Jina Sutra Part 2

Author(s): Osho Rajnish
Publisher: Rebel Publishing House Puna
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/001819/1

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bhAga : 2 jiva- sUtra 2010_03 o zo mahAvIra kyA Ae jIvana meM hajAroM-hajAroM bahAreM A gaIM

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mahAvIra kI bhASA saMgharSa kI hai| mahAvIra ke pAsa zaraNAgati jaisA koI zabda hI nahIM hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, ashrnn-bhaavnaa| kisI kI zaraNa mata jaanaa| apanI hI zaraNa lauTanA hai| ghara jAnA hai| kisI kA sahArA mata pkdd'naa| sahAre se to dUsarA ho jaaegaa| sahAre meM to dUsarA mahatvapUrNa ho jaaegaa| nahIM, dUsare ko to tyAganA hai, chor3anA hai, bhUlanA hai| basa eka hI yAda raha jAe, jo apanA svabhAva hai, jo apanA svarUpa hai-isalie koI zaraNAgati nhiiN| mahAvIra guru nahIM haiN| mahAvIra kalyANa mitra haiN| ve kahate haiM, maiM kucha kahatA hUM, use samajha lo; mere sahAre lene kI jarUrata nahIM hai| merI zaraNa Ane se tuma mukta na ho jaaoge| merI zaraNa Ane se to nayA baMdhana nirmita hogA, kyoMki do bane rheNge| bhakta aura bhagavAna banA rhegaa| ziSya aura guru banA rhegaa| nahIM, do ko to miTAnA hai| isalie mahAvIra ne bhagavAna zabda kA upayoga hI nahIM kiyaa| kahA ki bhakta hI bhagavAna ho jAtA hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, saMgharSa na ho to satya AvirbhUta na hogaa| jaise sAgara ke maMthana se amRta nikalA, aise jIvana ke maMthana se satya nikalatA hai| satya koI vastu thor3e hI hai ki kahIM rakhI hai, tuma gae aura uThA lI, ki kharIda lI, ki pUjA kI, prArthanA kI aura mAMga lI! zeSa agale kavara-phlaipa para ___JainEducation International 2010_03

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2010_03 ozo dvArA bhagavAna mahAvIra ke samaNa - suttaM para die gae 62 pravacanoM meM se zeSa 31 pravacanoM kA dvitIya saMkalana /

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5 T mahAvIra kyA Ae jIvana meM hajAroM-hajAroM bahAreM A gaIM bhAgaH 2 jina-sUtra 2010_03

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sahayoga saMkalana - mA kRSNa priyA, svAmI kRSNa vedAMta, mA prema kalpanA saMpAdana - svAmI caitanya kIrti, svAmI AnaMda satyArthI saMyojana - svAmI yoga amita sAja-sajjA - svAmI prema prabhu DArkarUma - svAmI AnaMda agama TAipiMga - mA AnaMda bhagavatI, svAmI AnaMda prabhu, mA deva sAmyA, mA kRSNa lIlA peja mekiMga - svAmI prema rAjeMdra phoToTAipaseTiMga - tAo pabliziMga prA.li., 50 koregAMva pArka, pUnA mudraka - TATA presa limiTeDa, baMbaI prakAzaka- rebala pabliziMga hAusa prA.li., 50 koregAMva pArka, pUnA kApIrAiTa - ozo iMTaranezanala phAuMDezana sarvAdhikAra surakSita - isa pustaka athavA isa pustaka ke kisI aMza ko ilekTrAnika, mekenikala, phoTokApI, rikArDiMga yA anya sUcanA saMgraha sAdhanoM evaM mAdhyamoM dvArA mudrita athavA prakAzita karane ke pUrva prakAzaka kI likhita anumati anivArya hai| vizeSa rAjasaMskaraNa - julAI 1993 pratiyAM - 3000 2010_03

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do zabda prastuta pustaka meM ozo (bhagavAna rajanIza) ke ikattIsa pravacana haiN| yadyapi ye pravacana 'samaNa-suttaM' kI gAthAoM para die |gae the, tathApi unhoMne una gAthAoM kI mAtra vyAkhyA nahIM kI, unameM unakA gahana tathA sUkSma maulika ciMtana mukharita huA hai| AcArya se ozo taka kI rajanIza kI yAtrA jitanI laMbI hai, utanI hI utAra-car3hAvoM se bharI huI hai| isa yAtrA meM ve UMce-UMce parvatoM para car3he haiM, gaharI upatyakAoM meM ghUme haiM, saghana | vanoM meM vicare haiM aura sAgara kI atala gaharAiyoM meM unhoMne DubakI lagAI hai| lekina ye parvata, ye upatyakAeM aura ye sAgara bhautika jagata ke nahIM haiM, usa loka ke haiM, jahAM mahAvIra, buddha, IsA, jarathustra prabhRti ne vicaraNa kiyA thA aura usake dvArA jIvana ke zAzvata satyoM ko prApta kiyA thaa| ina pravacanoM ko par3hate hue pAThaka anubhava karatA hai ki ozo use dRzya jagata ke Ara-pAra usa loka meM le jAte haiM, jahAM pahuMca kara mAnava ko pAne ke lie kucha bhI zeSa nahIM raha jaataa| vastutaH ozo ne sAmAnya jIvana nahIM jiyA / ve ghise-piTe rAste para nahIM cle| unhoMne apanA rAstA svayaM banAyA aura | nirbhIkatApUrvaka usa para agrasara hote rhe| isa pustaka ke pravacanoM ko par3ha kara vismaya hotA hai| kitanA adhyayana kiyA hai ozo ne dharma, darzana, vijJAna, itihAsa, sAhitya, saMskRti, kalA, Adi kA koI bhI kSetra aisA nahIM hai, jo unase achUtA bacA / ve vidyA- vyasanI rahe, unakA vizAla pustakAlaya isakA pramANa hai| usakI anaginata pustakoM 2010_03 meM sabhI pustakeM unakI par3hI huI haiN| veda, upaniSada, purANa, mahAbhArata, gItA, bAibila, dhammapada, graMthasAhiba Adi saba kucha unhoMne AtmasAta kara liyA hai| unakI sabase bar3I vizeSatA yaha hai ki unhoMne dharma-graMthoM meM likhe zabda ko yathAvata svIkAra nahIM kiyaa| usa zabda kI bhAvanA ko apane maulika ciMtana kI kasauTI para kasA aura usake gUr3ha artha ko prakaTa kiyaa| unakI dRSTi eka vaijJAnika kI dRSTi hai| vahI dRSTi isa pustaka meM dikhAI detI hai| ozo sabase bar3I vijaya Atma-vijaya mAnate haiN| jina vahI hai, jisane apane ko jIta liyA hai| apane ko jItane ke lie mana ko jItanA hotA hai, vAsanAoM ko jItanA hotA hai, iMdriyoM ko jItanA hotA hai| isa paramopalabdhi ke lie mArga-nirdeza karate haiM jina sUtra, jinheM bhagavAna mahAvIra ne samyaka rUpa meM prastuta kiyA hai| AtmArthiyoM ke lie ye sUtra abhUtapUrva haiM, apratima haiM, anUThe haiN| apane pravacanoM meM ozo ne ina sUtroM ko bar3e hI sarala zabdoM aura subodha zailI meM jana-jana ke lie bodha-gamya banA diyA hai| gUr3ha-se- gUr3ha tatvoM ko itanA sugama banA diyA hai ki ve sahaja hI gale utara jAte haiN| bIca-bIca meM ve kahIM mullA nasaruddIna kI kahAniyoM kA sahArA lete haiM, kahIM buddha ke jIvana kI ghaTanAoM kA, kahIM kisI anya saMtoM ke prasaMgoM kaa| kahane kA tAtparya yaha ki unakA viSaya-pratipAdana atyaMta sajIva aura jIvaMta bana jAtA hai| bhagavAna mahAvIra kA saMpUrNa jIvana saMkalpa aura samarpaNa,

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ina do staMbhoM para AdhArita thaa| isa mArga para cala kara jo sUtra jaise mahAvIra dharma ke jagata ke AiMsTIna hoM aura AiMsTIna unake hAtha lage, ve gaNita aura vijJAna ke sUtra jaise the| ve svayaM vijJAna ke jagata kA mahAvIra ho|" meM paripUrNa the| unakI paripUrNatA ke lie kisI bAhya upakaraNa kI | | saMpUrNa pustaka ke paThana-pAThana se ozo ke isa kathana kI AvazyakatA nahIM thii| unakA anusaraNa karake 'kaivalya' taka | satyatA pramANita hotI hai| pahaMca jAnA nizcita thaa| ozo ne bhagavAna mahAvIra-praNIta pustaka ke sabhI pravacana eka se eka bar3ha kara haiN| unake par3hane zAstroM ko AdhyAtmika jyAmiti' kahA, aMtaryAtrA kI jyoNmettrii| meM eka nirAle DhaMga kA AnaMda anubhava hotA hai, sAtha hI bhagavAna jo vaijJAnika nahIM, use ozo ne kabhI mAnyatA pradAna nahIM | mahAvIra ke sUtroM ke marma ko samajhane meM sahAyatA milatI hai| kii| yahI kAraNa hai ki unakA yogadAna sArvajanIna tathA pravacana alaga-alaga haiM, kiMtu unameM ekasUtratA bhI hai| ve sArvakAlika hai| svarNa ko kaMcana banAne ke lie tapAnA anivArya | jIvana kI samagratA para prakAza DAlate haiM aura usa maMjila taka le hotA hai| tapAne se usakA maila chaMTa jAtA hai| ozo ne bhI apanI jAne meM sahAyaka hote haiM, jahAM AtmArthiyoM ko pahuMcanA abhISTa bhaTTI meM tapA kara jahAM bhI maila-milAvaTa thI, use dUra kiyA aura hotA hai| bhagavAna mahAvIra ke sUtroM ko unake vizuddha rUpa meM prastuta kiyaa| yaha pustaka pAThakoM ko eka naI dRSTi pradAna karatI hai aura bhagavAna mahAvIra ke zabdoM kA artha jahAM bAharI AvaraNoM meM DhaMka galI-kacoM se nikala kara jIvana ke rAja-mArga para calane ko gayA thA, vahAM unhoMne AvaraNa ko haTA kara unameM artha bharA aura prerita karatI hai| isa prakAra unake zabdoM ko sArthaka kiyaa| __usa dina eka bhAI pUcha rahe the ki ozo ne pravacana kyoM isa pustaka meM bhagavAna mahAvIra ke parama tejasvI vyaktitva die? likhA kyoM nahIM? aura unakI dardharSa sAdhanA ke darzana hote haiN| unake vyaktitva aura isakA ThIka-ThIka uttara to ozo hI de sakate the. lekina sAdhanA ke nae-nae AyAma aura UMcAiyAM haiN| AyAmoM ko dekhate maiMne unase kahA ki vyakti likhatA mastiSka se hai, paraMtu bolatA aura UMcAiyoM ko car3hate hue sAdhaka eka vicitra unmeSa kA hRdaya se hai| yaha kahane meM atizayokti nahIM hogI ki ozo ke anubhava karatA hai| apanI anupama medhA se ozo usa unmeSa ko ina pravacanoM meM unake hRdaya kA spaMdana sunAI detA hai| aura bhI spRhaNIya banA dete haiN| ___ yaha pustaka saba dharmoM, vizvAsoM tathA mAnyatAoM ke bhagavAna mahAvIra kI vaijJAnikatA tathA unakI anirvacanIya anuyAyiyoM ke lie maMgaladAyI hai, kalyANakArI hai| UMcAiyoM aura gaharAiyoM ke viSaya meM ozo ne kahA hai : "jaba maiM albarTa AiMsTIna kA nAma letA hUM mahAvIra ke yazapAla jaina sAtha, to aura bhI kAraNa haiN| donoM kI ciMtana-dhArA eka jaisI hai| mahAvIra ne adhyAtma meM sApekSavAda ('rileTiviTI') ko janma diyA, | yazapAla jI ne eka yazasvI jIvana jiyA hai aura unakI aura AiMsTIna ne bhautika vijJAna meM 'rileTiviTI' (sApekSavAda) | sudIrgha zabda-sAdhanA aneka paravartI lekhakoM kA pAtheya banI hai| ko janma diyaa| donoM kA ciMtana-DhaMga, donoM kI socane kI | eka supathagA saritA kI taraha zrI yazapAla jaina kI pratibhA / tarka, eka jaisA hai| agara isa daniyA meM do sahaja pravAhita haI hai. vANI ke ghAToM ko tIrtha karatI hii| hiMdI AdamiyoM kA mela khAtA ho bahuta nikaTa se to mahAvIra aura vAMgmaya ke eka yuga vizeSa ko inake anavarata athaka parizrama AiMsTIna kA khAtA hai| mahAvIra kA phira se adhyayana honA | ne saphalatApUrvaka rekhAMkita kiyA hai| cAhie AiMsTIna ke AdhAra pr| to mahAvIra meM bar3e nae-nae saMprati, zrI yazapAla jI satsAhitya kI pramukha prakAzana taraMgoM kA, nae udbhAvoM kA janma hogaa| jo hameM mahAvIra meM | saMsthA, 'sastA sAhitya maMDala' ke maMtrI haiM aura inakI anubhava dikhAI nahIM par3A thA, vaha AiMsTIna ke sahAre dikhAI par3a sakatA siddha pratibhA kA lAbha hiMdI ke sudhI pAThakoM ko satata prApta ho hai| mahAvIra aura AiMsTIna meM jaise dharma aura vijJAna milate haiM. rahA hai| 2010_03

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anukrama 101 121 139 1. satya ke dvAra kI kuMjI : samyaka zravaNa 2. yAtrA kA prAraMbha apane hI ghara se 3. jJAna hai paramayoga 4. kinArA bhItara hai 5. jIvana hI hai guru 6. karanA hai saMsAra, honA hai dharma 7. dhyAna kA dIpa jalA lo 8. prema hai dvAra | 9. prema kA AkhirI vistAra : ahiMsA 10. dukha kI svIkRti H mahAsukha kI nIMva 11. samatA hI sAmAyika 12. jJAna hI krAMti 13. guru hai mana kA mIta 14. jIvana taiyArI hai, mRtyu parIkSA hai 15. tvarA se jInA dhyAna hai 16. guru hai dvAra 159 179 199 219 239 259 279 303 2010_03

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321 343 365 389 411 433 455 17. dhyAna hai AtmaramaNa 18. mukti dvaMdvAtIta hai 19. dhyAnAgni se karma bhasmIbhUta 20. gozAlakaH eka asvIkRta tIrthaMkara | 21. chaha pathika aura chaha lezyAeM 22. piyA kA gAMva 23. SaTa pardo kI oTa meM 24. Aja laharoM meM nimaMtraNa 25. caudaha guNasthAna 26. prema ke koI guNasthAna nahIM 27. paMDitamaraNa sumaraNa hai 28. rasamayatA aura ekAgratA 29. trigupti aura mukti 30. eka dIpa se koTi dIpa ho 31. yAda ghara bulAne lagI 479 503 523 543 565 587 609 629 ___ 2010_03

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pahalA pravacana satya ke dvAra kI kuMjI : samyaka-zravaNa 2010_03

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sUtra soccA jANai kallANaM, soccA jANai paavgN| ubhayaM pi jANae soccA, jaM cheyaM taM smaayre||81|| NANA''NattIe puNo, daMsaNatavaniyamasaMyame tthiccaa| viharai visujjhamANI, jAvajjIvaM pi nivkNpo||82|| jaha jaha suyabhogAhai, aisyrspsrsNjuympuvvN| taha taha palhAi muNI, nvnvsevegsddhaao||83|| sUI jahA sasuttA, na nassai kayavarammi paDiA vi| jIvo vi taha sasutto, na nassai gao vi sNsaare||84 / / ___ 2010_03

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ra hama mahAvIra ke tIrtha kI carcA kreN| aise satpuruSoM sAdhu kA artha hai, jo sunakara na pahuMca sake, sunanA jise kAphI na " ko phira-phira socanA jarUrI hai| soca-socakara par3e jise kucha aura karanA pdd'e| sAdhuoM ne hAlata ulTI banA dI socanA jarUrI hai| bAra-bAra unakA svAda hamAre hai| sAdhu kahate haiM ki sAdhu zrAvaka se Upara hai| Upara hotA to prANoM meM utre| hameM bhI vaisI pyAsa jge| jisa pyAsa ne unheM mahAvIra usakI gaNanA pahale krte| to use prathama rkhte| mAtmA banAyA, vahI pyAsa hameM bhI paramAtmA bnaaye| kyoMki mahAvIra kahate haiM, aise haiM kucha dhanyabhAgI, jo kevala sunakara aMtataH pyAsa hI le jAtI hai| | pahuMca jAte haiN| jinheM kucha aura karanA nahIM pdd'taa| karanA to unheM jaba pyAsa itanI saghana hotI hai ki sArA prANa pyAsa meM par3atA hai jo sunakara samajha nahIM paate| to karanevAlA sunane se rUpAMtarita ho jAtA hai, to paramAtmA dUra nhiiN| paramAtmA pAne ke doyama hai, naMbara do hai| lie kucha aura cAhie nhiiN| aisI parama pyAsa cAhie ki usameM ise smjhnaa| saba kucha DUba jAe, tallIna ho jaae| buddha kahate the, aise ghor3e haiM ki jinako mAro to hI calate haiN| to phira mahAvIra kI carcA kreN| aura mahAvIra kI phira carcA aise bhI ghoDe haiM ki koDe kI phaTakAra dekhakara calate haiM. mArane kI karane meM yaha bAta sabase pahale samajha lenI jarUrI hai ki mahAvIra jarUrata nahIM pdd'tii| aise bhI ghor3e haiM ki kor3e kI chAyA dekhakara ne zravaNa para bar3A jora diyA hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, soyA hai calate haiN| phaTakArane kI bhI jarUrata nahIM pdd'tii| AdamI, to kaise jAgegA? koI pukAre use, koI zrAvaka ko sunanA kAphI hai| utanA hI jagA detA hai| tumane hilAye-DulAye, koI jgaaye| koI use khabara de ki jAgaraNa kA kisI ko pukArA, koI jaga jAtA hai| para kisI ko hilAnA bhI koI loka hai| soyA AdamI apane se kaise jaagegaa| soyA par3atA hai| kisI ke muMha para pAnI pheMkanA par3atA hai| taba bhI vaha to jAgane kA bhI sapanA dekhane lagatA hai| soyA to sapane meM bhI karavaTa lekara so jAtA hai| zrAvaka hai vaha, jisane sunI pukAra socane lagatA hai, jAga gaye! bheda kaise karegA soyA huA AdamI aura jAga gyaa| sAdhu hai vaha, jo karavaTa lekara so gyaa| ki jo maiM dekha rahA hUM vaha svapna hai yA satya? koI jAgA use | jisako hilAo, zoragula macAo, AMkhoM para pAnI pheNko| jgaaye| koI jAgA use hilaaye| isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, zravaNa-samyaka-zravaNa-sudhI vyakti ke lie paryApta hai| sunakara hI satya kI yAtrA zurU hotI hai| izArA bahuta hai buddhimAna ko| mahAvIra ne kahA hai, mere cAra tIrtha haiN| zrAvaka kA, zrAvikA pahalA sUtra hai Aja kAkA; sAdhu kA, sAdhvI kaa| lekina pahale unhoMne kahA, zrAvaka soccA jANai kallANaM, soccA jANai paavgN| kA, zrAvikA kaa| zrAvaka kA artha hai, jo sunakara pahuMca jaae| | ubhayaM pi jANae soccA, jaM cheyaM taM smaayre|| 2010_03

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6 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 'sunakara hI kalyANa kA - Atmahita kA mArga jAnA jA sakatA hai|' sunakara hI / 'sunakara hI pApa kA mArga bhI jAnA jA sakatA hai| ataH sunakara hI hita aura ahita donoM kA mArga jAnakara jo zreyasa ho usakA AcaraNa kre|' jAo unake pAsa, jo jAga gaye haiN| baiTho unake pAsa, jo jAga gaye haiN| DUbo unakI havA meM, jo jAga gaye haiN| unakI taraMgeM tumheM jgaayeN| satsaMga kA itanA hI artha hai| suno unheM, jinhoMne pAyA hai / unake zabdoM meM bhI zUnya hogaa| unakI AvAja meM bhI maMtra hogaa| unake izAre meM bhI tumhAre jIvana kI nAva nirmita ho jaaegii| sunakara hI / aura upAya bhI to nahIM hai| gurajiepha kahatA thA - isa sadI kA eka bahuta bar3A tIrthaMkara - kahatA thA, hamArI hAlata aise hai jaise registAna meM, | jaMgala meM, nirjana meM kucha yAtrI rAta par3Ava ddaaleN| khatarA hai| bIhar3a hai| jaMgalI pazu hamalA kara sakate haiN| DAkU-luTere chipe hoM / anajAna jagaha hai| apanA koI nahIM, pahacAna nhiiN| aisA hI to saMsAra hai| to kyA kare yAtrIdala ? eka ko jAgatA huA chor3a detA hai ki kama kama eka jAgatA rahe, bAkI so jaaeN| phira pArI- pArI se aura loga jAgate rahate haiN| jo jAgA hai, vaha khuda ke sone ke pahale kisI aura ko uThA detA hai| kama se kama eka dIyA to jalatA rahe aMdhere meN| kama se kama koI eka to jAgakara dekhatA rhe| khatarA Aye to hameM soyA huA na paaye| sadaguru kA itanA hI artha hai ki tuma jaba soye ho taba koI tumhAre pAsa meM baiThA huA, jAgA huA hai| tuma to soye ho, to sapane meM DUba jaaoge| tuma to na mAlUma kitane vAsanAoM, kalpanAoM ke loka meM bhaTaka jaaoge| tuma to na mAlUma kitane mana ke kheloM meM DUba jaaoge| lekina jo jAgA hai, vaha yathArtha ko dekhatA rahegA / use suno| jaba jAgA huA kucha kahe, to suno, smjho| jAge hue ke sAtha tarka kA savAla nahIM hai, kyoMki usakI bhASA bar3I aura hai| usase tarka karake tuma kucha bhI na paaoge| usase tarka karake kevala tuma baMda raha jAoge / jAge ke sAtha tarka nahIM ho sktaa| jAge ke sAtha to kevala zravaNa ho sakatA hai| usase vivAda nahIM ho sakatA, kevala sunanA ho sakatA hai| vaha jo kahe, use piio| vaha jo kahe, tumhAre socane kA savAla utanA nahIM hai jitanA pIne kA savAla hai / kyoMki vaha jo kaha rahA hai, use 2010_03 pIkara hI tuma samajha sakoge ki sahI hai yA galata hai| aura to koI upAya nahIM / lekina agara ThIka se sunA gayA, to satya kI mahimA hai ki ThIka se sunanevAle ko satya tatkSaNa hRdaya meM coTa karane lagatA hai| kahA gayA agara asatya hai, to ThIka se sunate samaya hI sApha ho jAtA hai ki asatya hai| taya nahIM karanA par3atA, vicAra bhI nahIM karanA par3atA / asatya ke koI paira hI nahIM haiN| paira to satya ke haiN| asatya to tumhAre hRdaya taka jA hI nahIM sakatA / asatya to laMgar3A hai| asatya to bAhara hI gira jaaegaa| tuma agara zAMta baiThe sunane ko taiyAra ho, to ghabar3Ao mata ki kahIM aisA na ho ki asatya bhItara praveza kara jAe / asatya to tabhI praveza karatA hai jaba tuma zAMta, mauna zravaNa nahIM krte| tumhArI nIMda ke dvAra se hI asatya praveza karatA hai| tumhArI mUrcchA se hI praveza karatA hai / agara tuma sajaga hokara sunane baiThe ho, to asatya gira jAegA bAhara / tumhArI AMkha kA sAmanA na kara sakegA asty| vaha zAMta sunanevAle ke prANa paryApta haiM asatya ko girA dene ko / jo satya hai, vahI calA AyegA cuMbaka kI taraha khiMcatA huaa| jo satya hai vahI tumhAre prANoM meM tIra kI taraha praveza kara jaaegaa| jo asatya hai, bAhara raha jaaegaa| tuma satya ho, tuma satya ko hI khIMca loge / lekina agara tumane ThIka se na sunA, agara tumane vicAra kiyA, tumane socA, tumane kahA yaha ThIka hai yA nahIM, merI atIta mAnyatAoM se mela khAtA, nahIM khAtA, to saMbhava hai ki asatya tumhAre bhItara praveza kara jaae| asatya bahuta tArkika hai| jIvaMta to jarA bhI nahIM, lekina bar3A tarkayukta hai| satya ke pAsa koI tarka nahIM, koI pramANa nhiiN| satya astitvavAna hai, vahI usakA pramANa hai| isalie zAstra kahate haiM satya svayaM pramANa hai| asatya svayaM apramANa hai| suna lo ThIka se| usa sunane meM hI cunAva ho jaaegaa| 'soccA jANai kallANaM / ' sunakara hI kalyANa kA patA cala jAtA hai ki kyA hai kalyANa | 'soccA jANai pAvagaM / ' sunakara hI patA cala jAtA hai ki pApa kyA hai, galata kyA hai, al kyA hai ? aura mahAvIra kI bar3I khUbI hai; ve kahate haiM mere pAsa koI Adeza nahIM hai| maiM tumase nahIM kahatA ki tuma aisA karo / mahAvIra kahate haiM, tuma sirpha suna lo

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'ataH sunakara hita aura ahita donoM kA mArga jAnakara jo ki yaha murdA hai / AdhA satya khataranAka hai / kyoMki Adhe satya meM zreyaskara ho usakA AcaraNa krnaa|' thor3I-sI prANoM kI jhalaka hai| zvAsa abhI calatI hai, marIja abhI marA nahIM / lagatA hai jiMdA hai| abhI zarIra thor3A garama hai, ThaMDA nahIM ho gayA hai| khUna abhI bahatA hai / lagatA hai jiMdA hai| AdhA satya asatya se badatara hai| isalie mahAvIra kA sArA saMgharSa Adhe satyoM ke khilApha hai, asatya ke khilApha nahIM / unhoMne kahA asatya to sunakara hI samajha meM A jAtA hai asatya hai| lekina Adhe satya bar3e bharamAte haiM / mahAvIra yaha bhI nahIM kahate ki pApa ko chodd'o| kahane kI jarUrata nhiiN| ThIka se sunanevAle ko pApa pakar3atA hI nhiiN| mahAvIra yaha bhI nahIM kahate ki satya kA anusaraNa karo / yaha bAta hI vyartha hogii| jisane ThIka se sunA hai vaha satya ke anusaraNa meM laga jAtA hai| anusaMdhAna meM laga jAtA hai| isakA yaha artha huA - samyaka - zravaNa kuMjI hai satya ke dvAra kI jisake hAtha meM samyaka-zravaNa hai, vaha pahuMca jaaegaa| use koI roka na skegaa| / ise hama thor3e vaijJAnika arthoM meM samajheM / AdamI ke pAsa AMkha hai dekhane ko, kAna haiM sunane ko / AMkha se jaba tuma dekhate ho, to eka hI dizA meM dekha sakate ho / AMkha bahu-AyAmI nahIM hai| 'malTI-DAyameMzanala' nahIM hai| eka tarapha dekho, to saba dizAeM baMda ho jAtI haiN| AMkha ekAMgI hai| AMkha ekAMta hai| isalie mahAvIra kA jora kAna para jyAdA hai, AMkha kI bajAya / kAna bahu-AyAmI hai| AMkha baMda karake suno, to cAroM tarapha kI AvAjeM sunAyI par3atI haiN| AMkha samagra ko nahIM le paatii| kAna samagra ko bhItara le letA hai| yaha pahalI bAta khayAla meM lene kI ! AMkha se jaba bhI tuma dekhate ho, to eka dizA meM, eka rekhA meN| utanI rekhA ko chor3akara zeSa saba baMda ho jAtA hai| AMkha hai jaise ttaarc| eka dizA meM prakAza kI dhArA par3atI hai| lekina zeSa saba aMdhakAra meM ho jAtA hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, yaha ekAMgI hogA; yaha ekAMta hogA / tuma eka pahalU ko jAna loge, lekina zeSa pahaluoM se anajAna raha jaaoge| yaha aisA hI hogA jaise una pAMca aMdhoM kI kathA hai, jo hAthI ko dekhane gaye the| sabane hAthI ke aMga chue, lekina sabhI kA darzana-aMdhe the, sabhI kI pratIti ekAMgI thii| jisane paira chuA usane socA ki hAthI khaMbhe kI bhAMti hai| jisane kAna chue usane socA ki hAthI paMkhe kI bhAMti hai| alg-alg| ve sabhI satya the, lekina sabhI adhUre satya the| aura mahAvIra kahate haiM, adhUrA satya asatya se bhI badatara hai / kyoMki asatya ko to pahacAnane meM kaThinAI nahIM, vaha to niSprANa hai, vaha to lAza kI taraha hai / usako to tuma samajha hI jAoge 2010_03 satya ke dvAra kI kuMjI : samyaka-zravaNa mahAvIra ne eka naye jIvana-darzana ko janma diyaa| use kahA, syAtavAda / use kahA, anekAMtavAda / use kahA ki maiM sAre ekAMgI satyoM ko ikaTThA kara lenA cAhatA huuN| ye pAMcoM aMdhoM ne jo kahA hai hAthI ke saMbaMdha meM, yaha sabhI saca hai / aura satya ina sabhI kA ikaTThA jor3a hai, samanvaya hai| kAna kI khUbI hai ki kAna AMkha se jyAdA samagra hai| jaba tuma sunate ho to cAroM dizAoM se sunate ho| kAna aise haiM jaise dIyA jle| saba tarapha prakAza pdd'e| AMkha aise haiM jaise ttaarc| eka dizA meM / ekaaNgii| mahAvIra kahate haiM ki darzanazAstra ekAMgI hai| zravaNazAstra bahu - aMgI hai| isalie mahAvIra ne eka bar3I krAMtikArI prajJA dii| unhoMne kahA ki suno| agara dhyAna meM jAnA hai, to sunakara jaldI jA sakoge, bajAya dekhkr| isalie samasta dhyAniyoM ne AMkha baMda kara lenI cAhI hai| samasta dhyAna kI prakriyAeM kahatI haiM AMkha baMda kara lo| yaha bhI thor3A samajhane jaisA hai ki paramAtmA ne AMkha ko aisA banAyA hai ki cAho to khola lo, cAho to baMda kara lo| kAna ko aisA nahIM bnaayaa| kAna khulA hai| baMda karane kA upAya nahIM / AMkha tumhAre hAtha meM hai| kAna aba bhI paramAtmA ke hAtha meM hai| tumhAre vaza meM nahIM ki tuma use kholo, baMda kro| sadA khulA hai| tumhArI gaharI se gaharI nIMda meM bhI kAna khulA hai| AMkha to baMda hai| jaba tuma mUrcchA meM khoye ho, taba bhI kAna khulA hai| AMkha to baMda hai| nIMda meM par3e AdamI ke pAsa jAgA AdamI khar3A rahe, to dekha na paayegaa| nIMda meM par3A AdamI dekhegA kaise, AMkha to baMda hai / lekina agara vaha AdamI usakA nAma le, AvAja de, to suna to pAyegA / hama soye haiM / zravaNa se rAstA milegaa| AMkha to hamArI baMda hI hai| aura khulI bhI ho to jyAdA se jyAdA adhUrA satya dekha

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jina sutra sakatI hai| pUrA satya AMkha ke vaza meM nahIM hai| tumhAre hAtha meM maiM jyAdA dera taka gapazapa meM lagA rhaa| rAta bahuta bIta gyii| eka choTA-sA kaMkar3a de dUM aura tumase kahUM ise pUrA eka-sAtha | cauMkakara uThA, usane kahA bahuta dera ho gayI, aba ghara jaauuN| dekha lo, to tuma na dekha paaoge| AMkha itanI kamajora hai! eka mitra ne kahA, Aja bhAbhI to bahuta itra-pAna kreNgii| mullA ne hissA dekhegI, dUsarA hissA dabA raha jaaegaa| eka choTA-sA | kahA tUne mujhe samajhA kyA hai? agara ghara jAte hI pahalA zabda kaMkar3a bhI tuma pUrA nahIM dekha sakate, to pUre paramAtmA ko, pUre patnI se prItama na nikalavA lUM, to merA nAma badala denaa| yA terI satya ko kaise dekha sakoge? isalie jinhoMne dekhane para jora | jiMdagI bhara gulAmI kara duuNgaa| mitra bhalIbhAMti mullA kI patnI diyA hai, unhoMne adhUre darzanazAstra jagata ko diye haiN| mahAvIra kA ko jAnatA hai, usane kahA koI phikra nahIM, do mIla calanA darzanazAstra paripUrNa hai, samagra hai| jora bar3A bhinna hai| sno| paDegA-isa aMdherI rAta meM lekina maiM AtA haM. zarta rhii| / satya ko dekhanA nahIM, satya ko sunanA hai| satya koI vastu thor3e nasaruddIna ghara gyaa| usane jAkara dvAra para dastaka dI aura jora hI hai ki tuma use dekha loge| satya to kisI vyakti kA anubhava se bolA, 'prItama A gaye haiN|' patnI cillAyI aMdara se, hai| vaha kahegA to tuma suna loge| mahAvIra khar3e raheM tumhAre | 'prItama jAeM bhAr3a meN|' usane mitra se kahA, 'dekhA, kahalavA samakSa, tuma kucha bhI na dekha paaoge| bahutoM ne mahAvIra ko dekhA liyA na! pahalA zabda prItama nikalavA liyA n|' thA aura kucha bhI na dekhaa| gAMva-gAMva khader3e gye| patthara mAre agara koI dhAraNA hai, agara pahale se koI pakSapAta hai, to tuma gye| gAMva-gAMva nikAle gye| mahAvIra ko dekhane meM kyA kucha kA kucha suna loge| tuma satya ko apane hisAba se DhAla ar3acana AtI thI? | loge| tuma use asatya kara loge| aise hI to loga cUke mahAvIra isa mahimAvAna puruSa ko aisA tiraskAra kyoM jhelanA par3A? ko, buddha ko, kRSNa ko, jarathustra ko, jIsasa ko| kucha kA loga aMdhe haiN| dikhAyI unheM par3atA hI nhiiN| suna sakate haiN| kucha suna liyaa| kahA thA kucha, suna liyA kuch| sunanevAle ke isalie sunane kI kalA ko sIkha lenA dharma ke jagata meM pahalA pAsa apanA mana thA, apanA majabUta mana thA, usane mana ke mAdhyama kadama hai| se sunaa| mana ko haTAkara suno, to mahAvIra kA zravaNa samajha meM kyA hai sunane kI kalA? kaise sunoge? jaba suno, to socanA aayegaa| mana ko kinAre rakha do, jahAM tuma jUte utAra Aye ho mt| kyoMki tumane agara socA sunate samaya, to tuma vaha na suna vahIM mana ko utAra aanaa| eka bAra jUte bhI maMdira meM le Ao to pAoge jo kahA gyaa| kucha aura suna loge| sunate samaya itanA apavitra nahIM, mana ko maMdira meM mata laanaa| nahIM to maMdira meM pUrva-dhAraNAoM ko lekara mata clnaa| nahIM to parva-dhAraNAeM parde | kabhI A hI na skoge| kA kAma kreNgii| raMga ghola deMgI jo kahA gayA hai usmeN| tumane "sunakara hI kalyANa kA, Atmahita kA mArga jAnA jA sakatA kabhI khayAla kiyA, rAta tuma alArma lagAkara so gaye ho, cAra hai| sunakara hI pApa kA mArga jAnA jA sakatA hai|' baje uThanA hai Trena pkdd'ne| aura jaba alArma bajatA hai, to tama zravaNa kI kalA Ate hI tama dadha aura pAnI ko alaga-alaga eka sapanA dekhate ho ki maMdira kI ghaMTiyAM baja rahI haiN| alArma karane meM kuzala ho jAte ho| viveka kA janma hotA hai| tuma haMsa khatama! tumane eka sapanA banA liyaa| ho jAte ho| isIlie to hamane jJAniyoM ko paramahaMsa kahA hai| aba ghar3I elArma bajAtI rahe, kyA karegI ghar3I? tumane eka | paramahaMsa kA artha hai, galata ko aura sahI ko ve tatkSaNa alaga tarakIba nikAla lii| tumane kucha aura suna liyA! subaha tuma kara leNge| unakI AMkha, unakI dRSTi, unakI bhAvadazA bar3I hairAna hooge ki huA kyA? alArma bharA thA, alArma bajA bhI, sApha hai, nirmala hai| jo jaisA hai use ve vaisA hI dekha lete haiN| jaise maiM cUka kyoM gayA? tumhAre pAsa apanI eka dhAraNA thI, eka ko taisA dekha lete haiN| usameM kucha jor3ate nhiiN| phira koI bhrAMti sapanA thaa| to agara tumane sunA koI pakSapAta ke sAtha, to tuma khar3I nahIM hotii| kucha kA kucha suna loge| batAnevAle vahIM para batAte haiM maMjila maiMne sunA hai, eka dina mullA nasaruddIna apane mitra ke sAtha __ hajAra bAra jahAM se gujara cukA hUM maiM 2010_03

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AAMANANMAMINAKAMANARAMANANAWARANANMEANINNAMAMANNARAAMANAMAMANRNNIMAMAMANNEL satya ke dvAra kI kuMjI : samyaka-zravaNa / tuma bhI gujare ho| maMdira ke AsapAsa hI parikramA cala rahI hai| AMkha AkrAmaka hai, kAna grAhaka hai| aura mahAvIra kI ahiMsA kyoMki paramAtmA saba jagaha maujUda hai| kahIM bhI jAo, usI ke itanI gaharI hai ki vaha AMkha kA upayoga na kreNge| kyoMki AMkha pAsa parikramA cala rahI hai| kucha bhI dekho, tumane usI ko dekhA meM AkramaNa hai| jaba maiM tumheM dekhatA hUM, to merI AMkha tuma taka hai| kucha bhI suno, tumane usI ko sunA hai| koyala pukArI ho, gyii| jaba maiM tumheM sunatA hUM, taba maiMne tumheM apane bhItara liyaa| ki jharane kI AvAja ho, ki jalaprapAta ho, ki havAeM gujarI hoM jaba maiM tumheM dekhatA hUM, to dekhane meM eka AkramaNa hai| isalie vRkSoM se, vahI gujarA hai| lekina, tuma use pahacAna nahIM paate| koI AdamI tumheM ghUrakara dekhe, to acchA nahIM lgtaa| koI tumheM batAnevAle vahIM para batAte haiM maMjila gaura se sune, to bahuta acchA lagatA hai, khayAla kiyA? gaura se hajAra bAra jahAM se gujara cukA hUM maiM sunanevAle ko tuma bar3A pyAra karate ho| loga talAza meM rahate haiM, maMjila to tumhAre bhItara hai; gujara cake, yaha kahanA bhI ThIka | koI mila jAe sunnevaalaa| nhiiN| jahAM tuma sadA se ho, maMjila vahIM hai| kasauTI tumhAre pAsa | pazcima meM, jahAM ki sunanevAle kama hote cale gaye haiM, nhiiN| sone kA Dhera lagA hai cAroM tarapha, tumhAre pAsa sone ko manovizleSaka hai| vaha 'prophezanala' sunanevAlA hai| kasane kA patthara nhiiN| hIre-javAharAta barasa rahe haiM cAroM tarapha, | vyvsaayii| use paise cukAo, vaha ghaMTe bhara bar3e gaura se sunatA tumhAre pAsa jauharI kI AMkha nhiiN| hai| patA nahIM sunatA hai ki nahIM sunatA, lekina jatalAtA hai ki aura mahAvIra kahate haiM, zravaNa pahalA sUtra hai| suno| aisA | sunatA hai| kabhI bhI nahIM huA hai pRthvI para ki jAge puruSa na rahe hoN| aisA loga bar3e prasanna lauTate haiM manovaijJAnika ke pAsa se| vaha kucha hotA hI nhiiN| unakI zRMkhalA anavarata hai| anusyUta haiM ve| bhI nahIM krtaa| vaha kahatA hai sirpha tuma bolo, hama suneNge| astitva meM pratipala koI na koI jAgA huA puruSa maujUda hai| sunanevAlA itanA bhalA lagatA hai, itanA grAhaka! tumheM svIkAra agara tuma sunane ko taiyAra ho, to paramAtmA tumheM pukAra hI rahA karatA hai| lekina agara koI tumheM gaura se dekhe, to ar3acana AtI hai| kabhI mahAvIra se, kabhI kRSNa se, kabhI muhammada se| vaha hai| manasvida kahate haiM tIna sekeMDa taka bardAzta kiyA jA sakatA tumheM hajAra DhaMgoM se pukAratA hai| vaha hajAra bhASAoM meM pukAratA hai| vaha sImA hai| usake Age AdamI luccA ho jAtA hai| lucce hai| vaha hajAra taraha se tamhAre hAtha hilAtA hai| lekina tama ho ki kA matalaba, gaura se dekhnevaalaa| aura kacha matalaba nhiiN| jo tuma sunate nhiiN| matalaba Alocaka kA hotA hai, vahI lucce kA hotA hai| donoM mehara sadiyoM se camakatA hI rahA aphlAka para eka hI zabda se bane haiM--locana, aaNkh| lucce kA artha hai, jo rAta hI tArI rahI iMsAna ke idrAka para tumheM ghUrakara dekhe| Alocaka kA bhI yahI artha hotA hai ki jo akla ke maidAna meM julmata kA DerA hI rahA cIjoM ko ghara-ghUrakara dekhe, kahAM-kahAM bhUla hai| dila meM tArIkI dimAgoM meM aMdherA hI rahA / lekina tuma gaura se sunanevAle ko bar3A Adara dete ho| ghUra ke aura mehara sadiyoM se camakatA hI rahA aphlAka para, rAta hI dekhanevAle ko bar3A anaadr| hAM, kisI se tumhArA prema ho, to tArI rahI iMsAna ke idrAka pr| sUraja camakatA hI rahA hai, sadiyoM tuma kSamA kara dete ho| vaha tumheM gaura se dekhe, clegaa| lekina se, sadA se| sUraja isa astitva kA anivArya aMga hai| lekina jisase tumhArA koI saMbaMdha nahIM, to tIna sekeMDa se jyAdA AMkha AdamI aMdhere meM hI jItA hai| AdamI apane bhItara baMda hai| aisA nahIM TikanI cAhie kisI pr| vahAM se ziSTAcAra samApta ho samajho ki sUraja nikalA ho aura tuma ghara ke bhItara dvAra-daravAje jAtA hai| vahAM se bAta aziSTa ho jAtI hai| to hama rAste para baMda kiye baiThe ho| phira sUraja kare bhI to kyA? dvAra-daravAje AMkheM bacAkara calate haiN| dekhate bhI haiM, nahIM bhI dekhate haiN| dubArA kholo, thor3e grahaNazIla bno| kAna kA yahI artha hai| kAna | lauTakara nahIM dekhte| dekhane kA mana bhI ho, to bhI AMkheM pratIka hai grahaNazIlatA kaa| yahAM-vahAM kara lete haiN| ise bhI samajha lenaa| tumane kabhI khayAla kiyA, loga eka-dUsare kI AMkhoM meM AMkheM 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 - DAlakara bAta nahIM karate, kyoMki vaha behUdagI hai| loga tumhAre sAmane vastra girA detI hai| vastra khIMcane nahIM pdd'te| idhara-udhara dekhate haiN| bAta eka-dUsare se karate haiM, dekhate preyasI khuda hI ughar3ane ko rAjI hotI hai| Atura hotI hai| satya kahIM-kahIM haiN| koI AdamI ThIka tumhArI AMkhoM meM dekhakara bAta svayaM ughar3ane ko Atura hai, lekina prema se ughdd'egaa| AkramaNa se kare, tuma becainI anubhava karoge, tumheM pasInA Ane lgegaa| tuma nhiiN| paramAtmA khuda bUMghaTa uThAne ke lie taiyAra hai, taiyAra nahIM thor3e ghabar3Aoge ki mAmalA kyA hai? koI jAsUsa hai ? sarakArI bar3A pratIkSArata hai, lekina jabardastI se na hogaa| AMkha meM thor3I AdamI hai? mAmalA kyA hai, aisA gaura se kyoM dekhatA hai? yA jabardastI hai| kAna meM koI bhI jabardastI nhiiN| kAna kahIM jA nahIM pAgala hai? prayojana hogA kuch| kucha talAza kara rahA hai, kucha sktaa| dhvani kAna taka tairakara AtI hai| khoja rahA hai| kAna rikta hai, AMkha bharI huI hai| AMkha meM parta dara parta vicAroM kAna grAhaka hai| AMkha sakriya hai| kAna niSkriya-svIkAra hai| kI haiM, parta dara parta bAdaloM kI haiN| AMkha meM bar3e parde haiN| kAna kAna aise hai jaise koI dvAra ko kholakara atithi kI pratIkSA kre| bilakula khAlI hai| kAna ke pAsa kucha bhI nahIM hai, sirpha eka satya nimaMtrita karanA hai| satya ko bulAnA hai| satya ko kahanA taMtu-jAla hai| coTa hotI hai, kAna sajaga ho jAtA hai, svIkAra hai, dvAra khule haiM, aao| AMkheM bichA rakhI haiM, aao| maiM taiyAra kara letA hai| hUM, aao| tuma mujhe soyA huA na pAoge, aao| daravAje baMda mahAvIra kahate haiM, jo sunegA--ThIka se sunegA, na hoMge, tumheM dastaka dene kI bhI takalIpha na hogI, aao| samyaka-zravaNa, 'rAiTa lisaniMga'; kRSNamUrti jisako kahate haiM AMkha khojane jAtI hai| kAna pratIkSA karatA hai| ise aisA 'rAiTa lisaniMga', ThIka se jo sunegA-satya apane-Apa smjho| AMkha puruSa hai| kAna strI hai| puruSa sakriya hai, asatya se alaga ho jAtA hai| dUdha dUdha, pAnI pAnI ho jAtA hai| AkrAmaka hai| strI grAhaka hai| puruSa janma nahIM de sakatA bacce ThIka se sunane se tuma paramahaMsa ho jAte ho| ko, strI detI hai| usake pAsa garbha hai| vaha apane bhItara lene ko mehara sadiyoM se camakatA hI rahA aphlAka para rAjI hai| satya bhI tumhAre garbha meM praveza pAye, to hI janma ho rAta hI tArI rahI iMsAna ke idrAka para skegaa| satya ko tumheM janmAnA hogaa| yaha kahIM rakhA nahIM hai ki aura AdamI ke bodha para aMdherA chAyA rahA, aura sUraja thA ki gaye aura uThA liyA aura A gye| yA bAjAra meM bikatA hai, camakatA hI rhaa| kharIda liyA, yA dAma cukA diye| yaha to tumheM janma denA hogaa| akla ke maidAna meM julmata kA DerA hI rahA aura prasava kI pIr3A se gujaranA hogaa| tumheM strI-jaisA honA dila meM tArIkI dimAgoM meM aMdherA hI rahA hogaa| samasta dharma ke khojiyoM ne isa bAta para bahata jora diyA hai| phira kabhI-kabhI kisI mahAvIra ke pAsa thoDI-sI jhalaka ki satya ko pAnA ho, to straiNa grAhakatA caahie| svIkAra kA | milatI hai| bhAva caahie| kucha nahIM to kama se kama khvAbe-sahara dekhA to hai zraddhA svIkAra hai, tarka khoja hai| vijJAna khojatA hai| dharma | jisa tarapha dekhA na thA aba taka udhara dekhA to hai pratIkSA karatA hai| vijJAna jAtA hai kone-kAMtara, ughAr3atA hai, kisI mahAvIra ke pAsa, kisI mahAvIra kI vANI ko jabardastI bhI karatA hai| vijJAna eka taraha kA balAtkAra hai| | sunakara-jisa tarapha kabhI dekhA hI na thA...bhUla hI gaye the, agara prakati rAjI nahIM hai apane parde uThAne ko, agara prakati rAjI | socA hI na thA ki vaha bhI koI AyAma hai...usa tarapha dekhA to nahIM hai cUMghaTa haTAne ko, to vijJAna duryodhana-jaisA hai| vaha draupadI | hai| mAnA ki abhI yaha sapanA hai| pahalI daphe jaba mahAvIra kI ko nagna karane kI ceSTA karatA hai| usameM balAta ceSTA hai| vANI kisI ke hRdaya meM utaratI hai, nAcatI, dhUghara bajAtI, saMgIta AkramaNa hai| kI taraha madhura, madhu kI taraha mIThI, jaba pora-pora hRdaya meM praveza dharma pratIkSA hai| dharma bhI ughAr3a letA hai saMsAra ko| dharma bhI karatI hai, to eka naye svapna kA prAdurbhAva hotA hai| satya ke svapna | satya ko ughAr3a letA hai, lekina premI kI trh| tumhArI preyasI kA praadurbhaav| pahalI bAra yAda AnI zurU hotI hai jisako hama 2010_03

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2- ARAT953035MARRANEE -satya ke dvAra kI kuMjI: samyaka-zravaNa bhUle baiThe haiM aura jo hamArA hai| aura jo hamArA svabhAva hai aura phira mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'ubhayaM pi jANae soccaa|' donoM dekha jisakI tarapha hamane pITha kara lI hai| aura jisakI tarapha hamane | liye| kyA hai satya, kyA asty| dekha liyA kyA hai AMkha uThAnI baMda kara dI hai aura jisa tarapha hamane pahuMcanA hI | maMgaladAyI, kyA amNgldaayii| 'jaM cheyaM taM smaayre|' yaha chor3a diyA hai| hama bhala hI gaye haiM ki ghara bhI lauTanA hai| bar3hate hI unakI bar3I anUThI bAta hai| vaha jarA bhI kisI para apane ko cale jAte haiM saMsAra meN| Aropita nahIM karanA caahte| vaha kahate haiM, phira tumhArI apanI lekina yaha svapna! icchaa| phira tumheM jo zreyaskara lge| vaha yaha nahIM kahate ki tuma kucha nahIM to kama se kama khbAbe-sahara dekhA to hai satya kA anusaraNa krnaa| yaha to bAta hI galata ho jaaegii| yaha subaha kA sapanA hI sahI abhI, kisI kI vANI se pahalI | satya ko jAnakara kabhI aisA huA hai ki kisI ne anusaraNa na daphA taraMgeM uThI haiM, aura subaha kA bhAva, subaha kA bodha jagA hai| | kiyA ho? vaha yaha nahIM kahate ki asatya kA tyAga krnaa| jisa tarapha dekhA na thA aba taka udhara dekhA to hai | aisA kabhI huA hI nahIM ki asatya ko jAnakara aura tyAga na ho lekina yaha tabhI saMbhava hogA, jaba tumhArA hRdaya zUnya aura gayA ho| kaMkar3a-patthara pahacAna lie kaMkar3a-patthara haiM phira kauna zAMta ho, mauna ho| tijor3I meM rakhatA hai? hAM, jaba taka hIroM kA bhrama thA taba taka maiMne sunA hai, mullA nasaruddIna eka nadI ke kinAre se gujara rahA tijor3I meM saMbhAle baiThe the| jisa dina pahacAna A jAtI hai thaa| sAMjha ghirane lgii| sUraja Dhala cukA hai| aura eka AdamI kUr3A-karkaTa, kUr3A-karkaTa hai, use ghara ke bAhara hama pheMka Ate DUba rahA hai; aura vaha AdamI cillAyA, sahAyatA karo, | haiN| tyAga thor3e hI karanA par3atA hai, udghoSaNA thor3e hI karanI sahAyatA karo, maiM DUba rahA hUM! mullA kinAre para khar3A hai, vaha par3atI hai ki dekho, Aja hama bar3A tyAga kara rahe haiM, sArA bolA hadda ho gayI; are, DUbane meM kisI se kyA sahAyatA kI kUr3A-karkaTa kacare-ghara meM DAla rahe haiN| jaba kUr3A-karkaTa ho jarUrata, DUba jAo! isameM sahAyatA kI kyA jarUrata hai! gayA, to tyAga kaisA! tuma kucha kA kucha suna le sakate ho| isase sAvadhAna rhnaa| isalie dhyAna rakhanA, mahAvIra tyAga karane ko nahIM khte| lekina jaba taka tumane mana ko bilakula haTAkara na rakhA ho, tuma vaha to kahate haiM sirpha jAgakara dekha lo; jo ThIka hai, vahI tumhArA kucha kA kucha sunoge hii| mArga ho jAegA, jo galata hai, usa para kabhI koI gayA hI nhiiN| isalie dhyAna zravaNa ke lie mArga banAtA hai| dhyAna kA artha jAnakara kabhI koI ne dIvAla se nikalane kI koziza kI hai? hai, mana kI sphaaii| dhyAna kA artha hai, a-mana kI tarapha yaatraa| dvAra dikha gayA, phira loga dvAra se nikalate haiM, kauna sira tor3atA hai |-dhyAna kA artha hai, thor3I ghar3iyoM ko mana kI dhUla se citta ke darpaNa dIvAla se! ko bilakula sApha kara lenaa| mahAvIra ke pAsa loga Ate, to phira jo zreyaskara ho usakA AcaraNa krnaa|' phira tumheM jo mahAvIra kahate-kucha dera dhyAna, phira sunnaa| zreyaskara lage, itane balapUrvaka mahAvIra kahate haiM ki phira jo isalie maiM itanA jora detA haM dhyAna pr| tama majhe sIdhA-sIdhA zreyaskara ho, kyoMki vaha jAnate haiM ki satya zreyaskara hai| pahacAna na suna skoge| kaI buddhimAna A jAte haiM, vaha kahate haiM dhyAna bhara kI kamI hai| jJAna bhara kI kamI hai| vagairaha se hameM kucha matalaba nahIM, hameM to Apako sunane meM majA aksara loga mere pAsa Ate haiM, vaha kahate haiM hameM patA hai ki AtA hai| marjI ApakI! lekina yaha majA kahIM le jAnevAlA | ThIka kyA hai, lekina kyA kareM galata ho jAtA hai| patA saMdigdha nhiiN| yaha buddhi kI khujalAhaTa hai| khujalAne se thor3A acchA hai| kahate haiM hameM mAlUma hai ki krodha burA hai, lekina ho jAtA hai| lagatA hai, mIThA-mIThA lagatA hai| jaldI hI lahUluhAna ho kahate haiM, bahuta bAra kasama bhI khAyI, vrata bhI liyA, phira bhI ho jaaeNge| nahIM, isase kacha sanane se sAra na hogaa| kyoMki saca to jAtA hai| to isakA artha itanA hI hai ki abhI jAnA nahIM ki yaha hai, suna tuma pAoge hI na binA dhyAna ke| dhyAna tumheM taiyAra krodha burA hai| abhI krodha kI Aga anubhava nahIM bnii| abhI karegA ki tuma suna sko| krodha kA jahara khuda ke kaMTha ko jalAyA nhiiN| kisI aura ne kahA 2010_03 www.jainelibrar org

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12 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 hogA, sunA hogA, zAstra meM par3hA hogA, lekina abhI tumhAre jIvana kA anubhava nahIM bnaa| zAstra se udhAra liyA hogaa| sabhI zAstra kahate haiM krodha burA hai| sunate-sunate tuma bhI mAnane lage ho ki krodha burA hai| lekina, tumhAre prANoM ne abhI isakI gavAhI nahIM dii| aura jaba taka tuma gavAhI na bano, taba taka jIvana meM koI krAMti nahIM hotii| udhAra jJAna se krAMti nahIM hotii| jJAna tumhArA honA caahie| dUsare jAga gaye isase kucha na hogA, jAga tumhArI honI caahie| suna lo unheM, unakI pukAra se jAgo, lekina jaise hI AMkha khulegI tatkSaNa tuma dekha loge ki sapanA sapanA hai, satya satya hai| phira koI sapane ko thor3e hI cunatA hai! 'jo zreyaskara ho usakA AcaraNa karanA caahie|' mahAvIra ne kahA hai, maiM koI Adeza nahIM detA, maiM jo kahatA hUM vaha sirpha upadeza hai, Adeza nhiiN| kyoMki maiM kauna hUM, jo tumase kahUM aisA kro| aisA karanA kahate hI hiMsA ho jaaegii| maiM tumheM dabAne lgaa| maiM tumheM DhAlane lgaa| mahAvIra kahate haiM, tuma parama svAtaMtrya ho| tumhArI svataMtratA se hI tumhArA anuzAsana nikle| aura tumhAre anubhava se hI tumhArA AcaraNa bane / to hI sArthaka hai| anyathA janmoM-janmoM taka dhokhA calatA rahatA hai| jaise hI samajha kI jarA sI jhalaka AtI hai koI dama meM hayAte - nau kA phira paracama uThAtA hUM baImAM-e-hamIyata jAna kI bAjI lagAtA hUM jAUMgA, maiM jAUMgA, maiM jAtA hUM, maiM jAtA hUM mujhe jAnA hai ika dina terI baz2me-nAja se Akhira jaise hI samajha AnI zurU hotI hai, yAtrA bdlii| maiM jAUMgA, maiM jAUMgA, maiM jAtA hUM, maiM jAtA hUM; mujhe jAnA hI hai ika dina terI bame-nAz2a se Akhira / eka dina jAnA hI hai, to rukane kA artha kyA? mauta AnI hI hai, to jIvana ko pakar3ane kA sAra kyA? jisa jIvana meM mauta ghaTanI hI hai, vaha jIvana mauta kI hI taiyArI hai| jisa jIvana meM mauta AtI hI hai, vaha jIvana marA huA hai, vaha vAstavika jIvana nhiiN| jo mujhase chIna hI liyA jAnA hai, use rokane kI ceSTA karane se sAra kyA hai? jo mujhase china hI jAegA, usa sAmrAjya ko banAne kA pAgalapana basa pAgalapana hI hai| maiM jAUMgA, maiM jAUMgA, maiM jAtA hUM, maiM jAtA hUM; mujhe jAnA eka dina terI bajme-nAz2a se Akhira / jaise hI bodha jaganA zurU hotA hai, jIvana meM krAMti AnI zurU hotI hai| hai 2010_03 saMnyAsa bodha kI chAyA hai| saMnyAsa samajha kI pragAr3hatA hai| saMnyAsa samyaka - bodha, kevala samyaka - bodha hai| zuddha, sAra bodha hai| ceSTA nahIM hai| agara tumane ceSTA se kucha sAdhA, to tuma jabardastI kroge| tumane ceSTA se kucha sAdhA, to tuma khaMDa-khaMDa ho jaaoge| tumane ceSTA se kucha sAdhA, to tuma do Tukar3oM meM TUTa jaaoge| eka Tukar3A jisa para tuma jabardastI kara rahe ho aura eka Tukar3A jo jabardastI kara rahA hai| tumhAre bhItara bar3I Atma-hiMsA zurU ho jaaegii| dUsarA sUtra - ' aura phira jJAna ke Adeza dvArA samyaka darzana - mUlaka tapa, niyama, saMyama meM sthita hokara karma-mala se vizuddha jIvanaparyaMta niSkaMpa (sthira citta) hokara vihAra karatA hai|' aura jisane jAna liyA satya kyA hai, usake jIvana meM eka nayI hI UrjA kA AvirbhAva hotA hai| niSkaMpa ho jAtA hai citta / citta kaMpatA tabhI taka hai, jaba taka hameM satya aura asatya kA bodha nhiiN| taba taka DAvAMDola hotA hai, yaha karUM yA vaha karUM? yahAM jAUM, yA vahAM jAUM ? maMdira ki vezyAlaya ? aisA DolatA hai / dhana ki dhyAna ? aisA DolatA hai / zarIra ki AtmA ? aisA DolatA hai| jaba taka tumhAre bhItara satya aura asatya kI ThIka-ThIka pratIti nahIM hai taba taka tumheM asatya meM satya kI bhrAMti hotI rahatI hai| satya meM asatya kI bhrAMti hotI rahatI hai| mana DAvAMDola rahatA hai| isa DAvAMDola citta ke kAraNa hI to becainI hai, azAMti hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM NANA''NattI puNo, daMsaNatavaniyamasaMyame ThiccA / viharai visujjhamANI, jAvajjIvaM pi nivakaMpo / / jisane satya kI pratIti kI, vaha niSkaMpa ho jAtA hai| jisako kRSNa ne gItA meM sthitaprajJa kahA hai / Thahara jAtI hai usakI prajJA / aisI Thahara jAtI hai, jaise baMda ghara meM diyA jalatA ho, jahAM havA kA koI jhoMkA na AtA ho| niSkaMpa ho jAtI hai vaha lau / aisI bhItara cetanA kI lau niSkaMpa ho jAtI hai| kucha cunane ko na rahA - cunAva ho gayA, satya ko jAnate hI cunAva ho gyaa| ko jAnate hI nirNaya ho gyaa| jIvana kI dizA upalabdha ho gayI; artha, abhiprAya A gyaa| aba kucha cunAva nahIM karanA hai| aba vyakti satya kI tarapha aise hI bahane lagatA hai jaise nadiyAM sAgara kI tarapha baha rahI haiN|

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satya ke dvAra kI kuMjI : samyaka-zravaNa hama sAdhAraNataH nadI ke viparIta tairane kA prayAsa kara rahe haiN| kyoMki binA jale tuma cetoge nhiiN| usa Aga ko bujhAo mata, hamArI koziza asaMbhava ko saMbhava banAne kI hai| hama svabhAva ke pAnI mata pheMko-vrata aura niyama, kasameM, inakA pAnI pheMkakara pratikUla ceSTA meM rata haiN| hama isa jIvana ko, jo kevala aMgAroM ko bujhAo mata--Aga ko jalane do, Aga ko kSaNabhaMgura hai, zAzvata banAne kI AyojanA kara rahe haiN| hama prajvalita hone do, Aga ko pUrI taraha jalane do, tAki tumheM dagdha miTTI-patthara ko hIre-javAharAtoM kI taraha chAtI se lagAne kI kara jAe, tAki tumheM anubhava ho jAe ki krodha kaisI agni hai! koziza kara rahe haiN| hama haDDI-mAMsa-majjA kI deha ko apanA vahI anubhava tumheM krodha kI tarapha jAne se roka legaa| phira jIvana zAzvata ghara samajhane kI, samajhAne kI koziza kara rahe haiN| hamArI meM eka niyama AtA hai| vaha niyama kasama se AyA niyama nahIM ceSTA hai ki kisI taraha do aura do cAra na hoM, pAMca ho jaaeN| ho | hai| vaha niyama bodha se AyA niyama hai| nahIM sktaa| saMsAra meM asaphalatA milatI hai, kyoMki sAMsArika | 'aura saMyama meM sthita hokara vizuddha sAdhaka jIvanaparyaMta mana kI ceSTA asaMbhava ko pUrA karane kI ceSTA hai| | niSkaMpa, sthira-citta hokara vihAra karatA hai|' jisa vyakti ko satya aura asatya dikhAyI par3ane zurU ho mahAvIra aura buddha ke kAraNa bhArata ke ve bhUmikhaMDa jahAM ve gaye, zuddha nirmala pratIti honI zurU huI, usake jIvana meM tapa, | jIe, 'vihAra' kahalAne lgaa| lekina vihAra zabda ko niyama, saMyama apane-Apa utara Ate haiN| inheM lAnA nahIM pdd'taa| | smjhnaa| vihAra kA matalaba hai-vihAra bar3e sukha kI, mahAsukha inheM khIMca-khIMcakara AyojanA nahIM karanI pdd'tii| eka bAta sUtra kI dazA hai--jaba citta bilakula sthira ho jAtA hai, jaba koI kI taraha yAda rakhanA, jise khIMca-khIMcakara lAnA par3atA ho, vaha cIja DAMvADola nahIM karatI, koI vikalpa mana meM nahIM raha jAte AegA nhiiN| isa jagata meM jabardastI kucha ghaTatA hI nhiiN| satya | | aura citta nirvikalpa hotA hai; jaba tumhArI dizA satya kI tarapha sahaja hai| isalie jaba taka sAdhanA sahaja na ho, taba taka tuma sIdhI aura sApha ho jAtI hai, jaba tuma roja-roja rAste nahIM vyartha hI kaSTa apane ko de rahe ho| badalate, jaba tumhArA pravAha saMyata ho jAtA hai, taba tumhAre jIvana na mAlUma kitane loga akAraNa khuda ko pIr3A dene meM lage rahate meM eka mahAsukha kA AvirbhAva hotA hai, vaise mahAsukhI kA haiN| koI upavAsa kara rahA hai, koI dhUpa meM khar3A hai, koI rAta sotA | jahAM-jahAM vicaraNa hotA hai, vaha bhUmikhaMDa bhI sukha se bhara jAtA nahIM, koI dina-rAta khar3A rahatA hai--varSoM se khar3A hai, koI kAMToM hai; vaha bhUmikhaMDa bhI, havA ke kaNa bhI, vRkSa-pahAr3a-parvata bhI, para leTA hai, ye sAre ke sAre loga rugNa loga haiN| yaha tapa nahIM hai| nadI-nAle bhI usakI AMtarika-AbhA ko jhalakAne lagate haiN| yaha to eka taraha kI AtmahiMsA hai| ye loga 'mesocisTa' haiN| kathAeM haiM bar3I pyArI ki mahAvIra jahAM se nikala jAte, inheM svayaM ko dukha dene meM rasa A rahA hai| kucha loga hote haiM, kumhalAye vRkSa hare ho jaate| mahAvIra jahAM se nikala jAte, jinako svayaM ke ghAva meM aMgaliyAM DAlakara dakha aura pIr3A paidA asamaya meM vakSoM meM phala laga jaate| aisA haA hogA, aisA maiM | karane meM rasa AtA hai| ye bImAra-citta loga haiN| ye tapasvI nahIM | nahIM kahatA huuN| aisA honA cAhie, aisA jarUra kahatA huuN| haiN| yaha tapa krodha se bharA hai| yaha tapa hiMsA se DUbA huA hai| aise | jinhoMne ye kahAniyAM gar3hI haiM, unhoMne bar3e gahare kAvya ko tapa se koI kabhI satya ko upalabdha nahIM haa| tapa se koI satya abhivyakti dI hai| unhoMne jIvana ke satya ko bar3I gaharI bhASA ko upalabdha hotA hI nahIM; satya kI upalabdhi se tapa upalabdha | dI hai| mAnatA nahIM ki vRkSoM ne aisA kiyA hogA--AdamI nahIM hotA hai| karate, vRkSoM kI to bAta kyA; AdamI nahIM khilate, to vRkSoM kI tapa, saMyama, niyama tumhArI sahajatA se Ane caahie| tumhAre to bAta kyA hai lekina aisA honA caahie| lekina agara vRkSoM anubhava se Ane caahie| to maiM tumase kahUMgA, agara krodha ho to meM phUla na khile hoM to jinhoMne kahAnI likhI unakA koI doSa kasama mata khAnA ki krodha na kreNge| agara krodha hotA ho, to nahIM, vRkSoM kI bhUla rahI hogii| ve cUka gye| isameM kavi kyA krodha ko dhyAnapUrvaka samajhane kI koziza karanA kyA hai| krodha kre| kavi ne to bAta ThIka-ThIka kaha dI, aisA honA cAhie ko bodhapUrvaka krnaa| krodha meM utrnaa| usa Aga ko jalAne do, thaa| nahIM huA, vRkSa nAsamajha rahe hoNge| agara asamaya phUla na 13 2010_03

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14 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 khile, to cUka phUloM kI hai; usameM mahAvIra kyA kareM ? mahAvIra ne sthiti to paidA kara dI thI / vRkSoM meM thor3I bhI samajha hotI to phUla khilane cAhie the| vAtAvaraNa maujUda thA -- aura mausama kyA cAhie, mahAvIra maujUda the ! aba kisakI aura pratIkSA thI? aura kisa vasaMta kI aba abhIpsA hai ? vasaMta maujUda thA isase bar3A vasaMta kabhI pRthvI para AyA hai? khile hoM to ThIka, na khile hoM, phUloM kI galatI; mahAvIra kA koI kasUra nahIM hai| / tuma se bhI bahuta mahAvIra ke pAsa se gujare hoMge, kyoMki nayA to yahAM koI bhI nahIM hai| sabhI bar3e purAne yAtrI haiN| jarAjIrNa! sadiyoM-sadiyoM cale haiN| tumameM se bhI kucha jarUra mahAvIra ke pAsa gujare hoNge| nahIM mahAvIra, to muhammada ke pAsa gujare hoNge| nahIM muhammada, to kRSNa 'ke pAsa gujare hoNge| aisA to asaMbhava hai isa virA'''Ta aura anaMta kI yAtrA meM tumheM kabhI koI mahAvIra - jaisA puruSa na milA ho| agara tumhAre phUla na khile, to kasUra tumhArA hai| mausama to AyA thA, dvAra para khar3A thA, vasaMta ne to dastaka dI thI, tuma soye par3e rhe| tAlamela baiTha jAe, phUla khila jAte haiN| mere pAsa kucha loga Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM hameM bharosA nahIM AtA ki dUsare loga Apake pAsa Akara itane AnaMdita kyoM haiM! jisakA tAlamela baiTha jAtA hai, usake phUla khila jAte haiN| jisakA tAlamela nahIM baiThatA, vaha tarka kI udher3abuna meM hI lagA raha jAtA hai| vaha soca-vicAra meM lagA rahatA hai, kyA ThIka, kyA galata ? usakA tarka vasaMta se mela nahIM khAne detaa| Rtu A | jAtI hai, vRkSa udAsa hI khar3A rahatA hai, vaha socatA hI rahatA hai yaha vasaMta hai yA nahIM? aura Ae vasaMta ko jAne meM dera kitanI lagatI hai ! vasaMta A gyaa| vasaMta A gayA ! itanI dera cUke tarka meM, saMdeha meM ki jo thA, nahIM ho jAtA hai| 'jaise-jaise muni atizaya rasa ke atireka se yukta hokara apUrvazruta kA avagAhana karatA hai, vaise-vaise nitanUtana vairAgyayukta zraddhA se AhlAdita hotA hai / ' / veda kahate haiM-- 'raso vai saH / ' vaha paramAtmA rasarUpa hai mahAvIra kI bhASA meM paramAtmA ke lie koI jagaha nahIM, lekina rasa se thor3e hI baca sakoge? paramAtmA chor3a do, rasa ko thor3e hI chor3a sakoge? veda kahate haiM paramAtmA rasarUpa hai, mahAvIra kahate haiM rasarUpa ho jAnA paramAtmarUpa ho jAnA hai| yaha sirpha bhASA kA pharka hai| 2010_03 'jaise-jaise muni atizaya rasa ke atireka se|' nArada bhI aba aura kyA kareMge ! yaha bhASA kA hI thor3A-sA bheda hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, jaise- jaise muni atizaya rasa ke atireka se, aise ra kI varSA hotI hai| sthiracitta hote hI dvAra khula jAtA hai| bAr3ha A jAtI hai / kUla - kinAre tor3akara bahatI hai cetanA kI dhArA / 'atizaya rasa ke atireka se|' atireka ho jAtA hai| atizayokti ho jAtI hai| tumhArA pAtra saMbhAla nahIM paataa| bahane lagatA hai / denA hI par3atA hai, bAMTanA hI par3atA hai| kisI ko sAjhedAra banAnA hI par3atA hai| jaba taka nahIM milA taba taka akele raha jAo, milate hI DhUMr3hanA par3egA kisI ko, kisI supAtra ko jo lene ko taiyAra ho / mahAvIra bAraha varSa taka mauna khar3e rahe, jaMgaloM meM, parvatoM meM, pahAr3oM meM | jaba atizaya rasa kA ati huA, bhAge Ae / bhAga gaye the jisa bastI se, usI meM vApisa lauTa Ae; DhUMr3hane lage logoM ko, pukArane lage, bAMTane lge| aba ghaTA thA aba ise rakhanA kaise saMbhava hai! jaise eka ghar3I AtI hai, nau mahIne ke bAda, mAM kA garbha paripakva ho jAtA hai| phira to baccA paidA hogaa| phira to use nahIM garbha meM rakhA jA sktaa| aba taka saMbhAlA, aba to nahIM saMbhAlA jA sktaa| use bAMTanA hogaa| zAstroM ne bahuta kucha bAta bahuta taraha se mahAvIra, buddha aura aise puruSoM kA saMsAra kA tyAga karake pahAr3oM aura vanoM meM cale jAnA, isakI kathA kahI hai| lekina vaha kathA adhUrI hai| dUsarA hissA, jo jyAdA mahatvapUrNa hai, unhoMne chor3a hI diyaa| dUsarA hissA jo jyAdA mahatvapUrNa hai, vaha hai unakA vApisa lauTa AnA loka-mAnasa ke biic| eka dina jarUra ve jaMgala cale gaye the| taba unake pAsa kucha bhI na thA / jaba gaye the taba khAlI the| khAlI the, isIlie gaye the, tAki bhara skeN| isa bhIr3a-bhAr3a meM, isa upadrava meM, isa viSAda meM, isa kalaha meM zAyada paramAtmA se milanA na ho ske| to gaye the ekAMta meM, gaye the mauna meM, zAMti meM, tAki citta thira ho jAe, pAtratA nirmita ho jaae| lekina bharate hI bhAge vApisa / vaha dUsarA hissA jyAdA mahatvapUrNa hai, kyoMki dUsare hisse meM hI vaha asalI meM mahAvIra hue haiN| pahale hisse meM varddhamAna kI taraha gaye the| jaba lauTe to mahAvIra kI taraha lautte| jaba buddha gaye the to gautama siddhArtha kI taraha gaye the / jaba Ae to buddha kI taraha

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satya ke dvAra kI kuMjI: samyaka-zravaNa aae| yaha koI aura hI aayaa| yaha kucha nayA hI aayaa| rUkhe-sUkhepana ko unhoMne sAdhanA samajha liyA hai| unase to ni atizaya rasa ke atireka se yukta apUrvazrata saMsArI bhI kabhI jyAdA AnaMdita dikhAyI par3atA hai| yaha to kA avagAhana karatA hai...|' aura jise kabhI nahIM sunA use ilAja bImArI se mahaMgA par3a gyaa| yaha to auSadhi roga se bhI sunatA hai| satya aisA hai jise kabhI nahIM sunA, jise kabhI nahIM bhayaMkara siddha huii| dekhaa| aisA anajAna, aisA aparicita, aisA ajJeya hai| saMsArI bhI kabhI haMsatA milatA hai, tumane jaina-muniyoM ko haMsate 'usa apUrvazruta kA avagAhana karatA hai...|' jaba citta thira dekhA? na haMsa skeNge| haMsanA unheM kaThina ho jaaegaa| haMsanA hotA hai, to zAMti bhI bolane lagatI hai| to mauna bhI mukhara ho | unheM sAMsArika mAlUma pdd'egaa| tumane unheM AhlAdita dekhA? jAtA hai| jaba bhItara saba zUnya hotA hai, to bAhara se zUnya bhI tumane unheM dekhA kisI gahana saMgIta se bhare hue? tumane unheM taraMgita hokara bhItara praveza karane lagatA hai| jaba tuma dhyAna kI | bAMsurI bajAte, vINA bajAte dekhA? tumane unheM nAcate dekhA? AkhirI avasthA meM Ate ho, to astitva tumase bolatA hai| nahIM, asaMbhava hai| kahIM kucha bhUla ho gyii| aura bhUla vahAM ho paramAtmA tumase bolatA hai| dhyAna kI parama avasthA meM paramAtmA gayI-prathama caraNa para unhoMne pratijJA lekara saMnyAsa liyaa| kI tarapha se, astitva kI tarapha se tumhArI tarapha saMdeza Ane satya ko jAnakara nahIM, zAstra ko mAnakara saMnyAsa liyaa| zurU ho jAte haiN| anubhava se nahIM, vizvAsa se saMnyAsa liyaa| vrata, anuzAsana isako khayAla meM lenaa| thopaa| apane Upara balAtkAra kiyaa| usI meM sUkha gaye, kharAba prArthanA meM bhakta bhagavAna ko pAtiyAM bhejatA hai| dhyAna meM, ho gye| bhagavAna bhakta ko| prArthanA meM bhakta bhagavAna se bolatA hai, jaise-jaise muni atizaya rasa ke atireka se yukta hotA hai, kahatA hai kucha; dhyAna meM bhagavAna sAdhaka se bolatA hai, kahatA hai apUrvazruta kA avagAhana karatA hai, vaise-vaise nitanUtana kuch| mahAvIra kA mArga dhyAna kA mArga hai| vairAgyayukta zraddhA se AhlAdita hotA hai|' 'jaha jaha suybhogaahi|' aura jaise-jaise usa parama sukha meM na, aba yahAM eka bAta khayAla le lene jaisI hai| tumane rAgayukta DUbanA hotA hai, jaise-jaise usa atizaya rasa meM utaranA hotA logoM ko to prasanna dekhaa| isase tuma yaha bhUla mata kara lenA ki hai...'aisyrspsrsNjuympuvvN|' aura jaise-jaise apUrvazruta vairAgyayukta loga to kaise prasanna ho sakate haiM! vairAgya kI apanI kA avagAhana hotA hai| jaise-jaise sunAyI par3atA hai zUnya kA prasannatA hai| aura rAga kI prasannatA se bar3I UMcI aura bar3I svara, jisako jhena phakIra kahate haiM 'sAuMDalesa sAuMDa'- zUnya ghrii| rAga kI bhI koI prasannatA ho sakatI hai! sirpha mana ko kA svara, eka hAtha kI tAlI, koI bolatA nahIM hai, koI samajhA lenA hai| vairAgya kA bhI AnaMda hai| tumane kyA kiyA? bolanevAlA nahIM hai, astitva hI saMdeza detA hai| jaba paramAtmA | rAga se bharA huA AdamI thor3A praphullita dikhAyI par3atA hai, to cAroM tarapha se taraMgAyita hone lagatA hai-apUrvazruta kA tumane usase viparIta vairAgya kI pratimA banA lii| kyoMki rAgI avagAhana-'vaise-vaise nitanUtana vairAgyayukta zraddhA se haMsatA hai, rAgI gIta gAtA hai, to vairAgI haMsa nahIM sakatA, gIta AhlAdita hotA hai| | nahIM gA sktaa| tumhArA vairAgI rAga kA hI zIrSAsana hai| ulTA ise lakSaNa samajhanA sAdhu kaa| ise lakSaNa samajhanA saMnyAsI khar3A kara diyA vairAgI ko| lekina vAstavika vairAgya parama rAga kaa| agara AhlAda na ho, to samajha lenA ki kahIM bhUla ho gyii| hai| vAstavika vairAgya kA to kaise rAgI mukAbalA kareMge! usa agara nAcatA na mile saMnyAsI, to samajha lenA kahIM bhala ho nRtya ko to kaise rAgI pahuMca sakate haiN| usa AhlAda ko to, gyii| aba jAo jaina-AzramoM meM, jaina-maMdiroM meM, | kamala ke una phUloM ko to tabhI koI chU sakatA hai jaba citta saba jaina-pUjAgRhoM meM, jaina-muniyoM ko dekho, isa sUtra kA kahIM bhI bhAMti nirmala huA ho| vaisI muskurAhaTa to kevala parama zAMta tumheM koI lakSaNa milegA? rUkhe-sUkhe, marusthala-jaise, jahAM | citta se hI uTha sakatI hai| kabhI koI hariyAlI nhiiN| kahIM kucha bhUla-cUka ho gyii| ho gayI taznA-labo Aja rahIne-kausara 15 2010_03

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16 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 mere laba pe labe lAlIne nigAra A hI gayA tRSNA svarga kI amRta-nadI se kRtajJa ho gayI, priya ke oMTha mere oMThoM para A gaye ho gayI taznA-labo Aja rahIne-kausara mere laba pe labe lAlIne nigAra A hI gayA vaha to aisA hai jaise paramAtmA ne AliMgana kiyaa| parama vairAgya kA AhlAda to aise hai jaise paramAtmA ke oMTha tumhAre oMTha para A gye| rAgI to asaMbhava ceSTA meM lagA hai| rAgI to aisI ceSTA meM lagA hai, jaise koI reta se tela nicor3a rahA ho| rAgI to aisI ceSTA meM lagA hai ki nIma ke paudhoM ko sIMca rahA ho aura Ama kI AzA kara rahA ho / Aga ko kisane gulistAM na banAnA cAhA bujhe kitane khalIla Aga gulistAM na banI rAgI to Aga ko phulavAr3I banAne meM lagA hai| aMgAroM ko phUla banAne meM lagA Aga ko kisane gulistAM na banAnA cAha jala bujhe kitane khalIla Aga gulistAM na banI kabhI Aga phulavAr3I banI hai? kabhI aMgAre phUla bane ? sAdhAraNa AdamiyoM se lekara sikaMdaroM taka ceSTA karate haiM aura hAra jAte haiN| parAjaya saMsAra kA nicor3a hai| isIlie to hamane mahAvIra ko jina khaa| jina arthAta jisane jIta liyaa| jina arthAta jisane pA liyaa| jina arthAta jo vastutaH saphala huaa| | saphala hI nahIM suphala bhI huaa| jisake jIvana meM phala lge| 'jaise-jaise azrutapUrva kA avagAhana karatA hai, vaise-vaise nitanUtana... / ' aura vairAgya bhI nitanUtana phUla khilAtA hai| tuma yaha mata socanA ki vairAgya eka baMdhI-baMdhAyI rUr3hi hai| tuma yaha mata socanA ki virAgI basa usI usI DhAMce meM baMdhA huA roja jItA hai| vastutaH rAgI jItA hai DhAMce meM, vairAgI to pratipala naye, aura naye meM praveza karatA hai / virAgI kA na to koI atIta hai - vaha atIta ko nahIM DhotA - aura na usakI koI atIta ko punarukta karane kI AkAMkSA hai| isalie kucha bhI punarukta nahIM hotA / vairAgI kI subaha hara roja nayI hai| vairAgI kI sAMjha hara sAMjha nayI hai| vairAgI kA hara cAMda nayA hai, hara sUraja nayA hai / vaha dhUla ko saMbhAlatA hI nahIM, isalie pratipala tAjA hai, nirmala hai| kuphrozara tabiyata meM merI TUTe hue sAjoM kA mAtama 2010_03 mutaribe - phardA hUM 'sAgara' mAjI ke ajAdAroM meM nahIM hai kuphrozara tabiyata meM merI TUTe hue sAjoM kA mAtama - jo TUTa cuke sAja, atIta jo bIta cukA, use to maiM pApa samajhatA huuN| usakI bAta hI uThAnI vyartha hai| jo jA cukA, jA cukaa| hai kuphrozara tabiyata meM merI TUTe hue sAjoM kA mAtama mutaribe - phardA hUM sAgara- maiM bhaviSya kA gAyaka huuN| mAjI ke ajAdAroM meM nahIM-- maiM atIta ke lie ronevAloM meM nahIM / virAgI, vItarAgI, svayaM meM thira huA saMnyAsI koI dhUla lekara nahIM cltaa| vaha koI saMgraha lekara nahIM cltaa| jo bIta gayA, bIta gyaa| jo bIta rahA hai, bIta rahA hai| vaha sadA nayA hai / subaha kI osa kI bhAMti tAjA / sadA svaccha hai / kyoMki mana kA saMgraha hI asvaccha karatA hai, apavitra karatA hai, bAsA karatA hai| tumane kabhI khayAla kiyA, jo tuma anubhava kara cuke bAra-bAra, bAse ho jAte haiN| choTe bacce ko dekhA, titaliyoM ke pIche bhAgate ! tuma nahIM bhAga skoge| kyoMki tuma kahate ho titaliyAM haiM, dekha lIM bahuta | choTe bacce ko dekhA, choTI-choTI cIjoM se camatkRta hote haiM! choTI-choTI cIjeM use Azcarya se bhara haiN| ghAsa kA phUla, aura choTe bacce ko aisA AMdolita kara detA hai, aisA rasa-vibhora kara detA hai ki vaha khar3A hai aura dekha rahA hai, AMkhoM para use bharosA nahIM AtA ki aisA camatkAra ho sakatA hai! choTe bacce ko dekhA, sAgara ke kinAre kaMkar3a-patthara- sIpI bIna letA hai, aise jaise ki hIre-javAharAta hoM, kohinUra hoM ! kyA mAmalA hai? isa choTe bacce ke pAsa tAjA mana hai| isake pAsa kucha atIta kA saMsmaraNa nahIM hai / isalie ye yaha nahIM kaha sakatA ki yaha purAnA hai| isake pAsa taulane kA koI upAya hI nahIM hai ki kaha sake purAnA hai| vairAgya nayA janma hai| phira se choTe bacce kI bhAMti ho jAnA hai| jIsasa ne kahA hai, jo choTe baccoM kI bhAMti hoMge, ve hI kevala mere prabhu ke rAjya meM praveza kara skeNge| hiMdU kahate haiM dvija honA hogA, dubArA janma lenA hogaa| eka janma to mAM-bApa se milatA hai| vaha janma zarIra kA hai| eka janma tumheM svayaM hI apane ko denA hogA / vaha AtmasRjana hai| vahI AtmasAdhanA / taba phira vyakti sadA tAjA rahatA hai| roja-roja AhlAda se bharA huaa| aisI kathA hai, rAmakRSNa ko choTI-choTI cIjoM meM rasa thA /

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A satya ke dvAra kI kaMjI : samyaka-zravaNa / | kabhI-kabhI unake bhakta bhI unako rokate the ki paramahaMsadeva, socate haiM ki zraddhA koI hiMdU, jaina, bauddha, IsAI ho jAnA hai| acchA nahIM mAlUma hotA, loga kyA kaheMge? unakI patnI bhI zraddhA meM itane nUtana phUla lagate haiM ki vaha jaina DhAMce meM samA na unheM samajhAtI ki aisA Apa na kreN| brahmajJAna kI carcA cala rahI skegii| na bauddha DhAMce meM samA skegii| na hiMda, na musalamAna ke ho, bIca meM uThakara ve cauke meM pahuMca jAte-kyA banA hai Aja? DhAMce meM samA skegii| zraddhA ko kauna samA pAyA? yaha bar3A aba yaha bAta jamatI nhiiN| dUsaroM taka ko saMkoca hotaa| ziSyoM AkAza bhI zraddhA ke AkAza se choTA hai| zraddhA ko kauna kaba ko lagatA ki loga kyA kaheMge? phira Akara brahma-carcA zurU bAMdha pAyA? kauna lakIroM meM bAMdha pAyA? zraddhA kI kauna kaba kara dete| lekina bar3I saralatA kI khabara milatI hai| jaise paribhASA kara pAyA? upaniSadoM ke vacana 'annaM brahma' para TIkA kara rahe hoM-jIvana aura mahAvIra ko samajhate samaya yaha khayAla rakhanA, aura dharmoM se| brahma kI carcA aura anna kI carcA meM kucha bheda nhiiN| bIca meM ne kahA hai, paramAtmA para zraddhA karo, zraddhA ke binA tuma paramAtmA uThakara pUcha Ae to harja kyA! choTe bacce-jaisI srltaa| para na pahuMca sakoge; mahAvIra ne kahA, paramAtmA kI to phikira choTA baccA bAra-bAra pahuMca jAtA hai cauke ke pAsa, pakar3a letA hai | chor3o-ho, na ho-zraddhA karo, kyoMki zraddhA hI paramAtmA hai| mAM kA AMcala, kyA bana rahA hai? orI ne kahA hai paramAtmA para zraddhA karo, mahAvIra ne kahA zraddhA sarala-citta ho jAtA hai viraagii| aisA sarala ki rIti-niyama, para zraddhA kro| nvnvsevegsddhaao| vyavasthA, anuzAsana, saba vyartha ho jAte haiN| AMtarika sahajatA | merI mastI meM aba hoza hI kA taura hai sAkI se jItA hai| tere sAgara meM ye sahabA nahIM kucha aura hai sAkI na ahade-mAjI kI yaha ravAyata merI mastI meM aba hoza kA hI taura hai sAkI--aba merI mastI na Aja aura kala kI yaha hikAyata meM bhI hoza kA hI raMga-DhaMga hai| aba yaha behozI bhI behozI nahIM hayAta hai hara kadama pe 'sAgara' hai, aba isameM hoza kA hI dIyA jalatA hai| aba yaha mastI koI nayI hakIkata nayA phasAnA pAgalapana nahIM hai, yaha mastI hI parama buddhimattA, prajJA, pratibhA hai| jIvana usake lie pratipala nayA hai| nayI hakIkata nayA | merI mastI meM aba hoza kA hI taura hai sAkI phsaanaa| vItarAgI to gAyaka hai jIvana ke naye svara kA, saMgItajJa tere sAgara meM ye sahabA nahIM kucha aura hai sAkI hai jIvana kI vINA kA, nartaka hai jIvana ke mahAnRtya kaa| aura aura tere sAgara meM zarAba nahIM, aMgUrI zarAba nhiiN| pratipala umaMga hai, aura pratipala nayA hai| kucha aura hai saakii...| ,'taha taha palhAi munnii|' bar3A pyArA vacana hai| mahAvIra kahate jaba tumhArA dhyAna nayI-nayI sIr3hiyAM aura sopAna pAra karatA haiM--'jaha jaha suyabhogAhai'--jaise-jaise vaha mahAsukha bharane hai, to tuma eka dina pAte ho ki paramAtmA ne apanI surAhI se lagatA hai, rasa barasatA hai, 'taha taha palhAi muNI'-aura uMDelA kucha tummeN| pallavita hotA muni, AhlAdita hotA; umaMga uThatI hai, ullAsa tere sAgara meM ye sahabA nahIM kucha aura hai sAkI uThatA hai, bhItara nRtya-gAna uThatA hai| jaise ASAr3ha meM jaba bAdala aura yaha zarAba kucha aisI hai, yaha mastI kucha aisI hai ki ghira jAte haiM aura mora nAcate haiM, aise hI AMtarika-jIvana meM jaba jagAtI hai, sulAtI nhiiN| uThAtI hai, girAtI nhiiN| saMbhAlatI hai, prakAza ke bAdala cAroM ora ghirane lagate haiM-ASAr3ha ke prathama DagamagAtI nhiiN| hoza lAtI hai, behozI kATatI hai| 'taha taha divasa Ate haiM to mana kA mora nAcatA hai| jaha jaha | palhAi munnii'| aura jaise-jaise yaha aMgUrI zarAba, yaha amRta suyabhogAhai, taha taha palhAi muNI, nvnvsevegsddhaao| aura bhItara utaranA zurU hotA hai, muni pallavita hotA, praphullita pratipala naye-naye pallava khilate, naye-naye phUla, nayI-nayI | hotA, AhlAdita hotaa| 'nvnvsevegsddhaao'| shrddhaa| nitanUtana! _ 'jaise dhAgA piroyI suI gira jAne para bhI khotI nhiiN...|' loga samajhate haiM zraddhA koI baMdhA-baMdhAyA DhAMcA hai| loga bar3A pyArA sUtra hai...'jaise dhAgA piroyI suI gira jAne para bhI 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH2 khotI nahIM, vaise hI sasUtra jIva saMsAra meM naSTa nahIM hotaa|' jahAM dhAge ke sAtha hai-sasuttA-sUtra ke sAtha hai, 'na nassai sUI jahA sasuttA, na nassai kayavarammi paDiA vi| kayavarammi paDiA vi', gira bhI jAe to khotI nhiiN| 'jIvo vi jIvo vi taha sasutto, na nassai gao vi sNsaare|| | taha sasutto'-aura jo jIva bhI sUtra ke sAtha jur3A hai, 'na suI gira jAe binA dhAgA piroyI, to khojanA bar3A muzkila ho nassai gao vi saMsAre'-vaha saMsAra meM kabhI naSTa nahIM hotaa| jAtA hai| aise hI hamArA jIvana dhAgA piroyA nahIM abhii| dhyAna mauta Ae, hajAra bAra Ae, sasUtra jIva ko jIvana hI lAtI hai| kA dhAgA anusyUta nahIM kiyA abhii| abhI hamArA jIvana eka mRtyu bhI use mAratI nhiiN| sasatra jIva ko jahara bhI amata ho bikharI rAzi hai| jaise phUla kisI ne lagA diye Dhera meN| abhI | jAtA hai| isameM zAstrayuktajJAna kA kahIM koI ullekha nahIM hai| hamArA jIvana eka mAlA nahIM banA ki phUloM ko koI piro de eka lekina jaina-muni isakA anuvAda karate haiM--'jaise dhAgA dhAge meN| jaba jIvana mAlA banatA hai, to hI jIvana meM arthavattA | piroyI suI gira jAne para bhI khotI nahIM, vaise hI zAstrajJAnayukta AtI hai| Dhera kI taraha hama kSaNa-kSaNa jIte haiM, lekina hamAre sAre jIva saMsAra meM naSTa nahIM hotA hai|' aba unhoMne kucha apane kSaNoM ko jor3anevAlA koI anusyUta dhAgA nahIM hai| hamane anaMta | hisAba se DAla liyA! zAstrajJAna kI tarapha izArA nahIM hai, janma jIe haiM, lekina saba Dhera kI taraha lagA hai, usake bhItara koI anyathA mahAvIra khuda hI kaha dete; muniyoM ke lie na chodd'te| , zRMkhalA nahIM hai| zRMkhalA na hone se hamArI saritA sAgara taka nahIM | ssuutrtaa| eka kramabaddhatA, eka zRMkhalA bane jIvana, aisA pahuMca paatii| bikharA-bikharA na ho| tuma apane jIvana ko dekho, eka paira bAyeM tuma hI ho vaha jisakI khAtira jA rahA hai, dUsarA paira dAyeM jA rahA hai| AdhA mana maMdira jA rahA hai, nizidina ghUma rahI yaha takalI AdhA vezyAlaya meM baiThA hai| dukAna para baiThe haiM, rAma-rAma japa rahe tuma hI yadi na mile to hai saba haiM; jaba rAma-rAma japa rahe haiM, dukAna bhItara cala rahI hai| aise vyartha katAI asalI-nakalI sUtrahIna nahIM kAma clegaa| jIvana meM eka dizA ho, eka gaMtavya aba to aura na dera lagAo, ho, eka khoja, eka anveSaNa ho| aura jIvana meM eka zaMkhalA cAhe kisI rUpa meM Ao, ho, anyathA zakti kama hai, khojanA bahuta hai; samaya kama hai, eka sUta bhara kI dUrI hai khojanA bahuta hai; aise tuma bhaTakate rahe kabhI bAyeM, kabhI dAyeM; basa dAmana meM aura kaphana meM kabhI yahAM, kabhI vahAM, to saba kho jaaegaa| dhyAna kA satra, aura jIvana mahAjIvana bana jAtA hai| aura mRtyu yaha avasara kho mata denaa| yaha avasara mazkila se milatA samAdhi bana jAtI hai| dhyAna kA sUtra, aura padArtha meM paramAtmA hai| mahAvIra ne bAra-bAra kahA hai, manuSya honA muzkila se ghaTatA jhalakane lagatA hai| dhyAna kA sUtra, aura jIvana kA kSudra se kSudra hai| ise aise mata gaMvA denaa| eka sUtrabaddhatA lAo jIvana meN| aMga bhI virATa se virATa kI AbhA se pariplAvita ho jAtA hai| eka dishaa-bodh| dhyAna se jIyA gayA jIvana hI jIvana hai| zeSa bhaTakAva hai| zeSa jaise-jaise dizA AegI, vaise-vaise tuma pAoge kaThinAiyoM meM aisI yAtrA hai ki tumheM patA nahIM kyoM jA rahe, kahAM jA rahe, bhI AzIrvAda barasane lge| dukha meM bhI sukha kI jhalaka milane kisalie jA rahe? kauna ho, yaha bhI patA nhiiN| lgii| tUphAna meM bhI sakUna, zAMti Ane lgii| _ 'jaise dhAgA piroyI suI gira jAne para bhI khotI nahIM, vaise hI | lutpha Ane lagA japhAoM meM sasUtra jIva saMsAra meM naSTa nahIM hotA hai|' yahAM smaraNa dilA dUM, vo kahIM meharabAM na ho jAeM jaina-zAstrakAra jaba isa sUtra kA anuvAda karate haiM, to vaha sasUtra kA artha karate haiM--zAstrajJAnayukta jIva, jo ki bilakula hI Aja itanA hii| galata hai| maulika rUpa se galata hai| mahAvIra ke mUla vacana meM kahIM bhI zAstra kA ullekha nahIM hai| 'sUI jahA sasuttA'-suI 2010_03

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Jain Bolectionate _ For WWW.

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dUsarA pravacana yAtrA kA prAraMbha apane hI ghara se

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prazna- sAra saMnyAsa lekara sAdhanA karanA, saMnyAsa na lekara sAdhanA karanAdonoM sthitiyoM meM Apake mArga kA hI anusaraNa hai| phira saMnyAsa se vizeSa pharka kyA ? Apane kahA AMkha AkrAmaka hotI hai| lekina ApakI AMkhoM meM to prema kA sAgara dikhatA hai, aura jI karatA hai unheM nihAratA hI rhuuN| kyA AMkha ko kAna - jaisA grAhaka banAyA jA sakatA hai ? kyA svAda ko bhI paramAtma-anubhUti kA sAdhana banAyA jA sakatA hai ? bhagavAna kA pravacana sunate hue unakI AvAja se hRdaya va karNa-taMtuoM para eka ajIba taraha kA kNpn| taba se sAdhAraNa dhvaniyoM se bhI ajIba kaMpana va AnaMda kI lahara paidA honaa| kyA buddha-puruSoM ke svara meM vizeSa kucha ? sAtha hI bhagavAna kI upasthiti meM eka AnaMdadAyaka gaMdha kA milnaa| vahI gaMdha kabhI dhyAna meM va Azrama meM anyatra bhI milanA / kyA kAla-vizeSa kI gaMdha - vizeSa bhI hotI hai ? 2010_03 Apa kahate, saMnyAsa satya kA bodha hai| kyA saMnyAsa ke lie gairika vastra va mAlA anivArya ? kyA koI binA dIkSA liye Apake batAe mArga para nahIM cala sakatA ? ww

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pa halA praznaH hama saMnyAsa lete haiM aura sAdhanA karate aura bhI hNse| unhoMne kahA tU pAgala ho gayI hai| do paisoM meM kahIM haiM, hama saMnyAsa nahIM lete aura sAdhanA karate carca banA hai? usane kahA vaha to mujhe bhI mAluma hai| lekina maiM haiM--donoM hAlata meM Apake mArga kA anusaraNa akelI nahIM hUM; paramAtmA bhI mere sAtha hai| do paise aura thairesA to karate haiN| kRpayA batAeM ki saMnyAsa se jIvana meM vizeSa pharka nA-kucha hai; lekina do paise + paramAtmA bahuta kucha hai| aura kyA kyA AtA hai? cAhie! jisa jagaha usane khar3e hokara yaha bAta kahI thI, Aja duniyA saMnyAsa liye binA pharka ko jAnane kA koI upAya nhiiN| kA sabase suMdara carca hai| banA--kisI gahare samarpaNa se banA; saMnyAsa svAda hai| saMnyAsa hai svAda mere nikaTa Ane kaa|| saMpatti se nahIM bnaa| yaha bAta ki thairesA akelI nahIM hai| do paise saMnyAsa sAhasa hai samarpaNa kaa| haiM thairesA ke pAsa, lekina paramAtmA bhI hai| sAdhanA tuma karate ho; lekina saMnyAsI akelA nahIM hai, tuma tuma jaba sAdhanA kara rahe ho merI bAta sunakara, to tuma cunAva akele ho| tuma bhI sAdhanA karate ho, saMnyAsI bhI sAdhanA karatA kara rahe ho--jo tumheM lagatA hai ThIka-vaha tuma karate ho; jo hai| saMnyAsI mere sAtha hai, tama mere sAtha nhiiN| | tumheM ThIka nahIM lagatA vaha tuma nahIM karate ho| to tumhArA khayAla maiM to donoM ke sAtha haiN| lekina tama sAdhanA karate ho apane hai ki tuma merI mAnakara cala rahe ho, tama apanI hI mAnakara cala hisAba se| sunate ho mujhe, para cunate tumhIM ho| saMnyAsI cunatA rahe ho| bhI nhiiN| vaha eka bAra mujhe cuna letA hai| usane chor3a diyaa| saMnyAsI kA artha hai| usane kahA, aba hama apanI na mAneMge, cunaav| usane kahA, bahuta ho gayA! ApakI maaneNge| aba hama cunanA chor3ate haiN| aba hama rAjI haiM maiM to donoM ke sAtha hUM, lekina saMnyAsI mere sAtha ho jAtA hai| jahAM le clo| saMnyAsI kA artha hai : prema kA aNdhaapn| saMnyAsI aura isase bar3A krAMtikArI pharka par3atA hai| para vaisA pharka jAnoge ne kahA ki aba tumhArI AMkha kAphI hai, hamArI AMkha kI koI to hI jaanoge| jarUrata nhiiN| para yaha tuma na jAna skoge| jaise koI AdamI pUche eka bar3I prasiddha IsAI mahilA huii-thairesaa| garIba bhikhArina ki premI aura gaira-premI meM pharka kyA hai? jisane svAda liyA hai thii| aura eka dina usane apane gAMva meM ghoSaNA kI ki maiM jIsasa | usameM, aura jisane svAda nahIM liyA hai, pharka kyA hai? svAda ke ke lie eka bar3A carca, eka bar3A maMdira banAnA cAhatI huuN| loga binA jAnane kA koI upAya nahIM hai| ise khayAla meM le lenaa| hNse| logoM ne pUchA, tere pAsa saMpatti kitanI hai! to usane do paise maiM to sAtha hUM, lekina tuma jisa dina mere sAtha ho jAoge usa nikAlakara apanI jeba se batAe ki mere pAsa do paise haiN| loga dina jIvana meM eka krAMti ghaTanI zurU hogI, jisakI tuma abhI 2010_03 www.jainelibrarorg

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jina sUtra bhAgaH2 kalpanA bhI nahIM kara skte| taba tumane eka sahArA liyaa| taba kucha aisA hai ki hajAra buddhimattAeM isa para nichAvara kI jA sakatI tumane koI hAtha pkdd'e| taba tumhAre jIvana meM eka bharosA aayaa| haiN| sAdhanA to tuma bhI kara rahe ho, lekina saMnyAsI ne kucha gahana maiM eka bar3e vaijJAnika kI jIvana-kathA par3hatA thaa| meM pratijJA jagAyI hai| vanaspatizAstrI huA bdd'aa| vaha eka pahAr3a kI kaMdarA meM baiThe haiM tere dara pekacha karake uTheMge khilanevAle phUloM kA adhyayana karanA cAhatA thA, lekina una yA vasla hI ho jAegA yA marake uTheMge phUloM taka pahuMcane kA koI upAya na thaa| vaha bar3I gaharI usane jIvana ko dAMva para lagAne kI himmata kI hai| saMnyAsI khAI-khaDDu meM the| vaise phUla kahIM aura khilate bhI na the| koI juArI hai| tuma hoziyAra ho| tuma dukAnadAra ho| upAya na dekhakara usane apane choTe beTe ko rassI meM bAMdhA, kamara mujhe sunakara tumane jo pAyA hai, vaha kucha bhI nahIM hai-usake se rassI bAMdhI aura use usa khaDDa meM lttkaayaa| aura usase kahA mukAbale jo tuma mere pAsa Akara paaoge| jo tumane buddhi se ki tU kucha phUla ukhAr3a laanaa| choTA beTA lttkaa| vaha bar3I sunakara pAyA hai, vaha to bhojana kI meja se gira gaye Tukar3e haiN| khuzI se lttkaa| usane to khela smjhaa| aura jaba bApa laTakA bhikhamaMgA hI tumane rahanA taya kiyA hai-bAta aura! saMnyAsI rahA ho, to beTe ko kyA phikira! vaha to bar3A AnaMdita huaa| | merA atithi hai| tuma bAhara-bAhara rhoge| nahIM ki maiMne nimaMtraNa, usane to nIce jAkara phUla bhI ikaTThe kara liye; lekina bApa ke nahIM bhejA thA; tumane nimaMtraNa svIkAra na kiyaa| tumane hajAra hAtha-paira kaMpa rahe the| bhejA to hai beTe ko, lekina yaha khataranAka | bahAne utthaae| tumane kahA Ate haiM, abhI aura kAma haiN| kAma hai| lauTegA jiMdA? usane Upara se cillAkara pUchA, koI __ jIsasa ne eka kahAnI kahI hai ki eka samrATa kI beTI kA takalIpha to nahIM hai? koI ghabar3AhaTa to tujhe nahIM ho rahI hai? | vivAha thA aura usane eka hajAra deza ke pratiSThitatama logoM ko usane kahA ghabar3AhaTa kaisI! jaba rassI mere bApa ke hAtha meM hai, to nimaMtraNa bheje| lekina kisI ne kahA ki abhI to phasala kaTane ghabar3AhaTa kaisI? kA samaya hai aura maiM na A sakU~gA, kSamA cAhatA huuN| aura kisI bApa ghabar3A rahA hai, Dara rahA hai; kyoMki yAtrA to jokhima kI ne kahA ki adAlata meM mukadamA hai aura maiM kSamA cAhatA huuN| aura | hai| aba isa beTe ke bhItara jo bharosA hai, vaha agara na ho, to kisI ne kucha aura, aura kisI ne kacha aur...| jaba usake khatarA ho sakatA hai| ghabar3AhaTa hI khatarA paidA kara detI hai| saMdezavAhaka vApisa lauTe haiM to unhoMne kahA ki bahuta-se aba yaha bar3e maje kI bAta hai, bar3A duSTa-cakra hai--ghabar3AhaTa mehamAnoM ne bahuta-se bahAne batAe, ve na A skeNge| ke kAraNa tuma saMnyAsa nahIM lete| Dara-saMsAra kA, samAja kA, to samrATa ne kahA, phira tuma rAstoM para jAo aura jo bhI Ane pratiSThA kaa| Dara ke kAraNa tuma akele-akele calate ho| ko rAjI ho, use bulA laao| aba nimaMtraNa kI phikira chor3o, akele ke kAraNa tuma aura bhI Dara kI sthiti paidA kara rahe ho| kyoMki merA rAjamahala khAlI na rhe| merI beTI kA vivAha hai| | aura kacha jIvana kI sUkSmatama ghaTanAeM haiM, hRdaya ke kucha rAja rAjamahala meM bhIr3a ho| jo bhI rAha para mile| aba tuma mere aura rahasya, jo bharose se hI khulate haiM, zraddhA se khulate haiN| nimaMtraNa kI phikira mata krnaa| jo Ane ko rAjI ho, usako to tuma sAdhanA kara rahe ho--vaha buddhi se hai| jisane saMnyAsa bulA laanaa| liyA, vaha hRdaya meM utarA; usane baddhi ko eka tarapha rkhaa| Ae mehmaan| bhikhamaMge bhI aae| garIba bhI aae| usane kahA aba suneMge hRdaya kI, aba guneMge prema kii| nizcita | azikSita bhI aae| jinako nimaMtraNa na bhejA gayA thA, ve bhI hI prema aMdhA hai; lekina prema ke aMdhepana meM aisI AMkheM haiM ki aae| aura jIsasa ne kahA hai, yaha kahAnI ghaTI ho yA na ghaTI ho, sadiyoM taka buddhimAnI meM jIo to bhI unheM tuma pA na skoge| kyoMki samrAToM ke nimaMtraNa meM loga kabhI inakAra nahIM karate, premI pAgala hai| lekina paramAtmA ke nimaMtraNa ke sAtha roja hI aisA hotA hai| isalie jinhoMne saMnyAsa nahIM liyA hai, ve socate haiM ki nimaMtraNa to maiMne tumheM bheja diyA hai| tuma merI zikAyata na kara saMnyAsI pAgala hai| ThIka hI socate haiN| lekina yaha pAgalapana | skoge| maiMne to bulAvA de diyA hai| aba tumane koI bahAnA 2010_03

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- S yAtrA kA prAraMbha apane hI ghara se nikAla liyA, tamhArI mrjii| yaha mahala to khAlI na rhegaa| hama pI bhI gaye, chalakA bhI gaye mehamAna to aaeNge| tuma na Ae to kucha pharka na pdd'egaa| tumhArI tuma buddhimAnoM kI sabhA jaisI sabhA mata banA lenA apnii| jagaha koI aura hogaa| usa aMjumane-irphAnI meM | majhe sanakara tamane jo pAyA, vaha to bhojana ke Tebila se gira | -bar3e baddhimAnoM kI sabhA thii| gaye Tukar3e haiN| unase hI tRpti mata mAna lenaa| mere pAsa Akara usa mahaphile-kaipho-mastI meM tuma jo paaoge...| -mastI aura AnaMda aura ullAsa ke kSaNa meM baddhimAnoM kI mere pAsa Ane kA aura kyA upAya hai? kaMdhe se kaMdhA lagAkara bar3I sabhA thii| khar3e ho jAo to mere pAsa thor3e hI A jaaoge| hRdaya se hRdaya | saba jAma-bakapha baiThe hI rahe lagAkara khar3e ho jAo, to! saMnyAsI ne vahI kiyA hai| usane -buddhimAna the, kaise pIeM! to apane jAma sAmane rakhakara baiThe himmata kI hai| usane mere sAtha hone ke lie jagahaMsAI mola lI hI rhe| gaira-buddhimAna jo thehai| loga hNseNge| loga kaheMge, pAgala hue! loga kaheMge, buddhi hama pI bhI gaye, chalakA bhI gaye! kho dI! kucha to soco! sammohita ho gaye? kisa jAla meM par3a pI lo aura chalakA lo! kaba taba jAma liye baiThe raha gaye ho? tuma jaisA buddhimAna AdamI aura kisI kI bAtoM meM A | kisakI rAha dekhate ho? koI kahe? kisakI pratIkSA kara rahe gayA! para usane mere sAtha rahanA cunA hai, saMsAra ke sAtha rahanA nahIM ho? samaya bItA jAtA hai| pala-pala, ghar3I-ghar3I madhuzAlA ke cunaa| usa cunAva meM hI krAMti ghaTatI hai| dvAra baMda hone kA samaya AyA jAtA hai| phira mata ronaa| abhI chalakatI hai jo tere jAma se usa maya kA kyA kahanA apanI karoge, phira mata cIkhanA-cillAnA! kyoMki baMda tere zAdAba oMThoM kI magara kucha aura hai sAkI daravAjoM ke sAmane cIkhane-cillAne se phira kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| tumheM agara paimAne se chalakatI zarAba se hI tRpti hotI ho, / aura meM kahatA hUM, aisA bahuta-se loga kara rahe haiN| mahAvIra ko tumhArI mrjii| gaye paccIsa sau sAla ho gaye, kitane loga abhI bhI usa daravAje chalakatI hai jo tere jAma se usa maya kA kyA kahanA ke sAmane cIkha rahe, cillA rahe haiM! unhIM ko jaina kahate haiN| buddha khUba hai vaha zarAba bhii| ko gaye paccIsa sau sAla ho gaye, kitane loga usa daravAje ke tere zAdAba oMThoM kI magara kucha aura hai sAkI sAmane pyAle liye khar3e haiM ki kholo dvAra, hama pyAse haiM; bharo lekina agara oMThoM para oMTha rakhakara hI pInA ho zarAba ko, to hamAre pyAle! lekina madhuzAlA jA cukI! unhIM ko to bauddha saMnyAsa liye binA koI upAya nahIM hai| aura yaha to tuma pAsa kahate haiN| aise IsAI haiM, hiMdU haiM, musalamAna haiN| Aoge to hI jaanoge| yaha bAta samajhAne-samajhane kI nhiiN| maiM tumheM AgAha kiye detaa| mere jAne ke bAda tuma saMnyAsa yaha bAta kucha karane kI hai| loge| lekina taba kisI matalaba kA na hogA: phira thothA hogaa| mere kiye jo ho sakatA hai, vaha maiM kara rahA huuN| lekina tuma bhI mahAvIra ke sAtha saMnyAsI hone meM to sAhasa thA; mahAvIra ke hAtha bddh'aao| maiMne tumhAre dvAra para dastaka dI hai, kama se kama bAda jaina-muni hone meM koI sAhasa nhiiN| jaina-muni pratiSThA hai daravAjA kholo! ab| aba to usakA Adara hai| mahAvIra ke sAtha to anAdara nahIM to aisA na ho ki tuma samajhadArI meM baiThe hI raha jaao| yaha thaa| jaina-muni honA usa samaya to kevala kucha thor3e-se madhuzAlA sadA na khulI rhegii| koI madhuzAlA sadA nahIM khulI himmatavara logoM kI bAta thii| isIlie to mahAvIra ko mahAvIra rahatI hai| dvAra-daravAje baMda hone kA samaya A jaaegaa| khaa| unake sAtha jo khar3e hue, unake lie bhI himmata kI bAta usa mahaphile-kaipho-mastI meM, thii| saba taraha se pratiSThA, pada, mAna, sammAna khonA pdd'aa| usa aMjumane-irphAnI meM jIsasa ke sAtha jo cale, unake lie to sUlI milii| aba to saba jAma-bakapha baiThe hI rahe. jIsasa ke pIche jo calate haiM, ve siMhAsanoM para virAjamAna haiN| 2010 03 www.jainelibrar org

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jina satra bhAga: 2 pIche to bar3A AsAna ho jAtA hai| socate haiM, AdamI bhalA hogA; bharose-yogya mAlUma hotA hai; maiM eka kahAnI par3ha rahA thaa| nyUyArka ke bar3e carca meM, sabase bar3e dhArmika hai| dukAna para bhI baiThe ho agara gItA lekara to grAhaka carca meM, jo ki duniyA kA sabase jyAdA saMpattizAlI carca hai, tumase jyAdA mola-bhAva nahIM kregaa| pradhAna purohita apane pravacana kI taiyArI kara rahA hai ki usake eka isIlie to loga caMdana-tilaka lagAkara baiThate haiN| rAma-rAma zAgirda ne daur3akara usase kahA ki suno, kyA kara rahe ho? kauna bolate rahate haiM dukAna para! AyA hai, pIche to dekho! dekhA to khuda jIsasa! vedI ke sAmane | dhArmika AdamI ko dUsaroM ko lUTane meM suvidhA ho jAtI hai, khar3e haiN| pradhAna purohita bhI ghbdd'aayaa| aisA kabhI huA na thaa| AsAnI ho jAtI hai| lAbha hI lAbha hai| merI kitAba lekara tama jIsasa ko gaye do hajAra sAla ho gye| yaha kauna sajjana A gaye baiThoge to hAni hI hAni hai| kisI ne dekha liyA ki are, to tuma haiM! bilakula jIsasa-jaise mAlUma par3ate haiM! bar3A muzkila hai, bhI ulajha gaye! to tuma para bhI bharosA gayA! kaheM inase kucha ki na kaheM! zAgirda ne pUchA ki kyA karUM, kucha | saMnyAsa, abhI mere sAtha saMnyAsa, dussAhasa hai! lekina AjJA? to bar3e purohita ne kahA eka kAma kara, ki vaha jo dAna | dhanyabhAgI haiM ve jo dussAhasa kara lete haiM! kyoMki jo khone ko kI peTI hai, usa para baiTha jaa| yaha AdamI patA nahIM kisa taraha kA rAjI nahIM, vaha pA na skegaa| jo saba khone ko rAjI hai, vahI sabahai, kauna hai! lagatA jIsasa-jaisA hai, lekina peTI na le bhAge! pAne kA mAlika hotA hai| jo miTane ko rAjI hai, paramAtmA usI dAna kI peTI para baiTha jA aura vyasta dikhane kI koziza kr| ko bhara detA hai, pUrA kara detA hai| tuma khAlI to hoo, tuma jagaha isakI tarapha dhyAna mata de| | to banAo-prabhu aaegaa| agara jIsasa carca meM Aja A jAeM to parohita ko apanI pratiSThA, sammAna, dhana bacAne kI phikara hogI ki yaha AdamI dUsarA prazna: kala Apane kahA ki AMkha AkrAmaka hotI hai| kahAM bhItara A gayA! lekina ApakI AMkhoM meM to mujhe prema kA sAgara dikhAyI detA hai kRSNa kI tuma bar3I pUjA karate ho; lekina kabhI socA ki | aura jI karatA hai ki unheM nihAratA hI rhuuN| kRpayA batAeM ki kRSNa tumhAre dvAra para A jAeM mora-mukuTa bAMdhe, bAMsurI bajAne kyA kAna kI taraha AMkha ko bhI grAhaka banAyA jA sakatA hai? lageM, to tuma pulisa meM khabara karoge! tuma ghabar3A jAoge! mare hue paigaMbaroM kI pUjA bar3I AsAna hai, kyoMki usameM kucha | merI AMkhoM meM tumheM prema kA sAgara dikhAyI par3a sakatA hai| bhI to lagatA nhiiN| kucha bhI lagatA nhiiN| kucha dAMva nhiiN| kucha | kyoMki maiM tumheM nahIM dekha rahA hUM, tumhAre bhItara jo chipA hai use jokhima nhiiN| lAbha hI lAbha hai| jIvita paigaMbara ke sAtha khar3e dekha rahA huuN| maiM tumheM dekha hI nahIM rahA huuN| maiM tumhArI saMbhAvanA ko hone meM hAni hI hAni hai, lAbha kahAM? | dekha rahA huuN| maiM bIja ko nahIM dekha rahA hUM-maiM una phUloM ko dekha mere pAsa loga Ate haiN| ve kahate haiM, agara hama saMnyAsa leM to | rahA hUM jo kabhI khileMge, khila sakate haiN| maiM tumhAre Ara-pAra lAbha kyA hogA? maiM unase kahatA hUM, kahIM aura! tuma kahIM aura dekha rahA huuN| lekina yaha dekhanA tabhI saMbhava hai jaba koI svayaM ko lenA, yahAM to hAni hogii| yahAM to jo tumhAre pAsa hai vaha bhI kho dekha liyA ho; usake pahale saMbhava nahIM hai| svayaM ko jAnane ke jaaegaa| yahAM to zUnyatA milegI, riktatA milegii| yahAM to jo | bAda to sabhI cIjeM anAkrAmaka ho jAtI haiN| svayaM ko hai vaha kho jaaegaa| tuma bhI kho jaaoge| miTanA ho to yahAM | bAda to hiMsA baca hI nahIM sktii| svayaM ko jAnanevAlA to saba aanaa| lAbha kI bAta, to kahIM aura! kahIM, jahAM jIvana kho bhAMti hiMsA se zUnya ho jAtA hai| lekina yaha to svayaM ko jAnane cukA hai| kahIM, jahAM kevala lakIreM raha gayI haiN| piTI huI lakIreM | ke bAda ghttegaa| abhI to tumheM cunAva karanA hogaa| abhI to tumheM raha gayI haiM--murdA lakIreM, murdA shaastr| vahAM koI jokhima nahIM | apane vyaktitva meM ve bAteM cunanI hoMgI jo kama se kama AkrAmaka hai, lAbha hI lAbha hai| haiN| aura eka-eka kadama yAtrA karanI hogI, eka-eka sIr3hI loga tumheM gItA par3hate dekha leM to lAbha hI lAbha hai| loga car3hanI hogii| AMkheM bhI anAkrAmaka ho jAtI haiN| sArA vyaktitva 26 2010_03

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hI anAkrAmaka ho jAtA hai| jisa dina paramAtmA hI dikhAyI jisakI pahacAna apane bhItara na thI, jisakI pratyabhijJA bhItara na par3ane lagatA hai, AkramaNa karoge kisa para ? huI thI, use tuma bAhara pahacAnate kaise? bAhara pahacAnane kI sArI saMbhAvanA aMtartama meM ghaTatI hai| pahale vahAM / sabase pahale vahAM / husna hI husna hai jisa simta bhI uThatI hai najara kitanA purakaipha ye maMjara, ye samAM hai sAkI yahAM tuma itane baiThe ho, mujhe eka hI dikhAyI par3a rahA hai| rUpa hoMge aneka | bahuta zailiyoM meM paramAtmA AyA hai| raMga-DhaMga alaga haiN| AkRti alaga hai| lekina hai vahI / jaise sone ko kisI ne bahuta-bahuta AbhUSaNoM meM DhAlA ho / jaise kumhAra ne eka hI miTTI se bahuta-bahuta DhaMga ke bartana banAe hoN| usa arUpa ko | dekhane kI kSamatA lekina tabhI AtI hai jaba tumane use apane bhItara pAliyA ho / husna hI husna hai jisa simta bhI uThatI hai najara -- phira to jahAM AMkha uThatI hai, sauMdarya hI sauMdarya hai ! isa astitva meM asuMdara to kucha ho nahIM sktaa| kahIM dekhane meM bhUla ho gayI hogii| isa astitva meM asuMdara ke hone kA upAya nahIM hai| astitva sauMdarya se bharA hai, sauMdarya kA sAgara hai| kitanA purakaipha ye maMjara ise smaraNa rakho / kitanA AnaMda se bharA huA hai saba... ye samAM hai sAkI / tuma vahI dekha sakate ho dUsare meM, jo tumane svayaM meM pahale dekha liyA ho| tuma dUsare meM vahI dekhate rahoge jo tuma svayaM meM dekhate ho| agara tuma krodhI ho, to dUsare meM tumheM krodha dikhAyI par3atA rhegaa| agara tuma duSTa ho, to dUsare meM tumheM duSTatA dikhAyI par3atI rhegii| agara tuma hiMsaka ho, to sArA saMsAra tumheM hiMsaka | mAlUma par3atA rhegaa| agara tuma cora ho, to tuma hara eka se Dare rahoge, kyoMki tumheM hara jagaha cora hI dikhAyI par3egA / jagata | pratibiMba hai tumhArA, darpaNa hai-- tumhArI hI chavi banatI hai| jaise hI tumane svayaM ko jAnA -- svayaM kI vAstavikatA meM, usakI paripUrNatA meM vaise hI rUpa kho jAte haiM, arUpa kA sAgara cAroM tarapha phaila jAtA hai| phira kucha bhI AkramaNa nahIM, kyoMki AkramaNa kare kauna? kare kisa para ? kauna mAre ? kise mAre ? phira to aisA hai jaise apane hI donoM haath| eka hAtha se dUsare hAtha ko mArane kA artha kyA hai? taba dUsarA bhI svayaM hai / taba tuma dUsare meM bhI apane ko phailA huA pAte ho| tabhI prema ghaTatA hai, jaba dUsarA miTa jAtA hai| lekina dUsarA tabhI miTegA jaba tuma miTa jaao| isalie sArI yAtrA apane ghara se zurU hotI hai| sArI pUjA, sArI prArthanA, sArI sAdhanA apane aMtartama se zurU hotI hai| eka bAra bhItara ke sauMdarya kI jhalaka mila gayI ki tuma jahAM AMkha khologe vahIM, vahIM tuma use virAjamAna paaoge| tuma cakita hooge, tuma camatkRta hooge ki itane dina taka cUkate kaise rahe ! inhIM rAstoM se gujare, yahI vRkSa the, yahI loga the, yahI pazu-pakSI the, yahI koyala roja gIta gAtI rahI, yahI AMkheM thIM, kala bhI inameM jhAMkA thA, lekina paramAtmA se cUkate kyoM rahe? 2010_03 yAtrA kA prAraMbha apane hI ghara se lekina, yaha AnaMda pahale bhItara svAda lenA pdd'e| yaha AnaMda pahale bhItara utthe| yaha bhItara se tumhAre prANoM meM jage aura tumhArI AMkhoM aura kAnoM aura tumhAre hAthoM meM chA jaae| phira tuma jo chuoge vahI paramAtmA hai| abhI to tuma jo chuoge vahI miTTI jAtA hai| sonA chuo, miTTI ho jAtA hai| kyoMki abhI sivAya vAsanA ke kucha bhI bhItara nahIM hai / vAsanA sone ko chue, miTTI ho jAtA hai| prArthanA miTTI ko chue, sonA ho jAtI hai| tumhAre pAsa AMkha cAhie, dRSTi caahie| tumhAre pAsa bhItara saghana pratIti caahie| nizcita hI taba phira kucha AkramaNa nahIM raha jaataa| isIlie to kRSNa gItA meM arjuna ko kaha sake, ki tU phikara mata kara ! tU sirpha eka usako yAda rkh| tU sirpha usaka ko apane bhItara virAjamAna dekh| tU kevala usa eka ko pahacAna le jisakA tU upakaraNa mAtra hai| jo tujhase abhivyakta huA hai, basa tU usako pahacAna le| usakI zaraNAgati ho jaa| phira koI ciMtA nhiiN| phira tU yuddha kara na kara, kucha bheda nahIM pdd'taa| na koI kabhI mArA gayA na kabhI koI mArA jA sakatA hai| agara koI mujhase pUche, to kRSNa ne gItA meM jo kahA hai, vaha mahAvIra kA pariziSTa hai| agara mahAvIra prAraMbha haiM, to gItA aMta hai| bar3A muzkila hogA yaha samajhanA; kyoMki jainoM ko to gItA se bar3A virodha rahA hai; kyoMki unheM to lagA yaha AdamI kRSNa, hiMsA kI tarapha uttejita kara rahA hai logoM ko, hiMsA kI tarapha bheja rahA hai| jainoM ko to aisA lagA ki arjuna to bhAga jAnA cAhatA 27 .

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jina satra bhAgaH2 thA, jaina-muni honA cAhatA thA, chor3a denA cAhatA thA, yaha saba koI maratA kahAM! hiMsA hai-aura kRSNa ne isako bharamAyA, bhaTakAyA! to jainoM ne | ahiMsA pahale kadama para sikhAtI hai: mata maaro| kyoMki tumameM kSamA nahIM kiyA kRSNa ko, sAtaveM narka meM DAlA hai| aura saba | mArane kI bar3I AkAMkSA hai: dUsare ko vinaSTa karane kI bar3I pApI to chUTa jAeMge; lekina kRSNa aMtataH jaba yaha sRSTi pUrI | AkAMkSA hai| abhI tumheM yaha to dikhAyI par3anA saMbhava na ho samApta hogI taba chuutteNge| | sakegA ki dUsare meM paramAtmA hai| pahale mArane se ruko, tAki bAta tarkapUrNa hai: kyoMki aura pApiyoM ne pApa kiye hoM, lekina paramAtmA dikhAyI par3a jaae| phira dikhAyI par3a gayA paramAtmA, pApa ko darzana-zAstra to nahIM bnaayaa| aura pApiyoM ne hiMsA kI phira kRSNa kahate haiM, aba kyA phikira! aba agara paramAtmA kI ho, lekina aparAdha kA bhAva to unake bhItara thA hI ki hama galata marjI ho to mAro! kyoMki aba tuma jAnate ho ki mArane se bhI kara rahe haiN| kRSNa ne to galata ko sahI hai, aisA siddha kiyaa| | koI maratA nhiiN| yaha ahiMsA kA AkhirI kadama huaa| galata ko darzana diyaa| galata ko zAstra bnaayaa| to sAdhAraNa | lekina, pahale svayaM ke bhItara pratIti saghana honI caahie| pApiyoM ko to ThIka hai ki Aja nahIM kala unakA daMDa pUrA ho | jisane svayaM ko jAnA usane sabako jAna liyaa| jo usa eka ko jaaegaa| isa AdamI ko kitanA daMDa deM? isane to aparAdha kA | jAnane se cUka gayA, vaha saba jAnane se cUka gyaa| bhAva hI haTA diyaa| aparAdha kA bhAva ho to AdamI rUpAMtarita pachA hai, 'kala Apane kahA AMkha AkrAmaka hotI hai....|' hotA hai| hiMsA ho gayI, dukhI hotA hai; pazcAttApa karatA hai; AMkha kyA AkrAmaka hogI? tuma AkrAmaka ho, isalie vrata-niyama letA hai| apane karmoM ko dhone-poMchane kI, nirjarA kI AMkha bhI AkrAmaka ho jAtI hai| yaha to pahalA pATha tumheM diyA ciMtA karatA hai; zubha karma karatA hai ki azubha ho gayA hai, aba ki AMkha kI bajAya tuma kAna kI tarapha jhuko| isako tuma isako kisI taraha tarAjU ko barAbara karo, saMtulana karo; jIvana zAbdika arthoM meM mata lenaa| isakA kula itanA hI pratIka-artha hai meM hisAba kI vyavasthA biThAtA hai: Aja galatI ho gayI kalana | ki tuma sakriyatA se niSkriyatA kI tarapha jhuko; karane kI bajAya ho, isakA nirNaya letA hai| | na karane kI tarapha jhako: bAhara dauDane kI bajAya bhItara utaro: | kaSNa ne to samajhA diyA kI galatI hai hI nahIM. ho hI nahIM paruSa na hokara strI bano. grAhaka bano. AkrAmaka nhiiN| tama sktii| 'na hanyate hanyamAne shriire|' mArane se bhI kahIM zarIra | isase yaha matalaba mata samajha lenA ki AMkheM phor3a lo, ki AMkheM maratA hai? na Aga meM jalAne se jalatA, na zastroM se chedane se | baMda kara lo, ki aba to kAna se hI jiieNge| chidtaa| 'nainaM chiMdaMti zastrANi, nainaM dahati paavkH|' yaha to kevala pratIka thaa| kAna ke lie jo maiMne samajhAyA, vaha to yaha to hiMsA ke lie hai| isase bar3A aura prabala samarthana to kevala pratIka thaa| agara tumhArI samajha meM A jAe to phira kyA hogA? aisA jainoM ne smjhaa| cUka gaye! kyoMki ve mahAvIra tumhArI AMkha bhI kAna-jaisI hI ho jAegI; tumhAre hAtha bhI ko bhI nahIM samajhe, to kRSNa ko kaise samajheMge? mahAvIra ko kAna-jaise ho jaaeNge| yaha to iMdriyAM haiN| tumhAre hAtha meM maiM samajhA hotA, to kRSNa mahAvIra kA hI aMtima caraNa haiM; mahAvIra talavAra de dUM; talavAra thor3e hI kucha karatI hai, tuma para nirbhara hai| ne jo kahA, usakI hI niSpatti haiM, usakA hI parama rUpa haiN| tuma cAho to kisI strI ke sAtha balAtkAra kara sakate ho isa mahAvIra ne kahA, mata mAro, kyoMki dUsare meM bhI tumhAre jaisI hI talavAra ke kAraNa; aura tuma cAho to koI kisI strI ke sAtha cetanA virAjamAna hai| yaha pahalA kadama huA zikSA kAH mata balAtkAra karane jA rahA ho, to tuma usa talavAra ke kAraNa mAro, kyoMki dUsare meM bhI tumhAre jaisI hI cetanA virAjamAna hai| balAtkAra ko roka sakate ho| talavAra kyA karegI! maiMne tumheM jaba tuma isameM niSNAta ho gaye, taba dUsarA kadama uThatA hai, | mAcisa de dI; tuma cAho to dIyA jalA lo, aMdhere meM rozanI ho AkhirI zikSA AtI hai, carama zikSA AtI hai, ki aba agara jaae| tumhAre rAste para hI nahIM, dUsaroM ke rAste para dIyA jalA tuma mAranA cAho, to mAro, lekina tuma mAranevAle mata bnnaa| do; unake rAste para bhI rozanI ho jaae| aura tuma cAho to ghara meM agara paramAtmA kI marjI ho to tuma nimitta ho jaao| kyoMki Aga lagA do kisI ke| mAcisa meM thor3e hI kacha hai| mAcisa ne 28 Jan Education International 2010_03

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thor3e hI kahA hai ki kisI ke ghara meM Aga lagAo, ki dIyA itane loga, koI usake sAmane se nikala jAtA hai; koI galata, jalAo ! tuma para nirbhara hai| niyama tor3a detA hai; koI usako pIche chor3a detA hai; koI usake AMkha bhI anAkrAmaka ho sakatI hai--tuma agara anAkrAmaka Age hai, vaha hArna bajAe jA rahA hai aura vaha haTatA hI nahIM hai! ho aura kAna bhI AkrAmaka ho sakatA hai| mere eka mitra haiN| ve kahate haiM ki maiMne isIlie khuda kAra calAnI chor3a dI, kyoMki usameM gAlI denA bilakula jarUrI hai| usase bacA hI nahIM jA sktaa| machalI mArane kA kAma bhI aisA hI hai| ghaMToM baiThe haiM aura machalI pakar3a meM nahIM AtI, kyA karo ! yA kabhI-kabhI machalI phaMsa bhI jAtI hai aura tuma khIMca hI rahe the ki chUTa gyii| kabhI to aisA ho jAtA hai, hAtha meM bhI A gayI aura chalAMga lagA gyii| to machue bhI gAlI dene lagate haiN| yaha phosadika apane mitra ke sAtha machalI mArane gayA / aura usa mitra ne lauTakara apanI patnI se kahA ki Aja eka bar3I hairAnI kI bAta dekhii| jaba phosadika ne eka bar3I machalI pakar3I ghaMToM kI mehanata ke bAda, to vaha bar3A khuza thA; lekina jaise hI usane hAtha meM uThAyI vaha chalAMga lagA gayI aura nAva ke bAhara kUda gyii| to mitra ne kahA, maiM socatA thA ki aba to isake muMha se kucha apazabda nikalegA, koI gAlI ! lekina phosadika bilakula cupa rahA, kucha bhI nahIM bolaa| mitra ne apanI patnI ko kahA ki itanI apavitra zAMti maiMne kabhI nahIM dekhii| apavitra zAMti ! dharmaguru hai, gAlI de nahIM sakatA, apazabda bola nahIM sktaa| lekina zAMti bhI apavitra ho sakatI hai| cupa rahane meM bhI tIra ho sakate haiM, kAMTe ho sakate haiM, jahara ho sakatA hai| tuma sabhI jAnate ho / cupa rahakara bhI tuma coTa pahuMcA sakate ho| kabhI-kabhI to aisA hotA hai ki bolakara itanI gaharI coTa pahuMcAyI hI nahIM jA sakatI, jitanI cupa rahakara pahuMcAyI jA sakatI hai| maiMne sunA, mullA nasaruddIna kI patnI usa para bar3I nArAja ho rahI thI / aura cillA rahI thI ki bahuta ho gayA; aba mere bardAzta ke bAhara hai| aba maiM aura bardAzta nahIM kara sktii| mullA ne kahA hadda ho gayI! maiM kucha bolA hI nahIM huuN| maiM sirpha cupa baiThA hUM! usane kahA vaha mujhe mAlUma hai| lekina tuma isa DhaMga se capa baiThe ho ki aba bardAzta ke bAhara hai ! cupa baiThanA bhI bardAzta ke bAhara ho sakatA hai| DhaMga para nirbhara hai| tumhArI khAmozI meM bhI hiMsA ho sakatI hai| tuma isalie cupa | baiTha sakate ho ki tuma itanI gahana hiMsA se bhare ho ki aba tuma kucha kahanA bhI nahIM caahte| lekina tumhArI cuppI meM bhI gAlI ho sakatI hai| gAlI ke lie bolanA hI thor3e hI jarUrI hai, binA bole gAlI ho sakatI hai| tumhAre uThane-baiThane ke DhaMga meM gAlI ho sakatI hai| tuma jisa DhaMga se dUsare ko sunate ho, usameM gAlI ho sakatI hai| tumane dekhA kabhI? koI AdamI ghara AyA / tuma sunanA nahIM caahte| tuma usake sAmane baiThakara hI jamhAI lete ho| tuma usase kucha kahate nhiiN| kahate to tuma ho, bar3I kRpA huI, aae| kitane dinoM se AMkheM tarasa gayI thiiN| kahate to tuma yahI ho / kahate to tuma ho, atithi to devatA hai ! aura jamhAI le rahe ho| bAra-bAra ghar3I dekha rahe ho / aba aura kyA kahanA hai? kucha sira para hathaur3A mAroge tabhI usakI samajha meM AegA? koI bola rahA hai, tuma bAra-bAra ghar3I dekha rahe ho| tuma kyA kaha rahe ho ? zAyada tumheM bhI patA na ho| tuma binA kahe kucha kaha / tumhAre bolane meM, tumhAre sunane meM, tumhAre uThane-baiThane meM, na bolane meM, cupa rahane meM saba tarapha se hiMsA ho sakatI hai| sunA hai, amarIkA kA eka bar3A dhArmika upadezaka hai, | DAkTara phosadika / usake saMbaMdha meM eka mitra kisI ko kaha rahA thA ki hama donoM sAtha-sAtha machalI mArane gye| aba kucha mAmalA aisA hai...machalI mAranevAle yA kAra calAnevAle, kucha kAma aise haiM ki vaha gAlI denA sIkha hI jAte haiN| kAra calAnevAlA gAlI na de, bar3A muzkila! krodha A hI jAtA hai| 2010_03 yAtrA kA prAraMbha apane hI ghara se to jarUrI nahIM hai ki tumhArA kAna maiMne kaha diyA ki anAkrAmaka hai, to ho / tuma para nirbhara hai| yaha to pratIka thaa| sunane aura dekhane meM bheda hai| kAna sunatA hai, grahaNa karatA hai| AMkha jAtI hai, chUtI hai, khojatI hai| basa itanA pratIka thaa| tuma kAna-jaise bananA / tumhArI AMkha bhI kAna - jaisI bana jaae| vaha bhI grAhaka ho / vaha isa parama sauMdarya ko, jo cAroM tarapha phailA hai, ise pIe / ise ughAr3e na, balAtkAra na kare! vyabhicAra na kare, coTa na kare ! basa itanI bAta thii| yaha ho sakatA hai| lekina yaha hogA tumhAre rUpAMtaraNa se| 29

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 tIsarA prazna : 'raso vai saH' ke saMdarbha meM batAeM ki kyA svAda bistara bichAo, to usI ko dekhnaa| jAganA bhI usI meM; jaba ko bhI paramAtma-anubhUti kA sAdhana banAyA jA sakatA hai? AMkha kholo, to usI ko dekhnaa| yahI to artha thA prAcIna paraMparAoM kA ki loga prabhu kA smaraNa karate sote, rAma-rAma banAe jAne kA savAla hI nahIM hai| sabhI anubhava usI ke japate hue sote| yaha koI japane kI bAta nahIM hai ki tumane sAdhana haiN| svAda bhii| rAma-rAma zabda doharA diyA aura so gye| bhAva dazA kii| ki maiM tumheM asvAda nahIM sikhaataa| maiM tumheM parama svAda sikhAtA | rAma kA nAma hI japate utthte| bhAva dazA kI! AMkha kholate to huuN| AMkha bhI usI ko dekhe| kAna bhI usI ko suneN| hAtha usI usI ko dekhate; AMkha baMda karate to usI ko dekhte| usI meM hai ko chueN| rasa usI kA hI tumhArI jihvA meM utare, tumhAre kaMTha ke nIMda, usI meM hai jaagRti| bhojana karate, to bhI usI ke pAra jaae| tuma use hI khAo aura tuma use hI pIo, aura tuma nAma-smaraNa se karate; thor3A bhoga pahale use lagA dete| pahale use hI bichAo aura tuma use hI oddh'o| vahI ho jAe tumhArA bhoga, phira bhojana; to bhojana bhI pavitra ho gyaa| to phira bhojana saba kch| tuma usI meM snAna karo, tuma usI meM zvAsa lo! tama | bhI prArthanA ho gyii| usI meM calo, usI meM baiTho; usI meM bolo, usI meM suno! ise tuma aisA samajho ki bhUkha lage tumheM, to bhI jAnanA usI ko tumhArA sArA jIvana usI se bhara jaae| kyoMki paramAtmA koI bhUkha lagI tumhAre bhiitr| saca bhI yahI hai, vahI bhUkhA hotA hai| khaMDa nahIM hai ki tuma gaye maMdira, ghaMTA-bhara paramAtmA ko de diyA vahI jItA hai| vahI janmatA hai| vahI vidA hotA hai| vahI zarIra meM aura teIsa ghaMTe apane lie bacA liye| yaha to dhokhA hai| aise AyA, vahI zarIra se jaaegaa| usakI hI bhUkha, usakI hI kahIM kucha jIvana meM krAMti nahIM hotii| yaha to tumane hisAba kara | pyaas| to uThanA-baiThanA hI phira paryApta ArAdhanA ho jAtI hai| liyA ki calo eka ghaMTe paramAtmA ko de deM, dUsarI duniyA bhI ArAdhanA aisI anusyUta ho jAe jaise shvaas| yAda bhI alaga se samhAla lii| yaha duniyA to teIsa ghaMTe samhAla hI rahe haiN| kucha na karanI par3e, to hI tuma parama mukti ke svAda ko cakha skoge| vaha eka ghaMTA mahaMgA nahIM hai| aura usa eka ghaMTe bhI tuma paramAtmA vaha rasarUpa hai| isalie jahAM bhI rasa mile, usI ko samarpaNa ke maMdira meM ho kaise sakate ho? jo AdamI teIsa ghaMTe paramAtmA kara denaa| bhojana meM rasa Ae, prasanna honA ki prabhu prasanna huA, ke viparIta jI rahA ho, vaha eka ghaMTe paramAtmA meM jIegA kaise? use rasa milaa| tama kevala sAdhana ho| tamhAre mAdhyama se usane aisA samajho ki gaMgA basa kAzI meM Akara pavitra ho jAtI Aja phira bhojana kiyaa| tuma mAdhyama ho| tumhAre mAdhyama se ho--pahale apavitra, bAda meM phira apavitra-aisA kaise hogA? Aja usane phira bagIce ke phUloM kI sugaMdha lii| vahI to tumhAre gaMgA to satata dhArA hai| agara pahale pavitra thI. to hI kAzI meM bhItara caitanya hokara baiThA hai| tuma to miTTI ke dIye ho; jyoti to pavitra ho skegii| aura kAzI meM pavitra hai, to Age bhI pavitra hI usakI hai| saba anubhava usake haiN| rhegii| zRMkhalA hai, sAtatya hai, silasilA hai| aisA jo vyakti bhAva meM nimajjita hone lage aura saba bhAMti to aisA thor3e hI hai ki tuma maMdira ke dvAra para Ae, bAhara to | apane ko paramAtmA meM gUMtha le-isI ko mahAvIra ne kahA, suI pavitra nahIM the; bhItara gaye, ghaMTA bajAyA-pavitra ho gaye, prArthanA | gira jAe, binA dhAgA-piroyI, to kho jAtI hai| dhAgA-piroyI kara lI! phira bAhara Ae, phira cogA badala liyA, phira pavitra | suI gira bhI jAe to nahIM khotii| aisA nimajjita huA vyakti ho gae, phira apavitra ho gaye, phira baiTha gaye apanI dukAna para, | | agara bhaTaka bhI jAe to nahIM bhttktaa| kyoMki aise vyakti ke phira vahI karane lage jo kala taka karate the| usa maMdira meM jAne ne bhaTakane kA upAya hI na rhaa| yaha bhaTakAva bhI usI kA hai| agara tumhAre jIvana meM koI rUpAMtaraNa na kiyaa| aise vyakti kI nAva majhadhAra meM bhI DUba jAe to use ciMtA nahIM nahIM. dharma to caubIsa ghaMTe kI bAta hai| taba to baDI kaThinAI hotii| majhadhAra bhI usI kI hai| aise vyakti ko koI ciMtA hotI hai| caubIsa ghaMTe agara dharma meM jInA ho, to tuma kahoge bar3A hI nhiiN| sabhI kucha usI kA hai! isa samarpaNa-bhAva se tumheM saba muzkila hai! isalie maiM kahatA hUM ki sonA bhI usI meN| jaba jagaha usI kA rasa Ane lgegaa| 130 2010_03

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yAtrA kA prAraMbha apane hI ghara se Rgveda meM vacana hai : 'kevalAgho bhavati kevlaadi|' akele zarAba meM bhI sauMdarya A gyaa| mata khAnA, bAMTakara khaanaa| akele khAne meM pApa hai| khAne meM pApa pApa bhI puNya ho sakatA hai| puNya bhI pApa ho sakatA hai| nhiiN| anna to brahma hai| lekina akele khAne meM pApa hai| chInakara jIvana bar3A jaTila hai| jIvana gaNita jaisA nahIM hai| agara tumane khAne meM pApa hai| curAkara khAne meM pApa hai| bAMTakara khaanaa| gaNita kI taraha pakar3A to tuma cUka jaaoge| to kabhI-kabhI tuma sAjhedAra banAkara khaanaa| phira pApa kho gyaa| puNya bhI kara sakate ho aura vaha pApa ho| aura kabhI-kabhI tuma jitanA tuma bAMTa sako, jo bhI tumhAre pAsa hai, use tuma | pApa bhI kara sakate ho aura puNya ho jaae| aharniza baaNtto| gA sakate ho, to gAo-gIta baaNtto| nAca | maiMne unase kahA, puNya ho gyaa| Apa bulAkara pIte haiM, akele sakate ho, to nAco-nAca baaNtto| jo bhI tumhAre pAsa hai, use nahIM pI sakate, chipakara nahIM pI sakate-basa, ThIka hai| phailate baaNtto| basa puNya ho jaaegaa| bAMTane meM puNya hai| roka lene meM haiM-zubha hai| Aja yaha zarAba pIkara phaila rahe haiM, kala aura bar3I pApa hai| | zarAba pIkara bhI phaileNge| phailanA to jArI hai| sAgara kI tarapha yaha bar3A mahatvapUrNa sUtra hai| nadI Thahara jAe to pApa hai| nadI cala to rahe haiN| Thaharakara DabarA bana jAe to pApa hai| bahatI rahe, sAgara kI tarapha yaha Rgveda kA sUtra : 'kevalAgho bhavati kevalAdi'-vahI uMDalatI rahe, sAgara meM jAkara utaratI rahe-phira pApa nhiiN| pApamaya hai bhojana, jo akele kara liyA jAe, bAMTA na jaae| jo tumhAre jIvana meM bahAva rahe! bhojana karo, lekina...tumane bhI ho tumhAre pAsa-bhojana kI hI bAta nahIM hai--jo bhI rasapUrNa khayAla kiyA, pazuoM ko dekhA, pazu jaba bhI bhojana karate haiM to ho, jo bhI AnaMdapUrNa ho, use chipAkara mata baitthnaa| prakAza uThAkara bhojana akele meM bhAga jAte haiN| bAMTa nahIM sakate, | tumhAre bhItara jage to use DhAMka mata lenaa| bhayabhIta haiN| dUsarA duzmana hai! AdamI akelA prANI hai saMsAra | jIsasa ne kahA hai apane ziSyoM ko ki jaba tumhAre bhItara meM, jo dUsare ko nimaMtraNa dekara bhojana karatA hai| bulA lAtA hai| paramAtmA kA svara gUMje, to car3ha jAnA chappara para, jitane jora se mere eka prophesara the| bahuta pyAre AdamI the! durguNa eka cillA sako, cillAnA; tAki jo gaharI nIMda meM soe haiM, ve bhI thA-zarAbI the| maiM unake ghara eka bAra mehamAna huaa| thA suna leM, ve bhI vaMcita na raha jaaeN| unakA vidyArthI meM, lekina unakA bar3A sammAna mere prati thaa| ve to jo tumhAre pAsa ho, use bAMTanA, phailAnA! bar3e becaina hue ki ve zarAba kaise pIeMge; aba ye kucha dina maiM saMskRta kA zabda 'brahma' bar3A prItikara hai! isakA artha hotA unake ghara rhuuNgaa| maiMne unheM kucha becaina dekhaa| maiMne pUchA ki hai jo phailatA hI calA jAtA hai; jo vistIrNa hI hotA calA mAmalA kyA hai? Apa kucha becaina mAlUma hote haiN| unhoMne kahA jAtA hai| Adhunika vijJAna ne brahma zabda ko bar3A nayA artha de ki tumase chupAnA kyA! mujhe zarAba pIne kI Adata hai| to maiMne | diyA hai| AiMsTIna ke pahale taka aisA samajhA jAtA thA ki kahA, Apa pI sakate haiN| isameM parezAna hone kI kyA bAta hai? | saMsAra kitanA hI bar3A ho, phira bhI isakI sImA to hogI hii| unhoMne kahA ki parezAna hone kI bAta hai ki maiM akelA nahIM pI hama na pA sakate hoM sImA, hamArI sAmarthya na ho, hamAre sAdhana sktaa| do-cAra-dasa ko bulAtA hai, taba pI sakatA huuN| vaha sImita hoM, para phira bhI kahIM isakI sImA to hogI hii| yaha bAta hullar3a macegI, tumheM acchA na lgegaa| khayAla meM thii| aura yaha bhI bAta khayAla meM thI ki yaha saMsAra maiMne kahA, phira zarAba pApa na rahI, phira puNya ho gyii| maiM bhI jaisA hai, basa vaisA hI hai| aba isameM nayA kyA ho sakatA hai! bailUMgA aura majA luuNgaa| pI to nahIM sakatA, kyoMki maiMne koI nayA AegA kahAM se? saMsAra ke bAhara to kucha aura hai nhiiN| to aura zarAba pI lI hai aura aba koI zarAba usake Upara nahIM ho jo hai, hai| isI meM rUpAMtaraNa hotA rahatA hai, rUpa badalate rahate haiN| sktii| lekina bailuuNgaa| yaha to puNya ho gayA, yaha to prArthanA ho | nadI kA jala sAgara meM gira jAtA hai| sAgara kA jala bAdaloM meM gayI ki Apa logoM ko bulAkara pIte haiN| yaha to mujhe atyaMta uTha jAtA hai| bAdaloM kA jala nadI meM gira jAtA hai| lekina jala khuzI kI bAta mAlUma par3I ki Apa akele nahIM pI skte| to to ghUmatA rahatA hai-vahI kA vahI hai| 31 2010_03

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32 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 phira AiMsTIna kI khojoM ne eka bar3A anUThA AyAma kholaa| vaha AyAma yaha thA ki saMsAra jaisA hai vaisA hI nahIM hai, vistIrNa ho rahA hai| 'eksapaiMDiMga yUnivarsa / ' phailatA jA rahA hai ! bar3I tIvra gati se phaila rahA hai! jaise koI choTA baccA apane gubbAre meM havA bhara rahA ho aura gubbArA bar3A hotA jA rahA ho ! taba brahma zabda ke naye artha ubharakara aae| brahma zabda kA artha hotA : 'di eksapaiMDiMga vana / ' vaha jo | phailatA hI jA rahA hai / brahma kA artha hai : vistIrNa hotA jA rahA hai| jo ThaharA nahIM hai| jo kahIM ThaharatA nhiiN| jo kisI sImA ko sImA nahIM banAtA, hamezA sImA ke Upara se baha jAtA hai| agara tumheM paramAtmA ko jAnanA ho, to choTe paimAne para hI sahI, lekina tuma bhI sImA mata bnaanaa| phailanA, phailate jAnA! sugaMdha ho tumhAre pAsa, bAMTanA havAoM ko ! prakAza ho, bAMTa denA rAstoM para! bodha ho, de denA dUsaroM ko ! jo kucha bhI tumhAre pAsa ho... ! / aura aisA to kauna hai manuSya jisake pAsa kucha bhI na ho ! aisA manuSya hai hI nahIM koI ki jisake pAsa kucha bhI na ho paramAtmA to sabhI ke bhItara hai, isalie kucha na kucha to hogaa| khojnaa| tuma akAraNa nahIM ho skte| tumhAre dvArA usane koI gIta gAnA hI cAhA hai| tumhAre dvArA usane koI nAca nAcanA hI cAhA hai| tumhAre dvArA usane koI phUla khilAnA hI cAhA hai| vyartha tuma nahIM ho skte| tumhArI koI niyati hai / tumhAre bhItara chipA huA koI rAja hai / kholo, khojo ! mere lie dharma usI rahasya ko khojane kI kuMjI hai| tuma tuma bano! tumhArI niyati khule, bikhare, phaile| tumhAre jIvana meM bAr3ha aae| isI ko to mahAvIra ne kahA ki muni jaise-jaise usa azrutapUrva ko sunatA, jAnatA; jaise-jaise atizaya rasa ke atireka se bharatA, vaise-vaise praphullita hotA; vaise-vaise utsAhita hotA; vaise-vaise phUla khilane lagate haiM, kamala khilane lagate haiM, paMkhur3iyAM khulane lagatI haiM, kaliyAM phUla bntiiN| phailo ! kalI bhata raha jaanaa| vahI durbhAgya hai| mere lie adhArmika AdamI vahI hai, jo kalI raha gyaa| dhArmika vahI hai, jo phUla bana gyaa| phUlo! phailo ! koI sImA mata baaNdho| bAr3ha bno| aura tuma jitanA phailoge, tuma pAoge utanI jyAdA phailane kI kSamatA Ane lgii| tuma jitanA bAMToge, 2010_03 utanA pAoge milane lagA / aura kucha bhI pApa nahIM hai, roka lenA pApa hai| arthazAstrI kahate haiM ki rupayA jitanA cale utanA samAja saMpanna hotA hai / isIlie to rupaye ko 'kareMsI' kahate haiM / 'kareMsI' kA matalaba, jo calatA rahe, bhramaNa karatA rhe| aba samajha lo ki dasa AdamI haiM gAMva meM aura dasoM ke pAsa dasa rupaye haiM, ve dasoM apane rupayoM ko rakhakara baiTha gaye haiM, to gAMva meM kevala dasa rupaye haiN| phira dasoM apane rupayoM ko calAte haiN| eka-dUsare se sAmAna kharIdate haiN| eka kA rupayA dUsare ke pAsa jAtA hai, dUsare kA tIsare ke pAsa jAtA hai- -- dasa rupaye ke sau ho jAte haiM, hajAra ho jAte haiN| kyoMki rupayA AtA hai, jAtA hai| pakar3e raho, to eka hI rahatA hai| AtA rahe, jAtA rahe, to aneka ho jAte haiN| tuma gar3Akara rakha do jamIna meM, 'kareMsI' 'kareMsI' na rahI, mara gayI / isIlie to kaMjUsa AdamI se abhAgA AdamI duniyA meM dUsarA nahIM hai / 'kareMsI' mAra DAlatA hai| calane nahIM detA / calana ko roka detA hai| nadI ko bahane nahIM detA, DabarA banA letA hai / phira DabarA sar3atA hai / phira Dabare meM ghAsa-pAta girate haiM, badabU AtI hai| kRpaNa AdamI meM badabU AtI hai| isIlie to dAnI kI itanI mahimA rahI hai| dAna ko dharma kA AdhAra kahA hai; lobha ko pApa kA / kAraNa, lobha roka letA hai; dAna bAMTa detA hai| dAna se cIjeM phailatI haiN| aura jo bAta bAhara kI saMpadA ke saMbaMdha meM sahI hai, maiM tumase kahanA cAhatA hUM, bhItara kI saMpadA ke saMbaMdha meM aura bhI jyAdA sahI hai| jaba bAhara kI saMpadA roka lene se mara jAtI hai-- marI - marAyI saMpadA bhI roka lene se mara jAtI hai-- jaba bAhara kI saMpadA calAne se marI-marAyI saMpadA bhI jIvita mAlUma hone lagatI hai, to bhItara kI thor3I soco ! vahAM kA dhana to jIvaMta dhana hai| use rokA gayA ! use calane do| calana meM rahane do| 'kareMsI' bnaao| eka hI pApa hai merI dRSTi meN| aura vaha pApa hai, jo tumheM milA hai bhItara, usa para tuma sAMpa kI taraha kuMDalI mArakara baiTha gaye ho, to pApa hai| use bAMTo ! paramAtmA bAMTane ke niyama ko mAnatA hai, phailane ke niyama ko mAnatA hai| tuma bhI phailo ! nahIM, svAda meM koI pApa nahIM; lekina svAda akele mata lenaa| bAMTanA / bhojana meM koI pApa nahIM hai / usI kI bhUkha hai! lekina jo tumhAre pAsa ho use bAMTakara khAnA / itanA bhara smaraNa rahe i

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yAtrA kA prAraMbha apane hI ghara se kisI bhI cIja kI mAlakiyata mata bnaanaa| Ae hAtha meM, calI | kabhI-kabhI tuma cauMkakara pAoge, kauna-kauna hai? jAne denaa| jaisI AyI, vaisI jAne denA, bahane denaa| jahAM tuma jaba surati baMdhegI, jaba merA tumhArA dhAgA milegA, to mAlika bane, vahIM pApa zurU huaa| jaba taka tuma mAlika nahIM | acAnaka 'maiM' aura 'tU' kI AvAjeM baMda ho jaaeNgii| sunane ke ho, kevala saMpadA ko yahAM se vahAM jAne dene ke mAdhyama ho, kisI gahana kSaNa meM kabhI-kabhI kSaNabhara ko 'tArI' laga upakaraNa ho, nimitta mAtra ho-vahAM taka paramAtmA tumhAre bhItara jaaegii| vaha kSaNabhara kI 'tArI' samAdhi ke anubhava-jaisI hai| khUba khilegA, khUba phailegaa| to eka hI sUtra yAda rakhane jaisA hai: kSaNabhara kA hai--AegA, jAegA lekina svAda de jaaegaa| kRpaNa mata honaa| bUMda eka gira jAegI amRta kii| phira tuma tdd'poge| phira tuma vahI na ho sakoge jo tuma the kala tk| tama kisI ko samajhA bhI cauthA prazna : pichale dina ApakA pravacana sunate hue ApakI na sakoge ki kyA ho gayA hai| batAne kA bhI koI upAya na AvAja se hRdaya aura karNa-taMtuoM para eka ajIba taraha kA | paaoge| bebUjha hogI ghttnaa| lekina itanI gahana hogI ki use kaMpana huA aura taba se sAdhAraNa dhvaniyAM bhI ajIba kaMpana | tuma inakAra bhI na kara skoge| aura AnaMda kI lahara paidA kara rahI haiN| kRpayA batAeM ki kyA | / idhara maiM bola rahA hUM, to tumheM kucha samajhAne ko nhiiN| isa buddhapuruSoM ke svara meM kucha hai, jo vizeSa prabhAva paidA karatA hai? khayAla meM par3anA hI mt| yahAM maiM bola rahA hUM tumheM kucha samajhAne sAtha hI ApakI upasthiti meM eka vizeSa AnaMdadAyaka gaMdha ko nhiiN| yahAM maiM bola rahA hUM ki bolane ke mAdhyama se merA aura milatI hai; aura vaha kabhI Azrama meM aura kabhI dhyAna ke samaya tumhArA tAlamela kisI kSaNa baiTha jaae| kaba baiTha jAe, koI bhI milatI hai| isa saMdarbha meM bhI batAeM ki kyA kAla yA jAnatA nhiiN| kaba kisakA baiTha jAe, koI jAnatA nhiiN| kaba samaya-vizeSa kI vizeSa gaMdha bhI hotI hai? | kisakI ghar3I A jAe, koI jAnatA nhiiN| magara sunate-sunate...isIlie to roja bole calA jAtA huuN| agara sunoge yadi, to kucha nizcita kaMpegA hRdaya meN| jagaha doge mujhe kucha samajhAnA hotA, to bAta khatama ho jaatii| yaha bAta khatama bhItara Ane kI thor3I; rAha meM na ar3akara khar3e ho jAoge; | honevAlI nahIM hai, kyoMki samajhAne se isakA koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| dvAra-daravAjA baMda na karoge, khologe; to havAeM AeMgI, sUraja yaha bAta calatI rhegii| kyoMki isakA prayojana kucha aura hI hai| kI rozanI AegI, bhItara kacha hogaa| agara tamane majhe jagaha dI, isakA prayojana rAsAyanika hai, bau to jo mere bhItara huA hai, usake kaMpana tuma taka phuNceNge| 'alkemikala' hai| isakA prayojana hai ki sunate-sunate, , yahI to satsaMga kA artha hai| yahI to sArA prayojana hai ki maiM sunate-sunate, kabhI-kabhI eka kSaNa ko tuma apane ko bhUla yahAM hUM aura tuma yahAM ho| yahI to prayojana hai ki kisI bhAMti mere jaaoge| sunane meM lavalIna ho jAoge, tallIna ho jAoge, hRdaya aura tumhAre hRdaya kI layabaddhatA baMdha jaae| kisI bhAMti, | tanmaya ho jAoge; eka kSaNa ko tuma bhUla jAoge, vaha jo jisa laya se, jisa taraMga se maiM jI rahA hUM, usa taraMga kA tumheM bhI ahaMkAra tuma caubIsa ghaMTe pakar3e rakhate ho, eka kSaNa ko tumhAre thor3A-sA svAda A jAe, anubhava A jaae| | hAtha se chUTa jaaegaa| kisI paMkti ke kAvya meM DUbakara, kSaNabhara upAya kyA hai? ko tuma chuTakArA pA jAoge apanI sahaja ahaMkAra kI vyavasthA thor3I dUra mere sAtha clo| thor3I dUra mere sAtha dhdd'ko| thor3I dUra se| usI kSaNa meM milana ho jaaegaa| usI kSaNa meM tIra kI taraha maiM mere sAtha zvAsa lo| jaba tuma mujhe gaura se sunoge, to tuma tumhAre hRdaya meM cubha jaauuNgaa| eka bUMda tuma para barasa jaaegii| pAoge, tuma vahAM sunanevAle nahIM rahe, maiM yahAM bolanevAlA nahIM megha to dUra haiM, lekina eka bUMda barasa jAe, to phira cAtaka rahA, donoM kI sImA-rekhAeM kahIM ghula-mila gyiiN| kabhI-kabhI | pratIkSA kara sakatA hai janmoM-janmoM tk| phira koI ar3acana nahIM tuma pAoge, tuma yahAM bolanevAle hokara baiTha gaye, maiM vahAM | hai| phira cAtaka jAnatA hai ki hotA hai satya hotA hai prema hotI sunanevAlA hokara baiTha gyaa| hai prArthanA; hote haiM aise kSaNa jinako paramAtmA ke kahane ke 133 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 atirikta aura koI upAya nahIM ki hai paramAtmA! ki kahIM paidA huI, vaha taraMga tumhArI hai| isalie mere sunane se tuma usako aisI ghar3I AtI hai jIvana meM, jaba hajAra-hajAra sUraja pragaTa ho bAMdha mata lenaa| vaha taraMga to tumhArI hai| merA bolanA to jAte haiN| hajAra-hajAra nIlakamala tumhAre prANoM meM khila jAte haiN| nimitta-mAtra thaa| mere bolane kI saMgati meM tuma apane hI bhItara ke bolatA hUM; isa bolane kA prayojana aise hI hai jaise koI kisI chipe hue tala se paricita hue ho| lekina paricita tuma saMgItajJa vINA ko bjaae| to kucha samajhAne ko nahIM bjaataa| | apane hI bhItara ke tala se hue ho| mere prakAza meM jo tumane dekhA tuma mujhe eka vINAvAdaka kI taraha yAda rkhnaa| yaha bolanA merI hai, vaha tumhArA hI hai; vaha merA nahIM hai| rozanI merI hogI, lekina vINA hai| yaha jo maiM tumase kaha rahA hUM, kaha kama rahA hUM, gA jyAdA jo khajAnA tumane khoja liyA hai vaha tumhArA hI hai| rahA huuN| isakA prayojana tumhArI samajha meM A jAe, to basa kAphI isalie tuma yaha mata socanA ki vaha, yahAM mujhe sunanA tumane hai| vaha prayojana itanA hI hai, isa vAdya ko sunate-sunate...jaise | baMda kiyA ki kho jaaegaa| jo isa taraha ho ki mere sunane se paidA vINA ko sunate-sunate kabhI-kabhI 'tArI' laga jAtI hai| Dolane | ho aura bAhara jAte hI kho jAe, to samajhanA ki tumane sunA hI lagatA hai aadmii| kucha bhItara kaMpane lagatA hai| koI patthara jaisI nhiiN| vaha bauddhika thaa| vaha sira kI khujalAhaTa thii| suna cIja bhItara pighalane lagatI hai, bahane lagatI hai| eka kSaNa ko liyA, acchA lagA, manoraMjana huA, lekina tuma kahIM hile. eka jharokhA khulatA, eka vAtAyana khulatA, AkAza dikhAyI nhiiN| tumhArI nIMva kA koI patthara na srkaa| tumhAre bhItara koI par3a jAtA hai| jaise bijalI kauMdha gyii| aMdherA kho gayA--eka naye kA udaghATana na huA, koI naye kA AviSkAra na huaa| to kSaNa ko sahI-lekina phira tuma jAnate ho ki prakAza hai, aura thor3I-sI zabdoM kI, sUcanAoM kI, tathyoM kI saMpadA bar3ha tuma yaha bhI jAnate ho ki rAha hai| eka kSaNa ko dikhI thI bijalI jAegI, udhArI thor3I aura tumhArI bar3ha jaaegii| tuma aura udhAra kI kauMdha meM, lekina dikha gyii| aba tumheM koI yaha nahIM kaha ho gaye, tumhArA nagada honA aura bhI DhaMka gyaa| isase kucha lAbha sakatA ki rAha nahIM hai, aura tumheM koI yaha nahIM kaha sakatA ki na hogaa| tuma jJAnI bana jAoge, paMDita bana jAoge, lekina prakAza saba kalpanA hai, ki prakAza saba sapanA hai| aba tumheM isase dharma kA janma na hogaa| koI bhI jhuThalA na skegaa| yaha hai pryojn| agara saca meM tumane sunA, aisI gahanatA se sunA ki tumhArA pUrA to aisA ho sakatA hai, sanate-sanate eka kaMpana ho gayA ho| ho | vyaktitva jaise kAna ho gayA_AMkha bhI kAna. hAtha bhI kAna. jAe kaMpana, to ekadama kho bhI na jAegA, kyoMki itanA gaharA hRdaya bhI kAna-jaise tuma sirpha eka dvAra ho gaye, aura tumane mujhe ghaTatA hai! phira tuma cale bhI jAoge uThakara yahAM se, to kaMpana Ane diyA--tumhAre Upara nirbhara hai ki kitanA mujhe Ane jArI rhegaa| aura taba una kaMpatI huI nayI taraMgoM ke AdhAra se doge--agara tuma mujhe pUrA Ane do to taraMgeM nahIM, aMdhar3a uTha jaba tama vakSoM ko dekhoge, to unakI hariyAlI aura hI hogI! jaaeNge| agara tuma mujhe pUrA Ane do to tUphAna uTha jaaeNge| agara unhIM phUloM ko jinheM kala bhI dekhA thA, phira dekhoge, tuma pAoge | tuma mujhe pUrA A jAne do, himmata karake tuma pUre dvAra-daravAje una phUloM kI komalatA aura hI hai! koI divya AbhA unheM ghere khola do aura kaho ki Ao, rAjI hUM-isI ko to maiM saMnyAsa hai| hariyAlI ke cAroM tarapha koI AbhAmaMDala vRkSoM ko ghere hai| kahatA hUM, isI ko to maiM dIkSA kahatA hUM to tuma phira dubArA unhIM logoM ko dekhoge, apanI patnI ko ghara jAkara dekhoge aura vahI na ho skoge| eka naye jIvana kA prAraMbha huaa| phira to mujhe pAoge, vaha tumhArI patnI hI nahIM, usameM paramAtmA bhI hai| apane bolane kI bhI jarUrata na hogii| agara tuma rAjI ho aura khule ho, pati ko ghara jAkara dekhoge, to pati honA gauNa ho jAegA, usakA to merI cuppI bhI tumheM kNpaaegii| kyoMki asalI meM merA savAla paramAtmA honA pramukha ho jaaegaa| apane beTe ko dekhoge, to beTA | hI nahIM hai| hI nahIM raha jaaegaa| merI khAmozI-e-dila para na jAo isa naye anubhava ke AdhAra para tumhAre jIvana kI sArI saMracanA ki isameM rUha kI AvAja bhI hai | meM krAMti hone lgegii| kyoMki jo taraMga tumhAre bhItara mujhe sunakara bolatA hUM, yA cupa hUM, isase kucha pharka nahIM pdd'taa| bolUM to 2010_03

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rUha kI AvAja hai, na bolUM to rUha kI AvAja hai| tuma jaba sunane meM tatpara ho jAoge, jaba tuma sunane meM kuzala ho jAoge, to tuma merI cuppI ko bhI suna sakoge, mere mauna ko bhI suna sakoge F merI khAmozI-e-dila para na jAo ki isameM rUha kI AvAja bhI hai Aja tuma zabda na do, na do kabhI maiM hUM tuma parvata ho abhrabhedI zilAkhaMDoM ke gariSThapuMja cAMpe isa nirjhara ko raho, raho tumhAre raMdhra- raMdhra se tumhIM ko rasa detA huA phUTakara - maiM bahUMgA tumhIM ne dhamanI meM bAMdhA hai lahU kA vega yaha maiM anukSaNa jAnatA hUM gIta jahAM saba kucha hai, tuma dhRti - pAramitA jIvana ke sahaja chaMda tumheM pahacAnatA hUM mAMgo tuma cAho jo H mAMgoge, dUMgA tuma doge jo -- maiM sahUMgA Aja nahIM kala sahI, kala nahIM yuga-yuga bAda hI : merA to nahIM hai yaha cAhe vaha merI asamarthatA se baMdhA ho merA yaha bhAva - yaMtra ? eka maciyA hai sUkhI ghAsa-phUsa kI usameM chipegA nahIM aughar3a tumhArA dAna sAdhya nahIM mujhase, kisI se cAhe sadhA ho Aja nahIM kala sahI, cAhUM bhI to kaba taka chAtI meM dabAe yaha Aga -- maiM rahUMgA ? Aja tuma zabda na do, na do 2010_03 yAtrA kA prAraMbha apane hI ghara se kala bhI maiM khuuNgaa| kavi ke ye zabda bar3e gahana haiN| paramAtmA jaba utaratA hai, chipAnA muzkila / paramAtmA jaba utaratA hai, to use pragaTa hone dene se rokanA mushkil| paramAtmA jaba utaratA hai, to pragaTa hogA hI / eka maciyA hai, sUkhI ghAsa-phUsa kI merA yaha bhAva-yaMtra cAhe vaha merI asamarthatA se baMdhA ho merA to nahIM hai yaha usameM chipegA nahIM aughar3a tumhArA dAna sAdhya nahIM mujhase, kisI se cAhe sadhA ho Aja nahIM kala sahI, cAhUM bhI to kaba taka chAtI meM dabAe yaha Aga -- maiM rahUMgA Aja tuma zabda na na do kala bhI maiM khuuNgaa| jisake jIvana meM paramAtmA utarA hai, use khojanA hI par3egA saMvAda kA koI upaay| use zabda khojane hI par3eMge, kyoMki use bAMTanA pdd'egaa| use sAjhIdAra banAne hI hoNge| yahAM maiM bole calA jA rahA hUM, sirpha isIlie ki tuma sAjhIdAra bano / nimaMtraNa hai merA ki jo mujhe huA hai, cAho to tumheM bhI ho sakatA hai| Aga yahAM lagI hai, eka cinagArI bhI tuma le lo to tumhAre bhI sUrya prajvalita ho jaaeN| dIyA yahAM jalA hai, tuma jarA mere pAsa A jAo, yA mujhe pAsa A jAne do, to tumhArA dIyA bhI jala jAe / jalate hI merA na raha jAegA / jalate hI tuma pAoge tumhArA hI thA, sadA se tumhArA thaa| aura pUchA hai ki ApakI upasthiti meM eka vizeSa AnaMdadAyaka gaMdha milatI hai aura kabhI Azrama meM, kabhI dhyAna ke samaya meM bhI milatI hai| vaha gaMdha bhI tumhArI hI hai| kastUrI kuMDala bsai| isameM merI ceSTA itanI hI hai ki tumheM tumhArI tarapha unmukha kara dUM, ki tumheM dhakkA de dUM tumhArI trph| kahAM bhAge phirate ho ? kahAM DhUMr3hate ho kastUrI? tumhArI hI nAbhi meM chipI hai| hAM, kabhI-kabhI mujhe sunate-sunate tumheM gaMdha A jaaegii| tuma socoge, merI hai| tumhArI hai ! tuma zAMta ho gaye sunate-sunate, thira ho gaye 35

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36 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 sunate-sunate sunate-sunate tanmayatA jagI, usa tanmayatA meM tumhArI hI gaMdha ne tumheM chU liyA aura bhara diyA / isIlie to kabhI dhyAna meM bhI utthegii| agara merI hotI to tumhAre dhyAna meM kaise uThatI ! merA kucha lenA-denA nhiiN| maiM to darpaNa hUM, tuma apane ko hI dekha lo| darpaNa se jyAdA nhiiN| para utanA hI prayojana hai| maiM yahAM nahIM huuN| darpaNa kucha hotA thor3e hI hai, darpaNa to eka khAlIpana hai| tuma haTe ki darpaNa khAlI / tuma Ae ki darpaNa bharA lagatA hai| sunA hai maiMne, mullA nasaruddIna eka rAha se gujaratA thaa| eka darpaNa par3A mila gayA / uThAkara dekhA / kabhI darpaNa isake pahale usane dekhA na thA / socA, are! tasvIra to mere pitAjI kI mAlUma par3atI hai| magara javAnI kI hogii| hadda gayI! maiMne kabhI socA bhI na thA ki mere pitAjI aura tasvIra utaravAeMge ! aise raMgIna tabIyata ke to AdamI na the! magara mila gayI to acchA huaa| jhAr3a-poMchakara khIse meM rakhakara ghara calA AyA / kahIM bacce, patnI phor3a-phAr3a na deM, kho-khavA na deM, Upara car3ha gayA, chappara meM chipAkara rakha aayaa| lekina patnI se kabhI koI pati kucha chipA pAyA hai! patnI ne dekhA, kucha chipA rahA hai| rAta jaba mullA so gayA to vaha uThI, dIyA jalAyA, chappara ke pAsa gayI, nikAlA, dekhA; to usane kahA are ! to isa aurata ke pIche dIvAnA hai ! Aja patA calA ! darpaNa hUM maiM / tuma jo lekara Aoge vahI tumheM dikhAyI par3a jaaegaa| darpaNa se jyAdA nhiiN| isalie kinhIM - kinhIM kSaNoM meM jaba tuma apanI UMcAI para hooge, to tumheM apanI UMcAI bhI mujhameM dikhAyI par3a jaaegii| aura kinhIM - kinhIM kSaNoM meM jaba tuma apanI nIcAI para hooge, to tumhArI nIcAI bhI mujhameM dikhAyI par3a jaaegii| to jo jaisA AtA hai vaisA, vaisA hI mujhameM dekhakara lauTa jAtA hai| kinhIM gahana kSaNoM meM jaba tuma apanI AkhirI UMcAI para chalAMga lete ho, kSaNabhara ko ur3ate ho AkAza meM, taba tumheM aisA lagegA ki ye UMcAiyAM merI to nahIM ho sakatIM; to tuma socoge ki zAyada kisI aura kI, kisI aura ne dikhA diiN| lekina smaraNa rakhanA, tumhArI hI UMcAiyAM haiM, tumhArI hI nIcAiyAM haiM; mujha para mata thopnaa| kyoMki usa thopane meM bhrAMti ho jAtI hai| usa thopane meM bar3I bhUla ho jAtI hai| 2010_03 hAM, merI nikaTatA meM tumheM kucha dikhAyI par3a sakatA hai| to na to isa darpaNa kI pUjA krnaa| kyoMki tuma socoge, yaha gaMdha isI darpaNa se uThI; yaha svAda isI darpaNa se aayaa| isa darpaNa kI pUjA meM mata pdd'naa| aura na nArAja hokara isa darpaNa ko tor3a-phor3a denaa| ina donoM se bcnaa| AkhirI savAla: Apane kahA ki saMnyAsa satya kA bodha hai| phira kyA saMnyAsa ke lie gairika vastra aura mAlA bhI anivArya haiM? aura kyA koI vyakti binA dIkSA lie Apake batAe mArga para nahIM cala sakatA hai ? kRpAkara mArgadarzana kreN| mArgadarzana ke binA bhI calo na ! mArgadarzana kI kyA jarUratahai? jaba dIkSA ke binA cala sakate ho... / dIkSA aura kyA hai ? atyaMta samIpatA se liyA gayA mArgadarzana hai| bahuta pAsa se, bahuta karIba se, bahuta pAsa se sunA gayA mArgadarzana hai| zraddhA se sunA gayA mArgadarzana hai| dIkSA aura kyA hai? mujhase pUchate ho, mArgadarzana deN| tuma lene ko taiyAra ho ? vahI lene kI taiyArI to saMnyAsa kI ghoSaNA hai ki maiM taiyAra hUM, Apa deN| merI jholI phailI hai, Apa bhreN| phira maiM agara kaMkar3a-patthara se bhI bhara dUM, to bhI agara tumane zraddhA se svIkAra kiyA ho to ve kaMkar3a-patthara tumhAre lie hIre-motI ho jaaeNge| lekina agara tumane azraddhA se jholI phailAyI ho aura hIre-motiyoM se bhI bhara dUM, to kaMkar3a-patthara ho jaaeNge| kyoMki tumhArI zraddhA bar3I zakti hai| tumhArI zraddhA bar3A rUpAMtara karanevAlI UrjA hai| saba kucha tuma para nirbhara hai, aMtataH tuma para nirbhara hai| agara pAtra galata ho, agara pAtra dUSita ho, agara pAtra gaMdA ho, to usameM phira zuddha jala na bharA jA skegaa| maiM to zuddha DhAlUMgA, lekina vaha tuma taka pahuMca na paaegaa| saba kucha tuma para nirbhara hai| agara mArgadarzana cAhie, to karIba aao| saMnyAsa to sirpha karIba Ane kI tumhArI tarapha se ghoSaNA hai| gairika vastra, mAlA to kevala pratIka haiN| lekina tuma... aura jIvana ke aMgoM meM tuma pratIkoM ko satkArate ho yA nahIM satkArate ho? tumhArA kisI se prema ho gayA, to tuma kucha bheMTa le jAte ho ki nahIM le jAte ho? phUla le gaye tuma, gulAba kA eka phUla le gaye - apanI preyasI ko dene yA premI ko dene| vaha preyasI tumase

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yAtrA kA prAraMbha apane hI ghara se pUche, yaha gulAba ke phUla meM kyA dharA hai? kisalie le Ae meM? kyoMki prema meM stuti karane ko tuma rAjI nhiiN| prema meM prArthanA gulAba ke phUla, kyA prema kAphI nahIM hai? to tuma bhI cauNkoge| karane ko tuma rAjI nhiiN| to phira krodha meM gAlI bhI chor3a do! tuma use AliMgana karanA cAho; vaha kahe dUra raho, AliMgana meM nahIM, AdamI jahAM hai, vahAM AdamI pRthvI aura AkAza kA kyA dharA hai? kyA prema binA AliMgana ke nahIM ho sakatA? tuma milana hai; zarIra aura AtmA kA milana hai; sthUla aura sUkSma kA usakA hAtha hAtha meM lenA cAho aura vaha jhir3aka de aura kahe, dUra | milana hai| AdamI jahAM hai, vahAM do jagatoM meM ekasAtha khar3A hai| raho ! isa hAtha meM hAtha lene se pasInA hI paidA hogA, prema kaise paidA | jar3eM jamIna meM haiM, phUla AkAza meM haiN| donoM jur3e haiN| hogA? prema karo, yaha phijUla kI bAteM kyoM karate ho? tumheM patA ye gairika vastra to kevala pratIka haiN| lekina jinhoMne bhAva se hai kaise prema karoge phira? phira prema kA koI upAya na raha jaaegaa| liye haiM, unake jIvana meM krAMti ho jaaegii| maiMne to nizcita bhAva prema jaisI apUrva ghaTanA bhI mAdhyama cAhatI hai| nAva cAhatI hai, se diye haiN| lenevAle para nirbhara hai| yaha mAlA to basa pratIka hai| jisa para savAra ho ske| prema to bar3A sUkSma hai| kahIM sthUla meM isa mAlA meM kucha bhI dharA nhiiN| jar3eM denI hoMgI; nahIM to prema Tika na paaegaa| parasoM eka mitra pUchate the--saMnyAsa unhoMne liyA, bhAvavAle AkAza meM khile suMdaratama phUla bhI gaharI bhUmi meM gar3e hote haiN| vyakti haiN| saralacitta haiM--pUchane lage, isa mAlA kA vaijJAnika ve agara yaha taya kara leM ki AkAza meM hI raheMge, to kho jaaeNge| | kAraNa kyA hai? vaijJAnika kAraNa mAlA kA ho hI kaise sakatA kamala jala ke Upara uThA huA bhI, sarovara kI kIcar3a meM dabA hai? vaijJAnika kAraNa-aura mAlA kA! koI bhI kAraNa hotA hai| agara kamala kahe, kyA sAra hai kIcar3a meM par3e hone se? vaijJAnika nahIM ho sakatA mAlA kA-kAraNa dhArmika hai| kAraNa kIcar3a kIcar3a hai, maiM kamala huuN| to TUTa jAegA sNbNdh| kamala Atmika hai, vaijJAnika nahIM hai| to maiMne unase kahA, vaijJAnika kumhalAegA aura mara jaaegaa| pUchanA ho to 'lakSmI' se pUcha lenaa| vaijJAnika kAraNa? prema kA tumane kabhI khayAla kiyA, kisI ne prema se tumheM eka rUmAla kahIM koI vaijJAnika kAraNa hotA? bheMTa de diyA; usa rUmAla kA mUlya phira nahIM raha jAtA, amUlya mullA nasaruddIna kI lar3akI ke prema meM eka yuvaka par3a gyaa| ho jAtA hai! aise bAjAra meM cAra Ane meM milatA hai| lekina vaha AyA, usane mullA ko kahA ki ApakI lar3akI se mujhe prema tumase koI kahe ki cAra Ane meM de do, to tuma kahoge, pAgala ho ho gayA hai, mujhe vivAha kI AjJA deN| mullA ne kahA, pahale siddha gaye ho? prANa cale jAeM, ise na de skuuNgaa| vaha kahegA, tuma karo, prema kA kAraNa kyA hai? usa yuvaka ne kahA, kAraNa kucha pAgala yA maiM pAgala? cAra Ane meM jitane cAho bAjAra meM milate bhI nahIM hai, mahAnubhAva! prema ho gayA hai| prema meM kahIM kAraNa haiN| darjana se lo to aura bhI saste milate haiN| kyA pAgala ho rahe | hotA? aura jahAM kAraNa ho, vahAM prema ho sakatA hai? kAraNa ho ho? lekina tuma kahate ho, merI preyasI kI yAdadAzta hai| yA mere to prema ho hI nahIM sktaa| kAraNa ho to vyavasAya hotA hai, dhaMdhA mitra kI yAdadAzta hai| kisI ne bahuta bhAva se diyA hai| hotA hai, saudA hotA hai| akAraNa hotA hai prem| choTe-choTe pratIka haiN| choTe-choTe pratIkoM para basA bar3A tumhArA mujhase prema ho gayA hai| merA tumase prema ho gayA hai| aba AkAza hai| pratIka ko mata dekho, pIche chipe AkAza ko dekho| kucha pratIka denA jarUrI hai| yaha mAlA to aise samajho jaise bhAMvara tuma gaye, kisI ke caraNoM meM sira rkhaa| kyA sAra hai? zraddhA par3a gyii| phaMse! yaha to eka taraha kA vivAha huaa| isakA koI kyA binA caraNoM meM sira rakhe nahIM ho sakatI? ThIka! kisI para | kAraNa nahIM hai| yaha prema ho gyaa| isakA koI buddhiyukta hisAba tumheM krodha A jAtA hai, tuma kyA karate ho? uThAkara jUtA usake | nahIM hai| yaha kucha hRdaya kI bAta ho gyii| sira para mAra dete ho| tuma kyA kara rahe ho? zraddhA ke vipriit| tumane mere hAtha meM hAtha DAla diyA; maiMne tumhArA hAtha apane hAtha usakA sira apane caraNoM meM rakha rahe ho| krodha binA isake nahIM meM le liyaa| isakI yAdadAzta ke lie tamheM yaha mAlA de dI ki ho sakatA? krodha meM jUtA uThAne kI kyA jarUrata hai? jUte aura aba tuma ise yAda rkhnaa| aba tuma akele nahIM ho, maiM bhI huuN| krodha kA kyA lenA-denA? gAlI dene kI kyA jarUrata hai krodha aba tuma jo karo, mujhe bhI yAda rakhakara krnaa| aba tuma jo bhI 2010_03

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38 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 bano, maiM bhI jur3A huuN| agara zarAbaghara jAo, jAnA -- lekina mujhako bhI ghsiittoge| yaha mAlA laTakI rhegii| yaha kahatI rahegI, akele nahIM jA rahe ho| yaha tumheM rokegI / yaha kaI bAra tumhAre paira ko Age bar3hane se roka legii| yaha kaI bAra tumheM usa jagaha le jAegI jahAM tuma kabhI na gaye the, aura usa jagaha se roka | degI jahAM tuma bahuta bAra gaye the| krodhita hone ko ho rahe hooge ki yaha mAlA dikhAyI par3a jaaegii| Aga-babUlA hone ko jA hI rahe the, ki hAtha uThAkara mArane ko hI the ki yaha gairika vastra dikhAyI par3a jAeMge, koI bhItara lauTa jaaegaa| kahegA, yaha tuma kyA kara rahe ho ? | aba tuma hI nahIM ho, aba maiM bhI tumhAre sAtha pratibaddha huA / yaha eka 'kamiTameMTa' hai, eka pratibaddhatA hai| yaha merA bharosA hai tuma pr| yaha maiM kahatA hUM ki ThIka hai, aba tuma naraka jAoge to mujhako bhI jAnA pdd'egaa| tumhArI marjI! prema meM ghasiTana to hotI hai| agara tuma narka hI jAnA cAhoge to ThIka hai, maiM bhI AUMgA; lekina aba akelA na chodduuNgaa| ye sirpha pratIka haiN| ina pratIkoM kA koI vaijJAnika kAraNa nahIM hai / inakI koI vaijJAnika vyAkhyA nahIM ho sakatI -- jarUrata bhI nahIM hai| iMkalAba kA mudA hai, iMkilAba nahIM ye AphatAba kA paratau hai, AphatAba nahIM yaha kevala zubha samAcAra hai krAMti kA, yaha krAMti nahIM hai| tumane vastra pahana liye gairika to koI krAMti ho gayI, aisA nahIM hai-- sirpha zubha samAcAra hai| ye to kevala jhalaka hai| . AphatAba nhiiN| aura, sUraja se jur3A hai gairika rNg| yaha sUraja kA raMga hai / yaha sUraja kI pahalI kiraNa kA raMga hai| yaha sUryodaya kI khabara hai| yaha eka zubha samAcAra hai| yaha to zuruAta hai mere sAtha jur3ane kii| ise aMta mata samajha lenA / bhar3akatI jA rahI hai dama-ba-dama ika Aga-sI dila meM ye kaise jAma haiM sAkI, ye kaisA daura hai sAkI hai yaha to tuma rAjI hue, to zuruAta huii| bahuta pIne-pilAne ko / yaha to tuma nimaMtraNa svIkAra kara liye / I bhar3akatI jA rahI hai dama-ba-dama ika Aga-sI dila meM ye gairika vastra to usa bhItara dila kI Aga ke bAhara pratIka haiN| kaise jAma haiM sAkI, ye kaisA daura hai sAkI ve yaha to sUcanA hai sAre jagata ko / yaha khabara hai auroM ko ki jAna leM ki aba tuma vahI nahIM ho jo kala taka the| yaha to khabara hai auroM ko ki aba ve tumase apekSA na kareM - vaisI apekSAeM jaisI unhoMne kala taka kI thiiN| yaha to khabara hai auroM ko ki aba ve gAlI deM, tuma uttara na doge| yaha to unako khabara hai ki tuma badala gaye, ki tuma mara gaye aura naye ho gaye, ki tumheM sUlI laga gayI aura tumhArA nayA punarjanma huaa| bAgavAnoM ko batAo, gulo-nasarI se kaho ika kharAbe - gulo-nasarIne bahAra A hI gayA jAo! mAliyoM ko batAo! khabara kara do bAgavAnoM ko ! bAgavAnoM ko batAo, gulo-nasarI se kaho aura phUloM se kaha do| ye iMkilAba kA mujdA hai iMkilAba nahIM tumane gairika vastra pahana liye, to koI sUraja uga gayA, aisA baccoM ko hama par3hAte haiM, 'ga' gaNeza kA - pahale par3hAte the, aba nahIM hai| yaha to kevala pratibiMba hai| AphatAba kA parata hai.. par3hAte haiM 'ga' gadhe kA / kyoMki gaNeza to eka 'sekulara' rAjya meM, dharma-nirapekSa rAjya meM ThIka nahIM hai| gadhA pratIka hai| 'ga' gadhe kaa| hAlAMki 'ga' na gadhe kA hai aura na gaNeza kA / magara bacce ko par3hAne ke lie kucha tasvIra denI par3atI hai--- 'ga' gadhe kA, 'ga' gaNeza kA, kucha to; kyoMki baccA 'ga' nahIM jAnatA, gadhe ko jAnatA hai| gadhe ke sAtha 'ga' sIkha letA hai / phira gadhA to bhUla jAtA hai 'ga' raha jAtA hai| phira aisA thor3e hI hai ki jaba bhI tuma par3hoge, to kabhI 'ga' AegA to phira kahoge 'ga' gadhe tuma par3ha hI na pAoge / phira to gadhe aura gaNeza saba kaa| 2010_03 ika kharAbe - gulo-nasarIne bahAra A hI gayA jahAM koI AzA na thI vasaMta Ane kI, vahAM bhI vasaMta A hI gyaa| yaha to sirpha vasaMta ke Ane kI khabara hai| jinake bhItara himmata ho vasaMta ko jhelane kI, isa Aga meM jalane kI aura nikharane kI, zuddha sonA banane kI -- maiM rAjI huuN| pratIkoM para mata jaao| yaha to bahAne haiN| inase dhokhA mata khaao| yaha to kevala zuruAta hai - a, ba, sa / jaise choTe

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yAtrA kA prAraMbha apane hI ghara se walis gye| phira to 'ga' raha jAtA hai-shuddh| yaha to sirpha zuruAta hai-a, ba, s| 'saMnyAsa' gairika vastra kaa| 'saMnyAsa' mAlA kaa| lekina yaha to zuruAta hai| dhIre-dhIre jaise tuma ragoge-pagoge, rasa-bhIgoge, DUboge, saMnyAsa hI raha jAegA; gairika vastra aura mAlA mahatvapUrNa na raha jaaeNge| tuma kRtajJa rahoge unake lie, kyoMki unhoMne yAtrA krvaayii| pahalA kadama unase utthaa| tumhArA dhanyavAda unake prati rhegaa| lekina tuma unase baMdhe na raha jaaoge| ye baMdhana tumhArI mukti kI tarapha pahale kadama haiN| Aja itanA hii| 391 2010_03

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jeNa tacca vivujhejja, jeNa cittaM nnirujjhdi| jeNa attA visujjhejja, taM NANaM jinnsaasnne||85|| jeNa rAgA virajjejja, jeNa see surjjdi| jeNa mittI pabhAvejja, taM NANaM jinnsaasnne||86|| je passadi appANaM, abaddhapuDhe annnnmvisesN| apadesasuttamajhaM, passadi jiNasAsaNaM svvN||87|| jo appANaM jANadi, asui-sarIrAd taccado bhinnN| jANaga-rUva-sarUvaM, so satthaM jANade savvaM / / 88 / / edamhi rado NiccaM, saMtuTTho hohi nniccmedmhi| edeNa hohi titto, hohidi tuha uttamaM sokkh|| 89 / / - - kA 2010_03 www.jametibrary.org

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ka yahUdI lokakathA hai| baiThA, to usane kahA, are! kisakI kabra hai yaha? aura ta yahAM eka phakIra kisI baMjAre kI sevA se bahuta prasanna ho baiThA kyoM ro rahA hai? usa baMjAre ne kahA, aba Apa se kyA gyaa| aura usa baMjAre ko usane eka gadhA bheMTa | chipAnA, jo gadhA Apane diyA thA, usI kI kabra hai| jIte jI bhI kiyaa| baMjArA bar3A prasanna thA gadhe ke sAtha, aba use paidalayAtrA usane bar3A sAtha diyA, marakara aura bhI jyAdA sAtha de rahA hai| na karanI pdd'tii| sAmAna bhI apane kaMdhe para na DhonA pdd'taa| aura sunate hI phakIra khilakhilAkara haMsane lgaa| usa baMjAre ne pUchA, gadhA bar3A svAmibhakta thaa| Apa haMse kyoM? phakIra ne kahA, tajhe patA hai, jisa gAMva meM maiM lekina eka yAtrA para gadhA acAnaka bImAra par3A aura mara | rahatA hUM vahAM bhI eka pahuMce hue mahAtmA kI kabra hai| usI se to gyaa| dukha meM usane usakI kabra banAyI, aura usa kabra ke pAsa merA kAma calatA hai| vaha kisa mahAtmA kI kabra hai, tujhe baiThakara ro rahA thA ki eka rAhagIra gujraa| mAlUma? usane kahA mujhe kaise mAlUma, Apa btaayeN| usane usa rAhagIra ne socA ki jarUra kisI mahAna AtmA kI kahA, vaha isI gadhe kI mAM kI kabra hai| gyii| to vaha bhI jhukA kabra ke paas| isake pahale ki baMjArA | dharma ke nAma para aMdhavizvAsoM kA bar3A vistAra hai| dharma ke kucha kahe, usane kucha rupaye kabra para cddh'aaye| baMjAre ko haMsI bhI nAma para thothe, vyartha ke kriyAkAMDoM, yajJoM, havanoM kA bar3A vistAra aayii| lekina taba usa bhale AdamI kI zraddhA ko tor3anA bhI hai| phira jo cala par3I bAta, use haTAnA muzkila ho jAtA hai| jo ThIka mAlUma na pdd'aa| aura phira use yaha bhI samajha meM AyA ki bAta logoM ke mana meM baiTha gayI, use miTAnA muzkila ho jAtA yaha to bar3A upayogI vyavasAya ho gyaa| hai| aura ise binA miTAye vAstavika dharma kA koI janma nahIM ho phira vaha usI kabra ke pAsa baiThakara rotA, yahI usakA dhaMdhA ho | sktaa| aMdhavizvAsa na haTe, to dharma kA dIyA jalegA hI nhiiN| gyaa| loga Ate, gAMva-gAMva khabara phaila gayI ki kisI mahAna aMdhavizvAsa use jalane hI na degaa| AtmA kI mRtyu ho gayI; aura gadhe kI kabra kisI pahuMce hue mahAvIra ke sAmane yaha bar3e se bar3A savAla thaa| do vikalpa phakIra kI samAdhi bana gyii| aise varSa bIte, vaha baMjArA bahuta the| donoM khataranAka the| sabhI buddhimAna vyaktiyoM ke sAmane yahI dhanI ho gyaa| savAla hai| aura do hI vikalpa haiN| eka vikalpa hai nAstikatA phira eka dina jisa saphI sAdha ne use yaha gadhA bheMTa kiyA thA kA. jo aMdhavizvAsa ko inakAra kara detA hai| aura aMdhavizvAsa vaha bhI yAtrA para thA aura usa gAMva ke karIba se gujraa| use bhI ke sAtha-sAtha dharma ko bhI inakAra kara detA hai| kyoMki logoM ne kahA, eka mahAna AtmA kI kabra hai yahAM, darzana kiye nAstikatA dekhatI hai isa dharma ke hI kAraNa to aMdhavizvAsa khar3e binA mata cale jaanaa| vaha gyaa| dekhA vahAM usane isa baMjAre ko hote haiN| to vaha kar3e-karkaTa ko to pheMka hI detI hai, sAtha meM usa 2010_03

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- jina sUtra bhAga : 2 sone ko bhI pheMka detI hai| kyoMki isI sone kI vajaha se to | sAtha hI dharma se bhI baca jAte haiN| kUr3A-karkaTa ikaTThA hotA hai| na rahegA bAMsa na bajegI bAMsurI; phira dUsarA sAmAnya vikalpa hai tathAkathita dhArmika AdamI vaisA nAstika kA tarka hai| kaa| vaha dharma ko to pakar3atA hai, lekina dharma ke sAtha itanA nAstika bahuta the bhArata meM jaba mahAvIra paidA hue| cArvAka kI kUr3A-karkaTa le AtA hai ki usa kUr3e-karkaTa ke kAraNa dharma ke bar3I gahana paraMparA thii| cArvAka zabda hI AtA hai cAruvAka se| hIre ko khojanA hI muzkila ho jAtA hai| isakA artha hotA hai, jo vacana sabhI ko prItikara lagate haiN| cAru mahAvIra jaba janme, donoM vikalpa the| eka tarapha Astika vaak| jo dhAraNA sabhI ko prItikara lagatI hai| Izvara nahIM hai, | thaa| dharma kA jAla thA aura usa dharma meM phaMse hue loga the, jo bahuta gahare meM sabhI ko prItikara lagatA hai| kyoMki Izvara nahIM hai kevala purohita-paMDita ke hAtha meM phaMsa gaye the| paramAtmA taka to tama anubhava karate ho ki tama svataMtra ho| phira tamhAre Upara pahaMcane kA koI unake pAsa upAya na thaa| paMDita hI bIca meM unheM koI bhI nahIM hai| Izvara nahIM hai, to phira na kucha pApa hai, na puNya lUTe le rahA thaa| aura dUsarI tarapha nAstika the, jinhoMne paMDita ko hai| phira jo marjI ho kro| cArvAkoM kA dUsarA nAma hai inakAra kiyA, sAtha hI paramAtmA ko bhI pheMka diyA thaa| lokaayt| lokAyata kA artha bhI hotA hai, jo loka ko priya hai| mahAvIra ke sAmane savAla thA dharma baca jAe aura aMdhavizvAsa. jo adhikatama logoM ko priya hai| haTa jaae| to unhoMne eka aise dharma ko janma diyA, jisameM to cAhe tumheM Upara se adhikatama loga dhArmika mAlUma par3ate nAstikatA bhI hai aura AstikatA bhii| yaha unakA adabhuta hoM, lekina bhItara se jAMcane jAoge to adhikatama ko tuma samanvaya thaa| isalie unhoMne kahA, Izvara to nahIM hai| kyoMki nAstika paaoge| bhalA maMdira-masjida meM mileM ve tumheM, Izvara ke sAtha aMdhavizvAsa Ane zurU ho jAte haiN| Izvara kisI pUjA-prArthanA karate mileM, lekina aMtartama meM ve nAstika haiN| ve kI pakar3a meM AtA nhiiN| na samajha meM aataa| Izvara itane dUra kA | jAnate haiM ki Izvara ityAdi hai nhiiN| kyoMki Izvara ke hone kA tArA hai ki hamArI AMkheM use dekha bhI nahIM paatiiN| to svabhAvataH artha hotA hai, eka mahAna uttrdaayitv| phira eka-eka kadama | itane dUra kI cIja ko samajhane ke lie bIca meM dalAla khar3e karane kara rakhanA hogaa| phira pApa aura puNya kA vicAra karanA | hote haiN| yAtrA itanI laMbI hai ki bIca ke par3Ava banAne par3ate haiN| hogaa| phira tuma jo kara rahe ho, usakA nirNaya hone ko hai| ve hI par3Ava maMdira aura masjida, gurudvArA bana jAte haiN| ve hI rattI-rattI kA hisAba cukAnA hogaa| Izvara kI maujUdagI ghabar3AtI | par3Ava paMDita-purohita bana jAte haiN| hai| koI bhI to nahIM cAhatA ki sira para koI aura ho| Izvara ke to purohita kahane lagatA hai, tumheM dikhAyI nahIM par3atA, lekina haTate hI manuSya apanA khuda mukhtAra ho jAtA hai| saba kucha apane merA sIdhA saMbaMdha hai| purohita kahane lagatA hai, tuma phikira mata hAtha meM A jAtA hai| karo, tumhAre lie maiM prArthanA kara duuNgaa| tuma ciMtA chodd'o| yaha cArvAkoM ne kahA hai-RNaM kRtvA ghRtaM pivet| agara RNa tumase na ho skegaa| tuma bar3e asahAya, bar3e kamajora, bar3e lekara bhI ghI pInA par3e, koI phikira nhiiN| le lo Rnn| sImita ho| to eka vyavasAya khar3A hotA hai manuSya aura paramAtmA denA-lenA kisako hai! bacatA kauna hai! lauTakara AtA kauna hai! ke bIca meN| paramAtmA to nahIM milatA, paramAtmA ke nAma para marane ke bAda koI hisAba nahIM hai| na karma kA, na pApa kA, na dhokhAdhar3I hAtha meM AtI hai| puNya kA; na zubha kA, na azubha kaa| kara lo jo karanA hai| eka | to mahAvIra ne paramAtmA ko to inakAra kara diyaa| isalie nahIM hI khayAla rakho, bhoga lo, chIna-jhapaTa se sahI, corI-capATI se ki paramAtmA nahIM hai| balki isalie ki paramAtmA ke kAraNa hI sahI, lekina eka hI malya hai nAstika ke sAmane kisI bhI Astika Astika nahIM ho pA rahA hai| mahAvIra parama Astika the taraha bhoga lo| cUsa lo jIvana meM jo milA hai| phira AnA nahIM | isalie paramAtmA ko inakAra kara diyaa| kyoMki dekhA, yaha hogaa| bacoge bhI nhiiN| miTTI, miTTI meM giregI aura miTa auSadhi to bImArI se bhI mahaMgI par3a rahI hai| isa auSadhi ko lAte jaayegii| to nAstika aMdhavizvAsa se to baca jAte haiM, lekina hI cikitsaka bIca meM khar3A ho jAtA hai| bIca meM dukAnadAra khar3A 46 2010_03

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jJAna hai paramayoga A ho jAtA hai| paramAtmA ko inakAra kara diyaa| lekina paramAtmA apane-Apa mukta hone lgoge| tumheM jarA-sI bhI yAda A jAe ko isa taraha inakAra nahIM kiyA jaisA cArvAka, lokAyata aura ki tuma kauna ho, jaise kisI bhikhamaMge ko yAda A jAe ki are! nAstika karate haiN| | maiM kahAM bhaTaka rahA hUM, maiM to rAjaputra hUM! jaise kisI bhikhamaMge ko paramAtmA ko bAhara to inakAra kara diyA aura bhItara sthApita | yAda A jAe bhUlA-bisarA dhana, ki jahAM baiThakara bhIkha mAMga rahA kara diyaa| kahA, manuSya ke bhItara hai prmaatmaa| jo bhItara hai, hai, vahIM usakI tijor3I gar3I hai| yAda Ate hI-abhI tijor3I usake lie paMDita aura purohita kI jarUrata nhiiN| vaha itane pAsa khodI bhI nahIM hai lekina yAda Ate hI bhikhamaMgA bhikhamaMgA hai, jagaha kahAM ki tuma apane bIca aura paramAtmA ke bIca meM nahIM rahA, usake hAtha kA bhikSApAtra gira jaaegaa| purohita ko khar3A kara lo| itanI bhI jagaha nhiiN| itanA bhI sthAna maiMne sunA hai, eka samrATa apane beTe se nArAja ho gayA to use nhiiN| tuma hI paramAtmA ho| isalie kahIM dUra kA saMdeza nahIM hai, | nikAla diyA, rAjya ke baahr| rAjA kA beTA thA, kucha aura saMdezavAhaka kI jarUrata nahIM hai| kahIM ciTThI-pAtI likhanI nahIM | karanA jAnatA bhI na thaa| majadUrI kara na sakatA thaa| kabhI sIkhI hai, isalie DAkiye kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| AMkha baMda karo, nahIM koI baat| koI kalA-kauzala na AtA thaa| to jaba kabhI jAgo, vaha maujUda hai| | rAjA haTa jAe rAjya se, to bhikhArI hone ke sivAya koI upAya isalie mahAvIra ne AtmA ko paramAtmA ke pada para utthaayaa| nahIM raha jaataa| to yaha kucha Azcaryajanaka nahIM ki mahAvIra aura yaha bar3I anUThI dRSTi thii| isa taraha nAstika ke pAsa jo khUbI buddha donoM rAjaputra the aura donoM ne jaba rAjya chor3A, to donoM bhIkha kI bAta thI--aMdhavizvAsa nahIM--vaha bhI mahAvIra ne pUrI kara mAMgane lge| yaha kucha Azcarya kI bAta nhiiN| rAjaputra aura kucha lI aura Astika ke pAsa jo khUbI kI bAta thI--dharmabhAva, jAnatA nhiiN| yA to vaha samrATa ho sakatA hai, aura yA bhikhArI ho zraddhA--vaha bhI pUrI kara lii| aisA adabhuta samanvaya na isake sakatA hai| eka ati se dUsarI ati para hI jA sakatA hai| bIca pahale kabhI huA thA, na isake bAda huaa| meM koI jagaha nhiiN| vaha rAjapatra bhIkha mAMgane lagA kisI dara kI kuphro-ilahAsa se napharata hai mujhe rAjadhAnI meN| aura maz2ahaba se bhI bez2Ara hUM maiM varSoM bIta gye| bhUla hI gayA yaha bAta dhiire-dhiire| roja-roja nAstikatA aura adharma se bhI napharata hai, aura majahaba se bhI bhIkha mAMgo to kahAM, kaise yAda rahe ki tuma samrATa ke beTe ho! bejAra hUM maiN| aura dharma ke nAma para jo cala rahA hai, vaha bhI mana ko kitanI dUra taka ise yAda rakhoge! roja-roja bhIkha mAMganA, bhIkha bahuta pIr3A detA hai| kA milanA muzkila hai| kapar3e usake jarAjIrNa ho gaye, paira kuphro-ilahAsa se napharata hai mujhe lahUluhAna ho gaye, zarIra kAlA ho gayA, apanA hI ceharA darpaNa aura maz2ahaba se bhI bez2Ara hUM maiM meM dekhe to pahacAna na Aye, bhUla hI gayA, phursata kahAM rahI? haro-gilmAM kA yahAM jikra nahIM yAda karane kI suvidhA kahAM rahI? bhIkha mAMgane se samaya kahAM ki naue-iMsA kA parastAra hUM maiM yAda kare, baiThe soce ki rAjamahala...aura phira vaha yAda aura yahAM svarga ke sukhoM kI koI bAta nahIM, maiM to sirpha AdamI pIr3AdAyI bhI ho gyii| aura usa yAda se to ghAva ko hI cher3anA kA upAsaka huuN| mahAvIra ne AdamI ko, 'attA' ko, AtmA ko hai| sAra bhI kyA hai? usase kucha sukha to milatA nahIM, dukha hI sarvazreSTha sthAna para rkhaa| mahAvIra ne manuSya ko jaisI mahimA dI, | milatA hai| kAMTe cubhAne se bAra-bAra prayojana kyA hai! to kisI ne kabhI na dI thii| dhIre-dhIre hama una bAtoM ko bhUla jAte haiM, jinase dukha milatA hai| isa bAta ko khayAla meM lekara caleM to Aja ke sUtra sApha ho | vaha bhUla gyaa| skeNge| kyoMki Aja ke sUtra manuSya kI stuti meM kahe gaye sUtra | usakA pitA bUr3hA huaa| eka hI beTA thaa| pachatAne lagA haiN| Aja ke sUtra manuSya kI mahimA ke gIta haiN| isa mahimA kI | baap| aba mauta karIba AtI hai, aba kauna mAlika hogA isa tumheM jarA-sI bhI jhalaka milanI zurU ho jAe to tuma kSudra se | sAmrAjya kA ? burA-bhalA jaisA thA, usane apane vajIra bheje ki 2010_03

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jina satra bhAga: E use khoja laao| jisa dina vajIra usa gAMva meM pahuMce jahAM vaha bAjAra meM sira ke pIche takiyA lagAye, donoM hAthoM se saMbhAle bhikhamaMgA bhIkha mAMga rahA thA, eka choTe-se hoTala ke sAmane jahAM calA jA rahA hai| dhIre-dhIre loga ikaTThe ho gye| bhIr3a jamA ho jaArI tAza khela rahe the vaha bhIkha mAMga rahA thA gyii| phira kisI ne kahA ki mullA, mAjarA kyA hai? yaha kara ThIkare meN| kyA rahe ho? isa taraha kisI ko calate nahIM dekhA-takiyA rAjamahala se AyA ratha rukaa| vajIra nIce utraa| sUraja kI sira se lagAye, donoM hAthoM se pakar3e, kara kyA rahe ho? mullA ne kiraNoM meM camakatA huA svarNa-ratha! yaha varSoM kA bhikhamaMgApana kahA, karUM kyA, bhAI! DAkTara ne kahA hRdaya kA daurA par3A hai, jaise eka kSaNa meM kho gyaa| vajIra utarA aura usake pairoM para gira takiye se sira mata utthaanaa| to takiye se sira to uThA hI nahIM gayA, aura kahA ki Apa caleM, pitA ne yAda kiyA hai| abhI usa sakatA huuN| bhikSApAtra meM jo kucha thor3e-se paise par3e the-eka-eka paise ko jinhoMne zAstra se sUcanAeM lI haiM, unakI sUcanAeM aisI hI haiN| mAMga rahA thA, usane bhikSApAtra usI samaya nIce girA diyaa| ve takiyA bAMdha leMge sira se, lekina kareMge to vahI jo kara sakate usakI AvAja badala gyii| usane kahA ki jAo, mere lie haiN| kareMge to vahI jo unake anubhava meM sahI mAlUma par3a rahA hai| ThIka vastroM kA iMtajAma kro| jAo, mere lie ThIka snAnagRha dUsare ke anubhava se hama jyAdA se jyAdA dhokhA khA sakate, dhokhA, kA iMtajAma kro| abhI mAMgatA thA bhIkha, to AvAja meM bar3I de sakate, lekina dUsare kA anubhava hamArA jIvaMta satya nahIM dayanIyatA thii| usa AvAja aura isa AvAja meM koI hisAba hI banatA hai| na thA lgaanaa| koI pahacAna hI na sakatA yaha usI bhikhArI kI to mahAvIra zAstrajJAna ko jJAna nahIM khte| jisase tatva kA AvAja hai| aura jaba vaha baiTha gayA ratha para, to usakI AMkhoM kI bodha hotA hai, jisase satya kI pratIti hotI hai| kisase hotI hai camaka...eka kSaNa meM sArA bhikhamaMgApana kho gyaa| | satya kI pratIti? satya kahIM likhA thor3e hI hai| tumhAre hone kA to tumheM yAda bhI A jAe tumhArI mahimA, tumhAre svarUpa kI nAma satya hai| tumhAre astitva kA nAma satya hai| satya kahIM thor3I-sI jhalaka bhI, svapna hI sahI-aMdherI se aMdherI rAta meM bAhara par3A thor3e hI hai ki use khojanA hai, ughAr3anA hai| tuma liye bhI tumheM subaha kA svapna bhI A jAe to rAta TUTane lgii| phira rahe ho| apane prANoM meM liye phira rahe ho| aura jaba taka isalie mahAvIra ne ye sUtra kahe haiM tumhArI AMkheM bAhara bhaTakatI raheMgI, tuma vaMcita rhoge| AMkha ko 'jisase tatva kA jJAna hotA hai, citta kA nirodha hotA hai, tathA ghara lauTAnA hai| AMkha baMda karanI hai, bhItara utaranA hai sIr3hI dara AtmA vizuddha hotI hai, usI ko jina-zAsana ne jJAna kahA hai|' sIr3hI, eka-eka sopaan| tumhAre hI gahana meM, tumhArI hI gaharAI jeNa taccaM vivujjhejja, jeNa cittaM nnirujjhdi| meM satya par3A hai| DubakI lagAnI hai| yaha hIrA kahIM khojane nahIM jeNa attA visujjhejja, taM NANaM jinnsaasnne||| jAnA hai, yaha to tumhAre hI aMtartama-sAgara meM par3A hai| usa DubakI jisase AtmA vizaddha ho, jisase citta kA nirodha ho, jisase lagAne kA nAma hI hai citta kA nirodh| satya kA bodha ho, use hI jinhoMne jAnA unhoMne jJAna kahA hai| citta kA artha hai, jo bAhara le jaae| citta kA artha hai, zAstra se mila jAe jo jJAna, kAma kA nhiiN| AtmA meM DubakI bhirgmn| citta kA artha hai aise vicAra, jo bAhara kI tarapha lagAkara mile, to hI kAma kA hai| zAstra se milA jJAna to bar3A | taraMgAyita kreN| baiThe haiM, socane lage dhana kA-mila jAe khUba Upara-Upara hai| usase tuma badalate nahIM, badalate hue mAlUma bhI dhana...vicAra zurU ho gye| baiThe haiM, socane lage ho jAeM kisI nahIM pdd'te| usase tumheM badalane kA dhokhA bhara paidA ho jAtA bar3e pada para...yAtrA zurU ho gyii| kitanI bAra nahIM tumane apane hai--eka prvNcnaa| jisa satya kI pratIti tamheM nahIM huI. usa mana meM socA ki rASTrapati ho gye| kitanI bAra nahIM tamane apane satya ko tuma agara pUrA bhI karate raho, to bhI tumhArI AtmA se mana meM socA ki kubera ho gye| kitanI bAra tumane apane mana meM usakA koI tAlamela nahIM hotaa| | aisI yojanAeM nahIM banAyIM! phira cauMkakara khuda haMse ho apane mana maiMne sunA hai, eka dina mullA nasaruddIna ko logoM ne dekhA bIca meM ki yaha bhI kyA kara rahA huuN| kyA sAra hai? lekina phira bhI 2010_03

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citta bAra-bAra inhIM yojanAoM meM ghUmatA hai| citta kA artha hai, vastuoM se cetanA kA saMbaMdha / aura jaba taka citta hai taba taka saMbaMdha banate cale jAte haiN| tuma rAha para cala rahe ho, pAsa se eka kAra gujara gayI, tumhAre hI pIche mahAvIra bhI cala rahe haiM, vaha kAra unake pAsa se bhI gujrii| lekina tumhArA citta paidA kara jAegI kAra, mahAvIra meM kucha paidA na hogaa| kAra donoM ke pAsa se gujrii| tumhAre pAsa se gujarI itanA hI nahIM, gujarate hI citta paidA huA, tuma jur3e, tuma kAra se lge| kAra to calI gayI, tumhArA citta pIchA karane lgaa| tumane socA, aisI kAra merI ho! kaise kharIda lUM ? kyA upAya karUM? mahAvIra ke pAsa se bhI vahI kAra gujarI, citta paidA nahIM huaa| kAra gujara gayI, mahAvIra gujara gaye, donoM ke bIca koI saMbaMdha na banA / citta kA artha hai, vastuoM se saMbaMdha bana jaanaa| tuma pratipala vastuoM se saMbaMdha banA rahe ho| tuma bahucittavAna ho / mahAvIra pahale manISI haiM, jinhoMne isa zabda kA upayoga kiyA, 'bhucittvaan|' phira yaha zabda kho gyaa| usake pahale bhI kabhI na thaa| usake pahale bhI kisI ne aisA na kahA thA ki AdamI meM bahuta citta haiN| usake pahale aisI hI dhAraNA thI ki AdamI meM eka citta hai| mahAvIra ne kahA, eka se kAma na calegA, AdamI bhIr3a hai / | AdamI ke mana meM jitanI vastuoM se saMbaMdha banAne kA rAga hai, | utane hI citta haiN| kAra se saMbaMdha banA, eka citta paidA huaa| makAna se saMbaMdha banA, dUsarA citta paidA huaa| dhana se saMbaMdha banA, tIsarA citta paidA huaa| anaMta citta hama paidA kara rahe haiN| citta pratipala uTha rahe haiM, taraMgoM kI bhAMti, jaise sAgara meM lahareM uTha rahI haiN| jaise sAgara meM lahareM | uThatI haiM havA ke thaper3oM se, aise hI vastuoM se uThatI huI taraMgeM hamAre mana meM citta ko paidA kara jAtI haiN| mahAvIra ne kahA, manuSya bahucittavAna hai / phira DhAI hajAra sAla taka isa zabda kA kisI ne kucha ciMtana nahIM kiyaa| abhI pazcima meM manovaijJAnika phira isa zabda ko khoja liye haiM / unako mahAvIra | kA kucha bhI patA nahIM hai| mahAvIra bahuta hI aparicita haiM pazcima ko / pazcima ne thor3e zabda pataMjali ke sune haiN| buddha ke kAphI zabda sune haiN| upaniSada aura veda bhI pahuMca gaye haiM / lekina mahAvIra pazcima ke sAmane bilakula aparicita haiN| mahAvIra kA 2010_03 jJAna hai paramayoga to unheM patA hI nahIM hai ki unake pahale bhI eka manISI ne isa zabda kA upayoga kiyA hai| pazcima ke manovaijJAnika eka zabda kA upayoga karate haiM jo ThIka mahAvIra ke bahucittavAna kA rUpAMtara hai| ve kahate haiM, manuSya 'polisAikika' hai / bahucittavAna / jinhoMne bhI mana ko bahuta gahare meM khojA hai, unheM yaha satya mila hI jAegA ki tuma hajAroM citta paidA kara rahe ho / citta yAnI taraMgeM / taraMgeM hI taraMgeM / una taraMgoM ke kAraNa tuma bAhara bhAge jA ho| una taraMgoM ke kAraNa tuma ghara nahIM lauTa paate| rAta tumane kabhI dekhA, agara bahuta citta uTha rahe hoM, bahuta taraMgeM uTha rahI hoM, to nIMda taka saMbhava nahIM hotii| agara tumane lATarI kA TikiTa kharIdA hai, to usa rAta nIMda nahIM AtI / citta meM taraMgeM uThane lgiiN| abhI lATarI milI nahIM hai| maiMne sunA hai, eka adAlata meM mukadamA thaa| do AdamiyoM ne eka-dUsare kA sira khola diyA thaa| aura majisTreTa ne pUchA ki huA kyA? kisa bAta se tuma lar3e? aura tuma donoM purAne dosta ho ! unhoMne kahA, vaha bhI ThIka hai| hama donoM purAne dosta haiM, lekina bAta hI aisI A gyii| kucha zaramAne lage donoM bAta batAne meN| majisTreTa ne kahA, tuma kaho, zaramAo mt| to usa pahale AdamI ne kahA ki jarA mAmalA aisA hai, zaramAne jaisA hI hai, aba ho gayA ! maiMne isase kahA ki maiM eka kheta kharIda rahA huuN| aura yaha bolA ki kharIda to maiM bhI rahA hUM, eka bhaiMsa / maiMne kahA, dekha, bhaiMsa mata kharIda, apanI dostI TikegI nhiiN| kahIM kheta meM ghusa jAe, kucha se kucha ho jaae| agara kharIdatA hI hai to soca-samajhakara khriidnaa| to yaha kyA bolA! yaha bolA ki jAo bhI bhaI, bhaiMsa to bhaiMsa hai| aba usake pIche koI caubIsa ghaMTe thor3e hI lagA rhuuNgaa| kabhI tumhAre kheta meM ghusa bhI gayI to ghusa bhI sakatI hai| to maiMne isase kahA ki mata kharIda bhaiMsa, kheta to maiMne kharIdane kA pakkA hI kara liyA hai| to isane mujhase kahA, tU hI mata kharIda kheta, bhaiMsa kA to maiMne bayAnA bhI de diyA hai| basa bAta bar3ha gayI / to maiMne kahA agara kharIdanA hI hai to kharIda le, lekina dhyAna rakha, mere kheta meM na ghuse, aura maiMne aisA reta para kheta khIMcakara batAyA ki yaha rahA merA khet| isameM kabhI terI bhaiMsa na ghuse, isakA khayAla rkhnaa| isane kyA kiyA, isane eka lakar3I se aisA izArA karake reta meM nizAna banA diyA aura kahA, yaha ghusa 49

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 gayI bhaiMsa, kara le kyA karatA hai| usI meM, usI meM siraphuTauala ho, aura yA bhaviSya hai, jo abhI huA hI nhiiN| kahIM bhI nahIM hai, ho gyii| basa tuma hI yojanA banA rahe ho| ina do pATana ke bIca, ina do ke abhI kisI ne kheta kharIdA nahIM hai! abhI bhaiMsa kharIdI nahIM dabAva ke bIca citta paidA hotA hai| gayI hai| isa avasthA kA nAma citta hai| tuma jarA khayAla karanA, citta-nirodha kA artha hai, ina donoM pAToM ko haTA denaa| atIta kitanA citta tumhAre bhItara hai! jo jA cukA, usako tuma saMgRhIta ko jAne do; jo gayA, gyaa| aura jo AyA nahIM, nahIM aayaa| kiye baiThe ho, aba vaha kahIM bhI nahIM hai| aura jo nahIM huA, tuma basa vartamAna meM raha jaao| vartamAna meM citta nahIM hotaa| isa usakI yojanA banA rahe ho| vaha bhI abhI kahIM nahIM hai| ina do ke kSaNa kahAM hai citta? jarA-sI taraMga uThI bhaviSya kI, aayaa| bIca tuma dabe ho, tumhArI AtmA dabI hai--pisa rahI hai| do jarA-sI yAda AyI atIta kI, aayaa| to smRti meM aura pATana ke bIca meM sAbita bacA na koy|| | kalpanA meM hai citt| ThIka vartamAna ke kSaNa meM citta nahIM hai| ThIka eka tumhArA atIta hai, jo jA cukaa| kisI ne kabhI gAlI dI vartamAna ke kSaNa meM citta kA nirodha hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, jahAM thI bIsa sAla pahale, vaha abhI bhI tAjI hai tumhAre bhiitr| zAyada citta-nirodha hotA hai, vahIM AtmA vizuddha hotI hai| jaba citta vaha AdamI bhI jA cukA ho| vaha gAlI to nizcita hI jA cukI | nahIM rahA, to AtmA meM koI azuddhi na rhii| citta AtmA kA hai| zAyada vaha AdamI kSamA bhI mAMga cukA ho| maila hai| citta AtmA kI azuddhi hai| mallA nasaruddIna aura usake mitra meM kacha jhaMjhaTa ho gayI thii| 'jeNa tacca vivajjhejja'--jisane tatva ko jaanaa| yA jo varSoM bIta gaye usa bAta ko, lekina jaba bhI milanA hotA hai to tatva ko jAnanA cAhatA hai| 'jeNa cittaM Nirujjhadi'-use citta mullA use yAda dilAtA hai ki khayAla rakhanA! Akhira eka dina kA nirodha karanA pdd'aa| use citta ko tyAga denA pdd'aa| satya ko usane kahA ki dekho mullA, kitanI bAra tumase kSamA mAMga cukA, cAhate ho, to citta ko dAMva para lagA do| zAstra par3hane se yaha na aura kitanI bAra tuma kSamA kara cuke, aura kitanI bAra tuma mujhase hogaa| zAstra par3hane se to ulTA citta aura bddh'egaa| zAstra bhI kaha cuke ki ThIka hai, bhulA dI bAta, kSamA kara dI, phira tuma yAda tumhAre bhItara taraMgeM lene lgegaa| saMsAra to taraMgeM legA hI, zAstra kyoM dilAte ho? mullA ne kahA, maiMne bhalA dI, vaha ThIka hai, bhI taraMgeM lene lgegaa| 'jeNa attA visajjhejja' aura jisane lekina tuma mata bhUla jAnA, isIlie yAda dilAtA huuN| AtmA kI vizuddhi jAna lI citta ke nirodha se, "taM NANaM lekina jaba dUsare ko yAda dilAnI par3e, to khuda bhI yAda rakhanI jiNasAsaNe'- isI ko jinoM ne jJAna kahA hai| hI par3atI hai| bhUloge kaise? atIta hai, use hama samhAle haiN| yaha jJAna kI bar3I adabhuta vyAkhyA huii| isa jJAna kA, jise aba kahIM bhI nahIM hai, sirpha smRti meM par3e raha gaye dAga, sirpha tuma jJAna kahate ho, usase kucha saMbaMdha na rhaa| jo vidyApITha meM smRti para khiMcI raha gayI kucha rekhaaeN| astitva meM una rekhAoM | mila jAtA hai, vaha jJAna nhiiN| jo AtmapITha meM milatA hai vahI kI aba koI bhI jagaha nahIM hai| astitva atIta kA koI hisAba jnyaan| jo bAhara mila jAtA hai, sUcanA mAtra hai| jo bhItara jagatA hI nahIM rkhtaa| astitva kA koI itihAsa nahIM hai| astitva hai, vahI jJAna hai| jo dUsare se mila jAtA hai, udhAra hai, ucchiSTa sadA tAjA aura nayA hai| vaha atIta ko DhotA hI nhiiN| kala jo | hai| jo tumhArI AtmA meM hI nikharatA hai, vahI jJAna hai| bIta gayA, usakA use kucha patA hI nhiiN| mahAvIra ne saba bhAMti bhItara jAne kA, aMtaryAtrA kA nirdeza pUcho phUloM se, pUcho vRkSoM se, pUcho bAdaloM se, pUcho choTe-choTe kiyA hai| aura jaba taka yaha na ho, taba taka tuma aMdhavizvAsa ke baccoM se, jo abhI astitva ke bahuta karIba haiN| abhI nArAja thA bAhara na ho skoge| baccA aura kahatA thA kabhI tumase boleMge na, aura kSaNabhara bAda ika na ika dara para jabIne-zauka ghisatI hI rahI tumhArI godI meM baiThA hai| bhUla hI gayA! yAda hI na rahI! baccA | AdamIyata julma kI cakkI meM pisatI hI rahI abhI nirmala hai| abhI citta bahuta saghana nhiiN| to yA to tumhAre tumane bahuta daravAje khoje| citta meM atIta hai, jA cukA, nahIM kahIM hai aba, basa tumhIM Dho rahe ika na ika dara para jabIne-zauka ghisatI hI rhii| 2010_03

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PREMIER jJAna hai paramayoga kahA hai|' aura tuma apanA mAthA na mAlUma kitane daravAjoM para ghisa cuke kaha rahA hUM, vaha tumane sunaa| isako hI tuma saba kucha mata samajha ho| tumane apane prema ko na mAlUma kitane cittoM meM ulajhAyA hai| lenaa| isase izAre lenA jarUra, isase utsAha lenA jarUra, isase kabhI maMdira, kabhI masjida, kaba apane ghara Aoge? preraNA lenA jarUra, isase pyAsa lenA jarUra, lekina isI ko saba ika na ika dara para jabIne-zauka ghisatI hI rahI kacha mata samajha lenaa| ye izAre aise hI haiM jaise mIla ke pattharoM para AdamIyata julma kI cakkI meM pisatI hI rahI nizAna banA hotA hai tIra kA-aura aage|| AdamI pisatA hI rahegA, tuma pisane kI hI taiyArI kara rahe ho| mIla ke patthara ko chAtI se lagAkara mata baiTha jaanaa| mIla kA ahale-bAtina ilma se sInoM ko garamAte rahe patthara to yAtrA para bar3hAne ko hai, sUcanA mAtra hai| maMjila nahIM hai| jihala ke tArIka sAye hAtha phailAte rahe kitanA hI pyArA mIla kA patthara mila jAe, to bhI use sIne se -aura tathAkathita brahmajJAnI bAtoM se logoM ke hRdaya ko | lagAkara mata baiTha jAnA, usase milI garmI kAma na aayegii| garamAte rhe| usase milI garmI dhokhA ho jaayegii| ahale-bAtina ilma se sInoM ko garamAte rahe 'jisase jIva rAga-vimukha hotA hai, zreya meM anurakta hotA hai, -lekina vaha garmI jyAdA dera Tikane vAlI nhiiN| vaha tumhAre | aura jisase maitrI-bhAva bar3hatA hai, usI ko jina-zAsana ne jJAna IMdhana se nahIM aatii| ahale-bAtina ilma se sInoM ko garamAte rahe jeNa rAgA virajjejja, jeNa see su rjjdi| bAteM to bahuta calatI rahIM brahmajJAna kii| vedoM kI koI kamI jeNa mittI pabhAvejja, taM NANaM jinnsaasnne|| hai? zAstroM kI koI kamI hai? kitane loga veda ko doharAte rahe eka-eka zabda bahuta dhyAnapUrvaka bhItara lenaa| totoM kI bhAMti! aura thor3I-bahuta garmI bhI A jAtI hai doharAne 'jisase jIva rAga-vimukha hotA hai...|' se, lekina TikatI nhiiN| jaba taka tumhAre bhItara kI Aga na jJAna kI kasauTI de rahe haiM mhaaviir| isako kasate rhnaa| agara jale, jaba taka tumhArI AtmA prajvalita na ho, taba taka yaha udhAra tumane bahuta jAna liyA aura vaha jAnA huA tumheM rAga se vimukha garmI kAma Ane vAlI nhiiN| nahIM karatA, to mahAvIra kahate haiM, vaha jAnA huA thothA hai, dhokhA ahale-bAtina ilma se sInoM ko garamAte rahe hai, udhAra hai, bAsA hai| use chor3a do| isase to jAnanA behatara ki jihala ke tArIka sAye hAtha phailAte rahe tuma nahIM jAnate ho| kama se kama sacAI to hogii| kasauTI kyA hai aura aMdherA bar3hatA hI gayA, ajJAna bar3hatA hI gyaa| veda bhI | jJAna kI ? jisase rAga-vimukhatA paidA ho| bar3hate gaye, zAstra bhI bar3hate gaye aura ajJAna bhI bar3hatA gyaa| rAga ko smjheN| camatkAra hai! AdamI ne jitanA jAnA, utanA AdamI ajJAnI ho rAga kA artha hotA hai, kisI bhI vastu, kisI bhI vyakti ke gyaa| camatkAra hai! Aja se jyAdA gahana ajJAna kabhI bhI na sAtha mamatva kA bhAva bAMdhanA; kahanA meraa| merA makAna, to rAga thaa| aura Aja se jyAdA jJAna kaba rahA? roja nayA jJAna paidA ho ho gyaa| makAna meM rahane meM kucha ar3acana nahIM hai, 'mere' meM mata rahA hai, roja naye zAstra race jA rahe, roja nayI sUcanAyeM avatarita rhnaa| makAna meM khUba rahanA, kucha harjA nahIM hai| lekina makAna ho rahI haiM, lekina AdamI kA aMdherA miTatA nhiiN| jarUra kahIM ko makAna rahane denA, tuma tuma rahanA, donoM ke bIca meM 'mere' kA bhUla ho rahI hai| setu mata bnaanaa| jise hama jJAna samajhate haiM vaha jJAna nahIM hai| sUcanA mAtra hai| citta kA artha hai, jo tumhArA nahIM hai use apanA banAne kI agara sUcanA kI taraha hI use lo, to khatarA nahIM hai| jJAna kI abhIpsA, aakaaNkssaa| aura rAga kA artha hai, jo tumheM mila gayA taraha liyA, to khatarA ho jaaegaa| maiM tumase bola rahA hUM, jo maiM hai, use apanA mAna lene kI sthiti| kahA, merA makAna, merI tumase kaha rahA hUM vaha mere lie jJAna hai| kahate hI tumhAre lie patnI, merA pati, merA bhAI, merI bhn| jahAM merA AyA, mama sUcanA ho gyaa| jo maiM kaha rahA hUM, vaha maiMne jAnA, lekina jo maiM jahAM AyA, mamatva AyA, vahIM rAga nirmita huaa| 151 2010_03 www.jainelibra y.org

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jina sUtra bhAgaH2 hai| rAga baMdhana hai| jo jAnate haiM ve to yaha bhI na kaheMge ki merA hai| jaise-jaise mere kA bhAva giregA vaise hI vaise tumheM maiM kA shriir| ve to kaheMge, zarIra pRthvI kA hai| jala, vAyu, AkAza anubhava hogA ki maiM kauna huuN| tumheM abhI isakA kucha bhI patA kA hai, merA kyA? maiM nahIM thA, taba bhI thaa| maiM jaba nahIM rahUMgA, nhiiN| tumheM bilakula patA hai ki mere kauna haiN| maiM kauna hUM, isakA taba bhI hogaa| merA kyA hai? koI bhI patA nhiiN| vakta kI samI-e-musalasala kAragara hotI gayI tumase agara koI pUche Apa kauna haiM, to tuma batAte ho maiM phalA jiMdagI lahaz2A-ba-lahaz2A mukhtasara hotI gayI kA beTA huuN| yaha bhI koI bAta huI! vaha pUchatA hai, Apa kauna haiM, sAMsa ke pardo meM bajatA hI rahA sAje-hayAta | Apa pitA kI batA rahe haiN| vaha pUchatA hai, Apa kauna haiM, Apa mauta ke kadamoM kI AhaTa tejatara hotI gayI kahate haiM, maiM DAkTara hUM! DAkTarI ApakA dhaMdhA hogI, Apa yaha zarIra banA rahegA, yaha zvAsa bhI calatI rahegI, tuma jIvana | DAkTara nahIM ho skte| vaha pUchatA hai, Apa kauna haiM, Apa kahate ke bhrama se bhI bhare rahoge aura mauta roja karIba AyI calI jAtI haiM, maiM brAhmaNa hUM, hiMdU hUM, musalamAna hUM, IsAI hUM, jaina huuN| yaha ApakI paidAiza kA saMyoga hogA, Apa nhiiN| kucha apanI kaho! sAMsa ke paryoM meM bajatA hI rahA sAje-hayAta muzkila ho jaaegii| kyoMki hameM to kucha patA hI nhiiN| jiMdagI kA saMgIta bajatA hI rahA sAMsoM meN| aura mauta? hama to jaba bhI 'maiM' kI koI paribhASA karate haiM, to mere se mauta ke kadamoM kI AhaTa tejatara hotI gayI karate haiN| mere kA hameM patA hai| maiM kA hameM koI patA nhiiN| aura tumhArI zvAsa bhI tumhArI nhiiN| tumhArI deha bhI tumhArI nhiiN| jise maiM kA hI patA nahIM, usake mere kA kyA bharosA! jise jaise-jaise gahare jAoge, vaise-vaise pAoge merA kucha bhI nahIM, | apanA hI patA nahIM, use aura kyA patA hogA! yaha apanA hI mere atirikta merA kucha bhI nhiiN| mana bhI merA nahIM hai| vaha bhI patA nahIM jo ki prAthamika honA cAhie, to bAkI to saba dvitIya bAhara kI taraMgoM se AtA hai| deha bhI merI nahIM, vaha bhI bAhara se hai| pahalI hI buniyAda bhrAMta ho gayI, to sArA bhavana bhrAMta ho banatI hai aura bAhara hI kho jaaegii| Akhira meM baca rahatA hai jAtA hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, mere ko chor3ate-chor3ate jaba maiM hI sAkSIbhAva, basa vahI merA hai| bacatA hai-zaddha maiM--usako hI mahAvIra ne AtmA kahA hai| rAga meM bahoge, to zarIra merA hai; zarIra se jo jur3e haiM, jinase zuddhatama maiN| jahAM mere kI koI rekhA bhI nahIM rhii| mere kI koI rakta kA saMbaMdha hai, ve mere haiM; jinase prema kA, vAsanA kA saMbaMdha kAlikha na rhii| koI bAdala na rahA AkAza meN| nIlA, khAlI, hai, ve mere haiM; jinase kAma-dhaMdhe kA saMbaMdha hai, ve bhI mere haiM-merA korA, AkAza! sUraja taba bar3A pragaTa hokara, prakhara hokara spaSTa naukara, merA mAlika; jinase kisI aura taraha ke saMbaMdha haiM--merA | hotA hai| DAkTara, merA iMjIniyara; jaise-jaise tuma isa 'mere' ko bar3hAte aura jisase zreya meM anurakta hotA hai|' cale jAte ho, yaha bar3A hotA calA jAtA hai| yaha sArA saMsAra jeNa see su rjjdi| tumheM 'merA' mAlUma par3a sakatA hai| jitanA tumhArA 'mere' kA | duniyA meM do haiM yAtrAeM-preya aura shrey| sAdhAraNataH jo phailAva hogA, utane hI gahana aMdhakAra meM tuma utarate jaaoge| ajJAna meM DUbA hai, vaha preya meM anurakta hotA hai| vaha kahatA hai, dIyA utanA hI aMdhere meM kho jaaegaa| aisA samajho, bAdala hai jo priya hai, vahI maiM kruuNgaa| jisako jJAna kI pahalI kiraNa 'mere' kA; sUraja hai 'sAkSIbhAva' kaa| jitanA merA aura mere ke utarane lagI, vaha kahatA hai, jo zreya hai vahI kruuNgaa|kyaa pharka bAdala tumhAre cAroM tarapha hoMge, sUraja utanA hI oTa meM ho | hai? preya to hotA hai mana kA viSaya aura zreya hai caitanya kA jaaegaa| haTAo bAdaloM ko| jJAna kI kasauTI mahAvIra kahate haiM | vissy| jo ThIka hai, vahI kruuNgaa| jo satya hai, vahI kruuNgaa| yahI hai-'jeNa rAgA virjjejj|' jisase rAga girane lge| jo zubha hai, vahI kruuNgaa| zreyasa hI merA jIvana hogaa| yahI jisase mere kI bhrAMti TUTane lge| sAdhutA kA lakSaNa hai| aba yaha bar3A virodhAbhAsI vaktavya hai, lekina parama mUlya kA | sAdhu kA artha nahIM ki bhAga jAo ghara se| sAdhu kA artha hai, 52 2010_03

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wwwww va jJAna he paramayoga zreya ko saadho| preya se zreya ko Upara rkho| sadhe, vahI jJAna hai| 'jeNa mittI pbhaavejj|' aura jisase maitrI kala eka yuvaka mere pAsa aayaa| usane kahA, dhyAna karane bar3he, prema bar3he, vahI jJAna hai| nizcita hI paMDita kA jJAna prema ko AyA huuN| lekina dhyAna mujhe prItikara nahIM mAlUma pdd'taa| hotA bar3hAtA nhiiN| mullA-maulavI kA jJAna prema ko bar3hAtA nhiiN| hI nahIM mana karane kaa| acchA nahIM lagatA krnaa| to aba ghaTAtA hai| hiMdU musalamAna se ghRNA karatA hai, musalamAna hiMdu se savAla hai, agara mana ko sunanA hai to phira dhyAna na ho skegaa| ghRNA karatA hai| jaina hiMduoM se, hiMdU jainoM se| yaha jJAna nahIM ho mana kahatA hai yaha kyA kara rahe ho? itanI dera tAza ke patte hI | sktaa| yaha zAstra hogaa| zAstra lar3avAtA hai| jJAna jur3avAtA khela lete, to thor3A rasa aataa| itanI dera sinemA meM hI baiTha gaye hai| jJAna hai parama yog| zAstra meM saMgharSa hai| tumhArI mAnyatAeM, hote, to thor3A rasa aataa| itanI dera mitroM se gapazapa hI kara lI tumhAre vizvAsa, tumheM dUsaroM se khaMDa-khaMDa kara dete haiN| hotii| yaha bhI kyA! kyA kara rahe ho yahAM, samaya kyoM kho rahe | tumane kabhI dekhA, tuma kisI AdamI ke pAsa baiThe ho| ho? jIvana bhAgA jA rahA hai| bhoga lo| mana hamezA preya kI bilakula saTakara baiThe ho, aura tumane pUchA, ApakA dharma? aura tarapha utsuka karatA hai| vaha kahatA hai, jo prItikara hai, vaha kro| usane kahA, muslmaan| tuma jarA saraka gye| abhI tuma lekina mana ke lie jo prItikara hai, vahI narka siddha hotA hai | bilakula pAsa baiThe the| tuma jaina ho, yA hiMdU ho, tuma jarA saraka AtmA ke lie| aura mana ke lie jo prItikara hai, vahI AtmA gye| aura agara usane kahA ki hiMdU hUM, jaina hUM, to tuma aura jarA ke lie jahara siddha hotA hai| preya ko mAna-mAnakara hI to hama | pAsa A gye| AdamI vahI hai| abhI tuma pAsa baiThe hI the, bhaTake haiM itane janmoM tk| | lekina agara usane kahA musalamAna, agara kahA hiMdU, agara kahA to mahAvIra kahate haiM jJAna kI kiraNa AyI, isakA pramANa hogA IsAI, basa eka dIvAla khar3I ho gyii| satya kI dIvAla! ki zreya Upara Ane lgaa| aba tuma yaha nahIM kahate ki mana kyA basa tuma alaga ho gye| tumane pakkA kara liyA ki yaha kahatA hai vaha kreNge| aba tuma kahate ho, jo karanA cAhie vahI AdamI galata hai| IsAI kaise ThIka ho sakatA hai, musalamAna kaise kreNge| prAraMbha meM to bar3A saMgharSa hogaa| mana kI purAnI AdateM haiN| ThIka ho sakatA hai| maiM jaina hUM, basa jaina hI ThIka hai| jaldI pIchA na chodd'egaa| mana ke purAne saMskAra haiM, vaha bAra-bAra tumhArA vizvAsa to tumheM tor3a rahA hai dUsare se| yaha vizvAsa tamheM parAnI hI dhAraNAoM meM khIMca legaa| lekina saMgharSa karanA| phira jJAna nahIM ho sktaa| yaha tumhArI dhAraNA jor3a nahIM rhii| hogaa| mana se Upara uThanA hogaa| aura dhanyabhAgI haiM ve jo mana se aura mahAvIra kahate haiM jJAna kI yaha kasauTI hai ki vaha jodd'egaa| thor3A Upara uTha jAte haiN| kyoMki mana ke Upara uThate hI jIvana kA | usase prabhAva bar3hegA prema kaa| usase maitrI saghana hogii| usase tuma parama dhana hai| mana ke Upara uThate hI saubhAgya hai| mana ke Upara | bezarta maitrI meM utara jaaoge| tumhArI koI zarta na rahegI ki tuma uThate hI parama AzISa kI varSA ho jAtI hai| mana ke sAtha kauna ho| yahAM hiMdU haiM mere pAsa saMnyAsI, musalamAna haiM mere pAsa | abhizApa hai| mana ke zuruAta meM to sabhI cIjeM prItikara mAlUma saMnyAsI, IsAI haiM, yahUdI haiM, pArasI haiM, jaina haiM, bauddha haiM, sikkha hotI haiM, aMta meM sabhI kar3avI ho jAtI haiN| haiM; duniyA kA aisA koI dharma nahIM hai jisa dharma se mere pAsa mahAvIra ne kahA hai, jo prAraMbha meM mIThA ho, jarUrI nahIM ki aMta | saMnyAsI na hoN| zAyada aisA kahIM bhI Aja ghaTa nahIM rahA hai| yaha meM bhI mIThA ho| aura jo prAraMbha meM kar3avA ho, jarUrI nahIM ki aMta abhUtapUrva hai| lekina yaha ghaTanA cAhie sabhI jgh| kyoMki meM bhI kar3avA ho| bahuta-sI auSadhiyAM kar3avI hotI haiM lekina | | jJAna kI kiraNa utare aura itanA bhI na kara pAye, ki aMdhavizvAsoM svAsthya lAtI haiN| aura bahuta-sI miThAiyAM mIThI hotI haiM aura kI aura vizvAsoM kI dIvAla na girA pAye, to aise jJAna kA kyA sirpha rugNa karatI haiN| isalie cunAva zreya kA krnaa| viveka se | karoge? do kaur3I kA hai| dIyA paidA ho jAe aura aMdherA na haTe, karanA, bodha se krnaa| mana kI mAnakara mata krnaa| mana | to aise dIye ko kyA karoge? vaha bujhA hai| use pheNko| use ulajhAtA hai| | vyartha mata ddhoo| 'jeNa rAgA virajjejja, jeNa see su rjjdi|' jisase zreya 'maitrIbhAva bar3he, usI ko jina-zAsana ne jJAna kahA hai|' 153 2010_03

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jina satra bhAgaH 'jo AtmA ko abaddhaspRSTa, ananya, avizeSa tathA Adi, Aja nahIM kala, kala nahIM parasoM, vidA honA par3A hai| yahAM bahuta madhya, aura aMtahIna dekhatA hai, nirvikalpa dekhatA hai, vahI samagra | rAga kI jar3eM mata phailaao| yahAM aise raho jaise koI atithizAlA jina-zAsana ko dekhatA hai|' | meM ThaharatA hai| vizrAmagRha meM rukatA hai| yahAM bahata moha ke saMbaMdha jisane AtmA ko dekha liyA, usane mahAvIra ke pUre zAstra ko | | mata bnaao| anyathA jAnA kaThina ho jaaegaa| aura agara na jA dekha liyaa| yaha bAta thor3I suno| sake, to vApasa-vApasa pheMka diye jaaoge| moha ke baMdhana hI 'je passadi appaannN|' jisane apane ko dekha liyaa| tumheM khIMca laaeNge| je passadi appANaM, abaddhapuDhe annnnmvisesN| maiMne sunA hai...par3hatA thA maiM eka IsAI phakIra kA jiivn| vaha apadesasuttamajjhaM, passadi jiNasAsaNaM svvN|| pahAr3oM meM kisI guphA kI talAza kara rahA thA, ekAMta-sAdhanA ke usane sArA jina-zAstra dekha liyA, jisane svayaM ko dekha lie| eka guphA ke pAsa pahuMcA to dekhakara cakita ho gyaa| liyaa| aisI sIdhI-sApha, aisI do-TUka bAta kisane kahI hai! vahAM usane eka phakIra ko dekhA, jisane apane ko guphA ke bhItara haiN| tuma jaina-zAstroM meM baiThakara sira mata | lohe kI jaMjIroM se bAMdha rakhA thaa| usane pUchA, maiMne bahuta taraha ke pacAte rhnaa| utaro apane meN| mahAvIra kahate haiM, eka hI zAstra sAdhaka dekhe, tuma yaha kyA kiye ho? yaha tumane khuda jaMjIreM hai par3hane yogya, vaha svayaM kI cetanA hai| eka hI jagata hai praveza bAMdhIM, ki koI tumheM bAMdha gyaa| usane kahA, maiMne hI bAMdhI haiN| yogya, eka hI maMdira hai jAne yogya, vaha svayaM kI AtmA hai| kisalie bAMdhIM? to usane kahA, isa Dara se ki kahIM kisI 'jo AtmA ko abaddhaspRSTa, deha-karmAtIta jAnatA hai|' deha kamajora kSaNa meM saMsAra meM vApasa na lauTa jaauuN| ye jaMjIreM mujhe aura karma, ina do ke jo apane ko pAra dekha letA hai, vahI AtmA jAne nahIM detiiN| ThoMka dI haiM dIvAla se. inake kholane kA koI ko jAnatA hai| 'ananyA' aura jo jAnatA hai ki basa merA zaddha upAya nhiiN| honA hI, zuddhatama sAkSImAtra hI svarUpa hai, svabhAva hai| 'Adi, magara yaha bhI koI saMsAra se mukti haI? agara lohe kI jaMjIroM madhya, aNthiin|' na to merA koI prAraMbha hai, na koI aMta hai. na | ke kAraNa kisI guphA meM par3e rahe, to yaha koI saMsAra se makti koI madhya hai| maiM zAzvata huuN| 'avishess|' aisI bAta ko jo huI? yaha naye taraha kA baMdhana huaa| yaha mokSa na huaa| bodha se bilakula jIvana kA sAmAnya svabhAva anubhava karatA hai, koI | mukti hotI hai| bodha kA artha hai, jahAM se jAnA hai, vahAM se jA hI vizeSa bAta nahIM hai yaha, yaha svAbhAvika hai, yaha AtmA kA cuke| jahAM se jAnA hai, vahAM ghara kyA bsaanaa| jahAM se jAnA hI guNadharma hai, aisA jo dekha letA hai, 'nirvikalpa dekhatA hai|' hogA, vahAM jar3eM kyA phailaanaa| thor3I dera kA vizrAma hai, ThIka hai usakI AMkhoM meM phira vikalpa ke bAdala nahIM hote| vicAra ke kara leNge| lekina jAne ke vakta lauTakara na dekheNge| bAdala nahIM hote| 'vahI samagrarUpa se jina-zAsana ko dekhatA abhI phira darda TapakegA merI AvAja se Akhira hai|' hama to ulajhe haiM bahuta choTI bAtoM meN| hamane to bar3e abhI haMsa rahe ho, abhI rooge| to jaba ronA hI hai, to haMsI meM choTe-choTe par3Ava banA liye, unhIM ko hama maMjila samajha rahe haiN|| bahuta artha nahIM raha gyaa| mujhe jAnA hai ika dina terI baz2me-nAz2a se Akhira abhI phira Aga uThegI zikastA sAja se Akhira abhI phira darda TapakegA merI AvAja se Akhira abhI merA sAja TUTa jAegA, abhI vINA TUTI par3I hogI, abhI abhI phira Aga uThegI zikastA sAja se Akhira citA jlegii| mujhe jAnA hai ika dina terI baz2me-nAz2a se Akhira mujhe jAnA hai ika dina terI baz2me-nAz2a se Akhira jahAM se jAnA hai, vahAM bahuta mata pkdd'o| yaha terI mahaphila bar3I pyArI hai, lekina jAnA hai| jAnA mujhe jAnA hai ika dina terI baz2me-nAja se Akhira pdd'egaa| to yahAM aise rahanA jaise kamala rahatA hai jala meN| rahanA, yaha mahaphila sadA nahIM clegii| sapane jaisI hai| yahAM se uThanA | lekina jala ko chUne mata denaa| jala meM hI rahanA aura jala se hI hogaa| yahAM se sabhI ko uThanA par3A hai| eka na eka dina, alipta rhnaa| 541 2010_03

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webmasumaase jJAna hai paramayoga _ 'jo AtmA ko isa apavitra zarIra se tatvataH bhinna tathA kucha pharka nahIM par3atA jJAyaka-svarUpa jAnatA hai, vahI samasta zAstroM ko jAnatA hai| pazcima meM eka bahuta bar3A nAstika huaa-volteyr| usane jo appANaM jANadi, asui-sarIrAdu taccado bhinnN| jiMdagIbhara Izvara, AtmA, dharma, inakA khaMDana kiyaa| phira vaha jANaga-rUva-sarUvaM, so satthaM jANade savvaM / / bImAra par3A, hRdaya kA daurA pdd'aa| taba vaha ghabar3A gyaa| taba 'AtmA ko isa zarIra se tatvataH bhinna aura jJAyaka-svarUpa ekadama usane apanI patnI ko kahA. apane mitroM ko kahA ki jAnatA hai|' jaldI hI kisI dharmaguru kA bulaao| para unhoMne kahA, dharmaguru! yaha gahanatama sUtra hai dhyAna kaa| jise bhI hama dekhane meM samartha ho kyA tuma bhUla gaye apane siddhAMta? usane kahA chor3o siddhAMta, jAte haiM, vaha hama se bhinna hai| tuma apane zarIra ko dekhane meM samartha idhara maiM mara rahA hUM, tumheM siddhAMta kI par3I hai| abhI taka to jiMdA ho, zarIra tumase bhinna hai| tuma apane vicAra ko dekhane meM samartha | thA, to kabhI maiMne socA na thaa| lekina kauna jAne, yaha dharmaguru ho, vicAra tumase bhinna hai| tuma sirpha apane sAkSIbhAva ko dekhane | ThIka hI hoM! marate vakta mujhe Age kA iMtajAma kara lene do| meM samartha nahIM ho, isalie sAkSIbhAva se tuma abhinna ho| usase dharmaguru bulAyA gyaa| saMyoga kI bAta vaha ThIka ho gyaa| tuma alaga nahIM ho skte| kATate-kATate, haTAte-haTAte jo jaba vaha phira svastha ho gayA, to usane phira apane purAne rAga bhinna hai use jAnate-jAnate AdamI usa aMtima par3Ava para pahuMcatA zurU kara diye| phira nAstikatA! phira Izvara, phira AtmA kA hai, jahAM kevala vahI zeSa raha jAtA hai| jisako apane se alaga khaMDana! mitroM ne kahA yaha tuma kyA kara rahe ho? usane kahA vaha nahIM kiyA jA sakatA, vaha tumhArA zuddha jJAyaka-svarUpa hai| usa sirpha mauta ke bhaya ke kAraNa, vaha koI asalI bAta na thii| vaha zuddha meM hI jIne kA nAma dharma hai| aura usa zuddha meM hI Thahara jAne | to sirpha bhAvAveza thaa| phira vaha apanI buddhi meM praveza kara kA nAma mokSa hai| usa zuddha ko jinhoMne jAna liyA, ve hI mukta | gayA-bahuta bar3A buddhimAna AdamI thaa| bahuta tarkazIla haiN| aura mahAvIra kahate haiM, jisane usa jJAyaka-svarUpa ko jAna AdamI thaa| to usane usake lie bhI tarka khoja liyA ki vaha to liyA, vahI samasta zAstroM ko jAnatA hai| usane saba jAna liye bhaya ke kAraNa jarA kaMpa gayA thaa| usako tuma kucha gaura mata do| karAna, bAibila, veda, giitaa| phira kahIM kacha aura jAnane kI lekina phira dasa-paMdraha sAla bAda vaha daurA pdd'aa| taba vaha phira jarUrata na rhii| ghbdd'aayaa| usane kahA, bulAo dharmaguru ko| lekina mitroM ne ise thor3A smjho| | kahA, aba tumhAre bhaya ke kAraNa hama dhokhe meM na pdd'eNge| kahate haiM sabhI rahasyavAdiyoM ne mahAvIra, kaSNa, baddha, sabhI | mitra gherA bAMdhakara khar3e ho gye| unhoMne kahA, na to hama dharmagaru rahasyavAdiyoM ne-eka bAta para jora diyA hai ki zAstra ko ko bhItara Ane deMge, na tumako bAhara jAne deNge| aba dhokhA na jAnakara tuma svayaM ko na jAna sakoge, lekina agara svayaM ko clegaa| rone lagA volteyr| chAtI pITane lagA ki yaha tuma kyA jAna lo to sabhI zAstroM ko jAna skoge| zAstra kI tarapha se jo kara rahe ho, maiM marA jA rahA hai| idhara mauta khar3I hai, tumheM siddhAMtoM svayaM ko jAnane calA, usane prAraMbha se hI galata yAtrA zurU kara kI par3I hai| chor3o maiMne kyA kahA thaa| maiM kyA kahatA hUM use dii| vaha zabdoM meM bhaTaka jAegA, zabdoM ke bar3e jaMgala haiN| zabdoM suno| lekina mitroM ne kahA ki aba nhiiN| phira vaha ThIka nahIM kA bar3A bIhar3a jaMgala hai| usase lauTanA muzkila ho jaaegaa| huA, mara gyaa| lekina usakI avasthA ko hama thor3A soceN| siddhAMtoM kI bar3I bhIr3a hai| tuma usameM bhaTaka jaaoge| bar3A buddhi kahIM bhI le jAtI nhiiN| jaba saba ThIka cala rahA hai, taba tarkajAla hai| usase chUTanA muzkila ho jaaegaa| phira, zAstra se to zAyada tumheM paramAtmA kI yAda bhI nahIM aatii| taba dharma kI tuma jo bhI jAnoge, vaha buddhi se jaanoge| anubhava se nahIM, hRdaya tumheM yAda bhI nahIM aatii| maMdira ke pAsa se tuma aise gujara jAte ho se nhiiN| buddhi tumhArI bharatI jAegI, aura hRdaya khAlI kA jaise maMdira hai hI nhiiN| jaba cIjeM gar3abar3a ho jAtI haiM, hAtha-paira khAlI raha jaaegaa| tumhAre jIvana kA saMtulana DAMvAMDola ho DAMvAMDola hone lagate haiM, mauta karIba Ane lagatI hai, taba tumheM jaaegaa| phira tuma cAhe Astika bana jAo, cAhe nAstika, | dharma kI yAda AtI hai| 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH 2 MEROLA lekina yaha yAda bar3I mUlyavAna nahIM hai| agara tuma phira ThIka sakatA, jaina nahIM ho sktaa| dhArmika honA kAphI hai| kAphI se ho gaye, to phira tuma usI akar3a se calane lgoge| jyAdA hai| yaha vizeSaNa bilakula vyartha hai| buddhi se AdamI nAstika ho, to kisI matalaba kA nhiiN| 'ataH he bhavya '....aMtima sUtra... 'tU isa jJAna meM sadA lIna buddhi se agara Astika ho, to kisI matalaba kA nhiiN| kyoMki raha, isI meM sadA saMtuSTa raha, isI meM tRpta ho, isI se tujhe uttama buddhi to sirpha yaMtra hai, tumhArI AtmA nhiiN| jaba taka AtmA na sukha prApta hogaa|' DUba jAe, tanmaya na ho jAe; jaba taka AtmA kA pora-pora na | 'edamhi rado nniccN| he bhavya, tU isa jJAna meM dduub|' bhIga jAe, taba taka kacha sAra nhiiN| baddhi meM siddhAMtoM kA honA 'saMtaTTho hohi nniccmedmhi| isI meM saMtuSTa ho|' aise hI hai, jaise kisI ko bhUkha lagI ho, vaha pAkazAstra par3ha rahA | 'edeNa hohi titto| isI meM tRpta ho|' hai| khUba suMdara bhojana, svAdiSTa bhojanoM kA varNana hai| kaise | 'hohidi tuha uttama sokkhN| aura uttama sukha tujhe nizcita banAnA. yaha bhI likhA hai| eka se eka vyaMjana, saba byaure se milegaa| ta uttama sakha ho jaaegaa|' likhe haiN| bhUkha lagI AdamI ko, vaha pAkazAstra par3ha rahA hai| tU mahAsukha svayaM ho jaaegaa| isase kyA bhUkha miTegI? isase zAyada bhUkha thor3I bar3ha jAe, yaha jise hama saMsAra samajha rahe haiM aura jahAM hama sukha khoja rahe haiM, ho sakatA hai, lekina miTa to nahIM sktii| aura jisane vahAM milatA kisI ko kabhI sukha? vahAM sirpha AbhAsa hai, pAkazAstra ko hI bhojana samajha liyA, usa abhAge AdamI ko magamarIcikA hai, khilaune haiN| vahI vyakti praur3ha hai, jise yaha hama kyA kaheM, vaha pAgala hai| veda to pAkazAstra hai| dikhAyI par3a gayA ki saMsAra meM sirpha khilaune haiN| choTA baccA // ke rasAyana meM paganA hogA, raMganA hogaa| bhojana khela rahA hai| gar3A-gar3I kA vivAha racAtA hai| aura usI taraha pakAnA hogA apanI hI AtmA meN| usa gahanatama prayogazAlA meM uttejita hotA hai jaise ki tuma asalI vivAha meM uttejita hote ho| utaranA hogaa| mahAvIra kahate haiM, tumane agara svayaM ko jAnA, to usako to tuma kahate ho baccA hai, khilavAr3a meM lagA hai| lekina tuma gavAhI ho jAoge sabhI zAstroM ke| tuma kaha sakoge ki hAM, | tuma jo vivAha racAte ho, vaha khilavAr3a se kahIM jyAdA hai? vaha ve sabhI ThIka haiN| aura yaha bhI khayAla rakha lenA, jisa vyakti ne bhI khilavAr3a hai| thor3e bar3e paimAne para hai| choTe bacce bArAta svayaM ko jAnA, vaha kahegA sabhI ThIka haiN| vaha yaha na kahegA, nikAlate haiM apane guDDe kI, tuma rAma kI bArAta nikAlate ho| karAna ThIka hai, bAibila galata hai| vaha yaha na kahegA, veda sahI haiM | rAmalIlA karate ho| usameM sammilita hote ho| lekina saba khela aura buddha galata haiN| usako to dikhAyI par3a gayA anubhv| aba hai| khela se kaba jAgoge? zabdoM ke bheda hoMge, rUpa-rekhA alaga hogI, raMga-DhaMga alaga matAe-sojo-sAje-jiMdagI paimAnA-o-barabata hoMge, lekina bhItara kA prANa to use samajha meM A gyaa| use maiM khuda ko ina khilaunoM se bhI aba bahalA nahIM sakatA mUlasUtra to pakar3a meM A gyaa| aba sabhI ThIka haiN| isalie | kaba vaha vakta AegA, jaba tuma kahoge--jIvana ke mahAvIra ne eka siddhAMta ko janma diyA, jisako anekAMtavAda sukha-dukha, zarAba aura sNgiit...| kahate haiN| matAe-sojo-sAje-jiMdagI paimAnA-o-barabata anekAMtavAda kA artha hotA hai, sabhI dRSTiyAM ThIka haiN| koI maiM khuda ko ina khilaunoM se bhI aba bahalA nahIM sakatA dRSTi galata nhiiN| mahAvIra ne darzana kA bar3A anUThA artha kiyA kaba vaha vakta AegA jaba tuma kahoge ki aba ina khilaunoM se hai| darzana kA artha hai, aisI dRSTi jahAM sabhI dRSTiyAM ThIka haiN| | bhI bahalAne kA vakta jA cukaa| aba maiM ina khilaunoM se bhI darzana kA artha hai, sabhI dRSTiyoM ko ThIka mAnakara sabhI dRSTiyoM apane ko bahalA nahIM sktaa| usI dina tuma praur3ha bnoge| usI ke Upara uTha jaanaa| koI dRSTi meM baMdhA na raha jAe vykti| to | dina tumhAre bhItara bodha kA janma huaa| usI dina vastutaH tuma dharma kA artha to huA, jaba vyakti kisI dharma meM baMdhA na raha jnme| usake pahale taka to eka sapanA thaa| jaae| dhArmika vyakti hiMdU nahIM ho sakatA, musalamAna nahIM ho rukhasata ai hamasapharo! sahare-nigAra A hI gayA 56 | 2010_03

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jJAna hai paramayoga - MAHARIHARomania khulda bhI jisa pe ho kurbA vo diyAra A hI gayA zarAba hai, nazA hai| bodha nahIM, jAgaraNa nhiiN| DUbo, apane meN| mahAvIra kahate haiM, jo ina khilaunoM se jaga gayA, bAta ho gyii| dekhanA hI hai jo iMsAna meM bhagavAna tumheM idhara khilaunoM se chUTe ki vahAM satya hAtha meM AyA nhiiN| idhara AdamI ko hI AdamI kI naz2ara se dekho sapanA TUTA ki vahAM AMkha khulI nhiiN| AMkha kA khulanA aura cala rahe haiM jo unheM cala ke Dagara se dekho sapane kA TUTanA yugapata hai| ekasAtha hai| aisA thor3e hI hai ki tairanevAle ko taTa se na, lahara se dekho pahale ajJAna miTegA, phira jJAna hogaa| ajJAna miTA ki jJAna DUbanA pdd'e| yaha jo DUba gaye, unakI bAteM haiN| jo kho gaye parama huA, jJAna huA ki ajJAna mittaa| eka sAtha! eka pala meM! sAgara meM, unake vacana haiN|| rukhasata ai hamasapharo! alvidaa| kahane lagatA hai vaisA vyakti | cala rahe haiM jo unheM cala ke Dagara se dekho apane sAthiyoM se ki aba vidAI A gayI, aba tuma calo jisa aise kinAre baiThakara mata dekhate rhnaa| tumheM patA na calegA rAste para tuma cala rahe ho, lekina maiM to vidA huA unakA aanNd| daur3anevAle kA AnaMda baiThanevAle ko kaise patA rukhasata ai hamasapharo! sahare-nigAra A hI gayA calegA! kabhI tuma daur3e ho subaha ke sUraja meM, subaha kI tAjI merI maMjila A gyii| havAoM meM, jaba malaya-bahAra saba tarapha ghera letI hai, subaha kI khulda bhI jisa pe ho kurbA vo diyAra A hI gayA nayI sugaMdha? tuma daur3e ho havAoM meM, tumane kiyA hai saMgharSa? aura svarga bhI jisa para kurbAna ho jAeM, vaha khuzI kA nagara, nahIM to tumheM patA nahIM calegA, vaha jo pulaka, vaha jo tAjagI usa vaha aMtaHpura A gyaa| kSaNa ghera letI hai daur3anevAle ko| tuma baiThe kinAre se dekhate rahoge, hamane isa deza meM AtmA ko eka aura nAma diyA hai| vaha nAma daur3anevAlA bhI dikhAyI par3atA hai, havA ke jhaper3e bhI dikhAyI hai puruss| puruSa usI dhAtu se banatA hai, jisase pur| puruSa kA par3ate haiM kyoMki usake vastra ur3e jA rahe haiM, usake bAla ur3e jA rahe artha hotA hai, bhItara ke nagara meM rhnevaalaa| haiM, aura yaha bhI dikhAyI par3atA hai ki bar3A tAjA aura bar3A prasanna rukhasata ai hmsphro| sahare-nigAra A hI gayA hai, lekina bhItara usake jo ghaTa rahA hai, vaha to tuma kaise jAnoge, khulda bhI jisa pe ho kurbA vo diyAra A hI gayA kaise dekhoge? idhara khilaune hAtha se chUTe nahIM, idhara tuma khAlI hue saMsAra ke cala rahe haiM jo unheM cala ke Dagara se dekho upadrava se, vahAM tuma bhare nahIM paramAtmA kI parama zAMti se| tairanevAle ko taTa se na, lahara se dekho| 'he bhavya, tU isa jJAna meM sadA lIna rh|' tairanevAle kA kucha majA hai| vaha tairanevAlA hI jAnatA hai| vaha - kisa jJAna meM? zAstra ke nahIM, zabda ke nhiiN| svayaM ke, dhyAna tumheM batAnA bhI cAhe to nahIM batA sktaa| 'gUMge kerI srkraa|' ke, apane anubhava ke aMtara-saMgIta meM dduub| usane svAda to liyA hai, lekina kaise kahe? kahane ko kucha 'isI meM sadA saMtuSTa rh| isI meM tRpta ho| isI se tujhe uttama | upAya nahIM hai| gUMgA jyAdA se jyAdA tumhArA hAtha pakar3akara khIMca sukha prApta hogaa|' sakatA hai ki Ao, tuma bhI rasa le lo, tuma bhI cakho isa svAda mahAvIra kahate haiM, uttama skh| jo sakha kabhI na chine, vaha ko| tairanevAle se tama pacho ki kyA hai majA? yaha pAnI ke uttm| jo Ae to Ae, phira jAe na, vaha uttm| jo Ae to thaper3oM meM ulajhanA terA, yaha pAnI ke sAtha nAca, yaha nRtya laharoM sadA ke lie A jAe, jo Ae to zAzvata A jAe, jo mile meM, kyA hai majA? to vaha kahegA, Ao, khIMcegA tumhArA haath| to phira jisase bichar3anA na ho, vaha uttm| jisa sukha meM vahI mahAvIra kara rahe haiN| vahI sadA satpuruSoM ne kiyA hai| khIMcate bichar3anA ho, vaha kevala dukha kA hI eka ceharA hai| jisa haMsI meM haiM tumhArA hAtha ki aao| tuma kahate ho, pahale smjhaao| tuma AMsU chipe hoM, vaha rone kA hI eka DhaMga hai| jahAM se haTa jAnA kahate ho, pahale hameM pakkA bharosA A jAe ki kucha sAra hai, to par3e, vahAM rahanA kevala haTane kI taiyArI hai| jisa yoga meM viyoga utreNge| yahIM ar3acana hai| saMbhava ho, vaha yoga hI nhiiN| vaha kevala yoga kA dhokhA hai| vaha | maiMne sanA hai, mullA nasaruddIna tairanA sIkhane nadI para gayA thaa| 57 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 paira phisala gayA, kAI jamI thI ghATa para, gira pdd'aa| bhAgA vahAM | vasaMta ko jisane dekha liyA, phira eka-eka kalI aura se| jo sikhAne use le gayA thA usane kahA, kahAM jA rahe ho? eka-eka phUla ko thor3e hI ginatA phiratA hai| A gayA vsNt| nasaruddIna ne kahA, ho gyaa| aba jaba taka tairanA sIkha na lUM, vasaMta ko pUrA jisane dekha liyA, saba phUla samA gaye usmeN| nadI ke pAsa bhI na phttkuuNgaa| yaha to khataranAka mAmalA hai, abhI dhyAna rahe, khaMDoM kA jor3a nahIM hai puurnn| khaMDoM ke jor3a se bahuta paira phisala gayA, agara pAnI meM cale gaye hote to gye| aba jyAdA hai puurnn| vasaMta sabhI phUloM aura kaliyoM kA jor3a nahIM hai, AnevAlA nahIM huuN| aba tairakara, sIkhakara hI aauuNgaa| lekina vasaMta kaliyoM aura phUloM ke jor3a se jyAdA hai| vasaMta bahuta usa AdamI ne kahA, tuma tairanA sIkhoge kahAM? koI gadde-takiyoM virATa hai| kaliyoM aura phUloM meM to thor3I-thor3I jhalaka par3I hai, para to AdamI tairanA sIkhatA nhiiN| kitane hI hAtha-paira tar3aphAo thor3I pratichavi AyI hai| kaliyoM aura phUloM meM to thor3A-sA gadde-takiyoM para, usase tairanA na aaegaa| suvidhApUrNa hai vaisA | pratibiMba banA hai, thor3I lahara gUMjI hai| tairanA, khatarA bilakula nahIM hai-apane gadde-takiyoM para camana ko dekha to phira phUla-pAta ko na dekha hAtha-paira pheMka rahe haiM, kauMna kyA karegA? DUbane kA koI Dara nahIM yAnI pahacAna khilAr3I ko basa bisAta na dekha hai| lekina DUbane kA jahAM Dara na ho, vahAM tairanA AtA hI nhiiN| mahAvIra haiM, buddha haiM, bar3I unakI bisAta hai| zataraMja ke mohare jitanI bar3I jokhama, utanI hI bar3I AtmA kA janma hotA hai| bichAkara baiThe haiN| tuma moharoM ko hI mata dekhate rahanA, khilAr3I vaha DUbane se hI tairane kI kalA AtI hai| DUbane kI saMbhAvanA se ko dekh| unake zabda to mohare haiM zataraMja ke| unake siddhAMta bhI hI tairane kA satya pakar3a meM AtA hai| mohare haiN| usI meM mata ulajha jaanaa| anyathA tuma Upara-Upara raha jaaoge| daur3anevAle ko kinAre yAnI pahacAna khilAr3I ko basa bisAta na dekha se baiThakara dekha loge, tairanevAle ko kinAre se baiThakara dekha loge| merI DolI kI garIbI pe o hNsnevaale| mahAvIra ko aise hI to dekhA tumne| aise hI to tuma mujha ko bhI merI dulhana ko dekha, lauTatI bArAta na dekha dekha rahe ho| bahuta kama loga haiM jinhoMne mahAvIra kI dulhana dekhii| lauTatI camana ko dekha to phira phUla-pAta ko na dekha... bArAta dekhii| to jaina-zAstroM meM bar3A ullekha hai ki mahAvIra ne camana ko dekha to phira phUla-pAta ko na dekha kitanA tyAga kiyA-kitane ghor3e, kitane hAthI, kitane hIre, yAnI pahacAna khilAr3I ko basa bisAta na dekha kitane javAharAta! bar3I laMbI saMkhyAeM haiN| bar3e zUnyoM para zUnya merI DolI kI garIbI pe o haMsanevAle! rakhe haiN| tyAga to dikhA unheM, isalie bar3A varNana kiyA hai| merI dulhana ko dekha, lauTatI bArAta na dekha lekina yaha lauTatI bArAta hai| isako to mahAvIra chor3akara cale lekina dulhana bar3I bhItara hai| DolI hI dikhAyI par3atI hai, gye| isameM to unheM kucha bhI na dikhaa| bArAta dikhAyI par3atI hai| dulhana to DolI meM chipI hai| DolI jisako mahAvIra ne chor3a diyA, usako jainiyoM ne bar3e vistAra kabhI bahuta sajI-saMvarI ho, amIra kI ho, to bhI jarUrI nahIM ki se likhA hai| inako jarUra kucha dikhatA hogA, anyathA kauna dulhana bhItara ho hii| DolI garIba kI bhI ho, raMga-rogana saba ur3a kAgaja kharAba karatA hai| yaha lauTatI bArAta hai| yaha dekha rahe haiM gayA ho, to bhI dulhana ho sakatI hai| ki kauna-kauna Ae the| pradhAnamaMtrI the bArAta meM, rASTrapati the, camana ko dekha to phira phala-pAta ko na dekha garvanara the, yaha lauTatI bArAta dekha rahe haiM, yaha dUlhe ko bhUla hI tumane agara mere zabda-zabda cune, to tumane phUla-pAta cunaa| to gaye haiM! dulhana kI to bAta hI dUra, dulhana to dUra chipI hai cUMghaTa tumane camana ko na dekhaa| to yaha bahAra jo AyI thI tumhAre pAsa, | meM, DolI meN| mahAvIra ke tyAga ko to dekhA, mahAvIra ke bhoga ko aise hI gujara gyii| tumane khaMDa-khaMDa cune, tumane samagra ko na dekhA? mahAvIra kI dulhana dekhI? mahAvIra ne jo chor3A, vaha to dekhaa| tumane gina liyA! mahAvIra ne jo pAyA, usako ginA? vaha to camana ko dekha to phira phUla-pAta ko na dekha! bilakula cUka gyaa| 58 2010_03

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jJAna hai paramayoga to mahAvIra kI bar3I adhUrI tasvIra logoM ke hAtha meM hai aura adhUrI hI nahIM, galata tasvIra hAtha meM hai| loga kahate haiM, mahAvIra mhaatyaagii| maiM tamase kahatA haM, itane bar3e mahAbhogI kabhI-kabhI hote haiN| unhoMne paramasatya ko bhogaa| paramasattA ko bhogaa| jo appANaM jANadi, asui-sarIrAdu taccado bhinnN| jANaga-rUva-sarUvaM, so satthaM jANade svvN|| edamhi rado NiccaM, saMtuTTho hohi nniccmedmhi| edeNa hohi titto, hohidi tuha uttama sokkh|| kisane unake uttama sukha ko dekhA? kisane dekhA unake svarga ko? lekina vaha dekhA bhI nahIM jA sakatA bAhara se| bAhara se to lauTatI bArAta dikhAyI par3atI hai| zataraMja ke mohare dikhAyI par3ate haiN| khilAr3I to bhItara chipA hai| dalhana to DolI meM hai| cala rahe haiM jo unheM cala ke Dagara se dekho tairanevAle ko taTa sena, lahara se dekho| Aja itanA hii| 59 2010_03 R

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prazna-sAra SARAN praznakartA ke khayAla meM, bhagavAna kA eka hI bAta aneka-aneka DhaMgoM se kahanA, __ para sunate samaya use laganA jaise pahalI bAra sunatA ho| aura itanA AnaMda milanA ki vApisa ghara lauTane kA mana na honaa| praznakartA kI vihvalatA-kyA kare, kyA kare vaha ki bhagavAna ko sunatA hI rahe! ghara se cale the, anekoM prazna se ghire the| kala ke pravacana se acAnaka sAre prazna gAyaba! aisA kyoM aura kaise huA? bhagavAna kA pravacana sunate samaya AMkhoM kA baMda hone laganA, kAnoM kA baharA hone laganA aura ceSTA se bhI sthiti kA na sNbhlnaa| idhara jI kI cAha ki jaba paramAtmA samakSa hai to use nihAratA rahe, vacanAmRta-rasapAna karatA rhe| kaise hozapUrvaka sunanA ho-bhakta kI pukAra... maiM kyA prazna karUM aura Apa kyA uttara deM! prazna bhI Apa, uttara bhI aap| prema meM prazna ho, uttara ho, yA cuppI? kaI bAra bhagavAna kA raMgIna dikhAyI par3anA-yadyapi eka khAlIpana kI bhAMti -aura praznakartA kA AnaMda se bhara uThanA yaha saba kyA? 2010_03

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pa halA prazna: Apa eka hI bAta kahate haiM aneka-aneka DhaMgoM se| para jaba Apako sunatA hUM to usa samaya yahI lagatA hai ki pahalI bAra suna rahA huuN| aura itanA AnaMda milatA hai ki vApisa ghara lauTakara jAne kA jI nahIM krtaa| kyA karUM, maiM kyA karUM ki Apako sunatA hI rahUM ! eka bAta hai kahane ko / kyoMki eka hI satya hai jAnane ko / saca pUcho to eka bAta bhI kahane ko nahIM hai / jAnane ko hai kucha, kahane ko nahIM / jAgane ko hai kucha, sunane ko nahIM / kucha hai, jo kahA nahIM jA sktaa| usI ko kahanA hai| DhaMga | badala jAte haiN| aura acchA hai ki tumheM yAda rahe ki maiM eka hI | bAta kaha rahA hUM / DhaMgoM meM bahuta mata ulajha jAnA / bahuta loga ulajha gaye haiM / koI hiMdU meM, koI musalamAna meM, koI jaina meM, ve saba DhaMga haiN| kahane ke bheda haiN| abhivyaMjanAeM haiM alg-alg| abhivyaktiyAM haiM alg-alg| jo kahA gayA hai, vaha eka hai| aura jo kahA gayA hai, vaha kucha aisA hai ki kahA nahIM jA sakatA hai| isIlie bahuta DhaMgoM se kahanA par3atA hai ki zAyada eka DhaMga cUka jAe, to dUsare DhaMga se pakar3a meM A jaae| dUsarA cUke, to tIsare se pakar3a A jaae| isalie maiM roja naye-naye izAre karatA huuN| aMguliyAM alaga-alaga hoM bhalA / jisa tarapha izArA hai, vaha nizcita hI eka hai| agara tuma kala cUka gaye, to Aja mata cUka jaanaa| yaha niraMtara eka hI tarapha satata izArA aise hI hai jaise jaladhAra giratI hai pahAr3a 2010_03 se sakhta caTTAnoM para / jala to bahuta komala hai, caTTAna bar3I sakhta hai para dhAra giratI hI rahatI hai, giratI hI rahatI hai, giratI hI rahatI hai, eka dina caTTAna TUTa jAtI hai, reta hokara baha jAtI hai| komala jIta jAtA hai sakhta para / nirbala jIta jAtA balazAlI pr| pahAr3a se girate hue jharane ko dekhakara tumheM kabhI yAda AyA yA nahIM - nirbala ke bala rAma / nahIM AyA, to phira tumane pahAr3a se giratA jharanA nahIM dekhaa| jharanA jIta jAtA hai, jisakA koI bhI bala nhiiN| caTTAna hAra jAtI hai, jisakA saba bala hai| AdamI kA mana to hai caTTAna kI bhAMti / bar3A sakhta / sadiyoM purAnA | bar3A prAcIna / sanAtana / sadA se calA AyA / aura caitanya kI dhAra hai jala, jaladhAra kI bhAMti / abhI-abhI / abhI-abhI phuuttii| abhI bUMda-bUMda ttpkii| lekina jIta jAegI caitanya kI dhAra / to roja-roja tumase eka hI bAta kahatA hUM, vahI jaladhAra hai, vahI jaladhAra hai| pahale dina na TUTegI caTTAna, dUsare dina ttuuttegii| Aja nahIM to kala, kala nahIM to parasoM, caTTAna ko TUTanA hI pdd'egaa| caTTAna purAnI hai, para niSprANa hai| jaladhAra nayI hai, para saprANa hai / DhaMga badala letA hUM, zabda badala letA huuN| aura isIlie maiMne sabhI zAstroM ke zabda le liye haiN| kyoMki jaba mujhe yaha dikhAyI par3a gayA ki eka hI hai, to sabhI zAstra mere ho gaye / aba mujhe koI pharka nahIM hai mahAvIra aura muhammada meM, kRSNa meM aura krAisTa meM | DhaMga kA pharka hai| donoM DhaMga pyAre haiN| jisa DhaMga se tumheM samajha meM A jAe vahI DhaMga pyArA hai| DhaMga para mata jaanaa| vaha jo DhaMga ke bhItara chipA hai, usa para hI dhyAna 65

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 rkhnaa| aura vaha eka tumheM sunAyI par3ane lage to phira sunane kI par3I hai ki zAyada bAta vahI hai, lekina zAyada! abhI yaha pragAr3ha bhI jarUrata na raha jaaegii| vaha eka tumheM dikhAyI par3ane lage, to | hokara tumhArA jIvaMta anubhava nahIM banA hai| phira dikhAne kA koI prayojana na raha jaaegaa| AMkhavAloM ko to | isalie jaba bhI tuma mujhe sunoge, lagegA nyaa| nayA kucha bhI koI rAha nahIM dikhaataa| aMdhoM ko dikhAnI par3atI hai| svastha ko | nahIM hai| satya nayA kaise ho sakatA hai! satya na nayA hai, na purAnA to koI auSadhi nahIM pilAtA, rogI ko pilAnI par3atI hai| hai| satya to basa hai| naye-purAne kA koI saMbaMdha satya para nahIM jAgo! usa eka ko jise maiM dikhAne kI koziza kara rahA hUM, | lagatA, kyoMki satya samaya ke bAhara hai| naye aura purAne to dekhane kI koziza karo! to jo maiM kaha rahA hUM usakA bahuta mUlya | samaya ke bhItara hote haiN| satya kucha aisA thor3e hI hai ki kala thA nahIM hai| eka bAra samajha meM A jAe, aMgulI vyartha ho jAtI hai, aura kala nahIM hogaa| yA Aja huA hai| satya to basa hai| phira to cAMda para najara Tika jAtI hai| zAstra vyartha ho jAte haiM, | Aja-kala satya ke bhItara ho rahe haiN| satya Aja-kala ke bhItara satya para AMkheM baMdha jAtI haiN| usI dina se phira sunane-sunAne kI nahIM ho rahA hai| jisa kSaNa tumheM yaha bAta pragAr3ha hone lagegI, koI bAta na rahI, par3hane par3hAne kI koI bAta na rhii| TUTegI tumhArI caTTAna aura jaladhAra ko jagaha milegI, phira tumheM kabIra ne kahA hai yAda bhI na AyegI kyA purAnA aura kyA nayA! phira to jo hai, 'likhA likhI kI hai nahIM, dekhA dekhI baat|' vastutaH vahI tumheM ghera legaa| vahI tumhAre bAhara hai, vahI tumhAre para binA izAroM ke AMkha tamhArI usa tarapha jAegI n| to | bhItara hai| khayAla rakhanA, kahIM merI abhivyaMjanA hI bAdhA na bana jaae| aura jisa dina yaha ghaTanA ghaTa jAegI, usI dina phira kahIM bhI kahIM aisA na ho ki tuma sunane meM hI rasa lene lgo| kahIM aisA na | jAo, mujhase dUra na jA skoge| ghara lauTo, to bhI mujhameM hI ho ki sunane kA saMgIta hI tumheM pakar3a le| kahIM aisA na ho ki lauttoge| yahAM Ao, to mere pAsa aaoge| na Ao, to mere sunanA hI tumhArI behozI ho jaae| kahIM yaha manoraMjana na bana pAsa aaoge| phira eka saMbaMdha banegA, jo samaya aura sthAna ke jaae| jAgaraNa bane to ThIka, manoraMjana bane to cUka gye| to tuma | bAhara hai| phira eka setu jur3a jAegA, jo dehAtIta hai| lekina mere pAsa bhI Aye aura dUra hI raha gye| mere zabdoM ko mata | jaba taka nahIM sunA hai, taba taka bAra-bAra AnA hogaa| Ane kI pkdd'naa| unakA upayoga kara lenaa| aura upayoga hote hI unheM | takalIpha uThAnI hogii| agara na uThAnI ho takalIpha to jaldI aise hI pheMka denA jaise khAlI calI huI kAratUsa ko pheMka dete haiN| | karo, caTTAna ko TUTane do| suno! suno hI mata, guno! hAtha hI phira use rakhane kA koI artha nhiiN| calI kAratUsa ko kauna DhotA | mata dekho merA, usa tarapha dekho jisa tarapha hAtha izArA kara rahA hai? aura jo DhoyegA, vaha kisI dina musIbata meM pdd'egaa| vaha | hai| usa adRzya ko pakar3ane kI koziza kro| phira tuma jahAM bhI kAma nahIM aayegii| jisa dina tumheM jarA-sI jhalaka milI, usI | hooge, jaise bhI hooge, koI bheda mere aura tumhAre bIca saMbaMdha dina zabda calI huI kAratUsa ho gye| kA na pdd'egaa| phira maiM zarIra meM rahaM, tuma zarIra meM raho, yA na raho, pUchA hai, "eka hI bAta Apa kahate haiM aneka-aneka DhaMgoM se|| yaha jor3a kucha aisA hai ki TUTatA nhiiN| para jaba bhI Apako sunatA hUM to usa samaya yahI lagatA hai ki abhI to lauTane meM takalIpha hogii| kyoMki lauTakara jaba tuma pahalI bAra suna rahA huuN|' jAte ho, akele jAte ho, mujhe apane sAtha nahIM le jaate| maiM aisA isalie lagatA hai ki jo maiM tumheM dikhA rahA hUM, vaha tumheM | calane ko rAjI huuN| tuma apane ghara meM mere lie jagaha hI nahIM aba taka dikhAyI nahIM pdd'aa| jisa dina dikhAyI par3a jAegA, | bnaate| suna loge mujhe, samajha loge mujhe, to maiM sAtha hI A rahA usa dina phira aisA na lgegaa| phira mere zabda kitane hI naye hoM, | huuN| mujhase dUrI gayI, duI gyii| phira tuma mujhase bhare hue lauttoge| mahAvIra ke bahAne kahaM ki muhammada ke bahAne kaha, tama jaldI hI jaba taka aisA nahIM, taba taka to bar3I takalIpha hogii| pahacAna loge ki bAta vahI hai| abhI tumheM dikhAyI nahIM par3A hai| abhI bajme-taraba se kyA uThU maiM tumane sunA hai bahuta bAra, aisI tumhAre aMtasa-cetana meM jhAMI bhI | abhI to AMkha bhI paranama nahIM hai 2010_03

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kinArA bhItara hai abhI isa khuzI kI mahaphila se to mata uThAo mujhe, abhI to hai| vaha kAma to pUrA karanA hogaa| bhagor3Apana maiM nahIM sikhAtA AMkha bhI gIlI nahIM huii| huuN| bhagor3e mere lie saMnyAsI nahIM haiN| bhagor3e meM kucha kamI hai| abhI bajme-taraba se kyA uThU maiM bhagor3A saMsAra meM paramAtmA ko na dekha pAyA, aMdhA hai| bhagor3A abhI to AMkha bhI puranama nahIM hai vahAM se bhAga gayA, jahAM jIvana-rUpAMtaraNa hotA, jahAM krAMti ghaTa to tumheM lagegA jaise be-samaya, asamaya tumheM uThA diyA gayA sakatI thI, jahAM cunautI thii| hai| aisA lagegA jaise abhI jAnA na thA aura jAnA pdd'aa| aura nahIM, maiM to tumheM vApisa bhejuuNgaa| tumhArI AMkha gIlI huI ho yA | agara aise tuma gaye, to ghara aura bhI udAsa ho jaaegaa| jitanA | na huI ho, tumheM jAnA to hogaa| jaba jA pahale thA, usase bhI jyaadaa| maiM tumhAre ghara ko udAsa nahIM karanA jaao| AMkha gIlI kyA, hRdaya ko gIlA karake jaao| aura caahtaa| maiM tumhAre ghara ko maMdira banAnA cAhatA huuN| maiM cAhatA hUM tumhAre hAtha meM hai| agara tuma pyAse lauTate ho, to koI aura ki tuma jaba ghara jAo, to tumhAre ghara kA abhinavarUpa pragaTa ho| jimmevAra nahIM hai| tuma mujhe doSa na de skoge| nadI baha hI rahI maiM tumheM ghara se, saMsAra se, gRhasthI se tor3a nahIM lenA caahtaa| | thI, tuma jhuke nhiiN| tumane aMjuli na bnaayii| tumane nadI se pAnI vahI mere saMnyAsa kA abhinavapana hai ki maiM tumheM saMsAra se tor3a na bhraa| tuma zAyada pratIkSA karate the ki nadI aba tumhAre kaMTha taka nahIM lenA caahtaa| maiM tumheM saMsAra se isa bhAMti jor3a denA cAhatA | bhI aaye| nadI tumhAre pAsa se baha rahI thI, lekina jhukane kI hUM ki saMsAra kA jor3a hI paramAtmA se jor3a bana jaae| saMsAra | tumane himmata na dikhaayii| kevala himmatavara jhuka sakate haiN| tumhAre aura paramAtmA ke bIca bAdhA na rahe, sAdhaka ho jaae| samarpaNa kevala ve hI kara sakate haiM, jinake pAsa mahAsaMkalpa hai| gara tuma mujhe le jA sako-thor3A-sA hI sahI, thor3A-sA | jo bar3e balazAlI haiM, ve hI kevala jhukane kI himmata dikhA pAte vAtAvaraNa merA, thor3I-sI rozanI merI, thor3I-sI zvAseM haiN| kamajora to DarA rahatA hai ki jhukane se kahIM kamajorI kA patA merI to ghara tama jAoge, vahI ghara nahIM jise tama chor3akara Aye na cala jaae| ar3A rahatA hai, akar3A rahatA hai| the| patnI-bacce taba tumheM patnI-bacce hI na raha jAeMge, unameM bhI manovaijJAnika kahate haiM ki jitanA bhItara AdamI hInabhAva se tuma paramAtmA kI jhalaka dekha paaoge| dekha lI jisane paramAtmA bharA hotA hai utanA hI akar3akara khar3A rahatA hai ki kisI ko patA kI jarA-sI jhalaka, phira vaha sabhI jagaha use dekha pAtA hai| | na cala jaae| jhukA, pairoM meM jhukA, samarpaNa kiyA, kahIM aisA na patthara meM dekha pAtA hai, to patnI meM na dekha paayegaa| patthara maiM dekha ho ki loga kahane lageM, are, kahAM gayA tumhArA bala! to pAtA hai, to pati meM na dekha paayegaa| aba kaise maje kI ghaTanA hai | hInagraMthi se bharA huA AdamI hamezA apane ko zreSTha mAnane kI ki loga jIvaMta vyaktiyoM ko chor3akara bhAgate haiM aura pattharoM meM | akar3a rakhatA hai| yaha kamajora kA lakSaNa hai| balazAlI to jhaka bhagavAna ko dekhate haiN| tumheM yahAM na dikhA, tumheM patthara meM kaise | jAtA hai| kyoMki jhukane se bhI usakA bala miTatA nhiiN| jhukane dikhAyI par3egA! aura jisako patthara meM dikha sakatA hai, vaha se bala bar3hatA hai| kyoMki jhukane se vaha aura bhI tAjA ho jAtA bhAgegA kyoM? kyoMki use saba jagaha dikhAyI pdd'egaa| hai, nayA ho jAtA hai, choTe bacce kI bhAMti ho jAtA hai| dekhA dRSTi agara vastutaH janmI ho, to tuma mujhe chor3akara jAoge hI tumane, tUphAna AtA hai, AMdhI AtI hai, bar3e vRkSa gira jAte haiM, nhiiN| maiM tumhArA AkAza ho jaauuNgaa| maiM tumheM ghere hue cluuNgaa| choTe-choTe ghAsa ke paudhe jhuka jAte haiN| tUphAna calA jAtA hai, aura tabhI tuma mujhase judd'e| tabhI tuma mere saMnyAsI hue| anyathA ghAsa ke paudhe phira khar3e ho jAte haiN| tUphAna vRkSoM ko girA detA hai, saMbaMdha buddhi kA rhegaa| aura taba bAra-bAra ar3acana hogii| ghAsa ko nahIM ukhAr3a paataa| ghAsa ke pAsa kucha bala hai, jisakA jaba-jaba tumheM jAnA par3egA-aura jAnA to par3egA hii| vRkSoM ko patA nhiiN| jhukane kA bala hai| tUphAna ghAsa ke paudhoM ko jimmevAriyAM haiN| jAnA to par3egA hI, dAyitva haiN| jAnA to par3egA sirpha tAjA kara jAtA hai, halkA kara jAtA hai, dhUla-dhavAMsa jhAr3a hI, tumane bahuta se bharose diye haiM, AzvAsana diye haiN| jAnA to jAtA hai| phira vApisa khar3e haiM! bar3e vRkSa gira gaye to phira lauTa | par3egA hI, kyoMki paramAtmA ne tumheM kucha karane ke lie kAma diyA nahIM sakate, khar3e nahIM ho skte| 167 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH 2 baDe vakSa girate kyoM haiM? taphAna to nahIM giraataa| kyoMki bAra-bAra lauTa-lauTakara majhe sananA pdd'egaa| yaha to baMdhana ho tuphAna girAtA hotA to choTe to kabhI ke baha gaye hote| nahIM, bar3e jaaegaa| yaha baMdhana maiM nahIM cAhatA ki tama bnaao| maiM cAhatA hUM vRkSa tUphAna ke khilApha akar3akara khar3e rahate haiM, isalie gira tuma paripUrNa mukta ho jaao| para eka hI upAya hai| jaisA, jo jAte haiN| choTe vRkSa tUphAna ke sAtha ho lete haiM, havA pUraba jAtI hai| mujhe huA, vahI tumheM ho jAe-ho sakatA hai| agara eka bIja to pUraba jhuka jAte haiM, havA pazcima jAtI hai to pazcima jhuka jAte phUTakara vRkSa bana gayA, sabhI bIja bana sakate haiN| jarA ThIka se haiN| choTe vRkSa kahate haiM, hama tumhAre sAtha haiN| bar3e vRkSa kahate haiM, bhUmi khojanI hai| aura himmata khojanI hai bhUmi meM bikhara jAne kI, hama tumhAre virodha meM haiN| usI virodha meM gira jAte haiN| tAki aMkuraNa saMbhava ho jaae| tuma agara mere sAtha ho, to maiM tumheM tAjA kara jaauuNgaa| tuma paramAtmA ko chipAye baiThe ho, dabAye baiThe ho| kholo use, agara pUrI taraha mere sAtha ho, to merI AMdhI tuma para se gujara phailane do use| yahAM koI aisA hai hI nahIM jo paramAtmA ko liye jAegI, tumheM aura harA kara jAegI, aura nayA kara jaaegii| aura paidA na huA ho| paramAtmA hamArA prathama rUpa hai, aura aMtima bhii| tuma jahAM bhI jAoge, maiM tumhAre hRdaya meM dhar3akane lguuNgaa| lekina paramAtmA hamArA bIja hai, aura hamArA phUla bhii| agara tuma mere sAtha nahIM ho, akar3e khar3e ho-akar3a bahuta taraha kI hotI haiM, kisI ne zAstra par3ha liyA to akar3A khar3A hai| vaha dUsarA prazna : ghara se calA thA taba mana meM anekoM prazna cakkara kahatA hai, yaha saba hameM mAlUma hai; kisI ne thor3e upavAsa kara kATa rahe the| aba taka Apake tIna pravacana suna cukA huuN| aura liye to akar3A khar3A hai| vaha kahatA hai, hama koI sAdhAraNajana kala DolI kI dulhana kI bAta sunakara acAnaka sAre prazna ba ho gye| aura aba prazna yaha hai ki aisA kyoM aura kaise diyA to akar3A khar3A hai-isa akar3a ko apane bhItara dekho| huA? kRpayA smjhaayeN| agara yaha akar3a bhItara rahI, to tuma gIle na ho paaoge| to tuma sakhe ke sakhe lauTa jaaoge| ho sakatA hai, Dara hai ki tama aura bhI thor3I dera Thaharo, yaha bhI gAyaba ho jaaegaa| prazna uTha Ate haiM TUTakara lauTa jaao| to tuma mere pAsa Akara naye to na ho pAo, jaldI meN| ThaharanevAle ke apane-Apa gAyaba ho jAte haiN| praznoM aura jarAjIrNa ho jaao| ke koI uttara thor3e hI haiN| kisI prazna kA koI uttara nahIM hai| to jaba mere pAsa ho, jhuko| bharo aMjuli, piio| koI tumheM tumhArI samajha bar3ha jAtI hai, prazna gAyaba ho jAte haiN| samajha kA roka nahIM rahA hai| tumhIM na roko, to koI aura bAdhA nahIM hai| vikAsa hai, praznoM ke uttara nhiiN| pUchA hai ki maiM kyA karUM ki Apako sunatA hI rahUM! eka hI ise thor3A khayAla meM lenaa| upAya hai. mere jaise ho jaao| aura to koI upAya nahIM hai| choTA baccA hai| khilaunoM se khelatA hai| phira baDA ho gyaa| kyoMki aMtataH to tuma svayaM ko hI sunoge| aMtataH to svayaM ko | jaba choTA thA, khilaune chInate to jhaMjhaTa paidA hotii| binA hI sunanA hai| aMtataH to tumhAre prANoM meM tumhArI hI vINA kA nAda | khilaunoM ke so bhI na sakatA thaa| binA khilaunoM ke bhojana bhI na guuNjegaa| tuma merI vINA ko sunakara apanI vINA ko pahacAna kara sakatA thaa| khilaune hI saba kucha the--saMgI-sAthI, sArA lo| tuma merI vINA ke tAroM ko Dolate, kaMpate dekhakara apanI | sNsaar| phira eka dina acAnaka una khilaunoM ko kone meM vINA ke tAroM ko bhI taraMgita hone do| tuma mere pAsa vastutaH | chor3akara baccA bhUla hI jAtA hai| yAda hI nahIM rhtii| kyA ho sajaga hokara apanI soyI huI saMpadA ko khoja lo, jagA lo, to gayA? baccA bar3A ho gyaa| khilaunoM se khelane kA samaya jA tuma mujhe sunate rhoge| kyoMki phira tuma jo bologe, vaha ThIka cukaa| buddhi praur3ha ho gayI thodd'ii| thor3I samajha Upara uTha gyii| vahI hogA jo maiM bola rahA huuN| tuma jo karoge, vaha ThIka vahI hogA jisa samajha se prazna uThate haiM, agara usI samajha meM tuma ruke rahe, jo maiM kara rahA huuN| aura dUsarA koI upAya nahIM hai| | to koI hala nhiiN| usa samajha ke thor3e Upara uThe ki prazna gye| agara tumane mujhe dUra rakhA, alaga rakhA, bheda rakhA, to tumheM vastutaH satsaMga kA yahI artha hai ki tumhArI samajha tumhAre praznoM se 2010_03

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Upara calI jaae| prazna nIce raha jAeM, basa gye| tumhArI samajha jaba praznoM se nIce hotI hai, to prazna hote haiN| tumhArI samajha jaba praznoM se Upara uTha jAtI hai, paMkha khola detI hai AkAza meM, prazna jamIna para par3e raha jAte haiN| phira koI ciMtA nahIM raha jaatii| ise khayAla rkho| asalI savAla praznoM kA nahIM hai, asalI savAla tumhArI citta dazA kA hai| eka khAsa citta dazA meM khAsa taraha ke prazna uThate haiN| usI citta dazA ko banAye rakhe agara tuma praznoM ko hala karanA cAho, hala nahIM ho skte| akasara loga | yahI kara rahe haiN| yaha asaMbhava hai / citta kA to kucha rUpAMtaraNa nahIM krte| citta to vahI kA vahI rahatA hai| prazna pUchate haiM, eka uttara milatA hai| tumhArA citta vahI kA vahI, usa uttara meM se dasa prazna khar3e ho jAte haiN| phira dasa uttara le Ao, hajAra prazna khar3e ho jaaeNge| eka skUla meM aisA huaa| eka choTA baccA bhAga - bhAgakara sinemA pahuMca jAtA thA / zikSaka parezAna thA / kucha bhI pUcho vaha kiMkartavyavimUr3ha khar3A ho jAtA thaa| eka dina usane yaha socakara ki calo kucha aisA pUcheM jisakA yaha uttara de sake, to aMgrejI ke zabda pUche ki inakA artha kyA hai? vaha khar3A raha gayA hakkA-bakkA ! vaha unake bhI uttara na de skaa| zikSaka ne usakI sahAyatA ke lie usake par3osI vidyArthI se pUchA - 'DrIma' kA kyA artha hai? usane kahA, svapna ! dUsare se pUchA - 'garla' kA kyA artha hai ? usane kahA, ldd'kii| aba to bAta sApha thI / usane isa lar3ake se pUchA - 'DrImagarla' kA kyA artha hai? usa lar3ake ne kahA, 'hemAmAlinI / ' eka tala hai / usa tala meM se bAhara nikalanA bar3A muzkila hotA hai| sAre uttara, sAre prazna Akhira tumhArI hI buddhi ke hisse bana jaaeNge| unase tuma pAra na jA skoge| isalie vAstavika sahAyatA uttara dene se nahIM hotI, vAstavika sahAyatA tumhArI buddhi ko naye AyAma, naye stara, naye sopAna dene se hotI hai| jaise hI tuma eka buddhi stara se thor3e Upara gaye, to acAnaka tuma pAte ho bAta khatama ho gyii| prazna sArthaka hI mAlUma nahIM par3atA, uttara kI kauna talAza karatA hai ! prazna hI gira jAtA hai| satpuruSoM ke pAsa praznoM ke uttara nahIM milate, prazna gira jAte haiN| samasyAoM kA samAdhAna nahIM hotA, samasyAeM visarjita ho jAtI haiN| 2010_03 kinArA bhItara hai| thor3A ruko| jinhoMne pUchA hai, sarala hRdaya vyakti hoNge| jinhoMne pUchA hai, niSThAvAna vyakti hoNge| tIna dina hI unhoMne mujhe sunA hai / aura kala DolI kI dulhana kI bAta sunakara unake sAre prazna gAyaba ho gye| bar3e sarala hRdaya hoNge| unheM apane paMkhoM kA patA nahIM hogaa| ur3a sakate haiM AkAza meN| jaise hI jarA-sI UMcAI AyI, prazna gaye / isa naye prazna ko bhI mata puucho| prazna nAsamajhoM ke lie chor3a do| samajhadAra ko pUchane ko kucha bhI nahIM hai| samajhadAra ko to samajhane ko hai, pUchane ko kucha bhI nahIM hai| thor3A jAgo / dulhana kI bAta sunakara jaise unake bhItara eka nayA dvAra khula gyaa| khulanA hI cAhie, agara merI bAta ThIka se suna rahe ho| ye bAteM sirpha bAteM nahIM haiN| ye bAteM bahuta kucha lekara tumhAre pAsa A rahI haiN| ye bAteM bahuta hI gahana saMdeza lekara tumhAre pAsa A rahI haiN| ye bAteM pratIka haiN| ina pratIkoM ko agara tumane apane hRdaya meM utarane diyA, to na mAlUma kitane baMdhanoM ko khola jAeMgI, na mAlUma kitanI gAMThoM ko sulajhA jaaeNgii| sarala ho citta, sunane kI nirdoSatA ho, baMdhe hue pUrvAgraha na hoM, to prazna baca nahIM sakate mere pAsa / baca sakate haiM kevala do taraha ke logoM ke| eka to unake jo sunate hI nhiiN| jo baiThe haiM jar3a, patthara kI bhAMti / yA unake, jo mAnakara hI baiThe haiM ki unheM patA hai, isalie sunane kI koI jarUrata nahIM / to yA to susta, aMdhere meM soye hue logoM ke prazna nahIM miTate, yA una logoM ke jinako pAMDitya kA pAgalapana savAra gayA hai| jinako khayAla hai unheM patA hai| prazna do taraha se uThate haiN| eka to prazna uThatA hai jijJAsA se| aura eka prazna uThatA hai jAnakArI se| jijJAsu kA prazna to agara vaha rukA rahe thor3I dera to apane-Apa gira jaaegaa| lekina jAnakArI se jo prazna uThatA hai, vaha giranevAlA nahIM hai| vaha jAnakArI giregI tabhI giregaa| tumane khayAla kiyA ? kucha prazna to tumhAre jIvana se Ate haiN| ve to sacce prazna haiM / kucha prazna tumhAre zAstrIya bodha se Ate haiN| ve bilakula jhUThe prazna haiN| jaba taka tumhArA zAstra na giregA taba taka ve prazna na gira paayeNge| para jina mitra ne yaha pUchA hai, unako maiM kahUMgA, unheM pUchane kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| dhIraja rkheN| ve una logoM meM se nahIM haiM, jo apane ko bacAne Aye hoN| una logoM meM se haiM, jo miTAne Aye haiN| 69

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 jigara aura dila ko bacAnA bhI hai hai tumhArI AtmA-usakA tumheM patA nahIM hai| jo tumhAre pAsa naz2ara Apa hI se milAnA bhI hai nahIM hai, tumheM khayAla hai ki hai| aura jo tumhAre pAsa hai, tumheM muhabbata kA hara bheda pAnA bhI hai khayAla hI nahIM hai ki hai| basa itanA hI rUpAMtaraNa hai| itanI hI magara apanA dAmana bacAnA bhI hai krAMti hai ki tumheM dikha jAe ki kyA mere pAsa nahIM hai, aura kyA una logoM meM se ve nahIM haiN| unakA dAmana mere hAtha meM A gyaa| | mere pAsa hai| jarA-sI krAMti hai| aura ve chur3Ane vAloM meM se nahIM haiN| unako maiM kahUMgA, dhIraja rkheN| lekina usa jarA-sI krAMti se sArA jIvana rUpAMtarita ho jAtA jaise aura prazna gira gaye, yaha prazna bhI gira jaaegaa| jaise-jaise hai| dhAge ko suI meM DAlanA koI bahuta bar3I krAMti thor3e hI hai, tuma apane bhItara Upara uThane lagoge, jaise-jaise tumhAre bhItara jo | lekina mahAvIra kahate haiM, dhAgA calA jAe ra honA hai hone lagegA, vaise-vaise tumhAre prazna khote cale jaaeNge| bhI suI khotI nhiiN| jaise hI tumheM yaha samajha meM AnA zurU ho eka citta kI dazA hai, jise niSprazna kaheM, vahI dhyAna kI dazA gayA-kyA tumhAre pAsa nahIM hai, vaise hI tumheM dUsarI tarapha se yaha hai| nahIM ki dhyAnI ke saba prazna hala ho jAte haiM, balki dhyAnI ke bhI spaSTa hone lagegA, kyA tumhAre pAsa hai| bhikhamaMgApana khonA saba prazna gira jAte haiN| hala karane kI AkAMkSA nahIM raha jaatii| hai| aura tumhAre samrATa hone kI yAda tumheM dilAnI hai| dulhana kIprazna vyartha ho jAte haiN| bAta sunakara tumheM apane bhItara ke samrATa kI thor3I-sI jhalaka A cIja eka hai jo abhI kho ke abhI khonI hai gayI hai| bAta eka hai jo abhI ho ke abhI honI hai zarIra DolA hai| AtmA dulhana hai| saMsAra DolA hai| paramAtmA jiMdagI nIMda hai vaha jAgakara Ane vAlI dulhana hai| aura tuma nAhaka barAtI bane ho, tuma dUlhA bana sakate jo abhI so ke abhI soyI abhI sonI hai ho| tuma nAhaka hI barAta meM dhakke-mukke khA rahe ho| cIja eka hai jo abhI kho ke abhI khonI hai kaba taka dUsaroM kI barAta meM sammilita hote rahoge? kabhI ahaMkAra hai nahIM tumhAre pAsa, magara lagatA hai--hai| mahAvIra kI barAta meM sammilita hue, kabhI buddha kI barAta meM cIja eka hai jo abhI kho ke abhI khonI hai sammilita hue, kabhI kRSNa kI barAta meM sammilita hue, tumheM khoyI huI hI hai| ahaMkAra hai nahIM kisI ke pAsa, sirpha bhrAMti | samajha nahIM AyI? car3ho aba ghor3e para baiTho! bahuta dina ho gaye hai| jaise tumane jeba meM ghara se paise DAle the aura rAste meM kaTa gaye, aba, barAtI, barAtI, barAtI, aba dUlhA bano! tumhArI dulhana lekina bAjAra meM tuma usI akar3a se cale jA rahe ho jaise paise jeba | tumhArI pratIkSA kara rahI hai| meM hoN| usI garmI se! jeba kaTa gayI hai| lekina tumhArI akar3a cIja eka hai jo abhI kho ke abhI khonI hai abhI jiMdA hai| kyoMki tumheM khayAla hai ki jeba meM paise haiN| vaha to bAta eka hai jo abhI hokara abhI honI hai tuma jaba hAtha DAloge jeba meM taba paaoge| basa...uttara nahIM dUMgA, ina mitra ko uttara nahIM duuNgaa| inase uttara cIja eka hai jo abhI kho ke abhI khonI hai se jyAdA AzA hai| yaha to suneM, pIyeM, yahAM pAsa merI havA ko kho cuke ho--vastutaH kho cuke ho aisA kahanA bhI ThIka nahIM, chueM, DUbeM, miTa jAeMge saba prshn| yaha prazna bhI miTa jaaegaa| kabhI thI hI nhiiN| jeba kaTI hI huI hai| prathama se hI kaTI hai| yaha bhI koI prazna hai ki prazna kyoM gira gaye! jaba prazna hI gira magara tumane jeba meM hAtha nahIM DAlA hai| maiM tumase kahatA hUM, tumase gaye, jaba sAMpa hI calA gayA, to yaha keMculI bhI calI jaaegii| maiM vahI chIna lenA cAhatA hUM jo tumhAre pAsa nahIM hai| aura tumheM maiM vahI denA cAhatA hUM jo tumhAre pAsa hai| tIsarA prazna: ApakA pravacana sunate-sunate AMkheM baMda hone cIja eka hai jo abhI kho ke abhI khonI hai lagatI haiM, kAna bahare hone lagate haiM aura ceSTA karane para bhI bAta eka hai jo abhI ho ke abhI honI hai sthiti nahIM smhltii| jI cAhatA hai ki jaba paramAtmA sAmane aura eka bAta aisI hai jo ho hI cukI hai, jo sadA se huI huI | hai, to unheM nihAratA rahUM aura unake amRtavacana kA rasapAna 170 2010_03

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- kinArA bhItara hai karatA rhuuN| lekina aisA ho nahIM paataa| kRpayA batAyeM ki maiM piio| Daro mt| yaha hoza kI bAta buddhimAnI kI bAta hai| tuma hozapUrvaka Apako kisa prakAra sunUM? ghabar3A rahe ho ki yaha kyA ho rahA hai? AMkha baMda ho rahI hai ? kAna bahare ho rahe? tuma ghabar3A rahe ho ki yaha kyA ho rahA hai? hozapUrvaka kA prazna hI kahAM hai! behozI se suno| hoza kI tuma pAgala to nahIM ho rhe| pAgala hue binA koI kabhI paramAtmA bAta hI kyoM lAte ho! masta hokara suno| samhAlane kI jarUrata | taka pahuMcA? pAgala hone kI himmata cAhie hii| kahAM hai? zarAbI kI taraha DagamagAte hue suno| jisane pUchA hai, | dila dhar3aka uThatA hai khuda apanI hI AhaTa para use hoza kI bAta kAma meM nahIM aaegii| use to behozI kI hI | aba kadama maMz2ile-jAnA se bahuta dUra nahIM bAta kAma aaegii| vahI to ghaTa rahA hai-apne-aap| tuma lAkha chupAte ho magara chupa ke bhI mastUra nahIM nAhaka buddhi se eka bibUcana paidA kara rahe ho| tuma ajaba cIja ho, naz2adIka nahIM dUra nahIM sunate-sunate AMkha baMda hone lagatI hai, isakA artha sApha hai ki paramAtmA kucha dUra thor3e hI hai| aura aisA bhI mata mAna lenA ki sunAyI par3a rahA hai aura AMkheM baMda ho rahI haiM, kyoMki jo maiM kaha naz2adIka hai| na naz2adIka hai, na dUra hai| kyoMki paramAtmA tumameM hai| rahA hUM, vaha bhItara hI dekhA jA sakatA hai| agara tuma mujhe dekhanA naz2adIka hone meM bhI to thor3I dUrI raha jAtI hai| naz2adIka se cAhate ho to AMkha baMda karake hI dekha paaoge| AMkha khulI naz2adIka hone meM bhI to phAsalA rhegaa| paramAtmA tuma ho| tumhArA rakhI, to DolA dikhAyI par3egA, dulhana dikhAyI nahIM pdd'egii| suna honA paramAtmA hai| rahe ho, isIlie AMkha baMda ho rahI hai| aba tuma kahIM ceSTA AMkha baMda hotI hai, to isakA artha huA ki bhItara kI yAtrA karake AMkha mata kholnaa| jabardastI AMkha kholanA cAho to| zurU huii| parde uThate haiN| saMsAra ko dekhanA ho, to AMkha kholakara khola sakate ho, lekina tuma cUka jaaoge| amRta hAtha meM | dekhanA par3atA hai| svayaM ko dekhanA ho, to AMkha baMda karake dekhanA Ate-Ate vaMcita ho jaaoge| suna rahe ho, isIlie kAna bahare | par3atA hai| vAstavika darzana to AMkha baMda karake hI upalabdha hote hone lagate haiN| kyoMki jo maiM tumheM kaha rahA hUM, vaha zabda hI nahIM | haiN| mahAvIra kI pratimAeM dekhIM? agara mahAvIra kI ThIka pratimA mA zUnya bhI hai| kAna bahare hone lagate haiM, dekhanI ho to zvetAMbara maMdira meM mata dekhanA, vahAM kucha bhUla ho usakA artha hai ki kAna kaha rahe haiM, zabda ko rahane do bAhara, sirpha | gayI hai| digaMbara maMdira meM dekhnaa| vahAM mahAvIra kI AMkha baMda zUnya ko jAne do| kAna bar3I hoziyArI se, bar3I sAvadhAnI se hai| zvetAMbara maMdira meM mahAvIra kI AMkha khulI hai| vahAM kucha kAma kara rahe haiN| AMkha bhI bar3I hoziyArI, sAvadhAnI se kAma bhUla ho gayI hai| ho sakatA hai jisane mahAvIra kI AMkha khola kara rahI hai| aba tuma apanI buddhi ko bIca meM mata laao| baMda rakhI hai zvetAMbara maMdira meM, vaha tuma jaisA AdamI rahA ho| mujhe hone do AMkha, baMda hone do kaan| yahI to merA izArA hai ki bhItara sunakara tumhArI AMkha baMda ho rahI hai, tuma kholane kI koziza kara jaao| tuma kahIM mujhe pakar3akara mata baiTha jaanaa| kahIM tuma yaha rahe ho| lekina mahAvIra ke satya ko samajhanA ho to AMkha baMda hI mata socanA ki yaha to AMkha baMda hone lagI, kAna baMda hone lage, honI caahie| kyoMki mahAvIra jisa paramAtmA kI tarapha jA rahe yaha to sahArA bAhara se chUTane lgaa| nahIM, yahI to tuma kinAre ke haiM, vaha bhItara hai| karIba A rahe ho| bhItara jA rahe ho, vahIM kinArA hai| AMkha baMda ho jAtI hai to bAhara kI tarapha sArI yAtrA samApta aura hoza se kyA sunoge? ye bAteM kucha hoza se sunane kI thor3e | huii| sArI UrjA bhItara lauttii| gaMgA calI gaMgotrI kI trph| hI haiN| ye bAteM to madamasta hokara sunane kI haiN| ye to matavAlA mUlasrota kI tarapha yAtrA huii| khulI AMkha--ho sakatA hai hokara sunane kI haiM zvetAMbaroM ko mahAvIra kI AMkha bar3I pyArI lagI ho, pyArI rahI mujhe pIne de, pIne de ki tere jAme-lAlI meM hogI vaha AMkha-zvetAMbaroM kI bAta bhI merI samajha meM AtI hai| abhI kucha aura hai, kucha aura hai, kucha aura hai sAkI vaha AMkha itanI pyArI rahI hogI ki unhoMne cAhA hogA ki dekhate abhI to piio| abhI to pyAlI meM kucha bhI na bace, aisA hI rheN| baMda AMkha meM to tuma kyA dekhoge? to unhoMne mahAvIra 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 kI AMkha ko khulA rakhA hai| vaha AMkha dekhane yogya rahI hogI, mastI se| dhyAnI ke lie prema bhI ghaTatA hai to hoza se ghaTatA hai| yaha saca hai! vaha AMkha bar3I pyArI thI, yaha saca hai! usa AMkha isako khayAla rkhnaa| aura apane lie sApha-sApha kara lenA kI upAsanA aura pUjA kA bhAva uThA hogA, yaha saca hai! lekina ki tumhAre lie kyA ucita hai| agara tumhAre hRdaya meM prema ke bhAva yaha AdamI kI kamajorI hai| mahAvIra kI AMkha to baMda hI rahI sahajatA se uThate haiM, to tuma phikira chor3o hoza kii| tuma to hogI jaba unhoMne svayaM ko jAnA hai| aura jaba svayaM ko jAnA | mAMgotabhI to ve mahAvIra hue| usake pahale to vaha mahAvIra nhiiN| ai mutarabe-bebAka koI aura bhI nagmA baMda hogI tumhArI AMkha bhii| kAna bhI baMda ho jaaeNge| iMdriyAM gAo kucha aura bhI gIta ki maiM aura DUba jaauuN| sunAo kucha saba baMda ho jaaeNgii| kyoMki iMdriyoM kA artha hI hotA hai, UrjA ke aura ki maiM aura DUba jaauuN| bAhara jAne ke dvaar| jaba sArI iMdriyAM baMda ho jAtI haiM, sArI UrjA ai sAkI-e-phaiyAja... bhItara lauTatI hai| mahAvIra ne isako pratikramaNa kahA hai, UrjA kA ai dAnazIla sAkI!...zarAba aura jiyaadaa| DhAlo! bhItara lauttnaa| jaba AMkha kholakara tuma dekhate ho, to prema ke mArga para, bhakti ke mArga para nRtya hai, gAna hai, DUbanA hai| aakrmnn| jaba AMkha baMda karake bhItara jAte ho, to prtikrmnn| tanmayatA hai, tallInatA hai| dhyAna ke mArga para sajagatA hai AkramaNa kA artha hai, dUsare para hmlaa| pratikramaNa kA artha hai, | jAgarUkatA hai| apanA mAge ThIka-ThIka cuna lenA, a apane ghara lauTa aanaa| jaise sAMjha pakSI lauTane lage apane ghoMsaloM mata ki eka mArga para cale to dUsare se tuma vaMcita raha jaaoge| ko, aisA jaba tumhAre prANa lauTane lage bhItara ke aMtartama meM, taba aMta meM donoM mila jAte haiN| pahAr3a ke zikhara para sabhI mArga mila AMkha, kAna saba baMda ho jaaeNge| | jAte haiN| jo dhyAna se calatA hai, ataMtaH prema ko bhI upalabdha ho to mujhe sunate agara AMkha baMda ho rahI ho to ho jAne denaa| tuma jAtA hai| jo prema se calatA hai, vaha ataMtaH dhyAna ko bhI upalabdha bIca meM buddhimAnI mata lgaanaa| tuma apanA gaNita bIca meM mata | ho jAtA hai| lekina donoM ke rAste bar3e alaga-alaga haiN| laanaa| bAdhA mata ddaalnaa| kAna baMda hote hoM, ho jAne denaa| izArA tamhArI baddhi nahIM samajha pA rahI hai, tamhAre AMkha aura kAna | cauthA prazna: maiM kyA prazna karUM aura Apa kyA javAba deN| samajha gye| tumhAre astitva ne bAta pakar3a lii| tuma isameM bAdhA prazna bhI Apa haiM aura uttara bhii| prema meM prazna ho, yA uttara ho, aura vyavadhAna khar3A mata krnaa| yA cuppI? nahIM, hoza kI bAta hI mata utthaao| behozI hI ThIka hai| prazna hai 'AnaMda vijaya' kaa| behozI hI ThIka hogii| aura zarAba pUche binA rahA na gayA! mAMgo, hoza mata maaNgo| aura mastI mAMgo, samajhadArI mata maaNgo| pUchane kI pUcha aisI hI hai| eka taraha kI khujalAhaTa hai| khAja ai mutarabe-bebAka koI aura bhI nagmA huI hai kabhI? basa vaisI khujalAhaTa hai| nahIM bhI khujalAnA ai sAkI-e-phaiyAja zarAba aura jiyAdA cAhate, phira bhI anajAne hAtha uTha jAte haiM, khujalAhaTa zurU ho he muktakaMTha gAyaka! eka gIta aur| aura he dAnazIla | jAtI hai| madhubAlA! thor3I zarAba aur| aba jisane prazna pUchA hai, usane prazna kI pahalI paMkti meM yahI ai mutarabe-bebAka koI aura bhI nagmA socakara pUchA hai ki nahIM pUchanA hai| ai sAkI-e-phaiyAja zarAba aura jiyAdA | 'maiM kyA prazna karUM. aura Apa kyA javAba deN|' abhI duniyA meM do mArga haiM, do dvAra haiN| eka hai dhyAna kA maarg| eka hai buddhimAnI kAyama hai| 'prazna bhI Apa haiM aura uttara bhii|' phira prema kA maarg| dhyAna ke mArga para hoza anivArya caraNa hai| prema ke | cUka ho gyii| khujalA lI khaaj| 'prema meM prazna ho yA uttara ho mArga para behozI anivArya caraNa hai| 'AnaMda vijaya' ke lie yA cuppI?' prazna Akhira uTha hI AyA! mArga prema kA hai| prema se hI dhyAna ghttegaa| behozI se, DUbane se, hama jaise haiM, usase bhinna hama thor3I-bahuta dera ceSTA kara sakate 721 2010_03

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haiM-- kSaNa- do kSaNa -- phira jaldI hI cUka ho jAtI hai| maiM sunA hai, mullA nasaruddIna kI patnI mullA kI bar3I prazaMsA kara rahI hai| aise dina saubhAgya ke kama hI Ate haiM ki patnI aura pati kI prazaMsA kare! lekina mullA bahuta DarA huA thA, kyoMki aise saubhAgya kA matalaba hotA hai, kucha na kucha upadrava ! kucha kharcA karavA de! yA jarUra kucha matalaba hogA piiche| Akhira matalaba sApha ho gyaa| patnI ne kahA, aba bahuta ho gayA, aba tuma khojo, lar3akI ke lie lar3akA khojanA hI pdd'egaa| aba isa sAla khAlI nahIM jAnA caahie| mullA ne kahA ki kyA karUM, khojatA hUM, lekina gadhoM ke atirikta koI milatA hI nahIM! to patnI ke se saccI bAta nikala gyii| usane kahA, agara aise hI mere pitA bhI socate rahate to maiM anabyAhI hI raha jAtI ! | jyAdA dera nahIM calA skte| jaldI hI asaliyata bAhara A jAtI hai| pUchanA to cAhate hI the / buddhimAnI thor3I dera samhAlI / do lAina clii| tIsarI lAina meM laMgar3A gyii| pUcha hI baitthe| ise thor3A samajhanA / mana kI isa bAta ko samajhanA / kaisA laMgar3AtA huA mana hai ! agara saca meM hI pUchane ko na thA to yaha prazna likhane kI koI jarUrata hI na thI / aura agara pUchane ko kucha thA, to yaha buddhimAnI dikhAne kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| aisA dvaMdva kyoM pAlate ho? aise dohare kyoM hote ho? aise dohare meM khatarA hai| aise meM tuma TUTa-TUTa jAoge, khaMDa-khaMDa ho jaaoge| rahoge kucha, dikhAoge kuch| bologe kucha, bhItara hogA kucha / yahI to manuSya kA bar3e se bar3A viSAda hai| pUchanA ho to puucho| na pUchanA ho to mata puucho| yaha bIca meM donoM ke DAMvAMDola honA khataranAka hai| lekina, jaba pUchA hai, prema meM prazna ho, uttara ho yA cuppI ? prema meM na to prazna hai, na uttara hai, na cuppI hai| prema cupa bhI nahIM hai aura bolatA bhI nhiiN| prema bar3A virodhAbhAsa hai| prema bolatA bhI nahIM, kyoMki jo bolanA hai vaha bolane meM AtA nhiiN| aura prema cupa bhI nahIM hai, kyoMki bolane ko bahuta kucha hai, jo bolane meM AtA nhiiN| to prema labAlaba bharA hai| baha jAnA cAhatA hai| kUla - kinAre tor3a denA cAhatA hai| do premiyoM ko pAsa-pAsa baiThe dekhA? nahIM bolate, isalie nahIM ki bolane ko kucha nahIM hai| nahIM bolate isalie ki bolane ko itanA kucha hai, kaise boleM? aura bolane ko kucha aisA hai ki 2010_03 bolate se hI gaMdA ho jAtA hai| zabda use kurUpa kara dete haiN| use mauna meM hI saMvAdita kiyA jA sakatA hai| use cupa rahakara hI kahA jA sakatA hai| lekina cuppI mukhara hai| mauna bhASA hai| zabda to zora hai tamAzA hai bhAva ke siMdhu meM batAzA hai marma kI bAta oMTha se na kaho mauna hI bhAvanA kI bhASA hai kinArA bhItara hai| lekina bhASA hI hai mauna bhii| mauna bhI bolatA hai| bar3I pragAr3hatA se bolatA hai| tumane agara kabhI mauna ko sunA nahIM, to tumane kucha bhI nahIM sunaa| tuma jIvana ke saMgIta se aparicita hI raha gaye / tumane rAta ke sannATe ko sunA hai? kaisA bolatA huA hotA hai ! vRkSoM meM havA bhI nahIM hotI, havA ke jhoMke bhI nahIM hote, eka pattA bhI nahIM hilatA... abhI isa kSaNa koI havA kA jhoMkA nahIM hai, pattA bhI nahIM hila rahA hai, lekina vRkSa mauna haiM, cupa haiM ? phUla khile haiM, bola rahe haiN| zabda nahIM haiM, zora nahIM hai, abhivyakti to hai hI / cIna meM kahAvata hai ki jaba saMgItajJa saMpUrNa rUpa se kuzala ho jAtA hai, to vINA tor3a detA hai| kyoMki phira vINA ke kAraNa saMgIta meM bAdhA par3ane lagatI hai / phira to vINA ke svara bhI zoragula mAlUma hone lagate haiM / kahAvata hai ki jaba tIraMdAja apanI tIraMdAjI meM saMpUrNa kuzala ho jAtA hai, to dhanuSabANa tor3a detA hai| kyoMki phira usase nizAnA nahIM lagatA, nizAne meM bAdhA par3ane lagatI hai| jIvana ke carama zikhara virodhAbhAsa ke zikhara haiN| zabda to zora hai, tamAzA hai bhAva ke siMdhu meM batAzA hai marma kI bAta oMTha se na kaho mauna hI bhAvanA kI bhASA hai roo, AMsU kaha deNge| nAco, bhAvabhaMgimA kaha degii| gunagunAo... kala sAMjha aisA huaa| vANI, eka saMnyAsinI, jarmanI se AyI hai| usase maiMne pUchA, kucha kahane ko hai? aura mujhe lagA bahuta kucha kahane ko hai usake pAsa, hRdaya bharA hai| utane dUra se AyI hai| do-cAra dina ke lie hI A pAyI hai| jyAdA dera ruka bhI na skegii| do-cAra mahIne meM bhAgI calI AtI hai / do-cAra dina ke lie samaya milatA, kabhI eka dina ke lie 73

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jina satra bhAga : 2 bhI samaya milatA-to jarmanI se pUnA AnA eka dina ke lie! he paramAtmA, yaha bhI kaisI saphalatA hai prema kI! lekina utane dina ke lie bhI AtI hai| eka bAra to sirpha pAMca khuda guma hue to kyA, use pAye hue to haiM ghaMTe hI rukii| to kahane ko AtI hai| kucha nivedana karane ko hai| khuda to kho jAtA hai premI, use pA letA hai| zabda to kho jAte pUchA, kucha kahanA hai? kahA, nahIM, kucha bhI nahIM kahanA hai| | haiM, mana to kho jAtA hai, ahaMkAra to kho jAtA hai| lekina usake cehare para, usakI AMkhoM meM, usake hRdaya meM bahuta bhAva ke siMdhu meM batAzA hai kucha bharA hai| to maiMne usase kahA ki khaira na kaha tU, cupa rh| zabda to zora hai tamAzA hai usane AMkha baMda kara lIM, aura vaha aise zabdahIna-zabda uccAra | marma kI bAta oMTha se na kaho karane lagI jaise choTA baccA do-cAra mahIne kA mauna hI bhAvanA kI bhASA hai sisaka-sisakakara rone lage, aura bhASA to jAnatA nahIM do-cAra jJAna to basa buddhi kA khilavAr3a hai mahIne kA baccA, to kucha bhI anargala, arthahIna bolane lge| dhyAna jaba taka DhoMga kA darabAra hai aisA choTe bacce kI taraha vaha sisakane lagI, rone lgii| maMdiroM se vyartha hI mAro na sira TUTe-phUTe zabda jinakA koI artha nahIM hai, vaha usake bAhara Ane | AdamI kA dharma kevala pyAra hai lge| usa ghar3I vaha choTI baccI ho gyii| usa ghar3I usane apane jo pyAra ko samajha le, saba samajha liyaa| pUchA hai, prema meM prazna hRdaya ko aisA uMDela diyA jaisA bhASA meM kabhI bhI nahIM uMDelA jA ho, uttara ho, yA cuppI? prema meM prema hI ho, basa itanA kAphI hai| sktaa| kyoMki bhASA to bar3I buddhimAnI kI hai! na utara, na prazna, na cuppii| prema meM basa prema ho, itanA kAphI hai| bhAva ke siMdhu meM batAzA hai khAmozI siikho| zabda to zora hai tamAzA hai khAmoza ai dila bharI mahaphila meM cillAnA nahIM acchA usakI bhASA batAze kI taraha ghula gayI bhAva ke siMdhu meN| kucha adaba pahalA karInA hai muhabbata ke karInoM meM ubalane lgaa| kucha gunagunAhaTa phUTane lgii| use bhI patA nahIM, | prema ko cillAkara mata kho| kyoMki cillAne meM prema naSTa ho kyA ho rahA hai| usake bhI basa ke bAhara hai| usake bhI niyaMtraNa | jAtA hai| prema bar3A komala taMtu hai| cuppI taka meM naSTa ho jAtA hai, ke bAhara hai| jaise kucha bahuta zuddha bhASA-jaisA AdamI pahalI bolane kI to bAta chor3o! prema eka virodhAbhAsa hai| daphA bolA hogA pRthvI pr| yA choTe bacce bolate haiM pahalI 'pairaaddaaks|' vahAM bolanA aura na bolanA donoM kA milana hotA daphA-kucha bhI-abA' bA'' bA'' bA'' bA'' bA'...isa hai| vahAM sImita kI aura asIma kI mulAkAta hotI hai| vahAM taraha ke zabda bolane lgii| saba TUTe hue| saMsAra aura paramAtmA eka-dUsare ko chUte haiN| vahAM maiM aura tU lekina usane kaha diyA jo kahanA thaa| maiMne suna liyA jo ghulate haiM aura pighalate haiN| nahIM, prema ke pAsa koI prazna nahIM hai| sunanA thaa| bhAva se jur3a gyii| eka setu usane banA liyaa| aura prema ke pAsa koI uttara bhI nahIM hai| prema kAphI hai| allArI kAmayAbI-e-AvAragAne-izka ise aisA samajhane kI koziza kro| khuda guma hue to kyA use pAye hue to haiM / jaba tuma prasanna hote ho, taba tuma kabhI nahIM pUchate ki prasanna maiM usa kSaNa vaha kho gyii| lekina usa khone meM hI pragaTa huii| | kyoM huuN| lekina jaba tuma dukhI hote ho taba tuma jarUra pUchate ho premI apane ko kho detA hai, paramAtmA ko pA letA hai| | ki dukhI maiM kyoM hUM? jaba tuma svastha hote ho, taba tuma jAte ho allArI kAmayAbI-e-AvAragAne-izka cikitsaka ke dvAra para ki batAo maiM svastha kyoM hUM? lekina yaha bhI kaisI saphalatA hai, AvArA izka kii| prema to sadA jaba tama bImAra hote ho to jarUra jAte ho| jAnA hI par3atA hai AvArA hai| prema kA koI ghara thor3e hI hai| kyoMki sArA astitva pUchane ki maiM bImAra kyoM hUM? bImArI kA to kAraNa khojanA par3atA usakA ghara hai| prema to baMjArA hai|| hai| svAsthya kA kAraNa kisI ne kabhI khojA? koI batA pAyA allArI kAmayAbI-e-AvAragAne-izka ki AdamI svastha kyoM hotA hai? abhI taka to koI nahIM batA 174 2010_03

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| pAyA hai-na Ayurveda, na elopaithI, na yUnAnI, koI nahIM batA pAyA ki AdamI svastha kyoM hotA hai? svastha to AdamI hotA hai / hAM, jo svastha nahIM vahAM koI kAraNa hogaa| jharanA to bahatA hai| nahIM bahatA, to koI patthara par3A hogaa| bIja to phUTatA hai| vRkSa banatA hai| na phUTa pAye, na vRkSa bana pAye, to koI ar3acana hogI - jamIna patharIlI hogI, ki pAnI na milA hogaa| baccA to bar3A hotA hai, bar3hatA hai, javAna hotA hai| na bar3ha pAye, to kucha gar3abar3a hai| / AnaMda svAbhAvika hai| AnaMda ke lie koI prazna nahIM hai| dukha asvAbhAvika hai| dukha kA artha hI hai, jo nahIM honA cAhie thA sukha kA artha hai, jo honA hI caahie| sukha kA artha hai, jise hama binA kAraNa svIkAra karate haiN| aura dukha kA artha hai, jise hama kAraNa ke sahita bhI svIkAra nahIM kara paate| koI kAraNa bhI batA de to kyA sAra hai! tuma gaye DAkTara ke pAsa, usane kahA ki kaiMsara ho gayA hai| kAraNa bhI batA de ki isalie kaiMsara ho gayA hai, to bhI kyA sAra hai! kAraNa ko bhI kyA karoge ? sukha to akAraNa bhI svIkAra hotA hai| dukha kAraNa sahita bhI | svIkAra nahIM hotaa| phira kAraNa kI khoja hameM karanI par3atI hai dukha ke lie, kyoMki kAraNa kA patA na cale to dukha ko miTAeM kaise ? jise miTAnA ho, usakA kAraNa khojanA par3atA hai| jise miTAnA hI na ho, usake kAraNa kI khoja kI koI jarUrata hI nahIM hai / use hama jIte haiN| prema parama svAsthya hai| prema paramAtmA kI jhalaka hai tumhAre darpaNa meN| koI pUchatA nahIM ki prema kyoM hai? prema basa hotA hai / | svIkAra hai| sahaja svIkAra hai| na koI uttara hai, na koI prazna hai / na kucha bolanA hai, na kucha bolA jA sakatA hai| lekina isakA yaha artha nahIM hai ki prema koI riktatA hai| prema bar3A bharAva hai| parama bharAva hai| pAtra pUrA bhara jAtA hai| pAtra khAlI ho to AvAja hotI hai| adhUrA bharA ho, to AvAja hogii| pAtra pUrA bhara jAe, to AvAja kho jAtI hai| aise hI jaba koI prema se bhara jAtA hai-- koI prANa kA pAtra - saba kho jAtA hai| prema ho, isakI hI ciMtA kro| tuma aise bhara jAo ki kahane ko kucha na rhe| pUchane ko kucha na rhe| tuma aise zAMta ho jAo ki koI praznacihna tumhAre bhItara na bce| kyoMki praznacihna eka taraha kI bImArI hai| kAMTe kI taraha cubhatA hai prazna / jisake hRdaya 2010_03 kinArA bhItara hai| para praznacihnoM kI katAra lagI hai, 'kyU' lagA hai, vaha AdamI narka meM jItA hai| usakA jIvana eka dukha-svapna hai| praznoM ko haTAte jAo, girAte jaao| aura bahuta se loga to vyartha ke prazna ikaTThe kiye hue haiM... saMsAra ko kisane banAyA ? kyA lenA-denA hai ! isalie mahAvIra ne nahIM pUchA yaha prazna ki saMsAra ko kisane bnaayaa| unhoMne kahA, sadA se hai, yaha banAne kI bakavAsa baMda kro| kyoMki tuma pUcho, kisane banAyA, isase kucha hala na hogaa| batA deM ki 'a' ne banAyA, to tuma pUchoge 'a' ko kisane banAyA? to 'ba' ne bnaayaa| tuma pUchoge, 'ba' ko kisane banAyA? yaha kucha hala na hogaa| to mahAvIra kahate haiM, anAdi hai, anaMta hai| kisI ne nahIM banAyA, isa jhaMjhaTa meM par3o mt| unakA kula matalaba itanA hai ki jhaMjhaTa meM par3o mt| hai| isase rAjI ho jaao| isake rahasya ko jAno, isake rahasya ko jiio| isako prazna mata banAo / isako jiio| isameM Dubo, isameM utaro / jIvana eka samasyA na ho, eka rahasya ho| eka prazna na bane, prArthanA bne| jIvana ko koI eka darzanazAstra nahIM banAnA hai, jIvana ko prema kA maMdira banAnA hai / isalie mahAvIra ne kahA mata pUcho yaha / AtmA kahAM se AyI ? mahAvIra kahate haiM, sadA se hai| tuma vyartha ke prazna mata puucho| sAre satpuruSoM ne vyartha ke praznoM ko kATanA cAhA hai| agara unhoMne uttara bhI diye haiM, to isIlie diye haiM tAki tuma vyartha ke praznoM se chUTo | agara ve cupa rahe, to isIlie cupa rahe ki tuma vyartha ke praznoM se chUTo / buddha to uttara hI na dete the, koI pUchatA thA prazna to cupa raha jAte the / ve kahate ki tuma bhI cupa ho jaao| aise cupa hokara maiMne pAyA, cupa hokara tuma bhI pA loge| mana jaba bilakula zAMta hotA hai, koI prazna nahIM 'uThAtA, to saba dvAra khula jAte haiN| prazna hI tAloM kI taraha lage haiM tumhAre jIvana ke dvAroM para ! pAMcavAM praznaH Apako sunate-sunate kaI bAra Apa raMgIna dikhAyI par3ane lagate haiM, aura phira bhI eka khAlIpana kI bhAMti / ApakI kursI ke pIche kI dIvAla bhI raMgIna dikhAyI par3atI hai, 75

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76 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 aura eka ajIba AnaMda se bhara jAtA huuN| yaha saba kyA hai ? ne jIvana meM kucha bhI hama sahajatA se svIkAra nahIM karate / bar3A citrakAra huA pikAso / eka citra banA rahA thaa| kisI pUchA, yaha kyA hai? pikAso ne apane sira se hAtha mAra liyaa| aura kahA ki koI nahIM pUchatA jAkara phUloM se aura koI nahIM pUchatA pakSiyoM se, mere pIche kyoM par3e ho ? koI nahIM pUchatA iMdradhanuSoM se ki kyA hai ? kyoM ? pikAso kI bAta meM artha hai| pikAso yaha kaha rahA hai, yaha mere AnaMda kA udbhava hai| kyA hai, kyoM hai, mujhe kucha patA nahIM / / pazcima kA eka bahuta bar3A vicAraka kavi huA, kUlarija kUlarija se kisI ne pUchA- eka prophesara ne-- ki tumhArI kavitA ko maiM par3hAtA hUM yUnivarsiTI meM, artha merI pakar3a meM nahIM Ate, artha kyA hai? kUlarija ne kahA tuma jarA dera se Aye / jaba maiMne ise likhA thA, to do AdamiyoM ko patA the isake artha / aba kevala eka ko patA hai| to usane kahA ki nizcita vaha eka tuma ho| tumane hI yaha kavitA likhI, tuma to mujhe batA do / kUlarija ne kahA, vaha eka maiM nahIM huuN| jaba maiMne likhI to mujhe aura paramAtmA ko patA thaa| aba kevala paramAtmA ko patA hai / aba mujhe bhI patA nhiiN| maiM khuda hI socatA hUM ki isakA artha kyA hai ? kaI bAra khuda hI maiM cakita ho jAtA huuN| tuma bhale A gye| kaI daphA maiM socatA thA jAkara yUnivarsiTI ke prophesaroM se pUcha AUM, ve to artha logoM ko samajhAte haiN| agara tumheM mujhe sunate-sunate mere cAroM tarapha eka AbhA kA anubhava ho, to kyA jarUrI hai ki prazna banAo hI ? to kyA jarUrI hai ki tuma usakA uttara khojo hI ? kyA itanA kAphI nahIM hai ki tuma usa AbhA ko pIo aura usameM DUbo aura tallIna ho jAo ? agara tumheM mere AsapAsa raMgoM kA eka iMdradhanuSa dikhAyI par3e, to kyoM jaldI se use tuma prazna banA lete ho ? prazna kA artha hai, saMdeha / niSprazna kA artha hai, zraddhA / agara tumhAre mana meM zraddhA ho, to tuma jo dekhoge use tuma svIkAra kara loge ki ThIka hai, aisA hai, iMdradhanuSa banA / aura tuma AhlAdita hooge| aura tumhAre AhlAda kI koI sImA na hogii| aura tuma praphullita hooge / aura tuma kisI dUra kI dUsarI duniyA meM ur3ane lagoge / eka naye AkAza meM tumhAre paMkha khula 2010_03 jaayeNge| lekina tatkSaNa prazna khar3A ho jAtA hai| prazna yaha hai ki patA nahIM yaha mAmalA kyA hai ? kucha dhokhA hai, kucha jAdU hai, yA merA mana sammohita ho gayA, yA merI kalpanA hai, yA maiM koI sapanA dekha rahA hUM ? lekina tumane kabhI khayAla kiyA ki jaba tuma yaha prazna banAoge, vaha iMdradhanuSa tumhAre lie rukA na rhegaa| jaba tuma prazna banA rahe ho, iMdradhanuSa kho jaaegaa| vaha jo ghar3Ibhara ke lie jharokhA khulA thA aura atIMdriya darzana kI saMbhAvanA banI thI, vaha tuma cUka gye| tuma soca-vicAra meM khar3e raha gaye / praznoM se thor3A apane ko bcaao| phursata ke samaya kara lenA, jaba kucha bhI na ghaTa rahA ho jIvana meM taba khUba prazna kara lenA / jaba kucha ghaTatA ho, taba prazna ko bIca meM mata laao| kyoMki usake kAraNa dIvAla khar3I ho jAtI hai| vahI dIvAla tumhArIAMkha para pardA bana jaaegii| jo hai, hai / jo jaisA hai, vaisA hai| tathyoM ke Age-pIche mata jAo, tathyoM meM praveza kro| ye rUpahalI chAMva, ye AkAza para tAroM kA jAla jaise sUphI kA tasavvura, jaise Azika kA khayAla Aha lekina kauna jAne, kauna samajhe jI kA hAla ai game - dila kyA karUM, ai vahazate - dila kyA karUM ye rUpahalI chAMva, ye AkAza para tAroM kA jAla / jaise sUphI kA tasavvura... jaise koI sUphI dhyAna kI mastI meM DUbA ho|... . jaise Azika kA khayAla / jaise koI premI apanI preyasI kI bhAvanA meM DUbA ho| aisA hI hai| ye rUpahalI chAMva, ye AkAza para tAroM kA jAla / yaha saba rahasyamaya hai / yaha saba parama rahasya hai| tuma prazna mata utthaao| tuma dhIre-dhIre rahasya ko ckho| svAda lo| tumheM hairAnI hogii| agara maiM yahAM baiThA-baiThA kSaNabhara ko tumhAre lie kho jAtA hUM aura eka raMgoM kA jAla yahAM pragaTa hotA hai, to tuma prazna mata uThAo, yaha maukA prazna kA nahIM hai| yaha maukA to ina raMgoM meM utara jAne kA hai| pUcha lenA pIche, kala / kaha do mana ko ki bAda meM soca leNge| abhI to svAda le leN| aura usI svAda meM uttara milegaa| kala pUchane kI jarUrata na raha jaaegii| aura eka bAra agara tumheM una raMgoM meM utarane kA pATha pakar3a jAe, tuma eka sIr3hI bhI isa gaharAI meM utara jAo, to jarUra nahIM hai ki phira tuma mere pAsa hI una raMgoM ko dekho| agara tuma kisI vRkSa ko bhI itanI hI zAMti aura prema se dekhoge, jaisA tumane

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WANABARAMANANDMewala S _ kinArA bhItara hai N ARIA mujhe dekhA, to usa vRkSa ke pAsa bhI aise hI raMgoM kA sAgara laharAne | jAna tujha para nisAra karatA hUM lgegaa| laharA rahA hai| tumhAre pAsa AMkha nhiiN| astitva para | maiM nahIM jAnatA huA kyA hai koI ghUghaTa nahIM, sirpha tuma aMdhe ho| tumheM eka choTe-se phUla ke | jAnane kI jarUrata bhI nahIM hai| jo ho rahA hai, use hone do| pAsa bhI aise hI AbhAoM ke AyAma khulate hue najara aaeNge| jAna-jAnakara kauna kaba satya ko jAna paayaa| jAnanevAle bahuta eka bAra tumheM yaha samajha meM A jAe ki zAMta, prema se bharakara pIche pichar3a gye| jAnanevAle kitAboM meM kho gye| jAnanevAle kisI kI tarapha dekhanA satya ko dekhane ke lie anivArya hai, taba praznoM meM DUba gaye aura mara gye| nahIM, jAna-jAnakara koI bhI tuma vaha dekha pAoge, jaisA hai| abhI tumane bahuta kama dekhA hai| nahIM jAna paayaa| khoo apane ko, miTAo, miTo, pighlo| abhI tumane aise dekhA hai jaise bahuta se parde DAla diye gaye hoM, aura satsaMga kA yahI artha hai| pardo ke pIche dIyA chipA ho, aisI phUTa-phUTakara choTI-sI kiraNeM | jaise subaha sUraja kI maujUdagI meM barpha pighalane lagatI hai, aise tumhAre pAsa A pAtI hoN| eka-eka pardA haTatA jAtA hai, kiraNoM kisI kI maujUdagI meM tuma pighalane lgo-stsNg| yahAM maiM kA jAla bar3hatA jAtA hai| maujUda hUM, agara tuma jarA bhI karIba Ane ko taiyAra ho, to tuma jaba tumheM merI tarapha dekhate-dekhate kabhI acAnaka eka AbhA | pighloge| usa pighalane se hI nayI-nayI ghaTanAeM ghtteNgii| kA visphoTa mAlUma hotA ho, raMgIna taraMgeM cAroM tarapha phaila jAtI naye-naye UrmiyAM, naye Aveza uttheNge| raMga naye, gaMdha nayI, svAda hoM, to isakA artha itanA huA ki usa kSaNa meM tumhArI AMkha para nye| tuma pAoge jaise tuma phailane lage, bar3e hone lage, vistIrNa pardA bahata kama hai| abhI tama prazna uThAkara naye parde mata bnaao| hone lge| abhI tuma praznoM ko kaha do, haTo jI! phursata ke samaya jaba kucha | jina logoM ne rAsAyanika-dravyoM para bar3I khoja kI bhI na ho rahA hogA, taba tumase sira mAthA-paccI kara leNge| abhI | hai-ela.esa.DI., mArijuAnA, aura dUsare dravyoM para-una to jAne do| abhI to bulAvA aayaa| abhI to isa iMdradhanuSa meM sabakA yaha kahanA hai ki una dravyoM ke prabhAva meM bhI manuSya kI praveza kara jAne do| abhI to DUbane do| abhI to DubakI lene AMkha para se parde haTa jAte haiN| alDuasa haksale amarIkA kA do| vyartha ke kSaNoM meM prazna kara leNge| abhI sArthaka kSaNa ko bahuta bar3A manISI, vicAraka huaa| usane jaba pahalI daphA praznoM meM mata khoo| kyoMki tumhAre prazna ke khar3e hote hI tuma ela.esa.DI. liyA, to vaha cakita ho gyaa| usake sAmane eka pAoge, raMga khone lge| prazna ne phira saMdeha khar3A kara diyaa| sAdhAraNa-sI kursI rakhI thii| sAdhAraNa-sI kursii| lekina prazna kA matalaba hI saMdeha hotA hai| prazna uThatA hI saMdeha se hai| jaise-jaise usa para ela.esa.DI. kA prabhAva gahana hone lagA kursI - prazna zraddhA se nahIM utthtaa| zraddhA to cupacApa svIkAra kara se raMga phUTane lge| adabhuta raMga! anajAne, aparicita raMga! aise legii| zraddhA to itanI virATa hai ki kucha bhI ghaTe to bhI zraddhA | raMga, jo kabhI nahIM dekhe the| aura sAdhAraNa nahIM, jinake bhItara se cauMkatI nhiiN| anahonA ghaTe, to bhI svIkAra kara letI hai| zraddhA | bar3I AbhA phUTa rahI- luumins|' jyotirmy| sAdhAraNa raMga kI koI sImA nhiiN| saMdeha bar3A choTA hai, bar3A kSudra hai, bar3A nahIM, raMgoM ke bhItara se AbhA kI kiraNeM phUTatI huii| ochA hai| jarA yahAM-vahAM kucha ghaTA, jo saMdeha kI sImA ke bAhara vaha bahuta hairAna huaa| usane AMkheM mIr3IM, apane ko jhakajhorA, hai ki saMdeha becaina ho jAtA hai| parezAna ho jAtA hai| nahIM, ye ThaMDe pAnI ke chIMTe mAre, magara kucha bhI nahIM, kursI raMgIna hotI mauke nahIM haiM saMdeha ko uThAne ke| aura agara tumane ina maukoM para calI jAtI hai| kursI saadhaarnn| usane AsapAsa dekhA, hara cIja na uThAyA, to tumhArA svAda hI uttara bnegaa| raMgIna hai| kitAbeM, Tebala, dvaar-drvaaje| usakI patnI calatI jAna tujha para nisAra karatA hUM huI bhItara AyI, usane saMsmaraNoM meM likhA hai, usake pairoM kI maiM nahIM jAnatA huA kyA hai AvAja...aisA saMgIta maiMne kabhI sunA nhiiN| patnI ko dekhA, aisI zraddhA kI avasthA hai| jaba iMdradhanuSa mere pAsa uThe, jAna | aisA vibhAmaya rUpa kabhI dekhA nhiiN| aba khuda kI patnI meM rUpa nichAvara kro| dekhanA bahuta kaThina hai! dUsare kI patnI meM bahuta sarala hai| khuda 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 kI patnI meM rUpa dekhanA bahuta kaThina hai| pahale dina ho sakatA hai vaha thor3A-sA cauMkakara dekhe, dUsare dina mullA nasaruddIna miliTrI meM bhartI kiyA jA rahA thaa| aura kama dekhegA, tIsare dina aura km| mahIne bhara ke bAda tuma jbrdstii| vaha bacane ke upAya kara rahA thaa| saba parIkSAeM ho khola do AMkha, aMkha khulI rahegI, vaha kucha bhI na dekhegaa| gyiiN| lekina saba taraha se svastha AdamI thA, bace bhI kaise? | abhyAsa ho gyaa| Akhira usane kahA ki merI AMkheM kharAba haiN| to DAkTara ne pUchA, duniyA meM AdamI ke Upara naze kA prabhAva isIlie rahA hai ki tumhAre pAsa koI pramANa hai tumhArI AMkheM kharAba hone kA? usane naze se kucha na kucha rahasya kI jhalaka milatI hai| naze kA prabhAva khIse se eka tasvIra nikAlI, kahA, yaha dekho merI patnI kI akAraNa nahIM hai| tasvIra hai, isase sApha jAhira hai ki merI AMkheM kharAba haiN| isa aura samasta duniyA ke dharmaguruoM ne naze se bacane kA Agraha strI se kauna zAdI karegA! kiyA hai, vaha bhI bAta ThIka hai| kyoMki nazA dhokhA detA hai| ___ alDuasa haksale ko apanI patnI meM vibhAmaya rUpa dikhAyI satya milatA nahIM, satya kI jhUThI jhalaka de deta pdd'aa| naze ke utara jAne ke bAda saba kho gyaa| alDuasa yahAM agara mujhe sunate-sunate mere pAsa baiThe-baiThe prArthanA aura haksale to itanA prabhAvita huA ela.esa.DI. se ki usane dhyAnapUrNa hRdaya se kabhI tumhArI AMkhoM kA pardA saraka jAe, to . apanI pUrI jiMdagI phira yahI koziza kI ki veda meM jisa usa samaya prazna khar3e mata krnaa| usa kSaNa to parde ko pUrA hI gira 'somarasa' kI carcA hai, vaha ela.esa.DI. hI hai| usane to phira jAne denaa| chalAMga lekara utara jaanaa| tuma bhI bana jAnA eka yaha bhI siddha karane kI koziza kI ki aba bhaviSya meM mahAvIra, hisse usa iMdradhanuSa ke| tuma bhI usa vibhA meM kho jaanaa| zAyada buddha, kabIra, mIrA, krAisTa, inako jo huA, usake lie itane | lauTakara tuma phira kabhI vahI na ho sako, jo tuma the| zAyada tuma tIsa-tIsa sAla, bIsa-bIsa sAla sAdhanA karane kI koI jarUrata naye hokara hI lautto| zAyada phira tumheM apane AsapAsa bhI vaise nhiiN| yaha to bailagAr3I jaise rAste the-bar3e lNbe| aba to jeTa | hI raMgoM kA phailAva, vaise hI raMgoM kI bAr3ha anubhava hone lge| kA yuga hai| ela.esa.DI. bhaviSya kI sAdhanA hai| | paramAtmA jIvana ke samasta raMgoM ko dekha lene kA nAma hai| vaha itanA prabhAvita ho gayA thA ki jiMdagI itanI raMgIna, itanI | jIvana ke samasta rUpa ko dekha lene kA nAma hai| jIvana kA jo prajvala, itanI saMgItapUrNa, itanI vibhAmayI! to jarUra | parama AhlAdamaya camatkArika rUpa hai, usako pUrA kA pUrA jI lene ela.esa.DI. kucha kara rahA hai| ela.esa.DI. kucha bhI nahIM | kA nAma hai| paramAtmA koI gaMbhIra, udAsa ceharoM kI khoja nahIM; krtaa| aura ela.esa.DI. se kucha honevAlA bhI nahIM hai| nAcate, gAte logoM kI khoja hai| ela.esa.DI. to eka jhaTake se tumhArI AMkhoM ke parde ko girA detA hai| lekina phira pardA A jaaegaa| kyoMki parde ke hone kA Aja itanA hii| kAraNa nahIM miTatA ela.esa.DI. se| yaha to aise hI hai jaise kisI ne jabardastI kisI sote AdamI kI AMkheM ughAr3a diiN| khola dI khIMcakara plkeN| eka kSaNa ko AMkheM khula gayIM, usane kucha dekhA, ki phira AMkheM baMda ho gyiiN| soyA AdamI soyA AdamI hai| aura agara ela.esa.DI. bAra-bAra liyA to roja-roja raMga kama hote jaaeNge| jaise auSadhi kA asara kho jAtA hai, aise hI naze kA asara kho jaaegaa| phira jyAdA mAtrA caahie| usI mAtrA meM artha na hogaa| eka dina aisA AyegA, ela.esa.DI. se kucha bhI na hogaa| agara kisI AdamI kI AMkha tumane roja AdhI rAta meM jabardastI kholI, to 2010_03

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R ABSE suvahuM pi suyamahIyaM kiM kAhii crnnvipphiinnss| aMdhassa jaha palittA, dIvasayasahassakoDI vi / / 10 / / thovammi sikkhide jiNai, bahusudaM jo crittsNpunnnno| jo puNa carittahINo, kiM tassa sudeNa bhuenn||91|| NicchayaNayassa evaM, appA appami appaNe surdo| so hodi hu sucaritto, joI so lahai nnivvaannN||92|| di jaM jANiUNa joI, parihAraM kuNai punnnnpaavaannN| taM cArittaM bhaNiyaM, aviyappaM kmmrhiehiN||93|| HABAR MDM abbhaMtarasodhIe, bAhirasodhI vi hodi nniymenn| abbhaMtara-doseNa hu, kuNadi Naro bAhire dose||94 / / jaha va NiruddhaM asuhaM, suheNa suhamavi taheva suddhenn| tamhA eNa kameNa ya, joI jhAeu nniyaadN||95|| HT 2010_03

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halA sUtra kyoMki usakA mUlya to lAbha kA thaa| ImAnadArI se milatA thA 1 'cAritrahIna puruSa kA vipula zAstra-adhyayana bhI | to ImAnadArI ThIka thI, beImAnI se milatA hai to beImAnI ThIka vyartha hI hai. jaise ki aMdhe ke Age lAkhoM-karoDoM hai| aise AdamI ke beImAna hone meM jarA-bhI aDacana na / dIpaka jalAnA vyartha hai|' aise AdamI kI ImAnadArI upakaraNa hai, sAdhana hai, sAdhya nhiiN| suvahuM pi suyamahIyaM kiM kAhii crnnvipphiinnss| aise AdamI ke caritra kA koI bharosA nhiiN| aMdhassa jaha palittA, dIvasayasahassakoDI vi / / agara eka AdamI isalie zubha kArya karatA hai ki isase svarga mahAvIra ne caritra aura cAritra meM bar3A bheda kiyA hai| eka caritra milegA, to aise AdamI ke caritra kA koI bharosA nhiiN| kyoMki hai, jo hama Upara se Aropita karate haiN| eka caritra hai, jo bhItara kala agara ise patA cala jAe ki beImAna bhI rizvata dekara aura se AvirbhUta hotA hai| eka caritra hai, jisakA hama abhyAsa karate svarga pahuMca rahe haiM, kala ise patA cala jAe ki ImAnadAra narka meM haiN| aura eka caritra hai, jo sahaja khilatA hai| sahaja khilanevAle par3e haiM aura sar3a rahe haiM, to yaha ImAnadArI chor3a degaa| yaha beImAnI ko hI unhoMne cAritra kahA hai| vahI dhArmika hai| jo Aropita hai, para utara jaaegaa| svAbhAvika hai| kyoMki sAdhya to ImAnadArI | abhyAsajanya hai. ceSTA se bAMdhA gayA hai. vaha caritra naitika hai| nahIM thii| , mahAvIra kI bhASA meM, vAstavika caritra ko unhoMne | maiMne sunA hai, mullA nasaruddIna apane beTe ko samajhA rahA thA, nizcaya-caritra kahA hai| avAstavika caritra ko vyavahAra-caritra dukAna pr| sabhI bAteM samajhA rahA thA dhIre-dhIre, beTA bar3A ho kahA hai| eka to ceharA hai dUsaroM ko dikhAne ke lie| aura eka gayA, dukAna sNbhaale| eka dina usane kahA ki suna, dekha, yahAM svayaM kA maulika ceharA hai| eka to vyavahAra hai| saca bolate ho, vyavasAya kI naitikatA kA prazna hai| yaha jo AdamI abhI-abhI ImAnadArI se jIte ho, lekina vaha bhI vyavahAra hai| sArI duniyA gayA, dasa rupaye kA noTa ise denA thA, lekina bhUla se yaha ke dukAnadAra kahate haiM, 'AnesTI iz2a di besTa paalisii|' dasa-dasa ke do noTa de gayA hai, eka-dUsare meM jur3e the| aba yaha ImAnadArI zreSThatama nIti hai| lekina pAlisI' hoziyArI hai savAla uThatA hai vyAvasAyika nIti kA ki maiM apane sAjhIdAra ko usmeN| nIti, dharma nhiiN| ImAnadAra isalie honA ucita hai ki yaha dasa rupaye kA dUsarA noTa batAUM ki na batAUM? vaha yaha nahIM ImAnadArI meM lAbha hai| ImAnadArI svayaM bahumUlya nahIM hai, lAbha ke | kaha rahA hai ki nIti kA savAla uThatA hai ki maiM isa AdamI ko kAraNa bahumUlya hai| bulAUM jo bIsa rupaye de gayA hai| yaha to bAta khatama huii| isase agara ImAnadArI lAbha ke kAraNa bahumUlya hai, aura kisI dina | to kucha lenA-denA nhiiN| aba maiM apane pArTanara' ko batAUM yA beImAnI se lAbha milatA ho, to aisA AdamI beImAnI kregaa| na batAU? 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 SERI vyavasAyI kI buddhi to nIti meM se bhI vyavasAya hI khojegii| dUra par3a gayA, usakI bhUkha-pyAsa kI bhI yAda nahIM aatii| aura jo isa grAhaka ko bulAne ko, dene ko rAjI nahIM hai, vaha mahAvIra ne aise upavAsa kiye the| tuma bhI upavAsa kara lete sAjhIdAra ko bhI batAne ko rAjI nahIM ho sktaa| ho| lekina tumhAre upavAsa meM bhojana kA itanA ciMtana calatA hai naitika vyakti bezarta naitika nahIM hotaa| dhArmika vyakti bezarta ki karIba-karIba bhojana para hI dhyAna aTaka jAtA hai| bhojana naitika hotA hai| usakI koI zarta nahIM hai| nIti koI sAdhana nahIM karate hae tama bhojana ke saMbaMdha meM isa bhAMti kabhI nahIM socate. hai, jisase kahIM pahuMcanA hai| nIti hI usakA sAdhya hai| jaisA upavAsa karake socate ho| bhojana kara liyA do bAra, to zubhAcaraNa usakA AnaMda hai| bhUla gye| lekina jisa dina upavAsa thopa liyA apane Upara, ise khayAla meM lenA, kyoMki yaha sAre sUtra isI saMbaMdha meM haiN| caubIsa ghaMTe bhojana kI hI yAda AtI-jAtI hai| yaha to upavAsa koI vyakti narka ke Dara se naitika AcaraNa kara rahA hai| koI | na huaa| yaha to upavAsa ke pratikUla ho gayA, viparIta ho gyaa| vyakti caurAhe para khar3e pulisavAle ke Dara se naitika AcaraNa kara eka brahmacarya hai, jo kAmavAsanA kI vyarthatA ke bodha se janmatA rahA hai| koI vyakti adAlata ke bhaya se naitika AcaraNa kara rahA hai| use bAMdha-bAMdhakara lAnA nahIM pdd'taa| tumhArI samajha hI, hai| bhaya se nIti kA kaise janma hogA! bhaya se thothe AcaraNa kA tumhAre jIvana kA anubhava hI tumheM usa jagaha le AtA hai ki UrjA, janma ho sakatA hai| bhaya ke kAraNa tuma Upara-Upara apane ko | kA tuma vyartha upayoga baMda kara dete ho| baMda karane kI ceSTA nahIM saMbhAlakara rakha sakate ho| lekina bhItara kI agni kA kyA karate, baMda ho jAtA hai| tumhArI samajha ne tumheM zarIra kI vyarthatA hogA? aura isalie akasara tuma pAoge, jinako hama samajhA dii| tumhArI samajha ne tumheM zarIra ke kSaNabhaMgura-rasa kA sAdhAraNataH naitika puruSa kahate haiM, ve sabhI pAkhaMDI hoNge| bodha karA diyaa| tumhArI samajha ne, jAgarUkatA ne, tumhAre pAkhaMDa kA itanA hI artha hai, Upara naitika hoMge, bhItara anIti anabhava ne tamhAre bhItara eka nayI dizA khoja lii| usI dizA meM ke sAgara meM lahareM uTha rahI hoNgii| jo unhoMne bAhara se roka liyA | UrjA bahane lgii| UrjA kA Urdhvagamana huaa| tuma Urdhvaretasa hai apane ko, na karane se, vahI unake bhItara citta meM ghAva kI taraha bne| taba to eka brahmacarya hai, jisameM phUla-jaisI saralatA hogI, gaharA hotA jaaegaa| jisase unhoMne apane ko kisI taraha vaMcita | sahajatA hogI, komalatA hogii| kara diyA hai, vaha unake mana meM bAra-bAra sapane utthaayegaa| aura eka brahmacarya hai, jo tumane vAsanA kI adamya pukAra se AkarSita kregaa| agara upavAsa ghaTA ho, to tumheM bhojana kI ghabar3Akara, vAsanA ke adamya prabhAva se ghabar3Akara apane Upara da na aayegii| kabhI-kabhI ghaTatA hai upvaas| kabhI tama Aropita kara liyaa| jabardastI thopa liyaa| prANa to bhAge jAte saMgIta sunane meM aise lIna ho gaye ki yAda hI na rahI zarIra kii| the vAsanA kI tarapha, tumane lagAma khIMca lii| lekina isase tuma saMgIta se aise bhara gaye ki bhItara jagaha hI na rahI bhojana kii| zAMti ko upalabdha na hooge| isase tumhArA citta aura bhI saMgIta meM aise DUba gaye ki zarIra aura zarIra kI bhUkha kA vismaraNa | kAmaka ho jaaegaa| isase tumhAre citta meM kAmavAsanA hI ho gyaa| to upavAsa sahaja ghaTita huaa| dhyAna meM DUba gaye aura | kAmavAsanA bhara jaaegii| isase tuma mavAda hI mavAda se bhara zarIra bhUla gayA, to upavAsa sahaja ghaTita huaa| lekina agara jaaoge| isase tumhArA uThanA, baiThanA, sonA, jAganA, dhyAna, tumane ceSTA se upavAsa kiyA-paryuSaNa AyA, vrata ke dina pUjA, prArthanA, sabhI para kAmavAsanA kI chApa par3a jaaegii| yaha Aye, tumane upavAsa kiyA to tuma dina-rAta bhojana ke saMbaMdha to roga ho gyaa| svAsthya na huaa| meM hI vicAra kroge| yaha upavAsa aMtartama se nahIM aayaa| yaha mahAvIra jisa brahmacarya kI bAta karate haiM, vaha jIvana ke anubhava upavAsa nahIM hai, anazana hai| upavAsa zabda kA hI artha hotA hai, se aaye| jIvana ke kaDuve-mIThe anubhava tumheM kahIM pahuMcA deM; AtmA ke nikaTa A jAnA, AtmA ke pAsa A jaanaa| AtmA ke hAtha jala jAe, phira kauna DAlatA hai Aga meM hAtha! vAsa meM A jaanaa| pAsa...aura pAsa...aura paas...| AtmA manovaijJAnika kahate haiM, agara choTA baccA Aga kI tarapha jA ke itane pAsa ho gaye ki zarIra bahuta dUra par3a gayA, hajAroM mIla | rahA ho, to bajAya use jabardastI rokane ke, use Aga ke pAsa 84 | JainEducation International 2010_03

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Marauwarenewmomemagwwwomemamawesomeownewww jAvana hI hai garu dhIre-dhIre le jaao| use anubhava hone do ki jaise-jaise Aga ke cAhegA, ho skegaa| lekina eka bAta khayAla rakhanA ki jaba maMtra pAsa jAtA hai, vaise-vaise zarIra jhulasatA hai| aura isameM bhI koI ko par3he to baMdara kI yAda na aaye| usa AdamI ne kahA, phikira harja nahIM hai agara vaha eka bAra jalatI huI Aga meM aMgulI bhI chor3o, baMdara kI kabhI yAda AyI hI nahIM jiMdagI meM, aba kyoM DAla le aura thor3A jala jAe aura phapholA uTha Aye, koI harja aayegii| lekina basa vahIM jhaMjhaTa ho gayI! nhiiN| lekina yaha jIvanabhara ke lie sikhAvana ho jaaegii| tuma | vaha maMdira se nIce bhI nahIM utara pAyA ki baMdara hI baMdara! usane to AkarSaNa bddh'egaa| jahAM-jahAM hama mana | bahata jhiddkaa| usane bAra-bAra maMtra ko yAda karane kI koziza ko jAne se rokate haiM, mana vahIM-vahIM utAvalA hotA hai jAne ko| kI, lekina jaise hI maMtra Aye ki usake pahale baMdara maujUda ho mana kA niyama smjho| niyaMtraNa nimaMtraNa bana jAtA hai| niSedha jaae| rAtabhara usane ceSTA kI ki pAMca bAra to binA baMdara ke eka pukAra bana jAtI hai| roko jAne se kahIM mana ko aura saba tarapha daphA kaha lUM, lekina na kaha paayaa| AdhI pAgala hAlata meM subaha bhUlakara mana vahIM-vahIM jAne lagatA hai| kabhI dekhA hai, dAMta TUTa aayaa| usane usa guru ko kahA ki tuma bhI hadda ke AdamI ho! jAtA hai to jIbha vahIM-vahIM jAtI hai| roko use| phira tuma bhUle eka to varSoM kI sevA ke bAda maMtra diyA, yaha baMdara kyoM sAtha de ki phira jIbha vahIM gyii| kahAM caubIsa ghaMTe yAda rakhoge! tuma diyA! agara baMdara hI zarta thI, to cupa rhte| mujhe baMdara kabhI yAda jAnate ho dAMta TUTa gayA, aba vahAM kucha jIbha ko le jAne jaisA bhI Ate hI na the, jiMdagI bIta gyii| aura Aja rAta, maMtra ko pAMca nahIM hai| lekina khAlI jagaha meM jIbha jAtI hai| tuma rokate ho to | bAra kahanA to muzkila, eka bAra kahanA muzkila hai| guru ne aura-aura jAtI hai| kahA, maiM bhI kyA kara sakatA hUM! zarta vahI hai| vaha pUrI ho to hI manovaijJAnika kahate haiM ki eka bahuta gaharA niyama hai-viparIta maMtra sArthaka hotA hai| pariNAma kA niym| tuma jo nahIM karanA cAhate, vahI hotA hai| tuma pakkA mAna lo, vaha maMtra kabhI sArthaka huA na hogaa| naye sikkhar3a ko dekhA hai sAikila sIkhate hue? sATha phITa caur3e | jitanI ceSTA hogI, utanA hI baMdara pragAr3ha hotA jaaegaa| rAste para, rAste ke kinAre lage mIla ke patthara se usakI sAikila mana kA eka niyama hai| tuma jisa cIja ko dabAoge, ubhregii| jAkara TakarA jAtI hai| sATha phITa caur3A rAstA thA, koI rAste para dabAne se kabhI koI mukta nahIM hotaa| mukti damana se nahIM aatii| na thaa| sunasAna par3A thaa| lekina isako huA kyA? yaha lAla mukti bodha se AtI hai| samajha se AtI hai| aura eka bAra samajha mIla ke patthara kI tarapha kyoM AkarSita ho gayA? jaise hI nayA A jAe, to jIvanabhara ke lie eka dIyA jala jAtA hai bhiitr| sikkhar3a patthara dekhatA hai, vaha ghabar3AtA hai| vaha ghabar3AtA hai ki maiMne sunA hai, mullA nasaruddIna kI eka rAta apanI patnI se kucha kahIM isa patthara se TakarA na jAUM! sATha phITa caur3A rAstA bhUla | kahA-sunI ho gyii| patnI bahuta cillAne lagI, cIkhane lgii| jAtA hai| isa patthara se TakarA na jAUM, najara patthara para aTaka | mullA tharathara kAMpane lgaa| Akhira patnI ne kahA, kAyara kahIM jAtI hai| aura jaise vaha patthara se bacane lagatA hai, vaise rAstA to | ke, kyoM tharathara kAMpa rahe ho? tuma AdamI ho ki cUhe! mullA ne bilakula hI bhUla jAtA hai, patthara aura vaha, basa do hI raha jAte kahA, devI! AdamI hI honA cAhie, kyoMki agara maiM cUhA haiN| phira eka adamya AkarSaNa ghabar3AhaTa meM paidA huaa| use hotA, to tU tharathara kaaNptii| isa upadrava aura jhagar3e meM patthara kI tarapha khIMcane lagatA hai| koI patthara khIMca rahA hai, aisA mohalle-par3osa ke loga bhI A gye| saMyoga kI bAta eka cora nhiiN| khuda ke hI niSedha se khiMcA jA rahA hai| ghara meM ghusA thaa| vaha pakar3A gyaa| bar3I prasiddha kathA hai ki eka yuvA eka sAdhu ke pIche par3A thaa| adAlata meM mukadamA claa| usa cora se majisTreTa ne pUchA, usake paira dabAtA, sevA karatA, kahatA ki kucha camatkArI zakti tumheM kucha kahanA hai? usane kahA sirpha itanA hI kahanA hai hujUra, de do| sAdhu usase ghabar3A gayA thA, usane kahA, acchA bhaI! yaha ki maiM kabhI zAdI na kruuNgaa| aura itanI merI prArthanA hai, aura maMtra hai| choTA-sA maMtra hai, ise pAMca bAra par3hanA hai| basa pAMca bAra koI bhI sajA de do, zAdI karane bhara kI AjJA mata denaa| basa, par3hane se tujhe siddhi upalabdha ho jaaegii| tU jo bhI karegA, karanA | bahuta dekha liyaa| rAta jo mujhe darzana huA hai! maiM bhI AdamI hUM, 85 2010_03

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86 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 cUhA nahIM huuN| aura jo isa garIba mullA para gujarate dekhA hai, vaha jaao| usa aMdhe ne kahA, tuma pAgala hue ho! mujhe kyA pharka aba apane para gujarate nahIM dekhanA caahtaa| par3atA hai, kaMdIla hAtha meM ho, yA na ho ! aMdherA aMdherA hai| maiM aMdhA hUM, kyA tuma bhUla gaye ? kaMdIla kyA karegI ! lekina usa mitra ne tarka kiyA ki mAnA ki tuma aMdhe ho aura kaMdIla tumhAre lie kucha na kara sakegI, lekina itanA to karegI ki dUsarA koI tumase na TakarA skegaa| rozanI hAtha meM rahegI, to dUsarA tumase na TakarA skegaa| yaha tarka aMdhe ko bhI jaMcA, vaha kaMdIla lekara gyaa| koI dasa-pAMca kadama hI gayA thA ki koI usase A ttkraayaa| usane kahA, kyA mAmalA hai? kyA tuma bhI aMdhe ho ? hAtha meM kaMdIla hai mere, dikhAyI nahIM par3atI ? usa dUsare AdamI ne kahA ki mahAnubhAva, ApakI kaMdIla bujhI huI hai| patA kaise cale ki kaMdIla bujha gyii| aMdhe ko kaMdIla kA jalanA hI patA nahIM calatA, to bujhanA kaise patA calegA? aura kahate haiM, use aMdhe ne lauTakara apane mitra ko kahA ki maiM varSoM se cala rahA hUM, kabhI mujhase koI bhI na TakarAyA thaa| kyoMki maiM khuda hI saMbhalakara calatA hUM, lakar3I coTa karake calatA hUM, khabara karake calatA hUM ki bhaI, maiM aMdhA huuN| tumhArI kaMdIla ne mujhe AzvAsana de diyA ki Aja to koI khabara rakhane kI jarUrata nahIM / Aja to lAparavAha cala sakatA huuN| kaMdIla to hAtha meM hai, koI TakarAyegA nhiiN| yaha pahalI daphe merI jiMdagI meM koI mujhase TakarAyA hai, tumhArI kaMdIla ke kAraNa TakarAyA hai| kaMdIla ne bharosA de diyA, AtmavizvAsa de diyaa| anyathA aMdhA apane aMdhepana ke hisAba se vyavasthA karake calatA hai| lakar3I TaTolakara, AvAja karake / Aja usane apanI sahaja sAvadhAnI ko bhI chor3a diyaa| jIvana ko khulI AMkha se dekhate cleN| jo cAroM tarapha gujara rahA hai, vahI zAstra hai| jo saba para gujara rahA hai, vahI zAstra hai| tuma para gujara rahA hai, use bhI gaura se dekho| koI bhI jIvana kA anubhava binA sAra nicor3e mata jAne do| to hI dhIre-dhIre paripakvatA AtI hai| to hI dhIre-dhIre aisI ghar3I AtI hai, jahAM tumhAre bhItara se caritra kA AvirbhAva hotA hai| lekina usa caritra kI na to koI mAMga hotI, na koI AkAMkSA hotI, na usa caritra kA koI lakSya hotA / vaha caritra svayaM meM suMdara / svAMtaH sukhAya bhItara hI bhItara usakA rasa hai| / vaisA vyakti yaha bhI nahIM kahatA ki maiM caritravAna hUM, isalie mujhe sammAna mile| vaisA vyakti yaha bhI nahIM kahatA - yaha bhI zikAyata nahIM karatA ki dUsare caritrahIna sammAnita ho rahe haiM, yaha kyA anyAya ho rahA hai ! vaisA vyakti yaha bhI nahIM kahatA ki caritrahIna saphala ho rahe haiM aura caritravAna asaphala ho rahe haiM, he prabhu, yaha kaisA anyAya hai ! nahIM, usakI koI zikAyata nhiiN| vaha jAnatA hai ki caritrahIna kitanA hI saphala ho jAe, usakI saba saphalatA aMtataH jor3a meM asaphalatA bana jAtI hai / vaha jAnatA hai ki caritravAna saphala ho ki asaphala, usake AnaMda meM koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| usakI viphalatA bhI saphalatA hai| saphalatA to saphalatA hai hii| vaha sar3aka para bhikhArI kI taraha bhI khar3A ho, to usake bhItara samrATa kA bhAva hotA hai / caritrahIna, samrATa kI taraha siMhAsana para bhI baiThA ho, to bhI aparAdhI ke bhAva se bharA hotA hai| asalI nirNaya bhItara hai| caritra kA eka sahaja sukha hai| eka zItalatA hai| lekina, usa caritra kA jo apane se AtA hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'caritravihIna puruSa kA vipula zAstra - adhyayana bhI vyartha hI hai; jaise ki aMdhe ke Age lAkhoM-karor3oM dIpaka jalAnA vyartha hai / ' agara tumheM patA ho ki tuma ajJAnI ho, to tuma TaTolakara caloge, AvAja karake caloge, lakar3I bajAkara caloge; akar3akara na cloge| lekina, agara tumhArA ajJAna zAstra - adhyayana meM DhaMka gayA, to tumheM lagatA hai, tumhAre hAtha meM kaMdIla A gyii| tuma akar3akara cloge| ajJAnI ke pAsa jaba aMdhe ke sAmane eka dIpaka jalAo, ki karor3a dIpaka udhAra jJAna ho jAtA hai, to jJAna to nahIM AtA, sirpha akar3a AtI jalAo, koI aMtara nahIM par3atA / hai| jJAna to nahIM jalatA, sirpha ahaMkAra pragAr3ha hotA hai| sunA hai maiMne, eka aMdhA apane mitra ke ghara se vidA ho rahA thaa| to mitra ne kahA, rAta meM aMdherA jyAdA hai, amAvasa kI rAta hai| rAste para koI durghaTanA ho jAe, tuma yaha hAtha meM kaMdIla liye | 2010_03 isa ahaMkAra se caritra to kaise paidA hogA! ahaMkAra to sabase bar3I bAdhA hai caritra meN| kyoMki caritra kI agara koI buniyAda hai, to nira - ahaMkAritA hai| apane ko badalane ko vahI taiyAra hotA

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jIvana hI hai guru hai, jo apane doSa dekhane ko taiyAra hai| ahaMkAra to apane doSa | se svayaM ke adhyayana se yAtrA zurU hogii| dekhane ko taiyAra hI nahIM hotaa| isalie badalane kA to koI 'cAritryasaMpanna kA alpatama jJAna bhI bahuta hai|' savAla hI nahIM hai| __ thor3A bhI jAno, lekina jaano| apane anubhava se jaano| thor3A / ajJAnI vyakti, jisake Upara pAMDitya kA koI bojha nahIM hai, bhI jAno, lekina tamhAre hI jIvana kA nicor3a ho| rattIbhara kAphI apane ajJAna ko dekhatA hai aura sadA tatpara hotA hai badalane ko| hai, lekina tumane prANoM ko DAlakara use sIkhA ho| udhAra na ho| ajJAnI sIkhane ko rAjI hotA hai, paMDita sIkhane ko rAjI nahIM Upara-Upara na ho| sunA-sunAyA na ho| tumhAre bhItara prANoM ne hotaa| use to pahale se hI khayAla hai ki maiM jAnatA huuN| gunagunAyA ho| tumane apanI AMkha se jAnA ho| tumane apane isIlie sadiyAM bIta gayIM, zAstra bar3hate cale gaye; AdamI kA hAtha se chuA ho| to alpatama jJAna bhI bahuta hai| jJAna bhI khUba bar3hA; maMdira, masjida, gurudvAre bhI khUba bane, lekina | '...aura caritravihIna kA bahuta zrutajJAna-bahuta kucha sunA caritra ke maMdira kA janma na huaa| huA, bahuta smRti se ikaTThA kiyA huA, vaisA jJAna-bhI masjidoM meM maulavI khutbe sunAte hI rahe niSphala hai|' maMdiroM meM birahamana azaloka gAte hI rahe hama jAnate bahuta haiM binA jaane| gurajiepha ke pAsa jaba pahalI AdamI minnatakaze-arabAbe-irphI hI rahA daphA AspeMskI AyA-usakA pramakha ziSya-to gurajiepha ne darde-iMsAnI magara maharUme-darmA hI rhaa| kahA, tU eka kAma kr| eka kAgaja para do khaMDa kara le| eka calate rhe| maulavI kurAna samajhAte rhe| maMdiroM meM upadeza dete tarapha likha, jo tU jAnatA hai| aura eka tarapha likha, jo tU nahIM rahe braahmnn| jAnatA hai| aura ImAnadArI brt| kyoMki agara mere pAsa kucha masjidoM meM maulavI khutbe sunAte hI rahe sIkhanA hai, to ImAnadArI se zuruAta karanI hogii| phira merA maMdiroM meM birahamana azaloka gAte hI rahe kucha khotA nahIM, agara tU beImAna bhI rhe| jo tU likha degA ki tU AdamI minnatakaze-arabAbe-irphI hI rahA jAnatA hai, usa saMbaMdha meM maiM phira kabhI tujhase bAta na kruuNgaa| bAta lekina AdamI sadA devatAoM ke sAmane hAtha jor3e bhikhArI hI | khatama ho gayI, tU jAnatA hai| aura jo tU likha degA ki nahIM banA rhaa| vaha devatAoM kI kRpA kA AkAMkSI hI rhaa| AdamI | jAnatA hai, usa saMbaMdha meM maiM terI pUrI sahAyatA karUMgA jAnane ke kabhI apane paira para khar3A na ho paayaa| AdamI kabhI svAvalaMbI na lie| aba tU soca le| yaha kAgaja le, bhItara ke kamare meM jAkara | bana paayaa| AdamI devatAoM ke sAmane bhikhamaMgA banA rahA. | likha le| AdamI khuda devatA na bana paayaa| AspeMskI prasiddha AdamI thaa| bar3A gaNitajJa thaa| jaba darde-iMsAnI magara maharUme-darmA hI rahA gurajiepha ke pAsa AyA to gurajiepha ko to koI bhI nahIM jAnatA aura AdamI kI jo buniyAdI bImArI hai, vaha upacAra se vaMcita thA, AspeMskI kA nAma aMtarrASTrIya khyAti kA nAma thaa| usane rhii| AdamI kA ahaMkAra usakI baniyAdI bImArI hai| eka bar3I adabhuta kitAba 'Tarsiyama Arganama' likhI thii| aisI darde-iMsAnI magara maharUme-darmA hI rahA kitAbeM sadiyoM meM ekAdha bAra likhI jAtI haiN| kahate haiM, duniyA vaha jo mUla pIr3A hai, akar3a kI, vaha apanI jagaha khar3I rhii| meM kevala tIna kitAbeM haiM usa mUlya kI, pUre manuSya jAti ke khar3I hI na rahI, balki bahuta bar3ha gyii| maMdiroM, masjidoM ne itihAsa meN| pahalI kitAba arisTATala ne likhI thii| usakA sahArA diyaa| AdamI gahana ahaMkAra se bhara gyaa| isa ahaMkAra nAma hai-'aargnm|' pahalA siddhaaNt| dUsarI kitAba bekana ne ke kAraNa sIkhanA hI asNbhv| isa ahaMkAra ke kAraNa jhakanA likhI, usakA nAma hai--'novama aargnm|' nayA siddhaaNt| asNbhv| isa ahaMkAra ke kAraNa vinamra honA asNbhv| aura tIsarI kitAba AspeMskI ne likhii| usakA nAma 'caritrahIna puruSa kA vipula zAstra-adhyayana vyartha hai|' hai-'Tarsiyama aargnm|' tIsarA siddhaaNt| kahate haiM, ina tIna mahAvIra kaha rahe haiM, zabdoM se nahIM, adhyayana se nahIM, svAdhyAya kitAboM kA koI mukAbalA nahIM hai| 87 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 aura AspeMskI ne jaba aisI bahumUlya kitAba likhI thI, to kahate ho, bar3e ho jAo, taba tumheM dikhAyI pdd'egaa| tumheM dikhAyI svabhAvataH akar3a thii| akar3a to usakI kitAba ke pahale panne se par3A bar3e hokara? kyoM jhUTha bola rahe ho! kama se kama Izvara ke hI patA calatI hai| pahale panne para hI vaha likhatA hai ki arastU ne | saMbaMdha meM to jhUTha mata bolo| kyA tuma bacce ko de rahe ho? tama pahalA siddhAMta likhA, bekana ne dUsarA likhA, maiM tIsarA likhatA | socate ho, Izvara de rahe ho| tuma eka bar3e se bar3A jhUTha de rahe ho| hUM, lekina tIsarA pahale se bhI pahale maujUda thaa| yaha merA tIsarA isameM Izvara to milegA hI nahIM tuma bhI kho jaaoge| siddhAMta pahale se bhI pahale hai! aura kitAba to mUlyavAna hai, sabhI bacce bar3e hokara apane mAM-bApa kA tiraskAra karane lagate isameM koI bhI zaka nahIM hai| haiN| kyoMki eka na eka dina yaha patA cala jAtA hai ki dhokhA gurajiepha ko koI bhI nahIM jAnatA thaa| gurajiepha ko logoM ne diyA gyaa| choTe bacce to bar3I zraddhA se bhare hote haiN| tuma jo bhI jAnA AspeMskI ke kaarnn| kyoMki AspeMskI usakA ziSya ho | kahate ho, mAna lete haiN| azraddhA jAnate hI nahIM abhii| lekina | gyaa| to jarUra isa phakIra meM kucha hogaa| aura gurajiepha ne kaba taka aisA rahegA! jaldI hI soca-vicAra uThegA, saMdeha kahA, tU likha le| kyoMki maiMne terI kitAba dekhI hai| tU bar3e jageMge, prazna uThege aura taba ve dekheMge, ki tuma bhI usI nAva meM khatare meM hai| tujhe patA nahIM hai aura tujhe khayAla hai ki tujhe patA hai| savAra ho jisa para ve savAra haiN| na tumheM paramAtmA kA patA hai, ne yaha sApha ho jAe pahale hI dina, phira bAta cala pdd'egii| tumheM AtmA kA patA hai, tuma bakavAsa kara rahe ho| jisa dina yaha AspeMskI AdamI nizcita ImAnadAra rahA hogaa| saba dAMva para dikhAyI par3atA hai, usI dina zraddhA gira jAtI hai| aura jisa bacce lagA diyA usne| ghaMTebhara vaha baiThA rahA usa kamare meN| sarda rAta kI zraddhA mAM-bApa se gira jAtI ho, usakI zraddhA sa thI, pasInA-pasInA ho gyaa| hAtha meM lie kalama, kAgaja | jAtI hai| sAmane rakhe, ceSTA karatA hai, lekina kucha bhI yAda nahIM AtA jo jo itane karIba the, jo itane apane the, ve bhI dhokhA de gye| ve jAnatA ho, jo vastataH jAnatA ho, jisako svayaM jAnA ho| | bhI jhaTha bolate rhe| ve bhI dAve karate rahe, jinakA unheM kacha bhI jisakA sAkSAtkAra huA ho| na Izvara ko jAnatA hai, na AtmA patA na thA! to aba dUsaroM kA kyA bharosA? agara isa saMsAra meM ko jAnatA hai| kucha bhI to nahIM jaantaa| abhI dhyAna bhI to nahIM tumheM itane azraddhAlu dikhAyI par3ate haiM, usakA buniyAdI kAraNa jaanaa| abhI prema bhI to nahIM jaanaa| paramAtmA to bahuta dUra hai, | yahI hai, baccoM kI zraddhA ke sAtha khilavAr3a kiyA gayA hai| utanA abhI prema bhI nahIM jaanaa| rotA hai, pasIne se tarabatara hai| hI kahanA, jitanA tuma jAnate ho| kucha harja nahIM hai kaha dene meM ki ghaMTebhara bAda vApisa AtA hai| gurajiepha ke caraNoM meM gira mujhe patA nahIM hai, khoja rahA hUM, mila jAegA to tumheM batA duuNgaa| par3atA hai| khAlI kAgaja hAtha meM de detA hai| kahatA hai, maiM kacha bhI agara tamheM mila jAe, to majhe khabara krnaa| majhe patA nahIM hai| nahIM jaantaa| maiM ziSya hone ko taiyAra huuN| aura vaha AkhirI kSaNa yaha bhI patA nahIM ki maiM kauna huuN| hai, usake bAda usane kabhI gurajiepha ke sAmane kisI bhI bAta ko yaha jhUThI akar3a ki mujhe patA hai, sabase mahaMgA saudA hai| isake jAnane kA dAvA nahIM kiyaa| | kAraNa hI caritra kA janma nahIM ho paataa| kyoMki jhUTha se to caritra gurajiepha ne khUba bharA use| khUba uMDelA usmeN| itanA khAlI kA janma nahIM ho sktaa| pAtra mila jAe, to guru bhI nAca uThatA hai| aura itanA khAlI hUM, aba yaha thor3A socnaa| aisA mAnane ko taiyAra ho jAe; khAlI to sabhI haiN| mAnane meM | ise tuma dharma kI zikSA kahate ho| sAre dharma yaha ceSTA karate ar3acana hai| khAlI haiM to aura Dhakkana ko baMda kiye baiThe haiM, ki haiM-IsAI, hiMdU, jaina, musalamAna-saba yaha ceSTA karate haiM ki koI Dhakkana na khola le, koI bhItara dekha na le! dharma kI zikSA rhe| kyA zikSA tuma doge? zikSaka ko patA hai ? tumane kabhI vicAra kiyA ki kyA tuma jAnate ho? tumane kabhI zikSaka ko bhI patA nahIM hai| aise tuma jhUTha ko paira lagA rahe ho| ImAnadArI se uttara diye? tumhArA choTA baccA tumase pUchatA hai, aise tuma jhUTha ko calAyamAna kara rahe ho| saba dharma zikSA Izvara hai? tuma kahate ho hAM hai| vaha kahatA hai, dikhaao| to tuma khataranAka hai| kyoMki jJAna se bhara degii| aura caritra se sadA ke 88 2010_03

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R ECE jIvana hI hai ga lie vaMcita kara jaaegii| hUM, taba prArthanA sugama hotI hai| isalie dukha kI prArthanA karatA hUM, vAstavika dharma kI zikSA to eka hI ho sakatI hai ki tumheM kyoMki dukha kI chAyA meM hI maiM prArthanA kara pAtA huuN| abhI maiM jIvana se nicor3ane kI kalA sikhAyI jaae| tumheM kahA jAe ki itanA yogya nahIM ki sukha meM prArthanA kara skuuN| sukha meM bhUla jAtA jIvana ke anubhavoM se siikhnaa| agara krodha karate ho, to khUba huuN| dukha meM yAda banI rahatI hai| to thor3A dukha dete rhtaa| aisA na jAgakara krodha krnaa| tAki krodha meM kyA hotA hai, yaha tumheM patA ho ki sukha jyAdA de do, aura maiM tumheM hI bhUla jaauuN| kyoMki cala jaae| phira tumhArI marjI! phira jo zreyaskara ho, krnaa| tumheM hI bhUla gayA, to sukha kA kyA karUMgA? tuma yAda rahe, agara tumheM lage, krodha hI ucita hai, vahI tumhArA AnaMda hai, to thor3A dukha bhI rahA to ThIka hai| tumhArI yAda ke sAtha dukha jhelanA vahI krnaa| lekina aisA to kabhI huA nahIM ki krodha meM kisI ne behtr| tumhArI yAda ke binA sukha meM utaranA khtrnaak| AnaMda pAyA ho| kAmavAsanA meM tumhArA AnaMda hai, to ThIka hai, svarga bhI narka ho jAtA hai, agara paramAtmA kA smaraNa na rhe| usI tarapha jaanaa| lekina aisA kabhI huA nahIM ki kisI ne narka bhI svarga ho sakatA hai, agara usakI yAda banI rhe| vastutaH AnaMda pAyA ho| AnaMda to manuSya ke bhItara hai--na krodha meM hai, na to usI kI yAda meM svarga hai| smaraNa meM, bodha meM, dhyAna meN| kAma meM hai, na lobha meM hai| caritra ruka gayA hai, avaruddha ho gayA hai| jhUThe jJAna ke kacare ne, ratna to lAkha mile, eka hRdaya-dhana na milA kaMkar3a-pattharoM ne jharane ko avaruddha kara diyA hai| to pahalI bAta darda hara vakta milA, caina kisI kSaNa na milA jo dhArmika vyakti ko karane kI hai, vaha yaha hai-tathAkathita khojate-khojate Dhala dhUpa gayI jIvana kI jJAna ko haTA do| isa kUr3e-karkaTa ko alaga kro| isako dUsarI bAra magara lauTakara bacapana na milA alaga karate hI tuma bar3e nirbhAra ho jaaoge| bojha utara jaaegaa| aura dharma kA artha hai, dUsarI bAra bacapana kA mila jaanaa| dvija | na hiMdU rahoge, na musalamAna, na jaina, na iisaaii| kyoMki yaha saba ho jaanaa| dharma aise ratna kI talAza hai jo tumhAre bhItara chipA par3A | to udhAra jJAna ke kAraNa tuma bane ho| taba tuma sirpha zuddha hai, jo tumhArI aMdara kI partoM meM dabA par3A hai| | khAlisa AdamI raha jaaoge| zuddha, sahaja aadmii| aura yaha dharma kisI se mila nahIM sktaa| yaha dharma kisI ke hAtha se tumhArI AMkheM nirmala bacce kI bhAMti ho jaaeNgii| kyoMki jJAna ne hastAMtarita nahIM ho sktaa| yaha dharma to tumheM apane bhItara hI tumheM bUr3hA kiyA hai| agara jJAna tuma haTA do, to dUsarA bacapana utarakara hI khojanA hogaa| | Ane lgaa| jIvana ke hara anubhava ko sIr3hI bnaanaa| aura jIvana ke kisI ratna to lAkha mile, eka hRdaya-dhana na milA anubhava se ghabar3AnA mt| yahAM kucha bhI burA nahIM hai| agara sIkha milegA bhI kaise! hRdaya-dhana to bhItara hai| bAhara jo bhI mila lo, to sabhI zubha hai| aura na sIkho, to sabhI azubha hai| yahAM jAegA, vaha aura kucha bhI ho, hRdaya-dhana to nahIM ho sktaa| kAMTe bhI zikSA ke lie haiN| yahAM apamAna meM bhI rAja hai| yahAM aura jo hRdaya-dhana nahIM hai, vaha dhana kaisA! vaha Aja nahIM kala dukha aura darda meM bhI prArthanA ke bIja hI chipe haiN| chinegaa| sUphI phakIra hasana paramAtmA se prArthanA kiyA karatA thA ki he darda hara vakta milA, caina kisI kSaNa na milA paramAtmA! aura kucha bhI karanA, lekina thor3A darda banAye rakhanA, caina to bhItara milatA hai| caina to use milatA hai, jo apanI hI thor3A dukha dete rhnaa| eka dina kisI ne suna liyaa| yaha kaisI chAyA meM A gyaa| jo apane bhItara itanA utara gayA ki saMsAra prArthanA kara rahA hai! pUchA ki hasana, prArthanAeM hamane bahuta sunI, kI taraMgeM vahAM taka pahuMca nahIM paatiiN| caina to basa use milatA hai| loga karate haiM prArthanA sukha kI, sukha ke lie, yaha kaisI prArthanA! | darda hara vakta milA, caina kisI kSaNa na milA tumhArA dimAga ThIka hai? yA maiMne galata sunA? mujhe lagA ki tuma khojate-khojate Dhala dhUpa gayI jIvana kI kaha rahe ho, he paramAtmA! roja mujhe thor3A dukha jarUra dete rhnaa| dUsarI bAra magara lauTa ke bacapana na milA hasana ne kahA, galata nahIM sunaa| lekina dukha meM jaba maiM hotA | aura jaba taka dUsarI bAra bacapana na mile, samajhanA ki jIvana 89 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH2 vyartha gyaa| dUsarI bAra bacapana mila jAe, ki jIvana sArthaka karane se AtA hai| huaa| usa dUsare bacapana ko hI to saMtatva kahate haiN| pahalA | yaha jJAna caritra kA hI nicor3a hai, sAra hai| jaise hajAroM phUloM bacapana mUlyavAna hai, lekina khoyegaa| kyoMki pahalA bacapana ko nicor3akara itra banatA hai, aise hajAroM anubhavoM ko nicor3akara abodha hai| use khonA hI pdd'egaa| use bacAne kA koI upAya nahIM | jJAna banatA hai| eka bAra krodha kiyA, do bAra krodha kiyA, hajAra hai| vaha khone ko hI hai| baccA sarala hai, sAdhu hai, lekina usakI bAra krodha kiyA, lAkha bAra krodha kiyA, ina sAre krodhoM se tumane sAdhutA itanI sarala hai ki saMgharSa meM Tika na skegii| usakI jaba anubhava ko nicor3A, aura pAyA ki saba vyartha thA, kucha bhI sAdhutA itanI svAbhAvika hai ki jIvana ke upadrava meM daba jaaegii| karane-jaisA na thA, nAhaka hI parezAna hue| usakI sAdhatA jAnevAlI hai| koI upAya nahIM bacAne kaa| khayAla rakhanA, isameM jaldI nahIM kI jA sktii| saba cIjeM eka aura bacapana AtA hai, jaba tuma apane hAtha se bacapana lAte samaya para pakatI haiN| aura phUla apane-Apa khilate haiM, unheM ho| haTA dete ho saba kUr3A-karkaTa jAnakArI kaa| phira anajAna jabardastI nahIM kholanA hotA, pratIkSA jarUrI hai| ho jAte ho, jaise choTA bccaa| tumhArI AMkheM vicAroM se bharI nahIM agara tumane suna liyA ki krodha burA hai aura pahale se hI mAna haiN| nirmala ho jAtI haiN| tumhArI khopar3I meM koI bojha nhiiN| tuma liyA ki krodha burA hai, aura phira tuma socane lage ki aba phira se AMkha kholakara jagata ko dekhate ho, jaisA tumane pahalI anubhava se nicor3a leM, tuma na nicor3a paaoge| kyoMki tumhArI bAra AMkha kholakara garbha ke bAda dekhA thaa| janme the aura AMkha dhAraNA to pahale se hI taiyAra hai| kholI thii| utanI hI niSkapaTatA se phira se tuma jagata ko dekhate koI dhAraNA nahIM caahie| krodha ko nirdhAraNA se dekho| jaise ho| isI ko to hama saMtatva kahate haiN| kaho kevala jnyaan|' tumheM kisI ne kabhI kucha nahIM kahA krodha ke saMbaMdha meM acchA yaha dasarA bacapana bar3A bahumUlya hai| yaha kabhI khoyegA nhiiN| hai, burA hai; pApa hai, puNya hai| kAmavAsanA ko nirdhAraNA se kyoMki ise tumane arjita kiyA hai| pahalA bacapana milA thA, dekho| jaise koI tumheM sikhAnevAlA nahIM aayaa| tuma pRthvI para dUsarA tumane kamAyA hai| jo kamAyA hai, vaha kabhI khoyegA nhiiN| pahalI daphA Aye ho, aura tumheM kisI ne koI zikSA nahIM dI; tuma jo milA thA, vaha vApisa liyA jA sakatA hai| pahalA bacapana kAmavAsanA ko aisI khulI najara se dekho, to jaldI hI nicor3a muphta thaa| dUsarA bacapana arjita hai| pahalA bacapana abodha thaa| | A jAegA hAtha meN| vahI-vahI hama doharAye cale jAte haiN| dUsarA bacapana bar3A bodhapUrNa hai, buddhatvapUrNa hai| pahalA bacapana lekina, ar3acana kyA hai? ar3acana yaha hai, ki anubhava ke pahale kaThinAiyoM ko nahIM jAnatA thaa| kaThinAiyoM meM gayA, bhaTaka hamArI dhAraNA nirmita ho jAtI hai| gyaa| dUsarA bacapana sArI kaThinAiyoM ko pAra karake AyA hai, abhI bacce ko patA bhI nahIM hai ki jhUTha bolanA kyA hai, aura jAnakara AyA hai| dekha liye jIvana ke saba anubhv| phAMka lI hama use sikhAne lagate haiM-saca bolanA, jhUTha mata bolnaa| dhUla sabhI rAstoM kii| aura sabhI ghAToM kA pAnI pI liyaa| saba hamArI bAta sunakara hI use pahalI daphA patA calatA hai ki jhUTha bhI pApa-puNya pahacAna liye| bure-bhale anubhava, mIThe-kaDuve | kucha hai| anubhava, sabase gujarakara AyA hai| jIvana kI parIkSA para maiMne sunA hai, gAMva meM eka nayA maulavI aayaa| vaha utsuka thA kasakara utarA hai| kasauTI se gujarA hai| yaha jo dUsarA bacapana hai, jAnane ko ki usake pravacana gAMva ke logoM ko kaise laga rahe haiN| ise phira koI chIna nahIM sktaa| yaha phira tumhArI nidhi hai| yahI usane mullA nasaruddIna se pUchA-vaha roja-roja sunane AtA hai, hai hRdy-dhn| sAmane hI baiThatA hai--pUchA usase ki kaisA laga rahA hai merA 'caritra-saMpanna kA alpatama jJAna bhI bahuta hai|' bolanA tumheM, jo maiM samajhA rahA hU~? nasaruddIna ne kahA ki yaha alpatama jJAna AtA hI caritra se hai| jIvana ko jIne se dhanyabhAga ki Apa aaye| Apa jaba taka na Aye the, hameM patA hI AtA hai| jIvana ke sAtha jUjhane se AtA hai| jIvana kI cunautI na thA ki pApa kyA hai| svIkAra karane se AtA hai| jIvana jo aDge detA hai, unako pAra dharmaguru se patA calatA hai ki pApa kyA hai| yaha pApa sirpha zabda 2010_03

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jIvana hI hai guru hai, korA zabda hai| dharmaguru se patA calatA hai, puNya kyA hai| yaha dI, aura kamajora bnaayaa| bala na diyA, aura napuMsakatA dii| puNya bhI korA zabda hai| jIvana hI tumhArA guru hai| aura jIvana se nahIM, agara tumhAre anubhava se kucha AyA hai, agara tumane dekhA hI sIkhe binA koI aura dUsarA upAya nhiiN| koI sastA upAya hai gaurIzaMkara ke zikhara ko, sUraja kI kiraNoM meM jagamagAte, phira nhiiN| koI karIba kA mArga nhiiN| jIvana ke durdharSa saMgharSa se hI | sArI duniyA kahe ki nahIM hai, to bhI koI pharka na pdd'egaa| tuma gujare binA koI kabhI pahuMcatA nhiiN| kahoge tamhArI marjI, mAno na mAno, maiMne dekhA hai| maiMne khada jAnA paramAtmA jIvana kI yAtrA kA aMtima par3Ava hai| saste meM kisI | hai| ne kabhI paramAtmA pAyA nhiiN| jisane pAne kI koziza kI, mahAvIra kahate haiM, thor3A-sA jJAna ho, lekina apane jAnane se nakalI sikke hAtha lge| jhUThe sikke hAtha lge| jisane saste AyA ho, to caritravihIna ke bahuta sune hue, ikaTThe kiye hue jJAna meM pAne kI koziza kI, use paramAtmA ke nAma para kevala siddhAMta se behatara hai| caritrahIna kA jJAna bar3A dhokhA hai| udhAra hai| hAtha lage, satya hAtha na lgaa| | maiMne sunA hai, mullA nasaruddIna ko usake dharmaguru ne bahuta 'caritrasaMpanna kA alpatama jJAna bhI bahuta hai| kyoMki usakA samajhAyA aura kahA ki tU zarAba chor3a de| eka dina usane kasama alpatama jJAna usake hI jIvana kA nicor3a hai| sArA saMsAra bhI | bhI le lii| phira jaba lauTane lagA sAMjha apane ghara kI tarapha aura kahe ki tuma galata ho, to bhI use aMtara nahIM pdd'taa| zarAbaghara AyA, to hAtha-paira kaMpane lage uske| khIMcane lagA vivekAnaMda ne rAmakRSNa ko pUchA, Izvara hai? Apake pAsa koI | zarAbaghara use| itanI pragAr3hatA se, jaisA pahale bhI kabhI na khIMcA pramANa hai? rAmakRSNa haMsane lge| unhoMne kahA, maiM pramANa huuN| mere thaa| kyoMki pahale to sirpha zarAbaghara thA, Aja bhItara eka pAsa koI pramANa nahIM, merA anubhava pramANa hai| sArI duniyA kahe kasama bhI le lI thI, vaha bhI dUsare ke kahane se le lI thii| mana ki nahIM hai, to bhI koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| maiMne jAnA hai| bar3A Atura hone lgaa| mana hajAra bahAne khojane lgaa| ki chor3o tumheM to koI jarA-sA saMdigdha kara de, to tuma DAMvADola ho bhI, kauna dekha rahA hai! kisako patA hai svarga-narka kA! aura kyA jAte ho, nAstika se loga bAta karane meM Darate haiN| kyoMki kahIM jarUrata kisI kI bAtoM meM par3ane kI! kisa prabhAva meM Akara vaha tumhAre saMdeha ko jagA na de| kahIM zraddhA ko DagamagA na de| tumane hAM bhara dI? lekina, gAMva ke loga haiM, dekha leMge, dharmaguru aisI zraddhA do kaur3I kI hai, jise koI DagamagA de| yaha udhAra hai| | taka khabara pahuMca jaaegii| phira pratiSThA bhI dAMva para hai| phira use yaha zraddhA udhAra hai, isalie DaratI hai ki bAhara se AyI zraddhA hai, yaha bhI lagane lagA ki yaha bhI bar3I merI kamajorI hai ki maiM bAhara se saMdeha bhI A sakatA hai aura use tor3a sakatA hai| itanI-sI bAta para vijaya nahIM pA sakatA! to ahaMkAra ne bala zAstroM meM likhA hai-hiMdU-zAstroM meM likhA hai, jaina-maMdira meM pkdd'aa| kisI taraha usane pacAsa kadama apane ko ghasITa liyA mata jAnA cAhe pAgala hAthI ke paira ke nIce dabakara bhI mara jAne ghara kI trph| pacAsa kadama ke bAda, usane jora se apanI pITha kI naubata kyoM na A jaae| pAgala hAthI pIche lagA ho, aura | thapathapAyI, usane kahA ki nasaruddIna, gajaba kara diyA! aba jaina-maMdira A jAe, to usameM zaraNa mata lenA, pAgala hAthI ke A, tujhe dila kholakara pilAtA huuN| isa khuzI meM ki tU zarAbaghara paira ke nIce dabakara mara jAnA behatara hai| aisA hI jaina-zAstroM meM ke sAmane se nikala AyA, pacAsa kdm| vAha re terA saMkalpa! bhI likhA hai ki hiMdU maMdira meM zaraNa mata lenaa| jaina ho ki hiMdU, cala, aba isa khuzI meM tujhe pilAtA huuN| aura usane khUba musalamAna ho ki IsAI, pAgalapana eka-jaisA hai| pilaayii| dugunI pilaayii| kyoM, itanI kyA ghabar3AhaTa hai? __ agara hamane udhAra liyA hai caritra, to aisA hI hogaa| hama koI kahIM jaina-siddhAMta kAna meM na par3a jAeM--maMdira meM kahIM koI na koI bahAnA khoja leNge| koI na koI rAstA nikAla hI leNge| pravacana calatA ho| hiMda-zAstra kAna meM na par3a jAeM-kahIM isI se pAkhaMDa paidA hotA hai| tumhArA saMdeha jaga na jAe, kahIM zraddhA DagamagA na jaae| ina eka ceharA hama Upara banA lete haiM, eka ceharA hamArA bhItara hotA ghabar3Aye hue logoM ne logoM ko jagAyA nahIM, sulaayaa| himmata na hai| jo bhItara kA ceharA hai, vahI paramAtmA ke sAmane hai| jo bAhara 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH 2 kA ceharA hai, vaha saMsAra ke sAmane bhalA ho| tuma dUsaroM ko dhokhA cupacApa nikala jAte haiN| tumane khayAla kiyA, tuma socate ho ki de lenA, tuma astitva ko dhokhA na de paaoge| astitva ke yaha daravAjA hai, isase nikalUM? yaha dIvAla hai, isase na sAmane to nagna hI khar3A honA hogaa| nikalUM? itane vicAra kI bhI kahAM jarUrata par3atI hai? jisake thovammi sikkhide jiNai, bahusudaM jo crittsNpunnnno| pAsa AMkha hai, nirvicAra meM daravAje se nikala jAtA hai| jo caritrasaMpanna hai, thor3A-sA bhI jAnatA hai to paryApta hai| eka nizcayanaya ke anusAra, AtmA kA AtmA meM AtmA ke lie kaNa bhI apanA, to bhut| apanA honA caahie| prAmANika rUpa tanmaya honaa...|' se apanA honA caahie| 'AtmA kA AtmA meM AtmA ke lie tanmaya honaa|' na kucha jo puNa carittahINo, kiM tassa sudeNa bhuenn|| aura pAne ko hai, na kahIM jAne ko hai| AtmA hI gaMtavya hai| aura bahata sanA haA. bahata paDhA haA-bahazrata-kisa AtmA hI sAdhana, AtmA hI saadhy| AtmA hI yAtrI. AtmA hI kAma kA jo apane caritra se nicar3akara hAtha meM na AyA ho| maMjila, AtmA hI yAtrApatha hai| svayaM ke svabhAva meM Daba jAnA hI 'nizcayanaya ke anusAra AtmA kA AtmA meM AtmA ke lie saba kucha hai, dharma hai| tanmaya honA hI samyaka-cAritrya hai|' NicchayaNayassa evaM, appA appami appaNe surdo| yaha sUtra bahumUlya hai| yaha sUtra ina sAre sUtroM meM kohinUra hai| so hodi hu sucaritto, joI so lahai nnivvaannN|| AtmA meM AtmA kA AtmA ke lie hI tanmaya honA caritra hai| ...aura aise caritrazIla yogI ko hI nirvANa kI upalabdhi yaha mahAvIra kI paribhASA hai| apane meM pUrI taraha DUba jAnA caritra hotI hai|' hai| usa DubakI ko lagAkara jo bAhara AtA hai, vaha bAhara bhI to sAra kI bAta sirpha eka hai, sUtra kI bAta sirpha eka hai ki tAjA hotA hai lekina vaha tAjagI gauNa hai, asalI bAta to bAhara na jAo, bhItara aao| bAhara daur3atI UrjA ke bhItara DubakI lagAnA hai| jo bhItara DubakI lagAkara AtA hai, dvAra-daravAje baMda kara do, tAki UrjA bhItara girane lge| tAki usake bAhara ke jIvana meM bhI saba rUpAMtarita ho jAtA hai| vaha vahI tama apane meM Daba sko| bAhara to jAo hI na. bAhara ke vicAroM nahIM ho sakatA jo kala taka thaa| aura yaha rUpAMtaraNa ceSTita nahIM meM bhI mata jaao| kyoMki ve bhI bAhara hI hotaa| yaha rUpAMtaraNa Aropita nahIM hotaa| yaha rUpAMtaraNa | nirvicAra ke kSaNa meM, jaba koI vicAra nahIM, koI kriyA abhyAsajanya nahIM hotaa| yaha rUpAMtaraNa sahaja hotA hai, bodha se nahIM-nirvicAra, niSkriya-jaba tuma thira baiThe ho, na to koI hotA hai| | kriyA kara rahe ho aura na koI vicAra kara rahe ho, sirpha hoza mAtra jaise aMdhe ko AMkha mila gyii| to aba daravAje se nikala zeSa hai, usa hoza meM jo ghaTatA hai, vahI cAritrya hai| jAtA hai| aba dIvAla se nahIM ttkraataa| aisA thor3e hI hai ki to caritra kA koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai ki kisI se jhUTha bolo, ki rokatA hai apane ko dIvAla se na ttkraauuN| rokane kI bhI koI saca bolo; ki ImAnadArI rakho, ki beImAnI kro| khayAla jarUrata nahIM, AMkha mila gyii| yA aMdhere meM dIyA jala gyaa| karo, jo caritra ImAnadArI, beImAnI, jhUTha, saca, ina para nirbhara hai, abhI tuma TaTola-TaTolakara jA rahe the| dIyA jalate hI TaTolanA vaha caritra to sAmAjika hai, Atmika nhiiN| agara tuma jaMgala meM baMda kara dete ho| baMda karane ke lie koI kasama thor3e hI khAnI cale jAo, to phira tuma kaise saca bologe? kisase bologe? par3atI hai ki aba kabhI bhI TaTolUMgA nhiiN| aba kasama khAtA hUM agara tuma jaMgala meM cale jAo, to tuma kaise ImAnadAra banoge? ki TaTolane kA tyAga karatA huuN| kucha kasama nahIM khAnI par3atI! | bolo| beImAnI hI karane kA upAya nahIM, to ImAnadAra kaise dIye ke jalate hI TaTolanA samApta ho gyaa| aMdherA gayA, | bnoge| to yaha to isakA artha yaha huA ki caritravAna kevala TaTolegA koI kislie| samAja meM hI caritravAna ho sakatA hai| samAja ke bAhara hote hI AMkha mila gayI, to hama yaha bhI nahIM socate ki daravAjA kahAM caritrazUnya ho jaaegaa| caritrahIna bhI nahIM kaha sakate hama hai| AMkha milate hI daravAjA dikhAyI par3ane lagatA hai| hama usako, kyoMki caritrahIna hone ke lie bhI samAja jarUrI hai| 492 2010_03

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jIvana hI hai guru - caritravAna ke lie bhI samAja jarUrI, caritrahIna ke lie bhI | hai| tarakIba kyA hai, mazIna kAma kaise karatI hai? mazIna kA samAja jarUrI; jo samAja ko chor3akara gayA, vaha caritrazUnya ho kAma bar3A sIdhA-sarala hai| jaba tuma saca bolate ho, taba tuma jaaegaa| lekina mahAvIra caritra kI dUsarI hI vyAkhyA karate haiN| ekasvara hote ho| kisI ne pUchA, kitanA bajA hai ghar3I meM? tumane mahAvIra kI vyAkhyA ke hisAba se himAlaya kI guphA meM baiThA kahA, nau baje haiN| to tumhAre bhItara ekasvaratA hotI hai| kahIM koI huA yogI bhI caritravAna hogA, agara vaha apanI AtmA meM rama khaMDa nahIM hotaa| kahIM koI viparItatA nahIM hotii| tumhArA hRdaya rahA hai| agara AtmA se idhara-udhara haTa gayA hai, svapna jaga gaye, eka dhuna meM rahatA hai, eka laya meM rahatA hai| vicAra uTha gaye, to caritrahIna ho gyaa| - phira kisI ne tumase pUchA, tumane corI kI? to tuma jAnate to caritrahInatA aura caritravAna kA saMbaMdha mahAvIra AMtarikatA se ho ki tumane corI kI hai, isalie hRdaya meM to tuma kahate ho, kI, banA rahe haiN| kyoMki jo caritra samAja se baMdhA ho, usako kyA | aura bAhara kahate ho, nahIM kii| dvaMdva paidA huaa| to hRdaya kI caritra kahanA! jo bAhara para nirbhara hai, usa para apanI kyA dhar3akana cUka jAtI hai| eka dhar3akana bhI cUka jAtI hai hRdaya kI, mAlakiyata! mahAvIra kahate haiM, apane pUre mAlika ho jAnA hai| vaha nIce mazIna pakar3a letI hai| basa usakA kAma itanA hI hai ki isalie caritra kI unhoMne eka bar3I anUThI vyAkhyA kii| tuma vaha pakar3a le ki tumhArA hRdaya layabaddha calatA rahA, ki usakI akele bhI caritravAna ho sakate ho| tuma apane kamare meM baiThe ho, laya chuuttii-ttuuttii| jaise hI laya chUTI-TUTI, ghaMTI bajatI hai| koI bhI nahIM hai, to bhI tuma caritravAna ho sakate ho, caritrahIna ho | tatkSaNa tuma pakar3e gye| tuma jhUTha bola hI nahIM sakate, binA laya sakate ho| caritravAna, agara tuma zAMta ho, nirmala ho; koI taraMga ko todd'e| kyoMki tumheM to patA hai satya kA ki corI tumane kI hai| nahIM uThatI, mana kI jhIla para koI lahara nahIM hai; saba mauna, / isako tuma kaise jhuThalAoge? nistabdha, to tuma caritravAna ho| tuma dUsaroM se kaha do maiMne nahIM kI hai corI, aura tuma kitane hI isalie mahAvIra ne dhyAna ko eka nayA zabda diyA H jora se kaho ki maiMne corI nahIM kI hai, tumhArA hRdaya to kahe hI saamaayik| yaha zabda bar3A pyArA hai| dhyAna se bhI jyAdA pyArA calA jAegA bhItara ki kI hai, kI hai| jitanA hRdaya kahegA kI hai| mahAvIra ne AtmA ko kahA hai, smy| vaha unakA AtmA kA hai, utane hI jora se tuma kahoge nahIM kI hai| tumhAre Upara kA jora nAma hai| aura samaya meM DUba jAnA, saamaayik| vaha dhyAna kA itanA hI batAyegA ki bhItara tumane kI hai| aura hRdaya meM khaMDa ho unakA nAma hai| zuddha samaya meM DUba jAnA, saamaayik| 'appA | jaaeNge| hRdaya do AvAjoM se bhara jaaegaa| unhIM do AvAjoM ko appami appaNe surdo|' AtmA kA AtmA meM AtmA ke lie | yaMtra pakar3a letA hai| hRdaya kI dhar3akana kI layabaddhatA TUTa jAtI vanmaya ho jaanaa| basa tuma hI bco| kucha aura na bce| zuddhatama | hai| tumhArA tAra DagamagA jAtA hai| tuma, tuma hI bco| koI vijAtIya tatva na raha jaae| tumhArA | jhUTha tuma zAMta rahakara nahIM bola skte| azAMta ho jaaoge| svabhAva hI svabhAva zeSa rhe| basa vahIM se cAritrya zurU hotA hai| jhUTha bolate hI becainI paidA hogii| caina se jhUTha nahIM bola skte| phira aisA vyakti bAhara to caritravAna hotA hI hai, kyoMki | aura jo AdamI niraMtara jhUTha bola rahA hai, usakI becainI kA to jisane svayaM kA AnaMda le liyA, vaha aba aisA kucha bhI na kara | | tuma hisAba lagAo! usako kitanI yAda rakhanI par3atI hai, sakegA jisase svayaM se dUrI bddh'e| jaba bhI tuma jhuTha bolate ho, | kisase kyA bolA, kisase kyA nahIM bolaa| Aja kyA bolA, svayaM se dUrI bar3ha jAtI hai| kala kyA bolaa| hajAra jhUThoM kA hisAba rakhanA par3atA hai| jhUTha ise smjho| bolanevAle ke pAsa acchI smRti honI caahie| agara smRti abhI to pazcima meM unhoMne adAlatoM meM yaMtra lagA rakhe haiN| ThIka na ho, to bar3I gar3abar3a ho jAtI hai| 'laaii-ddittekttrs|' jhaTha ko pakaDanevAle yNtr| AdamI aba eka bahata baDA vaijJAnika jIvana jhUTha bhI nahIM bola sktaa| mazIna para AdamI ko khar3Akara dete bhulakkar3a thaa| kisI ne usase pUchA ki tumane vivAha kyoM na haiM, aura jaise hI vaha jhUTha bolatA hai, mazIna ghaMTI bajAne lagatI | kiyA? usane kahA maiM eka lar3akI ke prema meM thaa| aura maiMne usase 93 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 vivAha kA nivedana bhI kiyA thA aura usane svIkAra bhI kara beTe ko sukha de rahA hai| beTA kahatA hai, bApa ko sukha de rahA hai| liyA thaa| to mitra ne pUchA ki phira kyA huA? phira huA kyoM pati kahatA hai,patnI ko sukha de rahA hai| patnI kahatI hai, pati ke nahIM vivAha? usane kahA, gar3abar3a ho gyii| tIsare dina maiMne | sukha ke lie ceSTA kara rahI hai| saba eka-dUsare ko sukha dene kI dobArA usase nivedana kara dii| svIkAra bhI kara liyA thA, ceSTA meM lage haiM lekina jIvana meM sivAya dukha ke kucha bhI nahIM hai| nivedana bhI kara diyA thA aura tIsare dina maiMne usase dubArA | mAmalA kyA hai? jahAM itane loga sukha de rahe haiM, sukha hI sukha nivedana kara diyA, maiM bhUla hI gyaa| usI se vaha nArAja ho gyii| bhara jAnA thaa| sukha kahIM dikhAyI nahIM pdd'taa| smRti acchI caahie| jhUTha jitanA bolatA hai AdamI, utanI hI | mahAvIra kahate haiM, sukha koI de nahIM sktaa| sukha AMtarika acchI smRti caahie| dazA hai| isalie vaha kahate haiM, eka aisI ghar3I AtI hai jaba aura satya bolanevAle ko smRti kI koI bhI jarUrata nahIM hai| satya | bhItara kI gaharAiyoM kA patA calatA hai, to AdamI dukha dene kI to bolanevAlA to vahI bolatA hai, jo hai| sIdhA-sApha hotA hai| bAta dUra, dUsare ko sukha dene kI ceSTA bhI nahIM krtaa| hAM, koI | satya bolanevAle ke bhItara khaMDa-khaMDa, Tukar3e-Tukar3e nahIM hote| lele sukha, usakI mrjii| koI lele dukha, usakI mrjii| koI vibhAjana nahIM hotaa| akhaMDa hotA hai| __ Atmasthita huA vyakti apane svabhAva meM jItA hai| phira. to jisane eka daMphA bhItara DubakI lagAyI, usa akhaMDa kA | tumhArI mrjii| mahAvIra se bahuta logoM ne dukha bhI le liyaa| AnaMda le liyA, vaha jhUTha na bola skegaa| kyoMki jaba bhI vaha mahAvIra ne diyA nhiiN| kisI ko isIlie dukha ho gayA ki vaha jhUTha bolegA, tabhI pAyegA ki bahuta dUra pheMka diyA gayA bhItara kI nagna khar3e the| koI isIlie dukhI ho gyaa| tumhArA kyA zAMti se| becainI A gyii| beImAnI na kara paayegaa| kyoMki jaba lenA-denA thA? mahAvIra nagna khar3e the, tumheM kyA ar3acana thI? bhI beImAnI karegA, tabhI pAyegA ki apane se bahuta phAsalA ho tumheM takalIpha thI, AMkha baMda karake gujara jaate| yaha tumhArA gyaa| kisI ko coTa na pahuMcA paayegaa| kyoMki jaba bhI kisI prazna thaa| mahAvIra ko isase kyA lenA-denA thA? lekina koI ko coTa pahaMcAyegA, tabhI pAyegA apane ghara kA rAstA bhUla gyaa| isI se dukhI ho gyaa| kisI svarga ke lie nahIM bolatA hai sc| aura na kisI puNya koI dukhI ho jAtA hai, koI sukhI ho jAtA hai, yaha usakI ke lie bolatA hai| na kisI bhaya se, na kisI pralobhana se| mrjii| yaha usakI samasyA hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, jo apane meM lekina jo bhItara AnaMda ghaTA hai, usa AnaMda ke kAraNa aba galata DUbA vaha apane meM DUbakara raha jAtA hai| taba vaha na to sukha detA honA muzkila ho jAtA hai| | hai, na dukha detA hai| na vaha pApa karatA hai, na vaha puNya karatA hai| "jise jAnakara yogI pApa aura puNya donoM kA parihAra kara detA agara ThIka se samajho, to vaha kucha karatA hI nhiiN| vaha sirpha hai, use hI karmarahita nirvikalpa cAritrya kahA gayA hai|' hotA hai| vaha zuddha astitva hotA hai| karane kI bAta hI mahAvIra kahate haiM ki na kevala paramayoga kI avasthA meM pApa kA dhIre-dhIre samApta ho jAtI hai| parihAra ho jAtA hai, puNya kA bhI parihAra ho jAtA hai| burA to 'jise jAnakara yogI pApa-puNya donoM kA parihAra kara detA hai, karatA hI nahIM vaisA vyakti, acchA bhI nahIM krtaa| use hI nirvikalpa cAritrya kahA hai|' yaha caritra kI AkhirI yaha jarA gahana bAta hai| yaha jarA UMcI bAta hai| pahale tala para koTi huii| isase Upara phira caritra nahIM jA sktaa| pApa se to to burAI chUTatI hai| dUsare ko coTa denA baMda ho jAtI hai| dUsare ko | chUTe, puNya se bhI chuutte| pApa aise hai, mahAvIra ne kahA, jaise lohe koI nukasAna nahIM phuNcaataa| kisI taraha kA pApa nahIM krtaa| kI jaMjIreM, aura puNya aise hai jaise sone kI jaMjIreM! pApa dukha lekina dhIre-dhIre jaba aura bhI bhItara ramatA hai, to use yaha samajha lAtA hai| puNya sukha lAtA hai| lekina sukha meM hI to chipA huA meM bhI AnA zurU hotA hai ki koI kisI ko sukha nahIM de sktaa| dukha A jAtA hai| pApa apamAnita karavA detA hai| puNya kisane kaba kisako sukha diyA! hama sabhI eka-dUsare ko sukha sammAnita karavA detA hai| lekina sammAna meM hI to ahaMkAra A | dene kI koziza karate haiM, de pAte haiM kevala dukh| bApa kahatA hai, jAtA hai| isalie donoM se hI chUTa jAnA hai| 194 2010_03

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jIvana hI hai guru jaMjIra kitanI hI sone kI banI ho, hIre-javAharAta jar3I ho, to ki saMnyAsa mata lo, bur3hApe meM lenaa| tuma bUr3he ho gaye ho, tuma bhI jaMjIra hai| aura kArAgRha kitanA hI sajA ho, to bhI kArAgRha | kahate ho ki jimmevAriyAM haiN| hai| donoM se mukta ho jAnA hai| na acchA, na buraa| ina donoM ke AdamI suna-sunakara jina bAtoM ko ThIka mAna letA hai, unheM jo pAra ho gayA, vahI zuddha svabhAva ko upalabdha hotA hai| isako | kabhI hRdaya se thor3e hI ThIka mAnatA hai| ThIka mAna letA hai, mahAvIra nirvANa kahate haiN| isako nirvikalpa cAritrya kahA hai| | kyoMki kauna jaddojahada kare, kauna tarka kare, kauna vivAda kare! ise hama dUsaroM se bAteM sunakara nahIM pA skte| dUsaroM se suneMge to | ThIka hai saMnyAsa, magara abhI nhiiN| jo ThIka hai, to abhii| aura hamAre mana meM aura hI taraha kI bAta uThatI hai| jo ThIka nahIM hai, to kabhI nhiiN| aisA sApha honA cAhiye vyakti mere pAsa eka vRddha sajjana aaye| unake yuvA beTe ne saMnyAsa le ko| agara koI cIja satya hai, to phira eka kSaNa bhI use TAlanA liyA hai| ve bahuta nArAja the| unakI umra hogI koI pacahattara ucita nhiiN| kauna jAne vaha kSaNa Aye, na aaye| kala Aye, na kahane lage, Apane yaha kyA kiyA? mere yuvA beTe ko aaye| bur3hApe ke pahale hI AdamI mara jA sakatA hai| yA bur3hApe meM saMnyAsa de diyaa| yaha to bar3hApe kI bAta hai| yaha to AkhirI itanA apaMga ho jAe ki phira kucha bhI na kara pAye-baiTha bhI na bAta hai sNnyaas| sake, uTha bhI na sake, khATa se laga jaae| saMnyAsa AkhirI bAta hai! use TAle jAnA hai aMtima kSaNa ke | to jo satya hai, to abhii| agara satya nahIM hai, to sApha samajho lie| jaba hAtha-paira meM koI zakti na hogI, aura zvAseM | ki kabhI nhiiN| bur3hApe meM bhI kyoM? cAra dina bur3hApe ke bace haiM, lar3akhar3A jAeMgI, taba saMnyAsa leMge? jaba paira uThate na bneNge| unako bhI ThIka se bhoga lenaa| unakA bhI kucha upayoga kara jaba taka paira uThate the taba taka vezyAgRha gaye aura jaba paira na lenA-thor3A dhana aura ikaTThA kara lenaa| uTheMge, taba dUsaroM ke kaMdhoM para savAra hokara maMdira jaaeNge| UrjA | lekina AdamI bar3A hoziyAra hai| vaha tarka se kucha bAtoM ko para hI to savAra honA hotA hai| jaba taka UrjA rahatI hai, taba taka | ThIka mAna letA hai| kyoMki kauna vivAda kare! yA paMraparA se ThIka AdamI saMsAra kI bAtoM meM par3A rahatA hai| kahate haiM dharma kI bAta | mAna letA hai| sabhI ThIka mAnate haiM, isalie ThIka hoNgii| ThIka hai, vaha bUr3he sajjana kahane lage dharma kI bAta bilakala ThIka | eka bahuta bar3e manasvida mAyarsa ne apane saMsmaraNoM meM likhA hai, maiM yaha nahIM kahatA ki saMnyAsa galata hai, lekina samaya abhI hai...mAyarsa khoja kara rahA thA ki logoM kI kyA dhAraNA hai, marane nahIM hai| | ke bAda kyA hotA hai, isa saMbaMdha meN| to vaha jo bhI milatA usase maiMne kahA ThIka hai, Apake beTe ko maiM samajhA-bujhAkara vApisa hI pUchatA ki tumhArI marane ke bAda kyA sthiti hogI, isa saMbaMdha saMsAra meM bheja dUMgA; ApakA kyA irAdA hai? yaha ve socakara na meM kyA dhAraNA hai? eka mahilA se usane pUchA, usakI javAna Aye the| ve to beTe ko chur3Ane Aye the| lekina maiMne kahA, beTA beTI abhI-abhI mara gayI thI, to usane pUchA ki tumhArI beTI mara chUTe to eka hI zarta para chUTa sakatA hai| ki ApakI to umra gayI, tumhArA kyA khayAla hai, tumhArI beTI kA kyA huA hogA? pacahattara sAla ho gayI, Apa kaba bUr3he hoMge aba? unhoMne kahA, to usa mahilA ne bar3e krodha se dekhA aura kahA, kyA huA vaha to ThIka hai, lekina abhI bahata jimmevAriyAM haiN| hogA? vaha svarga ke sukha bhoga rahI hai| lekina maiM Apase prArthanA beTe ko bhI aisI hI jimmevAriyAM hoMgI pacahattara sAla ke ho | karatI hUM ki isa taraha kI dukhadAyI bAteM mujhase na kreN| aba ise jAne pr| jimmevAriyAM kama nahIM hotIM, bar3hatI jAtI haiN| kyoMki thor3A soco, mAyarsa ne likhA hai ki eka tarapha vaha kahatI hai, jiMdagI roja aura nayI-nayI jimmevAriyoM ko ikaTThA karatI calI svarga ke sukha bhoga rahI hai, aura dUsarI tarapha kahatI hai ki Apa jAtI hai| isa taraha kI dukhadAyI bAteM na kreN| to phira maiMne kahA, beTe ko le lene do, kama se kama vaha itanA | eka hI vacana meM do virodhAbhAsa! agara vastutaH lar3akI svarga to kahatA hai ki mere Upara koI jimmevAriyAM nahIM haiN| na abhI ke sukha bhoga rahI hai, to dukhadAyI bAta nahIM hai| aura agara usane zAdI kI hai, na abhI ghara basAyA hai| abhI tuma kahate ho dukhadAyI bAta hai, to svarga ke sukha kI bAta kevala kalpanA hai| 195 2010_03

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96 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 kevala sunI-sunAyI hai| eka do aura sAgare - sarazAra phira to honA hI hai mujhe hoziyAra cher3anA hI hai sAje-jIsta mujhe Aga barasAyeMge labe-guphtAra kucha tabiyata to hama ravAM kara leM Aja kI rAta aura bAkI hai phira kahAM ye hasIM suhAnI rAta ye pharAgata ye kaipha ke lamhAta kucha to AsUdagI - e - jauke-nihAM kucha to taskIne - zorise-jaz2bAta Aja kI rAta jAvidAM kara leM Aja kI rAta aura Aja kI rAta loga kahate haiM ki Aja nahIM kala jiMdagI to hAtha se calI jaaegii| aisA kahate bhI haiM, aura phira bhI kahate haiMeka 'do aura sAgare-sarazAra eka do aura bhare pyAle le aao| phira to honA hI hai mujhe hoziyAra phira to jAganA hai| phira to dhyAna karanA hai / phira to samAdhi kabhI bhI na AyegA / agara maiM kahUM prArthanA kara lo, to tuma kahate ko upalabdha honA hai| ho, phursata kahAM! krodha karane ko phursata mila jAtI hai| roSa karane ko phursata mila jAtI hai| lobha karane ko phursata mila jAtI hai| aura jaba tuma krodha karate ho taba tuma kabhI nahIM kahate ki kala kara leNge| tuma Aja karate ho / eka do aura sAgare - sarazAra / le Ao, eka-do labAlaba pyAle aura / phira to honA hI hai mujhe hoziyAra agara hoziyAra hI honA hai, to eka-do pyAle aura kyoM ? | kyoMki agara hoziyAra hI honA hai to do pyAle aura hoziyArI ko kharAba kreNge| dhyAna ko naSTa kreNge| lekina loga kahate haiM, honA hI hai hoziyAra -- majabUrI hai| hoza to AyegA hI, thor3A aura pI leN| cher3anA hI hai sAje-jasta mujhe Aga barasAyeMge labe-guphtAra kucha tabiyata to hama ravAM kara leM --phira jIvana kA saMgIta chir3anevAlA hai; usake pahale, usake pahale hama thor3I behozI kA bhI majA le leM, thor3I mastI paidA kara leM / kucha tabiyata to hama ravAM kara leM Aja kI rAta aura bAkI hai - aura yaha rAta to jaaegii| thor3A aura bhoga leN| phira kahAM ye hasIM suhAnI rAta ye phagata ye kaipha ke lamhAta 2010_03. - phira yaha mAdaka kSaNa kahAM mileMge ! kucha to AsUdagI-e-jauke nihAM - kucha to tRpta kara leM chipI huI vAsanAoM ko, dabI huI vAsanAoM ko / kucha to taskIne - zorise jajbAta - kucha to azAMta manobhAvanAoM kI zAMti kara leM, tRpti khoja leN| kucha to unheM saMtoSa de leN| Aja kI rAta jAvidAM kara leM aura Aja kI rAta ko sukha se aisA bhara leM ki amara ho jaae| Aja kI rAta aura Aja kI rAta / aise hI AdamI socatA calatA hai| dharma ko TAlatA kala pr| dharma ko karatA Aja kI rAta / dharma ko karatA sthagita, adharma ko kabhI sthagita nahIM krtaa| agara tumase maiM kahUM dhyAna karo, tuma kahate ho, kareMge, jarUra kareMge, samaya Ane pr| yaha samaya jiepha ne likhA hai ki usakA pitA mara rahA thaa| usane apane beTe ko apane pAsa bulAyA - gurajiepha ko / vaha nau sAla kA thA aura usase kahA, mere pAsa dene ko kucha bhI nahIM hai| lekina eka bAta mere bApa ne mujhe dI thI, usane mujhe bar3A diyA, vahI maiM tujhe de jAtA huuN| khayAla rakhanA, terI umra abhI jyAdA bhI nahIM hai, lekina yAda rakhanA, kabhI tere kAma par3a jaaegii| aura usane kahA eka bAta, agara kabhI krodha kA maukA A jAe, to jisane tujhe gAlI dI ho, apamAna kiyA ho, usase kahanA caubIsa ghaMTe bAda Akara javAba duuNgaa| caubIsa ghaMTe bAda ! aura gurajiepha ne likhA hai ki jiMdagI meM phira krodha kA maukA hI na aayaa| kyoMki jaba bhI kisI ne krodha kiyA, marate hue bApa kI bAta yAda rhii| maiMne kahA, caubIsa ghaMTe bAda / caubIsa ghaMTe

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jIvana hI hai garu bAda kisI ne kabhI krodha kiyA hai? caubIsa minaTa bAda muzkila jaise hI bhItara kI krAMti ghaTatI hai, bhItara dIyA jalatA hai, tuma hai; caubIsa pala bAda muzkila hai! krodha to usI vakta hotA hai| acAnaka hairAna ho jAte ho ki bAhara saba badala gyaa| saba vahI usI vakta jalatI hai aag| yaha to aisA huA ki caubIsa ghaMTe hai, aura phira bhI vahI nahIM hai| bAda, tuma itanA socoge-vicAroge caubIsa ghaMTe ki tumheM sApha hI / rakse-taraba kidhara gayA, nagmA-tarAz2a kyA hue ho jAegA ki yA to usa AdamI ne jo bAta kahI thI vaha ThIka hI gamjA-o-nAja kyA hue, asvA-o-phana ko kyA huA thI, yA usa AdamI ne jo bAta kahI thI vaha bilakula gaira-ThIka rakse-taraba kidhara gayA-ve sukha ke jo nRtya bAhara cala rahe thii| agara gaira-ThIka thI, to krodha kyA karanA! agara ThIka thI, | the, kahAM gaye? to krodha kyA karanA! caubIsa ghaMTe kA phAsalA agara ho jAe, to nagmA-tarAja kyA hue ve jo gAyaka bar3e madhura mAlUma hote krodha saMbhava nhiiN| the, unakA kyA huA! lekina vaisA phAsalA hama dhyAna ke lie karate haiM, krodha ke lie gamjA-o-nAja kyA hue, asvA-o-phana ko kyA huaa| nhiiN| isalie dhyAna kabhI saMbhava nahIM ho paataa| loga TAle cale kaTAkSa, hAva-bhAva, saba kho gye| jAte haiN| una saba meM artha thA, kyoMki bhItara tuma soye the| aisA samajho, 'AbhyaMtara-zuddhi hone para bAhya-zuddhi bhI niyamataH hotI hai| tumhArI nIMda saMsAra se jor3e hue hai| nIMda hai setu tumameM aura saMsAra AbhyaMtara-doSa se hI manuSya bAhya-doSa karatA hai|' | meN| jAgaraNa setu hai tumameM aura paramAtmA meN| yA tumameM aura smaraNa rakhanA isa sUtra koH abbhaMtarasodhIe, bAhirasodhI vi tumhArI svayaM kI sattA meN| hodi nniymenn| niyama se ho jAtI hai bAhara kI zuddhi, agara agara soye hue ho, to saMsAra calatA rhegaa| saMsAra soye hue bhItara zuddhi ho jaae| abbhaMtara-doseNa hu, kuNadi Naro bAhire AdamI kA sapanA hai| agara jAge ho, saMsAra samApta huaa| nahIM dose| aura bhItara ke doSa hI bAhara Ate haiN| ki vRkSa kho jaaeNge| nahIM ki makAna kho jaaeNge| nahIM ki tumhArI isalie bAhara ke doSoM ko badalane kI ciMtA mata kro| bhItara patnI aura bacce kho jaaeNge| lekina kucha kho jaaegaa| makAna jar3eM khojo| bAhara kI badalAhaTa to aise hai jaise koI patte kATatA hogA, tumhArA na hogaa| patnI hogI, tumhArI na hogii| 'merA' rahe vRkSa ke aura jar3oM ko pAnI detA rhe| to patte naye Ate rheNge| 'terA' kho jaaegaa| lobha kho jaaegaa| koI agara gAlI degA, patte kATane se vRkSa nahIM mrte| patte kATane se vRkSa aura saghana ho to gAlI to bAhara se AyegI aba bhI, lekina tuma acAnaka jAte haiN| patte kATane se eka patte kI jagaha tIna patte A jAte haiN| pAoge ki samasyA usI AdamI kI hai| agara vakSa ko miTAnA hI ho, to jaDa kaatto| jaDa bhItara chipii| maiMne sanA hai, eka jhena phakIra rAste se gajara rahA thA aura eka hai| aMdhere meM dabI hai| aura aisA hI manuSya ke jIvana meM hai| Upara AdamI use lakar3I mArakara bhaagaa| usake saMgI-sAthI ne kahA, krodha AtA hai, lobha AtA hai, kAma AtA hai, tuma inake sAtha kucha karo, tuma khar3e ho! vaha phakIra bolA, maiM kyA karUM? lar3ane meM laga jAte ho| ye patte haiN| jar3a, jar3a kahAM hai? jar3a, samasyA usakI hai, merI nhiiN| usake bhItara jarUra kucha Aga jala mahAvIra kahate haiM, behozI hai| jar3a mUrchA hai| jar3a nIMda hai| jar3a rahI hogii| usa Aga ke prabhAva meM hI vaha krodha se bhara gayA hai| kaatto| hoza se bhro| jaago| agara maiM use Aja na milatA-acchA huA maiM mila agara jAgaraNa A jAe to krodha, mAyA, lobha, moha aise hI kho gayA nahIM to vaha kisI aura para ubala pdd'taa| vaha to acchA jAte haiM jaise jar3eM kATa dene para patte kho jAte haiM apne-aap| pattoM huA ki mujha para ubalA, kisI aura para ubalatA to dUsarA bhI ko tumheM tor3anA bhI na par3egA, khuda hI kumhalA jAeMge, khuda hI | usa para TUTa pdd'taa| vaha muzkila meM par3a jaataa| vaise hI muzkila samApta ho jaaeNge| meM hai! itanA krodha usake bhItara jala rahA hai, aba aura use daMDa 'AbhyaMtara-zaddhi hone para bAhya-zaddhi bhI niyamataH hotI hai| dene kI jarUrata hai kyA? daMDa usane kAphI pA hI liyaa| lekina AbhyaMtara-doSa se hI manuSya bAhya-doSa karatA hai|' | samasyA usakI hai, samasyA merI nahIM hai| 97 ___ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 koI tumheM gAlI detA hai, samasyA gAlI denevAle kI hai| tumhArA | kahIM se giroge| kyA hai! tuma isa sArI duniyA ko kaise badaloge? yaha duniyA | dhyAnI vyakti dhIre-dhIre apane hRdaya kI sunakara calatA hai| kucha aisI hai! vaha apane bhItara se apanA rAga nahIM chUTane detaa| vaha bhItara ke bar3I prasiddha kathA hai ki ziva aura pArvatI eka pUrNimA kI rAta | dhAge ko pakar3e rakhatA hai| kauna kyA kahatA hai, kauna kyA karatA | vihAra para nikle| svabhAvataH ziva naMdI para baiThe haiM. pArvatI hai, yaha bilakala gauNa hai| isakA koI bhI malya nahIM hai| sAtha-sAtha cala rahI haiN| rAha se do AdamI Aye aura unhoMne | 'AbhyaMtara-zuddhi hone para bAhya-zuddhi niyamataH hotI hai|' kahA, yaha dekho, mustaMDa khuda to car3hA baiThA hai baila para aura strI | vaha apane bhItara ko nikhAratA hai, jagAtA hai, zuddha karatA hai| ko nIce calA rahA hai| yaha kaisA ziSTAcAra! to ziva ne kahA, vaha apane bhItara maMdira banAtA hai| vaha apane bhItara kI pratimA ko dekha, maiM nIce A jAtA hUM, tU Upara baiTha jaa| ve nIce calane lage, | sApha karatA hai| basa vahAM jaba zuddhi ho jAtI hai, usake bAhara bhI pArvatI naMdI para baiTha gyiiN| phira kucha loga mile, unhoMne kahA, | zuddhi kI jhalaka Ane lagatI hai| vahAM jaba dhUpa-dIpa jalane dekho, yaha aurata pati ko nIce calavA rahI hai, khuda car3hakara baiThI | lagate haiM, bAhara bhI rozanI aura gaMdha Ane lagatI hai| magara, hai| yaha kaisA pati, aura yaha kaisI patnI, aura yaha kaisA prema! to usakA sArA upakrama aura sArA kAma bhItara hai| ziva ne kahA, aba kyA kareM? calo hama donoM hI baiTha jaaeN| to dharma kA koI saMbaMdha bAhara se nhiiN| dharma kA sArA saMbaMdha bhItara ve donoM hI naMdI para savAra ho gye| kucha loga mile, unhoMne kahA se hai| dharma tumhAre aura tumhAre hI bIca kI bAta hai| dharma kA kucha ina mUoM ko dekho, naMdI ko mAra ddaaleNge| donoM ke donoM car3he haiN| lenA-denA kisI aura se nahIM hai| dharma nitAMta vaiyaktika hai| yaha koI DhaMga huA! Akhira pazuoM para bhI kucha dayA honI 'appA appaNe surdo|' AtmA kA AtmA meM AtmA ke lie caahie| to ziva ne kahA, aba to eka hI upAya hai| ve donoM | tanmaya ho jaanaa| utara gaye aura unhoMne kahA, aba naMdI ko hama apane kaMdhoM para uThA | 'isIlie kahA gayA hai ki jaise zubha caritra ke dvArA azubha leN| naMdI ko bAMdhakara DaMDoM meM kaMdhoM para rakhakara cle| bar3A | pravRtti kA nirodha kiyA jAtA hai, vaise hI zuddha upayoga ke dvArA muzkila thA! | zubha pravRtti kA nirodha kiyA jAtA hai| ataeva isI krama se yogI phira kucha loga mila gye| aura unhoMne kahA, ye pAgala dekho! AtmA kA dhyAna kre|' rahe the jaba ye loga mile| unhoMne kahA. ye mahAvIra kahate haiM. pahale zabha caritra paidA hotA hai| jaise tama pAgala dekho. acchA bhalA naMdI, usa para baiThakara yAtrA kara sakate bhItara praveza karate ho, zAMta hote ho, tamhAre caritra meM eka zabhatA the, to usako kaMdhe para lAdakara cale rahe haiN| to ziva aura pArvatI AtI hai, zubha caritra paidA hotA hai| zubha caritra se azubha caritra donoM khar3e ho gaye, aura unhoMne kahA aba hama kyA kareM? aba to | apane-Apa kaTa jAtA hai| jaise prakAza se aMdherA kaTa jAtA hai| kacha karane ko bacA nhiiN| jo-jo kahA logoM ne, hamane kiyaa| | zubha caritra ke dvArA azubha kA nirodha ho jAtA hai| aura phira, zubha to ve vahIM khar3e the, naMdI bhI ghabar3A gayA lttkaa-lttkaa| usane ke bhI Upara zuddha caritra hai| kyoMki zubha meM bhI azubha se thor3A jora se lAteM phar3aphar3AyIM, vaha pula ke nIce! nadI meM gira gyaa| jor3a hai| saMbaMdha to azubha se banA hI hai, usI ke viparIta hai shubh| kahAnI kA artha hai, loga kyA kahate haiM, isa para bahuta dhyAna dene eka AdamI lobhI hai, vaha dAna karatA hai| to lobha azubha hai, kI jarUrata nhiiN| loga to kucha na kucha kheNge| loga binA kahe dAna zubha hai| lekina dAna jur3A hai lobha se hii| na lobha kiyA nahIM raha skte| asalI savAla apane bhItara hai| loga jo kahate hotA, to dAna kaise krtaa| pahale dhana ikaTThA kiyA, phira dAna haiM, vaha unakI dRSTi hai| loga jo kahate haiM, vaha unakI samasyA kara rahA hai| to yaha jo zubha hai, yaha azubha kA hI saMgI-sAthI hai| use tuma apanI samasyA mata bnaanaa| aura tuma logoM kA | hai| acchA hai, lekina hai to azubha kA hI sNgii-saathii| eka anukaraNa karake mata calane lgnaa| anyathA tuma kahIM ke na raha | AdamI ne krodha kiyA, phira Akara pazcAttApa kiyaa| kSamA jaaoge| anyathA tumhArI vahI gati hogI jo naMdI kI huii| tuma maaNgii| krodha kiyA, vaha azubha thA; kSamA mAMgI, vaha zubha huA; 198 2010_03

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RECT jIvana hI hai guru lekina kSamA bhI to krodha karane ke kAraNa hI huii| to kSamA bhI apane se na mila skegii| kahIM isase tumhAre mana meM hatAzA na krodha se hI jur3I hai| kSamA bhI krodha kA hI anusaMga hai| isalie paidA ho jaae| kyoMki kabhI-kabhI aisA hotA hai, agara bahuta zuddha to nahIM hai| azuddhi usake lie jarUrI hai| zubha karma | uttuMga zikhara ho, tuma dekhakara hI Dara jAo, aura tuma soco, hama azubha karma se jur3e haiN| kaise jA sakeMge? cale gaye hoMge mahAvIra, koI baddha, koI to pahale to zabha ke dvArA azabha ko kaatte| dAna se lobha ko kRssnn| advitIya puruSa haiM, avatArI puruSa haiN| hama saadhaarnnjn| kaatte| kSamA se krodha ko kaatte| prema se kAmavAsanA ko kaatte| lekina dhyAna rakhanA, ve bhI tumhAre jaise hI sAdhAraNajana the| krUratA ko karuNA se kaatte| lekina ye saba haiM shubh| aura azubha isIlie mahAvIra ne avatAra kI dhAraNA ko inakAra kara diyaa| ke sAtha inakA saMbaMdha hai| ye eka hI sikke ke do pahalU haiN| eka mahAvIra ne kahA avatAra kI dhAraNA meM khatarA hai| avatAra kA ujalA pahalU hai, eka aMdherA pahalU hai| lekina donoM jur3e haiN| matalaba hotA hai, koI viziSTa vyakti; Izvara hai, vaha Izvara kI mahAvIra kahate haiM, parama sthiti to taba paidA hogI, jaba zuddha | taraha utarA hai| to ThIka hai, agara usane itanI UMcAI pA lI to AtmA paidA hogii| na jahAM zubha hai, aura na azubha hai| na jahAM | kauna se guNa-gaurava kI bAta hai| aisI UMcAI ko lekara hI utarA kAma hai, na jahAM krodha hai; na jahAM brahmacarya hai, na jahAM karuNA hai| thaa| sAdhAraNajana, mahAvIra ne kahA- nahIM hai koI avtaar| kyoMki brahmacarya bhI jur3A to kAmavAsanA se hI hai| ulaTA shii| koI bhI nahIM hai| kAmavAsanA nIce kI tarapha jA rahI hai, brahmacarya Upara kI tarapha jA tIrthakara kI dhAraNA avatAra se bilakala ulTI hai| tIrthakara kA rahA hai, lekina UrjA to vahI hai| bAta to vahI hai| | artha hai, nIce se jo Upara car3hA hai| avatAra kA artha hai, Upara se parama avasthA meM na to kAmavAsanA hai, na brahmacarya hai| parama jo nIce avatarita huA hai| hiMduoM kI dhAraNA avatAra kI hai| avasthA meM na to krodha hai, na karuNA hai| parama avasthA meM na to kRSNa haiM, rAma haiM, ve avatArI puruSa haiN| mahAvIra avatArI puruSa hiMsA hai, na ahiMsA hai| isako mahAvIra zuddha avasthA kahate haiN| nahIM haiN| ve tIrthaMkara haiN| ve kramazaH nIce se Upara gaye haiN| ve tuma jaha va NiruddhaM asuhaM, suheNa suhamiva taheva suddhnn| | jahAM khar3e ho vahIM khar3e the, vahIM se Upara gaye haiN| isalie tamhA eNa kameNa ya, joI jhAeu Niya aad|| mahAvIra ke sAtha yAtrA jyAdA sugama hai| kyoMki mahAvIra tuma jaise jaise zubha ke dvArA azubha kA nirodha ho jAtA hai, vaise hI zuddha haiN| agara tuma azuddha ho, to ve bhI azuddha the| agara tuma manuSya ke dvArA zubha kA bhI nirodha ho jAtA hai| aura jaba zubha aura | ho kamajora, sImAoM meM baMdhe, to ve bhI manuSya the| aura agara ve azubha donoM kA nirodha ho jAtA hai, to jo zeSa raha jAtA hai, vahI | kara sake, to bar3I AzA paidA hotI hai, tuma bhI kara sakate ho| nirvANa hai| yaha AtyaMtika kalpanA hai| isase Upara manuSya kA | aura jo pApa tumheM Upara bahuta jyAdA bojhila mAlUma par3ate haiM, ve svapna kabhI nahIM gyaa| isase Upara jAne kA koI upAya bhI kacha bhI nahIM haiM sirpha nIMda meM dekhe gaye sapane haiN| nhiiN| yaha AkhirI uttuMga UMcAI hai| yaha gaurIzaMkara hai caitanya ur3ane ke lie hI jo hai banI vaha gaMdha sadA ur3atI hI hai, kaa| isase jyAdA pavitratA kI aura koI kalpanA na kabhI kI car3hane ke lie hI jo hai banI vaha dhUpa sadA car3hatI hI hai gayI, na kI jA sakatI hai| yahAM zubha bhI azubha hai| yahAM pApa aphasosa na kara salavaTa hai par3I gara tere ujale kurte meM, bhI...pApa to pApa hai hI, yahAM puNya bhI pApa jaisA hai| yahAM saMsAra kapar3A to hai kapar3A hI Akhira kapar3oM meM zikana par3atI hI hai pUre dvaMdva ke sAtha pIche chUTa gyaa| yaha nirdvadva, advaita citta kI | yaha sArI zikana kapar3e para hai| zarIra para hai, mana para hai-yaha avasthA hai| | sArI zikana kapar3e para hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, yogI aise hI krama se, krama se dhyAna kI isa aphasosa na kara salavaTa hai par3I gara tere ujale kurte meM, parama avasthA ko upalabdha ho, yahI samAdhi hai. yahI nirvANa hai| / kapar3A to hai kapar3A hI Akhira kapar3e meM zikana par3atI hI hai isa parama udAtta kalpanA se tuma bhayabhIta aura ciMtita mata ho lekina bhItara tumhAre aMtartama meM jo jI rahA hai, vahAM koI zikana jaanaa| kahIM aisA na ho jAe ki yaha itanI UMcAI, tuma soco kabhI nahIM phuNctii| tumhAre aMtartama meM eka biMdu hai, eka keMdra hai, 99 2010_03

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100 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 jisako mahAvIra AtmA kahate haiN| usa AtmA taka koI pApa kabhI nahIM phuNctaa| vahAM tuma abhI bhI gaurIzaMkara para hI vihAra kara rahe ho| vahAM tuma abhI bhI paramAtmA meM hI base ho| bAhara kI paridhi gaMdalI ho gayI hai; laMbI yAtrA hai janmoM-janmoM kI, kapar3e dhUla se bhara gaye haiM / kapar3e utAra ddaalo| apane ko pahacAno, tuma kapar3e nahIM ho| tuma deha nahIM, mana nhiiN| tuma sAkSI ho; caitanya ho| tuma parama bodha kI avasthA ho / vahAM tuma vaise hI zuddha ho jaise mahAvIra, jaise buddha, jaise kRssnn| vahAM paramAtmA virAjamAna hai| I isalie isa UMcAI kI bAta se hatAza mata ho jaanaa| yaha UMcAI kI bAta to kevala tathya kI sUcanA hai| isa UMcAI kI bAta se to tuma utsAha se bharanA ki aho! aisI saMbhAvanA mere bhItara bhI hai| jo mahAvIra ke lie ho sakA, vaha saba ke lie ho sakatA hai| mahAvIra ne manuSya ko bar3A AzvAsana diyA hai| do kAraNoM se| eka, mahAvIra ne ghoSaNA kI ki manuSya ke Upara aura koI bhI nhiiN| koI paramAtmA nhiiN| manuSya hI apanI zuddha avasthA meM paramAtmA ho jAtA hai| mahAvIra ne kahA, AtmA ke tIna rUpa haiN| bahiatmA- - jaba cetanA bAhara jA rahI hai| aMtarAtmA - jaba cetanA bhItara A rahI hai| aura paramAtmA - jaba cetanA kahIM bhI nahIM jA rahI; na bAhara, na bhItara / bahirbhrAtmA -- jaba cetanA pApa kara rahI hai| aMtarAtmA - jaba cetanA puNya kara rahI hai / |paramAtmA -- jaba cetanA na pApa kara rahI hai, na puNya kara rahI hai| bahitmA - jaba azubha se saMbaMdha judd'aa| aMtarAtmA - jaba zubha se saMbaMdha judd'aa| paramAtmA-- jaba saba saMbaMdha chUTa gaye / asaMga kA mahuA / nirvikalpa kA janma huaa| vahI nirvANa hai| use pAye binA caina mata pAnA / use pAye binA rukanA mt| Aja kitanA hI kaThina mAlUma par3e, lekina tumhArA janmasiddha | adhikAra hai| use pAyA jA sakatA hai| use pAyA gayA hai| aura jo eka manuSya ke jIvana meM ghaTA, vaha sabhI manuSyoM ke jIvana meM ghaTa sakatA hai| vaha sabhI kI niyati hai| lekina tumhAre Upara hai| tuma agara dAvA karo, to hI pA skoge| tuma agara bhikhArI kI taraha baiThe raho, to kho doge / dUsarI bAta / pahale to mahAvIra ne kahA AdamI ke Upara koI bhI nahIM, paramAtmA bhI nhiiN| isalie manuSya ko unhoMne 2010_03 AtyaMtika garimA dii| aura dUsarI bAta unhoMne kahA, kisI se mAMgane ko yahAM kucha bhI nahIM / paramAtmA hI nahIM hai, mAMgoge kisase ? muphta yahAM kucha bhI na milegA / zrama karanA hogA / isalie mahAvIra kI saMskRti zramaNa saMskRti kahalAyI / zrama karanA hogaa| pUjA se na milegA, zrama se milegaa| bhikhArI kI taraha mAMgakara na milegA, arjita karanA hogaa| yaha pahAr3a car3hane se hI car3hA jA skegaa| yaha kisI dUsare ke kaMdhoM para yAtrA honevAlI nahIM hai| loga tIrthayAtrA ko jAte haiM, DolI meM baiTha jAte haiN| yaha aisA tIrtha nahIM hai jahAM DolI meM baiThakara yAtrA ho skegii| apane hI pairoM se calanA hogA / isalie mahAvIra ne kahA, jaba UrjA jagatI ho, jaba jIvana meM praphullatA ho, zakti ho, taba kala para mata ttaalnaa| yaha mata kahanA ki kala bur3hApe meN| mahAvIra pahale manuSya haiM, jinhoMne pRthvI para dharma ko yuvA ke sAtha jor3A aura kahA, yauvana aura dharma kA gahana mela hai| kyoMki UrjA cAhie yAtrA ke lie, saMgharSa ke lie, tapazcaryA ke lie, saMyama ke lie, viveka ke lie, . bodha ke lie- UrjA caahie| UrjA ke azva para hI savAra hokara to hama pahuMca skeNge| isalie kala para mata TAlanA / mahAvIra ne manuSya ko parama svataMtratA bhI dI aura parama dAyitva bhI / parama svataMtratA, ki koI paramAtmA Upara nahIM hai| aura parama dAyitva, ki tumhArI jiMdagI tumhAre hAtha meM hai / bhI pariNAma hogA, tuma hI jimmevAra hooge| koI aura jimmevAra nahIM hai| mahAvIra kI isa svAdhInatA ko, aura mahAvIra ke isa dAyitva ko jisane samajha liyA, vahI jina hai| jaina-ghara meM paidA hone se koI jina nahIM hotA / jina to eka bhAvadazA hai| parama uttaradAyitva aura parama svAtaMtrya kI ikaTThI bhAvadazA kA nAma jinatva hai| to jahAM bhI koI isa avasthA ko upalabdha ho jAegA, usakA saMga-sAtha mahAvIra se jur3a gyaa| jaina-ghara meM paidA hone ke kAraNa hI mata socanA ki tuma jaina ho gye| itanA sastA kAma nahIM hai| zrama / zrama se arjita / mila sakatA hai hRdaya - dhana / hRdaya-dhana tumhAre pAsa hai hI / sirpha bhItara AMkha kholanI hai| itanA hI

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prazna- sAra bhagavAna zrI ke pAsa Ate hI buddhi hRdaya meM va zabda mauna meM rUpAMtarita / aura sunate samaya hRdaya kA AMsU banakara bahanA ! ghara lauTane para yaha avasthA banI rahegI, saMdeha / kaise sthira ho yaha avasthA ? Apake pAsa saMnyAsa lene AyA huuN| kala ghara se patra milA hai ki mere gairika vastra pahanate hI mere mAtA- -pitA AtmahatyA kara leNge| ve kama zikSita haiM, unheM samajhAnA bhI kaThina hai| kyA karUM, kRpayA batAeM / mA yoga lakSmI ke vaktavya para eka mitra kI becainI ! sabhI prazna gira gaye / uttara kI bhUkha, pyAsa, cAha nhiiN| Age kyA ? sukha prApti, mahAsukha-prApti kI eka jhalaka ke bAda Age kyA ? 2010_03

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pa halA praznaH yahAM Ate hI buddhi hRdaya meM aura zabda mauna meM rUpAMtarita ho gye| Apako sunate samaya merA hRdaya kabhI-kabhI AMsU banakara bahane lagatA hai| saMdeha hai ki yahAM se ghara lauTane para bhI yaha avasthA banI rahegI athavA nhiiN| kRpApUrvaka samajhAeM ki kisa taraha yaha avasthA sthira ho ? pahalI bAta, AMsuoM se jyAdA pavitra manuSya ke pAsa aura kucha bhI nahIM hai| AMsuoM se bar3I koI prArthanA nahIM hai| AMsuoM kA kevala eka rUpa hI logoM ne jAnA hai| vaha rUpa hai-- dukha - rUpa AMsuoM kA eka aura rUpa hai - AMnada ruup| use bahuta kama loga jAna paaye| bahuta kama loga jAna pAte haiN| / tuma * kisI ko tuma rote dekhate ho, to socate ho dukhI hogaa| kisI ko rote dekhate ho, to socate ho kucha pIr3A hogii| kucha cubhana hogI, jalana hogI / jarUrI nhiiN| AMsU to tabhI bahate haiM jaba koI bhI bhAvadazA itanI jyAdA ho jAtI hai ki tuma saMbhAla nahIM paate| koI bhI bhAvadazA / dukha bahuta ho jAe to AMsuoM se bahatA hai| sukha bahuta ho jAe to bhI AMsuoM se bahatA hai| pIr3A bahuta ho, to AMsuoM se bahakara halkA ho jAtA hai mana AnaMda bahuta ho, to AMsuoM se baha jAtA hai| to pahalI to bAta, AMsuoM ke sAtha dukha kA anivArya saMbaMdha mata jor3anA / gahare meM hamAre mana meM yaha bAta banI hI hai ki AMsU dukha ke kAraNa Ate haiN| to hama AMsuoM ko chipAte bhI haiN| AMsU Ate hoM to rokate bhI haiN| AMsU A na jAeM, isakA hama 2010_03 bahuta upAya karate haiM / isa upAya ko chodd'o| yahI upAya ghara jAkara rokane kA kAraNa bana jaaegaa| yahAM mere pAsa ho, yahAM eka aura taraha kI havA hai| yahAM saba svIkAra hai| yahAM tuma rooge, to koI tumheM dukhI na maanegaa| tuma rooge, to zAyada dUsare tuma se IrSyA kreN| soceM ki tuma dhanyabhAgI ho ki ro pAte ho, pIr3ita hoM apane mana meM ki hama nahIM ro paate| tumhAre AMsU yahAM saMpadA kI taraha svIkAra kiye jaaeNge| ghara lauTakara nhiiN| dUsarI hI havA hogii| dUsarA saMyoga hogA AMsuoM ke sAtha / to agara cAhate ho ki yaha parama AMsU sadA bahate raheM, to bhItara kucha smaraNa karane kA hai| aura vaha smaraNa yaha hai ki AMsuoM kA dukha se kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai| anyathA tuma khuda hI roka loge, koI aura nahIM rokegaa| kauna rokatA hai! koI kisI ko roka nahIM sakatA ! lekina tumhIM roka loge| tumhIM sakucA jaaoge| tumhIM socoge, koI kyA kahegA ! ghara meM bacce hoMge tumhAre, patnI hogI, pitA-mAM hoMge, kyA kaheMge ! dukAna para baiThe rone lagoge, grAhaka kyA kaheMge! daphtara meM baiThe rone lagoge, daphtara ke loga kyA kaheMge ! rAste para rone lagoge, rAha calate loga kyA kaheMge ! to hama AMsuoM ke sAtha dukha jur3A hai| kyoMki hamane eka hI taraha ke AMsU aba taka jAne haiM, ve dukha ke AMsU haiN| koI marA, roye / koI jIvana meM viSAda AyA, to hama roye / hama kabhI AnaMda se roye nhiiN| hama kabhI utphullatA se roye nhiiN| hamAre AMsU kabhI nRtya nahIM bne| isalie eka galata saMyoga AMsuoM se jur3a gayA hai| aba to aise bhI loga haiM pRthvI para, jo dukha meM bhI 105

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jina satra bhAgaH2 na royeMge-dukha meM ronevAle loga bhI vidA ho rahe haiN| AnaMda meM hI hai to AnaMda meM ronaa| aura jo AdamI AnaMda meM ronA sIkha ronevAle loga to bahuta samaya pahale vidA ho gye| aba to dukha letA hai, usake jIvana meM dukha ke AMsU vidA ho jAte haiN| tumane meM ronevAle loga bhI vidA ho rahe haiN| aba to usa AdamI ko hama AMsuoM ko rAha de dii| aba dukha meM rone kI koI jarUrata hI na kahate haiM balazAlI, jo dukha meM bhI rotA nhiiN| rhii| aba to AMsU usa UMcAI para ur3ane lage, aba jamIna para patnI mara gayI hai aura vaha nahIM rotaa| hama kahate haiM, yaha hai sarakane kI koI jarUrata na rhii| jisako paMkha laga gaye, vaha vivekshiil| hama kahate haiM, yaha hai sNymii| niyaMtraNa ise kahate jamIna para thor3e hI ghasiTatA hai| dUsare haiM ki tumhArI jamIna para haiM! yaha hai AdamI buddhimaan| aba to hama kahate haiM ki jo roye, ghasITane kI kSamatA bhI chIna lenA cAhate haiN| maiM hUM ki tumheM vaha nAmarda! aba to hama ronevAle ko kahate haiM, kyA striyoM kI AkAza meM ur3ane kI kSamatA denA cAhatA huuN| taraha ro rahe ho! marda bano! himmata juTAo! rone se kyA hogA! tuma AnaMda meM roo| AMsuoM se AnaMda ko jodd'o| yaha to aisA to hotA hI hai| AdamI maratA hI hai| roo mata, AMsU mata kImiyA hai jIvana kii| taba dukha bhI AnaMdarUpa ho jaaegaa| taba gmaao| aba to loga dukha meM bhI ronA baMda kara rahe haiN| pIr3A bhI premarUpa ho jaaegii| taba udAsI meM bhI tuma pAoge, jisa dina loga dakha meM bhI ronA baMda kara deMge, usa dina AdamI usakA hI saragama bajatA hai| viSAda meM bhI usI kI gunagunAhaTa pASANa ho jaaegaa| patthara ho jaaegaa| usa dina AdamI ke bhItara tumhAre hRdaya meM guuNjegii| mRtyu ke kSaNa meM bhI tuma pAoge, jIvana phira koI bhI romAMca na utthegaa| phira AdamI ke bhItara koI lahara zAzvata hai| mRtyu ke kSaNa meM bhI tuma jIvana ke AhlAda se hI na aayegii| phira koI gIta na jnmegaa| phira AdamI bilakula naacoge| lekina eka bAra AMsuoM ko AnaMda kI kalA sIkha patthara hogaa| aise bahuta loga haiM jo patthara ho gaye haiN| ve dukha meM lene do| eka bAra AMsuoM ko AnaMda se jur3a jAne do| bhI nahIM ro skte| jAnatA hUM, bhaya uThatA hogA mana meM ki yahAM to AMsU itanA zreSThatama AdamI to AnaMda meM bhI rotA hai| nikRSTatama AdamI halakA kara jAte haiM, itanA hRdaya bhara jAtA hai, ghara jAkara kyA dukha meM bhI nahIM rotaa| dukha meM bhI jo na roye vaha bilakula patthara hogA? tuma to tuma hI rhoge| maiM tumheM rulA rahA hUM, aisA mata ho gyaa| sukha meM bhI jo roye, vaha baha gayA, bilakula tarala ho | socnaa| tuma hI ro rahe ho| kyoMki yahAM aura bhI haiM, jo nahIM ro gyaa| aura eka bAra tuma sukha kA ronA sIkha lo, eka bAra tumheM rhe| agara maiM rulA rahA hotA, to aura bhI rote| agara mere hAtha meM | rone kA AnaMda anabhava meM A jAe. rone kI pavitratA, rone kI hotA rulAnA, to aura bhI rote| tuma ro rahe ho, to tuma hI ro rahe prArthanA kI tumheM jhalaka mila jAe, to tumhAre hAtha meM eka mahAna ho, maiM nahIM rulA rhaa| mere bahAne tuma thor3A apane ko damana se, kuMjI A gyii| | niyaMtraNa se DhIlA kara liye ho| maiM sirpha bahAnA hUM, nimitta huuN| / phira tuma jahAM bhI maukA hogA--kabhI kisI khile phUla ko agara yaha tumhArI samajha meM A jAe ki tuma hI ro rahe ho, maiM dekhakara bhI AMkheM AMsuoM se bhara jaaeNgii| itanA apUrva sauMdarya hai| sirpha nimitta hUM, taba tumheM hara jagaha nimitta mila jaaeNge| phUla isa jagata meN| kabhI AkAza ke tAroM ko dekhakara bhI AMkheM ko dekhakara ro lenaa| bacce ko nAcate, khazI se bharA haA DabaDabA aaeNgii| itanA rahasyapUrNa hai yaha jagata! taba tuma dekhakara ro lenaa| pakSI kA gIta sunakara ro lenaa| jharane kI pAoge ki tumhAre bhItara eka siharana jnmii| eka naye taraha kA AvAja sunakara ro lenaa| vRkSoM ke hare patte, AkAza meM ghire megha Avega, eka nayA Aveza, eka nayI prphulltaa| aura ro lenaa| kitanA hai cAroM tarapha rahasya! kisI ko bhI maiM bhI kahatA hai ki dukha meM rone kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| kyoMki | nimitta banA lenaa| maiM kahatA hUM, rone ko to sukha banAyA jA sakatA hai| mere kahane meM, | eka bAra tumheM yaha samajha meM A jAe ki rone kI kSamatA tumhArI auroM ke kahane meM pharka hai| ve kahate haiM, dukha meM bhI mata ronA, | hai, to phira koI bhI nimitta kAma kara degaa| aise hI samajho ki kyoMki rone se kamajorI pragaTa hotI hai| maiM tamase kahatA hai, rone Aye, apanA koTa TAMganA hai, to khaMTI para TAMgate haiM: koI bhI ko to AnaMda banAyA jA sakatA hai| dukha meM mata ronA, jaba ronA khUTI kAma de degii| khUTI nahIM milegI to tIlI para TAMga deMge, 106 2010_03

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karanA hai saMsAra, honA hai dharma MARATHI khIlI para TAMga deNge| vaha bhI nahIM milegI to daravAje ke kone para jitanA ghara dukhI thA, usase jyAdA dukhI ghara meM pahuMca jaaoge| TAMga deNge| usase bhI jyAdA viSAda meM utara jaaoge| kyoMki yaha anubhava koTa tumhArA hai, tuma mujha para TAMga rahe ho| agara koTa merA ho, tumheM aura bhI dukhI kregaa| to nizcita tuma jaba ghara jAoge to koTa yahIM raha jaaegaa| nahIM, vaisA dekhanA hI galata hai| jo ghaTatA hai, tumhAre bhItara AMsuoM ke saMbaMdha meM hI nahIM, jIvana ke samasta anubhavoM ke ghaTatA hai| nimitta bAhara ho sakate haiN| jo ghaTatA hai, tumameM ghaTatA saMbaMdha meM yaha yAda rakhanA ki jo ghaTatA hai, tumhAre aMtartama meM hai| tuma usake mAlika ho| isalie tuma agara le jAnA cAho, ghaTatA hai| bAhara ho sakatA hai nimitta mila gayA ho| jaba tumheM to duniyA meM koI rokanevAlA nhiiN| hAM, lekina Dara bhI merI tAroM meM sauMdarya dikhAyI par3atA hai, taba bhI sauMdarya tumhAre bhItara hI samajha meM AtA hai| Dara bhI tumhAre bhItara hai| tuma jAnate ho ki ghara ghaTatA hai| tAre to kevala nimitta haiN| unhIM tAroM ke nIce dUsare bhI isa saralatA se tuma ro na skoge| to jA rahe haiM aMdhe, jinako kucha bhI nahIM dikhAyI pdd'taa| tuma | eka mitra ne kahA, yahAM to hama nAcate haiM, bar3A AnaMda A rahA agara unheM dikhAo bhI, to ve tumhArI tarapha cakita hokara dekheMge hai, ghara kaise nAceMge? kauna rokatA hai? thor3I pratiSThA dAMva para ki ho kyA gayA hai tumheM ! tAre haiM, itanA Azcarya meM hone kI kyA lagAnI hogI, aura to kucha dAMva para nahIM lagAnA hai| kauna rokatA bAta hai! hai? kauna kisako roka sakatA hai? hAM, lekina ghara nAcoge, to eka maMdira kI ghaMTiyAM baja rahI thiiN| eka saMgItajJa baiThA thA patnI samajhegI ki dimAga kharAba huaa| bacce bhI chipa-chipakara maMdira ke bAhara, eka vRkSa ke tle| ghaMTiyoM kA madhura kalarava use dekheMge ki pitAjI ko kyA ho gyaa| pAsa-par3osa ke loga bhI AMdolita karane lgaa| usane apane pAsa baiThe mitra se kahA, pUchane lageMge ki kucha gar3abar3a ho gyii| pratiSThA dAMva para lgegii| sunate ho, kaisA apUrva kalarava hai| usa AdamI ne kahA, isa aba tumhAre Upara hai, pratiSThA cuna lenA, yA nAca cuna lenaa| maMdira ke pujArI ke ghaMTanAda ke kAraNa kucha bhI to sunAyI nahIM agara pratiSThA meM jyAdA rasa hogA, pratiSThA cuna loge, nAca meM par3atA! ye ghaMTiyAM itane jora se baja rahI haiM ki tuma kyA kaha rahe | jyAdA rasa hogA, nAca cuna loge| ho, yaha bhI sunAyI nahIM pdd'taa| jarA ghaMTiyAM baMda ho jAne do, isa jagata meM hara cIja kImata para milatI hai| jahAM tumheM lagatA phira khnaa| hai ki kImata nahIM cukA rahe, vahAM bhI kImata cukAnI par3atI hai| vaha saMgItajJa kaha rahA hai, sunate ho ghaMTiyoM kA kalarava nAda! jeba se na bhI denI par3atI ho, cAhe Upara se dikhAyI bhI na par3atI aise apUrva svara, aise pavitra svara sune haiM kabhI! zAyada saMgItajJa ho, lekina hara jagaha kImata cukAnI par3atI hai| agara nAca bahuta dhIre-dhIre phusaphusAyA hogA ki kahIM ghaMTiyoM ke nAda meM koI cAhie, to pratiSThA chor3anI par3atI hai| agara pratiSThA cAhie, to vyAghAta na par3a jaae| lekina mitra kaha rahA hai ki jarA ghaMTiyoM kI | nAca chor3anA par3atA hai| bakavAsa baMda ho jAne do, phira khnaa| mujhe kucha sunAyI nahIM agara tuma cAhate ho ki AMsU tumhAre jIvana meM bahate hI raheM pdd'taa| ye ghaMTiyAM kucha sunane deM taba na! jharane kI taraha, aura AMsuoM kA ardhya paramAtmA ke caraNoM para mere pAsa tuma ho| to maiM sirpha nimitta huuN| mere nimitta tumhAre car3hatA hI rahe; agara tuma cAhate ho AMsU hI tumhAre phUla hoMge prabhu bhItara kA dRzya tumheM dikha jAe, basa kAma ho gyaa| jo dikhe use ke caraNoM meM, to phira tumheM koI na roka skegaa| lekina dAMva para apane bhItara hI jaannaa| to tuma ghara le jA skoge| agara tumane lagAnA hogaa| mIrA ne kahA hai, 'loka-lAja khoyii|' nAcI samajhA mere kAraNa dikhA hai, to tuma mujhase baMdha jaaoge| phira tuma hogI, to loka-lAja to khoyI hogI! aba to mIrA bar3I ghara na le jA skoge| phira ghara to tuma bahuta udAsa jaaoge| aura | pratiSThita hai| aba to mIrA kA bhajana gAo, to koI loka-lAja ghara to tuma vaMcita anubhava karoge ki ve AMsU aba nahIM bahate, jo | na khonI pdd'egii| mIrA ne khoyI thii| aba to mIrA kA bhajana bhI halakA kara jAte the| vaha rahasya aba nahIM uThatA bhiitr| vaisA pratiSThita ho gyaa| kabhI tumhAre AMsU bhI pratiSThita ho jaaeNge| saMgIta aba nahIM chuutaa| to tuma to ghara jAkara, Ane ke pahale lekina abhI, abhI to pratiSThA khonI pdd'egii| 107 2010_03

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jinasatra bhAga:23 INHAR THER mIrA ke pati ne agara usake lie jahara bhejA thA, to vaha | kyoMki yahAM AMsU Ane se pratiSThA mila sakatI hai| yahAM to isIlie bhejA thaa| kucha mIrA se virodha na thA, virodha thA mIrA | jisako nAca na bhI AtA ho, vaha bhI nAca sakatA hai| jisake ke kAraNa usakI taka pratiSThA dhUla meM milI jAtI thii| zAhI ghara | bhItara umaMga na bhI uThatI ho, vaha bhI dikhalA sakatA hai ki bar3I kI mahilA, sar3akoM para nAcane lagI AvArA, to rANA ke mana ko umaMga uTha rahI hai| kyoMki yahAM to umaMga uThane se pratiSThA milatI coTa pahuMcatI hogii| loga Akara kahate hoMge ki tumhArI patnI hai| yahAM to pAgalapana aura pratiSThA meM virodha nahIM hai| yahAM to rAha para nAca rahI hai, bhIr3a lagAkara loga khar3e hokara dekhate haiM, pAgalapana pratiSThA kA kAraNa bana sakatA hai| vastra taka utara jAte haiM, hAtha se gira jAtA hai sAr3I kA pallA, ghara jAkara hAlata ulaTI hogii| pAgalapana aura pratiSThA, donoM aisA to kabhI na haA thaa| cUMghaTa ke jo kabhI bAhara na nikalI ke bIca cunAva karanA hogaa| itanA hI maiM tumase kaha sakatA hUM ki thI, sar3akoM para nacA rahe ho! kucha karo! pratiSThA dAMva para lagI| agara tumheM rasa AyA ho AMsuoM meM, to phira phikra mata krnaa| hogii| mIrA ko mAra DAlanA cAhA hogaa| haTa hI jAe yaha ! yaha do-cAra dina kI bAta hai| loga do-cAra dina haMsa lete haiN| haMsa kalaMka mAlUma par3A hogaa| lekina mIrA nAcatI rhii| jahara bhI pI lene, denaa| tuma bhI unakI haMsI meM sammilita ho jaanaa| tuma bhI gayI aura nAcatI rhii| apane para haMsa lenaa| do-cAra dina loga kahate haiM pAgala, phira jahara diyA yA nahIM diyA, yaha bAta bar3I nhiiN| lekina bAta kauna baiThA rahatA hai tumhAre lie| socane kI logoM ko phursata kahAM | itanI khayAla rakhanA, jahara pI gayI aura nAcatI rhii| jahara hai! kisako samaya rakhA hai! kauna ciMtA karatA hai! phira loga svIkAra kara liyA, nAca ko tyAganA svIkAra na kiyaa| to ghara | svIkAra kara lete haiM ki ho gaye pAgala, bAta khatama ho gyii| jAkara agara ronA cAhoge, to kaI taraha kA jahara pInA pdd'egaa| do-cAra dina meM saba vyavasthA baiTha jAtI hai| patnI bhI mAna letI utanI himmata ho, to jahAM tuma ho vahAM tumhArA nAca, vahAM tumhAre hai ki aba ThIka hai, tamhAre sAtha hI jInA hai| bacce bhI mAna lete AMsU, vahAM tumhAre gIta kauna chIna sakatA hai! lekina loga chIna haiM ki ThIka hai| do-cAra dina kI hI himmata, jIvanabhara ke lie lete haiM, kyoMki hama logoM se kucha cAhate haiM- ijjata, prtisstthaa| svataMtratA kA mArga khola detI hai| lekina hara sthAna para kImata to svabhAvataH ijjata aura pratiSThA ve apane hI mApadaMDa se dete haiN| cukAnI hI pdd'egii| agara tuma unakA mApadaMDa pUrA karo, to ijjata aura pratiSThA dete pUrNa hokara rudana bhI yuga-gAna banatA hai, haiN| isI AdhAra para to una sabane tamhArI gardana ko jakar3a liyA madhuratama gAna banatA hai| hai| hAthoM meM jaMjIreM DAla dI haiN| jaba hRdaya kA eka AMsU pratiSThA cAhate ho, to saudA sApha hai| tumheM samAja ke anusAra saba samarpaNa-bhAva lekara calanA hogaa| loga jaisA kahate haiM vaisA hI mAnanA hogaa| isa naina-sIpI meM utara kara badale meM ve tumheM Adara deNge| agara tumane unake niyama tor3e, | arcanA kA ardhya banatA, svabhAvataH tumheM anAdara milegaa| eka kSaNa pASANa bhI bhagavAna banatA hai vahI hai jahara-anAdara kA, apratiSThA kA, apamAna kaa| use pUrNa hokara rudana bhI yuga-gAna banatA hai, tuma pIne ko rAjI ho, to tumhArI AMkheM sadA hI meghoM kI bhAMti madhuratama gAna banatA hai| barasatI rheNgii| aura tumhAre AMsU kahIM bhI gireM, paramAtmA ke tumhArI AMkha se jisa kSaNa AMsU bahe, agara samarpaNa kA ho, caraNoM meM pahuMca jaaeNge| gIta kA ho, arcanA kA ho, prabhu ke caraNoM meM car3hAne ke lie ho, bhaya tumheM uTha rahA hai, tumhAre hI bhiitr| yahAM to eka vAtAvaraNa | to usa AMsU ke kSaNa meM hI, agara tuma patthara kI pratimA ke sAmane hai| yahAM to aura bhI pAgala haiM, tuma akele thor3e hii| yahAM to bhI baiThe ho-eka kSaNa pASANa bhI bhagavAna banatA hai| to usa tumase bar3e pAgala haiN| yahAM to hAlata aisI ulaTI hai ki jisako na AMsU ke bIca, utara Ane se AMkha meM, sAmane rakhA huA pASANa | bhI AMsU Ate hoM, vaha bhI lAne kI koziza kara sakatA hai| bhI bhagavAna banatA hai| tumhAre AMsU meM bar3A bala hai| agara tumane 108 2010_03

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karanA he saMsAra honA hai dharma binA roye pASANa kI mUrti ko dekhA, to pASANa kI mUrti hI isI taraha ke dhokhebAja, Atma-pravaMcaka haiN| eka hI badalAhaTa rhegii| taba tumane tarka se dekhA, buddhi se dekhA, vicAra se dekhaa| saMbhava hai aura vaha tumhArI badalAhaTa hai| aura tumhAre atirikta ro kara dekhA, AMkha ko gIlI karake dekhA, taba tumane hRdaya se vahAM koI bhI mAlika nahIM hai| tumhI mAlika ho| isI ko dekhA; ArdratA se dekhA, bhAvanA se dekhaa| usa AMsU-bharI AMkha mahAvIra kahate haiM vyakti kI parama svataMtratA aura parama daayitv| ko patthara bhI patthara nahIM mAlUma hotaa| usameM prANoM kI pratiSThA zubha haiM, tumhAre aaNsuu| sNbhaalnaa| AMkhoM ne gIlA honA jAnA ho jAtI hai| hai, aba sUkhe marusthala mata banAnA AMkhoM meN| aba marUdyAna uThA AMsU se rahita AMkha patharIlI hai| AMsU se rahita AMkha pASANa hai, jagA hai, to sNbhaalnaa| hai| pASANa se pASANa hI dikha sakatA hai| AMkha meM jaba AMsa cAMda nikalA to aMdherA bhI maskarAne lagA hote haiM, tabhI AMkha jIvaMta hotI hai| jaba gIlI hotI hai, tabhI haMsA jo phUla to kAMToM pe nazA chAne lagA rasabharI hotI hai| jaba gIlI hotI hai, tabhI AMkha meM kAvya hotA vaha pyAra kA hI thA jAdU to yaha miTTI kA sitAra hai, kavitA hotI hai| jaba gIlI hotI hai, tabhI AMkha ke tAroM para na koI zabda huA aura gunagunAne lagA koI saMgIta chir3atA hai| usa gIlI AMkha se saMsAra ko dekho, agara AMsU utare haiM-kAMToM pe nazA chAne lgaa| agara isa saMsAra na dikhAyI pdd'egaa| pASANa bhagavAna banatA hai| saMsAra | naze meM tumheM AnaMda A rahA ho, rasa nimagnatA A rahI ho, tuma bhagavAna banatA hai| tumhArI AMkha kI hI bAta hai| sArI bAta | DUba rahe ho, to isa rasa ko bacAnA, aura cAhe kucha bhI chor3anA AMkha kI hai| AMsU-bharI AMkha, AtmA-bharI AMkha hai| lekina pdd'e| kyoMki aMtataH yahI rasa tumheM paramAtmA se jodd'egaa| isa rasa ye AMsa AnaMda ke hoM, ahobhAva ke hoN| ye zikAyata meM na gireM, | ke binA aura koI setu nahIM hai manuSya aura paramAtmA ke biic| dhanyavAda ke hoM; AbhAra ke hoN| usakI anukaMpA ke lie, gahana yahI rasa, yahI AMsU setu bneNge| yahI AMsU dhAgA bneNge| tumhArI kRtajJatA ke hoN| suI dhAgA piroyI ho jaaegii| hRdayapUrvaka ronaa| saba aura bAta tamhAre hI hAtha meM hai| ise jitanI bAra daharAyA jAe loka-lAja choDakara ronaa| saba bhaya, zaMkAeM choDakara ronaa| utanA hI kama hai| isa saMbaMdha meM atizayokti nahIM ho sktii| jaba roo to basa AMkha hI ho jaanaa| aura AMkha se AMsU hI isa saMbaMdha meM punarukti nahIM ho sakatI, ki tuma apane mAlika nahIM baheM, tumhIM bhnaa| ho| tuma jaise ho abhI, aisA honA tumane cunA hai| phira dukhI honA cAMda nikalA to aMdherA bhI muskurAne lagA vyartha hai| tumane dukha ko hI cunA hai| tumane galata ko hI cunA hai| aura eka bAra tumhAre bhItara cAMda nikala Ae, eka bAra tumhAre -agara tumhArI saMvedanA mara gayI hai, agara tumhArI bhAvanA mara gayI bhItara ahobhAva kI pahalI jhalaka, pratIti A jaae| hai, agara tumhArI khopar3I meM sirpha kucha kSudra vicAra hI raha gaye haiN| cAMda nikalA to aMdherA bhI muskarAne lagA aura jIvana kahIM bhI kisI aura taraMga se AMdolita nahIM hotA hai, taba tuma pAoge ki dukha bhI sukha meM rUpAMtarita ho jAtA hai, to aisA honA hI tumane cunA hai| kisI ko doSa mata denaa| aMdherA prakAza bana jAtA hai| mRtyu jIvana bana jAtI hai| zatru mitra mere pAsa agara tuma A gaye ho, to itanI-sI bAta bhI sIkha lo ho jAte haiN| to bahuta hai ki jaise tuma ho, yaha tumhArA nirNaya hai| anyathA honA haMsA jo phUla to kAMToM pe nazA chAne lagA hai, basa tumhAre nirNaya ko hI badalane kI bAta hai| kucha aura nahIM aura eka bAra tumhAre bhItara kA phUla haMsane lage, to tumhAre bdlnaa| yaha mata socanA ki sArI duniyA ko bdleNge| jo bhItara ke kAMToM taka para nazA chAne lgegaa| loga duniyA ko badalane nikalate haiM, ve ve hI loga haiM jo svayaM ko yaha bar3I gaharI kImiyA kI bAta hai| jo vyakti AMsuoM se badalane se bacanA cAhate haiN| cAlabAjI hai| khada badalane meM bhara jAtA hai-AhlAda ke, AnaMda ke, usake bhItara jo ghabar3Ate haiN| khuda ko badalane meM kaThinAI mAlUma hotI hai, to kalpa-kAMTe the, ve bhI narama hone lagate haiN| usakA krodha narama ho duniyA ko badalane ke sapane dekhate haiN| rAjanetA haiM, samAjanetA haiM, jaaegaa| ronevAlA AdamI krodha karane meM dhIre-dhIre asamartha ho 109 ___ 2010_03 www.jainelibrarorg

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New jina satra bhAga: 2 NER jaaegaa| kAMToM para nazA chAne lgaa| usakI ghRNA samApta hone phira vINA bajane lgegii| lgegii| jisane ronA jAna liyA, vaha kisI ko ghRNA na kara hajAroM loga sArI duniyA ke kone-kone se A rahe haiN| unakI skegaa| jisane ronA jAna liyA, usake saMdeha girane lgeNge| takalIpha tuma samajhate ho! tuma to pAsa ho bahuta-koI bar3audA usakI gIlI AMkheM use zraddhA kI tarapha le jAne lgeNgii| | meM hai, koI baMbaI meM hai, koI bahuta dUra huA dillI meM hai lekina kAMToM pe nazA chAne lgaa| dUra, bar3I dUra se loga A rahe haiM, unake sAtha kyA ghaTa rahA hai? do eka sUtra bhI tumhAre hAtha meM A jAe jIvana ko badalane kA, to | | mahIne, tIna mahIne rahane ke bAda unheM vApasa lauTa jAnA par3atA hai, sArA jIvana rUpAMtarita hone lagatA hai| lekina ve vApasa kabhI nahIM lauttte| saMbaMdha bana gayA, phira ve jahAM haMsA jo phUla to kAMToM pe nazA chAne lagA hote haiM vahIM se jarA AMkha baMda karane, svayaM ko thira karane, zAMta vaha pyAra kA hI thA jAdU to yaha miTTI kA sitAra | karane kI bAta hai ki jaise reDiyo para tuma koI bhI sTezana pakar3a na koI zabda huA aura gunagunAne lagA lete ho-jarA-sA suI ko ghumAne kI bAta hai, ThIka jagaha lAne mere pAsa tuma ho, isa ghar3I ko prema kI ghar3I agara banAyA, kI bAta hai; suI ThIka jagaha A jAtI, tatkSaNa dUrI samApta ho agara mere pyAra ko apane bhItara praviSTa hone diyA, aura agara jAtI hai| to laMdana ho, ki Tokiyo ho, ki vAziMgaTana ho, koI apane pyAra ko merI tarapha bahane diyA, to sitAra chir3a jAegA, to pharka nahIM pdd'taa| aise hI hRdaya kA bhI vAdya hai| agara tumane rAga bajane lgegaa| zabda bhI na hogA-na koI zabda huA aura ThIka mere pAsa baiThakara itanA bhI pahalA pATha sIkha liyA ki kaise gunagunAne lagA-aura hRdaya gunagunAne lgegaa| mauna saMgIta, tumhAre hRdaya kI suI merI tarapha unmukha ho jAe, tuma kaise merI nIrava saMgIta, zUnya saMgIta bajane lgegaa| para ho rahA hai saba tarapha unmukha ho jAo, basa phira tuma jahAM bhI AMkha baMda kara tumhAre bhiitr| loge, thor3A apane ko samhAlakara zAMta kara loge, thor3I taraMgeM mere pAsa Akara apane bhItara kI thor3I-sI jhalaka le lo, phira mana kI baiTha jAne doge, thor3I merI yAda karoge, acAnaka pAoge, use samhAle hue ghara jaanaa| phira use samhAle hue apanI duniyA dUrI gyii| dUrI samApta huii| tuma aise hI mujhe pA loge jaise tuma meM vApasa lauTanA aura tuma pAoge vahAM bhI thor3A bhI samhAlane se mujhe yahAM pAye hue ho| lekina sArI bAta tuma para nirbhara hai| samhalA rahatA hai| svabhAvataH yahAM se jyAdA vahAM samhAlanA | mAlika tuma ho| hogaa| lekina bAta samhAlane kI hI hai| yaha mata socanA ki maiM kucha kara rahA huuN| tuma kucha hone de rahe ho| aura tuma agara hone dusarA prazna: Apake pAsa saMnyAsa lene ke lie AyA haM, doge, to tuma jahAM ho vahIM hotA rhegaa| phira prema kA saMbaMdha koI lekina kala hI ghara se patra AyA hai ki agara maiM gairika-vastra sthAna kA saMbaMdha nhiiN| tuma mere se dasa phITa dUra baiThe ho, ki hajAra pahanUMgA to mere mAtA-pitA rassI le leNge| mere mAtA-pitA phITa, ki hajAra mIla, isase koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| prema koI / grAmINa haiM aura hiMdI bhI nahIM jAnate, unheM samajhAnA kaThina hai| phAsalA jAnatA nhiiN| aura ghRNA nikaTatA nahIM jaantii| jisa kRpayA batAyeM ki maiM kyA karUM? AdamI ko tumase ghRNA hai, vaha tumhAre pAsa bhI baiThA rahe, zarIra se zarIra bhI lagA ho, to bhI kahAM pAsa! aura jisase tumheM prema hai, mAtA-pitA gAMdhIvAdI mAlUma hote haiM, rassI le leMge, phAMsI vaha sAta samaMdara pAra ho, to bhI kahAM dUra! prema dUrI nahIM jAnatA, lagA leMge! ghRNA nikaTatA nahIM jaantii| nizcita hI gAMdhIvAdI logoM se bar3I jhaMjhaTa hai| hiMsaka kahatA __ to agara tumane mere aura tumhAre bIca prema kI dhArA ko jarA hai, tumheM mAra ddaaleNge| gAMdhIvAdI kahatA hai, hama mara jaaeNge| magara bahane diyA, to phira tuma kahIM bhI raho, AMkha baMda karate hI tuma donoM kI AkAMkSA eka hI hai ki tumheM hama svataMtra na hone deMge, merI maujUdagI meM ho jaaoge| AMkha baMda karate hI AMkheM phira jaisA hama cAheMge vaisA karavA kara rheNge| to jo kahatA hai, hama | puranama hone lgeNgii| phira gIlI hone lgeNgii| AMkha baMda karate hI tumheM mAra DAleMge, usase to bacane kA upAya bhI hai| lekina jo 2010_03

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kahatA hai, hama mara jAeMge, usase kaise baceM! bar3I kaThinAI hai / haiM hama kisI ko to le hI jaaeNge| binA... khAlI hAtha nahIM jA lekina kucha bAteM khayAla meM lenI caahie| skte| koI aura jAne ko rAjI ho to calo hama kisI aura ko le jaaeNge| itanA maiM unheM samajhA-bujhA sakatA huuN| pitA ne kahA ki merA maranA to muzkila hai, aura bhI beTe haiN| unakI bhI mujhe phikra karanI hai, koI yaha hI to eka beTA nahIM hai| mAM ne kahA ki maiM mara jAUMgI to mere pati kA kyA hogA ? bur3hApe meM maiM hI to inakI sevA kara rahI huuN| aisA eka-eka inakAra karatA calA gyaa| patnI jo khUba chAtI pITa-pITakara ro rahI thI aura kahatI thI maiM mara jAUMgI, jaba yaha savAla uThA, to usane kahA aba chor3o bhI, yaha to mara hI gaye, hamako chodd'o| aba yaha to mara gaye, hama kisI taraha calA leNge| to phakIra ne kahA, beTA! aba uTha, aba kyA kara rahA hai? aba par3A par3A kyA soca rahA hai? vaha AdamI uThA aura usane kahA ki ThIka, aba yaha to mara hI gaye usane kahA, aura ye loga to calA hI leMge, maiM aayaa| Apake pIche AtA huuN| kisI ne kabhI rassI lI nhiiN| isase kucha ghabar3Ane kI jarUrata nahIM hai| isase kucha parezAna hone kI jarUrata nahIM hai| aura isa taraha kI dhamakiyoM se daba jAnA bahuta khataranAka hai| isa taraha kI dhamakiyoM se eka bAra daba gaye ki sadA ke lie daba gye| to agara tuma gAMdhIvAdI ho - tuma bhI, kyoMki unhIM mAM-bApa ke beTe ho - to rAstA yaha hai ki tuma kaha do, hama bhI rassI le leMge agara geruvA na pahanane diyaa| aura kyA karoge! hone do rassAkasI! aba aura to maiM salAha kyA de sakatA hUM! likha do patra ki phaurana tAra se sUcanA bhejeM saMnyAsa lene kI AjJA, nahIM to rassI le lUMgA / pahalI bAta, tuma pRthvI para pahalI daphe nahIM ho| aura tumhAre mAtA-pitA pahale mAtA-pitA nahIM haiN| aba taka kisI mAtA-pitA ne pUre manuSya jAti ke itihAsa meM, kisI ke saMnyAsa lene para rassI nahIM lii| kahate sabhI the| kahA sabhI ne| buddha ke pitA ne bhI / magara rassI kisI ne nahIM lii| koI mAM-bApa Aja taka marA nahIM isa kAraNa ki beTe ne saMnyAsa le liyaa| thor3A soco to, beTe ke marane para nahIM marate mAM-bApa, saMnyAsa lene para mara jAeMge! gAMdhIvAdI dhamakI hai, ghabarAne kI | koI jarUrata nahIM / do kaur3I kI hai| isakA koI bhI mUlya nahIM hai| koI kabhI kisake lie maratA hai ! eka yuvaka eka sUphI phakIra ke pAsa jAtA thaa| rasa meM DUbane lgaa| mastI bharane lgii| bhAva uThane lagA ki ho jAe vaha bhI phakIra / para usane kahA, maiM ho nahIM sakatA hUM, merI patnI mara | jAegI ! mere beToM kA kyA hogA? mere mAM-bApa vRddha haiM, ve jI na sakeMge, eka dina / kaI logoM kI hatyA mere sira par3a jAegI, Apa kyA kahate haiN| usa phakIra ne kahA, eka kAma karo / ATha-dasa dina yaha maiM tumheM zvAsa kI sAdhanA detA hUM, use kara lo| usane kahA, isase kyA hogA? usane kahA ki phira dasaveM dina tuma subaha hI sAMsa sAdhakara par3a jaanaa| mara gye| phira maiM AUMgA, phira sArA dRzya apana samajha leMge ki tumhAre marane se kauna-kauna maratA hai| usane - kahA, yaha bAta to ThIka hai ! dasaveM dina...dasa dina usane abhyAsa kiyA sAMsa ko sAdhane kA, phira dasaveM dina sAMsa ko rokakara par3a rhaa| rAta se hI usane | kaha diyA thA ki hRdaya meM bar3I dhar3akana ho rahI hai, ghabar3AhaTa ho rahI hai, aisA-vaisA, to ghara ke loga taiyAra hI the, ki maratA hai, kyA hotA hai ! subaha vaha mara hI gyaa| chAtI pITanA, | ronA-cillAnA zurU ho gyaa| vaha phakIra AyA / baMdhA huA saba SaDyaMtra thaa| usa phakIra ne Akara kahA, kyoM rote-cillAte ho? unhoMne kahA, yaha beTA mara gayA, Apa to mahApuruSa haiM, camatkAra kreN| Apa to kucha bhI kara sakate haiN| Apake AzISa se kyA nahIM ho sakatA! usane kahA maiM karUMgA, lekina isakI jagaha marane ko kauna taiyAra hai? kyoMki yamadUta khar3e haiM, ve kahate 2010_03 karanA hai saMsAra, honA hai dharma agara tuma saMnyAsa lenA hI cAhate ho, to phira tumheM koI nahIM roka sakatA / tuma na lenA cAhate hoo, to yaha tarakIba kAphI hai tumheM rokane ko| lekina dhyAna rakhanA, mAM-bApa ne nahIM rokA tumheM, tuma khuda ruke| yaha bhI tuma khayAla rkhnaa| agara rukate ho, to tuma khuda ruke| tuma beImAna ho, yaha to mAM-bApa kA bahAnA le liyaa| yaha to tumane eka tarakIba khoja lI ki kyA kareM, mAM-bApa marane ko taiyAra haiN| isalie ruka rahe haiN| lekina kala mAM-bApa mareMge hii| marane se kauna kaba bacA hai ! jo honA hI hai, vaha hogA hii| aura agara tumhAre saMnyAsa se hI marate hoM to kama se kama eka to unake khAte meM bAta likhI rahegI ki dhArmika 111

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jina sUtra bhAgaH2 vyakti haiM, saMnyAsa ke kAraNa mre| mata chodd'naa| aisA kabhI huA nahIM hai| hotA nahIM hai| mauta kI dhamakiyAM | itane logoM ne saMnyAsa liyA hai, sabhI ke sAtha kucha na kucha aise denevAle mauta kA bhI upayoga karate haiM jIvana ke upayoga ke lie hI savAla uThate haiN| lekina kamajorI sadA bhItara hotI hai| hii| jo tamhAre saMnyAsa se ghabar3A rahe haiM, ve apanI mauta se na kala eka mitra pachate the ki aba Apa geruve para hI jyAdA jora ghbdd'aayeNge| thor3A soco to! tuma kara kyA rahe ho? sirpha | de rahe haiM, pahale Apa sAdhu...sapheda vastroM meM bhI saMnyAsa de dete gairika-vastra pahana rahe ho| ghara meM rahoge, ghara kA kAma karoge, the| to maiMne unako kahA, mere gAMva meM, jahAM maiM paidA huA-patA jyAdA behatara kroge| zAyada mAM-bApa kI sevA nahIM, dUsare gAMvoM meM bhI aisA hotA hogA-jahAM maiM paidA huA, bhI pahale se jyAdA behatara kroge| do-cAra-ATha dina meM ve vahAM jaba maiM choTA thA, to baccoM meM eka pAribhASika zabda thaa| samajha jAeMge ki saMnyAsa ne tumheM bigAr3A nahIM, bnaayaa| aura choTe bacce bhI aura choTe bacce, hamase bhI jyAdA merA saMnyAsa vaisA to saMnyAsa nahIM hai ki tuma ghara chor3akara bhAga choTe-khelane meM sammilita honA cAhate the, aura mAM-bApa kahate jAo; mAM-bApa bUr3he haiM unheM chor3akara bhAga jAo, patnI ko haiM ki jAo, apane choTe bhAI ko bhI le jAo, aura choTI bahana chor3akara bhAga jAo; baccoM ko chor3akara bhAga jAo, maiM koI ko bhI le jAo, inako bhI khelane do| aura ve saba khela kharAbabhagor3Apana to tumheM sikhA nahIM rahA huuN| kara dete haiM, kyoMki ve choTI umra ke-na daur3a sakate haiM, na bhAga unheM zAyada nAsamajhI hogii| unako zAyada aMdAja bhI na sakate haiN| to mere gAMva meM unake lie eka pAribhASika zabda thA, hogaa| saMnyAsa kA matalaba ve samajhate hoMge purAnA sNnyaas| to | unheM hama khela meM sammilita kara lete the, unako kahate haiM--'dUdha tuma jaba ghara pahaMcoge, samajhA lenaa| aura maiM mAnatA hUM gaira kI dohniyaa|' basa itanA, khelanevAle samajha lete haiM ki yaha par3he-likhe AdamiyoM ko samajhA lenA sadA AsAna hai| kyoMki isako daur3ane do, bhAgane do, magara yaha koI khela kA hissA nahIM jyAdA hArdika hote haiN| isIlie to unhoMne dhamakI dI becAroM ne| hai| 'dUdha kI dohniyaa|' abhI dUdha-pItA hai| khelane do, kUdane nahIM to tarka dete ki saMnyAsa meM koI lAbha nahIM hai, aura saba do, vaha prasanna hotA hai bhut| vaha samajhatA hai loga usake pIche nkhte| sIdhI bAta kaha dI ki mara jaaeNge| bhAvuka daur3a rahe haiM-koI-koI thor3A daur3a bhI detA hai-lekina na loga hoNge| sIdhe-sAdhe loga hoNge| sarala loga hoNge| Dara gaye usako koI pakar3atA hai, na usako koI parezAna karatA hai| vaha hoMge ki beTA kahIM chUTa na jaae| lekina jaba tuma ghara lauTa aise hI uchala-kUda karatA rahatA hai| dUdha kI dohaniyA hai| jAoge gairika-vastroM meM, unake caraNa chuoge aura unakI sevA meM to maiMne unase kahA ki sapheda vastroM meM saMnyAsa detA thA, vaha rata ho jAoge-jaise tuma kabhI bhI na the-kyoMki maiM kahatA hai, saba 'dudha kI dohaniyA' haiN| saMnyAsa bhI lenA cAhate haiM, himmata jo saMnyAsa tumheM apanoM se tor3a de vaha saMnyAsa nahIM hai| saMnyAsa bhI nahIM hai gairika-vastroM kI. to clo| khelane do. dauDane do| to vahI hai jo tumheM dUsaroM se bhI jor3a de, apanoM se to jor3e hI! kabhI to samajha bar3hegI, taba gairika meM A jaaeNge| calo lenA to saMnyAsa hai yoga, jodd'| tor3anevAlI bAta hI galata hai| cAhate haiM, Adhe-Adhe haiN| aba unako maiM dhIre-dhIre kaha rahA hUM to do-cAra dina meM unako bhI samajha meM A jaaegaa| gaira ki aba bahuta ho gayA, 'dUdha kI dohaniyA' sadA thor3e hI bane par3he-likhe haiM, jaldI samajha A jaaegaa| par3he-likhe hote, to rahoge! aba bar3ho, aba thor3I umra paao| to mAlA, calo AdhA mahInoM laga jaate| kyoMki tarka uThAte, vivAda karate, vicAra shii| mAlA se thor3e rAjI ho gaye, phira dhIre-dhIre gairika vastroM krte| sIdhe-sAdhe grAmINa loga haiM, jaldI samajha meM A jaaegaa| se bhI rAjI ho jaaeNge| tuma para nirbhara kregaa| tumhAre vyavahAra para nirbhara kregaa| saMnyasta mullA nasaruddIna ko eka relave krAsiMga para naukarI mila gyii| hokara agara tuma aura bhI pyAre ho gaye-jaise tuma kabhI bhI na pahale hI dina AdhA daravAjA to usane khola diyA krAsiMga kA the-to phira koI ar3acana nhiiN| ve kyoM maranA cAheMge! phira to aura AdhA baMda rkhaa| eka kAravAlA AdamI rukA, usane kahA tuma saMnyAsa chor3oge to ve kaheMge, rassI le leMge, aba saMnyAsa ki jiMdagI ho gayI mujhe yahAM se gujarate, magara yA to daravAjA baMda 2010_03

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ANTAR nAha sasAra, hAnA hai dharma hotA hai, yA khulA hotA hai; yaha AdhA kyA mAmalA hai! nasaruddIna khataranAka thii| lAkhoM loga apane gharoM ko chor3akara cale gye| ne kahA, mujhe pUrA bharosA nahIM hai ki Trena AyegI; isalie AdhA | isake kAraNa dharma ko jitanA nukasAna pahuMcA, aura kisI bAta se khola rakhA hai| nahIM phuNcaa| dharma zabda hI ghabar3AnevAlA ho gyaa| dharma meM koI jinako pUrA bharosA nahIM hai apane para, unako maiMne kahA calo, utsuka huA, to ghara ke loga ciMtita hue ki aba kucha upadrava sapheda vastroM meM raho, 'dUdha kI dohaniyA!' AdhA to kholA, | hogaa| lAkhoM logoM ne ghara chor3a diyaa| unake dekheNge| AdhA Age dekha leNge| lekina kamajoriyAM bhItara haiN| | gujarI, unake patnI-bacce bhUkhe mare, unake bApa, mAM, bur3hApe meM aba loga choTI-choTI ajIba-ajIba kamajoriyAM lAte haiN| yaha | kaise jIye, kisI ne koI itihAsa na likhA! likhA jAnA to ThIka hai ki tumhAre pitA ne tumheM acchA bahAnA diyA ki rassI | caahie| gahana dukha usase paidA huA hogaa| lekina sadiyoM se le leNge| eka sajjana Aye, ve kahane lage ki aura to saba ThIka | aisA calA hai| usake kAraNa eka bhaya samA gyaa| loga hai, gairika-vastra bhI le sakate haiM, lekina sardI meM kyA hogA! | bhItara-bhItara Darane lge| to Upara-Upara pUjA bhI karate haiM koTa vagairaha saba mahaMge banAkara rakhe haiM, unakA kyA hogA! tuma | saMnyAsI kI, bhItara-bhItara Darate haiN| dUsare kA beTA saMnyAsI ho | soca hI nahIM sakate AdamI kaise bahAne khojatA hai| to sardI meM to | jAe, to loga sammAna karane Ate haiN| khuda kA hone lage, to pahana sakate haiM UnI vastra dUsare raMgoM ke? jaise kucha vastroM ke | rassI lete haiN| yaha kaisI duvidhA hai! mahAvIra bhI kisI ke beTe the pahanane se kucha honA-jAnA hai! tuma bAta hI cUka gaye, tuma izArA | aura buddha bhI kisI ke beTe the| jo pitA tumhAre saMnyAsa lene se hI na smjhe| yaha to bAta samarpaNa kI thii| sardI aura garmI kA | Dara rahA hai, vaha pitA bhI buddha ke caraNoM meM sira jhukA AyegA aura yahAM koI upAya na thaa| samarpaNa yAnI baarhmaasii| isameM koI | kabhI na socegA ki buddha ke pitA para kyA gujarI! yahI gujrii| eka Rtu meM yaha pahana leMge, dUsarI Rtu meM vaisA pahana leNge| isase bahuta bhayaMkara gujrii|| loga saMnyAsa le jAte haiM, mAlA maiM unake gale meM DAlatA nahIM | maiM to saMnyAsa ko aisA rUpa de rahA haM ki usase kisI ko pIDA ki ve jaldI se use aMdara chipA lete haiN| vaha hai hI isIlie ki | na ho| kyoMki jisa saMnyAsa se pIr3A ho vaha bhI kyA lene yogya loga tumheM pAgala smjheN| ki loga haMseM, ki loga maukA deM ki hai! jisase kahIM dukha paidA ho, usase tumheM sukha paidA na ho acchA, to tuma bhI gaye! use tuma jaldI se aMdara chipA rahe ho! skegaa| jisake kAraNa tuma dUsaroM ko dukha do, usake kAraNa tumheM to mAlA rahI, na rahI, barAbara ho gyaa| choTI-choTI bAteM loga sukha paidA kaise ho sakatA hai? khojate haiN| lekina una saba bAtoM ke pIche unakA khuda kA hI bhaya to maiM to kahUMgAH tuma saMnyasta bano, ghara jAo, jaisI tumane hai| chipA huA hai| apane bhaya ko pahacAna lo, phira tumheM koI sevA kabhI na kI thI vaisI mAM-bApa kI sevA karo, kyoMki phira rokanevAlA nahIM hai| saMnyAsI kA dAyitva bhI tumhAre Upara hai| do-cAra dina ve nArAja aura kisI ke kAraNa rukanA bhI mt| agara rukate ho, to hoMge, cIkheMge-cillAyeMge, lekina tuma apane vyavahAra se siddha apane bhaya ke kAraNa rukanA, anyathA tuma dUsare para nArAja rhoge| kara do ki ve bilakula galata cIkha-cillA rahe haiN| basa, tuma samajhoge ki pitA ne, mAM ne roka diyaa| yaha galata bAta tumhArA vyavahAra hI paryApta pramANa hogaa| aura yaha mata soco ki hogii| yaha unakA bhAva, unhoMne pragaTa kara diyA ki ve rassI le ve par3he-likhe nahIM haiM, hiMdI bhI nahIM samajhate haiN| na samajheM, prema to leMge, agara unako lenI hogI to le leNge| aba jo itanI-sI samajheMge! itanA gaira par3hA-likhA kauna hai, jo prema na samajhe ? DhAI bAta para rassI lete haiM, ve jyAdA dina binA rassI lie raha bhI nahIM Akhara prema ke kAphI haiN| tuma unake paira dabAoge, yaha to te| koI aura bahAne leNge| tama unheM acchI rassI kA smjheNge| aura ve kacha bhI kaheM, tama zAMti se sanoge, yaha to iMtajAma kara denA, aura kyA karoge! samajheMge! aura eka bAta bhara tumhAre vyavahAra se jAhira ho jAnI lekina koI kabhI rassI letA nhiiN| do dina bAda saba ThIka ho | cAhie ki tumane jo saMnyAsa liyA hai, vaha saMsAra-virodhI nahIM jAtA hai| ghabar3A gaye hoMge, purAnI dhAraNA hai| aura purAnI dhAraNA | hai| ghara-virodhI nahIM hai| hama ghara ko maMdira ke khilApha nahIM lar3A 2010_03 www.jainelibrar.org

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114 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 rahe haiN| hamArI ceSTA hai ki ghara maMdira ho jAe / to kitanI dera lagegI unako samajhAne meM? jaldI hI ve samajha jaaeNge| aura agara tumhAre vyavahAra ne unheM pramANa diyA, to dubArA jaba tuma Aoge, ve bhI saMnyAsa lene A jaaeNge| rassI maiM unako dUMgA / unako kyoN...| mAlA yAnI rassI ! phAMsI hai| to unako samajhAnA ki agara rassI hI lenI hai, to mAlA / jaba marane kI hI taiyArI ho gayI, to phira saMnyAsa meM hI mara jaao| saMnyAsa kI mRtyu mahAjIvana kA dvAra hai| magara dhyAna rakhanA, apane hRdaya pr| tuma agara svayaM bhayabhIta ho aura mAM-bApa kA sirpha bahAnA khoja rahe ho, to phira abhI saMnyAsa mata lenaa| phira abhI Ao, dhyAna karo, jaao| dhIre-dhIre rasa ko gahana hone do| sadA apane hI hRdaya ke ThIka se nirIkSaNa aura nidAna ke bAda kucha krnaa| dUsare ke kAraNa AMdolita aura parezAna hone kI koI bhI jarUrata nahIM hai| rajakaNa ko binA cUme kaMcana hai milA kisako ? rajakaNa ko binA cUme kaMcana hai milA kisako ? kAMToM meM binA ghUme madhuvana hai milA kisako ? tU dekha ke kucha muzkila kyoM hAra gayA himmata, deharI ko binA lAMghe AMgana hai milA kisako ? to thor3I kaThinAiyAM svAbhAvika haiN| ve cunautiyAM haiN| ve na hotIM, burA hotaa| ve haiM, to acchA hai| unhIM cunautiyoM se pAra hokara to jIvana uThatA hai| rAha para jo patthara par3e haiM, ve hI to sIr3hiyAM bana jAte haiN| pattharoM se ghabar3Ao mata, sIr3hiyAM bnaao| acchA hai ki mAM-bApa ne eka cunautI dii| aba isa cunautI ko smjho| isa cunautI ke yogya apane ko bnaao| isa cunautI ko svIkAra kro| eka maukA milaa| eka saMgharSa huA / isa saMgharSa se kaise Upara jAo, isakA mArga khojo| isakA kaise atikramaNa ho, isakI vidhi khojo| isase ghabar3Akara baiTha mata jaao| isase ghabar3Akara Dara mata jAo / anyathA tuma sadA ke lie murdA raha jaaoge| jIvana cunautiyoM ko svIkAra karane se Age bar3hatA hai| dhanyabhAgI haiM ve jinheM bahuta cunautiyAM miliiN| kyoMki unhIM ke jIvana meM nikhAra aayaa| rajakaNa ko binA cUme kaMcana hai milA kisako ? kAMToM meM binA ghUme madhuvana hai milA kisako ? 2010_03 tU dekha ke kucha muzkila kyoM hAra gayA himmata, deharI ko binA lAMghe AMgana hai milA kisako ? tIsarA prazna : mA yoga lakSmI ne kahA hai ki bhagavAna zrI ne kucha putaliyAM, kaThaputaliyAM banAyI haiM khela ke lie| to kyA hama loga bhagavAna ke hAtha kI kaThaputalI bhara haiM? ho to nahIM ho jAo to tumhArA bar3A saubhAgya! kaThaputalI honA kucha AsAna bAta nahIM / kaThaputalI honA isa saMsAra meM sabase kaThina bAta hai| vahI to kRSNa kA pUrA upadeza hai arjuna ko, kaThaputalI ho jaa| agara gItA ko eka zabda meM rakhanA ho, to itanA hI kahA jA sakatA hai-- kaThaputalI ho jaa| tU sirpha nimitta mAtra ho jA / upakaraNa maatr| karane de use jo kara rahA hai| khIMcane de use dhAge, tU nAca | usakI marjI jaisA nacAye! AMgana Ter3hA ho, to tthiik| ThIka ho, to ThIka, na ThIka ho to tthiik| jaisI usakI marjI / tU bIca meM bAdhA mata DAla / zaraNAgati kA aura artha kyA hai ? samarpaNa kA aura artha kyA hai? samarpaNa kA itanA hI artha hai aba maiM apanI marjI chor3atA / lakSmI ne ThIka hI kahA hai| lekina honA AsAna nahIM hai| Amataura se loga socate haiM, kaThaputalI hone meM kyA rakhA hai, bilakula AsAna bAta hai| sabase kaThina bAta ahaMkAra kA samarpaNa hai! apane ko haTAkara rakha denA ! apane hRdaya ke maMdira meM kisI aura ko virAjamAna kara lenA! apane atirikta ! siMhAsana se svayaM utara jAnA aura kisI aura ko baiTha jAne denA siMhAsana para ! bahuta kaThina isIlie to prema kaThina hai| kyoMki prema meM hama kisI ko apane siMhAsana para virAjamAna karate haiM / phira prArthanA to aura bhI kaThina hai| kyoMki prema meM to hama AdhA-adhUrA virAjamAna karate haiM, prArthanA meM pUrA virAjamAna karate haiM / prArthanA meM hama pUre miTa jAte haiN| kaThaputalI ho jAo, phira kucha karane ko nahIM bacatA / AkhirI karanA kara liyaa| kaThina se kaThina bAta jIta lii| chU liyA gaurIzaMkara kA zikhara / aise ho jAo jaise nahIM ho| jahAM jAye prabhu, clo| apanI marjI alaga haTA lo| jaise koI nadI meM bahatA ho| dekhA hai, jiMdA AdamI kabhI - kabhI DUba jAtA hai,

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meer karanA hai saMsAra honA hai dharma ra murdA kabhI nahIM dduubtaa| murde ko kabhI DUbate dekhA, murdA kucha ka, kha, ga kA zikSaNa hai| jAnatA hai, jo jiMdA ko patA nhiiN| koI trkiib| vaha tarakIba gurajiepha kA eka ziSya thaa--benett| usane saMsmaraNa likhA yaha hai ki murdA 'nahIM' hai| jiMdA DUba jAtA hai, murdA Upara A hai ki gurajiepha ne mujhe kahA ki jAkara daravAje ke pAsa bagIce meM jAtA hai jala pr| kyoMki murdA aba hai hI nahIM, DUbe kauna? eka gaDDhA khod| aura jaba taka maiM na rokU, rukanA mt| khodate hI DubAoge kaise? jo hai hI nahIM, use DubAoge kaise? jaanaa| dupahara ho gyii| beneTa khodatA rahA, khodatA rahA pasIne se vAstavika dharma kA janma, jaba tuma murde kI bhAMti ho jAte ho| lthpth| sAMjha ho gyii| gurajiepha kA koI patA nhiiN| socane tuma kaha dete ho paramAtmA ko, aba maiM apanI tarapha se nahIM lagA bhUla gayA, yA kisI kAma meM ulajha gayA, aba maiM baMda karUM cltaa| DubAye tU, to hama DUbane ko raajii| ubAre tU, to hama ki nahIM, aba to hAtha-paira lar3akhar3Ane lge| aba to kudAlI uThe ubarane ko raajii| jo tU karavAye, usa para hamArI koI TippaNI hI n| aura taba gurajiepha aayaa| sUraja Dhala rahA thA aura usane nahIM, koI TIkA nahIM; koI zikAyata nhiiN| hama tere hAtha kI kahA ki ThIka hai, aba isa gaDDhe ko pUra de| svabhAvataH mana meM kaThaputalI haiN| jaba taka nacAye, nAceMge; jaba nAca baMda kara degA, savAla uThegA, yaha kyA mUr3hatApUrNa bAta huI! dinabhara gaDDhA to ruka jaaeNge| khudavAyA, TUTa gayA zarIra pUrA, TUTa-TUTa bhara gayI zarIra meM aura khazI jisane khojI vaha dhana leke lauTA aba kahate ho, pUra de| haMsI jisane khojI camana leke lauTA lekina beneTa ne gaDDhe ko pUranA zurU kara diyaa| bar3A magara pyAra ko khojane jo calA vaha thakA-mAMdA hai| miTTI uThA-uThAkara bharanA, jaba sUraja bilakula na tana leke lauTA, na mana leke lauTA DhalatA thA, taba vaha gaDDhe ko pUra kara nipaTa pAyA; gurajiepha lauTA hI nhiiN| DUba hI gyaa| saba khokara lauttaa| apane ko AyA aura usane kahA ki aisA kara, vaha sAmane jo vRkSa hai, bhI khokara lauttaa| samarpaNa prema kI AkhirI UMcAI hai| vaha prema usako kATanA hai pUre cAMda kI rAta hai, kATane meM laga jaa| dinabhara kA sAra-nicoDa hai| samarpaNa kA artha hai, maiM nahIM, t| kA thakA huA, aba vRkSa kATanA hai! na bhojana milA, na vizrAma vaha na lena-dena, hAni-lAbha nahIM hai milA! aura beneTa vRkSa ko kATane claa| vaha vRkSa para car3hA kATa bhinna hai abhinna, guNA-bhAga nahIM hai rahA hai, eka aisA kSaNa AyA ki hAtha se usakI kulhAr3I gira kyA diyA hai, kyA liyA hai, yaha tanika na soca gyii| itanA susta ho gayA hai| aura aise eka vRkSa kI zAkhA kA pyAra sirpha pyAra hai, hisAba nahIM hai sahArA lekara nIMda laga gyii| basa meM hI na rhaa| * lekina jisa mitra ne pUchA hai, use thor3I ar3acana huI hogii| | gurajiepha AyA, usane nIce se khar3e hokara beneTa ko soye hue kaThaputalI! kaThaputalI to hama niMdA ke svara meM upayoga karate haiN| | dekhA, khuda car3hA, hilAyA, beneTa ne AMkha kholI aura beneTa ne jaba hama kisI AdamI kI niMdA karate haiM, to kahate haiM, basa apane saMsmaraNoM meM likhA hai, aisI zuddha AMkha maiMne kabhI jAnI hI kaThaputalI hai vh| kisI ke hAthoM kI ktthputlii| usakA koI | na thI ki mere pAsa ho sakatI hai| aisI nirmala AMkha! AMkha apanA nijatva thor3e hI hai| usakA koI apanA bala thor3e hI hai| khulate hI sArA jagata aura mAlUma pdd'aa| jaise maiM bilakula kaThaputalI zabda kA to hama upayoga karate haiM, jaba hama kisI ko | nayA-nayA AyA hUM, abhI-abhI avatarita huA huuN| jaise abhI atyaMta dIna, durbala, napuMsaka kahanA cAhate haiN| balazAlI ko | merA janma huaa| itanI tAjagI, aura aisA nirdhAra citta! thor3e hI hama kaThaputalI kahate haiN| phira 'nirbala ke bala rAma' kA | pUchA bAda meM usane gurajiepha se ki aisA kaise huA, to usane kyA artha hai? nirbala ke bala rAma! isakA to artha itanA hI kahA, agara tu eka bAra bhI inakAra karatA, yA tarka uThAtA, to haA ki jo nirbala hone ko rAjI hai, basa paramAtmA usI kA hai| yaha ghar3I na aatii| jAnatA thA, yaha bilakula svAbhAvika thA, jo apane ko miTAne ko rAjI hai, vahIM to jagaha khAlI hotI hai, | dinabhara gaDDhA khodane ke bAda phira miTTI bharane ke lie kahanA paramAtmA kA praveza hotA hai| guru ke pAsa usI parama samarpaNa ke bilakula vyartha bAta hai, kaThora bAta hai, sArahIna hai| koI bhI 115 2010_03 www.jainelibrarorg

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jina satra bhAga: 2 SECRE SUNAMIRIKARAN pUchegA, isakA matalaba kyA hai? gaDDA kisalie khudavAyA? | mata pUcho Age kyA hotA hai! Age kI ciMtA bhI kyA! jo isa gurajiepha ne kahA itanA agara tU pUcha letA, to yaha ghar3I na | ghar3I ho rahA hai, use bhogo| jo isa ghar3I mila rahA hai, use aatii| phira tUne gaDDA bhI bhara diyaa| phira tU bilakula piio| jo isa ghar3I tumhAre pAsa khar3A hai, use mata cuuko| jo thakA-mAMdA thA, phira bhI tUne inakAra na kiyA, maiMne kahA lakar3I | nadI sAmane baha rahI hai, jhuko, DUbo, Age kyA hotA hai| Age kATa, to tUne yaha na kahA, yaha aba na ho sakegA, kala subaha | kA khayAla Ate hI, jo maujUda hai, usase AMkha baMda ho jAtI hai| kruuNgaa| yaha terA jo sahaja samarpaNa thA, yaha tujhe usa jagaha le aura ciMtana, ciMtA, vicAra, kalpanA, svapna, cala par3e tuma phir| gayA; jahAM taka terI sAmarthya thI tUne kiyA, aura jahAM terI phira cale dUra satya se| phira chUTe vartamAna se| phira TUTe sattA se| samArthya samApta ho gayI, vahIM terA ahaMkAra bhI samApta ho gyaa| sattA se TUTane kA upAya hai, Age kA vicaar| vahIM tujhe gaharI taMdrA A gyii| aisI taMdrA samAdhi kI pahalI agara thor3A-sA sukha mila rahA hai, use bhogo| tuma isa kSaNa jhalaka hai| aisI taMdrA meM pahalI daphA AdamI ko patA calatA hai ki agara sukhI rahe, to agalA kSaNa isase jyAdA sukhI hogA, yaha samAdhi jaba pUrI hogI to kaisI hogii| eka bUMda TapakatI hai amRta nizcita hai| kyoMki tuma sukhI hone kI kalA ko thor3A aura kI, sAgara kA phira hama anumAna lagA sakate haiN| jyAdA sIkha cuke hooge| agara isa kSaNa tuma AnaMdita ho, toto maiM tumase kahatA hUM: ho to nahIM kaThaputalI, ho jAo to agalA kSaNa jyAdA AnaMdita hogA, yaha nizcita hai| kyoMki dhanyabhAgI ho! jisane pUchA hai, usane to becainI se pUchA hai| usane agalA kSaNa AyegA kahAM se? tumhAre bhItara se hI jnmegaa| to pUchA hai, isakA kyA matalaba? kyA hama kaThaputalI haiM? ho tumhAre AnaMda meM hI sarAbora jnmegaa| agalA kSaNa bhI tumase hI sako, to tumhAre jIvana meM aisA dvAra khula sakatA hai, jise tuma niklegaa| agara yaha phUla gulAba ke paudhe para suMdara hai, to ahaMkAra ke kAraNa kabhI bhI na khola paaoge| ahaMkAra ke haTate agalA phUla aura bhI suMdara hogaa| paudhA taba taka aura bhI hI khulatA hai| ahaMkAra tAle kI taraha par3A hai| ahaMkAra girA ki anubhavI ho gyaa| aura jI liyA thor3I der| jIvana ko aura tAlA giraa| dvAra khulatA hai| tumane jitanA apane ko jAnA hai, samajha gyaa| jIvana ko aura thor3A paricita ho gyaa| usase tuma bahuta bar3e ho| usase tuma bahuta jyAdA ho| tumheM tumhArA agalA kSaNa tumase niklegaa| tuma agara abhI dukhI apanA kucha bhI patA nahIM hai ki tuma kauna ho| jisa choTe se Tukar3e ho, agalA kSaNa aura bhI jyAdA dukhI hogaa| tuma agara abhI ko tumane samajha rakhA hai yaha maiM hUM, vaha to kucha bhI nahIM hai| vaha to parezAna ho, agale kSaNa meM parezAnI aura bar3ha jAyegI, kyoMki eka lahara hai| sAgara kA to tumheM smaraNa hI nahIM rahA hai| jaba tuma eka kSaNa kI parezAnI tuma aura jor3a loge| tumhArI parezAnI kA isa lahara kI pakar3a se chUTa jAoge, to sAgara meM utroge| saMgraha bar3A hotA jaaegaa| isa kSaNa kI ciMtA karo, basa utanA samarpaNa hai sAgara meM utarane kA suutr| kAphI hai| isa kSaNa ke pAra mata jaao| kSaNa meM jiio| kSaNa ko jiio| kSaNa se dUsarA kSaNa apane-Apa nikalatA hai, tumheM AkhirI prazna H sabhI prazna gira gye| uttara kI bhUkha nahIM, / usakI ciMtA, usakA vicAra, usakA Ayojana karane kI koI pyAsa nahIM, cAha nhiiN| to phira Age kyA kareM? sukha-prApti, | jarUrata nahIM hai| aura agara tumane Ayojana kiyA, to tuma yahAM mahAsukha-prApti kI eka jhalaka mila jAe to Age kyA hotA cUka jaaoge| cUka se nikalegA agalA kSaNa, mahAcUka hogI | phir| agale kSaNa tuma phira aura agale kSaNa ke lie socoge, | tuma Thaharoge kahAM? tuma ghara kahAM banAoge? Aja tuma kala ke Age ke khayAla se mana paidA hotA hai| Age ke vicAra se mana lie socoge, kala jaba AyegA to Aja kI bhAMti AyegA, phira paidA hotA hai| vartamAna meM jIne se mana samApta ho jAtA hai| Age tama kala ke lie socoge| kala kabhI AyA? kA vicAra uThate hI mana phira nirmita hone lagatA hai| phira citta jise tuma Aja kaha rahe ho, yaha bhI to kala kala thaa| isake tnaa| phira citta kI yAtrA zurU huii| lie tuma kala soca rahe the, Aja yaha A gayA hai, aba tuma phira 116 Jair Education International 2010_03

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karanA hai saMsAra, honA hai dharma Age ke lie soca rahe ho| yaha to dRSTi kI bar3I gaharI bhrAMti hai| ho| taba tuma cAhate ho koI tumheM luutte| taba tuma luTane ko tarasate isase jo sAmane hotA hai, vaha to dikhatA hI nahIM aura jo nahIM ho| taba tuma cAhate ho koI Aye aura sAjhIdAra ho jaae| itanA hotA hai, usakA hama vicAra karate rahate haiN| | tumheM mila rahA hai ki akele tuma kyA karoge? tuma use kisI ko pUchA hai, sukha-prApti, mahAsukha-prApti kI eka jhalaka mila | bAMTanA cAhate ho| AnaMdita kSaNa meM AdamI phailatA hai-pAtra jAe to Age kyA hotA hai? svabhAvataH eka jhalaka ke bAda bar3A hotA hai| dukha ke kSaNa meM sikur3atA hai| dUsarI jhalaka! bar3I jhalaka!! magara tuma kRpA karo, usakA to agara yaha kSaNa tumane AnaMda meM na jIyA, to agale kSaNa tuma vicAra mata karo, anyathA yahI jhalaka cUka jaaegii| tuma mahA aura bhI sikur3a jaaoge| AnaMda kA abhyAsa jArI rkho| jhalaka kA hisAba karate rahoge, tuma mahA jhalaka kA sapanA dekhate AnaMda ko bhogate raho, tAki tuma aura AnaMda ko pAne ke yogya rahoge, aura yahAM bahI jAtI jiMdagI, hAtha se nikalA jAtA | hote rho| AnaMda ko jitanA bhogoge, utanA hI tuma pAoge aura smy| yaha jhalaka cUkI, to Age kI jhalaka bhI upalabdha | jyAdA AnaMda pAsa Ane lgaa| honevAlI nhiiN| isa jhalaka ko pI lo, AtmasAta kara lo, pacA | nRtyakAra nAcatA rahatA hai, to aura bar3e nRtya kI saMbhAvanA jaao| phira aura bar3I jhalaka hogii| janamatI rahatI hai| gItakAra gunagunAtA rahatA hai, to aura gIta paidA tuma jitane yogya hote jAte ho, utanA hI paramAtmA tumheM detA | hote rahate haiN| jIvana to jIne se bar3hatA hai| baiThe-baiThe khopar3I meM calA jAtA hai| tumhArI yogyatA se jyAdA tumheM kabhI nahIM diyA mata khoye rho| Ao, phailo| bar3A jIvana hai| bar3A avasara jA sktaa| tumhArI yogyatA se jyAdA de diyA jAe, to tuma jhela | hai| yahAM eka-eka kSaNa ko bahumUlya banAyA jA sakatA hai| na skoge| tumhAre pAtra se jyAdA sAgara tumameM kaise DhAlA jA | eka-eka kSaNa hIrA ho sakatA hai| sakatA hai! tumhAre pAtra kI sImA hI tumhArI prApti kI sImA | lekina adhika loga soye haiN| bhaviSya kI yojanA kara rahe haiN| rhegii| cAhe varSA kitanI hI ho, tumhArA kaTorA jitanA hai, usase | soca rahe haiM, kala kyA hogA? kala ko bhUlo, Aja kAphI hai| jyAdA usameM kabhI na bhara skegaa| kaTore ko bar3A hone do| aura | Aja paryApta hai| itanA maiM tumase jarUra kahatA hUM, yaha AzvAsana usake bar3e hone kA eka hI DhaMga hai, isa kSaNa ko aise gahana-bhAva | detA hUM ki agara tumane kala ko bhUlA to kala AyegA, Aja se se jIo, isa kSaNa ko aise prIti-bhAva se jIo, isa kSaNa ko | bhI suMdara phUla laayegaa| Aja se bhI suMdara gIta laayegaa| kyoMki aise nAcate-utsava se jIo ki usa utsava meM tuma phaila jAo, | Aja tumhAre hRdaya kA pAtra bar3A ho, to isI pAtra meM to kala kI tumhArA pAtra bar3A ho jaae| | varSA bhregii| khayAla kiyA tumane, dukha meM AdamI sikur3atA hai| sukha meM | 'sabhI prazna gira gye| uttara kI bhUkha nahIM, pyAsa nahIM, cAha AdamI phailatA hai| dukha meM AdamI choTA ho jAtA hai| AnaMda meM | nhiiN| to phira Age kyA kareM?' karane kI bhI koI jarUrata hai? AdamI phUla jAtA hai| tumane khayAla kiyA, jaba tuma dukhI hote, honA kAphI nahIM! yaha karane kA pAgalapana kyoM hai? / to tuma cAhate ho na koI mile, na koI bAta kare, tuma | ina do zabdoM ko ThIka se samajha lo--karanA aura honaa| dvAra-daravAje baMda karake bistara meM par3a jAnA cAhate ho| jaba tuma kyA kareM? kyA honA kAphI nahIM hai! kamare meM tuma baiThe ho, bahuta dukhI hote ho, to tuma socate ho, aba to mara hI jaaeN| mara | usI akhabAra ko phira par3hane lagate ho jisako subaha se tIna daphe hI jAeM kA matalaba, aba to kabra meM chipa jaaeN| par3ha cuke| kyoMki kareM kyA? reDiyo khola lete ho, vahI khabareM lekina jaba tuma AnaMdita hote ho, to tuma dvAra-daravAje | jo akhabAra meM par3ha cuke reDiyo se sunane lagate ho| kareM kyA? kholakara bAhara Ate ho sUraja kI kiraNoM meM, havAoM ke saMsAra | kucha na kucha karane meM tuma apane ko vyasta rakhate ho| kyA thor3I meN| jaba tuma AnaMdita hote ho, to tuma kisI mitra ke pAsa jAte dera ke lie honA' ucita nahIM hai? kucha na kro| akhabAra ko | ho. kisI priyajana ke pAsa baiThate ho, koI gIta gunagunAte ho, | haTA do, reDiyo baMda kara do, zAMta baiTha jAo, kucha dera ko basa ho | koI vINA bajAte ho| jaba tuma AnaMdita hote ho, to tuma baMTate rho| yahI to dhyAna hai| 117 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 honA dhyAna hai| karanA mana hai| | ke guriye sarakAte rheNge| kucha karane ko to rahegA! mana tumheM baiThane nahIM detaa| mana kahatA hai, kyA kara rahe tumane kabhI khayAla nahIM kiyA ki mAlA kA guriyA koI baiThe-baiThe? kucha karo, uttho| hoTala hI clo| sinemA dekha | AdamI sarakAtA hai, tuma socate ho bar3A dhArmika AdamI hai| aao| koI, khoja lo koI zikAra, usakI khopar3I khaao| tumhArI dhAraNA hai| anyathA bar3A mUr3hatApUrNa kRtya kara rahA hai| kucha kro| khAlI baiThe-baiThe kyA kara rahe ho? samaya gaMvA rahe | mAlA ke guriye sarakA rahA hai! lekina usase eka taraha kI rAhata ho| to mahAvIra ne bAraha sAla khAlI-khAlI jaMgala meM khaDe | milatI hai, vaha jo karane kA pAgalapana hai, vyasta rahatA hai| kacha samaya gaMvAyA! kucha bhI kiyA nhiiN| bAraha sAla meM koI bhI eka to kara rahe haiM! calo mAlA kI ginatI hI kara rahe haiM! aisI bAta nahIM ki jisako koI akhabAra chApane lAyaka smjhe| maiMne sunA hai, mullA nasaruddIna ko nIMda nahIM AtI thii| usake na koI 'ilekzana' lar3e, koI cunAva ldd'e| bole hI nhiiN| khar3e DAkTara ne kahA tuma aisA karo, bher3oM kI ginatI kro| aisA kaI hI rhe| cupacApa rhe| kRtya jaisA kucha bhI bAraha sAla meM nahIM DAkTara logoM ko samajhAte haiM-kucha bhI ginatI karane meM laga ghttaa| mahAvIra ke bAraha sAla aise rikta haiM jaise ki kisI aura jAo, mAlA pherane jaisA kAma hai, kucha bhI ginatI karo; eka se ke jIvana meM khojane muzkila haiN| usI riktatA meM mahAvIra kI | sau taka jAo, phira sau se ulTe lauTo-ninyAnabe, aTThAnabe, mahimA hai| bAraha sAla kucha bhI na kiyaa| baiThe to baiThe, khar3e to satAnabe...aisA kucha bhI karate rho| thor3I dera meM thaka maroge, khar3e; leTe to lette| aise ho gaye, jaise vyastatA kA jo roga Uba jAoge ki yaha bhI kyA karanA! isI Uba meM nIMda A AdamI para savAra hotA hai, vaha bilakula samApta ho gyaa| jaaegii| Uba meM nIMda bar3I AsAnI se AtI hai| nIMda ke lie thor3A soco isa bAta ko, thor3A isakA dhyAna karo, thor3A Uba bar3I upayogI hai| isako bhItara rasane do, utarane do, baiThane do-baiThe haiM to baiThe haiM; mullA ne kahA, yaha ThIka! usane ginatI kii| eka baja gayA na kucha karane ko hai, na kucha socane ko hai| taba tuma ho| usa hone rAta kA, do baja gayA, tIna baja gayA, lAkhoM karor3oM para pahuMca ke kSaNa meM hI AtmA se paricaya hotA hai| AtmA yAnI honaa| gayI saMkhyA aura calI jA rahI hai saMkhyA. aura vaha itanA uttejita zuddha honaa| mAtra honaa| aura tabhI gahana zAMti kI varSA hotI hai | ho gayA ki nIMda kahAM! phira usane socA, yaha to pUrI rAta aise hI aura parama AnaMda ke vAdya bajate haiN| amRta ke bAdala barasate haiN| bIta jAegI, aura itanI karor3oM bher3eM aba inakA karanA kyA? to hone meN| karanA saMsAra hai, honA dharma hai| karanA bAhara hai, honA | usane sabakA Una kATanA zurU kara diyaa| aba Una ke Dhera para | bhiitr| jaise hI tumane kucha kiyA ki gaye baahr| Dhera laga gye| usane kahA, aba karo kyA? kaMbala banavA maiM logoM se kahatA hUM, dhyAna koI kriyA nahIM hai, dhyAna hai ddaale| phira koI pAMca baje ke karIba jora se cillAyAH akriyaa| unase maiM kahatA hUM, basa baiTha jAo, kucha na kro| ve bacAo, bacAo! to patnI ghabar3Akara uThI, usane kahA huA kahate haiM, kucha to batA deM, AlaMbana to caahie| kucha kyA? usane kahA, mara jAeMge; itane kaMbala kharIdegA kauna? / AdhAra-rAma-rAma japeM? mAlA phereM? jina logoM ne mAlA vyasta AdamI vicAroM meM hI vyasta ho jAtA hai| svabhAvataH pheranA aura rAma nAma japanA nikAlA hai, una logoM ne kAraNa se hI usakI ghabar3AhaTa, itane kaMbala ikaTThe ho gaye hoMge! hote hI jA | nikAlA hai| ye ve loga haiM, jo binA kiye nahIM raha skte| dukAna rahe, hote hI jA rahe, eka rAzi AkAza chUne lagI hogI, to na kareMge, to mAlA jpeNge| akhabAra na par3heMge, to gItA pddh'eNge| | ghabar3AyA ki mara gaye, divAlA nikala jaaegaa| bikeMge kahAM? lekina par3heMge! thor3I dera ko khAlI na chUTeMge ki kucha bhI na ho; kharIdegA kauna? itane to AdamI bhI nahIM haiN| mAlA jo phera rahA miTa jAe sArA kRtya kA saMsAra, kho jAe dUra, sirpha honA raha | hai, vaha bhI vyasta ho rahA hai| rAma-rAma, rAma-rAma japa rahA hai, jaae| zvAsa cale, hRdaya dhar3ake, bodha rahe, basa kAphI hai| ve vaha bhI vyasta ho rahA hai| | pUchate haiM, kucha AlaMbana de do| AlaMbana kA matalaba hai, kucha dhyAna kA artha hai, karane se hone para ruupaaNtrnn| karane ko karane ke lie, kucha to de do, mAlA hI sahI! usako hI, mAlA chor3anA aura hone meM dduubnaa| 'pUchate ho Age kyA kareM?' 118 2010_03

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karanA hai saMsAra, honA hai dharma / jarUrata nahIM kucha karane kii| prazna saba gira gaye! pakkA bharosA hai! uttara kI koI bhUkha nahIM, cAha nahIM, pakkA bharosA hai! agara kucha bace hoM to pUcha lenA, anyathA pIche satAyeMge ve| anyathA uTha-uThakara khar3e hoNge| jaldI mata kro| khoja lo ThIka se| agara saca meM hI khatama ho gaye, to zubha ghar3I A gyii| saubhAgya kI ghar3I A gyii| saMbodhi kA kSaNa karIba Ane lgaa| aba karane kI phikara chor3o, aba to jitanI dera hone meM bIta jAe utanA hI zubha hai| aba to jaba maukA mile, taba baiThe rho| ThIka hai, jaba jarUrata ho, dukAna calAnI hai, bacce pAlane haiM, utanA kara do| lekina vaha bhI aise karo ki bhItara to na karanA hI banA rhe| vaha bhI aise karo jaise jala meM kmlvt| kara liyA, cala pdd'e| kara Aye, ho gyaa| magara isako bojha mata banAo, ciMtA mata bnaao| jaba maukA mile, jahAM maukA mile--kAra meM baiThe ho, basa meM baiThe ho, Trena meM baiThe ho-khAlI rho| bhItara kucha bhI na kro| isa maMdira ko aba khAlI hone do| janmoM-janmoM taka bharA rakhA, bharane se sirpha kUr3A-karkaTa ikaTThA huaa| aba sirpha khAlI rakho, usa khAlIpana meM hI zuddhatA hai| usa khAlIpana ko hI mahAvIra ne zuddhi kahA hai| na zubha se bharo, na azubha se bharo, aba to saba haTA do| khAlI kro| zuddha AkAza raha jaae| nirmala AkAza raha jAe bhItara, jisameM kRtya kI koI rekhA bhI na ho| korA kAgaja raha jaae| yahI dhyAna hai| _aura isI dhyAna se roja-roja amRta ghanA hogaa| isI dhyAna se meja-roja samAdhi saghana hogii| isI dhyAna se roja-roja paramAtmA pAsa, aura pAsa AtA calA jaaegaa| eka dina tuma acAnaka pAoge, tuma to nahIM rahe, paramAtmA hI zeSa rhaa| Aja itanA hii| 1191 2010_03

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ANS sIha-gaya-vasaha-miya-pasu, maaruud-suruuvhi-mNdridu-mnnii| khidi-uragaMvarasarisA, parama-paya-vimaggayA saahuu||96|| 4R buddhe parinivvuDe care, gAma gae nagare va sNje| saMtimaggaM ca bUhae, samayaM goyama ! mA pmaaye||97|| Na ha jiNe ajja dissaI, bahamae dissaI mggdesie| saMpai neyAue pahe, samayaM goyama! mA pmaaye||98|| bhAvo hi paDhamaliMgaM, Na davvaliMgaM ca jANa parama tthN| bhAvo kAraNabhUdo, guNadosANaM jiNA biNti||99|| APER bhAvavisuddhiNimittaM, bAhiragaMthassa kIrae caao| bAhiracAo vihalo, abbhNtrgNthjuttss||100|| MARRIA dehAdisaMgahio, mANakasAehiM sylprictto| appA appami rao, sa bhAvaliMgI have saahuu||101|| AMA c . 5 . 3 CON / 2010_03 www.jaineelibrary.org

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Aja ke sUtra atyaMta maulika aura krAMtikArI haiN| bar3A akelA vicaratA hai| siMha kisI saMgaThana kA hissA nahIM hotaa| nA sAhasa cAhie aise satroM ko abhivyakti dene ke siMha kisI saMpradAya meM nahIM bNdhtaa| siMha mukta vicaratA hai| na lie| mahAvIra hI aise sUtra de sakate haiN| koI zAstra, na koI saMpradAya, na koI paraMparA, taba kahIM pahalA sUtra hai: 'siMha-sA parAkramI, hAthI-sA svAbhimAnI, siMha-jaisA citta paidA hotA hai| apane hI pairoM para, apane hI bala, vRSabha-sA bhadra, mRga-sA sarala, pazu-sA nirIha, vAyu-sA aura akelaa| nitAMta akelaa| mahAvIra bAraha varSoM taka siMha kI nisaMga, sUrya-sA tejasvI, sAgara-sA gaMbhIra, meru-sA nizcala, | taraha vicre| akele| na kisI se bolate, na kisI ko caMdramA-sA zItala, maNi-sA kAMtivAna, pRthvI-sA sahiSNu, saMgI-sAthI banAte, na kisI ke saMgI-sAthI hote| vanoM meM, sarpa-sA aniyata-AzrayI tathA AkAza-sA nirAlaMba sAdhu hI | pahAr3oM meM, mahAvIra kI vaha mauna garjanA siMhanAda thii| paramapada mokSa kI yAtrA para hai|' "siMha kI taraha praakrmii...|' saba kucha lagA denA hogaa| eka-eka pratIka ko ThIka se samajha lenA jarUrI hai| dAMva para agara kucha bhI lagAne se bacA liyA, to cUka jaaoge| 'siMha-sA praakrmii...|' thor3A-sA socA ki bacA leM, thor3A adhUrA dAMva para lagAyA, to mahAvIra kA mArga AtyaMtika saMkalpa kA mArga hai| mahAvIra kA caka jaaoge| mahAvIra ke mArga para to juArI kA kAma hai, mArga samarpaNa kA nahIM, saMkalpa kA hai| mahAvIra ke mArga para koI dukAnadAra kA nhiiN| aura durbhAgya ki saba dukAnadAra mahAvIra ke sahArA nahIM khojanA hai| saba sahAre chor3a dene haiN| besahArA ho mArga para haiN| mahAvIra kA dharma hI dukAnadAra kA ho gyaa| mahAvIra jAnA hai| sahAre meM bhaya hai| besahArA ho jAne meM abhaya hai| kA mAnanevAlA dukAnadArI ke sivAya aura kucha karatA hI nhiiN| mahAvIra kA mArga bhakti ke ThIka viparIta hai| donoM mArga se yaha bhI akAraNa nahIM ghtttaa| loga pahuMca jAte haiN| donoM mArga sahI haiN| lekina mahAvIra ke mArga | isake pIche bhI bar3e manovaijJAnika kAraNa haiN| viparIta kA ko ThIka se samajhanA ho, to bhakti ke viparIta rakhakara hI samajha aakrssnn| dukAnadAra sadA hI juArI se prabhAvita hotA hai| jo paaoge| mahAvIra ke mArga para na bhagavAna kI koI jagaha hai, na himmata vaha nahIM kara sakatA, juArI kara letA hai| to bhalA khuda bhakti kI koI jagaha hai| na pUjA kI, na arcanA kI, na prArthanA | juArI na bane, lekina juArI ke prati mana meM prazaMsA hotI hai| kii| zaraNAgati kA koI sthAna nahIM hai| mahAvIra ne kahA hai, kamajora hamezA bahAdura se prabhAvita hotA hai| khuda bahAdura nahIM hai, azaraNa ho jaao| koI zaraNa mata gho| isIlie prabhAvita hotA hai| jo apane meM nahIM hai, vaha dUsare meM 'siMha-sA praakrmii...|' siMha akelA vicaratA hai| siMhoM ke dikhAyI par3atA hai| to kamajora hamezA bahAdura kI pUjA karatA hai| nahIM lehar3e, sAdhu caleM na jmaat| siMha kI bhIr3a nahIM hotii| | viparIta kA bar3A AkarSaNa hai| svabhAvataH nirdhana AdamI dhanI kI 125 2010_03

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SAEENINEERNA / jina sUtra bhAga : 2 A Mahen tarapha AMkheM uThAkara dekhatA hai| aura jhopar3evAloM ke mana meM aura gussA AtA hai, to patnI ko pITa detA hai| patnI ko gussA AtA sapanoM meM mahaloM ke citra ubharate haiN| buddhihIna buddhimAna kI pUjA hai, to khuda ko pITa letI hai| yaha to dekhA? yahI to pUrA kA pUrA karatA hai| kurUpa suMdara kI pUjA karatA hai| puruSa strI meM AkarSita | sAra-sUtra hai gAMdhIvAda kaa| khuda ko hI mAra letI hai| puruSa ko hotA hai, strI puruSa meM AkarSita hotI hai| yaha saba viparIta kA gussA AtA hai to kisI kI hatyA kara detA hai| strI ko gussA AkarSaNa hai| jo maiM nahIM hUM, vaha AkarSaka lagatA hai| jo maiM hUM, AtA hai to AtmahatyA karane kA vicAra karane lagatI hai| apane usameM koI AkarSaNa nahIM raha jaataa| | ko hI naSTa kara dene kA khayAla AtA hai kamajora ko| dUsare ko mahAvIra to siMha kI taraha parAkramI the| lekina kamajora, naSTa karanA to ktthin| apane ko naSTa kara lenA AsAna hai| kAhila, bhaya se bhare bhIru loga pIche ho liye| unhoMne mahAvIra ke aura apane ko naSTa karanA isa DhaMga se kiyA jA sakatA hai ki mArga ko bhraSTa kara diyaa| mahAvIra kA mArga hI vaizyoM, vaNikoM kA usameM bhI sAhasa mAlUma pdd'e| ho gyaa| vaha mUlataH kSatriya kA mArga hai| mahAvIra kI ahiMsA to siMha ke parAkrama se paidA huI hai| ahiMsaka hone ke lie kSatriya honA buniyAdI zarta hai| jo abhI kSatriya-putra the, rAjakumAra the| aura kucha sIkhA hI na thA, eka hI hiMsaka hI nahIM huA, vaha ahiMsaka kaise ho sakegA? jisane kuzalatA thii| to jaba unhoMne tyAgI hiMsA, to kucha bhI chipAne abhI talavAra nahIM uThAyI, talavAra rakhegA kaise? rakha to vahI ko nahIM tyAga thaa| hiMsA gira gyii| jAnakara gira gyii| vyartha ho sakoge, jo uThAyA ho| jisane kisI ke Upara AkramaNa hI nahIM | gayI, isalie gira gyii| hiMsA ko ThIka se pahacAnA aura kiyA, vaha AkramaNa kA tyAga kaise karegA? to dekho jainoM ke sivAya jahara ke kucha bhI na paayaa| caubIsa tIrthaMkara hI kSatriya-putra haiN| aura saba jaina vaNika haiN| mahAvIra kI ahiMsA meM hiMsA kA abhAva hai| gAMdhI kI ahiMsA unake caubIsa hI tIrthaMkara kSatriya haiM, to saMyoga nahIM ho sktaa| meM hiMsA kA chipAva hai| Upara se dekhane para donoM eka se mAlUma ekAdha kSatriya hotA, saMyoga mAna lete| caubIsa-ke-caubIsa par3ate haiN| lekina donoM meM bar3e maulika bheda haiN| kSatriya haiM, to ahiMsaka hone ke lie kSatriya honA jaise buniyAdI / 'siMha-sA praakrmii...|' aba siMha to hiMsaka hai, khayAla zarta hai| hama vahI tyAga sakate haiM, jo hamAre pAsa ho| bhikhamaMgA kiyA? siMha to kSatriya hai| lekina parAkrama sIkhanA ho to siMha agara kahe ki maiMne tyAga diyA saba, to kyA artha hai ? thA kyA, se hI sIkhanA pdd'e| agara parAkrama sIkhanA ho, to kSatriya se hI jo tyAga diyA? tyAga ke pahale honA caahie| sIkhanA pdd'e| aura mahAvIra kahate haiM, ahiMsA to aura bhI bar3A kSatriya gharoM meM paidA hue mahAvIra, RSabha, nemi| hiMsA meM unakA parAkrama hai| hiMsA se bhI bar3A parAkrama hai ahiNsaa| tuma ahiMsA poSaNa huaa| hiMsA kI kalA hI siikhii| hiMsA ke atirikta ko apanI kAyaratA ko chipAne ke lie Ar3a mata banA lenaa|| aura kucha jAnate nahIM the| usI hiMsA ke pragAr3ha anubhava se akasara loga ahiMsaka hote haiM aura unakA bhItarI tarka yaha ahiMsA kA janma huaa| hiMsA kI Aga meM jale aura pAyA ki hotA hai ki na hama kisI ko mAreMge, na koI hameM maaregaa| vastutaH hiMsA karane yogya nhiiN| hiMsA meM rahakara pAyA ki hiMsA tyAjya irAdA to yaha hotA hai, koI hameM na maare| to ve kahate haiM, hama to hai| aura taba eka ahiMsA kA janma huaa| ahiMsaka haiN| hama kisI ko mArane meM bharosA nahIM krte| ve yaha isalie maiM kahatA hUM gAMdhI aura mahAvIra kI ahiMsA meM pharka kaha rahe haiM ki hama para kRpA karanA, mAranA mt| hama tumheM nahIM hai| gAMdhI kI ahiMsA baniye kI ahiMsA hai| mahAvIra kI ahiMsA mArate, tuma hameM mata maarnaa| hama tumheM jIne dete haiM, tuma hameM jIne kSatriya kI ahiMsA hai| aura vahIM buniyAdI bheda hai| mahAvIra kI do| yaha to hiMsA se bhI nIce huI bAta ahiMsA kamajorI se paidA nahIM huI, gAMdhI kI ahiMsA kamajorI se | kUTanIti huI, rAjanIti huii| paidA huii| koI aura upAya na thA gAMdhI ko| ahiMsaka hone meM gAMdhI kI ahiMsA rAjanIti hai| mahAvIra kI ahiMsA dharma kA kamajorI chipA lene kI suvidhA mila gii| gAMdhI kI ahiMsA jvalaMtatama rUpa hai| mahAvIra yaha nahIM kahate ki mujhe mata maaro| straiNa hai| striyAM sadA se hI yahI karatI rahI haiN| agara puruSa ko mahAvIra kahate haiM, mujhe mAranA ho, tumhArI mauj| tumhArI 126 2010_03

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Ha.. dhyAna kA dIpa jalA lo| naasmjhii| lekina maiMne yaha anubhava kiyA hai ki mArane meM kucha | kahate haiM, lAotsU apane eka mitra ke sAtha eka pahAr3a se gujara sAra nahIM. isalie maiM nahIM mAratA hai| yaha dassAhasa hai| apane rahA thaa| sabaha haI, saraja UgA, pakSiyoM ke gIta gUMjane ko asurakSA meM chor3a dene se bar3A aura koI dussAhasa nhiiN| lage-bar3I suhAvanI subaha thI, bar3I pyArI subaha thii| mitra ne 'hAthI-sA svaabhimaanii...|' hAthI meM eka svAbhimAna hai| | kahA, bar3I suMdara subaha hai| lAotsU ne kahA, inakAra kauna kara isIlie to hAthI samrAToM ke lie pratIka bana gyaa| hAthI kI rahA hai? mitra ne kahA, bar3I suhAvanI subaha hai| lAotsU ne bar3e savArI zreSThatama savArI bana gyii| lekina eka khayAla rakhanA, cauMkakara dekhA aura kahA, inakAra kauna kara rahA hai? kahane kI hAthI meM svAbhimAna hai, ahaMkAra nhiiN| apane bala para bharosA hai, jarUrata kahAM hai ? lekina apane bala kI koI ghoSaNA nhiiN| vahIM hAthI siMha se bhinna | jo hai, hai| usakI ghoSaNA kI jarUrata nhiiN| jo nahIM hai, usakI hai| siMha meM ahaMkAra hai| | ghoSaNA karanI par3atI hai| zAyada mitra ko saMdeha rahA hogA! hai yA bar3I purAnI prasiddha kathA hai Isapa kI ki eka siMha jaMgala meM nahIM? usI saMdeha meM pUchA hai| zAyada lAotsU bhI hAM bhara de, to gyaa| usane pUchA eka siyAra se ki jaMgala kA rAjA kauna? | bharosA A jaae| hama dUsaroM se pUchate phirate haiM-maiM suMdara hUM? maiM siyAra ne kahA, Apa haiM mahAnubhAva! Apake atirikta aura kauna buddhimAna hUM? maiM tyAgI hUM? dUsaroM se pUchate ho! tumheM khuda hI rAjA hai? Apa mahArAjA haiM, samrATa haiN| lomar3I se puuchaa| bharosA nhiiN| aura hama dUsaroM ko samajhAte haiM ki maiM tyAgI huuN| kharagoza se puuchaa| cIte se puuchaa| sabane kahA, Apa hI samrATa jaba dUsare ko bharosA A jAtA hai, to hameM bharosA AtA hai| haiM; kaisI bAta pUchate haiM? mullA nasaruddIna eka makAna becanA cAhatA thaa| eka ejeMTa ko phira hAthI ke pAsa aayaa| hAthI se pUchA ki isa jaMgala kA bulaayaa| nadI ke kinAre ekAMta meM banA usakA makAna hai| samrATa kauna hai? hAthI ne apanI sUMDa meM siMha ko phaMsAyA aura kabhI-kabhI garmI ke dinoM meM vahAM rukatA thaa| kahA, ise beca denA koI pacAsa phITa dUra pheMka diyaa| siMha nIce girA, jhAr3a-jhUr3akara hai| ejeMTa ne vijJApana diyA patroM meN| dUsare dina subaha jaba mullA dhala phira vApisa AyA aura kahA ki agara tumheM uttara mAlUma | ne vijJApana par3hA, to bar3A cakita ho gyaa| suMdara nadI kA varNana nahIM, to nArAja hone kI kyA bAta hai! thaa| usa dRzya kA jo makAna ko ghere hue hai| makAna kI aisI lekina hAthI kI koI ghoSaNA nahIM hai| siMha kI ghoSaNA hai| mahimA kA bakhAna thA ki usane kahA are, isI makAna kI to maiM hAthI capacApa hai| manovaijJAnika kahate haiM ki jo loga apane jIvanabhara se talAza kara rahA hai| usane phona kiyA ejeMTa ko ki ahaMkAra kI ghoSaNA karate haiM, unameM hInabhAva hotA hai| becanA nahIM hai| bhUlakara nahIM becanA hai-ejeMTa ne pUchA, itanI 'inaphiriAriTI kAMpleksa' hotI hai| isIlie ghoSaNA karate jaldI Apa badala gaye? kala...kala hI to Apane becane ke haiN| jo vyakti vastutaH apane se tRpta hai, vaha apane ahaMkAra kI lie kahA thaa| badalAhaTa kA kAraNa kyA hai? mullA ne kahA, ghoSaNA nahIM karatA, ghoSaNA kA prayojana kyA hai ? kisake sAmane tumane jo vijJApana diyA hai, usane mujhe bharosA dilA diyaa| isI siddha karanA hai? siddha to tabhI karanA hotA hai jaba bhItara lagatA | makAna kI to maiM jiMdagIbhara se khoja kara rahA huuN| mujhe aba taka hai ki hUM nhiiN| to pramANa juTAne par3ate haiN| siddha karanA par3atA hai| patA hI na thaa| jaba tumheM bhItara patA hI hai to tuma ghoSaNA nahIM krte| jisakA jaba taka hama dUsare se bharosA na pA leM, taba taka hameM bharosA tumheM patA hai, anubhava hai, usakI tuma ghoSaNA nahIM krte| nahIM aataa| aura aisA bharosA do kaur3I kA hai, jo dUsare ke koI puruSa agara bIca bAjAra meM khar3A hokara cillAne lage ki kAraNa milatA hai, hAthI ko dekhA? siMha ko dekhA? siMha meM eka maiM puruSa hUM aura pramANa de sakatA hUM, to logoM ko saMdeha ho akar3a hai| pragaTa akar3a hai| calatA hai to, uThatA hai to, baiThatA hai jaaegaa| isake puruSa hone meM zaMkA hai| puruSa ho to ho| ghoSaNA to, ghoSaNA hai| hAthI meM koI ghoSaNA nahIM hai| isIlie to kahate kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| kise kahane jAnA hai? kisako haiM, hAthI calatA jAtA hai, kutte bhauMkate rahate haiN| vaha inakAra bhI samajhAnA hai! kauna pUcha rahA hai! nahIM karatA, ki tuma kyoM bhauMka rahe ho? vaha nArAja bhI nahIM 127 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 hotaa| vaha jAnatA hai, kutte haiM, bhauNkeNge| cupacApa apanI maMtharagati | jisakA abhyAsa nahIM kiyA gyaa| svaabhaavik| tuma abhyAsa se calatA hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, hAthI-sA svaabhimaan| / kara sakate ho| __ 'vRSabha-sA bhdr....|' baila se jyAdA bhadra koI prANI nhiiN| hama sabane bahata-sI bAtoM ke abhyAsa kiye haiN| Askara vAilDa ne kahIM likhA hai ki agara bailoM ko patA cala | rAha para koI mila jAtA hai to muskurAte ho, cAhe bhItara AMsU jAe ki unakI zakti kitanI hai, to ve manuSya-jAti ko ghumar3a rahe hoM, cAhe bhItara dukha ke bAdala ghire hoN| cAhe bhItara ukhAr3akara pheMka deN| lekina bailoM ke bala para hI manuSya-jAti | prANoM ko kauMdhanevAlI pIr3A cauMka rahI ho| cAhe ro-roAM ronA phalatI-phUlatI rahI hai| isIlie to hiMdU gAya kI pUjA karate haiN| cAhatA ho, lekina rAha para koI mila gayA hai, to tuma muskurAte usI se khetI hai, usI se dUdha hai, usI se IMdhana hai, usI se khAda | ho| abhyAsa kara liyaa| oMThoM kA abhyaas| muskurAhaTa AtI hai| aura vRSabha gAr3iyAM khIMcatA, bojha DhotA, kolhU claataa| nahIM hRdaya se| AyegI kaise? lekina oMThoM ko phailA lene kA | manuSya-jAti kA pUrA kA pUrA aba taka kA itihAsa, sau varSa abhyAsa tumane kara liyA hai-vaha koI kaThina nahIM hai| oMThoM pahale taka jaba taka ki mazInoM kA IjAda na huA thA aura baila | ko phailA lene se bhrAMti paidA hotI hai ki muskuraaye| yaha kaisI kI jagaha yaMtroM ne na lI thI, manuSya ne jo bhI sabhyatA khar3I kI thI, muskurAhaTa! jisakI jar3eM hRdaya taka na gayI hoM, vaha muskurAhaTa vaha bailoM ke kaMdhoM para hai| agara baila ko haTA lo, AdamI kI | jhUThI hai| Aropita hai| sarala muskurAhaTa to choTe bacce meM sArI sabhyatA gira jAtI hai| Aja bhI manuSya-jAti kA bar3A milegii| jisane abhI dAMva-peMca nahIM siikhe| hissA bailoM ke sahAre hI jI rahA hai| isalie mahAvIra kaha rahe haiM ki dAMva-peMca bhUlo to sarala 'vRSabha-sA bhdr...|' baila kI bhadratA bar3I adabhuta hai| usane | hooge| aura tumhArA jo sAdhu hai, vaha tumase bhI jyAdA dAMva-peMca koI bagAvata nahIM kI kbhii| usane koI krAMti nahIM kii| vaha meM hai| usako sarala kahanA asaMbhava hai| aura sarala hI sAdhu hai| cupacApa sevA karatA rahA hai| usakA vyavahAra bar3A sajjanocita | sIdhA, choTe bcce-jaisaa| svabhAva se jo jI rahA hai, vahI sAdhu hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, vRSabha-sA bhdr| hai| agara tuma abhyAsa karo, to upavAsa kA abhyAsa ho sakatA 'mRga-sA srl...|' mRga kI AMkhoM meM kabhI jhaaNknaa| vaisI | hai| tuma abhyAsa karo, to rAta jAgate raha sakate ho| tuma sarala AMkheM phira aura kahIM nahIM haiN| aisA bharosA, aisI zraddhA | abhyAsa karo, to dhUpa meM khar3e raha sakate ho, kAMToM para so sakate jaisI mRga kI AMkhoM meM hai, phira aura kahIM nahIM hai| isIlie to | ho| lekina isameM saralatA nahIM hogii| isa saba ke pIche abhyAsa kisI ati sarala kvAMrI strI kI AMkhoM ko hama mRganayanI, | hogaa| tuma sAdhu nahIM bana rahe, tuma kisI sarkasa ke yogya bana rahe mRganayana, kahate haiN| jisane kabhI kucha pApa nahIM jAnA hai| pApa ho| sAdhu kA lakSaNa mahAvIra kahate haiM, mRga-sA sarala, shj| kI rekhA jisakI AMkha para nahIM hai| mRga jaisI korI, kvAMrI | isI ko kabIra ne kahA hai-'sAdho, sahaja samAdhi bhlii|' aaNkheN| bharosA hI bhrosaa| eka to samAdhi hai, jo ceSTA kara-kara ke lAyI jAtI hai| aura mahAvIra kahate haiM, mRga-sA srl| khayAla rakhanA, mahAvIra ke eka samAdhi hai jo saba ceSTA chor3a dene se AtI hai| ho raho choTe pratIka socane jaise haiN| pazuoM se pratIka le rahe haiM mhaaviir| | bacce kI bhaaNti| jo bhItara ho, vahI bAhara ho| cAhe kucha bhI AdamI sarala bhI hotA hai to usakI saralatA meM jaTilatA hotI | kImata cukAnI pdd'e| cAhe koI bhI mUlya mAMgA jAe, lekina jo hai| saralatA meM bhI pAkhaMDa hotA hai| saralatA meM bhI dikhAvA hotA| bhItara ho, vahI bAhara ho| bhItara aura bAhara meM bheda na ho. dvaMdva na hai, pradarzana hotA hai| saralatA meM bhI dAMva-peMca hote haiN| tuma | ho| bAhara bhItara kI chAtI para na cddh'e| bAhara bhItara kI hI khabara jisako sAdhu kahate ho, usako mahAvIra sAdha nahIM kheNge|| ho| bAhara bhItara kA hI svara guuNje| bAhara bhItara kI hI taraMgeM | kyoMki vaha maga-sA sarala nahIM hai| usakI saralatA baDI ceSTita | aayeN| jo bhItara hai. vahI bAhara ho| taba to koI sarala hotA hai|| hai, bar3I abhyAsajanya hai| sAdhI gayI hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, lekina vaisI saralatA tathAkathita sAdhuoM meM nahIM pAyI jaatii| anasAdhI srltaa| mRga-sI saralatA kA artha hai-ansaadhii| idhara mere anubhava ye haiM--pazcima se loga Ate haiM, ve pUraba ke 128 2010_03

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logoM se jyAdA sarala haiN| honA nahIM cAhie thA aisaa| kyoMki pUraba ke logoM ko khayAla hai, hama dhArmika haiN| lekina pUraba kA AdamI bar3A jaTila hai| pazcima se AdamI AtA hai to vaha sarala hai| usakI saralatA, pazuoM jaisI sarala hai| tumhArA sAdhu kahegA, yaha to pazu - vyavahAra hai| mahAvIra se pUcho, usakI | saralatA baccoM-jaisI hai| tuma pazcima ke AdamI ko suvidhA se lUTa sakate ho| pUraba ke AdamI ko lUTanA itanA AsAna nahIM | isake pahale ki tuma usakI jeba kATo, usakA hAtha tumhArI jeba meM pahuMca jaaegaa| pUraba kA AdamI jo prazna bhI pUchatA hai, ve bhI jaTila haiN| sarala nahIM haiN| usake praznoM meM bhI dAMva-peMca hai, zAstra hai, paraMparA hai| sIdhe hRdaya ke prazna nahIM haiN| pazcima se AdamI AtA hai, sIdhe prazna pUchatA hai - aura pazcima bhautikavAdI hai| aura pUraba adhyAtmavAdI hai-- lekina isa adhyAtmavAda ne sarala nahIM banAyA, isane aura jaTila banA | diyA / jaTilatA bar3e rUpa le letI hai| aura aise sUkSma rUpa le letI hai ki tumheM patA bhI na cle| phira aisA bhI merA anubhava hai ki jaba sAdhu mujhase milane Ate haiM, to unase maiM sAmAnya gRhastha ko jyAdA sarala pAtA huuN| sAdhu to bar3A jaTila mAlUma hotA hai| kabhI-kabhI sAdhu mujhase milane Ate haiN| to pahale unake zrAvaka Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM mahArAja jI ko biThAiyegA kahAM ? tumako kyA phikira ! Ane do unako, mere | aura unake bIca meM nipaTArA kara leNge| kahAM biThAnA, kahAM nahIM | biThAnA! lekina ve kahate haiM ki nahIM, mahArAja jI ne hI puchavAyA hai; baiTheMge kahAM vaha ? agara jaina muni ko hAtha jor3akara namaskAra bhI karo, to vaha namaskAra kA uttara nahIM detaa| kyoMki vaha hAtha jor3a nahIM sakatA kisI ko / yaha to khUba sAdhutA huii| yaha to khUba saralatA huI ! yaha to bar3I jaTilatA ho gayI / zrAvaka ko kaise vaha hAtha jor3e ? asaMbhava / eka mahAsammelana huA, koI tIna sau sAdhu sAre deza se nimaMtrita the| AyojakoM ne bar3I maMca banAyI thI ki tIna sau sAdhu sAtha baiTha skeN| para yaha ho na skaa| eka-eka ko baiThakara hI pravacana denA pdd'aa| kyoMki koI dUsare ke sAtha baiThane ko rAjI na thaa| zaMkarAcArya apane siMhAsana para hI baiThanA cAhate the / jaba | zaMkarAcArya siMhAsana para baiTheM, to dUsare loga haiM, ve bhI nIce nahIM 2010_03 dhyAna kA dIpa jalA lo! baiTha sakate, unako bhI siMhAsana caahie| yaha bhI ho sakatA hai ki sabako sAtha biThA do, lekina taba zaMkarAcArya baiThane ko rAjI nahIM / kyoMki unako Upara hI honA caahie| vaha kisI ke nIce baiThanA to dUra, kisI ke sAtha baiThane ko bhI rAjI nhiiN| jo ye loga, jo kahate haiM ki hama AtmA haiM, zarIra nahIM ! ye loga, kahate haiM ki hama AtmA haiM, mana nahIM! ye nIce nahIM baiTha skte| ye sAtha nahIM baiTha skte| bar3I jaTilatA hai ! mahAvIra ke zabda yAda rakhanA - 'mRga-sA srl|' 'pazu-sA niriih...|' pazu meM eka nirIhatA hai| eka helpalesanesa / asahAya avasthA hai pazu kI / sAdhu aisA hI asahAya hogA isa virATa saMsAra ke upadrava meN| apane kie kucha hotA nahIM mAlUma par3atA / jo karate haiM vahI galata ho jAtA hai| jIvana meM itanI itanI sUkSma ulajhAva kI galiyAM haiM ki bhaTaka bhaTaka jAte haiN| 'pazu-sA nirIha... / ' mahAvIra ne pazu ko bar3A sammAna de diyA / ye sAre pratIka pazuoM se le liye| maiM bhI tumase kahatA hUM ki pazuoM se bahuta kucha sIkhane ko hai / aura jo manuSya pazu jaisA sarala na ho sake, vaha chor3a de khayAla paramAtmA - jaise sarala hone kA / pazu-jaisI saralatA paramAtmA - jaise sarala hone kA pahalA caraNa hai| pazu jaisI saralatA, nirIhatA, asahAya avasthA bar3I bahumUlya hai / sabhyatA bar3I khataranAka hai / sabhyatA ne manuSya ko maaraa| sabhyatA mahAroga hai| isase to pazu behtr| Amataura se to hama pazuoM kA upayoga tabhI karate haiM, jaba hameM AdamI kI niMdA karanI hotI hai| mahAvIra upayoga kara rahe haiM prazaMsA ke lie| thor3A pharka smjhnaa| agara kisI AdamI kI hameM niMdA karanI hotI hai, to hama kahate haiM, kyA pazu-jaisA vyavahAra kara rahe ho, AdamI bano! mahAvIra kaha rahe haiM, kyA AdamI - jaisA vyavahAra kara rahe ho, pazu bno| isalie maiM kahatA hUM, ye sUtra bar3e krAMtikArI haiN| aura mahAvIra ThIka haiM, sau pratizata ThIka haiM / AdamI pazu se bhI gayA- bItA hai| AdamI jaisA pazutA se bharA hai, aisI pazutA se bharA koI bhI pazu nahIM hai| siMha bhI zikAra karatA hai, hiMsA karatA hai, lekina bhojana ke lie| khilavAr3a ke lie nahIM / maiMne sunA hai, eka kahAnI hai ki eka siMha aura eka kharagoza 129

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130 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 1 eka hoTala meM gye| kharagoza ne bairA ko AvAja dI aura kahA ki nAztA le aao| bairA ne pUchA ki aura Apake sAthI, yaha kyA leMge? kharagoza ne kahA unakI chor3o, agara vaha bhUkhe hote to tuma socate ho maiM yahAM baiThatA ! nAztA unhoMne kara liyA hotA; magara ve bhare - peTa haiM siMha bharA - peTa ho to hamalA nahIM krtaa| AdamI bhare peTa hamalA karatA hai| loga jaMgala meM zikAra karane jAte haiM, unase pUcho, kisalie? AkheTa ! khela !! krIr3A !!! mArane kA khela ! siMha kI bAta to samajha meM A jAtI hai ki bhUkhA hai, isalie hamalA karatA hai| tuma bhare peTa, kisalie hamalA karane jAte ho? tuma kahate ho, khelane kA majA le rahe haiN| kabhI khayAla kiyA, agara zikArI para zera hamalA kara de to hama khela nahIM khte| aura zikArI baMdUkeM lekara siMhoM ko chedatA rahe, to hama khela kahate haiN| aura patana kI koI sImA hogI ! zikArI apane ghara meM siMhoM ke sira laTakA kara rakhatA hai dikhAne ko ki kitane siMha usane mAra DAle haiN| khela meM ! rAjA-mahArAjAoM ke mahaloM meM kabhI-kabhI mujhe jAne ko maukA milA -- kabhI koI rAjA-mahArAjA nimaMtrita kara liyA, to ve dikhAte haiM le jAkara ki unake pitA ne kitane siMha maare| maiM cakita hotA hUM, siMha tumhAre pitA ko mAra DAlatA to kucha bahuta Azcarya kI bAta na thI, lekina tumhAre pitA ne itane siMha kisalie mAre ? dikhAve ke lie| aura mAre aise sAdhanoM se, jo | siMha ke pAsa nahIM haiM / yaha koI khela huA ! baMdUka siMha ke hAtha | meM nahIM hai, talavAra siMha ke hAtha meM nahIM hai; agara mAranA hI thA, bahAdurI hI siddha karanI thI, to naMge hAtha siMha se lar3e hote / kama se kama utanI suvidhA siMha ko bhI to do ! khela kA itanA to niyama mAno, agara yaha khela hI hai- calo khela hI sahI / to eka AdamI naMgA khar3A hai, hAtha meM lakar3I bhI nahIM, bacAva kA koI upAya bhI nahIM hai, aura tuma baMdUka lie khar3e ho / aura khela khela rahe ho! usako bhI to itanI hI suvidhA do| phira khela ho kama se kama khela meM donoM ke sAtha pakSapAta to nahIM honA cAhie kisI ke saath| donoM samatula hoN| aura phira bahAdurI batA rahe ho ? baMdUkeM lekara, vRkSoM para macAneM bAMdhakara, hajAroM AdamiyoM kA jatthA lekara eka garIba siMha ko ghera liyA aura mAra ddaalaa| eka mahArAjA mujhe apane mahala meM le gye| maiMne unase kahA, ! 2010_03 tumhAre bApa pAgala the? kyA huA thA ? vaha kahane lage, pAgala nahIM, bar3e zikArI the| maiMne kahA, mujhe to lagatA hai pAgala the| ina garIba siMhoM ne bigAr3A kyA thA unakA ? aura unhoMne kiyA kyA mArakara ? yaha pradarzana lagA rakhA hai ! aura jo mArA jisa DhaMga se, vaha DhaMga bilakula gaira-jAyaja hai / jAte, lar3a lete, hAtha se khulI lar3AI ho jAtI, phira ekAdha siMha ko mAra lAte, to socate bhI ki koI bAta huii| ki lekina, AdamI anyAya karatA hai| aura socatA hai apane ko AdamI ! pazuoM ke jagata meM koI anyAya nhiiN| agara bhUkha lagatI hai, to siMha hamalA karatA hai, kyoMki vahI prakRti ne use bhojana kA upAya diyaa| lekina bhUkha na ho, to hamalA nahIM karatA / tuma AdamI kI jaba niMdA karanA cAhate ho, to usase kahate ho, pazu mata bno| mahAvIra kaha rahe haiM, pahale pazu bano! paramAtmA bananA to bahuta dUra hai| tuma AdamI bana gaye ho / AdamI yAnI jhuutth| AdamI yAnI paakhNdd| sabhyatA yAnI Upara se thopA gayA jabardastI kA AropaNa / bhItara Aga jala rahI hai, Upara phUla cipakAye hue haiN| bhItara jahara phaila rahA hai, Upara amRta kI carcA ho rahI hai| bhItara kucha hai, bAhara kuch| pazu kama se kama vahI to hai-- jo bhItara hai, vahI bAhara hai| siMha ko tuma kitanA hI chedo, siMha hI paaoge| hara parta para siMha pAoge / paridhi se lekara keMdra taka siMha hI milegA / AdamI ko chedo, hajAra-hajAra cIjeM pAoge / AdamI tuma kahIM na paaoge| pa para kucha milegA, thor3e bhItara jAo, kucha aura milegA, aura bhItara jAo kucha aura milegA / isIlie to loga apane bhItara nahIM jaate| kyoMki bhItara jAkara ghabar3AhaTa hotI hai ki yaha maiM kyA hUM? loga apanA darzana nahIM karanA caahte| loga bAteM karate haiM AtmA kI, Atma-darzana kI, koI karanA nahIM cAhatA / kyoMki apanA darzana karane kA artha hogA, yaha saba jo vikSiptatA kI aneka-aneka parteM haiM, yaha saba ughar3eMgI, inheM jAnanA pdd'egaa| inase gujarakara hI tuma kahIM usa taka pahuMca pAoge, jo tumhArA asalI svarUpa hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'pazu-sA nirIha / ' 'vAyu- sA nisNg...|' havA bahatI rahatI hai| lekina nisaMga | kisI se saMga-sAtha nahIM bAMdhatI / phUloM ke pAsa se gujara jAtI hai, to bhI vahAM ThiThakakara raha nahIM jAtI ki itanA saurabha hai, aba yahIM ruka jaaeN| aba yahIM ghara banA leM ! zItala

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dhyAna kA dIpa jalA lo| nadiyoM se gujaratI hai, vahAM ruka nahIM jaatii| suMdara upatyakAoM meM, pratIka zabda hai| lekina ruka nahIM jaatii| asaMga-bhAva se bahatI rahatI hai| akelI | lekina ise vaijJAnika bhI svIkAra karate haiM ki kahIM koI eka hI rahatI hai, koI saMgI-sAthI nahIM bnaatii| biMdu to honA hI cAhie astitva meM abhI taka usakA koI mahAvIra kahate haiM, nisaMga-bhAva sAdhu kA AtyaMtika lakSaNa hai| patA nahIM calA, kahAM hai| abhI taka hameM pUre astitva kA hI patA usameM saba ke prati maitrI hai, lekina mitra vaha kisI ko bhI banAtA | nahIM calA, to keMdra kA kaise patA calegA! bar3A virATa hai nhiiN| isako khayAla lenaa| astitv| abhI to hama paridhi ko bhI nahIM chU pAye haiM, to keMdra ko maitrI-bhAva ko mahAvIra ne bahata mahimA dI hai| lekina kahA. kaise cha paayeNge| lekina vaijJAnika isako eka 'hAipothIsisa'. mitra mata bnaanaa| mitra banAne meM artha haA, ruka gaye, nadI Thahara | | eka parikalpanA kI bhAMti svIkAra karate haiM ki jarUra koI eka gayI, DabarA bana gyii| maitrI rkhnaa| saba ke prati prema-bhAva kIla to honI hI cAhie, jisa para sArA astitva ghUma rahA hai| rkhnaa| lekina prema ko kahIM ThaharAkara DabarA mata bnaanaa| havA | cAMda-tAre ghUma rahe haiM, sUraja ghUma rahA hai, pRthvI ghUma rahI hai, kI taraha mukta rhnaa| kahIM baMdhanA mt| havA ko kauna bAMdha | graha-nakSatra ghUma rahe haiN| yaha itanA virATa cakra ghUma rahA hai, to kahIM pAyA? havA kahAM rukatI? yAtrA, anaMta yAtrA, aura koI kIla to honI hI caahie| anyathA binA kIla ke to cAka akelii...| ghUma nahIM sakatA thaa| usa kIla ko jaina-zAstroM ne meru kahA hai| 'sUrya-sA tejsvii....|' yaha sirpha pratIka hI nahIM haiN| 'meru-sA nishcl...|' aura sAdhu vahI hai, jisane apane mahAvIra jaise vyakti jaba kinhIM zabdoM kA upayoga karate haiM, to yUM bhItara kI kIla ko pA liyaa| zarIra calatA hai, sAdhu nahIM hI nahIM krte| gahare kAraNoM se karate haiN| jaise hI vyakti sarala cltaa| zarIra bhojana karatA hai, sAdhu nahIM krtaa| zarIra bolatA hotA hai, nisaMga hotA hai, bhadra hotA hai, nirIha hotA hai, akelA | hai, sAdhu abolA hai| zarIra javAna hotA, bUr3hA hotA; sAdhu na hotA hai, vaise hI usake bhItara eka agAdha jyoti jalane lagatI javAna hotA, na bUr3hA hotaa| zarIra janmatA hai, maratA hai; sAdhu kA hai| kyoMki kapaTa meM bujha jAtI hai jyoti| kapaTa kA dhuAM tumhArI na koI janma hai, na koI mRtyu hai| aisI pratyeka kriyA ke bIca, jyoti ko ghera letA hai| pAkhaMDa meM bujha jAtI hai jyoti| saralatA pratyeka gati ke bIca, pratyeka bhaMvara ke bIca, jisane apane bhItara meM dhuAM bikhara jAtA hai, alaga ho jAtA hai, jyoti jalane lagatI | ke meru ko pakar3A huA hai, vahI sAdhu hai| calo rAha para, magara hai| sUrya-sA tejasvI ho jAtA hai vykti| raktAbha! eka AbhA | eka bAta dhyAna meM rakhakara calanA ki tuma na kabhI cale ho, na cala use ghera letI hai| | sakate ho| calatA hai cAka, tuma Thahare hue ho| kuuttsth| sadA se * 'sAgara-sA gNbhiir...|' virATa! jisakI koI sImA nahIM, Thahare hue ho| kabhI hile nhiiN| tuma hI hila jAo, to phira koI kUla-kinArA nhiiN| jisakI thAha pAnI mushkil| aisA zarIra cala na skegaa| phira to DagamagA kara vahIM gira jaaegaa| gaharA, gNbhiir| | vicAra calate haiN| vicAra kA vartala ghamatA rahatA hai-bavaMDara 'meru-sA nishcl...|' meru jaina-purANoM kA pratIka hai| meru kI bhaaNti| tumane kabhI dhUla ke bavaMDara dekhe? garmI ke dinoM meM hai vaha parvata, jo vizva kA keMdra hai| aura jisake keMdra para sArI | jaba uThate haiM--bar3A bavaMDara uThatA hai, bar3e dhUla ke bAdala uThate cIjeM ghUmatI haiN| jaise gAr3I kA cAka ghUmatA hai kIla pr| meru | haiM-AkAza taka uTha jAte haiM, chappara ur3a jAte makAnoM ke, kIla hai sAre astitva kii| aura jaisA gAr3I kA cAka ghUmatA hai, TIna-Tappara ur3a jAte haiM, kabhI-kabhI to choTe bacce taka ur3a gaye lekina kIla thira rahatI hai| cAka ghama hI isIlie sakatA hai ki haiM; lekina jaba tUphAna calA jAe, AMdhI vidA ho jAe, dhUla kA kIla thira rahatI hai| agara kIla bhI ghUma jAe, gAr3I gira jaae| bavaMDara zAMta ho jAe, taba tuma jarA jAkara dekhanA usa bhUmi para kIla ko nahIM ghUmanA cAhie, to hI cAka ghUma sakatA hai| yaha jahAM bavaMDara uThA thaa| tuma bar3e cakita hooge, bIca meM eka keMdra sArA saMsAra ghUma rahA hai, kyoMki keMdra meM koI cIja hai jo thira hai| hai; usakA nizAna chUTa jAtA hai| cAroM tarapha bavaMDara ke nizAna zAzvata-rUpa se thira hai| jaina-purANa use meru kahate haiN| vaha to chUTa jAte haiM, lekina bIca meM eka bilakula zuddha jagaha hai, jahAM 1131 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 koI bavaMDara na thaa| bavaMDara kI bhI kIla hotI hai| binA kIla ke ke prakAza jaisA tApa nhiiN| sUraja meM prakAza to hai, bahuta hai, bavaMDara bhI nahIM ho sktaa| lekina tApa bhI hai| jalAtA bhI hai| sUraja ke jyAdA pAsa na jA manuSya eka bavaMDara hai dhUla kA, miTTI kA, lekina bhItara AtmA | skoge| jhulasA degaa| caMdramA meM tApa nahIM hai, sirpha prakAza hai| kI kIla hai| | caMdramA ke prakAza meM jaise amRta hai| manuSya-jAti sadA se caMdramA mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'meru-sA nishcl|' calate samaya yAda ke pAsa jAne ko Atura rahI hai| choTe bacce paidA hote se hI cAMda rakhanA usakI, jo kabhI nahIM claa| bhojana karate vakta yAda kI tarapha hAtha bar3hAne lagate haiN| 'caMdAmAmA' ko pakar3ane kI rakhanA usakI, jo kabhI bhojana nahIM krtaa| bhUkha meM yAda rakhanA ceSTA zurU ho jAtI hai| AdamI sadiyoM se cAMda para jAne kI usakI. jisako kabhI bhakha nahIM lgtii| dakha Aye, yAda rakhanA socatA rahA, aba to pahaMca bhI gyaa| lekina yaha asalI cAMda usakI jisa para kabhI dukha nahIM pahuMcatA na dukha, na sukha; na nahIM hai| yaha khoja kisI aura cAMda kI hai| tuma pahuMca gaye bAhara prIti, na aprIti; na saphalatA, na asphltaa| sabhI dvaMdva cake | ke cAMda para, pahaMcanA thA bhItara ke cAMda pr| para haiN| kIla bAhara hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'caMdramA-sA shiitl|' sAdhu prakAzojjvala usa atikramaNa karanevAlI kIla ko pkdd'naa| sAdhu kI sArI hotA hai, lekina usakA prakAza zItala hai| dagdha nahIM karatA ceSTA yahI hai| dhyAna meM, samAdhi meM yahI to ceSTA hai ki kisI jalAtA nhiiN| malahama kI bhAMti hai ghAvoM pr| bharatA hai ghAva ko| taraha apanI kIla ko pakar3a le| prANoM ko tRpta karatA hai| sUraja se to tuma Uba sakate ho kabhI, kabIra kA bar3A prasiddha vacana hai- 'do pATana ke bIca meM cAMda se kabhI nahIM Uba skte| cAMda AdamI ko AMdolita hI sAbita bacA na koy|' karatA rahA hai sdaa-sdaa| usakI zItalatA bar3I AkarSaka rahI kabIra ne eka cakkI calate dekhii| koI cakkI calA rahI hai | hai| cAMda kI rAta prema kI rAta hai| cAMda kI rAta kAvya kI rAta hai| aurata subaha-subaha, kabIra lauTate hoMge subaha kahIM bhramaNa ke | cAMda se sAgara hI AMdolita nahIM hotA, manuSya ke hRdaya meM bhI bAda, dekhA saba pisA jA rahA hai| lauTakara ghara unhoMne yaha pada | bar3I taraMgeM uThatI haiM, bar3e jvAra Ate haiN| / | rcaa| unakA beTA kamAla baiThA suna rahA thaa| usane kahA ki cAMda-sA zItala ho saadhu| usameM prakAza to ho, dedIpyamAna ruko, ThIka kahate ho ki pATa ke bIca koI bhI sAbita nahIM bacA, ho, lekina prakAza kisI ko jhulasAye n| usake pAsa jAkara lekina bIca meM eka kIla hai, kabhI usakA khayAla kiyA? tumhAre ghAvoM para malahama-paTTI ho, coTa na lge| tuma bar3e hairAna usake sahAre jo gehUM ke dAne laga jAte haiM, ve nahIM piste| hooge, jinako sAdhAraNataH tuma sAdhu kahate ho, ve sadA tumhArI cakkI calAyI tumane kabhI? aba cakkI kho gayI hai, isalie niMdA kara rahe haiN| coTa karanA hI unakA dhaMdhA hai| tumhArA apamAna zAyada tumheM khayAla bhI na ho, lekina bIca kI kIla ke sahAre jo karanA hI unakA vyavasAya hai| tumheM gAlI denA hI unake pravacana dAne laga jAte haiM, ve phira pisa nahIM paate| unako phira dubArA haiN| tumheM cora, pApI batAnA hI unakA kula upadeza hai| lekina DAlanA par3atA hai| jisane kIla kA sahArA liyA, vaha baca gyaa| ina ghAvoM se tuma koI jIvana-patha para thor3e hI A jaaoge| inase saMsAra do pAToM kI taraha pIsa rahA hai| lekina isameM meru kI eka hI pariNAma hotA hai ki tuma AtmaniMdA se bhara jAte ho| tuma kIla bhI hai| zarIra aura mana ke do pATa tumheM pIsa rahe haiM, para apane hI prati virodha se bhara jAte ho| tumhAre bhItara 'gilTa', isake bIca meM AtmA kI kIla bhI hai| use pkdd'o| use gho| aparAdha bhAva paidA hotA hai| usakA sAtha lo| usake sahAre ho jaao| phira tumheM koI bhI aura jisa AdamI ke jIvana meM aparAdha-bhAva paidA ho gayA, pIsa na paayegaa| janma Aye, janma; mauta Aye, mauta; dukha, vaha AdamI narka meM jIne lagatA hai| kyoMki vaha jo karatA hai, sukha, jo Aye, Aye; tuma achUte, pAra, dUra bane rhoge| tumheM vahI galata mAlUma hotA hai| patnI ko prema karo, to paap| beTe ko kucha bhI chu na paayegaa| | prema karo, to paap| suMdara makAna banAo, to paap| eka bagiyA 'caMdramA-sA shiitl...|' caMdramA meM prakAza hai, lekina sUraja banAo, to paap| acche kapar3e pahanakara nikala jAo, to 132 2010_03

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dhyAna kA dIpa jalA lo! paap| bhojana meM svAda lo, to paap| to AdamI ko jIne doge, sApha-sApha dikhAyI par3e; sAdhu ke pAsa jAkara tumheM apane ki nahIM jIne doge| hara cIja pApa! yaha caMdramA kI zItalatA na bhaviSya kA sapanA mile, AzvAsana mile, bala mile, himmata huii| yaha to bar3I jalAnevAlI Aga ho gyii| mile, AzA baMdhe ki ho sakatA hai, mujhameM bhI ho sakatA hai| sAdhuoM ke pAsa jAkara-jinheM tuma sAdhu kahate ho tuma kitanA hI burA hUM to bhI, ho sakatA hai| kitane hI dUra calA gayA prasannacitta nahIM lauTa paaoge| tuma aprasannacitta, khinnamanA hUM, to bhI vApasa lauTane kA upAya hai| sAdhu ke pAsa jAkara pApI hokara lauttoge| jaise tumhAre roga hI khUba-khUba bar3hA-bar3hAkara ko apane saMtatva kA khayAla aaye| abhI to jinako tuma sAdhu dikhA denA unakA kAma hai| kahate ho, unake pAsa agara saMta bhI jAe, to usako bhI apane manovaijJAnika kahate haiM ki aba taka dharma ke nAma para logoM ne pApa kA khayAla! bar3A atyAcAra kiyA hai, anAcAra kiyA hai| logoM ko aparAdhI 'caMdramA-sA zItala: maNi-sA kaaNtivaan...|' kaaNtivaan| banA diyA hai| tuma jo karo usI meM bhUla hai| jaba sabhI karane meM kAMti bar3I manamohaka AhlAdakArI varSA kA nAma hai| sAdhu ke bhUla hai, to svabhAvataH tumameM eka niMdA paidA hotI hai ki yaha kyA pAsa tumhAre Upara kucha barasane lagatA hai| bahuta jIvana huA! to meM gahita hU~, kutsita hU~, nArakIya hU~! tumhAre aahistaa-aahistaa| padacApa bhI nahIM hotii| kahIM koI AvAja jIvana meM udAsI chA jAtI hai| bhI nahIM hotii| sAdhu ke prANa tumheM gherane lagate haiN| sAdhu kI AbhA mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'caMdramA-sA shiitl|' tumhAre pAsa ghAva haiM, tumheM bhI gherane lagatI hai| tumhArI AMkheM ThagI raha jAtI haiN| tuma mAnA; tuma bImAra ho, mAnA; lekina bImAra kI niMdA thor3e hI ekaTaka sAdhu se baMdhe raha jAte ho| jaise kisI maNi ko dekhakara karanI hai| cikitsaka ke pAsa jAo to bImAra kA ilAja karanA tuma sammohita ho jAo; phira kahIM aura dekhane kA mana na ho; hai, niMdA thor3I karanI hai| jo cikitsaka niMdA karane lage, tuma maNi kI tarapha hI AMkheM lagI raheM; usI tarapha darzana kI sArI TI. bI. kI bImArI lekara gaye, vaha TI. bI. ko gAliyAM dene dhArA mur3a jaae| lage aura tumako gAliyAM dene lage ki tumane TI. bI. paidA kyoM | 'pRthvI-sA shissnnu...|' kucha bhI ghaTe, sAdhu kI sahiSNutA kI, chor3o isako, tyAga karo isakA! chor3anA to tuma bhI cAhate nahIM ttuutttii| kucha bhI ho jAe, sAdhu DagamagAtA nhiiN| tuma use ho, lekina chor3o kaise? yahI to patA nahIM hai| tumane jAnakara sukha meM, dukha meM samAna paaoge| tuma use saphalatA, viphalatA meM thor3e hI pakar3A hai| anajAne pakar3A hai| aba kisI ko bukhAra samAna pAoge, sammAna-apamAna meM samAna paaoge| car3hA hai aura tuma kaho ki chor3o bukhAra! bukhAravAlA kyA | _ 'sarpa-sA aniyt-aashryii...|' sarpa apanA ghara nahIM kahegA? vaha kahegA, mahAnubhAva, chor3anA to maiM bhI cAhatA hUM, bnaataa| aniyt-aashryii| jahAM mila gayI jagaha, vahIM so lekina bukhAra chor3e taba na! koI maiM bukhAra meM thor3e hI rahanA letA hai| jahAM mila gayI jagaha, vahIM vizrAma kara letA hai| cAhatA hUM; lekina mujhe patA nahIM ki maiM kyA karUM, kucha sahAyatA | apanA ghara nahIM bnaataa| yaha bar3I bArIka bAta hai| isase kevala kareM, auSadhi laayeN| itanA hI prayojana nahIM hai ki koI ghara meM na rahe, isase prayojana yaha sAdhu auSadhi hai| usake pAsa jAkara zItalatA mile, usake hai ki koI surakSA ke ghara na banAye, koI baiMka baileMsa para bahuta | pAsa jAkara AzvAsana mile, aparAdha kA bhAva nhiiN| usake jyAdA bharosA na kre| vaha saba china jaaegaa| koI miTTI ke gharoM pAsa jAkara bharosA mile, hatAzA nhiiN| usake pAsa jAkara meM bahuta jyAdA apane prANa na DAle, kyoMki ve saba miTa jaaeNge| tumhAre jIvana kA sUryodaya ho; tumheM lage ki mAnA ki bahuta | mukta rhe| gharoM meM ho, to bhI gharoM kA na ho| dukAnoM para ho, to galatiyAM haiM, koI phikira nahIM, galatiyoM se bar3A mere bhItara chipA | bhI dukAnoM kA na ho| bAjAra meM khar3A rahe, to bhI bAjAra ke bAhara huA khajAnA hai| galatiyAM maiMne kI haiM, koI harjA nahIM, bhUla-cUka rhe| yAda banI hI rahe ki yaha jagaha ghara banAne kI nhiiN| ghara to sabase hotI hai, lekina mere bhItara chipA huA paramAtmA hai| sAdhu paramAtmA hai| yahAM to hama paradesa meM haiN| yahAM to yAtrA hai| yahAM to ke pAsa jAkara tumhArA bhaviSya pragAr3ha ho, prakhara ho, ujjvala ho, | agara kabhI thaka jAte haiM, to rukanA hai, par3Ava para; lekina par3Ava 133 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: maMjila nahIM hai| bar3I purajora AMdhI hai bar3I kAphira balAeM haiM 'AkAza-sA niraavlNb...|' aura koI sahArA na khoje| magara maiM apanI maMjila kI tarapha bar3hatA hI jAtA hUM itanA nirAvalaMba ho jaisA AkAza hai| koI AdhAra nahIM AkAza aphaka para jiMdagI ke lazkare-julmata kA DerA hai kA, koI buniyAda nahIM, koI khaMbhe nahIM, jina para sadhA ho| basa havAdisa ke kayAmatakheja tUphAnoM ne gherA hai hai| AkAza-jaisA ho jaae| jahAM taka dekha sakatA haM aMdherA hI aMdherA hai mahAvIra digaMbara rahe, nagna rhe| vaha AkAza-jaisI caryA thii| magara maiM apanI maMjila kI tarapha bar3hatA hI jAtA hU~ digaMbara kA artha hotA hai, AkAza ko hI jisane apanA vastra talAtamakheja dariyA Aga ke maidAna hAila haiM banA liyaa| digaMbara kA matalaba sirpha nagna nahIM hotaa| nagnatA garajatI AMdhiyAM bikhare hue taphAna to bar3I AsAna hai| koI bhI kapar3e chor3a de to nagna ho sakatA | tabAhI ke pharizte jabra ke zaitAna hAila haiM hai| lekina jo AkAza ko apanA vastra banA le, vaha hai magara maiM apanI maMjila kI tarapha bar3hatA hI jAtA hUM digNbr| vaha nagna to hogA, lekina nagnatA meM sirpha nagnatA nahIM saMkalpa aura dizA kA bodha ho to aMdherA tumheM tor3egA nhiiN| hai, kucha aura bar3I ghaTanA ghaTI hai| pUrA AkAza hI usane apanA aMdherA hI tumheM maukA degA apane svayaM ke prakAza ko khojane kaa| ghara banA liyA, apane vastra banA liyaa| aba alaga se vastroM to javAnI tumheM miTAyegI nahIM, javAnI hI tumhArA saMnyAsa kI koI jarUrata nahIM rhii| aba usane apane ko pragaTa kara bnegii| to UrjA tumheM bhaTakAyegI nahIM, UrjA para hI car3hakara tuma diyaa| jaisA hai vaisA pragaTa kara diyaa| nagna, to ngn| paramaUrjA ke paramapada taka phuNcoge| jisa vyakti ko dizA kA aisA sAdhu paramapada mokSa kI yAtrA para hai| bodha hai, gaMtavya kA thor3A khayAla hai, jisane apanI suI meM dhAgA sIha gaya-vasaha-miya-pasu, maaruud-suruuvhi-mNdriduN-mnnii| piroyA hai, phira aMdherA kitanA hI ho, vaha apanI maMjila kI khidi-uragaMvarasarisA, parama-paya-vimaggayA saahuu|| tarapha bar3hatA hI jAtA hai| aura kitanI hI bAdhAeM hoM, aura kitane paramapada kI yAtrA para aisA vyakti cala pAtA hai| bar3I hI patthara rAha para par3e hoM, vaha unakI sIr3hiyAM banA letA hai| vaha kaThinAiyAM haiM rAste meN| aura una kaThinAiyoM ko jItane ke lie hara sthiti ko canautI samajhatA hai| aura hara hAra ko nayA zikSaNa tumheM bar3e guNa nirmita karane hoNge| samajhatA hai| hara hAra ko jIta ke lie upAya banA letA hai| aura javAnI kI aMdherI rAta hai julmataM kA tUphAM hai bar3hatA hI jAtA hai| merI rAhoM se nUre-mAho-aMjuma taka kurejA hai| magara maiM apanI maMjila kI tarapha bar3hatA hI jAtA huuN| khudA soyA hai ai haramana mahazara badAmA hai yaha jo mahAvIra ne guNa kahe, yaha rAha para tumheM sAtha deNge| ina magara maiM apanI maMjila kI tarapha bar3hatA hI jAtA hUM eka-eka guNa ko khUba dhyAnapUrvaka socanA, vicAranA, manana cAMda-tAre kho gaye haiM: paramAtmA kA patA nahIM-kahAM so gayA karanA, AtmasAta krnaa| hai; zaitAna jAgA huA hai, rAha para bar3A gaharA aMdherA hai- 'prabuddha aura upazAMta hokara saMyatabhAva se grAma aura nagara meM khudA soyA hai ai haramana mahazara badAmA hai vicaraNa kara zAMti ko bddh'aa| zAMti kA mArga bddh'aa| he gautama, magara maiM apanI maMjila kI tarapha bar3hatA hI jAtA hUM kSaNamAtra bhI pramAda mata kr|' gamo-hirmA yuruza hai masAiba kI ghaTAeM haiM gautama mahAvIra ke pramukha ziSya haiN| jaise kRSNa ne arjuna ko junUM kI phitanAkhejI husna kI khUnI adAeM haiM saMbodhita karake gItA kahI hai, aise mahAvIra ke sAre vacana gautama bar3I purajora AMdhI hai bar3I kAphira balAeM haiM ko saMbodhita karake haiN| gautama ke bahAne sabhI ke lie kahe haiN| magara maiM apanI maMjila kI tarapha bar3hatA hI jAtA hai buddhe parinivvuDe care, gAma gae nagare va sNje| bar3e AkarSaNa haiM jagata ke| javAnI kA pAgalapana hai, husna kI saMtimaggaM ca bUhae, samayaM goyama! mA pmaaye|| bar3I khIMca hai, sauMdarya kA bulAvA hai| 'prabuddha aura upazAMta hokr...|' do bAteM dhyAna meM rakhanI 134 2010_03

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jarUrI haiN| prabuddhatA aura upazAMti / agara tuma sirpha zAMta ho jAo aura prabuddha na hoo, to nIMda meM kho jaaoge| nIMda meM hama sabhI zAMta ho jAte haiN| lekina nIMda koI maMjila nahIM hai| agara tuma prabuddha ho jAo, bahuta jAge hue ho jAo, aura zAMta na ho sako, to tuma pAgala ho jaaoge| kyoMki vizrAma tumheM mila na skegaa| jo AdamI sAta dina na so pAye, vaha vikSipta hone lgegaa| kahate haiM, tIna saptAha jo AdamI na soye, vaha | sunizcita rUpa se pAgala ho jaaegaa| vizrAma bhI caahie| to mahAvIra kA sUtra hai : 'prabuddha aura upazAMta'; eka sAtha / zAMta bhI bano aura jAge hue bhI bno| yaha donoM sAtha-sAtha bar3heM, alaga-alaga nhiiN| agara tuma prabuddha na hue to nIMda meM kho jaaoge| nIMda acchI hai, sukhada hai, lekina sukha hI thor3e gaMtavya hai| parama AnaMda na milegA, mokSa na milegaa| mokSa to jAge hue ke lie hai| lekina agara tuma sirpha jAgane hI lago, aura anidrA ko tuma samajha lo ki sAdhanA hai, aura zAMta honA kho jAe, to tanAva se bhara jaaoge| tanAva tumheM tor3a degaa| donoM kA sAtha-sAtha jor3a caahie| anupAta donoM kA barAbara caahie| aadhaa-aadhaa| aura samyaka rUpa se sAdhanA meM jAnevAle vyakti ko niraMtara yAda rakhanI cAhie ki ina do meM se kisI kI bhI mAtrA jyAdA na ho paaye| amRta bhI be-mAtrA ho, to jahara ho jAtA hai| aura jahara bhI mAtrA meM liyA jAe to auSadhi bana jAtA hai / to eka tarapha zAMti ko bar3hAo aura eka tarapha jAgaraNa ko / 'he gautama, zAMti kA mArga bar3hA! he gautama, kSaNamAtra bhI pramAda mata kara !' eka kSaNa bhI behozI meM mata gaMvA / jAgo phira eka bAra / pyAre, jagAte hue hAre saba tAre tumheM aruNa paMkha taruNa-kiraNa khar3I khola rahI dvAra jAgo phira eka bAra / AMkheM aliyoM-sI kisa madhu kI galiyoM meM phaMsI, baMda kara pAMkheM pI rahIM madha mauna, athavA soyIM kamala korakoM meM? baMda ho rahA guMjAra - 2010_03 dhyAna kA dIpa jalA lo! jAgo ! jAgo phira eka bAra / pyAre, jagAte hue hAre saba tAre tumheM jAgo ! jAgo phira eka bAra / mahAvIra ke sabhI vacana aMtataH apramAda para pUre hote haiN| ve kahate haiM-- jAgo, phira eka bAra ! ' aura isake bAda kA sUtra to bahuta socane jaisA hai / socanA / 'bhaviSya meM loga kaheMge, Aja jina dikhAyI nahIM dete... bhaviSya meM loga kaheMge, mahAvIra kho gaye / 'bhaviSya meM loga kaheMge, Aja jina dikhAyI nahIM dete, aura jo mArgadarzaka haiM ve bhI ekamata nahIM haiN| kiMtu Aja tujhe gautama, nyAyapUrNa mArga upalabdha hai| gautama, kSaNamAtra bhI pramAda mata kr|' mahAvIra kahate haiM, sadiyoM taka phira loga pUcheMge, kahAM pAyeM jina jaisA zAstA ? mahAvIra - jaisA sadaguru ? aura abhI, maiM maujUda hUM, mahAvIra kahate haiM gautama se, tere sAmane hUM gautama, aura abhI tU so rahA hai| phira sadiyoM taka loga royeMge aura pachatAyeMge / aura tU sAmane maujUda hai| mArga terI AMkhoM ke sAmane bichA hai| tU kisa lie baiThA hai ? uTha ! 'bhaviSya meM loga kaheMge, Aja jina dikhAyI nahIM dete ... / ' huji ajja dissa, bahumae dissaI maggadesie / aura mahAvIra kahate haiM ki aura jo mArgadarzaka hoMge, ve Apasa meM ekamata na hoNge| mahAvIra apane hI mArga para par3a jAnevAlI zAkhAoM, vizAkhAoM kI bAta kara rahe haiM / kaha rahe haiM, abhI bilakula eka hai| pagaDaMDiyAM alaga-alaga TUTI nhiiN| abhI mArga rAjapatha - jaisA hai : tU cala! bhaviSya meM loga pUcheMge, jina kahAM haiM? kahAM unake darzana hoM, jo mArga dikhAyeM? aura jo mArga dikhAnevAle loga hoMge rAste para koI 'terApaMthI' hogA, koI 'digaMbara' hogA, koI 'zvetAMbara' hogaa| paMthoM meM aura choTe paMtha hoMge aura hajAra mata hoNge| aura bar3A saMgharSa hogaa| aura abhI mArga suspaSTa hai, gautama ! tU kyoM baiThA hai ? uTha ! jAgo phira eka bAra ! pyAre, jagAte hue hAre saba tAre tumheN| mahAvIra, buddha, kRSNa, krAisTa, kitane tAroM ne tumheM jagAyA hai! pyAre, jagAte hue hAre saba tAre tumheM / 'nyAyapUrNa mArga tujhe upalabdha hai| gautama, kSaNamAtra bhI pramAda 135

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jina sUtra bhAga mata kr|' mahAvIra kahate haiM, bhAva hI asalI bAta hai| kriyA to usakI phira eka dina to loga kaheMge chAyA hai| jo bhAva meM ghaTa jAtA hai, vaha kriyA meM AyegA hii| chupa gaye vo sAje-hastI cher3akara ulaTA jarUrI nahIM hai ki saca ho| jo kriyA meM ghaTatA hai vaha bhAva aba to basa AvAja hI AvAja hai meM Aye, yaha jarUrI nahIM hai| lekina jo bhAva meM A gayA, vaha eka dina to vINA TUTa jaaegii| isa jagata meM kucha bhI sadA kriyA meM to AyegA hI, yaha anivArya hai| isalie bhAva mukhya rahane ko nahIM hai| mahAvIra kho jaaeNge| buddha kho jaaeNge| hai, prathama hai, AdhArabhUta hai| loga bhAva kI kama ciMtA karate haiM, chapa gaye vo sAje-hastI cher3akara dravya kI jyAdA ciMtA karate haiN| samajhoaba to basa AvAja hI AvAja hai dAna bhAva meM ho, to cIjeM to tuma de sakoge logoM ko; lekina phira AvAja gUMjatI rahatI hai sadiyoM tk| loga aise besudha par3e bhAva meM dene kI kSamatA A jAe, bAMTane kA sukha A jAe, rasa haiM ki jaba saMgIta bajatA hotA hai, taba ve baiThe rahate haiN| jaba vINA A jAe bAMTane meM, to cIjeM to gauNa haiM, tuma de doge| koI kho jAtI, sirpha pratidhvani raha jAtI; jaba zAstA kho jAte aura prayojana nahIM hai dUsarI bAta kaa| vaha A hI jaaegii| lekina yaha zAstra mAtra raha jAte, taba bar3I mAthApaccI loga karate haiM, bar3A ho sakatA hai ki tuma cIjeM to bAMTate raho aura dene kA bhAva vivAda karate haiN| bar3A ciMtana-manana karate haiN| bilakula na ho| to cIjoM ke bAMTane ko hI tuma saba kucha mata sArI mahaphila jisape jhUma uThI 'majAz2a' samajha lenaa| vaha gauNa hai| doyama hai| vo to AvAje-zikaste-sAja hai| jisameM khulUse-phikra na ho, vaha sukhana phijUla jaba vINA TUTatI hai, taba soye hue loga cauMkakara uThate haiN| jisameM na dila ho zarIka usa laya meM kucha bhI nahIM maz2Az2a kI ye paMktiyAM bar3I pyArI haiM tuma gIta to gA sakate ho, lekina agara dila hI zarIka na ho, sArI mahaphila jisape jhUma uThI 'maz2Az2a' to usa laya meM kucha bhI nhiiN| vo to AvAje-zikaste-sAja hai jisameM khulUse-phikra na ho, vaha sukhana phijUla vaha to vINA ke TUTane kI AvAja hai, pAgalo! jisa para sArI aura jisameM gaharAI na ho ciMtana kI, manana kI, dhyAna kI, usa mahaphila jhUma utthii| jaba mahAvIra marate haiM, taba tuma jagate ho| kAvya kA koI bhI mUlya nhiiN| tuma kAvya to raca sakate ho| vaha jaba mahAvIra jAte haiM, taba tama cillAte ho| aura aisA sabhI takabaMdI hogI: lekina jaba taka prANa na DAloge, usameM prANa na mahAvIroM ke sAtha huaa| aisA hI Aja bhI hotA hai| AdamI meM | hoNge| kAvya zabdoM se nahIM banatA, na mAtrAoM se, na chaMda ke koI bahuta pharka nahIM pdd'e| kapar3e badala gye| makAnoM ke banAne | niyamoM se, kAvya banatA hai prANoM ko uMDelane se| isIlie to ke DhaMga badala gye| rAstoM para bailagAr3iyoM kI jagaha kAreM haiN| | kabhI-kabhI jinhoMne prANa uMDela diye, aura kAvya ke jinheM kisI AkAza meM pakSiyoM kI jagaha havAI jahAja haiN| AdamI ke paira niyama kA koI patA na thA, ve bhI zAzvata ho gye| jamIna ko nahIM chUte, cAMda-tAroM para calane lage, para AdamI meM | kabIra, kucha bhI jAnate nahIM kAvya ke niym| lekina zAzvata koI pharka nahIM pdd'aa| vahI hotA rhegaa| | rahegI unakI vaannii| hRdaya hI uMDela diyaa| mUla hI uMDela diyA, yahI maiM tumase bhI kahatA hUM : bhaviSya meM loga kaheMge, Aja jina to gauNa kI kyA phikira? mAtrAeM pUrI thIM yA na thIM; chaMda ke dikhAyI nahIM dete; aura jo mArgadarzaka haiM, ve bhI ekamata nahIM haiM; niyama pUre hue yA na hue, prANa hI DAla diye| bhAva hI prathama hai| kiMtu Aja tujhe nyAyapUrNa mArga upalabdha hai| gautama, kSaNamAtra bhI bhAva ko hI jina ne, mahAvIra ne guNa-doSoM kA kAraNa kahA hai| pramAda na kr| _ 'bhAvoM kI vizuddhi ke lie hI bAhya parigraha kA tyAga kiyA 'vAstava meM bhAva hI prathama yA mukhya liMga hai| dravya liMga jAtA hai| jisake bhItara parigraha kI vAsanA hai, usakA bAhya tyAga paramArtha nahIM hai| kyoMki bhAva ko hI jinadeva guNa-doSoM kA niSphala hai|' kAraNa kahate haiN|' agara bAhara kA tyAga kiyA bhI jAe to bhI yahI dhyAna rakhakara 136 2010_03

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kiyA jAe ki vaha bhItara ke tyAga ke lie nimitta bane / bhAvavisuddhiNimittaM, bAhiragaMthassa kIrae caao| bAhiracAo vihalo, abbhaMtaragaMthajuttassa / / nimitta bana jAe, basa / eka bahAnA bne| lekina asalI bAta bhItara kI rhe| to loga bAhara se to chor3a dete haiM, bhItara se chor3ate nahIM / chor3ane taka ko pakar3a lete haiM / tyAga taka kI akar3a A jAtI hai ki maiMne lAkhoM chodd'e| 'jo deha Adi kI mamatA se rahita hai, mAna Adi kaSAyoM se pUrI taraha mukta hai, tathA jo apanI AtmA meM lIna hai, vahI sAdhu bhAva-liMgI hai| ' dravya - liMgI, bhAva-liMgI, aise sAdhuoM ke do rUpa mahAvIra ne kiye| dravya - liMgI vahI hai, jisane dhana chor3A; lekina pakar3anA na chodd'aa| bhAva-liMgI vahI hai, jisane dhana bhI chor3A, lekina dhana | chor3A kyoMki pakar3anA hI chor3a diyaa| pakar3a hI chor3a dI / nahIM to mana bar3A cAlAka hai| eka cIja chor3atA hai, dUsarI pakar3a letA hai, pakar3a kAyama rahatI hai| dhana chor3o, dharma pakar3a lo| ghara chor3o, saMnyAsa pakar3a / gRhasthI chor3o, maMdira pakar3a lo / / eka cIja chor3I, dUsarI pakar3I, muTThI to baMdhI hI rahI kaMkar3a-patthara chor3e eka raMga ke, dUsare raMga ke pakar3a liyaa| dhana chor3A, to jJAna pakar3a liyaa| mahAvIra kahate haiM, pakar3a chodd'o| muTThI khulI rkho| satya kucha AkAza jaisA hai| muTThI bAMdho, bAhara ho jAtA hai| muTThI kholo, bhItara A jAtA hai| khulI muTThI para pUrA AkAza rakhA hai| baMda muTThI khAlI hai| kucha bhI nahIM / - kahAvata to hai, loga kahate haiM- baMda muTThI lAkha kii| baMda muTThI khAka kI, lAkha kI chor3o ! khAka bhI nahIM hai| magara baMda muTThI lAkha kI loga kAraNa se kahate haiM / ve yaha kahate haiM, baMda rahe to logoM ko bhrama rahatA hai ki kucha hogA / isIlie to samajhadAra | loga baMda muTThI rakhe hue haiN| khuda bhI Darate haiM kholane se, kahIM khuda ko bhI patA na cala jAe ki kucha bhI nahIM hai| baMda rahatI hai, to khuda ko bhI bharosA rahatA hai ki hai, bahuta kucha hai| jaba taka nahIM dekhA taba taka to hai hI ! isIlie loga AMkha kholakara nahIM dekhate, nahIM to sapane TUTa jAeM! sapanoM kA saMsAra TUTa jAe ! dehAdisaMgahio, mANakasAehiM sylprictto| appA appama rao, sa bhAvaliMgI have sAhU / / bhAva - liMgI hI sAdhu hai / dravya - liMgI sAdhu nahIM hai; 2010_03 dhyAna kA dIpa jalA lo ! sAdhu-jaisA dikhAyI par3atA hai| aura dravya-liMga aura bhAva-liMga meM pharka kyA hai? itanA hI pharka hai, bhAva-liMgI ne aMtara ko badalA, jAgakara; dravya-liMgI ne bAhara ko badalA, soye-soye / ika dIyA jalA ki jala uThI subaha ika dIyA bujhA ki rAta ho gayI eka zaha lagI ki Dhaha gayA kilA eka zaha lagI ki mAta ho gayI ika havA calI ki khila uThA camana ika havA calI ki saba ujar3a gayA eka paga uThA ki rAha mila gayI eka paga uThA ki patha bichur3a gayA pharka bar3A thor3A-sA hai| eka paga kA ! ika dIyA jalA ki jala uThI subaha agara jAgaraNa jaga gayA, to subaha ho gyii| basa eka dIyA jala jAe jAgaraNa kA; mahAvIra kI bhASA meM apramAda kA, hoza kA, viveka kA; eka dIyA jala jAe, basa / tumhAre bhItara caitanya A jAe basa, tuma uThate-baiThate jAge hue uThane-baiThane lago, to saba badala jaaegaa| aura vaha eka dIyA bujha jAe, to phira tuma lAkha upAya karo, ghara chor3a himAlaya cale jAo, vastra chor3a nagna ho jAo, dhana chor3a bhikhamaMge hokara sar3aka para khar3e ho jAo, kucha bhI pharka na hogaa| tuma tuma hI rahoge / eka hI krAMti hai jIvana meM, vaha hai bhItara kI aMtarjyoti ke jaga jAne kI krAMti / aura saba krAMti ke dhokhe haiN| ika dIyA jalA ki jala uThI subaha ika dIyA bujhA ki rAta ho gayI basa eka hI dIye kA pharka hai tumameM aura mahAvIra meN| isalie ghabar3AnA mt| basa eka dIye kA pharka hai aMdhere kamare meM aura prakAzojjvala kamare meN| rAta aura subaha meM basa eka dIye kA pharka hai| eka zaha lagI ki Dhaha gayA kilA eka zaha lagI ki mAta ho gayI ika havA calI ki khila uThA camana ika havA calI ki saba ujar3a gayA eka paga uThA ki rAha mila gayI eka paga uThA ki patha bichur3a gayA 137

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138 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 usa eka dIye ko jalAo ! usa eka dIye para sArI zakti lagA do ! usa eka dIye para sArA jIvana lagA do ! vaha eka dIyA jala gayA, to saba mila gayA / vaha eka dIyA na jalA, to tuma sAre saMsAra ke sAmrAjya ko pA lo, tuma bhikhamaMge aura khAlI hAtha hI bidA hooge| tuma rikta maroge / agara bharakara jAnA ho, khilakara jAnA ho, phUlakara jAnA ho, to usa eka dIye ko jalA lo| use maiM dhyAna kA dIyA kahatA hUM, mahAvIra use apramAda kA dIyA kahate haiN| bAta eka hI hai| buddha use samyaka smRti kahate haiN| pataMjali use samAdhi kahate haiM / kRSNamUrti use 'aveyaranesa' kahate haiN| hoza kaho, sAvadhAnI kho| kabIra use surati kahate haiM, smRti kahate haiN| jo kahanA ho kaho - nAma tuma rakha lo - itanA hI dhyAna rahe, dIye meM jyoti ho, phira nAma koI bhI ho ! ika dIyA jalA ki jala uThI subaha ika dIyA bujhA ki rAta ho gyii| 2010_03 Aja itanA hI /

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prazna-sAra mahAvIra ne AtmA ko samaya kyoM kahA? samaya aura AtmA meM kyA saMbaMdha hai? patnI muurtipuujk| pati kA dhyAna ke lie Agraha tathA mUrtipUjA ko vyartha btaanaa| udAharaNa meM patnI dvArA mIrA jaisI mUrtipUjaka kA prmaann| __pati kA niruttara honaa| yathArthatA para prakAza DAlane ke lie bhagavAna se nivedn| kisI kA sahArA pakar3ane, kisI ke prema ke sAye meM baiThane kA khayAla; lekina vaisA na hone para bhI saMtoSa hI ki kama se kama apanA dukha aura kisI kI upekSA to sAtha hai| aisA kyoM? Ang 2010_03 P

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halA prazna : mahAvIra ne AtmA ko samaya kyoM kahA? kRpAkara batAyeM ki samaya aura AtmA meM kyA saMbaMdha hai? pa hai samaya kA / manuSya ko bahuta bodha hai samaya kA / tuma kahIM ho sthAna meM, aura kahIM ho samaya meN| ina donoM rekhAoM kA jahAM kaTane kA biMdu hai, vahIM tumhArA astitva hai| to hama padArtha ko kaha sakate haiM spesa / kyoMki vaha sirpha kSetra gheratA hai| aura cetanA ko kaha sakate haiM samaya / cetanA aura padArtha se milakara jagata bnaa| vastueM haiM, unheM apane hone kA koI patA nahIM / aura jaise hI hameM apane hone kA patA calatA hai, vaise hI samaya kA bhI patA calatA hai / hamArA honA aMtartama meM samaya kI ghaTanA hai| alabarTa AiMsTIna ne astitva ke saMghaTaka tatva do mAne haiN| TAima aura spes| samaya aura kSetra / aura phira bAda meM jaise-jaise AiMsTIna kI khoja gaharI hotI gayI, use yaha bhI pratIta hone lagA ki ina do tatvoM ko do kahanA ThIka nahIM hai| isalie phira | usane donoM ke lie eka hI zabda cuna liyA spesiyoTAima / smy-kssetr| | kSetra bAhara hai, samaya bhItara hai| jIvana ko agara hama ThIka se samajheM, to hameM hone ke lie do cIjeM caahie| koI jagaha cAhie hone ke lie| hama kucha jagaha ghereNge| tuma yahAM baiThe ho, to tumane thor3I jagaha gherI / vahI hai kSetra, AkAza, spes| lekina utanA kAphI nahIM hai| agara utanA hI ho, to tuma vastu ho jaaoge| phira tumameM aura Tebala aura kursI meM koI pharka na rhegaa| Tebala aura kursI ne bhI jagaha gherI hai| jaisI tumane jagaha gherI / tuma jisa pharza para baiThe ho, usane bhI jagaha gherI hai| jaisI tumane jagaha gherI hai| phira tumameM aura patthara meM pharka kyA hai ? kucha aura bhI bhItara gherA hai, vahI samaya hai| patthara ke lie koI samaya nahIM hai, kursI ke lie koI samaya nahIM hai| manuSya ke lie samaya hai| pazu-pakSiyoM ke lie thor3A-sA bodha hai samaya kA, bahuta jyAdA bodha nahIM hai| vRkSoM ko aura bhI kama bodha 2010_03 to eka to hama isa taraha samajha sakate haiM Adhunika bhautikI AdhAra para ki AiMsTIna ne jisa bhAMti aMtara-AkAza ko samaya kahA, vaise hI mahAvIra ne bhI AtmA ko samaya kahA hai| aura jaba maiM alabarTa AiMsTIna kA nAma letA hUM mahAvIra ke sAtha, to aura bhI kAraNa hai| donoM kI ciMtanadhArA eka jaisI hai| mahAvIra ne adhyAtma meM sApekSavAda, rileTIviTI ko janma diyA aura AiMsTIna ne bhautika vijJAna meM rileTIviTI ko, sApekSavAda ko janma diyaa| donoM kA ciMtana-DhaMga, donoM ke socane kI paddhati, donoM kA tarka eka jaisA hai| agara isa duniyA meM do AdamiyoM mela khAtA ho bahuta nikaTa se, to mahAvIra aura AiMsTIna kA khAtA hai| mahAvIra kA phira se adhyayana honA cAhie, AiMsTIna ke AdhAra pr| to mahAvIra meM bar3e-bar3e naye taraMgoM kA, naye udbhAvoM kA janma hogaa| jo hameM mahAvIra meM nahIM dikhAyI par3A thA, vaha AiMsTIna ke sahAre dikhAyI par3a sakatA hai| mahAvIra aura AiMsTIna meM jaise dharma aura vijJAna milate haiN| jaise mahAvIra 143

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 dharma ke jagata ke AiMsTIna haiM, aura AiMsTIna vijJAna ke jagata viparIta ke cakke se chUTanA ho jAtA hai| kA mahAvIra hai| ek| aura isIlie mahAvIra ne dhyAna ko sAmAyika khaa| dUsarI bAta, samaya zabda TAima zabda se jyAdA bahumUlya hai| sAmAyika hai samaya taka pahuMcane kA upaay| sAmAyika hai TAima kA to sirpha itanA hI artha hotA hai, jitanA kAla kA hotA samyakatva taka pahuMcane kI vidhi| dhIre-dhIre DUbo aura zAMta hai| TAima kA ThIka anavAda karanA ho to samaya nahIM karanA bno| jaise-jaise zAMta banoge, jaise-jaise taraMgeM kama hoMgI. cAhie, kaal| kAla kA artha hotA hai, jo bIta rahA hai| kAla vaise-vaise bhItara kA svAda AnA zurU hogaa| kA artha hotA hai, jo jA rahA hai| samaya kA artha hotA hai, jo thira | mahAvIra ne bahuta socakara hI samaya nAma diyA AtmA ko| hai| samatA se banA hai, samyakatva se banA hai smy| saMtulana se usakA vaijJAnika artha bhI hai, usakA AdhyAtmika artha bhI hai| banA hai| saMbodhi se banA hai| jo mUla dhAtu saMbodhi meM hai, vaijJAnika artha to maiMne kahA, jo AiMsTIna kA artha hai, vahI samyakatva meM hai, samatA meM hai, samAdhi meM hai, vahI mUla dhAtu samaya mahAvIra kA hai| aura AdhyAtmika artha maiMne kahA, jo kRSNa kA ma' kA ThIka-ThIka anuvAda samaya nahIM hai| artha hai-yoga ko samyakatva kahane kA, samatva kahane aura samaya kA ThIka anuvAda 'TAima' nahIM hai| kA-vahI mahAvIra kA artha hai| samaya bar3A bahumUlya zabda hai| kAla to kevala isakI eka bhAva-bhaMgimA hai| kAla se jyAdA chipA hai samaya meN| agara samaya dUsarA prazna : merI patnI mUrtipUjA karatI hai, lekina maiM use ko jAnanA ho, to samyakatva ko upalabdha honA pdd'egaa| itane | dhyAna karane ko kahatA hUM aura kahatA hUM ki mUrtipUjA vyartha hai| zAMta ho jAnA par3egA ki jahAM koI vicAra kI taraMga na raha jaae| patnI uttara detI hai ki mIrA bhI to mUrtipUjA karatI thii| mere pAsa taba tumheM pahalI daphe patA calegA, tuma kisa dhAtu se bane ho| taba isakA javAba nahIM hai| kRpayA batAyeM ki yaha bAta kahAM taka tumheM patA calegA tuma kauna ho| samatA kI AkhirI ghar3I meM hI ThIka hai, aura yaha ki patnI ko kaise samajhAUM? tumheM apane samaya kA bodha hogaa| isalie mahAvIra ne AtmA ko samaya khaa| samatA kI anubhuuti| manuSya ko sadA eka pAgalapana savAra rahatA hai| jo maiM mAnatA kRSNa ne kahA hai, samatva yoga hai| samatva ko hI yoga kahA hai| hUM, vaha dUsarA bhI maane| jo maiM mAnatA hUM, vahI ThIka hai| jo dUsarA itane sama ho jAo tuma ki dvaMdva ke jagata ke pAra ho jaao| mAnatA hai, vaha galata hai| yaha ahaMkAra kI hI ghoSaNA hai| sAdhAraNataH hama baMTe haiN| sAdhAraNataH hamArA cunAva hai| koI strI mahAvIra ne kahA hai, dUsarA bhI ThIka hai| hai, koI puruSa hai| AtmA na strI hai, na puruss| isalie samaya hai| maiM hI ThIka hUM, aisI dhAraNA nirbuddhipUrNa hai| phira agara tumhArI AtmA kA jo anubhava hai, vahAM na to tuma strI raha jAoge, na | patnI ko mUrtipUjA meM AnaMda mila rahA hai, to tuma bAdhA puruss| donoM dvaMdva gye| tuma donoM dvaita ke pAra hue-advaita hue| DAlanevAle kauna? tumheM prayojana kyA? sirpha pati hone ke jisa kSaNa tumheM patA calegA tumhAre vAstavika svarUpa kA, usa | kAraNa? tumheM ar3acana mAlUma ho rahI hai ki patnI para pUrA kabjA kSaNa na tuma strI hooge, na puruss| usa kSaNa tuma na javAna nahIM hai| maiM dhyAna karatA hUM, patnI mUrtipUjA karatI hai! tumheM dhyAna | hooge, na vRddh| usa samaya tuma na gore hooge, na kaale| usa meM rasa A rahA hai, dhyAna kro| patnI ko mUrtipUjA meM rasa A rahA kSaNa tuma na svastha hooge, na asvsth| saba dvaMdva gayA, samatA hai, mUrtipUjA karane do|| aayii| usa kSaNa na tuma sukhI hooge, na dukhii| usa kSaNa na rAta rasa asalI bAta hai| raso vai sH| usa paramAtmA kA svabhAva hogI, na din| usa kSaNa na janma hogA, na mRtyu| usa kSaNa gaye | rasa hai| kaise rasa milatA hai, yaha bAta gauNa hai| Ama khAne haiM yA sAre dvNdv| usa kSaNa basa nirdvadva-bhAva zeSa rhaa| isalie mahAvIra guThaliyAM ginanI haiM? ne AtmA ko samaya khaa| samatA, smyktv| lekina loga gaThaliyoM kA Dhera lagAye baiThe haiN| usI ko ve aisA gaharA samyakatva ki jahAM atikramaNa ho jAtA hai| darzanazAstra kahate haiN| Ama khAnA to bhUla hI gye| tumhArI patnI 144 Jair Education International 2010_03

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prema hai dvAra tumase behatara hai| kama se kama yaha to nahIM kahatI ki tuma dhyAna sAmAnya jIvana meM bhI AtmA praviSTa hotI hai aura deha dharakara chodd'o| tumase jyAdA samatAvAna hai| patniyAM akasara aisI hotI | bAhara AtI hai| jaba praviSTa hotI hai AtmA strI ke garbha meM, taba nahIM, tuma saubhAgyazAlI ho| patniyAM itanI AsAnI se kabjA | arUpa hotI hai| nirAkAra hotI hai| strI use rUpa detI hai| nahIM choddtiiN| mere pAsa jo mAmale Ate haiM. dasa mAmaloM meM nau | AkAra detI hai. rekhAeM detI hai| deha detI hai| patniyoM ke hote haiM ki ve patiyoM para jabardastI karatI haiN| eka pati | to strI ke astitva meM hI deha dene kA DhaMga chipA huA hai| agara kA hotA hai ki vaha patnI para jabardastI karatA hai| | vaha dhyAna bhI karegI, to usake garbha meM bhagavAna rUpa le leNge| vaha isa dRSTi ko chodd'o| svataMtratA prema kA anivArya lakSaNa hai| | usake dekhane kA DhaMga hai| puruSa ko samajha meM nahIM AtA ki kyA agara tuma patnI ko prema karate ho, cAhate ho, usakA zubha cAhate | patthara kI mUrti ke sAmane baiThakara pUjA kara rahI ho! patthara kI mUrti ho, maMgala cAhate ho, to use svataMtratA do| hAlAMki tumhArA mana | tumheM hai| jisakI AMkheM prema se gIlI haiM, usake lie patthara kI yahI kahegA, maMgala cAhate haiM isIlie to dhyAna karavA rahe haiN| | mUrti muskurAtI hai, gAtI hai, gunagunAtI hai| bAtacIta calatI hai| tamhArA mana kahegA. maMgala cAhate haiM isIlie to martipajA se | aisA hI nahIM ki strI hI bolatI hai, paramAtmA bhI usase usI DhaMga chuTakArA dilA rahe haiM, nahIM to kauna phijUla mehanata karatA! usake | | se bolatA hai| saca to yaha hai ki agara strI ThIka prArthanA meM ho to hI hita meM! lekina usakA hita vahI nirNaya kara sakegI, tuma na | kama hI bolatI hai| rUTha-rUTha jAtI hai, paramAtmA manAtA hai| nirNaya kara skoge| tuma use na samajha paaoge| jarUrata bhI tumheM samajhane kI nahIM bar3A kaThina hai dUsare ke sthAna para khar3e hokara dUsare kI sthiti hai| tumhArA mArga dhyAna hai| puruSa kA mArga dhyAna hai| tuma agara ko dekhnaa| vaha sabase bar3I kalA hai| tuma strI hokara dekho| taba prArthanA bhI karoge, to bhI tumhArA AkarSaNa dhyAna kI tarapha lagA tumheM samajha meM AyegA ki dhyAna aura mUrtipUjA kA pharka kyA hai? rhegaa| tuma prArthanA bhI dhyAna ke lie hI kroge| tuma mUrtipUjA-pUjA kA bhAva hI straiNa-dhyAna hai| vaha strI kA DhaMga hai kisI taraha vicAra se chuTakArA ho jAe, kisI taraha yaha saba dhyAna karane kaa| strI dhyAna bhI kare, to vaha prArthanA se bhinna nahIM taraMgeM samApta hoM--nistaraMga ho jAUM! strI kahatI hai, kaise yaha ho sktaa| prema usakA svabhAva hai| puruSa ke lie prema aura saba taraMgeM rasapUrNa ho jaaeN| nistaraMga hone kI koI AkAMkSA nahIM bahuta-sI cIjoM meM eka ghaTanA hai| strI ke lie prema usakA hai| tumhArI AkAMkSAeM alaga haiN| honI hI caahie| puruSa aura saba-kucha hai| puruSa caubIsa ghaMTe meM kucha kSaNa premapUrNa hotA hai, strI bar3e viparIta haiN| isIlie to unameM AkarSaNa hai| viparIta meM lekina prema saba kucha nahIM hai| aura bhI bahuta kucha hai puruSa ko AkarSaNa hotA hai, khiMcAva hotA hai| isIlie to puruSa strI para karane ko| strI ke lie prema saba-kucha hai, usakA sarvasva hai| Asakta hai, strI puruSa para Asakta hai| agara bilakula eka jaise dhyAna kI bAta to strI ko jamegI hI nhiiN| vaha dhyAna bhI karegI | hote to AkarSaNa TUTa jaataa| viparIta khIMcatA hai| lekina isa to nAma hI dhyAna rahegA, hogI praarthnaa| dhyAna meM bhI AMsU bheNge| viparItatA ko samajhanA caahie| dhyAna meM bhI rasa umgegaa| dhyAna meM bhI mUrti praviSTa ho jaaegii| strI tor3ane kI koziza karatI hai pati ko ki vaha bhI usI ke dhyAna meM bhI paramAtmA rUpa dhara legaa| strI ke pAsa rUpa dene kI | DhaMga se cale, pati tor3ane kI koziza karatA hai strI ko ki vaha bhI kalA hai| usake DhaMga se cle| yahIM bhrAMti ho jAtI hai, yahIM galatI ho jAtI isalie to garbha hai usake paas| hai| yahIM mahAvIra ko samajhanA bar3A upayogI hai| mahAvIra ne jo nirAkAra AtmA utaratI hai aura strI ke garbha meM rUpa le letI hai| dRSTi dI hai, vaha hai syaatvaad| ve kahate haiM, dUsarA bhI ThIka hogaa| mUrti kA janma ho jAtA hai| puruSa ke pAsa vaisI kSamatA nahIM hai| honA caahie| nahIM to dUsarA TikA kyoM rahegA usa para? mUrti vaha nirAkAra ko AkAra banAne meM kuzala nahIM hai| vaha nirAkAra itane dina se miTAyI jAtI rahI hai, phira bhI banI hai| kitanI ko AkAra dene meM samartha nahIM hai| strI kI bar3I sAmarthya hai| mUrtiyAM tor3I gayIM, phira-phira bana jAtI haiN| jaba taka strI hai, usake pAsa kucha hai, jisase nirAkAra AkAra bana jAtA hai| mUrti TUTa nahIM sktii| koI upAya nhiiN| strI ko hI tor3a DAlo, 145 2010_03

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Homwwcommonloonlowa adeomammeenieswwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwein jina sUtra bhAga : 2 BARBARIMARHI to bAta alg| usa dina mUrti TUTa jaaegii| lekina strI ko vahAM tuma dekhoge, are! prArthanA bhI vahIM le AyI, pUjA bhI vahIM tor3akara tuma bhI na bcoge| le AyI, dhyAna bhI vahIM le aayaa| sabhI mArga vahIM le Ate haiN| puruSa ke dharma mUrti-virodhI haiN| strI kA dharma rUpa kA, raMga kA, aMtara yAtrA-pathoM kA hai, maMjila kA nahIM hai| rasa kA, utsAha kA, utsava kaa| puruSa kA dharma tyAga kA, dUsare ko samajhane kI, dUsare kI sthiti ko samajhane kI karuNA tapazcaryA kA, saMkalpa kA, saMgharSa kaa| strI kA dharma samarpaNa kA, dikhAnI caahie| tarka bar3A kaThora hai| prema bar3A karuNApUrNa hai| zaraNAgati kaa| strI ne cAhA nahIM nirAkAra ko kabhI, strI ko to agara tuma apanI patnI ko cAhate ho, to tuma yahI cAhoge ki vaha samajha meM bhI nahIM AtA ki nirAkAra ko cAha kara karoge kyA? sukha ko pAye, AnaMda ko pAye, mahAsukha kI yAtrA para jaae| prabhu jisase chAtI na laga sako, jise bhara-AMkha dekha na sako, use mileN| phira jisa DhaMga se usane cAhA ho, vaise mileN| aura jisake hAtha meM hAtha na de sako, jise suna na sako, jisase bola paramAtmA usI DhaMga se mila jAtA hai, jisa DhaMga se tuma use khojate na sako, aise nirAkAra ke hone meM aura na hone meM kyA pharka hai? ho| vaha tumhAre DhaMga se tumhAre pAsa A jAtA hai| hajAra rUpa haiM nirguNa ko kyA karoge? khAoge, pIoge, or3hoge, uske| arUpa bhI vahI hai| saMkalpa se bhI mila jAtA hai| bichAoge-kyA karoge? | samarpaNa se bhI mila jAtA hai| satya bezarta hai| usakI koI zarva nahIM, strI kI to prArthanA hai ki tuma sa ga hokara aanaa| tuma nahIM ki esa AAga, nahIM ki aise Aoge, to hI milNgaa| Ao, basa aao| rUpa dharakara AnA, tAki tumheM dekha to skeN| AMkheM janmoM-janmoM kisa rAste se Ate ho, pUraba ki pazcima, ki uttara ki dakSiNa, kI pyAsI haiN| tuma bolanA, tAki tumhArA saMgItapUrNa svara mere nahIM koI bheda pdd'taa| nAcate Ate, gIta gAte Ate, ki mauna soye prANoM ko jagA ske| tuma AnA, mujhe sahalAnA; tuma Ate, nahIM pharka pdd'taa| AnA, mere sAtha naacnaa|| mIrA vahIM pahuMca gayI, jahAM mahAvIra phuNce| aura agara cunanA tuma strI ko bAdhA mata do| bAdhA denA adhArmika hai| agara use hI ho, to mIrA kA mArga jyAdA rasapUrNa hai| vahAM bahuta phUla khile rasa mila rahA hai, tthiik| agara tumhArI samajha meM nahIM par3atA, to | haiN| mahAvIra kA mArga to marusthala jaisA hai| suukhaa| marusthala kA tumheM samajhane kI koI jarUrata nahIM, tumheM jisameM rasa mila rahA hai, bhI sauMdarya hai| marusthala kI bhI virATatA hai| marusthala kA bhI ThIka! rasa hI asalI bAta hai| rasa hai maapdNdd| rasa na mila rahA | vistAra hai| sannATA hai| marusthala kI zAMti hai| lekina phUloM se ho, to socane kI jarUrata hai| aura mujhe lagatA hai, tumhArI strI | lade vRkSoM ke nIce se gujarane kA bhI apanA sauMdarya aura apanA ko tumase jyAdA rasa mila rahA hai| tumheM pUrA rasa nahIM mila rhaa| AnaMda hai| mIrA nAcatI huI phuNcii| mahAvIra Thaharakara pahuMce, tumhArA dhyAna ThIka nahIM utara rhaa| kyoMki jaba khuda kA dhyAna mIrA nAcakara phuNcii| mahAvIra rukakara pahuMce, mIrA daur3akara ThIka utaratA hai, kauna phikira karatA hai? tumheM ar3acana hai| tuma phuNcii| lekina jo ghaTA vaha bilakula eka hai| siddha karanA cAhate ho ki merA dhyAna baDA tamheM jo ucita lagatA ho, clo| na to dasare ko maukA do ki bahumUlya hai| tuma tarka aura pramANa, vivAda khar3A karanA cAhate tumhAre mArga para bAdhA de aura na tuma aisI kucha koziza karo ki ho| isa taraha dUsare ko tuma rAjI karake apanI AMkhoM ke sAmane kisI ke mArga para bAdhA pdd'e| tumheM kaise patA calA ki mUrtipUjA yaha bhAva banAnA cAhate ho ki nahIM, tumhArI bAta ThIka honI hI ThIka nahIM hai? tumane mUrtipUjA kI? agara kI hotI, to patA caahie| dekho patnI ne bhI mAna liyaa| cltaa| kI hI nahIM, tarkajAla biThAye baiThe ho| mUrtipUjA kA lekina yaha manavAnA khataranAka hai| use calane do usakI rAha tarkajAla se kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai| mUrtipUjA to rasa kA anubaMdha pr| dUsare kI sahamati Avazyaka kahAM hai? tuma apane dhyAna meM hai| prema kA anubaMdha hai| strI to sapanoM meM jItI hai| magara usakI DUbo, use apanI prArthanA meM DUbane do| DUba-DUbakara tuma eka dina zakti itanI hai ki sapanoM ko sAkAra kara letI hai| jAne do, use pAoge ki tuma eka-hI gaharAI meM pahuMca gaye ho| vahAM tumhArA vidA do khuzI ke sAtha ki tU apane mArga para jaa| milana hogA, vahAM tuma apanI patnI ko phira naye rUpa meM paaoge| 'merI patnI mUrtipUjA karatI hai, lekina maiM use dhyAna karane ko 146 2010_03

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SHREFER RIER Mosities kahatA huuN|' baMda karo aisA kahanA! tuma kauna ho? pati hone se na sabhI sAgaroM kI gaharAI hI chuI hai| aura tuma sabhI ghAToM se tama usakI AtmA ke mAlika nahIM ho| yaha jo sAta phere par3e utare nahIM, aura tumane sabhI nAvoM se yAtrA nahIM kI hai| tuma itanA hoMge, inase eka sAMsArika riztA bana gayA hai, lekina usakI hI kaha sakate ho ki merI nAva ne pahuMcA diyaa| dUsarI nAveM AtmA ko tumane kharIda nahIM liyaa| mukta karo use| use jAne do pahuMcAtI haiM, nahIM pahuMcAtI haiM, maiM kaise kahUM? jo cale hoM una nAvoM apane mArga pr| use cunane do apanI vidhi, apanA vidhaan| se, pUcho unse| usake hRdaya ko bahane do| mahAvIra kahate haiM khuda, ki maiM eka tIrtha banAtA huuN| tIrtha kA 'aura kahatA hUM ki mUrtipUjA vyartha hai|' bhUlakara aisI bAta mata | artha hotA hai, ghaatt| nadI bar3I hai| bar3I gaMgA hai| gaMgotrI se khnaa| kisI ko usake rAste se vyartha hI bhaTakAnA mt| agara | sAgara taka phailI hai| hajAroM-lAkhoM ghATa haiN| mahAvIra kahate haiM, vyartha hogI, to eka dina use samajha meM AyegI bAta, taba vaha | maiM eka ghATa banAtA huuN| eka tIrtha banAtA huuN| isIlie tIrthaMkara rUpAMtarita hogii| koI kisI dUsare ke samajhAye kahIM samajhA hai? | shbd| vaha yaha nahIM kahate ki dUsare ghATa galata haiN| vaha kahate haiM, apane anubhava se hI loga jAgate haiN| agara sArthaka hogI, to | itanA hI meM kahatA hU~ ki mere ghATa se meM pahuMca jaaegii| agara vyartha hogI, to Aja nahIM kala, bhaTakakara | sakate ho| agara merA ghATa tumheM AkarSita karatA ho, agara mere lauTa aayegii| jaba tumase pUche ki samajhAo mujhe dhyAna, kyoMki ghATa meM tumheM koI lubhAvanA nimaMtraNa milatA ho, A jAo, merI mUrtipUjA to merI vyartha huI, taba nivedana kara denaa| lekina taba | nAva taiyAra hai| mahAvIra to eka mAjhI haiN| nAva lie taiyAra khar3e taka pratIkSA karanA, dhairya rkhnaa| jisa dina pUche tumase, jisa dina | haiM, jinako utaranA ho isa ghATa se, isase utara jaaeN| lekina tumhArA AnaMda use chue aura use lage ki tuma to kucha pA liye | mahAvIra kahate haiM, nadI bar3I hai, ghATa aura bhI haiN| aura auroM se aura maiM kucha cUka gayI hUM, usa dina samajhA denaa| | bhI loga utare hI hoMge, anyathA ghATa TUTa gaye hote, baMda ho gaye garu banane kI ceSTA mata kro| jisa dina koI ziSya banakara | hote. samApta ho gaye hote| agara koI kabhI na utarA hotA. agara A jAe, usa dina apanA satya nivedana kara denaa| taba bhI tuma | una ghAToM se calakara loga DUbate hI rahe hote aura dUsarA kinArA yaha mata kahanA ki mUrtipUjA galata hai| taba tuma itanA hI kahanA | milatA hI na hotA, to ghATa samApta ho gaye hote| ki dhyAna sahI hai| inameM pharka hai| kyoMki tuma itanA hI kaha itane dharma haiM jagata meM, kyoMki sabhI dharmoM meM satya kA koI aMza sakate ho ki maiMne dhyAna kiyA aura pAyA ki sahI hai| mUrtipUjA hai| sabhI kisI na kisI taraha kisI na kisI ko pahuMcAte rahe, maiMne kabhI kI nahIM, to maiM kauna ? maiM kaise kahUM, galata yA sahI? anyathA unake hone kA artha kho jaae| asatya jI nahIM sktaa| kucha bhI kaha sakatA nhiiN| dhyAna meMne kiyA hai aura pAyA hai ki thor3I-bahuta dera zoragula macA sakatA hai, mara jaaegaa| satya hI sahI hai| agara terI mUrtipUjA kA rAstA tujhe na pahuMcAtA ho, to jItA hai| satya hI jItatA hai| satyameva jyte| yaha mere dhyAna ke sUtra haiM, yaha nivedana hai| lage tujhe ThIka, cala mUrtipUjA vyartha hai, aisA to kahanA hI mt| isase tumhArA krodha pdd'| na lage ThIka, terI mrjii| phira bhI thopanA mt| satya thope | to mAlUma par3atA hai, prema nahIM mAlUma pdd'taa| isase tumhArI hiMsA nahIM jaate| to mAlUma par3atI hai, tumhArI karuNA nahIM mAlUma pdd'tii| isase satyAgraha zabda bilakula galata hai| satya kA koI Agraha hotA | aisA to lagatA hai ki tuma patnI ko dabAne ko utsuka ho, apane hI nhiiN| satya kA sirpha nivedana hotA hai| satya kI to Agraha ke | pIche calAne ko utsuka ho, chAyA banAne ko utsuka ho, usako sAtha agara tumane gAMTha bAMdha dI, to Agraha jIta jAegA, satya mara tuma AtmA kI svataMtratA dene ko taiyAra nhiiN| aura prema, kaisA jaaegaa| satya kI phAMsI laga jAtI hai satyAgraha meN| Agraha ? prema, jo itanI bhI svataMtratA na de! pUjA, prArthanA, dhyAna to bar3I mahAvIra ne kahA hai, niraagrh| jo nirAgraha-bhAva ko upalabdha AtyaMtika bAteM haiN| isase pati-patnI kA kucha lenA-denA nhiiN| hotA hai, vahI satya ko upalabdha hotA hai| saba Agraha choddo| daniyA jaba acchI hogI. to svataMtratA aura gahana hogii-ptnii| jagata bar3A hai, virATa hai| tumane saba rAste nahIM nApa liye haiM aura ho sakatA hai masjida jAe, pati ho sakatA hai maMdira jaae| beTe ho 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 sakatA hai kahIM bhI na jAeM, dhyAna kareM aura koI kisI ko bAdhA na | jAtA hai| de| jisako jahAM ThIka lge| kisI ko karAna se rasa mila jAtA | paramAtmA kahIM koI baiThA thoDe hI hai? tama apanA jIvana-dAna hai, rasadhAra bahatI hai, bhe| rasadhAra hI asalI bAta hai| koI | dekara use sRjana karate ho| paramAtmA manuSya kA sRjana hai| vaha gItA meM DUba jAtA hai, dduube| DUbanA hI asalI bAta hai| koI | tumhArI sRSTi hai| aisA thor3e hI hai ki tuma gaye aura mila gyaa| mahAvIra ke sAtha cala par3atA hai; koI mIrA ke sAtha nAcatA hai, | ki kahIM kisI pahAr3a kI kaMdarA meM chipA baiThA hai, ki AsamAna meM nAce, cle| eka hI bAta dhyAna meM rahe, rUpAMtaraNa ho rahA? tuma cAMda-tAroM para baiThA hai, ki tumheM khojanA hai jraa| khojanA nahIM hai. rasasikta ho rahe? tumhAre prANa madhu se bhara rahe? tumhAre prANa nirmita karanA hai| paramAtmA to nRtya-jaisA hai| isalie mujhe madhumaya ho rahe? tuma DUba rahe? tuma nAca rahe? tuma zAMta, prItikara lagatA hai hiMduoM kA yaha khayAla ki unhoMne ziva ko AnaMdita ho rahe? bs| aura aisA bhI jaba ho, taba bhI dUsare para naTarAja khaa| thopanA mt| | paramAtmA nartaka jaisA hai| agara tumheM nRtya khojanA ho, to tuma eka bAta smaraNa rakhanA, svataMtratA thopI nahIM jA sktii| to jaMgala meM khojoge? nRtya khojanA ho to nAcanA siikho| nRtya mokSa to kaise thopA jA sakatA hai! agara koI vyakti apanI hI kahIM rakhA huA thor3e hI milegaa| kisI tijorI meM baMda thor3e hI marjI se narka bhI jAe, to bhI prasanna hogaa| aura agara jabardastI | hai| nRtya to tuma nAcoge to hogaa| aura jaba taka tuma nAcate svarga meM bhI dhakA diyA jAe, to bhI aprasanna hogaa| jabardastI meM rahoge, taba taka rhegaa| nAca baMda huA ki nRtya baMda huaa| nRtya aprasannatA hai| narka bhI apanI hI marjI se cunA ho, to svataMtratA gyaa| tuma aisA nahIM kaha sakate ki Aja nAca liye, yaha dekho hai| svarga bhI jabardastI mila jAe ki pulisavAle hathakar3I hamArI muTThI meM nAca rakhA hai| nAcoge, basa utanI hI dera rahatA hai| DAlakara tumheM svarga le jAeM, taba to tumheM svarga bhI narka ho jitanI dera nAce, nRty| jitanI dera nahIM nAce, nAca kho gyaa| jaaegaa| svarga vahIM hai jahAM svataMtratA hai| jahAM parataMtratA hai, vahIM paramAtmA nRtya jaisA hai| naTarAja! tuma jaba dhyAna meM ho, taba narka hai| kisI ke lie narka khar3A mata krnaa| patnI tuma para | hotA hai| jaba tuma dhyAna ke bAhara ho gaye, kho gyaa| jaba tuma nirbhara hai, Arthika rUpa se nirbhara hai| patnI to aise hai jaise vRkSa para prArthanA meM hote ho, taba hotA hai| jaba tuma prArthanA ke bAhara ho chAyI huI latA ho, vRkSa para nirbhara hai| vRkSa haTa jAe to latA | gaye, kho gyaa| isIlie to maiM kahatA hUM, prArthanA ho yA dhyAna, jamIna para gira jaae| use tumhAre sahAre kI jarUrata hai| isa sahAre tumhArI sahaja caryA bne| caubIsa ghaMTe tumhArA vAtAvaraNa bne| to ko zoSaNa mata bnaanaa| isa sahAre ke AdhAra para usako cUsane hI paramAtmA ko tuma pA sakoge, nahIM to na pA skoge| mata laganA, usakI AtmA ko naSTa mata karane lgnaa| ___ pratipala use janma denA par3atA hai, to hI paramAtmA tumhAre hAtha meM 'patnI uttara detI hai ki mIrA bhI to mUrtipUjA karatI thii|' hotA hai| paramAtmA sRjanAtmakatA hai| tuma sRjana karo, to milatA ThIka hI uttara detI hai| aura becArI kahe bhI kyA? tuma jyAdA | hai| auroM ne kahA hai, paramAtmA sraSTA hai, maiM tumase kahatA hai ki tarka-kuzala hooge, tuma jyAdA siddhAMta kI bakavAsa kara sakate tuma sraSTA ho| aura tuma paramAtmA ko janma doge, to hogaa| hooge, vaha itanA hI nivedana kara sakatI hai ki mujhe kucha aura to paramAtmA prathama nahIM hai; tumhAre jIvana kI zreSThatama UMcAI aura patA nahIM, lekina kyA tuma kahate ho ki mIrA ko paramAtmA nahIM gaharAI meM hai; paramAtmA aMtima hai| paramAtmA kAraNa nahIM hai jagata milA? aura agara mIrA ko mUrtipUjA se mila gayA, to mujhe kyoM | kA, jagata kI niyati hai| jahAM pahuMcanA cAhie sabhI ko| jaisA na milegA? vaha eka choTA-sA nivedana kara rahI hai ki bakhzo | honA cAhie sabhI ko| vaha phUla hai, AkhirI khilA huA phuul| mujhe, chor3o mujhe! nizcita hI mIrA ko bhI paramAtmA milaa| usase Upara phira kucha bhI nhiiN| mUrtipUjA se hI milaa| mUrtipUjA aura na pUjA kA thor3e hI savAla to agara koI prArthanA se khula rahA hai, khila rahA hai, sugaMdhita ho hai, jahAM tuma apane hRdaya ko uMDela dete ho, vahIM se mila jAtA rahA hai, khuza hoo| ThIka kahatI hai patnI, ki mIrA bhI to hai| tuma patthara para uMDela do hRdaya ko, vahI patthara paramAtmA ho | mUrtipUjA karatI thii| mIrA ke pati ko bhI aisI hI ar3acana thI, 148 2010_03

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jaisI tumako hai| puruSa ko prArthanA jamatI nhiiN| puruSa ko thor3I karate ho? tuma mujhe bur3hApe meM bhI prema karoge? tuma mujhe sadA hI gar3abar3a mAlUma hotI hai, vaha tarka usakI pakar3a meM nahIM aataa| A| prema karate rahoge? mullA apanA akhabAra par3ha rahA hai| bhannA rahA nahIM sktaa| usako do aura do cAra hote haiM, yaha to samajha meM hai bhItara ki vaha par3hane nahIM de rhii| vaha kahatA hai ki hAM devI, AtA hai, gaNita usake lie sIdhI bhASA hai, kAvya usako samajha | sadA-sadA prema kruuNgaa| tamase jyAdA saMdara koI strI nahIM hai| meM nahIM aataa| isalie strI aura puruSa eka dUsare ko samajha nahIM tuma parama suMdarI ho| aura tuma sadA suMdara rhogii| maiM soca hI nahIM paate| tuma abhI taka apanI patnI ko samajha pAye? itane varSa sakatA ki kabhI tuma bUr3hI ho sakatI ho| aura phira bolA ki sAtha raha liye| kaha sakate ho himmata se ki samajha gaye? aba bakavAsa baMda karo, mujhe apanA akhabAra par3hane do| muzkila hai| na patnI tumheM samajha pAtI hai| | magara vaha jo bhItara kA bhAva hai, vaha to ceharA kahe de rahA hai| jaba pati aura patnI bAta karate haiM, to tuma samajho ki bAta hotI | tuma kyA kahate ho, yaha strI nahIM sunatI; tuma kyA ho, ise sunatI eka kucha kahatA hai, dUsarA kucha sunatA hai| eka-dUsare | hai| isalie tuma saba upAya karate ho, phira bhI tuma pAte ho ki ke tarka samAnAMtara calate haiM, kahIM milate nhiiN| kyoMki donoM ke kucha bAta pahaMcI nhiiN| dekhane ke DhaMga bar3e bhinna haiN| patnI tArkika hai hI nhiiN| vaha | ___ jaba taka tuma ThIka-ThIka sacce na hoo, jaba taka tuma jo kaho eka-eka sIr3hI kadama-kadama rakhakara tarka ko nahIM phailAtI, aura tuma jo ho usameM koI bheda hI na ho, taba taka tuma strI ke sIdhI chalAMga letI hai| eka bAta se dUsarI bAta para uchala jAtI sAtha koI saMvAda nahIM kara skte| asaMbhava hai| hai| pati caukannA khar3A raha jAtA hai ki abhI yaha to koI bAta hI strI dvaMdva ko kama jAnatI hai| jyAdA bholI-bhAlI hai| na thI! lekina patnI ke calane ke DhaMga bar3e adRzya haiN| acetana sIdhI-sApha hai| puruSa jyAdA kuzala ho gayA hai| aura usakI haiN| tuma kyA kahate ho, yaha vaha kama sunatI hai; tuma kyA kahanA kuzalatA cala jAtI hai bAjAra meM, kyoMki vahAM dUsare bhI puruSa haiN| cAhate ho, yaha vaha pahale suna letI hai| tuma zabdoM se kyA kaha rahe to vahAM tarka eka hI hai| isalie bar3e se bar3A yoddhA bhI patnI ke ho, isakI vaha bahuta phikara nahIM karatI, tumhArI AMkheM kyA kaha sAmane kaMpane lagatA hai| bar3e se bar3A saMgharSazIla vyakti bhI, jo rahI haiM, tumhAre hAtha kyA kaha rahe, tumhAre paira kyA kaha rahe, use bAhara vijaya-patAkA phaharA AtA hai, ghara Ate hI Darane lagatA hai vaha pahale suna letI hai| vaha tumhAre zabdoM ke dhokhe meM nahIM aatii| ki cale ghara ! kyA ho jAtA hai? eka strI ko tuma nahIM harA pAte! maiMne sunA hai, mullA nasaruddIna para mukadamA thaa| dekhakara vaha | strI kucha aura DhaMga se banI hai| usakI kImiyA alaga hai| ekadama ghabar3A gayA! jUrI bAraha striyAM baiThI haiN| usane kahA, maiM | tumhArI patnI ThIka hI kahatI hai ki mIrA bhI to pahuMca gyii| apanA aparAdha isI vakta svIkAra karatA huuN| majisTreTa ne kahA, | agara eka pahuMca gayA usa mArga se, to hama bhI pahuMca jaaeNge| tuma abhI to adAlata zurU bhI nahIM huii| usane kahA, aba koI | usa para kRpA karo! tuma use kaho ki tU cala, apanI rAha se jarUrata hI nhiiN| eka strI ko dhokhA nahIM de pAtA, bAraha! yaha cl| agara tuma dhyAna para vastutaH cala rahe ho, to tuma use saMbhava nahIM hai| jo sajA ho Apa mujhe de deM, isa jhaMjhaTa meM maiM par3ane | prArthanA para calane doge| tumhArA dhyAna kama se kama itanA bala to ko hI rAjI nhiiN| | tumheM degaa| tumhArA dhyAna kama se kama itanI samajha to tumheM degA, strI ke dekhane, pakar3ane ke DhaMga parokSa haiN| isalie tuma itanI prajJA to tumheM degaa| bhI hote ho ki maiMne itanI acchI bAta kahI. pachA hai. mere pAsa isakA javAba nahIM hai| mere pAsa bhI nahIM hai| phira bhI patnI ko prasannatA na huI? tumane kahI to acchI bAta, | isakA javAba hI nahIM hai, karoge kyA? isameM tumhArA koI kasUra lekina bAta ke pIche-pIche tuma kucha aura bhI kaha rahe the| bAta ke | nahIM hai| mIrA pahuMcI hai, aba javAba ho bhI kahAM se? to tuma kinAre-kinAre koI aura bAta bhI dabI-dabI cala rahI thii| | aisI jagaha javAba khojane meM lage ho, jahAM javAba nahIM hai| tumhArI AMkheM, tumhArA ceharA use pragaTa kara rahe the| - mahAvIra bhI pahuMce haiM, mIrA bhI pahuMcI hai| kRSNa bhI pahuMce, mullA nasaruddIna kI patnI usase kaha rahI hai ki tuma mujhe prema krAisTa bhI phuNce| muhammada bhI pahuMce, buddha bhI phuNce| 149 2010_03

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swww jina sUtra bhAga: 2 R ellinal alaga-alaga rAstoM se phuNce| sabhI pahuMca jAte haiN| calate bhara aura saba bana jAUMgA, pati kabhI nahIM bnuuNgaa| raho, calanA bhara na ruke| bhaTako to bhI pahuMca jAoge, lekina eka gahana saMgharSa hai| ise samajhane kI koziza kro| puruSa ruko bhara mata, calate rho| Aja bhaTakoge, kala bhaTakoge, kaba pAzavika-dRSTi se strI se jyAdA balazAlI hai| usake pAsa taka bhaTakoge? Akhira bhaTakana bhI pahacAna meM Ane lgegii| jyAdA 'maskulara' zakti hai| zarIra se thor3A bar3A bhI hai, roja-roja bhaTakoge, samajha meM Ane lgegaa| galata samajha meM A | zaktizAlI bhI hai| strI ko saba taraha se dabA letA hai| to phira jAe, to ThIka kI tarapha paira par3ane lagate haiN| asAra samajha meM A strI bhI use dabAne ke sUkSma rAste nikAlatI hai| yaha bilakula jAe, to sAra kI tarapha yAtrA zurU ho jAtI hai| aura to koI svAbhAvika hai| kamajora kI bhI tarakIbeM hotI haiM satAne kii| rAstA bhI nahIM hai| anubhava hI rAstA hai| usakI phira sUkSma tarakIbeM hotI haiN| tuma use mAra sakate ho, pITa 'aura yaha samajhAeM ki maiM patnI ko kaise samajhAUM?' sakate ho, tthiik| lekina vaha kucha aise choTe-choTe upadrava kara samajhAo hI nhiiN| tuma smjho| lauTakara ghara patnI se kSamA sakatI hai, jinakI ikaTThI mAtrA tumheM pAgala kara de| choTe-choTe mAMga lenA ki aba taka jo kahA-sunA, ki mUrtipUjA vyartha hai dikhAyI par3ate haiM, sIdhe tumase saMbaMdha bhI nahIM, tuma tarka bhI nahIM ityAdi, vaha merI bhUla thii| tU apanI rAha para jaa| zAyada tumhArA kara skte| yaha kSamA mAMga lenA hI rAstA banegA ki vaha bhI tumheM samajha sake jaise jisa dina tumhArI patnI se jhaMjhaTa ho gayI ho aura tuma | aura tama bhI use samajha sko| jarUrI nahIM hai ki tamhArI patnI usako akaDa batAye, parezAna kiye. usa dina ghara meM bartana. ko prArthanA meM AnaMda mila hI rahA ho| jarUrI nahIM hai ki mUrtipUjA pyAlI jyAdA ttuutteNge| kyA karoge? tuma yaha to kaha hI nahIM meM use rasa A hI rahA ho| lekina pati kI bAta tor3ane meM bhI rasa sakate ki yaha mere kAraNa TUTa rahe haiN| vaha sIdhA tuma para hamalA AtA hai| gulAmI tor3ane meM sabhI ko rasa AtA hai| jabardastI kara hI nahIM rhii| vaha tumheM nahIM mAra rahI hai, pyAliyoM ko mAra rahI tor3ane meM sabhI ko rasa AtA hai| ho sakatA hai mUrtipUjA isIlie hai| bartana jora se bjeNge| lekina agara dinabhara yaha calatA rahA cala rahI ho ki tuma virodha meM ho| hai, to tamhAre mastiSka para dhIre-dhIre coTa paDa rahI hai| tama jAnate kabhI-kabhI koI pati mere pAsa A jAtA hai, vaha kahatA hai maiM to ho ki bartana kisake sira para TUTa rahe haiN| kyoM TUTa rahe haiN| daravAje saMnyAsa le rahA hai, aba merI patnI! maiMne kahA, aba jarA muzkila jora se lgeNge| ghara meM eka taphAna-sA mAluma pdd'egaa| sIdhe vaha hai| pahale patnI A jAe aura saMnyAsa le le, to saMbhAvanA hai ki tuma para hamalA bhI nahIM kregii| usakA hamalA bar3A sUkSma hogA, pati ko Aja nahIM kala le aayegii| lekina pati pahale A jAe bar3A ahiMsaka hogA, lekina vaha tumheM tor3a legii| kisI ko eka to bahuta muzkila ho jAtI hai| phira to patnI AtI hI nhiiN| phira cAMTA mAra denA utanA nahIM tor3atA, jitanA dinabhara usako satAye to vaha isa tarapha kAna hI nahIM detii| pati aura patnI ke bIca aisI cale jaao| to striyAM usa kalA meM pAraMgata ho gayI haiN| kyoMki duzmanI ki sArI duniyA se patnI hArane ko taiyAra hai, lekina pati puruSa ne unako Upara se to dabA liyA, lekina aba ve kyA kareM? se kabhI nhiiN| yaha to paramAtmA haiM, inase hAranA ! kabhI nhiiN| sIdhA uttara dene kA unake pAsa koI upAya nhiiN| to unhoMne parokSa pazcima meM bar3A vicAraka huA, henarI thaaro| kisI ne usase uttara dene zurU kara diye| ve bUMda-bUMda satAtI haiN| lekina bUMda-bUMda pUchA ki tumane vivAha kyoM na kiyA? usane kahA ki eka hoTala kI ikaTThI mAtrA bar3I ho jAtI hai, gAgara bhara jAtI hai| aura phira se bhojana karake nikala rahA thA, dhakkama-dhukkA thI, bhIr3a-bhAr3a | ve choTI-choTI cIja meM pratirodha karatI haiN| thii| eka strI ke paira para merA jarA paira par3a gayA, vaha ekadama roja...maiM anekoM gharoM meM ThaharatA thA--yAtrA ke dinoM meM...to AgababUlA hokara cillAyI ki zaitAna kahIM ke! harAmajAde !! baiThe haiM, maiM pati ke sAtha baiThA hUM kAra meM, vaha hArna bajA rahe haiM, to maiM ekadama ghabar3A gayA ki aba yaha phajIhata hogii| usane patnI kahatI hai, Ate haiN| magara A hI nahIM rhii| aba use patA hai lauTakara mujhe dekhA, are! usane kahA ki kSamA karanA ! maiM samajhI ki ThIka vakta para kahIM jAnA hai| lekina yaha maukA hai, jaba vaha ki mere pati ho| to usI dina maiMne taya kara liyA, kabhI nhiiN| dikhA degI ki mAlika kauna hai| yaha maukA vaha nahIM chor3a 1500 2010_03

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sktii| vaha abhI saja hI rahI hai| abhI vaha sAr3I hI cuna rahI A bhI jAe sukha dene, to bhI tuma dvAra baMda kara loge| tuma hai| pati bhannAye jA rahe haiN| lekina aba karoge bhI kyA? aba | kahoge, dukha se aba purAnA nAtA bana gyaa| aba chor3e nahIM isa vakta jhagaDA-jhAMsA khaDA karanA aura dera karavA degaa| isa bntaa| aba saMga-sAtha chor3anA saMbhava nahIM hai| isI taraha manaSya vakta zAMti se pI jAnA hI ThIka hai| yaha parokSa AkramaNa hai| ke bhItara dukhavAda paidA hotA hai| to agara ho sakatA hai, tumhArI patnI ko prArthanA-pUjA se koI jo loga dukhavAdI haiM, ve prathama sabhI sukhavAdI the| sukha kI rasa bhI na A rahA ho, lekina cUMki tuma jidda kiye jA rahe ho ki khoja meM gaye the, lekina sukha taka pahuMca na paaye| na pahuMcane se dhyAna karo, to eka bAta to pakkI hai ki vaha dhyAna na kregii| yaha siddha nahIM hotA ki sukha nahIM hai| isase itanA hI siddha hotA aura dhyAna na karane ke lie hI ho sakatA hai pUjA-prArthanA meM hai ki tumhAre pahuMcane meM kahIM bhUla-cUka rhii| tumane kucha galata ulajhI ho| tuma haTA lo apanA virodh| tuma usase jAkara kSamA dizA meM khojaa| tumane ThIka se nahIM khojaa| yA pUrI tvarA aura mAMga lenA ki aba taka jo kahA-sunA, saba bhUla thI, galata thA, | zakti se nahIM khojaa| tumane pUrA apane ko dAMva para nahIM mujhe mApha kara de; aba merA koI Agraha nahIM ki tU dhyAna kara, | lgaayaa| itanA hI siddha hotA hai| sukha to hai| lekina sukha aba to tU jo kara, vahI ThIka hai| prArthanA kara, pUjA kara, mIrA bhI milatA hai bar3I gahana khoja se| lekina rAste meM dhIre-dhIre kaSTa pahuMcI, tU bhI pahuMca sakatI hai| taba tumane use chuTTI de dii| aba aura kaSTa aura kaSTa jhelate-jhelate tumhArA kaSTa ke sAtha vaha socegI ki vastutaH use mila rahA hai rasa, yA sirpha tumhArA saMga-sAtha bana gyaa| tumhArI dostI kaSTa se ho gyii| aba to virodha karane kA rasa thA? aba purAne rasa kA to koI kAraNa na tamheM aisA Dara lagegA ki kahIM kaSTa chaTa na jaae| nahIM to akele rhaa| agara virodha kA hI rasa thA, to vaha to khatama ho gyaa| ho jaaeNge| isa taraha dukhavAda paidA hotA hai| virodha hI khatama ho gyaa| to rasa mila rahA hogA, to tthiik| na striyoM meM yaha dukhavAda puruSa se jyAdA jaldI paidA ho jAtA hai| mila rahA hogA, to vaha dhyAna kI tarapha apane-Apa A jaaegii| phira dukha meM eka rasa-rugNa rasa! use tuma bahuta mUlya mata lekina tuma lAne kI ceSTA chor3a do| koI kisI ko jabardastI denaa| phira vaha dukha ke gIta gAne lagatI haiN| paramAtmA kI tarapha kabhI nahIM lA pAyA hai| viraha kA jalajAta jIvana, viraha kA jalajAta vedanA meM janma, karuNA meM milA AvAsa tIsarA praznaH socatI hUM dukha se chUTane ke lie kisI kA azru cunatA divasa isakA azru ginatI rAta... sahArA pakaDUM, kisI ke prema ke sAye meM bailUM, lekina usake na lekina phira dukha ko hI gIta banA liyA jAtA hai| phira AMsU milane para bhI saMtoSa hI hotA hai ki kama se kama apanA dukha ginane meM hI samaya vyatIta hone lagatA hai| phira AdamI apane aura kisI kI upekSA to sAtha meM hai| kRpayA batAyeM ki aisA ghAva ke sAtha hI khelane lagatA hai| phira pIr3A hotI hai to acchA kyoM hotA hai? | lagatA hai| kacha to ho rahA hai| aisA to nahIM ki khAlI haiN| isako khayAla rakhanA, AdamI khAlI hone ke bajAya dukhI honA manuSya bahuta jaTila hai| sukha kI khoja karatA hai| sukha na pasaMda karatA hai| kama se kama dukha meM kucha bharAva to hai| bilakula mile, to dukha se rAjI ho jAtA hai| kyoMki khoja kI bhI eka | khAlI honA kaThina mAlUma hotA hai| yA to sukha, yA dukha; khAlI sImA hai| phira khojate hI cale jAnA vyartha zrama mAlUma hotA hai| hone ko koI bhI rAjI nhiiN| aura yahAM jIvana kA eka bar3A parama to dukha se rAjI ho jAtA hai| rAjI hI nahIM hotA, eka taraha kA satya smaraNa meM rakhane yogya hai--jo khAlI hone ko rAjI hai, vahI dukha meM rasa lene lagatA hai| yaha bar3I khataranAka citta kI dazA hai| sukha ko upalabdha hotA hai| agara dukha meM tama rasa lene lage, taba to tamane sukha ke saba dvAra to jitane loga sukha kI khoja karate haiM, ve dhIre-dhIre dukha se baMda kara diye| dukhI rahate-rahate, bahuta dina taka dukhI rahate-rahate rAjI ho jAte haiN| phira dukha ko pakar3akara baiTha jAte haiN| dukha hI dukha ke sAtha saMga bana gayA, saMbaMdha bana gye| phira to agara koI unakA zRMgAra ho jAtA hai| phira ve dukha ke gIta gAte haiN| phira dukha 151 ___ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga 2 kI kavitAoM ko janma dete haiN| nahIM ki manuSya ke prema para aMta hai, lekina zuruAta hai| manuSya viraha kA jalajAta jIvana, viraha kA jalajAta ke prema se hama pahalA a, ba, sa...ka, kha, ga sIkhate haiN| manuSya vedanA meM janma, karuNA meM milA AvAsa para prema kA aMta nahIM hai| manuSya para prema kI samApti nahIM, kyoMki azru cunatA divasa isakA azru ginatI rAta... prema to virATa ke sAtha hI tapta ho sakatA hai| manuSya ke sAtha kaise aise loga dakha kA saMgraha karane lagate haiM: dakha kI talAza karane tapta hogaa| lekina prema ke pahale caraNa uthale meM hI uThate haiN| lagate haiN| kahAM-kahAM dukha milegA vahAM-vahAM jAte haiN| Upara se | jaise koI tairanA sIkhane jAtA hai to pahale uthale meM sIkhatA hai| kahate haiM hama sukha cAhate haiM, lekina dukha kI khoja karate haiN| aura ekadama se sAgara meM nahIM utara jaataa| kinAre para sIkhatA hai| | jaba sukha Aye to dvAra baMda kara lete haiM, dukha Aye to dvAra para khar3e jahAM koI bhaya nahIM hai vahAM sIkhatA hai| phira kisI kA saMhArA | milate haiN| aisA bahutoM ke sAtha ho gayA hai| isIlie to saMsAra lekara sIkhatA hai| phira jaba tairanA A jAtA hai, to kisI ke meM itanA dukha hai| yaha dukha honA nahIM caahie| maiM kala eka paMkti sahAre kI jarUrata nahIM raha jaatii| phira akelA dUra gahare meM calA par3ha rahA thaa| kisI ne kahA hai jAtA hai| roga paidA kara koI tU jiMdagI ke vAste manuSya kA prema paramAtmA ke lie kinArA hai| manuSya kA sahArA sirpha sehata ke sahAre jiMdagI kaTatI nahIM to sIkhane bhara ke lie hai| phira to nAva chor3a denI hai anaMta ke khUba bAta kahI hai! sAgara meN| lekina jo kinAre para hI nahIM AyA, vaha sAgara meM sirpha sehata ke sahAre jiMdagI kaTatI nhiiN| kaise utaregA? sirpha svastha rahane se kahIM jiMdagI kaTI hai! 'kisI ke prema ke sAye maiM bailuuN|' socanA nahIM hai, baiTho! roga paidA kara koI ta jiMdagI ke vAste socanA prema ke bilakula viparIta hai| socanevAle socate hI raha to loga roga paidA kara lete haiN| unhoMne aneka-aneka nAma rakhe jAte haiN| prema karanevAle aura socanevAloM meM baDA bheda hai| haiN| mahatvAkAMkSA, rAjanIti rogoM ke nAma haiN| dhana, pada, pratiSThA maiMne sunA hai imenuala kAMTa eka bar3A vicAraka huA, eka strI rogoM ke nAma haiN| sehata to prema kI hai| prema ke atirikta saba roga ne usase prema nivedana kiyaa| do-tIna varSa to usake prema meM rahI, hai| prema cUka jAtA hai, to AdamI aura roga khojane lagatA hai| rAha dekhI ki vaha nivedana kre| kyoMki striyAM pratIkSA karatI haiN| kyA kareM! kucha to karanA hogA, vyasta to rahanA hogaa| jiMdagI nivedana bhI AkramaNa hai| vaha straiNa-mana ko ThIka nahIM lgtaa| hai, to khAlI to na baiThe rheNge| vaha rAha dekhatI hai ki premI nivedana kre| lekina kAMTa kucha bolA jisa mahilA ne pUchA hai use jAganA caahie| usane bar3A hI nhiiN| tIna sAla bIta gye| majabUrI meM usa strI ne kahA ki khataranAka cunAva kara liyA hai : 'socatI hUM dukha se chUTane ke kyA kahate ho, kucha kho| aise jiMdagI bIta jaaegii| maiM tumhArI lie kisI kA sahArA pkdduuN|' socanA kyA hai? pakar3o! honA cAhatI hUM sadA ke lie| kAMTa ne kahA, mujhe Dara thA ki kabhI sAcate-socate to dina nikala jaaeNge| socate-socate to jIvana na kabhI yaha savAla utthegaa| maiM isa para socuuNgaa| | nikala jaaegaa| isameM socanA kyA hai? isameM itane vaha bar3A dArzanika thaa| bar3I adabhuta kathA hai| aura kathA hI | soca-vicAra kI bAta hI kahAM hai? krodha karate vakta nahIM hotI to bhI ThIka thA, sahI hai| vaha socatA rahA, socatA rhaa| socate, prema karate vakta bar3A soca-vicAra karate ho! | kahate haiM tIna sAla bAda usane jAkara usa yavatI ke ghara para dastaka 'socatI hUM dukha se chaTane ke lie kisI kA sahArA pakaDUM, dii| yuvatI ke pitA ne dvAra kholaa| usane pUchA ki kaise Aye, kisI ke prema ke sAye meM baitthN|' bahuta dina se dikhAyI nahIM pdd'e| usane kahA ki maiM yaha kahane baiTho! kyoMki prema kI sugaMdha meM hI paramAtmA kI pahalI khabara | AyA hUM ki maiMne nirNaya kara liyA ki vivAha kruuNgaa| pitA ne milatI hai| aura jisakA prema kA phUla anakhilA raha gayA, | kahA, tuma bar3I dera se aaye| usakA to vivAha ho bhI cakA, eka usakI prArthanA kA phUla kaise khilegA? baccA bhI paidA ho gyaa| tama itanI dera kahAM rahe? kAMTa ne kahA, 1520 2010_03

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prema hai dvArA maiM socatA rhaa| jeba se usane apanI kitAba nikAla kara kisI paruSa ko tama apane pAsa lete ho. to pAsa lene btaayii| vivAha ke pakSa meM aura vipakSa meM jitanI bhI bAteM ho hai| do duniyAeM pAsa A rahI haiN| saMgharSa hogaa| lekina saMgharSa sakatI thIM, saba usane likha rakhI thiiN| hisAba lagAyA thA, pakSa prItikara hai| samajha bddh'egii| praur3hatA aayegii| meM kitanI haiM, vipakSa meM kitanI haiM; phAyadA kyA hogA, hAni kyA pUchA hai, 'socatI hUM dukha se chUTane ke lie kisI kA sahArA hogI? aura taba usane yahI taya kiyA thA ki phAyadA thor3A pakaDUM, kisI ke prema ke sAye meM bailuuN|' jyAdA hai| bahuta rattIbhara kA pharka hai| koI jyAdA pharka nahIM hai| maiM yaha to nahIM kaha sakatA ki dukha se chUTa jAogI prema kA hAni bhI bahuta hai, lekina phAyadA thor3A jyAdA hai| aura phAyadA sAyA mila jAe to, itanA kaha sakatA hUM-dukha AMkha kholane meM yaha hai ki usase anubhava hogaa| | sahayogI hogaa| prema bhI dukha degA, lekina prema kA dukha bar3I socate-socate to jiMdagI bIta jaaegii| socanA kisalie madhura pIr3A jaisA hai| binA prema ke jo dukha hai, vaha to basa kAMTe hI hai? mauta tumase na pUchegI ki soca liyA, calanA hai ki nahIM? kAMTe haiN| prema ke dukha meM kAMTe to haiM, lekina phUla bhI haiN| aura prema | mauta A jaaegii| jaise mauta AtI hai vaise hI prema ko bhI Ane tumheM tRpta kara degA, yaha bhI maiM nahIM khtaa| prema saca to tumheM aura | do| dvAra-daravAje kholo, bhaya kyA hai? bhI atRpta karegA, aura bar3e premI kI talAza para bhejegaa| kyoMki prema se loga bahuta Darate haiN| loga kahate to haiM ki prema cAhie koI AdamI, yA koI strI prema ko pUrA nahIM kara skte| prema kI lekina Darate bahuta haiN| kyoMki prema eka taraha kI mRtyu hai| AkhirI talAza to paramAtmA ke lie hai| usase kama para tRpti ahaMkAra ko visarjita karanA hotA hai| honevAlI nahIM hai| lekina, sahArA milegaa| usa bar3I yAtrA para jaisA maiM dekha pAtA hUM, isa mahilA ke mana meM bar3A ahaMkAra jAne kI himmata aayegii| jaba AdamI ke prema meM aise phUla khila hogaa| ahaMkAra prema kA duzmana hai| ahaMkAra kisI ke sAtha jAte haiM-choTe sahI, jaldI kumhalA jAnevAle sahI; subaha jhakane nahIM detaa| prema meM to jhakanA pddegaa| prema meM to dasare ke khilate haiM. sAMjha mA jAte haiM. sahI-lekina jaba AdamI ke lie jagaha banAnI pdd'egii| ahaMkAra ko thor3I-sI jagaha khAlI | prema meM itane phUla khila jAte haiM, to AdamI aura paramAtmA ke prema karanI pdd'egii| jaise tuma akele eka kamare meM rahate Aye the, to meM kaise phUla na khileMge! kasI premI ko livA lAye. mitra ko livA tamheM pahalI bhanaka paramAtmA kI prema ke dvAra se hI milegii| to lAye. patnI ko livA lAye. pati ko livA lAye usI kamare meM, maiM yaha to nahIM kahatA ki tumhArA dukha miTa jAegA, itanA kaha to aba saba nayA iMtajAma karanA hogaa| aba bahuta-se samajhaute sakatA hUM ki tumhArA dukha sRjanAtmaka ho jaaegaa| sukha kI thor3I karane hoNge| do jahAM raheMge vahAM bahuta-se samajhaute hoNge| saMgharSa jhalakeM mileNgii| unhIM jhalakoM kA sahArA pakar3akara, nicor3a bhI hogaa| kabhI azAMti ke kSaNa bhI hoNge| kabhI kalaha bhI | nikAlakara tuma mahAsukha kI yAtrA para jA skoge|| hogii| kabhI sauMdarya ke, satya ke, saMgIta ke phUla bhI khileNge| phira kahA hai, 'lekina usake na milane para bhI saMtoSa hI hotA kabhI kAMTe bhI cubheNge| hara gulAba kI jhAr3I para kAMTe haiN| prema to hai|' yaha khataranAka saMtoSa hai| yaha saMtoSa nahIM hai, sAMtvanA hai| gulAba kA phUla hai| bahuta kAMTe haiM usake aaspaas| kAMToM se saMtoSa bar3A bahumUlya zabda hai| usakA aisA upayoga kabhI mata AdamI Darate haiN| phUla to cAhate haiM, kAMToM se Darate haiN| krnaa| yaha sAMtvanA hai| yaha apane ko samajhA lenA hai| aura lekina jisako phUla cAhie, use kAMToM ko bhI svIkAra karanA AdamI bar3A kuzala hai apane ko samajhA lene meN| aMgUra khaTTe haiN| hogaa| kAMToM meM hI phala kA majA hai| kAMToM meM hI phala kA rasa jo nahIM milatA, vaha pAne yogya hI nhiiN| jisako hama nahIM khoja hI to plAsTika ke phUla kharIda laao| isIlie to pAte, hamArA ahaMkAra kahane lagatA hai hama khojanA hI kahAM cAhate vezyAeM duniyA meM paidA huiiN| ve prema ke Dara ke kAraNa paidA huiiN| haiM! garIba kahane lagatA hai dhana meM kyA rakhA hai| garIba kahane vezyA kA matalaba hai, plAsTika kA phuul| koI nAtA-riztA lagatA hai, dhana meM kyA rakhA hai! amIra kahe to samajha meM AtA hai| nhiiN| koI kATe cubhane kA kAraNa nhiiN| jaba kisI strI ko yA garIba kahe to kucha samajha meM AtA nhiiN| garIba kahane lagatA hai, 153 2010_03 www.jainelibrar org

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 kyA rakhA hai isa saMsAra ko jIta lene meN| sikaMdara, nepoliyana svAsthya nahIM hai, koI saMgI-sAthI nahIM hai! agara isase saMtoSa ho kaheM; tthiik| abhI saMsAra ko jItA nahIM, | rahA hai, to yaha saMtoSa to bImArI hai| ise todd'o| asaMtuSTa bano, kisase kaha rahe ho, kyA rakhA hai saMsAra ko jIta lene meM? kahIM | agara yaha saMtoSa hai to| khojo|| mana ko samajhA to nahIM rhe| kahIM mana cAhatA to nahIM hai ki jIta hAM, maiM bhI kahatA hUM eka dina premI ke bhI pAra jAtA hai prema, leM saMsAra ko, lekina dekhate haiM apanI asAmarthya, jItanA to lekina pahale premI to ho| premI se kucha bhI na milegaa| prema kI kaThina hai, to ahaMkAra apane ko bacA letA hai| ahaMkAra kahatA aura bar3I pyAsa milegI, aura bar3A asaMtoSa milegA, paramAtmA hai, jItanA hI kauna cAhatA hai! ko pAne kI jalatI huI pyAsa milegii| premI kI maujUdagI se tumheM tumane kabhI khayAla kiyA, tumane apane jIvana meM kitanI parte patA calegA ki nahIM, isa dizA se kucha milanevAlA nhiiN| magara sAMtvanA kI banA lI haiN| una sAMtvanAoM ke kAraNa hI to tama | premI kI maujadagI ke binA yaha patA nahIM cala sakatA hai| Abaddha ho gaye ho, baMdha gaye ho, jakar3a gaye ho| tor3o | eka AdamI rAste para khar3A hai bhikhArI kI trh| aura phira sAMtvanAeM! yaha saMtoSa nahIM hai| | mahAvIra bhI rAste para Akara khar3e ho gaye bhikhArI kI trh| tumane kahAvata sunI hai--'saMtoSI sadA sukhii|' galata hai| samajha lo ki donoM bhikhArI sAtha-sAtha cala rahe haiN| kyA ye donoM, 'sukhI sadA sNtossii|' saMtoSa se kabhI sukha nahIM AtA, sukha se eka hI jaise haiM? eka mahAvIra haiM jinhoMne mahala dekhe, mahaloM kA jarUra saMtoSa AtA hai| saMtoSa to sirpha apane ko samajhA lene sukha dekhA, sukha kI vyarthatA dekhI, mahaloM kI asAratA dekhii| jaisA hai| nahIM hai hAlata Age bar3hane kI, kyA kareM, to tuma samajhA rAjya dekhA, sAmrAjya dekhA, rAkha dekhI sb| aura eka dUsarA. lete ho| tuma kahate ho, hama jAnA nahIM cAhate, pAne yogya kucha hai bhikhArI cala rahA hai| usane kucha bhI nahIM dekhaa| usake mana meM hI nahIM, hameM to pahale se patA hai vahAM kucha bhI nahIM rakhA hai| | abhI bhI sapane haiN| abhI bhI koI use rAjA banA de to vaha tatkSaNa lekina jarA gaura se apane mana kA nirIkSaNa krnaa| aura agara | taiyAra ho jaaegaa| hAlAMki vaha bhI kahatA hai, kucha sAra nhiiN| yaha saMtoSa ho, taba to ThIka hai| phira to prazna pUchane kI jarUrata mahAvIra bhI kahate haiM, kucha sAra nhiiN| donoM eka hI taraha ke zabdoM hI nhiiN| agara yaha saMtoSa hotA to prazna uThatA hI nhiiN| saMtoSa kA upayoga karate haiN| lekina kyA donoM ke artha eka hI ho sakate se kabhI prazna uThA hai? saMtoSa to aisA paritRpta hai, aisA paritRpta haiM? donoM ke arthoM meM jamIna-AsamAna kA pharka hai| hai, ki kahAM prazna kI guMjAiza! yaha sAMtvanA hai| aura striyAM | mahAvIra kahate haiM jaankr| vaha dUsarA AdamI kaha rahA hai sAMtvanA meM bar3I kuzala haiN| kyoMki saMgharSa meM bar3I kamajora haiN| maankr| agara dhana par3A mila jAe to mahAvIra usake pAsa se 'lekina usake na milane para bhI saMtoSa hI hotA hai|' yaha | aise hI gujara jAeMge jaise miTTI par3I hai| vaha dUsarA AdamI na saMtoSa murdA hai| isa lAza ko haTAo! anyathA tuma bhI isa lAza | gujara skegaa| vaha kahegA chor3o bakavAsa, ho gayI jJAna kI bahuta ke sAtha mara jaaoge| murdo kI dostI ThIka nhiiN| murdo ke sAtha bAtacIta! aba mila hI gayA, to aba isakA upabhoga kara leN| jyAdA dera rahanA bhI ThIka nhiiN| kyoMki jinake sAtha hama rahate haiM, | 'kama se kama apanA dukha aura kisI kI upekSA to sAtha meM vaise hI ho jAte haiN| hai| yaha bhI khUba dhana! isako dhana kahate ho? isa dhana ko, isa 'saMtoSa hotA hai ki kama se kama apanA dukha aura kisI kI | dhana ke bhrama ko todd'o| upekSA to sAtha meM hai|' yaha bhI koI bAta huI! yaha to aisA huA binA pyAra ke cale na koI AMdhI ho yA pAnI ho ki soye haiM jamIna para aura soca rahe haiM ki kama se kama bistara nayI umara kI cunarI ho yA kamarI phaTI-purAnI ho nahIM hai yaha bhI to saMtoSa hai| baiThe haiM jamIna para aura soca rahe haiM tape prema ke lie dharitrI jale prema ke lie dIyA usa kursI kI bAta, jo nahIM hai kamare meN| isase saMtoSa hotA hai ki kauna hRdaya hai nahIM prema kI jisane kI darabAnI ho kursI nahIM hai! isase saMtoSa hotA hai, ki bistara nahIM hai! isase taTa-taTa rAsa racAtA cala saMtoSa hotA hai ki bhojana nahIM hai| isase saMtoSa hotA hai ki panaghaTa-panaghaTa gAtA cala 2010_03

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pyAsI hai hara gAgara dUga kI gaMgAjala DhalakAtA cala koI nahIM parAyA, sArI dharatI eka baserA hai isakI sImA pazcima meM to mana kA pUraba DerA hai zveta barana yA zyAma barana ho suMdara yA ki asuMdara ho sabhI machaliyAM eka tAla kI kyA merA kyA terA hai galiyAM - gAMva guMjAtA cala patha-patha phUla bichAtA cala hara daravAjA rAma- duvArA sabako zIza jhukAtA cala hara daravAjA rAma-duvArA sabako zIza jhukAtA cala - agara prema kisI se kiyA to rAma duvArA khulaa| jahAM prema ne dastaka dI, vahIM rAma duvArA khulaa| prema se kabhI bacanA mt| prema meM utaranA / prema se DaranA mata / prema bar3I pIr3A degA, prema jalAyegA, prema agni bana jAegA, lekina agni se hI gujarakara koI kuMdana banatA hai, koI zuddha svarNa banatA hai| prema kI agni se ghabar3AnA mata, bhAganA mata, anyathA adhakacare, adhUre, miTTI se bhare raha jAoge / to maiM yaha nahIM kahatA ki prema tumheM sukha hI sukha degA / prema koI phUloM-bichI seja hai, aisA maiM nahIM khtaa| prema bar3I pIr3A kI Dagara hai| lekina usase gujaranA jarUrI hai| aura usase | gujarakara hI tuma prArthanA ke yogya banoge, prArthanA ke lie paripakva bnoge| jaise hI koI vyakti kisI ke prema meM DUbA, svAda milanA zurU hotA hai / bahuta pardoM ke pAra se paramAtmA kI pahalI jhalaka | milanI zurU hotI hai| isa pRthvI para prema se jyAdA paramAtmA kI jhalaka denevAlI koI anubhUti nahIM hai / meM prema isa jagata meM usa jagata kI kiraNa hai| prema isa aMdherI rAta dUra paramAtmA kA camakatA huA sitArA hai| bahuta dUra hai, lekina isa aMdhere ko pAra karake eka kiraNa A rahI hai| tuma usa kiraNa kA sahArA pakar3a lo| aisA to maiMne kabhI nahIM dekhA ki | prema se koI tRpta huA ho| isalie Dara kucha bhI nahIM hai| prema tumheM aura atRpta kregaa| naye zikharoM kI cunautI milegii| nayI UMcAiyAM khojane ke bhAva mileNge| premiyoM meM jo saMgharSa hai, usakA kAraNa tumane kabhI socA ? premiyoM meM sadA saMgharSa banA rahatA hai, usakA kula kAraNa itanA hai ki hara premI yaha koziza kara rahA hai ki dUsarA paramAtmA kI taraha 2010_03 prema he dvAra ho| yahI saMgharSa hai| jahAM bhI dUsarA paramAtmA se thor3A nIce par3atA hai, kalaha zurU ho jAtI hai| pati bhI yahI ceSTA kara rahA hai ki patnI paramAtmarUpa ho, divya / jaise hI usase nIce par3atI hai, ar3acana hotI hai| patnI bhI yahI soca rahI hai ki pati paramAtmA jaisA ho| donoM kI khoja sahI hai| aura isIlie saMgharSa hai| dhIre-dhIre yaha anubhava meM AtA hai ki AdamI kI sImA hai| taba nArAjagI calI jAtI hai| taba yaha khayAla uThatA hai ki hama khoja hI galata jagaha rahe haiN| hameM thor3e aura UMcAI para AMkha uThAnI hogI / AdamI ke pAra dekhanA hogaa| yA AdamI ke gahare meM dekhanA hogA / tumane yaha bhI kabhI khayAla kiyA ki jaise hI tuma kisI ke prema meM par3ate ho, tuma vahI nahIM raha jAte jo tuma aba taka the| tumhAre bhItara kucha nayA uThane lagatA hai, koI paMkha kholane lagatA hai| koI AkAza kI tarapha ur3ane ke lie tatpara ho jAtA hai| tumane kabhI khayAla kiyA ki prema ke sAtha, jo bhI zreSTha bhAvanAeM haiM acAnaka tumameM jagane lagatI haiN| ghRNA ke sAtha jo-jo azubha hai, tumhAre bhItara ghanA hone lagatA hai| ghRNA uThI ki hiMsA uThI / ghRNA uThI ki krodha uThA / ghRNA uThI ki tuma marane-mArane ko, miTAne ko tatpara hue| prema uThA ki sRjana utthaa| prema uThA ki tuma banAne ko saMvArane ko, zRMgAra karane ko rAjI hue| idhara prema uThA ki zubha bhAvanAoM kA janma usake sAtha-sAtha hone lagatA hai| prema jitanA UMcA ur3atA hai, utanI hI zubhatA bhI tumhAre bhItara UMcI uThatI hai| jitane tuma prema meM jAte ho, utane hI tuma divya hone lagate ho| nayA-nayA prema tumhAre cehare para eka aisI garimA de jAtA hai, jo tumane pahale kabhI na jAnI thii| eka AbhAmaMDala, eka UrjA, eka nayA prakAza tumhAre cehare ko ghera letA hai / tumhArI cAla badala jAtI hai| tumhArI cAla meM mIrA kA thor3A nAca A jAtA hai| ki vaha parama premI kI khoja para thI, isalie pUrA nAca to nahIM ho sakatA, lekina thor3I ghUMghara to bajatI hai| ruka-rukakara bajatI hai| thor3I ghUMghara to bajatI hai| pAyala kI vaisI dhuna nahIM hotI ki AkAza ko guMjA de, lekina AMgana ko to guMjAtI hai| choTA-sA kone meM dIyA to jalatA hai / mahAsUraja nahIM nikalatA, jaisA kabIra kahate haiM ki hajAra-hajAra sUraja paidA ho rahe haiM, lekina eka choTA-sA dIyA to jalatA hai| dIyA bhI to sUraja kA hI pratinidhi 155

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_jina sUtra bhAga : 2 hai| choTA pratinidhi shii| bahuta kSudra shii| lekina sUraja kI | pahuMce, paramAtmA taka phuNce| kiraNa meM jo hai, vahI to dIye kI kiraNa meM bhI hai| svabhAva to roja nayA asaMtoSa jgaao| dharma saMtoSa nahIM hai, parama asaMtoSa eka hai| hai| parama ke lie asaMtoSa hai| kSudra se rAjI mata ho jaao| jaba nahIM koI sAgara nahIM umar3ane lagatA, lekina bUMda to barasatI | taka virATa hI na mila jAe, taba taka ThaharanA mt| taba taka hai| bUMda meM vahI hai, jo sAgara meM hai| jisane bUMda ko pahacAnA, vaha | | par3Ava bahata jagaha banAne hoMge-mIla ke kaI patthara kabhI sAgara ko bhI khoja hI legaa| jisane bUMda ko cakhA, vaha | mileMge-ruka jAnA, rAta Thahara jAnA, lekina subaha cala par3ane kitane dara, kitane dina taka sAgara se vaMcita rahegA? jaise-jaise kI taiyArI rkhnaa| ghara mata banAnA khiiN| vizrAma kara lenA, prema kI jhalaka milanI zurU hotI hai, tumhArI prema kI AzA virAma kara lenA, lekina dhyAna rakhanA, vizrAma subaha calane kI bar3hanI zurU hotI hai| taiyArI hai| abhAva se rAjI mata honaa| anupasthiti se rAjI mata honaa| prema ke maiM pakSa meM huuN| kyoMki mere dekhe prema hI setu hai dRzya aura abhAva narka hai| bhAvAtmaka bno| vidhAyaka bno| prema nahIM hai, adRzya ke bIca, zarIra aura azarIrI ke bIca, padArtha aura isase rAjI mata ho jaanaa| tor3o caTTAneM hRdaya kI! bahane do jharanA paramAtmA ke biic| prema kA! sAMsArika, to sAMsArika shii| zarIra kA, to zarIra kA gIta AkAza ko dharatI kA sunAnA hai mujhe shii| zurU to kro| koI pahale kadama para hI to svarga nahIM pahuMca | hara aMdhere ko ujAle meM bulAnA hai mujhe jAtA hai| lekina pahalA kadama to utthaao| lAotsU ne kahA hai, | phUla kI gaMdha se talavAra ko sara karanA hai eka-eka kadama calakara hajAroM mIla kI yAtrA pUrI ho jAtI hai| | aura gA-gA ke pahAr3oM ko jagAnA hai mujhe eka kadama to utthaao| jaba tumhAre hRdaya meM prema nahIM, tuma pahAr3a ho| caTTAna...aura prema se thor3e se loga rAjI ho jAte haiN| bahuta loga prema ke caTTAna...aura cttttaan...| jharane ko roke baiThe ho| jaise hI abhAva meM rAjI ho jAte haiN| jo prema ke abhAva meM rAjI ho gaye. ve tamhAre bhItara prema umagA. kiraNa utarI. TaTI caTTAneM, nirjhara bhaa| to aMdherI rAta meM bhaTaka gye| jo prema se rAjI ho gaye, ve dIye ko gIta AkAza ko dharatI kA sunAnA hai mujhe hI lekara baiThe raha gaye, jabaki saraja unakA ho sakatA thaa| ye vRkSa kyA karate haiM jaba khila jAte haiM? ye gIta dharatI kA hai katAa eka jalave pr| AkAza ko sunA dete haiN| ye dharatI kI khabara AkAza ko de dete zauka abhI taMgadasta hai zAyada haiM ki dharatI hI mata samajha lenA, phUla bhI haiN| AkAza ko bhI jo eka hI jalave se rAjI ho gayA aura socA ki kAphI hai, mAta kara denevAle phUla haiM dharatI meM chipe| miTTI meM sugaMdha bhI hai, usakI pyAsa, usakA prema, usakI abhIpsA taMgadasta hai| bar3I raMga bhI hai| iMdradhanuSI raMga bhI hai| kRpaNa hai| kaMjUsa hai| jholI bhI phailAyI to pUrI na kholakara phUla dharatI kI bheMTa hai AkAza ko| jaba koI manuSya khilatA phailaayii| | hai to sImA asIma se bAteM karatI hai| kSudra virATa se bAteM karatA hai katAaeka jalave para | hai| taba bUMda sAgara se bAta karatI hai, saMvAda karatI hai| dharatI kA eka jalave ko kAphI mAna liyA! prema kI eka choTI-sI gIta, sImA kA gIta, bUMda kA gIta! jyoti ko kAphI mAna liyA! gIta AkAza ko dharatI kA sunAnA hai mujhe zauka abhI taMgadasta hai shaayd| hara aMdhere ko ujAle meM bulAnA hai mujhe lekina mere dekhe sabase abhAge ve haiM jinhoMne prema ke abhAva meM | aura jaba taka tuma prema ko dAbe par3e ho, taba taka tuma aMdhere meM saMtoSa kara liyaa| usake bAda unakA naMbara hai, jinhoMne prema se par3e ho| jAgo! jalAo dIyA prema kaa| mere mana meM prema kA saMtoSa kara liyaa| saubhAgyazAlI to ve haiM, jinhoMne abhAva ko paripUrNa svIkAra hai| jinhoMne prema kI niMdA kI, unhoMne tumheM to Tikane na diyA, prema ko bhI na Tikane diyaa| prArthanA taka viSAkta kara diyA hai| jinhoMne prema kI niMdA kI, unhoMne tumheM prema 1156 Jair Education International 2010_03

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se bhayabhIta kara diyA hai| usa bhaya ke kAraNa tuma akele par3e raha gaye ho| tuma bhaTakate ho, lekina paramAtmA se koI sAtha nahIM bana paataa| tumhAre pAsa hAtha nahIM, jo paramAtmA kA hAtha pakar3a leN| prema vahI hAtha tumheM degaa| 1 hara aMdhere ko ujAle meM bulAnA hai mujhe phUla kI gaMdha se talavAra ko sara karanA hai jIvana kaThina hai, talavAra jaisA hai| phUla kI gaMdha se talavAra ko sara karanA hai| aura jItanA hai prema se| yahI to cunautI hai| yahI to abhiyAna hai manuSya kaa| yahI to manuSya kI utkrAMti hai| vikAsa ! yA jo bhI ho| yahI to manuSya ke rUpAMtaraNa kI kImiyA hai / phUla kI gaMdha se talavAra ko sara karanA hai T 1 jItanA hai prema se isa saMsAra ko jItanA hai prema se isa deha ko| jItanA hai prema se ina iMdriyoM ko jItanA hai prema se isa mana ko| jItanA hai prema se para ko, sva ko / phUla kI gaMdha se talavAra ko sara karanA hai aura gA-gA ke pahAr3oM ko jagAnA hai mujhe aura gIta gAkara hI jagAnA hai / jhakajhora kara nhiiN| koI bijalI ke dhakke dekara nahIM; gIta gA-gA ke jaise mAM subaha kisI ko uThAtI hai| eka gIta gAtI hai| yA rAta apane beTe ko sulAtI hai, eka lorI gAtI hai| jo maiM tumase bole calA jAtA hUM, vaha kucha aura nahIM hai| tumhAre bhItara ke pahAr3a ko jagAnA hai| gIta gA-gA ke pahAr3oM ko jagAnA hai mujhe * aura sAre jAgaraNa kA sUtra hai - prema | mata / prema miTAtA hai| nizcaya hI miTAtA hai| lekina prema janmAtA bhI hai| prema sUlI hai, sc| prema siMhAsana bhI hai| aura jo sUlI car3hatA hai, vahI siMhAsana para pahuMcatA hai| rAta idhara DhalatI hai to dina udhara nikalatA hai koI yahAM rukatA hai to koI vahAM calatA hai dIpa aura pataMge meM pharka sirpha itanA hai eka jala ke bujhatA hai eka bujha ke jalatA hai prema jalAtA hai| lekina jagAtA bhI hai| prema miTAtA hai| lekina janmAtA bhI hai| prema mRtyu hai aura mahAjIvana kI zuruAta bhii| vyartha kI niMdA chodd'o| calo prema kI Dagara pr| aura prazna pUchA hai kisI strI ne| isalie to aura bhI jarUrI hai yaha samajha 2010_03 prema hai dvAra nA ki prema se bacanA mt| puruSa to prema se bacakara bhI kabhI pahuMca sakatA hai| dhyAnI to prema ko chor3akara bhI pahuMca sakatA hai| kaThina hogI Dagara, bar3I kaThina hogI -- sarala ho sakatI thI, gIta, rasa bharI ho sakatI thI - rUkhI-sUkhI hogI Dagara, dhUla dhavAMsa bharI hogI, kaMkar3a, patthara, kaMTakAkIrNa hogA mArga, lekina pahuMca sakatA hai / lahUluhAna pahuMcegA, lekina pahuMca sakatA / lekina strI to binA prema ke pahuMca hI nahIM sakatI / vaha kho hI jAegI isa Dagara meM / duniyA meM do hI dharma vastutaH hone caahie| do hI dharma vastutaH haiN| eka strI kA dharma, eka puruSa kA dharma / aura duniyA ke sAre dharma do hissoM meM bAMTe jA sakate haiN| puruSa kA dharma kahatA hai, chor3o prema / strI kA dharma kahatA hai, banAo prema ko pUjA / lekina prema hogA, to hI to pUjA banegI ! ! jisane pUchA hai, use maiM kahUMgA, ghabar3Ao mt| jIvana anubhava ke lie hai| ise baMda koTharI mata bnaao| guphA meM mata chipo / khulo, Ane do havAeM, Ane do nayI sUraja kI kiraNeM / jiio| khataranAka hai jiinaa| lekina khatarA jIvana kA lakSaNa hai| surakSA meM mauta hai, surakSA meM kabra hai / utaro / tUphAna AyeMge prema ke, jhelanA / unhIM tUphAnoM meM tumhAre bhItara kucha soyA huA jagegA, koI caTTAna TUTegI, nirjhara bhegaa| aura ghabar3AnA matarAta idhara DhalatI hai to dina udhara nikalatA hai| koI yahAM rukatA hai to koI vahAM calatA hai eka dvAra baMda huA nahIM ki dUsarA khula hI jAtA hai| dIpa aura pataMge meM pharka sirpha itanA hai eka jala ke bujhatA hai eka bujha ke jalatA hai pataMge bana sako to pataMge bno| dIyA bana sako to dIyA bno| lekina dIyA bhI jalatA hai aura pataMgA bhI jalatA hai| dIyA jalakara bujhatA hai, pataMgA bujhakara jalatA hai| koI bhI bano / dIye bano yA pataMge bno| pataMgoM kI prazaMsA meM to bahuta gIta likhe gaye haiM ki pataMgA jalatA hai, dIvAnA hai| dIye kI prazaMsA kI kisI ne phikira nahIM kI ki dIyA bhI pataMge ke lie hI jala rahA hai, ki Ao, ki pratIkSA kara rahA hai| jahAM pataMge aura dIye kA milanA hotA hai, jahAM donoM alaga-alaga miTa jAte haiM aura ekarUpa ho jAte haiM, vahIM prema kA janma hai| paramAtmA se jaba jur3oge jur3oge, abhI kisI choTe paramAtmA se 157

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 judd'o| sUraja jaba pAoge, pAoge; abhI kiraNa pAsa AtI hai use to pkdd'o| lekina jIvana vidhAyaka ho, prema kA svIkAra, sammAna karane se bharA ho, to manuSya jyAdA dera taka maMdira se dUra nahIM raha sktaa| prema dvAra hai| Aja itanA hii| 158 2010_03

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sUtra / savvesimAsamANaM, hidayaM gabbho va svvstthaannN| savvesiM vadaguNANaM, piMDo sAro ahiMsA hu||102|| na so pariggaho vutto, nAyaputteNa taainnaa| mucchA pariggaho vutto, ii vuttaM mhesinnaa||103|| maradu va jiyadu va jIvo, ayadAcArassa NicchidA hiNsaa| payadassa Natthi baMdho, hiMsAmetteNa smidiisu||104|| Shakti MER AAR APAN Ahacca hiMsA samitassa jA tU, sA davvato hoti Na bhAvato u| bhAveNa hiMsA tu asaMjatassA, je vA vi satte Na sadA vdheti|| saMpatti tasseva jadA bhavijjA, sA davvahiMsA khalu bhAvato y| ajjhatthasuddhassa jadA Na hojjA, vadheNa jogo duhato v'hiNsaa||105|| jayaNA u dhammajaNaNI, jayaNA dhammassa pAlaNI cev| tavuDDIkarI jayaNA, egaMta suhAvahA jynnaa||106|| HI jayaM care jayaM cir3he, jayamAse jayaM se| jayaM bhuMjato bhAsaMto, pAvaM kammaM na bNdhi||107|| RE 2010_03

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A ja kA pahalA sUtra - 'ahiMsA saba AzramoM kA hRdaya, saba zAstroM kA rahasya aura saba vratoM aura guNoM kA piMDabhUta sAra hai|' savvesimAsamANaM, hidayaM gabbho va savvasatthANaM / savvesiM vadaguNANaM, piMDo sAro ahiMsA hu|| mahAvIra kI sArI dezanA isa sUtra meM saMcita hai| ahiMsA kA artha samajha leM to sArA jina- zAstra samajha meM A gyaa| manuSya UrjA hai, zuddha zakti hai| isa zakti ke do AyAma ho sakate haiN| yA to zakti vidhvaMsaka ho jAe - miTAne lage, tor3ane lge| yA zakti sRjanAtmaka ho jAe - banAye, basAye, nirmANa kre| zakti to hamAre pAsa hai| kaisA hama upayoga kareMge zakti kA, hamAre bodha para, hamAre dhyAna para, hamArI samajha para nirbhara hai| hAtha talavAra de dI hai prakRti ne| hama mAreMge yA bacAyeMge hama para | nirbhara hai| hAtha meM rozanI de dI hai prakRti ne| hama aMdhere ko tor3eMge yA gharoM ko jalAyeMge hama para nirbhara hai| zakti sRjanAtmaka ho jAe, to amRta ho jAtI hai| zakti vidhvaMsAtmaka ho jAe to jahara ho jAtI hai / bhASAkoza meM to likhA hai ki jahara aura amRta alaga-alaga cIjeM haiN| jIvana ke | koza kA aisA satya nahIM / jIvana ke koza meM to likhA hai ki amRta kA hI vikRta rUpa jahara hai| aura jahara kA hI sukRta rUpa amRta hai| hiMduoM kI purAnI kathA sAgara maMthana kii| usameM eka hI maMthana se jahara bhI nikalA, usI maMthana se amRta bhI niklaa| eka hI srota se jahara bhI AyA, usI srota se amRta bhI AyA / 2010_03 srota eka hai| amRta kI kahIM aura khoja mata krnaa| jo tumhAre jIvana meM Aja jahara kI taraha hai, vahIM se amRta bhI nikalegA, thor3A maMthana caahie| aisA samajho ki amRta jahara kA hI navanIta hai| eDolpha hiTalara ke jIvana meM aisA ullekha hai ki vaha citrakAra honA cAhatA thaa| kucha banAnA cAhatA thA suMdara, lekina citrazAlA meM use praveza na milaa| vaha asaphala ho gayA praveza kI parIkSA meM / aura usI dina se usake jIvana meM jo amRta ho sakatA thA vaha jahara hone lgaa| banAne kI AkAMkSA miTAne kI AkAMkSA meM badala gyii| eDolpha hiTalara ne bar3A vidhvaMsa kiyaa| agara mahAvIra ko ahiMsA kA zAstra patA hai, to eDolpha hiTalara ko hiMsA kA zAstra patA hai| isase jyAdA vIbhatsa aura vikarAla dRzya kisI manuSya ne kabhI upasthita na kiyA thaa| magara honA cAhatA thA citrakAra / aura bhI vicAraNIya bAta hai ki itane vidhvaMsa, hiMsA aura vinAza ke bIca bhI usakI mUla AkAMkSA samApta nahIM ho gyii| jaba use phursata milatI to vaha kAgaja para choTe-moTe citra bnaataa| jIvana ke aMtima kSaNa taka kahIM koI UrjA sRjanAtmaka hone kI khoja karatI rhii| jo gIta gAnA cAhatA thA, usase gAliyAM nikliiN| dhyAna rakhanA, ve hI zabda, vahI dhvani gAlI bana jAtI hai; ve hI zabda, vahI dhvaniyAM gIta bana jAtI haiN| manuSya sRjanAtmaka UrjA hai / agara sRjana na ho pAye, to jIvana meM visphoTa hotA hai kA, hiMsA kA, vidveSa kA / ghRNA 163

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jina satra bhAga: 2 BANDHANBAR mahAvIra ke dharma kA sAra hai, sRjanAtmaka hone kI klaa| aisA bhItara bhI mara jaaegaa| jo usake kAraNa hI jiMdA thA, vaha to mara jaina-muni tumase na kheNge| kyoMki unheM khuda bhI ThIka-ThIka patA | jaaegaa| tumheM nayA zatru khojanA par3egA UrjA thira nahIM raha nahIM ki ahiMsA kA sArasUtra kyA hai| ve to samajhate haiM ahiMsA | sktii| UrjA gatimAna hai| sAgara kI trh| saritAoM kI kA sArasUtra hai pAnI chAnakara pI lenA, ki rAtri bhojana na karanA, trh| havAoM kI trh| ki mAMsAhAra na krnaa| ye to bar3I gauNa bAteM haiM--paridhi kI | agara ThIka dizA na milI, to tumhArI jIvana-UrjA galata bAteM haiN| inheM sAdhane se ahiMsA nahIM sadhatI, ahiMsA sadha jAe | dizAoM meM bhaTakegI bhUta-pretoM kI bhaaNti| aMdherI khohoM meM to ye jarUra sadhatI haiN| inheM sAdha lene se ahiMsA nahIM sdhtii| | cIkhegI, cillAyegI, pukaaregii| agara muskurAhaTa na bana sakI, hiMsA itanI AsAna nahIM hai ki pAnI chAnakara pI liyA aura miTa to tuma rooge, dukha ke AMsuoM se bhroge| agara phUla na khila gyii| pAnI chAnakara pIne meM sRjanAtmakatA kyA hai? mAMsAhAra na sake, to tuma kAMTe bnoge| kiyA to hiMsA miTa gayI, kAza, itanA AsAna hotA! mahAvIra ne sUtra ko ahiMsA meM pakar3A hai| ahiMsA kA artha hai, hiMsA tumhAre bhItara hai| mAMsAhAra karane se nahIM aatii| tuma | jahAM-jahAM vidhvaMsa ho, vahAM-vahAM se apane ko Upara uThA lenaa| mAMsAhAra karanA roka sakate ho| hiMsA naye dvAra-daravAje khola | vidhvaMsa kI vRtti se mukta ho jAnA ahiMsA hai| tor3ane ke bhAva ko legii| hiMsA tumhAre bhItara hai| jaba taka tuma sRjanAtmaka na ho | chor3a denA ahiMsA hai| aisI koI bhI dizA tumhAre jIvana meM na ho jAo, jaba taka tuma gIta na gunagunAne lago, gAlI AyegI aura jahAM tor3ane meM rasa raha jaae| jor3ane meM rasa A jAe, tor3ane meM rasa aayegii| jaba taka tuma zikhara para na car3hane lago jIvana ke, tuma | kho jAe; miTAne meM tuma rattIbhara bhI UrjA naSTa na karo, banAne meM, atala khAiyoM meM giroge aura giroge| UrjA ko kucha karane ko | sRjana meN| agara tuma miTAo bhI, to sRjana ke lie hii| agara caahie| yA to mUrtiyAM banAo, anyathA mUrtiyAM todd'oge| bIca meM | purAne bhavana ko girAo bhI, to nayA bhavana banAne ke lie hii| nahIM ruka skte| bIca meM koI rukane kI jagaha nahIM hai| jo vidhvaMsaka hai, vaha agara sRjana bhI karatA hai to miTAne ke lie to kabhI-kabhI aisA Azcaryajanaka itihAsa ghaTatA hai hiMda hii| vaha bama banAtA hai. talavAra para dhAra rakhatA hai| sajana to vaha mUrti banAte rahe, bauddha-jaina mUrti banAte rahe, musalamAna mUrti tor3ate bhI karatA hai--bama banAnA sRjanAtmaka hai lekina banAtA rhe| aba thor3A socane-jaisA hai| tumheM agara mUrti se koI | isIlie hai ki miTA ske| prayojana hI na thA, to tor3ane kI bhI jhaMjhaTa kyoM uThAyI? isako khayAla meM lenA, vidhvaMsaka banAtA bhI hai to dhvaMsa ke lenA-denA hI na thA kucha tumheM! mUrti vyartha thI, to tor3ane taka kI lie| aura sRjanAtmaka UrjA miTAtI bhI hai, to banAne ke lie| jhaMjhaTa kyoM uThAyI? vyartha ke lie koI itanI jhaMjhaTa uThAtA hai! yaha tumheM khayAla meM A jAe, to mahAvIra kI dRSTi kA sArasUtra lekina nahIM, banAnA ruka jAe to tor3ane kI AkAMkSA zurU ho | pakar3a meM A sakatA hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, jaba bhI tuma krodha se jAtI hai| ye ve hI loga the jo mUrtipUjaka ho sakate the| inakI | bharate ho, jaba bhI tuma dUsare ko naSTa karane ke lie Atura ho uThate saMbhAvanA thI vhii| lekina mUrtipUjA to baMda kara dI gayI, to jo ho, dUsarA naSTa hogA yA nahIM yaha to tuma chor3a do, kyoMki isa pUjA bana sakatI thI, vahI mUrti kA vidhvaMsa bana gyii| to phira jagata meM vinAza kahAM, kauna kaba naSTa huA, kauna kisako naSTa tuma mUrtiyAM todd'o| kucha to karanA hI hogaa| mUrti se saMbaMdha to kara pAyA hai; yahAM jo hai, sadA rahanevAlA hai; AtmA ko to mArA chor3a hI nahIM skte| agara mitra kA nahIM to zatru kA sahI, saMbaMdha nahIM jA sakatA, AtmA to amara hai, zAzvata hai, lekina tuma to banAnA hI hogaa| mArane kI AkAMkSA se bhare ki tumane apane jIvana kI dizA khonI khayAla kiyA, zatru se bhI hamAre saMbaMdha hote haiN| aura zurU kara dii| tuma bhaTake, tuma khoye, tumane galata rAha pkdd'ii| kabhI-kabhI to mitra se bhI jyAdA nikaTa hote haiN| mitra ke binA jIvana ko isa DhaMga se dekhanA ki tumhAre bhItara jo bhI tama satva to tuma jI bhI lo, zatru ke binA tuma bar3e akele apane ko lekara paidA hue ho, vaha dhIre-dhIre gahare sRjana meM nirmita hotA | paaoge| agara tumhArA zatru mara jAe, to usI dina kucha tumhAre jaae| maiM tumase kahUMgA, pAnI chAnakara pI lenA kAphI nahIM hai| 164 2010_03

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prema kA AkhirI vistAra : ahiMsA ATME gIta gunagunAo, mUrti banAo, citra sajAo, jagata ko suMdara kucha paise tumhAre pAsa haiN| usa paise se kaMkar3a-patthara bhI milate haiM banAo, AsapAsa jIvana kI jhalaka ko phailAo, jIvana ko aura hIre-javAharAta bhI milate haiN| kauna hogA jo kaMkar3a-patthara prajvalita kro| jo tumhAre pAsa Aye, thor3A aura jIvaMta hokara kharIdegA! hIre-javAharAta tuma kharIda laaoge| t| aura yaha bAta baDI sakSama hai| tama eka jo tamhAre pAsa UrjA hai, vaha tamhArI saMpatti hai| usI se jaina-muni ke pAsa jAo, tuma thor3e aura murdA hokara lauttoge| vaha kaMkar3a-patthara milate haiM, usI se hIre-javAharAta milate haiN| vahI koI talavAra se mAratA nhiiN| usake hAtha meM koI astra-zastra saMbhoga banatI hai UrjA, vahI samAdhi banatI hai| vahI UrjA hiMsA nahIM hai| lekina tumhArI niMdA se mAra degaa| jaina-muni tumhArI banatI hai, vahI UrjA ahiMsA banatI hai| vahI UrjA ghRNA banatI tarapha dekhatA hai to aise jaise ki tuma pApI ho, garhita ho, hai| vahI prema banatI hai| eka bAra tumheM patA cala jAe ki isa kIr3e-makor3e ho, AdamI nhiiN| tumhArI tarapha dekhatA hai aise ki UrjA se to prema kharIdA jA sakatA hai, samAdhi kharIdI jA sakatI tuma galata ho| usakI najara meM hiMsA hai| hai; isa UrjA se to satya ke svarga basAye jA sakate haiM, to tuma agara tuma mahAvIra ke pAsa gaye hote, to tumheM patA cltaa| | narkoM meM jAne kI yAtrA baMda kara doge| narkoM meM tuma jAte ho majabUrI unakI AMkha tuma para par3atI aura tamhAre bhItara ullAsa utthtaa|| se, kyoMki tumheM rAha nahIM milatI svarga kii| khoja to sabhI svarga unake pAsa tuma jAte aura tuma pAte ki tuma tAje ho rahe ho, naye ho rahe haiN| rAha nahIM miltii| svarga ko khojane meM hI loga narka jAte rahe ho, punarujjIvana ho rahA hai| unake pAsa se tuma jIvana kA haiN| koI narka ko thor3e hI khoja rahA hai! kauna dukha ko khoja rahA saMdeza lekara lauttte| tuma nAcate lauttte| jAte vakta bhalA tuma hai! kauna jahara ko khoja rahA hai! kauna mRtyu ko khoja rahA hai! laMgar3Ate gaye ho, lauTate vakta tuma nAcate lauttte| 'paMgu car3heM lekina rAha nahIM miltii| haadd|' unake pAsa se tama jIvana kI mahimA kA varadAna lekara mahAvIra ne usa rAha ko diyA hai| isIlie to vaha kaha sake ki lauTate, AzISa lekara lauttte| jisa maMdira meM tumhArI niMdA ho AnevAle dinoM meM loga pUchege ki aba ve jina kahAM haiM? aba ve rahI ho, vahAM hiMsA ho rahI hai| saba niMdA hiMsAtmaka hai| tumhAre mahAvIra kahAM haiM? taba tuma pachatAoge, gautama! abhI sugamatA pApoM meM aMguliyAM DAlakara tumhAre ghAvoM ko kuredane se koI | se dhAra tumhAre pAsa se bahI jAtI hai| DUba lo, nahA lo| phira | ahiMsA nahIM hotii| tamhAre pApa ke bhItara par3e hae tamhAre puNya ko pachatAne se kucha bhI na hogaa| phira rone se jagAne se, tumhAre aMdhere meM chipe tumhAre prakAza ko ughAr3ane se | abhI dhAra pAsa se bahI jAtI hai| kSaNabhara bhI pramAda mata karo, ahiMsA hotI hai| tumheM tumhAre paramAtmA kI yAda dilAne se gautama! Alasya mata karo, kala para mata ttaalo| mata kaho kala ahiMsA hotI hai| jahAM tumhAre bhItara kA paramAtmA svIkAra kiyA kareMge, kyoMki kala kA kyA patA! dhAra rahe, na rhe| jAtA ho, jahAM tumhAre bhItara ke paramAtmA ko AhvAna milatA ho, jo Aja ho sakatA hai, Aja kara lo| pApa ko kala para TAlo, jahAM tumhArI kSudratA ko bhUlane kI suvidhA ho aura tumhAre virATa puNya ko Aja kara lo| kaho, krodha kala kareMge, dhyAna Aja kA darzana hotA ho, vahAM ahiMsA hai| jIvana sRjanAtmakatA, | kreNge| kaho, saMsAra kala kara leMge, saMnyAsa Aja kreNge| kaho ahobhAva, dhanyabhAga! ki jhUTha bolanA hai, kala bola leMge jhUTha, jaldI kyA hai? saca aura jaise-jaise tuma jIvana kI mahimA se bharoge, tuma pAoge, Aja boleNge| aura jisane Aja saca bolA, vaha kala jhUTha kaise pApa kI vRtti kSINa hone lgii| kyoMki vahI UrjA hai, vahI jahara bola paayegaa| aura jo Aja jhUTha bolA, vaha kala saca kaise bana rahI thI, aba use mArga milA, aba use svataMtratA milI, aba bola pAyegA, kyoMki Aja se hI to kala paidA hotA hai| use pragaTa hone kI suvidhA milii| agara tuma jIvana kI UrjA ko tuma jo Aja ho, vahI to tumhAre kala kA nirmANa hai| Aja hI Upara na le jA sako to nIce jAegI, majabUrI hai| mahAvIra kA to tuma IMTa rakha rahe ho kala ke bhavana kii| Aja hI banAoge ghara, jora Upara le jAne para hai| Upara le jAte hI nIce kI yAtrA kala usameM rhoge| apane-Apa baMda ho jAtI hai| thor3A soco, tuma bAjAra gaye ho| mahAvIra kaha sake ki pAsa se bahatI dhAra hai, gautama! tU kyoM 165 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH 2 sAra hai|' baiThA hai, uTha; kyoMki unake pAsa pUrI dRSTi thii| aura jo unhoMne havA ke jhoMke jaisA-AyA, gyaa| prema baMdhatA nahIM khiiN| kahA, jAnakara kahA hai| ve zAstA haiN| ve zAstra haiN| jIvaMta | bAdaloM jaisA hai| koI jar3eM nahIM haiM prema kii| svataMtratA hai prem| shaastr| unhoMne jo kahA hai, vaha zuddha vijJAna hai| usameM eka kar3I mukti hai prem| prema bahatA hai, rukatA nhiiN| rukA, DabarA banA, | bhI galata nahIM hai| kahate haiM, 'ahiMsA saba AzramoM kA hRdaya hai| rAga huaa| jahAM prema rukA, vahIM rAga ho jAtA hai| saba zAstroM kA rahasya tathA saba vratoM kA aura guNoM kA piMDabhUta | mahAvIra ne eka bar3I anUThI bAta kahI hai| mahAvIra ne kahA hai, | jo bahatA rahe, calatA rahe, vaha dhrm| aura jo ruka jAe, Thahara ahiMsA ko agara hama dharma kI bhASA se utArakara AdamI kI jAe, vaha adhrm| cakita hooge yaha paribhASA jaankr| sarala bhASA meM rakheM, to ahiMsA kA artha, prem| agara hama mahAvIra kahate haiM, jo satata gatimAna hai, vahI dharma hai| jo Thahara jaina-zAstroM se ahiMsA zabda ko chur3A leM, mukta kara leM, | gayA, ruka gayA, jar3a ho gayA, vahI adhrm| tumane khayAla kiyA, | pAribhASika-jAla se alaga kara leM, to ahiMsA kA artha hotA prema jaba ruka jAtA hai, Thahara jAtA hai, kisI eka se aTaka jAtA hai, prem| prema sRjanAtmaka hai| ghRNA vidhvaMsaka hai| hai, phira vahAM se Age nahIM bar3ha pAtA, vahIM raag| agara prema kyA karegA pyAra vaha bhagavAna ko phailatA rahe, kisI para ruke na; premapAtra ke Upara se phailatA rahe, kyA karegA pyAra vaha ImAna ko aura dUsaroM para bikharatA rahe; phailatA jAe...phailatA jAe...eka janma lekara goda meM iMsAna kI ghar3I aisI Aye ki isa jagata meM tumhAre premapAtra ke atirikta pyAra kara pAyA na jo iMsAna ko aura koI na raha jAe, to ahiNsaa| prema kA AkhirI vistAra, prema prema kA pATha jahAM se sIkhane mila jAe, use cUkanA mt| jahAM | kA parama vistAra, prema kA carama vistAra ahiMsA hai| isa jagata meM se prema kA pATha mila jAe, use to hIre kI taraha gAMTha meM gaThiyA | phira eka bhI kaNa aisA na raha jAe, jo tumhArA premapAtra nhiiN| taba lenaa| aise prema ke pAThoM ko ikaTThA kara-karake eka dina tuma tuma ahiMsaka hue| pAoge, ahiMsA kA zAstra bana gyaa| prema ke anubhava ikaTThe hote nizcita hI taba tuma pAnI chAnakara pI loge| tuma mAMsAhAra na cale jAeM, to aisA samajho jaise bahuta phUloM ko nicor3akara itra | kroge| yaha ghttegaa| kyoMki tumhAre mana meM aba kisI bhI vastu, bana jAtA hai, aise bahuta jIvana meM prema ke anubhavoM kA kisI bhI vyakti, kisI bhI pazu-pakSI, vastu taka ke prati sAra-nicor3a ahiMsA bana jAtA hai| aba yahAM kucha loga haiM jo vidhvaMsa kA koI bhAva nahIM, prema kI hI varSA ho rahI hai, to tuma phUloM kA to tyAga karate haiM aura itra kI AkAMkSA karate haiN| sAvadhAnI se brtoge| tuma jahAM taka bana sakegA, bcaaoge| pAgala haiM ve| phUla ko tyAgakara itra AyegA kahAM se? jahAM taka bana sakegA, smhaaloge| ahiMsA to hai prema kA parama isalie maiM kahatA hUM ki mahAvIra ke pIche calanevAloM ne vistaar| lekina tarka, paMDita, buddhimAnoM kI buddhihInatA mahAvIra ko bilakula bhulA diyA hai| unake pAsa lakIreM raha gayIM aise-aise natIjoM para pahuMca jAtI hai jinakI mahAvIra ne kalpanA piTI-piTAyI, unako ve doharAye cale jAte haiN| lekina una bhI na kI hogii| lakIroM kA sAra kho gayA hai| zabda raha gaye haiM-kore, khAlI, | aba jainoM ke bIca paMtha hai ek-teraapNth| AcArya tulasI kA calI huI kAratUsoM jaise, jinheM aba vyartha Dho rahe haiN| ahiMsA kA | pNth| vahAM ahiMsA kI vyAkhyA ThIka ahiMsA ke viparIta calI prANa agara pratiSThita karanA ho, to prema zabda meM vaha prANa hai| gayI hai| tarka ke bar3e maje haiN| cIjeM itanI khIMcI jA sakatI haiM ki ahiMsA prema ke viparIta nahIM hai| ahiMsA rAga ke viparIta hai| prema apane se viparIta ho jaaeN| terApaMtha kahatA hai ki agara rAha se svayaM rAga ke viparIta hai| tumane rAga ko hI prema jAnA hai| isase | tuma cala rahe ho aura koI AdamI maratA ho kinAre, pyAsa ke mAre bhUla ho rahI hai| prema to rAga ko jAnatA hI nhiiN| prema kI to rAga | cillAtA ho-pAnI, pAnI, to bhI pAnI mata pilaanaa| kyoM? se koI pahacAna hI nahIM hai| jisase tamheM prema hotA hai, na to tama| kyoMki usa AdamI ko apane karmoM kA phala bhoganA par3a rahA hai| use apane se bAMdhate ho, na tuma usase baMdhate ho| prema to mukta hai, | usane kucha pApa kiye hoMge, jisake kAraNa vaha mara rahA hai| 1661 -JanEducation International 2010_03

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prema kA AkhirI vistAra : ahiMsA tumhArI yaha ahiMsA hai ki tuma usake isa karmaphala ke bhogane meM hogA, to daur3a to pdd'eNge| koI rAha ke kinAre pyAsA maratA hogA, bAdhA na do| kyoMki bAdhA DAlane se ar3acana hogI use| tuma to do bUMTa pAnI to pilA skeNge| cupacApa apane rAste para clo| yaha maiM isalie udAharaNa le rahA hUM ki tumheM khayAla A sake ki yaha ahiMsA to prema ke bilakula viparIta ho gyii| aura tarka kitanI khataranAka bAta hai| tarka bilakula sApha-sApha bhI tarkayukta mAlUma par3atI hai| tarka khoja liyaa| tarka yaha khoja | dikhAyI par3atA ho, to bhI khataranAka ho sakatA hai| damI agara mara rahA hai pyAsA, to kisI pApa ke ahiMsA tarka nahIM hai| ahiMsA gaNita nahIM hai| ahiMsA zaddha kAraNa mara rahA hai| usako usakA karmaphala bhoga lene do| tuma prema kA bhAva hai| ahiMsA kA artha hai, sAre jagata meM paramAtmA hai; bAdhA mata do| isa sAre jagata meM merA hI svabhAva vyApta hai; maiM hI hUM dUsarA bhI; koI AdamI kueM meM gira gayA hai, to tuma use nikAlo mt| dUsarA bhI mere jaisA hai; jo maiM apane lie ThIka samajhatA hUM, vahI kyoMki vaha girA hai apane karmoM ke kaarnn| phira kueM meM gire maiM dUsare ke lie ThIka smjhuu| agara maiM pyAsA mara rahA hUM, to maiM AdamI ko tuma nikAla lo aura kala vaha jAkara kisI kI hatyA cAhUMgA ki koI pAnI pilA de; yahI maiM dUsare ke lie ThIka kara de, to phira tuma para bhI hatyA kA bhAga lgegaa| na tuma smjhuu| agara maiM kueM meM gira gayA hUM aura cillA rahA hUM aura nikAlate, na vaha hatyA kara sktaa| na rahatA bAMsa, na bajatI cAhatA hUM ki koI mujhe nikAla le, koI hAtha bar3he, koI himmata baaNsurii| aba bAMsurI bajI, to bAMsa meM tumhArA hAtha hai| tumane kare, to jo maiM apane lie cAhatA hUM, vahI maiM dUsare ke lie bhI nikAlA isa AdamI ko, yaha gayA aura kala isane jAkara hatyA caahuuN| agara mere paira meM kAMTA gar3A hai, to jo maiM cAhatA hUM koI kara dI kisI kI, to isa kala honevAlI hatyA meM tumane sahabhAgI, khIMca le, vahI maiM dUsare ke lie bhI kruuN| sAjhedArI kii| anajAne sahI, jAnakara nahIM, socakara nahIM, jIsasa kA prasiddha vacana hai, jo tuma apane lie cAhate ho, lekina pariNAma to burA huA! isalie tuma pariNAma se bAhara vahI dUsare ke lie cAho! jo tuma apane lie nahIM cAhate, vahI rahane ke lie cupacApa apanI rAha para, alg-thlg| yaha to dUsare ke lie mata caaho| prema se ThIka viparIta bAta ho gyii| | terApaMthiyoM se to jIsasa kahIM jyAdA mahAvIra ke karIba haiN| prema to kahegA ki ThIka hai, agara kala yaha AdamI hatyA UparI AvaraNa eka bAta hai, bhItarI AtmA bar3I aura! aura karegA, to bhI maiM ise bacAtA hUM; agara isake bacAne ke kAraNa vyakti agara sRjanAtmaka ho jAe, to vyakti hI to IMTa hai samAja narka bhI jAUMgA, to bhI bacAtA huuN| prema to kahegA, maiM bhoga lUMgA kii| vyakti agara badale, to samUha badalatA hai| cUMki vyakti narka, lekina yaha jo sAmane mara rahA hai AdamI, isako to hiMsA se bharA hai, isalie samUha yuddhoM se bharA hai|| bcaauuNgaa| prema socatA thor3e hI hai| manuSya-jAti kA pUrA itihAsa yuddhoM kA itihAsa hai| loga prema sajanAtmaka hai| jahAM bhI dekhatA hai vidhvaMsa ho rahA hai, lar3ate hI rhe| logoM ne lar3ane meM itanI zakti vyaya kI hai ki hama rokatA hai| jahAM bhI dekhatA hai koI cIja mara rahI, vahAM | kalpanA bhI nahIM kara skte| agara itanI zakti sRjanAtmaka huI sahaja-bhAva se, binA kisI ciMtanA ke, hisAba-kitAba ke, hotI, to manuSya aba kahAM hotA! zAyada svarga kahIM aura hone kI gaNita ke, sahaja-bhAva se daur3A calA jAtA hai| aba kisI ke jarUrata na thI, hamane use yahAM banA liyA hotaa| hama kabhI ke ghara meM Aga laga gayI hai aura baccA bhItara chUTa gayA hai, terApaMthI svarga meM pahuMca gaye hote| manuSya-jAti kI karIba-karIba nabbe socegA-apane karmoM kA phala bhoga rahA hai| aise ahiMsakoM se pratizata zakti yuddha meM vyaya huI hai| abhI bhI vahI hAlata hai| to duniyA khAlI rahe, to acchA! aisI ahiMsA se to ve hiMsaka abhI bhI rakSA-vibhAga, sabhI rASTroM kA, deza kI sArI saMpatti pI behatara haiM, jo rAta khAnA khA lete hoM, mAMsAhAra kara lete hoM, pAnI jAtA hai| sattara pratizata, pacahattara pratizata, assI pratizata taka binA chanA pI lete hoM, kama se kama ghara meM Aga lagegI, kisI ko yuddha ke maidAna kI taiyArI meM laga jAtA hai| bacAne kI jarUrata hogI, to daur3a to pdd'eNge| koI nadI meM DUbatA rAjanetA kahe cale jAte haiM zAMti kI bAta, ur3Ate haiM zAMti ke 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 kabatara. banAte haiM eTama aura hAiDojana bm| idhara kabatara uDAte hAsile-jiMdagI janaM hI nahIM rahate haiM, udhara bama kI phaikTriyAM calAte rahate haiN| idhara zAMti kI jIvana kA lakSya pAgala ho jAnA thor3e hI hai| jIvana kA lakSya bAteM karate rahate haiM, udhara yuddha kI taiyArI karate rahate haiN| zAMti kI to prajJA ko upalabdha honA hai| agara saMgharSa hI karanA hai, to karo bAteM saba bakavAsa mAlUma hotI haiN| agara zAMti kI bAta meM prajJA ke lie| agara yuddha hI lar3anA hai, to lar3o aMdhere se, to sacAI hai, to zAMti kI taiyArI to kro| zAMti kI taiyArI karoge laDo krodha se. to laDo hiMsA se| zatra bhItara hai| karukSetra bAhara to mahAvIra kI bAta sunanI pdd'egii| lekina zAMti kI bAta karane mata bnaao| bhItara hI bnaao| meM koI ar3acana nahIM hai| zAMti kI bAta yuddha ko, yuddha kI pravRtti gItA zurU hotI hai to kahatI hai, kurukSetra dharmakSetra hai| bar3A ko DhAMkane ke lie bar3A sugama upAya ho jAtI hai| bamoM ke Dhera para | gaharA iMgita hai| kurukSetra bAhara nhiiN| dharma kA kssetr| dharma kA kSetra khar3e haiM, kabUtara ur3A rahe haiN| to bhItara hai| jaMga to khuda hI eka masalA hai Ao isa pIrAvakta duniyA meM jaMga kyA khAka masaloM kA hala degI phikra kI rozanI ko Ama kareM yuddha to khuda hI eka samasyA hai| usase hama hala khoja rahe haiM, amana ko jisase takaviyata pahuMce samAdhAna khoja rahe haiN| aisI jaMgoM kA ehatamAma kareM isalie ai zarIpha iMsAno Ao isa pIrAvakta duniyA meM jaMga TalatI rahe to behatara hai| isa bhAgyahIna duniyA meM, isa aMdhere se bharI duniyA meM Apa aura hama sabhI ke AMgana meM phikra kI rozanI ko Ama kareM zamA jalatI rahe to behatara hai dhyAna-ciMtana kI, manana kI, svAdhyAya kI rozanI jlaayeN| kauna-sI zamA? mahAvIra kI shmaa| ahiMsA kI shmaa| prema amana ko jisase takaviyata pahuMce kI shmaa| aura zAMti se jinako sahArA mile, zakti mile, bala mile| Apa aura hama sabhI ke AMgana meM aisI jaMgoM kA ehatamAma kareM zamA jalatI rahe to behatara hai aura aise yuddhoM kA iMtajAma kreN| aise yuddhoM kA prabaMdha kreN| baratarI ke subUta kI khAtira jinase zAMti bddh'e| khU bahAnA hI kyA jarUrI hai usI yuddha kI tarapha mahAvIra kA izArA hai| usI yuddha ko ghara kI tArIkiyAM miTAne ko jItakara ve mahAvIra bne| vaha yuddha bhItara hai| vaha dUsare se nahIM, ghara jalAnA hI kyA jarUrI hai vaha apanI hI adhogAmI vRttiyoM se hai| vaha apane ko hI nIce ghara meM aMdherA hai, maanaa| lekina ghara ke aMdhere ko miTAne ke khIMcanevAlI vAsanAoM se hai| vaha apane ko hI aMdhere meM le lie kyA pUre ghara ko jalAnA jarUrI hai! aura jAnevAlI AdatoM se hai| vaha apanI hI behozI aura mUrchA se baratarI ke subUta kI khAtira... hai| AdamI to itanA lar3atA rahA hai, aura bar3e acche bahAne bar3appana, ahaMkAra, maiM bar3A hUM, yaha batAne ke lie... khoja-khojakara lar3atA rahA hai| bahAnoM para mata jAo! AdamI khU bahAnA hI kyA jarUrI hai lar3ane ke lie bar3I gaharI AturatA rakhatA hai| rAjanIti meM to kyA koI aura upAya nahIM? lar3atA hI hai, dharma taka ke lie lar3atA hai| islAma khatare meM hai| jaMga ke aura bhI to maidAM haiM jaise ki dharma kabhI khatare meM ho sakatA hai! hiMdU-dharma khatare meM hai| sirpha maidAne-kustakhU hI nahIM ye saba AvAjeM AdamI ke bhItara hiMsA ko bhar3akAnevAlI AvAjeM aura bhI to maidAna haiM yuddha ke| haiN| maMdira-masjida lar3ate haiN| yahAM taka hAlata pahuMca gayI hAsile-jiMdagI khirada bhI hai| hai...kala rAta maiM kisI kavi kI paMktiyAM par3hatA thA 168 | JainEducation International 2010_03

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prema kA AkhirI vistAra : ahiMsA bugz2a kI Aga, napharata ke zole jaae| sabhI apane hoM, tAki kisI ko apanA kahane kI koI mayakazoM taka pahuMcane na pAyeM jarUrata na raha jaae| phasla yaha maMdiroM masjidoM kI aba dekhanA, yahAM kaisI AsAna tarakIba AdamI nikAla letA mayakadoM kI jamInoM meM kyoM ho hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'mere' ko chodd'o| lekina unakA prayojana bugz2a kI Aga hai, tAki sabhI mere ho jaaeN| jaina-muni kahate haiM, 'mere' ko dveSa kI Aga... chodd'o| unakA prayojana hai, tAki jo mere haiM, ve bhI na raha jaaeN| ye napharata ke zole donoM eka-hI taraha ke zabdoM kA upayoga karate haiM, lekina donoM meM mayakazoM taka pahuMcane na pAyeM bar3A buniyAdI virodha hai| inheM rokanA, zarAbiyoM taka inheM mata Ane denaa| inheM sajjanoM | mahAvIra kahate haiM, kisI ghara ke mata bano, tAki sArA astitva taka rahane denaa| inheM saMtoM-sAdhuoM taka rahane denaa| tumhArA ghara ho jaae| mahAvIra kahate haiM, gRhastha se saMnyasta ho bugz2a kI Aga, napharata ke zole jaao| prayojana itanA hai ki ghara meM baMdhe na raha jaao| sArA mayakazoM taka pahuMcane na pAyeM / saMsAra tumhArA ghara ho jaae| jaina-sAdhu jaba kahatA hai, chor3o ghara, piyakkar3oM taka na pahuMca pAyeM ye dveSa aura hiMsA kI Aga aura chor3o 'merA', taba vaha tumase vaha choTA-sA jo ghara thA, vaha bhI shole| chIne le rahA hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, vaha choTA-sA ghara itanA phaile, phasla yaha maMdiroM masjidoM kI itanA phaile ki virATa vizva ho jaae| vaha usa choTe-se ghara ko yaha maMdiroM-masjidoM meM ThIka hai phsl| chInane ke lie Atura nahIM haiN| isa pUre vizva ko tumhArA ghara banA mayakadoM kI jamInoM meM kyoM ho? denA cAhate haiN| kahIM tuma choTe-se ghara meM aTake na raha jAo, madhuzAlA kI jamIna meM nahIM honI caahie| madhuzAlA taka | isalie chor3ane ko kahate haiN| DaratI hai ki kahIM maMdiroM kI Aga yahAM na A jaae| maMdiroM kA mahAvIra kA tyAga mahAbhoga kI tarapha kadama hai| vaha pIr3ita haiM isase bar3A koI patana ho sakatA hai! zarAbI Darate haiM, kahIM yaha dekhakara, parezAna haiM, yaha dekhakara ki tuma jo virATa sAgara ho sAdhu-saMtoM ke upadrava yahAM na A jaaeN| aba isase bar3A patana sakate the, kaisA DabarA ho gaye ho| vaha kahate haiM, chor3o yaha sAdhu-saMtoM kA koI aura ho sakatA hai! DabarA, tuma sAgara hone ko ho| itane choTe meM kyoM baMdhakara raha gaye maMdira-masjidoM ne itanA lar3avAyA AdamI ko, aise acche | ho? bar3I tumhArI saMbhAvanA hai| virATa tumhArI niyati hai| prabhutA bahAne lekara lar3avAyA, aise suMdara Adarza lekara lar3avAyA ki una tumhArA janmasiddha adhikAra hai| lekina jaba mahAvIra ke pIche AdarzoM kI Ar3a meM yaha dikhAyI hI na par3A ki yaha sirpha lar3ane calanevAle loga kahate haiM, chor3o ghara, to ve sAre saMsAra ko ghara kI vRtti hai| yaha vidhvaMsa kI AkAMkSA hai, aura kucha bhI nhiiN| banAne ke lie nahIM kaha rahe haiM; ve kaha rahe haiM, yaha jo ghara hai, yaha 'ahiMsA saba AzramoM kA hRdaya, saba zAstroM kA rahasya aura bhI tumhArA na raha jAe, beghara ho jaao| inhIM zabdoM kI bhrAMtiyoM saba vratoM aura gaNoM kA piMDabhata sAra hai|' | ke kAraNa aksara to tIrthaMkaroM, avatAroM aura paigaMbaroM ne jo kahA lekina isa ahiMsA kA artha hai, prem| isa ahiMsA kA artha hai, hai, usake ThIka ulTe artha logoM kI pakar3a meM A gye| sIdhe artha rAgamukta prem| isa ahiMsA kA artha hai, vItarAga prem| pakar3anA to bahuta ktthin| kyoMki sIdhe artha pakar3ane kA to artha isa ahiMsA kA artha hai prema phailatA calA jaae| prema koI sImA hogaa-aatmkraaNti| eka-eka bhItara ke kone-kAMtara ko na maane| jahAM prema ne sImA mAnI, vahIM raag| jaba tumane kahAH | badalanA hogaa| aMdherA jarA-bhI na bacane denA hogaa| merA beTA, merA bhAI, vahIM raag| bhAIcArA itanA phaile ki galata arthoM ko pakar3anA bahuta AsAna hai| prema ko itanA 'mere-tere' kI koI jagaha na raha jaae| bhAIcAre kA sAgara ho| virATa banAnA to bahuta kaThina hai, hAM prema ko bilakula khAlI kara sabhI bhAI hoM, tAki kisI ko bhAI kahane kA koI kAraNa na raha | lenA bahuta AsAna hai| vaise hI khAlI ho, vaise hI prema kucha hai 11697 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 nahIM, to yaha bAta samajha meM A jAtI hai, yaha bhI chor3a do| hai bhI para isase kyA pharka hotaa| phira nayA janma, phira tuma nayA kyA? lekina agara prema ko bar3A karanA hai, taba to bar3A zrama sapanA dekhate ho| nIMda jArI rahatI hai| mauta sapanA tor3a sakatI hai, hogA, bar3I sAdhanA hogii| yaha Age ke sUtra sApha kreNge| | nIMda nahIM tor3a sakatI hai| ise phira se kahUM, mauta sapanA tor3a dUsarA sUtra sakatI hai, kyoMki mauta kA bala isase jyAdA nahIM hai| mauta nIMda 'mahAvIra ne parigraha ko parigraha nahIM kahA hai| una maharSi ne nahIM tor3a sktii| nIMda to sirpha dhyAna hI tor3a sakatA hai| nIMda to mUrchA ko parigraha kahA hai|' sirpha jAgarUka hone kI athaka abhIpsA tor3a sakatI hai| nIMda to mahAvIra ne yaha nahIM kahA ki vastaoM ke hone meM parigraha hai| ghara tama toDanA cAho to toDa sakate ho. koI aura nahIM tor3a sakatA ke hone meM parigraha nahIM hai, na dhana ke hone meM parigraha hai| na patnI ke | hai| agara tuma sonA cAhate ho, to koI upAya nahIM hai| mahAvIra hone meM parigraha hai| kahate haiM, sapanA chor3ane kI phikra chor3o, eka sapanA chUTa bhI __ 'una maharSi ne mUrchA ko parigraha khaa|' jAegA to kyA pharka hogaa| jahAM se sapane Ate haiM, vahAM se aura ina vastuoM ko apanA mAna lene meN| ina vastuoM ke sAtha sapane A jaaeNge| jakar3a jAne meN| ina vastuoM ke sAtha Asakta ho jAne meN| ina mullA nasaruddIna ne eka naukarI ke lie darakhvAsta dii| pAnI vastuoM aura apane bIca eka taraha kA gaharA saMbaMdha banA lene meM, | ke jahAja para koI jagaha khAlI thii| jahAja ke kaptAna ne usakA ki usa saMbaMdha ko choDanA mazkila ho jaae| usa marchA meM iMTaravya liyA aura pachA ki agara taphAna A jAe aura jahAja parigraha hai| DagamagAne lage, to tuma kyA karoge? mullA ne kahA, laMgara yaha sUtra bar3A anUThA hai| dharma-zAstroM meM sAre jagata ke DAleMge! kaptAna ne kahA ki aura bar3A tUphAna A jAe, phira kyA dharma-zAstroM meM isake mukAbale sUtra khojanA kaThina hai| karoge? usane kahA eka laMgara aur| kaptAna ne kahA aura bar3A na so pariggaho vutto, nAyaputteNa taainnaa| tUphAna A jAe, phira kyA karoge? usane kahA, eka laMgara aur| mucchA pariggaho vRtto, ii vuttaM mhesinnaa|| kaptAna ne kahA, Thaharo, ye laMgara tuma lA kahAM se rahe ho? mullA | kahA hai: vastuoM ko chor3ane se parigraha nahIM ne kahA, ye tUphAna Apa kahAM se lA rahe haiM? vahIM se hama laMgara lA chUTatA, mUrchA chUTane se parigraha chUTa jAtA hai| mUrchA; ghara nahIM rahe haiN| tuma lAye jAo tUphAna, hama lAye jAeMge lNgr| chor3anA, dhana nahIM chor3anA, patnI-beTe nahIM chor3anA, mUrchA chor3anI agara kalpanA kA hI jAla hai, to tthiik| na tUphAna hai kahIM, na hai| soyA-soyApana chor3anA hai| tuma aise jI rahe ho jaise nIMda meM laMgara dikhAyI par3atA hai| eka sapanA jahA~ se A rahA hai, agara ho| sapanA nahIM chor3anA hai, nIMda chor3anI hai| usakA mUla srota na tor3A gayA, to dUsarA sapanA calA aayegaa| isa bAta ko khayAla meM lo| yaha sapanA kahAM se AyA? isa patnI ko tumane kyoM kahA merI? agara nIMda na chUTI, to eka sapanA chUTa jAe, dUsarA zurU ho isa pati ko tumane kyoM kahA merA? isa beTe ko tumane kaise mAnA jaaegaa| sapanoM kI phasaleM nIMda meM ugatI hI rheNgii| to mahAvIra merA? isa makAna ko tumane kaise kahA merA? isa dhana ko, isa kahate haiM, sapane chor3ane se kyA hogA? sapane to bahuta bAra deha ko, tumane kaise dAvA kiyA ki merI? yaha sapanA jahAM se apane-Apa bhI chUTe haiN| kitanI bAra tuma janme! kitanI patniyoM AyA hai, usa srota kA tumheM patA hai? agara usa srota ko na ko apanA nahIM kahA! kitane beToM ko apanA nahIM kahA! kitane | tor3A, isa deha ko chor3a do, isa patnI ko chor3a do, isa makAna ko mitra banAye, kitane zatru banAye! kitane ghara basAye! mauta AyI, chor3a do, isa dukAna ko chor3a do, phira kisI dUsarI dukAna para vaha saba ujAr3a gyii| to mauta to sabhI ko saMnyasta kara jAtI hai, khegaa-meraa| ghara chor3a do, jaMgala meM cale jAo, guphA meM baiTha kha cIkho-cillAo, mauta to chIna jAo, to guphA ko khegaa-merii| kyA pharka par3egA? hI letI hai saba, jo tuma chor3anA nahIM caahte| chor3anA hI par3atA himAlaya meM jAkara kisI sAdhu kI guphA meM aDDA jamAo, patA hai| kitanI bAra mauta tumhArA sapanA nahIM tor3a gayI! calegA! dhakkA mAra bAhara kara degA-patA hai, yaha guphA merI hai! 170 2010_03

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prema kA AkhirI vistAra : ahiMsA eka bhikhamaMgA eka gAMva kI eka sar3aka para niyamita rUpa se Ate haiN| vRkSa samajhatA hai, kalama kI gyii| tuma kATate ho, vRkSa bhIkha mAMgatA thaa| tagar3A bhikhamaMgA thaa| koI dUsarA bhikhamaMgA bar3hatA hai| vRkSa ghanA hotA hai, jaise-jaise tuma kATate ho| jar3a ko vahAM ghusa bhI nahIM sakatA thaa| bhikhamaMgoM kI bhI apanI-apanI kATanA pdd'e| jar3a ke kaTate hI vRkSa niSprANa ho jAtA hai| usakA sImA hotI hai| usakI sImA-rekhA meM koI dUsarA bhikhamaMgA nahIM saMbaMdha TUTa gayA bhUmi se| mUrchA tor3anI hai| eka hI cIja tor3anI A sakatA thaa| unakA bhI sAmrAjya hotA hai-bhikhamaMgoM kA hai--mUrchA tor3anI hai| eka hI dharma hai-mUrchA ke bAhara aanaa| bhI! lekina eka dina kisI ne dekhA ki vaha bhikhamaMgA kisI aura eka hI adharma hai-mUrchA meM jiinaa| mUrchA meM to mana sapane dUsarI sar3aka para bhIkha mAMga rahA hai| to usane pUchA, are! vaha | hI sapane dekhatA rahatA hai| kabhI-kabhI viparIta sapane dekhatA purAnI jagaha chor3a dI? kyoMki vaha purAnA mohallA to dhanapatiyoM | hai-eka se Uba jAtA hai| bAjAra meM rahate-rahate Uba gaye, pahAr3a kA mohallA thA aura vahAM jyAdA bhIkha milane kI saMbhAvanA thii| bhAga gye| usane kahA, chor3a nahIM dI, merI lar3akI kA vivAha ho gayA, tumane khayAla kiyA, pahAr3a meM jo rahate haiM, ve baMbaI Ane ko usako daheja meM de dI, usake pati ko| utsuka! baMbaI jo rahate haiM, ve pahAr3a jAne ko utsuka ! mana ke bar3e tamheM patA nahIM hai ki tamhArA mohallA bhikhamaMge ne kisI ko ajaba khela haiN| mana eka sapane se Uba jAtA hai, to socatA hai daheja meM de diyA hai| bhikhamaMge kA bhI sAmrAjya hai! naMgA bhI | zAyada viparIta meM kucha majA hogaa| garIba amIra hone ko utsuka AdamI khar3A ho, laMgoTI bhI usake pAsa na ho, to bhI jahAM se hai| amIra socatA hai, garIba bar3e maje meM hai, rAta caina kI nIMda sapane Ate the vaha jagaha to abhI nahIM todd'ii| to vaha jahAM khar3A sotA hai| bhUkha lagatI hai garIba ko, mujhe bhUkha bhI nahIM lgtii| hai, jitanI choTI-sI jamIna ko ghera rahA hai, usa para hI 'mere' kA nIMda bhI nahIM lgtii| kyA sAra huA isa dhana ko pA lene se| kabjA ho jaaegaa| mUla ko tor3anA pdd'egaa| shaakhaaeN-prshaakhaaeN| aisA AdamI amIra hI nahIM hai, jise garIba ke jIvana meM sukha kATane se kucha bhI na hogaa| dikhAyI na par3ane lagA ho| ise maiM amIra kI paribhASA mAnatA hUM, mahAvIra kahate haiM, vaha mUla hai muurchaa| bAkI saba sapanA hai| jisa dina koI AdamI saca meM amIra hotA hai, usI dina garIba kI 'merA-terA' 'apanA-parAyA', bAkI saba sapanA hai| mUla hai | AkAMkSA zurU ho jAtI hai| vaha socatA hai, isase to garIba muurchaa| mUla hai ki mujhe hoza nhiiN| mUla hai ki viveka jAgA | behtr| bhikhamaMge ko dekhatA hai, bharI dupaharI meM, bhare bAjAra meM, nhiiN| mUla hai ki dhyAna jalA nahIM, mazAla bodha kI mere pAsa vRkSa ke nIce ghurrA rahA hai, so rahA hai| na takiyA hai, na bistara hai, nhiiN| isa aMdhere meM saba uThatA hai; saba sAMpa-bicchU, saba na ghara-dvAra hai, lekina aisI gaharI nIMda! IrSyA se bhara jAtA hai| kIr3e-pataMge, makar3I ke jaale| isa aMdhere meM bhUta-preta saba palate vaha rAta apane bahumUlya bistara para karavaTeM badalatA hai| koI nIMda haiN| rozanI Ate hI saba vidA hone lagate haiN| kA patA nhiiN| rUkhI-sUkhI mAMgI roTI ko khAte bhikhamaMge ko mahAvIra kahate haiM : 'na so pariggaho vutto-parigraha meM parigraha dekhatA hai, lekina jisa svAda se bhikhamaMgA khA rahA hai, jisa bhAva nahIM--nAyaputteNa taainnaa| mucchA pariggaho vutto-mUrchA meM hai se; aura bhUkha bhara jAne para jisa tRpti se uThatA hai, aisI tRpti prigrh|' hiMsA meM hiMsA nahIM, mUrchA meM hai hiNsaa| krodha meM krodha amIra bhUla gayA hai| saba hai usake pAsa! nahIM, mUrchA meM hai krodh| rAga meM rAga nahIM, mUrchA meM hai raag| to yaha bar3e Azcarya kI bAta hai, jaba taka bhojana nahIM hotA, taba mahAvIra ne mUla srota ko pkdd'aa| taka bhUkha hotI hai; jisa dina bhojana ke saba sAdhana ho jAte haiM, sabhI pApoM kI jar3a mUrchA hai| alaga-alaga pApoM se lar3ane meM usa dina bhUkha nahIM rhtii| duniyA bar3I beDhaMgI hai| yahAM hisAba samaya mata gNvaanaa| usase kacha sAra na hogaa| aise hI to tamane bar3A ulaTA hai| jaba taka sone kA iMtajAma nahIM rahatA, taba taka janama-janama gNvaaye| choTI-choTI cIjoM se lar3a rahe ho-pattoM nIMda AtI hai| jaba sone kA saba iMtajAma kara cuke hote haiM, taba ko kATate ho| vRkSa ko koI coTa nahIM pahuMcatI patte kATane se| taka nIMda kho jAtI hai| garIba socatA hai, mahaloM meM sukha hogA; vastutaH hAlata ulaTI hotI hai| eka pattA kATate ho, tIna nikala mahaloM meM jo baiThe haiM, socate haiM garIba bar3e maje meM haiN| zaharoM meM 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 rahanevAle loga kavitAeM likhate haiM gAMvoM kI prazaMsA kii| gAMva meM | phera rahe haiM, mUrkha bana gaye haiM! yaha zaka uThatA hai| rahanevAle loga sira ThoMkate haiM ki kaba saubhAgya hogA ki zahara mujhase bar3e-bar3e bujurga sAdhuoM ne yaha kahA hai, ki zaka hotA hai pahuMca jaaeN| vipriit| jisako hama bhoga rahe haiM, usase to hama ki patA nahIM hamane kucha galatI to nahIM kara lI! thaka jAte haiN| Uba jAte haiN| hAlAMki isa sabake kAraNa dUsare dina pravacana meM vaha aura jora rAta haMsa-haMsa ke ye kahatI hai ki mayakhAne meM cala se logoM ko samajhAte haiM ki saMsAra vyartha hai! ki chor3o, kahAM phira kisI zahanAje-lAlA-rukha ke kAzAne meM cala ulajhe ho kIcar3a meM! ye nahIM mumakina to phira ai dosta, vIrAne meM cala khayAla rakhanA, jo sAdhu jitane jora se tumheM chor3ane ko samajhA ai game dila kyA karUM, ai vahazate dila kyA karUM rahA ho, utanI hI khabara de rahA hai ki vaha becaina hai| vaha becaina hai rAta haMsa-haMsa ke kahatI hai mayakhAne meM cala isa bAta se, jaba taka vaha dUsaroM ko bhI rAjI na kara le taba taka phira kisI zahanAje-lAlA-rukha ke kAzAne meM cala use caina nahIM hai| vaha socatA hai, dUsare zAyada majA lUTa rahe hoN| phira kisI lAla phUla-aise mukhar3evAlI ke ghara cl| aura eka artha meM bAta ThIka bhI lagatI hai, kyoMki dUsaroM kI ye nahIM mumakina... saMkhyA bahuta hai| saMkhyA kA bala mAlama hotA hai| agara dharma saca to mana kahatA hai agara yaha na ho sake... hI hotA, to sabhI loga kabhI ke dhArmika ho gaye hote| to agara to phira ai dosta vIrAne meM cala maMdira meM baiThe pujArI ko madhuzAlA meM baiThe piyakkar3a se IrSyA paidA to phira vaha ThIka dUsarA viparIta rAstA batAtA hai, phira jaMgala | ho jAtI ho, kucha Azcarya nhiiN| kyoMki maMdira to logoM ko bhAga clo| lAkha samajhAo aura loga nahIM aate| aura madhuzAlA jAne se jo-jo loga mayakhAnoM se Uba gaye haiM, lAla mukhar3evAlI lAkha roko, to bhI jAte haiN| kucha honA hI cAhie! kucha prabala striyoM se Uba gaye haiM, ve jaMgala bhAgate haiN| lekina jaMgala bhAgane | AkarSaNa honA hI cAhie! lAkha samajhAo ki rAkha hai, miTTI hai se kucha hala nahIM hai| jaMgala meM jo baiThe haiM, unase to pUcho! unakA sonA, phira bhI sone ko pakar3ate haiN| itane samajhAnevAle hue haiM, dila kahatA hai phira bhI koI saMsAra se bhAgatA nahIM hai! AsAnI se bhAgatA nhiiN| rAta haMsa-haMsa ke kahatI hai mayakhAne meM cala aura akasara jo saMsAra se bhAgate haiM, bahuta buddhimAna nahIM mAlUma phira kisI zahanAje-lAlA-rukha ke kAzAne meM cala hote haiN| isase aura zaka paidA hotA hai| tuma jarA sAdhuoM ke bhItara to utro| tuma pAoge ve unhIM saba tuma akasara sAdhu-saMnyAsiyoM ko nirbuddhi paaoge| sau meM cIjoM ke lie tar3apha rahe haiM, jinake kAraNa tuma tar3apha rahe ho| tuma | agara eka bhI tumheM buddhimAna mila jAe, to apavAda hai| tuma mare jA rahe ho jina cIjoM ke kAraNa, ghabar3Aye jA rahe ho, socate unheM nirbuddhi paaoge| ye jiMdagI se hAre-thake loga haiN| ye jiMdagI ho kaba sAdhu ho jAeM; kaba saubhAgya kA kSaNa AyegA saba meM jIta na ske| ye parAjita loga haiN| jiMdagI meM pratiyogitA na chor3akara cale jAeM, jo chor3akara cale gaye haiM, jarA unase to pUcho! kara ske| inake pAsa na itanI buddhi thI, na soca-samajha thA, na ve tar3apha rahe haiM IrSyA se| ve tumheM dekha rahe haiM, ve soca rahe haiM ki itanA sAhasa thA, isalie bhagor3e haiN| lekina bhagor3e hone se kucha patA nahIM tuma majA to nahIM lUTa rahe ho! hama kahIM cUka to nahIM mana kI nIMda to nahIM TUTatI! mUrchA to nahIM jAtI! gaye--jiMdagI hAtha se gujarI jAtI hai, AtmA kA kucha patA nahIM mahAvIra kahate haiM, bhAgane se kucha na hogA, jaago| bhAgo nahIM, cala rahA hai, bhagavAna ke koI darzana nahIM ho rahe haiM, mAlA | jaago| sArA jora jAgane para hai| pherate-pherate thaka gaye haiM, kahIM koI sAkSAtkAra nahIM ho rahA hai, 'jIva mare yA jIe, A-yatana-AcArI ko hiMsA kA doSa kahIM aisA to nahIM hai ki basa yahI jiMdagI saba kucha hai! yaha avazya lagatA hai| kiMtu jo samitiyoM meM prayatnazIla hai, usase mayakhAne aura lAla mukhar3evAlI striyoMvAlI jiMdagI hI saba kucha | bAhya hiMsA ho jAne para bhI use karmabaMdha nahIM hotaa|' hai! kahIM aisA to nahIM ki hama nAhaka baiThe haiM! khAlI korI-mAlA | mahAvIra kahate haiM, jo jAgakara nahIM jI rahA hai, yatana se nahIM jI 172 2010_03

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prema kA AkhirI vistAra : ahiMsA . rahA hai...yatana se jIne kA artha samajha lenA-usI ko kabIra ne chipAo, to bhI khula jAtA hai| saca ko bacAo, chipAo, to | jatana kahA hai| jatana ko ratana kahA hai| jatana se jiinaa| yatna se bhI pragaTa ho jAtA hai| jInA! kyA artha hai? hoza se jInA! calanA kAphI nahIM hai, tuma apane bAvajUda bahuta-sI bAteM kaha jAte ho| pIche pachatAte bhItara dIyA jalatA rahe, phira clnaa| bolanA kAphI nahIM hai, ho| nizcita hI tumhAre bolane meM hoza kA dIyA nahIM hai| bolo | jatana se bolnaa| hoza se bolnaa| hoza se, jAgrata hue| isako mahAvIra kahate haiM, ytn| bodhapUrvaka tumheM kabhI aisA maukA AtA hai yA nahIM, jaba tuma aisI bAta kaha jIne kA nAma, yetn| dete ho jo nahIM kahanA cAhate the? yaha kaisA bolanA huA! tuma AMsU se kaho barase, magara roye nahIM kahanA nahIM cAhate the aura kaha gye| taya karake Aye the ki yaha zabanama se kaho bikhare, magara khoye nahIM bAta kaheMge nahIM, aura nikala gyii| tuma kahate ho, mere bAvajUda pIne kA majA to hai tabhI ai sAkI nikala gyii| kahanA nahIM cAhatA thA, phira bhI nikala gyii| mayakhAnA sabhI jhUme magara soye nahIM akasara to yaha hotA hai, jo tuma nahIM kahanA cAhate ho, vaha mastI se kucha harjA nahIM hai, nIMda bhara na aaye| nikala hI jAtA hai| vaha koI rAstA khoja letA hai| mayakhAnA sabhI jhUme, magara soye nahIM eka mullA nasaruddIna kA mitra bImAra thaa| marane ke karIba thaa| uTho, baiTho, calo, jAge raho! gIta gAo, ki haMso, ki roo, mitra jAkara usako samajhAte the ki koI phikira nahIM, mauta A jAge raho! jAgaraNa ko dhIre-dhIre tumhAre jIvana kI zailI banA nahIM rahI, tuma roja-roja ThIka ho rahe ho| AkhirI rAta bhI A lo; isako mahAvIra yatna kahate haiN| gayI, DAkTaroM ne kahA, aba bacegA nhiiN| mallA use dekhane gayA 'jIva mare yA jiie|' thaa| mitroM ne use samajhAyA ki dekho bhUla se bhI usake marane kI hiMsA se isakA koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| Amataura se loga socate bAta mata khnaa| vaha vaise hI mara rahA hai, aba use aura dukhI kyoM haiM, dUsare ko mata mAro, kyoMki mara jAegA to pApa lgegaa| karanA! ghar3I-do ghar3I sukha se, zAMti se raha le| jAnA to hai hii| mahAvIra kahate haiM, jIva mare yA jIe, isase kucha hiMsA kA saMbaMdha usako dukha kyoM denA! sadamA mata phuNcaanaa| mullA ne kahA, nahIM hai| tumhAre mana meM jo mArane kI vRtti uThI, jo tumane mArane kI kyA tumane mujhe nAsamajha samajhA hai? mujhe patA hai| vRtti uThane dI, vaha tumhAre soye hone kA sabUta hai| jo jAgA huA mullA gayA usane bar3I idhara-udhara kI hAMkI, mitra ko khUba hai, vaha to jAnatA hai yahAM sabhI amRtadharmA haiN| prasanna kiyA, itanA ki vaha maranevAlA AdamI haMsane lgaa| jo samitiyoM meM prayatnazIla hai, usase bAhya hiMsA ho jAne para usake gapa-sar3AkA, ulaTI-sIdhI kahAniyAM, vaha bilakula bhI use karmabaMdha nahIM hotaa|' | uThakara baiTha gayA maranevAlA, tabhI mullA, jora-jora se sira mahAvIra bar3I anUThI bAta kaha rahe haiN| vaha kaha rahe haiM, jo hilAne lagA, usane pUchA kyA huA? usane kahA, pUcho mata! hozapUrvaka jI rahA hai, usase kabhI bAhya hiMsA ho bhI jAe...tuma yaha tuma kisa cIja ke lie sira hilA rahe ho? usane kahA ki cala rahe the, eka cIMTI dabakara mara gyii| lekina tumane calane meM tumase maiM bAta jarUra kara rahA hUM, lekina eka prazna mere mana meM uTha | hoza rakhA thaa| tumane apanI tarapha se pUrA hoza rakhA thA...to rahA hai ki yaha tumhAre ghara kI jo sIr3hiyAM haiM, mara jAoge to arthI | mahAvIra kahate haiM, phira koI harjA nhiiN| nikAlI kaise jAegI? yaha sIr3hiyAM irachI-tirachI haiN| to maiM | kucha hiMsA to hotI hai jIvana ke hone meM hii| zvAsa loge| bAra-bAra usI ko inakAra kara rahA hUM ki mujhe kyA matalaba! yaha | pratyeka sAMsa meM lAkhoM jIvANu mara jAte haiN| sAMsa to lenI hI jaba maregA, jaba maregA! aura jinako utAranA hogA, ve samajheM! hogii| jIvANu to mareMge hii| pAnI pIyoge, bhojana karoge, hAtha magara yaha prazna mere mana meM bAra-bAra A rahA hai ki ina sIr3hiyoM se bhI hilAo-DulAo, to pUrA vAyumaMDala sUkSma-jIvANuoM se arthI nikAlanA bar3A muzkila hai| chipAnA cAhatA thA | bharA hai, ve marate haiN| caloge, to jIvANu mreNge| hiMsA to hogii| jo...satya ke pragaTa hone ke rAste haiM! jhUTha ko bacAo, lekina tuma sAvadhAnIpUrvaka brtnaa| 173 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH2 kahate haiM mahAvIra eka hI karavaTa sote the pUrI raat| rAta karavaTa | kAraNa huii| jIvana kI anivAryatA ke lie vaha jimmevAra nahIM bhI na bdlte| nIMda meM bhI sAvadhAnI rkhte| nyuuntm| eka hai| apanI tarapha se usane saba bhAMti apane ko roka liyA hai| karavaTa to sonA hI pdd'egaa| isase kama to aura kiyA nahIM jA aura jo vyakti viveka se nahIM jI rahA hai, hoza se nahIM jI rahA sktaa| hAM, do karavaTa badalane se rokA jA sakatA hai| eka hI hai, vaha hiMsA na bhI kare-pAnI chAnakara pIye, mAMsAhAra na kare, karavaTa, eka hI bAjU para soye raheMge, karavaTa na badaleMge rAta meM, rAta bhojana na kare, saba taraha se apane ko samhAlakara baiThA rahe, kyoMki dUsarI tarapha kucha kITANuoM ke mara jAne kI phira lekina bhItara agara hiMsA calatI jA rahI hai, bhItara agara hiMsA ke saMbhAvanA hai zarIra ke hilane se| | vicAra uTha rahe haiM, taraMgeM uTha rahI haiM, to pApa ho gyaa| mArane se mahAvIra utanA hI kareMge jitanA jIvana ke lie ekadama | hiMsA nahIM lagatI, mArane ke bhAva se hiMsA lagatI hai| anivArya hai| mahAvIra ne ekadama jIvana ko vahAM lAkara ThaharA | ise tuma samajhoge to gItA ke kRSNa aura mahAvIra ThIka eka diyA jahAM jarA bhI atizaya nahIM hai| ThIka primaarjit| jagaha khar3e ho jAte haiN| donoM kI prakriyA bilakula alaga hai, rAma ko loga maryAdA puruSottama kahate haiN| kahanA mahAvIra ko donoM ke sAdhana bilakula alaga haiM, lekina lakSya bilakula sApha caahie| aisI maryAdA meM koI AdamI nahIM jiiyaa| usa maryAdA kA hai| kRSNa arjuna se kahate haiM tU paramAtmA ke Upara saba chor3a de| tU mahAvIra kA nAma hai-smiti| samiti kA artha hotA hai, sImA kartA na raha jaa| tU bhAva bhI mata kara ki maiM mAra rahA hUM, ki maiM nahIM banAkara jiinaa| itanA paryApta hai, isase phira rattIbhara jyAdA nhiiN| mAra rahA hUM; paramAtmA para chor3a de| phira jo hotA hai, hone de| 'isakA kAraNa hai ki samiti kA pAlana karate hue sAdhu se jo agara tere bhItara bhAva na rahA ki maiM mAratA hUM, phira koI hiMsA Akasmika hiMsA ho jAtI hai vaha kevala dravya-hiMsA hai. nhiiN| mahAvIra kahate haiM jAga jaa| kyoMki mahAvIra kI dhAraNA meM bhAva-hiMsA nhiiN| bhAva-hiMsA to unase hotI hai jo asaMyamI hote | paramAtmA ke lie koI jagaha nahIM hai| jo paramAtmA kA sthAna hai haiN| ye jina jIvoM ko kabhI mArate nahIM unakI hiMsA kA bhI doSa | gItA meM, vaha mahAvIra kI dhAraNA meM dhyAna kA sthAna hai unheM lagatA hai| paramAtmA kA dhyAna nahIM karanA hai; mahAvIra kahate haiM, dhyAna hI asaMyamI ko, a-yatana meM DUbe hue mUrchita vyakti ko, | paramAtmA hai| jAga jaa| phira jAgakara jo hotA hai, vaha anivArya jinako vaha nahIM mAratA unakI bhI hiMsA kA pApa laga jAtA hai| hai| lekina tere bhItara bhAva na rahe ki maiM hiMsA kara rahA hUM, ki maiM kyoMki bahuta bAra vaha soca letA hai| tumane kaI bAra socA hiMsA karanA cAhatA huuN| abhiprAya se doSa hai| kRtya kA koI doSa hogA-phalAM AdamI ko mAra hI ddaaleN| mArA nahIM hai! kitanI nahIM hai| bAra tumane nahIM soca liyA ki AdamI mara hI jAe! tumane mArane kabhI-kabhI to aisA hotA hai, tuma kisI kA nukasAna karane gaye kA bhI nahIM socA; lekina mara hI jAe! duzmana kI to bAta chor3a the...eka AdamI rAha se calA jA rahA hai, usako varSoM se siradarda do| kabhI mAM bhI apane beTe se gusse meM kaha detI hai ki tuma paidA na hai; tumane eka patthara uThAkara usako mAra diyA, patthara usake sira hI hue hote to acchA thaa| jisane paidA kiyA hai, jisane janma para aisI jagaha lagA ki siradarda calA gyaa| tuma cAhate the sira diyA hai, vaha bhI krodha meM socane lagatI hai ki yaha to na hotA to | tor3a denA, phala itanA huA ki siradarda calA gyaa| tumane acchA acchA thaa| koI mAratA nahIM itanA, lekina yojanA to mana meM kiyA yA burA kiyA? huA to acchA, kiyA thA buraa| pApa to calatI hai| usa yojanA meM hI hiMsA hai| vidhvaMsa hai| lgegaa| kyoMki pApa abhiprAya se lagatA hai, tumhAre bhAva se to saMyamI, maryAdA meM jInevAlA, samiti meM jInevAlA, | lagatA hai| isako mahAvIra kahate haiM-bhAva-hiMsA aura yatnapUrvaka jInevAlA-agara kabhI usase saMyogavazAta, | dravya-hiMsA...tuma kisI ko mAranA nahI anivArya kAraNoM se kucha hiMsA ho bhI jAtI hai, to use koI kisI kA Aparezana kara rahA hai| saba taraha se bacAne ko Atura pApabaMdha nhiiN| usane karanI nahIM cAhI thii| usake bhItara koI hai, prANapaNa lagA diye haiM, lekina AdamI mara jAtA hai| to use bhAva na thA karane kaa| huI to vaha jIvana kI anivAryatA ke hama mAre jAne kA doSa nahIM deNge| AdamI to marA, usake 174 2010_03

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Aparezana meM hI marA, lekina phira bhI usakI koI bhAvadazA na thii| dravya-hiMsA to huI, AdamI marA, lekina koI abhiprAya na thaa| isalie pApa kA koI kAraNa nahIM hai| 'kisI prANI kA ghAta ho jAne para jaise saMyata yA asaMyata | vyakti ko dravya tathA bhAva donoM prakAra kI hiMsA kA doSa lagatA hai, vaise hI cittazuddhi se yukta, samitiparAyaNa sAdhu dvArA manaHpUrvaka kisI kA ghAta na hone ke kAraNa usake dravya tathA bhAva, donoM prakAroM kI ahiMsA hotI hai|' 'yatnAcAra dharma kI jananI hai / yatnAcAritA hI dharma kI pAlanahAra hai| yatnAcAritA dharma ko bar3hAtI hai / yatnAcAritA ekAMta sukhAvaha hai|' jayA u dhammajaNaNI, jayaNA dhammassa pAlaNI ceva / yatnapUrvaka jInA dharma kI janmadAtrI hai| yatnapUrvaka jInA dharma kI pAlanakartA hai, dhAraNakartA hai / yatnAcAritA dharma ko bar3hAtI hai / yatnapUrvaka - rAha calate, uThate-baiThate saba tarapha hoza rakhanA, | tumhAre kAraNa kisI ko dukha na phuNce| phira bhI kisI ko dukha pahuMce, vaha usakA apanA bhItarI kAraNa hogA, tumhArA kucha lenA-denA nhiiN| dukhato mahAvIra ke kAraNa taka logoM ko pahuMca jAtA hai| vaha to nagna khar3e haiN| kisI ko dukha ho jAtA hai ki yaha AdamI naMgA kyoM khar3A hai? yaha jimmevArI usa AdamI kI hai| mahAvIra usake lie nagna nahIM khar3e haiN| yaha usakI hI bhAvadazA hai| eka mitra ne prazna kiyA hai ki vaha yahAM saMnyAsa lene Aye the| lekina unakA bharosA, vizvAsa 'svAmI nArAyaNa saMpradAya' meM hai| to unhoMne pUchA hai ki 'svAmI nArAyaNa saMpradAya' meM saMnyAsa lUM yA yahAM ? kyoMki vahAM to brahmacarya para bar3A jora hai, sakhtI hai| aura yahAM aisA lagatA hai ki ApakA brahmacarya para koI jora nahIM hai / aura Apake saMnyAsI zithila mAlUma hote haiM / unako | duvidhA paidA huI hai| pUchA hai ki bar3e dvaMdva meM par3a gayA hUM / dvaMdva meM par3ane kI koI jarUrata nahIM / tuma saMnyAsa lenA bhI cAho, to maiM na dUMgA / isalie dvaMdva chodd'o| tuma rugNa / dUsare saMnyAsI kyA kara rahe haiM, isase tumhArA prayojana hI nahIM hai| kauna zithila hai, kauna zithila nahIM hai, tumase kisI ne pUchA nahIM hai| tuma apane lie hI nirNaya lo| jinane pUchA hai, isa vyakti ne nizcita 'svAmI nArAyaNa saMpradAya' ke prabhAva meM kAmavAsanA kA damana 2010_03 prema kA AkhirI vistAra : ahiMsA kiyA hogA / dabAyA hogA jabardastI / jo vyakti kAmavAsanA ko dabA letA hai, use saba tarapha kAmavAsanA dikhAyI par3ane lagatI hai / jisa vyakti ne kAmavAsanA ko dabAyA nahIM, samajhA hai, use phira kahIM kAmavAsanA nahIM dikhAyI pdd'tii| jise tumane dabAyA, vahI tumhArI AMkha se ubhara ubharakara tumheM saba jagaha dikhAyI pdd'egii| damana mukti nahIM hai| damana bar3A gaharA baMdhana hai| aba soco, agara yaha 'svAmI nArAyaNa saMpradAya' ko mAnanevAle sajjana mahAvIra ko mila jAeM, to yaha to ghabar3A hI jAeMge ki yaha AdamI nagna khar3A hai! yaha to bar3I anaitika bAta hai, bar3I azlIla bAta hai| azobhana hai| aziSTa hai| aisA hI huA thaa| mahAvIra ko gAMvoM se khader3A gayA, mArA gyaa| kyoMki unakA nagna honA dUsaroM ko pIr3AdAyI ho gyaa| mahAvIra kisI ko pIr3A nahIM denA caahte| vaha vastutaH nagna isalie hue ki ve naisargika honA cAhate haiM / svAbhAvika honA cAhate haiN| nagna AdamI paidA huA hai, nagna vidA hogA, to bIca meM vastra DhAMkane kA kyA prayojana! isalie mahAvIra nagna hue / mahAvIra kI nagnatA vaisI nirdoSa hai, jaise choTe bAlaka kii| lekina dekhanevAloM ko jo vahI dikhAyI par3A to unakI AMkhoM meM bharA thaa| unhoMne to dekhA ki yaha bAta kucha gar3abar3a hai| yaha AdamI to samAja ko tur3avA degA / zithila karavA degaa| jisa vyakti ke AdhAra para samAja sadA ke lie sudRr3ha staMbha rakha sakatA thA, vaha anaitika mAlUma par3A logoM ko| use haTAyA logoM ne apane gAMvoM se / khayAla rakho, jo tumhAre bhItara hai, vahI dikhAyI par3atA hai| yaha bhI ho sakatA hai tuma kisI ko dukha na denA cAho, lekina phira bhI kisI ko dukha pahuMca jaae| para yaha usakI bAta hai| yaha vaha jaane| yaha usakI samasyA hai| tuma apane bhItara kisI ko dukha dene kA bhAva na rkhnaa| tuma apane bhItara kisI ke vidhvaMsa kI AkAMkSA na karanA / tuma kisI ke vinAza kA bIja apane bhIta mata bonA / tuma nikhAlisa, tuma pavitra rahanA / tuma premapUrNa rhnaa| aura tuma yatnapUrvaka jiinaa| aura eka-eka kadama rakhanA hogA / pahale to bhAva meM badalAhaTa karanI hogii| tabhI bAhara badalAhaTa hogii| jamI sakhta hai, AsamAM dUra hai basara ho sake to basa kIjie 175

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jina sUtra bhAga 2 kaphasa tor3anA bAda kI bAta hai sUtra haiabhI khvAhise-bAlo-para kiijie| jayaM care jayaM ciTTe, jayamAse jayaM se| piMjar3e meM baMda haiM hm| abhI piMjar3e ko tor3anA to bahuta muzkila | jayaM bhuMjato bhAsaMto, pAvaM kammaM na bNdhi|| hai| abhI to pahale paMkha paidA ho jAeM, isakI AkAMkSA kiijie| viveka se| 'vivekapUrvaka calane se, vivekapUrvaka rahane se, jamIM sakhta hai, AsamAM dUra hai vivekapUrvaka baiThane se, vivekapUrvaka sone se, vivekapUrvaka khAne basara ho sake to basara kIjie aura vivekapUrvaka bolane se sAdhu ko pApakarma kA baMdha nahIM kaphasa tor3anA bAda kI bAta hai hotaa|' jo karo use vivekapUrvaka krnaa| jo karo, eka zarta abhI khvAhise-bAlo-para kIjie jarUra pUrI karanA ki vaha vivekapUrvaka ho, hozapUrvaka ho| nidrA, abhI to mere paMkha paidA ho jAeM, isakI AkAMkSA, isa dizA meM mUrchA meM na ho| behozI meM na ho| kyA pariNAma hotA hai isakA? pryaas| abhI to paira majabUta ho jAeM, isa dizA meM prytn| phira yaha jIvana ke zAstra kI bar3I gaharI bAta hai| jIvana-zAstra kA yAtrA hai| maMjila dUra kI hai| bala caahie| bhAva caahie| adamya bar3A pragaTa lekina phira bhI bahuta gupta rahasya hai| jo tuma viveka AzA caahie| se kara sako, vahI puNya hai| aura jo viveka ke kAraNa na kara mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'yatnAcAritA dharma ko bar3hAtI hai| sako, vahI pApa hai| yatnAcAritA ekAMta sukhAvaha hai|' jitanA yatna hogA, utanA jaise maiM kahatA hUM, krodha karate ho to maiM nahIM kahatA krodha mata sukha hogaa| kyoMki jitanA hama dUsare ko dukha denA cAhate haiM, karo; maiM kahatA hUM vivekapUrvaka kro| krodha Aye, jAga jaao| utanA hI apane dukha ke bIja bote haiN| jo hama kATate haiM vaha hamArA jhakajhora do apane ko| jaise subaha nIMda se uThate ho, aMgar3AI lete hI boyA huA hai| jo hama bote haiM, vaha hamIM kaatteNge| jo gaDDhe hama ho, aise bhItara caitanya kI aMgar3AI lo| jhakajhora do apane ko| dUsaroM ke lie khodate haiM, unameM hama hI gireNge| isalie kisI ke | jAgo! jAno ki krodha ho rahA hai| karo jaankr| aura tuma lie dukha ke bIja mata bonaa| agara tuma dukhI ho, to isakA cakita ho jAoge, tuma krodha na kara paaoge| agara prema phaila itanA hI artha hai ki aba taka tumane dukha ke bIja dUsaroM ke lie rahA ho aura tuma jAga jAo, to tuma hairAna hooge, jAgane ke boye| yaha jagata eka pratibiMba hai| tuma jaise hote ho vaisI hI kAraNa prema karor3a gunA hokara phailegaa| krodha tatkSaNa jalakara gira tasvIra tumheM dikhAyI par3atI hai| yaha jagata eka pratidhvani hai| tuma jaaegaa| prema phailegaa| agara tuma kisI ko miTAne cale the, to gIta gunagunAo, to gIta lauTa AtA hai| tuma gAlI do, to gAlI | jAgane ke kAraNa paira vahIM ThiThaka jaaeNge| aura agara kisI ko hI tuma para hajAra gunA hokara barasa jAtI hai| uThAne cale the, to jAgane ke kAraNa tuma daur3a pdd'oge| jo jAgane se AdamI ne vakta ko lalakArA hai ho sake, vahI puNya hai| aura jo jAgane se na ho sake, vahI pApa AdamI ne mauta ko bhI mArA hai hai| pApa aura puNya kI isase jyAdA gaharI koI paribhASA kabhI jIte haiM AdamI ne sAre loka nahIM kI gayI hai| AdamI khada se magara hArA hai mahAvIra kahate haiM, pApa vahI hai, jo soye-soye hotA hai, vahIM eka hAra hai| apane para basa nahIM hmaaraa| apane para jAgakara nahIM hotaa| puNya vahI hai, jo soye-soye kabhI nahIM samiti, saMyama nahIM hmaaraa| apane hama mAlika nhiiN| mahAvIra ne hotA, kevala jAgakara hI hotA hai| isalie eka hI bAta pakar3a isa para itanA jora diyA, svayaM kI mAlakiyata para, ki unakA pUrA | lene jaisI hai, aura vaha hai jaagrnn| dhyAnapUrvaka jiinaa| jo jAga dharma jina-dharma khlaayaa| jina kA artha hotA hai. jItA jisne| gayA. usakA saMbaMdha parama satya se jaDa jAtA hai| jaina-ghara meM paidA hone se mata samajha lenA ki jaina ho gye| jaba ai zauke-najArA kyA kahie, taka jina na ho jAo, taba taka jaina kaise hooge? jaba taka | najaroM meM koI sUrata hI nahIM | jIta na lo apane ko...aura jIta kaise AyegI, usakA parama ai jauke-tasavvura kyA kIje, 2010_03

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prema kA AkhirI vistAra : ahiMsA hama sUrate-jAnAM bhUla gaye chora nApate thake na pala china, aba gala se najara milatI hI nahIM ye kaise abhyAsa bana gaye aba dila kI kalI khilatI hI nahIM tama mere AkAza bana gye| jaise hI koI jAgatA hai, gula se najara milane lagatI hai| dila | divasa, mAsa yA varSa ginUM kyA, kI kalI khilane lagatI hai| soye-soye hamArI hAlata aisI hai- sArA jIvana eka tapasyA ai zauke-najArA kyA kahie, sAMsoM ke jitane zizu janme, najaroM meM koI sUrata hI nahIM sabhI tumhAre dAsa bana gaye soye AdamI kI dRSTi meM satya kA darzana kaise! paramAtmA kA tuma mere AkAza bana gye| darzana kaise! priya dikhAyI kaise par3e nIMda-bharI AMkhoM meM ! vahAM to | viveka tumhArA AkAza bana jAe, vahI-vahI ekamAtra tumhArA sirpha sapane dikhAyI par3a sakate haiN| satya dikhAyI nahIM par3a lakSya bana jAe, to tumhArA pUrA jIvana tapasyA ho gyii| sktaa| divasa mAsa yA varSa ginUM kyA, aizauke-najArA kyA kahie, sArA jIvana eka tapasyA najaroM meM koI sUrata hI nahIM mahAvIra tumheM eka khaMDa ko suMdara banAne ko nahIM khte| ve yaha ai jauke-tasavvura kyA kIje, nahIM kahate ki eka ghar3I ko dhArmika banA lo aura teIsa ghar3I jIe hama sUrate-jAnAM bhUla gaye jAo saMsAra meN| vaha kahate haiM, kucha aisA karo, kucha aise jIo aba yAda bhI kareM usa parama kI, prabhu kI, to kaise kareM, hama to ki caubIsa ghaMTA eka hI dhAge meM piro jaae| usakI sUrata bhI bhUla cuke! to agara pUjA karo, to caubIsa ghaMTe to nahIM kara skte| kama hama sUrate-jAnAM bhUla gaye se kama bhojana ke lie chuTTI lenI pdd'egii| maMdira meM baiTho, to usa prItama kI sUrata bhI yAda nahIM, yAda kyA kareM? smaraNa kaise | caubIsa ghaMTe to nahIM baiTha skte| rAta sonA to pdd'egaa| snAna | karane ke lie to uThanA pdd'egaa| mAlA phero to caubIsa ghaMTe to aba gula se najara milatI hI nahIM nahIM phera skte| jIvana paMgu ho jaaegaa| lekina mahAvIra kahate aba dila kI kalI khilatI hI nahIM haiM, viveka kucha aisI bAta hai ki caubIsa ghaMTe sAdha sakate ho, koI jaise hI koI viveka ko upalabdha haA, milane lagatI hai gala | bAdhA na pdd'egii| snAna karo, to bhii-jaage| baiTho, uTho, bhojana se najara, khilane lagatI hai dila kI klii| karo, bAta karo, suno--jaage| dukAna jAo, maMdira jAo, yaha viveka kA bala ekamAtra bala hai, jo tumheM tIrtha taka pahuMcA bajAra jAo, ghara aao--jaage| bhIr3a meM, akele meN-jaage| degaa| yaha viveka ke paMkha hI tumheM khule AkAza meM ur3A skeNge| aura mahAvIra kahate haiM, agara tumhArA sArA kRtya jAgaraNa se jur3a yaha viveka ke paira hI tumheM usa parama yAtrA taka pahuMcA skeNge| jAe, to tuma eka dina acAnaka pAoge ki rAta tuma sote ho agara mahAvIra ke sAre zAstra ko do zabdoM meM rakhA jA sake, to ve | aura jaage| isako kRSNa ne kahA hai, 'yA nizA sarvabhUtAnAM tasyAM hoMge, 'viveka' aura 'ahiNsaa'| ahiMsA hai gNtvy| viveka hai | jAgarti sNymii|' jaba saba so jAte haiM, taba bhI saMyamI jAgatA hai, usa tarapha gti| ahiMsA hai sAdhya, viveka hai saadhn| ahiMsA hai | isase tuma aisA matalaba mata lenA ki saMyamI baiThA rahatA hai bistara maMjila, viveka hai maarg| pr| pAgala ho jAegA! zarIra ko to nIMda jarUrI hai| lekina mana paMchI isa taraha ur3A kucha, bhItara kA dIyA jalatA rahatA hai| rAta ke gahanatama aMdhere meM bhI, tuma mere AkAza bana gye| zarIra jaba so jAtA hai, taba bhI AtmA jAgI rahatI hai 'tasyAM paMkhoM kI bisAta hI kitanI, jAgarti sNymii|' bharI ur3AneM phira bhI itanI, lekina isa jAgaraNa ko pahale jAgI avasthA meM saadho| kareM? 177 ___ 2010_03

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178 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 dhIre-dhIre yaha tumhArI nIMda meM bhI utara jaaegaa| yaha caubIsa ghaMTe para phaila jaaegaa| aura jo dharma caubIsa ghaMTe para phaila jAe, vahI tumheM mukta kara pAyegA / anyathA, ghaMTebhara dharma ko sAdhoge, teIsa ghaMTe adharma ko sAdhoge, mukti hogI kaise? ghaMTebhara meM jo banAoge, teIsa ghaMTe meM teIsa gunA miTA doge / phira dUsare dina ghaMTe bhara meM banAoge, phira teIsa ghaMTe meM miTA doge 1 aura kucha rAja aisA hai ki agara dhAge ko piMDalI meM lapeTanA ho, to ghaMToM lagate haiM, aura dhAge ko piMDalI se alaga nikAlanA ho to kSaNabhara meM khula jAtA hai| makAna banAne meM varSoM lagate haiM, girAnA ho to dinabhara meM gira jAtA hai| miTAnA bar3A jaldI ho jAtA hai| aura miTAne ke lie teIsa ghaMTe haiN| aura banAnA bar3A muzkila hai aura banAne ke lie ghaMTAbhara hai| tuma jIta na paaoge| isase kabhI jIta saMbhava nahIM hai| jIta kA yahI sUtra 'jayaM care jayaM ciTThe' - jAgakara calo, jAgakara raho / 'jayamAse jayaM sae' - jAgakara baiTho, jAgakara soo| 'jayaM bhuMjato bhAsato' - jAgakara bolo| 'pAvaM kammaM na baMdhai' - phira koI pApa tumhAre lie nahIM hai| phira pApa kA koI baMdhana nahIM hai| hai 2010_03 Aja itanA hii|

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dasavAM pravacana dukha kI svIkRti : mahAsukha kI nIMva

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prazna- sAra pravacana meM Apa dvArA eka hAtha se to hama para karArI coTa aura dUsare hAtha se sugaMdha va phUla luttaanaa| donoM se eka-sAtha gujarane meM Apako kaThinAI nahIM hotI ? samatA va AnaMda ke dIye kA adhika samaya taka sthira rahane ke bAvajUda bhI kabhI-kabhI TimaTimAne laganA / nirmANa kI bhUmikA athavA kisI zithilatA kA pariNAma ? akaMpa samyakatva va AnaMda hetu bhagavAna se mArga prakAzana kI maaNg| - 2010_03 hara prAtaH bhagavAna ko dekhane va sunane ke lie AnA, para donoM rasa eka-sAtha na le pAnA / sunane meM AMkha kA baMda honA, dekhane para sunane kA kama honA / kaise donoM kA sAtha-sAtha AsvAdana ho ? samarpaNa va aMdhAnukaraNa meM aMtara kyA ? siddha hokara Apako kyA milA ? kyA Izvara nizcayapUrvaka hai ?

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M ga halA prazna : pravacana meM Apa eka hAtha se hama para samhAlo hI, tAki tumhAre sAmane merI sthiti sApha-sApha ho na karArI coTa karate haiM aura dUsare hAtha se phUla aura jaae| maiM donoM karatA hUM to tumhAre sAmane merI sthiti sApha nahIM sugaMdha bAMTate haiN| bAMTate kyA haiM, luTAte haiM! kyA hotii| tuma mujhe chor3akara bhI nahIM bhAga sakate, kyoMki sahArA bhI Apako ina donoM se eka-sAtha gujarane meM kaThinAI nahIM hotI? | detA huuN| tuma mere sAtha pUre khar3e bhI nahIM ho pAte, kyoMki coTa bhI karatA huuN| tumhAre mana meM mere prati sthiti spaSTa nahIM ho pAtI, donoM meM virodha nahIM hai, donoM meM sahayoga hai| donoM eka-dUsare ke rahasya banA rahatA hai| viparIta nahIM haiM, eka-dUsare ke paripUraka haiN| kumhAra ko dekhA | agara maiM sahArA hI dUM to tuma mere sAtha ho jaao| lekina vaha hai? eka hAtha se samhAlatA hai aura dUsare hAtha se thapakI detA hai| sAtha honA kisa kAma kA! tuma murde kI taraha sAtha ho jaaoge| eka hAtha se miTTI ko samhAlatA hai, gira na jAe, bhItara se tumheM maiMne cunautI na dii| tuma anagar3ha patthara raha jAoge, mUrti na samhAlatA hai, bAhara se coTa detA hai| bhItara se na samhAle to bnoge| kyoMki mUrti banAne ke lie to chenI uThAnI hI pdd'egii| miTTI kI deha nirmita na ho pAyegI, gira jaaegii| bAhara se coTa na tumheM kATanA hI hogaa| aura agara maiM sirpha coTa hI karUM, to tumheM de, to bhI na samhala pAyegI, to bhI ghar3A bana na paayegaa| bhAgane meM suvidhA ho jaae| coTa khAne ko kauna baiThA rahatA hai? | - jo kumhAra kara rahA hai, vahI maiM bhI kara rahA huuN| vaha miTTI ke tuma yA to bhAga jAo yA tuma suno hI na, yA sunate hue bhI tuma sAtha kara rahA hai, maiM AtmA ke sAtha kara rahA huuN| sahAre kI bhI bahare bane rho| lekina saMbaMdha TUTa jaae| jarUrata hai, coTa akelI kAphI nhiiN| akelA sahArA bhI kAphI maine tumheM duvidhA meM ddaalaa| na tuma chor3akara bhAga sakate ho, nahIM, coTa kI bhI jarUrata hai| sahAre denevAle tumheM bahuta mila kyoMki eka hAtha se maiM tumheM bulA bhI rahA hUM; aura tuma mere pAsa jAeMge, lekina ve coTa nahIM krte| kucha coTa karanevAle bhI haiM, Ane meM bhI Darate ho, kyoMki maiM coTa bhI kara rahA huuN| lekina yahI lekina ve sahArA nahIM dete| donoM hI hAlata meM tumhArI AtmA kA ekamAtra upAya hai tumheM nirmita karane kaa| basa, tuma kumhAra ko pAtra nirmita na ho paayegaa| | jAkara dekha AnA-ghar3A banAte kumhAra ko-tumheM merI bAta mehara bAbA sahArA dete haiM, coTa nahIM krte| kRSNamUrti coTa samajha meM A jaaegii| kumhAra ke lie virodha nahIM hai| zAyada karate haiM, sahArA nahIM dete| ye adhUre upAya haiN| ghar3e ko ar3acana bhI hotI ho ki kyA kara rahe ho, ulTI bAteM maiM donoM ko eka-sAtha samhAla rahA huuN| mujhe ar3acana nahIM hai eka-sAtha kara rahe ho? sahArA dete ho to sahArA do, coTa karate samhAlane meM, kyoMki mere lie donoM paripUraka haiN| ar3acana tumheM | ho to coTa karo, yaha tuma kyA kara rahe ho? bar3I visaMgati hai, | hogii| vaha maiM jAnatA huuN| tuma cAhate ho yA to coTa hI karo, yA bar3A virodha hai| 183 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga 2 merI bAteM tumheM visaMgatipUrNa mAlUma pdd'eNgii| Aja kucha kahatA aMkurita hotA hai| kaccA bIja to aMkurita nahIM hotaa| coTa na hUM, kala kucha kahatA huuN| kyoMki jaba sahArA denA hotA hai, taba khAyI, pakoge nahIM; kacce raha jaaoge| jinake jIvana meM coTeM tumheM pucakAra letA hUM; jaba coTa karanI hotI hai, taba phira nahIM par3atIM, ve sadA kacce raha jAte haiN| dhanyabhAgI haiM ve jinheM nirmamatA se coTa bhI karatA huuN| tuma taya nahIM kara pAte ki jisake | jIvana bahuta coTa detA hai| abhAge haiM ve jinheM jIvana sirpha sahArA pAsa Aye ho vaha mitra hai, yA zatru hai ? jisake sAtha cala par3e detA hai, coTa nahIM detaa| ve napuMsaka raha jAte haiN| isIlie to ho, vaha pahuMcAyegA yA bhaTakAyegA? tuma sApha nahIM kara paate| bahuta suvidhA meM, saMpannatA meM pale hue logoM meM pratibhA nahIM hotii| tumhArI duvidhA sApha hai| mujhe koI duvidhA nahIM hai| maiM jo kara rahA pratibhA ke lie thor3I coTa caahie| jIvana kA tapa, jIvana kA hUM bilakula spaSTa hai, saMgatipUrNa hai| | tApa caahie| tUphAna aura Aga caahie| aura agara tumheM merI bAta samajha meM A jAe, to tumhAre lie bhI | maiMne sunA hai, eka kisAna ne bar3e dina taka paramAtmA se pUjA saMgati kA darzana ho jaaegaa| usa darzana se bar3A lAbha hogaa| kI, prArthanA kii| paramAtmA ne darzana diye, to usake sAmane kahA phira tuma coTa meM bhI chipe sahAre ko dekhoge| sahAre meM bhI chipI ki basa, mujhe eka hI bAta tumase kahanI hai| tumheM kisAnI nahIM coTa ko dekhoge| akelI karuNA se na hogaa| karuNA ko kaThora aatii| bevakta bAdala bheja dete ho| jaba bAdala kI jarUrata hotI honA hogA, to hI kAma ho skegaa| tumheM banAnA bhI hai, bahuta hai, hama tar3aphate haiM, cIkhate-cillAte haiM, taba bAdaloM kA koI kucha tuma meM miTAnA bhI hai| tuma eka jIrNa-jarjara bhavana kI taraha patA nahIM! kabhI aisI varSA kara dete ho ki bAr3ha A jAtI hai, kabhI ho| eka khaMDahara! pahale tumheM miTAnA bhI hai, phira naye bhavana kI aisA khAlI chor3a dete ho ki pAnI ko tarasa jAte haiN| phasala khar3I nIMva bhI rakhanI hai| tuma jaise ho aise hI paramAtmA ke yogya nahIM hotI hai-tUphAna, AMdhI, ole! tumheM kucha patA hai? khetI ho| tuma paramAtmA ke yogya ho sakate ho| lekina usake pahale tumane kabhI kI nhiiN| to kama se kama khetI ke saMbaMdha meM tuma merI bar3I agniyoM se gujaranA hogaa| saMbhAvanA hai tumhArI paramAtmA, | salAha maano| paramAtmA haMsA usa bhole kisAna pr| usane kahA, satya nhiiN| tuma bIja ho abhii| TUToge, tor3e jAoge, miTTI meM ThIka! to tU kyA cAhatA hai ? eka sAla terI marjI se hogaa| giroge, bikharoge, to hI kisI dina phUla khila paayegaa| kisAna ne kahA, taba ThIka hai| puSTa bIja, eka sAla kisAna ne marjI se jo cAhA, jisa dina cAhA, vaisA suSTa kheta, huaa| jaba usane pAnI mAMgA, pAnI giraa| jaba usane dhUpa mAMgI, sAthI saMgI sameta, taba dhUpa aayii| gehUM kI bAleM itanI bar3I kabhI bhI na huI thiiN| susamaya boiye, AdamI DhaMka jAe, kho jAe, itanI bar3I gehUM kI bAleM huiiN| usane sIMcie susAdha se, kahA, aba dekha! socA mana meM, aba dikhAUMgA paramAtmA ko| rAta dina bAleM to bahuta bar3I huI, lekina jaba phasala kATI, to bAloM ke bAta bina bhItara gehUM bilakula na the, poca the| bahuta parezAna huaa| kheta ko rkhaaiye| paramAtmA se kahA, yaha kyA huA? kyoMki maiMne itanI suvidhA kAla thaka jAe jaba, dii| jaba pAnI kI jarUrata thI, taba pAnI; jaba dhUpa kI jarUrata dhAna paka jAe jaba, thI, taba dhuup| AMdhI, tUphAna, ole ityAdi to maiMne kATa hI hokara ikaDe phira, diye| koI takalIpha to dI hI nhiiN| lekina bIja Aye hI nahIM! kATiye kttaaiye| huA kyA hai? puSTa bIja-pahale to bIja ko puSTa honA par3atA, pakanA | paramAtmA ne kahA, pAgala! sirpha suvidhA se kahIM koI cIja pdd'taa| kacce bIja ko bone se kucha sAra na hogaa| dhUpa meM, | banI hai, nirmita huI hai? suvidhA ke sAtha sAdhanA bhI caahie| tUne sUrya-Atapa meM, tapa meM bIja ko pakanA hotA hai| pakA bIja hI suvidhA to de dI, lekina sAdhanA kA koI avasara na diyaa| tUne 184 2010_03

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dukha kI svIkRti : mahAsukha kI nIMva samhAlA to, lekina coTeM-capeTeM na diiN| AMdhI bhI cAhie, ole jAtA hai| bhIr3a meM rahanevAle AdamI kI AtmA kho jAtI hai| bhI cAhie, tUphAna bhI cAhie; sahArA bhI caahie| ina donoM ke donoM ke bIca meN| akele rahanA hai, bhIr3a meM rahanA hai| aura bhIr3a meM bIca meM gehUM paidA hotA, pktaa| bala paidA hotA hai cunautI se| rahanA hai aura akele rahanA hai| ghUmo, calo bAjAra meM, lekina puSTa bIja bhItara himAlaya kA ekAMta banA rhe| to pahalI to bAta hai ki bIja puSTa ho| saMbaMdhoM se bhAgo mt| kyoMki saMbaMdhoM ke thaper3e jarUrI haiN| suSTa kheta krodha, saMgharSa, coTa, cunautI jarUrI haiN| bhItara dhyAna ko sAdho, phira kheta taiyAra ho| aise hara kahIM bIja pheMka dene se kahIM | bAhara prema ke dhAge ko pakar3e rho| phasala nahIM kATI jaatii| patthara, kUr3A-karkaTa, ghAsa-pAta alaga | puSTa bIja karanA hogaa| khAda kheta meM DAlanI hogii| zrama karanA hogaa| suSTa kheta puSTa bIja sAthI-saMgI sameta suSTa kheta susamaya boiye sAthI-saMgI sameta ThIka samaya para bonA pdd'egaa| cAhe ThIka samaya AdhI rAta akele bhI na ho paayegaa| jIvana meM kucha bhI to akele nahIM ho aaye| cAhe ThIka samaya bhara-dopaharI meM aaye| ThIka samaya jo paataa| jIvana hai hI saMga-sAtha meN| hama samAja meM paidA hote, bhI mAMge, denA hogaa| ThIka samaya kI pratIkSA karanI hogI, sajaga samAja meM jIte, samAja meM vidA hote| hamArA honA sAmAjika hai| praharI kI taraha, AMkheM khole| jhapakI na lenI hogii| kyoMki saMbaMdhoM meM hai| jaise machalI sAgara meM janmatI hai, aise hama saMbaMdhoM ke ThIka samaya para par3e bIja hI ThIka samaya para phUleMge, phleNge| sAgara meM janmate haiN| binA mAM ke, binA pitA ke kauna paidA jarA-sA samaya cUka gaye, to jo jarA-sA samaya cUka gayA, vaha hogA? kaise paidA hogA? binA bhAI-bahana ke, binA mitra-zatru sadA ke lie bAdhA bana jAtA hai| phira use pUrA karane kA koI ke kauna bar3hegA, kaise bar3hegA? upAya nhiiN| puSTa bIja puSTa bIja, suSTa kheta suSTa kheta, sAthI saMgI sameta sAthI saMgI sameta, isalie merA bahuta jora hai ki tuma dhyAna bhI sAdho aura prema bhI | susamaya boiye, saadho| dhyAna kA artha hai, tuma akelA honA saadho| aura prema kA | sIMcie susAdha se, artha hai, tuma saMbaMdhoM meM bhI mAdhurya ko nirmita kro| aisA na ho ki | rAta dina tuma akele-akele raha jaao| to tuma sUkha jaaoge| kucha bar3A bAta bina bahumUlya tumhAre bhItara mara jaaegaa| jaMgala meM bhAga gaye saMnyAsI | kheta ko rkhaaiye| kA kucha bahumUlya mara jAtA hai| bhIr3a meM hI rahanevAle AdamI kA kAla thaka jAe jaba, bhI kucha bahumUlya mara jAtA hai| donoM adhUre haiN| bhIr3a meM rahanevAle dhAna paka jAe jaba, AdamI ko apane ghara kA patA kho jAtA hai| vaha apane | hokara ikaDe phira, mana-maMdira taka lauTa hI nahIM paataa| bhIr3a meM hI bhaTaka jAtA hai| kATiye kttaaiye| yAda hI nahIM rahatI ki maiM kauna hUM? akelA jo calA gayA, use jIvana aisA hI hai| sabhI kucha suvidhA se milatA hotA, to apanI to yAda Ane lagatI hai, lekina dUsare kA smaraNa bhUla jAtA sabhI ko mila gayA hotaa| suvidhA kAphI nahIM hai| sAdhanA bhI hai| aura dUsare ke smaraNa ke binA ahaMkAra khUba majabUta ho jAtA jarUrI hai| aura agara akelI sAdhanA se hI milatA hotA, to bhI hai| ekAMta meM rahanevAle vyakti kA ahaMkAra khUba balazAlI ho bahuta ar3acana na thii| sAdhanA ke bhItara suvidhA bhI Avazyaka 185 2010_03

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186 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 hai / sAdhanA, suvidhA meM virodha dikhAyI par3atA hai| lekina unhIM ko, jinhoMne jIvana ke gaNita ko samajhA nahIM / dinabhara tuma zrama karate ho, rAta so jAte ho, virodha kA khayAla nahIM kiyA? tuma yaha nahIM kahate ki kala bhI mujhe kAma karanA hai, rAta so jAUMgA, zithilatA A jaaegii| jAgA rahUM rAtabhara / kyoMki kala bhI to jAganA hai| to jAgane kA abhyAsa jArI rkhuuN| agara tuma rAtabhara jAge, to kala sooge phira / jAga na skoge| jIvana kA gaNita yahI hai ki viparIta se milakara banA hai jIvana / dinabhara jAge ho, rAtabhara so jaao| rAtabhara ThIka se soye, to subaha kala phira ThIka se jAga skoge| agara zrama kiyA hai, to vizrAma kara lo / zrama hI zrama karate rahe, to bhI pAgala ho jaaoge| vizrAma hI vizrAma karate rahe, to jIvana kI sArI saMpadA kho jAegI / zrama aura vizrAma kA saMtulana hai jiivn| donoM ko eka-sAtha sAdhanA hai| kucha loga suvidhA ko sAdhate haiM, inako hI hama sAMsArika kahate loga sAdhanA ko sAdhate haiM, inhIM ko hama saMnyAsI kahate haiN| | kucha rahe haiN| mere saMnyAsI ko merA Adeza bar3A bhinna hai| maiM kahatA hUM, suvidhA meM sAdhanA ko sAdhanA | sAdhanA aura suvidhA ko tor3anA mata, jor3anA / jaba sAdhanA se thaka jAo, suvidhA meM DUba jAnA / suvidhA se thaka jAo, taiyAra jAo, vizrAma pA lo, phira sAdhanA meM laga jaanaa| jIvana viparIta ko viparIta kI taraha nahIM dekhtaa| vahAM viparIta paripUraka hai| dUsarA prazna : bhItara samatA kA, AnaMda kA dIyA adhika samaya sthira rahane para bhI kabhI TimaTimAne lagatA hai| kyA yaha mere nirmANa kI bhUmikA hai, athavA merI kisI zithilatA kA pariNAma ? yaha ThIkapana yA samyakatva kA AnaMda sadA akaMpita rahe, isake lie apane anubhava se merA mArga prakAzita karane kI kRpA kreN| eka kSaNa se jyAdA kA vicAra hI mata kro| usI ke kAraNa dIyA TimaTimAne lagatA hai| eka kSaNa se jyAdA tumhAre hAtha meM nahIM hai| sadA akaMpita rahe, yaha AkAMkSA hI kyoM karate ho ? sadA sthira rahe, yaha vAsanA hI kyoM karate ho? kala kI bAta hI kyoM uThAte ho ? Aja kAphI hai| abhI, yahI kSaNa kAphI hai| eka kSaNa se jyAdA to eka bAra tumheM milatA nhiiN| eka-sAtha do kSaNa to kabhI milate nhiiN| 2010_03 eka kSaNa bhI agara samatA kA dIyA ThaharA rahatA hai, phikira chodd'o| isI kSaNa ko jI lo pUrA, bharapUra / nicor3a lo pUrA sAra, rasa! yaha jo kSaNa kA aMgUra hai, banA lo isakI surA / yahI kSaNa kAphI hai| jaise hI tumane socA, yaha jo AnaMda abhI mila rahA hai, sadA rahegA ? tumhIM ne havA ke kaMpa paidA kara diye / dIyA nahIM kaMpa rahA hai; tumhAre mana ne hI dIye ko kaMpA diyaa| AnaMda nahIM kaMpa rahA hai, tuma bhaviSya ko bIca meM le aaye| tumane kala kI ciMtA bIca meM DAla dii| kala hai kahAM ? aura kala jaba AyegA taba Aja kI taraha aayegaa| tuma Aja ko samhAla lo| jisane Aja ko samhAlanA jAna liyA, usane zAzvata ko samhAla liyaa| lekina hamArI ar3acana kyA hai? jo hamAre sAmane hotA hai, agara kabhI AnaMda AtA hai, to hama ghabar3Ate haiM ki chUTa to na jAegA ? abhI AyA hai ise bhogate nahIM, ciMtA karate haiM ki kahIM chUTa to nahIM jAegA ? AnaMda chUTa hI gyaa| yaha maukA cUka hI gyaa| tumane socA ki chUTa to nahIM jAegA, ki gayA / chUTa hI gayA / tuma TUTa gaye, abhii| dIyA kaMpa gyaa| AnaMda Aye, to bhogo| kala ko kyoM uThAte ho ? kala lenA-denA kyA hai ? jahAM se Aja AyA hai, vahIM se kala bhI AtA rhegaa| phira kala jaba AyegA, taba dekha leNge| abhI to yaha avasara milA hai, ise bhoga leN| abhI to yaha kSaNa milA hai, ise nA leN| abhI to yaha gIta kI kar3I utarI hai, gunagunA leM / abhI to paira thirakeM, mRdaMga bje| isa kSaNa to jo milA hai, isameM se rattIbhara bhI na cUke, isakI ciMtA lo| kyoMki kSaNa bhAgA jA rahA hai| hAtha se phisalatA jAtA hai| nikalatA jAtA hai| tumane agara jarA - hI idhara-udhara dekhA ki cUke / dAyeM-bAyeM dekhA ki gaye ! itanI dera kahAM hai? tumane pUchA ki yaha kSaNa calA to nahIM jAegA - yaha jA cukA! yaha gayA ! tumhAre hAtha meM nahIM hai aba / itanA bhI avakAza kahAM hai ki tuma soco ? bhogo! socane se kAma na clegaa| aura jaise hI tuma isa kSaNa ko bhoga loge, isa kSaNa ne buniyAda rakhI AnevAle kSaNa kii| isa kSaNa ko tumane bhogA, rasa kI dhAra bahI, tuma aura rasa kI dhAra

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dukha kI svIkRti : mahAsakha kI nIMva Mindsamananews ko bhogane ke yogya bne| agalA kSaNa aura bhI vAsaMtI, aura bhI bhI bIca meM vicAra mata lAo ki yaha rukegI? madhumaya hokara aayegaa| agalA kSaNa aura gaharA nRtya laayegaa| jhena kahAnI hai : agalA kSaNa aura bhI barasAyegA amRta tuma pr| lekina yaha eka maMdira ke dvAra para do bhikSuoM meM vivAda ho rahA hai ki maMdira tumhArI ciMtA kA kAraNa nahIM hai, yaha sahaja hI hotA hai| yaha ke Upara lagI patAkA ko kauna hilA rahA hai? patAkA hila rahI niyama kI bAta kaha rahA hUM, tumase socane ko nahIM kaha rahA huuN| hai| eka bhikSu kahatA hai, havA hilA rahI hai| dUsarA bhikSu kahatA yaha to eka zAzvata niyama hai ki jo tumane isa kSaNa meM bhogA, | hai, patAkA svayaM hila rahI hai| guru maMdira ke bAhara AtA hai, vaha usako tumhArI agale kSaNa meM bhogane kI kSamatA bar3ha jAtI hai| | kahatA hai : nAsamajho, na havA hilA rahI, na patAkA hila rahI, abhI tumane krodha kiyA, to agale kSaNa tumhArI krodha kI kSamatA | tumhArA mana! tumhArA mana hila rahA hai| isalie tumheM hilatI bar3ha jaaegii| patAkA dikhAyI par3a rahI hai, hilatI patAkA meM tumheM rasa A gayA tumane kabhI khayAla kiyA? subaha se uThakara agara krodha ho hai| tuma ciMtA-vicAra meM par3a gaye ho| mana ko ThaharA lo, phira jAe to loga kahate haiM dinabhara krodha ho jAtA hai| isalie parAne havA bhI calatI rahe. to bhI patAkA na hilegii| patAkA hilatI bhI dinoM meM loga subaha rAma kA nAma lekara uThate the| usa gaNita meM | rahe, to bhI na hilegii| mana thira huA, to saba thira huaa| thor3A manovijJAna hai| kyoMki jo hama subaha-subaha karate haiM, vaha | ThIka kahA usne| hamane nIMva rakha dI dinabhara ke lie| agara subaha-subaha rAma kA maiM eka amarIkI lekhaka kA jIvana par3ha rahA thaa| usane likhA smaraNa kiyA, to isa smaraNa meM snAna ho jaaegaa| usa smaraNa ke hai ki maiM kailiphorniyA kI suMdara suramya ghATI meM paidA huaa| eka sAtha yAtrA zurU huI, to agalA kSaNa usI se to Ane ko hai| machuve ke ghara paidA huaa| suMdara jhIloM meM, nadiyoM meM, vAdiyoM meM usI kI to zRMkhalA bnegii| jo rAma kA nAma lete hue uThA, | machaliyAM pakar3ate bacapana biitaa| agara kisI ne use gAlI dI, to ekadama se gAlI usake bhItara se usane likhA hai ki jaba maiM machaliyAM pakar3ane ke lie baMsI bAMdhe na uThegI-rAma kA nAma Ar3e pdd'egaa| jo gAlI dete hI uThA, hue kisI suramya jhIla ke pAsa baiThA hotA thA, Upara se havAI usako to koI gAlI na bhI de, to bhI gAlI sunAyI par3a jaaegii| jahAja gujarate the, to mere mana meM eka hI kAmanA uThatI thI ki kaba vaha gAlI se bharA hai| vaha talAza hI kara rahA hai, kahIM koI mila aisA samaya AyegA ki maiM bhI pAyalaTa banUM! AkAza meM uDUM! jAe kAraNa, to vaha TUTa par3e, barasa pdd'e| vaha bahAnA hI khoja kaisA AnaMda na hogA usa AkAza meM! maiM kahAM yahAM baiThA rahA hai| machaliyAM mArane meM samaya gaMvA rahA huuN| * isako hI agara tuma ThIka se samajho, to karma kA, saMskAra kA saMyoga kI bAta, vaha AdamI bAda meM pAyalaTa bnaa| taba usane pUrA siddhAMta hai| tumane jo kala kiyA thA, vaha tumhAre Aja ko dekhA ki maiM bar3A hairAna huA! aba maiM pAyalaTa hokara usI ghATI prabhAvita kregaa| aba kala to gayA, aba kala ko to badalane | ke Upara se havAI jahAja lekara ur3atA hUM, nIce jhAMkakara dekhatA hUM, kA koI upAya nahIM, itanI kRpA karo ki Aja ko badala lo, | mere mana meM khayAla uThatA hai, he bhagavAna! kaba riTAyara hoUMgA ki kyoMki Aja phira kala staayegaa| jo tumane pichale janma meM phira unhIM suramya ghATiyoM meM bailUM, machalI mArUM, vizrAma karUM! kiyA thA, vaha tuma abhI bhoga rahe ho| aura abhI tuma agale taba vaha cauMkA ki yaha maiM kara kyA rahA hUM, kyoMki maiM jaba ghATI meM janma kA vicAra kara rahe ho, aura yaha janma bhI hAtha se jA rahA thA taba mujhe ghATI kA sauMdarya na dikhAyI pdd'aa| taba mujhe havAI hai| yaha khAlI-khAlI gayA huA janma, phira aMdhere se bhare hue jahAja meM baiThe hue pAyalaTa kI mahimA mAlUma pdd'ii| aba maiM rAste para tumheM bhaTakA degaa| pAyalaTa hUM, to vizrAma kI AkAMkSA kara rahA huuN| aura phira soca pUchate ho ki samatA kA dIyA sadA kaise jalatA rahe? basa, | rahA hUM unhIM ghATiyoM kI jinameM maiMne kabhI sukha na pAyA thaa| aba kSaNabhara tuma use bhogo| jaba samatA ghanI ho, gunagunAo, nAco, | nIce phailI harI ghATI bar3I suMdara mAlUma par3atI hai! tAla-talaiye, DUbo usmeN| jaba samatA ghanI ho, pIo, phira dera na kro| itanA sarovara sphaTika-maNi jaise camakate haiN| unake kinAre baiThane kI 2010_03

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188 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 phira AkAMkSA hai| aura pakkA mAnanA, unake kinAre pahuMcate hI phira AkAMkSA kahIM aura calI jaaegii| mana bar3A adabhuta hai| tuma jahAM hote ho, vahAM tumheM nahIM hone detaa| mana kI sArI pakar3a yahI hai ki tuma jahAM ho vahAM nahIM hone detaa| tumheM kahIM aura le jAtA hai / aura dhyAna kA kula itanA hI artha hai ki jahAM ho, vahIM ho rho| mana ko yaha khela na khelane do| mana ko kaha do ki maiM jahAM hUM, vahI rhuuNgaa| abhI mana sadhA hai, samatA banI hai, pIo ise ! agara pInA sIkha gaye, zAzvata ho jaaegii| agara socane lage ki kahIM hila to na jAegA, kahIM kho to na jAegA, kahIM yaha kSaNabhara kA sapanA to na ho jAegA, kala kahIM ciMtA phira to na pakar3egI, kahIM phira viSAda to na AyegA -- A hI gayA, kala kI kahAM jarUrata rahI! A hI gayA, tuma ciMtA meM par3a hI gye| tumhArI isa ciMtA ke kAraNa hI kaMpa jAtI hai lau / pUchate ho, bhItara samatA kA AnaMda kA dIyA adhika samaya sthira rahane para bhI kabhI-kabhI TimaTimAne lagatA hai| sthiratA kI bAta hI bhUla jAo / sthiratA mana kI hI AkAMkSA hai| sthira karane kI ceSTA kyoM karate ho? patthara honA cAhate ho ? jaladhAra raho / bahate - bahate apane ko pakar3o, pahacAno / ghabar3Ao mata rUpAMtaraNa se, parivartana se| agara kabhI lau kaMpa bhI jAe, to kaMpane kA bhI AnaMda lo| nahIM to yaha naye AdhyAtmika lobha hue| yaha nayI AdhyAtmika vAsanA jagI ki aba kaMpa na jAe lau ! kahIM aisA to na hogA ki kaMpa jAegI! kabhI kaMpa bhI jAe, use bhI svIkAra kro| to samatA paidA huii| aba ise tuma samajhanA, yaha thor3A jaTila huaa| samatA kaMpa jAe, to bhI tumhAre bhItara koI parezAnI na ho, tuma kaho ThIka hai; yaha bhI ThIka hai, kabhI-kabhI kaMpatI hai, | isako bhI svIkAra kara lo, to samatA vAstavika samatA paidA huii| jaba viSamatA ko bhI svIkAra karane kI kalA A jAe, to samatA paidA huii| loga kahate haiM, sukha kho to na jAegA ! nahIM, jaba dukha meM bhI tuma dukha na dekhoge; jaba dukha bhI AyegA taba bhI tuma kahoge, yaha bhI ThIka hai, ise bhI svIkAra karate haiM, yaha bhI paramAtmA kA prasAda hai, taba phira sukha kabhI na haTegA | merI bAta samajhe? sukha kabhI-kabhI haTegA, dukha AyegA, vaha dukha parIkSA hai | vaha dukha cunautI hai| vaha dukha tumheM eka avasara hai 2010_03 ki tuma mahAsukha ko pAne kI nIMva rakha lo| usa dukha ke kSaNa meM tuma ghabar3AnA mata ki are ! vaha sukha milA thA, gayA; yaha phira dukha A gayA ! jo sukha dukha ke Ane se gira jAe, vaha sukha dhokhA thA / vaha pakar3ane yogya hI na thA / jo sukha dukha ke Ane para bhI badale na; dukha A jAe, phira bhI tuma kaho, ThIka, yaha bhI svIkAra; tumhArI svIkRti meM raMcamAtra koI bAdhA na par3e, tuma ise bhI dhanyabhAva se, kRtajJabhAva se svIkAra kara lo; tuma paramAtmA ko sukhoM ke lie to dhanyavAda do hI, vaha tumheM jo dukha detA hai unake lie bhI dhanyavAda de sako, phira kauna hilA sakegA? phira tuma pAra hue| jaba dukha bhI tumheM dukhI na kara sakegA, tabhI sukha thira hogaa| tabhI sukha zAzvata hogA / azAMti ke kSaNoM ko bhI zAMti se aMgIkAra kara lo| zAMti azAMti ke Ane se nahIM miTatI, azAMti ko asvIkAra karane se miTatI hai| azAMti ke Ane se agara zAMti miTatI hotI, to zAMti kA bala hI kyA hai phira ! azAMti ke Ane se nahIM miTatI, tuma azAMti ko asvIkAra karate ho, dhakAte ho; nahIM, nahIM cAhie; cillAte ho ki yaha kyA huA, phira azAMti A gayI ! isa cillAne, cIkha-pukAra karane se zAMti miTatI hai ! 1 aba jaba dubArA tumhAre dIye kI lau kaMpe, to kaMpane kA bhI AnaMda lenaa| kyA burA hai| bijalI kA balba nahIM kaMpatA, lekina dIye kA majA hI aura hai! dIye kI lau kaMpatI hai| bijalI kA balba bilakula nahIM kaMpatA / lekina dIyA jiMdA hai, bijalI kA balba murdA hai| dIyA jIvaMta dhArA hai| ThaharatA bhI, kaMpatA bhii| lau meM prANa haiN| bijalI kA balba bilakula yAMtrika hai| usameM prANa nahIM haiN| ghabar3AnA mt| kabhI-kabhI kaMpegI hI! ThIka hai, svIkAra hai / tumhArA svIkAra - bhAva sadA banA rahe, to dhIre-dhIre tuma pAoge, jaba tuma kaMpana ko bhI svIkAra karane lage to kaMpana kama hone lgaa| eka dina tuma pAoge, jisa dina svIkAra pUrA ho gayA, usa dina kaMpana samApta ho gyaa| usa dina dIye kI lau satata, zAzvata hokara jalane lagatI hai| lekina khayAla rakhanA, zAzvata aura sthira meM pharka hai| nitya aura sthira meM pharka hai| sthira meM to AkAMkSA hai mana kI, ki sthira ho jaae| zAzvata ghaTanA hai, mana kI AkAMkSA nahIM hai| sthira kI to ciMtA paidA hotI hai, zAzvata kI koI ciMtA nahIM / vastutaH aisA samajho ki sthira ke lie soca-socakara tuma lahara ko kaMpA jAte

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kha kI svIkRti : mahAsukha kI nIMva ho| jaba tuma kSaNa ko jIte ho, taba pariNAma meM nityatA upalabdha | bAMdhanA, anyathA TUTa jAeMge, bikhara jAeMge, ati komala haiM, hotI hai| dhIre-dhIre-dhIre lau thira ho jaaegii| samatA aisI sadha | ati sUkSma haiM, nAjuka haiN| ina para jhapaTTA mata mAra denaa| anyathA jAegI ki tumheM patA hI na calegA ki samatA bhI hai| jaba taka jhapaTTe meM hI naSTa ho jaaeNge| inake lie to bar3I zAMta, mauna, patA cale samatA kA, taba taka jAnanA abhI viSamatA ke bIja svIkAra kI bhAvadazA caahie| tuma jaba kucha bhI nahIM karate taba maujUda haiN| jaba taka sukha kA patA cale, taba taka jAnanA ki dukha hI yaha ghaTate haiN| jaise hI tumane kucha kiyA ki gar3abar3a zurU huii| abhI saMbhava hai| jaba taka zAMti kA patA cale, to samajhanA ki agara kSaNabhara ko bhI kabhI samatA kA sUtra baMdha jAtA hai, to abhI zAMti azAMti ke viparIta saMgharSa kara rahI hai| bhoga lo use| bs| pUrI taraha bhoga lo| usa kSaNa ko zAzvata mahAvIra se pUcho-tuma agara unase pUchoge ki kyA Apa zAMta ho jAne do| usa kSaNa meM aise DUbo ki samaya hI miTa jaae| usa haiM, to vaha kaMdhA bicakA deNge| ve kaheMge, zAMta! bahuta dina se kSaNa meM samaya kI yAda na rahe-na bItA, na aagaa| na jA cukA azAMta hI nahIM hue, to zAMti kA patA kaise cale? svAsthya kA | yAda rahe, na AnevAlA yAda rhe| bhUlo sb| khula gayA dvAra prabhu patA calatA hai bImArI meM, bImArI ke kaarnn| agara koI AdamI | kaa| vahIM kapATa khulate haiM maMdira ke| sadA hI svastha rahe, to use svAsthya kA patA calanA baMda ho jAtA | dhIre-dhIre tuma pAoge, jaise-jaise sApha hone lagegI bAta, hai| patA calane ke lie viparIta caahie| patA calatA hI viparIta AMkhoM kA dhuMdhalakA haTegA, tuma pAoge dvAra ke kapATa sadA hI ke kAraNa hai| to jisa dina samatA pUrI hogI, usa dina to samatA khule rahate haiN| tumhAre hI vicAra ke kAraNa dvAra baMda hotA mAlUma kA patA hI nahIM clegaa| | par3atA hai| lekina sthiratA kI aura thira hone kI mAMga mata kro| thira honA pariNAma hai| tuma sirpha jiio| sAra bAta itanI ki jaba tIsarA prazna : prati prAtaH Apako dekhane va sunane AtA hUM, samatA ho, samatA ko bhogo; jaba lahara A jAe, jyoti kaMpane paraMtu donoM rasa eka-sAtha nahIM le paataa| sunatA hUM to AMkheM baMda lage, taba kaMpane ko bhogo| donoM meM kahIM bhI tumhArA virodha aura ho jAtI haiM aura dekhatA hUM to sunanA kama ho jAtA hai| kRpayA kahIM bhI tumhArI Asakti na ho| samatA se Asakti mata | batAyeM ki donoM lAbha eka-sAtha kaise le sakU? bnaao| yaha mata kaho ki aba mila gayI samatA, aba kabhI na chodd'eNge| yaha to phira nayA baMdhana huA vAsanA kaa| samatA prema meM akasara aisA hogaa| svAbhAvika hai| ise samasyA mata apane-Apa bar3hatI jaaegii| tuma samatA ke mAlika mata bno| bnaao| donoM ko eka-sAtha sAdhanA abhI AsAna na hogaa| tama use tijoDI meM baMda karane kI ceSTA mata kro| dhIre-dhIre ho jaaegaa| kucha cIjeM haiM, jo tijor3I meM baMda nahIM kI jA sakatI haiN| tumane | abhI to aisA karo, kabhI AMkha kholakara dekhane kA sukha le baMda kI, baMda karate hI mara jAtI haiN| subaha kI tAjI havA ko liyA, kabhI AMkha baMda karake sunane kA sukha le liyaa| abhI tijor3I meM baMda kara sakoge? subaha sUraja kI kiraNoM ko tijor3I donoM hAtha laDDU kI AkAMkSA mata kro| usameM donoM cUka jaaeNge| meM baMda kara sakoge? phUloM ko, phUloM kI gaMdha ko tijor3I meM baMda dhIre-dhIre, jaise-jaise rasa bar3hegA, vaise-vaise tuma pAoge, kara sakoge? jaise hI tijor3I baMda kI, havA gaMdI honI zurU ho | AMkha baMda hai, tuma suna bhI rahe ho, baMda AMkha se dekha bhI rahe ho| gyii| jaise hI tijor3I baMda kI, sUraja kI kiraNe bAhara hI chUTa | koI dekhane ke lie khulI AMkha hI thor3e hI jarUrI hai? agara gyiiN| jaise hI tijor3I baMda kI, phala kamhalAne lage, marane khalI AMkha se hI dekhanA saMbhava hotA to jo bhI yahAM khalI AMkha sar3ane lge| kucha cIjeM haiM jo khule AkAza kI haiN| karake baiThe haiM ve sabhI dekha lete| lekina yaha sabhI ke lie prazna samatA, samyakatva, zAMti, AnaMda, dhyAna, prArthanA, prema, to nahIM hai, prazna kisI eka kA hai| kisI ko aisA ho rahA hai| bhUlakara inheM tijor3I meM baMda mata krnaa| ye AkAza, khule kAna kA khulA honA hI thor3e hI sunane ke lie kAphI hai| AkAza ke phUla haiN| inheM mukta rkhnaa| inheM muTThI meM bhI mata jIsasa bAra-bAra kahate haiM apane ziSyoM se, AMkha ho to dekha 189 2010_03

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190 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 lo| kAna hoM to suna lo / phira pIche mujhase mata khnaa| unake sabhI kI AMkheM thIM, sabhI ke kAna the, yaha bAta kyA ? bAra-bAra jIsasa kahate haiM, kAna ho to suna lo, AMkha ho to dekha lo| ve hI kAna, ve hI AMkha tumhAre bhItara janma le rahe haiN| janma kI isa | ghar3I ko lobha kI ghar3I mata bnaao| kabhI AMkha baMda kara lI | aura sunane kA rasa le liyaa| kyoMki suna bhI tuma mujha hI ko rahe ho| usase bhI tuma mujhase hI jur3a rahe ho| vaha bhI eka dvAra se mere pAsa AnA hai| phira kabhI AMkha khola lI, dekhane kA rasa le liyA / chor3a diyA sunane ko / taba bhI tuma mujhase hI jur3e ho aura zurU-zurU meM alaga-alaga hI karanA hogaa| kyoMki eka-eka iMdriya jaba pahalI daphA pUrI taraha se AMdolita hotI hai, to sArI UrjA vahIM calI jAtI hai| tumane dekhA? aMdhe AdamiyoM ke kAna bar3e prabala ho jAte haiM, bar3e kuzala ho jAte haiN| aMdhA AdamI jisa kuzalatA se sunatA hai, AMkhavAle kabhI sunate hI nahIM / / isalie gaira-AMkhavAloM kA sura - bodha gahana ho jAtA hai / aMdhe saMgItajJa ho jAte haiN| aMdhe kI vANI madhura ho jAtI hai| kyoMki | aMdhe kI sArI UrjA AMkha se haTakara kAna para bahane lagatI hai jaise-jaise usakA svara-bodha gaharA hotA hai, vaha choTI-choTI cIjoM ko bhI svara se pahacAnatA hai / vaha logoM ke pairoM kI AvAja se bhI logoM ko pahacAnane lagatA hai-- kauna A rahA hai| AMkhavAle nahIM pahacAna skte| AMkhavAloM ne kabhI itane gaura se sunA hI nhiiN| AMkhavAloM ko patA hI nahIM ki paira bhI loga alaga-alaga DhaMga se rakhate haiN| calate bhI loga alaga-alaga DhaMga se haiN| jaise aMgUThoM ke nizAna alaga-alaga haiM, aise hI hara cIja alaga-alaga hai / aMdhA tumhArI AvAja sunakara hI pahacAna letA hai kauna ho / varSoM bAda bhI milane jAo usase, AvAja pahacAnate hI pahacAna letA hai| kyoMki usakI pahacAna hI AvAja se hai| cehare kA use kucha patA nahIM / to jaba tuma sunate ho pUrI taraha se, to svabhAvataH AMkha baMda ho jaaegii| kyoMki sArI UrjA kAna le rahA hai| AMkha ko dene ko hai nhiiN| agara tumane sunane aura dekhane kI eka-sAtha koziza kI, to AdhI-AdhI baMTa jaaegii| to na to tuma ThIka se suna pAoge, na ThIka se dekha paaoge| jaba tuma dekhoge, sArI UrjA AMkha para A jaaegii| zurU meM aisA hogA / 2010_03 yaha aisA hI hai, kabhI tumane agara sAikila calAnI sIkhI ho, yA moTara kAra calAnI sIkhI ho- sAikila calAnevAle sIkhanevAle ko jo ar3acana AtI hai, vaha yahI / paira para dhyAna rakhe, to haiMDila bhUla jAtA / sar3aka para dekhe, to paiDila bhUla jaataa| bar3I duvidhA khar3I hotI hai| kAra calAnevAle ko bhI vahI ar3acana hotI hai| eksIleTara ko samhAle, sar3aka ko dekhe, breka ko dekhe, giyara ko badale, to eka cIja kI tarapha to laga jAtA hai; lekina jaise hI dUsare kI tarapha jAtA hai, pahalI cIja cUka jAtI hai| lekina dhIre-dhIre, jaise-jaise kuzalatA Ane lagatI hai, AtmavizvAsa bar3hatA hai, apane para zraddhA bar3hatI hai ki ThIka hai, maiM calA letA hUM, phira koI yAda rakhane kI jarUrata nahIM raha jaatii| phira vaha reDiyo bhI sunatA rahatA hai, gIta bhI gunagunAtA rahatA hai, kAra bhI calAtA rahatA hai; bAta bhI karatA rahatA hai| eka daphA tumhArI kuzalatA ke bar3ha jAne kI bAta hai| to zurU meM to tuma aisA hI kro| jaba sunane kA mana ho, suna liye / jaba dekhane kA mana ho, dekha liye| abhI donoM ko sAtha sAdhane kI koziza mata krnaa| dhIre-dhIre apane Apa sadha jaaegaa| dhIre-dhIre tuma pAoge ki sunate-sunate AMkha baMda hai, lekina maiM dikhAyI bhI par3ane lgaa| mujhe dekhane ke lie AMkha kA khulA honA jarUrI nahIM hai / phira tuma pAoge ki AMkha khulI hai, tuma mujhe dekha bhI rahe ho, aura sunAyI par3ane lgaa| aura yahAM hI nahIM, tuma apane ghara lauTa jAoge, agara mere citra para bhI tuma AMkha kholakara baiTha gaye, to tumheM merI AvAja sunAyI par3ane lgegii| lekina yaha ghaTita hogaa| thor3I pratIkSA karo, aura jaldI mata kro| abhI to jisa taraha DUbanA jAe, DUbo ! abhI to DUbanA sIkha lo| phira mere laba pe kasIde haiM labo - rukhasAra ke phira kisI cehare pe tAbAnI sI tAbAnI hai Aja arjize-laba meM zarAbo- zera kA tUphAna hai juMbize-mijagAM meM aphasUne-gajalakhvAnI hai Aja vo naphasa kI jamajamA-saMjI najara kI guphtagU sInA-e-mAsUma meM ikatarphA tugayAnI hai Aja vo izAre haiM bahaka jAnA hI aine-hoza hai hoza meM rahanA yakInana sakhta nAdAnI hai Aja abhI hoza kI bAta hI mata kro| abhI to behoza ho lo|

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vo izAre haiM bahaka jAnA hI aine-hoza hai mere abhI to bahaka lo mere sAtha / abhI to yahI hoza hai ki tuma sAtha bahako / ki mere sAtha pAgala ho lo| hoza meM rahanA yakInana sakhta nAdAnI hai Aja Aja to hoza kI bAteM mata kro| Aja tuma gaNita mata biThAo ki suna bhI lUM, dekha bhI lUM, buddhi ko bhI samajha meM A jAe, hRdaya meM bhI rasa utara jaae| abhI tuma gaNita mata biThAo, abhI tarka mata bitthaao| abhI to bahaka lo| jahAM se bahakanA A jAe, vahIM se shii| abhI to tuma mere sAtha masta ho lo| yaha ghar3I agara mastI meM bIta jAe, to dhIre-dhIre jaise-jaise tuma mastI kI gaharAiyoM se paricita hone lagoge, vaise-vaise tuma pAoge ki sabhI iMdriyoM ko eka-sAtha jor3A jA sakatA hai| taba na kevala AMkha, na kevala kAna, balki aura iMdriyAM bhI sakriya hoNgii| kisI-kisI ko vaisA anubhava hotA hai| koI mere pAsa hotA hai, to use eka khAsa taraha kI gaMdha Ane lagatI hai| usakA artha hai, vaha kevala mujhe suna hI nahIM rahA, dekha hI nahIM rahA, mujhe sUMgha bhI rahA hai| aura kucha thor3e-se loga haiM, bahuta thor3e-se | loga koI do-cAra logoM ne mujhe kabhI kahA hai ki sunate-sunate unake kaMTha meM eka taraha kA svAda bhI Ane lagatA hai| to cauthI iMdriya bhI sammilita ho gayI, svAda bhii| jaise koI bUMda amRta kI bhItara Tapaka gayI ho| unase bhI kama kucha loga haiM- ekAdha hI kabhI kisI ne mujhe kahA hai ki sunate-sunate sAre zarIra meM eka anUThe sparza kA bodha hotA hai| eka taraMga ! jaise maiMne unake sAre zarIra ko AliMgana meM le liyA ho / to pAMcoM iMdriyAM sammilita ho gyiiN| abhI to eka-eka ko sAdho / do ko eka-sAtha sAdhanA mt| dhIre-dhIre, dhIre-dhIre sabhI iMdriyAM eka-sAtha sajaga hokara mere pAsa ho jaaeNgii| jisa dina sabhI iMdriyAM sajaga hokara merI nikaTatA meM A jAeMgI, usa dina satsaMga zurU huaa| usake pahale satsaMga to hai, lekina sImita hai| kisI kA AMkha kA satsaMga hai, kisI ke kAna kA satsaMga hai, lekina sImita hai / tumhAre pUre vyaktitva kA satsaMga nahIM ho rahA hai| para jaldI kI bhI nahIM jA sktii| yaha to dhIre-dhIre... kalA hai, jo dhIre-dhIre AtI hai| Ate hI Ate AtI hai| aisA nahIM ki tuma use le aaoge| 2010_03 dakha kI svIkRti : mahAsakha kI nIMva cauthA prazna : samarpaNa aura aMdhAnukaraNa meM kyA aMtara hai ? aMtara hai bhI aura nahIM bhii| donoM bAteM samajha leM / aMdhAnukaraNa kA artha hai, apane svAnubhava ke binA kisI ko mAne cale jAnA / jaise tuma jaina-ghara meM paidA hue, yA hiMdU-ghara meM paidA hue, yA musalamAna-ghara meM paidA hue, aura tuma apane ko musalamAna mAne cale jAte ho, yaha aMdhAnukaraNa hai| na to muhammada se tumhArA koI saMbaMdha banA, na koI satsaMga huaa| na muhammada kI AbhA se tumhArA koI milana huaa| jaina-ghara meM paidA ho gaye ho / mahAvIra se koI mela-jola nahIM hai| mahAvIra se kucha lena-dena nahIM huaa| mahAvIra se koI sAkSAtkAra nahIM huaa| mahAvIra kI vANI ke phUla tumhAre hRdaya meM khile nhiiN| mahAvIra kI vINA kA saMgIta tuma taka pahuMcA nhiiN| saMyogavazAta tuma jaina-ghara meM paidA hue ho| isalie bacapana se jaina-dharma kI bAta sunI, jaina - zAstra sunA, jaina maMdira gaye, mahAvIra kA nAma sunA bAra-bAra, sunate-sunate smRti meM baiTha gayA / tuma kahate ho, maiM jaina huuN| yaha aMdhAnukaraNa hai / jo loga mahAvIra ke samaya meM mahAvIra kI se AMdolita hokara mahAvIra ke cuMbaka se khIMce gaye the; jinhoMne mahAvIra ko bhara AMkha dekhA thA; jinhoMne mahAvIra ko pUre kAnoM se sunA thA, jinhoMne mahAvIra ko apane hRdaya meM pIyA thA, aura usa pIne meM jAnA thA ki ThIka hai, yahI mArga ThIka hai, aura usa mArga para cala par3e the, taba samarpaNa thA, aMdhAnukaraNa nhiiN| samarpaNa to jIvita sadaguru ke pAsa hI ho sakatA hai| isalie duniyA meM sau meM se ninyAnabe loga to aMdhAnukaraNa meM haiN| maha jaba gAMva se gujare the, to unameM se koI kRSNa ko mAnatA thA, isalie sunane nahIM gyaa| koI rAma kA bhakta thA, isalie kaise mahAvIra ke pAsa jAtA ! ve aMdhAnukaraNa meM the| lekina unhIM rAma aura kRSNa bhaktoM meM se kucha himmatavara the, jo mahAvIra ko sunane gaye the| unhoMne apane aMdhAnukaraNa ko eka tarapha rkhaa| unhoMne kahA, paraMparA paraMparA hai, paraMparA merI AtmA nhiiN| kisI ghara meM paidA huA hUM, yUM ThIka hai; lekina jo dharma maiMne nahIM cunA, vaha mere prANoM ko kaise spaMdita karegA? dharma cunAva hai-- sajagatA se, gahana soca-vicAra se, ciMtana-manana se, dhyAna-nididhyAsana se, apane jIvana ko dAMva para lagAnA hai| dharma udhAra nahIM miltaa| to jo dharma tumheM ghara ke kAraNa, parivAra ke kAraNa, samAja ke 191

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women jina sUtra bhAga: 2 kAraNa mila gayA ho, vaha aMdhAnukaraNa hai| diyA, vartamAna ko cunaa| mRta ko inakAra kara diyA, jIvaMta ko nAnaka ke gIta ko sunakara jo unake pAsa pahuMca gaye the, ve cunaa| jIvaMta ke sAtha khatarA thA, patA nahIM mahAvIra ThIka hoM, na sikkha haiN| bAkI saba nAma ke sikkha haiN| sikkha zabda kA artha hoN| aura patA nahIM tumheM jo pratIti ho rahI hai vaha ThIka ho, na ho| hotA hai, shissy| vaha ziSya kA hI vikata rUpa hai| jo nAnaka ke ho sakatA hai tama sammohita ho gaye ho| ho sakatA hai isa mahAvIra pAsa gaye the, jinhoMne nAnaka kA gIta sunA, aura jinako nAnaka | ke vacanoM ne tumheM ghera liyaa| tuma kisI jAla meM ulajha gye| kI jhalaka milii| jinhoMne unake pAsa usa amRta loka kA | khatarA hai| saMdeha ke sAtha kadama uThAne pdd'eNge| pahalA sapanA dekhA, jinakA satsaMga huA, jinake hRdaya kA setu | lekina sAhasI uThAtA hai kdm| purAne rAstoM kI bar3I pratiSThA nAnaka se jur3a gayA, jo kSaNabhara ko nAnaka kI AMkha se dekha | hai--prAcIna haiM, hajAroM loga cale haiM, tIrtha haiM, maMdira haiM, tuma liye, nAnaka ke pairoM se nAca liye, nAnaka ke kaMTha se gunagunA jAkara patA lagA sakate ho ki ina rAstoM se loga pahuMce yA nahIM liye kSaNabhara ko sahI-jinakI dhuna nAnaka se mila gayI, pahaMce? to lokoktiyAM haiM ki isa rAste para hajAroM loga siddha unhoMne samarpaNa kiyaa| yaha unakA svayaM kA anubhava thaa| isa / ho gaye haiN| aba mahAvIra acAnaka Akara khar3e hue, yA muhammada, svayaM ke anubhava para unhoMne apanA sira jhukA diyaa| abhI to koI inake pAsa siddha huA nahIM; abhI to koI pahuMcA aba sikkha haiM, unakA nAnaka se kyA lenA-denA! sikkha ghara nahIM, abhI to paraMparA banane meM hajAroM sAla lageMge, hajAroM sAla meM paidA hue, to sikkha haiN| hiMdU ghara meM paidA hote to hiMdU hote| ke bAda kamajora loga inakA anusaraNa kreNge| himmatavara loga musalamAna ghara meM paidA hote to musalamAna hote| kisI hiMdU bacce jIvaMta sadaguru kA sAtha pakar3a lete haiN| vaha sAtha pakar3a lenA hI ko musalamAna ke ghara meM rakha do, vaha musalamAna ho jaaegaa| samarpaNa hai| jo tumane kiyA, vaha samarpaNa, jo tumase tarakIboM se bacapana se musalamAna ke bacce ko jaina ke ghara meM rakha do, vaha karavA liyA gayA hai, vaha aNdhvishvaas| agara tumameM thor3A bhI ahiMsaka ho jaaegaa| zAkAhArI ho jaaegaa| lekina yaha honA | bala aura himmata hai, agara tuma thor3e bhI AtmavAna ho, to tuma koI honA hai! jo tumane svayaM nahIM cunaa| inakAra kara doge una sAre saMskAroM ko jo dUsaroM ne tuma para ddaale| to jo tamhAre pAsa udhAra hai. vaha aMdhAnakaraNa hai| jo nija kA tama kahoge. tama kauna ho? hai, vahI samarpaNa hai| jo tumane kiyA, jo atIta se nahIM milA, | rUsa meM sabhI nAstika haiM, kyoMki sarakAra nAstikatA pilA rahI jo tumane svayaM sAhasa karake-dussAhasa kahanA cAhie, kyoMki hai| hiMdustAna meM sabhI Astika haiM, kyoMki samAja AstikatA atIta se jo milatA hai vaha to hajAroM sAla ciMtana kiyA gayA hai, pilA rahA hai| na isa AstikatA kA koI mUlya hai, na usa usa para zAstra likhe gaye haiM, TIkAyeM likhI gayI haiM; paMDita haiM, nAstikatA kA koI mUlya hai| donoM do kaur3I kI haiN| aura donoM pujArI haiM, maMdira haiM, bar3I laMbI paraMparA hai, paraMparA kI pratiSThA hai; eka-jaisI haiN| mere dekhe koI pharka nahIM hai| tumako AstikatA lekina jaba tuma kisI naye sadaguru ke, jIvita sadaguru ke pAsa pilAyI jA rahI hai dUdha ke sAtha, tuma AstikatA pIye jA rahe ho| Ate ho to na to koI paraMparA hai pIche, na veda-kurAna-bAibila kA unako nAstikatA pilAyI jA rahI hai, ve nAstikatA pIye jA rahe koI sahArA hai| koI saMdarbha nahIM hai| jIvita sadagaru sIdhA tumhAre | haiN| rUsa meM jo himmatavara hai, vaha haTAkara rakha sAmane khar3A hai| hAM, tumhIM agara himmatavara ho, to samarpaNa kara pilA rahI hai| vaha socegA apanI tarapha se| tumameM jo himmatavara skoge| aura to koI bhI kAraNa nahIM hai samarpaNa karane kaa| hai, vaha bhI haTAkara rakha degA jo samAja pilA rahA hai| vaha mahAvIra ke pAsa jAkara jo jhuka gaye, mahAvIra ke sAre bar3e socegA apanI tarapha se| vaha kahegA, bhaTaka jAUM to bhI eka ziSya, gyAraha ziSya, sabhI ke sabhI brAhmaNa the| sAdhAraNa brAhmaNa sukha to rahegA ki apanI hI abhIpsA ke kAraNa bhttkaa| girUM na the, mahApaMDita the| veda meM pAraMgata the| unake khuda ke saikar3oM khaDDa meM, to kama se kama eka to bAta rahegI mere sAtha ki apane hI ziSya the jaba ve mahAvIra ke pAsa aaye| lekina paraMparA ko cunAva se calA thA, girA to kisI kI jimmevArI nhiiN| haTAkara rakha diyaa| satya ko cunaa| atIta ko poMchakara rakha dhyAna rakhanA, dUsare ke dvArA jabardastI tuma svarga bhI pahuMcA diye 192 Jair Education International 2010_03

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dukha kI svIkRti H mahAsukha kI nIMva gaye, to tuma svarga na phuNcoge| svayaM calakara hI tuma pahuMcoge, to | taka jo maiM pakar3e hue hUM, usako pakar3ane ke lie maiMne koI jIvana hI svarga saMbhava hai| yaha kucha aisI saMpadA nahIM ki koI de de| yaha dAMva para lagAyA hai? koI dhyAna kiyA hai? koI prema kiyA hai? koI hastAMtaraNa nahIM ho sktii| to tumane jo bhI mAna rakhA ho yA sirpha saMskRti ne, samAja ne, sabhyatA ne jo diyA hai, use pakar3e paraMparA se, dUsaroM ke dvArA samajhA-bujhAkara tumheM rAjI kara liyA hue hUM! dUsaroM ne diyA hai| unako bhI kinhIM auroM ne diyA thA, gayA ho, vaha sabhI aMdhAnukaraNa hai| jo tuma cuno, vahI samarpaNa unako bhI kinhIM auroM ne diyA thaa| sunI huI bAta hai| apanA hai| yaha to bheda hai donoM kaa| | darzana kucha bhI nhiiN| aise kacare ko httaao| vaha aMdhavizvAsa aura eka artha meM bheda nahIM bhI hai| usa dUsare artha ko bhI samajha hai| dUsare ko aMdhavizvAsI kahane mata jaanaa| lenA jarUrI hai| loga bar3e zabdoM ke upayoga meM cAlAka haiN| agara isameM eka bAta aura bhI khayAla meM le lene kI hai| dUsarA tuma karo to samarpaNa hai; agara dUsarA kare to aMdhavizvAsa! agara | jitanA samarpita hogA, utanA tumheM aMdhA mAlUma hogaa| kyoMki tuma Akara mere pAsa saMnyAsa le lo, to tuma kahoge, smrpnn| prema meM eka taraha kA aMdhApana hai| isalie to hama kahate haiM premI tumhAre pAsa-par3osavAle, tumhAre mitra kaheMge, girA aMdhavizvAsa ko, aMdhA! kyoMki jo premI nahIM hai, vaha samajha hI nahIM pAtA ki meM! ise tumane kabhI khayAla kiyA? rAma ke bhakta kahate haiM, yaha AdamI kara kyA rahA hai? majanU se loga pUchate the, tU pAgala vibhISaNa parama bhakta hai rAma kA; rAvaNa ke mitroM se bhI to pUcho! hai? isa lailA meM kucha bhI rakhA nahIM! majanU kahatA, merI AMkha se dagAbAja hai! dhokhebAja ! gaddAra! agara hiMdU musalamAna ho jAe, dekho| lailA dekhanI hai to merI AMkha se dekho| lailA ko aura gaddAra! agara musalamAna hiMdU ho jAe, to hiMdU kahate haiM, koI dekhane kA DhaMga ho bhI nahIM sktaa| eka hI DhaMga hai, vaha majanU samajhadAra! akala A gyii| bar3A buddhimAna hai| kI AMkha hai| eka jaina-muni the, gnneshvrnnii| unakI bar3I pratiSThA thI, agara kisI ke prema ko dekhanA hai, to premI kI AMkha se dekho| jainiyoM meN| kyoMki ve janma se hiMdU the aura jaina hue| to jaina agara tuma mIrA ko jaina kI AMkha se dekhoge, to gar3abar3a ho gyii| kahate, bar3A pratibhAzAlI hai| aisA saMta sadiyoM meM hotA hai| mIrA ko dekhanA hai, to mIrA kI AMkha se dekho| mIrA ke bhAva ko hiMduoM se pUcho? gaddAra! dhokhebAja! yaha sadA se hotA AyA samajhanA hai, to bhakta ke bhAva se smjho| jo bhakta nahIM haiM, unase hai| tuma apane lie to acche zabdoM kA upayoga kara lete ho, | pUchanA mata; ve to kaheMge ki yaha aMdhApana hai| dUsare ke lie galata zabdoM kA upayoga karate ho| jaba tuma karoge, | kahate haiM, alabarTa AiMsTIna kI patnI ne vivAha ke bAda apanI to smrpnn| dUsarA karegA to aNdhvishvaas| kacha kavitAeM alabarTa AiMsTIna ko dikhaayiiN| vaha kacha kavitA | isalie khayAla rakhanA, jo tuma apane lie maukA dete ho, vaha | karatI thii| aba AiMsTIna to gaNitajJa, bhautikazAstrI! tathya | dUsare ko bhI denaa| tumheM koI haka nahIM hai kisI dUsare ke bAbata para usakA jora! tathya aura kAvya kA kyA milanA! nirNaya karane kA ki vaha aMdhavizvAsI hai, yA samarpita huA | jamIna-AsamAna kA pharka! usane pahalI hI kavitA dekhI, vaha vyaktitva hai| tuma isakI ciMtA chodd'o| tuma kara bhI nahIM sakate sira hilAne lgaa| usakI patnI ne pUchA ki kyA mAmalA hai ? nirnny| tuma dUsare ke hRdaya meM utaroge kaise? jAnoge kaise? tuma usane kahA, yaha ho hI nahIM sakatA, yaha kabhI ho hI nahIM sakatA, to apanI hI soca lo| itanA hI dekho apane bhItara ki aba taka bilakula galata hai| bAta kyA hai? tuma aMdhavizvAsa se jI rahe ho, yA samarpaNa se jI rahe ho| basa, kavitA meM patnI ne likhA hai--prema kI kavitA hai, premI ke lie vahIM nirNaya kara lo, dUsaroM kI phikira chor3a do| anyathA tumhAre likhI hai ki mere premI kA jo ceharA hai vaha cAMda-jaisA suMdara sabhI nirNaya galata hoNge| jIsasa ne kahA hai, nirNaya karo hI mata; hai| AiMsTIna ne kahA, ho hI nahIM sakatA! cAMda-jaisA! ho hI dUsare ke saMbaMdha meM nyAyAdhIza bano hI mt|| nahIM sktaa| kyoMki cAMda bahuta bar3A hai| kahAM AdamI kA sira, to jina mitra ne pUchA hai, agara apane lie pUchate hoM, to tthiik| | aura kahAM cAMda! phira cAMda suMdara bhI nahIM hai| bar3e khAI-khaDDa haiN| dUsaroM kI ciMtA chor3a deN| apane bhItara hI dekha lenA hai ki aba isase koI tulanA baiThatI hI nhiiN| 193 2010_03

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jina satra bhAgaH2 aba yaha do alaga bhASAeM haiN| AiMsTIna gaNita kI bhASA hai| lekina yaha gaNita kA saMbaMdha nahIM hai| AiMsTIna ThIka kahatA bola rahA hai| kahAM sira, kahAM cAMda! koI hisAba bhI to ho! | hai, aura usakI patnI bhI ThIka kahatI hai| donoM ThIka kahate haiN| aMdhera kara rahe ho yaha pratIka bnaakr| patnI bhI cauMkI hogii| lekina donoM ke ThIka, do alaga-alaga bhASAoM ke ThIka haiN| do koI bhI kavi cauNktaa| kyoMki kavi sadiyoM se yahI karate rahe alaga-alaga AyAma, do alaga-alaga vyavasthAoM ke ThIka haiN| cAMda se jyAdA suMdara unhoMne kucha pAyA hI nahIM apanI preyasI haiN| ise khayAla rkhnaa| ke cehare kA nirUpaNa karane ke lie| __ jo AdamI prema meM par3akara samarpita ho jAtA hai, zeSa sabako __ itanA hI nahIM ki unhoMne cAMda se preyasI ke cehare kA nirUpaNa | aMdhA mAlama hogA hii| kyoMki ve gaNita se calanevAle loga. kiyA hai, koI to aMdhe aura bhI Age nikala gaye, unhoMne cAMda kA tarka se calanevAle loga; yaha kyA pAgalapana hai! aba tuma nirUpaNa apanI preyasI ke cehare se kiyA hai| ve kahate haiM, cAMda jAoge gairika-vastroM meM ghara lauTakara, mAlA pahane hue, loga | merI preyasI ke cehare-jaisA suNdr|| | tumheM pAgala kheNge| tuma caaNdmaare| mere nAma kA artha cAMda hI hai! magara kyA tuma kahoge vaha galata kahate haiM! vaha dekhane kA DhaMga lUnATika-aba tuma par3e muzkila meM! aba tuma samajhA na aura! vaha zailI aura! vaha bhASA aura! vaha AyAma aura! ve paaoge| tuma samajhAne baiThoge to tuma hAroge, yaha bhI pakkA bhI ThIka kahate haiN| kucha hai mela cAMda meM aura preyasI ke cehare meN| smjhnaa| kyoMki tarka se kaise samajhAoge? vaha kaheMge, pAgala vaha mela vajana kA nahIM hai, na Ayatana kA hai, na kSetra kA hai, na ho gaye ho| agara tumane samajhAne kI koziza kI, to usase khAI-khaDDoM kA hai, kucha aura hai| kucha eka sammohana hai| jo cAMda sirpha itanA hI siddha hogA ki tuma galata ho| kucha siddha na ho kI tarapha dekhakara AMkheM ThagI raha jAtI haiN| basa vaisI hI AMkheM skegaa| tuma samajhAnA mt| tuma khuda hI svIkAra kara lenA ki | ThagI preyasI ke cehare para bhI raha jAtI haiN| cAMda meM kucha hai jo | ThIka pahacAnA, pAgala ho gaye haiN| isake pahale ki ve haMseM, tuma tumhAre hRdaya ko AMdolita kara detA hai| besudha kara detA hai| vaisA | khilakhilAkara hNsnaa| tuma pAoge ki ve gaMbhIra ho gye| isake hI kucha premI ke cehare meM bhI hai, jo tumheM besudha kara detA hai| usa pahale ki ve kucha kaheM, ki tuma gunagunAnA gIta, ki naacnaa| ve anajAna kI tulanA hai| cAMda se kucha surA bahatI hai| isIlie to apane ghara cale jAeMge socakara ki ye mahA...samajhAne-bujhAne kI cAMda kA dUsarA nAma hai, som| somarasa bahatA hai cAMda se| bAta hI na rahI! isalie to cAMda ke dina ko hama somavAra kahate haiN| somarasa | eka samajha kI duniyA hai, jahAM sIr3hI-sIr3hI tarka calatA hai| eka bahatA hai cAMda se| kucha hai, jo cAMdanI rAta meM hotA hai, phira kabhI prema kI duniyA hai, jahAM chalAMgeM calatI haiM, kulAMceM calatI haiN| donoM nahIM hotaa| jo pUre cAMda kI rAta meM hotA hai, phira kabhI nahIM kI cAla itanI alaga hai ki donoM kabhI sAtha nahIM cala paate| hotaa| kucha pAgala kara denevAlA, kucha matavAlA kara denevaalaa| tarka padArtha taka pahaMca pAtA, prema paramAtmA tk| paramAtmA kA tuma jAnakara cakita hooge ki pUrNimA kI rAta ko duniyA meM koI pramANa nahIM hai| paramAtmA kA eka hI pramANa hai, ve loga jo jitane loga pAgala hote haiM aura kisI rAta ko pAgala nahIM hote| usake prema meM pAgala ho gye| aura koI pramANa nahIM hai| paramAtmA isalie to pAgaloM ke lie eka purAnA zabda hai-caaNdmaaraa| | ko jAnanA hai to paramAtmA ke prema meM pAgala ho gaye logoM se aMgrejI meM bhI pAgala ke lie zabda hai-luunaattik| vaha bhI cAMda pUchanA pdd'e| koI tarka nahIM hai| koI siddhAMta nahIM hai| koI upAya se banatA hai-lUnAra, cAMda-aura lUnATika-vaha bhI nahIM siddha karane kaa| lekina, jaba kisI vyakti meM vaise prema kA caaNdmaaraa| cAMda meM kucha hai! sAgara ko AMdolita kara detA hai janma hotA hai, to jinako hama AMkheM kahate haiM ve to baMda ho jAtI caaNd| uThate haiM jvaar| bar3I lahareM AkAza chUne ko! ThIka vaisA haiM, lekina koI aura AMkha khulatI hai--usI ko to tIsarI hI kucha manuSya ke hRdaya-sAgara meM bhI hotA hai| pUrNimA kI rAta | AMkha kahate haiM--koI aura AMkha khula jAtI hai| vaha kisI aura ko kucha ghaTatA hai| pUre cAMda ke sAtha kucha tumhAre bhItara kAvya, | DhaMga se dekhane lagatA hai| saMgIta, nRtya kA janma hotA hai| vaisA hI preyasI ko dekhakara hotA | to svabhAvataH jinako nahIM ghaTA hai prema, unheM premI pAgala mAlUma 194 2010_03

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dukha kI svIkRti : mahAsukha kI nIMva Salmation par3e, aMdhA mAlUma par3e; magara agara tumameM thor3I bhI karuNA ho, to | kI najara meM Ate hI hIrA ho jAtA hai| usake pahale to patthara hI bhUlakara aise zabdoM kA prayoga mata krnaa| thaa| aura tumhAre pAsa jauharI kI najara na ho, to tumhAre lie bhI itanA hI kahanA : mujhe abhI ghaTA nahIM, maiM kucha kaha sakatA | patthara hai| nhiiN| jisako ghaTA hai, vaha jaane| aura dhanyabhAga samajhanA ki marAhUM hajAra maraNa kacha loga haiM, jinako paramAtmA abhI bhI ghaTatA hai| kyoMki unhIM pAyI taba caraNa-zaraNa meM AzA hai una logoM ke lie bhI, jo abhI tarka ke jAla meM aura bhakta to kahatA haivyAmoha meM bhaTaka rahe haiN| jo tumheM jAda-e-maMjila kA patA detA hai bhakta se pUcho, vaha kahegA apanI pezAnI pe vo nakze-kadama leke calo marA hUM hajAra maraNa apane mAthe para rakha lo ve caraNa, jisase tumheM mArga milA, pAyI taba caraNa-zaraNa jisase tumheM rAha milii| tuma kahoge, aMdhA hai| vaha kahatA hai, hajAroM bAra marakara yaha jo tumheM jAda-e-maMjila kA patA detA hai caraNa mile haiN| bar3I mazkila se mile haiN| jisane tumheM khabara dI maMjila kii| marA hU~ hajAra maraNa apanI pezAnI pe vaha nakze-kadama leke calo pAyI taba caraNa-zaraNa lekina dUsaroM ko to pAgala hI lgegaa| dUsare kI to samajha ke bar3I kImata se pAyI hai usne| janmoM-janmoM jisa hIre ko bAhara hogA ki yaha kyA ho rahA hai? khojA, aba pAyA hai| tuma kahoge, patthara liye baiThA hai| hIre ko dUsare kI ciMtA mata kreN| agara samarpaNa ghaTA ho, to vaha itanA dekhane ke lie jauharI kI AMkha caahie| bahumUlya hai ki sArI duniyA bhI kahatI ho ki tuma aMdhe ho, to maiMne sunA hai, eka AdamI apane gadhe ke gale meM eka hIrA | samarpita vyakti kahegA, aMdhA hone ko rAjI hUM, lekina samarpaNa laTakAye calA jA rahA thaa| eka jauharI ne dekhA, cakita ho chor3ane ko nhiiN| agara na ghaTA ho samarpaNa aba taka jIvana meM, to gayA! lAkhoM kA hIrA hogA aura yaha gadhe ke gale meM laTakAye hue jarA khojabIna karanA ki kyA pAyA hai samarpaNa-hIna jIvana meM? hai! usane pUchA, kyA legA isa patthara kA? usa AdamI ne kahA, | kyA pAyA hai? kacarA hI kacarA, rAkha hI rAkha paaoge| aMgArA eka rupayA de deN| usa jauharI ne kahA, cAra Ane meM denA hai? | bhI na milegA jalatA huA ek| zAstroM kI rAkha milegI, satya patthara hai, karegA kyA? usane kahA aba cAra Ane to rahane do kA aMgArA na milegaa| paraMparA kI dhUla milegI, paramAtmA kA bacce khela leMge! usa jauharI ne socA ki AyegA, cAra Ane bhI darpaNa na milegaa| to apane bhItara hI khojanA ki aba taka kauna denevAlA hai isako! jauharI jarA do-cAra kadama Age calA aMdhavizvAsa se jIye haiM, to aba eka bAra samarpaNa kI AMkha se gayA, tabhI taka dUsarA jauharI aayaa| usane eka hajAra rupaye meM bhI jIkara dekha leM, yaha nayI zailI bhI apanA kara dekha leN| vaha kharIda liyA ptthr| lauTakara jauharI AyA bhAgA haA, kahA samarpita vyakti ko to dhIre-dhIre patA calatA hai ki jo caraNa kyA huA, beca diyA? kitane meM beca diyA? usane kahA, hajAra usane pakar3e the, vaha parAye caraNa na the; aura jisakA hAtha apane rupaye meN| pahale jauharI ne kahA, pAgala hae ho! are, vaha lAkhoM | hAtha meM liyA thA, vaha parAyA hAtha na thaa| aura jisake sAtha cala kA hIrA thA! usa gadhe ke mAlika ne kahA ki maiM pAgala hoU yA par3e the, vaha apanI hI niyati thI,apanA hI bhaviSya thaa| na hoUM, mujhe to patA nahIM ki vaha hIrA thA, isalie hajAra meM beca nirAkAra! jaba tumheM diyA AkAra, svayaM sAkAra ho gayA diyA: tajhe to patA thA ki hIrA hai, eka rupaye meM lene ko ta rAjI yaga-yaga se maiM banA rahA thA marti tamhArI akala, alekhI na huA! Aja huI pUrI to maiMne zakala khar3I apanI hI dekhii| hIrA apane-Apa meM thor3e hI hIrA hai! par3A rahatA hai hajAroM varSa / lekina isase bhI bar3hakara aparAdha kara gayI pUjana-belA, taka, jaba taka ki kisI jauharI kI najara meM nahIM aataa| jauharI tumheM sajAne calA phUla jo, merA hI zRMgAra ho gyaa| 1951 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga 2 tuma jise pakar3a rahe ho, vaha tumhAre hI hone kI saMbhAvanA hai| pAyA! pAyA kucha bhI nhiiN| khoyA jruur| pUchanevAlA cakita agara mere pAsa tumheM kucha rasa milA hai, to rasa mujhase nahIM milA huA, usane pUchA, khoyA! pAyA kucha bhI nahIM? buddha ne kahA, hai, vaha tumhAre bhItara hI jharA hai| agara mere pAsa tumheM kucha pAyA to vahI jo pahale se hI milA huA thaa| patA na thA, dikhAyI par3A hai, to vaha tumhArA hI bhaviSya hai, vaha tumhArA hI pahacAna huii| isalie usako pAyA, aisA kahanA to ThIka nhiiN| AnevAlA kala hai, vaha tumhArI hI saMbhAvanA hai; tumhArI niyati, | jo jeba meM hI par3A thA, bhUla gaye the, hAtha DAlA, mila gyaa| tumhArA bhAgya! agara tuma mere sAmane jhuke ho, to vaha tuma apane pAyA kyA! thA apanA, sadA se, patA na thA, patA huaa| bodha hI bhaviSya ke sAmane jhuke ho, jaise bIja apane hI phUla ke sAmane huaa| usI bodha se to zabda buddha bnaa| buddha ne kahA, paramAtmA jhuka jaae| | ko pAnA nahIM hai, sirpha bodha karanA hai| hai to hai hii| maujUda hI hai| nirAkAra! jaba tumheM diyA AkAra svayaM sAkAra ho gayA vahI tumheM bhare hai| vahI tamheM ghere hai--bAhara-bhItara, saba dizAoM tumane agara kisI ko mahimA dI, tuma mahimAvAna ho gye| meM, cahuM-ora-cahuM dizAoM meN| pAnA nahIM hai| pAne meM to aisA tumane agara kisI ko prabhu kahakara pukArA, usI kSaNa tumhArA prabhu lagatA hai jaise ki kahIM jAnA hai; jo hai nahIM, use pAnA hai| nahIM, jnmaa| tuma agara kisI caraNa meM jhuke, to tumhAre caraNa kisI ke sirpha jAganA hai| jAnanA hai, pratyabhijJA karanI hai| lie jhukane yogya hone lge| aura buddha ne kahA, khoyA bhut| vaha saba khoyA, jo mere pAsa nirAkAra! jaba tumheM diyA AkAra svayaM sAkAra ho gayA / nahIM thA aura socatA thA ki hai| ise thor3A samajhanA, bar3A yuga-yuga se maiM banA rahA thA mUrti tumhArI akala, alekhI virodhAbhAsa hai| jo socatA thA ki nahIM hai, vaha thaa| aura jo Aja huI pUrI to maiMne zakala khar3I apanI hI dekhii| socatA thA ki hai, vaha nahIM hai| ahaMkAra khotA hai, AtmA milatI jisa dina tuma mere bilakula karIba A jAoge aura mujhe ThIka hai| ahaMkAra kabhI bhI nahIM hai, aura AtmA sadA hai| se jAna loge, usa dina tuma pAoge, are! pakar3ane dUsare ko mujhase pUchate ho, Apane siddha hokara kyA pAyA? pAyA kucha calA thA, yaha to apane ko hI pA liyaa| bhI nahIM, khoyaa| pAne ko yahAM kacha hai hI nhiiN| pAne kI daur3a hI lekina isase bhI bar3hakara aparAdha kara gayI pUjana-belA saMsAra hai| jaba taka tuma pAne ke pIche par3e ho, taba taka tuma saMsAra tumheM sajAne calA phUla jo, merA hI zaMga meM rhoge| isalie sAMsArika AdamI agara dhArmika bhI hone tumane jo bhI zraddhA se, samarpaNa se kahIM car3hAyA hai, vaha tumhIM para lagatA hai, to bhI pUchatA hai, milegA kyA? car3ha gayA hai| tuma jahAM bhI zraddhA aura samarpaNa se AMkha uThAye ho, | mere pAsa loga Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM dhyAna to kareM, lekina vaha tumhAre hI bhaviSya kA gRha hai| vaha tumhAre hI bhaviSya, tumhArI | milegA kyA? svAMtaH sukhAya tulasI raghunAtha gaathaa| tuma pUcho hI saMbhAvanAoM kA sUtra hai| vaha tumhArI niyati hai| tulasIdAsa ko ki kyA milatA hai? rAma kI kathA kahe cale jA rahe ho, pAyA kyA? svAMtaH sukhAya tulasI raghunAtha gaathaa| vaha AkhirI praznaH Apane siddha hokara kyA pAyA? aura kyA kaheMge, mauja hai, majA hai, pAne kA koI savAla hI nhiiN| yaha Apa nizcayapUrvaka kaha sakate haiM ki paramAtmA hai? AnaMda-bhAva hai| yaha AnaMda meM khile phUla haiN| pAne ke lie nhiiN| yaha koI vAsanA nahIM hai| koI lobha nahIM hai| koI pAne kI siddha hokara kucha pAyA nahIM jaataa| saba kho jAtA hai| kucha daur3a nahIM, koI cAha nahIM hai| bacatA hI nhiiN| vahI pAnA hai| zUnya milatA hai siddha hokr| milA kucha bhI nahIM, khoyA bhut| khoyA sb| pUrA kA pUrA lekina vahI zUnya pUrNa kA AvAsa hai| pAne kI bhASA meM to pUcho | khoyaa| lekina usa kho jAne meM hI usakA AvirbhAva hotA hai, jo hI mata, kyoMki vaha lobha kI bhASA hai| kyA pAyA? kucha bhI | dabA thaa| isa kUr3e-karkaTa meM jo dabA thA hIrA, vaha pragaTa huaa| nahIM paayaa| | apane se pUcho! mujhase pUchate ho, siddha hokara kyA pAyA? maiM buddha se kisI ne yahI savAla pUchA thaa| to buddha ne kahA, tumase pUchatA hUM, saMsArI hokara kyA pAyA? 196 2010_03

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dukha kI svIkRti : mahAsakha kI nIMva laDa meM ghumAyA jaae| saMbha pIr3A hI milI tuma daur3e cale jAte ho itane parezAna, itane sabjA-o-bargo-lAlA-o-sarvo-samana ko kyA huA usakA nAma-dhAma bhI use patA na rhaa| vaha yuddha ke bhI kisI sArA camana udAsa hai, hAya camana ko kyA huA kAma kA na rhaa| lekina use bhejeM kahAM? usake ghara kA bhI koI maiM tumase pUchatA hUM, itane udAsa ho, tumheM huA kyA? itane | patA nhiiN| phira kisI ne salAha dI--manovaijJAnika ne ki dukhI, itane kAtara, itane hAre-thake, itane nirAza! iMglaiMDa koI bahuta bar3A deza nahIM hai, isako Trena meM biThAkara sAre sArA camana udAsa hai, hAya camana ko kyA huA iMglaiMDa meM ghumAyA jaae| saMbhava hai apane gAMva ke sTezana para pahuMce maiM tumase pUchaM, itane bImAra, itane rote, itane parezAna, itane to yAda A jaae| bAta kAma kara gyii| use le jAyA gayA pIr3ita, phira bhI tuma daur3e cale jAte ho unhIM rAstoM para, jinase stteshn-stteshn| jo loga le gaye the ve bhI thaka gye| kyoMki hara pIr3A hI milI hai| phira bhI daur3e cale jAte ho unhIM paTariyoM para | sTezana para le jAkara usako utArakara khar3A kara dete, vaha khar3A jina para narka hI milA! phira bhI daur3e cale jAte usI krodha, usI dekhatA raha jaataa| mAyA, usI lobha, usI moha meM, jinase sivAya...sivAya kAMToM | lekina eka choTe gAMva ke sTezana para utAranA na pdd'aa| jaise hI ke aura kucha bhI na chidA! tuma mujhase pUchate ho ki Apako kyA | use gAMva kI takhtI dikhAI par3I, are! usane kahA, merA gAMva! milA? tumhArA dukha kho gayA, vaha mere pAsa nahIM hai| tumhAre kAMTe | vaha nIce utarakara bhAgane lgaa| logoM ne use rokanA bhI cAhA, kho gaye haiM, ve mere pAsa nhiiN| tumase maiM agara ThIka se kahUM, to | usane kahA, roko mata! aba mujhe jAne do| merA gAMva A gyaa| tumhAre pAsa jo hai, vaha mere pAsa nahIM hai| itanA to pakkA! vaha | jo manovaijJAnika use lekara ghUma rahe the, vaha usake pIche gye| khoyaa| koI cAha nahIM, kucha pAne kI yAtrA nahIM, koI daur3a nhiiN| vaha sIdhA bhAgatA huA, gAMva kI galiyoM ko pAra karatA huA, apane ghara A gye| apane ghara ke dvAra para pahuMca gyaa| usane kahA, yaha rahA merA ghr| nagmA-o-maya kA ye tUphAne-taraba kyA kahiye vaha merI mAM baiThI hai| ghara merA bana gayA khaiyAma kA ghara Aja kI rAta kyA huA? par3I thI yAdadAzta gahana meN| vaha nAmapaTa sTezana nagmA-o-maya kA ye tUphAne-taraba kyA kahie! kA coTa kara gyaa| tumheM dikhAyI nahIM par3atA, yaha jo zarAba kA tUphAna tumhAre | isIlie to jAnanevAloM ne kahA hai, paramAtmA ko pAnA thor3e hI sAmane hai? hai, sirpha smaraNa karanA hai| sumiraNa kiijai| surati jgaaiye| nagmA-o-maya kA ye tUphAne-taraba kyA kahie smRti bhriye| par3A hai gahana meM tumhAre, pukAriye, cillAiye, ghara merA bana gayA khaiyAma kA ghara Aja kI rAta AvAja lgaaiye| kisI kSaNa mela khA jAegA, kisI kSaNa * zarAba brsii| madhuzAlA milii| lekina yaha milana kucha aisA | smaraNa pakar3a jAegA, kisI kSaNa tumhArI pukAra ke kuMde meM ulajhA nahIM ki apanA na thA, pahacAna hii| sadA se apanA hI thaa| huA Upara A jaaegaa| bhAgane lagoge--yaha rahA ghara, yaha A khajAnA apanA thA, cAbhI apane hAtha meM thI, tAlA kholanA bhUla | gayA ghara; khoyA saMsAra, pAyA use jo milA hI huA thaa| gaye the| yAda A gayI, smaraNa huA, surati aayii| saMsAra nagmA-o-maya kA ye tUphAne-taraba kyA kahiye khoyA, paramAtmA milA, aisA kahanA galata hogaa| paramAtmA ghara merA bana gayA khaiyAma kA ghara Aja kI raat| milA hI huA thaa| saMsAra kI udher3a-buna meM bhUla gaye the ghara kI | pAnevAle ko kucha nahIM miltaa| khonevAle ko saba kucha yaad| bAjAra meM kho gaye the| milatA hai| pAnevAle bhaTakate haiM, rote haiM, jhIkhate haiM; khonevAlA aisA huA dUsare mahAyuddha meN| eka AdamI coTa khAkara girA | | bhara jAtA hai, pUrA ho jAtA hai| yuddha ke sthala para, usakI smRti kho gyii| jaba yuddhasthala se use tujhe DhUMr3hatA hUM terI justajU hai uThAkara lAyA gayA, to bar3I kaThinAI khar3I ho gyii| yuddhasthala | majA hai ki khuda guma huA cAhatA hUM meM usakA tagamA, usakA naMbara bhI kahIM gira gyaa| aura usakI tama agara daMDha hI rahe ho, khoja hI rahe ho. to na pA skoge| smRti bhI kho gyii| aba vaha kauna hai, yaha bhI na batA ske| majA hai ki khuda guma huA cAhatA hUM 197 __ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH2 SA paramAtmA kI khoja apane ko khone kI khoja hai| paramAtmA ko pAne kA upAya svayaM ko DubAnA aura miTAnA hai| tuma jaba taka ho, paramAtmA na ho skoge| tumhIM to baiThe paramAtmA kI chAtI para patthara hokr| haTo, jagaha khAlI karo! tuma patthara kI taraha haTe ki paramAtmA kA jharanA phuuttaa| aba tuma pUchate ho, 'Apa nizcayapUrvaka kaha sakate haiM ki paramAtmA hai?' nizcayapUrvaka to nahIM kaha sktaa| usakA kAraNa hai| kyoMki nizcayapUrvaka hama unhIM bAtoM ko kahate haiM, jinakA kucha anizcaya hotA hai| saralatApUrvaka kaha sakatA hUM ki paramAtmA hai, nizcayapUrvaka nhiiN| kyoMki anizcaya mujhe jarA bhI nahIM hai, to nizcaya kisake khilApha khar3A karUM? jaba hama kahate haiM, dRr3hatA se, to usakA matalaba yaha hotA hai ki bhItara kucha kamajorI par3I hai| jaba hama kahate haiM nizcaya se, to usakA matalaba yaha hotA hai ki bhItara kucha anizcaya hai| saralatA se kahatA huuN| dhyAna rakhanA merA vacana, saralatA se kahatA hUM-paramAtmA hai| paramAtmA hI hai| usake atirikta aura kucha bhI nhiiN| Aja itanA hii| 198] 2010_03

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sUtra 2010_03 iMdiyatthe vivajjittA, sajjhAyaM ceva paMcahA / tammuttI taprakAre, uvautte iriyaM rie / / 108 / / samabhAvo sAmaiyaM, taNakaMcaNa - sattumittavisao tti / nirabhissaMgaM cittaM, uciyapavittippahANaM ca / / 109 / / vayaNoccAraNakiriyaM, paricattA vIyarAyabhAveNa / jo jhAyadi appANaM, parama samAhI have tassa / / 110 / / jhANaNilINo sAhU, paricAgaM kuNai savvadosANaM / tamhA du jhANameva hi, savva'dicArassa paDikkamaNaM / / 111 / / NiyabhAvaM Na vi muccai, parabhAvaM Neva gehae ke jAdi passadi savvaM, so'haM idi ciMtae NANI / / 112 / / ww

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halA sUtra thA aisA jaise ki nadI calatI rahatI hai, aisA saMnyAsI calatA rhe| iMdiyatthe vivajjittA, sajjhAyaM ceva pNchaa| kahIM Thahare na, kahIM mana ko na lagAye, kahIM DabarA na banAye, tammuttI tappurakkAre, uvautte iriyaM rie|| bahAva tor3e na, bahAva banA rhe| sAdhAraNataH manuSya iMdriyoM ke viSaya-bhoga ke ciMtana meM lIna yaha bAta bar3I gaharI thI, ise bar3e UparI arthoM meM pakar3a liyA rahatA hai| pAMca iMdriyAM haiN| isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, pAMca hI gyaa| jaina-muni aba bhI calatA hai, eka gAMva se dUsare gAMva manuSya ke ciMtana ke viSaya haiN| badala letA hai| lekina bhItara kA bahAva kahAM hai! bhItara to saba 'iMdriyoM ke viSaya tathA pAMca prakAra ke ciMtana-kArya ko chor3akara | jar3a hai, saba ThaharA huA hai| bhItara gati kahAM hai? aura mahAvIra kevala gamana-kriyAoM meM tanmaya ho, usI ko pramukha mahatva dekara | ne kahA hai, gati dharma hai; agati adharma hai| upayogapUrvaka, jAgRtipUrvaka calanA caahie|' - mahAvIra se jyAdA krAMtikArI vicAraka dharma ke jagata meM dasarA jo hama kara rahe haiM, vaha hama zAyada hI manaHpUrvaka karate haiN| jo nahIM huaa| kisI dUsare vyakti ne nahIM kahA hai, ki agati adharma hama karate haiM, yaMtravata karate haiN| mana aura hajAra kAma karatA hai| hai aura gati dhrm| calate hI rahanA hai| kahIM ThaharanA nhiiN| kahIM jaise rAha para cala rahe haiM--zarIra to rAha para hotA hai, mana na rukanA nhiiN| rukane kA artha hai, rAga bnaa| rukane kA artha hai, na kahIM aur| ho sakatA hai ghara para ho, dukAna para ho, maMdira Asakti bnii| rukane kA artha hai, vastu mahatvapUrNa ho gayI, meM ho, lekina eka bAta sunizcita hai ki vahAM nahIM hogA jahAM tuma bahuta mahatvapUrNa ho gayI, usane tumhAre lie kArAgRha banA ho| jisa dina mana vahAM ho jAe jahAM tuma ho, usI dina liyaa| aba tuma mukta na rahe, baMdha gye| isakA yaha artha na thA Atmabodha kA prAraMbha hotA hai| mana kA aura zarIra kA eka-sAtha, ki kahIM sAdhu Thahare n| isakA artha thA, sAdhu kA citta kahIM Thahare eka-hI sthAna, eka-hI kAla meM ho jAnA dhyAna hai| mana aura n| to jaina-mani aba bhI calatA hai, lekina citta to kabhI kA zarIra alaga-alaga calate rahate haiN| aura jaba taka una donoM kA baMdha gayA hai, hajAra taraha ke baMdhanoM meN| milana na ho, taba taka tumheM usakA patA na cala sakegA jo donoM| isalie mahAvIra apane muniyoM ko kahate haiM calate samaya, ke pAra hai| | upayogapUrvaka clnaa| calanA akelA kAphI nahIM hai| gati mahAvIra calane para jora dete haiN| kyoMki mahAvIra kA jo akelI kAphI nahIM hai| kyoMki agara gati akelI ho aura saMnyAsI hai, vaha parivrAjaka thaa| vaha calatA rahatA hai eka gAMva se | viveka na ho pIche, to gati vikSipta kregii| dekheM, pUraba meM Dabare dasare gaaNv| mahAvIra ne kahA hai ki saMnyAsI ruke n| yaha pratIka bana gaye haiM cetanA ke| paraMparA, rUr3hi, atIta bahuta bojhila hokara | thaa| yaha pratIka logoM ne bar3I jar3atA se pakar3a liyaa| yaha pratIka baiTha gayA hai patthara kI taraha chAtI pr| to pUraba meM Dabare bana gaye 203 2010_03

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jina satra bhAga:2 EUR haiN| koI gati nahIM mAlUma hotii| sAgara kI tarapha bahAva nahIM sote usI iMdriya para bAra-bAra lauTa Ate ho| bhojana kA dIvAnA mAlUma hotaa| bhojana ke hI saMbaMdha meM socatA rahatA hai| lekina eka artha meM loga pazcima kI bajAya jyAdA zAMta haiN| nIro ke saMbaMdha meM kahA jAtA hai ki vaha itanA bhojana ke lie garIba haiM, dIna haiM, hIna haiM, dukhI haiM, phira bhI zAMta haiN| suvidhA nahIM | pAgala thA ki bhojana karate-karate hI rAta so jAtA thaa| aura hai, sukha nahIM hai, zAyada bhojana-vastra-chappara bhI nahIM hai, to bhI uThate se hI bhojana kI mAMga zurU ho jaatii| itanA jyAdA bhojana pazcima ke mukAbale jyAdA zAMta haiM--kama becaina haiN| koI kara nahIM sktaa| kyoMki bhojana kI eka sImA hai, eka pazcima meM gati para jora hai| pragati para jora hai| daur3o, | jarUrata hai| to usane cikitsaka rakha chor3e the| vaha bhojana kare, pratispardhA karo, jIvana bhAgA jAtA hai| ruko mt| bhAgate hI | cikitsaka use jaldI se vamana karavA deM, tAki vaha phira bhojana rho| isalie spIDa, gati ko roja-roja nayA vikAsa milatA kara ske| peTa bharA ho to kaise bhojana karoge? to vmn| aisA calA jAtA hai| pariNAma yaha huA ki pazcima pAgala hone ke | pAgala koI AdamI nahIM huA, jaisA nIro pAgala thaa| lekina karIba hai| dhana bhI hai, suvidhA bhI hai--gati ho to suvidhA bar3hatI | thor3A-bahuta nIro tuma apane meM chipA huA paaoge| jaba peTa bhara hai, dhana bar3hatA hai, samRddhi bar3hatI hai, vijJAna bar3hatA hai; saba | gayA ho, taba bhI tuma bhojana kiye cale jAo, taba thor3A-bahuta dizAoM meM saMpannatA bar3hatI hai, bar3hI--lekina AdamI bhItara se | aMza meM nIro tumhAre bhItara hai| nIro atizayokti hai| tuma bhI daur3a-daur3akara thaka gayA, TUTa gyaa| daur3a-daur3akara yaha yAda hI na | lekina usI dizA meM gatimAna ho| rahI ki maiM kauna huuN| daur3a-daur3akara yaha bhI bhUla gayA ki kahAM jA peTa bhara gayA ho, phira bhI baiThakara tuma bhojana kA ciMtana rahA huuN| daur3anA hI yAda rahA, maMjila kA patA daur3a meM kho gyaa| karo--atIta bhojanoM kA, yA bhaviSya meM honevAlI saMbhAvanAoM ApAdhApI meM AtmA kA smaraNa hI na rhaa| kA-to bhI tuma pAgala ho| kyoMki bhojana peTa kA kAma hai| daur3a bahuta hai| lekina kyA mahAvIra aisI hI daur3a ko kahate | ciMtana-dhArA meM bhojana kI itanI chAyA par3e to kahIM kucha rugNa ho haiM? pazcima to vikSipta huA jA rahA hai| pUraba murdA huA jA | gyaa| kahIM kucha cUka ho gyii| kahIM tumhAre bhItara se jIvana kA rahA hai, pazcima pAgala huA jA rahA hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, Dabare | sahaja saMyama ukhar3a gyaa| tumhArI cUla DhIlI par3a gyii| tumhArA mata bnnaa| lekina vikSipta tUphAna bhI mata bnnaa| calanA, cAka DagamagAne lgaa| jarUrata jitanI hai usase jyAdA ciMtana vivekpuurvk| gati + vivek| gati + upyog| gati + caitny| | ghAtaka hai| phira ciMtana se ghAva banatA hai| to tuma Dabare kI taraha sar3a bhI na pAoge aura daur3anevAle kI taraha | phira majA hai ki zarIra kI jarUrata to pUrI ho jAtI hai, ciMtana se pAgala bhI na ho jaaoge| na to tuma lAza banoge, na tuma bavaMDara | jo ghAva banatA hai vaha jarUrata kabhI pUrI nahIM hotii| bhojana kI to bnoge| ina donoM ke bIca tumhAre jIvana kI mahimA kA avataraNa | pUrti hai, svAda kI kahAM pUrti hai ! bhojana to eka mAtrA meM zarIra ko hogaa| usa saMtulana ko sAdha lenA hI saMyama hai| bhara degA, jarUrata pUrI kara degA, svAda kI koI mAtrA kabhI bhI mana kahate haiM mahAvIra, iMdriyoM ke pAMca viSaya haiM, isalie mana meM | ko tRpta nahIM kara paatii| pAMca taraha ke ciMtana calate haiN| tumheM khojanA cAhie ki tuma kisa | madhu pIte-pIte thake nayana iMdriya para atyadhika ciMtana karate ho| kucha haiM, jo bhojana kA hI | phira bhI pyAse aramAna! ciMtana karate haiM; kucha haiM, jo rUpa kA ciMtana karate haiM; kucha haiM, | kucha hai pyAsa jo miTatI nhiiN| na pIne se, na khAne se, na bhogane jinheM vANI meM, saMgIta meM, dhvani meM rasa hai, ve usI kA ciMtana | se... / karate haiN| kucha haiM, jo sparza kA ciMtana karate haiM, AliMgana kA, | madhu pIte-pIte thake nayana cuMbana kA, isakA ciMtana karate haiN| phira bhI pyAse aramAna! lekina agara tuma gaura karoge, to tuma pakar3a loge ki tuma kisa | jIvana meM madhu, madhu meM gAyana, iMdriya kA bahuta adhika ciMtana kara rahe ho| calate, baiThate, uThate, gAyana meM svara, svara meM kaMpana, 204 2010_03

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| samatA hI sAmAyika mA R itematic kaMpana meM sAMsa, sAMsa meM rasa, AvazyakatA pUrI huI ki kriyA ruka jAtI hai| AvazyakatA se rasa meM viSa, viSa madhya jalana, raMcamAtra jyAdA nahIM jaatii| na kevala yaha AdhyAtmika arthoM meM jalana meM Aga, Aga meM tApa, mahatvapUrNa hai, yaha zArIrika svAsthya ke lie bhI mahatvapUrNa hai| tApa meM pyAra, pyAra meM pIra, mere pAsa bahuta loga Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM, bhojana hama jyAdA kara pIra meM prANa, prANa meM pyAsa, jAte haiM, kyA kareM? to maiM unase kahatA hUM, hozapUrvaka bhojana pyAsa meM tRpti, tRpti kA nIra, kro| aura koI DAiTiMga kAma denevAlI nahIM hai| eka dina, do aura yaha tRpti, tRpti hI kSaNika, dina DAiTiMga kara loge jabardastI, phira kyA hogA? doharA TUTa vizva kI mIThI-mIThI madhara thakAna! par3oge phira se bhojana pr| jaba taka ki mana kI maulika vyavasthA phira bhI pyAse aramAna! nahIM badalatI, taba taka tuma do-cAra dina upavAsa bhI kara lo to eka kadama dUsare kadama para le jAtA hai| dUsarA tIsare para le kyA pharka par3atA hai| phira do-cAra dina ke bAda usI purAnI Adata jAtA hai| vartula bar3A hotA calA jAtA hai| meM sammilita ho jaaoge| mUla AdhAra badalanA caahie| mUla lekina maulika pyAsa apanI jagaha banI rahatI hai| kyoMki usa AdhAra kA artha hai, jaba tuma bhojana karo, to hozapUrvaka karo, to maulika pyAsa kA saMbaMdha jIvana kI AvazyakatA se nahIM rahA, tumane mUla bdlaa| jar3a bdlii| usa maulika pyAsa kA saMbaMdha mana kI anaMta bhUkha se jur3a gayA, hozapUrvaka karane ke kaI pariNAma hoNge| eka pariNAma hogA, anaMta AkAMkSA se jur3a gyaa| mana ke kSitija se jur3ate hI koI jyAdA bhojana na kara skoge| kyoMki hoza khabara de degA ki aba bhI pyAsa tRpti kI sImA ke bAhara ho jAtI hai| duSpUra ho jAtI hai, zarIra bhara gyaa| zarIra to khabara de hI rahA hai, tuma behoza ho, use bharA nahIM jA sktaa| isalie khabara nahIM miltii| zarIra kI tarapha se to iMgita Ate hI mahAvIra kahate haiM apane saMnyAsI ko ki tU iMdriyoM ke sAre rahe haiN| zarIra to yaMtravata khabara bheja detA hai ki aba basa, ruko| viSaya, unakA ciMtana, unakA manana chor3akara calatA ho, to magara vahAM rukanevAlA behoza hai| use khabara nahIM miltii| zarIra basa clnaa| itanA hI dhyAna rahe, upayogapUrvaka) upayoga to TelIgrAma diye jAtA hai, lekina jise milanA cAhie vaha soyA mahAvIra kA apanA pAribhASika zabda hai| upayoga kA artha hai, | hai| use kucha patA nahIM cltaa| phira dhIre-dhIre isa behozI kI hozapUrvaka, yogpuurvk| upayoga kA artha hai, yogapUrvaka clnaa| mAtrA itanI bar3ha jAtI hai ki zarIra kI sUcanAoM kA khaTakA bhI bhItara kA dIyA DagamagAye n| bhItara eka sahaja smaraNa banA rahe | mAlUma nahIM hotaa| ki maiM cala rahA hUM, maiM cala rahA huuN| hozapUrvaka bhojana kro| bhojana karate vakta sirpha bhojana kro| yaha to udAharaNa ke lie mahAvIra ne khaa| aisA hI smaraNa | usa samaya na bAjAra kI soco, na vyavasAya kI soco, na sabhI kriyAoM ke sAtha dhIre-dhIre jor3a denaa| hara kriyA ke sAtha rAjanIti kI soco-na dharma kI soco| usa samaya kucha soco bhItara kA dIyA jur3a jaae| bhojana karate vakta, bhojana kara rahA hUM hI mt| usa kSaNa tumhArA sArA upayoga, usa kSaNa tumhArA sArA aisA hoza banA rahe, to tuma jyAdA bhojana na kara skoge| tuma | bodha bhojana karane kI sahaja-kriyA meM saMlagna ho| to pahalI cakita ho jaaoge| jyAdA bhojana tabhI kara lete ho jaba tumheM | bAta, jaise hI zarIra khabara degA rukane kA kSaNa A gayA, vaha tumheM hoza nahIM rhtaa| agara mitra A gaye haiM ghara para, to tuma jyAdA | sunAyI pdd'egaa| dUsarI bAta, agara tuma hozapUrvaka bhojana karoge, bhojana kara lete ho| kyoMki mitroM ke sAtha mastI meM, bAtacIta meM to jyAdA cbaaoge| behozI meM AdamI sirpha kisI taraha dhakAye behozI bar3ha jAtI hai| reDiyo calAkara baiTha jAte ho, jyAdA jAtA hai aNdr| jaba tuma ThIka se cabAte nahIM, to atRpti banI bhojana kara lete ho! kyoMki bhojana kI smRti nahIM raha jAtI, mana rahatI hai| rasa utpanna nahIM hotaa| zarIra meM bhojana to bhara jAtA hai, reDiyo meM jAtA hai, zarIra yaMtravata bhojana ko bhItara DAlatA calA lekina prANa nahIM bhrte| zarIra meM bhojana hai, lekina jAtA hai| jahAM bhI tuma hoza ko le Aoge, vahIM pAoge, yaha bhojana pacegA nhiiN| yaha mAMsa-majjA na bnegaa| isalie 2051 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 zarIra kI jarUrata bhI par3I raha gyii| bhojana bhI jarUrata se jyAdA hai| rAha para cala rahe haiM, kucha karane jaisA kara bhI kahAM rahe haiM! usa bhara diyA aura zarIra kI jarUrata bhI pUrI na huii| to tuma do arthoM | samaya itanA hI hoza rahe ki cala rahA huuN| jaba maiM yaha kaha rahA hUM meM cuuke| ki itanA hoza rahe cala rahA hUM-jayaM care-to isakA yaha artha agara hozapUrvaka bhojana karoge...isalie samasta dharmazAstra nahIM hai ki tuma bhItara doharAo ki maiM cala rahA hUM, maiM cala rahA huuN| kahate haiM, bhojana karate samaya bolo mata, bAta mata karo, kyoMki agara tumane aisA doharAyA, zabda nirmita kiye, to tuma cUka gye| bAta tumheM haTAyegI, cukaayegii| bhojana karate samaya sirpha bhojana tuma zabda meM laga gaye, phira cUka gye| jaba maiM kaha rahA hUM jAgakara kro| bhojana karate vakta bhojana ko hI brahma smjho| calo, to isakA kevala itanA hI artha hai, mana meM koI ciMtana na isalie upaniSada kahate haiM-'annaM brhm|' aura brahma ke sAtha cle| nirmala darpaNa ho mana kA, sirpha calane kI chAyA par3e; kama se kama itanA to sammAna karo ki hozapUrvaka use apane | sirpha calane kA bhAna rahe-bebhAna na clo| bhItara jAne do| kabhI rAste ke kinAre khar3e hokara dekhanA, loga kitane bebhAna isalie sAre dharma kahate haiM, bhojana ke pahale prArthanA karo, prabha cala rahe haiN| cale jA rahe haiM. jaise nIMda meM hoM alasAye. ko smaraNa kro| snAna karo, dhyAna karo, phira bhojana meM jAo, taMdrila! AMkhoM meM koI nazA, bhItara koI mUrchA, behozI! tAki tuma jAge hue rho| jAge rahe to jarUrata se jyAdA khA na anekoM ko tuma pAoge ki ve bAta karate cala rahe haiM, cAhe sAtha skoge| jAge rahe, to jo khAoge vaha tRpta kregaa| jAge rahe, to koI bhI na ho| unake oMTha phar3aka rahe haiM, ve kucha kaha rahe haiN| jo khAoge vaha cabAyA jAegA, pacegA, rakta-mAMsa-majjA bahutoM ko tuma pAoge, ve hAtha se kucha izAre bhI kara rahe haiM; banegA, zarIra kI jarUrata pUrI hogii| aura bhojana zarIra kI | kisI anajAne sAthI ko sira hilAkara hAM bhI bhara rahe haiM; sira jarUrata hai, mana kI jarUrata nhiiN| hilAkara nA bhI kara rahe haiN| cala nahIM rahe haiM aura bahata-kucha kara jAge hue bhojana karoge to tuma eka krAMti ghaTate dekhoge ki rahe haiN| tuma apane ko bAra-bAra pkdd'o| yaha cora pakar3a meM A dhIre-dhIre svAda se AkAMkSA ukhar3ane lgii| svAda kI jagaha jAe, yaha mUrchA kA cora tumhArI pakar3a meM A jAe aura isakI svAsthya para AkAMkSA jamane lgii| svAda se jyAdA mUlyavAna | jagaha tuma upayoga ke paharedAra ko apane jIvana meM jagA lo, to bhojana ke prANadAyI tatva ho gye| taba tama vahI khAoge. jo | saba ho jaaegaa| yaha zaruAta hai| zarIra kI nisargatA meM Avazyaka hai, zarIra ke svabhAva kI mAMga 'gamana-kriyA meM tanmaya ho, usI ko pramukha mahatva dekara hai| taba tuma kRtrima se bacoge, nisarga kI tarapha mudd'oge| upayogapUrvaka cle|' mahAvIra kahate haiM, isa upayoga kI kriyA ko hara kriyA se jor3a hama jaba calate haiM, taba hama kucha aura karate haiN| jaba hama kucha denA hai| snAna karo, to upyogpuurvk| suno, to upyogpuurvk| | aura kareMge, taba zAyada hama calane ke saMbaMdha meM soceNge| hamArA jaise mujhe tuma suna rahe abhii| eka hI samyaka DhaMga hai sunane kaa| | mana bar3A asta-vyasta hai| asamyaka DhaMga to bahuta haiN| samyaka DhaMga eka hI hai, aura vaha hai kabhI sAhila pe raha kara zauka tUphAnoM se TakarAeM ki jaba tuma suna rahe ho, to sirpha suno, soco mt| jaba tuma suna kabhI tUphAM meM raha ke phikra hai sAhila nahIM milatA rahe, to sirpha kAna hI ho jaao| tumhArA sArA zarIra grAhaka ho kinAre para hote haiM to tUphAnoM meM TakarAne kI AkAMkSA paidA hotI jaae| soca lenA piiche| do kriyAeM eka sAtha na kro| abhI hai| tUphAnoM meM ulajha jAte haiM, to sAhila para pahuMcane kI, kinAre eka kriyA meM hI hoza nahIM sadhatA, to do meM kaise sadhegA? eka meM | para pahuMcane kI abhIpsA hotI hai| sAdha lo, to phira do meM bhI sadha sakatA hai, phira tIna meM bhI sadha kabhI sAhila ye raha kara zauka tUphAnoM se TakarAeM sakatA hai, phira aura bhI jaTila AdhAra upayoga ke liye diye jA kabhI tUphAM meM raha ke phikra hai sAhila nahIM milatA sakate haiN| | aise tama jahAM nahIM ho, vahAM hote ho; jahAM ho, vahAM nahIM hote| choTI-choTI kriyAoM se zurU karo! calanA bar3I choTI kriyA | pakar3o abhI! yahIM ho? pUre-pUre yahIM ho? isa kSaNa meM tanmaya 206 2010_03

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samatA hI sAmAyika ho? yA mana kahIM aura bhI jA rahA hai? maiM jo kaha rahA hUM agara kUr3A-karkaTa aura sone meM smbhaav|| tuma usa para socane bhI lage, to cuuke| kyoMki socane kA artha 'zatru aura mitra meM', kauna apanA hai, kauna parAyA hai? Aye hai, tuma yA to atIta meM gaye--pahale tumane kucha sunA hogA, par3hA akele, gaye akele| Aye khAlI hAtha, gaye khAlI haath| na hogA, socA hogA, sAra-saMpadA hai tumhAre vicAroM kI, usakA tuma koI saMgI-sAthI lAye, na koI saMgI-sAthI le jaaeNge| do dina mela-tAla biThAne lage...jo meM kahatA hU~, ThIka kahatA hU~? jo kA melA hai| nadI-nAva saMyoga hai| kisI ko banA liyA mitra, maiM kahatA hUM tumase mela khAtA hai? tumhArI svIkRti hai yA nahIM? kisI ko banA liyA shtru| kisI ko kahA apanA, kisI ko yA tuma Age nikala gye| maiM kaha rahA hUM jAgakara calo, tuma kahA praayaa| saba ajanabI the| aura saba ajanabI haiN| apanA socane lage-acchA, kala subaha se jAgakara cleNge| to bhI | hI patA nahIM, dUsare kA patA kaise ho! khuda se to pahacAna nahIM ho cUka gye| to bhI bhUla ho gyii| tumane taya kara liyA mana meM ki pAyI aba taka, auroM kI pahacAna kI to bAta hI chor3a do| kucha ThIka hai, aba yaha bAta samajha meM A gayI, aba jAgakara hI kAma ajanabiyoM ko kahate haiM apane aura kucha ajanabiyoM ko kahate haiM kareMge, to bhI cUka ho gayI, to bhI tumane jAgakara hI nahIM sunA to parAye, kucha ajanabiyoM ko kahate haiM inheM hama pahacAnate haiM, kucha jAgakara tuma caloge kyA! ajanabiyoM ko kahate haiM inheM hama pahacAnate nhiiN| lekina sabhI to jaise-jaise tama pAo ki mana chiTaka-chiTakakara bhAgatA hai, ajanabI haiN| kise pahacAnate ho tuma! pAre kI taraha hai--pakar3o ki chiTaka-chiTaka jAtA hai, idhara se phira hama kaise nirNaya karate haiM kauna mitra, kauna zatru? jisakA pakar3o to dUsarI rAha khoja letA hai| magara agara tuma samajhapUrvaka | hamArI vAsanAoM meM mela khA jAe, vaha mitr| aura jo hamArI mana kA pIchA karate raho, to eka dina aisI ghar3I AtI hai ki mana vAsanAoM meM bAdhA bana jAe, vahI shtru| jo hameM dhana kI yAtrA meM Thahara jAtA hai, ruka jAtA hai kSaNa meN| sthir| gItA usa sthiti ko sAtha de, vaha mitr| jo dhana meM avarodha khar3e kare, hamArI parama sthiti mAnatI hai| aise rukate-rukate eka ghar3I AtI hai| mahatvAkAMkSA meM ror3e aTakAye, vaha shtru| jo hameM sahArA de vaha jabaki jarA bhI kaMpana nahIM hotA, to sthitiprajJa, to ruka gayI mitra, jo sahArA na de vaha shtr| lekina sahArA vAsanAoM ke prjnyaa| mahAvIra usako hI upayoga kahate haiN| | lie hI hama mAMga rahe haiN| pahale to vAsanAeM hI vyartha haiN| pahale 'tinake aura sone meM, zatru aura mitra meM samabhAva rakhanA hI | to vAsanAoM kI daur3a hI vyartha hai| sAmAyika hai|' to mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'tinake aura sone meM, zatru aura mitra meM jaba tumheM upayoga kI kalA A jAe, to bAhara kI choTI-choTI samabhAva rakhanA hI sAmAyika hai|' yaha dhyAna kI bar3I gaharI cIjoM kI bajAya phira usa upayoga kI kalA kA bhItara prayoga paribhASA huii| dhyAna kI AtyaMtika paribhASA huii| kahate haiM, zurU krnaa| samatA sAmAyika hai| samyakatva, saMtulana, saMyama; do atiyoM ke 'tinake aura sone meM'-taba sonA aura miTTI, donoM ke bIca | bIca DolanA na, bIca meM khar3e ho jAnA; na bAyeM, na dAyeM; madhya meM DAvAMDola mata honaa| taba yaha mata kahanA ki sonA mUlyavAna, | thira ho jAnA sAmAyika hai| prema aura ghRNA koI bhI pakar3e na, miTTI nA kuch| taba kaMpanA mata sone aura miTTI meN| taba vahAM bhI | janma aura mRtyu koI bhI jakar3e n| na to hama kaheM kisI ko ki kaMpana chodd'naa| taba itanA hI kahanA, yaha sonA, yaha mittttii| aura | Ao, na hama kaheM kisI ko ki jAo; na to kisI ke lie AtyaMtika arthoM meM to miTTI ho ki sonA, saba barAbara hai| | svAgata ho aura na kisI ke lie apamAna ho, aisI avasthA ko kyoMki hama to vidA ho jAeMge aura saba yahIM par3A raha jaaegaa| | mahAvIra kahate haiM, saamaayik| jo paDA hI raha jAegA, hama nahIM the taba bhI thA, hama nahIM hoMge taba bekAra bahAnA, TAlamaTola vyartha sArI bhI hogA, usake sAtha kyA rAga-rasa banAnA! jo chaTegA, usake A gayA samaya jAne kA-jAnA hI hogA sAtha saMbaMdha banAnA dukha ke bIja bonA hai| kyoMki jaba chUTegA, / tuma cAhe kitanA cIkho-cillAo, roo, to pIDA hogii| tinake aura sone meM, miTTI aura sone meM, | para mujhako DerA Aja uThAnA hI hogA 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 kala khelA thA aliyoM-kaliyoM kI galiyoM meM sAtha hai sadA se, vahI sAtha hogI sdaa| AtmA kI paribhASA hI aba Aja mujhe maraghaTa meM rAsa racAne do yahI hai, jo sadA se sAtha hai, jo svabhAva hai| kala maskAyA thA baiTha kisI kI palakoM para isalie kSaNa se bahuta vyathita mata ho jAo, zAzvata para dhyAna aba Aja citA para baiTha mujhe muskAne do| rkho| zAzvata para jisakA dhyAna hai, usakI sAmAyika sadha hI jisa jIvana meM mauta chipI hai, jahAM DerA laga bhI nahIM pAtA ki jaaegii| apane se sadha jaaegii| kyoMki usake jIvana meM jina ukhAr3ane kA samaya A jAtA hai| ThoMka bhI nahIM pAte khUTe-eka bAtoM se tanAva paidA hotA thA, ve bAteM arthahIna ho jaaeNgii| tamheM tarapha ThoMkanA pUrA ho pAtA hai, dUsarI tarapha se ukhar3anA zurU ho koI batA de ki Aja sAMjha tumheM maranA hai, mauta A gayI; phira jAtA hai| yaha bAjAra bhara bhI nahIM pAtA ki saMdhyA ho jAtI hai| koI gAlI de jAe, to zAyada tuma gAlI kA uttara bhI na denA yahAM milana ho kahAM pAtA, aura viraha kI yAtrA zurU ho jAtI hai| caahoge| tuma kahoge, aba kyA gAlI kA uttara denA, hama hI bekAra bahAnA, TAlamaTola vyartha sArI cale! zAyada tuma kahoge, kSamA hI mAMga leN| kahoge ki A gayA samaya jAne kA-jAnA hI hogA bhUla-cUka kSamA krnaa| kucha galatI ho gayI hogI, isalie tuma cAhe kitanA cIkho-cillAo, roo, gAlI de rahe ho; aba mere jAne kA vakta A gayA, Aja sAMjha to para mujhako DerA Aja uThAnA hI hogaa| mujhe jAnA hai, aba kyA jhagar3A ropanA! aba kyA adAlateM khar3I eka pala bhI yahAM ThaharAva kahAM hai! banAo, miTAo; krnii| lekina tumheM patA nahIM ki mauta sAMjha A rahI hai, tuma aise jamAo, ukhADo kholo, baMda kro| isa choTI-sI kSaNabhaMgara | jIte ho jaise sadA yahAM rahanA hai| to iMca-iMca jamIna ke lie laDa vyavasthA meM hama mitra bhI banA lete, zatru bhI banA lete| rAga banA | jAte ho| rattI-rattI, kaur3I-kaur3I dhana ke lie lar3a jAte ho| lete, virAga banA lete| dhana samhAlakara rakha lete, kUr3A-karkaTa choTe-moTe pada ke lie lar3a jAte ho| hajAra taraha ke upadrava bAhara pheMka aate| aura phira eka dina hama par3e raha jAte, aura jo apane hAtha se khar3e kara lete ho| isa bAta ko binA soce-samajhe samhAlA thA vaha par3A raha jaataa| mahAvIra kahate haiM, isakA bodha ki mele meM khar3e ho| isa bAta ko binA soce-samajhe ki yaha koI rahe, isakI samajha rahe, to tuma jakar3oge na, pakar3e na jAoge, ghara nahIM, dharmazAlA hai| rAta ruke, subaha jAnA hai| mahAvIra kahate kArAgRha na banAoge--tuma mukta raha skoge| hoza mukti hai| haiM, yaha bodha pakkA ho jAe, to saamaayik| cIjeM jaisI haiM unako vaise hI dekha lenA mukti hai| kRSNa ne kahA hai: samatva yoga hai-samatvaM yoga ucyte| sonA sonA hai, miTTI miTTI hai, lekina donoM meM se koI bhI samatva eka yoga hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, samatA sAmAyika hai| tumhArA nhiiN| mitra, zatru, kauna tumhArA hai? mitra se mitratA gira vahI bAta kahate haiM : sAmAyika kA artha hotA hai, dhyAna; AtmA jAne do, zatru se zatrutA gira jAne do| tuma to isa satya ko meM DUba jAnA, tanmaya ho jaanaa| pahacAno ki tuma hI agara apane ho jAo, to bahuta kAphI hai| khayAla kareMtuma hI agara apane mitra ho jAo, to kAphI hai| tuma hI apane jaba taka tuma bAhara ulajhe ho, svayaM meM DUba na skoge| bAhara zatru na raho, to kAphI hai| banAyA mitra, to ulajhe baahr| bAhara banAyA zatra, to ulajhe mahAvIra ne kahA, AtmA hI apanA mitra, AtmA hI apanA zatru baahr| bAhara socA pada pAnA hai, to uljhe| bAhara socA ki dhana hai| agara vikAsamAna ho to mitra, agara hrAsamAna ho jAe to | pAnA hai, to uljhe| bhItara jAnevAle ko bAhara kI sabhI bAteM shtru| agara AkAza kI tarapha le cale, paMkha bana jAe to mitra, ulajhA letI haiN| aura bhItara hI tuma ho| vahIM hai pAne yogy| vahIM agara pAtAla kI tarapha girAne lage, aMdherI galiyoM meM bhaTakAne hai jAne yogy| vahIM hai parama sattA kA nivaas| vahIM hai paramAtmA lage, narakoM meM DubAne lage, to shtru| bAhara mata khojo zatru aura kA aavaas| to bhItara jAne ke lie bAhara jitane kama se kama mitr| vahAM bhItara hI AtmA se maitrI banA lo, basa vahI maitrI kAma ulajhAva hoM, utane acche| jo AdamI AnevAlI hai| kyoMki basa AtmA hI sAtha jAnevAlI hai| vahI | majhadhAra kI tarapha bahegA kaise? jo AdamI kinAre ko na choDe, 208| 2010_03

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samatA hI sAmAyika vaha nadI meM bahegA kaise, tairegA kaise ? kinArA to chor3anA hogaa| DhalAna para, cikanI miTTI para tuma phisala cle| eka bAra hAtha se aura jo isa kinAre ko na chor3e, vaha usa kinAre kI tarapha jAegA | jaMjIreM bhara chUTa jaaeN| lekina jaMjIroM ko tumane samajhA hai kaise? bAhara ko tuma agara bahuta pakar3e ho, to bhItara jAne kI | aabhuussnn| tuma jaMjIroM meM lete ho gaurv| tuma mAnakara calate ho ceSTA vyartha ho jaaegii| ki jaMjIreM hI jIvana kA saba kucha haiM, sAra haiN| kitanA bar3A aneka loga mere pAsa Ate haiM. ve kahate haiM. dhyAna karanA hai| makAna hai| kitanA sone kA aMbAra hai| kitanI baDI kI para tama karate bhI haiM, kahate haiM, lekina hotA nhiiN| dhyAna to karanA cAhate | baiThe ho! tumane kArAgRha ko mahala samajha rakhA hai| to tuma chor3oge haiM ve, lekina bAhara se saMbaMdha zithila nahIM kiye haiN| kahate haiM kaise! pahale bAhara se thor3e hAtha khAlI karane hoNge| majhadhAra meM utarane kA majA lenA hai, DubakI lagAnI hai, magara tinake aura sone meM, zatru aura mitra meM samabhAva rakhanA dekhatA hUM, kinAroM kI jaMjIroM ko pakar3e ruke haiN| majhadhAra meM jAne | sAmAyika hai|' kI ceSTA hai, AkAMkSA hai, kinAre ko chor3ane kI himmata aura samabhAvo sAmaiyaM, taNakaMcaNa-sattumittavisao tti| samajha nhiiN| dhyAna kaise hogA? dhyAna to aMtaryAtrA hai| nirabhissaMgaM cittaM, uciyapavittippahANaM c|| sAmAyika hai| 'rAga-dveSa evaM abhiSvaMga rahita ucita pravRtti pradhAna citta ko to mahAvIra kahate haiM, bAhara se thor3e hAtha zithila karo, khAlI sAmAyika kahate haiN|' kro| bAhara se thor3I AMkha baMda kro| agara bAhara mitra hai, to | 'rAga-dveSa se rhit|' na koI apanA, na koI parAyA, na kisI bAhara kI yAda AyegI; agara bAhara zatru hai, to bAhara kI yAda se moha, na kisI se krodh| aayegii| khayAla rakhanA, mitra hI nahIM bAMdhate, zatru bhI bAMdha lete | 'rAga-dveSa rahita, abhiSvaMga rahita ucita pravRtti pradhAna citta ko haiN| akasara to aisA hotA hai ki mitroM se bhI jyAdA zatruoM kI sAmAyika kahate haiN| bAhara nahIM jA rahA jo citta, bhItara jA rahA yAda AtI hai| akasara to aisA hotA hai ki jisase tumheM prema hai, jo citta, use sAmAyika kahate haiN| dhyAna rakhanA, yahAM mahAvIra usakI cAhe tama vismati bhI kara do. lekina jisase tamheM ghaNA hai ke satra kA bar3A mahatvapUrNa zabda hai-pravatti pradhAna citt| eka aura krodha hai, use tuma bhUla hI nahIM paate| phUla to bhUla bhI jAeM, to pravRtti hai bAhara kI tarapha-sAMsArika, vaha bhI pravRtti hai| kAMToM ko kaise bhUloge? cubhate haiN| apanoM ko to tuma vismaraNa mahAvIra kahate haiM, bhItara kI tarapha AnA bhI pravRtti hai| vaha bhI bhI kara sakate ho, duzmanoM ko kaise vismaraNa karoge? aura yaha yAtrA hai| vahAM bhI bala caahie| vahAM bhI vidhAyaka bala caahie| bAhara ke mitra aura bAhara ke zatru, bAhara kA dhana aura pada khIMcate | to mahAvIra bhItara Ane ko nivRtti nahIM kahate; use bhI pravRtti haiM bAhara kI trph| aura bhItara tuma jAnA cAhate ho| kahate haiN| bAhara jAnA pravRtti hai, bhItara AnA pravRtti hai| hAM, jo loga kahate haiM hama bar3e becaina haiM, zAMti caahie| aura yaha bhItara pahuMca gayA, vaha nivRtti ko upalabdha hotA hai| to saMnyAsI socate hI nahIM ki becainI kA kAraNa jaba taka na miTAoge, zAMti nivRtta nahIM hai, pravRtta hI hai| nayI pravRtti hai usakI, bAhara kI tarapha koI Akasmika thor3e hI milatI hai! zAMti koI anAyAsa nahIM hai| tIra usakA bAhara kI tarapha nahIM jA rahA hai, bhItara kI AkAza se thor3e hI barasa par3atI hai! zAMti use milatI hai jisane tarapha jA rahA hai, lekina tIra abhI car3hA hai, pratyaMcA abhI khiMcI azAMti ke kAraNoM se apane hAtha alaga kara liye| ve kAraNa haiM hai| siddha nivRtta hai| jo pahuMca gayA, jo kahIM bhI nahIM jA rahA hai, bAhara ke dvaMdva meM cunAva krnaa| jo apane ghara A gayA, jisane apane keMdra ko pA liyA, vaha kRSNamUrti kahate haiM, 'cvAisalesa aveyrnes|' vahI mahAvIra nivRtta hai| kI sAmAyika hai| canAvarahita bodh| nirvikalpa jaagruuktaa| na isalie sAdhAraNataH hama saMnyAsiyoM ko nivRtta kahate haiM, vaha yaha merA hai, na vaha merA hai| na yaha, na vh| phira bAhara se hAtha galata hai| saMnyAsI nivRtta nahIM hai| saMnyAsI ne naI pravRtti khojii| chUTe, phira tuma cale bhiitr| phira tuma sarake bhiitr| phira to tuma | UrjA kA nayA pravAha khojaa| nayI yAtrA, nayI tIrthayAtrA, pairoM ke rokanA bhI cAhoge ki aba kaise rukeM, to na ruka paaoge| jaise lie nayA lakSya, nayA sAdhya, naye kssitij| dhana kI AkAMkSA 209 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 nahIM hai aba, pada kI AkAMkSA nahIM hai aba, aba to svayaM ko pAne abhI miTTI-patthara nahIM chUTe, hamase dhyAna kaise chUTegA? hamase kI AkAMkSA hai, svayaM ko pAne kI abhIpsA hai, lekina vaha bhI dhana nahIM chUTatA, dhyAna kaise chUTegA ? dhyAna to hameM patA hI nahIM, abhIpsA hai| isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, jaba taka siddha na ho | abhI milA hI nahIM, chUTane kI to bAta hI dUra hai! lekina dhyAna jAo, taba taka rukanA mata, calate hI jaanaa| jaba aisI ghar3I A | kI paripUrNatA tabhI hai, jaba dhyAna bhI vyartha ho jAtA hai| jAe ki bAhara to chUTa hI jAe, bhItara bhI chUTa jAe kyoMki | dhyAna tabhI taka arthapUrNa hai, jaba taka pravRtti zeSa hai| dhyAna bAhara aura bhItara sAtha-sAtha jur3e haiM, eka hI sikke ke do pahalU auSadhi hai| aMgrejI kA zabda dhyAna ke lie hai--medditteshn| haiN| jaba bAhara pUrI taraha chUTegA, to bhItara bhI pUrI taraha chUTegA; vaha zabda bar3A arthapUrNa hai| usakI mUla dhAtu vahI hai jo aMgrejI aura jaba taka bhItara kA kucha bacA hai taba taka bAhara kA bhI kucha ke dUsare zabda meDisina kI hai| dhyAna auSadhi hai| bImAra jaba dabe-chipe bacA rahegA--jaba donoM hI chUTa jAeM, sikkA hAtha se taka hai, taba taka auSadhi kI jarUrata hai| jaba svastha ho gaye, to gira jaae| | auSadhi chUTa jAtI hai| agara svastha hone ke bAda bhI auSadhi jArI mahAvIra ne AtmA ke tIna rUpa kahe-bahirAtmA H saMsAra kI rahI, to auSadhi khuda hI roga ho gayI, upAdhi ho gyii| chUTanI hI tarapha pravRtti; aMtarAtmA apanI tarapha pravRtti; aura paramAtmAH caahie| dhyAna to chur3Ane ko hai, ki bAhara kI daur3a chUTa jaae| pravRttizUnyatA, nivRtti| kevala paramAtmA nivRtta hai| mahAvIra ko isalie bhItara kI yAtrA hai| jaba bAhara kI daur3a bilakula chUTa unake bhaktoM ne bhagavAna kahA hai| mahAvIra ke darzanazAstra meM | gayI, to bhItara kI yAtrA kisalie? bImArI hI calI gayI, sraSTA kI taraha bhagavAna ke lie koI jagaha nahIM hai| sRSTi | auSadhi bhI calI jAtI hai| anAdi hai, kisI ne kabhI banAyI nhiiN| saSTi kA koI mAlika, to ise khayAla rkhnaa| dhyAna kI aMtima avasthA jisako koI paramAtmA, koI niyaMtA nahIM hai| phira mahAvIra ke bhaktoM ne pataMjali ne samAdhi kahA hai, usa aMtima avasthA meM dhyAna kA bhI mahAvIra ko bhagavAna kahA, aura mahAvIra ne kabhI inakAra bhI nahIM tyAga ho jAtA hai, parityAga ho jAtA hai| aura saMnyAsa kI aMtima kiyA kisI ko ki mujhe bhagavAna mata kho| bhagavAna ko inakAra avasthA meM saMnyAsa bhI vyartha ho jAtA hai| vItarAgatA kI aMtima karake phira unhoMne kaise svIkAra kara liyA svayaM ko bhagavAna avasthA meM vItarAgatA bhI vyartha ho jAtI hai| yaha saba sAdhana hai| pukAre jAnA? | sAdhya ke Ate hI sAdhana chUTa jAte haiN| mahAvIra ke vicAra-jagata meM bhagavAna kA dUsarA hI artha hai| duniyA meM do taraha ke loga haiN| eka to ve haiM, jo kahate haiM agara usakA koI saMbaMdha sRSTi ke banAne se nahIM hai| niyaMtraNa se nahIM | dhyAna chor3anA hI hai, to kareM kyoM? eka ve, jo kahate haiM agara hai| bhagavAna kA artha hai, nivRtti kI parama dshaa| jisakI saba dhyAna kiyA, itanI muzkila se sAdhA, samhAlA, janmoM kI pravRtti jAtI rhii| dhana to chor3A hI, dhyAna bhI chodd'aa| pada to tapazcaryA se, to chor3eMge nhiiN| donoM galata haiN| ye aise hI loga haiM chor3e hI, bAhara kI daur3a to chor3I hI, bhItara kI daur3a bhI jo kahate haiM, hama sIr3hI car3heMge to chor3eMge nhiiN| lekina sIr3hI gayI-daur3a hI gyii| jo saba bhAMti parama avasthA meM lIna ho chor3ane ke lie hai| car3hate jAo, chor3ate jaao| aura agara aba kahIM jAne ko na rahA. kacha pAne kona sIDhI para ruka gaye, to chata para na phNcoge| sIDhI ke AkhirI paira rahA, jo pAnA thA pA liyA, jahAM jAnA thA pahuMca gaye, jo apane para bhI ruka gaye, to bhI chata para pahuMcane se ruka gye| chor3anI hI svabhAva meM lIna ho gayA, svabhAva kI isa parama dazA ko mahAvIra par3egI siiddh'ii| sIr3hI gujara jAne ko hai| lekina dUsare haiM tarka se ne kahA, bhagavAna, bhgvttaa| aura yahI nivRtti kI dazA hai| bhare loga, ve kahate haiM, agara chor3anA hI hai, to kauna jhaMjhaTa uThAye sAdhAraNataH hama bAhara kA ciMtana karate haiN| bhItara kA ciMtana to car3hane kI! to hama yahAM nIce hI bhale haiN| abhI hI chor3e hue haiN| hamane kiyA nahIM isalie hameM yaha to samajha ke hI bAhara mAlUma kRSNamUrti niraMtara apane ziSyoM ko kahate rahe haiM, dhyAna vyartha hai| hogA ki aisI bhI koI ghar3I AtI hai, jahAM bhItara kA ciMtana bhI ThIka kahate haiM, sau pratizata ThIka kahate haiN| lekina zAyada jinase chUTa jAtA hai| hamase to bAhara kA ciMtana bhI nahIM chuuttaa| hamase to kahate haiM, ve ThIka nahIM haiN| jinase kahate haiM, unakI samajha ke bAhara 210 2010_03

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samatA hI sAmAyika hai yaha baat| pahale to unheM dhyAna karavAo, pahale to unheM dhyAna para savAra haiM, donoM kahIM jA rahe haiM, donoM kA koI lakSya hai| tIra pakar3Ao, pahale to bAhara se chur3Ao, bhItara kI yAtrA para pratyaMcA para car3hA hai, abhI tarakasa meM nahIM phuNcaa| hama to bAhara calAo, bhItara kI pravRtti do, phira eka dina jaba bhItara kI kI hI soca-socakara mare jAte haiN| mahAvIra kahate haiM, eka dina pravRtti sadha jAe, ramane lageM, bAhara kA smaraNa bhUla jAe aura bhItara socanA bhI chor3a denaa| hama to iMdriyoM ke viSaya-sukha bhItara kA rasa Ane lage, taba unako kahanA, cauMkAnA ki aba soca-socakara vidagdha hote rahate haiMise bhI chodd'o| kyoMki yaha bhI abhI bAhara hai| bhItara hokara bhI Aja kI rAta aura bAkI hai bAhara hai| tuma isase bhI jyAdA bhItara ho| tuma sirpha sAkSIbhAva kala to jAnA hI hai saphara pe mujhe ho| jisako patA cala rahA hai dhyAna kA AnaMda, vahI ho tum| jiMdagI muMtajira hai muMha phAr3e dhyAna tuma nahIM ho| jiMdagI, khako-khUna meM lathar3I hai koI saMbhoga meM sukha le rahA hai| usakI bhUla kyA hai? vaha | AMkha meM zolA-hAya tuMda liye sAkSI ko bhoktA samajha rahA hai| phira koI samAdhi meM sukha lene do ghar3I khada ko zAdamAM kara leM lgaa| usakI bhUla kyA hai? vahI bhUla hai| bhUla vahI kI vahI Aja kI rAta aura bAkI hai hai| vaha aba phira sAkSI ko bhoktA samajha rahA hai| saMbhoga ho ki kala to jAnA hI hai saphara pe mujhe samAdhi, tuma donoM ke pAra ho| tuma kucha aise ho ki tuma sadA pAra marate-marate taka AdamI socatA hai, kala to jAnA hai| hI ho| kucha bhI ghaTe-dhana mile ki dhyAna mile, pada mile ki do ghar3I khuda ko zAdamAM kara leM paramAtmA mile, tuma sadA pAra ho| tumhArA honA TrAMseMDeMTala hai, thor3A aura majA le leM, thor3A aura sukha lUTa leM, thor3I dera aura bhAvAtIta hai, vicArAtIta hai| tuma sAkSI ho| tuma jo dekhate ho, sapanoM meM kho leM, thor3I dera aura isa rasa kI bhrAMti meM apane ko usI se anya ho jAte ho| jo dRzya meM bana jAtA hai tumhAre lie, bharamA leM, thor3I dera aura mAyA kA rAga-raMga cle| tuma usI ke draSTA ho jAte ho|| | Aja kI rAta aura bAkI hai isalie koI bhI anubhava tumhArA svabhAva nhiiN| saba anubhava kala to jAnA hI hai saphara pe mujhe tumhAre lie dRzya haiN| AkAza meM camakatI bijalI dekho, yA | do ghar3I khuda ko zAdamAM kara leM AMkha baMda karake dhyAna kI gaharAiyoM meM kauMdhate hae prakAza dekho, Aja kI rAta aura bAkI hai| barAbara hai| bAhara khile phUla dekho, ki bhItara dhyAna kI aMtima eka paimAnA-e-maye-sarajoza gaharAiyoM meM sahasrAra kA khilatA kamala dekho, eka hI bAta hai| lutphe-guphtAra, garmI-e-Agoza lekina, maiM yaha nahIM kaha rahA hUM ki usa sahasrAra ko pAnA mt| maiM | bose-isa darjA AtazI bose kaha rahA hU~, bAhara ke phUla se to bhItara kA phUla bar3A kImatI hai|| phUMka DAleM jo merI kizte-hoza calo bAhara kA phUla isI AzA meM chor3o ki bhItara kA phUla rUha makhavastA hai tapAM kara leM khile| jisa dina bhItara kA phUla khilegA, usa dina tumase Aja kI rAta aura bAkI hai AkhirI bAta bhI kahI jA sakegI ki aba ise bhI chodd'o| abhI eka paimAnA-e-maye sarajoza aura bhI eka hai chipA--usake bhI pAra-vahI tuma ho| jo sadA eka aura teja zarAba kA pyAlA pI leN| pAra hai, jisakA svabhAva hI pAra honA hai, vahI tuma ho| lutphe-guphtAra garmI-e-Agoza to mahAvIra kahate haiM pravRtti-dhyAna ko bhI, sAmAyika ko aura thor3I dera priya se bAteM kara leM, AliMgana kara leN| bhii| nivRtti to taba hogI jaba dhyAna kA bhI tyAga ho jaaegaa| bose-isa darjA AtazI bose isakA artha huA, saMsArI to pravRtta hai hI, saMnyAsI bhI pravRtta hai| aura garma cuMbana-Agneya cuNbn| aura thor3I dera apane ko dizA alaga-alaga, lakSya bhinna-bhinna, para donoM UrjA ke azva | garamA leN| 211 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 phUMka DAleM jo merI kizte-hoza sAmAyika hotI hai|' aura jo merI cetanA kI phasala ko jalA DAleM, aise garma cuMbana yaha sUtra bahuta mahatvapUrNa hai| aura thor3I dera sahI! 'jo vacana-uccAraNa kI kriyA kA parityAga krke|' rUha makhavastA hai tapAM kara leM mahAvIra ne mauna para bahuta jora diyA hai| aisA kisI ne itanA aura AtmA ThaMDI par3I jAtI hai, thor3I garamA leN| jora nahIM diyA mauna pr| jora sabhI ne diyA hai, mauna itanA Aja kI rAta aura bAkI hai| mahatvapUrNa hai ki koI bhI use chor3a to nahIM sakatA, lekina jaisA kala to jAnA hI hai saphara pe majhe jora mahAvIra ne diyA hai, vaisA kisI ne nahIM diyaa| mahAvIra ne marate-marate dama taka AdamI ke mana meM aisA hI ciMtana calatA hai| mauna ko sAdhanA kA keMdra bnaayaa| isalie apane saMnyAsI ko kSaNabhaMgura jiMdagI ko dekhakara AdamI jAgatA nahIM, kSaNabhaMgura | muni khaa| buddha ne apane saMnyAsI ko bhikSu khaa| hiMduoM ne jiMdagI ko dekhakara aura jora se pakar3a letA hai| vaha kahatA hai, apane saMnyAsI ko svAmI khaa| alaga-alaga jora hai| hiMduoM kala to chUTa jAegA, to Aja bhoga leN| kala to chIna liyA ne svAmI kahA, kyoMki unhoMne kahA ki jo AtmA ko jAnane to Aja bhoga leN| use yaha khayAla nahIM AtA ki jo lagA, vahI apanA mAlika hai-svaamii| buddha ne bhikSu kahA, china hI jAegA, vaha chinA hI huA hai| vaha china hI cukA hai| unhoMne kahA jisane ahaMkAra ko pUrA girA diyA, itanA girA diyA vaha kabhI milA hI nhiiN| vaha basa sapanA hai| jo TUTa jAegA, | ki kahA ki maiM bhikSu hUM, kaisA svAmI! jisane asmitA jarA-bhI vaha sapanA hai| thor3I dera aura AMkha baMda karake dekha lo, kyA sAra na rakhI, ahaMkAra jarA-bhI na rakhA, bhikSApAtra lekara khar3A ho hai! jinake pAsa thAr3A bhI buddhimattA hai, ve kaheMge jo subaha TUTa gyaa| jisane samrATa hone kI ghoSaNA na kii| jisane saba / jAegA, vaha hamane abhI chodd'aa| jo kala chUTa jAegA, vaha hamane ghoSaNAeM vApisa le lIM, jisane kahA maiM kucha bhI nahIM huuN| yahI Aja chodd'aa| isIlie to jJAnI jIte-jI mara jAtA hai| vaha | artha hai bhikSu kaa| kahatA hai. jaba kala maranA hai, hama Aja mara gye| aba jIne meM mahAvIra ne apane saMnyAsI ko mani khaa| mani kA artha hai, jo artha na rhaa| saMnyAsa kA yahI artha hai-jIte-jI mara jaanaa| mauna ho gyaa| jisane vacana-uccAraNa kI kriyA kA parityAga jAna lenA ki ThIka hai, mauta to hogI, to ho gyii| aba hama aise kiyaa| kyoM mahAvIra ne itanA jora diyA mauna para, ise khayAla meM jIeMge jaise hama nahIM haiN| uTheMge, baiTheMge, caleMge, lekina vaha jo leN| manuSya kI sarvAdhika mahatvapUrNa bAta bAtacIta hai, bhASA hai, hone kA daMbha thA, aba na rkheNge| vaha mauta to miTAyegI hI, hama | bolane kI kSamatA hai| pazu haiM, pakSI haiM, paudhe haiM, haiM to, para bhASA hI kyoM na miTA deM? nahIM hai| bola nahIM skte| isalie pazu-pakSI-paudhe aura dhyAna rakhanA. jo svayaM usa daMbha ko miTA detA hai. usake akele-akele haiM. unakA koI samAja nahIM hai| samAja ke lie sAmane mauta hAra jAtI hai| phira mauta ko miTAne ko kucha bacatA hI bhASA jarUrI hai| AdamI kA samAja hai| AdamI sAmAjika prANI nhiiN| isalie mauta saMsArI ko mAratI hai, saMnyAsI ko nhiiN| hai, kyoMki AdamI bola sakatA hai| bole binA jur3oge kaise saMnyAsI amara hai| saMsArI maratA hai, hajAra bAra maratA hai| kisI se? jaba bolate ho, tabhI setu phailate haiM aura jor3a hotA saMnyAsI eka bAra maratA hai| saMsArI hajAra bAra maratA hai, | hai| to bhASA kA artha huA, vyakti-vyakti ke bIca jor3anevAle jabardastI mArA jAtA hai| saMnyAsI svecchA se maratA hai, eka bAra | setu| bhASA manuSya ko samAja banAtI hai| samAja detI hai| svayaM hI jIvana ko utArakara rakha detA hai ki ho gayI bAta, ThIka | samudAya detI hai| hai, jo kala chinanA hai vaha maiM svayaM chor3e detA huuN| saMnyAsa svecchA mahAvIra ne kahA, mauna ho jaao| artha huA, TUTa jAo, sAre se svIkAra kI gayI mRtyu hai| setu tor3a do dUsaroM se| bolane ke hI to setu haiM, bolane ke dvArA 'jo vacana-uccAraNa kI kriyA kA parityAga karake vItarAga jur3e ho, tor3a do bolane ke setu, akele ho jaao| bolanA bhAva se AtmA kA dhyAna karatA hai, usako parama samAdhi yA chor3ate hI AdamI akelA ho jAtA hai, cAhe bAjAra meM khar3A ho| 212 | JainEducation International 2010_03

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samatA hI sAmAyika agara bolanA jArI rahe, to pahAr3a para baiThA bhI akelA nahIM hai| aMdherI koThariyoM meM DAla dete haiN| unako par3e rahane dete haiM akele vahAM bhI kisI se, kalpanA ke mitra se, zatru se bAta karatA | meN| Tepa lage rahate haiM unake AsapAsa, ve kucha bhI boleM to vaha rhegaa| vahAM bhI samAja banA rhegaa| kalpanA kA hI sahI, lekina | Tepa meM saMgrahIta ho jAtA hai| samAja rhegaa| AdamI akelA na hogaa| bIca bAjAra meM AdamI tIna-cAra saptAha ke bAda jo vaha ugalavAnA cAhate the, vaha mauna ho jAe, acAnaka usI kSaNa mauna hote hI samAja kho gyaa| khuda hI ugalane lagate haiN| eka sImA hai! bhIr3a ke kAraNa samAja nahIM hai, bhASA ke kAraNa samAja hai| tumane kabhI khayAla kiyA? koI tumase gupta bAta kaha de, kahe to mahAvIra ne kahA, jaMgala meM bhAgane se kyA sAra hogA! apane kisI ko kahanA mata, basa tuma muzkila meM pdd'e| usakA yaha meM bhAga jAo, chor3a do dUsare taka jAnA--bhASA se hI hama dUsare kahanA ki kisI ko kahanA mata, kahane ke lie bar3A ukasAvA taka jAte haiM-tor3a do bhASA, apane meM lIna ho jaao| mahAvIra | bana jaaegaa| bar3I uttejanA paidA ho jaaegii| AdamI letA hai, bAraha varSa mauna rhe| una bAraha varSoM meM unhoMne kyA kiyA? | detA hai, bhASA meN| bhItara chipAkara rakhanA bahuta kaThina hai| mAMti apane ko samAja se mukta kiyaa| ve parama | maiMne sunA hai, eka sUphI phakIra ke pAsa eka yuvaka aayaa| aura vidrohI the| samAja se saba bhAMti unhoMne saba taraha ke saMbaMdha, saba usa yuvaka ne kahA ki maiMne sunA hai ki Apako jIvana kA parama dhAge tor3a ddaale| unhoMne saba taraha se apane ko samAja se alaga rahasya mila gayA, Apake guru ne Apako kuMjI de dI hai, usa kiyA, kyoMki unhoMne pAyA ki jitane tuma samAja se jur3e ho, gupta-kuMjI ko mujhe bhI de deN| usa sUphI phakIra ne kahA, ThIka! utane hI apane se TUTa jAte ho| lekina tuma ise gupta rakha sakoge? kisI ko batAnA mata ! usane svAbhAvika gaNita thaa| samAja se TUTa jAo, apane se jur3a kahA kasama khAtA hUM ApakI-paira chue-kabhI kisI ko na jaaoge| phira mahAvIra lauTe, samAja meM lauTe, samajhAne Aye, btaauuNgaa| vaha sUphI bolA phira ThIka, maiMne bhI aisI hI kasama bole, lekina bAraha varSa ke mauna ke bAda bole| aba samAja se khAyI hai apane guru ke saamne| aba bolo maiM kyA karUM? agara jur3ane kA koI upAya na thaa| aba unhoMne saba bhAMti apanI tuma gupta rakha sakate ho jIvanabhara, to maiM bhI rakha sakatA huuN| aura nipaTatA, ekAMta ko upalabdha kara liyA thaa| saba bhAMti kaivalya agara tuma saca pUchate ho, to mere guru ne bhI mujhe batAyI nahIM, ko jAna liyA thA, svayaM ke akelepana ko pahacAna liyA thaa| kyoMki usane bhI apane guru ke sAmane aisI hI kasama khAyI thii| phira aaye| aba koI Dara na thA, aba bole| aba bhASA kevala sirpha aphavAha hai, parezAna mata hoo| upayoga kI bAta raha gyii| eka saadhnmaatr| tumhAre lie bhASA / gupta bAta gupta rakhI nahIM jA sktii| AdamI bojhila anubhava kevala sAdhana nahIM hai| bhASA tumhArI vyastatA hai| binA bole tuma karane lagatA hai| jo bAhara se AyA hai vaha bAhara lauTAnA par3atA ghabar3Ane lagate ho| agara koI bAta karane ko na mile, to becaina hai| jaba tuma bolate ho, tumane khayAla kiyA, tuma vahI bolate ho hone lagate ho| jo bAhara se tumhAre bhItara A gayA hai| vaha bhArI hone lagatA hai| kahate haiM ki agara tIna saptAha kisI AdamI ko subaha akhabAra par3ha liyA, phira vahI akhabAra tuma dUsaroM se ekAMta meM baMda kara diyA jAe, to pahale saptAha to vaha bolane lge| jaba taka tuma kisI ko batA na do tumane akhabAra meM bhItara-bhItara bAta karatA hai; dUsare saptAha bola-bolakara bAta kyA par3hA hai, taba taka tumheM caina nhiiN| yaha vijAtIya tatva hai jo karane lagatA hai-akele meM; aura tIsare saptAha to vaha bAhara se A jAtA hai, ise bAhara nikAlanA par3atA hai| yaha tumhArI bilakula khayAla hI bhUla jAtA hai ki akelA hai| vaha apanI prakRti ko vikRta karatA hai| bAhara nikalate hI se tuma halake ho pratimAeM kalpanA kI khar3I kara letA hai, unase bAtacIta meM saMlagna jAte ho| isIlie to kisI se apanI bAteM kahakara AdamI ho jAtA hai| halakApana anubhava karatA hai| ro liyA dakhar3A ho gaye hlke| kamyunisTa mulkoM meM jina kaidiyoM se unheM bAta ugalavAnI hotI pazcima meM to aba koI kisI kI sunane ko rAjI nhiiN| hai, unako ve satAte nahIM, unako ve sirpha ekAMta meM DAla dete haiM, kisake pAsa phursata hai! to vyAvasAyika sunanevAle paidA ho gaye 213 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 haiM, unhIM kA nAma manovaijJAnika hai| ve vyAvasAyika haiM, unakA | chor3a daur3o saba sAja-siMgAra, koI aura kAma nahIM hai| unakA kAma yaha hai ki ve dhyAnapUrvaka rAsa kI muralI rahI pukaar| tumhArI bAta sunate haiN| sunate bhI haiM yA nahIM, yaha bhI kucha pakkA gayI sahasA kisa rasa se bhIMga nahIM hai, lekina dhyAnapUrvaka jatalAte haiM ki suna rahe haiN| AdamI | vakula vana meM kokila kI tAna? ghaMTAbhara apanI bakavAsa unheM sunAkara halakA anubhava karatA hai| cAMdanI meM umar3I saba ora aura isake lie paise bhI detA hai| mahaMgA dhaMdhA hai| kAphI paise dene kahAM ke mada kI madhura uphAna? par3ate haiN| loga varSoM taka manocikitsA meM rahate haiN| eka girA cAhatI bhUmi para iMdu cikitsaka ko chor3a phira dUsare ko pakar3a lete haiN| kyoMki eka zithilavasanA rajanI ke saMga; bAra vaha jo rAhata milatI hai kisI ko, dhyAnapUrvaka koI tumhArI | siharate paga sakatA na saMbhAla suna le, to bar3A AnaMda AtA hai| tuma halake ho jAte ho| kusuma-kaliyoM para svayaM anaMga! mahAvIra ne kahA, bhASA isa taraha agara vyastatA kA AdhAra bana ThagI-sI rUThI nayana ke pAsa gayI ho to roga hai| to tuma cupa ho jaanaa| liye aMjana uMgalI sukumAra, 'jo vacana-uccAraNa kI kriyA kA parityAga karake vItarAga acAnaka lage nAcane marma, bhAva se AtmA kA dhyAna karatA hai, usako parama samAdhi yA rAsa kI muralI uThI pukAra sAmAyika hotI hai|' sAja-zRMgAra? yaha bAta khayAla meM rakhane-jaisI hai| chor3a daur3o saba sAja-siMgAra, kama se kama dina meM do-cAra ghaMTe to mauna meM bitaao| niyama hI rAsa kI muralI rahI pukaar| banA lo ki caubIsa ghaMTe meM kama se kama cAra ghaMTe tuma apane lie | khola bAMheM AliMgana hetu de doge| bAkI de do bIsa ghaMTe saMsAra ke lie, cAra ghaMTe apane | khar3A saMgama para prANAdhAra; lie bacA lo| calo cAra ghaMTe bahuta lageM, ghaMTe se zurU kro| tumheM kaMkana-kuMkuma kA moha, lekina eka ghaMTA apane lie bacA lo| usa eka ghaMTe meM phira tuma aura yaha muralI rahI pukaar| bilakula cupa ho jaao| pahale-pahale kaThina hogaa| oMTha baMda | sanAtana mahAnaMda meM Aja kara lenA to AsAna hai, bhItara kI taraMgeM baMda karanA muzkila bAMsurI-kaMkana ekaakaar| hogaa| lekina sAkSIbhAva se una taraMgoM ko dekhate raho...dekhate bahA jA rahA acetana vizva, raho...dekhate rho| dhIre-dhIre tuma pAoge, gati vicAroM kI kama | rAsa kI muralI rahI pukaar| ho gyii| dhIre-dhIre tuma pAoge, kabhI-kabhI bIca-bIca meM do sAja-zaMgAra? vicAra ke aMtarAla Ane lagA, khAlI jagaha Ane lagI, usI | chor3a daur3o saba sAja-siMgAra, khAlI jagaha meM se rasa bhegaa| usI khAlI jagaha meM se tumheM rAsa kI muralI rahI pukaar| AtmA kI jhalaka pahalI daphe milegii| yaha jhalaka aise hI hogii| eka bAra bhI tumheM bhItara kI kiraNoM kA bodha ho jAe-suna jaise varSA meM bAdala ghire hoM aura kabhI-kabhI sUraja kI jhalaka par3I muralI, rAsa kA nimaMtraNa mila gyaa| usa parama pyAre kI sudha mila jAe kSaNabhara ko, kiraNoM kI chaTA chA jAe, phira sUraja Dhaka A gyii| vaha tumhAre bhItara hI baiThA hai| vaha tumheM sadA se hI jaae| lekina eka bAra jhalaka Ane lage, eka daphe vahAM bhItara pukAratA rahA hai| lekina tuma itane vyasta ho dUsaroM ke sAtha bhASA kI muralI kA svara tumheM sunAyI par3ane lage, to jIvana meM jo meM, bolane meM, jhagar3ane meM, mitratA-zatrutA banAne meM; tuma itane sarvAdhika mahatvapUrNa hai, vaha ghaTa gyaa| vyasta ho bAhara ki tumhAre bhItara aMtartama se uThI muralI kI pukAra sAja-zRMgAra? tumheM sunAyI nahIM pdd'tii| | Jair Education International 2010_03

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samatA hI sAmAyika mahAvIra ne kahA, mauna ho jAo; to tumheM apane saMgIta kA tAjA kara jAtA hai| pahalI daphA anubhava ho| cupa ho jAo, usa cuppI meM hI, usa | dhyAna meM darzana hai| mauna meM darzana hai| cuppI meM sAkSAtkAra hai| anAhata kA nAda zurU hogaa| vaha dhvanihIna dhvani, vaha svarahIna | dekha sakatA hUM jo AMkhoM se vo kAphI hai 'maz2Az2a' svara tumhAre bhItara se uThane lgegaa| tumhArI atala gaharAiyoM se, ahale-irphI kI navAjiza mujhe maMjUra nahIM tumhArI cetanA kI parama gaharAiyoM se tumhAre pAsa taka pahuMcane ThIka kahA hai maz2Az2a ne| dArzanikoM kI sevA karane kI merI usakI anivArya zarta hai| aura mauna kA icchA nhiiN| dArzanikoM kA satsaMga karane kI merI koI icchA nhiiN| artha hai oMTha se mauna, kaMTha se mauna, bhItara vicAra se dekha sakatA hai jo AMkhoM se vo kAphI hai 'maz2Az2a' mauna-dhIre-dhIre saba taloM para, saba partoM para maun| taba tuma muni jo maiM apanI AMkha se dekha sakatA hUM, vaha paryApta hai| kisI hue| muni kA koI saMbaMdha bAhya-AcaraNa se nahIM hai| muni kA aura se kyA pUchanA hai! saMbaMdha usa aMtasadazA se hai, mauna kI dazA se hai| aura jo mauna kisI aura se kyA pUchane jAnA hai| AMkha tamhAre pAsa hai. ko upalabdha huA, vahI bolane kA hakadAra hai| jo abhI mauna ko | lekina tumhArI AMkha itane zabdoM se bharI hai, itane vicAroM se DhaMkI hI nahIM jAnA, vaha to bAhara ke hI kacare ko bhItara letA hai aura hai, jaise darpaNa para dhUla jama gayI ho, darpaNa kA patA hI na calatA bAhara pheMka detA hai| usakA bolanA to vamana jaisA hai| jo mauna ho| jhAr3a do dhUla, tumhArA darpaNa phira jhlkaayegaa| jhAr3a do ko upalabdha huA, usake pAsa kucha dene ko hai| usake pAsa kucha AMkha se vicAroM kI dhUla, jhAr3a do mana se vicAroM kI dhUla, tuma bharA hai, jo bahanA cAhatA hai, baMTanA cAhatA hai| usake pAsa kucha | pratibiMba doge paramAtmA kaa| tumhArA darpaNa khoyA nahIM hai, sirpha AnaMda kI saMpadA hai, jo vaha tumhArI jholI meM DAla de sakatA hai| DhaMka gayA hai dhUla meN| aura dhUla kitanA hI darpaNa ko DhAMka le, mahAvIra bAraha varSa mauna rhe| jIsasa jaba bhI bolate, to bolane naSTa thor3e hI kara pAtI hai| isalie jaba taka poMchA nahIM hai tabhI ke bAda kucha dinoM ke lie pahAr3a para cale jaate| vahAM cupa ho | taka parezAnI hai| poMchate hI tuma cakita ho jaaoge| jaate| jaba bhI koI mahatvapUrNa bAta bolate taba tatkSaNa ve pahAr3a janmoM-janmoM ke aMdhakAra ko kSaNa meM poMchA jA sakatA hai| aura cale jaate| apane mitra, saMga-sAthiyoM ko bhI chor3a dete, kahate, janmoM-janmoM kI jamI dhUla ko kSaNa meM buhArA jA sakatA hai| kucha abhI koI mata aanaa| abhI mujhe jAne do akele meN| usa akele aisA nahIM hai ki tumheM janama-janama taka saphAI karanI hogii| meM jIsasa kyA karate? muhammada para jaba pahalI daphA kurAna kI saphAI to eka kSaNa meM bhI ho sakatI hai| sirpha tvarA caahie| Ayata-pahalI Ayata utarI, to ve cAlIsa dina se mauna the| pravRtti cAhie aMtaryAtrA kii| usI mauna meM pahalI daphe kurAna utraa| _ 'dhyAna meM lIna sAdhu saba doSoM kA parityAga karatA hai| jo bhI mauna meM utarA hai vahI zAstra hai| mauna meM jo nahIM utarA, | isalie dhyAna hI samasta aticAroM kA, doSoM kA pratikramaNa hai|' vaha zAstra nhiiN| kitAba hogii| jo mauna meM kahA gayA hai, mauna se mahAvIra kahate haiM, aura saba ThIka hai, lekina vAstati kahA gayA hai, vahI upadeza hai| jo zabda mauna meM Dabe hae nahIM dhyAna meM hI ghaTatI hai| samasta aticAroM kA, saba doSoM kA Aye, mauna meM page hue nahIM Aye, ve saba zabda rugNa haiN| svastha parityAga dhyAna meM hI hotA hai| kyoM dhyAna meM parityAga hotA hai ? to ve hI zabda haiM jo mauna meM page hue Ate haiN| aura agara tuma mahAvIra nahIM kahate haiM, karuNA saadho| mahAvIra nahIM kahate, dayA dhyAna se sunoge, to tuma tatkSaNa pahacAna loge ki yaha zabda mauna saadho| mahAvIra nahIM kahate, dAna sAdho, tyAga saadho| mahAvIra meM pagA AyA hai, yA nahIM AyA hai ? tumhArA hRdaya tatkSaNa gavAhI kahate haiM, dhyAna saadho| kyoM? kyoMki dAna karoge, to pahale eka de skegaa| kyoMki jitanA zUnya lekara zabda AtA hai, agara tuma kartA kA bhAva thA ki mere pAsa dhana hai, dAna karoge, dUsare kartA kA zAMtipUrvaka suno, to zabda cAhe tuma bhUla bhI jAo, zUnya sadA | bhAva paidA ho jAegA ki mere pAsa tyAga hai, maiM dAnI huuN| krodha ke lie tumhArA ho jAtA hai| zabda cAhe tumhAre smRti meM rahe yA na kiyA thA, to eka ahaMkAra thA, karuNA karoge to dUsarA ahaMkAra rahe, zUnya tumhAre prANoM para phaila jAtA hai| tumheM nayA kara jAtA hai, | ho jaaegaa| dUsarA ahaMkAra svarNima hai| pahalA ahaMkAra sastA 215 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH 2 thaa| lekina haiM to donoM hI ahNkaar| khojanevAlA bhaTaka rahA hai| kastUrI kuMDala bsai| lekina mRga hai mahAvIra kahate haiM, dhyaan| dhyAna kA artha hai ki tamheM patA cale ki pAgala hai, dIvAnA hai, gaMdha kI khoja meM bhAga rahA hai| use yAda tuma kartA hI nahIM ho| na krodha ke na karuNA ke, na lobha ke na dAna | hI nhiiN| Aye bhI kaise yAda! AdamI ko yAda nahIM AtI, mRga ke| tuma akartA ho, sAkSI ho|| | ko kaise yAda Aye! kaise patA cale ki merI hI nAbhi meM chipA hai 'dhyAna meM lIna sAdhu saba doSoM kA parityAga karatA hai|' | nAphA kastUrI kA! vahIM se A rahI hai gaMdha aura mujhe pAgala kiye parityAga ho jAtA hai| 'dhyAna hI samasta aticAroM kA, doSoM kA de rahI hai| pratikramaNa hai|' jisa AnaMda ko tuma khoja rahe ho, jisa muralI kI AvAja ke jhANaNilINo sAhU, paricAgaM kuNai svvdosaannN| lie tuma daur3a rahe ho, vaha tumhAre bhItara baja rahI hai| lekina tuma tamhA da jhANameva hi, savvAdicArassa pddikkmnnN|| sapanoM meM khoye ho| bAhara kI khoja sapanA hai| aura isalie jaise dhyAna sArabhUta hai| jo nija ko nija-bhAva se dekhatA hai| hI tumhAre bAhara ke sapane TUTate haiM, tuma udAsa ho jAte ho| eka 'jo nija-bhAva ko nahIM chor3atA aura kisI bhI para-bhAva ko sapane ko dUsare sapane se jaldI se paripUraka banA lete ho| aura grahaNa nahIM karatA, tathA jo sabakA jJAtA-draSTA hai, vaha parama-tatva jisa dina saba sapane hAtha se chUTane lagate haiM usa dina tuma. maiM hI haiN| AtmadhyAna meM lIna sAdha aisA ciMtana karatA, aisA | AtmahatyA karane kI socane lagate ho| satya ko pAye binA koI anubhava karatA hai|' jIvana nahIM hai| sapanoM meM sirpha AbhAsa hai| 'jo nija-bhAva ko nahIM chodd'taa|' dhyAna kA artha hai nijatA meM go hamase bhAgatI rahI ye tejagAma umra A jAnA; apane meM A jaanaa| bAhara se saba nAte chor3a denaa| khvAboM ke Asare pe kaTI hai tamAma umra bAhara se saba nAte tor3a denaa| isake lie jarUrI nahIM hai ki tuma julphoM ke khvAba, hoMThoM ke khvAba aura badana ke khvAba ghara se bhaago| kyoMki yaha bAta to AMtarika hai| ghara se bhAganA mirAje-phana ke khvAba, kamAle-sukhana ke khvAba bhI bAhara se hI jur3e rahanA hai| ghara to bAhara hai, na pakar3o, na tahajIbe-jiMdagI ke, pharoge-vatana ke khvAba bhaago| dhana to bAhara hai, na pakar3o, na chodd'o| sirpha eka bAta jiMdA ke khvAba, kUcae-dAro-rasana ke khvAba smaraNa rakho ki yaha maiM nahIM huuN| yaha zarIra maiM nhiiN| yaha ghara maiM ye khvAba hI to apanI javAnI ke pAsa the nhiiN| yaha dhana maiM nhiiN| yaha mana maiM nhiiN| itanA bhara smaraNa rkho| ye khvAba hI to apanI amala kI asAsa the itanA hI yAda rahe ki maiM sirpha sAkSI hai, draSTA haM, dekhanevAlA huuN| ye khvAba mara gaye haiM to beraMga hai hayAta NiyabhAvaM Na vi muccai, parabhAva Neva gehae keiN| yUM hai ki jaise daste-tahe-saMga hai hayAta jANadi passadi savvaM, so'haM idi ciMtae nnaannii|| ye khvAba hI to apanI javAnI ke pAsa the para-bhAva ko chor3akara nija-bhAva ko nahIM chodd'taa| sabakA ye khvAba hI to apane amala kI asAsa the jJAtA-draSTA hUM, vaha parama tatva maiM hI hUM, aisI ciMtana-dhArA jisameM ye apane sAre jIvana-AcaraNa kI nIMva the--khvAba! sapane! satata bahatI rahatI hai, AtmadhyAna meM lIna jJAnI aisI parama dazA kahIM pA lene ke| ko jaba upalabdha hotA hai, to ghaTatA hai--asaMbhava ghaTatA hai, ye khvAba mara gaye haiM to beraMga hai hayAta AnaMda ghaTatA hai, saccidAnaMda ghaTatA hai| jisakI hama kalpanA bhI | jaba ye khvAba marate haiM to lagatA hai jIvana raMgahIna ho gyaa| ' nahIM kara sakate vaha bhI ghaTatA hai| jisakA hameM kabhI koI svAda | yUM hai ki jaise daste-tahe-saMga hai hayAta nahIM milA, yadyapi hama usI ke lie tar3apha rahe haiM, usI ke lie jaba khvAba marate haiM, to aisA lagatA hai jaise do caTTAnoM ke bIca bhAga rahe haiM, daur3a rahe haiM; aneka-aneka dizAoM meM usI ko khoja | meM hAtha picala gayA ho| aisI jiMdagI picala jAtI hai| bur3hApe meM rahe haiM jo bhItara virAjamAna hai; dasoM dizAoM meM usakI khoja kara isIlie dukha hai| bur3hApe kA nahIM hai, mare hue khvAboM kaa| picale rahe haiM jo gyArahavIM dizA meM baiThA hai| khojanevAle meM baiThA hai aura | hue khvAboM kA hai| dhUla meM gira gaye iMdradhanuSoM kaa| pairoM meM ruMdha 216 2010_03

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samatA hI sAmAyika gaye iMdradhanuSoM kA dukha hai| javAna naze meM hai| bUr3he kA nazA to TUTa jAtA hai, lekina hoza nahIM aataa| nazA TUTate hI ghabar3AtA hai bUr3hA, parezAna hotA hai| lekina yaha yAda nahIM AtI ki jisake pIche hama daur3ate the, kahIM aisA to nahIM ghara meM hI chipA ho| AMkheM bAhara khulatI haiM, to hama bAhara dekhate haiN| kAna bAhara khulate haiM, to hama bAhara sunate haiN| hAtha bAhara phaila sakate haiM, to hama bAhara khojate haiN| bhItara na to AMkha khulatI hai, na hAtha khulate haiM, na kAna khulate haiM--koI iMdriya bhItara nahIM jaatii| isalie bhItara kI hameM yAda nahIM aatii| bhItara jAne kI kalA kA nAma dhyAna hai| bAhara jAne kI kalAoM kA nAma iMdriyAM haiN| iMdriyAM haiM bAhara jAnevAle dvAra, dhyAna hai bhItara jAnevAlA dvaar| iMdriyoM meM hI bhaTake rahe, kho gaye, to | tumheM jIvana kA satva na mila skegaa| to tuma rote Aye, rote jaaoge| to tuma khAlI Aye, khAlI jaaoge| dhyAna ko jagAo! kyoMki dhyAna hI bhItara jA sakatA hai| AMkha bhItara nahIM jA sakatI, kAna bhItara nahIM jA sakate, hAtha bhItara nahIM jA skte| sirpha dhyAna bhItara jA sakatA hai| jisane dhyAna ko jagA liyA, usane jIvana kA sArabhata pA liyaa| jisane dhyAna ko jagA liyA, usake bhItara satata eka dhArA bahatI rahatI hai| saba kAmoM-dhAmoM, vyastatAoM ke bIca bhI eka smaraNa nahIM miTatA, eka dIyA nahIM bajhatA. vaha dIyA jagamagAtA rahatA hai--maiM sAkSI hUM, maiM sAkSI hUM, maiM sAkSI huuN| aisA kucha zabda nahIM | doharAne hote-khayAla rakhanA--aisA bodha, aisA bhAva H maiM | sAkSI huuN| yahI samatA hai, yahI samAdhi hai, yahI sAmAyika hai| Aja itanA hii| 217 2010_03

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bArahavAM pravacana jJAna hI krAMti Teation international For Privelte & Rinal Use Only www.jainelibraryeorg

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prazna- sAra citta kI dazA ko Apane bAdhA batAyA / citta kI dazA hI to hameM Apake pAsa le AyI ? buddhi ko bhI Apane bAdhA batAyA / para maiM Apake irda-girda buddhimAna logoM ko bhare dekhatA hUM? AcArya rajanIza ko sunatA thA - nipaTa sIdhA, sApha / pyAre bhagavAna ko bhI sunatA hUM Ar3e Ate haiM, buddha, mahAvIra, jIsasa, zaMkara Adi / svayaM sIdhe prakaTa hone kI bajAya Ar3a lekara Ane ke pIche rahasya kyA ? jaina- kuTuMba meM jnm| tIna varSoM se bhagavAna zrI ko par3hanA / saMnyasta bhii| phira bhI pAre kI taraha bikharate jAnA / jina na-sUtra para bhagavAna ke pravacana acche laganA / bhoga meM rasa bhut| paraMparA aura saMskAra pAMvoM meM ber3I kI taraha / bahucitta aura vikSipta hote jAnA, TUTate jaanaa| mArgadarzana kI mAMga | 2010_03 pravacana par3hane meM rasa AnA / pustakoM dvArA hI yahAM taka khIMca liye jAnA, para aba zabdoM kA samajha meM na pdd'naa| AMkhoM kA bhagavAna ko nihAranA aura miMca jAne para mastaka kA nata honA / kyA yaha mana se AtmA kI ora rUpAMtaraNa hai ? jAne kI cAha meM kisI ne rAta ko dina racate dekhA / aisA kyoM ?

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R halA praznaH Apane kahA ki citta kI dazA hI ho; lekina aba isI nAva meM baiThe rahoge to pahuMcakara bhI dUsare bAdhA hai| aura mujhe merI citta kI dazA hI kinAre para vaMcita raha gye| kahAM pahuMca pAye! nAva pakar3anI bhI khIMcakara Apake pAsa le AyI hai| Apane yaha bhI par3atI, chor3anI bhI pdd'tii| sAdhana hAtha meM bhI lene hote haiM, phira kahA ki buddhi hI bAdhA hai, kyoMki buddhimAna bahuta girA bhI dene hote haiN| soca-vicAra karatA hai| aura maiM dekhatA hUM ki Apake irda-girda isalie prathama caraNa para jo sAdhaka hai, sAdhana hai, aMtima caraNa buddhimAna vyakti hI bhare haiN| para vahI bAdhaka ho jAtA hai| tumhArA mana hI tumheM yahAM le AyA, isameM do mata nahIM ho skte| mana hI na hotA to tuma Ate kaise! nizcaya hI citta hI tumhArA yahAM taka le AyA hai| mere pAsa le | yaha yAtrA hI kaise karate! merA AkarSaNa hI tumheM kaise khIMcatA! AyA hai| phira bhI citta bAdhA hai| pAsa to A jAoge citta ke | merA bulAvA hI tuma kaise sunate! tuma mana kI DorI ko pakar3akara kAraNa, milana na ho paayegaa| nikaTa to A jAoge, eka na ho | hI yahAM taka aaye| mana kI nAva para hI car3hakara yahAM taka aaye| paaoge| yahAM taka to le AyegA, zArIrika rUpa se to karIba | lekina aba kyA mana kI nAva para hI baiThe rahoge? aba utaro, pahuMcA degA, Atmika rUpa se dUra hI dUra rkhegaa| aba nAva chodd'o| aba kinArA A gyaa| dhanyavAda de do nAva agara zarIra ke hI milana kI bAta hotI, to citta bAdhA nahIM ko, kRtajJatA jJApana kara do, anugRhIta hoo usake-yahAM taka hai| citta to zarIroM ko karIba le AtA hai, AtmAeM dUra raha jAtI le AyI--lekina kyA aba usako sira para Dhooge? kyA haiN| jaba taka citta ko haTAoge na, usa aMtastala meM milana na ho isIlie ki yahAM taka nAva le AyI, to dhanyavAda dene ke lie skegaa| jo jor3atA mAlUma par3atA hai nIce tala para, vahI UMce tala sadA ke lie nAva meM baiThe rahoge? to bhUla ho jaaegii| to para tor3a detA hai| pAgalapana ho jaaegaa| ise khUba ThIka se samajha lenaa| jo sAdhana hai pahale caraNa para, | prazna sArthaka hai| sabhI ke lie socane jaisA hai| sIr3hiyAM vahI aMtima caraNa para bAdhA bana jAtA hai| nAva meM baiThe haiM, nAva | chor3anI par3atI haiN| aMtataH sabhI sAdhana jaba chUTa jAte haiM, tabhI usa pAra le gayI. phira nAva ko pakaDe raho to utara na paaoge| siddhi upalabdha hotI hai| jaba sabhI mArga chaTa jAte haiM tabhI maMjila nAva le AyI dUsare kinAre taka, lekina aba nAva ko chor3anA bhI | milatI hai| yadyapi mArga para calakara milatI hai, calane se hI pdd'egaa| tumane agara yaha kahA ki yaha nAva hI to isa kinAre taka | milatI hai, lekina phira chor3anA anivArya hai| calate rahe, calate lAyI hai, aba ise kaise chor3eM! yaha nAva na hotI, to isa kinAre rahe, mArga hI itane jora se pakar3a liyA ki maMjila bhI sAmane A taka hama kabhI Aye hI na hote! saca kahate ho, ThIka hI kahate | gayI to kahA, mArga kaise chor3eM aba! to phira tumane mArga pakar3A 223 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga:2 nahIM, mArga ne tumheM pakar3a liyaa| phira tumane mArga kA upayoga na cAdara para sikur3ana par3I, cAMda TUTa jAtA hai, bikhara jAtA hai| kiyA, mArga tumhArA mAlika ho gyaa| to phira tuma mArga para hI | hajAra-hajAra Tukar3e ho jAte haiN| cAMdI phaila jAtI jhIla para, para aTake raha jaaoge| aura ho sakatA hai mArga ne tumheM ThIka maMjila | cAMda kahAM khojoge| ke dvAra taka pahuMcA diyA ho, taba bhI kyA pharka par3atA hai| maMdira se vicAra taraMgeM haiN| unhI taraMgoM meM to paramAtmA kho gayA hai| unhIM hajAra mIla dUra rahe ki maMdira kI sIr3hiyoM ke pAsa khar3e rahe, maMdira taraMgoM ke kAraNa to paramAtmA pratibiMbita nahIM ho paataa| usakI ke bhItara tuma nahIM ho| maMdira meM tumhAra praveza nahIM huaa| to | chAyA nahIM bana pAtI tummeN| vicAra se saMsAra calatA hai. nirvicAra hajAra mIla kI dUrI, ki hajAra phITa kI dUrI, ki hajAra iMca kI | se dhrm| vicAra sAdhana hai saMsAra meN| vahAM agara vicAra na kiyA, dUrI, kyA pharka par3atA hai| maMdira ke tuma bAhara hI ho| aura maMdira lUTe-khasoTe jaaoge| vahAM agara vicAra na kiyA, bar3e dhokhe meM ke bhItara Ao, to hI kucha hogaa| maMdira taka Ane se kucha bhI pdd'oge| vahAM binA vicAra kiye bar3I muzkila aayegii| nahIM hotaa| maMdira ke bhItara Ao, kyoMki maMdira ke bhItara Ate | isIlie to saMsAra meM le jAne ke lie vidyAlaya haiM, hI tuma kho jaaoge| maMdira ke dvAra taka to tuma bane hI rahoge; | vizvavidyAlaya haiM--ve vicAra karanA sikhAte haiN| ve sikhAte haiM, maMdira ke dvAra taka to ahaMkAra banA hI rhegaa| maMdira ke dvAra ke kaise ThIka-ThIka vicAra kro| tarka-saraNI se, gaNitapUrvaka kaise bhItara hI pahuMcakara tuma nirAkAra hote ho| sAvadhAna rho| kaise saMdeha karo ki dUsarA dhokhA na de paaye| bAhara mere pAsa taka A gaye, mere bhItara aao| kyoMki jaba tuma mere | dhokhe denevAle loga khar3e haiN| sArA saMsAra saMgharSa meM lIna hai| vahAM bhItara Aoge, tabhI maiM tumhAre bhItara A skuuNgaa| aura koI | bholepana se nahIM cltaa| vahAM tirache honA par3atA hai| kahAvata upAya nhiiN| jaba tuma mujhameM khooge, to maiM tumameM kho skuuNgaa| hai-sIdhI aMgulI se ghI nahIM nikltaa| aMgulI Ter3hI karanI aura koI mArga nhiiN| | par3atI hai| vahAM AdamI ko saMdeha meM dhIre-dhIre apane ko niSNAta 'Apane kahA ki citta kI dazA hI bAdhA hai| aura mujhe mere | karanA par3atA hai| bharosA to tabhI karanA bAhara, jaba saMdeha kA koI citta kI dazA hI khIMcakara Apake pAsa le AyI hai|' kAraNa hI na raha jaae| saba saMdeha kara cuko, koI kAraNa na raha sau pratizata sahI kahate ho| para aba vahAM ruko mt| itanA | jAe, tb| kiyA, thor3A aura kro| Aye the isIlie ki maiM jo kahUMgA use | vastutaH bAhara bharosA koI karatA hI nhiiN| bharose ke bhItara bhI samajhoge aura kroge| aba vyartha lar3o mt| aba maiM tumase kaha saMdeha khar3A rahatA hai| mitra meM bhI hama dekhate hI rahate haiM saMbhAvanA rahA hUM ki aba isa citta ko chor3o, isakA kAma ho gyaa| yaha | zatru kii| apane meM bhI parAyA khar3A rahatA hai| cAhe thor3I dera ko jahAM taka pahuMcA sakatA thA, pahuMcA diyaa| isakA upayoga ho | hamane isa saMdeha ko sthagita kara diyA ho, naSTa kabhI nahIM hotaa| cukaa| aba yaha calI kAratUsa vyartha mata ddhoo| anyathA yahI | apane se bhI Dara banA rahatA hai, kyoMki kauna apanA hai vahAM? bAdhA bnegii| citta hI lAtA hai| phira citta hI aTakA letA hai| sabhI saMSargha meM lIna haiN| sabhI pratispardhA meM par3e haiN| sabhI 'Apane yaha bhI kahA ki buddhi hI bAdhA hai|' eka-dUsare ke sAtha dAMva-peMca kara rahe haiN| vahAM jarA cUke ki nizcita hii| buddhi bAdhA hai| kyoMki buddhi tumheM dhyAna meM nahIM | gire| vahAM jarA cUke ki koI tumhArI chAtI para cddh'aa| vahAM jarA jAne detii| buddhi vicAra meM le jAtI hai| cUke ki kisI ne tumheM sAdhana banAyA aura zoSaNa kiyaa| vicAra aura dhyAna bar3I viparIta dizAeM haiN| vicAra kA artha hai, svabhAvataH bAhara kI duniyA meM saMdeha, vicAra, isakA bahuta trNg| dhyAna kA artha hai, nistaraMga ho jaanaa| vicAra kA artha hai, | jyAdA upayoga hai| bhItara kI duniyA meM tuma ho, tumhArA paramAtmA socnaa| dhyAna kA artha hai, mAtra zaddha hone meM Daba jaanaa| jaise | hai| aMtataH to basa paramAtmA hai, tuma bhI nahIM ho| vahAM dhokhA jhIla so gyii| koI lahara nahIM, koI kaMpana nhiiN| havA kA jhoMkA | kauna degA, dhokhA kauna khAyegA? vaha eka kI duniyA hai| vahAM bhI nahIM aataa| darpaNa ho gyii| usI darpaNa banI jhIla meM cAMda | dUsarA hai hI nhiiN| vahAM dUsare ko chor3akara hI pahuMcanA hotA hai| jhalaka AtA hai| havA calI, lahareM uThI, jhIla kaMpI, jhIla kI vahAM buddhi kA kyA karoge? buddhi kA zAstra vahAM kAma kA nhiiN| 224 JainEducation International 2010_03

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jJAna hI krAMti / vaha bojha bana jaaegaa| jaise bAhara saMdeha kAma detA hai, vaise bhItara vicAra se milA huA saba mauta chIna letI hai| kyoMki vicAra se | zraddhA kAma detI hai| jaise bAhara vicAra kAma detA hai, vaise bhItara jo milatA hai, bAhara hai| mauta saba chIna letI hai jo bAhara hai| nirvicAra kAma detA hai| ulaTI yAtrA hai| mauta to tumheM phira se tumhAre keMdra para pheMka detI hai| dhyAna meM tuma | bAhara kI tarapha jAo, apane se dUra jAo, to vicAra ko svayaM hI usa jagaha pahuMca jAte ho, jahAM mauta tumheM pahuMcAtI hai| pakar3anA pdd'egaa| apanI tarapha Ao, vicAra ko chor3anA pdd'egaa| isalie dhyAnI kI koI mauta nhiiN| dhyAnI kabhI maratA nhiiN| | ThIka apane meM A jAo, saba vicAra chUTa jaaegaa| kaho use | mara sakatA nhiiN| marate to tuma bhI nahIM ho, lekina tar3aphate vyartha nirvicAra samAdhi, nirvikalpa samAdhi, zraddhA yA jo bhI nAma tumheM ho| isa khayAla meM tar3aphate ho ki mare! kyoMki tumane bAhara saba dene hoN| lekina eka bAta pakkI hai, nAma kucha bhI ho, vahAM saMbaMdha banAye, mauta Akara saba parde girA detI hai| bAhara se saba vicAra nahIM hai, mahAvIra ne usa sthiti ko sAmAyika kahA hai| saMbaMdha tor3a detI hai| acAnaka akelA chor3a detI hai| aura tumane vahAM basa zuddha AtmA hai| vahAM koI viparIta nahIM hai, jisase akele hone ko kabhI jAnA nhiiN| tumane akele hone meM kabhI gharSaNa hokara vicAra kI taraMga uTha ske| DubakI na lii| to tuma jAnate hI nahIM ki akelA honA bhI kyA | to maiM kahatA hUM ki buddhi bhI bAdhA hai| bhalA yahAM taka buddhi hI hai| tuma ghabar3Ate ho| tuma kahate ho, mara gaye! tumhArA le AyI ho-par3hA ho, sunA ho mere saMbaMdha meM to hI Aye | tAdAtmya bAhara se-dhana chinA, makAna chinA, patnI-pati chine, hooge lekina aba jaba A hI gaye, to suno maiM kyA kaha rahA beTe-beTiyAM chinI, mitra-priyajana chine; bAhara kA sUraja, bAhara huuN| maiM kaha rahA hUM, aba buddhi ko haTAkara rakha do| aba jarA ke cAMda, bAhara ke phUla, saba chine, AMkha baMda hone lagI, bhItara nirbuddhi hokara mere pAsa ho lo| aba jarA taraMgoM ko kSINa kro| tuma DUbane lage, tuma ghabar3Aye, tumane kahA hama mare! kyoMki tumane aba jarA nistaraMga ho lo| nistaraMga hote hI mere aura tumhAre bIca isa bAhara ke jor3a kA hI nAma samajhA thA, apanA honaa| kI saba dUrI samApta ho jAtI hai| nistaraMga hote hI eka hI bacatA kAza! tuma ekAdha bAra pahale bhI isa aMtaryAtrA para gaye hote hai| na vahAM maiM hUM, na tuma ho| vahAM vahI hai| raso vai sH| usI kA mauta ke Ane ke pUrva aura tumane jAnA hotA ki saba china jAe rasa barasa rahA hai| basa eka hI hai| vahI amRta, vahI anAhata bAhara kA, to bhI maiM huuN| vastutaH jaba saba china jAtA hai bAhara kA, nAda, jisako jhena phakIra kahate haiM-eka hAtha kI taalii| vahAM taba maiM zuddhatama hotA huuN| kyoMki taba koI vijAtIya nahIM hotaa| dusarA hAtha bhI nahIM hai tAlI bajAne ko| jisako hiMdU oMkAra kA bAhara kI koI chAyA nahIM pdd'tii| darpaNa ekadama khAlI hotA hai| nAda kahate haiM-vahAM koI nAda karanevAlA nahIM hai, nAda ho rahA nipaTa khAlI hotA hai| zuddha hotA hai| hai| vahAM nAda zAzvata hai| vahAM saMgIta kisI tAra ko cher3akara nahIM aisA tumane jAnA hotA, to mauta bhI tumhAre lie dhyAna banakara hai, tAlI bajAkara nahIM hai, Ahata nahIM hai, anAhata hai| akele kA | aatii| to mauta bhI tumhAre lie samAdhi banakara aatii| tumhAre nAda hai| vahAM gAnevAlA, gIta aura sunanevAlA, sabhI eka haiN| pahacAna kI bhUla hai| usI pahacAna ke lie tumase bAra-bAra kaha haTAo buddhi ko| thor3A prayoga karake dekho, thor3I himmata | rahA hUM-chor3o soc-vicaar| karake dekho| vicAra to karake bahuta dekhA, usase jo mila sakatA | buddhimAnI se kucha bhI nahIM milatA, aisA maiM nahIM kahatA huuN| | thA vaha milaa| dhana mila sakatA thA, milaa| para dhana pAkara bhI buddhimAnI se saMsAra milatA hai| sikaMdara honA ho, to ThIka hai, kahAM dhana milA! usase jo mila sakatA thA milaa| zarIra | buddhimAnI pkdd'o| lekina jaba tuma paramAtmA kI yAtrA para milaa| zarIroM ke saMbaMdha mile| lekina zarIroM ke saMbaMdha kahAM | nikalate ho, taba buddhimAnI mata pkdd'naa| vahAM to jinako tRpti lAte haiM, jaba taka AtmA ke saMbaMdha na hoN| usase jo mila | saMsAra meM buddha kahate haiM, ve pahale pahuMca jAeMge unase, jinako sakatA thA, milaa| ghara banA liye, dukAneM sajA lIM, tijor3I bhara | saMsAra meM buddhimAna kahate haiN| vahAM to tarkazUnya pahale pahuMca lI, lekina mauta saba chInakara le jaaegii| jAeMge tArkikoM se| vahAM to matavAle pahale pahuMca jAte haiM mauta sirpha usI ko nahIM chIna pAtI, jo dhyAna se milatA hai| buddhimAnoM se| vahAM pAgaloM kI gati hai| 225 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga2 jIsasa ne kahA hai, jo choTe baccoM kI bhAMti hoMge sarala, ve hI nizcita hI maiM tarka kI bAta bhI karatA hUM, kyoMki kucha haiM jo mere prabhu ke rAjya meM praveza kara skeNge| nizcita hI saMsAra ke usI bhAMti A sakate haiN| lekina tarka vaise hI hai jaise machalImAra rAjya meM choTe baccoM kI kahAM jagaha hai! kahAM upAya hai! isIlie baMsI meM ATA lagAtA hai| bs| ATA laTakA detA hai kAMTe meM, to hama choTe baccoM ko jaldI unake bacapana se chuTakArA dilAne | koI machaliyoM ko bhojana nahIM karavA rahA hai ATe se| ATA to lagate haiN| kahate haiM, bar3e hoo, bar3oM-jaisA vyavahAra karo, aba | kevala pralobhana hai, kyoMki machaliyAM ATe ko hI dekhakara pAsa tumhArI umra ho gayI, aba ye baccoM jaisI bAta mata kro| aba aayeNgii| maiM tarka kI nizcita bAta karatA hUM, para ATA hai| saralatA se kAma na clegaa| aba tirache bno| aba jIvana kA soca-samajhakara gale meM lenaa| kyoMki jaise hI gale meM gayA, tuma tarka siikho| aba lUTa-khasoTa meM kuzala bno| aba sIdhe, pAoge yahAM kucha bAta aura hai| tarka to Upara-Upara hai| bhItara se na clegaa| yaha baddhapana kAma na degaa| to zraddhA hai| tarka se balAtA hai, kyoMki yaha yaga tarka kA hai| yahAM jIsasa ne kahA hai, jo isa saMsAra meM prathama haiM, ve mere prabhu ke rAjya | zraddhA kI koI sunane ko rAjI nahIM hai| gaNita se tumheM bulAtA hUM, meM aMtima hoNge| aura jo isa saMsAra meM aMtima haiM, ve mere prabhu ke kyoMki gaNita kI bhASA hI tuma samajhate ho| tumhArI bhASA meM hI rAjya meM prathama ho jaaeNge| bulAnA hogaa| jaba mere pAsa Ane lagoge to apanI bhASA bhI gaNita bilakula ulaTA ho jAtA hai| yahAM jo Age khar3e haiM, ve samajhA lUMgA, lekina vaha to naMbara do kI bAta hai| pahale to tumheM ekadama paMkti meM Akhira meM par3a jAte haiN| kyoMki yAtrA hI alaga | bulAnA tumhArI bhASA meM hogaa| tumheM bulAnA ho to tumhArA nAma hai| yAtrA tarka kI nahIM, prema kI hai| yAtrA saMdeha kI nahIM, zraddhA hI lekara bulAnA hogaa| phira jaba mere pAsa Aoge, taba tumhArA kI hai| jo saralacitta haiM, svabhAvataH zraddhA kara lete haiN| unakI nAma badala duuNgaa| lekina pahale to pAsa! eka bAra pAsa A zraddhA meM eka naisargika sugaMdha hotI hai| saMdehazIla zraddhA karatA bhI | jAo, phira dhIre-dhIre tumheM pighalA luuNgaa| hai, to bhI saMdeha kI durgadha kahIM na kahIM kisI kone meM chipI hotI to jinhoMne pUchA hai, ThIka hI pUchA, ThIka hI kahA hai ki Apake hai| saMdehazIla ke maMdira meM bhI saMsAra kI gaMdha AtI rahatI hai| AsapAsa buddhimAna bhare dikhAyI par3ate haiN| yaha saca hai| ve mere bhI. vAsanA banI rahatI hai| saMdehazIla | tarka ko sanakara mere pAsa A gye| aba baDI davidhA meM par3e haiN| paramAtmA se hAtha bhI jor3atA hai, to bhI taiyAra rahatA hai ki jarA hI jA bhI nahIM sakate, kyoMki merI bAta tarkapUrNa mAlUma par3atI hai| gar3abar3a ho to hAtha alaga kara leM, khIMca leN| pUrA nahIM hotA bilakula DUba bhI nahIM sakate, kyoMki tarka ke pIche chipA huA prArthanA meN| ho nahIM sktaa| saMdeha kabhI pUrA nahIM hone detaa| | atarya hai| tarka ke pIche chipI huI zraddhA kA svara bhI unheM sunAyI saMdeha kahatA hai, patA nahIM, jo kara rahA hUM vaha ThIka hai yA nahIM! par3ane lgaa| Ate bhI nahIM haiM, jAte bhI nhiiN| aba aTake raha gaye zraddhA samagrarUpeNa tumheM DubA letI hai| isalie kahatA hUM buddhi bhI haiN| aba jAeM to jAeM kahAM! kyoMki jisa tarka ne unheM prabhAvita bAdhA hai| | kiyA hai. aba usa tarka ko choDanA bahata mazkila hai| aura aba pUchA hai, 'aura maiM dekhatA hUM ki Apake irda-girda buddhimAna unheM yaha bhI dikhAyI par3ane lagA hai ki tarka to kevala jAla thaa| vyakti hI bhare haiN|' tarka ke Age chalAMga hai atayaM kii| tarka ke Age chalAMga hai yaha bhI saca hai| lekina, jaba taka ve buddhi na chor3eMge, taba taka | zraddhA kii| unakI buddhi ko samajhAyA, bajhAyA, rAjI kara liyA, mere irda-girda bhare raheM, mujhase na bhreNge| unakI buddhi hI bAdhA ho aba unheM dikhAyI par3atA hai-yaha to nirbuddhi meM utarane kI bAta jaaegii| unakI baddhi yahAM taka le AyI hogii| socA-vicArA hai| aba ve ThiThake khar3e haiM-aba ve ThIka kinAre para khar3e haiM khAI hogA, merI bAta tarkapUrNa mAlUma par3I hogA, merI bAta meM unheM | ke| lekina kinAre para khar3e raheM janmoM taka, to bhI kucha na hogaa| gaNita aura tarka kA bala mAlUma par3A hogA, merI bAta meM pramANa kUdeMge khAI meM, miTeMge, to hI kucha hogaa| mareMge to hI kucha kA darzana huA hogA, A gye| hogaa| DareMge, to kucha bhI na hogaa| lekina tarka! buddhi ko dhanyavAda do| bar3I kRpA usakI, yahAM taka le aayii| 226 2010_03

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jJAna hI krAMti aba use vidA bhI do| aba use namaskAra kro| kaho, ATA lagA dekhakara jaina karIba A jAte haiN| basa, islie| alvidaa| | isalie aba sIdhe-sIdhe bAta baMda kI hai| bAta to vahI kara rahA hUM, vahI kara sakatA hUM, koI dUsarA upAya dUsarA prazna : AcArya rajanIza ko sunatA thA--nipaTa sIdhA nahIM hai| maiM vahI kaha sakatA hUM, jo maiM huuN| agara kisI dina dekhA aura saaph| aba bhI sunatA hai pyAre bhagavAna ko-Ar3e hote haiM ki aba logoM ko sIdhe-sIdhe bAta phira samajha meM Ane lagI. buddha, mahAvIra, jIsasa, zaMkara, nArada, kabIra aura phriid| ina phira Ar3eM chor3a duuNgaa| phira sIdhI bAta karane lguuNgaa| tuma para bhagavAnoM ke mUla udaghATita karate haiM, svayaM sIdhe prakaTa hone kI nirbhara hai| tumase bola rahA hUM, isalie tumhArA dhyAna rakhanA bajAya Ar3a lekara Ane ke pIche rahasya kyA hai? jarUrI hai| agara ekAMta meM bolatA hotA, akele meM bolatA hotA, zUnya meM bolatA hotA, to mahAvIra, buddha, kRSNa ke nAma kA merI samajhadArI bddh'ii| koI kAraNa hI na thaa| aba bhI jaba apane akele meM baiThA hotA pahale socA thA, sIdhe sIdhI-sIdhI bAta kara lene se hala ho | hUM, to mujhe na buddha kI yAda AtI hai, na mahAvIra kI, na kRSNa kI, jaaegaa| lekina loga bar3e tirache haiN| maiMne unakI bhASA siikhii| | na krAisTa kii| tumheM dekhatA hUM, tb| taba ina nAmoM ko kahatA aba bhI vahI hUM, jo taba kahatA thaa| lekina pahale apanI khIMca-khIMcakara mujhe lAnA par3atA hai| tumheM sahArA dene ke kAraNa, bhASA bolatA thaa| taba maiMne dekhA ki loga cauMkate haiM, jAgate | dene ke lie| tuma Ar3a meM hI pahacAna pAte ho, calo yahI shii| nhiiN| cauMkanA bhara jAgane ke lie kAphI nahIM hai| cauMkakara | tuma agara gulAba ko gulAba kahane se nahIM samajhate, camelI kahane AdamI phira karavaTa lekara so jAtA hai| cauMkakara zAyada nArAja se samajhate ho, calo camelI hI shii| gulAba to gulAba hai| bhI ho jAtA hai| socatA hai kisane zoragula kiyA! | camelI kaho, caMpA kaho, juhI kaho, belA kaho, nAma se kyA maiMne dekhA ki loga merI bAta suna lete haiM, lekina usa sunane se pharka par3atA hai, gulAba gulAba hai| maiM maiM huuN| merI zarAba merI zarAba unake jIvana meM koI krAMti ghaTita nahIM hotii| kyoMki maiM apanI | hai| mahAvIra kI pyAlI meM DhAlo ki buddha kI pyAlI meM DhAlo, mere bhASA bola rahA hUM, jo unakI samajha meM nahIM aatii| unako to | svAda meM koI pharka par3atA nhiiN| tumhArI vajaha se nAhaka ina nAmoM unakI hI bhASA se samajhAnA hogaa| taba maiM apanA gIta gunagunAye | ko mujhe khIMcanA par3a rahA hai| jA rahA thA, binA isakI phikra kiye ki sunanevAle ko samajha meM | agara maiM pharIda para bolatA hUM, musalamAna utsuka ho jAtA hai| bhI AtA hai yA nahIM? rAma ke bhakta mere pAsa Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM Apa kRSNa para to * jaise-jaise aura-aura adhika logoM ke saMparka meM AyA, | bole, rAma para kyoM nahIM bolate? patra Ate haiM mujhe| vaise-vaise eka bAta dikhAyI par3a gayI ki sIdhe-sIdhe ve mujhe na lakhanaU se kinhIM mitroM kA patra AyA ki Apa raidAsa para kaba dekha paayeNge| sIdhe dekhane kI AMkha hI unakI kho gayI hai| unakI boleMge? ve raidAsa ke bhakta hoNge| to raidAsa para kaba boleNge| AMkheM tirachI ho gayI haiN| | jaise ki maiM jo bola rahA hUM, vaha raidAsa para nahIM hai! tAraNapaMthI jaina to aba maiM mahAvIra kI bAta karatA hUM, buddha kI bAta karatA hUM; Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM, tAraNa para kaba boleMge? jaise maiM jo bola kRSNa kI, krAisTa kI, nAnaka kI, kabIra kI, pharIda kii| ye rahA hai, vaha tAraNa para nahIM hai| maiM jo bola rahA hai, vahI bolNgaa| bhASAeM unheM yAda haiN| ina bhASAoM meM ve rage-page haiN| ina bhASAoM | gItA rakho, ki kurAna, ki bAibila rakho, maiM vahI kahUMgA jo mujhe ko sunate-sunate ve ina zabdoM se paricita ho gaye haiN| una zabdoM meM | kahanA hai| sirpha bIca-bIca meM mujhe mahAvIra, buddha aura kRSNa ke DAlatA maiM vahI hUM jo mujhe DAlanA hai| nAnaka merA hAtha to pakar3a | nAma doharAne par3ate haiM, aura kucha khAsa aMtara nahIM hai| tumhArI nahIM skte| jo mujhe kahanA hai vahI khuuNgaa| lekina sikkha ko mrjii| tuma aisA cAhate ho, calo aisA shii| jo mujhe becanA hai, samajha meM A jAtA hai| mahAvIra koI mukadamA to mujha para calA | vahI becuuNgaa| nahIM skte| jo mujhe kahanA hai vahI kahatA hUM, lekina mahAvIra kA | __ bacapana kI mujhe yAda hai| choTA thA, taba mere pitA ke pitAjI 227 2010_03 www.jainelibrarorg

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228 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 dukAna calAte, to unakI kucha bAteM yAda raha gyiiN| eka bAta vaha grAhakoM se kahA karate the ki tarabUjA cAhe churI para gire, cAhe churI tarabUje para gire, hara hAlata meM tarabUjA kttegaa| ve ThIka kahate the / kyA pharka par3atA hai! churI ko nIce rakhakara Upara se tarabUjA paTako, ki tarabUje ko nIce rakhakara Upara se churI paTako, hara hAlata meM tarabUjA kaTegA / churI kaise kaTa sakatI hai ? churI kATatI hai| jaisI tumhArI marjI ho| lekina kaToge tuma hI / tumheM agara Ar3a se kaTane meM sukha AtA hai, calo yahI shii| mujhe usameM kucha ar3acana nahIM hai| kyoMki mahAvIra ne vahI kahA hai, jo maiM kaha rahA huuN| buddha ne vahI kahA hai, jo maiM kaha rahA huuN| sirpha sadiyoM kA pharka hai, bhASA kA pharka hai| anyathA kahane kA upAya nahIM / kyoMki jaise hI tuma zAMta hue, DUbe apane meM, usa jagaha pahuMce jo zAzvata hai, sanAtana hai| tIsarA prazna : jaina- kuTuMba meM janma huaa| tIna varSoM se Apako par3hatA huuN| saMnyAsa bhI liyA hai| phira bhI pAre kI taraha bikharA jA rahA huuN| jina-sUtra para pravacana acchA lagatA hai / para bhoga meM rasa bahuta hai / phira paraMparA aura saMskAra pAMva para ber3I kI taraha par3e haiM / bahucitta aura vikSipta hotA jA rahA hUM, TUTatA jA rahA hUM; kRpayA mArga darzana deN| kyoM TUTa rahe ho, ise thor3A ThIka se samajha lo, vahIM se mArga mila jaaegaa| TUTane ke kAraNa prazna meM hI sApha haiM 'jaina- kuTuMba meM janma huaa|' kisI na kisI kuTuMba meM janma to hogA hI / aura jaba janma hogA kisI kuTuMba meM, to usa kuTuMba kA sadiyoM purAnA DhAMcA, saMskAra, AdateM, dhAraNAeM, vizvAsa tuma para thope jaaeNge| aba taka koI mAM-bApa itane jAgarUka nahIM haiM ki bacce ko svataMtra chor3eM, ki use kaheM ki tU bar3A ho, hozapUrNa ho, apanA cunAva krnaa| jo dharma tujhe prItikara lage, vaha cuna lenaa| agara masjida meM tujhe rasa Aye, masjida jaanaa| gurudvArA prItikara lage, gurudvArA jaanaa| maMdira meM tujhe dhyAna lage, maMdira cale jaanaa| agara nAstikatA se hI tujhe satya kI anubhUti hotI ho, to vahI sahI hai| lekina tU cunnaa| hama kucha tere Upara thopeMge nhiiN| abhI aise mAM-bApa pRthvI para nahIM haiN| abhI pRthvI para jAge 2010_03 hue loga itane kama haiM ki mAM-bApa aise hoM bhI kaise! to hara mAM-bApa apane bacce para vahI thopa detA hai, jo usa para thopA gayA thA usake mAM-bApa ke dvArA / aise sadiyoM kA kacarA mastiSka para hAvI ho jAtA hai| vahI bikharAva kA kAraNa hai| usake kAraNa tuma kabhI svataMtra nahIM ho paate| usake kAraNa tuma sadA baMdhe baMdhe ho - jaMjIroM meM baMdhe ho| tar3aphate ho usa pAra jAne ko, lekina nAva jaMjIroM se isI kinAre se baMdhI hai| aura jaMjIreM bar3I bahumUlya mAlUma hotI haiN| kyoMki bacapana se hI tumane unheM jaanaa| tuma samajhate ho ki zAyada jaMjIreM nAva kA anivArya hissA haiN| yA tuma zAyada socate ho ki jaMjIreM nAva kA AbhUSaNa haiM, sajAvaTa haiM, zRMgAra haiN| yA ki tuma socate ho ki jaMjIroM ko agara tor3a diyA, to kahIM aisA na ho ki dUsarA kinArA to mile hI na, aura yaha kinArA chUTa jAe ! to baMdhe ho, tar3aphate ho, patAkAeM kholate ho, pAla kholate ho, patavAreM calAte ho, aura jaMjIreM kholate nahIM! jaMjIreM tor3ate nahIM / nAva vahIM kI vahIM tar3apha tar3aphakara raha jAtI hai| isI se ghabar3AhaTa paidA hotI hai| jaina - kuTuMba meM paidA hue ho to pahalA to kAma hai- jaina dhAraNAoM se mukta ho jaanaa| nahIM ki ve galata haiN| balki dUsare ke dvArA dI gayI haiM, yahI ar3acana hai| jisa dina tuma jAgoge, jisa dina tuma pAoge, unheM ThIka hI paaoge| lekina abhI udhAra haiN| abhI sva-arjita nahIM haiN| aura satya udhAra nahIM miltaa| agara hiMdU-ghara meM paidA hue ho, to pahalA kRtya hiMdU-saMskAra se mukta ho jAnA hai| agara musalamAna ghara meM paidA hue ho, to pahalA kAma svataMtratA kA - islAma se chuTakArA le lenA / khAlI karo atIta se apane ko| apanI khoja para niklo| himmata kro| sAhasa karo / dussAhasa caahie| kAyara kI taraha kinAroM se mata baMdhe rho| 'jaina - kuTuMba meM janma huaa|' vahIM pAgalapana ke bIja haiN| kisI kuTuMba meM to hogA hI / jaina meM ho, sikkha meM ho, musalamAna meM ho, hiMdU meM ho, isase koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| jahAM bhI janma hogA, vahIM tuma para saMskAra thopa diye jaaeNge| pahalA kRtya dhArmika khojI kA una saMskAroM ke jAloM ko kATakara apane ko mukta kara lenA hai| jaise mAM ke peTa meM baccA paidA hotA hai, to jur3A hotA hai mAM se| jaise hI garbha ke bAhara AtA hai, DAkTara kA pahalA kAma hai usa jor3a ko tor3a denaa| agara nAbhi bacce kI mAM se jur3I

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jJAna hI krAMti hI rahe, to yaha baccA phira kabhI bar3ha na paayegaa| mAnA ki aba kadama na uThAyA, mokSa kI, aMtima maMjila kI bAta hI chor3a de| taka isI jor3a ke kAraNa jIA, lekina aba yahI jor3a mauta kA sapanA na dekhe| vyartha kI hai baat| yahI kaThinAI huI hai, mere pAsa kAraNa bnegaa| Akara tumhAre mana meM mokSa kA sapanA paidA huaa| aura tuma pahalA to pahalA kAma DAkTara karatA hai, kATa detA hai bacce ke saMbaMdha | kadama uThAne ko rAjI nahIM ho| ko mAM se| setu tor3a detA hai| isake bAda svataMtratA kI yAtrA zurU | 'jaina-kuTuMba meM janma huaa| tIna varSoM se Apako par3hatA huuN|' hotI hai| phira baccA mAM para nirbhara rahatA hai| mAM usakA bhojana hai, usI se ar3acana ho gyii| aba tuma lauTa bhI nahIM skte| aba dUdha hai| dhIre-dhIre dUdha bhI chor3a detA hai; aura bhI saMbaMdha ttuuttaa| tuma phira usI jagaha vApasa nahIM pahuMca sakate, jahAM tIna sAla pahale mAM ke hI pIche ghUmatA rahatA hai, usakA AMcala pakar3akara hI pahale the| aba koI upAya nahIM, lauTane kA koI mArga nahIM, vidhi ghUmatA rahatA hai, phira dhIre-dhIre pAsa-par3osa meM khelane jAne lagatA nhiiN| aura tuma mere sAtha bhI pUre nahIM ho pA rahe ho| jisane pUchA hai--aura saMbaMdha ttuuttaa| phira dhIre-dhIre saMbaMdha bar3A phailAva lene hai, mujhe patA hai, jaba vaha yahAM Ate haiM to mAlA pahana lete haiM, lagatA hai, zithila hone lagatA hai| jaise-jaise mAM se saMbaMdha TatA geruA pahana lete haiN| ghara jAkara geruvA-mAlA donoM chipAkara rakha hai, vaise-vaise baccA praur3ha hotA hai| phira eka dina kisI strI ke dete haiN| vaha ghara logoM ko yahI batA rahe haiM ki jaina haiM, aura yahAM meM par3a jAtA hai| usa dina mAM kI tarapha bilakala pITha ho Akara batAte haiM ki saMnyAsI haiN| davidhA to hogii| ghara jAkara jAtI hai| isalie mAM kabhI bhI bahU ko mApha nahIM kara paatii| vaha ghoSaNA nahIM kara pAte haiM ki maiM sanyAsI hUM, ki maiMne eka mArga sAsa aura bahU ke bIca eka buniyAdI virodha banA rahatA hai| vaha cunA-svecchA se| kitanA hI chipAo, kitanA hI dabAo, vaha haTatA nhiiN| kyoMki saMnyAsa bhI le liyA hai|' isa vacana se hI sApha hotA hai ki mAM ko jAne-anajAne yaha patA rahatA hai ki isI strI ne usake beTe | saMnyAsa koI AnaMda kI taraha ghaTita nahIM huA, jaise majabUrI meM le ko sadA ke lie tor3a diyaa| | liyA-saMnyAsa bhI le liyA hai! jaise koI majabUrI hai| jaise ki ThIka aisA hI aMtasa-jagata meM bhI ghaTatA hai| tuma jaina-kula meM lenA nahIM thA aura le liyaa| yA, yaha kyA kara liyaa| saMnyAsa paidA hue, jaina-dharma tumhArI mAM hai| jaba tuma jarA samajhadAra ho se chUTo, yA apane saMskAroM se chuutto| pIche lauTa sakate ho, to jAo, to apane ko mukta karanA zurU krnaa| isakA yaha artha mujhe bhUla jaao| usase koI mukti na hogI, lekina kama se kama nahIM hai ki tuma jaina-dharma ke viparIta ho jaanaa| aisA samajho, to baMdhana meM hI sukha rhegaa| kArAgRha ko hI tuma mahala samajhoge, merI bAta galata samajha gye| maiM to tumase yaha kaha rahA hUM, ki jo basa itanA hii| lekina kArAgRha ko mahala samajhanevAlA nizcita maiM tumase kaha rahA hU~, yahI vastutaH jaina hone kA upAya hai| tuma | sotA hai| jisa dina tumheM kArAgRha kA patA calatA hai ki yaha jaina-saMskAroM se mukta honA, yaha jaina-saMskAra kA virodha nahIM | mahala nahIM hai, kArAgRha hai, usa dina ar3acana zurU hotI hai| vaha hai| yaha jaina hone kI vAstavika vyavasthA hai| haTanA, | ar3acana zurU ho gayI hai| dhiire-dhiire-dhiire-dhiire| duzmanI kA kAraNa nahIM hai| sirpha tuma maiM jAnatA hUM, lauTanA saMbhava nahIM hai| eka daphA kaidI ko patA apanI svataMtratA khojnaa| isase jaina-dharma galata hai, aisA nahIM cala jAe ki yaha kArAgRha hai, isako maiMne aba taka mahala samajhA hai| tuma sirpha apanI svataMtratA kI khoja kara rahe ho| aura jo bhI thA vaha galata thA--aba koI upAya nahIM hai isa bAta ko bhulA cIja bAdhA banatI hai, use tuma haTA rahe ho| dene kaa| aba vaha lAkha upAya kare, lAkha pote dIvAleM kArAgRha agara tuma apane bacapana meM DAle gaye saMskAroM se mukta ho | kI, phUla-pattI lagAye, sajAye, kucha pharka nahIM par3atA, yAda jAo, tuma acAnaka pAoge, tuma ekajuTa ho gye| tumhAre rahegI ki yaha kArAgRha hai| vastutaH jitanA chipAyegA, utanI hI khaMDa-khaMDa ikaTThe ho gye| tumhAre bhItara eka saMgIta kA janma | yAda saghana hogI ki yaha kArAgaha hai|| huA, kyoMki svataMtratA kA janma huaa| tuma aba baMdhe hue nahIM mullA nasaruddIna apanI patnI ke sAtha eka rAste se gujara rahA ho, parataMtra nahIM ho| yaha mukti kA pahalA kadama hai| jisane yaha hai| eka suMdara yuvatI nikalI, cauMkakara nasaruddIna ne use dekhaa| 229 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH 2 mullA kI patnI ne kahA ki dekho, koI bhI suMdara strI nikalI ki jor3a na jAe! tuma bhUla hI jAte ho ki tuma vivAhita ho| nasaruddIna ne kahA, nahIM, ulaTI hAlata ghaTI hai| saMnyAsa lene ne tumheM aura tor3a bhAgyavAna! vastutaH jaba kisI suMdara strI ko dekhatA hUM, tabhI mujhe diyaa| tumane Adhe-Adhe mana se liyaa| yaha tumhArA saMkalpa bahuta-bahuta yAda AtI hai ki are, vivAhita hUM! nizcita mullA tumhArI AtmA se nahIM utthaa| yaha tumane auroM ko lete dekhakara le ThIka kaha rahA hai| patnI sAtha ho aura suMdara strI rAste para mila liyA hogaa| yaha tuma bhIr3a ke sAtha cala gaye--bhIr3a-cAla jAe, to bar3I yAda AtI hai ki are| vivAhita hUM! sAlatI hai cle| tumane auroM ko prasanna hote dekhakara lobha ke kAraNa le pIr3A aura bhii| liyA hogA ki zAyada saMnyAsa lene se prasannatA milatI hai| kArAgaha ko agara tamane sAja-saMvAra liyA, jAnakara, bhalAne AnaMda milatA hai| isalie le liyA hogaa| zAyada mere ko, to kaise bhUloge? jAnakara koI bhulA sakatA hai? tuma agara AzIrvAda se tumhArA jIvana dhanya ho jAegA, isalie le liyA kisI ko bhulAne kA upAya karo, to bhulAne meM hI to yAda AtI hogaa| tumane bhikhamaMge kI taraha le liyA hogaa| tumane samrATa kI hai| jitanA bhulAnA cAho, utanI yAda saghana hotI hai| to lauTa to taraha nahIM liyaa| tumane apane svayaM ke sahaja-sphUrta bhAva se nahIM tuma na sakoge, lekina maiM kahatA hUM, tuma agara cAho to lauTa liyaa| zAyada kisI bhAvuka kSaNa meM le liyA hogaa| yahAM Aye sakate ho| lauTa jaao| bana par3e to lauTa jAo, na bana par3e, to hooge, sunA hogA, samajhA hogA, bhAvuka ho gaye hooge, phira pUre mere ho jaao| aba donoM ke bIca tuma DAMvADola bhAva-kSaNa ghira gayA hogA, usa kSaNa meM utara gaye, phira pIche Adhe-Adhe rahoge, to ttuuttoge| isalie bahucitta hotA jA rahA hUM, pachatA rahe ho ki yaha kyA kara liyA! isIlie to kahate ho, vikSipta hotA jA rahA hUM, TUTatA jA rahA huuN| hogaa| nirNaya lenA saMnyAsa bhI liyA hai| abhI liyA nhiiN| le lo, gaMgA bahatI hai, hogA ab| mere sAtha honA hai, to pare mere sAtha ho jaao| taba taka pI lo| isakA yaha artha nahIM ki tuma mahAvIra ke duzmana ho gye| mere phira bhI pAre kI taraha bikharA jA rahA huuN|' nirNaya nahIM kara pA sAtha pUre hokara eka dina tuma pAoge ki mahAvIra mile| lekina rahe ho ki aba kyA karanA hai| purAne jar3a-saMskAroM se baMdhe rahanA, yaha honA sAdhAraNa arthoM meM jaina honA na hogaa| jisako maiM jina | yA isa nayI svataMtratA ke rope ko Aropita kiyA hai, isako pAnI honA kahatA hUM-jaina honA nhiiN| jaina honA to paraMparA se hai, sIMcanA, smhaalnaa| do ke bIca ulajhe ho| parivAra se hai; jina honA, AtmajayI honA, yaha ghttegaa| magara tumane sunI usa gadhe kI kahAnI, jisake donoM tarapha do ghAsa ke isake lie sAhasa karanA hogaa| to hI ho sakatA hai| pUre lage the aura vaha bIca meM khar3A thaa| vaha taya na kara pAyA ki 'saMnyAsa bhI le liyA hai|' kucha AnaMda, ullAsa, kucha isa tarapha ke ghAsa ke pUre se bhojana karUM, yA usa tarapha ke| jarA ahobhAva tumhAre saMnyAsa meM nahIM hai abhii| abhI tumhArA saMnyAsa idhara jhukatA to khayAla AtA, usa tarapha kA jyAdA harA hai| jarA bar3A thothA hai| abhI tumane liyA hai, yaha kahanA ThIka nahIM hai| udhara jhukatA to khayAla AtA, idhara kA harA hai| vaha bIca meM hI maiMne diyA hai, itanA hI kahanA ThIka hai| maiM nahIM nahIM kara sakA, | khar3e-khar3e mara gye| donoM tarapha pUre rakhe the| bhojana pAsa thA, dUra isalie de diyA hai| ise tuma merI sajjanatA smjho| tumane abhI na thA, lekina nirNaya na ho skaa| duvidhA paidA hotI hai jaba tuma liyA nahIM hai| tumane jAgakara hozapUrvaka abhIpsA nahIM kI hai| nirNaya nahIM kara paate| dvaita paidA hotA hai jaba tuma nirNaya nahIM kara tumane prANapaNa se cAhA nahIM hai| tumane apanA saMkalpa arpita nahIM | paate| duI paidA hotI hai jaba tuma nirNaya nahIM kara paate| nirNaya hote kiyA hai| tuma samarpita nahIM ho| tumane liyA hotA to hala ho se dvaita gira jAtA hai| nirNaya advaita hai| jAtA, sArA mAmalA usI kssnn| usI lene meM hala ho jAtA hai| to tuma taya kara lo| idhara maiM hUM, udhara tumhAre jaina-saMskAra haiN| kyoMki usI lene meM tuma ikaTThe ho jaate| usI lene meM tumhAre sAre tuma taya kara lo| agara tumheM vahAM rasa ho, lauTa jaao| maiM tumheM khaMDa eka saMgIta meM baMdha jAte. tamhAre sAre svaroM ke bIca eka rokaMgA nhiiN| AnaMda tumheM cAhe na mile, kama se kama saMtoSa to layabaddhatA A jaatii| kyoMki itanA bar3A saMkalpa ho aura tumheM milegaa| calo vahI shii| kama se kama suvidhA to rahegI, calo 2300 2010_03

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vahI shii| lekina agara tumameM himmata hai aura mere sAtha A sakate ho, to AzvAsana hai-- AnaMda bhI mila sakatA hai| ahobhAva bhI ho sakatA hai| tuma dhanyabhAgI ho sakate ho| lekina nirNaya to karanA par3e, kImata to cukAnI pdd'e| yaha nirNaya karanA hI kImata cukAnI hai| nahIM to sabhI koI AnaMda ko upalabdha ho jaaeN| jo nirNaya karate haiM, vahI ho pAte haiN| 'jina-sUtra para pravacana acchA lagatA hai| para bhoga meM bhI rasa bahuta hai|' jina sUtra para pravacana kyoM acchA lagatA hai ? pravacana ke kAraNa ? to jina sUtra se kyA lenA-denA ! jina sUtra ke kAraNa ? to pravacana se kyA lenA! jina sUtra ke kAraNa acchA lagatA hai, to usakA artha huA ki tumhAre ahaMkAra ko tRpti milatI hai ki aho, dhanyabhAga, jaina- kula meM paidA huA ! aisI mUr3hatA sabhI ko sikhAyI gayI hai| hiMdU- kula meM paidA hue, dhanyabhAga! bhArata-bhUmi meM paidA hue, dhanyabhAga ! jaise aura saba abhAge haiM duniyA meN| jainoM ko to sikhAyA jAtA hai bacapana se ki tuma jaina- kula meM paidA hue, dhanyabhAgI / eka to manuSya honA durlabha, phira jaina honA ! bilakula durlabha ! jina sUtra para pravacana acchA lagatA hai usakA kula kAraNa itanA hI hai ki tumhAre ahaMkAra ko tRpti milatI hai, jaba maiM kahatA hUM mahAvIra ThIka, tumheM lagatA hai - bilakula ThIka; to hama bhI ThIka, to maiM bhI ThIka! jaba maiM kahatA hUM gItA ThIka, kRSNa ThIka, hiMdU akar3a jAtA hai, kahatA hai - bilakula tthiik| nahIM ki use maiM samajha meM A rahA hUM, ki kRSNa samajha meM A rahe haiM, ki gItA samajha meM A rahI hai, use sirpha ahaMkAra meM khujalAhaTa A rahI hai, khuradurI A rahI hai / phuraphurI A rahI hai| vaha isakA ahaMkAra majA le rahA hai, vaha kaha rahA hai - bilakula ThIka / phUla ke kuppA ho jAtA hai| isIlie rasa A rahA hogaa| yaha rasa nahIM hai| bar3A rugNa rasa hai| yaha svastha nahIM hai, yaha bImAra hai| yadi tuma mujhe sunate ho, to maiM kaha rahA hUM usakI phikira kro| tuma khUMTiyoM kI phikira kara rahe ho| maiM kyA khUMTI para TAMga rahA hUM, usakI phikira kro| guThaliyAM gina rahe ho, Ama cUso / magara mana bar3A pAgala hai| agara mahAvIra kI maiMne prazaMsA kara dI, jaina akar3akara calane lagatA hai| to vaha kahatA hai ki phira ThIka; to hama jo mAnate the, bilakula tthiik| tumhArI mAnyatA ko ThIka nahIM kaha rahA huuN| jaba 2010_03 jJAna hI krAMti maiM mahAvIra ko ThIka kahatA hUM to maiM jainoM ko ThIka nahIM kaha rahA hUM, dhyAna rkhnaa| agara jaina ThIka haiM, to mahAvIra galata haiN| agara mahAvIra sahI haiM, to jaina galata haiN| mahAvIra aura jainoM kA kyA lenA-denA ! inhIM duSToM ke kAraNa to saba kharAba huA / inhIM ne to DubAyA / ye khuda to DUbe, mahAvIra ko bhI le DUbe | mahAvIra inase mukta hote, to... to jyAdA sApha hotA AkAza / inhIM kI badaliyAM to ghira gayIM, unakA sUraja Dhaka gyaa| inhIM ke kAraNa to mahAvIra ko samajhanA muzkila ho gayA hai| hiMduoM ke kAraNa kRSNa ko samajhanA muzkila / IsAiyoM ke kAraNa jIsasa ko samajhanA muzkila / musalamAnoM ke kAraNa muhammada kI phajIhata! kyoMki jisane musalamAna ko dekhA, anajAne jo musalamAna kara rahA hai usakA doSAropaNa muhammada para bhI calA jAtA hai| jAegA hii| jisane jaina ko gaura se dekhA, vaha mahAvIra ke caraNoM meM sira nahIM jhukA sktaa| kyoMki agara yaha mahAvIra kA pariNAma hai, to mahAvIra meM kucha doSa rahA hI hogaa| lekina khayAla rakhanA, anuyAyI akasara guru se ulaTe hote haiN| zAyada jIvita guru ke pAsa jo anuyAyI ikaTThe hote haiM, ve to guru kI thor3I-bahuta mAnate - thor3I bahuta kahatA hUM, pUrI mAna lete to na mAlUma kitane mahAvIra eka-sAtha paidA ho jAte - thor3I-bahuta mAna lete haiM; para thor3I-bahuta sahI, utanI thor3I bhI unako bacA letI hai| phira unake bacce paidA hote haiM, phira unake bacce paidA hote haiM, mahAvIra dUra par3ate jAte haiN| phira mahAvIra eka piTI huI lakIra raha jAte haiN| jise tumane nahIM cunA hai, vaha kabhI bhI tumhAre lie jIvaMta dharma nahIM ho sktaa| jo tumane mAM-bApa se le liyA hai, paraMparA se le liyA hai, saMskAra se le liyA hai, vaha murdA lakIra hai| usameM koI prANa nhiiN| tuma thor3A soco, tuma mere pAsa Aye ho, to tumhAre jIvana meM eka ullAsa hogaa| tumane mujhe cunA hai, khojA hai, tuma marjI se Aye ho apanI, koI tumheM lAyA nahIM - vastutaH rokanevAle bahuta haiM, lAnevAlA tumheM yahAM kauna hai ! hajAra mile hoMge rAste meM jinhoMne kahA hogA - are, kahAM jAte ho, ruko! phira bhI tuma unako pAra karake Aye ho| bahuta calate haiM, thor3e se pahuMca pAte haiN| bIca meM aneka loga haiM rokanevAle, jo unheM roka lete haiN| to tumhAre Ane meM tumhArA bala hai, tumhArA saMkalpa hai| lekina tumhAre 231

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jina sUtra bhAgaH 2 baccoM ko tuma merI kitAbeM de jAoge, mere citra de jAoge, mAlA | biThAyA, koI cAlAkI na kii| koI duniyAdArI na kii| bholepana samhAla jAoge ki samhAlakara rakhanA, isa mAlA se hamane bahuta se cunaa| paayaa| vaha pAnA tumhAre saMkalpa se huA thA, mAlA se nhiiN| ina to tumhAre beToM ko tuma agara mujhe de gaye ki samhAlakara rakhanA, pustakoM se hameM bar3I jyoti milii| vaha jyoti tumhArI khoja se vaha samhAlakara rakheMge, vaha pUjA bhI kareMge, lekina maiM unake lie milI thii| ye bacce ina kitAboM ko rakhakara pUjA karate raheMge, ye bojha ho jAUMgA, jo galatI tumhAre mAM-bApa ne kI hai, vaha tuma inheM kholeMge bhI nhiiN| aura kabhI kholeMge bhI, to inakA kabhI bhI mata krnaa| tumhArA merA nAtA nijI hai, vaiyaktika hai| ise tuma hRdaya kA sparza na ho sakegA, kyoMki jo svayaM nahIM cunA hai...| thopa mata jaanaa| hAM, agara tumheM kucha milA ho, tumane kucha pAyA pharka smjho| ho to apanI saMpadA ukher3akara batA jAnA apane baccoM ko ki eka yuvaka eka yuvatI ke prema meM par3a jAtA hai, yaha eka bAta hai| hamane pAyA thA, isa taraha khojA thA, tuma bhI khojnaa| zAyada phira bApa jAtA hai usa yuvaka kA, paMDe-pujArI se milatA hai, tumheM bhI mila ske| milatA hai, itanA AzvAsana de jaanaa| jyotiSiyoM se milatA hai, phira kisI dUsarI lar3akI se usakA tumhAre AnaMda se unako pramANa mila jAe ki jagata meM paramAtmA vivAha taya karatA hai| pUcho usa yuvaka se kyA pharka hai? jisase hai| basa kAphI hai| phira ve khoja leMge apanA prmaatmaa| khuda hI vaha svayaM prema meM par3a gayA hai, vaha jAna dene ko taiyAra hai| jisase khojeMge, to hI majA aayegaa| muphta milegA, to be-majA ho bApa usakA vivAha karavA denA cAhatA hai, vaha samajhatA hai yaha | jAtA hai| phaMdA ho rahA hai, phAMsI laga rahI hai| donoM striyAM haiN| yaha bhI 'jina-sUtra para pravacana acchA lagatA hai|' to kahIM bhUla ho jarUrI nahIM hai ki bApa ne jo strI cunI hai, vaha preyasI se kama suMdara rahI hai abhii| jo meM kaha rahA hUM, use suno, bahAnoM para dhyAna mata ho--jyAdA bhI ho sakatI hai| nizcita hI bApa jyAdA hoziyAra do| bahAnoM para dhyAna galata dRSTi ke kAraNa jAtA hai| akasara hai| jyAdA jIvana dekhA hai| vaha jyAdA suMdara, svastha, kulIna, aisA hotA hai ki maiM vahI kahatA hUM mahAvIra ke nAma para, vahI suzikSita, saMpanna parivAra cunegaa| vaha hajAra bAteM socegA, jo kahatA hUM buddha ke nAma pr| ThIka vahI bAta kahatA huuN| lekina beTA abhI jAna bhI nahIM sakatA, soca bhI nahIM sktaa| beTA to jaba buddha ke nAma para kahatA hUM, taba jaina baiThA rahatA hai. usako aMdhe kI taraha kisI bhI lar3akI ke prema meM par3a sakatA hai| bApa kucha rasa nahIM aataa| jaba mahAvIra ke nAma para kahatA hUM, taba vaha hajAra bAteM socegA, Age kI, pIche kI, saba hisAba lgaayegaa|| sajaga hokara sunane lagatA hai, usakI rIr3ha sIdhI ho jAtI hai| to bApa gaNita se calegA, tarka se clegaa| beTA prema se cala rahA hai| tuma apane ahaMkAra ko pUja rahe ho| na tama mahAvIra ko paja rahe, lekina beTA jisake prema meM par3a gayA hai, usa para jAna dene ko na buddha ko pUja rhe| taiyAra hai| aura jisase usakA vivAha kiyA jA rahA hai, vaha 'jina-sUtra para pravacana acchA lagatA hai, para bhoga meM rasa bahata jabardastI ghasITA jAegA-jaise bali kA pazu bUcar3akhAne kI hai|' donoM kA kAraNa jina-sUtra hai| jina-sUtra para pravacana tarapha ghasITA jAtA hai, aisA anubhava kregaa| use lagegA mauta ho acchA lagatA hai| kyoMki bacapana se vahI sunA hai, pakar3A hai, rahI hai merii| pakar3AyA gayA hai| abodha the taba se tumhArA mana usI se Aropita yahI pharka dharmoM kA bhI hai| jo dharma tumane cunA, vaha to tumhArA kiyA gayA hai| aura usI ke kAraNa bhoga se bhI chuTakArA nahIM prema hai| aura jo dharma tumheM mAM-bApa se milA, vaha tumhArA vivAha hotA, kyoMki bacapana se hI damana sikhAyA gayA hai| jina-sUtra hai| vivAha kabhI prema nahIM ho paataa| aura jisa dina prema vivAha kI jinhoMne vyAkhyA kI hai, unhoMne aisI galata vyAkhyA kI hai ki ho jAtA hai, usa dina prema mara jAtA hai| yA jisa dina kabhI vivAha jina-sUtra kA pUrA artha damanAtmaka ho gayA hai, ripresiva ho gayA prema bana jAtA hai, usa dina vivAha samApta ho jAtA hai| prema bar3I hai| dbaao| kucha bhI svIkAra nahIM hai| niSedha kro| kucha bhI bAta aura hai| kyA hai pharka? tumane cunA, svataMtratA se cunaa| vidheya nahIM hai| kaatto| pApI banA gaye haiM ve sUtra aura unakI apane bhAva se cunaa| apane hRdaya se cunaa| koI gaNita na vyAkhyAeM tumheN| honA to ulaTA cAhie thaa| mahAvIra kI to 2010_03

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AkAMkSA vahI thI, ki tumhAre bhItara ke paramAtmA kA tumheM smaraNa aaye| lekina tumhAre sAdhu-saMta tumheM sirpha tumhAre pApI kI yAda dilA - dilAkara aparAdha se bhara gaye haiN| to tumane jIvana meM jina-jina cIjoM ko pApa mAnakara dabA rakhA hai, una una meM rasa bahuta AyegA / bhoga ko dabAyA, to bhoga meM rasa aayegaa| kAma ko dabAyA, kAma meM rasa AyegA / lobha ko dabAyA, to lobha naye-naye rUpoM meM pragaTa hogaa| krodha ko dabAyA, to nayI-nayI bhAva-bhaMgimAeM krodha dhAraNa kregaa| jo dabAyA, | usase chuTakArA kabhI bhI na hogaa| dabAne se koI mukti nahIM aatii| samajho, jAgo / agara bhoga meM rasa hai, to bhoga se bhAgo mt| jAgo; bhoga meM hI khar3e-khar3e jaago| tumhArA jAgaraNa hI tumheM bhoga se chuTakArA dilAyegA / to maiM nahIM kahatA ki bhaago| bhAgane se kyA hogA ? bhoga bhItara hai, tuma jahAM jAoge vahIM tumhAre sAtha calA jaaegaa| yaha koI bAhara rakhI cIja thor3e hI hai, ki pITha kara lI aura bhAga khar3e hue, to dUra chUTa gyii| yaha tumhAre aMtasa meM hai| ise miTAne kA eka hI upAya hai - ise jAnanA / jJAna krAMti hai| aura jJAna ekamAtra krAMti hai / aura taraha kI krAMti hotI hI nahIM / to agara bhoga meM rasa hai, to ghabar3Ao mata, rasa lo / jAgakara lo| bhogo| isakA itanA hI artha hai ki tuma bhoga se abhI gujare nahIM / gujarane ke pahale tumane niMdA kara lii| saMsAra ko abhI jAnA nahIM; jAnane ke pahale tyAjya samajha liyaa| nahIM, vyarthatA ko dekhanA pdd'egaa| tabhI saMsAra chUTatA hai| gujaranA par3egA, anubhava se, anubhava kI pIr3A se / anubhava kI agni se jalanA, tapanA pdd'egaa| 'phira paraMparA aura saMskAra pAMva para ber3I kI taraha par3e haiN|' par3e nahIM haiM, tuma unheM pakar3e hue ho / ber3iyAM koI bAMdhe nahIM hai, tuma unheM samhAle hue ho| kauna tumheM rokatA hai / chodd'o| tumhAre chor3ate hI ve chUTa jaaeNgii| lekina bhaya hai, ghabar3AhaTa hai| yaha bar3e maje kI bAta hai - bar3I viDaMbanA kI bhI - ki jisase kucha bhI nahIM milatA usako bhI hama pakar3e rahate haiM, samhAle rahate haiM thAtI kI taraha, dharohara kI taraha / tuma kUr3A-karkaTa bhI bAhara nahIM pheMka pAte ho, usako bhI tijor3I meM samhAle jAte ho| agara tumheM dikhAyI par3a gayA hai ki yaha ber3iyAM haiM, to ar3acana kyA hai, aba chodd'o| tor3o, girA do / eka kSaNa meM yaha ghaTa | 2010_03 jJAna hI krAMti sakatA hai| lekina zAyada tumheM dikhAyI nahIM par3a rahA hai| yahAM bhI tumane merI bAteM suna-sunakara mAna lI haiN| yaha tumhArI samajha banI nahIM hai| isalie tuma eka tarakIba nikAla rahe ho| tuma kahate ho ber3iyAM bAMdhe hue haiN| bAMdhe hue kauna hai ! saMskAra kahAM bAMdhe hue haiN| tuma kaha do ki basa kSamA, aba bahuta ho gayA; tumase kucha bhI na pAyA, aba mujhe tumase mukta hokara kucha khoja lene do| maMdira ho Aye bahuta bAra, kucha na milA, aba kyoM roja cale jAte ho! Adata na banAo maMdira jAne kii| dharma Adata nahIM, svabhAva hai| Adata meM svabhAva daba jAtA hai| jisa mUrti ke sAmane sira jhukA - jhukAkara thaka gaye, mAthA ghisa DAlA, mUrti bhI kharAba kara DAlI, aba usako kaho ki bahuta ho gayA; hama bhI thaka gaye. ye, tuma bhI thaka gaye hooge, aba mujhe kSamA karo! lekina kahIM aura ar3acana hai| jisako tuma ber3iyAM kaha rahe ho, vaha merA zabda tumane upayoga kara liyA, tumhArA nahIM / tumhAre mana meM to bhItara kahIM hai ki yaha ber3I bar3I mUlyavAna hai, sone kI hai, hIre-javAharAta jar3I hai, isako chor3a kaise deM ! isameM to bar3A rahasya hai | to nahIM chUTa paayegii| to phira kaise chUTegI ! agara tuma bImArI ko svAsthya samajhe baiThe ho, to tuma kaise ilAja karoge ? agara tumane galata ko ThIka samajha rakhA hai, aMdhere ko prakAza samajha rakhA hai, kAMTe ko phUla samajha rakhA hai, to phira tuma kaise mukta ho sakoge ! jAe dekho ThIka se, agara ber3I hai, to todd'o| tor3ane ke lie kucha bhI nahIM karanA par3atA, sirpha samajha meM A jAe ki ber3I hai, chUTa jAtI hai / tuma hAtha meM kaMkar3a-patthara lie jA rahe ho aura koI mila aura kaha de ki kaMkar3a-patthara haiM, to kyA tuma pUchoge ki aba ina kaMkar3a-pattharoM ko kaise choDUM ? yaha pUchanA to tabhI saMbhava hai, jaba tumhAre bhItara mana meM to tuma mAnate ho ki haiM to hIre-javAharAta, yaha AdamI kaha rahA hai kaMkar3a-patthara; isa AdamI ko bhI inakAra karanA muzkila hai, isa AdamI ke tarka meM bala hai aura bhItara kA saMskAra bhI kahatA hai - kaMkar3a-patthara ! ye hIre-motI haiM, kaMkar3a-patthara nahIM haiM, aba kareM kyA? tuma usa AdamI se pUchate ho, inheM chor3eM kaise? yA to ye hIre-motI haiM, chor3ane kI jarUrata nahIM / yA phira ye kaMkar3a-patthara haiM, chor3ane kI jarUrata kyA hai ? chUTa hI jAne caahie| girA do, hAtha khola do / muTThI kholo| ghabar3Ao mata ! jisase kucha bhI nahIM 233

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jina satra bhAga 2 milA hai, use chor3ane se kucha hAni na ho jaaegii| lekina loga to prazaMsA milatI hai| kyoMki samAja tumheM mukta nahIM dekhanA dukha chor3ane taka meM Darate haiN| dukha taka ko pakar3a lete haiM, kama se caahtaa| samAja ke lie yahI suvidhA hai ki tuma jaMjIroM meM rho| kama purAnA hai, pahacAnA huA hai| jaise hI tuma jaMjIreM tor3oge, tumhArI pratiSThA khone lgegii| loga yahAM kacha bhI malyavAna nahIM hai. jo tama pakaDe hae ho| aura jo tamheM sammAna na deNge| mUlyavAna hai, use pakar3ane kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai, vaha tumhArA | eka jaina-sAdhu mujhe milane Aye, kucha varSa phle| maiMne unase svabhAva hai| jisa jaina-dharma ko tumane pakar3A hai, vaha to kevala pUchA ki saca-saca kaho, milA kyA hai tumheM? pacAsa varSa se tuma paraMparA hai, lIka hai| jisa jina-dharma kI maiM bAta kara rahA hUM, vaha jaina-muni ho, pAyA kyA hai? jaba teraha-caudaha varSa ke the, taba tumhArA svabhAva hai| saba lIkeM, saba paraMparAeM chor3a doge, taba tuma mAM-bApa ne dIkSA de dii| mAM-bApa bhI muni ho gaye the, to unhoMne pAoge usakA AvirbhAva huaa| unheM bhI muni banA liyaa| vaha kahane lage, Apase chipA nahIM jhUTha kyoM boleM pharoge-masalahata ke nAma para sakatA, pAyA kucha bhI nhiiN| phira maiMne kahA, jaba pAyA nahIM. to jiMdagI pyArI sahI lekina hameM maranA to hai pacAsa sAla kAphI nahIM haiM anubhava ke lie ki yahAM kacha milA jhUTha kyoM bole pharoge-masahalata ke nAma para nahIM, kahIM aura khojeM, jiMdagI khotI jA rahI hai? unhoMne kahA, hita-ahita ke nAma para jhUTha kyoM boleM? | bar3A muzkila hai| pratiSThA milI, sammAna milA, ahaMkAra kI jiMdagI pyArI sahI lekina hameM maranA to hai| pUjA huI-hajAroM loga mere caraNa chUte haiM- kucha aura nahIM kitanI hI pyArI ho jiMdagI chaTa hI jAnI hai. maranA hai| isa milaa| bhItara bilakala khAlI haM. lekina bAhara baDA sammAna hai| jiMdagI ke lie, isa jiMdagI ke hita aura ahita ke lie, aura agara ise maiM chor3a daM, to jo mere paira chUte haiM ve mujhe ghara meM kalyANa-akalyANa ke lie jhUTha kyoM boleM? jo chUTa hI jAnA | buhArI lagAne kI naukarI bhI dene ko rAjI na hoNge| na maiM hai, ve samajhadAra ke lie chUTa hI gyaa| jo jiMdagI miTa hI jAnI par3hA-likhA hUM, na merI koI aura yogyatA hai| basa merI yogyatA hai, vaha miTI hI par3I hai| phira vaha yaha nahIM kahatA ki aba yahI ki maiM upavAsa kara sakatA huuN| aba yaha bhI koI yogyatA hai, jiMdagI kI rakSA ke lie jhUTha bolanA jarUrI hai| jiMdagI kI koI | ki bhUkhe mara sakate haiM! merI yogyatA yahI hai ki maiM kaSTa saha rakSA ho hI nahIM sakatI, jiMdagI to jAegI hI, to thor3I sakatA hai| yaha bhI koI yogyatA hai! kaSTa sahanA koI yogyatA sukha-suvidhA meM bItI ki thor3I asuvidhA meM bItI, kyA pharka hai! murde kI taraha jI sakatA hUM, yahI yogyatA hai| par3atA hai! sapanA subaha TUTa hI jAegA, sapane meM bhikhArI rahe ki khayAla karanA, tuma jina jaMjIroM ko pakar3e ho, unake sAtha rAjA rahe, kyA pharka par3atA hai! garIba kI taraha jIe ki amIra kI pratiSThA jur3I hogii| maMdira AdamI jAtA hai, kyoMki loga samajhate taraha jIe, kyA pharka par3atA hai! pratiSThita kI taraha jIe ki | haiM dhArmika hai| na jAe, to loga samajhate haiM adhArmika hai| loga apratiSThita kI taraha jIe; logoM ne Adara diyA ki anAdara dAna bhI kara lete haiM, gItA bhI rakhakara par3ha lete haiM, kurAna bhI diyA, kyA pharka par3atA hai! jiMdagI chUTa hI jAnI hai| rakhakara par3ha lete haiM, tAki logoM ko lagatA rahe ki jiMdagI pyArI sahI, lekina hameM maranA to hai dhArmika-bar3e sjjn-saadhu-critr| loga caritra ko bhI eka bAra yaha samajha meM A jAe, to phira tuma jaMjIroM ko chor3ane pakar3e rakhate haiN| vrata-niyama bhI bAMdhe rakhate haiN| magara yaha saba meM koI ar3acana na paaoge| ahaMkAra kI hI pUjA cala rahI hai| aura AtmA ko pAnA ho, to Dara kyA hai? pratiSThA milatI hai jaMjIroM se| jisake pAsa isa pUjA se chuTakArA karanA hI hogaa| kyoMki yahI to bAdhA hai| jitanI bar3I jaMjIreM haiM, utanI bar3I pratiSThA hai| loga kahate haiM, / 'kRpayA mArga-darzana deN|' tumhAre prazna meM hI tumhArA uttara chipA dekho, kitanI bar3I jaMjIreM haiM isa AdamI ke pAsa, kitane hai| himmata kro| kAyara na rho| thor3A sAhasa kro| dAMva para hIre-motI jar3I, sone kI, khAlisa sone kI banI-caubIsa lgaao| yahAM khone ko to kucha bhI nahIM hai, agara saba kho bhI kaireTa sone kI banI! jitane tuma jaMjIroM meM jakar3e ho, utanI tumheM gayA aura kucha bhI na milA, to bhI kucha nahIM khotA hai| 234 2010_03

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jJAna hI krAMti lekina maiM tumase kahatA hUM, jisane himmata kI hai dAMva para lagAne yaha jo maiM tumase kaha rahA hUM, isa kahane para bahuta jyAdA nirbhara kI usane jarUra pA liyA hai| magara muphta kucha bhI nahIM milatA mata rhnaa| isa kahe hue ke kinAre-kinAre anakahA huA bhI | hai| hara cIja kI kImata cukAnI par3atI hai| tuma AtmA ko pAne bheja rahA huuN| hara do zabdoM ke bIca meM jo khAlI jagaha hai, vahIM tuma cale ho, muphta pAne cale ho| kImata cukaao| yadyapi jaba mujhe pkdd'naa| jaba maiM cupa raha jAtA hUM, taba mujhe gaura se sunnaa| AtmA milegI, paramAtmA kA darzana hogA, taba tuma pAoge jo zabda chUTa jAeM, harja nahIM, zUnya na cUkane paaye| isalie kImata cukAyI thI, vaha to kucha bhI na thii| jo milA hai, vaha to kabhI-kabhI aisA hogA ki sunate-sunate eka tArI laga jaaegii| amUlya hai| usako kisI kImata se cukAnA saMbhava nhiiN| kubera eka laya baMdha jaaegii| eka anUThe rasa meM sarobora hone lgoge| ke sAre khajAne bhI ulIca dene se usakI kImata cukanevAlI nahIM usa kSaNa aisA bhI lagegA ki aba kucha sanAyI nahIM par3atA, aba hai| ghabar3Ao mata kucha dikhAyI nahIM par3atA, lekina mastaka jhukane lgegaa| vaha jisma kI mauta koI mauta nahIM hotI hai jhukanA bar3A sAMketika hai| vaha samarpaNa kA sUcaka hai| use jisma miTa jAne se iMsAna nahIM mara jAte tor3anA mt| usa taMdrA ko hilAnA mt| vaisI taMdrA samAdhi kI dhar3akaneM rukane se aramAna nahIM mara jAte pahalI jhalaka hai| sAMsa thama jAne se ailAna nahIM mara jAte yaha mata socanA ki yaha maiM kyA kara rahA hUM, sunane AyA thA, hoMTha jama jAne se pharamAna nahIM mara jAte sunanA to cUkA jA rahA hai| dekhane AyA thA, AMkheM to baMda huI jA jisma kI mauta koI mauta nahIM hotI hai| rahI haiN| yahAM jo dekhane ko hai, vaha AMkha baMda karake hI dekhane ko zarIra bhI mara jAe, to bhI tuma nahIM marate ho| mana bhI mara jAe, hai| aura yahAM jo sunane ko hai, vaha jaba tuma jhukoge tabhI sunAyI to bhI tuma nahIM marate ho| vastutaH jaise hI tuma jAnane lagate ho ki pdd'egaa| to maiMne jo kahA, agara vaha yAda bhI na rahe, phikira mata zarIra kI mRtyu merI mRtyu nahIM, mana kI mRtyu merI mRtyu nahIM, vaise krnaa| kyoMki yahAM hama koI parIkSA dene nahIM baiThe haiM kisI hI tumheM pahalI daphA mahAjIvana kI jhalaka milanI zurU hotI hai| vizvavidyAlaya kI, ki maiMne jo kahA vaha tumheM yAda rhe| usake pahalI daphA aMdhere meM dIyA jalatA hai| noTa mata lenaa| usako mana meM phikira mata krnaa| yahAM to kucha to vyartha mUlyoM ko mUlya mata do| pratiSThA, sammAna, satkAra, aura hI ghaTa rahA hai bolane ke bhaane| yahAM to bolane ke bahAne rispekTebiliTI-jhAr3o, buhAro, kUr3A-karkaTa ikaTThA karo, hRdaya aura hRdaya kA mela banAne kI ceSTA cala rahI hai| yaha kacarAghara meM pheMka aao| ise ghara meM rakhane kI jarUrata nahIM hai| bolanA to aise hI hai jaise choTe baccoM ko hama khilaunA de dete haiM ki khelo| bacce khilaune ke khela meM laga jAte haiM, to zAMta ho cauthA prazna : Apake pravacana par3hane meM rasa AyA, pustakeM yahAM jAte haiN| upadrava nahIM krte| aisA hI merA bolanA hai| yaha to khIMca lAyIM; lekina aba zabda samajha meM nahIM pdd'te| AMkheM | khilaune haiM, tumhArI buddhi ko ki khelo| jaba tumhArI buddhi Apako nihAratI rahatI haiM aura miMca jAne para mastaka nata ho khela-khilaune meM ulajhI hai, taba maiM tumhAre hRdaya ke pAsa huuN| buddhi rahatA hai| kyA yahI rUpAMtaraNa hai mana se AtmA kI tarapha? | kA upadrava baMda hai, vaha apane khilaunoM meM ulajhI hai, tumhArA hRdaya mere karIba sarakakara A sakatA hai| agara aisA ghaTane lage, ghaTane nizcita hii| zabda kaba taka sunate rahoge? zUnya sunanA | denaa| paripUrNa bhAva se ghaTane denaa| kyoMki vahI lakSya hai| pdd'egaa| vANI meM kaba taka ulajhe rahoge? vANI ke pAra calanA arabAbe-junUM para phurakata meM hogaa| yaha bAta jo maiM tumase kaha rahA hai, kAnoM se sunane kI nahIM, aba kyA kahiye kyA-kyA gujarI hRdaya se sunane kI hai| aura yaha jo izAre maiM tumheM kara rahA hUM, Aye the savAde-ulphata meM AMkhoM se dekhane para samajha meM na AyeMge, AMkheM baMda hoMgI tabhI kucha kho bhI gaye kucha pA bhI gaye samajha meM aayeNge| prema ke yAtriyoM para prema kI yAtrA meM kyA-kyA gajarI? 2351 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 arabAbe-junUM para phurakata meM hai aTala vizvAsa jIvana chIna jAUMgA maraNa se! aba kyA kahiye kyA-kyA gujarI dUra mata karanA caraNa se!!' Aye the savAde-ulaphata meM bhAgyazAlI ho agara jhukane kI kalA A rahI hai| isa bhAgya Aye the premanagara kI sImA meN| ko bhogo| isa bhAgya ko sAtha sahayoga kro| isa bhAgya meM Aye the saMvAde-ulaphata meM bAdhA mata DAla denaa| isa ghaTatI huI ghaTanA meM kisI taraha kA kucha kho bhI gaye kucha pA bhI gaye avarodha khar3A mata kara denaa| tumhAre jhukane meM hI kaMjI hai| vahIM yahAM kucha khoyegA, to hI kucha pAyA jaaegaa| yahAM jitanA se dvAra khulatA hai maMdira kaa| khoyegA, utanA hI pAyA jaaegaa| idhara tuma agara bilakula kho gaye, to saba kucha pA gye| yahAM se agara bace-bace cale gaye, to AkhirI prazna : jAnane kI cAha meM maiMne rAta ko dina racate khAlI Ae khAlI cale gye| jhuko| jhuka jaao| samagra dekhaa| aisA kyoM huA? mana-prANa se jhaka jaao| yahI to sadA se bhaktoM kI gahana prArthanA rahI hai jo bhI jAnane calegA, vaha eka na eka dina usa par3Ava para dUra mata karanA caraNa se| pahaMcatA hai, jahAM viparIta milate hae dikhAyI par3ate haiN| jahAM dina chor3a kara saMsAra sArA, aura rAta viparIta nahIM hote| jahAM dina aura rAta eka hI prakriyA hai liyA inakA sahArA, ke do aMga hote haiN| yadi na Thaura milA yahAM bhI kyA milA phira manuja-tana se! rAta hI to dina ko racatI hai| rAta ke garbha meM hI to dina palatA dUra mata karanA caraNa se!! hai| aura phira dina ke garbha meM rAta racI jAtI hai| dina hI to roja kaluSa jIvana puNya hogA, rAta ko janma de jAtA hai| rAta hI to roja phira dina ko svapna, sata akSuNNa hogA, punarujjIvita kara jAtI hai| jIvana meM hI to mauta palatI hai| mauta chu sakU priya paga tumhAre pyAra ke gIle nayana se| se hI to jIvana umagatA hai| patajhar3a meM hI to vasaMta ke pahale dUra mata karanA caraNa se!! caraNa sunAyI par3ate haiN| vasaMta phira patajhar3a ke lie taiyArI kara yadi tumhArI chAMha-citavana jAtA hai| purAne girate pattoM ke pIche jhAMkate naye pattoM ko dekho| meM pale yaha kSudra jIvana naye jhAMkate pattoM ke pIche phira parAne girate pattoM kI kathA likha hai aTala vizvAsa jIvana chIna jAUMgA maraNa se! jAnevAlI hai| dUra mata karanA caraNa se! yahAM jIvana meM dvaMdva, dvaMdva nahIM hai, dvaMdva paripUrakatA hai| yahAM kucha vaha jaba tuma jhuka rahe ho, taba aise gahare bhAva se jhukanA ki virodha nahIM hai, avirodha hai| do dikhAyI par3ate haiM, kyoMki hameM prabhu-caraNoM meM jhuka rahe haiM, ki paramAtmA meM jhuka rahe haiN| abhI dekhane kI gaharI pakar3a nahIM AyI, sUjha nahIM AyI, | dUra mata karanA caraNa se!! pariprekSya nahIM hai| abhI dRSTi gaharI nahIM hai| isalie do dikhAyI yadi tumhArI chAMha-citavana par3ate haiN| jaba dRSTi gaharI hogI, to tuma pAoge eka hI bcaa| meM pale yaha kSudra jIvana yahI to advaita kA sAra hai| khojane jo cale, unheM eka na eka dina tuma jhuke ki chAyA meM Aye paramAtmA kii| akar3e khar3e raho, to | patA calA, jIvana aura mRtyu eka hI sikke ke do pahalU haiN| sukha ahaMkAra kI dhUpa meM jalate rhoge| jhuke ki Aye chAyA meN| milI aura dukha; saphalatA, asaphalatA; zAMti, azAMti; saMsAra, chaayaa| saMnyAsa: sabhI eka hI pahala ke do hisse haiN| yadi tumhArI chAMha-citavana jisa dina yaha dikhAyI par3atA hai-yaha par3Ava hai, yaha AkhirI meM pale yaha kSudra jIvana par3Ava hai, isake bAda maMjila hai-jisa dina yaha dikhAyI par3atA 236 2010_03

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/ hai ki dvaMdva nahIM hai aura sabhI dvaita eka hI meM jur3e haiM, basa maMjila karIba A gyii| yaha AkhirI par3Ava hai| isake bAda jo bacatA hai, use to eka kahanA bhI ThIka nahIM; kyoMki jahAM do hI nahIM bace, vahAM eka kaise kaheM! isa par3Ava taka do rahate haiM, isa par3Ava para do eka ho jAte haiM, isake bAda to eka bhI kahanA ucita nahIM | isalie to vedAMta paramAtmA ko eka nahIM kahatA, kahatA hai - advaita / do nhiiN| basa itanA hI kahA jA sakatA hai-- do nhiiN| isalie to mahAvIra kahate haiM, paramAtmA aura AtmA aisA nahIM, AtmA hI paramAtmA / ve bhI advaita kI hI bAta bola rahe haiM, apane DhaMga se, eka hii| magara eka kahanA ThIka nahIM, kyoMki eka se do kA khayAla uThatA hai, do se tIna kA khayAla uThatA hai, tIna se cAra kA khayAla uThatA hai / eka kA koI artha hI nahIM hotA agara aura saMkhyAeM na hoN| aura vaha itanA eka hai ki vahAM aura koI saMkhyA nhiiN| dhyAna gaharA hogA, to vaha par3Ava AyegA jahAM dvaMdva miTa jAte haiN| taba daur3anA, aba ghara bahuta karIba A gayA; aba tuma ThIka sAmane hI khar3e ho / aba darzanazAstra meM mata ulajha jaanaa| aba yaha prazna mata pUcho mujhase ki 'jAnane kI cAha meM maiMne rAta ko dina racate dekhA, aisA kyoM huA ?' aba yaha 'kyoM' uThAyA to tuma vApisa lauTa par3oge / 'kyoM' uThAyA ki phira ciMtana - vicAra zurU huaa| aba chor3o, aba bhuulo| aba yaha 'kyUM' aura 'kyA', aba yaha darzana aura vijJAna chodd'o| aba to daur3a pdd'o| yaha AkhirI par3Ava hai, isase bilakula sAmane maMjila hai / aba to sIdhe ghusa jAo usa advaita meN| hara subaha zAma kI zarArata hai hara haMsI azru kI tijArata hai mujhase pUcho na artha jIvana kA - jiMdagI mauta kI ibArata hai| saba jur3e haiM / saba ikaTThe haiN| kaphana bar3hA to kisalie najara tU DabaDabA gayI siMgAra kyoM sahama gayA, bahAra kyoM lajA gayI na janma kucha, na mRtyu kucha, basa itanI sirpha bAta haikisI kI AMkha khula gayI, kisI ko nIMda A gayI AMkha khulane aura baMda hone kA hI pharka hai| AMkha baMda ho gayI, mara gye| AMkha khula gayI, janma gye| itanA hI pharka hai - AMkha 2010_03 jJAna hI krAMti khulane aura baMda hone kA / aura jisa para AMkha khulatI aura baMda hotI hai, vaha to na to janmatA aura na maratA / tumhArI AMkha kI jhalaka baMda hotI rahatI hai, khulatI rahatI hai-- AMkha jhapakatI rahatI hai| tuma binA jhapake bhItara maujUda ho| sRSTi hai paramAtmA kI AMkha kA khula jaanaa| pralaya hai paramAtmA kI AMkha jaanaa| lekina donoM ke pIche jo chipA hai - zAzvata caitanya, vaha na to kabhI janmatA, na kabhI miTatA / na usakA koI janma hai, na koI mRtyu hai / na koI dukha hai, na koI sukha hai| na koI hAra hai, na koI jIta hai| jaba aisA tumheM lage ki tuma usa jagaha A gaye jahAM rAta dina ko janma detI dikhAyI par3atI hai, to aba bhUlakara bhI uThAnA / prazna bhaTakA deNge| kyoMki prazna uttara meM le jAeMge, uttara aura praznoM meM le jaaeNge| phira tuma vApasa A gye| isa ghar3I to saba prazna - uttaroM kI gaTharI bAMdhakara pheMka denA, daur3a par3anA / nirbhara hokara, ghusa jAnA usa anaMta meN| bahuta se loga dhyAna se lauTa Aye haiN| samAdhi taka nahIM pahuMca paate| kyoMki dhyAna ke AkhirI par3Ava para phira prazna bar3e prabala hokara uThate haiN| vastutaH bahuta prabala hokara uThate haiN| kyoMki mana apanI AkhirI ceSTA karatA hai, aMtima ceSTA karatA hai| jaise subaha hone ke pahale rAta khUba aMdherI ho jAtI hai / yA dIyA bujhane ke pahale jyoti khUba lapakakara jalatI hai / yA marane ke pahale AdamI ekadama svastha mAlUma hone lagatA hai-- bImAra AdamI bhI / AkhirI uphAna AtA hai, AkhirI jvAra AtA hai jIvana kaa| aise hI mana bhI marane ke pahale, khone ke pahale bar3I prabalatA se prazna uThAtA hai| usa vakta agara tuma jarA cUke, to mana tumheM khIMca legA / baccoM kA khela dekhA hai? sIr3hI aura sAMpa - lUDo / to bacce khelate haiN| sIr3hI se to car3ha jAte haiM, sAMpa se nIce utara Ate haiN| agara sIr3hI para pahuMca jAte haiM, to Upara car3hate haiN| agara sAMpa kA muMha pakar3a jAtA hai, to nIce utara Ate haiN| pAse pheMkate haiN| ninyAnabe ke AMkar3e para bhI sAMpa kA muMha hai / agara para pahuMca gaye, to jIta gye| lekina ninyAnabe taka bhI sAMpa kA muMha hai| jIvana kA khela bhI aisA hI khela hai| sIr3hI aura sAMpa ! yahAM AkhirI caraNa ninyAnabe DigrI para bhI, jaba mana bilakula miTane karIba hotA hai, sAMpa kA muMha khulatA hai- AkhirI ke 237

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 bAra-agara vahAM sAvadhAnI na baratI, sAMpa kI pUMcha tumheM phira vahAM le AtI hai jahAM se phira laMbI yAtrA hai| nahIM, isa jagaha prazna mata puucho| isa jagaha to niSprazna hokara, lo chlaaNg| dhyAna lagA hai, samAdhi karIba hai| utara jaao| aura samAdhi meM saba samAdhAna hai| isIlie to use samAdhi kahate haiN| Aja itanA hii| 238 2010_03

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tI 8.3 8 . 2 - sUtra jaha kaMTaeNa viddho, savvaMge veyaNaddio hoi| taha ceva uddhiyammi u, nissallo niTavuo hoi|| evamaNuddhiyadoso, mAillo teNaM dukkhio hoi| so ceva cattadoso, suvisuddho nivvuo hoi||113|| NANeNa jjhANasijjhI, jhANAdo svvkmmnnijjrnnN| NijjaraNaphalaM mokkhaM, NANabbhAsaM tado kujjaa||114|| tesiM tu tavo Na suddho, nikkhaMtA je mhaakulaa| jaM nevanne viyANaMti, na silogaM pvejji||115|| nANamayavAyasahio, sIlujjalio tavo mao aggii| saMsArakaraNabIyaM, dahai davaggI ta taNarAsiM / / 116 / / 2010_03 www.jalnelibrary.org

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halA sUtra hai| hajAra kAma hoM to bhI bIca-bIca meM kAMTe kI cubhana yAda A 'jaise kAMTA cubhane para sAre zarIra meM vedanA yA pIr3A jAtI hai| kAMTA cubhA ho, calo, baiTho, bAta karo, lekina hara hotI hai aura kAMTe ke nikala jAne para zarIra nizalya jagaha aMtarAla meM se kAMTe kI cubhana yAda A jAtI hai| yaha jo arthAta sarvAMga sukhI ho jAtA hai, vaise hI apane doSoM ko pragaTa na cubhana hai, isako mahAvIra kahate haiM zalya kI avsthaa| isa cubhana karanevAlA mAyAvI dukhI yA vyAkula rahatA hai; aura unako guru ko nikAla do, to nizalya-citta kA janma hotA hai, svastha-citta ke samakSa pragaTa kara dene para suvizuddha hokara sukhI ho jAtA hai| kA janma hotA hai| tumhAre bhItara aisA kucha bhI na raha jAe jo mana meM koI zalya nahIM raha jaataa|' tumane dabAyA hai| tumhAre bhItara aisA kucha bhI na raha jAe jo tumane | yaha satra atyadhika mahatvaparNa hai| isa satra ko khojate chipAyA hai| tamhAre bhItara aisA kacha bhI na raha jAe jise dekhane se manovijJAna ko bahuta dera lgii| jo mahAvIra ne kahA paccIsa sau tuma Darate ho, jise AMkha ke sAmane karane meM bhaya lagatA hai| pITha varSa pahale, vaha phrAyaDa ko abhI-abhI isa sadI meM jAkara khayAla ke pIche kucha bhI na raha jAe, saba AMkha ke sAmane A jAe, meM aayaa| isa eka satra para sArA Adhanika manovijJAna khaDA hai| AMkha ke sAmane Ate hI kAMTe vidA hone zarU ho jAte haiN| manocikitsaka kahate haiM, jo bhI mana meM dabA par3A hai agara pragaTa manovizleSaka varSoM mehanata karate haiN| unakI cikitsA kA ho jAe, to usase mukti ho jAtI hai| manovizleSaNa kI sArI sArasUtra itanA hI hai ki jise ve bImAra kahate haiM, vaha mahAvIra kA prakriyA acetana meM par3I huI bhAvanAoM, vicAroM, vAsanAoM ko zalya se bharA huA vyakti hai| use bImAra kahanA zAyada ThIka cetana meM lAne kI prakriyA hai| nhiiN| use cikitsA kI utanI jarUrata nahIM hai, jitanI kImiyA kA sUtra hai-acetana se hama baMdhe hote haiM, cetana hote Atma-sAkSAtkAra kI jarUrata hai| para jAne-anajAne hI hama mukta ho jAte haiN| jise hamane bhItara ThIka-ThIka jAna manovizleSaNa yahI karatA hai| marIja ko kaha dete haiM ki tuma leTa liyA, usase hamArA chuTakArA ho jAtA hai| aura jise hamane jaao| cikitsaka pIche baiTha jAtA hai, marIja se kahatA hai, tumheM apane bhItara ThIka-ThIka na jAnA, jisakA hamane sAkSAtkAra na jo bhI mana meM uThe-prAsaMgika, aprAsaMgika-use uThane do aura kiyA, vaha aMdhere meM par3A hamArI gardana meM phAMsI kI taraha laTakA bole jaao| tuma usameM kATa-chAMTa na kro| tuma kisI taraha ke rahatA hai| mahAvIra isa dazA ko zalya kI dazA kahate haiN| | seMsara na bno| anargala bhI AtA ho to Ane do, kyoMki unakA zabda bhI bar3A mahatvapUrNa hai| jaise kATA cubhA ho, to anargala kA bhI koI bhItarI kAraNa hai tabhI A rahA hai| asaMbaddha tuma bhUla jAo thor3I-bahuta dera ko, kAma meM ulajha jAo, AtA hai, use bhI Ane do, kyoMki asaMbaddha bhI AnA cAhatA hai lekina kAMTe kI cubhana bAra-bAra tumheM apanI tarapha khIMcatI rahatI | to usake bhItara bhI kAraNa hai| 243 ___ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 tuma kabhI cakita hooge, tuma koI eka zabda le lo, bilakula niSpakSa zabdaH gAya, ghor3A, hAthI yA kAra yA kuttA; aura zAMta baiThakara yaha koziza karo ki aba kuttA zabda ke uThate hI tumhAre bhItara jo-jo zabda uThate haiM unheM tuma likhate jaao| tuma cakita ho jaaoge| jina zabdoM kA kutte se koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai, jina vicAroM kA koI jJAta kAraNa nahIM mAlUma hotA kutte se kyoM jur3e hoMge, ve uThane zurU ho jAte haiN| eka sAdhAraNa-sA zabda kuttA tumhAre bhItara lahara paidA karatA hai aura usa lahara meM baMdhe hue acetana se na-mAlUma kitane varSoM ke yA janmoM ke bhAva aura vicAra cale Ate haiM, kisI taraha bNdhe| kuttA zabda kahate hI zAyada tumheM yAda A jAe apanA koI mitra, jisake pAsa kuttA thaa| mitra kI yAda Ate hI A jAe usakA makAna / makAna kI yAda Ate hI tuma cala pdd'e| kutte se yAtrA zurU huI thI, tuma kahAM pUrI karoge, kahanA kaThina hai| isako manovaijJAnika kahate haiM - 'phrI esosiezana / ' svataMtra-sAhacarya kA niym| tumhAre bhItara sabhI cIjeM guMthI par3I haiN| sabhI tAra ulajhe haiN| eka tAra khIMco, dUsare tAra khiMca Ate haiN| lekina yahI gutthI to manuSya kA roga hai| yahI to usakA zalya hai| isa gutthI ko sulajhAnA hai| kahIM se bhI zurU kro| manasvida kahatA hai, tuma bole jAo / cikitsaka sunatA rahatA hai| kucha karatA nahIM, kucha bolatA nahIM, sirpha itanI yAda dilAtA rahatA hai ki hAM, maiM yahAM huuN| maiM suna rahA hUM, dhyAnapUrvaka suna rahA huuN| vaha jitane dhyAnapUrvaka sunatA hai, utane hI tumhAre gahare acetana se cIjoM ko nikalanA AsAna ho jAtA hai| isIlie to hama kisI AdamI ko khojate haiM jo hamArI bAta zAMti se suna le / kitanA dUbhara ho gayA hai aise AdamI kA pAnA, jo hamArI bAta zAMti se, dhyAnapUrvaka suna le / jaba bhI tumheM koI aisA AdamI mila jAtA hai jo ghar3Ibhara tumhAre dila kI bAta suna letA hai, tuma halake ho jAte ho| kahAM se AtA hai halakApana ? koI bAta | patthara kI taraha chAtI para par3I thI, kisI ne bAMTa lii| kucha kisI | ne bojha tumhArA utAra liyaa| kisI ne sahArA de diyA, tumhAre sira para jo patthara thA use nIce rakha diyaa| bAta karake AdamI halakA hai| manasvida isa sadI meM jAkara isa sUtra ko pakar3a paaye| mahAvIra ne Aja se DhAI hajAra sAla pahale kahA hai| kahA hai ki jaba taka 244 2010_03 tumhAre bhItara kucha bhI aisA par3A hai jo tuma batAne meM Darate ho, taba taka tuma bImAra rahoge, taba taka kAMTA chidA rhegaa| tumheM nagna hokara pragaTa ho jAnA hai| kahate haiM mahAvIra, kama se kama apane guru ke pAsa to itanA kro| zAyada saMsAra meM to bahuta muzkila hogii| vahAM itane samajhadAra vyakti pAne kaThina hoMge, jo tumhArI bhUloM ko, cUkoM ko kSamA kara skeN| vahAM aise vyakti pAne kaThina hoMge, jo tumheM tumhArI bAtoM ko sunakara, tumhAre saMbaMdha meM kucha nirNaya na banAne lgeN| tuma kaho ki maiMne corI kI hai, to jo tumheM cora na samajhane lageM, aise vyakti pAne kaThina hoNge| tuma kaho ki maiMne pApa kiyA hai, to tumheM pApI samajhakara niMdita na mAna leN| isIlie to AdamI DarA hai| tuma kisI se kaha nahIM sakate ki maiM jhUTha bolaa| loga kaheMge, jhUTha bole ! tumhArA bharosA TUTa jaaegaa| tumheM jiMdagI meM ar3acana hogI / to jhUTha ko tuma chipAte ho / patA bhI cala jAe, to tuma siddha karane kI koziza karate ho ki nahIM, maiM saca hI bolaa| agara pakar3a bhI jAo, to tuma kahate ho bhUla-cUka se ho gayA hogA, mere bAvajUda ho gayA hogA, maiMne na thaa| pahale to tuma chUTane kI koziza karate ho ki kisI ko patA na cala paaye| saMsAra meM aisI AMkheM khojanI kaThina haiM, jo tumane kyA kiyA kyA nahIM kiyA, kyA socA kyA nahIM socA, isake bAvajUda bhI tumhArA mUlya kama na kreN| jo tumhAre astitva ko bezarta svIkAra karate hoN| guru kA yahI artha hai, eka aise AdamI ko khoja lenA jo una rAstoM se gujarA hai, jina para tuma abhI ho| eka aise AdamI ko khoja lenA jisane bhUleM kI haiM, pApa kiye haiM, cUkeM kI haiM aura unake pAra ho gyaa| eka aise AdamI ko khoja lenA jo samajhegA tumhArI pIr3A, kyoMki isI pIr3A se vaha bhI gujarA hai| to agara tumheM koI aisA guru mila jAe jisakI AMkhoM meM tumhArI niMdA na ho, to hI guru milaa| jahAM niMdA ho, vahAM to samajhanA ki saMsAra hI jArI hai| ise khayAla meM lenaa| agara tuma jAo kisI muni, kisI sAdhu, kisI saMnyAsI ke pAsa aura tuma kaho ki maiM bahuta burA AdamI hUM, aura mere mana meM corI ke bhAva uThate haiM, aura kabhI aise sapane bhI maiM dekhatA hUM ki par3osI kI patnI ko le bhAgA hUM, aura kabhI kisI kI hatyA kara dene kI bhI vAsanA jaga uThatI hai, kabhI

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- guru hai mana kA mIta maiM krodha se bhI bharatA hUM, aura jisase tuma yaha kaha rahe ho agara vyakti hai| vaha yaha maukA nahIM chodd'egaa| tumane pApa kI bAta usakI AMkhoM meM niMdA jhalaka jAe, to samajha lenA yaha AdamI | kahI, to usakI AMkha kahegI, acchA, to phira eka pApI garu nahIM hai| yaha AdamI abhI pAra nahIM haa| kyoMki jo pAra AyA! tumhAre pApa ko dekhakara vaha apane ko puNyAtmA samajhane ho gayA, usakI AMkhoM meM karuNA bezarta hai| aura agara isa / lgegaa| tumhAre pApa ke kAraNa vaha apane ko bar3A samajhegA, tumheM AdamI kI AMkhoM meM niMdA jhalaka jAe, to phira tuma kaise isake choTA smjhegaa| sAmane apane ko khola pAoge? jisa AMkha se tumheM patA cale ki tuma choTe kiye jA rahe ho, vaha aura agara yaha AdamI kisI bhI taraha se tumhAre saMbaMdha meM | guru kI AMkha nhiiN| agara isa eka sUtra ko tuma ThIka se samajha nirNaya banAne lage, tumhAre kiye, soce hue kAraNoM se, to phira | lo to guru khojane meM bar3I AsAnI ho jaaegii| tuma bhaTaka na yahAM tuma apane ko khola na paaoge| yahAM khulanA saMbhava na | skoge| jo tumheM sarvAMgarUpa se svIkAra kara le| tuma jaise ho| hogaa| yahAM bhI tuma baMda hI raha jaaoge| usakI AMkha hI tumheM | jo tumheM anyathA nahIM banAnA caahtaa| jo yaha bhI nahIM kahatA ki baMda kara degii| usake baiThane kA DhaMga hI tumheM baMda kara degaa| usake tuma acche bano, kyoMki acche banane kI ceSTA meM to tumheM burA dekhane kA DhaMga hI tumhAre dvAra para tAlA jar3a degaa| tuma phira khola mAna hI liyaa| jo tumase yaha bhI nahIM kahatA ki chor3o yaha pApa, na paaoge| puNya kI kasama lo, kyoMki jisane puNya kI kasama lene ke lie ise tuma guru kI kasauTI smjho| guru khojane ke lie yaha eka tumase kahA usane tumhAre pApI hone ko svIkAra kara liyaa| jo bar3A AsAna upAya hai ki tuma apane pApoM kI bAta kahanA, apanI svIkAra kara liyA gayA, vaha kSamA nahIM hotaa| bhUloM kI bAta kahanA, agara guru saca meM jAgratapuruSa hai, to usakI nahIM, jisakI karuNA aura jisake prema meM tuma apane ko khola karuNA tumhArI tarapha gahana hokara bhegii| usakI kSamA bezarta hai| sako, jaise subaha kA sUraja nikalatA hai aura kaliyAM gaharI zraddhA vaha yaha nahIM kahatA ki tumane kyA kiyA hai, vaha kahatA hai, tuma se khula jAtI haiM kiraNoM kI coTa par3ate hii| patA nahIM, khilakara jo ho, vaha parama ho, dhanya ho! kyA hogA? anajAna ghaTanA hai, kalI kabhI khilI nahIM hai, sUraja ise aisA samajho! tumhArI AtmA tumhAre kRtyoM kA jor3a nhiiN| ne dvAra para dastaka dI hai, kalI usa dvAra para dastaka dete mehamAna kI tumhArI AtmA tumhAre vicAroM kA jor3a nhiiN| tumhArI AtmA bAta sunakara, pukAra sunakara khula jAtI hai| sUraja ne pukArA hai, tumane jo kiyA hai usase bahuta bar3I hai| tumhArI AtmA tumane jo kalI khula jAtI hai, paMkhur3iyAM khola detI hai, gaMdha ko mukta kara socA hai usase bahuta bar3I hai| tumhArI AtmA ke saMbaMdha meM koI detI hai| usI khulane meM kalI phUla bana jAtI hai| tuma jaba taka nirNaya tumhAre vicAra aura kRtya se nahIM liyA jA sakatA hai| apane ko chipAye ho, tumheM eka bhI vyakti aisA na milA jisake tumhArA vicAra aura tumhArA kRtya to bAhara kI bAteM haiN| tumhArI | sAmane tuma apane ko pUrA khola dete| yahI mahAvIra kI nagnatA kA AtmA to bhItara hai| tumhArI AtmA kA mUlya nirapekSa hai, sApekSa sUtra hai| digaMbara hone kA maulika artha yahI hai| tumheM eka aisA nahIM hai| vaha kisI cIja se AMkA nahIM jA sktaa| tuma tuma hone vyakti na milA jisake sAmane tuma nipaTa nagna ho jAte! tuma jaise kI vajaha se mUlyavAna ho| tuma hone kI vajaha se mUlyavAna ho| | the vaise hI ho jAte! jisakI maujUdagI tumhAre lie kisI taraha kI tumhArA astitva basa kAphI hai| tuma paramAtmA ho| aisI jahAM niMdA na thI, prazaMsA na thI, apamAna na thaa| jisakI maujUdagI meM kisI kI AMkha tuma para par3e aura tumhAre bhItara ke paramAtmA ko | tumheM anyathA karane kI koI ceSTA na thii| tuma jaise the, bhale the| jagAne lage, to hI jAnanA ki guru milaa| tumheM vaisA hI svIkAra kiyA thaa| jahAM niMdA ho, jahAM tumhAre pApoM ke prati krodha paidA ho, jahAM agara tumheM eka bhI vyakti aisA mila jAe, to usI ke pAsa tumhAre pApoM meM rasa paidA ho, kyoMki niMdA rasa hai; aura jo tumhAre tumheM pahalI daphe apanI AtmA kI khabara milegii| kyoMki usI pApa meM rasa le rahA hai--niMdA karane kA hI sahI, burA kahane kA hI ke pAsa tuma nagna, sahaja, sarala ho paaoge| vaha tuma para koI sahI, tumheM nIcA dikhAne kA sahI, vaha ahaMkAra se bharA huA Agraha nahIM rkhtaa| vaha yaha kahatA hI nahIM ki tumheM koI Adarza 245 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 pUre karane haiN| vaha kahatA hai, tuma to paramAtmA ho hii| agara dharmaguru ke sAmane, jo bhI tumane pApa kiyA ho use pragaTa kara bhUla-cUka bhI huI hai, to paramAtmA se huI hai| aura jo ho gayA, ho denaa| sarala mana se kaha denA, yaha bhUla ho gayI hai| yaha svIkAra gyaa| jo jA cukA, jA cukaa| bItI ko bisAra do| jo ghaTA thA karate hI ki mujhase bhUla ho gayI hai, bhUla se mukti honI zurU ho vaha to aisA hI thA jaise pAnI para khIMcI lakIreM-aba kahIM bhI jAtI hai| svIkAra meM mukti hai| aura jaise hI tuma kaha Ate ho nahIM haiN| aba tuma vyartha parezAna mata hoo| | kisI ko jo niMdA nahIM karegA, jisakA tumheM bharosA hai ki jo guru kA agara satsaMga mila jAe, to karmoM se aise hI chuTakArA tumhAre saMbaMdha meM burI dhAraNA na banAyegA, jisakA tumheM bharosA hai mila jAtA hai jaise subaha jAgakara sapanoM se chuTakArA mila jAtA ki tuma iMcabhara nIce na giroge usakI najara meM, vastutaH tuma Upara hai| agara guru kI maujUdagI ho aura phira bhI karmoM se chuTakArA na uThoge kyoMki pApa kI svIkRti, bhUla kI svIkRti puNyAtmA kA mile, to samajhanA ki tumane apane ko kholA nhiiN| tumane apane kRtya hai, to tuma halake hokara lauttoge|| ko pragaTa nahIM kiyaa| hiMdU gaMgA meM snAna kara Ate haiN| socate haiM, pApa kA prakSAlana ho yaha sUtra ati krAMtikArI hai| IsAiyata ne jIsasa ke isI sUtra jaaegaa| agara bhAvapUrvaka kiyA ho, to ho jaaegaa| gaMgA nahIM ke AdhAra para merI apanI dRSTi to yahI hai ki jIsasa ne apanA karatI pApa kA prkssaaln| gaMgA kyA karegI? tumhArA bhAva karatA upadeza zurU karane ke pahale bhArata meM hI zikSA lI--isIlie hai| agara tuma yaha bhAva se gahare bhare ho ki gaMgA meM snAna kara yahUdI unheM kabhI svIkAra na kara paaye| kyoMki vaha kucha lAte the | AyeMge to jo-jo bhUla-cUka kI thI vaha dhula jAeMgI, agara jo bar3A paradezI thaa| usase yahUdI-vicAra kA koI tAlamela nahIM | tumhArA bhAva yaha pragAr3ha hai, to nizcita hI gaMgA meM DubakI lete hI baiThatA thaa| IsAiyoM ke pAsa bhI jIsasa ke tIsa varSa ke jIvana kI tuma dUsare ho jaaoge| kyoMki gaMgA ke sAmane tumane svIkAra kara koI kathA nahIM hai| AkhirI tIna varSabhara kI kathA hai| bAkI tIsa liyA-ho gayI thI bhUleM, aba tU bahA de mAM, aura kSamA kara! to varSa kahA~ bitAye, kaise bitAye? kina guruoM ke pAsa, kisa saMbhava hai ki tuma lauTa Ao halake hokr| tAje hokr| jarUra satsaMga meM, kahAM jAgA yaha vyakti, isakI koI kathA unake pAsa nahIM hai ki yaha ghaTe, tuma para nirbhara hai| tuma kitane gahana bhAva se, nahIM hai| | kitanI gaharI zraddhA se, kitane saMkalpa aura samarpaNa se jhuke the, itanA to taya hai ki jIsasa apane deza meM nahIM the| deza se to| DubakI lagAyI thI, tumhArI zraddhA kitanI gaharI thI, utanA hI gaMgA unheM jaise hI vaha paidA hue haTa jAnA par3A thA, bhAga jAnA par3A thaa| asara kara paayegii| sUtra vahI hai| mAM-bApa lekara unheM bhAga gaye the| phira jIsasa misra meM rahe, aba yaha bhI socane-jaisI bAta hai, kisI manuSya ke sAmane bhArata meM rahe, tibbata meM rhe| saMbhAvanA to yahAM taka hai ki vaha apane pApa ko pragaTa karane meM khatarA to hai hii| kauna jAne vaha jApAna taka phuNce| kyoMki jApAna meM bhI eka jagaha hai, jahAM AdamI abhI usa jagaha ho yA na ho| saMdeha to rahegA hii| yaha abhI bhI loka-kathA pracalita hai ki vahAM jIsasa kA Agamana AdamI abhI aisI jagaha na ho aura tuma apanA pApa khola do, huA thaa| unhoMne sAre pUraba meM talAza kii|| aura yaha AdamI abhI usI jagaha ho jahAM ise abhI pApa meM rasa nizcita hI jaba jIsasa bhArata Aye hoMge, to mahAvIra kI vANI hai, aura yaha kutUhalavaza tuma se pUchane lge...| usa samaya taka prajvalita vANI thii| pAMca sau varSa pahale hI phrAyaDa ne eka jagaha likhA hai ki manovaijJAnika tabhI ThIka arthoM mahAvIra vidA hue the| buddha kI vANI abhI jItI-jAgatI thii| meM manovaijJAnika ho pAtA hai jaba usakI kyUriAsiTI, usakI abhI havA meM taraMga thii| phUla jA cukA thA, lekina abhI havA meM kutUhalatA samApta ho jAtI hai| jaba taka kutUhala hai, taba taka vaha gaMdha nahIM calI gayI thii| gaMdha abhI maujUda thii| nizcita hI sahayogI nahIM ho sktaa| jIsasa ne jo sUtra pakar3A, jisako IsAI kanaphezana kahate haiM, vaha kisI ne Akara tumase kahA ki maiMne eka strI ke sAtha vyabhicAra mahAvIra ke isI sUtra se kahIM jur3A honA caahie| sirpha IsAiyata kiyA hai| pahalI bAta tumhAre mana meM kyA uThatI hai? katahala akelA dharma hai jisane kanaphezana ko bahuta mUlya diyA hai| jAkara uThatA hai| tuma jAnanA cAhate ho kauna-sI strI, kisa kI strI, 246 Jair Education International 2010_03

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hai mana kA mIta kaba kiyA, kaise kiyA, tuma byaure aura vistAra meM jAnA cAhate bhI kama hogaa| suvidhA to bahuta hai khola dene kI, lekina lAbha ho| tuma isa AdamI ke bhItara isake pApa meM rasa lene lagate ho. kama hogaa| kyoMki aDacana bilakala nahIM hai. canautI bilakala to cUka ho gyii| yaha jo rasa le rahA hai pApa meM, yaha tumane jo nahIM hai| jaba tuma guru ke sAmane jAkara kholate ho, to saMdeha aura isake sAmane pragaTa kiyA hai, ise chipAkara na rakha skegaa| isakI zraddhA ke bIca hajAra bAra Dolate ho| kahUM, na kahUM? itanA bacA yaha aphavAheM bnaayegaa| yaha kisI se khegaa| jo tumhAre sunane lUM, yA itanA kaha dUM? thor3I sAja-saMvAra karake kahUM, zRMgAra meM rasa le rahA hai, vaha kisI se kahane meM bhI rasa legaa| aura isake karake kahUM, thor3A lIpa-potakara kahUM ki jaisA hai vaisA hI kaha sAmane tumhArI pratimA nIcI ho jaaegii| yaha tumheM kala taka | dUM? thor3A suMdara banA lUM pApa ko, thor3e phUla lagA lUM pApa para, dhArmika samajhatA thA, aba adhArmika smjhegaa| aura yaha apane thor3e isa DhaMga se kahUM ki merI majabUrI thii| thor3A tarka, thor3e Apako tumase bar3A mAna legaa| vicAra kA sahArA dekara kahUM, pApa pUrA mere Upara na par3e, dUsaroM para kaThina hai kisI vyakti ke sAmane jAkara kholnaa| patA nahIM, | bhI uttaradAyitva bAMTakara kahUM? guru ke sAmane jAne meM to hajAra isa vyakti meM abhI kutUhala zeSa ho| abhI AkrAmaka kutUhala saMkalpa-vikalpa hoNge| vahIM tumhArA vikAsa hai, praur3hatA hai| isake bhItara maujUda ho| aura yaha tumhAre bhItara khojabIna karane agara tumane saMdeha kI bAta cunI aura zraddhA kI chor3I, to bhaTake lge| aura yaha tumhAre sukomala hissoM se paricita ho jAe aura atala khAiyoM meN| agara saMdeha cIkhatA-cillAtA rahA phira bhI kisI dina hamalA kre| kisI dina bIca bAjAra meM khaDe hokara tama zraddhA ke sAtha gaye. zraddhA kI bAMha / cillA de--e pApI! kahAM jA rahA hai? yA kisI dina isase krAMti ghttii| tuma saMdeha para jIte, tuma zraddhA meM praviSTa hue| koI jhaMjhaTa ho jAe, jhagar3A ho jAe aura yaha khola de sArI baat| gaMgA ke pAsa suvidhA to hai, cunautI nahIM hai| aura jahAM cunautI AdamI Akhira AdamI hai| | nahIM hai, vahAM vikAsa nahIM hai| isalie guru-aisA manuSya jo isalie hiMduoM ne aura bhI adabhuta bAta khojii| unhoMne kahA, gaMgA ho gayA hai usameM donoM guNa haiN| vaha manuSya bhI hai vaha gaMgA meM jAkara samarpita kara aanaa| gaMgA to kisI se kahegI tumheM samajha sakatA hai; unhIM anubhavoM se svayaM bhI gujarA nhiiN| gaMgA meM to koI kutUhala nahIM hai| gaMgA to vaisI hI bahatI hai aura gaMgA bhI hai| usake bhItara gaMgA bhI baha rahI hai| vaha rahegI jaisI pahale baha rahI thii| tuma Aye yA na Aye, koI pharka tumheM kSamA kara skegaa| na pdd'egaa| gaMgA ke sAmane to tuma pUrA khola skoge| vahAM to | aba ise aisA smjheN| chipAne kI koI bhI jarUrata nahIM hai| kyoMki vahAM dUsarA koI | vahI AdamI tumheM kSamA kara sakatA hai jisane svayaM ko kSamA kara manuSya nahIM hai jisase chipAne kA koI kAraNa ho, jo kala khola diyA ho| jisane svayaM ko kSamA nahIM kiyA hai, vaha tumheM kSamA de, parasoM khola de, kisI Aveza ke kSaNa meM bola de| to Dara bhI nahIM kara skegaa| jo abhI svayaM se lar3a rahA hai, vaha kaise tumheM nahIM hai, tuma pUrA khola sakate ho| | kSamA karegA? samajho ki koI AdamI abhI kAmavAsanA se khada mahAvIra ke sUtra ko hiMduoM ne usakI AtyaMtika UMcAI para hI lar3a rahA hai aura tumane jAkara usake sAmane kAmavAsanA kI pahuMcA diyaa| unhoMne kahA, AdamI ko haTA hI lo| gaMgA ThIka bAta kahI, vaha tuma para TUTa pdd'egaa| vaha kahegA pApI ho, jaghanya hai| vaise mahAvIra kA bhI matalaba yahI thA, usa AdamI ke sAmane pApI ho, naraka meM sdd'oge| vaha tumase jaba yaha kahatA hai, to vaha kholanA jAkara jisakA AdamI haTa gayA ho aura gaMgA paidA ho sirpha itanA hI batA rahA hai ki abhI kAmavAsanA ko vaha bhI gayI ho| matalaba to vahI thaa| usa AdamI ke pAsa cale jAnA saralatA se le nahIM sktaa| abhI saMgharSa kAyama hai| abhI aise hI jisake bhItara aba gaMgA baha rahI ho| usameM jarA DubakI lagA nahIM suna sakatA jaise aura bAtoM ko suna letA hai| abhI lenaa| khola denA sb| isa bAta ko bhI khayAla meM le leM ki jaba kAmavAsanA use hilA jAtI hai| zabda hI hilA jAtA hai| abhI tuma gaMgA ke sAmane kholate ho, to kholane meM bahuta ar3acana nahIM bhaya hai| abhI khuda kI jIta pUrI nahIM hii| abhI hAra kA khada hI hai| kyoMki tuma jAnate ho gaMgA hI hai| ar3acana nahIM hai, to lAbha bhItara Dara hai| 247 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH2 EPHONETER tuma agara jaina-muni ke sAmane vAtsyAyana kA kAma-sUtra | nIMda se jhakajhorA ho, aisA ghabar3A gyaa| usane kahA, kyA kahA, kholakara rakha do, vaha AMkha baMda kara legA, yA kitAba pheMka | azlIla! to phira mujhe phira se calakara dikhAnA hogA, kyoMki degaa| ghabar3A jaaegaa| | mujhe koI mUrti azlIla dikhI nhiiN| aba tuma mujhe calakara batA tuma jaina-muni ko khajurAho nahIM le jA skte| khajurAho ke do, kauna-kauna sI mUrtiyAM azlIla haiM, aura kauna-kauna sI maMdira meM vaha praveza na kregaa| vaha dUra-dUra bacegA, bhaagegaa| mUrtiyAM haiM jo vikRta haiM, aura rugNa mana kI pratIka haiN| kyoMki mujhe abhI jo Dara usake bhItara hai, vaha Dara bAhara prakSepita hogaa| abhI | to patA hI nahIM, maiM to isI bhAva se bharA jA rahA thA ki adabhuta khajurAho kI mUrtiyAM bhaya kA kAraNa bana jaaeNgii| hai, tumane yAda dilA dI, to maiM calUM phira se| mere eka mitra viMdhya-pradeza ke zikSA maMtrI the| eka amarIkI vaha mere mitra majhe kaha rahe the ki maiM aisA girA, jaise kisI ne kavi khajurAho dekhane aayaa| vaha kabhI paMDita javAharalAla neharU AkAza se paTaka diyA ho| yaha eka AdamI hai jise kucha kA paricita thA, mitra thA, to unhoMne vizeSa khabara kI ki koI azlIla na dikhAyI pdd'aa| azlIla hameM bhItara kI azlIlatA yogya vyakti jAkara sAtha khajarAho dikhA de| vaha jo mere mitra | se dikhAyI par3atA hai| jo hamAre bhItara hai, vahI hameM bAhara dikhAyI zikSA maMtrI the, vahI viMdhya-pradeza ke maMtrimaMDala meM sabase jyAdA | par3atA hai| suzikSita vyakti the to unhIM ko bhejA gyaa| to agara koI guru utsukatA le, tumhAre ghAvoM ko kuredane lage, ve gaye, lekina ve bar3e Dare hue the| bhayabhIta the ki patA nahIM yaha niMdA kare, tumheM pApI ThaharAye, tumhArA nyAyAdhIza bane, to AdamI kyA socakara jAegA? kyA socegA-khajarAho kI samajhanA guru nhiiN| abhI gaMgA bahI nhiiN| abhI gaMgA kA nagna, kAmuka bhAva-bhaMgimAeM, kAma se lipta yugala jor3e, | avataraNa nahIM huA isa vyakti pr| isameM DubakI lene se kucha saMbhogarata mUrtiyAM! kyA socegA! to mana meM thor3e aparAdhI the| bhI na hogaa| isameM DubakI lene se tuma aura gaMde ho jaaoge| yaha use ghumAyA pUre maMdira meM jo vizeSa maMdira hai, pUrA dikhaayaa| koI nAlA hai-zahara ke bIca se bhtaa| yaha koI gaMgA nahIM hai| bAhara Akara kahA ki kSamA kareM, isase Apa aisA mata soceM ki yaha saba nAliyoM kA kUr3A-karkaTa aura gaMdagI ko lekara baha rahA yaha koI bhArata kI maulika saMskRti hai| yaha bhArata kI mUladhArA | hai| yaha tumheM pavitra nahIM kara sktaa| nahIM hai| yaha to tAMtrikoM ke prabhAva meM eka taraha kI vikRti hai| ye | mahAvIra ne jo kahA hai : guru ke samakSa saba kucha jo pragaTa kara azlIla mUrtiyAM hamAre sabhI maMdiroM kI pratinidhi nahIM haiN| isako de, vaha suvizuddha hokara sukhI ho jAtA hai; isa sUtra ko jainoM ne Apa khayAla rkhnaa| Apa aisA mata soca lenA ki hamAre sabhI bahuta kama vicArA hai, bahuta kama isakI paribhASA kI hai, kyoMki maMdira aise haiN| karor3a maMdira haiM, usameM eka maMdira aisA hai| isako yaha sUtra to sAre karma ke siddhAMta ko do kaur3I kA kara detA hai| khayAla meM rakhanA, anupAta ko khayAla meM rkhnaa| ye azlIla | yaha sUtra to bar3A krAMtikArI hai| yaha to jar3amUla se karma ke mUrtiyAM bhArata kI AtmA ko pragaTa nahIM krtii| ye sirpha bhArata meM siddhAMta ko ukhAr3a pheMkatA hai| mahAvIra yaha kaha rahe haiM ki agara kabhI eka vikRti kI dhArA calI thI, usake zeSa cihna haiN| tumane sarala mana se svIkAra kara liyA, to mukti ho gyii| zalya vaha amarIkI kavi to bahuta cauNkaa| vaha to bar3e bhAva se bharA jAtA rhaa| kAMTA cubhegA nahIM phir| bAta samApta ho gyii| isI thaa| usake sAmane to bhArata kI mahimA pahalI daphA pragaTa huI ko to saMtoM ne kahA hai ki guru kI kRpA se kSaNabhara meM ho sakatA thii| usane sunA hI sunA thA aba taka ki bhArata manuSya kI | hai| lekina guru kI kRpA usI para ho sakatI hai, jo apane hRdaya aMtarAtmA meM bar3e gahare utarA hai, Aja usane dekhA bhI thaa| pratyakSa ko pUrA khola de| pAtra khulA ho, to guru kI kRpA to hotI hI pramANa the| usane sunA hI sunA thA aba taka ki taMtra ne manuSya kI rahatI hai, vaha bhara jaae| lekina koI khole apane pAtra ko|| aMtartama-vAsanA ke chora chue haiN| AkhirI keMdra ko chuA hai, jaise eka kAMTA cubhane para sAre zarIra meM vedanA yA pIr3A hotI rUpAMtaraNa kI vidhiyAM khojI haiM, Aja mUrtiyoM meM ise suspaSTa hai| kAMTA cubhatA to eka jagaha hai, lekina vedanA eka jagaha | likhe dekhA thaa| vaha to bhAva-vibhora thaa| vaha to jaise kisI ne sImita nahIM rhtii| kAMTA cubhatA to paira meM hai, lekina sira taka 248 | 2010_03

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guru hai mana kA mIta coTa mAratA hai| kAMTA cabhatA to jarA-sI jagaha meM hai, lekina sikur3a jAtA hai| peTa ThaMDA ho jAta pIr3A vistIrNa ho jAtI hai| choTA-sA pApa, sAre zarIra ko ghAva garamI khopar3I meM A gayI, peTa se kho gyii| garamI Upara car3ha banA detA hai| choTI-sI bhUla, choTA-sA jhUTha, sAre zarIra para gayI, peTa meM na rhii| aba bhojana to par3atA hai peTa meM, lekina phaila jAtA hai, tana-prANa para phaila jAtA hai| to kisI bhUla ko pAcaka-rasa usase milate nhiiN| bhojana bhArI ho jAtA hai| yaha choTI mata smjhnaa| kAMTe ko choTA samajhakara tuma chor3a to nahIM pacegA nhiiN| yA to kabjiyata banegI, yA DAyariyA banegA, dete| tuma yaha to nahIM kahate hai hI kyA, jarA-sA kAMTA hai| lekina isase mAMsa-majjA nirmita na hogii| aba yaha ThaMDA peTa chaha phITa ke zarIra meM eka AdhA iMca kA kAMTA lagA hai, kyA | isa bhojana ko pacAne meM bar3I dera lagAyegA, bar3I muzkila se paravAha! lekina AMdhA iMca kA kAMTA chaha phITa ke zarIra ko | pcaayegaa| eka roga kI gAMTha paidA hogii| vikSubdha kara detA hai| tuma bhojana kara rahe ho, tuma jhUTha bola diye bhojana karate vakta, mahAvIra ne zabda cunA hai, shly| vaha kahate haiM, sAdhAraNa tatkSaNa peTa sikur3a jAtA hai| kyoMki eka virodhAbhAsa paidA ho AdamI bar3e zalyoM se biMdhA hai| aura nizalya honA hai| eka bhI gyaa| tuma jaba jhaTha bolo taba khayAla karanA, tamhAre zarIra ke zalya na raha jaae| bhItara tatkSaNa rUpAMtaraNa ho jAtA hai| kaliyAM baMda ho jAtI haiN| ise hama smjheN| tuma surakSA karane ko tatpara ho jAte ho| tuma lar3ane-jhagar3ane ko eka jhUTha tuma bole| zalya cubhaa| kAMTA biNdhaa| jaise hI tuma rAjI ho jAte ho| hajAra tarka tumhAre mana meM ghUmane lagate haiM, kaise jhUTha bolate ho, tuma eka virodhAbhAsa meM par3e, eka kaMTrADikzana jhUTha ko saca siddha kreN| siddha to jhUTha ko hI karanA par3atA hai, paidA huaa| aura jahAM UrjA meM virodhAbhAsa paidA hotA hai; vahIM satya to svayaMsiddha hai| isalie jo satya bolatA hai, usake bhItara ar3acana, pIr3A, mavAda par3atI hai| vahIM ghAva, phor3A paidA hotA hai| vicAra kama ho jAte haiN| koI jarUrata nahIM raha jaatii| satya ko tumane eka jhUTha bolA, jhUTha bolane kA artha hI yaha hai ki tuma | vicAra kI jarUrata nahIM, jaisA thA vaisA kaha diyaa| jhUTha ke lie jAnate ho ki saca kyA hai, usake viparIta bolaa| jo tuma hRdaya hajAra vicAra karane par3ate haiM; setu banAne par3ate haiM, vyUha racanA se jAnate ho, usake viparIta khaa| jo tumhArA hRdaya kaha rahA hai, par3atA hai, kyoMki aba jhUTha bola diye haiM ise satya siddha karanA usase viparIta tumhArI vANI ne khaa| tumhAre bhItara eka virodha hai| sabase kaThina kAma hai jagata meM jo nahIM hai, usako 'hai' paidA huaa| jAnate the kucha, kahA kuch| the kucha, batAyA kuch| | jaisA siddha krnaa| aba isa siddha karane meM tumheM bar3I ar3acana eka ulajhana paidA huI, eka gAMTha pdd'ii| yaha gAMTha gdd'egii| yaha gAMTha hogii| kAMTA cubha gyaa| tumheM satAyegI, yaha tumheM ThIka se sone na degii| yaha tumheM ThIka se aise kAMTe cubhate jAte haiM, jiMdagI kI yAtrA para jaise-jaise hama bhojana na karane degii| Age bar3hate haiM, kAMTe hI kAMTe cubhate jAte haiM! eka ghar3I aisI AtI manovaijJAnika kahate haiM ki bhojana karane ke pahale kama se kama hai, sAre tana-prANa meM zalya hI zalya ho jAte haiM, kAMTe hI kAMTe ho AdhA ghaMTA na to jhUTha bolanA, na krodha karanA, na koI vaimanasya, | jAte haiN| kitanA jhUTha bole? kitanI vikRtiyoM ko na koI dveSa, na koI IrSyA, to hI bhojana ThIka se pcegaa| tuma | pAlA-posA? kitane jahara pIye? kitane apane hAtha se krodha koziza karake dekho| bhojana kara rahe ho, usI vakta jhUTha | kI agniyAM jalAyIM? kitanA apane hAtha se dveSa aura IrSyA ko bolakara dekho| usI vakta krodha kI bAta karake dekho| aba to pAlA aura sIMcA? galata ko hI sIMcate rhe| agara AtmA kho isa para prayoga kiye gaye haiM, yaMtra lagAkara jAMca kI gayI hai ki jAtI hai, to Azcarya kyA! agara AtmA daba jAtI hai ina sabhI AdamI bhojana kara rahA hai, yaMtra ke parde para usake peTa kI parI | kAMToM ke bhItara, to Azcarya kyaa| AtmA kA to phala khilegA tasvIra dikhAyI par3a rahI hai, pAcaka-rasa chUTa rahe haiM aura tabhI kaise, tuma to kAMToM ko saMbhAla rahe ho| jinheM nikAlanA thA, unheM patnI ne kucha bAta kaha dI aura vaha AdamI krodhita ho gyaa| jaise tumane mitra samajhA hai| jinheM haTAnA thA, jinheM jhAr3a denA thA, hI krodhita huA, pAcaka-rasa baMda ho jAte haiN| zarIra bhItara jhaTakAra denA thA, unheM tuma chAtI se lagAkara baiThe ho| tumane unheM 2497 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH2 saMpadA samajhA hai| pApa kI ghoSaNAeM kI haiM; ve bhI atizayoktipUrNa haiM, jhUThI haiN|| mahAvIra kahate haiM, jaise kAMTA cubhane para sAre zarIra meM vedanA yA | pApa ko bar3hA-car3hAkara kahA hai| pIr3A hotI hai| aura kAMTe ke nikala jAne para zarIra nizalya, AdamI adabhuta hai| yA to pApa ko chipAtA hai, yA sarvAMga-sukhI ho jAtA hai| eka choTA-sA kAMTA nikalane kA bar3hA-car3hAkara kahatA hai| jhUTha kI pakar3a aisI hai ki agara isa sukha dekhA? kAMTA nikalate hI saba halakA ho jAtA hai| eka tarapha se haTe, to dUsarI ati para jhUTha ho jAtI hai| bhAra httaa| eka citta se pIr3A gyii| eka prasannatA utthii| eka gAMdhI kI AtmakathA meM aisI hI atizayokti hai| rUso kI sAdhAraNa bhautika kAMTe ke nikalane se| thor3A soco to, AtmakathA meM isI taraha kI atizayokti hai| agastIna kI AdhyAtmika kAMToM kA nikala jAnA kaisA nirbhAra na kara degA! AtmakathA meM isI taraha kI atizayokti hai aura TAlasTAya kI paMkha laga jAeMge tumheN| ur3ane lagoge AkAza meN| vajana na raha AtmakathA meM bhI isI taraha kI atizayokti hai| aba to isake jAegA tummeN| havA kI taraha ho jaaoge--mukt| pavitra ho | bilakula prabala pramANa mila gaye haiM ki TAlasTAya ne aisI bAteM | jAoge gaMgA kI trh| phira kucha tumheM apavitra na kara paayegaa| kahI haiM jo huI nahIM thiiN| lekina pApa ko bar3hA-car3hAkara bakhAna tuma jina kAMToM ko lagAkara baiThe ho, unhIM se nAsUra ho gaye haiN| kiyaa| agara yahI sadaguNa hai ki apane pApa ko khola denA, to _ 'kAMTe ke nikala jAne se zarIra nizalya sarvAMga-sukhI ho jAtA choTe-moTe pApa kyA kholo! soco tumhIM! agara gaye tuma aura hai| vaise hI apane doSoM ko pragaTa na karanevAlA mAyAvI dukhI yA svIkAra hI karanA hai pApa aura tumane kahA ki kisI ke do paise vyAkula rahatA hai| aura unako guru ke samakSa pragaTa kara dene para curA liye, to tumako bhI dInatA lagegI ki curAye bhI to do paise suvizuddha hokara sukhI ho jAtA hai| mana meM koI zalya nahIM raha curAye! to mana karegA ki jaba corI svIkAra hI kara rahe ho, to jaataa|' mahAvIra bhI nahIM kahate ki tuma jAo aura bIca bAjAra lAkhoM kI karane meM kyA harjA hai| kaho ki do lAkha carA liye| meM khar3e hokara apane pApoM kI ghoSaNA kro| vastutaH usa taraha kI | pApI bhI kyA choTe-moTe honA! jaba pApa kI hI svIkRti kara rahe ghoSaNA meM khatarA hai| eka to tuma kara na skoge| aura agara ho, to kama se kama aura kahIM Age na ho sake, isameM to Age ho kabhI kiyA to atizayokti kara doge| kyoMki taba tuma bAjAra | jaao| ahaMkAra vahAM bhI pakar3a legaa| vahAM bhI jhUTha ho jaaegaa| meM ghoSaNA karake yaha siddha karanA cAhoge ki mujhase bar3A pApa kI | to na to aise pApa kI svIkRti karanA jo kiyA nahIM, na aise puNya ghoSaNA karanevAlA koI bhI nahIM hai, dekho| taba tuma atizayokti kI ghoSaNA karanA jo kiyA nhiiN| kara doge| taba tumane jo pApa nahIM kiye haiM, vaha bhI tuma svIkAra | mahAvIra kahate haiM, isalie ekAMta meM, guru ke sAmIpya meM jo kara loge| tumheM samajha sakegA-usase cupacApa apanI bAta kaha denaa| maiMne sunA hai, mullA nasaruddIna para eka mukadamA claa| jaba aura tuma usake sAmane na to pApa ko choTA karake bola pAoge, sAlabhara kI sajA kATakara vaha vApasa lauTA, to maiMne pUchA, | na bar3A karake bola paaoge| kyoMki usakA sarala vAtAvaraNa, nasaruddIna, tumhArI umra nabbe varSa kI ho gayI, tuma yaha kara kaise | usakI zAMti, usakA AnaMda tumhAre ahaMkAra ko mauke na degaa| sake? mukadamA yaha thA ki usane eka yuvatI ke sAtha balAtkAra | usakI vinamratA tumheM vinamra bnaayegii| usakI sahajatA tumheM kiyaa| usane kahA, maiMne isa yuvatI ko jAnA bhI nahIM, na sahaja bnaayegii| guru ke darpaNa ke sAmane baiThakara tumheM vahI tasvIra balAtkAra kiyA hai, lekina jaba adAlata meM suMdara yuvatI ne kahA, | ghoSaNA karanI par3egI, jo tuma ho| basa utanI hI ghoSaNA kara denI to maiM inakAra na kara skaa| yaha bAta hI mujhe prasannatA se bhara gayI | hai, jo tuma ho| isa ghoSaNA se hI tuma nirbhAra hote ho| tumhAre ki nabbe sAla kA bUr3hA aura bIsa sAla kI yuvatI se balAtkAra | citta kA bojha halakA ho jAtA hai| dvaMdva miTa jAtA hai, kara skaa| meM inakAra na kara skaa| yaha sAlabhara kI sajA kATa | | virodhAbhAsa samApta ho jAtA hai, gAMTheM khula jAtI haiN| lene jaisI lgii| aura, jo tuma eka vyakti ko kaha sake aura AnaMda pA sake, manovaijJAnika isakA adhyayana karate rhe| kucha logoM ne apane to tuma dhIre-dhIre pAoge kitanA na hogA AnaMda agara maiM sabako 250 2010_03

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ru mana kA mIta MANISHARMA NAVAmAta RAMMARHINORITAGE kahatA! dhIre-dhIre tuma pAoge tumane auroM ke sAmane bhI svIkAra taiyAra haiM, tU de na de| hamane prArthanA bheja dI hai, tU pUrI kara, na kr| karanA zurU kara diyaa| kyA hai jagata ke pAsa jo tumase chIna phala tere hAtha meM hai| prArthanA hamane kara dI hai| tU yaha na kaha legA? dene ko kyA hai? pada, pratiSThA, saba jhUThe lubhAvane bhrama sakegA ki hamane prArthanA na kii| haiN| chIna kyA legA? jo tumase chIna sakatA hai jagata, vaha kisI eka choTA baccA bagIce meM khela rahA hai| usakA bApa pAsa hI mUlya kA nhiiN| jo tumheM de sakatA hai, vaha kisI mUlya kA nhiiN| baiThA huA hai| vaha baccA eka bar3I caTTAna ko uThAne kI koziza aura isase chipAkara jo tuma khote ho, vaha bahumUlya hai| aura ise kara rahA hai, vaha uThatI nhiiN| vaha saba tarapha se khIMcane kI pragaTa karake apane citta ko tuma jo pAoge, vaha tumhArI AtmA | koziza kara rahA hai, lekina vaha usase jyAdA vajana kI hai| hai| vaha parama dhana hai| sadA se hai| hilatI bhI nhiiN| Akhira usake bApa ne usase kahA, tu apanI mahAvIra ne jaisA kahA. jIsasa ne jaisA kahA. hiMdaoM ne jaisA parI tAkata nahIM lagA rahA hai| usane kahA, maiM apanI parI tAkata mAnA, kisI na kisI ke samAne hRdaya ko kholanA hai| kisake lagA rahA huuN| jitanI lagA sakatA hUM, pUrI lagA rahA huuN| bApa ne sAmane kholate ho, yaha bAta utanI mahatvapUrNa nahIM hai; kholate ho, kahA ki nahIM, terI tAkata meM yaha bhI sammilita hai ki tU mujhase bhI yaha bAta mahatvapUrNa hai| jisake sAmane khola sako, vahIM khola kaha sakatA hai ki sAtha do| tU pUrI tAkata nahIM lagA rahA hai| terI denaa| apane priya ke sAmane khola denaa| apanI patnI ke sAmane tAkata meM yaha bhI sammilita hai ki tU mujhase bhI kaha sakatA hai ki khola denaa| apanI mAM ke sAmane khola denaa| apane mitra ke Ao, isa caTTAna ko uThAne meM sAtha do| sAmane khola denaa| jisake pAsa bhI tuma pAo ki suvidhA hai| prArthanA pUrI tAkata hai| jo tuma kara sakate ho tumane kiyA, phira khola dene kI, dUsarA niMdA na karegA, vahIM khola denaa| to vahIM tuma paramAtmA se kahate ho ki hama sImita haiM, aba tU bhI kucha thor3A-sA guru prasAda milegaa| hAM, guru mila jAe, taba tumheM pUrA sAtha de| AkAza milegaa| yaM tajhako akhtiyAra hai tAsIra de na de tere gunAhagAra gunAhagAra hI sahI daste-duA hama Aja uThAye hae to haiM tere karama kI Asa lagAye hue to haiM apane hAtha hamane prArthanA meM uThAye haiM, aba terI marjI! yUM tujhako akhtiyAra hai tAsIra de na de yaha hAtha uThAnA AdamI ekadama se paramAtmA ke sAmane nahIM kara daste-duA hama Aja uThAye hue to haiM sakatA, kyoMki paramAtmA kA hameM koI patA nhiiN| kahAM hai? bhakta kahatA hai kisa dizA meM hai? kauna hai? kaise pukAreM? kyA hai usakA tere gunAhagAra, gunAhagAra hI sahI nAma? kyA kaheM? kauna-sI bhASA vaha samajhatA hai? guru ke mAnA ki hama pApI haiM, sviikaar| pAsa AsAna hai| vahAM se hama jIvana kA ka, kha, ga sIkhate haiN| tere karama kI Asa lagAye hue to haiM vahAM se hama paramAtmA kI tarapha pahalI sIr3hI lagAte haiN| vaha lekina terI karuNA kI AzA lagAye baiThe haiN| tU kSamA karegA, pahalA pAyadAna hai| kyoMki guru hamAre jaisA hai aura hamAre jaisA yaha bharosA hai| nahIM bhI hai| kucha-kucha hamAre jaisA hai aura kucha-kucha hamase tere karama kI Asa lagAye hue to haiM paar| kucha-kucha hamAre-jaisA hai aura kucha-kucha paramAtmA jaisA yUM tujhako akhtiyAra hai tAsIra de na de hai| guru eka adabhuta saMgama hai, jahAM AdamI aura paramAtmA kA kSamA kara yA na kara, yaha terI mrjii| milana huA hai| yaM tujhako akhtiyAra hai tAsIra de na de jahAM taka hamAre jaisA hai vahAM taka to hama usase bola sakate haiN| daste-duA hama Aja uThAye hue to haiM vahAM taka to hama kaha sakate haiN| vahAM taka to vaha hameM smjhegaa| lekina prArthanA meM hamane apane hAtha uThAye haiN| ta hamase yaha na | aura jahAM vaha hamAre jaisA nahIM hai, vahAM se usakI kSamA aayegii| kaha sakegA ki hamane hAtha na uThAye the| terI karuNA ke lie hama yahI guru kA camatkAra hai| yahI guru kI mahimA hai| hai manuSya, 251 ___ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH 2 | ThIka tumhAre jaisaa| aise hI hAtha-paira, aisA hI muMha, aisI hI | daste-duA hama Aja uThAye hue to haiM jarUrateM-bhojana, bhUkha-pyAsa, sardI-garmI, janma-mRtyu-saba | guru khoja lenA sAdhaka ke lie pahalI anivArya bAta hai| tumhAre jaisA hai| vahIM se gujarA hai, unhIM rAhoM se gujarA hai, jahAM jIvana pAyA para jIvana meM kyA tama gajara rhe| unhIM aMdheroM meM se TaTola-TaTolakara mArga banAyA do kSaNa sakha ke bIta sake? hai usane, jahAM tuma TaTola rhe| vaha tumheM samajha sakegA, kyoMki mana chalane vAle mile bahuta para tuma usakI hI atIta-kathA ho| tuma usI kI AtmakathA ho| kyA mila mana ke mIta sake? jahAM vaha kala thA, vahAM tuma Aja ho| aura jahAM vaha Aja hai, mana kA mIta mila jAe, to guru milaa| zarIra se mitratA vahAM tuma kala ho sakate ho| rakhanevAle bahuta mila jaaeNge| zarIra kA upayoga karanevAle bahuta paramAtmA bahuta dUra hai| guru pAsa bhI, aura dUra bhii| paramAtmA mila jaaeNge| tumhArA sAdhana kI taraha upayoga karanevAle bahuta taka seta phailAnA bar3A kaThina hai| AdamI kI sAmarthya ke bAhara mila jaaeNge| tamhAre sAdhya kI tamheM jo yAda dilAye, jaba vaha hai| tuma kahate to ho paramAtmA zabda, lekina koI bhAva uThatA hai mila jAe, to mana kA mIta milaa| guru mitra hai| bhItara? kucha bhAva nahIM utthtaa| jaba taka tuma kisI manuSya meM buddha ne to kahA hai, ki merA jo AnevAlA avatAra hogA, paramAtmA kI pahalI jhalaka na pAoge, taba taka tumhAre paramAtmA usakA nAma hogA maitrey| mitr| guru sadA se nikaTatama mitra hai| zabda meM koI prANa na hoNge| guru paramAtmA zabda ko saprANa karatA | klyaann-mitr| tuma se kucha cAhatA nhiiN| usakI cAha jA hai| to tumhAre jaisA hai, isalie tuma jo kahoge, smjhegaa| cukii| vaha acAha huaa| tumhArA koI upayoga karane kA prayojana samajhegA ki corI kA mana ho gayA thaa| dasa hajAra rupaye paDe the nhiiN| use kacha upayoga karane ko bacA nhiiN| jo pAnA thA. pA rAste ke kinAre, koI dekhanevAlA na thA, uThA lene kA mana ho | liyaa| vaha apane ghara A gyaa| vaha tumhArI sIr3hI na bnaayegaa| gayA thaa| vaha kahegA, bahuta bAra merA bhI huA hai aisaa| kucha vaha tumhAre kaMdhe para na cddh'egaa| prayojana nhiiN| jo dekhanA thA, dekha ciMtA na kro| kucha ghabar3Ane kI bAta nhiiN| dekho, maiM usake pAra liyA; jo honA thA, ho liyaa| saba taraha tpt| aisA koI A gyaa| tuma bhI A jaaoge| sabhI ko hotA hai| svAbhAvika vyakti mila jAe, to saubhAgya hai! aise vyakti kI chAyA phira hai| mAnavIya hai| chor3anA mt| phira banA lenA apanA ghoMsalA usI kI chAyA meN| tumhAre jaisA hai guru, tumhArI bhASA smjhegaa| aura ThIka tumhAre | phira karanA vizrAma vahIM aura khola denA apane hRdaya ko puuraa| jaisA bhI nahIM hai ki niMdA kare, ki tumhAre roga meM rasa le, kutUhala | nizalya ho jAoge tum| mana meM koI zalya nahIM raha jaataa| kare, ki khoda-khodakara, kureda-kuredakara tumhAre bhItara chipe hue lekina loga bar3e ulaTe haiN| loga guru se bacate haiN| aura unako rahasyoM ko ceSTA kara-karake jaane| na, guru to sirpha pakar3a lete haiM jo guru nahIM haiN| kyoMki jo guru nahIM haiM, unase tumheM niSkriya-bhAva se, zAMta-bhAva se suna letA hai tuma jo kahate ho| kucha khatarA nahIM hai| jo guru nahIM haiM, ve tumheM miTAyeMge aura tumheM AzvAsana de detA hai| nahIM-tumheM sUlI bhI na deMge, tumheM siMhAsana bhI na deMge, ve tumhArI yaha AzvAsana zabda kA utanA nahIM hai jitanA usake satva kA matya na bneNge| unake pAsa tama jhaThI sAMtvanAeM lekara ghara A hai| apane astitva se, apanI upasthiti se tumheM AzvAsana de | sakate ho| satya to vahAM na milegaa| satya to mahaMgA hai| usake detA hai| tumhAre hAtha ko hAtha meM le letA hai| yA tumhAre sira para | lie to prANoM se kImata cukAnI par3atI hai| sAMtvanA milegI, apanA hAtha rakha detA hai| aura tuma anubhava kara lete ho ki usane | lekina sAMtvanA bar3I sastI hai| kSamA kara diyaa| aura agara usane kSamA kara diyA, to paramAtmA AIne se bigar3a ke baiTha gaye nizcita kSamA kara degaa| jaba guru taka kSamA.karane meM samartha hai, to jinakI sUrata jinheM dikhAyI gayI paramAtmA kI to bAta hI kyA kahanI! guru se to loga nArAja ho jAte haiN| kyoMki guru to darpaNa hai| yUM tujhako akhtiyAra hai tAsIra de na de tumhArI sUrata tumhAre sAmane A jaaegii| 252 | JainEducation International 2010_03

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6 guru hai mana kA mIta AIne se bigar3a ke baiTha gaye agara zarIra bImAra ho, to mana kI tarapha yAtrA nahIM ho sktii| jinakI sUrata jinheM dikhAyI gayI | jaise koI AdamI bImAra hai, kyA vINA bajAye! kaise gIta to guru kA kAma to bar3A kaThina hai| use tumheM tumhArI sUrata bhI gAye? khATa se lagA hai, kaise nAce? kaisA sAhitya kA rasa, dikhAnI hai aura tumheM tumhArI sUrata se mukta bhI karanA hai| tuma kaisA kAvya, kaisI citrakalA, kaisI mUrti! abhI zarIra rugNa hai, jaise ho vaha batAnA hai, aura tuma jaise ho sako usa tarapha le jAnA | ghAvoM se bharA hai| to zarIra meM aTakA rahatA hai| zarIra svastha ho hai| aura tumhArI niMdA bhI na ho jAe, tumhArA AtmavizvAsa bhI jAtA hai, to AdamI mana kI tarapha calatA hai| to phira gIta bhI na kho jAe, tumhArI pratimA bhI khaMDita na ho jAe, bar3A nAjuka | sunatA hai, saMgIta bhI sunatA hai| nAcatA bhI hai, citra bhI banAtA hai, kAma hai| tumheM saMbhAlanA bhI hai, tumheM girane bhI nahIM denA hai, aura | mUrti bhI gddh'taa| bagIcA lagAtA hai, phUla saMvAratA hai| sauMdarya kA tumheM saMbhAlanA bhI aise hai ki tumheM aisA na lagane lage ki koI anubodha hotA hai| eka nayA rasa kA saMsAra khulatA hai| zarIra jabardastI saMbhAla rahA hai| kahIM tumheM aisA na lagane lage ki | svastha ho to AdamI mana kI UrjA kA upayoga karanA zurU karatA tumhArI svataMtratA khoyI jA rahI hai, tuma girane kI svataMtratA khoye hai| mana kI taraMgoM para car3hatA hai| lekina mana agara rugNa ho, to de rahe ho| AtmA kI tarapha nahIM jA sktaa| jaba mana nizalya hotA hai, to to guru kA kAma isa jagata meM sabase nAjuka kAma hai| mUrtikAra aura eka nayI aMtima yAtrA zurU hotI hai-AtmA kI khoja, patthara kI mUrti khodate haiM, citrakAra kainavasa para citra banAte haiM, paramAtmA kI khoja, satya kI khoj| zarIra, mana, donoM saMtulana kavi zabdoM ko jamAte haiM, saMvArate haiM, guru caitanya kI mUrti meM hoM, to hI AtmA kI khoja ho sakatI hai| nikhAratA hai-bar3A nAjuka hai| aura nAjukatA yahI hai ki guru ko aba mujhako karAra hai to sabako karAra hai viparIta kAma karane par3ate haiN| eka tarapha tama ghabar3Akara gira hI na dila kyA Thahara gayA ki jamAnA Thahara jAo, dUsarI tarapha tuma kahIM itane Azvasta bhI na ho jAo ki jaise hI mana kI udher3abuna Thahara jAtI hai, dila Thahara jAtA hai, ki tuma jo ho vahI raha jAo! sArI ApA dhApI, sArI daur3a-dhUpa, saba baMda huii| tumhAre bIja ko tor3anA bhI hai| tuma jaise ho use badalanA bhI hai, dila kyA Thahara gayA ki jamAnA Thahara gayA lekina tumheM koI coTa na par3e, hiMsA na ho jaae| tumheM kahIM aisA | saba Thahara jAtA hai, samaya Thahara jAtA hai| usa parama ThaharAva meM na lagane lage ki yaha baMdhana ho gayA, yaha parataMtratA ho gayI, yaha | dhyAna ke phUla khila sakate haiN| usa parama zAMti meM AdamI apanI to kArAgRha ho gyaa| svecchA se, svataMtratA se tumhAre jIvana meM AkhirI maMjila kI tarapha jAtA hai| anuzAsana aaye| yahI jaTilatA hai| thopA na jAe, aaye| guru jJAna se dhyAna kI siddhi hotI hai| dhyAna se saba karmoM kI ke prema meM Aye, guru kI upasthiti meM aaye| guru ke Adeza se na nirjarA hotI hai| nirjarA kA phala mokSa hai| ataH satata jJAnAbhyAsa Aye, basa usake upadeza se aaye| vaha tamheM AjJA na de| koI karanA caahie|' guru AjJA nahIM detaa| jo AjJA dete haiM ve guru nahIM haiN| guru to NANeNa jjhANasijjhI, jhANAdo svvkmmnnijjrnnN| sirpha kahatA hai, nivedana karatA hai| sujhAva jyAdA se jyAdA, NijjaraNaphalaM mokkhaM, NANabbhAsaM tado kujjaa|| | AjJA nhiiN| tamhArI svataMtratA bhI bacAnI hai aura tamhArI satya kI 'jJAna se dhyAna kI siddhi hotI hai|' jJAna ko ThIka se samajha yAtrA ko bhI pUrA karanA hai| lenaa| jJAna kA artha zAstra adhyayana nhiiN| vaha to mahAvIra lekina isakI pahalI zuruAta, mahAvIra kahate haiM, bhUloM ke bahuta pahale inakAra kara cuke| jJAna kA artha sUcanAoM kA samagra svIkAra se hotI hai| nizalya huA vyakti svastha ho | saMkalana nahIM hai| jJAna kA artha hai, jo hai use vaisA hI jaannaa| gyaa| usake mAnasika roga gye| usakI mAnasika upAdhiyAM | | jaisA hai vaisA hI jaannaa| tathya ko tor3anA-maror3anA nhiiN| tathya girii| mana svastha ho, to AtmA kI tarapha yAtrA ho| ke Upara apane mana ko Aropita na krnaa| tathya ko vikRta na ise hama smjheN| krnaa| jo hai, jaisA hai, use vaise hI jAnane kA nAma jJAna hai| 253 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 Mini gulAba kA phUla khilaa| tuma kahate ho, suMdara hai| to jo jaisA mana kA abhAva, dhyaan| a-mana kI avasthA, dhyaan| hai usase tuma haTa gye| tumane apane mana ko Aropita kiyaa| yaha 'jJAna se dhyAna kI siddhi hotI hai| aura dhyAna se saba karmoM kI suMdara kA khayAla tumhArA hai| gulAba ke phUla ko kucha bhI patA nirjarA hotI hai|' nahIM hai ki suMdara hai, asuMdara hai| AdamI haTa jAe pRthvI se to bhI suno, mahAvIra kahate haiM, dhyAna se saba karmoM kI nirjarA hotI gulAba kA phUla khilegaa| geMde kA phUla bhI khilegaa| lekina na hai| jo tumane kiye hoM pApa-puNya anaMta-anaMta janmoM meM, kSaNabhara to geMde kA phUla asuMdara hogA, na gulAba kA phUla suMdara hogaa| na ke dhyAna se miTa jAte haiN| kyoM, aisA kaise hotA hogA? yaha geMde kA phUla kama suMdara hogA, na gulAba kA phUla jyAdA suMdara gaNita kucha samajha meM nahIM aataa| kyoMki janama-janama taka pApa hogaa| ghAsa ke phUla bhI khilate rheNge| sabhI eka jaise hoNge| kiye-corI kI, burAI kI, jhUTha bole, hatyA kI, hatyA kA manuSya ke haTa jAte hI malya haTa jAte haiN| socA-kama se kama AtmahatyA kI-saba taraha ke garhita kRtya jaba tuma kahate ho gulAba kA phUla suMdara hai, to tumane phUla ke kiye haiM, janmoM-janmoM taka itane karmoM kA jAla, aura dhyAna se sAtha kucha jodd'aa| tathya ko tathya na rahane diyaa| tumane kalpanA | miTa jAegA, kyA mAmalA hai? dhyAna se isalie miTa jAtA hai jodd'ii| tumane apanA bhAva ddaalaa| tumane tathya ko atathya kiyaa| | ki jo tumane kiyA, vaha sapanA thaa| kartA kA bhAva svapna hai| rAta gulAba ko dekho, kucha kaho mt| kucha jor3o mt| vahAM ho bhara kitane kAma karate ho, subaha alArma bajA, pakSI cahacahAye, gulAba, yahAM ho tuma, do upasthitiyAM-zUnya, zAMta-zabda kA AMkha khulI, saba gayA-rAta kitanA krama thA, kitanA upakrama koI bhI roga-rAga na ho| zabda bIca meM uThe hI nhiiN| zabda satya thA, kitanA upAya thA, kitanI daur3a-dhUpa thI, kitanA pAyA, ko vikRta karatA hai| mauna kA setu ho| vahAM gulAba khile, yahAM kitanA khoyA, AMkha khulate hI saba khAlI tuma khilo| donoM eka-dUsare ke Amane-sAmane sAkSAtkAra ho| nirjarA kA artha hai, jise tumane karma jAnA vaha mAyA se jyAdA na tuma kucha kaho, na tuma kucha soco, na tuma koI dhAraNA banAo, | nhiiN| mahAvIra mAyA zabda kA upayoga nahIM krte| lekina isase tuma basa dekhate raho jo hai| jo hai use pragaTa hone do, phailane do| | kyA pharka par3atA hai| unakA vaktavya itanA sApha hai| mahAvIra yaha taba tuma pahalI daphe jAnoge gulAba ko-nAmarahita, kaha rahe haiM, jo tumane kiyA vaha svapnavata hai| jAgane kI jarUrata vizeSaNarahita, ruuprhit| gulAba apane samagra vaibhava se pragaTa hai, jAgate hI svapna kho jAte haiN| rAta tumane corI kI, subaha hogaa| tumhArI AtmA para phailatA calA jaaegaa| tuma pahalI daphA jAgakara phira tuma parezAna to nahIM hote ki rAta corI kI, cora sparza karoge usakA, jo hai| aura jo gulAba ke sAtha kaha rahA hUM, banA, aba kyA karUM, aba kyA na karUM? kyA aba dAna karUM? vahI sAre jIvana ke sAtha karo, to mahAvIra kahate haiM, jnyaan| | kyA jAkara pulisa meM rapaTa likhAUM? kyA karUM? rAta kisI 'NANeNa jjhaannsijjhii|' aura jJAna se dhyAna siddha hotA hai| kI hatyA kara dI, to subaha tuma ghabar3Ate to nahIM ki pulisa AtI bar3A amUlya sUtra hai| aise jJAna kA apane-Apa rUpAMtaraNa dhyAna | hogii| jAgate hI nirjarA ho gyii| jAgate hI nirjarA isIlie ho meM ho jAtA hai| yaha jJAna kI vizuddhi hI dhyAna bana jAtI hai| sakatI hai ki jo kiyA thA vaha sote kA sapanA thaa| dhyAna kA artha hai, nirvicaar-citt| jaba tuma tathya ko tathya kI 'dhyAna se saba karmoM kI nirjarA hotI hai|' nirjarA zabda bar3A taraha dekhane meM kuzala ho jAte ho, to vicAra vidA ho jAte haiN| pyArA hai| mahAvIra kA apanA hai| nirjarA kA artha hotA hai, jhar3a unakI taraMgeM nahIM utthtiiN| mauna meM sAkSAtkAra hone lagatA hai| jaanaa| jaise patajhar3a meM patte jhar3a jAte haiN| jaise snAna karate vakta tumhArI AMkha khAlI ho jAtI hai| tuma sirpha dekhate ho, kucha zarIra kI dhUla jhar3a jAtI hai| baiTha gaye jalasrota ke nikaTa, DAlate nhiiN| tuma sirpha sunate ho, kucha vicArate nhiiN| tuma sirpha jalaprapAta ke nIce, saba dhUla jhar3a jAtI hai| aise dhyAna se jaba chUte ho, vyAkhyA nahIM krte| vyAkhyA karanA, vicAra karanA, snAna ho jAtA hai, to saba nirjarA ho jAtI hai| kucha DAlanA, kucha jor3anA, ye saba mana ke kRtya haiN| jaba ye saba | 'nirjarA kA phala mokSa hai|' aura nirjarA kI aMtima avasthA kRtya kho jAte haiM, mana kho jAtA hai| jahAM mana nahIM, vahAM dhyaan| | jahAM saba jhar3a gayA, kucha bhI na bacA; saba ghAsa-pAta, saba 254 2010_03

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guru hai mana kA mIta pAta-patte, saba dhUla-dhavAMsa, saba gira gayI, kucha bhI na bacA, vivAha kre| akelA maiM hI kyoM dukha pAUM isakI vajaha se? tuma hI bace tumhArI nipaTa zuddhi meM, tumhArA ekAMta bacA, tumhArA | koI aura bhI to cakhe dukha! aura phira eka aura kAraNa hai| mara kaivalya bacA, basa tumhArI bhItara kI rozanI bacI, zUnya meM jAne ke bAda kama se kama eka AdamI to dukhI rahegA, ki mulla jalatA huA prANa kA dIyA bacA, saba haTa gayA, vahI mokSa hai| na maratA to acchA thaa| mokSa koI bhaugolika avasthA nhiiN| mokSa tumhArI zuddhatama loga kahate kucha, bhItara kucha aura hotaa| bolate kucha, bhAva avasthA hai| kaho paramAtmA yA mokSa, eka hI bAta hai| kucha aura hote| parta dara parta AdamI meM jhUTha hai| bAhara phira hama 'ataH satata jJAnAbhyAsa karanA caahie|' mahAvIra ke isa vahI dekhate cale jAte haiM jo parta dara parta hamameM phailA hai| tuma dUsare vacana ko jaina-muniyoM ne samajhA ki satata zAstra par3hate rahanA meM vahI dekha lete ho, jaisI tumhArI dekhane kI Adata ho gayI hai| caahie| karate hI yahI becAre! zAstra-abhyAsa to khUba ho jAtA cora cora ko hI dekhatA rahatA hai| cora ko sAdhu dikhAyI par3atA hI hai, lekina na to usase dhyAna sadhatA hai-vastutaH nahIM, dikhAyI par3a hI nahIM sktaa| vaha mAna hI nahIM sakatA ki zAstra-abhyAsa ke kAraNa dhyAna asaMbhava ho jAtA hai--na usase koI sAdhu ho sakatA hai| jaba vaha khuda hI nahIM ho sakA sAdhu, to karmoM kI nirjarA hotI hai, na mokSa milatA hai| phira bhI-na paudhA kauna ho sakatA hai! dikhAyI par3atA, na phala lagate, na phUla Ate-phira bhI ve baiThe mahAvIra kahate haiM jJAna ke abhyAsa kA artha hai, tathya ko dekhane haiN| zAstra kA adhyayana kiye jA rahe haiN| kI klaa| apane ko haTAnA, bIca meM mata ddaalnaa| vyavadhAna ma jJAna-abhyAsa kA mahAvIra kA artha hai. tathya ko tathya kI taraha bananA. saba parde haTA lenA aura jaisA ho usako vaisA hI dekhanA dekhane kA anushaasn| jo jaisA hai use vaisA hI dekhane kI | cAhe koI bhI kImata denI par3e, cAhe koI bhI kImata cukAnI pdd'e| prkriyaa| ise sAdhanA hogaa| kyoMki janmoM-janmoM taka hamane zAstra-abhyAsI to kevala paraMparA ke aMdhe pUjaka haiN| tathyoM ko jhuThalAnA sIkhA hai| hama kucha kA kucha dekha lete haiN| lIka-lIka gAr3I cale, lIkai cale kapUta hama dekhate bhI hote haiM, lekina vaha nahIM dikhAyI par3atA jo hai| lIka chor3i tInoM caleM, zAyara, siMha, sapUta aura vaha dikhAyI par3a jAtA hai jo hama dekhanA cAhate haiN| hamAre | vaha jo zAstra kI lakIra pITate rahate haiM, vaha to kapUta haiN| vaha bhItara kI taraMgeM jagata ke parde para chAyAeM banAtI rahatI haiN| to kAyara haiN| unameM to koI bala nhiiN| mullA nasaruddIna eka dina mere pAsa aayaa| usane apanI lIka chor3i tInoM caleM, zAyara, siMha, spuut| vasIyata likhii| vasIyata dekhakara maiM cauNkaa| maiMne kahA, mallA, jo bhI lIka ko chor3akara cala sakatA hai, jo piTI-piTAyI bar3e udAra ho| kyoMki vasIyata meM usane likhA, ki mere marane ke bAta ko nahIM dekhatA, jo piTe-piTAye zabdoM ko nahIM doharAtA, bAda meM merI patnI ko pacAsa hajAra rupaye mileN| lekina yadi vaha jo piTI-piTAyI dhAraNAoM meM nahIM jItA, jo saba jAla ko haTA vivAha kare, to eka lAkha rupaye mileN| maiMne kahA, loga to likha detA hai aura jIvana ke tathya ko dekhatA hai aura usa tathya ke jAte haiM ki agara patnI vivAha kare, to eka paisA na mile| agara anusAra jItA hai, vahI bahAdura hai, vahI sAhasI hai, vahI mahAvIra sadA mere nAma ke lie rotI rahe, to saba mila jaae| tumane yaha hai| zAyara, siMha, spt| usI ke jIvana meM kAvya kA janma kyA kiyA? tuma bar3e udAra ho| kabhI maiMne socA nahIM ki tuma hogaa| usI ke jIvana meM vIrya kA janma hogaa| vahI sapata hai| itane udAra hooge| usane kahA, Apa galata na samajheM, merA | kyoMki vahI jIvana ko dhanya kara paayegaa| vahI bhAgyavAna hai| matalaba kucha aura hI hai, lekina aba Apase kyA chipAnA! kyA 'una mahAkula vAloM kA tapa bhI zuddha nahIM hai jo pravrajjA dhAraNa matalaba hai terA? to usane kahA, pahalI to bAta yaha hai ki jo kara pUjA-satkAra ke lie tapa karate haiN| isalie kalyANArthI ko mUrkha-aura kevala koI mUrkha hI usase vivAha karegA-vivAha | isa taraha tapa karanA cAhie ki dUsare logoM ko patA taka na cle| karegA, usake lie kharca-pAnI ke lie kucha jarUrata par3egI, apane tapa kI kisI ke samakSa prazaMsA nahIM kara lekina usameM bhI merA rasa nhiiN| rasa merA isameM hai ki koI usase | AdamI aisA ulaTA hai, bebUjha hai| ulaTI khopar3I hai AdamI 255 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 kii| tapa bhI karatA hai to bhI kAraNa vahI purAne ahaMkAra ke hote | meN| aMdherI rAta meN| tumhArI patnI ko, tumhAre pati ko patA na haiN| pahale dhana kI akar3a se calatA thA ki lAkhoM haiM, aba isa | cle| uTha gaye AdhI rAta. baiTha gaye apane bistara para, kSaNabhara akar3a se calatA hai ki lAkhoM tyAga diye| pahale yaha akar3a thI ko usa ekAMta meM paramAtmA se apane ko jodd'o| bhIr3a-bAjAra kA ki dekho mere pAsa kitanA hai, aba yaha akar3a hai ki suno maiMne yaha kAma nhiiN| kisI ko batAnA kyA hai! kisI se kahanA kyA kitanA tyAgA hai| akar3a apanI jagaha kAyama hai| rassI jala | hai? kahA ki hAtha se kho jaaegaa| kahA ki gyaa| tIra nikalA jAtI hai, akar3a nahIM jaatii| to mahAvIra kahate haiM, aisA tapa mata | dhanuSa se| phira lauTegA nhiiN| karanA, vaha tapa bhI azuddha hai| roko, sNbhaalo| puNya ko chipaao| pApa ko pragaTa kro| tesiM tu tavo Na suddho, nikkhaMtA je mhaakulaa| kyoMki pApa chUTa jAe, acchaa| puNya chipa jAe, bIja bane, gahare jaM nevanne viyANaMti, na silogaM pvejji|| meM utare tumhAre aMtastala meM jAe, aMtaradhArA bahe, tumhAre roeM-roeM pUjA-satkAra ke lie tapa mata krnaa| kalyANArthI ko to aise meM. raga-raga tapa karanA cAhie ki kisI ko patA na cle| tapa to ekAMta meM 'jJAnamayI vAyasahita tathA zIla dvArA prajvalita tapomayI ho| tapa to tumhArA bhItara hai, bhItara ho| agni saMsAra ke kAraNabhUta karmabIja ko vaise hI jalA DAlatI hai aba isako smjhnaa| jaise vana meM lagI pracaMDa Aga tRNa-rAzi ko jalA DAlatI hai|' sAdhAraNataH pApa hama ekAMta meM karate haiM, puNya bhIr3a meM karate haiM, isa jJAna kI agni ko jlaao| isa jJAna ke yajJa ko jlaao| pApa hama chipAte haiM, puNya hama batAte haiN| pApa agara majabUrI meM ise jalAnA ho to tathya ko tathya ke jaisA dekhane kA sAhasa kro| batAnA bhI par3e, to kama se kama batAte haiN| puNya agara chipAnA bhI ise agara jalAnA ho to vyartha ko bAhara pheMko, sArthaka ko bhItara par3e, to kama se kama chipAte haiN| majabUrI meN| puNya ko hama sNbhaalo| bure ko kho| kama se kama eka AdamI to khoja lo, bar3hA-bar3hAkara batAte haiM, pApa ko hama ghaTA-ghaTAkara chipAte haiN| jisase tuma apanA pUrA hRdaya kaha sko| aura zubha ko maMjUSA pApa ko hama choTA banA-banAkara bhItara rakha lete haiN| puNya ko hama meM-hRdaya kI maMjUSA meM chipaao| zubha kA sAra tumhAre prANoM meM bar3A banAkara AkAza meM iMdradhanuSoM kI bhAMti phailAte haiN| basa jaae| aura azubha jaise hI tumheM patA cale, tatkSaNa use mahAvIra kahate haiM, prakriyA ulaTI honI caahie| puNya ko bhItara nivedana kara do| gaMgA meM bahA do| to janmoM kA jo kAraNabhUta chipAkara rakha lenA, pApa ko bAhara pragaTa kara denaa| pApa ko to bIja hai, jisake kAraNa hama paidA hote haiM-vAsanA-vaha naSTa ho batA denA, kyoMki jo batA do vaha kho jAtA hai| puNya batAyA, jAtI hai| yA ahaMkAra, vaha naSTa ho jAtA hai| yaha zAMti jisakI puNya kho jaaegaa| pApa batAyA, pApa kho jaaegaa| jo bacAkara AdamI talAza karatA hai, pahAr3oM para na milegii| pahAr3oM kI zAMti bhItara rakhate ho, vahI bIja banatA hai| jo chipAyA, vahI bddh'egaa| kSaNabhara kA dhokhA hai| yaha zAMti tumheM bhItara khojanI hogI! pApa chipAoge, pApa bddh'egaa| puNya chipAoge, puNya bddh'egaa| kitanI zAMti! kitanI zAMti! aba tuma para nirbhara hai| gaNita sApha hai| agara tumane pApa samAhita kyoM nahIM hotI yahAM mere hRdaya kI krAMti? chipAyA, to pApa bar3hatA jAtA hai| vaha tumhArI raMdhra-raMdhra meM mavAda | kyoM nahIM aMtara-guhA kA azaMkhala durbAdhya vAsI kI taraha phaila jAtA hai| usakI aMtaHdhArA tumheM pUrI taraha grasita athira yAyAvara, acira meM cira pravAsI kara letI hai| aura puNya tuma pragaTa karate ho, vaha kho jAtA hai hAtha / nahIM rukatA, cAha kara--svIkAra kara--vizrAMti? se| puNya pragaTa huA, aise jaise ki sugaMdha nikala gayI phUla se| mAna kara bhI, sabhI IpsA, sabhI kAMkSA phUla khAlI raha gyaa| gaMdha gyii| jagata kI upalabdhiyAM saba haiM labhAnI bhraaNti| mahAvIra kahate haiM ulaTA karo, thor3e samajhadAra bno| chipAo | kitanI zAMti! kitanI zAMti! puNya ko, kisI ko patA na cle| jIsasa ne kahA hai, eka hAtha se samAhita kyoM nahIM hotI yahAM mere hRdaya kI krAMti ? do, dUsare hAtha ko patA na cle| prArthanA karo ekAMta meM, akele pahAr3oM para jo zAMti hai, bar3I gahana hai| pahAr3oM kI hai, tumhArI 256 2010_03

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nhiiN| maMdira meM jAkara baiTha gaye, zAMti hai| maMdira kI hai, tumhArI nhiiN| isa zAMti se tumhAre bhItara kA uthala-puthala, isa zAMti se tumhAre bhItara kA rudana, isa zAMti se tumhAre bhItara kA kolAhala samApta na hogaa| samAhita kyoM nahIM hotI yahAM mere hRdaya kI krAMti ? kyoM nahIM aMtara- guhA kA azRMkhala durbAdhya vAsI athira yAyAvara, acira meM cira pravAsI nahIM rukatA, cAha kara -- svIkAra kara -- vizrAMti ? mAna kara bhI, sabhI IpsA, sabhI kAMkSA jagata kI upalabdhiyAM saba haiM lubhAnI bhrAMti / jAnate to tuma bhI ho| lekina jAnanA tumhArA mAnane kA hai| mAnakara bhI sabhI IpsA, sabhI kAMkSA jagata kI upalabdhiyAM saba haiM lubhAnI bhrAMti kucha hala nahIM hotaa| mAnakara kahIM hala huA hai? sunakara mAna liyA, kahIM hala huA ? jAnanA hogaa| jJAna! phira banegA dhyaan| phira dhyAna se hogI nirjraa| phira nirjarA se mokss| itanA hI pharka hai paramAtmA meM aura AdamI meM ki AdamI vyartha ke bojha se DhaMkA hai, jaise hIrA kaMkar3oM meM dabA, ki sonA miTTI meM pdd'aa| Aga se gujara jAe, nikhara jAe, ki AdamI paramAtmA hai| sarApA ArajU hone ne baMdA kara diyA hamako varanA hama khudA the gara dila-e-bemuddaA hote agara hRdaya meM AkAMkSA, vAsanA kA bIja na hotA, cAha na hotI, to hama svayaM Izvara the| phira se cAha jala jAe, hama phira Izvara ho jaaeN| cAha hameM utAra lAyI jamIna para / laMgara kI taraha cAha ne hameM jamIna se bAMdhA hai| jJAna kI agni meM cAha jala jAtI hai / ThIka kahate haiM mahAvIra - 'jaise pracaMDa agni meM tRNa - rAzi | jala jAtI hai, aisA hI bIja cAha kA, tRSNA kA jala jAtA hai|' jaldI karo, kyoMki kala kA koI bharosA nahIM / jalAo isa Aga ko| yaha sonA kaba se tumhArI pratIkSA karatA hai / jisalie maiM paMkha lAyA thA, vaha kAma na inase le paayaa| ina paMkhoM kA denevAlA, nArAja na hogA kyA mujha para ? paMkhoM se bAMdha liye patthara ! phailAo paMkhoM ko| phira se taulo havAoM para / phira ur3o 2010_03 AkAza kI trph| jisalie paMkha maiM lAyA thA, vaha kAma na inase le paayaa| ina paMkhoM kA denevAlA, nArAja na hogA kyA mujha para ? paMkhoM se bAMdha liye patthara ! garu hai mana kA mIta girAo patthara / lekina dUsaroM kI kahI huI bAtoM se yaha na hogaa| sunA bahuta kahate loga, jagata mAyA hai / chUTatI to nahIM ! sunA bahuta, loga kahate haiM krodha Aga hai; miTatA to nahIM ! sunA bahuta, kAma pApa hai; jAtA to nahIM! kyA itane se sApha nahIM ho rahA ki sunA huA jo hai, par3hA huA jo hai; zAstra se, saMskAra se jo milA hai, vaha jJAna nahIM! prakAza kI bAteM haiM, prakAza nahIM / pAkazAstra hai, bhojana nhiiN| jala kA sUtra hogA - eca TU o-lekina eca TU o se kahIM pyAsa kisI kI bujhI hai! kAgaja para kisI ko eca TU o likhakara de do, vaha pyAsA tar3apha rahA hai - vaha pheMka degA kAgaja, vaha kahegA ise kyA kareMge ? zAstra kA kyA kareMge? hogA ThIka tumhArA sUtra, mujhe jala cAhie, sUtra nhiiN| lekina jala zAstra se mila bhI nahIM sktaa| svayaM se hI mila sakatA hai| aura jaba taka vaisA jalasrota tuma apane bhItara na khoja lo, pyAse tar3aphate, jIvana ke nAma para kSaNa-kSaNa marate hI tuma rhoge| mana meM milana kI Asa hai, dRga meM darasa kI pyAsa hai, para DhUMDhatA phiratA jise, usakA patA milatA nhiiN| jhUThe banI dharatI bar3I, jhUThe bRhata AkAza haiM; milatI nahIM jaga meM kahIM, pratimA hRdaya ke gAna kI / kisake sAmane nAcUM ? kisake sAmane gIta gAUM ? kahAM car3hAUM jIvana kA ardhya ? kahAM car3hAUM jIvana kA naivedya ? kahAM hai vaha dvAra, jo mere ghara kA hai? jo vastutaH mere ghara kA dvAra hai| mana meM milana kI Asa hai, dRga meM darasa kI pyAsa hai, para DhUMDhatA phiratA jise, 257

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258 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 usakA patA milatA nahIM, bAhara DhUMDhate rahoge, milegA bhI nhiiN| vaha bhItara chipA baiThA hai| tumhArA honA hI usakA dvAra hai| tuma jarA zuddha hone kI kalA bhara sIkha lo| usI ko mahAvIra jJAna kahate haiN| aura ghabarA mata jAnA, kitane hI hAre hoo, kitane hI bhaTake hoo, usase tuma dUra jAkara bhI dUra jA sakate nahIM / use khokara bhI tuma kho sakate nhiiN| kyoMki vaha tumhArA svabhAva hai| tRSita ! dhara dhIra maru meM ki jalatI bhUmi ke ura meM kahIM pracchanna jala ho / naro yadi Aja taru meM sumana kI gaMdha tIkhI, syAta, madhupUrNa phala ho / dukhoM kI coTa khAkara hRdaya jo kUpa-sA jitanA adhika gaMbhIra hogA; usI meM vRSTi pAkara kabhI utanA adhika saMcita sukhoM kA nIra hogaa| ghabar3Ao mata! bahuta bAra aisA huA ki mahAvIra aura buddha jaise puruSoM ko dekhakara bajAya isake ki logoM ne AzA ke sUtra liye hote, loga nirAza ho gaye aura ghabarA gaye aura unhoMne kahA ki yaha kucha hI logoM ke vaza kI bAta hai| yaha to mahApuruSoM | kI bAta hai / avatArI, tIrthaMkaroM kI bAta hai / buddhoM kI bAta hai / hama sAdhAraNajana! to, hama pUjA hI karane ke lie bane haiN| hama kabhI pUjya hone ko nahIM bne| to hama pratimA ke sAmane phUla car3hAne ko hI bane haiM, hama kabhI paramAtmA kI pratimA banane ko nahIM bane haiN| bar3I bhUla ho gyii| jinase AtmavizvAsa lenA thA, unase hamane aura dInatA aura hInatA le lii| unakA sArA prayAsa yahI thA ki tuma samajho ki ve tumhAre jaise hI puruSa, Aja aise gaurIzaMkara ke zikhara jaise ho gaye haiN| tuma bhI ho sakate ho| dekhA kabhI bar3avRkSa ke nIce, virATa vRkSa ke nIce par3A choTA-sA bar3a kA cIja! bar3a kA bIja soca bhI nahIM sakatA ki itanA bar3A vRkSa kaise ho sakegA ? lekina ho sakatA hai| usakI saMbhAvanA hai| 2010_03 vaisI hI saMbhAvanA tumhArI hai| basa thor3e se jAgane kI, smaraNa kI bAta hai| re pravAsI, jAga! tere deza kA saMvAda aayaa| bhedamaya saMdeza suna pulakita khagoM ne caMcu kholI; prema se jhuka jhuka praNati meM pAdapoM kI paMkti DolI; dUra prAcI kI taTI se vizva ke tRNa-tRNa jagAtA, phira udaya kI vAyu kA vana meM suparicita nAda AyA re pravAsI, jAga! tere deza kA saMvAda aayaa| jina sUtra tumhAre deza kI khabareM haiN| re pravAsI, jAga! tere deza kA saMvAda AyA / mahAvIra aura buddha DAkiyA haiM / citttthiirsaa| khabareM lAte haiN| paramAtmA kI / tuma ciTThiyoM ko saMbhAlakara chAtI para mata rakha lenA / kholo aura unakA artha kholo| kholo ciTThiyoM ko / unakA sAra smjho| ye ciTThiyAM pUjane ke lie nahIM haiN| ye ciTThiyAM zAstra banA lene ke lie nahIM haiN| ye ciTThiyAM jIvana banAne ke lie haiN| re pravAsI, jAga! tere deza kA saMvAda aayaa| Aja itanA hii|

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caudahavAM pravacana jIvana taiyArI hai, mRtyu parIkSA hai

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c. com . COM prazna-sAra bhagavAna zrI kI AMkhoM se niraMtara AzIrvAda kI vrssaa| unake dRSTipAta mAtra se zarIra meM kaMpana va aMtartama meM bI kI cubhn| mRtyu ghaTita hotI-sI lgnaa| phira bhI AtyaMtika-mRtyu kyoM nahIM? bhagavAna zrI ke sAnidhya se bhItara prema-pravAha prAraMbha hara vyakti, hara vastu ke prti|| premapUrita hokara kisI se gale lagane ko bar3hane para dUsare dvArA saMkoca va anutsAha, praznakartA kA pIche haTa jaanaa| mArgadarzana kI mAMga! tUne ATA lagAyA aura phNsaayaa| aba hama akele tar3apa rahe haiM! jimmevAra kauna? bhagavAna zrI, terI raz2A pUrI ho| SHREE 2010_03

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halA prazna: ApakI AMkhoM se niraMtara AzIrvAda | hotA hai| jahAM tuma miTe, paramAtmA huaa| tumhAre miTe binA vaha barasatA-sA pratIta hotA hai, madhura aura slonaa| | ho bhI nahIM sktaa| tuma bahuta jagaha ghere ho| usake lie zrotAoM para ApakI AMkheM ghUmatI haiM aura jaise hI | avakAza nahIM hai bhItara Ane ko| miTo, maro, vidA hoo, mujha para par3atI haiM, lagatA hai koI bI mere aMtartama meM chida tAki vaha A ske| aura tuma hI tumhArI bImArI ho| lekina isa gyii| sArA zarIra kAMpa jAtA hai| mRtyu-sI ghaTita hotI hai| bImArI ko tumane apanA zRMgAra samajhA hai| isa ahaMkAra ko tumane lekina AtyaMtika-matya kyoM nahIM ghaTa jAtI? apanI AtmA samajhA hai| isase bhala ho rahI hai| jo mere pAsa AyeMge, ve cAhe kisI kAraNa se mere pAsa A rahe vaha bhI ghttegii| thor3I pratIkSA, thor3I bATa johanI hogii| prAraMbha hoM, maiM unheM pAsa marane ke lie hI bulA rahA huuN| maiM unheM svAda denA ho gayA hai| dhIre-dhIre marane kI kalA AtI hai| itanA sAhasa nahIM cAhatA hUM mRtyu kaa| eka bUMda bhI tuma cakha lo mRtyu kI, to mRtyu hotA ki eka chalAMga meM AdamI mara jaae| rattI-rattI chaTatA hai| ke dvAra se hI amata kI pahalI jhalaka milatI hai| matya ke lekina eka-eka kadama se calakara hajAroM mIla kI yAtrA pUrI ho AvaraNa meM chipA hai amRt| mRtyu kI oTa meM chipA hai prmaatmaa| jAtI hai| isalie ciMtA kA koI kAraNa nahIM hai| jaba maMsUra ko sUlI lagI, to vaha AkAza kI tarapha dekhakara aura dhyAna nizcita hI mRtyu jaisA hai| kyoMki jise hamane khilakhilAkara haMsane lgaa| kisI ne pUchA usa bhIr3a meM se jo jIvana kahA hai vaha jIvana nahIM hai| aura jise hamane aba taka mRtyu usakI hatyA kara rahI thI ki kyA dekhakara haMsa rahe ho? to maMsUra samajhA hai vaha mRtyu nahIM hai| hama bar3e dhokhe meM haiN| jise hama jIvana ne kahA, tuma jise mRtyu samajha rahe ho, vaha mere paramAtmA se merA kahate haiM, vaha kevala eka sapanA hai| aura jise hama mRtyu kahate milana kA dvAra hai| use maiM khar3A dekha rahA huuN| vaha hAtha phailAye haiM, vaha hai kevala isa sapane kA TUTa jaanaa| lekina cUMki sapane ko bAhuoM meM lene ko tatpara hai| tuma yahAM mujhe mAro ki vahAM maiM usake hama satya mAnate haiM, jora se pakar3ate haiM use, chAtI se lagAye rakhate | AliMgana meM giraa| isalie haMsa rahA hUM ki tumheM kisI ko haiM use| jIvana ko jora se pakar3ane ke kAraNa hI mauta dukhadAyI | dikhAyI nahIM par3atA! vaha bilakula sAmane khar3A hai| idhara mere mAlUma hotI hai| anyathA mRtyu meM koI dukha nahIM hai| mRtyu vizrAma | marane kI dera hai ki udhara milana huaa| jaldI karo, dera kyoM lagA hai, virAma hai| jIvana ko galata samajhA hai, isalie mRtyu ke | rahe ho? saMbaMdha meM bhI galata dRSTi bana gayI hai| | jinhoMne bhI svayaM ko jAnA. unhoMne jAnA. matya kacare ko le dhyAna hai mRtyu ko ThIka-ThIka jAnanA, phcaannaa| ahaMkAra ko jAtI hai, sone ko to chor3a jAtI hai| vyartha ko bahA le jAtI hai, dhIre-dhIre DubAnA aura khonaa| jahAM tuma nahIM hote, vahIM paramAtmA sArthaka ko to nikhAra jAtI hai, sApha-sutharA kara jAtI hai| mRtyu 263 2010_03

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MENT jina satra bhAga: varadAna hai| aura jise mRtyu meM bhI varadAna dikha gayA, use phira phira cUkoge, phira utaroge janma ke gaDDe meM, phira bhaTakoge inhIM kahAM varadAna na dikhegA! jisane mRtyu meM bhI paramAtmA ke hAtha dekha aMdherI galiyoM meM, phira inhIM kaMTakAkIrNa mArgoM para, phira inhIM liye, svabhAvataH jIvana meM to usake hAtha dekha hI legaa| usane vAsanAoM kI, inhIM krodha-kAmanAoM kI, lobha, mada-matsara kI AkhirI kasauTI pAra kara lii| bhIr3a meM phira kho jaaoge| jaba taka tuma mRtyu meM jIvana kA sUtra na khoja loge, taba taka isalie kahatA hUM, dhyAna mRtyu hai| aura agara tumane mujhe gaura se tumheM bAra-bAra janmanA hogA, maranA hogaa| tuma phira-phira bheje | dekhA, to usa gaura ke kSaNa meM dhyAna kI thor3I-sI jhalaka tumheM jAoge, kyoMki parIkSA meM tuma uttIrNa nahIM hote| jIvana taiyArI | aayegii| agara tumane zAMta hokara mujhe dekhA, to zAMti ke kSaNa meM hai, mRtyu parIkSA hai| parIkSA aMta meM hai, svbhaavtH| jIvanabhara | bI cubhegii| cubhanI hI caahie| vahI prayojana hai merA aura taiyArI karate haiM hama, taiyArI kisalie? kabhI socA mRtyu aMta meM | tumhArA yahAM hone kA ki maiM tumheM thor3e mRtyu ke darzana de duuN| aura kyoM AtI hai? parIkSA ko aMta meM AnA hI hogaa| mRtyu jIvana | eka bAra tumheM mRtyu kI jhalaka Ane lage aura rasadhAra bahane lage, kI samApti nahIM hai| jIvanabhara meM tumane kucha sIkhA, kucha jAnA, aura tuma dekho ki are, kaisA nAsamajha thA, mRtyu to varadAna hai, kucha nicor3A, kucha sAra hAtha AyA, isakI parIkSA hai| agara aba taka maiMne abhizApa samajhA! basa, phira tumheM koI DigA na kucha sAra hAtha AyA ho, to mRtyu tumheM mAra nahIM paatii| agara skegaa| phira tuma cala par3e sIdhI Dagara pr| phira milI raah| kucha bhI hAtha na AyA ho, to mRtyu tumheM mAra pAtI hai| phira pheMke | aba tumhArI dizA ucita huii| jAte ho janma meN| jo mRtyu se cUkA, phira jnmegaa| jaise-jaise mRtyu kA rasa bar3hane lagegA, vaise-vaise jise tuma mRtyu se cUkane ke kAraNa hI janma hai| jo mRtyu ko jAgakara jI | jIvana kahate ho, isase hAtha chUTane lgeNge| maiM tumase yaha nahIM liyA, saubhAgya se jI liyA, jisane mRtyu ko AtmasAta kara kahatA ki tyaago| maiM to sirpha itanA hI kahatA hUM, jaago| liyA; jo marA tanmayatA se, AnaMda se, ahobhAva se, jisane jaise-jaise jAgoge, tyAga ghaTatA hai| kiyA tyAga bhI koI tyAga mRtyu meM bhI paramAtmA ke hAtha phaile dekha liye, phira usakA koI | hai! karanA par3e, bAta hI vyartha ho gayI! ho jaae| dRSTi se ho, janma nahIM hai| isalie maiM kahatA hUM, dhyAna to mRtyu ko hI sIkhanA | darzana se phale, bodha kA pariNAma ho| idhara tuma jAgo, udhara hai| svecchA se sIkhanA hai| aura abhI tuma na sIkhoge to mauta | jAgane kI chAyA kI taraha tyAga bhI ghtte| svAbhAvika hai ki jaba jaba AyegI, to acAnaka tuma apane ko taiyAra na kara paaoge| | koI cIja vyartha dikhAyI par3a jAe, hAtha se chUTa jAe; muTThI khula mauta to acAnaka AtI hai, akasmAta, koI khabara nahIM detI, | jAe, gira jaae| use tyAga kyA kahanA! chUTa gyii| chor3A, aisA koI pUrva-saMdezA nahIM bhejtii| eka dina acAnaka dvAra para khar3I kyA kahanA! chor3ane jaisA kyA hai! kacare meM na pakar3ane jaisA hai ho jAtI hai : tuma asta-vyasta! tuma calane ko taiyAra bhI nahIM | kucha, na chor3ane jaisA hai kuch| lekina yaha to mRtyu ke svAda se hI hote, boriyA-bistara bhI bAMdhA nahIM hotA, vyartha se sArthaka ko | saMbhava hogaa| chAMTA nahIM hotA, sAra se asAra ko alaga nahIM kiyA hotA, saba to yahAM mere pAsa jaba hoo, taba saca hI mere pAsa ho jaao| ulajhA par3A hotA hai-bIca meM mauta Akara khar3I ho jAtI hai| taba koI dUrI mata rkho| taba bIca meM vicAroM kA vyavasAya na kSaNabhara kA samaya bhI nahIM detI ki tuma jamA lo, ki tuma taiyArI | calane do| taba ciMtana kI dhArA mata bahane do| taba haTAkara saba kara lo, ki tuma pAtheya juTA lo, ki AnevAlI laMbI yAtrA ke badaliyoM ko sIdhA-sIdhA mujhe dekho! yahAM maiM nahIM huuN| jaise hI lie tuma apane ko tatpara kara lo, eka kSaNa kA avakAza nahIM; tuma sIdhA-sIdhA mujhe dekhoge, nahIM hone kI eka lahara tumameM bhI mauta AyI-samaya gyaa| mauta ke Ate hI samaya nahIM bctaa| utthegii| idhara maiM miTA hUM, agara mere sAtha saMgasAtha kSaNabhara ko bhI akasmAta AnevAlI yaha matya, isakI agara tumane jIvana meM sAdhA, to udhara tuma bhI pAoge ki miTane lge| roja-roja taiyArI na kI, to jaisA pahale bhI isane tumheM gaira-taiyAra | satsaMga kA itanA hI artha hai, kisI aise vyakti ke sAnnidhya meM pAyA, isa bAra bhI paayegii| | miTane kI kalA sIkha lenA, jo miTa gayA ho| kisI zUnya ke 264 2010_03

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jIvana taiyArI hai, mRtyu parIkSA hai pAsa baiThakara zUnya hone kA anubhava le lenaa| zurU-zurU meM hAtha se hAtha bhI chU jAegA, to churI lgegii| hAtha meM hAtha pakar3a jarUrata hai sahAre kii| akele to tuma bahuta ghbdd'aaoge| idhara maiM | A jAegA, to AtyaMtika mRtyu bhI ghttegii| aba tuma jinako bhI hUM, to tumheM bharosA hai ki AdamI miTa bhI jAe to bhI hotA hai, | aisA ho rahA ho-- unheM jAnanA cAhie ki saubhAgyazAlI haiM, ghabar3Ane kI koI bAta nhiiN| vastutaH jitanA miTa jAe, utanA hI kuMjI hAtha meM Ane lgii| dera na lagegI tAle khola lene meN| pragAr3hatA se hotA hai| jaba koI AdamI bilakula zUnya ho jAtA choTI-sI kuMjI hotI hai, bar3e se bar3e virATa mahaloM ke tAle khula hai, to pUrNa ho jAtA hai| isa AzvAsana meM baMdhe tuma mere karIba A jAte haiN| choTI-sI kuMjI hotI hai, bar3e-bar3e dvAra khula jAte haiN| sakate ho| binA isa AzvAsana ke tuma bahuta ddroge| tuma nAva yaha jo abhI choTI-sI churI kI taraha chidatI mAlUma par3atI hai, ko kinAre se chor3oge nhiiN| tuma kinAre ko jakar3e rhoge| yaha kuMjI hai| isI rAha cale cale, to mahAmRtyu ghttegii| bhAganA ThIka ho rahA hai| churI cubhatI hai, cabhane deN| aura AkAMkSA bhI | bhara mt| ghabar3AnA bhara mt| ThIka hai| vaha AkAMkSA sUcaka hai ki churI ko cubhane diyA hai| sAdhaka apanI mRtyu khoja rahA hai| paramAtmA kA to hameM patA pUchA hai, AtyaMtika-mRtyu kaba ghaTita hogI? ghabar3Ao mata, vaha nhiiN| itanA hI patA hai ki hama jo haiM, galata haiN| isa galata ko bhI hogii| cale clo| rAha para ho| miTAne ke lie sAdhaka AkAMkSA kara rahA hai| isa AzA meM ki satsaMga kA jise sukha A gayA, usakI bhAvadazA aisI ho jAtI | jaba galata miTegA, to jo zeSa rahegA, ThIka hogaa| prakAza kA hameM kucha patA nahIM, yaha aMdherA hameM khUba bhaTakA liyA hai, itanA kucha na huA, na ho hameM patA hai| yaha aMdherA na rahegA, to jo bacegA vaha prakAza hogA, mujhe vizva kA sukha, zrI, yadi kevala yahI hama soca sakate haiM, yahI hama kAmanA kara sakate haiN| pAsa tuma rho| sAdhaka ne jIvana to dekhA-tuma saba ne jIvana dekhA--cAroM mere nabha ke bAdala yadi na kaTe tarapha jIvana kA sapanA tumhAre phailA hai, pAyA kyA? saba pA caMdra raha gayA DhaMkA, liyA ho to bhI kucha nahIM miltaa| jo kucha nahIM pA pAte ve to timira rAta ko tirakara yadi na aTe naMge raha hI jAte haiM, khAlI raha hI jAte haiM, jo saba pA lete haiM ve bhI leza gagana bhAsa kA, khAlI raha jAte haiN| isa jIvana kI jaise hI samajha sApha hotI, vaise raheMge adhara haMsate, patha para, tuma hI AdamI socatA hai ki yaha jIvana to dekha liyA, aba mRtyu ko hAtha yadi gho| bhI dekha leN| zAyada jo yahAM nahIM, vahAM ho| idhara khojA, isa rAha kucha na huA, na ho para khojA, nahIM milA, viparIta rAha para khoja leN| apane se dUra raheMge adhara haMsate, patha para, tuma jAkara dekha liyA, aba apane pAsa Akara dekha leN| bAhara jAkara hAtha yadi gho| dekha liyA, aba bhItara Akara dekha leN| vicAra karake, baha rasa sAhitya vipula yadi na par3hA ciMtana-manana karake dekha liyA, aba dhyAna karake dekha leN| hone maMda saboM ne kahA, kI pragAr3ha AkAMkSA karake dekha lI, aba na hone kI kAmanA karake merA kAvyAnumAna yadi na bar3hA dekha leN| vaha na hone kI kAmanA hI prArthanA hai| jJAna, jahAM kA tahAM rahA, jaise-jaise mRtyu iMca-iMca tumameM praveza karegI, tuma pAoge mRtyu rahe, samajha hai mujhameM pUrI, tuma ke bahAne paramAtmA tumhAre bhItara Ane lgaa| vaha sadA mRtyu ke kathA yadi kho| bahAne hI AtA hai| vaha kevala unake pAsa hI AtA hai, jo marane agara, tumane phailAyA apane prANoM kA setu merI tarapha, tumane ko tatpara haiN| jo kahate haiM tere binA jInA, isake lie hama rAjI agara hAtha merI tarapha bar3hAyA-merA hAtha bar3hA hI hai-maiM tumhAre nhiiN| tere sAtha marane ko rAjI haiM, tere binA jIne ko rAjI nhiiN| hAtha gahane ko taiyAra huuN| pratIkSA hai basa tumhAre hAtha ke bar3hane kii| jo aisA dAMva lagAtA hai, vahI use pAtA hai| 265 ___ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 tuma mujhameM priya! phira paricaya kyA! mauta sIkhakara gaye, to tumane kuMjI le lii| jaise-jaise usakI thor3I-sI kiraNeM tumhAre bhItara praveza karatI hamane bhArata ke parama rahasyavAdI graMthoM ko upaniSada kahA hai| haiM, to pahale to kiraNeM mAratI haiM, miTAtI haiM, jalAtI haiN| upaniSada kA artha hotA hai, guru ke pAsa honaa| upaniSada kA artha tuma mujhameM priya! phira paricaya kyA! hotA hai, pAsa baitthnaa| basa itnaa| tAraka meM chavi prANoM meM smRti pAsa baiThane se kyA ho jAegA? palakoM meM nIrava pada kI gati jo miTa gayA hai, usake pAsa baiThane se tumhAre bhItara bhI miTane laghu ura meM pulakoM kI saMsRti kA sAhasa jgegaa| jo miTa gayA hai usake pAsa baiThane se, usakI bhara lAyI hUM terI caMcala khAI meM jhAMkane se, usakI atala gaharAI meM jhAMkane se tuma bhI aura karUM jaga meM saMcaya kyA! khiMcane lagoge atala gaharAI kI trph| jo miTa gayA hai use thor3A-sA paramAtmA saMcaya kara lo dekhakara tumheM patA calegA ki jo miTa gayA hai, kaisA kamalavata ho bhara lAyI hUM terI caMcala gayA hai; marakara kaise mahAjIvana kA avataraNa ho jAtA hai! laghu ura meM pulakoM kI saMsRti isa jagata meM sabase kaThina bAta yaha bharosA hai ki marakara bhI maiM aura karUM jaga meM saMcaya kyA! bcuuNgaa| yaha bar3I se bar3I zraddhA hai ki marakara maiM bcuuNgaa| jisako terA adhara-vicaMbita pyAlA yaha bharosA A gayA, vahI dhArmika hai| aura jo isa bharose ke terI hI smita-mizrita hAlA sahAre para cala par3A, sAdhaka hai| jo pahuMca gayA, use hama siddha terA hI mAnasa madhuzAlA; kahate haiN| phira pUrvI kyoM mere sAkI! roma-roma meM naMdana pulakita dete ho madhumaya viSamaya kyA! sAMsa-sAMsa meM jIvana zata-zata paramAtmA kA hAtha tumhAre pahacAnane meM Ane lage, phira tuma na | svapna-svapna meM vizva aparicita puuchoge| majhameM nita banate miTate priya phira pUrvI kyoM mere sAkI svarga mujhe kyA niSkriya laya kyA; dete ho madhumaya viSamaya kyA! phira pUrvI kyoM mere sAkI! phira usa pyAlI meM jo bhI ho; mRtyu sahI, to mahAjIvana hai| dete ho madhumaya viSamaya kyA! jahara amata hai| phira miTA DAle vaha to yahI tamhAre nirmANa kI matya de rahA haM tamheM, le lenaa| do khayAla rkhnaa| eka, prakriyA hai| naSTa kara DAle, pralaya meM DAla de tumheM, to yahI ghabar3Akara bacAne meM mata laga jaanaa| usa bacAne kI prakriyA meM tumhArA sRjana hai| | tumhAre bhItara hajAra tarka uThate haiM, hajAra saMdeha uThate haiN| ve tarka sunAra sone ko Aga meM DAlatA hai| agara sone ke pAsa bhI aura saMdeha kevala nimitta mAtra haiM, vastataH gahare meM tama bacanA thor3I buddhi hotI, to cillAtA, tar3aphatA, kahatA yaha kyA karate cAhate ho, bhAganA cAhate ho| bhAgane ke lie koI ho, mAra hI DAloge kyA? lekina sone ko patA bhI kaise ho ki rezanalAijezana, koI buddhigata upAya khojate ho| to eka to yahI zuddha svarNa banane kI prakriyA hai| aise, Aga meM gujarakara hI isase bcnaa| aura dUsarI bAta, svAbhAvika hai ki AkAMkSA uThe jo zeSa raha jAegA, vahI kuMdana hai| marakara bhI tumhAre bhItara jo ki thor3I-thor3I mRtyu ghaTatI hai, aisA rasa A rahA hai, pUrI kyoM nahIM maratA, vahI AtmA hai| miTakara bhI jo tumhAre bhItara nahIM nahIM ghaTa jAtI! usakI bahuta jyAdA cAhanA mata krnaa| usakI miTatA, vahI tumhArA vAstavika honA hai| | pratIkSA karanA, cAhanA nhiiN| kyoMki cAhane se bAdhA pdd'egii| mRtyu se gujaranA hI hogaa| mere pAsa tuma agara aura kucha | aura dera lgegii| sIkhakara gaye, to tuma kUr3A-karkaTa bInakara cale gye| agara kucha aisA hai ki jahAM se cAha AtI hai, vaha mRtyu kA srota nahIM 266 2010_03

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jIvana taiyArI hai, mRtyu parIkSA hai hai| jahAM se cAha AtI hai, vahIM jIveSaNA hai| eka kSaNa ko tumane rakhanA hI jIveSaNA hai| to mauta nahIM ghaTegI, dera laga jaaegii| merI AMkha meM dekhA, yA maiMne tumheM dekhaa| eka dhakkA lagA, eka mAMgA, to dera laga jaaegii| sukha kI taraMga uThI, kucha cubhA hRdaya meN| pIr3A bhI huI, lekina chor3o paramAtmA para, jo de rahA hai usake lie dhanyavAda do| jo mIThI huii| jo pIr3A ko dekhegA sirpha, vaha bhAga khar3A hogaa| jo nahIM de rahA hai, jAno ki abhI taiyArI na hogii| kyoMki jaba miThAI ko dekhegA sirpha, vaha aura kI mAMga karane lgegaa| lekina phasala ke pakane kA samaya A jAtA hai, phasala pakatI hI hai| donoM DAMvADola ho gye| sabhI cIjeM apane samaya para paka jAtI haiN| tumane sunA, jIsasa ko jaba sUlI lagI to unake donoM tarapha do aura hara bAta kI ghar3I, hara bAta kA baMdhA huA krama hai| chalAMgeM coroM ko bhI sUlI dI gyii| jIsasa bIca meM the, sUlI para laTake, nahIM lgtii| kramika, dhIre-dhIre, AhistA-AhistA taiyArI donoM tarapha do coroM ko bhI sUlI dI gayI thii| jinane aisA hotI hai| kyoMki tuma agara taiyAra na ho aura kucha tumheM mila Ayojana kiyA thA, unakA to kevala artha itanA hI thA ki ve jAe, to tuma gaMvA doge| tuma agara taiyAra na hue aura kucha tumhArI jIsasa ko bhI eka cora-laphaMge se jyAdA nahIM smjhte| isalie apAtratA meM girA, to naSTa ho jaaegaa| do coroM ke sAtha-sAtha sUlI dI thii| lekina, IsAI saMtoM ne bar3I | dhIre-dhIre, AhistA-AhistA cubhane do isa churI ko| isakI anUThI bAta isa sAdhAraNa-sI ghaTanA meM khoja lii| yaha pIr3A ko bhI svIkAra karo, isake pyAra ko bhI svIkAra kro| sAdhAraNa-sI ghaTanA eka gaharA bodha-prasaMga bana gyii| isakI pIr3A bhI, isakI miThAsa bhii| tuma cuno mt| jitanA ho jaikaba bahume ne kahA hai ki jIsasa ke donoM tarapha do cora khar3e rahA hai, usake lie dhanyavAda; jo nahIM ho rahA hai, usake lie haiM, laTake haiM sUlI para, agara tuma jarA bAyeM jhukakara namaskAra bharosA ki hogaa| aisI zraddhA se jo calatA hai, vaha eka dina miTa kiye to cora ko namaskAra ho gayI, dAyeM jhukakara namaskAra kiye bhI jAtA hai aura miTakara sarvAMga suMdara bhI ho jAtA hai| to cora ko namaskAra ho gyii| ThIka bIca meM rahe to hI tamhArA namaskAra jIsasa ko phNcegaa| yaha to bar3I mIThI bAta kahI bahame dUsarA prazna : jabase Apake ziSyoM kA, Apake sAhitya kA ne| jarA idhara-udhara hue ki cuuke| satya madhya meM hai| donoM tarapha aura aMtataH ApakA hI saMparka upalabdha huA hai, mere jIvana meM cora haiN| donoM tarapha asatya hai| paramAtmA madhya meM hai, donoM tarapha prema kA pravAha AraMbha ho gayA hai| hara AdamI, hara cIja acchI zaitAna hai| lagane lagI hai| paraMtu kaI bAra jaba maiM prema se bharakara dUsare ke to na to bhAga jAnA ghabar3Akara, na bahuta vAsanA se bharakara merI gale milanA cAhatA hUM, to vaha dUsarA saMkucA jAtA hai aura phira tarapha bhAgane lgnaa| donoM hAlata meM cUka ho jAegI, kyoMki maiM pIche haTa jAtA huuN| kRpayA batAyeM ki aise samaya meM maiM kyA donoM atiyAM haiN| tuma jahAM ho vahIM zAMti se, svIkAra-bhAva se | karUM? pratIkSA krnaa| vahIM nata ho jAnA, vahIM tumhArA sira jhuke| na to tuma kahanA ki maiM cAhatA hUM aisA ho, na tuma kahanA maiM cAhatA hUM prema nAjuka bAta hai| prema ko agara ThIka se samajhA, to usameM vaisA ho| tuma kahanA, aba maiM kucha cAhatA hI nhiiN| cAha ko tuma yaha bAta samAhita hai ki dUsare kA dhyAna rkhnaa| prema kA artha hI haTA lenaa| kyoMki cAha DAMvADola kara degii| cAha kaMpita kara yaha hotA hai ki dUsare kA dhyAna rkhnaa| degii| tuma becAha hokara, jo ghaTe usake svIkAra-bhAva se bhrnaa| tuma kisI ke gale laganA cAhate ho, lekina dUsarA laganA ise smjho| cAha meM asvIkAra hai| becAha meM svIkAra hai| cAhatA hai yA nahIM? itanA kAphI nahIM hai ki tuma gale laganA jaba tuma kahate ho, jo ho usake lie maiM rAjI hUM, to mRtyu, cAhate ho| zubha hai ki tumhAre hRdaya meM gale lagane kA bhAva jgaa| AtyaMtika-mRtyu bhI jaldI ghttegii| lekina tumane kahA ki jaldI dhanyabhAgI ho! AbhArI bano prabhu ke| lekina itane se jarUrI nahIM ghaTe, tuma yaha kaha rahe ho ki maiM apanI AkAMkSA jo ghaTa rahA hai hai ki dUsare ko tumhAre kaMdhe laganA hI pdd'egaa| taba to prema na usake Upara rakhatA huuN| yaha apanI AkAMkSA ko ghaTane ke Upara huA, taba to balAtkAra huaa| taba to tumane dUsare ke sAtha 267 2010 03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH 2 jabardastI kI, yaha to hiMsA ho gyii| yaha to prema ke bahAne hiMsA rASTrapati ho gayA, to yaha ahaMkAra kI hI yAtrA huI prema ke dvaaraa| ho gyii| yaha prema nhiiN| yaha prema ke pIche mahatvAkAMkSA kA roga hai| prema to prema to rattI-rattI saMbhalakara calatA hai, iMca-iMca saMbhalakara kucha bhI nahIM mAMgatA, detA hai|| calatA hai| prema to dekhatA hai ki dUsarA kitane dUra taka calane ko patnI kahatI hai, maiM tumheM prema karatI huuN| pati kahatA hai, maiM tumheM rAjI hai, usase iMcabhara jyAdA nahIM cltaa| kyoMki prema kA artha prema karatA huuN| aura jaise-jaise prema ke jAla meM dUsarA phaMsatA hai, hI hai ki tumheM dUsare kA khayAla aayaa| dUsare kA mUlya! dUsarA patA calatA hai ki yaha to phAMsI ho gyii| patnI svataMtratA mAra sAdhya hai, sAdhana nahIM! tuma gale laganA cAhate ho; dUsarA laganA DAlatI hai pati kI bilkul| hilane-Dulane yogya bhI nahIM rahane cAhatA hai yA nahIM? dUsare ko dekhakara kadama utthaanaa| aura detI-paMgu kara detI hai| pakSAghAta! pati patnI kI svataMtratA mAra dhIre-dhIre kadama uThAnA, anyathA dUsarA ghabar3A hI jaaegaa| taba DAlatA hai| donoM eka-dUsare ke gulAma ho jAte haiN| tumhArA prema AkramaNa jaisA mAlUma pdd'egaa| tumane dUsare kI ciMtA prema gulAmI detA hai? prema svataMtratA detA hai| prema svataMtratA meM hI na kii| tuma itanI dera bhI na ruke ki pUcha to lete ki maiM pAsa sahArA detA hai| prema cAhatA hai, tumheM jo sukhada ho, kro| yaha prema AtA hUM, A jAUM? | nahIM hai, kucha aura hai| yaha prema ke nAma para dUsare para mAlakiyata prema sadA dvAra para dastaka detA hai| pUchatA hai, kyA bhItara A| karane kA sukha hai| yaha hiMsA hai| dUsare ko vastu bana sakatA hUM? agara inakAra Aye, to pratIkSA karatA hai, nArAja nahIM parigraha banA lenA hiMsA hai| ho jaataa| kyoMki yaha dUsare kI svataMtratA hai| dUsare kA svatva hai, pati-patnI niraMtara kalaha meM lage rahate haiN| kalaha kyA hai? adhikAra hai ki vaha kaba tumhAre gale lage, kaba na lge| tumheM prema kalaha yahI hai ki kauna kisa para mAlakiyata karake dikhA de! kA avarataNa huA hai, use to nahIM huaa| tumhAre bhItara prema kauna choTA hai, kauna bar3A hai? phailanA zurU huA hai, use to tumhAre prema kA koI patA nhiiN| aura jIvanabhara saMgharSa calatA hai pati-patnI meN| saMgharSa eka hI bAta vaha dUsarA vyakti to prema ke nAma para itane dhokhe khA cukA hai ki kA hai ki mAlika kauna hai? aise patnI ka use kyA patA ki phira koI nayA dhokhA nahIM paidA ho rahA hai| prema para yaha zabda hI hai, aisA svIkAra nahIM krtii| aisA dAsI kahakara ke nAma para hI logoM ko satAyA gayA hai, isalie loga sakuca bhI paira pakar3ane se zurU karatI hai, gardana para samApta karatI hai| gaye haiN| mAM ne kiyA prema, bApa ne kiyA prema, bhAI ne kiyA prema, Akhira meM gardana dabA letI hai| patnI ne kiyA prema, mitroM ne kiyA prema, aura sabane prema ke nAma prema se itane kAMTe cubhe haiM logoM ko, aura prema ke nAma para para cUsA, aura sabane prema ke nAma para tumhArI chAtI para patthara itanA-itanA dukha logoM ne pAyA hai ki jaba bhI tuma kahoge ki mujhe rkhe| bahAnA prema thA, kAma kucha aura liyaa| jisane bhI kahA, tumase prema ho gayA hai aura hAtha phailAoge, dUsarA sakucA jAe, mujhe tumase prema hai, usI se tuma Darane lge| kyoMki aba kucha aura Azcarya nahIM hai| dUsare kA dhyAna rkhnaa| aura eka khayAla hogA! isa prema ke pIche chipA huA koI na koI roga hogaa| rakhanA ki prema jaba bhI AkrAmaka hotA hai, to dUsare ko ghabar3A | rogI AdamI ke prema meM bhI roga hotA hai| svAbhAvika hai| kucha detA hai| prema meM AkramaNa honA hI nahIM caahie| AkramaNa hote aura hotA hai! bApa apane beTe se kahatA hai ki tU dekha, hI prema meM hiMsA samAviSTa ho jAtI hai| aba rAha calate kisI par3ha-likha, bar3A bana, pratiSThita ho| tujhase merA prema hai isalie ajanabI ko tuma jabardastI gale lagAkara AliMgana kara lo, to yaha kaha rahA huuN| lekina beTA agara apratiSThita ho jAe, bar3e vaha pulisa-thAne meM khabara karegA ki yaha AdamI pAgala hai| kucha padoM para na pahuMce, to prema kho jAtA hai| to pratiSThA se prema hogA, lenA-denA nahIM hai mujhase! beTe se kahAM prema hai! mahatvAkAMkSA se prema hogA; zAyada, merA tumhAre bhItara prema kA avataraNa huA hai, lekina jaba tuma dUsare beTA hai, khUba prazaMsA pAye, isase prema hogA, kyoMki isake bahAne ko AliMgana karate ho to dUsarA bhI samAviSTa huaa| tuma akele merA ahaMkAra bhI tRpta hogaa| merA beTA pradhAnamaMtrI ho gayA, na rhe| hAM, tuma ekAMta apane kamare meM baiThakara prema ke gIta 268 2010_03

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jIvana taiyArI hai, mRtyu parIkSA hai ganaganAnA, nAcanA, koI manAhI nahIM hai| anyathA tumane prema kA vAsanA kI AMkha se dekhA jAnA kisI ko bhI pasaMda nhiiN| prema galata artha smjhaa| aura phira isa bAta kA bhI Dara hai ki tuma | kI AMkha se dekhA jAnA sabhI ko pasaMda hai| to donoM AMkhoM kI jise prema kaha rahe ho, vaha prema hai? yA ki vAsanA ne naye rUpa paribhASA samajha lo| vAsanA kA artha hai, vAsanA kI AMkha kA rakhe? yA vAsanA naye DhaMga lekara AyI? yA vAsanA ne prema kA artha hai ki tumhArI deha kucha aisI hai ki maiM isakA upayoga karanA AvaraNa pahanA? kyoMki merI najara aisI hai ki jaba bhI tuma caahuuNgaa| prema kI AMkha kA artha hai, tumhArA koI upayoga karane kisI vyakti kI tarapha vAsanA se bharakara dekhate ho, to dUsarA kA savAla nahIM, tuma ho, isase maiM AnaMdita huuN| tumhArA honA, sakacAtA hai. DaratA hai, ghabaDAtA hai kyoMki vAsanA to eka / ahobhAgya hai| bAta khatama ho gyii| prema ko kacha lenA-denA nahIM kArAgRha hai| aura ghabar3AhaTa svAbhAvika hai| kyoMki vAsanA kA hai| vAsanA kahatI hai, vAsanA kI tRpti meM aura tRpti ke bAda sukha artha hI yaha hotA hai ki tuma dUsare vyakti kA upayoga karanA hogA; prema kahatA hai, prema ke hone meM sukha ho gyaa| isalie premI cAhate ho| koI bhI nahIM cAhatA usakA upayoga kiyA jaae| kI koI mAMga nahIM hai| upayoga kA matalaba huA ki tumane dUsare vyakti ko vastu meM taba to tuma ajanabI ke pAsa se bhI prema se bhare nikala sakate badala diyaa| usakI AtmA mAra ddaalii| upayoga to vastuoM kA ho| kucha karane kA savAla hI nahIM hai| haDDiyoM ko haDDiyoM se hotA hai, vyaktiyoM kA nhiiN| karsI kA upayoga hotA hai, Tebala lagA lene se kaise prema ho jaaegaa| prema to do kA upayoga hotA hai, makAna kA upayoga hotA hai, vyaktiyoM kA to nikaTa honA hai| aura kabhI-kabhI aisA ho sakatA hai ki jisake nhiiN| jaba bhI tuma vAsanA se kisI kI tarapha dekhate ho, taba tumane pAsa tuma varSoM se rahe ho, bilakula pAsa rahe ho, pAsa na hoo; | isa DhaMga se dekhA ki tama kAmavAsanA ke lie isa dasare vyakti aura kabhI aisA bhI ho sakatA hai ki rAha calate kisI ajanabI ke kA upayoga karanA cAhate ho| dUsarA tatkSaNa saceta ho jAtA hai, sAtha tatkSaNa saMga ho jAe, mela ho jAe, koI bhItara kA saMgIta sAvadhAna ho jAtA hai| vaha apanI rakSA meM laga jAtA hai| baja uThe, koI vINA kaMpita ho utthe| basa kAphI hai| usa kSaNa AkrAmaka prema meM Dara hai ki kahIM kAmavAsanA chipI ho| paramAtmA ko dhanyavAda dekara Age baDha jaanaa| pIche lauTakara bhI vAstavika prema to prArthanApUrNa hotA hai, vAsanApUrNa nahIM hotaa| dekhane kI prema ko jarUrata nahIM hai| pIche lauTa-lauTakara vAsanA vAstavika prema ko dUsare ko gale lagAnA jarUrI bhI nahIM hai| dekhatI hai| aura vAsanA cAhatI hai ki dUsarA mere anukUla cle| vAstavika prema to eka AzIrvAda hai| tuma kisI ke pAsa se aba jina mitra ne pUchA hai, vaha kahate haiM ki dUsarA haTa jAtA hai gujare, AzIrvAda se bhare hue gujare, kAphI hai| AtmA AtmA ko agara maiM AliMgana karanA cAhatA huuN| itanI to svataMtratA dUsare ko gale laga gayI, zarIra ko zarIra se lagAne se kyA prayojana hai! do, anyathA yaha to balAtkAra ho jaaegaa| yaha to eka taraha kI kabhI-kabhI AtmA ke gale lagane ke sAtha-sAtha zarIra kA gale tAnAzAhI ho jaaegii| tuma dUsare ko itanA bhI nahIM maukA dete ki laganA bhI ghaTa jAe, to zubha hai| lekina vaha ghaTe, ghaTAyA na vaha haTa ske| dUsarA sakucA rahA hai, vaha isa bAta kI khabara de jaae| kabhI aisA hogA ki tuma bar3e AzIrvAda se bhare hue kisI rahA hai ki tumhAre prema meM abhI prArthanA kA svara nahIM hai| abhI prema ke pAsa se nikalate the aura usake hRdaya meM bhI tumhAre AzIrvAda meM kahIM chipI vAsanA hai; kahIM durgaMdha hai| kahIM deha kI badabU hai| kI taraMgeM pahuMcI aura donoM eka-sAtha kisI anajAnI zakti ke AtmA kI suvAsa nhiiN| abhI vaha tumhAre se haTakara yaha khabara de vazIbhUta hokara eka-dUsare ke gale laga gye| rahA hai tumheM ki tuma abhI usa parizuddhi ko upalabdha nahIM ho, to tuma gale lage aisA nahIM, dUsarA gale lagA aisA nahIM, prema ne jahAM ajanabI bhI tumhAre hAthoM meM, tumhArI bAhoM meM Aye aura donoM ko gale lagA diyaa| yaha bar3I aura ghaTanA hai| jaba tuma samA jaae| to isakA saMketa smjhnaa| lagate ho gale, to vAsanA hai| tumhArI vAsanA ke kAraNa dUsarA dUsare vyakti kI paripUrNa svataMtratA ko sadA svIkAra krnaa| httegaa| kRpA karake aisA AkramaNa kisI para mata krnaa| tuma aura itanA kAphI hai ki tuma pAsa se nikala gye| dUsarA dikhA, dUsare ko bhayabhIta kara doge| dUsare meM tumheM paramAtmA dikhA, paramAtmA kA rUpa dikhA, tuma 269 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH2 ahobhAva se gujara gye| kabhI-kabhI aisA ho jAegA ki donoM ke paramAtmA tumhArI talAza meM AyA isa bahAne, isa nimitta--tuma hRdaya meM eka-sAtha koI tIsarI zakti-paramAtmA kaho, prema | isa choTe-se bacce ko DhAMcoM meM mata ddhaalnaa| tuma isa taraha kI kaho-eka sAtha uThegI, samaveta, aura tuma donoM eka-dUsare ke | koziza mata karanA, ki yaha tumhAre pIche-pIche cale, tumhArI hAM AliMgana meM gira jaaoge| lekina vaha AliMgana tumhArA nahIM meM hAM milaaye| tuma jo kaho, vahI kre| tuma ise mAra mata hogA, na dUsare kA hogA, vaha AliMgana paramAtmA kA hogaa| usa ddaalnaa| paramAtmA tumhAre ghara AyA hai, tuma isa bacce ko kSaNa kI pratIkSA kro| taba taka jaldI mata krnaa| prema bar3I paramAtmA kI pratiSThA denaa| isakI svataMtratA ko svIkAra krnaa| pavitra ghaTanA hai| hAM, apanA anubhava ise de denaa| lekina vaha anubhava Adeza na jaba tuma prema karane kI ceSTA karane lagate ho, tabhI apavitra ho | ho| tumane jo jAnA hai, usakI saMpatti ise sauMpa denaa| lekina jAtA hai prem| tumhArA kRtya nahIM hai prema-prema hai samarpaNa, cunAva kA haka isI ko denA ki vaha cuna le-rAjI ho, na ho paramAtmA ke hAthoM meM apane ko chor3a denaa| pahale paramAtmA kA raajii| na rAjI ho to nArAja mata honaa| rAjI ho to prasanna mata AliMgana to kara lo| phira, paramAtmA ke bahuta rUpa haiM, inakA honaa| kyoMki prasannatA aura nArAjagI kI rAjanIti se hI hama AliMgana bhI ho jaaegaa| aura huA yA nahIM, usakA koI baccoM ke Upara jabardastI karate haiN| bApa eka bAta kahatA hai beTe prayojana nahIM hai| prema pApa nahIM hai, lekina prema ko thopanA pApa se, kahatA hai terI jo marjI ho vaisA kr| lekina agara bApa kI hai| prema to bar3A puNya hai| phirAka kI bar3I prasiddha paMktiyAM haiM- marjI ke khilApha karatA hai, to bApa dukhI mAlUma par3atA hai| to koI samajhe to eka bAta kahUM beTA bApa ko sukhI karanA cAhatA hai ki calo! agara bApa kI izka tauphIka hai gunAha nahIM marjI ke anusAra karatA hai, to bApa prasanna hotA hai| to beTA bApa prema to prasAda hai-tauphiik| prabhu-prasAda, prabhu-kRpA, ko prasanna karanA cAhatA hai ki calo! aise-aise dhIre-dhIre beTe kI anukaMpA; na mAlUma kitane puNyoM kA phala hai| izka tauphIka hai | AtmA kho jAtI hai| gunAha nhiiN| aparAdha nahIM hai prema, lekina tuma prema ke sAtha bhI | isIlie to duniyA meM itanI bhIr3a hai aura itane AtmahIna loga durvyavahAra kara sakate ho| tuma ise pApa banA sakate ho| AdamI | haiN| AtmA kahAM? AtmA to svataMtratA meM panapatI hai, phailatI hai, ne yahI to kiyA, prema ko pApa banA diyaa| tuma zreSThatama ko bhI phUlatI hai| to cAhe ajanabI, cAhe jinako tuma apane kahate nikRSTatama kIcar3a meM ghasITa sakate ho| aura tuma zreSThatama ko ho...apane jinako kahate ho ve bhI ajanabI haiN| jo beTA tumhAre nikRSTa kIcar3a se nikAla bhI sakate ho| tuma para nirbhara hai| ghara paidA huA hai, use tuma jAnate ho, kauna hai? kahAM se AyA to sadA dhyAna rakhanA, dUsare kI svataMtratA para AMca na Ane hai? kyA saMdeza lAyA hai? kyA usakI niyati hai? tumheM kucha paaye| aura yaha maiM ajanabiyoM ke lie hI nahIM kaha rahA hUM, | bhI to patA nahIM! sirpha tumhAre ghara paidA ho gayA hai, tumheM mAdhyama jinako tama apanA mAnate ho, unake saMbaMdha meM bhI khayAla rkhnaa| cuna liyA hai| tuma isase jyAdA pAgalapana se mata bhara jAnA ki tumhArI patnI kI svataMtratA ko AMca na Ane paaye| tumhAre pati | usakI gardana dabAne lgo| ajanabI to ajanabI hai| kI svataMtratA ko AMca na Ane paaye| jahAM AMca Ane lage, isIlie to sAre dharmazAstra kahate haiM, yahAM kauna apanA hai? samajhanA prema pApa hone lgaa| Aloka to mile, AMca na aaye| apane hI hama apane nahIM haiM, dUsare kI to bAta hI muzkila hai| prakAza to mile, lekina tApa paidA na ho| cAMda kI taraha ho prema, apanA hI hameM patA nahIM ki hama kauna haiM, to kisa ko hama sUraja kI taraha nhiiN| jalA na de, jhulasA na de| cAMda kI phcaaneN| na, pAsa hoM loga ki dUra hoM, apane hoM ki parAye hoM, se. amata barase. somarasa bhe| zItalatA de| svataMtratA ko mata todd'naa| jahAM prema svataMtratA tor3atA hai, vahIM pApa to hI prema puNya hai| ho jAtA hai| anyathA prema to isa jagata meM, isa aMdhere jagata meM jo tumhAre bahuta pAsa haiM, tumhArA beTA, tumhArI beTI-choTA | paramAtmA kI kiraNa hai| isa gahana aMdhakAra meM prema hI ekamAtra baccA tumhAre ghara paidA huA hai, paramAtmA ne eka rUpa liyA, jyotizikhA hai| 270 2010_03

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jIvana taiyArI hai, mRtyu parIkSA hai phira kisI ke sAmane cazme-tamannA jhuka gayI pAnI para khIMcI lakIra hai| lekina prema, prema satya hai| premapAtra zauka kI zokhI meM raMge-ehatirAma A hI gayA badala jAte hoM, prema nahIM bdltaa| bacapana meM apanI mAM ko koI bArahA aisA huA hai yAda taka dila meM na thI prema karatA hai; pitA ko prema karatA hai; thor3A bar3A hokara bArahA mastI meM laba para unakA nAma A hI gayA bhAI-bahana ko prema karatA hai; pAsa-par3osa, mitroM ko prema karatA jiMdagI ke khAkA-e-sAdA ko raMgI kara diyA hai; aura thor3A bar3A hokara kisI strI ko prema karatA hai; aura husna kAma Aye na Aye izka kAma A hI gayA thor3A bar3A hokara baccoM ko prema karatA hai; aura thor3A bar3A hokara sauMdarya sAtha de yA na de, prema sadA sAtha detA hai| sauMdarya kAma kisI dina kisI maMdira meM, kisI masjida meM jhukatA hai kisI Aye na Aye, prema sadA kAma A jAtA hai| ajJAta premapAtra ke lie| premapAtra badalate rahate haiM, lekina prema jiMdagI ke khAkA-e-sAdA ko raMgI kara diyA nahIM bdltaa| bacapana se lekara aMta taka, janma se lekara mRtyu vaha jiMdagI kI jo sAdI-sI rUparekhA hai, sAdA rekhAcitra hai, | taka agara koI eka cIja tumhAre bhItara sadA calatI rahatI hai, to use raMgIna kara detA hai prem| prema hai| jaise sAMsa sadA calatI rahatI hai| sAMsa zarIra ko saMbhAle jiMdagI meM jo hariyAlI dikhAyI par3atI hai, vaha prema kI AMkhoM rakhatI hai, prema AtmA ko saMbhAle rakhatA hai| ke kaarnn| jo phUla khilate haiM, vaha prema kI AMkhoM ke kaarnn| prema saubhAgya hai! lekina bhUlakara bhI dUsare para use mata jIvana ke kaMkar3a-pattharoM meM jo kabhI-kabhI hIre dikhAyI par3a jAte thopnaa| apane bhItara saMbhAlakara! bAhara uchAlane kI jarUrata bhI haiM, vaha prema ke kaarnn| padArtha meM paramAtmA kI thor3I-sI jo nahIM hai| dikhAvA karane kA, pradarzana karane kA koI kAraNa bhI nahIM jhalaka milane lagatI hai, vaha prema ke kaarnn| agara prema na ho, to | hai| kabIra ne kahA hai-hIrA pAyo gAMTha gaThiyAyo, vAko banAo maMdira, masjida, garudvAre. saba vyartha hoNge| bAra-bAra kyoM khole? hIrA mila jAtA hai kisI ko rAste para prema ke kAraNa hI maMdira kI patthara kI pratimA meM paramAtmA kI par3A, jaldI se gAMTha meM gaThiyAkara saMbhAlakara cala par3atA hai, phira jhalaka milatI hai| prema ke kAraNa hI kAbe kA sAdhAraNa-sA idhara bAra-bAra thor3e hI kholakara dekhatA hai? agara kabhI zaka bhI patthara paramAtmA kA pratIka ho jAtA hai| kitane logoM ne cUmA hai ho to thor3A hAtha DAlakara samajha letA hai ki hai, phira apanA cala usa patthara ko! kisI aura patthara ko itane logoM ne nahIM cUmA par3atA hai| hogaa| dhanyabhAgI hai kAbA kA patthara! karor3oM-karor3oM loga prema kA hIrA tumheM milA-hIrA pAyo gAMTha gaThiyAyo, vAko janama-janama pratIkSA karate haiM usa patthara ke pAsa jAkara cUma lene bAra-bAra kyoM khole? aba isameM koI dikhAnA thor3e hI hai, kii| itane logoM ke cuMbana ne agara usa patthara ko paramAtmA nahIM bAjAra meM jAkara ghoSaNA thor3e hI karanI hai ki hama eka bar3e premI banA diyA hai, to phira paramAtmA ho hI nahIM sktaa| itane logoM ne | ho gaye, ki jo milatA hai usako gale lagate haiN| saMbhAla lo prema barasAyA hai, patthara bhI paramAtmA ho hI jaaegaa| bhItara, bAMdha lo gAMTha aura jitanA bhItara chipA sako utanA meM jaba tuma maMdira meM jAkara, kisI aura ke maMdira meM jAkara mUrti | chipA do| tuma pAoge, vaha hIrA bIja bana jAtA hai| usameM aMkura dekhate ho, to mata kahanA patthara kI hai| tumhAre lie patthara kI Ate haiN| yaha hIrA koI patthara nahIM hai, yaha hIrA to prANa kA hogI, kyoMki prema kI tumhAre pAsa AMkha nhiiN| lekina jo bhakti sArabhUta aMza hai| ise chipA do apane acetana kI gaharAiyoM meN| se, zraddhA se bharakara usI maMdira meM jAtA hai, use patthara kI pratimA ise bAhara mata uchAlate phiro, anyathA gaMvA doge| muskurAtI lagatI hai kabhI, kabhI AMsa bahAtI lagatI hai| use bIja to jamIna meM chipA dene ko hotA hai| bAhara rakhe rahoge, patthara kI pratimA jIvaMta mAlUma hotI hai| kharAba ho jaaegaa| chipA do apanI cetanA kI bhUmi meN| gahana jiMdagI ke khAka-e-sAdA ko raMgIM kara diyA, tala meM DAla do| vahAM se phUTegA, vahAM se nikaleMgI koMpaleM, vahAM hasna kAma Aye na Aye izka kAma A hI gayA se ugegA aMkara, aura eka bIja meM lAkhoM-karor3oM bIja lgeNge| sauMdarya to Aja nahIM kala kho jAtA hai| sauMdarya to sapanA hai| yaha jo choTA-sA prema kA dIyA jalA hai, ise havAoM meM lekara 271/ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 mata bhaTako yahAM-vahAM, bujha jaaegaa| ise to saMbhAlakara rkho|| | kAMTe se lar3o mt| kahIM bhItara lar3AI cala rahI hogii| kahIM aba yaha sUraja bana sakatA hai| bhI laga rahA hogA ki yaha kahAM ulajha gye| yaha kAMTA to pIr3A de rahA hai! pIr3A to hogii| sabhI nikhAra pIr3A se saMbhava hote haiN| yaha tIsarA prazna : tane ATA lagAyA aura hameM phNsaayaa| aba hama prasava-pIr3A hai| aneka bAra garbhavatI strI ko mana meM khayAla kaSTa pA rahe haiM aura akele-akele tar3apha rahe haiM, isakA AtA hai, kahAM ulajha gaye! bojha bar3hatA jAtA hai peTa meM, vamana jimmevAra kauna? hone lagatA hai, bhojana pacatA nahIM, rAta nIMda nahIM AtI, eka laMbI yAtanA ho jAtI hai| kitanI bAra nahIM garbhavatI strI socatI hogI ATe kA lobh| ATe ke lobha ne phaMsA diyaa| na karate lobha, ki acchA hotA ki prema meM par3e hI na hote! lekina isa pIr3A ko na phNste| aba jaba phaMsa hI gaye ho, to pIr3A kAMTe ke kAraNa nahIM jhela letI hai, to mAM bana jAtI hai| aura mAM bane binA koI strI ho rahI hai| abhI bhI kAMTe se saMgharSa cala rahA hogA, isIlie ho pUrNa nahIM hotii| rahI hai| puruSa to bApa banane se kucha bahuta nahIM pAtA-thor3I bahuta aba kAMTe ke sAtha hI ho lo| aba kAMTe se rAjI ho jaao| | jhaMjhaTeM pAtA hogA kyoMki bApa honA puruSa kA koI nisarga nahIM jisase hama rAjI ho jAte haiM, usI se pIr3A honI baMda ho jAtI hai| hai, sAmAjika vyavasthA hai| prakRti meM AdamI ko chor3akara aura pIr3A se bhI rAjI ho jAo, to pIr3A samApta ho jAtI hai| | to bApa kahIM hotA nhiiN| mAM to sabhI jagaha hotI hai| pazu meM, ise smjhnaa| | pakSI meM, saba jagaha mAM hotI hai| mAM naisargika vyavasthA hai| bApa jaba taka hama lar3ate rahate haiM kisI cIja se, tabhI taka pIr3A sAmAjika vyavasthA hai| isI kAraNa mArksa jaise vicArakoM ne to hotI hai| jaba svIkAra kara liyA, kahA ki calo, saubhAgya ki yaha bhI kahA ki jaba samAjavAda pUrI taraha vyavasthita ho jAegA, isa yogya samajhe gaye ki phaMsAye gaye, ki isa yogya samajhe gaye to bApa kI saMsthA kho jaaegii| kyA jarUrata raha jAegI? rAjya ki kAMTA hamAre lie DAlA gyaa| jIsasa ne kahA hai, paramAtmA | kAma kara degA bApa kaa| vaise kara hI rahA hai dhiire-dhiire| zikSA apanA jAla pheMkatA hai machuve kI bhaaNti| usameM bahuta-sI muphta, aspatAla muphta, to bApa kA kAma chinatA jA rahA hai| eka machaliyAM phaMsa jAtI haiM, lekina sabhI cunI nahIM jaatii| jinako | na eka dina kamyunijma jaba pUrI taraha phaila jAegA-aisA mArksa vyartha pAtA hai, unheM vApasa sAgara meM chor3a detA hai| jinheM sArthaka kA khayAla-bApa samApta ho jaaegaa| mAM samApta nahIM hogii| pAtA hai, unheM ghara le jAtA hai| mAM ko samApta karane kA koI upAya nahIM hai| agara phaMsa gaye hoo mere jAla meM, kAMTA chida gayA, to bApa ko to thor3I jhaMjhaTa-sI hI hotI hai bApa banakara, lekina saubhAgyazAlI ho| paramAtmA kA lobha rahA hogaa| ATe kA lobha mAM bar3I saubhAgya se bhara jAtI hai| mAM bane binA strI aisI hI hotI usI ko maiM kaha rahA huuN| AtmA ko pAne kA lobha rahA hai jaise ki koI vRkSa jisa para phUla nahIM AyA, phala nahIM hogA-ATe kA lobha! vaha lobha bhI saubhAgya hai! dhana ke | lge-baaNjh| prasAda nahIM hotaa| mAM banate hI strI ke bhItara se lobhI to bahuta haiM, dharma ke lobhI kahAM? padArtha ke lobhI to bahuta | eka AbhA phUTatI hai| jIvanadAtrI ! lekina vaha jIvanadAtrI banane haiM, paramAtmA ke lobhI kahAM? kaMkar3a-patthara bInanevAle to bahuta ke lie pIr3A sahanI par3atI hai| haiM, karor3oM haiM, hIroM ke pArakhI kahAM? usI ko ATe kA lobha | aura isalie ThIka bhI hai ki bApa ko to koI pIr3A sahanI nahIM kaha rahA huuN| nahIM to mere pAsa A nahIM sakate the| mere pAsa Ane pdd'tii| isalie baccA paidA ho jAtA hai, isase bApa ko to koI meM bAdhAeM to bahata haiM, savidhAeM kahAM haiM? jo saba taraha kI pIr3A sahanI nahIM pdd'tii| bApa to karIba-karIba bAhara khaDA raha bAdhAoM ko tor3akara A sakatA hai, vahI A sakatA hai| jAtA hai| bApa kA koI bahuta bar3A sahayoga nahIM hai| jo bApa yaha kAMTA jo tumheM chida gayA hai, yaha tumhAre janmoM-janmoM kA | karatA hai vaha eka iMjekzana bhI kara sakatA hai| isase koI, bApa puNya hI ho sakatA hai, anyathA chida nahIM sakatA thaa| aba isa | kA koI aisA AtyaMtika sAtha nahIM hai| jhelanA to mAM ko par3atA 272 2010_03

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jIvana taiyArI hai, mRtyu parIkSA hai kI tarapha ! pahale jamIna para hI AMkheM bhI gar3I thiiN| eka tAlamela thaa| dukAna para the to dukAna para the| aba paira dukAna para hoMge, AMkheM maMdira meN| aba karate hooge bhojana, smaraNa AtmA kA / aba ginate hooge rupaye aura bhItara yAda paramAtmA kii| aba ar3acana huii| aba eka dvaMdva zurU huaa| eka mahAdvaMdva, eka saMgharSa, jisako gItA kahatI hai - kurukssetr| aba eka dharmakSetra, kurukSetra, upadrava zurU huA ! aba eka bar3A saMgharSa hai| Aja bhI hai 'maz2Az2a' khAkanazIM aura najara arza para hai kyA kahiye phira vahI rahagujara hai kyA kahiye jiMdagI rAha para hai kyA kahiye Aha to beasara thI barasoM se nagmA bhI beasara hai kyA kahiye husna hai aba na husna ke jalave aba naz2ara hI naz2ara hai kyA kahiye dhIre-dhIre, sauMdarya to saba kho jAegA, dikhAyI par3anevAlI cIjeM to saba kho jAeMgI, rUpa to saba kho jAegA, AkAra to saba kho jAegA, AMkha hI bcegii| shuddh| aba najara hI najara hai kyA kahiye satya ko janma ho, to garbha dhAraNa karanA hI hogaa| jisako tuma abhI kAMTA kaha rahe ho, vaha tumhAre bhItara par3a gayA garbha kA bIja hai / cubhatA hai, isalie kAMTA kahate ho, ThIka / gar3atA hai, isalie kAMTA kahate ho, tthiik| lekina usI kAMTe meM tumhArA sArA bhaviSya, tumhArI sArI niyati nirbhara hai| agara satya tumase | janma le le, to vahI tumhArA janma hogaa| aura nizcita hI yaha pIr3A sAdhAraNa prasava kI pIr3A se bahuta jyAdA hai| kyoMki sAdhAraNa prasava kI pIr3A meM to tuma dUsare ko janma dete ho, nau mahIne meM jhaMjhaTa khatama ho jAtI hai| yahAM to tumheM apane ko janma | denA hai| samaya kA kucha pakkA nahIM kitanA lgegaa| nau mahIne bhI laga sakate haiM, nau varSa bhI laga sakate haiM, nau janma bhI laga saka haiN| / tuma para nirbhara hai| kitanI tvarA, kitanI pyAsa, aura jhelane kI kitanI kSamatA ! ahobhAva se jhelane kI kSamatA, AnaMdabhAva se jhelane kI kSamatA, nAcate hue jhelane kI kSamatA, isa para nirbhara karatA hai; utanA hI samaya kama hotA jaaegaa| usI ko to hamane darzana kahA hai, draSTA kI sthiti kahA hai, sAkSIbhAva kahA hai / saba kho jaaegaa| saba dRzya kho jaaeNge| sirpha aaNkh| pahale to bar3A sUnApana, bar3A sannATA lgegaa| pUchA hai, akele-akele tar3apha rahe haiM, isakA jimmevAra kauna ? mujhe patA hai, jaba vyakti paramAtmA kI tarapha calatA hai, to pahale to saMsAra chUTane lagatA hai hAthoM se, bhIr3a vidA hone lagatI hai, akelA raha jAtA hai| paramAtmA mile, isake pahale bilakula akelA ho jAtA hai| jaba bilakula akelA ho jAtA hai, tabhI to paramAtmA ke yogya banatA hai| mahAvIra ne usa pIr3A svAbhAvika hai| lekina usa pIr3A ko saubhAgya banAne kI akelepana ko kaivalya kahA hai| jaba bilakula kevala tuma hI raha ciMtA kro| ye tumhArA honA hI raha gyaa| husna hai aba husna ke jalave, hai| eka naye jIvana kA AropaNa, usa naye jIvana kA bhItara bar3hanA / phira vaha usI bacce ke lie jItI hai| nau mahIne taka usI ke lie sAMsa letI hai, usI ke lie bhojana karatI hai, usI ke lie uThatI - baiThatI hai / svabhAvataH eka gahana sRjana kI prakriyA hotI hai, lekina pIr3A ! phira bacce kA paidA honA aura bar3I prasava pIr3A hai| to jaise-jaise tuma mere jAla meM phaMsoge, vaise-vaise pIr3A bddh'egii| garbhita hue| satya ne tumhAre bhItara jagaha banAyI / aba tumheM bahuta-sI pIr3AeM hoMgI jo tumheM kabhI bhI na huI thiiN| vaha satya ko janma dene kI pIr3AeM haiN| aura ve bar3hatI jAeMgI kramazaH, jaise- jaise nau mahIne kA samaya karIba AyegA ve bar3hatI jaaeNgii| aura AkhirI kSaNa meM to mahApIr3A hogii| lekina usa pIr3A se gujare binA koI satya ko janma nahIM de paataa| Aja bhI hai 'maz2Az2a' khAkanazIM aura najara arza para hai kyA kahiye jaise hI tuma mere karIba Aye, ekadama se tuma AsamAna para to na pahuMca jaaoge| rahoge to tuma jamIna para, sirpha najara AkAza kI tarapha utthegii| ar3acana zurU huii| paira jamIna para, AMkha AkAza 2010_03 aba naz2ara hI naz2ara hai kyA kahiye ! pIr3A hogii| bar3I gahana rAtri mAlUma hogii| para sUraja ke Ugane ke pahale rAta to gahana aMdherI ho hI jAtI hai| isa ekAMta ko akelApana mata smjho| isa ekAMta ko use 273

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 pAne kI taiyArI smjho| jarA-sI dRSTi badalane kI bAta hai, jarA | miTate huoM ko dekhakara kyoM ro na de 'maz2Az2a' dRSTikoNa badalane kI bAta hai aura saba artha aura ho jAtA hai| Akhira kisI ke hama bhI miTAye hue to haiM akelApana akelApana mAlUma hotA hai agara una logoM kA sIne meM unake z2alve chupAye hue to haiM khayAla karo, jinane kala taka gherA thA aura aba ve dUra haTate cale | hama apane dila ko tUra banAye hue to haiM gaye haiN| svabhAvataH agara pati dhyAna karegA, patnI thor3I dUra hone basa itanA hI khayAla rahe ki rozanI jalatI rhe| dila kA dIyA lgegii| patnI dhyAna karegI, pati thor3A dUra hone lgegaa| jalatA rhe| bhItara hoza banA rhe| saMsAra to chUTegA, chUTanA hI ghara-dvAra, bacce, apane, dUra hone lgeNge| aisA bAhara se dUra hoM hai| lAkha upAya karo, pakar3akara rakhA jA sakatA nhiiN| koI nahIM aisA jarUrI nahIM, lekina bhiitr| bhItara koI sarakane lagegA pAra, rakha sakA, tuma bhI na rakha skoge| koI apavAda nahIM hai| gahare meM jAne lgegaa| bAhara se AMkha jhapakane lagegI, bhItara | jo kala chUTanA hI hai, use apane hAtha se chor3a denA kalA hai| AMkha khulane lgegii| zAna hai usmeN| garimA hai, gaurava hai| yahI to saMnyAsI kA gaurava roja aisA hotA hai| hai| saMnyAsI kA gaurava kyA hai? yahI ki saMsArI ko jabardastI rAta tuma sote ho, taba tumheM patnI kI yAda raha jAtI hai? pati | chur3AyA jAtA; saMnyAsI khuda hI kaha detA hai ki ThIka hai, jo kI yAda raha jAtI hai? beTe-beTI kI yAda raha jAtI hai? chUTanA hai, chUTa gyaa| saMsArI bar3I pIr3A se chor3atA hai, ro-rokara mitra-priyajana kI yAda raha jAtI hai? kucha bhI nhiiN| AMkha baMda chor3atA hai, dIna hokara chor3atA hai| lagatA hai jaise lUTA jA rahA hai| huI, saMsAra gyaa| tuma apane bhItara dduube| dhyAna meM to yaha ghaTanA | saMnyAsI yaha dekhakara ki yahAM to sabhI luTa jAte haiM, khuda khar3A aura bhI gaharI ghttegii| to akelApana aayegaa| agara tumane hokara laTa jAtA hai| kahatA hai, ThIka hai| pIr3A hogI, bhIr3a vidA bAhara para najara rakhI, to yaha lagegA akelApana; agara bhItara para hogI, akelApana AyegA, usI akelepana kI rAha se paramAtmA najara rakhI to yaha lagegA ekaaNt| ekAMta aura akelepana meM bar3A | aayegaa| akelApana to setu hai usake Ane ke lie; hamane pula pharka hai| bhASAkoza meM koI pharka nahIM hai| bhASAkoza meM to donoM bnaayaa| ise isa taraha dekhoge, to isa pIr3A meM bhI sukha hogaa| kA artha eka hI likhA hai| jIvana ke koza meM bar3A pharka hai| jaba tuma kucha nirmANa kara rahe hote ho, to mAthe se pasInA bahatA ekAMta kA artha to bar3A AnaMdapUrNa hai| akelepana kA bar3A | rahe, to bhI sukha hotA hai| kyoMki tuma jAnate ho, yaha to zrama hai| dukhapUrNa hai| tuma galata vyAkhyA mata kro| ise akelApana mata aura isa zrama ke pIche phala hai| yaha to zrama hai, sRjana hai| isake kaho, ise kaho ekaaNt| ise kaho zuddha apanA honaa| ise kaho pIche ahobhAva calA A rahA hai| isake pIche upalabdhi hai| taiyaarii| prabhu ke pAsa jA rahe haiM, to bhIr3a lekara to koI kabhI gayA | isa ekAMta se hI paramAtmA tumhAre pAsa aayegaa| jisa dina tuma nhiiN| ekaakii| akele hI jAnA par3atA hai| usa maMdira meM do to mauna ho jAoge, usa dina vaha bolegaa| jisa dina tuma akele ho kabhI sAtha praviSTa hue nhiiN| eka hI praviSTa hotA hai| to ise jAoge, usI dina usake hAtha tumhAre hAtha meM A jAte haiN| vaha taiyArI smjho| aura jitanA ekAMta bar3hane lagegA utanA jAnanA koI dUra thor3e hI hai| pAsa hI hai, lekina tuma bhIr3a meM itane ulajhe ki prabhu pAsa A rahA hai, saMsAra dUra ho rahA hai| eka krAMti ghaTa rahI ho ki use dekha nahIM paate| hai| pahale-pahale to yaha miTane-jaisA hI lgegaa| isIlie to khuda dila meM raha ke AMkha se paradA kare koI isako maiM mRtyu kahatA huuN| hAM, lutpha jaba hai pA kara bhI DhUMDhA kare koI miTate huoM ko dekhakara kyoM ro na de 'maz2Az2a' aisA hI lutpha cala rahA hai| pAyA hI huA hai, usI ko DhUMDha rahe | Akhira kisI ke hama bhI miTAye hue to haiM haiN| use kabhI khoyA nahIM hai, lekina bhIr3a meM AMkheM ulajha gayI jo mere pAsa A rahe haiM, vaha smjheNge| vaha isa bAta ko haiN| bhIr3a meM AMkheM ulajhane ke kAraNa vaha tumhAre pAsa hI khar3A hai, smjheNge| jaba vaha dUsare ko miTate, ekAMta kI pIr3A meM utarate kaMdhe se kaMdhA saTAye, tumhAre hRdaya meM dhar3aka rahA hai, tumhArI sAMsoM dekheMge, to vaha smjheNge| meM cala rahA hai, baha rahA hai, dikhAyI nahIM pdd'taa| idhara se akele 274 2010_03

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hue, bhIr3a ko vidA kiyA, vaha dikhAyI par3ane lgegaa| eka daphA dikhAyI par3a jAe, phira maiM tumase nahIM kahatA ki bhIr3a ko chor3o, phira maiM kahatA hUM, utara jAnA saMsAra meN| phira tumheM sabhI ke bhItara vahI dikhAyI par3ane lgegaa| phira bhIr3a usI kI bhIr3a hai| lekina abhI bhIr3a usI kI nahIM hai| abhI to apane bhItara bhI use nahIM jAnA, to dUsare ke bhItara kaise jAnanA ho sakatA hai ! 'taru' kA prazna hai / royeM na abhI ahale-najara hAla para mere honA hai abhI mujhako kharAba aura jiyAdA AvArA-o-majanU hI pe maukUpha nahIM kucha milane haiM abhI mujhako khitAba aura jiyAdA to taru se maiM kahatA hUM, abhI ghabar3A mata, abhI to aura musIbateM Ane ko haiM / aura koI tujhase sahAnubhUti dikhAyeM to unase kaha denA royeM na abhI ahale-najara hAla pe mere honA hai abhI mujhako kharAba aura jiyAdA AvArA-o-majanU hI pe maukUpha nahIM kucha milane haiM abhI mujhako khitAba aura jiyAdA lekina majanU hue binA kauna lailA ko pA sakA ! aura majanU hue binA koI paramAtmA ko kaise pA sakatA hai! AvArA hue binA! AvArA kA artha hai jisakA aba kucha bhI nahIM; rikta, khAlI, akele / aisA hue binA kauna use nimaMtraNa de sakA ! jIsasa niraMtara kahate the ki koI gar3ariyA apanI bher3oM ko | lekara AtA / sAMjha kA aMdherA ghirane lagA, sUraja Dhala gayA, acAnaka dekhatA ki eka bher3a kho gyii| to sabhI bher3oM ko sa aMdherI rAta meM kisI vRkSa ke tale chor3akara, usa bher3a ko khojane nikala jAtA hai jo kho gyii| mile huoM ko chor3akara use khojane nikala jAtA jo kho gyii| aMdherI rAta meM pukAratA, TeratA, aura jaba vaha mila jAtI, to patA hai kyA karatA? use kaMdhe para rakha lautttaa| kho gaye ko kaMdhe para rakhakara lauTatA hai / aura jIsasa kahate the, maiM bhI aisA hI gar3ariyA huuN| agara hama saca meM hI ro uTheM, to usake hAtha tumhAre AMsU taka pahuMca hI jAeMge, poMcha deMge tumhAre aaNsuu| agara hama saca hI pIr3A se bhara jAeM, to vaha daur3A calA AyegA / hama agara bhaTaka hI jAeM usako khojate khojate, to AyegA jarUra, aura kaMdhe para 2010_03 jIvana taiyArI hai, mRtyu parIkSA hai rakhakara le jAegA / use khojanA koI AdamI kA hI akele kRtya thor3e hI hai| usakI bhI kucha jimmevArI hai| dotaraphA jimmevArI hai| hama use khojeM, vaha hameM khoje| aura aisA hI cala rahA hai / paramAtmA to hameM khoja hI rahA hai| jisa dina hama khojane lagate haiM, usI dina hamameM aura usameM tAlamela ho jAtA hai| AkhirI praznaH bhagavAna zrI, terI raz2A pUrI ho ! caitanya bhAratI ne pUchA hai| 'pUchanA' kahanA ThIka nahIM, kahA hai / 'terI raz2A pUrI ho / ' yahI prArthanA kA mUlamaMtra hai| isameM hI paga jAo pUre-pUre, to kucha aura karane ko nahIM hai ! jIsasa ko sUlI huI, AkhirI kSaNa unhoMne AkAza kI tarapha mu~ha uThAkara kahA ki he paramAtmA, yaha kyA dikhA rahA hai ! eka saMdeha uTha AyA hogA ki maiM tere lie jIA, terI prArthanA meM jI, terI pUjA meM jIA, tere nAma ko phailAne ke lie jIA aura yaha tU mujhe kyA dikhA rahA hai! eka zikAyata A gayI hogI - halakI-sI badalI, choTI-sI badalI jIsasa kI chAtI para taira gayI / eka kSaNa ko sUraja Dhaka gayA hogaa| lekina jIsasa tatkSaNa pahacAna liye ki cUka ho gayI, bhUla ho gayI / tatkSaNa kahA, kSamA kara, yaha maiMne kyA kahA ! terI raz2A pUrI ho ! tU jo dikhA rahA hai, vahI ThIka hai| terI raz2A se Upara merI raz2A nahIM hai| terI icchA se Upara merI icchA nahIM hai| tU jo cAhatA hai, vahI maiM cAhUM, basa itanI hI merI icchA hai| yaha maiMne kaise kahA ! AkhirI kSaNa ! bilakula svAbhAvika hai| bar3I pIr3A jIsasa ko dI gayI / sUlI para laTakAyA gayA / svAbhAvika hai, mAnavIya / isa bAta se siddha hotA hai ki jIsasa paramAtmA ke beTe to the hI, AdamI ke beTe bhI the| isase kucha aura siddha nahIM hotaa| isase sirpha Adamiyata siddha hotI hai| aura jIsasa ne bahuta bAra bAibila meM jagaha-jagaha kahA, kahIM vaha kahate haiM maiM AdamI kA beTA hUM, kahIM kahate haiM paramAtmA kA beTA huuN| vaha donoM haiN| sabhI donoM haiN| unheM yAda A gayI, sabhI ko yAda nahIM AyI hai| to AdamI kA beTA bolA, yaha kyA dikhA rahA hai mujhe ! lekina tabhI unheM smaraNa A gayA hogA ki are ! maiM AdamI kA beTA hI 275

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 nahIM, paramAtmA kA bhI beTA huuN| phira bApa kI jo marjI! phira kA chor3a dene kA hI artha hai, 'terI raz2A pUrI ho|' isa ciMtA ko usakI jo raz2A! vaha kucha burA to na caahegaa| usase jyAdA tabhI koI chor3a sakatA hai jaba ahaMkAra ko chor3a de| jaba kaha de samajhadAra maiM to nahIM ho sktaa| agara usane yahI cAhA hai, to ki aba maiM nahIM hUM, tU hI hai| yahI ThIka hogA, isIlie cAhA hai| usakI cAha kA nirNaya maiM jisake hRdaya meM yaha dIyA jala jAe ki usakI marjI pUrI ho, kauna hUM karanevAlA? aura maiM apanI marjI ko usake virodha meM khar3A na karUMgA, pUchA hai, 'terI raz2A pUrI ho|' ise maiM kahatA hUM prArthanA kA lar3AUMgA nahIM, maiM dhAra ke khilApha, dhAre ke khilApha bahUMgA nahIM, muulmNtr| agara yahI tumhAre jIvana para chA jAe, isI raMga meM tuma nadI jahAM le jAegI vahIM jAUMgA, samarpita karatA hUM, apane ko raMga jAo, to yahI gairika-vastra hai, yahI geruA raMga hai| yahI chor3atA hUM usakI dhArA meM DubAye to DUbUMgA aura DUbane ko hI saMnyAsI kI bhAvadazA hai| hara ghar3I jo bhI ho, tuma yahI jAnanA kinArA smjhNgaa| bacAye to bcuuNgaa| aisI cittadazA meM dukha ho ki paramAtmA ne kiyA, ThIka hI kiyA hogaa| burA ho to, bhalA ho sakatA hai? pIr3A ho sakatI hai? aisI cittadazA meM narka ho to, sukha mile to, dukha mile to, kAMTe mileM to, phUla mileM to, | sakatA hai? asNbhv| svarga khula gyaa| tuma sabhI usI ko samarpita karate cale jaanaa| tuma sabhI usako bujha rahe haiM eka eka karake akIdoM ke dIye arpita karate cale jaanaa| kahanA, jo terI rj'aa| tuma prasanna isa aMdhere kA bhI lekina sAmanA karanA to hai rhnaa| tuma bojha apane sira para na ddhonaa| tuma nAhaka hI apane | AsthA ke dIye bujhate gye| aura yaha sabase bar3A dIyA hai sira para bojha rakhe ho| karanevAlA vhii| tuma vyartha karane kI AsthA kaa| yahI AstikatA hai| jhaMjhaTa apane sira para le liye ho| bujha rahe haiM eka eka karake akIdoM ke dIye sunI hai tumane kahAnI? eka samrATa AtA thaa| rAha para usane isa aMdhere kA bhI lekina sAmanA karanA to hai eka bhikhArI ko dekhaa| dUra hai gaaNv| samrATa ko dayA A gayI, | aura jaise-jaise AsthA ke dIye bajhate gaye haiM vaise aMdherA gahana usane bhikhArI ko kahA, tU bhI A, ratha meM baiTha jaa| vaha bhikhArI | hotA gayA hai| aura yaha sabase mahatvapUrNa dIyA hai| AsthA baiTha to gayA, lekina apanI poTalI jo sira para rakhe thA, sira para | kA-terI raz2A, terI marjI, terI icchA pUrI ho| maiM smrpit| maiM hI rakhe rhaa| vaha samrATa ne kahA poTalI nIce rakha de, aba isako bhNgaa| maiM tairUMgA bhI nhiiN| maiM patavAra na claauuNgaa| maiM nAva meM sira para kyoM rakhe hai ? usane kahA ki nahIM mAlika, itanA hI kyA pAla bAMdha diyA hUM aba, terI havAeM jahAM le jaaeN| kama hai ki Apane mujhe baiThane diyA; aba poTalI kA bojha bhI rAmakRSNa kahate the, do taraha se nadI pAra ho sakatI hai| yA to Apake ratha para rkh| nahIM, nahIM, aisA maiM kaise kara sakatA hai| patavAra calAo, yA pAla khola do| pAla jo khola detA hai, vahI lekina tuma ratha para baiThe ho, poTalI sira para rakhe ho, kyA socate bhakta hai| patavAra jo calAtA hai, vaha bhakta nahIM hai| vaha abhI bhI ho ratha para bojha nahIM hai? bojha to ratha para hI hai, cAhe tuma sira para | apane para bharosA kiye hai| vaha abhI bhI apanI bAhuoM ke bala rakho, cAhe tuma nIce rakha do| para jI rahA hai| abhI socatA hai, agara maiM na kucha kiyA, to usa paramAtmA kartA hai| sArA kRtya usakA hai| vastutaH paramAtmA kA pAra pahuMcUMgA nhiiN| bhakta kahatA hai, agara isa pAra rakhA hai, to koI aura artha nahIM hai| isa sAre khela kA jo ikaTThA jor3a hai| yaha pAra bhI usI kA hai| to isa pAra hI rheNge| usa pAra pahuMca hI isa sAre karma ke mahata pravAha kA jo keMdra hai, vahI to paramAtmA hai| gye| isI pAra rahate hue usa pAra pahuMca gye| lekina hama saba apanI-apanI poTalI sira para rakhe haiM, hama kahate dUra kitane bhI raho tuma, pAsa pratipala, haiM, maiM kara rahA huuN| hama kahate haiM, aba itanA bojha paramAtmA para kyoMki merI sAdhanA ne pala nimiSa cala, kyA DAlanA! cAMda-tAre jo calA rahA hai, vaha tumheM nahIM calA kara diye keMdrita sadA ko tApa bala se pAyegA! sArI prakRti kaise layabaddha-svara meM baha rahI hai| eka vizva meM tuma aura tuma meM vizva bhara kA pyAra! tumhIM ciMtA liye baiThe ho ki tumheM svayaM ko calAnA hai| isa ciMtA hara jagaha hI aba tumhArA dvaar| 2761 2010_03

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jIvana taiyArI hai, mRtyu parIkSA hai isa gAMva eka kAzI, usa gAMva eka kAbA, ho| hara ghar3I; nimiSa-pala; rAta-dina; sukha meM, dukha meM; hAra isakA idhara bulAvA, usakA udhara bulAvA, meM, jIta meM; sammAna meM, apamAna meM; ise yAda rakhanA, aura gahare isase bhI pyAra mujhako, usase bhI pyAra mujhako, ise dohArAte rahanA terI rajA parI ho| aura jaba doharAo. to kisako gale lagAUM, kisase karUM dikhAvA; kevala zabda hI mata doharAnA, isameM apanI AtmA uMDela denaa| parajAta kyoM banAUM, dIvAra kyoM uThAUM, isa eka maMtra meM sAre maMtra samA jA sakate haiN| hara ghATa jala pIA hai, gAgara badala-badala kara jIsasa ne kahA hai, 'dAI kiMgDama kama, dAI vila bI Dana', jise dikhAyI par3ane lagA, sabhI ghATa usake haiN| bahuta bAra | prabhu, terA rAjya utare; prabhu terI raz2A pUrI ho| zarIra badale, vaha sirpha gAgara kA badalanA hai| bahuta bAra icchAeM badalIM, vaha bhI sirpha gAgara kA badalanA hai| bahuta bAra mana Aja itanA hii| badalA, vaha bhI sirpha gAgara kA badalanA hai| pyAsa eka hai aura usa pyAsa ko tRpta karanevAlA jala eka hai| hara ghATa jala pIA hai, gAgara bdl-bdlkr| aura eka bAra tumheM yaha samajha meM A jAe, yaha dikhAyI par3ane lage-thor3I-sI bhI jhalaka A jAe ki sAre kRtyoM ke pIche vahI hai, sAre ghAToM ke pIche vahI hai: pyAsa meM bhI vahI, jala meM bhI vahI; jo tumheM calA rahA hai, vahI sabako calA rahA hai; jo tumheM rAha para calane kA sujhAva de rahA hai, vahI tumhAre rAha para patthara bhI rakha rahA hai; to jarUra donoM meM kucha tAlamela hogaa| binA pattharoM ke cunautI na hogii| isalie patthara bhI rakha rahA hai| tumheM pukAra bhI rahA hai ki Ao aura calo, aura rAha ko durgama bhI banA rahA | hai| kyoMki dargama rAha para caloge tabhI tamhArA nirmANa hogA. sRjana hogaa| tumheM AnaMda kI AkAMkSA se bhI bharA hai, aura hajAra-hajAra taraha ke dakha bhI paidA kara rahA hai, kyoMki una dakhoM ke bIca hI agara tuma AnaMdita ho sako, to hI AnaMda kA koI artha hai| agara dukha na hote aura tuma AnaMdita hote, to usa AnaMda meM koI rIr3ha na hotI, koI bala na hotaa| viparIta sthiti paidA karake cunautI paidA kI gayI hai| saMgharSa kA maukA tumheM nikhArane kA upAya hai| samajhane kI koziza hara ghaTanA, hara pala meM krnaa| aura jaise hI kabhI tuma bhUlane-bhaTakane lago; aura mana hone lage kahane kA ki he prabhu! yaha kyA dikhA rahA hai, to tatkSaNa jAga jAnA, cauMkanA! apane ko jhakajhora lenA aura kahanA, terI marjI pUrI ho| terI raz2A pUrI ho| yaha tumhArA maMtra bana jaae-mhaamNtr| ise tuma oMkAra smjho| rAma-rAma japane se jo lAbha na hogA, vaha lAbha isa eka sUtra ko pakar3a lene se hogA-terI raz2A pUrI ___ 2010_03 www.jainelibrarorg

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2010_03 sUtra sIsaM jahA sarIrassa, jahA mUlama dumassa ya / savvassa sAdhudhammassa, tahA jhANaM vidhIyate / / 117 / / lavaNa vva salilajoe, jhANe cittaM vilIyae jassa / tassa suhAsuhaDahaNo, appAaNalo payAsei / / 118 / / jassa na vijjadi rAgo, doso moho va jogaparikkamo / tassa suhAsuhaDahaNo, jhANamao jAyae aggii|| 119 / / paliyaMkaM baMdheuM, nisiddhmnn-vynnkaayvaavaaro| nAsagganimiyanayaNo, mandIkayasAsanIsAso / / 120 / / garahiyaniyaduccario, khAmiyasatto niyattiyapamAo / niccalacitto tA jhAhi, jAva puraovva paDihAi / / 121 / / thirakayajogANaM puNa, muNINa jhAne suniccalamaNANaM / gAmammi jaNAiNe, suNNe raNe va Na viseso / / 122 / / www.jamnelibrary.org

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BAD M ASite manuSya kucha khoja rahA hai| manuSya khoja hai| khoja ko manuSya khar3A nahIM, jaise vRkSa khar3e haiN| manuSya rukA nahIM, jaise 7 nAma hama kucha bhI deN| kaheM AnaMda, kaheM mahAjIvana, pazu-pakSI ruke haiN| TaTolatA hai, aMdhere meM shii| giratA hai, phira kaheM paramAtmA, nirvANa, mokSa; yaha bheda nAmoM ke haiN| uThatA hai| kahIM koI eka adamya bharosA hai gahare meM ki kucha pAne eka bAta sunizcita hai ki AdamI cAhe kaisA hI ho, khoja rahA ko hai| jIvana jaisA dikhAyI par3atA hai, utane para samApta nhiiN| hai| ThIka-ThIka sApha bhI na ho ki kyA khoja rahA hUM, phira bhI kucha chipA hai| use ughAr3anA hai| usakA AviSkAra karanA hai| khoja rahA hai| khoja jaise manuSya kA aMtartama hai| binA khoje yaha jo dikhAyI par3a rahA hai, yaha kevala bAhya rUpa hai| bhItara kucha manuSya nahIM raha sktaa| khoja meM hI manuSya kI manuSyatA hai| hIre chipe hoNge| jaba paridhi hai, to keMdra bhI hogaa| jaba ghara kI pazu-pakSI haiN| khoja nahIM rahe haiN| vRkSa haiM, caTTAneM-pahAr3a haiM, bAhara kI dIvAla hai, to bhItara kA aMtartama maMdira bhI hogaa| to haiN| khoja nahIM rahe haiN| kahIM jA nahIM rahe, koI jijJAsA nhiiN| | AdamI ughAr3a rahA hai, parde ughAr3a rahA hai| cUMghaTa haTA rahA hai| isa astitva jaisA hai, svIkAra hai| koI rUpAMtara karane kI kAmanA | khoja ke do rUpa ho sakate haiN| eka rUpa, jisase vijJAna paidA nhiiN| krAMti kA koI svara nhiiN| prakRti meM vikAsa hai, manuSya meM hotA hai| taba hama pardA uThAte haiM jarUra, apane para se nahIM uThAte; krAMti hai| vahIM manuSya bhinna hai| para para se uThAte haiN| vijJAna bhI ghUghaTa haTAtA hai, lekina vaijJAnika DArvina kA siddhAMta sArI prakRti ke saMbaMdha meM sahI hai, AdamI svayaM cUMghaTa meM raha jAtA hai| AiMsTIna ne khoja liyA ho koI bhara ko chodd'kr| prakRti vikAsa kara rahI hai| kara rahI hai kahanA | satya sApekSatA kA prakRti meM, astitva meM, lekina khuda parde meM ThIka nahIM, ho rahA hai| vikAsa yA 'evolyUzana' kA artha hI aura cUMghaTa meM raha gyaa| itanA hai, jo tumhAre binA kiye ho rahA hai| manuSya bhara kucha aisA marate vakta AiMsTIna se kisI ne pUchA ki dubArA janma ho, to hai ki kucha karatA hai| usa karane meM krAMti hai| jo hotA hai, vikAsa tuma kyA bananA cAhoge? to usane kahA eka bAta pakkI hai, hai; jo kiyA jAtA hai, vahI krAMti hai| vaijJAnika na bananA caahuuNgaa| plaMbara bhI bana jAUMgA to ThIka hai, isa krAMti kI dRSTi ko bahuta gahare meM pakar3a lenA jarUrI hai ki | lekina vaijJAnika na bananA caahuuNgaa| kyA kAraNa thA AiMsTIna ko manuSya binA kiye nahIM raha sktaa| kucha karegA, kucha bdlegaa| aisA kahane kA ki vaijJAnika na bananA cAhUMgA? pUchA to thA kyA kucha miTAyegA, kucha bnaayegaa| rUpAMtaraNa, suMdaratama, satyatara bananA cAhoge, uttara meM usane kahA kyA nahIM bananA caahuuNgaa| kI khoja jArI rahatI hai| koI choTe paimAne para, koI bar3e paimAne vaijJAnika nahIM bananA caahuuNgaa| eka bAta dhIre-dhIre usa manISI ko pr| koI daur3atA hai, koI ghasiTatA hai| lekina isa yAtrA meM sabhI dikhAyI par3ane lagI thI ki dUsaroM para se saba parde bhI uTha jAeM, sammilita haiN| aura tuma aMdhere meM raha jAo, to sAra kyA? sAre jagata meM sUraja 283 ___ 2010-03

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HINovewar jina sUtra bhAgaH nikala Aye aura tumhArA bhItara kA loka aMdhakAra meM dabA raha meM bika sakatI hai| eka kavi A jAe, to use aise raMga dikhAyI jAe, to sAra kyA? saba jAna lo aura apane ko na jAna pAo, par3eMge jo tumheM dikhAyI nahIM pdd'te| tumheM saba vRkSa hare mAlUma to isa jAnane kA mUlya kyA? yaha saba jAnanA bhItara ke ajJAna par3ate haiN| kavi ko hara hariyAlI alaga hariyAlI mAlUma par3atI ke sAmane vyartha ho jaaegaa| | hai| hara vRkSa kA harApana advitIya hai| alaga-alaga hai| tuma vijJAna bhI pardA uThAtA hai, dharma bhii| dharma pardA uThAtA hai kahate ho phUla khile haiM, lekina pragAr3hatA se tumhArI cetanA ke jAnanevAle para se, jJAtA para se| vijJAna pardA uThatA hai jJeya para sAmane phala pragaTa nahIM hote| kyoMki vahAM koI pragAr3hatA nahIM hai| se| vijJAna uThAtA hai AbjekTa para se pardA, viSaya para, jo | koI citrakAra Aye, koI saMgItajJa Aye, to saMgItajJa suna legA dikhAyI par3atA hai dRzya usse| dharma uThAtA hai pardA draSTA para se, koyala kI kaha-kuha, ina pakSiyoM kA klrv| hama jo hote haiM, jo dekhanevAlA hai, jo jAnanevAlA hai, jo maiM huuN| aura dharma kI vaisA hameM saMsAra dikhAyI par3ane lagatA hai| dharma kahatA hai, jisane aisI samajha hai ki jisane svayaM ko jAna liyA, usane saba jAna svayaM ko jAna liyA, usane saba jAna liyaa| ika sAdhe saba liyaa| apanA ghara bhItara AhlAda se, prakAza se bhara gayA, to | sdhe| aura vaha eka tumhAre bhItara hai| sArA jagata prakAza se bhara gyaa| dharma aura vijJAna donoM eka hI khoja ke do pahalU haiN| agara tuma prasanna ho, to tumane khayAla kiyA, tumhArI prasannatA vijJAna bahirmukhI khoja hai, dharma aNtrmukhii| vijJAna jAtA hai dUra ke kAraNa phUla bhI haMsate hue mAlUma hote haiN| tuma udAsa ho, to apane se, dharma AtA hai pAsa aura paas| usa pAsa Ane kA nAma phala bhI udAsa mAlUma hote haiN| phaloM ko tumhArI udAsI se kyA hI dhyAna hai|| lenA-denA! tuma agara dukhI ho, pIr3ita ho, to cAMda bhI rotA | mahAvIra ke ye sUtra dhyAna ke sUtra haiN| ina sUtroM ko bahuta gahare meM mAlUma par3atA hai| tuma agara AnaMdita ho, nAca rahe, tumhArA priya | utarane denaa| kyoMki dhyAna dharma kA sAra hai| kuMjI hai| dhyAna ko ghara A gayA, mitra ko khojate the mila gayA, to cAMda bhI nRtya jisane samajhA, usane dharma ko smjhaa| aura dhyAna ko chor3akara karatA mAlUma hotA hai| cAMda vahI hai| pRthvI para hajAroM loga cAMda jo sAre dharmazAstra bhI samajha le, vaha kucha bhI dharma ko nahIM ko dekhate haiM; lekina eka hI cAMda ko nahIM dekhte| hara AdamI smjhaa| usakA dharma kA jAnanA aise hI hai jaise koI bhUkhA kA cAMda alaga hai| kyoMki hara AdamI kI dekhanevAlI AMkha | pAkazAstra ke zAstra par3hatA rahe. yA miThAiyoM kI tasvIroM ko rakhe alaga hai| koI khuzI se dekha rahA hai--kisI kA priyajana ghara baiThA rhe| usase bhUkha na mittegii| dhyAna hai dharma kA praann| dhyAna A gyaa| koI dukha se dekha rahA hai-kisI kA priyajana chUTa hai dharma kI vaastviktaa| dhyAna hai dharma kA artha aura abhipraay| gyaa| koI nAca rahA hai khuzI meM, saubhAgya meM; koI ro rahA hai, ye sUtra dhyAna ke sUtra haiN| pahalA sUtraAMsU bahA rahA hai| AMsuoM kI oTa se jaba cAMda dikhAyI par3atA 'jaise manuSya-zarIra meM sira aura vRkSa meM usakI jar3a utkRSTa yA hai, to AMsuoM meM daba jAtA hai| gIta kI oTa se jaba dikhAyI mukhya hai, vaise hI sAdhu ke samasta dharmoM kA mUla dhyAna hai|' par3atA hai, to cAMda meM bhI gIta uThane lagatA hai| 'sIsaM jahA sarIrassa-jaise zarIra meM sir|' paira kATa do, ise khayAla lenA, tuma jaise ho, vaisA tumhArA saMsAra ho jAtA AdamI jI jaaegaa| hAtha kATa do, AdamI jI jaaegaa| sira hai| tuma jaise nahIM ho, vaisA tumhArA saMsAra ho hI nahIM sktaa| kATa do, AdamI nahIM jI skegaa| abhI to vaijJAnikoM ne aise kyoMki tuma hI maulika rUpa se apane saMsAra ke nirmAtA ho| prayoga kiye haiM ki sira ko kATakara akelA jilAyA rakhA jA tumhArI AMkha, tumhAre kAna, tumhAre hAtha pratipala saMsAra ko | sakatA hai| yaMtroM ke shaare| yAMtrika hRdaya khUna ko gatimAna nirmita kara rahe haiN| eka lakar3ahArA isa bagIce meM A jAe, to | karatA rhegaa| aura yAMtrika phephar3e zvAsa lete rheNge| akelA | vaha dekhegA ki kauna-kauna se vRkSa kATe jAne yogya haiN| anajAne sira jilAye rakhA jA sakatA hai| sAre zarIra ko haTAka hI! use phUla na dikhAyI par3eMge! use vRkSoM kI hariyAlI na lekina sira ke haTa jAte hI-sArA zarIra maujUda hai lekina dikhAyI pdd'egii| use kevala lakar3I dikhAyI par3egI, jo bAjAra phira jilAyA nahIM jA sktaa| aura jilAye rakhA bhI jA sake, 284 | Jan Education International 2010_03

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to usa jIvana kA koI artha na hogaa| kyoMki sArA artha aura abhiprAya to manuSya kI pratibhA meM hai, prajJA meM hai| usake bodha meM hai / gahana mastiSka ke aMtastaloM meM chipA hai jIvana kA artha / / to mahAvIra kahate haiM-- 'sIsaM jahA sarIrassa' - jaisA sira hai zarIra meM atyaMta mukhya, mAlika, rAjA, siMhAsana para baiThA 'jahA mUlama dumassa y|' aura jaise jar3eM haiM vRkSa kI / vRkSa ko kATa do, nayA aMkura A jAegA - jar3eM bhara bacA lo| jar3eM kATa do, bar3e se bar3A vRkSa samApta ho jaaegaa| isIlie to upaniSada kahate haiM ki AdamI ulaTA vRkSa hai| usakI jar3eM Upara kI tarapha, sira meM haiN| ulaTA laTakA vRkSa hai manuSya / bar3A mahatvapUrNa pratIka hai upaniSadoM meN| aura saba vRkSa kI jar3eM jamIna meM haiM, AdamI ke sira kI jar3eM AkAza meN| paira AdamI kI zAkhAeM-prazAkhAeM haiN| jar3eM usake sira meM haiN| sUkSma jar3eM haiN| aisA kaheM ki manuSya kI jar3eM AkAza meM, anaMta AkAza meN| yA paramAtmA meM, agara dhArmika zabda priya ho / lekina eka bAta sunizcita hai ki kisI gahare artha meM AdamI sira se jur3A hai jagata se| paira se nahIM jur3A hai| isIlie to brAhmaNoM ne kahanA cAhA ki hama sira haiM aura zUdra paira haiN| aise yaha bAta daMbha kI hai lekina bAta to ThIka hI hai / agara brAhmaNa brAhmaNa ho, to sira hai / kyoMki brAhmaNa kA artha hotA hai, jisane brahma ko jAna liyaa| vaha jAnane kI ghaTanA to sahasrAra meM ghaTatI hai, sira meM ghaTatI hai| jisane brahma ko jAna liyA, vahI brAhmaNa hai| to ThIka hai ki brAhmaNa sira hai| aura yaha kahanA bhaddA hai aura Aja ke lokatAMtrika yuga meM to bahuta bhaddA hai ki zUdra paira hai, lekina bAta sahI hai| ise hama ulaTAkara kaheM to bAta ThIka ho jAtI hai| jo abhI paira hI haiM, ve zUdra haiN| zUdra paira haiM, yaha kahanA to abhadra hai, lekina jo abhI bhI paira haiM aura jinakA sahastrAra nahIM khulA, jinake mastiSka meM chipe kamala abhI baMda par3e haiM, ve zUdra haiN| prAcIna dRSTi aisI thI ki paidA to sabhI zUdra hote haiM - sabhI --- brAhmaNa bhI, paidAiza se to sabhI zUdra hote haiM, phira kabhI koI sAdhanA se brAhmaNa hotA hai| mahAvIra kI krAMti kA yaha anivArya hissA thA / mahAvIra aura buddha donoM kI athaka ceSTA thI ki brAhmaNa kA saMbaMdha janma se chUTa / koI vyakti janma se brAhmaNa nahIM hotA / ho nahIM sktaa| kyoMki brAhmaNatva arjita karanA hotA hai| muphta nahIM miltaa| 2010_03 tvarA se jInA dhyAna hai janma se to sabhI zUdra hote haiM, phira kabhI koI, ekAdha koI viralA, koI jAgrata, jAgA huA brAhmaNa ho pAtA hai / brAhmaNa tabhI hotA hai, jaba use apanI jar3oM kI smRti AtI hai / brAhmaNa tabhI hotA hai, jaba apanI sira se phailI jar3oM ko vaha AkAza meM khoja letA hai / jo sahasrAra taka pahuMcA hai, vahI brAhmaNa hai| anyathA kucha aura hogaa| mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'jaise sira hai manuSya ke zarIra meM aura jaise jar3eM haiM vRkSoM meM / ' jar3oM ko kATa do, kitanA hI balazAlI vRkSa mara jaaegaa| yA jar3oM ko kATate raho, to vRkSa dIna-hIna ho jaaegaa| jApAna meM Tokiyo ke bar3e bagIce meM cAra sau sAla purAnA eka paudhA hai| vaha agara vRkSa hotA, to ekar3oM jamIna gheratA / lekina vaha eka choTI-sI basI meM-- cAya pIne kI basI meM Aropita hai / cAra sau sAla pahale jisa AdamI ne use Aropita kiyA thA-- jarA-sI iMcabhara patalI paTTI hai miTTI kI, cAya pIne kI basI meM, usameM lagAyA huA hai| aura basI ke nIce cheda hai, una chedoM se vaha jar3eM kATatA rahA hai| to paudhA cAra sau sAla purAnA hai, lekina kevala kucha iMca bar3A hai| jarAjIrNa ho gayA hai| bar3A vRddha hai / cAra sau sAla laMbI yAtrA hai| lekina aisA hai jaise abhI cAra dina kA paudhA ho| jar3eM nIce kaTatI gayIM, roja-roja jar3oM ko mAlI chAMTatA rhaa| phira unakI pIr3hI dara pIr3hI yaha kAma karatI rhii| vaha paudhA anUThA hai| jar3oM ko bar3hane na diyA, nIce jar3eM na bar3hIM, Upara vRkSa na bddh'aa| vRkSa ko kATo, phira nayA ho jaaegaa| jar3a ko kATa do, basa vRkSa samApta huA / usake prANa jar3a meM haiM / AdamI kI jar3eM kahAM haiN| honI to cAhie hI, kyoMki AdamI binA jar3oM ke jI nahIM sakatA - koI nahIM jI sktaa| hama astitva meM kisI na kisI bhAMti apanI jar3oM ko phailA rahe hoNge| hameM patA ho, na patA ho -- vRkSoM ko bhI kahAM patA hai ki unakI jar3eM haiN| vRkSoM ko bhI kahAM bodha hai ki gahare atala aMdhere meM phailI unakI jar3eM haiN| AdamI kI bhI jar3eM haiM- gahare atala prakAza meM phailI, AkAza meM phailii| ThIka kahate haiM upaniSada, AdamI ulaTA vaTavRkSa hai| jar3eM Upara haiM, zAkhAeM nIce kI tarapha phailI haiN| tumane sunA hogA, bebIlona meM duniyA ke sAta camatkAroM meM eka camatkAra thA, aura vaha thA eka ulaTA bagIcA / vRkSa isa taraha lagAye gaye the ki nIce laTaka rahe the| eka bar3A setu banAyA gayA 285

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jina satra bhAga: 2 PARDENIENDRA thaa| setu ke Upara miTTI DAlI gayI thii| aura vRkSoM ko setu ke mahAvIra ne nizcita hI yahI kahA hogA ki sabhI sAdhuoM ke dharmoM nIce laTakAyA gayA thaa| aba to sirpha usakI kathA raha gayI, | kA mUla dhyAna hai| aura taba isa sUtra kA artha aura bhI gaMbhIra ho kucha khaMDahara usake bace haiM, lekina atIta meM vaha duniyA ke jAtA hai| phira cAhe IsAI hoM, yA musalamAna hoM, yA yahUdI hoM, bar3e-bar3e camatkAroM meM se eka thaa| yA hiMdU hoM, yA bauddha hoM, isase koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| jaba bhI kabhI bebIlona ke usa bagIce ke saMbaMdha meM maiMne par3hA hai, aura yaha bAta tathya kI hai ki cAhe dharma kahIM paidA huA ho, cAhe yA usake khaMDaharoM ke citra dekhe, to mujhe khayAla AyA ki jarUra kisI rUpa-raMga meM janmA ho, cAhe kaisI hI bhASA dharma ne cunI ho, yaha khayAla kahIM na kahIM upaniSadoM se tairakara bebIlona taka pahuMcA lekina jahAM bhI sAdhu paidA huA hai, vahAM usakA mUla dhyAna hai| hogaa| kyoMki upaniSada akele zAstra haiM duniyA meM, jinhoMne vaha dhyAna kahatA ho yA na kahatA ho--kahe prArthanA, kahe pUjA, kahA-AdamI ulaTA laTakatA vRkSa hai| yaha bagIcA sirpha | kahe dhyAna, yA kucha aura, isase koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| dhyAna kA bagIcA nahIM thaa| nahIM ho sktaa| yaha AdamI kA pratIka rahA mUla to rahegA hii| cAhe vRkSa devadArU kA ho, cAhe cinAra kA; hogaa| yaha eka zikSaNa kI pAThazAlA rahI hogii| AdamI aisA cAhe AkAza ko chUnevAlA vRkSa ho aura cAhe choTA-moTA paudhA hI vRkSa hai, jisakI jar3eM Upara haiN| ho; cAhe gulAba kA paudhA ho, cAhe cAMdanI kA, cAhe caMpA kA, 'jahA mUlama dumassa y| savvassa sAdhudhammassa, tahA jhANaM kyA pharka par3atA hai| eka bAta sunizcita hai| sabhI vRkSoM kA mUla vidhiiyte|' vaise hI sAdhu ke samasta dharmoM kA mUla dhyAna hai| yaha unakI jar3a meM hai| bahuta pharka hai jaina-sAdhu meM, bauddha-sAdhu meM, jo anuvAda hai, do taraha se ho sakatA hai| jaina-muni isI taraha kA hiMdU-sAdhu meM, IsAI-sAdhu meN| ve saba pharka Upara-Upara haiN| jar3a anuvAda karate rahe, jaisA maiM par3ha rahA hUM-jaise manuSya-zarIra meM meM to koI pharka nahIM ho sktaa| jar3a to cAhie hI hogii| jar3a sira aura vRkSa meM usakI jar3a utkRSTa hai vaise hI sAdhu ke samasta | ke binA vRkSa nahIM ho sakatA, dhyAna ke binA sAdhu nahIM ho dharmoM kA mUla dhyAna hai| khayAla denA AkhirI hisse para-vaise | sktaa| dhyAna ke binA dharma nahIM ho sktaa| hI sAdhu ke samasta dharmoM kA mUla dhyAna hai| mUla kA anuvAda eka isalie pahalA anuvAda ThIka hai| usa artha ko svIkAra karane aura taraha se bhI ho sakatA hai| lekina jaina-muniyoM ne use zAyada meM kucha ar3acana nhiiN| sAdhu ke samasta dharmoM kA mUla dhyAna hai| pasaMda nahIM kiyaa| 'savvassa sAdhudhammassa...' saba sAdhuoM bilakula ThIka hai| lekina dUsarA aura bhI jyAdA ThIka hai-saba kA dhrm| yA to hama kaheM ki sAdhu ke samasta dharmoM kA mUla dhyAna sAdhuoM ke dharma kA mUla dhyAna hai| hai| yA saba sAdhuoM ke dharma kA mala dhyAna hai| dhyAna ko hama samajheM ki kyA hai| 'savvassa sAdhudhammassa, tahA jhANaM vidhiiyte|' o raMbhAtI nadiyo, maiM dasare hI artha ko jyAdA pasaMda kruuNgaa| sabhI sAdhuoM ke besudha kahAM bhAgI jAtI ho? dharma kA mUla dhyAna hai| aura isalie bhI ki mahAvIra kA bahuta vaMzI-rava jora thA isa bAta para ki sabhI dharma sahI haiN| sabhI sAdhuoM ke dharma tumhAre hI bhItara hai| sahI haiN| isalie mahAvIra ne, mahAvIra ke prasiddha mahAmaMtra ne saba dhyAna kA pahalA sUtra hai-jise tuma khojane cale ho, vaha sAdhuoM ko namaskAra kiyA hai--'Namo loe savva saahuunnm|' khojanevAle meM chipA hai| kastUrI kuMDala bsai| yaha dhyAna ke pATha samasta sAdhuoM ko merA namaskAra hai| kA prAraMbha hai ki pahale apane ghara ko TaTola lo| AnaMda ko lekina jaina-muni isakA anuvAda aisA karate haiM jisameM bAkI khojane cale ho? jagata bahuta bar3A hai| pahale ghara meM khoja lo, sAdhuoM ko kATA jA ske| ve kahate haiM, vaise hI sAdhu ke samasta vahAM na mile, to phira jagata meM khojnaa| kahIM aisA na ho ki hai| kyoMki jaina-sAdhu to jaina-sAdhu ko hI AnaMda kI rAzi ghara meM lagI rahe aura tuma jagata meM khojate phiro| sAdha mAnatA hai| kisI aura kA sAdha to sAdha nahIM hai| mahAvIra | akasara aisA hI hotA hai| aisA hI haA hai| itane kRpaNa nahIM ho skte| aisI kaMjUsI unheM zobhA bhI na degii| hama khoja rahe haiM, milatA bhI nahIM hai vahAM, to hama aura dUra 286 Jair Education International 2010_03

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tvarA se jInA dhyAna hai A nikalate jAte haiM khoja meN| jitanA hI pAte haiM ki milanA nahIM ho | hai, anukaraNa jArI hai| jaise purAne dinoM meM mahAtmA kA prabhAva thA rahA hai, utanI hI hamArI khoja becaina aura vikSipta hotI jAtI hai| aura hara eka vyakti mahAtmA bananA cAhatA thA, vaise aba jitanA hI hama pAte haiM ki daur3akara nahIM pahuMca rahe haiM, hama daur3a ko abhinetA kA prabhAva hai| hara eka vyakti aura bar3hAye jAte haiN| hamAre mana kA tarka kahatA hai ki zAyada ThIka hai| koI pharka nahIM par3A AdamI meN| se nahIM daur3a rahe, zAyada jitanI zakti se daur3anA cAhie utanI | tuma yaha mata samajhanA ki pahale jo AdamI mahAtmA bananA zakti se nahIM daur3a rahe haiN| aura daur3o, aura upAya karo; sAre cAhate the, ve bar3e mahAtmA the| kucha pharka nahIM hai| vaha usa bhIr3a loga bAhara daur3e jA rahe haiM, to hogA to jarUra bAhara, itane loga | kA manovijJAna thA, yaha isa bhIr3a kA manovijJAna hai| usa dina galata thor3e hI ho sakate haiN| mahAtmA pUjya thA, samAdRta thA, usakI pratiSThA thii| mahAtmA hama jisa bhIr3a meM paidA hote haiM, janma se hI hama pAte haiM ki bhIr3a | banane meM ahaMkAra kI tRpti thii| aba abhinetA banane meM ahaMkAra bhAgI jA rahI hai kisI ke saath| hama bhI bhIr3a ke hisse ho jAte kI tRpti hai| bAta vahI kI vahI hai| haiN| koI dhana khoja rahA hai, koI pada khoja rahA hai, koI yaza khoja krAMti to taba ghaTatI hai jaba tuma bhIr3a se haTate ho| jaba tuma rahA hai| lekina khoja bAhara hai, sabhI kI bAhara hai, to hama bhI kahate ho, anukaraNa aba maiM na kruuNgaa| aba maiM apane se usameM laga jAte haiM, saMlagna ho jAte haiN| manuSya kA mana bhIr3a se socuuNgaa| tuma lAkha doharAo, tuma karor3a ho to bhI koI phikira calatA hai| bhIr3a kA eka manovijJAna hai| tuma jahAM bahuta logoM nahIM, maiM apanI sunUMgA, maiM apanI aMtarAtmA kI sunuuNgaa| maiM apane ko jAte dekhate ho, tuma bhI cala par3ate ho| anajAne yaha bAta hRdaya kI vANI se cluuNgaa| svIkRta kara lI gayI hai ki jahAM itane loga jA rahe haiM, vaha ThIka jaise hI koI vyakti apanI vANI ko sunanA zurU karatA hai, hI jA rahe hoNge| vaise hI samajha meM dhyAna kA sUtra par3ane lagatA hai| dhyAna ke sUtra kA isIlie to duniyA meM bahuta-sI bhrAMta dhAraNAeM bhI sadiyoM taka artha hai, jise hama khojate haiM, vaha kucha bhI kyoM na ho, use hama calatI haiN| patA bhI cala jAtA hai ki galata haiM, to bhI calatI haiM, | pahale apane ghara to khoja leN| kyoMki bhIr3a jaba taka unheM na chor3a de taba taka naye loga Ate haiM | sunA hai, sUphI phakIra strI huI raabiyaa| vaha eka sAMjha apane aura purAnI dhAraNAoM ko pakar3ate cale jAte haiN| jaba taka bhIr3a ghara ke sAmane kucha khoja rahI thI, do-cAra loga Ate the, unhoMne unheM pakar3e hai taba taka naye bacce bhI unheM pakar3a leMge, kyoMki pUchA, kyA kho gayA? usane kahA merI suI gira gyii| to ve bacce to anukaraNa karate haiN| hama saba anukaraNa meM haiN| do-cAra bhI usako sAtha dene lage-bUr3hI aurata hai, AMkheM bhI isalie alaga-alaga saMskRti, alaga-alaga samAja meM, kamajora haiM! lekina phira unameM se kisI eka ko hoza AyA ki alaga-alaga cIjeM mUlyavAna ho jAtI haiN| kisI samAja meM dhana suI bar3I choTI cIja hai, jaba taka ThIka se patA na cale kahAM girI, lya haiN| jaise amerikaa| to amerikA meM jo bhIr3a hai, to itane bar3e rAste para kahAM khojate raheMge? to usane pUchA ki mAM, vaha dhana kI dIvAnI hai| aura saba cIjeM gauNa haiM, dhana pramukha hai| yaha batA de ki suI girI kahAM hai? to vahIM AsapAsa hama khoja hara cIja dhana se kharIdI jA sakatI hai| isalie dhana ko pA lo| | leM, itane bar3e rAste para! usane kahA beTA! yaha to pUcho hI mata, jina samAjoM meM tyAga kA bar3A mUlya rahA hai una samAjoM meM sadiyoM suI to ghara ke bhItara girI hai| ve cAroM hAtha chor3akara khar3e ho gaye, taka logoM ne tyAga kiyA hai| kyoMki tyAga ko sammAna thaa| unhoMne kahA tU pAgala huI hai! suI ghara ke bhItara girI hai, khuda bhI bacapana se hI vyakti sunatA hai tyAga kI mahimA, usake mana meM bhI pAgala banI, hamako bhI pAgala bnaayaa| jaba suI ghara ke bhItara bhAva jagane zurU hote haiM--yahI maiM bhI kruuN| gumI hai, to bhItara hI khoj| usane kahA, vaha to mujhe bhI patA hai| bhArata meM aisA huaa| sadiyoM taka tyAga kI mahimA rhii| usa lekina bhItara aMdherA hai, bAhara rozanI hai--sUraja abhI DhalA tyAga kI mahimA ke kAraNa karor3oM loga tyAgI bne| lekina nahIM-aMdhere meM khojU bhI kaise? khoja to rozanI meM hI ho tyAgI bana jAo ki dhana kI daur3a meM par3a jAo, koI pharka nahIM sakatI hai| 1287 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 ve haMsane lge| unhoMne kahA ki mAlUma hotA hai bur3hApe meM terA cala sakatA-vahAM bhI aparicita cora dUsare ke aMdhere ghara meM sira phira gayA hai! saThiyA gayI tU! agara ghara meM rozanI nahIM hai, | bar3I vyavasthA se cala letA hai, na to cIja giratI hai, na AvAja to bhI khojanA to ghara meM hI pdd'egaa| to rozanI bhItara le jaa| hotI hai| jisa ghara meM zAyada kabhI bhI na AyA ho! cora kI dIyA mAMga lA udhAra par3osI se, agara tere ghara meM dIyA nhiiN| AMkhoM ko aMdhere kA abhyAsa ho gayA hai| usane dhIre-dhIre aMdhere aba haMsane kI bArI usa bur3hiyA kI thii| vaha bar3I mahatvapUrNa | meM dekhane kI paTutA pA lI hai| usakI AMkheM aMdhere se sAmaMjasya sUphI phakIra aurata huii| vaha haMsane lgii| usane kahA ki maiM to kara lI haiN| dhUpa se Ate ho ghara, aMdherA mAlUma par3atA hai| aise hI socatI thI ki tama itane samajhadAra nahIM ho jitanI samajhadArI kI bAhara janmoM-janmoM se bhaTake ho, jaba AMkha baMda karate ho to bAta kara rahe ho| maiM to usI tarka kA anusaraNa kara rahI thI, bhItara aMdherA mAlUma par3atA hai| yaha bilakula svAbhAvika hai| jisakA tuma saba kara rahe ho| tuma saba bhI bAhara khoja rahe ho, kabIra aura nAnaka aura dAdU galata nhiiN| hajAra-hajAra sUraja binA bujhe ki khoyA kahAM? bhItara khoyA hai, khoja bAhara rahe ho| pratIkSA kara rahe haiN| lekina thor3A abhyAsa! aura kAraNa jo maiMne batAyA, vahI tumhArA hai| kyoMki AMkhoM kI dhyAna kA artha hai, bhItara hone kA abhyaas| dhyAna kA artha hai, rozanI bAhara par3atI hai, AMkheM bAhara dekhatI haiM, bAhara saba | bAhara se haTane kA abhyaas| dhyAna kA artha hai, bAhara para pardA sApha-sutharA hai, bhItara bar3A gahana aMdhakAra hai| DAla dene kA abhyaas| bAhara pardA DAlA ki bhItara pardA utthaa| bhItara tumane kabhI AMkha baMda karake dekhA? kabIra ko par3ho, bhItara pardA uThAne kI aura koI tarakIba nahIM hai, basa bAhara pardA dAdU ko par3ho, nAnaka ko par3ho, to ve kahate haiM, hajAra-hajAra | DAla do| sarajoM jaisA prakAza! tuma bhItara AMkha baMda karate ho, sirpha 'jaise manuSya-zarIra meM sira aura vakSa meM usakI jar3a utkaSTa, aNdheraa| kucha sUraja kA prakAza vagairaha nahIM dikhAyI pdd'taa| vaise samasta dharmoM kA mUla dhyaan|' sUraja to dUra, miTTI kA dIyA bhI nahIM ttimttimaataa| jhaTa AMkha jaina-muni se pUcho dhyAna ke saMbaMdha meN| vaha bhUla hI gayA hai| kholakara tuma phira bAhara A jAte ho| kama se kama rozanI to hai! | aura saba sAdha liyA hai, dhyAna bilakula bhUla gayA hai| ahiMsA kama se kama rAste paricita to haiN| cIjeM dikhAyI to par3atI haiN| sAdhatA hai, asteya sAdhatA hai, acaurya sAdhatA hai, brahmacarya phira khoja zurU kara dete ho| sAdhatA hai, saba sAdhatA hai, sirpha dhyAna bhUla gayA hai| yaha durghaTanA bhItara, jo AdamI bAhara kA AdI ho gayA hai, jaba pahalI daphA | kaise ghaTI hogI? kyoMki mahAvIra cillA-cillAkara kahate haiM jAegA to aMdherA paayegaa| aise hI jaise tuma bharI dopaharI meM bAhara | saba dharmoM kA mUla dhyAna hai| calakara ghara Ate ho, ekadama aMdherA mAlUma par3atA hai| baiTha mere pAsa jaina-muni Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM, kaise dhyAna kareM? tuma jAo thodd'aa| thor3I dera meM AMkheM abhyasta hoNgii| AMkha pratipala | muni kaise hue? kyoMki muni to koI ho hI nahIM sakatA binA bar3I aura choTI hotI rahatI hai| kabhI dhUpa se Akara AIne meM | dhyAna ke! muni kA artha hai, jisakA citta mauna ho gyaa| citta AMkha ko dekhanA, to tuma pAoge ki AMkha bar3I choTI ho gayI | mauna kaise hogA binA dhyAna ke? aba tuma pUchane Aye ho ki hai| kyoMki itanI dhUpa bhItara nahIM le sakatI, to choTI ho jAtI dhyAna kaisA! kitane varSoM se muni ho? koI kahatA hai tIsa varSa se hai| jaba aMdhere meM baiThete ho, to AMkha bar3I hotI hai| jaise kaimare | muni haiM, koI kahatA cAlIsa varSa se muni haiN| to tuma muni zabda kA leMsa kAma karatA hai, vaise hI AMkha kAma karatI hai| thor3I dera kA artha bhI bhUla gye| muni kA artha hI dhyAnI hotA hai-mauna! baiThate ho to ghara meM jahAM pahale aMdherA mAlUma par3A thA, aMdherA | jisake bhItara citta meM aba taraMgeM nahIM uThatIM vicAra kii| jo samApta ho jAtA hai, rozanI mAlUma par3ane lagatI hai| nirvicAra huA, nirvikalpa huaa| agara koI vyakti aMdhere meM dekhane kA abhyAsa karatA hI rahe, magara khayAla hI bhUla gayA hai| muni zabda kA artha hI bhUla gayA jaisA ki cora kara lete haiM, to dUsare ke ghara meM jahAM bilakala hai| dhyAna to aisA lagane lagA jaise jaina-dharma se dhyAna kA koI aMdherA hai-ghara kA mAlika bhI jahAM binA cIjoM se TakarAye nahIM | saMbaMdha nahIM hai| aura jaina-dharma maulika rUpa se dhyAna para khar3A 288 2010_03

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hai| sabhI dharma maulika rUpa se dhyAna para khar3e haiN| aura koI upAya hI nhiiN| jaina dharma usI dina marane lagA, jisa dina dhyAna se saMbaMdha chUTa gyaa| aba tuma sAdho aNuvrata aura mahAvrata, aba tuma sAdho ahiMsA, lekina tumhArI ahiMsA pAkhaMDa hogii| kyoMki Upara se Aropita hogii| bhItara se AvirbhAva na hogaa| dhyAnI ahiMsaka ho jAtA hai / honA nahIM par3atA / dhyAnI meM mahAkaruNA kA janma hotA hai| apane ko jAnakara dUsare para dayA AnI zurU hotI hai| kyoMki apane ko jAnakara patA calatA hai ki dUsarA bhI ThIka mere jaisA hai| apane ko jAnakara yaha spaSTa anubhava ho jAtA hai ki sabhI sukha kI talAza kara rahe haiM, jaise maiM kara rahA huuN| apane ko jAnakara patA calatA hai, jaise dukha mujhe apriya hai, vaisA sabhI ko apriya hai| jisane apane ko jAna liyA, vaha agara ahiMsaka na ho, asaMbhava ! aura jisane apane ko nahIM jAnA, vaha ahiMsaka ho jAe, yaha asaMbhava ! kala maiM maharSi maheza yogI ke guru kA jIvana-caritra par3ha rahA thaa| brahmAnaMda sarasvatI kaa| vaha yuvA the / prakaTa, pragAr3ha khojI the| guru kI talAza meM the| kisI vyakti kI khabara milI ki vaha jJAna ko upalabdha ho gayA hai, to vaha bhAge himAlaya phuNce| vaha AdamI mRgacarma bichAye, bilakula jaisA yogI honA cAhie vaisA yogI dikhAyI par3atA thaa| prabhAvazAlI AdamI mAlUma par3atA thaa| sazakta, balazAlI! isa yuvA ne-- brahmAnaMda ne -- pUchA ki mahArAja! yahAM kahIM ApakI jhopar3I meM thor3I agni mila jAegI ? agni ! hiMdU saMnyAsI agni nahIM rakhate apane pAsa / na agni jalAte haiN| unhoMne kahA, tujhe itanA bhI patA nahIM hai ki saMnyAsI agni nahIM chUte / phira bhI usa yuvA ne kahA, phira bhI mahArAja ! zAyada kahIM chipA rakhI ho| vaha jo yogI the, bar3e Aga ho gaye, bar3e nArAja ho gaye, cillAkara bole ki nAsamajha kahIM kA! tujhe itanI bhI akala nahIM ki hama aura agni curAkara | rakheMge ! kyA samajhA hai tUne hameM ? to brahmAnaMda ne kahA, mahArAja! agara agni nahIM hai, nahIM chupAyI, to ye lapaTeM kahAM se A rahI haiM ? lapaTeM to A gayIM / Upara se thopakara koI abhinaya kara sakatA hai| yaha ghaTanA mujhe prItikara lagI / agni chupAne kA sUtra bhI isameM sApha hai / yaha bAhara kI agni ko chUne kI bAta nahIM, na bAhara kI agni rakhane na rakhane se kucha pharka par3atA hai, yaha to bhItara kI Aga saMnyAsI na 2010_03. tvarA se jInA dhyAna hai chue| lekina dhyAna kI jaba taka varSA na ho jAe, bhItara kI Aga bujhatI nahIM / jaba taka dhyAna kI rasadhAra na bahe, taba taka bhItara kucha aMgAre-sA jalatA hI rahatA hai, cubhatA hI rahatA hai| mahAvIra ne to kahA ki mUla dharma hai - dhyAna | jisane dhyAna sAdha liyA, saba sAdha liyaa| to hama samajheM, yaha dhyAna kyA hai? pahalI bAta, aMtaryAtrA hai| dRSTi ko bhItara le jAnA hai| bAhara bhAgatI UrjA ko ghara bulAnA hai / jaise sAMjha pakSI lauTa AtA hai, nIr3a para, aise apane nIr3a meM vApasa, vApasa A jAne kA prayoga hai dhyaan| jaba suvidhA mile, taba sameTa lenA apanI sArI UrjA ko saMsAra se - ghar3Ibhara ko sahI - subaha, rAta, jaba suvidhA mila jAe taba baMda kara lenA apane ko| thor3I dera ko bhUla jAnA saMsAra ko samajhanA ki nahIM hai| samajhanA ki svapnavata hai| apane ko alaga kara lenA / apane ko tor3a lenA bAhara se / aura apane bhItara dekhane kI ceSTA karanA - kauna hUM maiM? maiM kauna hUM ? yahI eka prazna / zabda meM nahIM, prANa meN| yahI eka prazna, bola-bola kara maMtra kI taraha doharAnA nahIM hai, bodha kI taraha bhItara banA rahe / eka prazna cihna khar3A ho jAe bhItara astitva meM - maiM kauna hUM ? - aura isI prazna ke sAtha thor3I dera rahanA / ekadama se uttara na mila jaaegaa| aura ekadama se jo uttara mile, samajhanA thothA hai| ekadama se uttara mila sakatA hai, vaha uttara sIkhA huA hogaa| pUchoge, maiM kauna hUM? bhItara se uttara AyegA - tuma AtmA ho| vaha tumane zAstra se par3hA hai| itanI sastI AtmA nahIM hai| kisI se suna liyA hai| bhItara se AyegA - ahaM brahmAsmi / vaha upaniSada meM par3ha liyA hogA, yA suna liyA hogA / varSoM kI ceSTA ke bAda, varSoM prazna ke sAtha rahane ke bAda-3 - aura prazna ke sAtha rahane kA artha hI yaha hai ki tuma thothe aura uttara svIkAra mata karanA, anyathA uttara phira bAhara pheMka degA / dekha lenA ki ThIka hai; yaha kaThopaniSada se AtA hai, bilakula ThIka hai; yaha gItA se AtA hai, bilakula ThIka hai; kSamA kara gItA maiyA! chor3a pIchA ! kucha mujhe bhI jAnane de ! gItA bAhara hai| asalI gItA to bhItara hai| tumhArI gItA to ghaTane ko hai, abhI ghaTI nahIM / abhI tumhArA mahAbhArata to zurU hai| abhI to tumhA arjuna thakA bhI nhiiN| abhI to tumhArA arjuna kaMpA bhI nahIM / abhI to tumhAre arjuna ne gAMDIva chor3A bhI nahIM aura kahA ki mere 289

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290 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 hue gAta zithila jAte haiN| abhI to tumhAre arjuna ne prazna hI nahIM jaba koI thothe jJAna se mukta ho jAtA hai, to vAstavika kA janma pUchA, to tumhArA kRSNa bole kaise ? hotA hai| zAyada vAstavika to maujUda hI hai, thothe ke kAraNa patA nahIM calatA / to bAhara ke kRSNa aura bAhara ke arjuna ko thor3A bAhara hI chor3a denA / prazna bananA, to tuma arjuna banoge / aura dhyAna rakhanA, jahAM bhI arjuna pragaTa hotA hai, vahAM kRSNa pragaTa ho hI jaaeNge| jahAM prazna hai, vahAM uttara AyegA hI / tuma prazna bhara paidA kara lo, lekina prazna saccA ho, pragAr3ha ho, jyotirmaya ho| tuma apane ko dAMva para lagAne ko taiyAra hoo| arjuna ne aise hI pUchA hotA - kAma calAU; aise hI kRSNa ko prabhAvita karane ke lie, | dekho maiM kitanA dhArmika hue jA rahA hUM--arjuna ne aise hI pUchA hotA ki calo, kyA harja hai, kRSNa ko bhI tRpti mila jAegI ki kaisA mahAna ziSya merA, kaisA mahAna sAthI ! arjuna koI abhinaya nahIM kara rahA thaa| vahI to gItA kA yathArtha hai / vastutaH usake prANa kaMpa gaye dekhakara / tuma agara AMkha kholakara jagata ko dekhA hai, tumhAre prANa bhI kaMpane caahie| tumane agara gaura se dekhA, to yuddha-paMktiyAM baMdhI khar3I haiN| hajAroM taraha kA yuddha cala rahA hai, saMgharSa cala rahA hai, hiMsA ho rahI hai| tuma usameM bhAgIdAra ho / arjuna ko itanA hI to | dikhAyI par3A ki kama se kama maiM to alaga ho hI jAUM; jo ho rahA hai, ho| kama se kama yaha dAga mere upara to na pdd'e| vaha thakakara baiTha gyaa| usane kahA, maiM bhAga jAUM / chor3a dUM sb| kucha sAra nahIM / itanI mRtyu ! itanI hiMsA ! milegA kyA ? rAja-siMhAsana para baiTha jAUMgA to kyA hogA ? itanI lAzoM ke Upara rAja-siMhAsana rakhA jAegA? nahIM, yaha pratispardhA, yaha pratiyogitA mere kAma kI nhiiN| usa ghar3I taiyArI bnii| usa ghar3I jijJAsA uThI aura yaha jijJAsA kutUhala na thI / yaha aise hI pUcha liyA prazna na thA clte-clte| isake pIche gahare prANa dAMva para lagAne kI taiyArI thii| tuma abhI arjuna nahIM bane, tumhArI gItA paidA nahIM ho sktii| to jaba bAhara kI gItA uttara dene lage, kahanA ki mahArAja, he kRSNa mahArAja, tuma bAhara raho ! abhI mujhe prazna ko jIne do, abhI arjuna paidA nahIM huA, tuma samaya ke pahale A gye| udhAra jo tumane sIkha liyA ho, buddhi meM jo ikaTThA kara liyA ho kUr3A-karkaTa saba tarapha se baTorakara, use bAhara rakha denaa| dhyAna kI prakriyA thothe jJAna se mukta hone kI prakriyA hai / aura 2010_03 eka bauddha bhikSu huA - Arya asaMga bar3A bahumUlya bhikSu huA / usake jIvana meM bar3I anUThI kathA hai| nAlaMdA meM AcArya thaa| phira samajha AyI saMsAra kI vyarthatA kI to saba chor3akara calA gyaa| taya kara liyA ki aba to dhyAna meM hI DUbUMgA, ho gayA jJAna bahuta / jAna liyA saba, aura jAnA to kucha bhI nahIM / par3ha DAle zAstra saba, hAtha to kucha bhI na AyA / chor3akara pahAr3a calA gyaa| eka guphA meM baiTha gyaa| tIna sAla athaka dhyAna kiyaa| lekina kahIM maMjila karIba AtI mAlUma na pdd'ii| hatotsAha, hatAzA se bharA guphA se bAhara nikala aayaa| socA lauTa jaauuN| tabhI usane kyA dekhA ki eka cir3iyA vRkSoM se tor3a-tor3akara lAtI hai, patte gira- gira jAte haiM, ghoMsalA banatA nahIM; magara phira calI jAtI hai, phira le AtI hai, phira calI jAtI hai, phira le AtI hai| usane socA kyA isa cir3iyA se bhI kamajora hai merA sAhasa aura merI AzA aura merI AsthA ? ghoMsalA bana nahIM rahA hai, lekina isakI kahIM bhI AzA nahIM TUTatI, hatAzA nahIM aatii| vaha phira vApasa guphA meM calA gyaa| tIna sAla taka kahate haiM, phira usane himmata karake dhyAna kiyaa| kucha na huA / saba zrama lagA diyA, lekina kucha na huaa| phira ghabar3Akara eka dina bAhara A gayA aura kahA, aba bahuta ho gayA ! phira usa vRkSa ke nIce baiThA thA ki dekhA eka makar3I jAlA buna rahI hai| gira gira jAtI hai, jAle kA dhAgA samhalatA nahIM, phira-phira bunatI hai| phira use khayAla AyA ki Azcarya kI bAta hai, aisI cIjeM mujhe bAhara Ate hI se dikhAyI par3a jAtI haiN| abhI makar3I bhI nahIM hArI, maiM kyoM hArUM ? eka bAra aura koziza kara luuN| kahate haiM, vaha phira tIna sAla dhyAna kiyaa| kucha na huaa| bahuta parezAna huA / aba usane socA, aba bAhara nikalUMgA patA nahIM phira kucha ho jAe, to aba kI daphe AMkha baMda karake hI cale jAnA hai| aba kucha bhI ho rahA ho bAhara--makar3I ho ki cir3iyA ho ki kucha bhI ho, paramAtmA koI bhI izAre de, aba bahuta ho gayA, nau sAla koI thor3A vakta nahIM, sArA jIvana gaMvA diyaa| vaha AMkha baMda karake bhaagaa| vaha jaise hI pahAr3a se nIce utara

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rahA thA, usane dekhA eka kutiyA, usakI pITha sar3a gayI hai, usameM kIr3e par3a gaye haiM--vaha use dikhAyI pdd'ii| usase na rahA gyaa| baiThA, usake kIr3e alaga kiye, jaba vaha usake ghAva dho rahA thA, tabhI dhyAna ghttaa| jo nau sAla meM nahIM ghaTA thA, vaha ghaTA / acAnaka, jaise kucha gahana meM bhItara khIMce liye calA gyaa| AMkha baMda ho gayIM, vaha bhItara pahuMca gyaa| jisakI talAza thI, vaha rozanI sAmane khar3I hai| jisakI talAza thI, vaha buddhatva khilA / usane kahA, he prabhu! itane dina taka khojatA thA-- nau varSa athaka zrama kiye, taba tuma na dikhAyI par3e, taba yaha rozanI na milI, aba ! ! to kahate haiM usa rozanI se uttara AyA ki maiM to taba bhI tere hI bhItara thA, lekina tere dhyAna kI ceSTA bar3I ahaMkAra - pUrNa thii| terA ahaMkAra bAdhA bana rahA thaa| isa kutiyA ke ghAva dhote vakta eka kSaNa ko terA ahaMkAra maujUda na rahA / karuNA ho, to ahaMkAra maujUda nahIM rahatA / prema ho, to ahaMkAra samApta ho jAtA hai| maiM to sadA se tere pAsa thA - nau mahIne se bhI aura nau sAloM se bhI, nau janmoM se bhI / maiM to bhItara thA hI, maiM terA svabhAva hUM, lekina tU bhItara nahIM A pAtA thaa| dhyAna bhI kara rahA thA tU, to usameM akar3a thI-- maiM pAkara rhuuNgaa| vaha ahaMkAra kI udaghoSaNA thI / bhItara jAnA hai jinheM unheM bAhara kI daur3a chor3anI hai| aura bAhara kI daur3a kA jo sUkSma sUtra hai -- ahaMkAra - vaha bhI tor3anA hai| svayaM ko miTAye binA koI dhyAna ko upalabdha nahIM hotaa| aura svayaM ko miTAye binA koI svayaM ko upalabdha nahIM hotA / yaha jisako hamane abhI svayaM samajhA hai, jisako abhI hama kahate haiM-- 'merA', 'maiM', yaha hamArI AtmA nahIM hai| yaha AtmA hI hotI, to hama parama AnaMda se bhara gaye hote| yaha ahaMkAra hai| ahaMkAra kA artha hai, yaha hamane bAhara se ikaTThA kiyA hai| kisI skUla meM 'golDa meDala' mila gayA thA, vaha jur3a gyaa| kisI akhabAra meM nAma chapa gayA thA, vaha kATakara ciMdI jor3a / koI AdamI ne haMsakara kaha diyA ki tuma bar3e suMdara ho, vaha bhI jor3a liyaa| kisI ne kahA ki tuma bar3e tyAgI ho, kisI ne kahA tuma bar3e saccaritra ho, kahIM 'padmazrI' mila gayI, kahIM 'bhArataratna' ho gaye, isa taraha ke saba pAgalapana ikaTThe kara liye, una sabako jor3akara ahaMkAra kI thegar3I banAkara baiTha gaye haiN| tuma jarA kabhI socanA ki 'maiM kauna hUM', to jo bhI uttara AyeM 2010_03 tvarA se jInA dhyAna hai tuma hairAna hooge, ye bAhara se diye gaye uttara haiM / koI tumhArI mAM ne diyA thA, koI tumhAre pitA ne, koI tumhAre mitra ne, koI tumhArI patnI ne, koI tumhAre zatru ne, koI apanoM ne, koI parAyoM ne| ina sabako ikaTThA kara ke tumane eka ghAsa-phUsa kI jhUThI pratimA khar3I kara lI hai| aura nizcita hI yaha pratimA pratipala ghabar3AyI rahatI hai, kyoMki yaha bilakula jhUThI hai / yaha kabhI bhI gira sakatI hai aura bikhara sakatI hai| isameM koI bala nahIM hai, koI prANa nahIM hai| dhyAna kA artha hai, pahale bAhara se bhItara mur3anA / aura bhItara jAte vakta tuma pAoge daravAje para ar3A huA taalaa| vaha tAlA hai ahaMkAra kaa| 'jaise pAnI kA yoga pAkara namaka vilIna ho jAtA hai, vaise hI jisakA citta nirvikalpa samAdhi meM lIna ho gayA, usake cirasaMcita zubhAzubha karmoM ko bhasma karanevAlI AtmarUpa agni pragaTa hotI hai / ' 'jaise pAnI kA yoga pAkara namaka vilIna ho jAtA hai|' namaka kI DalI pAnI meM DAlate hI kho jAtI hai / vilIna ho jAtI hai| aise hI jisakA citta nirvikalpa dhyAna meM lIna ho gayA, jisane bAhara ko chor3A, bAhara se bane hue pratibiMboM ke ahaMkAra ko chor3A, nirvikalpa huA, nizalya huA, apane ekAMta meM ThaharA, tatkSaNa janmoM-janmoM kI cirasaMcita zubha-azubha karmoM kI jo rAzi hai, vaha vilIna ho jAtI hai| mahAvIra bar3I krAMtikArI ghoSaNA kara rahe haiN| vaha kaha rahe haiM, janmoM-janmoM kI karma kI zRMkhalA ko miTAne ke lie yaha socanA ki janma-janma lageMge aba zubha karma karane meM, eka-eka karma ko kATanA pdd'egaa| taba to asaMbhava ho jaaegaa| kyoMki hama kitane anaMta kAla se karma karate rhe| agara eka-eka karma ko kATanA par3e, to anaMta kAla laga jaaegaa| taba to mukti asaMbhava hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, eka kSaNa meM bhI ghaTa sakatI hai ghaTanA, tvarA cAhie, tIvratA cAhie; agni kI pragAr3hatA cAhie - eka kSaNa meM sArA atIta bhasma ho sakatA / aura tuma aise tAje ho sakate ho, jaise tuma pahale kSaNa janme, jaise isake pahale tuma kabhI the hI nhiiN| tumhArA sArA itihAsa dhyAna kI eka gaharI jhalaka meM vilIna ho sakatA hai, vidA ho sakatA hai| janmoM-janmoM kI jamI 291

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 dhUla tumhAre darpaNa para, havA ke eka jhoMke meM bikhara sakatI hai| dhyAna abhyAsa na rahA, siddhi ho gyii| jaba tumhAre bhItara jhoMkA balazAlI cAhie ! nirvicAra rahanA tumhArI sahaja saMpadA ho gayI - tuma jaba cAho taba AMkha baMda karake nirvicAra ho gye| pahale to bar3A kaThina hogaa| pahale to ulaTI hAlata ho jaaegii| jaba AMkha baMda karoge, vicAroM kA hamalA hogaa| usase bhI jyAdA -- dukAna para baiThakara jitanA nahIM hotA utanA maMdira meM hotA hai, kabhI khayAla kiyA ? dukAna para baiThakara kAma meM lage rahate ho, ulajhe rahate ho vicAroM kA koI khAsa hamalA patA nahIM calatA hai| lekina maMdira meM jAkara baiThate ho ki calo ghar3Ibhara zAMti se baiTheM, AMkha baMda kI ki na mAlUma kahAM-kahAM ke vicAra khar3e ho jAte haiM / saMgata- asaMgata; acche-bure; sArthaka-vyartha; jinase kucha bhI nahIM lenA-denA, ve saba sira uThAne lagate haiN| kyA jAtA hai ? mere pAsa loga Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM jaba dhyAna karate haiM, taba vicAra aura jyAdA Ate haiN| isase to binA dhyAna meM kama Ate haiN| binA dhyAna meM kama Ate haiM, kyoMki jaba tuma binA dhyAna meM ho, taba tumhArA mana kahIM saMlagna hotA hai, kahIM lagA hotA hai| to jisa tarapha tuma saMlagna ho, usI sImA se baMdhe hue vicAra, usI aba eka rAta agara kama jIye, to kama hI sahI yahI bahuta hai ki hama mazAleM jalA ke jIye isase kyA pharka par3atA hai ki kitanI dera jIye! kitane gahare dizA se baMdhe hue vicAra Ate haiN| jaba tuma dhyAna meM baiThe jIye.. ...! ho - asaMlagna, avyasta - to sabhI dizAoM se vicAra Ate haiN| taba tuma ghabar3A jAte ho| dhyAna lagatA nhiiN| zurU-zurU meM yaha svAbhAvaki hai / bahuta-se vicAra tumhAre bhItara par3e haiM, jo tumane dabA rakhe haiM, vaha ubhreNge| isalie pahale dhyAna meM recana hogaa| saba kUr3A-kabAr3a utthegaa| jaise varSoM taka kisI ne ghara ko buhArA na ho, phira eka dina ghara meM Aye to dhUla uThane lge| dhUla kI parteM kI parteM jamI haiN| hAM, bAhara baiThe raho, porca meM, to bhItara saba zAMti hai, koI dhUla nahIM utthtii| bhItara jAo, to dhUla uThatI hai / aise hI janmoM-janmoM taka hamane vicAra kI dhUla ko jamane diyA hai - bhItara gaye nahIM, buhArI lagAyI nahIM / bhItara kabhI varSA hone na dI, snAna hone na diyA, aba jaba bhItara jAeMge to janmoM-janmoM kA kacarA utthegaa| isakI saphAI karanI hogii| aura jaba koI saphAI karatA hai, to dhUla bar3e jora se uThatI hai| aise hI dhyAna meM vicAra bar3e jora se dhyAna eka mazAla bane / donoM choroM se jale / | jarmanI kI eka bahuta vicArazIla mahilA rojA lakz2eMbarga | kahatI thI ki maiMne eka hI bAta jIvana meM pAyI ki agara tuma | apanI mazAla ko donoM tarapha se eka-sAtha jalAo, tvarA se jIo, saghanatA se jIo, to paramAtmA dUra nhiiN| hama DhIle-DhIle jIte haiM, susta-susta jIte haiM-- kunakune - kunakune -- kabhI vaha ghar3I nahIM AtI jahAM hamArA jala vASpIbhUta ho jaae| hama laMbA jInA cAhate haiM, gaharA nahIM jInA caahte| hama AzIrvAda dete haiM ki sau sAla jiio| sau sAla jIne se kyA hogA! jaise murde kI taraha jI rahe ho, aise hajAra sAla bhI jIo to koI sAra nahIM hai| yaha AzIrvAda bhrAMta hai| yaha AzIrvAda zubha nahIM hai| sau sAla jIne se kyA lenA! eka dina bhI jIo, lekina jIo ! aise sau sAla ghasiTane se kyA hogA ? dhyAna rakhanA, bAhara kI tarapha jAnevAlA vyakti mAtrA aura parimANa para jora dene lagatA hai-- sau sAla jiiye| bhItara | jAnevAlA vyakti kahatA hai, jIo cAhe eka kSaNa, lekina aisI paripUrNatA se jIo, aisI samagratA se jIo ki usa eka kSaNa meM zAzvatatA samAviSTa ho jaae| aura eka kSaNa meM zAzvata samAviSTa ho jAtA hai| eka choTA-sA kSaNa anaMta kAla bana sakatA hai| savAla gaharAI kA hai| laMbAI kA nahIM / aisA samajho ki eka AdamI pAnI meM rahA hai| aisA tairatA calA jAtA hai eka kinAre se dUsare kinAre, yaha eka DhaMga hai / yaha hama sabakA DhaMga hai| sataha para tairane kaa| aura eka AdamI DubakI lagAtA hai, pAnI meM gahare jAtA hai| gaharAI meM jAnA dhyAna hai, sataha para tairate rahanA saMsAra hai / sataha para tairanevAle rAjanIti meM haiM / gahare jAnevAle dharma meM / 'pAnI kA yoga pAkara namaka jaise vilIna ho jAtA hai, aise hI uThate haiN| lekina yaha to saMkramaNa kI bAta hai| saphAI ho jAegI, nirvikalpa samAdhi meN...|' vicAra cale jaaeNge| nirvikalpa samAdhi kA artha hai, jaba dhyAna sadha gyaa| jaba agara koI vyakti zAMtipUrvaka prayoga karatA jAe, to 292 2010_03

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dhIre-dhIre - dhIre kucha karanA nahIM hotA, sirpha apane vicAroM ke sAkSI bhAva bane rahane se; sAkSI, draSTA bane rahane se; dekhate raho - alipta - ThIka hai, vicAra Ate haiM, jAte haiM; dekhate raho, Ane bhI do, jAne bhI do; na roko, na dhakAo; rasa mata lo; virasa, udAsI, taTastha; jaise apanA kucha lenA-denA nahIM; aise dekhate-dekhate tuma pAoge ki dhIre-dhIre aMtarAla bhI Ane lge| kucha kSaNa A jAte haiM jaba koI vicAra nahIM hotaa| unhIM aMtarAloM meM pahalI daphA badaliyAM chaMTeMgI, sUraja kI rozanI utregii| unhIM aMtarAloM meM pahalI daphA nirvikalpatA ke thor3e-thor3e anubhava hoMge - choTe-choTe, kSaNabhaMgura - lekina ve kSaNa bahumUlya haiN| jinhoMne una kSaNoM ko jAna liyA, samajho ki unhoMne svarga kI yAtrA kara lii| thor3I dera ko sahI, lekina kisI aura loka meM praveza kara gye| phira kSaNa bar3e hone lagate haiN| dhIre-dhIre vicAroM se chuTakArA hotA calA jAtA hai | vicAra dUra hote cale jAte haiN| aura vyakti apane meM lIna hotA calA jAtA hai| isa lInatA ko kahate haiM, nirvikalpa / isa sthiti ko kahate haiM, samAdhAna, samAdhi / aura taba cirasaMcita zubha-azubha karmoM ko bhasma karanevAlI AtmarUpa agni pragaTa hotI hai| 'jisake rAga-dveSa aura moha nahIM haiM tathA mana-vacana-kAyA rUpa yogoM kA vyApAra nahIM raha gayA hai, usameM samasta zubhAzubha karmoM ko jalAnevAlI dhyAnAgni pragaTa hotI hai|' tuma kahAM se A rahe ho, nAma kyA hai ? vaha pukArUM zabda mata mujhako batAo jo tumhArA AvaraNa hai| para kaho vaha nAma jo vaha pukArUM, zabda mata mujhako batAo tumhArA AvaraNa hai| ko ko hama kahate haiM rAma, kisI ko kRSNa, kisI ko kucha, kisI ko kuch| yaha to pukArU nAma hai| tuma jaba Aye the, to koI nAma lekara na Aye the| tuma jaba Aye the, taba khAlI, anAma Aye the| tuma jaba Aye the, taba koI lebala tuma para lagA na thA / na hiMdU the, na musalamAna the, na jaina the, na IsAI the| tuma jaba Aye the, taba na suMdara the, na kurUpa the| tuma jaba Aye the, na buddha the, na buddhimAna the| tuma jaba Aye the, taba koI vizeSaNa na lagA thA / vizeSaNa - zUnya / tuma kauna the taba ? | dhyAna agni hai| kyoMki jalAtI hai kacare ko / kyoMki jalAtI hai vyartha ko, aura asAra ko| dhyAna agni hai, kyoMki jalAtI hai ahaMkAra ko dhyAna mRtyu jaisI hai| kyoMki mAratI hai tumheM --tuma jaise abhI ho, aura janmAtI hai use-jaise tuma hone caahie| tumhAre bhaviSya ko pragaTa karatI hai, tumhAre atIta ko vidA karatI hai| tumheM saMsAra kI pakar3a ke bAhara le jAtI hai aura paramAtmA kI sImA meM praveza detI hai| dhyAna ke isa dvAra se khoja karanI hai apane asalI svarUpa kI / dhyAna meM usakI phira se khoja karanI hai| dhyAna meM phira usa jagaha ko chUnA hai, jahAM se saMsAra zurU huA hai, jahAM se samAja zurU huA; jahAM tumheM nAma diyA gayA, vizeSaNa diye gaye; zikSA dI gayI, saMskAra diye gaye; tumheM eka rUpa, DhAMcA diyA gayA; usa DhAMce ke pAra kauna the tuma ? eka dina mRtyu AyegI, yaha deha china jaaegii| jaba tumhArI citA para jalegI yaha deha, to agni isakI phikira na karegI - hiMdU ho, musalamAna ho, jaina ho; sikkha, IsAI, kauna ho? suMdara ho, kurUpa, strI ho, puruSa; dhanI ho, garIba ho, agni koI ciMtA na karegI, basa bhasmIbhUta hI kara degii| miTTI tumheM apane meM milA legii| taba tuma kauna bacoge? jo tumane isa saMsAra meM jAnA aura mAnA thA, vaha saba to phira china jAegA / usa sabake china jAne ke bAda bhI jo baca jAtA hai, vahI ho tum| jisako phUla aura nakSatra ye kahate nahIM nAma jo asahAya, mara jAtA usI dina 2010_03 jisa divasa hama bhUmitala para janma lete haiM jhena phakIra kahate haiM ki batAo apanA maulika ceharA -- vaha ceharA, jaba tuma paidA nahIM hue the taba tumhArA thA / vaha ceharA, jaba tuma mara jAoge taba bhI tumhArA hogA - batAo vaha maulika cehraa| abhI to hama jo cehare rakhe hue haiM, ye saba or3he hue cehare haiM / tuma kahAM se A rahe ho, nAma kyA hai ? tvarA se jInA dhyAna hai| dhyAna meM hama usI kI khoja karate haiM, jo janma ke pahale thA aura mRtyu ke bAda bhI hogaa| to dhyAna kA artha huA - kisI bha ina sArI samAja ke dvArA dI gayI saMskAra kI partoM ko pAra kara ke apane svabhAva ko pahacAnanA hai| svabhAva ko pahacAna lenA dhyAna 293

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jina satra bhAga:2 hai| isalie mahAvIra ne to dharma kI paribhASA hI svabhAva kI hai| jaina hote| agara tuma jaMgala meM pAle gaye hote aura koI tumase vatthU sahAvo dhmm| vastu ke svabhAva ko jAna lenA dharma hai| kahatA nahIM ki tuma suMdara ho ki asuMdara, to tuma kauna hote? tumhArA jo svabhAva hai, usako jAna lenA tumhArA dharma hai| jaina | suMdara hote ki asuMdara hote? koI tumase kahatA nahIM ki buddha ho aura hiMdU aura musalamAna nahIM, tuma kauna ho ise pahacAna lenA | ki buddhimAna, to tuma kauna hote? yaha saba to sikhAvana hai| dharma hai| sikhAvana kI partoM ko tor3akara....to dhyAna hai kudAlI, khoda denA tuma javAnI ho hai sAre saMskAroM ko, pahuMca jAnA hai jalasrota tk| jaise hI tuma ki zaizava jalasrota taka pahuMce ki eka abhinava jagata kA AvirbhAva hotA Apa apanA pATha phira doharA rahA hai? hai| pahalI daphA apane para AMkha par3atI hai| pahalI daphA bharAva jiMdagI ho, AtA hai| pahalI daphA paritRpti, pritoss| yA sunahalA rUpa dhara kara salila kaNa hUM ki pArAvAra hUM maiM mRtyu vicaraNa kara rahI hai? svayaM chAyA, svayaM AdhAra hUM maiM kauna ho tuma? kyA hai tumhArA nAma? kahAM se Ate ho? kahAM baMdhA hUM, svapna haiM, laghu vRtta meM hUM ko jAte ho? to eka to hamAre Upara par3I huI parte haiM, nahIM to vyoma kA vistAra hUM maiM kaMDIzaniMga, sNskaar| ina partoM kI gaharI gaharAI meM kahIM hamArA yaha jo baMdhana hai tumhAre UparasvarUpa daba gayA hai| jaise hIre para miTTI caDha gayI ho| miTTI para baMdhA hai, svapna haiM, laghavatta meM haiM miTTI car3hatI calI gayI ho| hIrA bilakula kho gayA ho| phira | to eka choTI-sI sImA bana gayI hai, bhI kho to nahIM jAtA, miTTI hIre ko miTA to nahIM sakatI, daba nahIM to vyoma kA vistAra hUM maiM jAtA hai| nahIM to AkAza-jaise bar3e ho tum| mahAvIra kahate haiM, AtmA sirpha daba gayI hai| dhyAna se usa dabe salila kaNa hUM ki pArAvAra hUM maiM taka kuAM khodanA hai| apane bhItara sArI partoM ko tor3akara usa svayaM chAyA, svayaM AdhAra hUM maiM jagaha pahuMcanA hai jahAM tor3ane ko kucha bhI na raha jaae| samAnA cAhatI jo bIna ura meM aisA samajho ki jo dUsaroM ne tumheM batAyA hai ki tuma ho, vahI vikala vaha zUnya kI jhaMkAra hUM maiM chor3anA hai, vahI bAdhA hai| svayaM maiM kauna hUM, jAnane ke lie vaha bhaTakatA khojatA hUM jyoti tama meM saba chor3a denA hogA, jo dUsaroM ne tumheM batAyA hai ki tuma ho| sunA hai jyoti kA AgAra hUM maiM dUsaroM ko apanA patA nahIM, tumhArA kyA patA hogA? dUsaroM ko | lekina kaba taka sunoge? jAnoge kaba? tumhArA koI patA nahIM hai| nAma de diyA hai, kyoMki nAma ke binA sunA hai jyoti kA AgAra hUM maiM kAma nahIM cltaa| koI nAma to caahie| to eka lebila lagA sunA hai ki paramAtmA huuN| sunA hai ki AtmA huuN| sunA hai ki diyA hai| suvidhA ho gyii| pukArane meM vyavasthA ho gyii| mokSa mere bhItara basA haiciTThI-patrI likhane ke lie AsAnI ho gyii| eka sunA hai jyoti kA AgAra hUM maiM patA-ThikAnA banA liyA hai| yaha saba kRtrima hai| yaha svabhAva jAnoge kaba? dhyAna jAnane kI prakriyA hai| nahIM hai| agara tuma jaMgala meM rakhe gaye hote aura kisI ne tumhArA | lavaNa vva salilajoe, jhANe cittaM vilIyae jss| | nAma na pukArA hotA, to tumhAre pAsa koI nAma hotA? tumhAre | tassa suhAsuhaDahaNo, appAaNalo pyaasei|| pAsa koI nAma na hotaa| agara tuma jaMgala meM pAle gaye hote aura | 'jaise namaka gala jAe, aise dhyAna kI agni meM saba atIta kisI ne tumheM batAyA na hotA ki tuma hiMdU ho, ki musalamAna, ki karma jala jAte haiN|' jaina, to tuma kauna hote? na tuma hiMdU hote, na musalamAna hote, na jassa na vijjadi rAgo, doso moho va jogprikkmo| 294] Jair Education International 2010_03

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RSHA tvarA se jInA dhyAna hai tassa suhAsahaDahaNo, jhANamao jAyae aggii|| mana-mana kA artha hai, sUkSma taraMgeM, jo abhI vicAra bhI nahIM 'aura usa Aga meM samasta zubha-azubha karmoM kA vinAza ho bniiN| jisako phrAyaDa anakAMzasa kahatA hai| jisako phrAyaDa jAtA hai| jahAM na rAga bacate haiM, na dveSa bacate haiM, / kAMzasa mAiMDa kahatA hai, usako mahAvIra vacana kahate haiN| mana-vacana-kAyA rUpa yogoM kA vyApAra nahIM bctaa|' jo tumhAre bhItara vicAra ke tala para A gayA, pragaTa ho gayA, isako khayAla meM le lenA, yaha dhyAna kI anivArya zarta hai| vaha vicaar-vcn| aura jo abhI apragaTa hai, pragaTa hone ke 'mana-vacana-kAyA rUpa vyApAra kA na raha jaanaa|' rAste para hai, abhI taiyAra ho rahA hai, abhI garbha meM chipA hai-vaha yaha mahAvIra ke dhyAna kI paddhati kA anivArya hissA hai| | mn| sabase jyAdA pragaTa zarIra hai, usase kama pragaTa vicAra hai, dhyAna kI bahuta paddhatiyAM haiN| mahAvIra kI apanI viziSTa paddhati usase bhI kama pragaTa mana hai| kramazaH sthUla se sUkSma kI tarapha hai| usakA pahalA sUtra hai: mana-vacana-kAyA rUpa yogoM kA calanA aura eka-eka ko thira karate jaanaa| jaba ina tInoM kA vyApAra nahIM raha jaae| | vyApAra nahIM raha jAtA, to jo ghaTanA ghaTatI hai, usakA nAma jaba tuma dhyAna karane baiTho, to pahalI cIja mahAvIra kahate haiM: dhyaan| 'rAga aura dveSa aura moha nhiiN|' rAga, dveSa, moha bAhara zarIra thira ho, kaMpe n| isake pIche bar3A vijJAna hai| kyoMki kI yAtrA para haiN| bhItara to tuma akele ho, kisase karo rAga? zarIra aura mana jur3e haiN| jaba zarIra kaMpatA hai, to mana bhI kaMpatA kisase karo dveSa? kisase karo moha ? bhItara to tumhAre hai| jaba mana kaMpatA hai, to zarIra bhI kaMpatA hai| tumane dekhA, jaba atirikta koI bhI nhiiN| to apane Apa rAga, dveSa, moha kSINa ho krodha se bhara jAte ho, to hAtha-paira kaMpane lagate haiN| mana kaMpA, jAte haiN| dhyAna kI ghar3I meM na tumhArA koI apanA hotA hai, na zarIra kNpaa| jaba tuma bhaya se bhara jAte ho, to hAtha-paira kaMpita parAyA hotA hai| dhyAna kI ghar3I meM na tumhArA koI parigraha hotA hone lagate haiN| mana kaMpA, zarIra kNpaa| jaba tumhArA zarIra rugNa hai| dhyAna kI ghar3I meM tumhArI koI mAlakiyata nahIM raha jAtI hai| hotA hai, kaMpatA hai, to mana bhI dIna-hIna ho jAtA hai| to mana bhI aura majA yahI hai ki dhyAna kI ghar3I meM tuma pahalI daphA mAlika sAhasa kho detA hai, AtmavizvAsa kho detA hai, hInagraMthi se bhara hote ho| mAlakiyata koI bhI nahIM raha jAtI, sAmrAjya saba kho jAtA hai| zarIra aura mana eka-dUsare para niraMtara kriyA-pratikriyA jAtA hai aura tuma samrATa hote ho| karate haiN| zarIra svastha hotA hai, to mana bhI svastha hotA hai| mana | svAmI rAmatIrtha apane ko bAdazAha kahA karate the| pAsa kucha svastha hotA hai, to zarIra bhI svastha hotA hai| thA nhiiN| jaba amarIkA gaye, to vahAM bhI vaha apane ko bAdazAha vaijJAnika to kahate haiM ki mana aura zarIra do cIjeM nahIM haiM, eka hI kahate the| kahate haiM amarIkI presIDeMTa unako milA thA to hI cIja ke do pahalU haiN| aura ThIka kahate haiN| pazcima meM to usane pUchA, aura saba to ThIka hai, lekina ApakI bAdazAhata vijJAna ne zarIra aura mana aisA kahanA hI baMda kara diyA, unhoMne | samajha meM nahIM aatii| laMgoTI ko chor3akara Apake pAsa kucha bhI eka hI zabda banA liyAH mnoshriir| do kahanA ThIka nahIM. eka | nahIM, Apa kaise bAdazAha! rAma to bolate the to bhI vaha kahate ki 'bAdazAha rAma' aisA kahatA hai| unhoMne kitAba likhI : mahAvIra ko yaha pratIti sApha rahI hogii| isalie pahalI bAta | 'bAdazAha rAma ke chaha hukmnaame|' rAma haMsane lge| unhoMne vaha kahate haiM-jaba dhyAna meM baiTho, to zarIra ko bilakula thira | kahA ki isIlie to maiM bAdazAha hUM ki mere pAsa kucha bhI nhiiN| kara lo| kabhI koziza krnaa| jaise-jaise zarIra thira hogA, | jinake pAsa kucha hai, unheM ciMtA hotI hai| jinake pAsa kucha hai, vaise-vaise tuma pAoge mana bhI zAMta hone lgaa| phira isake bAda | unheM phikra hotI hai| jinake pAsa kucha hai, vaha usa kucha ke gulAma vacana ko thira krnaa| vicAra ko| zarIra ko pahale, kyoMki vaha hote haiN| maiM bAdazAha isIlie to hUM ki maiM kisI kA gulAma nahIM, saba se sthUla hai| phira vicAra kI taraMgoM ko dhIre-dhIre zAMta mere pAsa kucha bhI nhiiN| patA nahIM amarIkI presIDeMTa ko samajha meM krnaa| kahanA, zAMta ho jaao| phira jaba mana-kAyA aura | AyI yaha bAta, yA nahIM aayii| zAyada hI AyI ho! kyoMki vacana, tInoM zAMta hone lageM-pahale kAyA, phira vacana, phira rAjanItijJa ko dharma kI bAta zAyada hI samajha meM aaye| hI hai| 295 2010_03

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w jina sUtra bhAga : 2 dharma aura rAjanIti viparIta dizAeM haiN| rAjadhAnI kI tarapha kA cheda choTA hai, dhAgA patalA hai| magara agara ceSTA jArI rahe, to jAnA ho to tIrtha kabhI na pahuMca skoge| tIrtha jAnA ho, to Aja nahIM kala, kala nahIM parasoM dhAgA piroyA jA sakatA hai| rAjadhAnI kI tarapha pITha kara lenaa| kaThina hogA, asaMbhava nhiiN| dharma aura rAjanIti viparIta haiN| eka daphA pApI bhI pahaMca | aura mahAvIra kahate haiM, jisa saI meM dhAgA piro liyA gayA, vaha svarga, rAjanItijJa-saMdigdha hai bAta! | gira bhI jAe to khotI nhiiN| aura jisa suI meM dhAgA nahIM piroyA ___ maiMne sunA hai, eka daphA svarga ke dvAra para do AdamI sAtha-sAtha hai, vaha agara gira jAe to kho jAtI hai| pahuMce-eka phakIra aura eka raajniitijny| dvAra khulA, phakIra yaha dhyAna kA dhAgA tumhAre prANa kI saI meM ponA hI hai| ise | ko to bAhara roka diyA dvArapAla ne, rAjanItijJa ko bar3e baiMDabAje DAlanA hI hai| yaha dhyAna kA sUtra hI tumheM bhaTakane se bcaayegaa| bajAkara bhItara liyaa| bar3e phalahAra, svaagtdvaar| phakIra bar3A | tuma gira bhI jAoge, to bhI khooge nahIM: vApisa uTha ciMtita huaa| usane kahA yaha to hadda ho gayI anyAya kI! vahAM aaoge| yaha kaThina to bahuta hai| jo tumase kahate haiM, sarala hai, bhI yahI AdamI jamIna para bhI hAra letA rahA, hama socate the ki | ve tumheM dhokhA dete haiN| jo tumase kahate haiM, sarala hai, ve tumhArA kama se kama svarga meM to hameM svAgata milegA, sAMtvanA thI, vaha bhI zoSaNa karate haiN| yaha sarala to nizcita nahIM hai, yaha kaThina to hai gyii| yahAM bhI isa AdamI ko phira aMdara pahale liyA gayA, mujhe hI, lekina kaThinAI dhyAna ke kAraNa nahIM hai, kaThinAI tumhAre kahA ki ruko baahr| yaha kaisA svarga hai! yahAM bhI rAjanItijJa hI | kAraNa hai| calA jA rahA hai! bar3e phUla barasAye, dudubhI bjii| dhyAna apane Apa meM to bar3A sarala hai, sIdhI-sI bAta hai| saba jaba saba zoragula baMda ho gayA, taba phira dvAra khulA aura thira ho jAe, zAMta ho jAe, dhyAna ghaTa jAtA hai| lekina tumane dvArapAla ne kahA, aba Apa...Apa bhI bhItara A jaaeN| usane kaMpane kA itanA abhyAsa kiyA hai ki thor3A abhyAsa akaMpana kA socA ki zAyada mere lie bhI koI iMtajAma hogA, lekina vahAM bhI karanA hogaa| tumane mana calAne ke lie itanI spardhA kI hai koI nahIM thA; na baiMDa, na baajaa| vaha thor3A cakita huaa| usane aba taka, sArA zikSaNa, sArA saMskAra mana ko hI calAne kA hai| kahA, kSamA kareM, lekina yaha mAmalA kyA hai? hama jiMdagIbhara tumane mana ko to khUba sIkhA hai, dhyAna ko sIkhA nahIM, basa yahI paramAtmA kI pUjA aura prArthanA meM lage rahe, aura yaha svAgata! ar3acana hai| tumhArA sArA jIvana-vyApAra mana se calA hai| aura aura yaha AdamI kabhI bhUlakara bhI paramAtmA kA nAma na liyA! | dhyAna ke lie to koI jIvana meM jagaha nahIM hai| isalie tama bhUla to usa dvArapAla ne kahA, tuma samajhe nhiiN| tumhAre jaise phakIra to gye| tumhArI dhyAna kI kSamatA jaMga khA gayI hai| basa utanI hI sadA se Ate rahe, rAjanItijJa pahalI daphA AyA hai| aura phira kaThinAI hai| jisa dina dhyAna denA zurU karoge, jaMga thor3I sApha sadiyAM bIta jAeMgI phira zAyada kabhI Aye! vaha to AtA hI karoge, phira nikhara AyegA tumhArA svbhaav| nahIM. idhara kabhI Ane kA maukA hI nahIM miltaa| | vaha dhyAna, vaha dhyAtA Asana bAMdhakara aura mana-vacanabAhara kA jagata hai, vahAM rAga hai, dveSa hai, spardhA hai| moha hai| kAyA ke vyApAra ko rokakara daSTi ko nAsAgra para sthira karake mitra haiM, zatru haiN| bhItara ke jagata meM tuma bilakula akele ho| maMda-maMda zvAsocchavAsa le|' zuddha ekAMta hai| usa zuddha ekAMta meM rAga-dveSa kho jAte haiN| moha pahale zarIra ko thira kara liyA, phira mana-vacana-kAyA ko kho jaataa| lekina tumheM ye zarte pUrI karanI par3eM-kAyA, vacana, thira kiyA, phira zAMta thira Asana meM baiThe hue dRSTi nAsAgra para mn| ina tInoM ko thira karanA pdd'e| isa ceSTA meM laga jaao| rkhii| isakA upayoga hai| sirpha itanA hI upayoga hai, vaha khayAla yaha ceSTA zarU meM bar3I kaThina hotI hai| aise jaise AMkheM kamajora lenaa| agara tama AMkha kholakara baiTho dhyAna meM-parI AMkha hoM aura koI AdamI suI meM dhAgA DAla rahA ho| basa aisI hI kholakara baiTho-to hajAra vyavadhAna hoNge| koI nikalA, koI kaThinAI hai| AMkheM hamArI kamajora haiN| dRSTi hamAre pAsa nahIM hai, gayA, pakSI ur3A, sar3aka se koI gujarA--kucha na kucha hotA hAtha kaMpate haiN| suI meM dhAgA DAla rahe haiM, kaMpa-kaMpa jAtA hai| suI | rhegaa| to AMkha para jaba dRzya badalate rahate haiM, to unakI vajaha 1296 2010_03

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tvarA se jInA dhyAna hai se bhItara citta para kaMpana hote haiN| to hama socate haiM, phira behatara hai mana ke vega zvAsa ko prabhAvita karate haiN| isase ulaTA bhI saca AMkha baMda kara leN| lekina AMkha tumane baMda kI ki tumhAre AMkha hai| zvAsa kA parivartana mana ko prabhAvita karatA hai| tuma kabhI baMda karane ke sAtha sapane zurU ho jAte haiN| tumane jaba bhI AMkha | koziza karake dekho| krodha A jAe, taba tuma dhIre-dhIre zvAsa baMda kI hai, to basa jaba tuma sone gaye ho tabhI baMda kI hai| aura to lekara krodha karane kI koziza karo, tuma bar3I muzkila meM par3a tuma kabhI AMkha baMda karate nhiiN| to aisosiezana, eka saMbaMdha jaaoge| tuma pAoge, agara zvAsa dhImI lete ho, krodha nahIM bana gayA hai| AMkha baMda karate hI sapane zurU ho jAte haiN| tuma baiTho hotaa| agara krodha hotA hai, to zvAsa dhImI nahIM rhtii| tuma kursI para ArAma se AMkha baMda karake, thor3I dera meM tuma pAoge, kabhI bilakula zvAsa dhImI lekara saMbhoga meM utarane kI koziza divAsvapna zurU ho gyaa| jAge ho aura sapanA dekha rahe ho| kro| muzkila par3a jaaegii| kAmaUrjA uThatI na mAlUma par3egI, to cAhe vAstavika jagata meM parivartana ho rahe hoM, to bhI tumhAre kyoMki zvAsa kI coTa caahie| zvAsa kA tApa caahie| bhItara kaMpana hotA hai; AMkha baMda karake sapane dekho, to bhI kaMpana| kAmavAsanA meM utaranA to eka taraha kA bukhAra hai| jaba taka hogaa| kyoMki dRzya phira upasthita ho gye| ina donoM se bacane ke zvAsa jora se tApa paidA na kare, AksIjana jarUrata se jyAdA lie sabhI dhyAniyoM ne nAsAgra-daSTi para jora diyA hai| to madhya | zarIra meM na dauDe. taba taka zarIra kI UrjA bAhara phiMkane ko rAjI meM ThaharA lo| na to AMkha kholakara dekho ki bAhara vastuoM kA nahIM hotii| usako to pheMkane ke lie bhItara se dhakke cAhie jagata dikhAyI par3e, na AMkha baMda karake dekho, nahIM to sapane kA | zvAsa ke| AdamI kI zvAsa usake mana ko thira karatI hai, yA jagata dikhAyI pdd'egaa| tuma nAka ke noka para apanI AMkha ko athira karatI hai| rokakara baiTha jaao| AdhI khulI AMkha sapane ko bhI kaThinAI to mahAvIra ThIka kaha rahe haiM, nAsikAgra-dRSTi ho, aura zvAsa hogI, AdhI khula AMkha bAhara kI cIjeM bhI dikhAyI nahIM pdd'eNgii| | dhImI-dhImI, AnaMda-pUrNa, maMda-maMda, maMda-maMda shvaasocchvaas| dhIre-dhIre jaba abhyAsa saghana ho jAe, jaba nAsAgra-dRSTi meM kyoMki dhyAna kI avasthA to ThIka saMbhoga se ulaTI avasthA hai| citta thira hone lage, rasa bahane lage, sukha kI pulaka uThane lage, dhyAna kI avasthA to krodha se ulaTI avasthA hai| dhyAna kI taba tuma AMkha baMda karake bhI kara sakate ho| phira sapanA nahIM avasthA to daur3ane se ulaTI avasthA hai| daur3ane meM zvAsa teja ho aayegaa| aura jaba AMkha baMda karane meM sapanA na Aye, to phira jAtI hai, aura dhyAna kI avasthA to thira honA hai, daur3anA tuma khalI AMkha se bhI dhyAna kara sakate ho| phira bAhara loga bilakala baMda karanA hai| zarIra ko jarA kaMpane bhI nahIM denA hai, to calate raheM, phirate raheM, ghaTanAeM ghaTatI raheM, tumhAre bhItara koI zvAsa kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| kabhI-kabhI to aisA hogA, dhyAna aMtara na pdd'egaa| lekina prathama jo zizu kI bhAMti praviSTa ho rahA | karate-karate tuma Dara bhI jAoge ki kahIM zvAsa ruka to nahIM hai dhyAna ke jagata meM, usake lie nAsAgra-dRSTi bar3I upayogI hai| gayI! ghabar3AnA mt| ve bar3e kImatI kSaNa haiM, jaba tumheM aisA 'aura maMda-maMda zvAsocchavAsa le|' khayAla kiyA tumane lagatA hai, zvAsa ruka to nahIM gayI! tuma dhyAna ke karIba A rahe, kabhI ki tumhArI zvAsa tumhAre citta kI dazAoM se baMdhI hai| jaba ghara ke karIba A rhe| usa vakta cauMkakara ghabar3A mata jAnA, nahIM tuma krodhita hote ho, zvAsa Ubar3a-khAbar3a ho jAtI hai| jaise aise to ghabar3Ate se hI zvAsa kA chaMda phira TUTa jaaegaa| jaba aisA rAste para cala rahe ho-kacce rAste pr| nIcI-UMcI ho jAtI lagane lage ki zvAsa ruka rahI hai, bar3e AnaMdita honA, bar3e hai, gati TUTa jAtI hai| laya bhaMga ho jAtA hai| chaMda bikhara jAtA anugRhIta honaa| kahanA, he prabhu, dhanyavAda! to ghara karIba A hai| jaba tuma prasanna ho, taba khayAla kiyA, zvAsa meM eka laya rahA hai! hotI hai| eka saMgIta hotA hai| jaba tuma kAmavAsanA se bharate ho, jaba koI bilakula gahare dhyAna meM pahuMca jAtA hai, to zvAsa taba khayAla kiyA, zvAsa vikSipta ho jAtI hai| bar3e jora se nAmamAtra ko raha jAtI hai| patA hI nahIM calatA ki cala rahI hai yA calane lagatI hai| jaba tumhArA citta bilakula kAmavAsanA se nahIM cala rahI hai| kyoMki aba koI bhI gati nahIM ho rahI, to | mukta hotA hai, taba zvAsa bar3I zAMta, dhImI, thira ho jAtI hai| zvAsa kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| saba gati 2971 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH2 NA zvAsa kI jarUrata hai, jitane se zarIra aura AtmA kA dhAgA jur3A parama jIvana kA dvAra khulatA hai| rahatA hai, bs| vaha bar3I dhImI hai| isIlie yogI cAhate haiM to | 'apane pUrvakRta bure AcaraNa kI gardA kare, saba prANiyoM se jamIna ke nIce mahInoM taka ruka jAte haiN| camatkAra kucha bhI nahIM kSamA-bhAva cAhe, pramAda ko dUra kare aura citta ko nizcala karake hai| sirpha maMda-maMda zvAsa lene kI kalA hai| AksIjana kI taba taka dhyAna kare jaba taka pUrvabaddha karma naSTa na ho jaaeN|' jarUrata itanI kama kara lete haiM ki usa choTI-sI guhA meM jamIna ke | to dhyAna koI sadA karane ke lie nahIM hai| dhyAna auSadhi hai| bhItara jitanI AksIjana hai, vaha mahIne-bhara taka kAma de detI hai| bImArI jaba calI gayI, to dhyAna ko bhI chor3a denaa| jaba taka hamArI AksIjana kI jarUrata bahuta jyAdA hai| kyoMki zvAsa bImArI hai, taba taka auSadhi hai| jaba dhyAna kI bhI jarUrata nahIM hama bahuta le rahe haiN| zarIra meM hajAra taraha kI kriyAeM cala rahI haiN| | raha jAtI, tabhI samAdhi phalatI hai| jo yogI jamIna ke bhItara baiThatA hai, vaha jo mahAvIra kaha rahe haiM samAdhi kA artha hai, AtmA kA svaasthy| mila gayA, vaapis| yahI karatA hai| zarIra ko thira, vacana ko thira, mana ko thira, kAMTA cubhA thA, dUsare kAMTe se nikAla diyA, phira donoM kAMTe pheMka nAsAgra-dRSTi aura zvAsa ko dhIre-dhIre maMda karatA jAtA hai| phira diye| vicAra kA kAMTA cubhA hai, dhyAna ke kAMTe se nikAla lenA eka aisI ghar3I A jAtI hai ki zvAsa karIba-karIba ruka jAtI hai| phira donoM kAMTe pheMka dene haiN| to dhyAna koI sadA nahIM karate hai| usa karIba-karIba zvAsa rukI hAlata meM yogI mahInoM taka bhI rahanA hai| dhyAna to sIr3hI hai| auSadhi hai| upAya kara liyA, kAma choTI-sI jagaha meM raha sakatA hai| usa jagaha meM jitanI havA hai, pUrA ho gayA, dhyAna bhI gyaa| utanI paryApta hai| | to mahAvIra kahate haiM, jaba taka pUrvabaddha karma naSTa na ho jaaeN| tamheM patA hogA. meDhaka varSA ke bAda jamIna meM chipa jAte haiM aura jaba taka tumheM atIta kA sArA kacarA samApta hotA huA na zvAsa baMda kara lete haiN| vaijJAnika bahuta cakita rahe haiN| sAiberiyA dikhAyI pdd'e| jaba tumheM aisA dikhAyI par3e ki atIta saba samApta meM jo sapheda bhAla hote haiM, ve bhI chaha mahIne jaba aMdherA ho jAtA ho gayA, jaise maiM kabhI thA hI nahIM, saba atIta poMcha DAlA; jaba hai sAiberiyA meM chaha mahIne sUraja hotA hai, chaha mahIne tuma itane naye ho gaye jaise subaha hI osa, jaise tuma abhI-abhI rAta--to rAta ke samaya meM ve saba barpha meM sokara par3a jAte haiM, paidA hue; jaba tuma itane naye aura tAje ho gaye, to phira dhyAna kI zvAsa baMda kara lete haiN| marate nhiiN| chaha mahIne! isako vijJAna koI jarUrata nhiiN| aba tuma samAdhi meM jI sakate ho| aba kahatA hai-haaibrneshn| tumhArA uThanA, baiThanA, calanA, saba samAdhi hai| yogiyoM ne yaha kalA bahata pahale khoja lI, ki jaba meDhaka kara apane parvakRta bare AcaraNa kI gardA kre| saba prANiyoM se sakatA hai, rIcha kara sakate haiM, bhAlU kara sakate haiM, to AdamI kyoM kSamAbhAva caahe...|' nahIM kara sakatA? kyoMki zarIra kA zAstra to eka hI jaisA hai| yaha saba bAteM dhyAna meM sahayogI haiN| inase sahAyatA milegii| agara saba thira ho jAe, to prANavAyu kI jarUrata kama ho jAtI jo burA kiyA hai atIta meM, aba dubArA na kruuNgaa| jo burA hai| isalie dhyAna meM agara kabhI tumheM aisA ho ki zvAsa thira ho kiyA, vaha burA thaa| tumane khayAla kiyA, Amataura se hama burA jAe, to ghabar3A mata jaanaa| ghabar3Ane se to bAhara phiMka jaaoge| kara lete haiM, hama jAnate bhI haiM ki burA ho gayA, to bhI hama bar3I muzkila se jo pAyA thA, kho jaaegaa| taba to aura bhI rAjI rezanalAiz2ezana karate haiN| hama hajAra tarka juTAte haiM, hama kahate haiM ho jAnA, aura bhI zvAsa ko kaha denA ki tU bilakula vidA hojA vaha majabUrI thii| yA isake atirikta kucha ho hI nahIM sakatA to bhI ThIka, agara mRtyu bhI AtI mAlUma par3e to kahanA ki ThIka thaa| anyathA koI mArga hI na thaa| yA hama siddha karane kI maiM marane ko rAjI huuN| kyoMki dhyAna meM mara jAne se bar3A aura koziza karate haiM ki hamane jo kiyA, ThIka hI kiyaa| AdamI saubhAgya kyaa| maranA to hogA hii| lekina jo dhyAna meM mara gayA, bar3e tarka jaTAtA hai, galata ko bhI sahI siddha karane ke lie| usase bar3A saubhAgya koI bhI nahIM hai| jIvana se bar3A saubhAgya hai | lekina mahAvIra kahate haiM, agara tuma galata ko sahI siddha karane dhyAna meM mara jaanaa| magara koI maratA nahIM, dhyAna ke kSaNa meM to kI koziza meM lage ho, to eka bAta pakkI hai, dhyAna meM kabhI na 298 2010_03

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pahuMca skoge| galata ko galata mAna lenA, svIkAra kara lenA, kSamA mAMga lenA, kyoMki galata ko galata kI taraha jAnate hI phira usake dubArA doharane kA kAraNa nahIM raha jaataa| 'apane pUrvakRta bure AcaraNa kI garhA kare, saba prANiyoM se kSamAbhAva caahe|' saba prANiyoM se| mahAvIra kahate haiM, isakI phikara na kare ki kisake sAtha maiMne burA kiyA, kSamA hI mAMganI hai| to isameM kyA kaMjUsI! isake pIche bar3A rAja hai| kyoMki mahAvIra kahate haiM, hama itane janmoM se isa pRthvI para haiM ki karIba-karIba hama sabhI ke sAtha burA-bhalA kara cuke hoNge| itanI laMbI yAtrA hai ki hama karIba-karIba sabhI se mila cuke hoNge| asaMbhava hai yaha bAta ki koI bhI aisA pRthvI para ho jisase kisI janma meM, kisI mArga para, kisI caurAhe para milanA na huA ho| to mahAvIra kahate haiM, itanA laMbA atIta hai, tuma kahAM hisAba karoge kisase kSamA mAMgeM, kisase na mAMgeM ! aura phira kSamA hI mAMganI hai, to isameM kyA hisAba-kitAba rakhanA! sabhI se kSamA mAMga lenA / 'sabhI prANiyoM se kSamAbhAva cAhe / pramAda ko dUra kre|' taMdrA ko todd'e| nidrA ko tor3e, Alasya ko chodd'e| kyoMki jitane hI tuma tejasvI banoge, jAgarUka banoge, utanI jaldI ghara karIba AyegA, utanI jaldI maMjila karIba aayegii| nIMda nIMda meM thar3Ate - lathar3Ate, kisI taraha calate-calate tuma maMjila taka pahuMca na paaoge| tuma kahIM bIca meM mArga para so jAoge / 'aura citta ko nizcala karake taba taka dhyAna kare jaba taka pUrvabaddha karma naSTa na ho jaaeN|' saMgharSa hai| hajAra bAdhAeM haiN| mana ke purAne tarka haiN| purAnI AdateM haiN| saMskAra haiN| galata ko ThIka karane kI ceSTA ahaMkAra kI ceSTA hai| dUsarA ThIka bhI kare, to hama galata mAnane ko tatpara rahate haiN| khuda galata bhI kareM to ThIka siddha karane kA upAya karate haiN| ye saba upadrava haiN| ina saba upadravoM ko pAra kara ke hI koI dhyAna taka pahuMcatA hai| phajA meM mauta ke tArIka sAye tharatharAte haiM havA ke sarda jhoMke kalba para khaMjara calAte haiM gujaztA isaratoM ke qhvAba AInA dikhAte haiM magara maiM apanI maMjila kI tarapha bar3hatA hI jAtA hUM phajA meM mauta ke tArIka sAye tharatharAte haiN| 2010_03 tvarA se jInA dhyAna hai| havA ke sarda jhoMke kalba para khaMjara calAte haiM aura hRdaya pratipala kSINa ho rahA hai, jaise ki havA kA hara jhoMkA churI calA rahA ho / pratipala hama mara rahe haiN| eka ghar3I gayI, eka ghar3I jiMdagI gyii| eka ghar3I gayI, eka ghar3I mauta karIba AyI / gujaztA isaratoM ke qhvAba AInA dikhAte haiM aura iMdriyoM kI kAmavAsanA hai, sukhabhoga kI AkAMkSAeM haiM, ve naye-naye sapane bune rahI haiN| idhara jIvana hAtha se jA rahA, udhara vAsanA sapane buna rahI hai| idhara mauta pAsa A rahI hai, udhara vAsanA khIMce calI jAtI hai| vaha kahatI hai, Aja kI rAta aura ! gujaratA isaratoM ke qhvAba AInA dikhAte haiM magara maiM apanI maMjila kI tarapha bar3hatA hI jAtA hUM jamIM cIM -bara - jabIM hai AsamAM takharIba para mAila raphIkAne - saphara meM koI bismila hai koI ghAyala taAkuba meM luTere haiM, caTTAneM rAha meM hAila magara maiM apanI maMjila kI tarapha bar3hatA hI jAtA hUM bar3I caTTAneM haiN| bar3I bAdhAeM haiN| hajAra taraha ke upadrava haiN| koI hatyArA hai, koI ghAyala hai, koI dukhI hai, koI dukhI kara rahA hai| ina sabase, ina sabake bIca se AsamAna nArAja mAlUma par3atA hai, jamIna kruddha mAlUma par3atI hai, aisA lagatA hai hama ajanabI haiM aura hara cIja hamArI duzmana hai| phira bhI AdamI ko bar3hate hI jAnA hai| cirAge- daira phAnUse-harama kaMdIle-rahabAnI ye saba haiM muddatoM se beniyAje- nUre - irphAnI na nAkUse birahamana hai, na AhaMge-hudI -khvAnI magara maiM apanI maMjila kI tarapha bar3hatA hI jAtA hUM aura isa sabase bhI Upara aura eka muzkila khar3I ho gayI hai| cirAge- daira phAnUse- harama kaMdIle rahabAnI maMdira kA dIpaka kabhI kA bujha gyaa| kAbe kA phAnUsa murdA hai| usameM koI jyoti nahIM / cirAge - daira phAnUse- harama kaMdIle-rahabAnI giraje kI momabattI meM koI rozanI nahIM rhii| ye saba haiM muddatoM se beniyAje- nUre - irphAnI na - mAlUma kitanI sadiyoM se inake sAtha paramAtmA kA saMbaMdha havA meM saba tarapha mauta kI aMdherI chAyA hai| pratikSaNa mauta A chUTa gayA hai| paramAtmA kA nUra aba inameM jhalakatA nahIM / sakatI hai, kisI bhI kSaNa mauta A sakatI hai| na nAkUse birahamana hai 299 .

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 na to brAhmaNa ke zaMkhanAda kI AvAja jagAne ko hai| dhyAna jisakA sadha gayA, himAlaya sadha gayA bhiitr| tuma na AhaMge-hudI-khvAnI gaurIzaMkara para virAjamAna ho gaye bhiitr| phira tuma bIca bAjAra meM aura na kurAna kA pATha hai| na subaha par3hanevAlI ajAna hai| koI baiThe raho, to aMtara nahIM pdd'taa| jisakA dhyAna sadha gayA, use jagAne ko nhiiN| nIMda ke hajAra upAya haiN| jagAnevAle khuda gahare phira koI vighna na rahA, koI bAdhA na rhii| dhyAna bar3I se bar3I soye haiN| saMpadA hai| zAMti kA, AnaMda kA ekamAtra AdhAra hai| magara maiM apanI maMjila kI tarapha bar3hatA hI jAtA huuN| tuma dUsare ke dvArA jaldI hI parezAna ho jAte ho| kyoMki caina lekina dhyAnI ko ina sArI kaThinAiyoM ko pAra karake bar3hate hI se hone kA pATha tumane sIkhA nhiiN| dUsarA tumheM jaldI hI kSubdha jAnA hai| kaThinAiyoM ko bahAnA mata bnaanaa| yaha mata kahanA, kara detA hai| hAlAMki tuma kahate ho, yaha AdamI jimmevAra hai| hama isa vajaha se na kara ske| | isane gAlI dI, isalie maiM kruddha ho gyaa| asalI bAta dUsarI mere pAsa loga Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM, kyA kareM, samaya nahIM hai| hai| tumhAre pAsa dhyAna nahIM hai, isalie isakI gAlI kAma kara dhyAna kaba kareM? ye ve hI loga haiM, jo sinemA meM bhI baiThe haiN| ye ve gyii| tumhAre pAsa dhyAna hotA, isakI gAlI kitanI hI Aga se hI loga haiM, jo hoTala meM bhI dikhAyI par3ate haiN| ye ve hI loga haiM, bharI AtI, tumhAre pAsa Akara bujha jaatii| aMgArA nadI meM jo sabaha roja akhabAra bar3I tallInatA se par3hate haiN| ye ve hI pheMkakara dekho| jaba taka nadI ko nahIM chatA, taba taka aMgArA hai| loga haiM jo reDiyo bhI sunate haiM, Telivijana bhI dekhate haiN| ye ve hI jaise hI nadI ko chuA ki rAkha huaa| loga haiM, jo tAza bhI khelate haiN| aura jaba tAza khelate mila jAte tumhAre bhItara dhyAna kI saritA ho, to na gAliyAM cubhatI na haiM, to kahate haiM, kyA kareM, samaya kATa rahe haiN| aura inase kaho | krodha, na apamAna, na sammAna, na saphalatA na asaphalatA, na yaza dhyAna, to kahate haiM samaya nahIM hai| aura inheM khayAla bhI nahIM | na apayaza, kucha bhI nahIM chtaa| bhItara dhyAna ho, to mahAvIra AtA ki ye kyA kaha rahe haiM! ye kaisA bahAnA kara rahe haiM! kaho | kahate haiM, tuma pahAr3a para raho ki bhare bAjAra meM, saba barAbara hai| ki dhyAna, to vaha kahate haiM, abhI to bahuta saMsAra meM ulajhaneM haiN| roma-roma meM naMdana pulakita, saMsAra kI ulajhaneM kaba kama hoMgI? kabhI kama huI haiM? bar3hatI hI sAMsa-sAMsa meM jIvana zata-zata jAtI haiN| inase kaho dhyAna, to tatkSaNa koI tarakIba nikAlate svapna-svapna meM vizva aparicita haiN| tarakIba kevala itanA hI batAtI hai ki inheM abhI patA hI nahIM | mujhameM nita banate-miTate priya! ki ye kyA gaMvA rahe haiN| muzkila to yaha hai, viDaMbanA yaha hai ki | svarga mujhe kyA, niSkriya laya kyA! patA ho bhI kaise| yaha to pAkara hI patA calatA hai ki kyA gaMvA svarga mujhe kyA, niSkriya laya kyA! rahe the| yaha to dhyAna jisa dina lagegA, usa dina patA calatA hai | jisake bhItara dhyAna kI kImiyA paidA ho gayI, vaha apane svarga ki are, hama kisa cIja ke lie samaya nahIM pA rahe the| taba patA | ko khuda hI nirmita karane lagatA hai| vaha miTTI chU detA hai, sonA ho calatA hai ki saba samaya isI para lagA diyA hotA to acchA thaa| | jAtI hai| tuma sonA chao, miTTI ho jAtA hai| tuma pyAre se pyAre kyoMki jo dhyAna meM gayA samaya, vahI bacA huA siddha hotA hai| | AdamI ko mila jAo, jaldI hI kaTutA A jAtI hai| tuma jo dhyAna ke binA gayA, vaha gyaa| vaha registAna meM kho gayI | prItama se prItama vyakti ko khoja lo, jaldI hI saMgharSa zurU ho ndii| dhyAna meM jo lagA, vahI sAgara taka pahuMcatA hai| zeSa saba jAtA hai| dhyAnI miTTI ko bhI chue, sonA ho jAtA hai| dhyAnI registAna meM bhaTaka jAtA hai| | kuTiyA meM bhI rahe, to mahala ho jAtA hai| dhyAnI ke hone meM kucha "jinhoMne apane yoga, arthAta mana-vacana-kAyA ko sthira kara | rAja hai| usake pAsa bhItara kA jAdU hai| vaha jAdU hai| liyA aura jinakA dhyAna meM citta pUrI taraha nizcala ho gayA, una | svarga mujhe kyA, niSkriya laya kyA! muniyoM ke dhyAna ke lie ghanI AbAdI ke grAma athavA zUnya | zUnya meM bhI laya bajatI hai| narka meM bhI pheMka do jJAnI ko, dhyAnI araNya meM koI aMtara nahIM raha jAtA hai|' ko, to svarga banA legaa| 300 2010_03

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tvarA se jInA dhyAna he Bimal tuma thor3A soco, agara tumheM svarga bhI kisI tarakIba | matalaba, jo tithi binA batAye AtA hai| atithi zabda bar3A se-pIche ke rAste se sahI, rizvata ke dvArA, koI tarakIba adabhuta hai| 'gesTa' zabda meM vaha bAta nahIM hai| 'mehamAna' meM se-pahaMcA bhI diyA jAe, to svarga tuma bhoga sakoge? tuma narka vaha bAta nahIM hai| aba hameM atithi to kahanA hI nahIM cAhie, banA hI loge| tumhArA narka tuma apane bhItara liye calate ho| kyoMki aba to sabhI tithi batAkara Ate haiN| pahale hI tuma jAnate saba bAta ho, ciTThI-tAra karake Ate haiM ki A rahe haiN| aba koI atithi nahIM dina ho ki AdhI rAta ho, rhaa| atithi kA matalaba, jo acAnaka A jaae| akasmAta! maiM jAgatA rahatA ki kaba tumheM khyAla bhI na thaa| sapane meM jhalaka na thI, aura A jaae| maMjIra kI AhaTa mile, paramAtmA atithi hai| jAge rahanA hai| kaba A jAegA, patA mere kamala-vana meM udaya nhiiN| kisa kSaNa tumhArI aMtaraMga-vINA usakI vINA ke sAtha kisa kAla puNya prabhAta ho; bajane lagegI, kisa kSaNa tuma nAcane lagoge usake sAtha, kisa kisa lagna meM ho jAe kaba kSaNa usake hAtha meM hAtha A jAegA, kacha pakkA nahIM hai| isakI jAne kRpA bhagavAna kI! koI ghoSaNA nahIM ho sktii| eka hI upAya hai ki hama jAgate dhyAna kA kevala itanA hI artha hai-jAgate rhnaa| satata rheN| hama eka kSaNa bhI na gNvaayeN| vaha kabhI bhI Aye, hameM jAgA jAgate rhnaa| bhItara aMdherA na ho, nidrA na ho| paaye| vaha kabhI bhI Aye, hameM svAgata ke lie taiyAra paaye| tuma jAnate saba bAta ho, jAgo he avinAzI! dina ho ki AdhI rAta ho, jAgo kiraNa-puruSa, kumudAsana, maiM jAgatA rahatA ki kaba vidhumaMDala ke vAsI, maMjIra kI AhaTa mile, jAgo, he avinAzI! kauna jAne kaba paramAtmA pukAra de! kauna jAne kisa kSaNa ratnajar3ita pathacArI jAgo, astitva barasa uThe! kauna jAne kisa kSaNa AkAza TUTe! uDu, vana, vIthi-bihArI jAgo, tuma jAnate saba bAta ho, jAgo rasika virAga loka ke, dina ho ki AdhI rAta ho, madhubana ke saMnyAsI, maiM jAgatA rahatA ki kaba jAgo, he avinAzI! maMjIra kI AhaTa mile, jAgane kI kalA kA nAma dhyAna hai| soye rahanA-saMsArI; mere kamala-vana meM udaya jAge rhnaa-sNnyaasii| bhItara kI ghaTanA hai| uTho-baiTho, kisa kAla puNya prabhAta ho; calo-phiro, jAgaraNa na khoye| kisa lagna meM ho jAe kaba jAgo, he avinAzI! jAne kRpA bhagavAna kI! / jAgo, madhubana ke saMnyAsI!! jIsasa kI khaanii| eka dhanI tIrthayAtrA ko gyaa| usane jAgo, he avinAzI!!! apane naukaroM ko kahA ki tuma jAge rahanA, maiM kabhI bhI vApisa A sakatA huuN| ghara lAparavAhI meM na mile| tuma mujhe soye na Aja itanA hii| milo| tuma jAge rhnaa| mere Ane kI tithi taya nahIM hai| maiM kala A sakatA, maiM parasoM A sakatA, maiM mahInebhara bAda AUM, maiM sAlabhara bAda aauuN| purAne zAstra paramAtmA ko atithi kahate haiN| atithi kA 301 ___ 2010_03

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.5AM prazna-sAra nAnakadeva bhI jAgratapuruSa the, lekina unhoMne svayaM ko bhagavAna nahIM khaa| Apa...? dhyAna ke eka gahana anubhava para bhagavAna se mArgadarzana kI praarthnaa| INE aphasosa, dila kA hAla koI pUchatA nahIM! aura saba yahI kahate ki terI sUrata badala gyii| aura ki saba kucha luTA ke hoza meM Aye to kyA Aye! ___maiM kyA karUM?... Apa uttara na deMge to pAgala ho jaauuNgaa| 2010_03 wwwjainelibrary.org

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nAnaka ne na kahA ho, maiM kahatA hUM ki nAnaka bhagavAna the| aura nAnaka ne agara na kahA hogA, to una logoM ke kAraNa na kahA hogA jinake bIca nAnaka bola rahe the| unakI buddhi isa yogya na rahI hogI ki ve samajha pAte / kRSNa to nahIM Dare / kRSNa ne to arjuna se kahA - sarva dharmAna parityajya..., chor3a-chAr3a saba, A merI zaraNa, maiM parAtpara brahma tere sAmane maujUda huuN| kRSNa kaha sake arjuna se, kyoMki bharosA thA arjuna samajha sakegA / nAnaka ko paMjAbiyoM se itanA bharosA na rahA hogA ki ve samajha paayeNge| isalie nahIM kahA hogaa| aura isalie bhI nahIM kahA ki nAnaka usa virATa paraMparA se thor3A haTakara cala rahe the jisa virATa paraMparA kRSNa haiM, rAma haiM, usase thor3A haTakara cala rahe the| nAnaka eka nayA prayoga kara rahe the ki hiMdU aura musalamAna ke bIca kisI taraha setu bana jaae| eka samajhautA ho jaae| eka samanvaya bana jaae| musalamAna sakhta khilApha haiM kisI AdamI ko bhagavAna kahane ke| agara nAnaka sIdhe-sIdhe hiMdU-paraMparA meM jIte to nizcita unhoMne ghoSaNA kI hotI ki maiM bhagavAna huuN| lekina setu banAne kI ceSTA thii| jarUrI bhI thii| usa samaya kI mAMga thii| musalamAna ko bhI rAjI karanA thaa| musalamAna yaha bhASA samajha hI nahIM sakatA ki maiM bhagavAna huuN| jisane aisA kahA usane musalamAna se duzmanI mola le lii| meM pahalI bAta, pahale hI prazna kI paMkti meM pUchanevAlA kaha rahA hai-- nAnakadeva ! deva kA kyA artha hotA hai? deva kA artha hotA hai divya, DivAina / divyatA kA artha hotA hai bhagavattA / nAnakadeva kahane meM hI sApha ho gayA ki manuSya ke pAra, manuSya se | Upara divyatA ko svIkAra kara liyA hai| bhagavAna kA kyA artha hotA hai? bar3A sIdhA-sA artha hotA hai - bhAgyavAna / kucha aura bar3A artha nhiiN| kauna hai bhAgyavAna ? jisane apane bhItara kI divyatA ko pahacAna liyaa| kauna hai bhAgyavAna ? jisakI kalI khila gayI, jo phUla ho gyaa| kauna hai bhAgyavAna ? jise pAne ko kucha na rahA -- jo pAne yogya thA, pA liyaa| jaba pUrA phUla khila jAtA hai, to bhagavAna hai| jaba gaMgA sAgara meM giratI hai, to bhagavAna hai| jahAM bhI pUrNa kI jhalaka AtI hai, vahIM bhagavAna hai| bhagavAna zabda kA artha ThIka se samajhane kI koziza kro| | nAka hAtha bar3hA rahe the mitratA kA, isalie nAnaka ko aisI bhASA bolanI ucita thI jo musalamAna bhI smjhegaa| nahIM to jo maMsUra ke sAtha kiyA, vahI unhoMne nAnaka ke sAtha kiyA hotaa| yA unhoMne kahA hotA, nAnaka bhI hiMdU haiM, yaha saba bakavAsa hai| hiMdU pa halA prazna : nAnakadeva bhI jAgratapuruSa the| lekina unhoMne kabhI nahIM kahA ki maiM bhagavAna huuN| unhoMne yaha bhI kahA ki AdamI ko eka paramAtmA ko chor3akara kisI ko bhI nahIM mAnanA caahie| aura jo vyakti adhyAtma kI rAha batAye, use guru kahanA caahie| pUchA hai Ara. esa. gila ne / sikkha hI pUcha sakatA hai aisA prazna | kyoMki prazna hRdaya se nahIM aayaa| prazna thothA hai, aura buddhi se aayaa| prazna paraMparA se aayaa| mAnyatA se aayaa| pakSapAta se aayaa| para samajhane jaisA hai, kyoMki aise pakSapAta sabhI ke bhItara bhare par3e haiN| 2010_03 307

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jina satra bhAga:2 aura musalamAna ke eka hone kii| buddha kI pUjA kii| isa mulka meM bhagavattA kI tarapha aisA sahaja jisako samanvaya sAdhanA ho, vaha bahuta socakara bolatA hai| bhAva hai ki jinhoMne inakAra kiyA, unako bhI bhagavAna mAna liyA nAnaka bahuta socakara bole| unhoMne kRSNa jaisI ghoSaNA nahIM kii| gyaa| yaha isa mulka kI AMtarika dazA hai| unakI jo ghoSaNA hai, vaha muhammada jaisI hai| usameM musalamAna ko to jina mitra ne prazna pUchA hai, vaha bhI kahate haiM--nAnakadeva! phusalAne kA Agraha hai| paMjAba hai sImA-prAMta, vahAM hiMdU aura nAnaka kahane se kAma cala jaataa| deva kyoM jor3a diyA? musalamAna kA saMgharSa huaa| vahAM hiMdU aura musalamAna ke bIca | 'bhagavAna' zabda kA upayoga na kiyA, 'deva' zabda ko upayoga virodha huaa| vahIM milana bhI honA caahie| vahIM hiMdU aura kiyaa| lekina bAta to vahI ho gyii| ghoSaNA to ho gayI ki musalamAna eka-dUsare ke sAmane duzmana kI taraha khar3e hue, vahIM | nAnaka AdamI para samApta nahIM haiM, AdamI se jyAdA haiN| maitrI kA bIja bhI boyA jAnA caahie| sImAMta-prAMta yadi | aura ThIka hI hai, vaha AdamI se bahuta jyAdA haiN| AdamI to haiM samanvaya ke prAMta na hoM, to yuddha ke prAMta ho jAte haiN| to nAnaka ne | hI, lekina dhana, AdamI se bahuta jyAdA haiN| AdamI honA to bar3I gaharI ceSTA kii| | jaise unakA prAraMbha hai, aMta nhiiN| vahAM se zuruAta hai, vahAM isalie sikkha-dharma bilakula hiMdU-dharma nahIM hai| na | samApti nhiiN| musalamAna-dharma hai| sikkha donoM ke bIca hai| kucha hiMdU hai, kucha | 'nAnakadeva bhI jAgratapuruSa the|' nizcita hii| isameM koI do muslmaan| donoM hai| donoM meM jo sArabhUta hai, usakA jor3a hai| mata nahIM hai| lekina jAgate aura sote meM kucha pharka karoge? isalie sikkha-dharma kI pRthaka sattA hai| | prakRti aura paramAtmA meM pharka kyA hai? jAgane aura sone kaa| lekina ise hameM samajhanA hogA itihAsa ke saMdarbha meM, nAnaka prakRti hai soyA huA prmaatmaa| paramAtmA hai jAgI huI prkRti| kyoM na kaha sake jaisA kRSNa kaha ske| buddha kaha sake, mahAvIra | pharka kyA hai ? buddha meM aura tumameM pharka kyA hai ? buddha jAge hue, kaha sake, nAnaka kyoM na kaha ske| nAnaka ke sAmane eka nayI tuma soye hue| tuma soye hue buddha ho| AMkha khola lI ki tuma paristhiti thI, jo na buddha ke sAmane thI, na mahAvIra ke, na kRSNa | hI ho gye| AMkha kI oTa meM hI pharka hai, bs| AMkha kholI ki ke| na to buddha ko, na mahAvIra ko, na kRSNa ko, kisI ko bhI prakAza hI prakAza hai| AMkha baMda kI ki aMdherA hI aMdherA hai| musalamAna ke sAtha sAmanA na thaa| yaha nayI paristhiti, aura nayI eka AdamI so.rahA hai, usI soye AdamI ke pAsa eka jAgA bhASA khojanI jarUrI thii| aura jIvaMta puruSa sadA hI paristhiti ke huA AdamI baiThA hai| donoM AdamI haiM, shii| lekina kyA donoM anukUla, paristhiti ke lie uttara khojate haiN| yahI to unakI eka hI jaise AdamI haiM? to phira nIMda aura jAgaraNa meM kucha pharka jIvaMtatA hai| unhoMne ThIka uttara khojaa| lekina pUchanevAle ko | karoge, na karoge? nIMda aura jAgaraNa meM itanA krAMtikArI pharka hai socanA cAhie nAnaka deva kyoM? ki agara hama jAge huoM ko kaheM ki yaha bilakula dUsare hI DhaMga isa deza meM jo pale, ve cAhe hiMdU hoM, cAhe jaina hoM, cAhe sikkha | kA AdamI hai, to kucha atizayokti nhiiN| kyoMki soyA huA hoM, cAhe bauddha hoM, isa deza kI havA meM, isa deza ke prANoM meM eka AdamI kyA AdamI hai! soye hue AdamI meM aura caTTAna meM kyA saMgIta hai, jisase bacakara jAnA muzkila hai| yahAM to musalamAna | pharka hai? soye hue AdamI aura vRkSa meM kyA pharka hai? mUchita bhI jo bar3A huA hai, vaha bhI ThIka usI artha meM musalamAna nahIM raha AdamI aura patthara meM kyA pharka hai? na patthara jAga rahA hai, na jAtA jisa artha meM bhArata ke bAhara kA musalamAna masalamAna hotA soyA haA AdamI jAga rahA hai| donoM hai| yahAM ke musalamAna meM bhI hiMdU kI dhuna samA jAtI hai| mahAvIra | nIMda meM hama prakRti meM gira jAte haiN| jAgakara hama paramAtmA meM ne kahA, koI bhagavAna nahIM, koI saMsAra ko banAnevAlA nahIM, uThane lagate haiN| aura yaha jAgaraNa jisako abhI hama jAgaraNa lekina mahAvIra ko mAnanevAloM ne mahAvIra ko bhagavAna khaa| | kahate haiM, yaha to zuddha jAgaraNa nahIM hai| isameM to nabbe pratizata se buddha ne kahA, saba mUrtiyAM tor3a DAlo, saba mUrtiyAM haTA do, kisI jyAdA nIMda samAviSTa hai| jaba koI vyakti sau pratizata jAga kI pUjA kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| lekina buddha ke mAnanevAloM ne | jAtA hai, to usI ko kisI paraMparA meM bhagavAna kahA hai, kisI 308 Jair Education International 2010_03

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garuhedvAra paraMparA meM arihaMta kahA hai, kisI paraMparA meM tIrthakara, kisI paraMparA rahI hai, jaba loga himmata se ghoSaNA kareM bhagavattA kii| meM paigaMbara, kisI paraMparA meM guru, koI pharka nahIM par3atA, zabdoM kA | kyoMki jaba koI tumase kahatA hai maiM bhagavAna hUM...agara vaha hI pharka hai| lekina hama zabdoM se baMdha jAte haiN| sikkha hai, to jo | yaha kahatA ho ki maiM bhagavAna hUM aura tuma bhagavAna nahIM ho, taba to usane sunA hai usase baMdha gayA hai| hiMdU hai, to baMdha gayA hai; jaina | vaha tumhArA duzmana hai; aura agara vaha isalie kahatA ho ki maiM | hai, to baMdha gayA hai| hama saba sane hae zabdoM se baMdha jAte haiN| aura bhagavAna hai. kyoMki tama bhI bhagavAna ho: vaha isalie ghoSaNA phira zabdoM ke kAraNa satyoM ko dekhane meM ar3acana ho jAtI hai| karatA ho ki maiM bhagavAna hUM, tAki tumheM bhI yAda Aye tumhAre 'nAnakadeva bhI jAgratapuruSa the, lekina unhoMne kabhI nahIM kahA bhagavAna hone kI...dekho merI tarapha, agara maiM bhagavAna ho sakatA ki maiM bhagavAna huuN|' unheM arjuna na milA hogaa| kyoMki maiM hUM, to tuma kyoM nahIM ho sakate, koI bhI kAraNa nahIM, koI bhagavAna hUM, yaha kahane ke lie koI sunanevAlA caahie| koI rukAvaTa nahIM; ThIka tuma jaisA hUM maiM, agara maiM bhagavAna ho sakatA samajhanevAlA caahie| koI AtyaMtika prema se sunanevAlA | hUM, to tuma kyoM nahIM ho sakate? ho sakate ho| agara yaha phUla caahie| anyathA yaha bAta vivAda hI paidA karegI, isase kucha hala khilA, to tumhArI kalI bhI khila sakatI hai| na hogaa| maiM bhagavAna hUM, yaha to kahA hI jA sakatA hai kisI bar3e | yaha ghoSaNA jarUrI hai aba, kyoMki dvAra phira karIba aayegaa| gahare zraddhA ke kSaNa meM, jabaki do vyakti itane jur3e hoM ki saMdeha jaise hara varSa mausama kA eka vartula ghUmatA hai-maMDalAkAra; phira kA upAya na ho| kRSNa kaha ske| varSA AtI, phira sardI AtI, phira garmI AtI hai, phira varSA AtI phira yaha bhI khayAla rakheM ki pratyeka jAgratapuruSa apanI bhASA hai-jaise bAraha mahIne meM eka vartula ghUmatA hai mausama kA, aise hI | cunatA hai, apanA DhaMga cunatA hai| koI jAgratapuruSa kisI aura AdhyAtmika mausama kA bhI eka vartula hai jo ghUmatA hai| jaise jAgratapuruSa kA anukaraNa nahIM krtaa| tAlamela baiTha jAe, | caudaha varSa meM baccA javAna hone lagatA, vIrya paripakva hotA, ThIka; anukaraNa nahIM krtaa| nAnaka ne apane DhaMga se cunaa| vAsanA jagatI; aura agara saba ThIka calatA rahe to bayAlIsa nAnaka ko apanI zailI banAnI pdd'ii| aba agara tuma isa taraha varSa ke karIba vAsanA kSINa hone lagatI, brahmacarya kI yAda Ane socate phire ki jo buddha ne kahA hai vahI nAnaka kaheM, jo nAnaka ne lagatI; agara saba ThIka calatA rahe, to sattara varSa kA hote-hote kahA hai vahI maiM kahUM, to tuma vyartha kI ulajhana meM par3a rahe ho| maiM | vyakti punaH phira bacce kI taraha sarala ho jAtA hai| kucha gar3abar3a vahI kahUMgA jo maiM kaha sakatA huuN| nAnaka ne mujhase nahIM pUchA, maiM | ho jAe, to bAta alaga hai| vaha niyama kI bAta nahIM hai| bhaTaka unase kyoM pUchU? nAnaka kI mauja, unhoMne nahIM kahA ki maiM gaye to bAta alg| anyathA niyama se saba calatA rahe, to aisA bhagavAna huuN| merI mauja, maiM kahatA huuN| hogaa| eka vartula hai jIvana kA bhii| marate-marate phira vyakti aura maiM mAnatA hUM ki astitva eka aisI ghar3I ke karIba A rahA sarala ho jAtA hai, jaise choTA baccA janma ke bAda sarala hotaa| hai, jahAM yaha ghoSaNA karanI upayogI hai| hara paccIsa sau varSa meM ThIka aisA hI eka bar3A vartula hai, jo paccIsa sau varSa kA gherA manuSya kI cetanA eka aise dvAra ke nikaTa AtI hai, jahAM jAgaraNa letA hai| hara paccIsa sau varSa meM manuSya kI cetanA jvAra para hotI AsAna hai| buddha se, mahAvIra se paccIsa sau varSa pahale hai| aura jaba jvAra ho, taba bar3I sugamatA se UMcAiyAM chuI jA kRSNa hue| kRSNa ne bhagavattA kI ghoSaNA kii| phira paccIsa sau sakatI haiN| jaba jvAra na ho, taba bar3I kaThinatA se UMcAiyAM chaI sAla bAda buddha, mahAvIra hue; jarathustra huA parasiyA meM; | jA sakatI haiN| lAotsU, kanphayUziyasa hue cIna meM; herAklAiTasa, sukarAta | nAnaka ne apanA samaya dekhA, maiM alaga apanA samaya dekha rahA hue yUnAna meN| paccIsa sau varSa ke bAda phira eka gahana visphoTa huuN| nAnaka mere samaya ke lie nahIM bole, maiM unake samaya ke lie huA aura saba tarapha sAre jagata meM eka gunagunAhaTa gUMja gayI nahIM boluuNgaa| nAnaka apane bhaktoM se bole, maiM apane bhaktoM se adhyAtma kii| phira paccIsa sau varSa pUre hote haiN| isa sadI ke pUre bola rahA huuN| nAnaka kA apanA prayojana hai, merA apanA prayojana hote-hote sArI pRthvI para dharma kI anugUMja hogii| ghar3I karIba A hai| isalie vyartha ke prazna bIca meM mata utthaao| kyA nAnaka ne 309 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 kahA, yaha nAnaka se pUcho kahIM mila jAeM to| mujhase kyA pUchate kahAM hai, paramAtmA se bacane kI jagaha kahAM hai! ho? kyA maiM kahatA hUM, vaha mujhase puucho| ___ maiM to tumase kahatA hUM, pUjo jitane bhI tumheM pUjanA ho| tumheM jo 'unhoMne yaha bhI kahA ki AdamI ko eka paramAtmA ko chor3akara | rUpa bhA jAe, puujo| tumheM jo nAma bhA jAe, puujo| isa artha meM kisI ko bhI nahIM mAnanA caahie|' maiM tumase kahatA hUM, tuma | hiMdU bar3e adabhuta haiN| duniyA kA koI dharma hiMduoM jaisI gaharAI kisI ko bhI mAno, hara mAnane meM eka hI paramAtmA ko mAna sakate | ko nahIM chU paayaa| kyoMki duniyA ke sabhI dharma kisI arthoM meM ho, karoge kyA? pUjo pIpala ko ki pahAr3a ko, caraNa usI ke | thor3e saMkIrNa haiN| hiMduoM ke pAsa eka graMtha hai--viSNu paaoge| vahIM sira jhukegaa| usake atirikta koI hai nhiiN| maiM | shsrnaam| usameM paramAtmA ke hajAra nAma haiN| koI bhI nAma to tumase kahatA hUM kahIM bhI car3hAo pUjA ke phUla, saba pUjA ke chor3A hI nhiiN| jo bhI nAma ho sakate the saMbhava, vaha saba jor3a phUla usI ke caraNoM meM gira jAte haiM, kyoMki usI ke caraNa haiM, aura diye haiN| koI bhI nAma lo, usI kA nAma hai| koI ko bhI pukAro, kucha hai hI nhiiN| phUla bhI usI ke haiM, caraNa bhI usI ke haiM, usI ko pukAra rahe ho| cupa raho, to usake sAtha cupa baiThe ho; car3hAnevAlA bhI usI kA hai| isalie maiM tumheM saMkIrNa nahIM bolo, to usake sAtha bola rahe ho| idhara tuma socate ho maiM tumase bnaataa| maiM nahIM kahatA ki sirpha eka ko chor3akara kisI ko mata bola rahA hUM, to tuma galatI meM ho| maiM usI se bola rahA huuN| tumase maano| maiM tumase kahatA hUM, tuma kisI ko bhI mAno, eka hI mAnA maiM nAhaka sira nahIM maaruuNgaa| tuma to dIvAla jaise ho| maiM usI se jaaegaa| aMtataH tuma pAoge vahI eka pUjA gyaa| maMdira meM pUjo bola rahA huuN| tumheM jaba pukAratA hUM, to usI ko pukAra rahA huuN| ki masjida meM, rAma meM ki kRSNa meM, buddha meM ki mahAvIra meM, kahIM musalamAna, IsAI, yahUdI, tInoM dharma yahUdiyoM kI saMkIrNatA se bhI sira jhukAo, kisI ke bhI sAmane sira jhukaao| paidA hue haiN| tInoM dharmoM kA mUlasrota yahUdI hai| aura sikkha-dharma tamane nAnaka kI kahAnI sanI? gaye kAbA. rAta so gaye to bhI AdhA yahadI hai| isalie thoDI-sI saMkIrNatA hai| nAnaka meM kAbA ke pavitra patthara kI tarapha paira karake so gye| to na rahI hogI, sikkhoM meM hai| mullA-maulavI nArAja ho gaye hoMge, bhAge hue aaye| kahA ki hiMdU kahate haiM, sabhI kucha usakA hai| isalie to hiMdU bar3e | kaise nAsamajha ho! aura hamane to sunA ki tuma bar3e jJAnI ho, | adabhuta haiN| patthara rakha lete haiM vRkSa ke nIce, siMdUra pota dete haiM, auliyA ho; yaha kaisA jJAna? tumheM to sAdhAraNa ziSTAcAra ke | pUjA zurU! abhI patthara thA, abhI siMdUra lagAyA, pUjA zurU! niyama bhI mAlUma nhiiN| pavitra patthara kI tarapha paira karake so rahe! | patthara ko bhagavAna banAne meM dera nahIM lgtii| anagar3ha patthara pUjane paramAtmA kI tarapha paira karake so rahe! kahAnI kahatI hai ki nAnaka | lagate haiN| gar3ho, mUrti banAo, samaya jAyA hotA hai| miTTI ke haMse aura unhoMne kahA aisA karo, tuma mere paira usa tarapha kara do gaNeza banA lete haiN| pUja bhI lete haiM, pUjane ke bAda samuMdara meM sirA jahAM paramAtmA na ho| kahate haiM unhoMne paira ghumAye saba tarapha, bhI Ate haiN| bar3e adabhuta loga haiN| kyoMki usI kA samuMdara hai, lekina jahAM bhI paira ghumAye, vahIM kAbA kA patthara ho gyaa| miTTI usI kI hai; banA liyA, sirA diyaa| duniyA meM koI jAti aisA huA ho, jarUrI nhiiN| lekina kahAnI bar3I arthapUrNa hai| apanI mUrtiyoM ko sirAtI nhiiN| banA lI, to phira ghabar3AtI hai, maiM nahIM mAnatA ki aisA vastutaH huA hai| para itanA maiM jAnatA hUM kahIM mUrti kA apamAna na ho jaae| hiMdU adabhuta haiN| nAca-gAnA ki honA cAhie aisA hii| kyoMki kAbA kA hI patthara saba tarapha karake jAkara nadI meM DubA Ate haiM ki aba basa vizrAma karo, aba hai, saba pattharoM meM vahI patthara hai| patthara mAtra kAbA ke patthara haiM, | hamako bhI to caina lene do| aura bhI to kAma haiM! phira agale to kahAM paira karo! aura aisA thor3e hI hai ki paramAtmA uttara meM hai, | sAla dekheNge| aura phira tuma sabhI jagaha ho| sAgara tumhArA, dakSiNa meM nahIM: paraba meM hai, pazcima meM nahIM; Upara hai, nIce nhiiN| miTTI tumhArI, AkAza tumhaaraa| saba tumhArA hai| to aisA moha paramAtmA ne to sabhI kucha gherA hai| calo to usameM, baiTho to usameM, kyA bAMdhanA! soo to usameM or3hanI bhI vahI hai, bichaunI bhI vahI hai, karoge dhyAna rakhanA, paramAtmA nirAkAra hai, isakA artha yahI haA ki kyA! khAo to use, pIo to use, zvAsa lo to usakI, upAya sabhI AkAra uske| musalamAnoM ne bar3I jidda pakar3a lI ki 310/ | Jair Education International 2010_03

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guruhadvAra paramAtmA nirAkAra hai to mUrtiyAM tor3ane lge| agara samajhe hote kahate haiM ki guru sAkSAta brahma hai| paramAtmA to dUra hai, dikhAyI ki paramAtmA nirAkAra hai, to yahI samajha meM AtA ki sabhI nahIM par3atA hai| guru dikhAyI par3atA hai| paramAtmA to AkAza kI AkAra uske| nirAkAra kA artha AkAra tor3anA nahIM hai, gaMgA hai, kahAM hai patA nahIM, guru aisI gaMgA hai jo tumhAre ghara ke dvAra AkAra meM usako dekhanA hai| AkAra roka na pAye, AkAra dvAra se baha rahI hai| snAna to usI meM ho sakatA hai| isameM snAna hogA, bane, daravAjA bane; bAdhA na bne| | to hI tuma paramAtmA kI gaMgA ke yogya bnoge| pahalA paramAtmA to maiM to tumase kahatA hUM, pUjo jisako pUjanA ho, kama se kama guru hI hai| guru se milane para hI to pahalI daphA, paramAtmA hai, pUjo to| kyoMki merA jora tumhArI pUjA meM hai| tumane pUjA, tumane isakI pratIti hotI hai| prArthanA kI, tuma jhuke, basa kAphI hai| jahAM tuma jhuke, vahIM | magara loga jar3a haiN| zabdoM ko pakar3akara baiTha jAte haiN| ve kahate paramAtmA ke caraNa ho gye| haiM, guru kaheMge hama to, bhagavAna nahIM kaha skte| isalie nAnaka paramAtmA ke caraNa to vahAM the hI, tuma jhuka nahIM rahe the isalie ko guru kahate haiN| lekina guru kA artha hI yahI hai, jisameM dikhAyI nahIM par3ate the| jhuke ki dikhAyI par3a gye| aura hisAba bhagavAna pragaTa haA ho| jo bhagavAna ke sAtha ekAkAra ho gayA kauna lagAye ki kahAM hai aura kahAM nahIM hai| maMdira meM hai ki masjida ho| jisakI maujUdagI meM bhagavAna kI jhalaka mile| jisake meM hai ki gurudvAre meM hai| hisAba lagAne kI jarUrata khaaN| satsaMga meM tumhAre bhItara kA bhagavAna bhI jage aura nAce aura behisAba saba jagaha hai| amaryAda saba jagaha hai| praphullita ho| guru kA artha hI yahI hai, jo tumheM khIMcane lage, jina mitra ne pachA hai. vaha nAnaka ko samajhe na hoNge| 'AdamI prabala AkarSaNa bana jaae| jo caMbaka kI taraha tamheM khIMcane ko eka paramAtmA ko chor3akara kisI ko bhI nahIM mAnanA | lge| kisI aisI jagaha le jAne lage jahAM tuma apane se na jA caahie|' mAna hI nahIM skte| yahI kahA hogA nAnaka ne ki | skte| bhaya pakar3atA, himmata na hotii| guru to paramAtmA hai| jahAM bhI mAno, usI ko mAnanA, usa eka ko hI maannaa| sikkha kabIra ne kahA haikucha galata samajhe hoNge| kama se kama pUchanevAlA sikkha to | guru goviMda doI khar3e, kAke lAgU pAya galata samajhA hI hai| mAnanA eka ko hii| isakA artha huA, jahAM | kisake caraNa chuUM pahale? donoM sAmane khar3e haiN| duvidhA bar3I bhI AMkha par3e, usI ko khojnaa| jahAM sira jhuke, usI ke caraNa sApha hai| agara paramAtmA ke caraNa pahale lagU, to guru kA ttttolnaa| jahAM taka hAtha pahuMca sake, usI kI talAza krnaa| | apamAna hotA hai| aura guru ke binA paramAtmA to kabhI mila nahIM jahAM taka mana jA sake, usI meM ur3ane denA mana ko| jahAM taka sakatA thaa| to yaha to akRtajJa hogA kRty| yaha to guru ke prati svapna uTha sakeM, uThane denA usI meN| jInA to usameM, sonA to | AbhAra na huaa| guru goviMda doI khar3e, kAke lAgU paay| agara usmeN| uThanA, baiThanA, to usmeN| usa eka meN| guru ke paira par3atA hUM, to paramAtmA kA apamAna ho jaaegaa| guru ke isakA yaha artha nahIM hai ki tuma eka dhAraNA ko pakar3a lenA, sAtha isIlie to the ki paramAtmA ko khojanA thaa| bar3I duvidhA aura saba dhAraNAoM ko inakAra kara denaa| agara eka dhAraNA hI hai! kyA karUM? bhagavAna kA DhaMga hai, to bhagavAna bar3A sImita huaa| phira vaha / balihArI guru Apane goviMda diyo batAya nirAkAra na huA, phira asIma na huA, phira sArI sattA usakI na | lekina guru ne tatkSaNa goviMda ko batA diyA ki tU goviMda ke hI huii| vahI honA cAhie sabhI meM, tabhI nirAkAra hai| tabhI zAzvata paira lg| pada to kabIra kA yahIM pUrA ho jAtA hai, pakkA nahIM phira hai, sarvavyApI hai| vaha paira kisake lage! maiM jAnatA hUM ki vaha guru ke lge| kyoMki 'aura jo vyakti adhyAtma kI rAha batAye, use guru kahanA | unakI isa dUsarI paMkti meM hI sApha hai--'balihArI guru caahie|' guru bhI kyoM kahanA! kyoMki upaniSada to kahate haiM, aapkii|' guru ne kaha diyA ki laga paramAtmA ke, dera kyoM kara guru paramAtmA hai, gururbrhmaa| jhaMjhaTa ho jAegI! agara kisI ko rahA hai, ruka kyoM rahA hai, soca kyA rahA hai? cunAva thor3e hI guru kahA, to paramAtmA mAna liyA usko| sAre bhArata ke zAstra karanA hai| yahIM ke lie to tujhe le AyA thA apane sAtha, A 311 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 gayI vaha ghar3I, aba jhuka paramAtmA ko, bhUla mujhe| pada to yahAM darzanazAstrI nahIM huuN| maiM tumheM koI zAstra nahIM de rahA huuN| saMketa de pUrA ho jAtA hai, phira kisI ne kabhI kabIra ko pUchA nahIM ki rahA huuN| aura jIvana ke kAvya ko samajhanA ho to baMdhI-baMdhAyI, vastutaH tuma lage kisake paira? maiM mAnatA hUM ki kabIra guru ke hI piTI-piTAyI dhAraNAoM ko haTAnA, tAki jIvana apanI suSamA paira lage-'balihArI' zabda meM hI bAta A gyii| aba kaise ko, apane sauMdarya ko pragaTa kara ske| mana ko thor3A kinAre kara aura kucha kiyA jA sakatA hai| ke rkhnaa| guru aMtataH tumheM apane se bhI mukta kara detA hai-- balihArI | tumheM maiMne Aha! saMkhyAtIta rUpoM meM kiyA hai yAda guru ApakI goviMda diyo btaay|' sadA prANoM meM kahIM sunatA rahA hUM tumhArA saMvAdato guru to paramAtmA hai| guru to paramAtamA kA dvAra hai| ye jo binA pUche, siddhi kaba? isa iSTa se hogA kahAM sAkSAta prazna uThate haiM, ye uTha Ate haiM saMskAroM se| saMskAra bAdhA haiN| kauna-sI vaha prAta, jisameM khila uThegI klinna, saMskAroM se mukta honA hai| aura eka aisA citta pAnA hai, jahAM | sUnI zizira-bhIgI rAta? koI saMskAra tathyoM para dhUmila chAyA na DAlate hoN| jahAM tathya | calA hUM maiM; mujhe saMbala rahA kevala bodhapragaTa hote hoM, jaise haiM vaise hii| bhakta kI koziza yahI hai ki | paga-paga A rahA hU~ pAsa; bhagavAna honA hai| rahA Atapa-sA yahI vizvAsa tujhI se tujhe chInanA cAhatA hUM sneha ke mRdughAma se gatimAna rakhanA nibir3a ye kyA cAhatA hUM, ye kyA cAhatA hUM mere sAMsa aura usaaNs| bhakta becaina bhI hotA hai ki yaha bhI kyA cAha rahA hUM! lekina Aha, saMkhyAtIta rUpoM meM tumheM kiyA hai yAda! tujha hI ko tujha hI se chInanA cAhatA hUM, ceSTA to yahI hai ki yahAM | tumane jaba bhI kucha cAhA hai, maiM kahatA hUM, tumane paramAtmA hI jo prANoM kA dIyA jala rahA hai, yaha bhagavattA kA dIyA ho jaae| cAhA hai| tumane dhana cAhA, to dhana meM bhI tuma paramAtmA ko hI jaba taka bhakta bhagavAna na ho jAe, taba taka yAtrA pUrI nahIM huii| khojate the| tumane pada cAhA, to pada meM bhI tuma paramapada ko hI iMcabhara bhI dUrI raha gayI, to kacha pAne ko zeSa rhegaa| hai kyA | khojate the| tumane kisI strI ke prema meM AMsU bahAye, to tuma Izvara? prArthanA ko hI TaTolate the| tuma kisI moha se bhare, tuma kisI Izvara vaha preraNA hai rAga meM gire, to una saba khAI-khaDDoM meM bhI tuma prabhu kA hI mArga jise aba taka zarIra nahIM milA khojate the| anaMta-anaMta rUpoM meM anaMta-anaMta DhaMgoM se AdamI TahanI ke bhItara akulAtA huA phUla, usI ko khoja rahA hai| bhalA tumhArI khoja galata ho, lekina jo vRMta para aba taka nahIM khilA tumhAre prANoM kI akulAhaTa galata nahIM hai| bhalA tuma reta se tela TahanI ke bhItara akulAtA huA phUla, jo vRMta para aba taka | nicor3ane kI ceSTA kara rahe hoo, lekina tela nicor3ane kI nahIM khilA--basa vahI Izvara hai| Izvara bhaviSya hai, saMbhAvanA AkAMkSA thor3e hI galata hai| tuma vahAM khoja rahe ho, jahAM na pA hai| Izvara tuma jo ho sakate ho usakA nAma hai| Izvara tumheM jo sakoge, viSAda hAtha lagegA, viphalatA hAtha lagegI, lekina honA hI cAhie usakA nAma hai| Izvara tumhArI bIjarUpa saMbhAvanA isase tumhArI khoja kI ImAnadArI ko to inakArA nahIM jA hai| tumhAre bIja meM chipA huA satya hai| sktaa| patthara pUjo, premI ko pUjo, anajAne, tumhArI binA TahanI ke bhItara akulAtA huA phUla, pahacAna ke paramAtmA kI tarapha hI tuma bar3ha rahe ho| jo vaMta para aba taka nahIM khilA tumheM maiMne Aha! saMkhyAtIta rUpoM meM kiyA hai yAda maiM jaba Izvara kI bAta kara rahA hUM to maiM kisI darzanazAstra kI aura koI upAya bhI nahIM hai| jisa dina tuma aisA samajhoge, usa bAta nahIM kara rahA huuN| maiM to tumhAre jIvana-kAvya kI bAta kara dina tumhAre jIvana meM eka layabaddhatA A jaaegii| taba tuma rahA huuN| tuma mujhe eka kavi kI taraha yAda rkhnaa| maiM koI | dekhoge, saba kadama jo kinhIM bhI rAstoM para par3e, sabhI 3120 2010_03

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guru he dvAra tarapha pdd'e| kabhI bhaTake bhI to maMdira se hI bhttke| kabhI dUra bhI kahAM khUna giratA hai--patthara para giratA hai, ki lAza para giratA gaye, to paramAtmA se hI bhaTake, lekina ceSTA usI kI tarapha jAne | hai, ki maMdira para giratA hai-kahAM giratA hai, isase kyA pharka kI lagI thii| hAre bhI bahuta bAra, parAjita bhI bahuta bAra hue, gire par3atA hai ? bhI bahuta bAra, viSAda bhI AyA, hatAzA bhI AyI, lekina yaha khUna phira khUna hai, TapakegA to jama jAegA rga para ghaTA hai| aura aMtima nirNaya meM tama pAoge. aisA hI maiM tamase kahatA haM_zraddhA phira zraddhA hai. TapakegI to | isa sabane hI tumheM mArga ko khojane meM sahAyatA dI hai| kucha bhI jama jaaegii| aura jahAM zraddhA jamI, vahIM bhagavAna hai| zraddhA honI vyartha nahIM gayA hai| kucha vyartha jA nahIM sktaa| caahie| asalI bAta bhItara hai, asalI bAta aMtartama kI hai| jIvana ke parama arthazAstra meM kucha bhI vyartha nahIM jAtA hai| agara vahAM na ho, to kahIM bhI bhagavAna nahIM hai| agara vahAM zraddhA | lekina patA to taba calatA hai jaba hama pahuMca gaye-AkhirI ho, to saba kahIM, saba dizAoM meM vahI hai| bhItara ho, to bAhara ghdd'ii| taba hama lauTakara dekha sakate haiM ki are, agara maiM bhaTakA na bhI vahI hai| bhItara na ho, to phira bAhara kahIM bhI nahIM hai| phira zkila hotA! ki maiMne dhana se pAne kI | jAo tIrthayAtrA, kAbA aura kAzI, koI aMtara na pdd'egaa| tuma koziza kI, vaha bhI jarUrI thaa| vaha bhI zikSaNa thaa| ki maiMne vyartha hI bhttkoge| ghara Ao, kahIM aura nahIM jAnA hai| tumhAre prema meM prArthanA khojI, vaha bhI zikSaNa thaa| usa sabase bacakara bhItara hai tiirth| agara A jAtA, to isa maMdira taka A hI nahIM sakatA thaa| | phira khayAla rakhanA, AdamI AdamI meM bar3e bheda haiN| to AdamI isalie maiM to kahatA hUM, jisa taraha tumheM yAda A sake usI AdamI ke Izvara meM bhI bheda hoNge| cAMda nikalA AkAza taraha yAda kro| saba meM vahI hai| aura sabase usI kI khoja cala | meM-pUrNimA kI rAta, zarada pUno-hajAroM, karor3oM pratibiMba rahI hai| zraddhA caahie| eka AdamI pIpala ke vRkSa ke pAsa zraddhA | banate haiM pRthvI pr| sAgara bhI pratibiMba banAtA hai, mAnasarovara meM se jala car3hA rahA hai| tuma pIpala kA vRkSa dekhate ho, hAtha se bhI pratibiMba bnegaa| zAMta jhIloM meM bhI bnegaa| tUphAna Aye hue giratI jaladhAra dekhate ho, maiM usake bhItara giratI zraddhA kI dhAra sAgara meM bhI bnegaa| miTTI ke kUr3e-kacare se bhare DabaroM meM bhI dekhatA huuN| eka AdamI maMdira kI mUrti ke sAmane baiThA dIyA jalA bnegaa| nAlI kA jala kahIM ikaTThA ho gayA hogA, usameM bhI rahA hai| tuma patthara dekhate ho, mRNmaya dIyA dekhate ho, usake bnegaa| cAMda ke pratibiMba karor3a-karor3a baneMge, cAMda eka hai| gaMde bhItara cinmaya kI dhAra nahIM dekhte| eka AdamI virATa, sUnI Dabare meM bhI bnegaa| pratibiMba to gaMdA nahIM ho jaaegaa| kyoMki masjida meM baiThA paramAtmA kA gIta ganaganA rahA hai| koI hai jo pratibiMba to hai hI kahAM, jo gaMdA ho jAe cupa baiThA hai vRkSa ke tale, buddha kI bhAMti-na koI prArthanA hai, na pratichAyA hai| koI pUjA hai; na koI bAhya upakaraNa hai, na koI sAdhana hai; na lekina phira bhI gaMdA DabarA to gaMdA hai| to gaMde Dabare se agara maMdira hai, na masjida hai; AMkha baMda hai-apane meM liin| lekina tama pachoge ki jo cAMda tere bhItara banA. usake saMbaMdha meM terA kyA ina sabake bhItara eka bAta samAna hai, vaha bhItara kI khayAla hai? to gaMdA DabarA jo kahegA, usameM gaMdagI jur3I hogii| caitny-dhaaraa| bAhara ke upakaraNa bhinna-bhinna haiN| bAhara ke to svAbhAvika hai| usane to vahI cAMda dekhA, jo usakI gaMdagI meM saba khilaune haiM. jisase marjI ho usase khela lenA, bhItara rasadhAra | pratichAyita ho sakatA thaa| mAnasarovara se pUchoge, to vaha apane bahatI rhe| cAMda kI bAta kregii| isIlie to daniyA meM itane dharma haiN| agara kala maiM par3ha rahA thA ThIka se samajho, to hara AdamI kA khadA alaga hogaa| AdamI khake-seharA pe jame, yA kaphe-kAtila pe jame AdamI meM itane pharka haiN| pharke-iMsApha pe yA pAye-salAsila pe jame mere bhItara kA Izvara, tega-e-bedAda pe yA lAza-e-bismila pe jame vikarAla krodha hai, Usara, anajotI jamIna khUna phira khUna hai, TapakegA to jama jAegA para tAMDava kA tyauhAra racAnevAlA! 313/ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH mere bhItara kA Izvara, bAkI saba DubA diye| Aga barasA dI nagaroM pr| jarA nArAja hai mere mana ke svarga-loka kI nIMva hilA huA ki vikarAla krodha! mere bhItara bhUkaMpa macAnevAlA! Izvara krodhI hai? nahIM, jina yahadiyoM ne parAnI bAibila mere bhItara kA Izvara, likhI, ve krodhI rahe hoNge| purAnI bAibila yahUdiyoM ke saMbaMdha meM hai agnicaMDa, maiM usake bhItara jalatA hUM khabara detI hai| veda meM Izvara kI dhAraNA hai, vaha dhAraNA Izvara kI mere bhItara kA Izvara, khabara nahIM detI, veda jinhoMne race unakI khabara detI hai| koI RSi hai ghana ghamaMDa, aMbara kA udvelita samudra, prArthanA kara rahA hai ki merI gauoM ke thana meM dUdha bar3ha jAe aura mere meghoM ko, jAne, hAMka kahAM le jAtA hai| duzmana kI gauoM ke thana kA dUdha sUkha jaae| he prabhu, aisA kucha mere bhItara kA Izvara kara ki merI phasala to khUba Aye, par3osI kI phasala na A hai nAmahIna, ekAkI, abhizApita vihaMga paaye| kyA Izvara isa taraha kI prArthanAeM sunatA hai? kyA Izvara jo hRdaya-vyoma meM cillAtA, maMDarAtA hai| kI isase koI dhAraNA hamAre mana meM sApha hotI hai--yaha kaisA mere bhItara kA Izvara, Izvara hai? nahIM, isase itanA hI patA calatA hai, jo prArthanA hai jora-jora se paTaka rahA mere mastaka ko patthara pr| karanevAle the unakI yAcanA, unake hRdaya kI khbr|| mere bhItara kA Izvara, tuma jaba Izvara ke saMbaMdha meM bolate ho, to dhyAna rakhanA ki yaha mahAghora caturaMga prabhaMjana vegavAna tumhAre Izvara ke saMbaMdha meM bola rahe ho| maiM jaba Izvara ke saMbaMdha meM mere mana ke nirjana, akUla, AzrayavihIna, bolatA hUM, to dhyAna rakhanA maiM apane Izvara ke saMbaMdha meM bola rahA uttapta prAMta meM jvAlAeM bhar3akAtA hai| huuN| yaha bilakula svAbhAvika hai| bhItara ura ke mudrika kapATa Izvara bar3I nijI dhAraNA hai| aura hara eka kI apanI dRSTi se bAhara-bAhara vaha pralaya-ketu phaharAtA hai| prabhAvita hotI hai| eka aisI ghar3I AtI hai jaba tumhArI sArI dRSTi AdamI AdamI kA Izvara alaga-alaga hogaa| tuma krodhita calI gayI, jaba tumhAre mana meM koI pakSapAta na rahA--na hiMdU kA, ho, to tumhArA Izvara krodhita hogaa| tuma ahaMkArI ho, to tumhAre na musalamAna kA, na sikkha kA, na jaina kA, koI pakSapAta na bhItara kA Izvara ahaMkArI hogaa| tuma zAMta ho, to tumhArA Izvara rahA-tuma saba zAstroM, saba zabdoM se mukta hue, tuma zUnya meM zAMta hogaa| tuma udAsa ho, to tumhArA Izvara udAsa hogaa| virAjamAna hue, taba usa mAnasarovara meM jo jhalakatA hai, vaha kyoMki tuma hI to tumhAre Izvara ko pratibiMba doge| tumhArA Izvara Izvara kI nikaTatama pratimA hai| vaha pratimA itanI nikaTatama hai, tumhAre bhItara rUpa dhregaa| tuma hI to usakI paribhASA bnoge| kyoMki mAnasarovara kA svaccha sphaTika jaisA jala koI vikRti tuma hI to sImA bnaaoge| tama hI to bAgar3a lgaaoge| tamhArA paidA nahIM karatA hai| paardrshii| jaisA hai Izvara tumhAre-jaisA hogaa| vaha jhalaka itanI spaSTa aura itanI Izvara jaisI hai, isalie isIlie duniyA meM itane IzvaroM kI bhinna dhAraNAeM haiN| isIlie upaniSada ke RSi kaha sake-ahaM brhmaasmi| vaha jhalaka itanI hara sadI kA Izvara bhI alaga hotA hai| badalatA calA jAtA hai| spaSTa aura itanI sApha ki upaniSada ke RSi kaha sake, hama brahma Izvara badalatA, aisA nahIM, pratibiMba badalate haiN| kyoMki pratibiMba haiN| brahma meM aura usa jhalaka meM koI pharka na rhaa| kabhI-kabhI dhAraNa karanevAle badalate haiN| purAnI bAibila kA Izvara bar3A bahuta thor3e-se loga usa UMcAI para pahuMce haiM, jinhoMne 'ahaM krodhI, rudra-rUpa, jarA-sI bAta para nArAja ho jAnevAlA, | brahmAsmi' kI ghoSaNA kI hai| koI maMsUra kaha sakA, jarA-sI bAta para agni barasA denevAlA, jarA-sI bAta para analahaka-maiM hUM sty| mahApralaya lA denevaalaa| krodha meM usane DubA dI duniyA eka yaha taba ghaTatA hai, jaba samAdhi ghaTatI hai| jaba saba kacarA dphaa| thor3e-se loga cune hue bacA liye the noha kI nAva meM; tumhAre citta kA baha gyaa| tuma bhI jaba nirvikAra, nirAkAra, | jaisIM jAtI / jaisA hai vaisA hI yAlakA detA hai| 314 2010_03

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- mmmmmmmmmmmost -- dvAra nirvikalpa hue, taba ghaTatA hai| isakI AkAMkSA kro| isa para prakAza prabhurUpa hai| prabhu prakAza kI AbhA hai| isa prakAza meM tuma bharosA kro| kyoMki zraddhA na hogI, to yaha kabhI bhI na ghttegaa| | bhI mata bco| isIlie to ghabar3AhaTa lagatI hai| saba gayA, to yaha mAnakara to calo ki paramAtmA ne jinheM banAyA hai, unakI Akhira meM lagatA hai, aba maiM bhI jaauuNgaa| kyoMki tumane aba taka aMtima niyati paramAtmA hI ho sakatA hai| paramAtmA ne jise sRjA apanA jo rUpa jAnA hai, vaha usI sabhI kA jor3a thaa| vaha saba to hai, usakA aMtima nikhAra paramAtmA hI ho sakatA hai| aura tuma | gayA, aba tuma kaise bacoge? tumhArA saba gayA, to tuma bhI jaba taka paramAtmA na ho jAoge, taba taka tuma vApisa-vApisa jaaoge| isase ghabar3AhaTa paidA hotI hai| bheje jaaoge| kyoMki paramAtmA taba taka rAjI na hogA, jaba taka | dhyAna ke aMtima caraNa meM mRtyu ghaTegI hai| usako ghaTane denA hai tama usake jaise hI hokara caraNoM meM naivedya na bana jaao| taba taka svAgata se ghaTane denA hai| saharSa ghaTane denA hai| rAjI na hogA, jaba taka tuma ThIka usa jaise na ho jaao| isIlie | upalabdha ho jaaegii| agara Dara-Darakara vApisa lauTate rahe, to maiM kahatA hUM, smaraNa rakho isa bAta kA ki tuma abhI baMda kalI ho, yaha yAtrA to aisI huI ki gaMgA gayI sAgara taka aura ThiThakakara khilanA hai| tuma baMda paramAtmA ho, khilanA hai| tuma chipe khar3I raha gayI aura lauTane lagI gaMgotrI kI trph| sAgara taka paramAtmA ho, pragaTa honA hai| gaye haiM, to giranA hI hogaa| phira yaha gaMgA kahe ki nahIM, aba maiM giranA nahIM cAhatI, maiM to milane AyI thI, girane thor3e hI AyI dusarA prazna : sakriya-dhyAna ke tIsare caraNa meM kAphI zakti thI; maiM to sAgara hone AyI thI, miTane thor3e hI AyI thI, to lagAne para vahAM prakAza ke sivAya kucha bhI nahIM bacatA hai| phira kyA kahoge tuma gaMgA se? tuma kahoge, sAgara hone kA eka hI bhaya pakar3atA hai ki marA! he prabho, usa ghar3I meM kyA karanA upAya hai ki sAgara meM kho jaao| tumameM sAgara tabhI kho sakatA cAhie? hai, jaba tuma sAgara meM kho jaao| tuma miTo, to sAgara ho jaae| dhyAna kI AkhirI ghar3I meM tumhArI gaMgA sAgara ke kinAre Akara usa ghar3I meM maranA caahie| mare binA thor3e hI clegaa| usa khar3I ho jAtI hai, taba mana ghabar3AtA hai, svAbhAvika hai| maiM samajha ghar3I meM apane ko bacAne kI ceSTA hI phira tumheM vApasa lauTA sakatA huuN| sabhI kA ghabar3AyA hai| koI buddha, koI mahAvIra, koI laayegii| usa ghar3I meM khuda ko kho denaa| usa ghar3I to kahanA- nAnaka, koI kabIra usa ghabar3AhaTa se bacA nhiiN| vaha sabhI kA aMtima yaha abhilASa hRdaya meM! ghabar3AyA hai| vaha manuSya kA svAbhAvika rUpa hai| aba taka jise jIvana dIpa jalAkara merA, apanA jAnA thA, jIvana jAnA thA, vaha saba chUTatA lagatA hai, cAhe koI hare aMdherA; bikharatA lagatA hai| sArA atIta zUnya meM lIna hotA mAlUma kiMtu bujhe yadi dIpa kabhI to par3atA hai, bhaviSya kA kucha patA nahIM hai, to mRtyu muMha bAkara khar3I bujhe tumhAre komala kara se, ho jAtI hai| usa kSaNa nAcate hue mRtyu meM samA jaanaa| lauTakara aMtima yaha abhilASa hRdaya meM! pIche mata dekhnaa| lauTakara pIche dekhA ki muzkila meM par3a paramAtmA ke hAtha se agara tumhArA dIyA bujhatA ho, to aura jaaoge| lauTa bhI na pAoge aura gira bhI na pAoge, trizaMku ho kyA saubhAgya ho sakatA hai! jaaoge| bar3I duvidhA meM par3a jAoge, bar3e dvaita meM par3a jaaoge| kiMtu bujhe yadi dIpa kabhI to, udhara sAgara bulA rahA hogA, idhara pIche kA atIta bulA rahA bujhe tumhAre komala kara se hogaa| udhara bhaviSya khIMcegA, idhara atIta khiiNcegaa| tuma donoM ke aMtima yaha abhilASa hRdaya meM! bIca khiMcakara pisa jaaoge| pUchA hai ki dhyAna ke aMtima caraNa meM kevala prakAza bacatA hai| bahuta bAra aisA huA hai ki jina logoM ne dhyAna kI isa ghar3I meM aura kyA cAhate ho? kucha aura kI bhI icchA hai? prakAza kA to | marane se virodha kiyA, ve vikSipta ho gaye haiN| kyoMki lauTa bhI artha huA, jo bacanA cAhie vahI bacA ab| zuddhatama bcaa| nahIM sakate aba; aba gaMgotrI taka jAnA kaise saMbhava hai? jahAM 315 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 taka A gaye, A gaye, lauTanA to hogA nahIM; aura Age jAnA nahIM cAhate, to sArI UrjA tumhAre bhItara umar3ane-ghumar3ane lgegii| usase vikSiptatA paidA ho sakatI hai| dharma ke jagata meM yA to mRtyu ko ghaTane do, yA pAgala ho jaaoge| isalie maiM kahatA hUM - maro / pUchA hai - he prabho ! usa ghar3I meM kyA karanA cAhie ?' kucha | karanA nahIM cAhie / cupacApa saraka jAnA cAhie sAgara meN| jaise osa kI bUMda, ghAsa kI pattI se sarakakara pRthvI meM gira jAtI hai, kho jAtI hai, aise cupacApa saraka jAnA cAhie aura gira jAnA caahie| girakara tuma pAoge ki pahalI daphe jAnA tuma kauna ho| miTakara tuma pAoge ki hue| zUnya hokara pAoge ki pUrNa utarA idhara udhara paramAtmA aayaa| prakAza to usake Agamana kI khabara hai| jaise subaha sUraja nikalane ke pahale eka lAlI chA jAtI hai kSitija para, prAcI surkha hone lagatI hai-- sUraja kI agavAnI meM yaha sUraja kA pahalA saMdeza huaa| AtA hI hai sUraja aba / aba dera nhiiN| pakSI cahakane lagate haiM, havAeM phira gatimAna hone lagatI haiM, prakRti jAgane lagatI hai, prAcI lAla ho gayI, sUraja AtA hI hai aba / / jaba dhyAna ke AkhirI caraNa meM prakAza bace, to samajhanA ki prAcI lAlI ho uThI, lAla ho uThI, aba sUraja AtA hI hai| aba maMtramugdha, nAcate, ahobhAgya mAnakara girane ko taiyAra ho jAnA, miTane ko taiyAra ho jaanaa| dhyAna kA aMtima caraNa mRtyu hai | isIlie dhyAna ke bAda jo ghaTanA ghaTatI hai, use hama samAdhi kahate haiN| samAdhi kA artha, mahAmRtyu / jo marane yogya thA, mara gayA, jo nahIM mara sakatA thA, vahI bacA / martya gayA, amRta bcaa| maraNadharmA se chuTakArA huA, amRta se gAMTha baMdhI aura jise tuma jiMdagI kahate ho, usameM bacAne jaisA bhI kyA hai! kyA hai bacAne ko tumhAre pAsa? tuma vyartha hI bacAne kI ciMtA meM lage rahate ho, bacAne ko kucha bhI nahIM ! hAlata vaisI hI hai jaise koI naMgA nahAtA nahIM, kyoMki kahatA hai ki nahAUMgA to kapar3e kahAM sukhAUMgA ? naMgA hai, kapar3e sukhAne kI ciMtA ke kAraNa nahAtA nahIM ! tumhAre pAsa hai kyA ? tumhAre hAtha bilakula khAlI haiN| tumhAre prANa khAlI haiM, tuma rikta ho| isa riktatA ko bhI nahIM chor3a pAte ! nahIM hai kucha, to bhI muTThI nahIM khola pAte ! agara kucha hotA, taba to bar3I muzkila ho jaatii| 316 2010_03 bediloM kI hastI kyA, jIte haiM na marate haiM khvAba hai na bedArI, hoza hai na mastI hai kucha bhI nahIM hai - khvAba hai na bedArI, hoza hai na mastI hai| bedila kI hastI kyA jIte haiM na marate haiM tuma jise jIvana kahate ho, vaha jIvana nahIM hai| jIvana aura mRtyu ke bIca meM aTake ho| tuma jise mRtyu kahate ho vaha mRtyu nahIM hai, tuma jise jIvana kahate ho vaha jIvana nahIM hai| mRtyu to kevala unhoMne hI jAnI, jo samAdhi meM mare / tuma jise mRtyu kahate ho, vaha to eka bImArI kA dUsarI bImArI meM badala jAnA hai| vaha to vastuoM kA parivartana hai| ghara badala lenA hai / bhItara ke saba roga vahI ke vahI rahate haiM, ghara badala jAtA hai| tuma jise jIvana kahate ho, agara vahI jIvana hai, to phira paramAtmA kI khoja hai| paramAtmA ko hama khojate isIlie haiM ki jise hamane aba taka jIvana jAnA hai, vaha dhIre-dhIre siddha hotA hai ki jIvana nahIM thA, bhrAMti thI / mAyA thI, eka sapanA thaa| paramAtmA kI khoja kA itanA hI artha hai ki yaha jIvana, jIvana siddha nahIM huA, aba hama mahAjIvana ko khojate haiM, kisI aura jIvana ko khojate haiN| lekina jina mitra ne pUchA hai, unakA prazna bilakula hI anivArya hai| sabhI dhyAniyoM ko ghaTatA hai, isalie ciMtA mata lenA / Dara lage, to aparAdha - bhAva bhI mata paidA hone denA, svAbhAvika hai| koI bhI usa ghar3I Akara ThiThaka jAtA hai / yahIM to guru kI jarUrata ho jAtI hai| usa ghar3I agara guru na ho, to tuma lauTa jAoge / yA kama se kama vahIM aTake raha jAoge / guru ke binA isa ghar3I meM pAgala hone kI pUrI saMbhAvanA hai| guru kA kevala itanA matalaba hai ki vaha tumheM Azvasta kara sake ki mata Daro, dekho maiM kho gayA hUM, phira bhI huuN| bahuta hokara huuN| anaMta hokara huuN| zAzvata hokara huuN| A jAo, le lo chalAMga / Daro mata / jhijhako mata / saMdeha na kro| utara aao| guru hAtha bar3hA de, khIMca le, marane kI himmata de de, miTane kA bala de de, to utarate se hI tumheM patA calegA ki nAhaka parezAna the| maiMne sunA hai, eka AdamI eka aMdherI amAvasa kI rAta meM pahAr3a para bhaTaka gyaa| aMdherA ghn| hAtha ko hAtha na sUjhe / kisI taraha TaTola-TaTolakara vaha rAstA khoja rahA thA ki eka khaDDa meM

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guru hai dvAra gira gyaa| khaDDa meM girA to usane eka vRkSa kI jar3a ko pakar3a hai| yA ki prema ke pAsa aisI AMkheM haiM, jinako sirpha premI hI liyA jora se| sArI rAta kaise kaTI, kahanA kaThina hai| rote hI, jAnate haiM, aura koI nahIM jaantaa| aura prema to eka pAgalapana hai, AMsU bahAte hI rAta biitii| sarda rAta, ThiThura rahA, hAtha jar3a hae eka dIvAnagI hai| prema to majana honA hai| prema kA to artha hI yahI jAte, kaba vRkSa kI jar3a hAtha se chUTa jAegI, kahanA muzkila! hai ki aba saba dAMva para lagAne kI taiyArI hai, lekina aba aura bala khotA jAtA, mRtyu nizcita hai, patA nahIM nIce kitanA bar3A | dera sahane kI taiyArI nhiiN| khaDDa ho! aura phira AdhI rAta ke karIba hAtha bilakula ThaMDe sunna | to tuma pUchate ho ki pAgala ho jaauuNgaa| merI tarapha se to jisa ho gye| pakar3a saMbhava na rhii| jar3a chUTa gayI aura vaha AdamI | dina tumheM saMnyAsa diyA, usI dina maiMne mAna liyA ki tuma pAgala giraa| aura girane ke bAda usa ghATI meM eka khilakhilAhaTa kI ho gye| pAgala hue binA paramAtmA ko kaba kisane pAyA hai ? AvAja AyI, kyoMki nIce koI khAI na thI, samatala jamIna pAgala hone kA itanA hI artha hai ki jIvana meM bar3I tvarA se khoja thii| girakara patA calA ki girane ko kucha nIce thA hI nhiiN| ho rahI hai| kunakunI nahIM, ubalatI huI khoj| dukAnadArI nahIM, nAhaka kaSTa jhelaa| juArI kI taraha-saba lagA diyaa| lekina aMdhera meM patA kaise cale? girakara patA calA ki nIce | hoziyAra mere pAsa nahIM aate| mere pAsa to pyAse Ate haiN| samatala bhUmi thii| khilakhilAkara haMsane lgaa| hoziyAroM ke lie to bahuta aura jagaheM haiM, jahAM ve saMsAra ko bhI suno merI, utara Ao! lauTakara mata dekho; jo gayA, gyaa| samhAle rahate haiM, paramAtmA kA bhI thor3A sahArA pakar3e rahate haiN| na aura prabhu dvAra para khar3A hai| suno merii| svAgata kara lo! gale yaha duniyA jAe, na vaha duniyA jaae| kucha dAMva para lagAnA nahIM bheMTa lo| AnaMda se utara aao| nAcate, gungunaate| saubhAgya hai| saba samhAlakara rakhanA hai, donoM nAva para savAra rahanA hai| mere samajho! prakAza AyA, prAcI lAla ho uThI, sUraja karIba hai| maiM | pAsa to tuma Aye ho, to usakA artha hI yahI hai ki tumane pAgala tumase kahatA hUM-maro! hone kI himmata juttaayii| aura dUsare tumhAre hRdaya ko nahIM dekha skte| pUchA hai, tIsarA prazna : aphasosa, koI dila kA hAla nahIM puuchtaa| | 'aphasosa koI dila kA hAla nahIM puuchtaa|' aura saba yahI kaha rahe haiM terI sUrata badala gyii| aura yaha bhI | dila to dUsaroM ko dikhAyI par3a nahIM sktaa| dila to vahI hai kaha rahe haiM ki saba kucha luTAkara hoza meM Aye to kyA Aye! | jise tuma jAnate ho, apane nijI ekAMta meN| dila to atyaMta aisI merI hAlata hai, maiM kyA karUM? mere prazna kA uttara dene kI vaiyaktika hai| vahAM to tama kisI ko nimaMtraNa bhI nahIM de skte| kRpA kreNge| Apane uttara nahIM diyA, to maiM sacamuca pAgala ho apane nikaTatama mitra ko bhI vahAM tuma nahIM le jA skte| usa jaauuNgaa| jagaha to basa tumhArA hI AnA-jAnA hai| dUsare ko tumhAre dila kA kyA patA calegA? isalie yaha AzA hI chor3a do ki koI to abhI kyA DhoMga hI raca rahe ho! sacamuca pAgala ho tumase dila kA hAla puuchegaa| koI pUche to tuma batA bhI na jAoge? to pAgala honA bhI tumhArI svecchA para hai? ki jaba skoge| eka to koI pUchegA hI nhiiN| dUsare ko to yaha bhI pakkA honA cAhoge taba ho jaaoge| to svAMga hogaa| mere uttara dene na nahIM hotA ki tama meM dila hai bhii| dene se pAgala hone kA kyA saMbaMdha hai? yA to pAgala ho; aura yA isIlie to loga kahate haiM, AtmA nahIM hai| kyoMki bAhara se pAgala nahIM ho to kaise ho jAoge? | to sirpha itanA hI dikhAyI par3atA hai, zarIra hai; bahuta se bahuta jisane saMnyAsa liyA, mere lie to pAgala ho hI gyaa| anumAna lagatA hai ki mana hogA, vaha bhI na hai, dikhAyI to saMnyAsa kA artha hI yaha hai ki tuma aba aisI Dagara para cale jahAM kucha par3atA nhiiN| | hisAba-kitAba nahIM, jahAM tarka vyartha haiN| jahAM zraddhA sArthaka hai| hRdaya kI to bAta hI nahIM jamatI ki tumhAre bhItara hRdaya hogaa| tuma aisI Dagara para cale, jo prema kI Dagara hai| aura prema to aMdhA | phira AtmA to aura bhI AkhirI bAta ho gyii| 317 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 zarIra kI pahacAna to sApha hai| mana kI thor3I-bahuta anumAna se anyathA kauna kisakI sUrata dekhatA hai! apanI dekhane se phursata pahacAna hotI hai ki mere bhItara bhI vicAra calate haiM, dUsare ke bhItara mile to AdamI dUsare kI sUrata dekhe! apanI dekhane se to phursata bhI calate hoNge| calane caahie| kyoMki zarIra merA jaisA lagatA milatI nhiiN| tuma jaba ghara se nikalate ho to tumhIM bahuta parezAna hai, to mana bhI zAyada mere jaisA ho| phira mana ke bhItara chipA huA hote ho AInA vagairaha dekhakara ki kahIM kucha galatI na raha jAe, hRdaya, usa taka to pahuMca nahIM ho paatii| usa taka to kevala prema koI dAga na raha jAe, koI kacarA na lagA raha jAe, kahIM koI se pahaMca ho pAtI hai. anamAna se nhiiN| phira hRdaya ke bhItara chipI AdamI dekha le| kauna dekhatA hai, tama isakI phikara to karo? AtmA hai| usa taka to prema se bhI pahuMca nahIM ho paatii| usa taka tuma kisakI sUrata dekhate ho? koI kisI kI sUrata nahIM dekha to dhyAna se hI pahaMca ho pAtI hai| phira AtmA ke bhItara chipA rhaa| loga apane-apane ahaMkAroM meM grasta haiN| loga paramAtmA hai, usa taka to kisI cIja se bhI pahuMca nahIM hotI, apane-apane meM baMda haiN|| dhyAna se bhI nahIM hotii| lekina jaba tuma AtmA meM pahuMca jAte ho, to koI agara tumhArI sUrata bhI dekha letA hai, to bar3I kRpA! to paramAtmA tumheM khIMca letA hai| AtmA taka manuSya jA sakatA aura koI agara itanA bhI pahacAna letA hai ki tumhArI sUrata badala hai, vahAM taka manuSya ke kRtya kI sImA hai| gayI hai, to use dhanyavAda do| usake mana meM tumhAre lie kucha isIlie to mahAvIra ne paramAtmA kI bAta nahIM kii| kyoMki sahAnabhati hogii| kacha jagaha hogI tamhAre lie| kacha lagAva jahAM taka manuSya jA sakatA hai vahIM taka bAta karanI ucita hai, hogA, kucha rAga hogaa| aura loga pahale sUrata hI pahacAna pAte Age kI kyA bAta karanI! Age to ghaTanA ghaTatI hai--apane se haiN| lekina sUrata nizcita badalatI hai, yaha pakkA hai| kabhI to ghaTatI hai| aisA samajho ki tuma chata para khar3e ho| jaba taka khar3e kSaNabhara meM krAMti ho jAtI hai| ho, ThIka; chalAMga lagA lo, to chalAMga lagAne ke bAda phira kabhI-kabhI maiM dekhatA hUM, eka AdamI AtA hai, asta- vyasta, jamIna taka Ane ke lie thor3e hI tumheM kucha karanA par3atA hai| saMdigdha, mana DAMvADola; usakI cAla bhI dekhakara kaha sakate haiM chalAMga lagA lI ki phira to gurutvAkarSaNa kAma karane lagatA hai| ki DAMvADola hai, kucha taya nahIM kiyA hai; bhItara kaMpana hai, bAhara phira to jamIna kA greviTezana tumheM khIMca letA hai, kaziza khIMca bhI kaMpana hai mere sAmane baiThatA hai, kahatA hai ki saMnyAsa lUM, yA letI hai| phira tuma yaha thor3e hI pUchoge ki chalAMga lagAne ke bAda na lUM? kaI dina se soca rahA hUM, kucha taya nahIM ho paataa| jaba phira maiM kyA karUM ki jamIna taka A jAUM? hama kaheMge, tuma koI cIja taya nahIM ho pAtI, to tuma bhItara bahuta DAMvADola ho sirpha chalAMga lagA lo, bAkI kAma chor3o, phikra tuma mata maro, jAte ho, baMTa jAte ho| phira vaha himmata juTA letA hai, suna letA vaha jamIna kara legii| hai merI pukaar| maiM kahatA hUM-kUdo, dekheMge; socanA bAda meM kara AtmA taka manuSya jAtA hai| AtmA ke bAda kaziza paramAtmA leNge| socanA itanA jarUrI bhI nahIM hai| vaha kahatA hai, binA soce kI zurU hotI hai| vahAM se sImA paramAtmA kii| chalAMga laga gayI, kaise saMnyAsa le lUM? phira vaha tumheM khIMca letA, usakA gurutvAkarSaNa khIMca letaa| maiM kahatA hUM, jinhoMne liyA, binA soce hI liyaa| hAlAMki 'aphasosa, koI dila kA hAla nahIM puuchtaa|' lene ke bAda pachatAye nhiiN| kyoMki lene ke bAda pAyA ki lene aphasosa mata kro| aise aphasosa kiyA to vyartha hI parezAna | yogya thaa| kucha cIjeM haiM, jinako lekara hI patA calatA hai kyA hooge| kauna pUchegA dila kA hAla tumase? koI jarUrata bhI haiN| svAda se hI patA calatA hai kyA haiN| pahale se patA bhI kaise nahIM kisI ko pUchane kii| aura batAne kI bhI AkAMkSA mata cale? maiM kahatA hUM, tuma le lo| maiM detA hUM, tuma le lo| phira | kro| tumhArI prArthanA pradarzana na bne| bhItara-bhItara svAda le lenA, phira bAda meM taya kara lenA ki lene 'hAM, loga kahate haiM ki terI sUrata badala gyii|' yogya thA yA nhiiN| himmatavara AdamI hotA hai, sAhasI hotA hai, sUrata taka unakI pahacAna hai| ceharA dikhAyI par3atA hai, tuma utara jAtA hai| idhara maiM mAlA usake gale meM DAlatA hUM, udhara eka thor3e hI dikhAyI par3ate ho| utanA bhI pUcha lete haiM, bar3I kRpA hai, | rUpAMtaraNa zurU hotA hai, usakI sUrata badalane lagatI hai| kyoMki 318 2010_03

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eka niSkarSa A gyaa| eka duvidhA mittii| duvidhA ke miTate hI pAgala hone kA artha samajha lenaa| bhItara jo lar3ate khaMDa the, ikaTThe ho jAte haiN| jaba le hI liyA, to pAgala hone kA artha hai, tarka se nAtA todd'naa| hisAba-kitAba eka halakApana ho jAtA hai, ciMtA gyii| cehare para prasAda A ke jagata se nAtA todd'naa| rahasya ke jagata meM pdaarpnn| pAgala jAtA hai| aura le sakA, itanA AtmavizvAsa kara sakA, itanI hone kA artha hai, gadya se padya kI tarapha yaatraa| pAgala hone kA zraddhA kara sakA, to jaba vaha AdamI jAtA hai to usakI cAla maiM | artha hai, sApha-suthare rAjamArgoM ko chor3akara jIvana kI rahasya kI dekhatA hUM aba aura ho gyii| jaise vRkSa ko jar3eM mila gayI hoN| pagaDaMDiyoM para clnaa| calo to banatI haiN| sImeMTa se paTe hue usake paira jamIna meM lage hote haiM bala se| usakA sira AkAza meM | rAjamArga nahIM haiM, jahAM sArI bhIr3a cala rahI hai| uThA hotA hai bala se| yahI AdamI kSaNabhara pahale AyA thA, yahI | pAgala hone kA artha hai--akelA honaa| bhIr3a cala rahI kSaNabhara bAda jA rahA hai, sUrata badala jAtI hai| hai-hiMduoM kI, musalamAnoM kI, jainoM kI-jaba taka tuma bhIr3a lekina sUrata badalatI hai bhItara kI badalAhaTa se| koI raMgarogana ke hisse bane ho, taba taka tumane abhI paramAtmA kI khoja para lagAne se sUrateM nahIM bdltii| bhItara kA dIyA jalatA hai, to cehare kucha dAMva para nahIM lgaayaa| jisa dina tuma utarate ho bhIr3a ko para rozanI A jAtI hai| bhItara kA dIyA jalatA hai, to cehare para chor3akara, rAjamArga ko chor3akara; utarate ho jIvana ke bIhar3a AbhA A jAtI hai| kucha rahasyapUrNa cehare ko maMDita kara letA hai| jaMgala meM aura jIvana bIhar3a jaMgala hai, khatare haiM vahAM, eka prabhAmaMDala paidA ho jAtA hai| vanya-pazu haiM vahAM, bhaTaka jAne kI pUrI saMbhAvanA hai; pahuMcanA, loga ThIka hI kahate haiM ki sUrata badala gyii| sUrata isIlie jarUrI nahIM ki pahuMco hI, nizcita nahIM hai-jo AdamI rAjamArga badala gayI ki dila badala gayA hai| loga nahIM pUchege dila kA ko chor3akara bIhar3a ke mArga para utaratA hai, pAgala hai| tumhAre hAla, kyoMki logoM ko na apane dila kA patA hai, na tumhAre dila saMgI-sAthI kaheMge, kyA kara rahe ho? samajha-bUjha se kAma lo| kA patA hai| loga dila ko to bhala hI gaye haiN| dila ko to lekina agara tuma samajha-bajha ko samajha pAye ho to eka vismaraNa hI kara diyA hai| dila ke vismaraNa karane ke kAraNa hI samajha meM A gayI hogI ki samajha-bUjha se kitanA hI kAma lo, to paramAtmA se TUTa gaye haiM, kyoMki dila hI jor3a hai| maiMne tumase hAtha kucha AtA nhiiN| to tuma kahate ho, aba to samajha-bUjha kahA, zarIra, zarIra ke bhItara mana, mana ke bhItara hRdaya, hRdaya ke | chor3akara jIkara dekhanA hai| aba to masta hokara jIkara dekhanA hai| bhItara AtmA, AtmA ke bhItara prmaatmaa| hRdaya ThIka madhya meM aba to dIvAnA hokara jIkara dekhanA hai| hai| isa tarapha mana aura zarIra, usa tarapha AtmA aura prmaatmaa| dhArmika vyakti svecchA se jIvana kI surakSAoM ko chor3akara hRdaya ThIka madhya meM hai| jor3a hai| seta hai| kar3I hai| asurakSA ko varaNa karatA hai| tarka, vicAra, gaNita kI jo loga hRdaya ko bhUla gaye haiM, ve AtmA ko to kaise yAda sApha-sutharI, paTI-paTAyI lIkoM ko chor3akara prema kI, prArthanA . kreNge| unake lie AtmA to kevala eka korA zabda hai, kI bebUjha paheliyoM ko sulajhAne cala par3atA hai| arthhiin| jo loga hRdaya ko bhUla gaye haiM, unake lie paramAtmA lekina aise hI vyakti kisI dina paramAtmA ko pAne meM saphala to bilakula vyartha hai| ve kaise paramAtmA zabda kA sArthaka upayoga hote haiN| paramAtmA tArkika nahIM hai, premI hai| aura satya tarka kI kareM, samajha meM bhI nahIM A sktaa| | koI niSpatti nahIM, nayI AMkhoM kA darzana hai| ye AMkheM jo tumhAre to pahalI to bAta hai, hRdaya jge| lekina maiM tumhAre hRdaya kI pAsa haiM, kAphI nhiiN| tIsarI AMkha paidA kro| aura yaha kAna jo bAta karUMgA, logoM se AzA mata kro| vahI maiM kara rahA hUM roja tumhAre pAsa haiM, kAphI nhiiN| tIsarA kAna paidA kro| saMnyAsa subh-shaam| tumhAre hRdaya kI bAta tumase kaha rahA hUM ki usI tIsarI AMkha aura tIsare kAna kI khoja hai| dhIre-dhIre tuma apane hRdaya kI bhASA pahacAnane lgo| aura rahI mere sAtha honA hai, to pAgala hokara hI ho sakate ho| aura jaba pAgala hone kI bAta, mere hisAba se to tuma ho hI gaye ho| aura taka maiM hUM, ho lo, kyoMki pIche pachatAne se kucha bhI na hogaa| aba tuma kisalie ruke ho, agara nahIM ho gaye ho to jaao| pIche pachatAye hota kA, jaba cir3iyAM cuga gayIM khet| 319 2010_03 www.jainelibrarorg

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jina satra bhAga:21 bhulAyI nahIM jA sakeMgI ye bAteM bahuta yAda AyeMge hama yAda rakhanA isalie abhI jaba tumhAre pAsa haiM, to pAgala ho lo, kala para mata chodd'o| yaha nRtya, yaha saMgIta, jo maiM tumheM denA cAhatA hUM, le lo| saMkoca mata kro| phailAo jholI aura bhara lo| bhulAyI nahIM jA sakeMgI ye bAteM bahuta yAda AyeMge hama yAda rkhnaa| Aja itanA hii| 3200 Jai Education International 2010_03

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C. . COS bAla SS je iMdiyANaM visayA maNuNNA, na tesu bhAvaM nisire kyaai| na yA'maNuNNesu maNaM pi kujjA, samAhikAme samaNe tvssii||123|| suvidiyajagassabhAvo, nissaMgo nibbhao nirAso y| veraggabhAviyamaNo, jhANaMmi suniccalo hoi||124|| dehavivittaM pecchai, appANaM taha ya svvsNjoge| dehovahivosaggaM nissaMgo savvahA kunni||125|| ___NAhaM homi paresiM Na me pare saMti nnaannmhmekko| idi jo jhAyadi jhANe, so appANaM havadi jhaadaa||126|| NAtItamaTuM Na ya AgamissaM, aTuM niyacchaMti tahAgayA u| vidhUtakappe eyANupassI, NijjhosaittA khavage mhesii||127|| mA ciTThaha, mA jaMpaha, mA ciMtaha kiM vijeNa hoi thiro| appA appammi rao, iNameva paraM have jhaannN||128|| na kasAyamutthehi ya, vahijjai mANasehiM dukkhehiN| IsA-visAya-sogA iehiM, jhaannovgycitto||129|| cAlijjai bibhei ya, dhIro na priishovsggehiN| suhumesu na saMmucchai, bhAvesu na devmaayaasu||130|| 2010_03

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pa halA sUtra : 'samAdhi kI bhAvanA vAlA tapasvI iMdriyoM ke anukUla viSayoM meM kabhI rAga-bhAva na kare aura pratikUla viSayoM meM bhI mana meM dveSa na laae|' manuSya ke mana ke AdhAra hI cunAva meM haiN| manuSya ke mana kI buniyAda cunane meM hai / cunA, ki mana AyA / na cuno, mana nahIM hai| isalie kRSNamUrti bahuta jora dekara kahate haiM, cvAisalesa aveyaranesa - cunAvarahita sajagatA / cunAvarahita sajagatA meM mana kA nirmANa nahIM hotA / na rahegA peMDulama kI taraha / kabhI mitratA banAtA, kabhI zatrutA banAtA / bAMsa, na bajegI bAMsurI / kabhI kahatA apanA, kabhI kahatA parAyA / mana ko to bahuta loga miTAnA cAhate haiN| aisA AdamI khojanA kaThina hai, jo mana se parezAna na ho| mana se bahuta pIr3A milatI hai, becainI milatI hai| mana kA koI mArga zAMti taka, AnaMda taka jAtA nahIM; kAMTe hI cubhate haiN| mana AzA detA hai phUloM kI, bharosA baMdhAtA hai phUloM kA; hAtha Ate-Ate taka sabhI phUla kAMTe ho jAte haiN| Upara likhA hotA hai - sukha / bhItara khojane para dukha milatA hai| jahAM-jahAM svarga kI dhAraNA banatI hai, vahIM-vahIM narka kI upalabdhi hotI hai| jaise hI tumane rAga banAyA, tumane dveSa ke bhI AdhAra rakha die| khayAla kiyA ? kisI ko bhI mitra banAe binA zatru banAnA saMbhava nahIM / zatru banAnA ho to pahale mitra banAnA hI pdd'e| to mitra banAyA ki zatrutA kI zuruAta ho gii| tumane kahA kisI se 'merA hai', saMyoga-milana ko pakar3A - bichoha ke bIja bo die| jise tumane jora se pakar3A, vahI tumase chIna liyA jaaegaa| to yaha bhI saMbhava ho jAtA hai ki AdamI dekhatA hai, jise bhI maiM pakar3atA hUM, vahI mujhase chUTa jAtA hai| to chor3ane ko pakar3ane lagatA hai, ki sirpha chor3ane ko pakar3a luuN| yahI to tumhAre tyAgI aura virAgiyoM kI pUrI kathA hai| dhana ko pakar3ate the; pAyA ki dukha milA, to aba dhana ko nahIM pkdd'te| lekina 'nahIM pakar3ane' para utanA hI Agraha hai / pahale dhana ke lie dIvAne the, aba dhana pAsa A jAe to ghabar3A jAte haiM, jaise sAMpa-bicchU AyA ho; jaise jahara AyA ho| to svAbhAvika hai ki manuSya mana se chUTanA cAhe; lekina cAha kAphI nahIM hai| yaha bhI ho sakatA hai ki mana se chUTane kI cAha bhI mana ko hI bnaae| kyoMki sabhI cAha mana ko banAtI haiM / cAha mAtra mana kI nirmAtrI hai| to buniyAda ko khojanA jarUrI hai, mana banatA kaise hai ? yaha pUchanA ThIka nahIM ki mana miTe kaise? itanA hI jAnanA kAphI hai kina banatA kaise hai ! aura hama na banAeM to mana nahIM banatA / hamAre banAe banatA hai| hama mAlika haiN| lekina aisA ho gayA hai ki buniyAda meM hama jhAMkate nahIM, jar3oM ko hama dekhate nahIM, patte kATate rahate haiN| patte kATane se kucha hala nahIM hotA / 2010_03 mahAvIra kA yaha pahalA sUtra, nirvikalpa bhAvadazA ke lie pahalA kadama hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, na to rAga meM, na dveSa meN| ye do hI to mana ke vikalpa haiN| inhIM meM to mana DolatA hai, ghar3I ke 325

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- jina sUtra bhAgaH mana to phira kaMpa gyaa| pahale dhana ke lie kaMpatA thA, aba dhana | Thahara jaao| ke virodha meM kaMpa gyaa| pahale khojate the suMdara deha, suMdara strI, | yaha to udAharaNa huaa| aisA hI jIvana kI hara cIja meM hai| dhana suMdara puruSa; aba apane ko samajhA liyA ki dukha hI dukha paayaa| to dhana hai| na to kaho ki yahI merA sarvasva hai; aura na kaho, yaha to tuma jAo tyAgI-vairAgiyoM ke pAsa, tuma unheM vahAM zarIra kyA hai! yaha to miTTI hI hai| kaho hI mata kuch| kahA, ki mana kI niMdA karate hue paaoge| aura tuma yaha bhI dekha pAoge ki bnaa| tumane idhara nirNaya liyA ki mana kI IMTa rkhii| tuma sirpha niMdA meM bar3A rasa hai| zarIra ke bhItara mAMsa-majjA hai, kapha-pitta dekhate raho; draSTA bno| cunAva mata kro| bIca meM khar3e raho; na hai, durgaMdha hai, mala-mUtra hai, isakI carcA karate hue tuma tyAgiyoM ko idhara jAo, na udhr| paaoge| jaise bhogI carcA karatA hai suMdara AMkhoM kI, svarNa jaisI dekhA ! peMDulama ghar3I kA ruka jAe to ghar3I ruka jAtI hai| bAyeM kAyA kI, svargIya sugaMdha kI, vaise hI tyAgI bhI carcA karatA hai| jAe, dAyeM jAe, to ghar3I calatI rahatI hai| peMDulama ke calane se tyAgI carcA karatA hai zarIra meM bhare mala-mUtra kI! yaha to gaMdagI ghar3I calatI hai| mana ke gatimAna hone se mana nirmita hotA hai| mana kA TokarA hai| yaha to camar3I hI Upara ThIka hai, bAkI saba bhItara DolatA nahIM, aDola ho jAtA hai| vahIM dhyAna kA janma hotA hai| gaMdA bharA hai| camar3I ke dhokhe meM mata aao| _ 'jo saMsAra ke svarUpa se suparicita haiM; nissaMga, nirbhaya aura lekina donoM kA rAga zarIra se hai| jisako hama virAga kahate haiM, AzArahita haiM, tathA jinakA mana vairAgya se yukta hai, vahI dhyAna meM vaha bhI sira ke bala khar3A ho gayA rAga hai; zIrSAsana karatA huA sunizcala bhalIbhAMti sthita hotA hai'| rAga hai| zarIra se chuTakArA nahIM huaa| baMdhe zarIra se hI haiN| jo isalie eka bAta khayAla meM le lenA--'jo saMsAra ke svarUpa abhI kaha rahA hai ki zarIra mala-mUtra kI TokarI hai, abhI zarIra se se suparicita hai...|' usakA lagAva banA hai| vaha isI lagAva ko tor3ane ke lie to | mahAvIra kahate haiM, saMsAra se vahI mukta ho sakatA hai, jisane apane ko samajhA rahA hai ki zarIra mala-mUtra kI TokarI hai| kahAM jaldabAjI nahIM kI; jo saMsAra ke svabhAva se suparicita hai| jAtA hai pAgala! zarIra meM kucha bhI nahIM hai| vaha tumheM nahIM samajhA kacce-kacce bhAge, binA pake vRkSa se chUTa gae--pIr3A raha rahA hai, vaha apane ko hI samajhA rahA hai tumhAre bhaane| vaha zarIra jaaegii| kisI kI sunakara saMsAra chor3a diyA; apane jAnane, kI niMdA karake apane bhItara jo chipI vAsanA hai, usa para niyaMtraNa | apane anubhava se nahIM chor3A, kisI ke prabhAva meM chor3a diyA, to karane kI koziza kara rahA hai| Upara-Upara chUTegA, bhItara-bhItara saMsAra khIMcatA rhegaa| niMdA hama usI kI karate haiM, jisase hama Darate haiN| damana bhI hama isalie mahAvIra kA yaha sUtra ati mUlyavAna hai, 'jo saMsAra ke usI kA karate haiM, jisase hama bhayabhIta haiM / lekina bhayabhIta hama svarUpa se suparicita haiM, ve hI kevala vItarAgatA ko upalabdha ho usI se hote haiM, jisameM hamArA rAga hai| sakate haiN|' isa sArI vyavasthA ko samajhanA jarUrI hai| isalie mahAvIra | vastutaH jo saMsAra se paricita ho gayA, vaha vItarAga na hogA to kahate haiM, 'na to anukUla viSayoM meM rAga-bhAva kare, na pratikUla aura karegA kyA? phira koI upAya nhiiN| vItarAga-bhAva tumhArA viSayoM meM dveSa-bhAva kre|' nirNaya nahIM hai, tumhAre jIvana-anubhava kA nicor3a hai| na to kaho ki zarIra svarNa kI kAyA hai, na kaho ki mala-mUtra vItarAga-bhAva rAga ke viparIta tumhArA saMkalpa nahIM hai; rAga, dveSa kI TokarI hai| cuno hI mata-idhara yA udhr| Dolo hI mt| saba ke anubhava se tumane pAyA, kucha sAra nahIM hai; isa anubhava zarIra jo hai, hai| tuma isake saMbaMdha meM koI dhAraNA mata banAo kA nAma hI vItarAgatA hai| aura koI vyAkhyA mata kro| tathya ko tathya kI bhAMti dekho| na isa para merA bhI bahuta jora hai| jahAM rasa ho vahAM se bhAganA to isake prazaMsA ke gIta gAo, na to stuti meM RcAeM raco, aura mt| rasa kA pUrA anubhava kara lenaa| dUsare kyA kahate haiM, isakI na niMdA meM gAliyAM nikaalo| na to zarIra gAlI ke yogya hai, aura ciMtA mata karanA kyoMki dUsaroM kA anubhava tumhArA anubhava nahIM na stuti ke yogya hai| zarIra basa, zarIra hai| jaisA hai, utane para bnegaa| agara tumheM abhI bhojana meM rasa ho to rasa le lenaa| rasa 3261 2010_03

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aur dhyAna hai AtmaramaNa itanA le lenA ki bhItara koI bhI AkAMkSA zeSa na raha jaae| kahIM vyakti hamAre pAsa se gujaratA hai, to usakI damaka, usakI prabhA, kone-kAtara meM mana ke, kisI rasa ko dabA mata rahane denA, ubhAr3a usakI zAMti kA vAyumaMDala hameM lobha se bhara detA hai| hama kahate lenA; pUrA ubhAr3a lenaa| hAM, itanA hI khayAla rakhanA ki rasa haiM, kAza, aisA AnaMda hamArA hotA! aisA AnaMda kaise hamArA ho bodhapUrvaka lenA, jAge lenaa| jAe? kaise DubakI lage isI sAgara meM, jisameM tuma DUbe? rasa to bahuta loga lete haiN| jo soe-soe lete haiM, ve rasa se to hama mahAvIra aura buddha ke vacanoM ko pakar3ane lagate haiN| koI niSpatti nahIM nikAla paate| unake jIvana meM anubhavoM kA Dhera hamane unakA gIta to sunA, lekina kisa pIr3A se ve isa gIta ko to laga jAtA hai, nicor3a nahIM hotaa| anubhava meM daba jAte haiM, upalabdha hue, usakI hameM koI khabara nahIM hai| anubhava meM kho jAte haiM, lekina anubhava se kucha jIvana-satya ke | azkoM meM jo pAyA hai vo gItoM meM diyA hai maNi-mANikya nahIM khojakara lA paate| isa para bhI sunA hai ki jamAne ko gilA hai anubhava agara soe-soe kiyA gayA to kiyA hI nahIM gyaa| jo tAra se nikalI vo dhuna sabane sunI hai usase kucha sAra na hogaa| agara jAgakara kiyA gayA to anubhava jo sAja pe gajarI hai vo kisako patA hai tumhAre lie zikSaNa de jAegA, kucha pATha sikhA jaaegaa| vahI jo sAja pe gujarI hai vo kisako patA hai pATha jIvana kI saMpadA hai| vahI pATha veda hai, vahI kurAna hai, vahI jo tAra se nikalI hai vo dhuna sabane sunI hai dhammapada hai| jinhoMne jIvana ke anabhava ko jAga-jAgakara dekhA, jaba tama mahAvIra yA baddha yA kaSNa yA krAisTa ke jAga-jAgakara bhogA, unake hAtha meM koI jyoti A gii| jo to jo dhuna nikala rahI hai vaha to sunAI par3atI hai, jo gIta paidA ho vyartha thA, vaha vyartha dikhAI par3a gayA, jo sArthaka thA, vaha sArthaka | rahA hai vaha to sunAI par3atA hai, lekina kina pIr3AoM se isa gIta dikhAI par3a gyaa| | kA nikhAra huA hai, kina parvata-khaMDoM ko tor3akara yaha jharanA bahA jaise prakAza paidA ho jAe to kamare meM kyA hai, saba sApha ho hai; kina AMsuoM ne ina gItoM meM dhuna bharI hai; kisa kaMTakAkIrNa jAtA hai| kahAM kacarA par3A hai kone meM, vaha bhI patA cala jAtA mArga para gujarakara maMdira ke ye svarNa-kalaza dikhAI par3e haiM, hai| kahAM tijoDI hai, hIre-javAharAta rakhe haiM, vaha bhI patA cala usakA to hameM kacha bhI patA nahIM cltaa| gIta se ha jAtA hai| agara tuma kamare meM soe ho aMdhere, to bhI tijor3I hai, | jAte haiN| dhuna hameM bAMdha letI hai| hama pUchane lagate haiM, hama kyA kacarA bhI par3A hai, lekina tumheM kucha patA nahIM cltaa| | kareM? kaise tumheM huA, kaise hameM bhI ho jAe? aura jaba taka tumheM tijor3I na dikhAI par3e, taba taka kacarA to agara hama mahAvIra kA anukaraNa karane lage, bar3e dhokhe meM kacarA hai, yaha bhI patA nahIM cala sktaa| jIvana meM sArthakatA kI par3a jaaeNge| hama mahAvIra jaisA veSa rakha sakate haiN| agara ve thor3I pratIti ho to kyA-kyA nissAra hai, vaha apane Apa sApha nigraMtha haiM, nagna haiM, to hama nagna ho sakate haiM, digaMbara haiM, digaMbara ho jAtA hai| kAMToM kA bodha ho jAe to phaloM kA bodha ho jAtA | ho sakate haiN| kaise uThate haiM. kaise baiThate haiM. kaise calate haiM. hama bhI hai| phUloM kA bodha ho jAe to kAMToM kA bodha ho jAtA hai| ThIka vaisA hI abhyAsa kara sakate haiN| jAgakara jIvana ke sAre anubhava jisane lie, adhairya na kiyA, lekina tuma pAoge ki jo dhuna unake bhItara paidA huI thI vaha jaldabAjI na kI, lobha na kiyA, yaha na kahA ki calo, tumhAre bhItara paidA na huii| kyoMki maulika cIja kho rahI hai; jar3a RSi-maharSi to kahate haiM, ki chor3o saMsAra ! RSi-maharSi ThIka hI nahIM hai| tumhAre jIvana ke anubhava kA nicor3a nahIM hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM lekina ve apane anubhava se kahate haiN| unhoMne saMsAra kA ko tumane Upara se or3ha liyaa| ve tumhAre prANa meM vikasita hae dukha bhogA, unhoMne saMsAra kI pIr3A jhelii| unakI pIr3A ko jaba phUla nahIM haiN| taka tuma na jheloge, taba taka unakI niSpattiyAM tumhArI niSpattiyAM | yahI to durbhAgya hai jaina muniyoM kaa| yahI durbhAgya hai bauddha nahIM ho sktiiN| bhikSuoM kaa| yahI durbhAgya hai IsAI sAdhu-saMtoM kaa| jisase ve hama to lobha se bhara jAte haiN| jaba buddha yA mahAvIra jaisA koI prabhAvita hue the, ThIka hI prabhAvita hue the| Azcarya nahIM hai ki 327 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 jIsasa kI havA tumheM pukAra bana jAe, AhvAna bana jAe ! ki mahAvIra kI AMkha tumhArI AMkha se mile aura tumhArI atala gaharAiyAM kaMpita uTheM, tumhAre prANoM meM koI nAda bajane lage - svAbhAvika hai / lekina tuma yaha bhI to pUcho ki kina pIr3AoM se, kisa tapazcaryA se ? mahAvIra kA zabda sunakara tumhAre bhItara madhura vAtAsa phaila jAe; mahAvIra kA zabda zabda tumhAre bhItara madhu gholane lage -- ThIka ! lekina yaha bhI to pUcho ki ye zabda kisa mauna se Ae haiM? kisa dhyAna meM inakA janma huA hai ? kisa sAdhanA meM garbhita hue haiM? kahAM se paidA hue haiN| zabda ko hI pakar3akara tuma yAda kara lo to murdA zabda tumhAre mastiSka meM aTakA raha jAegA, zoragula bhI karegA; lekina | tumhAre bhItara vaisI zAMti paidA na ho sakegI, jo mahAvIra ke bhItara hai| kyoMki zabda kAraNa zAMti paidA nahIM huI, zAMti ke kAraNa zabda paidA huA hai| mahAvIra kI vItarAgatA aise hI Akaza se nahIM Tapaka par3I hai, chappara nahIM TUTa gayA hai| mahAvIra kI vItarAgatA iMca-iMca samhAlI gaI hai, sAdhI gaI hai| aura jIvana ke anubhava meM usakI jar3eM haiN| anubhava pRthvI hai| / tuma kisI paudhe se prabhAvita ho gae, kATa lAe paudhA Upara se aura jar3eM vahIM chor3a Ae, to thor3I-bahuta dera paudhA harA raha jAe, lekina kumhalAne lagegA; jyAdA dera jIvaMta nahIM raha sakatA aura agara tuma jar3eM le Ao, paudhA chor3a bhI Ao to bhI clegaa| kyoMki jar3eM Aropita karate hI tumhAre ghara meM bhI paudhA aMkurita hone lgegaa| 'jo saMsAra ke svarUpa se suparicita haiN...|' paricita bhI nahIM kahate; mahAvIra kahate haiM - 'suparicita / ' paricita to hama sabhI haiM thor3e-bahuta, lekina nIMda- nIMda meM haiN| kucha ho bhI rahA hai, kucha patA bhI cala rahA hai, lekina saba dhuMdhalA-dhuMdhalA hai| na to AMkheM pragAr3ha haiM, na jyoti jalI hai, na eka-eka anubhava ko pakar3akara nicor3a lene kI kalA sIkhI hai| to roja hama vahI kie jAte haiN| tumane kabhI khayAla kiyA ? nayA kyA karate ho? jo kala kiyA thA, vahI phira doharA lete ho| kaise AdamI ho tuma? yaha to yaMtra jaisA huaa| kala krodha kiyA thA, Aja bhI kara liyaa| 328 2010_03 aura kala pachatAe the krodha karake, Aja bhI pachatA lie / kala bhUla ho gaI thI, ro lie the, kSamA mAMga lI thii| Aja phira bhUla ho gaI, phira ro lie, phira kSamA mAMga lii| aise vartulAkAra tuma kaba taka bhaTakate rahoge ? isako hI pUraba meM hamane saMsAra kahA hai - saMsAra-cakra / gola-gola ghUmatA rahatA hai, kolhU kI baila kI taraha ghUmatA rahatA hai| baila ko zAyada lagatA ho ki gati ho rahI hai, vikAsa ho rahA hai| kahIM jA rahA hUM, kahIM pahuMca rahA huuN| lekina jarA dekho, kahAM pahuMca rahA hai ! calatA jarUra hai, magara baMdhA hai eka hI keMdra se / usI ke AsapAsa cakkara kATatA rahatA hai| tuma jarA gaura se dekho, tumhAre jIvana meM vikAsa hai ? utkrAMti hai? tuma kahIM jA rahe ? kucha ho rahA ? ki sirpha usI usI ko punarukta kara rahe ho ? vahI rAheM, vahI lIka ! jaise kala subaha uThe the, vaise Aja subaha uTha aae| jaise kala rAta so gae the, Aja rAta bhI so jaaoge| kitanI bAra sUraja UgA hai; aura tumheM vahIM kA vahIM pAtA hai! to suparicita nahIM ho; paricita to ho / suparicita kA artha hai ki jo anubhava tumhAre jIvana meM gujarA usake gujarane ke kAraNa hI aba tuma aura ho ge| tumane usase kucha sIkhA, kucha saMpatti juttaaii| agara tumane Aja krodha kiyA to tumane usa krodha se kucha siikhaa| kala agara krodha karanA bhI par3A to ThIka Aja jaisA nahIM karoge / usameM kucha pharka hogA, bheda hogA, sudhAra hogA, taramIma hogI, saMzodhana hogA, kucha chor3oge, kucha jor3oge | to ThIka hai, vikAsa ho rahA hai| agara aise hI krodha se sIkhate gae... sIkhate gae... sIkhate gae to eka dina tuma pAoge ki krodha apane Apa, jaise-jaise tuma suparicita hue, vidA ho gayA hai| jIvana kA jJAna krAMti hai| 'jo saMsAra ke svarUpa se suparicita hai...|' isalie khayAla rakhanA, kisI ke prabhAva meM kucha kasama mata le lenaa| kisI ke prabhAva meM kucha chor3a mata denA / akasara aisA hotA hai, jAte ho tuma sunane, satsaMga meM baiThate ho, bAteM prabhAvita kara detI haiM! koI kasama khA letA hai brahmacarya kI, lekina brahmacarya kI kasama maMdira meM thor3e hI khAnI hotI hai ! agara tuma mujhase pUcho to brahmacarya kI kasama vezyAlaya meM kisI ne khAyI ho to zAyada Tika bhI jAe, maMdira meM khAyI nahIM Tika

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dhyAna he AtmaramaNa skegii| agara kAmabhoga ke anubhava se hI AyI ho to Tika pairoM meM calane kI sAmarthya nahIM raha jAtI aura mana meM dUra pahAr3a jaaegii| maMdira meM pravacana sunakara, zAstra par3hakara, eka car3hane kI kalpanA aura sapane raha jAte haiN| taba bar3I davidhA paidA bhAvAviSTa avasthA meM tumane le lI ho, TikegI nahIM, ttuuttegii| hotI hai| isI duvidhA ke kAraNa bUr3he niMdA karate haiN| unakI niMdA tumane to hukme-takeM-tamannA sunA diyA meM agara gaura karo, to IrSyA paaoge| bUr3hA jaba niMdA karatA hai kisa dila se Aha tarke-tamannA kare koI! javAna kI, to vaha sirpha IrSyA kara rahA hai|| saMta to kahe cale jAte haiM, chor3o yaha izka kA jAla! chor3o yaha | DI. eca. lArensa ne kahIM likhA hai ki jaba maiM choTe baccoM ko prema kI jhaMjhaTa! chor3o yaha bhoga! vRkSoM para car3hA dekhatA hUM to tatkSaNa mere mana meM hotA hai, utaro! gira tumane to hukme-takeM-tamannA sunA diyA par3oge! lekina taba maine bAra-bAra yaha kahakara socA ki mAmalA tumane to kaha diyA, de diyA Adeza ki chor3a do prema! | kyA hai? maiM apane bhItara khojaM to| to majhe patA calA ki choTe kisa dila se Aha tarke-tamannA kare koI! baccoM ko vRkSa para car3hate dekhakara mujhe IrSyA hotI hai| maiM nahIM car3ha lekina jise jIvana kA abhI koI anubhava nahIM hai, vaha kaise pAtA ab| umra na rhii| aba hAtha-paira meM vaisI loca na rahI, na prema ko chor3a de? vaisA sAhasa rahA: na khatarA mole lene kA vaisA nirbodha citta jise jAnA hI nahIM, use chor3oge kaise? jise pAyA hI nahIM. | rhaa| to kahatA to haiM ki 'utaro, gira par3oge,' lekina bhItara use chor3oge kaise? eka bAta ko khayAla rakhanA, jo pAyA ho kahIM koI IrSyA paMkha phar3aphar3AtI hai, ki maiM nahIM car3ha pAtA ab| vahI chor3A jA sakatA hai| jo tumhArI muTThI meM ho usI ko girAyA jaba maiM nahIM car3ha pAtA to koI bhI na cddh'e| jA sakatA hai| jo tumhAre pAsa ho use hI pheMkA jA sakatA hai| bUr3hoM kI niMdA meM tuma akasara pAoge, jo ve nahIM kara pAte haiM, lekina akasara aisA hotA hai ki bUr3he baccoM ko sikhAte haiN| koI bhI na kre| inhIM se bacce zikSita hote haiN| aura bacce una isase bar3I jhaMjhaTa paidA hotI hai| bUr3he baccoM ko zikSA de rahe haiN| cIjoM ko chor3ane kA vicAra karane lagate haiM, jinakA abhI aura bUr3he bhI kucha jAnakara de rahe haiM, aisA nahIM hai| jaise javAnI meM anubhava hI nahIM huA hai| gaira-anubhava se chor3I gaI koI bhI bAta nazA hotA hai rAga kA, vaise bur3hApe meM nazA hotA hai vairAgya kaa| na lauTa-lauTakara A jAegI; phira-phira tumheM pakar3egI; phira-phira to javAnI ke rAga meM koI samajha hai, na bur3hApe ke vairAgya meM koI tumheM staaegii| samajha hai| jaise javAnI meM AdamI aMdhA hotA hai, vaise bur3hApe meM bhI mahAvIra ke isa sUtra ko khUba hRdaya meM hIre kI taraha samhAlakara aMdhA hotA hai| bur3hApe kA aMdhApana bur3hApe kA hai, javAnI kA rakha lenAaMdhApana javAnI kA hai| 'jo saMsAra ke svarUpa se suparicita haiM, nissaMga, nirbhaya aura bar3he javAnoM kI niMdA kie cale jAte haiN| kabhI unhoMne mana meM AzArahita haiN...|' socA, ki jaba tuma javAna the, tumhAre bUr3hoM ne bhI aisA hI kiyA jo ThIka se paricita huA saMsAra se, jisane saba kaDuve-mIThe thA; tumane sunA thA? agara tuma itanA bhI na samajha pAe ki | anubhava lie, jo DarA nahIM, jo nissaMkoca utara gayA aMdheroM meM, tumhAre bUr3hoM kI tumane nahIM sunI, tumhAre javAna beTe tumhArI kaise jo gaDDhoM meM bhI girA aura bhayabhIta na huA, jisane sAre jIvana ke suna lege, to tuma kucha bhI nahIM samajha paae| to tuma bUr3he...dhUpa meM anubhava lene kI ThAnI ki paricita to ho laM! isa jIvana meM AyA bAla paka gae hoMge tumhAre, suparicita nahIM ho| haM, ThIka se jAna to lUM, ki kyA hai? jisane udhAra vacana na jo bUr3hA suparicita hai, vaha yuvakoM se kahegA, ThIka se bhoganA; sIkhe, aura udhAra siddhAMtoM kA bojha na DhoyA; aura zAstroM se na jAgakara bhoganA; hoza se bhognaa| vaha yaha nahIM kahegA ki bhoga jIyA, jIvana ke zAstra ko hI zikSA dene kA jisane maukA aura chodd'naa| vaha kahegA, jaba bhogane ke dina haiM to khUba hoza se bhoga | avasara diyA, vaha apane Apa nissaMga ho jaaegaa| lenaa| kahIM aisA na ho ki bhogane ke dina nikala jAeM aura bhoga | nissaMgatA kA artha hai, jIvana ko ThIka se pahacAnoge to tuma kI AkAMkSA bhItara zeSa raha jAe to bar3I jhaMjhaTa paidA hotI hai| pAoge, tuma akele ho| sAtha honA dhokhA hai| hama saba akele 329 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 haiN| akele ke kAraNa Dara lagatA, bhaya hotA, asurakSA mAlUma aura eka bAta taya hai ki akele hama Ate haiM, akele hama jAte hotI; to hamane saMga-sAtha banA liyA hai| lekina saMga-sAtha haiM, aura bIca meM yaha jo do dina kA melA hai, isameM hama bar3e saMbaMdha mAnyatA bhara hai| tuma maroge, akele jaaoge| tuma Ae akele, banA lete haiN| rAha para calate logoM ke hAtha meM hAtha DAla lete haiN| jAoge akele| thor3I dera ko aparicita logoM se...aura dhyAna koI patnI ho jAtI hai, koI pati ho jAtA hai| koI mitra ho jAtA | rakhanA, jaba maiM aparicita kaha rahA hUM to merA matalaba yaha nahIM hai | hai. koI zatra ho jAtA hai| hama jaldI se saMbaMdha joDa lete haiM. tAki jise tuma nahIM jaante| jise tuma socate ho ki tuma jAnate ho, akelApana chipa jaae| hama saMbaMdha kI cAdara phailA dete haiM tAki vaha bhI to aparicita hai| | akelApana bhItara chipa jaae| hama akele hone se Dare haiM, bhayabhIta tumhArI patnI paricita hai? eka dina eka aparicita strI ke | haiN| koI to apanA ho isa ajanabI duniyA meN| do-cAra ko sAtha sAta cakkara lagA lie the, paricaya ho gayA? tumhArA beTA | apanA banAkara thor3A bharosA AtA hai| koI phikra nahIM, koI to tumase paricita hai? eka dina eka anajAna AtmA tamhAre ghara meM apanA hai| kisI se to nAtA hai| paidA ho gaI thii| sirpha tamhAre garbha se paidA haA. to paricita hai? jisa vyakti ne bhI jIvana ko gaura se dekhA, vaha yaha pAegA ki tumane usake avataraNa meM thor3A sAtha-sahayoga diyA, to paricita hama nissaMga haiN| aura jaba nissaMga haiM to nAte-riztoM ke dhokhe meM par3ane kA koI kAraNa nhiiN| . khalIla jibrAna ne kahA hai, tumhAre bacce tumhAre nahIM haiN| tumase isakA yaha artha nahIM hai ki tuma saba nAte-rizte tor3akara Aja Ate haiM jruur| tuma mAdhyama ho| lekina dAvA mata karanA ki bhAga jaao| bhAgane kA to khayAla usI ko AtA hai, jisako hamAre bacce hamAre haiN| tuma unheM prema to denA, jJAna mata denaa| | samajha nahIM aaii| mAM mAM rahegI, pitA pitA rahegA, beTA beTA kyoMki ve kala meM jiiyeNge| ve bhaviSya meM jiiyeNge| usa bhaviSya kA rahegA; lekina bhItara aba tuma jAnate ho, jAgakara jAnate ho ki tumheM sapanA bhI nahIM A sktaa| tumhArA jJAna atIta kA hai| ve koI, koI kA nhiiN| koI apanA nhiiN| khela ke niyama haiN| bhaviSya meM jiiyeNge| tuma apanA prema denA, apanA jJAna mata denaa| jaise tAza khelate haiM, to tAza ke pattoM meM rAnI hotI hai, rAjA aura dAvA mata karanA ki bacce hamAre haiN| | hotA hai, gulAma hotA aura saba kucha hotA hai; lekina koI hama eka Adima jAti hai--hopii| akelI hopI bhASA aisI bhASA mAnate thor3e hI, ki rAjA-rAnI haiN| jAnate haiM ki tAza kA pattA hai, hai, jo isa saMbaMdha meM saca ke karIba pahaMcatI hai| tuma apane beTe ko khela hai| agara koI AdamI tAza ke pattoM meM ekadama uThakara khar3A lekara kahIM jAte ho, koI pUchatA hai 'kauna hai?' tuma kahate ho, ho jAe aura kahe, ki yaha saba dhokhA hai, maiM to tyAga karatA hUM yaha 'merA beTA,' yA 'merI bettii|' hopI bhASA meM aisA koI zabda | rAjA-rAniyoM kaa| tumheM haMsI aaegii| kyoMki tyAga karane kA nahIM hai, agara hopI bApa apane beTe ko lekara kahIM jA rahA hai aura khayAla to tabhI sArthaka ho sakatA hai, jaba rAjA-rAnI sacce hoN| koI pUchatA hai, yaha kauna hai, to vaha kahatA hai, yaha lar3akA hai, tuma kahoge pAgala hue ho? hai hI kauna, jisako tuma tyAga kara jisake sAtha hama rahate haiN| yaha lar3akA hai, jo hamAre ghara paidA huA rahe ho? ye rAjA-rAnI to kAgaja para bane cihna haiN| yaha to hamArI hai| patA nahIM kauna hai! mAnyatA hai| tyAga to taba ho sakatA hai, jaba ho| yaha bAta jyAdA samajha meM Ane jaisI lagatI hai--yaha lar3akA to jaba koI AdamI kahatA hai, maiM patnI ko chor3akara jaMgala jA hamAre sAtha rahatA hai, hama isa lar3ake ke sAtha rahate haiN| saMyoga hai| rahA hUM, to cUka gyaa| patnI ko chor3akara jaMgala jAne kI kyA yaha hamAre ghara meM paidA huA hai| vaise hama jAnate nahIM kauna hai! | jarUrata thI? patnI jaba tumhAre bilakula pAsa baiThI hai, hAtha meM kauna jAnatA hai? kabhI apane choTe bacce kI AMkhoM meM hAtha DAle baiThI hai, taba bhI tuma akele ho, yaha jAnanA hai| patnI jhAMkakara dekhA-jAnate ho? isase jyAdA ajanabI AMkheM aura | akelI hai, yaha jAnanA hai| beTA jaba tamhArI goda meM khela rahA hai, kahAM pAoge? koI upAya nahIM hai| apane ko nahIM jAnate, dUsare taba bhI jAnanA hai ki tuma akele ho, beTA akelA hai| ko hama jAneMge kaise? saMbaMdha tAza ke pattoM kA khela hai; saMyoga mAtra hai| nadI-nAva 330 Jail Education International 2010_03

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n soommunisma MAAVARANANEWomawwwmummo vAEiDIAS dhyAna hai AtmaramaNa MANTRINAGIRATRAINA saMyoga! thor3I dera ko milanA ho gayA hai| ina thor3e kSaNoM meM isa sAdhu-saMta tumheM kahate haiM, vAsanA chor3o, yaha nahIM kahate ki AzA taraha jIo ki tumhAre kAraNa kisI ko vyartha dukha na pahuMce; basa chodd'o| kyoMki agara AzA chor3o to sAdhu-saMta bhI AzA hI ke kAphI hai| thor3I dera rAha para sAtha ho lie haiM, gIta gunagunA lo, sahAre jI rahe haiM-svarga kI AzA, mokSa kI AzA, isa saMsAra tthiik| kucha dete bane, de do; ThIka! lekina isa bhrAMti meM mata meM nahIM milA to paraloka meM milegA sukha, isakI aashaa| par3anA ki yaha sadA saMbaMdha rahanevAlA hai--nissaMga! mahAvIra kI bAta kucha aura hai| mahAvIra kaha rahe haiM, AzA aura jisako yaha patA calA ki maiM nissaMga hUM, vaha nirbhaya ho jAnI caahie| AzArahitatA jaba taka na ho jAe, taba taka mukti jAtA hai| mUla bhitti hai, jIvana se jo suparicita hotA hai, vaha | nahIM hai| nissaMga ho jAtA hai| jIvana ko dekhoge to dikhAI hI par3a jAegA| AzA vAsanA kA sUkSmatama rUpa hai| AzA kA artha hai, jo akelA hU~; bilakula akelA huuN| janmoM-janmoM se anaMta kI Aja nahIM huA, kala hogaa| jo Aja nahIM ho pAyA, kala kara yAtrA para akelA huuN| leNge| Aja cUka gae, kala na bhUleMge, kala na cuukeNge| AzA kA aura jaba akelA hUM, aura sAtha-saMgI hone kA koI upAya hI artha hai, jIvana ko kala para TAlane kI suvidhaa| nahIM hai to bhaya kaisA? jaba akelA hI hUM aura akelA hI rahA hUM | roja-roja hArate haiM, lekina kala kI AzA bacAe rakhate haiM! aura akelA hI rahUMgA to aba bhaya bhI kyA karanA ! jaba koI bahuta ghuTana hai, koI sUrate-bayAM nikale, AdamI tathyoM ko dekha letA hai, tathya svIkAra ho jAte haiN| agara sadA na uThe, kama se kama phugAM nikle| akasara aisA hotA hai ki yuddha ke maidAna para jaba sainika jAte phakIre-sahara ke tana para libAsa bAkI hai, haiM, to bahuta Dare rahate haiM-jAne ke pahale Dare rahate haiM; bar3e amIre-sahara ke aramAM abhI kahAM nikle| ghabar3Ae rahate haiM, mauta kI tarapha jA rahe haiN| patA nahIM lauTeMge, nahIM | hakIkateM haiM salAmata to khvAba bahutere lautteNge| lekina jaise hI yuddha ke maidAna para pahuMca jAte haiM, bhaya malAla kyoM ho jo kucha khvAba rAyagAM nikle| samApta ho jAtA hai| phira goliyAM calatI rahatI haiM aura bama girate -kucha sapane agara jhUThe nikala gae to itanA dukhI hone kI haiM aura ve tAza bhI khelate rahate haiM, gapazapa bhI karate haiM, haMsate bhI kyA jarUrata? haiM, gunagunAte bhI haiM, bhojana bhI karate haiM--saba calatA hai| hakIkateM haiM salAmata to khvAba bahutere eka daphA yuddha ke maidAna para pahuMca gae, eka bAta svIkRta ho aura abhI saMsAra to banA hai; to aura sapane banA leMge jAtI hai ki ThIka hai, mauta hai| jo hai, hai| usase bacane kA kyA malAla kyoM ho jo kucha khvAba rAyagAM nikale! hai? bhAgane kA kahAM hai? -kucha khvAba jhUThe nikala gae, kucha sapane saca na siddha hue jaise hI hama tathyoM ke sAtha AMkha milAnA sIkha jAte haiM, eka to isameM dukhI hone kI kyA bAta hai? abhaya paidA hotA hai ki jo hai, hai| mauta hai to hai, karoge kyA? AdamI hAratA hai eka meM, to loga use AzvAsana dete haiM, kyA jAoge kahAM? bhAgoge kahAM? phira yuddha ke kSetra se to bhAganA ghabar3Ate ho? eka bAra AdamI hAra jAtA hai, dUsarI bAra jIta saMbhava bhI hai| yuddha ke kSetra meM to bacane kA koI upAya ho bhI jAtA hai| dUsarI bAra hAra jAtA hai, tIsarI bAra jIta jAtA hai| sakatA hai, lekina jIvana ke kSetra meM kahAM bhAgoge? cale calo! jiitoge| yahAM to mauta sunizcita hI hai| kahIM bhI jAo, kaise bhI baco, hAlAMki isa saMsAra meM koI aba taka jItA nhiiN| yahAM sabhI kahIM bhI chipo, mauta tumheM khoja hI legii| to jaba honA hI hai to hAre haiN| jIta yahAM saMbhava nahIM hai| hAra yahAM svabhAva hai| lekina svIkAra ho jAtA hai| AzA kahe calI jAtI hai, Aja hAra gae, ThIka se saMgharSa na kara 'nissaMga, nirbhaya aura aashaarhit...|' pAe, vidhi-vidhAna na juTA pAe, aba samajhadAra bhI ho gae yaha AzArahita zabda ko bahuta khayAla se samajhane kI jarUrata | jyAdA, anubhava bhI ho gayA, kala jIta leNge| hai| jIvana meM hama kAmanA se bhI jyAdA AzA se baMdhe haiN| aise jo kabhI nahIM ghaTatA, kabhI nahIM ghaTegA, usakI AzA meM 331 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 hama jIye cale jAte haiN| aura hAtha se roja-roja jIvana cukatA | hAra aura jIta eka hI sikke ke do pahalU haiN| jAtA hai| idhara jIvana rAkha huA jA rahA hai, udhara AzA sulagatI AzA-nirAzA eka hI sikke ke do pahalU haiN| rahatI hai, sulagAe rakhatI hai| hama daur3e rahate haiN| sukha-dukha eka hI sikke ke do pahalU haiN| vAsanA se bhI jyAdA khataranAka pakar3a hai AzA kii| kyoMki svarga-narka eka hI sikke ke do pahalU haiN| aisA to dikhAI par3atA hai ki bahuta se loga vAsanA se Uba jAte tuma dukha se bacanA cAhate ho, sukha pAnA cAhate ho; milatA to haiM, magara AzA se nahIM uubte| idhara vAsanA se Ubate haiM, to dukha hI hai| tuma nirAzA se bacanA cAhate ho, AzA ko ukasAe bhAgate haiM saMsAra chor3akara; lekina saMnyAsa meM bhI AzA ko to rakhate ho; milatI to nirAzA hI hai| jalAe hI rakhate haiM ki jo saMsAra meM nahIM milA, vaha saMnyAsa meM mahAvIra kahate haiM, AzArahita ho jAo; AzA se zuddha ho mila jaaegaa| | jaao| AzA ko chor3a do| AzA ke chor3ate hI eka krAMti mahAvIra kI dRSTi meM saMnyAsa ghaTatA hai, jaba tuma AzArahita ho | ghaTatI hai| vaha krAMti hai, bhaviSya kA visarjita ho jaanaa| vaha ge| jaba tumane yaha svIkAra kara liyA ki kucha hotA hI nahIM, krAMti hai, bhaviSya kA samApta ho jaanaa| nirAzA nahIM AtI, honevAlA nahIM hai| saba AzAeM vyartha haiM, dhokhA haiM, pravaMcanA haiM, bhaviSya vidA ho jAtA hai| aura bhaviSya ke vidA hote hI tumhArI mRga-marIcikA haiN| UrjA yahIM aura abhI Thahara jAtI hai| tuma to ghbdd'aaoge| tuma kahoge, agara aisA AdamI | vahI dhyAna kA pahalA caraNa hai-UrjA yahAM, abhI Thahara jaae| AzArahita ho jAe, hatAza ho jAe, nirAza ho jAe to jIyegA kala meM na bhaTakatI phire, kala meM talAza na kre| Aja aura yahIM kaise? calegA kaise? uThegA kaise? subaha bistara se bAhara kaise aura isI kSaNa tumhArA sArA astitva saMgaThita ho jaae| nikalegA? agara kucha bhI nahIM honA hai to bistara se bAhara abhI tuma bikhare-bikhare ho| kucha atIta meM par3A hai, jo aba nikalane kA bhI kyA prayojana? rahA nahIM; kucha vahAM ulajhA hai...kucha kyA, kAphI ulajhA hai| hama Darate haiN| hama Darate haiM ki aisA AdamI agara nirAza ho nabbe pratizata AdamI atIta meM ulajhA hai| kisI ne gAlI dI thI gayA to phira jInA asaMbhava hai; zvAsa lenA asaMbhava hai| lekina bIsa sAla pahale, abhI bhI vahAM ulajhAva banA hai| tIsa sAla hameM patA nahIM hai| nirAza bhI hama tabhI taka hote haiM, jaba taka pahale koI mitra cala basA thA duniyA se, abhI bhI eka ghAva banA | AzA hai| jaba AzA bilakula vidA ho jAtI hai to nirAza bhI hai| paMdraha sAla pahale koI hAra ho gaI thI, abhI taka usakI hone ko kucha nahIM bctaa| ise smjhnaa| tiktatA jIbha para banI hai| abhI taka chaTatI nahIM hai| abhI taka nirAzA AzA kI asaphalatA hai| bAra-bAra yAda A jAtI hai| nirAzA AzA kA abhAva nahIM hai, nirAzA AzA kI nabbe pratizata AdamI vahAM ulajhA hai, jo hai nahIM; aura jo dasa asaphalatA hai| jisa AdamI ne AzA chor3a dI, usI ke sAtha pratizata hai vaha vahAM ulajhA hai, jo abhI AyA nhiiN| aise hama nirAzA bhI chUTa gii| aba nirAza hone ko bhI kucha na bcaa| jaba | zUnya meM jIte haiN| AzA hI na bacI to nirAza hone kA kyA bacA? jaba jIta kA yahI ThIka artha hai mAyA meM jIne kaa| mAyA kA artha hai, usameM koI khayAla hI na rahA to hAroge kaise? | jInA, jo nahIM hai-atIta; aura usameM jInA, jo abhI AyA isalie lAotse kahatA hai, mujhe koI harA nahIM sktaa| nahIM hai- bhvissy| kyoMki maiM jAnatA hai, jIta hotI hI nhiiN| aura maiM jIta kI koI aura brahma meM jIne kA artha hai abhI jInA. yahIM jInA, sau AkAMkSA nahIM karatA huuN| majhe koI harA nahIM sktaa| pratizata isI kSaNa meM ikaTThe ho jaanaa| sArI prANa-UrjA isI kSaNa kaise harAoge usa AdamI ko, jo jItane ke lie Atura hI meM Akara ikaTThI ho jAe, keMdrita ho jAe, saMgaThita ho jAe, nahIM hai? jisane jItane kI vyarthatA ko samajha liyA, use tuma | ekAgra ho jaae| to usa UrjA kI ekAgratA meM hI hamArA pahalA kaise harAoge? saMbaMdha, pahalA sAkSAtkAra satya se hotA hai| B32] Jal Education International 2010_03

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isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, AzArahitatA / hama apane ko dhokhA die cale jAte haiN| hama kahate haiM, kala acchA ho skegaa| manuSya kI bar3I se bar3I jo bhrAMti kI kalA hai, vaha yaha hai ki kala thor3A sudhAra ho jaaegaa| Aja dukAna ThIka nahIM cala rahI hai, kala clegii| Aja grAhaka nahIM Ae, kala aaeNge| Aja sammAna nahIM milA, koI kAraNa nahIM hai, kala kyoM na milegaa| thor3I aura koziza kreN| pratyeka nayA dina naI nAva AtA hai. lekina samudra hai vahI, siMdhu kA tIra vahI pratyeka nayA dina nayA ghAva de jAtA hai, lekina pIr3A hai vahI, naina kA nIra vahI kucha badalatA nahIM / pIche lauTakara dekho ! registAna kI taraha... rikta hai jIvana / apane atIta ko dekho, vahAM kucha bhI nahIM hai| na hone kA kAraNa hI jo-jo tuma atIta meM cUka gae ho, vaha tuma bhaviSya meM rakha lie ho| jo tumheM pIche nahIM mila sakA, use tumane Age sarakA liyA hai| jo tuma satya meM nahIM pA sake, usakA sapanA dekha rahe ho / jaba mahAvIra kahate haiM, ki 'AzArahitatA', to unakA artha yaha hai : satya yahAM hai, isa kSaNa ! tuma isa kSaNa se aura kahIM na bhttko| tuma isa kSaNa meM lauTa aao| isa kSaNa meM hogA miln| isa kSaNa meM ghaTegI vaha krAMti, jisako samAdhi kaheM, samyaka jJAna kaheM yA koI aura nAma denA ho to aura nAma deN| isa kSaNa se dvAra khulatA hai astitva meM / yaha kSaNa dvAra hai / kevala vartamAna saca hai, zeSa saba jhUTha hai / jo bIta gayA, bIta gayA, aba nahIM hai| jo nahIM AyA, abhI nahIM AyA hai| jo bIta gayA vaha kabhI saca thA, jaba vaha vartamAna thaa| aura jo nahIM AyA hai, vaha kabhI saca hogA lekina tabhI jaba vartamAna bnegaa| to eka bAta taya hai ki kevala vartamAna ke atirikta aura kucha bhI saca nahIM hotaa| to tuma vartamAna meM hone kI kalA sIkha jAo, to satya ke sAtha ho jAoge / satya se satsaMga judd'egaa| aura vaha pala jo gayA, so gayA hI jo nayA Ae, rahe vaha nayA hI yaha nahIM hogA, nayA bhI jAegA aura hara kSaNa nayA hI kSaNa AegA phira kSaNika kyA ? khaMDa kyA hai, chinna kyA ? 2010_03 dhyAna hai AtmaramaNa Aja, kala atyaMta aura abhinna kyA ? saba sanAtana, siddha aura samagra hai saba aciMtya, anAdi aura avyagra hai aura vaha pala jo gayA so gayA hI jo nayA Ae, rahe vaha nayA hI ise thor3A socanA / tumhArI AzA ke kAraNa nayA bhI nayA nahIM ho pAtA / tuma jo-jo yojanA banA lete ho, usake kAraNa nae ko bhI jUThA kara dete ho, purAnA kara dete ho, Ane ke pahale hI kharAba kara dete ho / tumhArI apekSA nae para pahale se hI chAyA DAla detI hai / tuma kucha mAnakara cala rahe ho, yaha hogA; agara huA to bhI majA nahIM aataa| kyoMki isako to tuma bahuta bAra sapane meM dekha cuke the; bahuta bAra soca cuke the, vahI huaa| hone ke pahale hI purAnA par3a gyaa| agara na huA to dukhI hooge ki nahIM huA; agara huA to sukhI na hooge| AdamI kA gaNita bar3A ajIba hai| tumane khayAla kiyA, jisase apekSA ho usase sukha nahIM miltaa| rAha tuma cala rahe ho, tumhArA rUmAla gira jAe aura eka ajanabI AdamI uThAkara rUmAla de de to tuma dhanyavAda dete ho; kyoMki apekSA nahIM thii| tuma prasanna hote ho ki bhalA AdamI hai| lekina tumhArI patnI hI rUmAla uThAkara de de, to tuma dhanyavAda bhI nahIM dete! hAM, agara uThAkara na de to nArAja hooge ki tumane uThAkara diyA kyoM nahIM ? uThAkara de, to prasanna nahIM hote; na dhanyavAda, na anugraha / na de to nArAja hote ho| jisase apekSA hotI hai, usase hama dukha pAte haiM, sukha nahIM paate| agara pUrA ho jAe to honA hI cAhie thA, isalie sukha kA koI kAraNa nahIM hai / patnI ne rUmAla uThAkara diyA--denA hI cAhie thA; usakA kartavya hI thA / isameM bAta kyA ho gii| dhanyavAda kI ? agara na diyA to kartavya kA pAlana nahIM huaa| agara beTA bApa ko sammAna de to koI sukha nahIM milatA; na de sammAna to dukha milatA hai| yaha bar3I hairAnI kI bAta hai / phira tuma kahate ho, hama dukhI kyoM haiM ? agara tumane dhaMdhA kiyA aura dasa hajAra rupaye milane kI AzA thI, mila gae to koI khAsa sukha nahIM hotA - milane hI the| nizcita hI thA / milane ke pahale hI tuma yojanA banA cuke the ki 333

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 mileNge| itanA hI nahIM, milane ke bAda kyA-kyA karoge usa sabakI bhI yojanA banA cuke the| to jaba milate haiM, taba cauMkAte nahIM tumheM / vismaya se nahIM bharate, AnaMda-vibhora nahIM krte| agara na mile to tuma dukhI jarUra ho jAte ho| kalakatte meM mere eka mitra haiM, unake ghara maiM kabhI-kabhI rukatA thaa| eka bAra mujhe lekara earaporTa se ve ghara jA rahe the, udAsa the; to maiMne pUchA ki kyA mAmalA hai ? ve bole ki bar3A nukasAna laga gayA, koI pAMca lAkha kA nukasAna laga gyaa| unakI patnI bhI pIche thI kAra meM, vaha haMsane lgii| usane mujhase kahA, Apa | inakI bAtoM meM mata pdd'naa| maiMne kahA, ve udAsa haiM aura tU haMsa rahI hai; bAta kyA hai ? to usane kahA, mAmalA aisA hai ki nukasAna huA nahIM, pAMca | lAkha kA lAbha huA hai| lekina dasa lAkha kA honA cAhie thA, isalie ye dukhI haiN| inako maiM lAkha samajhA rahI hUM ki tumheM pAMca lAkha kA lAbha huaa| magara ye kahate haiM, vaha koI savAla hI nahIM hai, dasa kA honA nizcita hI thaa| pAMca kA nukasAna ho gyaa| aba jisako dasa lAkha kA lAbha honA hai, use pAMca lAkha kA bhI lAbha ho to prasannatA kaise ho ? kyoMki prasannatA to tumhArI apekSA para nirbhara hotI hai| tuma khayAla karanA, agara tuma apekSAzUnya ho jAo to tumhAre jIvana meM AnaMda kI varSA ho jaaegii| agara tumhArI koI AzA na raha jAe to tuma pAoge, pratipala svarga ke phUla khilane lge| jisakI koI AzA nahIM hai use to sAMsa calanA bhI bar3e AnaMda kI ghaTanA mAlUma par3atI hai| jiMdA hUM, yaha bhI bahuta hai / yaha bhI koI jarUrI to nahIM hai ki honA caahie| isakI bhI koI aisI anivAryatA to nahIM hai| yaha jagata mujhe jilAe hI rakhe, isakI kyA anivAryatA hai? mere dIye ko bujhA de to zikAyata kahAM karUMgA ? apIla kI koI korTa bhI to nahIM hai / merA dIyA jala rahA hai, yaha bhI dhanyabhAga hai| jisa vyakti ke jIvana meM AzA nahIM hai, honA mAtra bhI parama AnaMda hai| choTI-choTI cIjeM AnaMda kI ho jAtI haiN| havAoM kA vRkSoM se gunagunAte hue gujara jAnA! vRkSoM meM naI kopaloM kA phUTa AnA ! subaha pakSiyoM kI cahacahAhaTa ! rAta AkAza kA tAroM se bhara jAnA! rAha para kisI AdamI kA namaskAra kara lenA, kisI bacce kA muskurA denA, kisI kA prema se hAtha hAtha meM le 334 2010_03 lenA - sabhI kucha apUrva hai| lekina AzArahita vyakti ho to pratikSaNa sone kA hai; pratikSaNa meM sugaMdha hai, pratikSaNa meM svarga hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'saMsAra se jo suparicita, nissaMga, nirbhaya aura AzArahita hai, usI kA mana vItarAgatA ko upalabdha hotA hai; aura vahI dhyAna meM sunizcala, bhalIbhAMti sthita hotA hai|' dhyAna kI sthiratA kA artha hai, vartamAna ke kSaNa se yahAM-vahAM na jAnA; jarA bhI DAMvAMDola na honaa| jo hai, usake sAtha pUrI samarasatA se jiinaa| jo hai, usase anyathA kI na mAMga hai, na cAha hai, na AzA hai| jo hai, vaisA hI honA caahie| aisA hI bhAva hai| jo hai, vaha vaisA hai hI jaisA honA cAhie thA / na koI virodha hai, na koI niMdA hai, na koI AlocanA hai| tathya kI isa svIkRti kA nAma tathAtA hai| aura jo aisI tathAtA ko upalabdha huA, usako mahAvIra aura buddha donoM ne tathAgata kahA hai / tathAgata buddha aura mahAvIra kA viziSTa zabda hai / usakA artha hotA hai, tathAtA ko upalabdha; tathya kI svIkRti ko pUrNatA se upalabdha hai| jo hai, hai; jo nahIM hai, nahIM hai| aura isameM merA koI cunAva nahIM hai| maiM rAjI huuN| jo hai, usake hone se rAjI huuN| jo nahIM hai, usake nahIM hone se rAjI huuN| anyathA kI koI cAha nahIM hai| tathya kA pUrA svAgata hai| aisA vyakti hI dhyAna ko sthita hotA hai| Amataura se to hama rote hI rahate haiN| logoM kI AMkheM dekho, tuma unheM sadA AMsuoM se bharI pAoge / hajAra zikAyateM haiM / zikAyateM hI zikAyateM haiM / sArA atIta vyartha gayA, vartamAna vyartha jA rahA hai, bhaviSya kI AzA para TaMge haiN| bar3A patalA dhAgA hai, jisase talavAra laTakI hai| vaha bhI hogA isakA pakkA bharosA thor3e hI hai ! sirpha AzA hai, bharosA nahIM hai| bharosA ho bhI kaise sakatA hai? AzA to pahale bhI kI thI, hara bAra TUTa gii| AzA-AzA karake to aba taka gaMvAyA; milA kucha bhI nahIM / lekina binA AzA ke jIyeM bhI kaise? to phira Age ke lie sarakA lete haiN| pIche ke lie rote rahate haiM, Age ke lie rote rahate haiM / aura bIca ke kSaNa meM paramAtmA tumhAre dvAra dastaka detA rahatA hai| paramAtmA kahatA hai, yahAM, isI kSaNa ! kholo AMkheM ! dekho, maiM maujUda hUM! lekina hameM phursata kahAM ? vartamAna kA choTA-sA kSaNa, bar3A

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- dhyAna hai AtmaramaNa choTA hai--ANavika, hamArI ciMtAoM meM atIta aura bhaviSya | lekina jaba dUsaroM se saMbaMdha dhIre-dhIre chor3a dete ho, bhItara jAna kI, kahIM kho jAtA hai| lete ho, jAga jAte ho ki koI apanA nahIM, to yaha zarIra kI daur3a kabhI socanA baiThakara baMda ho jAtI hai| isa daur3a ke baMda hote hI dhIre-dhIre zarIra ke sAtha Ao ki Aja gaura kareM isa savAla para tumhArI jo AMtarika Asakti hai, vaha kSINa ho jAtI hai| jaba dekhe the hamane jo vaha haMsI khvAba, kyA hue? koI apanA nahIM hai to eka dina patA calatA hai ki zarIra bhI pahale bhI tuma khvAba dekhate rahe the; unakA kyA huA? aba | apanA nahIM hai| maiM zarIra nahIM hUM, yaha bodha gahana hotA hai| phira khvAba dekha rahe ho| jo unakA huA, vahI inakA bhI hogaa| aura jaba yaha bodha gahana hotA hai, taba eka aura naI krAMti marate vakta rooge ki khvAba meM hI gNvaayaa| AzA meM hI ghaTatI hai ki maiM mana bhI nahIM huuN| jaise zarIra jor3atA hai dUsaroM se, baMdhe-baMdhe naSTa hue| aisA mana jor3atA hai zarIra se| jaise-jaise tuma pIche haTate jAte ho, khvAba chodd'o| ye svapnIlI AMkhoM para thor3A pAnI chir3ako hoza setu TUTate jAte haiN| kaa| thor3A jhakajhoro apane ko, jgaao| aura isa kSaNa meM lauTa zarIra jor3atA hai saMsAra se, para se| para se saMbaMdha girA, zarIra aao| pkdd'-pkdd'kr...| kA saMbaMdha zithila huaa| zarIra kA patA calA ki zarIra mujhase pahale to bar3I kaThinAI hogii| kyoMki mana kI parAnI AdateM alaga hai, maiM deha nahIM, to mana jor3atA hai zarIra se| aba mana ke haiM, vaha khisaka-khisaka jAtA hai| tumane idhara se pakar3A, vaha bhI jor3ane kA koI kAraNa na rhaa| maiM zarIra nahIM hUM to mana kA dUsarI galI se nikala gyaa| pIche gayA, Age gayA, yahIM bhara nahIM | jor3a bhI ukhdd'aa| aataa| lekina tuma koziza karate raho, koziza karate raho, kabhI aura jaise hI jor3a ukhar3A ki AkhirI krAMti ghaTatI hai| patA agara kSaNabhara ko bhI yahAM ruka jAegA, to svAda kI zuruAta ho calatA hai ki maiM mana bhI nahIM hUM; usake pAra jo zeSa hai, vahI huuN| jAegI-satya kA svAda! phira svAda pakar3a letA hai| phira usa vahI huuN| svAda ke kAraNa mana jyAdA-jyAdA rukane lagatA hai| usase saMbaMdha kabhI nahIM chuutttaa| vahI hai zAzvata aatmaa| vahI 'dhyAna-yogI apane AtmA ko zarIra tathA samasta bAhya | hai tumhAre bhItara snaatn| vahI hai nity| vahI saMyogoM se bhinna dekhatA hai| arthAta deha tathA upAdhi kA sarvathA | zarIra maratA hai; isalie zarIra ke sAtha jur3e to bhaya rhegaa| tyAga karake nissaMga ho jAtA hai|' mana badalatA hai; mana ke sAtha jar3e to jIvana meM kabhI thiratA na jisane yaha jAnA ki koI merA nahIM hai, koI mitra nahIM, koI hogii| priyajana nahIM; jisane yaha samajhA ki maiM akelA hUM, use jaldI hI zarIra aura mana ke pAra jo chipA hai-sAkSI, caitanya--usase | eka aura naI samajha aaegii| aura vaha samajha hogI ki maiM zarIra jur3e to phira saba zAzvata hai, saba thira hai| phira koI parivartana kI nahIM huuN| kyoMki dUsaroM ke sAtha hama jo saMbaMdha jor3e haiM, vaha zarIra lahara nahIM aatii| phira tuma usa anaMta gRha meM pahuMce, jahAM se se jor3e haiN| jaba dUsaroM se saMbaMdha TUTa jAtA hai to zarIra se saMbaMdha nikalane kA koI kAraNa nhiiN| jahAM tuma sadA ke lie vizrAma zithila hone lagatA hai| jo AdamI daur3atA hai, usake paira majabUta kara sakate ho| jahAM virAma hai--ciMtAoM se, vicAroM se, rahate haiN| jaba vaha ghara baiTha jAtA hai, daur3anA baMda kara detA hai, paira azAMtiyoM se, tanAvoM se| tuma apane ghara vApisa aae| apane Apa kamajora ho jAte haiN| agara vaha varSoM taka baiThA hI rahe | 'dhyAna-yogI apane zarIra ko tathA samasta bAhya saMyogoM ko to phira cala hI na paaegaa| | bhinna dekhatA hai| deha tathA upAdhi kA sarvathA tyAga karake nissaMga jaba tumhArA mana zarIra ke mAdhyama se dUsaroM se bahuta saMbaMdha ho jAtA hai|' banAtA hai, hajAra taraha ke nAte jor3atA hai to zarIra majabUta rahatA 'vahI zramaNa AtmA kA dhyAtA hai, jo dhyAna meM citavana karatA hai| zarIra kI pakar3a gaharI rahatI hai, Asakti bhArI rahatI hai| hai ki maiM na para kA hai, na para padArtha yA bhAva mere haiN| maiM to eka kyoMki usI ke dvArA...vahI to setu hai dUsare taka pahuMcane kaa| zuddha-buddha jJAnamaya caitanya huuN|' 335 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH2 RATHI 'citavana'--jainoM kA apanA zabda hai| ise tuma ciMtana se eka akaMpa hone kI dizA hai vrtmaan| mata samajha lenaa| ciMtana se bhinna karane ke lie hI isa zabda ko 'tathAgata atIta aura bhaviSya ke artha ko nahIM dekhte|' gaDhA gayA hai citvn| ciMtana kA artha hotA hai. socanA. aura | na to atIta meM koI sArthakatA hai. aura na bhaviSya meM koI citavana kA artha hotA hai dekhnaa| sArthakatA hai| tathAgata tathya meM dekhate haiN| tathya meM dekhane se hI, tuma aisA baiThakara soca sakate ho ki maiM zuddha-buddha paramAtmA hUM; tathya ke sAtha jur3ane se hI, jo hai usameM utarane se hI, satya kA isase kucha lAbha na hogaa| yaha to mana meM hI uThI taraMga hai| yaha to anubhava upalabdha hotA hai| mana hI doharA rahA hai| nahIM, aisA socanA nahIM hai, aisA dekhanA hai| tathya dvAra hai satya kaa| aisA vicAra meM nahIM, bhItara doharAnA hai| aisA bhItara anubhava meM ....kalpanAmukta maharSi vartamAna kA anupazyI ho|' lAnA hai| aisA spaSTa dikhAI par3e ki maiM zuddha-buddha paramAtmA huuN| anupazyI vartamAna kA! vartamAna kI pratIti meM, vartamAna ke isameM jarA bhI zaMkA aura zalya na rhe| isameM jarA bhI saMdeha kI anubhava meM, vartamAna ke sAkSAtkAra kI jo dazA hai, jo isa samaya chAyA na pdd'e| yaha zraddhA paripUrNa ho| yaha ho jAtI hai| gujara rahA hai sAmane se, usako hI dekhatA hai| usakA hI anupazyI jo AzArahita, nissaMga bhAva se jItA hai. svabhAvataH dhIre-dhIre hotA hai| use yaha dRSTi upalabdha hotI hai| yaha samyakatva upalabdha hotA aveyaranesaM, jAgarUkatA basa isa kSaNa kI hotI hai| ise thor3A hai| vaha dekhane lagatA hai apane bhiitr| use sApha dikhAI par3ane karane kI koziza kro| kaThina hai, ati kaThina hai| lekina jaba lagatA hai ki maiM dekhanevAlA huuN| jo bhI dikhAI par3atA hai, vaha maiM | sadhatA hai to sabhI kaThinAiyAM sahane yogya thIM, aisA patA nahIM hai| ho bhI kaise sakatA hai? jo majhe dikhAI par3atA hai. usase clegaa| taba bahamalya hIrA. amalya hIrA hAtha lagatA hai| maiM alaga ho gyaa| maiM to vaha hUM, jise dikhAI par3atA hai| thor3I koziza kro| jo bhI tuma kara rahe ho...rAste para cala isalie dhIre-dhIre samasta dRzyoM se apane ko mukta karake zuddha rahe ho, to basa calane kA hI anupazyana, calane kI hI draSTA meM lIna ho jAne kA nAma citavana hai| | jAgarUkatA rhe| bhojana kara rahe ho to bhojana karane kI hI 'vahI zramaNa AtmA kA dhyAtA hai...|' jAgarUkatA rhe| aura mahAvIra kahate haiM, vahI dhyAna ko upalabdha huA, jo jhena phakIra bokojU se kisI ne pUchA ki tumhArI sAdhanA kyA | citavana karatA hai, jo dekhatA hai, jisake anubhava meM AtA hai, hai? usane kahA, jaba bhojana karatA hUM to sirpha bhojana karatA hai jisakI pratIti meM utaratA hai ki maiM na para kA hUM, na para mere haiN| maiM aura jaba kueM se pAnI bharatA hUM to sirpha kueM se pAnI bharatA huuN| eka zuddha-buddha jJAnamaya caitanya huuN| . | aura jaba so jAtA hUM to sirpha so jAtA huuN| 'tathAgata atIta aura bhaviSya ke artha ko nahIM dekhte...|' usa AdamI ne kahA, yaha bhI koI sAdhanA huI? yaha to sabhI 'tathAgata atIta aura bhaviSya ke artha ko nahIM dekhte| karate haiN| kalpanAmukta maharSi vartamAna kA anupazyI ho, karma-zarIra kA | bokojU ne kahA, kAza! sabhI yaha karate hote to pRthvI para buddha zoSaNa kara use kSINa kara DAlatA hai|' hI buddha hote| saba tathAgata hote| tuma jaba bhojana karate ho taba "tathAgata atIta aura bhaviSya meM nahIM dekhate'-vahI tathAgata tuma hajAra kAma aura bhI karate ho| bhojana to zAyada hI karate ho, kI paribhASA hai; jo na pIche dekhatA hai, na aage| jo basa yahIM hai; aura hI kAma jyAdA karate ho| isa kSaNa meM paryApta hai| jo isa kSaNa se bAhara nahIM jaataa| AdamI bhojana para baiThA hai, vaha yaMtravata bhojana ko pheMke jAtA hai jaise dIye kI lau havA ke jhoMke meM kaMpatI idhara-udhara, phira havA | zarIra meN| mana hajAroM dizAoM meM bhaTakatA hai| na mAlUma ke jhoMke baMda ho gae aura dIye kI lau akaMpa jalatI hai| jaba tuma kahAM-kahAM kI yAtrAeM karatA hai| na mAlUma kitanI yojanAeM | akaMpa hote ho, tuma yahAM hote ho| jarA kaMpe ki yA to atIta meM | banAtA hai| gae, yA bhaviSya meM ge| do hI dizAeM haiM kaMpane kii| tuma rAste para calate ho, jaba calate ho to sirpha calate ho? 336 Jal Education International 2010_03

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- dhyAna hai AtmaramaNa calane kA to khayAla hI nahIM rkhte| jo vartamAna meM ho rahA hai '...terI AtmA Atmarata ho jaaegii|' usako to dekhate hI nhiiN| usase to tuma cUkate hI cale jAte ho| mA ciTThaha, mA jaMpaha, mA ciMtaha kiM vi jeNa hoi thiro| aura vartamAna bar3A choTA-sA kSaNa hai| jarA cUke ki gyaa| cUke appA appammi rao, iNameva paraM have jhaannN|| nahIM ki gayA! eka zabda bhI uThA mana meM ki vartamAna gyaa| tumane yahI parama dhyAna hai| agara itanA bhI kahA ki 'are! vartamAna ko dekhU,' vartamAna | ise thor3A khayAla meM le leN| kabhI baiThe haiM to baiThe raha jAeM; to gyaa| tumane itanA bhI kahA mana meM ki mujhe vartamAna meM jAgarUka baiThane meM hI lIna ho jaaeN| bhItara se zabdoM ko vidA kara deM, rahanA hai, to tuma jaba yaha kaha rahe the taba vartamAna jA rahA thaa| namaskAra kara leN| kucha ciMtana bhI na kreN| AtmA kA bhI ciMtana jo hai, vaha to zabda mAtra se bhI cUka jAtA hai| isalie bhItara na kreN| yaha bhI mata soceM ki maiM AtmA hUM, zuddha-buddha huuN| zabda na uThe, nizabda rahe to hI vartamAna pakar3a meM AtA hai| kyoMki vaha saba cUkanA hai| nizabda rahe aura jo kriyA tuma kara rahe ho, usameM hI pUrI na ciMtana kareM, na zarIra kI koI kriyA meM saMlagna hoM, baiThe haiM to tallInatA rhe| jaise yahI parama kRtya hai| | baiThane meM DUba jAeM aura bhItara sirpha jAge raheM, basa eka khayAla isIlie kabIra ne kahA hai ki jo khAtA-pItA hai, vahI terI rakheM ki hoza banA rahe. nIMda na A jaae| sevA hai prabhu! jo uThatA-baiThatA hUM, vahI terI parikramA hai prabhu! agara dhyAna kA kisI cIja se virodha hai to nIMda se; aura 'khAU piU so sevaa|' kisI cIja se virodha nahIM hai| saMsAra chor3akara mata bhaago| baDI adabhata bAta kabIra ne kahI ki maiM jo khAtA-pItA haM. vahI| ghara-gahasthI choDakara mata bhaago| isase kacha lenA-denA nahIM hai| tujhe maiMne bhoga lagA diyA prabhu! aura bhoga kahAM lagAUM? | sirpha nIMda ko girA do| uThatA-baiThatA hUM, yahI tere maMdira kI parikramA hai; aba aura | jaba maiM kaha rahA hUM, nIMda ko girA do to merA matalaba yaha nahIM hai parikramA karane kahA jAUM? isakA artha huA ki agara kSaNa ko | ki rAta tuma soo mt| jaba jAgo to paripUrNatA se jaago| koI pUrI taraha jIye to saba ho gyaa| kSaNa se cUke ki saba cuuke| AhistA-AhistA calo, uTho, baiTho eka bAta kha kSaNa meM jAge ki saba paayaa| bhItara hoza ko samhAle rakhanA hai| 'he dhyAtA, tU na to zarIra se koI ceSTA kara, na vANI se kucha abhI nAjuka hai| abhI bAra-bAra kho jaaegaa| bola aura na mana se kucha ciMtana kr| isa prakAra yoga kA nirodha samhAlate-samhAlate Ane lgegaa| phira dhIre-dhIre tuma pAoge, karane se tU sthira ho jAegA, terI AtmA Atmarata ho jaaegii| jaba dina kI jAgRti meM jAgaraNa sadha gayA, to nIMda meM bhI zarIra to yahI parama dhyAna hai|' so jAegA, tuma jAge rhoge| zarIra to vizrAma karegA, lekina yaha parama dhyAna kA parama sUtra! tumhAre bhItara eka praharI jAgA rhegaa| 'he dhyAtA, tU na to zarIra se koI ceSTA kr...|' dhyAna ke jisa dina caubIsa ghaMTe jAgaraNa sadha jAtA, usI dina vyakti lie zarIra kI ceSTA kA koI prayojana nahIM hai| | buddhatva ko upalabdha ho jaataa| '...na vANI se kacha bolA' na bhItara zabda ko nirmita kr| to jAgane meM to jAganA pahale sAdho. phira nIMda kI phikra kara kyoMki dhyAna se usakA bhI koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| leNge| pahale to jAgane se nIMda ko httaao| tumheM bhI kaI daphe '...aura na mana se kucha ciMtana kr| isa prakAra yoga kA | lagA hogA ki tumhAre bhItara jAgaraNa kI kaI mAtrAeM hotI haiN| nirodha karane se tU sthira ho jaaegaa|' jaise samajho ki tuma rAste para jA rahe ho aura acAnaka eka eka nizabda zUnya bhItara ghera le| usa nizabda zUnya meM jAgaraNa sAMpa rAste se nikala jAe to tuma cauMka par3ate ho| sAMpa nahIM kA dIyA bhara jalatA rahe, basa! zUnya ho aura jAgRti ho| nikalA thA taba tuma kisa avasthA meM the? thor3I taMdrA thii| cale zUnya + jAgRti--ki dhyAna huaa| jA rahe the DUbe-DUbe, soye-soye; thor3e-thor3e jAge, thor3e-thor3e dhyAna kA yahI parama sUtra hai| soye| sAMpa sAmane AyA, mauta sAmane A gaI, eka dhakkA 337 2010 03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH2 lagA, ekadama jAga gye| eka kSaNa ko tuma usa avasthA meM Ae se bAdhita, grasta yA pIr3ita nahIM hotaa|' jisako mahAvIra kahate haiM, pratyeka kSaNa kI banAnA hai| _ 'vaha dhIra puruSa na to parISaha, na upasarga Adi se vicalita tuma kAra calA rahe the, gIta gunagunA rahe the, ki sigareTa pI rahe | hotA hai, na hI sUkSma bhAvoM, se bhayabhIta hotA hai, aura deva-nirmita the, ki reDiyo suna rahe the| cale jA rahe the apanI dhuna meN| mAyAjAla se mukta hotA hai|' acAnaka dUsarI kAra tejI se sAmane A gaI, mauta kA khatarA dhyAna, dharma kA maulika AdhAra hai| aayaa| durghaTanA hone-hone ko thI, bAla-bAla bce| usa kSaNa jaise kisI ko darzanazAstra meM jAnA ho to vicAra, tarka maulika eka jora tumhAre bhItara UrjA kA utthegaa| tuma jAga jaaoge| eka AdhAra hai| vaise hI kisI ko svayaM meM jAnA ho, svabhAva meM jAnA kSaNa ko lagegA, saba nIMda TUTa gii| khatarA itanA thA ki nIMda raha ho to dhyAna maulika AdhAra hai| nahIM sakatI thii| tuma aura saba sAdha lo aura dhyAna na sadhe, to tumane jo sAdhA manovaijJAnika kahate haiM khatare meM rasa hI isIlie hai ki usase hai, vaha dharma nahIM hai| tuma tapa sAdho, yoga sAdho, aura hajAra taraha kabhI-kabhI jAgane kI jhalakeM AtI haiN| loga pahAr3a para car3hane ke kriyAkAMDa aura vidhiyAM karo; yajJa karo, havana karo, jAte haiM, gaurIzaMkara car3hate haiM, khataranAka hai, jAna-jokhima meM pUjA-prArthanA karo, lekina tumhAre bhItara agara dhyAna nahIM sadhA to DAlanA hai| lekina jaba jokhima hotI hai to bhItara jAgaraNa hotA yaha saba sAdhanA bAhara-bAhara hai; bhItara tuma na A paaoge|| hai| jaba jokhima bahuta hotI hai to bhItara bahuta jAgaraNa hotA hai| aura isa bhItara Ane ke lie kucha karane jaisA nahIM hai| isa pahAr3a para car3hanevAle ko zAyada patA bhI na ho, ki vaha kyoM pahAr3a bhItara Ane kI prakriyA ko tumhArI sArI kriyAoM meM se sAdhA jA para car3hane ke lie pAgala huA jA rahA hai! lekina manasvida kahate sakatA hai| tuma dukAna para baiThe bAjAra meM kAma kara rahe ho, haiM, aura sadA se jJAniyoM ko isa bAta kA khayAla rahA hai ki khatare dhyAna-pUrvaka karo-soo mt| majadUra ho, ki adhyApaka ho, meM logoM ko isIlie rasa AtA hai ki khatare meM thor3I-sI nIMda | ki daphtara meM klarka ho, ki skUla meM caparAsI ho, kucha bhI ho; TUTatI hai aura jAgaraNa kA svAda milatA hai| garIba ho, ki amIra ho; sainika ho ki dukAnadAra ho; koI bhI lekina pahAr3a para agara roja-roja car3hate rahe...jo pahAr3a para | kRtya ho jIvana kA, vahIM eka bAta sAdhI jA sakatI hai ki jo bhI car3hane jAtA hai usako to thor3A rasa AtA hai, lekina nepAla meM jo tuma karo, use hozapUrvaka karate rho| AdamI dUsaroM ko pahAr3a para car3hAne kA kAma karate haiM jiMdagI se, pRthvI yaha paristhiti yaha, unako kucha nahIM hotaa| sthAna aura purajana ye daladala hai, vaha abhyasta ho gayA, yaha yAMtrika ho gyaa| erAvata bana hama phaMsate haiM bAhara to hara cIja yAMtrika ho jAtI hai, jaba taka ki bhItara kA madAMdha ho samajhate haiM jAgaraNa hI sIdhA-sIdhAna khojA jAe...jaise tuma kabhI Aga kamalavana hamArA hai, hamArA he jalAte ho, aMgAroM para rAkha jama jAtI hai. aisI citta para nIMda jamI yahAM kucha bhI hamArA nhiiN| yahAM jo bhI hamArA mAlUma par3atA hai, hai| ise thor3A jhakajhoranA hai| ise jhakajhorate rahanA hai| aMgArA vaha saba daladala hai| lekina isa hamAre ke daladala meM kucha hai, jo jalatA rhe| hamArA svabhAva hai| merA to kucha bhI nahIM hai, lekina maiM huuN| 'he dhyAtA, na to tU zarIra se koI ceSTA kara, na vANI se kucha yaha maiM kyA hai? isa maiM ko hama kaise pakar3eM? isa maiM kI tarapha bola aura na mana se kucha ciMtana kr| isa prakAra nirodha karane se hama kina yAtrAoM, kina yAtrApathoM se caleM? isa maiM kA surAga tU sthira ho jaaegaa| terI AtmA Atmarata ho jaaegii| yahI parama kaise mile? dhyAna hai|' mahAvIra ke ina sUtroM kA artha huA ki isa maiM ko jAnanA ho to 'jisakA citta isa prakAra ke dhyAna meM lIna hai, vaha AtmadhyAnI pahale to jisa-jisa ko tumane merA mAnA hai, usase apanA saMbaMdha puruSa kaSAya se utpanna IrSyA, viSAda, zoka Adi mAnasika dukhoM zithila kara lo| kyoMki 'mere' ke daladala meM, 'maiM' phaMsA hai| 1338 2010_03

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N dhyAna he AtmaramaNa to pahale to daladala se bAhara kara lo| eka bAra daladala se bAhara Azrama meM, vahI usakA kAma thA, aura phakIra ne Akara pIche se ho jAe, mere kA jAla chUTa jAe to phira dUsarA kAma karane kA hai, usa para hamalA kiyA eka lakar3I aura vaha yaha hai ki maiM soyA na rhe| samrATa to bahuta cauMkA, usane kahA, yaha Apa kyA karate haiM? bAhara kA daladala miTe, phira bhItara kA daladala mittaao| phakIra ne kahA, dhyAna kI zuruAta Aja huii| aba tuma khayAla bAhara kA daladala hai saMbaMdhoM kA jAla, aura bhItara kA daladala hai rkhnaa| tuma kucha bhI kara rahe ho...tumhArA kAma hai lakar3I eka taraha kI supti, eka taraha kI nidrA, eka taraha kI tNdraa| kATakara lAnA, buhArI lagAnA, bhojana pakAnA, tuma saba karanA, hama aise cala rahe haiM jaise koI zarAbI cala rahA ho| cala bhI rahe lekina eka dhyAna rakhanA ki maiM kabhI bhI pIche se hamalA karUMgA, haiM, sApha bhI nahIM hai-aMdhere meM TaTolate se, khoye-khoye se, isakA hoza rkhnaa|| soye-soye se| usane kahA, yaha kisa taraha kA dhyAna huA? phakIra ne kahA, to jhakajhoro! pukAro! khIMco isa bhItara ke daladala se apane vaha tuma phikra mata kro| tuma basa itanA hoza rkho| ko baahr| kahate haiM aisA eka varSa biitaa| aura vaha phakIra aneka-aneka mahAvIra kahate haiM, isake lie na to koI yogAsana karane jarUrI | rUpoM se pIche se hamalA krtaa| dhIre-dhIre hoza samhalane lgaa| haiN| zarIra kI koI kriyA apekSita nahIM hai| na koI bahuta bar3A | kyoMki jaba koI caubIsa ghaMTe hamale ke bIca meM par3A ho to kaise vicAraka honA jarUrI hai| koI bar3e vizvavidyAlayoM se bar3I rahegA behozI meM? vaha bAra-bAra cauMkakara idhara-udhara dekha upAdhiyAM lekara AnA jarUrI nahIM hai| na zAstroM kA paThana-pAThana letaa| jarA-sI pIche se AvAja AtI ki vaha sajaga ho jaataa| Avazyaka hai| kyoMki ciMtana yahAM kAma AtA hI nhiiN| yahAM to hamale se bacanA jarUrI thaa| billI bhI calatI, koI havA kA sirpha eka cIja kAma AtI hai. aura vaha jAgaraNa hai| jhoMkA AtA to bhI vaha sajaga ho jaataa| to tuma jo bhI karate ho, apane choTe-choTe kRtyoM meM...buhArI eka varSa hote-hote aisI hAlata ho gaI ki jaba bhI phakIra lagA rahe ho ghara meM, basa jAgakara lgaao| hamalA karatA--isake pahale ki phakIra hamalA karatA, usakA eka jhena phakIra huA; samrATa usake pAsa AyA thA sIkhane hAtha lakar3I ko pakar3a letaa| hamalA karanA muzkila ho gyaa| dhyaan| to usa phakIra ne kahA ki ruko, jaba ThIka samaya phakIra bar3A prasanna huA aura usane kahA, tamane pahalA pATha sIkha AegA, maiM zurU kruuNgaa| usa samrATa ne kahA, maiM jyAdA dera nahIM liyaa| aba dUsarA pATha-ki aba rAta jarA samhalakara sonA, ruka sakatA, mere pitA vRddha haiM unakI mRtyu kabhI bhI ho sakatI hai| kyoMki maiM sote meM hamalA kruuNgaa| unhoMne hI mujhe bhejA hai ki unake jIte-jI maiM dhyAna ko upalabdha | lekina aba samrATa ko bhI khayAla meM A gayA thA ki eka bar3I ho jaauuN| to jaldI kreN| gaharI zAMti, akAraNa-bhItara bharI thii| eka bar3A prasAda, bar3I usa phakIra ne kahA, agara jaldI kI to dera ho jaaegii| jaldI prsnntaa| kucha sIdhA saMbaMdha bhI nahIM dikhAI par3atA thA ki AdamI karane meM bar3I dera ho jAtI hai| yaha to kAma dhIraja kA hai| tumane kisI ke pIche se hamalA kare to prasAda kA kyA saMbaMdha? itane agara samaya kI mAMga kI to phira na ho skegaa| to tama pahale taya AnaMda kA kyA kAraNa? lekina AnaMda hI AnaMda thaa| jarUra kara lo| maiM to tumheM svIkAra hI taba karUMgA ziSya kI taraha, jaba isameM bhI kucha rAja hogaa| tuma mujha para chor3a do| jaba samaya paripakva hogA, jaba mausama rAta kucha dina to coTeM khAyIM, phira dhIre-dhIre nIMda meM bhI AegA aura jaba maiM samajhUgA, ki aba zurU karanA pATha, zurU | samhalakara sone lgaa| nIMda meM bhI, kamare meM phakIra praveza karatA kara duuNgaa| to vaha AMkha kholakara baiTha jaataa| gaharI nIMda soyA hotA, ghurrATe koI aura upAya na dekhakara samrATa ne svIkAra kara liyaa| tIna | letA hotA, lekina jarA AvAja hotI ki vaha cauMka jaataa| sAla, kahate haiM bIta gae aura phakIra ne dhyAna kI bAta hI na kii| tumane dekhA kisI mAM ko? tUphAna ho, AMdhI ho, nIMda nahIM lekina eka dina phakIra AyA aura samrATa buhArI lagA rahA thA | khultii| baccA jarA ro de, nIMda khula jAtI hai| jisa tarapha dhyAna 339 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH 2 hotA hai, usa tarapha saMbaMdha ho jAtA hai| to eka AhlAda bacatA hai-asIma! aparibhASita! tuma yahAM sAre loga so jAo Aja rAta, phira maiM Akara Aja milana-tyauhAra manAye kauna vahAM? pukArUM, 'rAma', to kisI ko sanAI na par3egA, lekina jiskaa| barasa rahI rasadhAra ki gAye kauna vahAM? nAma rAma hai use sunAI par3a jaaegaa| kyoMki rAma se usakA eka vINA ko svarakAra bajAye kauna vahAM? setu baMdhA hai, eka saMbaMdha baMdhA hai| barasa rahI rasadhAra ki gAye kauna vahAM? eka sAla bItate-bItate aisA ho gayA ki phakIra nIMda meM bhI amata barasatA hai| itanA kahane ko bhI koI nahIM bacatA ki hamalA na kara paataa| hamalA karatA ki isake pahale hI hamalA | amata barasa rahA hai ki gAye kauna vahAM? barasa rahI rsdhaar| rokane kA iMtajAma ho jaataa| vINA bajatI hai. bajAnevAlA bhI nahIM raha jaataa| eka dina sabaha kI bAta hai, sardI ke dina! phakIra. bar3hA phakIra vINA ko svarakAra bajAye kauna vahAM? vRkSa ke nIce dhUpa meM baiThA kucha par3ha rahA thA, aura vaha yuvaka isako hiMduoM ne anAhata nAda kahA hai-apane se ho rahA saMnyAsI-samrATa-buhArI lagA rahA thaa| buhArI lagAte- nAdaH oNkaar| lagAte use khayAla AyA ki do sAla se yaha AdamI saba taraha se isako mahAvIra ne svabhAva kahA hai-apane se jo ho rhaa| mujha para coTa kara rahA hai, lAbha bhI bahuta hue, lekina maiMne kabhI | AnaMda hamArA svabhAva hai| hama saccidAnaMda-rUpa haiN| lekina isa yaha nahIM socA ki maiM bhI isa para kabhI hamalA karake dekhU, isa bUr3he rUpa ko jAnane ke lie jo AMkha cAhie dhyAna kI, vaha hamAre para, yaha bhI jAgA huA hai yA nahIM? pAsa nahIM hai| yA hai bhI, to baMda par3I hai| aisA khayAla bhara AyA, ki usa bUr3he ne apanI kitAba para se sau-sau bAra citAoM ne maraghaTa para merI seja bichAI AMkha uThAI aura kahA, nAsamajha! aisA mata karanA, maiM bUr3hA sau-sau bAra dhUla ne mere gItoM kI AvAja curAI AdamI huuN| lAkhoM bAra kaphana ne rokara merA tana zaMgAra kiyA para vaha bahuta ghabar3A gyaa| usane kahA, 'haA kyA? maiMne to eka bAra bhI aba taka merI jaga meM mauta nahIM ho pAI sirpha socaa|' usane kahA, 'jaba jAgarUkatA bahuta saghana hotI hai to jaise abhI tU paira kI AvAja ko pakar3ane lagA, aise vicAra maiM jIvana hUM, maiM yauvana hUM kI AvAja bhI pakar3a meM Ane lagatI hai| vicAra kI bhI to janma-maraNa hai merI krIr3A AvAja hai| vicAra kI bhI to taraMga hai| vicAra se bhI to ghaTanA idhara viraha-sA bichur3a rahA hUM ghaTatI hai| jaise tU abhI nIMda meM bhI jAga jAtA hai, merA paira nahIM| udhara milana-sA A milatA huuN| par3atA tere kamare ke pAsa ki tU baiTha jAtA hai taiyAra hokr| maiM itane jise tumane aba taka samajhA hai tuma ho, ve to kevala sataha para samhalakara calatA hUM, koI upAya nhiiN| jarA-sI AvAja tujhe uThI taraMgeM haiN| aura jo tuma ho usakA tumheM patA nahIM hai| usakA na cauMkA detI hai| eka dina tere jIvana meM bhI aisI ghar3I to kabhI janma huA aura na kabhI mRtyu huii| AegI-agara jAgatA hI gayA--ki vicAra kI taraMga bhI usa zAzvata ko jgaao| paryApta hogii| usa zAzvata meM jaago| dhyAna kA artha hai : jaagrnn| usa zAzvata ko binA pAe vidA mata ho jaanaa| jIvana usako jaise-jaise tuma jAgate jAte ho, vaise-vaise jIvana kI sUkSmatama pAne kA avasara hai| jisane dhyAna kA dhana pA liyA, usane jIvana taraMgoM kA bodha hotA hai| paramAtmA jIvana kI AtyaMtika taraMga hai, meM kucha kamA liyaa| aura jo aura saba kamAne meM lagA rahA aura AkhirI sUkSma taraMga hai| tumhArI jaba jAgaraNa kI AkhirI gaharAI dhyAna ke dhana ko na kamA pAyA, usane jIvana vyartha gaMvA diyaa| AtI hai, taba paramAtmA kA zikhara tumhAre sAmane pragaTa hotA hai| isa avasara se cUkanA mt| pahale bahuta bAra cUke ho, isalie usa ghar3I meM na to tuma bacate, na paramAtmA bctaa| usa ghar3I meM cUkane kI saMbhAvanA bahuta hai| kyoMki cUkane kI Adata bana gaI 2010_03

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R dhyAna hai AtmaramaNa hai| lekina kitane hI bAra cUke hoo, pA lenA saMbhava hai| kyoMki jise pAnA hai, vaha tumhArA svabhAva hai| vaha tumhAre bhItara maujUda hI hai| jarA parde httaanaa| jarA dhUMghaTa httaanaa| cUMghaTa ke paTa khola! bUMghaTa bahuta taloM para hai| saMbaMdhoM kA cUMghaTa, phira zarIra kA cUMghaTa, phira mana kA buuNghtt| ina tIna partoM ko tuma tor3a do to tumhArI apane se pahacAna ho jaae| appA appammi rao, iNameva paraM have jhaannN| AtmA AtmA meM rama jAtI hai phir| yahI parama dhyAna hai| Aja itanA hii| 341 2010_03

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prazna-sAra rAga aura dveSa ke do pahiyoM se saMsAra nirmita hotA hai| kyA mokSa ke bhI aise hI do pahiye hote haiM? guru mRtyu hai yA brahma hai, yA eka sAtha donoM hai? sUlI Upara seja piyA kI, kisa vidha milanA hoya? ApakA smaraNa mujhe pragAr3ha rasamayatA aura AnaMda se bhara detA hai, merI cAla meM ApakI dhuna ke ghara bajate haiM, to aba maiM dhyAna ko kahAM rakheM? vahAM taka AyA hUM, jahAM lagatA hai ki aba kucha ho sakatA hai| prabhu, praNAma! mana ekadama zAMta hogA to sAMsArika kArya kaise hoMge? 2010_03

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halA prazna: Apa kahate haiM ki rAga aura dveSa ke do | dUsarI bAta : jahAM taka yAtrA hai, vahAM taka saMsAra hai| jahAM yAtrA 1 pahiyoM se saMsAra nirmita hotA hai| kyA inake ThIka samApta huI, vahIM mokSa hai| viparIta koI do pahiye aura haiM, jinase mokSa to do pahiyoM kI to jarUrata hai hI nahIM, eka pahiye kI bhI nirmita hotA hai? kRpA karake smjhaaeN| jarUrata nahIM hai| aura eka pahiyA ho bhI, to vyartha hogaa| | tIsarI bAtaH pUchA, 'rAga-dveSa ke do pahiyoM se saMsAra nirmita pahalI bAta : jahAM do haiM, vahAM saMsAra hai| jahAM eka bacA, vahAM hotA hai|'-sc hai| kyoMki rAga eka tarapha jhukAtA, dveSa mokSa prAraMbha huaa| dUsarI tarapha jhukaataa| rAga-dveSa ke jhaMjhAvAta meM hamArA citta kaMpatA dvaita saMsAra hai, advaita mokSa hai| hai| Asakti aura virakti, rAga aura dveSa, zatru aura mitra, isalie saMsAra ke to do pahiye haiM, mokSa ke nhiiN| apanA aura parAyA, hitakara aura ahitakara, ina donoM ke bIca dUsarI bAta H saMsAra gati hai, pravAha hai, khoja hai, talAza hai, mArga hama kaMpate haiN| jaba donoM ke bIca hama thira ho jAte haiM aura kaMpana hai, isalie do pahiyoM kI jarUrata hai| do pahiyoM ke binA yaha | samApta ho jAtA hai, na rAga bulAtA, na dveSa bulAtA; jahAM hama gAr3I calegI nhiiN| nirdvadva hokara, niSkaMpa hokara bIca meM samAdhistha ho jAte haiM; jahAM mokSa, kahIM jAnA nahIM hai, mokSa to pahuMca ge| mokSa to vahAM hai, madhya-biMdu mila jAtA hai, vahAM mokSa hai| jahAM saba jAnA samApta huaa| gAr3I calatI rahe to mokSa nahIM hai| | rAga aura dveSa ke viparIta mokSa meM kucha bhI nahIM hai| rAga aura jahAM ruka gayA saba, Thahara gayA saba, parama vizrAma A gayA, | dveSa se mukti, mokSa hai| mokSa saMsAra kA virodha nahIM hai, mokSa jisake pAra koI lakSya na bacA, vahIM mokSa hai| saMsAra kA abhAva hai| saMsAra nahIM bacatA, itanA hI kaho, basa vAsanA jahAM zUnya hotI hai, kAmanA jahAM virAma letI hai, lakSya kAphI hai| phira jo zeSa raha jAtA hai, vahI mokSa hai| jahAM saMpUrNa ho ge| siddhi jahAM zvAsa-zvAsa meM hai-phUla | jaise eka AdamI bImAra hai; jaba bImAriyAM haTA lete haiM hama, to khila gyaa| aba aura khilane ko kacha bacA nhiiN| parNatA | jo zeSa raha jAtA hai. vahI svAsthya hai| utrii| aba kucha aura utarane ko bacA nhiiN| svAsthya bImAriyoM ke viparIta nahIM hai kucha, bImAriyoM kA isalie do pahiyoM kA to savAla hI nahIM hai, eka pahiye kI bhI samApta ho jAnA hai| jahAM koI bImArI nahIM bacI, vahAM svAsthya jarUrata nahIM hai--pahiye kI jarUrata nahIM hai| sahaja rUpa se mukharita hotA hai| to pahalI to bAta; jahAM taka do haiM, vahAM taka saMsAra hai| jahAM saMsAra bAdhA kI taraha hai, patthara hai jharane ko roke hue| patthara eka hai, vahAM mokSa hai| haTa gayA, jharanA bhaa| jharanA to maujUda hI hai| mokSa to maujUda hI 347 2010_03

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348 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 hai tumhAre bhItara / saMsAra se tumhArI pakar3a chUTI ki jo sadA se milA huA thA, usakA patA calatA hai| jo milA hI huA thA, usakI pratyabhijJA hotI hai, usakI pahacAna hotI hai| mokSa kucha aisA nahIM hai, jise tumane kho diyA ho / mokSa svabhAva hai / khone kA koI upAya hI nhiiN| kahIM bhUlakara, cUkakara rakha Aye ho, aisA koI upAya nahIM hai| tuma ho mokss| isalie inake viparIta koI do pahiye aura haiM? aisA pUchanA hI ThIka nahIM hai| saMsAra mokSa ke viparIta nahIM hai, isalie saMnyAsI saMsAra kA virodhI nahIM hai| jo saMnyAsI saMsAra kA virodhI hai, vaha abhI saMsAra meM hai| usane rAga ko dveSa se badala liyaa| kucha loga dhana ko rAga karate the, vaha dveSa karane lgaa| kucha loga deha ko rAga karate the, vaha dveSa karane lgaa| sAMsArika jinako vaha kahatA hai, jo-jo karate the, usase ulaTA karane lgaa| saMnyAsI agara saMsAra kA virodhI hai maiM tumase kahatA hUM, saMsAra meM hai| sira ke bala khar3A hogA, magara khar3A bAjAra meM hai| himAlaya para baiThA ho, lekina khar3A bAjAra meM hai| bhAga jAe sa chor3akara, lekina jisase bhAga rahA hai, usase chuTakArA nahIM huA hai| bhItara mana meM usakI AkAMkSA zeSa hai / usI AkAMkSA ko agara mokSa kahIM saMsAra se alaga hai to phira bhAganA par3e guphAoM meM, kaMdarAoM meM khojanA par3e, tapazcaryA meM AMkheM baMda karake kahIM dUra, jahAM koI na ho, vahAM jAnA pdd'e| lekina mokSa yahIM hai| mokSa tumhArA svabhAva hai| basa dIye kA AnA, AMkha kA khulanA, dikhAI par3a jAnA sAra kA asAra se bhinna - paryApta hai| mokSa bodha | 'kahate haiM Apa, rAga aura dveSa ke do pahiyoM se saMsAra nirmita hotA hai...|' nizcita hI / saMsAra do ke binA nirmita nahIM bAne ke lie to viparIta kara rahA hai| saMnyAsI use kahatA hUM maiM, jo saMsAra kA virodhI nahIM hai, jo hotA / saMsAra eka se nirmita hI nahIM ho sktaa| eka pahiye se saMsAra meM jAgA; jisane saMsAra ko bhara - najara dekhA | kahIM koI gAr3I calI hai ? mahAvIra kahate haiM, jo suparicita huA; jisane saMsAra kI vyarthatA smjhii| saMsAra ke viparIta kisI cIja ko pakar3ane kA savAla hI nahIM hai, saMsAra kI vyarthatA spaSTa ho jAe to jo zeSa raha jAtA hai - isa kUr3e-karkaTa ke baha jAne ke bAda, jo jaladhAra bhItara zeSa raha jAtI hai, vahI mokSa hai| samajha A gaI to mukti A gii| nAsamajhI rahI to baMdhana rahA / nAsamajhI arthAta baMdhana / samajhadArI arthAta mokSa | viparIta kI bhASA hI bhUla jaao| virodha kI bhASA hI bhUla jAo / zatrutA kA roga hI chodd'o| sirpha bhara AMkha dekha lenA hai, ThIka se pahacAna lenA hai| jahAM ho, vahIM jAgakara dekha lenA hai| usa jAgaraNa meM jo bhI vyartha hai, vaha apane se chUTa jAtA hai, gira jAtA hai| eka aMdhere kamare meM tuma baiThe ho, hIre bhI par3e haiM aura kUr3A-karkaTa bhI par3A hai, phira koI dIyA lekara bhItara A gayA / jaba taka dIyA na thA taba taka patA na thA, kUr3A-karkaTa kyA hai, hIre kyA haiM? ho sakatA hai, aMdhere meM tumane kUr3e-karkaTa kI to gaTharI bAMdha lI ho aura hIroM kA khayAla hI na AyA ho| phira koI dIyA lekara A gayA, AMkha milI, dRSTi khulI, darzana huaa| tuma haMsoge, agara tumane apanI gaTharI meM kUr3A-karkaTa bAMdha rakhA thaa| jaldI gAMTha khologe| jaldI gaTharI khAlI kara loge| jaldI se hIre bhara loge| isameM kucha tyAga thor3e hI hogA ! isameM kucha abhyAsa thor3e hI hogA ! isameM koI zramasAdhya prakriyA thor3e hI hogI! 2010_03 yaha gAr3I zabda bar3A adabhuta hai| isa para tumane zAyada kabhI socA na ho| gAr3I kA matalaba hotA hai, jo gar3I hai| magara hama calatI huI cIja ko gAr3I kahate haiN| gAr3I to cala hI nahIM sktii| jo gar3I hai, vaha calegI kaise ? vRkSa calate haiM ? gar3e haiN| calatI cIja ko hama gAr3I kyoM kahate haiM ? bar3A madhura vyaMgya hai usa zabda meM / saMsAra calatA to hai, pahuMcatA kahIM nahIM lagatA hai calatA hai; aise gar3A hai| aise sapane meM hI calanA hotA hai, yathArtha meM koI calanA nahIM hotaa| bhAga-daur3a, ApAdhApI ! jaba AMkha khulatI hai, tuma pAte ho vahIM ke vahIM khar3e ho, apanI khATa para par3e ho / saba sapane meM daur3a-dhUpa kii| bar3e AkAza chAna ddaale| jaba subaha AMkha khulI to pAyA, apane bistara meM par3e haiN| to saMsAra gAr3I hai| aise to gar3A hai| yathArtha meM to gar3A hai, jJAna mukti hai| to saMsAra ko chor3anA nahIM, na saMsAra ke viparIta socanA / vaha svapna meM cala rahA hai, kalpanA meM cala rahA hai, kAmanA meM cala rahA

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hai, vicAra meM cala rahA hai, mana meM cala rahA hai-aise gar3A hai| gAr3I basa calatI mAlUma par3atI hai| kabhI choTe-choTe bacce, jo sAikila calAnA nahIM jAnate, sAikila para savAra ho jAte haiM-- khar3I sAikila para, sTaiMDa para khar3I sAikila para / jora se paiDala mArate haiM aura bar3e praphullita hote haiM kyoMki jaba cAka calane lagatA hai--vaha gAr3I hai| gar3I hai, magara baccA bar3A prasanna ho rahA hai| jitane jora se paiDala mAratA hai, jitane jora se cAka ghUmatA hai-- usakI kilakArI suno ! aisI hI kilakArI de rahe haiM rAjanetA, dhanika, pada-pratiSThA ko prApta log| sAikila para car3he haiN| sAikila sTaiMDa para khar3I hai / sTaiMDa yAnI gar3I hai| magara cAka jora se cala rahA hai| paiDala kAphI mAra rahe haiM, pasInA pasInA hue jA rahe haiN| eka-dUsare se pratispardhA bhI kara rahe haiM, ki kisakI gAr3I teja cala rahI hai| kauna Age jA rahA hai! kisako pIche chor3a diyA hai ! nirvicAra kA AkAza mokSa hai| saMsAra ke virodha meM nahIM hai mokSa, saMsAra kA abhAva hai mokSa | ise tuma jitane gahare meM bAMdhakara rakha sako, rakha lenaa| isa para gAMTha bAMdha lenaa| kyoMki agara yaha tumheM khayAla na rahA to bahuta Dara hai ki tumhArA saMnyAsa bhI saMsAra kA virodha bana jaae| virodha meM utara jAnA bar3A AsAna hai| mana kI sArI rAjanIti dvaMdva kI hai| isalie virodha to bilakula sugama hai, sarala hai, DhalAna hai| jaise pahAr3a se koI nIce kI tarapha utara rahA hai, dhIme bhI calanA cAhe to cala nahIM sakatA; daur3anA par3atA hai| DhalAna hai / koI zakti nahIM lgtii| agara kAra pahAr3a ke nIce utAra rahe ho to peTrola kI bhI jarUrata nahIM pdd'tii| baMda kara do iMjana, gAr3I apane Apa DhalakatI DhalakatI calI AtI hai| mana kI vRtti dvaMdva kI hai, saMgharSa kI hai| pahale lar3a rahe the dhana ke lie, phira lar3ane lage dhyAna ke lie| magara lar3AI jArI rahI / ye saba kilakAriyAM eka dina vyartha siddha hotI haiM, jaba hoza pahale lar3ate the jIvana ke lie, phira lar3ane lage mokSa ke lie| AtA hai ki hama jisako calA rahe haiM vaha gar3A hai| lar3AI jArI rhii| roga apanI jagaha rhaa| nAma badalA, lebala badalA, lekina bhItara kI viSaya-vastu vahI kI vahI rhii| to ise smaraNa rkhnaa| kama se kama mere saMnyAsI -- ThIka se smaraNa rakhanA ki saMsAra kA virodha nahIM hai saMnyAsa, saMsAra kI samajha hai saMnyAsa / aura samajha ke lie bhAganA ucita nahIM hai| kyoMki jisase bhAgoge use samajhoge kaise? jise samajhanA ho, vahIM khar3e rhnaa| jise samajhanA ho, usakA ThIka se avalokana karanA / ThIka se nirIkSaNa karanA, ThIka se sAkSI bananA / eka-eka pardA uThAkara dekha lenA / saba ghUMghaTa ughAr3a-ughAr3akara dekha lenA / kucha bhI chupA na raha jaae| usI samajha meM mokSa kA AvirbhAva hogaa| jaise-jaise prajJA bar3hegI, samajha bar3hegI vaise-vaise tuma pAoge, tuma mukta hone lge| AkhirI bAta : mokSa paraloka meM nahIM hai| vaha bhI dvaMdva hai - isa loka kA, usa loka kA; pRthvI kA, AkAza kA / mokSa paraloka meM nahIM hai| mokSa kA lokoM se koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| mokSa hai tumhArI AtmA kI dazA / mokSa kA sthAna - samaya se koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| mokSa kA saMbaMdha hai, tumhArA apane meM lIna ho jaanaa| apane meM DUba jAnA / apane se bharapUra hokara apane rasa meM magna ho jaanaa| saMsAra calatA huA mAlUma par3atA hai aura calatA nhiiN| yahAM koI vikAsa nahIM hai| gati to bahuta hai, pragati bilakula nahIM hai| calanA to bahuta hai, pahuMcanA bilakula nahIM hai| yahAM to Azcarya hai ki tuma bahuta calakara agara apanI jagaha para bhI khar3e raha jAo to bhI bahuta camatkAra hai| Dara to yaha hai ki tuma jahAM apane ko pAye the, usase bhI pichar3a jaaoge| daur3a-daur3akara apanI jagaha para bhI bane rahe to kAphI hai| saMsAra ke lie to do cAka caahie| jhUThI hI sahI gAr3I, mAyA kI hI sahI, lekina hai to gaadd'ii| do cAka caahie| isalie jIvana meM hama hara jagaha jarA khojabIna kareMge to hama pAeMge, hara cAka ke pIche dUsarA cAka chipA hai| saphalatA ke pIche viphalatA chipI hai| sukha ke pIche dukha chipA hai| dina ke pIche rAta chipI hai| puNya ke pIche pApa chipA hai| haMsI ke pIche rudana chipA hai| yahAM tuma eka cIja to pAoge hI nhiiN| yahAM saba cIjeM jor3I se haiN| saMsAra jor3I se jItA hai| mokSa kA artha hai, yaha do kA | vibhAjana gyaa| yaha do meM khaMDita hone kI prakriyA samApta huii| yaha jo lau bAyeM kaMpatI thI, dAyeM kaMpatI thI, aba kaMpatI nahIM, aba madhya meM khar3I ho gii| aba isane kaMpana chor3A, ciMtana chodd'aa| vicAra kI taraMgeM aba nahIM aatiiN| aba nirvicAra | 2010_03 mukti dvaMdvAtIta haiM 349

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 yaha abhI ghaTa sakatA hai| aura agara abhI nahIM ghaTa sakatA to kabhI nahIM ghaTa sktaa| aura jaba bhI ghaTegA, abhI ghaTegA, vartamAna ke kSaNa meM ghttegaa| isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, jo maharSi haiM, jo manISI haiM, ve bIta gae atIta kI ciMtA nahIM krte| anAgata-na Ae hue bhaviSya kA vicAra nahIM krte| ve zuddha vartamAna meM jIte haiN| ve vartamAna ko dekhate haiM, vartamAna kA pazyayana karate haiM, vartamAna kA darzana karate haiN| eka pahiyA hai saMsAra kA atIta meM, eka pahiyA hai bhaviSya meM / yaha saMsAra kI gAr3I bar3I adabhuta hai, bar3I vicitra hai / eka pahiyA hai vahAM, jo aba hai nahIM / aura eka pahiyA hai vahAM, jo abhI huA nhiiN| aise do zUnyoM meM saMsAra cala rahA hai| aura jo hai, vaha abhI ina donoM ke bIca hai; vaha madhya meM hai| buddha ne to apane mArga ko majjhima nikAya khaa| sirpha isIlie kahA ki jo atiyoM se baca gayA aura madhya meM khar3A ho gayA, vahI upalabdha ho jAtA hai| dUsarA prazna : kabhI Apa kahate haiM, guru sAkSAta brahma hai, aura kabhI kahate haiM, guru sAkSAta mRtyu hai / kyA vaha eka sAtha, eka samaya meM donoM hai ? kRpA karake kheN| loga mere pAsa Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM, kucha AzIrvAda deN| jIvana meM bar3I nirAzA hai| AzA kA dIyA jalA deN| maiM unase kahatA hUM, tuma galata jagaha A ge| yahAM to AzA ke dIye bujhAe jAte haiN| sunA kala mahAvIra kA sUtra ! - AzArahitatA ko jo upalabdha ho jaae...| tuma Ate ho zAyada nirAzA miTAne / tuma Ate ho yahAM, ki thor3A bala mila jAe aura saMsAra meM jAkara phira tuma jUjha par3o / | zAyada abhI hAra gae the| zAyada abhI jIta nahIM pAte the| zAyada abhI balazAlI logoM se saMgharSa ho rahA thaa| tuma kamajora par3ate the| aura bala lekara, aura zakti lekara, aura UrjA lekara utara jAo jIvana ke yuddha meN| lekina taba tuma galata jagaha A ge| agara tuma guru ke pAsa gae to galata jagaha ge| isake lie to tumheM koI jhUThA guru cAhie / isalie jhUThe guru calate haiN| jhUThe sikke isIlie calate haiM kyoMki tuma jo cAhate ho, use ve pUrA karane kA AzvAsana dete haiN| vaha kabhI pUrA hotA hai yA nahIM, yaha savAla nahIM hai| AzvAsana kAphI hai; usameM hI tuma luTate ho| phira jo zeSa bacatA hai, vaha to kucha aisA hai, jisakA ziSya ko patA hI nahIM thA / vaha to marane ke bAda hI patA calatA hai| ahaMkAra kI mRtyu ke bAda hI AtmA kA bodha hotA hai| ise dhyAna rakhanA, yaha sadaguru kI pahacAna hai-- jo tumase AzA chIna le; jo tumase saMkalpa chIna le / yaha sadaguru kI zAyada ziSya AtA hai apane prayojana / vaha zAyada pahacAna hai - jo tumheM miTA de| tuma bhalA kisI kAraNa se usake guru mRtyu hai, isIlie guru brahma hai / usameM mRtyu ghaTa sakatI hai, isIlie mahAjIvana kA sUtrapAta ho sakatA hai| hai / purAne hiMdU zAstra kahate haiM, 'AcAryo mRtyuH / ' AcArya mRtyu / guru mRtyu hai / kyA artha hai unakA ? kyA prayojana hai ? ziSya jaba guru ke pAsa AtA hai to jaisA hai, vaisA to use maranA hogaa| aura jaisA honA cAhie, vaisA honA hogaa| jaba ziSya guru ke pAsa AtA hai to bImAriyoM kA jor3a hai, upAdhiyoM kA jor3a hai| guru kI auSadhi bImAriyoM ko to miTA degii| lekina jaisA ziSya AtA hai ahaMkAra se bharapUra, vaha ahaMkAra to sirpha bImAriyoM kA | baMDala hai / jaba bImAriyAM haTatI haiM, vaha ahaMkAra bhI mara jAtA hai| vaha unake binA jI bhI nahIM sakatA / mahAjIvana kI talAza meM AtA hai| vaha zAyada socakara AtA bhI nahIM ki guru ke pAsa maranA hogA, miTanA hogaa| dhIre-dhIre, iMca-iMca galanA hogA, bikharanA hogaa| vaha to kisI lobha se AyA thA / vaha to zAyada saMsAra kI vAsanA ko hI aura thor3I gati mila jAe, aura thor3I zakti mila jAe, kAmanA ke jagata meM aura thor3A balazAlI ho jAUM, jIvana ke saMgharSa meM aura thor3A saMkalpa mila jAe isalie AyA thaa| mere pAsa loga Ate haiN| ve kahate haiM, saMkalpa-zakti kI kamI hai --vila paavr| Apa kRpA kareM, saMkalpa zakti de deN| maiM pUchatA hUM, saMkalpa zakti kA karoge kyA ? saMkalpa - zakti kA upayoga saMgharSa meM hai, saMsAra meM hai; mokSa meM to koI bhI nahIM / azAMta honA ho to saMkalpa zakti kI jarUrata hai| zAMta honA ho to visarjita kro| jo thor3I-bahuta hai, vaha bhI visarjita kro| use bhI DAla Ao gaMgA meM / usase bhI chuTakArA lo / saMkalpa to bAdhA banegA, samarpaNa mArga hai| 350 2010_03

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pAsa Ae ho, vaha tumhArI ciMtA na kre| usake lie to AtyaMtika bAta hI mahatvapUrNa hai| vaha to tumhAre bhItara mokSa ko lAnA cAhatA hai| aura svabhAvataH tuma kaise mokSa kI kAmanA kara sakate ho ? saMsAra ko hI tumane jAnA hai| vahAM bhI saphalatA nahIM jAnI / kisane jAnI ! sikaMdara bhI asaphala hotA hai| saMsAra meM asaphalatA hI hAtha lagatI hai| to tuma vahI saphalatA pAne ke lie A gae ho agara, to kevala asadaguru se hI tumhArA mela ho pAegA, jahAM gaMDA - tAbIja milatA ho, madArIgirI se bhabhUta bAMTI jAtI ho, jahAM tumheM isa bAta kA bharosA milatA ho ki ThIka, yahAM kucha camatkAra ho sakatA hai; jahAM tumhArA maratA -bujhatA ahaMkAra prajvalita ho uThe; jahAM thor3A koI tumhArI bujhatI jyoti ko ukasA de / magara vaha jyoti saMsAra kI hai| vahI to narka kI jyoti hai| vahI to aMdhakAra hai| usI ne to tumheM pIr3A dI hai, satAyA hai| usI se biMdhe to tuma par3e ho / vahI to tumhArI chAtI meM lagA viSAkta tIra hai | sadaguru use khiiNcegaa| usake khIMcane meM hI tuma mroge| | sadaguru to mRtyu hai tumhArI; jaise tuma ho / yadyapi usI mRtyu ke bAda tumheM pahalI daphA usakA darzana hotA hai, jo vastutaH tuma ho| dhokhA maratA hai, satya to kabhI maratA nahIM / asatya maratA hai, satya kI to koI mRtyu nahIM / Aga meM hama sone ko DAla dete haiM, kUr3A-karkaTa jala jAtA hai, sonA kuMdana hokara bAhara A jAtA hai| guru Aga hai, agni hai| aura isIlie guru brahma hai| kyoMki vahIM se tuma miTate ho| aura jahAM tumane miTanA sIkha liyA, vahIM tumane brahma honA sIkha liyaa| guru sUlI hai| lekina usI sUlI para laTakakara tumheM pahalI daphA patA calatA hai ki jo sUlI para mara gayA vaha maiM nahIM thA / idhara sUlI lagI, udhara siMhAsana milaa| isa tarapha sUlI hai, usa tarapha siMhAsana hai| tumheM sUlI bhara dikhAI par3atI hai| tumane jIsasa ke citra dekhe hoMge; sUlI ko apane kaMdhe para Dhote hue, gogothA kI pahAr3I para ve jA rahe haiN| sUlI ThoMka dI gaI jamIna meM, unheM sUlI para laTakA diyA gayA hai| lekina ye adhUre citra haiN| ye citra jIsasa kI najara se nahIM banAe ge| ye jina logoM ne dekhA hogA golagothA kI sar3aka para jIsasa ko sUlI le 2010_03 mukti dvaMdvAtIta hai jAte, unakI smRtiyAM haiN| yaha citrakAra ne bAhara se dekhakara banAyA hai| jIsasa se to puucho| jIsasa sUlI Dho rahe haiM ? nahIM, jIsasa to apane siMhAsana kI taiyArI kara rahe haiN| yaha sUlI to siMhAsana kI sIr3hI bnegii| isa tarapha sUlI hai, usa tarapha siMhAsana hai| dRzya meM sUlI hai, adRzya meM siMhAsana hai| rUpa meM sUlI hai, arUpa meM siMhAsana hai| AkAra meM sUlI hai, AkAra kI sUlI hai, nirAkAra meM siMhAsana hai, nirAkAra kA siMhAsana hai| to jinhoMne jIsasa ko kevala sUlI Dhote dekhA ve jIsasa ko dekha hI nahIM paae| jisa dina tumheM jIsasa kI sUlI meM siMhAsana dikhAI par3a jAe usa dina tuma artha samajhoge / usa dina tumheM pahalI daphA sUlI sUlI na lgegii| sUlI parama kRtajJatA kA kAraNa bana jaaegii| guru ke caraNoM meM dhanyavAda sadA ke lie rahatA hai kyoMki yahI hai, jisane miTane kA bodha diyaa| na miTate, na ho skte| yahI hai, jisane mittaayaa| miTAyA to banane kI zuruAta huI / jhAr3I dhUla, to darpaNa nikharA / lekina tuma jise jiMdagI kahate ho, guru use jiMdagI nahIM kahatA / aura tuma jise mRtyu kahate ho, guru use mRtyu nahIM kahatA / alaga bhASAeM haiM, alaga AyAma haiN| do loka bar3e bhinna-bhinna haiN| guru kucha aura bhASA bolatA hai| vaha tumhAre lie aTapaTI hai| madhyayuga meM bhArata meM usa bhASA kA nAma hI alaga ho gayA - sadhukkar3I; ulaTa bAMsurI / sAdhuoM kI bhASA / ulTI bhASA / jahAM mRtyu jIvana kA paryAya hai| aura jahAM sUlI siMhAsana kA paryAya hai| tumhAre bhASAkoza meM kucha aura likhA hai| guru ke pAsa Akara tumheM naI bhASA sIkhanI hogii| kaSTapUrNa hai| kyoMki tumane apanI bhASA ko khUba kaMThastha kara liyA hai| vaha tumhAre roeM - roeM meM samA gaI hai| tuma jaba mujhe sunate ho, taba tuma mujhe thor3e hI sunate ho| tuma tatkSaNa usakA bhASAMtara karate ho| tuma usakA anuvAda karate ho| idhara maiM kucha kahatA hUM, tuma tatkSaNa apanI bhASA meM usakA anuvAda kara lete ho, bhASAMtara kara lete ho / jaba tuma yaha chor3oge, tabhI tuma mere pAsa aaoge| tumhArI bhASA mere aura tumhAre bIca bAdhA hai| 351

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 kala maiM eka gIta par3hatA thA : jiMdagI se unsa hai, husna se lagAva hai dhar3akanoM meM Aja bhI izka kA alAva hai dila abhI bujhA nahIM - ise loga dila kA na bujhanA kahate haiN| jiMdagI se unsa hai -rAga hai jIvana se / husna se lagAva hai -sauMdarya ke lie abhI tar3apha hai, AkAMkSA hai| dhar3akanoM meM Aja bhI izka kA alAva hai| aura abhI bhI dhar3akanoM meM rAga kI, Asakti kI AMca hai| dila abhI bujhA nahIM agara tuma mujhase pUcho to inhIM kAraNoM se tumhArA dila jala nahIM pA rahA hai| bujhane kI to bAta hI dUra hai, jalA hI nhiiN| inhIM ke kAraNa to dila para rAkha par3a gaI hai| raMga bhara rahA hUM maiM khAka-e-hayAta meM Aja bhI hUM munahamika phikre kAyanAta meM gama abhI luTA nahIM harphe-haka ajIja hai, julma nAgavAra hai ahade-nau se Aja bhI ahada astavAra hai maiM abhI marA nahIM tuma jise jiMdagI kahate ho... tuma jaba kahate ho, 'maiM abhI marA nahIM, to tuma bar3I ajIba bAteM kaha rahe ho| agara tumhAre svapna meM abhI bhI prANa aTake haiM to tuma kahate ho, 'maiM abhI marA nahIM / dila abhI bujhA nahIM / ' agara kAmanA abhI bhI tumheM tar3aphAtI hai aura vAsanA ke dUra ke suhAvane Dhola tumheM abhI bhI bulAte haiM to tuma kahate ho, dila abhI bujhA nhiiN| jahAM kucha bhI nahIM hai, vahAM tuma citta se raMga bharate ho| jahAM kucha bhI nahIM hai, jahAM korA pardA hai, vahAM tuma kalpanAoM, vAsanAoM, tRSNAoM ke bar3e raMgIle iMdradhanuSa banAte ho| aura kahate ho : maiM abhI marA nahIM harphe-haka ajIja hai, julma nAgavAra hai ahade - nau se Aja bhI ahada astavAra hai maiM abhI marA nahIM 352 2010_03 isI kAraNa tuma murdA ho / tuma jise jIvana kahate ho, use samajho mRtyu| taba maiM jise mRtyu kahatA hUM, tuma tatkSaNa samajha jAoge usakA artha / tuma jise jIvana kahate ho, yaha bar3I kramika mRtyu hai| AhistA-AhistA AtmaghAta hai| yaha roja-roja, dhIme-dhIme marate jAnA hai| jisa dina tuma yaha samajhoge ki yaha mRtyu hai, usa dina pahalI bAra tumheM kisI aura jIvana kI pukAra sunAI par3egI - koI aura AhvAna ! usa dina tuma dhArmika hue| usa dina tumhArI AMkheM adRzya kI tarapha uThane lgiiN| usa dina tumhAre hAtha meM thor3A-sA sahI, choTA sahI, patalA sahI, dhAgA AyA, jisake sahAre tuma sUraja taka pahuMca skoge| to maiM kahatA virodha nahIM hai| guru mRtyu hai, guru brahma hai; ina donoM meM koI guru isIlie brahma hai kyoMki vaha mRtyu hai / guru sUlI hai kyoMki vaha siMhAsana hai| eka dvAra se miTAtA hai, dUsare dvAra se banAtA hai| eka hAtha se miTAtA calatA hai, dUsare se banAtA calatA hai| jo miTane ko rAjI haiM, unheM banane kA saubhAgya mila jAtA hai| jo miTane se katarAte haiM, ve banane se vaMcita raha jAte haiN| tIsarA prazna : he bhagavAna! sUlI Upara seja piyA kI kisa vidha milanA hoya ? prItama Ana milo, nainA nIra jhare, hRdaya pIra kare prItama Ana milo / sUlI Upara seja piyA kI - sadA se aisA hI hai| lekina sUlI hameM dikhAI par3atI hai kyoMki hama nAsamajha haiN| kyoMki hamane abhI piyA kI bhASA nahIM samajhI; abhI piyA ke pratIka hamAre sAmane khule nhiiN| abhI hamane apanI hI bhASA se piyA ko bhI samajhanA cAhA hai| isalie lagatA hai-- sUlI Upara seja piyA kii| ke ghabar3AhaTa hotI hai| kauna nahIM ghabar3AegA marane se ? guru pAsa Akara Dara lagatA hai, becainI hotI hai| eka yuvatI parasoM sAMjha mere pAsa aayii| kailiphorniyA se yAtrA karake AyI hai| aura Akara bolI ki maiM tatkSaNa vApisa lauTa

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makti dvaMdvAtIta hai jAnA cAhatI huuN| kyoMki pahalI to bAta yahI merI samajha meM nahIM chor3akara to dekho| tuma pAoge, yamadUta vidA ho ge| tuma syoM? aura aba A gaI hUM to mujhe Dara lagatA pAoge, na koI bhaiMse haiM, na kAlI sUratoMvAle yamadUta haiM; tuma hai ki jiMdA aba maiM lauTa na paauuNgii| vaha rone lgii| usane kahA acAnaka pAoge, paramAtmA hAtha phailAe khar3A hai| ki merA baccA hai, merA pati hai| mujhe jAne deN| | vahI paramAtmA tumhArI jiMdagI kI atizaya pakar3a ke kAraNa use sUlI dikhAI par3I hai| lekina usa sUlI meM siMhAsana kI yamadUta mAlUma hotA hai| tuma agara rAjI ho, tuma agara usake thor3I-sI jhalaka bhI hai, isIlie khiMcI calI AyI hai--apane sAtha cala par3ane ko tatpara ho, tuma taiyAra ho, idhara mauta AyI baavjuud| usase maiMne kahA, aba lauTanA muzkila hai| aba to aura tuma uTha khar3e hue; aura tumane kahA, maiM taiyAra huuN| kahAM kaThina hai| aba to eka hI upAya hai, marakara hI lautt| vaha bahuta calUM? kisa tarapha calUM? kauna-sI dizA meM yAtrA karanI hai? maiM ghabar3A gii| kyoMki abhI naI hai aura use merI bhASA se abhI terI pratIkSA hI karatA thaa| ThIka-ThIka pahacAna nhiiN| usane kahA, marakara lauTa? kyA | tuma acAnaka pAoge, yamadUta vidA ho ge| ve yamadUta tumhArI matalaba ApakA? maiMne kahA, naI hokara lautt| taba vaha thor3I vyAkhyA ke kAraNa the| tumane eka duzmanI bAMdha rakhI thii| jIvana Azvasta huii| se lagAva banAyA thA aura mRtyu se dveSa kiyA thaa| tumane dveSa 'sUlI Upara seja piyA kI!' girAyA mRtyu se, jIvana se lagAva chor3A, tatkSaNa tuma pAoge, jo sUlI dikhAI par3atI hai; hai to seja hii| hai to piyA kA AmaMtraNa aMdhere kI taraha AyA thA vaha jyotirmaya ho uThA hai| taba tumheM hii| lekina jo marane ko rAjI haiM, vahI usake milane ke hakadAra yamadata na dikhAI paDeMge. zAyada kaSNa kI bAsarI sanAI paDe. yA ho pAte haiN| isalie sUlI Upara seja piyA kii| | buddha kI parama zAMta pratimA kA AvirbhAva ho, yA mahAvIra kA | aba Daro mt| himmata kro| aise bhI mittoge| maranA to hogA | mauna tumheM ghera le, yA nAcatI huI gaurAMga kI pratimA utthe| lekina hii| eka hI bAta sunizcita hai isa jagata meM, vaha mRtyu| aura eka bAta taya hai, kucha ghaTegA jo anUThA hai, adabhuta hai, saba to anizcita hai| ho na ho; saMyoga kI bAta hai| eka bAta | Azcaryajanaka hai, avAka kara denevAlA hai| kucha dukhada nahIM sunizcita hai-mRtyu| bar3A adabhuta jIvana hai| jIvana aisA | ghaTegA, kucha ghaTegA jo mahAsukha jaisA hai, svargIya hai| para dekhane jisameM sirpha eka bAta nizcita hai, vaha mrnaa| bAkI saba ke, socane ke, vyAkhyA ke DhaMga bdlo| anizcita hai| jo hogA hI, use svecchA se varaNa kro| basa, 'sUlI Upara seja piyA kI, kisa vidha milanA hoy|' itanA hI pharka hai samAdhi meM aura mRtyu meN| jo jabardastI mArA aura jaba eka daphA sUlI dikhAI par3atI hai to phira savAla uThatA jAtA hai, taba mRtyu| mRtyu hamArI samAdhi kI vyAkhyA hai kyoMki hai, kisa vidha milanA hoya? kyoMki vaha sUlI aTakAtI mAlama hama rAjI na the marane ko| usI vyAkhyA ke kAraNa hama cUka gae | par3atI hai| sUlI ko kaise pAra kareM? eka abhUtapUrva ghaTanA se| tuma binA mare paramAtmA meM lIna honA cAhate ho| yaha nahIM ho bahuta bAra tuma mare ho| lekina hara bAra jhijhakate, lar3ate, | sktaa| yaha to aisA huA ki gaMgA kahe, maiM binA utare sAgara meM jhagaDate. saMgharSa karate, majabarI meM, vivaza, asahAya mare ho| lIna honA cAhatI haiN| baMda kahe. maiM binA utare sAgara meM. sAgara isIlie to hama kahate haiM, yamadUta Ate haiM aura khIMcate haiN| koI honA cAhatI huuN| yaha to nahIM ho sktaa| yaha to jIvana ke gaNita yamadUta nahIM aate| tuma itane jora se pakar3ate ho ki mauta lagatI ke viparIta hai| hai, khIMca rahI hai| bhaiMsoM para baiThakara Ate haiM ymduut| bar3I DarAvanI bUMda ko khonA hogaa| gaMgA ko utaranA hogaa| sUrata! khIMcate haiM, jabardastI karate haiN| sAgara milegA, bezarta milegA, pUrA milegA, lekina utare binA bar3I galata kahAniyAM haiN| koI jabardastI nahIM krtaa| tama | kabhI nahIM milA hai. kabhI nahIM milegaa| jiMdagI ko jabardastI pakar3ate ho| isalie jaba jiMdagI hAtha se sUlI ko dekhanA baMda karo to dUsarA savAla uThanA baMda ho chUTane lagatI hai, tumheM lagatA hai jabardastI ho rahI hai| tuma apane se jAe-kisa vidhi milanA hoya? 353 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 - maranA hI vidhi hai| sUlI vidhi hai| aura sUlI ke kAraNa tuma hAtha phailAe haiM paramAtmA kI tarapha, lekina paramAtmA ko nahIM ghabar3Ate ho| tuma kahate ho, kisa vidhi milanA hoya? koI maaNgte| paramAtmA se bhI do kaur3I kI cIjeM mAMgakara A jAte haiM; rAstA batAeM ki sUlI se bacakara nikala jAeM, ki idhara-udhara se ki dukAna ThIka cale, ki mukadamA jIta jAeM, ki kisI strI se nikala jaaeN| sUlI yahAM rahI, rahI Ae, hama jarA pIche ke vivAha ho jAe, ki lar3ake ko naukarI laga jAe, ki bImArI dUra daravAje se nikala jaaeN| ho jaae| tuma mAMgate kyA ho? / sUlI vidhi hai| agara tuma mujhase pUcho, maranA vidhi hai| to tumhAre AMsU bar3e jhUThe the| aba jo AdamI mAMga rahA hai ki 'kisa vidha milanA hoya?' mujhe bImArI hai, vaha dUra ho jAe-vaha ro rahA hai, lekina usake maro! mitto| kho jAne ko rAjI ho jaao| | rone meM paramAtmA kI prArthanA to nahIM hai| usake AMsuoM meM bImArI 'prItama Ana milo'-tuma miTe ki prItama mile| kI, asahAya avasthA kI ghoSaNA to hai, lekina jIvana kA aise cIkhane-pukArane se kucha bhI na hogaa| sUlI se Darate rahe dhanyabhAva nahIM hai, ahobhAva nahIM hai| aura kahate rahe, 'prItama Ana milo', to kucha bhI na hogaa| jarA gaura karanA, tumhAre AMsU tumhAre haiN| tuma galata ho to 'nainA nIra jhare, hRdaya pIra kare tumhAre AMsU bhI galata haiN| aura tumhArA hRdaya tumhArA hai| tuma prItama Ana milo|' galata ho to tumhAre hRdaya kI pIra bhI galata hai| nahIM, itanA kAphI nahIM hai| tuma tuma hI ho| aura tuma tuma hI jise tU iMtahA-e-darde-dila kahatA hai ai nAdAM rahakara AMsU bhI girA rahe ho| ve AMsU bhI tumhAre haiN| una vahI zauka-e-vaphA kI ibtadA mAlUma hotI hai AMsuoM meM bhI tumhArI bhASA hai| una AMsuoM meM bhI tumhAre jise tuma samajhate ho ki yaha dila ke darda kI carama sImA hai, saMskAra haiN| una AMsuoM meM bhI tumhArI dRSTi hai| tumhArI AMkha | yaha kevala prema kI zuruAta hai, carama sImA nhiiN| ke AMsU haiM, tumhArI dRSTi se bhare haiN| una AMsuoM meM bhI tuma gaura jise tU iMtahA-e-darde-dila kahatA hai ai nAdAM / se dekhoge to sUlI hI jhalaka rahI hai| jaisI tumhArI AMkha meM ai nAsamajha! jise tU kahatA hai ki yaha dila ke darda kI AkhirI jhalaka rahI hai, tumhAre AMsuoM meM bhI sUlI jhalaka rahI hai| ve ghar3I A gaI-nainA nIra jhare, hRdaya pIra kare--vahI tumhArI ghabar3AhaTa ke AMsU haiN| ve tumhArI becainI ke AMsU haiN| zauka-e-vaphA kI ibladA mAlUma hotI hai| yaha kevala zuruAta sUlI ko svIkAra kro| taba eka abhinava anubhava hogaa| hai| yaha prema kI yAtrA kA pahalA kadama hai| aura paramAtmA se AMsU phira bhI zAyada baheM, lekina aba AnaMda ke hoNge| aura milana to aMtima kadama para hogA, pahale kadama para nhiiN| AMsaoM meM siMhAsana kI jhalaka hogii| aura taba tamheM kahanA na aura pahale kadama aura aMtima kadama ke bIca yAtrA kyA par3egA, prItama Ana milo| usa ghar3I meM milana ho hI jAtA hai| hai?-tumhAre miTane kI yAtrA hai| tuma dhIre-dhIre apane ko anyathA kabhI huA nahIM, anyathA ho nahIM sktaa| idhara tuma miTe | chor3ate jaao| chalAMga meM chor3a sako to saubhaagy| kaMjUsa ho to ki milana huaa| tuma hI bAdhA the| aura to kucha roka nahIM rahA dhIre-dhIre chor3o, kramazaH chodd'o| kRpaNa ho to iMca-iMca chor3o, thaa| tuma hI roke ho| rattI-rattI tyAga kro| sAhasI ho, eka kSaNa meM chalAMga ho sakatI _ 'nainA nIra jhare, hRdaya pIra kare'-abhI tumhArI pIra meM bhI, hai| kaha do eka kSaNa meM ki aba maiM nhiiN| usI kSaNa meM tuma | pIr3A meM bhI tuma ho| tuma rote bhI ho to tumhAre AMsU kuMAre nahIM pAoge, paramAtmA utara aayaa| idhara tumane jagaha khAlI kI, ki haiN| tuma pIra se bhI bharate ho to tumhArI pIr3A meM bhI zikAyata hai| vaha aayaa| tumhArI pIr3A meM bhI daMza hai| tumhArI pIr3A meM tumhArA sArA saMsAra | tuma bhItara ke siMhAsana para akar3akara baiThe ho| vahIM se tuma chipA hai| pUchatAcha kara rahe ho| vahAM se jagaha khAlI nahIM karate, bAteM karate maMdiroM meM jAkara dekho| loga prArthanAeM kara rahe haiM, mAMgate kyA ho| acchI-acchI bAteM sIkha lI haiM--'prItama Ana milo| haiM? AMsU jhara rahe haiM, mAMgate kyA haiM? mAMgate saMsAra kI cIjeM haiN| nainA nIra jhare, hRdaya pIra kre|' 354 2010_03

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mukti dvaMdvAtIta hai kAvya se kucha bhI na hogaa| kavitA kAphI nahIM hai| suMdaratama | basAne kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| eka sAdhai saba sdhai| kavitAeM karo, lekina kevala jIvana se pramANa doge to hI kucha | jisane pUchA hai, usake lie prema hI anukUla pdd'egaa| dhyAna kA hogaa| miTane kI taiyArI dikhAnA zurU kro| zAstra bAdhA bnegaa| caubIsa ghaMTe smaraNa rakho ki kaise-kaise DhaMga se tuma apane ko tuma prArthanA kI carcA karo, pUjA kI, arcanA kI carcA karo, bharate ho aura ahaMkAra ko sakhta karate ho, majabUta karate ho| dhUpa-dIye jalAo, nAco, gunagunAo, AhlAdita hoo| jarA-jarA sI bAta meM ahaMkAra majabUta hotA hai| jarA-jarA sI prArthanA meM utro| tumhArA maMdira prArthanA kI yAtrA se aaegaa| bAta meM ahaMkAra coTa khAtA hai| coTa khAe sAMpa kI taraha | jisane pUchA hai, vaha ise ThIka se yAda rkhe| dhyAna kI ciMtA meM phuphakAratA hai| | mata pdd'o| aksara aisA hotA hai| mana bar3A lobhI hai| prema sadhatA ise jAgakara dekho| isa sAMpa se chuTakArA paao| aise jIyo, hai to mana meM yaha hotA hai ki are! dhyAna nahIM sadha rahA hai| kahIM jaise tuma nahIM ho| aise jIyo, jaise paramAtmA hai aura tuma nahIM ho| aisA to na hogA ki Akhira meM maiM cUka jAUM! koI gAlI de to samajho, usI ko dI gii| tuma parezAna mata udhara vaha pIche maMju baiThI hai| usako bhI phikara lagI rahatI hai mo| koI sammAna kare to samajho, usI kA kiyA gyaa| tuma | ki dhyAna nahIM sadha rahA bhagavAna! prema sadha rahA hai| to ghabar3AhaTa gauravAnvita mata hoo| tuma ahaMkAra se mata bhro| kAMTA cubhe to lagI rahatI hai ki kahIM aisA to na hogA ki dhyAna cUka jAe to jAno, usI ko cubhaa| phUla baraseM to jAno usI para brse| tuma kucha cUka jAe! apane ko haTA hI lo| bhUkha ho to usakI, pyAsa ho to uskii| prema mila gayA to mila gyaa| dhyAna bhI apane Apa calA prasannatA ho to usakI, tRpti ho to uskii| tuma apane ko haTA aaegaa| phUla khila gae, sugaMdha apane Apa phailegii| lekina hI lo| isa ciMtA ke kAraNa bAdhA par3a sakatI hai| taba-kevala taba hI usa mahata kA padArpaNa hotA hai| to apanI vRtti ko ThIka se pahacAna lenaa| agara prema meM tanmayatA AtI ho, chor3a do dhyaan| zabda hI bhala jaao| yaha cauthA praznaH miThAsa kI yAda bhI muMha ko svAda se bhara detI | zabda tumhAre lie auSadhi nahIM hai| yaha auSadhi kisI aura ke hai| prakAza kA smaraNa aMtasa ko Aloka aura USmA se bhara lie hogii| tumhAre roga kI auSadhi tamheM mila gaI. rAmabANa detA hai| maiMne sunA thA ki 'dhyAnamUlaM gurumuurtiH|' aura mujhe auSadhi mila gii| aba tuma phikra chodd'o| ApakA smaraNa eka pragAr3ha rasamayatA, AnaMda aura tanmayatA se tumane dekhA ! kemisTa kI dukAna para lAkhoM auSadhiyAM rakhI haiN| bhara jAtA hai| jaba merI cAla meM hara kSaNa bUMghara kI taraha ApakI | tuma apanA priskripzana lekara gae, tumheM apanI auSadhi mila dhuna bajatI hai, jaba mere roma-roma meM dhyAnamUrti, premamUrti aura gii| DAlI apanI jholI meM, cala pdd'e| tuma isakI phikra nahIM garumarti Apa basate haiM to aba maiM dhyAna ko kahAM rakhaM? | karate ki ina saba auSadhiyoM meM se aura to kucha le leN| itanI dukAna para auSadhiyAM rakhI haiM, eka hI lekara cale? itane se kahIM prema jaga jAe to dhyAna kI ciMtA chodd'o| prema ke pIche-pIche kAma hala hogA! tumhArI bImArI kI auSadhi mila gaI, bAta pUrI chAyA kI taraha calA AegA dhyaan| chAyA ko rakhane ke lie ho gii| koI sthAna to nahIM banAnA pdd'taa| tuma ghara meM Ate ho, tumhAre to agara prema se rasa jhara rahA ho to tuma bhASA prema kI siikho| lie jagaha caahie| tumhArI chAyA ke lie to koI alaga se | kaMTha ko bharo umaMga se| dhyAnI to khoja rahA hai, isalie dhyAnI jagaha nahIM cAhanI hotii| chAyA to koI jagaha gheratI nhiiN| thor3A rUkhA-sUkhA hogA hii| bhakta ne to pA hI liyaa| dhyAnI agara prema A gayA to dhyAna chAyA kI taraha AtA hai; usake aMta meM kahegA, rasadhAra bhii| bhakta pahale dina se kahatA hai ki lie koI alaga se jagaha banAne kI jarUrata nahIM hai| agara dhyAna | rasadhAra bhii| bhakta ke lie pahalA dina AkhirI dina jaisA hai| A gayA to prema chAyA kI taraha AtA hai| phira prema ko alaga se mahAvIra bhI kahate haiM, atizaya ho jAtA rasa kA, atireka ho 355 2010_03 www.jainelibrar.org Beat

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More jina satra bhAgaH2 jina sUtra bhAga 2 jAtA rasa kA, lekina AkhirI ghar3I meM hogA dhyAnI ke lie| to tuma dhyAna kI ciMtA chor3a do| agara tuma zraddhA kara sakate ho se hI nAcane lagatA hai| usakA bharosA aisA | to dhanyabhAgI ho| agara saMdehazUnya mana se, jo maiM tumase kaha rahA hai| usakI zraddhA aisI hai| jo jJAnI ko soca-socakara, ciMtana hUM usakI miThAsa tumheM anubhava hotI hai, agara mujhe sunakara tumhAre kara-karake, manana kara-karake, nididhyAsna kara-karake milatA hai, aMtasa meM Aloka pragAr3ha hotA hai, USmA bharatI hai to phira tuma bhakta zraddhA se pA letA hai| dhyAna ke lie alaga se jagaha banAne kI soco hI mt| tamhArA aba tU cAhe AMkha dikhAe, aba tU cAhe kasama khilAe dhyAna tumheM mila gyaa| jaba taka sAtha na tU gAegA, maiM bhI gIta na gAUMgA prema tumhArA dhyAna hai| bhakta to bhagavAna se bhI manuhAra lene lagatA hai| vaha to rUTha bhI | aba isameM vyAghAta mata DAlo, vyavadhAna mata ddaalo| yaha jo jAtA hai bhagavAna se, ki agara tU nahIM gAegA sAtha, to hama bhI na pUcha rahA hai, yaha mana hai| yaha mana kaha rahA hai, dhyAna kA kyA? gaaeNge| yaha to prema hai, ThIka; yaha to bhakti hai, ThIka; lekina dhyAna kA aba tU cAhe AMkha dikhAe, aba tU cAhe kasama khilAe kyA? mana eka bibUcana paidA kara rahA hai| jaba taka sAtha na tU gAegA, maiM bhI gIta na gAUMgA tuma dhyAna kI ciMtA meM par3a gae ki bhakti kho jaaegii| aura AMsU ke dvAre kaTI subaha, dukha ke ghara bItI dopaharI dhyAna to milegA ki nahIM pakkA nahIM hai, bhakti kho jAegI yaha aba jAne DolA kahAM ruke, aba jAne zAma kahAM para ho pakkA hai| barasAta bhigokara palaka gaI, tana jhulasAkara patajhara lauTA aura jisa mana ne abhI bAdhA khar3I kI hai, kala agara kabhI khaMDahara ghara ko kara jeTha calA, panaghaTa maraghaTa banakara lauTA tumhArA dhyAna bhI jamane lage, sadhane lage, to yahI mana kahegA, pI DAlI umra sitAroM ne, cuna DAle gIta bahAroM ne ThIka hai, dhyAna to ThIka hai| lekina prema kA kyA? bhakti kA lauTA to geha musAphira yaha, khAlI hI hAtha agara lauTA kyA? yaha dhyAna to sUkhA-sUkhA hai, marusthala hai| isameM rasadhAra dina eka milA thA sirpha mujhe, miTTI ke baMdIkhAne meM kahAM bahegI? isameM nAcoge kaise? isase zAMti to mila jAegI AdhA jaMjIroM meM gujarA, AdhA jaMjIra tur3Ane meM lekina AnaMda? nAcatA huA AnaMda, nartana karatI huI divyatA prANoM ko pakar3e khar3I deha, pAMvoM ko jakar3e par3A geha kahAM milegI? aba jAne itane paryoM meM bepardA zyAma kahAM para ho? aise mana tumheM DAMvADola kregaa| mana kI Adata yahI hai| tuma aba tU cAhe AMkha dikhAe, aba tU cAhe kasama khilAe jahAM ho, vaha tumheM kahIM aura ke sapane dikhAtA hai| vaha kahatA hai, jaba taka sAtha na tU gAegA, maiM bhI gIta na gAUMgA | kahIM aura honA caahie| vaha tumase kahatA hai, isase behatara jagaha parde bahuta haiN| bhakta kahatA hai, aba maiM kahAM khojatA phirUM? | hai| aura isalie tuma jahAM ho, vahAM se cukA detA hai| kina-kina pardo ko uThAUM? aba tU hI mujhe khoja le| aura dukha aura agara tuma isa abhyAsa meM bahuta jyAdA kuzala ho maiMne bahata utthaae| sArI jiMdagI dakha uThAne meM biitii| sArI jiMdagI gae-cakane ke abhyAsa meM-to tuma hara jagaha cUkate cale sukha kI AzA karane meM, dukha ko kATane meM gujaarii| aba bahuta | jaaoge| tuma svarga meM bhI hooge to bhI mana tumase kahegA, patA ho gyaa| aba maiM dukha ko kATane kI phikara nahIM karatA, aura na nahIM narka meM kyA ho rahA hai! ho sakatA hai, loga vahAM jyAdA majA sukha kI talAza karatA hUM; aba maiM sukhI hotA huuN| uThA rahe hoN| isa bAta ko khayAla meM lenaa| bhakta kahatA hai, aba maiM sukha kI | maiMne to sunA hai, eka phakIra marA aura svarga phuNcaa| to vaha khoja nahIM karatA, aba maiM sukhI hotA huuN| aba isa kSaNa se khoja bar3A cakita huA svarga meM praveza krke| kyoMki usane dekhA, kaI. baMda huii| aba maiM naacuuNgaa| aba meM AnaMdita huuN| aba maiMne taya kara loga jaMjIroM se baMdhe haiN| liyA ki khojane se nahIM milatA, kho jAne se milatA hai| usane jo devadUta use aMdara le jA rahA thA, usase pUchA ki merI bhakta kI zraddhA bar3I anUThI hai| agara zraddhA kA sUtra hAtha meM ho yaha samajha ke bAhara hai| maiMne to sunA thA, svarga mukti hai| aura 356 2010_03

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makti dvaMdvAtIta hai yahAM bhI jaMjIreM baMdhI haiM? ise dekhakara to merI ghabar3AhaTa bar3hatI | aba dhyAna ko rakhakara karoge kyA? aba dhyAna kI jarUrata hai| yaha mAmalA kyA hai ? ye loga baMdhe kyoM haiM? kahAM rahI? yaha to aisA huA ki kisI aMdhe ko AMkheM mila gaI usane kahA ki ye loga narka jAnA cAhate haiM isalie jaMjIreM aura aba vaha pUchatA hai ki yaha merI lakar3I, jisase maiM DAlanA pdd'iiN| ye loga ekadama utAvale ho rahe haiN| ye kahate haiM, TaTola-TaTolakara calatA thA jaba maiM aMdhA thA, to aba isa svarga to dekha liyA, aba narka dekhanA hai| ye kahate haiM, yahAM to | lakar3I kA kyA karUM? aura kahAM rakhU? maiM isako chor3a to Uba Ane lgii| dekha liyA, jo dekhanA thaa| patA nahIM narka meM | sakatA nahIM, kyoMki isane kitanA sAtha diyA hai! aMdhA thA to kahIM jyAdA majA ho| isI se TaTola-TaTolakara calatA thaa| AMkheM to Aja milIM, mana aisA hai| svarga bhI pahuMca jAoge to bhI caina se na baiThane | aMdhA to janmoM se thaa| lakar3I ne janmoM sAtha diyA, ise kaise degaa| aba jisane pUchA hai, 'miThAsa kI yAda bhI muMha ko svAda se chor3a daM? bhara detI hai|' jaba yAda itane svAda se bhara rahI hai to cala pdd'o| | prema mila gayA to dhyAna kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| dhyAna mila smaraNa tumhArA mArga hai, surati tumhArI vidhi hai| aba isa miThAsa gayA to prema kI koI ciMtA nhiiN| do meM se eka sadha jaae| aura meM dduubo| miThAsa ho jaao| donoM ke bIca apane mana ko DAMvAMDola mata karanA, anyathA tuma 'prakAza kA smaraNa aMtasa ko Aloka se, USmA se bhara detA | trizaMku ho jaaoge| hai| maiMne sunA thA ki dhyAnamUlaM gurumuurtiH| aura mujhe ApakA | aura jaba maiM kaha rahA hUM, eka sadha jAe to merA matalaba yahI hai smaraNa eka pragAr3ha rasamayatA, AnaMda aura tanmayatA se bhara detA ki eka ke sadhate dasarA anAyAsa apane Apa sadha jAtA hai| ujAr3a se lagA cukA ummIda meM bahAra kI to phira aba baiThe-baiThe kyA kara rahe ho? to phira ruke kyoM | nidAgha se ummIda kI, vasaMta kI bayAra kI ho? jahAM se rasa bahe, jAnanA vahIM satya hai| rasa satya kI khabara marusthalI marIcikA sudhAmayI mujhe lagI lAtA hai| raso vai sH| usa paramAtmA kA svabhAva rasa hai| jahAM se aMgAra se lagA cukA ummIda maiM tuSAra kI rasa bahe, samajhanA paramAtmA chipA hai| patthara se bahe, to pratimA ho kahAM manuSya hai jise na bhUla zUla sI gar3I gaI vaha paramAtmA kii| bhojana se bahe, to anna brahma ho gyaa| isIlie khar3A rahA ki bhUla tuma sudhAra lo saMgIta se Ae to saMgIta anAhata kA nAda ho gyaa| jisa vyakti isIlie khar3A rahA ki tuma mujhe pukAra lo kI upasthiti meM lagane lage vaha rasa, to upasthiti usakI pukAra kara dulAra lo, dulAra kara sudhAra lo bhagavatasvarUpa ho gii| vaha vyakti bhagavAna ho gyaa| dhyAnI kahatA hai, maiM apane ko sdhaaruuNgaa| dhyAnI kA artha hai: jahAM se rasa mila jAe, cala par3anA usa tarapha aMdhe kI bhaaNti| sArA dAyitva mere Upara hai| phira AMkhoM ko rakha denaa| ina AMkhoM kA kAma to tabhI taka thA, premI kA artha hai| isIlie khar3A rahA ki bhUla tuma sudhAra jaba taka rasa kA patA na ho| yaha AMkhoM se TaTola-TaTolakara lo| ki tuma mujhe pukAra lo, ki pukAra kara dulAra lo, ki calanA tabhI taka ThIka thA, jaba taka rasa kA patA na ho| jaba rasa dulAra kara sudhAra lo| kI jhalaka milane lagI, to aba saba chor3o smjhdaarii| aba ho | premI kA artha hai, ki vaha kahatA hai, ki maiMne chor3a diyA tumhAre jAo naasmjh| aba ho jAo paagl| aba ho jAo unmtt| hAthoM meN| aba tuma sudhAra lo| mere kie na hogaa| mere kie hogA daur3a pdd'o| aba calane se kAma na clegaa| AMdhI-aMdhar3a kI bhI kaise? maiM galata hai, maiM jo karUMgA vaha aura galatI ko taraha cala par3o paramAtmA kI trph| bddh'aaegaa| maiM nAsamajha huuN| maiM jo karUMgA usase nAsamajhI aura 'jaba merI cAla meM hara kSaNa ghUghara kI taraha ApakI dhuna bajatI ulajha jaaegii| maiM vaise hI ulajhA huuN| hai, jaba mara roma-roma meM dhyAnamUrti, premamUrti aura gurumUrti Apa tumane kabhI dekhA, koI cIja ulajhI ho, sulajhAne jAo to basate haiM to aba maiM dhyAna ko kahAM rakhaM?' aura ulajha jAtI hai| maiM vaise hI bhrama meM huuN| aba isameM aura 357 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 upadrava karUMgA to aura kIcar3a maca jaaegii| | prema kI dRSTi aura hai| vaha kahatA hai, ki maiMne tumhAre hAthoM meM chor3A apane ko| tuma mujhe banA sake to tuma mujhe sudhAra na sakoge? tuma mujhe jIvana de sake to tuma mujhe jyoti na de sakoge ? tumane bina mAMge jIvana diyA, tumane bina mAMge ahobhAgya barasAyA, to mAMgatA hUM tumase, jyoti na de sakoge ? bina mAMge jIvana dete ho, mAMge jyoti na doge ? premI paramAtmA para chor3a rahA hai| aura isI chor3ane meM krAMti ghaTanI zurU ho jAtI hai| kyoMki jaise hI tumane usa para chor3A, tumhArA ahaMkAra miTanA zurU huaa| aura ahaMkAra mUla hai sAre upadrava kA, sArI bhUloM kA, sAre pApa kA, sArI nAsamajhiyoM kaa| ahaMkAra dvAra hai narka kA / 'tuma kyA kara rahe ho ? kucha kiyA nahIM ?' usane kahA, 'maiM yahI to soca-vicAra meM par3A huuN| bar3e eka to jisane pUchA hai-- kRSNa gautama kA prazna hai-- usase maiM tarapha kara dUM, choTe eka tarapha kara dUM, kucha majhola haiM; inako kahAM kahatA hUM : karanA ? aura jaba taka saba bAta sApha na ho jAe taba taka koI bhI kRtya karanA khatare se khAlI nahIM hai / maiM soca-vicAravAlA AdamI huuN|' gautama! dArzanika hone kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| aba dhyAna kI ciMtA chodd'o| tumheM jisase saMgati baiTha sakatI hai, vaha svara bajA hai| aba cala pdd'o| aba zraddhA se bharapUra, bharose se / soca-vicAra eka tarapha rakhakara, aba daudd'o| AgAz2a jo acchA hai, aMjAma burA kyoM ho ? nAdAM hai jo kahatA hai, aMjAma khudA jAne ! jaba prAraMbha acchA hai, aMta bhI acchA hogaa| tuma phikra chodd'o| | nAsamajha hai, jo kahatA hai ki zuruAta to bar3I acchI ho rahI hai, pariNAma paramAtmA jAne! jaba zuruAta acchI hai to pariNAma bhI acchA hogaa| jaba bIja miThAsa ke aura rasa ke haiM to phala bhI rasa ke aura miThAsa ke hoNge| tuma cala pdd'o| aba tuma baiThe-baiThe vicAra mata karo | ciMtana aksara Alasya bana jAtA hai| bahuta soca-vicAra karanevAle loga calane kI bAta bhUla hI jAte haiN| isalie dArzanika kucha bhI nahIM kara paate| socate-socate jIvana gaMvA dete haiM / karane ke lie maukA hI nahIM bacatA, samaya nahIM bacatA, zakti nahIM bacatI / kahA ki tuma kisI kAma ke nahIM ho| agara tuma itanA soca-vicAra karoge to yuddha ke maidAna para kyA hogA? itanA soca-vicAra sainika ke lie nahIM hai| magara aba tuma bhartI ho hI gae ho to koI to kAma denA / to use mesa meM bheja diyA -- bhojanAlaya meM -- ki vahAM tuma kucha kAma kro| pahale hI dina usako maTara ke dAne die, ki bar3e-bar3e eka tarapha kara lo, choTe-choTe eka tarapha kara do| ghaMTebhara bAda jaba usakA zikSaka AyA to dAne vaise ke vaise rakhe the aura vaha mAthe se hAtha lagAe - jaise roDena kI pratimA hai na! vicAraka - vaise baiThA thaa| 358 2010_03 pAMcavAM praznaH vahAM taka AyA hUM, jahAM lagatA hai ki kucha sakatA hai| aba koI bhaya nahIM mAlUma detA / prabhu, praNAma ! praNAma !! praNAma !!! zubha hai aisI ghar3I, jaba aisA bhAva saghana hone lage ki aba kucha ho sakatA hai| manuSya ke jIvana meM sarvAdhika mahatva kI ghar3I yahI ghar3I hai, jaba bharosA AtA hai ki aba kucha ho sakatA hai| maiMne sunA hai, pahale mahAyuddha meM eka dArzanika bhartI huaa| yuddha meM jarUrata thI, sabhI bhartI kie jA rahe the, vaha bhI bhartI kara liyA | gyaa| lekina bar3I kaThinAI huii| kyoMki jo ise zikSaNa de rahA thA vaha bar3I parezAnI meM par3a gyaa| vaha kahe, 'bAyeM ghuum|' sArI duniyA ghUma jAe, vaha vahIM khar3A hai| tuma khar3e kyoM ho? vaha kahatA, jaba taka maiM soca na lUM ki bAyeM ghUmUM kyoM ? Akhira bAyeM ghUmane se phAyadA kyA hai? aura phira dAyeM ghUmanA par3egA, to yahIM kyoM na khar3e raho ? anyathA sAdhAraNataH to bharosA AtA hI nahIM ki kucha aura mujhe ho sakegA? aura usa gaira-bharose kA bhI kAraNa hai| janmoM-janmoM se kucha na huA, Aja acAnaka kaise ho sakegA ? anaMta kAla meM na huA, Aja kaise ho sakegA? isalie isa jagata meM sabase bar3I mahatvapUrNa ghaTanA, jahAM se Akhira vaha jo zikSaNa denevAlA thA, parezAna ho gyaa| usane aura mahatvapUrNa ghaTanAoM kI zuruAta hotI hai, vaha isa kSaNa kA

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mukti dvaMdvAtIta hai A jAnA hai, jaba tumheM yaha lage ki hAM, mujhe kucha ho sakatA hai| aura jaaegii| isalie jaba calI jAe to ghabar3A mata jAnA, isIlie to loga buddha para, mahAvIra para, kRSNa para, krAisTa para udAsa mata ho jaanaa| kyoMki yaha bar3I dUra kI jhalaka hai| jaise bharosA nahIM krte| kyoMki unako lagatA hai, jaba hameM nahIM ho AkAza meM kSaNabhara ko bijalI kauMdha gaI ho aura tumheM dUra sakatA to kisI ko kaise huA hogA? Akhira hama bhI manuSya himAlaya kA zikhara dikhAI par3a gayA ho| para bijalI gaI, phira jaise manuSya haiM-haDDI, mAMsa, majjA ke bne| jaise tuma ghanA aMdherA hai| aura dhyAna rakhanA, jaba bijalI ke bAda aMdherA the-mahAvIra ho, ki buddha ho, ki kRSNa ho, ki krAisTa ho| hotA hai to bijalI ke pahale ke aMdhere se jyAdA ghanA ho jAtA hai| hama bhI janme, tama bhI jnme| hama bhI maraNa kI tarapha jA rahe haiM, to jinake jIvana meM yaha saubhAgya kA kSaNa AtA hai, unheM lagatA tuma bhI mre| hameM bhI bhUkha lagatI hai, tumheM bhI lagatI hai| hamArA hai, aba kucha ho sakatA hai, ve bar3I khatare kI sthiti meM bhI haiN| bhI zarIra jIrNa-zIrNa hotA hai, vRddha hotA hai, tumhArA bhI huaa| unheM saceta kara denA jarUrI hai| kyoMki yaha bijalI kI kauMdha hai; hamArI bhI kamara jhuka gaI, tumhArI bhI jhuka jAegI, tumhArI bhI yaha kho jaaegii| yaha bahuta bAra pakar3a meM AegI, bahuta bAra chUTa jhuka gaI thii| | jaaegii| aura jaba chUTegI taba tuma aise atala aMdhere meM giroge, to aMtara kahAM hai? hamAre jaise manuSya! hameM nahIM huA, hameM nahIM jaise ki tuma kabhI bhI nahIM the| ghaTA vaha aghaTa, hamAre jIvana meM nahIM utarA aakaash| hamArA | lekina agara sAvadhAna rahe aura smaraNa rakhA ki aisA hotA hai, AMgana to sikur3atA hI gyaa| AkAza ke to darzana hI nahIM hue| | to tuma una aMdherI rAtoM ko bhI pAra kara jaaoge| aura jo abhI hamAre to jharokhe baMda hI hote ge| kabhI koI khulA prakAza, sUraja | bijalI kI kauMdha kI taraha ghaTA hai, vaha eka dina subaha ke sUraja kA darzana na huA, to tumheM kaise huA hogA? yA to tuma dhokhA de kI taraha ghttegaa| pahale jhalaka AtI hai, phira jhalaka sApha hotI rahe ho, yA tuma bhrama meM par3e ho, yA to tuma sirpha bAtacIta kara rahe | hai; phira jhalaka jhalaka nahIM raha jAtI, tumhArA sunizcita anubhava ho aura yA phira tuma koI sapanA dekha rahe ho| ho jAtA hai| phira anubhava nahIM raha jAtA hai, paramAtmA phira dhyAna rahe, jisa dina tumheM bharosA AtA hai ki mujhe ho sakatA anubhava jaisA nahIM mAlUma hotA, tumhArA svatva ho jAtA hai, hai, usI dina pahalI daphe buddha, mahAvIra, kRSNa, krAisTa paurANika tumhArA svabhAva ho jAtA hai| nahIM raha jAte, aitihAsika ho jAte haiN| usI kSaNa sArA itihAsa madhara niryAta aura AyAta, sAdhate ho donoM ke khela nayA ho jAtA hai, jaise tumhAre lie phira se likhA gyaa| pahalI chanaka meM nikala cale the dUra, palaka meM pala-pala bar3hatA mela daphA aise vyaktiyoM para, jinake jIvana meM paramAtmA kI jhalaka | tumhAre kho jAne meM dukha, tumhAre pA jAne meM Aja AyI, pratibiMba utarA, jinameM kisI taraha paramAtmA kI prabhA | bhUmi kA mila jAtA hai chora, gagana kA mila jAtA hai rAja pragaTa huI, tumheM bharosA AtA hai| jisa dina tumheM apane para para khayAla rakhanAbharosA AtA hai usI dina tumheM kRSNa, mahAvIra, buddha para bharosA madhura niryAta aura AyAta sAdhate ho donoM ke khel| AtA hai| chanaka meM nikala cale the dUra, palaka meM pala-pala bar3hatA mela loga Izvara para bharosA nahIM karate kyoMki unakA apane para eka kSaNa to lagatA hai, itane karIba; aura eka kSaNa lagatA hai, bharosA nahIM hai| nAstika kI asalI nAstikatA | itane duur| eka kSaNa lagatA hai, hAtha kI pahuMca ke bhItara; aura Atma-avizvAsa hai| vaha kahatA hai, koI Izvara nahIM hai| | eka kSaNa lagatA hai, asaMbhava! bilakula asaMbhava! aisA bahuta kyoMki bhItara jaba Izvara kA patA nahIM calatA, kiraNa bhI nahIM | bAra hogaa| patA calatI. jhalaka bhI nahIM patA calatI. sapane meM bhI koI taraMga tumhAre kho jAne meM dukha, tumhAre pA jAne meM Aja nahIM laharAtI to Izvara ho kaise sakatA hai? bhUmi kA mila jAtA hai chora, gagana kA mila jAtA hai rAja Izvara hotA hai usa kSaNa, jaba tumhAre bhItara tuma hone lagate ho| to DaranA mt| yaha jhalaka saubhAgya hai| zubha ghar3I hai| lekina dhyAna rakhanA, yaha ghar3I kaI bAra AegI lekina jinake jIvana meM saubhAgya AtA hai, usake sAtha-sAtha 359 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 utane hI khatare bhI Ate haiN| jaba tumhAre pAsa kucha nahIM hotA to sAvadhAna! kyoMki isa pahalI kiraNa ke sAtha hI jaba aMdherA khone ko bhI kucha nahIM hotaa| jaba kucha hotA hai to khone ko bhI phira se AegA to bahuta gaharA hogaa| tuma bahuta tar3aphoge phir| kucha hotA hai| jitanA jyAdA tumhAre pAsa hogA, utane hI tuma tumhAre kho jAne meM dukha, tumhAre pA jAne meM Aja khatare meM bhI ho; kyoMki utanA hI khone ko bhI tumhAre pAsa hai| bhUmi kA mila jAtA hai chora, gagana kA mila jAtA hai rAja eka yuvaka chaha mahIne pahale aayaa| Ane ke mahInebhara bAda madhura niryAta aura AyAta, sAdhate ho donoM ke khela usane saMnyAsa liyA aura mujhase pUchA ki kyA maiM vApasa jA chanaka meM nikala cale the dUra, palaka meM pala-pala bar3hatA mela sakatA hUM apane ghara? maiMne kahA, jA sakate ho| lekina vaha gayA paramAtmA aisI bahuta dhUpa-chAMva tumheM degaa| paramAtmA bahuta bAra nhiiN| mahInebhara aura rukaa| phira usane pUchA ki kyA maiM jA karIba aura bahuta bAra dUra nikala jaaegaa| yaha chiyA-chI kA sakatA hUM? maiMne kahA ki aba jAnA ThIka nhiiN| khela hai| aise hI tumheM vaha majabUta karatA hai, balazAlI karatA hai| vaha thor3A cauNkaa| usane kahA ki mahInebhara pahale Apane kahA | aise hI tumheM jIvana detA hai| aise hI tumhArI paripakvatA AtI hai| ki jA sakate ho| aba Apa kahate ho, jAnA ThIka nahIM, mAmalA | aise hI milakara-khokara, khokara-milakara, bAra-bAra dhUpa-chAMva kyA hai? kyoMki maiM to socatA thA, mahInebhara meM maiM aura taiyAra ho | se gujArakara tumheM pakAtA hai; paripakva karatA hai| tumheM praur3hatA jAUMgA to jAne ke yogya ho jaauuNgaa| | detA hai| tumhAre jIvana meM ekatA AtI hai| maiMne kahA, mahInebhara pahale jaba tumane pUchA thA, tumhAre pAsa | aura eka aisI ghar3I AtI hai ki vaha mile to ThIka, na mile to khone ko kucha bhI nahIM thaa| to maiMne kahA, jaao| koI pharka nahIM ThIka; hara hAlata meM tuma prasanna hote ho| aMdherI rAta bhI usI kI, par3atA thaa| aba tumhAre pAsa kucha khone ko hai| thor3A-sA aMkura jagamagAte sUraja kA dina bhI usI kaa| jaba tumheM kucha bhI usakA phUTA hai| aba maiM kahatA hUM, mata jaao| abhI ruko| aba tumhAre patA nahIM calatA, taba bhI tuma jAnate ho, vaha hai| aura jaba usakA pAsa kucha hai, jo kho sakatA hai abhI jAne se| aba thor3I dera ruka patA calatA hai, taba bhI tuma jAnate ho, vaha hai| usa ghar3I jaao| jarA ise majabUta hone do| jarA isakI jar3eM gaharI hone dhUpa-chAMva kA khela baMda hotA hai| do| anyathA tuma itane dukha meM par3a jAoge, jitane dukha meM tuma abhI to khatarA aaegaa| pUrva-sAvadhAna kara denA ucita hai| pahale bhI na the| ArajuoM meM harArata hai, na ummIdoM meM joza tamheM patA hai? eka garIba AdamI hai. garIbI usako bhI hai| sarda aba hara garmiye-bAjAra hai tere bagaira phira eka amIra AdamI hai, jisakA divAlA nikala gayA; vaha jiMdagI eka muztakila AjAra hai tere bagaira bhI garIba hai| donoM ke pAsa kucha bhI nahIM hai| lekina jisakA sAMsa eka calatI huI talavAra hai tere bagaira divAlA nikala gayA hai usakI garIbI kA koI aMdAja tuma garIba abhI to jaba khooge to lagegAAdamI kI garIbI se nahIM lagA skte| garIba AdamI kyA khAka sAMsa eka calatI huI talavAra hai tere bagaira garIba hai! jo amIra hI kabhI nahIM rahA, use garIbI kA koI patA jiMdagI eka muztakila AjAra hai tere bagaira hI nahIM ho sktaa| jo amIra raha cukA hai, usakI garIbI kii| bar3I kaThinAI hogI, jaisI kabhI na haI thii| lekina yaha kevala pIr3A bar3I gaharI hai| jisane vaibhava ke dina jAne, vahI jAnatA hai, saubhAgyazAliyoM ko hotI hai ktthinaaii| aisA durdina kevala unheM durdina kyA hai| jisane vaibhava ke dina hI nahIM jAne, vaha to durdina milatA hai, jinheM prabhu kI thor3I-sI jhalaka milanI zurU huii| meM bhI masta cAdara or3hakara sotA hai| koI durdina jaisI koI bAta tumhAre paira ThIka jamIna para par3a rahe haiN| magara abhI bhttkoge| hI nhiiN| sahaja sAmAnya jIvana hai| itanI jaldI kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| aura pAkara jaba bhaTakoge to aisA hI AMtarika saMpadA ke saMbaMdha meM bhI saca hai| bahuta rooge| una AMsuoM meM yAda rkhnaa| una AMsuoM meM jina mitra ne pachA hai, unake jIvana meM bar3I mahatvapUrNa ghaTanA bharose ko kAyama rkhnaa| ghaTane ke karIba A rahI hai. ghaTa rahI hai| pahalI kiraNa utarI hai| abhI to bharosA AsAna hai| jaba kacha ThIka ho rahA hotA hai taba 3601 Jalil Education International 2010_03

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wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwws makti dvaMdAtIta hai to bharosA bilakula AsAna hai| jaba saba galata jAne lagatA hai, AkhirI praznaH mana jaba ekadama zAMta rahane lagegA taba taba bharosA kaThina hotA hai| sAMsArika kArya kaise hoMge? lekina usI kaThinAI kI cunautI ko jo mAna letA hai usake jIvana meM vikAsa hotA hai| azAMta rahakara bhI cala rahe haiM, to zAMta rahakara aura bhale taraha se terA-merA saMbaMdha yahI, tU madhumaya au' maiM tRSita hRdaya cleNge| Akhira zAMti kisI kAma meM bAdhA to nahIM hai| azAMta tU agama siMdhu kI rAsa liye rahakara bhI kara lete ho to zAMta rahakara to aura kuzalatA se kara maiM maru asIma kI pyAsa liye skoge| yaha to sIdhA-sA gaNita hai| maiM cira-vicalita saMdehoM se eka AdamI azAMta hai aura koI kAma kara rahA hai, to artha huA tU zAMta aTala vizvAsa liye ki azAMti bar3I zakti le rahI hai| mana kA tanAva bar3I zakti pI terI mujhako AvazyakatA, AvazyakatA tujhako merI rahA hai| phira bhI kAma kara rahA hai, kisI taraha khIMca rahA hai| taba maiM jIvana kA ucchavAsa liye bhI kara letA hai| to thor3A soco, jaba tuma zAMta ho jAoge aura tU jIvana kA ulhAsa liye sArI zakti kAma meM hI par3egI kyoMki mana koI zakti rokegA tujhase mila pUrNa calA banane, basa itanA hI merA paricaya nahIM; azAMti nahIM, tanAva nahIM, koI ciMtA nahIM-jaba tuma terA-merA saMbaMdha yahI, tU madhumaya au' maiM tRSita hRdaya pUre-pUre kAma meM uMDaloge to kAma kI gati to bar3hegI, kuzalatA hama pyAse haiN| hama bhUkhe haiN| hama atRpta haiM-tRSita hRdy| bar3hegI, guNavattA bddh'egii| aura paramAtmA meM chipI hai vaha sudhA, vaha amRta, jo hameM tRpta yaha prazna hI kyoM uThatA hai? yaha prazna isalie uThatA hai ki kregii| paramAtmA aura hamAre bIca jo saMbaMdha hai, vaha pyAse aura tumheM aba taka yahI samajhAyA gayA hai ki jo zAMta ho jAte haiM, ve jala ke bIca kA saMbaMdha hai| | saMsAra se bhAga jAte haiN| isIlie saMnyAsa se eka bhaya ho gayA abhI tumheM sarovara dikhAI par3A hai, para dUra se dikhAI par3A hai| hai| zAMti se bhaya ho gayA hai| yaha bhaya bilakula nirmUla hai| abhI bahuta saMbhAvanA hai ki phira tuma vRkSoM kI oTa meM ho maiM tumase kahatA hUM, azAMta bhalA bhAga jAte hoM saMsAra se, zAMta jaaoge| zAyada sarovara kI tarapha calane meM hI bahuta bAra vRkSa kyoM bhAgane lage? zAMta ko bhAgane ke lie jarUrata hI kyA oTa meM A jAeMge aura sarovara kho jaaegaa| caloge bhI sarovara rahI? zAMta ko to AnaMda AegA cAroM tarapha kI azAMti ke kI tarapha, to bhI aneka bAra sarovara dikhAI par3egA, aneka bAra bIca khar3e hone meN| kyoMki yahAM kasauTI hogii| kho jaaegaa| / yahAM pratipala bharosA gaharA hogA ki azAMti kitanI hI ho jaba kho jAe, taba bhUlanA mata ki hai| kyoMki jaba dikhAI bAhara, aba mere bhItara praveza nahIM krtii| maiM abhedya durga meM par3atA hai taba bilakula AsAna mAnanA, ki hai| jaba kho jAtA hai virAjamAna ho gayA huuN| merI zAMti aTUTa hai| aba koI cIja ise taba bahuta durgama mAnanA, ki hai| taba udAsa ho, hatAza ho, vizRMkhala nahIM krtii| merI zAMti aba kamajora nahIM hai ki TUTa thakakara baiTha mata jaanaa| jAe; ki koI bhI cIja mere mana ko DAMvADola kre| aba saba jo isa kSaNa meM huA hai, ise tuma sadA ke lie apanI eka parIkSAoM se gujara rahA hUM aura merI zAMti aura gaharI aura majabUta cira-saMcita nidhi banA lo| yaha jo bharosA jagA hai ki aba kucha hotI calI jAtI hai| ho sakatA hai, ise bhalanA mt| kacha bhI ho, kaisI bhI paristhiti nahIM, maiM tamase kahatA hai. zAMta AdamI jo bhI karegA usameM ho, ise phira-phira jagA lenaa| ise yAda rkhnaa| yaha tumhArI usakI kuzalatA bar3ha jaaegii| smRti se utara na jaae| lekina isakA yaha artha nahIM hai ki maiM kaha rahA hUM, zAMta AdamI to jo abhI jhalaka kI taraha milA hai, vaha tumhArI sthAyI ve saba kAma karegA hI, jo tuma kara rahe ho| kyoMki kucha kAma haiM, saMpadA bana jAtA hai| jo kevala azAMta AdamI hI kara sakatA hai, kyoMki unakA mUla 361 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 azAMti meM hai| davA lene lge| aura maiM kitane dina se sAtha rhii| janmoM-janmoM jaise eka AdamI corI kara rahA hai, to maiM tumase yaha nahIM kaha | kA, juga-juga kA saMga-sAtha-tuma davA lene lage? dhokhebAja sakatA ki zAMta AdamI corI kara skegaa| kara sake to kuzalatA | kahIM ke! dagAbAja kahIM ke! davA lene lage? yaha tuma kyA kara se karegA; magara kara sakatA nhiiN| kyoMki corI ke lie bar3A rahe ho? saba kharAba ho jaaegaa| soyA citta caahie| bar3A dIna-durbala citta caahie| corI ke lekina tuma bImArI kI nahIM sunte| mana ko tumane aba taka lie bar3A azAMta, vikSipta citta caahie| bImArI nahIM jaanaa| tuma socate ho, mana tuma ho| yahIM bhUla ho zAMta AdamI krodha na kara skegaa| kara sake to bar3I kuzalatA rahI hai| tuma mana nahIM ho| tuma mana ke pAra sAkSI ho| usa sAkSI se karegA, magara kara na skegaa| kyoMki krodha kA mUla azAMti meM kA parama AnaMda ghaTegA zAMti meN| zAMti meM mana calA jAegA, tuma hai| lekina jIvana ke sahaja kAma to aura kuzala ho jaaeNge| bcoge| mana ke bahuta-se vyApAra, jo rugNa haiM, jinhoMne sivAya zAMta AdamI jyAdA behatara pati hogA, jyAdA behatara patnI dukha ke aura kucha bhI nahIM diyA, ve bhI cale jaaeNge| lekina hogI, jyAdA behatara beTA hogA, jyAdA behatara bApa hogA, jyAdA unakA calA jAnA hitakara hai| behatara mitra hogaa| zAMta AdamI ke jIvana meM, jo bhI zAMti ke mana sadA dhyAna meM bAdhA DAlatA hai| kyoMki dhyAna mana kI matya sAtha baca sakatA hai, vaha sabhI behatara, svarNamayI hokara, hai| mana samajhAtA hai: sugaMdhamayI hokara hogaa| usake sone meM sugaMdha A jaaegii| bahuta khoyA, aura khone do mujhe to maiM tumase yaha nahIM kahatA ki tumhArI sabhI cIjeM bceNgii| aura bhI gumarAha hone do mujhe lekina maiM yaha kahatA hai, jo bacAne yogya haiM ve bceNgii| jo bacAne Aja palakoM kI chabIlI chAMha meM laga gaI hai AMkha yogya hI nahIM haiM jinako tama bhI bacAnA nahIM cAhate ho. ve hI sone do mjhe| kevala kho jaaeNgii| mahaMgA saudA nahIM hai| bahuta khoyA, aura khone do mujhe mahaMgA saudA to tuma abhI kara rahe ho azAMti ko cunkr| Aja palakoM kI chabIlI chAMha meM laga gaI hai AMkha 'mana jaba ekadama zAMta rahane lagegA taba sAMsArika kArya kaise sone do majhe hoMge?' mana bahAne khoja rahA hai| mana kaha rahA hai, zAMta mata ho lekina jise tuma palakoM kI chabIlI chAMha samajha rahe ho, vahIM jaanaa| yaha kyA kara rahe ho? dhyAna meM lage ho? apanI jar3eM se tumhAre jIvana kA sArA jvara, sArA uttApa paidA huA hai| jise khoda rahe ho? saba gar3abar3a ho jaaegaa| | tuma sauMdarya samajha rahe ho usI ne tumhAre jIvana ko kurUpa kiyA mana kA to saba gar3abar3a ho jAegA, yaha saca hai| mana ThIka hI hai| aura jise tuma socate ho tumhArA bala, vahI tumhArI kaha rahA hai| kyoMki mana hai tumhArA roga, biimaarii| napuMsakatA hai, vahI tumhArI nirbalatA hai| ise ThIka se dekho| agara tuma mahatvAkAMkSI ho to mahatvAkAMkSA calI jaaegii| aura agara tumheM yaha ciMtA ho ki tuma agara zAMta ho gae to agara tuma pAgala kI taraha spardhA meM lage ho, spardhA calI jaaegii| saMsAra kA kyA hogA. to yaha ciMtA tama bilakala mata kro| agara tuma vyartha cIjoM ko jor3ane-baTorane meM lage ho to vaha bahuta azAMta loga haiN| tumhAre jAne se yahAM kucha bAdhA na pdd'egii| pAgalapana utara jaaegaa| yahAM kAphI pAgala haiN| tuma isa ciMtA meM mata par3o ki maiM agara to mana to ThIka kaha rahA hai| mana ko saMsAra kI phikra nahIM hai, ThIka ho gayA, to pAgalakhAne kA kyA hogA? yaha calatA hI rahA mana ko apanI phikra hai| mana yaha kaha rahA hai, ki merA kyA hai| yaha calatA hI rhegaa| hogA? tuma to zAMta hone lage, kucha merI to soco! kitane dina ye raMge-bahAre-Alama hai tumhAre sAtha rahA! kyoM phikra hai tujhako ai sAkI! yaha to aise hI huA, ki tumane davA lenI zurU kI, bImArI mahaphila to terI sUnI na huI, | tumase kahe, ki jarA yaha bhI to soco, merA kyA hogA? tuma to kucha uTha bhI gae kucha A bhI gae 362 2010_03

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mukti dvaMdvAtIta hai / haiM -yaha mahaphila bharI hI rahatI hai| mahaphila to terI sUnI na huI, mahaphila to terI sUnI na huI, kucha uTha bhI gae, kucha A bhI gae kucha uTha bhI gae kucha A bhI gae tuma sirpha apanI ciMtA kara lo| aura itanA maiM tumase kaha tuma uThane meM saMkoca mata kro| kucha bAhara khar3e haiM, jora se sakatA hUM AzvAsana ke sAtha, ki jo bhI zubha hai, vaha bcegaa| cillA rahe haiM, jagaha do| kyU meM khar3e haiN| tuma haTo, ve bar3e prasanna | jo bhI zreyaskara hai, vaha bcegaa| jo bhI azubha hai, vaha chUTa hoNge| tumheM ve dhanyavAda deNge| isIlie to loga saMnyAsI kA jaaegaa| mere mana meM to pApa aura puNya kI paribhASA yahI hai : zAMta svAgata karate haiM ! calo eka jagaha khAlI huii| isIlie to loga mana jise na kara sake, vahI paap| jise karane ke lie azAMta mana tyAgI kI mahimA gAte haiM, caraNa chUte haiM ki dhanya prabhu! kama se | anivArya zarta hai, vahI paap| zAMta mana hI jise kara sake, vahI kama Apane to jagaha khAlI kI! punny| zAMta mana jisake hone ke lie anivArya bhUmikA hai, vaha tuma aksara pAoge tyAgiyoM ke pAsa bhogiyoM ko stuti | puNya hai| krte| jaina maMdiroM meM dekho! jo chor3akara baiTha gae haiM saMsAra, jo puNya bcegaa| puNya kI kuzalatA bcegii| pApa khote cale saMsAra ko jora se pakar3e haiM, ve unake caraNa chU rahe haiN| ve kaha rahe | jaaeNge| narka chUTegA, svarga zeSa rhegaa| baMdhana gireMge, mukti haiM, bar3I kRpA aapkii| | upalabdha hogii| mokSa bcegaa| usameM tumhArI kuzalatA bddh'egii| zAyada unheM bhI sApha na ho| magara mAmalA kyA hai? mAmalA | tuma pachatAoge n| tuma kabhI lauTakara aisA na socoge ki bar3I yaha hai ki ye bhI pratiyogI the| ye haTa gae maidAna se| jitane galatI kara lI, jo zAMta ho ge| pratiyogI kama hue utanA hI acchA hai| aba taka kisI ne aisA nahIM khaa| jo bhI za saMsArI sadA saMnyAsiyoM kI prazaMsA karatA rahA hai| lekina sadiyoM-sadiyoM meM anaMta loga hae haiN| yaha zaMkhalA choTI nahIM prazaMsA nizcita hI jhUTha hogI, bemana se hogI; asalI nahIM hai| bahuta loga hue sadiyoM-sadiyoM meM, unameM se kisI eka ne bhI hogii| asalI hotI to khuda hI saMnyAsI ho jaataa| yaha bar3e nahIM kahA ki zAMta hokara pachatAvA huaa| Azcarya kI bAta hai| bhogI tyAgI ke caraNa chUtA hai| agara yaha | aura ina sadiyoM meM unase hajAroM gune loga azAMta rahe, una | zraddhA saca hotI to khuda hI tyAgI ho gayA hotaa| yaha zraddhA jhUThI sabane sadA yaha kahA ki cUka gae kuch| kucha bhUla ho gii| kahIM hai| vaha kaha rahA hai, Apane bar3I kRpA kii| Apane bar3A hI jIvana kA tAra TUTa gyaa| vINA bajI nhiiN| bAMsurI para dhuna utarI acchA kiyA jo chor3a dI jhNjhtt| nhiiN| Ae to jarUra, khAlI Ae, khAlI jA rahe haiN| jaba eka rAjanItijJa vidA hotA hai dillI se to bAkI | nirapavAda rUpa se jo loga azAMta rahe haiM, ve pachatAe haiN| rAjanItijJa usakA vidAI samAroha karate haiN| kahate haiM ki giri nirapavAda rUpa se jo loga zAMta hue haiM unhoMne dhanyabhAga, sAhaba, Apa cale baMgalora! bar3I kRpA! phira na aanaa| Apa saubhAgya mAnA hai| baMgalora meM hI bsnaa| AbohavA bhI acchI hai| aura dillI meM rakhA kyA hai? Aja itanA hii| calo, kyU meM eka AdamI kama huaa| thor3e hama Age srke| aisI AzA se to AdamI jI rahA hai| tuma isakI phikra mata karanA ki saMsAra kA kyA hogA? saMsAra tumhAre binA bar3e maje se cala rahA thA, tamhAre binA bar3e maje se calatA rhegaa| ye raMge-bahAre-Alama hai kyoM phikra hai tujhako ai sAkI! 363 2010_03

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sUtra jaha cirasaMcayamiMdhaNa-manalo pavaNasahio duyaM dhi| taha kammeMdhaNamamiyaM, khaNeNa jhANAnalo ddhi||131|| jhANovarame'vi muNI, nniccmnniccaaibhaavnnaaprmo| hoi subhAviyacitto, dhammajhANeNa jo puvvi||132|| addhavamasaraNamegatta-mannattasaMsAraloyamasuittaM / AsavasaMvaraNijjara, dhammaM bodhiM ca ciNtijj||133|| STI A 2010_03

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pahalA sUtraH bhAva bar3hatA hai| maMdira banAo, dAna do, upavAsa karo, tapa karo pa jaise cira-saMcita IMdhana ko vAyu se uddIpta Aga to bhI hara kRtya se kartA majabUta hotA hai| aura kartA kA majabUta tatkAla jalA DAlatI hai, vaise hI dhyAna rUpI agni honA hI saMsAra hai| kartA kA majabUta honA hI saMsAra meM vApasa aparimita karma-IMdhana ko kSaNabhara meM bhasma kara DAlatI hai|' lauTa Ane kI sIr3hI hai| manuSya ati prAcIna hai; kaheM ki sanAtana hai, sadA se hai| kartA kSINa honA caahie| anaMta janmoM meM anaMta karma hue haiM--puNya hue haiM, pApa hue haiN| kartA kSINa hogA to karma kSINa hoNge| yadi una saba puNya aura pApoM ke lie eka-eka kA hisAba dhIre-dhIre yaha bhAva hI miTa jAnA cAhie ki mere bhItara koI cukAnA par3e to mukti asaMbhava hai| eka to itanA laMbA kAla! | kartA hai| sirpha sAkSI zeSa rhe| sirpha draSTA zeSa rhe| usa laMbe kAla meM itane karmoM kI zRMkhalA! use chAMTate-chAMTate to karma ko karma se kATA nahIM jA sktaa| na pApa ko puNya se anaMta kAla vyatIta hogaa| kATA jA sakatA hai| kyoMki yaha ho sakatA hai, pApa kI jagaha aura yaha jo anaMta kAla vyatIta hogA purAne karmoM ko tor3ane meM, puNya rakha lo, lekina baMdhana badaleMge nahIM; rUpAMtarita bhalA ho isa bIca bhI nae karma nirmita hoNge| tor3anA bhI karma hai| kisI jaaeN| pahale se suMdara ho jAeM; jyAdA saje-baje ho jAeM; pahale karma se chUTane kI ceSTA nayA karma aura nae karma kI zuruAta hai| se jyAdA zRMgAra ho jAe unkaa| hathakar3iyoM para sonA mar3hA jA taba to jAla duSTacakra jaisA hai| isake bAhara honA muzkila hai| | sakatA hai, lekina hathakar3iyoM ko isa taraha tor3ane kA koI upAya kucha to karoge! adharma na karoge, dharma kroge| pApa na karoge, | nahIM hai| karma se karma nahIM ttuutttaa| puNya kroge| lekina mahAvIra kahate haiM, puNya bhI vaise hI bAMdha | to phira karma kaise TUTegA? letA hai, jaise paap| burA karanevAle kA bhI ahaMkAra hotA hai, agara karma se karma nahIM TUTatA to kyA AdamI ke lie koI bhI bhalA karanevAle kA bhI ahaMkAra hotA hai; aura kabhI-kabhI to AzA nahIM hai? agara hara kRtya nae jAla ko banA jAegA to burA karanevAle se jyAdA saghana hotA hai| burA karanevAle ko to phira hama isa jAla ke kabhI bAhara ho sakeMge yA na ho sakeMge? thor3I pIDA bhI hotI hai, dInatA bhI hotI hai, aparAdha bhAva bhI hotA mahAvIra kahate haiM, bAhara haA jA sakatA hai, lekina karma dvAra hai| bhalA karane kA ahaMkAra to svarNamaMDita ho jAtA hai| usameM nahIM hai bAhara hone kaa| karma hI to saMsAra meM Ane kI vyavasthA hIre-javAharAta Taka jAte haiN| bhalA karanevAle kA ahaMkAra to hai| akarma dvAra hai| puNya se zobhAyamAna ho jAtA hai, pradIpta ho jAtA hai| dhyAna kA artha hai : akarma kI dshaa| ThIka bhI kareM to bhI karanevAle kI majabUtI bar3hatI hai, kartA kA | dhyAna kA artha hai : sAkSI kI dshaa| 369 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH dhyAna kA artha hai: aisI jAgarUka cetanA, jo kRtya ke sAtha itanI nahIM hai| sAkSI hone meM kucha kharca nahIM ho rahA hai| lekina apanA tAdAtmya nahIM krtii| jaba bhUkha pIr3A kI taraha cubhe, chAtI meM gaharI utaratI jAe, rAha calate ho tuma, lekina bhItara koI jAgakara dekhatA rahatA hai roA-roAM cIkhane-cillAne lage, taba dhyAna rakhanA kaThina ki maiM nahIM cala rahA hUM, zarIra cala rahA hai| maiM to dekha rahA hUM ki hotA calA jaaegaa| zarIra cala rahA hai| mahAvIra ne upavAsa ko sirpha dhyAna kI prakriyA smjhaa| aisI bhUkha lagatI hai, bhItara koI dekhatA rahatA hai, bhUkha mujhe nahIM lagI | ghar3I AtI hai, jahAM bhUkha apane pracaMDa vega meM khar3I hotI hai ki hai, zarIra ko lagI hai| bhojana kiyA jAtA hai, zarIra meM bhojana AdamI pAgala ho jAe; ki AdamI kucha bhI khA le; ki corI DAlA jA rahA hai, koI bhItara jAgakara dekhatA rahatA hai| tRpti ho kara le, ki hatyA kara de| jAtI hai, bhUkha miTa jAtI hai, koI bhItara sAkSI kI taraha registAna meM calanevAle logoM kA anubhava hai ki kabhI pyAsa avalokana karatA rahatA hai ki aba bhUkha miTa gaI, zarIra tRpta hai| | aisI laga AtI hai ki AdamI apanI pezAba pI jAtA hai, pAnI na lekina kisI bhI sthiti meM apane ko jor3atA nahIM kRtya se| mile to| UMTa kI pezAba pI jAtA hai, agara pAnI na mile to| kRtya se tor3a lene kA nAma dhyAna hai| aisI pyAsa laga sakatI hai registAna meM ki AdamI ko hoza hI na caubIsa ghaMTe kRtya ho rahe haiN| kucha na bhI karo, khAlI baiThe raho | raha jAe, sAkSI kI to bAta aur| yaha bhI khayAla na rahe, maiM kyA | to bhI zvAsa calatI hai; to bhI kRtya ho rahA hai| tuma kahate ho ki pI rahA huuN| maiM zvAsa le rahA huuN| hAlAMki tumane kabhI socA nahIM ki isase ye to saba suvidhA kI bAteM haiM ki tuma kahate ho, jala zuddha hai yA jyAdA jhUThI bAta kyA hogI, ki tuma kahate ho, maiM zvAsa le rahA | nahIM? chanA hai yA nahIM? ye to suvidhA kI bAteM haiM ki tuma kahate huuN| jaba zvAsa na AegI taba le sakoge? jaba ruka jAegI taba ho ki prAzuka hai? ubAlA gayA hai, yA kisI gaMdI nAlI se bhara tuma kahoge, koI phikra nahIM, maiM to lenA jArI rakhUgA? jo zvAsa lAe ho? ye suvidhA kI bAteM haiN| registAna meM jaba pyAsa pakar3I bAhara gaI aura na lauTI to tuma lauTA sakoge? ho, sAmane nAlI bhI par3a jAe gaMdagI se bahatI, to bhI AdamI pI usa vakta patA calegA ki zvAsa bhI maiM nahIM le rahA thA, zvAsa | legaa| mahAvIra ne isako mahatvapUrNa prayoga bnaayaa| kyoMki bhUkha cala rahI thii| aura calane kI kriyA ke sAtha maiMne nAhaka hI apane bar3I gaharI bAta hai| sabase gaharI bAta hai| ko kartA kI taraha jor3a liyA thaa| bhUkha tumheM lagI hai? bhUkha | AdamI ke jIvana meM do bAteM sarvAdhika mahatvapUrNa haiM : eka hai tumane lagAI hai? laga rahI hai, saca hai; lekina tuma nAhaka bIca meM | kAmavAsanA aura eka hai bhuukhvaasnaa| kAmavAsanA se samAja jur3a jAte ho| tuma dUra khar3e dekha sakate ho| bhUkha zarIra meM jItA hai| kAmavAsanA samAja kA bhojana hai| agara tuma ghaTanevAlI ghaTanA hai| kAmavAsanA ko roka lo to tumane samAja kI eka zAkhA ko tor3a mahAvIra ne isIlie upavAsa para bar3A jora diyaa| vaha upavAsa diyaa| aba Age koI saMtati paidA na hogii| tumhArI kAmavAsanA Atmadamana ke lie nahIM thA; jaisA jaina muni karate rhe| mahAvIra | se tumhAre bacce jIte haiN| tumhArI kAmavAsanA se jIvana jItA hai, kA upavAsa zarIra ko pIr3A dene ke lie nahIM thaa| mahAvIra kA | saMsAra calatA hai| upavAsa to sirpha eka bhItara avakAza paidA karane ke lie thA ki to kAmavAsanA saMsAra ke lie bhojana hai| usake binA saMsAra cetanA jAgakara dekhatI rhe| jaise-jaise bhUkha saghana hotI jAe, | mregaa| agara sabhI loga brahmacarya ko upalabdha ho jAeM to saMsAra vaise-vaise saMbhAvanA bar3hatI hai ki tAdAtmya paidA ho jaae| jaba tatkSaNa ruka jaaegaa| bhUkha bahuta jora se ho to tuma bhUla hI jAo ki maiM sAkSI huuN| bhUkha isalie pazcima ke eka bahuta bar3e vicAraka imenyuela kAMTa ne thor3I-thor3I lagI ho, bhojana pAsa meM ho, phrija ke pAsa hI baiThe brahmacarya ko pApa khaa| usakI bAta meM bala hai| vaha kahatA hai, ho, cauke se sugaMdha A rahI hai, taba zAyada tama dhyAna kI bAtoM kA brahmacarya to eka taraha kI hiMsA hai| tama majA bhI le lo| tuma kaho, kahAM bhUkha ! maiM to sAkSI huuN| bhUkha roka rahe ho| to kisI ko jiMdA rahakara mAro yA paidA hone se 870] Jair Education International 2010_03

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dhyAnAgni se karma bhasmIbhUta roko, bAta to barAbara hai| kisI kI gardana kATo, yA kisI ko jAe ki sabhI loga jhUTha bolate haiM aura sabhI logoM ko jhUTha paidA na hone do| paidA na hone dene kA matalaba haA ki tumane gardana bolanA hI dharma hai to usI dina jhUTha muzkila meM par3a jaaegaa| banane ke pahale hI kATa dii| kyoMki kauna tumhArA bharosA karegA? tuma saca bhI kaho to loga phira imenyuela kAMTa ne kahA ki nItizAstra kA AdhArabhUta samajheMge, jhUTha bola rahe ho| niyama hai ki jisa sUtra ko mAnakara hama caleM usake mAnane se aisI agara corI niyama ho to corI asaMbhava ho jaaegii| agara sabhI ghaTanA nahIM ghaTanI cAhie ki usa sUtra ko mAnanA hI asaMbhava ho loga corI kara rahe hoM to corI kA artha kyA hai? eka ghara se dUsare jaae| nahIM to vaha AtmaghAtI sUtra huaa| | ghara cIjeM uThAkara rakhane meM phAyadA kyA hai? sAra kyA hai? jahAM jaise mamayo damenyAla kAMTa kahatA hai. jhaTha bolanA pApa hai. sabhI cora hoM...isalie tamane dekhA hogA, ki coroM ke jo maMDala agara sabhI loga jhUTha bolane lage to jhaTha hote haiM, ve Apasa meM corI nahIM krte| kyoMki vahAM to niyama bolanA saMbhava na raha jaaegaa| jhUTha to calatA isIlie hai ki kucha mAnakara calanA cAhie ki corI nhiiN| nahIM to jIvana hI muzkila loga abhI bhI saca meM bharosA karate haiN| jhUTha jhUTha ke kAraNa nahIM ho jaaegaa| calatA, saca para bharosA karanevAloM ke kAraNa calatA hai| jhUTha ke imenyuela kAMTa ne kahA hai, aisA hI brahmacarya bhI hai| agara sabhI apane paira nahIM haiN| saca kI baisAkhI ko lekara calatA hai| loga brahmacArI ho jAeM to isa jagata meM brahmacarya ko pAlana karane isIlie to jhUTha bolanevAlA bar3A dAvA karatA hai ki maiM saca bola ke lie bhI koI na bcegaa| isakA artha huA ki agara duniyA meM rahA hai| jaba taka vaha tamheM bharosA na dilA de ki maiM saca bola rahA brahmacArI cAhie to kucha kAmI cAhie hI hoMge; nahIM to brahmacArI hUM, taba taka jhUTha bolane kA avasara nahIM, upAya nhiiN| na bceNge| eka adAlata meM mullA nasaruddIna para mukadamA thaa| eka bahuta | to brahmacarya kA niyama sArvalaukika nahIM ho sktaa| isake sIdhe-sAde, sAdhu puruSa ko usane dhokhA de diyaa| usakI jeba mAnane ke lie bhI, isake mAnanevAloM ke hone ke lie bhI, isako kATa lii| purAnI mitratA thI aura sAdhu puruSa thA; isa para bharosA tor3anevAloM kI jarUrata hai| karatA thaa| gAMva bhara ko patA thA ki vaha AdamI atyaMta sAdhu hai| mahAvIra brahmacarya ko upalabdha ho sakate haiM kyoMki mahAvIra ke majisTreTa ko bhI patA thaa| majisTreTa ne kahA, 'nasaruddIna! mAtA-pitA brahmacarya ko upalabdha nahIM the| agara mahAvIra ke kisI aura ko dhokhA dete| yaha tumhArA purAnA mitra, bacapana kA mAtA-pitA ne hI brahmacarya sAdhA hotA to mahAvIra ke hone kI saathii| gAMva meM sAdhu kI taraha pUjA jAtA, isakI tumane jeba saMbhAvanA hI na thii| to mahAvIra ke hone ke lie mahAvIra ke kATI? tumheM saMkoca na huA? jo itanA bharosA karatA hai tuma mAtA-pitA kI kAmavAsanA ko dhanyavAda to denA hI hogaa| buddha para, usakI jeba kATI?' ko, yA kRSNa ko, yA krAisTa ko hone ke lie bhI kAmavAsanA nasaruddIna ne kahA, 'to aura kisakI kATUM? vaha jo bharosA kA sahArA hI lekara AnA pdd'egaa| karatA hai, usI kI kATI jA sakatI hai| jo bharosA nahIM karatA ise samajhane kI jarUrata hai| usakI to kATanI muzkila hai|' brahmacarya jIvana kA samApta-aMtima adhyAya hogA; aMtima sAdhu ko hI dhokhA diyA jA sakatA hai; dhokhebAja ko kaise paTAkSepa ho jaaegaa| maiM yaha nahIM kaha rahA hUM ki brahmacarya pAlana doge? ImAnadAra ke sAtha hI beImAnI kI jA sakatI hai; beImAna | mata krnaa| kyoMki sabhI brahmacarya pAlana kara sakeM, yaha asaMbhava ke sAtha kaise karoge? hai| eka bhI pAlana kara pAe, yaha bhI bar3A kaThina hai, to sabhI kara imenyuela kAMTa ne kahA, ki jisa sUtra ko mAnane se usa sUtra pAeMge yaha to asaMbhava hai| ko mAnanA asaMbhava ho jAe, vaha anaitika hai| to jhUTha agara imenyuela kAMTa ne asaMbhava kI bAta ko saMbhava mAnakara galata sabhI loga mAna leM, agara jhaTha sArvalaukika ho jAe, yanivarsala | siddha karane kI ceSTA kI hai| yaha honevAlA nahIM ho jAe to jhUTha asaMbhava ho jaaegaa| agara yaha ghoSaNA kara dI se AdamI brahmacarya kI carcA karatA hai, zAstra likhatA hai| kabhI 371 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 koI ekAdha vyakti brahmacarya ko upalabdha ho pAtA hai / yaha bAta ho ? kyA aisI bhI koI sImA AtI hai, jahAM ki maiM bhUla jAUM kaThina hai| ki maiM sAkSI hUM aura kartA ho jAUM ? maiM yaha kaha rahA hUM ki kAmavAsanA dUsaroM kA bhojana hai, bhaviSya kA bhojana hai, AnevAlI pIr3hiyoM kA bhojana hai| isIlie kAmavAsanA kA itanA prabala prabhAva hai| tumhAre bacce tumase Ane ko rahe haiN| isalie tuma lAkha ceSTA karo brahmacarya sAdhane kI, unake prANa saMkaTa meM par3e haiN| ve dhakke maareNge| ve tumhAre niyama tor3eMge, tumhArI pratijJA kA khaMDana kareMge aura janma lene kI AturatA pragaTa kreNge| tar3apha tumhAre bhItara kAmavAsanA uThatI hai to vaha bhI tumhArI nahIM hai| vaha bhI AnevAle janmoM kA, AnevAle jIvanoM kA AkarSaNa hai, khiMcAva hai| tumase AnevAle jIvana kaha rahe haiM ki apanA kAma pUrA kro| isake pahale ki tuma vidA ho jAo, tuma mAdhyama bno| jIvana kI zRMkhalA jArI rhe| 1 to 'eka' to kAmavAsanA kA AdamI para bar3A prabhAva hai| lekina vaha itanA bar3A prabhAva nahIM hai ki AdamI brahmacarya se na raha ske| kyoMki dUsare kA jIvana saMkaTa meM par3atA hai, tumhArA to par3atA nhiiN| tuma to ho / tumhArA to par3atA - tumhAre mAM bApa, unake mAM bApa agara brahmacarya kA niyama lete| tuma to ho ge| tuma to ho / tumhArA to aba koI saMkaTa meM par3ane kA koI kAraNa nahIM hai| dUsarI mahatvapUrNa vAsanA hai bhojana kI / vaha kAmavAsanA se jyAdA gaharI hai, kyoMki usase tumhArA hI jIvana saMkaTa meM par3atA hai| kAmavAsanA se koI honevAle loga, jinakA hameM koI patA nahIM hai, na hoNge| kyA lenA-denA hai ? lekina bhojana chor3ane se tuma nahIM ho jAoge / to mahAvIra ne upavAsa ko bar3A gaharA prayoga banAyA / jaise-jaise bhUkha bar3hatI jAtI hai, tumhArA jIvana saMkaTa meM par3atA hai, vaise-vaise tumhAre bhItara hoza kI kSamatA kSINa hotI jAtI hai| bhUkhA kyA na karatA ? manovaijJAnika kahate haiM, bhUkha saba pApoM kI jar3a hai| zAyada saca | kahate haiN| jaba taka bhUkha na miTe, duniyA se zAyada pApa miTa bhI na skeNge| bhUkhA kucha bhI kara sakatA hai| aura bhUkhA kucha kare to kSamya bhI mAlUma par3atA hai| mahAvIra ne gahare upavAsa kie| sirpha eka bAta jAnane ke lie ki kyA aisI bhI koI sImA hai bhUkha kI, jahAM merA hoza kho jAtA 372 2010_03 isa gahare parIkSaNa ke lie upavAsa / upavAsa Atmadamana nahIM hai mahAvIra kA dhyAna kA eka gahana prayoga hai| upavAsa zabda meM bhI vaha bAta chipI hai| isalie mahAvIra ne upavAsa ko anazana nahIM kahA, bhUkhA rahanA nahIM kahA, upavAsa khaa| upavAsa kA artha hotA hai : apane nikaTa honaa| apane nikaTa vAsa / upavAsa kA artha hotA hai: AtmA ke pAsa honA / upavAsa kA artha hotA hai, kartA se haTanA, sAkSI kI tarapha dhIre-dhIre sarakanA / to tuma kucha bhI karo, usa karane meM agara sAkSIbhAva banA rahe to dhIre-dhIre kartA se mukti ho jAtI hai| aura kartA se mukti hote hI sAre karmoM kA jAla, anaMta janmoM kA, eka kSaNa meM bhasmIbhUta ho jAtA hai| yaha mahAvIra kI bar3I anUThI udaghoSaNA hai| isa udaghoSaNA meM hI manuSya kI saMbhAvanA hai| agara aisA nahIM hotA to phira mokSa kI koI saMbhAvanA mAnI nahIM jA sktii| agara hama karma se hI chUTakara mukta ho sakeMge to phira hama karma se kabhI chUTa nahIM skte| kartA se chUTane se agara mukti hotI ho to mukti saMbhava hai| ise khayAla meM rakha lenA / yahI gItA kA bhI AtyaMtika saMdeza hai ki arjuna, tU kartA na raha jaa| bar3e dUsare mArga se kRSNa isI niSpatti para pahuMcate haiM ki arjuna, tU kartA na raha jA / tU karma kI phikra chodd'| karma to hotA rahA, hotA rhegaa| tU aisA bhAva chor3a de ki maiM kara rahA huuN| mahAvIra kI aura gItA kI bhASA bar3I viparIta hai| isalie yaha samajhanA bhI jarUrI hai ki kabhI-kabhI viparIta bhASAoM se bhI eka hI satya kI udaghoSaNA hotI hai| bhASA meM mata ulajha jaanaa| jaina gItA ko par3hate bhI nhiiN| jainoM ke lie gItA meM kucha sAra bhI nahIM mAlUma hotA / sAra to dUra, khataranAka mAlUma hotI hai, hiMsAtmaka mAlUma hotI hai| hiMduoM ne mahAvIra kA ullekha hI nahIM kiyA apane zAstroM meM / itanA jIvaMta vyakti isa bhUmi para calA, hiMdU zAstroM meM ullekha bhI nahIM hai| isase gaharI aura niMdA aura virodha kyA ho sakatA thA? jainoM ne to phira bhI kama se kama thor3I bhalamanasAhata kI / kRSNa kA ullekha to kiyaa| mAnA ki narka meM DAlA, mAnA ki

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kRSNa marakara sAtaveM narka gae, magara phira bhI itanA sammAna to diyA ki ullekha kiyA-- niMdA ke lie sahI ! bhUle to nahIM, bisarAyA to nhiiN| lekina hiMduoM ne to hadda kara dii| unhoMne mahAvIra ko narka meM DAlane yogya bhI na mAnA / mahAvIra kA ullekha hI na kiyaa| agara bauddha zAstra na hoM to mahAvIra kA ullekha sirpha jaina zAstroM meM raha jaaegaa| aura agara bauddha zAstra na hoM to jainoM ke pAsa pramANa juTAnA bhI muzkila ho jAegA ki mahAvIra kabhI hue| isIlie jaba pahalI daphA hiMdU zAstroM kA pazcima meM anuvAda huA to pazcima ke vicArakoM ne yahI samajhA ki mahAvIra buddha kA hI eka nAma hai| mUrti eka jaisI lagatI bhI hai| upadeza bhI ahiMsA kA kucha eka jaisA mAlUma par3atA hai| yaha buddha kA hI eka | rUpa hai| mahAvIra ko svIkAra hI nahIM kiyA thaa| kyoMki hiMdU zAstroM meM kahIM ullekha hI nahIM / kAraNa kyA rahA hogA ? bhASA bar3I bhinna hai| bhinna hI kahanI ThIka nahIM, ThIka viparIta hai / eka agara rAta kahatA to dUsarA dina kahatA; aisA phAsalA hai| jamIna aura pRthvI kA phasalA hai| lekina maiM tumase kahanA cAhatA hUM ki donoM eka bAta kahanA cAha rahe haiN| kRSNa Izvara kI dhAraNA kA upayoga karate haiM usa bAta ko kahane ke lie| ve kahate haiM, Izvara kartA hai, tU nimitta / tU sAkSIbhAva se jo ho rahA hai, hone de| itanA bhara khayAla chor3a de ki maiM kara rahA huuN| phira jo karavAe paramAtmA, kr| mahAvIra paramAtmA kI dhAraNA kA upayoga nahIM krte| unakI bhASA meM paramAtmA kA koI pratyaya, koI pratIka nahIM hai| ve itanA hI kahate haiM, tU sAkSIbhAva kr| dhyAna kI AtyaMtika gaharAI meM, sAkSIbhAva kI paramadazA meM acAnaka tU jAgakara dekhegA ki tujhase aba taka jo huA thA vaha tujhase huA hI nahIM thA / artha hai ki sAre bhasmIbhUta ho jAte haiN| vaha tUne svapna meM kiyA thaa| vaha kabhI huA hI nhiiN| sapane ke khayAla the| sapane meM budabudAyA thaa| sapane meM kucha socA thA ki kara rahA hUM, kucha ho rahA hai| subaha jAgakara pAyA hai ki saba sapane vyartha haiN| subaha jAgakara tU haMsA hai ki rAta jo dekhA, kitanA satya mAlUma par3atA thA ! kitanA yathArtha mAlUma par3atA thA / jAgate hI saba kho jAtA hai| 2010_03 dhyAnAgni se karma bhasmIbhUta kabhI eka prayoga karo choTA / sapane meM jAgane kI ceSTA kro| kaThina hai, lekina ho jAtA hai| agara roja-roja isI dhAraNA ko lekara rAta soo ki sapane meM ceSTA karUMgA ki jAga jAUM; ki sapane ko jAna lUM ki sapanA hai| aisA agara roja rAta ko sote vakta yahI dhAraNA, yahI bhAvanA karate-karate soo to tIna aura nau mahIne ke bIca kisI na kisI dina aisI ghaTanA ghaTegI ki acAnaka tuma sapanA dekha rahe hooge aura bhItara smaraNa A jAegA ki are ! yaha to sapanA hai| aura eka taba anUThA mIThA anubhava hotA hai| bar3A adabhuta, bar3A anupama, apUrva / kyoMki jaise hI tumheM yAda AtA hai ki are ! yaha to sapanA hai ki sapanA tatkSaNa kho jAtA hai| aura usa sapane ke khone meM pahalI daphe tumheM patA calatA hai ki hoza meM AnA aura sapane kA TUTa jAnA eka hI sikke ke do pahalU haiN| aisA hI jIvana bhI eka bar3A sapanA hai| mahAvIra mAyA zabda kA bhI upayoga nahIM krte| kyoMki mAyA zabda ke upayoga ke lie bhI paramAtmA kA honA jarUrI hai| vaha paramAtmA kI zakti ho to mAyA / koI mAyAvI ho to mAyA / koI jAdUgara ho to jaaduu| koI jAdUgara to hai nahIM mahAvIra kI bhASA meM, isalie koI mAyA bhI nahIM hai| lekina yaha sUtra ghoSaNA kara rahA hai ki jo karma kevala dhyAna meM utarane se samApta ho jAte haiM, ve vastutaH na rahe hoNge| agara rahate to dhyAna meM utarane se kyA hotA thA ? dhyAna meM utarane se satya thor3e hI badalatA hai| dhyAna meM utarane se kevala mAyA hI badala sakatI hai| tuma kamare meM baiThe ho, AMkheM jhapakI haiM, sapanA le rahe ho| agara jAga jAoge to sapanA TUTa jAegA, lekina tumhAre jAgane se kamare kI kursI, pharnicara, dIvAleM thor3e hI samApta ho jAeMgI! jo hai, vaha to tumhAre dhyAna meM jAne se naSTa nahIM hogA / vastutaH tuma jaise dhyAna meM jAoge, pragaTa hogA, pUre rUpa meM pragaTa hogA, jo hai / jo nahIM hai, vahIM kho jaaegaa| isa sUtra kA maiM yaha artha karatA hUM ki mahAvIra yaha kaha rahe haiM ki tumane aba taka jo kiyA hai, huA, vaha saba sapane meM huA hai| jAgate hI eka kSaNa meM miTa jaaegaa| jaha cirasaMcayamiMdhaNa-manalo pavaNasahio duyaM daha / 'jaise cira-saMcita IMdhana ko vAyu se pradIpta Aga tatkAla jalA 373 .

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 DAlatI hai...|' karanA nahIM cAhatA thA aura ho gyaa| taha kammedhaNamamiyaM, khaNeNa jhANAnalo ddhi|| tumhAre bAvajUda ? tumhArA matalaba kyA? kiyA to tumhIM ne| ....vaise hI dhyAna rUpI agni aparimita karma-IMdhana ko haA to tumhIM se| sAtha tumhArA thaa| kSaNabhara meM bhasma kara DAlatI hai|' lekina tuma kahate ho, saba maiM bhUla hI gyaa| behoza thaa| kucha 'mokSArthI muni sarvaprathama dharma-dhyAna dvArA apane citta ko yAda hI na rhaa| na niyama yAda rahe, na ziSTAcAra yAda rhaa| aura subhAvita kre| bAda meM dharma-dhyAna se uparata hone para bhI sadA khuda kI khAyI kasameM bhI yAda na rhiiN| kitanI bAra taya kiyA ki anitya, azaraNa Adi bhAvanAoM ke citavana meM lIna rhe|' nahIM karUMgA krodha, phira ho gyaa| yaha bhI khayAla meM rakhanA ki mahAvIra akele ciMtaka haiM, lekina jaba krodha pakar3atA hai to AdamI ekadama eka jinhoMne dhyAna ko dharma aura adharma, do khaMDoM meM baaNttaa| akele| jAtA hai| mahAvIra ne isako raudra dhyAna kahA hai-krodha meN| pUre manuSya-jAti ke itihAsa meN| pataMjali ne vaisA nahIM kiyA, kAmavAsanA meM bhI AdamI dhyAna se bhara jAtA hai| buddha ne vaisA nahIM kiyA, kRSNa ne vaisA nahIM kiyaa| akele maiMne sunA hai, eka AdamI ko pakar3A gayA kyoMki usane eka mahAvIra ne dhyAna ko dharma aura adharma, do meM baaNttaa| aura isameM rAha ke kinAre baiThe dukAnadAra kI thailI jhapaTa lI; rupayoM kI thailI bar3I vaijJAnika sUjha hai| yaha unakA anupama dAna hai| jhapaTa lii| vaha dukAnadAra rupaye gina rahA thA aura thailI meM DAla manuSya-jAti ko sabhI jAgrata puruSoM ne kucha diyA hai, jo rahA thaa| majisTreTa ne pUchA ki tU bhI khUba cora hai| cora hamane viziSTa hai| kucha hai, jo sAmAnya hai; jo sabhI ne diyA hai| kucha bahuta dekhe, bhare bAjAra meM, bharI dupaharI meM itane AdamI vahAM khar3e hai, jo eka-eka ne diyA hai aura viziSTa hai| yaha mahAvIra kI the, yaha pulisavAlA bhI cauraste para maujUda thA, yaha tere ko corI viziSTa dena hai dhyAna ke zAstra aura vijJAna ko| mahAvIra kahate karane kA vakta milA? haiM, adharma dhyAna aura dharma dhyaan| usane kahA, usa samaya mujhe sivAya thailI aura rupaye ke koI bhI thor3e tuma cauNkoge| adharma dhyAna? dhyAna se to hama saMbaMdha hI dikhAI nahIM par3a rahA thaa| usa samaya basa, yaha thailI aura rupaye dharma kA jor3ate haiN| lekina mahAvIra kI pahuMca gaharI hai| mahAvIra | dikhAI par3a rahe the| aura saba mere dhyAna se utara gayA thaa| merA kahate haiM, kucha aisI ghar3iyAM haiM, jo adharma kI hotI haiM, lekina dhyAna bilakula thailI para laga gayA thaa| na mujhe pulisavAlA dhyAna baMdha jAtA hai| dikhAI pdd'aa...| jaise juArI juA khela rahA hai; jaba vaha pAMse hAtha meM lekara tumane dekhA, kAmAtura AdamI ko kucha dikhAI nahIM par3atA! cala rahA hai to usake citta meM bar3I ekAgratA hotI hai| aisA bhI ho tulasIdAsa kI kathA hai ki eka murde kI lAza kA sahArA lekara sakatA hai ki maMdira meM jo mAlA japa rahA hai, usase jyAdA nadI pAra ge| patnI se milane jA rahe the| gaharA kAmAMdha bhAva ekAgratA juArI jaba pAMse hAtha meM lekara calatA ho, taba ho| rahA hogaa| yAda bhI na AyI ki yaha lAza hai| samajhA ki koI koI hatyArA kisI ko mArane jA rahA hai, taba.bar3A ekAgra hotA lakar3I kA DUMgara bahA jAtA hai| phira kahate haiM, patnI ke ghara hai| koI vicAra nahIM utthte| idhara-udhara soca bhI nahIM jaataa| pahuMcakara, laTake sAMpa ko pakar3akara jInA car3ha gae-socakara tIra kI taraha eka hI bAta, eka hI bhAva, eka havA, use ghere ki rassI hai| rakhatI hai| patnI ne jo kahA, nizcita hI kucha na kucha mahAvIra ke dharma aura tumane bhI kabhI dekhA ho, zAyada juA na khelA ho, hatyA bhI na adharma dhyAna kA patA tulasIdAsa kI patnI ko rahA hogaa| kyoMki kI ho, lekina kabhI krodha meM thor3I-bahuta jhalaka AyI hogii| patnI ne kahA ki itanA dhyAna tuma agara rAma para lagA dete, jitanA ho sakatA hai krodha kA majA bhI yahI ho ki dhyAna baMdha jAtA hai| tumane mujha para lagAyA hai, to parama AnaMda aura parama mukti tumheM krodhI AdamI krodha ke kSaNa meM saba bhUla jAtA hai| isIlie to upalabdha ho jaatii| itanA dhyAna, jo tumane kAma para lagAyA, aksara krodha ke bAda tuma kahate ho, mere bAvajUda ho gyaa| maiM agara rAma para lagA dete...| 374] 2010_03

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dhyAnAgni se karma bhasmIbhUta jA hai| aura vahI ghaTanA talasIdAsa ke jIvana meM krAMti bnii| vaha eka pAvalova ne bar3e prayoga kiye manaSya ke saMskAroM pr| usakA zabda coTa kara gyaa| vaha eka zabda jaise kucha chipe hue bar3A jAhira, prasiddha prayoga hai ki eka kutte ko roTI detA hai| jaba janmoM-janmoM kI khoja ko spaSTa kara gyaa| vaha eka zabda usake sAmane roTI rakhatA hai to kutte ke muMha se lAra Tapakane lagatI jIvanabhara ke lie krAMtikArI sUtra ho gyaa| samajha meM A gaI bAta | hai| sAtha meM vaha ghaMTI bajAtA hai| aisA roja karatA hai paMdraha dina ki kAma ke lie itanA dhyAna lagA rahA hUM, itanA rAma para laga | tk| roTI detA hai, ghaMTI bajAtA hai, lAra TapakatI hai| phira jAe to saba mila jaae| kAma se milegA bhI to kyA milegA? solahaveM dina roTI nahIM detA, sirpha ghaMTI bajAtA hai, aura lAra mahAvIra do bhAga karate dhyAna keH adharma-dhyAna aura TapakatI hai| aba lAra se aura ghaMTI kA koI bhI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| dhrm-dhyaan| ve kahate haiM dhyAna to donoM haiN| adharma-dhyAna aisA tuma kisI kutte ke sAmane ghaMTI bajAo, vaha lAra nahIM dhyAna hai, jisameM dhyAna to hotA, milatA kucha bhI nhiiN| dhyAna to | TapakAegA; lekina pAvalova kA kuttA TapakAtA hai| hotA hai; kaSTa milatA hai, dukha milatA hai, pIr3A milatI hai| pAvalova ne yaha siddhAMta nikAlA isase, ki roTI aura lAra kA dhyAna to hai lekina galata dizA meM Aropita hai| to saMbaMdha thA, donoM ke bIca meM ghaMTI bhI samA gii| donoM ke dharma-dhyAna kA artha hai: vahI dhyAna, jo galata dizA meM sAtha-sAtha ghaMTI bhI jur3a gii| Aropita thA, ThIka dizA meM lgaa| kAma se mur3A, rAma kI tarapha | isalie aksara tumheM bhI huA hogaa| pAvalova ne na bhI kiyA lgaa| dhana se haTA, dharma kI tarapha lgaa| krodha se haTA, karuNA ho prayoga, tuma apane para kara sakate ho| tuma agara roja eka baje para brsaa| bhojana karate ho, ekadama ghar3I meM tumane dekhA, eka bajA--bhUkha 'mokSArthI muni sarvaprathama dharma-dhyAna dvArA apane citta ko lgii| abhI eka kSaNa pahale taka bhUkha kA patA bhI na thaa| aura subhAvita kre...|' | ho sakatA hai, ghar3I bigar3I ho aura eka abhI bajA na ho, abhI pahale adharma-dhyAna se haTe aura dharma-dhyAna meM lge| pahale gyAraha hI baje hoN| lekina dekhA, eka baja gayA, ekadama kauMdha una-una viSayoM se apane dhyAna ko mukta kare, jinase kI taraha bhItara koI bhUkha jaga AyI...sAhacarya! janmoM-janmoM meM sivAya kAMToM ke aura kucha bhI na milaa| phUla tumane aba taka jahAM bhI dhyAna kiyA hai-kabhI krodha para kA AzvAsana rahA, hAtha jaba Ae, kAMTe aae| daravAjA dUra se kiyA, kabhI kAma para kiyA, kabhI dhana para kiyaa| phira tuma dikhA, pAsa jaba Ae, sira dIvAla se ttkraayaa| dUra se saba maMdira ge| tuma kahate ho, dhyAna karane jA rahe haiN| to tumane svarNima mAlUma par3A, pAsa Ate-Ate saba miTTI ho gyaa| jahAM-jahAM dhyAna kiyA hai, vahAM-vahAM dhyAna jur3a gyaa| ghaMTI se isa anubhava ke AdhAra para pahale to dhyAna kI UrjA ko adharma | lAra baMdha gii| eka baje se bhUkha jur3a gii| aba tuma maMdira meM baiThe, se mukta karanA hai kyoMki yahI UrjA dharma meM lgegii| agara yaha eka bajane lagA, ghaMTI bajane lgii| aba tuma maMdira meM baiThe, tuma UrjA adharma se mukta nahIM hai to tumhAre pAsa dharma meM lagAne ko kahate ho, dhyAna karanA hai| mAlA pherane lge| tuma kahate ho jaise UrjA na hogii| hI ki dhyAna karanA hai, mana meM na mAlUma kitane kUr3A-karkaTa uThane isalie aksara hotA hai-tumheM bhI huA hogA, mujhe bahuta lge| kyoMki tumhIM uThA rahe ho unko| tuma kahate ho, dhyAna loga Akara kahate haiM ki maMdira meM jAkara baiThate haiM, mAlA japate karanA hai| aura dhyAna tumane jina-jina cIjoM para kiyA hai aba haiM, taba na mAlUma kahAM-kahAM ke khayAla Ate haiN| ye ve hI khayAla taka, unakA abhyAsa prabala hai| haiM, jina para tumane aba taka dhyAna kiyA hai| ye hara kahIM se nahIM koI suMdara strI khar3I ho gii| tuma jhir3akate ho ki haTo bhI! maiM A rahe haiM, AkAza se nahIM A rahe haiN| ye tumhAre purAne abhyAsa dhyAna kara rahA huuN| yaha maMdira hai, yaha koI vezyAlaya nahIM hai| maiM se A rahe haiM, aura isIlie A rahe haiM ki aba taka tumhAre citta ne | yahAM pUjA-pATha karane AyA, dhyAna karane AyA, mAlA phera rahA jisa cIja ko dhyAna jAnA, vahI to AegA, jaba tuma dhyAna karane huuN| haTo bhI! lekina tuma jitanA haTAte ho, mAlA to yAda nahIM baitthoge| purAnA esosiezana, purAnA sAhacarya, purAnA sNbNdh| AtI, suMdara strI khar3I ho-ho jAtI hai| tuma cakita bhI hote ho 1375/ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 ki yaha suMdara strI, jaba dukAna para baiThakara dhana kamA rahA hUM, taba magara kahAnI bar3I prItikara hai| yaha apsarA tumhArI iMdriyoM se itanA nahIM staatii| yaha maMdira meM kyoM pIchA karatI hai? AyI, isalie iMdra ne bhejii| yaha tumhArI hI iMdriyoM kA RSi-muniyoM kI kathAeM haiM, apsarAeM satA rahI haiM unko| koI sAra-nicor3a hai| tumhArI AMkhoM ne jo dekhA, aura jo sAra kisI ko satAegA? apsarAoM ko kyA par3I hai? | nicor3A, tumhAre kAnoM ne jo sunA aura sAra nicor3A, tumhAre hAthoM RSi-muniyoM se kyA lenA-denA! aura satAnA hI hotA to koI ne jo chuA aura sAra nicodd'aa| yaha tumhArI sArI iMdriyoM ne jo DhaMga ke AdamI cunatIM--RSi-muni! sUkhe, haDDI-kaMkAla! nicor3A, ina sArI iMdriyoM ke pIche baiThA huA mana hai, iNdr| iMdriyoM kAphI samaya ho gayA taba mara cuke| na deha meM sauMdarya rahA, na deha meM | kA mAlika yAnI iNdr| usa mana meM jo ikaTThA ho gayA hai| rasa rhaa| inako apsarAeM svarga se satAne A rahI haiN| adharma-dhyAna se jo-jo niSpattiyAM vahAM ikaTThI ho gaI haiM kahIM kucha gar3abar3a hai| RSi ke mana meM dhyAna ke purAne sAhacarya, | janmoM-janmoM kI yAtrA meM, ve hI jaba tuma dhyAna karane baiThoge, saMbaMdha bane haiN| striyoM para dhyAna kiyA hogaa| aba kahate haiM, | tumhAre sAmane khar3I ho jaaeNgii| nizcita hI ve aisI koI bhI strI caubIsa ghaMTe dhyAna karane vRkSa ke nIce guphA meM Akara baiTha gae haiN| se bahuta suMdara hoMgI, jinase tuma paricita ho| dhyAna zabda hI adharma se jur3A rahA hai janmoM-janmoM tk| to jaba vAstavika striyoM se kalpanA kI striyAM nizcita hI suMdara hotI tuma dharma ke nAma para bhI dhyAna karate ho to adharma tuma para hamalA haiN| isIlie kavi kisI bhI strI se tRpta nahIM ho paate| kyoMki karatA hai| kalpanA kI strI unakI bar3I suMdara hotI hai| sabhI striyAM ochI mahAvIra kahate haiM, yaha sAhacarya tor3anA pdd'egaa| jo pAvalapha ne | par3a jAtI haiN| jo loga sAdhAraNa striyoM se tapta ho jAte haiM. eka DhAI hajAra sAla bAda rUsa meM kahA, vaha mahAvIra ne bhArata meM bAta kA sabUta dete haiM ki unake pAsa kalpanA kI zakti nahIM hai; paccIsa sau sadiyoM pahale kaha diyA thA ki pahale sAhacarya ko aura kucha sabUta nahIM dete| jitanA kalpanA-pravaNa vyakti hogA, todd'o| ekadama maMdira meM mata bhAge jAo, pahale bAjAra se mukta jitanI pragAr3ha kSamatA hogI kalpanA karane kI, utanA hI yaha to ho lo| nahIM to maMdira meM baiThoge, apsarAeM aaeNgii| aura ve saMsAra use atRpta kregaa| kyoMki usakI dhAraNA bar3I UMcI apsarAeM agara tuma gaura se dekhoge, tuma bhalIbhAMti pahacAna loge, | hotI hai| usakI kalpanA kI striyAM ekadama sugaMdha kI pratimAeM koI apsarAeM nahIM haiM, yahI jamIna kI striyAM haiN| yaha ho sakatA haiN| svapna se nirmita, phUloM ke parAga se nirmita, cAMda kI cAMdanI hai ki kaI striyoM ne milakara eka apsarA banA dI ho| kisI strI se, havAoM kI tAjagI se, osa kI tAjagI se nirmit| kI nAka pasaMda par3I, kisI strI kA kAna pasaMda par3A, kisI kI | sAdhAraNa strI, sAdhAraNa puruSa bahuta sthUla hai, bahuta pArthiva hai; AMkha pasaMda par3I, kisI ke oMTha pasaMda par3e, kisI ke zarIra kI usakI kalpanA bar3I pAralaukika hai| gaMdha pasaMda par3I, kisI ke zarIra kA anupAta pasaMda par3A; aisA jaba RSiyoM ko apsarAoM ne gherA to kisI ne nahIM gheraa| ye mana cunatA rahA, dhyAna karatA rhaa| ina sabako ikaTThA kara liyaa| | kisI svarga se nahIM AyI haiM, ye RSiyoM kI kalpanA se AyI haiN| aba jaba tuma dhyAna karane baiThe, tumane tumhArI kalpanA meM eka strI mahAvIra kahate haiM, pahale to dharma-dhyAna para jAnA jarUrI hai| khar3I huI, jo apsarA mAlUma hotI hai| kyoMki jitanI striyAM tuma | adharma se, adharma ke viSayoM se citta ko haTAnA aura dharma ke jAnate ho unameM se kisI jaisI nahIM lagatI, parama suMdara hai| viSaya denA jarUrI hai| mahAvIra bahuta gaNitajJa, vaijJAnika kI taraha magara gaura se khojanA to tuma pAoge, are! yaha nAka kamalA | iMca-iMca bar3hate haiN| ve kahate haiM, jaldabAjI meM kucha bhI na hogaa| kI rahI, ye kAna nirmalA ke rahe; ye oMTha vimalA ke rhe| ekadama tuma Aja taya kara lo ki maMdira meM cale jAoge; kucha ar3acana na hogii| agara jarA gaura se dekhoge, to apsarA ko | pharka na pdd'egaa| maMdira meM baiThoge, lekina rahoge bAjAra meN| tor3akara dekhoge, vizleSaNa karoge to saba samajha meM A jaaegaa| Upara-Upara maMdira meM hooge, bhItara-bhItara bAjAra meN| bAjAra se jahAM-jahAM dhyAna kiyA thA, vahAM-vahAM se khaMDa ikaTThe ho gae bar3e purAne nAte haiN| haiN| yaha apsarA svarga se nahIM AyI aura kisI iMdra ne nahIM bhejI, | 'mokSArthI muni sarvaprathama dharma-dhyAna dvArA apane citta ko 13761 | Jair Education International 2010_03

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dhyAnAgni se karma bhasmIbhUta subhAvita kre...|' nirviSaya citta, nirvikAra citta tabhI saMbhava hai, jaba mAtra dhyAna adharma se haTe, dharma kI tarapha gatimAna ho| viSayoM ko | raha jAe-zuddha, ekadama shuddh| dhyAna ke lie koI vastu na raha dhIre-dhIre bdle| jAe, basa dhyAna kI UrjA raha jaae| aura dUsarI bAta isase bhI jyAdA mahatvapUrNa dhyAna meM rakhanI 'mokSArthI muni sarvaprathama dharma-dhyAna dvArA apane citta ko jarUrI hai ki adharma-dhyAna ke viSaya adhArmika haiN| dhyAna to vahI | subhAvita kre| bAda meM dharma-dhyAna se uparata hone para bhii...|' hai| dharma-dhyAna ke viSaya badala gae, dhyAna to vahI hai| phira eka ghar3I AtI hai, jaba AdamI dharma-dhyAna se bhI uparata phira eka tIsarI avasthA hai, jisako mahAvIra samAdhi kahate ho jAtA hai| usake bhI pAra ho jAtA hai, atikramaNa kara jAtA hai| haiM, samyakatva kahate haiN| vastutaH samAdhi, vastutaH nirvikalpa citta phira bhI, mahAvIra kahate haiM, ina thor3I-sI bAtoM kA citavana kI dazA hai| vahAM koI bhI viSaya nahIM raha jaate| vahAM to | karatA rhe| dharma-dhyAna se viSayoM ko chur3AnA par3atA hai| ....sadA anitya, azaraNa Adi bhAvanAoM ke citavana meM pahale dhyAna ko galata viSayoM se chur3Ao, ThIka viSayoM para lIna rhe|' lgaao| ThIka viSayoM para lagAnA kevala saMkramaNa kI prakriyA kyoMki mahAvIra kahate haiM, ki citta kI zakti bar3I prabala hai| hai, tAki galata se chUTane meM sahArA mila jaae| phira jaba galata se kabhI-kabhI kSaNabhara ko tuma pAra bhI ho jAte ho; aura agara chuTakArA ho jAe to mata karanA aisA, ki aba ThIka para baiThakara zithila ho gae to citta tumheM vApasa khIMca le sakatA hai| isalie raha jaao| yaha to kevala upAya thaa| jaise bImAra ko auSadhi dete aisI ghar3I bhI A jAe ki tumheM lage aba dhyAna kI koI jarUrata haiN| bImArI calI gaI. aba auSadhi kA kyA karanA? aba ise nahIM, yaha bhI mahAvIra sAvadhAnI baratane ko kahate haiM ki tuma abhI pheMkanA hogaa| isase bhI mukta honA hogaa| yaha to kevala bIca jaldI se dhyAna chor3a mata denaa| itanI dhAraNAoM kA citavana kA sahArA thA; saMkramaNa kI sthiti thii| karate rahanAto dharma-dhyAna bhI vastutaH dhyAna nahIM hai, saMkramaNa kI sthiti hai; 'anitya, azaraNa, ekatva, anyatva, saMsAra, loka, azuci, sIr3hI hai| phira to dhyAna se bhI mukta honA hai| phira to ye dharma ke Asrava, saMvara, nirjarA, dharma aura bodhi--ina bAraha bhAvanAoM viSaya bhI chor3a dene haiN| tabhI parama dhyAna hogaa| jaba koI bhI kA citavana jArI rkhnaa|' viSaya na raha jAe, tumhArI cetanA bace, cetanA kI jyoti bce| inameM se eka-eka bhAvanA samajhane jaisI hai| ye mahAvIra kI mala lekina usa jyoti kA prakAza kisI cIja para na par3atA ho-na bhittiyAM haiM-ye bAraha bhaavnaaeN| jinhoMne ina bAraha bhAvanAoM ko dhana para, na dharma para; na kAma para, na akAma para; na krodha para na sAdha liyA, samAdhi apane Apa phalita ho jAtI hai| karuNA pr| | 'anitya'-mahAvIra kahate haiM, isa bAta ko sadA smaraNa rakheM karuNA kA upayoga kara lenA krodha se bacane ke lie; lekina ki jo bhI hai yahAM, saba kSaNabhaMgura hai| ise kSaNabhara ko na bhuuleN| phira karuNA se grasita mata ho jaanaa| usase bhI pAra jAnA hai| kSaNabhaMguratA ko kSaNabhara ko na bisaareN| janmoM-janmoM kA mana para eka aisI ghar3I khojanI hai, jahAM tuma ho| basa tuma ho| akele yaha prabhAva hai ki badalatI huI cIjeM thira mAlUma hotI haiN| tuma ho| tuma dekhate ho dIvAla, vRkSa, saba thira mAlUma hote haiM, hAlAMki usako mahAvIra kahate haiM kevala, kevala dazA. kaivalya. jahAM tama jAnate ho. saba badala rahe haiN| jo phala kala nahIM thA. Aja basa tuma ho| aisA samajho ki zUnya meM koI dIyA jalatA ho| A gyaa| jo patte kala the, gira ge| yaha dIvAla bhI jo bahuta jahAM prakAzita karane ko kucha bhI nahIM hai, basa prakAza hai| kyoMki majabUta hai, yaha bhI rAkha ho jaaegii| yaha bhI Aja nahIM kala reta jo bhI cIja maujUda ho, vaha prakAza ko thor3A-sA dhUmila aura hokara baha jaaegii| kitane mahala bane aura bikhara ge| pahAr3a dUSita karatI hai| kyoMki koI cIja maujUda ho to usakI chAyA banate haiM aura kho jAte haiN| sAgara banate haiM aura miTa jAte haiN| par3atI hai| koI cIja maujUda ho to aMdherA paidA hotA hai| mahAdvIpa ke mahAdvIpa lIna ho jAte haiN| 377| 2010_03 ||

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jina sUtra bhAgaH lekina phira bhI AMkheM eka bhrama detI haiM ki jaise saba thira hai| | hajAraveM hisse kA khayAla hai| to hii...| tuma roja bUr3he ho rahe ho lekina mana aisA hI mAne rakhatA hai ki saba | jaise-jaise bahumUlya ko pahacAnanA ho vaise-vaise tumhAre ThIka cala rahA hai| saba vaise kA vaisA hI hai| roja subaha AIne ke | bAMTa-baTakhare jyAdA sunizcita hone caahie| aura eka hI sAmane khar3e hokara tuma apane ko dekha lete ho, lagatA hai, saba baTakharA hai, eka hI bAMTa hai hamAre pAsa, vaha hai jAgarUkatA kA, ThIka hai| vaisA kA vaisA hai| hoza kA, dhyAna kaa| nAma kucha bhI ho, bAMTa eka hI hai| yaha prakriyA itanI dhImI hai aura tumhArA hoza itanA kama hai| to yA bahuta spaSTa honA caahie| isameM rattI-rattI kA patA calanA to prakriyA bahuta tejI se ho to kucha ho sakatA hai| ki rAta tuma caahie| yaha aisA moTA, sAga-sabjI taulane jaisA bAMTa na ho, soo javAna aura subaha bUr3he ho jAo to zAyada tumheM akala sonA taulane jaisA; yA vaijJAnika kA kAMTA ho, jahAM rattI kA Ae ki are! saba kSaNabhaMgura hai| lAkhavAM hissA bhI pahacAnA jA sakatA hai ki kama huA ki magara bUr3hA honA itane dhIme-dhIme hotA hai, itane jyAdA huaa| | AhistA-AhistA hotA hai, itane rattI-rattI hotA hai, ki patA hI to tumhArA hoza bddh'e| nahIM cltaa| eka-eka bUMda rItatA hai saagr| Upara se aisA pahalI bhAvanA hai: anity| calate, uThate, baiThate, sote, lagatA hai, vahI kA vahI; vaisA kA vaisA hai| jAgate eka bAta tumhAre bhItara satata banI rahe; eka smaraNa banA to yA to jo kSaNabhaMguratA hai, vaha bar3I tIvratA se, tvarA se ghUmane rahe-saba badala rahA hai, saba badalA jA rahA hai| lage ki ghara ke bAhara gae, lauTakara Ae, patnI bUr3hI ho gii| gae kyA hogA isakA pariNAma? isakA pariNAma yaha hogA ki tuma the to javAna chor3a gae the| ghara ke bAhara gae, lauTakara Ae to mohagrasta na hooge| jo badala hI rahA hai usako pakar3ane kA koI | dekhA, ki ghara rAkha ho gyaa| gae the to bilakula abhI mahala kI | artha nahIM hai| jo jA hI rahA hai, jAegA hI, usake sAtha lagAva taraha khar3A chor3a gae the| lauTakara Ae to reta par3I hai, reta kA Dhera | aura Asakti banAne kA koI artha nahIM hai| jo chUTegA hI, vaha lagA hai| chUTa hI gyaa| buddhimAna vyakti ko isa saMsAra meM pakar3ane ko yA to aisA ho...aisA to hotA nahIM hai| aisA to svabhAva nahIM | kucha bhI nahIM, kyoMki kucha pakar3A hI nahIM jA sktaa| yahAM thira vastuoM kaa| to phira dUsarA upAya hai, ki tumhArA bodha gaharA ho, kucha bhI nahIM hai| isalie buddhimAna vyakti koI apekSA nahIM tumhArA hoza gaharA ho ki bahuta dhIme se, bArIka se ho rahe pharka | rakhatA thira hone kii| ko bhI tuma pahacAna paao| baha bhI AMkha se baca na jaae| | agara tuma mahAvIra ko jAkara dhokhA de do to mahAvIra cakita jAgakara dekho to tama hara sabaha cehare meM aMtara paaoge| nahIM hote| tamhArA mitra tamheM Akara dhokhA de de, tama cakita hote lauTakara ghara Ao, tuma aMtara paaoge| lekina bar3I jAgarUkatA ho| kyA kAraNa hai? tuma cakita hote ho kyoMki tama mAnate the, cAhie hogii| kyoMki aMtara bar3e AhistA ho rahe haiM, bar3e | ki mitra sadA mitra rhegaa| thiratA kI apekSA kara rahe the kSaNabhaMgura dhIme-dhIme haiN| jagata meN| yahAM koI thira nahIM hai| na zatru thira hai, na mitra thira hai| aisA samajho ki bAjAra meM koI sAga-sabjI taulatA hai to moTe kala mitra zatru ho sakatA hai, zatru mitra ho sakatA hai| saba cIjeM bAMTa-baTakharoM se taulatA hai| koI pharka nahIM par3atA, tolA idhara badala rahI haiN| saba cIjeM uthala-puthala meM haiN| ki tolA udhara, sAga-sabjI hai| sonA nahIM taulA jAtA aise| lekina tama socate the, mitra sadA mitra hai| aura jaba mitra dhokhA bAMTa-baTakhare hara taraha ke kAma nahIM de deNge| rattI-rattI kA hisAba de jAtA hai, tuma ekadama cauMkakara khar3e raha jAte ho| tuma cakita rakhanA hotA hai| to sunAra bhI taulatA hai lekina vahAM rattI-rattI kA ho jAte ho| hisAba hai| lekina yaha bhI taula bahuta gaharI taula nahIM hai| tuma cakita mitra ke kAraNa nahIM hote, na usake dhokhe ke kAraNa vaijJAnika taulatA hai, vahAM to rattI kA bhI hajAraveM hisse kA hote ho| tuma apanI thira apekSA ke kAraNa cakita hote ho| khayAla hai| vahAM to sekeMDa-sekeMDa kA khayAla hai| sekeMDa ke tuma mahAvIra ko jAkara dhokhA de Ao, koI aMtara na pdd'egaa| -378 Ja Education International 2010_03

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ve cakita na hoMge, kyoMki unakI koI apekSA nahIM hai| zAyada ve apane bhItara doharAeMge ki dekhA, saMsAra kaisA thira hai! saba anitya hai| yahAM mitra bhI apanA nhiiN| yahAM zatru bhI parAyA nhiiN| yahAM kisI kA bharosA, gaira-bharosA karane kA koI kAraNa nhiiN| eka bar3I prasiddha sUphI kahAnI hai, eka samrATa ne apane sAre buddhimAnoM ko bulAyA / aura unase kahA ki maiM kucha aisA sUtra cAhatA hUM--choTA ho| bar3e zAstra nahIM caahie| mujhe phursata bhI nahIM bar3e zAstra par3hane kI -- aisA sUtra cAhatA hUM, eka vacana meM pUrA ho jaae| aura hara ghar3I kAma aae| dukha ho ki sukha, jIta ho ki hAra, jIvana ho ki mRtyu, sUtra kAma aae| to tuma eka aisA sUtra khoja laao| unhoMne bar3I mehanata kI, bar3A vivAda kiyaa| kucha niSkarSa nahIM ho skaa| to unhoMne kahA ki hama bar3I muzkila meM par3e haiN| bar3A vivAda hai, saMgharSa hai| koI niSkarSa nahIM ho paataa| acchA ho... ki hamane sunA hai eka sUphI phakIra gAMva ke bAhara ThaharA hai| kahate haiM bar3A prajJA ko upalabdha, saMbodhi ko upalabdha vyakti hai| hama usI ke pAsa cleN| usa sUphI phakIra ne apanI aMgUThI pahana rakhI thI aMguli meM, vaha nikAlakara samrATa ko de dI aura kahA ki ise pahana lo| isa patthara ke nIce choTA-sA kAgaja rakhA hai, usameM sUtra likhA huA hai / vaha mere guru ne mujhe diyA thaa| mujhe to jarUrata bhI na par3I to maiMne to abhI taka kholakara dekhA bhI nhiiN| zarta unhoMne eka hI rakhI thI ki jaba kucha aura upAya na raha jAe, saba tarapha se nirupAya ho jAo, taba ise kholakara par3hanA / aisI koI ghar3I na aayii| unakI bar3I kRpA hai| isalie maiM to ise kholakara par3hA nahIM lekina jarUra isameM kucha rAja hogaa| Apa rakha lo| lekina zarta yAda rakhanA -- isakA vacana de do ki jaba koI aura upAya na raha jAegA, saba tarapha se nirupAya, asahAya ho jAoge, tabhI aMtima ghar3I meM ise kholnaa| kyoMki yaha sUtra bar3A bahumUlya hai aura sAdhAraNataH kholA gayA to arthahIna hai| bar3I prakhara vedanA kI sthiti meM ise kholanA / yaha zabda vedanA - sunate ho, bar3A bahumUlya hai| yaha usI se banA hai, jisase veda banA / vedanA ke do artha hote haiN| eka to artha hotA hai, dukha | aura eka artha hotA hai jJAna / gahare dukha ke 2010_03 dhyAnAgni se karma bhasmIbhUta kSaNa meM hI jJAna hotA hai| to usa phakIra ne kahA ki jaba vedanA kA bahuta gaharA kSaNa ho, taba ise kholnaa| yaha veda kA sUtra hai| yaha veda hai| ise hara ghar3I meM khola loge to bekAma hai| kyoMki tuma taiyAra hI na hooge / tumhArA isase tAlamela na baitthegaa| tuma jaba bilakula vedanA meM jala rahe ho, citA meM baiThe ho aura saba tumhAre sAMsArika upAya vyartha ho jAeM- kyoMki tuma samrATa ho, tumhAre pAsa bahuta upAya haiM - to isako mata kholnaa| jaba tuma pAo ki tuma dIna-daridra, samrATa nahIM; asahAya - lakar3I ke Tukar3e kI taraha sAgara meM par3e taraMgoM ke hAtha meM-- kahAM le jAeM, patA nahIM; taba ise kholanA / usa vedanA ke kSaNa meM isakA veda-sUtra tumhAre kAma A jaaegaa| samrATa ne aMgUThI pahana rkhii| varSoM bIta ge| kaI daphe khayAla bhI AyA-- lekina zarta pUrI karanI thI / vacana diyA thA to kholA nhiiN| kaI daphe jijJAsA bhI huii| phira socA ki kharAba na ho jAe khiiN| phira ghar3I bhI A gii| varSoM bAda samrATa hAra gyaa| duzmana jIta gayA, usake rAjya ko har3apa liyaa| vaha bhAgA eka ghor3e para, apanI jAna bacAne ko / rAjya to gayA, saMgI-sAthI bhI thor3I dera bAda use chor3a die| do-cAra sainika, usake rakSaka sAtha the; ve bhI dhIre-dhIre haTa gae kyoMki aba kucha bacA hI na thA to rakSA karane kA bhI koI savAla na thA / hai duzmana pIchA kara rahA hai, vaha eka pahAr3I ghATI se bhAgA jA rahA apane ghor3e para pIche ghor3oM kI AvAjeM A rahIM haiM, TApeM sunAI par3a rahIM haiM / prANa saMkaTa meM haiN| aura acAnaka usane pAyA ki rAstA samApta ho gyaa| Age to bhayaMkara gaDDha hai| lauTa bhI nahIM sktaa| pIche duzmana pAsa A rahA hai| Age jA bhI nahIM sakatA / eka kSaNa ko kiMkartavyavimUr3ha, hataprabha khar3A raha gayA ! kyA kare ? yAda AyI acAnaka, kholI aMgUThI, patthara haTAyA, nikAlA kAgaja, usameM eka choTA-sA vacana likhA thA 'disa TU vila pAsa - yaha bhI bIta jaaegaa|' sUtra ko par3hate hI muskurAhaTa A gaI use / eka bAta khayAla meM AyI, saba to bIta gayA - samrATa na rahA, sAmrAjya gyaa| sukha bIta gyaa| to jaba sukha bIta jAtA hai to dukha bhI thira to nahIM ho sktaa| zAyada sUtra ThIka hI kahatA hai| aba karane ko bhI kucha 379

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 nahIM hai| buddhimAna ur3ane ke pahale bhI jAnatA hai, paMkha ttuutteNge| vAsanAoM lekina sUtra ne jaise usake bhItara koI soyA tAra cher3a diyA, | ke iMdradhanuSa gireNge| sapane ujdd'eNge| jiMdagI yahAM jiMdagI jaisI koI sAja cher3a diyaa| yaha bhI bIta jaaegaa|' aisA bodha Ate | nahIM hai| jo TikatI nahIM, bacatI nahIM, sadA nahIM rahatI, use hI jaise eka sapanA TUTa gyaa| aba vaha vyagra nahIM, becaina nahIM, | jiMdagI kyA kahanA? pUraba kI paribhASA yahI hai ki vahI hai ghabar3AyA huA nahIM...ki ThIka hai| vaha baiTha gyaa| satya-jo sadA hai, sanAtana hai, zAzvata hai| kSaNabhaMgara satya nahIM saMyoga kI bAta! thor3I dUra taka to, thor3I dera taka to ghor3oM kI hai, kSaNabhaMgura sapanA hai| TApeM sunAI par3atI rahIM, phira TApeM baMda ho giiN| zAyada sainika pUraba aura pazcima kI paribhASAoM meM bar3A pharka hai| agara kisI dUsare rAste para mur3a ge| ghanA jaMgala hai, bIhar3a-pahAr3a haiM, | pazcima meM tuma pUcho, sapanA kyA hai? satya kyA hai? to alaga pakkA unheM patA bhI nahIM hai, ki samrATa kisa tarapha gayA hai| | vyAkhyAeM haiN| pazcima kahatA hai, sapanA vaha hai, jo nahIM hai; aura dhIre-dhIre ghor3oM kI TApeM dUra ho giiN| satya vaha hai, jo hai| pUraba kahatA hai, haiM to donoM hii| sapanA bhI hai aMgUThI usane vApisa pahana lii| anyathA hotA kaise? satya bhI hai| pharka hone aura na hone kA nahIM kucha dinoM bAda phira dubArA usane apane mitroM ko ikaTThA kara hai, pharka zAzvatatA kA, kSaNabhaMguratA kA hai| liyaa| hamalA kiyA, punaH jItA, phira apane siMhAsana para baiTha | satya vaha hai, jo hai, thA aura hogaa| sapanA vaha hai, jo pahale gyaa| jaba siMhAsana para baiThA to bar3A AhlAdita ho rahA thA, tabhI nahIM thA, abhI hai, aura abhI nahIM ho jaaegaa| use panaH usa ghar3I kI yAda aayii| usane phira aMgaThI kholI, paraba aura pazcima kI vyAkhyA bar3I baniyAdI rUpa se bhinna haiN| phira kAgaja ko par3hA, phira muskuraayaa| vaha sArA AhlAda, vijaya isalie pazcima meM jaba mAyA kA anuvAda karate haiM ve, to sadA: kA ullAsa, vijaya kA daMbha, saba vidA ho gyaa| ilyuujn| vaha galata hai anuvaad| mAyA kA anuvAda ilyUjana usake vajIroM ne pUchA, 'Apa bar3e prasanna the, Apa ekadama zAMta nahIM hai, bhrama nahIM hai| ho gae! kyA huA?' ilyUjana kA artha hotA hai : jo nahIM hai; sirpha dikhAI pdd'aa| samrATa ne kahA, yaha sUtra--'yaha bhI bIta jaaegaa|' aba mAyA kA artha hotA hai, jo hai lekina kSaNabhaMgura hai| hone meM koI sabhI bIta jaaegaa| to na isa saMsAra meM dukhI hone ko kucha hai, na | zaka nahIM hai, zAzvatatA meM zaka hai| TikegA nhiiN| lahara kI taraha sukhI hone ko kucha hai| AyA aura gyaa| yaha bhI bIta jaaegaa| isako mahAvIra kahate haiM, anitya bhaavnaa| to jo cIja bhI tumheM lagatI ho, bIta jAegI, yAda rkhnaa| thA jiMdagI meM marga kA khaTakA lagA huA agara yaha eka sUtra bhI pakar3a meM A jAe to aura kyA cAhie? ur3ane se peztara bhI merA raMga jarda thA to tumhArI pakar3a DhIlI hone lgegii| tuma dhIre-dhIre una saba jisako mauta kA patA hai, vaha ur3ane ke pahale bhI jAnatA hai ki | cIjoM se apane ko dUra pAne lagoge, jo cIjeM bIta jaaeNgii| kyA paMkha TeMge aura giruuNgaa| akar3anA! kaisA garva! kisa bAta ke lie iThalAnA! saba bIta thA jiMdagI meM marga kA khaTakA lagA huA jaaegaa| yaha javAnI bIta jaaegii| jisake pAsa bodha hai, use mauta kA khaTakA pratikSaNa lagA hai| yAda bana-banake kahAnI lauTI hRdaya kI dhaka-dhaka aura koI khabara nahIM laatii| dhaka-dhaka mauta | sAMsa ho-hoke birAnI lauTI kA khaTakA hai| lauTe saba gama jo die duniyA ne yaha dhaka-dhaka hI baMda hogI eka din| yaha dhaka-dhaka hI pahuMcA magara na jAkara javAnI lauTI degI usa jagaha, jahAM phira dhaka-dhaka na hogii| yaha saba bIta jaaegaa| yaha javAnI, yaha do dina kI iThalAhaTa, thA jiMdagI meM marga kA khaTakA lagA huA yaha do dina ke lie titaliyoM jaise pNkh| ye saba bIta jaaeNge| ur3ane se peztara bhI merA raMga jarda thA yaha do dina kI cahala-pahala, phira gaharA snnaattaa| phira maraghaTa 380 Jal Education International 2010_03

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kI zAMti / mahAvIra kahate haiM, mauta ko mata bhuulnaa| anitya kA yahI artha hai / anitya bhAvanA kA artha huA, mRtyu ko smaraNa rkhnaa| pratipala mRtyu ko smaraNa rkhnaa| manuSya kI mahimA yahI hai ki use mRtyu kA patA hai / mRtyu ke patA se hI dharma kA janma huA hai| mRtyu kA jisako jitanA bodha hai, usake jIvana meM dharma kI utanI pragAr3hatA ho jAegI / isIlie to loga bur3hApe meM dhArmika hone lagate haiN| mauta karIba Ane lagatI hai| pagadhvani jyAdA sApha sunAI par3atI hai / cIjeM dUra hone lagatI haiN| 'yaha bhI bIta jAegA, isakA smaraNa jyAdA jyAdA Ane lagatA hai| isIlie to AdamI dukha meM paramAtmA ko smaraNa karatA hai / kyoMki dukha meM patA calatA hai, yahAM para kucha bhI nahIM hai, khojUM paramAtmA ko / sukha meM phira bhUla jAtA hai| mauta karIba AtI hai to yAda A jAtA hai| lekina koI agara tumheM camatkAra se javAna banA de. ... I mullA nasaruddIna bImAra thA, usake DAkTara ne kahA, bacanA muzkila hai| to usane apanI patnI ko kahA, aba DAkTara ko bulAne kI koI jarUrata nahIM / nAhaka phIsa kharAba karanI / aba to purohita ko bulaao| aba to maMtra sunA de kAna meN| par3ha de kurAna / purohita Ane lgaa| saMyoga kI bAta, mullA marA nhiiN| DAkTara ke DAyagnosisa meM, nidAna meM kahIM bhUla thii| mahInebhara jI gayA to usane phira DAkTara ko bulaayaa| aba vaha svastha ho gayA thA, saba ThIka thaa| usane DAkTara se kahA, DAkTara ne jAMca kI aura usane kahA, camatkAra hai| tuma bilakula ThIka ho gae ho| maiM to socatA thA, tuma bacoge | nahIM tIna saptAha se jyaadaa| aura aba to aisA lagatA hai, tuma kama se kama dasa sAla bacoge / usane apanI patnI ko kahA, aba purohita ko bulAne kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| aura purohita ko jAkara kaha de ki aba dasa sAla to mauta kA koI kAraNa nahIM hai| isalie dasa sAla isa tarapha kRpA mata krnaa| lekina nau sAla bAda, tIna sau causaTha dina bIta jAne ke bAda agara jIvita raho to A jaanaa| eka dina bace, taba A jaanaa| AdamI bilakula marane ke vakta yAda krtaa| dharma ko TAlatA / 2010_03 dhyAnAgni se karma bhasmIbhUta lekina isameM sAra kI bAta samajha lene jaisI hai-- mauta yAda dilAtI dharma kii| lekina mauta kyA isa taraha thor3e hI hai ki tuma kaho dasa sAla bAda hone vAlI hai to jaba eka dina bace, nau sAla tIna sau causaTha dina bIta jAeM, taba tuma A jaanaa| mauta to kisI pala A sakatI hai| mauta abhI A sakatI hai| mauta kala A sakatI hai| hama mauta se ghire haiN| anitya bhAvanA kA artha hai : mauta hameM ghere hue hai| hama mauta ke hAtha meM par3e hI haiN| hama mauta ke jAla meM phaMse hI haiN| kaba jAla sikor3a liyA jAegA aura kaba hama haTA lie jAeMge, kucha nahIM hai| lekina itanA taya hai ki yaha hogaa| agara tuma thor3e-se hozapUrvaka soco to jaise-jaise mauta sApha hogI, vaise-vaise dharma kI tarapha tumhArI dizA, apane Apa tumhArA hRdaya kA kAMTA dharma kI dizA meM mur3ane lgegaa| 'anitya, azaraNa' - azaraNa mahAvIra kA buniyAdI sUtra hai| jaise kRSNa kA sUtra hai zaraNAgati | isalie maiM kahatA hUM, bar3I viparIta bhASAeM haiM aura phira bhI eka hI tarapha le jAtI haiN| kRSNa kahate haiM, paramAtmA kI zaraNa gaho / mAmekaM zaraNaM vraja sarvadharmAn parityajya / A tU merI zaraNa / chor3a saba dharma / mahAvIra kahate haiM, azaraNa ho rho| kisI kI zaraNa bhUlakara mata jaanaa| kyoMki para se mukta honA hai| akele ho tum| koI dUsarA sahArA nahIM hai / saba sahAre dhokhe haiN| sahAroM ke kAraNa hI aba taka tuma bhaTake ho / aba sahAroM kA sahArA chodd'o| aba tuma besahAre ho, isa satya ko smjho| apane paira para khar3e ho jaao| koI dUsarA tumhArA kalyANa na kara skegaa| tumane hI karanA cAhA to hI kalyANa honevAlA hai| aura dUsare kI zaraNa para chor3akara kahIM tuma aisA mata karanA ki yaha sirpha dhokhAdhar3I ho| aisA dUsare para TAlakara tuma baca rahe ho| aksara zaraNAgati meM jAnevAle loga yahI karate haiN| eka mitra mere pAsa Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM, hama to ApakI zaraNa A ge| maiM unako kahatA hUM, kucha dhyAna kro| ve kahate haiM, aba hameM kyA karanA ? hama to ApakI zaraNa A ge| maiM unase pUchA ki jaba tuma dukAna karate ho, taba tuma merI zaraNa nahIM chodd'te| tuma yaha nahIM kahate, aba kyA dukAna kareM! karo baMda dukaan| jaba merI zaraNa A gae, kara do dukAna bNd| unhoMne kahA, vaha kaise ho sakatA hai! 381

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SSC-STAGRANED jina sUtra bhAgaH 2 ahmmmam dukAna tuma nahIM chor3ate, bAjAra tuma nahIM chor3ate, dhana tuma nahIM sira thA muulyvaan| aise hI rakha dene kA na thaa| saba jAMca-parakha chodd'te| sirpha zaraNa A gae, dhyAna chor3ate ho? aura dhyAna kI; isalie gItA kA janma huaa| tumane kabhI kiyA nhiiN| chor3ane ko bhI tumhAre pAsa hai nhiiN| to | loga A jAte haiM, ve kahate haiM, Apake caraNoM meM sira rakha diyA, kisako dhokhA de rahe ho? | aba Apa smhaaleN| ve uttaradAyitva se baca rahe haiN| ve socate haiM ki ve bar3I UMcI bAta kaha rahe haiN| ve kaha rahe haiM ki | mahAvIra ko yaha dikhAI par3A ki hajAroM loga dharma ke nAma para hama ApakI zaraNa A gae; aba aura kyA karanA hai? | khuda dhokhA khA rahe haiM, dUsaroM ko dhokhA de rahe haiN| to mahAvIra ne agara yaha saca ho to kRSNa kA sUtra kAma kara jaaegaa| lekina | bahuta jora diyA-azaraNa bhaavnaa| kisI kI zaraNa nahIM jAnA yaha sau meM ninyAnabe maukoM para saca hotA nhiiN| isalie kRSNa kA | hai| mahAvIra ne kahA, uttaradAyitva tumhArA hai| pApa tumhAre, puNya sUtra tumhAre lie dhokhe kA kAraNa bana jAtA hai| tuma apane ko | tumhAre, tuma dUsare ke caraNoM meM kaise jA sakate ho? dUsare se kucha usa Ar3a meM chipA lete ho| tuma kahate ho, aba kRSNa ke sahAre sIkhanA ho, sIkha lenaa| kucha pUchanA ho, pUcha lenaa| karanA to haiN| aba ve jahAM le jAeMge, jaaeNge| tumheM hogaa| sAdhanA to tumheM hogaa| magara isameM beImAnI hai| agara yaha pUrA ho to tthiik| phira tuma to mahAvIra kahate haiM, ise yAda rakhanA-azaraNa bhaavnaa| bar3A dIna ho jAo, daridra ho jAo, sar3aka para bhIkha mAMgo, to bhI tuma Dara lagatA hai AdamI ko akele hone meN| bar3A bhaya lagatA hai, prasanna ho| tuma kahoge, unakI zaraNa haiM; jahAM le jaaeN| yahI asurakSA mAlUma hotI hai| diyA, yahI jarUrI hogaa| garIbI Avazyaka rahI hogii| tuma nAjuka kaztI, nAjuka cappU aura isa para tUphAna kA jora zikAyata na kroge| zaraNAgati meM zikAyata nahIM hai| zaraNAgati pAra karegA dariyA ko tU apanI jAna-e-cAra to dekha meM saba svIkAra hai| bar3A Dara lagatA hai| nAjuka kaztI-nAjuka bhI kahanA ThIka lekina AdamI bar3A beImAna hai| vaha matalaba kI jo bAteM haiM, nahIM, kAgaja kI kshtii| aba DUbI, taba dduubii| calAne ke pahale khuda karatA hai| jina bAtoM ko vaha socatA hai, gaira-matalaba haiM, hI patA hai ki dduubegii| karanA cAhatA nahIM, unako vaha chor3atA hai| vaha kahatA hai, ApakI nAjuka kaztI, nAjuka cappU aura isa para tUphAna kA jora / zaraNa haiN| mokSa aba Apa smhaalo| saMsAra to hama samhAla rahe aura cAroM tarapha aMdhar3a jIvana ke, matya ke. parivartana ke haiM, mokSa Apa smhaalo| dhana to hama kamAeMge, aba dhyAna to kSaNabhaMguratA ke| Apake hI hAtha meM hai| basa, Apake caraNoM meM sira rakha diyaa| nAjuka kaztI, nAjuka cappU aura isa para tUphAna kA jora sira meM koI kImata hai hI nhiiN| kacarA bharA hai| usako caraNoM pAra karegA dariyA ko tU... meM rakha diyA, socate haiM ki bahuta bar3A kAma kara diyaa| kucha ho yaha sAgara tujhase hogA pAra? to sira meM! ghAsa-phUsa bharA hai| ve kheta meM jhUThe AdamI dekhe? ...apanI jAna-e-cAra to dekha? khar3e rahate haiN| bar3I hAMDI lagI rahatI hai| kurtA bhI bar3A pahane rahate | thor3I apanI samAge to dekh| haiN| pazu-pakSiyoM ko DarAne ke kAma A jAte haiN| basa vaisA hI isalie ghabar3AhaTa hotI hai| lekina mahAvIra kahate haiM, koI sira hai| usako rakha dene se bhI kyA hogA? aura upAya hI nahIM hai| choTI kaztI hai to kaztI ko majabUta kRSNa ne kahA thA, 'sarvadharmAna parityajya mAmekaM zaraNaM vrj|' | kro| cappU kamajora haiM to nae cappU bnaao| tUphAna kA jora hai kisase kahA thA? jisase kahA thA, usake pAsa thA kuch| zaraNa to tUphAna se lar3ane kI himmata jgaao| meM rakhane ko kucha thaa| caraNoM meM nyochAvara karane ko kucha thaa| sAgara bar3A hai mAnA, lekina agara tuma hoza se calo to tumhArA arjana bar3A balazAlI vyakti thaa| aura aise zAlI vyakti thaa| aura aise hI usane nahIM rakha | hoza sAgaroM se bahata bar3A hai| AkAza bar3A hai mAnA, lekina diyA jldii| ki kRSNa ne kahA aura usane rakha diyA, usane kahA, | jisake pAsa AtmA hai, usake lie AkAza bhI choTA hai| apane jI hujUra! ThIka kahate haiN| jo hukuma ! usane bar3I jaddojahada kii| | ko jgaao| 382 | Jan Education International 2010_03

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dhyAnAgni se karma bhasmIbhUta mahAvIra kA pUrA jora Atmabala para, svayaM kI saMbhAvanA ko janma, phira mRtyu| eka hI caak| cAka ke Are ghUmate rahate haiN| vAstavikatA banAne para hai| | yaha jo janma-maraNa rUpI saMsaraNa hai, yahI saMsAra hai| 'anyatva'-cauthI bhaavnaa| smaraNa rakho ki tuma kauna ho| ise yAda rkhnaa| yahAM hama marane se to bacanA cAhate haiM, lekina jo bAhara dikhAI par3a rahe haiM, bhAI hai, bahana hai, patnI hai, pati hai, hameM yaha khayAla nahIM ki jaba taba hama janma se nahIM bacanA cAhate mitra hai; ve anya haiN| unake sAtha apane maiM ko bahuta jyAdA grasita | taba taka marane se na baca skeNge| yahAM hama mRtyu se to bacanA mata kara lenaa| vaha dhokhA hogaa| parivAra mata basA lenaa| yahAM | cAhate haiM aura jIvana ko pakar3anA cAhate haiN| bar3I mUr3hatA kA kRtya hama akele haiN| akele Ae, akele jaaeNge| yahAM parivAra to hai| jisane jIvana ko pakar3A usane mRtyu ko bhI pakar3a liyaa| ye sirpha hamArI eka kalpanA hai, eka dhAraNA hai| donoM ikaTThe haiN| eka hI cake ke do Are haiN| akele cUMki rahane meM ghabar3AhaTa hotI hai, eka parivAra banA lete agara mRtyu se bacanA ho to janma ko bhI chor3a denaa| agara mRtyu haiN| rAste para do yAtrI mila jAte haiM, hAtha meM hAtha DAla lete haiN| se bacanA ho to jIvana se bhI dUra khar3e ho jaanaa| jIveSaNA donoM apricit| kahAM se Ate haiM, patA nhiiN| kahAM ko jAte haiM, chor3oge to yamadUtoM kA AnA baMda hogaa| jIveSaNA ke pIche patA nhiiN| chipI-chipI mauta AtI hai| isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, saMsAra ke dUsare bAhara haiM; inase maiM anya huuN| cAka ko yAda rkhnaa| phira yaha merA zarIra bhI mujhase bAhara hai| merI cetanA isase bhI 'loka'- chaThavIM dhaarnnaa| mahAvIra kahate haiM, yaha saMsAra jo anya hai| phira yaha merA mana bhI mujhase bAhara hai| ye vicAra bhI dikhAI par3a rahA hai, yaha to saMsAra hai hI; isake pIche chipe hue mujhase anya haiN| aisA kATate jaanaa--ilimineshn| eka-eka saMsAra bhI haiM, una sabhI saMsAroM kA nAma lok| narka hai, svarga hai, ko chor3ate jAnA, jisase tumheM patA cala jAe ki yaha meM nahIM huuN| manuSya-loka hai| ina tInoM kA ikaTThA nAma lok| aise haTate-haTate-haTate-haTate....jaise koI pyAja ko chIlatA hai; isase to bacanA hii| lekina yaha mata socanA ki isase bacakara eka chilakA chIlA, dUsarA aayaa| usako bhI chIlo, vaha bhI aura svarga meM pahuMca jaaeNge| kalpavRkSa ke nIce baiThakara majA chilakA hai| aise chIlate-chIlate akhIra meM zUnya hAtha lagatA hai| kreNge| vaha majA karane kI dhAraNA isI saMsAra ko bacA lene kA pyAja pUrI samApta ho jAtI hai| chilake hI chilake haiN| upAya hai| aisA hI ahaMkAra pUrA samApta ho jAtA hai| chilake hI chilake majA kyA karoge? kabhI socA? kalpavRkSa ke nIce baiTha gae haiN| aura phira jo zUnya hAtha meM lagatA hai, usI ko mahAvIra ne to karoge kyA? kabhI baiThakara zAMti se socanA ki baiTha gae AtmA kahA hai| vaha jo sabase bhItara chipA huA zUnya sAkSI hai, kalpavRkSa ke nIce, aba kyA karanA? to tuma pAoge, sArI draSTA honA jisakA ekamAtra guNadharma hai, vahI maiM huuN| maiM kauna hUM saMsAra kI vAsanAeM uThanI zurU ho giiN| kitanA dhana yaha jAnane ke lie pahalI prakriyA hai yaha jAnanA ki maiM kauna nahIM cAhie--acAnaka tuma kahoge, ho jAe karor3a rupaye kI huuN| galata ke sAtha saMbaMdha chor3ate-chor3ate eka dina patA calatA hai | brsaat| A jAeM sajI huI thAliyAM bhojana kI, ki nAcane lageM ThIka kaa| kRSNamUrti kahate haiM, asAra ko pahacAna lenA, sAra ko suMdara striyAM AsapAsa, ki mila jAe siMhAsana cakravartI kaa| pahacAna lene kI pahalI vyavasthA hai| asatya ko samajha lenA tuma jarA baiThakara socnaa| abhI baiThe nahIM ho kalpavRkSa ke satya kI tarapha pahalA kadama hai| kyA galata hai ise samajha lenA | nIce, lekina sirpha kalpanA bhI karoge to tuma pAoge, kalpavRkSa kyA ThIka hai, usakI tarapha yAtrA bana jAtI hai| kA khayAla Ate hI sArA saMsAra phira A gyaa| pAMcavIM bhaavnaa-'sNsaar|' isa saMsAra ko bhUlanA mt| to mahAvIra kahate haiM, saMsAra se hI nahIM chUTanA, saMsAra ke pIche saMsAra kA artha hai mahAvIra ke vicAroM meM: janma-maraNa rUpa chipe saMsAroM se bhI chaTanA hai| saMsaraNa; isIlie sNsaar| yaha jo cAka hai janma-maraNa | 'azaci'-sAtavIM dhaarnnaa| mahAvIra kahate haiM, jahAM-jahAM | kA-ghUmatA rahatA hai, ghUmatA rahatA hai-janma, phira mRtyu; phira mizraNa hai vahAM-vahAM azuddhi hai| 383 ___ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH2 dekhA tumane! dUdhavAlA dUdha meM pAnI milA lAtA hai, tuma kahate eka jhalaka kAra kI, aura eka vAsanA kA uTha AnA, umaga ho, dUdha azuddha hai| magara, agara dUdhavAlA kahe ki zuddha pAnI AnA bhItara ghaTa gyaa| yaha aasrv| milAyA hai, to azuddha kaise ho jAegA? dUdha bhI zuddha thA, pAnI | Asrava kA artha hai: bAhara se cIjoM ko tumheM azuddha karane kA bhI zuddha thA, to do cIjeM zuddha hokara milatI haiM to aura bhI zuddhi maukA dete rhnaa| bar3ha gaI hogI, doharI ho gaI hogii| dugunI ho gaI hai| kauna kahatA | to jAge rhnaa| kucha bhI bAhara se nikale, tuma hoza rakhanA, hai azuddha hai? Asrava mata hone denaa| kAra nikala jAe, dekhate rhnaa| kAra ke lekina phira bhI tuma kahoge, azuddha hai| asaliyata bAta yaha nikalane meM koI bAdhA nahIM hai| suMdara strI nikala jAe, dekhate hai, azuddhi kA artha hI itanA hotA hai : vijAtIya se mila jaanaa| rhnaa| suMdara puruSa nikala jAe, dekhate rhnaa| suMdara puruSa-strI dUdha pAnI nahIM hai, isalie pAnI ke milAne se azuddha huaa| ke nikalane meM bAdhA nahIM hai| jaba taka tumhAre bhItara chApa na par3e, dUsarI bAta tumane khayAla nahIM dI kyoMki pAnI muphta milatA hai| jaba taka tumhAre bhItara saMskAra na hoM, jaba taka tumhAre bhItara koI nahIM to dUsarI bAta bhI saca hai| pAnI bhI azuddha ho gayA dUdha ke taraMga na uThe taka taba koI harjA nahIM hai| milAne se| kyoMki pAnI kA svabhAva dUdha nahIM hai| pAnI muphta agara tuma bhItara nistaraMga raha sako to bAjAra meM bhI himAlaya milatA hai isalie koI phikra nahIM krtaa| karo pAnI ko | hai| himAlaya para bhI baiThakara agara tuma nistaraMga na raha sako to azuddha, koI ciMtA nahIM krtaa| dUdha ko mata karo kyoMki dUdha ke | bAjAra hai| dAma lagate haiN| lekina donoM azuddha ho jAte haiN| do zuddha cIjeM | 'saMvara'--yaha bhI mahAvIra kA pAribhASika zabda hai| mahAvIra bhI milatI haiM to pariNAma azaddhi hotA hai| kahate haiM, jo galata ho sakatA hai, use hone mata denaa| aura jo mahavIra kahate haiM, yahAM saMsAra meM saba milAvaTa hai| yahAM saba | ThIka ho rahA hai, use smhaalnaa| usakA saMvaraNa krnaa| cIja eka-dUsare se milI hai| khicar3I ho gaI hai| isalie saba jaise tuma dhyAna kara rahe ho, dharma-dhyAna kara rahe ho, koI azuddha haiN| tumhArI AtmA mana meM ghula gaI hai| mana zarIra meM ghulA | nikalAH kAra nikalI, strI nikalI, puruSa nikalA to hai| zarIra bAhara saMsAra meM DUbA hai| saba eka-dUsare ko chede haiN| Asrava-isa chAyA ko bhItara mata pahuMcane denA, daravAje para roka eka-dUsare se bhide par3e haiN| eka-dUsare meM ulajhe haiN| eka-dUsare se denaa--ek| aura bhItara jo dhyAna kI prakriyA cala rahI hai, use gAMTha baMdhI hai| isalie azuddhi hai| samhAlanA; usakA saMvaraNa krnaa| to bAhara se kucha bhItara na isa azuddhi ko yAda rkhnaa-ashuci| Ae aura bhItara se kucha bAhara na jaae| aura ise yAda rakhanA, ki tuma zuddha to tabhI ho, jaba basa 'nirjarA'--aura jo bhI chor3ane yogya hai, chUTatA ho to purAnI kevala tuma ho| jarA kucha jur3A ki azuddhi huii| koI vicAra | Adata ke vaza pakar3anA mt| jaise purAne patte vRkSa se girate haiM to AyA, koI bhAva AyA, koI kalpanA uThI, azuddhi huii| dUdha meM vRkSa pakar3atA nhiiN| pAnI par3A, yA pAnI meM dUdha pdd'aa| AdamI adabhuta hai| yahAM kacarA bhI nahIM chor3A jaataa| AdamI 'Asrava'-mahAvIra kA pAribhASika zabda hai| Asrava kA | usako bhI samhAlakara rakha letA hai, patA nahIM kaba kAma pdd'e| artha hotA hai: dvAra para samhalakara baitthnaa| kyoMki pratipala tumhAre loga TUTI-phUTI cIjeM ikaTThI karate rahate haiN| ghara ko kabAr3a banA mana meM bAhara ke jagata se saMskAra A rahe haiM, vAsanAeM A rahI haiN| lete haiM isa AzA meM, ki patA nahIM kaba kAma par3a jaae| tuma baiThe ho rAha ke kinAre, dhyAna kara rahe ho, eka kAra nikala | eka dina maiMne dekhA, mullA nasaruddIna eka hI jUtA pahane calA gii| kAra ke nikalate hI, kAra kA dRzya AMkha meM Ate hI A rahA hai| maiMne pUchA ki dUsare kA kyA huA? usane kahA, dUsare tatkSaNa tumhAre bhItara koI soyI vAsanA jaga gaI--aisI kAra mere kA kucha nahIM huaa| eka rAste para mila gyaa| to maiMne kahA, isa pAsa ho| zAyada tumane itane zabdoM meM kahA bhI nhiiN| zAyada tumane | eka kA kyA karoge? usane kahA, jaba eka mila sakatA hai to phira AMkha baMda kara lI, phira apanI mAlA pherane lge| lekina dUsarA bhI mila sakatA hai| isako to samhAlakara rakha leN| 384] Jair Education International 2010_03

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dhyAnAgni se karma bhasmIbhUta AdamI kucha bhI ikaTThA kara rahA hai| yaha bAhara hI nahIM ho rahA, dharma kA artha hai : jo honA tumhArA svabhAva hai| usa svabhAva se yaha bhItara bhI ho rahA hai| bhItara bhI tuma vyartha ho gaI cIjoM ko viparIta mata honaa| usa svabhAva se viparIta ko pakar3anA mt| pakar3e cale jAte ho| usa svabhAva se viparIta ko Ane mata denaa| usa svabhAva ke to parAne patte vakSa se chuTa hI nahIM paate| nae pattoM ko Ane kI anukUla ko samhAlanA aura usa svabhAva ko sadA smaraNa rakhanA | jagaha nahIM, avakAza nhiiN| tuma nae nahIM ho pAte, kyoMki tuma | ki maiM kauna huuN| bhalA Aja sApha-sApha na bhI ho sake ki maiM parAne ko jakar3e rahate ho| atIta ko pakar3e rahate ho| paramAtmA hUM, lekina yAda mata bisAranA, bhUlanA mt| yAda banAe kisI ne bIsa sAla pahale gAlI dI thI, aba use kisalie hI rkhnaa| Aja nahIM ughar3egA, kala ughdd'egaa| kala nahIM parasoM pakar3e ho? magara nahIM, use tuma pakar3e baiThe ho| zAyada vaha ughdd'egaa| lekina jise yAda hai, vahI ughAr3a paaegaa| aura jise AdamI bhI mara cukaa| zAyada vaha AdamI hajAra daphe kSamA bhI yAda hI nahIM, vaha kyA khAka ughAr3egA! tumheM bhalA bhUla hI gayA mAMga cukA, lekina phira bhI vaha gAlI pakar3I hai| vaha vahAM baiThI ho ki dhana kahAM gar3A hai, lekina itanI yAda bhI ho ki gar3A hai to hai| use tuma kisalie pakar3e ho? use jAne do| tuma khojate rhoge| isa kone meM khodoge, usa kone meM khodoge, nirjarA kA artha hai: jo vyartha ho jAe aura chaTane lage aura isa kamare meM, usa kamare meM, AMgana meM, AMgana ke bAhara-khodate vyartha hokara cIjeM apane Apa chUTatI haiN| svabhAvataH giratI haiN| rhoge| tumheM yAda ho ki dhana gar3A hai| tuma unako pakar3a mata lenA, roka mata lenaa| sUkhe pattoM ko gira | maiMne sunA hai, eka bApa mraa| usake pAMca beTe the| pAMcoM kAhila jAne denA, ur3a jAne denaa| | aura susta the| sirpha dhana meM unakI lolupatA thI, kyoMki gulacharre to tuma aise pratipala nae hote rhoge| kreN| marate bApa se kahA ki dekho, dhana to maiM bahuta chor3e jA rahA phira 'dharma'-dharma kA artha hai svbhaav| mahAvIra kA dharma kA huuN| vaha maiMne saba kheta meM gar3A diyA hai| bApa to mara gyaa| ve artha rilIjana yA majahaba nahIM hai, mahAvIra kA artha hai : svbhaav| pAMcoM beTe bApa ko maraghaTa para kisI taraha jaldI-jaldI samApta jaise agni kA dharma hai jalAnA: jaise pAnI kA dharma hai nIce bahanA; karake bhAge khet| khoda DAlA pUrA khet| vahAM kucha gar3A na thaa| nIce kI tarapha, gaDDhe kI tarapha bhnaa| jaise agni kA dharma hai Upara | lekina jaba pUrA kheta khuda gayA to unhoMne kahA, aba bIja bhI lapaTa kI taraha uThanA, AkAza kI tarapha daur3anA; aise manuSya kA pheMka hI do| phasala aayii| khUba phasala aayii| dharma hai paramAtmA honaa| usakA svabhAva hai| aisA nahIM ki manuSya taba unheM samajha AyI ki dhana vahAM sone-cAMdI kI taraha nahIM ko paramAtmA honA hai, manuSya paramAtmA hai; ughAr3anA hai| gar3A thaa| usa khodane meM hI dhana paidA huaa| usa khodane meM hI kheta to mahAvIra kahate haiM, dharma ko mata bhuulnaa| | urvara ho gyaa| bIja pheMka die| aise ve khetI karanevAle na the| lekina jainiyoM se pUcho, jaina paMDitoM se, jaina muniyoM se pUcho; | alAla the, kAhila the| bApa kahatA ki khetI karanA, jamIna ko ve dharma kA artha kareMge, jaina dhrm| ve kahate haiM, jaina dharma ko yAda khodanA, bakhara lagAnA, vaha unase honevAlA nahIM thaa| ve bApa ke rkhnaa| yaha bAta galata ho gii| mahAvIra jaina dharma kI koI bAta marate hI cAdara tAnakara so gae hote| lekina dhana gar3A thA, isa nahIM kaha rahe haiN| yaha majahaba kI bAta hI nahIM hai| mahAvIra jaise AzA meM khodane cale ge| vyakti majahaba kI bAteM karate hI nhiiN| majahaba jaise roga aura tumhAre bhItara tumheM yAda banI rahe ki paramAtmA chipA hai kahIM, to mahAvIra jaise cikitsaka unakI bAta kareM! asNbhv| | khoja jArI rhegii| agara tumane yaha bAta hI vismRta kara dI to mahAvIra kahate haiM, dharma yAda rakhanA-sirpha dhrm| buddha aura khodoge kyA? khojoge kyA? mahAvIra donoM ne dharma zabda kA bar3A adabhuta prayoga kiyA hai| vaha isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, dharma ko yAda rkhnaa| prayoga hai: sIdhA-sarala svbhaav| jo lAotsu kI bhASA meM | aura 'bodhi'-bodhi hai aMtima niyati, kaivalya, smaadhi| tAo kA artha hai aura jo veda kI bhASA meM Rta kA artha hai, vahI tumhArA paramAtmA ho jaanaa| tuma ho sakate ho, ise mata bhuulnaa| mahAvIra aura buddha kI bhASA meM dharma kA artha hai| to do bAteM: dharma-ki tuma ho| lekina usameM eka khatarA hai| 385 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 kahIM aisA na ho ki tuma binA hI khode aura mAna lo, ki ho| dizA meM hama jAte hI nhiiN| yaha yAda banI rhe| binA hI ughAr3e bharosA kara lo ki ThIka hai, jaba mahAvIra kahate haiM isake pariNAma dekho| soviyata rUsa hai; rAjya ne mAna liyA to ThIka kahate hoNge| | ki koI paramAtmA nahIM hai, koI mokSa nhiiN| to ina pacAsa varSoM meM itane se kAma nahIM clegaa| itanA yAda rakhanA ki tuma ho, | eka bhI vyakti rUsa meM samAdhi ko upalabdha nahIM ho skaa| yaha lekina abhI jo tuma ho, use bhI ughAr3anA hai| tuma jo ho, abhI to bar3A ahita ho gyaa| hAlAMki maiM yaha nahIM kahatA hUM ki rUsa honA hai| yaha bar3A virodhAbhAsI lgegaa| ise maiM phira se doharA dhArmika rahatA to jarUrI thA koI samAdhi ko upalabdha ho jaataa| duuN| tuma jo ho, abhI honA hai| abhI tumheM apane svarUpa ko lekina saMbhAvanA thii| bIsa karor3a logoM kA mulka hai| koI ughAr3anA hai| bahuta hajAroM loga samAdhi ko upalabdha ho jAte, aisA bhI nahIM isalie dharma kI yAda rakhanA aura bodhi kI yAda rakhanA ki | hai| magara ekAdha to ho hI sakatA thaa| vaha bhI nahIM huaa| ghaTanA ghaTatI hai| saMbodhi kalpanA nahIM hai, kaviyoM kA agara sArI duniyA kamyunisTa ho jAe aura nAstika ho jAe to kalpanAjAla nahIM hai| ghaTA hai, yathArtha hai| jIvana kA parama yathArtha buddha, mahAvIra, kRSNa, pAgala siddha ho jaaeNge| hai| buddha aura mahAvIra, kRSNa aura kabIra, nAnaka aura dAdU yaha to bAta hI dUra hI rahI ki hama buddhatva ko pAne kI ceSTA inakI yAda kA aura koI artha nahIM hai| inakI yAda kA itanA hI | kareMge, jinatva ko pAne kI ceSTA kareMge; agara hama jina ho bhI artha hai ki isa rAste para kucha loga parama avasthA ko upalabdha hue jAeMge ghara ke bhItara, to hama bAhara khabara na kareMge; nahIM to loga haiN| tAki tumheM bharosA banA rhe| ve gavAhiyAM haiN| ve pramANapatra pAgalakhAne le jaaeNge| haiN| unake kAraNa tuma isa saMdeha meM pUrI taraha DUba na jAoge ki rUsa meM yaha ho rahA hai| jo vyakti bhI rAjya kI dhAraNAoM se kahIM aisA to nahIM hai ki aisA hotA hI nahIM hai! to hama apanA | bhinna bAta kahatA hai, vaha karAra de diyA jAtA hai ki isakA dimAga vyartha samaya kareM, vyartha zakti kreN| kharAba hai| usako tatkSaNa manocikitsAlaya le jAkara ilekTrika ina jyotirmaya puruSoM ke kAraNa tuma apane aMdhere ko svIkAra | zAka, insulina zAka, davAiyAM pilAnA zurU kara dete haiN| vaha nahIM kara pAte aura apane prakAza ko tuma kabhI-kabhI yAda karate lAkha cillaae| rahate ho| A hI jAtI hai yAda kahIM na khiiN| isalie masjideM aba tuma thor3A soco, kitanA bar3A aMtara par3A hai| acchA banIM, maMdira bane jagata meM, gurudvAre bne| ve yAdadAzta kI jagaha kiyA yahUdiyoM ne jIsasa ko sUlI to lagA dii| yaha kahA ki yaha haiN| jA rahe ho bAjAra, rAste meM maMdira dikhAI par3a gayA; agara AdamI galata hai, khataranAka hai| agara jIsasa Aja rUsa meM hote tumameM thor3I bhI buddhi ho to maMdira tumheM yAda karA jAegA ki | to sUlI na milatI, kisI pAgalakhAne meM ilekTrika zAka bAjAra jAo bhalA, lekina AnA maMdira hai| bAjAra kA cakkara milate, jo ki aura bhI dukhAMta hai| kyoMki sUlI to jIsasa ko lagAkara Ao, magara AnA maMdira hai| Aja nahIM A sakate nahIM mAra pAI, lekina pAgalakhAnA to naSTa kara detaa| bhalA, lekina kala AnA jarUra hai| ki jIvana kI niyati maMdira jaba mahAvIra kahate haiM, bodhi ko smaraNa rakhanA, bhAvanA karanA, meM hai, dukAna meM nahIM hai| ki jIvana kA parama saubhAgya rAjadhAniyoM to isakA artha hai : buddhatva upalabdha huA hai, buddha hue haiM, jina meM nahIM hai| ki jIvana kA parama saubhAgya dhyAna meM hai; hue haiN| Aja bhI ho sakate haiM, kala bhI hote rheNge| yaha hamArA mahatvAkAkSA meM nahIM haiM, hiMsA meM nahIM hai, parigraha meM nahIM hai ki | svarUpa-siddha adhikAra hai| jo bhI himmata karegA, jo bhI dAvA dhyAna, ki dharma, ki bodhi| karegA, usako milakara rhegaa| agara hama na pAte hoM. hamArI magara kyA aisI cIjeM hotI haiM? kamajorI hai| agara hameM na milatA ho to kevala eka khabara agara tumheM yAda bhUla jAe, tuma agara yaha mAna hI lo ki aisI milatI hai: hamane ceSTA nahIM kii| hamane zrama nahIM kiyaa| hamane cIjeM hotI hI nahIM to phira tuma usa dizA meM khoja hI na karoge, | yogyatA arjita nahIM kii| tar3aphoge hI n| tuma pyAse hI na hooge| jo hotA hI nahIM, usa | lekina bodhi ko pAne jo bhI cale, vaha smaraNa rakhe, bahuta kucha 386 Jal Education International 2010_03

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dhyAnAgni se karma bhasmIbhUta khonA hogaa| jaise hama haiM, vaise to hameM miTanA hogaa| jo hama haiM, baha rahI hai hRdaya para kevala amA vaise to hameM visarjita honA hogaa| maiM alakSita hUM yahI kavi kaha gayA hai milane ko milegA bilaAkhira sneha-nirjhara baha gayA hai ai arza sukUne-sAhila bhI reta jyoM tana raha gayA hai tUphAne-havAdisa se lekina yaha tana to reta jaisA Dhaha hI jaaegaa| yaha to ghara hai, ghAsa-phUsa baca jAe saphInA muzkila hai kI maciyA hai| yaha to miTTI kA banA ghara hai| yaha miTegA hii| vaha kinArA milegA zAMti kA-sukUne-sAhila bhii| aMtataH | yaha nAva to DUbegI hii| yaha to hara hAla dduubegii| jo bacAnA milegaa| lekina cAhate haiM, unakI bhI DUbatI hai| jo DubAne-DUbane kI phikra tUphAne-havAdisa se lekina chor3akara cala par3ate haiM, unakI bhI DUbatI hai| nAva to DabatI hai. | baca jAe saphInA muzkila hai lekina jisane nAva ko bacAyA vaha khuda bhI DUba jAtA hai| aura lekina yaha nAva tUphAna meM bacegI, yaha muzkila dikhAI par3atA jisane nAva kI phikra na kI, nAva to DUba jAtI hai, lekina vaha | hai| muzkila hI nahIM hai, maiM to kahatA hUM, yaha nizcita hai, yaha ubara jAtA hai| nAva to dduubegii| tuma bacoge, nAva dduubegii| | yahAM jo DUbate haiM, ve hI ubarate haiN| yahAM jo bacane kI ceSTA nAva yAnI tumhArA shriir| nAva yAnI tumhArA mn| nAva yAnI | karate haiM, ve DUbe hI raha jAte haiN| tumhArA ahNkaar| yaha to nahIM bcegaa| yaha to tUphAna meM hama na autAra the na paigaMbara, kyUM yaha ajamata hameM dilAI gaI jaaegaa| isako bacAne kI koziza kI to tuma usa pAra jAne se mauta pAI salIba para hamane umra vanavAsa meM bitAI gaI bhI vaMcita raha jaaoge| aura yaha to phira bhI jaaegaa| yaha to ye bar3I mIThI paMktiyAM haiN| rAma ko vanavAsa milA ThIka, ve phira bhI na bcegaa| yaha to bacAkara bhI nahIM bctaa| jAnA isakA avatAra the| jIsasa ko sUlI lagI ThIka, ve masIhA the| svabhAva hai| aura jo bacatA hai sadA, aura jAnA jisakA svabhAva | hama na autAra the na paigaMbara kyUM yaha ajamata hameM dilAI gaI nahIM hai, usakI tumane yAda nahIM kii| usakI surati nahIM jgaaii| mauta pAI salIba para hamane umra vanavAsa meM bitAI gaI nirAlA kI bar3I prasiddha paMktiyAM haiM: __ tuma rAma ho yA na ho, umra to vanavAsa meM biitegii| tuma rAma ho sneha-nirjhara baha gayA hai yA na ho, sItA to tumhArI curAI hI jaaegii| tuma jIsasa ho yA sneha-nirjhara baha gayA hai, na, salI to lgegii| vaha to nizcita hai| usakA avatAra aura reta jyoM tana raha gayA hai paigaMbara se kucha lenA nhiiN| vaha to janma kA svabhAva hai ki mRtyu Ama kI yaha DAla jo sUkhI dikhI hogii| vaha to pAne kA svabhAva hai ki khonA pdd'egaa| vaha to patte kaha rahI hai aba yahAM pika yA zikhI ke Ane meM hI taya ho gayA ki sUkhegA aura giregaa| vasaMta nahIM Ate, paMkti meM vaha hUM likhI patajhar3a kI taiyArI hai| yaha to hogA hii| lekina ise agara tuma nahIM jisakA artha svecchA se ho jAne do-vahI pharka hai| vahI pharka hai tumameM aura jIvana Dhaha gayA hai jIsasa meM; tumameM aura rAma meN| die haiM maiMne jagata ko phUla-phala rAma ise svecchA se ho jAne dete haiN| vanavAsa to huaa| ve kiyA hai apanI prabhA se cakita cala taiyAra ho ge| dhanuSabANa lekara khar3e ho gae ghara ke bAhara, ki para anasvara thA sakala pallavita pala claa| eka bAra bhI nA-nuca na kii| yaha nahIM kahA ki kaisA ThATha jIvana kA vahI, jo Dhaha gayA hai anyAya hai| yaha kaisA balAta vyvhaar| bApa para dhokhe kA zaka aba nahIM AtI pulina para priyatamA bhI na kiyA, zikAyata bhI na kii| zyAma tRNa para baiThane ko nirupamA vanavAsa to sabhI ko hotA hai| rAma ne svIkAra kiyA isIlie 387 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 avatAra ho ge| sUlI to sabhI ko lagatI hai| kisI ko khATa para par3e-par3e lagatI hai, isase kyA pharka par3atA hai? khATa bhI vaisI hI lakar3I kI banI hai, jaisI sUlI banatI hai| kahAM sUlI lagatI hai, isase koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| sUlI to lagatI hai| mauta to sabhI kI hotI hai| jIsasa ne svIkAra kara lii| aMtima ghar3I meM kahA, he prabhu! terI marjI pUrI ho| usI kSaNa paigaMbara ho ge| sabhI yahAM paigaMbara aura avatAra hone ko hue haiN| isase kama para rAjI mata ho jaanaa| dukha to milegA hii| to phira isa dukha ke sAtha thoDA sarjanAtmaka khela khela lo| ise svIkAra kara lo| ise AnaMda aura ahobhAva se uThA lo| marane ko taiyAra ho jaao| apanI sUlI apane kaMdhe para Dhone ko taiyAra ho jaao| aura tuma pAoge ki amRta upalabdha huaa| amRta milA hI huA hai| thor3A mRtyu se tuma Upara uTho, to amRta ke darzana hoN| hama aise haiM, jaise koI AdamI jamIna para AMkha gar3Aye cala rahA ho, aura AkAza upalabdha hai aura AMkha uThAkara dekhatA na ho| aura kahatA ho, AkAza kahAM hai? jamIna hI jamIna dikhAI par3atI hai| miTTI hI miTTI dikhAI par3atI hai| aise hI tumhAre bhItara miTTI bhI hai, jamIna bhI hai, AkAza bhI hai| AkAza yAnI tumhArI aatmaa| miTTI, jamIna yAnI tumhArA shriir| zarIra se thor3I AMkha utthaao| zarIra yAnI mRtyu| zarIra se thor3I AMkha Upara utthaao| AtmA yAnI amRta, zAzvata jiivn| usa sthiti ko mahAvIra ne mukti, mokSa kahA hai| mokSa ko pAe binA jAo to AnA vyartha huaa| phira-phira bheje jaaoge| vaha pATha sIkhe binA isa pAThazAlA se koI kabhI chUTA nhiiN| sIkha hI lo| jo sIkha jAtA hai, use dubArA nahIM bhejA jAtA hai| jarUrata hI na rhii| punarjanma ke siddhAMta kA itanA hI artha hai ki binA pATha sIkhe jo gayA use vApisa skUla bheja diyA jAtA hai--phira usI kakSA meN| sIkhakara AnA hI hogA, jJAna kI saMpadA jagAnI hI hogii| tamhAre bhItara kA veda jaba taka gunagunAne na lage, jaba taka tumhAre bhItara kI RcAeM pragaTa na ho uThe, taba taka paramAtmA tumhArA pIchA nahIM chor3anevAlA hai| Aja itanA hii| 3881 2010_03

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Jain Education letter For www.jar

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bIsavAM pravacana gozAlaka : eka asvIkRta tIrthaMkara

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2010_03 prazna- sAra makkhalI gozAla ke jIvana para prakAza DAlane kI kRpA kreN| mahAvIra kA azaraNa-upadeza aura unakA ziSyoM ko dIkSA denAinameM kyA aMtarvirodha nahIM hai ? azaraNa-bhAva aura asahAya bhAva meM kyA bheda hai ?

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1 halA praznaH makkhalI gozAlaka ke jIvana ke cUMki usane koI darzana nahIM banAyA, isIlie usakI koI 1 aneka prasaMga jaina zAstroM meM milate haiM, lekina paraMparA nahIM bana skii| loga to surakSA cAhate haiN| loga to koI unakA ullekha kisI Adara ke sAtha nahIM kiyA siddhAMta cAhate haiN| satya kI kisako ciMtA hai? loga cAhate haiM, gayA hai| gozAlaka ko ve kalahapriya aura uddhata kahane ke sAtha koI siddhAMta hAtha meM A jAe, jisase hama jIvana ke ulajhAva ko hI sAtha vilakSaNa bhI batAte haiN| Apa to usakA nAma Adara ke kisI bhAMti sulajhA leN| sulajhe, na sulajhe, hameM bharosA A jAe sAtha lete haiN| kyA gozAlaka kA apanA koI darzana thA? aura ki sulajha gayA, to hama nizcita ho jaaeN| raMparA ke mara jAne se jainiyoM ne usake sAtha loga apanI ciMtA miTAnA cAhate haiN| isalie gozAlaka jaise anyAya kiyA? isa para kucha prakAza DAlane kI kRpA kreN| | vyakti logoM ko prItikara nahIM lgte| kyoMki ve tumhArI ciMtA | miTAne kA koI upAya nahIM krte| ve to tumase kahate haiM, tumhArI naka kA nizcita hI eka jIvana-daSTikoNa thaa| darzana ciMtA hI vyartha hai| ve kahate haiM. hala koI nahIM hai. ciMtita honA kahanA use ucita nahIM, kyoMki zAstrabaddha, sUtrabaddha jIvana- vyartha hai, yaha samajha lo| basa itanA kAphI hai| praNAlI banAne meM usakA koI bharosA nahIM thaa| usakI dRSTi yahI | hama prazna pUchate haiM, hama uttara kI apekSA karate haiN| hama kahate haiM, thI ki jIvana itanA bar3A rahasya hai ki darzana meM samA sake yaha | saMsAra kisane banAyA? yaha prazna hamAre bhItara kAMTe kI taraha saMbhava nahIM hai; jIvana kA koI darzana ho sakatA hai, yaha saMbhava cubhatA hai| koI kaha detA hai, Izvara ne bnaayaa| yadyapi kucha hala nahIM hai| nahIM hotaa| kyA hala hogA? koI aMtara nahIM pdd'taa| isalie sabhI darzana kisI na kisI rUpa meM manuSya kI phira agara tuma pUchanA cAho to pUcha sakate ho, Izvara ko kalpanAeM haiM aura jabardastI jIvana ke Upara Aropita kie jAte | kisane banAyA? lekina eka taraha kI rAhata milatI hai ki haiN| jIvana bar3A hai, zabda bar3e choTe haiN| satya bahuta bar3A hai, siddhAMta clo...| vaha jo eka bhItara kAMTe kI taraha cubhatA prazna thA, bahuta choTe haiN| satya ko phAMsI laga jAtI hai siddhAMtoM meM DAlane hala huaa| Izvara ne bnaayaa| se| zabdoM meM samAne kI ceSTA meM hI virATa satya mara jAtA hai| gozAlaka jaise vyakti, jaba tuma unase pUcho, jagata kisane isalie makkhalI gozAla dArzanika to nahIM hai| koI paraMparA banAyA, to kaMdhA bicakA dete haiN| ve kahate haiM, hameM nahIM mAlUma banAnevAlA bhI nahIM hai| para usakI eka jIvana-dRSTi hai| darzana aura kisI ko nahIM maaluum| isa pharka ko smjhnaa| maiM usa nahIM kahatA, sirpha jIvana-dRSTi hai| aura jIvana-dRSTi duniyA meM tIna taraha ke loga haiN| eka, jo kahate haiM, Izvara ne usakI bar3I bahumUlya hai, samajhane jaisI hai| banAyA; hameM mAlUma hai| dUsare, jo kahate haiM, Izvara ne nahIM 393 ___JainEducation International 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 banAyA; hameM mAlUma hai| lekina una donoM meM eka bAta samAna hai| ki jAnate haiN| jainoM kA jo sabase bar3A Agraha hai, vaha khayAla meM donoM kahate haiM, hameM mAlUma hai| rkho| vaha hai ki jaina sAdhanA-paddhati se gujarakara jo vyakti gozAlaka kahatA hai, kisako patA? kauna jAnatA hai? kaise parama sthiti ko pahuMcatA hai, vaha sarvajJa ho jAtA hai| yaha jainoM kA koI jAna sakatA hai? itanA nizcita hai, kabhI agara banAyA ho sarvAdhika mahatvapUrNa siddhAMta hai-srvjny| kisI ne, to hama to maujUda na the| kyoMki hama to banAne ke bAda to gozAlaka se ThIka bilakula viparIta ho gaI baat| hI maujUda ho sakate haiN| hama to banAye ge| hama to maujUda na the, gozAlaka kahatA hai jo jAnatA hai, vaha to jAnatA hai ki kucha bhI jaba banAyA gayA hogaa| to aba upAya kahAM hai jAnane kA, ki nahIM jaantaa| gozAlaka se sukarAta kI dostI bana jAtI hai| kisane banAyA? aura agara kisI ne banAyA to jisane banAyA gozAlaka se sArca aura kAmU kI aura kAphkA kI dostI bhI bana vaha to maujUda hI rahA hogA banAne ke phle| to kucha to thA hii| jAtI hai| nItse bhI gozAlaka ke pAsa baiThatA to maitrI anubhava prazna hala nahIM hotaa| banAnevAle ko kisane banAyA? krtaa| lekina jaina to kaise maitrI anubhava kara sakate haiM? yaha to gozAlaka kahatA hai, uttara nahIM hai, prazna vyartha hai| prazna nirarthaka | unase ThIka viparIta hai| hai| tuma kRpA karo aura prazna ko gira jAne do| tuma jarA dekho ki jainoM kA to Agraha yahI hai ki jaba koI vyakti parama tumane eka aisA prazna pUcha liyA hai, jisake kAraNa tuma jhaMjhaTa meM jAgarUkatA ko upalabdha hotA hai to vaha sarvajJa ho jAtA hai| saba pdd'oge| yA to Astika bana jAoge yA nAstika bana jaaoge| jAnatA hai| tInoM kAla jAnatA hai| jo huA, vaha jAnatA hai| jo donoM hAlata meM tuma jIvana ke virATa ko iMkAra kara doge| donoM | ho rahA hai, vaha jAnatA hai| jo hogA, vaha jAnatA hai| usake lie hAlata meM jIvana kA rahasya TUTa jaaegaa| tuma bIca meM siddhAMta kI kucha bhI ajJAta nahIM raha jaataa| eka dIvAla khar3I kara loge| donoM hAlata meM tuma apane ajJAna isakA artha huA ki jo vyakti jainoM ke hisAba se samAdhi ko ko chipA loge| upalabdha hotA hai, usake lie kucha rahasya nahIM raha jaataa| saba gozAlaka kahatA hai, kucha patA nahIM banAyA, nahIM banAyA! | rahasya khula gyaa| pothI pUrI kholakara dekha lI, par3ha lii|| saca to yaha hai, yaha bhI pakkA nahIM hai ki hai bhI? ho sakatA hai | gozAlaka kahatA hai, pothI kA pahalA pATha hI par3hanA asaMbhava sapanA hI ho| hai| pothI khulatI hI nhiiN| isameM pahalI lakIra ka, kha, ga bhI to gozAlaka koI darzana nahIM detA, eka dRSTi detA hai| uttara | samajha meM nahIM aate| to sarvajJa kA dAvA to vyartha hai| sarvajJatA to dekhane kI eka samajha detA hai| isalie paraMparA ho nahIM sktii| yahAM to hama usI ko jAnanevAlA kaheMge, jisane nahIM bnii| aura aise vyakti ke pIche kaise anuyAyI ikaTThe hoM? | jAna liyA ki kucha jAnane kA upAya nahIM hai| hAM, kucha loga gozAlaka jiMdA thA to ikaTThe ho gae the| vaha cUMki yaha sarvajJatA se bilakula viparIta dRSTi thI, jaina bar3e usake vyaktitva kI garimA rahI hogii| usake uttara to the hI nahIM nArAja hue| jaina jitane nArAja gozAlaka se hue, kisI se bhI kuch| kucha himmatavara loga usake sAtha ho lie hoNge| lekina | nahIM hue| vaha camatkAra rahA hogA usake apane hone kA; jisako karizmA isase eka bAta to yaha bhI siddha hotI hai ki mahAvIra ke sAmane. kahate haiN| vaha usakA prasAda rahA hogaa| | vizeSa kara mahAvIra ke anuyAyiyoM ke sAmane jo sabase bar3A isalie jaina zAstra virodha bhI karate haiM aura use vilakSaNa bhI pratidvaMdvI rahA hogA vaha gozAlaka thaa| aura bhI bar3e vicAraka kahate haiN| vilakSaNa to puruSa thA hii| kyoMki binA siddhAMta ke, maujUda the| bauddha graMthoM meM chaha vicArakoM ke nAma ullekha kie gae binA uttara die agara loga AkarSita ho gae the to AdamI meM kucha haiM-ajita kezakaMbala, pUrNakAzyapa, prabuddha kAtyAyana, saMjaya jAdU to thA hii| vaha jAdU bauddhika nahIM thA, vaha jAdU vyaktitva velaTThIputta, makkhalI gozAla aura nigaMThanAtha putt| nigaMThanAtha kA thA, astitva kA thaa| putta mahAvIra kA nAma hai| lekina inameM se kisI kA bhI virodha jaina zAstra usake virodha meM haiM, kyoMki jaina zAstra to jAnate haiM jaina zAstroM meM nahIM hai| sirpha gozAlaka kA virodha hai| . 304 2010_03

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gozAlakaH eka asvIkRta tIrthaMkara to eka bAta to nizcita hai ki gozAlaka ThIka viparIta dhruva kI caritra kA artha ThIka se samajha lenaa| caritra kA artha hotA hai: bhAMti mahAvIra ke sAmane khar3A huA hogaa| dAvA bhI usakA hai ki abhyAsajanya jIvana kI shailii| eka AdamI ceSTA kara-karake, kucha jAnA nahIM jA sktaa| ajJAna kA itanA bar3A samarthaka kabhI ceSTA kara-karake roja pAMca baje subaha brahmamuhUrta meM uTha AtA hai| koI huA hI nhiiN| to jainoM ko sabase jyAdA kaSTa isa AdamI abhyAsa banA letA hai| aisA jar3a abhyAsa banA letA hai ki kisI se rahA hogaa| isako jaina kahate haiM, udaMDa, kalahapriya, vivaadii| dina agara par3A bhI rahanA cAhe bistara para, to bhI par3A nahIM raha yaha jainoM kI vyAkhyA hai| yaha kahalapriya jainoM ko mAlUma huA sktaa| purAnI Adata use uThAkara khar3Akara detI hai| hogaa| kyoMki jaina dAvA kara rahe the ki hamArA guru sarvajJa hai| isakA artha huA ki caritra kevala abhyAsa hai, Adata hai| jo aura yaha AdamI kaha rahA thA sarvajJa? alpajJa honA bhI saMbhava vyakti bodhapUrvaka jItA hai, vaha caritra se nahIM jItA, vaha bodha se nahIM, ajJa honA bhI saMbhava nhiiN| jItA hai| Adata se nahIM jItA, sahajatA se jItA hai| Aja subaha _ aura isakI bAta meM vajana hai| isakI bAta meM gaharAI hai| to yaha | agara uThane kA lagatA hai use, Aja kA brahmamuhUrta agara use vivAdI mAlUma par3A hogaa| yaha uiMDa mAlUma par3A hogaa| lekina | jagAtA hai to jagatA hai| lekina Aja kI ghar3I agara sone jaisI sAtha-sAtha unheM svIkAra to karanA hI par3A ki isake pAsa lagatI hai to sotA hai| vicakSaNa pratibhA hai| pratipala cIjeM badalatI rahatI haiN| kabhI koI svastha hai, kabhI pratibhA to thii| binA siddhAMta ke loga AkarSita hue| aura asvastha hai| kabhI varSA hai, kabhI zIta hai, kabhI tApa hai| kabhI isa AdamI ke pAsa koI caritra bhI nahIM thaa| yaha bhI thor3A soca koI javAna hai, kabhI koI bUr3hA hai| kabhI koI rAta dera se soyA lene jaisA hai| | hai, kabhI koI jaldI soyA hai| kabhI dina meM bahuta zrama kiyA aura gozAlaka ke pAsa koI lokamAnya caritra nahIM thA ki koI kaha jyAdA sone kI jarUrata hai| aura kabhI dina meM utanA zrama nahIM sake ki isa AdamI kI jIvana-vyavasthA anuzAsana kI hai, kiyA, kama sone se cala jaaegaa| satya kI hai, ahiMsA kI hai, yoga kI hai, dhyAna kI hai; aisA kahane to jo vyakti bodha se jItA hai, vaha to pratipala taya karatA hai kA bhI koI kAraNa nahIM thaa| jisako hama caritrahIna kaheM, aisA ki kaise jiiuuN| jInA pratipala taya hotA hai| jo vyakti Adata se vyakti hai goshaalk| jItA hai, vaha pratipala taya nahIM krtaa| taya to usane sadA ke lie lekina tuma samajha sakate ho, Adhunika yuga meM manovijJAna ne kara liyA hai| usane to lakIra khIMca dI hai caritra kii| aba eka bar3I UMcI khoja kI hai, bar3I gaharI khoja kI hai ki jo isa usakA anugamana karanA hai| vilhema reka kahatA hai ki caritravAna jagata meM sarvAdhika caritravAna loga hote haiM, ve sAdhAraNa arthoM meM vyakti--jinako hama caritravAna kahate haiM--aksara murdA caritrahIna hote haiN| jIsasa bhI caritrahIna mAlUma par3e logoM ko| vyakti haiM, jo mara cuke| aba to sirpha marI huI lAza cala rahI isIlie to sUlI lgii| sukarAta para yahI to jurma thA ki vaha hai| eka niyama jiMdA ho gayA hai, AdamI to mara cukaa| AtmA to khuda to bhraSTa hai hI, dUsaroM ko bhraSTa kara rahA hai| usakI bAteM | mara cukI, siddhAMta jiMdA ho gayA hai| prabhAvazAlI haiM aura dUsare loga bhI usakI bAtoM meM Akara bhraSTa | gozAlaka kA koI caritra nahIM hai| vilhema reka gozAlaka se ho rahe haiN| mila jAtA to tatkSaNa sira jhukAkara namaskAra krtaa| isa sadI kA eka bahuta bar3A vicAraka vilhema reka amarIkA ke jaina nArAja haiN| kyoMki jainoM kA to sArA AdhAra caritra hai. kArAgRha meM mraa| amarIkA meM use jabardastI pAgala karAra de diyA abhyaasjny| iMca-iMca hisAba bAMdhakara calanA hai| jarA-sI gyaa| kyoMki vaha kucha aisI bAteM kaha rahA thA, jo nItivAdiyoM | bhUla-cUka na ho jaae| siddhAMta se yahAM-vahAM citta na ho jaae| ke bar3e viparIta thiiN| usake buniyAdI siddhAMtoM meM eka thA, | saba samhAlakara lIka para calanA hai| isalie jaina muni se murdA jisakA gozAlaka se mela ho sakatA hai| vaha kahatA thA, caritra | AdamI tuma duniyA meM dUsarA nahIM khoja skte| vaha bilakula kevala unhIM ke pAsa hotA hai, jo murdA hote haiN| marA huA hai| usakA koI bhaviSya nahIM hai| usakA sirpha atIta RGA ___ 2010_03

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jina satra bhAga: 21 REATORIANDRAMA hai| jo usane tIsa.sAla pahale taya kiyA thA usI ko doharA rahA | vaha bahane ke pakSa meM thA, tairane ke pakSa meM nhiiN| saMgharSa ke pakSa meM hai| vaha punarukti hai| usake bhItara nae kA koI AvirbhAva nahIM nahIM, samarpaNa ke pakSa meN| agara gozAlaka ko krodha ho jAe to hotaa| subaha hotI hI nhiiN| eka yAMtrika punarukti hai, jo vaha vaha kahatA, krodha huaa| maiM kyA karUM? prema ho jAe to kahatA, doharAye calA jAtA hai| roja vahI karatA hai, jo kala bhI kiyA prema huaa| maiM kyA karUM? gozAlaka koI dAyitva svIkAra nahIM thA, parasoM bhI kiyA thaa| lakIra kA phakIra hai| karatA thaa| vaha kahatA thA, itane virATa meM maiM eka choTA-sA gozAlaka bar3A svataMtra hai| anuzAsanamukta, AdatazUnya kalapurjA huuN| kahAM jA rahA hai yaha virATa, mujhe patA nhiiN| kahAM se vyakti thaa| anpreddikttebl| usake bAbata kucha ghoSaNA nahIM kii| A rahA hai, mujhe patA nhiiN| kyoM mere bhItara krodha hotA hai isakA jA sakatI ki gozAlaka kala kyA kregaa| kala hI taya hogaa| bhI mujhe patA nhiiN|| kala Ane do| kSaNa-kSaNa jInevAlA thaa| __isako thor3A khayAla se samajhane kI koziza krnaa| isakA mere lie to bahuta mUlya kI bAta hai yh| gozAlaka mere lie artha huA, AdamI ke kie kucha bhI na hogaa| puruSArtha kucha bhI to mIla kA patthara hai manuSya-jAti ke itihAsa meN| isalie maiM nahIM hai| kRSNa kI gItA se mela khAegI yaha baat| kRSNa bhI yahI sammAna se usakA nAma letA huuN| mere lie to vaha utanA hI kaha rahe haiM, lekina jarA aura DhaMga se| kRSNa kahate haiM, Izvara kara mUlyavAna hai, jitane mUlyavAna mhaaviir| unase rattIbhara bhI kama | rahA hai| gozAlaka utanI bAta bhI bIca meM nahIM laataa| vaha kahatA mUlya nahIM hai| lekina anuyAyI mahAvIra kA hai, usako to bar3I hai, kahAM patA hai ki Izvara hai? kauna kara rahA hai yaha to mujhe patA ar3acana hai| nhiiN| itanA patA hai ki mere kie kucha bhI nahIM ho rahA hai| kRSNa to jaina zAstra gozAlaka ke saMbaMdha meM bar3I niMdA se bhare haiN| kahate haiM, Izvara para chor3a do| gozAlaka kahatA hai, chor3a do| aisI gAliyoM se bhare haiM ki kabhI-kabhI Azcarya hotA hai ki Izvara hai yA nahIM, mujhe patA nhiiN| lekina ise Dhone kI koI bhI ahiMsA ko mAnanevAle loga itanI gAliyAM nikAla kaise sake? jarUrata nahIM hai| saba DhonA nAsamajhI hai| karuNA, prema, ahiMsA kI bAta karanevAle loga itanI kSudratA para yaha gozAlaka kI dRSTi agara sahI ho to ahaMkAra bilakula utara kaise Ae ? gozAlaka burA bhI rahA ho to bhI ye bhale loga samApta ho jaaegaa| bacane kA upAya nahIM bcegaa| itanI gAliyAM kaise de sake? bure AdamI ko bhI itanI gAliyAM zAyada kRSNa kI gItA kA mAnanevAlA bhI kisI pIche ke denA bhale AdamI kA lakSaNa nhiiN| agara virodha thA to saiddhAMtika daravAje se ahaMkAra ko bacA le| vaha kahe ki Izvara merA upayoga virodha karake pUrA kara lete| lekina virodha bhAvAtmaka mAlUma kara rahA hai, meM upakaraNa huuN| isase bhI ahaMkAra baca sakatA hai| par3atA hai, saiddhAMtika nahIM hai| mahAvIra ke mukAbale, mahAvIra ke kyoMki mujhe upakaraNa cunA hai, tumako to nahIM cunaa| maiM hUM anuyAyiyoM ko lagA hogA, eka hI vyakti khar3A hai prakhara, jo maadhym| maiM hUM nikti| ThIka viparIta bAta kaha rahA hai : na koI caritra, na koI jnyaan| kRSNa kI bAta sunakara arjuna yaha to samajha bhI le ki calo, maiM aura isa sabase bhI kaThina bAta, para bar3I mahatvapUrNa, gozAlaka | bIca meM nahIM aataa| lekina Izvara ne mujhe cunA hai dharma-yuddha ke kA jo dRSTikoNa thA vaha thA, akrmnnytaavaad| vaha kahatA thA, | lie| to ahaMkAra nae rUpa meM khar3A hogaa| duryodhana ko to nahIM kie se kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| vaha kahatA kie se na pApa hotA hai, | cunA hai| kisI aura ko to nahIM cunA hai, arjuna ko cunA hai| na kie se paNya hotA hai| vaha kahatA thA. karanA nAsamajhI kI | paramAtmA kA hAtha arjana ke kaMdhe para hai| bAta hai| karane se kabhI kucha huA hI nahIM hai| jo honA hai, vahI | yaha bhI khataranAka ho sakatI hai baat| isakA matalaba huA, hotA hai| jo honA thA, vahI huaa| jo honA hai, vahI hogaa| vaha | merI jimmevArI bhI na rahI, aura jo mujhe karanA hai vaha to maiM karUMgA parama niyativAdI thaa| vaha kahatA thA, saba ho rahA hai| hamAre | hii| aba Izvara kA samarthana aura saiMkzana bhI mila gyaa| aba kie kA kucha sAra nahIM hai, isalie jIvana se saMgharSa karane kA | Izvara bhI mere hAtha meM hai| aba maiM apanI bAta ko sahI siddha karane koI prayojana nahIM hai| ke lie Izvara kA bhI sahArA le luuNgaa| aura Izvara to mauna hai| 396 2010_03

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gozAlaka: eka asvIkRta tIrthakara | vaha Akara kabhI kahatA nahIM ki kisako maiMne cunaa| mahAsUrya haiM, jo rAta meM tAroM kI taraha dikhAI par3ate haiN| phAsale ke mahAtmA gAMdhI ko yaha khayAla thA ki Izvara ne unheM upakaraNa kI kAraNa choTe dikhAI par3ate haiN| hamAre sUraja se karor3oM gune bar3e bhAMti canA hai| vaha gItA se hI unako sanaka savAra hii| gItA | saraja haiN| aura aba taka koI do araba saryoM kA patA cala cakA par3ha-par3hakara hI unako yaha khayAla baiTha gayA ki Izvara ne unako hai| Age bhI hoNge| yaha pRthvI hamArI to kucha bhI nahIM hai| isa cunA hai; ve mAdhyama haiN| lekina kauna siddha kara sakatA hai ki pRthvI para hama aura bhI nAkucha haiN| goDase ko Izvara ne nahIM cunA thA? goDase ko bhI yahI khayAla hai| gozAlaka yaha kahatA hai, jarA apanA anupAta to soco| phira ki vaha kara kyA sakatA hai ? Izvara ne cunA hai| aura tuma socate tuma jo karate hue mAlUma par3ate ho, vaha bhI prakRti hI tumase karA ho, jinnA ko yaha khayAla nahIM thA? rahI hai| eka strI nikalI tumhAre sAmane se aura tumhAre mana meM | kauna nirNaya karegA ki kauna vastataH canA gayA hai? yaha to vAsanA utthii| yaha vAsanA tamane uThAI? tama kaise uThAoge? Izvara ke bahAne, AdamI jo karanA cAha rahA hai, usake lie hotI na, to uThatI kaise? prakRti ne utthaaii| prakRti ne dI hI huI Izvara kI mohara le letA hai| hai| tuma paidA isa vAsanA ke sAtha hue ho| gozAlaka utanI bhI jagaha nahIM chodd'taa| gozAlaka kahatA hai, isalie gozAlaka kI dRSTi parama svIkAra kI hai| vaha kahatA koI Izvara hai, patA nhiiN| itanA taya hai ki AdamI ke puruSArtha se hai, jo hai, hai| burA to burA; bhalA to bhlaa| na yahAM hAra kA koI kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| jo hotA hai, vahI hotA hai| kabhI ho jAtA hai | upAya hai, na jIta kA koI upAya hai| gozAlaka parama bhAgyavAdI to tuma socate ho, hama jIta ge| kabhI nahIM hotA to tuma socate hai| aura majA yaha hai ki bhagavAna bhI nahIM hai gozAlaka ke vicAra ho, hama hAra ge| lekina jo honA thA, vahI hotA hai| jaba ho meN| mArksa bhI rAjI ho jAtA gozAlaka se| kyoMki vaha bhI parama jAtA hai, tuma akar3a jAte ho| jaba nahIM hotA, tuma sikur3a jAte bhAgyavAdI hai| vaha kahatA hai, bhagavAna to koI bhI nahIM hai| ho| tuma nAhaka akar3ate-sikur3ate ho| tuma nAhaka jItate-hArate lekina jagata eka niyama se cala rahA hai| usako mArksa kahatA ho| jo honA hai vahI hotA hai| | hai, itihAsa kA niym| nAma kucha bhI do| gozAlaka kahatA hai, isakA artha smjhnaa| agara yaha bAta khayAla meM baiTha jAe ki itanA taya hai AdamI nahIM calA rahA hai, cala rahA hai| jo honA hai vahI hotA hai, to tuma tatkSaNa tanAva se mukta ho ge| yaha akarmaNyatAvAda to aura bhI mahAvIra ke viparIta par3atA hai| dhyAna phalita ho jaaegaa| ahaMkAra se mukta ho ge| jaba mere kyoMki mahAvIra kA to sArA bala isa bAta para hai ki puruSArtha; kie kucha hotA hI nahIM to maiM kahAM khar3A ho sakatA hUM? kRSNa to isIlie to nAma mahAvIra hai| karo, to pA skoge| lar3oge, to kahate haiM, kama se kama tuma nimitta ho sakate ho| gozAlaka jiitoge| bahe, to ge| tairo| dhAre ke viparIta tairo| iMca-iMca kahatA hai, nimitta bhI nahIM ho skte| tuma ho hI kahAM? lar3oge to hI kisI dina phuNcoge| siddhi muphta nahIM miltii| yaha to aisA hI hai ki eka hAthI nikalatA thA, eka pula ke bar3A gahana saMgharSa karanA hai| Upara se| vajanI hAthI, purAnA jIrNa-zIrNa pula! kaMpane lagA mahAvIra gozAlaka ke virodha meM rahe hoM, aisA to mujhe mAlUma pul| eka makkhI baiThI thI hAthI ke uupr| jaba ve donoM pula pAra nahIM hotaa| mahAvIra to gozAlaka ke virodha meM nahIM ho skte| kara gae to usane kahA, beTA! makkhI ne kahA hAthI se, beTA! lekina mahAvIra kA mAnanevAlA ar3acana meM par3A hogaa| agara hamane pula ko burI taraha hilA diyaa| | mahAvIra sahI haiM to gozAlaka galata honA hI caahie| agara hama to makkhI se bhI choTe haiN| isa virATa ko jarA soco to! gozAlaka sahI hai to mahAvIra galata ho jaaeNge| isameM hamArA honA na honA kyA pharka rakhatA hai? hamAre hone na hone anuyAyI kI buddhi to bar3I choTI hotI hai| vaha do virodhoM ke se kitanA pharka par3atA hai! AdamI isa pRthvI ke mukAbale hI bahuta bIca kisI taraha kA samanvaya nahIM dekha paataa| mahAvIra ke mArga choTA hai| pRthvI khuda bhI bahuta choTI hai| sUraja sATha hajAra gunA se bhI AdamI pahuMcatA hai| gozAlaka ke mArga se bhI pahuMca sakatA bar3A hai| aura sUraja khuda hI bahuta sAdhAraNa hai| isase bar3e-bar3e hai| mahAvIra ke mArga para saMkalpa kA AkhirI upAya karanA hotA 395 ___ 2010_03

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398 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 hai| isa upAya ko karate-karate hI eka dina saMkalpa TUTakara gira jAtA hai| ahaMkAra ko nikhAranA par3atA hai; pavitra karanA par3atA hai / eka aisI ghar3I AtI hai pavitra hote-hote hI, jaise kapUra ur3a jAtA hai, aisA ahaMkAra ur3a jAtA hai| zuddha ahaMkAra kapUra kI taraha ur3a jAtA hai| jaise tuma rAta dIyA jalAte ho to pahale dIye kI jyoti tela ko jalAtI hai| phira tela cuka jAtA hai to bAtI ko jalAtI hai / phira bAtI bhI cuka jAtI hai, to phira jyoti bhI bujha jAtI hai / to | jyoti ne pahale tela ko jalAyA, phira bAtI ko jalAyA, phira jaba saba jala gayA to khuda bhI baca nahIM sktii| itanI zuddha ho gaI ki kho jAtI hai| mahAvIra ke mArga para ahaMkAra ko zuddha karane kI prakriyA hai / zarIra chUTegA pahale, phira mana chuuttegaa| phira eka dina tuma pAoge acAnaka, tela bhI jala gayA, bAtI bhI jala gaI, phira lapaTa jo raha gaI thI, vaha kore AkAza meM kho gii| / zuddha ho - hokara ahaMkAra kapUra kI bhAMti ur3a jAtA hai| gozAlaka ke mArga para zuddha karane kA koI savAla hI nahIM hai zuddha karane kI ceSTA ko gozAlaka kahatA hai, vyartha hai / jo hai hI nahIM, use zuddha kyA karanA? itanA jAna lenA kAphI hai ki nahIM hai| abhI ghaTa sakatI hai baat| to jainoM ko kaThinAI huI / gozAlaka ne bar3A gaharA vivAda anuyAyiyoM ke lie khar3A kara diyA hogaa| isalie jaina bar3e nArAja haiN| aura cUMki gozAlaka ke koI zAstra nahIM haiM, isalie aura suvidhA ho gii| tuma aisA hI samajho ki agara hiMduoM ke saba zAstra kho jAeM aura kRSNa ke saMbaMdha meM sirpha jainoM ke zAstra baceM to kRSNa ke saMbaMdha meM kyA sthiti banegI ? loga kyA soceMge? loga soceMge, AdamI mahAnArakIya rahA hogA, kyoMki zAstra meM likhA hai ki sAtaveM narka meM gyaa| agara buddha ke saMbaMdha meM bauddhoM ke zAstra kho jAeM, sirpha hiMduoM ke zAstra baceM to una zAstroM se kyA patA calegA ? hiMdU zAstra kahate haiM ki paramAtmA ne narka bnaayaa| lekina sadiyAM bIta gaIM, koI pApa kare hI nhiiN| narka koI jAe hI nhiiN| to narka meM baiThe the jo paharedAra, aura vyavasthApaka, aura mainejara, ve thaka ge| koI AtA hI nahIM! Uba ge| unhoMne paramAtmA se prArthanA kI, yaha 2010_03 narka banAyA kisalie ? na koI pApa karatA, na koI aataa| hameM nAhaka aTakA rakhA hai| baMda karo yaha dukaan| hameM chuTTI do yA AdamI bhejo / to paramAtmA ne kahA, . ThIka hai ghabar3Ao mt| maiM jaldI hI buddha ke rUpa meM avatAra lUMgA aura logoM ke mana bhraSTa kruuNgaa| phira unhoMne buddha kI taraha avatAra liyA, logoM ko bhraSTa kiyaa| loga narka jAne lge| aba to narka meM aisI bhIr3a hai ki vahAM jagaha hI nahIM bcii| loga kyU lagAe khar3e haiM sadiyoM se| jagaha nahIM mila rahI hai aMdara jAne ke lie, itanA dhakkama - dhukkA hai| yaha saba buddha kI kRpA se huA ! hiMdU yaha bhI nahIM kaha sake ki buddha bhagavAna nahIM haiN| yaha to bar3A jhUTha hotaa| itane bar3e satya ko jhuThalAnA saMbhava na huaa| to mAna liyA ki bhagavAna to haiM, lekina Ae haiM pApa karavAne, logoM ko bhraSTa krne| to tarakIba samajhe? tarakIba yaha huI ki buddha ko svIkAra kara liyA ki haiM bhagavAna ke rUpa hii| dasaveM avatAra haiN| aura sAtha meM bAta bhI batA dI ki koI inakI mAnanA mata, nahIM to narka jAoge, buddha-dharma kA anugamana mata krnaa| yaha bhagavAna kI eka zarArata hai| yaha bhagavAna kI eka cAlabAjI hai| yaha bhagavAna kA eka SaDyaMtra hai / haiM to bhgvt-ruup| jainoM ne bhI kRSNa ko narka bhejA, sAtaveM narka meM ddaalaa| lekina thor3I becainI lagI hogii| kyoMki itanA pratibhAzAlI vyakti, itanA mahimAvAna, aisA tejoddIpta! isako narka meM DAlane meM hAtha kaMpA hogaa| zAstra likhanevAle ko bhI Dara lagA hogaa| usako bhI lagA hogA ki yaha thor3I jyAdatI huI jA rahI hai| to zAstrakAroM ne jaina zAstroM meM likhA hai ki agalI sRSTi meM, jaba yaha pralaya hokara saba samApta ho jAegA, phira se sRSTi kA nirmANa hogA, kRSNa pahale jaina tIrthaMkara hoNge| isase rAhata ho gii| idhara cAMTA mArA, idhara pucakAra liyaa| agara virodhI kAhI zAstra bace to nirNaya karanA muzkila hai| yahI asuvidhA hai gozAlaka ke lie| khuda kA koI zAstra nahIM hai| khuda kucha likhA nahIM hai| karane ko hI jo nahIM mAnatA thA, vaha likhe kyoM? kucha bolAcAlA hogaa| kucha dina taka logoM ko yAda rahI hogI, phira bisara gaI / zAstroM meM jahAM ullekha hai-- yA to bauddha zAstroM meM ullekha hai / lekina bauddha zAstroM meM sammAnapUrvaka ullekha hai / usakA

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gozAlakaH eka asvIkRta tIrthakara kAraNa bhI spaSTa hai| saba kAraNa rAjanaitika haiN| bauddha zAstroM meM mahAvIra to pratiSThita the| tIsa sAla phAsalA thaa| isa pratiSThita sammAnapUrvaka ullekha hai, kyoMki bauddha zAstroM kA asalI saMgharSa AdamI ko jhagar3e apane samaya ke pratiSThita logoM se rahe mahAvIra se hai| | hoMge-buddha to abhI uTha hI rahe the| buddha kI mahimA to bAda meM gozAlaka to mara ckaa| aba baddha aura mahAvIra ke bIca tIsa siddha haI. jaba mahAvIra jA cke| sAla kA aMtara hai| gozAlaka mahAvIra se umra meM bar3A thaa| lekina eka bAta sadA smaraNa rakhanA ki mahAvIra ne aisA kahA isalie jaba mahAvIra javAna rahe hoMge aura unake vicAra kA ho, isakI kama saMbhAvanA hai| buddha ne aisA majAka ur3AyA ho prabhAva phaila rahA hogA, usa samaya taka gozAlaka kI pratiSThA ho mahAvIra kA, isakI bhI kama saMbhAvanA hai| ye to anuyAyiyoM ke cukI thii| isalie mahAvIra kA saMgharSa to pratiSThita gozAlaka se | dvArA DAle gae zabda haiM unake muMha meN| aura zAstra bahuta bAda meM rhaa| pratiSThita se saMgharSa hotA hai| | likhe ge| mahAvIra ne eka zabda bhI buddha ke khilApha nahIM bolaa| ve bUr3he | buddha ke marane ke pAMca sau sAla bAda zAstra likhe ge| mahAvIra the| jaba buddha kI pratiSThA AnI zurU huI taba taka mahAvIra to pUrI | ke marane ke cAra sau sAla bAda zAstra likhe ge| cAra sau sAla taraha lokamAnya ho cuke the| unhoMne eka zabda buddha ke khilApha | taka anuyAyiyoM ke mastiSka meM rahe shaastr| unakI smRti meM rhe| nahIM bolaa| lekina mahAvIra ke anuyAyI ullekha karate | unhoMne khUba kAMTa-chAMTa kI hogii| haiM--aisA ullekha karate haiM ki gozAlaka ke saMbaMdha meM mahAvIra ne | jainoM kA hI eka varga-digaMbara-mAnatA hai ki saba jaina bar3A virodha kiyA hai| zAstra jhUThe haiN| kyoMki cAra sau sAla meM saba gar3abar3a ho gyaa| bauddha graMthoM meM mahAvIra kA virodha hai| aura nizcita hI jaba jinhoMne yAda rakhA, unhoMne apanA hisAba jor3a diyaa| aura aisA mahAvIra kA virodha hai to apane zatru kA zatru apanA mitra ho jAtA saca mAlUma hotA hai| kucha bAteM mahAvIra kI raha gaI hoMgI, kucha hai| to gozAlaka kA sammAnapUrvaka ullekha hai| mahAvIra ke jur3a gaI hoMgI, kucha chUTa gaI hoNgii| saMbaMdha meM to bahuta majAka bauddha zAstroM meM hai| | isalie maiMne jaba mahAvIra ke satroM para bolanA zarU kiyA to maiM bauddha zAstra kahate haiM, eka haiM sarvajJa--eka hI the sarvajJa kA sabhI sUtroM para nahIM bola rahA huuN| maiMne ve saba sUtra alaga kara die dAvA karanevAle--eka haiM sarvajJa; ve kahate haiM, unheM tInoM kAla haiM jo mahAvIra ke yogya nahIM haiN| chor3a hI die maiNne| ve mahAvIra ke kA patA hai| bhaviSya, vartamAna, atIta, saba unheM mAlUma hai| lie ayogya haiN| tInoM loka unheM mAlUma haiM, lekina aisI ghar3iyAM rahI haiM ki subaha | gozAlaka ko gAlI mahAvIra ne dI ho, yaha bAta hI azobhana ke aMdhere meM kutte kI pUMcha para paira par3a gyaa| jaba kuttA bhauMkA taba hai| isalie chor3a hI dI, vaha bAta hI nahIM uThAI hai| koI kaha sarvajJa ko patA calA ki are! yahAM kuttA so rahA hai| tInoM loka | sakatA hai ki maiM mahAvIra ke sAtha jyAdatI kara rahA huuN| saba sUtroM ke jJAtA haiM!' para nahIM bola rahA huuN| maiMne cuna lie haiN| 'kabhI aisA bhI huA hai ki aise daravAje para bhIkha mAMgane khar3e lekina maiM kahatA hUM, ki maiM jyAdatI nahIM kara rahA huuN| jyAdatI ho gae jahAM koI rahatA hI nhiiN| jaba logoM ne, pAsa-par3osiyoM ne pahale bahuta ho cukii| maiM galata ko chor3e de rahA huuN| jo mujhe kahA, yahAM kyA khar3e haiM ? isa ghara meM koI rahatA nahIM; taba patA lagatA hai ki mahAvIra jaisI cetanA ko upalabdha vyakti ke muMha meM claa| tInoM kAla kA aise unheM patA hai, aura yaha bhI patA nahIM ki zobhA nahIM degA, vaha maiM chor3a detA huuN| gozAlaka ke saMbaMdha meM jaina sAmane ghara meM koI rahatA hai ki nahIM rahatA? vahAM bhIkha mAMgane | zAstra kyA kahate haiM, sunakara tuma hairAna hooge| jaina zAstra niMdA, garhita niMdA se bhare haiN| aura niMdA bhI sajjana, sAMskRtika aise bahuta majAka bauddha zAstroM meM mahAvIra ke lie haiN| lekina cetanA kI nahIM hai--atyaMta ochI, gNdii| gozAlaka kA koI virodha nahIM hai| gozAlaka kA to sammAna se eka ullekha khayAla meM rakhane jaisA hai| jaina zAstra kahate haiM ki ullekha hai| jaina zAstroM meM buddha kA koI virodha nahIM hai, kyoMki jaba gozAlaka marA to marate vakta use samajha meM AyA ki maiMne 399 ___ 2010_03

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jina satra bhAgaH2 bar3I bhUla kI, jo tIrthaMkara mahAvIra kA jIvanabhara virodha mahAvIra ko sahAnubhUti se dekho, buddha ko sahAnubhUti se dekho, kiyA-marate vakta samajha meM AyA usako ki maiMne jIvanabhara jo | kRSNa ko sahAnubhUti se dekho, kyoMki aura samajhane kA koI tIrthaMkara mahAvIra kA virodha kiyA, bar3I bhUla kii| pApI ko upAya nahIM hai| vaise hI kahatA hUM, gozAlaka ko bhI sahAnubhUti se apanA pApa anubhava huA, pazcAttApa haa| dekho| nakArAtmaka nahIM, vidhAyaka dRSTi se dekho| to usane kyA kahA? usane apane pAsa jo do-cAra-dasa ziSya vidhAyaka dRSTi kA yaha artha haA ki agara mere kie kacha bhI the, do-cAra-dasa! kyoMki jyAdA to jaina mAna nahIM sakate ki rahe | nahIM hotA to tumhArI ciMtA kahAM bacegI? ciMtA to isIlie hoNge| do-cAra-dasa jo ziSya the, unase kahA, suno, maiMne | uThatI hai ki mere kie kucha ho sakatA hai| maiM kucha karUMgA to kucha jIvanabhara jo kahA, vaha galata thaa| mahAvIra jo kahate haiM, pharka ho sakatA hai, isalie mana meM tanAva paidA hotA hai| isalie zata-pratizata ThIka kahate haiN| vahI tIrthaMkara haiN| maiM to eka jhaThA, azAMti paidA hotI hai, ciMtA paidA hotI hai| dhokhebAja AdamI thaa| khaira! maiM mara rahA hUM, lekina merI bAta yAda aura kabhI-kabhI tumhAre maMtavya meM aura jagata kI gati meM rkhnaa| tuma saba aba mahAvIra ke anuyAyI ho jaanaa| aura maiMne kabhI-kabhI saMyogavazAta mela par3a jAtA hai to tuma ahaMkAra se jo pApa kiyA hai jIvanabhara meM, usake pazcAttApa ke lie tumase maiM bhara jAte ho| kabhI adhika maukoM para mela nahIM par3atA to tuma dukha kahatA hUM, ki jaba maiM mara jAUM to merI arthI mata nikAlanA, rAste aura viSAda se bhara jAte ho| para majhe khiiNcnaa| mere Upara thNknaa| kattoM se mere Upara peshaab| agara gozAlaka kI bAta sahI hai to na dakha kA koI ka krvaanaa| aura pUre nagara meM merI lAza ko sar3aka para khIMcate le na sukha kA koI kAraNa hai| jo honA thA, huA hai| jo ho rahA hai, jAnA, tAki sAre deza ko patA calA jAe ki gozAlaka ne | vahI honA hai| jo honA hai, vahI hogaa| tuma apane Apa zAMta ho pazcAttApa kara liyA hai| | jAte ho| na koI tanAva, na koI ciMtA, na koI daur3a, na koI ye jaina zAstra isa taraha kI bAta kareM, yaha thor3A vicAraNIya hai| saMgharSa, na koI akar3a, na koI hAra, na koI jIta, na koI viSAda, gozAlaka jaisA vyakti hamAre lie kho gayA hai| aba jo na koI sNtaap| ullekha raha gae haiM, ve virodhiyoM ke haiN| virodhiyoM se kabhI bhI isa saMtApazUnya avasthA meM jisakA tumheM anubhava hogA, nirNaya mata lenaa| eka bAta pakkI hai ki virodhiyoM ne jo kahA hai, | gozAlaka usI ko dhyAna kahatA hai| vaha karane kI bAta nahIM hai; vaha to sahI ho hI nahIM sktaa| to bar3I chAnabIna karake tumheM jaba karanA chUTa jAtA hai, taba jo zeSa raha jAtA hai vahI dhyAna hai| khojanA pdd'egaa| bauddha aura jaina graMthoM meM dekhakara kucha bAteM jo lekina gozAlaka dhyAna zabda kA bhI upayoga nahIM krtaa| sApha hotI haiM, unameM eka bAta sabase mahatvapUrNa hai, vaha hai: kyoMki dhyAna zabda se bhI kriyA kA patA calatA hai| hama kahate haiM, akarmaNyatAvAda kA siddhaaNt| dhyAna karane jA rahe haiN| gozAlaka kahatA hai, karane se kyA 'prANiyoM meM dukha kA koI hetu nahIM hai, na vizuddhi kA koI hetu | hogA? aura tumane agara dhyAna kiyA hogA to tumheM patA hogaa| hai| puruSArtha aura parAkrama kAma nahIM aate| niyati yA bhAgya hI karane se kyA hotA hai? uchalo-kUdo, zoragula macAo, yA saba kucha hai| jo huA, vaha honA thaa| jo honA hai, vaha hogaa| AMkha baMda karake baittho| karane se hotA kyA hai? hAM, kabhI-kabhI jo ho rahA hai, vahI ho sakatA hai| saba kucha napA-tulA hai| aura | aisA hotA hai ki ho jAtA hai| ho sakatA hai ki karane ke samaya hI karma se, pApa yA puNya se koI bheda nahIM par3atA hai|' | kabhI-kabhI ho jaae| isako agara nakArAtmaka dRSTi se leM to isakA artha huA ki gozAlaka kahatA hai, vaha saMyoga mAtra hai| tuma agara dhyAna na AdamI ko adhArmika hone kI bar3I suvidhA de dii| kyoMki bhI kara rahe hote to usa vakta hotaa| vaha yaha nahIM kaha rahA hai ki pApa-puNya se koI pharka nahIM par3atA, to karo jo karanA hai| tuma dhyAna mata kro| vaha itanA hI kaha rahA hai, tumhArI dRSTi karane lekina yaha gozAlaka ko virodhI kI dRSTi se dekhanA hogaa| | se Upara uThe, hone para jge| aura jisa vyakti ko karane kA bojha gozAlaka ko sahAnubhUti se dekho| jaisA maiM tumase kahatA hUM, utara gayA, jisane sArI ciMtA chor3a dI astitva para, usakA dhyAna 4001 2010_03

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ho gyaa| / / to mujhe to gozAlaka utanA hI bahumUlya hai, jitane mahAvIra gozAlaka eka tIrthaMkara hai| sahaja-samAdhi usakA yoga hai sahaja-svIkAra jIvana kA usakI sAdhanA hai| nakAra nahIM, asvIkAra nahIM, virodha nahIM, damana nhiiN| jaisA jIvana A jAe, use vaisA hI AliMgana kara lenA svAgata se| yahI usakI jIvana-dRSTi hai| agara tuma gozAlaka kA vidhAyaka rUpa samajho to kRSNamUrti se bahuta milegA, mela khaaegaa| lekina jaina to usa vidhAyaka rUpa ko nahIM samajha sakate the| virodhI kA hama vidhAyaka rUpa dekhate hI nahIM / virodhI meM to hama burA - burA dekhate haiN| apane meM bhalA-bhalA dekhate haiM, virodhI meM burA-burA 'dekhate haiN| jaba taka hamAre mana meM yaha bhAva hai ki hamArI apanI koI darzana-paraMparA hai, zAstra hai, siddhAMta hai, taba taka hama samyaka rUpa se dekha hI nahIM skte| eka jaina mitra rAjasthAna se aae| to mujhase kahane lage, eka jaina muni ne kahA, kahAM jA rahe ho? vaha AdamI to gozAlaka hai / maiMne kahA, bAta to unhoMne ThIka kahI / mujhameM koI khojanA cAhe to gozAlaka ko bilakula khoja le sakatA hai| maiMne unase kahA, bAta to unhoMne ThIka kahI / ve becAre bar3e parezAna the| kyoMki ve bhI jaina haiN| aura unako lagA, yaha to bar3I gAlI ho gii| gozAlaka kaha diyA / mujhase kahane lage, Apa kucha kaheMge nahIM? isameM Apa koI vaktavya deM ki unhoMne Apako gozAlaka khaa| maiMne kahA, galata to kahA nhiiN| ThIka hI kahate haiN| mujhameM kucha gozAlaka kA hissA hai| maiM bhI mAnatA hUM, AdamI ke kie kucha hotA nhiiN| agara tumase karane ko bhI kahatA hUM to sirpha isalie ki kara-karake hI tuma jAnoge ki karane se kucha nahIM hotaa| binA ki zAyada mana meM koI bhAva raha jAe ki kara lete to zAyada ho jAtA / to maiM kahatA hUM, kara lo| karake dekha lo| calo, yaha khujalAhaTa hai, yaha bhI kara lo| to tumase kahatA hUM, dhyAna karo, prArthanA karo, pUjA kro| bAkI karane se kabhI kucha huA nhiiN| kara-karake hI eka dina tumheM acAnaka buddhi AegI - agara buddhi hai to jarUra eka dina AegI ki are! yaha maiM kyA kara rahA hUM? mere kie to kucha bhI 2010_03 gozAlaka : eka asvIkRta tIrthaMkara nahIM hotaa| usa dina tumhAre Upara sadajJAna utraa| usa dina tumhArI samAdhi pakI / usa dina phasala kATane ke dina aae| jisa dina tumako lagA, mere kie bhI nahIM hotA, usa dina samarpaNa huaa| abhI to tuma samarpaNa bhI karate ho, to kahate ho ki maiMne samarpaNa kiyaa| aba samarpaNa bhI koI kara sakatA hai? agara tumane kiyA, to samarpaNa huA hI nahIM / tumhArI kie samarpaNa hogA ? to yaha tumhArA kRtya rahA / tumhArA kRtya to tuma kisI bhI dina vApasa le sakate ho| eka dina tumane kahA, samarpaNa kiyA, dUsare dina tumane kahA, acchA vApasa lete haiM / nahIM krte| to koI kyA karegA ? mere pAsa loga Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM, hama Apa para samarpaNa karate haiN| maiMne kahA, jaba taka karate ho, taba taka tuma apane pAsa hI rkho| kyoMki yaha kI huI cIja jhaMjhaTa hai| yaha to amAnata rhii| kisI bhI dina tuma A gae ki lAo, vApasa do| huA jo kiyA gayA hai, vaha lauTAnA par3a sakatA hai| lekina jo hai, use tuma lauTA nahIM skte| prema hotA hai| tuma kahate ho, kisI se prema ho gayA / tumhAre karane jaisA kucha bhI nahIM hai| isalie jIsasa ThIka kahate haiM ki paramAtmA prema jaisA hai; hotA hai, kiyA nahIM jaataa| dhyAna prema jaisA hai; hotA hai, kiyA nahIM jaataa| lekina kara-karake jaba taka thakoge na, jaba taka tuma ThIka se daur3Ae na jAoge, taba taka tuma vizrAma kara hI nahIM skte| tuma jaba thaka jAoge daur3a-daur3akara, tumhAre paira jaba javAba de deMge, tumhArA ahaMkAra jaba khuda hI gira jAegA, thakakara gira jAegA ki aba kucha nahIM hotA; tuma baiTha jAoge, usI ghar3I kucha hogaa| aisA hI buddha ko huaa| zAyada bauddha zAstroM meM gozAlaka kA jo sammAna se ullekha hai, isakA eka kAraNa buddha kI samAdhi bhI rahI hogii| kyoMki buddha ne chaha sAla taka aisA hI kiyA, jaisA mahAvIra ne bAraha sAla taka kiyaa| saba taraha se ceSTA kii| phira thaka gae / kucha pAyA nhiiN| to chaha sAla ke bAda Ubakara, parezAna hokara chor3a diyA / aura jisa rAta chor3A, usI rAta samAdhi ghttii| usI rAta buddhatva upalabdha huaa| to zAyada gozAlaka kI bAta buddha ko samajha meM AtI rahI hogI, ki kahatA to yaha AdamI ThIka hai| hAlAMki bar3I khataranAka bAta hai / agara nakarAtmaka rUpa se leM to bar3I 401

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jana satra bhAga: 2 BELS MSR5 TIMERNAM khataranAka hai| kyoMki usakA matalaba hogA, to phira kucha karane aisA kabhI nahIM hotA ki jo AdamI eka daphe jela gayA ho, vaha kI jarUrata nhiiN| cora corI kre| hatyArA hatyA kre| beImAna phira na gayA ho| vaha jela se bAhara Ate se phira vahI kRtya karatA beImAna rhe| zarAbI zarAba piie| karane se to kucha hotA nhiiN| hai| hAM, aba pahale se jyAdA kuzalatA se karatA hai| taba tumane galata artha le liyaa| zarAbI se pUcho, kitanI bAra to manovaijJAnika to kahate haiM, ye tumhAre kArAgRha logoM ko pApa chor3ane kI koziza nahIM kara cukA hai| kahAM chUTatI? aura | se rokate nahIM haiM, pApa kA zikSaNa dete haiN| ye vizvavidyAlaya haiM jisakI chUTa gaI ho, usase pUcho ki kyA terI koziza se chUTI? pApa ke| aura tuma socate ho daMDa dene se kucha hotA hai| kor3e agara vaha ImAnadAra AdamI ho to kahegA, koziza to bahuta kI, mAro, bhUkhA mAro, aMdherI koThariyoM meM baMda karo, isase kucha hotA na chuttii| jaba chUTanI thI, chUTa gii| eka dina aisA huA ki chUTa hai| tuma socate ho, zAyada isase rukAvaTa hogii| gii| vaha jo koziza kara rahA hai aura thakatA hai aura nahIM iMglaiMDa meM aisA thA sau sAla pahale taka ki jo bhI cora corI chUTatI...aksara to aisA hotA hai, koziza se aura pakar3atI hai| karatA, usako cauraste para khar3A karake kor3e mArate the; tAki pUrA jise tuma bhulAne kI koziza karate ho, usakI aura yAda AtI gAMva dekha le ki cora kI kyA hAlata hotI hai| phira unako vaha hai? bhulAne meM bhI to yAda hI AtI hai| karoge bhI kyA? baMda karanI par3I prthaa| kyoMki pAyA gayA ki pUrA gAMva ikaTThA ho kisI ko bhulAnA cAhate ho, utAra denA cAhate ho mana se ki jAtA aura vahIM jeba kaTa jaatii| eka AdamI ko corI kI vajaha aba yAda na Ae, takalIpha hotI hai, kAMTA cubhatA hai yAda kA; na se kor3e mAre jA rahe haiM, usakI camar3I udher3I jA rahI hai, Ae yaad| lekina jaba bhI tuma socate ho na Ae yAda, tabhI to lahUluhAna ho rahA hai aura bhIr3a utsukatA se dekha rahI hai| loga yAda kara lii| na yAda karane meM yAda phira ho gii| to yaha to yAda aise tanmaya ho jAte dekhane meN|| bar3hatI calI jaaegii| hAM, aisA kabhI hotA hai eka dina ki yAda hiMsA jahAM ho rahI ho, vahAM logoM kA bar3A dhyAna lagatA bisara jAtI hai, nahIM aatii| hai--jisako mahAvIra adharma dhyAna kahate haiN| ekadama loga tatpara gozAlaka itanA hI kaha rahA hai ki jIvana meM saba sahaja ho rahA ho jAte haiN| jinakI kabhI ekAgratA nahIM sadhI, vaha bhI sadha jAtI hai| yahAM tuma ceSTA ko bIca meM mata laao| hai| usI vakta jeba kaTa jaatii| aura usakI bAta sahI hai| kyoMki kitanI adAlateM haiN| kitane Akhira samajha meM AyA ki yaha to koI sAra nhiiN| hama socate coroM ko daMDa die gae, kauna-sI badalAhaTa huI hai? cora bar3hate haiM, logoM ko zikSA milegii| vahIM jeba kATanevAle maujUda haiN| ve gae, jaisa-jaise kAnana bddh'e| tama kAnuna banAo, cora aura | isa avasara ko bhI nahIM ckte| vakIla bar3hate haiM aura kucha nahIM hotaa| jyAdA kAnUna banAo, vaha aparAdha aura daMDa kI aba taka kI jo vyavasthA rahI hai, vaha aura jyAdA cora, aura jyAdA vkiil| kAnUna se kucha rukatA to bilakula vyartha hai| usase ho sakatA hai, samAja ko thor3A sukha nhiiN| kArAgRha banAo, koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| mila jAtA ho ki jisane hamArA niyama tor3A usako hamane satA aba to manovaijJAnika pazcima meM kahane lage haiM ki kArAgRha liyaa| hiMsA kA thor3A majA A jAtA ho| hai to muuddh'taapuurnn| khataranAka haiM, kyoMki inase aura cora niSNAta hokara nikalate haiN| eka AdamI kisI kI hatyA karatA hai, hama nae sikkhar3a Ate haiM, kisI ne kisI kI jeba kATa lI, pakar3a dete haiN| yaha to bar3e maje kI bAta huii| yahI pApa usane kiyaa| gyaa| pahuMca gayA jela, chaha mahIne kI sajA ho gii| vahAM milate yahI pApa hama karate haiM aura hama kahate haiM, cUMki tumane kisI ko haiM mhaaguru| koI bIsa sAla se kATa rahe haiM, koI paMdraha sAla se mArA isIlie hama tumheM maareNge| kATa rahe haiN| chaha mahIne satsaMga ho jAtA hai| usa satsaMga meM vaha eka choTe skUla meM eka zikSaka apane baccoM se pUcha rahA thA ki aura majabUta hokara bAhara A jAtA hai| vaha saba sIkhakara A | tuma pazuoM ko satAte to nahIM? tumane va jAtA hai ki pakar3A kyoM gyaa| kahAM bhUla ho gaI? kahAM cUka ho surakSA dI? karuNA kI? eka lar3ake ne hAtha hilaayaa| usane gaI? aba kabhI na hogii| kahA, hAM, eka dphaa| eka lar3akA kutte ko mAra rahA thA to maiMne 2010_03

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lakaH eka asvIkRta tIrthakara usakI aisI marammata kI laDake kii| katte para to dayA ho gii| sakatA hai. gozAlaka ke sAtha to koI ADa na clegii| magara vastutaH kutte para dayA huI? lar3ake kI marammata kara dI tuma cakita hooge jAnakara ki mahAvIra nagna rahe, gozAlaka usne| vaha kutte ko mAra rahA thA, usane lar3ake kI mArapITa kara bhI nagna rhaa| gozAlaka bhI digaMbara thaa| lekina mahAvIra kI dii| aba vaha soca rahA hai ki bar3I karuNA huii| nagnatA ke pIche kAraNa thA ki jo bhI sabhyatA, saMskRti, saMskAra lekina tumhArI adAlateM bhI yahI kara rahI haiM, kAnUna bhI yahI samAja ne diyA hai usakA tyaag| usa sabako chor3a denA hai| kara rahA hai| daMDa kisI ko aparAdha se roka nahIM pAyA, na roka saMsAra se jo milA hai vaha saba chor3a denA hai| vastra bhI saMsAra se paaegaa| ceSTA se kauna badalatA hai? mile haiN| vastroM ke sAtha bahuta-sI bAteM jur3I haiN| ve saba chor3a tuma kabhI apane jIvana para vicAra to kro| cAlIsa-pacAsa denI haiN| AdamI ko bhItara jAnA hai, bAhara kA saba chor3a denA hai| sAla tuma jI lie ho duniyA meN| kitanI ceSTA tumane kI hai, koI zarIra hI chor3a denA hai to vastra to aura bhI zarIra ke bAhara haiN| badalAhaTa huI hai yA ki tuma ThIka vaise ke vaise ho? taba tumheM aMtarmukhI honA hai| gozAlaka kI aMtardRSTi samajha meM aaegii| lekina isa badalane / gozAlaka bhI nagna thaa| gozAlaka ke nagna hone kA kAraNa kI ceSTA meM tumane ciMtA bahuta uThAI, tanAva bahuta jhelaa| aura bilakula dUsarA thaa| vaha kahatA thA nagna hI Ae haiM, nagna hI gozAlaka kahatA hai, ho sakatA hai usI ciMtA aura tanAva ke jAnA hogaa| to bIca meM yaha kapar3oM kA upadrava kyoM? kAraNa tuma itane jyAdA vyasta rahe apane ko badalane meM, ki agara kyoM? bacce jaba paidA hue the to nagna the| to ThIka hai, vahI vizva kI UrjA tumheM badalane bhI AyI hogI to lauTa gaI hogii| svIkAra hai| tuma grAhaka na rahe hooge| mahAvIra kI nagnatA meM anuzAsana mAlUma hotA hai, gozAlaka chor3o ciNtaa| chor3o astitva pr| jaisA hotA hai, use cupacApa | kI nagnatA meM sahajatA mAlUma hotI hai| agara tumheM mahAvIra nagna hone do| tuma eka daphA prayoga karake dekho gozAlaka kA bhii| mila jAeM to tuma namaskAra kroge| kyoMki mahAvIra kI nagnatA mahAvIra, buddha aura kRSNa aura pataMjali to duniyA meM svIkRta meM yoga mAlUma hogA, sAdhanA mAlUma hogI, tapazcaryA mAlUma tIrthaMkara haiN| gozAlaka asvIkRta tIrthaMkara hai| lekina svIkRta hogii| gozAlaka nagna mila jAe to tuma kahoge, hippI hai| tIrthaMkAroM se duniyA kucha acchI huI, aisA mAlUma par3atA nhiiN| kyoMki gozAlaka kahatA hai, nagna Ae haiM, nagna jaaeNge| isalie kabhI-kabhI maiM socatA hUM, jo asvIkAra ho gae haiM una | gozAlaka yaha bhI nahIM kahatA, isameM kucha gaurava hai nagna hone para bhI dhyAna denA jarUrI hai| ho sakatA hai, unake pAsa kucha kuMjI meN| vaha kahatA hai tumheM kapar3e pahananA ThIka lagatA hai, calo ho| jinheM hamane svIkAra kiyA hai, ho sakatA hai hamane unheM tthiik| hameM naMgA rahanA ThIka lagatA hai, yahI tthiik| hameM hama rahane isIlie svIkAra kiyA ki hamAre roga se unakA kucha tAlamela | do, tuma tuma rho| hama tumheM Adeza nahIM dete, tuma kRpA karake hameM baiThatA thaa| hamArA roga hai, kartA hone kA rog| Adeza mata do| mahAvIra kahate haiM, karo dhyAna, karo tp| jaMcatI hai baat| gozAlaka itanA hI kahatA hai, pratyeka apanI prakRti ke gozAlaka kahatA hai karane se kyA hogA? bAta jaMcatI nhiiN| anukUla cale, sahaja rhe| mahAvIra jaba kahate haiM karo / karo, to tamheM aisA lagatA hai, hAM, apane gozAlaka na to svarga kI bAta karatA hai, na narka kii| bala meM kucha hai, apane basa meM kucha hai| gozAlaka ne bar3A majAka kiyA hai| pUrA siddhAMta to ullikhita gozAlaka kahatA hai, kisI ke basa meM kucha nhiiN| tuma cAhate nahIM hai kahIM, lekina mahAvIra kahate haiM, sAta narka haiN| gozAlaka ho, yaha AdamI cupa rhe| yaha na bole| kyoMki yaha tumhArI se koI pUchatA hai, kitane narka haiM? vaha kahatA hai, sAta sau| vaha asaliyata khola rahA hai| yaha tumhArI dInatA jAhira kara rahA hai| sirpha majAka kara rahA hai| vaha yaha nahIM kaha rahA ki sAta sau haiN| mahAvIra ke sAtha to ahaMkAra baca sakatA hai, gozAlaka ke sAtha vaha yaha kaha rahA hai, pAgala hue ho? na koI narka hai, na koI svarga | kaise bacAoge? mahAvIra ke sAtha to dharma kI Ar3a meM baca hai| basa tuma ho aura tumhArA caitanya hai| bAkI saba siddhAMtoM ke | 1403 2010_03

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404 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 jAla haiN| vAije - sAdAloha se kaha do, chor3a ukabA kI bAteM isa duniyA meM kyA rakkhA hai, usa duniyA meM kyA hogA? vaha bhole-bhAle dharmaguru se kaha do ki chor3a paraloka kI bAteM / isa duniyA hI meM kucha nahIM rakkhA hai to usa duniyA meM kyA honevAlA hai? vAije- sAdAloha se kaha do, chor3a ukabA kI bAteM isa duniyA meM kyA rakhA hai, usa duniyA meM kyA hogA ? aksara jo tumheM batAte haiM, usa duniyA meM bahuta kucha rakkhA hai, ve tumheM prabhAvita karate haiM kyoMki tumhAre lobha ko jagAte haiM / ve kahate haiM, yahAM to kucha nahIM hai lekina vahAM hai| kyA bAhara bhaTaka rahe ho ? kyA kaMkar3a-patthara ikaTThe kara rahe ho ? kyA ThIkare jor3a rahe ho? kAminI- kAMcana meM kucha bhI nahIM; lekina vahAM hai svarga meN| ve tumhAre lobha ko jagAte haiM, tumhAre bhaya ko jagAte haiN| ve tumhArI bImAriyoM ko ukasAte haiN| gozAlaka jaise vyakti na tumhAre lobha ko ukasAte haiM, na tumhAre bhaya ko ukasAte haiN| ve tumheM kevala tuma ho jAo svayaM, sahaja, prakRti ke sAtha calane lago, nisarga tumhArI vyavasthA ho jAe, itanI bAta kahate haiN| isalie bahuta saMpradAya bana nahIM skte| takadIra kucha hI, kAvise-tadabIra bhI to hai tarI ke libAsa meM tAmIra bhI to hai julamAta ke hijAba meM tanavIra bhI to hai A muMtajira-e-israte - pharde idhara bhI A takadIra kucha hI, kAvise- tadabIra bhI to hai kismata to thor3I hai; jyAdA to puruSArtha hai| takharIba ke libAsa meM tAmIra bhI to hai aura vinAza to hai, lekina usameM chipA nirmANa bhI to hai / julamAta ke hijAba meM tanavIra bhI to hai aMdherA hai mAnA, lekina bar3A prakAza hai| subaha jaldI karIba A rahI hai| jagata meM dukha hai mAnA, lekina svarga meM bar3A sukha bhI hai| A muMtajira-e-israte - pharde idhara bhI A o AgAmI kala ke sukha ! merI tarapha bhI dRSTi de| AdamI aise jItA hai - lolupatA meM, bharose meM, AzA meN| gozAlaka jaise tIrthaMkaroM ke pAsa AzA kA koI upAya nhiiN| gozAlaka tumheM ThIka jaisA hai, vaisA hI kaha detA hai / tumheM jarA bhI 2010_03 sAMtvanA nahIM detA / tuma pUcho AtmA amara hai ? vaha kahegA, jaba taka mare nahIM, patA kaise cale ? jaba maiM mara jAUM taba puuchnaa| abhI to maiM jiMdA huuN| yA tuma maroge taba jAna lenaa| abhI pahale se jAnakara bhI kyA hogA? aura pahale jAnane kA upAya bhI kahAM hai ? jAnane ke pahale jAnane kA upAya kahAM hai? abhI to jI lo, phira mauta bhI AegI, dekha lenaa| hogI amaratA to mila jAegI, na hogI to nahIM milegii| isakI ciMtA bhI kyA karanA ? gozAlaka ne khUba jhakajhora diyA hogA bhArata ko / isIlie jaina zAstra bar3e parezAna rahe haiN| usane sAre siddhAMtoM kI buniyAda ukhAr3a dI hogii| usane AdamI ko itanA naisargika banane kA saMdeza diyA ki siddhAMta, dharma aura zAstra aura paraMparA kA koI upAya nahIM raha gyaa| maiM eka gIta par3hatA thA : havA hUM havA maiM vAsaMtI havA hUM car3hI per3a mahuA thapAthapa macAyA girI dhamma se phira car3hI Ama Upara use bhI jhakorA kiyA kAna meM kU utarakara bhagI maiM hare kheta pahuMcI vahAM gehuMoM meM lahara khUba mArI pahara dopahara kyA anekoM pahara taka aise vyakti - gozAlaka jaise vyakti - teja AMdhI kI taraha Ate haiN| havA hUM havA maiM vAsaMtI havA hUM car3hI per3a mahuA thapAthapa macAyA ve AdamI kI cetanA ko khUba thapathapAte haiM, jhakajhora dete haiN| girI dhamma se phira car3hI Ama Upara use bhI jhakorA kiyA kAna meM kU utarakara bhagI maiM hare kheta pahuMcI vahAM gehuoM meM lahara khUba mArI pahara dopahara kyA anekoM pahara taka aise vyakti dhUla-dhavAMsa jhAr3a jAte haiM cetanA kI / aise vyakti saMpradAya nirmita nahIM krte| aise vyaktiyoM kA dharma bar3A zuddha hai| aise vyakti aise haiM, jaise zuddha sonA / AbhUSaNa banAne hoM to kucha milAnA par3atA hai sone meN| caubIsa kaireTa sone ke AbhUSaNa nahIM

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- gozAlakaH eka asvIkRta tIrthaMkara bnte| phira bIsa kaireTa, aThAraha kaireTa-kucha milAnA par3atA kie jA sakate haiN| hai-tAMbA, kucha aur| nahIM to sonA bahuta narma hai| jaise-jaise lekina maiM unase kahatA hUM, mokSa itanA sastA nahIM hai ki pAnI | saMpradAya banatA hai, sone ke AbhUSaNa banate haiM, vaise-vaise azuddhi chAnane se mila jaae| mokSa itanA sastA nahIM hai, yaha zubha hai| milatI hai| jitanA vyavasthita saMpradAya banatA hai, utanA hI vikRta nahIM to jitane loga pAnI chAnakara pI rahe haiM, ye mokSa meM rheNge| saMpradAya ho jAtA hai| | tuma thor3A soco| usa mokSa meM tuma rahanA pasaMda karoge, jahAM saba jaina saMpradAya bahuta vyavasthita hai| choTA hai, lekina bahuta pAnI chAnanevAle pahuMca gae ? vaha bar3A beraunaka hogaa| vaha bar3A niyojita hai, vyavasthita hai| eka-eka rekhA sApha hai, sImA para | udAsa hogaa| vahAM koI jIvana kA ullAsa, AnaMda na hogaa| baMdhI hai| dvAra, daravAje, AMgana, bAgur3a, saba sApha hai| jaina | gozAlaka bahuta masta AdamI thaa| masta phakIra! saMpradAya gaNita jaisA suspaSTa hai| aura gozAlaka jaise vyakti | nAcatA-gAtA AdamI thaa| jaina zAstroM meM isalie bhI bar3A kAvya jaise haiM-aspaSTa, dhuMdhale, rhsypuurnn| | virodha hai| kyoMki kabhI-kabhI aisA ho jAtA ki gozAlaka ke phira hama yahAM rAstA khoja rahe haiN| hama cAhate haiM koI rAstA batA | pAsa mahaphila jamI hai, nAca rahe log| eka gAMva meM vezyA ne de| hameM rAstA patA nahIM hai| gozAlaka rAste para mila jAe to nimaMtraNa de diyA, aura gozAlaka vahIM calA gayA nAcate hue| vaha kahatA hai, rAstA hai hI nhiiN| kyA khoja rahe ho? isase hameM aba jaina zAstroM meM usakA virodha honA svAbhAvika hai| caina nahIM hotaa| hama kahate haiM htto| hameM rAstA pUchanA hai| hama kahate haiM vaha marA-jaina zAstra kahate haiM to eka vezyA ke becaina haiM binA rAste ke| hama cAhate haiM, jIvana kA lakSya kyA hai? ghara hI TikA haA thaa| patA nahIM, yaha saca ho yA na ho| kyoMki gozAlaka mila jAe, vaha kahatA hai koI lakSya hai hI nhiiN| jaina zAstroM kI bAta mAnane kA koI bhI kAraNa nahIM hai| magara yaha alakSya jIvana cala rahA hai| kahIM pahuMcanA thor3e hI hai! ho bhI sakatA hai| kyoMki gozAlaka jaise vyakti ko pApI meM jIvana nRtya jaisA hai, yAtrA jaisA nhiiN| isameM koI aMtima aura puNyAtmA meM koI pharka nahIM hai| gozAlaka jaise vyakti ko par3Ava nahIM hai| hI hai| hAM, bIca meM bahuta par3Ava haiM, ve vizrAma ke lie vezyA meM bhI vahI paramAtmA najara AtA hai-vahI zuddha, jo haiN| subaha uThe phira cala par3anA hai| yaha anaMta yAtrA hai| puNyAtmA meM hai; koI bheda nahIM hai| magara isase hamAre mana meM bharosA nahIM aataa| koI cAhie, jo bheda ochI dRSTiyoM ke haiN| bheda nAsamajhoM ke haiN| gozAlaka hameM batA de spaSTa ki kahAM hama jA rahe haiM? kyoM jA rahe haiM? to nizcita abheda meM rahA hogaa| paramahaMsa thaa| nizcitatA ho jAe, bhaya mitte| hisAba baiTha jaae| to hama kyA kareM aura kyA na kreN| to kyA karane se rAste para raheMge aura kyA | dUsarA praznaH mahAvIra azaraNa kA upadeza dete the aura ziSya karane se rAste se bichur3a jAeMge! bhI banAte the| kyA ye donoM bAteM paraspara-virodhI nahIM haiM? mere pAsa loga Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM, Apa kucha maryAdA kyoM nahIM dete? sApha-sApha anuzAsana kyoM nahIM dete? Apa hameM dikhatI virodhI haiM; haiM nhiiN| aura isa jagata meM jo bhI satpuruSa ThIka-ThIka batA deM kyA hama kareM aura kyA hama na kareM? basa, hue haiM, ve hamezA virodhAbhAsI dikhAI pdd'eNge| jIvana phira hama nipaTa leNge| magara Apa kucha kaheM to! sApha-sApha sUtra virodhAbhAsI hai| to jo bhI isa jIvana ko jhalakAegA isakI | sacAI meM, vaha bhI virodhAbhAsI hogaa| ve mujhase cAhate haiM ki maiM unheM AzvAsana de dUM ki itanI bAteM sirpha paMDita virodhAbhAsI nahIM hote| jJAnI sadA virodhAbhAsI tuma pUrI karate rahoge, pAnI chAnakara pIoge to mokSa nizcita hai| hoNge| kyoMki jJAnI chAMTatA nhiiN| vaha jiMdagI para koI DhAMcA nahIM mAMsAhAra na karoge, mokSa nizcita hai| khetI-bAr3I na karoge, roktaa| usake lie jiMdagI jaisI hai, svIkAra hai| vaha sirpha mokSa nizcita hai| to phira ve itane kAma karanA zurU kara deN| ye jiMdagI ko jhalakA detA hai| phira jo bhI jiMdagI meM hai, vaha saba kAma baMda kara deN| yaha koI bahuta kaThina to nahIM hai| ye kAma baMda usameM jhalaka jAtA hai| vaha darpaNa kA kAma karatA hai| 405 ___ 2010_03

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406 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 aba yaha bAta mahAvIra kahate haiM, ashrnn| kisI kI zaraNa mata jaao| lekina mahAvIra ke pAsa ziSya Ate haiN| ziSya kahate haiM, 'siddhe zaraNaM pavajjhAmi / ' he siddha puruSa ! hama tumhArI zaraNa Ate haiN| 'arihaMte zaraNaM pavajjhAmi / ' he pahuMce hue puruSa ! hama tumhArI zaraNa Ate haiN| mahAvIra inako svIkAra bhI karate haiN| taba to bar3I ulaTI bAta mAlUma par3atI hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM azaraNa ! aura ye zaraNa AnevAle loga bhI svIkAra ho jAte haiN| inakI bhI mahAvIra dIkSA karate haiM / inako saMnyasta karate haiN| inako satya ke mArga kA iMgita karate haiN| / to virodha dikhAI par3atA hai, lekina sirpha dikhAI par3atA hai jaba mahAvIra ziSya banAte haiM to ve itanA hI kaha rahe haiM ki maiM tumase jarA UMcAI para khar3A huuN| tuma vRkSa ke nIce ho, maiM vRkSa para khar3A huuN| yahAM se mujhe jarA dUra taka dikhAI par3atA hai| jaise maiM isa vRkSa para car3ha AyA hUM, utane dUra taka tuma mere sUcana kA upayoga kara sakate ho| tuma bhI isa vRkSa para car3ha A sakate ho| tuma rAste para kisI se pUchate ho, nadI kA rAstA kahAM hai? koI AdamI batA detA hai, to kyA tumhArA guru ho gayA ? kyA tuma usakI zaraNAgati ho gae? tuma use dhanyavAda dekara nadI kI tarapha cale jAte ho| tuma aisA thor3e hI, ki usake caraNa pakar3a lete ho ki aba maiM tumheM kabhI bhI na choDUMgA mahArAja ! kyoMki Apane nadI kA rAstA btaayaa| vaha kahegA, agara nadI kA rAstA batAyA to koI galatI to nahIM kii| jAo nadI / nadI kA rAstA pUchane meM to hama aisI bhUla nahIM karate, lekina paramAtmA kA rAstA pUchane meM aksara aisI bhUla karate haiN| isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, suna lo, samajha lo, maiM jo kahatA hUM use guna lo| phira pakar3o apanI gaila / jAo apanI Dagara pr| phira mere paira pakar3akara mata ruko| maiMne koI kasUra to kiyA nhiiN| mujhe kyoM satAte ho? jaao| jitanA maiM jAnatA hUM, kaha diyaa| isakA kucha upayoga karanA ho, kara lo| to eka tarapha mahAvIra kahate haiM, azaraNa / kyoMki ve jAnate haiM, AdamI bar3A pAgala hai| AdamI aisA pAgala hai ki mIla ke pattharoM ko pakar3akara ruka jAtA hai| hAlAMki mIla ke patthara para lagA hai tIra, ki calo Age / jAo aage| dillI bahuta dUra hai| magara vaha patthara 2010_03 pakar3akara chAtI se lagAkara baiThA hai ki mila gaI dillii| dillI likhA hai patthara pr| hAlAMki likhA hai, hajAra mIla dUra ki do hajAra mIla dUra / vaha usakI phikara nahIM kara rahA hai| tuma kabhI mIla ke patthara ke pAsa baiThakara yaha nahIM kahate ki bar3A virodhAbhAsa hai, dillI likhA hai aura do hajAra mIla bhI likhA hai ! dillI hai to ThIka, patthara tthiik| agara do hajAra mIla to yahAM dillI kyoM likhate ho ? phira do hajAra mIla vahIM likhanA dillI / mahAvIra kahate haiM, ziSya bananA eka bAta hai, zaraNa jAnA dUsarI bAta hai| ziSya banane kA artha itanA hai, koI pahuMcA, kisI ne jAnA, koI jAgA, usakA lAbha le lo| koI bahuta bhaTakA, taba use mArga mila gayA, tuma usase thor3A samajha lo / magara rahanA apane pairoM para / jhuko usake sAmane, jo jAnatA hai| lekina jhuka isIlie ki uThakara calanA hai| jhuke hI mata raha jAnA ki phira paira pakar3a lie to chor3eMge nahIM / to tuma to cala hI na pAoge, tuma kisI calanevAle ko bhI roka loge| ziSya guruoM ke dvArA pahuMcate haiM ki nahIM patA nahIM, bahuta se guruoM ko DubAte haiM yaha pakkA hai| itane jora se pakar3a lete haiM ki na to khuda jAte haiM, na use jAne dete haiN| to mahAvIra kahate haiM ki jAgrata puruSa se siikho| vaha vRkSa para baiThA hai, use dUra kA dRzya dikhAI par3atA hai / tuma nIce khar3e ho aMdhere meM, ghATI meN| vaha parvata ke zikhara para khar3A hai| usakI dRSTi kA vistAra bar3A hai| usakI suna lo, samajha lo / soco, vicAra kara lo| tumhArI buddhi usase rAjI ho jAe, tumhArA hRdaya usake sAtha dhar3ake, to phira clo| lekina dhyAna rakhanA, calanA tumheM hI hogaa| isIlie kahate haiM, ashrnn| kisI aura ke paira se tuma na cala skoge| calanA tumheM hI hogA isa bAta para bAra-bAra jora dene ke lie kahate haiM ki mArga koI bhI batA de, nakzA koI bhI tumheM de calanA tumheM hI pdd'egaa| hama sAdhAraNa jIvana meM sadA sahArA mAMgate rahate haiM / koI pati kA sahArA, patnI kA sahArA, bApa kA, beTe kA sahArA, mitra kA sahArA / sahAre ke hama AdI ho gae haiN| hama baisAkhiyoM para hI calane ke AdI ho gae haiN| to jaba hama dharma ke jIvana meM praveza karate haiM, purAnI Adata kahatI hai, sahArA! koI guru kA sahArA /

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'gozAlaka: eka asvIkRta tIrthakara para hAya yaha sahAre kI satata khoja tumheM AtmavAna na banane degii| tuma | dikhAI par3atA hai usase AzA le lo, usase zraddhA le lo; lekina apane sahAre kaba banoge? apane paira kaba khar3e hooge? apanI usake kAraNa thakakara baiTha mata jaanaa| yaha mata kahanA, aba mujhe AMkhoM se kaba dekhoge? apane kAnoM se kaba sunoge? yaha sahAre kyA karanA! tArA to hai| yaha mata kahanA mahAvIra se ki tIrthaMkara kI khoja to tumheM paMgu banA dI hai| | to tuma ho, aba mujhe kyA karanA ! tuma to pahuMca gae, aba tuma hI choTe bacce kI mAM calAtI hai| hAtha pakar3akara calAtI hai| | mujhe pahuMcA doge| lekina yaha koI sadA ke lie iMtajAma nahIM hai| yaha koI sthira | isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, zaraNa mata khojnaa| zaraNa khojane vyavasthA nahIM hai| hAtha pakar3akara calAtI hai tAki use bharosA A ke kAraNa dharma bhraSTa haa| jAe ki vaha cala sakatA hai| phira to baccA khuda hI hAtha chur3Ane ye jo duniyA meM itane maMdira, masjida, itane gurudvAre, itanI lagatA hai| kalaha dikhAI par3atI hai, yaha zaraNa kI kalaha hai| tumane dekho? baccA khuda hI kahatA hai, mata pakar3o merA haath| nyAya ke he devatA! kaba sikhAoge manuSyoM ko aura jo mAM bacce ke hAtha ko jora se pakar3atI hai, vaha mAM nahIM hai| ki Apa apanI ve rakSA kareM aura jo baccA, jaba calanA bhI sIkha gayA taba bhI mAM kA pallU trANa vaise to unheM haiM mile lAkhoM bAra pakar3e rahatA hai, vaha kabhI praur3ha na ho paaegaa| para hara bAra trAtA ne unheM beca DAlA hai to virodha dikhatA hai| mAM eka dina kahatI hai, merA hAtha pakar3a, nyAya ke he devatA! roka rakkho rakSakoM ko svarga meM cl| phira dhIre-dhIre hAtha ko sarakAtI jAtI hai| phira hAtha ko | deva, trAtA mAnavoM kA aura mata bhejo alaga kara letI hai| phira baccA pakar3anA bhI cAhe to vaha dUra ho loga rote, trANa to hama pA gae jAtI hai| vaha kahatI hai, aba tU cl| thor3I dUra khar3I ho jAtI hai khoM mara rahe jAkara; kahatI hai, aa| baccA usakI tarapha AnA zurU karatA aura vaha kahatAH / hai| eka daphA bacce ko bharosA A jAe ki mere pAsa paira haiM, mere bahuta-sI paka rahI haiM kalpanA kI pUr3iyAM paira haiM, to praur3hatA AnI zurU hotI hai| mere pitA ke geha meM satya ke jagata meM bhI aisA hI hai| guru thor3I dUra taka hAtha | dhIraja dharo, phira peTa bhara khAnA pakar3akara calA detA hai| kyoMki tuma janmoM se cale nhiiN| tuma loga kahate bhUla hI gae ki tumhAre pAsa paira haiN| tuma janmoM se ur3e nahIM, bhUla | eka Tukar3A de sakate nahIM hameM sAmAnya roTI kA hI gae ki tumhAre pAsa paMkha haiN| thor3I dera ur3A detA hai, thor3e | hukma vaha detAH AkAza meM tamheM paMkhoM kA thor3A khayAla A jAtA hai| phira tamase nahIM, baikuMTha calakara hI tumheM bhojana milegA kahatA hai, jaao| dUra anaMta AkAza hai, udd'o| vaha pUrA AkAza aura vaha sAmAnya kyoM? tumhArA hai| dAvA kro| adabhuta, amUlya, apUrva hogA maiMne socA thA ki duzvAra hai maMjila apanI nyAya ke he devatA! kaba sikhAoge manuSyoM ko eka haMsI bAjU-e-sImI kA sahArA bhI to hai ki Apa apanI rakSA ve svayaM kare dazte-julmAta se Akhira ko gujaranA hai mujhe ...ki apanI Apa ve rakSA kreN| koI rukhazaMdA aura tAbIdA sitArA bhI to hai mahAvIra trAtA haiM, lekina trANa ke AdhAra para tumhAre prANoM ko pahale ThIka hai| zurU-zurU calate haiM to kisI rajata bAMha kA | naSTa nahIM karanA caahte| sabhI sadaguru yahI kheNge| sahArA ho, acchaa| koI camakatA huA sitArA ho, acchaa| jhuko jruur| jhuke binA koI sIkhatA nhiiN| dazte-julmAta se Akhira ko gujaranA hai mujhe ziSya bano jruur| vinamra hue binA koI sIkhatA nhiiN| lekina aMtataH to aMdhere se khuda hI gujaranA hai| vaha dUra jo tArA phailAo jholI, lekina apane pairoM kA bharosA mata kho denaa| 407 2010_03

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408 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 aisA mata socanA ki basa, trAtA ke paira pakar3a lie to trANa ho sahAre kI AkAMkSA thI, vaha nahIM mila rahA hai| asahAyatA nakArAtmaka hai| azaraNatA vidhAyaka hai| ise aisA samajho, jaisA maiM niraMtara kahatA huuN| eka AdamI apane kamare meM akelA baiThA hai, akelApana anubhava kara rahA hai| akelepana kA artha huA ki vaha cAhatA hai koI sAtha hotA / kisI kI yAda A rahI hai| kisI kI maujUdagI caahie| kisI kI maujUdagI nahIM hai, anupasthiti khala rahI hai, to akelApana, lonalInesa | gyaa| aisA IsAiyata mAnatI hai ki jIsasa ne sabake pApa hala kara die / aba isase bar3A jhUTha bhI koI ho sakatA hai ? jIsasa ko gae do hajAra sAla ho ge| agara jIsasa ne sabhI ke pApa samApta kara die to do hajAra sAla se phira kyA ho rahA hai duniyA meM? pApa nahIM ho rahe? ina do hajAra sAloM meM jitane pApa hue haiM, utane zAyada IsA ke pahale kabhI bhI na hue hoN| ye do hajAra sAla AdamI ke dukha, pIr3A, ghAvoM ke, pApa ke, ghRNA ke, hiMsA ke, yuddhoM ke sAla haiN| AdamI khUMkhAra se khUMkhAra hotA calA gyaa| aura IsAiyata phira bhI doharAe calI jAtI hai ki IsA ne sabako mukta kara diyaa| yaha bar3I jhUThI bAta hai| magara isa jhUTha ke pIche tarka hai| Adama ne pApa kiyA thA sabake lie, usakI vajaha se saba pApI ho gae the! aba koI kisI dUsare ke pApa se kaise pApI ho sakatA hai ? to jaba Adama ne pApa kiyA, saba pApI ho ge| jIsasa ne sabhI ke lie puNya kara diyA, saba puNyAtmA ho ge| aba itanA hI jarUrI hai hara AdamI ko ki vaha IsAI ho jAe, basa paryApta / yaha bar3I sastI bAta ho gii| isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, zaraNa mata gahanA / caraNa chU lenA lekina zaraNa mata gahanA / jhukanA, ziSya bananA, dIkSita honA, sIkhanA, lekina yAtrA tumhIM ko karanI par3egI / tuma trAtA ko trANa mata samajha lenA / trAtA se sirpha izAre milate haiN| calanA pdd'egaa| zAstra ko satya mata samajha lenA aura zAstA ko maMjila mata samajha lenA / isalie virodhI bAta kahate mAlUma par3ate haiN| eka tarapha dIkSA dete haiM, eka tarapha kahate haiM azaraNa rho| AkhirI prazna : azaraNa hone aura asahAya hone ke bhAvoM meM kyA bheda hai? aura kyA donoM ke bIca kucha samAnatA bhI hai ? samAnatA bhI hai, bheda bhI hai| azaraNa hone kA artha hotA hai, apane pairoM para khar3e honaa| asahAya hone kA artha hotA hai, dUsaroM ke pairoM kI AzA thI, vaha chUTa gaI, lekina apane pairoM para khar3e hone kA bala nahIM aayaa| asahAya hone kA artha hotA hai, abhI 2010_03 aura phira eka AdamI dhyAna meM magna akelA baiThA hai, usako akelApana nahIM kaha sakate - ekAMta, alonanesa / use kisI kI yAda nahIM A rahI hai, vaha apanI hI pulaka se bharA hai, apane hI AnaMda meM lavalIna DUbA hai| donoM akele haiM bAhara se dekhane pr| lekina eka para kI yAda se bharA hai aura eka svayaM kI smRti meM jagA hai| donoM bar3e bhinna haiM / aisA hI azaraNa aura asahAya / asahAya kA artha hai, sahAre kI jarUrata hai, sahAre kI Adata hai; aura sahArA nahIM mila rahA hai| to AdamI asahAya mAlUma par3a rahA hai| aba DUbA, taba dduubaa| kyA karUM, kyA na karUM ? kahAM jAUM ? rAste meM ruka ke dama le lUM, merI Adata nahIM lauTakara vApasa calA jAUM, merI phitarata nahIM aura koI hamanavA mila jAe yaha kismata nahIM ai game-dila kyA karUM ? ai vahazate-dila kyA karUM? dila meM eka zolA bhar3aka uThA hai Akhira kyA karUM? merA paimAnA chalaka uThA hai Akhira kyA karUM? jakhma sIne meM mahaka uThA hai Akhira kyA karUM? ai game-dila kyA karUM, ai vahazate-dila kyA karUM lauTakara vApisa calA jAUM merI phitarata nahIM rAste meM ruka ke dama le lUM merI Adata nahIM aura koI hamanavA mila jAe yaha kismata nahIM lauTakara jA nahIM sakatA; jAne kA upAya nahIM / ruka jAUM, aisI Adata nhiiN| koI saMgI-sAthI mila jAe aisI kismata nahIM / ai game-dila kyA karUM? ai vahazate-dila kyA karUM? to phira AdamI bar3A asahAya mAlUma par3atA hai| jaise koI sAgara meM DUba rahA hai / tinake kA bhI sahArA nhiiN| nAva to dUra,

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P gozAlakaH eka asvIkRta tIrthaMkara tinakA bhI nhiiN| DUbane kA khatarA hai| lekina usa khatare aura jokhima se gujare to asahAya avasthA to nakArAtmaka hai| azaraNa avasthA | binA koI parama maMjila taka pahuMcatA nahIM hai| to ashrnn| vidhAyaka hai| azaraNa kA artha ki mere pAsa apane paira haiN| aba Dara yahI hai ki azaraNa kA tuma yaha artha mata samajha lenA azaraNa kA artha huA ki tairUMgA, nAva cAhI hI nahIM, tinake kA ki kisI se kucha sIkhanA hI nahIM hai| tairanA to sIkhanA hai| vaha koI savAla hI nhiiN| kisI tairanevAle se sIkha lo| jisako tumane sAgara meM tairate dekhA jo azaraNa bhAva ko upalabdha huA hai, use tuma nAva batAo ho, usase sIkha lo| phira tairakara hI jaanaa| phira tairanevAle ke bhI, to vaha kahegA ki nahIM, kSamA kreN| dhanyavAda! hama tairakara | | kaMdhe kA sahArA mata maaNgnaa| nikala jaaeNge| kyoMki koI bAhara kA sahArA kyA lenA! jaba | isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, ziSya to bano, lekina zaraNa ko taira sakate haiM to nAva meM kyA baiThanA! dhanyavAda! bar3I kRpA, mata gho| zaraNAgati nhiiN| sIkhane ke lie taiyArI rakho, mana ko Apane yAda kiyaa| lekina hama tairakara cale jaaeNge| baMda mata kro| sIkhate hI, jo jAna liyA usakA upayoga kro| azaraNa kA artha hai tairane para bl|| jo jAna liyA usake sahAre clo| aura koI sahArA mata maaNgo| asahAya kA artha hai : khojate the nAva, milatA nahIM tinkaa| | apane sahAre jo calatA hai, dhIre-dhIre balazAlI hotA jAtA hai| bhrama rakhane ko bhI kucha AsarA nahIM rhaa| to asahAya avasthA meM dhIre-dhIre usake bhItara se bhaya gira jAte haiM, asurakSA gira jAtI AdamI rotA hai, cIkhatA-cillAtA hai, pukAratA hai| aksara hai, zaMkAeM gira jAtI hai| aura eka, jisako gurajiepha ne kahA asahAya avasthA meM AdamI prArthanA karane lagatA hai, pUjA karane hai, Atmika keMdrIkaraNa, krisTalAijezana upalabdha hotA hai| lagatA hai| bhagavAna kI yAda karane lagatA hai| yaha bhagavAna kevala AtmazraddhA hI aMtataH AtmA ko pAne kA dvAra banatI hai| bhaya para AdhArita hai| AtmazraddhA para bala dene ke lie mahAvIra kahate haiM, azaraNa azaraNa bhAvanA meM AdamI meM dhyAna jagatA hai| aura azaraNa | bhaavnaa| lekina jinhoMne AtmA ko pA liyA ho unase sIkhane bhAvanA meM AdamI apane bala para isa bhAMti Azvasta ho jAtA hai, | ko bahuta kucha hai| saca to yaha hai, jo unakI zaraNa gaha lete haiM AtmavizvAsa aisA sajaga ho jAtA hai, svayaM para zraddhA aisI gahana unako sIkhane ko kucha bhI nahIM hai| kyoMki ve kahate haiM, sIkhakara ho jAtI hai ki sAgara kitanA hI bar3A ho, ye do hAtha sAgara se kyA kareMge? aba Apa to haiN| jyAdA bar3e mAlUma hote haiN| AkAza kitanA hI bar3A ho, ye do maiMne sunA hai eka AdamI aMdhA thaa| usake ATha lar3ake the, paMkha sAre AkAza ko pAra kara leMge, aise bharose se bhare hote haiN| ATha bahueM thiiN| cikitsakoM ne kahA ki tumhArI AMkha ThIka ho jo vyakti azaraNa ko upalabdha huA use tuma prasanna pAoge, sakatI hai, Aparezana karanA hogaa| usane kahA, kyA kareMge? nAcatA huA paaoge| asahAya ko tuma dukhI, parezAna, talAza phAyadA kyA hai? merI patnI ke pAsa do AMkheM haiM, mere ATha karatA haA paaoge| phira koI sapanA mila jAe, phira koI lar3akoM ke pAsa solaha AMkheM haiM, merI ATha bahuoM ke pAsa sahArA mila jaae| solaha AMkheM haiN| aisI cautIsa AMkheM mujhe upalabdha haiN| do na huIM mahAvIra kahate haiM, asahAya mata bananA, azaraNa bnnaa| merI, kyA pharka par3atA hai? asahAya avasthA meM to hama haiN| isIlie hama kahIM bhI sahAre lekina saMyoga kI bAta! jisa dina usane yaha iMkAra kiyA usI khojate haiM--maMdira meM, masjida meM, zAstra meM, purANa meM, kurAna meM, rAta ghara meM Aga laga gii| ve cautIsa AMkheM bhAgakara bAhara guru meN| koI mila jAe jo hameM kaha de, ki tuma ghabar3Ao mt| nikala giiN| aMdhA cillAtA rahA, TaTolatA rahA raastaa| lapaToM kahIM tAbIja, gaMDA mila jAe, bAMdha leM aura nizcita ho jaaeN| meM jala-bhunakara girakara mara gyaa| marate vakta eka hI bhAva usake mahAvIra kahate haiM, satya itanA sastA nhiiN| khojanA hogaa| mana meM thA, apanI AMkha agara Aja hotI... ! jo bAhara kImata cukAnI hogii| bhAgakara nikala gae-patnI, beTe, bahueM, unako yAda AyI tairanA hogA isa virATa jhaMjhAvAta se bhare sAgara meN| lahareM haiM, | usakI, lekina bAhara jAkara yAda aayii| jaba apane prANa saMkaTa 409 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 meM par3e hoM to kisako kisakI yAda AtI hai? isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM. apanI aaNkh| AMkhavAloM se sIkha lenA, magara apanI AMkha ke atirikta kisI aura kI AMkha ko apanA sahArA mata bnaanaa| apanI AMkha jaba taka na mila jAe, sIkhanA, sAdhanA; lekina ceSTA yahI rakhanA ki apanI AMkha mila jaae| apanI AMkha se hI koI satya kA darzana kara pAtA hai| satya ke sAkSAta ke lie svayaM kI AMkha ke atirikta aura koI upAya nahIM hai| Aja itanA hii| 14101 2010_03

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2010_03 sUtra kahANIlA kAU, teU pammA ya sukkalessA ya / lessANaM NiddesA, chacceva havaMti NiyameNa / / 134 / / kahANIlA kAU, tiNNi vi eyAo ahammalesAo / eyAhi tihi vi jIvo, duggaiM uvavajjaI bahuso / / 135 / / teU pamhA sukkA, tiNNi vi eyAo dhmmlesaao| eyAhi tihi vi jIvo, suggaiM uvavajjaI bahuso / / 136 / / pahiyA je cha ppurisA, pribhttttaarnnnnmjjhdesmhi| phalabhariyarukkhamegaM, pekkhittA te viciMtaMti / / NimmUlakhaMdhasAhu-vasAhaM chittuM ciNittu paDidAI | khAuM phalAI idi, jaM maNeNa vayaNaM have kammaM / / 137 / / www.ainelibrary.org

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Aja ke sUtraH kI rAta jaisaa| jisa para kRSNa lezyA par3I hai, use apanI AtmA ja lezyAeM chaha prakAra kI haiM : kRSNalezyA, nIla kA koI patA nahIM cltaa| itane aMdhere meM dabe haiM prANa, ki prANa lezyA, kApota lezyA, tejo lezyA (pIta lezyA), ho bhI sakate haiM, isakA bhI bharosA nahIM aataa| svayaM hI patA nahIM padma lezyA aura zukla leshyaa|' calatI AtmA to dUsare ko to patA kaise calegI? 'kRSNa, nIla aura kApota, ye tInoM adharma yA azubha lezyAeM hamArA yuga kRSNa lezyA kA yuga hai| loga amAvasa meM jI rahe haiN| inake kAraNa jIva vibhinna durgatiyoM meM utpanna hotA hai|' haiN| pUrNimA kho gaI hai| pUrNimA to dUra, dUja kA cAMda bhI kahIM 'pIta (teja), padma aura zukla; ye tInoM dharma yA zubha lezyAeM | dikhAI nahIM pdd'taa| isIlie AtmA para bharosA nahIM aataa| haiN| inake kAraNa jIva vividha sugatiyoM meM utpanna hotA hai|' bharosA Ae bhI kaise? pardA itanA kAlA hai ki bhItara prakAza _ 'chaha pathika the| jaMgala ke bIca jAne para ve bhaTaka ge| bhUkha kA srota chipA hai, isakI pratIti kaise ho? jaba tuma dUsare ko bhI satAne lgii| kucha dera bAda unheM phaloM se ladA eka vRkSa dikhAI dekhate ho, taba bhI deha hI dikhAI par3atI hai| svayaM ko dekhate ho, diyaa| unakI phala khAne kI icchA huii| ve mana hI mana vicAra taba bhI deha hI dikhAI par3atI hai| karane lge| eka ne socA ki per3a ko jar3amUla se kATakara usake darpaNa ke sAmane khar3e hokara tuma apane ko dekhate ho, vaha phala khAe jaaeN| dUsare ne socA, kevala skaMdha hI kATA jaae| tumhArA honA nahIM hai; tumhArI deha kI chAyA hai| na tumheM apanA tIsare ne vicAra kiyA ki zAkhA ko tor3anA ThIka rhegaa| cauthA | patA calatA hai, na dUsaroM kI AtmA kA koI bodha hotA hai| socane lagA ki upazAkhA hI tor3I jaae| pAMcavAM cAhatA thA ki kRSNa lezyA uThe, to hI Atmadarzana ho sakate haiN| phala hI tor3e jaaeN| chaThe ne socA ki vRkSa se Tapakakara phala jaba aisI mahAvIra ne chaha pardo kI bAta kahI hai--kRSNa lezyA, phira nIce gireM tabhI cunakara khAe jaaeN|' nIla lezyA, phira kApota lezyA...kramazaH aMdherA kama hotA 'ina chaha pathikoM ke vicAra, vANI tathA karma, kramazaH chahoM | jAtA hai| lezyAoM ke udAharaNa haiN|' kRSNa ke bAda niil| aMdherA aba bhI hai, lekina nIlimA jaisA lezyA mahAvIra kI vicAra-paddhati kA pAribhASika zabda hai| hai| phira kApota-kabUtara jaisA hai| AkAza ke raMga jaisA hai| usakA artha hotA hai| mana, vacana, kAyA kI kASAyayukta __ jaise-jaise parde uThate haiM, vaise-vaise bhItara kI jhalaka spaSTa hone vRttiyaaN| manuSya kI AtmA bahuta-se poM meM chipI hai| ye chaha lagatI hai| lekina eka bAta khayAla rkhnaa| mahAvIra kahate haiM, lezyAeM chaha parde haiN| zubhra lezyA bhI pardA hai| vaha aMtima lezyA hai| jaba taka raMga haiM, pahalA pardA hai: kRSNa leshyaa| bar3A aMdhakAra, kAlA, amAvasa taba taka pardA hai| jaba taka raMga haiM, taba taka rAga hai| 4151 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 rAga zabda kA artha raMga hotA hai| lagA dete haiN| cAka ko jora se ghumAte haiM to sAtoM raMga kho jAte haiM, virAga zabda kA artha, raMga ke bAhara ho jAnA hotA hai| sapheda raMga raha jAtA hai| sapheda raMga sAtoM raMgoM kA jor3a hai| yA vItarAga zabda kA artha hotA hai, raMga kA atikramaNa kara jaanaa| sAtoM raMga sapheda raMga se hI janmate haiN| aba tuma para koI raMga na rhaa| kyoMki jaba taka raMga hai, taba taka iMdradhanuSa paidA hotA hai havA meM laTake hue jalakaNoM ke kaarnn| svabhAva dabA rhegaa| taba tumhAre Upara kucha aura par3A hai| cAhe | jalakaNa laTakA hai havA meM, sUraja kI kiraNa nikalatI hai, TUTa sapheda hI kyoM na ho, zubhra hI kyoM na ho| | jAtI hai sAta hissoM meN| sUraja kI kiraNa sapheda hai| hama to kAlI aMdherI rAta meM dabe haiN| mahAvIra pUrNimA ko bhI | lekina mahAvIra kahate haiM, sapheda ke bhI pAra jAnA hai| adharma ke kahate haiM, ki vaha bhI pUrNa anubhUti nahIM hai| amAvasa to chor3anI | to pAra jAnA hI hai, dharma ke bhI pAra jAnA hai| adharma to bAMdha hI hI hai, pUrNimA bhI chor3a denI hai| kRSNa lezyA to jAe hI, zukla | letA hai, dharma bhI bAMdha letA hai| dharma kA upayoga karo adharma se lezyA bhI jaae| kRSNa pakSa to vidA ho hI, zukla pakSa bhI vidA | mukta hone ke lie| kAMTe ko kAMTe se nikAla lo, phira donoM ho| tuma para koI pardA hI na raha jaae| tuma bepardA ho jaao| kAMToM ko pheMka denaa| phira dUsare kAMTe ko bhI samhAlakara rakhane isalie mahAvIra nagna rhe| vaha nagna sacaka hai| aisI hI kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| bImArI hai auSadhi le lo| bImArI AtmA bhI bhItara nagna ho, tabhI usakA ahasAsa zurU hotA hai| samApta ho, auSadhi ko bhI kacare-ghara meM DAla aanaa| phira aura jaba apanI AtmA kA patA cale to auroM kI AtmA kA patA | | bImArI ke bAda auSadhi ko chAtI se lagAe mata ghuumnaa| vaha calatA hai| jitanA gaharA hama apane bhItara dekhate haiM, utanA hI kevala ilAja thii| usakA upayoga saMkramaNa ke lie thaa| gaharA hama dUsare ke bhItara dekhate haiN| jaise-jaise zubha lezyAoM kA janma hotA hai, jaise-jaise AdamI hameM to abhI manuSyoM meM bhI AtmA hai, isakA bharosA nahIM | zveta kI tarapha bar3hatA hai, vaise-vaise dRSTi kI gaharAI bar3hatI hai| hotaa| jyAdA se jyAdA anamAna...honI caahie| hai, aisI koI vaise-vaise dasaroM meM bhI paramAtmA kI jhalaka milatI hai| prAmANikatA nahIM mAlUma hotii| aMdAja karate haiN-hogii| zveta lezyA kI AkhirI ghar3I meM jaba pUrNimA kA prakAza jaisA tarkayukta mAlUma par3atI hai ki honI caahie| lekina vastutaH hai, bhItara ho jAtA hai to patthara meM bhI paramAtmA dikhAI par3atA hai| isI aisA koI astitvagata hamAre pAsa pramANa nahIM hai| apane bhItara anubhava se mahAvIra kI ahiMsA kA janma huaa| hI pramANa nahIM milatA, dUsare ke bhItara kaise mile? | mahAvIra jo kahAnI kahe haiM...mahAvIra ne bahuta kama bodha mahAvIra kahate haiM, jaise-jaise parde uThate haiM, vaise-vaise tumheM dUsare kathAoM kA upayoga kiyA hai| una bahuta kama bodha kathAoM meM meM AtmA dikhAI par3anI zurU hotI hai| aisI ghar3I AtI hai, jaba eka yaha haiH / patthara meM bhI AtmA dikhAI par3anI zurU hotI hai| 'chaha pathika the| jaMgala ke bIca jAne para bhaTaka ge| bhUkha tejo lezyA se krAMtikArI parivartana zurU hotA hai| pahalI tIna lgii| kucha dera bAda unheM phaloM se ladA eka vRkSa dikhAI diyaa| lezyAeM adharma kI, bAda kI tIna lezyAeM dharma kI-tejo, padma phala khAne kI icchA huii| mana hI mana vicAra karane lge| pahale ne aura shukl| tejo lezyA ke sAtha hI tumhAre bhItara pahalI jhalakeM | socA, per3a ko jar3amUla se kATakara isake phala khAe jaaeN|' AnI zurU hotI haiN| mahAvIra kahate haiM, yaha kRSNa lezyA meM dabA huA AdamI hai| ye raMgoM ke AdhAra para pardo ke nAma rakhe mahAvIra ne| yaha jIvana yaha apane choTe-se sukha ke lie, kSaNabhaMgura sukha ke kA iMdradhanuSa hai| hai to raMga eka hii| vaijJAnika use kahate haiM shvet| lie...bhUkha thor3I dera ke lie miTegI, phira lauTa aaegii| bhUkha bAkI saba raMga zveta raMga ke hI khaMDa haiN| | sadA ke lie to miTatI nhiiN| lekina yaha pUre vRkSa ko miTA dene isalie prijma ke kAMca ke Tukar3e se jaba sUraja kI kiraNa ko Atura hai| ise vRkSa kI bhI AtmA hai, vRkSa ko bhI bhUkha lagatI gujaratI hai to sAta raMgoM meM baMTa jAtI hai| yA tumane kabhI skUla meM hai, pyAsa lagatI hai, vRkSa ko bhI sukha aura dukha hotA hai, isakI baccoM ke samajhAne ke lie dekhA ho to eka cAka para sAta raMga koI pratIti nahIM hai| 416 2010_03

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chaha pathika aura chaha lezyAeM yaha AdamI aMdhA hai, jise vRkSa meM kucha bhI nahIM dikhAI par3a rahA tuma aMdhe ho kyoMki kRSNa lezyA kI tuma aba taka samhAla hai| sirpha apanI bhUkha ko tRpta karane kA upAya dikhAI par3a rahA karate rhe| use khAda diyA, pAnI diyaa| usa parde meM kabhI cheda bhI hai| aura apanI bhUkha kI tRpti ke lie, jo phira lauTa AnevAlI huA to jaldI se tumane raphU kiyA, sudhAra liyaa| tuma jaba-jaba hai, koI zAzvata tRpti ho jAnevAlI nahIM hai, vaha isa vRkSa ko | dUsare para nArAja hote ho, taba-taba tuma khayAla karanA, kisI | jar3amala se kATa dene ke lie utsuka ho gyaa| yaha AdamI arthoM meM vaha tamhAre kRSNa lezyA ke parde para coTa kara rahA hai| bilakula aMdhA hai| aise AdamI tumheM saba tarapha mileNge| aisA tumhAre ahaMkAra ko coTa lagatI hai, tuma nArAja ho jAte ho| AdamI tumheM svayaM ke bhItara bhI milegaa| kala maiM eka kahAnI par3ha rahA thaa| amarIkA meM TeksAsa prAMta ke kitanI bAra nahIM tumane apane choTe-se sukha ke lie dUsare ko loga bar3e abhadra, hiMsaka samajhe jAte haiN| eka sinemAgRha meM eka vinaSTa taka kara dene kI yojanA nahIM banA lii| kitanI bAra, jo TeksAsa prAMta kA AdamI apanI baMdUka samhAle iMTaravala ke bAda milanevAlA thA vaha nA-kucha thA, lekina tumane dUsare kI hatyA | vApasa lauttaa| bAhara gayA hogaa| apanI sITa para usane kisI kara dI; kama se kama hatyA kA vicAra kiyaa| jamIna ke lie, do AdamI ko baiThe dekhaa| usane pUchA-TeksAsa ke AdamI iMca jamIna ke lie; dhana ke lie, pada ke lie, tumane pratispardhA ne--ki mahAnubhAva! Apako patA hai, yaha sITa merI hai| vaha jo kii| dUsare kI gardana ko kATa denA caahaa| isakI bilakula bhI | AdamI baiThA thA, majAka meM hI kahA, thI aapkii| aba to maiM ciMtA na kI, ki jo milegA vaha nA-kucha hai| aura jo tuma baiThA huuN| sITa kisI kI hotI hai? vinaSTa kara rahe ho, use banAnA tumhAre hAtha meM nhiiN| tuma eka basa, usane baMdUka tAnI aura golI mAra dii| bhIr3a ikaTThI ho gaI jIvana kI samApti kara rahe ho| eka parama ghaTanA ke vinAza kA | aura usane logoM se kahA ki isI taraha ke logoM ke kAraNa kAraNa bana rahe ho| eka dIyA bujhA rahe ho| eka tuma jaisA hI TeksAsa ke loga badanAma haiN| prANavaMta, tuma jaisA hI paramAtmA ko samhAle hue koI cala rahA hai, para bahuta bAra tumhAre mana meM bhI--cAhe tumane golI na mArI ho, vasara ko vinaSTa kara rahe ho| aura tamheM kacha bhI yaha kahAnI atizayoktiparNa mAlama hotI hai. lekina bahata bAra milanevAlA nhiiN| tumheM jo milegA, vaha thor3I-sI kSaNabhaMgura kI golI mAra dene kA mana to ho hI gayA hai| bahuta choTI bAtoM tRpti hai| ghar3Ibhara bAda phira bhUkha laga aaegii| | para--ki koI tumhArI sITa para baiTha gayA hai-golI mAra dene kA kRSNa lezyA se bharA AdamI mahata hiMsA se bharA hotA hai| jaba mana to ho hI gayA hai| bhI tumhAre mana meM apane sukha ke lie dUsare ko dukha dene taka kI mahAvIra kahate haiM, mana bhI ho gayA to bAta ho gii| taiyArI ho jAe to tatkSaNa samajha lenA, kRSNa lezyA meM dabe ho| isa kahAnI meM ve yaha nahIM kaha rahe haiM ki pahale AdamI ne vRkSa pardA pdd'aa| isa parde ko agara tuma bAra-bAra bhojana die jAoge tor3A; sirpha socaa| to yaha majabUta hotA calA jaaegaa| | '...bhUkha lagI, phala khAne kI icchA huI, ve mana hI mana jaagnaa| jaba aisA maukA Ae ki apane choTe sukha ke lie vicAra karane lge|' / dasare ko dakha dene kA khayAla uThe. taba smhlnaa| taba apane aisA kacha kiyA nahIM hai abhI: aisI bhAva-taraMga AyI, aisA hAtha ko khIMca lenaa| kyoMki asalI savAla yaha nahIM hai ki | vicAra aayaa| lekina mahAvIra kahate haiM, vicAra A gayA to bAta tamane dUsare ko dukha diyA yA nahIM diyA: asalI savAla yaha hai ho gii| jahAM taka tumhArA saMbaMdha hai, ho gii| jahAM taka vRkSa kA | ki dUsare ko dukha dene meM tumane apanI kRSNa lezyA para pAnI | saMbaMdha hai, abhI nahIM huI; lekina tumhArA saMbaMdha hai, vahAM taka to siiNcaa| usakI jar3oM ko majabUta kiyaa| usI meM tumhArA | ho gii| Atmatatva kho gayA hai| usI meM kho gayA jIvana kA abhipraay| jaba tuma ne socA kisI ko mAra DAleM, aisI mana meM eka usI se patA nahIM calatA ki jIvana meM kucha artha bhI hai ? patA nahIM | kalpanA bhI uTha gaI to bAta ho gii| dUsarA abhI mArA nahIM gyaa| calatA kauna hU~ maiM? kahAM jA rahA hUM? kyoM jA rahA hUM? aparAdha abhI nahIM huA, pApa ho gyaa| 417 ___ 2010_03

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- jina sUtra bhAga: 2 aanimamalinilaianimlanawwamanawanRail MHI pApa aura aparAdha meM yahI pharka hai| pApa kA artha hai, tumheM jo mila gae haiN| karanA thA, vaha bhItara tumane kara liyaa| abhI dUsare taka usake | soviyata rUsa meM kiraliyAna phoTogrAphI ke vikAsa ne bar3I pariNAma nahIM phuNce| pariNAma pahuMca jAeM to aparAdha bhI ho | hairAnI kI bAta khoja nikAlI hai ki jo tumhAre bhItara cetanA kI jaaegaa| adAlata aparAdha ko pakaDatI hai. pApa ko nahIM pakaDa | dazA hotI hai, ThIka vaisA AbhAmaMDala tumhAre mastiSka ke sktii| pApa to mana ke bhItara hai| aparAdha to taba hai, jaba mana | AsapAsa hotA hai| aura kiraliyAna kI khoja mahAvIra se bar3I kA viSa bAhara pahuMca gayA aura usake pariNAma zurU ho ge| aura mela khAtI hai| jisa vyakti ke jIvana meM hiMsA ke bhAva saralatA bAhya jagata meM taraMgeM uThane lgiiN| taba pulisa pakar3a sakatI hai| se uThate haiM, usake cehare ke pAsa eka kAlA vrtul...| taba adAlata pakar3a sakatI hai| - saMtoM ke citroM meM tumane prabhAmaMDala banA dekhA hai, oNrA banA dekhA kAnUna tumheM taba pakar3atA hai, jaba pApa aparAdha bana jAtA hai| hai| vaha ekadama kavi kI kalpanA nahIM hai-aba to nahIM hai| lekina mahAvIra kahate haiM, dharma ke lie utanI dera taka rukanA kiraliyAna kI khoja ke bAda to vaha kavi kI kalpanA bar3A satya Avazyaka nahIM hai| jIvana kI parama adAlata meM to ho hI gaI sAbita huii| kiraliyAna kI khoja ne to yaha siddha kiyA ki jo baat| tumane socA ki ho gii| nahIM kiyA, kyoMki karane meM kaimarA hajAroM sAla bAda pakar3a pAyA, vaha kavi kI sUkSma manISA bAdhAeM haiM, kaThinAiyAM haiM, sImAeM haiN| karanA mahaMgA saudA ho | ne bahuta pahale pakar3a liyA thaa| RSiyoM kI manISA ne bahuta pahale sakatA hai| soca-vicAra karake tuma ruka ge| hoziyAra AdamI | dekha liyA thaa| ho, cAlAka AdamI ho, muskurAkara gujara gae, lekina bhItara jaba tumhArI dRSTi sApha hone lagatI hai to jaba tumhAre pAsa koI soca liyA golI mAra duuN| para jahAM taka dharma kA saMbaMdha hai, bAta AtA hai, to tatkSaNa tumheM usake cehare ke AsapAsa viziSTa raMgoM ho gaI: kyoMki tumhArI kRSNa lezyA majabata ho gii| ke jhalakAva dikhAI par3ate haiN| agara hiMsaka vyakti hai, lobhI kRSNa lezyA ko majabUta karanA pApa hai|| vyakti hai, krodhI vyakti hai, mada-matsara, ahaMkAra se bharA vyakti kRSNa lezyA ko kSINa karanA puNya hai| hai to usake cehare ke AsapAsa eka kAlA vartula hotA hai| zukla lezyA ko majabUta karanA puNya hai| aura zukla lezyA | aba to isake phoTogrApha bhI lie jA sakate haiN| kyoMki ke bhI pAra uTha jAnA, pApa aura puNya donoM ke pAra cale jAnA | kiraliyAna ne jo sUkSmatama kaimare vikasita kie haiM, unhoMne mukti hai, nirvANa hai| camatkAra kara diyaa| aura aisA vartula lobhI, hiMsaka, ahaMkArI, jaba tumhAre mana meM pApa kA vicAra uThatA hai, taba tuma dUsare kA krodhI ke AsapAsa hotA hai, aura ThIka aisA hI vartula jaba nukasAna karanA cAhate ho--apane choTe-moTe lAbha ke lie| AdamI marane ke karIba hotA hai, taba bhI hotA hai| vaha bhI pakkA nahIM hai ki hogaa| lekina yaha saMbhava kaise ho pAtA jo AdamI marane ke karIba hai, kiraliyAna kahatA hai, chaha mahIne hai? duniyA meM itane yuddha, itanI hiMsA, itanI hatyAeM, itanI pahale aba ghoSaNA kI jA sakatI hai ki yaha AdamI mara jaaegaa| AtmahatyAeM, choTI-choTI bAta para kalaha, yaha saMbhava kaise ho kyoMki chaha mahIne pahale usake cehare ke AsapAsa mRtyu ghaTanA pAtA hai? kyA loga bilakula aMdhe haiM? kyA logoM ko zurU ho jAtI hai| jo chaha mahIne bAda usake hRdaya meM ghaTegI, vaha bilakula patA nahIM calatA ki ve kyA kara rahe haiM? kyA logoM ko usake AbhAmaMDala meM pahale ghaTa jAtI hai| mUlyoM kA koI bhI bodha nahIM hai? ina donoM kA jor3a khayAla meM lene jaisA hai| isakA artha huA, bodha ho nahIM sakatA isa kAle parde ke kAraNa, jo AMkha para par3A jo kAlA maMDala hai hiMsA kA, ahaMkAra kA, krodha kA, matsara kA, hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, tuma aMdhe nahIM ho, sirpha AMkha para pardA hai| mada kA, vahI mRtyu kA maMDala bhI hai| isakA artha huA, jo kAle burkA or3he hue ho-kAlA burkA; kRSNa lezyA kaa| maMDala ke sAtha jI rahA hai, vaha jI hI nahIM rhaa| vaha kisI artha meM hamAre choTe-choTe kRtya meM hamArI lezyA pragaTa hotI hai| tuma use marA huA hai| usake jIvana kA unmeSa pUrA nahIM hogaa| usake chipA nahIM skte| aura aba to isake lie vaijJAnika AdhAra bhI jIvana kI lahara, taraMga, pUrI nahIM hogI-dabI-dabI, 4181 2010_03

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mmmmmmmm | chaha pathika aura chaha lezyAeM kaTI-kaTI, ttuuttii-ttuuttii| jaise jIte bhI vaha murde kI taraha hI DhotA koMpala per3oM para pAyala naI bajAtI hai rahA apanI lAza ko| kabhI jIyA nahIM naackr| kabhI usake lekina kRSNa lezyA meM dabe hue AdamI ke jIvana meM aisA kabhI jIvana meM vasaMta nahIM aayaa| kabhI naI koMpaleM nahIM phuuttiiN| purAnA nahIM hotaa| vasaMta AtA hI nhiiN| koyala kUkatI hI nhiiN| hI hotA rhaa| janma ke bAda basa maratA hI rhaa| kopaleM pAyala nahIM bjaatiiN| aisA AdamI nAmamAtra ko jItA kAlA pardA par3A ho AdamI ke citta para to jIvana saMbhava bhI hai--minimm| zvAsa letA hai kahanA cAhie, jItA hai kahanA nahIM hai| jIvana kI kiraNa hRdaya taka pahuMca pAe, isake lie ThIka nhiiN| gujAra detA hai kahanA caahie| khule dvAra caahie| aura jIvana kA ullAsa tumheM bhI ullasita agara tuma nAce nahIM, gAe nahIM, gunagunAe nahIM, agara AnaMda kara sake aura jIvana kA nRtya tumheM bhI chU pAe isake lie bIca meM kA utsava tumhAre Upara nahIM barasA to kahIM cUka ho rahI hai| kRSNa koI bhI pardA nahIM caahie| bepardA honA hai| lezyA ko phcaannaa| jina aMtarzatruoM kI sAre zAstroM meM carcA tama jaba bilakala nagna, khale AkAza ko apane bhItara hai, ve sabhI kaSNa lezyA ko majabata karate haiN| nimaMtraNa dete ho, tabhI paramAtmA bhI tumhAre bhItara AtA hai| maiMne sunA hai, mullA nasaruddIna eka TaiksI meM baiThA huA pahAr3a isakA hoza rkho| tuma dUsare kI hAni nahIM karate ho, hAni to se nIce utara rahA thaa| DhalAna se utarate hue acAnaka TaiksI kA aMtataH tumhArI hai| tuma agara kisI ko mAra bhI DAlo to usakA breka kharAba ho gayA aura gAr3I atyaMta vega se daur3ane lgii| to kucha bhI nahIM bigar3atA hai| kyoMki yahAM jIvana kA to koI niyaMtraNa ke bAhara ho gaI gaadd'ii| aMta nahIM hai| jyAdA se jyAdA purAnA zarIra calA gayA, nayA mila DrAivara ghabar3AyA aura usane pUchA ki bar3e miyAM, gAr3I kA breka jaaegaa| jIvana kI yAtrA to anaMta hai| tuma mArakara bhI kisI kI phela ho gyaa| aba maiM kyA karUM? mullA ne kahA, sabase pahale koI hAni nahIM kara pAte ho| lekina binA mAre bhI agara mArane mITara baMda kro| phira jo cAhe krnaa| kA vicAra uThA to tumane apanI bar3I hAni kara lii| __ eka AdamI hai, jisakA citta sadA lobha meM lagA huA hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, hara hatyA AtyaMtika arthoM meM AtmahatyA hai| kahate haiM mullA ko eka daphA DAkuoM ne pakar3a liyaa| chAtI para dUsare ko kauna kaba mAra pAyA? apane ko hI AdamI mAratA baMdUka lagA dI aura kahA ki de do, jo bhI tumhAre pAsa hai| agara rahatA hai| mArate rahane kA artha huAH jI nahIM ptaa| jIne ke mArga nahIM diyA to marane ke lie taiyAra ho jaao| mullA ne kahA, jarA meM itanI bAdhAeM khar3I kara letA hai...aura hama sabako isakA patA socane bhI to do| dera lagatI dekhakara DAkU bole, jaldI kro| bhI calatA hai| yaha koI darzanazAstra nahIM hai, jo mahAvIra kaha rahe socanA kyA hai? yA marane ko taiyAra ho jAo, yA tumhAre pAsa hai haiN| ye jIvana ke sIdhe-sIdhe gaNita haiN| yaha tumheM bhI patA calatA jo, de do| mullA ne kahA, to phira mAra hI DAlo kyoMki jo maiMne hai ki tuma jitane krodhI ho, utane kama jI pAte ho| krodha jIne de ikaTThA kiyA hai vaha bur3hApe ke lie ikaTThA kiyA hai| tuma mAra hI taba na! tuma jitane hiMsaka ho utanA hI jInA muzkila ho jAtA ddaalo| isa dhana ke binA maiM jI nA skuuNgaa| isa dhana ke binA hai| hiMsA ke sAtha jIvana kI praphullatA ghaTe kaise? tuma jitane maranA behatara hai| jyAdA lobhI ho, utane hI sikur3ate jAte ho; phaila nahIM paate| aisI atizayokti to kama ghaTatI hai| tuma socoge, agara phailAva ke lie thor3I dAna kI kSamatA caahie| phailAva ke lie tumhArI chAtI para koI baMdUka lagA de to tuma to aisA na kroge| dene kI himmata cAhie, bAMTane kA sAhasa caahie| tuma kRpaNa kI | tuma kahoge ki le jA, jo le jAnA hai| mujhe chor3a de| lekina bhAMti ikaTThA karate cale jAte ho| tijor3I tumhArI bharatI calI | choTI-choTI mAtrA meM roja tuma yahI kara rahe ho, jo mullA ne jAtI hai, tuma to khAlI ke khAlI raha jAte ho| ikaTThA kiyA hai| jaba bhI dhana aura jIvana meM cunAva hotA hai, tuma AtA hai ika roja madhuvana meM jaba vasaMta dhana cunate ho, jIvana nahIM cunte| isalie mullA kI kahAnI ko tRNa-tRNa haMsa uThatA, kalI-kalI khila jAtI hai atizayokti mata smjhnaa| agara dasa rupaye bacate hoM, thor3A koyala ke svara meM bhara jAtI hai naI kaka jIvana khotA ho to tama dasa rupaye bacAte ho| zAyada bhItara eka 419 ___ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 hisAba hai ki jIvana to muphta meM milA hai| kucha kharca to karanA pAnA nahIM hai| jisane jIvana se kucha aura pAne kI koziza kI, par3A nahIM hai| dhana to bar3I muzkila se milatA hai| bar3e zrama se | usakI kRSNa lezyA kabhI kaTegI nhiiN| milatA hai| to maiM tumase yaha kahatA hUM ki tama jaina maMdiroM meM baiThe jaina mani apane bhItara ciMtana kI ina prakriyAoM ko pkdd'naa| inhIM ke haiM, unako bhI gaura se dekhanA, tuma kRSNa lezyA se bhare paaoge| tAne-bAne se kRSNa lezyA banatI hai| | unhoMne saMsAra chor3A hai lobha ke kAraNa; lobha se mukta hokara mullA kA beTA usase pUcha rahA thA ki pitAjI, maiM duvidhA meM | nhiiN| jaina muni samajhAte haiM apane zrAvakoM ko ki saMsAra meM kyA huuN| dAMtoM kA DAkTara banUM yA kAnoM kA? mullA ne kahA, isameM | rakhA hai ? are svarga khojo| dhana meM kyA rakhA hai ? puNya khojo| davidhA kI bAta kyA hai? dAMtoM ke DAkTara bno| kyoMki vyakti | yaha dhana to kala kho jAegA. paNya kabhI na khoegaa| ke kAna to kevala do hote haiM, dAMta battIsa hote haiN| __ isa tarka kA artha samajhate ho? isakA artha huA ki muni aisA agara bhItara lobha ho to hara tarapha lobha chAyA ddaalegaa| tumhAre dhana khoja rahe haiM, jo kabhI nahIM khotaa| aura tuma aisA dhana khoja sabhI nirNaya, tumhAre sabhI vaktavya, tumhArA uThanA-baiThanA, saba rahe ho, jo kho jAtA hai| to muni tumase jyAdA lobhI haiN| tuma to lobha se paricAlita hogaa| kSaNabhaMgura meM bhI prasanna ho, muni zAzvata dhana khoja rahe haiN| lekina tamane kabhI dekhA ki caubIsa ghaMTe meM tuma kucha ekAdha kRtya bhI dukAnadArI na gii| mana kA gaNita na gyaa| agara upavAsa bhI kara karate ho, jo lobha se mukta ho? loga to dhyAna bhI karate haiM, to rahe haiM, tapa bhI kara rahe haiM, dhyAna bhI kara rahe haiM to upayogitA lagI ve pahale pUchate haiM, milegA kyA? prArthanA bhI karate haiM to pUchate haiM, hai| dhyAna se AtmA milegI, ki dhyAna se paramAtmA milegaa| lAbha kyA hogA? paramAtmA ke maMdira meM bhI jAte haiM to ve dukAna | maiM tumase kahatA hUM, dhyAna se sirpha dhyAna milatA hai| prema se meM hI jAte haiM lAbha! tumhAre jIvana meM kucha aisA hai, jo sirpha prema milatA hai| aura dhyAna jaba pUrI taraha barasatA hai to usI upayogitAzUnya ho? jisakI koI upayogitA na ho, lekina varSA kI eka vyAkhyA paramAtmA hai| paramAtmA kucha aura nahIM hai, mauja se tuma karate ho? jisakA mUlya AMtarika ho? jo dhyAna se milatA hai| upayogitA-zUnya, bAjAra ke bAhara, koyala ganaganAtI, yA pakSI vakSoM meM TI-vI-Ta-Ta karate lobha-lAbha kI vatti ke bAhara, mada-matsara ke bAhara, tama jaba rahate, yA vRkSoM meM phUla khilate, yA AkAza meM tAre haiM, yA pahAr3oM | kisI kSaNa meM bhI sahaja AnaMda se jIte ho, usI kSaNa meM jo ghaTatA se jharane phUTate haiM--kahAM prayojana hai ? kahAM upayogitA hai? tuma hai, vahI paramAtmA hai| kaho mokSa, kaho nirvANa, kaho samAdhi, kisI jharane se pacho ki kyA lAbha hai, ta bahatA hI rahatA hai? kaivly| jo marjI nAma do, kyoMki usakA koI nAma nhiiN| phAyadA kyA hai nAsamajha ! isameM sAra kyA hai? lekina tumheM apane pratipala meM vicAra karanA hogA, dekhanA hogA, yaha pUrI prakRti nissAra hai manuSya ke arthoM meN| kyoMki isameM se | kahAM-kahAM kRSNa lezyA ko tuma majabUta karate ho| kahIM rupaye to nikalate nhiiN| AdamI to utanA hI karatA hai, lezyAeM chaha prakAra kI haiN| kRSNa, nIla, kApota, ye tIna jisakA upayoga ho, yuTIliTI ho| lekina dhyAna rakhanA, agara adharma lezyAeM mahAvIra ne khiiN| tuma utanA hI karate ho jisakA upayoga hai to tuma mazIna ho gae, pataMjali ke hisAba meM...pataMjali ne manuSya ke sAta cakroM kA AdamI na rhe| tuma murdA ho ge| tumhArI upayogitA ho gaI, varNana kiyaa| ye tIna lezyAeM mahAvIra kI aura pataMjali ke tIna lekina jIvana kA koI gahana AnaMda na rhaa| nimna cakra eka hI artha rakhate haiN| ye eka hI tathya ko pragaTa karane sabhI AnaMda upayogitA mukta haiN| aura jaba tuma upayogitA kI do vyavasthAeM haiN| mukta hooge, tabhI tuma AnaMda ke jagata meM praveza kroge| jisako pataMjali malAdhAra kahatA hai--jo vyakti malAdhAra meM ullAsa kA koI mUlya thor3e hI hai! ullAsa apane Apa meM jItA hai, vaha kRSNa lezyA meM jItA hai| mUlAdhAra meM jInevAlA mUlyavAna hai| ullAsa kisI aura cIja kA sAdhana thor3e hI hai; | vyakti aMdhakAra meM jItA hai, amAvasa meM jItA hai| apane Apa meM sAdhya hai| jIvana svayaM sAdhya hai| isase kucha aura chaThavAM cakra hai, aajnyaackr| jo vyakti AjJAcakra meM pahuMca 1420 2010_03

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chaha pathika aura chaha lezyAeM 5phuaa| jAtA hai, vaha ThIka vahIM pahuMca gayA, jo mahAvIra kI paribhASA meM | ho rahA hai meharabAM mujha para vaha razke-sadabahAra zukla lezyA meM pahuMcatA hai| tRtIya netra khula gyaa| pUrNimA huii| khila rahI hai phira mere dila kI kalI kala rAta se pUrA cAMda niklaa| unakA jalavA khvAba meM pura-kaipha majhako kara gayA aura jisako pataMjali sahasrAra kahatA hai-sahasradala kamala, AMkha meM AI huI hai nIMda-sI kala rAta se sAtavAM cakra, vahI mahAvIra ke lie vItarAga sthiti hai| raMga-rAga kisa kadara hai unase milane kI khuzI kala rAta se saba gyaa| saba lezyAeM giiN| kRSNa lezyA to gaI hI, zveta jiMdagI meM A gaI hai tAjagI kala rAta se lezyA bhI gii| kAle parde to uTha hI gae, sapheda parde bhI uTha ge| Alame-vahazata thA tArI hara tarapha kala rAta taka parde hI na rhe| hara daro-dIvAra meM hai dilakazI kala rAta se paramAtmA bepardA huA, nagna huA, digaMbara huaa| AkAza ke | bana gayA hai dila kA hara aramAna eka bajme-nizAta atirikta aura koI or3hanI na rahI, aisA nirdoSa huaa| nagamAjana hai arsa sAje-jiMdagI kala rAta se to jo chaha cakra haiM pataMjali ke, ve hI chaha lezyAeM haiM mahAvIra sAdhAraNa prema meM jo kala taka mauta thI, vaha Aja jiMdagI kii| pahale tIna cakra sAMsArika haiN| adhikatara loga pahale tIna mAlUma par3ane lagatI hai| kala taka jahAM sAja TUTA par3A thA, Aja cakroM meM hI jIte aura mara jAte haiN| cauthA, pAMcavAM aura chaThavAM jhanajhanA uThatA hai| cakra dharma meM praveza hai| cauthA cakra hai hRdaya, pAMcavAM kaMTha, chaThavAM jaise hI hRdaya para coTa lagatI hai, vaise hI tamhAre jIvana meM dIpti aajnyaa| hRdaya se dharma kI zuruAta hotI hai| hRdaya yAnI prem| kA janma hotA hai| sAMsArika prema meM to yaha coTa aisI hai ki jaise hRdaya yAnI krunnaa| hRdaya yAnI dyaa| hRdaya ke aMkuraNa ke sAtha eka bar3e virATa hRdaya meM jarA-sA eka konA rozana huA ho| jaba hI dharma kI zuruAta hotI hai| jisako hRdaya cakra kahA hai yaha konA konA nahIM raha jAtA, aura tumhArA pUrA hRdaya rozana pataMjali ke zAstra meM, vahI tejo lezyA hai| hRdayavAna vyakti ke hotA hai to usI ko mahAvIra ahiMsA kahate haiN| usI ko buddha jIvana meM eka teja pragaTa hotA hai| | karuNA kahate haiN| usako jIsasa ne prema kahA hai| yA bhaktoM ne, tumane premI kA ceharA damakatA dekhA hogaa| jaba tuma kabhI kisI nArada ne prArthanA kahA hai| ke prema meM hote ho to tumhAre cehare para eka naI hI AbhA pragaTa ho jaba tumhArA pUrA hRdaya AMdolita ho uThatA hai prema se to tumhAre jAtI hai| ceharA tumhArA, kala bhI tumhArA thA, Aja tumhArA jIvana meM tejo lezyA kA janma huaa| lekina mahAvIra usako bhI kisI se prema haA tatkSaNa tumhAre cehare para eka raunaka A jAtI lezyA hI kahate haiM, yaha khayAla rkhnaa| mahAvIra kahate haiM, vaha hai, jo kabhI na thI--eka diipti| tuma jyAdA jIvaMta ho uThate ho| bhI baMdhana hI hai--dharma kA sahI, suMdara hai sahI, zubha hai sahI, jaise kisI ne tumhArI bujhate-bujhate dIye kI jyoti ko ukasA lekina bhUla mata jAnA ki baMdhana hai| phira usake bAda padma lezyA diyaa| rAkha jama gaI thI, kisI ne jhAr3a dI aura tumhArA aMgArA aura zukla leshyaa| kramazaH aura suMdaratara hotA jAtA jiivn| phira damaka utthaa| zukla lezyA-yoga kI tRtIya AMkha, yA taMtra kA zivanetra, sAdhAraNa prema meM aisA ho jAtA hai to jisa prema kI mahAvIra aura mahAvIra kI zukla lezyA hai| jaise tumhAre bhItara ina chaha ke bIca pataMjali bAta karate haiM, usakI to bAta hI kyA kahanI! amAvasa aura pUrNimA kA aMtara hai| jaba tumhAre jIvana kI UrjA eka strI ke prema meM tuma par3a jAo, eka mitra ke prema meM par3a | AjJAcakra para Akara ThaharatI hai to tumhArA sArA aMtarloka eka jAo, eka raunaka A jAtI hai| tejo lezyA! eka svarNima prabhA se maMDita ho jAtA hai| eka prakAza phaila jAtA hai| tuma damaka A jAtI hai| pahalI daphA jAgarUka hote ho| tuma pahalI daphA dhyAna ko kala eka kavitA par3ha rahA thaa| prema kI kavitA hai| upalabdha hote ho| isa tagaiyura ke lie unako duA detA hUM maiM isalie pataMjali ne use AjJAcakra khaa| AjJAcakra kA artha mauta thI kala rAta taka, jiMdagI kala rAta se hai ki isa ghar3I meM tuma jo kahoge, kahate hI ho jaaegaa| tumhArI 421 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 NeSTER AjJA tumhAre vyaktitva ke lie sahaja svIkRta ho jaaegii| itanI pahalI daphA gulAmI ke bAhara hote ho| tumhArI AjJA calatI hai jAgarUkatA meM jo bhI kahA jAegA, jo bhI nirNaya liyA jAegA, | tumhAre uupr| mahAvIra kA zabda bhI bar3A suMdara hai: shukl| vaha tatkSaNa pUrA hone lgegaa| kyoMki aba koI virodhI nahIM pUrNimA ho gii| saba aMdherA gyaa| konA-konA jAgrata ho utthaa| rhaa| aba tuma eka-sUtra hue, eka-juTa hue| aba tumhAre bhItara agara Adhunika manovijJAna kI bhASA se hama samajhanA cAheM to do AMkheM na rahIM, eka AMkha huii| do thIM to dvaMdva thaa| eka kucha pahale tIna cakra, jisako phrAyaDa kAMzasa mAiMDa kahatA hai, cetana kahatI, dUsarI kucha khtii| yahI artha hai usa pratIka kA-tRtIya mana kahatA hai, usake haiN| dUsare tIna cakra, jinako mahAvIra dharma netra kaa| aba eka AMkha huii| tuma eka-dRSTi hue| lezyA kahate haiM, anakAMzasa mAiMDa ke, acetana mana ke haiN| aura jIsasa ne apane ziSyoM ko kahA hai, jaba taka tumhArI do AMkheM | sAtavIM sthiti suparakAMzasa mAiMDa kI hai, ati-cetana mana kii| eka AMkha na bana jAe, taba taka tuma mere prabhu ke rAjya meM praveza na jo vyakti tIna cakroM meM hI jItA, vaha Upara-Upara jItA hai| jaise kara skoge| koI vyakti apane ghara ke bAhara porca meM jItA ho| vahIM do kA artha hai, bhItara khaMDa-khaMDa baMTe haiM hm| eka mana kucha TIna-Tappara bAMdhakara rahane lagA hai| pUrA mahala khAlI par3A hai| kahatA, dUsarA mana kucha khtaa| eka mana kahatA hai, abhI to bhoga pUrA mahala usakA hai, janmasiddha usakA adhikAra hai, lekina lo| eka mana kahatA hai, kyA rakhA bhogane meM? chodd'o| eka mana smaraNa nahIM rhaa| vaha bhItara jAnA bhUla gayA hai| yAda kho gii| kahatA hai, maMdira calo-prArthanA kI paavntaa| dUsarA mana kahatA vismaraNa ho gayA hai| hai, vyartha samaya kharAba hogaa| ghaMTebhara meM kucha rupaye kamA leNge| to jo vyakti pahale tIna cakroM meM hI jI lete haiM, unheM apane hI bAjAra hI clo| prArthanA bUr3hoM ke lie hai, aMta meM kara leNge| marate pUre mahala kA koI patA nahIM cala paataa| jo vyakti apane bhItara vakta kara leNge| itanI jaldI kyA hai? abhI koI mare nahIM jaate| praveza karate haiM aura chaThaveM cakra taka pahuMcate haiM, unheM apane mahala tumane khayAla kiyA? ki mana kabhI bhI nirNIta nahIM hotaa| meM nivAsa milatA hai| pahale tIna cakra thor3e-se rozana haiN| bAkI anirNaya mana kA svabhAva hai| choTI-choTI bAtoM meM anirNIta | tIna cakra abhI bilakula aMdhere meM par3e haiN| isIlie phrAyaDa hotA hai| kauna-sA kapar3A Aja pahananA hai, isI ke lie mana unako anakAMzasa kahatA hai; acetana kahatA hai| lekina ve anirNIta ho jAtA hai| kisa philma ko dekhane jAnA, isIlie acetana isIlie haiM ki tuma vahAM nahIM ge| tumhAre jAte hI cetana anirNIta ho jAtA hai| jAnA ki nahIM jAnA isI ke lie AdamI ho jaaeNge| tuma jahAM gae vahIM cetanA pahuMca jAtI hai| tumhArI socane lagatA hai, DAMvADola hone lagatA hai; jaise tumhAre bhItara do dRSTi jahAM par3I, vahIM caitanya kA janma ho jAtA hai| tuma vahAM gae AdamI haiM, eka nhiiN| nahIM islie| AjJAcakra para Akara tumhArA dvaMdva samApta hotA hai, tuma eka aisA samajho, caudaha sAla taka baccA bar3A hotA hai| taba taka banate ho| isalie pataMjali ne use AjJAcakra kahA kyoMki tuma usakA kAma-keMdra acetana rahatA hai| aisA kama se kama atIta meM pahalI daphA svAmI banate, mAlika bnte| jaba taka AjJAcakra na | to rahatA thaa| aba jarA muzkila hai| kyoMki kAma-cetanA ke khula jAe taba taka koI apanA mAlika nhiiN| | zoSaNa karane ke lie itane loga Atura haiM ki choTe baccoM kI maiMne tumheM svAmI kahA hai, tumheM saMnyAsa diyA hai| tuma svAmI mere kAma-cetanA bhI paripakva hue binA jAgrata ho jAtI hai| kahane se ho nahIM ge| yaha to sirpha dizA-nirdeza kiyA hai| yaha eka bar3I hairAnI kI ghaTanA amarIkA meM ghaTa rahI hai| lar3akiyAM to tumhAre bhItara AkAMkSA kA bIja DAlA hai| yaha to tumhArI do sAla pahale mAsika dharma se grasta hone lagI haiN| caudaha sAla meM abhIpsA jagAI hai| yaha to tamheM eka daSTi aura dizA dI hai| yaha hotI thIM, aba ve bAraha sAla meM hone lagI haiN| mAlama hotA hai ki to tumhAre lie bodha diyA hai ki yaha tumheM honA hai| isase hone ke cAroM tarapha kA dabAva, vAsanA kA jvAra cAroM tarapha-philma ho. pahale rukanA mata, jaba taka ki svAmI na ho jaao| TelIvijana ho, reDiyo ho, posTara ho, akhabAra ho; aura saba to ThIka, AjJAcakra bar3A suMdara zabda hai| vahAM Akara tuma tarapha kI havA aura saba tarapha chichalA pradarzana zAyada manuSya kI 422 2010_03

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chaha pathika aura chaha lezyAeM prakRti para dabAva DAla rahA hai| do sAla umra gira jAnA nIce, bar3I pAne yogya thA, basa usI se vaMcita raha jaaoge| hairAnI kI bAta hai| bAyolAjisTa bar3e cakita haiM ki yaha kaise pIr3A milI janama ke dvArA huA! agara aisA jArI rahA to zAyada kucha dinoM meM aura umra gira | apayaza pAyA nadI kinAre jaaegii| zAyada sAta varSa ke choTe-choTe bacce kAmAtura ho itanA kucha mila gayA eka basa uttheNge| ye bemausama ke phala hoMge aura inake jIvana meM bar3I tumhIM nahIM mile jIvana meM kaThinAI khar3I hogii| huI dostI aisI dukha se lekina sAdhAraNataH caudaha sAla kI umra taka kAmavAsanA kA hara muzkila bana gaI rubAI keMdra soyA par3A rahatA hai, acetana rahatA hai| caudaha sAla kI umra itanA pyAra jalana kara baiThI meM caitanya banatA hai| aura jaise hI cetanA kAma-keMdra para jAtI hai| kvAMrI hI mara gaI junAI to kAma-keMdra phira acetana nahIM raha jaataa| phira sArA mana usI | bagiyA meM na papIhA bolA ke AsapAsa ghUmane lagatA hai| aksara loga pahale keMdra ke pAsa | dvAra na koI utarA DolA hI samApta ho jAte haiN| aksara loga isa pahale keMdra para hI jIte haiN| sArA dina kaTa gayA bInate aura mara jAte haiN| bUr3he se bUr3hA AdamI bhI kAmalolupa hI jItA kAMTe ulajhe hue vasana meM hai| cAhe kahatA na ho, mana hI mana meM chupAkara rakhatA ho; isase pIr3A milI janama ke dvArA kacha pharka nahIM pdd'taa| lekina citta meM kAmavAsanA hI calatI apayaza pAyA nadI kinAre rahatI hai| yaha bar3I durdina kI ghaTanA hai, durbhAgya kI ghaTanA hai| itanA kucha mila gayA eka basa isakA matalaba huA, mahala aparicita raha gyaa| tumhIM nahIM mile jIvana meM jaise-jaise tuma caitanya ko bhItara praveza karavAte ho, jaise-jaise | aura eka cUka jAe, saba cUka gyaa| vaha eka, jisako bhakta tuma apane aura upekSita aMgoM para rozanI DAlate ho, vaise-vaise prItama kahate haiM, usI ko mahAvIra paramAtmA kahate haiN| vaha pyArA tuma pAte ho, naI-naI saMbhAvanAoM kA AvirbhAva hotA hai| tumhAre bhItara hI baiThA hai| lekina tuma bhItara jAo to milana ho| mahAvIra kahate haiM, chaThaveM keMdra para zukla lezyA pUrNa hotI hai| tuma apane bAhara hI bAhara bhaTaka rahe ho| aura tumane aise parde TAMga pUrNimA kI cAMdanI phaila jAtI hai tumhAre pUre vyaktitva pr| rakhe haiM ki bhItara kI yAda hI bhUla gaI hai| kAle parde hI dikhAI pUrNimA kI cAMdanI phaila jAne ke lie tumheM aMtaryAtrA para jAnA par3ate haiN| lagatA hai, bhItara kucha aura hai nhiiN| hogaa| aura jo parde tumheM bAhara rokate haiM, unheM dhIre-dhIre chor3anA mere pAsa loga Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM, hamane par3hA kabIra ko, par3hA hogaa| nAnaka ko; to ve sabhI kahate haiM ki bhItara jAne se prakAza hotA kRSNa, nIla, kApota, inheM chodd'o| hai| hama to jAte haiM to sivAya aMdhakAra ke kucha nahIM dikhAI lobha, moha, ghaNA, krodha, ahaMkAra. IrSyA choddo| prema, dayA, | pddtaa| vaha kaSNa lezyA jaba taka na haTegI, kAlA pardA par3A sahAnubhUti jgaao| parigraha chor3o, aparigraha jgaao| rhegaa| tuma jAoge bhItara to tuma kAlA hI paaoge| aksara kRpaNatA choDo, baMTanA siikho| mAMgo mata, do| aura aMtaryAtrA | tuma bhItara AMkha baMda karoge, to yA to vicAroM kA hI UhApoha zurU hogii| | macA rhegaa| yA agara kabhI kSaNabhara ko vicAroM se chuTakArA cIjoM ko mata pkdd'o| cIjoM kA mUlya nahIM hai| cIjoM ko milA to aMdherI rAta, amAvasa! ghabar3Akara tuma bAhara nikala apanA mAlika mata banane do, cIjoM ke mAlika rho| upayoga | aaoge| karo sAdhana kI taraha; sAdhya mata bnaao| to dhIre-dhIre parde | aura aMdhere se hameM Dara lagatA hai| aMdherA hama paidA karate haiM aura TUTate haiN| | aMdhere se hameM Dara lagatA hai| aMdherA hama jIvanabhara banAte haiM aura agara aisA na kiyA to jIvana meM saba to pA loge, lekina jo aMdhere se hameM Dara lagatA hai| to jaise hI aMdherA dikhA, phira bhAge 1423 ___ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 bAhara, phira khola dI aaNkh| lenA jarUrI nahIM hai| mujhase loga kahate haiM ki jaba bhItara kA aMdherA dikhAI par3atA hai | tumane AdamI dekhe, jo kIr3e-makor3oM jaise haiM, yA nahIM dekhe? to bar3I ghabar3AhaTa hotI hai| Dara lagatA hai kahIM mara na jAeM, kahIM tumane AdamI dekhe, jinheM dekhakara AdamI kI yAda bilakula nahIM kho na jaaeN| yaha kaisA aMdherA hai! AtI? jinheM dekhakara jAnavaroM kA smaraNa hotA hai| tumane IsAI phakIroM ne to usako nAma hI diyA hai| DArka nAiTa Apha AdamI dekhe, jinakA vyaktitva abhI manuSya kI sImA ko chUtA da sol| jisako mahAvIra kRSNa lezyA kahate haiM, vahI hai| IsAI | hI nahIM; manuSya ke kSitija ko chUtA hI nahIM? jinake nIce ke phakIra kahate haiM, jaba koI vyakti apanI aMtarAtmA kI tarapha pazu-pakSI abhI bhI sakriya haiN| deha manuSya kI hai, lekina mana jAtA hai to eka bar3I aMdherI rAta se gujaranA par3atA hai| vaha aMdherI abhI bahuta pichar3A huA hai; bahuta pIche kA hai| rAta hamArI banAI huI hai; hamIM ko miTAnI pdd'egii| dUsarA koI use tuma kabhI AMkha baMda karake dekho, tuma pAoge, mana baMdara kI miTA bhI nahIM sktaa| sAhasa karake, dussAhasa karake hameM usa bhAMti hai| jaba taka mana zAMta na ho jAe, taba taka tuma yaha mata parde ko cIra DAlanA hogaa| samajhanA ki vRkSa se utara Ae to utara aae| DArvina ThIka hI kaThina nahIM hai kyoMki usakA tAnA-bAnA bahuta sApha hai| kahatA hai ki AdamI baMdara se paidA huA hai| lekina eka jagaha lobha, mAyA, moha, mada, inase hI banA hai| inako tuma kSINa karo, bhUla karatA hai vaha yaha-abhI paidA kahAM huA hai? kabhI-kabhI vaha kAlI cAdara apane Apa kSINa hone lgegii| usake tAne-bAne koI hotA hai| kucha baMdara jhAr3oM se nIce utara Ae haiN| kucha baMdara ukhar3a jaaeNge| jagaha-jagaha cheda ho jaaeNge| jagaha-jagaha cheda se jhAr3oM para baiThe haiM, lekina baMdarapana sabhI ke bhItara hai| tumheM nIla lezyA kA darzana hone lgegaa| kabhI koI mahAvIra, kabhI koI buddha vastutaH manuSya hotA hai, jisa vyakti kI kRSNa lezyA giratI hai, use bhItara nIle jaba mana kA baMdara nahIM raha jaataa| abhI tuma dekho, mana ke baMdara AkAza kA darzana hogaa| bar3A zAMta! jaise koI gaharI nadI ho ko tuma muMha bicakAte, isa jhAr3a se usa jhAr3a para chalAMga lagAte, aura nIlI mAlUma par3atI ho| isa zAkhA se usa zAkhA para Dolate hue paaoge| tuma baMdara ko phira jo usake bhI pAra jAegA, usake lie mahAvIra kahate haiM, | bhI itanA becaina na pAoge, jitanA tuma mana ko becaina paaoge| kApota leshyaa| taba aura bhI halakA nIlApana; gaharA nhiiN| aise | DArvina to bar3I bAhara kI zodha karake isa natIje para pahuMcA; kramazaH parte TUTatI jAtI haiN| agara bhItara jarA usane jhAMkA hotA to itanI bAhara kI zodha karane '...tejo lezyA, padma lezyA, zukla lezyA, inameM pahalI tIna kI jarUrata na thii| AdamI baMdara se nizcita AyA hai| AdamI azubha haiN| inake kAraNa jIva vibhinna durgatiyoM meM utpanna hotA hai|' | abhI bhI baMdara hai| aura isa bhItara ke baMdara se chuTakArA jaba taka yaha bhI samajha lenA jarUrI hai| kyoMki isa sUtra kI vyAkhyA | na pAyA jAe taba taka manuSya kA janma nahIM hotaa| manuSya kI deha bar3I anyathA kI jAtI rahI hai| vaha vyAkhyA ThIka hai, lekina eka bAta hai; manuSya kA citta bar3I aura bAta hai| bahuta mahatvapUrNa nahIM hai| mahAvIra kA yaha sUtra hai : 'kRSNa, nIla aura kApota, ye tInoM vyAkhyA kI jAtI rahI hai ki ina tIna lezyAoM meM jo ulajhA adharma yA azubha lezyAeM haiN| inake kAraNa jIva bar3I durgatiyoM meM huA hai, vaha narka jAegA; durgati meM pdd'egaa| pazu-pakSI ho utpanna hotA hai|' jAegA, kIr3A-makor3A ho jaaegaa| yaha vyAkhyA galata nahIM hai, to tuma yaha mata socanA ki bhaviSya meM kabhI durgati hogii| jisa lekina bar3I mahatvapUrNa bhI nahIM hai| kSaNa jo lezyA tumheM pakar3atI hai, usI kSaNa durgati ho jAtI hai| asalI vyAkhyA H jo vyakti ina lezyAoM meM ulajhegA usakI durgati udhAra nahIM hai ki phira kabhI hogii| durgati abhI ho jAtI bar3I durgati hotI hai| vaha kabhI bhaviSya meM, kisI dUsare janma meM hai| jaba tuma krodha se bharate ho, taba durgati ho jAtI hai| jaba tuma | kIr3A-makor3A banegA, aisA nahIM hai| vaha yahIM kIr3A-makor3A bana ahaMkAra se bharate ho taba durgati ho jAtI hai| jAtA hai| kIr3A-makor3A banane ke lie kIr3e-makor3e kI.deha durgati pratipala ho rahI hai| 1424 2010_03

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NEW BAAREEWANATION chaha pathika aura chaha lazyAeM isa para maiM jora denA cAhatA huuN| kyoMki isa bAta ne ki kabhI AdamI paricita hotA, pahacAnA hotA, jAnA-mAnA hotaa| marane ke bAda hogA, logoM ko bar3A nizcita banA diyA hai| loga maiMne sunA hai, eka basa meM eka hiMdU aura pacAsa musalamAna yAtrA socate haiM, dekheMge jaba hogA taba dekheNge| AdamI kI socane kI kara rahe the| basa ulaTa gaI, saba mara ge| kisI ne kisI ko sImA hai| kahA ki sunA tumane? basa ulaTa gii| pacAsa musalamAna aura jaise koI tumase kahe ki Aja zAma tuma mara jAoge, to tuma eka hiMdU mara ge| usa AdamI ne kahA, are, becArA AdamI! bahuta ghabar3A jaaoge| vaha kahe ki sAta dina bAda maroge to tuma hiMdU rahA hogA vaha; usane kahA, becArA aadmii| hiMdU ke lie utane na ghbdd'aaoge| tuma kahoge, sAta dina? dekheNge| sAta | pIr3A huI, bAkI pacAsa musalamAna ke lie koii...| dina...koI abhI Aja to mara nahIM rhe| koI kahe, sAta sAla | tumako bhI nahIM lagatA, jaba pacAsa musalamAna mara jAeM to kucha bAda maroge to kucha coTa na mAlUma pdd'egii| koI kahegA, sattara coTa nahIM mAlUma pdd'tii| musalamAna the, bAta khatama ho gii| sAla bAda mroge| tuma kahoge, chor3o bhI! sAta sau sAla bAda | musalamAna sunatA hai, hiMdU mara gae, kucha aMtara nahIM pdd'taa| hiMdU koI kahe to...| the| jaise hiMduoM meM koI prANa nahIM, koI jIvana nhiiN| koI mRtyu vaktavya to vahI hai ki mara jaaoge| lekina jaise-jaise samaya hiMdU kI bhI hotI hai kahIM! acchA huA mara ge| musalamAna bar3A hotA jAtA hai, vaise-vaise tumhArI ciMtA kSINa hotI calI maratA hai to pIr3A hotI hai musalamAna ko| jAtI hai| jo nikaTa mAlUma par3atA hai...|| tumane kabhI khayAla kiyaa| eka AdamI mara jAe tumhAre par3osa hirozimA meM eka lAkha AdamI mara gae eka sAtha, to bhI meM to pIr3ita ho jAte ho tum| phira patA calatA ki kahIM aphrIkA duniyA meM aisA nahIM huA ki dukha kI lahara phaila gaI ho| logoM ne meM hajAra AdamI mara gae, ki bAMgalA deza meM dasa hajAra AdamI par3ha liyA akhabAra meM, suna liyA, lekina koI coTa na huii| mara ge| eka AdamI kA maranA par3osa meM tumheM pIr3ita kara detA sImA ke bAhara ho gaI baat|| hai| dasa hajAra AdamI bAMgalA deza meM marate haiM, tuma akhabAra par3ha / __ AdamI kI bar3I choTI-sI sImA hai| usakI rozanI bar3I lete ho; kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| TimaTimAtI huI thor3I-sI sImA para par3atI hai| usake pAra phira kyA mAmalA hai? isase kyA pharka paDatA hai. tamhAre paDosa meM kacha aMtara nahIM pdd'taa| mare, eka mIla para mare ki hajAra mIla para mare! lekina sImA hai to tumane jo vyAkhyA sunI hai aba taba ki marane ke bAda, agara tumhaarii| tumhArI patnI mara jAe to jyAdA pIr3A hotI hai| par3osI tuma galata lezyAoM ke sAtha grasita rahe to durgati hogI, narka meM kI patnI mara jAe to utanI pIr3A nahIM hotii| jarA dUra hai| cAhe pdd'oge| marane ke bAda narka meM par3oge? tumheM koI phikra nahIM hotI, eka ghara kA hI phAsalA ho, magara phAsalA ho gyaa| kisI aura | isakI koI coTa hI nahIM pdd'tii| kI patnI mrii| maiM tumase kahatA hUM, isa vyAkhyA ne AdamI kA bar3A nukasAna jaise tamhAre citta se dUrI hotI jAtI hai, vaise-vaise tumhArI ciMtA, | kara diyaa| yaha vyAkhyA sahI hai| agara jIvanabhara galata tumhArI becainI kama hotI jAtI hai| manovaijJAnika kahate haiM ki | lezyAoM kA saMbaMdha rahA to tumhArA agalA jIvana inhIM galata manuSya ke mana kI bar3I sImAeM haiN| eka AdamI mare aura hajAra | bhittiyoM para khar3A hogaa| to durgati to honevAlI hai| lekina maiM AdamI mareM, to donoM khabareM sunakara tumheM hajAra gunA dukha nahIM tumheM yAda dilAnA cAhatA hUM ki tuma TAlo mt| durgati abhI bhI hotA, jaba hajAra AdamI marate haiN| khayAla kiyA? eka AdamI | ho rahI hai, isIlie kala bhI hogI, parasoM bhI hogii| jo abhI ho mara gayA, hajAra AdamI mara gae, dasa hajAra AdamI mara rahI hai, usako abhI dekhane kI koziza kro| kahIM aisA na ho gae...dasa hajAra AdamI mare sunakara kyA tumheM dasa hajAra gunA | ki mauta ke bAda socakara tuma TAla hI do| dukha hotA hai? saMbhAvanA to yaha hai ki zAyada utanA bhI na ho, | 'pIta, padma, zukla, ye tInoM dharma yA zubha lezyAeM haiN| inake jitanA eka AdamI ke marane se hotA thA-agara vaha eka | kAraNa jIva vividha saMgatiyoM meM utpanna hotA hai|' 14251 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 299 aura vahI sugati ke lie bhI yAda rkhnaa| maiM svarga aura narka aba phala khAne haiM aura pUre vRkSa ko pIr3a se kATane baiTha ge| ko vartamAna meM khIMca lAnA cAhatA huuN| maiM tumase kahanA cAhatA hUM koI...anAvazyaka hai| ki svarga aura narka yahIM haiN| isakA tuma yaha matalaba mata samajhanA | bahuta loga, adhika loga yahI kara rahe haiN| tumheM kitanA bhojana ki Age nahIM haiN| lekina jo bhI Age hai, vaha yahAM bhI hai| aura cAhie? kitanA kapar3A cAhie? kitanA chappara cAhie? tuma use yahAM dekha lo to hI Age samhAla skoge| agara tumane | lekina tuma ikaTThA kie jA rahe ho| koI sImA hI nahIM hai| aisI yahAM na dekhA to tuma Age bhI na samhAla skoge| jagaha loga pahuMca jAte haiM dhana ikaTThA karane kI, ki unako samajha tamane kabhI dekhaa| koI bImAra hai aura tuma eka phUla jAkara meM bhI AtA hai ki aba karake aura kareMge kyA? kyoMki dhana se usako bheMTa kara aae| usa kSaNa meM tumane apane bhItara jhAMkakara jo mila sakatA thA, mila gyaa| aba to atirikta dhana ikaTThA dekhA? tumhArI pratimA ujjvala ho jAtI hai tumhArI hI AMkhoM meN| ho rahA hai, phira bhI kie cale jAte haiN| jaise eka nazA hai| isa halake ho jAte ho tum| kisI ko gAlI de dI, kisI kA dhana kA kyA kareMge aba, yaha koI savAla bhI nahIM hai| jo bhI isa apamAna kara diyA, usake bAda tumane dekhA? tumhArI pratimA duniyA meM dhana se kharIdA jA sakatA thA, vaha saba mila gayA hai| tumhArI hI AMkhoM meM dhUla-dhUsarita ho jAtI hai| tuma nIce gira | acchA makAna hai, acchI kAra hai, acchA bagIcA hai, acchA jAte ho| tuma tar3aphate ho|| bhojana, acche kapar3e haiM; aba aura kyA cAhie? lekina daur3a narka aura svarga pratipala ghaTatA hai| to jaba bhI tuma sukhI | jArI rahatI hai| anubhava karo, jAnanA ki sukha svarga hai| jaba bhI dukhI anubhava jo vyakti apanI AvazyakatAoM kI sImA nahIM mAnatA vaha karo, jAnanA ki dukha narka hai| jaba bhI dukhI anubhava karo, | sadA dukhI rahatA hai| aura jo apanI AvazyakatAoM kI sImA jAnanA ki tumane adharma lezyAoM ke sAtha saMbaMdha jor3A hogA, pahacAna letA hai, usake jIvana meM sukha kA avataraNa zurU ho anyathA dukha hotA nhiiN| aura jaba bhI sukhI samajho to jAnanA | jAtA hai| AvazyakatA kI sImA ko pahacAna lenA sukha kI ki tumane zubha lezyAoM ke sAtha saMbaMdha jor3A, dharma ke sAtha pahalI vyavasthA hai| aura AvazyakatA kI sImA ko hI na saMbaMdha jor3A; anyathA sukha hotA nhiiN|| pahacAne jo, vaha to sukhI ho hI nahIM sktaa| usake pAsa kitanA sukha pariNAma hai zubha bhAva kaa| dukha pariNAma hai azubha bhAva hI ho, vaha dukhI rhegaa| jitanA hogA, utanA jyAdA dukhI hogA; kaa| tumhAre hI bhAva haiM, tumhIM para pariNAma Ate haiN| kyoMki aura jyAdA kI mAMga bar3hatI jaaegii| yaha jo mahAvIra ne choTI-sI bodhakathA kahI hai : pahale ne socA per3a ko jar3amUla se kATakara, dUsare ne kahA 'pahale ne socA, per3a ko jar3amUla se kATakara usake sAre phala kevala skaMdha hI kATA jaae| tIsare ne kahA, itane kI kyA khA jaaeN...|' ise apane bhUkha kI ciMtA hai, lekina per3a ke jarUrata? zAkhA ko tor3ane se cala jaaegaa| cauthe ne kahA, jIvana kI koI bhI nhiiN| upazAkhA hI tor3anA kAphI hai| pAMcaveM ne kahA, pAgala hae ho? 'dUsare ne kahA, kevala skaMdha hI kATA jaae...|' pUre vRkSa ko | zAkhA, upazAkhA, skaMdha, vRkSa ko karanA kyA hai? phala hI tor3a kyoM naSTa kareM? skaMdha kATane para phira aMkurita ho jaaegaa| phira | lie jaaeN| vRkSa paidA ho jaaegaa| bhUkha lagI hai, phala kI jarUrata hai| bhUkha ke lie phala caahie| lekina isa dUsare ko bhI soca meM na AyA ki skaMdha bhI kyoM zAkhAeM, prazAkhAeM kyoM tor3I jAeM? kATA jAe? phala kATane ke lie skaMdha kATanA jarUrI kahAM chaThe ne kahA, baiThe; pake phala haiM, gireNge| tor3ane kI jarUrata nahIM hai? tumane dekhA jIvana meM? jahAM suI kI jarUrata hotI hai, tuma hai| chInanA bhI kyA? talavAra lie ghUmate ho| aura jo kAma suI se ho sakatA hai, vaha aura dhyAna rakhanA, astitva itanA de rahA hai binA mAMge aura talavAra se ho hI nahIM sktaa| aksara to aisA hogA ki sUI se | binA chIne, ki jo chInane meM par3a jAtA hai vaha bhUla hI jAtA hai jo kAma hotA thA, talavAra ke kAraNa usameM bAdhA par3a jaaegii| | jIvana kA eka parama guNa, ki yahAM prasAda baMTa rahA hai| yahAM mila 426 2010_03

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hI rahA hai| tuma jhapaTTA mArane meM sirpha oche siddha hote ho| jIvana kA kucha rahasya aisA hai ki yahAM binA mAMge... saba mila hI rahA hai / jIvana mila gayA to aba aura kyA cAhie? aura bhI mila jaaegaa| jaba jIvana binA mAMge mila gayA... / tumane kabhI mAMgA thA jIvana ? socA isa para ? kahIM tuma hAtha jor3akara yAcaka kI taraha khar3e hue the ki jIvana de do mujhe? jIvana mila gyaa| jaba jIvana mila gayA to aura kyA hai, jo nahIM mila sakegA? thor3I pratIkSA caahie| to chaThe ne kahA, hama baiTha jaaeN| pake phala lage haiM, havA ke jhoMke aaeNge| phira vRkSa ko bhI to dayA hogii| phira vRkSa bhI to samajhegA ki hama bhUkhe haiM / phira vRkSa bhI to cAhatA hai ki koI usake phaloM ko cakhe aura prasanna ho, AnaMdita ho / nahIM to vRkSa kI bhI prasannatA kahAM hai ? kavi ke pAsa gIta ho to gunagunAkara tumheM sunAnA cAhatA hai / tuma tAlI bajAo isakI pratIkSA karatA hai| saMgItajJa vINA bajAnA cAhatA hai / tumhArI AMkheM AhlAda se bhara jAeM to vaha praphullita hogaa| phUloM kI gaMdha bikharatI hai aura havAoM para savAra ho jAtI hai, dUra-dUra kI yAtrA para nikala jAtI hai ki koI nAsApuTa pratIkSA karate hoNge| vRkSoM ke phala jaba paka jAte haiM to zAkhAeM apane Apa nIce jhuka jAtI haiM, tAki koI rAhagIra Ae to zAkhAeM bahuta dUra na hoM / phira jaba phala paka jAte haiM to apane se girane lagate haiN| jo paka gayA vaha apane se gira AtA hai| mahAvIra yaha kaha rahe haiM, bharosA karo, zraddhA kro| tuma jisa jIvana se Ae ho usI se vRkSa bhI aayaa| tuma donoM jur3e ho kahIM bhItara gahare meN| tumhArI bhUkha tumhArI hI bhUkha nahIM hai, vRkSa ko bhI pIr3A hogii| tuma jarA bhUkhe hokara isa vRkSa ke nIca baiTha to jAo / isa satya ko bhI aba Adhunika manovijJAna ne bar3e pramANa die haiN| nyUyArka meM eka vaijJAnika vRkSoM para prayoga kara rahA thA - -- vRkSoM ke saMvegoM para, bhAvanAoM para / vaha bar3A hairAna ho gyaa| pahale kisI ne socA bhI nahIM thA ki vRkSoM meM saMvega ho sakate haiN| mahAvIra ke bAda jagadIzacaMdra basu taka bAta hI bhUla gaI thii| phira jagadIzacaMdra basu ne thor3I bAta uThAI ki vRkSoM meM jIvana lekina basu bhI dhIre-dhIre vismRta ho ge| vijJAna se yaha bAta hI 2010_03 chaha pathika aura chaha lezyAeM kho gii| isakI carcA hI baMda ho gii| abhI amarIkA meM phira punaH eka nayA udabhava huA, Akasmika huaa| duniyA kI bahuta-sI khojeM Akasmika huI haiN| jo vaijJAnika kAma kara rahA thA vaha kisI aura dRSTi se kAma kara rahA thaa| lekina khoja meM usako yaha anubhava huA ki vRkSoM meM kucha saMvedanAeM mAlUma hotI haiN| to usane vRkSoM meM mahIna tAra jor3e aura yaMtra banAe dekhane ke lie, ki vRkSa bhI kucha anubhava karate haiM ? to 'tuma agara vRkSa ke pAsa jAo kulhAr3I lekara, to tumheM kulhAr3I lekara AtA dekhakara vRkSa kaMpa jAtA hai| agara tuma mArane ke vicAra se jA rahe ho, vRkSa ko kATane ke vicAra se jA rahe ho to bahuta bhayabhIta ho jAtA hai| aba to yaMtra haiM, jo tAra se khabara de dete haiN| nIce grApha bana jAtA hai, ki vRkSa kaMpa rahA hai, ghabar3A rahA hai, bahuta becaina hai, tuma kulhAr3I lekara A rahe ho| lekina agara tuma kulhAr3I lekara jA rahe ho, aura kATane kA irAdA nahIM hai, sirpha gujara rahe ho vahAM se to vRkSa bilakula nahIM kaMpatA / vRkSa ke bhItara koI parezAnI nahIM hotI / yaha to bar3I hairAnI kI bAta hai| isakA matalaba yaha huA ki tumhAre bhItara jo kATane kA bhAva hai, vaha vRkSa ko saMvAdita ho jAtA hai| phira jisa AdamI ne vRkSa kATe haiM pahale, vaha binA kulhAr3I ke bhI nikalatA hai to vRkSa kaMpa jAtA hai| kyoMki usakI duSTatA jAhira hai| usakI duzmanI jAhira hai / lekina jisa AdamI ne kabhI vRkSa nahIM kATe haiM, pAnI diyA hai paudhoM ko, jaba vaha pAsa se AtA hai to vRkSa praphullatA se bhara jAtA hai| usake bhI grApha bana jAte haiM ki kaba vaha praphulla hai, kaba vaha parezAna hai| aura vaijJAnika adabhuta Azcaryajanaka niSkarSoM para pahuMce haiM ki eka vRkSa ko kATo to sAre vRkSa bagIce ke kaMpa jAte haiM, pIr3ita ho jAte haiM / aura eka vRkSa ko pAnI do to bAkI vRkSa bhI prasanna ho jAte haiM-- jaise eka samudAya hai| isase bhI gaharI bAta jo patA calI hai, vaha yaha ki eka vRkSa ke pAsa baiThakara tuma eka kabUtara ko maror3akara mAra DAlo, to vRkSa kaMpa jAtA hai| jaise kabUtaroM se bhI bar3A jor3a hai, saMbaMdha hai| jaise sArI cIjeM jur3I haiM, saMyukta haiN| honA bhI aisA hI cAhie, kyoMki hama eka hI astitva kI 427

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 taraMgeM haiN| sAgara to eka hai, hama usakI hI lahareM haiN| eka lahara para jAkara khar3e ho gae aura kahA ki bhojana do, to jabardastI hai| vRkSa bana gaI, eka lahara pazu bana gaI, eka lahara manuSya bana gaI, na denA ho use to? iMkAra kare to beijjatI hotI hai, apamAna lekina hama saba bhItara jur3e haiN| hama saba jIvana ke hI aMga haiN| hotA hai| bemana se de to lene kA majA hI calA gyaa| to mahAvIra kahate haiM, chaThavAM kahatA hai, baitthe| vaha zveta lezyA to mahAvIra ne bar3A anUThA prayoga kiyaa| sirpha mahAvIra ne ko upalabdha vyakti hai| usake bhItara caMdramA kI cAMdanI phaila gaI kiyA pRthvI pr| do-do mahIne, mahIne-mahInebhara ke upavAsa ke hai| vaha hoza se bharA vyakti hai| vaha kahatA hai, kATane-pITane kI bAda gAMva meM jAte aura agara na milatA to ve prasannatA se vApasa jarUrata hI nahIM hai| chInane-jhapaTane kI bAta hI galata hai| jahAM lauTa aate| jIvana muphta milA hai, vahAM bhojana na milegA? ___ isameM kucha viSAda bhI na thA, zikAyata bhI na thii| ve kahate. to jIsasa ne kahA hai apane ziSyoM ko, dekho kheta meM lage hue | ThIka hai| Aja bhojana kI jarUrata na hogii| jaba prakRti Aja dene lilI ke phUloM ko; na to ye zrama karate haiM, na ye dukAna karate haiM, na | ko taiyAra nahIM hai to sApha hai ki mere mana kA hI khayAla hogA ki ye bAjAra krte| phira bhI koI anajAna, aparicita inakI saba | bhUkha lagI hai| agara bhUkha lagI hI hotI to kahIM na kahIM, kahIM na jarUrateM pUrI kara jAtA hai| aura dekho to jarA inake sauMdarya ko| kahIM prakRti meM kaMpana hotaa| koI na koI upAya bntaa| samrATa solomana bhI apanI sArI sajAvaTa ke sAtha itanA suMdara na eka daphA unhoMne niyama le liyA ki koI rAjakumArI lohe kI thA, jitane ye kheta ke kinAre lage lilI ke phUla haiN| tuma ina jaise jaMjIroM meM baMdhI...aba rAjakumArI aura lohe kI jaMjIroM meM ho jAo: jIsasa ne apane ziSyoM se khaa| baMdhI!-nimaMtraNa degI; dvAra para koI gAya khar3I, usake sIMga meM mahAvIra to isa taraha jIe haiN| mahAvIra to jaba unheM bhUkha lagatI | gur3a lagA; to svIkAra kruuNgaa| kaI dina Ae aura gae, pUrA to gAMva meM A jaate| kaise yaha pakkA ho ki maiMne mAMgA nahIM? to | nagara parezAna ho gyaa| kyoMki pUrA nagara dekha rahA hai ki unhoMne ve subaha hI jaba dhyAna meM hote taba nirNaya kara lete ki Aja kisI| kucha vrata liyA hai, pUrA nahIM ho rahA hai| hama bhojana bhI nahIM de pA dvAra ke sAmane koI strI apane bacce ko kaMdhe para lie khar3I hogI rahe haiN| loga ro rahe haiM, pIr3ita haiM, parezAna haiN| ve roja Ate haiM, aura yadi nivedana karegI ki Apa hamAre ghara bhojana kara leM. to maiM usI prasannacitta-bhAva se, usI AhlAda se, cakkara lagAkara gAMva bhojana kruuNgaa| koI strI agara kaMdhe para bacce ko lie khar3I | kA vApasa cale jAte haiN| aisA kaI dina huaa| phira eka dina vaha hogI to! eka paira bAhara nikalA hogA dehalI ke, eka paira bhItara ghaTanA bhI ghaTa gii| vaha jo bilakula akalpita mAlUma par3atI hai hogA to! | ki kabhI kaise ghaTegI, vaha bhI ghaTa gii| aisA dhyAna meM taya kara lete, phira ve gAMva meM jaate| agara aisI | eka bailagAr3I meM gur3a ladA jAtA thaa| aura koI gAya pIche se koI yuvatI bacce ko lie hue eka paira dehalI ke bAhara, eka | usa gur3a ko khAne ke lie bar3hI to usake sIMga meM gur3a laga gyaa| khar3I ho aura nivedana kare ki he mhaamni| Apa kahAM jA | vaha gAya vahAM khar3I thI gar3a cbaatii| sIMga meM gar3a lgaa| aura rahe haiM? saubhAgya hmaaraa| hamAre ghara ko dhanya kareM, bhojana grahaNa | | bApa nArAja ho gayA thA to apanI beTI ko usane hathakar3iyAM kara leN| to ve bhojana grahaNa kara lete| agara aisA na hotA to ve | DalavAkara kArAgRha meM baMda kara diyA thaa| sIMkhacoM ke pAra pUre gAMva kA cakkara lagAkara vApasa cale aate| kaI loga rAste | rAjakumArI lohe kI jaMjIroM meM par3I thii| gAya sIMga para gur3a lagAe meM unako kahate bhI, ki bhojana grahaNa kara leM, to bhI ve na krte| khar3I thii| to mahAvIra ne bhojana svIkAra kiyaa| kyoMki jo unhoMne svayaM subaha bAMdha liyA thA niyama, usase | mahAvIra kahate haiM, jaba jarUrata hogI, milegaa| mAMgo mt| anyathA nhiiN| | mAMgakara vyartha dIna mata bno| usa niyama kA artha thA, mahAvIra kahate ki agara prakRti ko isalie zveta lezyA kA ve kaha rahe haiM, chaThaveM ne kahA, cupa bhI denA hogA to vaha niyama pUrA kregii| agara nahIM denA hogA to hama | rho| zAMti se baiTho bhii| vRkSa se phala ttpkeNge| pake phala jhapaTeMge nhiiN| mAMgane meM to jhapaTanA ho jaaegaa| kisI ke daravAje cunakara kyoM na khAe jAeM? 428 2010_03

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NITION chaha pathika aura chaha lezyAeM jo tor3A jAe vaha kaccA hogaa| jo kaccA ho vaha abhI khAne | yadyapi jo chaThaveM taka pahuMca jAtA hai, use sAtaveM taka jAne meM yogya nhiiN| jo apane se gira jAe vahI pakA hogaa| vahI khAne | kaThinAI nahIM hotii| jisane aMdherI rAtoM ke parde uThA die, vaha yogya bhI hogaa| jo apane se mila jAe vahI khAne yogya hai| phira AkhirI jhIne-se pAradarzI sapheda parde ko uThAne meM kyA prakRti de rahI hai hajAra-hajAra DhaMgoM se| agara AdamI jhapaTe na, ar3acana pAegA? vaha kahegA, aba aMdherA bhI haTA diyA, aba to bhI milatA hai| pakSiyoM ko milatA hai, pazuoM ko milatA hai, prakAza bhI haTA dete haiN| aba to hama jo haiM, jaisA hai, use vaisA hI vRkSoM ko milatA hai| dekhA? vRkSa to kahIM jAte-Ate bhI nhiiN| dekha lenA cAhate haiM-nipaTa nagna, usakI sahaja svabhAva kI jar3a jamAe eka hI jagaha khar3e haiN| to bhI kyA kamI hai? kucha avasthA meN| tamase kama hare haiM? kucha tumase kama tAje haiM? kucha tumase kama ina citta kI dazAoM ko hama chipAne kI koziza karate haiN| inheM jIvaMta haiM? khUba hare haiN| khUba jIvaMta haiN| jamIna meM jar3eM rope khar3e miTAne kI koziza kreN| chipAne se pAkhaMDa paidA hotA hai| chipAne haiN| kahIM jAte bhI nhiiN| Ane-jAne kI ciMtA bhI nahIM krte| se kucha chipatA bhI nhiiN| tuma lAkha chipAo, patA cala hI jAtA vahIM AnA par3atA hai paramAtmA ko dene| vahIM prakRti ko lAnA | hai| tumane kabhI isa para khayAla kiyA? isa para nirIkSaNa paDatA hai| vahIM bAdala Akara barasa jAte haiN| vahIM jamIna | kiyA? tama jo-jo chipAte ho. tamheM lagatA ho tamane chipA hajAra-hajAra DhaMgoM se bhojana ko jamA detI hai| vahIM sUraja kI liyA, lekina sabhI ko patA cala jAtA hai| | kiraNeM A jAtI haiN| vahIM havA ke jhoMke prANavAyu le Ate haiN| maiMne sunA, mullA nasaruddIna apanI patnI se kaha rahA thA ki maiM jaba vRkSoM taka ke lie yaha ho rahA hai to AdamI kI azraddhA eka ghaMTe meM vApisa Ane kA prayatna kruuNgaa| yadi na AyA to khUba hai, adabhuta hai| yaha hogA hii| lekina zveta lezyA ke janma zAma taka A jaauuNgaa| aura agara zAma taka bhI na A pAyA to ke bAda hI aisI mahata zraddhA kA janma hotA hai ki saba hotA hai| samajha lenA ki mujhe akasmAta bAhara jAnA par3a gyaa| vaise agara saba hogA hI, isa parama zraddhA se hI AdamI Astika banatA hai| maiM bAhara gayA to caparAsI se ciTThI jarUra bhijavA duuNgaa| mullA aura mahAvIra kahate haiM ki ye chahoM bhI lezyAeM haiM, chaThavIM bhii| | kI patnI ne kahA, caparAsI ko takalIpha mata denA, maiMne ciTThI inake pAra vItarAga kI, arihaMta kI avasthA hai| usa arihaMta kI | tumhArI jeba se nikAla lI hai| avasthA meM to koI pardA nahIM rhaa| zubhra pardA bhI nahIM rhaa| vaha ciTThI to likhakara rakhe hI hue hai! yaha to saba bAtacIta '...ina chahoM pathikoM ke vicAra, vANI tathA karma kamazaH chahoM kara rahe haiN| chipAne ke upAya kara rahe haiN| lezyAoM ke udAharaNa haiN|' ___ hama jo bhItara haiM, usakI eka anivArya udaghoSaNA hotI rahatI chaThavIM lezyA ko abhI lakSya bnaao| zveta lezyA ko lakSya hai| aksara to jise hama chipAte haiM, hamAre chipAne ke kAraNa hI bnaao| cAMdanI meM thor3e Age bddh'o| calo, cAMda kI thor3I yAtrA vaha pragaTa ho jAtA hai| tuma dekho koziza krke| jise tuma kreN| pUrNimA ko bhItara udita hone do| chipAoge, tuma pAoge, dUsaroM ko kucha saMketa milane lge| hiMdU saMskRti kA sArA sAra isa sUtra meM hai : eka pulisavAle ne mullA nasaruddIna ko rokakara kahA-vaha sarve bhavantu sukhinaH sarve santa nirAmayaH | apanI kAra meM kahIM jA rahA hai ki tumhArA lAiseMsa dekheM jarA sarve bhadrANi pazyantu mA kazcid duHkhabhAga bhvet| | mallA ne kahA, bar3I hairAnI kI bAta hai| lekina havaladAra sAhaba. saba sukhI hoM, rogarahita hoM, kalyANa ko prApta hoN| koI dukha maiMne to koI niyama tor3A bhI nhiiN| lAiseMsa dikhAne kI kyA kA bhAgI na ho| jarUrata hai? yaha zveta lezyA meM jInevAle AdamI kI dazA hai| isake pAra usa havaladAra ne kahA, mahAnubhAva! tuma itanI sAvadhAnI se to kahA nahIM jA sktaa| isake pAra to avarNanIya hai, | moTara calA rahe ho ki mujhe zaka ho gyaa| sAvadhAnI se calAte hI anirvacanIya kA loka hai| isake pAra to zabda nahIM jaate| chaThaveM | ve loga haiM, jinake pAsa lAiseMsa nhiiN| taka zabda jAte haiM, isalie chaThaveM taka mahAvIra ne bAta kara dii| tuma jo-jo chipAne kI ceSTA karate ho, kisI bebUjha DhaMga se vaha 1429 ___ 2010_03 .

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 pragaTa hone lagatA hai| tuma krodha chipAnA cAhate ho, tumhAre cAroM | kisakA kyA bigAr3a rahe the? kisI se kucha lenA-denA na thaa| tarapha krodha kI chAyA par3ane lagatI hai| tuma lobha chipAnA cAhate | apanI mauja meM mst| dIvAne DhaMga ke AdamI the| rahane dete isa ho, vaha tumhAre cAroM tarapha usakI chAyA par3ane lagatI hai| tumhAre | dIvAne ko| kauna kisakA kyA bigAr3a rahA thA? kisI kA kucha chipAe kucha bhI chipegA nhiiN|| nakasAna nahIM thaa| lekina jo AdamI isake karIba AyA use lAkha baiThe koI chupa-chupa ke kamIMgAhoM meM becainI huii| khUna khuda detA hai jallAdoM ke maskana kA surAga tumane kahAnI sunI? akabara ne apane darabAriyoM se kahA, yaha sAjizeM lAkha ur3hAtI raheM julamata kI nakAba lakIra maiM khIMca detA huuN| ise binA chue choTA kara do| ve nahIM lekara hara bUMda nikalatI hai hathelI pe cirAga kucha kara paae| bIrabala uThA, usane eka bar3I lakIra usake pAsa tuma kisI kI hatyA karo, lAkha chipAne kI koziza karo, | khIMca dii| vaha lakIra choTI huI binA chue| eka-eka bUMda cirAga lekara tumhArI khabara dene lagatI hai| tuma | mahAvIra yA baddha ke pAsa jaba tama khar3e hote ho, acAnaka tama | corI karo, tuma lAkha chipAne kI koziza karo, tumhArI AMkheM, | choTe ho ge| bar3I lakIra khiMca gii| tuma nArAja hote ho| tamhAre hAtha-paira, tamhArA uThanA-baiThanA, saba tumhAre cora hone kI | tumhArI nArAjagI tumhAre isa dInabhAva se mane khabara dene lagate haiN| vaha to tuma aMdhoM ke bIca rahate ho, isalie | mujhe choTA kiyaa| kucha kiyA nahIM kisI ne| tumheM chuA bhI zAyada logoM ko patA nahIM cltaa| kyoMki ve khuda, khuda ko | nhiiN| lekina aba mahAvIra bhI kyA kareM, unakI bar3I lakIra hai| chipAne meM lage haiM, tumhArI phikra kisako hai? tuma coroM ke bIca | majabUrI hai| tuma pAsa Ate ho, tumhArI choTI lakIra! tuma choTe | rahate ho, isalie tumhArI corI zAyada thor3I-bahata chipa bhI jAtI | mAlama par3ate ho|| hai, patA nahIM cltaa| kahate haiM, UMTa pahAr3oM ke pAsa jAne se Darate haiN| Darate hoM, isIlie loga saMtoM ke pAsa jAne se Darate haiN| isIlie logoM kyoMki taba taka pahAr3a nahIM hotA taba taka ve pahAr3a hote haiN| jaba ne saMtoM kA sadA hI bahiSkAra kiyaa| kabhI unako patthara mAre, pahAr3a ke pAsa jAte haiM, taba patA calatA hai, are| hama aura kacha kabhI jahara pilAyA, kabhI sUlI lagA dii| isake pIche koI bahuta bhI nhiiN| magara UMTa itane nAsamajha nahIM haiM ki pahAr3oM ko sUlI para mahatvapUrNa kAraNa hai| itane loga nArAja kyoM the? jIsasa se laTakA deN| ki pahAr3oM ko jahara pilA deN| magara AdamI bar3A nArAjagI kA kAraNa kyA thA? sIdhA-sAdA AdamI! rahA hogA pAgala hai| thor3A jhkkii| bAkI kisI kA koI nukasAna to kara nahIM rahA hama nArAja rahe sukarAta para, jIsasa para, buddha para, mahAvIra thaa| isake loga pIche kyoM par3a gae? isako mAra DAlane kI pr| hamArI nArAjagI kA kAraNa hai| hamAre aMdhere parde, hamArI itanI kyA AturatA? aMdherI zakaleM, hamAre ghAva bhare hue citta, hamArI bahatI mavAda, kucha ar3acana thii| yaha AdamI eka calatA-phiratA AInA hamArI sar3AMdha, saba unake sAmane Akara khalane lagatI hai| vahAM | thaa| jo AdamI isake sAmane AyA, use apanI zakla dikhAI chipAnA muzkila ho jAtA hai| unake sAmane hama Akara bepardA pdd'ii| nArAjagI AtI hai AIne pr| loga agara AIne meM hone lagate haiN| aura ve hamase kahate haiM, bepardA ho jaao| to eka dekhakara unheM patA cale ki kurUpa haiM to AIne ko tor3a dete haiN| dina aisI ghar3I bhI AegI, jaba saba parde gira jAeMge, taba tuma kyoMki ve kahate haiM, yaha AInA hameM kurUpa banAe de rahA hai| pAoge ki tumhAre bhItara vaha chipA hai, jo sadA kuMArA hai; jo loga jIsasa para nArAja ho ge| kyoMki isa jIsasa kI sadA pavitra hai; jisako rugNa hone kA koI upAya nahIM aura maujUdagI meM jo-jo unhoMne chipAyA thA, vaha udaghoSita hone | jisake azuddha hone kI koI saMbhAvanA nhiiN| lgaa| isa AdamI kI maujUdagI meM chipAnA muzkila thaa| lekina usa taka jAne ke lie, bar3I bImAriyAM hamane pAla rakhI mahAvIra ko logoM ne khUba patthara mAre, khUba parezAna kiyaa| | haiM, unako girAnA hogaa| una bImAriyoM ko hamane bar3e gAMvoM se bhgaayaa| kahIM Tikane na diyaa| kyA ar3acana? mahAvIra | sAja-saMvArakara rakhA hai| bar3A AgaMna chavA, lipA putAkara rakhA 1430 | Jair Education International 2010_03

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- Hawa chaha pathika aura chaha lezyAeM SumimiliaHINDIRAT R AINMENT hai| unake lie hamane bar3I suvidhA juTAkara rakhI hai, kyoMki aba taka jo dAve kie haiM, ve saba chor3a dene hoNge| bImAriyoM ko hamane mitra samajhA hai| | saMsAra ke Upara tumane jo dAve kie haiM, unako chor3a denA mahAvIra kahate haiM, AtmA hI zatru hai apanI, AtmA hI mitr| saMnyAsa hai| saMsAra ko chor3a denA saMnyAsa nahIM hai, saMsAra ke Upara agara zatruoM ko basAne lage apane pAsa-krodha, mAna, lobha, kie gae dAvoM ko chor3a denA saMnyAsa hai| aura ina dAvoM ko mAyA, moha-to AtmA apanI hI zatru ho jAtI hai| mitroM ko chor3akara kucha khotA nhiiN| kyoMki ina dAvoM se kucha milatA basAne lage to mitra ho jAtI hai| | nhiiN| ina dAvoM ko chor3akara hI kucha milatA hai| kyoMki ina dAve mahAvIra kI jo UMcAI hai, vaha tumhArI bhI hai| jIsasa kI jo ke kAraNa hI kucha chipA hai aura DhakA par3A hai| pavitratA hai, vaha tumhArI bhI hai| kRSNa kA jo AnaMda hai, vaha jo tumhArA hai use pAne kI dizA meM bddh'o| aura jo tumhArA nahIM tumhArA bhI hai| lekina tumheM dAvA karanA hogaa| aura isa dAve ke hai, jAno ki tumhArA nahIM hai| na dhana tumhArA hai, na pada tumhArA hai, lie tumheM choTe dAve chor3ane hoNge| tumheM kSudra ke dAve chor3ane hoMge, na pratiSThA tumhArI hai| jo bhI bAhara mila sakatA hai usameM kucha bhI agara virATa kA dAvA karanA hai| tumheM jamIna se AMkheM uThAnI tumhArA nahIM hai| tuma Ae khAlI hAtha, tuma jAoge khAlI haath| hoMgI, agara AkAza ke mAlika bananA hai| tuma isa bAta ko jisa dina samajha loge ki khAlI hAtha AnA, usakI UMcAI ke sanmakha himagiri nagaNya khAlI hAtha jAnA; thor3e dina bIca meM hAtha kA bhara lenA saMsAra se, usakI nIcAI ke sanmukha nIcA pAtAla kucha sAra nahIM rakhatA hai| usI dina tuma usakI talAza meM nikala usakI asImatA ke sanmukha AkAza kSudra par3oge, jo tumhAre bhItara hai janma ke pUrva; aura jo tumhAre bhItara usakI virATatA ke sanmukha ati kSudra kAla hogA mRtyu ke baad| aura jo tumhAre bhItara baha rahA hai abhI bhI, hai AMkha usakI varSA hI karatI bAdala se isa kSaNa bhii| isa kSaNa bhI tuma bhItara mur3o to usI sAgara se hai usakI hI muskAna thirakatI phUloM para milana ho jAtA hai| saMgIta usI kA gUMja rahA hai koyala meM mahAvIra kI vyAkhyA meM ye chaha parde tuma haTA do, ye chaha cakra tuma haiM biMdhe usI ke svapna nukIle sUloM para tor3a do aura tumhArI UrjA sAtaveM cakra meM praviSTa ho jAe to sauMdarya sakala yaha usakA hI pratibiMba rUpa tumhAre bhItara usa kamala kA janma hogA, jo jala meM rahakara bhI hai svarga usI kI suMdaratama kalpanA nIr3a jala ko chUtA nhiiN| hai narka usI kI glAni ghRNA kA geha grAma usa pavitratA ko jo nahIM khojatA, vahI adhArmika hai| usa jaga kI halacala usake hI mana kI bhAva-bhIr3a pavitratA kI jo khoja meM nikalatA hai, vahI dhArmika hai| zabdoM meM vaha aNu meM baMdI hokara bhI hai mukta sadA bahuta mata uljhnaa| usa pavitratA ko kucha loga paramAtmA kahate vaha jala meM rahakara bhI jala se hai bahuta dUra haiM, kaheM, suMdara zabda hai| kucha loga usa pavitratA ko AtmA kahate jalakara bhI jvAlA meM na rAkha banatA hai vaha haiM, kaheM; suMdara zabda hai| kucha loga use AtmA bhI nahIM kahanA pASANoM meM dabakara bhI hotA nahIM cUra cAhate, paramAtmA bhI nahIM kahanA cAhate, zUnya kahate haiM; bar3A vaha virATa, vaha niraMtara zuddha, vaha zAzvata zuddha, vaha sadA suMdara zabda hai| pavitra tumhArA svabhAva hai| lekina haTAo prde| kaho brahma, kaho zUnya, lekina eka bAta smaraNa rakho ki jo vaha aNu meM baMdI hokara bhI hai mukta sadA bAhara hai, vaha tumhArA nahIM hai| jo bhItara hai, jo tuma ho, basa vahI vaha jala meM rahakara bhI jala se hai bahuta dUra kevala tumhArA hai| aura zeSa saba parde girA do| to isa zuddhatama jalakara bhI jvAlA meM na rAkha banatA hai vaha kI pratIti saccidAnaMda se bhara jAtI hai| pASANoM meM dabakara bhI hotA nahIM cUra saccidAnaMda hokara bhI hama bhikhArI bane haiN| eka jhUThA sapanA para usakI ghoSaNA ke pahale, usa para dAvA karane ke pahale tumane dekha rahe haiN| vyartha mAMga rahe haiM use, jo hameM milA hI huA hai| 431 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 khoja rahe haiM use, jo hamAre bhItara hI par3A hai| usakI talAza kara rahe haiN...| tumane kabhI dekhA? kabhI-kabhI ho jAtA hai| AdamI cazmA lagAe cazmA khojane lagatA hai| bhUla hI jAtA hai ki cazmA to AMkha para car3hA hai| bhUla hI jAtA hai ki usI cazme se maiM cazme ko khoja rahA huuN| aise mauke tumheM bhI Ae hoNge| isa jIvana meM kucha aisA hI ghaTA hai| jo hai, bhUla gayA hai| sirpha vismaraNa huA hai, use hamane khoyA nahIM hai| mAtra smaraNa paryApta hai| smaraNa mAtra se use pAyA jA sakatA hai| dharma hai--khoja nahIM, punryoj| pAe hue kI khoja; mile hue kI khoj| jo prApta hai usakI prApti kA upaay| lekina ina chaha paryoM se lar3anA hogaa| kaThina nahIM hai ldd'aaii| kyoMki hamAre hI sahayoga se parde khar3e haiN| sahayoga ke haTate hI girane zurU ho jAte haiN| Aja itanA hii| _432 Jan Education International 2010_03

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thApA prazna-sAra na jAne kidhara Aja merI nAva calI re calI re, calI re, merI nAva calI re koI kahe yahAM calI, koI kahe vahAM calI maiMne kahA piyA ke gAMva calI re momsungwwse Me jaina darzana kahatA hai ki isa Are meM mokSa saMbhava nahIM hai| to phira mokSa yahIM aura abhI hai, isa dhAraNA ko pakar3a lenA kyA AtmavaMcanA nahIM hai? m STATER N MPAN ACC ANCHO kAra REER C. . . DP 2010_03 www jainelibrary.org

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halA prazna: maiM jaba prathama-prathama Apako milI thI hai, behozI aura hoza ke bIca meM laTakA hai| AdamI trizaMka kI taba kucha bhI to patA nahIM thaa| na mAlUma Apane sthiti meM hai| aura AdamI kI sthiti meM se pAra hone ke do hI kahAM se kahAM calA diyA! ekAMta aba prItikara | upAya haiM--yA to gira jAo vApasa behozI meM, jo ki asaMbhava lagatA hai| aba to na kahIM jAnA hai, na aanaa| na kucha honA hai hai| ho jAo paza-pakSI punaH, jo ki asaMbhava hai| kyoMki aura na kucha jAnanA hai| bahuta kucha pAyA, jisake yogya na thii| vikAsa kI kisI bhI sthiti se vApasa nahIM lauTA jA sakatA hai| basa, aba to alavidA aura prnnaam| jo jAna liyA, jAna liyaa| use phira anajAnA nahIM kiyA jA na jAne kidhara Aja merI nAva calI re sktaa| jahAM taka A gae haiM, yaha to ho sakatA hai Age na jAeM, calI re calI re merI nAva calI re lekina pIche nahIM jA skte| aTake raha jA sakate haiN| aura vahI koI kahe yahAM calI, koI kahe vahAM calI aTakAva becainI aura azAMti banatA hai| maiMne kahA piyA ke gAMva calI re aura do hI upAya haiM: yA to pUrI behozI ho, ki yaha bhI na patA cale ki maiM kauna hUM? ki mujhe patA nahIM ki maiM kauna huuN| patA kA sAdhAraNataH kisI ko bhI patA nahIM hai ki kahAM jA rahe haiN| jA | bhI patA na cle| behozI kI bhI yAda na aae| thor3I-sI bhI rahe haiM jruur| gati se jA rahe haiM, zakti se jA rahe haiM, lekina hoza kI kiraNa na ho| spaSTa nahIM hai ki kahAM jA rahe haiN| kahAM se A rahe haiM, isakA bhI aisI AdamI ceSTA karatA hai| zarAba pIkara kabhI ceSTA karatA kucha patA nahIM hai| | hai ki bhUla jAeM sb| vaha ceSTA phira se pazu ho jAne kI ceSTA kahAM se AnA, kahAM se jAnA to dUra kI bAteM haiM, yaha bhI ThIka hai| kabhI dhana kI daur3a meM, kabhI pada kI daur3a meM ve bhI zarAbeM patA nahIM hai ki kauna haiN| kauna hai yaha jo tumhAre bhItara cala rahA, haiM; unameM kabhI AdamI apane ko bhulA lenA cAhatA hai, lekina jI rahA, sukha bhoga rahA, dukha bhoga rahA, ciMtita hotA hai, dhyAna | bhUla nahIM paataa| zarAba kitanI dera sAtha degI? subaha phira karatA hai-kauna chipA hai tumhAre bhItara? smaraNa vApasa lauTa AtA hai--aura bhI pragAr3ha hokara, aura bhI manuSya kI sthiti bar3I vikSipta hai| pazu-pakSiyoM kI sthiti bhI cubhatA huA, aura bhI dhAra lekr| behatara hai| unheM bhI patA nahIM ki kauna haiM, kahAM jA rahe haiN| manuSya | pada kI daur3a, dhana kI daur3a, yaza kI daur3a eka na eka dina TUTatI kI viDaMbanA yaha hai ki use itanA patA hai ki patA nahIM kauna hai! hai| vaha nazA bhI eka dina ukhar3atA hai| eka dina pada para pahuMcakara itanA patA hai ki patA nahIM kahAM jA rahe haiN| patA calatA hai, kahAM pahuMce? cale bahuta, pahuMce kahIM bhI nhiiN| paza-pakSI aise cala rahe haiM, jaise behosh| AdamI hoza meM nahIM dhana jor3akara eka dina patA calatA hai ki jo jor3a liyA, vaha 2010_03

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- jina sUtra bhAga : 2 - bAhara kA bAhara par3A raha jaaegaa| aura hama bhItara to khAlI ke kisalie Ae ho| tamheM bhI sApha nahIM hotA. kyA ghaTegA? khAlI raha ge| yaha jor3a kucha jor3a na huaa| yaha dhana apanA na | tumheM bhI sApha nahIM hotA ki tumheM maiM kahAM le calUMgA? ho bhI nahIM ho sakA to 'dhana' kaise ho sakegA? mauta chIna legI, jo china | sakatA saaph| kyoMki patA to hameM usI kA hotA hai. jo ho jAegA use dhana kyA kahanA? jo china jAegA vaha vipatti ho | cukaa| jo nahIM huA hai usakA tumheM patA nahIM hotaa| sakatI hai, saMpatti nhiiN| sadaguru kA itanA hI artha hai ki jo tumhArA bhaviSya hai vaha eka vikalpa hai ki AdamI lauTa jAe, jo ki ho nahIM sktaa| usakA atIta hai| jo tumheM abhI honA hai, usake lie ho cukaa| jhUThA vikalpa hai| bhrAmaka vikalpa hai| rAstA vahAM se jAtA nahIM, ise samajha lenaa| sadaguru kA basa itanA hI artha hai ki jo sirpha dikhAI par3atA hai| dikhAI par3atA hai kyoMki hama vahAM se tumhArA bhaviSya hai, vaha usakA atIta hai| vaha svayaM to apane hokara Ae haiN| | atIta meM nahIM jA sakatA, lekina tumheM tumhAre bhaviSya kI jhalaka tumheM patA hai jo bIta gayA kala, uskaa| jo bIta gayA parasoM, de sakatA hai| vaha usa rAste se gujara cukA, jisase tumheM abhI uskaa| yadyapi lauTa nahIM sakate vhaaN| jisakA patA hai vahAM lauTa gujaranA hai| vaha ho cukA phUla, tuma abhI bIja ho| bIja ko patA nahIM skte| jAnA to par3egA usa kala meM, jisakA abhI patA nahIM bhI kaise ho sakatA hai? hai| jAnA par3egA bhaviSya meM, anajAna meN| jo jAnA-mAnA hai | ThIka pUchA hai ki 'maiM jaba prathama-prathama Apako milI thI taba atIta, vahAM lauTA nahIM jA sktaa| samaya ko pIche kI tarapha | kucha bhI to patA nahIM thaa|' lauTAyA nahIM jA sktaa| ghar3I ke kAMTe pIche kI tarapha calAe | agara kucha patA hotA to pahalI to bAta, mujhase milanA nahIM jA skte| ghar3I ke calA lo, jIvana ke nahIM calAe jA muzkila ho jaataa| kyoMki jinako patA hai, ve yahAM Ate nhiiN| skte| magara paricaya usase hai, jo bIta gyaa| paricaya usase hai, jinako patA hai, unakA daMbha unheM yahAM na Ane degaa| unakA jJAna jo aba kabhI na hogaa| aura usase koI paricaya nahIM hai, jo hone | hI bAdhA hai| patA hI hotA, taba to ThIka thaa| patA bhI nahIM hai, jA rahA hai| | sirpha bhrAMti hai ki patA hai| gItA par3ha lI hai, karAna par3ha liyA hai, pazatA manuSyatA kA atIta hai, paricita hai| isalie to AdamI | dhammapada par3ha liyA hai, mahAvIra ke vacana kaMThastha kara lie haiN| zarAba pI letA hai| isalie to pada, dhana kI daur3a meM laga jAtA | patA bilakula nahIM hai| mahAvIra ko patA rahA hogA, mahAvIra ke hai| bhalAne ke hajAra upAya khoja letaa| phira zarAba ho, ki | vacana yAda kara lene se tumheM patA nahIM ho jaaegaa| kRSNa ko / saMbhoga ho, ki saMgIta ho, kahIM bhI bhulAne kA upAya AdamI jaba mAlUma rahA hogA, lekina gItA kaMThastha hone se tumheM mAlUma nahIM khojatA hai ki apane hoza kI choTI-sI kiraNa ko DubA dUM; yaha ho jaaegaa| choTA-sA dIyA bhI bajha jAe, gahana aMdhakAra ho jAe, to kama se tamhArA jIvaMta anubhava hogA to hI kama dvaMdva to miTe! aMdherA hI bce| aMdhere kA hI advaita sahI, isalie zAstra jJAna de sakatA hai| aura jJAna bAdhA bana sakatA lekina advaita to ho jaae| eka to bace! do kI duvidhA to na hai| bodha to kevala zAstA se milatA hai, zAstra se nhiiN| zAstA rhe| para yaha ho nahIM paataa| lAkha bujhAo isa kiraNa ko, yaha kA artha hai, jIvita shaastr| jisako huA hai aise kisI AdamI bujhegI nhiiN| | ko khoja lenaa| usake mAdhyama se hI zAstroM kA artha aura to dUsarA upAya hai aura dUsarA hI kevala upAya hai ki pUre | abhiprAya tumhAre lie khulegaa| jAgarUka ho jaao| jaise pUrI behozI meM eka sukha hai kyoMki | aura aisA AdamI khojanA ho to pahalI zarta hai ki apane jJAna akhaMDa rUpa se advaita hai, aMdhere kA hai| vaise hI pUre hoza meM | kI bhrAMti chor3a denaa| guru se milanA ho hI nahIM sakatA, agara mahAAnaMda hai, mahAsukha hai; vaha bhI akhaMDa ekatA kA hai| koI ziSya ko thor3A bhI khayAla ho ki mujhe mAlUma hai| jitanA mAlUma aMdherA na bcaa| bhItara sArA aMdhakAra samApta ho gyaa| hai utanI hI dIvAla rhegii| utanI hI oTa rhegii| ziSya kA artha to jaba tuma mere pAsa Ate ho to tumheM bhI sApha nahIM hotA hI hai isa bAta kI ghoSaNA, ki mujhe mAlUma nhiiN| isa bAta kI 1438 2010_03

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- piyA kA gAMva piyA kA gAMva ghoSaNA, ki maiM ajJAnI huuN| hai, thor3A sudhArakara mAMga loge| jo sukha tumheM pahale mile haiM, jaba tuma ajJAnI kisI ke samakSa apane ko svIkAra kara lete | thor3I taramIma, saMzodhana karake mAMga loge| ho to krAMti ke lie tatpara ho gae, taiyAra ho ge| ahaMkAra tumane abhinava ko kaise mAMgoge? jo tumane jAnA hI nahIM, jIyA hI haTAkara rakha diyaa| nahIM, use kaise mAMgoge? prazna pUchA hai taru ne| khatarA thA; kyoMki paMDitoM kA satsaMga isalie jo jAnatA hai, thor3A-sA bhI jAnatA hai, thor3A-sA bhI usane kiyA hai mujhase phle| sAdhu-saMnyAsiyoM ke pAsa gaI hai| samajhatA hai, vaha ar3acana meM par3a jAtA hai| usakI prArthanA kaluSita svAmiyoM ke pravacana sune haiN| khatarA thaa| jJAna usake pAsa thaa| ho jAtI hai| usakI pUjA meM usake jJAna kI chAyA par3a jAtI hai| lekina usane himmata kI aura ajJAnI hone ke lie rAjI huii| | usakI pUjA kI zubhratA usake jJAna kI kAlimA se daba jAtI hai| usI himmata se ghaTanA ghttii| __ to jaba tuma maMdira jAo, pUjA karo, prArthanA karo to kucha Dara thA ki vaha apane jJAna ko pakar3a letii| jo sunA-samajhA mAMganA mt| kyoMki tuma jo mAMgoge, vaha galata hogaa| tuma jo thA use pakar3a letI to mujhase milanA na ho paataa|| mAMgoge vaha galata hI ho sakatA hai| kAza! tumheM ThIka kA hI patA mere pAsa bhI rahakara bahuta haiM, jo mujhase vaMcita raha jaaeNge| hotA to maMdira jAne kI jarUrata hI na hotii| agara jJAna kI jarA bhI dIvAla rahI to maiM yahAM cillAtA rahUMgA, tumheM ThIka kA patA nahIM hai| isalie tumhArI mAMga meM hI bhUla AvAja tuma taka pahuMcegI nhiiN| maiM roja-roja tumheM samajhAtA hogii| tuma vahI mAMgoge, jo tuma pahale mAMgate rahe ho| tuma rahUMgA, tuma roja-roja cUkate rhoge| maiM roja-roja doharAtA rahUMgA phira-phira doharAkara usI rAste se ghUmate rahoge, jisa para tuma aura tuma bahare...aura bahare hote jaaoge| jJAna kAna meM bharA ho | pahale ghUmate rahe ho| tuma kolhU ke baila kI taraha calate rhoge| to kAna sanane meM asamartha ho jAte haiN| jJAna AMkha meM bharA ho to isalie agara thor3I samajha ho to mAMganA mt| jholI phailAkara AMkha dekhane meM asamartha ho jAtI hai| khar3e ho jAnA, mAMganA mt| hRdaya kholakara khar3e ho jAnA, ajJAna ko svIkAra karane meM eka nirdoSatA hai| mAMganA mt| yaha mata kahanA ki yaha de, vaha de| itanA hI kaThina thaa| taru ko patA thaa| bahuta-sI bAteM patA thiiN| aura kahanA : jholI khulI hai| tU degA to hama svIkAra kareMge AnaMda se, bahuta muzkila hotA hai ki jo tumheM patA hai, use haTAkara rakha ahobhAva se| tU nahIM degA to hama samajheMge, yahI terA denA hai| tU denaa| use hI maiM tyAga kahatA huuN| dhana, pada, pratiSThA, inakA jholI khAlI rakhegA to hama samajheMge, yahI hamArI jholI kA bharA tyAga kucha bhI nahIM hai, jJAna kA tyAga hI vAstavika tyAga hai| honA hai| khAlIpana se hI tUne hamArI jholI bharI hai| ta cAhatA hai, kyoMki jJAna se jitanA ahaMkAra bharatA hai, utanA kisI cIja se hama khAlIpana meM jiieN| to hama nAceMge, gunagunAeMge, AnaMdita nahIM bhrtaa| jJAna jaisI akar3a detA hai, rIr3ha ko jaisA sakhta, | hoMge; mAMgeMge nhiiN|| patharIlA kara detA hai, vaisI koI cIja nahIM krtii| ___ dhyAna rakhanA, jisane prArthanA meM mAMgA, usakI prArthanA to kharAba chor3a sakI to pAne kA rAstA bnaa| jhaka sakI to bharane kA hI ho gii| usa mAMgane ke kAraNa prArthanA to prArthanA hI na rhii| upAya huaa| prArthanA meM AdamI apane ko detA hai, mAMgatA nhiiN| pUchA hai : 'na mAlUma Apane kahAM se kahAM calA diyaa| to jo mere pAsa Ae haiM aura jinako khayAla hai ki kucha mila kyoMki jo vaha socakara AyI hogI, usa tarapha to maiM nahIM le jAe; aura jinakI jitanI spaSTa dhAraNA hai kucha pAne kI, utanI gyaa| kyoMki tama jo socakara Ate ho, vaha to galata hI hai| hI ar3acana hai| to bAra-bAra unake mana meM yahI apekSA gUMjatI 'tuma' socakara Ate ho, tumhArA socanA tumhAre atIta kA hI rahatI hai-abhI taka milA nahIM, abhI taka milA nhiiN| aura jo pratiphalana hotA hai| anyathA ho bhI nahIM sktaa| tuma jo mila rahA hai, vaha unheM dikhAI nahIM pdd'taa| kyoMki unakI AMkha socakara Ate ho, vaha tumhArI atIta kI hI kucha punarAvRtti hotA | meM unakI mAMga bharI hai| ve apanI hI mAMga ko doharAe cale jA rahe || hai| jo tumane jAnA hai, usI ko to maaNgoge| jo tumane pahale jAnA haiN| mAMga aMdhA kara detI hai| 1439 2010_03

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440 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 taru ne kucha mAMgA nahIM / jo use maiMne kahA, usane kiyA hai| kahA, gItA par3ha to gItA pddh'ii| kahA, upaniSada par3ha to upaniSada pddh'aa| kahA, cala jina sUtra par3ha to jina sUtra pddh'e| kahA, dhammapada par3ha to dhammapada pddh'aa| kahA, bhajana gA bhajana gaae| jo use kahA, usane kiyA hai| mAMgA usane kucha nahIM / jo karane ko kahA hai, use iMkAra nahIM kiyaa| usane saralatA se mere hAthoM meM apane ko chodd'aa| usake pariNAma hone svAbhAvika haiN| usake mahata pariNAma hote haiN| to yaha saMbhava ho sakA ki jisakA use khayAla bhI nahIM rahA hogA, jo vaha kabhI sapane meM bhI mAMga nahIM sakatI thI, usa tarapha yAtrA zurU huii| jaba tuma apane atIta se kucha bhI doharAnA nahIM cAhate, to abhinava kA padArpaNa hotA hai| paramAtmA sadA nayA hai| satya sadA nayA hai| satya itanA nayA hai ki usakI koI dhAraNA bhI nahIM kI jA sktii| aura eka bAra tumheM satya ke isa nayepana kA anubhava ho jAe to tuma saba mAMga chor3a dete ho| taba eka naI pratIti honI zurU hotI hai ki itanA mila rahA hai aura hama yAcaka bane haiM ! hamane yaha bhUla ho gii| phira tuma jo mAMgate ho, agara mila jAe to bhI dhanyavAda paidA nahIM hotaa| kyoMki jo tumane mAMgA hai, tuma socate ho, tumane arjita kiyaa| loga mAMgane meM bhI agara kaI dina taka mAMgate raheM to dhIre-dhIre adhikArI ho jAte haiN| ve socane lagate haiM, hamane itanI prArthanA kI isalie milaa| prArthanA kI isalie ! bhikhamaMgA bhI jaba sar3aka para AdhA ghaMTe mAMgatA rahatA hai aura tuma dete ho to dhanyavAda thor3e hI detA hai ! vaha jAnatA hai ki AdhA ghaMTe cIkhe - cillAe, zrama kiyaa| aura agara tuma roja-roja dene go to dhanyavAda denA to dUra, agara tuma kisI dina na doge to vaha nArAja hogaa| rathacAilDa ke saMbaMdha meM maiMne sunA hai - yahUdI dhanapati -- eka bhikhamaMge ko vaha roja hara mahIne pahalI tArIkha ko sau DAlara detA thaa| vaha bhikhamaMgA use jaMca gyaa| eka dina bagIce meM usI beMca para Akara baiTha gayA thaa| dayA A gii| koI rathacAilDa ke pAsa kamI na thI / usane kahA ki tU sau DAlara hara mahIne eka tArIkha ko Akara le jAyA kara / vaha bhikhamaMgA isa taraha se usake daphtara meM Ane lagA, jaise loga apanI tanakhvAha lene jAte haiN| agara 2010_03 dasa-pAMca minaTa bhI usako rukanA par3atA to vaha nArAja ho jAtA, cIkha-pukAra macAne lagatA / koI dasa sAla taka aisA calA / eka dina AyA lene to jo klarka use detA thA - aura bhI bhikhamaMgoM ko rathacAilDa bAMTatA thaa| bahuta dhana usane bAMTA -- usane kahA ki isa tArIkha se aba tumheM pacAsa DAlara hI mila skeNge| usane pUchA, kyoM? sadA mujhe sau milate rhe| sAloM se milate rhe| yaha pharka kaisA ! usa klarka ne kahA ki aisA kareM, mAlika kA dhaMdhA bahuta lAbha meM nahIM cala rahA hai| aura unakI lar3akI kI zAdI ho rahI hai| aura usa lar3akI kI zAdI meM bahuta kharca hai| to unhoMne sabhI dAna AdhA kara diyA hai| vaha to ekadama Tebala pITane lgaa| usane kahA bulAo rathacAilDa ko, kahAM hai ! mere paise para apanI lar3akI kI zAdI? eka garIba AdamI kA paisA kATakara lar3akI kI zAdI meM majA, gulacharre ur3AegA? bulAo, kahAM hai! rathacAilDa ne apanI AtmakathA meM likhA hai ki maiM gayA aura mujhe bar3I haMsI aayii| lekina mujhe eka bAta samajha meM AyI ki yahI to maiM paramAtmA ke sAtha karatA rahA huuN| yahI to hama sabane paramAtmA ke sAtha kiyA hai| jo milA hai usakA hama dhanyavAda nahIM dete| usa dasa sAla meM usane kabhI eka dina dhanyavAda na diyaa| lekina pacAsa DAlara kama hue vaha nArAja thA, zikAyata thii| aura AgababUlA ho gyaa| usake pacAsa DAlara kATe jA rahe haiM? agara tumane mAMgA to pahalI to bAta, milegA nahIM / aura zubha hai ki nahIM milatA kyoMki tuma jo bhI mAMgate ho, galata mAMgate ho| tuma sahI mAMga hI nahIM skte| tuma galata ho / galata se galata mAMga hI uTha sakatI hai| nIma meM kevala nIma kI niboriyAM hI laga sakatI haiM, Ama ke susvAdu phaloM ke lagane kI koI saMbhAvanA nahIM hai / jo tumhArI jar3a meM nahIM hai, vaha tumhAre phala meM na ho skegaa| tuma galata ho to tuma jo mAMgoge vaha galata hogaa| to pahalI to bAta - milegA nhiiN| aura zubha hai ki nahIM milatA / paramAtmA kI bar3I anukaMpA hai ki tuma jo mAMgate ho, vaha nahIM miltaa| ise kabhI socanA baiThakara ki tumane jo-jo mAMgA thA agara mila jAtA to kaisI musIbata meM par3ate ! lekina kabhI-kabhI aisA hotA hai ki mila jAtA hai / to jo

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piyA kA gAMva mila jAe to bhI dhanyavAda paidA nahIM hotA, kRtajJatA paidA nahIM AbhA hotI hai| hotI, aura jisa prArthanA kA pariNAma kRtajJatA na ho, vaha prArthanA bhASAkoza meM to donoM zabdoM kA eka hI artha likhA hai, lekina prArthanA nahIM hai| prArthanA kA pahalA svAda bhI kRtajJatA hai aura jIvana ke koza meM bar3A bheda hai| isalie bhASAkoza para bahuta mata aMtima svAda bhI kRtajJatA hai| eka gaharA anugraha kA bhAva! jaanaa| bhASA ko bahuta jAnanevAle loga aksara jIvana se vaMcita to jisa prArthanA ke pIche anugraha kA svAda chUTa jAe, samajha raha jAte haiN| agara tuma bhASAkoza meM dekhoge, DikzanarI meM dekhoge lenA ki prArthanA ThIka thI; pahuMca gaI paramAtmA ke hRdaya tk| pUrI to ekAMta, ekAkI, akelA, sabakA eka hI artha hai| bhASAkoza huI yA nahIM, yaha savAla nahIM hai| agara anugraha kA bhAva paidA kara kI to aMdhera nagarI hai| vahAM to sabhI cIja eka bhAva bika rahI gaI to pUrI ho gii| | hai| 'aMdhera nagarI bebUjha rAjA, Take sera bhAjI, Take sera to jo mere pAsa Ae haiM, agara unakI kucha mAMga hai, to eka to khaajaa|' sabhI eka bhAva bika rahA hai| mAMga bAdhA bnegii| mujhase milana na ho paaegaa| agara mila bhI jIvana kA koza bar3A alaga hai| phAsale bar3e sUkSma haiN| gae, unakI mAMga pUrI bhI ho gaI to kRtajJatA paidA na hogii| mahAvIra ekAMta meM hote haiM; tuma jaba hote ho, akele hote ho| tuma asaMbhava hai| aura agara kRtajJatA paidA na huI to AstikatA paidA | jaba hote ho taba tuma socate hote ho ki dUsare ko kahAM khoja lUM! nahIM hotii| - patnI ko, pati ko, mitra ko, beTe ko, pitA ko, bhAI ko, samAja paramAtmA ko cAhe bhUla jAo, kRtajJatA ko mata bhuulnaa| ko-dUsare ko kaise khoja lUM? saca to yaha hai ki jaba taka kyoMki kRtajJatA kA saMcita jor3a hI paramAtmA hai| jitane tuma dUsarA maujUda hotA hai, taba taka tumheM dUsare kI yAda hI nahIM aatii| anugraha ke bhAva se bharate jAte ho, utanA hI tumhAre paramAtmA kA | dUsare kI yAda hI taba AtI hai, jaba tuma akele hote ho| maMdira nirmita hotA calA jAtA hai| tumhAre akele meM bar3I bhIr3a khar3I hotI hai| bhASAkoza '...na mAlUma Apane kahAM se kahAM calA diyaa| ekAMta aba banAnevAle ko vaha bhIr3a dikhAI nahIM par3atI kyoMki vaha bhIr3a to prItikara lagatA hai|' ekAMta prItikara lage to prArthanA zurU huii| sUkSma hai aura mana kI hai| tuma jAkara pahAr3a para baiTha jaao| tuma hameM ekAMta prItikara kyoM nahIM lagatA? ekAMta ko hama kahate akele na jaaoge| akele dikhAI par3oge, tumhAre bhItara eka haiM, akelApana, lonliines| ekAMta ko hama ekAMta thor3e hI bhIr3a cala rahI hai| kahata haiM! alonanesa thor3e hI kahate haiM! ekAMta ko hama kahate haiM, jaba bAyajIda apane guru ke pAsa pahalI daphA gayA aura usane akelaapn| akelepana meM lagatA hai, dUsare kI kamI hai| dUsarA jAkara caraNoM meM sira jhakAyA aura kahA ki maiM A gayA haM saba honA cAhie thA, aura hai nhiiN| akelepana kA artha hai shikaayt| chor3akara akelA tumhAre caraNoM meN| guru ne kahA, bakavAsa bNd| akelepana kA artha hai ki abhAva anubhava ho rahA hai dUsare kI bhIr3a ko bAhara chor3akara aa| usane lauTakara pIche dikhA ki koI maujUdagI kaa| jaba tuma kahate ho akelApana laga rahA hai, to kyA A to nahIM gayA pIche? koI bhI na thaa| usa masjida meM guru artha huA isakA? isakA artha huA ki dUsarA anupasthita hai, akelA baiThA thaa| usane cAroM tarapha dekhaa| guru ne kahA, usakI anupasthiti khala rahI hai| yahAM-vahAM mata dekh| AMkha baMda kara; vahAM dekh| akelApana nakArAtmaka hai: ekAMta vidhAyaka hai| ghabar3Akara usane AMkha baMda kI, nizcita hI vahAM bhIr3a khar3I ekAMta kA artha hai, apane hone meM AnaMda A rahA hai| akelepana | thii| jisa patnI ko rote chor3a AyA thA, vaha abhI bhI ro rahI kA artha hai, dUsare ke na hone meM dukha mAlUma ho rahA hai| dUsare kI thii| jina baccoM ko vidA kara AyA thA, mAphI mAMga AyA thA anapasthiti cabha rahI hai| ekAMta kA artha hai, apane hone meM rasa ki majhe jAne do, ve aba bhI bisarate khar3e the| jina mitroM se kaha baha rahA hai| AyA thA gAMva ke bAhara Akara ki aba mere pIche mata Ao, jaba akelA AdamI kamare meM baiThA ho to udAsI se ghirA hotA aba mujhe akelA chor3a do, ve sAtha hI cale Ae the| bAhara se to hai| aura jaba ekAMta meM baiThA ho to usake cAroM tarapha AnaMda kI nahIM, bhItara A gae the| bhItara bhIr3a thii| bAyajIda ko dikhA ki 1441 ___ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH 2 guru ne ThIka khaa| bhIr3a to maiM sAtha le AyA hUM aura kahatA hUM, maiM to agara ekAMta meM AnaMda Ane lagA, ekAMta meM sugaMdha Ane akelA AyA hUM! | lagI, ekAMta meM dhUpa jalane lagI, ekAMta meM rasa bahane lagA to akelA honA to bar3I upalabdhi hai| magara usa akelepana kA zubha lakSaNa hai| usakA artha hai, aba akele meM bhI akelApana artha hotA hai ekaaNt| jaba tumheM akele meM AnaMda Ane lage to | nahIM hai| aba akele meM bhI kucha bharApana hai| aba akelA bhI ekAMta brsaa| akele meM AnaMda kaba AtA hai? akele meM khAlIpana nahIM hai, anupasthiti nahIM hai| balki kisI kI AnaMda tabhI AtA hai, jaba paramAtmA kI thor3I jhalaka milane apragaTa, adRzya upasthiti kA anubhava hone lagA hai| lage; nahIM to nahIM aataa| akele meM AnaMda tabhI AtA hai, jaba 'ekAMta aba prItikara lagatA hai...|' vastutaH tuma akele nahIM hote ho, paramAtmA tumheM ghere hotA hai| dhyAna kaho, prArthanA kaho, tabhI zurU hotI hai jaba ekAMta prasiddha IsAI phakIra strI huii-theresaa| eka dina usane gAMva prItikara lagane lagatA hai| meM ghoSaNA kI ki maiM eka bar3A carca banAne jA rahI huuN| loga haMsane ...aba na kahIM jAnA hai na AnA; na kucha honA hai, na kucha lge| vaha bhikhamaMgI thii| usake pAsa kucha bhI na thaa| logoM ne jAnanA!' aba koI jarUrata bhI nhiiN| jAnA-AnA, pUchA, tere pAsa hai kyA? carca banAegI kaise? carca aise koI jAnanA-honA, saba daur3a hai| saba bAhara le jAtI hai| jaba koI AkAza se nahIM bntaa| aura tU, sunA hai ki socatI hai, duniyA apane bhItara DUbane lage to na kucha jAnane ko bacatA, na kucha hone kA sabase suMdara carca bana jAe! koI khajAnA mila gayA hai tujhe? | ko bctaa| saba daur3a gii| AdamI ghara lauTa aayaa| vizrAma kA usane khIse se do paise nikAle aura usane kahA ki ye mere pAsa kSaNa aayaa| virAma aayaa| ne lge| unhoMne kahA ki hameM zaka to sadA se thA isa virAma kI hameM koI anabhati nahIM hai. isalie khatarA bhI ki tU pAgala hai| do paise meM carca? usane kahA, ye do paise, maiM hai| khatarA yaha hai ki mana socane lage, kyA kara rahe ho aura + iishvr| usako kyoM bhUle jAte ho? vaha jo mujhe cAroM baiThe-baiThe? kucha to kro| mana kI purAnI AdateM prabala haiN| tarapha se gherA hai, use bhI jor3a meM rkho| akele do paise aura saMskAra gahana haiN| vaha phira udher3a-buna paidA kara sakatA hai| theresA se to carca nahIM bana sakatA, yaha saca hai| lekina theresA, isalie sAvadhAna rhnaa| do paise aura + Izvara; carca banegA yA nahIM, yaha kho| pAgala maiM | virAma to svIkAra kara lenA, vizrAma to karanA, lekina hUM, yA pAgala tuma ho? vizrAMti ko asAvadhAnI mata banane denaa| agara vizrAMti meM lekina una logoM kI bAta bhI ThIka thii| unakA gaNita | | asAvadhAnI A jAe to mana ke khela bar3e prAcIna haiN| mana phira sApha-sutharA thaa| unheM to do paise, aura garIba aurata theresA | kucha khela nikAla le sakatA hai| kyoMki mana sadA vyasta rahanA dikhAI par3a rahI thii| vaha jo paramAtmA use ghere thA, vaha to kevala | cAhatA hai| mana cAhatA hai, kucha karate raho, kucha hote raho, kucha | use hI dikhAI par3a rahA thaa| carca bnaa| aura kahate haiM, duniyA kA pAte rho| mana to bhikhArI kA pAtra hai, jo kabhI bharatA nhiiN| kucha suMdaratama carca bnaa| usa jagaha, jahAM theresA ne ve do paise logoM | na kucha DAlate raho...DAlate raho, pAtra khAlI kA khAlI rahatA ko dikhAe the, vaha carca pramANa kI taraha khar3A hai ki agara | hai| mana to yAcaka hai| paramAtmA kA sAtha ho to tuma akele nahIM ho| aura jaba kahIM nahIM jAnA, kucha bhI nahIM honA, zAMta baiThe haiM to akele hokara akele nahIM ho, agara paramAtmA kA sAtha ho| mana bar3A becaina hogaa| sAvadhAnI rkhnaa| nahIM to mana bane hae agara paramAtmA kA sAtha na ho to tuma bhIr3a meM bhI akele ho| | ekAMta ko khaMDita kara sakatA hai| jarA-sI havA kI lahara zAMta mitra haiM, priyajana haiM, saMbaMdhI haiM, sage haiN| kabhI khayAla kiyA, | jhIla ko phira laharoM se bhara detI hai| jarA-sA jhoMkA dIye kI lekina kahIM akelApana miTatA hai? kaMdhe se kaMdhe lage haiN| bhIr3a | jyoti ko phira kaMpA jAtA hai| mana kA jarA-sA jhoMkA aba yaha meM, jamAta meM khaDe ho. lekina akele ho| AdamI bhIDa meM bhI ho | khataranAka ho sakatA hai| to akelA hai| bhakta akelA bhI ho to akelA nahIM hai| isalie mahAvIra ne kahA hai, ki jaba dhyAna bhI sadha jAe, yahAM 14421 | JainEducation International 2010_03

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piyA kA gAMva taka ki zukla dhyAna kI bhI jarUrata na raha jAe to bhI bAraha | koI kahe yahAM calI, koI kahe vahAM calI bhAvanAoM ko karate rhnaa| mahAvIra kaha rahe haiM, jaba samAdhi bhI maiMne kahA piyA ke gAMva calI re' upalabdha ho jAe to bhI jaldI mata karanA kyoMki mana ke dhokhe dUsaroM ko to dikhAI bhI nahIM pdd'taa| isalie koI kahatA hai, bar3e purAne haiN| kahAM chipA baiThA ho| kahAM acetana kI kisI garta yahAM calI, koI kahatA hai, vahAM clii| koI kahatA hai pAgala ho | meM, guhA meM baiThA ho| kahAM bhItara koI jagaha banA lI ho aura vahAM gaI hai tru| koI kahatA hai dimAga phira gayA, dIvAnI ho gii| se dhIre-dhIre phira upadrava kI zuruAta kara de| phira vahAM se koI kahatA hai pahale bar3I buddhimAna thI; buddhi gNvaaii| pahale bar3I aMkurita ho jaae| samajhadAra thI, saba samajha-bUjha khoii| lokalAja gNvaaii| tumane dekhA? ghAsa-pAta hama ukhAr3akara pheMka dete haiM, maidAna to koI to kucha kahegA, koI kucha khegaa| usa samaya bhItara sApha ho jAtA hai| lagatA hai, saba ThIka ho gyaa| itanI jaldI yaha yAda rakhanA hI--'maiMne kahA piyA ke gAMva calI re|' kyoMki mata soca lenaa| bIja par3e hoMge pichale varSa ke| varSA AegI, usa piyA ko agara jarA bhI vismaraNa kiyA to logoM kI bAteM phira ghAsa-pAta paidA ho jaaegaa| mAlI kahate haiM ki eka sAla sArthaka mAlUma par3a sakatI haiN| kyoMki loga jo kaha rahe haiM, vaha ghAsa-pAta paidA ho jAe to bAraha sAla ukhAr3ane meM lagate haiN| vahI kaha rahe haiM, jo tumane bhI atIta meM socA hotaa| to loga jo mila jAte haiM bhUmi meM, unakA patA bhI nahIM cltaa| kaha rahe haiM usase milate-julate bhAva kahIM gahana meM tumhAre bhI par3e aura yaha Azcarya kI bAta hai, yahAM agara phUla bone hoM to khAda | haiN| jaba koI kahatA hai kisI ko, ki kyA pAgala ho gae? to do, pAnI do, samhAlo, taba bhI pakkA nahIM ki paidA hoNge| aura usake kahane kA thor3e hI pariNAma hotA hai! agara vaha AdamI ghAsa-pAta ukhAr3o, haTAo, jalAo; phira varSA hotI hai, na ciMtita ho jAtA hai to pariNAma isalie hotA hai ki vaha bhI khAda kI jarUrata, na mAlI kI jarUrata, na sUraja kI jarUrataH socatA hai ki patA nahIM, pAgala ho hI na gayA hoU! ghAsa-pAta phira paidA ho jAtA hai| kala hI mujhe eka patra milaa| eka daMpati saMnyAsa lekara ge| utAra para cIjeM apane Apa ho jAtI haiM, car3hAva para kaThinAI hai| bhole loga haiM, pahAr3a se Ae the| pahAr3a kA bholApana hai| donoM utAra para AdamI daur3atA calA jAtA hai| car3hAva para daur3anA bar3I mastI meM ge| lekina jaba itanI mastI meM gae to gAMva ke muzkila ho jAtA hai| car3hAva meM zrama hai| logoM ne socA ki dimAga kharAba ho gyaa| aura donoM kA to jo bhI UrdhvagAmI yAtrAeM haiM, unameM zrama hai| adhogAmI sAtha-sAtha ho gyaa| riztedAroM ne jabardastI ilAja karavAnA zurU yAtrAoM meM koI zrama nahIM hai| dhyAna ko samhAlo, kara diyaa| kala mujhe patra milA ki hama aspatAla meM par3e haiN| hama samhAla-samhAla chUTa-chUTa jAtA hai| kAma ko dabAo, haTAo, haMsate haiM to loga kahate haiM, zAMta raho, haMso mt| haMsane kI bAta miTAo, miTAte-miTAte bhI ubhara AtA hai| ghAsa-pAta kI taraha kyA hai? iMjekzana lagAe jA rahe haiM, TrenkvilAijara die jA rahe hai| krodha ko miTAo. miTate-miTate bhI kaba ubhara par3egA kucha haiN| hama kahate haiM, hameM to vaisI hI nIMda mastI kI A rahI hai| hama pakkA patA nhiiN| karuNA ko sAdho, sAdhate-sAdhate bhI kaba hAtha to prasanna haiM, hama nAca-gA rahe haiM, hama kucha pAgala nahIM haiN| se chUTa jAegI kucha patA nhiiN| lekina gAMva meM koI mAnane ko taiyAra nahIM hai| jitanA hama isase yaha natIjA lenA ki jo cIja binA samhAle samhala jAtI | samajhAte haiM ki hama pAgala nahIM haiM to ve kahate haiM, aisA to sabhI ho, usase jarA sAvadhAna rhnaa| vaha ghAsa-pAta hone kA Dara hai| pAgala kahate haiN| koI pAgala kabhI mAnatA hai? tuma cupa rho| jo samhAla-samhAlakara chUTa-chUTa jAtI ho, usake lie parI| hama jAnate haiN| ceSTA karanA kyoMki vahIM khajAnA chipA hai| vahIM svarNa-bhaMDAra to unhoMne pUchA hai, ki aba to hameM bhI zaka hone lagA, kahIM hai| vahIM jIvana kI UrdhvayAtrA hai, urdhvagamana hai, tIrthayAtrA hai| yahI loga ThIka na hoN| to aba karanA kyA hai? 'na jAne kidhara Aja merI nAva calI re hamArA bhI atIta inhIM tarkoM meM jIyA hai| hamAre bhI dekhane ke calI re calI re nAva calI re DhaMga janmoM-janmoM taka aise hI rahe haiN| to jaba koI kahane lagA 443 2010_03

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jina sutra bhAga 2 vana yahAM calI, koI kahane lagA vahAM calI, to bhItara yAda rakhanA nahIM sakatA bhrama se| bahuta muzkila ho jAtA hai ki piyA ke gAMva calI hai| kyoMki isa | isalie to hamane brahma kI paribhASA meM aMtima bAta kahI piyA se to mulAkAta bar3I naI hai| aura ye jo loga kaha rahe haiM hai-sccidaanNd| AnaMda AkhirI bAta hai| sata, cita, yahAM calI, vahAM calI, inase bar3e purAne saMbaMdha haiN| inakI bhASA to | AnaMda-AkhirI bAta hai| jahAM se tumheM AnaMda mila rahA ho, jAnI-mAnI hai, isa piyA kI bhASA to jAnI-mAnI nahIM hai| phira duniyA kucha bhI kahe, tuma phikra mata krnaa| tuma apane yaha piyA kA gAMva hai bhI yA nahIM? jisako dikhAI par3ane AnaMda ko hI kasauTI mAnanA, to hI pahuMca pAoge piyA ke gAMva lagatA hai, usako bhI zaka AtA hai| jinako nahIM dikhAI par3atA | tk| nahIM to bIca meM hajAra bAdhAeM haiN| sArI duniyA tumheM isa unakA zaka to bilakula svAbhAvika hai| jisako piyA kA gAMva | tarapha khiiNcegii| sApha-sApha dikhAI par3ane lagatA hai, usake maMdira ke kalaza dhUpa aura sArI duniyA kA isa tarapha khIMcanA bhI akAraNa nahIM hai| meM camakate dikhAI par3ane lagate haiM, usako bhI zaka hotA hai ki jaba kisI eka vyakti ko piyA kA gAMva dikhAI par3atA hai to vaha kahIM maiM kalpanA to nahIM kara rahA? kyoMki ve kalaza dUsaroM ko | bAkI sAre lAgoM ke lie ciMtA kA kAraNa ho jAtA hai| agara vaha dikhAe nahIM jA skte| yaha kaThinAI hai| sahI hai to hama saba galata haiN| jo kahatA hai, mujhe paramAtmA ke pati ko dikhAI par3e to apanI patnI ko bhI nahIM dikhalA | darzana hue, agara vaha sahI hai to bAkI ina cAra araba logoM kA sktaa| patnI kahatI hai, agara ve kalaza haiM aura piyA kA gAMva hai | kyA? agara buddha sahI haiM to ina cAra araba buddhaoM kA kyA? to hameM bhI to dikhAI pdd'e| pAMca paMcoM ko dikhAI par3e to satya hai| ye galata hoMge hii| buddhaoM ko yaha bAta jaMcatI nhiiN| yaha pasaMda tumako dikhAI par3ane se kyA hotA hai ? tuma koI kalpanA ke jAla | nahIM pdd'tii| kauna apane ko buddha mAnanA cAhatA hai ? ye cAra meM par3a gae ho| tumheM kucha buddhi-bhrama huA hai| tumhArI buddhi, araba bhIr3a kI taraha ikaTThe ho jAte haiN| ye kahate haiM buddha ko kucha tumhArA viveka, tumhAre tarkanA kI kSamatA kSINa huii| tuma kisa | bhrama huA hogaa| sammohana meM par3a gae ho? jo kisI ko nahIM dikhAI par3atA vaha | isalie to jIsasa ko sUlI laga jAtI hai| sukarAta ko jahara tumheM dikhAI par3a rahA hai? pilA dete haiN| buddha aura mahAvIra ko patthara mAre jAte haiN| yaha to jisa vyakti ko piyA kA gAMva dikhAI bhI par3atA hai, vaha bhI akAraNa nahIM hai, isake pIche bar3A gaharA kAraNa hai| kAraNa yaha hai isa jagata meM bar3A akelA ho jAtA hai| aura yaha jagata to bar3A | ki agara tuma sahI ho, to hama galata haiN| aura yaha bAta mAnanA lokatAMtrika hai| yahAM to satya kA nirNaya bhIr3a se hotA hai| yahAM ki hama galata haiM...aura hama jyAdA haiM, tuma akele ho| tuma to kitane loga mAnate haiM isase taya hotA hai ki satya hai yA nahIM! kabhI-kabhI hote ho| tuma apavAda-rUpa ho, hama niyama haiN| moge, jisa dina tumheM piyA kA gAMva dikhaaii| isalie manovaijJAnika to pAgaloM ko, buddhoM ko, eka hI gaNanA par3anA zurU hogaa| usa dina tuma itane akele ho jAoge ki tumheM meM ginate haiN| donoM ko ebanArmala kahate haiN| donoM sAmAnya nahIM haiM, khuda hI saMdeha paidA honA zurU hogA ki patA nahIM, kahIM koI bhrAMti | kucha gar3abar3a haiN| pAgala ko bhI ebanArmala kahate haiM, buddha ko bhI, to nahIM ho rahI hai? maiM kisI bhrama kA zikAra to nahIM hai? usa | mahAvIra ko bhI. kaSNa ko bhii| sAmAnya nahIM haiN| kucha cUke, vakta yAda rakhanA, bar3A zrama mAMgatA hai, bar3I zraddhA mAMgatA hai| idhara-udhara haiN| niyama nahIM haiM, apavAda haiN| ise smaraNa rkhnaa| ise mana meM niraMtara doharAte rhnaa| isakI agara manovaijJAnikoM kA basa cale to ve buddhoM ko bhI cikitsA bahuta phikara mata karanA ki loga kyA kahate haiN| eka hI kasauTI | karake ThIka kara denA caaheNge| aisA ho rahA hai| pazcima ke hai-agara tumheM AnaMda mila rahA ho to tuma phikara hI mata karanA pAgalakhAnoM meM aise kucha loga Aja baMda haiM, jo atIta ke dinoM meM ki bhrama hai ki satya! kyoMki AnaMda lakSya hai| maiM tumase yaha buddha ho gae hote| jinako bar3A sammAna milatA; kabIra aura kahanA cAhatA hUM ki agara bhrama se bhI AnaMda mila rahA ho to tuma dAdU aura nAnaka ho gae hote, ve Aja pAgalakhAnoM meM baMda haiN| vaha satya ko pheMka denA kUr3Aghara meM, kacare meN| kyoMki AnaMda mila hI | to buddha-mahAvIra ne bar3A acchA kiyA, jaldI nikala ge| Aja 1444 Jair Education International 2010_03

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bar3I kaThinAI meM par3ate / sugamatA se nikala ge| 1 pazcima meM to abhI bhI kitAbeM likhI jAtI haiM, jinameM siddha kiyA jAtA hai ki jIsasa kA dimAga kharAba thA -- nyUroTika aura agara tuma manovaijJAnika kI bAta par3ho to bAta samajha meM tumheM bhI aaegii| kyoMki yaha AdamI AkAza kI tarapha dekhatA hai aura kahatA hai, he pitA ! -- kauna pitA ? isase pUcho ki kauna pitA? kahAM hai? to yaha AkAza kI tarapha hAtha batAtA hai| kisI ko nahIM dikhAI pdd'te| tuma saba sira uThAo, kisI ko koI pitA nahIM dikhAI pdd'te| to isa eka AdamI kI AMkha para bharosA kareM? hama sabakI AMkhoM para saMdeha kareM? aura agara hama yaha mAna leM ki yaha ThIka hai to hama galata haiN| to phira hama ThIka hone ke lie kyA kareM? kyA upAya kareM? usase bar3I becainI paidA hogii| usase bar3I ghabar3AhaTa paidA hogii| agara buddha mApadaMDa haiM, mahAvIra mApadaMDa haiM to hama ebanArmala haiN| to hama ThIka-ThIka mApadaMDa para, kasauTI para nahIM utara rahe haiN| to hamAre jIvana meM vaise hI to ciMtA bahuta hai, aura ciMtA bar3ha jaaegii| aura itane logoM ko kaise svastha kariyegA ? isase jyAdA sugama aura sIdhI bAta mAlUma yaha par3atI hai ki yaha eka AdamI kucha vikRta ho gayA hai| yaha kucha asAmAnya hai| agara loga bhale hote haiM to ise svIkAra kara lete haiM ki ThIka hai, tuma bhI raho, koI harjA nahIM / agara loga aura bhI bhale hue to kahate haiM, tuma avatAra ho, tIrthaMkara ho; hama tumhArI pUjA kareMge, magara gar3abar3a mata kro| hama mAne lete haiM ki tuma bhagavAna ho / sadA-sadA tumhArI yAda rakheMge, lekina dakhalaMdAjI nahIM / tuma baiTho maMdira kI isa vedI pr| hama pUjA kara jAeMge, pATha kara jAeMge, lekina bAjAra meM mata aao| hamAre jIvana ko nAhaka asta-vyasta mata kro| hama sAdhAraNajana haiM, tuma avatArI puruSa ho| kahAM tuma kahAM hama ! hama to hamIM jaise hoNge| tumhAre jaisA kabhI koI huA hai ? tuma to eka Izvara kA avataraNa ho isa pRthvI para hama sAdhAraNa manuSyoM ko sAdhAraNatA se jIne do / agara loga bhale hote haiM to aisA karate haiN| agara loga jarA aura teja-tarrAra hote haiM to ve kahate haiM, baMda karo bakavAsa ! tumhArA dimAga kharAba hai| sUlI para laTakA deMge, jahara pilA deNge| tuma pAgala ho / 2010_03 piyA kA gAMva lekina buddha yA mahAvIra jaise vyakti kI maujUdagI se becainI paidA hotI hai| aura vaha becainI yaha hai ki do meM se eka hI ThIka ho sakatA hai| yA to hamArI dRSTi ThIka hai yA inakA darzana ThIka hai| aura yaha svAbhAvika mAlUma par3atA hai ki hamArI dRSTi ThIka ho, kyoMki hamArI bhIr3a hai| hama sadiyoM meM bhare par3e haiN| buddha - mahAvIra kabhI-kabhI pucchala tAre kI taraha nikala jAte haiM - Ae, gae ! lekina rAta ke jo sthAyI tAre haiM unakA bharosA kro| ye buddha-mahAvIra to aise haiM ki bijalI camaka gaI / aba bijalI camakane meM baiThakara kitAba par3ha sakate ho ? ki dukAna kA hisAba lagA sakate ho ? ki khAtA-bahI likha sakate ho ? kisa kAma ke haiM? kAma to dIye se hI calAnA par3atA hai| bijalI camakatI hogI, hogI bahuta bar3I; aura bar3I mahimAzAlI hogI, lekina isakA upayoga kyA hai ? to jaba tumhAre jIvana meM kabhI pahalI jhalakeM AnI zurU hoMgI to bar3A khatarA paidA hotA hai| khatarA yaha ki tumhArA atIta bhI kahatA hai bhUla mata jAnA, kalpanA meM mata par3a jaanaa| aura bhI loga kahate haiM-- 'koI kahe yahAM calI, koI kahe vahAM clii|' tumhArA atIta bhI kahegA kahAM jA rahe ho ? kyA kara rahe ho ? samhalo! samhAlo ! 'maiMne kahA piyA ke gAMva calI re' ise satata smaraNa rkhnaa| ise mahAmaMtra banA lenA / kasauTI kyA hai piyA ke gAMva kI ? kasauTI sirpha eka hai ki tumhArA AnaMda bhAva bar3hatA jAe, tumhArI maganatA bar3hatI jAe, tumhArI ekatA bar3hatI jAe, tumhArA mana aura tumhArA hRdaya do na raha jAeM eka ho jAeM; tumhArA vicAra aura tumhArA bhAva ikaTThA ho jAe, tumhAre bhItara nirdvadvatA bar3hatI jaae| hai eka tIra jisameM donoM chide par3e haiM vaha dina gae ki apanA dila jigara se judA thA prema kA eka tIra, jisameM hRdaya aura mana donoM jur3a gae haiN| eka hI tIra donoM ko cheda gayA hai| hai eka tIra jisameM donoM chide par3e haiM vaha dina gae ki apanA dila jigara se judA thA agara tumheM aisA anubhava hotA ho ki yaha piyA ke gAMva ke karIba Ane se tumhAre bhItara ke khaMDa eka dUsare meM girakara akhaMDa bana rahe haiM, Tukar3e-Tukar3e meM baMTA huA vyaktitva akhaMDa bana rahA 445

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- jina sUtra bhAga 2 hai, to tuma phikra mata krnaa| sArI duniyA eka tarapha ho to bhI | zraddhA bar3hatI ho, aura jisase bhI tumheM lagatA ho, jIvana kA ciMtA mata krnaa| | asata haTa rahA hai aura sata bar3ha rahA hai, phira tuma ciMtA mata aura isa akhaMDatA se hI AnaMda kA rasa bahatA hai| jitane tuma krnaa| phira tuma bilakula akele ho to bhI sahI ho| khaMDita, utane dukhii| jitane tuma akhaMDa, utanI hI rasadhAra bahatI aura khayAla rahe, duniyA meM satya bhIr3a ke pAsa nahIM hotA, hai| usa AnaMda kA bharosA krnaa| aura AnaMda bar3hatA jAe, to kabhI-kabhI akele vyaktiyoM ke pAsa hotA hai-kabhI-kabhI! sArI duniyA kahe tuma pAgala ho to svIkAra kara lenA ki hama durbhAgya hai lekina aisA hI hai| kabhI-kabhI koI ekAdha vilakSaNa pAgala haiN| lekina hama AnaMdita haiN| tuma duniyA kA dukha, ciMtA, vyakti satya ko upalabdha hotA hai| bhIr3a to bher3a-cAla calatI aura parezAnI mata cunanA kyoMki duniyA kahatI hai ki vAstavikatA hai| bhIr3a to lakIra kI phakIra hotI hai| bhIr3a to dUsare jahAM jA kucha aura hai| tuma AnaMda ko hI vAstavikatA smjhnaa| rahe haiM vahIM calatI hai|| saccidAnaMda kI paribhASA bhale nhiiN| vedAMta ne khaba zAstra mallA nasaruddIna masjida meM namAja paDhane gayA thaa| jaba vaha likhe saccidAnaMda para, magara kisI ne bhI yaha phikra nahIM kI, ki namAja par3hane baiThA to usakA kurtA, pIche se eka konA uThA huA saccidAnaMda kA maulika artha kyA hogA! ye kevala bhagavAna ke thA, dhotI meM ulajhA hogA to pIche ke AdamI ne kurtA khIMcakara guNa nahIM haiM, yaha sAdhaka kI kasauTI bhI hai| jaise-jaise tumhAre ThIka kara diyaa| mullA ne socA ki zAyada kurtA khIMcanA isa bhItara sata bar3he-sata kA artha hotA hai akhaMDa bno| tumhArI masjida kA rivAja hai| to usane apane sAmanevAle AdamI kA bIiMga tumhArI AtmA bne| jaise-jaise tumhAre bhItara cita bar3he, kurtA khiiNcaa| usa AdamI ne pUchA, kyoM jI! kisalie kurtA tumhArA caitanya bar3he, behozI ghaTe, aura jaise-jaise tumhAre bhItara khIMcate ho? usane kahA, mere pIchevAle se puucho| mujhe kucha patA AnaMda bddh'e...| nhiiN| maiM to samajhA ki yahAM kA rivAja hai| ye paramAtmA ke hI guNa nahIM haiM, ye sAdhaka ke rAste ke lie tuma na mAlUma kitane logoM ke kurte khIMca rahe ho! kyoMki mApadaMDa haiM, kasauTI haiN| jaise sunAra sone ko kasane ke lie eka tumhArA kurtA khIMca diyA gayA hai| tuma socate ho, yahAM kA rivAja patthara rakhatA hai, usa para kasatA rahatA hai| kasakara dekha letA hai, hai| tuma sau meM se ninyAnabe kAma aise kara rahe ho jo ki tuma dekhate sonA hai yA nhiiN| tuma saccidAnaMda ke patthara para kasakara dekhate ho dUsare kara rahe haiN| kisI ne kahA, phalAM philma acchI cala rahI rhnaa| koI bhI anubhava ho! AnaMda detA ho, caitanya bar3hatA ho, | hai-cale! khIca diyA kisI ne kuto| khar3e haiM kyU meM, khIca rahe satya bar3hatA ho, tumhAre jIvana kA astitva majabUta hotA ho, bala haiM dUsaroM kA kurtaa| AtA ho, AtmA saghana hotI ho, tuma jyAdA keMdrita hote ho, phira tuma apanI buddhi se kabhI jIyoge? phaizana aise badalate rahate phikra chor3a denaa| haiN| jIvana ke DhaMga aise badalate rahate haiN| basa cala par3atI hai eka upaniSada ke RSiyoM kI bar3I prasiddha prArthanA hai : baat| koI calA de! usakA satata pracAra karatA rahe, cala par3atI 'asato mA sdgmy| hai| pakar3A de| isIlie to vijJApana kA itanA prabhAva ho gayA tamaso mA jyotirgmy| duniyA meN| pazcima ke vikasita mulkoM meM jo cIja bAjAra meM dasa mRtyormAamRtaM gmy|' sAla bAda AegI, dasa sAla pahale vijJApana zurU ho jAtA hai| asata se sata kA or| vaha jo bhrAmaka hai, pratIti mAtra hai, abhI vaha cIja AyI bhI nahIM bAjAra meN| AegI bhI kabhI, yaha AbhAsa mAtra hai, usase usakI ora-jo bhrAmaka nahIM, pratIti | bhI pakkA nhiiN| dasa sAla bAda kA kyA pakkA hai? lekina dasa nahIM, AbhAsa mAtra nhiiN| aMdhakAra se jyoti kI or| aura sAla pahale bAjAra meM kAma zurU ho jAtA hai, vijJApana zurU ho mRtyu se amRta kI ora le calo, he prabha! jAtA hai| kyoMki pahale bAjAra paidA karanA par3atA hai| to tamhAre bhItara jisase bhI jyoti baDhatI ho. aMdherA kama hotA bAjAra tama kaise paidA karate ho? parAne arthazAstrI kahate the ki | ho; aura jisase bhI mRtyu kA bhaya kama hotA ho aura amRta kI jahAM-jahAM mAMga hotI hai vahAM-vahAM pUrti hotI hai| jaba logoM kI 1446 2010_03

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piyA kA gAMva jarUrata hotI hai to koI na koI pUrti karanevAlA paidA ho jAtA hai| janmatA khUba, maratA khUba, pahuMcatA kahIM nhiiN| dhakkama-dhukke hI aba hAlata badala gii| aba to pahale mAMga paidA kro| mAMga ho khAtA rahatA hai| dhIre-dhIre dhakkA-dhukke kI aisI Adata ho yA na ho isakI phikra hI chodd'o| aba to aisA hai, pUrti hai to mAMga | jAtI hai ki vaha caina se baiTha hI nahIM sakatA akelA, jaba taka paidA kI jA sakatI hai| | bhIr3a meM na par3a jaae| jaba bhIr3a use pIsane lagatI hai saba tarapha amarIkA meM Aja se dasa sAla pahale taka ve kahate the, jisa | se, tabhI usako lagatA hai jIvita hai| AdamI ke pAsa kAra nahIM, vaha bhI koI AdamI hai? aba saba satya kA mArga akele kA mArga hai| vaha ekAMta kA mArga hai| AdamiyoM ke pAsa kAra ho gii| aba kyA karanA? kyoMki kAra bhItara jAnA hai| jo bhI cIja bAhara le jAtI hai, vaha tumheM apane se kI phaikTriyAM cala rahI haiM, unako calanA hI hai| to aba hara dUra le jaaegii| jo bhI tumhAre mana meM kisI vAsanA aura tRSNA ko AdamI ke pAsa kama se kama do kAra honI caahie| aisA tIna paidA karatI hai, vaha tumheM apane ghara se dUra le jaaegii| sAla pahale taka ve kahate the ki jisa AdamI ke ghara meM do kAra ko to zubha hai ki aisA bhAva jage, ki na aba kucha pAnA hai, na kucha rakhane kA gaireja nahIM hai vaha bhI koI AdamI hai! vaha bhI bAta badala honA hai, na kucha jAnanA hai| isI gahana bhAva meM dduubo| DUbakara gaI kyoMki phaikTriyoM ko to calanA hI hai| aba logoM ke pAsa apane hI bhItara jo saba pAne kA pAnA hai, vaha pA liyA jAtA hai| do-do kAreM bhI ho giiN| aba ve kahate haiM cAra kAra kA gaireja honA jo saba jAnane kA jAnanA hai, vaha jAna liyA jAtA hai| jo saba caahie| nae sAla ke vijJApana kaha rahe haiM ki cAra kAra kA gaireja hone kA honA hai vaha ho liyA jAtA hai| honA caahie| cAra kAra nahIM haiM? tuma bhI koI AdamI ho? tIna A jAo ki aba khalvate-gama khalvate-gama hai hoM to becainI mAlUma hogI; cAra honI caahie| aba to dila ke dhar3akane kI bhI AvAja nahIM hai hara AdamI ke pAsa kama se kama do makAna hone cAhie-eka ina paMktiyoM kA artha hai ki aba to kevala dukha kA ekAkIpana zahara meM, eka jaMgala meM, yA pahAr3a para, yA samudra ke kinaare| hai, akelApana hai| aba to dila bhI nahIM dhdd'ktaa| aba A vijJApana jora se karate raho, logoM ke mana pakar3a lie jAte haiN| | jAo! logoM ke mana calane lagate haiN| basa unake dimAga meM doharAte raho yaha nizcita hI kisI pArthiva prema ke lie kahI gaI hoNgii| ki aisA honA caahie| jitanA doharAo, utane hI asatya satya A jAo ki aba khalvate-gama khalvate-gama hai mAlUma hone lagate haiN| jinako tuma satya mAnate ho ve kevala | ki aba to kevala udAsI aura dukha kA akelApana hI bacA doharAe gae asatya haiN| hai| aba to itanA bhI koI sAtha dene ko nahIM hai| apanA dila bhI jaba upaniSada ke RSi kahate haiM, 'asato mA sadagamaya', to ve nahIM dhdd'ktaa| vaha bhI sAthI na rhaa| aisA gahana akelApana ho yaha kaha rahe haiM ki ye satya to jo bAhara se sunAI par3a rahe haiM, bahuta gayA hai| aba dila ke dhar3akane kI bhI AvAja nahIM hai| suna lie| inase to kucha satya milatA nahIM; aba to hameM | lekina jo paramAtmA kI tarapha jA rahA hai, jo piyA ke ghara kI vAstavika satya kI tarapha le clo| ye to doharAe hue jhUTha haiN| tarapha jA rahA hai, usakA ekAkIpana khalvate-gama nahIM hai| usakA kAphI dinoM se doharAe jA rahe haiM, logoM ko bharosA A gayA hai| ekAkIpana bar3A AnaMdamagna, ahobhAva se paripUrNa hai| nAcatA tuma jarA apane jIvana kI vyavasthA aura zailI kA vizleSaNa huA, khilA huA hai, sugaMdhita hai| krnaa| kyoM aise kapar3e pahane hue ho? kyoM eka khAsa mArke kI bhakta bhagavAna ko yaha nahIM kahatA ki maiM bar3A udAsa hUM, bar3A sigareTa pIte ho? kyoM eka khAsa DhaMga se calate-uThate-baiThate dukhI hUM, A jaao| dukha meM bhI kyA bulAnA! bhakta kahatA hai, | ho? vizleSaNa karoge to tuma pAoge, tuma sirpha anukaraNa kara aba dekho kaisA nAca rhaa| dekho kaisA ganaganA rahA hai| dekho | rahe ho| aura jo anukaraNa kara rahA hai, vaha paramAtmA taka kabhI kaise phUla khile haiM, aba to A jAo! kaisA masta hUM! kaisA nahIM phuNctaa| vaha bhIr3a meM dhakke-mukke khUba khAtA hai| tumheM pIkara magana ho rahA hUM! dUra se hI tumheM dekha rahA hUM aura mastI isI dhakkama-dhukkI ko bhAratIyoM ne kahA hai aavaagmn| meM DUbA jA rahA huuN| aba to A jaao| 447 ___ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 bhakta kA ekAkIpana bar3A AnaMdamagna hai| vahAM bhI dila ke prema kI bar3I anUThI duniyA hai| vahAM bhakta dene ko gayA hai| dhar3akane kI AvAja nahIM hai| AnaMda meM DUba jAtI hai dila ke vahAM bhakta apane ko nyochAvara karane ko gayA hai| lekina tuma dhar3akane kI aavaaj| saba AvAjeM AnaMda meM DUba jAtI haiN| prema apane ko de tabhI sakate ho, jaba tuma ho| aura tuma nyochAvara ke sAgara meM saba DUba jAtA hai| tabhI kara sakate ho, jaba tumhAre pAsa kucha ho| tumhAre pAsa sakha dhyAna rakhanA, paramAtmA ko kabhI dukha meM mata bulaanaa| dukha meM ke phala hoM to hI tuma usake caraNoM meM car3hA skoge| vakSoM ke to sabhI bulAte haiM, isIlie to AtA nhiiN| dukha bhI koI maukA phUloM ko tor3akara kaba taka apane ko dhokhA doge? ye phUla hai bulAne kA? dukha meM sabhI yAda karate haiM, rote haiM, bisUrate haiM ki usake caraNoM meM car3he hI hue haiN| unako vRkSa se tor3akara tuma usake A jAo, itanA dukhI ho rahA huuN| lekina dukha koI Ane kI caraNoM se chIna lete ho| car3hAte nahIM, mAra DAlate ho| jiMdA the, ghar3I hI nahIM hai| vasaMta meM bulAnA, sukha meM bulaanaa| aura tuma mAra ddaale| jIvaMta the, havAoM meM nAca rahe the, tumane tor3akara nAca pAoge vaha calA A rahA hai| jaise tuma nAca rahe ho, vaisA hI chIna liyaa| abhI aura khilate, khilanA chIna liyaa| tumane nAcatA vaha bhI calA A rahA hai| | paramAtmA ke caraNoM se haTA liyA aura gae aura kisI maMdira kI sukha meM hI milana hotA hai| tuma jitane sukhI ho jAo utanA murdA patthara kI mUrti para jAkara car3hA aae| khUba dhokhA de rahe ho! milana AsAna ho jaaegaa| paramAtmA bhI dukhiyoM se bacatA hai, kisako dhokhA de rahe ho? khayAla rkhnaa| dukha dUrI hai| kauna kisake dukha meM sAtha khar3A apane AnaMda ke phUla jaba car3hAoge, to hI usake caraNoM para hotA hai? lekina loga dukha meM hI use bulAte haiN| dukha kI car3hate haiN| aura taba kisI maMdira meM jAne kI jarUrata nhiiN| tuma AvAja usa taka nahIM phuNctii| pahuMcanI bhI nahIM cAhie kyoMki jahAM ho, usake caraNa tumheM khojate hue vahIM A jAte haiN| tumhAre dukha kI AvAja beImAna hai| tuma paramAtmA ko thor3e hI bulA rahe hAtha basa phUloM se bhare hoM, usake caraNa tumheM khojate hue nizcita ho! tuma sukha ko bulA rahe ho| tuma kahate ho itanA dukhI huuN| A hI A jAte haiN| jA, to thor3A sukhI ho jaauuN| tumhArI pratIkSA sukha kI hai| jaba tuma sukha meM paramAtmA ko bulAte ho to tuma paramAtmA ko hI dUsarA prazna : jaina darzana kahatA hai ki isa Are meM mokSa saMbhava bulAte ho, kyoMki sukha to A hI gayA hai| jaba koI sukha meM | nahIM hai| bAra-bAra merI samakIta kA vamana yA upazama hone kA prArthanA karatA hai to usakI koI mAMga nahIM hotii| usakI prArthanA | kyA yahI kAraNa to nahIM hai? mokSa yahIM aura abhI hai isa mAMga-mukta hotI hai| kyoMki mAMgane ko kyA hai? jaba dukha meM | dhAraNA ko pakar3a lenA kyA eka AtmavaMcanA nahIM hai? prArthanA karate ho to kSudra mAMgeM uThatI haiN| bhakta to kahatA hai jaina darzana kyA kahatA hai isakA koI mUlya nahIM hai| jina kyA tU jo kahe to dila bhI dUM, jAna bhI , jigara bhI dUM kahate haiM isakA mUlya hai| jaina darzana to paMDitoM ne nirmita kiyaa| go maiM gadAe-izka hUM mujhako na benavAM samajha paMDita to bar3I tarakIbeM khojatA hai| eka tarakIba sadA se paMDita yadyapi maiM prema kA bhikhArI hUM, lekina mujhe kaMgAla mata | kI rhii| vaha sadA yaha kahatA hai ki jo atIta meM saMbhava thA, vaha smjhnaa| bhakta bhagavAna se kahatA hai| mAnA ki tere dvAra para | aba saMbhava nahIM hai| bhIkha mAMgane ke lie khar3A hUM lekina mujhe kaMgAla mata smjhnaa| musalamAna kahate haiM-musalamAna paMDita--ki paigaMbara aba tU jo kahe to dila bhI dUM, jAna bhI dUM, jigara bhI dUM nahIM hoNge| jo mohammada ke lie saMbhava thA, vaha aba kisI aura go maiM gadAe-izka hUM ke lie saMbhava nahIM hai| -prema kA bhikhArI huuN| agara aisA hI hai to paramAtmA bar3A kRpaNa mAlUma hotA hai, bar3A mujhako na benavAM samajha kaMjUsa mAlUma hotA hai| eka mohammada ko paidA karake cuka gayA? -lekina mujhe kaMgAla mata samajha; dene ko AyA huuN| bahuta bAMjha mAlUma hotA hai| aura anyAyI bhI mAlUma hotA hai| 1448 2010_03

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kyoMki kisI kAla meM paidA kiyA aura aba nahIM karatA / yaha bAta vyartha mAlUma hotI hai| isake pIche kAraNa kucha aura hai| musalamAna paMDita nahIM cAhatA ki aba kisI aura ko mohammada svIkAra kare, kisI aura ko paigaMbara svIkAra kre| kyoMki eka hI paigaMbara kAphI asta-vyasta kara gyaa| usI ko samhAla- samhAlakara vyavasthita karane meM itanA samaya laga gayA, taba to usa para kabjA kara paae| taba to usako bAMdhakara, jaMjIroM meM DAlakara masjida meM kaida kara paae| kurAna kI pothI meM baMda kara pAe bAmuzkila / aba phira koI nikala Ae, phira saba gar3abar3a ho jaae| paMDita bar3I muzkila se vyavasthA juTA pAtA hai| IsAI kahate haiM ki jIsasa akele beTe haiM paramAtmA ke / koI dUsarA beTA nahIM - ikalaute beTe ! aura bAkI ye saba loga kyA haiM ? yaha sArA astitva phira kyA hai, agara jIsasa akele beTe haiM? yaha sArA astitva usI se paidA huA hai| vaha bApa sirpha jIsasa kA nahIM ho sakatA, sabhI kA hai| samAnarUpeNa sabhI kA hai| aura jIsasa niraMtara doharAte rahe ki jo merA pitA hai vaha tumhArA bhI pitA hai| lekina IsAI paMDita doharatA hai ki nahIM, ikalaute | beTe / kyoM? kyoMki bAmuzkila vaha iMtajAma jamA pAyA do hajAra sAla meN| do hajAra sAla meM jIsasa ko miTAne meM vaha saphala ho paayaa| lIpa-pota DAlA usane saba / jo bhI krAMti kI saMbhAvanA thI, saba samApta kara dii| do hajAra sAla laga gae isa eka AdamI ke aMgAra ko bujhAne meM yA rAkha se DhAMkane meN| aba phira koI aMgAra ho jAe, phira koI udaghoSaNA kara de, phira jhaMjhaTa paidA ho| yahUdiyoM ne isIlie jIsasa ko mArA ki isa AdamI ne upadrava khar3A kara diyaa| jAgrata puruSa vidrohI hogA hI / jAgrata puruSa aisI bAteM kahegA hI, jo aMdhoM ke samAja ko becaina kreNgii| jAgrata puruSa isa taraha kI jIvana dizA degA hI, jisase bhIr3a-bhar3akkA meM calanevAle | loga bar3I duvidhA meM par3eMge, aba kyA kareM! kyoMki jAgrata puruSa vikalpa detA hai / aura jAgrata puruSa eka | vaikalpika samAja bhI detA hai| vaha kahatA hai, yahI ekamAtra mArga nahIM hai, jisa para tuma cala rahe ho| yaha to koI mArga hI nahIM hai| aura jAgrata puruSa kA bala, usakI cuMbakIya zakti saba cIjoM ko asta-vyasta kara jAtI hai| jahAM-jahAM tumane gharale banA rakhe the, 2010_03 piyA kA gAMva vaha saba girA detA hai| jahAM-jahAM tumane tarakIbeM nikAla rakhI thIM, una saba tarakIboM ke prANa khIMca letA hai| jahAM-jahAM tumane dhokhe banA rakhe the, una saba dhokhoM ko ughAr3akara nagna kara detA hai| vaha tumhArI sArI AtmavaMcanA tor3a detA hai| to IsAI ThIka hI kahate haiM ki AkhirI...! basa aba bahuta ho gyaa| aba aura dubArA nhiiN| jaina kahate haiM, mahAvIra caubIsaveM tIrthaMkara - basa khatama ! aba Age nahIM / yaha roka lene kI pravRtti karIba-karIba duniyA ke sabhI dharmoM meM hai| lekina samaya se mokSa kA kyA saMbaMdha? itanA maiM mAnatA hUM ki kucha samaya hote haiM, taba mokSa thor3A AsAna; aura kucha samaya hote haiM, taba thor3A kaThina / lekina asaMbhava kabhI bhI nhiiN| kucha samaya nizcita hote haiM, jaba mokSa thor3A AsAna hai| hara cIja ke lie yaha sahI hai| varSA meM vRkSoM kA bar3hanA AsAna hai| garmI meM thor3A kaThina ho jAtA hai, lekina asaMbhava nahIM / agara pAnI sIMcane kI vyavasthA kI to garmI meM bhI bddh'eNge| aise hI bddh'eNge| koI bAdhA nahIM hai| manuSya kI jIvana-yAtrA meM bhI aise bahuta-se pala Ate haiM, jaba mokSa AsAna ho jAtA hai| khAsakara una kSaNoM meM, jaba buddha yA mahAvIra jaisA vyakti mokSa ko upalabdha hotA hai, to vaha dvAra kholakara khar3A ho jAtA hai| usa vakta jinakI thor3I bhI himmata hotI hai, sAhasa hotA hai, ve mokSa kI yAtrA para gatimAna ho jAte haiN| agara mahAvIra jaise vyakti kI maujUdagI meM bhI tumhAre bhItara sAhasa paidA nahIM hotA to jaba mahAvIra jaisA vyakti tumheM na milegA, taba tumameM sAhasa paidA hogA isakI AzA karanA kaThina hai| taba tuma dhAre ke sAtha baha sakate ho| mahAvIra eka lahara kI taraha haiN| havA jA rahI hai dUsare kinAre kI tarapha, tuma nAva meM pAla bAMdha do aura chor3a do; patavAra bhI nahIM calAnI pdd'tii| to anukUla samaya hote haiM, pratikUla samaya hote haiM, yaha bAta saca hai| anukUla deza hote haiM, pratikUla deza hote haiN| anukUla umra hotI hai, pratikUla umra hotI hai| suavasara hote haiM, jinakA koI upayoga kara le to jaldI ghaTanA ghaTa jaae| kaThina avasara hote haiN| lekina asaMbhava hai isa Are meM kisI vyakti kA mokSa pAnA, yaha bAta phijUla hai| kyoMki paramAtmA ke lie saba samaya samAna haiN| aura tuma jAnakara cakita hooge, yaha dhAraNA sabhI kAloM meM rahI hai| jIsasa ko yahUdiyoM ne kahA ki tuma pA nahIM 449

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jina sUtra bhAgaH2 lie ho| mahAvIra ko sabhI ne thor3e hI tIrthaMkara svIkAra kara meM kyoM le jAnA? agara samAdhi bAra-bAra cUka jAtI hai to bhUla liyA thaa| bahuta thor3e-se logoM ne svIkAra kiyA thaa| adhika ne khojo| kahIM cUka kara rahe ho, use khojo| kucha rUpAMtaraNa to yahI kahA ki saba bakavAsa hai| buddha ko sabhI ne thor3e hI | kro| mArga khojo, agara bIhar3a meM kho gae ho| svIkAra kiyA thaa| adhika to haMse aura adhika ne kahA ki saba / lekina jo AdamI jaMgala meM kho gayA ho, vaha kahane lage, isa bAtacIta hai, saba kalpanA kA jAla hai, kavitA hai| paMcama kAla meM kahIM mArga milatA hai ? baiTha jaae| to zAyada mArga isa samaya meM bhI ghaTanA ghaTa sakatI hai| isa samaya meM bhI mokSa do vakSoM ke pAra hI ho. jarA-sI jhADI kI oTa meM paDA ho to bhI ko upalabdha vyakti haiN| aisA to kabhI nahIM huA ki mokSa ko cUka jaaegaa| upalabdha vyakti na hoN| kabhI kama, kabhI jyAdA, yaha bAta saca aura isa taraha ke khataranAka tarka svayaMsiddha ho jAte haiN| jaba hai| kabhI hajAroM kI saMkhyA meM bhI eka sAtha, kabhI uMgaliyoM para vaha baiTha jAegA aura calegA nahIM, mArga khojegA nahIM, kahegA ki gine jA skeN| paMcama kAla meM kahIM ho sakatA hai? kaliyuga meM koI mokSa ko Aja uMgaliyoM para gine jA sakeM itane hI vyakti mokSa ko gayA hai? ye bAteM hotI thIM pahale, satayuga meN| aba kahAM? yaha upalabdha haiN| lekina mArga rukA nhiiN| saMkarA bhalA ho, calane meM to aMdhere kA samaya hai| aba kahAM? yaha to bhaTakane kA, pApa kA thor3A durgama bhI ho| yuga hai| aba kahAM? lekina jisane pUchA hai, usake pUchane kA kyA kAraNa hogA? aisA socakara baiTha gayA to phira hogA nhiiN| aura jaba hogA | pUchA hai : 'jaina darzana kahatA hai isa Are meM mokSa saMbhava nahIM hai|' | nahIM to vaha socegA, nizcita hI jo maiM socatA thA, jo maiMne sunA agara mokSa bhI samaya para nirbhara ho to kyA khAka mokSa rhaa| thA ki isa Are meM mokSa nahIM hotA, bilakula ThIka hai| zata mokSa kA matalaba hai svtNtrtaa| agara svataMtratA bhI zartabaMda ho ki pratizata ThIka hai| jaise-jaise vaha yaha socatA jAegA, vaise-vaise kabhI ho sakatI hai aura kabhI nahIM ho sakatI to mokSa bhI baMdhana hI | milanA asaMbhava hotA jaaegaa| yaha to duSTacakra ho jaaegaa| ho gyaa| mokSa kA to artha hI itanA hai ki jaba bhI jo pAnA cAhe, | nahIM, maiM tumase kahatA hUM aisA koI kAla nahIM hai, aisA koI use milegaa| pAnA cAhanevAlA honA caahie| pAne kI adamya | samaya nahIM hai, jaba mokSa saMbhava na ho| hAM, aisA ho sakatA hai cAha honI caahie| kabhI kaThina, kabhI srl| kaThina aura sarala bhI mokSa ke kAraNa 'bAra-bAra merI samakIta kA upazama yA vamana hone kA kyA nahIM, logoM kI manodazAoM ke kaarnn|| yahI to kAraNa nahIM hai?' koI yuga hotA hai, bar3A AtyaMtika rUpa se bhautikavAdI hotA jarA bhI nhiiN| jisane pachA hai vaha kaha rahA hai ki merA dhyAna hai| loga mAnate hI nahIM ki jIvana ke bAda koI jIvana hai| loga bAra-bAra cUka jAtA hai, merI samAdhi bAra-bAra chUTa jAtI hai, mAnate hI nahIM ki AtmA jaisI koI vastu hai| loga mAnate hI nahIM isakA kAraNa yahI to nahIM? to tarakIba khoja rahe ho tuma, ki ki paramAtmA hai| to svabhAvataH kaThina ho jAtA hai| Are meM tarakIba mila jAe, samaya meM tarakIba mila jaae| yaha jaba loga mAnate haiM aura zraddhA kA vAtAvaraNa hotA hai ki AtmA paMcama kAla, kaliyuga, isameM kahIM mokSa huA hai? to tumako hai, paramAtmA hai aura khojanA hai...| tumhAre ghara meM agara tuma mAna rAhata mila gii| tumane kahA, to phira hamArI koI galatI nahIM hai| hI lo ki khajAnA nahIM hai to khoja baMda ho jAtI hai| milane kI hama to dhyAna ThIka hI sAdha rahe the| aba samaya hI pratikUla hai to saMbhAvanA kama ho jAtI hai| khajAnA apane Apa hI nikala Ae hama kyA kara sakate haiM? to bAta alaga; anyathA milegA kaise? kabhI bhUla-cUka se gira nahIM, isa taraha apanA dAyitva samaya para mata chodd'o| kyoMki par3o khajAne para, bAta alaga, anyathA milegA kaise? lekina jo agara samaya para tumane dAyitva chor3a diyA to jo saMbhava thA vaha | mAnatA hai ki khajAnA hai, vaha khojatA hai| mAnyatA se khoja phira nizcita hI asaMbhava ho jaaegaa| agara samAdhi cUka-cUka nikala AtI hai| khoja se saMbhAvanA sugama ho jAtI hai| jAtI hai to kahIM tumhArI bhUla hai| sIdhI-sI bAta ko itane jAla | maiM tumase kahatA hUM, mokSa saMbhava hai| kyoMki mokSa tumhArI 450 2010_03

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piyA kA gAMva AtyaMtika dazA hai| isakA samaya se kucha lenA-denA nhiiN| mokSa hI nahIM; kyoMki dUsare paMDitoM ne unako samajhAyA hai ki isa Are tumhArA hI svabhAva hai, ise ughAr3ane kI jarUrata hai| mokSa tuma meM saMbhava hI nahIM hai| lekara hI Ae ho| thor3e parde par3e haiN| parde haTAne haiN| yaha to bar3A upadrava kA jAla hai| eka AdamI kinAre baiThA hai to isa taraha kI jhUThI bAtoM meM mata pdd'naa| hAlAMki isa taraha aura kahatA hai, yaha nadI athAha hai| isameM koI thAha le hI nahIM kI jhUThI bAteM pakar3ane kA bar3A rasa hai mana ko| kyoMki taba jhaMjhaTa | sktaa| usase tuma pUchoge, tumane lI? miTI, zrama miTA, sAdhanA gii| aba koI jarUrata na rhii| aba | tumane koziza kI? kama se kama tuma DubakI lagAe? vaha tuma jo karanA hai kro| isa Are meM mokSa hotA nhiiN| | kahatA hai, DubakI lagAne se sAra kyA hai? hamase pahale koI baiThA tamhArI samAdhi agara caka rahI hai to tamhArI samAdhi meM bhala | thA, vaha kaha gayA yaha athAha hai| usase pachA thA ki DabakI hai| agara do aura do pAMca ho rahe haiM to phira se gaNita kro| yA | lagAI thI? usake guru usako batA gae the ki DubakI vyartha hai| do aura do tIna hI raha jAte haiM, phira se jodd'o| yaha kahakara mata | maiM tumase kahatA hUM, vahI AdamI hakadAra hai kahane kA jisane baiTha jAo ki hogA nhiiN| | DubakI lagAI ho| aura bar3e maje kI bAta yaha hai, jisane bhI to jinane bhI tumheM aisA samajhAyA hai ki hogA nahIM, ve dharma ke | DubakI lagAI, usane pA hI liyaa| kinAre para baiThanevAle loga duzmana haiN| kyoMki dharma kI isase bar3I duzmanI kyA hogI ki koI | pAne ke zrama se bacanA cAhate haiM, lekina yaha bhI nahIM mAnanA samajhA de ki aba mokSa asaMbhava hai? vaha to tumheM hatAza kara cAhate ki hama kAhila haiM, susta haiM, alAla haiM, tAmasI haiN| samaya degaa| vaha to tumhAre bhItara se AzA kA sArA dIyA bujhA degaa| para doSa TAla dete haiN| samaya hI kharAba hai| isa samaya meM isa nadI vaha to tumase sArI kiraNa chIna legA, utsAha chIna legaa| kI thAha nahIM mila sktii| nadI kI thAha hai to kabhI bhI mila pUchA hai : 'mokSa yahIM aura abhI, isa dhAraNA ko pakar3a lenA | sakatI hai| DubakI lagAnevAlA caahie| kyA eka AtmavaMcanA nahIM hai?' | maiM tumase kahatA hUM, mila sakatA hai; kyoMki milA hai| agara AtmavaMcanA isa dhAraNA ko pakar3anA hai ki mokSa abhI nahIM ho cUka hotI ho to apanI cUka sudhaaro| sktaa| abhI aura yahIM ho sakatA hai, isase to koI hAni | maiM to tumase kahatA hUM, Izvara agara na bhI ho to bhI phikra mata honevAlI nahIM hai| nahIM huA to nahIM huaa| ho gayA to dvAra khule kro| khojo| honA jarUrI nahIM hai khoja ke lie, hai aisI AsthA svarga ke| bhara jarUrI hai| khojo| agara nahIM hogA to patA cala jAegA, agara khajAnA ghara meM dabA par3A hai, maiM kahatA hUM, khojo| agara nahIM hai| lekina usa patA calane meM bhI tumhAre jIvana meM bar3A nahIM milA to bhI kyA khoyA? khojane meM thor3e hAtha-paira majabUta AvirbhAva ho jAegA caitanya kaa| hI ho jAeMge, aura kucha bhI na hogaa| agara mila gayA to milaa| khudA na sahI AdamI kA khvAba sahI lekina tama agara baiThe rahe aura na khojA to par3A bhI rahe khajAnA, koI hasIna najArA to hai najara ke lie to bhI nahIM milegaa| kyA phikra karanI ki Izvara nahIM hai| na shii| calo, AdamI __ maiM tumase kahatA hUM: jIvana ko sadA vidhAyaka dRSTi se dekho, | kA sapanA shii| nakArAtmaka dRSTi se nhiiN| khojakara dekho| mujhe khojakara milA | koI hasIna najArA to hai najara ke lie| hai, isIlie tumheM bhI mila sakatA hai| maiM tumhArA samasAmayika koI suMdara sapanA to sahI! usa suMdara sapane ke sahAre tuma suMdara huuN| tumhAre sAmane baiThA huuN| usI samaya meM, usI jagaha meM, jahAM ho jAoge-cAhe sapanA ho yA na ho| usa suMdara sapane ko tuma ho| | dekhate-dekhate tuma suMdara ho jAoge-cAhe koI khudA ho na ho| jo paMDita tumase kaha rahe haiM ki isa Are meM saMbhava nahIM hai, unase phUloM kI talAza karanevAlA phUloM jaisA ho jAtA hai| kyoMki pUcho, kyA tumane pUrI koziza kara lI? kyA tumane AkhirI hama jo khojate haiM vaise ho jAte haiN| sugaMdha kA khojI sugaMdha se bhara koziza kara lI? to tuma akasara pAoge unhoMne koziza kI jAtA hai| satya kA khojI, satya ho yA na ho, satya ho jAtA hai| 1451 2010_03

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452 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 hama jo khojate haiM vahI ho jAte haiN| tuma kabhI gaura se dekho| dhana khojanevAle AdamI ko tuma gaura se dekho| usakI zakla para vaisI hI bhAvadazA bana jAtI hai jaisI rupayoM para hotI hai-- vaisI hI ghisI-piTI, calI calAI, hajAra hAtha meM gujarI, ghinaunI / kaMjUsa AdamI ke cehare ko dekho| vaisA hI ceharA lagane lagatA hai| jaisA ghisA-pisA rupayA / kaI hAthoM se cala-calakara cikanA ho gayA / tela-sA bahatA mAlUma hotA hai cehare se / kAmI AdamI ko dekho| to usakI AMkhoM meM eka kAmanA kA jvara, eka bukhAra, eka uttApa / paramAtmA ke khojI ko dekho, paramAtmA hai yA nahIM chodd'o| kyoMki binA khoje patA bhI kaise calegA ki hai yA nahIM -- chodd'o| lekina paramAtmA ke khojI ko dekho| paramAtmA na ho, paramAtmA khojI to haiM; unako dekho / paramAtmA ho yA na ho, ve dhIre-dhIre paramAtma-rUpa ho jAte haiN| khudA na sahI AdamI kA khvAba sahI koI hasIna najArA to hai najara ke lie aura kala para mata TAlo kyoMki kala kA koI bharosA nahIM / jo karanA hai Aja kara lo| jo karanA hai abhI kara lo| kyoMki | abhI ke tuma mAlika ho / kala ke tuma mAlika nhiiN| yahI samaya tumheM milA hai| baMdhana cAho to ho sakatA hai| mokSa cAho to ho sakatA hai| aba yaha bar3e maje kI bAta hai| baMdhana to pahale bhI hotA thA, baMdhana aba bhI hotA hai| mokSa pahale hI hotA thA, mokSa aba nahIM hotA / yaha tarka jarA jaMcatA nhiiN| bImArI pahale bhI hotI thI, svAsthya pahale bhI hotA thA, bImArI aba bhI hotI hai, svAsthya aba nahIM hotaa| jo AdamI bImAra ho sakatA hai, vaha svastha kyoM nahIM ho sakatA? aura jisa AdamI ke hAtha meM jaMjIreM par3a sakatI haiM, vaha jaMjIreM kyoM nahIM tor3a sakatA ? jaba kArAgRha ke bhItara Ane kA upAya hai to jisa daravAje se bhItara AyA jAtA hai, usI se to bAhara bhI jAyA jAtA hai| jaba kArAgRha ke bhItara A gae to eka bAta pakkI hai ki bAhara bhI jAyA jA sakatA hai| magara ve hI loga jA pAeMge, jo Aja kA upayoga kara leNge| ghUMghaTa meM zarmAnevAlI yaha nizigaMdhA 2010_03 saMbhava hai kala bole bhI to svIkAra na ho yaha bhI mumakina hai, kala rUThane-manAne ko yaha rAta na ho, yaha bAta na ho, yaha pyAra na ho hareka bhakti ke sAtha cala rahI virakti hareka rAga kA AMcala pakar3e hai virAga khir3akI para aise hI phira na ghaTA aMgar3AegI karanA hai to tuma byAha sapana kA abhI karo yaha samaya dubArA lauTa nahIM AegA bharanA hai to mAMga milana kI abhI bharo jisane gAyA hai, zAyada sAMsArika prema ke lie gAyA hai, lekina paramAtmA ke prema ke lie bhI bAta itanI hI sahI hai| karanA hai to tuma byAha sapana kA abhI karo yaha samaya dubArA lauTa nahIM AegA bharanA hai to mAMga milana kI abhI bharo abhI ke atirikta koI aura 'kabhI' hai bhI nhiiN| kabhI para TAlA to sadA ke lie ttaalaa| kahA 'kala', to phira kabhI saMbhava na ho skegaa| yahI samaya hai tumhAre pAsa / paMcama kAla kaho, kaliyuga kaho, bhraSTa, patita, pApI -- magara yahI samaya hai tumhAre paas| isase anyathA tumhAre pAsa koI kAla hai nahIM / kIcar3a meM hI par3e ho mAnA; lekina kamala kIcar3a meM hI paidA hote haiN| kIcar3a ko doSa mata dete raho, kamala hone kI ceSTA kro| aura dhyAna rakho, mahAvIra ke samaya meM sabhI mahAvIra na the| sabhI kIcar3a kamala nahIM ho gae the| aura Aja bhI sabhI kIcar3a kIcar3a nahIM haiN| Aja bhI kIcar3a meM koI kamala khilA hai| lekina agara tumane eka bAra yaha mAna liyA ki Aja ho hI nahIM sakatA to mahAvIra bhI tumhAre sAmane khar3e ho jAeM, tuma kahoge kisI ne svAMga bharA hai| mahAvIra ho hI nahIM skte| magara yaha tumhArI dRSTi mahAvIra ko koI nukasAna nahIM pahuMcAtI, tumhIM ko nukasAna pahuMcAtI hai| agara mahAvIra nahIM ho sakate to phira tuma gae / phira tumhArA koI bhaviSya nahIM / phira tuma kisalie ho ? phira tumhArA koI abhiprAya nahIM / jagata meM mukti saMbhava na ho, jisa samaya meM mukti saMbhava na ho, usa samaya meM marane ke atirikta phira aura kyA hogA ? jIvana hai to do hI saMbhAvanAeM haiM: mauta yA mokss| agara mokSa ho hI nahIM sakatA to phira jIvana kA eka hI artha raha

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gayA - maranA, mRtyu| to uThe roja, khAe-pIe roja, soe roja - sArI taiyArI kI, basa marane ke lie? aMtataH mare ! to sAra kyA hai? do dina pahale mare to harja kyA ? do sAla pahale mare to harja kyA? aura paidA hI na hote to kyA harja thA ? yA paidA hote mara gae to kyA ronA! agara mauta hI honI hai, kucha aura ho hI nahIM sakatA, to phira jIvana kA koI artha nahIM hai / mokSa ho sakatA hai isIlie artha hai / mastI meM gAte hue marda dhUpa meM baiThe bAloM meM kaMghI karatI huI nAriyAM titaliyoM ke pIche daur3ate hue bacce phulavAriyoM meM phUla cunatI huI sukumAriyAM ye saba ke saba Izvara haiM kyoMki jaise IsA aura rAma Ae the, ye bhI usI prakAra Ae haiM aura Izvara kI kucha thor3I vibhUti apane sAtha lAe haiM to upadezako ! Ao hama ImAnadAra baneM aura mAnavatA ko DarAeM nahIM, balki yaha kaheM ki jisa sarovara kA jala pIkara tuma pachatAte ho| usa tAlAba kA pAnI hamane bhI pIyA hai aura jaise tuma haMsa-haMsakara rote aura ro-rokara haMsate ho isI taraha haMsI aura rudana se bharA jIvana hamane bhI jIyA hai ganImata hai ki hara pApI kA bhaviSya hai| jaise hara saMta kA atIta hotA hai AdamI ghabar3Akara vyartha rotA hai maiM dAnava se choTA nahIM, na vAmana se bar3A hUM sabhI manuSya eka hI manuSya haiM sabake sAtha maiM AliMgana meM khar3A hUM vaha jo hArakara baiTha gayA usake bhItara merI hI hAra hai vaha jo jItakara A rahA hai usakI jaya meM merI hI jaya-jayakAra hai| mahAvIra tumhArI hI jIta haiN| rAma tumhArI hI vijaya yAtrA haiN| rAvaNa tumhArI hI hAra hai| jIsasa tumhArI hI bajatI huI vINA, judAsa tumhArA hI TUTA huA tAra hai| donoM tumhArI saMbhAvanA haiM - rAma aura rAvaNa / aura tuma para 2010_03 piyA kA gAMva nirbhara hai| eka bAta khayAla rakhanA - atyaMta mahatvapUrNa -- ki rAma bano to ceSTA karanI par3egI, rAvaNa binA ceSTA ke bana sakate ho / rAvaNa banane ke lie ceSTA nahIM karanI pdd'tii| rAvaNa binA mehanata ke AdamI bana jAtA hai| jo kucha bhI na banegA vaha rAvaNa bana jaaegaa| rAvaNa ke bhItara rAma soyA hai| rAma ke bhItara rAvaNa jAga gayA hai| basa itanA hI bheda hai| agara soe ho to maiM kahatA hUM, jAganA bhI ho sakatA hai| samaya, yuga kI vyartha bAteM mata utthaao| apanI bhUleM svIkAra kro| aise bahAne mata khojo / yaha AtmavaMcanA hai / ye bar3I tarkayukta tarakIbeM haiM ahaMkAra ko bacA lene kI, surakSA kii| sIdhA-sIdhA dekho| jahAM galatI mAlUma par3atI ho use sudhAro / jahAM nIce kA khiMcAva mAlUma par3atA hai use todd'o| jahAM Upara uThane meM kaThinAI mAlUma par3atI hai usakA abhyAsa kro| dhIre-dhIre iMca-iMca calakara mokSa nirmita hotA hai| bUMda-bUMda girakara sAgara bharatA hai| Aja itanA hii| 453

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caMDo Na muMcai veraM, bhaMDaNasIlo ya dhrmdyrhio| duTTho Na ya edi vasaM, lakkhaNameyaM tu kinnhss||138|| maMdo buddhivihINo, NivviNANI ya visayalolo y| lakkhaNameyaM bhaNiyaM, samAsado nniillessss||139|| rUsai NiMdai anne, dUsai bahuso ya soybhybhulo| Na gaNai kajjAkajjaM, lakkhaNameyaM tu kaauss||140|| jANai kajjAkajjaM, seyamaseyaM ca svvsmpaasii| dayadANarado ya midU, lakkhaNameyaM tu teuss||141|| cAgI bhaddo cokkho, ajjavakammo ya khamadi bahugaM pi| sAhugurupUjaNarado, lakkhaNameyaM tu pmmss||142|| Na ya kuNai pakkhavAyaM, Na vi ya NidANaM samo ya svvesiN| Natthi ya rAyaddosA, Neho vi ya sukklessss||143|| Hal - ___ 2010_03

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ma nuSya jaisA hai, apane hI kAraNa hai| manuSya jaisA hai, buddha ne dhammapada ke vacanoM kA prAraMbha kiyA hai: tama jo ho vaha 1 vaha apane hI nirmANa se vaisA hai| atIta meM soce hue vicAroM kA pariNAma hai| tuma jo hooge, vaha mahAvIra kI dRSTi meM manuSya kA uttaradAyitva carama | Aja soce gae vicAroM kA phala hogaa| manuSya jaisA socatA hai, hai| dakha hai to tama kAraNa ho| sakha hai to tama kAraNa ho| baMdhe ho vaisA ho jAtA hai| to tumane baMdhanA cAhA hai| mukta honA cAho, mukta ho jaaoge| saMsAra vicAra kI eka prakriyA hai; mokSa, nirvicAra kI zAMti koI manuSya ko bAMdhatA nahIM, koI manuSya ko mukta nahIM krtaa| hai| saMsAra gAMTha hai vicAroM kii| tuma socanA baMda kara do-gAMTha manuSya kI apanI vRttiyAM hI bAMdhatI haiM, apane rAga-dveSa hI bAMdhate | apane-Apa pighala jAtI hai, baha jAtI hai| tuma sahayoga na do, haiM, apane vicAra hI bAMdhate haiN| tumhArA sAtha na rahe, to jaMjIreM apane-Apa svapnavata vilIna ho eka artha meM gahana dAyitva hai manuSya kA, kyoMki jimmevArI | jAtI haiN| kisI aura para pheMkI nahIM jA sktii| ina sUtroM meM isI tarapha iMgita hai| jaisA pahale kahA ki manuSya ke mahAvIra ke vicAra meM paramAtmA kI koI jagaha nahIM hai| isalie Upara sAta parde haiN| aba mahAvIra eka-eka parde kI tuma kisI aura para doSa na pheMka skoge| mahAvIra ne doSa pheMkane vicAra-zaMkhalA ke saMbaMdha meM izAre karate haiN| ke sAre upAya chIna lie haiN| sArA doSa tumhArA hai| lekina isase 'svabhAva kI pracaMDatA, raudratA, vaira kI majabUta gAMTha, jhagar3AlU hatAza hone kA koI kAraNa nahIM hai| isase nirAza ho jAne kI | vRtti, dharma aura dayA se zUnyatA, duSTatA, samajhAne se bhI nahIM koI vajaha nahIM hai| mAnanA, ye kRSNa lezyA ke lakSaNa haiN|' / cUMki sArA doSa tumhArA hai, isalie tumhArI mAlakiyata kI ina tAnoM-bAnoM se banA hai pahalA pardA : aMdhere kA prdaa| aMdherA udaghoSaNA ho rahI hai| tuma cAho to isI kSaNa jaMjIreM gira sakatI | agara tumhAre bAhara hotA to koI bAhara se rozanI bhI lA sakatA haiN| tuma unheM pakar3e ho, jaMjIroM ne tumheM nahIM pakar3A hai| aura thaa| tuma ghara meM baiThe ho aMdhere meM, par3osI bhI dIyA lA sakatA hai| kisI aura ne tumheM kArAgRha meM nahIM DAlA hai, tuma apanI marjI se lekina jIvana meM jo aMdherA hai, vaha kucha aisA hai ki tuma use praviSTa hue ho| tumane kArAgRha ko ghara samajhA hai| tumane kAMToM nirmita kara rahe ho| vaha tumhAre bAhara nahIM tumhAre bhItara usakI ko phUla samajhA hai| jar3eM haiM; isalie koI bhI dIyA lAkara tumheM de nahIM sakatA, jaba olDa TesTAmeMTa meM, purAnI bAibila meM solomana kA prasiddha | taka ki tuma aMdhere kI jar3oM ko na tor3a ddaalo| . vacana hai : 'aija e maina thiMketha so hI bikms|' jaisA AdamI | jar3eM haiM: svabhAva kI prcNddtaa| socatA, vaisA ho jAtA hai| bahuta loga haiM, jo kruddha hI jIte haiN| kucha loga haiM, jinheM 459 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 kabhI-kabhI krodha hotA hai| kucha loga haiM, krodha jinakA svabhAva kara lete haiN| hai| jinase tuma akrodha kI AzA hI nahIM kara skte| jinake | mahAvIra kahate haiM aisA vyakti, jisane krodha ko apanI sahaja saMbaMdha meM tuma nizcita raha sakate ho ki ve koI na koI kAraNa | Adata banA liyA ho, kRSNa lezyA meM dabA rahegA-krodha, krodha karane kA khoja hI leNge| dekhanevAle cakita hote haiM ki jahAM | raudratA, duSTatA! koI kAraNa nahIM dikhAI par3atA thA, vahAM bhI loga kAraNa khoja | rAha se tuma cale jA rahe ho, eka kuttA dikhAI par3a jAtA hai, tuma lete haiN| uThAkara patthara hI mAra dete ho| kucha lenA-denA na thaa| kuttA maiMne sunA hai, eka pati-patnI meM niraMtara jhagar3A hotA rahatA thaa| apanI rAha jAtA, tuma apanI rAha jAte the| tuma rAha se nikala rahe | patnI manovaijJAnika ke pAsa gaI aura manovaijJAnika ne kahA ki ho, vRkSa phUle haiM, tuma phUla hI tor3ate cale jAte ho| kSaNabhara bAda | kucha jhagar3e ko haTAne ke upAya kro| banAyA hai to bana gayA hai| tuma unako pheMka dete ho rAste para; lekina jaise duSTatA tumhAre aba pati kA janmadina AtA ho-kaba AtA hai? / bhItara hai| usane kahA, kala hI unakA janmadina hai| to usane kahA, isa aura dhyAna rakhanA, jo duSTatA Adata kA hissA hai, vahI mauke ko avasara smjho| kucha unake lie kharIdakara lAo, asalI khataranAka bAta hai| jo duSTatA kabhI-kabhAra ho jAtI hai, kucha bheMTa kro| kucha prema kI tarapha hAtha bddh'aao| prema kI tAlI vaha koI bahuta bar3A prazna nahIM hai, mAnavIya hai| koI kisI kSaNa meM eka hAtha se to bajatI nhiiN| tumhArA hAtha bar3he to zAyada pati bhI nArAja ho jAtA hai, kruddha ho jAtA hai, kabhI kisI kSaNa meM duSTa bhI utsuka ho| ho jAtA hai| vaha kSamya hai| usase kRSNa lezyA nahIM bntii| kRSNa patnI ko bAta jNcii| bAjAra se do TAI kharIda laayii| dUsare lezyA banatI hai, galata vRttiyoM kA aisA abhyAsa ho gayA ho, ki dina pati ko bheMTa kii| pati bar3A prasanna huaa| aisA kabhI huA na jahAM koI bhI kAraNa na ho vahAM bhI vRtti apane hI abhyAsa ke thaa| patnI kucha lAyI ho kharIdakara, isakI kalpanA bhI nahIM kara kAraNa, kAraNa khoja letI ho| to phira tuma apane aMdhere ko pAnI sakatA thaa| manovaijJAnika kA satsaMga lAbha kara rahA hai| prasanna | sIMca rahe ho, khAda de rahe ho| phira yaha aMdherA aura bar3A hotA huaa| itanA prasanna huA ki usane kahA ki Aja aba bhojana calA jaaegaa| mata bnaa| Aja hama nagara ke zreSThatama hoTala meM calate haiN| maiM | 'svabhAva kI prcNddtaa...|' abhI taiyAra huaa| ise thor3A khayAla rkhnaa| aisI koI vRtti Adata mata banane vaha bhaagaa| snAna kiyA, kapar3e badale, patnI do TAI le AyI denaa| kabhI krodha A jAe to bahata parezAna hone kI jarUrata nahIM thI, usameM se eka TAI pahanakara bAhara aayaa| patnI ne dekhA aura hai| manuSya kamajora hai| asalI prazna to taba hai, jaba ki krodha kahA, acchA, to dUsarI TAI pasaMda nahIM AyI! tumhAre ghara meM basa jAe; nIr3a basAkara basa jaae| aba AdamI eka hI TAI pahana sakatA hai eka samaya meN| do hI krodhI AdamI akelA bhI baiThA ho to bhI krodhI hotA hai| tuma TAI to eka sAtha nahIM bAMdhe jA skte| aba koI bhI TAI usakI AMkha meM krodha dekhoge| calegA to krodha se clegaa| pahanakara AtA pati...vivAda zurU ho gyaa| yaha bAta patnI ko baiThegA to krodha se baitthegaa| krodha usakI chAyA hai, usakA satsaMga nArAja kara gaI ki dUsarI TAI pasaMda nahIM aayii| maiM itanI mehanata hai| vaha jo bhI karegA, krodha se kregaa| daravAjA kholegA to se, itane bhAva se, itane prema se kharIdakara lAyI huuN| | krodha se kholegaa| jUte utAregA to krodha se utaaregaa| kucha loga haiM jinake lie krodha eka bhAvAveza hotA | sUphI phakIra bokojU se koI milane aayaa| usane jora se hai-adhika log| kisI ne gAlI dI, kruddha ho ge| daravAje ko dhakkA diyaa| krodhI AdamI rahA hogA, kRSNa lezyA lekina kucha loga haiM, jo kruddha hI rahate haiN| kisI ke gAlI dene kA AdamI rahA hogaa| phira jUte utArakara pheNke| bokojU ke pAsa na dene kA savAla nahIM hai| ve gAliyAM khoja lete haiN| jahAM na ho | Akara bolA, zAMti kI AkAMkSA karatA huuN| koI dhyAna kA mArga gAlI, vahAM bhI khoja lete haiN| jahAM na ho gAlI, vahAM bhI vyAkhyA | deN| bokojU ne kahA, yaha bakavAsa piiche| pahale jAkara daravAje se 460/ 2010_03

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ghaTa pardo kI oTa meM kSamA mAMgo, jUte ko sira jhukAkara namaskAra kro| pddegaa| kabhI-kabhI kisI kI AMkhoM meM jAgati kI camaka usa AdamI ne kahA, kyA matalaba ? daravAje se kSamA? jUte se dikhAI par3egI, anyathA aMdherA hai| cala rahe haiM, jage hue haiM, phira namaskAra ? ye to mRta cIjeM haiM, jar3a cIjeM haiN| inase kyA kSamA bhI soye hue haiN| aura kyA namaskAra! aisA pahale dUsaroM kA nirIkSaNa karanA aura phira jo tumheM dUsaroM bokojU ne kahA, krodha karate vakta na socA ki jar3a cIjoM para ke nirIkSaNa meM dikhAI par3e, dhIre-dhIre apane para lAgU krnaa| krodha kara rahe ho? jUte ko jaba krodha se pheMkA, taba na socA ki | phira khuda calate hue, baiThate hue, uThate hue dekhanA ki tuma kinhIM jUte para kyA krodha karanA! daravAje ko jaba dhakkA diyA, behUdagI bhAva-dazAoM meM bahuta lipta to nahIM ho gae ho! kahIM aisA to aura aziSTatA kI, taba na socaa| jAo vApasa, anyathA mere nahIM hai ki tuma krodha se bhare jIne lage ho, roSa se bhare jIne lage pAsa Ane kI koI suvidhA nahIM hai| maiM tumase bAta hI taba | ho, hiMsA tumhArI aMtarbhUmi bana gaI hai, duSTatA tumhArA svabhAva karUMgA, jaba tuma daravAje se kSamA mAMgakara A jaao| | bana gaI hai! aba yaha jo AdamI hai, kRSNa lezyA se dabA hogaa| aisA nahIM __ agara yaha dikhAI par3e to eka bar3I mahatvapUrNa anubhUti huI : ki usane jAnakara koI krodha kiyaa| krodha usakA aMga bana gayA kRSNa lezyA pahacAna meM aayii| aura jise miTAnA ho use hai| vaha krodha se hI daravAjA khola sakatA hai| pahacAna lenA jarUrI hai| jisase mukta honA ho, use Ara-pAra tuma bhI logoM ko dhyAnapUrvaka dekhoge to tumheM dikhAI par3ane dekha lenA jarUrI hai| lgegaa| pahale auroM ko dekhanA. kyoMki auroM ke saMbaMdha meM satya 'svabhAva kI pracaMDatA, vaira kI majabUta gaaNtth...|' ko jAnanA sarala hotA hai| tumhArA kucha lenA-denA nhiiN| dUsare aise loga haiM, jo janma-janma taka vaira kI gAMTha bAMdhakara rakhate kI bAta hai| tuma dUra khar3e hokara dekha lete ho| logoM ko jarA gaura | haiN| jo bhUlate hI nhiiN| jo aura saba bhUla jAte haiM, vaira nahIM se dekhnaa| kabhI rAste ke kinAre baiTha jAnA kisI vRkSa ke nIce, bhuulte| aisA bhI hotA hai ki pIr3hI dara pIr3hI vaira calatA hai| bApa calate logoM ko dekhnaa| dekhanA ki kauna AdamI krodha se cala mara jAtA hai to apane beTe ko zikSaNa de jAtA hai ki par3osI se rahA hai| kauna AdamI prema se cala rahA hai| kauna AdamI jhagar3ate rhnaa| apanI puztainI duzmanI hai| AnaMdabhAva se cala rahA hai| aura tuma pAoge, hara sthiti meM puztainI duzmanI kA kyA matalaba ho sakatA hai? lar3e koI aura bhAva-bhaMgimA alaga hai| | the, jArI koI aura rakhe haiN| zurU kisI ne kiyA thA, ve kabhI ke prema se calanevAle kI cAla meM eka saMgIta hogaa| koI adRzya mara cuke hoMge dAde-paradAde; lekina puztainI duzmanI hai, jArI rakhe pAyala bajatI hogii| hRdaya meM koI gahana AnaMda kI varSA hotI hue haiN| hogii| krodha se calanevAlA AdamI jaise kAMToM meM cubhA par3A hai| aisA to kama hotA hai, lekina bIsa sAla pahale kisI ne tumheM pIr3A se jalatA huA, Aga kI lapaToM meM jhulasatA cala rahA hai| gAlI de dI thI, vaha tuma abhI bhI yAda rakhe ho| gAliyAM muzkila rAha vahI, loga alaga-alaga haiN| se bhUlatI haiN| jisa AdamI ne tumhAre sAtha ninyAnabe upakAra jina rAstoM para tuma calate ho, unhIM para buddha aura mahAvIra cale kie hoM, vaha bhI agara eka gAlI de de to ninyAnabe upakAra bhUla haiN| jina vRkSoM ke nIce se tuma gujare ho, unhIM ke nIce se buddha jAte haiM, vaha eka apamAna yAda raha jAtA hai| aura mahAvIra gajare haiN| lekina tama eka hI daniyA meM nahIM cle| tama kabhI apane pIche lauTakara vicAra karate ho, kyA yAda raha aura eka hI rAstoM para nahIM gujre| kyoMki asalI meM to tuma kyA gayA? tuma acAnaka cakita ho jaaoge| sirpha jalate hue ho, isase tumhArI duniyA nirmita hotI hai| aMgAre yAda raha ge| tuma kabhI pIche lauTakara dekhanA ki kauna-sI aisA pahale dUsaroM ko dekhnaa| kucha loga mUrchita mAlUma | yAdadAzteM tumhAre ghara meM bar3A gaharA ghara kie baiThI haiN| tuma bahuta pdd'eNge| cale jA rahe haiM, lekina jaise kisI naze meM haiN| hairAna hooge| kabhI koI choTI-sI bAta...tIsa sAla ho gae, kabhI-kabhI koI AdamI, koI choTA baccA jAgrata mAlUma kisI AdamI ne tuma para vyaMgya se haMsa diyA thA, vaha abhI bhI 1461 ___ 2010_03

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- jina sUtra bhAga : 2 SHE haMsI usakI sunAI par3atI hai| tIsa sAla meM lAkhoM-araboM bacce ko gatimAna karanA hai| bahuta daphA nArAja bhI honA hai, bahuta anubhava hue haiN| lekina vaha aMgArA aba bhI kahIM ghAva kI taraha daphe DAMTanA-DapaTanA bhI hai| ve ghAva bhItara raha jAte haiN| baiThA hai| abhI bhI harA hai| abhI bhI pIr3A hotI hai| abhI bhI tuma aksara aisA hotA hai ki jaba beTe javAna ho jAte haiM, usa AdamI se badalA lenA caahoge| choTI-choTI bAteM yAda raha zaktizAlI ho jAte haiM aura mAM aura bApa bUr3he hone lagate haiM, taba jAtI haiN| kSudra bAteM yAda raha jAtI haiN| jIvana ke anaMta upakAra badalA zurU hotA hai| taba pahiyA pUrA ghUma gyaa| pahale bacce the bhUla jAte haiN| tuma, kamajora the, tuma kucha kara na sake, sahA; phira mAM-bApa garajiepha kahatA thA ki pratyeka vyakti ko apane mAtA-pitA bacce ho jAte haiM, bUr3he ho jAte haiM, kamajora ho jAte haiN| tuma se kisI na kisI dina samajhautA karanA hotA hai| aura jo vyakti zaktizAlI ho jAte ho| phira tuma satAnA zurU kara dete ho| apane mAtA-pitA ko kSamA na kara sake vaha kabhI dhyAna meM praviSTa mAM-bApa ke pAsa bhI hamArA krodha, hamArA vaira-bhAva gAMTha kI nahIM ho sktaa| taraha banA rahatA hai to auroM kI to bAta hI kyA! aura mahAvIra tuma to kahoge, mAtA-pitA ko kSamA ? lekina gurajiepha bar3I | kahate haiM ki yaha vaira kI gAMTha jitanI gaharI hogI, utanA hI tumhArA gaharI bAta kaha rahA hai| kRSNa lezyA kA pardA saghana hogaa| svAbhAvika hai ki jina mAtA-pitA ne tumheM bar3A kiyA, kaI | mullA nasaruddIna eka basa meM yAtrA kara rahA thaa| basa ke aMdara daphA tuma para nArAja hue hoNge| tumhAre hita meM hue hoNge| kaI bAra eka katAra meM khuda baiThA, dUsarI tarapha usakI patnI baiThI thii| aura mArA, DAMTA-DapaTA hogA, agara vaha cubhana abhI zeSa raha gaI hai | dUsarI katAra meM eka aparicita mahilA yaatrii| havA ke jhoMke se aura agara tuma apane mAM-bApa se bhI rasapUrNa riztA nahIM banA pAe usa yuvatI kA AMcala laharA-laharAkara mullA ke paira ko ho, to aura kisase banA pAoge? jhaadd'taa-poNchtaa| jaba basa ke mur3ane para usa mahilA kA hAtha garajiepha kahatA hai, mAM-bApa kA Adara jisake mana meM A mullA ke paira para par3a gayA to usane apanI patnI ke kAna meM kahA, gayA vaha sAdhu hone lgaa| mujhe gautama buddha samajha rahI hai| thor3I dera bAda jaba basa ke jhaTake pUraba kI sArI saMskRti kahatI hai mAM aura pitA ke Adara ke se cappala sahita usakA paira mullA ke paira meM lagA to patnI ne lie| kyoM? tuma zAyada isa taraha kabhI soce nahIM, lekina mullA ke kAna meM kahA, sAvadhAna! aba ApakI asaliyata manovijJAna isI taraha socatA hai| jaba saMskRti itanA jora detI hai pahacAna gaI hai| | ki mAtA-pitA kA Adara karo, to isakA artha hI yaha hai ki AdamI vaira kI gAMTha bAMdhatA hai saMsAra se, usakA AdhArabhUta agara jora na diyA jAe to tuma anAdara kroge| jora kevala khabara kAraNa kyA hai? AdhArabhUta kAraNa hai ki AdamI apane ko to de rahA hai ki agara tumheM chor3a diyA jAe tuma para, to tuma anAdara gautama buddha samajhatA hai, isalie apekSA karatA hai| bar3I apekSA kroge| pazcima meM manovizleSaNa ne bar3I khojeM kI haiN| unameM karatA hai ki sArA saMsAra usake caraNoM meM jhke| aura jaba loga sabase bar3I khoja yaha hai ki jitane bhI loga mAnasika rUpa se usake caraNoM meM jhukanA to dUra rahA, usakA apamAna karate haiM; bImAra hote haiM ve kisI na kisI taraha apanI mAM se nArAja haiN| caraNoM meM jhukanA to dUra rahA, apekSA pUrI karanA to dUra rahA, agara sAre manovizleSaNa ko eka zabda meM doharAnA ho aura usakI upekSA karate haiM; caraNoM meM jhukanA to dUra rahA, aisI sArI mAnasika bImAriyoM ko eka zabda meM lAnA ho to vaha-mAM sthitiyAM paidA karate haiM ki use unake caraNoM meM jhukanA par3e to ghAva se naaraajgii| khar3e hote haiM, vaira kI gAMTha baMdhatI hai| hara AdamI choTA thA, baccA thA, kamajora thaa| usa kamajorI ahaMkAra ke kAraNa vaira kI gAMTha baMdhatI hai| aura ahaMkAra kRSNa ke kSaNa meM asahAya thA, kisI para nirbhara thaa| mAM aura pitA para lezyA kA AdhAra hai| jitanA ahaMkAra hogA, utanI vaira kI gAMTha | nirbhara thaa| aura mAM aura bApa ko bacce ko bar3A karanA hai, kaI hogii| tumane agara apane ko bahuta kucha samajhA to vaira kI gAMThe bAteM galata haiM, jinase rokanA hai| kaI bAteM sahI haiM, jinakI tarapha | bahuta ho jaaeNgii| kyoMki koI tumhArI apekSA pUrI karane ko nahIM khama 462 Jal Education International 2010_03

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hai| loga apane ahaMkAra ke lie jI rahe haiM / tumhAre ahaMkAra kI tRpti karane ko kauna jI rahA hai ? loga tumhAre ahaMkAra se saMgharSa kara rahe haiN| tuma jitane ahaMkArI ho, loga utanA tumheM nIce dikhAne kI ceSTA kreNge| kyoMki tumhAre nIce dikhAe jAne meM hI unakA UMcA honA nirbhara hai| tuma bhI to logoM ke sAtha yahI kara rahe ho ki unako nIcA dikhaao| to vahI AdamI vaira kI gAMTha nahIM bAMdhegA jisake pAsa koI ahaMkAra nahIM hai| lAotsu kahatA hai, mujhe tuma harA na sakoge kyoMki maiM hArA huA huuN| merI jIta kI koI AkAMkSA nahIM hai| tuma mujhe haTA na sakoge merI jagaha se kyoMki maiM aMta meM hI khar3A huA huuN| isake pIche aba aura koI jagaha hI nahIM hai| lAotsu yaha kaha rahA hai, jo vinamra hai usake sAtha kisI kI zatrutA nahIM hogii| aura agara kisI kI zatrutA hogI bhI, to vaha jo zatrutA banA rahA hai usakI samasyA hai, vinamra kI samasyA nahIM hai| kisI kI dI gaI gAlI tumheM cubhatI hai kyoMki tuma ahaMkAra ko sajAe baiThe ho| tumane ahaMkAra kA kAMca kA mahala banA rakhA hai| kisI ne jarA-sA kaMkar3a pheMkA ki tumhAre darpaNa TUTa-phUTa jAte haiN| ahaMkAra bar3A nAjuka hai| jarA-sI coTa se DagamagAtA hai, TUTatA hai, kaMpatA hai| to phira vaira kI gAMTha banatI jAtI hai| tuma mitra kinheM kahate ho? tuma mitra unheM kahate ho jo tumhAre ahaMkAra kI paripUrti karate haiN| isalie to cApalUsI kA duniyA meM itanA prabhAva hai| agara tuma kisI kI cApalUsI karo, khuzAmada karo, to tuma atizayokti karo to bhI jisakI tuma khuzAmada karate ho, vaha mAna letA hai ki tuma ThIka kaha rahe ho / vastutaH vaha socatA hai ki tumhIM pahale AdamI ho jisane unheM phcaanaa| vaha to sadA se yahI mAnatA thA ki maiM eka mahApuruSa huuN| koI usako pahacAna nahIM pA rahA thA, tuma mila gae use pahacAnanevAle / jisakI tuma khuzAmada karo, tuma kabhI cakita honA; tuma atizayokti karate ho, aMdhe ko kamalanayana kahate ho, asuMdara ko sauMdarya kI pratimA batAte ho, ajJAnI ko jJAna kA avatAra kahate ho aura tumheM bhI cakita honA par3atA hogA ki vaha mAna letA | hai / yaha to usane mAnA hI huA thaa| tuma pahalI daphA pahacAnanevAle mile| koI dUsarA pahacAna nahIM paayaa| khuzAmada | isIlie kAragara hotI hai| 2010_03 SaTa pardoM kI oTa meM agara vaha AdamI vinamra ho aura asaliyata ko jAnatA ho to tuma khuzAmada se use prasanna na kara pAoge / jisa AdamI ko tuma khuzAmada se prasanna kara lo, samhalakara rahanA / yaha AdamI vaira kI gAMTha bhI baaNdhegaa| jo khuzAmada se prasanna hogA, vaha apamAna se nArAja hogaa| jo jhUThI khuzAmada se prasanna ho jAtA hai, vaha avAstavika apamAna se bhI nArAja ho jAegA; tathyahIna apamAna se bhI nArAja ho jaaegaa| vinamra vyakti ko na to khuzAmada se prasanna kiyA jA sakatA hai aura na apamAna se nArAja kiyA jA sakatA hai| vinamra vyakti tumhArI niyaMtraNa - zakti ke bAhara ho jAtA hai| vaha svayaM apanA mAlika hone lagatA hai| kRSNa lezyA meM dabA huA AdamI gulAma hai| bar3A gulAma hai| usake Upara baTana lage haiM, jo bhI cAho tuma dabA do, basa vaha vaise hI vyavahAra karatA hai| jarA apamAna kara do ki vaha Aga-babUlA gyaa| baTana dabA do ki vaha sau DigrI para ubalane lagA, bhApa banane lgaa| dUsarA baTana dabA do, vaha prasanna ho gayA, AnaMdita ho gyaa| tuma jo kaho, karane ko rAjI hai / jAna dene ko rAjI ho jAe tumhAre lie| isakA artha huA ki kRSNa lezyA se bharA huA AdamI pratikriyA se jItA hai| tuma usase kucha bhI karavA le sakate ho| vinamra vyakti apane bodha se jItA hai, pratikriyA se nahIM / 'svabhAva kI pracaMDatA aura vaira kI majabUta gAMTha, jhagar3AlU vRtti... / ' saMsAra meM itane jhagar3e nahIM haiM jitane dikhAI par3ate haiM / jitane dikhAI par3ate haiM ve jhagar3AlU vRtti ke kAraNa haiN| loga jhagar3ane ko tatpara hI khar3e haiN| loga pratIkSA kara rahe haiM kaba mile avasara / loga binA jhagar3e becaina ho rahe haiN| loga nimaMtraNa de rahe haiM ki A baila, mujhe sIMga maar| kyoMki jaba taka baila sIMga nahIM mAratA, unheM unake astitva kA bodha nahIM hotA / lar3ane meM hI unheM patA calatA hai ki hama haiN| jaba jIvana meM kaThinAI hotI hai, saMgharSa hotA hai, tabhI unheM patA calatA hai ki hama bhI kucha haiN| siddha karane kA maukA milatA hai| ise samajhanA / jisa vyakti ko apanI AtmA kI koI jhalaka nahIM milI, vaha hamezA jhagar3ane ko taiyAra hogaa| kyoMki jhagar3ane use thor3A AtmabhAva paidA hotA hai| jhagar3ane meM hI lagatA hai, 463

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 maiM bhI huuN| aura to koI use upAya nahIM dikhAI par3atA siddha karane jaba tuma kucha vinAza karate ho, taba tumheM apane hone kA patA kaa| kaise siddha kare ki maiM bhI hUM? | calatA hai| skUla meM vidyArthI khir3akiyoM ke kAMca phor3a Ate haiM, eka AdamI ne amarIkA meM sAta hatyAeM kI eka ghaMTe ke kAleja meM upadrava khar3e kara dete haiN| isase unako patA calatA hai bhiitr| aparicita, anajAna AdamiyoM para golI dAga dii| unameM ki hama bhI haiN| apane bala kA patA calatA hai| kucha to aise the, jinako usane kabhI dekhA hI nahIM thA phle| do | bala ko jAnane ke do upAya haiM: yA to kucha nirmANa karo, yA to aise the, jinako usane golI mArate vakta bhI nahIM dekhA kyoMki | kucha mittaao| tIsarA koI upAya nahIM hai| to jo vyakti miTAne ve pITha kie khar3e the samudra ke taTa para, usane pIche se golI mAra meM bala kA anubhava karatA hai, vaha kRSNa lezyA meM dabA raha dii| adAlata meM jaba pUchA gayA, aisA usane kyoM kiyA? kyA jaaegaa| sajana meM bala kA anubhava kro| kucha bnaao| kucha vaha vikSipta hai? to usane kahA, maiM vikSipta nahIM huuN| mujhe siddha tor3o mt| kyoMki tor3anA to koI bhI kara sakatA hai, pAgala kara karane kA koI maukA hI nahIM mila rahA hai ki maiM bhI huuN| maiM | sakatA hai| tor3anA to koI buddhimattA kI apekSA nahIM rkhtaa| akhabAra meM pahale peja para apanA nAma aura apanI tasvIra chapI | kucha bnaao| eka gIta banAo, eka mUrti banAo, eka vRkSa dekhanA cAhatA thA, vaha maiMne dekha lii| aba tuma mujhe sUlI para bhI lagAo, paudhA ropo| jaba usa paudhe meM phUla AeMge taba tumheM car3hA do, to maiM tRpta mruuNgaa| maiM aise hI nahIM jA rahA hUM, nAma AtmavAna hone kA patA clegaa| dekhI hai mAlI kI prasannatA, jaba karake jA rahA huuN| usake phUla khila jAte haiM? dekhA hai mUrtikAra kA AnaMda, jaba loga kahate haiM badanAma hue to kyA, kucha nAma to hogA hii| usakI mUrti bana jAtI hai? dekhA hai kavi kA praphulla bhAva, jaba tumheM apanI AtmA kA patA kaba calatA hai? jaba tuma kisI ke kavitA ke phala khila jAte haiM? sAtha saMgharSa meM jUjha jAte ho| usa saMgharSa kI sthiti meM tumhArI | kucha bnaao| duniyA meM sRjanAtmaka loga bahuta kama haiN| aura AtmA meM tvarA AtI hai| tumheM lagatA hai, maiM bhI huuN| mere kAraNa | hara AdamI UrjA lekara paidA huA hai| tumhArI UrjA agara sRjana kucha ho rahA hai| kI tarapha na gaI to vidhvaMsa kI tarapha jaaegii| ise tuma khayAla kahate haiM aDolpha hiTalara kalAvida honA cAhatA thaa| usane karake dekho| jIvana meM cAroM tarapha AMkha phailAkara dekho| jo eka kalA, citrakalA sIkhane ke lie Avedana kiyA thA, lekina loga kucha banAne meM lage haiM, tuma unheM jhagar3AlU na paaoge| tuma vizvavidyAlaya ne use svIkAra na kiyaa| vaha jIvana ke aMta unheM bar3A vinamra, udAramanA, sarala, saumya, Arjava se bhare, mArdava samaya taka bhI kAgajoM para citra banAtA rhaa| lekina vaha bar3A se bhare hue pAoge-mRdu, komala...jo loga bhI kucha banAne meM ruSTa ho gayA, jaba use vizvavidyAlaya ne iMkAra kara diyaa| lage haiN| jo loga bhI miTAne meM lage jAte haiM, tuma unheM bar3e manuSya bar3A adabhuta hai| vaha kucha sRjana karanA cAhatA thA, | jhagar3AlU paaoge| ve hara cIja para jhagar3ane ko aura vivAda karane lekina kiyA usane vinaash| manovaijJAnika socate haiM ki agara | ko tatpara haiN| use kalA-vizvavidyAlaya meM jagaha mila gaI hotI to zAyada eka bar3I adabhuta ghaTanA ghaTatI hai| tuma rAjanIti ke kSetra meM duniyA meM dUsarA mahAyuddha na hotaa| vaha agara sRjana meM saMlagna ho dekha sakate ho| jo loga sattA meM pahuMca jAte haiM, sattA meM pahuMcate gayA hotA to usakI zakti sRjanAtmaka ho gaI hotii| usane suMdara hI unake pAsa banAne kI tAkata A jAtI hai| kucha banA sakate citra banAye hote, raMga bhare hote, gIta gunagunAe hote| vaha duniyA | haiN| agara unameM thor3I bhI banAne kI kSamatA ho to unakI UrjA ko thor3A suMdara karake chor3a jaataa| vaha itihAsa meM apanA nAma | sRjanAtmaka hone lagatI hai| | chor3anA cAhatA thaa| lekina jaba sRjanAtmaka mArga na milA to ye ve hI loga haiM, jo sattA meM jaba nahIM the to vidhvaMsAtmaka the| usakI sArI UrjA vidhvaMsAtmaka ho gii| jaba inake hAtha meM sattA nahIM thI to har3atAla, bagAvata, SaDyaMtra, tuma khayAla rakhanA; jaba tuma jhagar3AlU vRtti se bharate ho, taba TrenoM ko girAnA, logoM ko ubhAr3anA, jhagar3AnA-jhagar3AlU vRtti tuma kisI taraha cora rAste se AtmA kA anubhava karane cale ho| | ke loga the; ye ve hI loga haiN| inhIM ko tuma sattA meM biThAla do, 464 Jal Education International 2010_03

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- ___SaTa pardo kI oTa meM - | ye tatkSaNa har3atAloM ke khilApha ho jAte haiN| ye tatkSaNa tor3a-phor3a manovaijJAnika isakA adhyayana kara rahe the| usa AdamI se pachA ke virodha meM ho jAte haiN| tor3a-phor3a ke kAraNa hI pahuMce vahAM gayA ki jaba bUr3hI aurata rAste para kAra kA dhakkA khAkara girI to tk| tor3a-phor3a se hI pahuMce vahAM tk| sabhI krAMtikArI sattA meM | kyA yaha ucita nahIM thA ki pahale tuma usa bUr3hI strI ko pahuMcate se hI krAMti kA sAtha chor3a dete haiN| aspatAla pahuMcAte, bajAya isa AdamI ke pIche jAkara tIna mIla kyA ho jAtA hai? ina AdamiyoM meM itanA parivartana kaise ho dUra jAkara isakI mArapITa karane ke? kyoMki vaha bUr3hI mara gii| jAtA hai? samajhane yogya hai| kyoMki UrjA eka hI tarapha baha agara vaha aspatAla pahuMcAI gaI hotI to baca jaatii| usa sakatI hai| sattA meM pahuMcate se hI logoM kI krAMti samApta ho jAtI AdamI ne kahA, yaha to mujhe khayAla hI nahIM aayaa| mujhe to hai| taba ve kucha aura hI bAta karane lagate haiM--deza ke nirmANa | pahalA khayAla yaha AyA ki isa AdamI ko daMDa denA jarUrI hai| kI, zAMti kI, sukha kii| ye ve hI loga haiM jo kucha dina pahale | yaha AdamI logoM se kahegA ki maiM dayAbhAva se bharA AdamI hUM, svataMtratA kI bAta karate. sakha kI nhiiN| deza ke nirmANa kI bAta lekina yaha AdamI dayAbhAva se bharA nahIM hai| agara kisI eka nahIM karate, gati kI pragati kI bAta karate: nae kI bAta krte| strI para koI gaMDA hamalA kara detA hai to jo AdamI usa gaMDe se yahI vyakti jo kala purAne ko miTAne ko tatpara the, sattA meM Ate jUjhane lagate haiM, ve bhI guMDe jaise hI guMDe haiN| unako bhI usa strI se se hI purAne ko samhAlane meM tatpara ho jAte haiN| yaha anUThI ghaTanA | kucha matalaba nahIM hai| jhagar3AlU vRtti ke haiN| hAlAMki ve kaheMge ki hai| lenina aura sTailina jaise hI sattA meM pahuMcate haiM, ye krAMti ke dayAbhAva se prerita hokara, sadabhAva se prerita hokara unhoMne aisA duzmana ho jAte haiN| ye una logoM ko, jo aba bhI krAMti meM lage haiM, kiyaa| lekina ve sadabhAva kI sirpha Ar3a le rahe haiN| aura vaha unako naSTa karane lagate haiN| unako jeloM meM pheMkane lagate haiN| mAmalA aisA hai ki samAja bhI unakA sAtha degaa| to unakA aisA pratyeka vyakti ke bhItara bhI ghaTatA hai| tuma jarA koziza | guMDAgardI karane kA bar3A suvidhApUrNa maukA hai| magara ye AdamI karake dekhanA! tuma kisI cIja ke banAne meM utsuka ho guMDoM jaise hI guMDe haiN| ye guMDe hI haiN| inameM kucha pharka nahIM hai| jAo-koI choTI-sI cIja! bAMsurI bajAne meM utsuka ho asalI savAla to usa strI ko bacAne kA thA, vaha to eka jAo, aura tuma pAoge, tumhArI jhagar3AlU vRtti kama ho gii| tarapha ho gyaa| strI se to kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai| inako eka kyoMki UrjA aba bAMsurI se bhI to bhegii| jo UrjA bAMsurI se maukA mila gayA apanA krodha, apanI hiMsA pragaTa karane kaa| bahegI, vaha jhagar3e ke lie aba upalabdha na rhegii| mahAvIra ne | mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'dharma aura dayA se shuunytaa...|' isIlie ahiMsA para itanA jora diyaa| to kabhI-kabhI aisA bhI hotA hai, galata taraha ke loga bhI dayA 'vaira kI majabUta gAMTha, jhagar3AlU vRtti, dharma aura dayA se kI Ar3a meM hiMsA ko hI calAte haiN| koI cillAtA hai islAma shuunytaa...|' | khatare meM koI kahatA hai hiMdU dharma khatare meM; aura jo usa nAma se aise vyaktiyoM ke mana meM dayA kA bhAva nahIM utthtaa| abhI calatA hai vaha guMDAgardI amarIkA meM eka vizvavidyAlaya ne isa bAta kA adhyayana karane jo dharma pe bItI dekha cuke, ImAM pe jo gujarI dekha cuke kI koziza kI, ki jo loga rAste para kabhI kisI kI hatyA kara isa rAma aura rahIma kI duniyA meM iMsAna kA jInA muzkila hai dete haiM yA kAra se kisI ko dhakkA mArakara girA dete haiM, usa ghar3I cAhe dharma hoM-hiMdU, musalamAna, IsAI; cAhe nae dharma kucha loga trAtA kI taraha A jAte haiN| eka AdamI ne eka bUr3hI | hoM--kamyunijma, samAjavAda, phAsijma; lekina sabake pIche ko kAra se dhakkA mArA aura vaha dhakkA mArakara kAra lekara aisA mAlUma par3atA hai dayA to kevala bahAnA hai, asalI matalaba bhaagaa| eka AdamI, jo dukAna meM kharIda-pharokhta kara rahA thA, / nI moTara sAikila para savAra haa| usa kAra sTailina jaba sattA meM AyA rUsa meM. to AyA to isI kAraNa ke pIche laga gyaa| koI tIna mIla dUra jAkara usane pakar3A aura ki garIboM kI himAyata karanI hai| lekina sattA meM Ane ke bAda usa AdamI kI piTAI kii| lAkhoM garIboM ko mAra ddaalaa| jo mAre gae ve adhikatara garIba the, 14651 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH jinake lie sattA meM Ane kI AkAMkSA thii| kyA huA? garIboM pahale to ye kabhI dikhAI nahIM par3e the| apanI-apanI bAibila ke hita ke lie garIboM ko mArA! lie baiThe haiM, bar3e bhaavmugdh| magara yaha bhAvamugdhatA, yaha hAtha meM tumane kabhI khayAla kiyA? apane bhItara bhI nirIkSaNa kiyA? | bAibila, saba jhUThI hai| prayojana kucha aura hai| tuma apane bacce ko kahate ho, cupa ho jaao| vaha cupa nahIM | tuma maMdira jAo to khayAla rakhanA, kisalie ge| tuma kabhI hotA, tuma usako DAMTate-DapaTate ho, mArate ho| aura tuma kahate dayA bhI karo to khayAla rakhanA ki kisalie kii| apane bhItara | yahI ho ki tere hita ke lie mAra rahe haiN| tujhe ziSTAcAra sikhA khoja jArI rkhnaa| rAste para bhikhamaMgA hAtha phailAkara khar3A ho rahe haiN| lekina tumane bhItara gaura kiyA? vastutaH tuma ziSTAcAra | jAtA hai, tuma do paise DAla dete ho| dayA se DAle, jarUrI nahIM hai| sikhAnA cAhate ho yA tumhArI AjJA nahIM mAnI gaI isalie tuma | zAyada isalie DAle hoM ki aura loga dekha rahe the| do paisA nArAja ho? DAlakara dAnI banane jaisI sastI bAta aura kyA ho sakatI hai? AdamI acchI bAtoM kI Ar3a meM apanI barI bAtoM ko chipAtA zAyada kahIM bhikhArI phajIhata khar3I na kara de, jyAdA zoragula na hai| acche libAsa meM, sAdhu-saMtoM ke libAsa meM bhI guMDe nikalate macA de| kahIM logoM ko yaha patA na cala jAe ki tuma do paise bhI haiN| sAdhu libAsa meM bhI DAkU nikalate haiN| aura yaha sabane kiyA na de ske| hadda kaMjUsa ho! to de die| yA chuTakArA pAne ke lie hai| thor3I sApha AMkha ho to tuma dekha loge, ki kAraNa kucha aura de die, ki jhaMjhaTa mitte| apane bhItara dekhnaa| tumhArI dayA ke | | thA, vajaha kucha aura thI, bahAnA tumane kucha aura khojaa| bahAnA bhItara bhI jarUrI nahIM ki dayA ho| tumhArI prArthanA ke bhItara bhI kucha acchA khojA, jisakI Ar3a meM burAI cala ske| jarUrI nahIM ki prArthanA ho| aura jo bhItara nahIM hai usake bAhara 'dharma aura dayA se zUnyatA, duSTatA, samajhAne se bhI nahIM hone se kucha artha nahIM hai| mAnanA, ye kRSNa lezyA ke lakSaNa haiN|' isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'dharma aura dayA se shuunytaa|' tuma apanI dayA meM bhI vicAra karanA aura apane dharma meM bhI dikhAvA ho sakatA hai lekina bhItara saba sUnApana hogaa| vicAra krnaa| tuma maMdira bhI jA sakate ho| jAne kA kAraNa __ 'duSTatA, samajhAne se bhI nahIM maannaa...|' maMdira jAnA bilakula na ho, kucha aura ho sakatA hai| tumane kaI daphe khayAla kiyA? kisI se tuma vivAda meM par3a aisA huA, laMdana ke eka carca meM iMglaiMDa kI rAnI Ane ko thii| jAte ho, tumheM dikhAI bhI par3ane lagatA hai ki dUsarA ThIka hai, phira to saikar3oM phona Ae pAdarI ke paas| subaha se hI phonoM kA | bhI ahaMkAra mAnane nahIM detaa| aura tuma cIkhate-cillAte ho ki AnA zurU ho gayA ki hamane sunA hai rAnI A rahI hai| kaba | aMdhere ke bAhara kaise AeM ? aura tuma rote-gir3agir3Ate ho ki he pahuMcegI? hama bhI AnA cAhate haiN| jo kabhI carca na Ae prabhu! aMdhere se prakAza kI tarapha le cl| asata se sata kI tarapha the...| usa pAdarI ko bar3I haMsI aayii| usane phona para sabhI ko le cl| mRtyu se amRta kI tarapha le cl| lekina tuma isake eka bAta kahI ki rAnI AegI ki nahIM pakkA nhiiN| kyA lie rAstA to banAte nhiiN| kitanI bAra nahIM vivAda meM kevala bharosA! rAjA-rAniyoM kA kyA bhrosaa| lekina agara tuma AnA | ahaMkAra hI kAraNa hotA hai| anyathA tamheM dikhAI par3anA zurU ho cAhate ho to svAgata hai| eka bAta pakkI hai, paramAtmA rhegaa| | jAtA hai dUsarA ThIka hai, mAna lo| lekina kaise mAna lo? rAnI Ae yA na aae| para logoM ne kahA, ThIka hai, paramAtmA to parAjaya svIkAra nahIM hotii| ThIka hai, magara rAnI agara A rahI ho to ThIka-ThIka kaha deM, to | jaba do vyakti lar3ate haiM, vivAda karate haiM to jarUrI nahIM hai ki hama A jaaeN| kaba A rahI hai? yaha satya ke lie vivAda ho rahA ho| yaha vivAda hotA hai mere rAnI AyI to carca bharA thA; khacAkhaca bharA thaa| bAhara taka satya ke lie| aura jahAM merA mahatvapUrNa hai, vahAM satya to hotA bhIr3a thii| rAnI ne pAdarI ko kahA ki tumhAre carca meM kAphI bhIr3a hI nhiiN| hama kahate haiM, maiM kaise galata ho sakatA hUM? isako hama hai| loga bar3e dhArmika mAlUma hote haiM isa hisse ke| usa pAdarI ne tarakIba se, pIche ke daravAje se siddha karanA cAhate haiM ki jo bhI kahA, pahalI daphA yaha mujhako bhI dikhAI par3a rahI hai bhiidd'| isake| hama kahate haiM vaha ThIka hai| 466 Jal Education International 2010_03

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SaTa pardo kI oTa meM - Maithi maiMne sunA hai cAra meMDhaka, varSA meM bAr3ha-AyI eka nadI para DUbane kI gati to sArI duniyA ko patA hai| tInoM hI ThIka ho aura tInoM ko the| eka lakkar3a bahatA A gayA, ve usa para savAra ho ge| hI galata bhii| kyoMki tuma choTe-se satya ko bahuta bar3A karake bar3e prasanna hue| lakkar3a bahane lgaa| bAr3ha thI teja, nadI bhAgI kaha rahe ho| tuma khaMDa satya ko akhaMDa karane kI ceSTA kara rahe jA rahI hai sAgara kI trph| pahale meMDhaka ne kahA, yaha lakkar3a ho| aMza satya ko siddha kara rahe ho ki vahI pUrA satya hai| saMsAra kA zreSThatama lakkar3a hai| dekho to kitanA jIvaMta aura | mahAvIra jaisA rahA hogA yaha meNddhk-syaatvaadii| usane kahA, gativAna ! kaisA bahA jAtA hai| lakkar3a to bahuta dekhe, magara aisA | tuma tInoM hI ThIka ho| sAdhu-caritra rahA hogA yaha meNddhk| zveta prANavAna lakkar3a kabhI nahIM dekhaa| na kabhI huA, na kabhI | lezyA ko upalabdha rahA hogA yaha meNddhk| usane kahA tuma tInoM hogaa| dUsare ne kahA, lakkar3a nahIM baha rahA hai mahAnubhAva! nadI hI ThIka ho aura tInoM galata bhii| galata isalie ki tuma aMza vAda chir3a gyaa| dUsare ne kahA, lakkar3a to aura | ko pUrA siddha kara rahe ho| aura sahI isalie ki tumhArI tInoM lakkar3oM jaisA hI hai| kucha viziSTatA isameM nahIM hai| jarA gaura se kI bAtoM meM satya kI koI jhalaka hai| to dekho| baha rahI hai ndii| nadI ke bahane ke kAraNa lakkar3a bhI tInoM bahuta nArAja ho ge| yaha bAta to tInoM ke bardAzta ke baha rahA hai| | bAhara ho gii| kyoMki unameM se koI bhI yaha mAnane ko rAjI nahIM tIsare ne kahA, na lakkar3a bahatA, na nadI; vivAda phijUla hai| thA ki usakA vaktavya pUrNa satya nahIM hai| aura na hI unameM se koI tuma donoM aMdhe ho| tuma AdhA-AdhA dekha rahe ho| tuma adhUrA yaha bAta mAnane ko rAjI thA ki usake virAdhI ke vaktavya meM bhI dekha rahe ho| AMkheM sApha cAhie to asalI bAta tumheM samajha meM satya kA aMza ho sakatA hai| A jAe--jaisA ki sabhI dharmazAstroM ne kahI hai--ki saba | aura taba eka camatkAroM kA camatkAra ghaTita huaa| meMDhakoM meM pravAha to manuSya ke mana meM haiN| saba gati mana kI hai| saba zAyada aisA na hotA rahA ho, manuSya meM sadA hotA rahA hai| lekina daur3a-dhUpa mana kI hai| aisA maiM dekhatA hUM ki na to nadI kA savAla usa dina meMDhakoM meM bhI huaa| ve tInoM ikaTThe ho gae aura cauthe ko hai, na lakkar3a kA, yaha mana meM baha rahI vicAroM kI dhArA hai, dhakkA dekara lakkar3a se bAr3ha meM girA diyaa| unhoMne kahA, bar3e jisase jIvana meM parivartana dikhAI par3atA hai| mana Thahara jAe, saba Ae sAdhu bane! bar3e jJAnI hone kA dAvA kara rahe haiN| ve tInoM Thahara jAtA hai| zAstroM meM khojo to tumheM patA clegaa| ikaTThe ho ge| unhoMne apanA vivAda chur3A diyA, chor3a diyA vivAda calane lgaa| koI nirNaya to karIba AtA dikhAI na vivAda kyoMki yaha una tInoM ko hI duzmana mAlUma pdd'aa| aura pdd'aa| Akhira tInoM ko khayAla AyA ki cauthA cupa baiThA hai| eka bAta meM ve rAjI ho gae ki yaha to kama se kama galata hai; cauthA meMDhaka cupa baiThA thaa| kucha bolA hI nahIM thaa| sabakI suna bAkI nirNaya hama pIche kara leNge| rahA thA, guna rahA thA, lekina bolA kucha bhI nahIM thaa| una tInoM ne yahI avasthA mahAvIra ke sAtha huii| aura sAre darzanoM ke dAve kahA ki aba kucha nirNaya to hotA nhiiN| nirNaya hone kA upAya haiM, mahAvIra kA koI dAvA nahIM hai| isalie mahAvIra kisI ko bhI nhiiN| bhI ruce nhiiN| mahAvIra ne kahA, vedAMta bhI ThIka hai, sAMkhya bhI isalie to saMsAra meM vivAda sadiyoM se calate rahe haiM, sanAtana ThIka hai, vaizeSika bhI ThIka hai, mImAMsA bhI ThIka hai, lekina sabhI calate rahe haiN| kucha nirNaya nahIM hotaa| nAstika-Astika ke | aMza satya haiN| yaha bAta kisI ko jaMcI nhiiN| isalie eka bahuta bIca kyA nirNaya huA? jaina-hiMdU ke bIca kyA nirNaya huA? mahatvapUrNa vicAra-darzana mahAvIra ne diyA, lekina anuyAyI ve | musalamAna-IsAI ke bIca kyA nirNaya huA? nirNaya to kabhI jyAdA na khoja paae| kyoMki sabhI nArAja ho ge| vedAMtI bhI hote hI nhiiN| nArAja huaa| usane kahA, aMza satya? hamArA aura aMza to una tInoM ne kahA ki Apa cupa haiN| Apa kucha kheN| usa satya? sAMkhya bhI nArAja huA ki hamArA aura aMza satya? cauthe meMDhaka ne kahA, vivAda kA koI artha nahIM hai kyoMki tama ahaMkAra ko bar3I coTeM lgiiN| tInoM hI ThIka ho| nadI bhI baha rahI hai, lakkar3a bhI baha rahA, mana | mahAvIra jaisA aMdhere meM pheMka diyA aura koI vyaktitva itihAsa 467 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 meM khojanA muzkila hai| mahAvIra ke virodha meM sabhI ikaTThe ho to paramAtmA kI hai| agara aMdherA hai to merA hai| aisA jisane ge| yaha bahuta camatkAra kI bAta hai| samajhA, usakA kRSNa lezyA kA pardA Tika nahIM sakatA, apane jaina zAstroM ke khilApha bhArata ke sabhI zAstra haiN| ve sabhI | Apa gira jAtA hai| usake AdhAra na rahe, sahAre na rhe| unakA khaMDana karate haiN| kyoMki yaha jo bAta hai, yaha bAta kisI ke | 'maMdatA, buddhihInatA, ajJAna aura viSaya lolupatA, ye saMkSepa ahaMkAra ko Tikane nahIM detii| AdamI kahatA hai yA to maiM pUrA meM nIla lezyA ke lakSaNa haiN|' lata hai| aura purA galata dekheM kauna siddha karatA phira kRSNa lezyA ke pIche chipA haA nIlA pardA hai| aMdhere ke hai! mere rahate koI siddha na kara paaegaa| aura jaba taka tuma hI pAra gaharI nIlimA kA pardA hai| dekhane ko rAjI na ho, satya to dikhAyA nahIM jA sktaa| isalie | 'maMdatA, buddhihInatA, ajJAna aura viSaya loluptaa...|' tuma vivAda meM par3e raha sakate ho| kucha na kucha hama mAMga hI rahe haiN-lolup| hama binA mAMge mahAvIra kahate haiM, samajhane se bhI, samajhAne se bhI na mAnanA, kSaNabhara ko nahIM haiN| hama binA mAMge rahate hI nahIM haiN| hamArA dikhAI bhI par3ane lage to jhuThalAnA, AMkha ko bhI jhuThalAnA, mAMganA calatA hai dina-rAta, ahrnish| hama bhikhamaMge haiN| hama aMtardaSTi khalane lage to bhI patthara aTakAnA, kRSNa lezyA ko eka kSaNa ko bhI apane samrATa hone meM thira nahIM hote| majabUta karane ke upAya haiN| ThIka inake viparIta calo, kRSNa tumane kabhI dekhA? kabhI bhI kSaNabhara ko agara mAMga baMda ho lezyA apane Apa ukhar3a jAtI hai| jar3eM TUTa jAtI haiN| pardA gira jAe to eka apUrva ullAsa A jAtA hai| usa ghar3I meM tuma yAcaka jAtA hai| nahIM hote| usa ghar3I meM samAdhi ke karIba sarakane lagate ho| jaise zikharoM se Upara uThane detI na hAya laghutA ApI hI mAMga AyI ki phira yAcaka hue, phira choTe hue| yA tumane yaha miTTI para jhukane detA hai deva, nahIM abhimAna hameM dekhA ki jaba bhI tuma kisI se kucha mAMgate ho to bhItara kucha to na to hama zikharoM ke sAtha eka hone kA dAvA kara pAte haiN| / | sikur3a jAtA hai? jaba tuma kisI ko kucha dete ho, bhItara kucha zikharoM se Upara uThane detI na hAya laghutA ApI phaila jAtA hai? dene kA majA, mAMgane kI pIr3A tumheM anubhava nahIM AdamI kI sImA hai| AdamI laghu hai, aMza hai| virATa kA bar3A huI? kisI se kucha mAMgakara dekho| tuma usa mAMgane ke khayAla se choTA-sA ANavika kaNa hai| hI choTe hone lagate ho, saMkIrNa hone lagate ho| tumhArI sImA zikharoM se Upara uThane detI na hAya laghutA ApI sikar3ane lagatI hai| tama baMda hone lagate ho| bhaya pakar3ane lagatA aura ar3acana dUsarI hai aura bhI, aura bhI bar3I hai| degA, nahIM degA? milegA, nahIM milegA? agara milA bhI miTTI para jhukane detA hai deva, nahIM abhimAna hameM | to bhI mAMgane meM tuma choTe aura dIna to ho hI ge| aura ahaMkAra de diyA hai, jhuka bhI nahIM skte| uTha bhI nahIM | isalie eka aura bahuta Azcaryajanaka ghaTanA hai ki jisase bhI sakate kyoMki sImA hai| jhuka bhI nahIM sakate kyoMki ahaMkAra hai| tumheM kucha milatA hai, use tuma kabhI kSamA nahIM kara paate| dhanyavAda ina donoM ke bibUcana meM jo par3A hai, jo jIvana ke sIdhe-sIdhe satya | to dUra, tuma kisI se mAMgane gae ki dasa rupaye cAhie agara vaha ko svIkAra nahIM karatA ki ahaMkAra kA dAvA galata hai| AtmA de de to tuma use kabhI kSamA nahIM kara paate| bhItara gahare meM tuma kA dAvA sahI hai, ahaMkAra kA dAvA galata hai| | nArAja rahate ho| usa AdamI ne tumheM choTA kara diyaa| usane hAtha pharka kyA hai dAvoM meM? ahaMkAra yaha kaha rahA hai ki maiM pRthaka Upara kara liyA, tumhArA hAtha nIce ho gyaa| aura apane bala se sarvazaktimAna huuN| AtmA yaha kahatI hai isalie sUphI kahate haiM, nekI kara aura kueM meM ddaal| acchA sAtha-sAtha, sabake saMga, sabake sAtha eka isa virATa kI maiM bhI karanA lekina usakI ghoSaNA mata hone denaa| usako jaldI se kueM eka choTI taraMga huuN| agara mujhameM koI zakti hai to vaha virATa kI meM DAla denA, nahIM to tumheM koI kSamA na kara skegaa| kyoMki hai| agara mujhameM koI nirbalatA hai, vaha merI hai| agara bhUla-cUka jisake sAtha tuma acchA karoge, vahIM sAtha-sAtha eka ghaTanA aura hai, merI hai| agara kucha satya hai to virATa kA hai| agara rozanI hai ghaTa rahI hai ki tumane use choTA kara diyaa| aura koI kSamA nahIM 468 2010_03

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ki SaTa pardo kI oTa meM karatA kisI ko choTA karane ke kaarnn| hai--viSaya loluptaa| vaha kucha na kucha mAMgatA hI rahatA hai| sahAyatA karanA, lekina isa taraha karanA ki jisakI tuma usakI lolupatA usake parde ko majabUta karatI hai| sahAyatA karo, use patA bhI na cale ki sahAyatA kI gii| isa 'ajJAna, buddhihInatA, mNdtaa...|' taraha karanA ki use lage ki denevAlA vahI hai, lenevAle tuma ho| maMdatA H miDiyokriTI, bar3e logoM ke Upara chAtI para patthara kI isa taraha denA ki denevAle ko denevAle kI akar3a na pakar3e aura | taraha baiThI hai| koI bhI maMda hone ko paidA nahIM huA hai| paramAtmA lenevAle ko patA hI na cale ki kisI ne use diyA hai| to asAdhAraNa aura advitIya cetanAeM hI paidA karatA hai| agara pazcima kA eka bahuta bar3A dhanapati mAragana jaba marA, to marane maMda ho to tuma apane kAraNa ho| maMda ho to tumane apane ko ke pahale use kisI ne pUchA ki tumane itanI aTUTa dhanarAzi ikaTThI nikhArA nhiiN| maMda ho to tuma aise hIre ho jisako sApha nahIM kI hai aura tumhAre nIce hajAroM bar3I pratibhA ke aura buddhimAna kiyA gayA hai, jisa para pAliza nahIM kiyA gyaa| anagar3ha par3e loga kAma karate the| tumane itane-itane buddhimAnoM kA kaise ho| aura koI aura to tuma para nikhAra lA nahIM sakatA, tumhI lA upayoga kiyA? usane kahA, rAja choTA-sA hai| maiMne kabhI unheM sakate ho| to jo tuma ho usase tRpta mata ho jaanaa|| aisA anubhava nahIM hone diyA ki maiM una para koI ahasAna kara rahA | aba khayAla rakhanA, loga atRpta haiM, usase jo unake pAsa hai; huuN| aura maiMne kabhI aisA bhI anubhava nahIM hone diyA ki ve merI | apane se to loga bilakula tRpta haiN| unako bar3I kAra cAhie, bAta mAnakara koI kAma kara rahe haiN| merI sadA yaha ceSTA rahI ki yaha atRpti hai, bar3A makAna cAhie, yaha atRpti hai| tijor3I meM unako sadA yaha lagatA rahe ki ve hI mujha para ahasAna kara rahe haiM | aura dhana cAhie, yaha apti hai| lekina apane se tapta haiM ki jo aura unakI bAteM mAnakara maiM cala rahA hai| | haiM, vaha bilakula ThIka haiN| to maMda hI rheNge| vaha AdamI baDA kazala thaa| usako agara koI kAma bhI apane se atapta honA, aura jo milA hai usase tapta honaa| karavAnA hotA to apane bIsa mitroM ko ikaTThA kara letaa| unase choTA makAna bhI kAma de degaa| kAra na huI to bhI cala jaaegaa| kahatA ki yaha samasyA A gaI hai, aba hala khojanA hai| khuda tijor3I meM bahuta na dhana huA to bhI paryApta hai| vastuoM se tRpta cupacApa baiThA rhtaa| aba bIsa AdamI jahAM ikaTThe hoM, bIsa hala honA aura caitanya se tRpta mata honA; nahIM to tuma maMda raha aate| unameM se jo hala usakA apanA hotA, vaha usako svIkAra jaaoge| caitanya ko to ghisate hI rhnaa| usako kisI bhI kSaNa kara letaa| lekina apanI tarapha se vaha kabhI na kahatA ki yaha, aisA mata socanA ki AkhirI ghar3I A gii| usameM aura nikhAra va hai| vaha capa baiThA rhtaa| vaha sajhAva ko Ane A sakate haiN| usameM bar3e anaMta nikhAra chipe haiN| usameM itane detaa| ThIka samaya kI pratIkSA krtaa| koI na koI usa sujhAva nikhAra chipe haiM ki tumhArA caitanya eka dina saccidAnaMda paramAtmA ko degA hii| yA agara ThIka sujhAva na AtA, kucha hera-phera se ho sakatA hai| AtA, to vaha thor3I taramIma karatA, vaha thor3e saMzodhana peza magara bar3I camatkAra kI bAta hai| loga apane se bilakula tRpta karatA, lekina vaha bhI sujhAva kI taraha; AjJA kI taraha nhiiN| haiN| itane jyAdA tRpta haiM ki agara tuma kaho bhI unase to ve kaheMge, usane bar3e-bar3e logoM se kAma liyaa| kyA kaha rahe haiM? mujhameM aura pariSkAra! maiM to pariSkRta hUM hI, marate vakta vaha kahakara gayA ki merI kabra para eka patthara lagA agara kucha ar3acana hai to thor3I cIjeM kama haiM, ve bar3ha jaaeN| denA ki yahAM eka AdamI sotA hai, jisane apane se jyAdA | lekina cIjeM bar3hane se tumhArA caitanya bar3hegA? tuma agara buddha ho buddhimAna logoM se kAma lene kI kuzalatA dikhaaii| usane kahA to garIba hokara buddha rahoge, amIra hokara buddhU rhoge| tuma agara ki mere sAre itane virATa dhana ko ikaTThA kara lene kA rAja itanA hai buddha ho to laMgoTI lagAkara buddha rahoge, siMhAsana para baiThakara ki maiMne kabhI kisI ko anubhava nahIM hone diyA ki vaha mujhase buddha rhoge| choTA hai| buddhimAna AdamI vastuoM meM zakti vyaya nahIM krtaa| yaha jo nIla lezyA se bharA huA AdamI hai, yAcaka hotA buddhimAna AdamI sArI zakti caitanya kI jAgRti meM lagAtA hai| 1469 ___ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'maMdatA, buddhihInatA, ajnyaan|' eka daur3a huI jisameM pahale naMbara para maiM rahA, dUsare naMbara para eka koI ajJAnI hone ko paidA nahIM huA hai, lekina adhikatara loga sipAhI aura tIsare naMbara para vaha, jisakA yaha kaTorA hai| ajJAnI jIte haiM, ajJAnI marate haiN| usakA kAraNa hai ki koI yaha chInA-jhapaTI hai| vastuoM ke jagata meM to bar3I chInA-jhapaTI svIkAra hI nahIM karatA ki maiM ajJAnI huuN| loga to mAnakara calate hai| tuma apane kaTore para gaura karanA, vaha bahuta hAthoM meM raha cukA haiM ki ve jJAnI haiN| jaba tuma pahale se mAna hI lie ki tuma jJAnI hai| tumhArA kaTorA tumhArA nahIM hai| tuma nahIM the, taba bhI thaa| tuma ho to tumane ajJAnI hone kI kasama khA lii| aba tuma kabhI jJAnI nahIM rahoge, taba bhI hogaa| tumhArA kaTorA bar3A jhUThA hai| na na ho skoge| sIlabaMda! aba tuma ajJAnI hI rhoge| tamane praNa | mAlama kitane logoM ke hAthoM meM raha cakA hai| chInA-jhapaTI cala kara liyA ki hamako ajJAnI hI rahanA hai| rahI hai| kaTorA hAtha badalatA rahatA hai| eka hAtha se dUsare hAtha, jJAna kI tarapha jise jAnA hai, use svIkAra karanA par3egA ki dUsare se tIsare hAtha; hAthavAle Ate haiM, cale jAte haiM, kaTorA abhI maiM ajJAnI hUM aura isa ajJAna ko AtyaMtika mAnane kA koI calatA rahatA hai| yaha kaTore kI yAtrA hai| kAraNa nahIM hai; isameM nikhAra ho sakate haiN| jaise bImAra AdamI eka tumhAre bhItara kI cetanA hai, jo kuMArI hai, jUThI nhiiN| use ilAja karatA hai to svastha ho jAtA hai| durbala AdamI vyAyAma | jgaao| usase hI tRpti milegii| ye kaToroM ko jitanI dera tuma karatA hai to zaktizAlI ho jAtA hai| aise hI ajJAna kisI kI | samhAle rahoge...aura jaisA tumane dUsaroM se chIna liyA hai, koI na sthiti nahIM hai| tumane abhyAsa nahIM kiyA, tumane zrama nahIM kiyA | koI tumase chIna le jaaegaa| yaha jyAdA dera tumhAre hAtha meM bhI jJAna ke lie| tuma kSudra bAtoM kI chInA-jhapaTI meM lage rahe aura rahanevAlA nahIM hai| yaha kaTore kI Adata nahIM hai| yaha saMbhava bhI virATa se cUkate rhe| nahIM hai, kyoMki yahAM itane loga chInane ke lie utsuka haiN| yahAM aura majA yaha hai ki virATa ke lie koI chInA-jhapaTI nahIM | to sirpha eka cIja tumhAre hAtha meM raha jAtI hai, vaha tumhAre caitanya karanI thii| koI pratiyogitA hI nahIM hai vhaaN| tama akele ho| kI bAta hai| use koI nahIM chiintaa| use koI chInanA bhI cAhe to tumheM agara apanI buddhi para nikhAra lAne haiM, agara tumheM apanI chIna nahIM sktaa| use mauta bhI nahIM chIna sktii| buddhi meM hIre jar3ane haiM to koI jhagar3A nahIM hai, koI se jhagar3A nahIM mahAvIra jaba kahate haiM ajJAna, to unakA artha hai, jo vyakti hai| kyoMki yahAM kisI ko matalaba hI nahIM hai buddhi se| tumheM aisI cIjoM ko juTAne meM lagA hai jinheM mauta chIna legI, vaha agara pratibhA ko jagAnA hai to koI se tumhArA koI jhagar3A nahIM, ajJAnI hai| jo vyakti aisI cIja kI khoja meM lagA hai, jise koI spardhA nahIM hai, kisI ko lenA-denA nahIM hai| lekina agara | mRtyu bhI na chInegI, vahI jJAnI hai, vahI buddhimAna hai| jo sAra ko tumheM tijor3I bar3I karanI hai to karor3oM loga spardhI haiN| khoja rahA, vahI buddhimAna hai| jo svayaM ko khoja rahA, vahI maiMne sunA, mullA nasaruddIna eka rAta gae apane ghara lauttaa| | buddhimAna hai| aura Ate hI usane apanI patnI ke hAthoM meM sone kA eka kaTorA 'jaldI jo ruSTa ho jAtA hai, dUsaroM kI niMdA karatA hai, doSa rakha diyaa| patnI usakI yaha bheMTa dekhakara prasanna bhI huI aura lagAtA hai, ati zokAkula hotA hai, atyaMta bhayabhIta hotA hai, ye Azcaryacakita bhii| kyoMki mullA kucha kAma to karatA nhiiN| kApota lezyA ke lakSaNa haiN|' sone kA kaTorA le kahAM se AyA hai? thor3I DarI bhii| kaTorA tIsarA H jaldI ruSTa ho jAnA, dUsaroM kI niMdA karanA, doSa lAne ke viSaya meM jaba patnI ne usase prazna kiyA jo vaha bolA, | lagAnA, ati zokAkula honA, atyaMta bhayabhIta honaa| ise maiMne eka daur3a meM jItA hai| daur3a meM? patnI ko aura bhI | bhayabhIta hama sabhI haiN--akaarnn| kyoMki jo honA hai, hogaa| Azcarya huA kyoMki mullA aura daur3e! baiTha jAe to uThatA | usase bhaya kA koI artha nhiiN| jaise mauta honI hai, hogii| usase mazkila se hai, uTha jAe to calatA mazkila se hai...daudd'e| leTa bhaya kyA? nizcita hai| hogI hii| bhayabhIta hoo yA na hoo, jAe to baiThatA muzkila se, daur3e! daur3a meM? patnI ko aura bhI hogI hii| deha jarAjIrNa honI hai, hogii| bur3hApA AnA hai, AegA Azcarya huaa| kaisI daur3a? mullA ne kahA, ajI, abhI-abhI hii| usase bhayabhIta kyA honA hai, jo honA hI hai? lekina hama 2010_03

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SaTa pardo kI oTa meM bar3e bhayabhIta haiN| sahI haiM to bhI nirbhaya, Astika sahI haiM to bhI nirbhy| hama jIvana ke tathyoM se bhayabhIta haiN| hama jIvana ke tathyoM ko __isako hI maiM kahatA hUM parama aastiktaa| isa AdamI ne dekha jhuThalAnA cAhate haiN| hama cAhate haiM saba bUr3he hue, hama na hoN| saba lI baat| isa AdamI ko viveka upalabdha huaa| isa AdamI ke mareM, hama na mareM, jIvana hamAre lie apavAda kara de| to hama kaMpa pAsa dRSTi hai, aMtardRSTi hai, AMkha hai| rahe haiN| aura hama jAnate bhI haiM gahare meM ki yaha honevAlA nahIM hai| tuma jarA jIvana meM dekhnaa| tuma kahate ho ki kala divAlA na apavAda kabhI koI huA nahIM isalie Dara bhI lagA hai| paira nikala jAe, isase bhayabhIta ho rahe haiN| yA to nikalegA, yA nahIM jamAkara khar3e haiM, jAnate hue ki paira ukhdd'eNge| niklegaa| nikala gayA to kyA karanA hai? jhaMjhaTa mittii| isa bhaya ke kAraNa hama kyA-kyA kara rahe haiM, thor3A soco| isa nikala hI gyaa| nahIM nikalA to parezAna kyoM ho rahe ho? bhaya ke kAraNa hama dhana ikaTThA karate haiM ki zAyada dhana se thor3A mahAvIra kahate haiM, jo hogA, hogA; tuma nAhaka kaMpe jA rahe ho| bala A jaae| isa bhaya ke kAraNa hama pratiSThA ikaTThI karate haiM ki tumhAre kaMpane se hone meM to koI pharka par3atA nhiiN| to kama se kama zAyada nAma-dhAma loka meM khyAta ho jAe to kucha sahArA mila kaMpana to chodd'o| jaae| bhaya ke kAraNa hama pUjA karate haiM, prArthanA karate haiN| isa bhaya tIsarI lezyA hai adharma kii| isalie bhaya se jo bhagavAna bhaya se hama bhagavAna ko nirmita karate haiN| socate haiM, zAyada kisI kI pUjA karate haiM, ve dharma meM praviSTa nahIM hote| ve abhI adharma kI kA sahArA nahIM, adRzya kA sahArA mila jaae| magara jo AdamI | sImA meM hI haiN| cauthI lezyA se dharma zurU hotA hai| pAsa jA rahA hai. vaha jA hI na skegaa| ye jo bhayabhIta loga haiM. ye jaldI ruSTa ho jAte haiN| bhayabhIta mahAvIra ne kahA, abhaya pahalA caraNa hai| abhaya kA artha AdamI zAMta raha hI nahIM sktaa| usake bhItara hI kaMpana jArI hai| huA, jo nahIM honevAlA hai, vaha nahIM hogA; usakA to bhaya karanA vaha ruSTa hone ko tatpara hai| vaha choTI-choTI bAtoM se dukhI hotA kyA? jo honevAlA hai, vaha hogA; usakA bhaya karanA kyA? hai| bar3I kSudra bAtoM se dukhI hotA hai| sukarAta maratA thA; to usake eka ziSya ne pUchA ki Apa tumane kabhI socA, kaisI choTI-choTI bAteM tumheM dukhI kara jAtI bhayabhIta nahIM mAlUma hote| jahara ghoMTA jA rahA hai, jaldI hI haiM! ati kSudra baateN| tuma soco to khuda hI hNsoge| patnI ko pyAlA bharakara Apake pAsa A jaaegaa| chaha baje Apako pyAlA cAya lAne meM pAMca minaTa derI ho gaI ki basa tuma ruSTa ho ge| pI lenA hai| Apa marane ko tatpara baiThe haiN| Apa bhayabhIta nahIM | aura aise ruSTa ho gae ki zAyada roSa dinabhara rhe| mAlUma hote| sukarAta ne kyA kahA? sukarAta ne kahA, maiMne | loga kahate haiM, bistara ke galata kone se utara ge| galata se socA ki yA to pyAlA pIkara maiM mara hI jAUMgA, kucha bacegA hI bhI utara gae ho to utara gae, khatama huaa| magara aba nahIM, to bhaya kyA? bhaya karane ko hI koI na bcegaa| aura yA, dinabhara...vaha jo bistara ke galata kone se utara gae haiM, vaha dUsarI saMbhAvanA hai ki jaisA loga kahate haiM, AtmA amara hai| dinabhara pIchA kara rahA hai| kisI AdamI ne namaskAra na kiyA ki jahara kA pyAlA pIkara zarIra hI haTegA, AtmA bacegI; to phira dinabhara chAyA kI taraha kAMTA cubhatA rahatA hai| koI AdamI bhaya kyA? bacUMgA hii| dekhakara haMsa diyA, ruSTa ho ge| sukarAta kaha rahA hai, do hI to vikalpa haiM ki yA to bilakula aise chuI-muI, aise dIna hokara saMbhava nahIM hai ki tuma kabhI miTa jaauuNgaa| miTa jAUMgA to kyA bhaya? bhayabhIta hone ke AtmavAna ho sko| jarA dekho bhI to, kina bAtoM para ruSTa ho rahe lie koI kAraNa hI nhiiN| koI bhaya karanevAlA hI nhiiN| bAta hI ho| ina bAtoM meM kucha sAra bhI hai? samApta ho gii| kahAnI kA hI aMta ho gyaa| to meM nizcita huuN| agara tuma gaura se dekhoge to sau meM se ninyAnabe to tuma asAra aura agara baca gayA jaisA AtmajJAnI kahate haiM to bhaya kI pAoge, jinameM ruSTa hone kA koI kAraNa nahIM hai| aura eka jo kyA jarUrata? tuma sAra kI pAoge, usake sAtha tuma pAoge ki agara tuma ruSTa yA to nAstika sahI hoMge, yA Astika sahI hoNge| nAstika ho jAo to bigar3a jAegI baat| vaha jo sAra kI bAta hai, agara 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 ruSTa na hue to hI samhala paaegii| aura bokojU kahatA hai, vahI bAta usake jIvana ko to jo vyartha kI bAteM haiM unake kAraNa hama ruSTa hote haiM. apane ko badalanevAlI bana gii| jo cIja TaTa gaI. usane socA. samaya A bigAr3ate haiN| aura jo sArthaka bAteM haiM, ruSTa hokara una bAtoM ko | gayA thaa| jo sAthI chUTa ge| usane socA, samaya A gayA thaa| bigAr3a lete haiN| jo priyajana cala base, usane socA, samaya A gayA thaa| koI krodha meM kaba kauna AdamI samyaka vyavahAra kara pAyA? ruSTa | nArAja ho gayA to usane samajhA, samaya A gayA thaa| bokojU ne hokara AdamI to madAMdha ho jAtA hai| usa aMdhepana meM kauna ThIka | kahA ki yaha bAta mere lie sUtra bana gii| yaha aharniza mere mana meM cala pAyA? jitanI kaThina samasyA ho sAmane, utanI hI zAMta rahane lagA ki vahI hotA hai, jisakA samaya A gayA thaa| citta kI avasthA cAhie. to hI tama use hala kara paaoge| dhIre-dhIre-dhIre koI bhI cIja phira zokAkala na krtii| loga kahate haiM bar3I samasyA meM ulajhA haA hUM isalie bar3A | '...ati zokAkula honA, atyaMta bhayabhIta honA, ye kApota becaina huuN| becaina ho to samasyA sulajhegI kaise? sulajhAegA | lezyA ke lakSaNa haiN|' kauna? yaha to tuma bar3A ulaTA kara rahe ho| jaba koI samasyA na | hiMdU zAstroM meM vacana hai : 'sAhase zrI vsti|' sAhasa meM zrI ho taba becaina ho lenA, koI harjA nhiiN| jaba samasyA ho taba to | basatI hai, zreya basatA, zreyasa basatA-abhaya meN| bar3e caina meM ho jaao| taba to bar3e zAMta ho jAo kyoMki hala | __jIvana ko sAhasa se pkdd'o| ye kaMpate hue hAtha baMda kro| ye tumheM karanA hai| zAMta hRdaya se hala A skegaa| hAtha vyartha kaMpa rahe haiN| ina hAthoM ke kaMpane ke kAraNa tuma jIvana para 'doSa lagAnA, niMdA karanA, ati zokAkula ho jaanaa...|' pakar3a hI nahIM uThA paate| tuma jIvana ko samhAla hI nahIM paate| choTI-choTI cIjoM para-phAuMTenapena ThIka nahIM cala rahA, | tumhAre bhaya ke kAraNa hI yaha cetanA kI lau kaMpatI jAtI hai| ye kharra-kharra kI AvAja kara rahA hai, zokAkula ho ge| apane jhakore tumhAre bhaya se Ate haiM, kisI aura pavana se nhiiN| vyavahAra ko jAMcate raho, dekhate rho|| aura jaba taka tuma ina tIna pardo ke pAra na ho jAo taba taka bokojU jhena phakIra huA; vaha jaba apane guru ke pAsa thA, | tumheM sukUna, zAMti kA koI anubhava na hogaa| choTA baccA thA, usakA kAma thA guru kA kamarA sApha krnaa| sukUna-e-dila jahAne-besa-o-kama meM DhUMDhane vAle kamarA sApha kara rahA thA ki guru ke pAsa eka bar3I bahumUlya mUrti yahAM hara cIja milatI hai sukUna-e-dila nahIM milatA thI, bar3I bahumUlya mUrti thI buddha kI, vaha gira gii| vaha cakanAcUra yahAM hRdaya kI zAMti nahIM milatI-isa saMsAra meN| aura yaha ho gii| vaha bahuta ghbdd'aayaa| guru ko usa mUrti se bar3A lagAva jo saMsAra tuma jAnate ho, ina tIna paryoM meM nirmita hai: kRSNa hai| vaha roz2a do phUla usa mUrti ke caraNoM meM car3hA jAtA hai| aura lezyA, nIla lezyA aura kApota leshyaa| inake pAra dharma kA sadiyoM purAnI mUrti hai| guru ke guru ke pAsa thI, aura guru ke guru jagata zurU hotA hai| ke pAsa thii| aura pIDhI dara pIDhI vasIyata kI taraha milI hai| yaha 'tyAga, kArya-akArya kA jJAna, zreya-azreya kA viveka, kyA ho gayA? sabake prati samabhAva, dayA, dAna meM pravatti. ye pIta yA tejo lezyA vaha ghabar3A hI rahA thA ki tabhI guru kamare meM A gyaa| to usane ke lakSaNa haiN|' mUrti apane donoM hAthoM ke pIche chipA lI aura usane guru se kahA, 'kArya-akArya kA jJAna'-kyA karane yogya hai, kyA karane eka bAta pUchanI hai| jaba koI AdamI maratA hai to kyoM maratA hai? | yogya nahIM hai| jo bhI karate ho socakara karo, to usake guru ne kahA, usakA samaya A gyaa| to usane kahA ki jo na karane se cala jAe use karo mt| jisake kie cala hI na yaha ApakI mUrti kA samaya A gayA thaa| sake, usI ko kro| saMrakSita karo apanI UrjA ko, vyartha mata guru haMsA aura usane kahA, jo tU mujhe samajhA rahA hai, apane gNvaao| isa UrjA se hIre kharIde jA sakate haiM, tuma jIvana meM yAda rkhnaa| kyoMki tere jIvana meM bahuta mUrtiyoM kA kaMkar3a-pattharoM para gaMvA rahe ho| samaya aaegaa| jaba TUTe to yAda rakhanA, samaya A gayA thaa| kArya-akArya kA jJAna'--kyA hai karane yogya ? jisase 2010_03

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AnaMda bar3he vaha karane yogya hai| jisase satya kI pratIti bar3he vaha karane yogya hai| jisase aMdherA bar3he, dukha bar3he, asatya bar3he, vaha karane yogya nahIM hai| to soco| socakara, samhalakara clo| thor3I sAvadhAnI, thor3e sAvaceta bno| caubIsa ghaMTe meM tuma itanI bAteM kara rahe ho ki agara tuma gaura se dekhoge to pAoge, unameM se nabbe pratizata to karane yogya hI nahIM haiN| kitanI bAteM tuma logoM se kahate ho, na kahate to kyA harja thA ? aura una kahane ke kAraNa kitanI jhaMjhaToM meM par3a jAte ho / iMgalaiMDa ke bar3e vicAraka eca. jI. velsa ne apanI AtmakathA meM likhA hai ki agara loga cupa raheM to duniyA meM se ninyAnabe pratizata jhagar3e samApta ho jaaeN| bolane se jhagar3e khar3e hote haiN| bole ki phNse| kucha kahA ki ulajhe / cupa raha jaao| TeligrAphika honA cAhie AdamI ko / jaise tAra karane gae haiM daphtara meM posTa Aphisa ke, eka-eka paise ke dAma haiM; eka eka paMkti ke, eka-eka zabda ke dAma haiN| to AdamI soca-socakara nikAlatA hai ki dasa zabda meM kAma cala jaae| utanA hI bolo, jitanA bolane se kAma cala jAe / utanA hI calo, jitanA calane se kAma cala jaae| utane hI saMbaMdha banAo, jitanoM se kAma cala jaae| to tuma dhIre-dhIre pAoge, jIvana meM eka saMyama avatarita hone lagA / 'kArya - akArya kA jJAna, zreya azreya kA viveka, sabake prati samabhAva, dayA, dAna meM pravRtti, ye tejolezyA ke lakSaNa haiN|' chInane-jhapaTane kI pravRtti, viSaya- lolupatA saMsAra ko banAtI hai| dene kI vRtti, dAna kI, bAMTane kI vRtti dharma ko nirmANa karatI hai| lobha agara saMsAra kI jar3a hai to dAna dharma kI | jaise hI tuma dete ho, kaI ghaTanAeM ghaTatI haiN| eka dene ke kAraNa vastuoM para tumhArA moha kSINa hotA hai| doH dene ke kAraNa tumhArA prema vikasita hotA hai| tIna dene ke kAraNa dUsarA vyakti mUlyavAna banatA hai / choTI-sI bhI cIja kisI ko de do, usa kSaNa meM tumane dUsare ko mUlya diyaa| isalie to bheMTa kA itanA mUlya hai| cAhe koI cAra paise kA rUmAla hI kisI ko de jAe, paise kA koI savAla nahIM hai| lekina jaba koI kisI ko kucha cIja bheMTa meM de AtA hai to | usakA mUlya svIkAra kara rahA hai ki tuma mere lie mUlyavAna ho / 2010_03 SaTa pardoM kI oTa meM ki maiM tumhAre lie kucha dene ko utsuka aura tatpara huuN| ki tumheM kucha dekara maiM AnaMdita hotA huuN| jo vyakti dUsaroM se lekara hI AnaMdita hotA hai, vaha kevala sukha hI jAnatA hai, AnaMda nahIM jaantaa| aura saba sukha ke pIche dukha chipA hai| kyoMki jaba tuma dUsaroM se chInate ho, tuma dUsaroM ko chInane ke lie nimaMtraNa de rahe ho| tuma zatrutA khar3I karate ho, jaba tuma chInate ho / jaba tuma dete ho, taba tuma mitratA khar3I karate ho / dene meM AnaMda hai, aura AnaMda ke pIche koI dukha nahIM hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, samabhAva / cIjoM ko eka dRSTi dekhnaa| agara gaura se dekho to gulAba kA phUla bhI miTTI hai / caMpA kA phUla bhI, camelI kA phUla bhI, AdamI kI deha bhI, AkAza meM khar3e hue ye vRkSa bhI, himAlaya ke zikhara bhI, sabhI miTTI ke khela haiN| sabhI eka hI UrjA ke khilaune haiN| agara tuma dhIre-dhIre dekhanA zurU karo to tuma pAoge, sArA jIvana eka kI hI aneka-aneka rUpoM meM abhivyakti hai| eka kI abhivyakti - to samatA paidA hotI hai| jAnatA hUM rAha para do dina raheMge phUla Aja hI taka sirpha hai yaha vAyu bhI anukUla rAta bhara hI ke lie hai AMkha meM sapanA AMjanI kala hI par3egI locanoM meM dhUla isalie hara phUla ko galahAra karatA hUM dhUla kA bhI isalie satkAra karatA hUM phUla aura dhUla meM pharka kyA hai ? jo phUla hai, kala dhUla thA / jo phUla hai, kala phira dhUla ho jaaegaa| jo abhI dhUla hai, kala phUla para nAcegI, sugaMdha banegI, raMga-rUpa bnegii| dhUla aura phUla meM pharka kyA hai ? mitra aura zatru meM pharka kyA hai? jo mitra thA vaha zatru ho jAtA hai| jo zatru thA, vaha mitra ho jAtA hai| jIvana aura mRtyu meM pharka kyA hai? jIvana mRtyu banatA rahatA hai, mRtyu nae jIvana kA rUpa dharatI rahatI hai| roja dina rAta banatA hai, rAta dina banatI hai; phira bhI tuma dekhate nahIM / jAnatA hUM rAha para do dina raheMge phUla Aja hI taka sirpha hai yaha vAyu bhI anukUla rAta bhara hI ke lie hai AMkha meM sapanA AMjanI kala hI par3egI locanoM meM dhUla isalie hara phUla ko galahAra karatA hUM 473

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wwwmas - jina sUtra bhAga: 2 dhUla kA bhI isalie satkAra karatA hUM mAlika hue| jaba taka tyAga karane kI kSamatA na thI, taba taka taba eka samabhAva paidA hotA hai| taba na koI apanA hai, na parAyA | gulAma the| hai| taba koI na mitra hai, na zatru hai| taba na kisI se sukha hai, na 'tyAgazIlatA, pariNAmoM meM bhdrtaa...|' dukha hai| taba saba sama hai| aura jaise-jaise bAhara samabhAva paidA bAhara se hajAra ghaTanAeM ghaTa rahI haiN| koI gAlI de jAtA hai, hotA hai, bhItara samatA paidA hotI hai| asalI mUlya to samatA kA koI sammAna kara jAtA hai; koI saphalatA kA saMdeza le AtA hai, hai, samyakatva kA hai, samAdhi kA hai| koI viphalatA kA; lekina tuma bhItara bhadra raha sko| tumhArI ye sabhI eka hI dhAtu se bane haiN-sm| samyakatva ho, samAdhi bhadratA akaluSita rhe| tumhArI samatA ko koI DigA na paae| ho, saMbodhi ho, samatA ho, samabhAva ho, samatva ho, saba eka hI | tumhAre bhItara pariNAma tumhArI mAlakiyata meM rheN| tumhArA koI dhAtu se bane haiN--sm| sama paidA ho jaae| cIjoM ke bheda | mAlika na ho ske| to viphalatA ko saphalatA ko eka-sA dekha mahatvaparNa na raha jAeM, cIjoM kA abheda dikhAI par3ane lge| rUpa | lenaa| sukha kA susamAcAra Ae ki dukha kI khabara Ae, | mahatvapUrNa na raha jAeM, rUpa ke bhItara chipA arUpa pahacAna meM | eka-sA dekha lenaa| tumhArA pariNAma abhadra na ho paae| tumhAre Ane lge| pariNAma meM jarA bhI DAMvAMDolapana na ho| sone ke hajAroM gahane rakhe haiM, gahanA dikhAI par3e to bhUla ho rahI 'vyavahAra meM praamaanniktaa...|' hai| saba gahanoM ke bhItara sonA dikhAI par3ane lage to tuma ThIka aura tuma jo bhI karo, vahI karo, jo tuma karanA cAhate the| dizA para lagane lge| tumhArA bhItara aura bAhara eka jaisA ho| tumhAre cehare para nakAba na 'kArya-akArya kA jJAna, zreya-azreya kA viveka, sabake prati | ho| tumhAre cehare para mukhauTe na hoN| tuma sIdhe-sApha, nagna; tuma samabhAva, dayA, dAna meM pravRtti, ye pIta yA tejo lezyA ke lakSaNa | jaise ho vaise hI; cAhe koI bhI pariNAma ho, tama apane ko chipAo n| dila to sabako merI sarakAra se mila jAte haiM prAmANikatA bar3A bahamulya zabda hai| jisako pazcima ke darda jaba taka na mile dila nahIM hone pAte astitvavAdI AthenTIsiTI kahate haiM, vahI mahAvIra kI aura jaba taka tumhAre mana meM dayA kA darda na uThe, taba taka tumhAre prAmANikatA hai| pAsa dila hai nhiiN| dhar3akane ko dila mata samajha lenA, jaba taka hama to aksara...aksara caubIsa ghaMTe meM teIsa ghaMTe ki dUsare ke darda meM na dhdd'ke| jaba taka sirpha dhar3akatA hai, taba taka aprAmANika hote haiN| eka ghaMTA hama prAmANika hote haiM, jaba hama sirpha phephar3A hai, phuphphasa hai, jaba dUsare ke lie dhar3akane lage, gaharI nIMda meM hote haiM; usakA koI matalaba nhiiN| anyathA hama karuNA aura prema se dhar3akane lage. tabhI dila hai| kucha kahate, kucha socate, kucha btlaate| giragiTa kI taraha hamArA 'tyAgazIlatA, pariNAmoM meM bhadratA, vyavahAra meM prAmANikatA, | raMga bdltaa| hama jaisA maukA dekhate, tatkSaNa vaisA raMga dhara lete| kArya meM RjutA, aparAdhiyoM ke prati kSamAzIlatA, sAdhu-gurujanoM avasaravAditA prAmANikatA ke viparIta hai| hamArA apanA koI kI sevApUjA meM tatparatA, ye padma lezyA ke lakSaNa haiN|' / | svara nahIM, koI AtmA nhiiN| jaisA dUsarA AdamI hama dekhate, 'tyAgazIlatA'- chor3ane kI kssmtaa| pakar3ane kI Adata to vaisA hI hama vyavahAra kara lete haiN| hama samaya ke anusAra calate, sabhI kI hai| dhanyabhAgI haiM ve, jo chor3ane kI kSamatA rakhate haiN| jo AtmA ke anusAra nhiiN| chor3ane kI kSamatA rakhate haiM, ve hI mAlika haiN| jaba taka tuma koI | prAmANikatA kA artha hai: hamAre bhItara apanA bala paidA huaa| cIja chor3a nahIM sakate, tuma usake mAlika nhiiN| jaba taka tuma | aba hama apane bala se jIte haiN| kaSTa jhelanA par3e to jhela lete haiM, sirpha pakar3a sakate ho, taba taka tuma gulAma ho| lekina satya ko nahIM khote| yaha virodhAbhAsI lgegaa| lekina yaha parama satyoM meM eka hai ki 'satyaM vd| dharmaM cr|' hiMdU zAstra kahate haiM, satya bole aura jaba tuma kisI cIja kA tyAga kara dete ho, usI dina tuma usake dharma meM cle| jaisA ho vaisA khe| pariNAma kI ciMtA chor3a deN| 2010_03

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SaTa pardo kI oTa meM pariNAma kA hisAba na rkhe| niSkapaTa choTe bacce jaisA ho jaae| tumheM yaha khayAla hI nahIM hai ki tumhAre bhItara bhI aisA hI aparAdhI ra ke bIca koI dvaMdva na rhe| eka dhArA bhe| par3A hai| tumhArA aparAdhI aMdhere meM ho to hI tuma aparAdhI ko usa eka dhArA ke bahane meM hI yoga upalabdha hotA hai| usa eka kSamA nahIM krte| aura jo aMdhere meM hai use tuma miTA na skoge| dhArA ke bahane meM hI tuma pahalI daphA khaMDa-khaMDa nahIM raha jAte, jisane apanI zakla ThIka se dekhI, usane sAre jagata kI zakleM akhaMDa banate ho| tumhAre sAre khaMDa eka mahAsaMgIta meM sammilita ThIka se dekha liiN| aba vaha nArAja nahIM hai| aba vaha samajha hote haiN| tumhAre sAre svara eka-dUsare ke viparIta nahIM raha jAte; sakatA hai| una sabake bIca eka saMgati, eka saMgIta kA janma hotA hai| 'sAdhu gurujanoM kI sevaa...|' 'kArya meM Rjutaa...|' aura jahAM bhI tumheM dikhAI par3e koI bhalAI, koI bhalA puruSa, saralatA, siidhaapn| kucha loga er3he-Ter3he calate haiN| unako koI jAgrata puruSa, kahIM jarA-sI bhI jhalaka dikhAI par3e to jAnA ho pazcima to pahale pUraba kI tarapha jAte haiN| unako AnA mahAvIra kahate haiM, jo vyakti apanI aMtarAtmA kI khoja meM cala ho ghara to pahale bAjAra kI tarapha jAte haiN| kucha loga irache-tirache rahA hai, vaha vahAM sevA karane ko tatpara hogaa| kyoMki usa satsaMga calate haiN| unakI irachA-tirachA calanA Adata ho gaI hai| se hI AkhirI ghaTanA ghttegii| usa satsaMga se hI tumhAre bhItara, tuma bhI bahuta bAra yahI karate ho| kisI se cAra paise udhAra lene | bhItara jAne kI samajha jgegii| haiM to tuma sIdhe nahIM mAMga lete| tuma pahale kucha aura cAleM calate jo jAga gae haiM, unake pAsa baiThakara unake jAgane ko pakar3anA ho| pahale tuma bhUmikA banAte ho, phira bhUmikA ke pIche se tuma sIkhanA caahie| jo jAga gae hoM, unakI sevA karake vinamratA se dhIre-dhIre jAla phailAte ho| phira Akhira meM cAra paise mAMgate ho| pratIkSA karanI cAhie usa avasara kI, jahAM unakI UrjA aura sIdhA-sIdhA...mahAvIra kahate haiM, vyavahAra meM, kArya meM tumhArI UrjA meM koI tAlamela baiTha jaaegaa| jahAM unakI lahara ke RjutA! sIdhI rekhaa| do biMduoM ke bIca jo sabase nikaTatama sAtha gaThabaMdhana bAMdhakara tuma bhI aMtaryAtrA para nikala jaaoge| kI dUrI hai, vaha hai sIdhI rekhaa| aise Ar3e-tirache calakara bar3I | jo tumase Age hoM, unakA hAtha pakar3a lene kI ceSTA karanI laMbI yAtrA hotI hai| aura usa yAtrA meM bar3I UrjA vyaya hotI hai| caahie| aura gurujanoM kA hAtha pakar3anA ho to eka hI upAya hai; 'aparAdhiyoM ke prati kssmaashiiltaa...|' | usako mahAvIra sevA-pUjA kahate haiN| kyoMki jo bhI aparAdhI hai, dhyAna rakhanA, vaha bhI manuSya | aba yaha bar3I vicAra kI jarUrata hai isa saMbaMdha meM, kyoMki hai tumhAre jaisA; tumhArI hI kamiyoM aura sImAoM se bharA | IsAiyata ke prabhAva ke bAda sevA kA artha hI badala gyaa| jaba huaa| to jisa vyakti ne apane ko pahacAnA hai, vaha dUsare ko | jaina sAdhu ke pAsa jAtA hai to usase pUcho kahAM jA rahA hai? vaha kSamA karane ko sadA tatpara hogaa| kyoMki vaha dekhegA, dUsare meM jo kahatA hai, sAdhu kI sevA krne| IsAiyata ke prabhAva ke bAda sevA ho rahA hai, vaha mujhameM ho cukA hai| dUsare meM jo ho rahA hai, vaha | kA artha ho gayA hai| kor3hI kI sevA, bImAra kI sevA, maleriyA mujhameM bhI ho sakatA hai| ThIka-ThIka apane ko jAnanevAlA hai, plega hai, haijA phailA hai, to sevaa| IsAiyata ne sevA kA bar3A vyakti sAre manuSyoM ko jAna liyaa| | sAdhAraNa artha liyA hai| jisakI kahIM koI pIr3A hai, jisako hama | vaha cora ko bhI kSamA kara sakegA kyoMki vaha jAnatA hai, cora dayA kahate haiM, usako IsAiyata sevA kahate haiN| dayA tuma usakI apane bhItara bhI chipA hai| vaha krodhI ko bhI kSamA kara sakatA hai tarapha jAte ho, jo tumase pIche hai| kyoMki vaha jAnatA hai, krodha apane bhItara bhI kahAM miTa gayA hai? - mahAvIra sevA kahate haiM usakI tarapha jAne ko, jo tumase Age aura jaise-jaise tuma aparAdhI ko kSamA karane lagate ho, tumhArI | hai; jo tumase jyAdA svasthatara hai| tuma kor3hI ho, vaha svastha hai| aparAdha kI kSamatA kama hone lagatI hai| agara tuma aparAdhI ko tuma bImAra ho, vaha svastha hai| tuma soe ho, vaha jAgA hai| tuma kSamA nahIM karate to tumhArI aparAdha kI kSamatA kama nahIM hogii| aMdhere meM par3e ho, vaha rozanI meM khar3A hai| sevA usakI, jo hamase kyoMki aparAdhI ko kSamA na karanA eka hI hAlata meM saMbhava hai ki Age hai| dayA usakI, jo hamase pIche ho| kyoMki sevA meM 475 ___ 2010_03

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- jina sUtra bhAgaH 2 pakar3ane par3eMge crnn| dayA meM denA hogA, jo hamAre pAsa hai| aura | hilA diyA; to jhUTha ho gyaa| yaha tumheM dikhAI pdd'e| sevA meM pAne kI tatparatA rakhanI hogI, jo dusarA hameM de sakatA satya pakSapAta se nirNIta nahIM hotA, darzana se nirNIta hotA hai| hai| sevA svIkAra karane kI dazA hai| aMgrejI meM vaisA koI zabda kisI dhAraNA ko lekara satya ke pAsa gae ki cUka ge| nahIM hai| sarvisa se vaha bAta patA nahIM calatI, sarvisa se to dayA nirdhAraNA se jaanaa| hI patA calatI hai| "bhogoM kI AkAMkSA na krnaa...|' to tuma sAdhAraNataH soca hI nahIM sakate ki parama svastha sAMsArika viSaya lolupatA ko to chor3a Ae bahuta piiche| AdamI...mahAvIra khar3e haiM, unakI sevA ke lie jA rahe ho, vahAM | chaThavIM sthiti meM isa AkhirI parde meM bhoga kI icchA chor3anI hai| kyA jarUrata hai? kisI garIba kI, kisI bImAra kI, kisI rugNa | nizcita hI mahAvIra kA prayojana hai, svarga meM bhoga kI icchA, kI sevA kro| mahAvIra ko sevA kI kyA jarUrata hai? ve to puNya ke dvArA bhoga kI icchaa| kyoMki viSaya lolupatA ko to pahuMca ge| vahAM to aba koI roga nahIM, koI pIr3A nahIM, koI bahuta pIche chor3a aae| ve to kRSNa aura nIla lezyAoM ke hisse dukha-dAridraya nahIM, unakI sevA ke lie kyA jA rahe ho? the| aba bhoga kI lipsA na krnaa| paraloka meM kucha mAMganA lekina jaina paraMparA meM, pUraba kI paraMparA meM sevA kA artha hai: nhiiN| jisako mila gayA usake pAsa jAnA: usake caraNa dAbane. usake / 'sabameM samadarzI rhnaa...|' sAmane jhukanA, usakI pUjA krnii| isalie sevA aura pUjA pahale kahA, samabhAva; aba kahA smdrshii| samabhAva kA artha samAnArthI haiN| sirpha pUjA bhI kahI jA sakatI thI, lekina pUjA | hai, bhaavnaa| abhI ghaTanA ghaTI nahIM hai, tuma ceSTA kara rahe ho| tuma maMdira kI mUrti kI ho sakatI hai, sevA nahIM ho sktii| jIvita prayAsa kara rahe ho, sAdha rahe ho| samadarzI kA artha hai : ghaTanA ghaTa guru kI sevA aura pUjA donoM ho sakatI hai| vahAM sevA aura pUjA gii| aba tumheM dikhAI par3ane lgaa| sammilita hai| samabhAva sAdhate-sAdhate samadarzI kI avasthA AtI hai| pahale isase eka bahuta anUThI dRSTi pUraba kI sApha hotI hai| pUraba to dekha-dekhakara, ceSTA kara-karake sAdhanA hogA ki sabhI meM eka kahatA hai, dIna aura dukhI para dayA karo, AnaMda-amRta ko | kA hI vistAra hai| miTTI kA hI khela hai dhUla aura phUla donoM meN| upalabdha kI sevA kro| jo tumheM pAnA hai, usa tarapha sevA se jhuke | magara aisA abhI tumheM dikhAI nahIM pdd'taa| aisA tumane sunA hue jaao| jo tumheM mila gayA hai, vaha dUsare ko de do, dayA | gurujanoM se| aisA tumane zAstra meM sunaa| aisA tumane satsaMga meM kro| dayA meM dAna hai| sevA meM jholI phailAnA hai| siikhaa| isakI tuma ceSTA karate ho| jaba ceSTA karate ho, taba ye padma lezyA ke lakSaNa haiN| kSaNabhara ko lagatA bhI hai ki ThIka hai, dhUla aura phUla eka hai| 'pakSapAta na karanA, bhogoM kI AkAMkSA na karanA, sabameM | lekina phira ceSTA bhalI. bhaTake, phira phala, phala dikhAI par3ane samadarzI rahanA, rAga, dveSa tathA praNaya se dUra rahanA, ye zukla | lagatA hai, dhUla dhUla dikhAI par3ane lagatI hai| ceSTA karane se kabhI lezyA ke lakSaNa haiN|' kSaNabhara ko jhalaka milatI hai, phira kho-kho jAtI hai| aura aMtima lezyA, zukla leshyaa| samadarzI kA artha hai, jo gurujanoM ne kahA, vaha aba tumheM svayaM 'pakSapAta na karanA'-satya jaisA ho, vaisA hI svIkAra dikhAI par3atA hai| tumhArI dRSTi paidA ho gii| karanA; pUrva pakSapAtoM ke AdhAra para nhiiN| | 'rAga, dveSa tathA praNaya se dUra rhnaa...|' aba maiM jo yaha kaha rahA hUM, mahAvIra ke sUtroM kA artha kara rahA na to kisI ko apanA mAnanA, na kisI ko parAyA maannaa| na haM, yahAM jo jaina baiThe hoMge, ve kaheMge, bilakula ThIka hai| lekina isa saMsAra se kisI taraha kA sukha mila sakatA hai--praNaya kI yaha bilakula ThIka tumheM dikhAI par3a rahA hai yA sirpha purAne AkAMkSA, ki isa saMsAra se kisI bhI taraha kA sukha saMbhava hai, pakSapAta ke kAraNa? isakI saMbhAvanA ko bhI svIkAra na krnaa| saMbhAvanA mAtra kA kyoMki ye mahAvIra ke sUtra haiM aura tuma jaina ho, isalie sira gira jaanaa| ye zukla lezyA ke lakSaNa haiN| 476 Jair Education International 2010_03

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SaTa pardo kI oTa meM ina eka-eka pardo ko pAra karate calanA hai| bahuta daphA bhaTakoge, giroge, phira uTha-uTha aanaa| eka tere binA prANa o prANa ke sAMsa merI sisakatI rahI umra bhara bhesa bhAe na jAne tujhe kauna-sA isalie roja kapar3e badalatA rahA kisa jagaha kaba kahAM hAtha tU thAma le isalie roja giratA-samhalatA rahA isa dvAra kyoM na jAUM usa dvAra kyoM na jAUM ghara pA gayA tumhArA maiM ghara badala-badala kara khoja jArI rakhanI hai| bhaTakAva hogA, giranA hogaa| uTha AnA, samhala jaanaa| bahuta bAra vastra badalane pdd'eNge| lekina dhIre-dhIre. dhIre-dhIre bhItara ke bodha sajaga hote jAte haiN| aura tama ThIka usa vastra meM ho jAte ho, jisa vastra meM usa prItama se milanA ho sakatA hai, usa bhItara ke aMtarjagata meM praveza ho sakatA hai| vaha veSa to satya kA hai, RjutA kA hai, samadarzana kA hai| satyaM vd| dharma cr| Aja itanA hii| 477 2010_03

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pa halA prazna : jaina mAnate haiM ki jina- zAsana ke atirikta sabhI zAsana mithyA haiM, isalie dUsare zAsana meM nahIM jAnA caahie| jAgrata va siddha puruSoM ke bAbata batAe jAne para bhI ve unakI ora unmukha nahIM hote| kyA unheM sanmArga para lAnA saMbhava nahIM hai ? pahalI bAta mAnate to ThIka hI haiM ve, ki jina - zAsana ke atirikta sabhI zAsana mithyA haiN| lekina ve jAnate nahIM ki jina - zAsana kyA hai| jise ve jina - zAsana samajhate haiM, vaha jina - zAsana nahIM hai| unakI mAnyatA meM bhrAMti nahIM hai| jina - zAsana kA itanA hI artha huA : jAgrata puruSoM kA, jIte hue puruSoM kA zAsana / jo svayaM jAgA ho, usa sAtha hI hone meM sAra hai; soe huoM ke sAtha hone meM sAra nahIM / to mAnyatA to bilakula ThIka hai| aba kaThinAI yaha hai ki jAge huoM ko kaise jAneM, kauna jAgA huA hai ? to sastA upAya yaha hai ki jise paraMparA se loga mAnate rahe haiM jAgA huA, use mAna lo aura usI ke sAtha baMdhe rho| paraMparA se jyAdA soyI huI koI bAta ho sakatI hai ? mahAvIra jAge the| jisako tuma jaina kahate ho, yaha agara mahAvIra ke samaya meM hotA to mahAvIra ko na mAnatA / taba yaha pArzvanAtha ko mAnatA, kyoMki pArzvanAtha ke pIche DhAI sau sAla kI paraMparA thI / aura mahAvIra ke samaya meM vivAda khar3A ho gayA thaa| pArzvanAtha ko mAnanevAle loga mahAvIra ke virodha meM the| usI virodha se to digaMbara aura zvetAMbaroM kA janma huA / 2010_03 zvetAMbara ve loga haiM, jinhoMne pArzvanAtha ko mAnA aura mahAvIra ko inakAra karane kI vRtti rakhI / vaha virodha aba bhI kAyama hai| DhAI hajAra sAla ho gae, lekina zvetAMbara kI jo mAnyatA hai, vaha abhI bhI pArzvanAtha se prabhAvita hai| pArzvanAtha jAgrata puruSa the| lekina jo pArzvanAtha kI AMkhoM meM AMkheM DAlakara dekhe unake lie jAgrata puruSa the| pArzvanAtha ke samaya meM agara ye jaina hote to pArzvanAtha ko na mAnate; ye AdinAtha ko mAnate / AdamI atIta ko mAnatA hai / aura jAgrata puruSa ho sakatA hai kevala vartamAna meM / mahAvIra mila jAeM to kucha aura khojane kI jarUrata nahIM hai| AdinAtha mila jAeM to kucha khojane kI aura jarUrata nhiiN| lekina AdinAtha atIta meM to mileMge nahIM / atIta to jA cukaa| khojanA to Aja hogaa| isalie eka anivArya duvidhA khar3I hotI hai| jo AdamI paraMparA ko mAnatA hai, vaha jina - zAsana ko nahIM mAna sktaa| kyoMki jina kA artha huA : jAgA huA, jIvaMta vyakti / paraMparA ko mAnanevAlA, paraMparA ko mAnane ke kAraNa hI vartamAna ke jAgrata puruSoM se vaMcita raha jAtA hai| aura aisA kucha jaina hI kara rahe hote to bhI ThIka thaa| sabhI aisA kara rahe haiN| hiMdU kRSNa ko mAnate haiN| jaba kRSNa maujUda the to bar3I ar3acana thii| hiMdU rAma ko mAnate haiN| jaba rAma maujUda the to ar3acana thI / jAgrata puruSa jaba maujUda hotA hai to bar3I kaThinAI hai| kaThinAI yaha hai ki agara tuma use mAno to tumheM badalanA pdd'e| badalAhaTa 483 ,

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 mI kI jhaMjhaTa hai| tumheM apanA sArA jIvana rUpAMtarita karanA pdd'e| | kI, jo hai; tuma usa vRkSa kI chAyA meM nahIM baiThate jo kabhI thaa| mAnane kA aura kyA artha hotA hai? caraNa chU Ae, sira jhukA | pAgala hooge tuma agara usa vRkSa kI chAyA meM baitthoge| na vRkSa Ae, isase kyA hogA? | hai, na chAyA hai| dhapa se jloge| agara pyAsa lagatI hai to tama isalie murdA puruSoM ko mAnane meM suvidhA hotI hai| ve tumheM usa sarovara ke pAsa jAte ho, jo abhI hai| tuma usa. sarovara ke badala nahIM skte| unake sAtha koI jokhima nahIM hai--mare pAsa nahIM jAte, jo kabhI thaa| rahA hogaa| bar3A suMdara thaa| purANoM mahAvIra kyA kareMge tumhArA? jA cuke mahAvIra kyA kareMge meM ullekha hai lekina usase pyAsa to na bujhegii| bhUkha lagatI hai, tumhArA? jahAM biThAoge vahAM baiTheMge, jahAM uThAoge vahAM to tuma abhI tAjA bhojana khojate ho|| uttheNge| jo pUjA lagA doge vahI svIkAra kreNge| na lagAoge to jo bhUkha aura pyAsa ke saMbaMdha meM sahI hai, vahI satya ke saMbaMdha meM baiThe rheNge| bhUkhe baiThe rheNge| phUla na car3hAoge to kyA kareMge? | bhI sahI hai| satya khojo abhii| jAo kisI sarovara ke pAsa, atIta ke mahApuruSa jA cuke| aba to rAkha ke Dhera raha ge| jo abhI ho| khatarA yaha hai ki zAyada tuma isa sarovara ke pAsa unake sAtha bar3I suvidhA hai| tuma badalate nhiiN| tuma jaise ho vaise bhI jAoge, lekina jaba yaha jA cukA hogaa| tumhArI buddhi itanI hI rahate ho| vastutaH tuma apane mahApuruSa ko apane DhaMga se badala maMda hai ki jaba taka tumhArI samajha meM A pAtA, taba taka jina puruSa lete ho| vidA ho jAte haiN| ghasiTa-ghasiTakara bAmuzkila tumhArI akala kevala mare huoM ke sAtha kara sakate ho| jiMdA meM ghusa pAtI hai bAta ki are! lekina jaba taka tuma are kahate ho puruSa, jiMdA jAgrata vyakti ko, jiMdA siddha ko tama nahIM badala taba taka vidAI ho gii| skoge| vaha tumheM bdlegaa| jaba tuma usake pAsa jAoge to tuma buddha eka gAMva se gujare tIsa sAloM tk| kahate haiM miToge, nae hooge| vaha tumhArI mRtyu banegA aura nayA jIvana karIba-karIba paMdraha bAra usa gAMva se gujre| aura eka AdamI bhii| usake mAdhyama se tuma eka nae Aloka ko upalabdha tIsa sAloM se cAhatA thA ki unake darzana kara le na kara paayaa| hooge| lekina aMdhere kI duniyA chor3anI pdd'egii| bahuta kucha kabhI dukAna para grAhaka the aura na jA paayaa| kabhI lar3akI kI khonA par3egA, taba tuma kucha pA skoge| zAdI thI aura na jA paayaa| kabhI bImAra thA, kabhI patnI se bAta to bilakula ThIka hai ki jina-zAsana ke atirikta sabhI jhagar3A ho gyaa| kabhI jA rahA thA aura rAste meM koI purAnA zAsana mithyA haiN| lekina mAnane kA kAraNa, mAnane kI mUla vRtti | paricita mitra mila gayA to phira ghara lauTa aayaa| kabhI ghara bar3I khataranAka hai| satya bAtoM ko bhI hama galata kAraNoM se mAna mehamAna A gae taba unako chor3akara kaise jAe? / sakate haiN| hama itane galata haiM ki ThIka bAteM bhI hamAre hAtha meM aise hajAra bahAne milate rahe aura buddha Ate rahe aura jAte par3ate-par3ate galata ho jAtI haiN| hama aise gaMde haiM ki amRta bhI hama rahe-tIsa saal| eka dina acAnaka gAMva meM khabara AyI ki para barase to jahara ho jAtA hai| Akhira hamArI pyAlI meM hI buddha Aja zarIra chor3a rahe haiM, taba vaha bhaagaa| buddha ne apane bhregaa| hamArI pyAlI kI gaMdagI use rUpAMtarita karatI hai| bhikSuoM se pUchA usa subaha, kucha pUchanA to nahIM hai? kyoMki satya ke khojI ko abhI khojanA hogaa| guru abhI ho sakatA aba vidA kI velA A gii| aba maiM jaauuNgaa| kahA hogA, merI | hai| kala ke guru kAma nahIM aaeNge| bIte kala ke guru kAma nahIM nAva laga gaI kinAre, aba maiM jAtA hUM dUsarI trph| kucha aura to | aaeNge| AnevAle kala ke guru bhI kAma nahIM aaeNge| pUchanA nahIM hai ? koI AkhirI bAta? Aja-jIvana Aja hai| bhikSu to rone lge| itanA diyA thA buddha ne| binA pUche diyA tama mahAvIra ke samaya meM jI kaise sakate ho? tuma mahAvIra ke | thaa| pachA thA to diyA thA. na pachA thA to diyA thaa| paLane ko sAtha cala kaise sakate ho? tuma mahAvIra kI chAyA meM ho kaise | kucha bacA na thaa| aura aisI dukha kI ghar3I meM, jaba ve vidA ho rahe sakate ho? vaha vRkSa na rhaa| agara Aja tumheM bharI dupaharI meM | hoM, kisako prazna uThe? aisI dukha kI ghar3I meM mana to baMda ho sira se pasInA bahane lagatA hai to tuma chAyA khojate ho kisI vRkSa jAtA hai, hRdaya rone lagatA hai| AMsU bahane lge| unhoMne kahA, 1484 2010_03

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mAja laharoM meM nimaMtraNa hameM kucha pUchanA nahIM hai| jitanA diyA hai use bhI agara hama kara kaha rahe hoM, unakA koI mUlya nahIM hai| unakA Adeza mAnakara mata pAe, usakA aMza bhI kara pAe to basa kAphI hai| tumane sAgara | cala par3anA, anyathA bhttkoge| aMdhe aMdhoM ko aura bhaTakA deNge| uMDrelA hai amRta kA, agara hama eka bUMda bhI pI pAe to basa aMdhoM kA sahArA pakar3akara mata clnaa| aMdhe to gireMge, tuma bhI paryApta ho jaaegii| giroge| aMdhA aMdhA TheliyA donoM kUpa pdd't| buddha ne tIna bAra pUchA, jaisI unakI Adata thii| phira se pUchA itanA hI artha hai jina-zAsana ko svIkAra karane kA ki jahAM ki kisI ko kucha pUchanA ho| phira se pUchA ki kisI ko kucha jinatva dikhAI par3e, jahAM koI jAgrata aura jItA huA vyakti pUchanA ho| jaba kisI ne kucha na kahA to unhoMne kahA, | dikhAI par3e, jahAM tumhAre prANa kahane lageM ki hAM, saMbhAvanA yahAM alvidaa| ve vRkSa ke pIche cale ge| unhoMne AMkha baMda kara lI hai, jahAM subaha hotI dikhAI par3e, jahAM sUraja UgatA dikhAI par3e, aura ve deha ko chor3ane lge| unhoMne deha chor3a dii| bhItara dhAraNA | vahAM jhuka jAnA; usa zAsana ko svIkAra kara lenaa| kI ki deha se alaga ho jAUM, alaga ho ge| to bAta to ThIka hI hai| maiM yaha nahIM kaha rahA hUM lekina ki jo mana ko chor3a rahe the, tabhI vaha AdamI bhAgA huA gAMva se usako mAnate haiM ve ThIka haiN| bAta to ThIka hai, bAta ko mAnanevAle phuNcaa| aura vaha cillAyA ki buddha kahAM haiM? mujhe milane do, | galata haiN| kahate to haiM, jina-zAsana ekamAtra satya hai aura bAkI mujhe jAne do, mujhe kucha pUchanA hai| saba mithyaa| lekina mAnate zAstra ko haiM, jina ko thor3e hI! bhikSuoM ne kahA, bar3I dera lgaaii| tIsa sAla tumhAre gAMva se | mAnate paraMparA ko haiM, jina ko thor3e hI! mAnate paMDita ko haiM, gujre| aura aneka bAra hama taka aisI khabara bhI AyI ki tuma paMDita kI vyAkhyA ko mAnate haiN| AnA cAhate ho lekina tuma kabhI Ae nhiiN| jAgrata puruSa kA sIdhA darzana to jalAnevAlA hai| vahAM to kucha usane kahA, karUM kyA, kabhI mehamAna A gae, kabhI patnI | chUTegA, miTegA, giregA, bdlegaa| vahAM to tuma astavyasta bImAra par3a gii| kabhI dukAna para grAhaka jyAdA the| kabhI AyA | hooge| tuma, tuma hI na raha skoge| vahAM to tuma Aga se bhI thA to rAste meM koI mitra mila gayA kaI varSoM kA, to phira ghara gujroge| Aga se gujare binA koI zuddha kuMdana banatA bhI nhiiN| lauTa gyaa| hajAra kAraNa A gae, maiM na A paayaa| lekina mujhe vahAM to tuma pITe jAoge, miTAe jAoge, race jaaoge| binA roko mt| kahAM haiM buddha? vidhvaMsa ke sRjana hotA bhI nhiiN| vahAM to jaise kumhAra miTTI ko bhikSuoM ne kahA, aba asaMbhava hai| hama to unheM vidA bhI de | rauMdatA hai, aise raude jaaoge| binA rauMde tumhAre jIvana kA ghaTa cuke| aba to ve apanI jyoti ko sameTane meM lage haiN| banatA bhI nhiiN| vahAM to tuma cAka para car3hAe jaaoge| lekina kahate haiM, buddha ne AMkheM kholIM aura unhoMne kahA, abhI samhAlegA bhI guru, thapakAre bhI degA, mAregA bhI, pITegA bhI, maiM jIvita hUM aura vaha AdamI A gayA! calo dera sahI, abera | jagAegA bhii| sahI, A to gyaa| mere nAma para yaha lAMchana na raha jAe ki maiM jIvita guru ke pAsa hone kA artha huA, tumheM nIMda chor3anI abhI sAMsa le rahA thA aura koI AdamI dvAra se pyAsA calA pdd'egii| isalie murdA guruoM ko chAtI se lagAe par3e rahane meM gyaa| kahAM hai? use bulaao| vaha kyA pUchanA cAhatA hai? ha kyA pUchanA cAhatA hai? bar3I suvidhA hai| martiya ko pUjane meM bar3I suvidhA hai| vaha AdamI phira bhI jaldI pahuMca gyaa| aura bhI usa gAMva meM aura bhI bar3e maje kI bAta hai ki jo kahate haiM ki 'jina-zAsana loMga rahe hoMge, jo phira bhI na phuNce| AdamI bar3A maMdabuddhi hai| | ke atirikta saba mithyA hai| unheM yaha bhI patA nahIM ki jinoM ne maMdabuddhi hI roga hai| na to jaina kA savAla hai, na hiMdU kA, na kyA kahA hai| unheM yaha bhI patA nahIM ki jina-zAsana kA maulika musalamAna kA; mNdbuddhi...| sUtra yahI hai ki sabhI meM kucha na kucha satya kA aMza hai| maMdabuddhi jar3a cIjoM ko pakar3a letA hai| aba itanA suMdara vicAra taba AdamI kI maMdabuddhi para bar3I hairAnI hotI hai| yaha to hai ki jina-zAsana ke atirikta saba mithyA hai| isakA artha virodhAbhAsa ho gyaa| samasta jina puruSoM ne--mahAvIra ne, buddha huA, jAgrata puruSa jo kahe usake atirikta soe hue AdamI jo | ne, kRSNa ne, sabhI ne kahA hai ki maiM hI ThIka hUM aisI dhAraNA 2010_03 .

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 -- -- ahaMkAra kI ghoSaNA hai| aura mahAvIra ne to bahuta AgrahapUrvaka aura sIdhA kara leMge, bilakula sIdhA kara leMge, rekhAbaddha kara ke kahA hai ki jarA bhI Agraha rakhA ki maiM hI ThIka haM. to tama galata DAleMge: isase kacha pharka na pddegaa| ho ge| dUsare meM bhI ThIka ko dekhane kI kSamatA caahie| koI pharka na pdd'egaa| pAnI kA mAdhyama hI lakar3I ko tirachA kara isa pRthvI para koI bhI bilakula galata to ho hI nahIM sktaa| jAtA hai| lakar3I tirachI hotI nahIM, dikhAI par3ane lagatI hai, isa jagata meM pUrNatA jaisI koI cIja hotI hI nhiiN| bilakula | tirachI ho gii| galata kA to artha huA, eka AdamI galatI meM pUrNa ho gyaa| bhASA kA mAdhyama anubhava ko tirachA kara detA hai| isalie mullA nasaruddIna para koI nArAja ho gayA aura usane kahA ki bhASA meM Akara koI bhI satya pUrNa nahIM raha jaataa| aura asatya tama, tama parNa markha ho| mallA ne kahA, tthhro| isa jagata meM parNa to kabhI bhI parA nahIM hai| isalie jo bhI hama kahate haiM, kabhI koI hotA hI nhiiN| tuma merI khuzAmada mata kro| tuma merI | AdhA-AdhA hai| stuti mata kro| isa jagata meM pUrNa kabhI koI hotA hI nhiiN| yahAM | yahI to jina-zAstra hai, yahI to jina-dezanA hai ki jo bhI hama saba adhUrA hai| | kahate haiM, AdhA-AdhA hai| sabhI dRSTiyAM haiM, darzana koI bhI pUrNa mUrkha khojanA hI asaMbhava hai| pUrNa galata AdamI bhI nhiiN| darzana to anubhava hai| khojanA asaMbhava hai| agara pUrNa galata hotA to jI hI nahIM sktaa| tuma khuda hI soco; subaha huI, vRkSoM ke pAra kSitija para sUraja | thaa| jI rahA hai to kahIM na kahIM satya ke sahAre hI jiiegaa| jIvana nikalA. pakSiyoM ne gIta gAe ganagana macAI, mora nAce, raMgIna satya ke sAtha hai| kiraNa bhalA ho, na ho sUraja satya kaa| | bAdala phaile, tumane dekhaa-drshn| aba tumase koI kahe varNana choTI-moTI kSINa dhArA ho, na ho bAr3ha AyI huI nadI, magara hogI karo uskaa| to tuma jo bhI varNana karoge, tuma pAoge bahuta kucha jruur| jI rahA hai, jIvana hai, to jIvana asatya ke sAtha to ho zeSa raha gayA hai, jo nahIM kahA jA sktaa| tuma lAkha raMgoM kA nahIM sktaa| kahIM na kahIM satya se jur3A hogaa| kahIM na kahIM varNana karo, sunanevAle para tuma vahI prabhAva thor3e hI paidA kara paramAtmA abhI bhI usameM baha rahA hogaa| pAoge, jo tuma para paidA huA thA subaha ke sUraja ko Ugate | mahAvIra ne to kahA hai, sabhI meM satya hai| isI se to unakA dekhkr| tuma bar3e se bar3e kavi hoo, to bhI tama pAoge, hAtha syAtavAda paidA huA, anekAMtavAda paidA huaa| mahAvIra ne kahA hai kaMpate haiM, bar3e se bar3e kavi ko bhI lagatA hai ki hama sirpha tutalAte ki jo-jo bhI tumheM bilakula bhI galata lagatA ho, usakI dRSTi haiN| to jitanA bar3A kavi hotA hai utanA hI sApha lagatA hai ki hama meM bhI khojoge to kacha na kacha to aMza pAoge satya kaa| parNa sirpha tatalAte haiN| choTe-moTe kaviyoM ko lagata cAhe satya na ho, pUrNa asatya bhI nahIM ho sktaa| aura mahAvIra diyaa| unake pAsa kahane ko kucha hai nhiiN| jisake pAsa jitanA ne to kahA hai, pUrNa satya ko kahane kA koI upAya hI nahIM hai| bar3A darzana hai utanI hI bhASA kI asamarthatA mAlUma hotI hai| | isalie do bAteMH jitanI daSTiyAM haiM, sabhI aMza satya haiM aura ravIMdranAtha ne marate kSaNa kahA ki he prbh| yaha bhI ta kyA kara pUrNa satya ko aba taka kisI ne kahA nahIM; kahA jA sakatA | rahA hai? aba, jaba ki maiM thor3A gAne meM kuzala huA jA rahA thA, nhiiN| kahate se hI apUrNa ho jAtA hai| vANI meM lAte hI adhUrA ho | tU mujhe vidA karane lagA? jAtA hai| anabhava meM ho sakatA hai pUrNa, abhivyakti meM apUrNa ho eka baDhA mitra pAsa baiThA thA. usane kahA, kyA kaha rahe ho jAtA hai| lAkha samhAlakara kaho, kahane ke mAdhyama meM hI apUrNa tuma? kuzala ho rahe the? tuma mahAkavi ho| ho jAtA hai| ravIMdranAtha ne kahA, dUsare kahate hoNge| merI pIr3A maiM jAnatA huuN| jaise tama eka lakar3I ko pAnI meM DAlo-sIdhI lakar3I ko, | agara tuma mujhase pUchate ho to maiM itanA hI kaha sakatA hUM ki maiMne pAnI meM tirachI dikhAI par3ane lagatI hai| lAkha samhAlakara DAlo, | abhI taka jo gIta gAe, ve aise hI haiM jaise saMgItajJa saMgIta zurU isase koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| pAnI kA mAdhyama tirachApana paidA karatA karane ke pahale sAja ko biThAtA hai| vINAkAra tAra khIMca-khIMca hai| tuma kaho ki hama aura samhAlakara ddaaleNge| hama lakar3I ko kara dekhatA hai, ThIka hai? tabalAbAja tabalA bajA-bajAkara 486 __ JanEducation International 2010_03

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Aja laharoM meM nimaMtraNa ThoMka-ThoMkakara dekhatA hai, ThIka hai? saca ho jaae| agara na laTakAo to vaha jhUTha hai| aba karo ravIMdranAtha ne kahA ki abhI taka jo maiMne gAe. ve kevala sAja kyA? agara usako phAMsI para laTakA do to eka sacce AdamI ko saMvArane jaise the| abhI asalI gIta zurU kahAM huA thA? ko phAMsI ho gii| agara usako phAMsI para na laTakAo, to eka asalI gIta to apane sAtha hI le jA rahA huuN| jhUThA AdamI pahale hI dina chUTA jA rahA hai| samrATa ne apanA sira jitanA bar3A kavi hogA utanA hI asamartha paaegaa| jitanA | ThoMka liyaa| nasaruddIna ne kahA ki satya aura asatya kA nirNaya bar3A anubhava hogA utanA hI pragaTa karanA muzkila ho jaaegaa| itanA AsAna nhiiN| haTAo phAMsI vgairh| kauna jAnatA hai kauna choTe-moTe anubhava pragaTa nahIM hote| tumheM kisI se prema ho jAe, satya bola rahA hai, kauna asatya bola rahA hai! kauna jAnatA hai bhASA asamartha ho jAtI hai| kyA kaho? kaise kaho? kyA satya hai, kyA asatya hai| to jinhoMne satya ko jAnA, itane virATa meM Dabe, lauTakara jo bhI satya aura asatya bar3I nAjuka bAteM haiN| ve kahate haiM, sabhI adhUrA hai| isalie mahAvIra ne kahA, jo bhI mahAvIra ne agara koI bhI bAta sikhAI hai to itanI hI bAta dRSTiyAM haiM, sabhI dRSTiyAM haiN| sabhI meM satya kA aMza hai| sikhAI hai ki dUsare ko atyaMta hArdikatA se samajhane kI koziza jaina kahatA hai ki mahAvIra ke atirikta sabhI mithyA hai| krnaa| tumhAre lie itanI hI khoja kAphI hai ki usameM kucha bhI lekina isakA artha kyA huA? agara mahAvIra sahI haiM to sabhI satya ho to khoja lenaa| asatya se tumheM lenA-denA kyA hai? / meM satya hai| aura agara sabhI mithyA haiM yaha sahI hai, to mahAvIra eka AdamI jaMgala meM bhaTaka gayA ho, rAha khojate-khojate mithyA ho ge| sUraja Dhala gayA ho, aMdherA ghira gayA ho, paira kAToM se cubhe hoM, yaha tuma aisA samajho, kahate haiM eka samrATa ne-jo bar3A jhAr3iyoM ne kapar3e phAr3a die hoM, rAha na sUjhatI ho, use dUra eka khUkhAra AdamI thA-kahA ki isa gAMva meM jo bhI asatya bolegA jhopar3e se dIyA jalatA huA dikhAI par3atA hai| usa jhopar3e ke cAroM use sUlI para laTakA deNge| aura usane kahA ki sikhAvana ke taura tarapha aMdherA hai, jarA-sI rozanI hai| vaha rozanI dekha letA hai, para, nagara kA bar3A dvAra jaba subaha khulegA, to vahAM jallAda aMdherA chor3a detA hai| vaha yaha thor3e hI kahatA hai ki itane aMdhere meM maujUda raheMge phAMsI lgaakr| aura jo bhI AdamI AeMge unase | rozanI kahAM ho sakatI hai? vaha aMdherA dekhakara baiTha thor3e hI jAtA puuchege| agara unameM se koI bhI asatya bolA to tatkSaNa sUlI para hai| vaha jo TimaTimAtI dIye kI rozanI hai, usako dekhatA; aMdhere laTakA deMge, tAki pUrA gAMva roja subaha dekha le ki asatya ko nahIM dekhtaa| vaha kahatA, dhanyabhAga! koI hai| pAsa hI koI bolanevAle kI kyA hAlata hotI hai| | hai| mila gaI rAha, calA cluuN| pahuMca hI jaauuNgaa| ghabar3Ane kI mullA nasaruddIna usake darabAra meM thA, usane kahA acchA, to koI bAta nhiiN| kala phira daravAje para mileNge| usa samrATa ne kahA, tumhArA jaba koI AdamI kucha kahe to tuma usameM dIye kI TimaTimAtI matalaba? usane kahA, kala vahIM tuma bhI maujUda rhnaa| hama rozanI bhI dekhnaa| vahI dekhnaa| jitanA satya kA aMza hai utanA asatya boleMge aura tuma hameM phAMsI para lagAkara dekha lenaa| dekha lenaa| tumheM asatya se lenA-denA kyA hai? haMsA to motI samrATa bar3A nArAja huaa| usane bar3A iMtajAma kiyA ki yaha cuge| tuma apane motI-motI cuna lenA, kaMkar3a chor3a denaa| AdamI cAhatA kyA hai! aura subaha jaba daravAjA khulA, samrATa lekina tuma kaMkar3oM hI kaMkar3oM para coMca mArate ho| tuma motI maujUda thA, aura vajIra maujUda the, pUre darabArI maujUda the, phAMsI kA cunane meM utsuka nahIM ho| tuma to yahI siddha karane meM utsuka ho takhtA maujUda thA, jallAda maujUda the| aura mullA apane gadhe para ki motI to basa hamAre hI ghara hote haiM aura saba jagaha kaMkar3a hote savAra daravAje ke bhItara praviSTa huaa| haiN| tuma aMdhere meM hI AMkha gar3Ae baiThe ho| tuma rozanI ko dekhanA samrATa ne kahA, 'kahAM jA rahe ho nasaruddIna?' hI nahIM caahte| nasaruddIna ne kahA, 'phAMsI ke takhte para laTakane jA rahA huuN|' jina-zAsana kA maulika AdhAra yahI hai-satya saba kahIM hai| aba bar3I muzkila ho gii| agara usako laTakAo to vaha anaMta rUpoM meM pragaTa hotA hai| anekAMta kA artha hotA hai satya ke ___ 2010_03

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488 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 aneka pahalU haiN| satya ekAMta nahIM hai| jo kahatA hai, maiM hI satya, vaha yaha kahane se hI asatya ho jAtA hai| jyAdA se jyAdA itanA hI kahanA, 'maiM bhI satya / ' 'maiM hI satya'-asatya ho gyaa| maiM bhI satya aura bhI satya haiN| lekina ahaMkAra dAvA karatA hai, 'maiM hI satya / ' 'bhI' para ahaMkAra kA jora nahIM hai, 'hI' para jora hai| mahAvIra kA jora 'bhI' para hai| isalie mahAvIra to kahate haiM ki vaha vyakti bhI, jo tumhAre bilakula viparIta bola rahA ho, usakI bhI bAta dhyAnapUrvaka sunanA / usameM bhI kucha satya hogA / aMza to hogA hI, kucha to hogA hii| yahAM pApI se pApI vyakti meM thor3A saMtatva hotA hai aura yahAM saMta se saMta vyakti meM thor3A pApI hotA hai| yahAM koI pUrNa to hotA nhiiN| isalie to hama kahate haiM isa deza meM ki jo pUrNa gayA, dubArA nahIM aataa| pUrNa hote se hI phira dubArA Ane kA upAya nhiiN| yahAM to AnA ho to thor3I apUrNatA rakhanI hotI hai| jaina kahate haiM--jaina darzana; bar3A mahatvapUrNa darzana hai - vaha kahatA hai, tIrthaMkara hone ke lie bhI tIrthaMkara karmabaMdha karanA par3atA hai| vaha bhI pApa hai| tIrthaMkara hone ke lie bhI tIrthaMkara karmabaMdha karanA par3atA hai| dUsaroM para karuNA kI vAsanA rakhanI par3atI hai to hI koI tIrthaMkara ho sakatA hai, nahIM to tIrthaMkara bhI nahIM ho sktaa| dUsaroM kI sahAyatA karUM, itanI vAsanA to bacAnI hI par3atI hai| nahIM to tIrthaMkara bhI kaise hogA ? isalie sabhI siddha puruSa tIrthaMkara nahIM hote / aneka siddha puruSa to siddha hote hI vilIna ho jAte haiM mahAzUnya meN| thor3e-se siddha puruSa tIrthaMkara hote haiN| ve, ve hI siddha puruSa haiM, jinakI siddhi meM thor3I-sI vAsanA bhI jur3I hai abhI, ki dUsaroM kI sahAyatA kruuNgaa| jinako abhI itanA aura bhAva bacA hai, ve tIrthaMkara kI taraha paidA hote haiN| zubha hai ki itanI vAsanA kucha loga bacAte haiM, anyathA jagata bar3A aMdhere se bhara jaae| 'jaina mAnate haiM ki jina-zAsana ke atirikta sabhI zAsana mithyA haiN|' bilakula ThIka mAnate haiM aura bilakula galata kAraNoM se mAnate haiN| soe hote haiN| zAstra to basa zAstra haiM / kitAba kitAba hai| kitAba meM kucha bhI nahIM hotA / khojo kahIM jIvita vyakti ko / kisI ko khojo, jisake pAsa tumhArI AMkheM AkAza kI tarapha uThane lageM; jisakI abhIpsA tumheM bhI saMkrAmaka rUpa se pakar3a le; jisake bavaMDara meM tuma bhI thor3e ur3ane lago / '... jAgrata va siddha puruSoM ke bAbata batAe jAne para bhI ve unakI ora unmukha nahIM hote|' duniyA meM sabase kaThina bAta vahI hai : jAgrata puruSoM kI tarapha unmukha honaa| usakA matalaba hai, apane se vimukha honA / jAgrata puruSa ke sanmukha hone kA eka hI upAya hai, apane se vimukha honaa| jo apanI tarapha pITha kare, vahI jAgrata puruSa kI tarapha muMha kara sakatA hai| agara tuma vinamratApUrvaka yaha svIkAra karo to koI khatarA nahIM hai| eka na eka dina sAhasa bhI ikaTThA ho jaaegaa| lekina AdamI apane ahaMkAra ko bacAtA hai| vaha yaha nahIM kahA yaha merI kamajorI hai ki maiM zAstra dekha rahA huuN| vaha apanI kamajorI ko bhI AbhUSaNoM se alaMkRta karatA hai, zRMgAra karatA hai / vaha kahatA hai, yahI satya hai, isalie kahAM, kauna siddha puruSa ? kahIM koI siddha puruSa nhiiN| paMcama kAla meM hote hI nahIM / ho cuke vakta ! jA cukA samaya, jaba siddha puruSa hote the ! vaha mahAvIra ke sAtha hI baMda ho gayA / mahAvIra ke bAda hama vyartha hI jI rahe haiN| mahAvIra ke bAda kucha ghaTa hI nahIM rahA / itihAsa 'isalie dUsare zAsana meM jAnA nahIM caahie|' jinapuruSa mila ruka gayA vahIM / mahAvIra ke bAda duniyA rahI hI nahIM hai| mahAvIra jAeM to jAne kI jarUrata bhI nahIM hai| kyA mare, saba mara gyaa| mahAvIra kyA gae, saba gyaa| saba mata aTake rhnaa| zAstra na to jAge hote haiM, na saMbhAvanA, satya ko pAne kI sArI suvidhA, saba calI gii| jaina zAstra 2010_03 kucha lekina agara abhI tuma utanI himmata nahIM kara pAo to Azcarya nahIM hai| Azcarya to yaha hotA hai ki tuma isI meM akar3a anubhava karate ho / jAnanA cAhie ki maiM abhI dIna-hIna / abhI merI itanI sAmarthya nahIM ki sUraja kI tarapha sIdhI AMkheM karake dekhUM / abhI to maiM sUraja kI tasvIreM hI zAstra meM banI haiM, unhIM ko dekha pAtA huuN| abhI to unhIM tasvIroM meM mana ko lubhAtA huuN| merI himmata nhiiN| maiM kamajora huuN| abhI merA bala nhiiN| itanA sAhasa nahIM isa yAtrA para nikalane kA / abhiyAna para jAne kA dussAhasa abhI mujhase hotA nhiiN|

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/ yaha bhI koI bAta huI ? yaha to bar3I khataranAka dhAraNA huI isa dhAraNA kA artha to bar3I hatAzA hogA / taba hamAre hAtha meM | kula itanA hI hai ki hama mahAvIroM kI stuti karate raheM, svayaM mahAvIra na bneN| isalie tuma jaba unheM siddha puruSoM kI bAta kahoge, ve rAjI na hoNge| tuma zAyada socate ho ki tuma bar3I sarala-sI bAta kaha rahe ho ki dekho! koI siddha puruSa hai, koI jAgrata puruSa hai, Ao, suno, samajho, baiTho pAsa; thor3A satsaMga kro| calo thor3I sevA kreN| tuma socate ho, sIdhA-sA nimaMtraNa de rahe ho| yaha nimaMtraNa itanA sIdhA nahIM hai| yaha nimaMtraNa khataranAka hai| kyoMki vaha AdamI agara A jAe to phira vahI na ho sakegA, jo thA / vaha apanI surakSA kara rahA hai| aura dUsarI bAta dhyAna rakhanA, dUsare ke batAe koI kabhI AtA nhiiN| tuma yaha ciMtA chodd'o| isameM samaya kharAba bhI mata kro| jisako jaba AnA hai, tabhI AtA hai| jisakI pyAsa jaba paka jAtI hai tabhI AtA hai| tuma kisI ko khIMca-tAnakara lAnA mt| tuma jitanI khIMca-tAna karoge, utane hI vaha surakSA ke upAya kregaa| tuma jitanA siddha karane kI koziza karoge ki calo, koI jAgrata puruSa hai, vaha utanA hI siddha karane kI koziza karegA ki nahIM, jAgrata nahIM hai / saba pAkhaMDa hai| saba dhokhAdhar3I hai| saba SaDyaMtra hai, jAlasAjI hai| tuma yaha koziza hI mata kro| tuma A gae, itanA bahuta / tuma badalo / sArI zakti tuma apanI badalAhaTa meM lagA do| tumhArI badalAhaTa hI zAyada, jinheM tuma lAnA cAhate ho, unheM AkarSita kare to kare / tumhArI AMkhoM meM A gaI naI camaka, tumhAre cehare para A gaI naI dIpti, tumhAre pairoM meM A gayA nayA saMgIta kA svara, tumameM utara AyA mAdhurya, mArdava, zAyada kisI ko bulA lAe to bulA laae| tumhAre jIvana meM agara thor3I madhurimA phaila jAe, thor3A svAda tumhArA badala jAe to jo tumhAre nikaTa haiM, jinheM tuma svabhAvataH cAhate ho AeM, jAgeM, ve bhI mArga ko pAeM, unake jIvana meM bhI phUla khileM ... / tumhArI AkAMkSA to ThIka hai, lekina jaldabAjI mata karanA / tuma lAne kI koziza hI mata krnaa| tuma to cupacApa apane ko badalane meM lage rho| tumhArI badalAhaTa jaise-jaise saghana hogI vaise-vaise ve utsuka hoNge| aura dUsarA koI upAya nahIM hai| 2010_03 Aja laharoM meM nimaMtraNa agara tuma unheM mere pAsa lAnA cAhate ho to eka hI upAya hai-- tumhAre jIvana meM kisI taraha merI khabara unheM milanI cAhie; tumhAre zabdoM meM nahIM / tumhAre kahane se ve na suneNge| tumhAre hone ko suneNge| tumhAre bhItara gUMjane lage nAda, to zAyada... phira bhI maiM kahatA zAyada, koI jarUrI nahIM hai| kyoMki aise bajra-badhira loga haiM ki tumhAre bhItara ghaMTanAda gUMjatA rahe, unheM kucha bhI sunAI na pdd'egaa| aise aMdhe loga haiM ki tuma badala bhI jAo, unheM koI dIpti na dikhAI pdd'egii| tuma unakI phikra chodd'o| tuma unakI ciMtA mata kro| | tuma lie prArthanA karo jarUra, lekina unheM samajhAo mt| unake tuma jaba dhyAna karake uTho to unake lie prArthanA kro| jaba tuma dhyAna karake uTho taba una para bhI prabhu kI anukaMpA ho, ve bhI satya kI tarapha unmukha hoM, unameM bhI jAga Ae aisI prArthanA karo, basa / tuma prabhu ko samajhAo ki unheM jgaae| tuma sIdhe jagAne mata cale jAnA / buddha ne apane bhikSuoM ko kahA hai ki hara prArthanA, hara dhyAna karuNA para pUrA honA caahie| jo tumheM huA hai vaha sAre jagata ko ho, aisI bhAvanA se hI dhyAna ko pUrA karanA / jo tumheM milA hai| vaha sabako mile, aisI bhAvanA se hI dhyAna ke bAhara AnA / isakA pariNAma hogaa| tarka se, vicAra se tuma siddha na kara paaoge| aksara to aisA hogA, agara tumane tarka kiyA to zAyada ve tumheM DAMvAMDola kara deM, bajAya isake ki tuma unheM samajhA paao| kyoMki bAta kucha aisI hai ki tarka se samajhAI nahIM jA sakatI, lekina tarka se khaMDita kI jA sakatI hai| tumane agara mere nikaTa kucha pAyA to tuma use tarka se samajhA na skoge| hAM, koI bhI use tarka se khaMDita kara sakatA hai| bhI phUla hai gulAba kA khilA; tuma kahate ho, parama suMdara hai / koI siddha kara sakatA hai ki nahIM hai suMdara / tuma siddha na kara pAoge ki suMdara hai| sIdhI-sI bAta, ki gulAba kA suMdara phUla, tuma siddha kaise karege ki suMdara hai? sauMdarya kI kyA kasauTI hai, kyA mApadaMDa hai? kyA AdhAra hai ghoSaNA kA, ki suMdara hai ? dArzanika sadiyoM se ciMtana karate rhe| aba taka taya nahIM kara pAe ki sauMdarya kI paribhASA kyA hai ? kisa cIja ko suMdara kaheM ? aura koI bhI siddha kara sakatA hai ki suMdara nahIM hai| sirpha ghoSaNA bhara kara de ki nahIM hai suNdr| kahAM hai suMdara ? kyA hai isameM 489

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DELHI _ jina sUtra bhAgaH2 sauMdarya ? lAla raMga meM rakhA kyA hai? paMkhur3iyAM hI khula gaI to haiM, kitane daravAje haiM! aura bar3e karatA jaauuNgaa| una para paharedAra | rakhA kyA hai? are sugaMdha hI sahI! to sugaMdha meM bhI rakhA kyA hai? | biThAte jaauuNgaa| bahuta muzkila kara denA hai aanaa| to hI loga koI bhI AdamI asiddha kara sakatA hai bar3I AsAnI se| | A paaeNge| nAstika honA bar3A AsAna hai| Astika honA bar3A kaThina hai| tuma lAne kI ceSTA karanA hI nhiiN| tuma sirpha prArthanA krnaa| kyoMki Astika kucha aisI bAtoM para zraddhA kara rahA hai, jo siddha tumhAre dhyAna ke bAda-jinako bhI tuma cAhate ho ki ve kabhI nahIM kI jA sktiiN| Astika bar3A himmatavara hai| vaha aise rAstoM yahAM A jAeM-dhyAna ke bAda unakI sUrata kA smaraNa karanA, para jA rahA hai, jinake lie ThIka-ThIka zabda, tarka, pramANa juTAne aura prArthanA karanA ki kabhI unakA bhI sadabhAgya udaya ho| basa, asaMbhava haiN| cupacApa, ekAMta, mauna meM tumhArI kI gaI prArthanA rezama ke patale isalie tuma khayAla rakhanA, tuma vyartha kI jhaMjhaTa meM par3anA hI dhAgoM kI taraha unheM bAMdha legI, le aaegii| mt| tuma badalate jAo, tumhArI AstikatA dhIre-dhIre pragaTa moTe rasse tarka ke mata baaNdhnaa| unameM tuma jisako bAMdhate ho hone lage tumhAre jIvana meM, tumhAre vyavahAra se| vahI zAyada unheM usako lagatA hai, yaha to baMdhana huA jA rahA hai, hathakar3I DalI jA | le Ae to le Ae aura koI upAya nahIM hai| rahI hai| kahAM jA rahe ho? apanI svataMtratA gaMvAnA hai? pAgala ....kyA unheM sanmArga para lAnA saMbhava nahIM hai?' | honA hai? lAne kI koziza kI to muzkila hai| ve aura akar3a jaaeNge| prema ke kacce dhAge paryApta haiN| ve prArthanA meM baMdha jAte haiN| ve aura jidda bAMdha jaaeNge| kyoMki lAne kI koziza meM unako sadaguru ke pAsa honA samarpaNa ke atirikta saMbhava nahIM hai| lagatA hai tuma unheM harAne cale? lAne kI koziza meM unako sadaguru ke pAsa honA koI tarka kI niSpatti, niSkarSa nahIM hai| tarka lagatA hai tuma unake Upara vijaya kI ghoSaNA kara rahe? tuma unheM kI hAra aura parAjaya hai| sadaguru ke pAsa honA buddhi kA parAjita karane meM utsuka ho? lAne kI ceSTA meM lagatA hai ki khilavAr3a nahIM hai, hRdaya kA AvirbhAva, hRdaya kI abhivyaMjanA tumhArA koI svArtha hogaa| hai| jo saba taraha se miTane ko taiyAra hai vahI kevala A pAtA hai| nahIM, yaha bAta hI mata krnaa| ve agara bahata utsaka bhI hoM to tama, jise maiMne kiyA yAda bhI ttaalnaa| kahanA ki le caleMge, jaba kabhI suvidhA hogii| aisI jisase baMdhI merI prIti jaldI bhI kyA hai? tuma hajAra bahAne karanA ki bahuta kaThina hai le kauna tuma ajJAta vaya-kula-zIla mere mIta? clnaa| milAnA bar3A muzkila hai| to shaayd...| karma kI bAdhA nahIM tuma loga bar3I ulaTI khopar3I ke haiN| agara unako kaho milAnA | tuma nahIM pravRtti se uparAMta bahuta muzkila hai to ve tumhAre pIche par3eMge ki milA do, eka daphA kaba tumhAre hita thamA saMgharSa merA? to milA do| ki le calanA bahuta kaThina hai| ve tamase kaheMge, ki rukA merA kAma kabhI eka daphA to le clo| tuma unase kaho ki calo, le calate tumheM dhAre hRdaya meM haiM, to ve htteNge| maiM khule hAthoM sadA dUMgA bAhya kA jo deya AdamI kA mana bar3e viparIta DhaMga se calatA hai| niSedha karo to . na hI girane taka kahUMgA, tanika ThaharUM nimaMtraNa; nimaMtraNa do to socatA hai, matalaba kyA hai? koI | kyoMki merA cuka gayA pAtheya svArtha hogaa| koI chipI bAta hogii| yaha AdamI itanA utsuka tuma, jise maiMne kiyA yAda kyoM hai vahAM le jAne meM? jeba to nahIM kATa legA rAste meM! koI jisase baMdhI merI prIta tarakIba lagA rahA hai| kahIM phaMsAne le jA rahA hai| kauna tuma ajJAta vaya-kula-zIla mere mIta? nahIM, tuma yaha koziza hI baMda kara do| isalie to maiM aisI | sadaguru to bilakula ajJAta hai| jo dikhAI par3atA hai, vaha thor3e koziza kara rahA hUM ki yahAM muzkila se hI loga A paaeN| dekhate hI! jo tumhAre dekhane ke pAra raha jAtA hai vhii| jo sunAI par3atA 4900 Jan Education International 2010_03

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hai vaha thor3e hI! jo mauna meM pratIta hotA hai vahI / jise tuma dekha ho vaha to kevala rUpa hai, AkAra hai| jo usa rUpa aura Akara meM chipA nirAkAra hai / ajJAta vaya-kula- zIla mere mIta! aisI mitratA bAMdhanI bar3I muzkila hai| kyoMki na kula kA patA, na vaya kA patA / kahAM le jAoge ? kahAM le cale? kucha bhI patA nahIM / ajJAta kI yAtrA hai| jise maiMne kiyA yAda tuma, jisase baMdhI merI prIti aura yaha baMdhana prema kA hai| yaha tarka kA nahIM hai| tuma agara mere pAsa ho aura kisI bhAMti mujhase baMdha gae ho, to yaha baMdhana hRdaya kA hai| yaha akAraNa hai| tumheM prema ho gyaa| aura jaba taka kisI prema na ho jAe, taba taka pAsa hone kI koI suvidhA nahIM hai| tuma, jise maiMne kiyA yAda jisase baMdhI merI prIti kauna tuma ajJAta vaya-kula- zIla mere mIta? karma kI bAdhA nahIM tuma tuma nahIM pravRtti se uparAMta sadaguru tumheM pravRtti se uparAMta thor3e hI karatA hai! sadaguru tumheM tor3atA thor3e hI tumhAre saMsAra se ! tumhAre saMsAra meM hI tumheM nae hone kA DhaMga detA hai| karma kI bAdhA nahIM tuma sadaguru tumheM yaha thor3e hI kahatA hai, ki chor3o-chAr3o, bhAgo! bhagor3A thor3e hI banAtA! sadaguru tumheM jgaataa| vaha kahatA, ' nahIM, jAgo / bhAgo karma kI bAdhA nahIM tuma tuma nahIM pravRtti se uparAMta kaba tumhAre hita thamA saMgharSa merA ? rukA merA kAma tumheM dhAre hRdaya meM maiM khule hAthoM sadA dUMgA bAhya kA jo deya na hI girane taka kahUMgA, tanika ThaharUM kyoMki merA cuka gayA pAtheya sadaguru ke sAtha jAnA eka aMtahIna saMgharSa para jAnA hai| jahAM dhIre-dhIre saba kho jAegA / pAtheya bhI kho jAegA / kucha bhI na 2010_03 Aja laharoM meM nimaMtraNa g| tuma bhI kho jAoge / aura aMta taka agara tumane yaha himmata rakhI, ki tumane nahIM kahA ki ruko, Thaharo, yaha maiM khoyA jA rahA hUM, to hI tuma pahuMca paaoge| miTakara hI koI pahuMcatA hai| marakara hI koI pAtA hai| isalie bahuta svAbhAvika hai ki loga Darate haiN| Darane ke kAraNa apane AsapAsa vicAra kI bAgur3a khar3I karate haiN| Darane ke kAraNa murdA maMdiroM meM, masjidoM meM pUjA kara lete haiN| aise mana ko samajhA lete haiM ki hama bhI dhArmika haiN| zAstra ko lekara baiTha jAte haiN| par3ha lete haiM, gunagunA lete haiM, pATha kara lete haiN| aise mana ko bhrAMti de lete haiM ki hama kucha aise hI jIvana nahIM gaMvA rahe haiN| gItA par3hate haiM, kurAna par3hate haiM, jina sUtra par3hate haiM / lekina tuma jo par3hoge vaha tumhArA hI artha hogaa| mahAvIra kA artha to tuma mahAvIra hokara hI jAna sakate ho| aura koI upAya nahIM ! kyoMki zabda to bAhara se A jAte haiN| artha kahAM se lAoge ? artha to bhItara se aaegaa| isIlie to eka tarapha kahate ho, jina zAsana hI satya hai / aura dUsarI tarapha kahe cale jAte ho, ki aura saba mithyA hai| jina - zAsana kA artha hI yahI hotA hai ki yahAM pUrNa mithyA koI bhI nahIM ! mithyA meM bhI satya hai chipA / tuma mithyA - mithyA ko chor3a denaa| asAra asAra ko tyAga denA, sAra-sAra ko grahaNa kara lenaa| haMsA to motI cugai-cuna lenA motI / kaMkar3a-patthara tumheM kyA lenA-denA? dUsarA prazna : pichale varSa ke bhItara Azrama se bAhara ke eka vAtAvaraNa meM kAphI parivartana huA hai| pahale jo loga Apake virodha meM bolate the, aba vaisA bolane meM na kevala hicakate haiM balki ApameM utsuka bhI hone lage haiN| aura cAhate haiM ki kaise Apake sAnnidhya kA lAbha leM? kyA yaha saMkramaNa kI avasthA hai ? aura kRpayA upadeza deM ki hama saMnyAsiyoM ko isa avasthA meM kyA karanA ucita hai ? tuma unakI tarapha dhyAna hI mata denaa| tuma unheM TAlanA / ve kaheM ki le calo, tuma kahanA bar3A kaThina hai| tuma jaldI mata karanA | unheM Ane do apane se / aisA hI hotA hai| tIna sIr3hiyAM AdamI kA citta pUrI karatA hai| 491

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- HAR jina sUtra bhAga : 2 HEAL pahalI--virodha kii| aura usa tarapha se kucha bhI uttara nahIM AtA, koI pratikriyA nahIM zubha lakSaNa hai ki pahalI sIr3hI para to cddh'e| upekSA to nahIM hai| hotii| to kahIM aisA to nahIM hai...use saMdeha paidA honA zurU hotA upekSA khataranAka hai| mere pAsa ve loga kabhI na A pAeMge, hai| apane para saMdeha honA zurU hotA hai| kahIM aisA to nahIM ki jinakI merI tarapha upekSA hai| agara virodha kara rahe haiM to cala hama vyartha hI virodha kara rahe haiM yA hamArA virodha galata hai! pdd'e| kahAM jaaeNge| rasa lene lge| merI tarapha dhyAna unakA par3ane yaha sIr3hI AdamI khuda hI pAra kara sakatA hai| dUsare jabardastI lgaa| mitratA banane lgii| tuma phina chodd'o| kisI ko car3hA nahIM skte| vaha dUsare para khar3A ho jAtA hai| aba tuma unheM virodha karane do| virodha kA matalaba hI itanA hai ki usakI jijJAsA uThanI zurU hotI hai| kutUhala paidA hotA hai ki unheM mujhameM khatarA dikhAI par3ane lgaa| virodha kA matalaba hI jAeM, jarA pAsa se dekheM, mAmalA kyA hai! hamArA virodha sahI hai | itanA hai ki unheM mujhameM AkarSaNa mAlUma hone lgaa| anyathA yA galata hai ? kauna kisakA virodha karatA hai? kyA lenA-denA hai ? virodha hama | apane para saMdeha A gayA to mujha para zraddhA kI tarapha eka kadama usI kA karate haiM, jahAM khatarA hai, jahAM bulAvA hai| jahAM lagatA hai aura utthaa| mujha para zraddhA Ane ke pahale apane para saMdeha AnA ki agara virodha nahIM kiyA to khiMce cale jaaeNge| jarUrI hai| isalie to maiM kahatA hUM, merI tarapha unmukha hone ke to ruka rahe haiN| rukane ke lie virodha kara rahe haiN| virodha ve merA lie apane se vimukha honA jarUrI hai| nahIM kara rahe haiN| apane AkarSaNa ke lie bAdhA khar3I karane ke aba yaha dUsarI sIr3hI meM loga...kAphI loga haiN| tuma unako lie kara rahe haiN| zubha lakSaNa hai| isase ciMtita hone kI koI bhI abhI khIMcane kI koziza mata karanA, anyathA ve phira pahalI jarUrata nahIM hai| sIr3hI para utara jaaeNge| agara tumane khIMcA to unheM phira apane para mere pAsa kabhI-kabhI saMnyAsI A jAte haiN| ve kahate haiM, phalAM bharosA A jAegA ki are, hama bhI kahAM jAla meM phaMse jAte the! AdamI ApakA bar3A virodha karatA hai, jAeM, use samajhAeM? maiMne ve phira pahalI sIr3hI para khar3e hokara virodha karane lgeNge| tama kahA, pAgala hue ho? kisI taraha vaha utsuka huA, aba tuma phikra hI mata krnaa| use samajhAne jA rahe ho| bAmuzkila to utsuka huA hai mujhameM mere saMnyAsI ko to aise jInA cAhie jaise saMsAra meM koI aura aura tuma aba samajhAne kI koziza kara rahe ho? ye cAhate haiM ki hai hI nhiiN| maiM hUM aura tuma ho| mere aura tumhAre bIca saMsAra hai| samajhA-bujhA deM, virodha na kre| virodha na kare to vaha mujhase TUTa tuma vismaraNa kara do isa saba ko ki kauna kyA kaha rahA hai. kauna gyaa| jur3a gayA, tuma phikra mata kro| usakA virodha hI use AnA cAha rahA hai, kauna utsuka huA, kauna virodha kara rahA hai| khIMca laaegaa| yaha to calatA hI rhegaa| kucha loga pahalI sIr3hI para raheMge, kucha virodha bhI mitratA kA eka DhaMga hai| virodha bhI AkarSaNa kA eka loga dUsarI sIr3hI para rheNge| rUpa hai| jaba virodha dhIre-dhIre, dhIre-dhIre karate-karate vyartha ho tuma jaba koI dhyAna hI na doge, taba unheM aura bhI hairAnI hogii| jAtA hai...kyoMki virodha se kucha bhI milatA to nhiiN| kaba taka | taba unheM tuma para bhI kutUhala paidA hogaa| merI to bAta hI unake khIMcoge? AdamI AkAza para kaba taka thUkatA rahegA? kyoMki mana se dUra rahegI, tuma bhI kutUhala jagAne lge| ve tumameM bhI saba thUkA huA apane hI cehare para vApasa par3a jAtA hai| isameM utsuka ho jaaeNge| aura jaba ve tumameM utsuka hoMge tabhI unake sAra kyA hai? Aja nahIM kala dikhAI par3egA, yaha maiM kyA kara rahA Ane kA rAstA banatA hai| hUM? isameM kucha sAra nhiiN| vyartha bhauMka rahA huuN| vyartha to pahalI sIr3hI: virodha kii| dUsarI sIr3hI : jijJAsA kI, cIkha-cillA rahA huuN| kutUhala kii| aura tIsarI sIr3hI : zraddhA kii| merI tarapha se na to koI uttara hai, na samajhAne kI koI koziza | | jisane virodha kiyA vaha mere lie zraddhA kI tarapha cala pdd'aa| hai| to vaha AdamI dhIre-dhIre dUsarI sIr3hI para car3hatA hai| taba vaha use patA na ho--maiM prasanna hotA hUM ki calo, virodha to kiyaa| utsuka hotA hai ki mAmalA kyA hai? hama virodha kie jA rahe haiM aba jaldI kutUhala bhI hogA, utsukatA jgegii| phira kabhI zraddhA 492 2010_03

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O Aja laharoM meM nimaMtraNa FRI bhI A jaaegii| jaba pahalA kadama uThA liyA to tIsarA bhI uTha karatA hai| hI jaaegaa| kama se kama AdamI calA to| eka-eka paira vaha AdamI bailagAr3I meM calatA thA, tuma phieTa kAra meM calate calakara AdamI hajAra mIla kI yAtrA kara letA hai| yaha to kevala ho, isase kyA pharka par3atA hai? vaha AdamI jamIna para baiThakara tIna kadama kA mAmalA hai| khAnA khAtA thA, tuma Tebala-kursI para khAte ho, isase kyA pharka magara tuma jaldabAjI mata krnaa| tumhAre kAraNa bahuta bAra par3atA hai? vaha AdamI hAtha se khAnA khAtA thA, tuma bahuta-se loga mere pAsa nahIM A paate| aura tuma pUrI ceSTA karate cammaca-kAMTe se khAte ho, isase kyA pharka par3atA hai? bhItara ho lAne kii| kabhI tuma unako khIMca-khAMcakara le bhI Ate ho to tumhArI aMtarAtmA to ThIka vaisI kI vaisI hai, jaisI usa AdamI kI ve akar3e baiThe rahate haiN| yahAM maiM dekha letA hUM unako ki vaha akar3A | thii| AdamI vaisA kA vaisA hai| AdamI kA aba koI vikAsa kauna AdamI baiThA huA hai| vaha rakSA karatA rahatA hai apnii| vaha nahIM ho rahA hai| prakRti jahAM taka le A sakatI thI, le aayii| yaha siddha karane meM lagA hai ki tuma galata ho| vaha tumase jhagar3e meM | aba AdamI ko vikAsa apane hAtha meM lenA hogA, to vikAsa lagA hai| use mujhase kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai| vaha mujhe sunatA bhI hogaa| aba krAMti hogI, vikAsa nahIM hogaa| aba to ve hI nahIM hai, yA kucha kA kucha suna letA hai, tAki bAhara jAkara vaha loga, jo apane jIvana kI prakriyA ko samajhakara uThanA cAheMge, kaha sake ki hamane pahale hI kahA thA ki kahAM galata AdamI meM | atikramaNa karanA cAheMge, uttheNge| tuma ulajhe ho! aura hamArA bhI samaya kharAba krvaayaa| to bIsa sadI pahale bhI uThe, aba bhI uTha sakate haiN| jinako nahIM, tuma kisI ko lAnA hI mt| tuma Ate jaao| tumhAre | nahIM uThanA, nahIM uThanA cAhate, ve bIsa sadI pahale soe the, aba Ane se jo pagaDaMDI bana rahI hai, vaha bahuta logoM ke lie rAstA | bhI sote rheNge| aura tuma jabardastI kisI kI nIMda tor3ane kI bnegii| basa tuma Ate jaao| tuma Ate-jAte rho| tumhAre | koziza mata karanA, kyoMki vaha nArAja hogaa| phira hameM haka bhI Ane-jAne se jo jaMgala meM rAstA bana rahA hai usa rAste para bahuta kyA hai? koI sonA cAhatA hai to kama se kama itanI svataMtratA to loga aaeNge| honI hI cAhie ki sotA rhe| tuma baiMDabAje lekara rAmadhuna mata magara tuma khIMcakara kisI ko kabhI mata laanaa| AdamI pazu | macA denA cAra baje rAta mAika lagAkara, tAki sabhI loga jageM thoDe hI hai ki gale meM DAla diyA rassA aura khIMca liyaa| AdamI brahmamaharta meN| ve saba gAlI deNge| tamako deMge, rAma ko bhI deMge, apanI mauja se Ae to hI AtA hai| AdamI nAcatA haA Ae ki kahAM ke duSTa! sone nahIM dete| to hI AtA hai| jabardastI dharma ko lAne kA koI upAya hI nahIM hai| agara koI so rahA ho to AhistA se cupacApa nikalanA, tAki kahIM jaga na tIsarA praznaH paccIsa sau varSa pahale mahAvIra ne pracalita jaae| usako nIMda lene kA haka hai| AdamI ko bhaTakane kA haka aMdhavizvAsoM para prahAra karake sadadharma kA tIrtha bnaayaa| Aja hai| yaha AdamI kI svataMtratA hai ki vaha saMsAra meM rahanA cAhe to Apa bhI usI dizA meM gamana kara rahe haiM, phira bhI aMdhazraddhAluoM rhe| jaba taka rahanA cAhe, taba taka rhe| meM jAga nahIM A rhii| bIsavIM sadI meM bhI loga itane kAyara kyoM paramAtmA bhI bAdhA nahIM ddaaltaa| prakRti ko banAe kitanA haiM? aura unameM mithyA garuoM kA itanA AkarSaNa kyoM hai? samaya huA hogA agara kabhI kisI ne bnaaii| vaha bhI thaka gayA hogA ki loga abhI taka bhaTaka hI rahe haiN| aba inako bulA jAgane kA koI saMbaMdha sadI se nahIM hai, samaya se nahIM hai| hI lo| ki jAkara pakar3a lAo eka-eka ko| magara nahIM, AdamI sadA jaisA hai| makAna badala gae, rAste badala gae, kapar3e paramAtmA svataMtratA detA hai| anaMta kAla taka tuma svataMtra ho|| badala gae, AdamI kI AtmA thor3e hI badala gaI hai| aura yahI majA hai, mahimA hai ki svataMtratA ke kAraNa hI eka AdamI vaisA hI krodha karatA hai, vaisA hI prema karatA hai, vaisI hI dina tuma isa saMsAra se mukta honA cAhate ho| IrSyA karatA hai, dveSa karatA hai| jaisA taba karatA thA, vaisA aba | tuma agara abhI nIMda se Ube nahIM, to tumheM jagAne se bhI kyA 493 ___ 2010_03 www.jainelibra y.org

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 hogA? tuma phira karavaTa lekara so jaaoge| tuma agara nIMda se ...mithyA gurujanoM kA itanA AkarSaNa kyoM hai?' abhI Ube nahIM aura sapanoM meM tumheM rasa hai to koI tumheM jabardastI sadA se rahA hai| bar3e gahare kAraNa haiN| kyoMki mithyA guru eka biThA bhI de to tuma baiThakara hI AMkheM baMda karake so jAoge aura to tumheM miTAtA nahIM, tumheM sajAtA hai, saMvAratA hai| mithyA guru nIMda lene lgoge| tumhAre jIvana meM koI krAMti nahIM lAtA, tumhAre jIvana meM thor3I nahIM, jabardastI koI upAya nahIM hai| yaha karanA hI mt| aura suvidhA lAtA hai| tuma bImAra ho to mithyA guru kahatA hai, isakI ciMtA bhI mata lenaa| tuma jaga jAo, itanA kAphI hai| ghabar3Ao mt| yaha dekho camatkAra se rAkha hAtha se gira rahI hai, aura tuma apane dhyAna ko isa taraha bAMTo bhI mt| | isako samhAla lo| ThIka ho jaaoge| 'bIsavIM sadI meM bhI loga itane kAyara kyoM haiM?' vaha tumhArI bImArI ThIka karatA hai| hotI hai bImArI ThIka ki AdamI sadA se kAyara hai| aura svabhAvataH kAyara hai kyoMki nahIM yaha dUsarI bAta hai| magara kama se kama tumheM bharosA to detA mauta sadA khar3I hai saamne| AdamI Dare na to kyA kare? mauta hai| calo tIna mahIne taka to bharosA rahegA ki tIna mahIne bAda DarAtI hai| prema DarAtA hai kyoMki prema bhI mauta hai| guru DarAtA hai ThIka ho jaaegii| aura nahIM huI to koI harjA nhiiN| ho gaI to kyoMki guru bhI mauta hai| ghabar3AhaTa hotI hai| bar3A lAbha hai| dayA karo AdamI pr| saba tarapha se mauta ghere hue hai| jahAM tuma baiTha jAo bAjAra meM aura bAMTane lago raakh| sau marIja jAtA hai. vahIM mAMga hai ki mitto| to apane ko bacAne kI ceSTA AeMge, pacAsa to ThIka hoMge hii| sabhI to mara jAnevAle nahIM haiN| kara rahA hai| kamajora, asahAya AdamI! aura sabase bar3I mauta jo pacAsa ThIka ho jAeMge, ve tumhArA guNagAna kareMge ki mahApuruSa sadaguru ke pAsa ghaTatI hai| vahAM ahaMkAra bilakula hI visarjita hai, satya sAIMbAbA hai| ye rahe satya sAIMbAbA! ThIka ho ge| jo hotA hai, rAkha ho jAtA hai| | ThIka nahIM hue ve kisI dUsare satya sAIMbAbA ko khojeNge| jo to svAbhAvika hai ddr| AdamI sadA se kAyara hai kyoMki mauta | ThIka ho gae vahI tumhAre irda-girda ikaTThe hone lgeNge| ve guNagAna sadA se maujUda hai| koI aisA thor3e hI hai ki pahale maujUda thI, kreNge| aura unake guNagAna kA bhI kAraNa hai, ve ThIka ho ge| ve bIsavIM sadI meM maujUda nahIM hai| koI sadiyoM se thor3e hI pharka jhUTha bhI nahIM kaha rhe| par3atA hai| aba majA yaha hai ki AdamI kI sau bImAriyoM meM se pacAsa jIvana ke vAstavika prazna sadA vahI ke vahI haiN| Upara kI | bImAriyAM jhUTha haiN| haiM hI nahIM; sirpha use khayAla hai| isalie choTI-moTI bAteM badalatI haiN| AdhArabhUta niyama nahIM bdlte| | jhUThI davAiyAM bhI kAma AtI haiN| bImAriyAM hI jhUTha haiM to jhUThI Aja se do hajAra sAla pahale tumhAre gAMva meM jisake pAsa | davAiyAM kAma A jAtI haiN| DAkTara pAnI kA iMjekzana de detA hai, bar3hiyA bailagAr3I hotI, dUra taka bhAganevAle chakar3e hote, zAnadAra | tuma bilakula ThIka ho jAte ho| ghor3A hotA, usase tumhArI IrSyA thii| aba tumhArI IrSyA usase hai, kabhI tumane khayAla kiyA? DAkTara tumheM dekhane AtA hai, nabja jisake pAsa phieTa kAra hai| bAta vahI kI vahI hai| isase kyA vagairaha dekhatA hai, sTethaskopa sIne para lagAtA hai, usI bIca tuma pharka par3atA hai ki ghor3e se IrSyA thI, ki aba kAra se IrSyA hai! ThIka hone lagate ho| tumane khayAla kiyA isa bAta kA? para kala ho sakatA hai havAI jahAja logoM ke pAsa ho jaaeNge| hara DAkTara jarA bar3A honA cAhie aura phIsa kAphI honI caahie| AdamI apanI chata para apanA havAI jahAja rakha legaa| taba tumheM muphta A jAe DAkTara, to phAyadA nahIM hotaa| jitanI jyAdA usase IrSyA hogI ki jisake pAsa havAI jahAja hai, vaha kucha majA phIsa le, utanA phAyadA hotA hai| phIsa davA se bhI jyAdA kAma lUTa rahA hai, maiM cUkA jA rahA huuN| karatI hai| kyoMki utanA bar3A DAkTara! aba tumheM bImAra rahane kI lekina IrSyA to vahI hai| jIvana ko ThIka se dekho to samaya se | suvidhA hI nahIM raha jaatii| itanA bar3A prAmANika DAkTara AyA, koI aMtara nahIM par3atA, aMtara to sirpha dhyAna se par3atA hai| nahIM to ThIka honA nizcita hI hai| usa ThIka hone kI dhAraNA se tuma ThIka hama eka hI cAka meM kolhU ke baila kI taraha ghUmate rahate haiN| hote ho| 494 2010_03

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Aja laharoM meM nimaMtraNa / jaba tuma dekhate ho ki hajAroM loga kaha rahe haiM ki phalAne bAbA camatkAra ho jaae| AdamI dukha kI avasthA meM saba taraha kI kI rAkha se ThIka ho gae, to tuma bhI dhakkama-dhukkA khAkara bhIr3a | bAtoM para bharosA karane lagatA hai| hoziyAra se hoziyAra meM ikaTThe ho jAte ho| rAkha tumheM mila gaI-milate hI tuma ThIka karane lagatA hai| hone lagate ho| tumhArI bImArI jhuutth| aura usI jhUThI bImArI ko | aura ve vaijJAnikoM ke sAmane baMgalora vizvavidyAlaya ke, ThIka karane meM tuma lage ho isalie mithyA guru ko khojate ho| apanA pradarzana batAne ko rAjI nahIM haiM kyoMki Dara hai ki pakar3e abhI baMgalora vizvavidyAlaya ne satya sAIMbAbA ko patra likhA jaaeNge| kyoMki yaha bhabhUta, aura ye ghar3iyAM aura ye tAbIja, yaha ki hama khoja karanA cAhate haiN| ve javAba bhI nahIM dete patroM kaa| saba madArIgirI hai| isase kucha lenA-denA dharma kA nahIM hai| ulTe unhoMne yaha vaktavya diyA ki tuma apanA kAma karo, hama | lekina eka bAta maiM baMgalora vizvavidyAlaya ke kulapati ko sapanA kAma kreN| bIca meM bAdhA kyoM DAlate ho? yaha to aisA | kahanA cAhatA hai ki agara tuma ThIka kameTI banAnA cAhate ho haA ki cora bhI kahane lage ki hama apanA kAma karate haiM, | nirIkSaNa ke lie to vaijJAnika yogya AdamI nahIM hai| kyoMki sAhakAra apanA kAma kareM, bIca meM bAdhA kyoM DAlate ho? jo vaijJAnikoM ko madArIgirI kA koI bhI patA nahIM hai| usa kameTI meM meDikala kAleja se par3hakara AyA chaha sAla, vaha bhI takhtI kama se kama do madArI jarUra rkho| gogiyA pAzA, ke. lAla, lagAkara baiThA hai, usake sAmane bar3A takhtA lagA hai| koI inako rkho| nahIM to tuma na pakar3a paaoge| pazcima meM kaI daphA | nIma-hakIma baiTha jAe, vaha kahe, tuma apanA kAma karo, apanA yaha ho gyaa| madArI ko hI nahIM pakar3a skte| kAma hama kareM, bIca meM bAdhA kyoM DAlate ho? / kyoMki Akhira...vaijJAnika kA lenA-denA kyA hai madArI se? bAdhA DAlanI pdd'egii| kyoMki satya sAIMbAbA ke kAraNa hajAroM vaijJAnika ko patA kyA hai tarakIboM kA ? vaijJAnika saralatama loga loga mara rahe haiM, jinakA ilAja ho sakatA thaa| jinako lAbha ho haiM duniyA ke| sIdhe-sAde loga haiM, gaNita kI duniyA meM jIte rahA hai, unako to lAbha kisI bhI cIja se ho jaataa| lekina haiM--do aura do caar| vaijJAnika ko lUTanA jitanA AsAna hai, hajAroM loga mara rahe haiN| koI kaiMsara kA AdamI pahuMca jAtA hai | utanA kisI ko bhI lUTanA AsAna nahIM hai| aura vaijJAnika ko aura ve kahate haiM, basa ThIka ho jaaoge| to vaha Aparezana nahIM | jitanI AsAnI se dhokhA diyA jA sakatA hai, kisI ko bhI nahIM karavAtA, ilAja nahIM karavAtA kyoMki aba...ThIka ho jaaegaa| | diyA jA sktaa| vaha mara jAtA hai| aura majA yaha hai ki jaba tama vaijJAnika ko dhokhA de do, to tamheM yaha to khataranAka bAta hai| yaha to isameM aura hatyA karane meM pramANa mila gayA ki dekho, vaijJAnikoM ne bhI kaha diyaa| magara | pharka hI nahIM hai| maiM tamhArI Akara chAtI meM charA bhoMka daM, to tuma vaijJAnika kA matalaba kyA hai? mroge| aura tuma mere pAsa kaiMsara lekara Ae aura maiMne kahA, yaha to aisA haA ki jaise eka dAMta kA DAkTara hai, aura tuma bilakula phikra mata kro| yaha rAkha le jAo, saba ThIka ho AMkha kA DAkTara kucha gar3abar3a kara rahA hai, usake nirIkSaNa ke jaaegaa| aura tuma mara gae tIna mahIne baad| hAlAMki koI lie dAMta ke DAkTara ko lagA do|. adAlata mujhe pakar3egI nahIM, lekina pakar3anA caahie| kyoMki | isase lenA-denA kucha nahIM hai| AMkha ke saMbaMdha meM vaha kucha mare tuma mere kaarnn| yaha churA maiMne maaraa| bar3I tarakIba se mArA, jAnatA nahIM hai| AMkha ke DAkTara ko pakar3anA ho ki ThIka hai ki | rAkha kI Ar3a meM maaraa| galata, to AMkha ke DAkTara hone caahie| to yaha to kahanA galata hai sAIMbAbA kA, ki kisI ko hamAre | to itanA bhara merA kahanA hai ki unakI kameTI meM abhI ThIka kAma meM bAdhA DAlane kA kyA kAraNa? lAkhoM loga tuma mAra rahe | AdamI nahIM haiN| kameTI meM koI philAsaphI kA ho, kharAba kara rahe ho| unakI jiMdagI barabAda kara rahe ho| magara lenA-denA hai philAsaphI ke prophesara ko? bhole-bhAle loga haiN| ve lAkhoM loga Ae cale jA rahe haiM kyoMki unako AzA hai ki nahIM to philAsaphI ke prophesara banate? isa bharI duniyA meM yaha zAyada ThIka ho jaaeN| zAyada koI rAstA mila jaae| zAyada koI | gadhApana karate? koI tarkazAstra ke prophesara haiM; unako kyA 4951 ___ 2010_03 www.jainelibra y.org

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 lenA-denA! yA koI saMskRta kA jJAtA hai; use kyA lenA-denA DAkTara ko apanI sImA patA hai| DAkTara ko patA hai ki hama saba hai? na! gogiyA pAzA, ke. lAla inako rkho| ye phaurana pakar3a | upAya kareM, phira bhI kabhI AdamI mara jAtA hai| leNge| kyoMki jo sAIMbAbA kara rahe haiM, vaha ye saba kara rahe haiN| jIvana ke rahasya DAkTara ke jJAna se jyAdA bar3e haiN| aura unase bahuta behatara kara rahe haiN| binA inako rakhe vaha kameTI adhUrI kabhI-kabhI hama koI bhI upAya na kareM to bhI AdamI baca jAtA hai| aura sAIMbAbA pradarzana karane ko taiyAra nahIM haiN| unhoMne jo hai| jIvana aura mRtyu, hama jo jAnate haiM utane para samApta nahIM haiN| vaktavya diyA usameM yaha kahA ki maiM to yaha saba camatkAra to DAkTara to jhijhakatA hai| vaha kahatA hai, hama koziza isalie kara rahA hUM ki logoM meM dharma kI zraddhA bddh'e| kreNge| hama kucha bhI uThA na rkheNge| lekina phira bhI bAta to to maiM unase kahanA cAhatA hUM ki agara dharma kI zraddhA bar3hAne ke paramAtmA ke hAtha meM hai| ho gae ThIka to tthiik| kyoMki aMtataH to lie hI kara rahe ho to isase acchA maukA kyA hogA? isa vahI ThIka karegA to ho jaaoge| agara bacane kI jIvana-UrjA kameTI ko nirIkSaNa kara lene do| agara isa kameTI ne pramANa de hogI bhItara, to ThIka ho jaaoge| hama to sahAre de sakate haiN| diyA ki tama sahI ho, to bar3I zraddhA bddh'egii| aura agara isa | zAyada thor3A bahuta sahArA bana jaae| kameTI ne siddha kara diyA ki tuma galata ho to isa galata ke | isase bharosA nahIM aataa| jo kaiMsara se mara rahA hai vaha AdhAra para sahI zraddhA bar3ha kaise sakatI hai? | prAmANika rUpa se sunanA cAhatA hai ki nizcita tuma ThIka ho hara hAlata meM lAbha hogaa| isase baco mt| isase bhAgo mt| jaaoge| isa kahane se ThIka hogA yA nahIM hogA, yaha savAla nahIM lekina ve ghabar3A rahe hoNge| ghabar3AhaTa svAbhAvika hai| sAdhAraNa hai| yaha sunane se usako rAhata milatI hai, sAMtvanA milatI hai| madArI jo kara rahe haiM vahI ve kara rahe haiN| lekina sAdhAraNa madArI sAIMbAbA ke pAsa jAtA hai, ve kahate haiM bilakula ThIka ho ImAnadAra hai| vaha kahatA hai, hAtha kI tarakIba hai| ye jo dhArmika jaaoge| koI ghabar3Ane kI jarUrata nahIM hai| madArI haiM, ye kahate haiM yaha siddhi hai| aura phira agara sAdhAraNa Dabbe meM se rAkha nikAlakara deM to siddhi vagairaha kucha bhI nahIM hai| lekina AdamI isa jAla meM jyAdA pariNAma nahIM mAlUma hotaa| havA meM hAtha ghumAkara rAkha par3atA hai| par3atA isalie hai ki AdamI bar3A asahAya hai| aba nikAla dii| isase usa kaiMsara se ghabar3Ae huA AdamI ko lagatA kisI ko kaiMsara ho gyaa| aba vaha ghabar3AyA, ki mare! aba hai ki hai to AdamI cmtkaarii| havA se rAkha nikAla detA hai| bacane kI koI AzA na rhii| agara vaha DAkTara ke pAsa jAtA hai | kahIM havA se rAkha nahIM nikltii| saba rAkha chipI huI hai, vahAM to DAkTara bhI koI dhokhebAja to nahIM hai| vaha mahAvIra kI bhASA | se nikalatI hai| lekina usa AdamI ko to dikhAI par3atA hai ki bolatA hai ddaakttr| vaha kahatA hai, syAta ThIka ho jaao| koI | havA se nikAla dii| to jo AdamI itanA camatkArI hai usake nirNaya to nahIM hai, gAraMTI to nahIM hai ki hama tumheM ThIka kara deNge| | vacana meM bharosA karane jaisA hai| yaha AdamI bharosA kara letA hai| hama koI....hamAre hAtha meM koI jIvana-mRtyu to nahIM hai| DAkTara | isako sAMtvanA mila gii| kahatA hai, hama upAya kreNge| jo bhI zreSThatama ho sakatA hai, hama | aba isane agara bharosA kara liyA to sAMtvanA to jarUra mila kreNge| kabhI-kabhI loga baca bhI jAte haiM, kabhI-kabhI loga nahIM gaI, lekina sAMtvanA se thor3e hI kaiMsara ThIka hotA hai| yaha bhI bcte| | mregaa| hAlAMki sukhapUrvaka mregaa| tIna mahIne parezAna nahIM to DAkTara to mahAvIra kI bhASA bola rahA hai| vaha kahatA hai, hogA, lekina mregaa| sAIMbAbA ke kAraNa isakA maranA nizcita zAyada ThIka ho jaao| hama koI upAya na chodd'eNge| lekina marIja ho gyaa| DAkTara ke sAtha saMbhAvanA thI, baca bhI jaataa| na bhI ghabaDAtA hai ki syAta...? jaba DAkTara kaha rahA hai syAta. taba bacatA, lekina bacane kI bhI pacAsa pratizata saMbhAvanA thii| to bar3I muzkila ho gii| DAkTara se to nizcaya sunane Ae the satya sAIMbAbA ke sAtha sau pratizata bacane kI AzA aura sau ki nizcita ThIka ho jaaoge| koI DAkTara aisA nahIM kaha pratizata na bacane kI sthiti hai| agara baca gayA to tabhI baca sakatA, kyoMki koI DAkTara itanA beImAna nahIM ho sktaa| sakatA hai, jaba kaiMsara jhUThA rahA ho| agara jhUThA kaiMsara thA to 1496 2010_03

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Aja laharoM meM nimaMtraNa DAkTara to bacA hI letaa| usameM koI ar3acana hI na thii| isalie chuTakArA ho jAtA hai| lAbha kucha bhI nahIM ho rhaa| agara khayAla bhara thaa...| kabhI-kabhI jhUThe khayAla ho jAte haiN| kisI AdamI ko peTa meM cauthA prazna: mujhe garaja kisI se na vAstA gaisa banatI hai| gaisa ke bhara jAne se hRdaya kI dhar3akana bar3ha jAtI majhe kAma apane hI kAma se hai| vaha socatA hai, hArTa-aTaika ho gyaa| kucha mAlUma nahIM hai| tere jikra se, terI phikra se enimA kAphI hogaa| aura na bhI enimA le to bhI peTa kI gaisa terI yAda se, tere nAma se nikala jaaegii| to yaha AdamI to ThIka ho jaaegaa| kucha logoM ko bilakula kAlpanika aura mAnasika bImAriyAM aisA ho jAe, aisI bana par3e bAta to jIvana meM jo pAne yogya hotI haiN| ve socate haiM to ho jAtI haiN| bhAva kara lete haiM to ho | jAtI haiN| vastutaH nahIM haiN| to koI bhI unako bharosA dilA de ki tere jikra se, terI phikra se ThIka ho jAegA, to ThIka ho jAte haiN| isalie duniyA meM bahuta terI yAda se, tere nAma se dhokhAdhar3I kI suvidhA hai, calatI hai| paramAtmA aisA tumheM ghera le uThane-baiThane meM, sone jAgane meN| mithyA guru kI talAza meM tuma jAte ho kyoMki talAza abhI jise tuma dekho, usameM vahI dikhAI pdd'e| jo tuma karo, usameM usI mithyA cIjoM kI hai| zarIra ThIka bhI ho gayA to kyA pharka par3ane kI sevA ho, to pA liyA jIvana kA gNtvy| vAlA hai? maroge! cAra dina pahale mare ki cAra dina bAda mare, phira tumheM kahIM aura jAne kI jarUrata nhiiN| tumane yahIM pA liyA kyA pharka par3atA hai? mukadamA jIta gae to bhI mroge| jIte-hAre use| usakI yAda usake Ane kA DhaMga hai| usakA jikra usake koI pharka nahIM par3atA, lekina mukadamA jItanA cAhate ho| utara Ane kI vyavasthA hai| tumane sIr3hiyAM lagA diiN| tumane mere pAsa loga A jAte haiN| ve kahate haiM, basa Apa AzIrvAda de palaka-pAMvaDe bichA die| tama yAda kare jAo, vaha A hI deN| maiM kahatA hUM kisalie? ve kahate, Apako to saba patA hI jaaegaa| tuma thako mt| tuma athaka yAda kie jaao| hai| Apa to AzIrvAda de deN| tuma bolo bhI to, ki kisalie? riMdoM ke lie maMjile-rAhata hai yahIM ve kahate haiM, mukadamA hai adAlata meN| maiMne kahA, tuma mujhe phaMsA rahe | mayakhAnA-e-pura-kaipha masarrata hai yahIM ho| corI tuma karo, phaMso tuma, AzIrvAda meraa| merA isameM kyA pIkara to jarA saira-e-jahAM kI kara ai zekha hAtha hai? tU DhUMDhatA hai jisako vaha jannata hai yahIM para ve kahate haiM, aura guruoM ke pAsa jAte haiM, ve to AzIrvAda de riMdoM ke lie maMjile-rAhata hai yahIM--piyakkar3oM ke lie kahIM dete haiN| ve to pUchate hI nhiiN| ve ve jaaneN| maiM tumheM aisA AzIrvAda aura jAne kI jarUrata nahIM hai| jinhoMne usake pyAle ko pInA nahIM de sktaa| maiM to itanA hI kaha sakatA hUM ki agara tumane sIkha liyA, usakA jikra, usakI phikra, usakA naam| jinhoMne corI kI ho to jarUra tumako sajA mile| agara na kI ho to tuma usakI zarAba DhAla lI unheM kahIM jAne kI jarUrata nhiiN| nizcita chUTa jAo, aisI merI shubhkaamnaa| maiM AzIrvAda yaha riMdoM ke lie maMjile-rAhata hai yahIM nahIM de sakatA ki tuma mukadamA jIta jaaoge| kyoMki yaha to unake pAsa khuda maMjila calI AtI hai| uThakara eka kadama bhI bAta hI galata ho gii| ye to cora bhI cora hae aura sAdhu bhI unake nahIM calanA pdd'taa| sAtha sammilita hue| paramAtmA ko khojanA nahIM par3atA, paramAtmA unheM khojatA AtA mithyA guru kI isalie talAza calatI hai kyoMki mithyA guru | hai| basa, yAda bhara tuma ThIka se kara paao| tumhArI yAda bIja bana koI khAsa kAma pUrA kara rahA hai, jo ki sadaguru nahIM kara sktaa| jAtI hai| aMkurita hotA hai paramAtmA, phUla khilate haiM mokSa ke| to jaba tumhAre bhItara se vyartha kI cIjoM kA AkarSaNa jAegA, mayakhAnA-e-pura-kaipha masarrata hai yahIM vyartha kI vAsanA giregI, usI kSaNa vyartha ke guruoM se bhI unakI madhuzAlA bhI yahIM hai| madhuzAlA kA AnaMda bhI yahIM hai| 497 ___ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 pIkara to jarA saira-e-jahAM kI kara ai zekha haTAkara rakha do| maMdira-masjida ko bhuulo| phira jahAM tumane jikra he dharmaguru ! jarA pIkara, matavAlA hokara, masta hokara, nAcatA, kiyA usakA aura jahAM usakI yAda kI, vahIM maMdira hai| phira tuma dIvAnA hokara jarA duniyA kI saira kr| caloge to tIrtha banane lgeNge| tumhAre kadama-kadama para tIrtha banane tU DhUMDhatA hai jisako vaha jannata hai yahIM lgeNge| lekina yaha ho jaae| yaha AsAna nahIM hai| vaha svarga yahIM hai| vaha matavAle ke paira-paira para hai| jahAM masta aisA hI AzIrvAda maiM de sakatA hai| aisA AzIrvAda mAMgo to baiTha gae vahIM svarga hai| kAza! yaha ho jaae| usakA dhyAna hI | kucha maaNgaa| yaha ho sakatA hai lekina honA AsAna nahIM hai| yaha taba AtA hai, usakI yAda hI taba AtI hai, jaba usane kisI taraha jagata meM sabase jyAdA durgama hai| kyoMki hamArA mana aisA AdI ho tumhArI tarapha hAtha bar3hA diyaa| gayA hai vyartha kI bAtoM ko yAda karane kA, ki baiThate haiM paramAtmA phira tere kUce ko jAtA hai khayAla ko yAda karane, na mAlUma aura aura, na mAlUma kyA-kyA yAda A dile-gumagastA magara yAda aayaa| jAtA hai| merA dhyAna phira terI galI kI tarapha khiMca rahA hai| lagatA hai mujhe isalie merI dRSTi meM to rAstA aisA hai ki tuma paramAtmA kI phira mere dila kI smati ho aayii| | yAda ko, aura aura cIjoM kI yAda ko, duzmana mata samajhanA, usakI pukAra tumhArI hI aMtartama kI pukAra hai| agara tumheM | anyathA muzkila meM pdd'oge| tuma to aisA karanA ki sabhI cIjoM usakI yAda Ane lagI to apanI hI yAda A rahI hai| vaha koI ko paramAtmA hI mAna lenaa| to patnI kI bhI yAda Ae to tuma parAyA thor3e hI hai! vaha koI dUsarA thor3e hI hai, dUjA thor3e hI hai! | yAda rakhanA ki paramAtmA kI hI yAda A rahI hai| Akhira vaha bhI phira tere kUce ko jAtA hai khayAla to paramAtmA kA hI rUpa hai| apane beTe kI bhI yAda Ae to yAda dile-gumagastA magara yAda AyA rakhanA, paramAtmA kI hI yAda A rahI hai| jaba taka usakI yAda nahIM, taba taka tumheM apanI bhI yAda nahIM tama beTe meM aura paramAtmA meM, patnI meM aura paramAtmA meM, pati hogii| meM, paramAtmA meM kisI taraha kA saMgharSa khar3A mata krnaa| anyathA phira bekhudI meM bhUla gayA rAhe-kUe-yAra muzkila meM pdd'oge| tumheM to jo bhI yAda Ae usI meM tuma jAtA vagaranA eka dina apanI khabara ko maiM paramAtmA kI yAda ko mAna lenaa| dhIre-dhIre tuma pAoge, saba behozI meM maMjila kA patA hI bhUla ge| premI kA ghara hI bhUla virodha samApta ho ge| jo zakla dikhAI par3egI usameM tuma usI kI jyoti dekha pAoge, kisI bhI AMkha meM jhAMko, tumheM usa phira bekhudI meM bhUla gayA rAhe-kUe-yAra AMkha meM usI kA pratibiMba milegaa| jhIleM hajAra haiM, cAMda eka usa prItama kA nivAsa kahAM? behozI meM yahI yAda na rhaa| hai| sabhI jhIloM meM usa cAMda kA pratibiMba banatA hai| bahuta rUpa meM dhyAna ke abhAva meM yaha bhI smRti na rhii| paramAtmA pragaTa huA hai| usane bahuta raMga dhare haiN| usane bahuta veza jAtA vagaranA eka dina apanI khabara ko maiM | dhare haiN| vahI hai| usake atirikta aura koI bhI nhiiN| anyathA apanI khabara ko eka na eka dina jaataa| kyoMki jo isalie maiM tumase yaha nahIM kahatA ki tuma sAMsArika yAda aura pahuMcA vaha apane pAsa phuNcaa| jo paramAtmA se paramAtmA kI yAda ko saMgharSa meM juTA do| usa saMgharSa meM par3e ki tuma milA vaha apane se milaa| isIlie to mahAvIra kahate haiM, TUTa jaaoge| aura tuma bahuta burI taraha hAroge aura parAjita ho AtmA hI paramAtmA hai.--'appA so prmppaa|' jaaoge| aura tamahImA ma hI agara hAra gae to paramAtmA kI vijaya kaise isa dhuna ko gUMjane do| isa gIta ko bhItara gunaguna karane do| hogI? isalie tuma jhagar3e meM mata pdd'naa| dvaMdva meM mata pdd'naa| yaha tumhArI hRdaya kI dhar3akana-dhar3akana meM basa jaae| tuma to eka ceSTA zurU karo...vRkSa dikhAI par3e, to dekho vRkSa zvAsa-zvAsa ko isI meM DubA lo, paga jAo isI rasa meN| ko, pahacAno paramAtmA ko| phUla hAtha meM Ae, gaura se dekhnaa| phira kucha aura karanA nahIM hai| phira saba zAstra eka tarapha | jarA gahare dekhnaa| tuma use chipA huA pAoge hii| vaha hai hI to 2010_03

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Aja laharoM meM nimaMtraNa aise kaise hogA ki na pAoge? patthara bhI par3A dikhAI par3e, aura jAtA hai| ve saba jur3e haiN| hRdaya to kahIM nahIM le jaataa| vahIM thor3e jyAdA gaura se dekhnaa| phUla meM jarA jaldI dikha jAegA, chor3a detA hai jahAM tuma sadA se ho| na maMdira, na vezyA; na dhana, na patthara meM jarA aura gahare chipA hai| magara chipA to hai hii| dharma; na bhoga, na tyaag| aisI apanI AMkha ko nikhArate clo| aisI apanI daSTi ko / isalie to mahAvIra kahate haiM dharma-adharma donoM ke pAra jAnA sApha karate clo| | hai| pApa-puNya donoM ke pAra jAnA hai| tuma socate ho pApa kI AvAja mana kI aura puNya kI hRdaya pAMcavAM prazna : mana kI AvAja kauna-sI hai aura hRdaya kI | kI? nahIM, donoM mana kI hI haiN| saba AvAjeM mana kI haiN| mana AvAja kauna-sI hai? jAnane kI kasauTI kyA hai? kRpayA vyartha hI UhApoha meM lagA rahatA hai| smjhaaeN| kucha kaTI himmate-savAla meM umra kucha ummIde-javAba meM gujarI mana kI hI saba AvAjeM haiM, hRdaya kI koI AvAja nhiiN| jahAM aura aise hI mana samaya ko gaMvAtA rahatA hai| idhara pUchatA, idhara AvAjeM kho jAtI haiM, vahAM hRdaya hai| khojatA hai| uttara bhI banA letA, phira uttara meM se dasa nae prazna mauna hai hRdaya kI aavaaj| banA letaa| phira praznoM meM se dasa uttara khar3e kara letaa| aisA zUnya hai hRdaya kA svr| bunatA jAtA makar3I kA jaalaa| apane meM se hI nikAla-nikAla isalie jhaMjhaTa bilakula nahIM hai| tuma socate ho, koI AvAja | kara jAle ko bunatA calA jAtA hai| magara yaha saba mana kA hI hRdaya kI aura koI mana kI; to tuma bar3I galatI meM par3e jA rahe | khela hai| ho| saba AvAjeM mana kI haiN| yaha mana hI hai| __ tuma pUchate ho hRdaya kI AvAja kauna-sI? hRdaya kI koI dhana ko bhI mana hI pakar3anA cAhatA hai aura dhana ko mana hI | AvAja nhiiN| jaba saba AvAja tirohita ho jAtI hai to jo tyAganA cAhatA hai| mana bar3A jaTila hai| eka tarapha kahatA hai, | sannATA zeSa raha jAtA hai, vahI hRdaya kA hai| usa sannATe meM hI tumheM pakar3a lo, lUTa lo mje| dUsarI tarapha kahatA hai kyA rakkhA? | dikhAI par3egA, darzana hogaa| usa zUnya meM hI pUrNa kA avataraNa saba asAra hai| hotA hai| para donoM mana haiN| eka tarapha kahatA hai daur3a lo| cAra dina mile jiMdagI ke, kucha pA lo pd| dUsarI tarapha se kahatA hai, kyA rakhA | AkhirI prazna: Apane eka dina kahA thA ki idhara tuma kRSNa hai padoM meM? jo pahuMca gae unako to dekho| hue ki udhara rAsa sjaa| maiM isa bAta para jhUma to uThA thA, mana apane se hI ekAlapa karatA rahatA hai, monolAga karatA | lekina jaba kRSNa kA bhAva karanA cAhA to mujhameM gopiyoM kA rahatA hai| eka tarapha se javAba detA hai, eka tarapha se uttara khar3A | bhAva bhara gyaa| aura isa bhAva ne mujhe aura bhI AhlAda se bhara karatA hai| para donoM AvAjeM mana kI haiN| diyaa| jaise kRSNa ke Age rAsa-maMDala racAyA thA, vaise hI yAsa kahatI hai kucha, tamannA kucha Apake sanmukha hone lgaa| kiMtu Apake rAsa sajAne kA bhAva kisakI bAtoM kA etabAra Ae kyA thA? phira dhIre-dhIre tumheM jo-jo samajhAyA gayA hai ki zubha hai, satya hai, agara mana vahI kahatA hai to tuma socate ho, yaha hRdaya kI | yahI thA, jo huaa| jo huA, bilakula yahI thaa| AvAja hai| jaba mana kahatA hai vezyA ke ghara calo to tuma kahate | kRSNa ke sAtha rAsa racAnA ho to gopI bananA hI pdd'egaa| gopI ho, yaha mana kI, iMdriyoM kI, zarIra kii| aura jaba mana kahatA hai | bana-banakara eka dina kRSNa bhI bana jAoge, lekina gopI banane maMdira calo, tuma kahate ho, yaha AtmA kI, hRdaya kii| se gujaranA hI pdd'egaa| gopI bananA kRSNa hone ke rAste para par3Ava galatI bAta hai| jo vezyA ke ghara le jAtA hai vahI maMdira bhI le | hai| jo gopI banane ko taiyAra nahIM vaha kRSNa kabhI na bana paaegaa| 4991 2010_03

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500 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 aise gopI nAcate-nAcate-nAcate pAsa AtI jaaegii| maMDala choTA hotA jaaegaa| nAca tIvra hotA jAegA / gopI dhIre-dhIre khotI jAegI, lIna hotI jaaegii| maMDala aura choTA hotA jaaegaa| rAsa aura saghana ho utthegaa| madhyarAtri A jaaegii| cAMda sira para hogaa| nAcate-nAcate-nAcate-nAcate gopI kRSNa meM lIna ho jaaegii| kRSNa ho utthegii| maMDala taba bilakula samApta gyaa| pUrNa huaa| milana huA / purANoM meM kathA hai| rAdhA ke nAma kA koI ullekha nahIM hai zAstroM meM - purAne zAstroM meN| sirpha itanA hI ullekha hai ki kRSNa ke pAsa eka gopI aisI bhI thI, jo chAyA jaisI thI / usakA koI nAma nahIM hai| vaha chAyA kI taraha unake pIche lagI rahatI thii| chAyA kI taraha... yahI to rAdhA hone kA DhaMga hai| acchA kiyA ki nAma nahIM liyaa| nAma to bAda meM diyA, bahuta bAda meM- -madhyayuga meN| kaviyoM ne nAma diyA kyoMki kavi ko binA nAma die na clegaa| nAma lekina bar3A pyArA diyaa| pratIkAtmaka hai rAdhA / dhArA ke viparIta - rAdhA / dhArA ko ulTA kara lo to rAdhA / jaise gaMgA gaMgotrI kI tarapha bahane lage to rAdhA ho gii| mUlasrota kI tarapha bahane lage to gopI bhAva kA janma huaa| jaba apanA nAma bhI bhUla jAe to rAdhA kA janma huaa| jaba apanA alaga hone kA koI khayAla hI na raha gayA, kRSNa kI chAyA bana ge| jahAM jAne lage ve... chAyA kyA kare? chor3a bhI nahIM sakatI piichaa| chur3AnA bhI cAheM kRSNa, to bhI pIchA nahIM chodd'tii| jaba kRSNa mathurA se dvArakA cale gae to aura saba to chUTa gae hoMge, sirpha rAdhA sAtha gaI hogii| chAyA sAtha gaI hogii| chAyA ko to chor3oge kaise? rAsa gahana hotA hai to pahale gopI kA janma hotA hai| phira gopI dhIre-dhIre chAyA jAtI hai| gopI kI pArthivatA kho jAtI hai| sirpha prakAzarUpa raha jAtI hai / astitva mAtra / aura taba kisI bhI kSaNa patiMgA le legA AkhirI chalAMga zamA meM DUba jAegA aura eka ho jaaegaa| yahI merA matalaba thA, jo huaa| gopiyoM kA bhAva bhara gayA, gopI hone kI dhAraNA banI - basa, kRSNa kI tarapha pahalA kadama uThA / gopI kI AkAMkSA kyA hai ? hajAroM gopiyAM haiN| kRSNa kI 2010_03 kathA madhura hai / paramAtmA eka hai, khojI anaMta haiN| maMjila eka hai, rAste bahuta haiN| rAstoM para calanevAle yAtrI bahuta haiN| kRSNa eka haiN| solaha hajAra gopiyAM haiN| solaha hajAra to sirpha pratIka haiM, hajAroM gopiyAM haiN| lekina hajAroM gopiyoM ko eka kRSNa ne lubhA liyaa| koI vaimanasya bhI nahIM hai / koI IrSyA bhI nahIM hai| pratyeka gopI kRSNa se sIdhe jur3a gii| dUsarI gopI kI koI ciMtA bhI nahIM hai| pratyeka gopI ko aisA lagane lagA, kRSNa usI ke sAtha nAca rahe haiN| tumane aise citra dekhe hoMge, jisameM kRSNa aneka rUpa le liye haiM / saba gopiyoM ke sAtha nAca rahe haiN| paramAtmA jaba tumheM milegA, to 'tumheM' milegaa| yaha koI sArvajanika cIja nahIM hogii| yaha bilakula nijI aura vaiyaktika hogii| jaba paramAtmA tumheM milegA taba yaha paramAtmA bilakula tumhArA hogA / yaha tumhArI AtmA hogaa| magara isase milane ke lie gopI kI bhAvadazA caahie| tujhe na dekha sakUM maiM to kucha malAla nahIM yahI bahuta hai ki tU mujhako dekha sakatA hai dArzanika to kahatA hai, mujhe paramAtmA ko dekhanA hai| isalie to hama darzanazAstra kahate haiM dArzanika kI khoja ko-- dekhane kI ceSTA / bhakta kahatA hai, maiM tujhe na dekha sakUM to kucha malAla nhiiN| tujhe na dekha sakUM maiM to kucha malAla nahIM yahI bahuta hai ki tU mujhako dekha sakatA hai yaha kyA kama hai ki terI AMkha mujha para par3a rahI hai ? ho gaI bAta / maiM aMdhA hUM, maiM nAsamajha hUM, maiM bhaTakA hUM, phikra chor3a-to koI malAla nhiiN| terI dRSTi mujha para par3a rahI hai, basa bahu jaise sUraja nikalA, aMdhA na dekha sake sUraja ko, isase kyA pharka par3atA hai ? sUraja to aMdhe ko nahAe jA rahA hai| sUraja kI to kiraNa - kiraNa aMdhe ko nahAe jA rahI hai| dArzanika aura bhakta kA yahI bheda hai| jJAnI kahatA hai, paramAtmA ko dekhanA hai / bhakta kahatA hai, paramAtmA mujhe dekha le| aba tumheM eka rahasya kI bAta khayAla meM le lenI caahie| gopI kA artha hotA hai straiNa citta / strI kA citta cAhatA hai premI use dekha le| puruSa kA citta cAhatA hai preyasI ko dekhe / preyasI cAhatI hai puruSa dekha le| isalie tumheM bar3I hairAnI hogii| manovaijJAnika bar3e ciMtana meM

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par3e rahate haiM ki puruSa kI bar3I AkAMkSA hotI hai apanI preyasI ke zarIra ko nagna, usake pUre sauMdarya meM anaDhaMkA dekha lene kI / lekina strI kabhI ceSTA nahIM karatI puruSa ke zarIra ko nagna dekhane kii| usakI koI utsukatA hI nahIM hotii| isIlie to naMgI striyoM kI tasvIreM bahuta bikatI haiM, naMge puruSoM kI nahIM biktiiN| nahIM to striyAM bhI utanI hI haiM, ve bhI tasvIreM kharIdatIM / isalie philmoM meM nagna strI kA nRtya to khUba dikhAI par3atA hai; naMgA puruSa nAce to loga kaheMge, baMda karo, yaha kyA bakavAsa lagA rakhI hai? nagna puruSa meM strI kI koI AkAMkSA nahIM hai| jaba tuma kisI strI ko prema se AliMgana meM bharoge to tuma cakita hooge, tumhArI AMkha khulI hogI, strI kI AMkha baMda ho jAtI hai| gahare prema ke kSaNa meM strI sadA AMkha baMda kara letI hai| straiNa | citta cAhatA hai ki usakA premI use dekha le, basa kAphI / gopI kAhI artha hotA hai ki paramAtmA mujhe dekha le, basa kAphI hai| tujhe dekha sakUM maiM to kucha malAla nahIM yahI bahuta hai ki tU mujhako dekha sakatA hai paramAtmA ke prema meM straiNa - cittatA kI jarUrata hai| prema meM hI straiNa-cittatA kI jarUrata hai| puruSa kA prema nAmamAtra ko prema hai| prema to strI kA hI hotA hai| puruSa ke lie hajAra kAmoM meM prema eka kama hai| strI ke lie prema hI basa ekamAtra kAma hai| strI ke saba kAma prema se nikalate haiN| vaha khAnA pakAegI, buhArI lagAegI, tumhAre kapar3e para baTana TAMka degI, tumhArI pratIkSA kregii| usakA sArA kAma.. .. tumhAre bacce, unakI dekhabhAla kregii| tumhAre ghara, tumhAre bagIce ko sNvaaregii| usakI sArI ciMtA usake prema se nikalatI hai / usakA sArA kAma usake prema se nikalatA hai| puruSa ko aura hajAra kAma haiN| aksara puruSa ko aisA lagatA hai ki prema ke kAraNa mere kAma meM bAdhA par3atI hai| isalie bahuta kAmI- dhAmI jo puruSa hote haiM, ve prema meM par3ate hI nhiiN| jinako dukAna ThIka se calAnI hai, ve prema ko haTA dete haiM ki haTAo, baMda kro| dukAna meM bAdhA par3atI hai| jisako rAjanIti meM utaranA hai, vaha prema ko haTA detA hai-- haTAo ! prema se bAdhA par3atI hai| jisako vaijJAnika bananA hai vaha prema ko haTA detA hai - haTAo ! jisako dhyAnI bananA hai vaha prema ko haTA detA hai - haTAo, dhyAna meM bAdhA par3atI hai| 2010_03 Aja laharoM meM nimaMtraNa aisA lagatA hai ki puruSa ko aura hajAra kAma haiM, jo prema se jyAdA mahatvapUrNa haiN| vaha prema ko haTA detA hai aura kAma karane ko / strI ke lie aura koI kAma hI nahIM hai| agara prema na ho to strI ekadama akelI raha jAtI hai| kucha kAma nahIM sUjhatA, kyA kare! kAma nikalatA hI nahIM / straiNa-citta kA itanA hI artha hai ki tumhAre lie prema hI dhyAna ho / gopI banane kA yahI artha hai ki tumhArI dRSTi meM prema hI ekamAtra kAma raha jaae| aura saba prema se nikle| phira tumheM hara tarapha paramAtmA dikhAI par3ane lgegaa| tuma pahale... paramAtmA tumheM dekhane lage, isa AkAMkSA ko jgaao| phira tumheM paramAtmA hara tarapha dikhAI par3ane lgegaa| jisa dina paramAtmA ne tumheM dekha liyA usI dina tuma use dekha paaoge| bhakta aura jJAnI ke rAstoM kA yahI pharka hai| bhakta kahatA hai prabhu, maiM nAca rahA hUM, tU dekha le| koI bAta nahIM ki maiM tujhe dekhUM, magara maiM nAca rahA hUM, terI AMkha idhara par3a jaae| basa, jarA terI AMkha par3a jAe, paryApta puraskAra ho gyaa| tUne dekha liyA, jIta gae hama; sArthaka ho ge| balA-e-jAM haiM gAliba usakI hara bAta ibArata kyA, izArata kyA, adA kyA bAta, saMketa, bhAvabhaMgimA... bAMkebihArI kI bAta-bAta bar3I pyArI hai| bAta-bAta balA merI jAna kI lekina isakA sUtra khulatA hai tumhAre nRtya se, gIta se, tumhAre hRdaya ko kholane se / tuma pukAro paramAtmA ko ki tU mujhe dekha le; basa paryApta hai| jisa dina usakI AMkha tuma para par3I usI dina tumhArI AMkha paidA ho jaaegii| usakI AMkha kI coTa tumhArI AMkha ko khola degii| jJAnI kahatA hai, pahale hama paramAtmA ko dekheNge| usakI yAtrA bhinna hai| vaha kahatA hai, pahale hama AMkha paidA kareMge jisase paramAtmA dikha jaae| jaba hama paramAtmA ko dekheMge tabhI vaha hamArI tarapha dekhegaa| bhakta kahatA hai pahale vaha hamArI tarapha dekha le, phira hamane na bhI dekhA to bhI harja kyA hai? usane dekha liyaa| donoM hAlata se ghaTanA ghaTa jAtI hai / merI bAta sunakara praznakartA ko gopIbhAva jagA; to isase sApha samajha lenA cAhie ki bhakti usake lie mArga hogii| aura yaha 501

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 bhAva jagA hai to isako lekara mata baiThe rhnaa| isa nimaMtraNa ko usI ke AsapAsa tAre nAca rahe haiN| usI ke AsapAsa pRthvI, svIkAra karo aura calo yAtrA pr| graha, upagraha nAca rahe haiN| usakA rAsa cala hI rahA hai| isa sAre Aja apane svapna ko maiM saca banAnA cAhatA hUM jIvana-nRtya kA vahI keMdra hai| dUra kI isa kalpanA ke pAsa jAnA cAhatA hUM tuma bhI rAsa meM sammilita ho jaao| cAhatA hUM taira jAnA sAmane ambudhi par3A jo kucha vibhA usa pAra kI isa pAra lAnA cAhatA hUM Aja itanA hii| svarga meM bhI svapnabhU para dekha unase dUra hI thA kiMtu pAUMgA nahIM kara Aja apane para niyaMtraNa tIra para kaise rukU maiM Aja laharoM meM nimaMtraNa prabhu kI pukAra AyI tumhArI trph| tumameM jo gopI kA bhAva jagA hai yaha binA kRSNa ke pukAre jaga hI nahIM sakatA hai| tIra para kaise rukU maiM Aja laharoM meM nimaMtraNa aba ruko mt| aba naaco| aba svayaM hI lahara bno| lahara kA nimaMtraNa mila gayA, aba naaco| jamane do raas| hoo unmtt| hoo mdmtt| pAgala bno| straiNa bno| chAyA bano uskii| maMDala ko karo chottaa| nAcate-nAcate-nAcate-nAcate eka dina usameM praveza ho jaaegaa| nRtya karate-karate hI praveza ho jAtA hai| idhara tuma miTe ki udhara praveza huaa| zubha ghar3I AyI; use kho mata jAne denaa| maiM ba asada phakra-e-juhAda se kahatA hUM majAja mujhako hAsila sapheM-beate-khaiyAma abhI atyaMta gaurava se, saMyamiyoM se, yogiyoM se maiM kahatA hUM ki mujhe khaiyAma kI ziSyatA kI pratiSThA prApta huii| maiM ba asada phakra-e-juhAda se kahatA hUM majAja saMyamiyoM se. yogiyoM se. jJAna ke khojiyoM se maiM bar3e gaurava ke sAtha kahatA hUMmujhako hAsila sapheM-beate-khaiyAma abhI mujhe khaiyAma kI madhuzAlA meM ziSyatA kI pratiSThA mila gaI hai| mujhe behozI kA, madahozI kA, prabhu kI madirA pIne kA nimaMtraNa mila gayA hai| phira saMyamI bar3A phIkA hai| bhakta ke Age saMyamI bar3A phIkA hai| phira saMyamI to marusthala jaisA hai, bhakta vasaMta meM vRkSoM para phUla khila gae aisaa| bhakta jharane jaisA hai| to jisako bhakti kI lahara uTha rahI ho vaha ruke na; cala pdd'e| rAsa meM sammilita ho jaao| aura usakA rAsa cala hI rahA hai| 502 2010_03 EE

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paccIsavAM pravacana caudaha guNasthAna 2010_03

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ofinAOCA pApA / HINDI jehiM du lakkhijjaMte, udayAdisu saMbhavehiM bhaavehiN| jIvA te guNasaNNA, NiddiTThA svvdrisiihiN||144|| miccho sAsaNa misso, aviradasammo ya desavirado y| virado pamatta iyaro, aputva aNiyaTTi suhumo y|| uvasaMta khINamoho, sajogikevalijiNo ajogI ya / coddasa guNaTThANANi ya, kameNa siddhA ya nnaayvvaa||145|| ON 5025 / MAADHAN AMERIMAR 2010_03

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ja ke sUtra mahAvIra kI sAdhanA paddhati meM atyaMta ayogikevalIjina, ye kramazaH caudaha jIva-samAsa yA guNasthAna A viziSTa hai| sAdhaka kI yAtrA meM jaisA sUkSma par3AvoM haiN| siddha jIva guNasthAnAtIta hote haiN|" kA vibhAjana mahAvIra ne kiyA hai, vaisA kisI aura ne kabhI nahIM kiyaa| rAha kA pUrA nakzA, rAste para par3anevAle par3Ava, mIla ke kinAre lage patthara, sabhI kI ThIka-ThIka sUcanA hai| yaha tabhI saMbhava hai, jaba koI gujarA ho, pahuMcA ho| yaha kevala vicAra kara lene se, dArzanika ciMtana se saMbhava nahIM hai| aura phira hajAroM varSoM meM aura jo loga siddhatva ko upalabdha hue, una sabane bhI gavAhI dI hai ki mahAvIra kA vaktavya sAdhaka se lekara siddha kI maMjila taka atyaMta sUkSma rUpa se sahI hai| mahAvIra kI bhASA meM sAdhaka caudaha guNasthAnoM se gujaratA hai| eka-eka guNasthAna ko ThIka se samajhanA Avazyaka hai / kahIM na kahIM tuma bhI khar3e hooge isI rAste para apanI jagaha ThIka se pahacAna lo, to kaisI yAtrA karanI, kahAM se yAtrA karanI, kisa tarapha jAnA - sugama ho jAtA hai| 'mohanIya karmoM ke udaya Adi ( upazama, kSaya, kSayopazama Adi) se honevAle jina pariNAmoM se yukta jIva pahacAne jAte haiM, unako sarvadarzI jina ne guNa yA guNasthAna kI saMjJA dI hai| arthAta samyakatva Adi kI apekSA jIvoM kI avasthAeM, zreNiyAM, bhUmikAeM guNasthAna kahalAtI haiN|' 'mithyAtva, sAsAdana, mizra, avirata samyakadRSTi, dezavirata, pramattavirata, apramattavirata, apUrvakaraNa, anivRttikaraNa, sUkSmasAmparAya, upazAMtamoha, kSINamoha, saMyogikevalIjina, 2010_03 pahalA sthAna hai : mithyAtva | jaisA hai use vaisA na dekhane ko mahAvIra mithyAtva kahate haiM / jaisA hai usase anyathA dekhane ko mahAvIra mithyAtva kahate haiN| jaisA hai use dekhane meM eka hI bAdhA hai-- hamArA ahaMkAra / satya ko dekhanA ho to apanI sArI asmitA ko eka tarapha haTAkara rakha denA jarUrI hai| agara tumane kahA ki merA satya hI satya hogA to tuma mithyAtva meM hI jIyoge / satya merA aura terA nahIM hai| satya to basa satya hai| mere tere ke vizeSaNa satya ko mithyA kara jAte haiN| aksara aisA hotA hai, jaba tuma kahate ho ki jo maiM kaha rahA hUM vahI satya hai to tumhArA jora satya para nahIM hotaa| cUMki tuma kaha rahe ho isalie satya honA caahie| tumhAre kahane se thor3I hI koI bAta satya hotI hai| satya se mela khA jAe to satya hotI hai| tumhAre hone se satya nahIM hotii| isalie jo vyakti apane maiM ko utArakara rakha degA aura satya ke sAtha jAne ko rAjI hogA, vahI pahalA kadama uThA pAtA hai| anyathA loga pahale kadama para hI aTake raha jAte haiN| adhika loga mithyAtva meM hI jIte haiN| tumheM bhI bahuta bAra aisA maukA A jAtA hogA, jaba tumheM thor3I jhalaka bhI milatI hai ki tuma jo kaha rahe ho vaha ThIka nahIM, lekina kaise kareM svIkAra ? beijjatI hai, apamAna hai, pratiSThA giratI hai| to tuma jidda kie jAte ho| tuma jhUTha ko bhI saca kie 507

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jina satra bhAgaH - - jAte ho| | ki kyA maiM dhUmrapAna karate samaya prArthanA kara sakatA hUM? unhoMne Askara vAilDa ne kahA hai ki duniyA meM do taraha ke loga haiN| kahA, nishcit| duniyA do vibhAgoM meM vibhAjita hai| eka ve loga, jo kahate haiM 'dhUmrapAna karate samaya prArthanA kara sakatA hUM?' kauna manA satya ko hamAre sAtha khar3A honA hogaa| hama jahAM khar3e hoM, satya | karegA? lekina 'prArthanA karate samaya dhUmrapAna kara sakatA hUM?' ko vahAM khar3A honA hogaa| ye mithyAtva-dRSTi loga haiN| kauna hAM bharegA? para bAta jarA-sI pharka kI hai, para bar3e pharka kI dUsare loga, jo kahate haiM satya jahAM hogA hama vahAM khar3e ho hai| jamIna-AsamAna kA phAsalA ho jAtA hai| jaaeNge| ye samyaka-dRSTi loga haiN| jarA-sA hI pharka hai| zabdoM mahAvIra kahate haiM, satya ke pakSa meM khar3e honA; satya ko apane ko yahAM-vahAM rakha do| satya ko mere sAtha khar3A honA hogA, yA maiM pakSa meM khar3A mata krnaa| tumhAre pakSa meM hone ke kAraNa hI satya satya ke sAtha khar3A houuNgaa| zabdoM meM to bar3A thor3A pharka hai, asatya ho jAtA hai| tuma asatya ho| tumhArA jahara satya ko bhI lekina astitva meM bar3A gaharA pharka ho jAtA hai| jaharIlA kara degaa| tuma apanI chAyA satya para mata ddaalnaa| tuma jamIna-AsamAna jaisA pharka ho jAtA hai| apanI gaMdagI satya para mata ddaalnaa| tuma satya ke sAtha ho lenA jozuA liyemena ne likhA hai ki jaba vaha yuvA thA aura apane lekina satya ko apane pIche calane kI jabardastI mata krnaa| guru ke Azrama meM thA to roja do ghaMTe ke lie Azrama ke bagIce meM vahAM hiMsA ho jAtI hai| jaba tuma satya ko apane pIche ghasITate ghUmane aura dhyAna karane kA samaya milatA thaa| ghUmane aura prArthanA ho, satya mara jAtA hai| satya jItA hai svataMtratA meN| karane kA samaya milatA thaa| khulI prakRti meM prArthanA ke paMkha to tuma bhUlakara bhI yaha ceSTA mata karanA ki maiM jo kahUM vaha lagAkara ur3ane ke lie suvidhA milatI thii| eka aura yuvaka satya ho| tuma yaha ceSTA jarUra karanA ki jo satya ho vahI maiM usakA mitra thA, ve donoM sAtha hI sAtha ghUmate the| donoM ko khuuN| aMtara jarA-sA hai; aMtara bahuta bar3A bhI hai| hama sabake mana | sigareTa pIne kI lata thI, lekina saMkoca hotA thA, ki guru se meM yaha daMbha hotA hI hai ki jo maiM kahatA hUM vaha satya honA hI pache binA Azrama meM dhamrapAna kaise kreN| to unhoMne kahA, pacha hI caahie| maiMne khaa| kyoM na leM? aura guru itanA sarala hai, itanA sIdhA hai ki zAyada maiMne dekhA ki mullA nasaruddIna apane ghara meM do gullaka rakhe hue hI inakAra kre| | hai| maiMne pUchA yaha kisalie? to vaha kahatA hai ki maiM eka meM | unhoMne puuchaa| dUsare dina liyemena jaba pahaMcA to usane dekhA, asalI sikke DAlatA hai, dUsare meM nakalI sikke| hara sAla | | usakA sAthI dhUmrapAna kara rahA hai| vaha bahuta hairAna huaa| usane kholatA huuN| to maiMne kahA, aba kI bAra tuma jaba kholo to maiM kahA, kyA tumane pUchA nahIM? maiMne to pUchA, lekina mere pUchate hI maujUda rhuuNgaa| usane kholA, gullaka tor3e, to saba sikke hiiN| tumane mAlUma hotA hai pachA nahIM, yA jisameM vaha nakalI sikke DAlatA, usI gallaka meM nikle| ki pUchakara bhI AjJA kA ullaMghana kara rahe ho? usa yuvaka ne asalI sikkevAlA gullaka to khAlI niklaa| maiMne kahA, kahA, Azcarya! maiMne to pUchA aura unhoMne kahA ki bilakula mAmalA kyA hai? kyA sabhI sikke nakalI haiM? usane kahA ki ThIka hai, piiyo| jo hamane nahIM DhAlA vaha asalI kaise ho sakatA hai? agara ye hI liyemena ne kahA ki merI samajha meM nahIM AtA ki hama donoM ko | sikke maiMne DhAle hote apane ghara meM, to saba asalI gullaka meM itane viparIta uttara kyoM die gae? usa dUsare yuvaka ne kahA, hote| dUsaroM ke DhAle sikke asalI ho kaise sakate haiM? saba pahale yaha kaho, tumane pUchA kyA thA? liyemena ne kahA, maiMne pUchA nakalI haiN| thA ki kyA maiM prArthanA karate samaya dhUmrapAna kara sakatA hUM? dUsare jo kahate haiM, dUsaroM ke kahane ke kAraNa hI tuma kahane unhoMne kahA, nahIM, kabhI nhiiN| aura liyemena ne pUchA usa yuvaka lagate ho asty| tuma jo kahate ho, tumhAre kahane ke kAraNa hI se, tumane kyA pUchA thA? kahane lagate ho sty| usa yuvaka ne kahA ki basa, bAta sApha ho gii| maiMne pUchA thA | satya kI yaha pUjA na huii| satya kA to yaha bahuta apamAna - 508 2010_03

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caudaha gaNasthAna KA huaa| satya tumase bar3A hai| tuma satya se bar3e hone kI ceSTA dUsarI sIr3hI para kadama kevala unhIM kA bar3hatA hai, jo apane maiM ko karoge, mithyAtva hogaa| | satya aura asatya kA nirNAyaka sUtra nahIM bnaate| jo kahate haiM, maiM isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, sAdhaka kA pahalA kadama aura pahalA | nirNAyaka nahIM huuN| par3Ava, jahAM hama saba haiM, yahAM se zurU hotA hai| yAtrA zurU bhI ho satya hai to hai| cAhe merA duzmana hI ghoSaNA kara rahA ho| satya sakatI hai, nA bhI ho| agara hama yahI jora die cale jAeM ki mere | hai to hai| aura cAhe maiM hI ghoSaNA karUM. agara asatya hai to pakSapAta sahI haiM, merI dhAraNAeM sahI haiM, mere zAstra sahI haiM, mere asatya hai| merI ghoSaNA se asatya satya nahIM hotaa| tIrthaMkara sahI haiM, mere avatAra sahI haiM, mere guru sahI haiM; aura | pahalA guNasthAna : mithyaatv| yahAM sArA saMsAra isI guNasthAna sabake bhItara kAraNa kevala itanA hI hai ki ve mere haiM, isalie sahI | meM jItA hai| haiN| aura to koI kAraNa nahIM hai| isalie to choTI-choTI bAta para vivAda ho jAtA hai| kSudra / tuma jaina ghara meM paidA hue to tuma kahate ho, jaina dharma sahI hai| tuma bAtoM para vivAda ho jAtA hai| tuma kabhI dekhate ho? nirIkSaNa agara hiMdU ghara meM paidA hote to yahI tuma hiMdU dharma ke saMbaMdha meM karate ho? kaisI choTI bAtoM para lar3a uThate ho! pati-patnI haiM, khte| tuma agara musalamAna ghara meM paidA hote to yahI tama islAma bhAI-bhAI haiM, bApa-beTe haiM, mitra-mitra haiM, jarA-jarA sI bAta para ke saMbaMdha meM khte| kalaha ho jAtI hai| to na to tumheM islAma se kucha matalaba hai, na jaina se, na hiMdU se| kalaha kA kAraNa? kAraNa batAne jaisA bhI nahIM lgtaa| agara tuma jahAM paidA hue vahIM satya ko bhI paidA honA caahie| jaise koI pUche pati-patnI se lar3ate vakta, ki kAraNa kyA hai? to ve tumhAre hone meM satya kA koI ThekA hai! bhI saMkoca karate haiM ki kAraNa kucha bhI nahIM hai| magara honA to tumheM bacapana se kurAna par3hAI gaI, tumane kurAna ko apanA mAna cAhie kalaha cala rahI hai| liyA to kurAna satya hai| gItA par3hAI gaI to gItA satya hai| kAraNa bar3e choTe haiM, lekina kAraNoM ke pIche chipA huA bar3A lekina satya itanA sastA to nhiiN| satya ko to khojanA par3atA ahaMkAra hai| choTe kAraNa, aura bar3A ahaMkAra pIche chipA huA hai| aise muphta to milatA nhiiN| satya saMskAra se nahIM milatA, na hai| patnI kahatI hai, jo maiMne kahA vahI satya hai, vaisA hI honA samAja se milatA hai| samAja se to pakSapAta milate haiM, pUrvAgraha cAhie; anyathA ho hI nahIM sktaa| pati kahatA hai, jo maiMne kahA | milate haiM, murdA dhAraNAeM milatI haiM, thothe zabda milate haiM, udhAra, vahI satya hai| vaisA hI honA caahie| bAse siddhAMta milate haiN| lekina tumhAre ahaMkAra ke AbhUSaNa bana aura donoM socate haiM ki satya ke lie Agraha kara rahe haiN| donoM jAte haiM vhii| socate haiM satyAgraha kara rahe haiN| lekina Agraha mAtra asatya kA jaba hiMdU kahatA hai ki hiMdU dharma sahI, to vaha yaha kaha rahA hai maiM hotA hai| satya kA koI Agraha hotA hI nhiiN| isalie satyAgraha shii| mere kAraNa hiMdU dharma shii| jaba tuma kahate ho, bhAratabhUmi bilakula thothA zabda hai| satya kA koI Agraha nahIM hotA, pavitra bhUmi, puNya bhUmi; to tuma kyA kaha rahe ho? itanA hI kaha nivedana hotA hai| Agraha to ahaMkAra kA hotA hai| dAvA to rahe ho ki tuma jaise pavitra mahApuruSa bhArata meM paidA hue to bhArata ahaMkAra kA hotA hai| pavitra honA hI caahie| aura kyA kaha rahe ho? tuma polaiMDa meM hama satya ke nAma para apane ahaMkAra kA sAmrAjya phailAte haiN| paidA hote ki cIna meM, to tuma yahI vahAM bhI khte| tuma yahI kahate bApa beTe se kahatA hai, ki aisA hI hai| aura agara beTA pUche ki polaiMDa pavitra bhUmi hai| svarga agara kahIM hai to basa yahIM hai| kyoM? to kahatA hai, ulaTakara javAba mata do| maiM bApa huuN| maiM AdamI kA ahaMkAra aisA hai ki vaha jisa cIja se apane ahaMkAra jAnatA huuN| jiMdagI aise hI dhUpa meM nahIM pakAI hai| ye bAla anubhava ko jur3A huA pAtA hai usI kI guNa-garimA gAne lagatA hai| se sapheda hue haiN| jaba tuma bhI bar3e hooge, taba jaanoge| tumhAre to mahAvIra kahate haiM, agara tuma yahI karate rahe to mithyA-dRSTi bApa ne bhI tumase kahA hogaa| tuma bar3e ho gae, jAnA kucha? bar3e hI bane rhoge| tuma pahalI sIr3hI para hI aTake raha jaaoge| hokara itanA hI patA calA ki na bApa ko patA thA, na tumako patA 50g ___ 2010_03

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510 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 hai| lekina yahI tuma apane beTe se kaha rahe ho ki bar3e ho jAoge taba jAnoge / kyA jAna liyA bar3e hokara ? kauna-sA satya, kauna-sI saMpadA hAtha lagI ? lekina bApa kA ahaMkAra kaise mAna le ki beTA bhI ThIka kaha sakatA hai? pati kA ahaMkAra kaise mAna le ki patnI ThIka kaha sakatI hai ? patnI kA ahaMkAra kaise mAna le ki pati ThIka kaha sakatA hai ? ahaMkAroM kA saMgharSa hai| satyoM kA koI saMgharSa nahIM hai| to duniyA meM jo itanA dharmoM kA vivAda hai, zAstrArtha hai, yaha saba ahaMkAroM kA zAstrArtha hai, isase dharma kA koI lenA-denA nahIM / dharma to vinamra AdamI kI khoja hai, jo kahatA hai mujhe patA nahIM / patA hI hotA to maiM khojatA kyA ? khojane ko kyA thA? mujhe patA nahIM / ajJAnI huuN| khoja para nikalA huuN| TaTolatA huuN| koI bhI batA de ki satya kyA hai, to sunUMgA, samajhaMgA, sadabhAva se grahaNa karUMgA, jAMcUMgA, prkhuuNgaa| zAyada ho, zAyada na ho| anubhava taya karegA ki kyA hai| satya kA khojI vivAdI nahIM hotaa| satyArthI saMvAdI hotA hai, sArA lAbha hai, usI meM sArI pratiSThA hai| vivAdI nahIM / mahAvIra kahate haiM, - pahalA guNasthAna : mithyAtva | jaisA hai use vaisA na dekhnaa| jaisA hai vaisA dikhAI bhI par3e to bhI parde DAla rakhanA / jaisA hai vaisA anubhava meM bhI Ane lage to anubhava ko bhI jhuThalAnA / nyasta svArtha haiM hamAre / tuma agara nyasta svArthoM kI oTa se hI dekha rahe ho to phira bar3I ar3acana hai| satya sAIMbAbA ne kala baMgalora vizvavidyAlaya ke kulapati aura unakI kameTI ko jo uttara diyA, usameM unhoMne kahA, ki kuttoM ke bhauMkane se cAMda-tAre gira nahIM jaate| aba thor3A socane jaisA jarUrI hai ki kuttoM ke bhauMkane se cAMda-tAre Akara aisA kahate bhI nahIM ki bhauMkate raho, hama gireMge nhiiN| itanA kaha diyA to cAMda-tAre bhauMka ge| itanA kaha diyA to cAMda-tAre gira ge| phira taya kauna kare ki cAMda-tAre kauna haiM aura kutte kauna haiM ? satya sAIMbAbA kA yaha vaktavya thothe ahaMkAra kA vaktavya hai| eka tarapha cillAe cale jAte haiM ki sabhI ke bhItara brahma kA vAsa hai| eka tarapha kahe cale jAte haiM ki sabhI ke bhItara bhagavattA virAjamAna hai / aura jahAM coTa ahaMkAra para par3anI zurU hotI hai vahAM tatkSaNa kahane lagate haiM ki kuttoM ke bhauMkane se cAMda-tAre nahIM gireNge| ye kuttoM meM bhagavAna nahIM hai? kutte yAnI kulapati baMgalora ke! inameM bhagavAna nahIM hai ? 2010_03 yaha uttara na huaa| kulapati jyAdA sAdhu caritra mAlUma hote haiN| sIdhA-sA nivedana kiyA hai ki Apa jo camatkAra karate haiM, ye camatkAra haiM yA kevala madArIgirI hai ? ise hama jAnane ke lie Apake nikaTa AnA cAhate haiN| aura Apase prArthanA karate haiM ki Apa hameM satya ko khojane meM sahayogI bneN| isameM koI kuttA bhauMkA nahIM kisI pr| satya ke khojI ko tatkSaNa svIkAra karanA cAhie / agara satya hai to bhaya kyA ? agara kulapati aura unake ATha-dasa mitra Akara satya sAIMbAbA ke camatkAra dekhane ko utsuka hue zubha hai / harja kahAM hai? lekina harja mAlUma hogA kyoMki nyasta svArtha hai, vesTeDa iMTaresTa hai| vaha camatkAra ityAdi kucha bhI nahIM hai, madArIgirI hai| aura madArIgirI bhI ati sAdhAraNa koTi kI hai| sar3aka para calate madArI jo karate haiM vaisI hai| koI bhI madArI kara sakatA hai, koI bhI vyavasAyI jAdUgara kara sakatA hai; vaisI hai| lekina usI meM agara eka bAra yaha siddha ho gayA ki yaha rAkha zUnya se nahIM utaratI / kahIM zarIra ke kisI hisse meM chipI rahatI hai, vahAM se utaratI hai| eka bAra yaha siddha ho gayA ki ye svisa ghar3iyAM jo pragaTa hotI haiM, svijaralaiMDa se nahIM AtIM, smagalaroM se kharIdI jAtI haiN| eka bAra yaha siddha ho gayA to satya sAIMbAbA kI koI sthiti nahIM raha jaatii| usI para to sArA bala hai| to nArAjagI paidA hotI hai| anyathA nimaMtraNa zubha thA / svIkAra kara lenA thA / dhanyavAda denA thA ki utsuka hue, calo acchA hai| vizvavidyAlaya meM utsuka hote haiM to bahuta acchA hai| suzikSita, susaMskRta loga dharma kI tarapha khoja karane nikalate haiM, bahuta acchA hai| Ao, smjho| khojeM / satya kA khojI to sahayoga degaa| lekina satya kI yaha khoja nahIM hai| satya sAIMbAbA kA vaktavya asatya sAIMbAbA kA vaktavya hai| yaha isameM satyatA bilakula nahIM hai| aura phira isameM chipA krodha hai, gAlI-galauja hai| kutte ... ! yaha bAta hI behUdI ho gii| apane vaktavya meM unhoMne isI taraha kI bAteM kahI haiM, jo saba gAlI-galauja haiM - ki cIMTI samudra kI thAha lene calI hai|

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caudaha guNasthAna kauna samudra hai, kauna cIMTI hai? jJAnI to kahate haiM, cIMTI bhI samudra hai| do kaur3I ke na raha jaaeNge| kutte bhI bhauMkeMge nahIM phir| rAste hai| kyoMki jJAnI to kahate haiM, bUMda meM bhI sAgara chipA hai| lekina se nikala jAeMge dekhate ki koI kuttA bhauMke to! lekina kutte bhI nirNaya kauna kara rahA hai ki kauna cIMTI aura kauna samudra hai? calo | idhara-udhara muMha kara leNge| koI cIMTI thAha lene na aaegii| to cIMTI hI sahI, samudra kI thAha lene calI to sAtha do| bAdhA kyA bhaya hai| khar3I karanI? sIr3hiyAM lagAo, nAva tairaao| cIMTI kama se mithyAtva hama sabake bhItara saMbhava hai| jahAM bhI ahaMkAra jur3A kama itanI AkAMkSA se bharI yahI bahata hai| ki mithyAtva saMbhava hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, mithyAtva hamArI lekina samudra itanA bhayabhIta kyoM hai? cIMTI thAha lene calI | sAmAnya sthiti hai| jisako hama ajJAnI kahate haiM usI ko isase samadra Dara kyoM rahA hai? Dara yahI hogA ki cIMTI thAha le mahAvIra mithyAtvI kahate haiN| sakatI hai| samudra bar3A chichalA mAlUma hotA hai| zAyada samudra ho dUsarA caraNa : jisa vyakti ne mithyAtva se thor3I Upara AMkha hI na, kevala dhokhA hai| to krodha upajatA hai| uThAI, ThIka-ThIka zraddhAna kiyA, yathArtha dharma meM ruci lI, adharma | mithyAtva dRSTi se bharA haA AdamI, vivAda ko tatpara, lar3ane meM aruci kii| mithyAtva se bharA vyakti dharma meM aruci pragaTa ko utsuka, krodha sahaja, abhizApa dene ko taiyaar| karatA hai, adharma meM ruci letA hai| hAlAMki vaha bahAne kaI ye satya sAIMbAbA kahate haiM ki ziraDI ke sAIMbAbA ke avatAra khojatA hai, tarka kaI khojatA hai| nA to nahIM cAhie, darvAsA mani ke hoNge| avatAra to rAmakaSNa ne kahA hai ki eka AdamI kAlI kA bar3A bhakta thA jarUra kisI ke hoMge, kyoMki yahAM sabhI avatAra haiN| lekina inameM | aura mahIne-paMdraha dina meM kAlI ke dvAra meM jAkara bakare kaTavA kauna kuttA hai, kauna cIMTI hai, kauna sAgara, kauna cAMda-tArA hai? detA thaa| phira acAnaka usane pUjA baMda kara dii| to rAmakRSNa ne hara eka soca letA hai apane ko hI ki cAMda-tArA hai, bAkI saba usase pUchA, kyA huA bhakti kA? tuma to bar3e bhakta the aura kutte haiN| bar3e bakare kaTavAte the| usane kahA, aba dAMta hI na rhe| isako bhauMkane kI taraha kyoM liyA? yaha jarUrI to nahIM hai ki koI kAlI ke lie thor3e hI bakare kaTavAtA hai! kAlI to baMgalora kA vizvavidyAlaya satya sAIMbAbA ko ukhADane ke lie bahAnA hai| usa AdamI ke dAMta gira gae, kharAba ho gae aura dAMta utsuka ho| aura agara satya hai to ukhar3egA kaise? satya hai to nikalavAne pdd'e| to aba mAMsAhAra karane kI suvidhA na rhii| to pragaTa hogaa| svIkAra kro| basa pUjA-patrI baMda! tamhArI ghabaDAhaTa hI tamheM asatya kie de rahI hai| bacAva kyA | khayAla karanA, tuma jaba maMdira meM pUjA karane beThe ho to pUjA kara karanA hai? ughAr3a do| nagna khar3e hokara camatkAra dikhA do| eka rahe ho yA pUjA ke bahAne kucha aura kara rahe ho? tuma agara bAra taya ho jAe to lAbha hI hogaa| sAdhu-satsaMga meM bhI gae ho to satya kI khoja meM gae ho ki vahAM eka tarapha satya sAIbAbA kahate haiM ki maiM satya kI sevA karanA bhI saMsAra kA hI kacha khojane pahaMca gae ho? tama aksara to cAhatA huuN| dharma meM logoM kI zraddhA bar3hAnA cAhatA huuN| lekina pAoge ki tumhArI ruci dharma meM nahIM hai, adharma meM hai| adharma se isase aura zubha avasara kyA milegA ki loga khuda kahate haiM ki matalaba hai| jisase tuma satya taka na pahuMco aura bhaTaka jaao| hama pramANa khojane Ate haiN| pramANita kro| siddha ho jAegA ki | dharma se artha hai jisase tuma satya taka pahuMca jaao| camatkAra sacce haiM, jhUThe nahIM haiM to bar3I zraddhA bddh'egii| ye baMgalora camatkArI vyakti ke pAsa loga ikaTThe ho jAte haiM kyoMki vizvavidyAlaya ke kulapati aura unakI kameTI ke loga, ye bhI camatkArI vyakti ke pAsa AzA baMdhatI hai ki zAyada mukadamA tumhAre bhakta ho jaaeNge| inase itane ghabar3A kyA gae ho? jIta jAeM, zAyada jisa strI ko bhagAne kA soca rahe hoM, usameM lekina asatya meM Agraha hotA hai kyoMki asatya meM nyasta | saphalatA mila jAe, zAyada lATarI khula jAe, zAyada svArtha hote haiN| agara yaha bAta khula jAe, agara yaha pola khala jAe, ilekzana jIta jAeM, pradhAnamaMtrI ho jaaeN| jAe to satya sAIMbAbA kA sArA kA sArA vyaktitva gira jAtA / isalie dillI meM jitane rAjanetA haiM, sabako satya sAIMbAbA 1511 2010_03 .

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512 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 ke bhakta paaoge| jaise hI koI rAjanetA pada se utaratA hai ki tatkSaNa satsaMga meM laga jAtA hai| tatkSaNa guruoM kI khoja meM nikala par3atA hai| phira ilekzana jItanA, phira cunAva lar3anA phira kisI kA AzIrvAda caahie| yaha ruci dharma kI ruci nahIM hai| yaha ruci maulika rUpa se adhArmika haiN| / mahAvIra kahate haiM isase uTho, to pahalA kadama utthaa| dUsarA caraNa, dUsarA guNasthAna hai : saasaadn| mahAvIra kahate haiM itanI jaldI, ekadama se na uTha jaaoge| uThate-uThate uThoge / bahuta bAra to nikala Aoge isake bAhara, aura phira-phira khIMcane kA mana ho jaaegaa| phira-phira purAnI AdateM vApasa bulA leNgii| sAsAdana kA artha hotA hai, jo vyakti mithyAtva ke bAhara nikalane kI ceSTA meM saMlagna hai lekina purAnI AdatoM ke kAraNa, purAne karmodaya ke kAraNa vApasa khIMca liyA jAtA hai| phira-phira purAne rAga meM rasa Ane lagatA hai| kSaNabhara ko bhI sahI, bAra-bAra phira socane lagatA hai unhIM dinoM kI bAta; jaba dhana thA, pada thA, pratiSThA thI / divAsvapna dekhane lagatA hai| sAsAdana kA artha hai, vyakti mithyAtva ke bAhara nikalA to; lekina abhI mithyAtva kI sUkSma taraMgeM uThatI haiM / phira-phira mUrcchA ke kSaNa meM vApasa saMsAra ke sapane dekhane lagatA hai| mithyAtva - abhimukha ho jAtA hai, yadyapi sAkSAta mithyAtva meM praveza nahIM karatA / to sAsAdana kA artha huA : sapane saMsAra ke dekhatA hai, yadyapi bAhara se saMsAra se apane ko roka liyA hai| jaise koI AdamI ghara chor3akara tyAgI ho gyaa| maMdira meM baiThA dhyAna kara rahA hai, mAlA hAtha meM hai / aura saba bhUla gayA maMdira aura mAlA, patnI kI yAda A gaI -- to saasaadn| mithyAtva se virata hone kI ceSTA kI hai| zrama kiyA hai, maMdira taka calA AyA hai, mAlA hAtha meM le lI, prArthanA meM lIna hai, lekina kSaNabhara ko | prArthanA kho gaI, maMdira kho gayA, mAlA kho gaI, patnI sAmane khar3I ho gii| kisI aura ko dikhAI na par3egI yaha sthiti / yaha pratyeka vyakti ko svayaM hI nirIkSaNa karanI hogii| bahuta bAra sAsAdana kI ghaTanA ghaTatI hai| yahAM bhI tuma mere pAsa baiThe ho, sunate-sunate acAnaka ghar3I dekhane lagate ho - sAsAdana! ghar3I dekhI, matalaba ki kahIM 2010_03 adAlata jAnA hai, ki daphtara jAnA hai; ki saMsAra kI yAda A gii| kaI bAra to tuma ghar3I kisI kAraNa se bhI nahIM dekhate, sirpha purAnI dekhane kI Adata dekhate ho| kitanA samaya ho gyaa| kitanA samaya kho gayA / itanI dera saMsAra meM kucha kara lete| itanI dera gaMvA dii| eka lahara mana meM A gii| yaha bhI svAbhAvika hai| chUTate chUTate cIjeM chUTatI haiN| chor3ate-chor3ate ghaTanA ghaTatI hai / bAra-bAra purAnI AdateM pakar3atI haiN| purAne rAga, purAne raMga, purAnI smRtiyAM, purAne sukha phira-phira AhvAna dete haiM, phira-phira bulAte haiM, phira-phira nimaMtraNa bhejate haiN| sAsAdana dUsarA guNasthAna hai| jo hamameM se mithyAtva se Upara uThane kI ceSTA meM lagate haiM unakI dazA sAsAdana kI hai| pahale se behtr| kama kama calo bAhara se hI sahI, chor3A to ! bAhara se chor3A to bhItara se bhI chuuttegaa| itanA hoza to AyA ki ahaMkAra kA Agraha na rkheNge| lekina behozI ke kSaNa Ate haiN| una behozI ke kSaNoM kA nAma sAsAdana hai| tumane taya kara liyA, aba krodha na kreNge| aura kisI AdamI kA paira bAjAra kI bhIr3a meM tumhAre paira para par3a gyaa| usaka meM tuma bhUla hI gae ki tumane taya kara liyA thA aba krodha na kareMge / yAda hI na aayii| krodha ho hI gyaa| yA na bhI huA, usa AdamI se tumane kucha na bhI kahA, to bhI tumhAre bhItara krodha jhalaka gyaa| eka kSaNa ko bhItara lapaTa uTha gaI / to pahale mithyAtva se mukta honA hai, phira sAsAdana ke bhI pAra jAnA hai| tIsarI avasthA hai : mizra / samyakatva evaM mithyAtva kI mizrita sthiti / kucha-kucha satya kI jhalaka banane lagatI hai| kucha-kucha satya kA avataraNa hone lagatA hai aura kucha-kucha atIta saMskAroM ke kAraNa asatya kA aMdherA bhI ghirA rahatA hai| jaise dIyA jalAte ho, choTA-sA TimaTimAtA dIyA / eka kone meM rozanI bhI ho jAtI hai, bAkI kamarA aMdherA bhI banA rahatA hai-- mizra, khicar3I avasthA / samyakatva evaM mithyAtva kI mizrita avasthA; dahI aura gur3a ke mizrita svAda jaisii| aisA jaina zAstra dRSTAMta lete haiM- dahI aura gur3a ke mizrita svAda jaisI / jo sAsAdana ke pAra jAtA hai usakI mizra avasthA banatI hai|

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caudaha guNasthAna bahuta loga mizra avasthA meM hote haiN| ninyAnabe pratizata to bhI vairAgya kA janma nahIM ho rahA hai| meM jIte haiM. phira bAkI teraha gaNa-sthAna to eka pratizata kama se kama eka bAta to sApha hai ki ve apane ko sApha dekha pA ke haiN| inameM se bhI bahuta-se sAsAdana meM hI Dolate rahate rahe haiM; jo ki kAphI bahumUlya hai| dRSTi to sApha hai| dRSTi sApha haiM-trizaMku kI bhaaNti| unameM se kucha mizra taka Ate haiN| donoM hai to AcAra bhI usake pIche-pIche calA aaegaa| dRSTi hI sApha cIjeM bhItara hotI haiN| sImArekhA bhI sApha hotI hai, lekina donoM na ho to AcaraNa ke janmane kA upAya hI nhiiN| sAtha-sAtha hotI haiN| dharma-bodha bhI hotA hai, adharma meM rasa bhI lekina dRSTi hI sApha kie mata baiThe rhnaa| kyoMki jo abhI hotA hai| patA bhI hotA hai ki kyA ThIka hai, aura phira bhI galata ke sApha hai, kala dhuMdhalI ho sakatI hai| agara AcaraNa meM na lAI gaI baMdhana nahIM chuuttte| to jyAdA dera sApha na rhegii| dRSTi jaba mile to tatkSaNa sAhasa mahAvIra bahuta vaijJAnika DhaMga se Age bar3ha rahe haiN| ve tumhAre karake usako AcaraNa meM lAnA kyoMki dRSTi ke kSaNa bar3e kama citta kA eka-eka spaSTa vizleSaNa kara rahe haiM tAki tuma pahacAna haiN| kabhI-kabhI bijalI kauMdha jAtI hai aura rAstA dikhAI par3atA lo kahAM tuma ho, aura phira kisa tarapha jAnA hai| hai| usa kSaNa meM cala par3anA, aise khar3e mata raha jaanaa| kyoMki cauthA guNasthAna hai: avirata smykdRsstti| sAdhaka kI caturtha bijalI abhI kauMdhI, sadA na kauNdhegii| kala kauMdhegI ki na bhUmi; jisameM bodha ho jAne para bhI bhogoM athavA hiMsA Adi pApoM kauMdhegI kyA patA! jo pahalI jhalakeM AtI haiM, ve bijalI kI ke prati virakta bhAva jAgrata nahIM ho paataa| kauMdha kI taraha haiM, una kauMdha kA upayoga kara lenaa| upayoga karane bodha bhI ho jAtA hai, eka dRSTi bhI mila jAtI hai| ThIka-ThIka se bijalI aura kauNdhegii| cala par3e to dRSTi aura nikhregii| samajha meM A jAtA hai, kyA karane yogya hai, kyA na karane yogya hai, | karane se hI dRSTi kA nikhAra hotA hai| sirpha socate rahane se lekina abhI nirNaya nahIM hotaa| rAga, lobha, moha, hiMsA, | dhAraNAeM sApha ho jAtI haiM, lekina jIvana ulajhA kA ulajhA raha ahaMkAra ke prati abhI vairAgya kA janma nahIM hotaa| aisA nahIM | jAtA hai| hotA ki aba chor3a hI deN| dikhatA hai ki ThIka kyA hai, lekina jo | dRSTi ke sApha hone kA mAmalA aisA hai ki tuma eka pAkazAstra dikhatA hai vaha AcaraNa nahIM bana paataa| pratIti hotI hai. lie baiThe ho aura bhakhe ho| aura pAkazAstra meM saba likhA hai| sApha-sApha pratIti hotI hai ki satya boleN| satya hI zubha hai| rattI-rattI byaurA diyA hai kaise bhojana bnaanaa| bhojana kI sAmagrI lekina asatya kA pUrNa tyAga kara deM, itanA sAhasa nahIM juTa bhI maujUda hai| ATA maujUda hai, pAnI maujUda hai, namaka maujUda hai, paataa| yaha jAnanA ki kyA satya hai, eka bAta hai; aura satyamaya cUlhA jalA huA hai| tuma pAkazAstra lie baiThe ho| isase bhUkha ho jAnA bilakula dUsarI bAta hai| yaha pahacAna lenA ki ThIka miTegI nhiiN| isase kucha hala na hogaa| rAstA kauna-sA hai eka bAta hai, phira usa para cala par3anA bilakula bahuta loga zAstra lie baiThe haiN| zAstra kI carcA meM lIna haiN| dUsarI bAta hai| janama-janama gaMvAte haiM lekina kabhI usakA upayoga nahIM krte| avirata samyakadRSTi kA artha hai: jo khar3A ho gyaa| purAne | bhUkhe ke bhUkhe raha jAte haiN| phira bhUkha bhI nahIM miTatI, to rAste para jA bhI nahIM rahA hai, nae kA darzana bhI hone lagA hai lekina dhIre-dhIre bhUkha vismRta hone lagatI hai| ThiThakA khar3A hai| nae para jA nahIM pAtA kyoMki nae para jAnA ho yaha kAphI mUlyavAna hai| isa sUcana ko khayAla meM rkhnaa| to purAne kA paripUrNa tyAga caahie| tuma donoM eka sAtha nahIM | agara tuma upavAsa karo to tIna-cAra dina ke bAda bhUkha laganI samhAla skte| eka ko chor3anA hogaa| baMda ho jAtI hai| tIna dina satAtI hai| roja-roja tumhAre dvAra para isameM se tama apane bhItara bahata bAra aisA hI paaoge| mere pAsa dastaka detI hai| tama sanate hI nahIM to dhIre-dhIre zarIra rAjI ho loga Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM, hameM patA hai ki krodha burA hai| patA hai | jAtA hai ki ThIka hai, zAyada tumane AtmahatyA hI kA taya kara ki kAmavAsanA roga hai| patA hai ki lobha se kucha na milA, na liyA hai, to ThIka hai| zarIra bhI kyA karegA? dhIre-dhIre, milegaa| patA hai khAlI hAtha Ae haiM, khAlI hAtha jaaeNge| phira dhIre-dhIre bhUkha bhUla jAtI hai| jo loga laMbe upavAsa karate haiM, ____ 2010_03

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__ jina sUtra bhAgaH2 - aura bhAva unako eka ar3acana hotI hai upavAsa tor3ane meM, aba kaise bhojana dezavirata kA artha hotA hai, jisane apane jIvana meM aba sImA grahaNa kareM? kyoMki zarIra bhUla hI gyaa| bahuta dera taka bhUkhe banAnI zurU kii| jisane apane jIvana ko paridhi denI zurU kii| baiThe-baiThe, zAstra lie-lie bhUkha vismRta ho jAtI hai| jisane apane jIvana meM jo vyartha hai use haTAnA, jo sArthaka hai use | bahata logoM kI paramAtmA kI bhUkha mara gaI hai| itane dina lAnA zurU kiyaa| jisane kahA, aba maiM yUM hI UlajalUla, | paramAtmA se upavAsa kiyA hai, mara hI jaaegii| paramAtmA kI bhUkha asaMgata na jiiyuuNgaa| kabhI bAyeM gae, kabhI dAyeM gae, kabhI dakSiNa mara gaI ho to bar3I kaThinAI ho jAtI hai| aise hI loga kahate haiM | gae, kabhI pUraba gae, kabhI pazcima gae, aise cala-calakara kahIM ki paramAtmA mara gyaa| marI hai unakI bhkh| lekina ThIka hI koI pahaMcegA? saba dizAoM meM dauDate rahe to vikSiptatA aaegii| kahate haiN| jisakI bhUkha mara gaI usakA bhojana bhI mara gyaa| dezavirata kA artha hotA hai dizA taya huI, deza taya huA, sImA bhojana to tabhI taka rasapUrNa hai jaba taka bhUkha hai| bhUkha meM rasa hai bAMdhI, saMyama meM utre| aba jo karane yogya hai vahI kareMge, jo | bhojana kaa| bhUkha na lagI ho, susvAda se susvAdu bhojana rakhA rahe karane yogya nahIM hai, nahIM kreNge| aba kartavya meM hI rasa hogA, | | to bhI mana meM koI taraMga nahIM aatii| agara bhUkha bilakula mara gaI akartavya meM dhIre-dhIre virasatA ko laaeNge| sImA dI jIvana ko, | ho to bhojana bhojana jaisA bhI mAlUma na pdd'egaa| bhojana bhojana | dizA dii| aura sArI UrjA eka dizA meM ddaalii| ke kaarnn| bhakha kI vyAkhyA hai| anyathA jaise zarIra, mana, vacana-tInoM asaMyamI ke sabhI dizAoM meM bhojana bhojana jaisA na lgegaa| bhAgate rahate haiN| saMyamI aura asaMyamI meM itanA hI pharka hai ki paramAtmA nahIM mara gayA hai, aneka logoM kI bhUkha mara gaI hai| asaMyamI sabhI dizAoM meM eka sAtha bhAgatA rahatA hai, isalie marane kA kAraNa yahI hai ki bhUkha ko jilAne ke lie bhI | uthalA raha jAtA hai| bhojana caahie| bhUkha bhI bhUkhI rahe to mara jAtI hai| jaise ki kisI tAlAba ko tuma sabhI dizAoM meM khola do, kucha kro| jo dRSTi mile usake anusAra do paga clo| jo sabhI dizAoM meM pAnI baha jAe, to jahAM bar3I gaharAI thI aura anubhava meM Ae use thor3A AcaraNa meM ddaalo| nIlA jala dikhAI par3atA thA, vahAM saba chichalA pAnI ho jaaegaa| jo tumheM dikhAI par3e ki ThIka hai, basa isako mAnakara saiddhAMtika agara bahuta phaila jAe to kIcar3a hI raha jaaegii| tAlAba to kho rUpa se mata baiThe raho, anyathA jyAdA dera dikhAI bhI na pdd'egaa| hI jaaegaa| phira dhuMdha chA jaaegii| phira mana dhueM se ghira jaaegaa| thor3e clo| saMyama kA artha hai, saMrakSita uurjaa| mahAvIra kA pAribhASika thor3e Age bddh'o| jaise-jaise Age bar3hoge vaise-vaise jyAdA spaSTa zabda hai-deshvirt| sImA banAI, deza bnaayaa| hara kahIM na darzana hoNge| | bhAgate rhe| apane jIvana ko saMyata kiyA, saMgrahIta kiyaa| to mahAvIra kahate haiM avirata samyakadRSTi : caturtha bhuumi| isameM apanI UrjA ko eka jagaha bharA to gaharAI AnI zurU hotI hai| bodha to ho jAtA hai, hone lagatA hai lekina bhogoM aura hiMsA Adi | | asaMyamI AdamI chichalA hotA hai| AvAja bahuta karatA hai, pApoM se virati kA bhAva jAgrata nahIM hotaa| jaisA chichalA jala karatA hai| jahAM chichalI nadI hotI hai vahAM pAMcavAM guNasthAna H deshvirt| aba saMyama kA kSetra zurU | bar3A zoragula macatA hai| kaMkar3a-pattharoM para daur3atI hai, bar3A huaa| aba jo tumheM dikhAI par3atA hai use tuma AcaraNa meM utArane zoragula macAtI hai| nadI jitanI gaharI hotI hai utanA hI zoragula lge| bahuta jyAdA jAnane kI jarUrata nahIM hai| thor3A jAno, kama ho jAtA hai| gaharI nadI patA hI nahIM calatA ki bahatI bhI hai lekina usa thoDe ko utaaro| hajAra mIla laMbe zAstra kA koI ki nahIM bahatI? gati bar3I zAMta ho jAtI hai| sAra nahIM, iMcabhara zAstra-lekina utAro, clo| calane se rAste dezavirataH saMyama, sImA kA bAMdhanA, karma aura vicAra ko | taya hote haiN| baiThe-baiThe socane se koI rAste taya nahIM hote| paridhi denaa| ise tuma thor3A socnaa| vicAra karanevAle kahIM bhI nahIM phuNcte| astitvagata hai pahuMcanA, | tuma jo vicAra karate ho usameM se ninyAnabe pratizata na karo to vicAragata nhiiN| bauddhika nahIM hai, jIvanagata hai| clegaa| usameM se ninyAnabe pratizata sirpha vyartha hai, zuddha kacarA 514 Jair Education International 2010_03

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hai, kacarA mAtra / usameM kucha bhI aura nahIM hai lekina tumhArI UrjA to vyaya hotI hI hai| manovaijJAnika kahate haiM ki AdamI apanI UrjA kA paMdraha pratizata se jyAdA upayoga hI nahIM kara pAtA / pacAsI pratizata aise hI kho jAtI hai| jinake jIvana meM tumheM kucha ghaTanAeM ghaTatI dikhAI par3atI haiM, koI AiMsTIna, koI phrAyaDa, jo jIvana meM bar3e satyoM kI khoja kara lAte haiM-- cAhe vijJAna ke, cAhe mana ke, cAhe dharma ke unameM aura tumameM pharka kyA hai? UrjA sabako barAbara milI hai, samataula meM milI hai, lekina tuma UrjA ko aise | hI bahAte rahate ho / eka vaijJAnika apanI UrjA ko saMyamita kara letA hai / vaha socatA to apanI hI vijJAna kI bAta socatA hai| sapanA bhI dekhatA hai to apane hI vijJAna kA sapanA dekhatA hai| maiDama kyUrI ko nobela prAija milI sapane ke kaarnn| jo hala kiyA sUtra, vaha usane sapane meM kiyaa| jAgrata rUpa se to vaha tIna sAla se hala kara rahI thI, vaha hala nahIM hotA thaa| lekina sote-jAgate eka hI udher3a-buna thii| basa jagata meM eka hI kAma thA usa sUtra ko hala karanA / gaNita kA koI savAla thA, jo aTakA rahA thA tIna sAla se| jisa rAta hala huA, usa rAta vaha soyI, socate-socate-socate-socate usI prazna ke manana meM, maMthana meM DUbI so gii| lagatA hai sapane meM hala huaa| nIMda meM mAlUma hotA hai, utthii| uttara use mila gayA to jAkara vaha Tebala para likha bhI aayii| vApasa so gaI Akara / subaha jaba AMkha khulI to use yAda bhI na rahA / sapanA yAda na rahA, uThanA yAda na rahA, lekina jaba vaha apane Tebala para gaI to cakita huii| uttara likhA thA / hastAkSara bhI usI ke the| kamare meM dUsarA thA bhI nhiiN| aura dUsarA koI hotA bhI to bhI hala nahIM kara sakatA thaa| maiDama kyUrI nahIM kara pA rahI thI tIna sAla se taba use dhIre-dhIre yAda AyI ki rAta spnaa...| sapane ke phira byaure kA patA calA, phira use smaraNa AyA ki sapane meM hI usane dekhA ki vaha uThI bhI thii| samajhA thA ki sapane kA hI aMga hai uThanA bhI / aura Tebala para likhanA bhI sapane jaisA mAlUma huA thaa| taba sArI bAta sApha ho gii| vaijJAnika apanI sArI UrjA ko eka hI dizA meM lagA detA hai| tabhI to prakRti ke gahana satyoM ko khoja ke lAtA hai| DubakI 2010_03 caudaha guNasthAna gaharI lagAtA hai| aise hI jala ke Upara sataha para nahIM tairatA rahatA, DubakI mAratA hai| gahare meM jAtA hai| sArI UrjA eka hI dAMva para lagAtA hai| aisA hI dhyAnI bhI - mahAvIra, yA buddha, yA kRSNa, yA pataMjali gaharI DUba lete haiM to hIre-motI bIna lAte haiN| hamAre pAsa bhI utanI hI UrjA hai| UrjA kI mAtrA meM jarA bhI pharka nhiiN| jitanI mahAvIra ko milI utanI tumheM milI hai| prakRti sabako barAbara detI hai, magara sabhI barAbara upayoga nahIM krte| jIsasa eka kahAnI kahate the| eka bApa ke tIna beTe the| tInoM yogya the, buddhizAlI the| aura bApa taya na kara pAtA thA ki kisako apanA uttarAdhikArI banA jaae| bar3A dhana thA, bar3I jamIna thI, bar3A vaibhava thaa| bApa ciMtita thA, kisako cune | phira usane eka upAya khojaa| usane eka bore bhara phUloM ke bIja tInoM beToM meM bAMTa die aura kahA ki maiM tIrthayAtrA para jA rahA huuN| jo bIja maiM tumheM de jA rahA hUM, samhAlakara rkhnaa| ina para bahuta kucha nirbhara hai| tumhArA bhaviSya inhIM para nirbhara hai| inhIM ke mAdhyama se maiM apane uttarAdhikArI ko cunUMgA / isalie kisI bhUla-cUka meM mata rhnaa| maiM lauTakara AUMgA to bIja vApasa caahie| bApa calA gyaa| pahale beTe ne socA ki bar3I jhaMjhaTa hai| bIja ghara meM rakheM, cUhe khA jAeM, sar3a jAeM, bacce idhara-udhara pheMka deN| to behatara yaha hai ki bAjAra meM beca denA caahie| paise pAsa meM rakha leMge smhaalkr| jaba bApa AegA, phira bIja kharIda leMge, de deNge| sIdhI gaNita kI bAta thI / dUsare beTe ne socA ki bApa ne kahA hai bIja vApasa lauTAnA, to vaha yahI bIja cAhatA hogaa| kahIM bAjAra meM beceM, dUsare bIja phira bAda meM kharIdeM aura bApa kahe, ye to ve bIja nahIM haiN| to hama muzkila meM par3a jaaeNge| to usane tijor3I meM baMda karake tAlA baMda kara diyA / cAbI samhAlakara rakha lI ki jo die haiM, vahI lauTA deNge| jhaMjhaTa meM par3anA kyoM ? tIsare beTe ne socA ki bIja bAjAra meM beca deM to vahI bIja to hoMge nahIM, jo pitA de ge| dhokhA hogA / tijor3I meM baMda karanA ? pitA patA nahIM kaba AeM-chaha mahIne, sAlabhara, saal| tijor3I meM bIja agara sar3a gae to rAkha raha jaaegii| to usane socA behatara hai, inheM bo do| usane bIja bo die| 515

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 | jaba sAlabhara bAda pitA vApasa lauTA to pahale beTe ne lAkara UrjA ko eka dAMva para lgaayaa| jisakI UrjA tIra banI aura bAjAra se tatkSaNa bIja vApasa lauTA die| lekina bApa ne kahA, lakSya kI tarapha jisane apanI pratyaMcA ko saadhaa| dezavirataH ye ve bIja nahIM haiM, jo maiMne tumheM die the| zarta yahI thI ki vahI lakSya diyA, dizA dI, maryAdA baaNdhii| jo vyartha karatA nahIM, vyartha lauTAne haiN| dUsarA bar3A prasanna huaa| usane jaldI se tijor3I bolatA nahIM, vyartha socatA nhiiN| jisakA sArA jIvana eka kholii| jina bIjoM se bar3e sugaMdha vAle phUla paidA hote the ve saba saMgati hai| aura pratyeka kadama dUsare kadama se jur3A hai| aura sar3a gae the| unase sirpha durgaMdha A rahI thii| bApa ne kahA, maiMne jisake jIvana meM eka maryAdA hai| tumheM bIja die the| ye to bIja na rahe, rAkha ho gii| bIja kA to agara nadI bananA ho to kinArA caahie| to sAgara taka pahuMca artha hai, jisameM paudhA paidA ho ske| kyA inameM paudhA paidA ho skoge| agara kinAre chor3akara bahane lage, maryAdA TUTa gaI to sakatA hai? aura maiMne tumheM sugaMdha kI saMbhAvanA dI thI, aura tuma sAgara taka kabhI na pahuMca skoge| kisI marusthala meM kho durgaMdha lauTA rahe ho| maiMne tumheM jIte-jAgate bIja die the, tuma mujhe jaaoge| sAgara taka pahuMcane ke lie nadI ko kinAre meM baMdhe murdA rAkha lauTA rahe ho? yaha zarta pUrI na huii| rahanA jarUrI hai| tIsare beTe se puuchaa| bApa bar3A ciMtita bhI huA ki kyA tInoM dezavirata kA artha hai, kinAroM meM baMdhA huA vyktitv| ayogya siddha hoMge? tIsare beTe ne kahA, maiM muzkila meM huuN| jo chaThavAM guNasthAna hai: prmttvirt| saMyama ke sAtha-sAtha maMda bIja Apa de gae the ve maiMne bo die| unakI jagaha karor3a gune bIja rAgAdi ke rUpa meM pramAda rahatA hai| saMyama to A gayA, anuzAsana ho gae haiN| kyoMki maiMne socA jitanA pitA de gae haiM, utanA bhI | A gayA, lekina janmoM-janmoM taka jo hamane rAga kiyA hai, moha kyA lauTAnA! utanA hI lauTAnA to koI yogyatA na hogii| kiyA hai, lobha kiyA hai, usakI maMda chAyA rahatI hai| ekadama bAjAra meM maiM beca na sakA kyoMki ye ve bIja dUsare hoNge| dUsare mere | calI nahIM jaatii| hama usake Upara uTha Ate haiM, lekina hamAre bhI bIja haiM lekina Apa jo bIja de gae the, unakI hI saMtAna haiM; acetana meM dabI maMda chAyA rahatI hai| hama Upara se krodha nahIM bhI unhIM kA silasilA hai. unhIM kI zaMkhalA hai| lekina jitane Apa karate to bhI krodha kI taraMgeM bhItara acetana meM uThatI rahatI haiN| hama de gae the, maiM utane hI lauTAne meM asamartha hUM kyoMki maiMne kabhI | lobha nahIM bhI krte| hama niyaMtraNa kara lete haiM, lekina bhItara ginatI nahIM kii| karor3a gune ho gae haiN| Apa saba le leN| acetana lobha ke saMdeza bhejatA hai| bApa pIche gayA bhavana meN| dUra-dUra taka phUla hI phUla khile the| kahate haiM bhartRhari ne saba rAjya chor3a diyA, ve jaMgala meM jAkara bIja hI bIja bhare the| bApa ne kahA, tuma jIta ge| tuma mere baiTha ge| bar3e anUThe vyakti the| pahale likhA zRMgAra uttarAdhikArI ho| kyoMki vahI beTA yogya hai, jo saMpadA ko zataka-jIvana ke bhoga kA kaavy| jIvana ke bhoga kI jaisI padA ko jIvita rakhe. jo saMpadA ko phailAe jo stati ho sakatI hai vaisI bhartahari ne kii| koI aura phira kabhI saMpadA ko aura mUlyavAna kre| | unake sAtha mukAbalA na kara paayaa| koI aura unheM pIche na kara hama sabhI ko barAbara UrjA milI hai, barAbara bIja mile haiN| paayaa| phira likhA vairAgya shtk| pahale rAga kI stuti kI, phira koI mahAvIra use khilA detA hai, paramAtma-sthiti upalabdha ho vairAgya kI stuti kii| aksara aisA hotA hai, jo rAga ko ThIka se jAtI hai| koI buddha kamala bana jAtA hai| aura hama aise hI jIegA, vaha kisI na kisI dina vairAgya ko upalabdha ho jaaegaa| sikar3e-sikar3e yA to bAjAra meM bika jAte haiM-adhika to hama jo zaMgAra zataka se ThIka se gujaregA, vaha vairAgya zataka ko bAjAra meM bika jAte haiM yA tijoDiyoM meM sar3a jAte haiN| jo karmaTha haiM upalabdha hogaa| | bahuta, ve bAjAra meM bika jAte haiM, jo susta, kAhila haiM ve bhartRhari ne saba chor3a diyA, ve jaMgala meM baiThe-saba bar3A tijor3iyoM meM sar3a jAte haiN| lekina jIvana kI isa UrjA kA sAmrAjya, dhana-vaibhava, mnni-maanniky| acAnaka AMkha khulI, phailAva hamase nahIM ho paataa| do ghur3asavAra sAmane kI hI pagaDaMDI para ghor3oM ko daur3Ate hue mahAvIra kahate haiM : dezavirata kA artha hai, jisane apanI sArI aae| AMkha khula gii| dhyAna meM baiTha the, dhyAna TUTa gyaa| dekhA, 516 Jal Education International 2010_03

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caudaha guNasthAna ONARRATE sAmane eka bar3A bahumUlya hIrA par3A hai rAste meN| uThe nahIM, mana bhartRhari ne AMkheM baMda kara liiN| ve muskurAe hoMge ki hadda ho gaI! uTha gyaa| gae nahIM hIrA uThAne ko, mana ne uThA liyaa| eka hIrA apanI jagaha par3A hai| do AdamI Ae aura cale ge| jhalaka bhItara kauMdha gaI ki uThA luuN| aisA nahIM ki zabda bhI bne| saba hIre par3e raha jAte haiN| saba jo yahAM mUlyavAna mAlUma par3atA aisA bhI jarUrI nahIM hai ki aisA socA ki uThA lenA caahie| | hai, par3A raha jAtA hai| hama Ate haiM aura cale jAte haiN| aura nahIM, basa eka jhalaka kauMdha gaI, eka kaMpana bhAva kA ho gayA, aksara hama eka-dUsare kI chAtI meM chure bhoMka jAte haiN| hama usake uThA luuN| sajaga ho gae, jhakajhora diyA apane ko ki are! itanA lie bar3e dukha de jAte haiM, bar3e dukha uThA jAte haiM, jo hamArA kabhI saba chor3akara AyA, isase bar3e bahumUlya hIre chor3akara AyA taba nahIM ho paataa| jo hamArA ho nahIM sakatA hai| mana meM yaha vAsanA na uThI aura Aja acAnaka yaha uTha gaI? sAtavAH aprmttvirt| saptama bhUmi, jahAM kisI prakAra kA cetana se tama chor3a do, acetana itanI jaldI nahIM chaTa jaataa| bhI pramAda pragaTa nahIM hotaa| itanI halakI jhalaka bhI jahAM nahIM raha samhalakara baiTha gae, lekina eka bAta to khayAla meM A gaI ki jaatii| pragaTa nahIM hotii| kisI taraha kI abhivyakti nahIM abhI bhItara sUkSma rAga par3e haiN| bar3e gahare meM hoNge| unakI AvAja hotii| sUkSmatama abhivyakti bhI zUnya ho jAtI hai mUrchA kI, bhI aba mana taka nahIM pahuMcatI, lekina maujUda haiM, talaghare meM par3e ahaMkAra kI, pramAda kii| haiN| Upara tumhAre baiThakakhAne taka unakI koI khabara bhI nahIM AtI isI avasthA meM koI vyakti sAdhu banatA hai| isa avasthA meM bhI tumhArA hI tumhAre hI baiThakakhAne ke nIce hai| | Akara hI sAdhutA kA AvirbhAva hotA hai| caudaha guNasthAnoM meM jisako manovaijJAnika anakAMzasa kahate haiM, acetana mana kahate yaha sAtavAM hai| madhya meM Akara khar3e ho ge| AdhI yAtrA pUrI haiM, mahAvIra usI sthiti kI bAta kara rahe haiM, prmttvirt| saMyama huii| jisane sAtaveM ko pA liyA ho vahI sAdhu hai| ke sAtha-sAtha maMda rAgAdi ke rUpa meM pramAda rahatA hai| abhI aksara jinako tuma sAdhu kahate ho ve sAtaveM taka pahuMce hue behozI hai| hoza Upara-Upara hai| jaise barpha kI caTTAna pAnI meM loga nahIM hote| unameM se kucha to pahale meM hI aTake hote haiN| tairatI hai to eka hissA Upara hotA hai, nau hisse nIce pAnI meM DUbI unameM se kucha dUsare meM aTake hote haiN| sAtaveM taka pahuMcanA bhI hotI hai| | kaThina mAlUma hotA hai| kyoMki sAtaveM kA artha hai, bhItara dIyA to hoza Upara-Upara hai barpha kI caTTAna kI trh| nau hissA | pUrI taraha jala gayA, aba koI aMdhakAra nahIM hai| aba koI behozI nIce hai| dikhAI nahIM par3atI kisI ko, lekina svayaM abhivyakti nahIM hotI kisI rAga kii| vyakti ko samajha meM AtI hai| aura jitanA hoza bar3hatA hai utanI AThavAMH apuurvkrnn| sAdhaka kI aSTama bhUmi, jisameM hI jyAdA samajha meM AtI hai| zAyada tuma baiThe hote bhartRhari kI praviSTa hone para jIvoM ke pariNAma pratisamaya apUrva-apUrva hote jagaha to tumheM patA bhI na cltaa| lekina bar3I nirmala AtmA rahI haiN| sAtaveM meM vyakti sAdhu bana jAtA hai| AThaveM meM ghaTanAeM hogii| zabda bhI na banA, aura lahara pakar3a meM A gaI ki bhAva ho ghaTanI zurU hotI haiN| sAtaveM taka sAdhanA hai, AThaveM se anubhava gyaa| thor3A-sA maiM kaMpa gayA huuN| koI bhI na pahacAna paataa| Ane zurU hote haiN| sAtaveM taka taiyArI hai, AThaveM se prasAda sUkSma se sUkSma yaMtra bhI zAyada na pakar3a pAte ki kaMpana huA hai| barasanA zurU hotA hai| kyoMki kaMpana bar3A nA ke barAbara thaa| jaise zUnya meM jarA-sI pratipala apUrva-apUrva anubhava hote haiM, jaise kabhI na hue the| lahara utthii| lekina bhartahari pahacAna ge| | aisI sugaMdhe AsapAsa Dolane lagatI haiM jaisI kabhI jAnI na thiiN| ve jo do ghur3asavAra Ae, una donoM kI najara bhI eka sAtha usa | aisI madhurimA kaMTha meM ghulane lagatI hai jaisI kabhI jAnI na thii| salavAreM nikAlI aura donoM ne kahA, pahale aise jIvana kI pulaka anubhava hotI hai, jisakI koI mRtyu nahIM ho najara merI par3I hai| bhartRhari baiThe dekha rahe haiN| eka kSaNa bhI na lagA, sktii| amRta kA svAda miltaa| ve talavAreM eka-dUsare kI chAtI meM cubha giiN| hIrA apanI jagaha sAtaveM taka taiyArI hai| pAtra taiyAra huaa| AThaveM meM varSA zurU | par3A rahA. jahAM do jiMdA AdamI the vahAM do lAzeM gira giiN| hotI hai| kabIra kahate haiM, bAdala gahana-gaMbhIra hokara ghira ge| 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH2 amRta barasa rahA hai| dAdU kahate haiM, hajAra-hajAra sUraja nikala pratikSaNa marate ho aura pratikSaNa janmate ho| jaise purAnA mara jAtA Ae aisI rozanI hai, ki aMdhere ko khojo bhI to kahIM milatA hai hara kSaNa aura nae kA AvirbhAva hotA hai| jaise pratipala purAne nhiiN| mIrA kahatI hai, pada dhuMgharU bAMdha naacii| kI dhUla ur3a jAtI hai aura tumhArA darpaNa phira nayA ho jAtA hai| ye AThaveM kI ghaTanAeM haiN-apuurvkrnn| yahAM anUThe saMgIta jisako bauddhoM ne kSaNa-kSaNa jInA kahA hai, vaha apUrvakaraNa kI kA janma hotA hai| yahI ghar3I hai jahAM jhena phakIra kahate haiM, eka | sthiti hai| jisako kRSNamUrti kahate haiM, maro atIta ke prati, hAtha kI tAlI bajatI hai| apUrva-jo ho nahIM sakatA aisA hotA tAki bhaviSya kA janma ho ske| chor3o atIta ko, pakar3o mata, hai| jo kabhI huA nahIM aisA hotA hai| jisako kahA nahIM jA | tAki apUrva ghaTa sake sakatA aisA hotA hai| jisako batAne kA koI upAya nhiiN| gUMge yaha apUrvakaraNa dhyAna kA pahalA svAda hai| yahAM se tuma dUsare kA gudd'| gUMge kerI srkraa| loka meM praviSTa hue| yahAM se dUsarI duniyA zurU huii| aisA isa ghar3I meM AdamI bar3e AnaMda meM lIna hone lagatA hai| aura | samajho, apUrvakaraNa hai, jaisA ki koI yAtrI nAva meM baiThe nadI ke pratipala nayA-nayA hotA jAtA hai| dvAra ke bAda dvAra khulate cale isa kinAre se aura nAva cale, to madhya taka to purAnA kinArA hI jAte haiM, parde ke bAda parde uThate cale jAte haiN| sAta taka tuma sAdho, dikhAI par3atA rahatA hai--sAtaveM tk| nae kinAre kA patA nahIM ATha ke bAda ghaTatA hai| cltaa| dUsarA kinArA abhI dhuMdha meM chipA hai duur| AThaveM se, aparvakaraNa : nAma bhI mahAvIra ne ThIka diyaa| pahale jaisA nahIM parAnA kinArA to dikhAI par3anA baMda hone lagatA hai, nayA kinArA huA, kabhI nahIM huaa| aura jaba tumheM pahalI daphA hotA hai tabhI | dikhAI par3anA zurU hotA hai| AThaveM se purAnA to dhuMdha meM chipa tumheM bharosA bhI AtA hai| ki mahAvIra hue hoMge ki buddha hue jAtA aura nae kA AvirbhAva hotA hai| AThavAM, sAdhu ke jIvana hoMge, ki kabIra ThIka kahate haiN| tuma gavAhI banate ho| AThaveM para meM AtmA kA janma hai| AThavAM, aMdhere meM prakAza kA avataraNa tumhArI gavAhI paidA hotI hai| AThaveM ke pahale tuma jo sira hai| AThavAM, marusthala meM amRta kI varSA hai-apuurvkrnn| hilAte ho vaha bahuta sArthaka nahIM hai| AThaveM ke pahale tuma kahate aura phira aisA nahIM hai ki vahI-vahI anubhava roja doharatA hai, | ho hAM, ThIka lagatI hai baat| basa, vaha lagatI hI hai| tarka se pratipala nayA hotA jAtA hai| jaise-jaise tama dasare kinAre ke lagatI hogI, saMskAra se lagatI hogii| bAra-bAra sunI hai, | karIba hone lagate aura cIjeM spaSTa hone lagatI haiM, hara ghar3I gahana punarukti se lagatI hogii| yA tumhAre bhItara vAsanA hai, AkAMkSA | se gahana, saghana se saghana pratIti AnaMda kI hotI calI jAtI hai| hai ki aisA ghaTe, isalie tama mAna lete hooge ki hAM, ghaTatA hai| nauvAH anivttikrnn| sAdhaka kI navama bhami meM, jisameM lekina AThaveM para patA calatA hai| AThaveM para tuma dastakhata samAna samavartI sabhI sAdhakoM ke pariNAma samAna ho jAte haiM aura kara sakate ho ki hAM, mahAvIra hue, ki buddha hue, ki jIsasa pratisamaya uttarottara anaMtagunI vizuddhatA ko prApta hote haiN| kahA hai, ThIka kahA hai| kyoMki aba anivattikaraNa nauvIM sAdhaka kI bhami hai| yaha samajhane jaisI hai| tumhAre anubhava meM A rahI baat| aba astitvagata pramANa mila | isa sthiti meM logoM ke vyaktitva samApta ho jAte haiM, vyaktigata rahA hai| bheda samApta ho jAte haiN| isa sthiti meM Akara sabhI sAdhaka eka apUrvakaraNa kI sthiti meM hI koI kaha sakatA hai, AtmA hai| jaise ho jAte haiN| unakI samAna dazA ho jAtI hai| isa samaya taka apUrvakaraNa kI sthiti meM hI koI kaha sakatA hai ki paramAtmA hai| vyaktitva kI chAyA rahatI hai| koI strI hai, koI puruSa hai, koI apUrvakaraNa kI sthiti meM hI koI kaha sakatA hai, samAdhi hai| buddhimAna hai, koI bahuta bauddhika hai, koI saMgIta meM kuzala hai, isake pahale saba tarkajAla hai| isake bAda hI anubhava ke srota koI gaNita meM kazala hai, koI kalAkAra hai, koI kacha hai| khulane zurU hote haiN| __ AThaveM taka bheda bane rahate haiN| nauveM se abheda zurU hotA hai| isa pratisamaya apuurv-apuurv| taba kucha bhI jIvana meM jar3atA jaisI | samaya, jo bhI sAdhaka nauveM meM pahuMcatA hai usake vyaktitva kI nahIM raha jaatii| yaMtravata kucha bhI nahIM raha jaataa| jaise tuma khola gira jAtI hai| jaise sAMpa saraka jAtA hai purAnI camar3I ko 5181 Jal Education International 2010_03

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REPANA caudaha gaNasthAna - chor3akara, purAnI khola ko chodd'kr| yahAM se avyaktigata jIvana | hai, apanA reDiyo hai, apanI pasaMda kA pharnicara hai, apane DhaMga ke zurU hotA hai| yahAM se tumhArA koI bheda kisI se nahIM raha jaataa| parde haiN| na tuma strI, na tuma puruSa; na tuma gore, na tuma kAle; na tuma suMdara, phira tuma donoM aisA karo ki dhIre-dhIre cIjoM ko bAhara na tuma asuMdara; na tuma mahatvapUrNa, na tuma mhtvhiin| isa nikAlate jaao| jaba kamare donoM khAlI ho jAeMge to bar3e samAna avasthA meM sabhI samAna ho jAte haiN| ho jaaeNge| kyoMki bheda parde kA thaa| parde alaga ho ge| bheda aura dhyAna rakhanA, yaha abhI kevala nauvIM avasthA hai| nauvIM kursI-Tebala kA thA, kursI-Tebala alaga ho gii| bheda citroM kA avasthA meM vyakti ko samatA ke bodha kA janma hotA hai| taba vaha thA, citra dIvAla se alaga ho ge| bheda reDiyo-Telivijana kA sabameM eka kA hI vAsa dekhatA hai| unameM bhI jo soe haiM, vaha usa thA, ve bhI alaga ho ge| aba donoM kamare khAlI raha gae, kAphI eka ko hI dekhanA zurU kara detA hai, jo usake bhItara jaga gayA eka jaise ho ge| kyoMki donoM kamare kevala kamare raha ge| hai| aba pharka sone aura jagane kA hogA, lekina aba aura koI donoM ke bhItara zuddhatA hai, zUnyatA hai| donoM meM avakAza hai| pharka nahIM hai| isa ghar3I meM na to sAdhu jaina raha jAtA hai, na hiMdU, na jaise-jaise cIjeM khAlI hotI haiM tumhAre bhItara se, vaise-vaise muslmaan| raha hI nahIM sktaa| isa ghar3I meM na to avakAza, AkAza upalabdha hotA hai| AkAza samAna hai| maMdira-masjida meM koI pharka raha jAtA, na gurudvArA meM, girajAghara meM bharAva ke kAraNa bheda hai| eka kitAba kurAna hai, eka kitAba koI pharka raha jaataa| isa ghar3I meM jinhoMne bhI jAnA hai ve sabhI eka | bAibala hai| donoM meM se syAhI ke akSara chAMTakara bAhara nikAla hI vaktavya ko dete mAlUma par3ate haiN| bhASA hogI alaga, kathana lo, kore kAgaja raha ge| phira pharka karanA muzkila ho jAegA, alaga nhiiN| kathya hogA alaga, kathana alaga nhiiN| kathA hogI kauna kurAna hai aura kauna bAibala hai| korI kitAbeM basa korI bhinna-bhinna, lekina jo kahA jA rahA hai vaha eka hI hai| kitAbeM haiN| kauna kurAna, kauna bAibala? nauvIM avasthA meM vyakti dharmoM ke vizeSaNoM ke pAra ho jAtA hai| sUphiyoM kI eka bar3I prasiddha kitAba hai, jisameM kucha bhI likhA deha kI bhinnatA ke pAra ho jAtA hai, mana kI viziSTatAoM ke pAra huA nahIM hai| usako ve kahate haiM, 'da buka Apha da buk|' ho jAtA hai| sAmAnya kA janma hotA hai, yA saarvlaukik| kitAboM kI kitaab| khAlI hai| sUphI phakIra usako khUba par3hate sAdhaka kI navama bhUmi, jisameM samAna samavartI sabhI sAdhakoM haiM, vahI par3hane jaisI hai| usameM kucha likhA nahIM hai| sUphI phakIra ke pariNAma samAna ho jAte haiM aura pratisamaya uttarottara anaMtagunI baiTha jAte haiM, subaha se khAlI kitAba kholakara par3hane lagate haiN| vizuddhatA ko prApta hote haiN| aura isI kSaNa se vizuddhatA bar3hanI ceSTA yaha hai ki isI khAlI kitAba jaise khAlI ho jaaeN| zurU hotI hai| mahAvIra jisako nauvIM bhUmi kahate haiM, vahI hai 'da buka Apha da samatA ke bAda hai vishuddhtaa| buk'| vahI hai kitAboM kI kitaab| vahAM sAdhaka zUnyatA ko isalie jo abhI kaha rahA ho ki maiM jaina muni hUM, vaha abhI upalabdha hotA hai| kahIM bhaTaka rahA hai vizeSaNa meN| jo kahatA ho maiM hiMdU saMnyAsI hUM, dasavAM guNasthAna H suukssmsaampraay| jahAM saba kaSAya kSINa ho vaha abhI kahIM bhaTaka rahA hai vizeSaNa meN| jo kahatA ho maiM IsAI jAne para bhI lobha yA rAga kI koI sUkSma chAyA zeSa rahatI hai| hUM, vaha bhaTaka rahA kahIM vizeSaNa meN| aba yaha jarA samajhane jaisA hai| nauveM para saba zUnya ho gyaa| vizeSaNa chaTa jAte haiN| kyoMki bhItara jisakA anabhava hotA hai | dasaveM meM mahAvIra kahate haiM, jahAM saba kaSAyeM kSINa ho gaIM, phira bhI vaha bilakula eka-rasa hai| isIlie zuddhatA bar3hatI hai| | rAga kI koI sUkSma chAyA zeSa rahatI hai| aisA samajho ki tumhArA kamarA hai, baiThakaghara hai tumhArA, tumhArA | tumhAre kamare to samAna ho gae, lekina tumhAre talagharoM kA pharnicara hai, dIvAla para tumhArI tasvIreM haiM, tumhArI ghar3I hai, tumhArA | kyA? tumhArA cetana mana to bilakula samAna ho gyaa| jahAM taka phUladAna hai, tumhArA reDiyo-TelIvijana hai| phira kisI dUsare kA, | | tumhArA bodha jAtA hai vahAM taka to saba samAna ho gayA, lekina par3osI kA baiThakaghara hai, usakI apanI tasvIreM haiM, apanA phUladAna anaMta-anaMta janmoM meM jo karmoM kI sUkSma rekhAeM tumhAre bhItara mA 519 ___ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 RER par3I haiM, unakA kyA? haiM, kyoMki unakA sUkSma bhAva vahAM laTakA raha jAtA hai| sadiyAM tumane kabhI dekhA? pAnI ko bahA do pharza para, dhUpa AtI hai, bIta jAtI haiN| jaba kabhI tuma aisI jagaha jAkara khar3e ho jAoge, pAnI ur3a jAtA hai lekina eka sUkhI rekhA raha jAtI hai| vaha jahAM kabhI koI saMta baiThA thA aura samAdhi ko upalabdha huA thA, dikhAI bhI nahIM pdd'tii| sAdhAraNataH koI usako dekha bhI nahIM to vaha jagaha aba bhI usa gIta ko gunagunA rahI hai; tumheM cAhe pAegA, jahAM se pAnI bahA thaa| aba vahAM pAnI bilakula nahIM patA bhI na cle| lekina patA tumheM bhI cala jAtA hai| tumheM bhI hai| aba pAnI kA nAmamAtra bhI nahIM bacA, lekina eka sUkhI rekhA kabhI-kabhI lagatA hai, kisI sthAna para baiThakara bar3I zAMti raha gaI hai| agara tuma pAnI phira DhAlo to bahuta saMbhAvanA hai ki milatI hai| kisI sthAna para baiThakara ekadama tuma azAMta hone usI sUkhI rekhA ko pakar3akara pAnI bhegaa| kyoMki vaha sUkhI lagate ho| kisI vRkSa ke nIce baiThakara bar3A ahobhAva paidA hotA rekhA sugama hogii| hai| kisI ghara meM jAte hI kucha bhaya lagatA hai| kisI ghara meM tuma karma sUkhI rekhAeM haiN| jahAM tumane bahuta-bahuta karma kie the, | kabhI gae bhI nahIM, bAhara se hI nikalate ho, lekina mAlUma hotA krodha bahuta bAra kiyA thA, krodha to chor3a diyA, krodha kA pharnicara hai koI bulA rahA, nimaMtraNa hai-aao| koI tumheM pAhunA banAnA to bAhara pheMka diyA; lobha bahuta bAra kiyA, lobha bhI chor3a cAhatA hai| koI kahatA hai, padhAro jii| koI kaha nahIM rahA, diyA, lekina anaMta kAloM meM anaMta lobha ke jo pariNAma hue the, | lekina ghara kI sthiti, ghara ke sUkSma kNpn...| aura tumhArI jIvanadhArA se jo lobha bahA thA, usakI sUkhI rekhAeM to mahAvIra kahate haiM, dasavIM sthiti hai : suukssmsaampraay| ati raha gaI haiN| ve tumheM dikhAI bhI nahIM pdd'tiiN| ve nauvIM avasthA meM | suukssm| dikhAI nahIM par3eMge; adRzya lekhana haiN| ve nauveM ko hI pahuMce vyakti ko hI dikhAI par3anI zurU hotI haiN| ve itanI sUkSma | dikhAI par3eMge, jo isa avasthA meM A gayA hai, jahAM aba saba | haiM, haiM hI nahIM, lekina haiN| samAna hai| saba vizeSaNa gira gae, saba rUpa-raMga-AkRtiyAM gira jaise tumhArA kamarA khAlI kara diyA, par3osI kA bhI kamarA gaIM, usI ko dikhAI pdd'egaa| janmoM-janmoM meM jo-jo kiyA gayA khAlI kara diyA, lekina phira bhI tumhAre kamare meM eka khAsa bAta | hai usakI sUkSma taraMgeM bhItara zeSa raha gaI haiN| hogI, jo par3osI ke kamare meM na hogii| tuma itane dina taka isa jahAM saba kaSAyeM kSINa ho jAne para bhI lobha yA rAga kI koI kamare meM rahe, tumhArI bAsa isa kamare meM hogii| tumhArA hone kA | sUkSma chAyA zeSa rahatI hai| DhaMga isa kamare meM hogaa| tumhArI upasthiti isa kamare meM hogii| gyArahavIM avasthA hai: upshaaNtmoh| sAdhaka kI gyArahavIM tuma itane dina taka isa kamare meM rahe, tumhArI AdateM, tumhAre bhUmi, jisameM kaSAyoM kA upazamana ho jAne se vaha kucha kAla ke manovega, tumhArI vAsanAeM isa kamare meM uThIM aura phailIM, ve isa lie atyaMta zAMta ho jAtA hai| kamare meM hoNgii| aisI avasthA--jaina zAstroM meM jo udAharaNa diyA jAtA hai vaha tumane agara isa kamare meM kisI kI hatyA kara dI thI to usa | ThIka hai-aisI hai, jaise ki kisI nadI se, choTe jharane se hatyA kI ghaTanA isa kamare para bar3I spaSTa rUpa se likhI hai| bailagAr3iyAM gujara giiN| unake gujarane se jamIna meM jamI miTTI, adRzya hai likhAvaTa, koI use par3ha na pAegA, lekina likhI hai| kUr3A-karkaTa, sUkhe patte, saba Upara uTha aaye| jharanA gaMdA ho jisa kamare meM kisI kI hatyA huI ho, usa kamare meM tuma agara | gyaa| phira bailagAr3iyAM calI gaIM dUra, dhIre-dhIre patte phira baiTha jAkara sooge to rAta ThIka se so na paaoge| varSoM pahale huI gae, dhUla phira baiTha gaI talahaTI meM, jharanA phira svaccha aura sApha hogI hatyA, lekina koI cIkha-pukAra abhI bhI dIvAla kI kaNoM | ho gyaa| se laTakI raha gaI hai| koI sUkSma bhAva abhI bhI bhaTakatA raha gayA | to Upara to bilakula svaccha aura sApha ho gayA hai| pI lo, hai| usI ko to hama pretAtmA kahate haiN| koI sUkSma bhAva laTakA itanA svaccha hai| lekina agara jarA hilAyA to nIce para jo baiThI raha gayA hai| dhUla hai, vaha phira uTha aaegii| kUr3A-karkaTa baiThA hai niice| isalie jahAM saMta baiThe haiM, jahAM saMta cale haiM vahAM tIrtha bana jAte | samhAlakara cullU bharanA, anyathA phira uTha aaegaa| 5200 2010_03

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caudaha guNasthAna - yaha jo gyArahavIM avasthA hai, yaha hai upshaaNtmoh| moha zAMta | ho gayA hai| jinaH jAga gayA hai| kevala-jJAna kI upalabdhi, ho gyaa| jaise dhUla, kUr3A-karkaTa jharane meM nIce baiTha gayA; | paramAtmA yA bhagavAna kI sNjnyaa| lekina miTa nahIM gayA hai| bahuta samhala-samhalakara calanA | mahAvIra kahate haiM, isa terahavIM avasthA meM vyakti bhagavAna kI hogaa| isa avasthA meM vyakti ko aise calanA hotA hai, jaise koI | sthiti meM hai lekina abhI kAyA se jur3A hai| abhI deha se saMbaMdha garbhiNI strI calatI hai| eka garbha hai; peTa meM eka nayA jIvana hai| | hai| saba samApta ho gayA, lekina abhI deha se mukti nahIM huI hai| samhalakara calatI hai, kahIM gira na jAe, phisala na jaae| abhI deha ke bhItara hai| jaise-jaise garbha bar3A hone lagatA hai, vaise-vaise sAvadhAnI aisA samajho ki tuma jelakhAne meM baMda ho aura khabara A gii| baratanI hotI hai| isa gyArahavIM avasthA meM hama AkhirI avasthA | jelara ne Akara kahA ki khar3e ho jAo, chuTakAre kA samaya A ke bahuta karIba A ge| samajho ki sAta mahIne pUre hue garbha ke; | gyaa| tumhArI mukti kA kSaNa A gyaa| jaMjIreM khola dI gaIM, tuma ki AThavAM mahInA laga gayA; ki aba nauvAM mahInA karIba A cala par3e jelara ke sAtha daravAje kI tarapha, lekina abhI tuma rahA hai| aba bar3I sAvadhAnI kI jarUrata hai| daravAje ke bhItara ho| eka artha meM mukta ho ge| ho hI gae usa sAvadhAnI para jora dene ke lie hI isako mahAvIra ne mukt| aba kucha bacA nhiiN| jaMjIreM bhI chUTa gaIM, mukti kA upazAMtamoha kahA hai| baiTha gaI talahaTI meM dhula, uTha sakatI hai| Adeza bhI A gayA, dvAra kI tarapha cala bhI par3e, lekina abhI bhI nizcita hokara mata baiTha jaanaa| abhI aMta nahIM A gyaa| bar3I kArAgRha meM ho| aba koI kAraNa nahIM ki tuma rahoge kArAgRha meM sukhada avasthA hai, bar3I zAMti kI avasthA hai| kucha kSaNa meM to lekina ho abhI bhii| aisA lagegA ki siddha ho ge| kucha pharka nahIM hai siddha meM aura mahAvIra kahate haiM, isa avasthA meM vyakti ko bhagavAna yA isa avasthA meM, jahAM taka pAnI kI svacchatA kA saMbaMdha hai| pharka | paramAtmA kI saMjJA upalabdha hotI hai| itanA hI hai ki siddha kA pAnI aba tuma kitanA hI uchalo-kUdo, phira caudahavIM avasthA hai : ayogikevliijin| ayogI yAnI gaMdA nahIM ho sktaa| yaha abhI gaMdA ho sakatA hai| agara kinAre | jaba zarIra se bhI saMbaMdha chUTa gayA, taba tuma kArAgRha ke bAhara ho se baiThakara dekho to donoM bilakula eka jaise haiN| | ge| jarA-sA pharka hai; zAyada iMcabhara kaa| eka kSaNabhara pahale upazAMtamoha kI avasthA kA vyakti ThIka siddha jaisA mAlUma tuma kArAgRha ke bhItara the, eka kSaNa ke bAda kArAgRha ke bAhara ho hogaa| sAdhAraNataH bAhara se loga pharka bhI nahIM kara sakate, magara ge| bahata bar3A bheda nahIM hai| isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, terahavIM vaha svayaM pharka kara sakatA hai| abhI vikRti uTha sakatI hai| avasthA meM vyakti ko bhagavAna kahA jA sakatA hai| saba abhI sAMpa AkhirI bAra phana uThA sakatA hai| vyAvahArika arthoM meM vaha bhagavattA ko upalabdha ho gyaa| bArahavIM avasthA hai: kSINamoha, kaSAyoM kA samUla naash| aba jarA-sI bAta raha gaI hai ki abhI kArAgaha ke daravAje ke pAra nahIM aisA nahIM ki jharane meM nIce kacarA baiThA hai, kacarA jharane se samApta | huA hai| kara diyA gyaa| jaba bilakala zaddha ho gayA hai| ayogikevalIjinaH sAdhaka kI aMtima bhuumi| jisameM mana, phira bhI mahAvIra abhI isako bArahavIM avasthA kahate haiN| vacana, kAyA kI samasta ceSTAeM zAMta hokara zailezI sthiti prApta mahAvIra kA gaNita bahuta sApha hai| hotI hai| terahavIM avasthA haiH sNyogikevliijin| mahAvIra kahate haiM aba Diga nahIM sktaa| terahavIM avasthA taka thor3A-sA khatarA saba ThIka ho gayA, lekina abhI deha se saMbaMdha hai| abhI deha se | hai| jelara kA mana badala jAe, koI durghaTanA ho jAe, vaha jo dvAra saMyoga hai| saba samApta ho gayA, lekina abhI jo caitanya jAgA | para khar3A paharedAra hai cAbI ghara bhUla AyA ho; ki cAbI lage na, hai, vaha abhI deha meM hai| abhI deha se jur3A hai| | ki cAbI kharAba ho gaI ho, ki tAlA aTaka jaae| abhI bhItara saMyogI, kevalI, jina-tIna zabda haiN| saMyogI : saMyogI kA hai, bilakula cala par3A hai bAhara hone ke lie, lekina abhI deha se artha hai, abhI deha se saMbaMdha hai| kevalI : kevalajJAna ko upalabdha | jur3A hai| caudahavIM avasthA meM deha se saMbaMdha pUrNa rUpa se chUTa 5211 ___ 2010_03

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522 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 gyaa| to zailezI avasthA / yaha caudahavIM avasthA bhI sAdhaka kI AkhirI avasthA hai| ina caudahoM ke jo Age calA gayA, usako siddha kahate haiM / to siddha kI avasthA guNAtIta hai-- guNasthAna - mukta | siddha paribhASA ke bAhara hai| jo hiMdU zAstroM meM brahma kI paribhASA hai, vahI jaina zAstroM meM siddha kI paribhASA hai-- saccidAnaMdarUpa / cUMki brahma kA to koI zabda jainoM ke pAsa nahIM hai-- siddha / kyoMki jainoM kI to sArI khoja svayaM kI khoja hai| terahavIM avasthA se vyakti bhagavAna kI avasthA ko upalabdha hotA hai / bhagavattA anubhava ho jAtI hai, ki jIvana bhagavatasvarUpa hai| lekina eka AkhirI bAta raha jAtI hai-- deha kA pardA / caudahaveM para vaha pardA bhI gira jaataa| phira paMdrahavIM meM kyA hotA hai? paMdrahaveM para yAtrA samApta ho gii| usake pAra kucha bhI nahIM hai| usako paMdrahavAM bhI nahIM kahate / caudaha guNasthAna haiM, paMdrahavIM avasthA tumhArA svabhAva hai| caudaha ko pAra karake koI svayaM ko upalabdha hotA hai| mahAvIra ke isa gaNita ko smaraNa rkhnaa| isameM tatkSaNa tumheM samajha meM A sakegA ki tuma kahAM khar3e ho / aura patA cala jAe ki maiM kahAM hUM to hI yAtrA sugamatA se hotI hai| tuma ho to pahalI avasthA meM, aura soca rahe ho sAtavIM avasthA meM, to tuma cala na paaoge| caloge to pahalI se hI calanA pdd'egaa| jahAM ho vahIM se yAtrA zurU hogii| tuma jahAM nahIM ho vahAM se yAtrA zurU nahIM ho sktii| isalie ThIka-ThIka apane ko pahacAnanA / aura maiM kahatA hUM ki mahAvIra ke atirikta kisI vyakti ne kabhI bhI itanA sUkSma taulane kA upAya nahIM diyA hai| yahAM eka-eka bAta sApha kara dI gaI hai| ar3acana na hogii| tuma apane ko ThIka-ThIka jAMca pAoge, kahAM ho| aura tuma kahAM ho yaha jAnanA atyaMta jarUrI hai, to hI tuma vahAM pahuMca sakoge jahAM pahuMcanA hai| agara smaraNapUrvaka isa yAtrApatha kA upayoga kiyA, isa yAtrAmArga-nirdeza kA upayoga kiyA to kisI na kisI kSaNa meM vaha apUrva, vilakSaNa, alaukika ghaTanA ghaTatI hai, jaba tuma apane ghara A jAte ho| Aja itanA hii| 2010_03

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chabbIsavAM pravacana prema ke koI guNasthAna nahIM

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prazna- sAra bArahaveM aura terahaveM guNasthAna meM kyA bhinnatA hai, ise samajhAne kI kRpA kreN| kyA terahaveM guNasthAna ko upalabdha hokara bhI usase cyuta huA jA sakatA hai? kyA prema ke mArga para bhI koI sIr3hiyAM hotI haiM ? rajanIza ezo AmI tomAra boirAgI mI pUnA gelA, AmI kAzI gelAma lAo lAo saMge DugaDugI 2010_03 deha kI vRddhAvasthA, mana meM AzaMkA, marane kI pUrI taiyArI, vApasI kA bhI bhaya nahIM - lekina dubArA bhagavAna to mileMge nahIM! rajanIza mahArAja ko namaskAra kaise kareM jaba taka ki bhItara kA rajanIza ubharakara na A jAe ?

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H . halA praznaH bArahaveM aura terahaveM guNasthAnaH | jaisA hai| terahavAM guNasthAna pUrNa jaisA hai| bauddhoM ne nirvANa kI jo kSINamoha aura sayogikevalIjina meM kyA bhinnatA paribhASA kI hai, vaha bArahaveM guNasthAna kI hI paribhASA hai|| hai ise spaSTa karane kI kRpA kreN| isalie jaina dRSTi meM abhI aura thor3e Age jAnA hai| zUnya to ho gae, abhI pUrNa nahIM hue| moha to gayA, rAga gayA lekina yaha prazna svAbhAvika hai| jaina zAstroM meM isa saMbaMdha meM bar3A | abhI vItarAgatA nahIM utrii| tuma taiyAra ho gae, mehamAna abhI UhApoha hai| kyoMki donoM avasthAeM karIba-karIba eka jaisI | nahIM aayaa| tumane ghara sajA liyA, dvAra-daravAjoM para baMdanavAra mAlUma par3atI haiN| | bAMdha die, svAgatama laTakA diyA, dIye jalA lie, dhUpa-dIpa bArahavIM avasthA meM samasta moha, mAyA zUnya ho jAtI hai| kucha bAla lii| tuma taiyAra ho gae, mehamAna abhI nahIM aayaa| zeSa bacatA nhiiN| aura kucha hone kI saMbhAvanA bhI na rhii| saba | bArahaveM meM tumhArI taiyArI pUrI ho gii| aba tumase kucha aura bAdhAeM gira gaIM, saba avarodha samApta hue| phira terahavIM | nahIM mAMgA jA sakatA, tuma jo kara sakate the, jo manuSya ke lie asvasthA meM, terahaveM gaNasthAna meM satra kevala itanA hI kahate haiM, saMbhava thA, vaha ho gyaa| aba utaregA koii| prakAza kA syogikevliijin| kevalajJAna upalabdha hotA hai. jinatva | avataraNa hogaa| pAtra taiyAra ho gayA, amata kI aba varSA hogii| upalabdha hotA hai| ise tuma aisA mata socanA ki ina donoM ke bIca samaya kA koI lekina jaba sabhI moha kSINa ho gae, jaba sabhI bAdhAeM haTa gaIM, phAsalA hai| ina donoM ke bIca 'emphesisa', jora kA phAsalA jaba aMdhakAra jAtA rahA to phira donoM meM pharka kyA hai? donoM meM hai| tuma yaha mata socanA ki bArahavAM ghaTa gayA to terahaveM ke ghaTane deha hai, isalie sayogI se koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| bAta thor3I meM aba kucha samaya lgegaa| yugapata ho sakatA hai| yaha vizleSaNa bArIka hai aura nAjuka hai| aisA samajhanA, kabhI tuma bImAra par3e, to isalie hai tAki tumheM sIr3hI-sIr3hI bAta samajha meM A jaae| cikitsA huii| sArI bImAriyAM calI gaIM to bhI jarUrI nahIM ki aisA bhI ho sakatA hai, bImArI gaI aura tuma svastha ho gae, tuma svastha ho ge| abhI daur3a na sakoge, abhI zrama na kara | lekina bImArI kA jAnA hI svastha ho jAnA nahIM hai| bImArI kA skoge| cikitsaka kahegA kucha dera ArAma kro| bImArI to jAnA svastha hone ke lie anivArya caraNa hai| lekina bImArI kA gaI, lekina svAsthya kA AvirbhAva hone do| na honA hI svAsthya kI paribhASA nahIM hai| svAsthya kucha vidhAyaka bArahavAM guNasthAna nakArAtmaka hai| terahavAM guNasthAna vidhAyaka hai| aisA nahIM hai ki jaba tuma svastha hote ho to tuma itanA hI kaha hai| bArahaveM guNasthAna meM jo kUr3A-karkaTa thA, vaha gyaa| vyartha sakate ho ki mere sira meM koI darda nahIM hai, peTa meM koI darda nahIM hai, httaa| lekina sArthaka ko utarane do| bArahavAM guNasthAna zUnya kahIM kAMTA nahIM cubhatA; itanA hI kaha sakoge? ki kaiMsara nahIM 527 2010_03

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jina satra bhAga: 2 hai, TI. bI. nahIM hai| svAsthya kI basa itanI hI vyAkhyA kara citta kI dazA hai| kyA chor3A yaha mUlyavAna nahIM hai, chor3akara jo sakoge? yA kahoge ki kucha apUrva mujhe bhare hai, kucha laharA rahA | milatA hai vahI mUlyavAna hai| jo milatA hai, use chor3ane se nahIM hai| kucha mere roeM-roeM meM kaMpa rahA hai, jo siradarda kA abhAva hI | nApA jA sktaa| nahIM hai, jo kisI anUThI UrjA kI maujUdagI hai| kisI parama yA aisA samajho ki eka AdamI ne eka paisA curA liyA aura zakti kA mere bhItara nivAsa hai| | dUsare AdamI ne karor3a rupaye curA lie| kyA karor3a rupaye svAsthya vidhAyaka hai| isalie pUraba meM jo svAsthya kA vijJAna | curAnevAlA bar3A cora hai? eka paisA curAnevAlA choTA cora hai| hai use hamane Ayurveda kahA hai| pazcima kA zabda meDisina, | to phira tuma samajhe nhiiN| meDikala sAiMsa bahuta daridra hai| meDisina kA matalaba hotA hai | corI to barAbara hai| eka paise kI ho ki karor3a rupaye kI ho| sirpha aussdhi| pazcima ne cunA meDikala sAiMsa-auSadhi kA corI meM koI mAtrA se pharka nahIM pdd'taa| eka AdamI ne eka paise vijJAna: kyoMki unakI daSTi meM svAsthya kA artha hai. bImArI kA | kI corI chodd'ii| eka paisA rAste para par3A thA, vaha par3A rahA aura na ho jaanaa| | nikala gyaa| aura eka AdamI ke rAste para karor3a rupaye par3e the, pUraba ne cunA Ayurveda : Ayu kA vijJAna, jIvana kA vijnyaan| | usane karor3a rupaye kI corI chodd'ii| corI kI saMbhAvanA thI, na sirpha auSadhi nahIM hai Ayurveda, auSadhi se kucha jyAdA hai| kii| ina donoM meM kauna-sA bar3A acora hai? donoM acora haiN| auSadhi se to itanA hI mAlUma hotA hai, darda na rhaa| lekina darda na acaurya citta kI eka vidhAyaka dazA hai| rahane kA artha, AnaMda ho gayA? darda rahatA to AnaMda meM bAdhA bArahavAM guNasthAna kahatA hai saMsAra nahIM huA, samApta huaa| par3atI jarUra, darda na rahA to AnaMda ke lAne meM suvidhA ho gaI jaise tuma kisI deza kI sImA pAra karate ho, to jo isa deza kI jarUra; lekina darda kA na honA hI AnaMda kI paribhASA hai? sImA hai, samApta hotA hai deza, vahI dUsare deza kI zuruAta hai| bauddha bArahaveM guNasthAna ko nirvANa kI paribhASA mAnate haiM, to sImA para jo takhtI lagI hotI hai, eka tarapha likhA hotA isalie ve AnaMda kI bAta nahIM krte| ve kahate haiM, parama hai-bhArata smaapt| dUsarI tarapha likhA hogA hai-cIna shuruu| avsthaa-dukh-nirodh| nirvANa yAnI dukha-nirodha; dukha na bArahavAM guNasthAna isa tarapha kI khabara detA hai-'saMsAra rhegaa| isase Age bAta nahIM krte| unase pUcho, dukha na rahegA samApta'; terahavAM guNasthAna usa tarapha kI khabara detA yaha bhI koI bAta huI ? rahegA kyA phira? hogA kyA phira? hai--'mokSa shuruu|' donoM eka hI takhtI para hoNge| takhtI kI saMsAra na rahegA, samajha meM A gayA, lekina kyA mokSa kI basa eka tarapha likhA hai-'saMsAra samApta'; dUsarI tarapha likhA hai itanI hI paribhASA hai? phira mokSa apane Apa meM kyA hai? agara 'mokSa praarNbh|' donoM meM rattImAtra phAsalA nahIM dikhAI par3atA, para saMsAra se hI paribhASA ho sakatI ho mokSa kI, to mokSa bar3A lacara phAsalA bar3A hai| donoM kI sImArekhA eka hI hai| isalie jaina huA, bar3A kamajora huA, dIna huA, daridra huaa| jisakI | zAstroM meM bhI khUba ciMtana calA hai ki pharka kyA hai? paribhASA bhI saMsAra se hI karanI hotI ho...| __ mere dekhe bArahavAM guNasthAna itanA hI kahatA hai ki jo chor3ane aisA samajho ki eka AdamI amIra hai, vaha dhana kA tyAga kara yogya thA, chUTa gayA; jo miTane yogya thA, miTa gayA; jo vyartha de; aura eka AdamI garIba hai, usake pAsa bahuta kucha nahIM hai, thA, asAra thA, usase mukti huii| terahavAM guNasthAna kahatA hai: jhopar3A hai| vaha apane jhopar3e kA tyAga kara de| kyA tuma kahoge vahIM rukanA nahIM huA, jo milane yogya thA, milA; jo pAne ki amIra kA tyAga garIba ke tyAga se bar3A hai? yogya thA, brsaa| mehamAna ghara A gyaa| agara tyAga dhana kA hI chor3anA hai taba to nizcita hI amIra kA | jaina sUtroM meM bhI bAta sApha hai| bArahaveM sUtra kI paribhASA haityAga garIba ke tyAga se bar3A hai| kyoMki garIba ne jhopar3A chor3A, NissesakhINamoho, phlihaamlbhaaynndy-smcitto| amIra ne mahala chodd'aa| khINakasAo bhaNNai NiggaMtho viiyraaehiN|| lekina tyAga dhana kA chor3anA hI nahIM hai| tyAga eka vidhAyaka | 'saMpUrNa moha pUrI taraha naSTa ho jAne se jinakA citta 528 2010_03

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prema ke koI guNasthAna nahIM jo aMdhere meM bhaTakate haiN| jo rozanI mujhe milI hai, jaba taka una taka na pahuMcA dUM taba taka maiM praveza na kruuNgaa| yaha terahaveM guNasthAna meM ruka jAne kI bAta hai| isakA artha 'nirmala ho gayA'--nakArAtmaka hai| zuddha ho gayA, azuddhi huA, jo vyakti bhagavattA ko upalabdha ho gayA hai, vaha kahatA hai gii| terahaveM guNasthAna kI paribhASA hai: thor3I dera aura abhI isa deha meM rhuuNgaa| kyoMki isa deha se hI kevalaNANadivAyara-kiraNakalAvappaNAsi aNNANo / unake sAtha saMbaMdha banA sakatA hUM, jo abhI deha ko hI apanA honA samajhate haiN| isa deha se hI koI saMvAda ho sakatA hai unake sAtha, jinhoMne deha meM hI apane prANoM ko Aropita kara liyA hai; jo deha ke sAtha tAdAtmya rUpa ho gae haiN| deha meM ruka jAne kI AkAMkSA ko jainoM ne tIrthaMkara karmabaMdha kahA hai / jo terahavIM avasthA meM ruka jAtA hai karuNAvaza, ki pIche anaMta jJAna, anaMta darzana, samyakatva, samAdhi, anaMta sukha, calate logoM ko thor3I sahAyatA pahuMcA sakUM, jo mujhe milA hai vaha anaMta vIrya, ye upalabdhi kI sUcanAeM haiM- kyA milA ! baTa bhI sakUM jo maiMne pAyA hai use aura bhI pA skeN| saMsAra gayA, mokSa milaa| isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, terahaveM guNasthAna meM Ae hue vyakti ko bhagavAna kahA jA sakatA, paramAtmA kahA jA sakatA hai| sphaTikamaNi ke pAtra meM rakhe hue svaccha jala kI bhAMti nirmala ho gayA hai, aise puruSoM ko vItarAgadeva ne kSINamoha yA kSINakaSAya kahA hai|' NavakevalaluggamaM paaviyrprmppvveso|| 'kevalajJAnarUpI divAkara kI kiraNoM ke samUha se jinakA ajJAna-adhaMkAra sarvathA naSTa ho gayA, tathA jo samyakatva, anaMta jJAna, anaMta darzana, anaMta sukha, anaMta vIrya ko upalabdha hue ve sayogikevalIjina kahalAte haiN|' dUsarA prazna: kyA terahaveM guNasthAna ko upalabdha hokara bhI koI usase cyuta ho sakatA hai, kyA koI aba taka huA hai ? nahIM, terahaveM guNasthAna taka pahuMcakara koI kabhI cyuta nahIM huA, na ho sakatA hai| to phira savAla uThatA hai ki caudahaveM guNasthAna kI kyA jarUrata hai? jaba terahaveM se vApasI ho hI nahIM sakatI, jaba terahaveM se giranA ho hI nahIM sakatA, to phira terahaveM aura caudahaveM kA phAsalA kyA ? terahaveM guNasthAna se koI cyuta nahIM hotA, lekina koI cAhe to terahaveM guNasthAna para ruka sakatA hai| mahAkaruNAvAna puruSa ruka gae haiN| terahaveM guNasthAna para jo ruka gae haiM, unake lie ThIka-ThIka zabda bauddhoM ke pAsa hai; vaha zabda hai 'bodhisatva' / jinhoMne kahA, hama caudahaveM meM praveza na kreNge| kyoMki hama agara caudahaveM meM praveza kara gae to zarIra chUTa jaaegaa| zarIra chUTa jAegA to hama kisI ke kAma na A skeNge| saMbaMdha TUTa jaaeNge| bauddhoM meM kathA hai ki buddha jaba svarga yA mokSa ke dvAra para pahuMce, dvAra khulA to ve khar3e raha ge| dvArapAla ne kahA, Apa praveza kareM / buddha ne kahA ki nahIM, abhI nhiiN| abhI bahuta haiM mere pIche, 2010_03 aisI koI majabUrI nahIM hai| agara terahavIM guNaavasthA meM kisI vyakti ne ceSTA na kI to vaha apane Apa caudahavIM meM saraka jaaegaa| terahavIM avasthA se caudahavIM meM jAnA aisA hai, jaise ki bar3I koI DhalAna para utara rahA ho, yA nadI kI gahana dhAra meM bahA jAtA ho jahAM paira jamAkara khar3A honA muzkila ho jaae| isalie jagata meM terahavIM avasthA ko jaise hI loga upalabdha hote haiM, tatkSaNa caudahavIM avasthA meM praveza ho jAte haiM - yA thor3I dera abera / jyAdA dera ruka nahIM paate| kucha balazAlI loga jJAna ke bAda bhI ajJAna ke saMsAra meM pairoM ko Tekakara khar3e rahe haiN| una balazAlI puruSoM ke kAraNa hI saMsAra ekadama aMdherA nahIM hai, usameM kahIM-kahIM dIye TimaTimAte haiM-- koI buddha, koI kRSNa, koI krAisTa, koI mahAvIra, koI jarathustra, koI mohammada / kahIM thor3e-thor3e dIye TimaTimAte haiM / yaha ina balazAlI puruSoM kA... / saMsAra se chUTanA bar3A kaThina hai; lekina usase bhI bar3I kaThina bAta hai, saMsAra se chUTakara thor3I dera saMsAra meM ruka jaanaa| ati kaThina bAta hai| saMsAra se chUTanA hI pahale ati kaThina bAta hai, phira jaba chUTane kI ghar3I A jAe to usa samaya yAda kisako rahatI hai ? tuma dukha meM hI jIe aura acAnaka mahala A gayA, saba sukhoM kA dvAra khula gayA, tuma ruka pAoge, tuma daur3akara mahala meM praveza kara jaaoge| tuma kahoge, janmoM-janmoM se jisako khojA hai vaha 529

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jina satra bhAgaH2 sAmane khar3A hai| maMjila sAmane to khar3I hai, aba kaisA ruknaa!| pratyeka jIvana-UrjA kisI na kisI dina terahaveM guNasthAna meM tuma eka kSaNa bhI ruka na paaoge| aaegii-der-aber| bhaTakoge...kitanA bhaTakoge? kisI na to terahavIM avasthA se koI giratA to nahIM yaha saca hai, lekina | kisI dina pIr3A se thake-hAre, TUTe ghara aaoge| usa terahaveM terahavIM avasthA meM koI ruka sakatA hai| kaThina hai, ati durgama hai, | guNasthAna meM bhagavattA upalabdha hogii| lekina huA hai| terahavIM avasthA meM jo ruka gae haiM, ve hI | yaha jo bhagavAna kI terahavIM avasthA hai, isase koI cyuta to avatArI puruSa haiN| | nahIM ho sktaa| cyata honA hotA hI nhiiN| lekina koI cAhe to jaina paribhASA meM avatAra paramAtmA ke ghara se nahIM aataa| | ruka sakatA hai| caudahavIM avasthA ko Ane se roka sakatA hai| isalie avatAra zabda kA upayoga jaina nahIM krte| avatAra zabda | bar3I pragAr3ha karuNA karanI pdd'e| karuNA ko aisI pragAr3hatA se kA hI matalaba hai : utare; avatarita ho Upara se aae| jaina | karanA par3e ki vaha karIba-karIba vAsanA bana jaae| sAMsArika paribhASA meM to sabhI nIce se Upara kI tarapha jAte haiN| Urdhvagamana | AdamI jaise vAsanA se baMdhA hai aura saMsAra se nahIM chUTatA, aise hai jagata meM, adhogamana nahIM hai| avatAra kA matalaba to huA, | terahaveM guNasthAna meM pahuMcA huA vyakti karuNA kI jaMjIreM DhAlatA adhogmn| avatAra kA to matalaba huA, asIma sImA meM | hai: karuNA se baMdhatA hai| rukatA hai ki kisI taraha thor3A sAtha, utarA, virATa kSudra huA, mahata choTA banA, AkAza AMgana banA, | thor3A saMga, thor3I pukAra de ske| usakI nAva A lagI, usa pAra asIma ne sImA meM apane ko baaNdhaa| jAne kA nimaMtraNa A pahuMcA, phira bhI vaha hajAra upAya karatA hai avataraNa to adhogamana haa| yaha to patana haa| jisako ki isa kinAre para thor3I dera ruka jaae| hiMdU avatAra kahate haiM, usako jaina mAnatA hai ki yaha to patana hai| alaga-alaga sadaguruoM ne alaga-alaga upAya kie haiM, to usakI bAta meM bhI bala hai| patana to hai hii| jaise paramAtmA | kaise isa kinAre para thor3I dera aura ruka jAeM ki tumase thor3I bAta to ho nahIM sktaa| paramAtmA cyata ho hI nahIM | ho sake, ki tumheM thor3A saMdeza diyA jA sake ki tumhArI nIMda ko sktaa| isalie jaina kahate haiM sirpha Urdhvagamana hotA hai, sirpha thor3A hilAyA jA sake ki tumhAre svapna thor3e tor3e jA skeN| utkrAMti hotI hai, sirpha vikAsa hotA hai| pIche koI jAtA hI nahIM, | apane Apa rukanA nahIM hotaa| apane Apa to terahaveM guNasthAna Age hI jAnA hai| jAnA mAtra Age kI tarapha hai| hama Upara hI | se caudahavAM guNasthAna sahaja ghaTa jAtA hai| jaise bar3I cikanI uThate haiN| bhUmi ho aura tuma khisaka jAo, rapaTa jaao| bar3I rapaTIlI isalie terahavIM avasthA meM pahaMcA huA vyakti avatArI puruSa | bhUmi ho aura DhalAna ho| terahaveM se caudahavAM itane karIba hai, aura hai| AyA hai laMbI yAtrA pAra krke| janmoM-janmoM meM bAraha | itanA AkarSaka hai, itanA mohaka hai ki kauna rukanA cAhegA? / avasthAeM pUrI kI haiM, terahavIM para AyA, bhagavAna huaa| phira rukanA kaThina bhI hai| isalie jaina kahate haiM, hajAroM loga yaha bhagavAna kA artha bhI samajha lenaa| hiMdU socate haiM, bhagavAna kevalajJAna ko upalabdha hote haiM, kabhI koI ekAdha tIrthaMkara ho kA artha, jisane saMsAra bnaayaa| pAtA hai| tIrthaMkara kA artha hai, jo terahaveM meM rukatA-balapUrvaka, jainoM meM bhagavAna kA vaisA artha nahIM hai| saMsAra ko to kisI ne | cessttaapuurvk| banAyA nhiiN| koI sraSTA to nahIM hai| lekina jisane apane ko | caudahaveM kA artha hai. zarIra se saMbaMdha kA TaTa jaanaa| jo terahaveM banA liyA, vaha bhgvaan| ina bAraha sIr3hiyoM se gujarakara jo | meM huA hai, usase kucha jyAdA nahIM hotA caudahaveM meN| jo terahaveM meM terahavIM para A gayA, vahI bhgvaan| | hai, usase caudahaveM meM kucha kama ho jAtA hai basa, jyAdA nahIM isalie bhagavAna ekavAcI bhI nahIM hai| aisA nahIM hai ki eka hotaa| terahaveM taka zarIra kA sAtha hai, caudahaveM meM zuddha AtmA raha bhagavAna hai| jitanI AtmAeM haiM utane bhagavAna ke hone kI jAtI hai, zarIra se saMbaMdha chUTa jAtA hai| saMbhAvanA hai| anaMta bhagavAna ke hone kI saMbhAvanA hai| hiMdU kahate haiM bhagavAna anaMta haiM, jaina kahate haiM anaMta haiM bhgvaan| tIsarA prazna : mahAvIra ne vairAgya aura dhyAna ke mArga ko 5301 Jair Education International 2010_03

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prema ke koI gaNasthAna nahIM caudaha sIr3hiyoM meM bAMTA hai| kyA prema ke mArga kI bhI aisI koI / maiMne svIkAra kara liiN| aba merI tarapha se inako bAMdhakara gaMgA meM vyAkhyA hai? kRpayA isa para kucha kheN| DAla aao| usa AdamI ne poTalI bAMdhI bar3e bemana se| hajAra bAra socane prema ko bAMTane kA koI upAya nhiiN| kyoMki prema chalAMga hai| lagA ki yaha kyA haa| magara aba kucha kaha bhI na skaa| bheMTa jJAna kramika hai, prema chalAMga hai| jJAna iMca-iMca calatA, kara diiN| aura yaha AdamI pAgala hai| yaha kaha rahA hai, gaMgA meM kadama-kadama cltaa| prema iMca-iMca nahIM calatA, kadama-kadama | pheMka aa| gayA bemana se| bar3I dera lagA dI, AyA nahIM to nahIM cltaa| rAmakRSNa ne kahA, jarA patA to lgo| vaha gaMgA pahuMcA ki ghara jJAna baDA hoziyAra hai. prema baDA pAgala hai| isalie ye jo bhAga gayA? vaha hai kahAM aba taka lauTA nhiiN| gaNasthAna haiM, jJAna ke sAdhaka ke lie haiN| bhakti ke mArga para koI | bhejA dekhane ko, to dekhA ki vaha gaMgA ke kinAre para guNasthAna nahIM haiN| baiThakara...bar3I bhIr3a ikaTThI ho gaI hai| vaha pahale paTakabhakta jAnatA nahIM vibhAjana ko| bhakta jAnatA hI nahIM koTiyoM paTakakara khanakhanA-khanakhanAkara ginatI kara rahA hai| eka-eka ko| bhakta jAnatA hI nahIM vizleSaNa ko| bhakta kI pahacAna to ginakara pheMka rahA hai| kisI ne khabara dI rAmakRSNa ko| ve gae saMzleSaNa se hai-sinthesis| bhakta kI to pahacAna cIjoM ko aura unhoMne kahA, pAgala! jor3anA ho to ginatI karanI par3atI hai, jahAM-jahAM bheda ho vahAM abheda dekhane kI hai|| pheMkane ke lie kyA ginatI kara rahA hai? are! nau sau ninyAnabe jJAnI kI sArI ceSTA jahAM abheda bhI ho, vahAM bheda pahacAnane kI huIM to bhI clegaa| eka hajAra eka huIM to bhI clegaa| bAMdha hai| mahAvIra ne to apane pUre zAstra ko bheda-vijJAna kahA hai| poTalI, ikaTThI pheMka ! yaha kyA ginatI kara rahA hai? kahA ki yaha bheda ko pahacAnane kI kalA hai| pahacAnanA hai ki vaha purAnI Adata rahI hogI-jor3anevAle kI Adata, ginatI zarIra kyA hai, AtmA kyA hai| pahacAnanA hai ki saMsAra kyA hai, karane kii| vaha purAne hisAba se jaise apanI dukAna para baiThakara mokSa kyA hai| eka-eka cIja pahacAnate jAnA hai| eka-eka | khanakhanAkara dekhatA hogaa| asalI hai ki nakalI hai, vaha abhI cIja kA ThIka-ThIka byaurA aura ThIka-ThIka vizleSaNa karanA hai| bhI kara rahA hai| aba pUrI prakriyA ulaTI ho gii| ThIka vizleSaNa karane se hI koI mukta avasthA ko upalabdha hotA | prema to DUbanA jAnatA hai| hai| jJAna kA khojI vizleSaNa karatA hai| vizleSaNa usakI vidhi | yaha kauna AyA rahajana kI taraha hai| vaha kaiTegarIja banAtA hai, koTiyAM banAtA hai| usakA DhaMga jo dila kI bastI lUTa gayA vaijJAnika hai| ArAma kA dAmana cAka huA bhakta, premI koTiyAM tor3atA hai| saba koTiyAM ko gaDDamaDDa kara | tasakIna kA riztA TUTa gayA detA hai| dIvAnA hai, pAgala hai| pAgaloM ne kahIM hisAba lagAe? - yaha kauna AyA rahajana kI taraha to yaha to pUcho hI mata, ki kyA bhakti ke mArga para bhI, prema ke jo dila kI bastI lUTa gayA mArga para bhI isI taraha kI koTiyAM ho sakatI haiM, vibhAjana ho / DAkU kI taraha AtA hai prmaatmaa| isalie to hiMdU paramAtmA sakatA hai ? saMbhava nahIM hai| | ko hari kahate haiN| hari yAnI luTerAH hara le jAe jo; jhapaTa le| eka AdamI dhana ikaTThA karatA hai to dhIre-dhIre karatA hai| luTerA rahajana kI taraha A jaae-ddaakuu| jo lUTa le| AtA hai, lUTakara le jAtA hai iktttthaa| yaha kauna AyA rahajana kI taraha rAmakRSNa ke pAsa eka AdamI hajAra sone kI mohareM lekara jo dila kI bastI la. aayaa| kahA, svIkAra kara leN| rAmakRSNa ne kahA, aba tuma to prema kucha tumhAre basa meM thor3e hI hai| dhyAna tumhAre basa meM hai| le Ae to calo svIkAra kara liyaa| lekina maiM kyA kruuNgaa| jJAna tumhAre basa meM hai| tyAga, tapazcaryA tumhAre basa meM hai, prema tumane to apanA bojhA chur3AyA, mujha para DAla diyaa| aisA karo, tumhAre basa meM thor3e hI hai| kisI ajJAta kSaNa meM, kisI anajAnI 531] ___ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 ghar3I meM, kisI saubhAgya kI ghar3I meM A jAtA hai koI aura laTa le jabIM DhUMr3hatI hI rahI AstAnA jAtA hai| kie dila ne hareka jagaha tujhako sijade ArAma kA dAmana cAka huA aura dila to hara jagaha terI prArthanA karatA rahA, terI pUjA meM prema ke pahale AdamI ArAma se jItA hai| prema ke bAda phira | lIna rhaa| dila to pUjA meM DUbA hI hai| vahAM to jala hI rahA ArAma nhiiN| prema ke pahale to AdamI jAnatA hI nahIM ki pIr3A diiyaa| vahAM to dhUpa uTha hI rhii| vahAM to vedI sajI hai| kyA hai| prema ke bAda hI jAnatA hai ki pIDA kyA hai| kyoMki prema jo baddhi meM bahata barI taraha kho gA meM jalatA hai, pighalatA hai, galatA hai, miTatA hai| vicAroM ke jaMgala meM, jaMjAla meM, unake lie jJAna kA rAstA hai| ArAma kA dAmana cAka huA isalie jaina zAstra atyaMta bauddhika haiM, rUkhe haiN| gaNita kI tasakIna kA riztA TUTa gayA | taraha haiN| AiMsTIna kI kitAba par3ho ki jaina zAstra par3ho, eka se prema ke pahale jiMdagI bar3I dhImI-dhImI calatI hai, dhIraja se haiN| nyUTana ko par3ho ki arisToTala ko par3ho ki jaina zAstra par3ho, calatI hai| kahIM koI daur3a, chalAMga nhiiN| AdamI sAvadhAnI se eka se haiN| | calatA hai| prema ke bAda mastI pakar3a letI hai| phira kahAM dhIraja? | bahuta bAra kaI jainoM ne mere pAsa Akara kahA hai ki kabhI Apa phira kahAM dhairya! phira kaisA aaraam| kuMdakuMda para boleN| kaI daphe unakI bAta sunakara maiM bhI kuMdakaMda kI buddhi to bar3A soca-vicArakara kahIM jhukatI hai| hRdaya jhukA hI kitAba ulaTAkara dekhatA hUM, phira baMda kara detA huuN| bilakula huA hai| agara ise tuma ThIka se samajha sako to aisA samajhanA, rUkhA-sUkhA hai| maiM bhI ceSTA karake kavitA usameM DAla na hRdaya to tumhArA abhI bhI bhakti meM DUbA huA hai| tumhArA apane | skuuNgaa| bar3I ar3acana hogii| kAvya hai hI nhiiN| rasadhAra bahatI hRdaya se saMbaMdha chUTa gayA hai| tuma apanI buddhi meM samA ge| hI nhiiN| sIdhA-sIdhA gaNita kA hisAba hai-do aura do caar| apanI khopar3I meM nivAsa kara liyA hai| vahIM raha ge| aTaka jaina zAstra paidA hI taba hue, jaba bhArata eka bar3I bauddhika krAMti gae vhiiN| ulajha gae vhiiN| se gujara rahA thaa| sArA deza bar3e ciMtana meM lIna thaa| sadiyoM ke hRdaya to aba bhI prArthanA kara rahA hai| hRdaya to abhI bhI namAja ciMtana ke bAda niSkarSa lie jA rahe the| aisA bhArata meM hI thA aisA par3ha rahA hai| hRdaya to abhI bhI DUbA hai| hRdaya kA honA hI nahIM, sArI duniyA meM eka mahata UrjA uThI thii| bhArata meM buddha the, paramAtmA meM hai| mahAvIra the, makkhalI gozAla thA, ajita kezakaMbala thA, ve jo buddhi meM bhaTaka gae haiM aura jinako hRdaya kA rAstA nahIM | nigaMThanAthaputta mahAvIra the| yUnAna meM thelIsa, sukarAta, pleTo, milatA, unake lie caudaha guNasthAna haiN| jinako hRdaya karIba hai aristtottl| IrAna meM jrthustr| cIna meM kanphyUsiyasa, aura jinheM koI ar3acana nahIM, jo saralatA se hRdaya meM utara sakate | lAotsu, cvAMgatsu, liihtsu|| haiM, unake lie koI guNasthAna nahIM, koI bheda-vibhAjana nhiiN| sArI duniyA meM eka bar3I tIvra utkrAMti ho rahI thii| saba tarapha unake lie na koI zAstra hai, na koI sAdhanA hai| havA garma thii| vicAra kase jA rahe the| vicAra, tarka, ciMtana, javAnI mohabbata, vaphA nAummIdI | manana apanI AkhirI kasauTI cha rahA thA, AkhirI UMcAI cha rahA yaha hai mukhtasara-sA hamArA phasAnA | thaa| usa uttuMga kSaNa meM jina-sUtra race ge| ve usa dina kI pUrI kie dila ne hareka jagaha tujhako sijade khabara lAte haiM, usa dina kA pUrA vAtAvaraNa, usa dina kI parI havA jabIM DhUMr3hatI hI rahI AstAnA aura mausama unameM chipA huA hai| buddhi DhUMr3hatI hI rahI ki kahAM hai vaha jagaha, jahAM sira jhukaauuN| | bhakta bar3e aura DhaMga se jItA hai| bhakta kA mArga straiNa hai| jabIM DhUMr3hatI hI rahI AstAnA isIlie jaina to mAnate hI nahIM ki strI kA mokSa ho sakatA hai| dehalI DhUMr3hatI hI rahI ki kahAM sira ko rakhU, kahAM mAthA TekU? usa mAnane meM bar3A vicAra hai| kahAM maMdira? kahAM masjida? eka bAta nizcita hai, jaina zAstra meM strI kA mokSa nahIM ho 532 | Jan Education International 2010_03

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prema ke koI guNasthAna nahIM sktaa| strI kA ho sakatA hai ki nahIM isa para pUrA, kisI ko agara jainoM ne mallIbAI ko mallInAtha kahA, to ThIka aise hI koI dAvA nahIM kahane kA; lekina itanI bAta pakkI hai ki jena | caitanya mahAprabhu ko caitanyabAI kahA jA sakatA hai| vaha straiNa zAstra se to nahIM ho sktaa| kyoMki jaina zAstra se strI kA mela citta hai| vaha gaurAMga kA nAcatA huA rUpa!-jaise rAdhA ho hI nahIM baiTha sktaa| vaha unameM hRdaya hai hI nhiiN| usameM to sabhI ge| kisI ne aisI himmata nahIM kii| kyoMki strI ko puruSa puruSoM kA bhI baiTha jAe mela, yaha bhI kaThina mAlUma hotA hai| banAnA to AsAna mAlUma hotA hai| kahate haiM, 'khUba lar3I mardAnI to jaina zAstraM ThIka hI kahate haiM ki strI kA mokSa nahIM ho vaha to jhAMsIvAlI rAnI thii| lekina kisI puruSa ko nAmarda sktaa| kyoMki jaina zAstra puruSa mana kI khoja hai-tarka, kaho to jhagar3A khar3A ho jAtA hai| ciMtana, mnn| prema kI khoja nahIM hai| isalie eka bar3I anUThI puruSoM kI duniyA hai yh| yahAM strI ko agara puruSa kaho to ghaTanA ghttii| jainoM kA eka tIrthaMkara-teIsavAM--eka tIrthaMkara mAlUma hotA hai, prazaMsA kara rahe ho| aura agara puruSa ko strI strI thii| nAma hai mlliibaaii| lekina jainoM ne mallIbAI ko kaho to lagatA hai niMdA ho gii| cUMki puruSa ne hI sAre mApadaMDa mallIbAI likhanA bhI pasaMda na kiyaa| ve usako mallInAtha taya kie haiN| likhate haiN| vaha thI to strI, lekina banA diyA puruss| ve mAnate | lekina maiM tumase kahatA hUM, yaha bAta galata hai| agara mallIbAI nahIM ki mallIbAI strI thii| ve kahate haiM, mlliinaath| aura mujhe mallInAtha kahI jA sakatI hai to kyoM nahIM caitanya ko caitanyabAI bhI lagatA hai, ve ThIka kahate haiN| vaha cAhe dekhane meM strI rahI ho, kaho? jyAdA ucita hogaa| ThIka-ThIka khabara milegii| bhItara se puruSa hI rahI hogii| isalie nAma badalA to ThIka hI | to tuma Upara zarIra ko AIne meM dekhakara taya mata kara lenA, kiyaa| mallIbAI mallInAtha hI rahI hogii| hRdaya to nahIM rahA bhItara khojabIna krnaa| agara tuma hRdaya kI tarapha jhuke ho to tuma hogaa| isalie bAta to ThIka hI lagatI hai| straiNa ho| agara tuma buddhi kI tarapha jhuke ho to tuma puruSa ho| jo puruSa kA citta to tarka kI dhAra hai, gaNita kA hisAba hai, vijJAna manovaijJAnika mApadaMDa hai vaha hRdaya aura buddhi ke bIca taya hogaa| kA phailAva hai| vizleSaNa usakA dvAra hai| strI kA citta alaga hRdaya kA rAstA sugama hai| aura hRdaya kA rAstA atyaMta DhaMga se dhdd'ktaa| hRdaya, prema, rasa-'raso vai sH'| strI ke ullAsapUrNa hai| vahAM koI khaMDa, koTiyAM, vibhAjana nahIM haiN| lie paramAtmA rasa-rUpa hai, kRSNa-rUpa hai| satya yAnI priitm| isalie mahAvIra to kahate haiM, merI dRSTi bheda-vijJAna kI hai| satya yAnI sirpha gaNita kA koI aMtima niSkarSa nhiiN| satya yAnI aura bhakta kahate haiM, hamArI dRSTi abheda-vijJAna kI hai| hama eka jahAM hRdaya jhuka jaae| ko hI dekhate haiN| aneka meM bhI eka ko hI dekhate haiN| hameM eka hI kie dila ne hareka jagaha tujhako sijade dikhAI par3atA hai| sabhI rUpa usake mAlUma hote haiN| sabhI nAma jabIM DhUMr3hatI hI rahI AstAnA usake mAlUma hote haiN| rUpa ke kAraNa bhakta dhokhe meM nahIM pdd'taa| hRdaya jhakatA hI rhaa| jahAM gayA vahIM apane prItama ko khoja Akati ke kAraNa dhokhe meM nahIM pdd'taa| vaha sabhI AkatiyoM meM liyaa| aura buddhi khojatI hI rahI ki vaha jagaha kahAM hai, jahAM maiM chipe nirAkAra ko dekha letA hai| jhukU? buddhi khoja-khojakara jagaha nahIM pAtI ki kahAM jhukU aura bhakti ko maiM kahatA hUM, vaha eka chalAMga hai| isalie aura hRdaya ko binA khoje jagaha mila jAtI hai| hRdaya kI eka | bhakti to eka kSaNa meM bhI ghaTa sakatI hai| jJAna ke lie sadiyAM chalAMga hai| laga jAtI haiN| tumhArI marjI! jJAna se bhI loga pahuMcate haiN| aura jaba maiM kaha rahA hUM strI-citta, to tuma yaha mata socanA ki kucha haiM, jo sIdhI taraha se kAna pakar3anA jAnate hI nhiiN| karoge ma tumhAre lie nhiiN| aura tuma aisA bhI mata bhI kyA? ve cakkara lagAkara, hAtha se sira ke pIche se ghUmakara socanA ki tuma strI ho to jina-sUtra tumhAre lie nahIM hai| zarIra kAna pakar3ate haiN| kucha ko apane ghara bhI AnA ho to ve pahale se strI aura puruSa honA eka bAta hai, citta se strI aura puruSa honA sArI duniyA kA cakkara lagAkara phira ghara Ate haiN| agara tuma bilakula dUsarI bAta hai| calate hI raho, calate hI raho to jamIna gola hai, eka dina apane 5331 ___ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 sAlI ghara A jAoge clte-clte-clte| rokane kA koI kAraNa nhiiN| maiMne sunA hai eka AdamI bhAgA jA rahA thaa| rAha kinAre baiThe | lekina apane bhItara ThIka se jAMca kara lenaa| bhakta ke lie to eka bUr3he se pUchA ki dillI kitanI dUra hai ? sabhI loga dillI | bhagavAna cupacApa A jAtA hai| acAnaka A jAtA hai| jA rahe haiM to vaha bhI jA rahA hogaa| eka bukhAra hai, dillI clo| eka dina cupacApa apane Apa usa bUr3he ne kahA, jisa tarapha tuma bhAge jA rahe ho, agara usI | __ yAnI bina bulAe tuma cale Ae tarapha bhAge gae to bahuta dUra hai kyoMki dillI pIche chUTa gii| mujhe aisA lagA, jaise lagA thA rAtabhara agara tuma isI dizA meM bhAge cale jAo to pahuMcoge jarUra eka isakI pratIkSA meM ki donoM hAtha phailAkara dina dillI, lekina sArI duniyA kA cakkara lagAkara phuNcoge| tumheM ullAsa se khIMcA hajAroM mIla kI yAtrA hai| agara lauTa par3o to dillI bilakula sabere kI kiraNa-kusuma ko hAtha se sIMcA pIche hai| ATha mIla pIche chor3a Ae ho| eka dina cupacApa apane Apa agara buddhi kI tarapha se gae to bar3I laMbI yAtrA hai| pRthvI bhI yAnI bina bulAe tuma cale Ae itanI bar3I nahIM hai| kyoMki buddhi ke phailAva kA koI aMta hI nahIM bhakta to sirpha pratIkSA karatA hai| kahAM jAe khojane? kahAM hai hai| buddhi kA AkAza bahuta bar3A hai| paramAtmA yA kahAM paramAtmA nahIM hai? kahAM khojane jAe? yA to maiMne sunA hai ki ziva apane beToM ke sAtha khela rahe | saba jagaha hai yA kahIM nahIM hai| kahAM khojane jAe? paramAtmA kI haiM-kArtikeya aura gnnesh| aura aise hI khela meM unhoMne kahA koI dizA to nhiiN| bhakta sirpha pratIkSA karanA jAnatA hai| rotA ki tuma mAnate ho ki maiM hI yaha sArI sRSTi hUM? to mere bhakta ko | hai, prArthanA karatA hai, AMsU girAtA hai| merI parikramA kaisI karanI cAhie, tuma btaao| to kArtikeya to eka dina cupacApa apane Apa bar3e buddhimAna rahe hoMge, jJAnI rahe hoNge| cale sArI sRSTi kA yAnI bina bulAe tuma cale Ae cakkara lgaane| ziva kI parikramA karanI hai| aura ziva yAnI bhakta to kahatA hai hama balAeM bhI kisa jabAna se? kisa jabA sArI sRsstti| saba meM vyApta prmaatmaa| patA nahIM abhI taka lauTe se? kina oMThoM se leM terA nAma? oMTha hamAre jhUThe haiN| aura bhI ki nahIM kaartikey| kahAnI kucha kahatI nhiiN| gaNeza ne unase hama aura bahuta nAma le cuke haiN| kaise pukAreM tujhe? hamArI jyAdA hoziyArI kii| vajanI zarIra, hAthI kI sUMDa! aba itanI saba pukAra bar3I choTI hai, kSINa hai| kahAM kho jAegI isa virATa bar3I pRthvI kA cakkara kyA? unhoMne ziva kA cakkara lagAkara | meM, patA bhI na clegaa| jaldI se vahIM baiTha ge| ho gaI! sRSTi kI parikramA ho gii| eka dina cupacApa apane Apa agara ziva hI samAe haiM sArI sRSTi meM to aba sArI sRSTi kI yAnI bina bulAe tuma cale Ae parikramA kyA karanI! ziva kI kara lI to sArI sRSTi kI ho majhe aisA lagA, jaise lagA thA rAtabhara gii| kArtikeya ne socA ThIka ulttaa| vaha bhI ThIka hai, vaha bhI isakI pratIkSA meM... tarka ThIka hai| ki jaba sArI sRSTi meM samAe haiM to sArI sRSTi kI __ aura bhakta kahatA hai, ve jo bIta gaIM jIvana kI ghar3iyAM, basa jaba parikramA hogI tabhI to parikramA ho paaegii| eka rAta thI, jo pratIkSA meM bIta gii| buddhi yAnI kaartikey| hRdaya yAnI gnnesh| hRdaya se to abhI ki donoM hAtha phailAkara ghaTa sakatA hai| aisA eka cakkara mArA ziva kA aura baiTha gae ki | tumheM ullAsa se khIMcA ho gaI bAta puurii| sabere kI kiraNa-kusuma ko hAtha se sIMcA lekina buddhi se bahuta laMbI yAtrA hai-anaMta kaal| jo kSaNa bhakta ko bhagavAna milatA hai| bhakta ko bhagavAna svayaM khojatA meM ho jAtA hai, vaha zAyada anaMta kAla meM hI ho paae| tuma para hai| jJAnI satya kI khoja karatA hai| bhakta ko bhagavAna khojatA | nirbhara hai| kinhIM-kinhIM ko yAtrA kA hI sukha AtA hai to unheM hai| bhakta kahIM jAtA-AtA nhiiN| kinhIM sIr3hiyoM para yAtrA nahIM 534 Jai Education International 2010_03

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prema ke koI guNasthAna nahIM krtaa...| nahIM haiM abhii| UrjA se bhare khar3e haiN| eka kSaNa, eka-eka kSaNa pIr3a aisI ki ghaTA chAyI hai sUcanA kI pratIkSA hai, aura daur3a pdd'eNge| daur3e nahIM haiM abhI, ThaMDI yaha sAMsa kI puravAI hai lekina UrjA se bhare khar3e haiN| tujhako mAlUma kyA hai Aja yahAM aisI hI dazA bhakta kI hai| khojane nahIM jAtA lekina Alasya barakhA bAdala ke binA AyI hai meM nahIM hai| bar3I tvarA se bharA hai| varSA ho jAtI hai bAdala ke binA aae| usakA amRta-ghaTa bhara eka gIta kala maiM par3ha rahA thaa| hai to isa saMsAra ke prema kA gIta jAtA hai| bAdala bhI nahIM umar3ate-ghamaDate aura varSA ho jAtI hai| lekina prema isa saMsAra kA ho ki usa saMsAra kA, bahata bheda nahIM atarvya hai bhakta kA milana paramAtmA se| jJAnI kA to tarka hai| dekhatI hIna darpaNa raho prANa tama jJAnI kA to bilakula sApha-sApha hai| rattI-rattI kA uttara hai| pyAra kA mahUrata nikala jAegA jJAnI arjita karatA hai| bhakta ke lie bhagavAna prasAda-rUpa hai| kauna zRMgAra pUrA yahAM kara sakA bhakta kahatA hai, mere kie milegA yaha saMbhava hI nahIM hai| mere kie seja jo bhI sajI so adhUrI sajI hI to cUka rahA hai| mere kAraNa hI to bAdhA par3a rahI hai| bhakta | hAra jo bhI guMthA so adhUrA guMthA apanI bAdhA haTA letA hai| bIna jo bhI bajI so adhUrI bajI jJAnI jisa dina pAtA hai, usa dina kisI ko dhanyavAda dene kI hama adhUre, adhUrA hamArA sRjana bhI jarUrata nahIM hai| kyoMki usane arjita kiyA hai| isalie pUrNa to basa eka prema hI hai yahAM mahAvIra kI saMskRti kA nAma par3a gayA hai zramaNa sNskRti| zrama kAMca se hI nA najareM milAtI raho se pAyA hai, ceSTA se pAyA hai, puruSArtha se pAyA hai| biMba ko mUka pratibiMba chala jAegA bhakta to kahatA hai, bhagavAna prasAda-rUpa milA hai| maiMne pAyA, | dekhatI hI na darpaNa raho prANa tuma aisI bAta hI galata hai| pyAra kA yaha mahUrata nikala jAegA jJAnI to kahatA hai, jaba taka maiM pUrNa na ho jAUM taba taka kaise bhakta kahatA hai, hama to apUrNa haiN| kaba taka sajate-saMvarate satya milegA? isalie jJAnI apane ko pUrNa karane meM lagatA hai| | raheM? tuma hameM aise hI svIkAra kara lo| hama kabhI pUrNa ho pAeMge jJAnI kI sAdhanA hai, bhakta kI to sirpha prArthanA hai| bhakta kahatA isakI saMbhAvanA bhI nhiiN| lekina hamArA prema pUrNa hai| hama apUrNa hai, pUrNa aura maiM? honevAlA nhiiN| miloge to apUrNa meM hI milana hoMge, hamArI cAha pUrNa hai| hamArI cAhata dekho| hogaa| marjI ho to jaisA hUM, aisA hI svIkAra kara lo| mujhase yaha kauna zRMgAra pUrA yahAM kara sakA sadhegA na, ki maiM pUrNa ho skuuN| seja jo bhI sajI so adhUrI sajI to jJAna meM eka khatarA hai ki ahaMkAra baca jaae| bhakti meM hAra jo bhI guMthA so adhUrA guMthA ahaMkAra kA khatarA nahIM hai| bhakti kA khatarA dasarA hai ki bIna jo bhI bajI so adhUrI bajI Alasya kA nAma bhakti bana jaae| jJAna meM Alasya kA khatarA hama adhUre, adhUrA hamArA sRjana nahIM hai| donoM ke khatare haiM, donoM ke lAbha haiN| jJAnI kA khatarA hai pUrNa to basa eka prema hI hai yahAM ki ahaMkArI ho jAe ki maiMne arjita kiyaa| bhakta kA khatarA hai kAMca se hI najareM nA milAtI raho ki Alasya pratIkSA bana jaae| Alasya pratIkSA nahIM hai| pratIkSA biMba ko maka pratibiMba chala jAegA bar3I sakriya citta kI dazA hai, sakriya aura niSkriya eka saath| bhakta kahatA hai, jo abhI mila sakatA hai use kala para mata bar3I tIvra pyAsa kI dazA hai| ttaalo| jo isI kSaNa ghaTa sakatA hai, use kala para mata ttaalo| mata tumane kabhI dekhA? olaMpika ke citra dekhe hoNge| daur3a ke lie kaho ki hama taiyAra hoNge| hama sImita haiN| hamArI sImAeM haiN| hama pratiyogI khar3e hote haiM rekhA pr| sITI bajane kI pratIkSA hai| daur3e | apUrNa haiN| hamArI cAhata pUrNa ho sakatI hai, hamArI abhIpsA pUrNa 535 ___ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 ho sakatI hai, lekina hama parNa nahIM ho skte| haiM, unheM vahIM vRMdAvana ke darzana ho jaaeNge| yahAM pharka tuma samajhane kI koziza krnaa| jJAnI kahatA hai, haMsI to aaegii| kyoMki taba patA calegA ki hama akAraNa hI cAhata chor3o aura pUrNa bno| bhakta kahatA hai, cAhata ko pUrNa parezAna the| haMsI apane para aaegii| haMsI auroM para bhI AegI, karo; tumhArI pUrNatA-apUrNatA kI ciMtA na kro| donoM viparIta, jo abhI bhI parezAna haiN| haMsI AegI isa sAre khela pr|| lekina pahuMca jAte haiM eka hI zikhara pr| isIlie to bhaktoM ne kahA hai ki yaha jagata lIlA hai| yaha khela hai| ise bahuta gaMbhIratA se mata lo| gaMbhIratA jJAnI kA mArga cauthA prazna : rajanIza ezo AmI tomAra boirAgI hai; saralatA, utphullatA bhakta kaa| AmI pUnA gelAma, AmI kAzI gelAma haMsI to AegI kyoMki phira jo kahane yogya mAlUma par3egA use lAo rI lAo saMge DugaDugI kaha bhI na skoge| haMsakara hI kahA jA sakatA hai yA rokara kahA bahuta haMsI AtI hai| aba to DugaDugI ke sivA kucha bacA jA sakatA hai| vANI bar3I choTI par3a jAtI hai| DugaDugI bajAkara nahIM hai| hI kahA jA sakatA hai| zaba-e-vasla kI kyA kahUM dAstAM DugaDugI hI baca jAe to saba baca gyaa| DugaDugI kho jAe to | jabAM thaka gaI, guphtagU raha gaI saba kho gyaa| tuma DugaDugI ho jAo to saba ho gyaa| usa milana kI rAta kI kahAnI kyA kahUM? kaise kahUM? AhlAda! nRtya! tumhAre bhItara ke svara nAcane lageM, gunagunAne jabAM thaka gaI, guphtagU raha gii| lageM, to nizcita hI phira haMsI ke yogya hI hai saba-saba kahate-kahate jabAna to thaka gaI lekina jo kahanA cAhate the, khojabIna, saba daudd'dhuup| vaha nahIM kahA jA skaa| bajAo DugaDugI! usase hI kho| bhakta to utsava meM mAnatA hai| bhakta to utsava ko hI pUjA aura nAco! le lo ekatArA hAtha meN| aura jo tumheM nAcakara milegA, prArthanA banAtA hai| yaha jagata eka mahotsava hai| isameM tuma nAhaka vaha kisI zAstra se kisI ko kabhI nahIM milaa| udAsa-udAsa baiThe ho| sammilita ho jaao| saba thiraka rahA hai, | nRtya kA artha hai, gIta kA artha hai, utsava kA artha hai ki tumane tuma bhI thirko| saba nAca rahA hai| dekho cAMda-tAre, dekho vRkSa, paira se paira milAe astitva ke saath| tuma aise kinAre para na khar3e pazu-pakSI, dekho havAeM, akAza meM ghire bAdala, ye bUMdoM kI rahe rAha ke| jA rahI thI yAtrA, rathotsava ho rahA thA, tuma bhI TipaTipa! saba nAca rahA hai| yahAM thira koI bhI nahIM hai| saba | sammilita hue| nAcatA jA rahA hai astitva prtipl| tuma kyoM phudaka rahe haiN| sirpha AdamI udAsa hai| | baiThe kinAre? kaise udAsa? kaise hatAza? DugaDugI bno| bjo| bAMsurI bno| phUTane do svara koH / uTho! lauTAo apanI thiraka! isa nAcate hue rAsamaMDala meM jharanoM kI taraha, cAMda-tAroM kI trh| nAco, isa mahata nRtya meM sammilita ho jaao| kho jAoge usa nRtya meN| tuma na bcoge| sammilita ho jaao| DugaDugI bajegI to tuma na bcoge| taba jarUra haMsI aaegii| haMsI AegI, nAhaka itane dina udAsa __ bhakta khone kI taiyArI rkhtaa| jJAnI apane ko bacAtA, rhe| nAhaka itane dina roe| nAhaka itane dina vaMcita rhe| jo nikhaartaa| bhakta apane ko DubAtA aura khotaa| milA hI thA, usake sAtha nAca kyoM na sake? rAsa ho hI rahA hai| milate hI kisI ke kho gae hama yaha brahmAMDa rAsa kI eka prakriyA hai| jAge jo nasIba so gae hama tumheM sunAI nahIM par3atA? bAMsurI kabhI baMda nahIM haI, baja hI | jaba vastutaH bhAgya jAgatA hai, jaba vastutaH varSA hotI hai, jaba | rahI hai| tuma bahare hue ho| aMdhe hue ho| nAca ho hI rahA hai| | vastutaH amRta ke dvAra milate haiM to tuma nahIM bcte| koI Aja aisA nahIM thA ki kucha kabhI vRMdAvana meM huA thA, aba nahIM ho rahA taka paramAtmA se milA thor3e hI! milane ke pahale hI kho jAtA hai| paramAtmA nAca hI rahA hai| jinake pAsa AMkheM haiM, ve jahAM bhI hai| milane kI pahalI zarta kho jAnA hai| 536 Jan Education International 2010_03

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prema ke koI guNasthAna nahIM : milate hI kisI ke kho gae hama hama sIkhate haiN| saMdeha bAhara se udhAra milatA hai| agara tumhAre jAge jo nasIba so gae hama . mana meM prazna haiM to phira tumheM jJAna ke rAste para thor3I yAtrA karanI bhakta ke lie pratipala pratIkSA kA hai| vaha rAha dekha hI rahA hai| / hogii| agara koI prazna nahIM haiM jIvana meM, aura tumhAre mana meM kaba A jAeMge usake prItama, kahA nahIM jA sktaa| saMdeha sahaja nahIM uThatA, Adata gaharI nahIM huI saMdeha kI to phira Aja AeMge vo gItoM ko jarA cupa kara do koI bhI ar3acana nahIM hai| tuma isI kSaNa paramAtmA ke maMdira meM cAMda ko nabha se utAro aura dvAre dhara do praviSTa ho sakate ho| dvAra-daravAje baMda bhI nahIM haiN| calakara Ate haiM, thake hoMge, caraNa dhone ko AMsU yaha kama haiM, jarA AMkha meM zabanama bhara do pAMcavAM praznaH aisA lagatA hai ki aba thor3I-sI Ayu hI calakara Ate haiM, thake hoMge, caraNa dhone ko bacI hai| na jAne kauna kaba isa zarIra ko samApta kara de| isase AMsU yaha kama haiM, jarA AMkha meM zabanama bhara do mana meM eka utAvalApana rahatA hai ki jo karanA hai, zIghratA se bhakta, bhagavAna hai yA nahIM aisI jijJAsA hI nahIM krtaa| karUM; anyathA binA kucha pAe hI calA jAnA hogaa| bhaya yA bhagavAna A hI rahA hai| bhakta ko prazna hI nahIM uThA hai bhagavAna ke ar3acana bilakula nahIM lgtii| hara kSaNa jAne ko taiyAra huuN| hone na hone kaa| dubArA Ane se bhI Dara nahIM lgtaa| paraMtu eka bhaya, eka jisako prazna uTha gayA, vaha zraddhA na kara paaegaa| ar3acana avazya satAtI hai ki usa samaya Apa guru bhagavAna to hama bhakta kI taraha paidA hote haiM, phira vinaSTa ho jAte haiN| ise nahIM upalabdha hoNge| kyA merA utAvalApana ucita hai? maiM kyA thor3A samajhane kI koziza krnaa| pratyeka baccA bhakta kI taraha kara sakatA hUM? hara prakAra se taiyAra hI hokara AyA huuN| paidA hotA hai| honA hI cAhie kyoMki strI ke garbha se paidA hotA hai| hRdaya ke pAsa dhar3akatA huA paidA hotA hai| honA hI cAhie | omaprakAza sarasvatI ne pUchA hai| maiM jAnatA hUM, ve pUrI taraha pratyeka baccA bhakta kI taraha paidA-zraddhA se bharA, taiyAra hokara Ae haiN| ve kucha bhI khone ko taiyAra haiM, kucha bhI dene svIkAra-bhAva se| 'hAM' hara bacce kA svara hai| dhIre-dhIre 'nA' ko taiyAra haiN| aura usI kAraNa bAdhA hai| sIkhatA hai, nahIM sIkhatA hai, nakAra sIkhatA hai, nAstikatA hRdaya unakA bhakta kA hai, jJAnI kA nahIM hai| agara jJAnI kA sIkhatA hai| unakA svabhAva hotA to saba kucha dene kI yaha taiyArI unheM nAstikatA sIkhI jAtI hai, AstikatA hamArA svabhAva hai| guNasthAnoM kI sIr3hiyoM para car3hA detii| lekina buddhi unakA nAstikatA hama bAhara se sIkha lete haiN| jIvana ke kar3ave-mIThe svabhAva nahIM hai, hRdaya unakA svabhAva hai| isalie saba dene kI anubhava, jIvana kI dhokhAdhar3I hameM nAstikatA ke lie tatpara kara yaha taiyArI hI bAdhA hai| ise bhI chodd'o| usakA hI hai, denA kyA detI hai| saMdeha hama sIkhate haiN| zraddhA hama lekara Ate haiN| hai? samarpaNa bhI kyA karanA hai? usakI hI vastueM use dete hue nAstika koI paidA nahIM hotA, nAstika nirmita hote haiN| Astika zarma khaao| paidA hote haiN| Astika hamArA svabhAva hai|| yaha bAta hI bhUlo ki kucha denA hai| yaha bAta hI bhUlo ki kucha choTA baccA 'nahIM' kahanA jAnatA hI nhiiN| kucha bhI kaho, | karanA hai| yaha pUcho hI mata ki maiM kyA karUM? utAvalApana hai ? 'hAM' kahatA hai| abhI usane 'nahIM' sIkhI nahIM hai| abhI jIvana utAvalepana ko utAvalApana mata kho| vaha zabda galata hai| use ne use itanA dukha nahIM diyA ki vaha nahIM khe| abhI inakAra use | pratIkSA kaho, tvarita pratIkSA kaho, tvarA se bharI pratIkSA kaho, AyA nhiiN| abhI kisI ne dhokhAdhar3I nahIM kii| abhI kisI ne abhIpsA kho| utAvalApana galata vyAkhyA hai| vaMcanA nahIM kii| kisI ne jeba nahIM kaattii| kisI ne use satAyA | nizcita hI bhakta ko bhI eka adhairya hotA hai ki patA nahIM kaba nhiiN| abhI vaha nA kahe kaise? | milana hogaa| lekina usake adhairya meM eka sauMdarya hai| vaha adhairya AstikatA svAbhAvika hai| bhakti hama lekara Ate haiN| saMdeha meM bhI zAMti se jItA hai| vaha jAnatA hai ki milanA to hogA: 5.371 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH 2 cAhatA hai jaldI ho jaae| kI trh| gAo! isalie nahIM ki gAne se use rijhAnA hai| utAvalepana meM dhIraja nahIM hai, sirpha adhairya hai| abhIpsA meM | gAo isalie, ki usane tumheM rijhA liyA hai| aba gAoge na to adhairya bhI hai aura dhIraja bhI hai| abhIpsA bar3I pairADAksikala, karoge kyA? bar3I virodhAbhAsI sthiti hai| eka tarapha vaha jAnatA hai, milanA isa pharka ko khayAla meM le lenaa| bhakta sAdhana kI taraha nahIM to honA hI hai| vaha to nizcita hai| vaha bAta to ho hI gii| | kucha karatA, sAdhya kI taraha karatA hai| parama AhlAda se bharakara usameM kucha socanA nahIM hai| karatA hai kyoMki jo ghaTanA hai, vaha ghaTa hI cukA hai| jo honA hai dUsarI tarapha vaha kahatA hai, aba jaldI ho jaae| aba aura dera vaha ho hI cukA hai| use raMcamAtra bhI saMdeha nahIM hai| anaMta kAla na lgaao| aba kaba se palaka-pAMvar3e bichAkara baiThA huuN| aba meM bhI agara paramAtmA se milanA hogA to isI kSaNa milanA ho A bhI jaao| aura bhItara vaha jAnatA hai ki aisI jaldI bhI kyA gayA hai| isa zraddhA meM hI milanA ho gayA hai ki anaMta kAla meM hai? Aoge to tuma nizcita hii| milanA ho jaaegaa| bhakta kI manodazA bar3I virodhAbhAsI hai| jo milA hI huA hai| nArada svarga jA rahe haiN| aura eka vRkSa ke nIce unhoMne eka bUr3he use, usake lie tar3aphatA hai| jisakA milanA bilakula saMnyAsI ko baiThe dekhA, tapa meM lIna mAlA japa rahA hai| sunizcita hai, usake lie tar3aphatA hai| jaTA-jUTadhArI! agni ko jalA rakhA hai| dhUpa ghanI, dupahara teja, utAvalApana mata kho| kabhI-kabhI galata zabda khataranAka ho vaha aura Aga meM tapa rahA hai| pasIne se lthpth| nArada ko sakatA hai| utAvalepana meM eka taraha kA tanAva hai| abhIpsA meM dekhakara usane kahA ki suno, jAte ho prabhu kI tarapha, pUcha lenA, tanAva nahIM hai| pyAsa kaho, pukAra kho| utAvalApana mata | jarA pakkA karake AnA, merI mukti kaba taka hogI? tIna janmoM kho| utAvalApana buddhi kA zabda hai| aura omaprakAza se koziza kara rahA huuN| Akhira hara cIja kI hadda hotI hai| buddhimAna AdamI nahIM, hRdayavAna AdamI haiN| ceSTA karanevAle kA mana aisA hI hotA hai, vyavasAyI kA hotA hRdayavAna zabda kA loga upayoga hI nahIM krte| kisI ko hai| nArada ne kahA jarUra pacha aauuNgaa| usake hI do kadama Age kaho buddhimAna nahIM, to vaha nArAja ho jaae| kyoMki eka hI calakara dUsare vRkSa ke nIce, eka bar3e baragada ke vRkSa ke nIce eka matalaba hotA hai, buddhimAna nahIM hai yAnI buddh| dUsarI bAta hI hama yuvA saMnyAsI nAca rahA thaa| rahA hogA koI prAcIna bAula : bhUla gae haiM ki koI hRdayavAna bhI ho sakatA hai| ekatArA lie, DugaDugI baaNdhe| thApa de rahA DugaDugI para, ekatArA omaprakAza hRdaya ke keMdra ke karIba haiN| ghaTegI ghttnaa| ghaTanI | bajA rahA, nAca rhaa| yuvA hai| abhI bilakula tAjA aura nayA hI hai| lekina tumhArI tarapha se koI taiyArI kI jarUrata nahIM hai| hai| abhI to dina bhI saMnyAsa ke na the| aura na tumhAre pAsa koI upAya hai ki tuma kucha kara sko| tar3apo, nArada ne kahA-majAka meM hI kahA ki tamheM bhI to nahIM roo, naaco| lekina yaha bhI use pAne ke sAdhana kI taraha nhiiN| pUchanA hai ki kitanI dera lagegI? vaha kucha bolA hI nhiiN| vaha kyoMki sAdhana kI taraha socanA hI bAjAra kI bhASA hai, prema kI apane nAca meM lIna thaa| usane nArada ko dekhA hI nhiiN| usa ghar3I bhASA nhiiN| to nArAyaNa bhI khar3e hote to vaha na dekhtaa| pharsata kise? nArada nAco, kyoMki zraddhA hai| nAco, kyoMki vaha AtA hI hogaa| cale ge| dUsare dina jaba vApasa lauTe to unhoMne usa bUr3he ko nAco, kyoMki vaha A hI rahA hai, rAste para hI hai| nAco, ki dUra kahA ki maiMne pUchA, unhoMne kahA ki tIna janma aura laga jaaeNge| usake ratha ke pahiyoM kI AvAja sunAI hI par3ane lagI hai| kitane bUr3hA bar3A nArAja ho gyaa| usane mAlA Aga meM pheMka dii| usane hI dUra-digaMta meM, AkAza meM bAdaloM ke pAsa hotI hai gar3agar3AhaTa kahA, bhAr3a meM jAe yaha saba! tIna janma se tar3apha rahA hUM, aba lekina vaha cala pdd'aa| vaha anaMta kAla se tumhArI tarapha cala hI | tIna janma aura lageMge? yaha kyA aMdhera hai? anyAya ho rahA hai| rahA hai| nArada to cauNke| thor3e Dare bhii| usa yuvaka ke pAsa jAkara kahA nAco! usane tumheM cuna liyA hai--sAdhana kI taraha nahIM, sAdhya ki bhaI! nArAja mata ho jAnA--vaha nAca rahA hai--maiMne pUchA -538 2010_03

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prema ke koI guNasthAna nahIM thaa| aba to maiM kahane meM bhI DaratA huuN| kyoMki unhoMne kahA hai ki aura yaha utAvalepana ko to bilakula bhUla jaao| adhairya vaha yuvaka, vaha jisa vRkSa ke nIce nAca rahA hai, usa vRkSa meM jitane pakar3o, lekina dhIraja ke saath| patte haiM, utane hI janma use laga jaaeNge| dina jo nikalA to pukAroM ne parezAna kiyA aisA sunA thA usa yuvaka ne, ki vaha ekadama pAgala ho gayA | rAta AyI to sitAroM ne parezAna kiyA mastI meM aura dIvAnA hokara thirakane lgaa| nArada ne kahA, samajhe garja hai yaha ki parezAnI kabhI kama na huI ki nahIM samajhe? matalaba samajhe ki nahIM? jitane isa vRkSa meM gaI khijAM to bahAroM ne parezAna kiyA patte haiM itane janma! usane kahA, jIta liyA, pA liyA, ho hI gaI | yaha utAvalApana saMsAra kA hai| dhana mila jAe, pada mila jAe, baat| jamIna para kitane patte haiN| sirpha itane hI patte? khatama! yaha utAvalApana sAMsArika hai| pahuMca ge| garja hai yaha ki parezAnI kabhI kama na haI kahate haiM vaha usI kSaNa mukta ho gyaa| aisA dhIraja, aisI aTUTa gaI khijAM to bahAroM ne parezAna kiyA zraddhA, aisA sarala bhAva, aisI prema se, cAhata se bharI aba bahAra A gaI hai| jarA dekho to! magara tuma purAnI khijAM AMkha...usI kSaNa! patA nahIM usa bUr3he kA kyA huA! maiM nahIM kI Adata, purAnI patajhar3a kI Adata parezAna hone kI banAe baiThe socatA ki vaha tIna janmoM meM bhI mukta huA hogA kyoMki vaha ho| yaha purAnI chAyA hai tumhAre anubhava kii| ise chodd'o| cAroM vaktavya nArAyaNa ne mAlA pheMkane ke pahale diyA thaa| vaha bUr3hA | tarapha vasaMta maujUda hai| kahIM na kahIM aba bhI tapazcaryA kara rahA hogaa| agara maiM kucha hUM to vasaMta kA saMdezavAhaka huuN| yaha vasaMta maujUda aksara tuma mAlA japate logoM kA ceharA dekho to usa bUr3he kA hai| yaha bahAra A hI gaI hai| jarA AMkha baMda karo to bhItara ceharA thor3A tumheM samajha meM aaegaa| baiThe haiN| khola-kholakara dikhAI pdd'e| jarA AMkha ThIka se kholo to bAhara dikhAI pdd'e| AMkha dekha lete haiM, bar3I dera ho gaI abhI tk| tapazcaryA, | aba parezAna hone kI koI bhI jarUrata nhiiN| jo UrjA parezAnI upavAsa karate logoM ke cehare ko gaura se dekho to usa bUr3he kI | bana rahI hai, usI UrjA ko AnaMda bnaao| thor3I pahacAna tumheM ho jaaegii| nahIM omaprakAza ke lie vaisA hone kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| AkhirI prazna: kala Apane kahA ki uttara gItA se milA ho lo ekatArA hAtha meM, le lo DuggI, naaco| ho hI gayA hai| karanA | to kRSNa mahArAja ko namaskAra krnaa| mAnA ki kRSNa se kyA hai aura? paramAtmA ko hamane kabhI khoyA nahIM hai, sirpha milanA saMbhava nahIM, koI yAdadAzta bhI nahIM, lekina kRpayA bhrAMti hai kho dene kii| nAcane meM bhrAMti jhar3a jAtI hai| gIta batAeM ki rajanIza mahArAja ko kaise namaskAra kareM, jaba taka ki gunagunAne meM bhrAMti gira jAtI hai| ullAsa, utsava meM rAkha utara bhItara kA rajanIza ubharakara na A jAe! jAtI hai, aMgArA nikala AtA hai| rahI bAta ki-'usa samaya Apa guru-bhagavAna to nahIM jaba taka bhItara kA rajanIza ubharakara na Ae taba taka namana upalabdha hoNge|' | karo; jaba ubharakara A jAe taba namaskAra kara lenaa| namana aura agara mujhase saMbaMdha jur3a gayA to maiM sadA upalabdha huuN| saMbaMdha namaskAra meM koI bahuta phAsalA thor3e hI hai! namana jarA laMbA kara jur3ane kI bAta hai| jinakA nahIM jur3A unheM abhI bhI upalabdha nahIM diyA sASTAMga, to namaskAra! huuN| ve yahAM bhI baiThe hoNge| jinase nahIM jur3Ava huA, unheM abhI kRSNa mahArAja ko namaskAra karane ko kahA kyoMki kahIM aisA na bhI upalabdha nahIM huuN| jinase jur3a gayA unheM sadA upalabdha huuN| ho ki tumhAre bhItara kA kRSNa tumhAre bAhara kI kRSNa kI dhAraNA meM omaprakAza se jor3a bana rahA hai| to ghabar3Ao mt| ahobhAva dabA raha jaae| kahIM aisA na ho ki zAstra tumhAre satya ko ubharane se bhro| jor3a bana gayA to yaha jor3a zAzvata hai| yaha TUTatA na de| kahIM aisA na ho ki udhAra jJAna tumhArI maulika pratibhA ko nhiiN| isake TUTane kA koI upAya nahIM hai| ' pragaTa na hone do| kahIM aisA na ho ki tuma sUcanAoM ko hI jJAna 539 2010_03

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540 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 | samajhate hue jIyo aura mara jAo; aura tumheM apanI koI jIvaMta usa dina tuma jaldI na karoge hAtha chur3Ane kii| anubhUti na ho / jamAle - izka meM dIvAnA ho gayA hUM maiM yaha kisake hAtha se dAmana chur3A rahA hUM maiM? prema meM kaisA pAgalapana gayA! jamAle - izka meM dIvAnA ho gayA hUM maiM merI bAta tuma suna rahe ho| agara merI bAta ko saMgRhIta karane lage to khatarA hai| suno merI, guno apanI samajho, saMgraha ma kro| yAdadAzta bharane se kucha bhI na hogaa| smRti ke pAtra meM tumane, jo-jo maiMne tumase kahA, ikaTThA bhI kara liyA to do kaur3I kA hai| usase kucha lAbha nahIM / tumhArA bodha jge| jo maiM kaha rahA hUM use samajho, usase jaago| koI parIkSA thor3I hI denI hai kahIM ki tumane jo mujhase sunA, vaha yAda rahA ki nahIM rhaa| prema meM aisI dIvAnagI bhI AtI hai ki premI se hI hAtha chur3Akara bhAgane ke lie AdamI tatpara ho jAtA hai| jamAle - izka meM dIvAnA ho gayA hUM maiM yaha kisake hAtha se dAmana chur3A rahA hUM maiM eka mitra eka dina Ae, ve kahane lage, bar3I muzkila hai| roja Apako sunatA hUM lekina ghara jAte-jAte bhUla jAtA huuN| to agara maiM noTa lene lagUM to koI harja to nahIM ? to noTa lekara bhI kyA karoge ? agara noTa liyA to noTa buka kA mokSa ho jAegA, tumhArA kaise hogA ? to yAda to noTa buka ko rhegaa| tumako to rahegA nahIM / - aura yAda rakhane kI jarUrata kyA hai? maiMne unase pUchA, yAda rakhakara karoge kyA? samajha lo, bAta ho gaI / sAra-sAra raha jaaegaa| phUla to vidA ho jAeMge, sugaMdha raha jaaegii| pahacAnanA bhI muzkila hogA, kisa phUla se milI thii| lekina usa sugaMdha ke sAtha-sAtha tumhAre bhItara kI sugaMdha bhI uTha aaegii| usa sugaMdha kA hAtha pakar3akara tumhArI sugaMdha bhI laharAne lgegii| to eka dina to guru ko namaskAra karanA hI hai| namana se zurU karanA, namaskAra se vidA denI / ise yAda rkhnaa| ise bhUlanA mata / kRSNa se utanA khatarA nahIM hai, jitanA tumhAre lie mujhase khatarA hai| kyoMki kRSNa se tumhArA koI lagAva hI nahIM / jinakA lagAva hai, ve to mere pAsa Ate bhI nhiiN| to kRSNa ko to tuma bar3e maje se namaskAra kara sakate ho| asalI kaThinAI to mujhe namaskAra karane meM AegI / lekina namaskAra karane ke pahale namana kA abhyAsa karanA hogA / namana hI laMbA hokara namaskAra banatA hai| jhuko ! tuma agara jhuke to tumhAre bhItara koI jgegaa| tuma agara akar3e rahe to | tumhAre bhItara koI jhukA rhegaa| tuma jhuko to tumhAre bhItara koI khar3A ho jaaegaa| bAhara kA guru to kevala thor3I dera kA sAtha hai tAki bhItara kA guru jaga jaae| aura jisa dina tumheM yaha samajha meM A jAtA hai, 2010_03 tuma chur3Ao mt| jaldI mata kro| maiM khuda hI cupacApa hAtha alaga kara luuNgaa| tuma jarA taiyAra ho jAo, tuma pakar3anA bhI cAhoge to maiM pakar3ane na duuNgaa| kyoMki agara maiMne tumheM pakar3ane diyA to maiM tumhArA duzmana huA, mitra na huaa| kalyANamitra to vahI hai, jo tumheM tumhArA bodha de jAe aura haTa jAe bIca se| jo tumheM paramAtmA ke dvAra taka pahuMcA jAe, phira tuma lauTakara use khojo to mile bhI n| magara aisA sadaguru kabhI khotA nahIM, kyoMki tuma use apane aMtartama meM virAjamAna paaoge| taba tuma acAnaka pahacAnoge eka dina, jo bAhara se bolA thA, vaha bhItara kI hI AvAja thI / jisane bAhara se pukArA thA vaha bhItara se hI uThI pukAra thii| vaha jo bAhara dikhAI par3A thA vaha apane hI aMtartama kI chavi thI / bAhara jisake darzana hue the, vaha apanA hI bhaviSya rUpa dharakara AyA thA / ghabar3Ao mt| abhI to tuma bhulAne kI koziza karoge to bhulA na skoge| jaba taka jAga nahIM gae taba taka bhulAnA saMbhava bhI nahIM, ucita bhI nhiiN| saMbhava ho to bhI ucita nahIM / kisa-kisa unvAM se bhulAnA use cAhA thA raviza kisI unvAM se magara unako bhulAyA na gayA jaba taka tuma jAga hI nahIM gae ho, jaba taka tuma apane prItama svayaM hI nahIM bana gae ho, taba taka tuma bhulA bhI na sakoge kRSNa ko, yA mahAvIra ko, yA mohammada kA / kisa-kisa unvAM se bhulAnA use cAhA thA raviza kisI unvAM se magara unako bhulAyA na gayA bhulAne kI jaldI bhI mata kro| jAgane kI phikra karo / bhulAne para jora mata do, jAgane para jora do| idhara tuma jAge, ki eka artha

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prema ke koI gaNasthAna nahIM meM tuma bhUla jAoge guru ko aura eka gahare artha meM pahalI daphe tuma use paaoge| apane hI bhItara virAjamAna paaoge| tumhAre hI siMhAsana para virAjamAna paaoge| tumhArI hI AtmA jaisA virAjamAna paaoge| acAnaka tuma pAoge, guru aura ziSya do nahIM the| maiM tumhArI hI saMbhAvanA huuN| jo tuma ho sakate ho, usakI hI khabara huuN| lekina chur3Ane kI koI jaldI nahIM hai| jaldI chur3Ane meM to tuma aTake raha jaaoge| lAbha bhI na hogaa| chUTanA to ho hI jaaegaa| sIkha lo| jAga lo| tuma ho jaao| mAM apane choTe bacce ko calanA sikhAtI hai| hAtha pakar3akara sikhAtI hai| hAlAMki baccA hAtha chor3anA cAhatA hai| kyoMki bacce ke ahaMkAra ko coTa lagatI hai ki koI aura merA hAtha pakar3akara claae| lekina mAM pakar3atI hai| mAnA ki bacce ke ahaMkAra ko coTa lagatI hai, lekina abhI use usa para chor3A bhI nahIM jA sakatA hai| abhI to tuma chur3Aoge bhI to maiM na chodduuNgaa| abhI bhI tuma bhAgoge to maiM tumhArA pIchA kruuNgaa| tuma kahIM bhI nikala jAo, maiM chAyA kI taraha tumheM staauuNgaa| abhI to upAya nahIM hai| to mAM pakar3atI hai bacce kA haath| phira eka dina baccA calane lagatA hai, to cupacApa hAtha ko chur3AtI hai--phira cAhe baccA pakar3anA bhI caahe| kyoMki aba bacce ko bhI samajhadArI A gaI hai itanI ki mAM ke hAtha meM hAtha ho to jyAdA surkssit| anubhava ne sikhA diyaa| kaI daphe girA hai, ghuTane TUTa gae haiM, aba anubhava ne sikhA diyA hai ki yaha hAtha pakar3e hI rhuuN| lekina aba mAM chur3AtI hai| yahI to jIvana kA virodhAbhAsa hai| eka dina pakar3anA par3atA hai, eka dina chur3AnA par3atA hai| jisa sIr3hI se car3hate ho use chor3anA par3atA hai| jisa nAva se dUsare kinAre jAte ho, usase utaranA par3atA hai| isalie abhI namana karo, phira namaskAra bhI ho jaaegaa| tuma na karoge to maiM kara luuNgaa| Aja itanA hii| 5411 __ 2010_03

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sUtra sarIramAhu nAva tti, jIvo vuccai nAvio / saMsAro aNNavo vutto, jaM taraMti mahesiNo / / 146 / / 2010_03 dhIreNa vi mariyavvaM, kAuriseNa vi avassamariyavvaM / tamhA avassamaraNe, varaM khu dhIrattaNe mariuM / / 147 / / ikkaM paMDiyamaraNaM, chiMdai jAIsayANi bahuyANi / taM maraNaM mariyavvaM, jeNa mao summao hoi / / 148 / / ikkaM paMDiyamaraNaM, paDivajjai supuriso asNbhNto| khippaM so maraNANaM, kAhi aMtaM anaMtANaM / / 149 / / care payAiM parisaMkamANo, jaM kiciM pAsaM iha mantramANo / lAbhaMtare jIviya vUhaittA, paccA pariNNAya malAvadhaMsI / / 150 / / tassa Na kappadi bhatta-paiNNaM aNuvaTThide bhaye purado / so maraNaM patthito, hodi hu sAmaNNaNivviNNo / / 151 / /

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mA vana kI sabase bar3I pahelI svayaM jIvana meM nahIM hai, eka kitAba kI zuruAta isa vacana se kI hai ki 'mere dekhe yA jIvana kI sabase bar3I pahelI mRtyu meM hai| aura darzanazAstra kI sabase bar3I samasyA AtmaghAta hai|' jisane mRtyu ko na jAnA vaha jIvana se aparicita | mahAvIra se pUcho, buddha se pUcho, to ve kaheMge, mRtyu| kAmU raha jAtA hai| jIvana ko jAnane kI kaMjI matya meM hai| kahatA hai aatmghaat| karIba pahuMcA, lekina cUka gyaa| choTe baccoM kI kahAniyAM tumane par3hI hoNgii| koI rAjA hai yA mRtyu aura AtmaghAta meM bar3A pharka hai| AtmaghAta kA artha rAnI hai, usake jIvana kI kuMjI kisI tote meM baMda hai yA kisI huA, jIvana ne atRpta kiyaa| jIvana se jo sukha mAMgA thA, na mainA meM baMda hai| tote ko maror3a do, rAjA mara jAtA hai| rAjA ko milaa| jo mUlya khoje the, ve na pAe jA ske| jo AzA kI thI, mArane meM lage raho, rAjA nahIM mrtaa| vaha ttuuttii| jo iMdradhanuSa bAMdhe the kalpanAoM ke, ve saba bikhara jIvana ko sulajhAne meM lage raho, jIvana nahIM suljhtaa| jIvana | | ge| usa hatAzA meM AdamI apane ko miTA letA hai| kA sulajhAva mRtyu meM hai| aisI miTAne kI jo vRtti hai, yaha jIvana kA aMtima zikhara nahIM isalie jagata meM jo bar3e manISI hue, unhoMne mRtyu ko samajhane | hai| yaha saMgIta kI AkhirI UMcAI nahIM hai, yaha to vINA kA TUTa kI ceSTA kI hai| sAdhAraNajana mRtyu se bacate haiM, bhAgate haiN| | jAnA hai| pariNAma meM jIvana se vaMcita raha jAte haiN| isa virodhAbhAsa ko AtmaghAta dUsarA chora hai; jIvana se bhI niicaa| mRtyu AtmaghAta jitanA ThIka se pahacAna lo, utanA upayogI hai| ke bilakula viparIta hai--jIvana kI AkhirI UMcAI, jIvana kA mRtyu se bhAganA mt| jo mRtyu se bhAgA, vaha jIvana se hI bhAga | gauriishNkr| mRtyu arjita karanI par3atI hai| mRtyu ke lie sAdhanA rahA hai| kyoMki mRtyu jIvana kI pUrNAhuti hai| mRtyu hai jIvana kA | karanI par3atI hai| mRtyu ko samhAlanA par3atA hai| jo ati kuzala AtyaMtika svr| jIvana mRtyu para samApta hotA, pUrA hotaa| mRtyu hai, vahI kevala ThIka-ThIka mRtyu ko upalabdha ho pAtA hai| aura hai phl| jIvana hai yAtrA, mRtyu hai mNjil| ThIka mRtyu hI na milI to jIvana hAtha se baha gyaa| phira tuma thor3A soco, maMjila se bacane lago to yAtrA kaise hogI? aura | pAThazAlA meM to rahe, lekina pATha na aayaa| tuma vidyAlaya se gae aMtima se bacane lago to prathama se hI bacanA zurU ho jaaegaa| | to lekina uttIrNa na hue| mauta se jo DarA, mauta se jo bhAgA, usake Upara jIvana kI varSA isalie pUraba kahatA hai, jo uttIrNa na hoMge unheM bAra-bAra bheja nahIM hotii| vaha jIvana se achatA raha jAtA hai| isalie kAyara se diyA jaaegaa| ucita hai| jIvana se agara matya kA pATha sIkha jyAdA dayanIya isa jagata meM koI aura nahIM hai| liyA to phira AnA nahIM hai| jo hozapUrvaka, AnaMdapUrvaka, pazcima ke eka bahuta bar3e vicAraka Albera kAmU ne apanI ullAsapUrvaka maratA hai usakI phira vApasI nahIM hai| yahI to 2010_03 www.jainelibrary org

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jina sUtra bhAgaH2 ANS punarjanma kA pUrA siddhAMta hai| bne| abhI to zarIra sAdhya hai| tuma bhojana jIne ke lie thor3e hI tuma bhI cAhate ho ki vApasI na ho| lekina tuma cAhate ho, | karate ho| tuma jIte hI bhojana karane ke lie ho| tuma kapar3e thor3e vApasI na ho tAki phira-phira na maranA pdd'e| vApasI usakI nahIM hI zarIra ko bacAne ke lie pahanate ho| tuma zarIra ko kapar3e hotI, jo maranA sIkha letA hai| jo isa bhAMti mara jAtA hai ki pahanane ke lie bacAe rahate ho| abhI to zarIra aisA lagatA hai, marane ko phira kucha aura bacatA hI nahIM, to dubArA mauta nahIM jaise gaMtavya hai| isake pAra kucha bhI nhiiN| hotii| tuma bhI cAhate ho ki vApasI na ho| kyoMki vApasI hogI mahAvIra kahate haiM, zarIra hai naav| artha huA, zarIra se pAra to phira mauta hogii| tuma mauta se Dare ho| jo vastutaH vApasI nahIM jAnA hai| zarIra hai naav| baiThanA hai, utaranA bhI hai, zarIra saMkramaNa cAhatA vaha mauta se DaratA nahIM, mauta kA AliMgana karatA hai| hai| nAva meM baiThane ke pahale bhI yAtrI thaa| nAva meM baiThA hai taba bhI Aja ke sUtra mauta ke saMbaMdha meM haiN| ye carama sUtra haiN| ina para hai| nAva se utara jAegA taba bhI hogaa| nAva hI yAtrI nahIM hai| eka-eka sUtra ko bahuta dhyAnapUrvaka samajhane kI koziza krnaa| tuma zarIra meM Ae usake pahale bhI the, abhI bhI ho; zarIra se | kyoMki ye tumhAre viparIta bhI haiN| utaroge jisa dina mauta meM, taba bhI hooge| mauta to dUsarA tuma agara yahAM Ae to jIvana kI talAza meM Ae ho| loga kinArA hai| janma hai yaha kinArA, mRtyu hai vaha kinArA; zarIra hai mahAvIra ke pAsa gae to jIvana kI talAza meM gae the| jIvana meM naav| aura saMsAra hai saagr| hAra rahe the to tarakIbeM khojane gae the, kaise jIta jaaeN| lekina | lekina adhika loga saMsAra ko sAgara kI taraha nahIM dekha paate| sadaguru to mRtyu kA sUtra detA hai| jaba taka tumhArA zarIra hI nAva nahIM, to tuma saMsAra ko sAgara kI usa parama mRtyu ko hamane alaga-alaga nAma die haiN| pataMjali taraha na dekha paaoge| tuma isI kinAre para aTake rahate ho| tuma kahate haiM, smaadhi| isIlie to jaba koI saMnyAsI maratA hai to sAgara meM utarate hI nhiiN| sAgara meM to vahI utaratA hai jo mRtyu kI usakI kabra ko hama samAdhi kahate haiN| artha huA ki usakA | tarapha svayaM, svecchA se agrasara hone lgaa| mRtyu yAnI vaha dUsarA dhyAna aura usakI mRtyu eka hI jagaha pahuMca ge| sAdhAraNa | kinaaraa| tuma to Dara ke kAraNa isa kinAre ko pakar3akara ruke rahate AdamI maratA hai to usakI kabra ko hama samAdhi nahIM kahate, kabra ho| tuma to saba Ayojana karate ho ki kisI taraha yaha kinArA na hI kahate haiM; makabarA kahate haiN| samAdhi nahIM kahate kyoMki yaha chUTa jaae| tuma to nAva meM hokara bhI yAtrA nahIM krte| AdamI abhI phira-phira paidA hogaa| abhI samAdhi nahIM milI, isalie saMsAra kabhI-kabhI to tuma kahate bhI ho, saMsArasAgara, abhI AkhirI mRtyu nahIM milii| bhvsaagr| magara tuma mahAvIra aura baddha ke vacana udhAra le rahe samAdhi kA artha hai AtyaMtika mRtya-AkhirI, crm| aba ho| baiThe kinAre para ho, bAteM sAgara kI kara rahe ho| sAgara kA na koI janma hogA, na mauta hogii| pATha sIkha liyaa| yaha vyakti tumheM koI patA nhiiN| sAgara meM to vahI utaratA hai, jIvana usI ke vidyAlaya se vApisa ghara kI tarapha lauTane lgaa| yaha ghara meM lie sAgara banatA hai, jisane pahale zarIra ko nAva samajhA aura jo svIkRta ho jaaegaa| uttIrNa huaa| pramANapatra lekara jA rahA hai| mauta ke kinAre kI tarapha agrasara huaa| ye sUtra tumhAre viparIta hoNge| isalie aura bhI gaura se samajhoge hamane eka nAva jo chor3I bhI to Darate-Darate to hI samajha paaoge| pahalA sUtra : isape bhI cI ba jabIM ho gayA dariyA terA sarIramAhu nAva tti, jIvo vuccai naavio| kavi ne kahA hai, eka nAva bhI, choTI-sI nAva hI hamane tere saMsAro aNNavo vutto, jaM taraMti mhesinno|| sAgara meM chor3I thI ki terA sAgara ekadama nArAja ho gyaa| 'zarIra hai naav| jIva hai naavik| yaha saMsAra hai samudra, jise | ekadama tUphAna uThane lage, lahareM uThane lagIM, AMdhiyAM, bavaMDara maharSijana tara jAte haiN|' | A ge| zarIra to hamAre pAsa bhI hai lekina zarIra nAva nahIM hai| 'zarIra | hamane eka nAva jo chor3I bhI to Darate-Darate nAva hai' kA artha hotA hai, zarIra zarIra se zreSThatara ke lie sAdhana kucha bar3A kiyA bhI na thaa| jarA-sI eka nAva chor3I thii| 548 2010_03

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paMDitamaraNa sumaraNa hai isape bhI cI ba jabIM ho gayA dariyA terA 'zarIra ko nAva, jIva ko nAvika khaa| yaha saMsAra samudra hai, aura terA dariyA bar3A nArAja ho gyaa| jisase maharSijana tara jAte haiN|' jo vyakti nAva utAregA usI ko dariye kI nArAjagI patA aura jo usa kinAre ko chU letA hai, vahI maharSi hai| jo clegii| kinAre para baiThe-baiThe dariyA kA patA hI nahIM cltaa| jIte-jI mara jAtA hai vahI maharSi hai| jo zarIra kI nAva ko khekara sAgara kA anubhava to mAjhI ko hotA hai| jisane apanI | usa pAra pahuMca jAtA hai...| choTI-sI DoMgI ko isa virATa sAgara meM utAra diyA....aura pahaMcate to tama bhI ho. bar3e bemana se| pahaMcate to tama bhI ho. kitanI hI bar3I nAva ho, choTI hI hai| kyoMki sAgara bar3A virATa ghasITe jAte ho tb| isalie to mRtyu kI eka bar3I dukhAMta hai| jisane tUphAna aura AMdhiyoM se bhare isa sAgara meM apanI nAva dhAraNA logoM ke mana meM hai--yamadUta, kAle-kalUTe, bhayAvane, ko utAra diyA, kisI aise kinAre kI talAza meM jo yahAM se bhaiMsoM para savAra; ghasITate haiN| dikhAI bhI nahIM pdd'taa| __yaha bAta behUdI hai| yaha tumhAre bhaya kI khabara detI hai| yaha mRtyu isalie nadI nahIM kahate saMsAra ko, sAgara kahate haiN| dUsarA kA citraNa tumane apane bhaya ke parde se kiyA hai| tuma bhayabhIta ho ndii| dasarA kinArA dikhAI hI nahIM | isalie bhaiMse. kAle-kalaTe. ymdt...| lekina maharSijanoM se pdd'taa| hai to nishcit| isIlie to hameM mauta dikhAI nahIM | puucho| jinakI AMkha nirmala hai, unase puucho| aura unakI bAta hI pdd'tii| hai to nishcit| isa jIvana meM mRtyu ke atirikta aura | saca hogI kyoMki unakI AMkha nirmala hai| ve kahate haiM, mRtyu meM kucha bhI nizcita nahIM hai| bAkI saba anizcita hai| eka hI bAta | unhoMne paramAtmA ko paayaa| yaha choTA, kSudra jIvana gayA, virATa nizcita hai, vaha mRtyu| jIvana milaa| sImA TUTI, asIma se milana huaa| asIma kA kinArA to nizcita hai| kyoMki jisakA eka kinArA hai, | AliMgana hai mRtyu| usakA dUsarA kinArA bhI hogA hii| kitane hI dUra...kitane hI maharSijana se pUcho to ve kaheMge, paramAtmA bAheM phailAe khar3A hai| duur| eka kinAre ke hone meM hI dUsarA kinArA ho gayA hai| aba saMsAra chUTatA hai nishcit| para saMsAra meM pakar3ane jaisA bhI kucha tuma dRr3hatApUrvaka mAna le sakate ho ki dUsarA kinArA hogA hii| nahIM hai| milatA hai aparisIma, jAtA hai kssudr| milatA hai virATa, anumAna kI jarUrata nahIM hai| yaha to sIdhA gaNita hai| yaha khotA hai kssudr| khotA hai kSaNabhaMgura, milatA hai shaashvt| kinArA hai to vaha kinArA bhI hogaa| eka chora hai to dUsarA chora bhI nahIM, mRtyu kA devatA yamadUta kAlA-kalUTA, bhaiMsoM para savAra hogaa| janma ho gayA to mRtyu bhI hogii| nahIM hai| mRtyu se jyAdA suMdara kucha bhI nahIM hai kyoMki mRtyu hai hama aksara jIvana ko janma se hI joDe rakhate haiN| isalie hama vishraam| isa jIvana meM nidrA se saMdara tamane kacha jAnA? gaharI janmadina manAte haiM, mRtyudina nahIM mnaate| hAlAMki jisako hama nidrA, jaba ki svapna bhI thaper3e nahIM dete| saba vAya-kaMpa ruka janmadina kahate haiM, vaha eka tarapha se janmadina hai, dUsarI tarapha se jAte haiN| gaharI nidrA, jaba bAhara kA saMsAra pratichavi bhI nahIM mRtyudina hai| kyoMki hara eka varSa kama hotA jAtA hai| mauta karIba | banAtA, pratibiMba bhI nahIM bnaataa| jaba bAhara ke saMsAra se tuma AtI jAtI hai| agara ThIka se pUcho to janmadina se jyAdA | bilakula hI alaga-thalaga ho jAte ho| gaharI nidrA, jaba tuma mRtyudina hai kyoMki janma to dUra hotA jAtA, mauta karIba hotI | apane meM hote ho DUbe, gahare, tallIna-usase suMdara isa jagata meM jAtI hai| janma kA kinArA to bahuta dUra par3atA jAtA, mauta kA kucha jAnA hai? kinArA karIba AtA jaataa| lekina phira bhI hama pIche mur3akara mRtyu usakA hI anaMtagunA rUpa hai| mRtyu se suMdara kucha bhI dekhate rahate haiN| hama janma ke kinAre ko hI dekhate rahate haiN| nhiiN| mRtyu se jyAdA zAMta kucha bhI nhiiN| mRtyu se jyAdA zubha dUsarA kinArA dikhAI nahIM par3atA isalie kahate haiM: aura satya kucha bhI nhiiN| lekina hamAre bhaya ke kAraNa mRtyu kA bhvsaagr| honA nizcita hai, lekina dRSTi meM nahIM aataa| bahuta | rUpa hama vikRta kara lete haiN| hamAre bhaya ke kAraNa vikRti paidA dUra hai| hotI hai| 5491 ___ 2010_03

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jina satra bhAga: 2 RANA - mahAvIra kahate haiM, maharSijana zarIra ko nAva banAkara, janma ke thor3e hI ghaTatI hai| iMca-iMca AtI hai. rattI-rattI AtI hai| kinAre ko ceSTApUrvaka chor3ate hue, mRtyu ke kinAre ko apane Apa | roja-roja marate ho, taba sattara sAla meM mara pAte ho| bUMda-bUMda upalabdha ho jAte haiN| ve khIMce-ghasITe nahIM jaate| unake sAtha | marate ho taba sattara sAla meM mara pAte ho| yaha jIvana kA ghar3A jabardastI nahIM kI jAtI, ve svecchA se saMkramaNa karate haiN| bUMda-bUMda rikta hotA hai, taba eka dina pUrA khAlI ho pAtA hai| isakA artha huA, aise jIyo ki tumhArA jInA mRtyu ke viparIta aisA thor3e hI ki eka dina AdamI acAnaka jiMdA thA aura eka na ho| aise jIyo ki tumhAre jIvana meM bhI mRtyu kA svAda ho| dina acAnaka mara gayA! sAMjha soe to pUre jiMdA the, subaha mare aise jIyo ki jIvana kA lagAva hI tumhAre mana ko pUrA na ghera le, apane ko pAyA; aisA nahIM hotaa| jIvana kA virAga bhI jagA rhe| janma ke bAda hI maranA zurU ho jAtA hai| idhara janme, lI bhItara vijaya AnaMda eka philma banAtA thaa| kahAnI meM nAyaka ke | zvAsa ki bAhara-zvAsa lene kI taiyArI ho gii| phira janma se marane kI ghar3I aatii| nAyaka gira-gira par3atA hai, maratA hai, niraMtara jIvana aura maraNa sAtha-sAtha calate haiN| samajho ki jaise lekina vijaya AnaMda kA mana nahIM bhrtaa| to Akhira meM vaha donoM tumhAre do paira haiM; yA pakSI ke do paMkha haiN| na pakSI ur3a sakegA jhallAkara, cillAkara nAyaka se kahatA hai, apane marane meM jarA do paMkhoM ke binA, na tuma cala sakoge do pairoM ke binaa| aura jAna ddaalie| janma aura mRtyu jIvana ke do paira haiM, do paMkha haiN| maiMne sunA to mujhe lagA, yaha sUtra to mahatvapUrNa hai| jarA ulaTA tuma eka para hI jora mata do| isIlie to laMgar3A rahe ho| tumane kara lo| vijaya AnaMda ne kahA, apane marane meM jarA aura jAna jiMdagI ko laMgar3I daur3a banA liyA hai| eka paira ko tuma aisA ddaalie| maiM tumase kahatA hai, apane jIvana meM thor3I aura mRtyu | inakAra kie ho ki svIkAra hI nahIM karate ki merA hai| koI ddaalie| mRtyu se ghabar3Aie mt| mRtyu ko kATa-kATa alaga batAe to tuma dekhanA bhI nahIM caahte| koI tumase kahe ki maranA mata krie| roja-roja marie, kSaNa-kSaNa marie, prtikssnn| par3egA to tuma nArAja ho jAte ho| tuma samajhate ho yaha AdamI jaise hama zvAsa lete haiM aura pratikSaNa zvAsa chor3ate haiN| bhItara | dazmana hai| koI kahe ki matya A rahI hai to tama isa bAta ko jAtI zvAsa jIvana kA pratIka hai| bAhara jAtI zvAsa mRtyu kA svAgata se svIkAra nahIM krte| na bhI kucha kaho to bhI itanA to pratIka hai| jaba baccA paidA hotA hai, to pahalI zvAsa bhItara letA mAna lete ho ki yaha AdamI aziSTa hai| mauta bhI koI bAta karane hai, kyoMki jIvana kA praveza hotA hai| jaba AdamI maratA, to kI bAta hai? mauta kI koI bAta karatA hai? / AkhirI zvAsa bAhara chor3atA, kyoMki jIvana bAhara jaataa| isalie to hama kabristAna ko gAMva ke bAhara banAte haiM, tAki bhItara AtI zvAsa nAva meM baiThanA hai, bAhara jAtI zvAsa nAva se | vaha dikhAI na pdd'e| merA basa cale to gAMva ke ThIka bIca meM honA utaranA hai| pratipala ghaTa rahA hai| jaba tuma bhItara zvAsa lete ho to caahie| sAre gAMva ko patA calanA cAhie eka AdamI mare to| jiivn| jaba tuma bAhara zvAsa lete ho to mRtyu| pUre gAMva ko patA calanA caahie| citA bIca meM jalanI cAhie aisA hI kAza! tumhAre mana ke kSitija para bhI ubharatA rhe| | tAki hara eka ke mana para coTa par3atI rhe| aisA kyoM bAhara pratikSaNa tuma maro aura jiiyo| aura pratikSaNa janma aura mRtyu | chipAyA huA gAMva se bilakula dUra? jinako jAnA hI par3atA hai ghaTate raheM, aura tuma kisI ko bhI pakar3o n| aura tuma donoM meM majabUrI meM, vahI jAte haiN| jo bhI jAte haiM, ve bhI cAra AdamI ke saMtaraNa karo aura saralatA se baho, to eka dina jaba virATa mRtyu kaMdhoM para car3hakara jAte haiM, apane paira se nahIM jaate| AegI, tuma apane ko taiyAra paaoge| to tuma nAva meM rhe| to eka jhena phakIra mara rahA thaa| marate vakta ekadama uThakara baiTha tumane zarIra kA nAva kI taraha upayoga kara liyaa| gayA aura usane apane ziSyoM se kahA ki mere jUte kahAM haiM? dhyAna rahe, pratipala kucha mara rahA hai| aisA mata socanA, jaisA unhoMne kahA, kyA matalaba hai? jUte kA kyA kariyegA? loga socate haiM ki sattara sAla ke bAda eka dina AdamI acAnaka cikitsaka to kahate haiM, Apa AkhirI kSaNa meM haiM aura Apa ne bhI mara jAtA hai| yaha bhI koI gaNita huA? mRtyu koI Akasmika | kahA, yaha AkhirI dina hai| usane kahA, isIlie to jUte mAMgatA 1550 2010_03

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paMDitamaraNa sumaraNa hai huuN| maiM calakara jAUMgA mrghtt| bahuta ho gayA yaha dUsaroM ke kaMdhoM hI hai, usase bhaya bhI vyartha hai| dhairyavAna ko bhI maranA hai, vIra para jaanaa| jabardastI maiM na jaauuNgaa| kahate haiM, manuSya jAti kA puruSa ko bhI maranA hai, sAhasI ko bhI maranA hai, kApuruSa ko bhI pahalA AdamI! usa AdamI kA nAma thA bokojuu| yaha jhena maranA hai, kAyara ko bhI maranA hai| maraNa avazyaMbhAvI hai| phakIra calakara gyaa| kabra khodane meM bhI usane hAtha baMTAyA, phira to phira dhIratApUrvaka maranA hI ucita hai| to phira zAna se maranA leTa gayA aura mara gyaa| | hI ucita hai| jaba jo honA hI hai to use prasAdapUrvaka karanA ucita yaha to kucha bAta huii| yaha isa AdamI ne jIvana kA upayoga hai| jo honA hI hai use zRMgArapUrvaka karanA ucita hai| jo honA hI nAva kI taraha kara liyaa| khekara gayA usa paar| lekina isake hai, use samArohapUrvaka karanA ucita hai| jaba maranA hI hai to phira lie to bar3I prAthamika, prathama se hI taiyArI karanI hogii| isake rote, jhIkate, cIkhate-cillAte azobhana DhaMga se kyoM maranA! lie to pUre jIvana hI AyojanA karanI hogii| mRtyu se milana ke AdamI ke hAtha meM itanA hI hai-marane se bacanA to nahIM | lie pUre jIvana dhIre-dhIre maranA sIkhanA hogaa| hai--AdamI ke hAtha meM itanA hI hai, vaha kApuruSa kI taraha mare yA jIvana-dharma kI dRSTi meM marane kI kalA ko sIkhane kA | eka sAhasI vyakti kI taraha mare, dhIrapuruSa kI taraha mre| cunAva avasara hai| mRtyu aura na-mRtyu meM to hai hI nhiiN| cunAva to itanA hI hamAre 'nizcaya hI dhairyavAna ko bhI maranA hai aura kAparuSa ko bhI hAtha meM hai ki zAna se mareM ki rote mreN| AMsaoM se bhare mareM yA maranA hai| jaba maraNa avazyaMbhAvI hai taba phira dhIratApUrvaka maranA gItoM se bhare mreN| uThakara mauta ko AliMgana kara leM yA hI uttama hai|' cIkheM-cillAeM, bhAgeM; aura mRtyu ke dvArA ghasITe jaaeN| dhIreNa vi mariyavvaM, kAuriseNa vi avssmriyvvN| mahAvIra kahate haiM, vikalpa to yahAM hai-mauta ko svIkAra tamhA avassamaraNe, varaM khudhIrattaNe mriuN|| karake mareM yA asvIkAra karate hue mreN| aura jaba maranA hI hai, aura jaba maranA sunizcita hI hai, kahAvata hai, vIra puruSa eka bAra maratA hai| kAyara aneka baar| avazyaMbhAvI hai, Talane kI koI suvidhA nahIM hai, kabhI TalA nahIM ThIka hai khaavt| kyoMki jitanI bAra bhayabhIta hotA hai, utanI hai; hAlAMki AdamI apane ajJAna meM aisA mAnatA hai ki kisI bAra hI mauta ghaTatI hai| vIra puruSa eka bAra mrtaa| agara mujhase aura kA na TalA hogA, maiM TAla luuNgaa| AdamI kI mUr3hatA kI koI pUcho to kahAvata bilakula ThIka, pUrI-pUrI ThIka nahIM hai| vIra sImA hai| | puruSa maratA hI nhiiN| kApuruSa bAra-bAra maratA, kyoMki jisane jo kabhI nahIM huA, AdamI usako bhI mAnatA hai ki koI maraNa ko svIkAra kara liyA usakI mRtyu kahAM? mRtyu to hamAre tarakIba nikala AegI, mere lie ho jaaegaa| AdamI kA asvIkAra ke kAraNa ghaTatI hai| vaha to hamAre inakAra ke kAraNa ahaMkAra aisA madAMdha hai ki yaha bAta mAna letA hai ki maiM apavAda ghaTatI hai| vaha to hama ghasITe jAte haiM isalie ghaTatI hai| huuN| aura koI maratA hai, sadA koI aura maratA hai| maiM to maratA yaha bokojU jo cala par3A jUte pahanakara maraghaTa kI tarapha, yaha nhiiN| isalie mAnane meM suvidhA bhI ho jAtI hai| jaba bhI arthI marA? isako kaise mAroge? isase mauta hAra gii| . tumane dekhI, kisI aura kI nikalate dekhI hai| aura jaba bhI dhairyavAna ko bhI maranA, kApuruSa ko bhii| jaba maraNa tAbUta sajA, kisI aura kA sjaa| citA jalI, kisI aura kI avazyaMbhAvI hai...|' mahAvIra kA tarka sIdhA hai: '...to phira jalI hai| tuma to sadA dekhanevAle rhe| isalie lagatA bhI hai ki dhIratApUrvaka maranA ucita hai|' zAyada koI rAstA nikala aaegaa| mauta merI nhiiN| majhe nahIM dhIratAparvaka marane kA kyA artha hotA hai? dhIratAparvaka marane ghaTatI, auroM ko ghaTatI hai| ye aura saba maraNadharmA haiN| maiM kucha kA artha hotA hai, mRtyu ke bhaya lie jarA bhI avasara na denaa| alaga, achUtA, niyama ke bAhara huuN| mRtyu kaMpAe n| dhIrapuruSa aisA hai, jaise niSkaMpa jl| jhIla mahAvIra kahate haiM mRtyu avazyaMbhAvI hai; nirapavAda ghttegii| phira | shaaNt| niSkaMpa dIye kI jyoti| havA ke koI jhoMke nahIM aate| jo honA hI hai, usase bacane kI AkAMkSA vyartha hai| phira jo honA dhIrapuruSa kI vahI paribhASA hai, jo gItA ke sthitaprajJa kii| ___ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH 2 kRSNa se arjuna ne pUchA hai, kisako kahate haiM Apa dhIrapuruSa? asAdhAraNa deza hai| krAMti ke pahale rUsa ne itane bar3e sAhityakAra kauna hai sthitadhI? sthitadhI kA ThIka artha dhIrapuruSa hai| kauna hai| die, jitane duniyA ke kisI deza ne nahIM die| tAlastAya, jisako Apa sthitaprajJa kahate haiM? kauna hai jisakI prajJA Thahara cekhava, gorkI, dostovaskI, turjaneva--aise nAma ki jinakA gaI? dhI yAnI prjnyaa| dhI yAnI AtyaMtika bodha, aMtartama meM koI mukAbalA nahIM duniyA meN| ekabAragI jinhoMne duniyA ko jalatI huI jyoti| phIkA kara diyaa| agara usa samaya ke duniyA ke dasa bar3e kauna hai sthitadhI? upanyAsa cune jAeM to pAMca rUsI hoMge aura pAMca gair-ruusii| mahAvIra kahate haiM vahI, jise mRtyu vicalita nahIM krtii| jise | sArI duniyA AdhI-AdhI bAMTa dii| apanI mRtyu vicalita nahIM karatI, use phira kisI kI mRtyu phira acAnaka krAMti huI aura saba mara gyaa| huA kyA? vicalita nahIM krtii| | baMdUka laga gaI pIche, kavitA mara gii| jo sahaja aura svataMtra na vahI to kRSNa bhI arjuna se kahate haiM ki ye jo tere sAmane khar3e rahA, vaha jIvaMta nahIM raha jaataa| to kavitA likhI jAtI hai, haiM, tU yaha mata soca ki tere mArane se mAre jaaeNge| 'na hanyate kheta-khalihAna kI prazaMsA meM, phaikTrI ityAdi kI prazaMsA meM, hanyamAne shriire|' koI maratA nhiiN| loga bhaya ke kAraNa marate lekina usameM kucha prANa nahIM hai| jabardastI likhI jAtI hai, haiN| koI mAratA nhiiN| sarakArI AjJA se likhI jAtI hai| upanyAsa bhI likhe jAte haiN| to matya asalI matya nahIM hai| kyoMki matya ko jisane svIkAra | saba calatA hai| kitAba bhI chapatI haiM. kitAba bikatI bhI haiM kiyA vaha to amRta ke darzana ko upalabdha hotA hai| mRtyu tabhI | lekina kucha mUla svara kho gyaa| jabardastI ho gii| mRtyu mAlUma hotI hai jaba hamArA asvIkAra hotA hai| bhUkhe kaviyoM ne, sardI meM ThiThurate kaviyoM ne behatara kavitA tumane kabhI khayAla kiyA? vahI kAma tuma apanI mauja se karo likhI thii| rUsa meM Aja kavi jitanA saMpanna hai utanA duniyA ke aura vahI kAma kisI kI AjJA ke kAraNa jabardastI kro| tuma kisI kone meM nhiiN| acche se acchA makAna usake pAsa hai, kavi ho. aura eka sipAhI tamhArI pITha para baMdaka lagAe khar3A | acche se acchI kAra usake pAsa hai, bhojana kI vyavasthA, acchI | ho, kahatA ho karo kvitaa| tuma acAnaka pAoge, kavitA sUkha se acchI kapar3oM kI vyavasthA, usake baccoM kA jIvana surkssit| gii| tuma acAnaka pAoge, rasadhAra bahatI nhiiN| tuma acAnaka duniyA meM manuSya-jAti ke itihAsa meM kavi, citrakAra, mUrtikAra, pAoge, zabda jur3ate nhiiN| tuma acAnaka pAoge, gIta uThatA upanyAsakAra, sAhityakAra kabhI itane sammAnita aura pratiSThita nhiiN| na kevala yahI, tumhAre bhItara krodha uThegA, bagAvata utthegii| na the| aura na kabhI itane suvidhA-saMpanna the, jitane rUsa meM haiN| agara himmatavara hue to lar3ane laga jaaoge| agara lekina kavitA mara gii| garIbI meM na marI, bhUkha meM na marI, gaira-himmatavara hue to jhukakara tukabaMdI karane lgoge| kavitA | dInatA-durbalatA meM na marI, roga, mRtyu meM na marI, lekina suvidhA paidA nahIM hogii| kisI taraha zabda jamA doge udhAra, murdA, jinameM meM mara gii| pIche baMdUka lagI hai| jabardastI meM mara gii| na koI laya hogI, na koI prANa hogA, na koI AtmA hogii| jIvana kA kucha sUtra hai ki jo tuma svabhAva, saubhAgya, sahajatA tumane kavitA pahale bhI kI hai lekina taba tumane apanI mauja se se karate ho, usakA AnaMda alg| jo tuma jabardastI karate ho, kI thii| dinabhara ke thake-mAMde ghara Ae the| zarIra kI jarUrata thI jabardastI ke kAraNa hI saba galata ho jAtA hai| ki so jAte, lekina AdhI rAta jagate rhe| TimaTimAte dIye kii| jo loga svIkArapUrvaka mare haiM, unase pUcho; maharSijanoM se rozanI meM baiTha kAgaja kAle karate rhe| tumhAre hRdaya se bahatI puucho| mRtyu paramAtmA kA rUpa hai| vaha paramAtmA kA saMdezavAhaka thii| umaMga aura thI, ullAsa aura thaa| hai, DAkiyA hai| rUsa meM kavitA mara gii| unnIsa sau satraha ke bAda rUsa meM koI nahIM, mRtyu bhaiMsoM para savAra hokara nahIM aatii| mRtyu pariyoM kI DhaMga kI kavitA nahIM huI; na eka DhaMga kA upanyAsa likhA gayA, na taraha suMdara hai| pakSiyoM kI taraha ur3akara aatii| tumheM AliMgana meM DhaMga kI eka peMTiMga bnii| sArA sAhitya mara gyaa| aura rUsa | le letii| tumheM gahanatama vizrAma aura virAma detii| tumheM samAdhi 15521 2010_03

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paMDitamaraNa sumaraNa hai kA sukha detii| lekina usakI taiyArI karanI pdd'e| use arjita dUsarA kinArA hai| karanI pdd'e| saphalatA ho to bahuta haMso mt| saphalatA meM to ro lo to phira maranA avazyaMbhAvI hai to dhIratApUrvaka maranA ucit| dhIra clegaa| viphalatA meM haMsanA hai| jaba jIta A rahI ho, haMsane kI bno| ise roja-roja saadho| dhIratA ko roja-roja saadho| jarUrata nhiiN| kyoMki jIta ke sAtha haMsane se kisI ko koI lAbha choTI-choTI cIjeM adhIra kara jAtI haiN| eka pyAlI girakara TUTa | | kabhI nahIM huaa| taba ro lo to clegaa| jaba phUlamAlAeM gale meM jAtI hai aura tuma adhIra ho jAte ho| to thor3A soco to, jaba tuma DAlI jA rahI hoM to sira nIce jhukA lo to clegaa| taba udAsa ho TUToge to kaise na adhIra hooge! eka choTI-moTI dukAna calAte | jAo to clegaa| the, DUba jAtI hai, to adhIra ho jAte ho| to jaba tumhAre jIvana kA mujhe Aja sAhila para rone bhI do pUrA vyavasAya chIna liyA jAegA, jIvana kA pUrA vyApAra baMda | ki tUphAna meM muskurAnA bhI hai! hogA, paTAkSepa hogA, pardA giregA to tuma kaise becaina na ho kinAre para ro lo to calegA kyoMki tUphAna meM haMsane kI taiyArI jAoge! divAlA nikala gayA, eka mitra nArAja ho gayA, aura karanI hai| jo tUphAna meM haMsA vahI hNsaa| sAhila para to koI bhI tuma adhIra ho jAte ho| kisI ne gAlI de dI, apamAna kara diyA haMsa letA hai| kinAre para haMsane meM kyA lagatA hai? haladI lage na aura tuma adhIra ho jAte ho| phiTakarI, raMga cokhA ho jaae| kucha lagatA hI nahIM kinAre para kara tuma mRtyu kA sAmanA kara sakoge? ise to| kinAre para to mur3ha bhI haMsa lete haiM, kAyara bhI haMsa lete haiN| saadho| ye saba avasara haiM dhIraja ko sAdhane ke, dhairya ko nirmita tUphAna meM haMsane kI taiyArI karanI hai| karane ke| jIvana eka gahana prayogazAlA hai| aura pratipala mujhe Aja sAhila para rone bhI do paramAtmA anaMta avasara detaa| ki tUphAna meM muskurAnA bhI hai! kabhI kisI ke dvArA gAlI dilavA detaa| kabhI kisI ke dvArA saphalatA meM aise khar3e raha jAo, jaise kucha bhI nahIM huaa| tabhI apamAna karavA detaa| vaha kahatA hai, saadho| dhairya saadho| tuma viphalatA meM aise khar3e raha sakoge ki jaise kucha bhI nahIM sthitadhI bno| dhIraja jgaao| dhIratA paidA kro| yaha AdamI huaa| jo gAlI de rahA hai, yaha tumhArA hitAkAMkSI hai| ise patA ho na ho, ___ isako kRSNa ne kahA hai, 'samatvaM yoga uccte|' dukha meM, sukha yaha tumhArA kalyANamitra hai| | meM sama ho jAo, yahI yoga hai| yahI dhIratA hai| kabIra ne to kahA hai, 'niMdaka niyare rAkhiye AMgana kuTI bahuta kucha aura bhI hai isa jahAM meM chvaay|' ghara ke pAsa hI basA lo unko| AMgana kuTI chavA yaha duniyA mahaja gama hI gama nahIM hai do| atithi kI taraha unakI sevA karo, paira dbaao| para niMdaka lekina vaha jo bahuta kucha hai, use jAnane kI kalA caahie| ko dUra mata jAne do, pAsa hI rkho| kyoMki vaha bAra-bAra tumheM sAdhAraNataH to AdamI ko lagatA hai, dukha hI dukha hai| kyoMki hama dhairya ko jagAne kA avasara degaa| kevala dukha ko cunane meM kuzala haiN| hama kAMTe bInane meM bar3e soco thor3A isa pr| jo bhI ghaTatA hai usakA sRjanAtmaka niSNAta ho gae haiN| phUla hameM dikhAI hI nahIM pdd'te| phUla usI upayoga kara lo| divAlA nikala jAe to sRjanAtmaka upayoga ko dikhAI par3ate haiM, jo kAMToM meM bhI phUla dekhane ke lie taiyAra ho kara lo| yaha maukA hai| isa vakta apane ko kasa lo| saphalatA | jAtA hai| meM to sabhI dhairyavAna mAlama paDate haiN| vaha to dhokhA hai| phaloM ko kAMToM meM khoja lenA hai| dakha meM sakha kI taraMga ko asaphalatA jaba ghera le, tabhI parIkSA hai| | pakar3anA hai| azAMti meM zAMti kI taraMga ko pakar3anA hai| aura aisI choTI-choTI asaphalatAoM meM sAdhate-sAdhate, viphalatA meM saphalatA kA svara khojanA hai| choTI-choTI laharoM se lar3ate-lar3ate tuma bar3e sAgara meM utarane ke aisI khoja jArI rahe pUre jIvana, to tuma mRtyu meM mahAjIvana khoja yogya ho jaaoge| kinAre se dUra bar3e tUphAna haiN| tUphAnoM ke pAra paaoge| ina choTI-choTI taraMgoM se jUjhate-jUjhate tuma mRtyu kI 553 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 mahAtaraMga se jUjhane ke yogya ho jaaoge| phira tumheM vaha taraMga taiyAra rahoge, anyathA vicalita ho jaaoge| miTA na paaegii| jisane dhIra kI avasthA pA lI, use phira kucha aneka loga aisA socate haiM ki mRtyu ke kSaNa meM samhAla bhI nahIM miTA pAtA hai| leMge-abhI kyA jaldI hai ? aneka loga aisA socate haiM ki le ise mahAvIra eka bar3A anUThA zabda dete haiN| vaha unhIM ne diyA leMge rAma kA nAma marate kSaNa meN| magara tuma le na paaoge| agara hai| ise ve kahate haiM : pNdditmrnn| yaha bar3A pyArA zabda hai| tumhAre pUre jIvana para rAma kA nAma nahIM likhA hai, to mRtyu ke kSaNa 'eka paMDitamaraNa-jJAnapUrvaka, bodhapUrvaka maraNa-saikar3oM meM bhI tama le na paaoge| agara pUre jIvana kAma-kAma-kAma janmoM kA nAza kara detA hai| ataH isa taraha maranA cAhie, jisase calatA rahA to marate vakta rAma nahIM cala skegaa| kyoMki marate maraNa sumaraNa ho jaae|' | vakta to sAre jIvana kA jo sAra-nicor3a hai vahI guuNjegaa| agara hama to jIvana taka ko vyartha kara lete haiN| mahAvIra kahate haiM. jiMdagIbhara dhana hI dhana ginate rahe to marate vakta tama rupaye ginate mRtyu ko bhI sArthaka kiyA jA sakatA hai| isa taraha maro ki mRtyu hI mroge| mana meM ginate mroge| socate maroge ki kyA hogA, bhI, maraNa bhI sumaraNa ho jaae| paMDitamaraNa ise unhoMne nAma diyA itanI saMpatti ikaTThI kara lI hai| aba kyA hogA, kyA nahIM hogaa| mahAvIra ne jitanA ciMtana mRtyu para kiyA hai utanA zAyada kisI eka AdamI mara rahA thaa| usane apanI patnI se pUchA ki merA manISI ne nahIM kiyaa| isalie mahAvIra ne kucha bAteM kahIM haiM, jo bar3A beTA kahAM hai? usane kahA ki Apa ghabar3AeM mata, vaha kisI ne bhI nahIM khiiN| unheM hama dhIre-dhIre samajheM, samajha Apake paira ke pAsa baiThA hai| usane kahA, aura maMjhalA? kahA, paaeNge| pahalI bAta, unhoMne mRtyu meM eka bheda kiyAH vaha bhI pAsa baiThA hai, Apa vizrAma kreN| aura usane kahA, sabase pNdditmrnn| marate to sabhI haiN| prajJApUrvaka mrnaa| paMDita zabda choTA? usane kahA ki vaha to Apake dAyeM hAtha para baiThA huA banatA hai prajJA se-jisakI prajJA jAgrata huii| jo dekhatA hai; hai| vaha AdamI hAtha ke ghuTane Tekakara uThane lgaa| patnI ne kahA, hozapUrvaka hai| aise hI soe-soe nahIM mara jAtA, jAgA-jAgA Apa yaha kyA kara rahe haiM? kahAM jA rahe haiM uThakara? usane kahA, maratA hai| jo mRtyu kA svAgata nIMda meM nahIM karatA, hoza ke dIye kahIM jA nahIM rahA huuN| maiM yaha pUchatA hUM ki phira dukAna kauna calA jalAkara karatA hai| rahA hai? tInoM yahIM ikkaM paMDiyamaraNaM chiMdai jAIsayANi bhuyaanni| aba yaha AdamI mara rahA hai| gira par3A aura mara gayA lekina taM maraNaM mariyavvaM, jeNa mao summao hoi|| dukAna calAtA rhaa| jA rahA hai lekina ciMtA dakAna kI banI hai| 'aise maro ki mRtyu sumaraNa bana jaae| aise maro ki tumhArI jaldI lauTa aaegaa| phira dukAna para baiTha jaaegaa| phira beTe hoMge mRtyu paMDitamaraNa bana jaae|' | bar3e, maMjhale, chotte| phira dukAna calegI, phira mregaa| phira samajheM hm| sIkhanA hogA jIvana kI yAtrA meM hii| kyoMki ghuTane, kohaniyAM Tekakara pUchegA, dukAna kauna calA rahA hai| mRtyu to eka bAra AtI hai, isalie riharsala kA maukA nahIM hai| aise ghUmatA rahatA cAka jIvana kaa| hama punarukta karate rahate tuma aisA nahIM kara sakate ki calo, marane kA thor3A abhyAsa kara vhii-vhii| lekina eka bAta yAda rakhanA, yaha dhokhA kabhI koI leN| kyoMki mRtyu to dubArA nahIM AtI, eka hI bAra AtI hai| nahIM de paayaa| yadyapi aisI kathAeM likhI haiN| ajAmila kI kathA to jIvana meM abhyAsa karanA hogA mRtyu kA; aura koI upAya hai, ki marate vakta-sadA kA pApI-bulAyA, 'nArAyaNa, nahIM hai| mRtyu to jaba AegI to basa A jaaegii| pahale se nArAyaNa!' nArAyaNa usake beTe kA nAma thaa| pApI aksara aise khabara karake bhI nahIM aatii| koI pUrvasUcanA nahIM detii| mRtyu | nAma rakha lete haiN| chipAne ke lie nAma bar3e kAma dete haiN| aura atithi hai| Ane kI tithi nahIM batAtI, isalie atithi| khabara kahate haiM, Upara ke nArAyaNa dhokhe meM A ge| aura jaba | nahIM detI ki aba AtI hUM, taba AtI huuN| basa A jAtI hai| ajAmila marA to unhoMne samajhA ki merA nAma bulAyA thaa| to acAnaka eka dina dvAra para khar3I ho jAtI hai| phira kSaNabhara vaha svarga meM baiThA hai| socane kA bhI avasara nahIM detii| to agara tuma taiyAra hI ho to hI yaha jinhoMne bhI kahAnI gar3hI hai, dhokhebAja loga rahe hoMge, 554 2010_03

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paMDitamaraNa sumaraNa he beImAna rahe hoNge| agara paramAtmA aisA dhokhA khA jAtA hai to phira | jIvana ke phUloM se--jo bhI phUla rahe hoM; sugaMdha ke ki durgaMdha ke, hadda ho gii| tama bhI na khAte dhokhA jaba vaha 'nArAyaNa, nArAyaNa' unakA itra marate kSaNa meM tamhAre sAmane hogaa| bulA rahA thA, to kisI ne dhokhA nahIM khaayaa| usakI patnI ne tumane yaha bAta sunI hogii| loga kahate haiM, marate vakta AdamI dhokhA nahIM khAyA, usake lar3ake ne dhokhA nahIM khaayaa| aura jaba ke sAmane pUre jIvana kI tasvIra A jAtI hai| usakA matalaba vaha nArAyaNa ko balA rahA thA to ve sabhI jAna rahe hoMge ki kevala itanA hI hai ki pare jIvana kA sAra-nicoDa, sAre anabhavoM kisalie bulA rahA hai| kucha na kucha upadrava... / purAnA pApI kA itra AdamI ke hAtha hotA hai| vahI itra lekara AdamI calatA thaa| marate vakta kucha aura karavA jAnA cAhatA ho| hai, dUsarI yAtrA para nikalatA hai| maiMne sunA hai, eka pApI mara rahA thaa| usane apane saba beToM ko ! paMDitamaraNa kA artha hai, vyakti pUre jIvana marane ke lie taiyArI ikaTThA kara liyA, aura kahA ki merI AkhirI bAta mAnoge? ve karatA rhaa| jo avazyaMbhAvI hai usake lie taiyAra hotA rhaa| saba ddre| bar3e to bahuta Dare kyoMki ve jAnate the bApa ko, ki vaha | buddha ke pAsa jaba koI saMnyAsI pahalI daphA dIkSita hote the to AkhirI bAta meM kahIM ulajhA na jaae| jiMdagIbhara ulajhAyA aba ve unheM kahate the, tIna mahIne maraghaTa para rho| ve thor3e cauMkate ki AkhirI bAta...aura jAte-jAte koI aisA daMdaphaMda na khar3A kara kisalie? maraghaTa para kyA sAra hai? buddha kahate, pahale mRtyu jaae| magara choTA beTA jarA nayA-nayA thA aura bApa ko jAnatA ko ThIka se dekho| baiThe raho maraghaTa pr| AtI raheMgI lAzeM, nahIM thA to vaha pAsa A gayA aura usane kahA, Apa kheN| usane jalatI raheMgI citAeM, haDDiyAM TUTatI raheMgI, sira phor3e jAte raheMge, kAna meM kahA ki ye saba to lucce-laphaMge haiN| inhoMne kabhI merI rAkha ho jaaegii| loga rAkha ko bInane A jaaeNge| tuma yaha sunI nahIM aura Aja bhI nahIM suna rahe haiN| meM mara rahA hU~; bApa mara dekhate raho tIna mhiine| basa baiThe raho maraghaTa pr| / kasama khAte ho ki karoge? usane kahA, kasama | tIna mahIne agara tuma bhI maraghaTa para baiThoge, aura kacha dekhane na khAtA huuN| Apa bolie to| milegA to mRtyu avazyaMbhAvI hai yaha satya tumhArA anubhUta satya usane kahA, to aisA karanA; jaba maiM mara jAUM to merI lAza ko ho jaaegaa| Tukar3e karake par3osiyoM ke ghara meM DAla denA aura pulisa meM riporTa aura kisI na kisI dina tIna mahInoM meM, jisa dina dhyAna ThIka likhA denaa| usane kahA, lekina kisalie? usane kahA ki se pakar3a legA aura citta ekAgra hogA, citA jala rahI hogI... merI AtmA bar3I prasanna hogI, jaba saba baMdhe jaaeNge| merI AtmA aura roja-roja citA jalate dekhoge to kisI dina tuma nahIM socate kI prasannatA ke lie itanA to kara denaa| phira maiM to mara hI gayA, aisA nahIM hogA ki tuma dekha loge, yaha maiM hI jala rahA hUM! yaha deha to kATane meM harjA kyA hai? jiMdagIbhara se yaha eka AkAMkSA rahI merI jaisI deha hai| yaha deha ThIka merI jaisI deha hai aura rAkha huI jA hai ki ina sabako baMdhA huA dekha luuN| aba marate bApa kI yaha rahI hai| maiM rAkha ho rahA hUM, yaha tuma nahIM dekha pAoge? AkAMkSA--inakAra mata krnaa| dekha, tUne kasama bhI khA lii| yaha agara pratIti saghana ho jAe ki mRtyu avazyaMbhAvI hai to to vaha jo ajAmila bulA rahA thA beTe ko ki 'nArAyaNa, tama phira tatkSaNa usakI taiyArI meM laga jaaoge| abhI to hama nArAyaNa', patA nahIM kauna-sA upadrava karavAne ke lie bulA rhaa| jIvana kI taiyAra meM lage haiM--jIvana, jo ki jaaegaa| usakI ho| koI dhokhe meM nahIM thA, lekina kathAkAra kahate haiM ki Upara taiyArI kara rahe haiM, jo ki chInA jaaegaa| mRtyu jo ki AegI hI, kA nArAyaNa dhokhe meM A gyaa| ye AdamI kI beImAniyAM haiN| isa usakI koI taiyArI nahIM hai| idhara hama taiyArI kara rahe haiM; makAna dhokhe meM mata pdd'naa| tuma isa dhokhe meM mata jiinaa| banAte, dhana jor3ate, pada-pratiSThA-sArA Ayojana karate haiM ki mRtyu ke kSaNa meM tuma vahI kara pAoge, jo tumane jIvanabhara kiyA jInA hai| marane kA Ayojana kaba karoge? aura yaha jInA sadA hai| usI kA saar-nicodd'| usI kI nissptti| jaise hajAra-hajAra rahanevAlA nahIM hai| iMtajAma loga aisA karate haiM, jaise sadA rahanA gulAba ke phUloM se itra nikAla liyA jAtA hai| itra to bUMdabhara hai| aura eka dina acAnaka iMtajAma ke bIca meM mauta A dhamakatI hotA hai; hajAra-hajAra phUloM se nicur3atA hai| aise hI tumhAre pUre hai| saba ThATha par3A raha jaaegaa| aura kisI bhI ghar3I saMdeza A 1555 2010_03 www.jainelibrar.org

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556 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 | jAtA hai aura baMjAre ko apanA taMbU ukhAr3a lenA par3atA hai / cala par3anA par3atA hai| 'paMDitamaraNa, jJAnapUrvaka maraNa saikar3oM janmoM kA nAza kara detA hai, ataH isa taraha maranA cAhie jisase maraNa sumaraNa ho jaae|' adabhuta sadaguru rahe hoMge mahAvIra / sikhAte haiM marane kI kalA / kahate haiM, aise maro ki maraNa sumaraNa ho jaae| kaise hogA maraNa sumaraNa? roja-roja maro / pratipala maro / subaha maro, sAMjha mro| rAta jaba soo to mara jaao| jo dina bIta gayA usake lie mara jaao| jo-jo bItatA jAtA hai usake lie marate jAo, usako ikaTThA mata kro| usakA bojha mata ddhoo| bojha kI taraha atIta ko mata khiiNco| jo gayA, gayA / use jAne do| pratipala nae ho jAo! idhara mare, udhara janma / idhara purAne ko chor3A, nae kA AvirbhAva / to mauta tumheM aisI jagaha nahIM pAegI, jahAM tumhAre pAsa kucha chInane ko ho / tumhAre pAsa kucha hogA hI nhiiN| kisI kSaNa mauta AegI to tuma to hara vakta atIta ke lie marate jAte ho| atIta ke saMbaMdha, AsaktiyAM, rAga, dhana, pada, pratiSThA... tuma to marate jAte ho| sammAna-apamAna, saphalatA-viphalatA... tuma to marate jAte ho / sukha-dukha, viSAda... tuma to marate jAte ho / mRtyu eka dina AegI, tuma kore kAgaja kI taraha pAe jaaoge| tumhAre pAsa pakar3ane ko kucha na hogaa| tumhAre pAsa bulAne ko kucha na hogA, cIkhane-cillAne ko kucha na hogaa| tuma jAnoge, koI merA nahIM / tuma jAnoge, kucha merA nahIM / tuma khar3e ho jaaoge| tuma jUte pahanakara khar3e ho jaaoge| tuma mauta ke hAtha meM hAtha DAla loge| tuma kahoge, maiM taiyAra huuN| maiM to sadA se taiyAra thA, itanI dera kyoM lagAI ? itanI dera kahAM rahI tU ? kabase hama pratIkSA krte| kabase hama taiyAra baiThe the| basa, aise AdamI se mauta hAra jAtI hai| isako mahAvIra phira bichur3a jaaeNge| sumaraNa kahate haiN| jIvana ko, jo ki kSaNabhaMgura hai, use zAzvata mata smjho| jo jAegA vaha jA hI cukA hai| jo miTegA vaha miTa hI rahA hai| jo chUTegA, vaha tumhAre hAtha se chUTa hI rahA hai / vyartha aTake mata rho| vyartha muTThI mata bAMdho, kholo muTThI / lekina hamArI tarkadRSTi aura hai| hama kahate haiM, jo chUTanevAlA hai use jora se pakar3a lo ki kahIM aura jaldI na chUTa jaae| hama kahate haiM, jo kSaNabhaMgura hai use bhoga lo| kahIM kSaNa bIta na jaae| hama kahate haiM, isake pahale mauta Ae, jIvana ko jI lo, nicor3a lo rasa / kahIM aisA na ho, ki mauta A jAe aura tuma rasa hI na nicor3a pAo / cAMdanI kI Dagara para tuma sAtha ho prANa yuga-yuga taka amara yaha rAta ho kala halAhala hI pilA denA mujhe Aja madhu kI rAta madhu kI bAta ho hAtha meM ravi-caMdra paga meM phUla hai nRtyamaya astitva unmada jhUla hai rikta bhItara se magara yaha jiMdagI basa bagUle- sI bhaTakatI dhUla hai rAta hai, madhu hai, samarpita gAta hai Aja to yaha pApa bhI avadAta hai saghana zyAmala keza laharAte raheM maiM hUM bhrama meM abhI to rAta hai cAMdanI kI Dagara para tuma sAtha ho prANa yuga-yuga taka amara yaha rAta ho -jo honA nahIM hai usakI hama AkAMkSA karate haiN| 2010_03 prANa yuga-yuga taka amara yaha rAta ho ! - koI rAta, koI nIMda, koI sapanA yuga-yuga taka hone ko nahIM hai| 1 cAMdanI kI Dagara para tuma sAtha ho kauna kisake sAtha hai? cAMdanI bar3A jhUThA sammohana hai| kauna kisake sAtha hai? lagate haiM ki loga kisI ke sAtha haiN| rAha para anajAna mila gae yAtrI haiN| palabhara ko sAtha ho gayA / nadI - nAva saMyoga haiN| abhI nahIM the sAtha, abhI sAtha haiM, abhI kala halAhala hI pilA denA mujhe -- kala mauta Ae, tthiik| kala jahara pilAo, ThIka / Aja madhu kI rAta madhu kI bAta ho| to sAdhAraNataH hama mRtyu ko TAlate haiM ki kala hogI mRtyu | Aja to jIvana hai| Aja kyoM mRtyu kI bAta uThAeM? aise vicAraka bhI haiM jagata meM jo kahate haiM, mRtyu kI bAta hI uThAnI rugNatA hai| unakI dRSTi meM mahAvIra to mArbiDa, rugNa

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paMDitamaraNa sumaraNa hai MARATHI vicAraka haiN| phrAyaDa jaise vicAraka haiN| jo kahate haiM, mRtyu kI kala halAhala hI pilA denA mujhe bAta hI nahIM uThAnI caahie| hAlAMki phrAyaDa khuda mRtyu se bar3A Aja madhu kI rAta madhu kI bAta ho| bhayabhIta hotA thaa| vaha itanA bhayabhIta ho jAtA thA ki kabhI phira bhI hama jAnate haiM kyoMki jo hai, use hama kaise jhuThalA agara koI mauta kI jyAdA bAta kare to do daphe to vaha behoza ho sakate haiM? gayA thaa| kisI ne mauta kI carcA cher3a dI aura vaha ghabar3Ane hAtha meM ravi-caMdra paga meM phUla hai lgaa| vaha pheMTa hI kara gayA, gira hI gayA kursI se| nRtyamaya astitva unmada jhUla hai usakA ziSya juMga apane saMsmaraNoM meM likhatA hai ki phrAyaDa ke rikta bhItara se magara yaha jiMdagI sAtha vaha amarIkA jA rahA thA jahAja pr| juMga kI bar3I bahuta | basa bagale-sI bhaTakatI dhUla hai| dinoM kI ruci thI, ijipta kI mamI-tAbUtoM meM, murdA lAzoM meN| jAnate to haiMusako kyA patA ki yaha phrAyaDa itanA ghabar3A jAtA hai| soca bhI basa bagale-sI bhaTakatI dhala hai nahIM sakatA thaa| donoM jahAja ke Deka para khar3e the| kucha bAta cala rikta bhItara se magara yaha jiMdagI par3I, saMsmaraNa nikala AyA, usane ijipta kI mamiyoM kI bAta | isa riktatA ko, isa sUnepana ko bharane ke lie hama hajAra upAya kii| usane unakA varNana kiyaa| vaha to varNana karatA rahA, karate haiM jiMdagI meN| ekadama phrAyaDa kaMpane lagA aura vaha to cAroM khAne citta ho gyaa| mahAvIra kahate haiM, isa sUnepana ko tuma bhara na paaoge| tuma aise vyaktiyoM se yaha sadI prabhAvita huI hai| aise vyaktiyoM ne kitanA hI DhAMka lo, yaha ughdd'egaa| yaha ughar3akara rhegaa| isa sadI ke mAnasa ko racA hai| phrAyaDa kA manovijJAna isa sadI mRtyu avazyaMbhAvI hai| tumheM apanI isa zunyatA kA sAkSAtkAra kI AdhArabhUta zilA bana gayA hai| aura phrAyaDa kahatA hai, jo karanA hI hogaa| tumheM apane ko miTate hue dekhanA hI hogaa| mRtyu kI bAta karate haiM, ve mArbiDa, ve rugnncitt| isase tuma baca na skoge| isase koI kabhI baca nahIM paayaa| to magara thor3A soco| agara phrAyaDa aura mahAvIra meM cunanA ho to bajAya bacane ke, bhAgane ke, mRtyu ko hama zubha ghar3I meM kyoM na kauna rugNacitta mAlUma hogA? mahAvIra mRtyu kA itanA ciMtana badala leM? aura carcA aura itanA dhyAna karane ke bAda jaise mahAjIvita mAlUma | rAta hai, madhu hai, samarpita gAta hai par3ate haiN| idhara phrAyaDa, kahatA hai mRtyu kA ciMtana rugNa hai| lekina bhItara se hama jAnate bhI haiM, saba jA rahA, saba kssnnbhNgur| pAnI lagatA hai yaha raizanalAijezana hai| lagatA hai, vaha itanA DaratA hai | kA babUlA--aba phUTA, taba phuuttaa| magara doharAe jAte haiM Upara khuda, ki apanI surakSA kara rahA hai| vaha itanA bhayabhIta hai mRtyu se seki jo mRtyu kI bAta karate haiM, unako vaha rokane kI ceSTA kara rahA rAta hai, madhu hai, samarpita gAta hai hai ki yaha bAta hI rugNa hai| yaha bAta hI mata utthaao| Aja to yaha pApa bhI avadAta hai mahAvIra meM jIvana kA phUla khilA hai mRtyu ke madhya meN| nahIM, | saghana zyAmala keza laharAte raheM mahAvIra rugNa nahIM haiN| mahAvIra se svastha AdamI aura khojanA maiM rahUM bhrama meM abhI to rAta hai| muzkila hogaa| hama kitanI-kitanI bhAMti bhrama ko posate haiN| kitanI-kitanI lekina hama sAdhAraNataH mahAvIra kI bajAya phrAyaDa se rAjI haiN| bhAMti bhrama ko ukhar3ane nahIM dete| eka tarapha se ukhar3atA hai to ThoMka hama kaheM kucha, cAhe hama jaina hI kyoM na hoM, aura jAkara maMdira meM | lete haiN| dUsarI tarapha se ukhar3atA hai, vahAM ThoMka lete haiN| idhara mahAvIra kI pUjA hI kyoM na kara Ate hoM, lekina agara hama mana | palastara girA, cUnA ukhar3a gayA, pota lete haiN| TImaTAma karate meM TaToleMge to hama phrAyaDa ke sAtha rAjI haiM, mahAvIra ke sAtha rahate haiN| aura yaha TImaTAma karate-karate eka dina bIta jAte; nhiiN| agara koI mRtyu kI carcA cher3a de to hama bhI kahate haiM, kahAM vyatIta ho jAte haiN| kI dukhabharI bAteM uThA rahe ho! chor3o bhii| isake pahale ki aisI ghar3I Ae, apane ko vyartha 557 ___ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga:-2 samajhA-samajhAkara, pAnI ke babUloM se mana ko mata ulajhAe ullekha bhI nahIM hai| lekina zAzvata meM inane vijaya kI ghoSaNA rkhnaa| kSaNabhaMgura ko kSaNabhaMgura jAnanA zAzvata ko jAnane kI kI hai| vijaya kI duMdubhI bajAI hai amRta meN| pahalI zarta hai| asAra ko asAra kI taraha pahacAna lenA sAra kA agara kahIM koI zAzvata kA itihAsa hai to vahAM tuma nAdira kA, dvAra kholanA hai| taimUralaMga kA aura caMgIja kA aura hiTalara kA aura nepoliyana jI uThe zAyada zalabha isa Asa meM aura sikaMdara kA nAma na paaoge| vahAM tumheM mahAvIra kA, buddha rAta bhara ro-ro dIyA jalatA rahA kA, kRSNa kA, krAisTa kA, mohammada kA, jarathustra kA nAma thaka gayA jaba prArthanA kA puNyabala milegaa| eka dUsare DhaMga kI vijaya hai| vAstavika vijaya hai| so gaI jaba sAdhanA hokara viphala 'asaMbhrAMta, nirbhaya satpuruSa eka paMDitamaraNa ko prApta hotA hai jaba dharA ne bhI na dhIraja diyA aura zIghra hI anaMta-maraNa kA-bAra-bAra ke maraNa kA aMta vyaMgya jaba AkAza ne haMsakara kiyA kara detA hai|' Aga taba pAnI banAne ke lie eka hI bAra mara jAtA hai| pUrA-pUrA mara jAtA hai| kucha rokatA rAta bhara ro-ro dIyA jalatA rahA nahIM, kucha jhijhakatA nhiiN| samagrarUpa se samarpita ho jAtA hai mRtyu lekina tuma cAhe roo, cAhe cIkho-cillAo; jo nahIM | ko| to paMDitamaraNa eka, phira honevAle bhaviSya ke anaMta janma hotA, nahIM hotaa| Aga pAnI nahIM bntii| aura mRtyuoM se chuTakArA ho jAtA hai| Aga taba pAnI banAne ke lie jAgo! tumhArA to jIvana bhI abhI paMDita-jIvana nahIM hai| rAta bhara ro-ro dIyA jalatA rahA yAtrA bar3I hai| maraNa ko bhI paMDitamaraNa banAnA hai| aisI jhUThI rote raho, Aga pAnI nahIM bntii| aura saba tuma para hNseNge| bAtoM meM bahuta mata ulajhe rho| apane mana ko samajhAte mata rho| jaba dharA ne bhI na dhIraja diyA ye sAMtvanAeM, jo tuma de rahe ho, bahuta kAma na aaeNgii| vyaMgya jaba AkAza ne haMsakara kiyA khuda ko bahalAnA thA Akhira, khuda ko bahalAtA rahA thaka gayA jaba prArthanA kA puNyabala maiM ba-I-soje-darU haMsatA rahA. gAtA rahA so gaI jaba sAdhanA hokara viphala bhItara to Aga hai| hRdaya to jala rahA hai| hRdaya meM to koI tuma jo bhI kara rahe ho, vaha viphala honA usakA nizcita hai| tRpti nahIM, magara khuda ko bahalAnA thA to khuda ko bahalAtA rhaa| lAkha upAya karo to bhI tuma haaroge| yaha jIvana hI hArane ko hai| maiM ba-I-soje-darU haMsatA rahA gAtA rahA! isa jIvana kA artha hI viphalatA hai| yahAM koI jIta nahIM paataa| Aga ko bhItara chipAe ho| mauta ko bhItara chipAe ho| Upara yahAM vijaya hotI hI nhiiN| jahAM mRtyu honI hai, vahAM vijaya se haMsate rahate, gAte rhte| kAgaja ke phUla cipakAe ho| kaisI? matya meM hI agara jIte to jIta ho sakatI hai| yaha dhokhe kI paTTI ttegii| yaha pardA utthegaa| isake pahale ki isalie mahAvIra ne kahA hai, jo mRtyu ko jIta letA hai vahI jayI mauta uThAe, tuma hI uThA lo, to zobhA hai; to sammAna hai, to hai, vahI jina hai| jina zabda kA artha hotA hai, jIta liyaa| to do garimA hai|| taraha ke vijetA haiM jagata meN| ekaH nepoliyana, sikaMdara, | jo mauta kare vaha tuma hI kara do, isI kA nAma saMnyAsa hai| jo taimUralaMga, nAdirazAha--ye saba dhokhe ke vijetA haiN| mauta to mauta kare vaha tuma hI kara do| jahAM-jahAM se mauta tumheM chIna legI, inako bilakula bhikhArI kara jAtI hai| | vahAM-vahAM tuma hI kaha do ki merA yahAM kucha bhI nahIM hai| mauta phira aura eka dUsarI taraha ke vijetA haiM : mahAvIra, buddha, kRSNa, | patnI se chIna legI? to jAna lo mana meM ki patnI kauna kisakI kraaistt| jIvana meM to inakI koI vijaya kI kahAnI nahIM hai| hai? mauta pati se chIna legI? to jAna lo mana meM, jAga jAo, itihAsa meM to inake koI caraNa-cihna nahIM haiN| samaya ke bhItara to kauna kisakA pati hai? sAtha ho lie do kSaNa ko| ajanabI haiN| inhoMne kucha jItA nahIM hai, isalie itihAsa meM inakA ThIka-ThIka eka-dUsare kI sevA kara lI, bhut| eka-dUsare ko dukha na diyA -558 2010_03

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paMDitamaraNa sumaraNa hai to kaaphii| sukha to kauna kisako de pAyA? eka-dUsare ke lie parijJAnapUrvaka zarIra kA tyAga kara de|' phUla, bichAe... biche to nahIM, ceSTA kI bhut| eka-dUsare ke | yaha mahAvIra kI anUThI bAta hai| sirpha mahAvIra ne kahI hai sAre rAste se thor3e kAMTe bIna lie, pryaapt| itanA hI bahuta hai| yaha manuSya-jAti ke itihAsa meN| mahAvIra ne bhara apane saMnyAsI ko bhI asaMbhava hai| yaha bhI ho gayA, camatkAra hai| svecchA-maraNa kI AjJA dI hai| lekina kauna kisakA hai? ajanabI ko ajanabI jaano| jo mahAvIra kahate haiM, jIvana to sAdhana hai; apane Apa meM sAdhya baccA tumhAre ghara paidA huA, vaha bhI ajanabI hai| eka ajJAta nahIM hai| tumase koI pUche, kisalie jIte? to tuma kahoge, jIne AtmA na mAlUma kahAM se, na mAlUma kina lokoM se, na mAlUma ke lie jIte haiN| tumase koI pUche ki sau sAla jInA cAhate ho? kina graha-nakSatroM se, na mAlUma kina pRthviyoM se, na mAlUma kina tuma kahoge, jarUra jInA cAhate haiN| jIvana-pathoM se hokara tumhAre dvAra A gaI hai| apanA mAnane kI kyA karoge? sau sAla nahIM, hajAra sAla bhI jIkara karoge bhUla mata kro| kyA? hogA kyA? tuma kahoge, hone kA savAla kahAM hai? basa dhana hai to ThIka, nahIM hai to tthiik| Asakti ko thor3A zithila jInA hI bahuta hai| hama logoM ko AzIrvAda dete haiM, sau sAla kro| muTThI kholo| aura aisA mata kaho ki jaba mauta AegI jiiyo| koI phikra hI nahIM karatA ki sau sAla jIkara yaha becArA taba nipaTa leNge| karegA kyA? isakI bhI to kucha soco! tumane to AzIrvAda de tor3a leMge hareka zai se riztA diyaa| tuma to muphta meM dekara mukta ho gae, aba yaha phaMsa gyaa| tor3a dene kI naubata to Ae yaha laTakA rahegA kisI aspatAla meN| hAtha-paira ulTe-sIdhe baMdhe hama kayAmata ke khuda muMtajira haiM. hoNge| nAka meM AksIjana jA rahI hogii| zarIra meM glUkoja kA para kisI dina kayAmata to Ae iMjekzana lagA hogaa| isakI bhI to soco| tumane to de diyA -AegI mauta, taba nipaTa leNge| AzIrvAda ki sau sAla jiiyo| tor3a leMge hareka zai se riztA sirpha jInA apane Apa meM mUlya thor3e hI hai! isalie mahAvIra tor3a dene kI naubata to Ae ne isa bAta ko bar3I himmata se liyaa| mahAvIra kI bAta Aja lekina jaba naubata AegI to eka pala meM ghaTa jAtI hai| pala ke nahIM kala daniyA meM svIkAra karanI pdd'egii| choTe-se khaMDa meM ghaTa jAtI hai| tumheM avasara na milegaa| tuma | pazcima meM bar3e jora se isa para AMdolana calA hai| hAlAMki jAga bhI na pAoge aura mauta tamheM uThA le jaaegii| unako kisI ko mahAvIra kA patA nahIM kyoMki mahAvIra pazcima nahIM, isa taraha TAlo mata, sthagita mata kro| mauta A rahI hai, ke lie bilakula aparicita haiN| pazcima meM isakA bar3A ciMtana A hI gaI hai| naubata A hI gaI hai| naubata AtI hI rahI hai| cala rahA hai kyoMki pazcima aba, sau sAla ke karIba jIne kI kayAmata kala nahIM hai, kayAmata Aja hai, abhI hai, yahIM hai| tumheM | suvidhA usako upalabdha ho gaI hai| yahAM to hama AzIrvAda hI dete jo karanA ho, abhI kara lo|| rhe| AzIrvAda se hI koI jItA hai? lekina pazcima ke vijJAna cIjoM ko sIdhA-sIdhA dekho| AMkhoM meM bhrama mata paalo| to | ne AzIrvAda ko pUrA kara diyaa| jIvana bhI paMDita kA jIvana ho jAtA hai aura mRtyu bhI paMDita kI | aba loga jI rahe haiN| sau sAla ke pAra pahuMca gae haiM kucha log| mRtyu ho jAtI hai| | aba ve bar3I muzkila meM haiN| ve kahate haiM, hameM marane kA haka 'sAdhaka paga-paga para doSoM kI AzaMkA, saMbhAvanAoM ko caahie| pazcima meM bUr3hoM kI jamAteM haiM, jo AMdolana calA rahI dhyAna meM rakhakara cle| choTe se choTe doSa ko bhI pApa samajhe haiN| jo kaha rahI haiM, hamArA janmasiddha adhikAra hai ki hameM maranA usase sAvadhAna rhe| nae-nae lAbha ke lie jIvana ko surakSita caahie| hameM tuma bacA nahIM skte| hamako marane kA maukA do| rkhe|' magara aba taka isakI koI duniyA ke kisI kAnUna meM vyavasthA 'jaba jIvana tathA deha se lAbha hotA dikhAI na de to nahIM hai| AtmahatyA bar3A aparAdha hai| bar3e maje kI bAta hai| 559 ___JainEducation International 2010_03 www.jainelibrary org

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560 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 agara AtmahatyA karate hue pakar3a lie jAo, to sarakAra tumako ddaa| yaha bhI koI bAta huI ? tuma khuda hI mara rahe the| aba | tumako aura mArane kI kyA jarUrata hai? tuma to khuda hI aparAdha bhI kara rahe the, daMDa bhI de rahe the| nipaTArA huA jA rahA thaa| lekina agara pakar3a lie gae-- mara gae to ThIka, agara aparAdha kara gujare to phira koI daMDa nahIM hai - lekina agara karate hue pakar3a lie gae aura aparAdha pUrA na ho pAyA to daMDa hai| yaha aba taka to ThIka thA / hamAre niyama aura kAnUna bhI kAraNa se hote haiN| jIvana bar3A muzkila rahA hai, bar3A asaMbhava rahA hai| sattara sAla, assI sAla jInA bar3A muzkila rahA hai / jitanI khojeM huI haiM duniyA meM jamIna ke nIce par3I huI manuSya kI haDDiyoM kI, to aisA lagatA hai pAMca hajAra sAla pahale cAlIsa varSa AkhirI umra thii| kyoMki pAMca hajAra varSa pahale kI koI bhI haDDI nahIM milI hai, jo cAlIsa varSa se jyAdA purAne AdamI kI ho| aura pIche jAne para, koI sattara aura pacahattara hajAra sAla purAnI jo pekiMga meM haDDiyAM milI haiM, ve to batAtI haiM ki AdamI muzkila se paccIsa sAla jItA thaa| to jIvana bar3A muzkila rahA hai| aura paccIsa sAla bhI, eka ghara meM agara eka darjana beTe |paidA hoM to do baca jAeM, bahuta / kyoMki dasa baccoM meM nau bacce mara jAte the| to jIvana kI bar3I muzkila thii| jIvana bar3A nyUna thA / muzkila se milatA thA / jIvana kA bar3A avasara thaa| sabhI ko nahIM mila jAtA thaa| to sau sAla jIne kA hama AzIrvAda dete the, vaha ThIka hai| aba jIvana bar3A sugama hai| kama se kama pazcima meM to sugama ho gayA hai| loga sau sAla taka pahuMca rahe haiN| sattara-assI sAla ausata umra ho gaI hai| assI sAla kA honA koI bahuta bUr3hA honA nahIM hai| isalie hama cauMkate haiM, yahAM jaba akhabAra meM kabhI khabara AtI hai ki nabbe sAla ke bUr3he ne vivAha kara liyA to hama bahuta cauMkate haiN| yaha bhI kyA pAgalapana hai ? nabbe sAla kA bUr3hA, aura vivAha ? lekina pazcima meM zarIra kI umra laMbA rahI hai / nabbe sAla kA bUr3hA bhI vivAha karane kI hAlata meM hai| to eka nayA savAla uThanA zurU huA hai ki AdamI ko marane kA haka honA caahie| yaha janmasiddha adhikAra honA cAhie sabhI vidhAnoM meN| kyoMki eka AdamI agara eka sau dasa sAla 2010_03 kA ho gayA aura maranA cAhatA hai... kyoMki karoge kyA ? roja uThanA vahI, roja sonA vahI, roja khA-pI lenA vahI / phira saba apane saMbaMdhI jA cuke, mitra- priyajana jA cuke aura eka AdamI jiMdA hai| usakI sArI duniyA jA cukI / vaha sau sAla pahale paidA huA thA, vaha duniyA jA cukI / saba badala gyaa| vaha bilakula ajanabI hai| jaise kisI aura loka meM jabardastI usako lAkara khar3A kara diyaa| baccoM se koI tAlamela nahIM rahA / bacce bilakula dUsarI duniyA meM jI rahe haiN| vaha kare bhI kyA jIkara ? sAra bhI kyA hai ? kaSTa hotA hai, zarIra dukhatA hai, artharAiTisa hai, hajAra bImAriyAM haiN| kare kyA jIkara? aura jI rahA hai kyoMki meDikala sAiMsa ne jIne kI suvidhA juTA dI hai| jI sakatA hai| aba hama AdamI ko khIMca sakate haiM, do sau sAla taka bhI / usako marane hI na deN| usako aspatAla meM rakhakara hama jiMdA rakha sakate haiN| aba aspatAla meM DAkTaroM kI bhI bar3I kaThinAI hai| kyoMki agara ve AksIjana baMda kareM to usakA matalaba hai, unhoMne isako maaraa| purAne niyama se ve hatyAre haiN| unakA purAnA zAstra kahatA hai, kisI ko mAranA nahIM, bacAne kI koziza krnaa| agara ve isako glUkoja na deM to yaha mara jaaegaa| lekina taba mArane kA jummA unake Upara pdd'egaa| abhI kAnUna isakA maukA nahIM de rahA hai, lekina kAnUna ko yaha maukA denA par3egA | mahAvIra kI bAta samajha meM Ane jaisI hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, jaba koI AdamI aisI jagaha A jAe, jahAM zarIra se aba kucha bhI dhyAna meM gati na hotI ho, samAdhi kI tarapha yAtrA na hotI ho; dhyAna se, dharma se, samAdhi se paramAtmA kA aba koI anubhava meM vikAsa na hotA ho, koI lAbha na hotA ho... yaha mahAvIra kA lAbha ThIka se smjhnaa| yaha jainiyoM kA lAbha nahIM hai ki aba koI dhana kamAne kI suvidhA na rahI, ki riTAyarameMTa ho gayA, aba jIkara kyA kareM ? mahAvIra jaba kahate haiM, nae-nae lAbha ke lie jIvana ko surakSita rakhe, to ve yaha kahate haiM, roja-roja paramAtmA kA adhikatama aMza anubhava meM Ane lage to to jIvana kA koI sAra hai| lekina kabhI agara aisA ho jAe ki jaba jIvana tathA deha se lAbha hotA dikhAI na de to parijJAnapUrvaka zarIra kA tyAga kara de| yaha zarta socane jaisI hai: 'parijJAnapUrvaka / ' mahAvIra kahate haiM,

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- paMDitamaraNa ra paMDitamaraNa sumaraNa hai AtmahatyA kA bhI adhikAra hai, lekina prijnyaanpuurvk| usa zabda khula rahe haiM, nae phUla nahIM khila rahe, saba asAra ho gayA, hama meM saba kucha chipA hai| parijJAnapUrvaka kA artha hotA hai, jahara kisI para bojha hokara baiTha gae haiM to vidA ho jAnA caahie| khAkara mata maranA, pahAr3a se kUdakara mata maranA kyoMki vaha to jIvana se jaba taka sAra nicar3atA ho....aura sAra kA artha hai kSaNa meM ho jAtA hai, bhAvAveza meM ho jAtA hai| churA mArakara mata aatmaa| sAra kA artha yaha nahIM ki tuma tijor3I bharate jA rahe ho, maranA, golI calAkara mata mrnaa| lAbha hotA jA rahA hai| sAra se mahAvIra kA artha hai, bhItara kI parijJAnapUrvaka kA artha hai upavAsa kara lenaa| pAnI, bhojana baMda saMpadA abhI upalabdha ho rahI hai to jIvana abhI yogya hai| abhI kara denaa| nabbe dina lageMge, agara AdamI svastha ho to marane meN| isa nAva kA upayoga karanA hai| tIna mahIne taka...tIna mahIne taka satata eka dhyAna banA rahe ki lekina kabhI aisA bhI ho jAtA hai ki tuma nAva para gae yAtrA maiM marane ko taiyAra hUM-parijJAna huaa| tIna mahIne meM hajAra karane, aura eka aisI ghar3I AyI ki nAva meM cheda ho gae aura nAva daphA...tIna mahIne bahuta dUra haiM, tIna minaTa meM tumhArA mana hajAra DUbane lagI, to mahAvIra kahate haiM, chalAMga lagAkara phira taira daphA badalegA ki maranA ki nahIM maranA? are chor3o bhI! kahAM ke jaanaa| phira nAva meM hI mata baiThe rhnaa| phira yaha mata socanA ki pAgalapana meM par3e ho? rAta soe, uThakara baiTha gae, jaldI pahuMca nAva ko kaise chor3a deM? phira chor3a denA nAva ko kyoMki asalI gae phrija ke pAsa aura bhojana kara liyA ki yaha to nahIM clegaa| savAla dUsarA kinArA hai| agara nAva dUsare kinAre kI tarapha abhI kyA sAra hai marane meM? patA nahIM Age kucha hai yA nahIM hai| bhI le jAne meM samartha ho to calate jaanaa| agara nAva asamartha ho aura tIna mahIne agara tuma upavAsa kie hue, jala-anna tyAge gaI ho, deha kamajora ho gaI ho, jarAjIrNa ho gaI ho to chalAMga hue aura eka hI bhAva meM bane raho, to yaha dhIra kI avasthA ho lagA denaa| tairakara pAra ho jaanaa| nAva se hI thor3e hI dariyA pAra gii| yaha hakadAra hai marane kaa| isako koI ar3acana nhiiN| isane | hotA hai, tairakara bhI hotA hai, nAva ke binA bhI hotA hai| arjita kara liyaa| isako mahAvIra kahate haiM parijJAnapUrvaka to itanA smaraNa rhe| aura niyama ke saMbaMdha meM yaha khatarA hai ki mrnaa| lekina ve jAnate haiM ki kucha loga ajIba haiN| ve hara jagaha niyama kA loga aksara galata artha le lete haiN| se apane lie dhokhA nikAla lete haiN| __ maiMne sunA hai, eka DAkTara ne mullA nasaruddIna ko salAha dI ki isalie dUsare sUtra meM unhoMne kahA, 'kiMtu jisake sAmane apane vaha pratidina pAMca kilomITara daur3A kare to usakA svAsthya sudhara saMyama, tapa Adi sAdhanA kA koI bhaya yA kisI taraha kI kSati | jaaegaa| aura phira gharelU jIvana meM bhI sukha-zAMti saMbhava hogii| kI AzaMkA nahIM hai, usake lie bhojana kA parityAga karanA haphte bhara bAda mullA ne DAkTara ko phona kiyA aura batAyA ki ucita nahIM hai|' vaha unake parAmarza para ThIka-ThIka cala rahA hai| DAkTara ne pUchA, agara abhI tyAga, tapa aura dhyAna bar3ha rahA hai aura tumhAre zarIra aura gharelU jIvana kaisA bIta rahA hai? mullA ne kahA patA nhiiN| kI kamajorI ke kAraNa, bur3hApe ke kAraNa, dobalya ke kAraNa kyoMki meM to aba ghara se paitIsa kilomITara dUra pahuMca gayA huuN| tumhAre tapa-dhyAna meM koI bAdhA nahIM par3a rahI hai, koI AzaMkA niyama ko samajhakara calanA jarUrI hai| aura niyama se nAsamajhI nahIM hai, tumhArA saMyama Age jA rahA hai to usake lie bhojana kA | paidA kara lenA bahuta AsAna hai, kyoMki nAsamajha hama haiN| hamameM parityAga karanA ucita nahIM hai| niyama jAte se hI tirachA ho jAtA hai| aura aisI bhI saMbhAvanA hai 'yadi vaha phira bhI bhojana kA tyAga kara maranA cAhatA hai to | ki hama niyama kA pAlana bhI kara leM aura jo hama kara rahe the usameM kahanA hogA, vaha munitva se virakta ho gyaa|' koI pharka na pdd'e| vaha cyuta ho gyaa| kyoMki usameM eka naI AkAMkSA paidA ho gii| aisA bhI huA ki mullA nasaruddIna ko usake DAkTara ne eka marane kii| maranA AkAMkSA se nahIM honA caahie| aba kucha lAbha bAra kahA ki aba yaha zarAba pIne kI Adata sImA ke bAhara jA nahIM rahA aura hama kisI ke Upara bojha ho gae haiM to kyA sAra | rahI hai| isameM kucha sudhAra karanA jarUrI hai| to tuma aisA karo ki hai? aba koI gati nahIM ho rahI hai, jIvana meM kucha nae sAdhya nahIM yogAsana zurU kro| to usane DAkTara kI salAha mAnakara 5611 2010_03

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562 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 yogAsanoM kA abhyAsa AraMbha kara diyA aura sAlabhara meM vaha yoga meM 'dakSa ho gyaa| ghaMToM zIrSAsana meM khar3A rhtaa| eka dina mullA kI patnI se DAkTara ne pUchA, yoga ke kAraNa nasaruddIna meM koI parivartana AyA? patnI ne kahA, hAM eka dRSTi se to kAphI parivartana AyA hai| aba ve sira ke bala khar3e hokara bhI maje meM pUrI botala pI sakate haiM / hogA! kyoMki hama jaise haiM, jaise hI koI niyama hameM milA, hama use apanA raMgarUpa de dete haiN| vaha niyama hamAre jaisA ho jAtA hai / bajAya isake ki niyama hameM badale, hama niyama ko badala lete haiN| isalie to duniyA meM itane vakIla haiN| unakA kula kAma itanA hai ki kAnUna jaba bane to ve aparAdha ke hisAba se kAnUna ko badalane kI ceSTA kreN| ve aparAdha ke raMga meM kAnUna ko rNgeN| to jitane kAnUna bar3hate jAte haiM utane vakIla bar3hate jAte haiN| kyoMki aparAdhI aparAdha chor3ane ko rAjI nahIM hai| vaha kahatA hai, kAnUna se tarakIba nikaalo| vaha kAnUna kA hI upayoga aparAdha karane ke lie kara letA hai| AvAja / aura aisA hI vakIla tumhAre bhItara bhI hai jisako tuma buddhi kaho, tarka kaho, mana kho| to niyama ko samajhanA aura mana kI cAlabAjI se sAvadhAna rahanA / magara yaha ahaMkAra ko lagI coTa koI AtmahatyA karane lAyaka nahIM thii| haMsakAra TAla jAnA thaa| AdamI bar3I choTI-choTI bAtoM para marane ko taiyAra ho jAtA hai, yaha khayAla rkhnaa| tumane mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'sAdhaka ko paga-paga para doSoM kI AzaMkA bhI kaI daphe socA hogA ki mara hI jaao| parIkSA meM phela ho gae (saMbhAvanA) ko dhyAna rakhakara calanA caahie|' ki iMTaravyU meM na Ae, mara hI jAo / manovaijJAnika kahate haiM, aisA AdamI khojanA kaThina hai, jisane jIvana meM kama se kama dasa bAra AtmahatyA kA vicAra na kiyA ho / choTI-choTI bAta - pati se jhagar3A ho gayA ki basa patnI socane lagatI hai, ki kyA kareM? kerosina DAla leM, ki gaisa ke cUlhe meM Aga lagA leM, ki bilDiMga se kUda par3eM, ki Trena ke nIce so jAeM? jarA-jarA sI bAta ! lAbhaMtare jIviya vUhaittA... maiM eka ghara meM rahatA thaa| aura mere par3osa meM ThIka dIvAla se aura jIvana kA eka hI artha hai ki isase mahAjIvana kA lAbha lage hue eka baMgAlI prophesara rahate the| abhI nayA-nayA maiM AyA hotA rhe| thA aura dIvAla bar3I patalI thI, jaisI Ajakala ke makAnoM kI hotI hai| to unakI saba bAteM mujhe sunAI par3atI thIM--na sunanA paccA pariNAya malAvaMdhasI... aura agara vaha lAbha baMda ho jAe to mauta ko svecchA se cAhUM to bhii| pahale dina... dUsare dina maiM thor3A hairAna huA / svIkAra kre| lekina kyoMki vaha dUsare dina unhoMne ekadama dhamakI dI ki maiM jAkara mara jAUMgA / to merI koI jyAdA pahacAna bhI nahIM thii| basa thor3A paricaya huA thaa| aba ve to nikala bhI gae ghara se apanA chAtA care payAI parisaMkamANo, jaM kiciM pAsaM iha mantramANo / choTe-choTe doSa ko bhI samajhapUrvaka dekhanA caahie| aisA na kahe ki choTA-sA doSa hai, kyA harja hai, cala jaaegaa| kyoMki choTA bar3A ho jAtA hai| choTA bIja bar3A vRkSa ho jAtA choTA kAMTA Akhira meM nAsUra bana jAtA hai| choTe doSa ko choTA na smjhe| sAvadhAna rhe| tassa Na kappadi bhatta-paiNNaM aNuvaTThide bhaye purado / so maraNaM patthito, hodi hu sAmaNNaNivviNNo / / lekina yadi abhI jIvana meM kucha bhI saMbhAvanA zakti kI thI, agara jIvana meM abhI eka bUMda bhI rasa bacA thA to usa rasa ko bhI dhyAna meM parivartita karanA hai| usa rasa ko bhI paramAtmA kI khoja meM lagAnA hai| to jaldabAjI na kre| kyoMki bahuta loga bhagor3e haiN| agara unheM marane kA maukA mila jAe to ve koI choTe-se kAraNa se hI mara jaaeNge| koI choTI-moTI bAta, aura ve mara jaaeNge| ahaMkAra ko lagI koI choTI-moTI coTa aura ve mara jaaeNge| kala maiM par3hatA thA ki eka sarkasa ke zeroM ko sikhAnevAle riMga mAsTara ne AtmahatyA kara lI, kyoMki eka zera ne usakI AjJA na maanii| aba zera...! AdamI bhI hotA to bhI ThIka thaa| usane AjJA na mAnI isase unakA bar3A bhArI, AtmasammAna kI hAni ho gii| unhoMne AtmahatyA kara lI / bhadda ho gaI hogI kyoMki sarkasa kA mAmalA! ve cillAte rahe hoMge, AvAja dete rahe hoNge| zera to zera vaha baiThA rahA hogA ki acchA calo, dete raho 2010_03

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uThAkara / baMgAlI ! binA chAte ke to marane bhI nahIM jA skte| maiM thor3A ciMtita huA / maiM gyaa| maiMne unakI patnI se kahA ki mAmalA kyA hai ? merA koI itanA paricaya nahIM hai, lekina koI marane jA rahA ho to mujhe kucha karanA caahie| usane kahA, Apa bilakula bephikara rho| ve apane Apa A jaaeNge| paMdraha minaTa se jyAdA nahIM lgegaa| maiMne kahA, gae kahAM haiN| unhoMne kahA, ve kahIM jAte - vAte nahIM / yaha to jiMdagI ho gaI mujhe| aisA koI saptAha nahIM jAtA jaba ve marane na jAte hoN| jarA-jarA sI bAta para AdamI marane ko tatpara hai| isalie mahAvIra kI sAvadhAnI ThIka hai| ki tuma aisA mata soca lenA ki maranA koI dharma hai / maranA tabhI sArthaka ho sakatA hai, jaba jIvana kA koI aura upayoga na rhaa| jitane dUra taka yaha nAva le jA sakatI thI, le gii| aba tairanA pdd'egaa| aba yaha nAva nahIM kAma AtI - to ! anyathA sAvadhAnIpUrvaka jInA, sAvaceta jiinaa| choTI-choTI bhUla ko choTI-choTI mata mAnanA / koI bhUla choTI nahIM hotI / bhUla choTI hotI hI nhiiN| kyoMki eka daphA choTI bhUla samajhakara jo hRdaya meM par3a jAtI hai, vaha kala bar3I ho jAtI hai, phaila jAtI hai, vistIrNa ho jAtI hai| sabhI loga choTe-choTe doSa mAnakara doSa karate haiM aura eka dina unameM grasita ho jAte haiM aura nikalanA muzkila ho jAtA hai| kisI mitra ne kahA ki are! pI bhI lo| jarA-sI zarAba thI, tumane socA itanI zarAba se kyA bananevAlA, bigar3anevAlA ? sAr3he chaha phITa laMbA zarIra hai, tIna sau pauMDa vajana hai, kyA bigar3anevAlA hai? tuma pI ge| magara vaha choTA-sA doSa dhIre-dhIre pkdd'egaa| burAI bar3e AhistA AtI hai| burAI jaba AtI hai to jUte utArakara AtI hai| AvAja hI nahIM hone detI / pairoM kI bhI AvAja nahIM hotii| isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, bahuta sAvadhAna rahanA, bahuta sAvaceta rahanA / jIvana se eka satya sAdhanA hai-- jIvana sAdhana sAdhya nahIM -- aura vaha satya hai, mahAjIvana / usa mahAjIvana ko sAdhane ke lie mRtyu ko sumaraNa banAnA hai, paMDita kI mauta maranI hai, jAnanevAle kI mauta maranI hai| aura ajJAnI kI mauta to hama saba bahuta bAra mara cuke / usase kucha lAbha nahIM huA / usase hama mare hI nahIM, phira-phira lauTa aae| 2010_03 paMDitamaraNa sumaraNa hai kisase maharUmie- kismata kI zikAyata kIje hamane cAhA thA ki mara jAeM, so vaha bhI na huA - aba kisase zikAyata karo bhAgya kI ? kisase maharU mie - kismata kI zikAyata kIje hamane cAhA thA ki mara jAeM, so vaha bhI na huA kitanI bAra to hama mara bhI cuke, phira bhI mare nahIM / aura kitanI bAra hamane cAhA ki mara jAeM, vaha bhI nahIM huaa| tumhArI cAha se mauta nahIM ghttegii| mahAvIra kahate haiM, jisako mauta kA anubhava karanA ho, use acAha sAdhanI par3atI hai-- niSkAma cAha, vAsanAzUnyatA / kyoMki saba vAsanA jIvana se jur3I hai| jaba taka vAsanA taba taka tuma jIvana ko pakar3e ho / jaise hI vAsanA chUTatI hai, tuma kucha bhI nahIM mAMgate, tuma marane ko taiyAra ho ge| paMDitamaraNa kI taiyArI ho gii| aura jo jJAnI kI taraha maratA hai, mRtyu eka bar3e abhinava, suMdara rUpa meM pragaTa hotI hai / mRtyu paramAtmA kI taraha AtI hai| Aja itanA hii| 563

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prazna-sAra kucha dina dhyAna meM jI lagatA hai, kucha dina bhajana meM; lekina ekAgratA kahIM bhI nahIM hotii| Akasmika rUpa se bhagavAna se milana huA aura saMnyAsa bhI le liyaa| kyA yaha dhyAna kAyama rahegA? bhagavAna zrI kRSNa ke siradarda ke lie jJAniyoM ne paira kI dhUla dene se inakAra kiyA lekina gopiyoM ne de dI--isakA rahasya kyA hai? kyA dhyAna kI mRtyu aura prema kI mRtyu bhinna hotI hai? 2010_03 www.ainelibrary org

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halA prazna : kucha dina dhyAna meM jI lagatA hai, phira | jIvana ke pratyeka pala tuma aisA hI paaoge| kucha dina pUjA aura bhajana calatA hai, lekina bAga meM lagatA nahIM, saharA se ghabar3AtA hai jI ekAgratA kahIM bhI nahIM hotii| apanI isa sthiti aba kahAM le jAke baiThe aise dIvAne ko hama se parezAna huuN| kRpA kara mujhe saadhe| bagIce meM biThAo to lagatA nhiiN| marusthala meM le jAo to ghabar3AtA hai| mana kA svabhAva aisaa| na yahAM lagatA, na vahAM lgtaa| mana kA | bAga meM lagatA nahIM, saharA se ghabar3AtA hai jI svabhAva hai dvNdv| jo karoge vahIM se ucaTA huA lgegaa| jahAM ho aba kahAM le jAke baiThe aise dIvAne ko hama hegaa| jahAM nahIM ho vahAM kA rasa jnmegaa| mana eka taraha kA pAgalapana hai. eka taraha kI vikSiptatA hai| jo milA, vyartha ho jAtA hai| jo nahIM milA, ve dUra ke Dhola bar3e | mana se mukta honA hI mukti hai| mana ke pAra honA hI svastha honA suhAvane lagate haiN| hai| to pahalI to bAta, mana ke isa svabhAva ko samajhane kI mana ke isa svabhAva ko smjho| na to dhyAna kAma AtA, na koziza kro| aksara loga samajhane kI kama koziza karate haiM, bhajana kAma AtA; mana ke svabhAva ko samajhanA kAma AtA hai| / chuTakArA pAne kI jyAdA koziza karate haiN| aura chuTakArA binA mana kI yaha prakriyA hai| pada mila jAe to asaMtuSTa, pada na samajhe kabhI nahIM hai| to tumhArI AkAMkSA yaha hotI hai, kaise mile to asNtusstt| pada na mile to pIr3A, pada mila jAe to jhaMjhaTa mitte| lekina binA samajhe jhaMjhaTa miTI hI nhiiN| nAsamajhI vyarthatA kA bodh| garIba rotA, amIra nahIM hai| amIra rotA ki meM jhaMjhaTa hai| amIra ho gayA, aba kyA karUM? to tuma cAhate ho, kaise isa mana se chuTakArA ho? lekina pahale jo bhI tumhAre pAsa hai, vaha pAsa hone ke kAraNa hI do kaur3I kA isa pahacAno to| isase dostI to saadho| isase paricaya to ho jAtA hai| aura jo tumase bahuta dUra hai, dUra hone ke kAraNa hI bnaao| isake kone-kAMtara to khojo| dIyA to jalAo ki usakA bulAvA mAlUma hotA hai| isake sAre svabhAva ko tuma ThIka se dekha lo| usa dekhane meM, usa mana ke isa AdhArabhUta jAla ko smjho| ise phcaano| yaha darzana meM, usa sAkSIbhAva meM hI tuma pAoge vijaya kI yAtrA pUrI dhyAna aura bhajana kA hI savAla nahIM hai| bhojana karo to mana meM hone lgii| upavAsa kA rasa umagatA hai ki patA nahIM, upavAsa karanevAle na jisa dina koI mana ko pUrA samajha letA hai, usI dina mana mAlUma kisa gahana zAMti aura AnaMda ko upalabdha ho rahe hoN| | visarjita ho jAtA hai| jaise sUraja ke Ugane para osakaNa upavAsa karo to bhojana kI yAda AtI hai| tirohita ho jAte haiM, aise hI bodha ke jagane para mana tirohita ho 569 ___ 2010_03

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570 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 jAtA hai| jaise dIye ke jalane para aMdherA nahIM pAyA jAtA, aise samajha ke, prajJA ke dIye ke jalane para mana nahIM pAyA jaataa| to mana se lar3o mata -- pahalI bAta / lar3ane kA artha hI nAsamajhI hai| lar3akara kabhI koI jItA ? tumane yahI sunA hai ki jo lar3e ve jiite| maiM tumase kahatA hUM, lar3akara koI kabhI jItA ? samajhakara jIta hotI hai| lar3anevAle to nAsamajha haiN| lar3oge kisase ! chAyAoM se lar3a rahe ho / jaise koI apanI chAyA se lar3ane lage, khIMca le talavAra karane lage hamalA / pariNAma kyA hogA ? chAyA kaTegI ? pariNAma yahI hogA, khuda hI thakegA / aura Dara hai ki chAyA se lar3ane meM kahIM apane hAtha-paira na kATa le| krodha meM, ubAla meM, pAgala na ho utthe| kahIM aisI ghar3I na A jAe ki vikSiptatA meM apane ko hI kATa le| aksara mana ke sAtha lar3anevAle aisI hI sthiti meM par3a jAte haiN| mana tumhArA hai; tumhArI chAyA / hai nahIM, basa chAyA jaisA hai| rozanI bar3hAo / thor3e jAgakara mana ko smjho| jaba dhyAna karo aura mana kahe, bhajana meM, to jarA jAgakara dekho, eka tarapha khar3e hokara dekho ki mana kyA kaha rahA hai| jaba bhajana karo aura mana kahe, dhyAna lagAo, taba jAgakara dekho ki mana kyA kaha rahA hai| isakI cAlabAjiyAM pahacAno / isakI kUTanIti phcaano| mana bar3A rAjanItijJa hai| yaha tumheM bhaTakAe rahatA hai| yaha tumheM calAe rahatA hai| / aura tumane dhyAna karake bhI dekha liyA, vahAM bhI nahIM lagA aura tumane bhajana karake bhI dekha liyA, vahAM bhI nahIM lgaa| to aba yaha to samajho ki mana kahIM lagegA hI nhiiN| mana kA laganA dharma nahIM / na laganA mana kI Adata hai| kahIM lagatA nahIM / jo nahIM lagatA vahI mana hai to aba jaba mana tumase kahe ki dhyAna karo, kyA bhajana meM par3e ho? to jAgakara dekhanA ki yaha phira vahI mana, jo kahIM nahIM lagatA, bhajana meM bhI nahIM lagA thA, taba isane kahA thA, dhyAna kro| aba kahatA hai bhajana kro| pahale kahA, saMsAra meM ulajhe raho / phira kahA, saMnyAsa le lo| aba saMnyAsa meM bhI nahIM lagatA; kahatA hai saMsAra meM lauTa clo| isa mana ko jarA dekhnaa| kucha karane kI bAta nahIM hai, sirpha 2010_03. zAMta bhAva se dekhnaa| tumhAre dekhane meM hI tuma pAoge mana girane lgaa| tuma para usakI pakar3a jAne lgii| tuma para pakar3a chUTa jaae| tuma thor3e zithila ho jAo mana ke pAsa se / tuma thor3e bAhara sarakane lago / na to dhyAna se ghaTatI hai bAta, na bhajana se; ghaTatI hai samajha se / isalie samasta dharmoM kA sAra hai jAgarUkatA / praznakartA pUchatA hai, ekAgratA nahIM bntii| ekAgratA kI khoja hI galata hai / jAgarUkatA khojo / ekAgratA kI khoja to phira mana ke hI sikkoM meM phNse| yaha mana hI hai, jo kahatA hai ekAgra bno| yaha tumheM asaMbhava cIjeM karane ko detA hai / phira ve nahIM hotIM to tuma hAre-thake parezAna ho jAte ho / ekAgratA kI koI jarUrata hI nahIM hai| thor3A jIvana kI gaNita kI vyavasthA ke sUtra samajhane caahie| pahalA sUtra : jaba bhI mana nahIM hotA, taba tuma ekAgra hote ho / kabhI apane kAma meM pUre saMlagna / cAhe buhArI lagA rahe ho ghara meM, lekina pUre saMlagna / acAnaka tuma pAte ho, mana nahIM hai| saMgIta sunate saMlagna, mana nahIM hai| citra banAte... kisI bhI ghar3I jaba tuma pAte ho ki mana nahIM hai, tuma hI ho, to ekAgratA apane Apa ghaTatI hai| ekAgratA ghaTAI nahIM jA sakatI / ekAgratA mana kI tanmayatA kA pariNAma hai| jaba mana DUbA hotA hai taba tuma ekAgra hote ho / jaba mana ubhara AtA hai taba tuma anekAgra ho jAte ho| mana tumheM aneka meM bAMTa detA hai; khaMDa-khaMDa kara detA hai| aba tuma ceSTA kara rahe ho ekAgra hone kI / ekAgra hone kI ceSTA aura jhaMjhaTa lAegI kyoMki karoge kisase ceSTA tuma ekAgra hone kI ? mana se hI kroge| saba ceSTA mAtra mana se hotI hai| aba tuma eka aise kAma meM lage ho, jaise koI AdamI apane jUte ke baMda khIMca - khIMcakara khuda ko uThAne kI koziza kare / khuda ko kaise uThAoge jUte ke baMda khIMcakara ? thor3e-bahuta uchala-kUda lo, phira bAra-bAra jamIna para par3a jAoge / yaha asaMbhava ceSTA hai| mana kabhI ekAgra nahIM hotaa| jaba ekAgratA hotI hai to mana nahIM hotA / to tuma mana ke dvArA ekAgra hone kI ceSTA hI chodd'o| tuma to choTe-choTe kAmoM meM rasa lo| rasa kA pariNAma hai ekAgratA / buhArI lagAo to aise lagAo, jaise bhagavAna ke maMdira meM lagA

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rahe ho / cAhe ghara tumhArA hI ho; hai to bhagavAna kA hI maMdira / bhojana karo to aise hI karo jaise bhagavAna ko hI bhoga lagA rahe ho / bhojana to tuma hI kara rahe ho lekina aMtataH to bhagavAna ko hI laga rahA hai bhog| vahI to tumhAre bhItara Akara bhUkha banA / usI ne to tumhArI bhUkha jagAI / vahI to tumhAre bhItara bhUkhA hai| usake lie hI to tuma bhojana de rahe ho| rasa jgaao| ekAgratA kI bAta mata utthaao| rasa kA sahaja pariNAma ekAgratA hai| jo karate ho use rasapUrNa DhaMga se kro| usameM DubakI lo| choTe aura bar3e kAma nahIM haiM duniyA meM / jisa kAma meM tuma DubakI le lo, vahI bar3A ho jAtA hai / buhArI lagAne meM DUba jAo, vahI bar3A ho jAtA hai| kabIra kahate haiM: 'khAUM-piUM so sevA, uThUM baiThUM so parikramA / ' merA uThanA baiThanA hI usa paramAtmA kI parikramA hai| aura jo maiM khAtA-pItA hUM, yahI usakI sevA hai| rasa ! mere dekhe adhika logoM ke jIvana kA kaSTa yahI hai ki ve jIvana meM kahIM bhI rasa nahIM le rahe haiN| jo bhI kara rahe haiM, bemana se kara rahe haiM | kara rahe haiM kyoMki karanA hai| khIMca rahe haiN| jaise bailagAr3I meM baila; aisA jIvana ko khIMca rahe haiN| nAcate hue, umaMga se bhare hue nahIM / agara tuma koI aise kAma meM lage ho, jisameM tuma rasa le hI nahIM sakate to badalo vaha kAma | koI kAma jIvana se jyAdA mUlyavAna nahIM hai| aksara aisA huA hai, ho rahA hai ki loga aise kAma meM ulajhe haiM jo unameM rasa nahIM jgaataa| kisI ko kavi honA thA, vaha jUte beca rahA hai, bATA kI dukAna para baiThA hai| aura jisako bATA kI dukAna para baiThanA thA, vaha kavitA kara rahA hai| to usakI kavitA meM jUte kI pAliza kI gaMdha AtI / AegI hI / loga vahAM haiM, jahAM unheM nahIM honA thA / aura yaha vikRti ke kAraNa hai| kyoMki tumane kabhI apane sahaja bhAva ko to khojA nhiiN| kisI ke pitA ne kahA ki dukAna kro| isameM jyAdA lAbha hai| kisI ke pitA ne kahA, DAkTara bana jaao| kisI kI mAM ko khayAla thA, beTA iMjIniyara bne| parivAra ko dhuna thI ki beTA netA bane / to saba dhakkA de rahe haiM eka-dUsare ko ki yaha bana jAo, vaha bana jaao| koI yaha nahIM pUchatA ki yaha beTA kyA banane ko paidA huA hai ? isase bhI to puucho| thor3e isake hRdaya ko bhI to 2010_03 rasamayatA aura ekAgratA ttttolo| to phira loga galata jagahoM para pahuMca jAte haiN| eka bahuta bar3A sarjana, jisakI sArI jagata meM khyAti thI, jaba sATha varSa kA huA aura usakI sAThavIM varSagAMTha manAI gaI to sArI duniyA se usake mitra ikaTThe hue, usake marIja ikaTThe hue aura unhoMne usakA bar3A svAgata kiyaa| lekina vaha bar3A udAsa thA / usake svAgata meM eka nRtya kA Ayojana kiyA gayA thaa| ta jaba loga nRtya karane lage aura vaha sarjana dekhatA rahA to usakI AMkha se AMsU Tapakane lge| usake pAsa baiThe usake mitra ne pUchA, kyA mAmalA hai? hama saba tumhArI varSagAMTha para ikaTThe hue prasannatA / yaha nRtya tumhAre svAgata meM hotA hai, tuma rote kyoM ho? tumhArI AMkha meM AMsU kyoM haiM? tuma kisa pIr3A se bhIga gae ho ? usane AMsU poMcha lie| usane kahA ki nahIM, vaha koI bAta nahIM hai| para mitra ne jidda kii| kahA ki kyA tumheM koI jIvana meM viphalatA milI? tuma jaisA saphala AdamI nahIM hai| tumane jo Aparezana kiyA, saphala huaa| tumhAre jaisA kuzala sarjana duniyA meM nhiiN| phira kyA ? lekina usane kahA, maiM kabhI sarjana honA hI nahIM cAhatA thA / merA dila to eka nartaka hone kA thaa| Aja nAca ko dekhakara maiM ro utthaa| maiM choTA-moTA nartaka hotA, koI mujhe na jAnatA to bhI merI tRpti hotI / Aja maiM duniyA kA sabase bar3A sarjana hUM, lekina merI koI tRpti nahIM hai| merI niyati hI mujhe na milii| to Aja bhI jaba maiM kisI ko nAcate dekhatA hUM to basa, mujhe yAda ho AtI hai| tuma apanI jiMdagI ko gaura se dekho| pahalI to bAta - jo kara rahe ho usameM rasa lene kI koziza kro| ho sakatA hai tumane ra kA abhyAsa nahIM kiyaa| tumheM kisI ne sikhAyA hI nahIM ki rasa kA abhyAsa kaise karanA / rasa ke abhyAsa kA pahalA siddhAMta hai ki jo bhI kara rahe ho, isakA pariNAma mUlyavAna nahIM hai| tumheM yahI sikhAyA gayA hai ki pariNAma mUlyavAna hai| tuma karate ho, isase dasa rupaye mileMge ki hajAra rupaye mileMge ki lAkha rupaye mileNge| lAkha rupaye meM mUlya hai, pariNAma meM mUlya hai| rasa kA siddhAMta hai, jo tuma kara rahe ho, vaha apane Apa meM mUlya hai| aMtarnihita hai mUlya / hajAra mileMge, dasa hajAra mileMge, vaha bAta gauNa hai| karane meM jo DubakI lagegI vahI bAta mahatvapUrNa hai| 571

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jina sUtra bhAgaH 2 agara DUba gae to mila gae krodd'oN| agara na DUbe aura karor3oM bhI ekAgratA hI khabara detI hai| mile to kucha bhI na milaa| vaha samaya vyartha gayA, jo binA DUbe aba isa bacce se tuma kaho, ki cir3iyAM gIta gA rahI haiM, una gyaa| ve dina vyartha hI bIte, jo binA DUbe biite| jaba rasadhAra na para ekAgratA karo, yaha na kara paaegaa| yaha saMbhava nahIM hogaa| bahI to tuma jIe na jIe braabr| rasa-vimugdhatA meM hI jIvana hameM dekhanA cAhie ki kahAM hamArI ekAgratA hai| vahIM hamArA hai| to pahalI to bAta jo kara rahe ho...| jIvana hai| magara Aja acAnaka jIvana badalane kA tumhAre hAtha meM tumase nahIM kahatA ki jaldI badalane meM laga jaanaa| kyoMki ho upAya nhiiN| Aja to pahacAnane kA bhI upAya nahIM ki kahAM sakatA hai, tuma apanA kAma bhI badala lo aura rasa na aae| tumhArI ekAgratA hotI hai| tuma to bhUla hI ge| tumhAre jIvana kI kyoMki rasa Ane kI tumhArI Adata hI na rahI ho| tumane rasa sArI vyavasthA ulTI-sIdhI ho gaI hai| dUsaroM ne tumheM calA banAne kI bAta hI na banAI ho| | diyaa| dUsaroM ne tumheM mArga de diyaa| dUsaroM ne tumheM dizA aura to pahale to jo kara rahe ho usameM rasa lene kI koziza krnaa| | Adarza de die| tumheM pUrI taraha bharamA diyA hai| sau meM pacAsa mauke to aise haiM ki tuma usI meM rasa le paaoge| rasa pahale to jo kAma kara rahe ho usameM rasa lene kI AkAMkSA lete hI ekAgratA ho jaaegii| jgaao| jo kAma kara rahe ho use itane bhAva se karo, itanI dekhA, skUla meM choTe bacce par3hate haiM; bAhara cir3iyA gunagunAne maganatA se karo ki usase atirikta UrjA bace hI nahIM lagI gIta. baccA ekaTaka hokara sanane lagatA hai| zikSaka DaMDA | vighna-bAdhA DAlane ko| pITatA hai Tebala para, ki yahAM dhyAna do| ekAgratA kro| ekAgratA kA aura kyA artha hotA hai? ekAgratA koI jabardastI ekAgratA baccA kara hI rahA hai| magara zikSaka para nahIM kara rahA, | thor3e hI hai| ekAgratA bar3I svAbhAvika ghaTanA hai| yaha bAta saca hai| yaha blaikaborDa para nahIM kara rhaa| blaikaborDa para aba tuma yahAM mujhe suna rahe ho| jinako merI bAta meM rasa A rahA likhe akSaroM para nahIM kara rhaa| lar3akA to ekAgratA kara hI rahA hai, ve ekAgra haiN| ekAgratA kara thor3e hI rahe ho, ekAgratA ho rahI hai| ekAgratA to ho hI rahI hai| vaha jo cir3iyA gIta gA rahI hai | hai| ise samajhane kI koziza kro| tumhAre karane kI thor3e hI bAta vaha use suna rahA hai| zikSaka kahatA hai, ekAgratA kro| mana ko hai| tuma thor3e hI baiThe ho saba mAMsa-peziyoM ko khIMcakara, AMkheM aisA vicalita mata kro| | mujha para gar3Akara aura ceSTA kara rahe ho ki ekAgratA! aise bAta bilakula galata kaha rahA hai shikssk| zikSaka usake mana ekAgratA karoge to tuma suna hI na pAoge, jo maiM kaha rahA huuN| ko vicalita karane kI koziza kara rahA hai| vaha ekAgra hai| ekAgratA sahaja hai| tumheM rasa A rahA hai| usI rasa ke kAraNa tuma agara koI bAdhA na de, to yaha sArA saMsAra thor3I dera ke lie miTa cale Ae ho| usI rasa ke kAraNa tuma roja calate Ae ho| vahI jaaegaa| vaha cir3iyA kI gunagunAhaTa hogI, usakA gIta hogA, rasa tumheM lAtA rahA hai| isa bacce kI bhAvadazA hogii| aura yaha eka bAta sIkha | rasa hai to ekAgratA hai| legA-rasa kii| to tuma rasa ko jagAo, ekAgratA kI bAta hI chor3a do| agara rasa cUMki use cir3iyA ke gIta meM A rahA hai, isalie ekAgra ho | rasa jage hI na to phira samajho, phira himmata karo, sAhasa kro| gayA hai| usI kakSA meM aise bacce bhI hoMge, jinheM rasa gaNita ke badalo usa vyavasthA ko, jisameM rasa nahIM jgtaa| ho sakatA hai savAla meM A rahA hai| ve vahAM ekAgra ho gae hoNge| vaha vyavasthA tumhAre lie nahIM hai| hameM logoM ko ekAgratA nahIM sikhAnI caahie| unakA rasa to daridra ho jAnA behatara hai samRddha hone kI bjaay| sar3aka kA dekhakara unheM dizA denI caahie| jo baccA gaNita ko sunakara | bhikhArI ho jAnA behatara hai samrATa hone kI bajAya-agara rasa ekAgra ho gayA hai, bAhara bhauMkate kutte, lar3atI billiyAM, gIta A jaae| kyoMki rasa hI samrATa banAtA hai| gAtI cir3iyAM, rAste para baiThe madArI kI bIna-kucha nahIM sunAI to kabhI-kabhI tuma kisI bhikhArI ke cehare para aisI AbhA pdd'tii| yaha baccA AiMsTIna hone ko paidA huA hai| isakI | dekhoge, jo samrAToM ke ceharoM para nahIM dikhtii| rasavimugdha hai 572 2010_03

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rasamayatA aura ekAgratA vh| apane kAma meM lIna hai| ekAgratA jarUra AtI hai, magara pariNAma kI taraha AtI hai| rathacAilDa ne apanI AtmakathA meM likhA hai ki eka bhikhArI ekAgratA sAdhana nahIM hai; jahAM rasa loge vahIM ghaTa AtI hai| rasa AyA, pAMca baje subaha usakA daravAjA khaTakhaTAne lgaa| vaha ke pIche baMdhI calI jAtI hai| rasa kI chAyA hai| bar3A nAkhuza huaa| pAMca baje subaha nIMda se bhare usako utthaayaa| to tuma kahIM bhI rasa lo| agara maMdira meM rasa na AtA ho, phikra vaha bar3A jhallAtA huA bAhara aayaa| aise vaha denA pasaMda karatA chodd'o| phira maMdira meM paramAtmA tumhAre lie nahIM ghttegaa| jahAM rasa thaa| dAna usakA rasa thaa| lekina yaha koI vakta hai? hI nahIM hai, vahAM ekAgratA nahIM hogii| ekAgratA nahIM hogI, to usane bhikhArI ko kahA ki sano jii| yaha koI samaya hai? | paramAtmA kahAM honevAlA hai| bhikhArI ne kahA ki Apa bhI suno| Apa baiMkiMga kA dhaMdhA karate agara tumheM bAMsurI ke gIta meM rasa AtA hai to vahIM tumhArA haiM, maiM koI salAha to detA nhiiN| yaha hamArA dhaMdhA hai| isameM hama paramAtmA tumheM milegaa| agara nartaka kI pAyaloM meM tumheM rasa salAha kisI kI mAnate nhiiN| | AtA hai to tumhArA paramAtmA vahIM naacegaa| rathacAilDa ne prakAza jalAyA ki isa AdamI ko dekhanA tumhAre paramAtmA kI khoja tumhAre rasa se hI taya hogii| raso vai cAhie, jo duniyA ke bar3e se bar3e karor3apati ko kaha sakatA hai sH| usa paramAtmA kA svabhAva rasa hai| kisI zAstra ne nahIM kahA ki suno, tuma baiMkiMga kA dhaMdhA karate ho, hama tumheM kabhI salAha | ki paramAtmA kA svabhAva ekAgratA hai| saccidAnaMda! vaha rasa kI dete nhiiN| hamArI salAha kA koI matalaba bhI nahIM, kyoMki hameM | bAta hai| tumheM jahAM A jAe rasa, jahAM A jAe AnaMda, jahAM koI anubhava bhI nhiiN| tuma hameM salAha mata do| hama janmajAta umaMga uThe, jahAM tuma khila uttho| phira vaha kucha bhI ho| cAhe bhikhArI haiN| khela ho, to prArthanA bana gii| aura aise tuma baiThe-baiThe prArthanA usa AdamI ke cehare ko dekhA, vaha bar3A prasanna AdamI thaa| karate raho, bhajana karate raho, dhyAna karate raho; rasa umage nahIM, rathacAilDa ne likhA, maiM maMtramugdha ho gyaa| yaha himmata bhikhArI meghamalhAra baje nahIM, hRdaya gunagunAe nahIM-aise tuma karate cale kI nahIM, samrATa kI hotI hai| rathacAilDa ko aisA kahanA, jisake jAo jabardastI, yaMtravata, karanI cAhie, kartavyavaza, loga kahate pAsa bhIkha mAMgane Ae ki cupa! salAha mata denaa| mere dhaMdhe ko | haiM isase rasa milegA isalie kara rahe haiN| maiM bhalIbhAMti jAnatA huuN| nahIM, jahAM rasa milatA hai vahIM paramAtmA AtA hai| rathacAilDa ne use khUba diyA; aura kahA, maiM khuza huA isa isalie maiM tumase kahatA hUM ki mere pAsa tumheM dene ke lie koI bAta se ki koI AdamI apane bhikhamaMgepana kI bhI itanI pratiSThA anuzAsana nahIM hai| kyoMki anuzAsana koI bhI hogA, parAyA rakhatA hai| hogA, dUsare kA hogaa| tumheM apanA anuzAsana khojanA pdd'egaa| kabhI tumheM rAha kA bhikhArI bhI prasanna mila sakatA hai| prasannatA pratyeka vyakti ko apanA mArga khojanA pdd'egaa| maiM izAre detA huuN| kA koI saMbaMdha isase nahIM ki tumhAre pAsa kyA hai| jo bhI tumhAre una izAroM se tuma apanA mArga samajhane kI koziza kro| pAsa hai, usameM agara rasa hai to prasannatA hai| tuma agara hAtha ke | kabIra jJAna ko bhI upalabdha ho gae to bhI kapar3A bunate rhe| bhikSApAtra ko bhI gIta gunagunAte hue Dho rahe ho to AnaMda hai| aura julAhApana unhoMne chor3A nhiiN| kisI ne pUchA ki aba to Apa tumhAre pIche svarNaratha cala rahe haiM aura tuma murdA, bujhe, to kucha artha baMda kreN| kabhI sunA nahIM ki koI buddhapuruSa aura kapar3e bunatA nahIM hai| rahA aura julAhA banA rahA aura bAjAra meM kapar3e becane jAtA ekAgratA mata puucho| yadyapi tumheM yahI sikhAyA gayA hai skUla | rhaa| aba to chodd'o| se lekara vizvavidyAlaya tk| aura tumhAre tathAkathita dharmaguru lekina kahate haiM, kabIra ne kahA, isI kapar3e ke bunane ne to mujhe bhI tumheM yahI sikhAte haiM ki-ekaagrtaa| maiM tumase kahatA hUM, paramAtmA se milaayaa| ise kaise chor3a dUM? yaha merI praarthnaa| yaha | rsmgntaa| vaha zabda haTA do| kyoMki vaha zabda sIdhA kAma kA | merI puujaa| yaha merI arcnaa| hI nahIM hai| 'jhInI jhInI bInI re cdriyaa|' 571 ___ 2010_03 |

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jina satra bhAgaH2 vaha julAhe kA gIta hai| koI aura dUsarA to gA bhI nahIM kI koziza kara rahe ho, jo car3hAva para hai| to nadI car3hAva para to sktaa| buddha kaise gAeMge? buddha ne kabhI cadariyA bInI nhiiN| nahIM bahatI, DhAla para hI baha sakatI hai| rasadhAra bhI DhAla para hI unheM kucha patA bhI nhiiN| mahAvIra kaise gAeMge? cadariyA thI, vaha | utarakara, bahakara milatA hai| bhI chor3a dI! unase to pUcho kaisI chor3I re cadariyA, to batA to phira bdlo| isIlie sAhasa kI jarUrata hai| pahale sArI sakate haiN| ceSTA kara lo| aura phira tumheM lage ki nahIM, isa DhaMga se mere lie lekina kabIra ne buna-bunakara paayaa| ve tAne-bAne cAdara ke paramAtmA se milana nahIM ho sakegA to bdlo| usa badalAhaTa ko bunate-bunate unakA dhyAna phlaa| vahIM rasavimugdha hue| para kaise | maiM saMnyAsa kahatA huuN| badalane kI himmata rkho| pAyA unhoMne? kyoMki hameM buddha kI bAta samajha meM A jAtI hai | eka AdamI cAlIsa sAla taka laMdana ke bAjAra meM dalAla kA ki dUra bodhivRkSa ke nIce dhyAna meM baiThe hue haiN| ki mahAvIra vanoM kAma karatA rhaa| bar3A saphala AdamI thaa| khUba kamAI thii| saba meM, parvatoM meM, ekAMta meM, bAraha varSa mauna meM khar3e hue| taraha kA sukha thaa| kisI ne kabhI socA bhI na thA, eka rAta vaha kabIra...kabIra kapar3A buna-bunakara pA lie| ghara se nadArada ho gyaa| patnI bhI bharosA na kara sakI, beTe bhI rasa se bunA hogaa| kabIra kahate the, rAma ke lie buna rahA huuN| | bharosA na kara sake, mitra bhI bharosA na kara sake, kAma dhaMdhe meM jo sabhI grAhakoM meM rAma dekhate the| jaba apanA kapar3A bunakara aura logoM se saMbaMdha thA ve bhI bharosA na kara ske| kyoMki na to vaha kAzI ke bAjAra meM becane jAte, koI mila jAtA rAste meM aura AdamI kabhI kisI aura strI ke saMga meM dekhA gayA thA. ki patnI kahatA, kahAM jA rahe ho? to ve kahate, rAma Ae hoNge| unako soca bhI sake ki vaha kisI strI ke sAtha bhAga gyaa| na usake jarUrata hai, kapar3A bunakara lAyA huuN| bar3A bar3hiyA bunA hai| rAma koI dhArmika rujhAna the ki vaha koI jAkara kisI Azrama meM ko dene jA rahA huuN| saMnyAsI ho gayA hogaa| na koI dukha thA ki AtmahatyA kara lI jaba koI grAhaka unase kapar3A kharIdatA to ve kahate, samhAlakara hogii| saba bhAMti sukhI-saMpanna AdamI thA; jisako hama rakhanA raam| bar3I mehanata se bunA hai| bar3e rasa se bunA hai| kapar3A sukhI-saMpanna kahate haiM, vaisA AdamI thaa| saba ThIka-ThAka thaa| hI nahIM hai, pIr3hI dara pIr3hI cale aisI majabUtI se bunA hai| apane | koI tIna sAla bAda usa AdamI kA patA calA ki vaha perisa meM prANa uMDele haiN| | citrakalA sIkha rahA hai| bhikhamaMge kI hAlata ho gaI hai| bhAge to jisako grAhaka meM rAma dikhAI par3e, aba use kisI usake mitr| usase kahA, tumane yaha kyA kiyA? tumhAre pAsa bodhivRkSa ke nIce jAne kI jarUrata na rhii| sabhI loga bodhivRkSa saba thA, saba ThIka thaa| usane kahA, vahI ar3acana thii| saba ThIka | ke nIce jA bhI nahIM skte| aura acchA hai ki jAte nahIM; nahIM to thA, kahIM kucha gar3abar3a na thii| lekina koI praphullatA na thii| bar3I jhaMjhaTa khar3I ho jaae| ekAdha buddha bodhivRkSa ke nIce baiThatA kahIM koI umaMga na thii| saba ThIka cala rahA thA aura saba ThIka maiM hai, calatA hai| ekAdha mahAvIra mauna khar3A ho jAtA hai, calatA hai| | calA rahA thA, lekina koI rasadhAra na baha rahI thii| lekina sabhI aise khar3e ho jAeM to jIvana bar3A virasa ho jaaegaa| mere jIvana meM sadA se AkAMkSA thI ki citrakAra bnuuN| dalAla adhika ko to kabIra jaisA honA pdd'egaa| adhika ko to gorA bananA maiMne kabhI cAhA na thaa| vaha saphalatA sAMyogika thii| aba jaisA honA pdd'egaa| gorA kumhAra basa ghar3e banAtA rhaa| aura ghar3e maiM khuza huuN| mere pAsa aba kucha bhI nahIM hai| citra banAtA hUM, bika banAte-banAte khuda ko bhI banA liyaa| raidAsa jUte sIte-sIte, jAte haiM to bhojana ke lAyaka, kapar3e ke lAyaka iMtajAma kara pAtA jUte banAte-banAte pahuMca ge| | haiN| apane pAsa rahane kA chappara bhI nahIM hai| eka mitra ke kamare meM to tama jo kara rahe ho, usameM rasa ddaalo| uMDelo rs| vahI banA hUM, raha rahA huuN| lekina vApasa majhe jAnA nahIM hai| maiM prasanna tumhArA bhajana, vahI tumhArA dhyaan| huuN| aura jo mitra gae the unhoMne dekhA ki vaha AdamI eka agara tamhArI sArI ceSTAeM asaphala ho jAeM to phira sAhasa adabhata UrjA se. eka adabhata AbhA se bharA thaa| sakha gayA thA | kro| to phira tuma galata jagaha ho| tuma kucha aisI jagaha bahane zarIra usakA, lekina eka rozanI thii| usane kahA, maiM kisI se 2010_03

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rasamayatA aura ekAgratA nArAja nahIM huuN| merI patnI ko kahanA, maiM kisI se nArAja nahIM huuN| | yahAM A gii| irAdA thA ki yahAM se dakSiNa bhArata ghUmane saba ThIka thaa| maiM bilakula, jaisA jisako hama sukhI-saMpanna | jaauuNgii| kiMtu Apake pravacana sunakara kucha aisI pAgala huI ki kahate haiM, vaisA AdamI thaa| mere bacce ThIka haiM, mere beTe ThIka haiM, | saMnyAsa bhI le liyaa| aura aba aisA lagane lagA ki jaisA merI patnI ThIka hai| saba ThIka thaa| pahale kabhI nahIM lagA thaa| jisa kinAre para aba taka khar3I thI lekina mata tIka se kahIM kaLa hotA? ThIka se kacha jyAdA | vaha kinArA ojhala ho gayA hai AMkha se: aura aba to Apa hI caahie| ThIka se kyA hogA? aise to ThIka-ThIka-ThIka, aura | mere kRSNa bana gae haiM, jinakI maiM ArAdhanA karatI thii| aura yaha mara jaaeNge| suvidhApUrvaka jI lie aura mara ge| nAca to paidA vizvAsa lekara jAtI hUM ki jo dhyAna milA yahAM, vaha kAyama hI na huaa| jIvana meM phUla to khile hI nhiiN| rhegaa| aura pukArane para Apa sadA Ate rheNge| lauTA nahIM vaaps| bar3A citrakAra bana gyaa| 'mere to rajanIza hI dUsaro na koii|' ise maiM saMnyAsa kahatA huuN| na usane gairika vastra pahane, na vaha | kisI Azrama meM gayA lekina ise maiM saMnyAsa kahatA huuN| saMnyAsa | __ pUchA hai triveNI ne| naI-naI mahilA, nayA-nayA usakA AnA kA artha huA, sAhasa isa bAta kA ki agara dikhAI par3e ki merA huA hai| lekina jaise bahuta dina kA pyAsA jala ke pAsa A jIvana marusthala meM khoyA jA rahA hai to apanI rAha badala lene | jAe, dila kholakara pI le, aisA usane pIyA hai| kii| cAhe koI bhI kImata cukAnI pdd'e| to kabhI-kabhI aisA hotA hai, jo mujhe bahuta sunate rahe, ve khAlI AdamI kamajora hai| vaha suvidhA se jItA hai| cAhe kucha na hAtha raha jAte haiN| aura aisA bhI hotA hai, kabhI-kabhI koI nayA mile, lekina suvidhA to hai, surakSA to hai| kucha na mile! vyakti ekadama bharapUra ho uThatA hai| pyAsa para nirbhara hai| isalie ye sAre prazna uThate haiM ki ekAgratA kaise sadhe? to | triveNI koI par3hI-likhI mahilA nahIM hai, grAmINa hai; gaira-par3hI pahale to koziza krnaa| sadha jAe to shubh| ceSTA karane se likhI hai| para hRdaya usakA bar3A par3hA-likhA mAlUma hotA pacAsa pratizata mauke haiM, sadha jaaegii| na sadhe to himmata krnaa| hai-'DhAI Akhara prema ke|' buddhi kA koI zikSaNa nahIM huA hai dera mata lagAnA, kyoMki jiMdagI roja hAtha se sarakI jAtI hai| lekina hRdaya jIvaMta hai| jiMdagI unhIM kI hai, jo himmata se jiMdagI ko badalane ke lie to ghaTanA bar3I saralatA se ghaTa gaI hai| pati-patnI donoM yahAM taiyAra hote haiN| nahIM to jiMdagI baha jAtI hai| cikane ghar3e ke Upara haiN| lakSmI mujhe kahatI thI ki donoM dinabhara rasavimugdha baiThe rahate jaise varSA kA jala baha jAtA hai, kucha bharatA-karatA nhiiN| yA haiN| jAte hI nahIM Azrama se| khoe-khoe| jaise kucha mila gayA ulTe ghar3e para jaise varSA giratI rahatI hai--ttp-ttp| bahuta hai-koI khjaanaa| bharosA bhI nahIM ho rahA hai ki mila gayA hai| AvAja, zoragula macatA hai lekina ghar3A khAlI kA khAlI rahatA itane acAnaka milA hai| vizvAsa bhI nahIM AtA ki mila gayA hai| ulTA rakhA hai| | hai| haTate bhI nhiiN| kahIM jAte bhI nhiiN| Thage-Thage! to jarA gaura se dekhnaa| tumhArA ghar3A agara bharatA na ho to kahIM triveNI mujhe milane AyI thii| kucha kahA nahIM usne| kucha ulTA to nahIM rakhA hai? kahane ko usake pAsa hai bhI nhiiN| yaha prazna bhI kisI dUsare se to na to maulika savAla dhyAna kA hai, na bhajana kA hai; maulika likhavAyA hogaa| yaha prazna bhI kisI aura ne taiyAra kiyA hogaa| savAla samajha kA hai| mana ke svabhAva ko smjho| lekina vaha maujUda rahI, baiThI rhii| aura baiThe-baiThe usane jo ekAgratA kI bAta hI mata uThAo, rasamayatA kI bAta utthaao| kahanA thA, kaha diyA binA khe| usakI maujUdagI se usane rasamayatA ke pIche-pIche tuma pAogo, ekAgratA ghUghara bajAtI huI apane bhAva arpita kara die| apanA bhAva-sumana car3hA diyaa| calI AtI hai| loga Ate haiM, bahuta bAta kara jAte haiM aura binA kacha kahe bhI cale jAte haiN| Ae, bakavAsa kara jAte haiN| triveNI AyI, baiThI dUsarA praznaH binA kisI uddezya ke maiM apane pati ke sAtha rahI cupacApa eka trph| na kucha bolI, na pAsa paira chUne aayii| 5751 ___ 2010_03

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576 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 magara usane chU lie pair| gahana bhAva kI bAta hai| jAte ho| tuma bhUla hI jAte ho / AnaMda ityAdi kI bakavAsa bhUla yaha prazna kaI taraha se socane jaisA hai| pahalI bAta : 'binA jAte ho / acAnaka tuma pAte ho, milaa| kyoMki tumhAre khone meM kisI uddezya ke maiM apane pati ke sAtha yahAM A gii| ' hI AnaMda hai| aura to koI AnaMda nahIM hai| tuma nadI bhI pAra kara lete ho, taira bhI jAte ho / mitra kahate ho, hameM to kucha milA nahIM / "tuma kahate the, bar3A AnaMda milatA hai| aise kabhI-kabhI tuma kisI ko yahAM mere pAsa le Ate ho, kahate ho calo, sunane meM bar3A AnaMda AtA hai| basa, tuma gar3abar3a meM usako DAla rahe ho| yaha to bhUlakara kahanA hI mata ki sunane meM bar3A AnaMda AtA hai| kyoMki AnaMda kA lobha sabhI ko hai| vaha bhI socegA ki calo, AnaMda kI to khoja hama bhI kara rahe haiN| agara sunane se hI AnaMda milatA hai, itanA sastA milatA hai, cale calate haiN| kyA bigar3atA hai ? suna hI leN| Upara se jise hama uddezya kahate haiM, Upara se jise hama ceSTApUrvaka khoja kahate haiM, vaha bar3I uthalI hai| bhItara eka niruddezya khoja cala rahI hai| vaha janmoM-janmoM se cala rahI hai| hameM kabhI patA bhI nahIM hotA ki kahAM kisa dvAra para hamAre lie dvAra khula jAeMge! hameM patA bhI nahIM hotA ki kahAM kisa ghar3I meM jIvana ko zaraNa mila jaaegii| zAyada hama ceSTA karake usakI khoja bhI nahIM kara rahe the| akasmAta ghaTatA hai| aksara ceSTA karanevAle loga vaMcita raha jAte haiN| kyoMki ceSTA meM ahaMkAra hai / mere pAsa do taraha ke loga Ate haiN| eka, jo jAna-bUjhakara dharma kI khoja meM nikale haiN| unake sAtha bar3I ar3acana hai| ve saba AzramoM meM ho Ae haiN| saba guruoM ke pAsa ho Ae haiM, saba zAstra par3ha lie haiN| kahIM kucha nahIM hotA / jaba aisA vyakti mere pAsa AtA hai to maiM jAnatA hUM, honA bahuta muzkila hai| usakI saceSTa - AkAMkSA hI bAdhA bana rahI hai| usakI AkAMkSA ke kAraNa hI vaha baMda hai| dUsare taraha ke loga haiM, jo kabhI niruddezya A jAte haiN| akAraNa ! ve jyAdA khule hote haiN| kucha pAne kI khoja nahIM hotii| kucha pAne kI apekSA nahIM hotii| mana jyAdA khulA hotA hai| saralatA se cIjeM ghaTa jAtI haiN| tuma ise samajhane kI koziza krnaa| jo-jo tumane uddezyapUrvaka khojA hai, use tuma kabhI na pA skoge| jIvana meM jo bhI mahatvapUrNa hai, vaha uddezyapUrvaka khoja se nahIM miltaa| AnaMda, satya, prabhu, koI bhI sIdhI khoja se nahIM milte| Akasmika ghaTate haiN| anAyAsa ghaTate haiN| prasAdarUpa milate haiN| magara vaha pUre samaya baiThA hai, dekha rahA hai kinAre se| jaise tumane dekhA ho, billI baiThI rahatI hai, cUhe kI rAha dekhatI rahatI hai| aise lagatI hai bilakula zAMta baiThI hai, dhyAna kara rahI hai| Upara se dekho to aisA lagatA hai, bar3I mahAvIra banI baiThI hai, dhyAna-magna; lekina usakI najara lagI hai cUhe kI pola para ki kaba nikale ! abhI taka nahIM nikalA, aba nikle| bar3I dera huI jA rahI hai, bhUkha bar3hatI jA rahI hai| to vaha jo AdamI A gayA hai sunane, isalie ki AnaMda milegA, vaha AnaMda ke cUhe para lagAe najara baiThA hai| aura dhyAna rakhanA, billI kI najara se cUhA DaratA hai| nikalatA hI nahIM / vaha bhI aMdara se dekha letA hai ki kahIM koI dhyAnamagna to nahIM baiThA hai! agara baiThA hai to khatarA hai| cUhe bhI billI ke pAsa nahIM aate| kitanA hI dhyAna karo! kyoMki cUhe kahate haiM, sau-sau cUhe khAe haja ko clii| itane cUhe khA cukI hai, isakA bharosA cUhoM nahIM AtA ki yaha dhyAna meM baiThI hogii| 2010_03 koI mitra tumase kahatA hai ki maiM tairane jAtA hUM nadI meM, bar3A AnaMda AtA hai| tuma kahate ho, to hama bhI aaeNge| AnaMda kI to hama bhI talAza kara rahe haiN| basa, gar3abar3a ho gii| tumheM na milegA ! kyoMki tuma tairoge hI nhiiN| eka hAtha mAroge aura socoge, AnaMda abhI taka nahIM milaa| kaba milegA aba ? AdhI nadI pAra bhI ho gaI, abhI taka AnaMda nahIM milA ? aba tuma udAsa hone lagoge / to aksara jo Akasmika rUpa se A gae haiN...| tumako maiM kahatA hUM, apane mitroM ko kabhI mata kahanA ki bar3A kyoMki AnaMda milatA hai taba, jaba tuma tairane meM paripUrNa lIna ho AnaMda milatA hai, clo| nahIM to tuma usake kAraNa bAdhA na AnaMda bar3I nAjuka ghaTanA hai / tuma jaba bilakula bekhabara hote ho, masta hote ho, taba tumameM praveza kara jAtA hai| sAmane ke dvAra 'AtA hI nahIM, pIche ke dvAra se AtA hai| aisA Dhola ityAdi bajAkara AtA hI nahIM / cupacApa, pagadhvani bhI nahIM hotI aise calA AtA hai|

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rasamayatA aura ekAgratA jaaoge| tuma hI bAdhA bana jaaoge| ve AeMge aura AnaMda nahIM patnI aba dhokhA dene lagI? yA kabhI-kabhI yaha bhI saMdeha hotA milegA to ve kaheMge, tumane dhokhA diyaa| aura tumheM bhI kyA khAka hai kyA pahale-pahala dhokhA diyA thA? kyA maiM koI sapane meM kho milatA hogA, jaba hamako nahIM milaa| sunA to hamane bhI vahI, | gayA thA? sunA tumane bhI vhii| hameM to kucha bhI na milaa| to tuma nAhaka kI kucha bhI nahIM huA hai| eka jIvana kI choTI-sI ghaTanA tuma bAteM karate ho| | nahIM samajha pA rahe ho| jaba pahalI daphA kisI strI yA kisI nahIM, triveNI ko ho gayA hogaa| vaha yahAM Ane ke lie AyI puruSa se mile the to milane meM koI bhI apekSA na thii-nirpekss| hI na thii| jAte the pati-patnI dakSiNa kI yAtrA ko, pUnA bIca meM ghaTanA Akasmika ghaTa gaI thii| lekina aba apekSA hai| | par3a gyaa| socA hogA calo, yahAM bhI dekhate clo| magara koI aisA hara tarapha hotA hai| pahalI daphA dhyAna meM logoM khoja nahIM thii| aisI koI ceSTA nahIM thii| aisI koI apekSA bhI kabhI-kabhI aisI anubhUti AtI hai| phira kaThina ho jAtA hai| nahIM thI ki AnaMda milegA ki rasadhAra bahegI ki bAdala | kyoMki phira dUsare dina dhyAna nahIM krte| phira to ve thor3A umar3eMge-ghumar3eMge ki bijalI cmkegii| aisA kucha khayAla hI na hilate-Dulate haiM, aura bhItara taiyAra rahate haiM ki aba ho....aba thaa| itanI saralatA se koI A jAtA hai to ghaTanA ghaTa jAtI hai| ho...aba ho| nahIM hotaa| kyoMki jaba pahalI daphA haA thA to saralatA se AnA muzkila hai| kyoMki jo sarala haiM, ve AeM 'aba ho, aba ho' aisI koI AvAja bhItara nahIM thii| aba kyoM? jo jaTila haiM ve Ate haiN| jaTila ko milanA mushkil| tumane eka naI cIja jor3a dI, jo bAdhA bana rahI hai| jo khoja rahA hai vaha AtA hai| jo khoja nahIM rahA vaha AtA nhiiN|| idhara mere hajAroM logoM para dhyAna-prayoga karane ke jo natIje haiM, jo khoja rahA hai usako milatA nhiiN| | unameM eka natIjA yaha hai ki pahalI daphA jaisI jhalaka milatI hai, to kabhI-kabhI jaba na khojanevAlA A jAtA hai satsaMga meM, to phira bar3I kaThina ho jAtI hai| phira jaba taka vaha pahalI jhalaka ghaTanA ghaTa jAtI hai| bhUla nahIM jAtI, dUsarI jhalaka nahIM miltii| kabhI mahInoM laga 'binA kisI uddezya ke maiM apane pati ko sAtha A gii|' jAte haiM bhUlane meN| jaba bilakula hAra-hArakara AdamI socatA hai, isIlie kucha ho gyaa| apekSA na ho to jIvana meM bar3I ghaTanAeM ki are! vaha bhI milI na hogii| kalpanA kara lI hogii| jaba ghaTatI haiN| jo-jo tumane apekSA bAMdhI, vahI-vahI nahIM ghttegaa| pahalI jhalaka bhUla jAtI hai taba dUsarI jhalaka milatI hai| dUsarI, apekSA ke kAraNa hI ghaTanA baMda ho jAtA hai| | tIsarI, cauthI jhalaka ke bAda yaha samajha meM AnA zurU hotA hai ki tumane dekhA! kisI se prema ho jAtA hai, khUba rasa bahatA hai| maiM jo mAMga rahA thA, vaha bAdhA bana rahI thii| lekina yaha thor3e dina hI calatA hai| yaha hanImUna bhI pUrA niruddezya Ane se hI kucha huaa| aba aisI niruddezyatA ko hote-hote cala jAegA, saMdigdha hai| yaha suhAgarAta para hI samApta | kAyama rkhnaa| aba khatarA hai| triveNI pUchatI hai ki ghara jAkara ho jAtA hai| usI strI se, usI puruSa se bar3A rasa milA thaa| phira yaha dhyAna kAyama rahegA na? aba khatarA hai| jo huA hai, binA kyA ho jAtA hai? mAMge huA hai| aba bhI kyoM mAMganA? jaba abhI binA mAMge ho apekSA nahIM thI, jaba milA thaa| taba tumane socA na thA ki gayA hai to phira bhI binA mAMge hotA rhegaa| milegaa| taba tuma saceta rUpa se khoja nahIM rahe the, mAMga nahIM rahe aba khatarA hai| aba khatarA yaha hai ki jo rasa use mAlUma huA the; milA thaa| phira saceta rUpa se mAMgane lge| aba tuma kahate hai, aba vaha cAhegI ki vaha ghara para kAyama rhe| lauTa-lauTakara ho roja-roja milanA caahie| aba tuma kahate ho, Aja nahIM usako phira pAnA caahegii| isa cAha se hI mara jaaegaa| aba milA, bAta kyA hai? koI dhokhA cala rahA hai? niruddezya na rahI trivennii| aba triveNI ko uddezya mila gyaa| aba tuma mAMga karate ho| aba tuma dAvedAra bana ge| aba tuma aba dubArA agara vaha pUnA AegI to bhI khatarA hai| jarUra makadamA lar3ane ko taiyAra ho| aba tama kalaha karate ho patnI se aaegii| AnA par3egA use| kyoMki vaha jo rasa milA, aba ki Aja sukha nahIM diyaa| yA phira tumheM saMdeha hotA hai ki kyA usakI vAsanA jgegii| aba vaha bAra-bAra aaegii| aba maiM bhI 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 usase DarA huuN| kyoMki jaba vaha bAra-bAra AegI aura na pAegI hama apane DhaMga se jIeMge, apane DhaMga se naaceNge| na hama kisI ko to mujha para nArAja hogii| jora-jabardastI karate ki vaha hamAre DhaMga kA ho| na hama kisI ko isalie abhI se sAvadhAna kara detA huuN| bAta hI chodd'o| jaisI jora-jabardastI karane deMge ki hama usake DhaMga ke hoN| na hama kisI AyI thI niruddezya, aisI hI ghara vApasa lauTa jaao| jaise ko dabAeMge, na hama dbeNge| niruddezya mana se mujhe yahAM cAhA, mujhe prema kiyA, aise hI ghara para saMnyAsa bar3I gaharI udaghoSaNA hai| vaha isa bAta kI udaghoSaNA bhI krnaa| AnaMda mata mAMganA, dhyAna mata maaNgnaa| mAMganA hI hai ki aba na to maiM kisI para Agraha thopUMgA apanA ki vaha mere mata kuch| ghttegaa| khUba-khUba ghttegaa| jitanA ghaTA hai vaha to jaisA ho, aura na maiM cAhUMgA ki koI ceSTA kare mujhe apane jaisA sirpha zuruAta hai| yaha to abhI eka jhAlA AyA hai| abhI to banAne kii| to na to maiM kisI kA mAlika banUMgA, aura na kisI mUsalAdhAra varSA hogii| magara mAMganA mt| yaha to sirpha zuruAta ko mAlika banane duuNgaa| na maiM kisI kI svataMtratA chInUMgA, aura na hai| aura jaba dubArA yahAM Ao to apekSA lekara mata aanaa| kisI ko merI svataMtratA chInane duuNgaa| phira aise hI A jaanaa| kaThina hogaa| kyoMki isa bAra to | doharI udaghoSaNA hai sNnyaas| aba jo merI mauja hai, vaise hI niruddezya AnA svAbhAvika huA thaa| aba dUsarI bAra bar3A jiiuuNgaa| yadyapi isakA yaha artha nahIM ki tuma apanI mauja meM kaThina hogaa| lekina agara samajhA ki pahalI daphA niruddezya kisI ko kaSTa do| kyoMki kaSTa dene kA to artha haA, jAne se ghaTa gayA thA to aba uddezya lekara kyoM jAeM? udaghoSaNA ikaharI ho gii| tuma dUsare para apane ko thopane lge| cale AnA. jaba Ane kI savidhA bne| yaha socakara mata jIvana ke parama rahasyoM meM eka hai ki na to dasare ke jIvana meM AnA ki vahAM jAkara khUba AnaMda hogA; ki vahAM khUba bAdhA denA aura na kisI ko avasara denA ki tumhAre jIvana meM dhyAnamagnatA AegI; ki dduubeNge| yaha socakara hI mata aanaa| bAdhA de| bar3A kaThita hai| AsAna hai bAta, yA to dUsare ke jIvana phira aise AnA jaise ajanabI ho| phira ghttegaa| jitanA ghaTA para hAvI ho jAo, dUsare kI chAtI para baiTha jAo, mUMga dalo; usase bahuta jyAdA ghttegaa| aura isa sUtra ko agara samajha liyA | yaha AsAna hai| yA dUsare ko apanI chAtI para baiTha jAne do, vaha to ghaTatA hI rhegaa| mUMga dale, yaha bhI AsAna hai| aura yahI aksara ghaTatA hai| yA to paramAtmA zurU hotA hai, aMta kabhI bhI nahIM hotaa| hamAre pAtra | tuma kisI kI chAtI para mUMga daloge, yA koI tumhArI chAtI para mUMga bhara jAte haiM, phira bhI barasatA rahatA hai| pAtra Upara se bahane lagate dlegaa| isalie maikyAvelI ne kahA hai, isake pahale ki dUsarA haiM, phira bhI barasatA rahatA hai| bAr3ha A jAtI hai, barasatA hI rahatA tumhArI chAtI para mUMga dale, dera mata karo; ucako, jhapaTo, baiTha hai| lekina ar3acana khar3I hotI hai ki jaise hI hamane apekSA kI jAo dUsare kI chAtI para, tuma mUMga dalanA zurU kro| nahIM to ki hama sikdd'e| hamArA pAtra baMda huaa| hama apAtra hue| koI na koI tumhArI chAtI para dala degaa| 'binA kisI uddezya ke yahAM A gii| irAdA kucha aura maikyAvelI kahatA hai, rakSA kA ekamAtra upAya AkramaNa hai| thA--dakSiNa bhArata ghUmane jaauuNgii| kiMtu Apake pravacana sunakara isake pahale ki koI hamalA kare, tuma hamalA kara do| rAha mata kucha aisI pAgala huI ki saMnyAsa bhI le liyaa...|' dekho ki vaha karegA, phira rakSA kara leNge| kyoMki jisane rAha ThIka kahatI hai| saMnyAsa eka taraha kA pAgalapana hai| saMnyAsa dekhI vaha to pichar3a gyaa| eka taraha kI mastI hai| hisAba-kitAba kI duniyA ke bAhara hai| to duniyA meM aisA hI ho rahA hai| bar3I machalI choTI machalI ko yA ke bAhara hai| soca Adi ko jo eka khA jAtI hai| to yA to bar3I machalI bano yA choTI machalI kinAre haTAkara rakha detA hai vahI saMnyasta hone kA adhikArI hai| bnoge| aura kyA karoge? jo kahatA hai, loka-lAja khoii| jo kahatA hai, aba phikra nahIM sAdhAraNa haiM donoM baateN| yahI ho rahA hai| yahI kalaha hai, yahI ki loga kyA kheNge| jo kahatA hai, dUsaroM ke mata kA aba koI saMgharSa hai--dezoM meM, jAtiyoM meM, vyaktiyoM meM, sAre saMbaMdhoM meN| prabhAva nhiiN| aba hama apane DhaMga se jiieNge| jIvana hamArA hai, pati patnI para hAvI honA cAhatA hai ki vaha mere DhaMga se cle| 5781 2010_03

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rasamayatA aura ekAgratA eka patnI mere pAsa AtI hai| vaha kahatI hai pati ko basa, rasa yahI hai| pati ko tUne dIna-hIna kara diyA hai| terI | kisI taraha zarAba rukavA deN| aura kucha bhI kare, magara zarAba na mAlakiyata kAyama ho gaI zarAba pIne ke kaarnn| aise pati saba piiye| maiMne pUchA usako ki saca meM tU zarAba ke itane viparIta hai yA taraha se ThIka haiN| agara zarAba chor3a deM to terI mAlakiyata khatama apanI calAne kA Agraha hai? kyoMki tere pati ko maiM jAnatA huuN| ho jaaegii| ta UMcI ho gaI hai. pati ko nIcA banA liyA hai| pati bhalA AdamI! tujhase Darate haiM, tU DarAtI hai| agara tere pati ne zarAba chor3I to ve aura zarAbI aksara bhale AdamI hote haiN| khatarA to unase hai, | tujhe ddraaeNge| isakI tU taiyArI kara le| jo mAlA ityAdi lie baiThe haiN| unameM bhale AdamI khojanA bahuta jIvana meM hama yA to Darate haiM yA DarAe jAte haiN| hama mazkila hai| ve aksara daSTa prakati ke loga hote haiN| zarAbI to acche-acche bahAne khoja lete haiM DarAne ke| aura hama agara DarAe aksara bhale AdamI hote haiN| jAte haiM to bhI hama acche-acche tarka le lete haiM ki hama kyoM Dara tere pati ko maiM jAnatA hUM, bhalA AdamI hai| aise kisI ko kucha rahe haiN| hama kahate haiM ki vaha bAta ThIka hI hai, isalie hama Dara rahe gar3abar3a bhI nahIM krtaa| vaha kahatI hai, aise to kucha gar3abar3a nahIM haiN| saMnyAsa kA artha ina donoM sthitiyoM ke pAra jAnA hai| saMnyAsa karate, pIkara aisA kucha kharAba bhI nahIM krte| sirpha ApakA | kA artha hai, na to hama DarAeMge kisI ko; kyoMki hama kauna haiM? pravacana dete haiM pIkara-do-do tIna-tIna ghaMTe! aisI koI burI aura na hama kisI se ddreNge| na to hama kisI ko usake mArga se bAta bhI nahIM khte| jJAna kI bAteM karate haiN| to maiMne kahA, harjA vicalita kareMge, na hama apane mArga se vicalita hoNge| kyA hai? ve merA hI pravacana dete haiN| bAta to yahI kahate haiN| bAta isakA artha huA, saMsAra se saMbaMdha chodd'aa| kyoMki saMsAra meM do bhI bilakula doharAte haiN| jaba ve pI jAte haiM to zabda zabda doharAte hI taraha ke saMbaMdha haiM--yA to DarAe jAo, yA ddraao| agara haiM, bhAva-bhaMgimA doharAte haiN| to phira maiMne kahA, harja kyA hai ? tU tuma merI bAta samajho to patnI ko chor3akara nahIM jAnA, dukAna samajhanA ki Tepa rikArDa lagAyA hai| suna liyA kr| chor3akara nahIM jAnA, ghara chor3akara nahIM jaanaa| saMsAra se saMbaMdha nahIM, magara vaha kahatI hai, yaha ThIka nahIM hai| maiMne kahA, eka chor3ane kA yaha sAra hai ki mata DaranA kisI se aura mata DarAnA kAma kr| tIna mahIne...kitane dina se tere pati pIte haiM? vaha kisI ko| tuma saMsAra ke bAhara ho ge| kyoMki ina donoM meM hI kahane lagI, koI bIsa sAla se| maiMne kahA, bIsa sAla kI saMsAra baMTA hai| taba tuma na bar3I machalI rahe, na choTI machalI rhe| Adata hai, chUTate-chUTate chuuttegii| magara tU eka kAma kr| tU tIna | tuma machalI hI na rhe| tuma saMsArI na rhe| mahIne kahanA chor3a de| tU to koI zarAba nahIM pItI, sirpha kahatI bar3I himmata caahie| rAstA kaThina hogA kyoMki tuma acAnaka hai ki mata piiyo| aura bIsa sAla kA anubhava hai ki ve sunate akele par3a jaaoge| aura tumhArI sArI pratiSThA dAMva para laga nhiiN| kahane meM kucha sAra bhI nahIM hai| tIna mahIne ke lie tU jaaegii| kyoMki jinane pratiSThA dI thI, ve pratiSThA khIMca leMge kahanA chor3a de| vaaps| unhoMne kucha zartoM se pratiSThA dI thii| ve kahate the, tuma usane pAMca-sAta dina ke bAda Akara kahA ki asNbhv| merI bar3e buddhimAna ho, aba na kheNge| ve kahate the, tuma bar3e hoziyAra bhI bIsa sAla kI Adata hai| yaha nahIM ho sktaa| isase mujhe ho, aba na kheNge| aba to ve kaheMge, tuma pAgala ho gae, bar3I becainI hotI hai, isalie nahIM kaha sktii| isakI to Apa sammohita ho ge| kisake jAla meM par3a gae! tumane apanI buddhi mujhe chuTTI de deN| gaMvA dii| aba to ve tuma para saMdeha kreNge| to maiMne kahA, aba tU soc| tere pati kI to zarAba kI Adata hai | to tumhArI sArI pratiSThA kaThinAI meM par3a jaaegii| saMnyAsa bIsa sAla kii| kaise chUTegI? tujhe sirpha kahanA rokanA hai, vaha mahaMgA saudA hai| pAgala hI kara sakate haiN| bhI nahIM chuutttaa| vaha bhI terI zarAba ho gii| | triveNI ThIka kahatI hai ki 'yahAM Akara saMnyAsa le liyaa| aura majA tujhe aMdAja meM nahIM hai, agara maiM tere pati ko rAjI kara aisI pAgala ho gaI ki saMnyAsa le liyaa| aura aba Apa hI mere lUM aura ve zarAba na pIyeM to tU dukhI ho jaaegii| kyoMki terA sArA | kRSNa bana gae haiN|' 579 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 jahAM prema ho gayA vahIM kRSNa kA AvirbhAva ho jAtA hai| kRSNa isalie yaha jo maukA milA, yaha jo palaka thor3I khulI, se thor3e hI prema hotA hai! jahAM prema hotA hai, vahIM kRSNa kA isako aura kholate hI cale jaanaa| AvirbhAva ho jAtA hai| yahI kaThina bAta hai| '...aba yaha vizvAsa lekara jAtI hUM ki jo dhyAna yahAM milA agara tuma kisI dUsare ko siddha karoge ki mujhe kRSNa ke darzana | hai, vaha kAyama rhegaa|' ho gae to vaha hNsegaa| usakA haMsanA bhI ThIka hai| vaha kahegA, yaha bAta chor3akara jaao| yaha sAtha lekara mata jaao| yaha hameM to koI kRSNa ke darzana hote nahIM; tumheM kaise ho gae? kucha rahegA kAyama, lekina tuma yaha bAta yahIM chor3a jaao| tuma yaha bhrAMti ho gaI hogii| bAta hI mata utthaao| yaha vizvAsa khataranAka hai| yaha vizvAsa vaha bhI ThIka hai| kyoMki kRSNa ke darzana to prema meM hote haiM; prema to isa bAta kI sUcanA hai ki avizvAsa AnA zurU hI ho gyaa| kI AMkha ho to hote haiN| aura prema kI AMkha ho to kucha aura hI Dara lagane lagA mana meM ki aba ghara vApasa jAnA hai| patA nahIM jo hone lagatA hai, jo isa jagata meM hotA hI nhiiN| yahAM ho rahA thA, vaha vahAM hogA yA nahIM hogaa| tumhArA ghara mohabbata meM kadama rakhate hI guma honA par3A mujhako paramAtmA ke utane hI nikaTa hai jitanA yhaaN| sabhI ghara usake haiN| nikala AyIM hajAroM maMjileM eka-eka maMjila se sabhI jagaha vahI hai| agara prema kI AMkha khulI, ki eka dUsarA hI loka khulaa| tuma yaha vizvAsa hI uThAne kA matalaba huA ki kahIM gahare meM hajAroM maMjileM khula jAtI haiN| idhara prema kI AMkha baMda huI ki saba avizvAsa Ane lagA ki aba jAtI hUM ghara, aba patA nahIM jo baMda ho jAtA hai| huA hai, vaha sAtha jAegA yA nahIM? phikra chodd'o| vizvAsa kI kRSNa dikhAI par3a sakate haiM, jahAM tumhArA prema jaga jaae| prema | koI jarUrata nahIM hai| kRSNa ko nirmita karatA hai| prema kRSNa kA AviSkAra karatA hai| tuma AnaMdamagna, nAcatI, gIta gunagunAtI vApasa jaao| tumhAre to tumhArA prema jagA, ise smaraNa rkhnaa| aura isa prema ko mujha gItoM meM baMdhA huA, jo yahAM ghaTA hai vaha tumhAre sAtha calA para hI mata roka lenaa| ise aura bar3hAnA, ki dhIre-dhIre kRSNa saba aaegaa| apekSAzUnya! jaise niruddezya AnA yahAM huA thA, aise jagaha dikhAI par3ane lgeN| jo ghaTanA tumane mujha para ghaTA lI hai, | hI niruddezya vApasa calI jaao| dUra na jA paaogii| vaha tumhArI prema kI AMkha ke kAraNa ghaTI hai| isI AMkha se vRkSa yAda AgAje-mohabbata kI diloM se na gaI ko dekhnaa| to tuma pAoge, kRSNa khar3e haiM hre-bhre| isI AMkha kAphile ghara se bahuta dUra na hone pAe se pahAr3a ko dekhanA to tuma pAoge, kRSNa khar3e haiN| kaise AkAza | kabhI nahIM ho pAte duur| prema kI jhalaka mila jaae...| ko chUte shikhr| himAcchAdita! kRSNa khar3e haiN| yAda AgAje-mohabbata kI diloM se na gii| tuma isI prema kI AMkha se dekhate cale jAnA, to hara jagaha kRSNa | phira dila kabhI bhUlatA hI nhiiN| dila meM ghaTa jAe, eka daphA dikhAI pdd'eNge| yaha prema kI AMkha jo paidA huI hai, yaha bar3hatI jAe, dila meM jhaMkAra ho jAe, phira dila kabhI bhUlatA hI nhiiN| yaha mujha para ruke n| kyoMki ruka jAe to khatarA ho jAtA hai| yAda AgAje-mohabbata kI diloM se na gaI rukane se saMpradAya bana jAtA hai| bar3hane se dharma, rukane se sNprdaay| kAphile ghara se bahuta dUra na hone pAe tumane agara yaha jidda kI ki yahI AdamI kRSNa hai, aura koI phira tuma jAo kitane hI dUra-pRthvI ke kisI dUra ke kone para kRSNa nahIM to basa, jaldI hI yaha prema mara jaaegaa| kyoMki prema | bhI, to bhI ghara se dUra na ho paaoge| vaha ghara paramAtmA hai, jisase phailatA rahe to jItA hai| prema bar3hatA rahe to jItA hai| prema sikur3a | hama kabhI dUra nahIM ho paate| jAe to marane lagatA hai| tumane gardana para phAMsI lagA dii| jaise eka daphA pulaka A jAe, jhalaka A jaae| vaha jhalaka AyI [ do aura koI mara jAe, aisA prema ko hai| isalie vizvAsa ityAdi kI bAta mata utthaao| vizvAsa to sikor3anA mata, anyathA mara jaaegaa| phira eka dina tuma pAoge | thothI cIja hai| vizvAsa to avizvAsa ko DhAMkane kA upAya hai| ki mujhameM bhI dikhAI nahIM par3eMge kRssnn| vizvAsa to zaMkA ko chipAne kI vyavasthA hai| vizvAsa to saMdeha 580 2010_03

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ko lIpApotI karanA hai| tuma jaisI niruddezya yahAM AyI thIM, binA kisI bhAva ke; kucha patA na thA kyA ghaTegA, aise hI vApasa jAo binA kucha patA lie ki kyA ghaTegA / bahuta kucha ghaTane ko hai / maiM tumase pahale tumhAre ghara pahuMca gayA huuN| 4 . jo dhyAna yahAM milA vaha kAyama rahegA aura pukArane para Apa sadA Ate raheMge ?" tuma phikra hI na kro| kabhI-kabhI binA pukArane para bhI aauuNgaa| dvAra para dastaka dUM to ghabar3AnA mt| kabhI acAnaka sAmane khar3A ho jAUM to ghabar3AnA mt| prema na to samaya jAnatA, na sthAna jAnatA / kSetra aura kAla donoM ke pAra hai| dina-rAta khulI rahatI haiM rAheM dila kI takatI haiM kise roja nigAheM dila kI ye kisakA tasavvura hai, ye kisakA hai khayAla roke jo rukatI nahIM AheM dila kI dina-rAta khulI rahatI haiM rAheM dila kI -- ve prema ke rAste sadA hI khule hue haiN| apekSA se baMda ho jAte haiN| dvAra baMda ho jAtA, bhir3a jaataa| apekSA bhara mata le jaao| praphullatA se, magna bhAva se jaao| dina-rAta khulI rahatI hai rAheM dila kI takatI haiM kise roja nigAheM dila kI dila kI nigAha ke lie koI bhautika upasthiti jarUrI nahIM hai| dila kI AMkha dUra se dekha letI hai| aura dila kI AMkha na ho to pAsa se bhI nahIM dekha paatii| dila kI AMkha na ho to AdamI aMdhe kI taraha AtA, aMdhe kI taraha calA jaataa| ye kisakA tasavvura hai, ye kisakA hai khayAla AtA hUM tumhAre saath| lekina tumhArI apekSA rahI to na A paauuNgaa| apekSA chor3a do| apekSA kA tyAga kara do| AtA hUM tumhAre sAtha eka tasavvura kI taraha, eka bhAva kI taraha, eka bhakti kI taraha / ye kisakA tasavvura hai, ye kisakA hai khayAla roke jo rukatI nahIM AheM dila kI ronA ! apekSA mata le jaao| haMsanA ! apekSA mata le jaao| 2010_03 rasamayatA aura ekAgratA gAnA, nAcanA, cupa hokara baiTha jaanaa| apekSA mata le jaao| sahaja honA; sahajasphUrta / aura phira saMbaMdha nahIM TUTatA hai| tU soja-e-hakIkI hai maiM paravAnA hUM tU vAdA-e-gularaMga hai maiM paimAnA hUM tU rUha hai maiM jisma hUM tU asla hai maiM kla jisameM hai bayAM terA, vaha aphasAnA hUM bhakta kahatA hai : tU soja-e-hakIkI hai, maiM paravAnA hUM tU hai satya kA dIyA, maiM hUM patiMgA, prvaanaa| tujha para jalane ko AtA huuN| tU vAdA-e-gularaMga hai maiM paimAnA hUM .- tU phUloM ke raMga jaisI zarAba hai, maiM terA pAtra huuN| tU vAdA-e-gularaMga hai maiM paimAnA hUM tU rUha hai maiM jisma - tU hai AtmA, tU asla hai maiM nakla bhakta apane ko poMcha detA hai, miTA detA hai| apekSA rakhoge to tuma rhoge| kyoMki apekSA tumhArI hai; tumhAre ahaMkAra kI, asmitA kI hai| apekSAeM haTA do| apekSAoM ke girate hI tumhArA ahaMkAra gira jaaegaa| tU rUha, maiM jisma maiM zarIra / tU asla, maiM nakla taba bhakta nakla ho jAtA hai, nakala ho jAtA hai| vaha kahatA hai terI chAyA, pratibiMba darpaNa meM banI terI pratichavi / tU asla, maiM nakla jisameM hai bayAM terA, vaha aphasAnA hUM jyAdA se jyAdA vaha kahAnI hUM, vaha gIta hUM, jisameM terA bayAna hai| apane ko poNcho| apane ko httaao| usI DhaMga se paramAtmA ke lie jagaha banatI hai| to maiM kahatA hUM, triveNI, ghara jAo - khAlI, zUnyavata | koI apekSA nahIM, koI atIta anubhava kI smRti nahIM / jo huA hai vaha phira-phira ho, aisI vAsanA nahIM-- zUnya ! usa zUnya meM hI usakA dIyA utara AegA; usakI rozanI bhregii| tU vAdA-e-gularaMga maiM paimAnA hUM 581

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 yaha zUnyatA hI tumheM pAtra banA degii| phUloM ke raMgoM jaisI zarAba, | unheM thor3e hI matalaba hai! unheM apane narka kI par3I hai, ki paira kI paramAtmA kI mastI usameM utaregI aura bhregii| tuma miToge to dhula de deM aura phaMsa jaaeN| yaha bhI khaba AdamI phaMsAne ke upAya paramAtmA ho sakatA hai| kara rahA hai! abhI paira kI dhUla de deM, phira phaMseM khud| tumhArA to siradarda ThIka ho, hama narka meM sdd'eN| nahIM, yaha pApa hamase na ho tIsarA prazna : kathA kahatI hai ki zrI kRSNa bhagavAna ne jaba skegaa| inako apanI phikra hai| gopiyoM ko apanA patA hI nahIM siradarda miTAne ke lie bhaktoM se unakI caraNadhUli mAMgI, taba | hai| isalie unhoMne kahA, paira kI dhUla to paira kI dhuul| ise thor3A sabane iMkAra kara diyA, lekina gopiyoM ne caraNadhUli dii| prabhu, | samajha lenaa| isa prasaMga kA rahasya batAne kI kRpA kreN| prema ke atirikta aura koI vinamratA nahIM hai| gopiyAM to samajhatI haiM saba lIlA usakI hai| yaha siradarda usakI lIlA, yaha rahasya bilakula sApha hai| batAne kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| paira, yaha paira kI dhUla usakI liilaa| vahI mAMgatA hai| usakI hI sIdhA-sIdhA hai| dasare Dare hoNge| dasaroM kI asmitA rahI hogI, | cIja dene meM hameM kyA ar3acana hai? ahaMkAra rahA hogaa| takhalIke-kAyanAta ke dilacaspa jurma para aba yaha bar3e maje kI bAta hai| ahaMkAra ko vinamra hone kA | haMsatA to hogA Apa bhI yajadAM kabhI-kabhI pAgalapana hotA hai| ahaMkAra ko hI vinamra hone kA khayAla hotA yaha bhagavAna, jisane duniyA banAI ho-yajadAM, sraSTA; hai| to jo dUsare rahe hoMge, unhoMne kahA, paira kI dhUla bhagavAna ke kabhI-kabhI haMsatA to hogA; kaisA dilacaspa jurma kiyaa| yaha lie? kabhI nhiiN| kahAM bhagavAna, kahAM hama! hama to kSudra haiM, | duniyA banAkara kaisA majedAra pApa kiyaa| tuma virATa ho| hama to nA-kucha haiM, tuma saba kucha ho| lekina takhalIke-kAyanAta ke dilacaspa jurma para isa nA-kacha meM bhI ghoSaNA ho rahI hai ki hama haiM, choTe haiN| hamAre haMsatA to hogA Apa bhI yajadAM kabhI-kabhI paira kI dhUla tumhAre sira para ? pApa lagegA, narka meM pdd'eNge| bhakta kahate haiM-haMsI usako bhI to AtI hogI ki khaba lekina gopiyAM jo saca meM hI nA-kucha haiM, unhoMne kahA hamAre majAka rahA! paira kahAM? hama kahAM? hamAre paira kI dhUla bhI tumhAre hI paira kI kRSNa khUba haMse hoMge, jaba jJAniyoM ne dhUla na dI aura gopiyoM ne dhUla hai| aura yaha dhUla bhI kahAM ? tuma hI ho| aura phira tumhArI | dhUla de dii| khUba haMse hoNge| choTI-sI majAka bhI na samajha paae| AjJA ho gaI to hama bIca meM bAdhA denevAle kauna ? hama kauna haiM jJAniyoM se jyAdA buddhU khojanA muzkila hai| zAstra samajha gae, jo kaheM nahIM? zAstra kA sAgara samajha gae, aura jarA-sI majAka na samajha pAe, prema kI vinamratA bar3I alaga hai| jJAna kI vinamratA thothI hai, jarA-sI bAta na samajha paae| paramAtmA ke lie itanA bhI na kara dhokhe se bharI hai| jJAnI jaba tumase kahatA hai, hama to Apake paira | paae| gopiyAM to khUba khuza huI hoNgii| unhoMne to socA hogA, kI dhUla haiM, tuma mAna mata lenaa| jarA usakI AMkha meM dekhnaa| | calo aparAdha tumhI karavA rahe ho to kreNge| dilacaspa ho gayA vaha kaha rahA hai, samajhe ki nahIM, ki hama mahAvinamra haiM! aparAdha, tumhArI AjJA se ho rahA hai| tuma yaha mata kahanA ki ThIka kahate haiM Apa: bilakula sahI khatAoM pe jo mujhako mAila kare phira kahate haiM aap| to vaha nArAja ho jAegA aura phira kabhI tumhArI | sajA aura aisI sajA cAhatA hUM tarapha dekhegA bhI nhiiN| vaha sunanA cAhatA hai ki tuma kaho, ki | unhoMne to socA hogA, calo acchaa| aba aisI sajA denA ki | are! Apa aura paira kI dhUla? nhiiN-nhiiN| Apa to pUjyapAda! hama aura khatAeM kreN| aba aisA daMDa denA ki hama aura khatAeM kareM Apa to mahAna, ApakI vinamratA mhaan| vaha yaha sunanA cAhatA tAki tuma aura daMDa do| yaha saMbaMdha banA rhe| yaha dostI banI hai ki tuma kaho ki Apa mhaan| rhe| yaha gaThabaMdhana banA rhe| dUsaroM ne iMkAra kara diyA hogaa| kRSNa ke sira meM darda hai, isase | | khatAoM pe jo mujhako mAila kare phira 5821 2010_03

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sajA aura aisI sajA cAhatA hUM gopiyAM to prasannatA se narka calI jAeMgI, agara unake narka ke jAne se kRSNa kA siradarda ThIka hotA ho| unheM to kSaNabhara bhI khayAla na AyA hogA ki yaha koI pApa ho rahA hai| prema ziSTAcAra ke niyama mAnatA hI nhiiN| jahAM ziSTAcAra ke niyama haiM, vahAM kahIM chupe meM gaharA ahaMkAra hai / saba ziSTAcAra ke niyama ahaMkAra ke niyama haiN| prema koI niyama nahIM maantaa| prema mahAniyama hai| saba niyama samarpita ho jAte haiN| prema paryApta hai; kisI aura niyama kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai / jJAnI aura bhakta meM bar3e pharka haiN| ve dRSTiyAM hI alaga haiN| ve do alaga saMsAra haiN| ve dekhane ke bilakula alaga AyAma haiN| jisako hama jJAnI kahate haiM, vaha rattI - rattI hisAba lagAtA hai / karma, karmaphala, kyA karUM, kyA na karUM, kisako karane se pApa lagegA, kisako karane se puNya lgegaa| / bhakta to unmAda meM jiitaa| vaha kahatA jo tuma karAte, kareMge pApa to tumhArA, puNya to tumhaaraa| bhakta to saba kucha paramAtmA ke caraNoM meM rakha detA hai| vaha kahatA hai agara tumhArI marjI pApa | karAne kI hai to hama prasannatA se pApa hI kreNge| bhakta kA samarpaNa AmUla hai| madahozI ! behozI ! paramAtmA ke hAtha meM apanA hAtha pUrI taraha de denA - bezarta / - sara vAijo - zekha ne sara jor3akara badanAma kiyA varanA badanAma na hotI maya-e-gulaphAma abhI dharma-upadezakoM ne, tathAkathita jJAniyoM ne, dharmaguruoM nejor3akara badanAma kiyA -- khUba sira mArA aura badanAma kiyA, | taba kahIM behozI ko, madahozI ko, phUloM ke raMga jaisI zarAba ko ve badanAma karane meM saphala ho pAe; anyathA kabhI badanAma na hotii| vAijo - zekha ne sara jor3akara badanAma kiyA varanA badanAma na hotI maya-e-gulaphAma abhI bhakta to zarAbI jaisA hai| jJAnI hisAbI - kitAbI hai| donoM ke gaNita alaga-alaga haiN| bhakta to jAnatA hI nahIM kyA burA hai, kyA bhalA hai| bhakta to kahatA hai, jo bhagavAna kare vahI bhalA / jo maiM karanA cAhUM vaha burA, aura jo bhagavAna kare vaha bhalA / to gopiyoM ne socA hogA, bhagavAna kahate haiM apanI caraNa raja | de do, unhoMne jaldI se de dI hogii| bhagavAna karAtA hai to bhalA hI 2010_03 rasamayatA aura ekAgratA karAtA hogaa| unakA samarpaNa samagra hai| AkhirI prazna: dhyAna kI mRtyu aura prema kI mRtyu kyA bhinna haiM? kyA unakI prakriyAeM bhI bhinna haiM ? mRtyu to eka hI hai; dhyAna kI ho ki prema kii| lekina prakriyAeM, usa mRtyu taka pahuMcane ke mArga, vidhiyAM bhinna-bhinna haiN| dhyAna se bhI yahI ghaTatA hai ki tuma miTa jAte ho| prema se bhI yahI ghaTatA hai ki tuma miTa jAte ho| miTanA to donoM hAlata meM hotA hai, lekina donoM ke mArga bar3e alaga-alaga haiN| dhyAna ke pahale caraNa para tuma nahIM mittte| dhyAna ke pahale caraNa para to tumameM jo galata hai usako miTAyA jAtA hai, sahI ko bacAyA jAtA hai| azubha ko miTAyA jAtA hai, zubha ko bacAyA jAtA hai| azuddhi jalAI jAtI hai, zuddhi bacAI jAtI hai| to jJAna ke mArga para yA dhyAna ke mArga para vyakti zuddha hone lagatA hai| miTatA nahIM, parizuddha hotA hai, lekina bacatA hai| AkhirI chalAMga meM parizuddhi aisI jagaha A jAtI hai, jahAM zuddhatA bhI azuddhi mAlUma hone lagatI hai| jahAM honA mAtra azuddhi mAlUma hotI hai, vahAM AkhirI chalAMga meM dhyAnI apane ko bujhA detA hai| bhakta pahale kadama para bujhAtA hai| vaha isakA hisAba nahIM karatA - acchA aura buraa| to bhakti chalAMga hai aura dhyAna kramika vikAsa hai| dhyAna eka-eka kadama, dhIre-dhIre calatA hai; AhistA-AhistA / bhakti bilakula pAgalapana hai| vaha ekadama chalAMga lagA letI hai| dhyAnI aise hai, jaise sIr3hiyoM se utaratA hai chata se - eka - eka kadama, samhala - samhalakara / samhalanA dhyAna kA sUtra hai-- sAvadhAnI | bhakta aisA hai, chata se chalAMga lagA detA hai| phikra hI chor3atA hai hAtha-paira TUTeMge, baceMge, mareMge, kyA hogaa| vaha chalAMga lagA detA hai| usakI zraddhA AtyaMtika hai| vaha kahatA hai, use bacAnA hai vaha bacA hI legA / jAko rAkhe saaiyaaN| use nahIM bacAnA hai to tuma sIr3hiyoM para bhI samhala - samhalakara calo to bhI mara jAoge, to bhI miTa jaaoge| to. bhakta to chalAMga lagAtA hai--eka hI kdm| phira eka kadama ke bAda use kucha karanA nahIM pdd'taa| phira to jamIna kA 583

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584 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 gurutvAkarSaNa khIMca letA hai| aisA thor3e hI ki tumane eka kadama chalAMga lagAI, phira tuma pUchate ho aba hama kyA kareM chalAMga lagAkara ? pUchane kA maukA hI nahIM hai / gae! eka kadama tumane uThAyA ki jamIna khIMcane lagatI hai| eka kadama tuma na uThAte to jamIna kI kaziza ke lie tuma upalabdha na the| eka kadama uThAyA ki jamIna kI kaziza kAma karane lgii| to bhakti kA zAstra kahatA hai ki tuma chalAMga lo, phira paramAtmA kI kaziza bAkI kAma kara detI hai| tuma chor3o, vahI kara legA / dhyAnI kahatA hai, hama chor3a na pAeMge aise| hama to jo galata hai bailagAr3I kA kyA huA ? use chodd'eNge| patA nahIM paramAtmA hai bhI yA nahIM ? to tumheM socanA hai apane bhItara ki tumheM kauna-sI bAta ThIka lagatI hai| agara pAgala hone kI himmata hai to bhakti / agara tarka bahuta pragAr3ha hai, soca-vicAra kAphI nikharA huA hai, buddhi balazAlI hai to bhakti tumhAre kAma kI nhiiN| ghabar3AhATa koI bhI nahIM hai| pahuMcoge to vahIM jaba tuma sIr3hiyAM utara rahe ho taba bhI kaziza hI tumheM khIMca rahI hai| tuma dhIre-dhIre utara rahe ho, basa itanI hI bAta hai| bhakta tejI se jA rahA hai, tIra kI taraha jA rahA hai| tuma AhistA-AhistA jA rahe ho, eka-eka kadama jA rahe ho| jaba tuma eka kadama utarate ho sIr3hI se taba bhI kaziza hI tumheM khIMcatI hai| lekina tuma eka kadama utarate ho, phira dUsarA kadama utarate ho| tuma para nirbhara hai| aura jaldabAjI meM aisA mata karanA, yaha mata socanA ki calo yaha sIdhA mArga hai bhakti kA; chalAMga lagA jaao| agara tumhAre mana meM yaha na jaMce to chalAMga lagegI hI nahIM / to apane mana ko pahacAnanA / tumheM jo ThIka lage vahI tumhAre lie ThIka hai| aura sadA dhyAna rakhanA jo tumhAre lie ThIka hai, vaha jarUrI nahIM ki sabhI ke lie ThIka ho / jo dUsare ke lie ThIka hai vaha tumhAre lie gaira-ThIka ho sakatA hai| jo dUsare ke lie amRta hai, tumhAre lie jahara ho sakatA hai| mRtyu to eka hI hai| mRtyu do nahIM haiN| aMtima pariNAma to eka hI hai, lekina calanevAle do DhaMga ke haiN| kucha haiM, jo hoziyArI se calate haiM, samhala-samhalakara calate haiN| rAste para dekhA, koI AdamI samhalakara calatA hai| aura zarAbI ko dekhA, DAvAMDola calatA hai| bhakta to zarAbI jaisA hai| usane to bhakti kI surA pI lii| aba vaha DAMvADola calatA hai| aba gira jAe, to use phikara nahIM / na pahuMca pAe to use phikara nahIM / tumane kabhI eka maje kI ghaTanA dekhI hai? zarAbI gira jAtA hai rAste para, hAtha-paira nahIM TUTate / tuma jarA giro ! eka bailagAr3I meM do AdamI baiThe the - eka zarAbI zarAba pIe aura eka AdamI pUre hoza meN| bailagAr3I ulaTa gii| jo hoza meM thA, usake hAtha-paira TUTa ge| jo zarAbI thA usako patA hI nahIM claa| jaba usane subaha AMkha kholI to usane kahA, are ! 2010_03 tumane dekhA, kabhI-kabhI choTe bacce gira par3ate haiM chata se, coTa nahIM khaate| bar3A AdamI gire to jarUra coTa khAtA hai| kyA kAraNa hogA? zarAbI jaba giratA hai to use patA hI nahIM calatA ki gira rahe haiN| girane kA patA cale to AdamI rokatA hai| roke to virodha khar3A hotA hai, pratirodha hotA hai| jaba hozavAlA AdamI giratA hai to vaha saba taraha se apane ko rokatA hai ki gira na jaauuN| jamIna khIMca rahI hai nIce, vaha khIMca rahA hai, samhAla rahA hai apane ko jamIna ke vipriit| to doharI zaktiyoM meM virodha hotA hai / usI meM haDDiyAM TUTa jAtI haiN| zarAbiyoM ko girate dekhakara aura coTa lagate na dekhakara cIna aura jApAna eka vizeSa kalA vikasita huI, usakA nAma hai jyudo, jujutsu / yaha dekhakara ki zarAbI giratA hai roja / par3e haiN| nAlI meN| phira subaha uThakara ghara jAte haiM, phira nahA-dhokara phira cale daphtara / na unakI haDDI-pasalI TUTI, na kahIM kucha hai| tuma subaha pahacAna bhI nahIM sakate ki ye rAtabhara sar3aka para rahe haiN| subaha bilakula ThIka mAlUma par3ate haiM / tuma to giro itanA ! baccA roja giratA hai, dinabhara giratA hai ghara meN| mAM-bApa to gireM; phaurana haDDI-pasalI TUTa jaaegii| abhI amarIkA meM unhoMne eka prayoga kiyA hArvarDa yunivarsiTI meM ki eka bar3e pahalavAna ko, bar3e zaktizAlI AdamI ko eka choTe bacce kI nakala karane ko khaa| ATha ghaMTe baccA jo kare vaha tuma kro| vaha AdamI socatA thA, maiM zaktizAlI AdamI hUM, gujara jaauuNgaa| kAphI, hajAroM DAlara milanevAle the| cAra ghaMTe meM cAroM khAne citta ho gyaa| kyoMki vaha baccA kabhI gire to aba usako giranA pdd'e| yaha bar3I jhaMjhaTa kI bAta /

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vaha baccA... . bacce ko AnaMda A gyaa| usane kahA ki yaha merI nakala kara rahA hai| to vaha aura jora-jora se karane lagA / cAra ghaMTe meM vaha jo pahalavAna thA, usane kahA mAphI kro| ve hajAroM DAlara rakho apne| yaha to hamArI jAna le legaa| ATha ghaMTe meM hama mara hI jaaeNge| kyoMki ucakatA, kUdatA, cillAtA, cIkhatA / aura jo vaha kare, vahI use karanA hai| manovaijJAnika prayoga karake dekha rahe the ki choTe bacce meM kitanI UrjA hai, phira bhI thakatA nahIM / kAraNa kyA hogA ? choTA baccA abhI apane ko samhAlatA nhiiN| abhI jo ghaTatA hai, usake sAtha letA hai| agara baccA giratA hai, to vaha girane meM sahayoga karatA hai| tuma girate ho to virodha karate ho| tumhAre virodha ke kAraNa haDDI TUTa jAtI hai| haDDI girane ke kAraNa nahIM TUTatI / haDDI tumhAre virodha ke kAraNa TUTatI hai| agara tuma girane meM sAtha ho jAo, agara jaba tuma girane lago to girane se tumhAre bacane kI koI AkAMkSA na ho, tuma girane ke sAtha sahayoga kara lo, tuma girane se eka kadama Age gira jAo, tuma kaho, lo rAjI; to coTa na khaaoge| to tuma aise gira jAoge... binA kisI pratirodha ke / tuma pRthvI kI goda meM gira jaaoge| coTa na khAoge / zarAbI coTa nahIM khaataa| aise hI bhakta bhI coTa nahIM khaataa| vaha giratA hai; bar3I UMcI chalAMga hai uskii| magara vaha zarAbI hai| usane premarasa pIyA hai| usane prema kI surA pI lii| magara tuma agara nahIM ho zarAbI aura tumhArA svabhAva vaisA nahIM hai to karanA mt| tuma apanI sIr3hiyAM utaranA / choTI-choTI sIr3hiyAM - sIr3hiyAM banAkara utaranA / koI jaldI bhI nahIM hai kyoMki donoM taraha se loga pahuMca jAte haiN| to maiM yaha nahIM kaha rahA hUM ki tuma isameM se eka ko apanI svabhAva kI prakRti kI anukUlatA binA dekhe cuna lo| isalie maiM bhakti kI bhI bAta karatA hUM, dhyAna kI bhI bAta karatA huuN| maiM donoM kI bAta karatA hUM kyoMki tumameM donoM taraha ke loga haiN| aMtima ghaTanA to eka hai, lekina usa taka pahuMcane ke rAste bar3e bhinna haiN| agara tumheM vicAra kI bar3I pakar3a hai to tuma dhyAna se clo| agara tumhArA hRdaya khulA hai, tuma choTe bacce ho sakate ho, yA ki tuma straiNa ho sakate ho, tuma prema bahA sakate ho aura prema meM baha 2010_03 rasamayatA aura ekAgratA sakate ho binA zarta lagAe, to phira prema ke mArga se utaro / miToge to donoM hAlata meM kyoMki jaba taka tuma na miToge, taba taka paramAtmA na ho skegaa| aura jisa dina tuma miToge usa dina tumheM cAhe patA na bhI cale ki tuma miTa gae ho, sArI duniyA ko patA cala jAegA ki tuma miTa gae ho| jinake pAsa bhI AMkheM haiM unheM patA cala jAegA ki tuma miTa gae ho| tumhArA zUnya bar3A mukhara hotA hai ! zUnya bar3A saMgItapUrNa hotA hai| zUnya kA sannATA sunAI par3ane lagatA hai| jo loga bhI miTa gae haiM, unake pAsa loga bhAge cale Ate haiM, khiMce cale Ate haiN| samajha meM bhI nahIM AtA ki kyA AkarSaNa hai| AkarSaNa itanA hI hai ki jahAM koI miTa gayA vahAM zUnya paidA ho gyaa| vaijJAnikoM se pUcho, havA calatI hai, kyoM calatI hai ? yaha havA abhI cala rahI hai, yaha gulamohara kA vRkSa kaMpa rahA hai| yaha havA kyoM cala rahI hai? to vaijJAnika kahate haiM, havA ke calane kA eka kAraNa hai, eka hI kAraNa hai| jaba kahIM jora kI garmI par3atI hai to vahAM kI havA virala ho jAtI hai| vahAM zUnya paidA ho jAtA usa zUnya ko bharane ke lie AsapAsa kI havA daur3ane lagatI hai / kyoMki zUnya ko prakRti bardAzta nahIM karatI / usako bharanA par3atA hai / AsapAsa kI havA usa zUnya ko bharane ke lie daur3atI hai, isalie havA calatI hai| isalie garmI meM bavaMDara uThate haiM, tUphAna uThate haiN| kyoMki zUnya paidA ho jAtA hai| sUraja kI garmI ke kAraNa havA virala ho jAtI hai, phaila jAtI hai| jagaha khAlI ho jAtI hai| use bharane havA AtI hai| ThIka aisA hI paramAtmA ke AtyaMtika loka meM bhI ghaTatA hai| jaba koI vyakti miTa jAtA hai, khAlI ho jAtA, to prakRti yA paramAtmA zUnya ko bardAzta nahIM karatA / usa zUnya ko bharane ke lie cetanA kI lahareM cala par3atI haiN| tuma cetanA kI laharoM kI taraha yahAM A gae ho| jahAM kahIM koI vyakti miTA ki cetanAeM usa tarapha sarakane lagatI haiN| aisA vyakti himAlaya para baiThA ho to loga vahAM rAstA khojate hue, pagaDaMDiyAM banAte hue pahuMca jAte haiN| jAnA hI pdd'egaa| zUnya ko paramAtmA bardAzta nahIM krtaa| use bharanA hI pdd'egaa| jahAM guru paidA hogA vahAM ziSya Ate cale jAte haiM / ke hone guru eka hI artha hai, jahAM zUnya paidA huaa| 585

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jina sUtra bhAgaH mohabbata isa taraha mAlUma ho jAtI hai duniyA ko ki yaha mAlUma hotA hai nahIM mAlUma hotI hai prema tumhAre jIvana meM ghaTegA, patA bhI nahIM calegA tumheM kisI aura ko bhI zAyada patA na cale, phira bhI sabako patA cala jaaegaa| aura aisA bhI patA calatA rahatA hai ki mAlUma nahIM ho rahA hai| kisI ko mAlUma nahIM ho rahA hai| lekina cupacupa, gupacupa, hRdaya se hRdaya taka khabara pahuMca jAtI hai| mohabbata isa taraha mAlUma ho jAtI hai duniyA ko ki yaha mAlUma hotA hai nahIM mAlUma hotI hai aura mRtyu to mohabbata kI AkhirI ghar3I hai| vaha to caramotkarSa, vaha to AkhirI utkarSa, vaha to carama sthiti hai| jahAM koI vyakti bilakula zUnya ho jAtA hai, saba tarapha se paramAtmA daur3a par3atA hai aneka-aneka rUpoM meM use bharane ko|| isI ko hiMdU avataraNa kahate haiN| yaha paramAtmA kA daur3akara kisI ko bhara denA avarataNa hai-utara aanaa| koI khAlI ho gayA. paramAtmA daur3A use bharane ko| dhyAnI ko bhI bharatA hai. premI ko bhI bharatA hai| lekina bharatA tabhI hai, jaba tuma miTate ho| apane ko bacAnA mt| koI bhI mArga khojo| apane ko miTAne kA mArga khojo| saMsAra hai apane ko bacAne kI ceSTA; dharma hai apane ko miTAne kA saahs| Aja itanA hii| 586 2010_03

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jahA mahAtalAyassa sanniruddhe jlaagme| ussicaNAe tavaNAe, kameNa sosaNA bhve|| evaM tu saMjayassAvi paavkmmniraasve| bhavakoDIsaMciyaM kammaM, tavasA nijjrijji||152|| Namal ORANE RER tavasA ceva Na mokkho saMvarahINassa hoI jinnvynne| Na hu sotte pavisaMte, kisiNaM parisussadi tlaayN||153|| ja annANI kammaM khavei bahuAhiM baaskoddiihiN| taM nANI tihiM gutto, khavei uusaasmittennN|| seNAvaimmi Nihae, jahA seNA pnnssii| evaM kammANi NassaMti, mohaNijje khayaM ge||154|| ANNE savve sarA niyaTuMti, takkA jattha na vijji| maI tattha na gAhiyA, oe appaiTThANassa kheynne||155|| . Lim 2 . 5 . 5 . GANN 3 2010_03 www.jainelibrary org

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OT ma ke do rUpa saMbhava haiM: eka vijJAna jaisA, eka | kucha aisA hai, jo bhakta ke bhItara pragaTa hogaa| va kAvya jaisaa| jIvana ko dekhane ke do hI DhaMga haiM, do | bhakta bIja hai bhagavAna kaa| hI DhaMga ho sakate haiM yA to kavi kI AMkha se. yA to jaba bIja khilatA hai. phalatA hai to aisA thoDe hI ki bIja vaijJAnika kI AMkha se| donoM sahI haiN| donoM meM koI UMcA-nIcA apane khile hue phUloM ko dekhatA hai; bIja to kho gayA hotA hai| nahIM hai, para donoM bar3e viparIta haiN| khile phUla hote haiN| bIja kA aura vRkSa kA kabhI milanA thor3e hI jo kAvya kI dRSTi se sahI hai, vahI vijJAna kI dRSTi se hotA hai| jaba taka bIja hai taba taka vRkSa nahIM hai, jaba vRkSa hai taba kalpanA mAtra mAlUma hotA hai| jo vijJAna kI dRSTi se sahI hai, bIja jA cukaa| vahI kAvya kI dRSTi se atyaMta rUkhA-sUkhA, gaNita aura tarka to bhagavAna kA darzana, aisI koI cIja mahAvIra ke sAtha saMbhava mAlUma hotA hai| jo vijJAna kI dRSTi se satya hai vaha kAvya kI nahIM hai| bhakta hI apanI paramazuddha avasthA meM bhagavAna ho jAtA dRSTi se murdA mAlUma hotA hai| aura jo kAvya kI dRSTi se satya hai| isalie pUjA kisakI? arcanA kisakI? dIye kisake hai vaha vijJAna kI dRSTi se kevala sapanA mAlUma hotA hai| nAma para jaleM? yajJa, havana kisakA ho? ise agara khayAla rakhA to bar3I sugamatA hogii| mahAvIra kA mahAvIra manuSya-jAti ke una thor3e-se prAthamika agraNI logoM jIvana ko dekhane kA DhaMga vaijJAnika kA DhaMga hai| ve aise dekhate haiM, meM se haiM, jinhoMne dharma ko vijJAna kI zakla dI; jinhoMne dharma ko jaise vaijJAnika apanI prayogazAlA meM nirIkSaNa karatA hai| unakI gaNita kA AdhAra diyaa| jo-jo kalpanA-pUrNa thA vaha alaga dRSTi meM kAvya bilakula nahIM hai| isalie bhakti kA koI upAya | kara liyaa| mahAvIra ke sAtha nahIM hai| prArthanA kA, pUjA kA koI upAya | dhyAna rakhanA, jaba maiM kaha rahA hUM kalpanApUrNa, to maiM nahIM kaha mahAvIra ke sAtha nahIM hai| rahA hUM asatya, kyoMki mere lie bhakta bhI utane hI saca haiM, nArada aura jinhoMne mahAvIra ke sAtha pUjA aura prArthanA jor3a lI, bhI utane hI satya haiM aura caitanya bhI aura mIrA bhii| ye dekhane ke unhoMne bar3A anyAya kiyA hai| mahAvIra ke sAtha to paramAtmA do DhaMga haiN| zabda kA bhI koI artha nahIM hai| mahAvIra ke lie to paramAtmA bhI eka vaijJAnika vakSa ke pAsa Ae to use sauMdarya dikhAI nahIM AdamI kA kalpanAjAla hai| AtmA hI saba kucha hai| AtmA kI par3atA, isalie nahIM ki sauMdarya nahIM hai| vRkSa harA hai, phUla se bharA hI zreSThatama dazA ko unhoMne paramAtmA kahA hai| paramAtmA kahIM hai hai; sUraja kI rozanI meM nAcatI usakI pattiyAM haiM, havAoM ke nahIM, jise hameM khojanA hai| paramAtmA hameM honA hai| paramAtmA jhoMkoM meM praphullita magna khar3A hai| lekina vaijJAnika ko kucha bhI aisA kucha nahIM hai, jo bhakta ke sAmane khar3A ho jaaegaa| paramAtmA yaha dikhAI nahIM pdd'taa| vaijJAnika ko dikhAI par3atA hai vRkSa kA 591 ___ 2010_03

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592 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 vijJAna - vanaspati-vijJAna | use dikhAI par3atA hai vRkSa kina tatvoM se banA hai| use dikhAI par3atA hai kina-kina khanija se milakara banA hai| pRthvI ne kyA-kyA diyA, havA-pAnI se kyA milA, AkAza- sUraja ne kyA diyaa| vaijJAnika ko dikhAI par3atA hai, yaha vRkSa kaise nirmita huA hai| kaise isakA sRjana huA hai| kina cIjoM ke tAlamela se yaha ghaTanA ghttii| kavi bhI usI vRkSa ke nIce AtA hai| use isa sabakI kucha bhI yAda nahIM aatii| nahIM ki jo vaijJAnika kahatA hai vaha galata hai| use khanija, rasAyana, padArtha, jinase banA hai vRkSa, unakA koI bhI bodha nahIM hotaa| use kucha aura hI bodha hotA hai| use dikhAI par3atI haiM sUraja kI kiraNeM vRkSa kI pattiyoM para naactiiN| use eka sauMdarya kA, eka apUrva sauMdarya kA anubhava hotA hai--aisA ki vaha khuda bhI nAca utthe| havA ke gujarate hue jhoMke use kisI aura hI loka kI khabara aura saMdeza de jAte haiN| vaha gunagunAne lagatA hai| vaijJAnika gaMbhIra ho jAtA hai / socane lagatA hai, vicArane lagatA hai, vizleSaNa karane lagatA hai / kavi gunagunAne lagatA hai| gaMbhIra rahA ho to gaMbhIratA girA detA hai, nAcane lagatA hai| donoM saca haiN| satya itanA bar3A hai ki donoM saca ho sakate haiM, sAtha-sAtha saca ho sakate haiN| satya ke sAtha kaMjUsI mata karanA / bahuta kaMjUsI huI hai isalie ise maiM kahatA huuN| satya ke sAtha kaMjUsI mata krnaa| aisA mata kahanA ki merI dRSTi jahAM pUrI hotI hai vahAM satya pUrA ho jAtA hai| tumhArI dRSTi kI sImA hai, satya kI koI sImA nhiiN| satya itanA bar3A hai ki apane virodhI ko bhI samA letA hai| satya itanA virATa hai ki virodhAbhAsa bhI saMyukta ho jAte haiM, paripUraka ho jAte haiN| amarIkA ke bar3e mahatvapUrNa kavi vAlTa hviTamena se kisI ne | kahA, tumhArI kavitAoM meM bar3e virodha haiM, bar3e virodhAbhAsa haiM, kaMTrADikzana haiN| kahIM tuma eka bAta kahate ho, kahIM dUsarI bAta kahate ho| kahIM tuma eka bAta kahate ho, kahIM ThIka usase ulTI bAta kahate ho / patA hai vAlTa hviTamena ne kyA kahA ? vAlTa hviTamena ne kahA, maiM bahuta virATa hUM / mere bhItara sabhI virodha sama jAte haiM aura paripUraka ho jAte haiN| satya bar3A virATa hai| usameM vijJAna bhI samA jAtA hai, usameM kAvya bhI samA jAtA hai| usameM sAre tathya bhI samA jAte haiM aura sArI kalpanAeM bhI samA jAtI haiN| usameM gaNita aura tarka bhI samA jAtA hai| usameM rasa aura bhakti aura prema bhI samA jAtA hai| jaba hama bhakti kI taraha dekhate haiM to hama kucha cunate haiN| aura jaba hama tarka kI taraha dekhate haiM taba bhI hama kucha cunate haiN| jo bhI hama dekhate haiM vaha hamArA cunAva hai| isakA mahAvIra ko bodha thaa| isalie mahAvIra ne apanI dRSTi to kahI, sAtha hI yaha bhI kahA ki yaha dRSTi mAtra hai| aura sabhI dRSTiyoM se jo pAra ho jAtA hai, vahI parama satya ko jAna pAtA hai| jo na vaijJAnika raha gayA, na kavi raha gayA / jisake pAsa apane dekhane kA koI pakSapAta nahIM, koI cazmA nahIM / jisakI AMkha khulI, khAlI, nirdoSa, kuMArI hai| jo kuMArI AMkha se dekhatA hai| lekina kuMArI AMkha se dekhanA bar3A kaThina hai| kyoMki kuMArI AMkha se dekhane kA artha hai, hRdaya bhI satya jaisA virATa honA caahie| kyoMki sAre virodha samAhita karane hoNge| rAta aura dina ko virodha meM khar3A na karanA hogaa| sukha- aura dukha ko virodha meM khar3A na karanA hogaa| jIvana aura mRtyu ko virodha meM khar3A na karanA hogaa| donoM ko sAtha-sAtha dekhanA hogA, viparIta kI taraha nahIM, eka-dUsare ke paripUraka kI taraha / jaise zikSaka kAle blaikaborDa para sapheda khar3iyA se likhatA hai| kAle blaikaborDa para hI likhA jA sakatA hai sapheda khar3iyA se / sapheda dIvAla para likhoge to dikhAI na pdd'egaa| to kAlA sapheda kA duzmana nahIM hai, paripUraka hai| sapheda ko ubhAra lAtA hai, sapheda ko pragaTa karatA hai, sapheda ke lie abhivyakti aura abhivyaMjanA banatA hai| 2010_03 duniyA se jisa dina kavitA kho jAegI, usa dina vijJAna bhI kho jaaegaa| jisa dina duniyA se vijJAna kho jAegA, usa dina kavitA bhI kho jaaegii| ve eka-dUsare ko ubhArate haiM, pragaTa karate haiN| duniyA samRddha hai kyoMki anaMta anaMta dRSTiyoM kA yahAM mela hai| duniyA meM itane dharma haiM, ve manuSya ko samRddha karate haiN| ve alaga-alaga dekhane kI dRSTiyAM haiN| tumheM jo rucikara lage, tumheM jo bhA jAe usa para calanA / yaha vacana to RSi kA ho gyaa| yaha to bar3I sUjha kA gyaa| lekina bhUlakara bhI aisA mata socanA ki yahI satya hai, yahI mAtra yaha to bar3I aMtardRSTi kA ho gyaa| satya hai| jisane aisA socA, yahI satya hai, usane apane satya ko

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trigupti aura mukti asatya kara liyaa| utthaa| jaba bhI AdamI ne jagata ke satya kI khoja karanI cAhI, to isalie mahAvIra ne syAtavAda ko janma diyaa| syAtavAda kA usane pratimA banAI kisI paramAtmA kI-hiMduoM kA paramAtmA artha hotA hai, maiM bhI ThIka, tuma bhI tthiik| maiM bhI ThIka, tuma bhI | hai, bauddhoM kA, IsAiyoM kA, musalamAnoM kA, jainoM kaa| sabakI ThIka, koI aura bhI ho vaha bhI tthiik| jo kahA gayA hai vaha bhI dRSTi hai| dRSTi ke anukUla unakA paramAtmA hai| ThIka, aura jo abhI kahA jAegA vaha bhI tthiik| jo dRSTiyAM | bAibala kahatI hai ki paramAtmA ne AdamI ko apanI hI zakala pragaTa ho gaI haiM ve to ThIka haiM hI, jo dRSTiyAM bhaviSya meM pragaTa meM bnaayaa| hAlata ThIka ulTI hai| AdamI paramAtmA ko apanI hoMgI ve bhI ThIka haiN| | zakala meM banAtA hai| tumhArI jo zakala hai vahI tumhAre paramAtmA lekina sabhI dRSTiyAM adhUrI haiN| koI dRSTi pUrI nahIM hai| koI kI zakala hotI hai| usase anyathA ho bhI nahIM sktii| tumhArI dRSTi pUrI ho nahIM sktii| dRSTi mAtra adhUrI hai| jahAM sArI zakala meM hI to tuma apane paramAtmA ko gddh'oge| thor3A suMdara, daSTiyAM zAMta ho jAtI haiM vahAM darzana kA janma hotA hai| lekina thor3A sajAyA-saMvArA, thor3A nikhArA, bhUla-cUkeM kATI, lekina dRSTiyAM to tabhI samApta hotI haiM, jaba tuma bilakula samApta ho hogI to tumhArI hI shkl| thor3I suMdara nAka banAoge, thor3I jAte ho| jaba taka tuma ho, dRSTi banI rahatI hai| tumhAre dekhane kA suMdara AMkha banAoge, lekina hogI to tumhArI hI shkl| rAma DhaMga prabhAvita karatA rahatA hai| tuma hiMdU ho, tuma musalamAna ho, hoM ki kRSNa hoM, tumhArI hI zakala hai| thor3e saje-saMvare! jo tuma jaina ho, tuma IsAI ho, to tumhAre dekhane kA DhaMga prabhAvita suMdaratama kI kalpanA ho sakatI thI usa kalpanA ko...lekina ve karatA rahatA hai| tuma jo bhI dekhate ho, use tuma raMgate jAte ho| kalpanAeM bhI badala jAtI haiN| use tuma apane bhAva kA vastra ur3hAte jAte ho| tuma use apanI hareka daura kA majahaba nayA khudA lAyA vezabhUSA pahanAte jAte ho| ve kalpanAeM bhI badala jAtI haiN| jaba tuma bilakula miTa jAte ho, jaba na tumhAre bhItara hiMdU hai, na jaba hamane kRSNa kI kalpanA kI to nIlavarNa suMdaratama varNa musalamAna hai, na jaina hai, na IsAI hai, na Astika hai, na nAstika | samajhA jAtA thA, isalie kRSNa ko hamane zyAma khaa| Aja to hai: jaba tama yaha bhI nahIM jAnate ki maiM vizvAsa karatA hai ki zAyada zyAma kahane ko koI rAjI na hogA. agara nayA paramAtmA avizvAsa karatA hUM; jaba tumane saba dhUla jhAr3a dI, jaba tuma bnaao| Aja agara nayA paramAtmA banAoge to gaurAMga hogA, bilakula nipaTa zUnya ho gae, nirAkAra ho gae to darzana kA janma gorA hogaa| kavitA kI bhASA badala gii| una dinoM zyAma varNa hotA hai| taba jo jAnA jAtA hai, use mahAvIra kahate haiM, vahI satya kI bar3I carcA thI, bar3I mahimA thii| hai| aura vaisA satya hI mukta karatA hai| aise zyAma varNa kI khUbiyAM haiN| gorA raMga uthalA-uthalA hotA ye Aja ke sUtra, kaise hama usa muktidAyI satya taka pahuceM, | hai; usameM gaharAI nahIM hotii| zyAma varNa meM bar3I gaharAI hotI hai| kaise usa mokSa ko pA leM, kaise hama sabhI pakSapAtoM se, sabhI jAloM | jaise nadI bahuta gaharI ho to nIlI ho jAtI hai; uthalI ho to se chaTa jAeM, kaise hamAre Upara se sArI sImAeM gira jAeM aura hama sapheda rahatI hai| asIma ho jAeM, usake sUtra haiN| usa dina kI dhAraNA thI to zyAma vrnn| usa dina kI dhAraNA thI hareka daura kA majahaba nayA khudA lAyA to hamane mora-mukuTa phnaayaa| Aja kisI ko mora-mukuTa kareM to hama bhI magara kisa khudA kI bAta kareM pahanAoge to kaThinAI ho jaaegii| isalie mahAvIra ne khudA kI bAta hI na kii| rAma ko hamane dhanuSabANa diyaa| Aja dhanuSabANa doge to rAma hareka daura kA majahaba nayA khudA lAyA hiMsaka mAlUma hoNge| havA meM ahiMsA hai| bAta ahiMsA kI aura jaba bhI AdamI bolA. jaba bhI AdamI ne socA to eka nae zAMti kI hai| Aja to kabatara denA pddegaa| uDAo kbtr| paramAtmA ko janma diyaa| jaba bhI AdamI ne vicAra kiyA to eka Aja dhanuSabANa lekara rAma caleMge to bar3I ar3acana ho jaaegii| nae paramAtmA ko gddh'aa| eka maMdira uThA, masjida uThI, gurudvArA khuda bhI nahIM cala paaeNge| sAtha bhI calane meM loga jhijhakeMge ki 593 __ 2010_03

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594 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 dhanuSabANa to rakho mahArAja ! ise sAtha lekara calo to AdivAsI mAlUma par3ate ho| aura phira dhanuSabANa kA vakta gyaa| lekina usa dina zaurya kI pratiSThA thI, bala kI pUjA thI, vIrya kI pUjA thI to hamane dhanuSabANa diyA thaa| dhanuSabANa ke binA rAma jaMcate hI na usa dina / usa dina kabUtara kA kisI ko khayAla hI nahIM thA ki zAMti ke kapota ur3Ao / vakta badala jAtA hai, khudA kI zakala badala jAtI hai| samaya badala jAtA hai, socane ke DhaMga badala jAte haiM, mApadaMDa badala jAte haiM, dhAraNAeM badala jAtI haiM / to paramAtmA kA rUpa hama badalate cale jAte haiN| yahUdiyoM kA paramAtmA bahuta kruddha hai| jarA-sI bAta para nArAja jAe, jalA de, rAkha kara de| IsAiyoM kA paramAtmA ati dayAlu hai| vakta badala gayA thaa| yahUdI jahAM se gujara rahe the, vahAM bar3e sakhta aura kaThora paramAtmA kI jarUrata thii| jahAM se jIsasa ne paramAtmA kI kahAnI ko pakar3A, vahAM sakhta, kaThora |paramAtmA behUdA mAlUma hone lagA thaa| thor3A amAnavIya mAlUma hone lagA thaa| to premapUrNa paramAtmA / to jIsasa ne kahA, paramAtmA prema hai| aisI zakala badalatI jAtI hai| lekina mahAvIra ne kahA ki aisA kaba taka karate rahoge ? yaha tuma apanI hI zakala ko jhAMkakara dekhate rahate ho| yaha bAta hI baMda kro| isameM samaya mata vaao| paramAtmA ko khojane kI phikara hI chodd'o| kyoMki vaha khoja meM tuma apanI hI zakala ko nirmita karate ho / behatara ho, tuma apanI hI zakala ke bhItara utaro aura apane ko khoja lo / yaha mahAvIra kA buniyAdI sUtra hai| paramAtmA kI khoja Atmakhoja bananI caahie| kyoMki tuma jo paramAtmA banAoge vaha tumhArI hI pratichavi honevAlI hai| isalie isako banAne meM vyartha jAla meM mata pdd'o| yaha tumhArA hI khilaunA hogaa| tuma apane bhItara jaao| use khojo, jisane sAre paramAtmA banAe use khojo, jisane sAre maMdira nirmita kie| use khojo, jisane sArI prArthanAeM gar3hI aura rciiN| vaha jo tumhArA caitanya kA srota hai, vaha jo tumhArA mUlAdhAra hai, usa gaMgotrI kI tarapha baho / / apane ko jAna lo / apane ko binA jAne tuma jo bhI paramAtmA ke saMbaMdha meM socoge, tumhArA ajJAna hI pratiphalita hogA / yaha khoja kaise ho? aura jaba taka yaha khoja na ho jAe taba 2010_03 taka ajJAna ke kAraNa bar3e upadrava hote haiM / paramAtmA ke nAma para lAbha to kucha huA dikhAI par3atA nahIM, hAni bahuta huI mAlUma hotI hai| kitane daMge-phasAda ! kitanA khUna-kharAbI ! kitanA raktapAta ! sArA itihAsa dharma ke nAma para balAtkAroM se bharA par3A hai| masjida-maMdira ne lar3avAyA hI jyAdA AdamI kATe / suMdara bahAne die galata kAmoM ke lie| khUbasUrata nAre die vIbhatsa prakriyAoM ko chipA lene ke lie| agara hiMdU ko kATo to puNya ho rahA hai| agara tuma musalamAna ho to hiMduoM ko kATane meM puNya hai| yA hiMduoM ko jabardastI musalamAna banA lene meM puNya hai| agara tuma hiMdU ho to bAta badala jAtI hai / agara tuma IsAI ho to yena-kena-prakAreNa kaise bhI logoM ko IsAI banA DAlo ! kharIda lo roTI se, dhana se, kisI bhI upAya se aba taka AdamI ne dharma ke nAma para jo kiyA hai vaha dhArmika to nahIM mAlUma hotaa| lekina yaha svAbhAvika hai| AdamI jo bhI karegA usameM AdamI kI hI chAyA pdd'egii| agara hama hiMsaka haiM to hamArA dharma hiMsaka hogaa| agara hama mAMsAhArI haiM to hamAre dharma meM mAMsAhAra ke lie hama koI upAya khoja leNge| agara lar3ane kI, IrSyA kI, jalana kI vRtti hai, to hama apane dharma ke AdhAra banA leMge, jinase hama lar3eMge, jhgdd'eNge| AdamI bar3A cAlAka hai, bar3A kapaTa se bharA hai| vaha jo karanA cAhatA hai, usa ke lie acche bahAne khoja letA hai| vaha bahAnoM kI Ar3a meM phira sAre kAma karate calA jAtA hai| ye musalasala AphateM, ye yUraseM, ye katle-Ama AdamI kaba taka rahe auhAme-bAtila kA gulAma ye niraMtara hote dharma ke nAma para AkramaNa, ye lagAtAra hote hue anAcAra ! AdamI kaba taka mithyA bhramoM kA zikAra rahe! agara Aja duniyA meM naI pIr3hiyAM dharma ke prati tiraskAra se bharI haiM to isakA kAraNa naI pIr3hiyAM nahIM haiM, aba taka dharma ke nAma para jo huA hai usakA bodha / mahAvIra ko yaha bAta DhAI hajAra sAla pahale dikhAI par3anI zurU huI ki dharma ke nAma para jo bhI ho rahA hai, vaha kisI dina duniyA meM adharma hI lAegA; dharma usase AnevAlA nahIM hai| isalie mahAvIra ne kucha sIdhI-sIdhI bAteM kahIM, jinakA maMdira aura masjida, kurAna aura bAibala se koI lenA denA nhiiN| kucha choTe-se sUtra pragaTa kie, jo manuSya ke

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- trigupti aura mukti aMtarjIvana meM jAne kA vijJAna bana sakate haiM-kaise tuma apane na raha jaae| bhItara jAo aura kaise tuma apane ko parizuddha kara lo| phira tuma to tIna kAma mahAvIra kahate haiN| pahalA to mUlasrota ko roka jo bhI karoge vaha dhArmika hogaa| isako khayAla meM lenaa| do| dUsarA, jo hai use uliico| tIsarA, sUraja kI khulI rozanI Amataura se kahA jAtA hai, tuma dhArmika ho jAo, phira tuma jo ko maukA do tAki kahIM bhI chipA huA, bhUmi meM dabA huA kucha na bhI karoge vaha zubha hogaa| mahAvIra ne kahA, pahale tuma zubha ho raha jaae| saba sUkha jaae| jAo. phira tama jo karoge vaha dhArmika hogaa| ina bAtoM meM bar3A manaSya tAlAba jaisA hai| anaMta-anaMta janmoM ke karma bhare paDe pharka hai| haiN| na mAlUma kitanI burAiyAM kI haiM, na mAlUma kitane dhokhe die hama logoM ko kahate haiM, pahale maMdira jAo, pUjA karo, prArthanA haiM, na mAlUma kitane pApa, na mAlUma kitane azubha, na mAlUma karo, phira tuma dhIre-dhIre zubha ho jaaoge| zubha hone kA mArga hI kitanI vAsanAeM kI haiM, AkAMkSAeM kI haiN| lobha, kAma, yahI hai| lekina vaha jo azubha AdamI maMdira jAegA, vaha maMdira | krodha-vaha saba bharA huA par3A hai| ko azubha kara aaegaa| maMdira use zubha na kara paaegaa| maMdira to aba isase chuTakArA pAnA hai| isa hRdaya kI bhUmi ko mukta jar3a hai; AdamI ko na badala skegaa| AdamI maMdira ko badala karanA hai| to pahalI bAta, srota roko| detA hai| bahuta se loga haiM, jo yaha karanA cAhate haiM lekina srota nahIM isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, pahale tuma zubha hone lago, phira tuma rokte| to idhara eka hAtha se ve koziza bhI karate rahate haiM aura jahAM jAoge vahIM maMdira hogaa| yaha sUtra smjhnaa| dUsare hAtha se miTAte bhI cale jAte haiN| _ 'jaise kisI bar3e tAlAba kA jala, jala ke mArga ko baMda karane | tumane bhI bahuta bAra socA hogA ki jIvana meM zubha kA avataraNa se, pahale ke jala ko ulIcane se tathA sUrya ke tApa se kramazaH | ho, satya kA padArpaNa ho, maMgala kI varSA ho, hama bhI kucha sUkha jAtA hai, vaise hI saMyamI kA karor3oM bhavoM meM saMcita karma, divyatA meM jiieN| to kabhI-kabhI tumane thor3I ceSTA bhI kI hai| pApakarma ke praveza-mArga ko roka dene para, tathA tapa se nirjarA ko kucha acchA kareM; dAna kareM, puNya kareM, sevA kareM; kartavya ko prApta hotA hai, naSTa hotA hai|' nibhaaeN| yaha tumane thor3I-bahuta koziza bhI kI hai, lekina tuma mahAvIra kahate haiM, eka tAlAba bharA hai, ise hameM sukhA lenA hai| jaldI thaka jAte ho| jaldI hI pAte ho, yaha ho nahIM paataa| hama cAhate haiM ki jamIna vApasa mila jaae| isa tAlAba ko hama kyoM? kyoMki mUla vRtti to TUTatI nhiiN| mUla dhArA to bahatI samApta karanA cAhate haiN| to hama kyA kareMge? calI jAtI hai| vaha nadI to gira rahI hai, vaha to giratI hI rahatI tIna kAma karane jarUrI haiN| eka sabase buniyAdI, ki isa hai| thor3A-bahuta ulIcate ho| dAna kiyA to thor3A uliicaa| dAna tAlAba meM Ane kA jo jalasrota hai, vaha roka diyA jaae| agara yAnI thor3A diyaa| magara isase kyA hogA? AdamI lAkha isa tAlAba meM jala ke jharane par3ate hI rahe to hama ulIcate bhI rahe | kamAtA hai to hajAra kA dAna kara detA hai| lAkha kamAtA tabhI to pAgalapana hogaa| tuma ulIcate rahoge aura nae jala ke jharane | hajAra kA dAna karatA hai; nahIM to karatA hI nhiiN| pAnI ko bharate rheNge| dAna kA maulika artha yaha hai ki tuma parigraha mata kro| lekina isalie jo prAthamika, vaijJAnika kadama hogA vaha yaha ki pahale / dAna vahI karatA hai jisake pAsa kAphI A rahA hai| aura vaha jala ke AnevAle jharanoM ko roka do| socatA hai, aba kareM bhI kyA? thor3A dAna bhI kara leM? eka hAtha dUsarA kAma hogA, jo bharA huA jala hai, vaha jala ke jharane se dAna karatA hai lekina dAna bhI aisI jagaha karatA hai, isa DhaMga se rokane se nahIM samApta ho jAegA, use uliico| karatA hai ki Age aura Ane kA iMtajAma ho jaae| to rAjanetAoM aura ulIcane se bhI parA sApha na ho jaaegaa| sarya ke tApa ko dAna de detA hai, rAjanaitika pArTiyoM ko dAna de detA hai| dAna kA ko...sUrya ke tApa kI bhI sahAyatA lenI hogI, tAki kahIM bhI majA bhI le liyA aura nae lAiseMsa kA iMtajAma bhI kara liyaa| par3A na raha jaae| jamIna bilakula sUkha jaae| jamIna meM dabA bhI | mUla srota khulA rahatA hai| mUla dhArA giratI calI jAtI hai| 595 ___ 2010_03 www.jainelibrary org

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 usameM se thor3A-thor3A bAMTatA bhI hai| to dAnI hone kA majA bhI le bajAIM ki calo, eka bhavya jIva aura paidA huaa| tumane kasama le letA hai, lekina kabhI parigraha se mukta nahIM ho paataa| lii| tumane pratijJA le lii| tumane kahA ki maiM aba kabhI krodha na to pahale to lobha kI vRtti ko hI tor3a denA pdd'e| dAna jise kruuNgaa| yA brahmacarya kA vrata le liyaa| karanA hai use pahale lobha chor3a denA pdd'e| dAna jise karanA hai, lekina yaha koI vrata se hala honevAlI bAta hai? itanA sastA pahale use vaha jo lobha kI mUrchA hai, vaha tyAga denI pdd'e| mAmalA hai? to tuma krodha ke vijJAna ko samajha hI nahIM rhe| jo ...vaise hI saMyamI kA karoDoM bhavoM meM saMcita karma pApakarma ke krodha ke vijJAna kA maulika AdhAra hai vahI bhara rahA hai isa pratijJA pravezamArga ko roka dene para tathA tapa se nirjarA ko prApta hotA hai, se bhii| tumhAre ahaMkAra ko majA A rahA hai, rasa A rahA hai| naSTa hotA hai|' | isIlie to loga tyAgI-tapasviyoM kI khuba prazaMsA karate haiN| to pahale to hameM apane pApakarma kahAM se udaya hote haiM, isakI rathayAtrA nikAla dete haiM, zobhAyAtrA nikAla dete haiN| baiMDabAje ke talAza karanI caahie| sAtha tyAgI kA svAgata kara dete haiN| aba yaha jo tyAgI hai, mere pAsa loga Ate haiM ve kahate haiM, ki Apake sAmane hama isakA ahaMkAra phusalAyA jA rahA hai| isakA prabhAva bar3ha rahA hai| kasama lete haiM ki hama krodha na kreNge| maiM unase kahatA hUM, tuma isakI asmitA pragAr3ha ho rahI hai| aura asmitA hI sAre rogoM kA kasama to lete ho, yaha ulIcanA to haA. lekina aba taka tama kAraNa hai| vaha ahaMkAra hI sAre logoM kA kAraNa hai| krodha karate kyoM rahe? jaba taka tuma usakA mUla na khojoge, to jarA tyAgI kA tuma apamAna karake dekhanA, taba patA tumhArI kasama se thor3e hI kucha hogA? yaha ho sakatA hai kasama se | clegaa| saMsArI to zAyada tuma dhakkA-mukkA de do, usake paira tuma dabAne lago, rokane lago, krodha ko pragaTa na kro| lekina para paira rakha do to kahegA, calatA hI rahatA hai| saMsAra meM yaha hotA krodha paidA nahIM hogA aisA kaise saMbhava hai? kasama ke na lene se hI rahatA hai| jarA tyAgI ke paira para paira par3a jAe, taba ar3acana ho thor3e hI paidA ho rahA thA, jo kasama ke lene se ruka jaaegaa| krodha jaaegii| tuma jaisA tyAgI ko krodhI pAoge vaisA tuma saMsArI ko paidA hotA thA kisI kAraNa se| usa kAraNa ko khojo| krodhI na paaoge| ghara meM eka AdamI dhArmika hone lage to ghara bhara kyoM krodha paidA hotA hai? ahaMkAra ko coTa lagatI hai to krodha parezAna ho jAtA hai| paidA hotA hai| tumhArI pratimA ko koI nIce girAtA hai to krodha | tuma sabhI ko anubhava hogaa| ekAdha ghara meM koI upadravI huA paidA hotA hai| tuma samajhate ho apane ko jaisA, vaisA koI nahIM aura dhArmika ho gyaa...| aba ve pUjA kara rahe haiM to ghara meM koI hotA hai| aura jaba taka ahaMkAra hai bhItara, AvAja nahIM kara sakatA, bacce khela nahIM sakate, reDiyo nahIM ahaMkAra kA ghAva hai bhItara, taba taka krodha hotA hI rhegaa| tuma | calAyA jA sktaa| unake dhyAna meM bAdhA par3atI hai| vaha sAre ghara lAkha kasameM khaao| kA damana karane lagatA hai| ve bhojana karane baiThe haiM to, ve aba maje kI bAta yaha hai ki aksara loga ahaMkAra ke kAraNa hI | caleM-uThe-baiThe to| kasama bhI khA lete haiN| isa manuSya ke jAla ko smjhnaa| maMdira | tuma kabhI kisI tyAgI ke sAtha rahe ho? tyAgI ko dUra se meM gae, muni ke pAsa gae, sAdhu ke pAsa gae, vahAM bhIr3a bharI hai| dekhanA sukh| tyAgI ke pAsa raho, tuma bhAga khar3e hooge| vahAM koI kasama khA rahA hai ki aba maiM pratijJA letA hUM, aNuvrata kyoMki vahAM hara cIja baMdhI-baMdhI mAlUma pdd'egii| tuma bhI baMdhe hue letA hai ki aba kabhI krodha na kruuNgaa| loga tAlI bajA rahe haiN| mAlUma pdd'oge| tyAgI bar3A bojharUpa ho jaaegaa| usakA loga kaha rahe haiM, dhanyabhAgI hai| kitanA bhavya jIva! tumhAre ahaMkAra patthara kI taraha hai| vaha tumhArI chAtI para laTaka ahaMkAra ko bhI phuraphurI lgii| jaaegaa| honA to ulTA cAhie thA ki tyAgI vinamra ho jAtA, tamane kahA, are| yaha AdamI bhavya jIva haA jA rahA hai| hama ki tyAgI ke sAtha rahanA AnaMda aura saubhAgya ho jAtA, ki baiThe yahAM kyA kara rahe haiM? tuma bhI khar3e ho ge| tumheM pakkA patA | usake pAsa thor3I dera rahane ko mila jAtA to tumhAre jIvana meM bhI bhI nahIM tuma kyoM khar3e ho gae ho! lekina logoM ne aura tAliyAM phUla khilte| magara aisA hotA nhiiN| loga tyAgiyoM ko 596 2010_03

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trigupti aura mukti suukhtaa|' namaskAra karake baca nikalate haiN| vaha namaskAra bhI baca nikalane | jAgakara dekhanA ki krodha uThatA kaise hai| yaha sIdhI bAta hai| kI tarakIba hai ki mahArAja! Apa yahAM ThIka, hama apanI jagaha | buddha eka dina subaha-subaha apane bhikSuoM ke bIca Ae, tthiik| aba Apa mila gae to paira chUe lete haiN| aura kareM bhI | baiThe; aura unhoMne eka rUmAla hAtha meM liyA huA thA, usameM eka kyA? magara Apane mahAna tyAga kiyA hai| gAMTha bAMdhI, dUsarI gAMTha bAMdhI, pAMca gAMThe baaNdhiiN| bhikSu dekhate rahe khayAla rakhanA, AdamI ko krodha AtA hai ahaMkAra para coTa cauMkakara ki mAmalA kyA hai? aisA unhoMne kabhI kiyA na thaa| lagane se| aura krodha tyAga kI bhI vaha ceSTA karatA hai ahaMkAra phira unhoMne pUchA ki bhikSuo, isa rUmAla meM pAMca gAMTheM laga ko hI bharane ke lie| to mUla roga to jArI rahatA hai| AdamI ko giiN| tumane donoM hAlateM dekhIM, jaba isameM koI gAMTha na thI aura | lobha hai, mada hai, matsara hai mUrchA ke kaarnn| use hoza nahIM ki maiM aba jaba ki gAMTha laga gii| kyA yaha rUmAla dUsarA hai yA vahI | kauna huuN| isI behozI meM vaha kasameM bhI letA hai, saMsAra bhI tyAga | hai? gAMTha se zUnya aura gAMTha lage rUmAla meM koI pharka hai yA yaha detA hai| himAlaya calA jAtA hai| lekina behozI to chUTatI vahI hai? nhiiN| behozI apanI jagaha banI hai| eka bhikSu ne kahA ki mahArAja! Apa jhaMjhaTa meM DAlate haiN| eka to mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'yaha jinavacana hai ki saMvaravihIna muni artha meM to yaha rUmAla vahI hai| gAMTha jarUra laga gaIM lekina ko kevala tapa karane se hI mokSa nahIM milatA; jaise ki pAnI ke rUmAla to vahI kA vahI hai| aura dUsare artha meM rUmAla vahI nahIM Ane kA srota khulA rahane para tAlAba kA pUrA pAnI nahIM hai kyoMki pahale rUmAla meM gAMTheM nahIM thiiN| vaha gAMThamukta thA, isameM gAMThe haiN| 'saMvaravihIna muni...|' buddha ne kahA, aisA hI AdamI hai| AdamI paramAtmA hI hai, basa jisane mUla srota ko nahIM rokA hai| jisameM Ane kA mArga to | gAMTheM laga gaI haiN| pharka itanA hI hai jitanA gAMTha lage rUmAla meM khulA hI huA hai aura jo thor3e-bahuta ulIcane meM laga gayA hai| aura gaira-gAMTha lage rUmAla meM hai! donoM bilakula eka jaise haiN| tuma eka nAva meM jA rahe ho, cheda ho gae haiM nAva meM, pAnI bharA jA gAMTha meM thor3I ulajhana bar3ha gaI hai, bs| gAMTha kholanI hai| rahA hai| tuma cheda to rokate nahIM, pAnI ulIcate ho| yaha nAva to buddha ne kahA, ThIka hai, gAMTha kholanI hai| to maiM tumase pUchatA bahuta jyAdA dera calegI nahIM, yaha dduubegii| pAnI ulIcanA jarUrI | hUM, maiM kyA karUM ki jisase gAMTha khula jAeM? aura unhoMne donoM hai, lekina usase bhI jyAdA jarUrI hai chedoM kA baMda kara denaa| rUmAla ke kone pakar3akara khIMcanA zurU kiyaa| eka bhikSu ne khar3e mahAvIra yaha nahIM kaha rahe haiM ki pAnI mata uliico| lekina hokara kahA ki mahArAja! isase to gAMTheM aura choTI huI jA rahI pAnI ulIcane se kyA hogA? agara cheda nayA pAnI lAe cale jA haiN| Apa khIMca rahe haiM, isase to gAMThoM kA khulanA muzkila ho rahe haiM to tuma vyartha kI ceSTA meM lage ho| pahale cheda baMda karo, | jaaegaa| yaha koI DhaMga na huA kholane kaa| isase to aura phira pAnI ulIca lo to kucha rAha bnegii| to nAva ke usa pAra | ulajhana bar3ha jaaegii| khIMcane se kahIM gAMTheM khulI haiM? gAMThe choTI pahuMcane kA upAya hogaa| hotI jA rahI haiM, aura sUkSma hotI jA rahI haiN| itanI choTI ho cheda khojo apane jIvana ke| barAI ko chor3ane kI utanI ciMtA jAeMgI to phira kholanA mazkila ho jaaegaa| mata kro| burAI kahAM se AtI hai isakI khoja kro| lekara to buddha ne kahA, maiM kyA karUM? to usa bhikSu ne kahA, Apa prakAza, dhyAna kA dIyA lekara apane bhItara khoja karo kahAM se rUmAla mere hAtha meM deN| maiM pahale dekhanA cAhatA hUM ki gAMTheM kisa burAI AtI hai| | DhaMga se lagAI gaI haiN| kyoMki jaba taka yaha patA na ho ki lagAI buddha se koI pUchatA ki krodha kaise chor3eM to buddha kahate, pahale kaise gaIM taba taka kholI nahIM jA sktiiN| buddha ne kahA, merI bAta yaha to jAno ki tuma krodha karate kaise ho| chor3ane kI bAta piiche| tumhArI samajha meM A gii| itanA hI dikhAne ke lie maiMne yaha naMbara do hai, doym| prathama hai, tuma krodha karate kaise ho| to aba rUmAla, ye gAMTheM aura yaha prayoga kiyA thaa| zaza karo ki jaba krodha ho taba tama parI taraha jisa cIja ko bhI kholanA ho vaha lagI kaise? kholane ke lie tuma aisa 1591 ___ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 jaldI mata krnaa| kyoMki Dara yaha hai ki kahIM tuma khIMcane-tAnane taka na bharo to sUkha bhI sakatA hai| kyoMki jaba pAnI koI bharatA meM gAMTha ko aura choTA na kara lo| hI nahIM kueM meM to jharanA dhIre-dhIre avaruddha ho jAtA hai| dhUla jama aura maiM aisA hI dekhatA huuN| yahI huA hai, ho rahA hai| AdamI jAtI hai| kaMkar3a-patthara baiTha jAte haiM, miTTI baiTha jAtI hai| jharanA krodha ko chor3anA cAhatA hai| aura isako binA samajhe ki krodha dhIre-dhIre muMda jAtA hai| jharane kA kAma hI nahIM raha jaataa| tuma kI gAMTha lagI kaise, khIMcatAna meM par3a jAtA hai| krodha kI gAMTha eka bAlTI pAnI nikAlate ho, eka bAlTI pAnI jharane ko kueM meM aura choTI ho jAtI hai| saMsArI meM krodha kI gAMTha thor3I | bharanA par3atA hai| to jharanA calatA rahatA hai| jo jhare, vahI jhrnaa| phusalI-phusalI hai, jaldI khula sakatI hai| tyAgI meM bahuta jaba jhare hI na, to jharanA baMda ho jAtA hai| muzkila hai| gRhastha meM itanI ulajhI nahIM hai, jitanI saMnyAsI meM | agara varSoM taka kueM se pAnI na bharA jAe to saMbhava hai kuAM ulajha jAtI hai| ghara meM jo baiThA hai, isakI bar3I moTI-moTI gAMTha sUkha jaae| lekina ulIcanevAlA agara jharane baMda na kare, taba to hai| vaha jo muni hokara maMdira meM baiTha gayA hai, usakI bar3I sUkSma kuAM kabhI nahIM suukhegaa| kyoMki kueM ke pIche sAgara chipA hai, gAMTha hai| usane khUba khIMca lI haiN| hAM, sUkSma hone meM eka lAbha jahAM se jharane bhAge cale A rahe haiN| idhara tuma ulIcate ho, jharanoM mAlUma par3atA hai-lAbha hai nahIM-vaha yahI mAlUma par3atA hai ki ko aura gati mila jAtI hai| ve aura tejI se bhAge cale Ate haiN| gAMTha agara bahuta sUkSma ho jAe to kisI ko dikhAI nahIM pdd'tii| unako aura kAma mila jAtA hai| magara gAMTha se chuTakArA thor3e hI hotA hai! dikhAI nahIM par3ane se isalie jisa vyakti ne brahmacarya ko thopane kI koziza kI chuTakArA to nahIM hotaa| aura kAmavAsanA ke jharane ko rokA nahIM, kAmavAsanA ko samajhA to loga gAMThoM ko sUkSma karate jAte haiN| tuma kAmavAsanA nahIM, usake vijJAna ko pahacAnA nahIM, vaha aura muzkila meM par3a chor3anA cAhate ho| brahmacarya kI carcA sadiyoM taka calI hai| jaaegaa| tuma koziza karake dekho| jaise-jaise tuma brahmacarya kI brahmacarya ke bar3e stuti meM gIta gAe gae haiN| to tumhAre mana meM bhI ceSTA karoge, tuma pAoge khopar3I meM jharane hI jharane khula gae, lobha jagatA ki hama bhI brahmacarya ko upalabdha hoN| acchA hai, vAsanA hI vAsanA ke| vahI-vahI vicAra uThate haiM, vahI-vahI zubha hai bhAva, lekina jaba taka kAmavAsanA ko samajhA nahIM, taba svapna Ate haiN| kahIM bhI najara DAlo, tumheM basa vAsanA kA hI taka tuma mukta kaise ho sakoge? jaba taka kAmavAsanA ko | vistAra dikhAI pdd'egaa| tuma jo bhI dekhoge vahAM vAsanA dikhAI jAgakara dekhA nahIM ki yaha gAMTha lagatI kaise? isake lagane kI pdd'egii| vidhi kyA hai? yaha kaise jakar3a letI hai aura mana ko ghera letI hai, | mullA nasaruddIna apane manovaijJAnika ke pAsa gayA thaa| eka aura mana ko DubA letI hai? khIMca letI, avaza kara detI, | UMTa nikala rahA thA rAste para se| to usa manovaijJAnika ne pUchA, asahAya kara detii| jahAM nahIM jAnA vahAM khiMce cale jAte haiN| jo isa UMTa ko dekhakara tumheM kisa bAta kI yAda AtI hai? usane nahIM karanA vaha phira-phira kara lete haiN| isa gAMTha ko ThIka se kahA, strI kii| jarA manovaijJAnika bhI cauNkaa| usane kahA acchA jAnanA jarUrI hai| koI bAta nhiiN| yaha jo ghar3I laTakI hai isako dekhakara tumheM to mahAvIra kahate haiM, jo vyakti saMvaravihIna hai...| saMvara kisakI yAda AtI hai? usane kahA, strI kii| usane kahA, mujhe mahAvIra kA pAribhASika zabda hai| saMvara kA artha hai Ane kA dekhakara tamheM kisakI yAda AtI hai. usane kahA, strI kii| usane maarg| jisane mUla udagama ko nahIM rokA hai| kueM se pAnI ulIca kahA, tuma hadda pAgala AdamI ho! usane kahA, pAgala kyA? rahA hai aura jharanA nayA pAnI lie calA A rahA hai| jharanA bhare jA mujhe strI ke sivAya kisI kI yAda hI nahIM aatii| isameM UMTa kA rahA hai kueM ko aura tuma ulIce jA rahe ho| tumhAre ulIcane se | koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai, na ghar3I kA, na tumhaaraa| mujhe yAda hI strI kI kucha lAbha nahIM hai| khatarA to yaha hai ki tumhAre ulIcane se AtI hai| isase UMTa kA koI saMbaMdha mata jor3anA ki UMTa ko AnevAlA jharanA aura gatimAna ho jaaegaa| dekhakara mujhe strI kI yAda AtI hai| yAda hI basa eka AtI hai| yaha tumane khayAla kiyA hogaa| agara kisI kaeM kA pAnI varSoM tama jarA koziza karake dekho| jisa cIja se tama jabardastI 5981 | 2010_03

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trigupti aura mukti chUTanA cAho, usakI yAda saghana ho jAtI hai| eka dina taya karake svarNa-avasara hai| krodha jaisI mahatvapUrNa ghaTanA ghaTa rahI hai| ise dekha lo ki mahInebhara brahmacarya kA vrata le lo| mahInebhara kA hI tuma phijUla kI bakavAsa meM kharAba mata kara denaa| jaba krodha uThe lenA, jyAdA kA mata lenA kyoMki prAyogika hai| usa mahIne meM to dvAra-daravAje baMda karake baiTha jaanaa| aura krodha kI gAMTha tumhAre tuma pAoge ki sArI jIvana-UrjA basa kAmavAsanA meM hI saMlagna mana para kaise laga rahI hai usakA pUrA darzana karanA, avalokana ho gii| do-cAra dina upavAsa karake dekha lo, basa bhojana hI karanA, nirIkSaNa karanA, dekhanA, dabAnA mata, kyoMki dabAne kI bhojana, bhojana hI bhojn| aise vicAra tumheM bhojana ke pahale koI jarUrata nahIM hai| kisI para nikAlanA bhI mata, kyoMki kisI kabhI bhI na Ate the, ve upavAsa meM Ate haiN| to ulTI ghaTanA ghaTa para nikAlane meM samaya kho jaaegaa| vaha to ghar3I dekhane kI hai, jAtI hai| sAkSAtkAra kii| maiM jainoM ke gharoM meM ThaharatA rhaa| unake paryuSaNa parva Ate, kisI ne gAlI dI, tuma krodha se ubalane lage; bhAgo! baMda karo dasa-dasa dina kA upavAsa kara lete| idhara sohana baiThI hai pIche apanA dvaar-drvaajaa| baiThakara kamare meM AMkha baMda karake dekho| vaha ATha-ATha dina ke upavAsa karatI rahI, usase puucho| yaha jo dhuAM uTha rahA hai krodha kA, kahAM se A rahA hai? kahAM hai sAlabhara cauke meM kAma karatI hai, bhojana banAtI hai, bhojana | isakA IMdhana? kahAM hai isakI mala cinagArI? khilAtI hai aura acchA bhojana banAtI hai-bhojana kI yAda hI aura yaha to tabhI saMbhava hai isako dekhanA, jaba tuma koI virodha na aaegii| aksara jo mahilAeM bhojana banAtI haiM unako bhojana na kro| tuma yaha na kaho ki yaha barA hai, gaMdA hai, pApa hai| meM rasa hI kho jAtA hai| bhojana banAnevAle ko bhojana karane meM kyoMki jaise hI tamane yaha kahA, tumhArI AMkheM baMda ho giiN| utanA majA nahIM aataa| duzmana ko hama AMkha milAkara thor3e hI dekhate haiN| sirpha gahare prema lekina upavAsa kara lo to saba jharane khula jAte haiN| saba tarapha meM hI, maitrI meM hI kisI kI AMkha meM AMkha DAlakara dekhate haiN| se rasadhAra bahane lagatI haiN| jaise svAda hI jIvana kA keMdra bana duzmana se to hama bacakara nikala jAte haiN| jAtA hai| aura isalie jaina paryuSaNa ke bAda jaise bhojana para TUTate agara krodha ko tumane duzmana samajha liyA to phira tuma kabhI haiM...! tuma jAkara sAga-sabjIvAloM se pUcha sakate ho ki | krodha kA nirIkSaNa na kara paaoge| nirIkSaNa na kiyA to gAMTha paryuSaNa ke bAda ekadama dAma bar3ha jAte haiN| miThAI ke dukAnadAroM kaise lagatI hai, samajha meM na aaegaa| gAMTha kaise lagatI hai samajha meM se pUcha sakate ho ki paryuSaNa ke bAda ekadama bikrI bar3ha jAtI hai| na AyA to gAMTha khologe kaise? kasameM khAne se thor3e hI gAMTha ATha dina, dasa dina kisI taraha soca-socakara vicAra khulatI hai! kara-karake TAle rakhate haiN| aura dasa dina ke bAda pAgala hokara isalie maiM kahatA haM mahAvIra ne dharma ko vaijJAnika rUpa diyA TUTa par3ate haiN| dharma ko manovijJAna bnaayaa| usako ThIka jahAM se kAma zurU jisa cIja ko tuma jabardastI rokoge, usako mahAvIra kahate haiM honA cAhie, vahAM se izAre kie| saMvara na huaa| akelI tapazcaryA se koI pahalA izArA unakA yaha hai ki mUlasrota kI pahacAna; mUla muni mokSa ko upalabdha nahIM hotaa| saMvara pahalI bAta hai| jharane udagama kI phcaan| ko sukhaao| __ aura tumane khayAla kiyA? agara gaMgA ko pakar3anA ho, vaza meM jharanA kahAM hai? sabhI cIjoM kA maulika jharanA kahAM hai? vaha karanA ho to gaMgotrI para jitanA sarala hai phira Age kahIM bhI utanA manuSya kI acetanA meM hai| vaha manuSya kI mUrchA meM hai| hama sarala nahIM hai| gaMgotrI para to aise choTA-sA jharanA hai gNgaa| behoza haiN| hameM patA hI nahIM gAMTha kaise lagatI hai| roja gAMTha | gaumakha meM se giratI hai, bahata bar3I ho bhI nahIM sktii| gaMgA ko lagatI hai aura hama dekha nahIM paate| krodha roja uThatA hai aura hama agara vaza meM karanA ho to gaMgotrI para karanA AsAna hai| prayAga meM dekha nahIM pAte ki yaha gAMTha hamAre rUmAla para lagatI kaise? yA kAzI meM agara vaza meM karane gae to tuma pAgala ho jaaoge| to aba jaba krodha uThe to usa mauke ko khonA mt| vaha bar3A vaha vaza meM honevAlI nhiiN| bahuta bar3I ho jAtI hai| 599 ___ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 nI sabhI cIjeM apane mUla udagama para bar3I choTI hotI haiM, tumhArI to sirpha calane kA hI kAma kare, bs| tuma kucha aura hajAra bAteM sImA ke bhItara hotI haiN| na soco| to krodha ko vahAM dekho, jahAM se krodha uThatA hai| kAma ko vahAM rAste para tuma cala rahe ho, hajAra bAteM soca rahe ho| to calanA dekho jahAM se kAma uThatA hai| jhagar3e kA savAla nahIM hai| eka to machita hogA hii| mana hajAra jaga vaijJAnika avalokana kI bAta hai| sakatA hai| eka hI jagaha ho sakatA hai| bhojana tuma kara rahe ho, 'yaha jinavacana hai ki saMvarahIna muni ko kevala tapa karane se usa vakta baiThe tuma dukAna para vicAra kara rahe ho| baiThe ghara meM, mokSa nahIM milatA, jaise ki pAnI ke Ane kA srota khulA rahane para bhojana kara rahe, vicAra cala rahA bAjAra kaa| tAlAba kA pUrA pAnI nahIM suukhtaa|' maiMne sunA hai, eka AdamI eka sAdhu ke pAsa jAtA thaa| bar3A to pahalI cIja, mUlasrota kI phcaan| usa mUlasrota ko eka bhaktibhAva meM rasa letA thA, bhajana-kIrtana karatA thaa| aura jo hI nAma diyA jA sakatA hai, vaha hai muurchaa| mahAvIra kA zabda hai loga bhI bhajana-kIrtana ityAdi karane lagate haiM, ve cAhate haiM sabhI pramAda-soe-soe jiinaa| ko karavA deN| hiMsA kA bhAva hai vh| kyoMki tuma kauna ho sabhI hama jI to jarUra rahe haiM, lekina hamArA jInA bar3I taMdrA se bharA | | ko karavAne vAle? vaha apanI patnI ko bhI lagAnA cAhatA thaa| huA hai| kucha ThIka pakkA patA nahIM hai kyoM jI rahe haiN| kucha duniyA meM sabase kaThina kAma vahI hai| pati ko agara pakkA patA nahIM kauna haiN| kucha pakkA patA nahIM kahAM jA rahe haiM, bhajana-kIrtana karanA hai, patnI nizcita rUpa se bhajana-kIrtana nahIM kahAM se A rahe haiN| dhakkamadhukkI hai, cale jA rahe haiN| kregii| do meM se eka hI karatA hai| donoM...Akasmika saMyoga kabhI bhIr3a meM dekhA? koI bhIr3a kA relA A rahA ho, loga cale | ho jAe, bAta alg| aisA hotA nhiiN| le jA rahe ho| rukanA bhI mazkila kyoMki to vaha patnI ko baDI khIMcatAna macAtA thA. baDA zoragala bhIr3a dhakke de rahI hai| tumheM yaha pakkA patA bhI nahIM kahAM jA rahe, macAtA thA ki cala, dharma kara kuch| samaya kho rahI hai| jIvana jA kahAM se le jAe jA rahe, yaha bhIr3a kahAM jA rahI hai| lekina yaha rahA hai| lekina patnI apanI jidda para thii| usane apane guru ko socakara ki saba jA rahe haiM to ThIka hI jA rahe hoMge, AdamI khaa| guru ne kahA, maiM aauuNgaa| maiM terI patnI ko smjhaauuNgaa| calatA calA jAtA hai| hama paidA bhIr3a meM hote haiM, aura bhIr3a meM hI kala subaha AtA hUM pAMca bje| mara jAte haiN| aura hameM patA hI nahIM cala pAtA hameM jAnA kahAM thA, to pati to uTha jAtA thA cAra baje hI se| jora se zoragula honA kyA thaa| kyA hone ko hama paidA hue the| hamArI niyati kyA macAtA thaa| usako hI vaha bhajana-kIrtana kahatA thaa| hAlAMki thii| hamArA svabhAva kyA thaa| mohallA bhara usako gAlI detA thaa| bacce ghara ke gAlI dete the| yaha mUrchA tor3anA pahalI bAta hai| kaise TUTe yaha mUrchA? jo magara dhArmika AdamI jaba isa taraha ke kAma karatA hai to koI bhI karo, mahAvIra kahate haiM; vivekapUrvaka kro| rukAvaTa bhI nahIM DAla sktaa| jaina mani viveka kA bar3A galata artha karate haiN| jaba tama jaina | vaha jaba AyA sAdha, usane dvAra para dastaka dI to patnI bahArI muni se pUchoge ki mahAvIra jaba kahate haiM 'jayaM care, jayaM lagA rahI thii| usane patnI se kahA ki dekho, tumhArA pati kitanA ciTThe'--viveka se uThe, viveka se baiThe, to unakA matalaba kyA dhyAna meM lIna hai| usakI patnI ne kahA, chor3o bakavAsa! vaha isa hai? to jaina muni kahegA, viveka se baiThane kA matalaba jamIna samaya bAjAra gayA huA hai aura eka jUte kI dukAna para jUte kharIda jhAr3akara baittheN| koI cIMTI na mara jaae| pAnI chAnakara pIeM ki rahA hai| koI hiMsA na ho jaae| yaha viveka kA artha! vaha pati to aMdara baiThA thaa| usane yaha sunA to vaha bar3A hairAna yaha viveka kA artha nahIM hai| viveka kA artha hai. baiThane kI haa| usane kahA haha ho gii| jhaTha kI bhI eka sImA hotI hai| kriyA meM mUrchA na ho| jaba tuma baiTho to sirpha baittho| usa vakta pAMca baje rAta na to dukAneM khulI, aura maiM idhara apane dhyAna meM tumhArA caitanya sirpha baiThane kA hI kAma kare, bs| jaba tuma calo lagA huuN| aba yaha dikhatA hai ki yaha socakara ki maiM bIca meM uTha 6001 2010_03 .

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trigupti aura mukti nahIM sktaa...| vaha nikalakara bAhara A gyaa| usane kahA, kara rahe haiN| hAlAMki jo ve artha kara rahe haiM vaha mere artha meM tUne samajhA kyA hai? maiM idhara ghara meM baiThA huuN| dhyAna kara rahA hUM, samAviSTa ho jAtA hai, lekina unake artha meM merA artha samAviSTa tujhe patA hai| jhUTha bola rahI hai sarAsara! nahIM hotaa| usakI patnI ne kahA, aba tuma ImAna se kaha do| kama se kama | jo vyakti jAgarUkatA se jIegA vaha svabhAvataH dekhakara tumhAre guru kI maujUdagI meM ImAna se kaha do, ki tuma nahIM camAra | calegA ki kisI kIr3e-makor3e para paira na par3a jaae| isake lie kI dukAna para the? jUte nahIM kharIda rahe the? dekhakara calane kI alaga se jarUrata na rahegI, jAgakara calanA vaha thor3A cauNkaa| aura guru sAmane khar3A thA, ekadama jhUTha bola | kAphI hai| vaha to nIMda meM hI, behozI meM hI calate ho isalie bhI na skaa| guru ne kahA, kyA mAmalA kyA hai? | aisI bhUla ho jAtI hai| usane kahA, yaha bAta to ThIka kaha rahI hai magara isako patA kaise | jo AdamI jAgakara jI rahA hai usake sAre jIvana kI prakriyAoM calA? kyoMki jUte phaTa gae haiM mere, to maiM dhyAna to kara rahA thA, | meM jAgaraNa kA prakAza par3ane lgegaa| usake jIvana se hiMsA lekina khayAla bAjAra kA thaa| aura maiM jarUra pahuMca gayA thA | samApta ho jaaegii| jisake bhItara tanAva nahIM, usake bAhara hiMsA camAra kI dukAna pr| jhagar3A maca gayA thA, kyoMki dAma vaha | samApta ho jAtI hai| jisake bhItara saMgharSa nahIM, usake bAhara bahuta jyAdA batA rahA thaa| mola-bhAva kara rahA thaa| magara isako saMgharSa samApta ho jAtA hai| bAhara to hama lar3ate isIlie haiM ki patA kaise calA? bhItara lar3a rahe haiN| bAhara to hamAre jIvana meM dhuAM isIlie aba yaha to kisI ko bhI patA nahIM ki striyoM ko patA kaise dikhAI par3atA hai ki bhItara hama jala rahe haiN| calatA hai, magara cala jAtA hai| chipA nahIM sakate striyoM se kuch| bAhara ke badalane se kacha bhI na hogA, bhItara kI badalAhaTa hogI patA cala hI jAtA hai| to bAhara kI badalAhaTa apane se ho jAtI hai| aMtasa badalA to to tuma jaba dhyAna kara rahe ho, taba dhyAna hI ho| magara yaha tabhI AcaraNa apane se badala jAtA hai| ho pAegA jaba tuma aura kAma bhI dhyAnapUrvaka hI karane lgo| to merI dRSTi meM mahAvIra ke sUtra kA artha huAH aMtasa meM dIyA calo to sirpha clo| bhojana karo to sirpha bhojana kro| bistara | jalA rhe| para leTo to basa phira leTa hI jaao| phira mana na daur3atA rahe | tuma jarA koziza kro| bahuta kaThina mAmalA hai| jaina muni jo hajAra jagaha! nahIM to leTane kI kyA jarUrata? daur3ate hI rho| | kahatA hai vaha sarala hai; isalie do kaur3I kA hai| vaha to koI bhI loga leTa jAte haiM bistara para, phira kahate haiM nIMda nahIM aatii| | abhyAsa kara le sakatA hai| usakA koI bahuta matalaba nahIM hai| nIMda na Ane kA kula kAraNa itanA hai ki tuma leTate hI nhiiN| pAnI chAnakara pI lene kA koI bahuta matalaba nahIM hai| maiM yaha zarIra to par3A hai bistara para lAza kI bhAMti; mana bhAga rahA hai nahIM kaha rahA ki pAnI chAnakara mata piinaa| lekina yaha mata samajha dUra-dUra lokoM meM; na mAlUma kahAM-kahAM kI yojanAoM meN| lenA ki pAnI chAnakara pI liyA to mokSa ku jaba mana bhAgA huA hai to nIMda nahIM ghaTa sktii| vizrAma to ThIka kiyaa| hAijanika hai, svAsthyavardhaka hai| pAnI chAnakara tabhI saMbhava hai jaba mana aura zarIra tAlamela karate haiN| mana kahIM pIyA to vaijJAnika dRSTi se ThIka kAma kiyaa| lekina isase kucha jA rahA hai, zarIra bistara para par3A hai| donoM meM itanA khiMcAva hai, mukti karIba A rahI hai aisA mata soca lenaa| jamIna buhArakara tanAva hai, nIMda saMbhava nahIM hai| | baiThe, ThIka kiyaa| jo karane yogya thA vaha kiyaa| lekina isase sAdhu hI sotA hai| sAdhu hI so sakatA hai| kyoMki sAdhu hI kucha atimAnavIya rozanI kA janma nahIM ho jaaegaa| isase kucha jagatA hai| jaba jagatA hai to basa jagatA hai| jaba sotA hai to basa paramAtmA tumameM nahIM utara aaegaa| sotA hai| itane saste meM tuma paramAtmA ko lAnA cAhate ho to tuma jarA mahAvIra kA jo vacana hai, viveka, jAgarUkatA, apramAda, jarUrata se jyAdA mAMga rahe ho| tama kahate ho. hama roja bahArI yatanAcAra, jatanapUrvaka jInA-usakA artha jaina muni bar3A kSudra lagAkara baiThe, roja pAnI chAnakara pIyA, mokSa kahAM hai? lekina 1601 2010_03

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602 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 tuma mokSa kI kImata kitanI AMka rahe ho? mokSa kA matalaba huA: buhArI lagAkara baiThe pAnI chAnakara pIyA = mokSa ? mokSa do kaur3I kA kara diyA tumane / banatA hai-- ninyAnabe para bhI bhApa nahIM banatA, sAr3he ninyAnabe para bhI bhApa nahIM banatA, ThIka sau DigrI para banatA hai| aise hI tumhAre prayatna kI eka DigrI hai| tumhArI ceSTA kI eka DigrI hai, tumhAre nahIM, mokSa bar3I ghaTanA hai| aura usa bar3I ghaTanA kI bar3I tapa kI eka DigrI hai| ThIka usa jagaha Akara acAnaka rozanI ho taiyArI jarUrI hai| jAtI hai, aMdhakAra kaTa jAtA hai| usake eka kSaNa pahale taka gahana aMdherI rAta thii| + usa taiyArI kA pahalA kadama tuma uThAnA zurU kro| maiM kahatA hUM kaThina hai| kyoMki agara tuma jAgakara calanA cAhoge to tuma pAoge, kSaNabhara bhI nahIM cala paate| agara bhojana tuma hoza se karanA cAhoge to ekAdha kaura kara liyA to bahuta / phira bhaTake, phira bhttke| lekina bAra-bAra lauTAte raho! pakar3a-pakar3akara apane ghara Ate rho| phira jaba yAda A jAe ki are! kahAM calA gayA? phira cabAne lage binA hoza ke, phira lauTakara A jaao| phira hAtha zithila kara lo| phira se apane ko jagAkara baiTha jaao| phira se bhojana zurU kara do| rAha calate-calate eka kadama caloge, hoza rahegA, dUsare kadama para phira behozI A gaI, phira koI khayAla utara AyA, phira kisI khayAla meM kho ge| jaba yAda A jAe, phira apane ko samhAla lo| zurU-zurU meM to aisA hI hogaa| pakar3oge, khooge; pakar3oge, khooge| hAtha lagegA dhAgA, chUTegA; chUTegA hajAra bAra / tuma phikira mata karo / hajAra bAra chUTe, hajAra bAra pkdd'o| isase hatAza bhI mata honA, kyoMki yaha bAta hI aisI hai ki sadhate-sadhate sadhatI hai| yaha bAta itanI mUlyavAna hai ki yaha eka daphA meM sadha jAtI to isakA koI mUlya hI na thA / ye koI mausamI phUla nahIM haiM ki DAla die bIja aura do-cAra saptAha meM phUla A / ye to devadAra aura cinAra ke bar3e vRkSa haiM, jo bahuta samaya lete haiN| bar3e hote haiN| AkAza ko chUne jAte haiN| ge| mokSa se bar3I aura koI ghaTanA isa saMsAra meM nahIM hai, na isa saMsAra ke bAhara hai| mokSa mahattama ghaTanA hai| isalie usake lie jitanA bhI zrama kiyA jAe vaha aMtataH thor3A hai| jaba mokSa kI upalabdhi hotI hai to patA calatA hai, jo hamane kiyA thA vaha na kucha thaa| hAM, jaba taka milA nahIM hai mokSa, taba taka aisA lagatA hai ki kitanA kara rahe haiM, aura kucha bhI nahIM ho rahA hai... kucha bhI nahIM ho rahA hai| aura bAta khayAla rakhanA, jaise sau DigrI garmI para pAnI bhApa 2010_03 hatAza mata honaa| lauTa mata jaanaa| yaha mata socanA ki kyA phAyadA ! ho sakatA hai, tuma sanatAnabe DigrI para the ki anaThAnabe DigrI para the aura lauTa gae, nirAza ho ge| eka kadama aura -- eka kadama aura lauTanA hI mt| jIvana kI eka hI bAta ko yAda rakho to mahAvIra kA sArA sAra-saMcaya tumhAre pAsa rhegaa| uTho jAgakara baiTho jAgakara, calo jAgakara bolo, suno-jo bhI karo - apane ko jhakajhora kara / bhItara dIyA jAgane kA jagA rhe| tuma mujhe yahAM suna rahe ho, tuma isa taraha suna sakate ho ki baiThe haiM, hajAra bAteM cala rahI haiM khopar3I meM, yaha merI bAta bhI sunAI par3a rahI hai unhIM hajAra bAtoM ke bIca meN| kahIM-kahIM kucha-kucha zabda bhItara praveza kara jAte haiN| ve hajAra bAtoM meM lipaTakara unakA artha bhI badala jAtA hai| kucha kA kucha sunAI par3a jAtA hai| kahA kucha, suna kucha lete ho / artha kucha thA, artha kucha nikAla lete ho / aise soe-soe sunakara tuma jo le jAte ho, vaha tumhArA hI hogaa| usakA mujhase kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai / jAgakara suno| jAgakara sunane kA artha hai, sunate vakta tuma kAna hI kAna ho jaao| tumhArA pUrA zarIra kAna kI taraha kAma kare to jAgakara sunaa| bhojana karate vakta tuma svAda hI svAda ho jaao| tumhArA pUrA zarIra basa bhojana kre| calate vakta tuma paira hI paira ho jaao| basa tuma clo| socate vakta tuma mana hI mana ho jAo; phira sirpha soco| I to maiM yaha nahIM kaha rahA hUM ki socane ke lie samaya hI mata do ghar3I do ghar3I nikAla lo aura usa samaya sirpha soco| jarUrata hai usakI bhI / vaha bhI tumhAre jIvana kA aMga hai| use bhI samaya caahie| saba samaya ko ThIka se bAMTa do| magara eka khayAla rahe ki jo bhI kRtya ho vaha mUrcchA meM na ho / agara hAtha meM A-Akara hoza chUTa jAtA ho, to itanA hI khayAla rakhanA ki thor3I ceSTA aura /

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trigupti aura mukti mila hI jAtA duA ko bAga-e-kubUla tarapha bahane lagatI hai to puNya kheN| aura ina donoM ke bIca jo himmata-e-dila hI pasta hai zAyada jor3anevAlA setu hai, vaha tapa hai| tapa zabda bilakula ThIka hai| -svIkAra ho jAtI praarthnaa| vaha tApa se hI banA hai; garmI se hI banA hai| mila hI jAtA duA ko bAga-e-kubUla lekina kucha nAsamajha haiM, ve dhUpa meM khar3e ho jAte haiN| ve kahate himmata-e-dila hI pasta hai zAyada haiM, tapa kara rahe haiN| kucha nAsamajha haiM, aMgIThiyAM lagAkara baiTha agara nahIM milatI prArthanA ko svIkRti, agara prArthanA pUrI nahIM jAte haiN| ve kahate haiM tapa kara rahe haiN| hotI to itanA hI jAnanA ki abhI dila kI himmata, dila kA AdamI ke pAgalapana kI koI sImA nhiiN| aMgIThiyAM lagAkara -abhI dila kholakara mAMgA hI nhiiN| dvAra para dila tuma tapa karoge? zarIra ko jalA loge, pasIne-pasIne ho kholakara dastaka hI na dii| kucha kamI raha gii| | jaaoge| isase tapa kA koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| dhUpa meM khar3e itanA hI khayAla rakhanA ki kucha kamI raha gii| phira ceSTA | rahoge-sira se sUraja ko Ugane-DUbane doge? isase tapa kA krnaa| kisI bhI dina kamI pUrI ho jaaegii| aura koI bhI nahIM koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| tuma nAhaka kaSTa jheloge| kaha sakatA, kaba pUrI ho jaaegii| kyoMki aba taka koI tapa hai aaNtrik| khayAla karo, sUraja kI kiraNoM meM donoM bAteM tharmAmITara nahIM bana sakA, jisase hama patA lagA sakeM ki AdamI | haiM: tApa bhI hai, aura prakAza bhI hai| pratyeka tApa ke sAtha prakAza kA hoza samAdhi ke karIba A gayA yA nhiiN| koI upAya nhiiN| | bhI jur3A hai| prakAza ke do guNadharma haiM: eka to cIjoM ko jaise tharmAmITara meM hama patA lagA lete haiM ki AdamI kA bukhAra prakAzita karanA aura uttapta krnaa| jyAdA to nahIM ho gayA? kama to nahIM ho gayA? aba taka koI aise hI tumhAre bhItara caitanya kA jaba prakAza jaganA zurU hotA hai tharmAmITara nahIM banA, ki patA cala sake ki AdamI kA hoza | to do ghaTanAeM ghaTatI haiN| eka to tuma bhItara prakAzita hone lagate kitanA hai? abhI hoza ko mApane kA koI upAya nahIM hai| ho aura tumhArI jIvana-UrjA uttapta hone lagatI hai| to eka tarapha isalie tumheM TaTola-TaTolakara hI calanA hogaa| magara eka to tuma sau DigrI kI tarapha bar3hane lagate ho, jahAM chalAMga lagegI, bAta pakkI hai-jinhoMne khojA, unheM milaa| agara tumheM na mile | sImA ttuuttegii| dRzya kA baMdhana giregaa| nIce kI tarapha bahane kI to aisA mata socanA ki hoza milatA hI nhiiN| adhika loga purAnI Adata se chuTakArA hogaa| aura dUsarI tarapha jaise-jaise jaldI hI aisA soca lete haiM ki na koI paramAtmA hai, na koI AtmA tApa saghana hotA jAegA vaise-vaise tuma rozanI se maMDita hote hai, na koI hoza hai| yaha kucha honevAlI bAta nahIM hai| isa taraha jaaoge| tumhAre bhItara eka prabhAmaMDala jnmegaa| aMgIThiyAM paste-himmata mata ho jAnA, hatAza mata ho jaanaa| jalAne kI jarUrata nahIM; tumhAre cehare se, tumhArI AMkhoM se, tapazcaryA kA yahI artha hai, jaba mahAvIra kahate haiM tapa, to tumhAre vyaktitva se, tumhAre uThane-baiThane se, prakAza kI jhalaka unakA yahI artha hai| tapa kA artha hai, apane ko tapAte jAnA, milanI zurU hogii| tuma eka dIyA bana jaaoge| garamAte jaanaa| sau DigrI para bhApa banoge, chalAMga lgegii| dekhA! aura dhIre-dhIre vyakti pAradarzI ho jAtA hai| tuma usake dIye pAnI nIce kI tarapha bahatA hai| phira jaba bhApa bana jAtA hai to | ko bAhara se bhI dekha sakate ho| jinake pAsa bhI thor3I dekhane kI Upara kI tarapha uThane lagatA hai| vahI pAnI, jo sadA nIce kI AMkha hai aura sahAnubhUti se bharI AMkha hai, ve kisI bhI tarapha bahatA thA, aba acAnaka Upara kI tarapha uThane lagatA hai| jIvita-jAgate vyakti ke bhItara rozanI ko dekhane meM samartha ho vahI pAnI jo dRzya thA, aba adRzya hone lagatA hai| vahI pAnI | jAte haiN| jo gaDDhoM kI talAza karatA thA, AkAza kI talAza meM nikala to tapazcaryA kA artha tuma yaha mata le lenA ki apane ko vyartha jAtA hai| basa sau DigrI kA pharka hai! | kaSTa dene haiN| tapazcaryA kA artha hai, jo kaSTa A jAeM unheM ThIka aise hI manaSya kI cetanA sAdhAraNataH nIce kI tarapha bahatI svIkAra karanA hai, dene nahIM haiN| AnevAle kaSTa hI kAphI haiM, aba hai| isa nIce kI tarapha bahane ko hama pApa kheN| jaba Upara kI aura dene kI kyA jarUrata hai? itane janmoM ke karmoM kA jAla hai 603 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH2 hamane bahuta-se kaSTa to arjita hI kara lie haiM; ve A hI rahe haiN| meM hI tuma acAnaka pAoge, eka krAMti ho gii| jaba tuma pUre mana basa unheM tuma sahiSNutA se, samabhAva se jhela lenaa| dukhI mata se svIkAra karoge, tuma pAoge, siradarda utanA darda na rahA, jitanA honaa| dukha Ae to, svIkAra kara lenaa| jo dukha Ae tuma | mAlUma hotA thaa| asvIkAra karane se dukha anaMtagunA mAlUma hone usase parezAna aura udvigna mata honA, rAjI ho jaanaa| kahanA ki lagatA hai| svIkAra karane se kSINa ho jAtA hai| agara tumane pUrI kisI ko kabhI dukha diyA hogA, vaha lauTa AyA hai| chuTakArA | taraha svIkAra kara liyA to tuma acAnaka pAoge ki darda to huA jAtA hai| gyaa| itanA phAsalA ho jAtA hai tumameM aura darda meN| buddha para eka AdamI thUka gayA to buddha bar3e prasanna ho ge| agara darda ko bhI tumane mehamAna kI tarapha svIkAra kara liyA to unhoMne AnaMda se kahA, dekha AnaMda! isa AdamI para jarUra maiMne tp| alaga se dukha dene kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| kabhI thUkA hogaa| janmoM-janmoM kI yAtrA hai| kabhI ise kucha dukha yaha mahAvIra to kaha hI nahIM sakate ki apane ko dukha do, diyA hogA, kucha apamAna kiyA hogaa| Aja chuTakArA huaa| kyoMki mahAvIra kahate haiM, kisI ko dukha mata do; usameM tuma bhI agara yaha na thUka jAtA to aTake rhte| isake sAtha ulajhe sammilita ho| yaha to bAta bar3e pAgalapana kI ho jAegI ki rhte| yaha chuTakArA honA hI thaa| Aja khAtA bNd| Aja kahA jAe ki dUsare ko dukha mata do aura apane ko dukha do| jo lena-dena pUrA ho gyaa| tuma dUsare ke sAtha nahIM karate vaha apane sAtha kyoM karo? dayA jaba jIvana meM dukha Ae to use isa bhAMti svIkAra kara lenA ki dUsare ke sAtha hai to apane sAtha bhI caahie| apane kie gae kisI karma kA phala hai, svIkAra kara liyaa| saca to yaha hai ki jo apane sAtha dayA karatA hai vahI dUsare ke isase udvigna mata honA, to nayA dukha nirmita na hogA aura purAnA sAtha dayA kara sakatA hai| aura jo apane sAtha kaThora hai vaha dukha bhasmIbhUta ho jaaegaa| kisI ke bhI sAtha komala nahIM ho sktaa| jo apane sAtha jiMdagI ke gamoM ko apanAkara komala nahIM, vaha kisake sAtha komala hogA? jo apane se prema hamane daraasala tujhako apnaayaa| nahIM kara sakA vaha kisI ko prema nahIM kara skegaa| jo vyakti ve jisane jIvana ke dakha svIkAra kara liye, usane paramAtmA ko apane ko prema karatA hai vahI dasaroM ko prema kara sakatA hai| jo svIkAra kara liyaa| ghaTanA ghaTatI hai, pahale ghara meM ghaTatI hai, apane bhItara ghaTatI hai; aura maje kI bAta hai...sAdhAraNataH hama sukha khojate haiM aura phira usakI kiraNeM dUsaroM taka phailatI haiN| dukha pAte haiN| aura jaba koI vyakti dukha ko svIkAra karane isalie mahAvIra yaha to kaha hI nahIM sakate ki tuma apane ko lagatA hai to jIvana meM sukha kI varSA hone lagatI hai| yaha jIvana dukha do| itanA hI kahA hai ki jo dukha Ae vaha tumhAre dUsaroM ko kA gaNita hai| khojo sukha, pAoge dukh| mile dukha, svIkAra die hue dukhoM kA pariNAma hai| use svIkAra kara lo| kara lo aura tuma acAnaka pAoge, mahata sukha utpanna hone lgaa| 'ajJAnI vyakti tapa ke dvArA karor3oM janmoM yA karor3oM varSoM meM dukha ke svIkAra meM hI sukha kI kSamatA paidA ho jAtI hai| jitane karma kA kSaya karatA hai, utane karmoM kA nAza jJAnI vyakti jarA karake dekho! jaba koI dukha Ae, use svIkAra karake trigupti ke dvArA eka sAMsa meM sahaja kara DAlatA hai|' dekho| choTA-moTA dukha! prayoga karo, svIkAra kara lo| aisA | aba yaha bAta sIdhI-sApha hai, lekina phira bhI na mAlUma kaisA soco hI mata ki mere Upara koI vipadA A gaI hai| aisA soco darbhAgya ki mahAvIra ko mAnanevAle loga trigapti kI to bAta bhala mata ki paramAtmA mere sAtha anyAya kara rahA hai| aisA soco mt| gae, basa ve karor3oM varSoMvAlI tapazcaryA meM lage hue haiN| zikAyata lAo hI mt| gilA, zikavA lAo hI mt| itanA ja annANI kammaM khavei bahuAhiM baaskoddiihiN| hI jAno ki maiMne kucha dukha boe hoMge, phala kATa rahA hUM, ThIka, hajAroM-lAkhoM varSa taka, lAkhoM janmoM taka, koTi-koTi janmoM calo nipaTArA huA jAtA hai| | taka koI tapa kare, taba kahIM bar3A alpa karma kA vinAza hotA hai| siradarda Ae...choTA-sA dukha hai, svIkAra kara lo| svIkAra taM nANI tihiM gutto... 604 2010_03

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aura jJAnI trigupti ke dvArA... khavei UsAsamitteNaM... eka sAMsa meM utane karmoM se mukta ho jAtA hai| kyA hai yaha trigupti ? mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'mana, vacana, kAyA, inakI pravRttiyoM meM atra hokara jInA trigupti / ' ye tIna gupta bAteM, ye tIna sIkreTa, ye tIna kuMjiyAM mana, vacana, kAyA / zarIra se jo bhI karo, hozapUrvaka karanA / mana se jo bhI karo, hozapUrvaka krnaa| vacana se jo bhI karo, hozapUrvaka krnaa| ye tIna kuMjiyAM--inako jo sAdha letA hai, vaha karor3oM janmoM meM bhI zrama karake jo AdamI pAtA hai, use eka sAMsa meM binA zrama ke pA letA hai| ajJAnI AdamI kucha bhI kare to jo bhI karegA, usake ajJAna se hI nikalegA na ! vaha tapa bhI kare to bhI ajJAna se nikalegA / aura ajJAna se jo bhI nikalegA usase nae karmabaMdhoM kA janma hotA hai| vaha tyAga bhI kare to bhI ajJAna se hI kregaa| ajJAnI vyakti kA artha hai - yaha mata socanA ki jo zAstra nahIM jAnatA--ajJAnI se artha hai, jo jAgA huA nahIM hai; jo | jJAnapUrvaka nahIM jI rahA hai| yahIM suvidhA ho jAtI hai cIjoM ke artha badala lene meN| jaba mahAvIra kahate haiM ajJAnI vyakti to samajha meM A gaI bAta, ki jJAnI honA jarUrI hai| par3ho zAstra, kaMThasthakaro zAstra, bana jAo tote, to jJAnI ho jAoge / trigupti aura mukti tapazcaryA kare to bhI kucha khAsa lAbha nahIM hotA / jJAnI vyakti kSaNabhara meM, zvAsabhara meM hoza se jIe to bahuta lAbha hotA hai| isa bAta ko iMgita karane ke lie ki jJAnI se artha zAstra ko jAnanevAlA nahIM hai, tIsarA sUtra bilakula sApha hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, mokSAvasthA kA zabdoM meM varNana karanA saMbhava nahIM hai| isalie zAstra kAma na aaeNge| kyoMki vahAM zabdoM kI pravRtti hI nahIM hai| vahAM to kevala caitanya kA praveza hai, zabdoM kA koI praveza nahIM hai| vahAM tuma to jA sakate ho lekina tumhArI buddhi aura tarka nahIM jA sktaa| tarka aura buddhi ko pIche hI chor3a jAnA par3atA hai| | jaise koI AdamI himAlaya para car3hatA hai, to jaise-jaise UMcAI bar3hane lagatI hai, bojha kama karane lagatA hai| pahale socA thA saba sAmAna le caleM / phira jaba pahAr3a car3hatA hai to patA calatA hai, itanA sAmAna to le jAnA saMbhava na hogaa| to jo-jo kAma kA nahIM hai, chor3a do| phira aura UMce pahAr3a para car3hatA hai to patA calatA hai, aura bhI kucha chor3anA pdd'egaa| jaba tenasiMga aura hilerI gaurIzaMkara para pahuMce to bilakula saba sAmAna chor3akara phuNce| kucha bhI na thA / utanI UMcAI para kucha bhI le jAnA saMbhava nahIM hotaa| mokSa AkhirI UMcAI hai cetanA kii| vahAM to vicAra bhI le jAne saMbhava nahIM hote, saMkalpa-vikalpa bhI saMbhava nahIM hote| isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, usakA to varNana hI nahIM ho sktaa| isalie zAstra jo bhI kahate haiM, ve saba prAthamika sUcanAeM haiM, aMtima kA koI darzana nahIM hai| zAstra jo bhI kahate haiM, vaha saba ka, kha, ga, hai / vaha pahalI prAthamika pAThazAlA hai| zAstroM meM jIvana kA vizvavidyAlaya nahIM hai, prAthamika zikSA hai| zAstroM para mata ruka jAnA / zabda kitane hI saMgRhIta ho jAeM, usase koI jJAnI nahIM hotA / vaha to yaMtravata hai| par3ho, bAra-bAra par3ho, guno, yAda ho jAte haiN| yAda se tumhAre jIvana meM thor3e hI kucha rozanI AegI ! tumhAre | jIvana meM koI dIyA pragaTa ho, tumhAre jIvana meM koI anubhava jage, tumhArA anubhava ho to hI jnyaan| udhAra jJAna jJAna nahIM / 'mokSAvasthA kA zabdoM meM varNana karanA saMbhava nahIM, kyoMki vahAM zabdoM kI pravRtti nahIM hai| vahAM na tarka kA praveza hai, na vahAM mAnasa-vyApAra saMbhava hai| mokSAvasthA saMkalpa-vikalpAtIta hai; sAtha hI samasta mala - kalaMka se rahita hone se vahAM oja bhI nahIM anubhava hI jIvana kA vizvavidyAlaya hai| vahAM zabdoM kI koI pravRtti nahIM hai / kyoMki jo vyakti bhItara jAegA, use pahale to zarIra chor3anA par3atA hai| kyoMki zarIra hamArA sabase bAharI rUpa hai / jaise koI AdamI isa bhavana meM aMdara AegA to daravAjA, daravAje se lagI huI cAradIvArI chor3akara AnA par3atA hai| rAgAtIta hone kAraNa sAtaveM narka taka kI bhUmi kA jJAna hone para bhI vahAM kisI prakAra kA kheda nahIM hai|' to pahale to zarIra chUTa jAtA hai| phira jaba aura bhItara praveza karate haiM to mana kI prakriyAeM chUTa jAtI haiN| jaba aura bhItara praveza pahale sUtra meM kahate haiM, ajJAnI vyakti karor3oM janmoM taka karate haiM to hRdaya ke bhAva chUTa jAte haiN| jaba bilakula bhItara 2010_03 605

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jina sUtra bhAgaH2 apane ghara meM pahuMca jAte haiM, ThIka aMtargRha meM, to vahAM zuddha cetanA | prema, mokSa, paramAtmA to kabhI-kabhI ghaTatA hai, isalie siddha bacatI hai, koI bhI aura nahIM bacatAna zarIra, na mana, na bhaav| nahIM ho pAtA; clo| lekina itane loga to prema karate haiM--itane isa zuddha avasthA meM mukti ke pahale darzana hote haiN| lailA, itane majanU, itane zIrI, itane pharihAda! phira bhI kucha kaha to mahAvIra kahate haiM, trigupti ke dvArA aisI mukti kI dazA kA nahIM pAtA koii| | anubhava tumheM hogA, vahI jJAna hai| vahAM tarka kA praveza nahIM, kala maiM eka gIta par3hatA thAH isalie koI mokSa ko siddha nahIM kara sakatA ki hai| na koI | kahanA cAhA to magara bAta batAI na gaI siddha kara sakatA ki nahIM hai| kyoMki jo cIja siddha hI nahIM kI darda ko zabda kI pozAka pahanAI na gaI jA sakatI tarka se ki hai, usako asiddha bhI nahIM kiyA jA | aura phira khatma huI aise kahAnI apanI sktaa| sirpha anubhava se jo legA svAda, vahI jAnegA-gUMge unase sunate na banI hamase sunAI na gaI kA gudd'| jo legA svAda, vaha jAnegA ki hai| lekina vaha bhI rahI hareka jagaha sAMsa para rahI na gaI tumheM siddha nahIM kara paaegaa| bAta aisI thI, kahI to magara kahI na gaI agara tuma gUMge se pUcho ki tujhe svAda milA, bola! to vaha isa taraha gujarI terI yAda meM hareka subaha tumhArA hAtha khiiNcegaa| usa tarapha jahAM usako svAda milaa| tuma pIra jo koI sahI to ho magara sahI na gaI bhI A jAo aura tuma bhI cakha lo gudd'| prema nahIM kahate bntaa| prema ko zabda kI pozAka pahanAte nahIM yahI mahAvIra-buddha, yahI duniyA ke sAre satpuruSa kara rahe haiN| | bntii| khIMca rahe haiM hAtha tumhArA ki Ao! hama jahAM gae, vahAM khUba kahanA cAhA to magara bAta batAI na gaI paayaa| tuma bhI thor3A svAda lo| kauna premI nahIM kahanA cAhA hai? tumane kabhI prema kiyA kisI tama kahate ho. pahale siddha karo. phira hama aaeNge| choDo ko? taba tamheM aDacana AtI hai. kaise kaheM ki majhe prema hai? haath| aise hAtha mata khiiNco| hama aise buddhihIna nahIM haiM ki hara kaho, zabda bar3e choTe mAlUma par3ate haiN| jo hai, usake mukAbale kisI ke sAtha ho leN| tuma pahale siddha kara do ki paramAtmA hai, | nA-kucha mAlUma par3ate haiN| lAkha sira paTako, kaho ki mujhe prema hai mokSa hai, AtmA hai, to hama Ane ko taiyAra haiN| hama tarkazIla to bhI tumheM lagatA hai, kaha kahAM pAe ? vyakti haiN| hama soca-vicAra kara calate haiN| hama aMdhavizvAsI kahanA cAhA to magara bAta batAI na gaI nahIM haiN| premI kitanA sira paTakate haiM, kitane upAya karate haiN| calo phUla to phira tuma kabhI bhI na jA skoge| to tumheM patA nahIM tumane kA guladastA kharIda lAo, ki hIre-javAharAta ke hAra le kisase apanA hAtha chur3A liyaa| tumane usase apanA hAtha chur3A | aao| magara hIre-javAharAta se bhI nahIM kahA jaataa| phUla bhI liyA jo tumheM tuma taka pahuMcA detaa| tumane usase apanA hAtha nahIM kaha paate| kucha hai, jo pragaTa nahIM ho paataa| chur3A liyA jo tumhAre lie jIvana meM saubhAgya kI kiraNa hokara darda ko zabda kI pozAka pahanAI na gaI AyA thaa| aura tumane jisa bAta ke nAma para hAtha chur3A liyA usa aura phira khatma haI aise kahAnI apanI kUr3A-karkaTa ko tuma mUlya de rahe ho trk| sabhI premiyoM kI aise hI kahAnI khatma hotI hai| jIvana meM jo bhI mahatvapUrNa hai usake lie koI tarka nahIM hai| | unase sunate na banI hamase sunAI na gaI prema ke lie koI siddha kara sakA ki hai? prema jaisI sAmAnya rahI hareka jagaha sAMsa para rahI na gaI jIvana kI anubhava kI ghaTanA bhI siddha nahIM hotii| sabako | bAta aisI thI, kahI to magara kahI na gaI anubhava hotI hai to bhI siddha nahIM hotii| isa jamIna para karor3oM kaha bhI dete haiM to bhI raha jAtI hai baat| kaha bhI dete haiM to bhI loga prema karate haiM lekina phira bhI siddha nahIM hotaa| khaira mahAvIra lagatA hai kahAM kahI? kaha bhI dete haiM to bhI mana tar3aphatA raha jAtA aura buddha to kabhI-kabhI apavAda rUpa hote haiN| yaha AtyaMtika hai, kaha na paae| 606 2010_03

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isa taraha gujarI terI yAda meM hareka subaha pIra jo koI sahI to ho magara sahI na gaI lagatA hai kaha bhI diyA aura lagatA hai kaha bhI na paae| lagatA hai ho bhI gayA aura lagatA hai ho bhI na paayaa| aisI viDaMbanA sAdhAraNa prema ke sAtha ghaTa jAtI hai| to paramAtmA kI to hama bAta hI chor3a deN| vaha to AtyaMtika ghaTanA hai, AkhirI ghaTanA hai / usako batAne ke lie koI zabda AdamI kI bhASA meM nahIM hai / usako batAne ke lie koI vicAra AdamI ke pAsa nahIM hai| usakI tarapha izArA karane meM hamArI koI aMgulI kAma nahIM AtI / hamArI aMgulI bar3I sthUla aura vaha bar3A sUkSma / sthUla ko sthUla se dizA-nirdeza kiyA jA sakatA sthUla ko sthUla se kahA jA sakatA hai| sUkSma ko kaise sthUla se kaheM? vaha bar3A jIvaMta aura hamAre saba zabda murdA / isalie jinhoMne jAnA ve mauna rhe| mahAvIra ne to apane saMnyAsI ko muni nAma isIlie diyA ki jAnoge - basa cupa! muni kahA isIlie ki mauna ghaTegA / mauna se hI use jAnoge, jAnakara mauna se hI use kaha paaoge| 2010_03 trigupti aura mukti atIta hai| oe appaiTThANassa kheyanne / vaha mana ke bahuta pAra hai| vaha itane pAra hai mana ke ki aura sArI bAteM to chor3a hI do, AdhyAtmika vyakti meM jo oja pragaTa hotA hai, vaha oja bhI usa jagaha taka nahIM phuNctaa| vaha oja bhI bAhara-bAhara raha jAtA hai| vahAM pahuMcate-pahuMcate oja bhI kho jAtA hai| kyoMki oja ke lie bhI aMdhakAra kA sahArA caahie| oja ke pragaTa hone ke lie aMdhakAra kI pRSThabhUmi caahie| isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'sAtha hI samasta mala- kalaMka se rahita hone se vahAM oja bhI nahIM hai|' aba yaha bar3I mahatvapUrNa bAta ve kaha rahe haiN| atyaMta asAdhAraNa bAta ve kaha rahe haiN| ve yaha kaha rahe haiM, prakAza ko dekhane ke lie bhI aMdhere kI pRSThabhUmi caahie| jaba tuma dIyA jalAte ho to tumheM rozanI dikhAI par3atI hai| tuma socate ho rozanI ke kAraNa, to galatI hai tumhArA khayAla / vaha jo cAroM tarapha aMdherA ghirA hai, usakI dIvAla kaarnn| thor3A soco ki duniyA se aMdherA miTa jAe, phira tumheM rozanI dikhAI par3egI ? phira kaise dikhAI par3egI ? phira nahIM dikhAI pdd'egii| isakA yaha artha nahIM hai ki mahAvIra ne kucha kahA nhiiN| bahuta kahA, lekina usa sAre kahane se bhI bAta kahI na gii| zabda kI pozAka pahanAI na gii| lAkha taraha se upAya kiyA hogA / idhara se hAre to udhara se kiyA hogA, udhara se hAre to aura kahIM se kiyA hogaa| isa daravAje se praveza na ho sakA to dUsare daravAje para khaTakhaTAyA hogaa| lekina aMtima nirNaya meM yaha kahA ki vaha mokSa kucha aisA hai ki kahA nahIM jA sktaa| tumheM bhI anubhava ho jAe, basa aisI zubhAkAMkSA kI jA sakatI hai / yA tuma hAtha dene ko rAjI ho jAo hAtha meM to tumheM bhI le jAyA jA sakatA hai| sadaguru kA artha yahI hai - jo tumheM le jaae| satsaMga kA artha yahI hai, jahAM tuma kisI aura ke hAtha meM apanA hAtha dene ko taiyAra ho jaao| 'mokSAvasthA kA zabdoM meM varNana nahIM hai...|' savve sarA niyati takkA jattha na vijjai / aura tarka se use kahA nahIM jA sktaa...| takkA jattha na vijjai / tumane kabhI khayAla kiyA ? jaba svAsthya paripUrNa hotA hai to bilakula patA nahIM cltaa| thor3I bImArI rahe to hI patA calatA hai| paira meM darda hai to zarIra kA patA calatA hai| sira meM darda hai to maI tattha na gaahiyaa...| vahAM mana kA koI vyApAra hI nahIM raha jaataa| mana ke pAra hai, mana sira kA patA calatA hai| jisa AdamI ne sira kA darda nahIM jAnA abhI maiM bolatA hUM, tumheM sunAI par3atA hai kyoMki bolane ke AsapAsa zUnya bhI chAyA huA hai| agara zUnya miTa jAe to bolanA saMbhava na rhe| agara bolanA miTa jAe to zUnya kA anubhava honA muzkila ho jaae| zoragula ke kAraNa hI zAMti kA anubhava hotA hai, khayAla rkhnaa| agara bilakula sannATA ho, koI AvAja na hotI ho to zAMti kA patA hI na clegaa| patA calane ke lie viparIta cAhie, dvaMdva caahie| mahAvIra kahate haiM, vaha itanA AtyaMtika eka hai, vahAM koI do nahIM bacate; ki vahAM oja taka kA patA nahIM cltaa| vahAM itanI rozanI hai ki rozanI kA patA nahIM calatA / aMdherA hai hI nahIM / vahAM itanI zuddhatA hai ki zuddhatA kA bhI patA nahIM calatA / kyoMki zuddhatA kA patA hone ke lie kucha azuddhi, kucha mala - kalaMka zeSa raha jAnA caahie| 607

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jina satra bhAga: 2 | use sira kA patA hI nahIM cltaa| zarIra meM koI pIr3A ho to patA baahr| mokSa se to sirpha itanA hI patA calatA hai ki hama sAre calatA hai| baccoM ko zarIra kA patA nahIM calatA, sirpha bUr3hoM ko baMdhana se mukt| hamArA honA sImA ke pAra, maryAdA ke paar| sArI patA calatA hai| jisa dina zarIra kA patA calane lage, samajhanA jaMjIreM chUTa gaIM, kArAgRha gira gayA aura hama mukta gagana meM ur3a bur3hApA karIba A rahA hai| zarIra ke patA calane kA artha hai ki cle| usa anaMta meM kho cale, visarjita ho cle| kucha jarAjIrNa hone lgaa| anaMta-anaMta janmoM kI ajJAnapUrNa ceSTA bhI vahAM nahIM le jA hamAre pAsa eka bar3A bahumUlya zabda hai-vednaa| vedanA zabda sakatI, aura jJAnapUrNa eka zvAsa vahAM le jA sakatI hai| isalie ke do artha haiN| eka to artha hai-jnyaan| veda bhI usI se asalI savAla jAgane kA, jAgrata hone kA hai| banA--vida se| vedanA kA artha hai, jnyaan| aura dUsarA artha hai, mahAvIra kI sArI ciMtanA ko eka zabda meM nicor3akara rakhA jA dukh| bar3I ajIba-sI bAta hai| isa eka zabda ke do arthaH jJAna sakatA hai--unake sAre vijJAna ko-aura vaha zabda hai, aura dukh| magara bar3I sArthaka bAta hai| dukha kA hI patA calatA jAgarUkatA, aveyaranesa, apramatta ho jaanaa| hai| dukha kA hI jJAna hotA hai| AnaMda kA to patA hI nahIM cala yaha bar3A anUThA dharma hai| yaha sIdhA vijJAna kA dharma hai| isameM sktaa| AnaMda to lApatA hai| jaba AnaMda ghaTatA hai to usake maMdira kI jarUrata nahIM, mUrti kI jarUrata nahIM, pUjA-arcanA kI viparIta to kucha bhI nahIM bacatA isalie patA kaise calegA? | jarUrata nahIM, kriyA-kAMDa kI jarUrata nahIM, paMDita-purohita kI mahAvIra kahate haiM, vahAM to rozanI bhI nahIM raha jaatii| yA itanI jarUrata nahIM, yajJa-havana kI jarUrata nhiiN| isameM koI rozanI ho jAtI hai, rozanI hI rozanI ho jAtI hai, ki use kina | sAdhana-sAmagrI kI jarUrata nhiiN| kucha bhI jarUrata nhiiN| isameM zabdoM meM kaheM? isalie mahAvIra ne saccidAnaMda zabda kA bhI | tuma kAphI ho| basa tuma hI prayogazAla ho| prayoga nahIM kiyaa| upaniSada kahate haiM : sccidaanNd| mahAvIra | tumhAre bhItara saba maujUda hai| vaha bhI maujUda hai jisako jagAnA usakA bhI prayoga nahIM krte| ve kahate haiM, asata rahA nahIM to sata | hai| basa, thor3A apane ko hilAnA-DulAnA hai| abhI tuma kisako kaheM? acita rahA nahIM to cita kisako kaheM? dukha | gAMTha-lage rUmAla ho, basa jarA gAMTha ko khola lenI hai| jo tumheM rahA nahIM to AnaMda kisako kaheM? honA hai vaha tuma ho; thor3I-sI bAdhAeM haiM, unako girA denA hai| isalie mahAvIra ne aura eka chalAMga lI-saccidAnaMda ke paar| kucha hai nahIM kahane ko vahAM, lekina cala sakate ho, pahuMca Aja itanA hii| sakate ho| | isa ajJAta para jAne kI jinameM himmata hai...yaha ajJAta hai| ise agara tumane kahA ki pahale siddha ho jAe to hama caleMge jarUra, lekina siddha to ho jAe! to tuma kabhI jA hI na sakoge kyoMki yaha kucha bAta siddha honevAlI nahIM hai| tuma jAoge to siddha hogii| tumhAre anubhava se siddha hogii| to mahAvIra kahate haiM, jJAna kI ghaTanA hii...| aura usa jJAna kI ghaTanA kI tarapha jAnA ho to trigupti-mana, vacana, kAyA-tInoM ke vyApAra meM jAgaraNa ko smhaalnaa| jJAna kI aMtima AtyaMtika dazA kA nAma mokss| jisako hiMdU brahma kahate haiM, usako mahAvIra mokSa kahate haiN| aura nizcita mahAvIra kA zabda jyAdA mahatvapUrNa hai| kyoMki brahma se aisA lagatA hai, kahIM koI baahr| Izvara se aisA lagatA hai, kahIM koI 6081 2010_03

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of C . C .S a tatA c . prazna-sAra jina-dhArA anekAMta-bhAva aura syAtavAda se bharI hai, phira bhI premazUnya kyoM ho gaI? jIsasa apane ziSyoM se kahate the ki yadi mere sAtha calane se koI tumheM roke to use mAra DAlo aura mere sAtha cala pdd'o| premapujArI jIsasa kI aisI AjJA? atIta meM eka guru ke pAsa eka hI mArga ke sAdhaka ikaTThe hote the| aura Apake Azrama meM sabhI viparIta mArgoM kA melA lagA huA hai-yaha kaise? - tvameva mAtA ca pitA tvameva, tvameva baMdhuzca sakhA tvameva tvameva vidyA draviNaM tvameva, tvameva sarvaM mama deva devA sImAra mAjhe asIma, tumI bAjAo Apana sUra AmAra madhye tomAra prakAza tAI eto madhura eka pAgala dvAra para AyA thA, kucha gunagunAkara calA gayA; vaha kauna thA? 2010_03

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ORI pahalA prazna : jina-dhArA anekAMta-bhAva aura | sabase chur3A lenA AdamI ko jarUrI thaa| vAda se bharI hai: phira bhI prema zanya kyoM ho to mahAvIra, AdamI bAyeM tarapha bahata jhaka gayA thA isalie gaI? kRpA karake smjhaaeN| dAyeM tarapha jhuke| jo thor3e-se loga unakI bAta ko samajha sake, ve saMyama ko, saMtulana ko upalabdha ho ge| lekina phira pIr3hI dara premazUnya honA hI thI; honA anivArya thaa| ho gaI, aisA nhiiN| pIr3hI loga samajha se to nahIM mAnate, paraMparA se mAnate haiN| phira koI bhI jIvana-vyavasthA paripUrNa nahIM hai| pratyeka jIvana- | | loga dAyIM tarapha bahuta jhuka ge| phira ve itanI dAyIM tarapha jhuka vyavasthA kA kucha lAbha hai, kucha hAni hai| gae ki dhyAna ke nAma para, tapa ke nAma para unhoMne prema kI hatyA jo loga prema ko, prArthanA ko, pUjA ko AdhAra mAnakara caleMge, | kara dii| jIvana ko rasazUnya kara ddaalaa| khatarA hai ki unakA prema, unakI pUjA, unakI prArthanA unake saMsAra to phira bhakti kA punarAvirbhAva huaa| vallabha, rAmAnuja, ko hI chipAne kA rAstA bana jaae| prema ke pIche rAga ke chipa jAne caitanya, nimbArka--eka anUThA yuga AyA bhakti kaa| phira kA Dara hai| prema to nAma hI rahe aura bhItara rAga khela karane lge| | bhakti kA punaraudabhava huaa| prema to nAma hI rahe, vItarAgatA se bacane kA upAya ho jaae| yaha ati ho gaI thI-dhyAna kI, tapa kI, tapazcaryA kii| to prema ke mArga kA khatarA hai; vaise hI dhyAna ke mArga kA khatarA isase AdamI sUkha gyaa| phUla khilane baMda ho ge| phira prema ko hai| dhyAna ke mArga kA khatarA hai ki rAga ko chur3Ane meM, miTAne meM jagAnA pdd'aa| to kabIra, nAnaka, mIrA, dAdU, raidAsa-adabhuta prema chUTa jaae| rAga ko haTAne meM prema haTa jaae| | bhakta paidA hue| inhoMne phira bAyeM tarapha modd'aa| manuSya bahuta cAlabAja hai| isalie tuma use jo bhI do, vaha jo thor3e-se loga samajhe, jinhoMne jAgarUka rUpa se isa bAta apane DhaMga se DhAla legaa| agara tuma dhyAna kI bAta kaho to vaha ko pahacAnA ve saMyama ko upalabdha ho ge| unake jIvana meM prema prema ko mAra ddaalegaa| agara tuma prema kI bAta kaho, vaha rAga ko bhI rahA, rAga chuuttaa| prema bacA, rAga chuuttaa| prIti bacI, prIti ke bacA legaa| thothe baMdhana chuutte| prIti saMsAra se mukta huI aura paramAtmA kI isalie pratyeka sadI meM, pratyeka samaya meM, yuga meM jo ucita thA, tarapha bahI, prArthanA bnii| lekina jo nahIM samajhe, jinhoMne phira usa samaya ke lie jo ucita thA; jisase saMtulana nirmita paraMparA ko pakar3A, unhoMne phira bAta vahIM kI vahIM pahuMcA dii| hotA...jaba mahAvIra janme, taba prema ke nAma para bahuta upadrava ho aisA sadA hotA rhegaa| koI mArga paripUrNa nahIM ho sktaa| cukA thaa| paramAtmA ke nAma para bahuta tamAzA ho cukA thaa| | isalie koI mArga zAzvata nahIM ho sktaa| badalAhaTa karanI hI maMdira, pUjA, paMDita, yajJa-havana, bahuta khela ho gae the| una | hogii| aisA hI samajho ki tuma maraghaTa kisI kI arthI le jAte ho 1613/ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH2 to kaMdhe badala lete ho| eka kaMdhA dukhane lagatA hai to arthI dUsare saMbhAvanA hai| mahAvIra ne paramAtmA to haTA diyA, khatarA haTa kaMdhe para rakha lete ho| isakA kucha yaha matalaba nahIM hai ki dUsarA gyaa| lekina khatare ke sAtha-sAtha lAbha bhI haTa ge| lAbha thA kaMdhA kabhI na dukhegaa| thor3I dera bAda dUsarA bhI dukhegaa| phira tuma ki paramAtmA ke sahAre prema vikasita hotA hai| vaha hamArA pahale kaMdhe para rakha loge| isa kAraNa ki dUsarA bhI dukhegA, agara paramapriya ho jAtA hai| vaha hamArA pyArA hai| aura ahaMkAra nirmita na badalo to muzkila meM par3a jaaoge| arthI ko maraghaTa taka hI na | nahIM hotaa| le jA paaoge| kaMdhe badalane hote haiN| manuSya-jAti kaMdhe badalatI isalie jaina muni se jyAdA ahaMkArI muni tuma kahIM bhI na rahatI hai| | paaoge| kyoMki ahaMkAra ko samarpita karane kI jagaha na rhii| pUchA hai, 'jina-dhArA se prema zUnya kyoM ho gayA?' | koI caraNa na rahe, jahAM jAkara ahaMkAra ko rakha do| apane se jina-dhArA dhyAna kI dhArA hai, tapa kI dhArA hai| prema ko sAdhanA bar3A kucha bhI na rhaa| mahAvIra ne to kahA thA, tuma hI paramAtmA kA aMga nahIM mAnA hai mahAvIra ne, sAdhanA kI pUrNAhuti mAnA hai| ho| isalie nahIM kahA thA ki tumhArA ahaMkAra baca jAe, jaba koI calate-calate maMjila para pahuMcegA to prema pragaTa hogaa| isalie kahA thA tAki tuma paramAtmA ke nAma se jo jAla cala rahe maMjila taka kauna pahuMcatA hai! jo pahuMcatA hai usako pragaTa hotA haiM, usameM kahIM ulajho n|| hai| mahAvIra pahuMce, prema pragaTa huaa| jainI to maMjila taka pahuMce lekina pariNAma to mahAvIra ke hAtha meM nahIM hai| paramAtmA ko nhiiN| cale hI nahIM, pahuMcane kI to bAta duur| zAstra lie baiThe haiM, chur3A diyA tumase; phira tuma kyA karoge paramAtmA ke abhAva meM, thothe siddhAMta lie baiThe haiN| to prema to samApta ho hI jaaegaa| vaha to tumhAre hAtha meM hai| mahAvIra ne to kaha dI baat| kahate hI mahAvIra ne paramAtmA ko jagaha na dI kyoMki paramAtmA ke nAma tIra nikala gyaa| aba usako tarakasa meM vApasa nahIM le jAyA jA se khUba ho cukA thA updrv| khUba dhokhAdhar3I, khUba paakhNdd| bar3I sktaa| jo kaha diyA vaha mahAvIra se chUTa gyaa| aba tumhAre suvidhA hai paramAtmA ke nAma se pAkhaMDa calAne kI, kyoMki hAtha meM hai ki tuma usameM se kyA artha nikaaloge| paramAtmA bar3I Ar3a bana jAtA hai| phira tuma kucha bhI karo, saba maiM rahIma khAnakhAnA kA jIvana par3hatA thaa| akabara ke nau ratnoM paramAtmA kI lIlA hai| lUTo-khasoTo to paramAtmA kI lIlA meM eka the| akabara unase bar3A khaza thA aura bahata hai| kyA karoge tuma? paramAtmA karavA rahA hai| | jamIna-jAyadAdeM diiN| karor3oM rupayA unheM bheMTa kiyaa| vaha jaisA to hara cIja ke lie paramAtmA Ar3a bana jAtA hai| mahAvIra ne unake pAsa paisA AtA thA aise hI ve luTA bhI dete the| mare to paramAtmA ko haTA diyA bIca se| to hAniyAM to baMda ho gaIM, bhikhArI the| karor3oM rupaye Ae-gae unake hAtha meM, lekina jo lekina paramAtmA ko haTAne se eka khatarA hai| paramAtmA haTA to aayaa-baaNttaa| bAMTane meM kabhI ruke nhiiN| aisA bAMTA ki zAyada AdamI akelA raha jAtA hai| premapAtra hI haTa jAtA hai to prema ke akabara bhI thor3A IrSyAlu ho uThatA thaa| umagane kI suvidhA nahIM raha jaatii| bahuta kaThina hai zUnya ko prema kahate haiM gaMga kavi ne eka dohA khaa| ve itane khuza ho gae krnaa| koI cAhie, jise tuma prema kara sko| rahIma, ki chattIsa lAkha rupaye eka-do kar3iyoM ke lie boroM meM akele kamare meM tuma baiThe ho| maiM tumase kahatA hUM, bhara jAo prema baMdhavAkara cupacApa rAtoMrAta gaMga kavi ke ghara bheja die, kisI ko | se| tuma kahoge kisake prati ? maiM kahUMgA, tuma isakI phikara patA na cle| gaMga bahuta hairAna huA to gaMga ne eka pada likhaa| chodd'o| bhara jAo basa prema se| isa sUne kamare ko prema se bhara sIkhe kahAM nabAbajyU aisI denI dena do| to bhI tuma kyA karoge? tuma jyAdA se jyAdA socoge jyoM-jyoM kara UMco karau tyoM-tyoM nIce naina preyasI kI bAta, apane beTe kI, beTI kI, mitra kI, apane yaha denA kahAM se sIkhe? sIkhe kahAM nabAbajyU? yaha nabAbI priyatama kii| usa soca meM, usa kalpanA meM hI tuma prema se bhara kahAM sIkhI? yaha samrATa honA kahAM sIkhA? pAoge kamare ko| sIkhe kahAM nabAbajyU aisI denI dena binA kalpanA ke prema ko jagAnA bahuta thor3e-se siddhapuruSoM kI denevAle bahuta dekhe, lekina rAta corI se aMdhere meN...| aMdhere 614 2010_03

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eka dIpa se koTi dIpa hoM meM to loga curAne Ate haiM, dene koI AtA hai? kisI ko patA na | jagaha na raha gii| mahAvIra to bar3e kuzala rahe hoMge, binA paramAtmA cale-aisI denI den| ke ahaMkAra ko chor3a diyaa| jyoM-jyoM kara UMco karau tyoM-tyoM nIce naina lekina jainoM se itanI AzA nahIM kI jA sktii| paramAtmA haTa denevAlA to akar3akara khar3A ho jAtA hai| sAre saMsAra ko gayA to akar3a A gii| hama hI saba kucha haiN| koI Izvara nahIM, dikhalAnA cAhatA hai| aura tuma, jaise-jaise tumhArA hAtha UMcA kahIM jAkara jhukanA nhiiN| to tuma musalamAna phakIra meM jaisI hotA jAtA hai, dene kI kSamatA bar3hatI jAtI hai, vaise-vaise AMkha | vinamratA dekhoge, sUphI phakIra meM jaisI vinamratA dekhoge, vaisI tuma nIcI hotI jAtI hai| jaina muni meM nahIM dekha skte| bhakta meM tuma jaisI vinamratA dekhoge, rahIma ne isake uttara meM eka dohA likhA: vaisI tuma jaina muni meM nahIM dekha skte| bar3I akar3a hai| denahAra koU aura hai bhejata so dina-raina jaina muni to zrAvaka ko hAtha jor3akara namaskAra bhI nahIM kara loga bharama hama pe kareM yAte nIce naina sktaa| namaskAra hI bhUla gyaa| akar3a aisI ho gaI ki namana denevAlA koI aura hai, jo dina-rAta bheja rahA hai aura loga zaka kI kalA hI jAtI rhii| tyAga-tapazcaryA se ahaMkAra bharA; kaTA hama para karate haiM; isalie AMkheM nIcI haiN| isalie dene meM saMkoca nhiiN| isalie maiM kahatA hUM: amRta ko jahara banAne kI suvidhA hai| kyoMki loga soceMge, hamane diyaa| hai, jahara ko amRta banAne kI suvidhA hai| yaha paramAtmA kI dhAraNA kA lAbha hai : tyAga-tapazcaryA se ahaMkAra kaTanA caahie| denahAra koU aura hai bhejata so dina-raina loga bharama hama pe kareM yAte nIce naina paramAtmA kI dhAraNA kA yaha lAbha hai ki tuma apane ko kisI tyAgI aura tapasvI ko to yaha socanA cAhie ki kie hue ke caraNoM meM pUrA rakha sakate ho| saba taraha se rakha sakate ho| pApoM kA prakSAlana kara rahA hUM tyAga-tapazcaryA krke| jo kie the denahAra koI aura hai bhejata so dina-raina pApa, unheM kATa rahA huuN| isameM gaurava kahAM? isameM garimA kyA? koI bheje calA jA rahA hai| hamArA kiyA kucha bhI nahIM hai| koI pazcAttApa hai| AMkheM nIcI honI caahie| lekina tyAgI kara rahA hai| akar3akara khar3A ho jAtA hai| vaha...jAnate ho kitane upavAsa loga bharama hama pe kareM yAte nIce naina kie? kitanA dhana chor3A? kitanA bar3A ghara chor3A? kitanA isalie AMkheM saMkoca se nIcI kara lete haiM ki loga bar3I galata | sAmrAjya chor3A? AMkheM to nahIM jhukatIM, AMkheM akar3akara khar3I bAta soca rahe haiM ki hama de rahe haiN| denevAlA koI aura hai| ho jAtI haiN| to ahaMkAra ko khar3e hone kI jagaha nahIM raha jaatii| paramAtmA aura phira jaina tatva meM AdamI ke Upara koI bhI nahIM hai| kI dhAraNA kA lAbha hai ki ahaMkAra na bce| | isalie bar3I ar3acana ho jAtI hai| kahAM rakho isa bojhila sira agara koI ThIka se upayoga kare to sabhI dhAraNAeM lAbhapUrNa haiN| ko? yaha patthara kI taraha tumhArI AtmA para baiTha jAtA hai| aura agara koI ThIka se upayoga na kare to sabhI dhAraNAeM isalie jaina dRSTi se dhIre-dhIre prema tirohita ho gyaa| khataranAka haiN| satyoM se phAMsI laga sakatI hai| satya tumhAre prANa paramAtmA hI jaba na huA to prema rakho kahA? prema karo ko saMkaTa meM DAla sakate haiN| satya jahara ho sakatA hai| saba kisako? bhakti kho gii| pInevAle para nirbhara hai| samajhadAra to aise bhI hue haiM ki jahara ko magara yaha honA hI thaa| isameM kisI kA doSa bhI nahIM hai| ye bhI auSadhi banAkara pI ge| aura nAsamajha aise hue haiM ki amRta jIvana ke sahaja niyama haiN| ko bhI jahara banA liyA, viSAkta hae aura mara ge| maiM tumase jo kaha rahA rahUM, tumameM se jo samajha pAeMge unake hI mahAvIra ne paramAtmA kA tatva haTAyA, usake sAtha bar3e jaMjAla | kAma kA hai| maiM tumase jo kaha rahA hUM, kahate se hI mere hAtha ke the, ve bhI haTa ge| paMDita haTA, purohita haTA, pUjA-prArthanA haTI, bAhara ho gyaa| phira tuma kyA usakA artha karoge, tuma para nirbhara dhokhAdhar3I, bIca ke dalAla haTe lekina ahaMkAra ko rakhane kI hai| phira merI usa para koI mAlakiyata bhI na rhii| phira maiM yaha bhI 2010_03

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616 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 nahIM kaha sakatA ki tumane mere satya ko bigAr3A | kyoMki kahA, ki merA satya kahAM rahA? tumhArA ho gyaa| suna liyA, tumhAre kAna meM par3a gayA, tumhArA ho gayA, aba tuma jo cAho, so kro| jo artha nikAlanA ho, nikaalo| jaisA artha, jisa dizA meM le jAnA ho, le jaao| tuma mAlika ho ge| tumheM diyA, tumase bolA ki merI mAlakiyata samApta ho gii| aba maiM tuma para koI mukadamA nahIM calA sktaa| kahA? aba mullA nasaruddIna netA ke pakSa meM gavAhI dene AyA thaa| vaha bolA, isakA bilakula pakkA sabUta hai| yadyapi vahAM saikar3oM loga A-jA rahe the, lekina isane netAjI ko hI ullU kA paTThA kahA / | tuma sunoge tumhAre hI DhaMga se| tuma usakA upayoga bhI karoge tumhAre hI DhaMga se| tuma usameM se kucha cuna loge, kucha chor3a doge| maiMna sunA hai, kurAna meM eka vacana AtA ki jo zarAba pIegA vaha narka meM sdd'egaa| eka musalamAna zarAba pItA thaa| usake dharmaguru ne usase kahA ki bhAI, maiMne sunA hai tuma kurAna bhI par3hate ho| kabhI-kabhI tumhAre dvAra se nikalatA hUM to tumhArI AyateM sunakara maiM bhI masta ho jAtA huuN| zarAbI thA, mastI se gAtA hogaa| lekina tuma kurAna meM itanI sI bAta nahIM samajha pAe ki likhA hai ki jo zarAba pIegA vaha narka meM sar3egA ? mullA nasaruddIna para eka mukadamA claa| gAMva ke eka netAjI ko kisI AdamI ne ullU kA paTThA kaha diyaa| aba aise to sabhI netA ullU ke paTThe hote haiN| nahIM to netA kyoM hoM ? AdamI apane ko to samhAla le! AdamI khuda to cala le ! AdamI sArI duniyA ko badalane cala par3atA hai| sArI duniyA ko ThIka karane cala par3atA hai| netA bahuta nArAja huaa| usane mAnahAni kA mukadamA calA diyA / majisTreTa ne pUchA mullA ko -- mullA gavAha thA ki jisa hoTala meM yaha ghaTanA ghaTI, vahAM pacAsoM loga A-jA rahe the| aura jisa AdamI ne netAjI ko ullU kA paTThA kahA, usane nAma lekara bhI nahIM kahA; sirpha ullU kA paTThA khaa| to isakA kyA sabUta hai ki usane netAjI ko hI kahA, kisI aura ko nahIM majisTreTa ne kahA, isakA pramANa kyA hai? mullA nasaruddIna ne kahA, kyoMki vahAM aura dUsarA paTTA maujUda hI nahIM thA / usa musalamAna ne kahA, samajhatA to bhalA hUM, lekina eka-eka kadama cala rahA huuN| abhI Adhe vAkya taka pahuMcA hUM-- 'jo zarAba piiegaa|' abhI yahIM taka pahuMcA huuN| apanI-apanI sImA, sAmarthya! abhI Adhe vAkya para nahIM pahuMcA huuN| dhIre-dhIre cala rahA hUM, kabhI pahuMca jaauuNgaa| tuma apane matalaba se cuna loge| tuma jo cunanA cAhate ho vahI karoge to vaha bilakula hI rUpAMtarita ho jaaegaa| cuna loge 1 2010_03 aba karoge kyA ? pakSa meM gavAhI dene Ae haiM! tumhAre matalaba tumhAre haiN| tuma pakSa meM khar3e hoo ki vipakSa meM; bahuta pharka nahIM par3atA / tuma gavAhI kahAM se de rahe ho, bahuta pharka nahIM par3atA / tuma to tuma hI ho / tumhAre pAsa Ate-Ate kiraNeM taka mailI ho jAtI haiN| tumhAre hAtha Ate-Ate sonA bhI kacarA ho jAtA hai| tumhAre pAsa pahuMcate-pahuMcate sabhI satya asatya ho jAte haiN| koI ullU isalie to lAotsu kahatA hai, 'satya ko kahanA hI mata; kyoMki kahA ki asatya huaa|' kahA ki asatya huaa| kisI ne sunA ki asatya huA / kyoMki sunanevAle ko zabda pahuMcegA / zabda ko artha to vahI car3hAegA / artha kI khola to vahI phnaaegaa| maiM to nagna satya tumheM de dUMgA / vastra to tuma phnaaoge| ve vastra tumhAre hoNge| jaba sajA-saMvArakara tuma satya ko khar3A isalie duniyA meM pratiyuga meM dRSTiyoM ko badalanA par3atA hai| kabhI dhyAna kI dhArA pravAhamAna hotI, kabhI prIti kI dhArA pravAhamAna hotI / donoM kI jarUrata hai / ve donoM Avazyaka haiN| jaba eka ati para calI jAtI hai to dUsarI dhArA use khIMcakara phira saMtulana para lAtI hai| aisA nahIM hai ki vaha saMtulana sadA rahegA, lekina saMtulana ke thor3e-se kSaNoM meM kucha loga mukta ho jaaeNge| phira asaMtulana ho jAegA, phira koI khIMcakara saMtulana ko paidA kregaa| bhakti aura dhyAna virodhI nahIM haiM, paripUraka haiN| jaba eka ati jAtI hai to dUsarA use sudhAra letA hai| ho tumane kabhI rassI para calanevAle bAjIgara ko dekhA ? jaba naTa rassI para calatA hai to hAtha meM eka DaMDA rakhatA hai| rassI para calanA khataranAka kAma hai-- itanA hI khataranAka jaisA jiMdagI

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eka dIpa se koTi dIpa hoM hai| zAyada itanA khataranAka nahIM bhI hai, jitanI jiMdagI hai| sama do atiyoM ke madhya meM hotA hai; na idhara, na udhr| lekina kyoMki rassI se gire to hAtha-paira TUTeMge, jiMdagI se gire to mauta tuma bAra-bAra atiyoM meM cale jAoge yaha sunizcita hai| tuma nizcita hai| eka ati se bacoge to dUsarI ati meM cale jAoge kyoMki ati rassI para calanevAlA naTa kyA karatA? agara vaha dekhatA hai ki meM jAnA mana kI Adata hai| isalie phira-phira tumheM khIMca lenA bAyeM tarapha jyAdA jhuka gayA hai aura khatarA girane kA hai, to tatkSaNa hogaa| yaha jArI rhegaa| jaba taka manuSya hai isa pRthvI para, yaha apane hAtha kI lakar3I ko dAyeM tarapha jhukA letA hai| vajana dAyeM jArI rhegaa| dhyAna aura bhakti ke bIca khIMcatAna jArI rhegii| tarapha DAla detA hai| lekina yaha jyAdA dera nahIM cala sktaa| mahAvIra aura mIrA ko Ate rahanA par3egA nae-nae rUpoM meN| kyoMki thor3I dera meM hI pAtA hai ki aba dAyeM tarapha girane kA aura agara tumameM thor3I samajha ho, tumameM agara thor3I bhI AMkha khatarA hai, to phira vajana bAyeM tarapha DAla detA hai| aisA bAyeM-dAyeM ho tumhAre pAsa to tuma dekha pAoge, ve tumheM alaga-alaga nahIM vajana ko DAlatA huA rassI para apane ko samhAlatA hai| khIMca rahe, donoM bIca ke lie khIMca rahe haiN| bhakti aura jJAna bAyeM aura dAyeM haiN| aura ina donoM ke bIca meM dhyAnI kI alaga bhASA hai| usakA alaga zAstra hai, alaga mArga hai agara tuma mujhase puucho| na to bhakti mArga hai, na jJAna mArga zabdAvali hai| vaha mokSa kI bAta karatA hai, mukti kI bAta karatA hai| inake ThIka madhya meM, jahAM saMtulana hai vahAM mArga hai| lekina hai| baMdhana chor3ane kI bAta karatA hai| ta kI tarapha jyAdA jhaka gae ho to mahAvIra jJAna kI premI ki bilakala viparIta bhASA hai| vaha prema kI, milana kI. tarapha khIMcate haiM, dhyAna kI tarapha khIMcate haiN| tumheM lagatA hai dhyAna AtyaMtika baMdhana kI bAta karatA hai| vaha kahatA hai, paramAtmA se kI tarapha khIMca rahe haiN| unakA prayojana kevala tamheM bIca meM le kabhI chaTanA na ho| AnA hai, madhya meM le AnA hai| kyoMki madhya meM mukti hai| kAha karUM baikuMTha lai kalpavRkSa kI chAMha jaba mahAvIra jA cuke hote haiM aura tuma unakI suna-sunakara rahimana dAkha suhAvano jo gala prItama bAMha dhIre-dhIre jyAdA dhyAna kI tarapha jhuka jAte ho-aise, ki aba rahIma kahate haiM, kyA karUMgA lekara kalpavRkSa kI chAMva ko aura gire aura khopar3I tor3a loge, to koI rAmAnuja, koI vallabha, baikuMTha ko| do kaur3I haiN| pyAre kA hAtha mere gale meM par3A tumheM bhakti kI tarapha khIMcane lagatA hai| tumheM lagatA hai ki ye | basa, paramaavasthA ho gii| to pahuMca gae usa aMgUra ke tale; loga duzmana haiN| kyoMki eka kahatA thA dAyeM, eka kahatA hai svarga ke tle| baayeN| eka udhara khIMca gayA, dUsarA idhara khIMcane lgaa| tuma bar3A kAha karUM baikuMTha lai kalpavRkSa kI chAMha virodha karate ho| jaina ko bhakti kI tarapha khIMco, to ekadama rahimana dAkha suhAvano.... lar3ane ko khar3A ho jaaegaa| kisI bhakta ko dhyAna kI tarapha baiThe haiM aMgUra kI chAyA meN| khIMco, tapa kI tarapha khIMco, ekadama jhagar3ane ko khar3A ho - jo gala prItama bAMha jaaegaa| tumheM lagatA hai ye duzmana haiN| agara pyAre kA hAtha gale meM hai| nAnaka eka tarapha khIMca rahe, mahAvIra eka tarapha khIMca rahe, mIrA jJAnI kahegA, pyAre kA hAtha gale meM? bAta kyA kara rahe ho? eka tarapha khIMca rahI, mohammada eka tarapha khIMca rahe, yaha mAmalA rahimana dAkha suhAvano...aMgUra, zarAba...kyA bAteM kara rahe kyA hai? tuma to kahate ho kisI eka se hI taya ho jAnA ThIka ho? ye to saba baMdhana kI bAteM haiN| ye bhASAeM alaga haiN| inakI hai| aise to khiMcA-khiMcavvala meM kharAbI ho jaaegii| lekina ye paddhati alaga hai| donoM hI tumheM satya kI tarafa khIMca rahe haiN| satya saMtulana hai| ThIka | agara tuma bahuta dhyAna kI tarapha cale gae ho to kisI mIrA ko madhya meM, jahAM na bAyAM raha jAtA na dAyAM; jahAM koI ati nahIM raha khIMca lene kA avasara denaa| agara bahuta prema kI tarapha cale gae jAtI-nirati; vahIM samAdhi hai, vahIM samyakatva hai, vahIM samatva ho, aura prema kIcar3a banane lagA ho aura rAga banane lagA ho to hai, vahIM samatA kA janma hai| kisI mahAvIra ko khIMcane kI savidhA denaa| donoM kA upayoga 617 ___ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 kara lenA madhya meM Ane ko| jaisI jaba jarUrata ho, vaisA upayoga yahAM panA meM AtA hai to ekadama pakkA bhAva ho jAtA hai| lekina kara lenaa| jaise hI apane gAMva kI yAda AtI hai, phira ghabar3A jAtA hUM ki asalI bAta na bhUle ki satya ko pAnA hai, ki jAganA hai, ki gerue vastra, mAlA! gAMva meM loga pAgala smjheNge| to gAMva ke jo hai, use jAnanA hai| kAraNa nahIM le pA rahA huuN| to maiMne unase kahA, gAMva kA isase kyA lenA-denA? pAgala na dUsarA praznaH jIsasa apane ziSyoM se kahate the ki yadi mere samajhe jAo, yaha hai asalI bhy| gAMva kyA karegA? agara sAtha calane meM ke meM koI tumheM roke to tuma use mAra DAlo aura mere pAgala samajhe jAne ko rAjI ho to gAMva kyA karegA? agara sAtha cala pdd'o| prema ke pujArI jIsasa kI aisI AjJA? Apa | pAgala ho hI jAoge to gAMva kyA karegA? to hameM aisI AjJA nahIM dete| lekina yadi aisI samasyA hamAre gAMva kyA kara sakatA hai! lekina bhItara bhAva hai ki gAMva meM jo sAmane bhI Ae to Apa kyA AjJA deMge-vahI, jo jIsasa ne pratiSThA hai, vaha na miTa jaae| to pratiSThA roka rahI hai, gAMva to dI? | nahIM roka rhaa| sIdhI bAtoM ko sIdhA na karake hama ulajhAte haiN| pratiSThA kA moha roka rahA hai| gAMva to nahIM roka rhaa| pratiSThA ke mAra ddaalo| moha ko mAra ddaalo| lekina tuma samajhe nahIM jIsasa kA artha, isalie ar3acana ho jIsasa kA matalaba itanA hI hai| jIsasa apane ziSyoM se kahate gii| bAhara thor3e hI koI tumheM roka sakatA hai, rokanevAle bhItara the ki yadi mere sAtha calane meM koI tumheM roke to use mAra DAlo | haiN| patnI thor3e hI tumheM roka sakatI hai, agara tuma jA rahe ho satya aura mere sAtha cala pdd'o| kI trph| becArI patnI kyA rokegI! maroge to kaise rokegI? hajAra bAdhAeM AtI haiM jIsasa jaise vyakti ke sAtha calane meN| jaba marane meM nahIM roka sakatI to saMnyAsa meM kaise rokegI? jo ve bAdhAeM bAhara nahIM haiM, ve tumhAre bhItara haiN| honA hai, agara honA hai to patnI kaise rokegI? agara patnI bhI | eka bahuta bar3A dhanapati, aura bahuta pratiSThita vidvAna aura roka pAtI hai to kahIM tumhArA hI bhItara DAMvADola hai| patnI kA jerUsalama ke vizvavidyAlaya kA adhyApaka nikodemasa jIsasa tuma bahAnA lete ho| | ko milanA cAhatA thaa| lekina dina meM milane jAne se DaratA jIsasa kahate haiM ki usa DAMvADolapana ko mAra ddaalo| koI thA--dina meN| kyoMki logoM ko patA cala jAe to vaha pratiSThita jIsasa patnI ko mAra DAlane ko thor3e hI kheNge| itanI akala, AdamI thaa| pAMca paMcoM meM eka thA jerUsalama ke| loga kyA jitanI tumameM hai, itanI to unameM bhI rahI hogii| kama se kama itanA kaheMge? vaha bar3A paMDita thaa| usake vacana zAstroM kI taraha to bharosA karo ki itanI akala unameM bhI rahI hogii| | samajhe jAte the| loga kyA kaheMge ki tuma bhI pUchane gae? to tumheM bhItara haiM rokanevAlI ciijeN| rAga hai, moha hai, lobha hai, krodha hai| bhI patA nahIM hai abhI? zatra bhItara hai, bAhara nhiiN| bAhara to sirpha prakSepaNa hotA hai| umra bhI usakI jyAdA thii| jIsasa to abhI javAna the-koI jaba tuma kahate ho, phalAM AdamI merA zatru hai, mere rAha meM, mArga tIsa sAla kI, ikatIsa sAla kI umra thii| meM ror3e DAla rahA hai to vaha AdamI sirpha pardA hai, zatrutA tumhAre vaha umra meM bhI bar3A thA, pratiSThA meM bhI bar3A thA, dhana meM bhI bar3A bhItara hai, jo tuma usake Upara Aropita kara rahe ho| zatrutA ko | thaa| nAma bhI usakA bar3A thaa| sArA deza use jAnatA thaa| hajAroM mAra DAlo, phira dekho kauna zatru! aura mitratA ko mAra DAlo, usake ziSya the, vidyArthI the| vaha kaise isa AvArA AdamI ke | phira dekho kauna mitra hai! rAga ko miTA do phira dekho, kauna | pAsa calA jAe dina meM? aura vahAM bhIr3a bhI AvArAoM kI lagI apanA, kauna parAyAahaMkAra ko chor3a do, phira dekho kauna huI thii| ve kyA kaheMge? loga hNseNge| gAMvabhara meM bhadda ho | rokatA hai| kaise roka sakatA hai? | jaaegii| pratiSThA TUTa jaaegii| eka mitra saMnyAsa lene Ae the| ve kahate haiM, lenA to hai| jaba | to eka dina AdhI rAta aMdhere meM, jaba sAre loga jA cuke the taba 618 2010_03

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eka dIpa se koTi dIpa hoM vaha aMdhere meM sarakatA cupacApa jIsasa ke pAsa phuNcaa| hilAyA mArga meM Ae, mAra ddaalnaa| lekina merA artha samajha lenaa| unako, kahA ki suno| eka bAta pUchanI hai| tumheM mila gayA? kisI ko mAra mata ddaalnaa| ki patnI bIca meM Ae to uThAkara jIsasa ne kahA, dina meM kyoM na Ae? nikodemasa bolA, logoM eka TeMDapA usakA sira tor3a do| ke kaarnn| __ bhItara tumhAre jo-jo bAdhAeM haiM unheM girA do| bAhara kabhI koI jIsasa ne kahA, itane loga Ate haiM, logoM ke kAraNa koI bAdhA nahIM hai-rahI hI nhiiN| bAhara to hamArI tarakIbeM haiN| jo rukatA nhiiN| rukane kA kAraNa kahIM bhItara hogaa| nikodemasa, hama bhItara se karane meM Darate haiM, lekina itanI bhI himmata nahIM hai ki kise dhokhA de rahe ho? itane bar3e paMDita aura samajhadAra hokara svIkAra kara leM apanI kamajorI, unake lie hama bAhara kAraNa itanI-sI bAta bhI samajha meM nahIM A rahI? rAta meM milane Ae | khojate haiN| yaha bAhara kA saba tarkajAla hai| ho tAki kisI ko patA na cale? tAki kala bharI dupaharI meM tuma | tuma kahate ho patnI dukhI hogI, isalie saMnyAsa nahIM le rahe kaha sako ki yaha jIsasa AvArA hai? jo jAte haiM isake pAsa, | ho| lekina aura kitane kAma tumane kie, taba tumane patnI ke nAsamajha haiM, bhUle-bhaTake haiN| yaha dUsaroM ko bhaTakA rahA hai| tAki dukhI hone kI koI phikara na kI; saMnyAsa meM hI phikara kara rahe tuma apanI pratiSThA bhI bacA lo nikodemasa! aura tumhAre pAsa ho? patnI tumhArI sukhI rahI hai isakA artha hai pUre jIvana? abhI kucha hai bhI nahIM, isalie tuma pUchane ko bhI tarasate ho| taka maiMne sukhI patnI nahIM dekhI, na sukhI pati dekhaa| saba rote _hAM, mujhe milA hai lekina maiM tumase kahatA hUM, jaba taka tuma maro dikhAI par3ate haiN| pati socatA hai, patnI dukha de rahI hai| patnI nahIM, tumhArA punarjanma na ho, tuma na pA skoge| socatI hai, pati dukha de rahA hai| aura phira bhI tuma kahate ho, patnI nikodemasa bhI prazna pUchanevAle kI taraha galata smjhaa| usane dukhI hogii| itane dukha die, yahI eka dukha dene meM Dara rahe ho? / kahA, maro nahIM? kyA matalaba? aura punarjanma se tuma kyA nahIM, kahIM kucha aura bAta hai| zarAba pIte ho taba nahIM socate cAhate ho? kyA maiM phira kisI strI ke garbha meM praveza karUM? yaha ki patnI dukhI hogii| juA khelate ho taba nahIM socate ki patnI to asaMbhava hai| dukhI hogii| kisI aura strI ke prema meM par3a jAte ho taba nahIM jIsasa ne kahA, sIdhI-sIdhI bAta hai| asaMbhava mata bnaao| socate ki patnI dukhI hogii| taba kahate ho kyA kareM! majabUrI na to maiM yaha kaha rahA hUM ki tuma maro; aura na maiM yaha kaha rahA hUM, | hai| ho gayA, prema ho gayA; aba kyA kareM? kisI strI ke garbha meM praveza kro| maiM itanA hI kaha rahA hUM ki aisA hI kaha na sakoge ki saMnyAsa ho gayA, aba kyA kareM? tumhArA purAnA ahaMkAra gire| tuma nae ho jaao| pratiSThA pAkara nahIM, patnI se kisako prayojana hai? aura phira dUsare ko dukha denA kyA milA? dekho jIvana ko siidhaa-siidhaa| pratiSThA hai tumhAre na denA tumhAre basa meM hai? sukha denA tumhAre hAtha meM hai? pAsa, pada hai tumhAre pAsa, tathAkathita jJAna kA aMbAra lagA hai | jo tuma nahIM karanA cAhate ho usake lie tuma bAhara kAraNa tumhAre pAsa; milA kyA? chor3o use, jisase nahIM milA to tuma khoja lete ho| jo tuma karanA cAhate ho, usake lie bhI kAraNa use pAne ke hakadAra ho sakate ho, jisase mila sakatA hai| maiM dene khoja lete ho| karate tuma vahI ho, jo tuma karanA cAha ko taiyAra haiN| lekina pahale isa sabako mAra Ao, miTA sadA kAraNoM kA sahArA le lete ho| aao| purAne ko girAo tAki nayA nirmita ho ske| ye jaba jIsasa kahate haiM, mAra DAlo jo bAdhA bane--unakA kula ghAsa-phUsa ukhAr3o aura pheMko tAki phUloM ke bIja boe jA prayojana itanA hai ki apane bhItara se sArA jAla girA do, phira skeN| nikodemasa ne kahA ki yaha jarA kaThina hai| tumheM jo ThIka lage, kro| tabhI koI jIsasa ke pIche A sakatA lekina agara satya ko pAnA itanA bhI mUlyavAna nahIM hai ki tuma hai| tabhI koI mere sAtha A sakatA hai| kucha cukAnA par3egA thor3I kaThinAI se gujara sako to tuma satya pAne ke hakadAra bhI | muuly| satsaMga muphta to nahIM hai| mahaMge se mahaMgA saudA hai| aura saMsAra meM saba cIjeM choTI-moTI cIjeM dene se mila jAtI sIdhA-sA matalaba hai| vahI maiM bhI tumase kahatA hUM ki jo tumhAre haiM, yahAM to koI apane ko pUrA de sakegA to hI pA skegaa| nhiiN| 619 ___ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 kahate ho ki 'prema ke pujArI se aisI AjJA ?' karate the ve A giiN| isa AdamI ke pAsa kucha hai| hama isake yaha prema kI hI AjJA hai| yaha AjJA bar3I premapUrNa hai; nahIM to | sAtha cleNge| yaha bhI na pUchA tuma kauna ho? patA-ThikAnA? dI na gaI hotii| jIsasa tumheM prema karate haiM isalie aisA kaha tumhArA adhikAra kyA? tumhArI AptatA kyA? kisa adhikAra ske| yaha pukAra prema kI hI pukAra hai| anyathA tumheM pIche calAne ke bala se bola rahe ho ki hamAre pIche Ao, pheMko jAla? meM kucha jIsasa ko sukha milanevAlA nahIM hai| na tumheM pIche ve pIche ho lie| ve gAMva ke bAhara nikalate the ki eka AdamI calAte, na phAMsI miltii| tumheM pIche calAyA, phAMsI milii| | bhAgA huA AyA aura usane kahA ki tuma donoM kahAM jA rahe ho akele baiThe rahate, koI phAMsI lagAnevAlA na thaa| tumheM calAyA | pAgalo? tumhArA bApa, jo bImAra thA, vaha mara cukaa| to kaMdhe para apanI sUlI DhonI pdd'ii| akele baiThe rahate, tumheM pIche una donoM ne jIsasa se kahA, hameM tIna-cAra dina kI mohalata, na calAte to salI Dhone kI koI naubata na aatii| suvidhA de deN| hama jAkara apane pitA kA aMtima saMskAra kara tumheM sAtha calAkara jIsasa ko kyA milA? phAMsI milI, aaeN| to jIsasa ne kahA ki jo murde gAMva meM haiM, kAphI haiN| ve murde sUlI milii| koI siMhAsana to mila na gyaa| lAbha jIsasa ko kA saMskAra kara leNge| tU phikara na kr| tuma phikara mata kro| kyA ho gayA? lekina prema thaa| binA calAe na raha ske| jo | tuma mere pIche cala par3e to aba lauTakara mata dekho| mare hue bApa milA thA, binA bAMTe na raha ske| jo pAyA thA, cAhA ki tumhArI ko daphanAne ke lie mare hue loga kAphI haiM gAMva meM; ve phikara kara jholI meM bhI bhara deN| kisI gahana prema se hI pukArA thA ki Ao leNge| murde murde ko daphanA leNge| tuma mere pIche aao| mere piiche| kisI bar3e khajAne kI khabara unako mila gaI thii| vaha | yaha hameM lagegA bar3I kaThora bAta hai| aura premI, prema ke khajAnA itane pAsa hai aura tuma bhikhamaMge ho| to kahA thA, cale saMdezavAhaka jIsasa ke muMha se, ki daphanA leMge murde murde ko... / Ao mere piiche| jinako bhI jIsasa kA khajAnA samajha meM A lekina murde ko daphanAkara bhI kyA honA hai? jo jA hI cukA, jA gayA, ve cala pdd'e| hI cukaa| aba tuma isa lAza ko miTTI meM gar3A do ki Aga meM jIsasa subaha nikalate haiM eka jhIla ke pAsa se| do machue jalA do ki pazu-pakSiyoM ke lie chor3a do| kyA pharka par3atA | machaliyAM mAra rahe haiN| unhoMne jAla pheMkA hai, abhI sUraja UgA hai hai? ki tuma vidhi-vidhAna pUrA karo ki maMtra jApa karo; kyA aura jIsasa pIche Akara khar3e ho ge| aura unhoMne eka machue ke pharka par3atA hai ? jo cukA, jA cukaa| aba to yaha khola par3I raha kaMdhe para hAtha rakhA aura kahA ki dekha, merI tarapha dekh| kaba taka | gaI hai| prANa to ur3a cuke| piMjar3A par3A raha gayA hai; pakSI to jA machaliyAM pakar3atA rahegA? are A! maiM tujhe kucha bar3I cIjeM cukaa| aba yahAM kucha bhI nahIM hai| pakar3ane kA rAja batAtA huuN| aura phira maiM sadA yahAM na rhuuNgaa| mere isalie jIsasa kahate haiM, yaha kAma to murde bhI kara leNge| jAne kA vakta jaldI hI A jaaegaa| isalie tamheM jAne kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| pIche lauTa-lauTakara vaha machaA to cauMkA hogaa| yaha kauna ajanabI AdamI? mata dekho. anyathA mere sAtha na cala skoge| aura kaisI ajIba-sI bAteM kara rahA hai| lekina usane jIsasa ko| jinheM jIsasa ke sAtha calanA ho, unheM Age dekhanA caahie| dekhA, vaha sIdhA bholA-bhAlA AdamI rahA hogaa| vaha koI jo jA cukA, jA cukaa| atIta na ho cukaa| jo Uga rahA sUraja, paMDita na thaa| use zAstroM kA kucha patA nahIM thaa| machaliyAM mArane | usa tarapha dhyAna denA cAhie kyoMki vahAM jIvana hai| vahAM jIvana meM hI jiMdagI bitAI thii| sIdhA-sAdA bholA-bhAlA AdamI thaa|| kI saMbhAvanA hai| vahAM jIvana kI niyati hai| vahAM bhAgya kA chipA tarka, gaNita, jAla kucha bhI na thaa| | huA khajAnA hai| usane jIsasa kI AMkhoM meM dekhA-sIdhe AdamI hI AMkhoM meM himmatavara loga rahe hoNge| yaha ghar3I aisI thI ki kahate ki yaha AMkheM DAlakara dekha sakate haiM aura usa ke hAtha se jAla chaTa | bhI kyA bAta hii| jisa pitA ne hameM janma diyA vaha mara gayA aura gyaa| usane apane bhAI ko bhI lalakArA, jo DoMgI meM baiThakara tuma hameM rokate ho? lekina bar3e sIdhe-sApha loga rahe hoNge| jAla DAla rahA thA ki tu bhI aa| jina AMkhoM kI hama talAza unakI bAta samajha meM A gii| unhoMne kahA, yaha bAta to ThIka hI 620 Jalt Education International 2010_03

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eka dIpa se koTi dIpa hoM - hai| daphanAkara bhI kyA hogA? aura itane loga to gAMva meM haiM hI, | eka ajanabI AdamI gAMva meM Ae, jaldI hI tuma pAoge, ve daphanA hI leNge| do-cAra dina ke bhItara usane apane jaise loga khoja lie| agara ve nahIM gae vaaps| ve jIsasa ke sAtha hI calate rhe| vaha bhakta thA to bhaktoM ke satsaMga meM pahuMca jaaegaa| gIta yaha AvAja prema kI hI AvAja thii| yaha karuNA kA hI saMdeza | gunagAegA, nAcegA, prabhu kA smaraNa kregaa| zarAbI thA to thaa| kyoMki jIsasa ko patA hai, eka bAra vyakti makta ho jAe | zarAbakhAne pahaMca jaaegaa| zarAbiyoM ke gale meM hAtha par3a jaaeNge| to nAva jyAdA dera isa kinAre para nahIM ttiktii| thor3I dera TikatI | juArI thA, juAghara khoja legaa| hai| thor3I dera Tika jAe, yaha bhI camatkAra hai| thor3I dera bhI ceSTA bhakta varSoM raha jAe isa gAMva meM, aura use patA na calegA ki se TikatI hai| yaha nAva jaldI chaTa jaaegii| agara pIche jaAghara kahA hai| aura jaArI varSoM raha jAe. use patA na calegA lauTa-lauTakara dekhate rahe, aura vyartha kI bAtoM meM ulajhate rahe aura ki kahIM bhajana bhI ho rahA hai| usI rAste se gujara jaaegaa| vyartha ke bahAne khojate rahe aura kahA ki kala AeMge, parasoM lekina bhajana AMkha meM dikhAI na par3egA, kAna meM sunAI na pdd'egaa| AeMge, to tuma kabhI na A paaoge| zoragula mAlUma hogaa| usase koI saMbaMdha na judd'egaa| lekina isalie jIsasa kahate haiM, jo mArga meM Ae, jo bAdhA bane, use kahIM pAsoM kI khanakAra sunAI par3a jAe to vaha sajaga ho haTA do, miTA do| jaaegaa| usakI duniyA A gyii| usake bhItara koI cIja maiM bhI tumase yahI kahatA huuN| jo vyartha hai usake sAtha saMga mata | tAlamela khA gii| jodd'o| jo thothA hai usase dostI mata bnaao| thothe se dostI tuma bAhara unhIM se dostI banA lete ho, jaise tuma ho| isalie tumhAre bhItara ke thothepana kA sabUta hai| bAhara ko doSa mata denaa| bhItara apane khojnaa| oche ko satsaMga rahimana tajau aMgAra jyUM oche ko satsaMga rahimana tajau aMgAra jyUM tAtai jAre aMga sIro pai kAro lage tAtai jAre aMga sIro pai kAro lge| rahIma kahate haiM: oche ko satsaMga rahimana tajau aMgAra jyUM tIsarA prazna: Apane kahA hai ki eka-dUsare se viparIta oche se dostI mata baaNdho| vyartha se dostI mata baaNdho| asAra | aneka mArga haiM, jo eka paramAtmA para le jAte haiN| atIta meM aisA se dostI mata baaNdho| aMgAra samajho oche ko| rahA hai ki eka hI mArga ke sAdhaka eka guru ke pAsa ikaTThe hote tAtai jAre aMga the| jaise yogI alaga, bhakta alaga, tAMtrika alaga, dhyAnI jaba garama hotA, jalatA hotA to zarIra ko jalAtA hai| alg| isase sabhI ko apane mArga para calane meM suvidhA thii| sIro pai kAro lage paraMtu Apake pAsa, Apake Azrama meM to saba viparIta mArgoM kA aura jaba ThaMDA ho jAtA hai to zarIra meM kAlikha lagAtA hai| melA lagA huA hai--yogI aura bhakta, tAMtrika aura sUphI, aisA aMgAra samajho ochepana ko| jalAegA yA to, agara jIvita karmayogI aura dhyAnI, saba eka saath| aisA kaise? isase rahA, garama rhaa| agara marA, murdA huA to koyalA ho jAegA, to | bAdhAeM bhI banatI haiN| isa saMbaMdha meM kucha kahane kI kRpA kreN| phira zarIra ko kAlA kregaa| magara hara hAlata meM staaegaa| para dhyAna rakhanA, jIvana ke sAre sUtra AtyaMtika arthoM meM aMtasa | yaha saca hai| atIta meM aisA hI thaa| eka guru eka saMkIrNa mArga ke saMbaMdha meM haiN| tuma kisI oche AdamI se dostI kyoM karate kA upadeSTA hotA thaa| usake lAbha bhI the, hAniyAM bhI thiiN| ho? dostI akAraNa to nahIM hotii| tumhAre bhItara kucha ochApana | lAbha to yaha thA ki tumhAre mana meM kabhI duvidhA paidA na hotI hotA hai jo usake sAtha tAlamela khAtA hai| tuma bure AdamI kI thii| eka hI bAta...eka hI bAta...eka hI bAta sunate the| eka dostI kaise kara lete ho? koI AsamAna se dostI thor3e hI hI bAta...eka hI bAta...eka hI bAta karate the| saMdeha paidA na TapakatI hai| hotA thaa| cupacApa apane mArga ko pakar3akara calate the| lekina 6211 ___ 2010_03

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622 jina sUtra bhAga: 2 khatarA thaa| saMkIrNatA paidA hotI thii| sAMpradAyikatA paidA hotI thI, ki maiM hI ThIka hUM, aura saba galata haiM / yahI mArga ThIka hai, aura saba mArga galata haiN| to lAbha thA, hAni thI / aura lAbha se hAni jyAdA bar3I siddha huii| lAbha to bahuta thor3e logoM ko huA, hAni karor3oM ko huI sArI duniyA sAMpradAyika ho gii| sArI duniyA meM yaha matAMdhatA phaila gaI ki hama ThIka aura bAkI saba galata / / jaina se pUcho, vaha kahatA hai hamArA guru guru, bAkI saba kuguru / hamArA zAstra zAstra, bAkI saba kuzAstra / musalamAna se pUcho, hiMdU se pUcho, IsAI se puucho| saba saMkIrNa ho gae, sAMpradAyika ho ge| dharma kI to hatyA ho gii| suvidhA to milI hogI thor3e-se logoM ko, sarala - citta logoM ko- jinhoMne itanA hI jAnA ki hamAre lie kyA ThIka hai, hameM mila gayA aura cupacApa usa para cala pdd'e| sau meM se eka ko to suvidhA milI hogI, ninyAnabe to sirpha saMkIrNa ho ge| maiM ThIka ulTA prayoga kara rahA hUM, jaisA kabhI nahIM huA hai| maiM yaha phikara kara rahA hUM ki cAhe suvidhA thor3I kama ho, saMkIrNatA na ho| mAnanA merA aisA hai ki jo eka sarala AdamI purAnI saMkIrNa sImAoM se jA sakA, vaha sarala AdamI mere pAsa bhI jA skegaa| use duvidhA paidA nahIM hogI yahAM bhii| kyoMki sarala AdamI mujhe dekhegA / maiM kyA kahatA hUM isakI bahuta phikara hI nahIM karatA / sarala AdamI to mujha para bharosA karatA hai / vaha kahatA hai ve jo kahate hoMge, ThIka kahate hoNge| use koI duvidhA paidA nahIM hotii| vaha mere virodhAbhAsa meM bhI mujhe hI dekhatA hai| donoM meM mujhe hI dekhatA hai| aura sarala AdamI to apane kAma kI bAta cuna letA hai aura cala par3atA hai| jaTila AdamiyoM ke sAtha jhaMjhaTa hai| lobhiyoM ke sAtha jhaMjhaTa hai| una lobhiyoM ko duvidhA paidA hogI kyoMki ve cAhate haiM, dhyAna bhI jhapaTa leM, prema bhI jhapaTa leN| bhakti para bhI kabjA kara leM, dhyAna para bhI kabjA kara leN| tapasvI bhI ho jAeM, jIvana kA rasa bhI na khoe| tyAga kA bhI majA le leM, ahaMkAra kA bhI majA le leM aura paramAtmA kI pUjA kA bhI rasa A jaae| lobhI! usako takalIpha hogii| sarala - cita ko to mere pAsa koI takalIpha nahIM hai| usako kabhI koI takalIpha nahIM hai, kisI ke pAsa koI takalIpha nahIM hai| sarala - citta AdamI to 2010_03 apane matalaba kI bAta khoja letA, cala pdd'taa| tuma jAte ho nadI ke kinAre / pyAsA AdamI to apane cullU meM pAnI bhara letA hai| pUre nadI kI thor3e hI phikra karatA hai ki aba isako ghara le jAeM, bAMdhakara rakheM, kyA kareM, kyA na kreN| vaha dhanyavAda detA hai nadI ko ki tthiik| apanI cullU bhara lI, apanI pyAsa bujhA lI, bAta khatama ho gii| hAM, agara tuma lobhI ho to tuma pyAsa to bhUla hI jAoge, tuma socoge isa nadI para kabjA kaise kiyA jaae| yaha pUrI nadI mere tijor3I meM kaise baMda ho jaae| isa pUrI nadI kA maiM mAlika kaise ho jaauuN| to tuma ar3acana meM par3oge | sarala to pahale bhI ar3acana meM nahIM par3A, aba bhI nahIM pdd'egaa| maiM jo prayoga kara rahA hUM vaha nayA hai / maiM cAhatA hUM ki saMsAra meM aba saMkIrNatA na rahe, sAMpradAyikatA na rhe| saMpradAya ke nAma para bahuta hAni ho cukI / AdamI lar3e aura kaTe aura mare / AdamI nirmita nahIM huA, vinaSTa huaa| aba saMpradAya nahIM caahie| aba to duniyA meM dharma nahIM cAhie, dhArmikatA cAhie / maMdira-masjida nahIM cAhie, dharma-bhAvanA caahie| kurAna- gItA chUTeM, chUTeM; sadabhAva na chuutte| jaina, hiMdU, musalamAna nahIM caahie| aba to bhale, sIdhe, sarala-citta loga caahie| kyoMki jaina, hiMdU, musalamAna to hajAroM varSoM se jamIna para haiN| aura jamIna roja narka hotI calI gii| inake hone se kucha lAbha nahIM huaa| ye to aba vidA leN| inako to hama alavidA kheN| aba to khAlI AdamI, sUnA AdamI, svastha - sarala AdamI caahie| isalie maiM sAre dharmoM kI bAta kara rahA huuN| isameM jo sarala haiM unako to bar3A lAbha hogA, jo jaTila haiM unako bar3I du hogii| lekina mere dekhe, mere lekhe agara sau AdamI purAnI duniyA meM calate the dharma ke mArga para to ninyAnabe saMkIrNa ho gae, eka sarala phuNcaa| maiM tumase kahatA hUM, vaha eka sarala to mere pAsa bhI pahuMca jAegA aura ninyAnabe saMkIrNa na ho paaeNge| aura agara ninyAnabe saMkIrNa na hoM to unake pahuMcane kI saMbhAvanA bhI bar3ha gii| maiM tumheM virATa karanA cAhatA huuN| tumheM pUrI dRSTi denA cAhatA huuN| tuma saba dekha lo| phira tumheM jo rucikara lage usa para cala pdd'o| kaThinAI to taba hogI jaba tuma sabhI rAstoM para calane kI koziza karane lgoge| taba ar3acana hogI / lekina yaha to pAgalapana hai| tuma kemisTa kI dukAna para jAte

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eka dIpa se koTi dIpa hoM ho, apanA priskripzana dikhAte ho, davA lI, cala pdd'e| tuma yaha | yaha to acchA huA ki donoM kA kahIM milanA nahIM hotA bIca nahIM kahate ki yahAM lAkhoM davAeM rakhI haiN| tuma yaha nahIM kahate ki meN| nahIM to gaMgA kahegI, pAgala huI? pazcima meM kahIM sAgara eka hI davA se kyA hogA? saba davAeM de do| tuma apanA roga hai? sadA se pUraba meM rhaa| hama sadA pUraba meM milate rahe sAgara dekha lete ho, apanI auSadhi lekara apane ghara cale Ate ho| tuma se| terA dimAga phira gayA narmadA? lauTa aa| mere sAtha ho le| ciMtA meM nahIM par3ate ki kemisTa kI dukAna para lAkhoM davAeM rakhI hamAre saMpradAya meM sammilita ho jaa|| haiM aura hama eka hI lie jA rahe haiM? tuma lobha meM nahIM pdd'te| aura narmadA kahegI, tU pAgala ho gaI? hama sadA se girate rahe maiM tumhAre sAmane saba dvAra khola rahA huuN| tumheM jo dvAra ruca jAe, | sAgara meN| yahI hamArA DhaMga rhaa| tujhe kucha bhrAMti hai| pUraba meM kahIM tuma usase praveza kara jaanaa| aba tuma yaha koziza mata karanA ki sAgara hai? pUraba se to hama Ate haiM, pazcima ko hama jAte haiN| sabhI dvAroM se tuma praveza karo; anyathA tuma pagalA jaaoge| pUraba meM sAgara hotA to hama Ate hI kyoM pUraba se? pUraba meM kucha saMkIrNa tuma mere pAsa na ho sakoge, lekina agara lobhI hue to bhI nahIM hai| bhaTaka jaaogii| pAgala ho jaaoge| lekina vaha bhI mere kAraNa nahIM, apane lobha nadiyAM Apasa meM bAta nahIM karatIM, acchA hai| donoM sAgara ke kaarnn| | pahuMca jAtI haiN| sabhI nadiyAM aMtataH sAgara pahuMca jAtI haiN| maiM to tumheM sArA dRzya de rahA hUM, pUrA nakzA de rahA hUM duniyA aisA hI sabhI cetanAeM aMtataH paramAtmA meM pahuMca jAtI haiN| tuma kaa| phira tumheM jo tumhAre bhItara dhuna bajA detA ho, use pakar3a apanA mArga pakar3a lo aura dhyAnapUrvaka, smaraNapUrvaka, usa para lo| mere lie rAste mUlyavAna nahIM haiM, tuma mUlyavAna ho| clo| dUsaroM ko unake mArga para calane do| AzIrvAda do unheM vidhiyoM kA koI mUlya nahIM hai, vyaktiyoM kA mUlya hai| tumheM jo ki ve bhI phuNce| prArthanA karo unake lie ki ve bhI phuNce| isase vidhi ruca jAe, jisa vidhi se tumhAre bhItara kamala khilane lage, kyA pharka par3atA hai kaise pahuMcate haiM, kauna-sA vAhana lete haiM! | vahI tumhArA mArga ho gyaa| | phuNceN| aura unase AzIrvAda mAMgo apane lie ki hama bhI pahuMca lekina mere pAsa eka bAta tamheM jarUra samajha meM A jAegI ki jAeM, jo hamane mArga cunA hai usse| to duniyA meM eka sadabhAva | jo tumhAre lie mArga hai, jarUrI nahIM hai sabake lie ho| jo tumhAre paidA ho| ho cukA saMpradAya bahuta, aba sadabhAva caahie| | lie mArga nahIM hai, ho sakatA hai dUsare ke lie ho| kyoMki tuma yahAM mere pAsa dekhoge bhakti se khilate hue logoM ko| tuma yahAM cauthA praznaH tvameva mAtA ca pitA tvameva dekhoge dhyAna se khilate hue logoM ko| tuma yahAM musalamAnoM ko tvameva baMdhuzca sakhA tvameva prabhu kI tarapha bar3hate dekhoge, jainoM ko, hiMduoM ko, IsAiyoM ko, tvameva vidyA draviNaM tvameva yahUdiyoM ko| tvameva sarvaM mama deva deva to eka bAta to yahAM tumheM sIkha hI lenI par3egI ki saba pahuMca -saroja ke vNdn| jAte haiN| pahuMcane kI gaharI AkAMkSA ho, abhIpsA ho| saba pahuMca jAte haiN| saba mArgoM se pahuMca jAte haiN| sabhI mArga usa kI tarapha le jo maiM abhI kaha rahA thaa| koI dhyAna se khila jAtA, koI prema jAte haiN| usa eka hI yAtrA cala rahI hai| vaha eka hI tIrtha hai| se khila jaataa| sabhI yAtrAeM vahIM pahuMca jAtI haiN| saroja kA prazna eka bhakta kA prazna hai| bhakta ke pAsa prazna bhI lekina isakA yaha matalaba nahIM ki tuma sabhI mArgoM para daur3ane nahIM hai, nivedana hai| zAyada nivedana kahanA bhI ThIka nahIM, lgo| taba tuma pagalA jaaoge| taba tuma kahIM na phuNcoge| ahobhAva kI abhivyakti hai| pUchane ko kucha nahIM hai, dhanyavAda calanA to eka hI mArga para hogaa| dene ko kucha hai| dekhA ? gaMgA bahatI hai pUraba kI tarapha, narmadA bahatI pazcima kI dhyAna kA mArgI pUchatA hai, kyA kreN| prema kA mArgI dhanyavAda tarapha; donoM sAgara pahuMca jAtI haiN| detA hai ki jo huA, vaha bahuta hai| aura na ho to clegaa| jo ho 628 ___JainEducation International 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 hI gayA hai vaha apanI pAtratA se jyAdA hai| aise hI pAtra ke Upara yA aMDA phle| do meM se kucha eka hI pahale ho sakatA hai| se bahA jA rahA hai; bAr3ha A gaI hai| | lekina tumane kabhI khayAla kiyA? donoM eka-dUsare ke pahale yahAM tuma ina praznoM meM bhI dkhoge| alaga-alaga loga, | khar3e haiN| alaga-alaga unakI lahareM, alaga unakI trNgeN| mullA nasaruddIna do striyoM ke prema meM thaa| alaga-alaga aba saroja pUchatI hai--prazna hai hI nahIM ismeN| vaha kahatI hai | milatA thA taba to ThIka thaa| eka-dUsare ke sauMdarya kI bAta tuma hI pitA, tuma hI mAtA, tuma hI baMdhu, tuma hI skhaa| tuma hI karatA, khUba carcA krtaa| donoM striyoM kI bhI Apasa meM saba kuch| tuma hI devatAoM ke devtaa| dhIre-dhIre pahacAna ho gii| unhoMne kahA ki yaha AdamI dhokhA de bhakta ke pAsa eka ahobhAva hai| bhakta khoja nahIM rahA hai, bhakta | rahA hai, isako phAMsanA pdd'egaa| ko mila gayA hai| bhakta kahatA hai jIvana barasa hI gayA hai| eka dina naukA-vihAra ke lie donoM ne ikaTThA mullA nasaruddIna utsava cala hI rahA hai| jo milanA thA vaha mila hI gayA hai| ko apane sAtha le liyaa| nadI para baiThakara, pUrNimA kI rAta, bIca paramAtmA ne use de hI diyA hai| majhadhAra meM mullA se kahA ki nasaruddIna, aba kaho kauna suMdara dhyAnI to khoja rahA hai ki milegA taba AnaMdita hogaa| bhakta hai? aba mullA bahuta ghbdd'aayaa| akele meM eka strI ko kaha do AnaMdita hai| dhyAnI khojegA to AnaMdita hogA, bhakta AnaMdita ki tuma duniyA kI sabase suMdara strI ho; koI harjA nhiiN| sabhI hai isalie khoja legaa| dhyAnI kA sAdhana pahale hai, sAdhya aMta | kahate haiN| kahanA hI par3atA hai| phira isase kucha ar3acana nahIM meN| bhakta kA sAdhya pahale hai, sAdhanA aNtim| | aatii| dUsarI strI ko phira akele meM kaha do| isase koI isalie bhakta aura dhyAnI kI bhASA meM bar3e jamIna-AsamAna tArkika jhaMjhaTa nahIM aatii| alaga-alaga samaya meM ke aMtara haiN| ve ekadama ulTI bAteM bolate haiN| isalie to jJAnI | alaga-alaga sthAna meM donoM vaktavya ThIka mAlUma hote haiN| kahate haiM kabIra ko-ulttbaaNsii| ulTI bAMsurI bajA rahe ho| lekina do striyAM...! aura kabIra bhI kahate haiM, 'eka acaMbhA maiMne dekhA nadiyA lAgI aura mullA thor3A ghabar3AyA kyoMki donoM nArAja mAlUma hotI aag|' nadI meM Aga lagI dekhii| haiN| nadI kA maamlaa| mjhdhaar| dhakkA de deN| aba yaha koI soca-vicAravAlA AdamI kahegA ki dimAga | to usane kahA, yaha bhI koI bAta hai? are tuma eka-dUsare se kharAba ho gayA hai| kabIra yahI kaha rahe haiM ki maiMne sAdhya ko pahale suMdara ho| eka-dUsare se jyAdA suMdara ho| eka-dUsare se dekhA, sAdhana ko piiche| maMjila pahale pAI, mArga piiche| milana | bar3ha-car3hakara suMdara ho| paramAtmA se pahale ho gayA taba bAda meM samajha AyI ki kaise aba eka dUsare se bar3ha-car3hakara saMdara ho, isakA matalaba kyA mileN| nadiyA lAgI Aga, eka acaMbhA maiMne dekhaa| hotA hai? lekina zAyada yahI jyAdA saca hai| yaha vaktavya bebUjha lekina gaNita se, tarka se, vicAra se calanevAlA AdamI ho jAtA hai lekina jyAdA saca hai| kahegA, yaha to ulaTabAMsI ho gii| yaha to ulTI bAta ho gii| | aMDA murgI ke pahale, murgI aMDe ke phle| donoM eka-dUsare ke donoM kI bhASAeM nizcita ulTI haiN| lekina tuma aisA samajho phle| donoM asala meM do nahIM haiN| murgI aMDe kA hI eka rUpa hai| ki koI kahatA hai murgI se aMDA hotA hai, aura koI kahatA hai aMDe | aMDA murgI kA hI eka rUpa hai| murgI aMDe kA hI eka DhaMga hai aura se murgI hotI hai| kyA ye saca meM ulTI bAteM haiM? ye donoM hI saca | aMDe paidA karane kaa| aMDA murgI kA hI eka DhaMga hai aura murgI paidA haiN| lekina itanI himmata cAhie samajhane kI ki donoM eka sAtha karane kaa| ye donoM do haiM aisA socane se gar3abar3a khar3I ho jAtI saca haiN| bar3A kaThina mAlUma hotA hai kyoMki hama to saMkIrNatA se hai| ye saMyukta ghaTanAeM haiN|| socate haiN| hama kahate haiM. margI pahale to aMDA bAda meN| aba koI| ise tama aisA samajho ki eka hI sikke ke do pahala haiN| kauna kahatA hai aMDA pahale, to hameM jhagar3A khar3A ho jAtA hai| hama kahate Age, kauna pIche? yugapata haiM, sAtha-sAtha haiN| sAdhana aura haiM, ye donoM bAteM to eka sAtha nahIM ho sktiiN| yA to murgI pahale, sAdhya eka hI sikke ke do pahalU haiN| 624 2010_03

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eka dIpa se koTi dIpa hoM bhakta ko sAdhya pahale milatA hai, phira vaha sAdhana khojatA hai| to hai hI nhiiN| kyoMki bhakta prazna pUcha nahIM sktaa| ahobhAva vaha paramAtmA ko pahale khoja letA hai phira usakA rAstA khojatA hai| vaha apane hRdaya kI bAta kaha rahI hai ki aisA use huA hai| hai| tuma kahoge yaha bAta ajIba hai| kyA kareM? aba use lagatA hai ki guru hI pitA, guru hI mAtA, guru hI | eka acaMbhA maiMne dekhA. nadiyA lAgI aag| aisA hotA bhakta saMgI, guru hI sAthI, guru hI jJAna, guru hI prmaatmaa| ko| pahale bhagavAna mila jAtA hai, phira vaha usI se pUcha letA hai | prema jahAM bhI par3atA hai vahIM paramAtmA kI chavi dekha letA hai| aba rAstA kahAM hai? aba tumhIM batA do| jaba mila hI gae to tujha se aba milake tAjjuba hai ki arsA itanA tumhArA patA-ThikAnA kyA? Aja taka terI judAI meM yaha kyoM kara gajarA dhyAnI pahale rAstA khojatA hai| dhyAnI jyAdA aura jaba paramAtmA kI use jhalaka milatI hai to use bharosA hI | jyAdA vyavasthA se calatA hai| usake jIvana meM eka zRMkhalA hai| nahIM AtA ki Aja taka itanA arsA tujhase binA mile gujarA | bhakta bar3A bebUjha hai| prema sadA se bebUjha hai| | kaise? yaha ho hI kaise sakA? yaha maiM ho kaise sakA itane dina / yahadiyoM meM eka dhAraNA hai-bar3I prItikara dhaarnnaa| yahadI taka? yaha mere hone kI saMbhAvanA hI kaise ho sakI? bhakti kA hI eka mArga hai| yahUdI kahate haiM, isake pahale ki bhakta use bharosA hI nahIM AtA ki maiM thA bhii| bhakta ko to usI dina bhagavAna ko khoje, bhagavAna bhakta ko khoja letA hai| yahUdI dharma bharosA AtA hai apane hone para, jaba bhagavAna kA milana hotA hai| kI bar3I gaharI dena meM se eka dena yaha hai| ve kahate haiM, tuma khojanA | usI dina bhakta hotA hai| usake pahale to saba sapanA thaa| eka hI taba zurU karate ho jaba vaha tumheM khoja letA hai, nahIM to tuma jhUThI dAstAna thii| na kisI ne kahI, na kisI ne sunI, eka jhUThI zurU hI nahIM krte| jaba vaha kisI taraha tumhAre bhItara A hI dAstAna thii| jAtA hai, tabhI tumhAre bhItara use pAne kI AkAMkSA jagatI hai; nahIM | tujhase aba milake tAjjaba hai ki arsA itanA to AkAMkSA hI nahIM jgtii| Aja taka terI judAI meM yaha kyoM kara gujarA yahUdI kahate haiM, tuma hI nahIM khoja rahe bhagavAna ko, bhagavAna bhI | bahuta dinoM meM mohabbata ko ho sakA mAlUma tumheM khoja rahA hai| tuma hI nahIM tar3apha rahe usake lie, vaha bhI jo tere hijra meM gujarI vaha rAta rAta huI taDapha rahA hai| aura majA to tabhI hai jaba Aga donoM tarapha se premI ko patA calatA hai dhIre-dhIre prema meM pagate-pagate ki lge| agara bhakta hI khojatA rahe bhagavAna ko aura bhagavAna ko jo terI hijra meM gujarI vaha rAta rAta huI jarA bhI na par3I ho--mila gae to ThIka, na mile to ThIka; aura jo tere binA gujarI vaha rAta rAta huii| vaha huI, na huI barAbara bhagavAna upekSA se bharA ho to khoja kA sArA majA hI calA gayA, huii| tujhe milakara jIvana zurU huaa| rasa hI calA gyaa| 'tvameva mAtA ca pitA tvmev|' dhyAnI kahatA hai satya tumheM nahIM khoja sakatA, tuma satya ko tujhe milakara jIvana zurU huaa| khoja sakate ho| ekataraphA hai usakI khoj| vaha kahatA hai hama | jo tere hijra meM gujarI vaha rAta rAta huii| khojeNge| satya kaise khojegA? satya ko to ughAr3anA pdd'egaa| isalie agara kisI ke hAtha meM hAtha jAne se tumhAre jIvana meM bhakta kahatA hai yaha koI hamI khoja rahe aisA nahIM, vaha bhI rasadhAra bahe to lagegA tumhIM pitA, tumhI mAtA; kyoMki nayA janma ughar3ane ko Atura hai| yaha hamIM usakA cUMghaTa uThAne nahIM cale haiM, | huaa| eka janma hai, jo mAtA-pitA se hotA hai, vaha zarIra kA vaha bhI ghUghaTa DAlakara baiThA hai ki Ao, uThAo; ki bar3I dera janma hai| phira eka janma hai, jo sadaguru se hotA hai; vaha Atmika lagAI, kahAM rahe? Ao! paramAtmA bhI khoja rahA hai| yaha janma hai, vaha vAstavika janma hai| vaha tumhArI cetanA kA khoja donoM tarapha se hai| yaha Aga donoM tarapha se hai| yaha yAtrA | AvirbhAva hai| donoM tarapha se cala rahI hai| jo tere hijra meM gujarI vaha rAta rAta huI aba yaha saroja kA jo prazna hai, eka bhakta kA prazna hai| prazna isalie phira sadaguru sabhI kucha mAlUma hone lagatA hai| yaha 1625 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH 2 bhakta kA apanA hI hRdaya sadaguru meM jhlktaa| jo use bhItara phira isa ur3Ana ko koI roka sakatA nhiiN| yaha hokara rhegii| dikhAI par3atA hai, vahI use sadaguru meM dikhAI par3atA hai| sadaguru yaha ho hI gaI hai| to darpaNa hai, tuma apanA hI ceharA dekha lete ho| pahalU meM jo raha-rahakara dhar3akatA hai merA dila aura bhakta ko phira bar3A bharosA A jAtA hai| guru kA sAtha kyA Apane phira mujhako pukArA to nahIM? milA ki bharosA A gyaa| agara guru hai to paramAtmA hai| agara bhakta ko to aise hI lagane lagatA hai ki bhagavAna pukAra rahA hai| koI aisA vyakti hai, jo tumheM apane se pAra dikhAI par3atA hai, yahAM jo bhakta kI taraha mere pAsa Ae haiM, unheM merI hara AvAja meM jise dekhane meM tamhArI AMkheM jamIna se AkAza kI tarapha uTha lagegA Apane majhe pakArA to nahIM? jAtI haiM, to basa paryApta hai| pahalU meM jo raha-rahakara dhar3akatA hai merA dila kahate haiM maMsUra ko sUlI lagI to vaha khilakhilAkara haMsane kyA Apane phira mujhako pukArA to nahIM? lgaa| vaha khilakhilAkara haMsA to logoM ne pUchA, tuma haMsate kyoM use apanI dhar3akana kI AvAja bhI aise lagatI hai ki paramAtma ho? vaha kahane lagA, maiM isalie haMsa rahA hUM ki calo, mujhe ke pairoM kI AvAja hai| sUlI para laTakA dekhane ke lie kama se kama tumhArI AMkheM to | kyA Apane phira mujhako pukArA to nahIM? Upara utthiiN| tuma jamIna para sarakate loga, ghasiTate loga-tuma | hara julma gavArA hai magara yaha bhI khabara hai AkAza kI tarapha AMkha hI nahIM utthaate| calo, merI phAMsI ke dila ApakI hai cIja, hamArA to nahIM bahAne-vaha laTakA thA eka bar3e UMce khaMbhe para-tumhArI AMkheM hara ora bahAroM ne lagA rakkhe haiM mele to AkAza kI tarapha uThIM, isalie hNsaa| yaha ApakI najaroM kA izArA to nahIM arza taka dekhiye pahuMce ki na pahuMce koI saba tarapha use usI kI najaroM kA izArA dikhAI par3atA hai| Aha ke sAtha duA bhI merI paravAja meM phUla khilate haiM to lagatA paramAtmA hNsaa| cAMda nikalatA to AkAza taka pahuMcanA hogA ki nahIM hogA, kahanA muzkila hai| | lagatA paramAtmA niklaa| cAMdanI phaila jAtI hai to lagatA lekina bhakta kahatA hai: paramAtmA phailaa| Aha ke sAtha duA bhI merI paravAja meM pahalU meM jo raha-rahakara dhar3akatA hai merA dila maiM ro hI nahIM rahA hUM, mere bhItara Aha hI nahIM uTha rahI hai, merI | kyA Apane phira mujhako pukArA to nahIM? ur3Ana meM prArthanA kA bhI bala hai| hara ora bahAroM ne lagA rakkhe haiM mele arza taka dekhiye pahaMce ki na pahuMce koI yaha ApakI najaroM kA izArA to nahIM bhakta yaha bhI nahIM kahatA ki pahuMca hI jaauuNgaa| nahIM, prema isa | bhakta ko bar3I gaharI AMkha upalabdha ho jAtI hai| binA kucha taraha ke dAve nahIM krtaa| jhijhakatA hai bhkt| bhakta kahatA hai: kie, binA mAMge, binA prayAsa ke-prasAda se| cAhie dila, arza taka dekhiye pahuMce ki na pahuMce koI jo ro ske| cAhie dila, jo haMsa ske| cAhie dila. jo saMdeha pahuMcanA ho ki na pahuMcanA ho| lekina eka artha meM bhakta | na kare, zraddhA kre| jhijhakatA hai ki pahuMcanA hogA ki nahIM, aura eka artha meM Azvasta hotA hai ki pahuMcanA to ho hI gyaa| pAMcavAM prazna : pUchA hai AnaMda sAgara ne| Aha ke sAtha duA bhI merI paravAja meM sImAra mAjhe asIma merI ur3Ana meM sirpha Aha hI nahIM hai, pyAsa hI nahIM hai, tujhe tumI bAjAo Apana sUra khojane kI abhIpsA hI nahIM hai, tujhe pA lene kI prArthanA bhI hai| AmAra madhye tomAra prakAza tujhe pA liyA isakA dhanyavAda bhii| tAI eto madhura Aha ke sAtha duA bhI merI paravAja meM kata varNe kata gaMdhe 626 Jal Education International 2010_03

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eka dIpa se koTi dIpa hoM kata gAne kata chaMde jagAo use mere hRdaya meN| arUpa tomAra rUpera lIlA AmAra madhye tomAra zobhA jAge hRdaya pUra maiM to kucha bhI nahIM huuN| merI koI zobhA hai to tumhArI maujUdagI AmAra madhye tomAra zobhA, se hai| mere pAsa to kucha bhI nahIM hai, basa tuma ho| maiM to zUnya huuN| emana sumadhura tuma virAjo to saba ho jAtA hai| tuma na virAjo to rikta raha jAtA he bhagavAna rajanIza! huuN| mere zUnya meM tuma utara Ao to saba hai mere paas| tuma cale laho sAgarera namana, pravINera vNdn| jAo to saba bhI ho mere pAsa to basa riktatA hai, khAlIpana hai| AmAra madhye tomAra zobhA aisA hI lagatA hai premI ko ki merI sImA meM asIma utarA; ki emana sumadhura mere AMgana meM AkAza utraa| bhakta jaba sunatA hai to eka-eka bhakta kI sArI AkAMkSA paramAtmA ke lie jagaha dene kI, zabda amRta banakara barasatA hai| bhakta jaba sunatA hai khule hRdaya avakAza dene kI hai| bhakta jagaha khAlI karatA hai| bhakta kahatA se to jo jJAnI ko, dhyAnI ko, kevala zabda mAlUma hote haiM, bhakta hai, maiM haTatA, tuma aao| maiM calA, tuma viraajo| yaha siMhAsana ko sirpha zabda nahIM mAlUma hote; una zabdoM meM eka anUThA | tumhAre lie khAlI krtaa| jIvana, eka AbhA, una zabdoM meM zUnya kI jhnkaar...| aisA bhakta apane ko galAtA, miTAtA, zUnya krtaa| sImAra mAjhe asIma jaise-jaise zUnya hotA vaise-vaise pUrNa usameM utrtaa| eka dina lagatA, merI sImA meM asIma aayaa| guru kA milana sImA se bhakta acAnaka pAtA hai, eka subaha jAgakara acAnaka pAtA hai, asIma kA milana hai| ziSya yAnI siimaa| ziSya vahI jise ki bhakta to bacA hI nahIM, bhagavAna hI bacA hai| eka dina bhakta apanI sImA kA patA cala gayA aura jo rAjI hai asIma ke caraNoM | acAnaka pAtA hai, usakI bAMha gale meM par3a gii| eka dina bhakta meM apanI sImA ko DAla dene ko| acAnaka pAtA hai usakI aMgUra kI chAyA tale baiThe haiN| nahIM, bhakta sImAra mAjhe asIma ko baikuMTha kI cAha nahIM, na bhakta ko kalpavRkSoM kI cAha hai| tumI bAjAo Apana sUra usake prema kI varSA hotI rhe| aura ziSya kahatA hai, bajAo tuma apanI viinnaa| bajAo tuma bhakta miTanA cAhatA hai| miTane meM hI prema kI varSA hai| apanA svr| maiM rAjI huuN| maiM sunUMgA, maiM naacuuNgaa| maiM ghUghara aura jo ziSya bhakta kI taraha guru ke pAsa AtA hai, anAyAsa pahanakara A gayA huuN| tuma bajAo apanA svr| | guru usake mAdhyama se bahuta-se kAma karane zurU kara detA hai| tuma AmAra madhye tomAra prakAza chor3o bhara, ki tuma upakaraNa bana jAte ho| aura guru ke pAsa to maiM to aMdherA hUM, lekina jalAo tuma apanA diiyaa| tumhArA | sirpha sIkhanA hai chor3ane kI klaa| agara tuma guru ke pAsa apane prakAza ho mere,madhya ko chor3a sake to tumane a, ba, sa sIkha liyA chor3ane kaa| yahI tAI eto mdhur| a, ba, sa kAma AegA paramAtmA ke pAsa chor3ane meN| kata varNe kata gaMdhe paramAtmA kahIM dikhAI nahIM pdd'taa| bar3A adRzya hai| upasthita kahA na jA sake aisA ruup| kahI na jA sake aisI gNdh| | hai aura upasthiti mAlUma nahIM hotii| usI kA svara gUMja rahA hai kata gAne kata chaMde lekina saba sunAI par3atA hai, vahI sunAI nahIM pdd'taa| bAMdhA na jA sake jo chaMda meN| gIta meM jo samAe na, aTAe n| guru meM paramAtmA thor3A-sA dRzya hotA hai-thodd'aa-saa| eka arUpa tomAra rUpera lIlA kiraNa usa sUraja kI utaratI mAlUma hotI hai| thor3A rUpa dhrtaa| tumhArI rUpa kI lIlA apUrva hai, arUpa hai| yahI to avatAra kA artha hai : avatarita hotaa| jaise bhApa utara jAge hRdaya pUra Ae, jala bana jaae| bhApa kI taraha dikhAI na par3atI thI. jala 627 _ 2010_03.

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 bana jaae| bhApa kI taraha dikhAI na par3atI thI, jala kI taraha | jaba-jaba sunoge gIta mere dikhAI par3ane lgii| saMga-saMga tuma bhI gunagunAoge guru kA itanA hI artha hai ki jisake mAdhyama se tumheM adRzya kI yAda A jAe, tumhArI sImA meM asIma kA AMdolana ho uThe, taru samajhI nhiiN| pAgala nahIM thA, maiM hI AyA thaa| maiM hI tumhAre aMdhere meM thor3A prakAza laharA jaae| tumhAre baMda par3e jala gunagunA gayA huuN| meM, tumhAre Thahara gae jala meM; phira se lahara A jAe, phira se gati 'tuma mujhe yUM bhulA na pAoge A jAe, phira se pravAha A jaae| jaba-jaba sunoge gIta mere to na kevala idhara tuma miToge, udhara tuma hone lagoge, tuma saMga-saMga tuma bhI gunagunAoge' dhIre-dhIre aMtima maraNa kA pATha siikhoge| tuma pAoge, jaba guru aura jo maiMne tujhase kahA taru, use auroM se kh| bAta ko ke pAsa jarA-sA jhukane se itanA mila jAtA hai to phira pUre hI kyoM phailaa| na jhuka jAeM? dila ne AMkhoM se kahI, AMkhoM ne unase kaha dI pUrA jo jhukA use paramAtmA mila jAtA hai| thor3A jo jhukA use bAta cala nikalI hai aba dekheM kahAM taka phuNce| guru mila jAtA hai| aura thor3A jhukanA pUrA jhukane kI prAthamika zikSA hai| Aja itanA hii| eka dIpa se koTi dIpa hoM, aMdhakAra miTa jAe guru ke pAsa jo ziSya jhukate haiM, unake bujhe dIye jalane lagate eka dIpa se koTi dIpa hoM, aMdhakAra miTa jAe AMgana-AMgana khile kalpanA saje dvAra baMdanavAroM se uThe gIta samaveta svaroM se pagaDaMDI-patha-galiyAroM se roma-roma unmana muMDera kA pATala-sA musakAe eka dIpa se koTi dIpa hoM, aMdhakAra miTa jAe popa-pora umage aNuoM kA bichale dizA-dizA aruNAI paga-paga uThe kiraNa pukharAjI Daga-Daga phenila zveta janhAI kosoM taka Usara bhUmi meM neha-bIja akurAe eka dIpa se koTi dIpa hoM aMdhakAra miTa jAe agara jhuka sakate ho to cUko mt| agara jarA jhuka sakate ho to utanA hI jhuko| usase aura jhukane kI kalA AegI kyoMki jhukakara jaba milegA to patA calegA ki nAhaka akar3e khar3e rhe| nAhaka pyAse rhe| vyartha hI jIvana ko rAta bnaayaa| jo jIvana dina bana sakatA thA, use apane hAtha hI aMdhakAra meM samhAle rhe| AkhirI prazna H taru ne pUchA hai| eka pAgala dvAra para AyA thA, kucha gunagunAkara calA gayA: tuma mujhe yUM bhulA na pAoge 628 2010_03

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6.2 .2 .3 CHANNEL Na vi dukkhaM Na vi sukkhaM, Na vi pIDA Neva vijjade baahaa| Na vi maraNaM Na vi jaNaNaM, tattheva ya hoI nnivvaannN||156|| Na vi iMdiya uvasaggA, Na vi moho vimhayo Na NiddA y| Na ya tiNhA Neva chuhA, tattheva ya hoi nnivvaannN||157|| Na vi kammaM Nokamma, Na vi ciMtA Neva attttruddaanni| Na vi dhammasukkajhANe, tattheva ya hoi nnivvaannN||158|| NivvANaM ti avAhaMti, siddhI logAggameva y| khemaM sivaM aNAbAhaM, jaM caraMti mhesinno||159|| lAua eraNDaphale, aggIdhUme usU dhnnuvimukke| gai puvvapaogeNaM, evaM siddhANa vi gatI tu||160|| avvAbAhamaNiMdiya-maNovamaM puNNapAvaNimmukkaM / puNarAgamaNavirahiyaM, NiccaM acalaM aNAlaMbaM / / 161 / / 2010_03

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nI para tiratA hai AInA uThatI ho| AMkha jhilamilAne lagI vAsanA kA artha hI hai ki jo hama haiM, usameM rasa nahIM A rahA, pAta-pAta DolatI hai prArthanA | kucha aura honA caahie| cAha kA artha hI hai becainii| cAha uThatI sAMjha gunagunAne lagI hI becainI se| rAhata nahIM hai| koI kAMTA cubha rahA hai| koI roka lUM maiM bAdaloM kI ghaMTiyAM atRpti saba tarapha se ghere hai| saba mila jAtA hai| phira bhI bajane se puravA ke pAMva meM atRpti vaisI kI vaisI banI rahatI hai-achUtI, asprshit| jhalakane lagIM pIlI battiyAM dharma kA janma manuSya ke bhItara isa mahata ghaTanA se hotA jale hue dIpoM ke gAMva meM hai-becainI kI isa ghaTanA se hotA hai| jaise paradeza meM haiM, jahAM na aMdhakAra jhUlatA hai pAlanA koI apanI bhASA samajhatA, na koI apanA hai| jahAM saba saMbaMdha yAda ghara bulAne lagI sAMyogika haiN| jahAM saba saMbaMdha mana ke manAye hue haiM; vAstavika yAda ghara bulAne lagI! ina thor3e-se zabdoM meM sAre dharma kA sAra nahIM haiN| aura jahAM pAnI kA dhokhA to bahuta milatA hai, pAnI nahIM hai--yAda ghara bulAne lgii| jahAM hama haiM, vahAM hama tRpta nhiiN| jo | milatA-mRga-marIcikA hai| dUra se dikhAI par3atA jala kA hama haiM usase hama tRpta nhiiN| eka bAta nizcita hai ki hama apane srota, pAsa Ate reta hI reta raha jAtI hai| ghara nahIM, kahIM paradeza meM haiN| kahIM ajanabI kI bhAMti bhaTaka gae| isa bhaTakAva ko hama kahate haiM sNsaar| isa bhaTakAva meM ghara kI haiN| kahAM jAnA hai yaha bhalA patA na ho, lekina itanA sabhI ko | yAda Ane lagI to dharma kI zuruAta huii| patA hai ki jahAM hama haiM, vahAM nahIM honA caahie| pAnI para tiratA hai AInA eka becainI hai| kucha bhI karo, kitanA hI dhana kamAo, kitanI AMkha jhilamilAne lagI hI pada-pratiSThA juTAo, kucha kamI hai, jo miTatI nhiiN| koI agara bAhara dekha-dekhakara Uba paidA ho gaI ho, dekha-dekhakara | ghAva hai, jo bharatA nhiiN| koI pukAra hai jo bhItara kahe hI calI | dekha liyA ho, kucha dekhane jaisA nahIM hai, AMkha jhapakane lagI ho, jAtI hai| yaha bhI nahIM, yaha bhI nahIM; kahIM aura clo| khojo bhItara dekhane kA khayAla uThane lagA ho, AMkha baMda karake dekhane ghr| dvAra-dvAra daravAje-daravAje dastaka die| na mAlUma kitane- kA bhAva jagane lagA ho to ho gaI shuruaat| kitane janmoM meM, kitane-kitane DhaMga se apane ghara ko khojA hai| hAtha bhara-bharake dekha lie, jaba pAyA taba rAkha se bhare paayaa| magara sArI khoja eka hI bAta kI hai ki koI aisA sthAna ho, kabhI hIroM se bharA lekina hIre rAkha ho ge| sone se bharA, sonA jahAM tRpti ho| koI aisI bhAvadazA ho, jisameM koI vAsanA na miTTI ho gyaa| saMbaMdhoM se bharA, tathAkathita prema se bharA aura saba 633 ___ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 aMtataH mUlyahIna siddha huaa| aura aba hAtha ko aura bharane kI lekina satya kA anubhava aisA hai ki usase milatA huA koI AkAMkSA na rhii| bhI anubhava isa saMsAra meM nahIM hai| jo bAhara dekhA hai usase kisI pAta-pAta DolatI hai prArthanA se bhI jo bhItara darzana hote haiM, usakA tAlamela nhiiN| jo paradeza sAMjha gunagunAne lgii| meM jAnA hai aura jo svadeza lauTane kA anubhava hotA hai, use to jisa dina bAhara se AMkha haTane lagatI hai. usI dinaH paradeza kI bhASA meM kahane kA koI upAya nhiiN| pAta-pAta DolatI hai prArthanA to yaha svabhAva ko vibhAva meM kahane kI ceSTA hai| sAMjha gunagunAne lagI rahimana bAta agamya kI kahana-sunana kI nAhIM to aba ghara jAne kA samaya karIba A gyaa| je jAnata te kahata nahIM, kahata te jAnata nAhIM prArthanA, jo bAhara se ghara kI tarapha lauTane lage aura abhI ghara kucha bAta aisI hai agamya kI, ki kahane-sunane kI nahIM hai| jo nahIM pahuMce--bIca kA par3Ava hai| jo saMsAra meM haiM unake hRdaya meM jAnate haiM, kahate nhiiN| jo kahate haiM, jAnate nhiiN| prArthanA nahIM utthtii| jo paramAtmA meM pahuMca gae, unako prArthanA kI isakA yaha artha nahIM ki jAnanevAloM ne nahIM kahA hai; kahA hai jarUrata nahIM raha jaatii| prArthanA setu hai bAhara se bhItara Ane kA; aura kahakara bhI kaha nahIM pAyA hai| kahA hai aura phira kahA ki paradeza se svadeza Ane kA; vibhAva se svabhAva meM Ane kaa| kaha nahIM paae| phira-phira kahA hai| mahAvIra jIvanabhara nirvANa ke pAta-pAta DolatI hai prArthanA saMbaMdha meM aneka-aneka DhaMgoM se, aneka-aneka izAroM kA sAMjha gunagunAne lgii| upayoga karake bolate rahe, lekina kaise kaho use? kaise kaho saMsAra kI sAMjha A gii| aura jo saMsAra kI sAMjha hai vahI use, jo zabdoM ke zUnya ho jAne para anubhava hotA hai? kaise kaho nirvANa kI subaha hai| use, jo bhASA ke atikramaNa para anubhava hotA hai? kaise kaho roka lUM maiM bAdaloM kI ghaMTiyAM use, jo ghara ke bhItara Ane kA anubhava hotA hai? bajane se puravA ke pAMva meM bhASA to saba ghara ke bAhara kI hai| bhASA to saba bAjArU hai| jhalakane lagI pIlI battiyAM bhASA to dUsare se bolane ke lie hai| jaba tuma akele ho, jale hue dIpoM ke gAMva meM bilakula akele ho, apane nitAMta svarUpa meM A gae, vahAM koI aMdhakAra jhUlatA hai pAlanA dUsarA nahIM hai to bhASA kA koI prayojana nahIM hai| vahAM bolane kA yAda ghara bulAne lgii| koI upAya nahIM hai| vahAM to parama mauna hai| Aja ke sUtra mahAvIra kI aMtima niSpattiyAM haiN| ye sUtra nirvANa apane se bAhara gae, dUsare se mile-jule, saMbaMdha banAyA to ke haiN| ye satra ghara A gae vyakti kA AkhirI vaktavya haiN| ye bolanA par3atA hai| to aisA nahIM hai ki jinhoMne jAnA, nahIM bolA. sUtra aise haiM, jo kahe nahIM jA sakate, jinheM kahane kI ceSTA bhara kI lekina bola-bolakara bhI bola nahIM paae| bola-bolakara aMtataH jA sakatI hai| ye sUtra aise haiM, jo abhivyakta nahIM hote, bhASA yahI kahA ki kSamA karanA, hama jo kahate the, vaha kaha nahIM paae| choTI par3atI hai. zabda saMkIrNa haiN| aura virATa ko saMkIrNa zabdoM lekina phira bhI jinhoMne kahA hai unameM mahAvIra kA vaktavya | ke sahAre lAnA par3atA hai| atyadhika vaijJAnika hai| vaijJAnika honA kaThina hai, lekina agara isalie ina zabdoM ko bahuta kasakara mata pkdd'naa| inheM bahuta sAre vaktavyoM ko taulA jAe to mahAvIra kA vaktavya sahAnubhUti se, bahuta zraddhA se bhASA kI asamarthatA ko yAda rakhate ativaijJAnika hai| satya ko dekhA jAe, taba to bahuta dU hue smjhnaa| se| sabhI vaktavya dUra hote haiN| aura vaktavyoM ko dekhA jAe to eka to gaNita kI bhASA hotI hai, jahAM do aura do cAra hote haiN| nikaTatama hai| basa, do aura do cAra hotA aura kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| saba pahalA sUtraH sIdhA-sApha hotA hai| Na vi dukkhaM Na vi sukkhaM, Na vi pIDA Neva vijjade baahaa| 6341 Main Education International 2010_03

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yAda ghara bulAne lagI Na vi maraNaM Na vi jaNaNaM, tattheva ya hoi nnivvaannN|| usI-usI vRkSa ke nIce Akara baitthoge| phira agara koI 'jahAM na dukha hai na sukha, na pIr3A hai na bAdhA, na maraNa hai na | | lakar3ahArA kisI dina usa vRkSa ko kATane A gayA to tuma lar3ane janma, vahIM nirvANa hai|' ko taiyAra ho jAoge ki mata kaatto| yaha merA vRkSa hai| aba yaha bhI kucha kahanA huA? yaha to 'nahIM' se kahanA bhAgoge kahAM? jahAM jAoge...saMsAra to saMsAra hai, vahAM to huA, nakAra se kahanA huaa| kyA nahIM hai vahAM, yaha khaa| kyA | hamezA do haiN| hai, yaha to kahA nhiiN| kyA hai use kahA bhI nahIM jA sktaa| isalie saMnyAsa kA artha hotA hai; akele hone kI kssmtaa| yaha to aise hI huA, ki kisI svastha AdamI ko hamane kahA akelA honA nahIM, akele hone kI kssmtaa| jahAM bhI ho, yaha ki, na TI. bI. hai, na kaiMsara hai usameM, na maleriyA lagA hai, na smaraNa banA rahe ki 'maiM akelA huuN|' taba bIca-bAjAra meM tuma plega huI; svastha hai| svAsthya ko batAyA, bImAriyAM nahIM haiM saMnyAsI ho| gRhastha hokara saMnyAsI ho| patnI hai, bacce haiM, isse| yaha koI svAsthya kI paribhASA huI ? bImAriyoM kA dukAna hai, bAjAra hai-tuma saMnyAsI ho| itanI yAda banI rahe ki abhAva svAsthya hai? lekina basa yahI nikaTatama paribhASA hai| 'maiM akelA huuN|' svAsthya to jyAdA hai bImAriyoM ke abhAva se| svAsthya kI to tuma apane ko do meM bAMTane kI Adata chor3a do| apanI vidhAyakatA hai| svAsthya kI to apanI upasthiti hai| 'jahAM na dukha na sukha, na pIr3A na bAdhA, na maraNa na janma, vahIM khayAla kiyA? siradarda na ho to jarUrI nahIM hai ki sira svastha | nirvANa hai|' ho| jaise siradarda nakAra kI tarapha le jAtA hai, pIr3A kI tarapha le nadiyAM do-do apAra, bahatI haiM viparIta chora jAtA hai, aisA sira kA svAsthya AnaMda kI tarapha le jaaegaa| darda kaba taka maiM donoM dhArAoM meM sAtha bahUM kA na honA to madhya meM huA, donoM ke madhya meM huaa| darda kA honA o mere sUtradhAra! eka ati, svAsthya kA honA eka ati, donoM ke madhya meM huI | naukAeM do bhArI alaga-alaga dizA meM jAtI itanI-sI bAta ki darda nahIM hai| kaba taka maiM donoM ko sAtha-sAtha khetA rahUM agara koI tamase pache. kaise ho? tama kaho. dakhI nahIM haiM, to eka deha kI ptvaar| vaha bhI thor3A ciMtita hogaa| tuma yaha nahIM kaha rahe ho ki sukhI | do-do daravAje haiM alaga-alaga kSitijoM meM ho, tuma itanA hI kaha rahe ho ki dukhI nahIM huuN| jarUrI nahIM ki kaba taka maiM donoM kI dehariyAM lAMghA karUM | tuma sukhI ho| dukha kA na honA sukha ke hone ke lie zarta to hai eka sAtha! lekina sukha ke hone kI paribhASA nahIM hai| para majabUrI hai| choTI-sI merI kathA, choTA-sA ghaTanA krama usa parama satya ko hama itanA hI kaha sakate haiM ki saMsAra nahIM havA ke bhaMvara-sA palavyApI yaha itihAsa hai| nirvANa saMsAra nahIM hai| ina sAre sUtroM meM alaga-alaga DhaMga TUTe hue asaMbaddha Tukar3oM meM bAMTa diyA tumane se mahAvIra yahI kahate haiM ki saMsAra nahIM hai| o adRzya virodhAbhAsa! na vahAM dukha, na sukh| sukha aura dukha saMsAra hai| dvaMdva saMsAra | jaise AdamI do nAvoM para sAtha-sAtha savAra ho aura donoM nAveM hai| do ke bIca satata saMgharSa saMsAra hai| isalie saMnyAsI kA artha viparIta dizAoM meM jAtI hoM, aisA hai sNsaar| jaise AdamI do hotA hai, jisane akelA honA sIkha liyaa| isakA yaha artha nahIM daravAjoM se eka sAtha praveza karane kI koziza kara rahA ho aura hotA ki jaMgala bhAgakara akelA ho gyaa| kyoMki isa saMsAra meM | donoM daravAje itane dUra hoM jaise jamIna aura AkAza, aisA hai akele hone kA to koI upAya nahIM hai| sNsaar| jaise koI eka hI sAtha janmanA bhI cAhatA ho aura marane jaMgala meM rahoge to bhI akele nahIM ho| baiThoge vakSa ke nIce se bhI bacanA cAhatA ho. do viparIta AkAMkSAeM kara rahA ho aura kauA bITa kara jaaegaa| saMbaMdha jur3a gayA krodha kA donoM ke bIca ulajha rahA ho, parezAna ho rahA ho, aisA hai sNsaar| | ke nIce, vRkSa chAyA degaa| saMbaMdha jur3a gayA rAga kaa| phira hamArI sabhI AkAMkSAeM viparIta haiN| ise thor3A smjhnaa| 635 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 isakI samajha tumhAre bhItara eka dIye ko janma de degii| eka tarapha | mAMgate haiN| tuma cAhate ho, dUsare loga mujhe sammAna deM aura dUsarI tarapha tuma maiMne sunA hai, zekha pharIda se eka dhanapati ne kahA, yaha bar3I cAhate ho, koI apamAna na kre| sAdhAraNataH dikhAI par3atA hai ina ajIba bAta hai| maiM tumhAre pAsa AtA hUM to sadA jJAna kI, AtmA donoM meM virodha kahAM? | kI, paramAtmA kI bAta karatA huuN| tuma jaba kabhI Ate ho to tuma ina donoM meM virodha hai| yaha tama do naukAoM para savAra ho ge| sadA dhana mAMgate Ate ho| to sAMsArika kauna hai? isakA vizleSaNa karo : tuma cAhate ho, dUsare mujhe sammAna deN| zekha pharIda ne kahA, maiM garIba hUM isalie dhana mAMgatA huuN| tuma aisA cAhakara tumane dUsaroM ko apane Upara bala de diyaa| dUsare ajJAnI ho isalie jJAna mAMgate ho| jo jisake pAsa nahIM hai vahI zaktizAlI ho gae, tuma kamajora ho ge| apamAna to zurU ho | mAMgatA hai| maiM to tumhArI yAda hI taba karatA hUM jaba gAMva meM koI gyaa| apamAna to tumane apanA kara hI liyaa| dUsare jaba kareMge takalIpha hotI hai, madarasA kholanA hotA hai, akAla par3a jAtA hai, taba kreNge| tuma apamAnita to honA zurU hI ho ge| yaha koI koI bImAra mara rahA hotA usako davA kI jarUrata hotI hai to maiM sammAna kA DhaMga huA? jahAM dUsare hamase balazAlI ho ge| AtA huuN| maiM dIna hUM, daridra huuN| yaha merA gAMva garIba aura daridra dUsaroM se sammAna cAhA isakA artha hai ki dUsaroM ke hAtha meM hai| svabhAvataH maiM koI brahma aura paramAtmA kI bAta karane tamhAre tumane zakti de dI ki ve apamAna bhI kara sakate haiN| aura nizcita pAsa nahIM aataa| vaha to hamAre pAsa hai| hI apamAna karane meM unheM jyAdA rasa aaegaa| kyoMki tumhAre tuma jaba mere pAsa Ate ho to tuma dhana kI bAta nahIM karate apamAna ke dvArA hI ve sammAnita ho sakate haiN| ve bhI to sammAna kyoMki dhana tumhAre pAsa hai| tuma brahma kI bAta karate Ate ho, jo cAhate haiM, jaisA tuma cAhate ho| tuma kisakA sammAna karate ho? | tumhAre pAsa nahIM hai| tuma sammAna mAMgate ho| ve bhI sammAna mAMga rahe haiN| ve tumhArA ise thor3A socnaa| jisase tumane dhana mAMgA, tumane ghoSaNA kara sammAna kareM to unheM kauna sammAna degA? | dI ki tuma nirdhana ho| dhana mAMganevAlA nirdhana hai| pada mAMgA, pratispardhA hai| eka-dUsare ke pratidvaMdvI ho tum| tuma jaba dUsare ghoSaNA kara dI ki tuma hIna ho| manovaijJAnika kahate haiM pada ke se sammAna mAMgate ho taba tumane use kSamatA de dI, hAtha meM kuMjI de AkAMkSI hInagraMthi se pIr3ita hote haiM-inaphIriyAriTI dI ki vaha tumhArA apamAna kara sakatA hai| aba sau meM ninyAnabe | kaampleks| sabhI rAjanItijJa hInagraMthi se pIr3ita hote haiN| hoMge mauke to vaha aise khojegA ki tumhArA apamAna kara de| kabhI hI; koI dUsarA aura upAya nahIM hai| jaba tuma siddha karanA cAhate majabUrI meM na kara pAegA to sammAna kregaa| sammAna to loga ho ki maiM zaktizAlI hUM to tumane apane bhItara mAna rakhA hai ki majabUrI meM karate haiN| apamAna naisargika mAlUma par3atA hai| sammAna tuma zaktihIna ho| aba kisI taraha siddha karake dikhA denA hai bar3I majabUrI mAlUma par3atI hai| jhukatA to AdamI majabUrI meM hai| ki nahIM, yaha bAta galata hai| akar3anA svAbhAvika mAlUma par3atA hai| kamajora bahAdurI siddha karanA cAhatA hai| kAyara apane ko vIra to jaise hI tumane sammAna mAMgA, apamAna kI kSamatA de dii| siddha karanA cAhatA hai| ajJAnI apane ko jJAnI siddha karanA aura dUsarA bhI sammAna kI ceSTA meM saMlagna hai| vaha bhI cAhatA hai, | cAhatA hai| hama jo nahIM haiM usakI hI ceSTA meM saMlagna hote haiN| apanI lakIra tumase bar3I khIMca de| jaisA tuma cAhate ho vaisA vaha aura jo hama nahIM haiM, hamArI ceSTA se pragaTa hokara dikhAI par3ane cAhatA hai| lagatA hai| pIr3A aura bar3hatI calI jAtI hai| hii| sammAna degA to bhI tama sammAnita na janma to hama mAMgate haiM. jIvana to hama mAMgate haiM. mauta se hama ho pAoge kyoMki sammAna denevAlA tumase balazAlI hai aura Darate haiN| hama cillAte haiM, mauta nhiiN| aura saba ho, mRtyu nhiiN| apamAna karegA to tuma pIr3ita jarUra ho jaaoge| mRtyu kI hama bAta bhI nahIM karanA caahte| lekina janma ke sAtha tumane dhana mAMgA, tumane apanI nirdhanatA kI ghoSaNA kara dii| hamane mRtyu mAMga lii| kyoMki jo zurU hogA vaha aMta hogaa| kyoMki nirdhana hI dhana mAMgatA hai| jo hamAre pAsa nahIM hai vahI hama mRtyu janma ke viparIta nahIM hai, janma kI naisargika pariNati hai| 636 2010_03

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yAda ghara bulAne lagI jo zurU hogA vaha aMta hogaa| jo banegA vaha mittegaa| jisakA meM tumane dukha mAMga liyaa| aksara loga saMsAra se Ubate bhI haiM to sRjana kiyA jAegA usakA vidhvaMsa hogaa| tumane eka makAna unake Ubane kA kAraNa galata hotA hai| banAyA, usI dina tumane eka khaMDahara banAne kI taiyArI zurU kara eka jaina muni mujhe milane Ae, koI pAMca sAla hue| maiMne dii| khaMDahara bnegaa| tuma jaba bhavana banA rahe ho taba tuma eka unase pUchA, Apane saMsAra kyoM chor3a diyA, unhoMne kahA, saMsAra khaMDahara banA rahe ho| kyoMki banAne meM hI girane kI zuruAta ho meM kucha milatA hI nhiiN| koI sAra hI nhiiN| gii| tumane eka bacce ko janma diyA, tumane eka mauta ko janma saMsAra meM kucha milatA nahIM, kucha sAra nahIM hai, isalie chor3a diyaa| tuma janma ke sAtha mauta ko duniyA meM le aae| diyA? to milane kI AkAMkSA aba mokSa kI tarapha lagA dii| nadiyAM do-do apAra, bahatI haiM viparIta chora aba vahAM milegaa| paramAtmA kI tarapha lagA dI, AtmA kI tarapha kaba taka maiM donoM dhArAoM meM sAtha bahUM lagA dii| lobha gayA nahIM, vAsanA gaI nahIM, sirpha dizA bdlii| o mere sUtradhAra! aura jahAM vAsanA hai vahAM saMsAra hai| naukAeM do bhArI alaga-alaga dizA meM jAtIM to yaha saMnyAsa saMsAra kA atikramaNa na huA, saMsAra kA hI kaba taka maiM donoM ko sAtha-sAtha khetA rahUM phailAva huaa| aba yaha AdamI nae lobha meM parezAna hai| maiMne eka deha kI patavAra! pUchA, mere pAsa kisalie Ae ho? ve kahane lage, zAMti nahIM -patavAra eka, naukAeM do viparIta dizAoM meM jaatii| miltii| maiMne kahA, jisane saMsAra chor3a diyA-chor3ate hI zAMti do-do daravAje haiM alaga-alaga kSitijoM meM mila jAnI caahie| phira chor3ane ke bAda aba bacA kyA hai, jo kaba taka maiM donoM kI dehariyAM lAMghA karUM azAMta kare? sAMsArika vyakti kahatA hai maiM azAMta hUM, samajha meM eka sAtha! AtA hai| Apa kahate haiM, azAMta haiM? to phira pharka kyA huA? choTI-sI merI kathA, choTA-sA ghaTanAkrama phira isa bAta ko phira se soceN| saMsAra chUTA nahIM hai| dvaMdva havA ke bhaMvara-sA palavyApI yaha itihAsa abhI maujUda hai| lAbha-hAni kI dRSTi abhI maujUda hai| milanA TUTe hue asaMbaddha Tukar3oM meM bAMTa diyA tumane cAhie aura nahIM milatA hai| jahAM milanA cAhie kA bhAva o adRzya virodhAbhAsa! AyA, vahAM nahIM milatA hai, isakI chAyA bhI pdd'ii| jahAM apekSA jise hama saMsAra kahate haiM vaha virodhAbhAsa hai, aura virodhAbhAsa AyI vahAM viphalatA hAtha lagI-laga hI gaI; thor3I dera-abera se jo pAra ho gayA vahI nirvANa ko upalabdha ho jAtA hai| hogii| tumane bIja to bo die, phasala kATane meM kitanI dera to mahAvIra kA pahalA sUtra huA H virodha ke pAra hai nirvaann| | lagegI? agara saMnyAsI bhI azAMta hai, sAdhu-muni bhI azAMta 'jahAM na dukha hai na sukha, na pIr3A na bAdhA, na maraNa na janma, | haiM, to phira bheda kyA karate ho sAMsArika meM aura sAdha aura mani vahIM nirvANa hai|' | meM? donoM azAMta haiN| jahAM virodha nahIM, dvaMdva nahIM; jahAM do nahIM, duI nahIM; jahAM dvaita | saMsAra meM kucha milatA nahIM isalie saMsAra mata chodd'naa| saMsAra nahIM, jahAM advaita hai, vahIM hai nirvaann| jahAM eka hI bacatA hai, | ke mAMgane meM bhUla ho gaI hai| pAne meM bhUla nahIM ho rahI hai, mAMgane meM AtyAMtika rUpa se eka bacatA hai, vahIM hai nirvaann| jaba taka | bhUla ho gaI hai| bhUla apanI vAsanA meM ho gaI hai, apanI cAhata meM tumhAre bhItara virodha hai, jaba taka tuma do kI AkAMkSA karate, jaba ho gaI hai, apanI cAha meM ho gaI hai| vahIM hamane dvaMdva mAMga liyaa| taka tumhArI AkAMkSAoM meM saMgharSa aura dvaMdva hai taba taka tuma kaise | saMsAra usI dvaMdva kA phailAva hai| zAMta ho sakoge? taba taka kaisA sukha? kaisI zAMti? kaisA | ise aisA samajho, saMsAra ke kAraNa vAsanA nahIM hai| vAsanA ke caina? taba taka kabhI virAma nahIM ho sktaa| | kAraNa saMsAra hai| agara tumane socA saMsAra ke kAraNa vAsanA hai, tumhArI mAMga meM hI bhUla huI jA rahI hai| nahIM, ki tuma jo mAMgate to tumhArA pUrA jIvana kA gaNita galata ho jaaegaa| taba tuma ho vaha nahIM milatA hai, isalie tuma dukhI ho| tumane mAMgA, usI saMsAra ko chor3ane meM laga jAoge aura vAsanA to chUTegI nhiiN| 63/ ___ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 aisA dekho ki vAsanA saMsAra hai tAki vAsanA chuutte| vAsanA chUTe | pIche bAMdha liyaa| baila ko gAr3I ke Age hI rakhanA to gAr3I to saMsAra chUTa jAtA hai| clegii| agara baila ko gAr3I ke pIche bAMdha liyA to gAr3I to mahAvIra kahate haiM: calegI nahIM, baila bhI na cala paaeNge| hAlAMki kucha jyAdA pharka Na vi iMdiya uvasaggA, Na vi moho vimhayo Na NiddA y| nahIM kara rahe ho| kucha loga baila ko gAr3I ke Age rakhate haiM, Na ya tiNhA va chahA, tattheva ya hoi nnivvaannN|| tumane gAr3I ko baila ke Age rkhaa| aisA kucha bar3A pharka nahIM hai, 'jahAM na iMdriyAM haiM na upasarga, na moha hai na vismaya, na nidrA hai na | jarA-sA pharka hai| tRSNA, na bhUla, vahIM nirvANa hai|' ye sArI bAteM nirvANa ke pariNAma haiM, nirvANa ke sAdhana nahIM haiN| aba eka bAta kAphI sUkSma hai| yAda na rahe to bhUla jA sakatI inheM nirvANa ke pIche Ane denaa| inheM nirvANa ke Age mata rakha | hai| mahAvIra yaha nahIM kaha rahe haiM ki tamane agara bhUkha miTA dI, lenA, jaisA jaina maniyoM ne kiyA hai| socate haiM upavAsa kareM tRSNA miTA dI, nidrA miTA dI to nirvANa ho jaaegaa| isako aisA kyoMki mahAvIra kahate haiM, vahAM bhUkha nahIM lgtii| agara vahAM mata pakar3a lenA jaisA ki jaina muniyoM ne pakar3A hai aura sadiyoM se bhUkha nahIM lagatI to vahAM upavAsa kaise karoge, thor3A soco! bhaTakate haiN| upavAsa to vahIM ho sakatA hai, jahAM bhUkha lagatI hai| mahAvIra mahAvIra yaha nahIM kaha rahe haiM ki nidrA chor3a doge to nirvANa | kahate haiM vahAM nidrA nahIM AtI; to jage raho, khar3e rho| upalabdha ho jaaegaa| mahAvIra yaha kaha rahe haiM, nirvANa upalabdha ho eka gAMva meM maiM gayA to eka saMnyAsI kI bar3I dhUma thii| maiMne jAe to vahAM nidrA nahIM hai| ina donoM bAtoM meM bar3A pharka hai| ye pUchA, mAmalA kyA hai? dasa sAla se khar3e haiN| khar3e zrI bAbA eka-sI lagatI haiM bAteM, isalie bhUla honI bar3I svAbhAvika hai| unakA naam| ve sote hI nhiiN| maiM unako dekhane gayA, vaha AdamI jinase bhUla ho gaI ve kSamAyogya haiM kyoMki bhUla bar3I bArIka hai| karIba-karIba murdA hAlata meM hai| aba dasa sAla se jo na soyA ho jarA-sA dhAge bhara kA phAsalA hai| | aura khar3A rahA ho-kyoMki Darate haiM ki baiThe, leTe, ki nIMda mahAvIra nirvANa kI paribhASA kara rahe haiN| ve kaha rahe haiM ki aayii| khar3e haiN| to paira hAthIpAMva ho ge| sArA khUna zarIra kA nirvANa aisI citta kI dazA hai, aise caitanya kI dazA hai, jahAM na | sikur3akara pairoM meM samA gyaa| paira sUja gae haiN| lakar3iyoM kA dukha hai na sukha, na nIMda hai, na bhUkha hai na pyaas| kyoMki vahAM sahArA lie hue, rassiyAM bAMdhe hue chata se, unake sahAre khar3e haiN| iMdriyAM nahIM, vahAM deha nahIM to deha se baMdhe hue dharma nhiiN| aba yaha AdamI-phAMsI lagAe hue hai| lekina isakA tuma ulTA artha le sakate ho| tuma yaha artha le aura yaha phAMsI aura ktthin| dasa kSaNa meM laga jAe, khatama sakate ho ki mahAvIra nirvANa kI sAdhanA batA rahe haiN| yaha sirpha huaa| yaha dasa sAla se phAMsI para laTakA huA hai| baiTha nahIM nirvANa kI paribhASA hai| ve yaha nahIM kaha rahe haiM ki tuma nIMda kA | sakatA, leTa nahIM sktaa| aura sammAna bahuta mila rahA hai tyAga kara do, bhojana kA tyAga kara do to tuma nirvANa ko upalabdha | isalie ahaMkAra khUba bar3ha rahA hai| ho jaaoge| agara bhojana kA tyAga kiyA to sUkhoge, nirvANa | aura isakI AMkheM dekho, to pazuoM kI AMkhoM meM bhI ko upalabdha nahIM ho jaaoge| agara nidrA kA tyAga kiyA to thor3I-bahuta buddhi dikhAI par3e, vaha bhI isakI AMkhoM meM dikhAI dinabhara unIMde bane rahane lagoge; nirvANa ko upalabdha nahIM ho nahIM pdd'egii| dikhAI par3a bhI kaise sakatI hai? kyoMki buddhi ke jaaoge| udAsa ho jAoge, mahAsukha kA anubhava nahIM hogaa| lie vizrAma caahie| yaha AdamI vizrAma nahIM le rahA hai| isake agara tumane sukha aura dukha se apane ko saba bhAMti taTastha karane bhItara kI tuma avasthA aise hI samajho ki jaise zAkabhAjI ho ceSTA kI to tama kaThora ho jaaoge| tamhArI saMvedanakSamatA gyaa| aba yaha AdamI koI AdamI nahIM hai, gobhI kA phala hai| kho jAegI, lekina nirvANa ko upalabdha na ho jaaoge| | isake bhItara aba koI mastiSka nahIM hai| mastiSka ke sUkSma taMtu nirvANa ko upalabdha hone se ye saba bAteM ghaTatI haiN| ina bAtoM vizrAma ke na milane se TUTa jAte haiN| ko ghaTAne meM mata laga jaanaa| kyoMki taba tumane baila ko gAr3I ke / isalie aksara aisA hotA hai ki sAdhuoM meM pratibhA nahIM 638 2010_03

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yAda ghara bulAne lagI | dikhAI pdd'tii| tuma unakI pUjA kisI aura kAraNa se karate ho, bahuta muzkila se hotA hai| aura jaina muni ko dekha lo| usane | pratibhA ke kAraNa nahIM krte| unake jIvana meM koI sRjanAtmaka | asuMdara hone ko apanI sAdhanA banA rakhI hai| UrjA nahIM dikhAI par3atI; na koI AbhAmaMDala hai| mahAvIra ne apane zarIra ko satAyA ho aisA mAlUma nahIM hotaa| tumhArI pUjA ke kAraNa aura haiN| tuma kahate ho isa AdamI ne sau zarIra ke pAra gae hoMge aisA to mAlUma hotA hai, lekina zarIra ko dina kA upavAsa kiyA isalie pUjA karate haiN| aba sau dina kA satAyA ho aisA nahIM mAlUma hotaa| aura jisako tuma satAte ho upavAsa karane ke lie kisI buddhi kI to jarUrata nahIM hai| saca usase pAra jA nahIM skte| jisako tuma satAte ho usako satAne to yaha hai ki jitanA buddha AdamI ho, utanI AsAnI se kara ke lie usI ke pAsa bane rahanA par3atA hai| jarA dUra gae ki | sakatA hai| jitanA jar3abuddhi ho, jiddI ho, daMbhI ho, utanI ghabar3AhaTa hotI hai ki kahIM zarIra phira na lagAma ke bAhara nikala AsAnI se kara sakatA hai| jAe, niyaMtraNa ke bAhara nikala jaae| buddhimAna AdamI to zarIra kI jarUrata ko samajhegA, mana kI jo AdamI kAmavAsanA dabAegA vaha kAmavAsanA para hI baiThA jarUrata ko samajhegA, buddhipUrvaka jIyegA, saMyama se...yaha to rhegaa| usI kI chAtI para car3hA rhegaa| jarA utarA ki cAroM khAne asaMyama huaa| kucha jar3a haiM, jo khAe cale jA rahe haiM; jo khAne citta ! kAmavAsanA usakI chAtI para baiTha jaaegii| to vaha utara hI ke lie hI jIte haiN| aura kucha jar3abuddhi haiM, jo apane ko bhUkhA nahIM sktaa| jisane krodha ko dabAyA vaha krodha se iMcabhara haTa mAra rahe haiN| bhUkhA mArane ke lie hI jIte haiN| nahIM sktaa| kyoMki haTA ki krodha pragaTa huaa| aura jvAlAeM mahAvIra kI bAta smjhnaa| mahAvIra nirvANa kI paribhASA kara lapaTa rahI haiM bhiitr| to una jvAlAoM ko kisI taraha dabAe par3A rahe haiN| aisA samajho ki koI mIrA se pUche ki prabhu ko pAkara tujhe rahatA hai| krodha ko dabAnevAlA krodha ke sAtha hI khar3A rahatA hai| kyA huA? to vaha kahe, umaMga uThI, nAca uThA, gIta uThe-pada kAma ko dabAnevAlA kAma ke sAtha hI khar3A rahatA hai| dhuMgharU bAMdha mIrA nAcI re| tuma soco to ThIka hai, to nAcanA | 'jahAM na iMdriyAM haiM na upasarga, na moha hai na vismaya, na nidrA hai na sIkha leM to prabhu se milana ho jaaegaa| tRSNA, na bhUkha, vahIM nirvANa hai|' to nartakiyAM to bahuta haiN| nartaka to bahuta haiN| unako koI prabhu mahAvIra yaha kaha rahe haiM ki jaba tuma nirvANa meM pahuMcoge to kaise to upalabdha nahIM ho rhaa| nAcane se agara prabhu upalabdha hotA to pahacAnoge ki nirvANa A gayA? yaha usakI pahacAna batA rahe nartakiyoM ko upalabdha ho gayA hotA, nartakoM ko upalabdha ho gayA haiN| ve kaha rahe haiM, vahAM tuma na dukha pAoge na sukha, vahAM tuma na hotaa| kitane to loga 'tA-tA thai-thai' kara rahe haiM, kucha bhI to pIr3A pAoge na bAdhA, vahAM tuma na maraNa pAoge na janma-samajha nahIM ho rhaa| lenA A gayA ghr| vahAM tuma iMdriyAM na pAoge, na iMdriyoM ke mIrA jo kaha rahI hai vaha paribhASA hai| mIrA kaha rahI hai, prabhu ko kaSTa, na moha pAoge na vismaya, na nidrA pAoge na tRSNA, na pAne se hRdaya khilA, nAca janmA, rasadhAra bahI, gaMgA calI, ghUghara bhUkha-to samajha lenA ki A gayA ghr| bje| yaha bailoM ke pIche gAr3I hai| tumane dekhA ki are! to phira jaba koI vyakti dhyAna kI gaharAiyoM meM utarate-utarate, nAcanA to hama bhI sIkha le sakate haiN| nAcanA sIkhane se prabhu nahIM utarate-utarate AtmA ke bhItara praveza karatA hai, acAnaka pAtA hai milatA, prabhu milane se nAca ghaTatA hai| ki yahAM na to zarIra hai...isakA yaha artha nahIM ki zarIra chUTa aisA hI mahAvIra kI nirvANa kI paribhASA ko smjhnaa| jaina gyaa| mahAvIra nirvANa ko upalabdha hone ke bAda bhI cAlIsa muni kitanI takalIpha jhela rahA hai-akaarnn| jar3atA kI bhara | sAla taka zarIra meM rhe| cAlIsa-byAlIsa sAla taka zarIra kA sUcanA milatI hai| mahAvIra kI pratimA dekhI tumane? aura jaina | upayoga kiyA; aura aisA upayoga kiyA, jaisA kiyA jAnA muni ko sAtha khar3A karake dekha lo to tumako samajha meM A caahie| hama to cAlIsa janmoM meM aisA upayoga nahIM karate, jaaegaa| mahAvIra kI pratimA kA rUpa hI kacha aura hai, raMga hI unhoMne cAlIsa varSa meM kara liyaa| unake kAraNa kalyANa kI dhAra kucha aura hai| kahate haiM, mahAvIra jaisA suMdara AdamI pRthvI para bhii| zreyasa pRthvI para utraa| khUba phUla khile logoM kI AtmA 639 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 ke| khUba varSA huI unake kAraNa; aura jinake bIja janmoM se dabe huaa| yaha tala to nIMda se achUtA rahA hai| kuMArA hai yaha tl| par3e the, aMkurita hue| isa para na nIMda kabhI AyI, na kabhI sapanA utraa| iMdriyAM yahAM nirvANa kI upalabdhi ke bAda bhI cAlIsa-byAlIsa sAla taka taka pahuMcIM nhiiN| zarIra yahAM taka pahuMcA bhI zarIra thA, iMdriyAM thiiN| lekina mahAvIra kahate haiM, nirvANa kI | iMdriyoM ke paar| avasthA, AMtarika aisI avasthA hai ki vahAM pahuMcakara tumheM patA yaha anubhava hai aura anubhava kI vyAkhyA hai| aura tuma jaba isa calatA hai, are! zarIra bar3e pIche raha gyaa| zarIra bar3e dUra chUTa anubhava meM utaroge to tumhAre lie mIla ke patthara banA rahe haiM ve| gyaa| zarIra paridhi para par3A raha gayA aura tuma keMdra para A ge| ki tuma yahAM se samajha lenA ki nirvANa zurU hotA hai| tumase yaha iMdriyAM bhI vahIM par3I raha gaIM zarIra pr| svabhAvataH jaba zarIra pIche nahIM kahA jA rahA hai ki tuma aisA karanA zurU kara do| chor3a do chUTa gayA to zarIra kI bhUkha, pyAsa, nidrA, jAgRti, saba pIche chUTa bhojana, nIMda chor3a do, baiTha jaao| yaha to pAgalapana hogaa| gii| acAnaka tuma pAte ho ki tumhAre bhItara koI caubIsa ghaMTe jahAM tuma ho zarIra para...aisA samajho ki koI AdamI apane jAgA huA caitanya hai, jisako nidrA kI koI jarUrata hI nahIM hai, ghara kI cAradIvArI ke pAsa hI khar3A rahatA hai aura socatA hai, yahI jo kabhI pahale bhI nahIM soyA thaa| tumheM yAda na thii| tumheM pahacAna | ghara hai| dhUpa AtI to usake sira para dhUpa par3atI hai, sira phaTane na thii| vaha kabhI bhI na soyA thaa| vaha so hI nahIM sktaa| sonA lagatA hai| varSA AtI to varSA meM bhIgatA, zarIra kaMpane lgtaa| usakA guNadharma nahIM hai| lekina vaha jAnatA hai yahIM cAradIvArI ke bAhara, yahIM merA ghara hai|| isalie kRSNa kahate haiM, 'yA nizA sarva bhUtAnAM, tasyAM jAgarti | mahAvIra kahate haiM, tumhArA ghara, tumhArA aMtargRha-vahAM na varSA sNymii|' saba jaba sote haiM taba bhI saMyamI jAgatA hai| isakA yaha hotI, na dhUpa aatii| tuma jarA pIche srko| tuma jarA paridhi ko matalaba nahIM hai ki saMyamI pAgala kI taraha TahalatA rahatA hai kamare | chor3o aura keMdra kI tarapha clo| jaise-jaise tuma keMdra kI chAyA meM meM; ki baiThA rahatA hai apanI khATa para pAlathI mAre, ki saMyamI so | pahuMcoge, tuma acAnaka pAoge, surkssit| sabhI bAdhAoM se kaise sakatA hai? surkssit| ve sabhI ghaTanAeM paridhi para ghaTatI haiN| hAlAMki aise mUr3ha saMyamI bhI haiM, jo nIMda meM utarane se ghabar3Ate haiM | jaise sAgara kI sataha para tUphAna Ate, AMdhiyAM AtIM, lekina kyoMki nIMda meM utare ki jo saMyama kisI taraha sAdhA hai vaha TUTatA | sAgara kI gaharAI meM na to kabhI koI tUphAna AtA, na koI AMdhI hai| dinabhara kisI taraha striyoM kI tarapha nahIM dekhA, sapane meM kyA | aatii| jaise-jaise gahare jAne lago...jo loga sAgara kI gaharAI karoge? sapane meM to tumhArA basa nhiiN| AMkha baMda huI ki meM khoja karate haiM ve kahate haiM ki sAgara kI gaharAI meM anUThe jina-jina striyoM se dinabhara AMkha curAte rahe, ve saba anubhava hote haiN| anUThA anubhava hotA hai| eka anubhava to yaha AyIM aura suMdara hokara, aura sajakara A jAtI haiN| jaisI hotA hai ki vahAM koI tUphAna nahIM, koI AMdhI nahIM, koI lahara suMdara strI sapane meM hotI hai vaisI kahIM vastutaH thor3e hI hotI hai! nhiiN| saba parama sannATA hai| jaisA suMdara puruSa sapane meM hotA hai, vastutaH thor3e hI hotA hai! jaise-jaise gahare jAte ho...jaise paisiphika mahAsAgara pAMca to bhAgoge kahAM? nIMda meM to bhAga bhI na skoge| aura nIMda meM mIla gaharA hai| AdhA mIla kI gaharAI ke bAda sUraja kI kiraNeM bhUla gae saba zAstra ki tuma jaina ho ki hiMdU ho ki musalamAna ki bhI nahIM phuNctiiN| pAMca mIla kI gaharAI para sUraja kI kiraNa saMsArI ki saMnyAsI-gayA saba! kabhI pahaMcI hI nhiiN| anaMta kAla se gahana aMdhakAra vahAM soyA to AdamI nIMda se DaratA hai| magara jo nIMda se Dara rahA hai vaha hai| vahAM sataha kI koI khabara hI nahIM phuNcii| havA hai, tUphAna hai, koI nirvANa ko upalabdha nahIM ho jaataa| AMdhI hai, bAdala hai, barasAta hai, dhUpa hai, tApa hai, zIta AyI, garmI mahAvIra kahate haiM, jo nirvANa ko upalabdha ho jAtA hai vaha | AyI, kucha vahAM patA nahIM cltaa| vahAM koI mausama badalatA jAnatA hai ki nIMda to hai hI nhiiN| yahAM to nIMda kabhI ghaTI hI nhiiN| vahAM sadA ekrs| nhiiN| isa gaharAI ke tala para to nIMda kA kabhI praveza hI nhiiN| paisiphika mahAsAgara kI jo gaharAI hai, vaha to kucha bhI nahIM; 640/ 2010_03

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yAda ghara bulAne lagI jaba tuma apanI gaharAI meM utaroge, vahAM bhUkha kabhI nahIM pahuMcI, tuma karIba-karIba henarI phorDa ke mADala ho| basa eka hI geyara koI nIMda kabhI nahIM pahuMcI, koI dukha, koI sukha vahAM kabhI nahIM patA hai ki cale! aura aisA bhI nahIM hai ki geyara tumhAre bhItara phNcaa| ye mIla ke patthara haiN| | nahIM hai| hai, lekina tumheM lagAnA nahIM aataa| tumheM patA nahIM ki aura Aja nahIM kala isa paridhi se haTanA par3atA hai, kyoMki pIche bhI lauTa sakatA hai yaha yNtr| yaha apane bhItara bhI DubakI zarIra kSaNabhaMgura hai, mregaa| to jo paridhi para khar3e haiM, kaMpa rahe haiN| mAra sakatA hai| tumane dUsaroM meM hI DubakI lagAI to usI kA kyoMki mauta unheM kaMpA rahI hai| yaha bar3A vismayakArI mAmalA abhyAsa ho gayA hai| hai| tuma kabhI nahIM marate aura kaMpa rahe ho, ghabar3A rahe ho| aisA hI dhyAna kA itanA hI artha hai : rivarsa geyara--pIche lauTane kI samajho ki rassI dekha lI aMdhere meM aura bhAga khar3e hue sAMpa prakriyA, apane meM jAne kI prkriyaa| samajhakara; pasInA-pasInA hue jA rahe haiN| chAtI dhar3aka rahI hai| yaha zarIra to jaaegaa| isake pahale ki yaha calA jAe, isakI rukate hI nahIM roke-sAMpa! | lahara para savAra hokara jarA bhItara kI yAtrA kara lo| yaha azva aise hI samajho ki kisI sinemAghara meM baiThe the aura koI cillA | to mregaa| azvArohI bana jaao| jarA bhItara kI yAtrA kara lo| diyA pAgala ki 'Aga, Aga laga gii|' aura bhaage| zabda hI | kyA karoge zabdavedI dhuna cukegI jaba? thA, kahIM koI Aga na thii| lekina bhItara eka bhAva samA gayA taba kahAM, kisa chora para, kisake lie ki aag| phira to tumheM koI roke bhI to na rukoge| kauna se saMdarbha jAeMge die? jise abhI hama apanA jIvana samajha rahe haiM vaha paridhi kA baijayaMtI AkAza Tukar3oM meM baMTegA jaba jIvana hai--bar3A adhUrA, bar3A khNddit| usI khaMDa ko hama pUrA kyA karoge taba? mAna baiThe haiN| yahI ar3acana hai| isalie ghabar3AhaTa svAbhAvika eka gaharI khanaka avinItA havAeM hai| vahAM mauta bhI AegI, dukha bhI AegA, bur3hApA AegA, zIrSakoM para zIrSakoM kI AhaTeM AeM na AeM zarIra jIrNa-jarjara hogA, kNpoge| eka koI rakta-nicur3A zabda mahAvIra yaha nahIM kaha rahe haiM ki isa zarIra ko kATa DAlo, / jisakA artha hama zAyada na samajheM miTA ddaalo| mahAvIra kaha rahe haiM, isa zarIra kA upayoga kara lo|| aura zAyada samajha pAeM jaisA yaha zarIra saMsAra meM jAne ke lie vAhana banatA hai, aisA hI ghaTAeM ghirakara na baraseM to na barase ra aMtaryAtrA ke lie bhI vAhana bana jAtA hai| corI karane ki RtaeM usI komala koNa se paraseM na paraseM jAo ki maMdira meM dhyAna karane jAo, zarIra donoM jagaha le jAtA ki hama taraseM, ki hama taraseM, ki hama taraseM hai| kisI kI hatyA karane jAo yA kisI ko prema se AliMgana kiMtu sArI tarasane bhI cuka jAeMgI jaba karo, zarIra donoM meM vAhana bana jAtA hai| zarIra to bar3A adabhuta kyA karoge taba? yaMtra hai| tumane eka hI tarakIba sIkhI-isase bAhara jaanaa| aura kesara jhara cukegI jaba isameM zarIra kA koI kasUra nhiiN| kyA karoge taba? zAyada tumheM patA ho, henarI phorDa ne jaba pahalI kAra banAI to yaha honevAlA hai| kesara to jhregii| yaha vINA to rukegii| ye usameM rivarsa geyara nahIM thaa| khayAla hI nahIM thA ki pIche bhI le tAra to tteNge| ye TUTane ko bane haiN| yaha vINA bikharane ko sajI jAnA pdd'egaa| jo pahalA mADala thA, basa vaha Age kI tarapha hai| paridhi para to saba banegA aura mittegaa| keMdra para zAzvata hai| jAtA thaa| mor3anA ho to bar3A cakkara lagAnA pdd'e| AdhAmIla tuma paridhi meM rahate-rahate keMdra ko bilakula hI bhUla mata jaanaa| kA cakkara lagAkara Ao taba kahIM mor3akara A paao| taba paridhi meM raho jarUra, keMdra kI yAda karate rho| paridhi meM raho use samajha meM AyA ki yaha bAta to ThIka nhiiN| gAr3I pIche bhI jarUra, kabhI-kabhI keMdra meM sarakate rho| paridhi meM raho jarUra, lauTanI caahie| to phira rivarsa geyara aayaa| keMdra kI surati na bhUle, smRti na bhuule| keMdra se saMbaMdha na ttuutte| ___ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH 2 | yaha kesara to jhregii| kyA karoge taba? taba bahata pachatAoge. patA nahIM ki miTa tuma sakate nhiiN| aisI ulajhana hai| jo AdamI | taba rooge| lekina rone se kucha AtA nhiiN| rone se kucha hotA | miTane ko rAjI hai vaha usako pA letA hai jo kabhI nahIM nhiiN| jAgo! isake pahale ki kesara jhara jAe, isake pahale ki usako pAte hI se bhaya miTa jAtA hai| jIvana kA dIyA bujhe, tuma jIvana ke usa zAzvata dIye ko dekha lo miTA de apanI hastI ko gara kucha martabA cAhe jo kabhI nahIM bujhtaa| usase saMbaMdha jor3a lo| isa lahara kA ki dAnA khAka meM milakara gule-gulajAra hotA hai upayoga kara lo| yaha lahara tumhArI zatru nahIM hai, yaha tumhArI mitra paridhi para to miTanA hogaahai| isI se saMsAra, isI se satya, donoM kI yAtrAeM pUrI hotI haiN| ki dAnA khAka meM milakara gule-gulajAra hotA hai| patthara de rahe haiN| jaba taka tamane svayaM miTatA hai biij| paridhi para hI miTatA hai| khola TaTatI hai aura ke bhItara ke amRta ko nahIM jAnA taba taka tuma maraghaTa meM ho, tatkSaNa aMkuraNa ho jAtA hai nayA jiivn| aura eka bIja se kabristAna meN| karor3oM bIja paidA hote haiN| aura jo baMda bIja thA vaha hajAroM phUloM ibrAhIma phakIra huaa| usase koI pUchatA ki gAMva kahAM? | meM khilatA aura nAcatA aura haMsatA hai| bastI kahAM? to vaha kahatA, bAyeM jaanaa| dAyeM bhUlakara mata jAnA ki dAnA khAka meM milakara gale-gulajAra hotA hai bAyeM jAnA, nahIM to bhaTaka jaaoge| bAyeM se bastI pahuMca | miTA de apanI hastI ko gara kucha martabA cAhe jaaoge| becArA rAhagIra cltaa| cAra-pAMca mIla calane ke bAda agara kucha honA cAhate ho to miTanA siikho| agara koI martabA / vaha bar3e krodha meM A jAtA ki yaha AdamI cAhate ho, agara vastataH cAhate ho hastI mile. honA mile. kaisA hai! phakIra vahAM cauraste para baiThA hai| vaha lauTakara AtA, astitva mile to-mitto| paridhi para miTo tAki keMdra para ho bhanabhanAtA ki tuma AdamI kaise ho jI! mujhe maraghaTa bheja diyA? | sko| paridhi se DubakI lagA lo aura keMdra para ubhro| paridhi maiM bastI kI pUchatA thaa| ko chor3o aura keMdra para srko| ibrAhima kahatA, bastI kI pUchA isIlie to vahAM bhejA kyoMki 'jahAM na karma haiM na nokarma, na ciMtA hai na Artaraudra dhyAna, na jisako loga bastI kahate haiM vaha to basa ujar3a rahI hai, ujar3a rahI dharmadhyAna hai na zukladhyAna, vahIM nirvANa hai|' hai| roja koI maratA hai| isa maraghaTa meM jo basa gayA so basa Na vi kammaM NokammaM, Na vi ciMtA Neva attttruddaanni| gyaa| 'bstii|' kabhI idhara kisI ko ujar3ate dekhA hI nhiiN|| Na vi dhammasakkajhANe. tattheva ya hoDa nnivvaannN|| isalie tumane bastI pUchI to maiMne kahA, bastI bheja deN| jahAM na karma haiM, na karmoM kI AdhArabhata shNkhlaaeN-nokrm| na kabIra kahate haiM, 'I murdana ke gaaNv|' hamAre gAMva ko kahate haiM jahAM karma hai na karmoM ko banAnevAlI sUkSma vaasnaaeN| na ciMtA hai, murdo ke gaaNv| na ciMtana, na Artaraudra dhyaan|| hama jaba taka paridhi para haiM, hama murde hI haiN| hamane apane martya ThIka hai, Artaraudra dhyAna to ho hI kaise sakate haiM? krodha aura rUpa se hI saMbaMdha bAMdha rakhA hai to murde haiN| aura hama kaMpa rahe haiM aura dukha meM bhare hue citta kI avasthAeM haiN| lekina mahAvIra kahate haiM ghabar3A rahe haiN| ghabar3AhaTa svAbhAvika hai, miTegI n| | na jahAM dharmadhyAna, na shukldhyaan| jahAM dhyAna kI AtyaMtika mere pAsa loga Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM bar3A bhaya lagatA hai| maiM avasthAeM bhI pIche chUTa giiN| savikalpa samAdhi pIche chUTa gaI, pUchatA hUM, kisa bAta kA bhaya ? ve kahate haiM kisI bAta kA khAsa | nirvikalpa samAdhi pIche chUTa gii| samAdhi hI pIche chUTa gii| bhaya nahIM, basa bhaya lagatA hai| ThIka kaha rahe haiN| lagegA hii| ve jahAM basa tuma ho zuddha; aura kucha bhI nahIM hai| koI taraMga, koI kahate haiM, kisI taraha yaha bhaya miTa jaae| yaha bhaya aise nahIM vikAra, kucha bhI nahIM hai| basa tuma ho zuddha nirvikaar| jahAM mittegaa| yaha to tuma rUpAMtarita hooge to hI mittegaa| yaha to tumhArA sirpha dhar3akatA huA jIvana hai, vahIM nirvANa hai| kA svAda lagegA to hI mittegaa| yaha bhaya mauta kA hai| saMsAra hI nahIM chor3a denA hai, dharma bhI chor3a denA hai| mahAvIra mauta kA bhaya hai aura miTanA tuma cAhate nhiiN| aura tumheM yaha kahate haiM dharmadhyAna, shukldhyaan| zukladhyAna mahAvIra kA 542 _ Jan Education International 2010_03

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yAda ghara balAne lgii| AtyaMtika zabda hai dhyAna ke lie| jahAM dhyAna itanA zuddha ho na raha jAe tabhI vastutaH dhyAna huaa| to kAMTe ko kAMTe se jAtA hai ki koI viSaya nahIM raha jAtA--nirvikalpa dhyaan| nikAla lenA, phira donoM kAMToM ko pheMka denaa| lekina mahAvIra kahate haiM vaha bhI chUTa jAtA hai| vaha bhI kucha hai| svabhAvataH yaha bar3I laMbI yAtrA hai| isase bar3I koI aura yAtrA vaha bhI upAdhi hai| tuma kucha kara rahe ho| dhyAna kara rahe ho| kucha nahIM ho sktii| AdamI cAMda para pahuMca gayA, maMgala para pahuMcegA, anubhava ho rahA hai| anubhava yAnI vijaatiiy| phira aura dUra ke tAroM para phuNcegaa| zAyada kabhI isa astitva kI idhara maiM tumheM dekha rahA hUM to tuma mujhase alg| phira tuma bhItara paridhi para pahuMca jAe-agara koI paridhi hai| lekina yaha bhI dhyAna meM praviSTa hue| to dharmadhyAna meM AdamI zubha bhAvanAeM yAtrA itanI bar3I nahIM hai jitanI svayaM ke bhItara jAnevAlI yAtrA karatA, zubha bhAvanAoM kA darzana hotA hai; jisako buddha ne hai| sAre anubhava ke pAra, jahAM sirpha prakAza raha jAtA hai caitanya brahmavihAra kahA hai, mahAvIra ne bAraha bhAvanAeM kahIM, unakA kaa| jahAM raMcamAtra bhI chAyA nahIM par3atI anya kI, ananyabhAva se anubhava krtaa| lekina viSaya abhI bhI banA hai| do abhI bhI tumhI hote ho basa, tuma hI hote ho| haiN| phira nirvikalpa dhyAna meM aisI avasthA A jAtI hai ki koI yaha dhIre-dhIre hogaa| bar3e dhairya se hogA adhIraja se nahIM hogaa| vikalpa na rahA, lekina sirpha eka mahAsukha kA anubhava hai| tuma sAre prayAsa karate raho to bhI sirpha tumhAre prayAsa tamane kara magara phira bhI sUkSma rekhA anubhava kI banI hai| lie isase nahIM ho jaaegaa| sAre prayAsa karate-karate, to mahAvIra kahate haiM jahAM saba anubhava samApta ho jAte haiM, jahAM karate-karate eka ghar3I aisI AtI hai ki tumheM apane prayAsa bhI kevala anubhoktA raha jAtA hai binA anubhava ke; jahAM zuddha | bAdhA mAlUma par3ane lagate haiN| prayAsa karate-karate eka dina prayAsa caitanya raha jAtA hai aura koI viSaya nahIM bacatA, saccidAnaMda bhI bhI chUTa jAte haiM taba ghaTatA hai| jahAM nahIM bacatA, vahIM nirvANa hai| dhIre-dhIre re manA dhIre saba kucha hoya khayAla rakhanA; dhana, pada, pratiSThA to rokatI hI hai; dAna, | mAlI sIMce sau ghar3A Rtu Ae phala hoya | dayA, dharma bhI rokatA hai| pada-pratiSThA chor3akara dAna-dharma karo, kabIra kA vacana hai, dhIre-dhIre re mnaa| dhIre-dhIre saba kucha phira dAna-dharma chor3akara bhItara clo| bAhara to rokatA hI hai, phira hotA hai| aura sirpha mAlI sau ghar3e pAnI DAla de isase koI phala bhItara bhI rokane lagatA hai| pahale bAhara chor3akara bhItara calo, nahIM A jaate| phira bhItara ko bhI chodd'o| saba chodd'o| aisI ghar3I le Ao, jahAM / mAlI sIMce sau ghar3A Rtu Ae phala hoya basa tuma hI bce| eka kSaNa ko bhI yaha ghar3I A jAe, to tumhArA ThIka samaya para, anukUla samaya para, samyaka ghar3I meM ghaTanA anaMta-anaMta janmoM se ghirA huA aMdhakAra kSaNa meM tirohita ho ghaTatI hai| isakA yaha artha nahIM hai ki mAlI pAnI na siiNce| jAtA hai| kyoMki mAlI pAnI na sIMce to phira Rtu Ane para bhI phala na pahuMca sakA na maiM baravakta apanI maMjila para lgeNge| mAlI pAnI to sIMce, lekina jaldabAjI na kre| pratIkSA ki rAste meM mujhe rAhabaroM ne ghera liyA kre| zrama aura prtiikssaa| zrama aura dhairy| luTere to rAste meM lUTa hI rahe haiN| rahajana to lUTa hI rahe haiM, phira dhIre-dhIre re manA dhIre saba kucha hoya rAhabara bhI lUTa lete haiN| aura yaha yAtrA bar3I dhImI hai kyoMki phAsalA anaMta hai| tumhArI krodha to lUTa hI rahA hai, dhyAna bhI lUTane lagatA hai eka din| paridhi aura tumhArA keMdra isa jagata meM sabase bar3I dUrI hai| tumhArI hiMsA to lUTa hI rahI hai, eka dina ahiMsA bhI lUTane lagatI hai| paridhi para saMsAra hai aura tumhAre keMdra para prmaatmaa| svabhAvataH to khayAla rakhanA ki ahiMsA sirpha hiMsA ko miTAne kA upAya | dUrI bahuta bar3I hone hI vAlI hai| tumhArI paridhi para dRzya hai, hai| aura dhyAna kevala mana kI caMcalatA ko miTAne kA upAya hai| | tumhAre keMdra para adRshy| tumhArI paridhi para rUpa hai, tumhAre keMdra jaba caMcalatA miTa gaI to isa auSadhi ko bhI lur3hakA denA | para aruup| tumhArI paridhi para saguNa hai, tumhAre keMdra para nirgunn| kacareghara meN| isako lie mata clnaa| jaba dhyAna kI bhI jarUrata yAtrA bar3I bar3I hai; kAphI bar3I hai| anaMta yAtrA hai| anaMta dhairya 643 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH25 cAhie hogaa| lepa dUra hote hI tairane laga jAtI hai|' "jisa sthAna ko maharSi hI prApta karate haiM, vaha sthAna nirvANa | kabhI karake dekhnaa| tuMbI ko agara miTTI meM lapeTa do to jala hai| abAdha hai, siddhi hai, lokAgra hai, kSema, ziva aura anAbAdha meM DUba jaaegii| miTTI ke vajana se DUba jaaegii| jo nahIM DUbanA thI, vaha DUba jaaegii| tuMbI to loga tairane ke kAma meM lAte haiN| NivvANaM ti avAhaMti siddhI logAggameva y| bAMdha letA hai aadmii| nahIM tairanA jAnatA hai to tuMbI ke sahAre taira khemaM sivaM aNAbAhaM, jaM carati mhesinno|| jAtA hai| vaha tuMbI jo dUsaroM ko tairA detI hai, khuda bhI DUba jAtI sirpha maharSi hI jisa sthAna ko prApta karate haiN| jinhoMne saba hai, agara miTTI kA AvaraNa ho jaae| ko zaddha kiyA aise RSi isa sthAna ko prApta | mahAvIra kahate haiM zarIra ke AvaraNa se hama ddbe| miTTI ne karate haiN| jinake dhyAna meM jarA-sI bhI kaluSa na rahI-saMsAra kI ddubaayaa| jo DUbane ko na bane the ve Daba ge| ubare rahanA jinakA bhI nahIM, paraloka kI bhI nhiiN| svabhAva thA, jinake sahAre aura bhI tara jAte aura taira jAte, jo 'jisa sthAna ko maharSi hI prApta karate haiM, vaha sthAna nirvANa | taraNa-tAraNa the, ve DUba ge| hai| abAdha hai...|' tuMbI DUba jAtI hai miTTI ke AvaraNa se| paribhASA cala rahI hai| aMtataH isake pahale ki mahAvIra vidA | _ 'jaisI miTTI se lipta tuMbI jala meM DUba jAtI hai aura miTTI kA hoM, apane sUtra pUre kareM, ve aMtima avasthA ke saMbaMdha meM lepa dUra hote hI tairane laga jAtI hai...|' dizA-nirdeza de rhe| basa, itanA hI pharka hai tumameM aura siddhapuruSoM meN| tumameM aura 'abAdha hai'--usakI koI sImA nhiiN| buddhapuruSoM meN| tumameM aura jina-puruSoM meN| itanA hI pharka hai| tuma 'siddhi hai'-vahAM pahuMcakara anubhava hotA hai A gae, pahuMca bhI vaisI hI tuMbI, jaisI ve| tuma jarA miTTI se lipe-pute par3e, to ge| vahAM pahuMcakara patA calatA hai, aba jAne ko kahIM na rhaa| DUbe jala meN| unhoMne apanI miTTI se apane ko dUra jAna liyA, vahAM pahuMcakara patA calatA hai are! yAtrA samApta huii| eka pRthaka jAna liyaa| tAdAtmya tor3a diyaa| miTTI khisaka gaI, tuMbI ahobhaav| saba pUrA ho gayA, paripUrNa ho gyaa| aba kucha bhI na uTha gii| hone ko zeSa rahA, na jAne ko zeSa rhaa| ghara vApasa A ge| jaba tuMbI uThatI hai jala meM to jAkara agrabhAga meM sthira ho jAtI 'siddhi, lokaagr|' jo vyakti isa avasthA meM pahuMca gayA, hai| pAnI kI sataha para sthira ho jAtI hai| aisA mahAvIra kahate haiM, vaha loka ke agrabhAga meM sthita ho jAtA hai| vaha vahAM pahuMca jAtA jo DUbe haiM isa saMsAra meM ve tuMbiyoM kI taraha haiM miTTI lagI-DUbe | hai, jahAM pahuMcane ke lie hama sadA se daur3ate rahe--prathama ho jAtA | haiN| jaba miTTI chUTatI hai, tAdAtmya chUTatA hai, yaha moha bhaMga hotA | hai, to uThI AtmA, clii| 'kSema'-kalyANa kI anubhUti hotI hai| parama svAsthya kI | aura isako mahAvIra kahate haiM lokAgra--AtyaMtika avsthaa| anubhUti hotI hai| | jahAM loka samApta hotA hai, usa jagaha jAkara siddhapuruSa Thahara 'ziva'-bar3I zuddhatA, sugaMdha, surbhi| bar3I gahana jAte haiN| ye to sirpha pratIka haiN| ina pratIkoM kA artha le lenaa| paavntaa| jaise kamala aura kamala aura hajAroM kamala bhItara prANa ina pratIkoM ko lekara nakze mata khIMcane lgnaa| para khilate cale jAte haiN| 'jaise miTTI se lipta tuMbI jala meM DUba jAtI hai aura miTTI kA isa sthiti meM koI bhI bAdhA nahIM lepa dUra hote hI tairane lagatI hai, athavA jaise eraNDa kA phUla dhUpa pddtii| koI bAdhA par3a nahIM sktii| bezarta hai| ise koI DigA se sUkhane para phaTatA hai to usake bIja Upara ko jAte haiM, athavA | nahIM sktaa| isameM koI vighna nahIM DAla sktaa| yaha vighnoM ke jaise agni yA dhUma kI gati svabhAvataH Upara kI ora hotI hai, pAra hai, anAbAdha hai| athavA jaise dhanuSa se chUTA huA bANa pUrva-prayoga se gatimAna 'jaise miTTI se lipta tuMbI jala meM DUba jAtI hai aura miTTI kA | | hotA hai, vaise hI siddha jIvoM kI gati bhI svabhAvataH Upara kI ora 644] Jan Education International 2010_03

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hotI hai|' to nirvANa kI sUcanA samajhanA ki ghara pAsa Ane lagA, jaba tumhArI gati Upara kI ora hone lge| hiMsA se ahiMsA kI ora hone lge| krodha se karuNA kI ora hone lage, becainI se caina kI ora hone lage, padArtha se paramAtmA kI ora hone lge| dhana dhyAna kI ora hone lage, to samajhanA ki gati Upara kI tarapha zurU ho gii| tuMbI chUTane lagI miTTI se / Aja nahIM kala lokAgra meM Thahara jaaegii| vahAM pahuMca jAegI, jisake Age aura jAnA nahIM hai| lAua eraNDaphale aggIdhUme usU dhaNuvimuk gai puvvapaogeNa evaM siddhANa vi gatI tu / / 'paramAtmatatva avyAbAdha, atIMdriya, anupama, puNya-pAparahita, punarAgamana - rahita, nitya, acala aura nirAlaMba hotA hai|' yaha jo paramAtmatatva hai, yaha jo nirvANa hai, yaha jo ghara lauTa AnA hai, yaha kaisA tatva hai? isake saMbaMdha meM kyA kahA jA sakatA hai ? itanA hI -- 'paramAtma tatva avyaabaadh|' isameM koI bAdhA kabhI nahIM pdd'tii| isake viparIta hI koI nahIM hai, jo bAdhA DAla ske| yaha sabake pAra hai| isa taka kisI cIja kI pahuMca nahIM hai / saba cIjeM isase pIche chUTa jAtI haiN| jinase bAdhA par3a sakatI | hai ve bahuta pIche chUTa jAtI haiN| atIMdriya hai| iMdriyoM ke pAra hai, kyoMki deha ke pAra hai| 'anupama' - yaha zabda samajhanA / anupama kA artha hai, jaisA kabhI na jAnA thA; jaisA kabhI na dekhA thA / na kAnoM sunA, na AMkhoM dekhaa| jo kabhI anubhava meM AyA hI na thA / bahuta anubhava hue sukha, dukha ke, saphalatA ke, viphalatA ke / bahuta anubhava hue - rasa - virasa, svAda - besvAda, suMdara - asuMdara, lekina yaha anupama hai| aisA bhI nahIM kaha sakate yaha suMdara hai| kyoMki taba bhrAMti hogI ki zAyada jo hamAre suMdara ke anubhava haiM, una jaisA hai| nahIM, yaha hamAre kisI anubhava jaisA nahIM hai| yaha to basa apane jaisA hai| anupama kA artha hotA hai apane jaisA isakI koI tulanA nahIM ho sktii| yaha atulanIya hai / 'puNya-pAparahita, punarAgamanarahita, nitya, acala aura nirAlaMba... / ' / hameM to vahI zabda samajha meM Ate haiM, jo hamAre anubhava ke haiN| 2010_03 yAda ghara bulAne lagI maiMne sunA, mullA nasaruddIna eka dina zarAbaghara gyaa| zekhI mAranA usakI Adata hai| zekhI mAra rahA thA zarAbaghara ke mAlika ke sAmane ki maiM hara taraha kI zarAba svAda lekara pahacAna sakatA huuN| aura aisA hI nahIM hai, agara tuma dasa-pAMca zarAbeM bhI ikaTThI eka pyAlI meM milA do to bhI maiM batA sakatA hUM ki kauna-kauna sI zarAba milAI gaI hai| mAlika ne kahA to ruko| vaha bhItara gayA, milA lAyA eka glAsa meM mArTinI, brAMDI, rama, hviskI - jo bhI usake pAsa thA, saba milA laayaa| mullA pI gayA aura eka-eka zarAba kA nAma usane le liyA ki ye ye cIjeM isameM milI haiM / cakita ho gayA vaha mAlika bhii| usane kahA, eka bAra aur| vaha bhItara gayA aura eka gilAsa meM sirpha pAnI bhara lAyA / mullA ne pIyA, bar3A becainI meM khar3A raha gyaa| kucha sUjhe na / zuddha pAnI hai| svAda hI use isakA yAda nahIM rahA hai zuddha pAnI kA / usane itanA hI kahA, ki yaha maiM nahIM jAnatA yaha kyA hai ! magara eka bAta kaha sakatA hUM, isakI bikrI na hogI / hamArA jo bhI anubhava hai vaha kaI taraha kI zarAboM kA hai| zuddha jala kA to hama svAda hI bhUla gae haiN| behoziyoM kA hai; hoza kA to hama svAda hI bhUla gae / vikSiptatAoM kA hai, svAsthya kA to hama svAda hI bhUla ge| garhita, vyartha, asAra kA hai; sAra kA to hama svAda hI bhUla ge| isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM anupama / hamAre anubhava se kisI se usakA mela nahIM hai| isalie tuma kisI apane anubhava ke AdhAra se usake saMbaMdha meM mata socnaa| khatarA yahI ho jAtA hai| jaise ki koI kahe, koI jJAnI, siddha - kahe mahAsukha; to hamako lagatA hai hamArA hI sukha hogA; karor3a gunA, araba gunA bar3A, lekina hai to sukha / basa bhUla ho gii| usakI majabUrI hai| vaha kyA kahe ? kina zabdoM meM kahe ? mahAsukha kahatA hai to bhI ar3acana ho jAtI hai| kyoMki tuma apane sukha ko hI socate ho| tuma apane sukha meM hI guNanaphala karake soca sakate ho lekina tumhArA sukha sukha hI kahAM hai? usako karor3a gunA kara lo to bhI vaha sukha nahIM hai| AnaMda kaho to jhNjhtt| kyoMki tumane jo AnaMda jAnA hai ve ajIba-ajIba AnaMda jAne tumne| koI tAza hI khela rahA hai, kahatA hai bar3A AnaMda A rahA hai| aba kyA karo ? koI zarAba 645

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 pI rahA hai, kahatA hai bar3A AnaMda A rahA hai| koI vezyA kA nRtya dAminI gaI damaka dekha rahA hai, aura kahatA hai bar3A AnaMda A rahA hai| aba kaho ki | megha baje paramAtmA AnaMda hai to isa AdamI ke mana meM kucha aise hI lagegA, | agara satpuruSoM ke pAsa aisA kucha ho jAe-megha baje, dAminI ki hogA kucha vezyA kA nAca dekhane jaisA, zarAba pIne jaisA, camake, koI anUThA nAda sunAI par3ane lage, koI adRzya kI tAza khelane jaisaa| jarA bar3A karake soca lo| pukAra khIMcane lage, koI cunautI mile to phira lalacAyI AMkhoM lekina jo bheda honevAlA hai isake AnaMda meM aura siddha ke | se dekhate hI mata rhnaa| AnaMda meM, isakI kalpanA meM, vaha parimANa kA hogA, mAtrA kA | phUle kadamba hogaa| aura siddhapuruSa kA AnaMda guNAtmaka rUpa se bhinna hai| jAne kabase vaha barasa rahA mAtrA kA bheda nahIM hai| yaha bAta hI anupama hai| lalacAyI AMkhoM se nAhaka isalie mahAvIra ThIka kahate haiM ki anupama hai| tuma apane | jAne kabase tU tarasa rahA kisI anubhava se vicAra mata krnaa| tumhArA koI anubhava | mana kahatA hai chU le kadamba, mApadaMDa nahIM bana skegaa| phUle kadamba yaha nirvANa to jaba ghaTatA hai tabhI jAnA jAtA hai| yaha to svAda | jaba yaha cAhata uThe, yaha cAhata kA jvAra uThe to rukanA mt| jaba milatA hai tabhI pahacAnA jAtA hai| tor3a-tAr3a sArI jaMjIreM cala pdd'naa| chor3a-chAr3a sArA to satparuSoM ke pAsa tama sirpha pyAsa le lo. basa kAphI hai| moha-mAyApAza cala pddnaa| lauTakara dekhanA bhI mt| yaha unakI bAteM suna, unake jIvana ko anubhava kara, unakI upasthiti AhvAna mila jAe satapuruSoM se, basa itanA kAphI hai| se tuma sirpha pyAsa le lo, to basa kAphI hai| unake kAraNa tuma para loga ajIba haiN| zAstra lete haiM, pyAsa nahIM lete| siddhAMta utAvale ho uTho, vyagra ho uTho khojane ke lie; basa kAphI hai| le lete haiM, satya kI cunautI nahIM lete| unase siddhAMta mata lenA; siddhAMta mila hI nahIM skte| unase eka apUrva ghaTanA hai| isa jagata kI sabase apUrva ghaTanA hai zAstra mata lenaa| zAstra banAyA ki bhUla ho gii| unase to pyAsa kisI vyakti kA siddha yA buddha ho jaanaa| isa jagata kI anupama lenA jIvaMta aura cala pdd'naa| ghaTanA hai kisI vyakti kA jinatva ko upalabdha ho jAnA, jina ho megha baje dhina-dhina dhA dhamaka-dhamaka jaanaa| usa apUrva ghaTanA ke pAsa jalA lenA apane bujhe hue dIyoM dAminI gaI damaka ko| avasara denA apane hRdaya ko, ki phira dhar3aka uThe usa megha baje, dAdura kA kaMTha khulA ajJAta kI AkAMkSA se, abhIpsA se| to zAyada kabhI tama jAna dharatI kA hRdaya dhulA pAo nirvANa kyA hai| batAne kA koI upAya nhiiN| megha baje, paMka banA haricaMdana likhA-likhI kI hai nahIM dekhA-dekhI bAta phUle kadamba tuma dekhoge to hI jaanoge| likhA-likhI meM ulajhe mata raha TahanI-TahanI meM kaMduka sama phUle kadamba, jaanaa| samaya mata gNvaanaa| aise bhI bahuta gaMvAyA hai| phUle kadamba mahAvIra ke ina satroM para bAta kI hai isI AzA meM ki tamhAre jAne kabase vaha barasa rahA bhItara koI svara bajegA, tuma lalacAoge, cAha uThegI, cloge| lalacAyI AMkhoM se nAhaka pAnA to nizcita hai| pA to loge, calo bhr| na cale to jo sadA jAne kabase tU tarasa rahA se tumhArA hai, usase hI tuma vaMcita rhoge| cale to jo milegA mana kahatA hai chU le kadamba, vaha kucha bAhara se nahIM milatA, tumhArA hI thaa| sadA se tumhArA phUle kadamba thaa| bhUle-bhaTake, bhUle-bisare baiThe the| apane hI khajAne kI megha baje, dhina-dhina dhA dhamaka-dhamaka khabara milii| 646 2010_03

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megha baje dhina dhina dhA dhamaka-dhamaka dAminI gaI damaka megha baje, dAdura kA kaMTha khulA dharatI kA hRdaya dhulA megha baje, paMka banA haricaMdana phUle kadamba TahanI - TahanI meM kaMduka sama phUle kadamba, phUle kadamba jAne kabase vaha barasa rahA lalacAyI AMkhoM se nAhaka jAne kabase tU tarasa rahA mana kahatA hai chU le kadamba, phUle kadamba 2010_03 Aja itanA hii| yAda ghara bulAne lgii| 647

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ozo eka paricaya buddhatva kI pravAhamAna dhArA meM ozo eka nayA prAraMbha haiM, ve pazcAta bhI unhoMne apanI zikSA jArI rakhI aura sana 1957 meM atIta kI kisI bhI dhArmika paraMparA yA zrRMkhalA kI kar3I nahIM haiN| | sAgara vizvavidyAlaya se darzanazAstra meM prathama zreNI meM prathama ozo se eka naye yuga kA zubhAraMbha hotA hai aura unake sAtha hI | (golDameDalisTa) rahakara ema.e. kI upAdhi prApta kii| isake samaya do suspaSTa khaMDoM meM vibhAjita hotA hai : ozo pUrva tathA pazcAta ve jabalapura vizvavidyAlaya meM darzanazAstra ke prAdhyApaka ozo pshcaat| pada para kArya karane lge| vidyArthiyoM ke bIca ve 'AcArya rajanIza' ___ozo ke Agamana se eka naye manuSya kA, eka naye jagata ke nAma se atizaya lokapriya the| kA, eka naye yuga kA sUtrapAta huA hai, jisakI AdhArazilA vizvavidyAlaya ke apane nau sAloM ke adhyApana-kAla ke atIta ke kisI dharma meM nahIM hai, kisI dArzanika vicAra-paddhati | daurAna ve pUre bhArata meM bhramaNa bhI karate rhe| prAyaH hI 60-70 meM nahIM hai| ozo sadyaHsnAta dhArmikatA ke prathama puruSa haiM, sarvathA hajAra kI saMkhyA meM upasthita honevAle zrotAoM meM ve anUThe saMbuddha rahasyadarzI haiN| AdhyAtmika jana-jAgaraNa kI lahara phailA rahe the| unakI vANI madhyapradeza ke kucavAr3A gAMva meM 11 disaMbara 1931 ko | meM aura unakI upasthiti meM vaha jAdU thA, vaha sugaMdha thI jo kisI janme ozo kA bacapana kA nAma rajanIza thaa| unhoMne jIvana ke pAra ke loka se AtI hai| prAraMbhika kAla meM hI eka nirbhIka svataMtra AtmA kA paricaya | sana 1966 meM ozo ne vizvavidyAlaya ke prAdhyApaka pada diyaa| khataroM se khelanA unheM prItikara thaa| 100 phITa UMce pula se tyAgapatra de diyA tAki ve dhyAna kI kalA ko aura eka naye se kUda kara barasAta meM uphanatI nadI ko taira kara pAra karanA unake manuSya-z2orabA di buddhA--ke apane jIvanadarzana ko adhika se lie sAdhAraNa khela thaa| yuvA ozo ne apanI alaukika adhika logoM taka pahuMcA skeN| 'z2orabA di buddhA' eka aisA buddhi tathA dRr3hatA se paMDita-purohitoM, mullA-pAdariyoM, manuSya hai jo bhautika jIvana kA pUrA AnaMda manAnA jAnatA hai; jo saMta-mahAtmAoM--jo svAnubhava ke binA hI bhIr3a ke aguvA bane | mauna hokara dhyAna meM utarane meM bhI sakSama hai--aisA manuSya jo baiThe the--kI mUr3hatAoM aura pAkhaMDoM kA pardAphAza kiyaa| bhautika aura AdhyAtmika, donoM taraha se samRddha hai| 21 mArca 1953 ko ikkIsa varSa kI Ayu meM ozo saMbodhi sana 1970 meM ve baMbaI meM rahane ke lie A gye| aba ko upalabdha hue| saMbodhi ke saMbaMdha meM ve kahate haiM : 'aba maiM pazcima se satya ke khojI bhI jo bhautika samRddhi se Uba cuke kisI bhI prakAra kI khoja meM nahIM huuN| astitva ne apane samasta the aura jIvana ke kinhIM aura gahare rahasyoM ko jAnane aura dvAra mere lie khola diye haiN|' una dinoM ve jabalapura ke eka samajhane ke lie utsuka the, una taka pahuMcane lge| ozo ne unheM kAleja meM darzanazAstra ke vidyArthI the| buddhatva ghaTita hone ke | batAyA ki agalA kadama dhyAna hai| dhyAna hI jIvana meM sArthakatA 2010_03

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ke phUloM ke khilane meM sahayogI siddha hogaa| ziSyoM ne oregaeNna ke madhya bhAga meM 64,000 ekar3a jagaha kharIdI isI varSa sitaMbara meM, manAlI (himAlaya) meM Ayojita jahAM unhoMne ozo ko rahane ke lie AmaMtrita kiyaa| dhIre-dhIre apane eka zivira meM ozo ne nava-saMnyAsa meM dIkSA denA prAraMbha yaha jagaha eka phUlate-phalate zahara meM parivartita hotI gii| vahAM kiyaa| isI samaya ke AsapAsa ve AcArya rajanIza se bhagavAna lagabhaga 5000 premI mitra mila-julakara apane sadguru ke zrI rajanIza ke rUpa meM jAne jAne lge| sAnnidhya meM AnaMda aura utsava ke vAtAvaraNa meM eka anUThe nagara sana 1974 meM ve apane bahuta se saMnyAsiyoM ke sAtha pUnA | ke sRjana ko yathArtha rUpa de rahe the| A gaye jahAM 'zrI rajanIza Azrama' kI sthApanA huii| pUnA Ane jaise acAnaka eka dina ozo mauna ho gaye the vaise hI para unake prabhAva kA gherA vizvavyApI hone lgaa| acAnaka akTUbara 1984 meM unhoMne panaH pravacana denA prAraMbha kara zrI rajanIza Azrama, pUnA meM pratidina apane pravacanoM meM | diyaa| ozo ne mAnava-cetanA ke vikAsa ke hara pahalU ko ujAgara madhya sitaMbara 1985 meM ozo kI saciva ke rajanIzapurama kiyaa| kRSNa, ziva, mahAvIra, buddha, zAMDilya, nArada, jIsasa chor3akara cale jAne ke bAda usake aparAdhoM kI khabareM ozo taka ke sAtha hI sAtha bhAratIya adhyAtma AkAza ke aneka phuNcii| usake aparAdhapUrNa kRtyoM ke saMbaMdha meM batAne ke lie eka saMtoM-Adi zaMkarAcArya, kabIra, nAnaka, malUkadAsa, raidAsa, vizva patrakAra-sammelana bulAyA gayA, jisameM ozo ne svayaM dariyAdAsa, mIrA Adi para unake hajAroM pravacana upalabdha haiN| prazAsana-adhikAriyoM se apanI saciva ko giraphtAra karane ko jIvana kA aisA koI bhI AyAma nahIM hai jo unake pravacanoM se khaa| lekina adhikAriyoM kI khojabIna kA uddezya kamyUna ko asparzita rahA ho| yoga, taMtra, tAo, jhena, hasIda, sUphI jaisI naSTa karanA thA, na ki saciva ke aparAdhapUrNa kRtyoM kA patA aneka sAdhanA-paddhatiyoM ke gUr3ha rahasyoM para unhoMne savistAra lgaanaa| prAraMbha se hI kamyUna ke isa prayoga ko naSTa karane ke lie prakAza DAlA hai| sAtha hI rAjanIti, kalA, vijJAna, manovijJAna, | amarIkA kI saMghIya, rAjya aura sthAnIya sarakAreM hara saMbhava darzana, zikSA, parivAra, samAja, garIbI, janasaMkhyA-visphoTa, prayAsa kara rahI thiiN| yaha unake lie eka acchA maukA thaa| paryAvaraNa, saMbhAvita paramANu yuddha kA vizva-saMkaTa jaise aneka aktUbara 1985 meM amarIkI sarakAra ne ozo para viSayoM para bhI unakI krAMtikArI jIvanadRSTi upalabdha hai| ApravAsa-niyamoM ke ullaMghana ke 35 managaDhaMta Aropa lgaae| ziSyoM aura sAdhakoM ke bIca die gae unake ye pravacana chaha binA kisI giraphtArI-vAraMTa ke ozo ko baMdUkoM kI noka para sau pacAsa se bhI adhika pustakoM ke rUpa meM prakAzita ho cuke haiM hirAsata meM le liyA gyaa| aura tIsa se adhika bhASAoM meM anuvAdita ho cuke haiN| ve kahate 12 dinoM taka unakI jamAnata svIkAra nahIM kI gayI aura haiM, "merA saMdeza koI siddhAMta, koI ciMtana nahIM hai| merA saMdeza unake hAtha-paira meM hathakar3I va ber3iyAM DAlakara unheM eka jela se to rUpAMtaraNa kI eka kImiyA, eka vijJAna hai|" dUsarI jela le jAyA jAtA rhaa| jagaha-jagaha ghumAte hue unheM ve dina meM kevala do bAra bAhara Ate rahe.-prAtaH pravacana dene porTalaiMDa (oregaeNna) le jAyA gyaa| sAmAnyataH jo yAtrA pAMca ke lie aura saMdhyA samaya satya kI yAtrA para nikale hue sAdhakoM ghaMTe kI hai, vaha ATha dina meM pUrI kI gyii| jela meM unake zarIra ko mArgadarzana evaM naye premiyoM ko saMnyAsa-dIkSA dene ke lie| ke sAtha bahata durvyavahAra kiyA gayA aura yahIM saMghIya sarakAra ke __varSa 1979 meM kaTTarapaMthI hiMdU samudAya ke eka sadasya dvArA adhikAriyoM ne unheM 'theliyama' nAmaka dhIme asaravAlA jahara unakI hatyA kA prayAsa bhI unake eka pravacana ke daurAna kiyA diyaa| gyaa| ___ 14 navaMbara 1985 ko amarIkA chor3a kara ozo bhArata acAnaka zArIrika rUpa se bImAra ho jAne se 1981 kI lauTa aaye| yahAM kI tatkAlIna sarakAra ne unheM vizva se vasaMta Rtu meM ve mauna meM cale gye| cikitsakoM ke parAmarza para alaga-thalaga kara dene kA pUrA prayAsa kiyaa| unakI dekhabhAla usI varSa unheM jUna meM amarIkA le jAyA gyaa| unake amarIkI karanevAle unake gaira-bhAratIya ziSyoM ke vIsA radda kara diye gaye, ___ 2010_03

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unheM milane ke lie AnevAle patrakAroM aura unake ziSyoM ko bhItara se kSINa hotA calA gayA, jisake bAvajUda ve ozo kamyUna vIsA dene se inakAra kiyA gyaa| taba ozo nepAla cale gye| iMTaranezanala, pUnA ke gautama di buddhA ADiToriyama meM 10 apraila lekina unheM nepAla meM bhI adhika samaya taka rukane kI anumati 1989 taka pratidina saMdhyA dasa hajAra ziSyoM, khojiyoM aura nahIM dI gyii| | premiyoM kI sabhA meM pravacana dete rahe aura unheM dhyAna meM ibAte rhe| ___ pharavarI 1986 meM ve vizva-bhramaNa ke lie nikale jisakI 17 sitaMbara 1989 se gautama di buddhA ADiToriyama meM zuruAta unhoMne grIsa se kii| lekina amarIkA ke dabAva ke kevala Adhe ghaMTe ke lie Akara ozo mauna darzana-satsaMga ke | aMtargata 21 dezoM ne yA to unheM deza se niSkAsita kiyA yA phira saMgIta aura mauna meM sabako DubAte rhe| yaha baiThaka "ozovha deza meM praveza kI anumati hI nahIM dii| ina tathAkathita svataMtra roba bradarahuDa" kahalAtI hai| ozo 16 janavarI 1990 taka lokatAMtrika dezoM meM grIsa, iTalI, sviTjaralaiMDa, svIDana, greTa pratidina saMdhyA sAta baje vhAiTa roba bradarahuDa kI sabhA meM briTena, pazcima jarmanI, hAlaiMDa, kanADA, jamAikA aura spena upasthita hote rhe| pramukha the| ___17 janavarI ko ve sabhA meM kevala namaskAra karake vApasa ozo julAI 1986 meM bambaI aura janavarI 1987 meM pUnA | cale ge| 18 janavarI ko vhAiTa roba bradarahuDa kI sAMdhya-sabhA meM apane Azrama lauTe, jo aba ozo kamyUna iMTaranezanala ke meM unake nijI cikitsaka svAmI amRto ne sUcanA dI ki ozo nAma se jAnA jAtA hai| yahAM ve panaH apanI krAMtikArI zailI meM ke zarIra meM itanA darda hai ki ve hamAre bIca nahIM A sakate, lekina apane pravacanoM ke Agneya bANoM se paMDita-purohitoM aura ve apane kamare meM hI sAta baje se hamAre sAtha dhyAna meM baittheNge| rAjanetAoM ke pAkhaMDoM va mAnavatA ke prati unake SaDyaMtroM kA | dUsare dina 19 janavarI 1990 kI saMdhyA-sabhA meM ghoSaNA kI gaI pardAphAza karane lge| ki ozo apanI deha chor3akara pAMca baje aparAhna ko mahAprayANa isI bIca bhArata sahita sArI duniyA ke baddhijIvI vargava kara gae haiN| ozo kI icchA ke anurUpa usI saMdhyA unakA zarIra samAcAra mAdhyamoM ne ozo ke prati gaira-pakSapAtapUrNa va vidhAyaka | gautama di buddhA ADiToriyama meM dasa minaTa ke lie lA kara rakhA ciMtana kA rukha apnaayaa| choTe-bar3e sabhI prakAra ke samAcArapatroM gyaa| dasa hajAra ziSyoM aura premiyoM ne unakI AkhirI vidAI kA va patrikAoM meM aksara unake amata-vacana athavA unake utsava saMgIta-natya, bhAvAtireka aura mauna meM mnaayaa| phira saMbaMdha meM lekha va samAcAra prakAzita hone lge| deza ke unakA zarIra dAhakriyA ke lie le jAyA gyaa| adhikAMza pratiSThita saMgItajJa, nartaka, sAhityakAra, kavi va 21 janavarI 1990 kI pUrvAhna meM unake asthi-phUla kA zAyara ozo kamyUna iMTaranezanala meM aksara Ane lge| manuSya kalaza mahotsavapUrvaka kamyUna meM lA kara cvAMgtsU haoNla meM nirmita kI cira-AkAMkSita UTopiyA kA sapanA sAkAra dekhakara unheM | eka saMgamaramara kI samAdhi meM sthApita kiyA gyaa| apanI hI AMkhoM para vizvAsa na hotaa| ozo kI samAdhi para svarNa akSaroM meM aMkita hai : 26 disaMbara 1988 ko ozo ne apane nAma ke Age se 'bhagavAna' saMbodhana haTA diyaa| 27 pharavarI 1989 ko ozo kamyUna iMTaranezanala ke buddha sabhAgAra meM pravacana ke daurAna unake OSHO 10,000 ziSyoM va premiyoM ne ekamata se apane pyAre sadguru ko Never Born 'ozo' nAma se pukArane kA nirNaya liyaa| Never Died aktUbara 1985 meM amarIkA kI rIgana sarakAra dvArA ozo Only Visited this ko theliyama nAmaka dhImA asara karane vAlA jahara diye jAne ke Planet Earth between kAraNa evaM unake zarIra ko prANaghAtaka reDiezana se gujAre jAne Dec 11 1931 - Jan 19 1990 ke kAraNa unakA zarIra taba se niraMtara asvastha rahane lagA thA aura 2010_03

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ozo kA hiMdI sAhitya jina-sUtra (do bhAgoM meM) mahAvIra yA mahAvinAza mahAvIra : merI dRSTi meM jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhIM cadariyA upaniSada sarvasAra upaniSada kaivalya upaniSada adhyAtma upaniSada kaThopaniSada IzAvAsya upaniSada nirvANa upaniSada Atma-pUjA upaniSada kenopaniSada merA svarNima bhArata (vividha upaniSada-sUtra) lAotse tAo upaniSada (chaha bhAgoM meM) kRSNa gItA-darzana (ATha bhAgoM meM aThAraha adhyAya) kRSNa-smRti kabIra suno bhaI sAdho kahai kabIra dIvAnA kahai kabIra maiM pUrA pAyA magana bhayA rasi lAgA cUMghaTa ke paTa khola na kAnoM sunA na AMkhoM dekhA (kabIra va pharIda) esa dhammo sanaMtano (bAraha bhAgoM meM) mIrA pada dhuMgharU bAMdha jhuka AI badariyA sAvana kI aSTAvakra mahAgItA (chaha bhAgoM meM) mahAvIra mahAvIra-vANI (do bhAgoM meM) mahAvIra-vANI (pustikA) palaTa ajahUM ceta gaMvAra sapanA yaha saMsAra kAhe hota adhIra 2010_03

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dAdU sabai sayAne eka mata piva piva lAgI pyAsa zAMDilya athAto bhakti jijJAsA (do bhAgoM meM) jagajIvana nAma sumira mana bAvare arI, maiM to nAma ke raMga chakI bhajagovindam mUDhamate (AdizaMkarAcArya) eka oMkAra satanAma (nAnaka) jagata taraiyA bhora kI (dayAbAI) bina ghana parata phuhAra (sahajobAI) nahIM sAMjha nahIM bhora (caraNadAsa) saMto, magana bhayA mana merA (rajjaba) kahai vAjida pukAra (vAjida) marau he jogI marau (gorakha) sahaja-yoga (sarahapA-tilopA) birahinI maMdira diyanA bAra (yArI) dariyA kahai sabda nirabAnA (dariyAdAsa bihAravAle) prema-raMga-rasa or3ha cadariyA (dUlana) haMsA to motI cuneM (lAla) guru-paratApa sAdha kI saMgati (bhIkhA) mana hI pUjA mana hI dhUpa (raidAsa) jharata dasahuM disa motI (gulAla) jarathustra : nAcatA-gAtA masIhA (jarathustra) suMdaradAsa hari bolau hari bola jyoti se jyoti jale dharamadAsa jasa panihAra dhare sira gAgara kA sovai dina raina malUkadAsa kana thore kAMkara ghane rAmaduvAre jo mare dariyA kAnoM sunI so jhUTha saba amI jharata bigasata kaMvala praznottara nahiM rAma bina ThAMva prema-paMtha aiso kaThina utsava AmAra jAti, AnaMda AmAra gotra mRtyormA amRtaM gamaya prItama chavi nainana basI rahimana dhAgA prema kA ur3iyo paMkha pasAra sumirana merA hari kareM piya ko khojana maiM calI sAheba mila sAheba bhaye jo bolaiM to harikathA bahuri na aisA dAMva jyUM thA tyUM ThaharAyA jyUM machalI bina nIra dIpaka bArA nAma kA anahada meM bisarAma jhena, sUphI aura upaniSada kI kahAniyAM bina bAtI bina tela sahaja samAdhi bhalI dIyA tale aMdherA anya rahasyadarzI bhakti -sUtra (nArada) ziva-sUtra (ziva) ___ 2010_03

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lagana mahUrata jhUTha saba sahaja AsikI nAhiM pIvata rAmarasa lagI khumArI rAmanAma jAnyo nahIM sAMca sAMca so sAMca AI gaI hirA bahutere haiM ghATa koMpaleM phira phUTa AIM phira pattoM kI pAMjeba bajI phira amarita kI bUMda par3I ceti sakai to ceti kyA sovai tU bAvarI eka eka kadama cala haMsA usa de kahA kahUM usa desa kI paMtha prema ko aTapaTo mUlabhUta mAnavIya adhikAra nayA manuSyaH bhaviSya kI ekamAtra AzA satyam zivam suMdaram so vaisa saccidAnaMda paMDita-purohita aura rAjanetA : mAnava AtmA ke zoSaka OM maNi padme hum OM zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH hari OM tatsat | eka mahAna cunautI : manuSya kA svarNima bhaviSya dhArmikatA sikhAtA hUM, dharma nahIM taMtra saMbhoga se samAdhi kI ora taMtra-sUtra (pAMca bhAgoM meM ) patra - saMkalana krAMti - bIja patha ke pradIpa 2010_03 aMtarvINA prema kI jhIla meM anugraha ke phUla bodha kathA miTTI ke dIye dhyAna, sAdhanA, yoga dhyAnayoga : prathama aura aMtima mukti rajanIza dhyAna yoga hasibA, khelibA, dharibA dhyAnam neti neti maiM kahatA AMkhana dekhI pataMjali: yogasUtra ( do bhAgoM meM ) sAdhanA zivira sAdhanA-patha dhyAna - sUtra jIvana hI hai prabhu mATI hai kumhAra mRtyu sikhAtA hUM jina khojA tina pAiyAM maiM samAdhi ke sapta dvAra (blAvaTskI) sAdhanA -sUtra (mebila kaoNlinsa) rASTrIya aura sAmAjika samasyAeM dekha kabIrA royA svarNa pAkhI thA jo kabhI aura aba hai bhikhArI jagata kA zikSA meM krAMti naye samAja kI khoja ozo ke saMbaMdha meM bhagavAna zrI rajanIza : IsA masIha ke pazcAta sarvAdhika vidrohI vyakti

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ozoTAimasa... ny / tt / bshg vizva kA ekamAtra zubha samAcAra-patra eka varSa meM 24 aMka hiMdI va aMgrejI meM saMyukta rUpa se prati tIna mAha meM prakAzita hone vAlI raMgIna patrikA saMparka sUtraH tAo pabliziMga prA. li. 50, koregAMva pArka, pUnA-411001 phonaH 660963 ozo evaM ozo-sAhitya kI samasta jAnakArI hetu saMparka sUtraH ozo kamyUna iMTaranezanala, 17 koregAMva pArka, pUnA 411001 2010_03

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satya to tumhAre jIvana kA pariSkAra hai| satya to tumhAre hI hone kA zuddhatama DhaMga hai| satya koI saMjJA nahIM hai, kriyA hai| satya koI vastu nahIM hai, bhAva hai| to tuma jitane saMgharSa meM utaroge, jitane mathe jAoge, jitane jaloge, jitane tUphAnoM kI Takkara loge, utanA hI tumhAre bhItara satya AvirbhUta hogA; utanI hI tumhArI dhUla jhar3egI; galata alaga hogA: nirjarA hogI vyartha se| jhAr3a-jhaMkhAr3a Uga gae haiM, ghAsa-phUsa Uga AyA hai-Aga lagAnI hogI, tAki vahI bace, jisake miTane kA koI upAya nhiiN| amRta hI bace; mRtyu ko to khAka kara denA hogaa| yaha baiThe-baiThe na hogaa| isake lie bar3e prabala AhvAna kI, bar3I pragAr3ha cunautI kI jarUrata hai| kiztI ko bhaMvara meM ghirane de, maujoM ke thaper3e sahane de! bhaMvara duzmana nahIM hai| mahAvIra ke rAste para bhaMvara mitra hai, kyoMki usI se lar3akara to tuma jagoge: usI se ulajhakara to tama utthoge| usI kI Takkara ko jhelakara, saMgharSa karake. vijaya karake, tuma usake pAra ho skoge| isalie mahAvIra kA mArga kahA jAtA hai, 'jina kA mArga', jinoM kA mArga; unhoMne, jinhoMne jiitaa| jina zabda kA artha hai : jisane jiitaa| jaina zabda usI jina se bnaa| jina kA artha hai : jisane jiitaa| ozo 2010.03 Mainelibrary

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isa jagata kI sabase apUrva ghaTanA hai kisI vyakti kA siddha yA buddha ho jaanaa| isa jagata kI anupama ghaTanA hai kisI vyakti kA jinatva ko upalabdha ho jAnA, jina ho jaanaa| usa apUrva ghaTanA ke pAsa jalA lenA apane bujhe hue dIyoM ko| avasara denA apane hRdaya ko, ki phira dhar3aka uThe usa ajJAta kI AkAMkSA se, abhIpsA se| mahAvIra ke ina sUtroM para bAta kI hai isI AzA meM ki tumhAre bhItara koI svara bajegA, tuma lalacAoge, cAha uThegI, cloge| ozo A ROTI BOOK 2010_03 For Povetersonal