhinna thaIne aMtaramAM ekAgra thavuM che to ene ahIMyAM yogI kahe che. bAkI A jagatanA yogI-phogI badhA bhogI che. samajANuM kAMI ? e mokSArthInA traNa artha che. mumukSu, yogI, pUrNa AnaMda prApta karavAno jene Azaya che tenuM nAma mokSArthI che. bhASA samajAya che ? A hindI bhASA che. bhAva sUkSma che. AhA..hA..! mokSArthI 'yaM siddhAnta:" A svarUpa. siddhAMta nAma svarUpa, vastunuM svarUpa. AtmA vastu je che, vastu che emAM rahelA, vaselA jJAna, AnaMda Adi guNo che. e dharyA siddhI ta: A vastunuM svarUpa chetenuM nAma siddhAMta che. A.hA...! siddha thaI evI cIja. vastu aMdara AnaMdakaMda prabhu ! e vastunA svarUpane siddhAMta kahe che. "ya siddhAnta:' mokSArthIne sevyatAM AhA...hA...! A zabdo thoDA che paNa A to adhyAtma che. samajANuM kAMI ? jene AtmAnA AnaMdanI prApti karavI che ane jene puNya-pApa, rAga-dveSa Adi vikalpa vRttio uThe che e duHkha che, e duHkhathI mukta thavAno jeno abhiprAya che ane jenA abhiprAyamAM pUrNAnaMdanI prAptino Azaya che ane jeno abhiprAya aMtara svarUpamAM joDANa karI dIdhuM che tene ahIMyAM mokSArthI kahe che. joDANa samajAya che ? joDanA ! je rAgadveSamAM joDAyo che te aMtaramAM joDAvuM. jhINI vAta che, prabhu ! "mokSArthafma: jaya siddhAntaH' eTale vastunuM svarUpa. sevyatA' siddhAMta eTale siddha thayeluM vastunuM svarUpa atIndriya AnaMdakaMda prabhu, tene zevyatA' tenuM sevana karavuM, anubhava karavo. AhA..hA..! anAdikALathI rAga nAma vikalpa je zubhAzubha vRttio uThe che tenI sevanA che e duHkhanI sevanA che, e duHkhI che. A prANI je karoDopati ke abajopati kahevAya che e badhA prANI duHkhI che. kemake AtmAnA AnaMdathI viparIta paranI pritIno rAga kare che ane paramAM ThIkapaNuM kare che ane pratikULatAmAM dveSa kare che, e rAga-dveSa duHkha che. AhAhA...! lakSmI upara lakSa jAya che e duHkha che. bhagavAna AtmA upara lakSa choDIne lakSmI upara lakSa jAvuM e rAga - duHkha che. potAnA AnaMdanA bhoganuM - anubhavanuM lakSa choDIne strInA bhogamAM sukha che ema je mAne che) e duHkha che. AhA...hA...! moTuM karoDa, be karoDa, pAMca karoDanuM makAna hoya (emAM) vAstu kare che ne ? vAstu ! vAstu samajAya che ? zuM kahe che ? gRhapraveza. tamArA jevA moTA moTA DaoNkTarane bolAve ane moTA mahotsava kare. emAM je rAga che e paNa duHkha che. pacAsa karoDanuM makAna banAvyuM ne emAM A banAvyuM, pAMca karoDano kharca karyo, kAryakartAone bolAvyA ne Aje to bahu

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546 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 AnaMda Avyo... dhULeya AnaMda nathI, sAMbhaLane ! rAga che, duHkha che, AkuLatA che. anAkuLa AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAnathI... e Avaze pRthakSA: 'pachI Avaze. . mokSArthimi: ayaM siddhAnta: sevyatAM" (mokSArthimi:) mokSArthIo arthAt sakaLa karmano kSaya thatAM thAya che...' pUrNa vikArano nAza thatAM. karma zabde puNya ne pApa, vikArI bhAva. tenA asaMkhya prakAra, e badhAno nAza thatAM. zabdo to ghaNA sUkSma (che). thAya che atIndriya sukha,...' e rAgano bhAva je asaMkhya prakArano che, zubha ane azubha, jene zubha karma kahe che ne ? zubha ! kAle DaoNkTara kahetA hatA ne ? zubha karma, zubha karma. e zubha karma rAga che. vrata ne dayA ne dAna ne anukaMpA ne paranI sevA ne.. e badho rAga che. e rAga che e duHkha che. AhA..hA...! atIndriya sukhane upAdeyarUpa anubhave che...' A..hA...hA...! jene atIndriya AnaMda bhagavAnaAtmAmAM bharyo che e taraphanI ruci ane posANathI, potAnA abhiprAya temAM joDavAthI AtmAnA AnaMdano anubhava kare che e atIndriya AnaMdane upAdeya nAma svIkAra, satkAra kare che ane rAgano asvIkAra ane asatkAra kare che. AhA..hA....! samajANuM kAMI ? e mokSArthI (che). che ? anubhave che evA che je koI jIva...' mokSArthInI vyAkhyA ja A karI. koIpaNa cIja hoya to teno svabhAva to hoya ne ? zakti hoya ne ? sattva hoya ne ? tattva hoya ne ? tattva nAma bhAva. koIpaNa cIja hoya teno bhAva hoya che. vastu che e bhAvavAna che ane teno bhAva hoya che. AtmA bhAvavAna che ane teno bhAva atIndriya jJAna ane atIndriya AnaMda bhAva che. e bhAvanuM jene sevana che, samyagdaSTine - dharmIne vartamAnamAM AtmAnA AnaMdanA anubhavanuM sevana che teNe atIndriya AnaMdane upAdeya mAnyo che. upAdeya nAma AdaraNIya. svIkAra karyo che ane rAgAdi bhAvano asvIkAra karyo che. tenuM nAma dharmI kahevAmAM Ave che. bhAre zaratuM ! samajANuM kAMI ? lojIka jhINA che. 'ayaM siddhAnta: ' 'trayaM siddhAnta:' eTale vastu. che ? vastunuM svarUpa. bhagavAnaAtmAnuM svarUpa atIndriya anAkuLa AnaMda svarUpa. e siddhAMta che. e siddha thayelI vastu che. eno jene anubhava che tene ahIMyAM dharmI ane mokSArthI kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA..hA...! bhASA sAdI che, bhAva sUkSma che. duniyAne to jANIe chIe ne ? amane to AkhI duniyAnI khabara che ne ! ahIMyAM to zarIrane 88 varSa thayA ! 88 ! be ATha. AhA..hA...! A bhagavAna aMdara prabhu paDyo che... AhA..hA...! teno jene abhiprAya (che), jene mokSano abhiprAya che, pUrNa AnaMdanI prApti ane pUrNa du:khanA abhAvano jene abhiprAya che, teNe vastunuM svarUpa sevyuM. AhA..hA...! vastu bhagavAnaAtmA ! jema A paramANu mATI - dhULa che to emAM paNa raMga, gaMdha, rasa, sparza zakti che. A juo, A raMga che ne ?

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kaLaza-185 547 A rajakaNa che, rajakaNa - paramANu, mATI. A eka cIja nathI. AnA TUkaDA karatAM... karatAM.. karatAM. karatAM. chello TUkaDo rahe tene paramANu kahe che. parama nAma chellAmAM chelluM nAnuM. AnA TUkaDA karatAM karatAM chelle bAkI rahe tene paramANu kahe che. I paramANamAM paNa raMga, gaMdha, rasa, sparza bharyA che. emAM zakti - guNa varNa, gaMdha, rasa, sparza paDyA che. e vastumAM vastuno svabhAva paDyo che. ema bhagavAna AtmAmAM AnaMda ane atIndriya jJAna, IzvaratA ne prabhutA, svacchatA Adi zaktio bharI che. AhA...hA...! teno jeNe AsvAda lIdho che tene ahIMyAM mokSArthI, vastunuM svarUpa sevo ema kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA...hA...! dhIme dhIme samajavuM, bhAI ! A vAta ja AkhI duniyAthI judI che. AkhI duniyAthI vAta judI che. ugamaNA-AthamaNo phera che. ugamaNA-AthamaNuM samajAya che ? pUrva-pazcima ! AhA...hA......! kahe che, e vastunA svarUpanuM sevana karo. kevI rIte ? 'niraMtara anubhava karo." AhA...hA...! dhaMdho-baMdho rAga che. ahIMyAM to rAgane choDIne ekadama AtmAnuM kAma karavuM che tene AtmA AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna aMdara che, e rAgathI bhinna che, bheda che, pRthaku che. AgaLa leze. rAgAdi vikalpa je dayA, dAnanA uThe che ke raLavAno, kamAvAno, enAthI AtmA pRthaka che. ane AtmAthI rAga pRthaku che, AtmAthI rAga viparIta che, AtmAthI rAga ajJAna che. AtmA jJAnasvarUpa che to dayA, dAnano rAga uThe che, kAma-krodhAdino (rAga uThe che) e ajJAna che. e ajJAna ane jJAnasvarUpa be bhinna cIja aMdara che. pRthaka che, viparIta che, bhinna che, ajJAna che. AhA...hA...! AvI vAta che, bhagavAna ! dharma koI sAdhAraNa cIja (nathI). kAle makarasaMkrAMti gaI ne ? to pelA harijana loko bole, makarasaMkrAMta puNya parvaNi. puNya parvaNi. anAja do, tamane puNya thaze. kAle makarasaMkrAMti gaI ne ? harijana bahAra nIkaLe ane bole) puNya parvaNi makara saMkrAMta, koI dAna kyo, koI anAja dyo, koI Ama dayo, tamane puNya thaze. e to kadAcita ho to rAganI maMdatA ho to zubha bhAva ho, paNa che to e du:kha. AtmA to enAthI aMdara bhinna cIja che. AhA..hA..! bhagavAna atIndriya AnaMdanuM daLa che, piMDa che. zakarakaMda kahyuM ne ? ema karakaMda AtmA che. zakara nAma sAkaranI mIThAzano piMDa che. ema AtmA atIndriya AnaMdanI mIThAzano piMDa che. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? e vastusvarUpa. siddhAMtano artha vastusvarUpa. sevavuM. teno kAyama anubhava karo to tane mukti thaze, nahitara mukti thaze nahi. samajANuM kAMI? abhiprAyamAM to ema rAkhavuM ke, A AtmA AnaMdasvarUpa che tenuM sevana karavuM te ja rasto - dharma che. e ja kahe che, juo ! kevA che mokSArthI jIva ?' 'uddAttaratai.' traNa zabdo paDyA che. udAtta nAma

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548 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 rahita. konAthI ? saMsAra-zarIra-bhogathI rahita che.... AhA.hA...! udAtta eTale Ama adhika thaI gayo. saMsAra nAma puNya-pApanA bhAva che. A zarIra che ane rAgano bhoga che. cAhe to zubha-azubha rAgano bhoga. viSayano bhoga, strI Adino bhoga (kare che e) koI strIno bhoga nathI karato. te tarapha lakSa kare che (ane) rAgano bhoga kare che. zarIra to mAMsa, hADakA, jaDa dhULa che. AtmAno teno koI bhoga che nahi. e tarapha lakSa karIne, "ThIka che, majA Ave che evo bhAva - rAga utpanna kare che, e rAgano bhoga che. e bhogane dRSTimAMthI choDI de ema kahe che. che zabda ? kevo che ? "saMsAra-zarIra-bhogathI rahita che..." A udAttano artha che. udAttano artha kharekhara to parathI pRthaka thAya che. evI parathI udAtta cIja che. to para zuM? saMsAra, zarIra ane rAgano bhoga. e udAtta (eTale) tenAthI bhinna. AhAhA.! "rahita che... "vittarite." manano abhiprAya jemano, evA che..." zuM kahe che ? jenA manano - AtmAno abhiprAya, Azaya, zraddhA, jeno AtmAno abhiprAya che ke huM to mArI vastu - cIjanuM sevana karuM. evA jIvane ahIMyAM mokSArthI ane dharmI kahevAmAM Ave che. vacamAM rAga Ave che. jyAre sthira na thaI zake (to) rAga Ave che, paNa e rAgane choDavA lAyaka mAne che, AdaravA lAyaka mAnatA nathI. choDavuM samajAya che ne ? rAga Ave to che, jyAM sudhI) pUrNa vItarAga paramAtmadazA na thAya tyAM sudhI rAga Ave che). jema viSTA hoya che ne ? viSTA thAya che to e rAkhavA lAyaka che ? mesuba khAdho hoya, mesuba ! mesubha samajAya che ? mesuba ! pAka ! poNo zera, zera khAdho hoya, cAra zera ghI pAyelA loTamAM, eka zera caNAno loTa ane cAra zera ghI nAkhIne banAve) tene mesuba kahe che. ane eka zera ghauMno loTa ane cAra zera ghI tene zakkarapArA kahe che. ame to badhuM joyuM che ne ! badhuM khAyuM che, badhI khabara che. mesuba khAdho hoya tenI viSTA thAya te rAkhavAnI hoya ? kAle to mesuba khAdho hato to viSTA bahu sArI che (ema karIne viSTA rAkhe che). roTalInI viSTA kharAba che, paNa cAra zera ghI pAyelo mesuba khAdho hoya to e rAkhavA lAyaka che ?) tamane kAle thoDo Apyo hato ne ? e mesuba hato. mArI mATe koIka lAvyuM hatuM. AMkha mATe. huM to khAto nathI, huM to cAra phUlakA - roTalI khAuM chuM, e sivAya kAMI khAto nathI. e mesubha khAdho hoya enI viSTA thAya e rAkhavA lAyaka che ? ema aMtaramAM puNya ane pApanA bhAva (thAya) jhera samAna che. viSTA na kIdhuM, kaDaka lAge. bhagavAna AtmA atIndriya anAkuLa zaktino piMDa prabhu ! AtmA amRtano sAgara che enAthI viparIta puNya-pApanA bhAva (thAya) e viparIta, duHkharUpa, jhera che. AhA...hA...! ajJAnI anAdithI jherano anubhava kare che. paNa e jherathI bhinna bhagavAna aMdara AtmA AnaMdakaMda che teno anubhava, abhiprAya, dRSTi kayAreya karato nathI. jeno carittano abhiprAya....

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kaLaza-185 549 che ? jenA cittanuM caritra - AtmAno abhiprAya. cittano artha mana levo. citta eTale jJAna. jeno jJAnano - AtmAno abhiprAya che e zarIra, bhoga ane saMsArathI aMdarathI virakta thaI, AnaMda svarUpamAM rakta thaI, anubhava karo. tane AnaMda Avaze, saMsArathI tArI mukti thaze, tane baMdhanamAMthI chUTI) abaMdhabhAva pragaTa thaze. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA..! A abhiprAyanuM jora thayuM, bhAI ! jenA jJAnamAM abhiprAya cittanuM caritra (che). aMdara je jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAna AtmA (che) teno abhiprAya cAritra - ramaNatA evo che ke, pUrNa svarUpa mArI cIja che teno anubhava karavo e eno abhiprAya che. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? A kAle cAlyuM hatuM. A to thoDuM pharIthI lIdhuM. InI I vAta kaMI Ave nahi. bIjI vAra vAMcIe to bIjuM Ave, trIjI vAra vAMcIe to trIjuM Ave. aMdara to bhaMDAra bharyA che ! AhA..hA...! - bhagavAna ! tuM cetananetra cho ne ! A netra to jaDa che, dhULa che. aMdara caitanya prakAzanuM netra che. caitanya svarUpa, e caitanyanA prakAzanA nUranuM pUra bharyuM che. te jenA jJAnamAM, potAnA svabhAvamAM, potAnA svarUpanuM sevana karavAno abhiprAya che e mokSArthI che, e potAno anubhava karo. parano anubhava choDo. AhA..hA....! prazna :- mokSArthIno dhaMdho zuM ? samAdhAna :- dhaMdho-phaMdho pApa che. A DaoNkTarano dhaMdho pApa che. A sarjana che, sarjana ! zenA sarjana che ? oparezana karanAra che. oparezanamAM paNa bhAva to e che ne ke, paisA maLaze. (e) pApa che. keTalAka DokTara to evA hoya, "rAjakoTamAM moTI hospITala hoya. ne ? to be mahinA, traNa mahinA onararI kare. onararI - maphata. heta to e che ke, ahIMyAM barAbara prasiddhi thaI jAya pachI ApaNI dukAna barAbara cAle. bhAI ! e badhuM cAle che ne ? be, traNa, cAra mahinA onararI kare. DokTara maphata jAya, paNa hetu zuM ? cAra, cha mahinA hospITalamAM kAma kare to prasiddha thaI jAya. prasiddha hoIe to pachI ApaNI dukAna cAle. e badhuM pApa che. AhA..hA..! ahIMyAM pApanI vAta to eka kora dUra raho, paNa dayA, dAna, vrata, tapa, bhakti, pUjA, Izvara svarUpa bhagavAnanuM smaraNa karavuM) e badho rAga che. kemake bhagavAna to jJAna ane AnaMda che. emAM vRtti uThe che, vikalpa uThe che e to rAga che. e bhagavAna AtmA vastunuM svarUpa je che, jeno abhiprAya udAtta che. enuM caritra - abhiprAya aMdaramAM ramavuM e abhiprAya che. AhA...hA...! sUkSma vAta che, bhagavAna ! sAdhAraNa mANasa to dayA pALo ne vrata karo ne apavAsa karo ne A giranAranI jAtrA karo, e badho rAga che. e koI dharma nathI. dharma to aMdaramAM puNya ane pApanA rAgathI bhinna karIne potAnA svarUpano anubhava - sevana karavuM tenuM nAma paramAtmA dharma kahe che. AhA..hA...! mAno na mAno, mArga to A che.

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papa0 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 Aja karo, kAla karo, pachI karo paNa A kare saMsArano chUTakAro thaze. baMdhanathI mukti thaze, e vinA baMdhanathI mukti thaze nahi. samajANuM kAMI ? zuM (kahe) che ? jeno abhiprAya, jJAnano abhiprAya evo che ke, huM to mArI cIjanuM sevana karuM. mArI cIja che e jJAna ane atIndriya AnaMdathI bharI che, teno huM anubhava karuM evo jeno abhiprAya che, to eno anubhava karo. AhA...hA...! pahelo Ano nirNaya to kare ke, A cIja AvI che. samajANuM kAMI ? are! koI di karyuM nathI. anaMta kALa thayo, sAdhu paNa anaMta vAra thayo. munivrata dhAra anaMta bera, raiveyaka upajAyo" "cha DhALAmAM Ave che. "cha DhALA che ne ? "munivrata dhAra anaMta baira, raiveyaka upajAyo, paNa AtamajJAna bina leza sukha na pAyo' paMca mahAvrata pALyA, aThyAvIsa mULaguNa lIdhAM, dayA, dAna karyA, vrata karyA paNa e to badhI rAganI kriyA che. emAM sukha nathI, e to duHkha che. AhA...hA...! AkarI vAta che, bhAI ! duniyAthI bhinna parama satya to A che. samajANuM kAMI ? jeno Avo abhiprAya che e sevana karo. kevo che te paramArtha ?' AhA..hA...! A prabhu vastu kevI che ? jenuM sevana karavuM kahyuM ne? "sevyatAM siddhAnta' siddhAMta eTale vastu. vastu svarUpa kevuM che ? aMtarAtmA (kevo che)? "ham zuddha cinmayam jyotiH sA vi Wi" "dama" "svasaMvedanapratyakSa..." AhA..hA..! "aham' A che, A che. e sva potAthI vedana - saMvedana, jJAna ane AnaMdanuM potAthI vedana thavuM e "aim' te pratyakSa che. "dama" A AtmA, tenA AnaMda ane jJAnanuM vedana karavuM e pratyakSa che. pratyakSano artha ? jemAM koI mana ane rAganI apekSA nathI evI aMdara cIja che. e cIjano anubhava karavo te pratyakSa che. AhA..hA...! bhAre AkarI vAtuM ! mArga to evo che, bhAI ! duniyAe badhuM soMghu karI nAkhyuM. A vrata pALo ne bhakti karo ne Ama thaI jAya. bApu ! e to jiMdagI cAlI jaze, manuSya bhava maLyo e vyartha cAlyo jaze. AhA..hA...! manuSyano artha e che, manuSyati jJAyate iti manuSya manuSyano artha e che. jJAyate iti. jJAyaka svarUpa je che enuM jJAna kare e manuSya kahevAya che. e jJAyakanuM jJAna karyA vinA paranuM jJAna kare tene to pazu kahe che. pazu kema kahe che ? "pazyati badhdhati iti pazu pazunI saMskRta vyAkhyA che. pazu - pazyati badhdhati iti pazu potAnA svarUpanI dRSTino abhiprAya nathI ane rAga ane dveSanuM sevana kare che e badhdhati - e AvaraNathI baMdhanamAM paDe che. e pazu che. badhyate - pazu badhdhati che. AhA..hA..! pazyati badhdhati. pAzamAM, vikAramAM baMdhanamAM AvI jAya che. e pazu kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA...hA...! Ama abajopati, karoDopati ho paNa aMdaramAM AtmAnuM bhAna nathI ane rAga ne puNya-pApanuM sevana kare che, paNa aMdaramAM bhagavAna AtmA anubhavavo rahI jAya che tene pazu kahe che. pazuno artha pazyati badhdhati iti pazu. AvaraNathI baMdha thaI jAya che ane AtmAnuM bhAna

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kaLaza-185 551 nathI tene pazu kahevAya che. manuSya svarUpeNa mRgA caranti' manuSyanA rUpamAM mRga jevo haraNa. haraNa.... haraNa kahe che ne ? mRgalA. AhAhA...! mRganI nAbhimAM kasturI (che) tenI kiMmata mRgane nathI ane enI gaMdha jANe bahArathI AvatI hoya ema lAge che) to bahAra zodhe che. ema A manuSya thaIne aMtaramAM AnaMda paDyo che, e nAbhimAM jema kasturI paDI che, ema aMdaramAM atIndriya AnaMda paDyo che, e jANe bahArathI AnaMda maLaze ema mAne che). strImAMthI, AbaramAMthI, kIrtimAMthI, paisAmAMthI maLaze ema mAnanAra) pazu tulya mRgA caraMti. e mRga jevo che. vAta to AvI che, duniyAthI judI jAta che. AhA...hA...! e kahe che ke, "zuddha virbhayam khyotiH" huM to chuM. svasaMvedanapratyakSa ! AhAhA...! huM to svasaMvedana - sva nAma potAnA AnaMda ane jJAnanuM vedana... vedana - anubhava pratyakSa (eTale) paranI apekSA vinA (ka) evo huM AtmA chuM. AhAhA..! samajANuM kAMI ? sUkSma vAta che, bhagavAna ! amane to khabara che ne ! sUkSma to che. lokomAM zuM cAle che, ame to badhAne joyA che ne ! AkhuM hindustAna dasa hajAra mAIla traNa vAra ryA chIe. dasadasa hajAra mAIla ! moTara che ne ? plemAutha eka moTara che. ravivAre thoDuM bahAra nIkaLIe chIe. beTarI bagaDe che ne ? Aje thoDA bahAra nIkaLaze. beTarI bagaDe nahi. moTI pacAsa hajAranI moTara che. e to ghaNA varSanI paDI che. bahAra nIkaLe to kAma Ave, bAkI to paDI che. hindustAnamAM traNa vAra pharyA. ghaNuM joyuM, jAtrA joI, lAkho mANaso joyA. prabhu ! mArga koI bIjI cIja che. AhA...hA...! aMtaramAM jonArane jovo, jonAra parane jove che e choDIne jonArane aMdaramAM jovo. huM koNa chuM ? "zrImad rAjacaMdra thayA che, sAMbhaLyuM che ? "zrImad rAjacaMdra thayA che. zrImad rAjacaMdra nathI thayA ? jene jAtismaraNa jJAna hatuM. pUrvabhavanuM jJAna nAnI uMmaramAM hatuM. ATha varSanI uMmare (jJAna hatuM). teMtrIsa varSe deha chUTI gayo. ghaNo kSayopazama ! ajaba-gajaba zakti ! e soLa varSe kahetA hatA, "huM koNa chuM ? kyAMthI thayo ? zuM svarUpa che mAruM kharuM ?" soLa varSe (kahe che) ! zarIranA soLa varSa, AtmA to anAdianaMta che, e to avinAzI che, eno to kAMI nAza thato nathI. soLa varSanI uMmare kahe che, huM koNa chuM? ane kharuM svarUpa - yathArtha svarUpa zuM che ? e yathArtha svarUpa jANyA vinA... AhA..hA...! eno anubhava karyA vinA corAzI lAkhanA avatAra chUTaze nahi, prabhu ! AhAhA...! e game te kriyAkAMDa kare, vrata pALe, apavAsa kare, bhakti kare, karoDo rUpiyAnA maMdira calAve badho rAga che, e koI dharma nathI. AhA..hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? ahIMyAM to e kahe che, huM to svasaMvedanapratyakSa chuM. koI bIjI huM banAvuM ke emAM kaMI karuM to mArA AtmAne lAbha thAya evo huM chuM nahi. AhA..hA.! "svasaMvedanapratyakSa chuM ke jIvadravya. AhAhA..! evo huM jIva vastu chuM. "zuddha vimalam khyoti:"

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papara kalazAmRta bhAga-5 zuddha jJAnamaya jyoti ! jJAna jaLahaLa jyoti caitanyamUrti ! jema A agninI jyoti che ema huM cinmaya jJAnajyoti caitanya aMdara chuM. dhruva anAdianaMta vastu huM chuM). cinmaya nAma jJAnamaya jyoti chuM, e mAruM dhAma che, e mAruM sthAna che, e mAruM kSetra che, e mArI sarvasva cIja che. cinmaya jyoti ! jJAnamaya jyoti huM sarvasva chuM. are..! AhA..hA.! AvuM che, bApu ! zuM thAya ? duniyAmAM to bahAramAM atyAre sAdhu thaI jAo, dIkSA laI lyo, ThIka ! AtmA zuM enuM bhAna na maLe. sAdhu thayo to zuM thayuM ? samajANuM kAMI ? potAnI cIjanA anubhava ane jJAna vinA sAdhu thayo to zuM thayo ? anaMtavAra thayo. ahIMyAM e kahe che, "svasaMvedanapratyakSa chuM" AhA...hA...! to jJAna, cin eTale jJAna, cit "nano tuM thAya che. cit jyoti eTale cijyoti. cit jyoti eTale jJAnajyoti. huM to jJAnanA prakAzanuM pUra - nUra chuM. jJAnanA prakAzanuM - samajaNanuM teja pUMja chuM. e huM chuM. che ? "zuddha jJAnasvarUpa prakAza sarva kALa....' sadA kALa. "pava' nAma zmi' chuM. "mi' chuM. sarva kALa huM to cinmaya jyoti chuM. evI daSTi karI aMtaramAM ramavuM, anubhava karavo e ja pUrNa AnaMdanI prAptino upAya che. bAkI badhI vAtuM che. AhAhA..! nizcayathI chuM. tyAM sudhI kAle AvyuM hatuM. kAle bapore tyAM sudhI AvyuM hatuM. Aje pharIthI lIdhuM. have, ahIMyAM (kahe che), tu te vividha: mAvI: te sadaM ra kli' (1) "eka vizeSa che." "vividha: mAvA: "zuddha caitanyasvarUpa sAthe... zuddha pavitra cinmaya jyotithI aNamaLatA. mArA caitanya svabhAva sAthe maLatA nathI, eka nathI thatA. mArI jAtathI aNamaLatI bhinna cIja che. zuM ? "rAgAdi azuddha bhAva... cAhe to zubha rAga dayA, dAnano ho ke cAhe to pApano rAga hoya paNa e rAga to potAnA zuddha jJAnamaya mUrtithI aNamaLatA bhAva che, bhinna cIja che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? ema aMdaramAM bhedajJAna karavuM enuM nAma dharma ane anubhava che. AhA...hA...! AvuM lAMbu ! eka kalAka sAMbhaLavuM kaThaNa paDe. badhI jhINI vAtuM ! mArga to evo che, bApu ! bhAI ! AhA...hA...! boTAdamAM eka hatA. peluM makAna che ne ? konuM? bhUlI gayA. "mastarAma' ! I vyAkhyAnamAM kAyama AvatA. ghaNA mANaso AvatA. ahIMyAM 65 varSa to dIkSA lIdhA thayA. sATha ane pAMca ! dukAna choDI. ghaNuM ghaNuM joyuM che. A cIja to bahu moMghI che, bhAI ! AhA...hA...! sAMbhaLavA maLatI nathI pachI samaje to kyAM ? ahIMyAM to prabhu ema kahe che ke, prabhu ! tAro caitanya svabhAva je AnaMda enAthI aNamaLatA; jema ghaumAM kAMkarA hoya che, kAMkarA kahe che ne ? bolAya ema, koI pUche, bena ! zuM karo cho ? to kahe, ghauM vINuM chuM. ema kahe che. ghauM vINe che ? kAMkarA vize che. paNa bole ghauM, bena, zuM karo cho ? to kahe, ghauM vINuM chuM. ghauM kema kahe che ? ke,

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kaLaza-185 papa3 huM cokhA, dALa vINatI nathI ema batAvavA. nahitara vINe che to kAMkarA. kAMkarA vaNe che, kADhI nAkhe che. ema AtmAmAM puNya ane pApanA bhAva kAMkarA che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA..! AtmAno anubhava karavo eno artha e ke, puNya-pApanA bhAva dRSTimAMthI, AzrayamAMthI choDavA. AhA...hA..! bahu AkaruM kAma, bApA ! prabhu ! tArI balihArI che, bhAI ! AhA..hA...! mumukSu :- dayA pALavI to jIvanI zobhA che. uttara :- dayA konI ? potAnI. paranI dayA koNa pALI zake che ? tene strIno prema nathI ? patine patnIno prema che ke nahi ? to patnI marI jAya che to kema rokato nathI ? parane rAkhI zake to rAkhe). DaoNkTara hoya topaNa marI jAya che. barAbara che ne ? bhAI ! pacIsa varSanI uMmara ho, patnI bAvIsa varSanI hoya (ane) marI jAya to rAkhe che ? rAkhI zake che ? zuM rAkhe ? tenI sthiti hoya to rahe, nahitara koNa rAkhI zake? strIne rAkhI zakato nathI to paranI dayA pALI zake che ? AhA..hA..! kema patnI vahAlAmAM vahAlI che), jene loko ardhAganA kahe che, ardhAganA ! ardha aMga ! mAruM aMga ane enuM aMga be thaIne eka aMga che. dhULeya nathI. adhaganA kayAMthI lAvyo ? e bhinna che, tuM bhinna cho. eno prema che (topaNa rAkhI zakato nathI). moTA moTA DokTara hoya to kAMI rAkhI zakatA nathI. AMsu pADe che. AhAhA...! ane patnI chelle kahe ke, tamArI uMmara nAnI che, huM jAuM chuM ane tamArI prakRti jarI evI che to bIjI karajo, nahitara tamArI sevA koNa karaze ? tame to kyAM lagna karyA che ? jeNe lagna karyA hoya ene AvuM cAle che. pacIsa-trIsa varSanI nAnI uMmara hoya ne ? ane strI marI jAtI hoya, DaoNkTara hoya, vakIla hoya... A to amArA gharanI vAta che, hoM ! amArA gharamAM thayuM che. amArA dukAnanA bhAgIdAra hatA. enI uMmara to moTI hatI. pa3 varSanI uMmara hatI) ane patnI marI gaI to patnI kahetI gaI, tamArI prakRti jarI evI che to tame lagna karI lejo. bALaka nahotuM. pa3 varSanI uMmara hatI ? 53 samaje ? pacAsa ane traNa. amArA bhAgIdAra hatA. e kahI gaI paNa pachI trepana varSe maLe koNa ? trepana varSe koNa paisA Ape ? A to jADI buddhi hatI, vANiyA hatA topaNa koLI jevI buddhi (hatI). amArI dukAnanA bhAgIdAra hatA. ogaNasAThathI aDasaTha - nava varSa dukAnamAM rahyA. ogaNasAThanI sAlathI aDasaTha varSa - nava varSa (rahyA). pAMca varSa to meM dukAna calAvI. sattara varSanI uMmarathI bAvIsa varSa sudhI). e amArA bhAgIdAra hatA. enI patnI marI gaI to ema kahetI gaI ke, tame karo. pachI paisA devA mATe valakhA nAkhyA. koNa de ene ? tamane koNa sAcavaze ? tamArI prakRti barAbara nathI. koI patnI hoya to tamane sAcavaze. koNa sAcave ? dhULa sAcave ! AhAhA...! mUrnAInA ghara che badhA ! mamatA... mamatA.. mamatA.

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kalazAmRta bhAga-5 huM koNa chuM ? huM kyAM chuM ? mane koNa sAcave ? huM mane sAcavuM. huM AnaMda svarUpa jJAna svarUpa chuM tenI saMbhALa karuM. bIjAnI saMbhALa huM karI zakato nathI. AhA..hA...! e ahIM kahe che, juo ! zuddha caitanyasvarUpa sAthe aNamaLatA... koNa ? 'rAgAdi azuddha bhAva,...' 'rAgAdi' zabda paDyo che ne ? to rAga, dveSa, viSaya, vAsanA, kAma, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, kapaTa Adi. e badhA azuddha pariNAma, milana piraNAma che. rAgAdi - dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinA azuddha che. e rAga zuddha nathI, potAno svabhAva nahi. e kahe che. bhAva paNa rAga 'rAgAdi azuddha bhAva, zarIra Adi, sukhaduHkha Adi...' zarIramAM koIka anukULa-pratikULa sukha, duHkha lAge e nAnA prakAranA azuddha paryAyo,...' te adde na agni' te badhAM jIvadravyasvarUpa nathI.' e huM nahi. zarIramAM roga hoya, nirogatA hoya e jaDanI cIja nahi, e mArI nahi, mArAmAM nahi. puNya-pApanA bhAva thAya che e rAga che e mArA nahi. AhA..hA...! keTalethI chUTavuM ? to kahe che ke, sarvasva. ema kahyuM. juo ! che ? 'zuddha caitanyasvarUpa sAthe aNamaLatA...' koNa ? ye te vividhA: mAvA:' rAgAdi azuddha (bhAva), sukha, du:kha Adi prakAra, azuddha paryAya 'te badhAM jIvadravyasvarUpa nathI.' e mArI cIja nahi. AhA..hA...! mArI cIjathI judI paDI jAya e cIja mArI nahi. rAgAdi chUTI jAya che. AtmA nirmaLa thAya che, zuddha paramAtmA (thAya che) to rAga raheto nathI. mATe rAga jo potAnI cIja hoya to chUTI kema paDe ? judI kema paDe ? judI che to judI paDI jAya che. mATe potAnI cIja che nahi. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA....! 554 = e rAgAdi azuddha bhAva huM nahi. "te badhAM jIvadravyasvarUpa nathI. kevA che azuddha bhAva ?? 'pRtha'nakSA:' emAM traNa artha che. "mArA zuddha caitanyasvarUpa sAthe maLatA nathI.' puNya ane pApanA bhAva, zubha-azubha bhAva mArI caitanya jAta che, jANana svabhAva che tenAthI A puNya-pApanA bhAva pRthak lakSaNa che. kemake huM caitanya chuM. e rAgamAM caitanyano abhAva che. to e ajJAna che. huM caitanya chuM to e rAga vikAra che, huM nirmaLa chuM to e vikAra che to e viparIta che. pRthak lakSaNa che, viparIta che, ajJAna che. AhA..hA...! samajAya to che ne ? bhASA to sAdI che paNa mArga to bhagavAna Avo che. AhA..hA...! ? mArI cIja je aMdara che - jJAnajyoti jhaLahaLa jyoti ! mANasa agni sadA rAkhe che ne ? agni sadA rAkhe. tamArA pArasImAM to agni bahu rAkhe. khabara che. amAre tyAM pArasI hatA ne ? bhAI ! ame pagalAM karavA gayA hatA. e pArasInA guru hatA. tyAM pagalA karavA laI gayA hatA. tyAM vyAkhyAna cAlatuM hatuM. (saMvata) 1995nI sAlanI vAta che. sAme ghara hatuM. pagalA karavA gayA hatA. e pArasInA guru hatA to agni sadA covIsa kalAka rAkhe. e khabara che. e agni nahi, A caitanyaagni sadA potAmAM rAkhavI, ema

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kaLaza-185 kahe che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA....! benano eka zabda che ne ? agnimAM udhaI lAgatI nathI. pahelo zabda zuM che ? kaMcanane kATa nathI lAgato. kaMcana che ne ? sonuM ! emAM kATa lAge che ? kAI.. kAI nathI thatI. loDhAne kAI thAya che, kaMcanane kAI nathI thatI. kaMcanamAM kATa nahi, agnimAM udhaI nahi. jhINI jIvAta thAya che. dImaka thAya che, bahu pAtaLI, dhoLI (hoya che). Akaro taDako paDe to baLI jAya. agnimAM udhaI lAgatI nathI, paheluM zuM kahyuM ? kaMcanane kATa lAgato nathI. ema bhagavAnaAtmAmAM AvaraNa ane azuddhatA ane uNapa nathI. e benanA zabdo che. ahIMyAM eka bena che. asaMkhya bhavanuM jAtismaraNa jJAna che. asaMkhya abaja varSanuM ! bhava nava paNa asaMkhya, abaja varSanI sthitinuM che. emanI A vANI che. atyAre pustaka chapANA che, vIsa hajAra chapANA che. dasa hajAra navA chapAya che. emAM Avo eka zabda che. agnimAM udhaI (nahi). udhaI nAma dImaka.. dImaka ! sUkSma dImaka nathI thatI ? agnimAM dImaka thAya ? ema kanakane kATa lAge che ? kAI ! ema AtmA bhagavAna aMdara cidAnaMda prabhu che emAM karma ane rAga-dveSanuM AvaraNa nathI, rAga-dveSanI azuddhatA nathI ane kamI (-uNapa) nathI. potAnA pUrNa svabhAvathI bharelo evo uNapa vagaranI AtmA cIja che. AhA..hA...! jarI sUkSma che. 'dravyadRSTi prakAza' tamane ApyuM. e vakhate yAda hatuM eka pustaka che. paNa tamane na samajAya. evI cIja che, bahu jhINI vAta che. benanI vAta che. ahIMyAM kahe che, 'pRthanakSA: 'mArA zuddha caitanyasvarUpa sAthe maLatA nathI.' AhA..hA...! mATe mArI cIja bhinna che, e cIja bhinna che. evuM bhedajJAna karI potAnA AtmAmAM anubhava karavo e ja mokSa thavAno, AnaMda prApta karavAno upAya che. vizeSa kaheze... (zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva !) poSa suda 7, ravivAra tA. 15-01-1978. kaLaza-185 pravacana-205 555 'kaLazaTIkA' 185 kaLaza cAle che ne ? ahIMyAM AvyuM che. kevA che azuddha bhAva ?' vRdhdha nakSaLA:' zuM kahe che ? jene dharma ka2vo hoya, to dharma to AtmAno zuddha svabhAva je paripUrNa paDyo che tenI dRSTi karavAthI ane teno anubhava karavAthI dharma thAya che. je zuddha caitanya che teno anubhava karavAthI rAgAdi bhAva je che, cAhe to dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktino rAga ho ke azubha rAga ho, e AtmAnA svabhAvathI pRthak lakSaNa che, bhinna

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556 kalAmRta bhAga-5 svarUpa che. jhINI vAta che. cAhe to dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, tapanA pariNAma ho e rAga che e AtmA caitanya lakSaNa, AnaMda svarUpa che. teno anubhava karavAthI e rAga pRthaka - bhinna lakSaNavALA che. ane potAnA caitanya svarUpathI e rAga viparIta lakSaNavALo che. ane e caitanyasvarUpano aMtara dRSTithI anubhava karavAthI e rAgAdi je che e ajJAna bhAva che. ajJAna bhAvano artha mithyASTipaNuM nahi, paNa e rAgabhAvamAM caitanya svarUpano, caitanyanA kiraNa - aMzano abhAva che, e kAraNe rAgabhAvane ajJAna kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA...hA...! AvI vAta che. sUkSma bahu ! (koI kahetuM hatuM ke, ame kaoNlejamAM kuMdakuMdAcAryadevanuM bhaNyA chIe paNa A dRSTi nahi. e to kahetA hatA. A to sarvajJa paramAtmA jinendradevanA zrImukhethI nIkaLelI divyadhvani che. e divyadhvani anusAra digaMbara saMtoe zAstro racyA. AhA...hA...! AvI vAta bIje kyAMya che nahi. samajANuM kAMI ? enA saMpradAyamAM paNa gaDabaDa thaI gaI che. potAno zuddha caitanya AnaMdakaMda prabhu, tenI dRSTi thayA vinA, samyagdarzana thayA vinA vrata ne tapa ne bhakti Adi bhAva che e dharma che, ema mAne che e daSTi mithyAtva che. AhA...hA..! kemake bhagavAna caitanya svabhAva pUrNa svarUpa aMdara che ane atIndriya anAkuLa AnaMdano rasakaMda prabhu AtmA to che. tenAthI e puNya ane pApanA bhAva duHkharUpa che, AkuLatA che. svabhAvathI pRthak bhinna lakSaNa che. svabhAva caitanya svarUpano anubhava, enAthI e rAga ajJAna bhAva che. ane caitanya svarUpanA anubhavamAM rAga svabhAvathI viparIta bhAva che. AvI vAta che, bhagavAna ! vItarAga digaMbara saMtonI vANI AvI che. AvI vANI kyAMya che nahi. enuM svarUpa ja A che. samajANuM kAMI ? anaMta kALa thayo.. savAre kahyuM hatuM ne ? "cha DhALAmAM Ave che - "munivrata dhAra anaMta aira zaiveyaka upAyo Ave che ne ? bhAI ! "cha DhALAmAM Ave che. "munivrata dhAra..' digaMbara muni thayo, nagna muni thayo, aThyAvIsa mULaguNa pALyA, paMca mahAvrata dhAraNa karyA. 'munivrata dhAra anaMta baira, raiveyaka.... raiveyaka (eTale) grIvAne sthAne devanA sthAna che. tyAM anaMta bAra upajyo. paNa AtmajJAna - A rAgathI bhinna, e kriyAkAMDano vikalpa je rAga che enAthI bhinna bhagavAna aMdara che, eno anubhava ane dRSTi na karI. e vinA janma-maraNano aMta Avyo nahi. AhA..hA..! vAta sUkSma che, bhagavAna ! ahIMyAM AcArya e kahe che, "amRtacaMdrAcArya ! kuMdakuMdAcAryadeva digaMbara muni saMvata 49mAM ahIMyAM bhAratamAM thayA ane bhagavAna pAse gayA hatA. "sImaMdhara bhagavAna mahAvidehamAM birAje che. vartamAna mojUda birAje che. pAMcaso dhanuSano deha che. karoDa pUrvanuM AyuSya che. abajo varSathI kevaLajJAnamAM birAje che ane samavasaraNamAM indro ane gaNadharo, siMha ane

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kaLaza-185 papa7 vAgha Ave che. atyAre mahAvidehamAM divyadhvani thAya che. emanI pAse kuMdakuMdAcAryadeva' gayA hatA. AhAhA...digaMbara muni hatA. eka morapIMchI, kamaMDaLa (rAkhatA). aMdaramAM AnaMda.. AnaMda, AnaMda AnaMda muninuM bhAvaliMga to aMtaramAM atIndriya AnaMdanuM ugra pracura svasaMvedana (che). e pAMcamI gAthAmAM che. "samayasAranI pAMcamI gAthAmAM che. amAro - munino nija vaibhava.. A dhULano nahi. dhULa eTale ? paisA ! A paisA dhULa che ne ? e amArI lakSmI nahi. zarIra paNa amArI lakSmI nahi ane aMdaramAM pApano vikalpa to munino thato nathI. paMca mahAvrata Adino zubha rAga thAya che e paNa mArI cIja nahi. A.hA...! e paNa duHkharUpa bhAva che. huM enAthI bhinna svasaMvedana (svarUpa chuM. ApaNe pahelA AvI gayuM. AvI gayuM ne aMdara ? "svasaMvedanapratyakSa." pAMcamI paMkti che. svasaMvedana pratyakSa ! A..hA...hA...! atIndriya AnaMdanuM potAnA svabhAvathI pratyakSa vedana karavuM ane ugra AnaMdanuM (vedana karavuM). samyakdRSTine paNa svasaMvedana, AnaMdanA aMzanuM vedana che. na ho to e samyakdaSTi nathI. ahIMyAM to samyagdaSTi che tene potAnA caitanya svabhAvamAM je AnaMda che teno eka aMza to vyakta - pragaTa (che). samyagdaSTi cothe guNasthAne "zreNika rAjA ! bhagavAnanA vakhatamAM thayA. kSAyika samakitI ! cAritra nahotuM. vrata nahotA paNa AtmAnuM bhAna thayuM, aMdara AnaMdanuM vadana hatuM ane emAM tIrthakara gotra baMdhAI gayuM paNa pUrve muninI azAtanA karI hatI). sAcA saMta hatA emanA gaLAmAM sarpa nAkhI dIdho. enAthI sAtamI narakanuM AyuSya baMdhAI gayuM hatuM. pachI enI strI celaNA' rANI samakitI hatI, jJAnI hatI, anubhavI hatI, AnaMdanA anubhavI! te temane muni pAse laI gaI. sarpa nAkhelo. (eTale "celaNAne kahyuM). "meM sarpa nAkhyo che, jo tArA gurue sarpa kADhI nAkhyo haze. "zelaNA' kahe, amArA guru AvA na hoya. amArA guru to evA zAMta AnaMda. AnaMda.. AnaMda. atIndriya AnaMdamAM ramanArA, jhUle jhulanArA che, cAlo !" tyAM joyuM to sarpa (emane ema hato), hajAro kIDI, lAkho kIDI (caDI gaI hatI). "celaNA'e dhImethI (sarpane) upADI lIdho. muni to aMdara AnaMdamAM hatA. Ama AMkha mIMcI hatI. o.ho..."zreNika zuM thayuM?" ("zreNika" kahe che, "mahArAja ! meM to Avo aparAdha karyo hato. pachI temane AtmajJAna thayuM. hajAro rANI hatI, rAja hatuM paNa AtmajJAna - samakita thayuM. muninI pAse samakita thayuM. samikatano artha aMdaramAM rAganA vikalpa je vikAra che tenAthI bhinna bhavagAna AnaMda jJAna svarUpa che tenuM bhAna karIne pratIti, anubhava thavo enuM nAma samyagdarzana kahevAmAM Ave che. e samyagdarzana thayuM paNa narakanuM AyuSya pahelA baMdhAI gayuM hatuM e to tUTatuM nathI. sAtamI narakanuM AyuSya baMdhAI gayuM hatuM to corAzI hajAra varSanI sthiti rahI gaI. AtmajJAna prApta thayuM, AnaMdano anubhava thayo. cAritra nathI, vrata nathI. vrata to samyagdarzana

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papa8 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 thayA pachI AnaMdanI ugratAnuM vadana Ave che tyAre tene vratano vikalpa uThe che. tene vyavahAra kahevAmAM Ave che. e to emane hatuM nahi. to narakamAM to gayA. atyAre narakamAM che, corAzI hajAra varSanI sthiti (che). aDhI hajAra varSa gayA, sADA ekAzI hajAra varSa bAkI che. tyAMthI nIkaLIne tIrthakara thaze. AgAmI covIzImAM zreNika rAjAno jIva, vrata, tapa, tyAga nahotA paNa samyagdarzana thayuM, aMtara AnaMdano svAda Avyo, tenI sthitimAM tyAM narakamAM paNa AnaMdano svAda Ave che. jeTalo kaSAya che teTaluM duHkha che. jeTalo kaSAya ane mithyAtva gayuM che teTaluM sukha che. tyAMthI nIkaLIne tIrthaMkara thaze. AgAmI covIzImAM pahelA tIrthakara thaze. AhA..hA..! e samyagdarzanano pratApa che. ane samyagdarzana vinA vrata, tapa game te kriyA kare paNa eka paNa janma - bhavano aMta Avato nathI. e ahIMyAM kahe che, samyagdaSTi jIva cothe guNasthAne ho ke paMcama guNasthAne ho, zrAvaka, sAcA zrAvaka hoM ! ane sAcA muni ho to e ema kahe che ke, e badhA rAgAdi azuddha bhAva caitanya svarUpa sAthe maLatA nathI." azuddha bhAva pRthapha lakSaNa che. AhAhA..! mArI cIja sAthe eno meLa khAto nathI. AhA..hA...! samyagdaSTine rAga Ave che, raudra dhyAna paNa thAya che ane munine ArtadhyAna paNa thAya che, paNa mArI cIjathI e cIja bhinna che. mArA AnaMda ane caitanya svarUpa sAthe rAgano meLa khAto nathI. evo samakitIne aMdara anubhava thAya che. bahAranI) kaoNlejathI A bIjI kaoNleja che. (e) kahetA hatA ke, ame kaoNlejamAM bhaNyA chIe. kuMdakuMdAcAryadevanuM pustaka vAMcyuM hatuM paNa) A dRSTi nahotI. AhA..hA..! A dRSTi to alaukika cIja (che), bhagavAna ! lAkhomAM, karoDomAM koIkane bhAna thAya che ! paNa sanmukha thavAnI taiyArI karI zake che. hajAro, lAkho mANasa paNa huM zuddha caitanya svarUpa chuM, rAgAdi huM nahi, ema pRthaka lakSaNathI samakitasanmukha thAya che. samajANuM kAMI ? ahIMyAM kahe che ke, samyagdaSTi thayo, potAnA svarUpanA AnaMda ane jJAnanuM vedana AvyuM ane rAgAdi che to e mArA svarUpanA lakSaNathI tenuM lakSaNa maLatuM nathI, mArI cIjanI sAthe e maLatA nathI. jema anAjamAM kAMkarA hoya che e anAjanI cIja nathI. ghauMmAM kAMkarA hoya che e ghauMnI cIja nathI. ema mArA AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAnamAM e puNya-pApanA kAMkarA uThe che e mArI cIja nahi. e to kADhI nAkhavAnI cIja che. AhAhA.! AvuM svarUpa che, prabhu ! kahe che, "aNamaLatA..." che ne ? "pRthapatnakSaUTI: svarUpa sAthe maLatA nathI. AhA..hA....! huM caitanya svarUpa vastu ane AnaMda lakSaNathI lakSita prabhu chuM) tenI sAthe rAgano bhAva aNamaLato che. koI rIte maLatA nathI. AhA...hA...! che ? tyAM sudhI AvyuM hatuM. zA kAraNathI ? zA kAraNe aNamaLatA che ? jema ghauM ane kAMkarA eka cIja nathI,

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kaLaza-185 papa9 bhinna cIja che ema bhagavAnaAtmA caitanya svarUpa AnaMda ane dayA, dAna rAgAdinA bhAva e kAMkarA samAna aNamaLatI cIja che). mArA caitanyanA lakSaNathI maLatA nathI. e bhinna cIja che. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? mArga evo che, bhagavAna ! ahIMyAM to atyAre evuM karI nAkhyuM che ke, vrata karo ne tapa karo, enAthI kalyANa thaI jaze. prabhu ! e to anaMta vAra thayuM che. e cIja koI apUrva nathI. bhavanA aMta karavAnI e cIja nathI. cIja to A (apUrva che). saccidAnaMda prabhu AtmA ! sat nAma zAzvata avinAzI cidra nAma jJAna ane AnaMdanuM atIndriya sukhanuM pUra AtmAmAM bharyuM che. tenAthI rAganuM lakSaNa bhinna che, mArI cIja sAthe te maLatA nathI. samyagdaSTi tene choDI de che. dRSTimAMthI choDI de che. AdaraNIya karatA nathI. AhA...hA..! AvI vAta che. gRhasthAzramamAM ho topaNa potAnA jJAnanA caitanya lakSaNathI lakSita thavAvALo, lakSita nAma jANavA lAyaka thavAvALo, potAno caitanya svabhAva rAgathI bhinna (che), caitanya svabhAvathI lakSita thavAvALuM mAruM lakSaNa che).... o.ho.ho...! ane rAga acetana lakSaNa - pRthak lakSaNa - svarUpa sAthe maLatuM nathI. ema dharmI potAne rAgathI pRthaku jANe che. AhA..hA..! che ke nahi aMdara ? artha karavAmAM phera paDe che. Ama karatAM karatAM, vyavahAra karatAM karatAM (kalyANa) thaze. e rAga che, e to anaMta vAra karyo. ane vyavahAra Ave paNa che, samyagdaSTine AtmAno samyaku anubhava thavA chatAM jyAM sudhI vItarAga na thAya tyAM sudhI bhakti Adino rAga Ave che. paNa tene e heya mAne che, choDavA lAyaka mAne che, kADhI nAkhavA lAyaka mAne che, rAkhavA lAyaka mAne che ema che nahi. AhAhA...! tamArA pitAjInuM dravyadRSTi prakAza vAMcyuM che ke nahi ? vAMcyuM che ? dravyadRSTi prakAza ! emAM ghaNuM bharyuM che ! samajANuM kAMI ? AhA...hA...! caitanyasvarUpa sAthe maLatA nathI. zA kAraNathI ?" "yata: tra te samagra: pi mama padravya" A...hA...hA...! cAhe to dayA, dAna, vratanA vikalpa - rAganI vRtti uThe e mArI cIjathI bhinna paradravya che. mArI cIja nahi. ema dharmI jIva, mokSamahelanI pahelI sIDhI - samyagdarzana (thAya) emAM Ama mAne che. AhA...hA...! che ? zuM kahyuM ? yataH tra te samagra:' rAgano samagra bhAga. guNa AnaMda ane bhagavAna AtmA AnaMdI evo bhedano vikalpa - rAga uThe che e samagra rAga paNa mArI cIjathI to bhinna che. AhA..hA...! samajAya che ? sUkSma vAta che, bhagavAna ! A to arUpI AtmatattvanI samyakdRSTinI vAta che. e vAta koI sAdhAraNa nathI. zabdo bhale sAdA Ave paNa enuM vAcya - bhAva apUrva che. kyAreya maLyuM nathI, kyAreya sAMbhaLyuM nathI. AhA..hA...! kahe che ke, "sAmagrI: 3 mAva' samagra kema lIdhuM che ? cAhe to bhagavAnanI bhaktino rAga ho, cAhe to AtmAmAM paMca mahAvratano vikalpa ho, e "samagra: pi' che ? "mamA

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560 kilazAmRta bhAga-5 padravya" "kAraNa ke nijasvarUpane anubhavatAM..." "satra' che ne ? nijasvarUpane anubhavatAM.' potAnuM nija svarUpa cetana jJAyaka jANana AnaMdane anubhavatAM te samagra: pi' jeTalA che rAgAdi azuddha vibhAvaparyAyo.." jeTalA azuddha rAgAdi bhAva (che), zubha ho ke azubha, banne azuddha che). hiMsA, jUThuM, corI, viSayabhoga vAsanA e azubha pApabhAva (che) ane dayA, dAna, vrata, tapa, bhakti zubhabhAva (che) paNa e zubha ane azubha banne azuddha (che). AhAhA..! samajANuM kAMI ? samagra: pi' badhA rAgAdi - rAga-dveSa, puNya-pApa AdinA vikalpa azuddha vibhAva paryAya che. malina dazA che, mArI cIja nahi. AhA..hA...! huM to nirmaLAnaMda prabhu chuM. samyaphadRSTi dharmanI pahelI sIDhIvALo), dharmanI pahelI sIDhImAM AvuM mAne che. samajANuM kAMI? A.hA..! manuSyapaNuM maLyuM paNa vAstavika tattvanI dRSTi karI nahi to e pazu jevo avatAra che. cAhe to karoDopati ho ke abajopati ho, emAM AtmAne koI lAbha nathI. samajANuM kAMI? zuM kahyuM? nija svarUpathI bhinna rAgAdi vibhAvaparyAya "mane paradravyarUpa che..." AhA...hA...! pahelA paryAya kahyuM. puNya-pApanA bhAva e vikArI paryAya - avasthA - hAlata kahyuM, paNa have to ema kahyuM ke, e paradravya ja che, mAruM dravya ja nathI. AhAhA....! samajANuM kAMI ? - "rAjamallajInI TIkA che ane zloka 'amRtacaMdrAcAryadevanA che. kuMdakuMdAcAryadevanA mULa pATha che. eka hajAra varSa pahelAM 'amRtacaMdrAcAryadeva thayA. "kuMdakuMdAcAryadeva" be hajAra varSa pahelA thayA ane tyArabAda eka hajAra varSa pachI 'amRtacaMdrAcAryadeva" (thayA). digaMbara saMta (eTale) cAlatAM siddha ! AnaMdanA jhulAmAM jhulatA hatA ! jhulatA jhulatA zloka lakhAI gayA. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? e kahe che ke, "samagra: pi' AhA..hA..! "mama padravya' paradravya che. jema zarIra AtmAthI paradravya che. ema dayA, dAnanA bhAva paNa paradravya che. je aMdara ? svadhyAya to ghaNo karyo hato paNa dRSTi nahotI. (e) kahetA hatA ke, A dRSTi nahotI. vAta to sAcI che. AhA...hA...! sarvajJa paramAtmA jinendradeva trilokanAtha paramAtmA birAje che. atyAre paNa divyadhvani thAya che ane indra, narendra sabhAmAM jAya che. kuMdakuMdAcAryadeva' digaMbara saMta saMvata 49mAM bhagavAna pAse gayA hatA. tyAMthI AvIne A zAstra banAvyA. bhagavAnano A saMdeza che. AhA...hA...! pati paradezamAM gayo hoya ane koI navo mAla laIne Ave to patnI kahe ke, zuM lAvyA ? ema ahIMyAM bhagavAna pAse gayA hatA to saMto kahe che, prabhu ! tyAMthI tame zuM lAvyA ? to kahe, huM to A lAvyo chuM ! AhAhA...! mArI cIjamAM to atIndriya AnaMda bharyo che. atIndriya AnaMdanA eka aMzanA svAda AgaLa indranA indrAsananA bhoga saDelI miMdaDI ane kUtarA jevA lAge che. zuM kahyuM che ?

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kaLaza-185 pa6 1 samyagdaSTine potAnA AnaMda svabhAvanuM vedanA ane anubhava hovAthI indranA indrAsana. indrANIo, jene anAjanuM bhojana nathI, jene hajAra varSa kaMThamAMthI amRta jhare che, teno bhoga paNa samakitIne saDelA kUtarA ane miMdaDI jema gaMdha mAre evuM duHkha lAge che. samajANuM kAMI ? ane ajJAnI mithyASTine e bhogamAM mIThAza nAma AphlAda Ave che. AphlAda nAma majA Ave che. e bhAva mithyAdRSTino che. e paradravyane potAnuM mAne che. AhA...hA..! samajANuM kAMI ? ahIMyAM kahe che ke dharmI jIvane azuddha rAga Ave che, bhogano rAga paNa Ave che. jyAM sudhI tyAgI muni na thAya tyAM sudhI rAga Ave che, paNa e jANe che ke A rAga to duHkha che. rAgamAM zAMtinI gaMdha nathI, duHkhanI gaMdha Ave che. AhA...hA..! samajANuM kAMI? dharmI samyagdaSTinI apekSAe, potAnA caitanyadravyanI apekSAe rAgAdi dayA, dAna, mahAvrata vikalpa paradravya gaNavAmAM AvyA che. paradravya gaNavAmAM AvyA che. potAnA svadravya caitanyathI e bhinna che. e kAraNe te paradravya che, heya che, choDavA lAyaka che, duHkharUpa che, AkuLatA che. huM AtmA to anAkuLa AnaMda svarUpa chuM. evI dRSTivaMtane te samagra: ?i bhAva padravyarUpa che. "padravyarUpa che,..." AhA...hA..! pahelAM to paryAya kahI hatI. pahelAM kahyuM ne ? azuddha vibhAvaparyAya. puSya-pApanA bhAva thAya che e azuddha vibhAva vikArI paryAya - avasthA che. avasthA vastu trikALI nathI. avasthA che, hAlata che. ahIMyAM eno saravALo karatAM ema kahI dIdhuM ke, je puNya-pApano bhAva thAya che e azuddha malina dazA che, e mArI cIjathI para che mATe te paradravya che. AhA..hA...! AvI cIja che, bhAI ! ane jene e daSTi thaI teno bhavaaMta AvI gayo. eka-be-cAra bhavamAM mokSa thaze. ane A dRSTi vinA mahAvrata pALe, kriyAkAMDa tapasyA kare, mahinA-mahinAnA, cha-cha mahinAnA apavAsa (kare) paNa anaMta bhavamAM rakhaDaze. AhA..hA..! kaho, samajAya che kAMI ? paradravyarUpa che, kemake zuddha caitanyalakSaNa sAthe maLatA nathI. AhA..hA...! zuddha cihvana bhagavAna caitanyalakSaNa jANaka svabhAvathI lakSamAM AvanAra prabhu, evA jANaka svabhAvanA lakSaNathI dayA, dAna, vratanA pariNAma potAnA lakSaNathI maLatA nathI. potAnA lakSaNathI bhinna che e kAraNe dharmI potAnI cIjathI rAgane paradravya svarUpa jANe che. AhAhA...! che ke nahi aMdara ? (A) "sonagaDha'nuM che ? (e) to kahetA hatA ke, ame kolejamAM bhaNyA chIe paNa A nahi. evo phera haze ne ? dRSTimAM phera lIdho ne ? AhA...hA...! bhAI ! prabhuno mArga che zUrAno' 'vIrano mArga che zUrano, kAyaranA nahi kAma tyAM AhA...hA...! anyamatamAM kahe che, "harino mArga che zUrAno, kAyaranA nahi kAma jo ne..." ema ahIMyAM paNa "prabhuno mArga che vIrAno, kAyaranA nahi kAma jo ne." kAyara mANasanA kAma nathI. prabhu ! A to vIrano mArga che. aMtaranI dRSTi karavAthI caitanyalakSaNano anubhava thavAthI

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56 2 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 rAgane paradravya mAne che. je rAgane potAno mAne che te kAya2, napuMsaka, hIjaDA che. hIjaDA samajAya che ? napuMsaka hoya che ne ? pAvaiyA nahi ? prabhu pAThamAM ema kahe che. AtmAmAM vIrya guNa che. AtmAmAM eka vIrya - AtmabaLa nAmano guNa che. e 47 zaktimAM AvI gayuM che. enuM svarUpa zuM ? e to zuddha caitanyanI racanA kare te vIrya (che). potAnA zuddha svarUpamAM eka vIrya baLa nAmano guNa che e zuddha racanA (kare), pavitra pariNAmanI racanA kare te vIrya che. je puNya pariNAmanI racanA kare te vIrya napuMsaka che. jema napuMsakane vIrya hotuM nathI (to) putra thatA nathI. ema puNyanA pariNAmamAM dharmanI prajA utpanna thatI nathI. AhA..hA...! vAta evI che. ahIM to karoDapatinI kaMI kiMmata na maLe. ahIMyAM to AtmAnI kiMmata che. AhA....hA....! AtmA atIndriya AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna, teno jene aMtarmukha thaIne dRSTimAM svIkAra thayo, teno AnaMdano svAda Avyo, te lakSaNathI rAga lakSaNa mArI cIja nathI. e to 5dravya che. AhA..hA...! evuM bhedajJAna - rAgathI bhagavAna bhinna che evuM bhedajJAna (karavuM te siddhino upAya che). mevijJAnata: siddhA: siddhA yeli vana" e saMvara adhikA2'mAM che. atyAra sudhI je siddha paramAtmA thAya, siddha - Namo loe savva siddhANaM, e bhedajJAnathI siddha thayA che. rAgathI bhinna karIne potAnI cIjano anubhava karIne siddha thayA che. 'mevijJAnata: siddhA: siddhA ye li vana" je koI muktine pAmyA che e badhA puNya - dayA, dAna, rAgathI bhinna thaIne pAmyA che. ane je koI saMsAramAM rakhaDe che (e) asvaivAmAvato vaThThA' rAgathI bhinnatA karatA nathI ane rAgane potAno mAne che ane rAgathI mane lAbha thAya che, e baMdhAya che, mithyAtvathI baMdhana thAya che ane cAra gatimAM rakhaDe che. 'aEvAmAvato vaThThA vaThThA ye vitta vecana / / ' koIpaNa prANI saMsAramAM baMdhanamAM paDe che (te) bhedajJAnanA abhAvathI baMdhanamAM paDe che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA...! AkarI vAta lAge che ne tethI loko khaLabhaLATa kare che. kare, vastu to A che, mArga to A che. jinadevano mArga Avo che. A choDI Aje bolI hatI. pAMca varSanI choDI che ne ? ghaTa ghaTa aMta2 jina vase, ghaTa ghaTa aMta2 jaina' pAMca varSanI nAnI choDI che ene A badhA zabdo yAda che. moDhe karyuM che. jAgato jIva Ubho che ne !' A gujarAtI zabda che. jAgato nAma caitanya svarUpa, ubho nAma dhruva che ne ! aMtara caitanya sattA zAzvata dhruva che ne ! e kyAM jAya ? e kyAM rAgamAM Ave che ? e paryAyamAM Ave che ? e to dhruva cIja che. ane ubho che nAma dhruva che. ane tenI dRSTi karavAthI jarUra prApta thAya che. rAgathI ane puNyathI ne vyavahA2thI prApta nathI thato. AhA..hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? e choDI Aje bolI hatI. bapore AvI hatI. ghaTa ghaTa aMta2 jina vase enI mAM zIkhavatI haze. pAMca varSanI choDI che. ghaTa

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kaLaza-185 pa6 3 ghaTa aMtara jina vase A zarIranA ghaTamAM jina vase che, AtmA jina che. banArasIdAsanuM vAkya che. emAMthI badhuM lIdhuM che. A "kaLazaTIkAmAMthI banArasIdAse' 'samayasAra nATaka banAvyuM che. emAM A zabda paDyA che. "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara..." A ghaTa - zarIramAM emAM aMtaramAM AtmA jina che. vItarAga svarUpa bhagavAnaAtmA aMdara che. AhA..hA...! "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase ane ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina jenapaNuM koI saMpradAya - vADo nathI. puNya ane pApanA bhAvathI virakta thaIne potAnA jina svarUpamAM rakta nAma lIna thavuM tenuM nAma "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina" kahevAmAM Ave che. saMpradAyanA jaina e jena che nahi. samajANuM kAMI ? ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase bhagavAna vItarAga svarUpe ja birAje che. paryAyamAM avasthAmAM je arahaMta paramAtmA vItarAga thayA to vItarAgatA AvI kyAMthI ? bahArathI Ave che? aMdaramAM paDI che. AhA..hA...! "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase, ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina, mata madirA ke pAna so matavAlA samaje na" potAnA matanA abhiprayAthI matavALo gAMDo - pAgala thaIne mata madirA ke pAna so potAnA abhiprAyano dArU pIdho che. tene kAraNe "matavAlA samaje na' e abhiprAyamAM mata thayo che. rAgathI kalyANa thaze, vyavahAra karatAM karatAM (dharma) thaze. e matavALo pAgala thaI gayo che. gAMDo - pAgala che. e samaje nahi. aMdara rAgathI bhinna mArI cIja che e samajato nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? e kahe che, kemake zuddha caitanyalakSaNa sAthe maLatA nathI. AhA..hA..! zuddha caitanya jANana svabhAva ane AnaMda svabhAva, e caitanyano svabhAva che), enAthI puNya-pApanA bhAva maLatA nathI, meLa khAtA nathI. banne eka nathI, be vacce saMdhi che, be vacce sAMdha che. saMdhi che, niHsaMdhi thayA nathI. rAganI kriyA ane bhagavAna AtmA jJAnasvarUpa banne eka thayA nathI. ajJAnI eka mAne che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA..hA...! AvI vAta che. e le che ne ? "caitanyalakSaNa sAthe maLatA nathI, tethI samasta vibhAvapariNAma heya che." AhA..hA..! samasta vibhAva - cAhe to dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti ho, are....! je bhAve tIrthakaragotra baMdhAya, e bhAva paNa vibhAva che ane heya che. kAraNa ke baMdhanuM kAraNa che. samajANuM kAMI? vibhAva che. jenAthI baMdhana thAya te bhAva dharma nahi. dharmathI baMdhana thatuM nathI. dharma to avikArI nirdoSa pariNAma che. potAnA caitanyanA nirmaLa AnaMdanA pariNAma che). caitanyano bhAva che e baMdhanuM kAraNa thatuM nathI. ane baMdhanuM kAraNa thAya che e dharma nahi. AhA...hA...! samajANuM kAMI ? vibhAva kahyuM ne ? "samasta vibhAvapariNAma..." kahyuM ne ? bhAI ! emAM e paNa AvI gayuM ne ? AhA...hA...! | (saMvata) 1985nI sAlamAM ame saMpradAyamAM) hatA, pahelA to emAM hatA ne ? ekavIsa varSa ane cAra mAsa sthAnakavAsI sAdhu hatA. amArA pitAjI sthAnakavAsI hatA. sthAnakavAsI

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564 kalazAmRta bhAga-5 samajyA ne ? A TUMDhiyA ! muhapattI (bAMdhe I). amArA pitAjI sthAnakavAsI hatA). emAM amAro janma thaI gayo to ame emAM dIkSita thayA. dIkSita thayA emAM 1985nI sAla hatI. ame digaMbaranA badhA zAstra jotA hatA. sthAnakavAsI saMpradAyamAM badhuM vAMcatA hatA ne ! 1985nI sAla ! keTalA varSa thayA ? 49, pacAsamAM eka ocho. vyAkhyAna cAlatuM hatuM. "boTAdamAM "boTAda saMpradAya che. emAM ame dIkSita thayA hatA ane amArI prasiddhi to pahelethI bahu che ne ! ghaNuM mANasa, hajAra-paMdaraso mANasa vyAkhyAnamAM ! 1985nI sAla, poSa mAsa (hato). A poSa mAsa (cAle) che ne ? samagra sabhAmAM eTaluM kahyuM... 49 varSa pahelAM, pacAsamAM eka ochA. sabhAmAM ghaNA paisAvALA besatA hatA. lAkhopati, pacAsa-pacAsa hajAranI varSanI pedAzavALA badhA zeThiyA besatA hatA. ame to kahyuM ke, je bhAve tIrthakara gotra baMdhAya e bhAva dharma nahi. emAM hatA. ane je paMca mahAvratanA pariNAma che e dharma nathI, Asava che. khaLabhaLATa (thaI gayo ! amArI to prasiddhi bahu hatI, emAM paNa prasiddhi hatI ne ! nAnI uMmaramAM dIkSA lIdhI hatI. trevIsa-sADI trevIsa varSe (dIkSA lIdhI hatI). ghaNI prasiddhi hatI. zeThiyAo to koI bole nahi. paNa eka gurubhAI beThA hatA tene na racyuM. vIsare... vIsare bolavA lAgyA). e zraddhA amAre na joIe. ema kahyuM. AhA...hA...! mArga to Avo che, bhAI ! paMca mahAvratanA bhAvane bhagavAna 'tattvArthasUtranA chaThThA adhyAyamAM Asrava kahe che. baMdhanuM kAraNa kahe che. ane je bhAve tIrthakaragotra baMdhAya e paNa Asava che. Asrava vinA baMdhana thatuM nathI. mATe zubha bhAva - tIrthakara gotra baMdhAvAnuM kAraNa paNa Asrava - rAga che. AhA..hA...! pacAsa varSa pahelAnI vAta che. samajANuM kAMI ? moTI sabhA hatI.

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nATaka samayasAranA pada zrI nATaka samayasAranA pada zAmRta bhAga-5 nirjarA dvAra cha jJAnI jIva karmanA kartA nathI, (savaiyA ekatrIsA) *je nija pUraba karma udai, sukha bhuMjata bhoga udAsa rheNge| je dukhamaiM na vilApa kareM, nirabaira hiyai tana tApa saheMge / / hai jinhakoM dir3ha Atama gyAna, kriyA karikaiM phalakauM na caheMge / vicacchana gyAyaka haiM, su tinhakauM karatA hama to na kaheMge / / 45 / / samyajJAnIno vicAra (savaiyA ekatrIsA) jinhakI suddaSTi maiM aniSTa iSTa doU sama, jinhakau acAra suvicAra subha dhyAna hai / svAsthakauM tyAgi je lage haiM paramArathakauM, jinhakai banijamaiM na naphA hai na jyAna hai / / jinhakI samujhimaiM sarIra aisau mAniyata, dhAnakausau chIlaka kRpAnakausau myAna hai / pArakhI padArathake sAkhI bhrama bhArathake, teI sAdhu tinahIkau jathAratha gyAna hai / / 46 / / 565

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566 nATaka samayasAranA pada jJAnanI nirbhayatA (savaiyA ekatrIsA) jamakausau bhrAtA dukhadAtA hai asAtA karma, tAkai udai mUrakha na sAhasa gahatu hai suraganivAsI bhUmivAsI au patAlavAsI, sabahIko tana mana kaMpitu rahatu hai / / urakau ujArau nyArau dekhiye sapata bhaisauM, Dolata nisaMka bhayau AnaMda lahatu hai / sahaja suvIra jAkau sAsatau sarIra aisau, gyAnI jIva Araja AcAraja kahatu hai / / 47 / / sAta bhayanAM nAma (choharA) ihabhava-bhaya paraloka-bhaya, marana-vedanA - jAta / anaracchA anagupta-bhaya, akasmAta bhaya sAta / / 48 / / sAta bhayanuM pRthak pRthak svarUpa. (savaiyA ekatrIsA) dasadhA parigraha - viyoga- ciMtA iha bhava, durgati-gamana bhaya paraloka mAniye / prAnanikau harana marana- bhai kahAvai soi, rogAdika kaSTa yaha vedanA bakhAniye / / racchaka hamArau koU nAMhI anaracchA-bhaya, cora - bhai vicAra anagupta mana Aniye / anaciMtyau abahI acAnaka kahAdhauM hoi, aisau bhaya akasmAta jagatamaiM jAniye / / 49 / / khA lava-laya bhaTADavAno upAya. (chappA) nakha sikha mita pakhAMna, gyAna avagAha nirakkhata / Atama aMga abhaMga saMga, para dhana ima akkhata / /

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nATaka samayasAranA pada 56 7. chinabhaMgura saMsAravibhava, parivAra-bhAra jsu| jahAM utapati tahAM pralaya, jAsu saMjoga viraha tsu|| parigraha prapaMca paragaTa parakhi, ihabhava bhaya upajai na cit| gyAnI nisaMka nikalaMka nija, gyAnarUpa nirakhaMta nita / / 50 / / 52(bhava-maya bhAvAno 60ya. (75) gyAnacakra mama loka, jAsu avaloka mokh-sukh| itara loka mama nAhiM, nAhiM jisamAhiM dokha dukh| punna sugatidAtAra, pApa duragati pd-daayk| doU khaMDita khAni, maiM akhaMDita sivnaayk|| ihavidhi vicAra paraloka-bhaya, nahi vyApata varatai sukhit| gyAni nisaMka nikalaMka nija, ___gyAnarUpa nirakhaMta nita / / 51 / / maraNano bhaya maTADavAno upAya. (chappA) pharasa jIbha nAsikA, naiMna aru zravana accha iti / mana vaca tana bala tIna, svAsa usvAsa aau-thiti|| ye dasa prAna-vinAsa, tAhi jaga marana khijji| gyAna-prAna saMjugata, jIva tihuM kAla na chijji|| yaha ciMta karata nahi marana bhaya, naya-pravAMna jinvrkthit| gyAnI nisaMka nikalaMka nija, gyAnarUpa nirakhaMta nita / / 52 / /

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56 8 nATaka samayasAranA pada vedanAno bhaya maTADavAno upAya. (chappA) vedanavArau jIva, jAhi vedata soU jiy| yaha vedanA abhaMga, su tau mama aMga nAMhi biy|| karama vedanA duvidha, eka sukhamaya dutIya dukh| doU moha vikAra, puggalAkAra bhirmukh|| jaba yaha viveka manamahiM dharata, __taba na vedanAbhaya vidita / gyAnI nisaMka nikalaMka nija, gyAnarUpa nirakhaMta nita / / 53 / / arakSAno bhaya maTADavAno upAya. (chappA) jo svavastu sattAsarUpa jagamahiM trikaalgt| tAsu vinAsa na hoi, sahaja nihacai pravAMna mt|| so mama Atama daraba, sakhathA nahiM sahAya dhr| tihi kArana racchaka na hoi, bhacchaka na koi pr|| jaba ihi prakAra niradhAra kiya, taba anaracchA -bhaya nasita / gyAnI nisaMka nikalaMka nija, gyAnarUpa nirakhaMta nita / / 54 / / yo2-(bhaya bhAvAno 30ya. (chapyA) parama rUpa parataccha, jAsa lacchana cinmNddit| para praveza tahAM nAhiM, mAhiM mahi agama akhaMDita / / so mamarUpa anUpa, akRta anamita aTUTa dhn| tAhi cora kima gahai, Thaura nahi lahai aura jn|| citavaMta ema dhari dhyAna jaba, taba agupta bhaya upsmit| gyAnI nisaMka nikalaMka nija,

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nATaka samayasAranA pada gyAnarUpa nirakhaMta nita / / 55 / / 569 aTThasmAta-laya bhaTADavAno upAya. (chappA) suddha buddha aviruddha, sahaja susamRddha siddha sama / alakha anAdi anaMta, atula avicala sarUpa mama / / cidavilAsa paragAsa, vIta - vikalapa sukhathAnaka / jahAM duvidhA nahi koi, hoi tahAM kachu na acAnaka / / jaba yaha vicAra upajaMta taba, akasmAta bhaya nahi udita / gyAnI nisaMka nikalaMka nija, gyAnarUpa nirakhaMta nita / / 56 / / samyajJAnI jIvone namaskAra. (chappA) jo paraguna tyAgaMta, suddha nija guna gahaMta dhuva / vimala gyAna aMkUra, jAsu ghaTamahiM prakAza huva / / jo pUrabakRta karma, nirajarA - dhAra bahAvata / jo nava baMdha nirodha, mokha mAraga mukha dhAvata / / niHsaMkatAdi jasa aSTa guna, aSTa karma ari saMharata / so puruSa vicacchana tAsu pada, banArasi vaMdana karata / / 57 / / samyagdarzananAM ATha aMgonAM nAma. (soraThA) prathama nisaMsai jAni, dutiya avaMchita parinamana / tRtiya aMga agilAni, nirmala diSTi caturtha guna / / 58 / / paMca akatha paradoSa, thirIkarana chaTThama sahaja / sattama vacchala poSa, aSTama aMga prabhAvanA / / 59 / /

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570 nATaka samayasAranA pada samyaktvanAM ATha aMgonuM svarUpa. (savaiyA ekatrIsA) dharmamaiM na saMsai subhakarma phalakI na icchA, __ asubhakau dekhi na gilAni Anai citmaiN| sAMcI diSTi rAkhai kAhU prAnIko na doSa bhAkhai, caMcalatA bhAni thiti ThAnai bodha vitamaiM / / pyAra nija rUpasauM uchAhakI taraMga uThe, eI AThauM aMga jaba jAgai smkitmaiN| tAhi samakitakauM dharai so samakitavaMta, vahai mokha pAvai jau na Avai phiri itamaiM / / 60 / / caitanya naTanuM nATaka (savaiyA ekatrIsA) pUrva baMdha nAsai so to saMgIta kalA prakAsai, nava baMdha saMdhi tAla torata uchrikai| nisaMkita Adi aSTa aMga saMga sakhA jori, samatA alApa cArI karai sura bhrikai|| nirajarA nAda gAjai dhyAna miradaMga bAjai, chakyau mahAnaMdamai samAdhi rIjhi krikai| sattA raMgabhUmimaiM mukata bhayau tihUM kAla, nAcai suddhadiSTi naTa gyAna svAMga dhrikai||61 / / pratizau (ho2) kahI nirajarAkI kathA, sivapatha saadhnhaar| aba kachu baMdha prabaMdhakau, kahUM alapa vistAra / / 1 / /

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nATaka samayasAranA pada pa71 maMgalAcaraNa (savaiyA ekatrIsA) moha mada pAi jini saMsArI vikala kIne, yAhIajAnubAhu birada bihatu hai| aisau baMdha-vIra vikarAla mahA jAla sama, gyAna maMda karai caMda rAhu jyauM gahatu hai|| tAkau bala bhaMjivekauM ghaTamaiM pragaTa bhayau, uddhata udAra jAkau uddima mahatu hai| so hai samakita sUra AnaMda-aMkUra tAhi, nirakhi banArasI namo namo kahatu hai||2|| jJAnacetanA ane karmacetanAnuM varNana. (savaiyA ekatrIsA) jahAM paramAtama kalAkau parakAsa tahAM, dharama dharAmaiM satya sUrajakI dhUpa hai| jahAM subha asubha karamako gar3hAsa tahAM, mohake vilAsamaiM mahA aMdhera kUpa hai| phailI phirai ghaTAsI chaTAsI ghana-ghaTA bIci, cetanakI cetanA duhUMdhA gupacUpa hai| buddhisauM na gahI jAi bainasauM na kahI jAi, pAnIkI taraMga jaisaiM pAnImaiM guDUpa hai||3|| karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa azuddha upayoga che. (savaiyA ekatrIsA) karmajAla-varganAsauM jagamaiM na baMdhai jIva, baMdhai na kadApi mn-vc-kaay-jogsauN| cetana acetanakI hiMsAsauM na baMdhai jIva, baMdhai na alakha pNc-vissai-viss-rogsauN| karmasauM abaMdha siddha jogasauM abaMdha jina, __hiMsAsauM abaMdha sAdhu gyAtA vissai-bhogsauN| ityAdika vastuke milApasauM na baMdhai jIva,

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572 nATaka samayasAranA pada baMdhai eka rAgAdi asuddha upayogasauM / / 4 / / vajI - karmajAla-varganAko vAsa lokAkAsamAMhi, mana-vaca-kAyako nivAsa gati aaumaiN| cetana acetanakI hiMsA vasai puggalamaiM, viSaibhoga varatai udaike urajhAumaiM / / rAgAdika suddhatA asuddhatA hai alakhakI, yahai upAdAna hetu baMdhake bddh'aaumai| yAhIrauM vicacchana abaMdha kahyau tihUM kAla, rAga doSa moha nAhIM samyaka subhAumaiM / / 5 / / jo ke jJAnI abaMdha che to paNa puruSArtha kare che. (savaiyA ekatrIsA) karmajAla-joga hiMsA-bhogasauM na baMdhai pai, tathApi gyAtA uddimI bakhAnyau jina bainmaiN| gyAnadiSTi deta viSai-bhoganisauM heta doU kriyA eka kheta yauM tau banai nAMhi jainamaiM / / udai-bala uddima gahai pai phalakauM na cahai, niradai dasA na hoi hiradaike nainmaiN| Alasa niruddimakI bhUmikA mithyAta mAMhi, jahAM na saMbhArai jIva moha nIMda sainamaiM / / 6 / / uyanI pravaNatA (El2) jaba jAkau jaisau udai, taba so hai tihi thaan| sakati marorai jIvakI, udai mahA balavAna / / 7 / /

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nATaka samayasAranA pada pa73 udayanI prabaLatA upara daSTAnta (savaiyA ekatrIsA) jaisaiM gajarAja parayau kardamakai kuMDabIca, uddima ahUTai pai na chUTa dukh-dNdsauN| jaisaiM loha-kaMTakakI korasauM urajhyau mIna, aicata asAtA lahai sAtA lahai saMdasauM / / jaisaiM mahAtApa sira vAhisauM garAsyau nara, takai nija kAja uThi sakai na suchNdsauN| taisaiM gyAnavanta saba jAnai na basAi kachu, baMdhyau phirai pUraba karama-phala-phaMdasauM / / 8 / / mokSamArgamAM ajJAnI jIva puruSArtha hIna ane jJAnI puruSArthI hoya che. (copAI) je jiya moha nIMdamaiM soveN| te AlasI niruddima hoveN|| driSTi kholi je jage prviinaa| tini Alasa taji uddima kiinaa||9|| jJAnI ane ajJAnInI pariNati para dRSTAMta (savaiyA ekatrIsA) kAca bAMdhai sirasauM sumani bAMdhai pAinisauM, jAnai na gaMvAra kaisI mani kaisau kAca hai| yauMhI mUr3ha jhUThamaiM magana jhUThahIkauM dorai, jhUThI bAta mAnai pai na jAne kahA sAca hai|| manikauM parakhi jAnai jauharI jagata mAMhi, sAcakI samujhi gyAna locanakI jAca hai| jahAMko ju vAsI so tau tahAMkI marama jAne, jAko jaisau svAMga tAkau rUpa nAca hai||10||

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pa74 nATaka samayasAranA pada jevI kriyA tevuM phaLa (doharo) baMdha bar3hAvai aMdha hai, te AlasI ajaan| mukati hetu karanI kareM, te nara uddimavAna / / 11 / / jyAM sudhI jJAna che tyAM sudhI vairAgya che. (savaiyA ekatrIsA) jabalaga jIva suddhavastukauM vicArai dhyAvai, tabalaga bhaugasauM udAsI saravaMga hai| bhogamaiM magana taba gyAnakI jagana nAhi, bhoga-abhilASakI dasA mithyAta aMga hai| tAtai viSai-bhogamaiM magana so mithyAtI jIva, bhogasauM udAsa so samakitI abhaMga hai| aisI jAni bhogasauM udAsa hai mukati sAthai, yahai mana caMga to kaThautI mAMhi gaMga hai||12|| yA2 puruSArtha (Els) gharama astha aru kAma siva, puruSAratha cturNg| kudhI kalapanA gahi rahai, sudhI gahai srvNg||13|| cAra puruSArtha upara jJAnI ane ajJAnIno vicAra (savaiyA ekatrIsA) kulako AcAra tAhi mUrakha dharama kahai, paMDita dharama kahai vastuke subhaaukauN| khehako khajAnauM tAhi agyAnI aratha kahai, __gyAnI kahai aratha drv-drsaaukauN|| daMpatiko bhoga tAhi durabuddhI kAma kahai, sudhI kAma kahai abhilASa cita caaukauN| iMdraloka thAnakauM ajAna loga kahaiM mokha, sudhI mokha kahai eka baMdhake abhaaukauN||14 / /

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nATaka samayasAranA pada pa75 AtmAmAM ja cAre puruSArtha che. (savaiyA ekatrIsA) dharamako sAdhana ju vastuko subhAu sAthai, ___ arathako sAdhana vilecha darva ghttmaiN| yahai kAma-sAdhana ju saMgrahai nirAsapada, sahaja sarUpa mokha suddhatA pragaTamaiM / aMtarakI driSTisauM niraMtara vilokai budha, dharama aratha kAma mokha nija ghttmaiN| sAdhana ArAdhanakI sauMja rahai jAke saMga, bhUlyau phirai mUrakha mithyAtakI alaTamaiM / / 15 / / vastunuM satya svarUpa ane mUrkhano vicAra (savaiyA ekatrIsA) tihU~ lokamAMhi tihU~ kAla saba jIvaniko, pUrava karama udai Ai rasa detu hai| kou dIradhAu dharai kauu alapAu mare, kou dukhI kou sukhI kou samacetu hai|| yAhi maiM jivAyI yAhi mArau yAhi sukhI karau, yAhi dukhI karau aise mUr3ha mAna letu hai| yAhI ahaMbuddhisauM na vinasai bharama bhUla, yahai mithyA dharama karama-baMdha-hetu hai||16|| vajI, jahAMlauM jagatake nivAsI jIva jagatamaiM, sabai asahAi koU kAhUkau na dhanI hai| jaisI jaisI pUraba karama-sattA bAMdhI jina, taisI udaimaiM avasthA Ai banI hai|| etepari jo kou kahai ki maiM jivAUM mArUM, ityAdi aneka vikalapa bAta dhanI hai| so tau ahaMbuddhisauM vikala bhayau tihU~ kAla,

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pa76 nATaka samayasAranA pada Dolai nija Atama sakati tina hanI hai||17 / / uttama, madhyama, adhama ane adhamAdhama jIvono svabhAva (savaiyA ekatrIsA) uttama puruSakI dasA jyauM kisamisa dAkha, bAhija abhiMtara virAgI mRdu aMga hai| madhyama puruSa nAriarakIsI bhAMti liya, bAhija kaThina hoya komala taraMga hai|| adhama puruSa badarIphala samAna jAkaiM, bAhirasaiM dIsai naramAI dila saMga hai| adhamasaiM adhama puruSa pUMgIphala sama, aMtaraMga bAhija kaThora saravaMga hai||18 / / uttama puruSano svabhAva (savaiyA ekatrIsA) kIcasau kanaka jAkai nIcasau naresa pada, mIcasI mitAI garuvAI jAkai gaarsii| jaharasI joga-jAti kaharasI karAmAti, haharasI hausa pudagala-chabi chaarsii|| jAlasau jaga-vilAsa bhAlasau bhuvana vAsa, kAlasau kuTuMba kAja loka-lAja laarsii| sIThasau sujasu jAnai bIThasau vakhata mAne, aisI jAkI rIti tAhi vaMdata bnaarsii||19|| madhyama puruSano svabhAva (savaiyA ekatrIsA) jaisaiM kou subhaTa subhAi Thaga-mUra khAi, cerA bhayau ThaganIke gherAmaiM rahatu hai| ThagaurI utari gai tabai tAhi sudhi bhaI, parayau paravasa nAnA saMkaTa sahatu hai||

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nATaka samayasAranA pada pa77 taisehI anAdiko mithyAtI jIva jagatamaiM, Dolai AThauM jAma visarAma na gahatu hai| gyAnakalA bhAsI bhayau aMtara udAsI pai, tathApi udai vyAdhisauM samAdhi na lahatu hai||20|| adhama puruSano svabhAva (savaiyA ekatrIsA) jaisaiM raMka puruSakai bhAyeM kAnI kaur3I dhana, uluvAke bhAyeM jaisaiM saMjhA hI vihAna hai| kUkaruke bhAyeM jyauM piDora jiravAnI maThA, sUkarake bhAyeM jyauM purISa pakavAna hai|| bAyasake bhAyeM jaisaiM nIMbakI niMborI dAkha, ____ bAlakake bhAyeM daMta-kathA jyauM purAna hai| hiMsakake bhAyai jaisaiM hiMsAmaiM dharama taisaiM, ___ mUrakhake bhAyeM subhabaMdha niravAna hai||21|| adhamAdhama puruSano svabhAva (savaiyA ekatrIsA) kuMjarakauM dekhi jaisaiM rosa kari bhuMsai svAna, rosa karai nirdhana viloki dhnvNtkauN| rainake jagaiyyAkauM viloki cora rosa karai, mithyAmatI rosa karai sunata siddhNtkauN| haMsakauM vilokI jaisaiM kAga mana rosa karai, abhimAnI rosa karai dekhata mhNtkauN| sukavikauM dekhi jyauM kukavi mana rosa karai, tyauM hI durajana rosa karai dekhi sNtkauN||22|| jI. saralakauM saTha kahai vaktAkauM dhITha kahai, vinai karai tAsauM kahai dhanakau adhIna hai|

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578 nATaka samayasAranA pada chamIkauM nibala kahai damIkauM adatti kahai, madhura vacana bolai tAsauM kahai dIna hai|| dharamIkauM daMbhI nisaprehIkauM gumAnI kahai, tisanA ghaTAvai tAsauM kahai bhAgahIna hai| jahAM sAghuguna dekhai tinhakauM lagAvai doSa, aisau kachu durjanako hiradau malIna hai||23 / / mithyASTinI ahaMbuddhinuM varNana. (copAI) maiM karatA maiM kInhI kaisii| __aba yauM karauM kahau jo aisii| e viparIta bhAva hai jaamaiN| sau baratai mithyAta dasAmaiM / / 24 / / vajI, - (hoDa2) ahaMbuddhi mithyAdasA, dharai sau mithyAvaMta / vikala bhayau saMsAramaiM, karai vilApa anaMta / / 25 / / mUDha manuSya viSayothI virakta hotA nathI. (savaiyA ekatrIsA) ravikai udota asta hota dina dina prati, aMjulikai jIvana jyauM jIvana ghaTatu hai| kAlakai grasata china china hota chIna tana, Areke calata mAnau kATha sau kaTatu hai|| aite pari mUrakha na khaujai paramArathakauM, svArathakai hetu bhrama bhArata ThaTatu hai| lagau phirai loganisauM pagyau parai joganisauM, viSairasa bhoganisauM neku na haTatu hai||26 / /

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nATaka samayasAranA pada pa79 ajJAnI jIvanI mUDhatA upara mRgajaLa ane AMdhaLAnuM dRSTAnta. (savaiyA ekatrIsA) jaisaiM mRga matta vRSAdityakI tapata mAhi, tRSAvaMta mRSA-jala kArana aTatu hai| taisaiM bhavavAsI mAyAhIsauM hita mAni mAni, ThAni ThAni bhrama zrama nATaka naTatu hai| AgekauM dhukata dhAi pIche bacharA cavAi, jaisaiM nainahIna nara jevarI baTatu hai| taisaiM mUr3ha cetana sukRta karatUti karai, __ rovata hasata phala khovata khaTatu hai||27 / / ajJAnI jIva baMdhanathI chUTI zakato nathI. tenA upara daSTAnta. (savaiyA ekatrIsA) liyeM drir3ha peca phirai loTana katabarasau, ulaTau anAdiko na kahUM sulaTatu hai| jAko phala dukha tAhi sAtAsauM kahata sukha, sahata-lapeTI asi-dhArAsI caTatu hai|| aisaiM mUDhajana nija saMpadA na lakhai kyauMhI, yauhi merI merI nisivAsara raTatu hai| yAhI mamatAsauM paramAratha vinasi jAi, kAMjIkau parasa pAi dUdha jyauM phaTatu hai||28 / / ajJAnI jIvanI ahaMbuddhi para dRSTAMta (savaiyA ekatrIsA) rUpakI na jhA~ka hI3 karamakauM DAMka piyeM, ___ gyAna dabi rahyau miragAMka jaisaiM ghnmaiN| locanakI DhAMkasauM na mAnai sadaguru hAMka, Dolai mUr3ha rAMkasau nisAMka tihUM panamaiM / / TAMka eka mAMsakI DalIsI tAmaiM tIna phAMka, tInakausau AMka likhi rAkhyau kAhU tnmaiN| tAsauM kahai nAMka tAke rAkhivaikauM karai kAMka,

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580 nATaka samayasAranA pada lAMkasau khar3aga bAMdhi bAMka dharai manamaiM / / 29 / / jaisaiM kou kUkara chudhita sUke hAr3a cAbai, hAr3anikI kora cahuM ora cubhai mukhamaiM / gAla tAlu ramanA masUDhanikau mAMsa phATai, cATai nija rudhira magana svAda-sukhamaiM taisaiM mUDha viSayI puruSa rati-rIti ThAnai, tAmeM cita sAnai hita mAnai kheda dukhmaiN| dekhai parataccha bala-hAni mala-mUta-khAni, gahai na gilAni pagi rahai rAga-rukhamaiM / / 30 / / se nirbhIDA cha ta. sAdhu cha. (masi) sadA karamasauM bhinna, sahaja cetana khyau| moha-vikalatA mAni, mithyAti hai rhyau|| karai vikalpa anaMta, ahaMmati dhaarikai| so muni jo thira hoi, mamatta nivaarikai||31|| samyagdaSTi jIva AtmasvarUpamAM sthira thAya che. (savaiyA ekatrIsA) asaMkhyAta loka paravAMna je mithyAta bhAva, teI vivahAra bhAva kevalI-ukta haiN| jinhako mithyAta gayau samyaka darasa bhayau, te niyata-lIna vivahArasauM mukata haiN|| niravikalapa nirupAdhi Atama samAdhi, ___sAdhi je suguna mokha paMthakauM Dhukata haiN| teI jIva parama dasAmaiM thirarUpa haikai, dharamamaiM dhuke na karamasauM rukata haiN||32 / /

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nATaka samayasAranA pada 581 ziSyano prazna (vitta) je je moha karamakI paranati, baMdha-nidAna kahI tuma sbb| saMtata bhinna suddha cetanasauM, tinhako mUla hetu kahu abb| kai yaha sahaja jIvako kautuka, kai nimitta hai puggala dbb| sIsa navAi ziSya ima pUchata, kahai suguru uttara suna bhabba / / 33 / / ziSyanI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna (savaiyA ekatrIsA) jaisaiM nAnA barana purI banAi dIjai heTha, ujjala vimala mani sUraja-karAMti hai| ujjalatA bhAsai jaba vastuko vicAra kIjai, purIkI jhalakasauM barana bhAMti bhAMti hai|| taisauM jIva daravakauM puggala nimittarUpa, tAkI mamatAsauM moha madirAkI mAMti hai| bhedagyAna driSTisauM subhAva sAdhi lIjai tahAM, sAMcI zuddha cetanA avAcI sukha sAMti hai||34|| vaNI. jaisaiM mahimaMDalamaiM nadIko pravAha eka, tAhImaiM aneka bhAMti nIrakI Dharani hai| pAtharako jora tahAM dhArakI marora hoti, kAMkarakI khAMni tahAM jhAgakI jharani hai|| paunakI jhakora tahAM caMcala taraMga UTha, bhUmikI nicAMni tahAM bhauMrakI parani hai| taisaiM eka AtamA anaMta-rasa pudagala,

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582 nATaka samayasAranA pada duhUMke saMjogamaiM vibhAvakI bharani hai||35 / / jaDa ane caitanyanuM pRthapaNuM (doharA) cetana lacchana AtamA, jar3a lacchana tn-jaal| tanakI mamatA tyAgikai, lIjai cetana-cAla / / 36 / / AtmAnI zuddha pariNati (savaiyA tevIsA) jo jagakI karanI saba ThAnata, jo jaga jAnata jovata joii| deha pravAMna pai dehasauM dUsarau, deha acetana cetana soii|| deha gharai prabhu dehasauM bhinna, rahai parachanna lakhai nahi koii| lacchana vedi vicacchana bUjhata, acchanasauM parataccha na hoii||37 / / zarIranI avasthA savaiyA tevIsA) deha acetana preta-darI raja, - __reta-bharI mala-khetakI kyaarii| vyAdhikI poTa arAdhikI oTa, upAdhikI joTa samAdhisauM nyaarii|| re jiya ! deha karai sukha hAni, ite para tau tAhi lAgata pyaarii| deha tau tohi tajegI nidAna pai, tUhI tajai kina dehakI yaarii||38 / /

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nATaka samayasAranA pada 583 vajI. - (hoDa) suna prAnI sadaguru kahai, deha khehakI khAMni / dharai sahaja dukha doSakauM, karai mokhakI hAni / / 39 / / vaNI - (savaiyA tevIsa.) retakIsI gar3hI kidhauM mar3hI hai masAnakIsI, ___ aMdara aMdherI jaisI kaMdaga hai sailkii| UparakI camaka damaka paTa bhUSanakI, dhaukhai lAgai bhalI jaisI kalI hai knailkii|| augunakI auMDI mahA bhauMDI mohakI kanauDI, mAyAkI masUrati hai mUrati hai mailkii| aisI deha yAhIke saneha yAkI saMgatisauM, __hai rahI hamArI mati kolhUkese bailkii||40|| vI, Thaura Thaura rakatake kuMDa kesanike jhuMDa, hAnisauM bhage jaisaiM tharI hai curelkii| naikuse dhakAke lagai aisai phaTi jAya mAnau, kAgadakI pUrI kidhauM cAdari hai cailkii|| sUcai bhrama vAMni ThAni mUDhanisauM pahacAMni, karai sukha hAni aru khAMni bdphailkii| aisI deha yAhI ke saneha yAkI saMgatisauM, hai rahI hamarI mati kolhUkese bailkii||41 / / saMsArI jIvonI dazA ghANInA baLada jevI che (savaiyA ekatrIsA) pATI bAMdhI locanisauM sakucai dabocanisauM, ___ kocanike socasauM na bedai kheda tanakau / dhAyabo hI dhaMdhA aru kaMdhAmAMhi lagyau jota, bAra bAra Ara sahai kAyara hai mnkau||

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584 nATaka samayasAranA pada bhUkha sahai pyAsa sahai durjanako trAsa sahai, thiratA na gahai na usAsa lahai chnkau| parAdhIna dhUmai jaisau kaulhUko kamerau baila, taisauI svabhAva yA jagatavAsI jnkau||42 / / saMsArI jIvonI hAlata. (savaiyA ekatrIsA) jagatamaiM DolaiM jagavAsI nararUpa dharai, pretakese dIpa kidhauM retakese thUhe haiN| dIsaiM paTa bhUSana ADaMbarasauM nIke phiri, phIke chinamAMjha sAMjha-aMbara jyauM sUhe haiN|| mohake anala dage mAyAkI manIsauM page, ___DAbhakI anIsauM lage osakese phUhe haiN| dharamakI bUjha nAMhi urajhe bharamamAMhi, nAci nAci mari jAMhi marIkese cUhe haiN||43 / / dhanasaMpattino moha dUra karavAno upadeza. (savaiyA ekatrIsA) jAsauM tU kahata yaha saMpadA hamArI so tau, sAdhani aDArI aisaiM jaise nAka sinkii| tAhi tU kahata yAhi punnajoga pAI so tau, narakakI sAI hai bar3AI Der3ha dinkii|| gherA mAMhi pasyau tU vicArai sukha AMkhinakau, mAkhinake cUTata miThAI jaisai bhinkii| ete pari hohi na udAsI jagavAsI jIva, jagamaiM asAtA hai na sAtA eka chinkii||44|| laukikajanono moha dUra karavAno upadeza. (doharA) e jagavAsI yaha jagat, inhasauM tohi na kaaj| terai ghaTamaiM jaga basai, tAmaiM terau raaj||45||

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nATaka samayasAranA pada zarIramAM traNalokano vilAsa garbhita che. (savaiyA ekatrIsA) yAhI nara-piMDamaiM virAjai tribhuvana thiti, yAhImaiM trividhi parinAmarUpa sRSTi hai / yAhImaiM karamakI upAdhi dukha dAvAnala, yAhImaiM samAdhi sukha vAridakI vRSTi hai / / yAhImaiM karatAra karatUtihI maiM vibhUti, yAmaiM bhoga yAhImaiM viyoga yA ghRSTi hai| yAhImaiM vilAsa saba garbhita gupatarUpa, tAhIkauM pragaTa jAke aMtara suddaSTi hai / / 46 / / AtmavilAsa jANavAno upadeza. (savaiyA tevIsA) re rucivaMta pacAri kahai guru, tU apanA pada bUjhata nAMhI / khoju hiyeM nija cetana lacchana, hai nijamaiM nija gUjhata nAMhI / / suddha suchaMda sadA ati ujjala, mAyAke phaMda arujhata nAMhI / terau sarUpa na duMdakI dohI maiM, tohI maiM hai tohi sUjhata nAMhI / / 47 / / AtmasvarUpanI oLakhANa jJAnathI thAya che. (savaiyA tevIsA) keI udAsa rahaiM prabhu kArana, keI kahaiM uThi jAMhi kahIMkai / keI pranAma kareM gar3hi mUrati, keI pahAra caDhai car3hi chIMke / / keI kahaiM asamAnake Upari, keI kahaiM prabhu heThi jamIMkai / mero dhanI nahi dUra disantara, 585

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586 nATaka samayasAranA pada mohImaiM hai mohi sUjhata niikai||48|| vajI - (hoDa2) kahai sugaru jo samakitI, parama udAsI hoi| suthira citta anubhau karai, prabhupada parasai soi||49|| mananI caMcaLatA savaiyA ekatrIsA) chinamaiM pravIna chinahImaiM mAyAsauM malIna, chinakamaiM dIna chinamAMhi jaisau sakra hai| liyeM daura dhUpa china chinamaiM anaMtarUpa kolAhala ThAnata mathAnakausau takra hai|| naTakausau thAra kidhauM hAra hai rahaTakausau, dhArakausau bhauMra ki kuMbhArakausau cakra hai| aisau mana bhrAmaka suthiru Aju kaisai hoI, orahIko caMcala anAdihIko vakra hai||50 / / mananI caMcaLatA upara jJAnano prabhAva. (savaiyA ekatrIsA) dhAyau sadA kAla pai na pAyau kahUM sAcau sukha, rUpasauM vimukha dukhakUpavAsa basA hai| dharamako ghAtI adharamako saMghAtI mahA, kurApAtI jAkI saMnipAtakIsI dasA hai|| mAyAkauM jhapaTi gahai kAyAsauM lapaTi rahai, ___ bhUlyau bhrama-bhIramaiM bahIrakausau sasA hai| aisau mana caMcala patAkAsau aMcala su, gyAnake jagesauM niravANa patha dhasA hai||51 / /

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nATaka samayasAranA pada 587 mananI sthiratAno prayatna (doharA) jo mana viSai-kaSAyamaiM, baratai caMcala soi| jo mana dhyAna vicArasauM, rukai su avicala hoi||52 / / vajI - (hoDa) tAtai viSai-kaSAyasauM, pheri su manakI bAMni / suddhAtama anubhauviSai, kIjai, avicala Ani / / 53 / / AtmAnubhava karavAno upadeza. (savaiyA ekatrIsA) alakha amUrati arUpI avinAsI aja, nirAdhAra nigama niraMjana niraMdha hai| nAnArUpa bhesa dharai bhesakau na lesa dharai, cetana pradeza dharai cetanakau khaMdha hai|| moha dhare mohIsau virAjai tomaiM tohIsau, na tohIsau na mohIsau na rAgI nirabaMdha hai| aisau cidAnaMda yAhI ghaTameM nikaTa tere, tAhi tU vicAru mana aura saba dhaMdha hai||54 / / AtmAnubhava karavAnI vidhi (savaiyA ekatrIsA) prathama sudriSTisauM sarIrarUpa kIjai bhinna, tAmeM aura sUcchama sarIra bhinna maaniye| aSTa karma bhAvakI upAdhi soU kIjai bhinna, tAhUmeM subuddhiko vilAsa bhinna jaaniye|| tAmeM prabhu cetana virAjata akhaMDarUpa, vahai zrutagyAnake pravAMna ura aaniye| vAhIko vicAra kari vAhImaiM magana hUjai, vAkau pada sAdhibekauM aisI vidhi tthaaniye||55 / /

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588 nATaka samayasAranA pada AtmAnubhavathI karmabaMdha thato nathI. (copAI) ihi vidhi vastu vyavasthA jaanai| rAgAdika nijarUpa na maanai|| tAte gyAnavaMta jgmaaNhii| karama baMdhakau karatA naahii||56 / / bhedajJAnInI kriyA (savaiyA ekatrIsA) gyAni bhedagyAnasauM vilechi pudagala karma, AtamIka dharmasauM nirAlo kari maantau| tAko mUla kArana asuddha rAgabhAva tAke, nAsibekauM suddha anubhau abhyAsa tthaantau|| yAhI anukrama pararUpa sanabaMdha tyAgi, ApamAMhi apanau subhAva gahi aantau| sAdhi sivacAla nirabaMdha hota tihUM kAla, kevala viloka pAi lokAloka jAnatau / / 57 / / bhedajJAnInuM parAkrama (savaiyA ekatrIsA) jaise koU manuSya ajAna mahAbalavAna, khodi mUla vRcchakau ukhArai gahi baahuusauN| taisaiM matimAna devakarma bhAvakarma tyAgi, hai rahai atIta mati gyAnakI dshaahuusauN|| yAhI kriyA anusAra miTai moha aMdhakAra, jagai joti kevala pradhAna savitAhUsauM / cukai na sakatIsauM lukai na pudagala mAMhi, dhukai mokha thalako ruke na phira kAhUsauM / / 58 / /

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nATaka samayasAranA pada 589 6 mokSa dvAra che pratizata (hoDa2) baMdhadvAra pUrau bhayau, jo dukha doSa nidaan| aba baranauM saMkSepasauM, mokhadvAra sukhathAna / / 1 / / maMgalAcaraNa savaiyA ekatrIsA) bhedagyAna ArAsauM duphArA karai gyAnI jIva, Atama karama dhArA bhinna bhinna caracai / anubhau abhyAsa lahai parama dharama gahai, karama bharamako khajAnau kholi kharace, yauhI mokha mukha dhAvai kevala nikaTa Avai, pUrana samAdhi lahai paramako prcai| bhayau niradaura yAhi karanau na kachu aura, aisau vizvanAtha tAhi banArasI aracai / / 2 / / samyajJAnathI AtmAnI siddhi thAya che. (savaiyA ekatrIsA) kAhU eka jainI sAvadhAna hai parama painI, aisI buddhi chainI ghaTamAMhi DAra dInI hai| paiThI no karama bhedi darava karama chedi, subhAu vibhAutAkI saMdhi sodhi lInI hai|| tahAM madhyapAtI hoya lakhI tina dhArA doya, eka mudhAmaI eka sudhArasa-bhInI hai| mudhAsauM viraci sudhAsiMdhumaiM magana bhaI, aitI saba kriyA eka samai bIci kInI hai||3||

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pa90 nATaka samayasAranA pada vaNI - jaisai chainI lohakI, karai ekasauM doi| jar3a cetanakI bhinnatA tyauM subuddhisauM hoii||4|| subuddhino vilAsa (sarva varNa laghu citrakAvya ghanAkSarI) dharati dharama phala harati karama mala, __ mana vaca tana bala karati samarapana / bhakhati asana sita cakhati rasana rita, lakhati amita vita kari cita darapana / / kahati marama dhura dahati bharama pura, gahati parama gura ura upsrpn| rahati jagati hita lahati bhagati rati, cahati agati gati yaha mati parapana / / 5 / / samyajJAnInuM mahatva (sarva varNa guru. savaiyA ekatrIsA) rANAkausau bAnA lInai Apa sAdhai thAnA cIna, dAnAaMgI nAnAraMgI khAnA jaMgI jodhA hai| mAyAbelI jetI tetI retamaiM, dhAretI setI, phaMdAhIkau kaMdA khaudai khetIkausau lodhA hai|| bAdhAsetI hAMtA lorai gadhAsetI tAMtA jorai,| bAMdIsetI nAtA torai cAMdIkausau sodhA hai| jAne jAho tAhI nIkai mAnai gahI pAhI pIkai, ThAnai bAteM DAhI aisI dhArAvAhI bodhA hai||6|| jJAnI jIva ja cakravartI che (savaiyA ekatrIsA) jinhakai daraba miti sAdhana chakhaMDa thiti, binasai vibhAva ari paMkati patana haiN| jinhakai bhagatiko vidhAna eI nau nidhAna,

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nATaka samayasAranA pada trigunake bheda mAnau caudaha ratana haiM / / jinhakai subuddhirAnI cUrai mahA moha vajra, pUrai maMgalIka je je mokhake jatana haiM / jinhakai pramAni aMga sauhai camU caturaMga, teI cakravartI tanu dharaiM pai atana haiM / / 7 / / nava lastinA nAma (choharA) zravana kIratana ciMtavana, sevana baMdana dhyAna / laghutA samatA ekatA, naudhA bhakti pravAna / / 8 / / jJAnI jIvonuM maMtavya (savaiyA ekatrIsA) *koU anubhavI jIva kahai mere anubhaumaiM, lakSana vibheda bhinna karamako jAla hai / jAnai ApA Apako ju Apukari ApuviSai, utapati nAsa dhruva dhArA asarAla hai / / sAre vikalapa mosauM nyAre saravathA merau, nicai subhAva yaha vivahAra cAla hai / maiM tau suddha cetana anaMta cinamudrA dhArI, prabhutA hamArI ekarUpa tihuM kAla hai / / 9 / / AtmAnA cetana lakSaNanuM svarUpa (savaiyA ekatrIsA) nirAkAra cetanA kahAvai darasana guna, sAkAra cetanA suddha jJAna gunasAra hai / cetanA advaita doU cetana daraba mAMhi, sAmAna vizeSa sattAhIko visatAra hai / / koU kahai cetanA cihana nAMhI AtamAmaiM, cetanAke nAsa hota trividha vikAra hai / lakSanakau nAsa sattA nAsa mUla vastu nAsa, 591

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592 tAtai jIva darabakau cetanA AdhAra hai / / 10 / / nATaka samayasAranA pada (choharA) cetana lakSana AtamA, Atama sattA mAMhi / sattAparimita vastu hai, bheda tihUM maiM nAMhi / / 11 / / AtmA nitya che. (savaiyA tevIsA) jyauM kaladhauta sunArakI saMgati, bhUSana nAma kahai saba kauI / kaMcanatA na miTI tihi hetu, vahai phiri auTike kaMcana hoI / / tyauM yaha jIva ajIva saMjoga, bhayau bahurUpa bhayau nahi doii| cetanatA na gaI kabahUM, tihi kArana brahma kahAvata soI / / 12 / / subuddhi sakhIne brahmanuM svarUpa samajAve che. (savaiyA tevIsA) dekhu sakhI yaha brahma virAjIta, yAkI dasA saba yAhIko sohai / ekamaiM eka aneka anekamaiM duMda liyai duvidhAmaha do hai / / Apu saMbhAri lakhai apanau pada, Apu visArikai Apuhi mohai / vyApakarUpa yahai ghaTa aMtara, gyAnamaiM kauna agyAnamaiM ko hai / / 13 /

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nATaka samayasAranA pada pa93 Atma-anubhavanuM dRSTAnta (savaiyA tevIsA) jyauM naTa eka dharai bahu bhekha, kalA pragaTai bahu kautuka dekhai| Apu lakhai apanI karatUti, vahai naTa bhinna vilokata bhekhai|| tyauM ghaTamaiM naTa cetana rAva, vibhAu dasA dhari rUpa visekhai| kholi suddaSTi lakhai apanauM pada, duMda vicAri dasA nahi lekhai||14 / / heya-upAdeya bhAvo upara upadeza (chaMda aDilsa) *jAke cetana bhAva, cidAnaMda soi hai| aura bhAva jo dharai, sau aurau koi hai|| jo cinamaMDita bhAu, upAde jAnanaiM tyAga joga parabhAva, parAye maannaiN||15|| jJAnI jIva cAhe gharamAM rahe, cAhe vanamAM rahe, paNa mokSamArga sAdhe che. (savaiyA metrIsa) jinhakai sumati jAgI bhogasauM bhaye virAgI, parasaMga tyAgI je puruSa tribhuvnmaiN| rAgAdika bhAvanisauM jinikI rahani nyArI, kabahUM magana hai na rahaiM dhAma dhanamaiM / / je sadaiva Apako vicArai saravAMga suddha, jinhakai vikalatA na vyApai kahUM mnmaiN| teI mokha mAragake sAdhaka kahAnai jIva, bhAvai rahau maMdiramaiM bhAvai rahau vanamaiM / / 16 / /

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594 nATaka samayasAranA pada mokSamArgI jIvonI pariNati (savaiyA tevIsA) cetana maMDita aMga akhaMDita, suddha pavitra padAratha mero / rAga virodha vimoha dasA, samujhe bhrama nATaka pudagala kero / / bhoga saMyoga viyoga bithA, avaloki kahai yaha karmaja dherau / hai jinhako anubhau iha bhAMti, sadA tinakauM paramAratha nerau / / 17 / /

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pa96 vAMcakonI noMdha mATe