Sharda Darshan

Author(s): Shardabai Mahasati
Publisher: Mansukhlal Chhaganlal Desai
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/023369/1

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SCOSWOscouCare E GOS pravacanakA:prakha2vyAkhyAtA bA.bra.pUtra.zAradAbAi mahAsatIjI lilli | DoeotaridikDavG GOOGGIT ||

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|| zrI mahAvIrAya namaH | sva. AcArya, gacchAdhipati bA.bra. pU. ratnacaMdrajI gurUdevAya namaH zrI anagaDasUva- gajasukumAlane adhikAra tathA pAMDava caritra. zAre dA darzana (savaMta 2073 nA berIvalI cAturmAsanA vyAkhyAne) : pravacanakAra : khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA AtmajJAnI, cAritra cUDAmaNI, zAsana ziromaNI, gacchAdhipati sva. bA.bra. pU. gurUdeva ratnacaMdrajImahArAja sAhebanA suziNA zAsanadIpikA, prakhara vyAkhyAtA, bA. bra. viduSI pU. zrI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI. : sapAdaka : bA. bra. viduSI pU. zrI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInA suziSyAe tattvaciMtaka pU. kamaLAbAI mahAsatIjI tathA bA. bra. pU. saMgItAbAI mahAsatIjI. ': prakAzaka : manasukhalAla chaganalAla desAI A-7, munisuvrata darzana, navarojI lena, ghATakopara, muMbaI - 400086 * phona H 582553 vecANa kiMmata rU. 8-00

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pustaka: saMvata 2034 - I. sa. 1978 zAradA darzana prata 8000 (ATha hajAra) pravacanakAraka prakhara vyAkhyAtA. bA. ba. viduSI pU. zrI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI saMpAdakaH pU. kamaLAbAI mahAsatIjI bA. bra. pU. saMgItAbAI mahAsatIjI prakAzaka: manasukhalAla chaganalAla desAI A7 munisuvrata, darzana, navarojI lena ghATakopara, muMbaI-400 086 phena naM. 582553 zrI "zAradA darzana' sAhitya samiti zrI vardhamAna sthAnakavAsI jaina zrAvaka saMgha, borIvalI lokamAnya tilakaroDa, borIvalI (pazcima) muMbaI 40009ra. Te. naM. 661139 mudraka - nitIna je. badANI nitIna TeDasa, 401 khajuravAlA cembarsa narazInAthI sTrITa muMbaI 400-009 mudraNa sthaLa:- mukuMdarAya vi. paMDita. reIna prInTIMga presa zAhapura mIla kaMpAunDa. amadAvAda

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. ,, 501'- zrI ramaNalAla niphUlajI kAmadAra borIvalI 501/- zrI dAmodaradAsa harajIvanadAsa zAha borIvalI 501- zrI manubhAI bhagavAnadAsa gosaLIyA berIvalI 251/- zrI bhIkhAlAla khetazIbhAI mahetA borIvalI 251 - zrI ramaNIkalAla jagajIvanadAsa zAha berIvalI 251/- zrI mahAvIra sTezanarI mATe borIvalI 251 - zrI mahAsukhalAla narottamadAsa verA borIvalI 251 - zrI rImIkAMta nAnAlAla dozI borIvalI 251 - zrI hakamIcaMdabhAI harajIvanadAsa paMcamIne borIvalI sva. harajIvanabhAInA smaraNArthe 251 - zrI lalItabhAI kAMtIlAla saMghavI berIvalI sava. jayAbena kAMtIlAlanA samaraNArthe 251 - zrI navInacaMdra ujamazI zeTha berIvalI 251/- zrI savitAbena cunIlAla jhesA (ha. zrI bharatabhAI) * borIvalI 251/- zrI dalIcaMda nAnajIbhAI kuMbhANI borIvalI 251/- zrI ThAkarazI vIjapAra cheDA borIvalI 251/- zrI pravINacaMdra kAnajIbhAI dezI borIvalI - pU. pitAzrI kAnajIbhAInA mAthe 251/- zrI maganalAla rAyacaMda bhImANI borIvalI (sva. vrajalAla rAyacaMda bhImANInA smaraNArthe) 251 - De. hasamukharAya ema. zAha borIvalI 251/- zrI kAntIlAla lIlAdharabhAI - berIvalI 251 - zrI motIcaMda vardhamAna dezI kaccha mudrAvALA 251 - zrI vardhamAna prabhudAsa turakhIyA sAyana 251/- zrI harakhacaMda mADana muMbaI 251/- zrI lAlajI ratanazI gAlA ha. zrI mIDIbAI zIvarImuMbaI 251 - zrI nItinabhAI DuMgarazIbhAI thANuM 200/zrI kusumabena anIlakumAra dozI vilepArlA-muMbaI 151/- zrI rasIkalAla zAMtIlAla zAha borIvalI 151 - zrI kAMtIlAla lakSmIcaMda modI borIvalI 151/- zrI caMpakalAla bI. zAha borIvalI 151/- zrI IndulAla mANekalAla mahetA borIvalI 101/- zrI manasukhalAla gIradharalAla lAThIyA borIvalI

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vavANIyA (morabI) nivAsI sva, mehanabhAI vadha mAnabhAI desAI vavANIyA (morabI) nivAsI zrImatI lIlAvatIbena mehanalAla desAI Ape amArAmAM bAlapaNamAM saMskAra ane cAritranuM ghaDatara karyuM. dAna, zIyaLa, tapa ane tyAganA saMskAronuM siMcana karIne amArAmAM dharma pratyenI zraddhA daDha banAvI che. Ape gaLathUthImAM ghUMTI ghUMTIne e amRta pAyuM ke "je de te deva ane rAkhe te rAkSasa. " game teTalI saMpatti vacce paNa vinaya vivekane bhUlavA nahi. ApanI A saMskArone jIvanamAM vaNI lIdhA ane puNyadaye jyAre saMpatti maLI tyAre amArI yathAzakita tene sadupayoga karatA rahyA chIe ke ApanI zikhAmaNu jIvanamAM barAbara AcaraNamAM mUkI rahyA chIe. | lI. ApanA janma janmanA RNI patro, zrI nautamalAla-a, sau. jazumatI zrI manaharabhAI-a.sau. maMjulA zrI vinayacaMdra-a, sau. nilA janma : sane 1950 svargavAsa : sane 1976 | phula gayuM phorama rahI gaI chavIsa varSanI yuvAna vayamAM TUMkI mAMdagImAM tame amane choDIne cAlyA gayA, paNa tamArA mIThA smaraNo, tamArI ugra bhAvanA, mAtA pratyeno prema Aje paNa amane tamArI yAda apAve che. tamAro zAMta ane premALa svabhAva ame badhA bhUlI zakatA nathI. lI. mAtuzrI zAMtAbena amRtalAla zAha ane baheno sva, prakAza amRtalAla ..

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sva, zrI ratIlAla lakSamIcaMda zAha ( AbAvALA ) zrI. bacubhAI gulAbacaMda dozI ( jAmanagaravALA ) jemane jIvanamAM sabhyatA-saumyatA-sAdAIsadAcAra ane satya, mAnava sevA, dharma pratyenI zubha lAgaNIothI bharapUra evA ucca vRtti vArasAmAM ApI, ApanA ujajavaLa ane pavitra AtmA jyAM ho tyAM cira zAMtI pAme. patni kamaLAbena, putra bhUpendra zAha | putravadhu vilAza zAha putrI aruNA thA kuTuMba parivAra zrI vardhamAna sthA. jaina zrAvaka saMdha ghATakoparanA (hiM gavAlA lena) mAnad TrasTI tathA upapramukha. jomavaMtA jussedAra yuvAnanI mAphaka phurtithI zrI ghATakopara saMdhanI vividha zubha pravRttiomAM tana, mana ane dhanathI potAne sacoTa sAtha sahakAra ApI rahyA che. pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo pratye mAna AdarabhAva dharAvatA zrI bacubhAI udAra hAthe dhArmika ane sAmAjika kSetromAM dravyano sadupayoga kare che. 8 zrI amRtalAla valabhajI TIbaDIyA borIvalI che. saraLa, svabhAvI udAra sajana zrI saMdha sevA te mATe hamezA tatpara hoya che.

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sva. pU. pitAzrI zAmajI velajI virANI "vahetA jaLa nirmaLa bhalA ane dhana dolata detA bhalA" e saMskAra Ape amone gaLathuthImAM pAyA, saMpatti ane samRddhi saMpa ane sadAcAra e te puNyanI prasAdI che. eTale maLelI lakSmI samAja kalyANanA, janatA janArdananA, svadharmI vAtsalyatAnA kAryomAM vAparI. puNyAnubaMdhI puNaya upArjana karavA mATe Ape amAruM je cAritra ghaDatara karyuM te mATe ame samasta virANI parivAra ApanA janmojanmanA RNI chIe. maNilAla zAmajI virANI ane parivAra

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sva. pU. mAtuzrI kaDavIbAI zAmajIbhAI virANI Ape amArAmAM lakSmI e te saMdhyAnA raMga jevI, savAranA jhAkaLanA buMda jevI tathA vIjaLInA camakArA jevI caMcaLa che. evA saMskAronuM nAnapaNathI siMcana karyuM. ane je ma phaLa Ave ane name tevI rIte lamI maLavA chatAM niSkAma ane niHsvArtha bhAve vinaya ane vivekathI saMpattine sad upayoga svadharmIo ane aneka janakalyANanA kAryo mATe karavA Ape amane preraNA ApI te mATe ApanA janmojanmanA RNI chIe maNilAla zAmajI virANI ane parivAra

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sva. durlabhajI zAmajI virANI vizALa vRkSanI chAyAmAM aneka jIve kaI paNa jJAtI ke jAtInA bhedabhAva vagara zAMti ane zItaLatA meLave che, abola ane muMgA jIva sAtA ane sukha anubhave che. tema ApanI chatrachAyA nIce samAjanA khAnadAna kuTuMbanA phuraja de jarApaNa saMkeca vagara pitAnI jarUriyAta ApanI pAse 2ju karatA ane Apa " jamaNe hAtha Ape paNa DAbA hAtha jANe nahi" tevA gauravathI temanuM svamAna ghavAyA vagara hasatA hasatA mokalatA ane zAMtvana ApatA ke pharIthI jyAre jarUra paDe tyAre A ghara tamAruM mAnI vinA sa ke ce Avaze. AvI ApanI vizALa-dIla bhAvanAone yAda karIne kahe che " lAkha marajo paNa lAkhane pAlaNahAra ne maraze."

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sva. pU. mAtuzrI navalabahena maNilAla virANI janma tA. 10-1-1911 * svargavAsa tA. 12-2-1976 dhUpasaLI saLage ane AkhAe vAtAvaraNamAM suga'dha sugaMdha phelAI jAya tema ApanA pagale pagale AkhAe kuTu'khamAM dAna ane dayAnI, tapa ane tyAganI vinaya ane vivekanI, sapa ane samarpaNanI khuzne mhekavA mAMDI. Ape sI'celA AvA sa'skArothI Akhu e kuTuMba naMdanavana khanI gayu. ApanA A aNumela vArasAnuM ame khUba khUba jatana karIne ApanA pratyenu' RNa yaki'ci'ta paNa adA karyAneA satASa anubhavaze. li. Apane parivAra vAsaMtI anIla-AratI, arUNa-sudhA atula-avanI

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sva. chaganalAla zAmajIbhAI virANI jemanA dAnaHvaDeH jaina tathA jainettara samAjanI, janakalyANanI tathA mAnavatAnI anekavidha pravRttione navajIvana maLyuM che teo rAjakeTanI aneka saMsthAomAM TrasTI tathA Trejharara hatA. temaNe saurASTranA ghaNAM sthaLAe upAzraya virANI hAIskUla, virANI kanyA vidyAlaya, muMgA-baherAnI zALA jevI aneka saMsthAomAM meTu dAna ApyuM che. pote ghaNAM dayALu, dhArmika vRttivALA ane premALa hatA.

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ga,sva, vRjakuvarabena chaganalAla virANI Ape amArAmAM dAna, dayA, tapa ane anukampAnA saMskAra reDI amArU ane samagra parivAranuM jIvana khuthI mahekatuM karyuM ane amane sukhI jIvana jIvavAne maMtra Ape ke : sat karma vagara saMpati vadhatI nathI saMyama vagara saMpati TakatI nathI dAna vagara saMpati zebhatI nathI jayaMtIlAla chaganalAla zazIkAnta chaganalAla bhupatabhAI chaganalAla caMpakalAla chaganalAla sthA parivAra

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zrI khImacaMda tribhavana zeTha vaya varSa 90 upaleTA (saurASTra) jemaNe potAnA vatanamAM pU. saMta satIjIenI dhArmika sevA karI che. upaleTAnI pAMjarApoLa, sArvajanika aMgrejI skUla, jaina dhArmika zALA, jIvadayA khAtu vagere 'saMsthAomAM tana, mana dhanathI sevA ApI che. zeTha kuTuMbanuM sadAvrata varSothI calAvyuM che ane pitAnuM jIvana atyaMta sAdAIthI dharmabhAvanAmAM vItAve che. - li. gIrajAzaMkara khImacaMda zeTha

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pU. mAtuzrI jeThIbAI amArAmAM Ape bALapaNamAM sarakAra ane cAritranuM ghaDatara karyuM ane gaLathuthImAM ghUMTI ghUMTIne pAyuM ke "je de te deva ane rAkhe te rAkSasa" jenAmAM devAnI vRtti che te daivI vRtti che ane jenAmAM rAkhavAnI-saMgharavAnI vRtti che te rAkSasI vRtti che. ApanA saMskArane jIvanamAM ame vaNI ane pUNyanA yoge jyAre saMpatti maLI tyAre tene saddaupayoga karatA ja rahyA chIe kAraNa Ape dIdhelI zIkhAmaNa : vahetA jaLa nirmaLa bhalA, sAdhu vicaratA bhalA dhana dolata detA bhalA ame barAbara AcaraNamAM mUkI rahyA chIe. li. ApanA janmojanamanA RNI nagInadAsa, lIlAvatI hiMmatalAla, nirmaLA rasIkalAla, gulAba

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zrI hiMmatalAla nyAlacaMda dozI "kama ceva mAdhikArate..." bhagavAna zrIkRSNano upadeza hoya ke jaina darzanane karmoga " hoya. Ape e upadezane akSaraza: ApanA jIvanamAM utArI vatana vAMkAnerathI mehamayI : muMbaI nagarImAM AvI artha -upajanamAM kAryarata thayA. ApanI Arthika pragatinI sAthe vArasAgata maLela dAna, dayA, anukaMpA Adi dhArmika saMsakAronuM je daDha sIMcana ApanAmAM thayela, ane ApanA laghubaMdhu zrI rasikalAla dozI tathA anya kuTuMbIjanenA egya sahakArathI mAdare vatana vAMkAneramAM garIba tathA jarUriyAtavALA baMdhuonI pIDAne jANI mAnavatAnA temaja samAjakalyANanA sadkAryosArvajanika davAkhAnuM anya Arthika sahAya, muMgA pazuonI sArasaMbhALa tathA ghAsacArA ane gharaAMgaNe ucca keLavaNI ApI zakAya mATe ArTasa ane kemarsa kolejanI sthApanA ane vikAsa mATe bhAre jahemata uThAvavI-te kharekhara prazaMsanIya che. paramakRpALu paramAtmA, AvA aneka sevAnAM kAryo karavA, Apane saMpUrNa taMdurastIbharyuM dIrdhAyu bakSe evI prArthanA.

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zrI rasikalAla nyAlacaMda dezI | himatabhAI ane rasikabhAI eTale jANe rAma lakSmaNanI joDI. nirmaLAbahena ane gulAbahena jANe vastupALanA jamAnAnI derANI jeThANInI joDI, - puruSArtha puruSane paNa lakSamI strInI. bannenA pagale lakSamI aDhaLaka AvI paNa teno saddaupayoga karavAmAM hameza bannee protsAhana tathA preraNA ApI eTaluM ja nahi paNa sahega AvyA. | rasikabhAI e paNa saMtonI vANIne gaLathuthImAM gUthI rAkhI ane kamANImAM bhagavAnano bhAga rAkhIne saMpattine saddaupayoga vatananA vikAsamAM, mAnavatAnA ane dharma utthAnanA ane jJAnapracAranA kAmamAM karIne bIjAne AdaMza pUro pADaze ke - maLI je saMpatti tamane vAparajo sat kAryamAM nahitara pachI pastAvuM paDaze jyAre pUchyuM tamAruM khuTI jaze

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sva. pU. pitAzrI mohanalAla popaTalAla datarI * phula to kharI gayuM, paNa pherama tenI rahI gaI ? tema Apa te cAlyA gayA; paNa ApanA sadgaNa khuba sAMbhare che. Ape aneka kaSTa sahana karIne amane pragatinA paMthe mukI dIdhA, paNa e pragati jevA Apa na rahyA. tenuM amane khUba duHkha che. paisA karatA saMskAra tathA zikSaNane Ape vadhu mahatva ApyuM . * mAruM game te thAya paNa saMtAnane bhaNAvIza.'' e ApanA jIvana-mUtra hajIe kAnamAM guje che. nAnI AvakamAM paNa Ape e kArya para karyuM', Ape bhaNatara ApyuM ane ApanI haiyAtIbAda amArA pU. mAtuzrIe amane gaNatara ApyuM , Apa banenA ame khuba khuba RNI chIe. ApazrI baMnene amArA keTI keTI vaMdana che. Ape amArA jIvanamAM dharmanuM bIja vAvI, saMskAra rUpI jaLanuM sIMcana karyuM che. ApanA jIvanamAM saraLa svabhAva, nikhAlasatA, saMtoSa, niHsvArtha pAyu ane pramANIkatA e sadgaNe turata dekhAI Ave tevA hatA. vaMdanIya bA. vra, pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjIe dhamanI keDI upara paga maMDAvyA che. te mATe temanA paNa ame RNI chIe. teo zrIne paNa amArA koTI koTI vaMdana ho, lI. prItamalAla mo, daphatarI kusumabena prI. daphatarI | Oaa kuTu bIjanA

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pitR devo bhavaH mAtR devo bhavaH pU. pitAzrI zAha talakacaMda sAMkaLacaMda pU. mAtuzrI a, sau. maNIbahena talakacaMda zAha Ape kuTuMbanA sukAnI banI amArA jIvanabAganA mALI banIne amArA jIvanabAgamAM saMskAra sadAcAra ane saMyamanA sutrane khIlavIne amArA jIvanabAgane sadaguNa rUpI suvAsathI madhamadhatA banAvyA che. ane amane niSkAma ane niHsvArtha bhAve dharmakArya satkArya karavAnI preraNA ApI rahyA che. te badala pU. pitAzrI tathA mAtuzrI, A 5 banenA ane atyaMta RNI chIe. Aje ame sevAnA kSetre sAmAjIka kSetre ke mAnavatAnA kSetre je kAMI yata kiMcita sevA karI rahyA chIe te paNa ApanI preraNA tathA saMskAranuja baLa che. pU. saMta satIjInA darzana karI temanA vyAkhyAna vANIne lAbha laI rahyA che ane maLelI lakSmIne samAge sadavyaya Apa karI rahyA che, ane pazu teja mArge dorI rahyA che, ane Aje amArI thoDI ghaNI paNa pragati dareka kSetre thaI che te ApanA saMskAra ne ja AbhArI che. lI. ApanA putra parivAra ane kuTuMba naTavaralAla talakacaMda zAha

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zrI prabhudAsa ThAkarazI gosalIyA (bADI pIparaDIvALA) hAla kAndIvalI rahetA zrI prabhudAsa bhAI dharmapremI sajajana che. jemaNe mA khamaNa jevI ugra tapazcaryA karela che. zubhakamanA udayathI maLelI lakSmIne udAra hAthe sahaja saraLatAthI sadavyaya kare che. pU. sAdhu sA vIjIonA parama bhakata che, dUra dUra darzanArthe javA mATe harahaMmeza taiyAra hoya che. pramANamAM moTI uMmara hovA chatA dharma kAryamAM yuvAna je taravarATa temanAmAM che.

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cItalIyA mahAsukhalAla kezavalAla (borIvalI) dharmanA 'skAre sAthe svabhAvanI saraLatA ane nIkhAlasatAne suMdara sumeLa thaye che. evA vyApAra kuzaLa yuvAna, jee zrI erIvalI saghanA sakrIya kAryakara ane kAryavAhaka samItInA sabhya che. sa`ta sevA pratye khUba Adara dharAve che sahuja udAratAthI lakSmIne sadavyaya kare che.

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zrI bhImazIbhAI hAjAbhAI nIsara kucha khAroInA vatanI bhImazI mAIne dAna, dharma, saMskAritA temaja sevA parAyaNatA jevA umadA guNA emane gaLathuthImAM ja maLyAM che. teo svabhAve zAMta, vinayI ane sarala rahyA che. teo kuzaLa vyApArI-uttama vahIvaTakAra uparAMta udAra dAnavIra temaja ekaniSTa samAja sevaka tarIke samagra kare che gujarAta temaja muMbaImAM mazahura che. teo ApabaLe khata, dhIraja, niSThA temaja AgavI pratimAthI uttarotara samRddhi ane vikAzane mArge AgaLa vadhyA. lagabhaga daza varSa sudhI pramANikatA ane parizrama-zIlatAthI nokarI karatAM karatAM svataMtra vyApAra dhaMdhAmAM jhaMpalAvyuM ane muMbaI AlamamAM prema ane sAdarane pAtra banI rahyA che. nAnI paracuraNa dukAnathI zarUAta karI varSa 1959mAM ezivAla buka De nAmanA ekasarasAIjha bukanuM bhA gIdArImAM kArakhAnuM ubhu karI varSa 1975 mAM milana inDasTrIjha dvArA polIthIna beganuM eka AgavuM ane suMdara kArakhAnuM ubhuM karI ane " AzIrvAda " nAmane DIpArTamenTala sTorsa gere. gAMvamAM zarU karyo. emaNe muMbainI vyApAra udyoganI AlamamAM eka mAna bharyuM sthAna prApta karI lIdhu che. temanA mitravarga ghaNo ja vizALa che. - A uparAMta hAla teo zrI khAroI mitra maMDaLa menejIga kamiTI, zrI ravajI lAlajI choDavA jaina beDIMga karacha vAgaDa velaphera sosAyaTI, sahakArI vidyAmaMdira temaja tAradeva jaina mitra maMDaLa jevI aneka vidha zaukSaNIka, sAmAjika temaja dhArmika saMsthAo sAthe sakrIya rIte saMkaLAyelA che. A badhI saMsthAone satata preraNA ane mArgadarzana ApatA rahyA che.

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sva. velajIbhAi mANasIbhAi zA zrI, kherIvalI sa MghanA AdyasthApaka ane zrI, sa MdhanI sthApanAthI tee zrInA svargavAsa sudhInA pramukha zrI, velajIbhAi tadna saraLa svabhAvI, mItabhASI, sajjana hatA. temanA suputra zrI. nAnajI bhAI Aje yuvAna vaye zrI. saMdhanA TrasTI khajAnacI tarIke tathA zra, vardhamAna kalInIkanA mAnad maMtrI tarIke sakriya sevA ApI rahyA che. ga. sva. jIvIbahena mANekacaMda zAha zA, maNasI bhImasI chADavA gAma sAmakhIyAlI kaccha janma : 8-9-1917. svargavAsa 23-1-1973 ApanI kArya kuzaLatA premALa svabhAva kuTuMba vAtsalya ane paropakArI jIvananA mIThA smaraNA haMmezA amene yAda AvatA raheze. lI. DA, jI. ema. chADavA khImajI chADavA A dharma premI sannArI zrI. kherIvalI sadhanA pAyAnA patthara samAna che. sata satIjIenI vaiyAvRta e ja temanuM jIvana che. AvI sannArInI kukhe janmelA temanA suputra zrI. maNIlAlabhAimAM sahaja udAratA samAyelI che ane tee udAra hAthe lakSmInA sadvyaya karI rahyA che.

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zAha choTAlAla kapuracaMda lIMbaDI nIvAsI sva. tA. 29-6-1958 jemanuM jIvana eka Adarza namunA rUpa hatuM ane jemanA saMskAra ane sAhasIka vRttie dhArmika temaja bhautika kSetre pragati sAdhI evA pujya pitAzrIne koTI vaMdana ! zAha jayatIlAla chANalAla zrI ratIlAla vanecaMda pArekha sva, mulacaMda jeThAlAla mahetA (kATIvALA) rAjakoTa janma : tA. 18-4-1893 rAjakoTa maraNa : tA. 10-9-1975 rAjakeTa | brITIza semAlIleMDa (hAlanuM samAlIyA)mAM sIvIla enajInIyara tarIke rITAyarDa thayA pachI rAjakeTanI junI ne jANItI lega lAyabrerImAM mAnad maMtrI tarIke ghaNA varSo sevA ApelI. zrI devajI prAgajI jaina bAlAzrAma gAMDalaroDa rAjakoTamAM TrasTI tarIke tathA mAnad maMtrI tarIke lAMbA samaya tana, mana ne dhanathI sevA ApelI. teozrIe bAMdhakAma te aMge 2 pustakA gujarAtImAM lakhelA. jenI royalTI paNa Aja bAlAzramane apIta karelI che. zikSaNa kSetre paNa zrI saurASTra hAIskula rAjakoTane sArI Arthika madada karelI. lI. Apano parivAra dharma premI, svabhAve udAra evA zrI ratIbhAI sevA mATe haraha meza taiyAra hoya che. zrI borIvalI saMdhanA kAryavAhaka sabhya-yuvAna kAryakartA che.

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zrI jayantIlAla kapuracaMda zAha mAtuzrI mANekabena govIMdajI lAThIA janma. mAgazara saM', 1965 muMbaInA jANItA sTavanA vepArI mesarsa zAha enDa kuM. vALA zrI. jayantIbhAI tathA temanA baMdhu zrI. subhASabhAI udAra hAthe dAna ApI rahyA che. badhA bhAIe "saMyukata kuTuMba ' mAM rahe che. Akhu kuTuMba dharma premI che. mAtRsneha vAlya ane premanuM jharaNuM che. kaDavuM pIne amRta vahAvanAra che. sAnukULa athavA pratikULa saMcagAmAM vaya rAkhI, amArAmAM jJAna, dAna, dharma, nIti, niSkAma, niHsvArtha sevAnA saMskAra siMcI, tapa ane tyAgane mArga batAvI amArUM je cAritra ghaDatara karI rahyA che tevA Apane amArA hArdika koTI koTI vaMdana. lI. nagInadAsa govIdajI lAThIA pratAparAya geDIdajI lAThIA Ape amane dharmanA saMskArane amUlya vAraso Apyo che je amane amArA jIvanamAM mArgadarzaka banyo che. pU. sAdhusAdhvIjIonI vyAkhyAnamAM Apane khUba rasa hatA eTale A pustakamAM Apane hRdayapUrvakanI zradhdhAMjalI arpI kRtakRtya banuM chuM. putra jayasukhalAla lAlacaMda gaDA sva. pU. mAtuzrI saMtokabahena lAlacaMda gaDA (nesaDI nivAsI)

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zrA, hI'matalAla bhagavAnadAsa pArekha dhArmika vRttinA ane saraLa svabhAvI zrI hImatabhAI pArekha sAmAjIka kArya kare che. khArIvalInI sauMsthAene sevA ApI rahyA che. zrI. kheArIvalI sadhanA tathA zrI vardhamAna kalInIkanI menejI Mga kamITInA sabhya che. sva. zrI. prabhulAla saMgharAja zAhu janma: 1911-svargavAsa 1968 sva. zAntIlAla kAlIdAsa zAhu gaDhaDA svAmInA nIvAsI sva. zAntIlAla kAlIdAsa zAha dhArmi ka vRttivALA saraLa svabhAva nA. sevAmAvI temaja guptadAtA hatA. teo Apa baLe AgaLa AvelA ane muMbaInI pAipa phITIganI jANItI peDhI me. esa. lavacaMda enDa kuM. nA bhAgIdAra hatA. A peDhI paNa kuTuMba jevI che. peDhInA nAme paNa dAnA thatA rahe che. vakIlAtanuM zikSaNa meLavyuM hAvA chatAM vepArI kunehathI aDhaLaka lakSmI meLavI ane tenA sazrcaya karyo. pitRsmRtimAM jAmanagaramAM zrI saMdharAja nemacaMda zAha lA kAlejanI sthApanA karI. teezrInA dAna-dayA-dharma pharajanI vRtti ane pU. sAdhu sAdhvIjIenI vaiyAvRttanI bhAvanA amArA jIvanamAM preraNArUpa banI rahyA che. --ApanA dharma patnI kAkIlA tathA parivAra

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khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA jaina zAsananA sitArA bA. bra. pU. zrI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInA saM sArI mAtuzrI saMskArI, sadAcArI ane cAritrazIla mAtA se zikSakenuM kAma kare che. Ape ame bAlyAvasthAmAM dharmabhAvanA, saccAI zubhaniSThA, dayA, dAna ane saraLatAnA je saMskAra nuM siMcana karyuM che tene ame AcaraNamAM mUkI ApanuM RNa caki cita adA karI jIvanamAM saMtoSa anubhavIe chIe. li. ApanA bhavabhavanA RNI AjJAMkita putro, naTavaralAla a. sau. nAraMgIbahena prANalAla a. sI. IndIrAbahena sva. sakarIbahena vADIlAla zAha - (sANaMda) sva. navInacaMdra zAMtIlAla zAha (surendranagara) nA samaraNArthe zrI ramezacaMdra vADIlAla zAha sva. khetazI ratanazI gaDAnA maraNArthe bhAnubahena khetazI gaDA (vilepArale)

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"prakAzakanuM nivedana ) sAkSAsarasvatI sama, ena zAsananA jhaLahaLatA sitArA, zAsanaratnA, khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA mahAviduSI, prakhara 09 : khyAta', bA. vya, pUzAradA I mahAsatIjInA zrI mukhethI vIragevANItA che. tyAre vahI rahyo hoya tyAre temAM taraboLa thavuM te mahAbhAgya che. A vizvanAzamAM madhamadhanA pa jevuM jemanu suvAsita jIvana che evA bA.bra.pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjIe jana zAsanane DaMke dezanA khUNe khUNe vagADI aneka AtmAone AdhyAtmika mArge vALyA che, temanI sumadhura vANIthI zrotAone maMtramugdha bane che ane vIravANInA pravAhamAM tallIna thaI jAya che. AvA parama upakArI bA.bra. pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInuM saM. 2032nuM cAturmAsa ghATa para mukAme hatuM, tyAre ghATake paranA vyAkhyAnone saMgraha "zAradA zikhara'nuM prakAzana karavAnuM sadbhAgya mane prApta thayuM hatuM, ane mArI bhAvanA te pustakanA prakAzakanA nivedanamAM meM vyakata karI che eTale tenI punakita karatuM nathI. AvA kAryonI tRpita kadI hotI nathI. eka pustakanA prakAzana karyAthI te AvA vadhu pustaka prakAzana karavAnI bhAvanA jAgI ane amArA pU. mamatALuM mAtuzrI maNIbahenanI satata preraNA A kAma meLavI ja rahI, mahAvidupI bA. bra. pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInuM 2033nuM cAturmAsa berIvalI nakakI thayuM ane vardhamAna sthAnakavAsI jaina saMgha borIvalIe pU. mahAsatIjanA vyAkhyAne graMthastha karavAno nirNaya karyAnI mane jANa thaI. upara darzAvyuM tema pU. mahAsatIjInA vadhu pustaka prakAzita thatA rahe evI bhAvanA rahyA karatI hatI. ane berIvalIna "vyAkhyAna saMgraha " prakAzita karavAne apUrva lAbha mane maLe te kevuM sAruM ema lAgyA karatuM hatuM. pU. mahAsatIjInA vyAkhyAne ghATake paramAM te sAMbhaLavAne lAbha avAranavAra maLatA ja hatA, paraMtu berIvalI vAraMvAra javAnuM zakaya na hovAthI te "vyAkhyAna saMgraha " prasidhdha karavAmAM sakriya sahakAra ApavAnI mArI bhAvanA prabaLa banI. mane e vAtane AnaMda che ke zrI borIvalI saMghanA kAryavAhakonI zubha preraNA ane temanI anumatithI A vyAkhyAna saMgraha " zAradAdarzana prasidadha karavAnI mane taka maLI che, ane sAre e sahakAra Ape che te mATe huM tane AbhAra mAnuM chuM. A pravacana pustakamAM be mukhya pravAhe che. jemAM eka zrI aMtagaDacha sUtrane gajasukumAlano AkAra ane bIje che pAMDava caritrane adhikAra. je khUba rasaprada, bedhadAyaka ane vairAgyasabhara che. pU. mahAsatIjInI sacoTa ane jozIlI zailImAM A adhikAra sAMbhaLatA zretAonA hRdaya hacamacI uDatA. ghaDIbhara bhairAgyanA raMge raMgAI jatA. je vANanA prabhAvathI borIvalImAM tapa, tyAganA pUra umaTayA ane abAla vRdhdha sau dharmanA paMthe khUba AgaLa vadayA. pustakanA vAMcake, A pustaka vAMcIne pitAnA jIvanamAM navIna preraNA meLavI AdhyAtma paMthe jarUra AgaLa vadhaze evI aMtaranI bhAvanA. A samaye jeNe jeNe pustaka pragaTa karavAmAM dAna ApI tathA grAhaka banI lAbha lIdhe che te sarve ne AbhAra mAnuM chuM. lI. manasukhalAla chaganalAla desAI

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zrI vardhamAna sthAnakavAsI jaina saMgha borIvalI. citaH zrI "zAradA darzana" sAhitya samitinuM nivedana mAnavInI jIvana sudhAraNAmAM "saMta samAgama" agatyano bhAga bhajave che. saMta samAgama pachInuM sthAna "sa sAhityamAM le che. ApaNuM paramapitA carama tIrthakara, zAsanapati bhagavAna mahAvIra prabhunI vANanI guMthaNI gaNadharoe karI ane kALakrame lekanI yAdazakti ochI thatAM vIra saMvata 980mAM vitarAgavANI lipibaddha thaI. pahelA zarUAta tADapatra upara lakhavAthI thaI, pachI kAgaLa upara suMdara akSare hastalikhita prata ane chevaTe chApakAma yaMtranI zodha thatAM presamAM pustaka chapAyA. AgamavANI ane sUtranA pustako prasidadha thaI janasamAja samakSa mUkAyA. AvA zAstranA gahana viSayane abhyAsa karanAra varga a5 hoya eTale zAstronA abhyAsI sAdhu sAdhvIjIo jeo kuzaLa vakatA hoya temanA vyAkhyAno chapAIne prasiddha thAya te te janasamAjane bahu upayogI nIvaDe. evA khyAlathI chellA 40-45 varSothI "vyAkhyAna saMgraha" prasidhdha thatA rahyA che. je bahu kapriya banyA che. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLatI vakhate vaktA pratyakSa hoya che eTale vakatAnA hRdayenA bhAva paNa jhIlAya che. je khUba asarakAraka nIvaDe che. paraMtu vyAkhyAna saMgraha vAMcatI vakhate eka vadhu lAbha e hoya che ke kaI vAta echI samajAya te te pharIne vAMcI zakAya che. pratyakSa vyAkhyAna zravaNane lAbha je nathI laI zakatA teone vyAkhyAna saMgrahanuM vAMcana, manana jIvana rAha batAvavAmAM mArgadarzaka bane che. vidvAna vakatAne sAMbhaLatA hRdayamAM evA bhAva Ave ke AvuM sAMbhaLyA ja karIe ane A vakatavyane lAbha anyane paNa maLe te kevuM sAruM ! kharekhara banyuM paNa evuM. khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA prakhara vyAkhyAtA, mahAviduSI bA. ba. pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInA vyAkhyAna jayAre jyAre sAMbhaLavAne moke maLe tyAre tyAre ema thAya ke amArA berIvalInA kSetramAM Ave apUrva avasara maLe te kevA ahebhAgya! paNa A te nAnA moDhe moTI vAta jevuM hatuM, chatAM zradhAbaLa ajaba kAma karI jAya che. paMdara paMdara varSathI AvI bhAvanA sAthe mahAviduSI prakhara vyAkhyAtA bA. bra. pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjIne berIvalInA cAturmAsanI vinaMtI bhAvapUrvaka karatA hatA, pU. mahAsatIjI pahelI vakhata bRhada muMbaInA kSetramAM birAjatA hatA tyArathI vinaMtI cAlu hatI. teozrI gujarAta tarapha padhAryA chatAM amAro zrAdhAne dIvaDo jalate ja rahyo hato. bA. bra. bhAvanAbAI mahAsatIjInI bhAgavatI dIkSA prasaMge pU. mahAsatIjIne pharIthI muMbaI padhAravAnuM thayuM ane zradhdhAdIpa pharI sateja tha.

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vizvAsa ane zradhdhAthI bhAvanA pUrvaka karelA kAryamAM azya saphaLatA maLe che. mahAviduSI, prakhara vyAkhyAtA bA.bra. pU. zAradabAI mahAsatIjIe AzvAsana ApyuM ke A vakhate borIvalI mATe jarUra vicAra karazuM, ane kahetA harSa thAya che ke pU. mahAsatIjInI kRpAthI, khaMbhAta saMghanA pramukhazrI mULacaMdabhAI pUjalAlabhAI paTela tathA mAjI pramukhazrI cImanalAla choTAlAla zAha tathA khaMbhAta saMghanA sahakArathI saM. 2013nA cAturmAsane lAbha amane maLatAM amArA zrI saMghanI paMdara paMdara varSanI bhAvanA phaLI. jayAre cAturmAsanI svIkRti maLI tyAre mane mana nakkI karyuM ke pU. mahAsatIjInA berIvalInA vyAkhyAne graMthastha karavA. zrI saMghanI kAryavAhaka samitimAM cAtuM mAsa svIkRtinI vAta mUkatA vyAkhyAna saMgrahanI bAbata paNa tarata maMjura thaI. vAta te maMjura thaI paNa amArA nAnakaDA saMdha mATe A moTI javAbadArI hatI, paNa agAu kahyuM tema zraddhAnA baLe kArya hAtha dharyuM. je saphaLa thatAM A5nA karakamalamAM "zAradA darzana" mUkavA bhAgyazALI banyA chIe. amArA nAnakaDA saMghanI moTI javAbadArI mATe dAnavIra sALA banevInI joDI zeTha zrI maNIlAla zAmajIbhAI vIrANI ane zeTha zrI gIrajAzaMkara khImacaMda zeTha tathA chaganalAla zAmajIbhAI vIrANInA suputro saciMta hatA. teozrI sahakuTuMba dara ravivAre berIvalI pU. mahAsatIjInA darzanArthe ane vyAkhyAna zravaNa karavA AvatA ane premathI amane pUchatAM ke tame "vyAkhyAna saMgraha prasidadha karavAne nirNaya te karyo che paraMtu zuM vyavasthA che ? A preraNAmAM baMdhu belaDI vAMkAneravALA zeTha zrI hiMmatalAla nyAlacaMda dozI ane zeTha zrI rasIkalAla khyAlacaMda dezI tathA zeThazrI prItamalAla mehanalAla dastarI joDAyA ane yojanAnA sahakAranA kaLazarUpe ghATakoparanA udAra dila sajajana zeThazrI manasukhalAla chaganalAla desAI sAmela thayA. AvuM sadhdhara pIThabaLa maLatAM amAruM kArya saraLa thayuM. | murabbI zrI maNIlAla zAmajIbhAI vIrANIe tathA zeTha hIMmatalAla nyAlacaMda dozIe temanI ophIsamAM sAmethI amane belAvIne kama ApI che ane mAtabara rakama ApavA chatAM prakAzakanuM nAma levAnuM amArA mATe khulluM rAkhyuM hatuM. A lakhavAmAM jarAya atizayokita nathI. zeTha zrI manasukhalAla chaganalAla desAIne amAre paricaya na hovA chatAM teozrIe prathama paricaye pAMca ja miniTamAM rU. 15000 (paMdara hajAra) jevI mAtabara rakama prakAzakanA nAma mATe ApI. AvA sahRdayI udAra dila dAtAothI jaina samAja ujaLe che ane samAjanA aneka kAryo saraLatAthI pAra paDI rahyA che. A uparAMta bIjA dAtAoe paNa sArI rakama ApI che jenI yAdI A pustakamAM ApavAmAM AvI che. A sarve dAtAone ame aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka AbhAra mAnIe chIe. A thaI pustaka prakAzananI vAta. have prakhara pravacanakAranI vAta. khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA sva, AcArya deva, sidadhAMta mahodadhi, vyAkhyAna vAcaspati bA.bra. pU. gurUdeva zrI ratnacaMdrajI.

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mahArAja sAhebanA suziSyA prakhara vyAkhyAtA, zAsanara, adhyAtmavettA, mahAnaviduSI bA. ba. pU zAradAbAI mahAsatIjIthI sAroya jaina ane jainetara samAja suparicita che. teozrInI siMhagarjanA sama jezIlI ane hRdayasparzI vyAkhyAna zailIthI zrotAo maMtramugdha banI jAya che. amArA mahAna samaye hutA ke saM. 203nA pU. mahAsatIjInA cAturmAsane lAbha amane maLe. vizeSa aheba" e hA ke A varSe adhika mAsa havAthI amane savAze-pAMca mAsane lAbha maLe pU mahA satIjI vyAkhyAnane viSaya paNa suMdara pasaMda karyo. te viSaya aMgajI sUtrane "gajasukamAla" ne adhikAra nathI pAMDava caritra". aSADa suda punamathI kArAka suda pUnama sudhI mahAviduSI prakhara vyAkhyAtA bA.bra. pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInA sAmuthI aviratapaNe vIravANIne dhodha vahI rahyo, ane teozrInA suzivAo tAttvaciMtaka pU. kALAbAI mahAsatIjI tathA bA. cha. pU. saMgItAbAI mahAsatIjIe satatapaNe te jha ane lipibadhdha karyo. | mahAsatIjInA AgamanathI zrI saMghamAM purva dharmosADa pravartI rahyo hate. cAtumasa bhavyatAthI AgaLa vadhI rahyuM hatuM, ane dhirAja paryuSaNa parva AvatAM te utsAha Teve pahero. dAna, zIyaLa, tapa ane lavathI vAtAvaraNa madhamadhatuM rahyuM ane berIvalI saghana 25 varSanA ItihAsamAM naDe thayela ajoDa tapazcaryAe thaI. cha upavAsa ane tethI vadhu upavAsI jAya ke baMne (100upara " . jemAM 1da (soLa) tA mAsamAM jaga ho ane upara ane ' sidhi 5 hatA. bA. bra. caMdanabAI mahAsatIjI nA bA. ba. harSidAbAI . satIjIe mA jaganI ane bA. ba. zobhanAbAI mahAsatIjIe upavArAnA siuipI mahAna upara A lo karI hatI. A tapasvIonA daraNAnA utsava paNa khuba . thI hajAre che vaTa zAvikAonI hAjarImAM ujavAyA. A cAtuM mAsamAM 21 meLanA thaDa ane 8 thI 10 varSanA bALakee aThThAI je nI tapAsa karI. pU mahAsatIjInA dupadezathI cha dapatioe AjIvana brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra karyuM. AvA prabhAvazALI mahAsatIjInA vyAkhyAna saMgrahonI upagInA e che ke baha janasamAja sIdhI, saraLa, saceTa bhASAmAM bodha pAme. jyAM jyAM vadhu sAdIjIe pahoMcI zakatA na che tyAM tyAM AvA pustaka vAMcI jijJAsu bhAI bahena nadharmanI jhAMkhI karI zake che. emAMye mahAviduSI, prakhara vyAkhyA che. bA. . . zAradAbAI mahAsatIjanA vyAkhyAna saMgrahe te khUba lokanya ane lokapriya banyA che. pU. mahAsatIjInA 9 cAturmAsanA vyAkhyAne pustaka rUpe bahAra paDI che ane "zAradA darzana" 10 mu pustaka che. paraMtu agAunA badhA ja pustake vArtha che. kacchamAMthI eka bhAInI mAMgaNI amArA upara AvI ke pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInA vyAkhyAna rahe atyAra sudhImAM jeTalA bahAra paDayA che te dareka amane game te kiMmate mokale,

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pU mahAsatIjInA vyAkhyAna saMgraheAnI mAMgaNI paradezathI paNa ghaNA pramANamAM Ave che. are, eka bhAIne tA pU. mahAsatIjInu' pustaka vAMcI evA bhAva AvyA ke have AvuM sudara pustaka jyAMthI bahAra paDavAnuM hoya tyAM pustaka sahAyamAM rU. 1000 (eka hajAra) mAkalI ApavA ane te rIte temaNe amane mAkalI ApyA. A rIte pU. mahAsatIjInA pustakanA prabhAva dezavidezamAM paDayA che. ame " zAradA dana'' nI ATha hajAra prata mahAra pADI rahyA chIe. tenI 6000 pratanA grAhake te agAuthI noMdhAI gayA che. A uparathI tame kalpanA karI zake che ke mA. zra" pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInI sacoTa ane hRdayaspI zailIthI pharamAvelA vyAkhyAne ane vyAkhyAna sagrahe janatAmAM keTalA leAkapriya tathA upacAgI nIvaDayA che. chapAInA kAgaLA tathA chApakAmanA uMcA bhAvamAM AvA daLadAra, suMdara sughaDa chapAi ane bAinDIgavALA pustakanI kiMmata Azare rU. 18thI 20 paDe. chatAM te pustaka phakata rU. 8 mAM vecavAnA ame niya karyAM te dAtAone Aba.rI che. dAnavIra zeTha zrI manasukhalAla chaganalAla desAie rU. 15000 (paMdarahajAra)nuM mAtabara dAna ApatA prakAzaka tarIke teozrInu nAma ApatA AnaMda anubhavIe chIe. A lAkapriya vyAkhyAna saMgrahanA pAMca ke tethI vadhu pustakAnA agAuthI grAhaka thanAra sauneA ane A kAryoMmAM pratyakSa ke parokSa sahakAra ApanAra saunA aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka AbhAra. A pustaka prakAzananuM kArya. cIvaTathI karI ApavA mATe zrI nItInabhAI adANI tathA presa menejara zrI mukuMdabhAI ane presanA sau kAryakarone AbhAra hRdayanA umaLakAthI vyAkhyAna saMgraha karavA badala tattvaciMtaka pU kamaLAbAI mahAsatIjIneA tathA mA. bra. pU. sa`gItAmAI mahAsatIjI (jemaNe metInA dANA jevA akSarothI suMdara presa kApI karI ApI) nA tathA sau mahAsatIjIne jemaNe kALajIpUrvaka prA tapAsI ApyA te badhAne aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka AbhAra mAnIe chIe. pU. mahAsatIjIe dararoja vyAkhyAne vistArapUrvaka pharamAvyA che paraMtu pustaka bahu meru thavAthI sthaLa sa kAcane kAraNe amuka vyAkhyAneAne sAra bhegA karyAM che. presanI koI bhUla dekhAya te zudhdhipatrakamAM joI levA vinaMtI che, chatAM kAI bhUla rahI javA pAmI hoya tA sudhArIne vAMcavA vAMcakeAne namra vina'tI che. aMtamAM A pustakanuM vAMcana ciMtana manana karI aneka AtmAe dharmAbhimukha khanaze evI zradhdhA ane vizvAsa sAthe viramIe chIe, leAkamAnya tIlakaroDa, erIvalI (pazcima) mu khaI-400092 akSaya tRtiyA, sa. 2034, vIra sava1 2504 tA. 9-5-1978 vI. namra sevake bhIkhAlAla khetasIbhAI mahetA OMA, jI. ema. chADavA nAnajI velajI zA. rasikalAla zAntIlAla zAha dhanasukhalAla gulAbacaMda pAdazAha zrI " zAradA darzana " sAhitya samiti vadhu mAna sthA. jaina saMgha bArIvalI

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prakhara vyAkhyAtA, bAla brahmacArI, viduSI pU. zAradAbAi mahAsatIjInI jIvanarekhA preraNAdAyI vairAgyamaya jIvana" pavitra bhAratabhUmi e aneka vIra ratananI khANa che. je bhUmimAM aneka tIrthakaro, kevaLI bhagavate ane zAsananuM vIralAne hIralA jevA tejasvI rane thayA che. tevA zAsanaranethI Aje paNa A bhUmi jhaLahaLI rahI che. te ranemAM eka che jaina zAsanamAM eka satI tarIke rahIne jemaNe jaina zAsanane DaMke dezadezamAM vagADI, jJAnanI parama tejasvI prabhA pragaTAvI, aneka suSupta AtmAonI cetanAne jAgRta karI AdhyAtmamArge vAjyA che, jemaNe divya jIvana jIvavAnI kaLAne apUrva bodhapATha jagatane Ape che, jemanA nAmathI Aje kaI paNa vyakti ajANa nahI hoya. evA che khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA prakhara vyAkhyAtA, zAsana ratnA, mahAna viduSI bA. bra. pU. zrI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI. saMta purUSone janma ApanAra mAtA paNa amara banI jAya che. tArAonA samUha rU5 hajAre bALakane janma ApanAra aneka mAtAo hoya che paNa sUrya samAna mahAna tejasvI, yazasvI zAsanaratnane janma ApanAra mAtAe virala hoya che. Adarza mAtAe ja jainazAsananemAM dharmadhuraMdhara banI zakanAra AtmAone janma ApI zake che, ane pitAnA saMtAnane vIratAnA, dauryatAnA pATha paDhAvI, saddaguNanA zaNagArothI zaNagArI saMtAnonI mahAmUlya bheTa jainazAsanane arpaNa karI zake che. tethI AvA zAsananA satIjInA jIvananI rUparekhA AlekhatAM pahelA temanA janmadAtA mAtA pitAnuM Alekhana karavAnuM mana thaI jAya che. zAsanapremI dharmarasika pitA vADIbhAI tathA sadaguNethI zobhatA mAtA sArI bahene jainazAsane ujjavaLa karanAra ane saMpradAyanI zAna vadhAranAra, jIvana udhdhAraka, pratibhAzALI, mahAna satIratana bA.bra. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjIne savaMta 1981nA mAgazara suda 11 nA pavitra divase madhyarAtrIe sANaMda zaheramAM janma Ape. kharekhara kone khabara hatI ke A nAnakaDI bALA bhaviSyamAM vIra prabhunA mahAna tyAga mAge prayANa karI potAnA sadaguNa sumananI saurabha sArI duniyAmAM prasarAvI, amRtavANInA siMcanathI bhavya jIvene baLatA dAvAnaLamAMthI tyAganI zItaLa tapovana bhUmimAM lAvI mAtApitAnA nAmane duniyAmAM rozana karaze. A bhAgyazALI mAtA sakarI bahenane pAMca dIkarIo ane be dIkarA hatA. jemAM atyAre cAra dIkarIo ane be dIkarA mejuda che. ApaNe te mukhya vAta jainazAsanane javalaMta rAkhanAra zAsanadipIkA bA.bra. viduSI pU zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInA jIvananI rUparekhA lakhavI che tethI temanA jIvananA prasaMge vicArIe,

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11 zizuvayane vaTAvI mAhyavayanA prAMgaNamAM paga mUkatA zAradA bahenane temanA parama upakArI mAtApitAe sANaMdanI gujarAtI zALAmAM abhyAsa arthe mAkalyA. jIvanamAM susa'skAra ane sadguNarUpI negeTIva ane pAjheTIva vAyaranA tArA jayAM kAma karI rahyA hoya tyAM jIvanamAM jhaLahaLatA prakAzanI rozanI pragaTe temAM zu' Azcaya ! tema ApaNA zAradAbahenane eka tarapha susArI Adarza mAtApitAnA sa`skAranuM si cana maLyu. ane khIjI tarapha temanA pUnA sahkArAnA kiraNeA purUSArtha dvArA prakAza pAmatA gayA. te anusAra skUlamAM cha gujarAtI sudhInA abhyAsa karyAM ane sAtheAsAtha jainazALAmAM, jai dhArmika abhyAsa karavA lAgyA. zAradAbahena bAlapaNamAM skUlamAM jAya che chatAM virakata bhAvamAM rahe che. temanI khAla sakhIe zALAmAM ramatI hoya, garabA gAtI hoya chatAM A mALA kayAMya rasa letI nathI, tenu' mana kayAMya cAMTatuM nathI. jainazALAmAM A bALA dhArmi ka abhyAsa mATe jAya che. mahAna vIrapurUSonI, satIonI kathAo sAMbhaLI tenuM mana koI agamya pradezamAM vicaravA lAge che. caMdanamALA, nema-rAjula, malTIkuMvarI, mRgAvatI, padmAvatI vigere kathA sAMbhaLI jainazALAmAM bhaNutI bALAone kahe ke sakhI! cAle, ApaNe dIkSA laIe. A saMsAramAM kaI nathI. AvA maneAbhAva khAlyAvasthAmAM kumArI zAradAbahenane Ave che. temAM peAtAnI bahena vimaLAkhahenanA prasUtinA prasa Mge thayela mRtyue cauda vanI bahena zAradA upara saMsAranI asAratAnI sacoTa asara karI, kharekhara mAnavIne jiMdagIne ze| bhareze ? mRtyu kaI kSaNe Avaze tenI kAne khabara che? AjanI kSaNa sudhAravI emAM ja mAnavajIvananI mahattA che. AvA vicArothI A bALAnu mana dIkSA pratye daDha thatu hatu.. mAtApitAe jANyuM' ke bahena zAradAnuM mana sa`sAra bhAvathI virakata banyuM che. te saMsAranA svarUpane lAvArasa samAna mAnI Atma kalyANanI kAlejamAM dAkhala thavA mATe vinaya namratAnA ki'matI alakArAthI sajaja banavA mahAna bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra karavAnI AzAe sevI rahI che. mAtApitAnuM vAtsalya bharyuM haeNyu. lADIlI peAtAnI vahAlaseAcI dIkarIne khAMDAnI dhAra samAna sayama mArge prayANa karavA AjJA ApI zakatuM nathI. mahAna zAsana zirAmaNI ratnacaMdrajI gurUdevane samAgamaH- saMvata 1965mAM khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA sva. gacchAdhipati, zAsana zireAmaNI, jinazAsana naeAmaNI, cAritra cUDAmaNI, AcArya khA. bra. pU. zrI ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebane khakhara paDI ke vADIlAlabhAI zrAvakanu kanyA ratna dIkSA levAnA bhAva rAkhe che tethI temaNe zAradAbahenane khelAvI kasoTI karI. huM ahena ! saMyama mArga e khAMDAnI dhAra che. e mAge vicaravuM kaThIna che. saMsAranA sukhA ane ra'garAga cheDavA sahelA nathI. khAvIsa pariSahuM sahuna karavA muzkela che. bahena! tArI uMmara sAva cheDI che. AtmAtinA mAga ghaNI sAdhanA

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mAge che, tame A badhu karI zakaze ? mAtApitAnI zItaLa chAyA cheDI zakaze ? mAtApitA ratna Apaze ? jIe, vairAgI zAradA bahenanA javAba paNa kevA bairAgya bha che! temaNe kahyu -gurUdeva! mArI sapUrNa taiyArI che. aMtaranA uMDANanA aMtaraMga ( bairAgyanA A raNakAra hatA.) jene mana saMsAra anaCnI khANa che ane jene cheDavu che tene kANu rAkanAra che ? kSaNika jIvanamAMthI AtmaprakAza levAnI mArI aheAniza bhAvanA che. hajI bAlyavayanA prAMgaNamAM ramatI mALAnI sathA paMthe prayANa karavAnI keTalI tIna utkaMThA che! sayamI jIvananI mAtra mANavA tenuM aMtara jhaMkhI rahyu' che jethI have sa'sAramAM vyatIta thatI kSA tene yuge jevI vasamI lAge che. pU. gurUdevane khAtrI thai ke A kanyAratna dIkSA laI jaina zAsanane ajavALaze, sa MpradAyanI zAna vadhAraze ane kha'bhAta sa'pradAyamAM bhaviSyamAM evA prasaMga Avaze ke saMpradAyanu sukAna te calAvaze ane zAsanane rozana karaze. e cAturmAsamAM vairAgI zAradAbahene pU. gurUdevanI sAnidhyamAM TreMka samayamAM dazavaikAlika, uttarAyana sUtra ane thokaDA kaThastha karyo, temaNe mAtra 15 varSanI uMmaramAM DreinanI musApharI na karavI ane basamAM amadAvAdathI AgaLa na javu tevI manathI dRDha pratijJA karI. A batAvI Ape che ke zAradAbahenanA bairAgya keTalI ucca koTInA haze ! " dRDha vairAgI zAradAbahenanI kaeNseTI :- zAradAbahenanA mAtA pitAe, temanA bhAIjI hIrAcaMdabhAI, sakaracaMdabhAI, nyAlaca`dabhAi, khImacaMdabhAI, cImanabhAI temanA mAmA narisa'habhAI saMghavI temaja kezavalAlabhAI Adi badhAe bahena zAradAne samajAvavA ghaNAM prayatnA karyAM ane ghaNI AkarI kaseATI karI chatAM zAradAbahena peAtAnA nizcayamAM aDaga rahyA. ekanA be na thayA tethI mAtA pitAne ghaNuM duHkha thayuM ne kahyu` ke ame annajaLanA tyAga karIzuM. paNa jenI rageragamAM bairAgyanA srota vahI rahyo che, jenA cittaDAmAM cAritranI caTapaTI lAgI che ne sasAra rUpI javALAmukhIthI surakSita rahevA mATe jemaNe merU parvata jevI aDela, aDaga dRDha zradhdhAne dhAraNa karI che te zu' bairAgya bhAvathI calita thAya kharA ? vividha prakAranI AkarI kaseATI karyA bAda temane bhAvanAmAM aDaga, niSkaMpana joIne mAtA pitAe kahyu` ke atyAre soLa varSanI uMmare nahi paNa 21 varSanI uMmare dIkSA mATe rajA ApIzuM, paraMtu zAradAbahena tA 16 varSanI umare dIkSA levAmAM makkama hatA. temaNe kahyuM ke sattara varSanI vimaLA bahenanA mRtyune kAI rokI zakayuM nahi tA mArI A jIMdagIne ze| bharosA ? mAru' mana bairAgyanA ra Mge raMgAyeluM che temAM pIke huTha thanAra nathI. a'te zAradAbahenanA vijaya thayA ne mAtApitAe rAjIqhuzIthI kIkSAnI AjJA ApI.

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46 zAradA bahenanA bhAgavatI dIkSA mahotsava ' :- sa'vata 1996 nA baizAkha suda chaThThu tA 13--5-1940 ne sAmavAre sANaMdamAM temanA mAtA-pitAnA gherathI bhanya rIte khUba dhAmadhUmathI zAradAbahenane dIkSA maheAtsava ujavAyeA. sANaMda gAmamAM baheneAmAM sau prathama dIkSA zAradAbahenanI thai tethI Akhu gAma harSoMnA hileALe caDhayuM hatu. dIkSA vidhi pU. gurUdeva ratnaca`drajI mahArAja sAhebe karAvI. gurUdeva pU. ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba ane gurUNI pU. pAva tIbAi mahAsatIjInA ziSyA banyA. sAthe sANaMdanA khIjA bahena jIvI khahena paNa temanI sAthe dIkSita thayA hatA ane te paNa pU. pAtIkhAI mahAsatIjInA ziSyA banyA. jIvIbahenanuM nAma pU. jazukhAi mahAsatIjI ane zAradAbahenanuM nAma mA. pra. pU. zAradAmAI mahAsatIjI rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. A rIte bairAgI vijetA banyA. temanA pUjya pitAzrI vADIbhAi, ane mAtuzrI sakarIbahena, bhAI zrI naTavarabhAI, tathA prANalAlabhAI, bhAbhI a.sau. nAraMgIbahena a.sau. IndIrAbahena, bahena a. sau. gaMgAbahena, a. sau. zAntAbahena, a. sau. hasumatIbahena badhA dharmapremI che. ane saskArI kuTuMba che. sANaMdamAM temane kApaDanA sAre| vahepAra che. zAradAbAi mahAsatIjInA sa'sArI pitA zrIyuta vADIlAla chaganalAla grAha saMvata 2021 nA vaizAkha suda 4 ne ma'gaLavAra tA 4-5-65 nA roja sANaMda mukAme pahelI vakhatanA hATa phelanA humalAthI avasAna pAmyA che. mRtyunI aMtima ghaDI sudhI vizudhdha bhAve ane mana dharmo dhyAnamAM rahetuM hatuM. teozrI ane temanA dharma patnI tathA putrA, putravadhUe, ane putrIe badhA mahAsatIjInI sAnidhyamAM jeTalA divasa rahe teTalA divasa dharmadhyAnamAM vyatIta karatA ane jyAre pU. mahAsatIjInA darzana karavA Ave tyAre zubha khAtAmAM sArI rakama bheTa Ape. * AdazaM mAtAnu'samAdhimaya mRtyu " :- pU. zAradAbAi mahAsatIjI muMbaithI vihAra karI saMvata 2023 mAM dezamAM padhAryA tyAre vihAra karatAM karatAM saM. 2025 mAM sANaMda padhAryAM. te vakhate temanA sa`sArI mAtuzrI sakarIbahenanI takhiyata hArTanI Trabala ane DAyAkhITIzanA kAraNe narama hatI. asahya darda'mAM paNa temanI samatA gajaba hatI. sakarIbahenanA putro, putravadhUe tathA putrIoe premathI ane lAgaNIthI temanI je sevA karI che te AjanA sa`tAnA bhAgye karI zake. pU. mahAsatIjI jyAre sANaMdathI vihAra karavAnA hatA tyAre sakarIbahene kahyuM ke mahAsatIjI ! Apa bhAvanagara cAturmAsa padhAraze pachI huM ApanA darzana nahi karI zakuM. mArA mATe ApanA A chellA dazana che, tyAre mahAsatIjIe kahyu', tame Ama kema kheleA che ? tyAre temaNe kahyuM, have A nazvara dehanA bharosA nathI mATe mane dharmArAdhanA karAveA. pU. mahAsatIjI pAse eka mahinA sudhI satata zAsravAMcana sAMbhaLyuM. ghaNAM paccakhANa lIdhA ane peAtAnI AtmAnI

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sAdhanAmAM joDAvA lAgyA. pachI pUmahAsatIjIe bhAvanagara tarapha vihAra karyo. sakarIbenanI tabiyata vadhu bagaDatA vI. esa. hespitAlamAM dAkhala karyo. 10 divasa bAda aSADa suda 11 nA tabiyata vadhu bagaDatA sAMjanA pAMca vAge temaNe kahyuM ke mane saMthAre karAve. have mArI jIvanayAtrA pUrNa thAya che. AthI temane parivAra vicAramAM paDI ga ne bAjunA rUmamAM dAkhala thayelA zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka jaina sAdhvIjI mahArAjane bolAvyA. temaNe tarata sAgArI saMthAro karAvyuM. badhA vrata paccakhANa lIdhA ne mA kalAka bAda samAdhipUrvaka nazvara dehane tyAga karyo. kharekhara je mAtAe jainazAsanane AvuM aNameluM ratna arpaNa karyuM che te mAtAnA jIvanamAM dharma otapreta hoya e te sahaja che. te temanI aMtima bhAvanA uparathI jaNAI Ave che. * A virATa saMsAra sAgaramAM jIvananaiyAnA kuzaLa sukAnI mAtra gurUdeva che. te pramANe pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjIe pitAnI jIvananaiyAne pU. pArvatIbAI mahAsatIjInA zaraNe haMmezane mATe taratI mUkI ane pitAnuM jIvana temanI AjJAmAM arpaNa karI dIdhuM. pu. gurUdeva ane pU. gurUNIdeva pAse saMyamI jIvananI badhI kaLA zIkhI lIdhI. cheTI uMmaramAM dIkSA levA chatAM saMyama laIne pU. gurUdeva ane pU. gurUdevanI AjJAmAM evA samAI gayA ke pitAnA jIvanakALa daramyAna kayAre paNa gurUAjJAnuM ulaMghana te zuM paNa sAme dalIla ke apIla paNa karI nathI. kharekhara, mukitanagaranA pathika bananAra AtmAnA upavanamAM jyAre saddagurUdevanI AjJA rUpI sarcalAITa prakAze che tyAre temanuM jIvana hajAra TayubalAITanA prakAza karatAM paNa vadhu prakAzita bane che. te Aje paNa Apa pratyakSa nihALI zake che. A rIte pU. gurUdeva ane pU. gurUNInI zItaLa chatrachAyA meLavyA pachI pU. mahAsatIjIne dhArmika abhyAsane purUSArtha khUba prabaLa ba, ane ghaNuM AtmajJAna prApta karyuM. zAstranuM vAMcana karyuM. saMskRta, prAkRta bhASAnuM jJAna meLavyuM. A jJAnane bIjAne lAbha ApatA alpa samayamAM pratibhAzALI ane prakhara vyAkhyAtA tathA viduSI tarIke pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI khyAtI pAmyA. kharekhara khaMbhAta saMpradAyanuM A zAsana ratna pitAnA jJAna-darzana, cAritra ane tapanI madhamadhatI suvAsathI sArA jaina zAsananuM kahInura rana banIne prakAzI rahyuM che. pU. mahAsatIjI jyAre vyAkhyAna Ape che tyAre mAtra vidvatA nahi paNa AtmAnA zetanyanI vikRdhine raNakAra temane aMtaranA uMDANamAMthI Ave che. dharmanA, tatvanA, zabdArtha, bhAvArtha, gUDhArthane evI gaMbhIra ane prabhAvaka zailImAM vividha nyAya, daSTAMta ApIne samajAve che ke zretAgraMda temAM tanmaya, cinmaya banI jAya che. ane apUrva zAMtithI zAradA sudhAnuM rasapAna kare che. temanI vANImAM AtmAne aMtara vani Ave che, ane te dhvanie aneka jIvane pratibaMdha pamADayA che. suSupta AtmAone DhaDhaLIne saMyama mArge doryA che. temAM pU. mahAsatIjIne pravacananA pustakae te lokamAM evuM

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pa jAdu cu che ke je pustakanuM vAMcana karI luhANA jevA bhAIoe A jIvana brahmacarya vrata agIkAra karyu.. kaMika jIvAe vyasanAnA tyAga karyAM. nAstikamAMthI Astika banyA, pApImAMthI punita banyA, ne bhegImAMthI tyAgI banyA AvA teA kaMika dAkhalA paNa atyAre lakhavA mATe jagyA nathI. are ! vadhu zuM lakhuM! A pustake mIsAnA kAyadAmAM pakaDAyelA jaina bhAie pAse gayA. te pustakanuM vAMcana karatAM teo Ata dhyAna cheDIne dharmAMdhyAnamAM joDAvA lAgyA aneka philasophI samajatA zIkhyA. pU. mahAsatIjInI aMtaravANInA nAda temanA dila sudhI pahoMcatA eka vakhatanI jela dharmasthAnaka jevI khanI gaI, ane tyAM rahelA bhAiee tapa-tyAganI ane dharmArAdhanAnI maMgala zarUAta karI. ghaNAM bhAIe mIsAmAMthI mukata thayA pachI pU. mahAsatIjInI pAse AvIne raDI paDayA ne kahevA lAgyA ke hai mahAsatIjI! ApanA vyAkhyAne je pustakarUpe pragaTa thayA che te vANIe amArA maLatAM dilamAM zAMtinu zItaLa jaLa chAMTayu che, pachI temaNe ghaNAM mata niyama aMgIkAra karyo. TUMkamAM pR. mahAsatIjInA bahAra paDelA vyAkhyAnanA pustakoe mAnavAneA keTaleA jIvanapalTo karyo che te vAMcake A uparathI vicArI zakaze. pU. mahAsatIjImAM mAtra vidvatA ja che ema nathI. sAthe temanA jIvanamAM aneka ajoDa mahAna guNe! rahelA che. je guNNAnuM vana karavA koInI zakita nathI. chatAM temanA jIvanamAM mukhya guNNA gurUbhakita, saraLatA, nirAbhimAnatA, namratA, laghutA, apR kSamA, khIjA pratye apR lAgaNI, guNAnurAga, karUNA e guhye te jIvanamAM Atapreta vaNAI garA che. te guNenA pratApe jema bhramara puSpanI sugadhathI ArkaSAya che tema jagatanA jIvA temanA tarapha AkarSAine dharmanA mArge vaLe che. temaja pU. mahAsatIjInA dilamAM satata eka mIThuM saMgIta gujatu hoya che ke " sajIve zAsanarasI kema ane ' vItarAga mahAvIranA zAsanane pAmelA mArA vIranA saMtAne vIranA mAne pAmyA vinA na rahevA joIe. pU. mahAsatIjInI tabiyata game tevI nAdurasta hoya chatAM te pravacananI prabhAvanA karavAnu tA kayAre paNa cUkatA nathI. atyAra sudhInA 38 varSanA saMyamI jIvanamAM pU. mahAsatIjIne vihAra gujarAta, saurASTra ane mahArASTramAM thaye che. temanA upadezathI ghaNA AtmAee AjIvana brahmacarya temaja vrata paccakhkhANu a'gIkAra karela che. pU. mahAsatIjInA pratibeASadhI vIsa mahene vairAgya pAmIne temanI pAse dIkSA aMgIkAra karIne temanA suziSyAe thayela che. ane jaina zAsananI abhivRdhdhi karI rahela che. jainazAsanamAM pU. mahAsatIjIe eka jainasAdI tarIke rahI temaNe pU. gurUdeva zrI ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba ane pU. zrI gulAkhaca`drajI mahArAja sAhebanA kALadhama khada khaMbhAta sa`pradAyanuM sukAna calAvela che je jaina zAsanamAM virala che. eTalu ja nahiM paNa kha'bhAta sa`pradAyanA saMghapati zrI kAMtIbhAInI dIkSA paNa pU. mahAsatIjInA hastaka thaI che. je Aje mahAna bairAgI pU. kAMtIRSIjI mahArAja sAheba tarIke

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prasiddhi pAmyA che. Aje khaMbhAta saMpradAyamAM pU. kAMtItrIjI mahArAja ThA-12 birAjamAna che. temAM pahelA pAMca sAdhujIene dIkSAnI preraNA ApanAra pU. viduSI mahAsatIjInI adabhUta vANI che. khaMbhAta saMpradAyamAM bAra ratna samAna bAra saMte janazAsanane zobhAvI rahyA che. te (1) mahAna vairAgI 5. kAMtISajI mahArAja sAheba (2) bA. bra. pU. sUryamuni ma. (3) bA. bra. pU. araviMdamuni ma. (4) bA. bra. pU. navInamuni ma. (5) bA. bra. pu. kamaleza muni ma. (6) bA. bra. pu. prakAzamuni ma. (7) bA. bra. pR. cetanamuni ma. (8) bA.bra. pU. mahendramuni ma. (9) pU. darzanamuni ma. (10) bA.bra. pU. bhAskaramuni ma. (11) bA. bra. pU. dharmendramuni ma. (12) navadIkSita bA. bra. pU. mRgendramuni ma. ThANa-12 vidyamAna che. pU. mahAsatIjIe AjathI 15 varSa pahelA kAMdAvADI saMghanI cauda cauda varSanI vinaMtIne mAna ApI saM. 2018nuM cAturmAsa kAMdAvADImAM karyuM hatuM, tyAre pU. mahAsatIjInI tejasvI prabhAvazALI vANIe ane khAsa karIne brahmacarya paranA sacoTa vyAkhyAnee janatAmAM alaukika asara karI, ane pariNAme kAMdAvADImAM temanA sAnidhyamAM zrI saMghanA maMtrI zrI ramaNIkabhAI keDArI sahita 51 bhAI bahenoe ekI sAthe brahmacarya vratanI pratijJA lIdhI hatI. mehamayI muMbaI nagarI mATe A abhUtapurva banAva hato. kAMdAvADInA cAturmAsa pachI anukrame pU. mahAsatIjIe mATuMgA, dAdara, vilepArlA ane ghATakopara cAturmAsa karyA. A cAturmAsamAM tapazcaryAnA pura AvyA hatA. A cAturmAsa daramyAna temaja zeSakALamAM pR. mahAsatIjI pAse kula 108 hAtha joDa thaI hatI. A rIte pU. mahAsatIjIe muMbaImAM khaMbhAta saMpradAyanuM nAma rozana karI gujarAta tarapha vihAra karyo. gujarAtamAM khaMbhAta, amadAvAda, bhAvanagara, rAjakoTa, dhAMgadhrA, amadAvAdamAM (nagarazeThane vaDe) cAturmAsa karyA. A cAturmAsamAM pU. mahAsatIjInI prabhAvazALI vANIthI gujarAta saurASTramAM tapa tyAganI bharatI AvI hatI. pU. mahAsatIjI eka vakhata te muMbaI nagarIne pAvana karI cUkyA hatA, paNa pU. mahAsatIjInI vANI muMbaInI janatAmAM evuM AkarSaNa pedA karI gaI hatI ke pu. mahAsatIjI dezamAM padhAravA chatAM muMbaInI janatA temanA cAturmAsa mATe jhaMkhI rahI hatI. eTale kAMdAvADI, mATuMgA Adi saMghanI vinaMtI avAranavAra cAlu rahI hatI. tethI muMbaI saMghanI Agraha bharI vinaMtIne mAna ApI cha varSamAM pU. mahAsatIjIne pharIvAra muMbaI AvavAnuM banyuM ne janatAnA dila AnaMdathI chalakAI gayA. vAcake ! Apa A uparathI samajI zakaze ke pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjIe muMbaI nagarInI janatAnA dilano prema keTale saMpAdana karyo haze ! saMvata 202 mAM kAMdAvADI saMghanI AgrahabharI vinaMtIne mAna ApI pu.mahAsatIjIne kAMdAvADImAM cAturmAsa karyuM. te cAturmAsamAM pU. mahAsatIjIe mAtra bRhad muMbaImAM

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nahi paNa sArA e bhAratamAM dAna, zIla ane tapamAM ajoDa ane abhUtapUrva vikrama sthA. khaMbhAta saMpradAyane bhagavAna mahAvIrane ane jaina zAsanane yajyakAra karyo. parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa parva daramyAna dAnamAM judI judI janakalyANanI, mAnavatAnI ane svadharmI vAtsalyanI pravRttio mATe rU. 10 lAkha bhegA thayA. tapazcaryA chakAIthI laIne 45 upavAsa sudhInI saMkhyA pAMcase (500) upara pahoMcI. A rIte satIjInA satanA prabhAve kAMdAvADInuM cAturmAsa abhUtapurva banI gayuM. kAMdAvADInA cAturmAsa pachI anukrame pu. mahAsatIjIe mATuMgA, vAlakezvara ane ghATakopara cAturmAsa karyA. A cAturmAsamAM pU. mahAsatIjInA prabhAvazALI pravacanathI zrI saMghamAM ajoDa tapazcaryAe temaja AjIvana brahmacaryavratanI pratijJAo thaI che. savaMta 2033 mAM borIvalI zrI saMghanI paMdara paMdara varSanI AjhaDabharI vinaMtIne mAna ApI pU. mahAsatIjI berIvalI cAturmAsa padhAryA. pU. mahAsatIjInA AtmasparzI, ejI ne prabhAvazALI pravacanothI mAnavenA hRdayamAM evuM anekhuM ArkaSaNa pedA thayuM ke cAturmAsamAM vyAkhyAna hela haMmezA cikakAra bharAyele rahyo che. pU. mahAsatIjInI divya tejasvI vANInA prabhAve pU. mahAsatIjInA punita pagalA jyArathI berIvalI zrI saMghane AMgaNe thayA tyArathI tapano eka dhAro pravAha akhalita rIte vahI rahyo hato. berIvalI saMghamAM kayAre paNa nahi thayela evA 16 16 mA khamaNa ane eka siddhitapa (upavAsane) che. je berIvalI saMghanA ItihAsamAM ajoDa ne anupama che. A cAturmAsa zrI saMghanA ItihAsamAM suvarNAkSare lakhAze tevuM suMdara cAturmAsa thayuM che. zrI saMghamAM dAna, zIla, tapanI bharatI AvI hatI. cha upavAsathI laIne 32 upavAsa sudhInI saMkhyAne AMka 200 (ba) upara pahoMcyo hate. A badhe prabhAva ane yaza pU. mahAsatIjInA phALe jAya che. vizeSa AnaMdanI vAta e che ke Aja sudhImAM pU. mahAsatIjInA vyAkhyAnanA pustake ghaNuM bahAra paDayA che. chelle "zAradA zikhara" daza hajAra kepImAM bahAra paDI chatAM eka paNa pustaka Aje temanA maLatA nathI. A uparathI vAMcakone khyAla AvatA haze ke pU. mahAmatIjInA vyAkhyAnanuM keTaluM AkarSaNa cheje pustake khalAsa thaI gayA che tenI eTalI badhI mAMgaNI che ke kadAca pharIne bahAra pADavA paDaze. pU. mahAsatIjInA saMvata 2030nA berIvalI cAturmAsanA vyAkhyAna "zAradA darzana (bhAga 1 2 3 saMyukata) nAmathI 8000 (ATha hajAra) nakala prakAzita thatAM teonA vyAkhyAnanA pustakamAM eka vadhu vyAkhyAna saMgrahane umere thAya che. e ApaNAM samAja mATe sadabhAgyano viSaya che. A badhe prabhAva prakhara vyAkhyAtA bA. pU. viduSI pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjIne che. saMvata 2064 nA vaizAkha suda chaThThanA pavitra divase pU. mahAsatIjInA saMyamIjIvananA 18 varSa pUrA thAya che. bA. bra. pU. mahAsatIjInI saMyama yAtrAnI A rajata yaMti ApaNane saune AdhyAtmika mArge javA dIvAdAMDI rUpa banI rahe. pU. mahAsatIjInA caraNakamaLamAM amArA keTI koTI vaMdana hai,

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khabhAta sAMpradAyanA zAsana dIpikA, prakhara vyAkhyAtA, mahAviduSI mA. bra. pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInI dIkSA jayaMtI prasaMge gavAyela gIta (rAga :- sAcA saMgama prabhu sAthe) zAsana zirAmaNI zAradAmA svAmInI, dIkSAjaya'ti Aja; e....zarad gurUNIne (2) abhinaMdana ape, sA e jaina samAja.... zAsana..... mAtA sakarI aene saMskAra ApyA, vADIbhAInuM si cana thAya (2) ratnagurUjInI vANI suNatAM, jAgyA viratinA bhAva ( 2 ) gurUjIe ApI jainendrI dIkSA, sANaMda zahera mAjhAra....zAsana... vIranA aNumAla saMdezA laI ne, vicaratA dezeAdeza, ( 2 ) sidhdhAMta sAgaranA sUrIlA sUre, jagADayA jIvA aneka ( 2 ) e....gurU AjJAmAM aNu caine, AtmAnaMda pragaTAya....zAsana vinaya namratAnI ajoDa mUrti, guNaguNanA bhaDAra ( 2 ) jaina dharmanA dhvaja pharakAvI, khaDhAvI zAsananI zAna ( 2 ) e....jJAna, dhyAna, kSamA sAgaramAM, snAna karatA sadAya....zAsana.... ratnagurUjInuM' jhaLahaLatuM ratna, jaina zAsanamAM sAhAya ( 2 ) pAva tIkhAI nuM jhaLahuLatu rahna, jaina sAzanamAM sAhAya ( 2 ) ApanA zaraNe AvatA jIve, dhama' pAmIne jAya ( 2 ) e....kha`bhAta sa'pradAyanI ujjavaLa kIrti, vadhArI dezeAdeza....zAsana.... parama pratApI pratibhAzALI, jIvAnA tAraNahAra (2) gurUNI amArA AMkhanA tArA, zAsananA ciratAja ( 2 ) e....guNIyala gurUNInuM zaraNu' pAmI, dhanya banyA avatAra....zAsana..... jJAna dananI caiAta jagAvA, khyAti pAmA dezeAdeza (2) zarada gurUNI jugajuga jIvA, varo mAkSanI varamALa ( 2 ) e,,,,ADatrIsamI ( 2 ) dIkSA jyaMti Aje, ujave jaina samAja....zAsana....

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* bA.bra. pU. viduSI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInA cAturmAsanI yAdI kheDA mATuMgA ) saMvata gAma saMvata gAma 1996 amadAvAda - 2015 vIramagAma 1997 khaMbhAta 2016 sAbaramatI 1998 2017 khaMbhAta 1999 sANaMda 2018 kAMdAvADI (muMbaI) 2000 khaMbhAta 2019 2001 sANaMda 2020 dAdara 2002 amadAvAda 2021 vilepArlA 2003 sANaMda 2022 ghATakopara 2004 amadAvAda 2023 khaMbhAta 2005 sANaMda 2024 amadAvAda 2006 khaMbhAta 2025 bhAvanagara 2007 2026 rAjakeTa 2008 amadAvAda 2027 dhAMgadhrA 2009 jorAvaranagara 2028 amadAvAda (nagarazeThane vaDe) 2010 likhatara 2029 kAMdAvADI (muMbaI) 2011 khaMbhAta 2030 mATuMgA 2012 sANaMda 2031 vAlakezvara , 2013 surata 2032 ghATakopara , 2014 amadAvAda 2033 borIvalI tA. ka. pU. mahAsatIjInI tabiyatanA kAraNe sANaMdamAM cAturmAsa uparAuparI thayA che. surata

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khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA sva. pU. gacchAdhipati 1008 bA. . zrI ratnacaMdrajI mahArAjasAhebanA ziSyAmaMDaLanI nAmAvalI janma sthaLa dIkSA mahAsatIjInuM nAma ane dIkSA sthaLa saMvata mAsa tithi vAra 1 bA. ba. viduSI pU sANaMda 196 vaizAkha suda 6 somavAra zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI 2 pU. subhadrAbAI mahAsatIjI khaMbhAta 2008 caitra suda 10 zukravAra 3 pU. indubAI mahAsatIjI surata 2011 aSADha suda 5 gurUvAra dIkSA sthaLa-nAra 4 bA.bra. vasubaI mahAsatIjI vIramagAma 2013 mAgazara suda 5 zukaMvAra 5 bA. bra. kAnAbAI mahAsatIjI sANaMda 2013 mAgazara suda 10 gurUvAra 6 pU. saddaguNAbAI mahAsatIjI lakhatara 2013 mahA suda 6 budhavAra 7 bA. bra. IndIrAbAI mahAsatIjI surata 2014 mAgazara suda 6 budhavAra 8 pU. zAntAbAI mahAsatIjI eDAsara ra014 mahA vada 7 somavAra dIkSA sthaLa nAra 9. pU. kamaLAbAI mahAsatIjI khaMbhAta 2014 zAkha suda 6 zukravAra 10 sva. pU. tArAbAI mahAsatIjI amadAvAda 2018 aSADa suda 2 gurUvAra dIkSAsthaLa sAbaramatI 11 bA. bra. caMdanabAI mahAsatIjI lakhatara 2017 mAgazara suda 6 gurUvAra 12 bA.bra. raMjanabAI mahAsatIjI sAbaramatI 2021 mahA suda 13 ravivAra dIkSA sthaLa-dAdara 13 bA. vra, nirmaLAbAI mahAsatIjI khaMbhAta dIkSA sthaLa dAdara 2021 mahA suda 13 ravivAra 14 bA. bra. zebhanAbAI mahAsatIjI lIMbaDI dIkSA sthaLa malADa 2022 vaizAkha suda 11 ravIvAra 15 pU. maMdAkinIbAI mahAsatIjI muMbaI mATuMgA ra013 mahA suda 8 zanIvAra 16-ba sAI mahAsatIjI khaMbhAta ra0ra3 vaizAkha suda 5 ravIvAra 17 ba ba ha Iba mahAsatIjI ghATakopara 2026 baizAkha vada 11 ravIvAra 1 . www - rakSA sthaLa bhAvanagara 18 bA.bra. sAdhAbAI mahAsatIjI khaMbhAta 2029 mAgazara suda 2 gurUvAra 14 . bhAvanAbAI mahAsatIjI mATuMgA muMbaI 2029 vaizAkha suda 5 somavAra 20 ba ba praphulAbAI mahAsatIjI vIramagAma 2033 mAgazara suda 6 zukravAra dIkSA sthaLa malADa 21 bA. bra. sujAtAbAI mahAsatIjI dAdara muMbaI 2033 vaizAkha suda 13 ravIvAra.

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8500 2000 mahAviduSI prakharavyAkhyAtA bA.bra. pU. zrI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInA vyAkhyAna saMgraha nAma sthaLa saMvata prata 1 "zAradA sudhA" bhAga 1-2 mATuMgA-muMbaI 2019 2 "zAradA saMjIvanI" bhAga 1-2-3 dAdara-muMbaI 2020 6000 3 "zAradA mAdhurI" bhAga 1-2-3 ghATakepara-muMbaI 2022 4 "zAradA parimala" bhAga 1-2-3 saMyukata rAjakoTa 2026 5 "zAradA saurabha" bhAga 1-2-3 2028 6000 6 "zAradA saritA" kAMdAvADI-muMbaI 2029 papa00 7 "zAradA jeta" mATuMgA-muMbaI 2030 3000 8 "zAradA sAgara" vAlakezvara-muMbaI 2031 7000 9 "zAradA zikhara" ghATakepara-muMbaI 2032 10000 10 "zAradA darzana " berIvalI-muMbaI 2033 2000 amadAvAda 8000

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zrI vardhamAna sthAnakavAsI jaina saMgha berIvalI lokamAnya tilaka roDa, borIvalI (pazcima) muMbaI 400092 TrasTI maMDaLa tathA kArobArI samiti 1977-78 TrasTI maMDaLa zrI bhIkhAlAla khetasIbhAI mahetA zrI guNavaMtarAya mehamalAla jhesA zrI De. jI. ema. chADavA zrI nAnajIbhAI velajIbhAI zA. zrI zAMtilAla bhANajIbhAI aMbANI zrI jhaveracaMda mANekacaMda bhAyANI zrI lavacaMda dharamazI ghelANI kAryavAhaka samiti 1977-78 pramukha kAryavAhaka sabhyo zrI bhIkhAlAla khetasIbhAI mahetA zrI zAMtIlAla bhANajI aMbANI zrI lavacaMda dharamazI ghelANI zrI jhaveracaMda mANekacaMda bhAyANa upa-pramukha zrI guNavaMtarAya mohanalAla Do. zrI jI. ema, chAvaDA sA zrI De. bIpInabhAI sI. dezI zrI ke. sI. ke. vorA khajAnacI zrI caMpakalAla bhurAlAla zAha zrI nAnajIbhAI velajIbhAI zA. zrI vinodarAya prabhAzaMkara dozI zrI manubhAI motIlAla ajamera zrI rasikalAla mANekalAla pArekha mAnada maMtrIo zrI manubhAI kalyANajI lAkhANa zrI rasikalAla zAMtilAla zAha zrI kAMtIlAla lakSmIcaMda medI zrI dhanasukhalAla gulAbacaMda pAdazAha zrI bharatakumAra cunIlAla jhesa zrI jayasukhalAla lAbhacaMda gaDA saha maMtrIo zrI mahAsukhalAla kezavalAla cItalIyA "zrI pravINacaMdra prANalAla daphatarI zrI zAMtilAla paramANaMdadAsa maDIA "jayaMtIlAla iTAlAla zAha zrI manasukhalAla gIradharalAla lAThIyA ke. e sabhAsada zrI hiMmatalAla bhagavAnadAsa pArekha zrI dAmodaradAsa harajIvanadAsa zAha zrI ratilAla vanecaMda pArekha zrI maganalAla ujamazI satarA

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Elained in zAradA darzana bhAga 1-2-3 saMyukta 3030303 22222 2222222 immmmm

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sva. AcArya, gacchAdhipati bA. bra, pU. gurUdeva ratnacaMdrajI gurave nama : - "saMvata 2073nA borIvalInA cAturmAsamAM ApelA pravacane" adhikAra - aMtagaDa sUva gajasukumArane adhikAra tathA pAMDavacaritra vyAkhyAna -1 aSADa vada 3 ne ravivAra tA. 3-7-77 zAstra amUlya ratna che. sujJa baMdhuo suzIla mAtAo ne bahena ! anaMta upakArI zrI vitarAga prabhunI pavitra prasAdIrUpa siddhAMtanuM adhyAtmajJAna sAgaranA nIra karatA vadhu UMDuM ane agAdha che. te eTaluM badhuM gahana che ke ApaNA jevA alpa buddhivALA nuM gajuM nathI ke emAM DUbakI mArI aNamola ratna hAtha karI laIe. jJAnI mahApurUSae bhagIratha purUSArtha karI AgamamAMthI aNamola ratna prApta karIne pitAnuM AtmakalyANa sAdhI ApaNA jevA pAmara jInA upakAra arthe e amUlya ratnanI bheTa ApaNane vArasAmAM ApatA gayA che. karmanA piMjaramAM pUrAyelA ApaNA AtmAne A caturgati saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karatAM keTalA dArUNa duHkho bhegavavA paDayA che. ene je hisAba karavA jaIe te huM mAnuM chuM ke ApaNuM zarIre dhrujArI chUTe, cakkara AvI jAya ne AMkhe aMdhArA Ave. mATe karmanI philosophI samajavA mATe divya prakAzanI jarUra che. e divyaprakAza kyo che te jANe che? zAstrajJAna e divya prakAza che. mATe jaina dharmamAM zAstra jJAnanI khUba vizeSatA batAvavAmAM AvI che. jJAnanI mahattA samajAvatAM mahAna purUe kahyuM che ke, "baha ke varSe khape. karma ajJAna jeha, jJAnI zvAsozvAsamAM, kama khapAve jeha." ..anAdi kALathI AtmA upara lAgelAM kamene ajJAnI AtmA ghaNAM koDa varSe khapAve che. te karmane jJAnI AtmA zvAsozvAsamAM khapAve che. bole, jJAnano prakAza ke che? ke mahAna lAbhadAyI che! jema jema adhyAtma jJAnane prakAza maLatA jAya che tema tema ApaNAM karmone vinAza jaldI thatuM jAya che. e prakAzanA AdhAre ApaNe akSaya sukhanA dhAmarUpa mokSamAM pahoMcI zAzvata sukha prApta karI zakIe chIe. e ke mahAnamAM mahAna lAbha che! baMdhuo! ziyALo Ave che tyAre tame badAmapAka, sAlamapAka ane aDadiyA vigere uDAo cho paNa yAda rAkhajo ke badAmapAka, sAlamapAka ane aDadiyA vigere pauSTika padArtho mAtra tamArA zarIrane puSTi ApI zake che. AtmAne nahi. paNa AgamanA adhyAtma jJAnarUpa aDadiyA, badAmapAka, ane sAlamapAka AtmAne alaukika

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zAradA darzana puSTi Ape che. mokSapurInA rAjamArga upara AtmAne doDatA karI mUke tevuM uttama rasAyaNa che. tame leTarInI pAMca-daza ke pacIsa rUpiyAnI TikiTa kharIda karI paNa temAM tame lAkha be lAkha rUpiyAnuM prathama InAma meLavI lakSAdhipati banavAnA tamArA keDa pUrA karI zakaze e vAta nakakI che? "nA." e te bhAgyamAM hoya to loTarI lAgI jAya ne InAma maLe paNa adhyAtmajJAna rUpI loTarInI TikiTa kharIda karaze te enA utkRSTa InAma rUpa mokSa meLavavAnA koDa avazya pUrA thavAnA che. emAM zaMkAne sthAna nathI. Aje ApaNe siddhAMtanA vAMcanano maMgala prAraMbha kare che. bhagavate bhavya jenA kalyANane mATe batrIsa siddhAMta prarUpyA che, temAM 11 aMga, 12 upAMga, cAra mULa sU, cAra cheda sUtra ane batrIsamuM sAdhu ane zrAvakee avazya karavA gya evuM Avazyaka sUtra che. Avazyaka sUtra eTale pratikramaNa. tame zarIrane svaccha banAvavA mATe dararoja snAna kare che. snAna karavAthI deha svaccha bane che. AtmA svaccha banate nathI, paNa savArathI sAMja sudhImAM je pApa lAgyA hoya tene yAda karI aMta:karaNapUrvaka tene prazcAtApa karI tenI AlocanA karavAthI AtmA pavitra, svaccha ane pApa karmanA bhArathI haLa bane che. AtmAne svaccha karavA mATe A sAcuM snAna che. cAturmAsano prAraMbha thaI cUkyuM che. tame vadhu na karI zake te eka vakhata pratikamaNa to avazya karo paNa A mArA zrAvakane rAta-divasa dhana kamAvavAnI dhamAlamAM dharma karavAne TAIma nathI. jayAM tamane gamatuM maLI jAya tyAM javAnuM TAIma che. tamane dharma kathAne badale dhana meLavavAnI kathA saMbhaLAvuM te tame deDIne Avaze. tyAM mAre kahevuM nahi paDe ke devAnupriyo ! upAzraye kema nathI AvatA ? kema barAbara che ne? ahIM eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che sAMbhaLe. eka zrImaMta zeTha utAvaLA utAvaLA jaI rahyA hatA. mahAna pudaye te jaina kuLamAM janmyA hatA paNa dharma kare gamatuM na hatuM. mAtra dhana meLavavAmAM rakta rahetA. zeThane mArgamAM saMta bheTI gayA. mahArAja kahe che, devAnupriyA ! tame kema upAzraye AvatA nathI ? zeTha kahe che sAheba! zuM AvuM, mane TAIma maLatuM nathI. zeThanA manamAM bhaya hato ke kadAca upAzraye jaIza te mahArAja dAna, ziyaLa, tapa ane bhAvanI vAta karaze. sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, upavAsa, AyaMbIla, ekAsaNuM vigere tapa karavAnuM kaheze. eTale mahArAja pAsethI chUTavA jAya che paNa mahArAja hoMziyAra hatA. ema cheDe tevA na hatAM. te kahe che. zrAvakajI ! vadhu nahi, eka divasa te Avaje. zeTha kahe, mahArAja! mAre keTalI badhI upAdhi che. emAM huM kayAMthI chUTI zakuM? mahArAja kahe tamane vadhu TAIma na hoya chevaTe pAMca miniTa vyAkhyAnamAM Avaze te

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zAztrA na temAM tamArA vadhu TAIma nahi bagaDe. zeThe vicAra karyAM, ThIka che. pAMca miniTamAM vadhu TAIma nahi khagaDe, ane mahArAjane paNa ema thaze ke mAruM mAna rAkhyuM. Ama vicAra karIne kahyuM. bhale sAheba. AvatI kAle jarUra vyAkhyAnamAM AvIza. khaMdhue ! tamane paNa TAIma nathI ne? rivavAranA divasa eTale tamArA mATe divALInA divasa. (hasAhasa) lagna, cAMllA, dIkSA vigere kArya moTAbhAge ravivAre ja hAya. kadAca dIkSA ke sAdhunA vihArane divasa ravivAra sivAyanA divase hAya te tame kaheze ke mahAsatIjI! ravivAranA divasa rAkhavA hatA ne ! amane ravivAre TAIma hAya. te sivAya amane TAIma nathI. huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke dharma sthAnakamAM AvavA mATe ravivAra sivAya TAIma nathI te tamArA sagAsaba'dhImAM ravivAra sivAyanA divase lagna ke cAMllA hAya teA jAva ke nahi? (AAtAmAMthI avAja :- tyAM te javuM ja paDe. na jaIe teA vAMdhA paDe.) sagA vAMdhA pADe paNu saMto vAMdho na pADe. kema kharAkharane ? paNa tame jema saMsAranA pAgrAmamAM paheAMcI jAe che tema dharmane pogrAma tamArA jIvanamAM pahelA rAkho. jyAM sudhI aMtaramAM sAcI laganI nahi lAge tyAM sudhI kalyANu thavAnuM nathI. pelA zeTha khIje divase vyAkhyAnamAM gayA. pAMca miniTamAM uDavuM hatuM eTale ghaDiyALa joI ne pAchaLa beThAM. mahArAje zeThane AvatAM joyAM. vyAkhyAnanI te vakhate ja zarUAta karI hatI. mahArAje kahyuM A jagatamAM cAra prakAranA purUSA jJAnIe khatAvelA che. dhama, atha, kAma ane meAkSa. temAM dhama ane mekSa e e upAdeya che. artha ane kAma e e heya che. mahArAje samayasUcakatA vAparIne anI vAta upADI. mahAnubhAvA! a purUSAmAM mAnanArA loko ema kahe che ke duniyAmAM paisA che teA khadhu che. paisAnI khUba pradhAnatA che. paisA vinAnA prANI pAmara che. ATalu kahyuM tyAM tA zeThanA kAna camakayA. aho! huM samajatA hatA ke mahArAja tapa-tyAga ane dAnanI vAta karaze paNa A mahArAja evA nathI. A te mane gamatI vAta kare che, paNa mahArAja e khatAve ke paisA vadhu kema meLavAya te beDo pAra thaI jAya. are........huM bhUlyA ke atyAra sudhI me` mahArAjaneA samAgama na karyAM. ThIka, have mahArAja zu' kahe che te dhyAna daIne sAMbhaLuM. zeThanI AturatA vadhI, sAMbhaLavA mATe kAna saravA thayA. zeTha pAchaLa beThA hatAM te khasIne AgaLa AvyA. tyAM mahArAje vAta AgaLa calAvI ke kema tamArI mAnyatA pramANe te paisAthI vahepAra dhamAkAra karAya ne khUba kamANI thAya, ane karoDapati khanavAnA koDa pUrA thAya. eTaluM ja nahi paNa maMgalA, bagIcA, gADI, moTara, phrIja, TelIvIjhana, nAkara cAkara vigere sukhanA sAdhanA dhasAvAya ane mevA mIThAI vigere meLavAya. are....vadhu zuM kahuM ! zrImatI paNa paisAnA

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zAradA darzana Dhagale karanAra patine devanI mAphaka pUje che. lake paNa paisAvALAne hAtha joDe che, salAma bhare che, sau bhAva pUche che. paisA na hoya te koI bhAva pUchanAra nathI. paisAthI pratiSThA vadhe, padavI maLe, parAyA pitAnA thAya ane je paisA na hoya te pitAnA paNa parAyA banI jAya che. kahevata che ne ke, "nANuM vagarane nAthIye, nANe nAthAlAla' moTA zrImaMtane plAsTIkanuM nAka hoya te paNa koI ema nahi kahe ke A nAka vagarano che ke Ane plAsTIkanuM nAka che. ane garIba mANasane plAsTIkanuM nAka hoya che ema kahe ke A te nAka kaTTo che. paisA pAse hoya te paradeza svadeza jevo lAge che ane jo pAse paisA nA hoya te svadeza paNa paradeza jevo lAge che. paisA che te jIvananI AbAdI che. paisA vinAnuM jIvana barabAda che. kema, A badhuM tamArI mAnyatA pramANe barAbara che ne? tamane game che ne? (hasAhasa) eka bhakta paNa gAyuM che ke paisAnI jagamAM jaya jaya, dhanapatinI jagamAM jaya jaya, . paisAne so re salAma, paiso sene kare gulAma, paisAno jagatamAM jaya jayakAra che. paisA vinA mAnava pazu jevuM che. A rIte artha purUSArthamAM mAnanArA kahe che. A rIte mahArAje khUba suMdara rajuAta karI. zeTha te sAMbhaLavAmAM lIna banI gayA. pAMca miniTa mATe AvyA hatA tene badale paccIsa miniTa kayAM pUrI thaI te khabara na paDI. zeTha te khasatAM khasatAM AgaLa AvyA, mahArAja paNa samajI gayA ke zeThane barAbara rasa paDe che eTale vAta AgaLa calAvI. bIjA kAma purUSArthane pradhAna mAnanArA ajJAnI ema kahe che ke ekalA paisA paisA zuM kare che? zuM paisA kaMI khAvAnA kAmamAM Ave che? jIvananI majhA te pAMca IndriyanA viSaya sukhe bhegavavAmAM che. paisA game teTalAM heya paNa je patnI premALa na hoya, karkaza vacana bolanArI hoya te paisA zuM karavAnA paisA hoya paNa je zarIra regathI gherAyeluM hoya te zuM sukha? patibhaktA, suzIla ane madhura vacana bolanArI patnI hoya, nirogI zarIra hoya tyAre ja jIvana jIvavAnI majhA Ave. A badhuM zeTha khUba rasapUrvaka sAMbhaLavA lAgyA. manamAM vicAra thaye ke mahArAjanI vAta te sAcI che ke ekalA paisA bhegA karyA paNa na sukhe khAdhuM, na pIdhuM, najhamajhA mANe te paisA zuM kAmanA ? AvuM jIvana jIvavAnI zuM majhA! baMdhuo! je zeThane upAzraye AvavAne TAIma na hatuM tene have uThavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. kAraNa ke ene joItuM maLI gayuM che. paNa yAda rAkhajo ke saMto paisAthI sukha che ema kahe ja nahi. jemaNe jene tyAga karyo che te kadI temAM sukha che tema kahe kharA? "nA." A te zeThane samajAvavA mATe vAta karI ke ajJAnI che artha ane kAma purUSArthane mAnanArA Ama bole che. saMte jANyuM ke zeTha barAbara sAMbhaLavAmAM

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zAradA darzana taraboLa banI gayA che eTale zeThane satya samajAvavA dharma purUSArthanI vAta upADI ke dharma purUSArthane mAnanArAM ema kahe che ke "saMsArane game teTalA sukho bhegavyAM emAM zuM vaLyuM? kAraNa ke emAM to "khA gayA se be gayA "nA sadA che. game teTalA sukho bhegavyA paNa aMte te badhuM choDIne sukha bhogavanAra ekale amUle karma pramANe gatimAM ravAnA thAya che. sukha, dhana, mAla, patnI, putra-parivAra, mahela mahelAte badhuM ahIM rahI jAya che. badhuM choDatI vakhate jIvane dukhano pAra rahetuM nathI. e sukha bhagavyuM zA kAmanuM? jene aMtima samaya sAro tenuM badhuM sAruM ne jene aMtima samaya bagaDe tenuM badhuM bagaDayuM tema kahevAya che. artha tathA kAma purUSArthanI pAchaLa paDelA mAnavIone AlekamAM ane paralokamAM mahAna duHkha bhegavavA paDe che, mATe dharma purUSArtha AdaravA gya che. kAraNa ke dharma AlekamAM ne paralekamAM sukha Ape che ane dukhamAM svastha rAkhe che. zeThanuM mana DolavA lAgyuM. ahe? mahArAja satya kahe che. artha ane kAma baMne duHkhakAraka che. aMte te badhuM choDIne javAnuM che. te ene moha zA kAmane? ThIka, have mahArAja zuM kahe che te sAMbhaLuM. saMta kahe che devAnupriye ! dharma purUSArthavALAne te pisA, parivAra ane sukha cAlyA jAya te paNa tenA dilamAM duHkha ke kheda na thAya. e te ema samaje ke A mArA azubha karmane udaya che. paisA maLe, sArI patnI, parivAra maLe tene malakATa nahi ne jAya to ukaLATa nahi. kAraNa ke te dharma samaje hevAthI A badhuM nAzavaMta che ema samaje che. A samaye kevaLI prarUpita dharmanuM mahAna AlaMbana jIvane masta rAkhe che. artha ane kAma game teTalA vahAlA hoya chatAM sAthe AvanAra nathI, ane dharma te sAthe AvanAra che. dharmavAna AtmAne dhana ane viSayasukhamAM khUMcelA AtmAone joIne emanI dayA Ave che ke A bicArAnuM zuM thaze ? je gharamAM bilADI hoya te gharamAM uMdara thaDA ayAjanA dANuM khAvAmAM masta banIne pharate hoya te tenI dayA Ave che ke A dANA khAvAmAM masta banyo che paNa bilADI phALa mArIne ene pakaDI leze tyAre enuM zuM thaze ? ema dharma samajanArane dhanamAM ane viSaya sukhamAM mugdha banelAnI dayA Ave che. dhamaSTa jIne vadhu meLavavAnI ciMtA ke AturatA nA hoya ne cAlyA jatAM duHkha paNa na hoya. dharmavAna. kadAca dhaMdhAmAM khoTa AvIne lAkhanI mUDI sApha thaI jAya agara yuvAna putra ke patnI cAlyA jAya te e pika mUkIne raDe nahi kAraNa ke te dharma samaye tyArathI A badhA saMga nAzavaMta mAnelA che. paisA jatAM ema samaje ke mArA azubha karmane udaya che. AmAM mane dharmamAM jAgRta banavAno saMketa haze mATe

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zAradA darzana Ama banyuM. putra ke patnInuM mRtyu thatAM ema thaze ke mAre paNa have cetavAnI jarUra che. keNa jANe huM kayAre upaDI jAuM? teno zuM bhare ? e maranArA bicArA dharmArAdhanA karyA vinA mArA mehamAM ne mehamAM AyuSya pUrNa karIne cAlyA gayA. have emanuM zuM thayuM haze ? je aMtima samaye samAdhi rahI haze te sagati pAmyA haze paNa mane te vizeSa sAvadhAna banavAnI neTIsa maLI te huM vizeSa dharma karuM, ane artha ane kAmanI mamatA ochI karuM. A rIte dharma che svastha rahe che ne dharmamAM vizeSa citta rAkhIne sukRtya kare che. anIti, anyAya, jUTha, niMdA, mada vigere dethI dUra rahe che. tethI tene paraleka sudhare che ne sukha zAMti anubhave che. dharmathI A lekamAM ne paralokamAM sukha ane zAMti maLe che. Ama samajI anartha kArI artha-kAmane mahatva na ApatAM dharmamAM lAgI javuM joIe. nahitara yAda rAkhaje ke je naraka ane tiryaMca gatimAM gayA te duHkhane pAra nahi rahe. mahArAjano Ave upadeza sAMbhaLatAM zeTha dhrujI uThayA. aMtaramAM pazcAtApa thavA lAgyuM. arere....mahArAjanI ekeka vAta so TacanA sonA jevI che. huM te ke lebhI chuM! dhana bheguM karavAmAM rapa rahuM chuM. dharma, dAna, puNya kaMI karato nathI. mArA karelA karmAnusAra mAre narakatiryaMca gatimAM javuM paDaze. te tyAM keTale trAsane kevA duHkho bhegavavA paDaze? tema ahIM paNa mane sAcI zAMti kyAM che? dharma vinA mAruM zuM thaze ? basa, have te roja dharmadhyAna karuM. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLuM ne dAna-puNya karuM. zeThanuM jIvana sudharI gayuM. devAnupriya! mahArAje pahelAM paisAnA guNa zA mATe gAyA? te tame samajI gayA ne ? je pahelethI dharmanI vAta karI hota te zeThane ATalI asara na thAta. artha ane kAmanI vAta karyA pachI dharmanI mahattA samajAvI te zeThanA hRdayamAM utarI gaI, ane AkhuM jIvana palTAI gayuM. A cAturmAsanA divasomAM sAdhu saMte eka sthAne rahIne zrAvaka zrAvikAone jAgrata kare che. saMte tamane pArakhI zake che ke A zrAvake zenA rasIyA che. jema pelA zeTha dhanane rasIyA hatA te saMte tenA hadayane pArakhIne tene lagatI vAta karIne dhanane meha utarAvyuM. mAre paNa tamane saMsArano moha utarAve che. te mATe ApaNe zAstranuM vAMcana karavuM jarUrI che. zAstranA vacana e bhagavaMtanI vANI che. e vacanAmRtomAM amUlya khajAne bhareluM che. te khajAnAne oLakho. bhagavaMte kevaLajJAna thayA pachI upadeza Ape. e upadezane gaNadhara bhagavaMtoe jhIlya ane AcAryoe tenuM suMdara Alekhana karyuM. je paraMparAgata ApaNane prApta thayuM che. tIrthaMkara prabhunuM jJAna te agAdha che. temAMthI ghaNuM te viccheda gayuM che. chatAM temAMnuM ghaNuM jJAna zAstrarUpe lakhAyuM che. tenA sahAre ApaNe AtmakalyANa karIne taravAnuM che. tamane paisAne vAraso maLe agara te gharamAM khedatAM dhanane bharela carU maLI jAya te keTale AnaMda thAya ? tamArA kevA ahebhAgya? paNa AvA

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zAradA darzana Atmika jJAnanA khajAnArUpa mahAna zAstra ratna maLI jAya che temAM jambara bhAgyodaya lAge re ? baMdhuo! paisAne khajAne maLavAthI AMtaracakSu khUlatA nathI. kalyANane mArga sUjata nathI. jyAre zAstrarUpa mahAna khajAne maLavAthI AMtaradaSTi khUle che. kalyANane mArga sUjhe che, ane paraloka sukhamaya-unnatimaya kare evA zubha adhyavasAyanI laherIo hadayabhUmi upara vAvA mAMDe che. zAstra vArasAnuM mahatva eTalA mATe batAvavAmAM Ave che ke enA upara ananya zraddhA thayA pachI adUbhUta tattvathI bharelA zAstranuM vAMcana ane zravaNa karavAthI AMtaradaSTino vikAsa ane kalyANa sAdhavAnI bhavya preraNAo tathA zubha adhyavasAyone amUlya lAbha maLe che. A jevA tevA bhAgya nathI. agiyAra aMgamAM AThamuM aMga aMtagaDa sUtra che. A AThamA aMgane prAraMbha karatAM tene tenA pUrvanA aMganI sAthe zuM saMbaMdha che? te batAvatAM kahe che ke sAtamA upAsakadazA nAmanA aMgamAM saMsArarUpI aTavImAM bhaTakatA jeone AtmA atyaMta saMtapta thaI gayo che evA saMyama mArgamAM asamartha bhanA upakAra mATe bhagavAne aneka zramaNopAsakanA caritra varNana karIne AgAra dharmane pratibaMdha karyo. A aMtagaDa sUtramAM aNagAra dharmane svIkAra karIne je te ja bhavamAM mokSagAmI che tathA jeoe AyuSyanA aMta samaye kevaLajJAna prApta karI dharmadezanA dIdhA vinA mukti meLavI lIdhI evA AtmAone adhikAra Ave che. ApaNe aMtagaDa sUtranA AThamAM adhyayananuM vAMcana karavuM che. tenI maMgala zarUAta thAya che. te jA te samagi vAraMvA nArI" bhagavAna nemanAtha vicaratAM hatAM te kALa ane te samayanI A vAta che. te kALa ane atyAranA kALamAM bahu phera che. te kALa ane A kALa jude che. Aje mAnavInA mana badalAyA che. mAnavInA zarIranA baLa paNa ghaTayA che ne dharatInAM rasa-kasa paNa ghaTayA che. utsapiNIkALanA cha ArA ane avasarpiNukALanA cha ArA hoya che. temAM pahele Are susama susama, bIje susama, trIjo susama dusama, cotho dusama susama, pAMcame dusama ane chaThTho dusama dusama nAme che. temAM phakta RSabhadeva prabhu trIjA ArAmAM thayA. bAkInA 23 tIrthakaro cothA ArAmAM thayA che. te apekSAe cothA ArAnI mahattA che. Aje khUba dhanavAna ane sukhI mANasa hoya tene tame zuM kahe che? A te cethA ArAne jIve che. enA ghera dhananA DhagalA heya paNa dharmanuM nAma nizAna na hoya, reja kaMdamULa khAte hoya chatAM zeThIyAnI oLakhANa ApatAM kahe che sAheba! Amane oLakhyAM? A phalANA zeTha. enA ghera cethA ArAnI sukha sAhyabI che,

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zAradA darzana sukha samRddhithI cothA ArAnI mahattA ke vizeSatA nathI paNa dharmathI vizeSatA samajavAnI che. dharma vinAnuM jIvana prANa vinAnA kalevara jevuM che. je paisAmAM sukha hata te mahAna purUSa e sukhane choDatA nahi. mahAna purUSae dhananA DhagalA, vaibhava vilAsa badhuM tucha eMThavADa samajIne choDayuM che. mATe samajavuM joIe ke saMsAranuM sukha sAcuM sukha nathI. sAcuM sukha tyAgamAM che. aMtagaDa sUtramAM tyAgI mahAna purUSanI vAta Avaze. temAM ucca bhAve bharelA che. nemanAtha bhagavAna vicaratA hatA te kALa ane te samaye je dvArakA nAmanI nagarI hatI. te dvArakA nagarI bAra jana lAMbI ane nava jana paheLI hatI. jenuM nirmANa kubere pite atyaMta buddhikauzalyathI karyuM hatuM. je senAnA keTathI tathA IndranIla vaidUrya padmarAgAdi maNijaDita kAMgarAthI susajjita, zobhanIya ne darzanIya hatI. jenI upamA kuberanI nagarIthI apAtI hatI. je kIDA, pramoda Adi samasta sAmagrIothI paripUrNa hovAthI devaleka samAna zobhatI hatI. te dvArakA nagarInuM nirmANa evI rIte karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM ke jenAranA mana raheje AnaMdita ne AkarSita thaI jAya. jenI divAla upara jAtajAtanA prANIonAM suMdara citra banAvelA hatAM. evI sauMdarya pUrNa dedipyamAna dvArakA nagarI hatI. nagarI kene kahevAya? jayAM kaI jAtane kara ke Tekasa levAtuM nathI tenuM nAma nagara. te dvArikA nagarI khUba pavitra hatI. jayAM neminAtha prabhunI padharAmaNI avAranavAra thatI hatI. trikhaMDa adhipati kRSNa vAsudeva jevA pavitra mahArAjA hatA. te nagarI dhana-dhAnyathI samRddha hatI. bAga, bagIcA ane jalAzo dvArakA nagarInI zebhAmAM abhivRddhi karatA hatA. AvI dvArakA nagarInA mahArAjA kRSNa vAsudeva hatA. traNa khaMDanA adhipati hovA chatAM temanAmAM dharmabhAvanA keTalI vizuddha hatI, kevA udAra hatA tema ja guNagrAhI ne sevAbhAvI hatA. temaNe dharmanI dalAlI khUba karI che jenA prabhAve tIrthakara nAma karma upArjana karyuM che. AvA kRSNavAsudeva dvArakA nagarImAM vase che. have AgaLa zuM Avaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM-2 aSADa vada ane semavAra tA-4-3-77 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! anaMta jJAnI mahApurUSe jagatanA jIne uddabedhana karatAM kahe che ke bhavya che ! tame je saMsArane mamatvabhAvathI mAre mAnI Atma sAdhanAne samaya gumAvI rahyA che te saMsAra tamAre nathI. jema kAgaLanA kalpita kusumamAM sAra ke sugaMdha saMbhavI zakatA nathI tema A asAra saMsAramAM sAra ke sukha saMbhavI zakatA nathI. tethI anaMtajJAnIoe jAyuM, dekhyuM, anubhavyuM ane .

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zAradA darzana pachI jagatanI samakSa rajuAta karI, sAcuM sukha ane duHkha kene kahevAya? zAstrakAre duHkhanuM varNana karatA kahyuM che ke, jamma dukkhaM jarA dukkha, rogANi mrnnaanniy| kuvA du saMsA, galya vIti kantA utta, sa, a. 19 gAthA 15 A zabda mArA ke tamArA gharanA nathI. avadhijJAnI ke mana:paryavajJAnInA nathI paNa kevaLajJAnInI vANI che. aho ! A dukhamaya saMsArane ajJAnI AtmAo sukhamaya mAnI rahyA che te eka bhrama che. te bhrama dUra karavA ane saMsAra sukhamaya che ke duHkhamaya tenuM satya darzana karavA tharmomITara dvArA tapAsavuM paDaze ke A saMsAramAM sukhanuM palluM nIcuM name che ke duHkhanuM ? A jIvane mehanIya karmane nazo caDhaye che tethI tene satya svarUpanuM bhAna nathI. ajJAnI cha saMsArane rUDe ne raMgIle mAne che ne e AzAmAM sukhanAM svapnA sevI rahyA che. piNI jiMdagI vItI gaI. haju sukha maLyuM nahi. keI bhikhArIne, madhyamane ke dhanavAnane pUcho ke tuM sukhI che? te koI ema nahi kahe ke ame sukhI chIe. keI dhanase rahita dukhI hai, hai kaI mahArega pIDita, pAtA keI kaSTa mAnasika, putra virase huA dukhitA , keI kisI duHkhama rata hai, keI kisI kaSTameM magna, hA. Isa jagameM kaI jana bhI, nahI pUrNa sukhameM saMlagna kaI dhananA abhAvamAM duHkhI che, kaI regathI pIDAya che, keIne putra virahanuM duHkha te kaIne mAnasika duHkha che. darekane kaMIne kaMI duHkha che. A jagatamAM pUrNa sukhI kaI nathI. paNa vItarAganI vizALa vATikAmAM vicaraNa karatAM amArA saMta satIjIone bharaniMdrAmAMthI jagADIne pUche ke tame kevA sukhI che ? te te kaheze ke amArA sukhanI te kaI sImA nathI. amane je joIe te maLe chatAM Asaktine chAMTe na maLe. je maLe temAM saMtoSa, kAraNa ke amane mAnavajIvananI mahattA samajANI che. devAnupriye ! sAcA sukha te Atmika sukha che. bIjA badhA sukhe kSaNika che. jagatanA tamAma sukhane eka bAjumAM mUke te Atmika sukhamAM bhautika sukha alpAze paNa AvI zakaze nahi. eka divasanA cAritramAM jeTaluM sukha che teTaluM sukha khuda Indrane ke cakravatIne paNa nathI. kAraNa ke te badhAM sukho vinazvara che, saMsAramAM sinemAnA paDadAnI jema anekavidha avanavA sukha-duHkhanA dazya najare jevA chatAM saMsArane sukhamaya mAnave e ajJAnatA che. 'zA.-2

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zAradA darzana A mAnava jIvana ApaNane mahAna puNyadaye prApta thayuM che. AtmasAdhanA karavAne A suMdara avasara che. atyAra sudhI AtmA maharAjAnI sattA nIce dabAyele hate paNa have puNyodaye jinezvara prabhunA vacane hRdayamAM sthApI meha rAjAnI sattA nIcethI chUTakAro laI AtmasAdhanA karavAne sonerI avasara maLe che. vaLI krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebha Adi kaSAyane rokI kSamA, dayA Adi guNa keLavavAno dhanya avasara. saMsAranI Asakita ghaTADIne jinAjJAnuM pAlana karavA, dAna-zIla-tapa-bhAvanA bhAvavAne ane jagatanI mAyA mUkI vItarAga prabhunA vacananI zraddhA karavAne zubha avasara prApta thaye che. baMdhuo ! A badhuM kyAre karI zakAya te jANe che? jIvanamAM uttama guNenuM sthApana karavA mATe sarva prathama ApaNA vicAre zuddha banAvavA paDaze. jevA vicAra te AcAra Ave che. jema ke tamArA manamAM kAyA, kaMcana, kuTuMba ane kIrtine rAta divasa vicAro hoya te AcAra e bane te mATe sArA vicAra jIvanamAM dAkhala karavA joIe. jevA vicAra haze tevA AcAranuM ghaDatara thaze. tame kaho cho ke je haiyAmAM hoya te heThe Ave haiyAmAM jevA vicAro rame che tevuM vANInA AcaraNamAM utare che. tene artha e thayo ke pahelA vicAra ane pachI tenA AdhAra para vANIno AcAra racAye. eTale jJAnI bhagavate kahe che ke pahelAM vicAra sudhAre te AcaraNa sudhare. mATe ApaNe te baMne upara barAbara lakSa rAkhavAnuM. vicAra paNa sArA karatAM javAnuM ne AcAra paNa sudhAratA javAnuM. paNa anAdikALathI AtmA meha ane ajJAnane vaza thayele hevAthI sArA zuddha ane dhArmika AcAra AcaravAnuM kArya ekadama karI zakate nathI. e kArya ene azakya lAge che. kadAca hRdayamAM vAta utare ane karavA che te e vallAsa jAgatuM nathI paNa vicAre dhArmika ane sAtvika karavAnuM kArya azakya nathI ke emAM vIllAsa megha paDe evuM nathI paNa vAta eTalI che ke dilamAM enI atyaMta tAlAvelI lAgavI joIe. A mAnavabhavamAM zubha vicAronI bhAvanA jagADe. tamArA aMtaramAM raNakAra karo. saMsAra sukhanA rasIyA banI e sukha meLavavA mATe te ghaNuM vicAro karyA ne pApa bAMdhyA. zubha vicAra, vicAra zuddhi ane zubha adhyavasAye A mAnava bhavamAM thaI zake che. mATe tame jarA paNa bedarakAra na raho. tamArA dIkarA dIkarInA lagna AvavAnA heya tyAre agAuthI vicAra karIne nakkI karI rAkhe che ne ke mAre zuM karavuM? keTalA kapaDAdAgInA karavA? jamaNavAramAM zuM karavuM ? te rIte have paryuSaNa parva Ave che te mAre zuM karavuM ? aThThAI, seLabhaththu ke mA khamaNa? (hasAhasa) AvA vicAre karaze te karmanI graMthIo tUTI jaze. ane paisA TakA, kuTuMba parivAra, pratiSThA vigere vicAranA duHkhada karmavipAka paralokamAM kevA bhogavavA paDaze? ene vicAra karI evI bhAvanA aMtaramAM jAgrata karo ke huM sadA zubha vicAra ane zubha bhAva rAkhyA karuM.

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zAradA darzana ene mahimA alaukika che. A jIvanamAM mana eTaluM praphullita ane zuddha banAve ke jethI jIvana kurti bharyuM ane sukhada bane. azubha vicAramAM zAMti nathI. svasthatA nathI ke jaMpa nathI paNa ciMtAo bharelI che. tethI saMtApa rahyA kare che. ene sarvatra bhaya lAge che. zeka ane uga te enA haiyAmAM jaDAyelA rahe che. eka zeTha enA puruda mahAna sukhI ne samRddha hatA. te jaina dharma pAmyA hatA paNa enA magajamAM rAta divasa vepAra dhaMdhAnA vicAre ramatA hatAM ke kayAMthI sasto mAla Ave che ? kayAM kyAM mAla mokalavAmAM sAro naphe thAya che? kaye mAla vakhAramAM bharI rAkhavAthI bhaviSyamAM enA sArA bhAva upajaze? bharI rAkhele june mAla keTalA bhAve ne bheLaseLa karI bheLA gharAkane chetarI kema vecI deve? ugharANI keTalI bAkI che? vadhu keTalI mUDInuM rokANa karavuM jarUrI che? AvI ghaNuM azubha vicAraNAo tenA magajamAM rAta-divasa ramyA karatI hatI. zuM A vahepAra-rojagAranA, mAla mUDInA ane mATInA DhagalA jevuM dhana vadhAravAnA vicAro e zubha vicAra che? "nA." A te azubha-pApanA vicAro che. A zeThe jiMdagIbhara AvA vicAro ne ciMtA karI. tenuM pariNAma zuM AvyuM te jANe che? enuM pariNAma e AvyuM ke teNe tiryaMca gatinuM AyuSya bAMdhyuM. AyuSya pUrNa thatAM tyAMthI marIne tiryaMca thaye. uMcA manuSya bhavethI A kevuM adhaHpatana! tyAM tiryaMca gatimAM vahepAranA ane dhana vadhAravAnA vicAra karI zake kharA? kadAca pUrva- janmanuM smaraNa thAya ne evA vicAra kare te tenAthI zuM phAyado? A daSTAMta sAMbhaLIne have tame tamArA aMtaramAM nakkI karaze ke mAre AvA azubha vicAro karavA nahi. mAre A mAnava bhava pAmIne mArA AtmAne saMsAra sAgarathI tAre che. e mATe mAre zuM karavuM? tene vicAra karaje. zAstrasiddhAMtanuM vAMcana, manana ane zravaNa karajo. ApaNe gaI kAle aMtagaDa sUtranA AThamAM adhyayananI maMgala zarUAta karI che. "te taiivi samai vAravA nathI" te kAga ane te samaya ema zA mATe kahyuM e vAta ApaNe gaI kAle karI hatI. te kALa ane te samaye dvArakA nAmanI nagarI hatI. te nagarI kuberanI vasAvelI hovAthI sAkSAt devaleka jevI ramaNIya lAgatI hatI. te nagarImAM mahAna parAkramI kRSNa vAsudeva rAjya karatA hatA te kRSNa vAsudeva nemanAtha prabhune samAgama thatAM samyaktva pAmyA hatA. samyagadaSTi AtmA vepAra dhaMdho kare, rAjyane vahIvaTa kare paNa temAM Asakta na bane. temAM rahevA chatAM anAsakta bhAvathI rahe. jema pANIthI bharelI bATImAM kAMkaro paDe te aMdara DUbI jAya ane telanuM TIpuM paDe te paNa upara tare che tema samyagnadaSTi jIvaDe saMsAramAM heya ne ene kArya karavuM paDe, samaya Ave laDAI karavI paDe te badhuM anicchAe kare paNa tene AtmA nyAro rahe che.

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zAradA darzana * bAra yojana lAMbI ne nava jana pahoLI dvArakA nagarImAM kRSNa vAsudevanI hAka vAgatI hatI. kRSNa mahArAjA mahA vaibhavazALI, sattAdhIza ane prakhyAta parAkramI hatAM. durjana apramANika ane zaTha mANasa mATe teo zatru samAna hatA, ane sajajana pramANika ane dhama jene mATe mitra samAna hatA. AvA parAkramI ane baLavAna hovA chatAM teo saraLa prakRtinA hatAM. emanAmAM vakatA ke kUDakapaTa na hatAM. hRdayamAM judu, bahAra bolavAnuM judu ne AcaravAnuM juduM evuM emanuM jIvana na hatuM. traNa khaMDanA adhipati hovA chatAM temanA jIvanamAM kevI saraLatA ane namratA hatI te vAta AgaLa Avaze. baMdhuo! saraLatA e mAnava jIvanane mahAna viziSTa guNa che. jIvanamAM saraLatAnI jarUra che. saraLatAthI AtmAnuM utthAna thAya che. ApaNA vaDIlajane ane gurUonI pAse je ApaNe saraLatA bharyo vyavahAra hoya te ApaNuM pUjya gurUdeva ApaNane egya upadeza agara mArgadarzana Ape che jenAthI AtmAne uddhAra thAya che paNa gurU pAse AvIne aMdara mAyA rAkhI bahArathI sArA hovAne dekhAva kare te uddhAra kayAMthI thAya? DokaTara agara vaida pAse jAo ne aMdaranA gupta dardInI vAta na kare te mULamAMthI rAga jAya? "na jAya." tyAM kaMI chUpAvatAM nathI, tema gurU pAse paNa kaMI chUpAve nahi. jIvanamAM kevA kevA pApa Acare che te kaheze te te jAtanuM prAyazcita ane hita zikhAmaNa ApIne sadgurUo ApaNe uddhAra thAya te sanmArga batAvaze. tamArA sagA saMbaMdhIjane sAthe paNa je saraLatA bharyo vyavahAra nahi hoya te te tamArA upara vizvAsa nahi kare. temane prema, sahAnubhUti vigere paNa saMpAdana karI zakAze nahi. saraLatAmAM ghaNAM guNa che ne mAyAmAM ghaNAM avaguNa che. mATe saraLatAnI jIvanamAM avazya jarUra che. kRSNa vAsudeva saraLa hatAM. priyavAdI hatAM. e apriya kaThora ke dilamAM ghA kare tevuM vacana bolatA nahi paNa darekane priya lAge tevuM belatA hatA. karkaza apriya vANa besavAthI mANasanA dilamAM ghA vAge che. ApaNA uparane sadbhAva prema ghaTe che. jyAre mIThuM ane priya lAge tevuM vacana bolavAthI sAmAne sneha, sadbhAva ane prema vadhe che. hitakArI vacana paNa je priya lAge evuM bolAya te jhIlAya che. sonAnI lagaDI te tamane bahu game che ne? paNa je te sonAnI lagaDI bhaThThImAMthI garama garama kADhIne ke tamArA hAthamAM Ape te le kharA ? nA le ne? kAraNa ke garama che. hAthamAM cUiMTI jAya. phellA paDe. sonAnI lagaDI priya hovA chatAM garama havAnA kAraNe hAthamAM letA nathI, tema hitakArI vacana paNa apriya ane karkaza levAthI kaI jhIlatuM nathI. mATe jJAnI kahe che ke madhura ane priya bhASA bole. "vacane kA daridratA madhura vacana bolavAmAM ApaNane kayAM daridratA AvI jAya che! eka pAIno paNa kharca

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zAradA darzana thato nathI ne sAmAnA dilamAM ApaNe mATe sadbhAva jAge che. mAna utpanna thAya che. mATe priyakArI vacana bolavA joIe. kRSNa mahArAjA priyavAdI hatAM. dAnI hatA. tyAga kare te dAna ApI zakAya che. tyAgane sau AvakAre che ne dAnane sau vakhANe che, paNa saMgrahavRttine kaI vakhANatuM nathI. kahevata che ne ke "tyAge ene Age ne mAge enAthI bhAge." dhanano saMgraha pite jAte bhogavI lIdhAnA AnaMda karatAM dAnano AnaMda judA ja prakArane ane viziSTa koTina hoya che. jyAre svArtha bhogano AnaMda kSaNika, AlpakAlika hoya che. kAraNa ke paristhiti palaTAtAM e nahivat banI jAya che. eka vakhata tame lADu khAdhe, teno svAda cAkhe AnaMda thayo paNa bIjI vakhata peMDA, baraphI khAvA maLatAM pele AnaMda tuccha lAge che. ane veTale khAvA maLe te uga thAya che. belo, e lADu khAdhAne AnaMda Taka are ! tyAre je e lADu laIne tame jamavA beThA. te samaye saMta padhAre ne tame harSabhera vaharAvI supAtra dAna daI kara pavitra karaze te tamane keTalo AnaMda thaze ? e dAna detI vakhate te AnaMda thAya che eTaluM ja nahi paNa jyAre jyAre enuM smaraNa thAya tyAre paNa AnaMda Ave che. bele, tyAga ane dAnano AnaMda amara che ne? jyAre svArtha bhogane AnaMda kSaNika che. mATe tame jyAre jamavA bese tyAre supAtra dAna devAnI bhAvanA bhAvaje. saMtane vega nA maLe te svadharmInI ane duHkhInI sevA karaje, bhUkhyAne jamADIne jamaje paNa pitAnA ekanuM peTa bharanAra svArthavRttivALA na banaze. potAnI vastune tyAga karIne bIjAne devAmAM paNa mahAna lAbha che. dvArakA nareza dAnI hatA paNa mAnI na hatAM. sAthe dakSa, catura ane vivekI paNa hatAM. dAkSiNya guNa e che ke bIjAnI prArthanAno bhaMga na kare. keI vyaktine kaI cIjanI jarUriyAta che ne e mAMge te e nA na pADe. pitAnI pAse hoya te tarata ApI de. keI kahe ke mane A kArya karI Apaze ? te te karI Ape. nA nahi pADe paNa dAkSiya vinA mAnavI te nA kahI deze ke huM nahi ApuM. mArAthI A kAma nahi bane. kRSNavAsudeva dayALu hatA. dayALu AtmA duHkhI jenA duHkha pratye komaLa dilavALo hoya che. bIjAnuM duHkha joIne pitAnuM dila pIgaLI jAya che. ane dukhInA duHkhe dUra karavA mATe pitAnA khajAnA khullA mUkI de che. vaLI mahArAjA zaraNAgata vatsala hatA. eTale zaraNe AvelAne sahAya karanAra, temanA pratye prema rAkhanAra hatA. temane tarachoDatA nahi. vRkSa tApa sahana karIne Azraye AvelAne zItaLa chAyA Ape che tema AgaLanA rAjAo paNa zaraNAgatane sahAya karatA hatA. kRSNa vAsudeva saMvibhAgI hatA. pitAne maLelI saMpattimAMthI bIjAne bhAga ApanAra hatA. paNa huM ja ene svAmI chuM ema nahi. kAgaDAne kaMIka khAvAnuM maLe te kAkA karIne bIjA kAgaDAone bolAve che ne emanI sAthe bhegA khAya che. bIjAne khavaDAvIne

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14 zAradA dezana khAvAnI majhA aura che. tame evuM jIvana jIvI jue te ene anubhava thaze. mahArAjA pUrvAbhibhASI paNa hatA. pUrvAbhibhASI eTale zuM ? tame samajyA ? potAnA sapa'mAM AvanArane pAte pahelA khelAve. enA khakhara aMtara pUche paNa ema nahi kahe ke huM moTA rAjA chuM. huM ene pahelA zA mATe kheAlAvu ? mAre enI zI jarUra che ? ene jarUra hoya te mane khelAve. AvI dRSTi rAjAnI na hatI. Aje te kreADanI sa`patti hoya te paNa abhimAnaneA pAra nahi. A mahArAjA abhimAnI ke tuccha na hatA; paNa mahAna guNAthI bharelA hatA. temanA guNAnI prasiddhi cAre tarapha phelAyelI hatI. paisA ke dhana mAla potAnA nathI e sAthe AvanAra nathI paNa uttama sadguNA ane satkA peAtAnI cIja che. e sAthe AvanAra che mATe mArA khae! tame paNa AvA guNA tamArA jIvanamAM apanAvajo. teA tamAru jIvana maghamaghatuM khanI jaze. je nagarInA mahArAjA AvA puNyavAna ane guNAthI bharelA hAya temanA rAjyamAM keTalI zAMti ne AnaMda hAya ! prajAmAM niyatA ne udAratA hoya che. tyAM duHkha bhaya ke zAkanu nAmanizAna hetu nathI. A dvArakAnagarI AvI samRddha ane sva jevI hatI. tyAMnA rAjA paNa pavitra hatA. have AgaLa zuM khanaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. have AjathI vyAkhyAna khAda thADIvAra pAMDava caritra levAmAM Avaze. kaika jIvA temAMthI edha pAmI jAya che. eTale Aje pAMDava caritranI maMgala zarUAta karavAmAM Ave che. " pAMDava caritra "" pAMDava caritramAM ApaNane ghaNu jANavA maLe che. pAMDavoe keTalA kaTo sahana karyAM chatAM dharmIne cheDayA nahi. AvA mahAna purUSAnuM caritra zravaNu karatAM ApaNuM jIvana dhanya ane che. A bharata kSetramAM rAjAomAM prathama rAjA ane tIrthaMkarAmAM prathama tItha kara apUrva mahAtmayavALA nAlIrAjAnA putra zrI RSabhadeva thayA. temane seA putra hatA. jemAM ekanuM nAma kurUrAjA hatu. temanA nAmathI kurUkSetra prasidhdha thayuM. kurUrAjAne hasti nAme putra hatA. je dAna ApavAmAM peAtAnA jIvananI saphaLatA mAnatA hatA. temanA nAmathI hastinApura nAme nagara prasiddha thayuM. jyAM svaccha pANIthI bharelA ane pUrNi`mAnA caMdranA pratiSThi'khathI zAbhAne pAmelA aneka sarAvarA hatA. garIbAine te dezavaTe maLelA hatA. adharmanuM nAma nizAna na hatuM. bhaya ane anyAya zodhavA chatAM paNa dekhAtAM na hatA. evA hastinApuramAM hasti rAjAnA vazarUpI sAgaramAM kaustubhamaNI samAna dAnAdi gu@AthI praza'sAne pAmelA atyaMta tejasvI lAkhA rAjAe thai gayA. te rAjAomAM vairAgya rUpI auSadhiothI bhAvarAgAne nAbUda karanAra sanatakumAra cakravati thayA. ghaNA

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15 zAradA darzana kALa vyatIta thayA bAda bAhya ane AtyaMtara zatruone bhayabhIta banAvIne bhagADanAra zrI zAMtinAtha bhagavAna zrI kuMthunAtha bhagavAna ane aranAtha bhagavAna dharma cakravarti thayA. te ja vaMzamAM pitAnA parAkramathI bIjA rAjAone jItanAra cakravati samAna prabhAvazALI anaMtavIrya nAme rAjA thayA. tyArabAda mahAmuzkelIo paNa jItI na zakAya tevA bhujAbaLavALA zrI kRtavIrya nAme dAnezvarI rAjA thayA. tyArabAda ghaNA lAMbA kALe mahAna pratApI ane yamadagninA putra vIra parazurAmanI sAthe yuddha karanAra subhUma nAmanA cakravarti thayA. tyAra pachI te ja vaMzamAM prazAMta guNonA samuhathI zobhatA, anyAyarUpI vRkSanA mULane ukheDI nAMkhI nyAyarUpI vRkSane dayAdi guNethI sicana karanAra asaMkhya rAjAo thaI gayA. pachI te vaMzamAM sUrya samAna tejasvI pAMDu nAme rAjA thayA. baMdhuo! have pAMDava caritranI zarUAta thAya che. pAMDavonA pitAnuM nAma pAMDurAjA hatuM. kare rAja hastinApura mAMhI, pAMDu nRpa balavAna, hita zikSA dekara reyatake, pAle putra samAna che svaMyavara racAyA pada bhUpane drapadI sutAka hastinApura nagaramAM mahAna parAkramI vizAla vakSaH sthalavALA ane zatruone mULamAMthI ukheDI nAMkhanAra pAMDu nAmanA mahArAjA rAjya karatA hatA. teo potAnI prajAnuM putranI jema pAlana karatA hatA. paNa je prajA kaI bhUla kare te tene AkarI zikSA karI tene ThekANe lAvatA hatA. AvA pUrNa pratApI ane zaradapUrNimAnA caMdranI jema pUrNa kAMtivALA pAMDurAjA eka vakhata sumerU zikhara samAna suvarNanA siMhAsana upara AvIne beThA. teNe ratnamaya be valaye, hAra, mukuTa ane kuMDala dhAraNa karyA hatA. temanI cAre tarapha sAmaMte beThA hatA. bhISma pitAmaha, dhRtarASTra Adi vaDIlajane paNa rAjAne gauravAnvita karavA mATe yogya siMhAsane beThA hatA. moTA moTA kavie rAjAnI, rAjayanI ane kuruvaMzanI prazasti karatA kAvyo bolatA hatA ane stuti karanArA zrotAjanA kAnane AnaMda Ave tevI stuti karatA hatA. A samaye dvArapALe AvIne hAtha joDIne kahyuM he rAjana ! drupadarAjAne dUta dvAra pAse ubhe che ne Apane maLavA mATe Avela che. tyAre pAMDurAjAe dhRtarASTra, bhISmapitAmaha Adi vaDIlajanenI saMmati laIne dUtane rAjasabhAmAM AvavAnI AjJA ApI. pAMDurAjAnI sabhAmAM kupada rAjAnA dUtanuM Agamana : juo. pAMDurAjA kevA mahAna parAkramI hatA. chatAM eka dUtane sabhAmAM bolAvavA mATe paNa vaDIlenI saMmati lIdhI. kevI saraLatA haze! AjJA maLatAM IndranI sabhAne paNa lajijata karanAra evI pAMDurAjAnI sabhAmAM dUte praveza karyo ane vinayapUrvaka rAjAne namaskAra karI ubho rahyo,

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zAradA darzana pAMDu rAjAe tene Asana upara besADo ane pUchayuM ApanuM zA kAraNe atre AvavAnuM banyuM che? tyAre te hAtha joDI mastaka namAvIne kahyuM he rAjana rAjA kupada ke, dhRSTadyumnakumAra, kanyA drapadI eka mahara, IndrAnI anusAra hesvayavara he mahArAjA! kupadarAjAne dhRSTadhumba nAme eka putra che ane temane prANathI paNa adhika priya draupadI nAme eka putrI che. tene mahArAjA jematema ane game te jagyAe ApavAnI IcchA karatA nathI. eTale temaNe mATe svaMyavara race che. temAM je vIrapurUSa rAdhAveda karaze tene mArI putrI paraNAvIza evI jAherAta karAvI che. temAM kRSNa che, balabhadra, dazadazAha, karNa, rUkamI, zizupAla, duryodhana Adi baLavAna ghaNu rAjAo ane kaMIka rAjakumArone AmaMtraNa ApyA che. ane mane Apane tyAM svayaMvaramAM padhAravAnuM AmaMtraNa ApavA mATe mokalyA che. samasta vizvane AnaMda ApanAra dhanurveda vizArada ApanA putra che te advitIya dhanurdhArI ApanA putrane sAthe laIne Apa svaMyavaranI zobhAmAM abhivRddhi karavA Apa jarUrathI kapilyapura padhArazo. lagnane divasa te piSasudI trIjane che. ghaNAM rAjAe AvI gayA che ne ghaNuM bAkI che. to Apa jarUrathI vahelA padhArazo. A pramANe te samAcAra ApyA. have zu banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM-3 aSADa vada ane maMgaLavAra tA-5-7-77 - anaMtajJAnI bhagavaMte jagatanA jIvonA kalyANa mATe vAtsalyanA vaheNa vahAvI dvAdazAMgI siddhAMtanI prarUpaNA karI. traNe kALe siddha thayelI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLatAM jIvanA rAga-dveSa ane moha rUpI jhera utarI jAya che. Aje ghaNAM ema kahe che ke amane siddhAMtamAM samajaNa paDatI nathI. te jhera kyAMthI utare? vicAro ke jema keI mANasane sarpa karaDe hoya te tenA zarIramAM sarpanuM viSa vyApI jAya che tyAre tene viSa utAranAra maMtravAdI pAse laI javAmAM Ave che. e maMtravAdI maMtra bhaNe che. tenuM jene sarpa karaDe che tene jJAna hetuM nathI. sAthe janArane paNa tenuM jJAna hetuM nathI. e zuM bole che te samajatA nathI. chatAM zraddhA che ke e maMtra belaze eTale jarUra jhera utaraze. e zraddhAthI tyAM pahoMce che. tyAM jeTalI zraddhA che teTalI bhagavAnanA vacana upara zraddhA che? bele. bhagavAnanA vacana upara je ATalI zraddhA Ave te, ajJAna, moha ane viSayanA viSa utaryA vinA rahe nahi.

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zAradA darzana zraddhAthI mAnavI dhAre te karI zake che. zraddhA vinAnuM jIvana nisteja che. jema zaDha vinA naukA zebhatI nathI. dAMta vinAnuM mukha, vega vinAne azva ane daMtazULa vinAne hAthI bhate nathI tema zraddhA vinAnuM jIvana paNa zobhatuM nathI. zraddhA vinAnI kriyAmAM rasa pedA thato nathI. bIjA maMtromAM kaMIka ne jeTalI zraddhA che teTalI navakAramaMtramAM nathI paNa vicAra kare. eka navakAramaMtramAM keTalI zakti che. mAtra "name arihaMtANuM"nA sAta akSare sAta bhayane nAza kare che. pachI tene jagatamAM kaI bhaya rahetuM nathI. paMca parameSTInuM bhaktirUpI mahArasAyaNa pItAM svArthavAsanAnA cepI roge nAza pAme che. paMca parameSTInuM zaraNuM aMgIkAra karatAM abhayatA, ajaratA ne amaratA prApta karAyA che. ane mAruM te sAcuM e jhera bahAra nIkaLe che ne sAcuM te mAruM e amRta aMtaramAM utare che. baMdhuo! eka vakhata kalpavRkSa, kAmadhenu gAya agara te ratnaciMtAmaNI jevI alaukika cIjo prApta thayA pachI je kaI mANasa jyAM ne tyAM sukha meLavavA phAMphA mAre te tame tene kevA kaheze? mUrmo ja kahezene? tema A paMcaparameSTI maMtra jevo uttama maMtra maLyA pachI bAhya sukha mATe bIjA maMtrane jApa kare, dhana-saMpatti, moTaragADI, nATaka sinemA, reDiyo, TelIphAna, phanacara, baMgalA Adi dhULa ane kAMkarA jevI nazvara cIjomAM sukha mAnI tene kiMmatI mAnanArAone mAre zuM kahevA mATe samaje. jJAnI mahApurUSanI daSTie te te dayAne pAtra che. anAdi kALathI viSayAsakta banela AtmA pitAnI ISTa siddhi mATe zrImaMta, zeTha, svajana Adi sahu keIne name che paNa arihaMtane na nathI. tenA kAraNe bhavaragathI ribAI rahyo che. paNa ene khabara nathI ke mArA paMcaparameSThI prabhu sarvamaMgalanA karanAra ne sarva duHkhone nAza karanAra che. paMcaparameSTInuM zaraNa svIkAryA vinA jIvanamAM virati bhAvanuM vAvetara thatuM nathI. ane virati bhAvanA pariNAma vinA janma maraNanI jaMjALa tUTI zakatI nathI. navakAranI niyAmAM besI jAne (2) erI tane laI jaze nija sthAne... arihaMta nAme avicaLa dhAma levA, siddhonuM zaraNuM che mukitanA mevA, mUDha banI beThe chuM tuM zAne badhuo! arihaMta avicaLa dhAma che. arihaMta ane siddhanuM zaraNuM lIdhA vinA muktinA mevA nahIM maLe. tuM zA mATe mUDha banIne beTho chuM? mATe vicAra karIne vivekane dIpaka pragaTAvo. viveka eTale zuM? jANe chene? vivekane dipaka aMtaramAM pragaTa thatAM ema samajAya che ke mAnava jIvananI sArthakatA khAvApIvAmAM nathI. ArAma karavAnA keca ane sophAmAM nathI. baMgalA ane bagIcAmAM mahAlavAmAM nathI. amArI bahene sIlka ane zA.-3

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18 zAradA darzana nAIlonanI sADI paherIne AnaMda mAne che ke tame TerelInanA pinTa ane buzarTa paherI TAI bharAvIne mAne che ke huM ke suMdara dekhAuM chuM. paNa mArA baMdhuo ne bahene, jarA vicAra karaje. evA kiMmatI kapaDA paherIne moTaragADImAM pharavAmAM khAna-pAna ke mAna pAnamAM ane viSaya sukhanI mastImAM sAce AnaMda ke jIvananI sArthaktA nathI. sAce AnaMda, sukha, jIvananI sArthakatA te paMcaparameSTI prabhunI bhakitathI thAya che. eka vakhata siddha bhagavaMtanA sukho jeNe jANyA che tene A saMsAranA tuccha sukhe bhegAvavAmAM majhA Ave ? sAta mALanA baMgalAmAM je mahAlya hoya tene bhAgyA tUTayA jhuMpaDAmAM rahevuM game ? mevA, mIThAI ane malAI jamyA pachI lukhA bhajana bhAve kharA ? kahInura hIrAne hAra jene maLatuM hoya te caThInA hAramAM meha pAme kharo? mAnasarovaramAM vasanArA ne sAcA metInA caNa caNanArA haMsalAne gaMdA pANIthI bharelA khAbociyAmAM rahevuM game ? "nA" tema AtmasukhanA pipAsu jIvaDAne kSaNika sukhamAM AnaMda Ave ? bele. (zretAmAMthI avAja-nA Ave) tenI mITa te zAzvata sukha tarapha heya, e sukha kayAMthI maLe, kema maLe tenI beja karatA hoya paNa siddha bhagavaMtanuM sukha meLavavuM saheluM nathI. tene mATe bhagIratha purUSArtha karavo joIe. himAlayanA evaresTa para cAlIne javuM hoya te keTalI mahenata paDe che? himAlaya upara caDhavuM hela nathI tema siddhagatimAM javuM hoya te beThA beThA javAya ! himAlaya upara caDhavA karatAM paNa anaMtagaNu mahenata karavI paDaze. saMsAranA mehanA baMdhana teDI sarva virati banavuM paDaze. kadAca sarvavirati na banI zake te dezaviratimAM AvIne ArAdhanA karavI paDaze. te sivAya kalyANa nahi thAya. kahyuM che ne ke tyAga virAga na cittamAM, thAya ne tene jJAna aTake tyAga virAgamAM, te bhUle nija bhAna. AtmakalyANa karavA mATe sarvaprathama jIvanamAM tyAga ane vairAgya joIe. tyAga ane vairAgya vinA AtmajJAna prApta thatuM nathI. jIvanamAM je pradhAnatA hoya te tyAga ane vairAgyanI che. bheganI nathI. gharamAM anAjanA koThAro bharelA hoya paNa AMgaNe bhUkhe mANasa AvIne TaLavaLato hoya, baTaku roTI ke mUThI anAja mATe kAlAvAlA karatA hoya chatAM mUThI anAja ke baTaku roTI na Ape te tenI kaMI kiMmata kharI? karoDa rUpiyA tijorImAM bharyA che paNa satkAryamAM svadhamI ke garIbanI sahAyamAM paisA vaparAtA na hoya te te paisAnI kimaMta kharI? e paisA nahi paNa kAMkarA che. enI vizeSatA nathI. lakSmI maLI jIvanamAM paNa dAna nA apAze, garIbanuM zuM thAze? (2) sAdhamIo raDe che bhUkha duHkhanA saMtApe, mevA miSTAnna uDAve, kukaDo eka haiye bharI che AzA, nirAzA je karAze garIbanuM nA Ape

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zAradA darzana AMgaNe svadhAma baMdhu bhUkhyA tarasya ubhuM hoya ne jo tame gharamAM besI mevA miSTAna uDAvatA he ane e AzAbhera tamArA AMgaNe Avele nirAza banIne jAte hoya te tamArA e khAvAmAM dhULa paDI. vicAra, nadI sUkIbhaTha dekhAtI hoya che paNa tyAM jaIne kaI vIraDo khode te mIThuM ne zItaLa pANI Ape che. jyAre tamAruM dhana je keIne upayogI na thatuM hoya te zA kAmanuM? e dhana tame bheguM nathI karyuM paNa upAdhi bhegI karI che. eka vAta te nakkI che ne ke tame pUrvabhavamAM kamANI karIne AvyA che te A bhavamAM hera kare che. je kamANI karIne nathI AvyA te duHkha bhogave che. tamAre enA jevuM duHkha bhegavavuM che? "nA. enA jevuM duHkha bhegavavuM na hoya te ApatAM zIkhe. lebhI na bane. anyAya anIti karI dhana game teTaluM bheguM karaze te paNa e TakavAnuM nathI ane nItinuM dhana game tyAM mUkazo te kadI jaze nahi. eka dRSTAMta yAda Ave che. sAMbhaLe. eka gAmamAM eka zrImaMta suMdaralAla nAme zeTha vasatA hatA. zeThANInuM nAma suMdarabahena hatuM. temane eka putra hato. tenuM nAma zAMtilAla hatuM. zeTha khUba lebhI hatA. lekane ThagI chetarapiMDI karIne dhana bheguM karavuM e tenuM kAma hatuM. cerIne mAla kharIdave, beTA tela ane khoTA mApa rAkhavA, sAre mAla batAvIne halake Apa, mAlamAM bheLaseLa karavI A temanuM mukhya kAma hatuM. AvI rIte kamANI karI ghaNuM dhana bheguM karyuM hatuM. zeThanuM nAma te suMdaralAla ghaNuM sAruM hatuM paNa tene A vyavahAra hovAthI ke tene Thaga zeTha kahetA. dIkaro sAro hate paNa pitAjInA saMgamAM rahevAthI te enA pitA je banI gaye. devAnupriya! zeTha mAnatA hatA ke badhAne ThagIne huM ke sukhI bane chuM. manamAM malakAtA hatA paNa yAda rAkhajo ke je bIjAne Thage che te pite ThagAI rahyo che. bIjAne chetaranAre pite chetarAI rahyo che. ene bhAna nathI ke paralokamAM mAruM zuM thaze? mAruM pApa kadI chUpuM rahevAnuM nathI. pApa chupAyA nA chape, chupe te moTe bhAga, dAbI dUbI nA rahe, rUI lapeTI Aga, zeThanA putra zAMtilAlanA eka sArA gharanI susaMskArI kanyA sAthe lagna thayA. putrane zeThe khUba dhAmadhUmathI paraNuM. putravadhUnuM nAma guNavaMtI hatuM. tenA nAma pramANe tenAmAM guNa bharelA hatA. dharmanI khUba jANakAra hatI. eka vakhata guNavaMtI kUvA kAMThe pANI bharavA gaI tyAre gAmanI strIo vAta karatI hatI te baMdha thaI gaI ne bolavA lAgI ke juo, Thaga zeThane dIkaro hamaNu para che. tenI A vastu che. A sAMbhaLIne vahu vicAramAM paDI ke mArA sasarAjInuM nAma te suMdaralAla zeTha che. kevuM suMdara nAma

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20 zAradA darzana che ne A strIo Ama zA mATe kahetI haze? pANI bharIne ghera AvI. enA patine pUche che pitAjIne leke Thaga zeTha zA mATe kahe che? ene pati kahe che tAre e bAbatamAM paDavAnI jarUra nathI. khUba pUchayuM paNa javAba na Apyo tyAre guNavaMtIe ja pUchavAnuM cAlu rAkhyuM. tyAre ene pati kahe che te kayAMthI jANyuM? guNavaMtI kahe che eka divasa kUve pANI bharavA gaI. tyAM badhI strIo belavA lAgI ke A Thaga zeThanA dIkarAnI vahu che. A sAMbhaLI mane bahu duHkha thayuM tyAre zAMtilAle kahyuM sAcI vAta che. mArA pitAjI lokone Thage che eTale temane leke Thaga zeTha kahe che ne huM paNa aDadhe Thaga chu. guNavaMtI kahe che svAmInAtha ! AvI anIti karIne paisA bhegA karazo te marIne kayAM jAzo? "pApanA poTalA bAMdhIne jANe kyAM tame?" A pApa karma bhegavavA marIne naraka ke tiryaMca gatimAM javuM paDaze. narakamAM paramAdhAmI mAra mAraze. tiryaMcamAM jaze te gADAnA bela banI bejA kheMcavA paDaze. AraDInA mAra khAvA paDaze. mane te tamArI dayA Ave che. patnInI vAta enA patinA gaLe utarI. eNe kahyuM, huM te badhuM choDI dauM paNa pitAjIne samajAvavA muzkela che. eNe kahyuM ke tame pitAjInA kAne vAta te nAMkhaje. zAMtilAle enA pitAjIne vAta karI ke guNavaMtI A pramANe kahe che. paNa pitAne A vAta na gamI. putra kahe che ke bApAjI! vAta te sAcI che ne! guNavaMtIe vicAra karyo ke pitAjI mAnatA nathI. game tema thAya. huM temane sAcI vAta samajAvuM. eka divasa be hAtha joDIne namratApUrvaka kahyuM- pitAjI! Apa anIti karI, garIbane chetarI dhana bheguM kare che paNa A dhana Takaze nahi, game te rIte cAlyuM jaze. vaLI AvA dhaMdhA karavAthI kemAM ApaNI niMdA thAya che. avizvAsa thAya che. tyAre sasarAjI hasIne kahe che beTA! nIti upara cAlazuM te AvA baMgalA nahi rahe. mUlyavAna kapaDA paheravA nahi maLe ne mevA mIThAI khAvA nahi maLe. guNavaMtI kahe che pitAjI! bhale baMgale chaDI jhUMpaDImAM rahevuM paDe, phATelA kapaDA paheravA paDe ane khe roTale khA paDe te temAM mane AnaMda che paNa A sukha bhogavavAmAM AnaMda nathI. pitAjI! vicAra kare. meM te nAnapaNamAM eka banAva je che. eka te mArA pitAjInA mane evA saMskAra maLelA che ke kadI anyAya kare nahi. juThuM bolavuM nahi, cerI karavI nahi, kaIne kaTuveNa kahI lAgaNI dubhAvavI nahi. mArA pivaranI bAjumAM eka DrAyavara rahetuM hatuM. eka vakhata te khaTAro laIne kayAMka jato hato. rastAmAM peTrola vinA eka gADI teNe aTakI gayelI joI. te gADImAM strIo ane bALaka hatA. eNe khaTAro ubhuM rAkhyuM. pelA leke e peTrolanI mAMgaNI karI. A samaye te DrAyavare sAmAnI garaja joIne eka gelana peTrolanA 25 rU. laI lIdhA.

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zAradA darzana 21 khissAmAM mUkI harakhAte harakhAto ghera AvyA. tyAM ene pAMca varSane ekano eka bAbe tAvathI taraphaDate je. enI davAmAM e 25 rUpiyA vaparAI gayA pachI ja ene tAva utaryo. A meM pratyakSa joyeluM che. pitAjI! anItinuM pApa tarata phaLa Ape che. mATe Apa anItino mArga cheDI nItinA mArge Ave. anItinA ghaNAM dhana karatAM nItinuM ardhadhana ghaNuM sukha Apaze. supAtramAM ApeluM natinuM dhana mahAna phaLa Ape che. ane anItinuM dhana peTamAM paDe te buddhi bagaDe che. dharmakAryamAM citta lAgavA de nahi. mATe Apa mArI vinaMtIno svIkAra karI anIti karavAnuM cheDI de. nItithI dhana kamAo eka mahine A rIte karI juo. pachI zuM thAya che te juo. vinayavAna putravadhunI vAta ene sasarAnA hRdayamAM utarI. emanA dilamAM sArI asara thaI. ane temaNe tyArathI asatya nahi bolavuM, chetarapiMDI, dago nahi kare tevI putravadhu pAse pratijJA karI baMdhuo! tamane te eka divasa asatya nahi bolavAnA paccakhANa bhAre paDI jAya. jeTalA choDavA hela che paNa e kaThIna lAge che. asatya nahi bolavAnA paccakhANa bhegA dukAne nahi javAnA paNa paccakhANa thaI jAya. kema barAbara che ne? (hasAhasa) ahIM suMdaralAla zeThe pitAnI lAIna badalI nAMkhI. mAla sastA bhAve vecavA lAge eTale khUba gharAkI vadhIne sArI kamANI thavA lAgI. lekeno vizvAsa vadhavA lAge. gAmamAM suMdaralAla zeThanI pratiSThA vadhavA lAgI ne vahepAra dhamadhokAra cAlavA lAge. nItithI meLaveluM dhana kadI jatuM nathI tenI sasarAne khAtrI karAvavA mATe putravadhue zeThanA nAmathI aMkita karAvI senAnA be moTA sikkA karAvyA. temAM eka anItinA dhanathI banAveluM hatuM, ne bIje nItinA dhanathI banAveluM hatuM. baMne sikkA upara nAma lakhI mArgamAM mUkAvyA. temAM anItinA dhanathI banAvele sikko tarata upaDI gaye ne nItinA dhanamAMthI banAvele sikko traNa divasa sudhI tyAM paDI rahyo paNa koIe lIdhe nahi. chevaTe eka mANase hAthamAM lIdhuM ane zeThanuM nAma joI ne zeThane ApI gayA. pharIthI nadI kinAre mUkAvyA te tyAMthI paNa cAra divasa pachI eka garIba mANasanA hAthamAM AvatAM zeThane pAcho ApI gaye. A joIne zeThane khUba Azcarya thayuMne emane samajAya gayuM ke anItinuM dhana ghAsanA pULA jevuM che. ghAsanA pULAmAM divAsaLI cAMpatA DIvAra ajavALuM lAge che paNa pachI thoDIvAramAM pULe baLI jatAM ghera aMdhakAra vyApI jAya che ne tenI rAkha paNa maLatI nathI. tevI rIte bhale anItinA dhanathI kadAca sukha maLe paNa aMte e dhana mULa mUDIne paNa sApha karI nAMkhe che ne parabhavamAM tenA kaTuphaLa jIvane bhegavavA paDe che. mATe anIti, daga, chetarapiMDI mahAna anarthakArI che. ema samajI suMdaralAla zeTha nyAyamUrti banI gayA. basa tame paNa AvA bane.

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zAradA darzana ApaNe aMtagaDadazAMga sUtrane adhikAra cAle che. dvArikAnagarInA adhipati kRSNavAsudeva rAjya karatA hatA. te nagarImAM samudravijaya Adi daza darzAha tathA baladeva Adi pAMca mahAvIra hatA. pradyumna Adi sADAtraNa kakumAra hatA. zatruothI kadI parAjita na thAya evA sAMba Adi 60 hajAra zUra hatA. mahAsena Adi senApatienA tAbAmAM rahevAvALA chappana hajAra balavarga sainikadala hatuM. saMketa karatAM ja kAryarUDha thaI jAya evA dakSa ekavIsa hajAra vIrasena Adi vIra hatA. ugrasena Adi AdhInamAM rahevAvALA soLahajAra nRgaNa, rukimaNI Adi soLahajAra rANuo hatI. cosaTha kaLAomAM nipuNa anaMgasenA Adi gaNikAo hatI. tathA haMmezA AjJAmAM rahenArA ane bIjA ghaNAM aizvaryazAlI nAgarika, nagara rakSaka tathA zeTha senApati, ane sArthavAha Adi hatA. evA parama pratApI kRSNavAsudeva dvArakAthI mAMDIne jenI sImA vaitADhya parvata sudhI che te ardha bharata sudhI arthAt traNa khaMDanuM saMpUrNa rAjya karatA hatA. te kRSNavAsudeva kevA guNothI yukata hatA te vAta ApaNe gaI kAle karI gayA. AvI pavitra nagarImAM zuM bane che? te nagarImAM arihaMta evA ariSTanemi bhagavaMta grAmAnugrAma vicaratA dharmopadeza karavA mATe dvArikAnagarIne ughAnamAM padhAryA. te samayamAM bhagavaMta udyAnamAM utaratAM hatAM. traNa lekanA nAtha nemanAtha bhagavaMta parivAra sahita dvArikA nagarInI bahAra udhAnamAM padhAryAne khabara paDatAM vanapAlake bhagavaMtane utaravAnI AjJA ApatAM ane pATa pATalA Adi ApIne tarata mahArAjAne khabara ApatAM hatAM. ahIM vanapAlaka deDato bhagavaMta nemanAtha padhAryAnI vadhAmaNI ApavA AvyuM. he mahArAjA! anAthanA nAtha, jJAnanA prakAzathI traNe lokane prakAzita karanAra, dravya ane bhAva dAridra TALanAra, patitanA pAvana ane adhamanA uddhAraka evA nemanAtha prabhu udyAnamAM samesaryA che. A sAMbhaLI kRSNa vAsudevanA sADAtraNa keDa remarAya khaDA thaI gayA. tarata siMhAsanethI ubhA thaIne bhagavAna je dizAmAM birAjamAna hatA te dizA tarapha mukha rAkhI bolavA lAgyA. palapala tane mAruM haiyuM pukAre, jIvana vIte AzA nA sahAre, tArA darzananAM nayaNuM adhIrA, palabhara jhuke nA paMtha nihALe darzana dene he bhagavAna mArA hRdayamAM ApanA nAmane pikAra che. mArA jIvananI badhI AzAo tArA sahAre che. arere ! tArA darzana vagara mArA nayane adhIrA banyA hatA. pele pale mArI AMkhaDI ApanA darzana mATe jhaMkhI rahI hatI ane mAre aMtara AtmA talasATa sAthe pikArate hate. Aja mAruM haiyuM harSathI nAcI uThayuM. Ama belatAMnI sAthe tikhune pATha bhaNu vaMdaNA karI ane vadhAmaNa ApavA mATe Avela vanapAlakane eka mugaTa sivAyanA AbhUSaNe ApI tenuM cagya sanmAna karI ravAnA karyo.

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zAradA daIna 23 aMdhue ! jyAre mahArAjAe bhagavAna padhAravAnI vadhAmaNI ApavA AvanAra vanapAlakane AbhUSaNA vigere dravya ApI temanuM daridra TALI detAM hatAM tyAre e vanapAlake paNa vicAra karatAM hatAM ke ahA ! je prabhu padhAryAnI vadhAmaNI ApavA gayA te mahArAjAe mane nyAla karI dIdhe tA huM e prabhune arpaNa thaI jAuM to kevA nyAla thaI jAuM...! mAru' bhavAbhavatu daridra TaLI jAya. AmAMthI te pAmI jatAM hatAM. ahIyAM eka vAta yAda Ave che. kauza`khI nAmanI eka nagarI hatI. temAM pura'daradatta rAjAnA mahAmaMtrI vAsava cAra buddhinA dhaNI hatA. tenA AtmA khUba nirmAMLa ane jANe samakita pAmelA hoya tevA pavitra hatA. khUba nyAyI, paraduHkhabhajana ane deva-gurU dharma pratye anahada zraddhAvALA pavitra maMtrI hAvAthI rAjAne tenA pratye khUba mAna hatuM. jema saMtAnane mA-khApa, dhI zDa jIvAne deva-gurU ane dhama priya hoya che tema rAjAne ma`trIpriya hatA. rAjAne jyAre jyAre mUjhavaNane prasaMga Ave tyAre ekAMta niHsvArtha hitasvI banIne sAcI salAha ApatA. ghaNI vAra kahevAmAM Ave che ke ratnAnA bhaMDAra karatAM guNanA bhaMDAra, jJAnanA khajAnA ane nirmaLa tattvadRSTivALA AtmAo sAcA sahAyaka che. pradhAnanu dila sadA pApabhIrU hatu. kSaNe kSaNe ene AtmA vicAra karatA hatA ke 18 pApo janmAjanma ane adhogatimAM DUbADanArA che. mATe jeTalA ane teTalA pApane bhaya rAkhI satsaMga karavA mATe te sadAya talasatA hatA. AvA maMtrIne sadAya dilamAM eka duHkha rahyA karatuM ke mArA mitra kahuM ke mArA pitA kahuM tevA rAjA kayAre jinavacananI zraddhA karaze ! huM emane kevI rIte jaina tattvane samajAvuM! mane evA avasara kayAre maLI jAya ? jyAM sudhI mArA rAjA dharma na samaje tyAM sudhI mAnavabhava pAmyA ene kAMI aM nathI. tamane keI divasa AvuM duHkha thAya che ke mArA dIkarAne yAre dhama pamADuM ? je AtmA samyaktvI hoya tene AveA khaTakAro thayA kare, have samaya jatAM eka vAra ene avasara AvI maLyeA. banyuM ema ke peAte eka divasa savAre Avazyaka kriyA karIne sAmAyika karavA mATe taiyArI kare che. tyAM matrI pAse eka mALI Ave che. AvIne praNAma karIne karaDiyA uMghADIne AMkhAnI kerI pradhAna pAse dharatAM kahe che he deva! huM ApanuM svAgata karuM chu, vasataRtune samaya AvI gayeAche. enI nizAnI tarIke A mArI kerI svIkAro. ema kahIne kerI matrInA hAthamAM Ape che ane pachI kahe che sAheba ! bIjI paNa eka vAta lAvyeA che. ApaNA udyAnamAM AtmauddhAraka pavitra AcAya gurUdeva padhAryA che. A zabdo sAMbhaLatAM maMtrIne rASa AvI gayA, ane hAthamAMthI kerIne pheMkatA ene kahe che are anAya ! durbhAgI ! AcArahIna ! kharekhara, tuM te sAva kharAkhara pRthvI jevA jaDa chuM ke tuM mane bahu

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24 zAradA darzana AdarapUrvaka pahelI vadhAmaNI vasaMta RtunI Ape che. tane bhAna nathI ke hRdayane ThAranAra, ane AtmAne bhavabaMdhanathI choDAvanAra AcArya bhagavaMtanI pahelI vadhAmaNI heya ke vasaMtanI? kayAM vasaMta! ne kayAM AcArya bhagavaMta! vasaMta Rtu te kAmavAsanAnI Agane saLagAvanArI che. jyAre AcArya bhagavaMta te kAmAgnithI pIDAtA bhavyAtmAone jinavacana rUpI amRtathI ThAranArI che. mane kharekhara duHkha thAya che ke pahelI vadhAmaNI kenI ApavI joIe? tenuM bhAna nathI? bele, tamAre AvuM bane te tamane A vicAra Ave khare? kharekhara maMtrInA dilamAM samyagadarzanane jhaLakATa jhaLahaLI uThe hate. chevaTamAM mALIne Thapako ApyA pachI kahe che te mArA AcArya bhagavaMtanI vadhAmaNI ApI che mATe tene khAlI hAthe pAcho nahi javA dauM. ema kahI maMtrI kahe che are! bahAra keNa che? jI sAheba kahI tarata mANasa deDate Ave. maMtrIe kahyuM juo A mALIne dazahajAra sikkA ApI de. mALI te hadayathI nAcI uThaze. ahAhAzuM phakata AcArya bhagavaMtanI vadhAmaNajI devAthI mAruM jIvana daridra TaLI gayuM te kharekhara A saMtanA caraNomAM jaI ArAdhanA karavAthI kaye lAbha na maLe ? mArA zrAvake! mAre tamane ahIM e samajAvavuM che ke je tamane dhana karatAM dharma, peDhI karatAM paramezvara ane parivAra karatAM gurU bhagavate vahAlA haze te tamAro AtmA paNa saMta padhAryAnI vadhAmaNI sAMbhaLatAM maMtrInI jema thanathanI uThaze. tamane cheka deDate vadhAmaNI ApavA Ave tyAre bole tame zuM Apaze ? tene javAba tame ja Apaje. Aja rIte kRSNavAsudevane bhagavAna padhAryAnI vadhAmaNI sAMbhaLatAM apUrva AnaMda thA. jyAM tIrthaMkara prabhu birAjamAna che tyAMnuM vAtAvaraNa alaikika banI jAya che. sarvatra AnaMda AnaMda chavAI jAya che. dvArikA nagarImAM nemanAtha bhagavAna padhAryA che tyAM zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra:-padarAjAne dUta hastinApuramAM pAMDurAjAne drapadInA svaMyavaramAM padhAravA mATe vinaMtI karavA Ave che. pAMDurAjAe tenI vinaMtIne saharSa svIkAra karyo. ane tanuM bahu mUlyavAna vastrAbhUSaNathI sanmAna karIne vidAya karyo. piSa suda trIjanA lagna hatA eTale jaldI saine javAnuM hatuM. tethI pAMDurAjA sAthe yudhiSThirAdi pAMca pAMDe ane ghatarASTra sAthe duryodhana vigere se kaura sArA vastrAlaMkAra sajI hAthI, ghoDA, ratha, pAlakhI vigerethI yukta caturaMgI senA sAthe ThAThamAThathI kAMpilyapura javA mATe hastinApurathI nIkaLyA. mArgamAM AvatAM mane hara nadIo, parvata, nagare sarevara vigere vaTAvI pAMDurAjA saparivAra kAMpityapura pahoMcI gayA. tyAM padarAjAe te saunuM khUba bhAvabhInuM svAgata karyuM.

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sAradA darzana 25 drupada rAjAe sva yavara maMDapamAM AvelA rAjAone utaravA mATe suMdara mahelA rAkhyA hatA. ane AvanAra rAjAonI khUba suMdara rIte premathI AgatA svAgatA karatA hatA. ghaNAM rAjAe teA agAuthI AvelA hatAM. tyAM kAI ne kaTALA na Ave te mATe suMdara gAThavaNa karI hatI. mevA mIThAI bhAjana sarasa, SaTsa sakhake tAMI jimAyA, nATaka gIta vinAda bIca, mAna rahe saba rAyA ho...svaya vara.. drupada rAjAe karelI bhavya taiyArI : jamavA mATe nitya navA pakavAna pharasANa anatA hatAM. nATaka, sagIta vigere AnaMdakArI pAgrAma goThavAyelA hatAM. jethI badhA rAjAe samaya kayAM pasAra thaI jatA te khakhara paDatI nahi. pAMDurAjAnI paNa khUba AgatAsvAgatA karI temane rahevA mATe bhavya mahela ANye. ane svayaMvarama`DapanI zeAbhA teA evI karI hatI ke jonArane te jANe ema lAge ke jANe drupadarAjAe kukheranA bhaMDAramAMthI dhana lUMTa karIne A badhu karyuM haze ! svayaMvara ma`Dapa kevA hatA te sAMbhaLe. suMdara uMce maMca banAye, aiznane ke zrImAna, dhajApatAkA cukata sajAyA, mAnAM deva vimAna hA..svayaMvara.. svayaMvara maMDapamAM suMdara uMcAmAM uMcA maMca anAvyA che. temAM seAnAnA kAtaraNIvALA hajArA staMbha mUkayA che. temAM pAMca vaNunAM ratno jaDelAM che. te ratnAnA evA prakAza hatA ke tyAM jhagamagatI rozanI ja na hoya ! temAM uttama jAtinA sugaMdhathI madhamadhatA phUleAnI mALAe laTakatI hatI. dhvajApatAkAe ane tArAthI maMDapa zaNagA hatA. dhUpa ane attaranI sugaMdha temAM mheMkatI hatI. A svayaMvarama`Dapa devavamAna jevA zAbhatA hatA. kanakasthaMbha mAMDapa ke bIcame', 'cA eka anAyA, usakA madhya bhAgameM asA, suMdara sAja sajAyA ha.. maMDapanA madhyabhAgamAM eka suvaNu ratnajaDita mATA staMbha anAbyA hatA. te jabudvIpanI madhyamAM merU padegta jema zeAle che tema ze|bhatA hatA. tenA uparanA bhAgamAM aMne tarapha pharatAM nakSatra cakronI jema advitIya zaiAbhAyamAna cAra cAra ranacakra pharatAM hatA. te cakrAnI upara ratnapAMcAlI nAme pUtaLI hatI, te pUtaLInuM mukha nIcuM hatuM. jANe staMbhanI zAbhAne nIrakhavA dhyAna dharyuM`` na hoya tema lAgatuM hatuM. te pUtaLInu pratiSiMkha nIce paDatuM hatuM. te staMbhanI nIce vAva nAmanuM devAdhiSThita dhanuSya mUkAvyuM hatuM. zA.-4

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zAradA darzana pAMDu rAjAnA putrane joIne thayelI ciMtA - A tarapha draupadIne paraNavA mATe AvelA kAmI rAjAonuM citta caMcaLa banI gayuM hatuM bicArAone uMgha paNa AvatI na hatI. kayAre savAre paDe ne rAdhAvedha karIne draupadI jevI patnI meLavI jIvana kRtArtha karIe. temane mATe rAtrine ekeka prahara varSa jevo thaI paDayo hate. pAMDe te nirAMte UMghI gayA hatA. saunA manamAM hatuM ke drapadI amane maLaze. A tarapha pAMDurAjAnA pAMca putrone joIne padarAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke AvelA badhA rAjAo ane kumAra karatAM te caDhI jAya tevA che. paNa have zuM thAya ? meM je svayaMvara ra na hota te draupadI mATe A kumAro gyA che. have te je rAdhAvedha karaze tene ApavI paDaze. bIje divase samayasara svayaMvaramaMDapamAM samayasara padhAravA mATe AmaMtraNa ApavA badhA rAjAonA utAre padarAjAe khAsa dUtane mokalyA hatAM. eTale savAra paDatAM sau rAjAe manahara AkarSaka pizAka paherI moTA moTA rAjAo ane rAjakumAre sau svayaMvaramaMDapamAM AvI yathAsthAne besavA lAgyA. nIlakAMta maNIthI jaDelAM suMdara sihAsana upara pAMDurAjA beThA ane pAMDave paNa tyAM beThA. sUkAyelAM vRkSanA samuhamAM jema kalpavRkSa zobhe che tema rAjAonA samuhamAM pAMDurAjA zobhavA lAgyA, ane dhanurveda niSNAMta vIrarasathI bharapUra arjunane joIne rAjAe pitAnA svarUpane bhUlI gayA. Akhe svayaMvara maMDapa bharAI gayene draupadInI rAha jovAya che. IndrANI sama zobhatI draupadIne tenI dAsIo zaNagAra sajAve che. have draupadI maMDapamAM Avaze, rAjAe khUba AturatAthI tenI rAha joI rahyA che. have zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM-4 viSaya - "ndriya vijetA bane aSADa vada 6 ne budhavAra tA. 6-7-77 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI bhagavatenA mukhamAMthI jharelI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. aMtagaDa sUtranA AThamA adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. temAM dvArakA nagarImAM trilekInAtha arihaMta evA nemanAtha prabhunuM Agamana thayuM che. AvA sarvajJa praNIta siddhAMto dvArA ApaNane saMsAranI asAratAnuM bhAna thAya che, ane saMsAra sukhanI tucchatAno khyAla Ave che. saMsAra sukhanI kalpanA karatAM vivekAnaMde paNa kahyuM che ke saMsAranuM eka aMza sukha vIsa Tana duHkha kheMcI lAve che. A satya hakIkta Aje nahi te kAle paNa mAnavane svIkAravI paDaze.

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zAradA darzana pAMca IndrionA viSayemAM sukha mAnanArA pAgala mAnavIone samajAvavA mATe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 32 mA adhyayanamAM bhagavaMte spaSTa jaNAvyuM che ke prakAzamAM sukha mAnanAra pataMgiyuM e prakAzamAM prANa gumAve che. rasalubdha mAchalI leTanI goLI khAvA jatAM mAchImAranI jALamAM phasAIne maraNane zaraNa thAya che. zravaNa sukhAsakta mRgalA pAradhInA bANathI vadhAIne maraNanI zaraNAgati svIkAre che. sugaMdhanA sukhamAM mugdha banele bhramara puSpamAM ja guMgaLAIne mare che. ane sparza lelupI hAthI khAImAM paTakAI baMdhanamAM jakaDAI jAya che. A rIte eka ja IndriyanuM sukha meLavavA jatAM jIvanI kevI durdazA thAya che? te vicAra karo ke je pAMce IndriyaonA rasamAM Asakta bane che te jIvanI kevI durdazA thatI haze! ATalA mATe jJAnIe saMsAranA sukhane sukha nahi paNa mahAduHkhanuM mULa jaNAve che. je saMsAramAM sukha hota te mahApurUSo rAjavaibhava vilAsa badhuM choDIne AvI kaparI sAdhanAnI keDIe prayANa na karata. baMdhuo! saMsAramAM sukha zodhavuM eTale lIMbaDAnA rasamAMthI madhuratA zodhavA jevuM che. bhale, tame Ane sukha mAnatA che paNa jJAnInI daSTie te sukha nathI paNa sukhAbhAsa che. jema ke chIpane e vAstavika cAMdI na hovA chatAM temAM caLakATa dekhIne cAMdI mAnI levI, jhAMjhavAnA jaLane pANI mAnI tenA mATe deDavuM e bhrama che. cAMdI ane pANI na hovA chatAM tene AbhAsa che, paNa vAstavika cAMdI ke pANI nathI. te rIte jJAnI bhagavaMte kahe che ke saMsAranuM kAlpanika sukha jhAMjhavAnA jaLa jevuM che ne Atmika sukha mIThA pANu jevuM che. mATe je sAcuM sukha joItuM hoya te meha, mAyA ne mamatAnA baMdhane aLagA kare. tRSNA tarUNIne aLagI kare. jIvanane sukhI banAvavuM ane jaDanA baMdhanamAM jakaDAyelA rahevuM e be vAta nahi bane. jelamAM pUrAyele kedI te cAra divAlene kedI che. jelanA kedIne te vahele meDo chUTakAre thAya che paNa je dunvayI sukha mATe na karavAnA kAma kare che, IndrionA gulAma bane che te bhabhava sudhI karma rAjAnI kedamAM ja jakaDAyeluM rahe che. mATe viSaya tRSNa cheDe te tame mukta banI zakazo. nahi choDe te Atmika sukhanI meja gumAvI deze. kahyuM che ke, vajabaMdhana Apa baLe tUTe, sneha tatuthI te nava chUTe." je mANasa lokhaMDanI majabUta sAMkaLanA baMdhanane baLathI dhaDAka daIne teDI zake che te vyakti kAcA tAMtaNuM jevA sanehanA baMdhanene teDI zakatA nathI. zarIrane bAMdhanArA baMdhane teDI zakAze paNa AtmAne mehapAzanA baMdhane bAMdhanArA baMdhane teDavA bahu muzkela che. mATe bhagavAna mahAvIra prabhue ekalA saMsArI jIne nahi paNa pitAnA saMtone paNa kahyuM che ke huM mArA zramaNa ane zramaNIo ! tamane game

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28 zAradA darzana teTalI sArI vastuo maLe che temAM Asakta banI lalacAzo nahi, paNa tene tyAga karI deje. jema jema vastuo pratyethI mamatvabhAva chUTatuM jAya che tema tema AtmAne AnaMda vadhatuM jAya che. ATalA mATe vItarAgI saMta kaDakamAM kaDaka niyame svecchApUrvaka svIkAre che. ene game teTalI suMdara cIne ApavAmAM Ave te paNa sAdhu enA sAmuM daSTi paNa karatA nathI. tethI te sukhI che. eka pleTamAM paNa kahyuM che ke, sukhino viSayAtRptA, nendropendrAdrayoDa pyahA / bhikSurekaH sukhI loke, jJAnatRpto niraMjana // viSayethI tRpta nahi thayelA Indra che ke deva hi vigere te paNa sukhI nathI. paNuM jJAnathI tRpta niraMjanabhAvamAM ramaNa karanAra sAdhu sukhI che. baMdhuo ! jJAnanI daSTie dema doma sAhyabImAM mahAlanA Indra ke mahendra keI sukhI nathI. ane niraMtara atRptInI AgamAM saLagatA rAjA, mahArAjAo ke zeTha zAhukAro paNa sukhI nathI. tame emanuM sukha joIne mAnI le ke A kevA sukhI che! paNa enI pAse jaIne tame pUcho ke bhAI! tame sukhI che ! te tamane samajAze ke te ke sukhI che. sauthI maTe zrImaMta gaNAte eka amerikana zrImaMta jenuM nAma henarI pharDa hatuM. tenI pAchalI uMmare keIe tene prazna karyo ke Apane badhuM sukha che chatAM kaI evI vastu che ke je haju sudhI Apane maLI nathI? tyAre henarIpherDa aMtarathI bolate heya tema kahevA lAgyuM ke bhAI ! mArI pAse dhana che, kIti che paNa haja mane mAnasika zAMti nathI maLI. evI zAMti ApanAra keI mitra ma nathI. A duniyAnA zrImaMta ane kIrtivaMtene joIne teo sukhI che e vAta tame bhUlI jAo. bhautika padArthonA saMgamAM vAstavika sukha ke zAMti che ja nahi. tame jyAre emanI AMtarika azAMtine karUNa kalpAMta sAMbhaLazo tyAre tamane emanA baMgalA karatAM tamArI jhuMpaDI vadhu sArI lAgaze. emanI zrImaMtAI karatAM tamArI garIbAI AzIrvAda rUpa lAgaze. tamane ema thaze ke zuM A jagatamAM kaI sAce sukhI che ja nahi? ane sukhI che te teNa? tame jANe che? " ataM sudhI muLI vItarANI mAtra eka vItarAgI saMto sAcA sukhI che. e zA mATe sukhI che? zuM emane kamAvuM paDatuM nathI mATe sukhI che? "nA." je viSaya tRSNAne piSavA tamAre kamAvuM paDe che e viSaya tRSNa temane nathI. mATe sukhI che. umAsvAtijIe paNa kahyuM che ke nijita mada madanAnAM, vAka kAyamanovikAra rahitAnAm / vinivRta parAzAnAmihaiMva, mokSaH- suvihitAnAm //

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zAradA darzana jemaNe pracaMDa mada madana eTale kAmadevane jItI lIdhA che, jenA mana vacana ke kAyAmAMthI vikAranuM viSa naSTa thaI gayuM che, jemaNe para pudagalanI AzAono tyAga karI dIdhuM che tevA mahAtmAo apUrva sukhI che. AvA mahAtmAo zabdAdi viSayonuM pariNAma duHkharUpa samajIne ane tenI aniyatAno vicAra karI, saMsAranA rAga dveSamaya bhayaMkara dukhene khyAla karI zarIra para rAga ke zatru para roSa karatA nathI. regathI vyathita thatA nathI. vRddhAvasthAthI akaLAtA nathI ane mRtyuthI DaratA nathI. AvA mahAbhAe sAcA sukhI che. devAnupriya! vItarAgI teno tyAga ne vairAgya keTalI ucca keTina hoya che! bhagavatI sUtramAM jamAli kumArane adhikAra Ave che. e jamAlikumAra mahAvIra prabhunA saMsAra pakSe bhANeja thAya ne jamAI paNa thAya. jamAlikumAra bhagavAnanI eka vakhata vANI sAMbhaLIne vairAgyanA raMge raMgAI gayA. emanA vairAgyanuM varNana vAMcatA ApaNane ema thAya ke ahAhA.zuM bairAgya che ! mahAna riddhi siddhine tyAga karI dIkSA lIdhI. temanI patnIe paNa dIkSA lIdhI. dIkSA laIne jamAlikumAre ghaNuM jJAna prApta karyuM, paNa chelle emanuM jIvana vAMcIe tyAre AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jAya. jamAli aNagAra bhagavAnane pUche che prabhu! ApanI AjJA hoya te huM A zinI sAthe bahAra janapadamAM vicaruM ! A samaye bhagavAna mauna rahyA. kAraNa ke bhagavAna te sarvajJa hatA. te jANatAM hatAM ke jamAline alaga vicaravAmAM lAbha che ke nukazAna? huM ene nA pADIza te rahevAnuM nathI. eTale bhagavAna mauna rahyA. gurU te ziSyanA lAbhAlAbha jaIne AjJA Ape. gurUnI AjJA na hoya te seMkaDe lAbhanA kAraNane paNa vinayavAna ziSya jatA kare paNa avinIta ziSya samajato nathI. tethI ghaNuM kALa sudhI saMsAramAM rakhaDe che. je rakhaDavuM nA hoya te gurUnI AjJAnuM avazya pAlana karavuM. anAja daLavAnI ghaMTImAM tame najara kare. je dANuM ghaMTInA bIlaDAne Azraya laIne rahe che te pIsAtA nathI. je khIle choDIne jAya che te pIsAI jAya che. tema je jIvane janma maraNarUpI saMsAranI cakkImAM pIsAvuM na hoya te vItarAga prabhunI ane saddagurUnI AjJArUpI khIlAne zraddhApUrvaka Azraya laI le. roja pratikramaNamAM zuM belIe chIe ! he prabhu! te dharma sAmi, timi, romi zvAmi pAmi babupANi mane tArA mArga upara zraddhA thaI che. tArA mArganI pratIti thaI che. tAre mArga mane rU che. spazyo che. tArA dharmanI huM pAlana karuM chuM. vizeSa prakAre pALuM chuM. je A pramANe aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka bolatA ho to zraddhAno daDe barAbara pakaDI rAkhajo. Atmika zraddhAthI bharelA jIvananI kiMmata che. paradezathI sarasa DAyelavALI ghaDiyALa lAvyA. paNa je

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30 ghaDiyALanA kAMTA na hoya teA ? te ghaDiyALanI keAI velyu kharI ? vacanamAM jene zraddhA nathI tenuM jIvana paNa kAMTA vinAnI ghaDiyALa jevuM che. zAradA darzana nA, tema gurU mahAvIra prabhue jamAli aNugAranI vAtamAM hakAra na bhaNyA. mauna rahyA chatAM jamAli aNugAre potAnA ziSya parivAra sAthe vihAra karyAM. gurUnI AjJAnuM ullaMghana karavAthI kevuM kharAkha pariNAma Ave che te sAMbhaLajo. jamAli aNugAra peAtAnA 500 ziSyA sAthe grAmAnugrAma tapa tyAgapUrvaka vicaratA eka vakhata temanA zarIramAM roga utpanna thayA. besavAnI zakti nA rahI tyAre potAnA ziSyAne kahyu ke mArA mATe sathArA taiyAra karo vinayava'ta ziSyA tarata sathAre taiyAra karavA lAgyA. jamAli aNugAre pUchyuM ke saMthArA taiyAra thayA ? ziSyAe kahyuM-hA, gurUdeva. phakta cheDA bharAvavAnA sheja bAkI hatA. AthI jamAli aNugArane thayuM ke "he mALe " e vAta mithyA che. devAnupriyA ! jue, jamAlika aNugAre 11 aMganuM jJAna meLavyuM hatuM. emanu jJAna samajaNupUrNAMkanuM hatuM. jJAna sAthe kriyA hatI, zraddhA majabUta hatI. cAritra sAthe tapa paNa hatA. chatAM sheja nimitta maLatAM emanI zraddhA pharI gaI. temanA keTalAka ziSyAne A vAta rUcI te emanA matamAM bhaLI gayA. ane jemane na rUcI te pAchA bhagavAna pAse cAlyA gayA. temanA matamAM priyadarzInA sAdhvI paNa bhaLyA hatA. eka vakhata te sAdhvIjI grAmAnugrAma vihAra karatAM jyAM zakaDAla kuMbhAra zrAvaka hatA te gAmamAM padhAryA. A zrAvaka khUba khamIravaMta hatA. ene khakhara hatI ke A sAdhvIjI jamAlinA matamAM bhaLelAM che. huM ene ThekANe lAvuM, zakAle temane AhAra pANI vaheArAvyA. tyArabAda temane ThekANe lAvavA zakaDAle enI pacheDIne pAchaLathI sheja saLagAvI. e samajatAM hatAM ke sAdhu agninA sparza na kare. huM enuM prAyazcita karIza paNa ene sudhAruM, jayAM pacheDI saLagI tyAM priyadarzInA sAdhvIjI khelI uDayA. mArI pacheDI saLagI. tyAre zakaDAlajIe dhaDAka daIne kahI dIdhu--sAdhvIjI ! tame ema nahi khelI zake. kAraNa ke tamArA mata pramANe pacheDI AkhI khaLI jAya tyAre tame kahI zake ke mArI pacheDI saLagI. kAraNa ke tame maLavA mAMDayu' tyArathI banyuM' ema bhagavAnanA vacanane mAnatA nathI. samajo. sAkhavI sADI vaNavA beThA. haju eka gaja sADI vaNI nathI paNa kAi pUche ke zu kare che ? te kaheze ke huM sADI vaNu chuM. A vyavahAra bhASA che. e khATI nathI. zakaDAlajInI zraddhA majabUta hatI. sAdhvIjIne jaDabAtoDa javAba detAM pAchA na paDayA. paNa AjanA zrAvake to zAsanamAM saDo pese te ene calAvavA de che. 'calatI hai calane do' paNa saDA nAbUda karavAnI tAkAta nathI. zrAvakA te sAdhunA ammApiyA che. sAdhu jo zraddhAmAM ke AcAramAM zithila ane teA khUNAmAM besADI zikhAmaNa de ane saDA nAbUda karAve,

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zAradA darzana 31 ahIM zakaDAle sAdhvIjIne kahI dIdhuM ke tamArA mata pramANe Ama na bolI zakAya. sAdhvIjI tarata zraddhAmAM sthira thaI gayA ne bhagavAnane mata svIkArI lIdhe ne kahyuM. zakaDAlajI! tamane dhanya che. tame mane paDatI bacAvI che. ema kahIne te gayA. tyAra pachI jamAli aNugAra pAse AvIne kahe che he mahArAja ! Apane mAnele mata mithyA che. tene choDI de. ane bhagavAnanA vacana trikALI satya che. tene aMgIkAra karo. ghaNuM samajAvyA paNa pitAne mata na cho tyAre sAvIjIe kahI dIdhuM ke he jamAli aNagAra ! bagaDI gayelA dUdha ke dahIMne keI saMgrahanuM nathI paNa pheMkI de che tema huM paNa tamane vividha trividha sarAvI dauM chuM. ema kahIne cAlyA gayA. beTarInA zelamAM je pAvara na hoya to tame zela rAkhe ke pheMkI do? pheMkI de ne ? pAvara hoya te ja ene sAcave che. tema jenA dilamAM bhagavAnanA vacanI zraddhAne pAvara nathI tene koNa rAkhe? jema ghauMmAMthI kAMkarA pheMkAI jAya che tema jamAli aNagAra pheMkAI gayA. saheja usUtranI prarUpaNa karI te nikhtava banI gayA ne aMtima samaye kALadharma pAmI kitviSImAM devapaNe utpanna thayA. huM te tamane kahuM chuM ke bhagavAnanA siddhAMtanuM jJAna khUba gahana che. tamane samajAya teTaluM samajajo. na samajAya te bhagavAne kahyuM che te satya che. huM nathI samajI zakate te mArI khAmI che. paNa bhagavAnanA vacanamAM kadI zaMkA karazo nahi, ne zraddhAmAM jarApaNa DhIlA na paDaze. je bhagavAnanA vacanamAM zraddhA rAkhe che te AtmAo bhavasAgara tarI jAya che. ahIM dvArakA nagarImAM neminAtha bhagavAna pitAnA ziSya parivAra sahita padhAryA che ane udyAnamAM utaryA che. tyAM zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra : svayaMvaramaMDapamAM AvatAM pahelAM draupadIe karelI kAmadevanI pujA: draupadIe snAna Adi karIne sarva prathama kAmadevanI pUjA karI, ane stuti karIne varadAna mAMgyuM ke he deva ! mane Icchita divyavera maLe evuM varadAna Apaje. tyAra pachI anupama rUpathI zobhatI navayuvAna dvipadIne tenI dAsIo khUba suMdara rIte zaNagAravA lAgI. karakaMkaNa pa meM bIchA, mudrA aMgulI mAMi, jhInI sADI tana pe sehe, kajajala naina sarAI he svaMyavara caMdra jevuM jenuM mukhaDuM zobhe che. mRga jevI jenI AMkhe che, dADamanI kaLI jevA dAMta che. ane keyela je kaMTha che. e vacana bole tyAre jANe mukhamAMthI amI jharatI hoya tema lAgatuM hatuM tevI draupadI ne dAsIo vividha prakAranA vastrAbhUSaNa paherAvavA lAgI. mAthuM oLI aMbeDAmAM kulanI veNI paherAvI. kAnamAM uttama prakAranA ratnothI jaDelA kuMDaLa paherAvyAM, kaMThamAM sAtaserA, navaserA mANI ne motInA hAra

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32 zAradA darzana paherAvyAM. hAthamAM kakaNa, AMgaLIe vITI, keDe kaMdare paherAvyo, ne pagamAM jhAMjhara paherAvyA, AMkhamAM kAjaLa AMkyuM. kapALamAM tilaka karyuM, ane jhINI mulAyama sADI paherAvI, eka te athAga rUpa hatuM, temAM vividha prakAranA zaNagAra saje eTale zebhamAM zuM bAkI rahe? draupadI ratisuMdarI jevI zobhavA lAgI, saMpUrNa zaNagAra sajAI gayA bAda draupadI tenI sAhelIo sAthe tenI mAtA pAse AvI ane mAtA ne page lAgI, tyAre mAtAe zuM kahyuM. mana mAne vara lenA tU , jananI de AziSa, phira ratha mAMI beThI medase. dharA dhyAna jagadIza he...zrotA maMDapamAM jatAM mAtAe Apela AziSa - he mArI vahAlI putrI ! tuM Icchita varane prApta karaje, ema kahI mAthe hAtha mUkIne AzISa ApI. mAtAnI AzISa laI draupadI rathamAM beThI. tene besavAne ratha paNa khUba zaNagAryo hato. rathane senA rUpAnI ghugharIo bAMdhI hatI, rathamAM besI draupadIe prabhunuM dhyAna-smaraNa karyuM. buda draupadIne bhAI dhRSTadyumna kumAra rathane sArathI banyuM hatuM. raNajhaNa karate the cA. pAchaLa strIo maMgala gIta gAI rahI che. vAjiMtro vAge che. khUba dhAmadhUmathI rUmajhuma karI draupadIne svaMyavara maMDapamAM lAvyA. jyAM draupadIe maMDapamAM praveza karyo tyAM badhA rAjAonI eka sAthe tenA upara daSTi paDI. jANe AkAzamAMthI IndrANa utarI na hoya ! sau rAjAe prabhune prArthanA karavA lAgyA ke A draupadI amane maLaje. draupadIe paNa svayaMvara maMDapamAM badhA rAjAo tarapha daSTi phekI te badhA rAjAomAM deva kumAra jevA zobhatA manahara AkRtivALA pAMDurAjAnA pAMca putrone jeyA. temAM tenuM mana TharI gayuM, paNa temanA pahelAM bIjA ghaNu rAjAo beThelA che. e rAdhAvedha kare te pitAnI jAherAta pramANe temane ja varamALA paherAvavI paDe. tenuM dilamAM duHkha thayuM, paNa prabhune prArthanA karatI te sthaMbha pAse ubhI rahI. eTale tenuM pratibiMba sthaMbhamAM paDavA lAgyuM. temAM eka draupadI aneka dekhAvA lAgI. A joIne sau stabdha banI gayA. vAtAvaraNa zAMta banI gayuM. tyAre dhRSTadyumna kumAra ubhe thaIne kahe che te megherA mahemAne ! sAMbhaLe. amArA kuLanA alaMkAra rUpa devatAothI levAyela A dhanuSyane uThAvI je rAdhAvedha karaze temane A abhUta rU5 ane guNethI yukta mArI lADalI bahena varamALA paherAvaze. ATaluM kahI rAjakumAra tenA Asana upara besI gaye - kumAranI vAta sAMbhaLIne sauthI prathama hastizIrSa dezanI mahArAjA sarva prathama pitAnA AsanethI ubhA thayA. draupadInI dAsI kahe che he kumArI ! A mahAna baLavAna damadaMta mahArAjA che. paNa temane chIMka AvI e apazukana gaNAya eTale teo pAchA besI gayA. tyAM bIjA rAjA ubhA thayA. eTale dAsIe kahyuM ke sulocanA ! A mathupati "ghara" rAjA che. paNa rAjA ubhA thayA tyAM temanA paga dhrujavA lAgyA ne vAMkA

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zAradA darzana vaLI javAthI paga macakoDAI gayA. tethI badhA rAjAo hasavA lAgyA. te zaramiMdA banIne besI gayA. tyAM virATa dezanA mahArAjA ubhA thavA gayA tyAM temane mUcha AvI gaI. zarIra pasInAthI rebajheba thaI gayuM tethI te besI gayA. pachI AnaMdIpuranA mahArAjA "zalya" uThayA ne sthaMbha tarapha javA mATe paga bhare che tyAM cIkaNI jamIna upara paga khasI gaye ne paDI gayA. tyAM jarAsaMghane putra sahadeva uThayo ne rAdhAvedha karavA mATe gaye paNa sarpa jevuM dhanuSya joIne DarI gayo. eTale udAsa thaIne pAcho pharyo dAsI eka pachI eka rAjAnA nAma belIne tenA guNagAna karatI draupadIne oLakhANa ApatI jAya che. have caMderIpati zUravIra zizupAla rAjA uDayA. jemaNe rUkSmaNInA haraNa samaye kRSNanA manamAM paNa zaMkA utpanna karI hatI, paNa koNa jANe te dhanuSa uThAvavAnI hiMmata karI zakato nathI. eTalAmAM dhRtarASTrane putra duryodhana abhimAnathI chAtI phulAva ubhe thayA. sthaMbha pAse jaI dhanuSya hAthamAM levA gaye paNa dhanuSyane aDI zake nahi. eTale namana karIne pAcho pharyo. sau rAjAe hasavA lAgyA. tyAra pachI dhanurvidyAmAM pravINa aMgadezanA karNa rAjA uDyA. karNa khUba parAkramI hato. dAsIe kahyuM ke atyAre AnA jevo bIje kaMI dhanurdhArI nathI, dhanurvidyAmAM A karNarAjA advitIya ane addabhUta che. A sAMbhaLIne draupadI kuLadevIne prArthanA karavA lAgI ke mAtA ! huM manathI pAMDavone varI cUkI chuM. e ja mArA pati thAya. kaNe ghaNuM muzkelIthI dhanuSa uThAvyuM paNa rAdhAvedha na karI zakayA. A rIte rAdhAvedha karavA mATe ghaNuM rAjAe ubhA thayA. badhAe pitAnI zaktine ajamAza karyo paNa kaI rAdhAvedha karI zakayuM nahi. sau udAsa banIne besI gayA. chevaTe kRSNa ane temanA putrone vAro Avyo. tyAre kRSNa saMketa karyo eTale zAba pradyumna Adi kumAro uThayA nahi. kRSNajI khuda paNa na uThayA, ane pAMDavone rAdhAvedha karavA javA mATe saMketa karyo. kRSNa mahArAjAe pAMDava putrane karelo saMketa : baMdhuo ! kRSNavAsudevanI daSTi keTalI vizALa che ! pite gya hovA chatAM vicAra karyo ke A kanyA te pAMDane egya che eTale kRSNane saMketa thatAM, manamAM AnaMda pAmatAM pAMce pAMDa dhanuSya tarapha cAlyA. jema pAMce IndriothI zarIra zobhe che tema pAMDurAjA pAMca putrethI zobhatA hatA. pAMce sthaMbha pAse AvyA. temAM ane sarva prathama pitAjI, kRSNajI Adi vaDIlene vinayapUrvaka namana karyuM, pachI dhanuSya uThAvavA jAya che tyAM zuM bane che? bhIme hAthamAM gadA laIne badhA rAjAone udezIne kahyuM ke he mahArAjAo ! mArI eka vAta sAMbhaLe. mAro bhAI ane dhanuSya caDhAvIne rAdhAvedha karaze pachI jo zA.-5

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34 zAradA darzana tenA upara keIkacavATa karaze ke tephAna karaze te A mArI gadAthI enuM mAthuM phADI nAkhIza. A pramANe bhIme kahyA pachI arjuna jinezvara prabhunuM dhyAna dharIne kamaLanI nALanI mAphaka dhanuSya hAthamAM lIdhuM ne bANa caDhavI TaMkAra karyo. tyAre AkAzamAM e avAja thaye ke dharatI dhrujI uThI, parvatanA zikhare tUTI gayA. hAthIe pitAnA sthAna choDIne bhAgavA lAgyA. ane nIce telathI bharelA kuMDamAM rAdhAnuM pratibiMba je lakSabindu tAkI jotajotAmAM rAdhAnI jamaNI AMkha vIMdhI nAMkhI. pupamAla sukhamAla hAthase, arjuna ke pahanAI varamAlA nidAna ga, pace ke gale dikhAI ho....zrotA ajunane jayajayakAra ane rAdhAvedha karyo te vakhate svayaMvaramaMDapamAM beThelA rAjAoe arjunane yajayakAra bolAvya, ane AkAzamAMthI devoe puSavRSTi karI. vAjiM vAgavA lAgyA, ane draupadI paNa ghUMghaTamAMthI arjunane joIne khUba AnaMda pAmI ane sukemaLa hAthathI khUba premapUrvaka teNe arjunanA gaLAmAM varamALA paherAvI. jo ke draupadIne to pAMce pAMDane varamALA paherAvavAnI IcchA thaI hatI paNa leka vyavahAra sAro na dekhAya eTale arjunane paherAvI. paNa pUrvabhavanA niyANane kAraNe pAMce pAMDavanA gaLAmAM varamALA paherAvelI sarvee joI. A samaye AkAzavANI thaI ke he draupadI ! te je kaMI karyuM che te yogya karyuM che. tAre DaravAnI jarUra nathI. A tarapha bIjA rAjAo ane prajAjane saune Azcarya thayuM ke A zuM? kanyA te ekaja che ne pAMca pAMDavonA gaLAmAM varamALA paherAvI che. eka patine pAMca patnI heya paNa pAMca patine eka patnI na hoya. drupadarAjA paNa mUMjhavaNamAM paDayA ke mArI dIkarI te eka che ne pAMcane kevI rIte paraNAvuM? bahuM beTu thayuM. Ama ciMtAtura banyA che. barAbara te samaye eka jaMghAcaraNa muni AkAzamAMthI utaryA emane joI kRSNa Adi badhA rAjAe ubhA thaI gayA ne munine tikhune pATha bhaNI vaMdana karyA ne bolyA. Aje amArA dhanya bhAgya ke chakAyanA rakSaka evA ApanA amane darzana thayA. ema kahIne munine besADI sukhazAtA pUchIne vinayapUrvaka prazna pUche ke A draupadIe pAMcane varamALA paherAvI che te zuM tene pAMca pati thaze ? have muni temane zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare.

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vyAkhyAna naM-5 aSADavada 7 ne gurUvAra tA-7-7-77 anaMta karUNAnIdhi, Taulekya prakAzaka, tIrthakara bhagavaMtoe jagatanA jInA uddhAra mATe siddhAMtanI vANI prakAzI. bhagavAnanA vacanAmRta traNe kALe satya che. temAM jIvane sarvaprathama zraddhA thavI joIe. zraddhA vinA game teTalI kiyA karo, tapa-japa vAMcana, manana badhuM karo paNa temAM je utkRSTa rasa Avo joIe te nahi Ave. zraddhA vinAnI kriyA vigere dharmAnuSThAnathI puNya baMdhAze paNa karmanI nirjarA nahi thAya. zraddhAmAM ajoDa zakti rahelI che. zraddhAsahita kriyA karavAthI karmanA gaMjanA gaMja tUTI jAya che. moTA pahADa jevA paththarene teDavA hoya te vaijJAnike dArUgeLA mUke che. tenAthI moTA ane majabUta paththaranA cUrecUrA thaI jAya che. te rIte vItarAga prabhunuM eka vacana paNa ApaNAM hRdaya-maMdiramAM jaDAI jAya te AtmA upara lAgelA kaThora karmonA cUrecUrA thaI jAya. paNa jJAnI kahe che ke "sadvAM DyA " jIvane zraddhA thavI parama durlabha che. jema dArUgoLAmAM moTA moTA paththaronAM cUrecUrA karavAnI zakti che tenAthI anaMtagaNI zakti jinezvaradevanA vacanamAM che. rehaNIyA ceranA dilamAM anicchAe eka vacana jaDAI gayuM to kedamAMthI chUTakAre thaI gaye. te jenA dilamAM zraddhApUrvaka jinavANune raNakAra thAya tenI bhavabhavanI kedamAMthI mukti thAya ke nahi? evA ghaNAM jIve prabhune vacana upara zraddhA karIne tarI gayA che. baMdhuo! zraddhA e amogha saMjIvanI che. zraddhA jIvanamAM agatyano bhAga bhajave che. tamArA saMsAranA vyavahAramAM paNa zraddhA vinA kAma cAlatuM nathI. vizvAsa vinA ghara ke dukAna cAlatAM nathI. juo, tame dukAnamAM lAkhene mAla bharyo hoya che paNa sAMje tALuM lagAvIne ghera Ave che ne? ke badhe mAla ghera laIne Ave che? "nA" roja keTale mAla ghera lavAya? tyAM zraddhAthI tALuM lagAve che. mahino bahAragAma javuM hoya te munimanA bharose dukAna mUkIne jAya che ne? kaI vahepArIne oLakhatA nathI hatA paNa zraddhAthI tenI sAthe lAkhene sedA kare che ne? bahenane be traNa kalAka bahAra javuM hoya te te bharyuM bhAdaryuM ghara ghATInA bharose mUkIne jAya che ne? zarIramAM darda thAya tyAre DokaTara pAse jAya che. tyAre DokaTara upara zraddhA rAkhe che ne? korTamAM kesa dAkhala kare hoya te asIla vakIla pAse jAya che. vidyArthIne enA zikSaka upara vizvAsa rAkha paDe che. A rIte duniyAmAM sarvatra vizvAsathI vyavahAra cAle che. te vicAra kare ke je bhagavaMtanA vacanAmRtomAM ajoDa zakti che temanA upara, temanA vacana upara, temanA prarUpelA dharma upara ane temanA saMto upara ApaNane keTalI zraddhA hevI joIe ! bIjA mANasa upara vizvAsa mUke che paNa kyAreka te dhananI lAlacamAM vizvAsaghAta karI bese che. kAraNa ke jagata svArthI che. paNa jene koInA upara rAga nathI ke keIne pratye dveSa nathI ke kaI jAtane svArtha nathI, kevaLa paramArtha dRSTithI jagatanA

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36 zAradA dana chavAnuM bhaluM karavAnI bhavya bhAvanA che te sadbhAvanAthI pAte tapa dhyAna Adi kaThora sAdhanAe karI ghAtI karmonA DUMgarAne bhedI kevaLajJAnanA prakAza prApta karI jagatanA khUNe khUNe vicarI jagatanA jIvAne edha Ape che. temanA vacanAmRtA upara ApaNane atUTa zraddhA thavI jAIe. ApaNane aMtagaDa sUtrane adhikAra cAle che, kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzInanA prakAzathI dvIpatA temanAtha bhagavAna dvArakA nagarImAM potAnA ziSya parivAra sahita padhAryA, te vakhate seALa hajAra dezanA samrATa kRSNa vAsudevane vanapAlaka samAcAra Ape che ke he mahArAjA ! jenI Apa AturatApUrvaka pratIkSA karI rahyA che tevA trileAkInAtha dvArakA nagarInA udyAnamAM padhAryA che. A sAbhaLatAM samyagdRSTi AtmA evA kRSNa vAsudevane je harSI thayA te avaNanIya hatA. prabhu padhAryAnI vadhAmaNI sAMbhaLIne kRSNa vAsudeva vicAra karavA lAgyA ke ahA! jemaNe kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzIna pragaTa karI AtmAnA anata sukhanI prApti karI che tevA paramAtmA nemanAtha prabhu mArA AMgaNe padhAryA che te huM jaldI temanA dana karavA jAuM.... temanA harSI samAtA nathI. harSoMmAM temaNe vadhAmaNI ApanAra vanapAlakane mUlyavAna vastrAbhUSaNA ApI tenI bhUkha bhAMgI nAMkhI. enA ha` paNa enA hRdaya sAgaramAM samAtA nathI. ahA ! prabhu paryAyAnI vadhAmaNI ApavAmAM ATale khadhA lAbha ? tA emanI upAsanA karavAthI keTaleA lAbha thAya ? ema vicAra karatA cAlyA gayA. kRSNa mahArAjAnA ullAsanuM to pUchavuM ja zuM ? jema zarada pUrNimAnA caMdra AkAzamAM uMce caDhe tema sAgara uchALA mAre che te rIte kRSNanA hRdayarUpI sAgara prabhunA AgamananA samAcAra sAMbhaLIne uchALA mAre che. emanA hRdayamAM harSI samAtA nathI. rAmAMcAne bhedIne khahAra nIkaLI jAya che. manamAM vicAra kare che. ahe| prabhu ! ApanI vadhAmaNIthI vanapAlakanI janmanI bhUkha bhAMgI paNa mAre te ApanA dana karI bhavAbhavanI bhUkha bhAMgavAnI che. bhautika saMpatti game teTalI prApta karI paNa tenAthI kaMI mArI janmamaraNanI daridratA TaLe kharI ? 'nA' AtmAne tRpti thAya kharI ? nA sAcI daridratA TALanAra tame che. jeNe kharA aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka ApanA darzana karyA tenA mATe A saMsAramAM evI kaI cIja che ke tenA upara mITa mAMDe ne Ana' thAya ! arthAt ApanA danathI adhika khIjI kaI cIja A duniyAmAM nathI. bhagavAna padhAryAnA samAcAra maLatAM si'hAsana uparathI utarI sAta ATha pagalA AgaLa jaI vaMdana karIne stuti karavA lAgyA ke dhanya che te mAnavIne ke je manuSya janma pAmIne ApanAM darzana karI netra pavitra kare che. ApanI vANI sAMbhaLI pavitra kare che ane ApanI vANI aMtaramAM utArI bhavasAgara tarI jAya che. ApanA zaraNe je sukha ane zAMti prApta thAya che tevuM sukha ne zAMti khIje kayAMya prApta thatA nathI. mATe zraddhA karavA jevI che, mane tArA upara jeTalA vizvAsa che, tArA vacana zraddhA che teTalI zraddhA A sa'sAramAM khIje kayAMya nathI, tArA vacanamAM ja upara jeTalI

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zAradA darzana prabhu eka ja zraddhA che tArA vacananI re, nathI gamatuM bIjAnuM nAma jinarAja-ekaja anaMta janamanI pyAsa bUjhAvI, mAre pIvA che amRtanA pyAla he prabhu! tane joyA pachI mane A saMsAramAM bIjA koIne jovAnI jarUra nathI. tArI vANI rUpI amRtanuM pAna karI mAre AtmAnuM anaMta avyAbAdha sukha prApta karavuM che. tArA nAmanI mane raDha lAgI che. mAre have bIjA keInuM kAma nathI, Apane eka vakhata animeSa dRSTithI joyA pachI manuSyanI AMkhe bIje kayAMya TharatI nathI. eka vakhata jeNe kSIra samudranAM mIThA pANI pIdhAM tene lavaNa samudranuM khAruM pANI bhAve kharuM? "nA". jene sAcA hIrAnI pichANu na hoya te kAcanA TukaDAne hIre mAnIne tijorImAM saMgrahe paNa jyAre te mAnavI sAce jhaverI banI jAya tyAre te kAcanA TukaDAne tijorImAM rAkhe? "nA". pachI to pheMkI de. tema kRSNa vAsudeva kahe che prabhutame mane maLyA pachI mane bIje kyAMya gamatuM nathI. tamArA vacana sAMbha pachI bIjuM kAMI sAMbhaLavuM gamatuM nathI. A saMsAranA bhautika padArtho have tuccha dekhAya che. e kaNa mUrkha hoya ke kSIra samudranA mIThA pANIne cheDIne lavaNa samudranA khArA pANI pIvA jAya ? dUdhapAka pUrInuM bhejana cheDI sUke reTa khAvA jAya? kehInUra choDIne kaMkara vINavA jAya? ahe bhagavAna! tamArA saMte paNa jJAna-dhyAna ane svAdhyAyamAM keTalA lIna che ! temane AtmakalyANa sivAya bIjI koI ciMtA ke vAta nathI. baMdhuo ! keve rUDe jinadharma che ane sAdhupaNAmAM te keTalI hera che! pAMca IndriyanA viSayo chatAya ane mana upara kaMTrola rAkhI zake tene mATe sAdhupaNuM hela che. je saMsAra choDIne sAdhu bane che tene tame kahe che ke mahArAja ! dhanya che tamane tame nAnI umaMramAM saMsAra choDI sAdhu banyA. caraNamAM paDIne laLI laLIne vaMdana kare. keTalA zuddha bhAvathI AhAra, pANI, vastra vigere vahe che. ATaluM ApIne saMtane tame upakAra mAne che ke Aje amArA dhanya bhAgya ke Ape amArA upara kRpA karIne amane lAbha Ape. amArUM anna ane dhana pavitra thayuM. bole cAritrane keTale prabhAva che ! saMte bhagavAnanI AjJA pramANe vicare te anaMtA karmonI nijara kare. bole tamArA saMsAramAM Ave lAbha che! pAMca IndrionA viSayomAM masta banI vibhAvanA vaMTaLe caDhI anaMta kALa jIva rakhaDe. have je tamane vItarAga vacanamAM sacoTa zraddhA thaI hoya to pAMca indriyanA viSayo upara vijaya meLave. je Indri upara kaMTrala nahi rAkhe che te durgatimAM laI jaze. mATe samaje eka nyAya ApuM. rAjAonA rAjya sarakAre laI lIdhA pachI e rAjAone sarakAra sAliyANuM ApatI hatI. je rAjyane sAliyANuM ApavAmAM AvatuM hatuM te ja rA evA cIna pAkistAne bhArata upara AkramaNa karyuM ne bhArata sAthe duzmanAvaTa karI. te have bhAratane manathI temane sAliyANuM ApavuM game? enA guNagAna karavA game? ene vadhu kamANI thAya tevA udyoge vadhArI Ape ? (AtAmAMthI avAja nA enA mATe kaMI na

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38 zAradA darzana karAya.) duzamana upara kadI prema Ave ? "nA". ene mATe kaMI karI chUTavAnI hoMza ke AnaMda tamane thAya kharo? "na thAya". have tamane samajAya che ne ke duzmana upara prema na rakhAya. ene mATe kaMI na karAya. te samaje ke ApaNe AtmA e bhArata che, ane pAMca Indriyo e cIna ane pAkistAna che. tene tamAre roja savAra paDe ne sAliyANa rUpa cA, dUdha, nAsto Apa paDe. baporane sAMja jamavAnu, unALe mUlAyama kapaDAM ane ziyALe garama kapaDAM, sArA sArA vasANA Ape. nATaka sinemA jevA, haravA pharavAnI badhI vyavasthA karI ApavI paDe. Ane mATe ATaluM badhuM karavA chatAM A pAMca Indri rUpI cIna ane pAkistAna AtmArUpI bhArata upara AkramaNa kare che. tyAre indrione AdhIna banela te avarUpI bhArata hArI jAya che. tethI svabhAva choDI vibhAvamAM jAya che ne karmo bAMdhe che. baMdhuo ! jIva jyAM sudhI svabhAvamAM sthira rahe che tyAM sudhI karma bAMdhate nathI. vibhAvamAM joDAya tyAre kama bAMdhe che. AtmAne svabhAvamAM vasavuM e eno dharma che. tamane thaze ke AtmAne svabhAvamAM sthira rAkhavo e eno dharma che ? hA, dharma kone kahevAya? te jANe che ? dharma e kaI bahAranI vastu nathI dharma e pitAnI vastu che. dharma e AtmAno svabhAva che. zAstrakAra kahe che ke "vadhu sadA dhA" vastune svabhAva enuM nAma dharma. jema ke agnimAM uSNutA, pANImAM zItaLatA, AMbalImAM khaTAza, maracAmAM tIkhAza, mIThAmAM khArAza ne sAkaramAM gaLapaNa e eno svabhAva che. e pitAno svabhAva pitAnAmAM rahe che. sAkaramAM mIThAza che te bahArathI lAvavI paDatI nathI. mIThAza sAkaranA gharanI che. koIpaNa padArtha ene svabhAva choDatuM nathI. dA. ta. pANIne game teTaluM ukALe. hAtha upara paDe te phelA paDI jAya evuM ukaLatuM pAchuM je agni upara nAMkhazo te te agnine ThArI nAMkhaze. ene mULa guNa zItaLatAne hatuM te na choDo. A rIte AtmAne svabhAva AtmAmAM hoya. AtmAnI bahAra na hoya paNa kayAreka vibhAva dazAmAM jatAM krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebhAdi kaSAyamAM joDAya che ne duHkhI thAya che. ane jo svabhAvamAM ramaNatA kare to anaMta zaktinA baLe zAzvatA sukha pAme che. AtmAne vibhAvamAM laI janAra duzamana Indriye che mATe enA upara kaMTrola rAkhe. ene game teTaluM sAliyANuM Ape paNa e tamAruM hita karanAra nathI. mATe jema zatrune hoMzathI sAliyANuM ApatA nathI tema Indriye je mAMge te hoMzathI na Ape, enA tAbedAra na banazo paNa ene tame tAbe karajo. AtmAmAM je rAga dveSa Adi pariNatio dekhAya che te enA pitAnA gharanI nathI paNa vibhAvanA gharanI che. ISTa vastune saMga thatAM AtmAne tenA pratye rAga thAya che ne aniSTa vastune saMcAga thatAM tenA upara zreSa thAya che. A badhuM para svabhAvanA kAraNe thAya che. vibhAvamAMthI jaldI mukta banavuM hoya te jinezvara devanA vacana upara zraddhA kare. kRSNa vAsudevane nemanAtha prabhunA vacana upara ananya zraddhA che. temanAtha bhagavAna dvArakA

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39 zAradA darzana nagarImAM padhAryA che. dvArakA nagarInA rAjA puNyavAna che ne emanI prajA paNa puNyavAna che. jyAM avAranavAra sarvajJa bhagavaMtanuM Agamana thatuM hoya, bIjA saMte padhAratAM hoya, supAtre dAna ApavAne lAbha maLato hoya, svadharmanI bhakti thatI hoya enA jevuM bIjuM kayuM puNya che. enA jevuM bIjuM kayuM bhAgya joIe ? eka gAmamAM eka lAkha mANasanI vastI hatI. jemAM 2500 ghara jainanA hatAM. bIjI vastI bahu ochI hatI. e gAmamAM badhA jainoe bhegA thaIne saMghamAM baMdhAraNa karyuM ke ApaNuM gAmamAM je koI duHkhI nirAdhAra ApaNe svadhamI baMdhu Ave tene ghara dITha ekeDa rUpiyo ne ekeka ITa ApavI. eka vakhata eka zrAvaka karmodaye garIba banI ga. te dharmamAM daDha hate. hajAro svadhamI baMdhuonI teNe sevA karI hatI. paNa kyAreya karmane udaya thAya che te kahevAtuM nathI. Aje ApaNe joIe chIe ke jenI peDhI upara dIkarAne nokarI mUkavA mATe kAlAvAlA karavA paDatA hatA te zeThanA dIkarAne nokarane tyAM kAlAvAlA karavA paDe che. A zrAvakanI evI sthiti thaI. te ghaNe duHkhI thaI gaye. paNa dharmanI zraddhA to teNe nA choDI. gAmamAM keIe Azraya nA Ape eTale gAma cheDIne pharate pharate A gAmamAM Avyo. baMdhuo ! bhagavAnano zrAvaka karmanA udayathI duHkhI hoya paNa dIna nA hoya. te pitAnA karmane udaya samaje ne vicAra kare ke, kadI je garIbI raDAve mane, agara jo amIrI hasAve mane, mArA hRdayamAM utaraje prabhu, ke ghaTamALanI A gulAmI bhUlIne tamane bhaja..kadI. samajANuM tamane ? vItarAgano zrAvaka game tevI garIbI Ave te raDe nahi ne amIrImAM malake nahi. abhimAna rUpI pavanathI phalAya nahi. e te eja vicAre ke he bhagavAna! mArA hRdayamAM e bhAva utaraje ke huM duHkhamAM dIna na banuM ne sukhamAM lIna na banuM ane tamane kayAre paNa bhUluM nahi. A duHkhI zrAvaka paNa AvuM vicAravA lAgyo. A ajANyA gAmamAM tene koI oLakhANa ke pIchANa nathI. eTale gAma vacce cAre te tyAM AvIne beThe. baporanA samaye eka zrAvaka tyAMthI nIkaLe. ajANyo mANasa joIne tene pUchayuM bhAI ! tame keNa cho ne kyAMthI AvyA che ? tyAre zrAvake pitAnI kahAnI kahI. pele zrImaMta zrAvaka svadharma baMdhune pitAne ghera laI gaye. ene premathI jamADe. sArA vastro paherAvyA ane saMghamAM jAherAta karAvI ke ApaNe svadharma baMdhu duHkhano mAryo Avyo che. jAherAta thatAM saMghanA 2500 sabhya pelA duHkhI zrAvakane ekeka rUpiyAne ITa ApI gayA. garIba zrAvaka kahe bhAI ! ATaluM badhuM mane na hoya. mane koI nokarI Ape. kAma karIne khAIza. tyAre zrAvako kahe che bhAI! ame koI vizeSa nathI karatA. A te amArA saMghanuM baMdhAraNa che, ne amArI pharaja che. vicAra karo. ghara dITha ekeka rUpiye keI ne bhAre na paDe ne AvanArane 2500 rUpiyA maLI jAya eTale tAtkAlika

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4. zAradA dezana AjIvikAnuM sAdhana thai jAya ne eTalI IMTA maLatAM IMTane mATInu ghara paNa ubhuM thai jAya. e svadhI ne keTalI rAhata maLe ! pele zrAvaka paNa vicAra karavA lAgyA ke ahA ! jaina dharmAMnA kevA mahAna prabhAva che! Aje huM jaina na heAta te mane koI pUchatu nahi. e zrAvaka tyAM ghara vasAvIne rahevA lAgyuM. TUMkamAM jaina kuLamAM janma pAmavA te mahAna puNyAdaya che, tethI adhika jene nAyaka jaina dhamI hAya te nagarImAM janma pAmavA te vizeSa puNyavAna che. kAraNa ke rAjA dharmonA premI heAya teA prajA paNa evI dharma premI heAya che. tame paNa AchA puNyavAna nathI. muMbaImAM satA tamane jAgRta karavA mATe padhAre che. mATe jAge ne tamAruM parAkrama tapa ane saMyamamAM phAravA. kRSNa vAsudevane nemanAtha bhagavAna dvArakA nagarImAM padhAryAnI vadhAmanI maLI. temaNe vanapAlakane nyAla karI dIdhe!. have temane bhagavAnanA dana karavA javAnI utkRSTa bhAvanA jAgI che. dvArakA nagarImAM AnaMda AnaMda vartAi rahyo che. have AgaLa zu manaze tenA bhAva avasare, caritra :-" munie kareluM samAdhAna : kRSNa vAsuaeve munine vaMdana karIne pUchyuM ke draupadIe arjunanA gaLAmAM varamALA paherAvI ane pAMcanA gaLAmAM kema paDI ! aba munivara avadhijJAnase, kahate haiM citta lAi, pUrava janma draupadIkA, saba sunate dhyAna lagAi hA...zrotA munizvara avadhijJAnI hatA. eTale kahe che ke ghaNAM bhavA pahelAM draupadIe niyANuM kayuM hatuM. te kAraNathI Ama banyu che. have teNe niyANuM kayAre ane kevI rIte karyuM te huM tamane kahu chuM. sAMbhaLeA, muni draupadInA pUrvabhavanI vAta kare che te drupada Adi badhA rAjAe eka citte sAMbhaLavA lAgyA. A bhArata kSetramAM caMpApurI nAmanI vizALa nagarI hatI. te nagarImAM sAmadeva, sAmabhUti ane sAmadatta nAmanAM traNa sAdara bhAio vasatAM hatA. temane anukrame nAgazrI, bhUtazrI ane yakSazrI nAmanI patnIo hatI. eka khIjAmAM paraspara atyaMta prema hAvAthI temaNe nakkI karyu ke ApaNe traNe bhAioe darekane ghera ekeka divasa sAthe jamavuM. bhegA besIne jamavAthI prema vadhe che. eka divasa nAgazrIne ghera badhAne jamavAne vArA hatA. eTale tene aneka prakAranA rasavALI raseAi manAvI hatI. temAM tUMbaDI-jene ApaNe dUdhI kahIe chIe te kaDavI ane mIThI kha'ne heAya che. A nAgazrIe tU'khaDI cAkhyA vinA khUba tela, mazAlA vigere nAMkhIne zAka khanAvyuM. zAka cAkhyuM tA kaDavu' jhera jevu lAgyuM. zAka khanAvavAmAM khUba tela mazAlA vAparyAM hatA. AvuM bhapakAdAra zAka kema nAMkhI devAya ? ane khIjuM' "derANIo vigere kAi jANaze te ema kaheze ke ATalI khakhara na paDI ke ATalu' dravya vAparIne manAveluM zAka ukaraDe phUMkI dIdhu...! A rIte mAruM mAna haNAze. eTale leAbha ane mAnane vaza thaine nAgazrIe

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zAradA darzana zAkanuM tapeluM saMtADIne mUkI dIdhuM. bIjuM je bhojana banAvyuM hatuM temAMthI tenA pati, diyara, derANIo badhAne jamADayA. sau jamIne pitAnA sthAne gayA. te divase caMpApurImAM cauda pUrvadhara jJAnI gurU dharmaghoSa muni pitAnA ziSya parivAra sahita padhAryA. temanI sAthe eka dharmarUcI aNagAra mAsa-mAsamaNunAM tapasvI hatAM. te divase temane mAsakhamaNanuM pAraNuM hatuM. pahelA prahare svAdhyAya, bIjA prahare dhyAna karyuM eTale gurUe kahyuM-he mArA tapasvI ziSya! tame gaucarI jAo ne pAraNuM kare. gurU AjJAthI dharmarUcI aNagAra trIjA prahare gAmamAM gaucarI mATe padhAryA. mAnanA kAraNe duSTa buddhi zuM kare che !: muni pharatAM pharatAM nAgezrInA ghera pahoMcyA. manine pitAne ghera AvatA jeIne nAgezrIne khUba harSa thayo. padhAro-padhAro gurUdeva ! kahetI sAmI gaI muninA pAtramAM peluM kaDavuM jhera jevuM zAka vaherAvI dIdhuM. muni basa...basa kahetAM rahyA ne eNe AkhuM pAtra bharI dIdhuM. vaLI thoDuM rahe te kayAM ukaraDe pheMkavA javuM. enA karatAM A ukaraDe hAlI cAlIne AvyuM che te nAMkhI dau. badhuM zAka muninA pAtramAM vahorAvI dIdhuM. vaherAvIne rAjI thaI devAnupriyA ! sAdhune utkRSTa bhAve nirdoSa sUjhatA AhAra paNa vaherAvavAthI jIva tIrthakara nAmakarma bAMdhe che. paNa A nAgazrI dAnamAM daMDANI, mAnamAM maMDANI ne jagatamAM bhaMDANI. nAgezrI utkRSTa bhAve mA khamaNane tapasvIne dAna devAM chatAM narake gaI. tenuM kAraNa zuM? samajANuM ne ? teNe vaherAvatA vicAra na karyo ke A haLAhaLa jhera jevo AhAra vahorAvuM chuM te A muninuM zuM thaze ? dharmarUcI aNagAra gaucarI laIne potAnA gurU pAse AvyA. AvIne gurUne AhAra batAvyuM. tyAM temAMthI nIkaLatI kaDavI varALamAM viSamaya gaMdha AvI. he vatsa! yAda yaha khAve te, Tike na tere prANa bAhAra jAya kAmuka bhUmime, paTha de karUNuAna...he zretA gurUe karele saMketa : he mArA vahAlA tapasvI ziSya! A AhAra viSamaya che. tAre khAvA gya nathI. je khAIza te tArA jIva ane kAyA judA thaI jaze. mATe tame jaMgalamAM jaI jamAM nirjIva bhUmi hoya tyAM AhArane paraThavI de. Aje gurU AvA tapasvI ziSyane AjJA Ape te tame zuM kahe ? (hasAhasa) vinayavaMta ziSya kaDe AhAra paraDavavA ghaNe dUra jatAM kuMbhAranA nibhADA hatA tyAM pahoMcyA. kaThaNa ane nirdoSa jamIna hatI tyAM jaI temaNe zAkanuM ekaja TIpuM jamIna upara mUkayuM ke koI jIvanI hiMsA nathI thatI ne? paNa kIDIonI ghrANendriya ghaNu tIvra hoya che. zA.-6

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zAradA darzana eTale zAkanI sugaMdhathI tyAM kIDIo ubharANI. TIpAM pAse jatAM ja gaMdhathI badhI kIDIo DhaLI paDI. dayAnA vaheNa vahAvanAra muninI anukaMpA : ghaNI kIDIenI hiMsA joI karUNanA sAgara dharmaracI aNagAranuM hRdaya kaMpI uThayuM. AtmA raDI uThaze. ahe! eka ja TIpuM mUkayuM tyAM ATalI kIDIonI hiMsA thaI te ATaluM badhuM zAka paraThavI dauM to keTalI hiMsA thaze ? ATalA badhA jInI hiMsA thAya tenA karatAM A zarIramAM AhAra paraDavuM zuM khoTuM ? Ama vicArI badhuM kaDavuM zAka amRtanI jema ArogI gayA pachI bhUmine pUcha vastra, pAtra, rajoharaNa bAjumAM mUkIne badhA upakaraNa vasarAvI dIdhA. ane te sarva ne khamAvI saMthAro karyo. nasenasamAM viSa prasarI jatAM nasenasa tUTavA lAgI. paNa muni e vicAra nathI karatAM ke tenAgazrI ! te mane A AhAra vaherAvyo? te kaMI vicAra na karyo ? basa e te AtmadhyAnamAM lIna banyA. samAdhi bhAve kALa karIne sarvArthasiddha vimAnamAM gayA. saMtanI tapAsa karatAM munine lAgele AghAta ziSyane AhAra paraDavA gayA ne ghaNA samaya thI paNa pAchA na AvyA tyAre gurUne ciMtA thaI ke mAro tapasvI ziSya haju kema na Avyo? munirvAdamAM paNa ciMtA thaI ke haju kema na AvyA? tamAro dIkaro dIkarI kulethI TAIma thavA chatAM na Ave te tamane ciMtA thAya che ne? ema saMtone paNa ziSya putra samAna vahAlA heya che. bIjA saMte jaMgalamAM dharmaracI aNagArane zedhavA gayA khUba dura gayA tapAsa karatAM dharmarUcI aNagAranuM kalevara joyuM, vastra pAtra bAjumAM paDelA joyA. A joIne munibe dhruske dhruske raDI paDayA. ahe! amArA tapasvI vinayavaMta, gaMbhIra saMta! tame kayAM pahoMcI gayA? ema belIne raDatA raDatA vastra, pAtra rajoharaNa badhuM laI kalevarane tyAM vasarAvI saMte gurU pAse AvyA. AvIne badhI vAta karI. gurUnuM hRdaya paNa pIgaLI gayuM ? A zuM thaI gayuM ? tyAM gurUe jJAna dvArA jANyuM potAne ziSya dharmarUcI kALa karIne sarvArthasiddha vimAnamAM gayA che. ne tyAMthI AyuSya pUrNa karI manuSya thaImekSamAM jaze. usI jJAnase nAgezrIkA, caritra lInA jAna, saMvara sthAna para AvakInI, DubI tiranI sthAna hatA gurUe jJAna dvArA kaDave jherI AhAra paherAvanAra nAgazrIne paNa jANI lIdhI, ane saheje mukhamAMthI zabda sarI paDayA ke he nAgazrI ! te A zuM karyuM? tAruM zuM thaze? saMvaranA sthAnamAM te Azrava karyo? ane taravAnA sthAnamAM tuM DUbI gaI? A pramANe bolAI gayuM. ziSyone jANa thatAM ararara...Ama thayuM! tema sahu belyA. vadhu bhAva avasare.

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vyAkhyAna na-6 aSADavada ane zukravAra "jAgRtine jhaNakAra tA-8-7-77 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahena ! anaMta upakArI tIrthakara bhagavaMtoe mahAmaMgalakArI, kalyANakArI, pAvanakArI ane zAMta sudhArasanuM pAna karAvatI anupama vANI bhavya jInA kalyANa mATe prakAzI. bhagavaMte rAga, dveSa, mahAdi kaSAyone nirmULa karI AtmaramaNatA rUpI amRtarasane svAda anubhavyo che e emaNe jagatanA jIne upadezyo che. A vANInA AdhAre ApaNe zAMta sudhArasano svAda cAkhI zakIe chIe paNa ene sAMbhaLI ke jANI levA mAtrathI e svAdanuM AsvAdana karI zakAya nahi. jinavANIne svAda kayAre Ave ? zAstra bhaNa javAthI ke moTA vidvAna banI javAthI nahi paNa jinezvara bhagavaMte kahelA siddhAMtemAM kahelI zubha bhAvanAe cittamAM utAravI paDe, enA raMge hRdayane raMgavuM paDe tyAre tene sAce svAda anubhavI zakAya. baMdhuo ! jinavANuno aMtaramAM sAce raNakAra jagADe hoya te hai ane enAthI vIMdhavuM paDe. vIMdhavuM eTale samajo cho ne ? pArAthI senuM vidhAya che, ene rasadha kahe che. eTale ke pArAnA aNu aNue senAnI ArapAra utarI jAya che. te senAnI pILAzane dUra karI temAM sapheda lAvI de che. e sonuM ratna ane motInI jema camakavA lAge che. basa eja rIte zAMta sudhArasa vahAvanArI prabhunI vANIthI ane zubha bhAvanAothI ApaNA hRdayane vIMdhavAnuM che. enAthI hRdaya vIMdhAI jAya eTale e vANune ekeka bela ane zubha bhAvanAne eka aMza haiyAmAM ArapAra utarI jAya tethI haiyAmAM bharelI azubha vAsanAo nIkaLI jAya che ne zubha vAsanAo dAkhala thAya che. tyAre ene sAce svAda cAkhI zakAya che. zAstro jJAnane bedha Ape che paNa temAM rasa jagADe te potAnuM kAma che. dA. ta. tame kerInuM suMdara phaLa joyuM. te joIne tamane teno bAdha to thaye ke A kerI dekhAvamAM suMdara che. svAdamAM mIThA madhurA rasavALI che. tenA rUpa, rasa, gaMdhanuM jJAna thayuM paNa ene svAda kayAre Ave ? jIbha upara eka TUkaDe mUkIne cAkhe tyAre ja te? tema zAstra jJAnAmRtane rasa paNa e vANI upara zraddhA karI, AcaraNamAM utAravAthI thAya che. bAkI phakta jJAna meLavavAthI ene rasa Avato nathI. Aje mAnavI vItarAga vANI sAMbhaLe che paNa tene joIe te svAda AvatuM nathI. tenuM kAraNa samajyA? tenuM kAraNa eka ja che ke jIve pAMca IndrionA viSayamAM sukha mAnyuM che. paisA meLavavAmAM ne tenAthI ja mANavAmAM AnaMda mAnya che, paNa ajJAna dazAmAM jIvane khabara nathI ke A saMsAranA viSe viSAdathI bharelAM che. ghaDImAM enA

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44 zAradA darzana upara rAga ne meAhu thAya che ne ghaDImAM viSAda thAya che. eTale ghaDImAM sukha ane ghaDImAM du:kha AvA meha ane viSAdathI vyAkuLa saMsAramAM ane saMsAranA kSaNika padArthomAM tamane kayAM sukha dekhAya che? vicAra kare. tame eka lAkha rUpiyA kamAyA eTale tamane AnaMda thayA. sukha mAnyuM, paNa jo e paisAnA kAraNe bhAI bhAI vacce kaleza thayA. bhAI kahe, mAre judA thavu che. mane ghara, dukAna ne milakatamAM bhAga ApI do. tA e lAkha rUpiyA kamAyAneA AnaMda ke sukha lAge kharu? "nA" paisA e bhAI bhAinA prema teDAvyA, kusa'pa karAvyeA, verajhera karAvyA. emAM tamane zuM sukha dekhAya che ? have khIjI vAta. tame lAkha kamAyA ne pADAzI pAMca lAkha kamAI jAya te tenA pratye irSyA thAya ane tamAre Anada naSTa thaI jAya che. zA mATe ? zuM tamArA lAkha cAlyA gayA? 'nA.' pAse paDayA che chatAM sukhanA khadale duHkha kema lAgyuM ? bele, e sukha lAkharUpiyAnA gharanu` hatu` ? 'nA.' e te enA pratyenA rAganA kAraNe tamane sukha lAgatuM hatuM. je tamAre sAcu sukha joItu hoya te praudrugalika padArthane rAga cheDI de. jayAre jIvane jinavANI pratye sacATa zraddhA thaze, enA rasanA ghUMTaDA pIze tyAre tamane ene! rAga ke mamatA nahi rahe, ane sheja nimitta maLatAM AtmA jAgI uDaze. AgaLanA mahAna purUSonA jIvana vAMce. temanesheja nimitta maLatAM vairAgyapAmI gayA. sanatakumAra cakravati, mirASi, anAthI muni A adhA mahAna purUSAnA zarIramAM rAga thayA. enuM nimitta pAmIne pugalane e'ThavADa samajI ene choDI cAlI nIkaLyA. jue, nimarAjane kevu nimitta maLyu'! nami rAjAe dIkSA lIdhI naheAtI. rAjakArabhAra calAvatAM hatAM chatAM emane namirASi` kahetA hatAM. tenuM kAraNa zuM ? tenuM kAraNa eka ja hatuM ke rAjyamAM rahevA chatAM te anAsakata bhAvathI rahetA hatAM. eka vakhata temanA zarIramAM bhayaMkara dAhavaranA roga thayA. AkhA zarIramAM kALI khaLatarA thavA lAgI. tyAre temanA zarIre vilepana karavA mATe khuda temanI mahArANIe caMdana ghasavA lAgI. khadhI rANIonA hAthe ghaNAM kaMkaNA paherelA hatAM. ca'dana ghase eTale kAMkaNA eka khIjA sAthe athaDAvAthI avAja thavA lAgyA. devAnupriye ! avAja kayAre game? zarIra sAruM hoya tyAre reDiyAnA sUra sAMbhaLavA game. kaMi khaLabhaLATa thAya tA vAMdhA na Ave paNa bimArI Ave tA kAI sheja avAja ke khaLabhaLATa thAya te e gamatuM nathI. nimarAjane rANIonA kaMkaNanA avAja sahana thatA nathI. eTale pradhAnane kahyuM-A avAja zenA thAya che? teA kahe che sAheba ! ApanI rANIe Apane zItaLatA karavA mATe caMdana ghase che. temanA hAthe rahelA ka'kaNu ekakhIjA sAthe athaDAvavAthI avAja thAya che. nimarAja kahe che mArAthI avAja sahana thatA nathI. khaMdha karAvA tarata ja pradhAna rANIonA hAthe rahelAM kAMkaNA

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zAradA darzana mAMthI saubhAgya cinha pUratuM ekeka kaMkaNa rakhAvyuM eTale avAja baMdha thaI gaye. tyAre namirAjarSi pUche che zuM caMdana ghasavAnuM baMdha karAvyuM ? tyAre pradhAna kahe che, nA sAheba. caMdana ghasavAnuM kAma te cAlu che paNa rANIoe phakta ekeka kaMkaNa rAkhyuM che. ahAhA....vicAro. eka vakhata rANIonA kaMkaNane raNakAra ane jhAMjharanA jhaNakAra sAMbhaLIne namirAjAnA kAna camakatAM hatAM. ane avAja karNapriya lAgatuM hatuM. paNa rega thatAM e avAja temanAthI sahana thayo nahi. jayAre avAja baMdha thaye ne vAtAvaraNa zAMta thayuM tyAre namirAjarSi e bAbata para bhavya vicAraNA karavA lAgyA, aho ! A aneka kaMkaNemAM saMgharSa hatuM, paNa ekamAM saMgharSa maTI gaye. te du:kha paNa maTI gayuM. jIva jema jema asaMtoSa ane tRNuM vadhArI bahu parigraha bhego karato jAya che tema tema tenI sukha-zAMti ghaTatI jAya che, duHkha ane ciMtA vadhe che. A mArI rANIonA kaMkaNano pratyakSa purA che. abhimAna ane bhramaNAthI bhale rAjavaibhava ane ramaNIomAM meM sukha mAnyuM paNa aMte to te duHkhane lAvanArA che. A mArI rANIo che. emanA kaMkaNano raNakAra mIThe che evuM huM Aja sudhI khoTI bhramaNAthI mAnato hato. nahitara Aje enA raNakAra mane duHkharUpa kema lAgyA? temaja kaMkaNe rANIone paNa bhAra vadhAranArA hatAM. chatAM mehavaza thaIne te bramaNathI sukharUpa mAnatI hatI. Aje e ja kaMkaNane avAja mane dukhakArI lAgavAthI rANIone paNa bhArarUpa lAgyA. kaMkaNa enA e hovA chatAM mane ane e rANIone eka vakhata sukharUpa ane atyAre duHkharUpa lAgyA. tenuM kAraNa zuM? enuM kAraNa e che ke kaMkaNa kaMI sukha ke duHkharUpa nathI paNa jIvanI zAtA azAtAnA udayanA saMyogo sukhakara ke duHkhakara lAge che. zAtAno udaya hato tyAre kaMkaNe sukhakara lAgatA hatA ane azAtAne udaya thatAM e ja kaMkaNe duHkhakara lAgyA. A rIte saMsAranA badhA padArtho duHkharUpa che. emAM kaI sukha che nahi. chatAM mehamAM ghele banele jIva emAM sukha mAnI jhAMjhavAnA jaLane sAcuM jaLa mAnI doDanAra ajJAna haraNiyAnI jema parigraha vadhAravA mATe doDe che, ane saMyogo pharatAM duHkha pAme che, paNa ene khabara nathI ke A aMge ane saMpatti kyAM zAzvata rahenArA che. A jagata eTale parivartanazIla saMgenuM ghara che. devAnupriyo ! namirAjarSie eka kaMkaNanA avAjathI rogagrasta avasthAmAM paNa kevI bhavya ne suMdara vicAraNA karI ane ekatva bhAvanAnI vicAraNAmAM lIna banyA. tamane paNa anubhava te che ne ke tame jyAre paraNyA na hatA tyAre ekalA hatA. ekalA mANasane konI sAthe gharSaNa thAya? pachI paraNyA eTale pati-patnI be bhegA thayAM eTale kayAreka baMne vacce gharSaNa thAya ne cakamaka jhare. ethI AgaLa vadhatAM saMtAna thAya eTale gharSaNa vadhyuM. be saMtAna thayA tyAM vaLI vadhu gharSaNa thayuM. pudaya jAgatAM vahepAra 7 12 che.

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zAradA darzana ahI namirAjarSie ekatva bhAvanA bhAvI. ekalA saMyamI banavAne daDha nirNaya karIne sUI gayA. tyAM temane uMgha AvI gaI. uMghamAM eka suMdara svapna AvyuM ke pote merU parvata upara eka zveta hAthI upara beThA che. kevuM zreSTha svapna AvyuM ! eka te merU parvata sarva parvatemAM zreSTha che. jyAM tIrthakara bhagavaMtenA janma mahotsava deve ane indro jaIne ujave che. evI pavitra bhUmi ane hAthI paNa sarva prANIomAM zreSTha gaNAya che. temAM paNa sapheda hAthI eTale vadhu zreSTha gaNAya. enA upara pote beThelA eTale pitAnA bhAvinI unnatinuM sUcaka kahevAya. AvA zubha svapna paNa puNyodaya sUcave che. puNyazALI AtmAne AvuM svapna Ave che. namirAjarSine bhAgyodaya thavAno che. baMdhuo ! A bhASyadaya zene thavAne che? zuM mATe cakravarti banavAno ke moTA samrATa banavAna? ke mATInA DhephA jevA dhananA DhagalA meLavavAne ? "nA" anaMtabhavanI paraMparAnA mULIyAne chedanAra cAritraratnanI prAptI karavAno bhAgyodaya thavAne che. A bhAdaca ja sAce bhAgyadaya che. ajJAna mANasa dhana ane IndrionA viSayanuM sukha maLe ene bhAdaya mAne che. paNa e bhula khAya che. kAraNa ke e bhavabhavanI paraMparAne vadhAranArA che. durgatinA dvAre laI janArA che. sAce bhAgyodaya te ene kahevAya ke jenAthI AtmA uparathI kamarano kacaro sApha thAya. kSamAdi guNaratnanI prApita thAya. bhavanI zaMkhalA kapAya ane jaldI mokSa maLe. tamane kadAca ema thAya ke nami rAjAe A nirNaya karyo ne baLatarA zAMta thaI ane uMghI gayA. ekatva bhAvanA bhAvavAthI je daI zAMta thaI jAya to sAruM. pachI bIjuM kaMI karavAnI zI jarUra ? bhAIo ! ema nathI. rakhe ema mAnI letAM, AvI zubha bhAvanA karIe eTale rega tarata maTI jAya ne badhI pratikULatA TaLI jAya e keI niyama nathI. dharma karIe eTale tarata duHkhanA vAdaLo vikharAI jAya e nakkI nathI. mahAvIra prabhu khUba kaDaka cAritra pALatA hatAM. bhAvanA paNa vizuddha hatI chatAM saMgame cha cha mahinA sudhI kevA upasargo ApyA! temAMthI chUTI zakyA? aMjanAjI satI hatAM chatAM vanavAsa veThavAnA ane kalaMka caDhavAnA kaTamAMthI bacI zakyA hatA ? "nA" karma te avazyameva jIvane bhegavavA paDe che. chatAM eka vAta nakkI samajI leje ke dharma e parama zAMti Ape che. zubha bhAvanAe duHkha ane dardI sAme jhajhumavAnuM apUrva baLa Ape che. tethI duHkha ane dardI meLA paDI jAya che. bAkI bAMdhelA karmo te avazya jogavavA paDe che. paNa navA duHkha ubhA karanArA pApakarmo AvatA baMdha thaI jAya che. sadgatine rAha khulle thAya che. zubha bhAvanAonuM baLa vadhI jAya ane utkRSTa puya upArjana thAya te AvuM banI jAya che. ahIM namirAjarSine zubha bhAvanAnA

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48 zAradA darzana maLe kaheA ke azAtA vedanIya karma khapI javAnA yeAge kahe! temaNe dAjavara zame te dIkSA lauM AvI bhAvanA bhAvIne uMgha AvI gai. AtmabaMdhue ! mane te ghaNI vakhata vicAra thAya ke e kevA haLukI jIvA haze ke Avu' nimitta maLatAM vairAgya pAmI gayA. temane dAhajjara zamI gayA. eTale putrane rAjakArabhAra seAMpIne dIkSA le che. mirAjaSi pratyeka yuddha hatA. kAraNa ke je gurU vinA kei nimitta maLatAM svayaM bairAgya pAmI jAtismaraNAdi jJAnathI cAritra mAnuM svarUpa samajI saMyama aMgIkAra kare che. tene pratyeka buddha kahevAmAM Ave che. tamane nimitta maLatAM AvA vairAgya Ave che? amArA ghaNAM bhAI-baheneA ema kahe che ke sAheba! emAM pUnA puNya kAma kare che. zu` karIe ? amArA evA bhAgya joIe ne ? pUrvanI sAdhanA ane puNyAdaya joIe te vAta sAcI che. paNa huM tamane pUchuM' chu ke e sAdhanA karyA vinA thaI ? pUrvabhavamAM paNa karI hatI teA thaI ne ? tame samajyA tyArathI savAra samajIne karavA mAMDaze| tA thaze. khAkI amArA evA bhAgya kayAM che? amane evA sacAge kayAM maLyAM che ? Avu' madhu' jo vicAratA raheze| te A bhavamAM paNa kaMI nahi karI zakAya ne hatA tevA rahI jaze. tIvra vairAgI nima rAjiSa e rAjavaibhava, ramaNIe, putra parivAra badhuM cheDIne dIkSA lIdhI. dIkSA laIne nagaranI bahAra jaI rahyAM che. te vakhate avadhijJAna dvArA Indra mahArAjA emanu' adbhuta parAkrama joI ne khuza thAya che. tyAMthI namana kare che. he namirAja ! dhanya che tamane. ATaluM parAkrama joyu' chatAM vizeSa parAkrama jova ne parIkSA karavA mATe Indra brAhmaNanuM rUpa laIne Ave che. ne Indra temanA mahelane pharatI Aga lAgelI dekhADe che ne kahe che ke ahA maharAja ! esa abhgIya vAkaya vaya, eyaM 'jjhai mandiraM / matharya banne teLa, ziganA yevada|| utta, sU, a, 9 gAthA, 12 jue teA kharA. A bhayaMkara agnithI tamArA mahela bhaDake baLI rahyAM che. sAthe pavananuM jora che. eTale agnie pracaMDa svarUpa pakaDayuM che. aMteura raDI rahyuM che. tame tenA sAmu tA jue ane ene AlavA teA kharA. kema enA sAmu' jotAM nathI. tyAre muni zu javAba Ape che ! suhaM vasAmo jIvAmo, jesiM mo natthi kicaNaM / *mahindrANAmALIi, na me jAr viSaLa || utta, sU, a, 9 gA, 14 A jagyAe tame hA tA zu kare ? AlavavA jAva ne ? A te adbhuta cAgI hatA. mana DhIluM na hatuM. tame tA DhIlA thaI jAva ne vicAra kare ke mahela khaLI

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zAradA darzana jaze te badhA baLI jaze. lAva, bacAvavA jAuM. (hasAhasa) A evA na hatA. temaNe te dhaDAkAbaMdha kahI dIdhuM ke he vipra ! emAM mArI te kaI cIja nathI ke kaI milkata nathI. mArI je milkata che te badhI mArI pAse che. huM te sukhe vasuM chuM ne sukhe jIvuM chuM. pachI mithilA nagarI baLe emAM mArU kaMI baLatuM nathI. sAdhu te strI, putra, parivAra gharabAra, milkata badhAne tyAga karIne nIkaLI jAya che pachI enA upara mamatva hotuM nathI. pachI ene saMsAramAM koI vastu ke vyakti priya ke apriya hotA nathI. enI daSTi te mAtra mekSa tarapha hoya che. pachI game te thAya te duHkha zenuM thAya? namirAjarSine uttara sAMbhaLIne InDe kahyuM e to ThIka che paNa he mahArAjA ! A tamArI nagarInuM zatru AdithI rakSaNa karavA mATe tame nagarIne pharato killo banAvaDA. tenA daravAjA, bhuMgaLa vigere majabUta karAve ane zastra vigere sAmagrI vyavasthita karIne jAva, tyAre namirAjarSi zuM kahe che te sAMbhaLo. sadhdhaM nagaraM kiccA, tava saMvara maggalaM / tti nirUpa pAI, timu supayaMsa | utta, sU.a. 9 gA. 20 tyAre namirAjarSi kahe che he mahAbhAga ! je saMsAra choDIne saMyamI bane che te zradhdhArUpI suMdara nagara vasAve che. bAhya ane AtyaMtara tapa ane mahAvratAdi saMvaranA daravAjA ane bhUMgaLA banAve che ane mana, vacana, kAyAnI guptithI majabUta kSamAne e jabaradasta kille race che ke emAM koI duzmana praveza karIne AkramaNa karI zake nahi, ane zastramAM te sat parAkrama rUpI dhanuSya, rAgAdinI AkuLavyAkuLatAnA abhAva rUpI bANuM, satyanI DhAla, tapa rUpI bhAle ane sAdhucaryAnuM majabUta batara paherI le che. AvA munine pachI koI bAhya saMgrAma khelavAna rahetuM nathI. pachI ITa cunAno kille ane lekhaMDanA zanI sajAvaTa zA mATe karavAnI ? ke suMdara javAba Ape. baMdhuo! AvA sAdhue Atmika saMgrAma khelI parama ane carama vijaya prApta karI sadAne mATe saMsAranA baMdhanamAMthI mukta banI jAya che. Atmika sAmrAjya kevuM suMdara ane vizALa che. je mAnavI jarA zAMta citte A bAbatano vicAra kare te samajI zakAze ke jema ApaNe bahAranI vastumAM sukha, zAMti ane sagavaDanI kalpanA karIe chIe evI AMtarika vastumAM karavAnI jarUra che. e AtmAne apUrva, anupama sukha ane zAMti Ape che. evuM sukha ane zAMti saMsAranI bhautika vastumAM nathI. AvuM jayAre jIvane samajAze tyAre sAcuM sukha prApta thaze, zA-9.

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zAradA darzana caritra:- draupadI mATe na banavAnuM banI gayuM. drupadarAjA ciMtA karavA lAgyA. tyAre munie kahyuM. he rAjana! ciMtA na karIza. tArI dIkarI satI che. kusatI nathI. e pAMca pAMDavonI patnI banavA chatAM jagatamAM satI tarIke pUjAze. paNa A banavAnuM kAraNa pUrvabhavamAM teNe niyANuM karyuM che. e niyANuM kayAre karyuM che te vAta tame dhyAnapUrvaka sAMbhaLo. baMdhuo! jaina darzana kahe che tame game teTalAM tapa, japa Adi kriyAo kare. paNa kadI tenA phaLanI IcchA na karazo. mArA tapa-saMyamanuM phaLa hoya te mane AvuM sukha maLaje. AvuM niyANuM na karaze. traNa zalyamAM niyANuM e paNa eka zalya che. niyANuM eTale savA rUpiyAnI cIjane ATha AnAmAM vecavA barAbara che. ApaNI kriyAthI mahAna lAbha thavAnuM hoya paNa niyANuM karIne karaNIne vecI devAthI alpa lAbha maLe che. draupadInA jIve nAgezrInA bhAvamAM mA khamaNanA tapasvI saMtane kaDavI tuMbaDInuM zAka vaharAvyuM. temAM bhArobhAra mAnanuM piSaNa che. mAna ajagara che. sarpa karatAM ajagara vadhu bhayaMkara che. sarpa daMza ja de che, paNa ajagara AkhA mANasane gaLI jAya che, tema kaSAyamAM mAna bhayaMkara che mATe jema bane tema mAna cheDatAM zIkhe. juo nAgezrI mAnamAM maMDANa to tenI kevI bUrI dazA thaI te sAMbhaLe. dharma gheSa muninA ziSya jaMgalamAMthI samAcAra laIne AvyA ke dharmarUcI aNugAra kALadharma pAmyA che. tyAre gurUe jJAna dvArA jANyuM ke nAgezrIe jherI AhAra vaharAvyuM ke A pramANe banyuM. mAro ziSya te kAma kADhI gaye paNa he nAgezrI ! tAruM zuM thaze? badhA ziSya paNa raDI paDyA ke ApaNuM vinayavaMta, tapasvI ane aneka guNaratnanI khANa samA lADIlA saMta Ama cAlyA gayA? nAgezrI! te kaMI vicAra na karyo? sAdhu koIne vAta kare nahi paNa pitAnA parivAramAM A vAtano kolAhala thaye, te raste janAra mANasoe sAMbhaLyuM ane eka meDhathI bIje meDha jatA vAta gAmamAM phelAI gaI. ane kaMIka mANasa emadevane ghera jaIne kahevA lAgyA ke A nAgezrIe A jherI AhAra tapasvI saMtane vaherA ne temanA prANa gayA. pApaNIe kaMi vicAra na karyo ? Ama leke tene dhikkAravA lAgyA. cAroM ora nAgezrI niMdA, phela gaI tatkAla, semadevane krodha karI phira, gharase dInI nikAla he..zrotA AkhA gAmamAM A vAtanI khabara paDI gaI. leka belavA lAgyA ke ApaNA mahAna bhAgya hoya te AvA mA khamaNanA tapasvInA ApaNe ghera pagalA thAya. ApaNuM baDA puNya hoya te ApaNuM zuddha AhArathI emanuM pAraNuM thAya. hAlI cAlIne ene ghera saMta padhAryAne AvuM karyuM ? AkhA gAmamAM enI khUba niMdA thavA lAgI. eTale

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zAradA darzana pa1 enA pati sAmadevane tenA upara khUba ke AvyuM ane tene gharamAMthI kADhI mUkI. cAre taraphathI tirasakAra pAmelI nAgezrI gAma cheDIne jyAM ne tyAM bhaTakavA lAgI. lekene tyAM roTInA TukaDA mAMgIne khAvA lAgI. Ama karatAM tenA zarIramAM seLa mahAroge utpanna thayA. seLa mahAroganI dArUNa vedanA bhagavatI eja bhavamAM naraka jevA duHkha bhegavI, bhUkha tarasathI pIDAtI marIne chaThThI narake gaI. tyAM ghaNuM lAMbA kALa sudhI ghara vedanA bhegavI. tyAMthI marIne matsya nimAM gaI. tyAMthI marIne sAtamI narake gaI. A rIte dareka nArakImAM babbe vakhata gaI. tyArabAda pRthvIkAyAdi sthAvaramAM gaI. e badhI niomAM aneka bhava karyA bAda enA karmo haLavA paDayA. 'nAgezrIe aneka bhave karyA bAda zeThanA ghare putrIpaNe janma. tyArabAda te caMpAnagarImAM vasatA sAgaradatta zreSThInI subhadrA nAmanI patnInI kukSIthI sukumAlikA nAme putrI tarIke utpanna thaI. sAgaradatta zeTha khUba zrImaMta hatA. temane saMtAnamAM sukumAlikA eka ja putrI hatI. enuM rUpa athAga hatuM. zeThe khUba lADakoDathI putrIne ucherIne bhaNAvI gaNAvI. have e nagaramAM bIjA jinadatta nAme zeTha vasatA hatA temane bhadrA nAme patnI hatI. tene sAgara nAme putra hatuM e paNa bhaNI gaNIne yuvAna thayo hate eka divasa te ghaDA upara besIne bagIcAmAM pharavA jato hato. tyAre teNe A sukumAlikAne jharUkhAmAM ubhelI joI tenuM rUpa joIne tenA pratye meha pAye ne nakakI karyuM. paraNuM te AnI sAthe ja. pachI bagIcAmAM pharavA gaye paNa enA cittane cena na paDayuM basa have sukumAlikA sAthe jaldI lagna karUM moTuM udAsa banI gayuM hatuM ghera AvatAM tenA mAtA pitAe pUchyuM beTA! tuM ATaluM badhuM udAsa kema dekhAya che ? tyAre dIkaro kahe che ke mAtA pitA! je tame mane jIvata jevA IcchatA ho te sAgaradatta zeThanI dIkarI sAthe jaldI mane paraNa. tyAre enA mAtA pitA kahe che dIkarA ! tuM ATalo badhe hoMziyAra, rUpavAna ane guNavAna che. ApaNe khUba zrImaMta chIe. enA karatAM paNa caDhIyAtI kanyA tane paraNAvIzuM, paNa ApaNe sAmethI mAMgu karavuM nathI. tyAre dIkaro kahe te huM marI jaIza. khUba samajAvyuM paNa na mAne tyAre jinadatta zeTha enA mitrane laI sAgaradatta zeThane ghera AvyA. baMne garbhazrImaMta hatA. ekabIjA premathI bheTI paDayA. gharamAM besADayA pachI sAgaradatta zeThe pUchayuM kema ApanuM padhAravAnuM banyuM che? tyAre jinadatta sukumAlikAne pitAnA putra sAthe paraNAvAnI vAta karI. A sAMbhaLI sAgaradattane paNa khUba AnaMda thaye ne kahyuM. tamArA putrane meM ja che. te mArI dIkarIne yaMgya che. paNa eka vAta che. mAre ekanI eka putrI che. te mane mArA prANathI paNa adhika priya che. tenA vinA mane eka kSaNa paNa gamatuM nathI. te huM paraNAvIne sAsare ekaluM eTale mane dIkarInuM mukha jovA na maLe. mATe je

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para zAradA dana mArI dIkarI joItI hoya te tamArA dIkarA mAre tyAM gharajamAI thaIne rahetA paraNAvavA taiyAra chuM. "ghaNuM samajAvavA chatAM gharajamAI banavA taiyAra thayela putra : jinadatta zeThe pAtAnA putrane vAta karIne kahyuM-dIkarA ! tuM amAre ekanA eka che. vaLI ghara jamAI banIne sAsare rahevAmAM ApaNI zezabhA nahi. mATe e kanyAnA mAhu cheDI de paNa chekara na mAnyA eTale anicchAe khApe tenA lagna karyAM. paraNAvIne ghara jamAI manavA sAsare mekaklyA. lagna khUba dhAmadhUmathI thayA. AkhA divasa AnaMdathI pasAra thayA, suhAga rAta manAne hita ve, dAneA sejane AyA, tanuM spa Aga sAdA. sparzAtA gabharAyeA hai...AAtA rAtre baMne zaiyAmAM sUtA tyAM sukumAlikAnA dehane sparza thatAM enA zarIramAM kALI baLatarA uDI. ene thayu ke hu cAlyeA jAuM. ahI rahevuM nathI. khaMdhue ? nAma sukumAlikA che paNa ene sparza thatAM sAgarane baLatarA thaI. enA karyAM zuM kare che ? have madhyarAtrI thatAM sukumAlikA uMghI gaI eTale sAgara tene uMghatI mUkIne jema sa kAMcaLI cheoDIne bhAge tema cAhyA gayA ane pAchale khAraNethI chAnAmAnA gharamAM jaIne sUI gayA. A tarapha savAra paDatAM sukumAlikA jAgI te patine joyA nahi. enA manamAM thayuM ke kadAca bahAra gayA haze. hamaNAM Avaze. ghaNIvAra thaI chatAM na AvyA eTale tapAsa karI paNa peAtAnA patine na jotAM khUba raDavA ane jhuravA lAgI. huM nAtha ! mane mUkIne kayAM saMtAI gayA che ? zuM mArI majAka teA nathI karatAM ne ? Ama raDe che tyAM dAsI pANInI jhArI ne dAtaNa laine AvI tA kuvarIne raDatI joI. tarata zeThANIne vAta karI. eTale zeThane khUba krodha AvyA. krodhathI dhamadhamatA te jinadattane tyAM gayA ane kahyuM ke tamArA dIkarAne Ama karavuM hatuM te zA mATe paraNyA? mArI dIkarIne zA mATe duHkhI karI? have jinadattane te khakhara paNa nathI ke sAgara ghera AvyeA che. meDI para tapAsa karatAM sAgarane joyA ne kahyuM-dIkarA ! meM tane paraNAvavAnI nA pADI hatI chatAM tuM gharajamAI khanavAnA kADathI gayA ne A zuM karyu? tArI patnIne uMghatI mUkIne kema bhAgI AvyA ? tyAre sAgara kahe pitAjI! e vAta tamane huM nahiM karUM. huM gharajamAI thavAnI kabUlAta karIne paraNyA chuM ne ene mUkIne AnyA chu mAre evuM na karavu joie te vAta seA TakA satya che. agni praveza viSa bhakSaNa kara lu, sAgara meM girajA, pitu AjJA saba dharU ziza para, usake pAsa na jAu hA....zrotA "putre mAMgelI maraNu zikSA" : huM pitAjI! Apa AjJA kare to agnimAM paDIne khaLI maravA taiyAra chuM kaheA te jhera pI jAuM ne kA te samudramAM

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zAradA darzana pas paDIne DubI marUM paNa enI pAse nahi jAuM. jamAInAM AvA vacana sAMbhaLIne sAgaradatta zeTha nirAza thaIne ghere AvyA, ane pitAnI putrIne AzvAsana ApatAM kahyuM beTA! kaI paNa kAraNathI jamAI tArAthI virakta thayA che. tArI pAse AvavAnI nA pADe che. tuM raDIza nahi jhurIza nahi te pUrva janmamAM evA kaI pApakarma karyA haze te tane udayamAM AvyA che. mATe have tuM khUba zAMti rAkha. khUba samajAvI paNa pUrvanA karmanA udaye sukumAlikA sukhanI vAsanA pAchaLa jhUre che. mAtA-pitA kahe che beTA ! tuM raDIza nahi ciMtA karIza nahi bIjA koI muratIyA sAthe tArA lagna karIzuM. have bIje kaye muratIye gotaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. yAkhyAna naM-7 aSADa vada 9ne zanIvAra tA-9-7-77. "zAzvata ghara kayAM? anaMta karUNAnA sAgara, mamatAne mAraka ane samatAnA sAdhaka bhagavaMte bhavya jenA kalyANane mATe zAstra dvArA mokSe javAne rAhadArI mArga batAvyuM. ApaNe zAstrokata rAhe cAlIne saMsAra sAgarane tarI javuM che. te zAstramAM bhagavaMta pharamAna kare che ke saMsAravatI je anaMtakALathI cAra gatimAM cakkara lagAvyA kare che. paNa haju emaNe paMcama gatinA darzana karyA nathI. jyAM sudhI jIvane bhAna nahi thAya tyAM sudhI bhamyA karaze huM tamane eka vAta karuM ke tame bhADAnA gharamAM vase che. jyAre - gharane mAlika ema kahe ke ATha divasamAM ghara khAlI karI de te vakhate tamane keTalI upAdhi thAya? e samaye tame vicAro ke game tevuM hoya paNa gharanuM ghara sAruM ke vAraMvAra A bIstrA upADavAnI ciMtA te nahi jeNe enarazIpa upara phaleTa kharIdI lIdhA che tene ciMtA kharI? nA. tame mAnI lIdhuM che ke onarazIpa upara phaleTa laI lIdhe. have zAMtithI rahIzuM paNa vicAra karaje enarazIpa upara lIdhela phaleTa eka divasa cheDe paDaze. ahIM AtmAnI kAyamI sthiratA nathI devalokamAM rahelA denAM mahela ane temanI badhI Rddhi zAzvatI che paNa tyAM rahenArA deva zAzvata nathI. game teTaluM lAMbu AyuSya hoya te paNa pUrNa thatAM devane e sthAna cheDavuM paDe che. devane tyAMthI cavavAnuM thAya tyAre teNe kaMThamAM paherelI kulanI mALA cha mahinA pahelAM karamAya che tyAre deva jANe che ke have mAre A ghara choDavAno samaya Avyo. deve samakitI ane mithyAtvI hoya che, temAM je mithyAtvI de hoya che tene duHkha thAya che. AvuM sukha have mAre cheDavuM paDaze? e vicAre gamagIna banI jAya che. jayAre

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54 zAradA darzana samakitI deve potAne cavavAnuM thAya tyAre avidhajJAna dvArA jANI le che ke huM' ahIMthI marIne kayAM jaiza ? e dekhe ke huM jayAM janma pAmavAnA chuM tyAM bhale dhana nA hoya paNa e gharamAM dharma che. rAja sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, cauvihAra thAya che ka'damULa khavAtuM nathI. sa MtAne supAtra dAna devAnI utkRSTa bhAvanA che. te ene evA haSa thAya che ke basa mane badhu' maLI gayu.. ahI mane game teTalu sukha huMya paNa zA kAmanuM ? eka navakArazI paccakhANa paNa karavAnuM che? tyAM mane tapa, tyAga, sAmAyika, pratikramaNa khadhu' karAze tethI te jhakhe che. mAnavanA janmane devatA jhaMkhatA, svarganA vilAsA ane ghaNIvAra Da'khatA premanA prakAza maLyA, uranA ujAza maLyA, AvA saMyAga nahi Ave pharIvAra e samakitI devAnI eka ja jhaMkhanA hoya che ke khasa jaldI mAnava bhava pAmu` ne kama khapAvIne mekSamAM jAuM ene DevaleAkanA sukhA ghaNIvAra DaMkhe che, tamArA pagamAM paherelA khUTa ke ca'pala tamane DaMkhe tyAre cena paDe che? kayAre ene kADhI nAkhu` ema thAya che ne ? tema samakitI devane svanA sukhA Dakhe che. kayAre ahI thI chUTu ? ema tene thAya che. tyAre mRtyuleAkanA mAnavI e sukhA meLavavA jhaMkhe che. samyakRtvIdevAne devalAkanA vaibhava karatAM paNa dharma maLe eTale AnaMda thAya che. vaimAnikamAM paNa pahelA khIjA devaleAka sudhInA devA cavIne pRthvI, pANI, vanaspati, manuSya ane tica e pAMca daDakamAM Ave che. devAnupriyA ! vicAra karo kayAM devanAM sukha ne kayAM pRthvI, pANI ne vanaspatimAM phUMkAi gayA! pRthvI, pANI ane vanaspatineA nIkaLelA jIva kevaLI khanI zake che. pahelAM AyuSya khaMdhAi gayu hoya eTale tyAM javu' paDe. mAre tamane zu kahevu che te samajyA ? tame saMtarA, meAsa'khI, sapharajana vigere khAva che, lIleAtarI zAka samAre che jo tame tatvajJAna meLavyu haze te e vakhate tamane vicAra Avaze ke A vanaspatikAyanuM chedana bhedana karU chuM paNa AmAM bhAvinA koi kevaLIbhagavaMtanI azAtanA te nahi thatI hoya ne ? A pRthvIkAyanu` chedanabhedana karUM chuM zarIranI saphAi karavAmAM pANInI khATIenI khAlTIo snAnAdimAM uMdhI vALu` chuM temAM jIvAnI hiMsA keTalI thAya che ? ane kAi bhAvinA kevaLInI azAtanA karIne huM keTalA karmAMnA bhAgIdAra khanIza ? huM dIkSA teA lai zakatA nathI paNa A jIveAnI tA ane teTalI dayA pALuM. A chakAyajIvAnA AraMbha samArabhamAM jo rakta rahIza teA marIne kayAM jaIza? jene bhavanI bhIti lAgI hoya tene AvA khaTakAro thAya. sa`sAramAM rahyo chuM te! AvuM pApa karavuM paDe che ne ? je sAdhu banyA tene dhanya che ke je AvA pApathI mukta banI gayA. huM kayAre pApathI chUTIza? ema pApanI arerATI thAya ane

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zAradA darzana papa jema bane tema pApa nA thAya te mATe sAvadhAna rahe. tame saMsAramAM gharamAM cora pesI na jAya te mATe sAvadhAna, mArI AbarU na jAya, vahepAramAM peTa na jAya, vyavahAramAM kharAba na dekhAya dIkarA-dIkarIne bhaNAvavAmAM ne paraNAvavAmAM A badhAmAM sAvadhAna. are ! gharamAM saheja tIrADa paDe to paNa sAvadhAna banI sImenTa laIne tIrADa pUrAvI de che paNa mArAthI have pApa na baMdhAya, mArA bhava na vadhe te mATe ATalI sAvadhAnI rAkhe che kharA ? pApabhIrU banyA vinA bhava nahi ghaTe. karma rUpI karaja cUkavavA sAvadhAna bane- karmanA karaja kema cUkavuM e mATe tamane satata ciMtA thavI joIe sajajana mANasanA mAthe karaja vadhI jAya te ene uMgha na Ave rAta divasa ene ciMtAno kIDo korI khAto hoya bahAra nIkaLatAM ene zarama Ave ke huM zuM moDhuM laIne bahAra jAuM, bajAramAM jaIza te leke mane AMgaLI cIMdhaze evI ene zarama Ave basa kema karUM ne zuM karuM ke A karajathI mukata thAuM. khAnadAna mANasa pitAnuM badhuM vecIne paNa deNuM cUkavI de tyAre ene zAMti vaLe che. A nyAya ApaNA AtmA upara utAro jema paisAnA karajadArane sukhe uMgha AvatI nathI, khAvuM pIvuM bhAvatuM nathI tema ApaNA AtmAne satata ciMtA thavI joIe ke huM kayAre karmane karajathI mukta thaI haLa banuM? jeTalA haLavA eTalI ciMtA ochI. plenamAM musApharI karanArane paNa jeTaluM bane teTaluM vajana ochuM rAkhavAnuM hoya che. e kahe che ke vajana ochuM kare. eka pakSIne paNa AkAzamAM uDavuM hoya te haLavA banavuM paDe che. pakSInI pAMkhamAM kacaro bharAI gayA hoya te e pAMkha phaphaDAvIne badhe kacaro pahelAM khaMkherI nAMkhe che. tyAra bAda haLavuM banIne uce AkAzamAM uyana kare che. ene uMce uDavA mATe haLavA banavuM paDe che. te vicAra kare pakSI, palena ke rekeTa e game teTalA uMce jAya te maryAdita che. paNa ApaNe keTale uce javuM che? bAra devaloka, nava grevaka, pAMca anuttara vimAnane cheDIne UMce mokSamAM javuM che. te keTalA haLavA banavuM joIe. je AtmAne jaladI haLave banAva heya te 18 pApasthAnaka ane AraMbha samAraMbhathI sAvadhAna rahe. eTale AraMbha parigrahano bhAra vadhAre teTaluM duHkha vadhAre. "DAyAbITIzanI mAphaka pariNAme saMsAramAM duHkha che." : DAyAbITIzana dardI pagamAM kaI vAgI na jAya te mATe keTale sAvadhAna rahe che! kAraNa ke DAyAbITIzanA dardIne heja kaMI vAgI jAya agara gumaDuM thAya te jaldI rUjhAtuM nathI, kaMIka te maratAM sudhI rIbAya che. Aja rIte jene meha-mAyA ane mamatAne DAyAbITIza lAgu paDe che te ja heja managamatuM maLatAM temAM kheMcI jAya che. ene pApano bhaya nathI, bhavaTTI karavAnI ciMtA nathI. te che jIvananA aMta sudhI emAM rIbAI

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zAradA darzana rabAIne mare che. emAMthI bacavuM hoya te sAvadhAna rahe je sAvadhAna nahi bane te kayAM paTakAI jaze? ApaNe vAta cAlatI hatI ke saMsAramAM eka paNa sthAna zAzvata nathI devalokanI trAddhi zAzvata che paNa tyAM rahenAre deva zAzvata nathI. devakanA mahAna sukhamAM hAlanA deva pRthvI, pANI ane vanaspatimAM pheMkAI jAya tyAre tene kevuM duHkha thAya? vicAre ke keIe mahenata karIne paisA meLavyA. sAta mALanA baMgalA baMdhAvyA ne sukha bhegavavA pAchaLa paisA uDAvI dIdhA. devuM vadhatAM chevaTe mATInA kheraDA jevA gharamAM rahevAno vakhata Ave te keTaluM duHkha thAya? tema A jIva uttama mAnava janma pAme AtmA sAdhanA karavAnI badhI sAmagrI padaye maLI paNa je saMsAra sukha meLavavAmAM ja e sAmagrIno upayoga karyo te pachI jIvanI hAlata kevI dayAjanaka banI jaze? tene tame vicAra karaje. miyAtvI deve pitAne pRthvI, pANI ane vanaspatimAM javAnuM thAya te raDe che. kahevAno Azaya e che ke mekSa sivAya eka paNa sthAna zAzvata nathI. mATe A baMgalA ne mahelAtemAM moha na rAkhazo ghara banAve te zAzvata ghara banAve. gaI kAle ApaNe namirAjarSinI vAta karI hatI te nimirAjarSine Inke kahyuM ke he mahArAjA! A tamArA nagaramAM moTA moTA mahele havelIo ne aTArIo badhuM karAvIne jAo ne? A vakhate namirAjarSie ke suMdara javAba Apyo te sAMbhaLavA jevo che. saMsaya khalu so kuNaI, jo magge kuNaI ghrN| nuM micchanA, taltha vinA sAthe | utta, sU. a. 9 gAthA ra6 ghara kyAM bAMdhaze ? :- mekSanA viSayamAM saMzaya rAkhavAvALA hoya che te saMsAramAM adhavaca ghara banAve che. ane je mokSamAM javAnA abhilASI hoya che te te tyAM ja pitAnuM zAzvata ghara bAMdhe che. arthAta nimirAjarSi kahe che ke mArgamAM ghara keNa bAMdhe? evI mahenata te mAthe paDe kAraNa ke je mArgamAM adhavaca beThA hoya tene tyAMthI uThIne AgaLa cAlavuM paDe che. pachI tyAM bAMdheluM ghara kaMI thoDuM sAthe Ave che? AtmA jayAM sudhI mokSamAM nathI jate tyAM sudhI saMsAra e lAMbe mArga che. emAM pravAsa karyo ja paDe che. moTe Indra bane te paNa te mArganI vacamAM che. eTale AyuSya pUrNa thatAM tyAMthI uThIne cAlatAM thavuM paDe e samaye enA meTA vimAne zuM kAma lAgyA? jeNe mArgamAM ghara banAvyA te badhA bhulA paDelAM che. ghara te jyAM sthira mukAma kare che tyAM banAvavuM joIe ane te mATe mAro prayatna

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zAradA na pAka cAlu che. mAkSamAM anaMta jJAna-darzana sahita jyAM kAyama rahevuM che tevuM zAzvata ghara meLavavuM che, aMdhue ! AvA zAzvata ghara mATe prayatna kare. AvA sAdhanA ane sAmagrI manuSya bhava sivAya khIje kayAMya nahi maLe mahAna puNyanA udayathI A badhI sAmagrI maLI che. A bhumi, A zarIra, A dharama, khUba mahenata karyAMthI maLyu che adhu, kaika yugothI karelI phaLI sAdhanA, hAthamAMthI tuM joje sarI jAya nA, je meAkeA che ahI are mAnavI ! AvA mArkeA...je sAdhana che ahIM. A vAta tamane samajAya che ne? have jo kharAkhara samajyA hai tA AtmasAdhanA karavA kaTibaddha bane. jeTalI sAdhanA karaze! teTalu' AtmAnuM sukha maLaze. bAkI A saMsAranA sukha tuccha che. e sAcu sukha nathI paNa ajJAnI jIve emAM bhramathI sukha mAne che. jema kUtaru' hADakAnA TukaDA maLe teA tene khaTakA bhare che tethI enA dAMta halI jAya che. meADhAmAM cAMdA paDIne temAMthI leAhI Ave che chatAM tene svAda cAkhIne harakhAya paNa ene khakhara nathI paDatI ke A mArA meDhAmAMthI leAhI nIkaLe che. enA dAMtamAM du:khAvA thaze, meDhAmAM baLatarA thaze te paNa ene khyAla nahi Ave ke hADakAmAM sukhanI mArI brAnti hatI ne enI pAchaLa doDavAthI A da` ubhuM thayuM che. A ja rIte ajJAnI jIvanI dazA che. indrionuM sukha levA jatAM upAdhi, du:kha kaleza ciMtA badhA kAraNeA ubhA thayAM paNa e sukhanI lAlasA ene bhAna thavA detI nathI ke A bahAranA padArthomAM sukha nathI paNa sukhanI mArI khATI kalpanA che. AtmA pAse indrie tuccha che. enAthI maLatuM sukha paNa tuccha ane kSaNika che. ATalu jo jIvane samajAya te A badhI upAdhi maTI jAya. pachI kAinI zrImaMtAI joIne ema nahi thAya ke A AvA sukhI ne hu duHkhI? Ane dhadhA dhamadhAkAra cAle che ne mArI dukAne kAI gharAka nathI AvatAM. A AvA meTA vahepAra karIne kamAI gayA ne huM rahI gayA ! huM. paNa enA jevA vahepAra karuM. AvA vAda ajJAnI jIva kare nAnI na kare. eka garbhazrIma'ta mATA vahepArI hatA. ene paganA duHkhAvA khUba rahetA. eTale eka hajAmane mAlIza karavA mATe rAkhele. e ja zeThane mAlIza karavA AvatA. jyAre zeThane mAlIza karavAnuM kAma cAlatuM tyAre zeThanA mitrA ane vahepArIe badhA bhegA thaIne vahepAra dhaMdhAnI vAtA karatA. Aje ATalu kamAyA, ATalA nakza thayA, koinI sAthe ATalI vAta karIne ATalI kamANI thaI. A badhI vAtA sAMbhaLIne pelA 211.-2

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18 zAradA darzana hajAmanA manamAM vicAra thatA ke AvA vahepAra karavA sArA. mahenata majUrI karavI na paDe ne paisAnA DhagalA thAya. e vAravAra zeThane kahetA ke zeThajI! mane tamArA jevA vahepAra karAvA ne! tyAre zeThe kahyuM - bhAI ! vahepAramAM tAruM kAma nahi. tuM je kare che emAM sukhI che. mArA jevA vahepAra karavA jatAM herAna thaI jaIza. paNa peleA hajAma mAnatA nathI. rAja zeThanuM mAthuM khAI javA lAgyA. zeTha enAthI kaTALI gayA. "zeThanA vAda karatAM samULagI mUDI gumAvI" H hajAmane samajAvavA mATe zeThe eka kimiceA racyA. eka banAvaTI kAgaLa lakhIne munimane ApyA. hajAma zeThane mAlIza karatA hatA tyAre munimajI patra laine Avye ne kahyuM. zeThajI! paradezathI patra AngeA che ne temAM lakhyuM ke zeThajIne mAlama thAya ke A varSe ahI tAMdaLIyAnI bhAjInA pAka bahu ocho che ne ahI ene vaparAza vadhAre che. eTale enI khapata vadhAre thaze ne bhAva sArA upajaze, mATe tyAM jeTalI tAMdaLIyAnI bhAjI maLe teTalI kharI karI levA jevI che. hajAme patra sAMbhaLyeA ne zeThe paNa munine kahyuM ke tame dhyAna rAkhajo, ne gAmamAM maLe teTalI bhAjI kharIdI lejo. A sAMbhaLIne hajAmanA manamAM thayuM ke AvA vahepAra to huM karI zakuM. zeThane huM dararAja kahuM chu ke mane dhaMdhA karAvA paNa kaMi karAvatA nathI, e na karAve teA kaMi nahi. huM mArI jAte karIza. zuM mane AvaData nathI ? hajAmabhAi te zeThanA gherathI nIkaLI sIdhA ghera gayA. gharamAM je kaMi hatuM te vecIne rU. 500) bhegA karyAM, ane savAra paDatAM vahele bakAlAvALAnI badhI dukAneAmAMthI tAMdaLIyAnI bhAjI kharIdI lIdhI. AsapAsanA gAmaDAmAM jaine bhAjI kharIdI lAvye... enA manamAM ema zeThaneA munima bhAjI kharIdI letA huM rahI jAuM ne! e meTA mANasA meADA nIkaLe. paNa huM kAM kama chuM. vahelA kharIdI karI lau. ema harakhAtAM hajAme vahepAra karavAnA harakhamAM ne harakhamAM bhAjIthI peAtAnA makAnanA AkhA AraDA bharI dIdhA. have hajAmabhAi bajAramAM ne zeThane ghera AMTA mAravA lAgyuM. ne rAha jovA lAgye ke have bahAragAmathI bhAjInI mAMga Ave ne huM mAMdhA bhAve bhAjI vecIne dhana kamAM paNa ahI te be, traNa cAra divasa vItyA paNa bhAjInI mAMgaNInA koi samAcAra AvatA nathI. pAMcame divase eka kAgaLa Avye. hajAma mAlIza karatA hatA te vakhate munimajI patra laine AvyA ne zeTha samakSa vAMcI sabhaLAvyeA. temAM lakhyuM hatuM ke zeTha sAhebane mAlama thAya ke amAre tyAM bahAragAmathI tAMdaLajo ghaNA AvI gayA che eTale ahI thI mAMgaNI thavAnI nathI. A samAcAra sAMbhaLIne hajAmabhAInA meAtIyA marI gayA. hAya.... have zu thaze ? chatAM manamAM hiMmata karIne vicAra karyo ke kaMI nahi. bahAragAma laI jaIne vecI nAkhIza. bicArA AzAmAM ne AzAmAM ghera gayA. eraDA khAlIne jue che te

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zAradA dezana pahe keTalAka tAMdaLajo cImaLAi gayelA ne keTaleAka keAvAI ne gaMdhAI gayA hatA. enA hAjA gagaDI gayA. zeThane ghera AvIne poka mUkIne raDavA lAgyA. zeThe pUchyuM, bhAI! zu thayu? kema raDe che ? hAme kahyuM. khApu! huM te marI gayA. kema zuM thayuM ? te kahe che meM te tamAre tyAM paradezathI patra AvyeA hateA te sAMbhaLIne tAMdaLajo kharIda karcI ne ahAragAmathI kaMI mAMga teA AvI nahi. huM teA rAha jotA hatA. have badhA tAMdaLajo gaMdhAI ne kaheAvAI gayA. have huM zuM karU ? meM teA gharanu badhuM vecIne rUA. 500, bhegA karyA hatA. have huM zuM karIza ? gharamAM khAjarI paNa nathI. "dayALu zeDa taraphathI dilAsA" zeThe kahyuM, bhAI! zAMti rAkha, ka'I vAMdhA nahi. e teA vahepAra che. tane vahepAra karavAnA bahu kADa hatA. vahepAramAM te paisA kamAvAya kharA ne koI vAra gumAvAya paNa kharA. tyAre hajAme kahyuM- bApu! mArU kaMI gajuM che ! zeThe kahyuM bhAI ! meM te tane pahelethI kahyuM hatuM ke vahepAra karavAmAM tAruM gaju nahi. paNa tArI hAMza hatI te purI thai. te zeTha khUba sajjana hatA. temaNe joyuM ke A tadna garIba mANasa che ne enu badhuM sApha thaI gayuM che. te. mAre ene gumAvI che teTalI rakama ApavI pazu hamaNAM nahi. thADA divasa kaSTa veThavA do. pachI ApuM te AvuM sAhasa karatA bhUlI jAya. enA nAma upara 500, rU. nI muDI jamA karI dIdhI. ane ene hiMmata ApatAM kahyuM ke bhAi ! ciMtA karavI nakAmI che. have zAMtithI je kAma kare che te kamAIne gujarAna calAva. tyAre kahe che zeTha ! A ghara paDuM' paDu thai rahyuM che te paDe teA rIpera karavA kAnI pAse hAtha dharavA jAuM ? ne khAuM zuM ? zeThe tene hitazikhAmaNa ApIne kahyuM joje have pharIne AvuM kAma na karatA. ema kahI zeThe hajAmane 500, rU. ApyA ne hajAma sudharI gayA. ele, tamAre zu' karavuM che ? saMtA tamane saMsArane rAga cheDavA mATe vItarAga vANI sabhaLAve che. mATe samajIne bhavabhIrU aneA. bhavya jIvAne bhavanA aMta karAvavA temanAtha bhagavAna dvArakA nagarImAM padhAryA che. AgaLa zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra : karmo kAine cheDatA nathI. sukumAlikA pUrvabhavamAM kanI kamANI karIne AvI che. ghaNuM ka khapI gayu. have alpa ka rahyuM che te kevA khela karAve che! zreSThI putra sAgara ane tajIne cAhyA gayA. sukumAlikA khUba kalpAMta karavA lAgI eTale enA pitAe tene samajAvI. beTA ! have zAMti rAkha. tArA pApa karmanA udaya che. paNa enuM mana kai rIte zAMta thatu nathI. have ene sArA gharanA cheka te paraNe nahi ane ene saMsAranu' sukha joI e che. have karavu zu ? ema citAmAM magna rahetA hatAM. tyAM zuM banyuM te sAMbhaLe.

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zAradA darzana eka dina zeTha beThA gokhameM, dekhA maMgatA AtA, hAtha ThakarA makSikA bhinake, bhUkha vaza kA khAtA hatA zeTha mahelanA jharUkhAmAM beThA hatA te vakhate temaNe eka bhikhArIne bhIkha mAMgato je. enA kapaDAM phATelAM hatAM. mukha upara mAkhIo baNabaNatI hatI ne hAthamAM mATInuM zakeruM laIne bhIkha mAMgatuM hatuM, AvA bhikhArIne zeThe pitAnA makAnamAM bolAvyuM. tene samajAvI zeThe hajAmata karAvI, snAna karAvyuM ane sArA vastro paherAvyA A badhuM kare che tyAre bhikhArI kahe che zeTha! tame mane yajJamAM homavA mATe te A badhuM nathI karatA ne? zeThe kahyuM. nA, bhAI. huM tane mArI dIkarI paraNAvIza. bhikhArI kahe che zeTha "amArA garIbanI mazkarI na kare. kayAM tame zrImaMta sukhI zeTha ane huM kyAM bhikhArI ! mArI sAthe tamArI putrI paraNAvavAnI hoya ! zeThe kahyuM. bhAI ! huM tArI mazkarI nathI karato. satya kahuM chuM. ema kahI tene miSTAnna jamADayA ane sArA vastrAbharaNe paherAvI pitAnI putrIne tenI sAthe paraNAvI dIdhI. bhikhArI manamAM AnaMda pAmyA. aho ! Aje mArA bhAgya khulI gayA. nahitara AvA zeThanI dIkarI mane kayAMthI maLe? Aje te mArA mAnapAnane pAra nathI. nokara cAkare, sAsu sasarA badhA khammA khammA kare che ne pANI mAMgatA dUdha Ape che. divasa te AnaMdamAM pasAra thaze. tyArabAda rAtre sukumAlikAnA zarIrane sparza thatAM tenA zarIramAM kALI baLatarA thavA lAgI. bhikhArI vicAra karavA lAgyo. aho ! A baLatarA kema sahana thAya ! AnA karatAM bhIkha mAMgIne khAvuM sAruM. agni mUkI hoya tevI baLatarA thavAthI madharAtre bhikhArI tene uMghatI mUkIne bhAgI gaye. savAra paDatAM patine na je eTale te raDavA lAgI. dAsI dvArA khabara paDatAM tenI mAtA tenI pAse AvIne samajAvavA lAgI ke beTA ! raDIza nahi. enA pitAjI khabara paDatAM e paNa tyAM AvI pahoMcyA. enA manamAM thayuM ke A bhIkha mAMgatA bhikhArIne ATaluM sukha maLavA chatAM mArI putrIne choDIne bhAgI gaye. mATe nakkI A putrI viSa kanyA hovI joIe. nahitara Ama kema bane? zeTha putrIne AzvAsana ApatAM kahe che ke beTA ! tArA keI ghera aMtarAya karmane udaya che eTale jamAI tane choDIne cAlyA jAya che. te pUrvabhavamAM koI ne khUba duHkha dIdhA haze mATe Ama bane che. have raDavuM, jhUravuM choDIne dharmadhyAnamAM tAruM citta jeDI de. sAdhu sAdI Ave tene zuddhabhAvathI supAtra dAna de te tArA karmo khapaze ne tane Icchita sukha maLaze. mAtApitAne khUba samajAvavAthI sukumAlikA dAna ApavA lAgI. paNa enA aMtaramAM viSayavAsanAne aMkUra sUkAyo nathI. rAta divasa manamAM aphasosa thayA kare che ke ahe! mane eka bhikhArIe paNa na IrachI! samaya jatAM eka divasa

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zAradA darzana mahAna pavitra, jJAnI, ane gaMbhIra sAvajI tene ghera gIcarI padhAryA. temane AhAra pANI vaharAvyA, sAvI vahorIne pAchA phare che. tyAM sukumAlikA bAraNuM ADA hAthe daIne ubhI rahI. sAdavajI kahe - bahena! mane javA de. zA mATe ADI pharIne ubhI che? tyAre kahe mahAsatIjI! mane kaI purUSa Icchato nathI. te have mane saMsArika sukha maLe tevo jaMtra maMtra ke vazIkaraNa hoya te batAve. tyAre sA vIjIe kahyuM - bahena! saMsAranA sukha viSanA kaTorA jevA samajIne jemaNe choDyA te saMsAranA sukhane mArga batAve? nA, bIjuM jaina sAdhu kadI derA, dhAgA, maMtra jatra kare nahi ne je kare te pApabhramaNa kahevAya. mATe ame e vAtamAM paDIe nahi. vicAra kara. te pUrvabhavamAM evA cIkaNAM karma bAMdhyA haze te tAre bhegavavAnA AvyA che. je A duHkhane jaldI maTADavA hoya te saMyama aMgIkAra kara. tyAgamAM je sukha che tenA anaMtamA bhAganuM sukha saMsAramAM nathI. ene saMsAranI asAratA samajAvI tethI tene vairAgya AvyuM. eTale mAtApitAnI AjJA laI teNe dIkSA lIdhI. sukumAlikA sAvI dIkSA laIne khUba kaThIna saMyama pALe che. ghaNuM jJAna meLavyuM ne tapazcaryA paNa khUba kaThIna karavA lAgI. eka vakhata teNe tenA gurUNIne kahyuM ke huM bahAra jaMgalamAM jaIne AtApanA levA IcchuM chuM. enA gurUNIe kahyuM - ApaNAthI jaMgalamAM javAya nahi ane e rIte AtApanA levAya nahi. bhagavAnanI manAI che. sukumAlikA sAivIe gurUNInI AjJA mAnI nahi. ane kahe che ke AtApanA levA mATe game tyAM rahI zakAya. cAhe sthAnakamAM rahuM ke jaMgalamAM jAuM paNa jenuM mana makkama che ne jenI bhAvanA zuddha che. tene keI jAtane bhaya nathI. Ama kahI gurUNInI AjJAnuM ullaMghana karIne jaMgalamAM AtApanA levA mATe cAlI gaI, je gurU-gurUNInI AjJAthI virUddha vartana kare che tenuM pariNAma sAruM AvatuM nathI. have zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAnana-8 aSADa vada 10 ne ravIvAra tA. 10-7-77 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! mamatAnA mAraka, samatAnA sAdhaka, ane viSayanA vAraka evA sarvajJa ane sarvadazI bhagavaMte bhavya ne upadeza ApatAM pharamAve che ke he AtmA! caturgati saMsAramAM bhamatAM mahAna puNyodaye tane A moMghere mAnavabhava maLe che. te zA mATe maLe che tene kadI tane vicAra Ave che? mAnava janma e janma janmanA pherA TALanArA dharmanI sAdhanA mATe maLe che,

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22 zAradA darzana bhavanA pherA TALavA mATe mAnava-jIvana eka sAdhana che, ane dharma sAdhanA enuM sAdhya che. A vAta je tamane barAbara samajAze te sAdhyane bhUlI ekalA sAdhananA mohamAM aTavAI jaze nahIM. dharmasAdhanAne bhUlI dhana pArjana, khAna-pAna vigerenI prAptimAM je jIva rapa rahe te dharmasAdhanAne badale kamAvuM ne bhegavavuM e sAdhya banI jAya. te pachI pazu jIvanamAM ane mAnava jIvanamAM phera zuM? vahepArI pitAnI dukAna zaNagAre che. temAM mAla bhare che ane te mAlane evI suMdara rIte goThave che ke joIne grAhakanuM mana tenA tarapha AkarSAya. A badhuM karIne vahepArI samaje che ke A te sAdhana che. sAdhya te kamANuM che. A badhuM karyA pachI je kamANI na thAya te e vahepArIne aphasesa thAya che mArI mahenata badhI mAthe paDI. vahepArIe enA dIkarAne dukAne besADo. chokaro dukAnanuM phanacara, mAlanI AkarSaka goThavaNa karavAmAM ane gharAkanI sAthe mIThI mIThI vAta karavAmAM rahI gayuM ne sAMja sudhImAM vahepAramAM kAMI paNa kamANI na karI te bApa zuM kaheze ? ene Thapako Ape ne? A jagyAe tame he te zuM kare ? tamArA dIkarAne kahe ne ke mUrkha ? tane kaMI bhAna che ke nahi? zuM dukAna kholIne gharAkanI sAthe vAta karavAmAM ne mAlanI goThavaNa karavAmAM phakata rahI jaIza te eka divasa dukAna ane mUDI badhuM sApha thaI jaze. mATe jarA samaja. devAnupriye ! A nyAye jJAnI bhagavaMte ApaNane kahe che ke tame manuSya jIvana pAmIne khUba dhana kamAyA, suMdara baMgale baMdhAvyuM, temAM Adhunika DhabanuM pharnicara vasAvyuM ke manohara AkarSaka beThavaNa karI, sAruM khAdhuM pIdhuM ne moja karI paNa je dharma sAdhanA nahi kare te tamAre paNa cAra gatinA pherA rUpa bhIkha mAMgavAno vAro Avaze, ane A mahAna puNayathI meLaveluM mAnava jIvana hArI jaze. dIkarAne te mUrkha kahI dIdhe paNa A jIva ke mUkha che tene tame vicAra karaje. huM tamane mUrkha nahi kahuM paNa pramAdamAM rahI jazo te hAthamAM AvelI bAjI hArI jaze. kahyuM che ke, mukhe be mIThI vANuM, jIvana kIdhuM dhULadhANuM, chatI bAjI gaye hArI re... saMsAriyAmAM A padamAM zuM kahyuM? tamane samajANuM? "nA" te sAMbhaLe. A jIva ekendriyapaNAmAM hatuM tyAMthI jIvananI bAjI jIte jIte cheka manuSyabhava sudhI AvyuM. ahIM AvIne dhana kamAvAmAM, khAvA-pIvA ane khelavAmAM paDI gaye. kAyA, kaMcana ane kuTuMbanI sevAmAM paDI gayA. te jItelI bAjI hArI gayA kahevAya ne? tamane kaI pUche ke kema zrAvakajI ! hamaNAM dekhAtA nathI? kAyA, kaMcana ane kAmininI sevAmAM paDI game che? tame eTalA badhA hoMziyAra che ne eTale zuM javAba Apo? khabara che? mahAsatIjI "mAgha vahu gharmasAdhanamA" zarIra e dharma karavAnuM

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zAradA darzana sAdhana che. zarIra sAruM haze te dharma karI zakAze. zarIra sAruM na hoya te dharma kayAMthI karI zakAya ? ke tamAro A javAba che! sAcuM bole. A dharma karavAnuM sAdhana mAnyuM che ke dhana kamAvAnuM ? tamane jeTalI dhana kamAvavAnI hoMza che, dhagaza che eTalI dharma kamAvavAnI hoMza ke dhagaza nathI. moha ocho thAya, saMsAra sukhane rAga ocho thAya te dharma karavAnI hoMza thAya che. jAgelA evA ApaNuM namirAjarSine dAhavarano roga thatAM vairAgya AvyuM. zarIra, saMpatti ane rAjyane meha utarI gayA ne dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA. tyAre Indra emanA vairAgyanI kasoTI karatAM kahe che te kSatriya! tame bhaviSyanA sukhanI khAtara vartAmAnamAM je kAmage tamane maLyA che tene tarachoDIne jaI rahyA cho te zuM A tamArI mUrkhatA nathI ? mananA kapelA bhaviSyanA sukha meLavavA khAtara vartamAnamAM maLelA sukhane cheDI jAo cho te te tamArI mUrkhatA che. vicAra kare ke e AtmAno vairAgya ke uMce haze ! ke jenI kasoTI karavA mATe devakanA sukha cheDIne Indra mRtyulokamAM AvyA ! dene mRtyulokamAM viSTAnI bharelI keThImAM durgadha Ave ne mAthuM phATI jAya enAthI adhika durgadha Ave che. emanuM zarIra vaikriya hoya che. eTale emanA zarIramAM hADakA, mAMsa ke lehI detAM nathI. emanA zarIra uMcA attara karatAM vizeSa sugaMdhavALA hoya che. AvA mahAna sukhamAM rahenArA deva AvA mahAna tyAgInI parIkSA karavA AvyA. - Aje to saMsAranA bhega viSaye choDavAnI vAta Ave tyAre ajJAnI manuSya evI vAta kare che ke "A bhava maTha to parabhava koNe dIThe vartamAna kALamAM je sukha manyA che tene bhegavI laIe. paNa namirAjaSinI daSTi khulI gaI hatI eTale IndranA kahevAthI jarA paNa DhIlA paDayA nahi paNa Indrane javAba ApatAM kahe che ke huM bhaviSyanA sukhanI AzAe kaMI vartamAnanA sukhone choDato nathI paNa mArI vAta sAMbhaLe, jyAre peTamAM ajIrNa thayuM hoya tyAre ajIrNane vadhAranAra ghI kaI pIve kharUM? "nA" te anaMta kALathI jIve kAmaga bhogavyA che. e bhaganA ge aneka jAtinA (kho ane kaleze bhegavavA paDyA che. te bhaviSyane mATe paNa evA duHkhone utpanna karanAra bhoge koNa che? bhAvinA bhogenI IcchA karavI e te regone vadhAravAnuM kAma che. mATe huM paralokanA sukha mATe saMsArane tyAga karI saMyama svIkAratA nathI. mane e kAmabhoge kevA lAge che te sAMbhaLe. sallaM kAmA visaMkAmA, kAmA AsI visovamA / meya sthamALA, rAma tti tuSArUM . utta. sU. a. 9 gAthA-pa3 zabdAdi viSaya zalya jevA che. zarIramAM pravezelA tUTelA bANane agrabhAga jema pratikSaNa pIDA ApanAra che te pramANe kAmAdi viSaye jhera jevA che, jhera jema

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zAradA darzana jIvanane nAza kare che tema kAmabhege paNa dharma rUpI jIvanane vinAza karanAra che. jene sarpa karaDayo hoya te manuSyane jhera na utare te marI jAya che tema kAmarUpI sarpa jene karaDe che tenuM dharmarUpI jIvana marI jAya che. kAmonI cAhanA karanAra jIva marIne durgatimAM jAya che. kahyuM che ke jene viSayane rasa cAkhe tene te choDavA AkarA lAge che. paNa jIva jyAre samaje che tyAre paLavAramAM cheDe che. A samaye namirAjarSi kahe che ke vartamAnamAM maLelA kAmone cheDIne bhaviSyanA AtmasukhanI prApti mATe saMyama aMgIkAra kare e tamArA kahyA pramANe mUrkhAI nathI paNa DahApaNa che. kAraNa ke je jIvane bhegenI AsaktinuM zalya eka vakhata hadayamAM kheMcI jAya che pachI te jaldI kADhI zakatA nathI. tene bhegAsakita evI vadhe che ke bhaganA sAdhana khUTe, AyuSya ghaTe paNa bhogenI Asakti ghaTatI nathI. meMgenI kAramI bhUkhavALA manuSya AtmA ke paramAtmAne viveka paNa karI zakato nathI. bhego jhera ane jherI sarpa jevA che. jhera khAnArane ane jene jherI sarpa karaDe heya tene pIDAno pAra nathI rahete e jhera na utare te maraNane zaraNa thavuM paDe che, tema indrionA viSamAM Asakta bananAranI enAthI paNa bhayaMkara dazA thAya che. duniyAmAM jhera ane jherI sarpa sArA ke e te eka bhavamAM mAre che, paNa bhegarUpI jhera te bhavabhavamAM mAranAra che. durgatimAM bhayaMkara trAsa Ape che. baMdhuo ! bheganI IcchA karavI eTale durgatine che cheDavI. pachI tame I che ke na Icho paNa durgatinI lapa tamane vaLagI samaje eTale jIva durgatimAM jAya che. keI tamane jhera mizrita lADu Ape ne tamane khabara che ke A lADavAmAM jhera bheLavyuM che te lADa game teTalo sAro hoya te paNa tame tene khAva kharA? "nA" bhUkhyA rahevuM kabUla paNa e jherane lADu khAvA taiyAra nathI. ahIM Indra mahArAjA nimirAjarSine kahe che ke AvA mahAna sukhadAyI ne uMcI keTIne kAmage cheDIne zA mATe jaI rahyA che? paNa namirAjAnI daSTie te e kAmaga jheranA lADu jevA che. jherane lADa khAIne mahAna trAsa veThI AvA kiMmatI jIvanane nAza thAya te kene game? IndrionA viSayanI pAchaLa krodha, mAna, mAyA ane lebha kare che. te krodhAdi kaSAye jIvane durgatimAM laI jAya che. anaMtakALathI jIve bheganI ghelachA karIne datinAM duHkha veThyA have te tenI ghelachA cheDI krodhAdi kaSAne dezavaTe daIne dayA, kSamA, nirlobhatA Adi guNe prApta karI mokSanA zAzvata sukha meLavavA mATe saMyama le che. mekSa maLI jAya eTale keI jAtanI upAdhi nahi. Aje dinapratidina saMsAranI vAsanAnI bhUkha vadhatI jAya che ne dharmanI bhAvanA naSTa thatI dekhAya che. tenuM kAraNa Aje bhautika sAdhano vadhyA che. reDiye TI.vI. ane sinemAmAM saMskAranuM satyAnAza vALI nAMkhyuM che. mAtA pitAne nATaka sinemA

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zAradA darzana jevA joIe pachI saMtAnanI vAta ja kayAM karavI? AgaLanA mAtA pitAo samaya maLe tyAre saMtAnane pAse besADIne dharmanA saMskAronuM siMcana karatA hatA. dharmanI bedhakathAo saMbhaLAvatAM hatAM. Aje te ghara gharamAM TI. vI. AvI gayA mA-Apa ane dIkarA dIkarIo TI. vI. upara AvatAM pIkacara jovA besI jAya pachI dharmanA saMskAro kayAMthI Ave ? yAda rAkhaje, tame tamArA saMtAnane sinemA nathI batAvatAM paNa jIvananA saMskAra nAza karanAra katalakhAnuM batAve che enA evA kusaMskAra paDaze ke e kusaMskAranA baLe viSaya vikAre vadhaze, phezane ane vyasane vadhaze. e bhegAvIne durgatimAM javuM paDaze tyAM ati bhayaMkara duHkho bhegavavA paDaze enA karatAM je tame ene dharma pamADaze te enA jIvanane abhyadaya thaze, jIvanamAM saguNe Avaze samAjamAM AbarU vadhaze ne pariNAme sagati maLaze tyAM paNa mahAna sukhane bhekatA banaze. tamane tamArA purUdayathI saMpatti maLI che tene upaga nATaka sinemA Adi mojazokhamAM na kare paNa satkAryamAM kare, jenA jIvanamAM dharma che tenuM jIvana sAcuM jIvana che. eka kalpanA karo ke padaye senAnA ratnajaDita baMgalA hoya e baMgalA pharatAM pArasamaNInA oTalA heya paNa jo e gharamAM dharma ke tapa-tyAga nathI, supAtra dAna devAnI bhAvanA nathI te te ghara smazAna jevuM kharuM ne? hA. tamAruM dhana jeTaluM dIna duHkhInI sevAmAM, dAnamAM ne dharmanA kAryamAM vaparAze teTaluM sAcuM dhana che, bAkInA kAMkarA che. ghaNAM mANaso evA garbha zrImaMta hoya che ke tene lakSmIne nAma garva na maLe ane guptadAna evuM kare ke gharamAM ke bahAra kaI jANe nahi, khUba ja eka prasaMga che. - karmarAjAe karela khelaH suratanI bAjunA gAmaDAmAM eka jaina vaNika vasa hato. madhyama sthitine e mAnavI hatA tene sAmAnya dukAna hatI. vahepAra karIne AjIvikA calAvatuM hatuM. AgaLanA mANase bhale bahu dhanavAna na hoya paNa game tevA saMyogamAM AbarU jALavI rAkhatA hatA. mahApurUSo kahe che ke mAnavajIvana e dipaka samAna che. emAM saguNa prakAza che, ne durguNa aMdhakAra che. A mANasa paNa khAnadAna hato. enuM nAma zAMtilAla hatuM. vahepAramAM kamANa thAya temAM zAMtithI jIvana gujArate hate. puNyanuM pAMdaDuM phare che tyAre jIvananA raMga DhaMga palaTAya che. A zAMtilAlanA pApa karmane udaya thaye. ene vahepAramAM dhakko lAge ne rU. 30000nuM nukazAna thayuM. eTale mAthe deNuM vadhI gayuM. e deNuM cUkavavAnA paisA nathI. zuM karavuM? kayAM jAuM? eNe devALuM kADhyuM, e samayanA devALA ane atyAranA devALAmAM phera che. pahelAne mANasa devALuM kADhe eTale ene gharanI bahAra nIkaLatAM zarama Ave. uMdhI TopI paheravI paDatI. atyAranI jema saphAIbaMdha devALA hetA kADhatAM. Aje te zA.-6

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zAradA darzana vidhavA mAtAone navarAvI, dharmanA khAtAnA paisA paDAvI laI devALuM phUke ne pite vaTabaMdha gADITaramAM phare che. AjanA devALIyAne zarama nathI hotI. ' A zAMtilAle devALuM kADhyuM. te duHkhI duHkhI thaI gaye. khAvAnA sAMsA paDayA. devALuM kADhayuM eTale zaramane mAryo bahAra nIkaLI zaktA nathI. khUba gabharAI gayA che ke kayAM jAuM? A samaye tenA gAmanA mANasoe kahyuM - bhAI ! ApaNAM gAmanA ramaNalAla zeTha muMbaI rahe che. te khUba dhamaSTha che. e tamArA kuTuMbI sagA thAya che. e zeTha eTalA udAra che ke koI duHkhI mANasa enA AMgaNe jAya che te kadI pAcho pharate nathI. garIbanA e mAtApitA jevA che. mATe tuM tyAM jA to tAruM duHkha daridra TaLaze. upAsakadazAMga sUtramAM daza zrAvakane adhikAra Ave che. e zrAvakenA dvAra abhaMga hatAM eTale savAre daravAjA khule te sAMja sudhI emanA makAnanA AMgaDIyA uce raheto hato. mAre kahevA Azaya e che ke kaI atithi, saMta, duHkhI eTalA badhA temane tyAM AvatA hatA ke e daravAjA baMdha thatAM na hatAM. je Ave te khAlI hAthe pAchA jatAM na hatAM, jemane je jarUriyAta hoya te zrAvake pUrI pADatAM hatAM. emanI pAse aDhaLaka dhana hatuM. e dhanane sadvyaya karatAM hatAM paNa majazokhamAM uDAvatA na hatA. - ramaNalAla zeTha paNa khUba udAra hatA. temanI saMpattine svadharmI ane duHkhInI sevAmAM sAre sadvyaya thato hato. koI paNa duHkhI Ave temane mATe dvAra khullA hatAM te samajatA hatA ke mane saMpatti maLI che te mArA mATe ja nahi paNa badhA mATe che, emanI udAratAnI ane sevAnI suvAsa cAre bAju prasarI hatI. zAMtilAlane tenA gAmanA lekee kahyuM ke tuM tyAM jA. e tane madada karaze. tuM emane sage che zAMtilAlanA manamAM thayuM ke ThIka tyAre jAuM. teNe gAma lokone pUchayuM e kayAM rahe che? to kahe muMbaI. muMbaI javA mATe bhADAnA paNa paisA nathI. zuM karavuM ? keI dayALue bhADAnA paisA ApyA eTale bhAI gADImAM besI muMbaI AvyA. darakhane mAryo vaNika muMbaI Avya": baMdhuo! zAMtilAlane paisAnI jarUra hatI eTale tarata muMbaI AvyA. ene dhananI bhUkha na hatI. eka ja tAlAvelI hatI ke je mane paisA maLe te jenA gumAvyA che tenA dUdhe dhoIne ApI dauM. eTale tarata upaDe. ATalI tAlAvelI dharmamAM lAge te tame ahIM doDatA Avazo. pachI mAre kahevuM nahi paDe ke tame upAzraye Ave, atyAre tamane kema kahevuM paDe che ? dharmanI tAlAvelI nathI mATe. bhAI muMbaInA sTezane utaryA paNa ramaNalAlanA bApanuM nAma ThekANuM ke ko dhaMdho kare che e jANato nathI. eTale javuM kayAM? mUMjhavaNamAM paDe. sTezanamAM ghaNAM mANasa hatA. badhAne pUchavA lAge ke ramaNalAla zeTha kayAM rahe che?

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zAradA darzana have muMbaI jevA moTA zaheramAM to ghaNAM ramaNalAla zeTha vasatAM hatAM. zuM khabara paDe ke kayA ramaNalAla zeThanuM pUche che. jene pUche te kahe bhAI! tuM ramaNalAla zeTha mATe pUche che paNa e kayAM rahe che? emanuM pAkuM eDresa lAvyo chuM? A bicAre gAmaDAmAM rahele bhale bheLe mANasa eTale kahe che bhAI! eDresa nathI lAvyuM. mane emanA bApanuM nAma paNa nathI AvaDatuM. (hasAhasa) bhAI! te ahIM patta nahi lAge. A bhAI bhUkhya taro traNa divasa rakhaDe paNa ramaNalAla zeThano patto na paDe. chevaTe teNe vicAra karyo ke zeTha bahu zrImaMta che mATe hIrA-mANekano dhaMdho karatA haze. mATe jhaverI bajAramAM jaIne pUchuM. eTale pUchate pUchate jhaverI bajAramAM AvyuM. "zeThanI zodhamAM": jhaverI bajAramAM jhaverIone pUchayuM ke bhAI! ahIM ramaNalAla zeThanI peDhI che? te jhaverI pUche che bhAI! ahIM te ghaNAM ramaNalAla jhaverI che. tuM kayA ramaNalAla viSe pUche che? tyAre kahe mane emanA bApanuM nAma nathI AvaDatuM paNa e bahu prasiddha che. suratanI bAjunA gAmaDAnA rahIza che ne dAna puNayamAM khUba paiso vApare che. tyAre jhaverIe kahyuM- hA. e te ramaNalAla mANekacaMda. bhAI e kayAM rahe che? - peDarareDamAM emane baMgale che. ene samajAvI dIdhuM ke A raste thaIne jaje, paNa bhAI! tAre ramaNalAla zeThanuM zuM kAma che? zAMtilAla bicAro gAmaDAne mANasa, bhalo bheLe eTale kahI dIdhuM ke bhAI! huM jarA bhIDamAM AvI gayela chuM. ramaNalAla zeTha amArA gAmanA, jJAtinA ne sagA che. eTale huM temanI pAse madada mAMgavA Avyo chuM. tyAre vahepArI kahe keTalA paisAnI bhIDa che? te kahe bhAI! bhIDa te hajAro rUpiyAnI che. tyAM pelA jhaverIe kahyuM - bhAI! tamArI bhIDa bhAMgavI muzkela che. zAMtilAle pUchayuM - bhAI? tame Ama zA mATe kahe che? tyAre kahe - ramaNalAla zeThe te devALuM kADhayuM che, e tamane zuM ApavAno che? "zAMtilAlane AzAne dera tUTavA chatAM keTalI pavitra bhAvanA: zAMtilAle kahyuM ke AvA meTA zrImaMta zeTha che ne temaNe zuM devALuM kADhayuM? tyAre kahe - bhAI! tane emAM Azcarya lAge che? paNa vicAra kara, emAM Azcarya pAmavA jevuM nathI. devALuM te zeTha ja kADhe ne ? nAnA pAse zuM hoya te devALuM kADhe? mATe bhAI! tuM tAre samajIne jyAMthI AvyA hoya tyAM pAcho cAlyo jA. zAMtilAlanA manamAM thayuM ke te te huM ne e baMne sarakhA chIe. have mAre zuM karavuM? jenI pAse maTI AzAthI AvyuM hatuM tenI paNa A dazA thaI? mahAmuzkelIe keTalI hADamArI veThI muMbaI AvyA. traNa traNa divasathI bhUkhyA tarasyo bhaTakayo tyAre mAMDa Aje temanuM ThekANuM maLyuM. have zuM karavuM? emanI pAsethI have kaMI maLe tema lAgatuM nathI. te have mAre zuM karavuM? te ciMtAmAM paDyo,

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68 zAradA dena zAMtilAle ramaNalAla zeTha upara mATI AzAnA minArA khAMdhyA hatAM te tUTI gayA. jyAMthI hajAro rUpiyA meLavavAnI AzA rAkhIne Avyo hatA tyAMthI thADu' paNa maLavAnI AzA lAgatI nathI. ahI vicAra kare ke A jIva paNa anAdikALathI paudgalika sukhanI AzAmAM ne JAzAmAM doDI rahyo che paNa enI AzAe pUrI thatI nathI, chatAM AzAnA pUramAM taNAi rahyo che. A enI mUkhatA che. A zAMtilAlanI AzAneA dAra tUTI gayA. chatAM manamAM evA vicAra na karyuM ke huM je kAme AvyeA hatA te tA have pUruM thavAnuM nathI. mATe have mAre tyAM javAnuM zuM prayeAjana che? evA vicAra na karyA. paNa have zAMtilAle judo vicAra karyuM ke Avyo chu' ne Avyo chuM te huM temane tyAM jatA jAuM. have je thADu ghaNuM maLe te laine jaiza evo vicAra nathI paNa khIjA kAraNe jAya che. zu kAraNa tamane khyAla Avyo? eNe evA vicAra karyo ke mAre te nAnA vahepAra hateA ne rU. 30,000nuM dezuM thayuM te huM keTalI muzkelImAM mUkAI gayA ? teA A zeTha te ghaNAM zrImaMta che, emaNe devALu' kADhayuM che te temane te lAkho rU. nuM nukazAna thayuM haze ? temane keTalu duHkha thayu' haze ? huM emane AzvAsana ApavA jAuM, ne kahyu ke moTAbhAI ! ciMtA na karaze. cittanI samAdhi rAkho ne A dhyAna na karaze|. mahAna purUSane paNa kame cheDavyA nathI teA ApaNI vAta kayAM ? e mahAna purUSAnAM dAkhalA najara samakSa rAkhavAthI ApaNane kaSTa sahana karavAnuM baLa maLe che, ne ApaNAM AtmAnuM satva khIle che. jue, A zAMtilAlanI kevI sudara bhAvanA che! peAtAnuM duHkha bhUlI jaI ne khIjAne AzvAsana ApavAnu mana thAya e enI sahAnubhUtinA bhAva che. tame A jagyAe haiM| te zuM karo ? tame AzAthI AvyA hai| ne AzA tUTI jAya te AzvAsana devA jAva ke ghara bhegA thaI jAva ? zAMtilAla peDararoDanA rastA pUchatA pUchatA AgaLa vadhe che. enA paga joramAM cAle che. khasa, have ene potAnuM duHkha bhUlAI gayuM. manamAM ramaNalAla zeThanA duHkhanI eka ja vicAraNA cAle che ke A zeDanA mAthe keTalu' duHkha AvI paDayu ? emanA kuTuMbanI paNa kevI hAlata haze ? ATalA meATA zaheramAM rahIne devALuM kADhavu e kaI nAnI sUnI vAta che ? leAkeAthI chupAtA rahevu' paDe. bahAra nIkaLe teA keAI game tema ele. A duniyAne jItavI spela nathI. duHkhI jIva pratye AvI lAgaNI thavI, haiyuM pIgaLI javuM A badhA ene karUNAbhAva che ane karUNAbhAva e eka bhAvadhama nI ArAdhanA che. zAMtilAlane ramaNalAla zeTha pratye AvA karUNAbhAva jAgyA, paNa evA halakA vicAra nathI karatA ke anyAya, anIti karIne, leAkeAne chetarIne paisA bhegA karyAM hatA te gayA e javA ja joIe. e te ene lAyaka che. AneA mAnavI duHkhIne AzvAsana ApavAne badale AvA dveSa kare che,

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zAradA darzana zAntilAla pUchate pUchate ramaNalAla zeThanA baMgale pahoMcI gayA. baMgalAnA daravAje sapheda keTane pATaluna paherIne eka gUrakhe ubhe che. tyAre enA manamAM thayuM ke A ramaNalAla zeTha pite to nahi hoya ne ? bicArA gAmaDIyA mANasane zaheranA mANasanI rItabhAtanI khabara kayAMthI hoya ? Ama vicAra karato gurakhAnAM sAmuM joI rahyo che. eTale gurakhAe pUchyuM. kema ? tamAre tenuM kAma che? A vaNike badhI vAta karI ke huM zeThane sago chuM ne temane maLavuM che. gUra kahe ke mArA zeThanA sagA AvA na hoya tema kahIne dhakko mArI kADhI mUke che. pele karagare che paNa gUrakha mAnatA nathI. zeThe bArImAMthI joyuM ke A kaMI garIba mANasa duHkhane mAryo mAre AMgaNe AvyA che ne gUra tene aMdara AvavA deto nathI, ne game tevA zabdo kahe che te lAva, huM tene aMdara belAvuM. Ama vicAra karIne nokarane bolAvIne kahyuM ke bahAra garIba mANasa ubhe che tene ahIM bolAvI lAva. nekare gurakhAne kahyuM. Ane zeTha upara belAve che. mATe AvavA de. A joI mUrakhAnA manamAM paNa Azcarya thayuM ke zeTha AvA bhikhArI jevA ajANyA mANasane zA mATe bolAvatA haze ? paNa ene kayAM khabara che ke moTA mANasone dila sadA meTA ja hoya che. devAnupriye ! jema sAgara potAnAmAM AvatuM khAruM, mIThuM badhuM pANI samAve che, dharatI maLa-mUtra vigere ukaraDAne bhAra upADe che tema nAnA-moTA, garIba dareka upara vAtsalya bhAva rAkhe enuM nAma sAcI zrImaMtAI. ramaNalAla zeThe garIbane bolAvyuM. eTale ene utsAha vadhI gaye. te manamAM vicAra karavA lAgyuM ke ahIM te devALA jevuM lAgatuM nathI, kadAca mane garIba gAmaDI samajI jhaverIe mane banAvyuM lAge che. e te utsAhabhera upara Avyo. ramaNalAla zeTha mUlyavAna vastro paherI makhamalanI mulAyama gAdI upara beThA hatA. zAMtilAlane AvatA joI zeTha gAdI parathI ubhA thaI gayA ne tene Adara satkAra karatAM bolyA ke A bhAI Ave. tema kahI pitAnI gAdI upara besADe che. A nathI besate paNa parANe besADe che. A Adara joI te zeThanA mukhane nihALI rahyo che. zeTha pUche che ke tame kayAMthI AvyA che? sAheba ! huM suratanI bAjunA gAmaDethI Avyo chuM zeThe kahyuM. huM tyAM ja chuM. tyAre kahe ke huM Apane jJAtibhAI chuM ne dUrane sage paNa chuM. zeThe kahyuM. bahu sAruM thayuM. Aje mane svadharmI bhAInA darzana thayAM tame sIdhA ahIM AvyA lAge che ? tamArA mukha upara thAka dekhAya che te tame ema kare. pahelAM snAna bhajana karo pachI ApaNe vAtacIta karIzuM. zAMtilAla kahe che zeTha! huM te Apane jarA maLavA ane ApanA kuzaLa samAcAra pUchavA mATe AvyuM chuM temAM snAna, bhejana e badhI takalIpha veThavAnI jarUra nathI. ramaNalAla zeTha kahe che emAM takalIpha zenI? ATale lAMbethI AvIne Ape mane sAdharmika bhAInA darzanano

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zAradA darzana lAbha Ape che. moTI takalIpha te Ape lIdhI che. ApanA punita pagalAM mAre tyAM kayAMthI hoya? Aje amArA jJAtibhAI ane sagA sAdharmika bhAIne padhAravAthI amAruM AMgaNuM pAvana thayuM. mATe Apa hamaNuM javAnI vAta karaze nahi. zAMtithI thAka utAre, Ama kahI ramaNalAla zeThe pitAnA putrane bolAvIne kahyuM. ApaNe sagA ane ApaNAM gAmanA jJAtibhAI che. bahu dUrathI kaSTa veThIne AvyA che. khUba thAkelA che eTale mAlisa karanArane belAvIne pahelAM mAliza karo. pachI bhAIne snAna karAvajo ne sArA mUlAyama mArA kapaDA paheravA Apaje. sAruM bhejana banAvaDAvaje. pachI ame jamavA sAthe besIzuM. A pramANe zeThe putrane AjJA karI. dIkaro kahe bhale bApujI. jevI ApanI AjJA. A pramANe kahIne zeThane dIkaro zAMtilAlane aMdara laI gayA. uMcI jAtanA telathI AkhA zarIre mAlIza karAvyuM. sAbu cALIne garama pANIthI snAna karAvyuM, ane IstrIbaMdha bagalAnI pAMkha jevA sapheda kapaDA paheravA ApyA. temAM mUlAyama jhINI malamalanuM dhotiyuM rezamI baskITanuM khamIza ane upara paheravAnI baMDI ApI A badhI sarabharA jeIne zAMtilAlanuM aMtara valovAI jAya che. aho ! meM te zeThane mATe juduM sAMbhaLyuM hatuM ke ahIM te juduM dekhAya che. devALuM kADhayuM hiya te ATaluM teja na hoya. bIjuM temanI udAra bhAvanA keTalI che ! mane ajANyA garIbane paNa keTale sAcave che ! A pramANe zAMtilAla manamAM vicAra kare che. have zeThanI sAthe te jamavA besaze ne zuM banaze te vAta avasare. caritra:- sukumAlikAne enA gurUNIe kahyuM. sAdavajIthI bahAra AtApanA levA javAya nahi. je tamAre AtApanA levI hoya te sthAnakamAM jyAM tApa Ave che tyAM jaIne AtApanA le. paNa te mAnI nahi ne AtApanA levA gaI. sukumAlikA khUba ugra tapa kare che rUDe saMyama pALe che. jJAna bhaNe che paNa manamAM vAsanAno aMkure naSTa thayo nathI. ane guNInI AjJAnuM ullaMghana karIne cAlI gaI. tyAM zuM banyuM te sAMbhaLe. e zaheramAM pAMca mitronI TaLI hatI. te pace mitro khUba viSayalaMpaTa hatA. eka vakhata te pAMce mitro eka divasa vezyAnI sAthe rathamAM besIne paMDuravanamAM AvyA jyAM sukumAlikA AtApanA letI hatI tenI sAme eka ghaTAdAra vRkSanI chAyAmAM e pAMca purUSa ane vezyA AvIne suMdara makhamalanI zaiyA jevuM Asana bIchAvIne beThA. eka vezyAne pAna khavaDAve che. bIje enA mAthe chatra dharIne ubho rahyo, trIjo enA mAthAmAM tela nAMkhavA lAgyA. ethe paMkhe vIMjhe che ne pAMcamA purUSe tene khoLAmAM

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zAradA darzana - 71 besADI che. ane pAMce purUSa e vezyA sAthe pyAra kare che ne AnaMda kare che, AvuM. mahayukta vAtAvaraNa joIne sukumAlikA sAthvInA aMtaramAM beThele viSayane akure jAgRta thaye, ane manamAM vicAra karavA lAgI ke aho! A strIe kevuM puNya karyuM che! kevI bhAgyavAna che ke pAMca pAMca purUSe enI sevAmAM hAjara che. ke . 2 kare che! e tiraskAra kare che te paNa pAchA hasIne tene belAve che. ane meM kevA pApa karyA haze ke mane koI purUSe IcchI nahi! zake huM laIne bhIkha mAMganAra bhikhArIe paNa mane IcchI nahi! mane uMghatI mUkIne cAlyo gaye, basa, have A mArA tapa ane saMyamanuM je koI phaLa hoya te AvatA bhavamAM mane pAMca pati maLaje. A pramANe teNe niyANuM karyuM. A rIte niyANa karyA pachI te sAvI deha zuddhi nAnAdi vigere karavA lAgI. tyAre enA vaDIla sAdhvIjIoe tene kahyuM. bahena! ApaNuthI snAna karAya nahi. ApaNe dIkSA lIdhI tyArathI jAvajIva sudhI snAnano tyAga karyo che. A pramANe hitazikhAmaNa ApI tyAre ene lAgyuM ke badhA mane vAraMvAra Take che ne mAruM apamAna baMdhuo ! vinayavaMta zive gurUnI hita zikhAmaNane amRtanA ghUMTaDA mAnIne pI jAya che ne avinItane gurUnI hita zikhAmaNa viSa jevI lAge che ane gurUnI mIThI Takera TakaTaka jevI lAge che. AvA ziSyanuM kalyANa thavuM muzkela che. A sukumAlikA sAdhvIne gurUNInI Takora TakaTaka lAgI eTale te pitAnA samudAyamAMthI alaga thaI gaI ne svacchaMdatA pUrvaka vicaravA lAgI. ghaNAM varSo sudhI svachaMdapaNe vicarIne khUba tapa karavA lAgI teNe aMtima samaye saMthAro karyo, paNa AlocanA karI nahi. AyuSya pUrNa kara je svargameM, suramaNikA huI jAya, navapalyanI sthiti pAI, Icchita sukha pragaTAya he zrotA ATha mahinA tene saMthAro cAlyA. ATha mAsane saMthAro pUrNa karI tyAMthI kALa karIne bIjA devalokamAM devanI aparigrahItadevI tarIke utpanna thaI tyAM nava palyopamanI sthitipUrNa karIne devanAM sukha bhogavIne pAMcAla dezanA kAMpilapura nagaramAM drupadarAjAnI putrI draupadI tarIke utpanna thaI. eNe sukumAlikAnA bhAvamAM karelA niyANAnA baLe eka arjunane varamALA paherAvI paNa pAMce pAMDanA gaLAmAM paDI gaI. A pramANe vAta karI jaMghAraNa muni AkAzamAM uDI gayA. have AgaLa zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. sva. pUjya gurUdeva zrI chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAhebanuM jJAna, darzana cAritrathI maghamaghatuM jIvana pU. mahAsatIjIe khUba suMdara zailImAM varNavyuM hatuM,

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kayAkhyAna -9 aSADa vada 11 ne semavAra tA-11-7-77 ke sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAone bahene! anaMtajJAnI zAstrakAra bhagavaMtoe jagatanA chanA hita mATe maMgalamaya vANI prakAzI. bhagavAnanI vANI karmarUpI ziyAbIyAne bhagADavA mATe siMha samAna che. karma kevI rIte baMdhAya che ne karmanuM mULa zuM che? te batAvatAM zAstrakAra kahe che. rAgAya dAso viya kammavIyaM, kammaM ca mohappabhavaM vayanti / kammaM ca jAi maraNassa mUlaM, dukkhaM ca jAi maraNa vayanti // rAga ane dveSa e baMne karmonAM bIja che. karma mehathI utpanna thAya che. karma janma maraNanuM mULa che. ane janma maraNa e duHkha che. - rAga ane dveSa e baMne karmanAM bIja che. bIja nAnakaDuM hoya che paNa temAMthI vizALa vRkSa bane che, tema nAnakaDI cIje upara rAga-dveSa thAya che. tyAre jIvane khabara nathI paDatI ke AnuM pariNAma zuM Avaze? paNa dhIme dhIme temAMthI vizALa vaDalA jevuM moTuM karma baMdhAya che. rAga ane dveSa e baMnemAM paNa dveSa karatAM rAga vadhAre bhayaMkara che. dveSa karatAM rAga kema vadhAre bhayaMkara che te aneka kAraNathI samajI zakAya che. ' zreSanuM mULa rAga che. kAraNa ke kyAMka koInA pratye rAga che tethI bIjA pratye dveSa jAge che. eTale rAga e zreSane bApa che. zreSane bhUla hela che paNa rAga bhula kaThina che. mAne ke tamane bhAvatuM bhejana maLI gayuM eTale khUba khAdhuM. pachI akaLAmaNa thavA lAgI eTale e bhejana upara dveSa thAya paNa traNa cAra kalAka pachI bhukha lAgI eTale TheSa bhulAI gayo ne e bhojana pratye rAga AvI gayA. TheSa thAya te paNa rAga bhulAya nahi. e to aMdaramAM beThelo hoya che. TheSa karavAthI tenAthI thatuM nukazAna samajAya che paNa rAgathI thatuM nukazAna samajAtuM nathI. dveSa bhayaMkara lAge che eTale rAga bhayaMkara lAgatuM nathI. dveSa karkaza lAge che ne rAga mIThe lAge che. rAganI pAchaLa harSa ane zreSanI pAchaLa kheda hoya che. rAgane nAza dazama guNasthAnane aMte thAya che ne dveSane nAza navamA guNasthAnake thAya che. A sUcave che ke jyAre zreSano nAza kare evI Atmavizuddhi karatAM paNa adhika Atmavizuddhi hoya tyAre rAgano nAza thAya che. rAganuM AyuSya dveSa karatAM ghaNuM moTuM che. TheSa durgAna karAve che ema lAge che paNa rAga enAthI vadhAre durthAna karAve che ema lAgatuM nathI. Sa gusse thatAM mAlUma paDe che tyAre ene DhAMkavA mATe maDhAno ane AMkhane dekhAva prayatnathI pheravI nAMkho paDe che. paNa rAga e duzmana ke durgaNa tarIke mAluma paDatA nathI. ulaTe saheje khuzIne dekhAva thAya che. dveSa bhasIne karaDanAra kUtarA

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zAradA darzana je che jyAre rAga vahAlathI paga cATIne pheMkI phUMkIne jorathI bacakuM bharanAro che. TreSa lAMbo kALa rahe che te ghaNIvAra gamatuM nathI paNa rAga lAMbA kALa sudhI rahe te game che. dveSa jIvane cetAvI de che. jayAre rAga ughADI de che. mATe samaje. rAga sarvathA bhayaMkara che. te gayo eTale badhI bhayaMkaratA gaI. kodha mAna, mAyA, lebha e badhA rAganI sevAmAM rahenArA ane rAgane majabUta karanArA che. ATha karmanI jaDa mehanIya ane mohanIyanI jaDa rAga che. mehanIyanI badhI prakRtinAM mULamAM rAga hoya che. e tIvra keTIne rAga na jAya tyAM sudhI mithyAtva paNa jatuM nathI. AsAnIthI TheSa maTe, rAga haTe te mAMDa haTe, agni parIkSA meM mAgI, thaI jAvuM mAre vItarAga Aja mane evI dhUna lAgI. TheSa sahelAIthI jAya che ne rAga muzkelIthI jAya che. A rAga ane dveSa jItavA sahelA nathI. kAraNa ke jinezvara prabhunI AjJAmAM vicaranArA munio lAMbA vakhata sudhI sAdhanA karIne pitAnA aMtaHkaraNane AtmA tarapha vALeluM rAkhe che. temAM lIna : rahe che. chatAM e munie paNa kaIka vakhata rAga, dveSa ane mehanA AkramaNa sahevAmAM azakta banI jAya che, ghaNI sAvadhAnIpUrvaka cAlavA chatAM kSaNa mAtra mATe paNa pramAda AvI javAthI e samaye rAga ane dveSa emanA para humalo kare che. rAga, dveSane hamale je majabUta bane ane tene je haTAvI na zakIe te te AtmAne jJAnahIna nabaLe banAvI de che, ane aMte narakamAM pheMkI de che. mATe AtmAthI munio haMmezA rAga dveSathI sAvadhAna rahe che. teo jeTalA rAga-dveSathI Dare che teTalA vAgha, siMha, sarpa vigere hiMsaka pazuothI DaratA nathI. siMha, vAgha Adi hiMsaka pazuo mAtra dehane nukazAna kare che jyAre rAga-dveSa aMta:karaNane meluM karI saMyamanI sAdhanAne saLagAvI de che. hiMsaka pazuo keIne naraka nigodamAM mokalatA nathI jyAre rAga-dveSa jIvane naraka nigadamAM dhakelI de che ne Atmika guNane luMTI le che. je mahAna purUSanAM rAga-dveSa nirmULa banI jAya che teo AtmAne zuddha svarUpanuM darzana kare che. teo samatArUpI sudhAnuM pAna karIne ajara-amara ane avinAzI padane prApta kare che. temane AtmA eTale badhe prabhAvazALI banI jAya che ke svabhAvathI virodhI sarpa ane neLIyA jevA che paNa emanI pAse pitAnA vairane bhUlI jAya che. AvuM samatArUpI sudhAnuM mahatva che. mATe samatA vaDe rAga-dveSane jItavA jaIe. rAga-dveSane jItavAthI janma-maraNarUpa duHkhane sarvathA nAza thaI jAya che ane AtmA potAnA asala svarUpane pragaTa kare che, baMdhuo ! AtmAnA svarUpane prApta karI mokSanA sukhane je prApta karavA hoya te dharmanA anurAgI bano, je dharmanA anurAgI banaze te tamArA saMtAnamAM paNa dharmanA zA.-10

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74 zAradA darzana saMskAra paDaze. je kumaLA bALakanA magajamAM tame eka vAta ThasAvI do ke arihaMta mArA deva che, paMca mahAvratadhArI nigraMtha saMte mArA gurU che ane kevaLI prarUpita mAro dharma che. ane hiMsA karavI, juThuM bolavuM, corI karavI e mahApApa che. AvuM ja enA magajamAM bAlapaNathI ThasI jaze to moTe thatAM pApa karatAM aTakaze ahIM eka dAkhala yAda Ave che. gocarI jatAM zraddhAvAna zrAvaka jovA maLyAH eka vakhata huM gaucarI gayela. gaucarI karatAM karatAM eka zrImaMta zrAvakanA ghera pahoMcI. tyAM eka chokare eka khUNAmAM besIne eka cittathI namo arihaMtANuM (2) ne jApa karato hato. gaucarI vahorI lIdhA pachI meM zrAvikA bahenane pUchyuM ke he bahena! A bAbo ATalA ekAgra cittathI navakAra maMtrano jApa kare che. enuM dhyAna keTaluM sthira che ke koI Ave jAya te paNa tene khabara paDatI nathI. tyAre bahene kahyuM. mahAsatIjI! amArA upara vaDIlonI kRpA che. amArA evA sabhAgya che ke vaDIle vArasAmAM dhana mUkI gayA hatAM paNa dharmane vAraso mUkIne gayA che. pahelethI amArA kuTuMbamAM e kAyado che ke bALaka eka vakhata juThuM bole te tene ra00 vakhata "name arihaMtANuM" ne jApa karavAne je jApa karatAM enuM citta sthira na rahe te pharIne 200 vakhata arihaMtane jApa karavA. ame koI vakhata bALakone hospitAlamAM laI jaIe ane koI mANasa mUMge heya tene batAvIne kahIe ke je A mANasa juduM che, keInI niMdA karI to tene jIbha na maLI, ane kadAca jIbha maLI te babaDuM bole che, ene jIbhane rega thayo. karmoe tene A badhI zikSA karI. je juThuM na bole tene zikSA nA thAya vigere vAta samajAvIe chIe. pachI bALakane kahevAmAM Ave che ke tuM je 200 vakhata arihaMta prabhune jApa karIza te tArUM pApa dhovAI jaze, ne tane zikSA nahi thAya AvI rIte bALakane samajAvIe chIe. tame paNa tamArA saMtAnane AvI rIte dharmane saMskAra ApatA hazene? kaI vakhata hospitAlamAM laI jaIne AvuM samajAvo cho ? "nA" tame te sinemA, nATaka jevA laI jAva che. (hasAhasa) pahelAM te sinemA keIka vAra jotA paNa have te TI. vI. AvI gayA eTale navarAM thayA ke TI. vI. jevA besI javAnuM, jo tamAruM bhAvi sudhAravuM hoya te tame saMtAnane saMskAra Ape. enuM jIvana sudharaze ne tamAruM bhAvi paNa sAruM thaze, e zrImaMtanA gharamAM AvA susaMskAro bALakane ApatA hatAM. A joIne mArA aMtaramAM thayuM ke je AvA saMskAro dareka jainanA gharamAM paDe te jainazAsana jhaLahaLatuM banI jAya, ratna samAna zrAvake ghara gharamAM pAke. are ! vadhu nahi te be pAMca zrAvake je dareka saMghamAM ratna jevA hoya te e saMghane dIpAvaze. evA zrAvake bIjA navA zrAvake taiyAra karaze. paNa Aje kone paDI che? jeTalI dhaMdhe vikasAvavAnI dhagaza che teTalI jinazAsana kema unnata bane tenI dhagaza che?

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zArakA darzana 75 e zrImaMtanA kuTuMbamAM bALakane bALapaNathI dharmanA saMskAra maLatAM hatAM ne e bALake bALapaNathI AvuM samajI jatAM hatAM. bALaka samaye paNa mArA A zrAvake samajatAM nathI. nAnuM bALaka sagaDInA saLagatA kolasAne je eka vAra aDI game te pharIne kadI e aMgArA hAthamAM pakaDatuM nathI. kAraNa ke ene bhAna thaMI gayuM ke aMgAre hAthamAM laIe te dajhAya. hAtha baLI jAya, tame saMsArarUpI dAvAnaLathI keTalI vakhata dAjhayA? tamane keTalA phaTakA vAgyA? chatAM haju bhAna thAya che ke saMsAra khe che. have jaladI choDI dauM. tame game teTalA zrImaMta he, moTA karoDapati che, paNa haju paMca parameSTImAM tamAro naMbara AvyuM che? tamAro naMbara kayAM che? bALaka skulamAM bhaNavA gaye ne je tenuM nAma na belAya te ghare AvI jhaghaDe karaze ke mAruM nAma lakhAvavA cAle. nAma nA hoya tyAM sudhI mAre haka nathI. tene aphasosa thaye paNa A mArA mahAvIranA bALakane ATalI uMmara thaI paNa haju paMca parameSTImAM mAre naMbara lakhAyo nathI ene aphasesa thAya che? je tamArAthI banI zake te paMca parameSTImAM naMbara laI le. e na laI zake te daDhadhamI zrAvaka bano. chevaTe mArgonusArI te avazya bane. aMtagaDa sUtrane adhikAra cAle che. dvArakA nagarInA nAyaka kRSNa vAsudeva dIkSA laI zakyAM nathI paNa daDha dhamI ane priyadhamI hatA. tame jyAre AvA banazo tyAre vitarAga vANI sAMbhaLatAM, tapa-tyAga ne dAnanI vAta Ave tyAM megha gAje ne mora nAce tema mArA zrAvake nAcavA lAge. tevA ramaNalAla zeThanI sarabharA jeIne AvelA zAMtilAla vicAra kare che ke meM zeThanI kaMI paNa sevA bajAvI nathI te mArAthI AvA sArA kapaDAM kema paherAya? ne zeThanI ATalI badhI sevA kema levAya? A vicAre tenuM aMtara valevAI jAya che. manamAM khUba saMkeca thavA lAge. zeThanI udAratA AgaLa zAMtilAla vicAra magna banI gayA. bapore jamavAne samaya theye eTale ramaNalAla zeTha zAMtilAlane sAthe laIne jamavA beThA. bhANAmAM jAtajAtanAM miSTAnna pIrasAyAM. e joIne ene ema thayuM ke AvuM sAruM jamaNuM maLyuM che ne huM cAra divasane bhUkhyuM te jaldI khAI lauM. badhuM pIrasAI gayuM eTale zeThe kahyuM - bhAI! jamavAnI zarUAta karo. paNa A jamatA nathI. enuM hRdaya bharAI gayuM. te manamAM vicAra karavA lAgyo ke jyAM sudhI huM lokenA paisA na ApuM tyAM sudhI AvA sArA bhejana mArAthI kema khavAya? AvA sArA kapaDA mArAthI kema paherAya? AvA vicArathI zAMtilAla jamatA nathI, tyAM sudhI zeTha kema jame? zeThe khUba Agraha karIne kahyuM - bhAI! tame ATale badhe saMkeca zA mATe rAkhe che? tame mArA jJAti bhAI, svadharmI bhAI ane vaLI pAchA mArA sagAM che. keTalI badhI sagAI che. tame mane tamAre sago bhAI samajo. ema kahIne parANe khUba Agraha karI karIne

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zAradA darzana jamADe. jamADIne gAdI upara laI gayA ne kahyuM - bhAI! tame thoDI vAra ArAma karo. bahu thAkI gayA hazo. vagara oLakhANe ATalI badhI sevA ane udAratA joIne pitAnI devALuM kADhelI sthiti upara zAMtilAlanA manamAM kheda thAya che ke ATalI badhI sevA levAnI mArAmAM zuM lAyakAta che? huM zeThanuM zuM karI zakavAne chuM? zeThane kahe che zeThajI! ApanI ATalI badhI sevAthI huM te zarIre haLavo phUla thaI gayo chuM paNa AtmAthI bhAre banI gayuM chuM eTale huM beTho chuM. Apa sukhethI ArAma karI le, tyAre zeThe kahyuM - bhAI ! tame AvuM kaMI bolaze nahi. Apa bhAre zenA? meM te ApanA mATe kAMI karyuM nathI ane kadAca Apane meM bahuM karyuM che ema lAgatuM hoya to e badhuM ApanuM che, ema samajI le paNa tame evuM kaMI mana upara lAvaze nahi, zeThe pUchelo sukha saMdeza - zeThe pUchayuM bhAI! kaMTuMba parivAra to kuzaLa che ne ? ane dhaMdhA pANI barAbara cAle che ne? tyAre zAMtilAle kahyuM meTAbhAI Apa jevA vaDIlanI kRpAthI AnaMda che. bAkI gAmaDAmAM te evuM ja cAle ne ? tyAre zeThe kahyuM bhAI ! te amArA jevuM kAmakAja hoya te pharamAvaje te amane lAbha maLe. amArA sadbhAgye amane Apane kudaratI lAbha maLe che. zAMtilAle kahyuM zeThajI! gherathI nIkaLe tyAre huM bIjA kAme nIkaLyo hato ne atyAre ahIM AvavAnuM kAraNa juduM che. zeThe pUchyuM ke pahelAM tame mane e kaho ke zA kAraNe Apa ahIM AvyA hatAM? mULa kAraNa kahe. zAMtilAle kahyuM ke zeThajI! sAMbhaLe. Ape te mane pitAnA AtmIyajana je gaNyo che. mane heja paNa ochuM AvavA dIdhuM nathI. Apa pUche che te dilanA daravAjA kholIne vAta karuM chuM. sAMbhaLo. huM gAmaDAmAM rahuM chuM. madhyama vargane mAnavI chuM. mAro dhaMdho sAmAnya rIte cAlato hato. khUba saMbhALIne vahepAra karatA hatA paNa keNa jANe kema mArA azubha karmano udaya haze eTale aNadhArI upAdhi AvI paDI. dhaMdhAmAM beTa AvI ne rU. 30,000nuM deNuM mAthe caDhI gayuM. badhI mAlamilkata, gharabAra badhuM sApha thaI gayuM. eTale meM devALuM kADhayuM. devALuM kADhayA pachInI paristhiti kevI vikaTa hoya che e te Apa jANe cho ne? zaramanA kAraNe bahAra nIkaLI zakAya nahi. samAjamAM moDhuM banAvavuM paNa bhAre paDI jAya, kaMI kAmadhaMdhe paNa thAya nahi. ane peTane bhADuM te ApavuM ja paDe. AvA kaTekaTInA samaye kaI hiMmata ke AzvAsananA be zabdo paNa kahe nahi. e te mArA pUrvakarmane doSa che. emAM bIjA keIno deSa nathI. e te samatAbhAve bhagavye ja chUTake. huM khUba gabharAI gayo. tyAre koIe kahyuM ke bhAI Ama besI rahe zuM vaLaze? ema karo. muMbaImAM ramaNalAla zeTha rahe che te ApaNuM

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77 zAradA darzana gAmanAM che ne tamArA sagAM che. khUba dhanavAna ane dayALu che mATe tame tyAM jAo. te tamane madada karaze ne tamAruM duHkha jaze. mArI pAse bIjo keI upAya hate nahi. eTale huM te gherathI nIkaLyo ne muMbaI Avya, mane ApanA pitAjInuM nAma AvaDatuM na hatuM ke ApanuM ThAma ThekANuM paNa jANatuM na hatuM. traNa divasa bhUkhe ne tarasyA muMbaImAM pharyo. chevaTe jhaverI bajAramAM AvyuM. tyAM eka sAro dekhAtA vahepArIne pUchatAM tamAruM ThekANuM ApyuM. temaNe pUchayuM ke tamAre enuM zuM kAma che? tyAre meM bhoLAbhAve emane AvavAnuM kAraNa kahI dIdhuM. tyAre mane emaNe kahyuM ke ramaNalAla zeThe te devALuM kADhayuM che. e tamane zuM Apaze? zAMtilAlanI pavitra bhAvanA upara zeThanuM hadaya gaLagaLuM banI gayuM": zeThajI! A sAMbhaLatAM mArA haiye bhAre AMcake lAgyuM ke huM jemanA zaraNe AvyuM chuM te mArA jJAtibhAI paNa mArA jevI ApattimAM gherAyA che? huM te nAno mANasa chuM chatAM ATaluM nukazAna thayuM che te e to moTAM vahepArI che temanI dazA kevI thaI haze? huM madada levAnI AzAe ApanI pAse AvyuM hatuM paNa AvI vAta sAMbhaLIne mArA madada levAnA marathe rahI gayA. paNa manamAM thayuM ke mAruM te je thavAnuM haze te thaze. pApa karma udayamAM AvyA che te bhagavyA vinA chUTako nathI. paNa chavaDA ! je tuM ATale AvyA che te ramaNalAla zeTha ATalA duHkhamAM che ne vaLI mArA jJAtibhAI ne sagAM che to emane AzvAsananA be zabdo kahete jAuM ke zeTha! tamane meTI Apatti AvI che te mArI dazA paNa AvI ja che. ema chatAM pUrvakarmanA khela samajI hiMmata rAkhavI. Ama zeThane be zabdo kahete jAuM. AvA vicArathI ahIM Ave. ahIM AvyA pachI te Apane baMgale, vaibhava badhuM jotA evuM kaMI lAgyuM nahi, mArA haiye ThaMDaka vaLI ke meM je vAta sAMbhaLI te taddana beTI lAge che. A kSemakuzaLa cho eTale AzvAsana zuM devuM? Apane kSemakuzaLa pUchI ne jAuM chuM. A be kAraNe huM AvyuM hatuM. zAMtilAlanI vAta sAMbhaLIne ramaNalAla zeTha gaLagaLA thaI gayA. aha, kevo bhadrika ne pavitra mANasa che! khullA dile badhI vAta karI paNa mane dhikkAra che! meM badhAnI dayA karI paNa mArA gAmamAM mArA jJAtibhAI sagA sabaMdhI vigerenI meM khabara na lIdhI tyAre ene ahIM sudhI AvavuM paDayuM ne? traNa divasa bhUkhe ne tarasya rakha ne meM khAIpIne moja karI! mArA svadhAmanI khabara na lIdhI? A rIte ramaNalAla zeThane khUba pazcAtApa thavA lAgyo ane AvelA mahemAnanI sajajanatA upara mAna upaje che ke kevo sadguNI che ke mAre ghera AvyA che. saMge sArA dekhavA chatAM eka pAI paNa mAMgatA nathI. keTale khAnadAna mANasa che! zeThe kahyuM - bhAI ! tame je kAme AvyA che te mATe te kaMI mAMgaNI karatAM ja nathI. paNa huM tamane ema nahi javA dauM.

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78 zAradA darzana AvyAM cho tA paMdara divasa rahe. A ghara ne dhana badhu tamAruM che. mane paNa ApanA jevA sajjanane lAbha maLaze ne ApanI sAthe rahevAne AnaMa Avaze. zeThe Apela rU. pacAsa hajAra : zAMtilAle kahyuM - zeThajI! ApanA prema, nirAbhimAnatA, AtmIyatA A badhA guNeA joine mane paNa ApanI sAthe rahevAne AnaMda Ave che. paNa gharanA saMcAgeA sArA nathI eTale gayA vinA chUTako nathI. ramaNalAla zeThe emanA munimane khelAvIne kahyuM ke rU. pacAsa hajAra tijorImAMthI kADhI lAvo. tarata ja munime rU. pacAsa hajAra hAjara karyAM. A rUpiyA ramaNalAla zeTha zAMtilAlane Ape che. zAMtilAla kahe moTAbhAi ! ATalI moTI rakama mArAthI na levAya. mAre teA rU. trIsa hajAranuM dezu che ne pacAsa hajAra zuM karuM? A jagyAe tame hA te zuM karo ? laI le ke AvuM kahe ? (hasAhasa) tame teA lai le. A zAMtilAle levAnI ghaNI nA pADI. tyAre zeThe kahyuM - bhAI! huM tamane kaMi vadhAre ApatA nathI. jarUra jeTaluM ja ApuM chuM. jue A rUpiyA trIsa hajAramAM tamAruM devuM patAvo ne khAkInA vIsa hajAramAM daza hajAramAMthI navo vahepAra dhaMdhA zarU karo ne daza hajAra ghara kharcI mATe rAkhajo. A rUpiyA pArakA che ne mAre pAchA ApavA paDaze evuM na mAnatA. ema ja mAnajo ke A mArA paisA ahI ja paDelA hatAM. zAMtilAla to A joine Azcarya cakti thai gayA. zuM A zeThanI udAratA che ? ATalI meATI rakama Ama laI levAya ! e tA dhIravA tarIke nahi paNa mArI muDI hoya tema Ape che, mArAthI levAya nahi. teNe na levA mATe ghaNI hA....nA karI paNa zeThanA Agraha AgaLa cAlyuM nahi. svIkAre ja chUTakA thayA. pachI zAMtilAle zeThane pUchyuM ke meM ApanA viSe je vAta sAMbhaLI hatI te teA tadna khATI che ne ! zAMtilAle saraLatAthI pUchyu ne zeThe paNa nikhAlasatAthI kahyuM bhAI ! e vAta tadna khATI to nathI ja. vAta ema banI hatI ke thoDA samaya pahelAM mArA vahepAramAM mATA dhakko lAgyA hatA. mAlamAM mUDI rokAi gai hatI. pAse rokaDa nANAMnI ta'gI paDI hatI eTale eka e leNIyAtAne huM paisA ApI zakA nahi, A te duniyAdArI che. karAmAM sheja tIrADa paDe te tene sImenTa pUrIne majabUta karavAnI vAta ja nahi paNa IMTa khe'cI levAnI ja vAta che. leAkeAe vAta uDADI ke zeThanI peDhI bhAMgI che. A sAMbhaLIne zAMtilAla tA sajjaDa thai gayA, ne kahyu zeThajI ! ApanA vahepAramAM dhakko lAgyA hAya te mArAthI ApanI pAsethI eka pAi paNa na levAya. tene badale tame mane be pAMca hajAra nahi ne pacAsa hajAra daI do cho. te zu mAre Apane A khIjo ATalA mATe dhakko lagADavA ? zeThe kahyu ke bhAi ! ApaNe te A jagatanA musAphara jevA chIe ahIMthI jazuM tyAre mAla milakata badhuM mUkIne

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zAradA darzana 79 javAnA chIe. A kaMI dhakko nathI paNa mahAna lAbhane sade che. mArA pApakarmane dhakako mane lAge che. mATe tame bIje kaMi vicAra na karaze. A rakama te tamArA puNyanI che, je tamAre laI javAnI che. bhAI ! tuM amArA dhakkAne vicAra na karIza. ahIM te dariyo che. nadIo temAM pANI ThAlavI jAya che kharI ne oTa paNa lAve che. mane AmAM kaI dhakko nathI. sAce dhakko mArA pApakarmane che. A te svadhamI sevAnuM mane jambara puNya maLe che. e puNya upArjana karavAmAM tame nimitta bane che. eTale tamAre jeTalo upakAra mAnuM eTale e che. mATe tame have eka zabda bolaze nahi. A paisA tamAre ghera pahoMcADavA mATe huM sAthe mANasa mokaluM chuM. mArgamAM ekathI be bhalA. ema kahIne zeThe zAMtilAlanI sAthe pitAne vizvAsu mANasa mekalya. zAMtilAla zaramane mAryo kaMI belI zake nahi. A kaMI meDha mIThuM lagADavAnuM na hatuM. nakkara rakama ApIne vAta karI che. zeThe aMta:karaNa pUrvaka evI sahAnubhUti batAvI ke zAMtilAlane pacAsa hajAra lIdhe ja chUTake the. baMdhuo ! juo ramaNalAla zeTha kevA ramaNIka hatA ! AvA duHkhamAM paDelA svadhAma baMdhune AvI madada maLe te kevo AnaMda thAya ! dareka zrImaMte svadharmanI AvI sevA kare te kaI svadharmI bhAI duHkhI na rahe. zAMtilAlane tene ghera pahoMcADI dIdhuM. teNe rU. 30,000nuM devuM cUkavI dIdhuM ne na dhaMdho zarU karyo. be pAMca varSamAM zAMtilAla khUba kamAya ne zeThanA rU. 50,000 vyAja sahita cUkavI dIdhA. ramaNalAla zeThe kevuM gupta dAna karyuM ! Aje te dAna ApIne mAna joIe che. jo dAna Ape ne chApAmAM jAherAta na Ave, takatImAM nAma na lakhAya te kheda thaI jAya che. AvA dAnane lAbha te vAha vAhamAM havA thaIne uDI jAya che. paNa guptadAnane mahAna lAbha maLe che. mATe dAna karIne mAnanI bhUkha na rAkhaze te tenuM phaLa aneka gaNuM vadhaze. AtmAne alaukika AnaMda Avaze. dvArakA nagarImAM ne manAtha prabhu padhAryA che. kRSNa vAsudeva sahita darekane AnaMda thayuM che. have zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM - 10 aSADa vada 12 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 12-7-77 sujJa baMdhuo : preraNAnA pIyuSanuM pAna karAvI AtmAne ajarAmara sthAnanI prApti karAvavA mATe bhagavaMte amUlya vANI prakAzI, dvAdazAMgI sUtramAM aMtagaDa sUtrane adhikAra cAle che. emanAtha bhagavAna grAmAnugrAma vicaratAM vicaratAM dvArakA nagarImAM

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zAradA darzana vizALa ziSya parivAra sAthe padhAryA che. temanA ekeka ziSya ratnanI mALA samAna che. saMte jJAna-dhyAna, svAdhyAya ane tapamAM rakta rahevAvALA hatAM, teo nirvikalpaka dhyAnamAMthI jyAre nivRtta thAya tyAre svAdAyamAM lIna banatAM. bhagavate kahyuM che ke svAdhyAya kevI che? " sa va vimevaravI" svAdhyAya sarva duHkhane aMta karanArI che. koI saMte tapamAM magna che. tapa kone kahevAya? AtmAnI zuddhimAM vRddhi kare tene tapa kahevAya. tapa karavAthI purANAM karmo khape che. bhagavAnanA saMtoe karmarUpI zatruene haTAvavA mATe tapa-tyAganI talavAra hAthamAM laI jabbara jaMga khelyA hatAM. tapathI AtmA tejasvI bane che. tapa dvArA rega naSTa thAya che, ane indrio ane mananA vijetA banAya che. mANasa peTa bharIne janmyA hoya te tene reDiye sAMbhaLo. TI. vI. jevuM, haravA pharavA javuM badhuM game che. indrionA taphAna cAlu rahe che. paNa je tapazcaryA kare che tene A badhuM tophAna gamatuM nathI. ene te jyAM zAMti hoya tyAM game che. sAruM vAMcana karavAnuM mana thAya che. AtmAnI vAtamAM AnaMda Ave che paNa indrionA viSaye nathI gamatA. eTale tapamAM ghaNAM guNa rahelAM che. A mahAna tapa karIne ApaNe kodha, mAna, mAyA, ane lebha upara vijaya meLavavA joIe. AvI mahAna sAdhanAmAM je ekAda durgaNa pesI jAya te badhI sAdhanA upara pANI pharI vaLe che. dUdhanA bharelA tapelAmAM chAzanuM eka ja TIpuM paDe te dUdhane bagADI nAMkhe che. mATe samajIne A jIvanamAM kaMIka karo. tapa saMyama Adi sAdhanA karavI e mahAna puryodaya hoya tyAre thAya che. AvI uttama sAdhanA karavAnI sagavaDa mAnavabhava sivAya kayAMya nahi maLe. je sAdhana che ahIM, are mAnavI, AvA sAdhana je ugAre tujane kayAMya nahi maLe." jJAnI kahe che he mAnava ! A sAdhana ane sAmagrIne tuM sadupayoga karI le. ane purUSArtha Atma sAdhanAmAM kare. prajJAvaMta, jJAnI ane mekSAbhilASI che A vAta barAbara samaje che. eTale temane purUSArtha A tarapha hoya che. nemanAtha prabhunA saMte AtmasAdhanAmAM lIna rahetA hatA. bele, tamane kAMI bhAva thAya che ke huM A saMsAranA baMdhanathI chUTuM ! yAda rAkhaje ke lokhaMDanA baMdhana sArA che paNa mahinA baMdhana mahA bhayaMkara che. mehanuM baMdhana jIvanuM kevuM patana karAve che te eka daSTAMta dvArA samajAvuM. eka zrImaMta zreSThIne vIrendra nAmane ekane eka lADIle putra hate. pUrva bhavamAMthI e jIva uttama saMskAro laIne AvyuM hatuM ne bIjuM sArA uttama kuLamAM ja hatA. eTale bALapaNathI ja enAmAM sArA dharmanA saMskAra hatA. zrImaMtane dikare hate paNa phezana ke vyasananuM tenA jIvanamAM nAmanizAna na hatuM. khUba sAdAI

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zAradA darzana hatI. satsaMga zAzravaNa ane zAstra vAMcana enA jIvanamAM prANa jevA vahAlA hatA. tene haravA pharavA javuM ke nATaka-sinemA jevA A badhuM kaMI gamatuM na hatuM. basa, e te gharamAM besIne vAMcana, manana, sAmAyika, pratikamaNa Adi dhArmika kriyAo karyA karate hate. vIrendra vIsa varSane thaze paNa enAmAM saMsArano vA na maLe. tyAre enI mAtA vicAra karavA lAgI ke A chokare bahAra kayAMya jato Avato nathI. te ene saMsAra vyavahAranuM bhAna kayAMthI thaze? have vIsa varSane vece che te paraNAvI daIe eTale bhAna Avaze. zeThane kahe che have dIkarAne paraNava che. zeThe kahyuM bhale, paNa ene pUcho. eTale mAtA enA putrane pUche che beTA ! amuka zeThanI chokarI bahu sArI dekhAvaDI tArA lAyaka che. tArA mATe enuM mAMgu AvyuM che. te have tArA vivAha karavAnA che. tyAre dIkare kahe che bA! tamAre mane baMdhane bAMdha che? mAre lagna karavA nathI. saMsAramAM zuM sukha che? mAre lagna karavA nathI. mAre te AjIvana brahmacArI rahevuM che. baMdhuo ! jeje, A jIva ke viSayathI virakata che ne mAtA kevI moha ghelI che! mAtA kahe che beTA! tuM je paraNaze nahi te mAre vahu kayAMthI Avaze? amArI bahenene sAsu banavAnA keDa bahu hoya che. ghaNI vAra vahu na AvI hoya tyAM sudhI sAsu vahu vahu kare ne vahu Ave eTale hAuM...hAu. ahIM mAtA kahe che mane sAsu banavAnA koDa che. are, saMsArI mehAMdha nA ghelA bolanI sAme tattvadaSTivALA che yogya javAba ApI zake che. tenI sAme bacAva karavA mATe mohAMdha ja ADA avaLA javAba Ape che. dIkaro kahe che mAtA ! lagna karavAnI zI jarUra che? tyAre mAtA kahe che zuM mahAna purUSoe lagna nahotA karyA? dharmamAM kaMI lagna karavAnI nA nathI kahI. je lagna na karAtA hota te e purUSe laDana na karata. tyAre vIrendra kahyuM-mAtA ! tame mahAna purUSee lagna karyA hatA te vAtane mane dAkhale Apa cho paNa ghaNAM mahAna purUSee lagna nathI karyA evAM keTalAya dAkhalA zAstramAM che ghaNAe lagna karIne saMsAra choDI dIdhuM che ane vijaya zeTha ane vijyA zeThANI jevA pavitra jIvo paraNavA chatAM brahmacArI rahyA che. mATe vivAha kare e kaMI dharma kRtya nathI batAvyuM paNa brAcaryanuM pAlana karavuM e kartavya batAvyuM che. e mATe puruSArtha karavAthI karmanA baMdhane tUTe che ne vAsanAo ochI thAya che. putranI AvI samajaNa ne DahApaNabharI vAta AgaLa mAtA zuM bele? kaMI na belI paNa AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. tyAre putra kahe che mAtA ! tuM zA mATe raDe che? tArA dilamAM ema thAya che ne ke vahu nahi Ave te rasoI koNa karaze ? mArA - zA.-11

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ra zAradA darzana paga kANu dakhAvaze ? A, tuM e khAkhatamAM ci'tA nA karIza. hAla ApaNA puScAdame badhA saMcAga che. paNa kadAca bhAgya badalAze te huM ApanI khadhI sevA karIza ane bApujIne dhadhAmAM paNa madada karIza pradhA kAmamAMthI nivRtta thaIne mArA AtmAnI sAdhanA karIza paNa mAre lagna karavu nathI, mAtA! A sa`sAra mAyA jALa che. jema mAchImAra jALamAM leTanI geALI bharAvIne jALa nAMkhe che te bhUkhyA mAchalAne khavaDAvavAnI dayAthI leATanI goLI nAMkhatA nathI. enAmAM dayAnA bhAva nathI paNu ane te mAchalA pakaDavAnA bhAva che. e leATanI gALI khAvAmAM lubdha anela mAchallR gALI khAvA jatAM jALamAM sapaDAI jAya che tema A sa`sAra paNa mahAsakta mAnavIrUpI mAchalAne pakaDavA mATenI jALa che. mAtAnA cittamAM A vAta utaratI nathI. khaMdhue ! jenA jIvanamAM dharmanA dhabakAra adha paDI gayA hAya che tene game teTalu' samajAvavA chatAM dhama rUcatA nathI. ane khIjA dharma kare te paNa tene gamatuM nathI. bhalA, tame dharma na karI zakatAM hai| paNa je kare che tene aTakAvaze nahi tame tapa na karI zakatAM hA paNa gharamAM je kAi karI zakatA hAya tene karavA dejo emAM ADI jIbha nA vAparaze je dharmInA kAryamAM aMtarAya pADe che te cIkaNAM kama khAMdhe che, je karI zake che tene dhanyavAda Apajo enI anumeAdanA karo ne manamAM evA bhAva lAvajo ke huM AveA tapa kayAre karI zakIza ? AvuM dAna kayAre daIza ? je kare che temane dhanyavAda che. A rIte anumedanA karazeA guNalA gAze te paNa ka` khapaze. dhavAna mAtAe peAtAnA saMtAnA dhama nathI karatAM tene dharmanA mArge vALavA purUSArtha kare che tyAre A mAtA dharmavAna dIkarAne dhathI aMta karavAnA prAtna kare che. dIkarAe mAtAne lagna karavAnI cAkhkhI nA pADI tyAre mAtA meDI upara caDhIne cheDA vALIne raDavA lAgI. mAre ekane eka dIkarA paNa mAru' kahyu' mAne nahi mane zAMti nahi, mAre te AkhI jiMdagI duHkhamAM javAnI, mArA karyo ka` mAre bhAgavAnA ema kahI khUba raDavA lAgI. putra khUba vinayavAna hatA. mAtA pitAnI bhakti karanArA hatA. mAtAne raDatI joine te kaMI bestheA nahiM mauna rahyo eTale mAtA samajI gaI ke mArA dIkarA lagna karavAnI hA pADe che, jema kRSNa mahArAjAnI paTarANIe satyabhAmA, rUkSmaNI khadhA nemajIne paraNAvavA mATe vinavavA lAgI, mIThI majAka karavA lAgI tyAre A meAhanIya karma nuM nATaka joIne temakumArane jarA hasavuM AvI gayuM ne mauna rahyA tyAre paTarANIe samajI ke nemakumAra mAnI gayA. ahI mAtAe nemakumAranI jema putranI saMmati mAnI lIdhI ne enA patine vAta karI. eka sArA gharanI guNu saoNMpanna, suzIla ane vinayavatI vanitA nAmanI karI sAthe dhAmadhUmathI vIrendranA lagna karyAM, vahu paraNIne AvI karI khUba dhavAna che,

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zAradA dezana sAMja paDI eTale vIrendra kahe che vanitA ! cAla ApaNe pratikramaNu karavA masIe. patinA vacana sAMbhaLIne te khUba AnaMnlR pAmI. ahe! Aje mAru' jIvana dhanya banI gayuM ke AvA dharmISTha pati mane maLyA. Aje te paraNIne Ave eTale haravA pharavA javAnu' ne nATaka sinemA jovA javAnuM heAya tyAM dharmanI vAta te yAda ja kayAMthI Ave? kholA, tame kAI pratikramaNa karavAnu kahe che ? kayAMthI kahe:, jyAM aMtaramAM mAha bharyAM hAya, pAte dhama samajatA na haiAya tyAM bIjAne dharmonA mAge kayAMthI vALI zake ? vIrendranA puNya prakhaLa eTale patnI paNa anukuLa maLI. khaMne pratikramaNa karavA beThA. pratikramaNa pachI dha carcA karI ane pachI sUI gayA. baMne yuvAna che paNa kAI jAtanI AchakalI ke mAhanuM vAtAvaraNa ja nahi. vIrendra evA vinayavata che ke mAtA pitAnA dekhatAM patnI sAmu' jIve paNa nahi pachI kholavAnI tA vAta ja kayAM? haravA pharavAnuM khilakula nahi. khasa, gharanuM kAmakAja ane dhama pravRtti. 3333 3 vIrendranI mAtAthI A badhu' sahana thatuM nathI. te eka divasa dIkarAne kahe che beTA! tuM udAsa kema rahe che ? tamArA banne vacce kaMi thayuM che? dIkarA kahe che. nA khA. ame teA khUSa AnaMdathI rahIe chIe. tame beThA mane zu ci'tA ke duHkha che ke udAsa khanavu' paDe! tyAre mAha ghelI mAtA kahe che tu' game tema kahe paNa huM jou chuM ne ke tuM tArI vahu sAthe kholatA cAlatA nathI. kaI hasatA khIlatA nathI ke ene laIne bahAra pharavA jatA nathI, ne rAtre paNa cApaDI vAMcyA kare che. teA putra kahe che mA! divase dukAne jAuM, rAtre jamIne amAre pratikramaNa karavAnuM pachI zAsravAMcana ane dha carcA karIe chIe te kaMIka jANavAnu` maLe che. bahAra haravA pharavAmAM zuM maLe ? ne kAma vinA maLavA paNa kene javAnuM? ane khATI mAla vinAnI vAteA paNa zu karavAnI ? mAtA samajI gaI ke dIkaro mAne tema nathI. eTale vahune pUchyuM' - beTA ! mAro dIkaro tamArI sAthe kheAle cAle che ke nahi? vahu kahe - mA! bahu ja Ana'da che. ame dha maya jIvana gALIe chIe. mahAna puNya karyA hAya tA AvA pati maLe. tyAre sAsu kahe tame khane Avu... jIAna gALA tA pachI zu? (hasAhasa) sAsu khIjI zuM kahe ? chevaTe zeThane kahe che ke jue te kharA, A chokaro saMsAra-vyavahAramAM kaMI samajatA nathI. khicArI vahunI sAthe paNa vAtacIta ke AnaMda karatA nathI ne kAI divasa haravA pharavA paNa laI jatA nathI. zeThe kahyu` ke emAM khATu zuM che? leAkAnA chokarAe mahAra bhaTake che te keTalA vyasanI ane uchAMchaLA khanI jAya che. tyAre ApaNe kevA puNyavAna chIe ke ApaNA dIkarA gharamAM besIne dhArmika vAMcana kare che. keTalA AnadanI vAta che ne keTalA lAbha che! ApaNI sevA bhakti keTalI kare che! ApaNA kuLane ujjavaLa kare che, ane tuM kahe che ke enI vahu sAthe khelatA cAlatA nathI te enI vahue tane kaI phariyAda karI che?

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zAradA darzana e kaMI kahe che ke mane duHkha che? "nA. te tuM zA mATe ATalI hAya barataLA kare che. emane jIvanaratha sIdhuM cAle che. emAM tuM kaMI pheraphAra karavA jaIza te tAre pastAvuM paDaze. tuM nathI jotI ke khoTI lAIne caDhelA dIkarAnA mA bApanA haiye kevI hoLI saLagatI hoya che! A dIkare tane kaMI duHkha Ape che? "nA." te nakAmI ciMtA na kara. zeThanI vAta to sAcI che ne? paNa A saMsAranI vADIne hariyALI banAvavAnI mamatAmAM paDelI zeThANIne patinI vAta racatI nathI. kaMI na cAlyuM tyAre kahe che tame bApa dIkaro eka cho. huM ja judI chuM ema kahI raDavA lAgI. * have zeThANInA manamAM eka ja laganI lAgI ke mArA dIkarAne saMsArano rasa leta karI dauM. eka vakhata rasa cAkhaze pachI vAMdho nahi Ave.ema vicArIne teNe sAhasa karyuM. paNa pAchaLathI tenuM pariNAma kevuM Avaze tene vicAra na karyo. eNe ADozI pADozInA vilAsI rakhaDela chokarAone khAnagImAM bolAvIne kahyuM ke mArA vIrendrane jarA saMsAra vyavahAramAM samajato kare. jarA bahAra haravA pharavA laI jAo. enAmAM saMsArane vA nathI. tame e mATe kharcanI ciMtA nA karaze. le, so rUpiyA. ema kahI rU. 100 nI noTa e chokarAonA hAthamAM ApI. pelA rakhaDela cAra mitroe kahyuM - bA ! tame ciMtA nA kare. ame ene bahAra haravA pharavA laI jaIzuM saMgItanA sUra saMbhaLAvIzuM ne hoMziyArIthI amArA jevA banAvI daIzuM, paNa kharca sAro thaze. zeThANI kahe tame tenI phikara na karo. eka divasa pelA cAra jaNAM lAga joIne vIrendra vAMcana karatA hatA te vakhate tyAM pahoMcI gayA ne kahyuM kema bhAI! majhAmAM che ne? tuM to kaI divasa bahAra dekhAto nathI. eTale ame tArI pAse eka vAtane khulAso karavA AvyA chIe. vIrendra kahe ze khulAse? te kahe che amAre cAra mitrone vivAda paDe che ke bhAgya baLavAna ke purUSArtha ? tene khulAso karavA AvyA hI che. A sAMbhaLI vIrendrane AnaMda thaye ne kahyuM- tame badhA AvI AdhyAtmika carcAmAM rasa le cho jANI mane khUba AnaMda thaye. ene bicArAne zuM khabara ke AmanA peTamAM zuM dage che ? eNe saraLabhAve javAba ApatAM kahyuM ke bAhya saMpatti vipattimAM bhAgya baLavAna che ne Atmika unnati ne guNanI prAptimAM purUSArtha baLavAna che. mitra ! teM amArA praznanuM sAcuM samAdhAna karyuM. te sivAya AtmakalyANa kevI rIte thAya te viSayamAM te le ke e carcA karavA mAMDI. - vIrenDe kahyuM - bhAIo ! sauthI pahelAM pAMca indrio ne chaThThA mananuM damana karo. bahAranA bhautika raMgarAga ghaTADe. hoTalanA khAnApInA baMdha kare. bane teTaluM brahmacaryanuM pAlana kare. mitro kahe che bhAI!, mana to ghaNuM thAya paNa amAruM mana kAbUmAM nathI rahetuM. manane jItavuM bahuM kaThIna che

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zAradA darzana baMdhuo ! je Indrio upara kaMTrola kare che te pahelAM manane jItavuM paDaze. jo mana upara aMkuza nahi hoya te tame ahIM beThA cho ne mana te kayAMnA kamAM cakkara lagAvI Avaze. manane gheDAnI upamA ApI che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 23 mA adhyayanamAM kezI svAmI gautamasvAmIne pUche che he bhagavaMta! tame evA kayA ghoDA upara svAra thayAM cho ke tamane ADA avaLA mArge laI jato nathI? tyAre gaNadhara gautama svAmI kahe che ke, maNA sAhasio bhImA, duTThaso pridhaavii| te samaM tu nizifma. vamavivIpa kanyAM utta. sU.e.ra3 gA. 58 - A mana sAhasika, bhayaMkara ne duSTa gheDe che. je cAre bAju deDe che tene huM sArI rIte vazamAM rAkhuM chuM. te dharma zikSAthI uttama jAtine azva banI gayo che. e manarUpI deDatA ghoDAne huM zrutajJAnanI lagAmathI vazamAM rAkhuM chuM. tethI te mane ubhAge laI jato nathI. paNa sanmArge laI jAya che. jema gautamasvAmIe manarUpI gheDAne vaza karyo che tema ApaNe paNa manane vaza karavAnI jarUra che. aMkuza vinAne hAthI, lagAma vinAne ghaDe, zaTha vinAnI hoDI ne breka vinAnI gADI bephAma rIte deDe che, tema vrata niyama vinAnI indriye bephAma deDe che. mATe tene vaza karavA mATe vrata niyamanuM pAlana kare. tame bAra vrata saMpUrNa aMgIkAra na karI zake te dararoja ekeka vrata Adare. asatya na bolavuM, corI na karavI, brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavuM, ekeka niyama laIne tenuM tame pAlana kare. game teTalI muzkelI paDe, prANa jAya paNa pratijJA na chUTavI joIe. evI daDhatAthI je lIdhelA vratanuM pAlana kare che te mahAna lAbha meLave che. vIrendra pilA cAra mitrone pAMca Indrio ane manane vaza karavAnI vAta samajAvI. badhA ubhA thayA eTale kahyuM bhAI tame dararoja Avajo. mane AvI dharmacarcA karavAmAM khUba AnaMda Ave che. pelA bhAIone te eTaluM joItuM hatuM. eTale kahe che ApanI samajAvavAnI zakti bahu sArI che. amane paNa khUba AnaMda AvyuM, ne ghaNuM jANavAnuM maLyuM. have ame dareja AvIzuM. have A rakhaDela chokarAo Avaze. bheLA vIrendrane emanA kuDakapaTanI khabara nathI. have zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. na caritra : draupadIe pUrvabhavamAM kevA karmo karyA ne kevI rIte niyANuM karyuM te - badhI vAta jaMghAcaraNamuninA mukhethI svayaMvara maMDapamAM AvelA rAjAoe sAMbhaLI. [ eTale kRSNa Adi dareka rAjAnAM manamAMthI saMzaya dUra thaze ne pAMDurAjA temaja AvelA dareka rAjAnA dilamAM khUba AnaMda thaye, dareka rAjAe premathI mA, badhA rAjAnI

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zAradA darzana samakSamAM moTo mahotsava karIne kupadarAjAe pAMDa sAthe draupadInA lagna karyA. pitAnI dIkarIne kariyAvaramAM ghaNuM dravya ApyuM. koDa senaiiyA najIka pAMDavake, diyapada usavAra, maNi muktAdika vastrAbharaNu bhI, gaja rathane tukhAra ha tA pada rAjAe pAMca pAMDavone eka koDa seyA rekaDA ApyA temaja putrI ane jamAIone harA, mANeka, motI, ane sonAnA dAgInA ane jharInA kiMmatI vastro paherAmaNImAM ApyA hAthI, ghoDA, ane ratha ApyA. draupadInI saMbhALa rAkhavA aDhAra dezanI dAsIo ApI chatra ane cAmara ApyA te sivAya bIjA ghaNAM dAsadAsIo ApyA dIkarI ane jamAI khuza thAya tethI adhika dravya ApyuM ane khUba AnaMdapUrvaka dhAmadhUmathI pitAnI lADIlI putrIne lagna mahotsava ujavI pada rAjAe pitAnI hoMza pUrI karI lananuM kArya pUruM thayA pachI AvelA badhA rAjAone drupada rAjAe gya satkAra sanmAna karIne vidAya karyA. badhA rAjAo vidAya thavA lAgyA eTale kRSNa vAsudeva paNa taiyAra thayA kAraNe ke pAMDavene hastinApura javAnuM hatuM, ne kRSNa vAsudevane dvArakA javAnuM hatuM. eTale temaNe pAMDurAjA pAse javA mATe rajA mAMgI. A phirI pAMDu nRpa bele sune harI aradAsa, hastinApura pAvana saba kIjo, pura hamArI Aza che.zrotA kRSNa javAnI AjJA mAMgI tyAre pAMDurAjA, dharmarAjA, badhA temane ADA pharI vaLyA ne kahyuM Apa te amArA pUjanIya che ApanA taraphathI dareka kAryamAM amane sahAya maLI che. Ape amane kyAre paNa nirAza karyA nathI. mATe he paraduHkhabhaMjana! ame Apane ahIMthI sIdhA dvArakA nahi javA daIe. atyAre Apa saparivAra amArI sAthe hastinApura padhAro. ApanA padhAravAthI hastinApura pAvana thaze. pAMDurAjAnA atyaMta AgrahathI kRSNa vAsudeva ane temanI sAthe AvelA ghaNAM rAjAo badhA hastinApura javA taiyAra thayA. dropadIne sAsare jatAM mAtAe ApelI zikhAmaNa - draupadI drupada rAjA ane culanA rANInI ekanI eka vahAlasoyI putrI hatI ne dhRSTadyumna kumAranI lADalI bahena hatI. have draupadI sAsare jAya che tyAre mAtA pitAne page lAge che. te samaye draupadInI mAtA athabharI AMkhe vidAya ApatI vakhate keTalI hita-zikhAmaNa ApatA kahe che te mArI vahAlI dIkarI ! tuM amane mAtA pitAne choDIne sAsare jAya che tyAM tArA sAsu sasarAne mAtA pitA samAna gaNI temanI tuM sevA karaje ne temanI

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zAradA darzana AjJAnuM barAbara pAlana karaje. he putrI ! tuM tArA pati uThe te pahelA vahelI savAramAM uDI jaje. paNa ALasa karIne pathArImAM ALoTIza nahi. patine jamADIne pachI tuM jamaje. kusaMge kadI caDhIza nahi. saMga kare te sajjanane karaje paNa durjanane na karIza savAramAM uThIne dararoja navakAra maMtranuM smaraNa karaje. deva arihaMta, gurU nigraMtha ane kevaLI prarUpita dharmanuM zaraNuM grahaNa karaje, ane kadI vagara vicArI vANI bolIza nahi madhura ane priya lAge tevuM vacana belaje, kadI keInI niMdA karIza nahi. ane huM pAMca patinI patnI AvI meTI mahArANI. mAre keTaluM sukha che. evuM tuM abhimAna kadI karIza nahi. sAsariyAmAM sadA saraLa ane namra banIne raheje. keI tArA avaguNa bele te paNa tuM tenA avaguNa na belIza. paNa tenA guNa grahaNa karaje, hastinApuramAM saMta satIjI padhAre te temanA darzana karaje. temane tuM Adara satkAra karaje ne temane supAtra dAna deje, kaI sArA kAryamAM tuM aMtarAya pADIza nahi. koIne aMtarAya pADavAthI ApaNane aMtarAya karma baMdhAya che. tuM sadA dharmadhyAna karaje. A pramANe ghaNI hita zikhAmaNa ApatAM kahe che ke dIkarI ! tuM Aje amane badhAne raDatA mUkIne piyara cheDI sAsare jAya che te beTA ! amArA aMtaranA tane ArzIvAda che ke tuM sadA sukhI raheje. AnaMdathI raheje paNa A tArA mAtA-pitAne tArA kuzaLa samAcAra ApatI raheje. tArA vinA amArA mahela Aje sUnAM sUnAM lAgaze. tuM eka divasa paNa vikhuTI paDI nathI. have mane kema gamaze? ATaluM bolatAM mAtA mUchita thaI gaI. haju teo zuM zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM-11 aSADa vada 14 ne gurUvAra tA-14-7-77 sujJa baMdhuo! anaMta jJAnI, AgamanA AkhyAtA, ane vizvamAM vikhyAtA evA zAsanapati bhagavate jagatanA nA udhdhAra mATe amegha dezanA ApatAM kahyuM ke he jIvAtmAo! tame A saMsAramAM sukha mAnIne malakAI rahyA che paNa A saMsAra ke che? "ba su du saMsAra" aho ! A saMsAra duHkhathI bhareluM che. ajJAnI cha mahadazAthI ema mAne che ke A saMsAranAM sukha e sAcA sukha che. saMsAranA sukhe mane tRpti Apaze, parama AnaMda Apaze, anerI zAMti Apaze, sAcuM sukha anubhavAze. paNa samaje te saMsAranI kaI vastu svAbhAvika sukha ApI zakatI nathI. saMsAra te duHkhane bhareluM che. temAM sukha kayAMthI hoya ? saMsAramAM te sukhane dukALa hoya che. je saMsAramAM sukhanI choLe uchaLatI hota, sukhane sukALa

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zAradA darzana hota te mahAna purU saMsAra tajavA jevo che ema na kaheta. tema te pote paNa saMsArane choDatA nahi. saMsAramAM bhale tamane sukha dekhAtuM hoya paNa e sukha nathI sukhAbhAsa che. saMsAranuM eka paNa sAdhana ke sthAna jIvane ThAranAra nathI paNa bALanAra che. Avo pratyakSa anubhava hovA chatAM jIvane saMsAra pratyeno rAga vadhato jAya che. paNa jarA vicAra karo. A saMsAra AnaMdadAyaka nathI paNa AkaMdadAyaka che. emAM bhArobhAra duHkha bharyuM che. sukha te svalpa mAtra che. tethI jJAnI bhagavaMto kahe che ke A saMsAramAM sukhano dukALa che. mATe saMsArano rAga ocho kare. AThamuM aMga aMtagaDa sUtranA AThamAM adhyayananA bhAva cAle che. dvArikA nagarImAM emanAtha bhagavAna padhAryA che, temanA ziSya parivAra ghaNe vizALa che. bhagavAnanA badhA zivo AtmAthI hatA. koI jJAnamAM, kaMI svAdhyAyamAM te kaI tapamAM lIna hatA. kaI tapa na karI zake, jJAna na bhaNI zake, te tapasvIonI ne jJAnIonI zuddha bhAve vaiyAvacca karatA hatA. aho ! mArA saMte ATaluM badhuM kare che ne meM pUrvabhavamAM evA cIkaNuM karmo bAMdhyA che ke huM kaMI ja karI zakatA nathI te huM temanI sevA te karuM AvI rIte vaiyAvacca karavAthI paNa jIva mahAna lAbha meLave che. gautama svAmIe prabhune pUchayuM ke verAvo mate ve kiM karU? vaiyAvacca karavAthI jIvane zuM lAbha thAya che? tyAre karUNAsAgara bhagavaMte kahyuM ke he gautama! verAvaLa tirathAra nAma che nivapara! vaiyAvacca karavAthI jIva tIrthakara nAma karma bAMdhe che. juo te kharA ! eka vaiyAvacca karavAmAM paNa bhagavaMte kevo mahAna lAbha batAvyA che temanAtha bhagavAnanA badhA saMto guNanI peTI samAna hatA. paNa ahIMyA cha aNagAranI vAta cAle che kAraNa ke je samaye jenI pradhAnatA hoya temanI vAta karAya che eTale zAstrakAra kahe che "taim ii tevAM samagii vo dinenisa caMtevAsI che - ja mA sahAya tyA"te kALane te samaye cha sagAbhAIo arihaMta evA ariSTanemi bhagavAnanA aMtevAsI (ziSya) thayA. A cha bhAIo kenA putra che ne kevI rAdhi choDIne dIkSA lIdhI che te vAta pachI Avaze. have ApaNe ahIM e vAta samajavI che ke dIkSA kayAre laI zakAya? saMsArano meha chUTe, kAyAne rAga chUTe tyAre saMyama laI zakAya che paNa tamane te saMsArane keTale meha che ! kaMIka che saMsAra sukhano meha choDI zake che paNa A kAyAne moha choDI zakatA nathI. tethI kahe che ke leca kare paDe, svAda jItavA paDe A badhuM mArAthI sahana thAya nahi. e ajJAnI jIvane khabara nathI ke A kAyA kevI che? tArI kAyA karamAI jaze, kaMcana jevI kAyA karamAI jaze, gerI gerI cAmaDIne aMge suvALA, darpaNamAM dekhI tuM kare cenacALA, eka capaTImAM cALA bhulAze, jayAre kAyA karamAI jaze.

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zariMda dave dehamAMthI huM cAlyA gayA pachI badhe khela khatama thaI jaze. mATe ene meha choDI de. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne jIva trevIsamA bhave priyamitra nAme cakravarti hatA. cakavatie mahAsattAsaMpanna, mahAna vaibhavazALI hoya che priya mitra cakravartie vaibhava, sattA, bhaga, sanmAna A badhuM choDIne dIkSA lIdhI. jemane tyAM cha cha khaMDanI sAhyabI hoya tenAM sukha kevo hoya ? emanI kAyA paNa kevI sukumAla hAya chatAM saMyamanA kaThIna mA cAlI nIkaLyA. temanuM AyuSya 84 lAkha pUrvanuM hatuM. temAM 83 lAkha pUrva vItI gayAM ne 84 lAkha pUrvamAM paNa 999 pUrvo pasAra thaI gayA. mAtra chellA eka ja pUrvamAM 70559 abaja varSe paNa pUrA thayA ne chellA eka abaja varSamAM 99 koDa varSo pasAra thaI gayA. mAtra chellA eka koDa varSa bAkI rahyA tyAre dIkSA lIdhI hatI. temanA ATalA lAMbA AyuSya pramANe eka koDa varSa te pAchalI uMmara kahevAya. tame zuM kahe ? have zuM karuM ? baMdhuo ! vicAra kare, temaNe jiMdagIne moTe bhAga cakavatipaNAnAM sukhamAM pasAra karyA. pAchalI uMmare saMyama lIdhe. A keTaluM kaThIna che ! Aje game te zrImaMta dIkSA le te paNa cakavati jeTaluM sukha te nahi ne ? tamAre te keTalI veTha karavAnI. temanI apekSAe tamArA sukha kevA ? temAM prauDha avasthAmAM paNa saMyama levAnI vAta keTalI kaThIna che ! priya mitracakavatie saMyama laIne saMyamI jIvanamAM ghora tapazcaryA karI. ugra pariSahenAM kaSTa emaNe sahelAM mAnIne haste mukhaDe vadhAvI lIdhA. emanI apekSAe Aje mAmUlI tapa, saMyama ane pariSahanAM kaSTa veThavA paNa kaThIna lAge che. A bAbatamAM vicAra karaje ke cha cha khaMDanI sAhAbInA dhaNIe AvA kaThe veDyA. mekSa meLavavA mATe ATalI jahemata uThAvavIe te zuM mAre na uThAvavI joIe? e cha khaMDanA dhaNI hatAM ne huM te cha eAraDAne paNa mAlika nathI. chatAM mArAthI saMsAra kema na chUTe ? TUMkamAM kAyAne meha utare te dIkSA laI zakAya eka nyAya ApuM, A kAyA kenA jevI ? kAyA maphatakhAu mahemAna jevI che. kAyA maphatakhAu mahemAna jevI zA mATe kahI? sAMbhaLe. tamAre ghera keI mahemAna AvyAM che. tene tamArAthI sAdu bhejana te jamADI zakAya tema nathI. ene dUdhapAka, zIkhaMDa ke zIre pUrI jamavA paDe che ne ? have e mahemAnane jamADe tyAre bhegA tamane paNa e miSTAna jamavA maLe che ne? jamatI vakhate rasendriyane te AnaMda Ave che. chatAM temAM paisA ane mahenata veDaphAI jatAM lAge che ne ke mahemAna AvyA eTale mAre samaya bagaDyo kharca . basa AvI rIte AdhyAtmika draSTithI vicAra karaze to samajAze ke saMsAranAM dunyavI sukhe, enI pAchaLa veThatAM karmo ane dhanane thaya A badhu maphatakhAu mahemAna jeNI kAyAmAM veDaphAI jAya che. are, vadhu te zuM kahuM ? za.-12 :

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zAradA dezamAM bhAI ! A kAyA maphatakhAu mahemAna jevI che eTaluM nahi paNa AtmAnuM nikaMdana kADhanArI che. kAraNa ke A kAyA je majazekha ane amanacamana uDAve che e mATenuM puNya eNe upArjana karyuM na hatuM ke upArjana karavAmAM sahAya paNa karI na hatI. tethI te maphatakhAu che. ane bIja kAyA jeTalA pramANamAM AtmAnuM puNya ane paisA khAya che eTalA pramANamAM kaMI navuM puNya upArjana karI ApatI nathI. ane puNya upArjana karanArI sAdhanA paNa karatI nathI, paNa evA AraMbha samAraMbha ne viSaya vilAsa kare che ke AtmAmAM aDhaLaka pApane puMja bharI de che. eTale parelamAMka AtmAnuM nikaMdana nIkaLI jAya che, pariNAme AtmAne paralekamAM ghora trAsane vedanAo bhogavavI paDe che. TUMkamAM mAro kahevAne Azaya e che ke mahemAna maphatakhAu hoya paNa ApaNuM nikaMdana kADhanAre na che. jyAre A kAyA te maphatakhAune uparathI AtmAnuM nikaMdana kADhanArI che, mATe ene rAga choDIne tapa tyAgamAM joDI de. cha aNagAra nemanAtha bhagavAnanA aMtevAsI ziSya hatA. te cha sagA bhAI te hatA eTaluM ja nahi paNa kevA hatA ? "riyA, saliyA, sitraya" jeo jJAnamAM samAna hatA. sauMdarya tathA vayamAM jANe samAna hatA. temanAtha prabhunA ziSyamaMDaLamAM AvA cha aNagAro hatA. eka ja mAtAe janma Apyo hato. teo apara apara mAtAnA na hatAM. jemane varNa, zarIranI kAMti uMcAI, nIcAI badhuM eka sarakhuM hatuM emanA mukha upara saumyatA hatI, AvA pavitra ane cAritrasaMpanna munio bhale kaMI na bele paNa sAmI vyaktine temane joIne AkaSarNa thAya che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA vIsamAM adhyayanamAM anAthI nigraMtha ane zreNuka rAjAnI vAta Ave che. eka vakhata zreNIka mahArAjA maMDikukSa nAmanA bagIcAmAM pharavA mATe gayA. A bagIcAmAM zreNIka rAjA eka be vAra nahi paNa ghaNI vAra gayA hatA. paNa Aje e bagIcAmAM paga mUkatAM temanA aMtaramAM ane AnaMda thaye. mana mayUra nAcavA lAge. aMtarane ukaLATa zamI gaye. viSAdanAM vAdaLa vikharAI gayA. AvuM AlhAdakarI vAtAvaraNa joIne zreNIka rAjA vicAramAM paDI gayA ke ahe ! A bagIcAmAM te huM ghaNI vakhata A paNa AvI addabhUta zItaLatAne ke zAMti ane anubhava thaye nathI. Aje vAtAvaraNa AvuM pavitra kema lAge che ? ema vicAra karatAM zreNaka mahArAjA AgaLa cAlyA. AgaLa jaIne joyuM te eka vRkSa nIce eka paMca mahAvratadhArI pavitra saMtane yAnAvasthAmAM beThelA joyA. e sAdhunuM utkRSTa ane anupama rUpa joIne rAjAne khUba Azcarya thayuM bolI uThayA ke. aho vaNNA aho ruvaM, aho ajjassa somyaa| kahe vantI go mutta, ho mere saMjayA | utta a. 20 gA. 6

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zAradA daza ahe ! zuM A munine varNa che! zuM enuM rUpa che ! zuM enI saumyatA che zuM enI kSamA ne nirlobhatA che ! ane zuM emanI bhege pratyenI asaMgatatA che ! A muninuM utkRSTa ane anupama rUpa ane sauMdarya joIne khuda zreNaka mahArAjAne ghaNuM Azcarya thayuM. koI viziSTa prakAranI vastu ke vAta je kadI dekhI ke sAMbhaLI na hoya te jevA ke sAMbhaLavAthI Azcarya thAya che. paNa sAmAnya vastu ke vAta dekhavA ke sAMbhaLavAthI Azcarya thatuM nathI. tema A muninuM rUpa je sAmAnya heta te zreNIka rAjAe Azcarya na thAta kAraNa ke zreNaka rAjA pote ja khUba sauMdaryavAna hatA. emanuM rUpa eTaluM badhuM hatuM ke eka vakhata emanA pitAe emanI khUba parIkSA karIne temane rAjya ApavAnuM nakkI karyuM te emanA moTAbhAIethI sahana na thayuM. chevaTe temanA pitA prasenajita rAjAe temane pitAnA rAjayamAMthI bahAra vidAya karI dIdhA. tyAre jaMgalamAM eka devI temanI pAse AvIne vaibhava ane saMsAra sukhanuM pralebhana ApavA lAgI paNa zreNIke tene svIkAra na karyo. te pitAnA cAritramAM daDha rahyA. emanI daDhatA joIne devI temanA upara prasanna thaIne ciMtAmaNI ratna ApyuM. baMdhuo ! have tamane samajAya che ne ke zreNIka mahArAjAnuM rUpa kevuM hatuM ? jenuM rUpa joIne devIe paNa AkarSAya. tevA zreNIka rAjA munine joIne belyA ke ahAhA...keTalI pavitratA che ke jemanA prabhAvathI A mAro bagIce manahara banI gayuM che. ATalo manahara kadI A bagIcA na hatA. jema caMdranA prakAzathI tArAone samUha vadhu tejasvI bane che tema A muninA rUpane prakAza e che ke tenA kiraNethI A bagIce ramya ne manahara banI gayela che. A muninA rUpanI tulanA karavA mATe deve ane Indro paNa samartha nathI. e munine joIne zreNaka rAjA mugdha banI gayA ne ghaDA uparathI nIce UtarI vaMdana namaskAra karyA. juo, munie zreNIka rAjAne lAvyA hatAM? kaMI Adara satkAra karyo hato? "nA." e te muninA cAritranuM teja, saumyatA badhuM joIne heje AkarSAyA. jema muninuM rUpa khUba hatuM tema A cha aNagAre eka mADInA jAyA ane rUpa, guNa, ane jJAnamAM sarakhA hatA. A munionuM rUpa joIne bhalabhalA Azcarya pAmI jatAM hatAM, eka ja mAtAnA cha cha saMtAne saMsAra choDI saMyamI bane te kaMI jevI tevI vAta nathI, e mAtA paNa kevI susaMskArIne Adarza haze! AdarzavAna mAtAnA saMtAna AdarzavAna hoya che. mAtAnA susaMskArothI saMtAnanA jIvananuM ghaDatara thAya che. kaMIka mAtAe evI mehaghelI heya che ke AdarzavAna putrane saMsAranA phaMdAmAM nAkhavA mATe kevA kevA prayatna kare che ne tenuM pariNAma kevuM bhayaMkara Ave che te agAunA cAlu dRSTAMtathI spaSTa thaze. virendra khUba dhamai ne cAritravAna hatuM. enI mAtAe ene saMsAra sukhane rasIka banAvavA mATe cAra rakhaDela chokarAone saMga karAvyuM. amRtanA kuMbhamAM hAthe

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zAradA darzana karIne jhera bheLavyu'. pelA cAra mitroe dhama carcA karI tethI vIrendrane khUba Ana'da thayA. enA manamAM thayuM ke AvA yuvAne jo AvI carcA karatAM dharma pAmI jAya te emanuM jIvana sudharI jAya. AveA vicAra karIne kahyuM ke pharIne pAchA jarUra Avajo. yuvAnene eTalu tA joItu hatuM. A te dararoja AvavA lAgyA. rAja zAstravAMcana, dha carcA karatA hatA. Ama karatAM eka divasa sa'gItanI vAte viSe carcA karI ke saMgIta sahita AdhyAtmika gIte gAvAthI paNa prabhu bhaktimAM lIna khanI zakAya che. A vAtamAM vIrendrane rasa paDacA eTale eka mitre saMgItanA tAla sAthe AdhyAtmika bhajana gAyuM. vIrendrane khUba gamyu eTale pelA mitro kahe che ame rAja tAre ghera AvIe chIe tA have ema kare. ekeka divasane badhAne tyAM pegrAma goThavIe. saMgItamAM AkarSAceleA vIrendra have mitrone ghera javA lAgyA. tyAM tene khUba AnaMda AvavA lAgyuM. eka divasa mitro kahe che ke ApaNe gharamAM gAIe tenA karatAM khagIcAnuM vAtAvaraNu khUkha AlhAdaka hoya. tyAM gAvAnI khUba majhA Ave. vIrendra kahe bhale. bIje divase bagIcAmAM pAgrAma goThavyeA ne tyAM saMgIta sAthe enA bhAvAnI vicAraNA karavA lAgyA. have tyAM ene khUba rasa paDace. baMdhue ! kusaMganu pariNAma kevu' bhayaMkara Ave che te sAMbhaLo. vIrendrane bahAra javuM' AvavuM gamatuM na hatu. paNa have teA evA rasa lAgyA ke mitro sAthe bahAra javA AvavA lAgyA. enI mAtAe pelA mitrone paisA ApI rAkhyA hatA. temAMthI nAstApANI vigere lAvIne bagIcAmAM khAvA lAgyA. vIrendra khAte nathI paNa parANe tene khAvA besADatAM hatAM, have te mitronA saMgamAM kheMcAyA. vAtacItamAM paNa AdhyAtmika vAtacIta bhegI khIjI vAteA paNa thavA lAgI. kapaTa karIne vezyAne ghera laI gayelA mitro '' : haju vIrendrane AdhyAtmika vAtA sivAya bIjI vAteAmAM ke mahAra khAvAmAM rasa nathI paNa mitro khUba AMgraha kare eTale tene InkAra karI zakatA nathI. paNa eka vAta nakkI che ke mANasa jevA sagamAM rahe tevA raMga lAgyA vinA raheteA nathI. vaLI anAdikALathI jIvane vAsanAnA saskAra te che. temAM vAravAra AveA sa`ga thAya eTale e vAsanAnA saskAra jAgRta thayA vinA rahe nahi. have vIrendrane dhIme dhIme rasa lAgavA mAMDayeA. mitro enI mAtAne khuzakhabara ApatA rahe che ne paisA mAMgatA jAya che. meghelI mAtA paisA Ape che ne khuza thatAM kahe che hajI mArA vIrendra enI patnI sAthe hase, eTale, haravA pharavA jAya evu' kaMIka kare. A mAtAne kevA kADa che ? dIkarA mAtA pitAnI keTalI maryAdA rAkhe che tyAre mAtA maryAdAnA bhaMga karAvavA IcchI rahI che. khasa, ane eka ja dhUna che ke mArA dIkarAne saMsAra sukhanA rasIyA manAvuM paNa ene khakhara nathI ke mArA putrane AkhaR

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zAradA darzana Dela ToLI keTalI hade pahoMcADI deze ! mAtAnA kahevAthI pilA mitroe na kImI ra. vezyA pAse jaIne badhI vAta kahI saMbhaLAvI. eka divasa AdhyAtmika bhajane sAMbhaLavAmAM vIrendrane tallIna banele joIne eka mitre kahyuM - eka bAI mIrAM bAI jevI dharmiSTha che ne AdhyAtmika stavano bahu madhura kaMThe gAya che. je tArI IcchA hoya te ApaNe badhAM jaI e tArA je mitra maLe ne bhAgya khulI gayA. amane paNa tArA saMgamAM rahIne ema thAya che ke A jIvanamAM AdhyAtmika jJAna te meLavavuM joIe. tenuM zravaNa-manana karavuM joIe, bola, tArI IcchA che ? vIrendra hA pADI eTale divasa nakkI karyo ne upaDyA vezyAne ghera, vezyAe sapheda sADI paherI hatI. hAthamAM mALa, hatI. keI cagInI jevI lAgatI hatI. keI purUSanA sAmuM na jotI heya tema nIcuM jaIne vAtacIta karavA lAgI ne vinayapUrvaka ajANI thaIne pUchayuM-bhAIo! Aje mAre ghera ApanuM padhAravAnuM kema banyuM? tyAre mitroe kahyuM-A amAro mitra khUba dhamIMcha che. tene khabara paDI ke A5 Atmika rasathI bharapUra gItene pade sArA gAva cho Apane kaMTha paNa madhura che eTale sAMbhaLavA mATe AvyAM chIe. tyAre vezyAe kahyuM -bhale padhAryA. paNa mArAmAM evI kaMI AvaData nathI. ema kahIne namratA batAvI paNa pelA mitroe kahyuM-nA...nA.. Apane ghaNuM suMdara pado AvaDe che. amArA A miTAne sAMbhaLavAnI khUba icchA che saMbhaLAve. eTale vezyAe gIta lalakAryuM. eka to madhura kaMTha, bIjuM veza sAda ane pade paNa khUba AdhyAtmika eTale vIrendrane te khUba majhA AvI. pelA mitro paNa bolavA lAgyAM ke aho ! kevA suMdara pado che! A saMsAra ke asAra che, vairAgya kevuM che ne keTaluM suMdara AtmasvarUpa samajAvyuM che ? ema kahI khUba prazaMsA karI. devAnupriye ! vIrendra keTalI sIdhI lAInano chokaro che paNa A eka strInA madhura kaMThe gavAtAM gItanA zravaNamAM bhAna bhUlyA. atyAra sudhI te e Atmika pado sAMbhaLavA mATe AvyuM che paNa ene khabara nathI ke A badhI mAyAnA raMgIna cAdara bichAvelI che. A badhe daMbha che. keI divasa bahAra gayo nathI eTale ene khabara nathI ke A kenuM ghara che? vaLI mArA jevA dharmapremI yuvake strInA saMgathI khAsa dUra rahevuM joIe. strIne kekIla kaMThane raNakAra, enA hAvabhAva, enI sAthe vAtacIta karavI A badhuM sadAcArI purUSa mATe tyAjya che. A badhe uMDe vicAra karyo nahi ne mitronA vizvAse beTA bhramamAM bharamAI gaye. eka vakhata mitronA AgrahathI AdhyAtmika pada, sAMbhaLavA mATe AvanAra virendrane vezyAnA madhura kaMTha pAchaLa AkarSaNa ubhuM thayuM. eTale pharIne sAMbhaLavA AvavAnI laganI lAgI. teNe vezyAne kahyuM amane te bahu AnaMda AvyuM. ame kAle sAMbhaLavA AvIe te saMbhaLAvazone? ene te eTaluM joItuM hatuM. eTale kahyuM-bhale bhAI tamArI IcchA hoya te jarUra Avaje, mane paNa satsaMgane lAbha maLaze, mane AvaDaze tevA pade saMbhaLAvIza.

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4 zAradA darzana vIrendranA mitrone AnaMda thayo. aho ! ApaNI mahenata saphaLa thaI. mAchaluM jALamAM sapaDAI gayuM. have vAMdho nahi Ave. atyAra sudhI mitro vIrendrane bolAvavA jatA hatAM hatAM. paNa Aje te virendra vahele taiyAra thaIne mitrone belAvavA gayo. badhA bhegA thaIne vezyAne ghera gayA. AdhyAtmika padonI ramajhaTa zarU thaI. vIrendra sAMbhaLavAmAM ektAna banI gaye. AgaLa zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra - draupadI paraNIne sAsare jAya che. tyAre tenI mAtAe tene ghaNI hita zikhAmaNa ApI. beTI ! mAta paDI aba cheTI, balI AMsu DAra, Ave brAta sAthe saha thAre, hastinApura taka lAra he zrotA.. beTA! have te tAre ne mAre ghaNuM cheTuM paDaze. have tuM kayAre maLIza? rajavADAmAM dIkarI jhaTajhaTa pIyara na AvI zake. draupadI mAtAnA keTe vaLagI paDI ne khUba raDI. mAtA paNa khUba raDI chevaTe mAtA hiMmata karIne kahe che beTA ! tAro bhAI hastinApura tArI sAthe Ave che. tuM sAcavIne jaje. AnaMdamAM raheje ne kuzaLa samAcAra Apaje. draupadI mAtA pitAne page lAgI rathamAM beDI. putrIne jatAM joI mAtAne mahadazAthI mUrchA AvI gaI. dAsIo uMcakIne mahelamAM lAvyA. thoDIvAre bhAnamAM AvyA eTale mArI vahAlI putrI kyAM gaI? e kyAM gaI? ene mArI pAse lAve. ema kahIne pAchA raDe che. putrInA viyegathI mahelamAM, bagIcAmAM kayAMya citta lAgatuM nathI. tyAre dAsIo rANIne kahe che bA ! Apa raDaze nahi. bahena thoDA divasamAM Avaze. ema karI mAtAne samajAve che A tarapha drupadarAjAe pitAnA jamAI, vevAI badhAne sArI rakama bheTa ApI ane badhAne ghaNe dUra sudhI vaLAvavA gayA ne aMte badhA chUTA paDyA. hastinApuramAM Agamana :- pAMDurAjA, kRSNajI Adi badhA hastinApuramAM AvyA. pAMDa draupadIne paraNIne AvyA che A samAcAra jANI hastinApuramAM AnaMda AnaMda chavAI gayo. khUba ThAThamAThathI nagarImAM praveza karAvyuM. pAMca pAMDa ane draupadI indra IndrANInI jema zobhe che. vAjate gAjate mahelamAM pahoMcyA. pAMDurAjAe daza divasa sudhI mahotsava karAvyo. mahotsava pUro thayA pachI badhA rAjAo vidAya mAMge che ke have ame jaIe. tyAre pAMDurAjAe badhA rAjAone satkAra sanmAna karI vidAya ApI. kRSNa vAsudeva kahe have mane paNa rajA Ape te jAuM tyAre pAMDurAjA ane pAMDava kahe che Apa haju thoDA dine rokAI jAo. kRSNajI thoDA divasa rokAyA. draupadI sAsujIne page lAgyA. kuMtAjIne khUba AnaMda thaye ne AzISa ApI. draupadI AnaMdathI rahe che tene bhAI kapilapura gayA. eka divasa kRSNa9 pAMDane

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zAradA darzana kahe che mAre tamArI sAthe khAnagI vAta karavI che ane ApaNe ekAMtamAM besIe. kRSNajI pAMDe sAthe vAta karavA jAya che tyAM eTalAmAM AkAza mArgethI nAradaRSI utaryA. eTale kRSNajI, pAMDurAjA, pAMDave badhAe temane satkAra karyo. temane page lAgyA ane Asana para besADI kuzaLa samAcAra pUchayA, tyAre nAradajIe kahyuM ke pAMDavonA draupadI sAthe lagna thayAM te khUba AnaMdanI vAta che mane khUba AnaMda thayo che. paNa huM Aje tamane tamArA hita mATe keI agatyanI vAta karavA mATe Avyo chuM. tame ema na mAnaze ke nAradajI kaMIka avanavI vAta karaze. have nAradajI zuM vAta karaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM-12 aSADa vada amAsane zukravAra tA 159-77 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMta karUNAnA kimiyAgara ane samatAnA sAgara evA sarvajJa bhagavate bhavya jIvane saMsAranI asAratA ane saMyamanI zreSThatA samajAvavA mATe zAsavANI prakAzI. A vANI je bhavya jInA hRdayamAM utare che tenI vAsanAonA viSa utarI jAya che aMtagaDa sUtranA trIjA varganA AThamA ayanane adhikAra cAle che temAM cha aNagAroe temanAtha bhagavAna pAse dIkSA lIdhI ene grAmAnugrAma vicaratAM vicaratAM eka vakhata dvArikA nagarImAM padhAryA. A cha aNagAre kaMI sAmAnya gharanA dIkarA na hatA. paNa rAjavaMzI jevA sukha asarA sarakhI suMdarIone moha choDIne bharayuvAnImAM temaNe dIkSA lIdhI hatI A badhuM kema choDayuM? emane emanAtha bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne vairAgya AvyuM ne saMsAra kaDave jhera jevuM lAge. tamane saMsAra kaDa lAge che ke mIThe? bole te kharA. tame saMsAra sukhanA rasIyA cho eTale javAba nahi Ape. huM tamane samajAvuM. kaDa jhera jevo lIMbaDe paNa kaIkane mITho madha jevo lAge che enuM kAraNa zuM? e tamane samajAya che ne ? eka mANasane koI paNa prakAranuM jhera caDhI gayuM che jhera caDhayA vinA kaDa lIMbaDe kadI mITho na lAge. tema saMsAra jene mITho lAgato hoya te samajI lejo ke ene mehanuM bhayaMkara jhera caDheluM che krodhathI dhamapachADA karatAM bihAmaNuM nAgamAM paNa jene sohAmaNuM sApanuM darzana thAya che te bhayaMkara ajJAna ja kahevAya ne ? tema atyaMta kaDavAza bharelAM lIMbaDA jevo saMsAra jene mIThe sAkara jevuM lAge te tene mohanuM jhera caDheluM che tevuM anumAna karI zakAya ne? jayAre tyAgI jIvana sAkAra karatAM paNa adhika mIThuM che. emAM kaDavAzane aMza mAtra nathI chatAM jene tyAgI jIvanamAM kaDavAza lAgatI hoya te tenA

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zAradA darzana je bIje kaI mUrkha. nathI. tamane ghaNI vakhata saMsAra kaDave lAgI jAya che, akaLAI jAva che, chatAM meha chUTato nathI. sAMbhaLe, tamArI dazA kevI che? akaLAve A saMsAra mane paNa mAyA enI nA chUTe......... hAya! nA chUTe. kaDavo lAge kaMsAra chatAM khAvAnI lAlaca nA khUTe..............hAya nA khUTe. huM jANuM chuM ke A duniyA svArthI thaIne sagapaNa rAkhe kAle je huM behAla banuM, keI baTakuM roTI nA nAkhe. te ye "mArA" mArA" kahevAnI mamatAne vaMtU nA tUTe....hAnA tUTe. mehamAM paDelo mAnavI badhuM samaje che paNa mamatAna tAMtaNe tUTato nathI. samajIne mamatA nahi utAro te aMtima samaye paNa utAravI te paDaze ja. A cha aNagArone saMsAra kaDave jhera jevo lAge eTale badhuM choDIne nIkaLI gayA. e che e aNagAre eka ja mAtAnA jAyA che sagA bhAIo che. e cha enA pheIsa. rUma badhuM sarakhuM che. puNyano udaya hoya te AvuM banI zake che. Aje ApaNe pratyakSa joI zakIe chIe ke eka mAtAnA be dIkarA hoya che te paNa sarakhA nathI hatA eka rUpALA rAjakumAra je hoya che to bIje me hoya che. eka catura to bIje ghele, eka mIla mAlika to bIjo mIla majura, eka gADIne mAlika te bIjo gADIne DrAyavara, eka zeTha to bIjo nokara hoya che. tyAre ahIM te cha e bhAIo hoMziyAra ne sarakhA puryavaMtA hatA. temane pAMce Indriya pUrNa ne zarIra nirogI hatuM ane pUrvanI ajaba punnAI hatI. eTale gharamAM sukhanI sImA na hatI. chatAM emaNe saMsAranA sukha viSa jevA mAnI cheDI dIdhA. kAraNa ke temaNe eka ja vicAra karyo ke A badhI sAmagrI puryodayathI maLI che. tene sadupayoga karAya, durUpayega na karAya, pAMca Indrio sArI maLI te zuM ene upayoga vikAronuM piSaNa karavAmAM thAya? nA nA jema ke mANasa mahAmuzIbate gaMgA nadInuM pavitra jaLa prApta kare ane khALakuMDImAM DhALI nAMkhe te e mUrkha kahevAya ne? tema AvI sAdhana sAmagrI maLI che tene upayoga Atma sAdhanA karavAmAM nA kare to te kevo kahevAya? AvuM samajIne A pavitra AtmAoe dIkSA lIdhI. e mAtAne paNa dhanya che ke pitAnA cha lADakayAone zAsanamAM arpaNa karI dIdhA. - A cha e aNagAronA zarIranI cAmaDI paNa makhamala jevI mulAyama hatI. jema gulAbanA phulanI pAMkhaDI kharI jAya tene ApaNe hAthamAM levA joIe te te hAthamAMthI sarI jAya evI mUlAyama pAMkhaDIo hoya che tema A munionI cAmaDI paNa evI mUlAyama hatI. e AtmAo khUba sukha ne vaibhava choDIne AvyA hatAM. AvA kemaLa dehavALA aNagAra karmane teDavA mATe vaja samAna banI gayA hatAM,

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- 97 zAradA darzana kahevAya che ke mahAnapurUSanuM hRdaya bIjAnuM duHkha joIne kula karatAM paNa kamaLa banI jAya che, ane pitAnAM kamene teDavA samaye vA karatAM paNa kaThera banI jAya che. ApaNAM trilokInAtha bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne janma thayA bAda temane Indro merU parvata upara laI gayA, ane deve jyAre pANInA kaLaza DhaLe che tyAre Indrane saheja zaMkA thaI tyAre bhagavAne saheja aMguTho halAvyo te merU parvata khaLabhaLI uThayo paNa e ja prabhune saMgame upasargo ApyA te sivAya anArya dezamAM keTalAM kaSTa paDayA tyAre temaNe zakitano upaga na karyo. je temaNe dhAryuM hota to saMgamane sekaMDamAM pheMkI deta paNa emane karma khapAvavA hatAM eTale AvelA kanTene samabhAve sahana karyA tema A kamaLa dehavALA aNagAree paNa karma khapAvavA mATe kemaLa deha upara saMyamanuM lekhaMDI bakhtara paherI lIdhuM jyAre teo dIkSA levA nIkaLyA tyAre temanI mAtAe ghaNuM samajAvyA hatA ke beTA! A tamAruM zarIra sukamAla che. saMyamanA kaTa tamArAthI sahana nahi thAya paNa AtmA jAge che tyAre dehanI darakAra karI saMsAramAM besI rahetuM nathI. uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM mRgAputrane adhikAra Ave che. mRgAputra jyAre dIkSA levA taiyAra thAya che tyAre tenI mAtAe kahyuM. suheAio tumaM puttA, sukumAlA sumnio| na Tu sI m tuma utA, sAmaMIT maypAkiyA. a. 19 gAthA 35 he purA ! tuM sukhamAM ucharyo che. vaLI tAruM zarIra sukumAla che. ane tuM sukhamAM magna rahe che mATe cAritrAnuM pAlana karavAne tuM samartha nathI. jenuM zarIra kasAyeluM hoya te dIkSA laI zake. tyAM tArA jevA sukamaLa rAjakumAranuM kAma nahi. kAraNa ke tuM te makhamalanI taLAImAM sUve che. temAM saheja taNakhaluM AvI jAya te tane khUMce che. ugatA sUryanA kiraNe tArA upara paDe che te tAruM mukha karamAI jAya che. ahIM tuM nitya navA bhajana kare che snAna, vilepana badhuM kare che paNa dIkarA! tyAM AvuM kAMI ja nahi maLe, ahIM tane heja mAthuM dukhe te tArA mATe meTA vaide ne hakIme teDAvAya che paNa saMyamamAM bimArI Avaze te tuM zuM karIza? mAthAnA vALa bhAjIpAlAnI jema cUMTAze, ziyALe kaDakaDatI ThaMDI lAgaze, unALAmAM dhomadhakhate taDake paDaze ne comAsAmAM kayAreka AhAra pANI maLaze ne kayAreka nahi maLe. te paNa ThaMDAne rasa vagaranAM bhejana maLaze A badhuM kema sahana thaze? tyAre mRgAputro kahe che ke he morI mAtA! A badhA sukho mane ahIM maLyA che. paNa A mAro AtmA jyAre narakamAM gayo tyAM kevA kevA duHkho veThayAM che te sAMbhaLa. naraka gatimAM huM game tyAM mane keTalI bhUkha lAgatI hatI ke sArI pRthvI uparanuM anAja mane Ape te khAI jAuM ane A sAgara pI jAuM te paNa zA.-13

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zAradA darzana mArI bhUkha ke tarasa maTe nahi evI kAramI bhUkha tarasa lAgatI hatI. tyAMnI anaMtI garamInA trAsathI AkuLa-vyAkuLa thaI gaye eTale huM tyAMnI vaitaraNa nadI pAse gayo e nadImAM vahetuM pANI joI khuza thate pANInI AzAthI tyAM gaye. pANImAM hAtha nAMkhyA te tenA vaheNathI mArA hAtha cIrAI gayA ne bhayaMkara vedanA thavA lAgI. tyAMnI ratnaprabhA pRthvInAM ratno camakatAM dekhAya paNa temAM evI garamI hatI ke ahIMnA dhagadhagatA aMgArA enI AgaLa AIsa jevA lAge. tyAMnA vRkSo evA hatAM ke zItaLa pavana khAvA mATe zAlmalI vRkSa nIce besavA jaIe te tenA pAMdaDA mArA zarIra upara paDatAM charAnI dhAra jema bheMkAI gayA. te sivAya paramAdhAmIe eka sAmaTAM keI hAtha kApe, paga kApe ane bhaDabhaDatI agnimAM pheMkI de. keI karavatathI lAkaDu vere tema mane veravA lAgyA. A badhAM kaTe jyAre mane paDatAM hatAM tyAre mane kaI bacAvo...bacAva kahIne huM kALe kalpAMta karatuM hatuM paNa te mAtA! tyAM mArI rADaphariyAda sAMbhaLanArUM keI na hatuM. e duHkhe meM kema sahana karyA haze? eTalAM dukhe veThavA chatAM mane kaMI lAbha thayo nahi tyAre samajaNapUrvaka huM saMyama aMgIkAra karuM chuM tyAM mane kaSTa paDaze tene samatA bhAve sahana karIza te mArA karmo khapI jaze vaLI he mAtA? tuM ema kahe che ke tyAM bimAra thaIza te kaI davA upacAra nahi thAya. tyAM tArI khabara levA keI nahi Ave. te samaye huM zuM karIza? te sAMbhaLa. vanamAMhe vicare mRgalA ekalA, tema vicarazuM saMyamamAMya, sAMbhaLa he mAMDI Aja, AjJA Ape te saMyama AdaruM... he mAtA! jaMgalamAM pharatA mRgalAe Adi pazu pakSIonI kezu cikitsA kare che? jema vanamAM mRgalA ekalA phare che tema huM saMyamarUpI vanamAM tapa karatA vicarIza. jahA bhigassa Ayako, mahAraNambhi jaayii| anna ruvamUofma, vaLa tA timicchara | a. 19 gAthA 78 moTA araNyamAM mRgalAnA zarIramAM roga utpanna thAya che tyAre vRkSa nIce beThelAM mRganI kezu cikitsA kare che? tene keNa auSadha Ape che? tenI keNa khabara pUche che? tene khAvApIvAnuM koNa Ape che? jyAre te svastha thAya che tyAre te vanamAM jAya che ane khAnapAna mATe lattAo, velAo ne taLAve zodhe che. lattAo ane jaLAzayomAM khAI-pIne kUdakA mAratAM mRgalAo temanuM jIvana vitAve che, tema he mAtA! huM paNa mRgalAnI jema saMyamamArgamAM vicarIza ne mArA karmo khapAvIne mekSamAM jaIza. na devAnupriye! daDha vairAgInA javAba kevA saceTa hoya che! jevA mAtAnA prazno hatA tevA jaDabAtoDa javAba ApI dIdhA. have mAtAnI tAkAta che ke dIkarAne saMsAramAM

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zAradA darzana 99 rokI zake? elA che tamArI marajI ? dRDha varAgInI kAi game tevI AkarI sATI kare, saMsAranAM lAkhA praleAbhanA Ape te paNa ene pIgaLAvavA zaktimAna nathI. kAraNa ke temane saMsAra duHkharUpa dekhAya che. je duHkharUpa lAge tenA pratye kI meha ke mamatA hAya ? nA hoya. jenA meha na hoya temAM rahevAnI IcchA na thAya. bhagavaMta kahe che ke, dukkha hayaM jassa na hoi moho, moho hao jassa na hoi tarahA / tanhA yA naphsa na Apha hoddo, hoddo Dhago lakSa na vicaLArU utta, a, 32 gA. 8 jeNe duHkhanA nAza karyo che tene meAha hAtA nathI. jeNe mehane nAza karyAM che tene tRSNA hotI nathI. jeNe tRSNAneA nAza karyo che tene lAbha hAtA nathI. ane jene lAbha hAtA nathI te akicana khanI jAya che. janma maraNanuM mULa kama che. eTale jeNe saMvara dvArA AvatAM karmone reAkI dIdhA che ane junA karmone kADhavA tapa Adi kare che te meAhune jItI le che. jeNe rAgadveSa ane mArDane jItI lIdhA che tene tRSNA hAtI nathI. kAraNa ke je padmA upara rAga hAya che tene meLavavAnI icchA thAya che. paNa jenA pratye rAga nathI hAtA tene meLavavAnI icchA thatI nathI. icchA ke abhilASA e ja tRSNA che. jyAre tRSNAnA aMta Ave che tyAre bhegA karelA padArthone surakSita rAkhavA mATe jIvane vyAkuLatA rahetI nathI. eTale leAbhane paNa aMta thai jAya che. lAbhanA aMta thavAthI kai vikAra rahetA nathI. dazamA guNasthAne sukSma leAbha jyAre AtmA dazamA guNasthAnethI AgaLa vadhIne bAramA guNasthAnamAM praveza kare che te samaye leAlanA savathA kSaya thai jAya che. mAhanIya *nI senAne sauthI chelle saunika leAla che. khIjA badhA saunikAne enAthI pahelAM kSaya thaI jAya che ne lAbhanA badhAthI chelle kSaya thAya che. eTale bhagavaMta kahe che ke jeNe leAbha rUpI aMtima sainikane jItyA tene pachI khIjA koIne harAvavAnI jarUra rahetI nathI. khAramA guNasthAnake leAbhanA sathA kSaya thAya che. tyAM AtmA eka aMtamurhuta rahe che. pachI teramA guNasthAne pahoMcI sa`jJa, sarvaidazI khanI caudame jaI aMte siddha, buddha ane mukta khanI jAya che. khaMdhue tamane duHkha gamatuM nathI ne? duHkhanA tamane trAsa lAge che? have jo duHkhane| sa thA aMta karavA hoya te tRSNA echI kare. jema jema tamArI tRSNA ghaTaze tema tema leAbha paNa ghaTatA jaze. Aje jIvAne jyAM ne tyAM azAMti kema lAge che? azAMtinuM kAraNa lAbha che. lAbha jIvanane na karavAnA kAma karAve che. dha bhUlAve che ne sa'sAramAM lAve che. badhA pApanA bApa lAbha che. mATe lAbha Acho kare. mAnavajIvanamAM ane teTalA dha kare. Aje te mAnava bhautika sukhane jhaMkhI rahyo che. jeTaluM tamane sukha priya lAge che ne duHkha apriya lAge che teTalA pApanA khaTakAro thAya che ? jIvanamAM

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100 zAradA darzana pApane khaTakAre je joIe. bhale tame sAdhu banI zakatA nathI. tamAre jIvanajarUriyAta pUratI dhananI jarUra paDe che temAM nA nathI paNa dhana meLavatA eTalI pratijJA jarUra karaje ke mArA hakkanuM laIza. aNahakanA dhanane huM aDakIza nahi. mArA pasInAnuM laIza paNa keInA lehI cUsIne nahi lauM. nItinuM dhana rAkhIza. anItinuM nahi lauM. svastrImAM saMtoSa mAnIza paNa parastrI sAme kadI daSTi nahi karuM. ATaluM paNa jIvanamAM karazo te keTalA pApa ochA thaI jaze. jI sukhane I che che paNa sukha ApanAra dharmane bhUlI gayA che. je sAcuM sukha joItuM hoya ne duHkhane dezavaTo Ape hoya te jIvanamAM dharma apanAvo. dharma vinAnuM jIvana mIThA vinAnA zAka jevuM che. mohaghelI dharma nahi pAmelI mAtAe pitAnA dIkarAne kharAba chokarAonI dastI karAvI dIdhI. pariNAme virendra vezyAne ghera gayo. saMgIta sAMbhaLavAno rasI banya chevaTe mitra chaTakI gayA ne vIrendra ekale paDe. e samajatuM hatuM ke parastrI sAthe ekAMtamAM besAya nahi chatAM madhurA sUra sAMbhaLavAnA rasamAM bhAna bhUlyA. tene uThavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. thoDI vAre vezyAe gIta baMdha karyA ne kahe have kAle Avaje. A te trIje divase gaye. Ama ATha divasa te barAbara cAlyuM. pachI te vezyAe mehabharyA hAvabhAva zarU karyA. mIThA mIThA zabdo bolavA lAgI. ane ekAMta sthAna pachI bAkI zuM rahe? dhIme dhIme vIrendra tenI mAyAjALamAM sapaDAI gayo. have te vezyA enI evI sevAbhakti kare che ke ene ghera AvavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. eka divasa Ave, eka divasa na Ave eTale enI mAtA samajI ke mAro dIkaro have barAbara raMgamAM raMgAI jaze. ghera Ave ne mAtA pAse paisA mAMge. mehaghelI mAtA paisA Ape rAkhe che. chevaTe vIrendra vezyAne ghera paDa pAthe rahevA lAgyA. tyAM beThe beTho paisA maMgAve che ne mAtA mokalyA kare che. ghaNAM divasa sudhI ghera Avyo nahi eTale enA pitAjI pUche che ke vIrendra kema dekhAte nathI? tyAre kahe che e saMgIta zIkhavAnA kalAsa kare che. te kahe. saMgIta bhale zIkhe paNa ghera nahi AvavAnuM? ene tame ghera bolAvI leje. have mAtA paNa khUba mUMjhAI che. kAraNa ke have te bIlakula ghera AvatuM nathI. enA mitrane mAtA kahe che bhAI! virendrane bolAvI lAvone! tyAre mitro kahe che bA ! ame zuM karIe? ene ghaNuM kahIe chIe paNa e AvatuM ja nathI. chevaTe nokarane bolAvavA mokale che. te paNa kahI de che ke huM have ghera AvavAno nathI. tamAre paisA mokalavA hoya te mekalaje. nahitara huM mAro rasto kADhI laIza. putrane javAba sAMbhaLIne mAtA dhrujI uThI. A zuM ? ke vinayavaMta dIkaro ne A zuM banyuM? "ceranI mA keThImAM meM nAMkhIne raDe." evI zeThANInI sthiti thaI have zeTha paNa pUchayA kare che ke vIrendra Avyo ke nahi ? zeThANI zuM javAba Ape? chevaTe sAcuM kahI dIdhuM ke chokaro vezyAnA mehamAM phasAI gayA che.

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zAradA darzana 101 zeThe kahyuM huM te tamane pahelethI kahete hate. tame hAthe karIne cheka I beThAM. dIkaro che eTaluM ja nahi paNa sArA saMskAro, dharmanI bhAvanA badhuM ja gayuM ne A suzIla putravadhunuM zuM? putranI paralokamAM kaI dazA thaze ? tame mAtA thaIne AvuM ja zikSaNa ApyuM ne? zeThe khUba kahyuM paNa have zeThANI zuM bele? zeThANI codhAra AMsue raDavA lAgI. zeTha dharmiSTha ne zANA hatAM. chevaTe zeThANIne khUba samajAvIne zAMta karyA ke emAM koIne deSa nathI. ApaNA karmane doSa che. have zAMti rAkhe pote paNa zAMti rAkhe che ke tenA mA bApa ane tenA dIkarA ! eka divasa te badhuM choDIne javAnuM che. ema samAdhi bhAvamAM rahe che. chevaTe paisA khUTI gayA. zeTha mRtyunI pathArImAM paDayA che. eTale ciThThI lakhIne mokalI ke beTA ! mAro aMtima samaya che. tuM jaldI Avaje. maratAM maratAM tAruM mukha ekavAra joI lauM. tyAre dIkarAe ciThThI lakhIne mekalI. bApujI! tame maratA ho te bhale mare paNa tamArI mUDI hoya teTalI ahIM mokalI deje. (hasAhasa) dIkarAno javAba sAMbaLIne mAtApitAne duHkha thayuM. chatAM pitAjI te dhArmika daSTivALA hatA eTale kahe che ke bhagavAna ! ene tame buddhi Apajo. ATaluM kahIne paraloka sIdhAvI gayA. mAtA khuba jharavA lAgI. chAtI ne mAthA kUTavA lAgI. kAraNa ke eka te pati gaye ne putra paNa hAthe karIne gumAvyuM. e hAya baLatarAmAM gUrI bUrIne prANa kADhayA. mAtA-pitA cAlyA gayA. have patnI pAse paisA maMgAvavA lAge. kanyA khUba suzIla hatI. teNe pitAnuM badhuM mokalyuM. chevaTe zera juvAra ke bAjarI na rahI tyAre enI patnIe lakhI dIdhuM ke svAmInAtha ! have gharamAM khAvA zera bAjarI paNa nathI. mATe Apane jema sukha upaje tema karaje. A ciThThI vezyAnA hAthamAM AvI vaMcI te khabara paDI ke have vakhAramAM mAla khalAsa thaI gayA che. tethI have mAre enI jarUra nathI. ene rAtre dArU pAIne sUvADI dIdhe. nazAmAM cakacUra banyuM eTale gharanI bahAra kacarA peTI AgaLa pheMkAvI dIdhuM. savAra paDatAM zudhimAM AvyuM. are ! huM ahI kayAMthI ? uThIne vezyAne ghera Ave te dvAra baMdha karI dIdhA che. bAraNuM khakhaDAve che tyAre dAsI kahe che cAlyo jA. have tAruM kAma nathI. tyAre mehaghele vIrendra kahe che tuM zuM samaje? bAIne bolAva. bAI aMdarathI kahe che dAsI ! ene dhakake mArIne kADhI mUka. have enuM kAma nathI. A zabda sAMbhaLIne haiyAmAM kArame ghA lAge. aho! A saMsAra Ave ! jenA mehamAM pAgala banI mA-bApane cheDayA, bArI patnIne cheDI ane mUDI sApha karI te mane dhakko mAre che ! khuba duHkha sAthe lathaDatA page ghera AvyA. patnI suzIla hatI te vAMdho na Avyo. premathI patine belAvyo. tene patnInI mAphI mAgI ane sArI patnInA saMge punaH jIvananuM parivartana thayuM baMdhuo ! A saMsAra ke che! mATe kahuM chuM ke saMsAranI mAyA choDavA jevI

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12 zAradA darzana che. tame saMsAra na cheDI zake te khera, tamArA saMtAnone saMsAranI asAratA samajAvI saMyama mArge vALajo. vadhu bhAva avasare. caritra - nAradajInI hita zikhAmaNa - nAradajI kahe che tamAre pAMca bhAIonI patnI eka draupadI che. te mATe mane ciMtA thaI che. tethI tamane eka agatyanI vAta kahevA Avyo chuM. te tame dhyAna pUrvaka sAMnLo. nArI kAje kaMI maDha banajA, kalaha mUla hai nArI parama vairakA kAraNa jagameM, zAstra kahe harabAra he zrotA he dIkarAo! A zAstromAM kahevAmAM AvyuM che ke strI kajIyAnuM mULa che. strImAM mUDha banelA purUSe zuM nathI karatA? juo, hala ane vihalane ceDA mahArAjAnA zaraNe javuM paDayuM. kaNaka ane ceDA rAjA vacce khunakhAra laDAI thaI. temAM mULa kAraNa te cI che ne ? kuTuMbane saMhAra karanAra paNa kayAreka strI hoya che. tenA upara huM tamane eka kathA kahuM chuM te sAMbhaLo. bharatakSetranA bhUSaNarUpa ratnapura nAmanuM nagara hatuM. te nagarImAM zrISeNa nAme parAkamI ane nyAyI rAjA rAjaya karatA hatA. te rAjAne abhinaMdA ane zikhinaMdA nAmanI be rANI hatI. temAM abhinaMdAne IrSaNa ane viduSaNa nAme be putro thayA. te be putro caMdra ane sUrya samAna bhatA hatA. mAtA pitAe temane khUba lADakoDathI ucheryA ane bhaNAvyAM. ane astra-zastra vidyAo tathA dhanurvidyA zIkhavADI. A baMne kumAra yuvAna thatAM keImoTA rAjAnI kumArIo sAthe baMnenA lagna karyA. A baMne kumAro sukha bhogavavA lAgyA. A nagaramAM anaMgasenA nAmanI vezyA rahetI hatI. te yuvAna ane khUba rUpavaMtI hatI. te eka vakhata rAjyamAM AvI. tenA laTakA caTakA jeI A InduSaNa ane vidupaNa bane kumAro tenAmAM Asakta banyA. eka hAthaNImAM Asakta banelA be hAthIo paraspara laDe che, tevI rIte eka vezyAmAM mugdha banelA baMne bhAIo paraspara laDavA lAgyA. A vAta rAjAnA jANavAmAM AvI eTale baMne bhAIone pAse bolAvIne khUba samajAvyA ke he putro! A duniyAmAM vezyAne saMga karavA jevo nathI. te adhama che. tame baMnee vezyAnA kAraNe laDI mArA ujajavaLa kuLamAM kalaMka lagADayuM che. vezyA te svArthanI sagI che. tene saMga tamArA jevA kulIna kumArane zobhe che kharo? A rIte khUba samajAvIne vezyAne ghera javAnI manAI karI paNa kumAro mAnyA nahi. rAjA rANIne khUba AghAta lAgyA. tethI rAjA ane baMne rANIoe jhera khAIne prANa tyAga karyo. ane baMne bhAIo paNa eka strIne khAtara eka bIjA sAthe laDIne mRtyu pAmyA. A rIte eka strInI khAtara AkhA kuTuMbane nAza thaye.

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zAradA darzana 103 he pAMDavA! e tA e bhAI hatAM ne tame pAMca cho. te tamArA gharamAM Avu na thAya te mATe huM tamane cetavaNI ApavA Avye chuM. have tame leAkA e nakkI kare ke jyAre draupadI ekanA mahelamAM hoya tyAre khIjAe tyAM javuM nahi. kadAca bhUlathI kAI jAya teA janAre khAra varSa sudhI prAyazcita tarIke vanavAsa rahevuM. kRSNajIe paNa nAradajInI vAtane Teke ANye. ane pAMDavAe nAradajInI AjJA ziromAnya karI temanI pAse pratijJA karI ke huM RSIzvara! ApanI vAta yathArtha che. Ape amane cetavaNI ApavA mATe ahI' padhArIne amArA upara mahAna upakAra karyo che. ame ApanI AjJA pramANe karIzuM. Ama kahI pAMDavA nAradajInA caraNamAM paDyA. nAradajI pAMDavAne pratijJA karAvI AzIrvAda ApIne vidAya thayA ne kRSNajI paNa pAMDavAnI rajA laIne dvArakA gayA. have AgaLa zuM khanaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. ////// //////// vyAkhyAna na-13 zrAvaNa suda 1 ne zanIvAra tA. 16-7-77 ana ta karUNAnA sAgara vItarAga prabhunA mukhakamaLamAMthI jharelI zAzvatI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. vItarAga vANInAM amRta ghUMTaDA pIvA mATe ja busvAmI utsuka banyA. tethI vinayapUrNAMka sudharmAsvAmIne pUchyu` ke he bhagava`ta ! aMtagaDa sUtranA trIjA vanA AThamA adhyayanamAM bhagavaMte kayA bhAvA vaNavyA che? emanI jijJAsA joIne sudharmAsvAmIe temane AdhyAtmika rasanA ghUMTaDA pAyA. cha kumArane nemanAtha prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLIne jaldI meAkSamAM javAnI jijJAsA jAgI eTale saMsAra tyAgIne saMyamI banyA. cha e aNugAranAM rUpa eka sarakhAM che. eka ja mAtAnA udaramAM ALATelA che, ane tee uMmaramAM paNa sarakhAM hoya tevA dekhAtA hatAM. have temanA dehanA vaNu kevA hatA te zAstrAkAra bhagavaMta matAve che. " nIluppana vaja guNIya vasI mumanAma ' temanA zarIranI kAMti nIlakamaLa, bheMsanA zIMgaDAneA AMtarika bhAga athavA gaLInA raMga jevI ane aLasInAM phula jevI hatI. " siviyi vajjA, mumaLuMuM. madrAjyA najara samALA / 'jemanu' vakSaHsthala (chAtI) zrIvatsa nAmanA cihnathI vizeSa aMkita hatuM. phulanA jevA kamaLa ane kuMDaLanI jema geALa ghuMcaLA vaLelAM jemanA vALa bahu suMdara dekhAtAM hatAM. temanuM sau evuM khIlelu hatu` ke te sAkSAt naLakubera-dhanavrutta deva samAna dekhAtAM hatAM. aLasInAM puSpo tejasvI hoya che tema A cha e aNugAre tejasvI dekhAtAM hatAM.

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zAradA dezana paNa madhue ! ghaNI vAra evuM bane che ke mANasane vaNu sArA hoya paNa rUpa ane namaNAza na hoya. kaMika rUpALA hAya paNa namaNAza na hAya, kadAca rUpa, vaNu, namaNAza adhu` hoya paNa svabhAvamAM viSamatA hoya. saumyatA, saraLatA Adi guNNA nA hoya. jyAre muniemAM te rUpa, vaNu ane guNane triveNI saMgama hatA. rUpa hoya jo guNa na hAya tA e jIvananI kAi zAbhA nathI. A cha aNugArAmAM adhI samAnatA hatI. A badhuM pUrvInA puNya hAya tA maLe che. Aje najare joIe chIe ke puNyavAna zrIma'tane tyAM putranA janma thAya teA keTaleA mATe utsava ujave che. ene sAnAnA hiDALe jhulAve che ne makhamalanI geAdaDImAM pADhADe che, ane kaMIka puNyahIna garIkhane ghera janme che te tene sUvADavA mATe phATI tUTI godaDInA paNa sAMsA hoya che. kAraNa ke jIva potAnA karmAnusAra sukha duHkha bhAgave che ne catuti saMsAramAM paribhramaNa kare che. 104 zubhAzubha karmonAM maLe jIva cAre gatimAM bhame che, temAM tiya ca gatimAM pAMca sthAvaramAM vanaspatikAyanAM jJAnIe be vibhAgamAM khatAvyA che. pratyeka ane sAdhAraNa. A kha'nemAM pratyeka vanaspatimAM ekeka zarIre ekeka jIva hAya che ane sAdhAraNa vanaspati eTale nigedakAya. nigeAda eTale jenI geAdamAMthI jIva khahAra nIkaLI zake nahi. nigeAdamAM eka zarIramAM anaMtA jIvA hoya che. ba'e ! tame vahepAramAM bhAgIdArI kareA cho, gharamAM bhAgIdArI karo cho paNa zarIramAM bhAgIdArI karo cho? nA, paNa jyAre jIva niAdamAM hatA tyAM zarIramAM paNa bhAgIdArI karI Avye che. eka zarIramAM anatA jIvA rahyA tyAM zarIramAM bhAgIdArI karI ke nahi ? ahIM tamane bhAgIdAra sAthe na phAve teA chUTA thaI jAva cho paNa kama AgaLa chUTI zakAtuM nathI. jJAtAjI sUtramAM suMdara nyAya ApyA che. (ahI pU. mahAsatIjIe dhanAvADu zeTha ane vijaya cAranuM dRSTAMta bahu suMdara rIte samajAvyu hatuM. ane chelle tAravaNI karatAM kahyuM ke jema zeThe vijaya cArane khAvAnuM IcchAthI naheAtA ApatA paNa tenA sahArAnI jarUra hatI mATe ApatA hatA, tema A zarIrane khArAka ApavAmAM samajo. te rIte ghaNI chaNAvaTathI samajAvyuM hatu.) zeThane jema jaldI jelamAMthI mukta thavu' hatuM tema tamane thAya che ke huM paNu dehanA saMgathI jaldI mukta thAuM! jo mukta thavAnuM mana thatuM hAya tA vicAra karo ke A mAnavabhavamAM je sAdhanA thaze te khIje kayAMya nahi thAya. puNyAdayathI je sukha maLyuM che temAM rAcavA jevuM nathI. A gulAbanA phula jevA suMdara ane sukemaLa zarIrane dekhIne harakhAva cho te paNa eka divasa phUlanI mAphaka karamAI jaze, sa`sArarUpI bagIcAmAM jeTalAM phUla khIlyA che te badhA eka divasa karamAI javAnAM che. tame kadAca mAhavaza ema mAnatA hai| ke badhA bhale jAya paNa huM te| amarapaTA laI ne Avye chuM,

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zAradA darzana 105 mAre maravAnuM nathI. te e tamArI mAnyatA mithyA che. kAraNa ke AyuSya AkAzamAM uDanArA pakSInI chAyAnI mAphaka asthira che. jema AkAzamAM uDatA pakSInI chAyA mArga upara cAlatAM manuSya upara kSaNabhara paDe che ne pAchI vilIna thaI jAya che te rIte pakSInI chAyAnI mAphaka manuSyanuM AyuSya kayAre vilIna thaI jaze te khabara paDatI nathI. AvuM jANavAM ne samajavAM chatAM jIvanI mohanidrA uDatI nathI. tethI A nazvara padArthone mArA mArA karIne tenI pAchaLa marI rahyo che. A nAnI kSaNika jiMdagImAM AtmasAdhanA karavAne badale karmanuM baMdhana karI rahyAM che, paNa yAda rAkhajo ke karmo udayamAM Avaze tyAre kevA duHkha veThavA paDaze! A karmo mAtra A bhavamAM ja nahi paNa parabhavamAM paNa jIvane herAna parezAna karanArA che. mATe jJAnI purUSe vAraMvAra cetavaNI Ape che ke he bhavya cheA meha niMdrAmAMthI zubha karmo karIne mAnavajIvanane saphaLa banAve. A kSaNika padArthonI mAyAmAM phasAIne amUlya mAnavajIvanane barabAda na karo. tIrthaMkara prabhue batAvelA mArge cAlaze te A saMsAra sAgara tarI zakaze. chava samaje te cAra gati e cAra prakAranI jela che. devagati e pharsTa kalAsa jela che. tyA sukha bhogavavAnuM che chatAM aviratinA baMdhana mahAbhayaMkara che. samakitI devone e baMdhana khaTake che. manuSya gatinI jela sekaMDa kalAsa che. kAraNa ke ahIM deva jevAM sukhe nathI. tenAthI utaratuM sukha che paNa aviratinA baMdhana teDI viratinA gharamAM AvI jIva sadAne mATe caturgatinI jelamAMthI mukta banI zake che. A mAnavabhavanI jela seMkaDa kalAsa hovA chatAM A apekSA e uttama che. tiryaMca gatinI jela tharDa kalAsa che. kAraNa ke tyAM ekalI parAdhInatA che, ane naraka gatinI jela te tharDakalA sa tharDa che kAraNa ke tyAM te kSaNamAtranuM sukha nathI. daza prakAranI anaMto vedanA tyAM rahelI che. baMdhuo ! manuSya bhava mahAna puNyodaye maLe che. te jela che paNa muktimahelanAM pAyAnA caNatara ahIMthI thaI zake che. bhagavAna banavAnI A pavitrabhUmi che. tethI tenI vizeSatA batAvI che. mATe mAnavabhavane samakitI de jhaMkhe che. te vicAra kare che ke mAnava kevo bhAgyazALI che ke tapa-tyAga vigere sAdhanA karI tenuM kalyANa kare che paNa tamane ema thAya che ke huM ke bhAgyavAna chuM ke je devane nathI maLyuM te mane maLyuM che. 14.

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16 zAdA darzana huM ke bhAgyazALI, bhagavAnanI bhUmine A bhavamAM meM nihALI." atyAre AtmakalyANa karavAnuM ke suMdara dega che! eka te manuSya bhava, vItarAganuM virATa zAsana ane sadgurUo vItarAga vANInA vairAgyabharyA veNa suNAve che ke he devAnupriyA ! tame jAge. A janma-maraNanI jelamAMthI mukta thavAne suavasara che. atyAre sAdhanA nahi kare te kayAre karaze ? mahA mahenate maLelA manuSyabhavane gaMdA bhegaviSayamAM veDaphI naMkhAya ? mATe samajIne tyAga kare. AtmasAdhanA karavA mATe paryuSaNa parvanA divaso najIka AvI rahyA che. jene mA khamaNa tapanI ugra sAdhanA AdaravI hoya tene mATe mAsakhamaNanA gharane pavitra divasa Ave che. jene karmanI bhekhaDe teDavAnI laganI lAgI che temaNe tapazcaryAnI maMgala zarUAta karI dIdhI che. janma-maraNanA pherA aTakAvavA ane karmone khapAvavA tapazcaryA karavA taiyAra thaje. tapa nA karI zakatA he te brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra kare, paNa kaMIka te jarUra kare. cha aNagArone janma-maraNane trAsa lAge, bhavane khaTakAro thayo ane saMsAranI saMpatti mATInA DhephA jevI tuccha lAgI te saMyama lIdhe. je saMsAra cheDe che tene dhana, saMpatti taNakhalA tulya lAge che. are, vaimAnika devanI adhi paNa tuccha dhULanI capaTI jevI lAge che. tamane thAya che ke huM zA mATe mohI gayA chuM? saMsAramAM lagnanAM mojazekhanA Adi ghaNAM avasara mane prApta thayA paNa tyAgI ane saMyamI banavAno apUrva avasara haju mane sAMpaDayo nathI. he bhagavaMta! sarva sabaMdhenuM majabUta tIkSaNa baMdhana teDIne huM mahAnapurUnA paMthe jyAre vicarIza! baMdhue ! lokhaMDanuM majabUta baMdhana toDavuM sahela che paNa saMsAranAM nehanuM suMvALuM baMdhana teDavuM muzkela che, bhramaro lAkaDAnA majabUta pATaDAne bhedIne temAM majhAnuM goLa kANuM pADI zake che paNa kamaLanI ke maLa pAMkhaDIne bhedI zakatuM nathI. kAraNake kamaLa pratye tene sneha che. te ja rIte dareka saMsArI jIvone mATe rAga-nehanuM baMdhana teDavuM kaThIna che. chatAM je AtmA jAge te eka paLamAM teDI nAMkhe che. cha aNagAra saMsAranA baMdhana teDI tyAganA paMthe cAlI nIkaLyA che teo dekhAvamAM eTalA suMdara lAgatAM hatAM ke sAkSAt naLakubera devatA Ile. A aNagAroe saMyama laIne ke tapa karyo che tenA bhAva avasare. caritra - nAradajI ane kRSNajInA gayA bAda pAMDurAjAnI chatrachAyA nIce pAMca pAMDava, kuMtAmAtA ane dropadI AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyA. pAMDa nAradajIe ApelI pratijJAnu barAbara pAlana kare che. A rIte rahevAthI ekabIjAnA premamAM vRddhi thaI. pAMce pAMDavenA zarIra alaga hatAM paNa AtmA jANe eka hoya tevA

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107 zAradA darzana temanA prema hatAM. draupadI paNa pAMce pAMDave pratye samAnabhAva rAkhatI hatI. anukrame pAMca pAMDavothI tene pAMca putro thayA. te putra lekapAla samAna suMdara hatA. temanAM nAma judA judA hatAM paNa pAMcAlInA putro hovAthI pAMcAla nAmathI teo jagatamAM prasidhdha thayA. pAMDa sukhapUrvaka pratijJanuM pAlana karI rahyA che. eka vakhata pratijJA laI levI rahelI che, paNa tenuM yathArtha rIte pAlana karavuM kaThIna che. pAMDave nAradajI pAse lIdhelI pratijJAnuM barAbara pAlana kare che. je pratijJA laIne tenuM pAlana karatA nathI te dhikkArane pAtra che. gevALanA pikAra suNI gAyonI vahAre gayelA ajana" eka vakhata e prasaMge upasthita thaye ke rAtrinA pAchalA prahare hastinApuranI bahAra gAme caravA gayelI. te gAyone cAre corI karIne laI gayA. govALoe cero sAme khUba sAmano karyo tyAre te caroe bANa mArIne govALone ghAyala karyA. eTale govALe raDatAM kakaLatAM arjunanA mahele gayA ne bacAve....bacAve. amAruM rakSaNa kare ema jorajorathI pikAra karavA lAgyA. A vakhate arjunajI bharaniMdamAM hatAM paNa zevALonI kAramI cIse evI hatI ke jANe kAnamAM kaI khIlA mAre che. AthI arjuna bharaniMdamAMthI dukha sahita jAgyAM. temanI uMgha uDI gaI. tarata te gesavALAnI pAse AvIne pUche che zA mATe raDe che? tamane zuM duHkha che? tyAre gAvALAe kahyuM-mahArAjA ! amArI gAye cAra leke corI gayA che. jyAM sudhI e caro nahi pakaDAya ane amArI gAya pAchI nahi maLe tyAM sudhI ame ane pAchuM levAnAM nathI. A sAMbhaLIne arjuna krodhathI dhamadhamI uThayA. aho ! pAMDurAjAnA rAjyamAM gAnI corI karanAra keNa cora AvyA? zevALane vaiya ApIne kahyuM tame ciMtA na kare. huM game tema karIne tamArI gAye lAvI ApIza ane ene pakaDI lAvIza. A sAMbhaLI zevALe khuza thayA. have corane pakaDavA jaladI javuM joIe. nahitara core gAyane kasAIkhAne vecI de te gauhatyAnuM pApa lAge, paNa dhanuSyabANa draupadInA mahele che, ane draupadInA mahele pite jaI zake tema nathI. zuM karavuM ? dharmasaMkaTa AvyuM. rasikabhAI! zuM karavuM? gAyane kasAIvADe javA devI? "nA." arjune vicAra karyo ke je atyAre nahi jAuM te mAre kSatriya dharma lAje che. dhanuSya bANa lene ke tAI, dropadIne gharamAMya, vArA yudhiSThirakA thA usa dina, te bhI AyA dhAmahezrotA, A samaye draupadInA mahele yudhiSThira hatA. arjunathI javAya nahi chatAM savAra paDatAM arjuna dropadInA mahele gayA. temaNe AMkha UMcI karIne joyuM nathI ke draupadI kyAM che ne yudhiSThira zuM kare che? e draupadInA mahele gayAM ne dhanuSyabANa laine

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108 zAradA darzana ravAnA thayA. draupadIne ke yudhiSThirane khabara nathI ke arjunacha AvIne gayAM. mahAna purUSanI daSTi kevI nirmaLa hoya che lIdhelI pratijJAne te kadI bhaMga karatAM nathI paNa na chUTake anicchAe javuM paDayuM eTale gayAM. tyAMthI dhanuSyabANa laIne gAyanI rakSA karavA khUba jhaDapathI arjunajI pahoMcI gayAM. temaNe corane pI che pakaDa ane corene pakaDI pADayA ne kahyuM ke ubhA rahe. A gAya ApI de. nahi Ape te laDAI karIza. core sIdhI rIte na mAnyAM. eTale dhanuSyabANa caDhAvIne temaNe corane harAvyAM, core pakaDAI gayAM, ane temane AvuM pharIne nahi karavAnuM nakkI karIne cheDI mUkyA, ane gAyo govALane soMpI dIdhI. eTale govALIyAo khuza khuza thaI gayA ne arjunano jayajayakAra bolAvyA, ane temane khUba upakAra mAnavA lAgyA. govALe te khuza thayA paNa ane te pratijJAne bhaMga karyo. have pratijJAna bhaMganA prAyazcita mATe zuM karaze tene bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 14 zrAvaNa suda 2 ne ravIvAra tA. 17-7-77 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! ahiMsAnA avatArI, satyanA pUjArI ane anaMta upakArI evA tAraka bhagavaMte dvAdazAMgI sUtranI prarUpaNa karI. eka saMskRta zlokamAM kahyuM che ke. " aneka saMzayocchedi parokSArthasya darzakam / nA sTAra rAnna, carca nArAghava sa: ' zAstra aneka saMzano nAza karanAra che. chUpAyelA gUDha arthane batAvanAra che. zAA jagatamAM rahelAM enAM netra samAna che. jenI pAse zAstrarUpI netra nathI te aMdha samAna che. aMtagaDa sUtramAM temanAtha bhagavAna 18000 ziSya sahita dvArikA nagarImAM padhAryA che. temAMthI atyAre mukhya cha aNagAronI vAta cAle che. te che aNagAre zuM kare che? "tatteNaM cha aNagArA ja ceva divasa muNDe bhavittA AgArAo aNagAriyaM pavvayA taM ceva divasa araha arihanemi vandati namasati, vaMdittA nama sittA evaM vyaasii|" cha aNagArAe je divase dIkSA lIdhI te ja divase arihaMta ariSTanemi bhagavAnane tikakhuttone pATha bhaNa vaMdana namaskAra karyA. munio mahAna Rdhi cheDIne AvyA che chatAM temanAmAM vinaya keTale badhe che ke bhagavaMta pAse kaI paNa kArya mATe A

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zAradA darzana 109 levA jAya te pahelAM bhagavAnane tikhutone pATha bhaNI vinayapUrvaka vaMdana karatA hatAM, Aje sAdhupaNAmAM kahe ke saMsArIpaNumAM kahe darekane vinayanI khAsa jarUra che. vinaya e dharmanuM mULa che. manuSyamAM je vinaya hoya te tenuM jIvana sukhI bane che. zudha bhAvathI vaMdana karavAmAM paNa ke mahAna lAbha che ! caMvo mate nIve fSa kAya? vaMdana karavAthI jIvane zuM lAbha thAya che? tyAre bhagavaMte kahyuM he gautama!" "=LATM jIve nIyAgoya kamma khavei, uccAgoya kamma nibandhaha, sohagaM ca Na apaDiyaM arTuM nivaghai rAhamAvaM ja kAyA" vaMdana karavAthI nIcagotra karmanA ekaThAM thayelAM dalike naSTa thAya che ane uMcagavya karma bAMdhe che. vaMdana karavAthI AvuM zubha phaLa prApta thAya che, temaja saubhAgyane prApta kare che. AjJAnuM saphaLa sAmarthya prApta kare che ane dAkSiNyabhAva eTale ke vizvavalabhatAne prApta kare che. baMdhuo ! A uparathI tamane samajAI gayuM haze ke vaMdana karanAra vinaya saMpanna vyakti A saMsAramAM badhAne pUjanIka banI eka divasa naramAMthI nArAyaNa banI jAya che. ATalA mATe jJAnI purUSa bhavya jIne upadeza ApatAM vAraMvAra kahe che ke he chejIvanamAM bane teTale vinaya keLave, abhimAna choDI namatAM zIkhe. jeTalAM namra banaze teTale tamAre AtmA pApakarmanA bhArathI haLa banI uMce Avaze. vaMdana namaskAra karavA, Adara satkAra kara, mIThI vANI bAlavI A badhAM vinayaguNanAM aMga che. saMsAramAM paNa namratA ane vinayanI khAsa jarUra che. vinaya vinAne mAnavI saMsAramAM rahIne paNa sukhI thatA nathI. jeTalA namra banaze teTale sAmI vyaktio upara tamAre prabhAva paDaze. pitAnAmAM rahelAM vinayaguNathI mATI meTI vyaktione prabhAvita karIne kaThInamAM kaThIna kArya paNa saraLatAthI karI zakAya che. kAraNa ke vinayaguNa keLavavAthI ApaNAM upara dareka prasanna thAya che, ne te ApaNAM banI jAya che. vinayaguNathI keNa keNu prasanna thAya che te sAMbhaLo. jo tame rAjA mahArAjAne namaskAra karaze te te tamArA upara prasanna thaIne hAthI, gheDA, gAma athavA sonuM rUpuM tamane bakSIsamAM ApIne tamArI AbarU vadhAraze. rAjAnI tamArA upara rahema daSTi thaze te badhA lekenI paNa tamArA upara rahema daSTi vadhaze. je kaI mANasa zeThane tyAM munima tarIke nokarI karate hoya ane je te rAja zeThane namaskAra karaze te zeTha tenA upara prasanna thaIne kaMIne kaMI vastu InAmamAM Apaze ane vadhu khuza thAya te tene pagAra paNa vadhArI Apaze. AvI rIte je kaMI putra, putrIe vinayathI pitAnA mAtApitAne prasanna kare te pote chUpAvIne rAkhelI gupta milkata paNa batAvI deze. keI AI pitAnA patinI barAbara bhakti kare, pativratA dharmanuM barAbara pAlana kare te tene pati tenI bhaktithI khuza thAya che ne tenI

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wdd zAradA daza na IcchA pramANe dAgInA ghaDAvI Ape che, ane bhAremUlI sADIo paNa lAvI Ape che. tevI rIte keI bhakta upara deva prasanna thAya che tenI IcchA mujaba varadAna ApIne tene nyAla karI de che. keI vidyAbhilASI vidyAthI pitAnA vinayaguNa dvArA pitAnA zikSakane prasanna kare che to tene zikSaka premathI bhaNAve che. bAra mahinAne korsa che mahinAmAM pUre karAve che ne parIkSAmAM sArA naMbare pAsa karAve che. baMdhuo ! A badhI te tamArA saMsAranA lAbhanI vAta thaI paNa sAdhupaNAmAM je ziSya pitAnA gurUne vinaya kare che, gurUnI AjJA pramANe cAle che tenA upara gurU prasanna thAya che, te pitAnA zaraNamAM AvelA adhama ne paNa udhAra kare che ne pApIne paNa punIta banAve che, ane A saMsAra sAgarathI tAre che. eTale ke janmamaraNanAM duHkhathI mukta banavAne saraLa ane sIdhe upAya batAve che. arjuna mALI je roja sAta jIvanI ghAta karanAra pApImAM pApI jIva sudarzana zeThanI sAthe bhagavAnanA zaraNe gaye. bhagavAnane vaMdana namaskAra karI temanI AjJAmAM samarpaNa thaI gaye te bhagavAne tene saMsAra sAgarathI taravAne mArga batAvyuM, ane te cha mahinAmAM pitAnAM karmone cakacura karIne AtmasAdhanA sAdhI gayA. dareka kAryamAM viyanI jarUra che. dazakAlIka sUtramAM bhagavaMte vinayanuM mahatva batAvatAM kahyuM che ke e; ghammarasa viNao, mUlaM paramo se mukkho / teja iitta purva dhiM nIse jAumAdA II a. 9 u. 2 gAthA 2 dharmanuM mULa vinaya che. ane dharmane aMtima rasa mokSa che. vinayathI kati temaja saMpUrNa zratane jaladI meLavI le che. jema vRkSanA mULathI thaDa vagere anukrame utpanna thAya che tema vinayathI zrata vagerenI prApti thAya che. mULa vagara jhADa eka kSaNa paNa TakI zakatuM nathI e rIte vinaya vagara dharma TakI zakatuM nathI. tethI dharmanuM mULa vinaya kahyuM che. A cha aNagAro khUba vinayavaMta hatAM. temanAtha bhagavAnanI je AjJA te ja amAre zvAsa ane e ja amAro prANa evuM samajIne dIkSA lIdhI hatI. AvA saMtAne je mAtAnI kuMkhe jamyA te mAtAne paNa dhanya che. AgaLanI nArIo paNa kevI pavitra hatI ke jemanI kuMkhe AvA uttama putrarane pAkatAM hatAM. Aje te mAtA pitAmAMthI satva gayuM ne saMtAne paNa satva vinAnA thaI gayA. AjanA jIvanamAMthI zrama gaye ne vAsanA vadhI che. AgaLanA mANase zramajIvana jIvatAM hatAM. mANasa jeTale zrama vadhu kare teTalA vikAra ane vAsanA ghaTatAM hatAM. ahIM eka prasaMga yAda Ave che,

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11 zAradA darzana vAcaspati mizra nAmanA eka paMDita thaI gayA. A paMDitane navA navA saMghe lakhavAM, tenA upara TIkA lakhavI tene khUba zekha hato. bAlapaNuthI te AvA lekhanakAryamAM rasa dharAvatAM hatAM. temaNe zAMkarabhASya upara bhAmatI nAmanI mahAna saMdara TakA lakhI che. A paMDita yuvAna thaye tyAre tenA mAtA-pitA kahe che beTA! have tuM lagna karavAne cagya thayuM che. mATe amAre tane paraNAve che. tyAre vAcaspati kahe che ke mAtA-pitA ! mane mArA graMtha lakhavAnA kAryamAM khUba AnaMda Ave che. sAthe brahmacaryanuM pAlana thAya che. mATe mAre lagna karavA nathI. meM je A mahAgraMthanI TIkA lakhavAnuM kArya zarU karyuM che te pUruM karavA de. pachI lagnanI vAta. atyAre huM je lagna karIza te mAruM AraMbheluM kArya adhUruM rahI jaze, paNa mAtA pitAne putrane paraNAvavAnA keDa hatA. putra khUba vinayavAna hato. mAtA-pitAnI AjJAthI sArA gharanI suzIla kanyA sAthe tenAM lagna karyA. vAcaspatinI patnIne nAma bhAmatI hatuM. paMDitajI paraNIne AvyA ke tarata pitAnI TIkA lakhavAnA kAryamAM joDAI gayAM, paNa ema vicAra na karyo ke A mArI patnI bicArI ekalI zuM karaze? DIvAra te enI sAthe vAtacIta karuM, pachI lakhavAnuM kAma karIza. vAnapriye ! vicAra kare, A yuvAnane graMtha lakhavAne keTale utsAha haze ! keTalI laganI haze ! ne kevI dhUna haze ke pitAnI patnInuM mukha paNa barAbara joyuM nathI, AvI laganI ne utsAha je mokSamAM javA mATe jAge te kAma thaI jAya. lakhavAnI dhUnamAM ene saMsAranI vAsanAnuM smaraNa paNa thatuM nathI. patine dhUna hatI tevI patnIne na hatI. enA aMtaramAM te vAsanA bharelI hatI. chatAM Arya saMskRti pAmelI bALA hatI. AgaLanI Arya dezanI strIo potAnA patinI je IcchA te ja mArI IcchA. patinI AjJA te ja mArA prANu, ane emanI anukuLatA te ja mArI anukULatA samajatI hatI. AvI rIte je atyAre strIo patinI AjJA ane IcchAne AdhIna rahe, sAsu vahune AdhIna rahe, putra pitAne, nekara zeThane ane ziSya gurUne AdhIna rahe te sarvatra zAMtinuM sAmrAjya sthapAya. paNa Aje AvI AdhInatA ane arpaNatAne te keNa jANe dezanikAla thaI gayo che. AryanArInuM gauravabharyuM jIvana - A bhAmatI vAcaspati mizranI jema vAsanAne jItI zakI na hatI. chatAM eka AryadezanI nArI te jarUra hatI. eTale teNe joI lIdhuM ke mArA patine mAtra zAstra sarjanane zekha che. mArI sAthe vAtacIta karavAne emane TAIma nathI. eTale patinI anukULatA pramANe cAlavAnuM teNe nakakI karyuM. te samayamAM atyAranI jema TayubalAITe na hatI. keDiyAmAM tela pUrIne dIvA

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112 zAradA darzana piTAvatA hatA. bhAmatI dararoja pati pAse samayasara pANI ane dUdhane glAsa mUkI Ave. dIvAmAM tela khUTe tyAre tela pUrI AvatI. te sivAya kAMI belatI nahi ke patinA kAryamAM vikSepa pADatI nahi. Ama karatAM trIsa varSa vItI gayA paNa vAcaspatie bhAmatI sAme dRSTi karI nathI. trIsa varSe A mahAgraMthanI TIkAnuM AraMbheluM kArya samApta thayuM. eTale vAcaspati hAza-karIne beThAM ane have A TIkAnuM nAma zuM ApavuM te zAMtacitte vicAra karatAM hatAM. te vakhate bhAmatI dIvAmAM tela pUravA mATe AvI. tene joIne pUche che he bAI ! tuM koNa che? A sAMbhaLI bhAmatIne Azcarya thayuM ke patidevanI graMtha lakhavAnI kevI laganI che ! e kAryamAM huM ke chuM te paNa temane khabara nathI. teNe kahyuM huM ApanI dAsI che. tyAre paMDita pUche che zuM tane mArA pitAjIe rAkhI che ke mAtAjIe? tane mAsika pagAra zuM Ape che? patnInI ucca bhAvanA jotAM patinuM pIgaLeluM hRdayara-bhAmatIe kahyuM svAmInAtha! huM pagAra laIne kAma karavAvALI dAsI nathI paNa tana, mana ane dhana ApanA caraNamAM samarpaNa karI cUkelI ane mArA pitAe mane ApanI sAthe paraNAvelI ApanI dAsI chuM. ke suMdara ane zAMtithI javAba Ape ! atyAranI zrI zuM javAba Ape ? e te ema ja kahI de ke mArI sAthe haravA pharavA AvavAne ke vAtacIta karavAne je tamane TAIma na hato te paraNyA zA mATe ? (hasAhasa) A strI AvI na hatI. patnIne javAba sAMbhaLIne tenA manamAM thayuM ke zuM huM para chuM? vicAra karatAM yAda AvyuM ke AjathI trIsa varSo pahelAM mAtA-pitAnA atyaMta AgrahathI meM lagna karyA hatAM. enI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. aho ! je patnI sAthe paraNyA pachI eka kalAka paNa beThA nathI. enI sAthe vAtacIta paNa karI nathI, sAjA mAMdAnI khabara paNa pUchI nathI. jeNe mArI sAthe deha sukhanI IcchAthI lagna karyuM che tevI A patnI mArI IcchAne AdhIna banI trIsa trIsa varSa sudhI brahmacarya pALI mArI sevA karI rahI che. kadI paNa teNe mArI pAse keI jAtanI mAMgaNI karI nathI. te dhanya koNa? ke e? eNe mArA kAryamAM badho sahakAra Ape che. bhAmatI! kharekhara tuM dhanyavAdane pAtra che. tArA jevI nArI maLavI muzkela che. tyAre bhAmatI patinA caraNamAM paDIne kahe che nAtha ! evuM na bole. meM te mArI pharaja adA karI che. patinA kAryamAM sahakAra Ape te pativratA AryanArInI pharaja che. meM kaMI vizeSa nathI karyuM. tyAre vAcaspati mitre kahyuM ke tArI sevA bhaktithI huM khUba prasanna thayo chuM. tArA sahakAranA traNamAMthI mukta thavA mATe huM A graMthanI TIkAnuM nAma "bhAmatI" rAkhuM chuM. A AryadezanI nArIe kevI pavitra

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zAradA darzana 113 hatI. ane teno pati paNa tenI kadara karanAro hate. AvA pavitra naranArIothI A bhArata dezanuM gaurava hatuM. vAcaspatimithe pite racelA graMthanI TIkAnuM nAma "bhAmatI" rAkhyuM, ane patnInA nAmane amara banAvyuM. * baMdhuo ! jyAre bhAratamAM AvA nararano ane nArIratno haze tyAre tenI zAna kevI haze! kayAM e samaya ne jyAM AjanA bhautikavAdanI bherI vagADate samaya ! ane vilAsI vAtAvaraNa! e jamAnAmAM bhogaviSaya na hatA ema nahi, hatAM paNa badhuM maryAdita hatuM. satI sItAjInuM apaharaNa karanAra rAvaNane e rIte ApaNe oLakhIe chIe. enA avaguNe jANIe chIe paNa enA jIvanamAM rahelAM mahAna satvazALI guNene jANatA nathI. enA jIvananuM eka satva avazya jANavA jevuM che. laDAImAMthI pAchA vaLatAM rAvaNane thayelA kevaLIbhagavaMtanA darzana eka vakhata rAvaNa yuddha karavA gaye hate. Indra nAmanA rAjA sAthe moTuM yudhdha karI temAM vijaya meLavIne rAvaNa laMkA tarapha jaI rahyo hate. tyAre mArgamAM ene anaMtavIrya nAmanA kevaLI bhagavaMtanA darzana thayA. kevaLI bhagavaMta maTI parSadAmAM dharmadezanA ApatAM hatAM. te kevaLI bhagavaMta pAse jaIne rAvaNe vaMdana namaskAra karyo ne dezanA sAMbhaLavA beThe. A rIte mArgamAM bhagavaMtanA darzana thavAthI rAvaNane alaukika AnaMda thaye. aho ! ke bhAgyavAna chuM ke huM dravya laDAImAM vijaya DaMkA vagADIne AvyuM chuM paNa A bhagavaMta te karmazatrune harAvI mokSa maMjhila sara karavAno mArga batAve che. dhanya che temane ! rAvaNanI dharma pratyenI zradhdhA ochI na hatI. vItarAga zAsana enI ragerage vahAluM hatuM. bhagavaMta pratye tenA dilamAM anahada bhaktibhAva hate. ane saMtene mATe te prANa denAra hatuM. teNe anaMtavIrya prabhunI dharmadezanA sAMbhaLI. dezanA pUrNa thayA pachI prabhune vaMdana karIne pUchayuM. prabhu ! jyAM sudhI mAruM zarIra sAruM che tyAM sudhI te mane kaMI vAMdho AvavAne nathI. huM Apa jevA bhagavaMtenA darzana karIza, dezanA sAMbhaLIza ne banaze teTalI bhakti karIza, ane suMdara jIvana jIvI zakIza. paNa huM Apane eka prazna pUchuM? tyAre bhagavata te sarvajJa hatA. ghaTaghaTa ane manamananI vAtane jANanArAM hatAM. eTale rAvaNa zuM pUchavA Icche che te jANatAM hatA. chatAM rAvaNanI jijJAsA joIne bhagavaMte kahyuM-khuzIthI pUche. che rAvaNane jIvananI chellI paLa jANavAnI jijJAsA " bhagavAnanI AjJA maLatAM rAvaNe kahyuM. bhagavaMta! mAre aMtima samaya ke Avaze ? kayA kAraNe mAruM mRtyu thaze ? je mAruM maraNa aniSTa rIte thAya te mAruM mAnavajIvana aphaLa jAya. temaja aMtima samayanI cittanI zubhAzubha sthiti upara paralakanI sadagatine AdhAra che. eTale je mAruM maraNa bagaDe te paraka paNa bagaDe. mATe

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114 zAradA darzana prabhu! Apa te sarvajJa che. badhu jANuM dekhI rahyAM che. te mane mArA praznane javAba Ape. rAvaNane lAgelo AghAta" trikALInAthe rAvaNanAM praznano uttara ApatAM kahyuM ke he laMkApati! tamAruM maraNa parInA kAraNe thaze. A sAMbhaLatAM mAthe vIjaLI paDI hoya te tenA aMtaramAM kaDAke thaye. baMdhuo ! bhagavAna te. vitarAga che. emane keInA pratye rAga ke dveSa nathI, ane keI svArtha nathI ke A mATe laMkApati rAvaNe che. huM ene sAcuM kahIza te duHkha thaze mATe na kahuM. sarvajJa prabhu te satyanA pUjArI hoya eTale kadI asatya te bele nahi, bhagavaMte satya vAta kahI. rAvaNanA dilamAM bhayaMkara AghAta lAgyo. te eka nAnA bALakanI jema raDavA lAge. gadgad kaMThe raDatAM raDatAM kahe che ahe bhagavAna! Apa te sarvajJa che. ApanAM vacana traNa kALamAM khoTA na paDe. zuM A rAvaNanA kapALe parInuM kALuM kalaMka ceTaze ? huM A zuM sAMbhaLI rahyo chuM? kaI mane gALe deze te sAMbhaLI laIza, mAruM apamAna karaze te sahI laIza. paNa A bhaviSyavANI mArAthI sAMbhaLI jatI nathI. zuM, A laMkApati rAvaNa parI sAme daSTi karI phaLane kalaMkita banAvaze ? A adhama banaze ? prabhu! huM kadI parathI sAme draSTi nahi karuM. e prasaMga Avaze tyAre huM sajAga rahIza. sAthe Apa sarvajJa- sarvadaza cho. ApanuM vacana kadI mithyA hoya nahi. temAM mane pUre vizvAsa che. to have huM pANI pahelAM pALa bAMdhI lauM. kadAca 5rasI sAme kudaSTi thaI jAya paNa mArA bhAgya sArA hoya te huM emAMthI bacI jAuM. te mATe mane evI pratijJA Ape ke "parasTI mane manathI na I che te mAre tenA upara baLAtkAra kara nahi. bhagavaMta! A pratijJAnuM mArA prANanA bhege paNa huM barAbara pAlana karIza. je A pratijJAnuM pAlana thaze te mane kalaMka nahi lAge ne bhAvi sudharaze. rAvaNanI vinaMtIne svIkAra karI kevaLI bhagavate tene pratijJA ApI. tethI rAvaNane zAMti thaI ke have huM A kalaMkamAMthI bacIza. AvI prasannatAno anubhava karato rAvaNa tyAMthI ubho thaye ne bhagavaMtane vaMdana namaskAra karIne tyAMthI vidAya tha. e pratijJAnuM barAbara pAlana karavA lAgyA. je rAvaNe AvI pratijJA lIdhI na hota te sItAjI upara paNa baLAtkAra karata, ane mahAsatI sItAjInA jIvanane akALe aMta AvI jAta. bhale, rAvaNa sItAjI pAse azakavATikAmAM roja jate hate. samajAvate hate, dhamakI ApatuM hatuM, paNa kadI baLAtkAra nathI karyo. rAvaNanI A pratijJAe sItAjIne zIla bhaMgamAMthI bacAvavAmAM mATe bhAga bhajavyuM che tema kahI zakAya. temaja satI sItAjInA satItvane prabhAva paNa temAM prabaLa kAraNarUpa hatuM ane rAvaNanI pratijJA nimittarUpa banI.

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zAradA darzana baMdhuo ! Aje zraSTAcAra cAlI rahyo che temAM eka ja kAraNa che ke mAnava Aje pitAnuM bhAna bhUlyA che. jarA vicAra kare. je jIvana sudhAravuM hoya te badhI sAmagrI ane sAdhane maLyA che. te sAdhanene sadupayeAga karIne bhavanA pherA TALavA prayatna kare. mahAnapurUSa kahe che ke he cetana ! tane kadI vicAra Ave che ke anaMtakALathI bhavATavImAM rajhaLuM chuM te have A rajhaLavApaNuM aTakAvuM ! te mATe kadI purUSArtha karyo che? haju sudhI bhavanA pherA TaLyA nathI tene kadI dilamAM aphasesa thAya che? tamane aphasesa kayAM thAya che? te kahuM? sAMbhaLe. paradezathI dIkare ke jamAI AvavAnA samAcAra Avyo eTale tame samaya thatAM levA mATe eraporTa para gayA. bahena AvyuM paNa tame jene levA gayA hatAM te utaryA nahi te tamArA dilamAM zuM thaze ? je hetAM AvavAnAM te kela kara joIe ne ! mAre eraporTa sudhIne AMTe te na paData. AthI paNa vadhu aphasosa tamane kayAM thAya ? te kahuM? upAzraye vyAkhyAnamAM AvyAM ne khabara paDI ke mahAsatIjI vyAkhyAna vAMcavAnA nathI. te zuM kahe ? kAle kahyuM hatuM te AMTe na paData. vicAre, AMTe nathI paDa paNa phere saphaLa tha che. utkRSTa bhAvathI jeTalA paga dharma mArgamAM bhAre teTale lAbha che. (bhAvanA upara 5. mahAsatIjIe charaNazeTha ane pUraNazeThanuM draSTAMta khUba vistArathI kahyuM hatuM.) Aje berIvalI saMghane AMgaNe triveNI saMgama thayela che. borIvalI saMgha che. malADa saMgha moTA samudAyamAM zuddha bhAvanAthI AvyuM che ne kAMdAvADI saMghanA upapramukha zrI maNIbhAI vIrANI, gIjubhAI, anilabhAI rasikabhAI, hiMmatabhAI vigere AvyA che. triveNuM saMghamAM Aje malADa saMghanI cAturmAsa karAvavA mATenI prabaLa IcchA che. A bAbatamAM malADa saMghane bAlavuM che mATe ApaNe adhikAra avasare vicArIzuM. cha zAMti." vyAkhyAna naM 15 zrAvaNa suda 3 ne semavAra tA. 18-7-77 nirmohI, nirvikArI ane niHsvAthI evA anaMta karUNAnA sAgara tIrthakara bhagavate bhavya jIvanA hita mATe zAmavANI dvArA kahe che he bhavya che ! je tamAre nirmohI ane nirvikArI dazA pAmavI hoya te saMsArane moha che. AtmA nirmohI : dazA pAmavAne cagya che chatAM saMsAranI raMgataraMgI mAyAmAM moha pAmI tuNAnA pUramAM taNAI rahyo che. paNa ene khabara nathI ke A saMsAra IndrajALa je che.

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116 zAradA darzana jema ke mAnavIe IdrajALa pAtharI hoya emAM jema najara lebhAI jAya che tema ajJAnI jIva paNa saMsAra rUpI IndrajALamAM moha pAmI temAM phasAI gayo che, paNa tene khyAla nathI ke A IndrajALa keTalo samaya TakavAnI che ? enuM pariNAma aMte zuM Avaze? pariNAme zUnya che. AvuM mahAna purUSonA mukhethI sAMbhaLIne jANavA chatAM jI samajatA nathI. tyAre jJAnI purUSa karUNuM karIne ene DhALIne kahe che te mohaghelA mAna! tame jAge. tame jema jema saMsAranA raMgataraMge raMgAtA jaze tema tema kareLiyAnI mAphaka jALamAM vadhune vadhu gUMcavAtA jaze mATe jarA samajI, vicAra karIne mAyAnA kALA paDadAne cIrI bahAra DokIyuM kare, ane paramArthamAM manane joDI bhavanI paraMparAne toDe. zAstra sidhdhAMtanuM vAMcana bhavanI paraMparA teDAve che. aMtagaDa sUtrane adhikAra cAle che. temAM jemane saMsAra IndrajALa je lAge tevA cha cha aNagAra mohamAyAnA majabUta baMdhane teDIne sAdhu banyA. dIkSA laIne temanuM eka ja dayeya che ke basa, jaladI utkRSTa sAdhanA karIe jethI ApaNuM karmanAM - baMdhana jaladI tUTI jAya. A saMtenI dIkSA samajaNapUrvakanI hatI. eTale je divase cha aNagAroe dIkSA lIdhI te ja divase prabhune vaMdana karIne AjJA mAMge che. gaIkAle cha aNagAre kevA vinayavaMta hatAM te vAta karI hatI. sAdhaka saMsAra choDIne saMyamI bane tyAre e samajIne saMyama le che ke huM game te sattAdhIza houM, paNa saMyama mArgamAM sattA nahi cAle. tyAM te gurUne vinaya pahelA kara joIze, ane gurUnI AjJAmAM samAI javuM paDaze. A jIve anaMtIvAra veza badalyA che paNa prakRtinuM parivartana nathI karyuM enA kAraNe haju saMsAramAM rakhaDe che. A vakhate te evI sAdhanA karI lauM ke mAre jaladI chUTakAro thAya. mATe sAdhupaNAmAM ajaba kSamA keLavavI paDaze. kAraNa ke sAdhunA daza dharmo che temAM sauthI pahelAM "rato?" eTale kSamAne naMbara che. ane huM mAro jo nirAze" kSAnta, dAna ane AraMbha rahita e aNagAra banyuM chuM. je sahana kare che te sAdhu che. upasargo ane pariSahanI jhaDI varasatI hoya tyAM jaIne hasate mukhe je ubho rahe e ja sAdhu. AgaLanA samayamAM saMtene jevA pariSaha ane upasargo AvatA hatA tevA atyAranA kALamAM nathI AvatA. khaMdhaka muninA 500 ziSyone ghANImAM palyAM chatAM manamAM heja paNa krodha na karyo. ane samatA rAkhI. "vAminata mALa, nAminata kavitam" vitarAgI saMte maravAno avasara Ave te jIvavAnI IcchA na kare ane zarIramAM kaI roga Ave ne pIDA sahana na thAya tyAre have jaladI maraNa Ave te sAruM evI paNa IcchA na kare. A cha aNagAre paNa AvA kSamAvAna hatA. dIkSA letA

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zAradA darzana 117 taiyAra thayA tyArathI ja temaNe e vicAra karI lIdhuM hatuM ke saMyama mArgamAM karma sAthe jhajhumavA mATe ajaba kSamA dhAraNa karavI paDaze. saMyamanA gharamAM jatAM pahelAM AtmArUpI ghara cokhkhuM karavuM joIe. khetaramAM anAja vAvatAM pahelAM kheDUta khetarane kheDIne jamIna picI banAvI de che. kAMTA, kAMkarA, paththara badhuM sApha karIne pachI anAja vAve che, te je jIvanarUpI kSetramAM cAritrarUpI bIja vAvavuM hoya te kSetramAMthI krodha, mAna, mAyA, bharUpI kakSAnA kAMkarAne sApha karyA vinA kema cAle? na cAle. te mATe kSamAvAnA banavuM joIe. bhagavAnanA saMte pAMca IndriyanA damanAra heya. sAdhu gharagharamAM gIcarI jAya tyAM lukhA, ThaMDA, garama, svAdiSTa aneka prakArane AhAra maLe paNa sAdhu pahelAM ghare gaucarI gayA tyAM manane na game te AhAra maLe, ane gaucarI AvI gayA pachI bIjA zrAvake karagare ke mahAsatIjI ! mAre ghera AhAra pANIne jega che padhAre. paNa saMta sArA AhAra pANImAM gRdha na bane. jeNe pitAnI Indrio upara virya meLavyo che tene sAre AhAra maLe te AnaMda nahi ne naraso maLe to kheda nahi. sAdhu AhAra zA mATe kare che? AcAraMga sUtramAM bhagavaMte kahyuM che ke mAre navA vIre, nAnA jhAvA" Atmagupta vIrapurUSa saMyama yAtrAnA nirvAha mATe jarUriyAta pUratA AhAra pANIthI pitAnuM jIvana nibhAve che. jarUriyAtathI vadhu AhAra saMte letA nathI. kAraNa ke sAdhune rakhAya nahi ane paraThavAya nahi. eTale bhagavAna kahe che te mArA sAdhake ! tamAre jarUriyAtathI adhika AhAra pANI levA nahi. eAchuM hoya te tArI IndrionuM tuM damana karaje paNa sArA AhAra pANI dekhI vadhAre levAne gRdhi na banIza. jema sarpa tenA daramAM sIdho pesI jAya tema saMte meDhAmAM mUkIne utArI debhagavAna kahe che ke tittagaMca kayaM ca kasAya, abila ca mahura lavaNa vaa| paNa jhagha78 , madu dha aa punika saMjJA | daza, a, 5, u, 1 gAthA 7 gRhasthAe pitAnA nirvAha mATe banAvelAM AhAra AgamAkta vidhithI prApta thayelAM tIkhA, kaDavA, kasAyelA, khATA, mIThA, khArA jevA prApta thayelA hoya tevA sAkara tathA ghInI mAphaka mAnI prItithI te AhArane saMyama nirvAhane arthe anAsaktapaNe bhogave. A rIte pAMce pAMca Indrione je je viSaya che temAM anAsakta bhAva rAkhe che te pitAnI indrionuM damana karI zake che. jemanI vAta cAle che te aNagArAe pAMca IndrionuM damana karyuM hatuM. vaLI te saMte nitta" hatA. eTale emaNe AraMbha parigrahano tyAga karyo hate. AraMbha eTale jIvonI hiMsA thAya te ane parigraha eTale kSetra, dhana, senuM, rUpuM

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118 zAradA darzana dhAnya, nAkara-cAkara, ghara Adi parigraha che. evA AraMbha parigrahanA tyAga karIne A saMtA aNugAra banyAM hatAM. bhagavAne be prakAranA dhama batAvyeA che. "AryananADhya " AgAra dhama ane aNugAra dha. A ba MnemAM aNugAra dhama zreSTha che. bhagavaMta kahe che hai sAdhaka ! jo tArAthI aNugAradhanu pAlana na karI zakAya te tuM pahelAM AgAradhama eTale gRhasthadharmonuM pAlana karavAmAM barAbara taiyAra thai jAya pachI AgekUca karI aNugAra dharma svIkAraje. aNugAra dhama eTale zuM...? samajo che ne ? aNugAra kAne kahevAya ? "na vitta agara-jUda castha che: anavara : '' jemaNe gharanA tyAga karyo che ane navakATIe sa`thA pApanA paccakhANa karyAM che te aNugAra kahevAya che. A cha sagA bhAI e gharanA tyAga karI aNugAra banyAM te ja divase bhagavAnane vaMdaNA karIne pUche che. vinayavaMta ziSyA kayAre paNa sUtAM sUtAM ke beThAM beThAM gurUne vAta kare nahi. gurUne kaMI pazu vAta karavI hAya, prazna pUchavA hAya tA peAtAnA sthAnethI uThIne gurUnI pAse Ave ne vaMdana kare. pachI vinayapUrvaka pUche. gaucarI jAya te paNa vaMdana karIne jAya. ziSya ekAgra citte bhaNatA hoya te samaye gurU bUma pADe eTale tarata tahetu gurUdeva kahIne Ave ne kahe gurUdeva ! AjJA pharamAve. pachI kAMI kAma kahe ke nA kahe tA paNu glAni nA pAme, vinayavaMta ziSyanA guNu khatAvatAM kahe che ke " AnAnila de, cuDAmuvadhAya jAva | phreniyAvara savI, te viLI ziDyuar // '' utta, a. 1 gAthA 2 gurU AjJAne zirodhAya karanAra, gurUnI pAse besanAra, ane munA IMgita AkAra (IzArA) thI samajI jAya ne te pramANe kAya karanAra ziSya vinayatra ta kahevAya che. vinayavaMta ziSyA gurU AziSa meLavI kalyANa kare che. gurUnI kRpAnA kiraNA maLe teA vadhu geAkhavAnI jarUra paDatI nathI. alpa mahenate ghaNuM jJAna prApta thAya che. jema koI mANasane tijorImAMthI ratnA kADhavA che teA cAvI pAse hAya te alapa mahenate ratnA kADhI le che. ane cAvI na haiAya te tijorI tADhIne ratno kADhatAM ghaNI mahenata karavI paDe che. tema gurUnI kRpA prApta karIne je jJAna maLe che te cAvIthI tijorI kholIne ratnA kADhavA kharAkhara che, ane avinItapaNe jJAna prApta karavu hAya tA tijorI teDIne ratna kADhanArane je mahenata majurI karavI paDe che teTalI mahenata karavI paDe che. cha aNugArA vinayavaMta hatA. teo temanAtha prabhune vaMdana karIne pUche che hu prabhu! Apane zAtA che? A pramANe bhagavatane sukhazAtA pUchIne kahe che 'chAmA bhante ! tummehiM abbhaNuNNAyA samANA jAvajjIvAe chaThTha chaTTeNaM aNikhiNaM tava tambheLa appA" vimaLA vidyuttipa!" he bhagavaMta! jo ApanI AjJA hoya te

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zora darzana 119 ame jAvajIva sudhI niraMtara cha cha rUpa tapazcaryA dvArA amArA pitAnA AtmAne bhAvita karatAM vicaravAnI IcchA rAkhIe chIe. baMdhuo ! vicAra karaje. A cha aNagArIne tapa kare che chatAM gurUnI pAse AjJA mAMgatA paNa keTalI namratA batAve che ke he prabhu! ApanI AjJA hoya te. nemanAtha bhagavAna to sarvajJa hatAM. teo traNe kALanI vAta jANatA hatAM. eTale emane vicAra karavAnuM na hatuM. Aje chadmastha gurU pAse ziSya jAvajIva mATe cha chaThThanA pAraNAM karavAnI AjJA mAge te vicAra kare paDe. have cha aNagAree nemanAtha bhagavAnanI pAse AjJA mAMgI. eTale bhagavaMte temanI gratA joIne kahyuM "jA vizudijA, mA siMdha ttA he devAnupriyA ! tamArA balA, parAkrama anusAra tamane jema sukha thAya tema kare. AvI uttama tapa sAdhanAnA kAryamAM pramAda na kare. bhagavaMte ziSyone AjJA ApI. tene tapa sAthe vicAravAnuM paNa hoya che. saMyamI sAdhake AvI ghora tapazcaryA kare. temanA pAraNAmAM AhAra pANI maLe na maLe. game teTalI kasoTI thAya paNa je vrata aMgIkAra karyuM hoya tene prANute paNa choDatAM nathI. A te sAdhunI vAta karI paNa e vakhatanA gRhastha zrAvakenI paNa kevI kaparI kasoTI thaI che chatAM pitAne dharma cheDe nathI. evA e zrAvako daDhavama ane priyama hatAM. priyadhama ane dahejamamAM phera che. priyadhamI zrAvakene vItarAgane dharma game, vItarAgI saMte game, dharma paNa kare. saMta satIjIene joIne harakhAI jAya, gAMDA ghelA thaI jAya paNa dharma karatAM kasoTI Ave tyAre te dharmamAM daDha rahI zakatAM nathI. e priyadhamI che, ane daDhavAmI zrAvake kasoTIne samaya Ave tyAre sthira rahe che. te vrata-niyama, dharmane aDagatAthI pALe che. prANa ApavuM paDe te ApI de paNa dharmane choDe nahi. ahaMnaka zrAvaka malalInAtha bhagavAnanA vArAmAM thayA che. te jinavacanamAM ne dharmamAM khUba daDha hatA. enI daDhatAnA guNa devalekamAM gavAyA. mithyAdaSTi deva A prazaMsA sahana na karI zako tethI tene vItarAga dharmathI calita karavA mATe AvIne ahaMnakane paDakAra kare che. cheDa, A tArI jinavacananI zradhdhA ! nahitara bhayaMkara thaze. paNa zuM A zrAvaka zraddhA cheDe kharo? gabharAya ke muMjhAya khare? deve bhayaMkara upasargo ApavAnA zarU karyA. dariyAmAM enuM vahANa sAta tADa jeTaluM uMcuM uchaLeluM ane samudramAM DUbI javAnuM evuM batAvyuM. pizAca jevuM bihAmaNuM rUpa laIne dariyAmAM khaLabhaLATa macAvyuM. chatAM ahaMnaka makkama che. A jinavacana e ja sAra che, bAkI badhuM asAra. Aja ISTa ne parama padArtha che bAkI badhuM anartharUpa ane aniSTa che. A zradhA emanA manamAM guMjayA kare che. jAnamAlanA nAzanI koI paravA

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120 zAradA darzana na karI. deva camakA. tuSTamAna thaI gayA ane caraNamAM paDI mAphI mAMgI, ane varadAna mAMgavA kahyuM. eNe kahyuM ke mAre te dharmo sitrAya kaI nA joie. tyAre deva suMdara divya ratnamaya be joDI divya kuMDaLa ApIne cAlye! gaye. devAnupriye ! tamArA upara deva devI prasanna thaIne mAMgavAnu' kahe te tame zuM mAMgA ? dhana ke dharma? kema kaMI kheAlatA nathI ? (hasAhasa) tame dhananA rasIyA che eTale dhananA DhagalAM mAMgI leze| ne kaheze ke dhana maLaze pachI nirAMte dhama karIzuM, paNa yAda rAkhajo ke jIvanamAM dharmanI khAsa jarUra che. dharmanA raMge raMgAyelA cha aNugAree saMyama laIne jAvajIva sudhI chaThThuM chaThThanA pAraNAM karavAnI prabhu pAse AjJA mAMgI. prabhue AjJA ApI. have teo tapazcaryA zarU karaze. ApaNe paNa mAsakhamaNunuM dhara Ave che. jene tapazcaryAnI maMgala zarUAta karavI hAya te taiyAra thaze. thADIvAra caritra laie. caritra :-arjune peAtAnI zaktithI cArAnA hAthamAMthI gAyeA cheDAvI tyAre geAvALAne jema adhAne AMkha maLe ne bhUkhyAne leAjana maLe ne jeTale AnaMda thAya teTale AnaMda peAtAnuM geAdhana maLatAM thayA. temaNe arjunanA yajayakAra eTalAnce, ane aMtaranA AzIrvAda ane abhinaMdana ApyA ke hai mahArAjA ! tame ghaNuM jIvA, ane prajAnuM hita kare. Ama AnaMda pAmatAM geAvALA gaudhana laIne peAtAne ghera cAlyA gayA. tyAre arjunajI nagaranA daravAjA ahAra eka AMbAnA vRkSa nIce beThAM. ane eka mANusa sAthe samAcAra melyAM ke, RSikA vacana ullaMghA maiMne, leApA vArA jAna, bAraha varSa vanavAsa rahUMgA. prAyazcita IsakA mAna hA...zrotA... tame mArA mAtA pitAjIne eTalA samAcAra Ape! ke ApaNAM nagaramAM vasatA geAvALAnI gAyA ni ya kasAI jevA cArAnA hAthamAMthI cheDAvavA mATe nArada RSijIe ApelI pratijJA tADI che. tenuM prAyazcita karavA mATe huM khAra varSa vanavAsa jAuM chuM. te Apa mane AjJA Apaze. Apa vaDIleAnI kRpAthI mAre vanavAsa sukhapU ka pUrNa thaze. A pramANe arjunanA kahevAthI mANase AvIne pAMDurAjA, kuMtAmAtA, yudhiSThira vigerenI samakSamAM kahyuM ke mahArAjA! arjunajIe temanI bhujAkhaLathI gAvALAnA gaudhananuM rakSaNa karyu che ne ApanI kIrtine ujjavaLa khanAvI che. te nagaranI bahAra AMbAnA vRkSa nIce beThAM che ne temaNe A pramANe sadeze| kahevaDAvye che. - mANusanA mukhethI samAcAra sAMbhaLI AkhA parivAra raDatA kakaLatA arjunanI pAse AvyeA. pAMDurAjA pachADa khAine jamIna upara paDI gayAM. te nisAse nAMkhatA arjunaneA hAya pakaDIne kahe che beTA ! teM tArA strAva mATe pratijJA bhaMga karyuM

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121 zAradA darzana nathI. tuM gAnuM rakSaNa karavA mATe draupadInA mahele gaye emAM tArI pratijJAne bhaMga thatuM nathI. tAre vanavAsa javAnuM nathI. kurUvaMzanA dareka rAjAe potAnA putrane rAjagAdI ApIne vanavAsI bane che. mATe ame tane AvI bharayuvAnImAM vanavAsa javAnI AjJA nahi ApIe. A rIte pAMDurAjA kalpAMta karatAM bole che tyAM kuMtAjI AvyA. hAthagrahI ajunese bele, karake vividha vilApa, mAtA pitA ke choDa vilakhatA kahAM sidhA. arjunane bAthamAM laIne kahe che dIkarA! A gharaDA mA-bApanA sAmuM te je, atyAre tAre amArI sevA karavAne avasara che, tyAre tuM amane raDatA mUratA mUkIne kyAM vanavAsa javA taiyAra thayo chuM. dIkarA ! tuM te amArA haiyAne hAra chuM. tane vanavAsa te zuM gAmanI bahAra paNa nahi javA dauM. tyAre ajune kahyuM ke mAtApitA! mAre javAnuM bIjuM kaMI kAraNa nathI. meM nAradajInI pratijJAne bhaMga karyo che tenuM prAyazcita karavA mATe mAre javuM joIe. putrane bhUlanuM prAyazcita karavA mATe te tamAre mane sAmethI AjJA ApavI joIe. tenA badale tame mane jatAM roke che? tyAre kuMtAjI kahe che vaDIlenI AjJAnuM pAlana karavuM te paNa meTuM prAyazcita che. tuM mane raDatI mUkIne kayAM jaIza ? tArA vinA mAro ekeka divasa varSa je lAMbe thaze. vaLI dIkarA! ahIM te tuM roja navA navA miSTAna jame che ne tyAM vanaphaLo khAIne kevI rIte TakI zakIza? ahIM tArA mAthe tApa paDe te chatra dharavAmAM Ave che ne tyAM vanane pracaMDa tApa tAruM A kemaLa zarIra kema sahana karI zakaze? mATe tuM javAne vicAra cheDI de. AmAM teM tArA svArtha mATe kaMI karyuM nathI. gaurakSA mATe gayo chuM. mATe tene keI deSa lAgatuM nathI. je tArA dilamAM duHkha thatuM hoya te prajAjano pAse nyAya karAvIe. arjuna kahe che he mAtA-pitA ! tame raDe nahi. mAre kaI pAse nyAya karAva nathI. ApanI sevA karavA mATe mArA cAra cAra bAMdhe khaDe page hAjara raheze. mane mArA pApanuM prAyazcita karavA mATe javA de. Ama vAta kare che tyA yudhiSThira ajuna pAse AvyA. bIjA bhAI e ane draupadI badhA arjuna pAse AvyA. have teo vanavAsa jatAM rokavA mATe zuM zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. (Aje pU. jazubAI mahAsatIjInI puNyatithi hevAthI pU. mahAsatIjIe temanA jIvananuM suMdara varNana karyuM hatuM. temanuM bAdhabharyuM jIvana sAMbhaLatA badhAnI AMkhe AMsuthI bharANI hatI.)

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122 vyAkhyAna na. 16 zAradA darzana zrAvaNa suda 4ne magaLavAra tA. 19-7-77 anata jJAnI, yAnA divAkara, ane purUSomAM puraMdara evA bhagavate bhavya jIvane zAzvata sukhanA rAjamArga batAvatAM paDakAra karIne kahyuM ke ke bhavya jIvA! saMsAra e sava duHkhAnI khANu che ne mekSa samasta sukhAnA bhaMDAra che. zarIra, saMpatti, sattA ane snehIoneA rAga A jIvane sasAramAM phasAvanAra che, ane kevaLI prarUpita sAcA dharma AtmAne tAranAra che. ema samajI cha aNugAroe sa sAra cheDIne nemanAtha bhagavAna pAse sayama lIdhA. kharekhara duHkhamaya saMsAramAM vairAgya prApta karI zudhdha bhAvathI saMyamanuM pAlana karavuM e jIvananI zreSThatA che. jevu citta jinavacanemAM anurakta rahe che tene saMsAra asAra lAgyA vinA rahetA nathI. jene sa'sAra asAra lAge che tene A saMsAranI bhayaMkara jakaDAmaNumAMthI chUTavAnu avazya mana thAya che. vairAgyanA ra Mge raMgAyelA AtmAnA divase zAMtithI pasAra thAya che. tenA manamAM koI jAtanuM du:kha ke AkuLatA-vyAkuLatA AvatI nathI. jyAre mAhanI viTaMbaNuAmAM phasAyelA jIveAnA trise| duHkhamAM pasAra thAya che. mAhamAM paDelA jIvAne viSaya vAsanA satAve che, ne dhananeA meha mUjhave che. A kAraNeAthI chatra hiMsA karatAM, asatya khelatAM ke koInuM dhana paDAvI letAM te jIvane duHkha thatuM nathI. pote sukhI thavAnI dhunamAM khIjA jIvAne keTaluM duHkha thAya che te zvetA nathI, paNa yAda rAkhajo ke bheganAM sAdhane phADA mAratAM jherI sarpathI pazu ati bhayakara che, ane kAyAnI tA mAyA karavA jevI nathI. A zarIranA zu' bharosA ? kANu jANe kyAM rUke ! mAta jyAM laI le jhapaTamAM, ekalA tamane mUke, mAha zA mATe rAkho . ? je tameAne khUba vahAlI, lakSmInA vizvAsa nahi, e parInA koI gharamAM, kAyamI rahevAsa nahi....mA... A DheDu ane lakSmInA mehamAM paDIne pApa kama karatAM chatra acakAtA nathI. paNa ene khakhara nathI ke A nAzavaMta dehaneA zuM bharesA che ? ane vijaLInA camakArA jevI caMcaLa lakSmI zu kAyama TakavAnI che? e tamane vahAlI che paNa ane tame vahAlA nathI. jyAre puNya khalAsa thaI jaze tyAre te game te prakAre cAlI jaze. mATe tenA mAha che.DA. madhue ! samajo. mAnava jIvananI ekeka kSaNa keTalI kiMmatI che ! seAnI dAgInA manAvatA hAya te vakhate seAnAnI jhINI jhINI kaNI jamIna upara paDe che. jhaverI hIrAnA TukaDA karI tenA qhudA judA ghATa

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zAradA darzana 127 banAve che. vATa banAvatAM hIrAnI jhINI jhINI kaNIo paDe che te paNa kiMmatI heya che. jema suvarNanI nAnI kaNIo ane hIrAnI kaNIe kiMmatI che tema mAnava jIvananI ekeka kSaNa kiMmatI che. jyAre eka kSaNa ATalI kiMmatI che tyAre kalAke ane divase keTalA kiMmatI hAya! tamane vicAra thAya che ke mArA jIvanane keTale kiMmatI samaya meM saMsAranA sukhamAM gumAvyA ne keTale AtmasAdhanAmAM vApa! have jo amUlya samayanI kiMmata samajANuM heya te AjathI nirNaya karajo ke mArA jIvananI eka kSaNa paNa niSphaLa na javI joIe. jemane mAnavabhavanI kiMmata samajANuM che evA che aNagAree temanAtha bhagavAnanA caraNamAM jIvana naiyA jhukAvI dIdhI. saMyama lIdhA pachI bhagavaMtane vinaMtI karI ke he prabhu ! je ApanI AjJA heya te ame jIvanabhara chaThThanA pAraNe cha karavAnI IcchA rAkhIe chIe. tyAre bhagavate temanI yogyatA joine AjJA ApI ke he devAnupriya! tamane jema sukha upaje tema kare. paNa sArA kAryamAM vilaMba na kare. bhagavaMtanI AjJA maLatAM temanA dilamAM apUrva AnaMda thaze. tattaNa te cha aNagArA ariTune migA abbhaguNNAyA samANA jAvajjIvAe chaDU jana gAra viniA have te cha aNagAro ahaMta ariSTaneminI AjJA laIne jAvajIva chaThTha chaThThanI tapazcaryA dvArA pitAnA AtmAne bhAvita karatAM grAmAnugrAma nemanAtha bhagavAnanI sAthe vicaratAM teo dvArakA nagarImAM padhAryA. tyAra pachI munie cha chaThThanA pAraNAM karatAM thakA ekadA kayAreka chaThThanA pAraNane divase prathama prahare svAdhyAya karI gautamasvAmInI jema bhagavAnanI pAse AvyA. saMtene kevI rIte rahevuM joIe te mATe sUtrakAra kahe che. paDhama pArisi sajjhAya, bIyaM jhANaM jhiyaayh| tArA milAyiM, yLe rahasthI raMgAyuM cheutta. a, ra6 gAthA 12 sAdhue prathama praharamAM svAdhyAya karavI, bIjA prahare dhyAna karavuM, trIjA praharamAM . bhikSAcarI karavI ane cothA praharamAM savAdhyAya karavI. A sAdhu mATene kAryakrama che. bAle, sAdhune keTalI sarasa sAdhanA che! svAdhyAya karavAthI karmanI najara thAya. bIjA prahare dhyAna karavuM. dhyAna zA mATe karavuM joIe? te jANe che?. . dayAna karavAthI AtmA vizudha bane che. jema tame kapaDuM sAbu daIne dhake mAro eTale sApha thaI jAya paNa kapaDAmAM je DAgha paDayAM hoya tene te masaLavA paDe che ne tema tapazcaryA, svAdhyAya vigere karavAthI karmanI nirjarA thAya che paNa aMtamAM khUNe khUNe je DAghA rahI gayAM hoya tene dhyAna dvArA ciMtavana karI pazcAtApa karIne dhAI zakAya che. dhyAnamAM ekAgra banIne AtmA ema vicAra kare ke Aje mArI

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124 zAradA darzana vANIthI ke mArA vartanathI kaMI jIvane duHkha te nathI thayuM ne? keInI lAgaNI dubhAI nathI ne? kaI jIvanI mArAthI hiMsA te nathI thaIne? kadAca kaMI thayuM hoya te tene pazcAtApa karIne karmone bALI nAMkhe. AvI dhyAnamAM zakti che. ATalA mATe bhagavAnanA saMte pahelAM prahare svAdhyAya, bIjA prahare dhyAna ane trIjA prahare gaucarI jatAM. dravya, kSetra, kALa, bhAva joIne nirdoSa AhAra pANInI gaveSaNa kare. A rIte cha aNagArone chaThThanuM pAraNuM hatuM te divase pahelA prahare svAdhyAya karI, bIjA prahare dhyAna karyuM. tyAra bAda gaucarI javAnA samaye gautamasvAmInI jema bhagavaMtanI pAse AvyA. gautamasvAmI keNa hatAM te jANe che ne ? gautama svAmI brAhmaNa hatAM. te cAra vedanA pAragAmI hatAM. te mAnatAM hatAM ke mArA je kaI jJAnI nathI. paNa sAthe jIvanamAM e hatuM ke mArAthI kaI vizeSa jJAnI joIze te huM carcA vicAraNA karIza ne satya samajAtAM huM temane namI paDIza. Aje te mithyAbhimAna jIvane sAce mArga sUjhavA detuM nathI. gautamasvAmIne garva hate paNa samajaNa hatI. kahevata che ne ke DAhyo duzmana sAre paNa mUrkha mitra che. kadAca kaI sajajana mitra sAthe keI kAraNavazAta daramanAvaTa thaI jAya chatAM te sAre che paNa vAlezrI mukha kheTe che. eka nyAya ApIne samajAvuM. eka zeThane eka nokara hato. ene zeTha upara ghaNI lAgaNI hatI. eTale zeTha mATe jAna daI de eTaluM karato hato. paNa mUrkha hatA. zeTha dukAnethI ghera jAya tyAre A nekara sAthe jatuM hatuM. eka divasa zeDane dukAnethI ghera jatAM moDuM thayuM eTale galInA rastethI jatAM hatAM. pele nekara sAthe hato. rastAmAM eka mANasa mo. zeTha enI pAse paisA mAMgatA hatAM. eTale zeThe ene use rAkhIne kahyuM. bhAI! paisA kayAre ApavA che? mANasa halakI jAtine hate. galIne raste hate. AgaLa pAchaLa keI AvatuM na joyuM eTale zeThanI pAghaDI uchALIne kahe che paisA zuM ne vAta zI! cAlatA thaI jAo. ema kahIne cAlato thaI gayo. pele mUrkha nakara mAravA de ke huM mArA zeThanI pAghaDI uchALanAra kezu? paNa zeTha baha DAhyA hatA. eTale vicAra karyo ke A mANasa sAthe ahIM jhaghaDe karavAmAM sAra nathI tethI te gama khAI gayAM ne nekarane pAcho vALyo. nekara lAgaNIzIla ha paNa mUrkha hatA. enA manamAM ema ke mArA zeThanI pAghaDI uchALanArane halake pADuM paNa tenI asara kevI paDaze tene vicAra na karyo. bIjA mANasene kahevA lAgyA ke amuka mANase mArA zeThanI pAghaDI uchALI. tyAre leke hasavA lAgyAM ke tAre zeTha namAla ke pAghaDI uchALanArane jAte karyo?

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zAradA darzana Ama lokomAM zeThanI namAlA tarIkenI khyAti thaI. nokara mAnate hato ke pelAne halake pADIne zeThane vahAle thAuM. zeThamAM pANI na hatuM ema nahi. zeTha namAlA hotA paNa DahApaNa vAparyuM hatuM. samaya Avye pAghaDI uchALanArane sakaMjAmAM e lIdhe ke zeThanuM nAma lete bhUlI gaye. tyAre zeThane namAlA kahenAra ane hasanArA samajI gayA ke zeThe zA mATe gama khAdhI hatI. badhA zeThanI buddhinA vakhANa karavA lAgyA, paNa pelA nekare te zeThane halakA paDAvyA ne ! kAraNa ke hAla hatuM paNa budhdha na hatI. mUrkha hate. AvI rIte je mANaso gharanI vAte bahAra kare che te mUrkha che. sAsu bahAra keIne ema kahe ke mAre dIkare te bicAre sAre che paNa vahu bahu vaDhakaNI che. pitAnA dIkarAne sAre batAvavA vahunI halakAI batAve che paNa lokamAM enA dIkarAnI kevI chApa paDaze te samajatI nathI. pachI sAMbhaLanArA ema kahe ke tArA dIkarAmAM pAchuM nathI lAgatuM eTale vahuthI dabAI gaye che. bele, A mUrkhatA ke caturAI ? ATalA mATe kahevAya che ke mUrkha mitra khUTe ne DAhyo duzamana sAre. sAthe sAthe DAhyo duzmana kevo hoya che te upara eka nyAya ApuM eTale baMne vAta samajAI jAya. eka gAmamAM nemacaMda ane dayAnaMda nAmanA be vahepArIe rahetAM hatAM. baMne bhAgIdArImAM vahepAra karatAM hatA. vahepAra dhamadhokAra cAlatuM hatuM paNa eka vAra vahepAramAM maMdI AvI. june mAla upaDato nathI eTale Avaka ghaTavA lAgI. tyAre dayAnaMda nemacaMdane kahe che bhAI ! A dhaMdhAmAM maMdI AvI gaI che te ApaNe have A dhaMdhe baMdha karIne na dhaMdhe zarU karIe. tyAre nemacaMda kahe che bhAI! ekadama dha baMdha karI daIzuM te A june mAla sastA bhAve vecI nAkhavo paDaze ne ema karavAmAM ApaNane kheTa Avaze. tyAre dayAnaMde kahyuM-bhAI ! e ciMtA karavA karatAM bhaviSyano vicAra karo. A bhAva utaratAM jAya che eTale bhaviSyamAM moTI khoTa Avaze. tenA karatAM atyAre khoTa eAchI jaze, paNa A vAta nemacaMdanA gaLe utarI nahi. cAlu dhaMdhe choDIne bIje baMdha karavAnI enI IcchA na hatI. eTale teNe dayAnaMdane kahI dIdhuM ke jA, tuM bhAgIdArImAMthI chUTe thaI jA. tethI dayAnaMde bhAgIdArI choDI dIdhI ne pitAnA bhAganI rakama teNe laI lIdhI. theDI bAkI rahI temAM nemacaMda sAthe kabUlAta karI ke mahine mahine amuka hapta rakama ApI devI. nemacaMdanI dukAna svataMtra thaI paNa have vahepAra cAlatuM nathI. mAlanA bhAva uMcA AvatA nathI temaja mAla vecAtuM nathI. tethI na mAla kharIdI zakAto nathI. jethI gharAkI ochI thaI gaI. jyAM na mAla Avate heya tyAM gharAkI vadhu jAme. .

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12 zAradA darzana keI kAnamAM navI sADIo Ave te bahene vadhu jAya ne? kema bahene zuM karaze ? junI phezananI hoya tyAM tame jAva kharA? nA. tema nemacaMdanI evI dazA thaI. na mAla nathI Avate eTale gharAkI paNa nathI AvatI. kamANI che nahi ne kharca te cAlu rahyo. bIjI tarapha dayAnaMda mahine mahine ugharANI kare che paNa nemacaMda haste bharI zakate nathI. vAyadA kare che. dayAnaMda khUba sajana mANasa hate. eNe jAyuM ke nemacaMdanI paristhiti kharAba che eTale kahyuM ke bhAI! tame dukAna calAve ne tamArA dIkarAne huM bIje besADI dauM. te tamane muzkelI nahi paDe, paNa nemacaMda abhimAnI hatuM eTale pitAnuM pakaDeluM cheDate nathI ne dayAnaMdane paisA pAchA Apate nathI. chevaTe pariNAma e AvyuM ke nemacaMdane dukAna vecI devI paDI ne dayAnaMdanA paisA ApI zakaze nahi. adhUrAmAM pUruM nemacaMde dukAna vecIne pitAnA dIkarAne bahAragAma makalI dIdho. eTale dayAnaMdanA manamAM bahu duHkha thayuM ke meM enA chokarAne ThekANe pADI ApavAnuM kahyuM paNa te mAnya nahi ne dukAna vecI nAMkhI ane mUDI laIne chokarAne mokalI dIdho. mArA paisA paNa ApyA nahi. ke do karyo? jyAre paisA mAMge tyAre nemacaMda elaphela zabda kahe eTale baMne vacce manAvaTa thaI. sabaMdha tUTI gayAM. have baMne ekabIjAne duzamana tarIke jovA lAgyA. vicAra kare tame jenI pAchaLa deDI rahyAM che te paise ke che? duniyAmAM paisAne saMbaMdha mitratA ane prema teDAve che. vahAlAmAM vahAlI vyaktine vairI banAve che. pase ja Ave, vicAre badalAve, ahaMne ubharAve, sagAmAM jhaghaDAve, je paisAnI Avaka thAtAM pAtaka baMdhAtA, e paisAnI pAchaLa kaI laka thaze mA . paisA AvavAthI moTe bhAge mAnavInA zuddha vicAre malIna bane che temaja abhimAnI bane che. sabaMdhI ane bhAI-bhAImAM jhaghaDA karAve che. paisA aneka prapaMca ane vizvAsaghAta karAve che. mAnavInuM hRdaya dAnava jevuM banAvI de che. eTale paisAne khAtara mAnavI mAnavInuM khUna karatAM paNa acakAtA nathI. Ama aneka pA5 paisAnI pAchaLa baMdhAya che. AvA paisAnI pAchaLa mahAMdha banazo nahi. ahIM paisA mATe nemacaMda ane dayAnaMda vacce bhAre duzmanAvaTa thaI. leke belavA lAgyA ke dayAnaMda jevA sajajana mANasanA paisA nemacaMde pacAvI pADayA te sAruM nathI karyuM ne uparathI ATale badho rUAba kare che? jokee tene khUba samajAvyuM paNa abhimAna cheDayuM nahi. chevaTe nemacaMda khUba ghasAI gayo. enI Ijajata javAne prasaMga AvyuM,

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zAradA darzana 127 koI tene bhAva pUchatuM nathI eTale khUba mUMjhA. have kayAM ja uM? konI salAha lauM te mArI AbarU ne Ijajata bacI jAya. khUba vicAra karatAM teNe nakakI karyuM ke dayAnaMda bhale atyAre mAre duzamana banI gayo che paNa te khUba sajajana ne gaMbhIra mANasa che. mAre duzamana che paNa DAhyo che. mATe tyAM ja huM te te mane kaMIka salAha Apaze. ema vicArIne necaMda dayAnaMdane ghera gayo. ene dUrathI Avate joIne dayAnaMda sa ga ke duzamanAvaTa thaI che eTale Ama te e mAre ghera Ave tema nathI paNa khUba mUMjhAye haze eTale agatyanA kAme AvyuM lAge che. AgaLanA mANasemAM eka guNa hatuM ke paDelA upara pATa hotA mAratA temAM paNa A dayAnaMda te khUba khAnadAna ane gaMbhIra hate. eTale mIThe AvakAra ApIne belA ne gharamAM besADIne pUchayuM. zA kAraNe AvavAnuM banyuM? tyAre nemacaMde pitAnA aMtaramAMthI muMjhavaNa bharelA uddagAro kADhayA. pitAnI paristhitine khyAla Ape. enI vAta sAMbhaLIne dayAnaMde tene AzvAsana ApyuM. ane tenI jatI AbarU jaLavAI rahe tevI yukita karI ane madada karI tenI mUMjhavaNa maTADIne tenI AbarU vadhArI. juo, dayAnaMda ke sajajana nIkaLe ! nemacaMde pitAnA paisA ApyA nahi ne duzamanAvaTa karI chatAM tene uMco lAge. nemacaMdanI AMkha paNa khulI gaI ke huM ke adhama chuM ne dayAnaMda ke dayALu che! mane paDatAM teNe bacAvyA ne mArI Ijajata rAkhI. tenA caraNamAM paDIne mAphI mAMgI. aMte ekabIjAnI duzamanAvaTanuM rAjInAmuM apAI gayuM ne duzmana deta banI gayAM. dayAnaMda nemacaMdane duzmana hatuM paNa DAhyo hato te nemacaMdane bacAve. ApaNe vAta gautamasvAmInI cAlatI hatI ke gautamasvAmI pahelAM Indrabati nAme brAhmaNa hatAM. emanA dharmanuM teo khUba jJAna dharAvatAM hatAM eTale jJAnanuM abhimAna hatuM paNa abhimAna samajaNapUrvakanuM hatuM. eka vakhata teo yajJa karI rahyAM hatAM tyAre AkAzamAMthI de nIce utarIne gAma bahAra javA lAgyA. tyAre Indrabati kahe che ke deve bhUlyA lAge che. tyAre agnibhUti, vAyubati vigere bhAIe kahe che moTAbhAI! A nagara bahAra mahAvIra nAmanA keI cagI padhAryA che, te sarvajJa che ema leka bele che mATe ke tyAM jatAM haze. IndrabhUti kahe che je e sarvajJa haze te mArA manamAM mUMjhavaNa bharelA prazno che tenuM te samAdhAna karaze te huM ene sAco sarvajJa mAnIza, ane tene ziSya banI jaIza. juo, abhimAnamAM kevuM DahApaNa che! yajJa karatAM karatAM mahAvIra prabhu hatA tyAM AvyA. e AvyA eTale bhagavaMte kahyuM ke he IndrabhUti ! tArA manamAM AvI zaMkA che ne? enA manamAM je zaMkAvALA prazno hatAM tene bhagavAne javAba Ape. Iti

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128 zAradA darzana vicAramAM paDayA ke A prazno meM kaI divasa ke Ine pUchyA nathI ne mArA mananI vAta A jANI gayA ! temane ekeka javAba paNa kevo suMdara che! Aje mArI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna thaI gayuM. IndrabhUtine ahaM ogaLI gaye ne arihaMtanA caraNamAM arpaNa thaI gayA. tyAMne tyAM dIkSA lIdhI ane bhagavAnanA paTTadhara ziSya banyA. AvA te gautama svAmI hatA. ahIM cha aNagArone chaThThanuM pAraNuM che. teo temanAtha prabhu pAse AjJA mAMgaze ne kayAM gocarI jaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra ane vananI vATe javAthI cAre bhAIo, mAtA ane patnIne kapAMta pAMDurAjA ane kuMtAmAtAe arjunane vanavAsa jatAM rokavA mATe ghaNI AjIjI karI. te amArA vhAlayA ! tArA vinA amane nahi game, tuM kahe che ke mArA cAra cAra baMdhuo ApanI sevAmAM hAjara raheze. e te ThIka che. kAraNa ke mAtAne pAMca, daza ke 100 putre kema na hoya ! mAtAne mana badhA dIkarA sarakhA vahAlAM hoya che te tuM amane kema yAda na Ave! amArI vAta te bAjumAM mUka paNa A caMdramukhI draupadI paNa tArA vigathI khUraze. A pramANe kuMtAmAtA ane kahI rahyA hatAM tyAM aMtaramAM zoka ane duHkha sAthe raDatAM yudhiSThira ane bhIma AvyA. AvIne kahevA lAgyA ke he amArA vahAlasoyA vIrA ! atyAra sudhI mAtApitAe tene samajAvyuM. tyAM sudhI ame kaMI bolyAM nahi. tuM mAtA-pitAnuM kahyuM mAnatA nathI tyAre duHkha sahita amAre tane kahevuM paDe che ke A mAtA-pitA tAre viga sahana karI zakaze nahi ne ame paNa tAro viyega sahana karI zakIzuM nahi. mATe tuM vanavAsa javAnI vAta cheDI de. hitakArI vacana mAtApitAkA, je kaI kare uthApa, kAraja sidhdha na hoya usIkA, karatA pazcAtApa. he-zrotA..... vIrA! tuM te ghaNe vicikSaNa che. eTale tene vadhu kahevAnI jarUra nathI. tane e te khabara che ne ke mAtA-pitAnI AjJAnuM ullaMghana vinayavaMta putrathI karAya nahi. je vaDIlanA vacana uthApIne jAya che tenI keIpaNa kriyA saphaLa thatI nathI, ane te nArada aSie ApelI pratijJAne kayAM bhaMga karyo che, agara mAnI le ke huM tyAM hate. ne tuM AvyuM paNa meM tane kadI mArAthI jude mAnya nathI. te pachI pratijJA bhaMga karavAnI vAta ja kayAM? tuM mAne che ke meM pratijJAna bhaMga karyo che te te cAre sAme jhajhumI ATalI badhI gAye choDAvIne temane bacAvI che temAM tArI pratijJAnA bhaMganuM prAyazcita thaI gayuM.

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zAradA darzana 129 bhaDavIra bhImanuM Agamana -A pramANe yudhiSThire kahyuM tyAM bhaDavIra bhIma arjunane paga pakaDIne kahe che vIrA ! tuM amane mUkIne javAnI kyAM vAta kare che? tArA javAnI vAta sAMbhaLatAM mArA hRdayanA TukaDA thaI jAya che. tyAM sahadeva ane nakuLa baMne bhAI e ajunanA meLAmAM mAthuM mUkIne codhAra AMsue raDatAM raDatAM kahe che te amArA vaDIla baMdhu ! tame amane mUkIne cAlyA jaze te amane AnaMda keNa karAvaze? amane haravA pharavA tamArA vinA keNuM laI jaze ! amane tamArA vinA nahi game. mATe amane tamArI sAthe letA jAo. ema kahIne arjunane vaLagI paDayA. khUba karUNa vAtAvaraNa sarjAI gayuM. pAMDurAjA, kuMtAjI, yudhiSThira, bhIma sahadeva, nakuLa ane draupadInuM rUdana joyuM jAya tevuM na hatuM. e rUdana joIne kaThoramAM kaThora hRdayanA mAnavInuM haiyuM pIgaLyA vinA na rahe. jhADe paMkhI paNa dhrujI uThayA. A samaye ajuna khUba hiMmata rAkhI badhAne kahe che ke Apa badhAM te mahAna zUravIra ne dhIra che. kSatriAmAM AvI kAyaratA na hoya ane Aje sAmAnya mANasonI mAphaka tamArAmAM AvI kAyaratA kayAMthI AvI gaI? ane kaSinI pAse meM je pratijJA lIdhI che tenuM aNuzuddha mAre pAlana karavuM joIe. mATe tame badhA game tema kahe paNa huM te javAne eTale javAne chuM. te tame badhA premathI mane AjJA Ape. jethI mAre mArga nirvikta ane niSkaTaka bane. A pramANe kahe che tyAM raDatI kaLatI draupadI arjuna pAse AvIne kahe che.. padInI arjuna pAse vinaMtI - he prANezvara ! mAtA-pitA ane bhAIe tamane javAnI nA pADe che te paNa tame kema mAnatA nathI? satI strIone mana pati prANa samAna hoya che. te tamArA vinA mane nahi game. huM tamane nahi javA dauM. ane tene paNa khUba samajAvIne kahyuM tame badhA raDo nahi. mAre javuM che te nakkI che. temAM mInamekha pharaka paDavAne nathI, ane mArA prayANa vakhate tame badhA raDe ne AMkhamAMthI AMsuDA pADe te apazukana kahevAya. mATe badhA raDatA baMdha thAo ne mane javAnI anujJA Ape. badhAe jANyuM ke kaI rIte arjuna rahevAne nathI eTale badhAe dukhita dile AjJA ApI. have ajuna javA jAya che tyAre dropadI chele zuM kaheze te vAta avasare.

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SSC zAdA darzana vyAkhyAna naM. 17 zrAvaNa suda 5 ne budhavAra tA. 20-7-77 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ane bahene! anaMta karUNAsAgara kRpAsiMdhu bhagavaMte jagatanA chanA kalyANa mATe dvAdazAMgI sUtranI prarUpaNa karI. bhagavaMte prarUpelA AgamamAM anaMta bhAve bharelAM che. aMtagaDa sUtramAM cha aNagArAnI vAta cAle che. cha aNagAre chaThThanA pAraNanA divase "nA jozama sAmI" jema gautama svAmI mahAvIra prabhu pAse AjJA levA jatAM hatAM tema A cha aNagAre neminAtha prabhu pAse AvyA. jIvane zarIra upara rAga ghaTe che tyAre A tapa karI zakAya che. jAvajIva sudhI cha chaThThanA pAraNAM karavAM e nAnIsUnI vAta nathI. dAna devuM hoya te paisAne rAga cheDavo paDe che, ane tapazcaryA karavI hoya te zarIrane rAga ghaTADe paDe che. tema A saMtee zarIrane rAga ghaTADA ne tapa karavA lAgyA. bhagavAne kahyuM che ke vAcchiya siNehamappaNA, kumuya sAraiya va paanniy| hai sadasara vaDApa, samaya joyama mA pamAyA | utta, sUA, 10 gAthA 28 he gautama! jema zaradaRtunuM kamaLa pANIne tyAga kare che tema tuM tAre neha tyAgI de. badhA prakAranA sneha vagarane banI samaya mAtrane pramAda na kara. bhagavAna kahe che ke he jIva! jyAM sudhI tane zarIra pratyene mamatva bhAva raheze tyAM sudhI te viSayane saMpUrNa tyAga karI zakIza nahi. A saMsAramAM jIvane jeTale zarIra pratyene rAga che teTale bIjA keI pratye nathI. huM tamane pUchuM ke kaI makAnamAM Aga lAgI hoya ane bacavAnI bArI nA hoya to tame bacavAno prayatna karI ravAnA thAva ke bIjAne bacAvavA jAva? (tAomAMthI avAja-ame bacavA mATe ravAnA thaIe.) barAbara samajANuM ne ke zarIra keTaluM vhAluM che? mATe bhagavaMte zarIra pratyene sneha cheDIne nirmohI banavAnI preraNA ApI che. gautama svAmI paNa che aNagAronI mAphaka dIkSA lIdhI tyArathI chaThTha chaThThanA pAraNuM karatAM hatAM. keTalI nirmohI dazA keLavI haze, tyAre A tapa karI zakyA. Aje tamane te baTATA Adi kaMdamULane tyAga karavAnuM kahevAmAM Ave te keTalI AnAkAnI kare che. kadAca pratijJA le te temAM keTalI badhI chUTa rakhAya che? ghaNAM te kahe mAre gAma paragAma chUTa, sAje-mAMde chUTa, bele te kharA have bAdhA kyAM rahI? (hasAhasa). samaje. khAvAnI vastunA kyAM cheTA che mATe rasendriyane jIte. are, kaMIka che te ajJAnanA kAraNe zarIrane AtmA mAnIne besI gayA che. jyAre jJAnI

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zAradA darzana 131 purUSo AtmAne zarIrathI bhinna samaje che. tethI tenA pratye neha rAkhatA nathI ane ajJAnI jIvane zarIra pratye anahada neha hovAthI saheja kaMI thAya te duHkha pAme che. ene vrata niyama karavAnuM mana paNa thatuM nathI, paNa yAda rAkhajo ke A zarIrane game teTaluM sAce paNa zuM rega nahi Ave te nakkI che? zarIra kevuM che te jANe che? " jJAti maMdiFA" A zarIra aneka rogonuM ghara che. jyAM sudhI zAtA vedanIyane udaya che tyAM sudhI badhA aMdara dabAyelAM che. jema sUrya hoya tyAM sudhI aMdhakAra AvatuM nathI paNa jyAM sUrya asta thaye tyAM aMdhakAra AvI jAya che tema jyAM sudhI zAtA vedanIya rUpI sUrya udayamAna che tyAM sudhI zarIrane sAco ke na sAco paNa vAMdho AvavAne nathI, paNa jyAM zAtA vedanIya rUpI sUrya asta thAya che tyAM azAtA karmarUpI aMdhakAra AvI jAya che, ane aMdara beThelA rego kuMphADA mArIne bahAra Ave che. pachI game teTalI davA ke upacAra kare paNa jyAM sudhI azAtA vedanIya karmo maMda paDatA nathI tyAM sudhI roga maTatuM nathI. bele, zarIrane game teTaluM sAca paNa karma AgaLa keInuM cAle che? "nA." devAnupriye ! have bIjI rIte vicAra karIe te A zarIra kevuM che? cAmaDI jene huM caLakAvuM, be ghaDI suMdara darzAve mane, cepI jatu eka ja DaMkhe, pAsaparUmAM sabaDAve mane, aMga upAMge kevA suMdara, upara zobhA kacare aMdara..kone pyAra karUM ... uparathI ApaNane sahAmaNuM lAge che. tene papha pAvaDarathI bhAvaze te te zebhA ghaDIbhara suMdara dekhAze, paNa uparathI maDhelI cAmaDInI cAdara khaseDI laIe te aMdarathI bhAre bihAmaNuM che, ane ghaNuM utpanna karanAruM che. are, tenA saMga karanArane paNa te apavitra banAvI de che. jema ke suMgadhIdAra miSTAne peTamAM jAya eTale durgadhamaya banI jAya che. malIna kapaDAne mazInamAM nAMkhavAmAM Ave te te svaccha banIne bahAra Ave che tyAre zarIrarUpI mazIna te evuM che ke temAM sArA padArtha nAMkhe te paNa kharAba thaIne bahAra Ave che. bele, AvA zarIra upara rAga karavA jevo che ? "nA" ajJAnI manuSya A zarIrane rAga karI ene kaSTa na paDe te mATe vrataniyama, upavAsa Adi karatAM nathI. jyAre jJAnI purUSa samaje che ke A zarIra anitya ne azucimaya che ema samajIne ene sAcavavAnA mehamAM AtmasAdhanA gumAvatAM nathI. anya dharmomAM paNa kahyuM che ke jyAM Asakti che tyAM duHkha che. jyAM Asakti chUTI tyAM duHkha saheje cAlyuM jAya che. zrImad bhAgavatamAM dattAtrayajIne eka dAkhala che, eka vakhata dattAtreyajI kayAMka jaI rahyA hatAM. mArgamAM temaNe eka dazya joyuM.

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132 zAradA darzana eka kurara nAmanuM pakSI tenI cAMcamAM mAMsane TukaDo laIne uMce uDatuM hatuM. te joIne kAgaDA, samaDI Adi bIjA pakSIo mAMsane TukaDo levA mATe tenI pAchaLa paDayA, ane vAraMvAra cAMca mArIne te pakSIne herAna karavA lAgyA ne tene ghAyala karyuM. aMte kurara pakSIe hArIne mAMsane TukaDe choDI dIdhuM. eTale pakSIoe paNa tene pI che choDI dIdhuM. tethI te zAMtithI eka vRkSanI nIce jaIne besI gayuM. A dazya joIne dattAtraya dha pAmyA. e kurara pakSIne gurU mAnIne mane mana bolI uThayA ke A saMsAramAM manuSya jyAM sudhI parigraha rUpI mAMsanA TukaDAne Asakti sahita pakaDI rAkhe che tyAM sudhI bhAI, mitra, sarakAra ane cAra chInavI levA mATe tene pIcho kare che ne tene herAna kare che, paNa jyAM dhana uparathI Asakti haTI gaI pachI tene kaI duHkha thatuM nathI. anAsakta manuSya saMsAramAM sukhe sUI zake che. kahyuM che ke. jahAM cAha vahAM Aha he. banie beparavAha Aha jinheMkI mITa gaIve zahana ke zAha" A duniyAmAM manuSyane kaI paNa vastu ke vyaktinI cAhanA hoya che. tene meLavavA mATe te duHkhI thAya che. keTaluM kaSTa uThAve che, paNa jene koI paNa vastu ke ke vyakti pratyenI cAhanA nathI te zahenazAhane paNa zahenazAha che. ApaNe jemanI vAta cAle che te cha aNagArene zarIrane rAga chUTI gayo che. eTale temane kaI paNa padArthanI cAhanA rahI nathI. mAtra eka cAhanA che ke amAre karmazatrane haTAvI jaladI mokSamAM javuM che. eTale dIkSA laIne jAvajIva sudhI 6 chaThThanA pAraNAM karatAM. A rIte tapa ane saMyamathI AtmAne bhAvita karatAM rAmAnugAma vicaratAM dvArakA nagarImAM padhAryA, ane chaThThanA pAraNAne divase svAdhyAya, dhyAna Adi kriyAo karIne gaucarI javA mATenI AjJA levA nemanAtha bhagavAna pAse AvyA. ane prabhune tikakhuttAne pATha bhaNIne vaMdaNa karIne A pramANe kahyuM. " phUchIne je bhaMte ! chakkhamaNassa pAraNAe tubbhehiM abbhaNunnAyA samANA tihiM saMghADapahiM bArAvaIpa jAva atti" he bhagavaMta ! ApanI AjJA laI traNa saMghADAmAM munionA kalpAnusAra sAmudAnika bhikSA mATe ame dvArikA nagarImAM javAnI IcchA karIe chIe. devAnupriye ! tamArI saMsAranI rIta ane sAdhupaNAnI rItamAM ghaNuM aMtara hoya che. sAdhupaNAmAM koI paNa kArya mATe gurUnI AjJA sivAya javAya nahi. cha aNagAroe pAraNAne samaya thatAM gaucarI javA mATe prabhunI AjJA mAMgI, ane keTalI namratAthI belyAM ke he prabhu ame ApanI AjJA laIne javA IcchIe chIe. emanAmAM vinaya ne viveka alaukika hatAM. ghaNIvAra ziSyane vinaya, viveka joIne thatuM hadaya AbhUteSa pAme che,

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zAradA darzana 133 amArA parama upakArI gurUdeva bA. bra. pU. zrI. ratanacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba khUba vinayavaMta hatAM. teo pU. gurUdeva chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAhebanI AjJAmAM taraboLa hatAM. teo ema mAnatAM hatAM ke gurUnI AjJAmAM rahevuM e ja mAre dharma che, ema samajI gurUnI AjJAmAM otapreta rahetA. AcAraMga sUtramAM bhagavaMte kahyuM che ke vinayavaMta ziSya kevA hoya? ", tarUpa, tapura, tattanI, nA " vinita ziSya haMmezA gurUnI daSTi anusAra cAle. gurU upadiSTa nisaMgatA-anAsakti bhAvanuM pAlana kare, sarva kAryomAM, sarva sthAnamAM gurUne sanmukha rAkhI gurUnuM bahumAna kare, gurU vacanamAM saMpUrNa zraddhA rAkhe. haMmezA temanI pAse rahe. amArA pU. gurUdeva paNa AvA hatA. eka vakhata pU. gurUdeva chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAhebanI tabiyata barAbara na hatI eTale AjJA karI ke ratanacaMdrajI ! Aje tame vyAkhyAna vAMcI Ave. gurUdevanI AjJA thatAM tahetu gurUdeva ! kahIne gurU AjJA zirodhArya karI vyAkhyAna vAMcavA gayA paNa gurUdeva je pATe besIne vyAkhyAna pharamAvatAM hatAM te pATa para na beThAM. bAjoTha upara beThAM. zrAvakoe ghaNuM kahyuM gurUdeva! pATe birAje ne ! tyAre gurUdeve kahyuM ke je sthAnamAM gurUdeva birAjatAM hoya ne je Asane gurUdeva vyAkhyAna ApatAM hoya tyAM mArAthI na besAya. bAjaTha upara besIne vyAkhyAna vAMcyuM. vicAra kare, gurUdevamAM keTale vinaya haze! AvA vinayavaMta ziSya upara gurUnI kRpA utare che, ane ziSyanuM kalyANa thAya che. gurUnA AzIrvAda mAMge maLatAM nathI. je ziSyamAM gurU-pratyenI bhakti, ane vinaya viveka hoya te saheje prasannatApUrvaka AzIrvAda apAI jAya che. gurUnA AzIrvAdathI jJAnanI vRddhi thAya che. tenI sAthe utpAtiyA, vainAyikI, kArmikI ane pariNAmikI e cAra prakAranI budhi utpana thAya che. ene keI jAtanI mUMjhavaNa rahetI nathI. keI aTapaTe prazna pUche te tene javAba ApoApa AvaDI jAya che. evI gurUbhaktimAM ajoDa zakti che. cha aNagAre paNa AvA vinayavaMta che. temaNe pUchayuM he prabhu! traNa vibhAgamAM gaucarI javAnI amArI IcchA che. tyAre temanAtha bhagavAna kahe che ke huM mArA hAlA ziSyo ! "sadAsudde vAjujiyA" tamane jema sukha upaje tema kare. mArI AjJA che. AvA zabdo sAMbhaLatAM ApaNane keTalo AnaMda thAya che! zabdo kevA priyakArI lAge che. jyAre jaMbu svAmI sudharmA svAmIne kaMIka prazno pUchatAM tyAre sudharmA svAmI he vahAlA jaMbu! ema kahIne saMbodhatAM hatAM. e samaye ziSyone paNa ke AnaMda thatuM haze ! e ziSya paNa kevA haLukamI che haze ! vinayavaMta ziSyane a5 kriyAmAM mahAna lAbha maLe che. temanAtha bhagavAne gaucarI javAnI AjJA ApI eTale pharIne ziSyoe bhagavAnane vaMdaNa karI. keTale badhA vinaya !

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134 zAradA darzana AvatI kAle mAsakhamaNanA gharane pavitra dina che. e divasa elArma vagADIne jIvane jAgRta kare che ke he AtmAo! have zarIrano rAga cheDIne tapazcaryA karavA tatpara bane, khAvApIvAmAM anaMte kALa kADho. have AhArasaMjJAne teDI aNAhAraka banavAne purUSArtha karo. tapazcaryA vinA anAhAraka padanI prApti thavAnI nathI. jiMdagI te pANInA pUranI jema vahI rahI che. kahyuM che ke, jA jA vaccai rayaNI, na sA paDiniyattai / addabhaM kumArU, marA jJAti nA utta, a, 14 gAthA 24 je rAtrI ne divase jiMdagImAMthI jAya che te pAchA AvatA nathI. je adharma kare che tene rAtrI ne divase niSphaLa jAya che ne dharma karanAranA rAtrI ane divase saphaLa bane che. je tamAre mAnavajIvanane saphaLa banAvavuM hoya te parvanA divaso saMdeza ApIne tamane jagADe che ke. cetanavaMtA mIThA suramAM coghaDiyAM cetAve, AvI uSA jIvanamAM pharI ave ke nA Ave, cAlyA jANe A varadAna-sUtA raheze kayAM sudhI? baMdhuo! mAnavabhavanA cetanavaMtA coghaDiyAM vAre vAre nahi Ave. A mAnavabhava e mekSe javAne kinAre che. catuti saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karatAM karatAM kinAre AvI gayA che. have kinAre AvIne DUbavAnA kAryo na karazo. mATe jJAnI kahe che ke tuM kinAre Avye eTaluM ja nahi paNa mekSamAM javAnI dareka sAdhana sAmagrI tane maLI che. have kyAM javuM te tamArA hAthamAM che. Aje mANasa mahinAmAM cAra upavAsa, be pauSadha kare ke paryuSaNanA divase mAM aThThAI seLabhaLyu ke mAsamaNa kare temAM harakhAya che ke meM te ghaNuM karI lIdhuM. paNa jJAnI kahe che ke jIva tuM vicAra karo ke anaMtakALathI bhavasAgaramAM bhamatAM bhamatAM te pahADa jeTalA karmo bAMdhyA che ne tenI sAme tArI karaNI te rAI jeTalI che, bhagavAne cha mAsI, mAsI, bemAsI tapa karyA hatAM. emaNe e vicAra hote karyo ke meM to ghaNuM karyuM. jyAM sudhI kevaLajJAna na thAya tyAM sudhI karaNa karavAnI che ema samajIne dharmasAdhanAmAM joDAI jAo. bahene bhUlezvaramAM jAya ne dukAnamAM sArI sADI dekhe te ene levAnuM mana thaI jAya che ne game tema karIne te sADI kharIdI lAve che. ahIM mahAvIra bhagavAnanA bajAramAM saMte paNa aThThAI, chakAI, seLabhaththu, mAsakhamaNa, sidhitapa ane brahmacarya vrata Adi uMcI jAtane mAla laIne AvyA che. berIvalInA bhAIo ane bahene khUba utsAhI ne raMgIlA che, mane zraddhA che ke mAla jarUra kharIdaze. tapa karavAthI dravya ane bhAva baMne prakAre lAbha thAya che. samajaNapUrvaka tapa karavAthI karmanI

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zAraDhA darzana 35 nirA thAya che. are, rAga paNa cAlyA jAya che. Aje kaIka zrImaMtA tabiyatanA kAraNe lUkhI reATalI, khAkharA ne khAdhelA zAka khAya che tema sAMbhaLyuM che. huM te kahuM chuM ke devAnupriyA ! tame mahinAmAM cAra pAMca upavAsa karo te A parejI pALavAnI nahi rahe ne vajana utAravA DAiTIiMga karavAnI jarUra nahi paDe. tapathI zarIra sAruka raheze nai karmonI nirA thaze. gaTarane paNa A divase sApha karavI paDe che teA A zarIra rUpI gaTaramAM rAja nAMkhyA karIe chIe. tene sApha karavA mATe paNa tapanI AvazyakatA che. mATe deDhunA rAga cheDIne jenAthI ane te tapazcaryA karavAmAM purUSA karo. A peTane game teTalu dezeA tA paNa e kAThI bharAvAnI nathI. mATe manane makkama banAvIne tapazcaryAmAM joDAI jaze. cha aNugArAnA zarIra kevAM kAmaLa che chatAM karmonA kSaya karavA kAmaLa kAyAnA rAga cheDIne tapanI ugra sAdhanA karavA mAMDI che. have cha aNugAro dvArikA nagarImAM gaucarI mATe jaze ane tyAM zuM khanaze tenA bhAva avasare. ,, caritra :- "chelle dropadInA mukhamAMthI sarelA zabdo ' :- arjuna vanavAsa javA jAya che tyAre chelle draupadI gadgad svare kahe che hai svAmInAtha ! Apa amane mUkIne jAe che paNa amane ApanI yAda khUba satAvaze. Apa A moTA mahelAnA tyAga karIne vanavagaDAmAM vasaze ne ame mahelamAM rahIzu. ApanA vinA mahela mazAna jevA lAgaze, ane ApanA vicAgamAM ekeka divasa varSa jevA lAgaze, ne ekeka paLa ekeka prahara jevI lAMkhI lAgaze. ahIMyA sarasa AhAra, mevA-mIThAI madhu hAjara te cheDIne Apa vanaphaLa AreAgaze. mane khAvuM nahi bhAve paNa mAre badhAnI AjJAmAM rahevAnu' eTale leAjana karavu paDaze paNa bhAvaze nahi. ahI te Apane tApa lAge te mAthe chatra dharAya che ne ThaMDI lAge te tene nAbUda karavAnA upAye thAya che paNa jagalamAM tA pracaMDa tApa sahana karaze ne kaDakaDatI ThaMDaDI sahana karavI paDaze. Apa ii khullA page cAlyAM nathI ne A vanavagaDAmAM kAMTA kAMkarA pagamAM vAgaze te ApanAthI kema sahana thaze ? Apane badhuM sahana karavAnuM zAsanadeva baLa Ape te tamAruM rakSaNa kare evI sadA prAthaeNnA karIza. pAchI AgaLa kahe che nAtha ! jaMgalamAM ekalA pharatAM Apa khUba sAvacetI rAkhaze. te zarIrane sAcavajo. hRdayane khUba kaThaNa karIne draupadI gadgad svare ATalu khetI zakI. kAraNa ke jo AMkhamAMthI AMsu paDe te patine apazukana thAya. chelle kahe che. he nAtha ! Apa jAe che paNa sAthe mArA mananI prasannatA lai jAo che. Apa vana vana pharaze| tyAM navA navA sajjaneA maLaze, Apa navI navI vidyA

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1at zAradA darzana prApta karaze ne ghaNI kitI tyAM meLavaze te tyAM amane bhUlaze nahi ne vahelA vahelA padhAraze. Apa aneka tIrthomAM javAthI pavitra banIne pAchA padhAraze tyAre ApanI caraNarajathI huM pAvana thaIza. A pramANe kahIne arjunanA kapALamAM kumakumanuM tilaka karyuM. arjuna badhAne samajAvI AzISa laI mAtra dhanuSya bANu laIne javA paga upADe che tyAM badhA bebhAna thaIne paDI gayA. paNa arjune badhAne cheThIne Age kadama uThAvyA. chele dharmarAjA kahe che baMdhavA! tuM ekale jAya che te sAthe thoDuM dhana laI jA. paheravA vastro ane azva te laI jA, paNa arjune nA pADI. paherelA kapaDe dhanuSya bANa laIne arjunacha cAlI nIkaLyA. arjunanI sAme premadaSTithI draupadI jaI rahI. arjune paNa tenA sAmuM joyuM. kAraNa ke haju ugatI yuvAnI che. saMsArano moha che. arjuna badhAne vidAya karIne vanavagaDAnI vATe cAlyA jAya che tyAre draupadI Adi sarve sajaLa netre tenA sAmuM joI rahyA. arjuna paNa jyAM sudhI badhA dekhAyA tyAM sudhI pAchuM vALIne jovA lAge. arjuna dekhAte baMdha thaze eTale sau dukhita dile pAchA pharyA. pitAnA mahelamAM praveza karatAM bole che are, arjuna! tuM kyAM gayA? gharamAM keIne cena paDatuM nathI. A tarapha ane cAlatAM cAlatAM ghaNe mArga kApI nAMkhe. AyA vipina meM eka sarovara, karI snAna usavAra, jApa japI navakAramaMtraka, kA kInA AhAra tA . ane eka meTA gADha jaMgalamAM AvI pahoMcyA. keI divasa khullA page nahi cAlanAra arjuna khullA page vananI kAMTALI keDIe ATaluM cAlyA eTale thAka to lAge te svAbhAvika che. bhUkha-tarasa khUba lAgI hatI. vanamAM Ama tema daSTi karI te eka moTuM sarovara joyuM eTale sarovaramAM snAna karyuM. tyAra bAda temaNe paMcaparameSTI navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karyuM. kAraNa ke bAra bAra varSa jaMgalamAM vitAvavA che te navakAramaMtranuM zaraNuM aMgIkAra karuM te mane keI jAtanuM vina Ave nahi ne mArA bAra varSa sukha samAdhipUrvaka vyatIta thaI jAya. ema vicAra karIne sarva prathama temaNe navakAramaMtranuM zaraNuM aMgIkAra karyuM. pachI vanaphaLa lAvIne khAdhA ne pANI pIdhuM. tyAM madhyAnha thaI gayA. gADha verAna vana hatuM ne dhAmadhakhate taDako hato. eTale arjunacha eka vRkSanI zItaLa chAyAmAM sUI gayA ne theDIvAramAM uThI gayA. emane lAgyuM ke A jaMgalamAM jhAjho samaya rahevA jevuM nathI. kAraNa ke ahIM keI manuSya dekhAtuM nathI ne vAgha siMhanI bhayaMkara garjanAo saMbhaLAya che. mATe A vana jaladI oLaMgI jAuM. vanamAM vAgha-siMhanI garjanAothI dizAe gAjatI hatI. mRgalAonI

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zAradA darzana 137 pAchaLa vAgha deDatAM hatAM, ane varUo sAmasAmA laDatAM hatAM. DhIlA pacA mANasanuM tyAM kAma nahi. A ajuna te siMhaNane jAye siMha hate. ene keIne Dara lAgatuM na hatuM. te nirbhayapaNe dhanuSya bANa laIne AgaLa cAlyA jAya che. parvata, guphA, nadIe ne nALA oLaMgatA arjunajIne kaI jagyAe uMcAImAM caDhavAnuM te. keI jagyAe nIce utaravAnuM. keI jagyAe kAMTA te kaI jagyAe kAMkarA ne jhAMkharA Ave che. AvA viSama sthAnane vaTAvatAM vaTAvatAM anacha AgaLa cAlyA jAya che tyAM mArgamAM eka mATe parvata Ave. arjunanA manamAM thayuM ke A parvata upara catuM eTale khUba sAhasa karIne parvata upara caDhyAM. dhIme dhIme karatAM parvatanA cheka uMcA zikhara upara caDhI gayA. te tyAM temaNe eka mahAna jJAnI munine dhyAnAvasthAmAM beThelAM joyAM. munie mukhe muhapattI bAMdhI hatI. pAse rajoharaNa paDa hate. e saMta khUba tapasvI hatA. tapazcaryAnA prabhAvathI ghaNI labdhio prApta karI hatI. evA prabhAvazALI muni dhyAna dharIne beThelAM hatAM. munine joIne arjunane apUrva AnaMda thaye ke ahe! huM kevuM bhAgyavAna chuM ke AvA viSama sthAnamAM paNa taraNatAraNa chakAya jInA rakSaka pavitra gurUdevanAM mane darzana thayA. arjunane AnaMdane pAra nathI. have AgaLa zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 18 mAsakhamaNanuM ghara zrAvaNa suda 6 ne gurUvAra - tA. 21-7-77 anaMta karUNAnIdhi lejya prakAzaka, vItarAga prabhue jagatanA jInA udhdhAra mATe alaukika vANIne dhodha vahAvyo. bhagavAnanI vANI sarva jI upara samAna bhAvathI varase che. AcAraMga sUtramAM kahyuM che ke "s gugra vAstha6, tA~ thi, gadA tusa sAtha tA gugra vAtathA " je prakAre rAjA, pradhAna, zrImaMta, zeTha Adine upadeza Ape evA prakAre evA ja bhAvathI pakSapAta rAkhyA sivAya sAdhAraNa varganA manuSyone ane nirdhana manuSyane upadeza Ape, ane sAdhAraNa vargane, nirdhana manuSyone je rIte upadeza Ape evA ja prakAre rAjA, pradhAna, ane zrImaMta vargane upadeza Ape. zrI tIrthakara deva prarUpita mokSamArgamAM kayAMya pakSapAtane sthAna nathI.

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138 zAradA darzana ApaNe cha aNagArAnI vAta cAle che. nemanAtha bhagavAnanI vANune raNakAra temanA aMtaramAM utarI gaye. prabhunI vANuM te ghaNAM chae sAMbhaLI ane A che bhAIoe paNa sAMbhaLI, paNa aMtaramAM utAravI e te saunA hAthanI vAta che. jema svAti nakSatranuM pANI mAchalInA mukhamAM paDe te motI bane, sarpanA mukhamAM paDe te jhera bane, te pANI phUla upara paDe te motI jevI zebhAne prApta kare, ane e ja pANI sAgaramAM paDe te khAruM bane, tema bhagavAnanI vANuM te sarva jI upara samAnarUpathI varasI paNa A cha chAe zuddha bhAvathI jhIlI lIdhI te saMyamarUpI metI pAkayuM. saMyama laIne pitAnA AtmAne tejasvI banAvavA mATe cha cha nA pAraNAM kare che. AtmAne dedipyamAna banAvavA mATe Aje mAsakhamaNanA dharano pavitra dina che. A pavitra divasa AtmAnI ArAdhanA karavAne maMgala saMdeza laIne AvyA che. e elArma vagADIne kahe che he bhavya jI ! AjathI eka mahine barAbara saMvatsarI parva Avaze. te te divasa AvatA pahelAM mAre zuM karavuM tenI atyArathI taiyArI karI le. Aga lAge tyAre kUve che davA besIe te Aga bUjhAtI nathI tema ApaNAM aMtaramAM rAga, dveSa, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebha ane viSaya kakSAnI agni jalI rahI che tene olavavA mATe kSamAnuM zItaLa jaLa laIne saMvatsarI parva Avaze. tenuM svAgata karavA mATe ApaNe AjathI taiyArI karI levAnI che. mAnavI dhana kamAvA mATe keTalI dhamAla kare che ? paNa AtmA upara lAgelA karmonA kacarAne sApha karavA mATe kaMI dhamAla karI? TUMkI jidagImAM eka nAnuM peTa bharavA jeTaluM te maLI rahe che paNa jene parigrahanI mamatA jAgI che te mAnava paTArA bharavA mATe mahenata karI rahyo che. sahI sarakhuM mAruM peTa che, ene bharavAmAM kyAM jhAjhI veTha che? paNa lapharA bIjA meM ubhA karyA, jene mATe badhI uTha besa che, meM saLagAvelI javALAmAM baLuM chuM, upAdhi laIne pharuM chuM. kavio paNa kahe che ke mUThI jeTaluM peTa bharavA mATe jhAjhI veTha karavI paDatI nathI. paNa vadhu kamAvAnI lAlasAmAM mAnavI pitAnI jAte badhA lapharA ubhA kare che. pitAnI jAte upAdhi karIne duHkhanI jvALAmAM ja che. samajo. Aje mAsakhamaNanuM dhara che. AtmAthI cha ArAdhanA kare che. jazubhAIne Aje 22mo upavAsa che have tamAre zuM karavuM che? kaMIka pramAdanI pathArImAM pahelA ne te khabara paNa nahi hoya ke Aje mA khamaNanuM dhara che. kaMIka saMsAra sukhanA rasIka jIvaDAo jANatAM hovA chatAM AvyA nahi hoya. emane eka ja dhUna che ke basa, paisA kamAI laIe

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139 - zAradA darzana paNa ene khabara nathI ke kayAre eciMtA kALarAjAnA teDA Avaze ne kayAre A biA upADavA paDaze. mATe samajIne AtmA mATe kaMIka karI le. cAturmAsa besavAnA divaso Ave che tyAre kheDUta paNa sajAga bane che. enA baLada pAse jaIne bole che ke belIDA uThe utAvaLA thAva, vAvaNIyA jeDe khetaramAM jaI." he belIDA ! have uTho. pramAda choDIne khetaramAM jaIne kheDa karIe. enA haLane nADAchaDI bAMdhIne baLadane joDIne khetaramAM laI jAya ne agAuthI khetara kheDIne taiyArI karI rAkhe che. pachI varasAda Ave tyAre vAvaNI kare che. tema mahAna purUSa ApaNane paDakAra karIne kahe che ke he mAnava belIDAo ! anAdikALanI moha niMdrAne tyAgIne tame jAgRta bane. saMvatsarIne dina AvatAM pahelAM aMtaramAM bharelA viSayakaSAya, rAga-dveSa, kodha, mAna, mAyA, ane lebhAdikanA kacarAne sApha karIne tamArA aMtararUpI kSetrane zudha ne kemaLa banAvI de. pramAda cheDIne AtmasAdhanA karavAnI taiyArI kare, mahAna purUSa kahe che ke e abujha! have tuM jAgI jA, svAtma teje jhabukI jA, ajJAna mithyAtvane vamI jA, nirvANa pada tuM pAmI jA." he abudha, ajJAnI, viSayAMdha jIva? tuM jAga ane AtmAnA teja jhaLakAvavAne prabaLa purUSArtha kara. baMdhuo ! AtmAnAM teja jyAre jhaLake ? jyAM sudhI AtmA upara rahelA ajJAna ane mithyAtvane gADha aMdhakAra nahi TaLe tyAM sudhI AtmAno prakAza nahi maLe. jJAna je kaI prakAza nathI ne ajJAna je kaI aMdhakAra nathI. ApaNane sUrya tejasvI dekhAya che paNa AvA hajAre sUryanAM teja bhegA kare ne je prakAza dekhAya tenA karatAM paNa anaMta gaNa teja kevaLajJAnanA che. paNa e tejane pragaTa karavA mATe bhagIratha purUSArtha karavA joIe. je AtmAoe kevaLajJAnanI jata pragaTAvI che temane keTale purUSArtha kare paDe che. gharamAM besIne reDiye sAMbhaLatAM ke TI. vI. jemAM kaMI kevaLajJAna nathI thayuM. Aje te kevaLajJAna joIe che paNa purUSArtha kare nathI. rAta paDe eTale prakAza mATe tamAre lAITanI jarUra paDe che paNa sarvajJa bhagavaMtene kaI prakAzanI jarUra nathI. teo sarvAgathI dekhe che. temane mATe te rAta ne divasa baMne sarakhA che. A prakAza prApta karavAnuM je keI sthAna hoya te A mAnavabhava che. baMdhuo ! mithyAtvane nAza thaye ne AmAmAM samyaktvane sUrya pragaTa thaye eTale samajI leje ke mokSamAM javAnuM sarTIphIkeTa maLI gayuM. cothA guNasthAnake samyaktvanI zarUAta thAya che. tyAMthI jIva AgaLa vadhane vadhate kamane kSaya karate bAramAM guNasthAnakanA chelA samaye ne teramAM guNasthAnanA pahelA samaye ghAtakarmane

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140 zAradA daza"na C kSaya karIne kevaLajJAna pAmI jAya che. tyAra pachI aghAtI ka`nA kSaya thatAM nirvANapadanI prApti kare che. A nirvANapadanI prAptinuM navanirmANa mAnavabhava sivAya mIje kyAMya thatuM nathI. mATe mAnavabhavanI ekeka paLa keTalI ki`matI che tenA vicAra karo. jJAnI kahe che anato bhUtakALa ajJAna dazAmAM vahI gaye, paNa have tamArA bhaviSyakALa na bagaDe tenA khyAla rAkhajo. kAraNa ke jiMdagI teA kAcI mATInA mahela jevI che. kyAre A mahela paDI jaze tenI khAtrI che ? * nathI, ' tA dhamanuM kAma kAle karIza e vicAra cheDIne kAlanuM kAma Aje karI le. kAraNa ke manuSyanuM jIvana eka jharaNAM jevuM che. jema jharaNuM avirata gatithI vahyA kare che. tenA pravAhane rAkavAnI phAInAmAM tAkAta nathI. tema mAnavajIvananI ghaDIe paNa avirata gatithI vahyA kare che. e kALanA pravAhane rokavAnI meTA Indro, cakravarti ke meATA mahArAjAnI tAkAta nathI. ekeka paLa karatAM anaMta bhUtakALa vahI gayA ane anA bhaviSyakALa vItI jaze teA paNa kALanA pravAhane rokavA koI samartha nathI. te A mAnava jIvananI sArthakatA Indrionu pAlana pASaNa karavAmAM che ke tapa-tyAga Adi dharmArAdhanA karavAmAM che? jo tamArAthI ane teA tapa kareA, dharmArAdhanA kare. eTalu paNa na karI zake teA khIjA jIvAne duHkhI na karavA, upakAra na karI zake te khera paNa apakAra te na ja karavA eTalu jarUra dhyAnamAM rAkho, ane A mATe tame jeTalu* jJAna meLavazeA teTalA tame pApathI pAchA haThaze.. eka vakhata vyAsajI pAse eka rAjA AvyA. te vyAsajInA caraNamAM paDIne AlyA mahArAja ! huM ApanI pAse bhikSA mAMgavA AcaiA chuM. A yAcakanI yAcanA Apa paripUrNa karaze. tenA mane pUrA vizvAsa che. tyAre vyAsajIe kahyuM he rAjan! tArI pAse hIrA, mANeka, mAtI, seAnuM, cAMdI ane dhananA mATA khajAnA bharelA che pachI mArI pAse yAcanA karavAnI kyAM jarUra che! tyAre rAjAe kahyuM-mahArAja ! mArI pAse dhananA akhUTa khajAne hAvA chatAM huM bhikhArI chu. je khajAnA ApanI pAse che te sAcA khajAnA che ane mArI pAse je khajAnA che te te duHkharUpa che. te Aje che ne kAle nathI evA nAzavaMta che, mATe Apa mArA upara kRpA karIne mane kadI kSaya na thAya tevA akSaya khajAnA ApeA. vyAsajI aDhAra purANAnA jANakAra hatAM eTale rAjAe kahyuM ke Apa mArA upara kRpA karIne mane aDhAra purANAnu jJAna samajAve. rAjAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne vyAsajIe kahyu` ke tamArA jevA rAjA purANunu jJAna meLavavA Icche che te jANIne mane khUba AnaMda thayA, paNa ene aDhAra varSa joI e. rAjAe kahyuM-mahArAja ! Ape te ghaNA lAMkhA samaya batAvyeA. ATaluM mATu rAjya

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zAradA darzana 11 saMbhALavAnI javAbadArI mArA mAthe che temAM mane eTale badho samaya kyAMthI maLe? tyAre vyAsajIe kahyuM he rAjana ! ThIka che, tamane aDhAra varSane TAIma na hoya te aDhAra mahinAne te TAIma maLaze ne ? tyAre rAjAe kahyuM ke he sAheba ! mane to rAtre paNa TAIma maLatuM nathI te aDhAra mahinAne TAIma kyAMthI kADhe? tyAre vyAsajIe kahyuM ke aDhAra mahinAnI vAta javA de, aDhAra divasa te maLaze ne ? rAjA kahe che mahArAja ! eTale paNa mane TAIma nathI. tyAre vyAsajIe kahyuM ke rAjana ! tame kevI vAta karo cho ? je mAla le hoya te mAlanAM mUlya te ApavAM ja paDe ne? mUlya dIdhA vinA mAla kyAMthI maLe? jo tamane aDhAra divasane TAIma na maLe te aDhAra prahara te kADha. rAjA kahe che mahArAja ! kSamA karaje. aDhAra praharanI vAta te dUra rahI mane aDhAra miniTane paNa TAIma nathI maLatuM. huM zuM karuM? (hasAhasa) rAjAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne tamane hasavuM AvyuM paNa tame rAjAthI utare tevA nathI. vyAsajI khUba vidvAna ane dIrgha dRSTivALA mahAtmA hatA, ane mAnavanA hRdayane pIchANanAra hatA. emaNe rAjAnA hRdayane pArakhyuM ane temanI bhAvanA jANI, temane thayuM ke A rAjA jJAna pipAsu che paNa enA mAthe kartavyapAlananI moTI javAbadArI che. tethI tene TUMkamAM aDhAra purANene sArI batAvI de te ThIka che. eTale vyAsajIe kahyuM. rAjana ! tame eka citte sAMbhaLo. huM tamane aDhAra purANene sAra samajAvuM chuM. aSTAdaza purANesu, vyAsasya vacanadvayaM / / paropakAra puNyAya, pApaya parapIDanam / / aDhAra purANene sAra je tamAre eka vAkayamAM samaje che te sAMbhaLe. keInuM bhaluM karavuM tenA jevuM bIjuM kaI puNya nathI ane keIne pIDA upajAvavI, dukha devuM tenA jevuM bIjuM kaI pApa nathI. TUMkamAM A samasta dharmanA graMthane sAra che. baMdhuo ! rAjAne jJAna meLavavAnI atyaMta jijJAsA hatI te tene denAra vyAsa RSi maLI gayA, tema jo tamane jijJAsA thaze ke mAre mAsakhamaNuM karavuM che te thavAnuM che. tapa na karI zake tema che te brahmacaryanuM pAlana kare. eka vakhatanA abrahmacaryanA sevanamAM utkRSTa nava lAkha saMjJI chanI hiMsA thAya che ne brahmacaryanA pAlanamAM jIvonI rakSA thAya che. temaja brahmacaryanA pAlanathI zarIramAM alaukika baLa Ave che ne abrahmacaryanA sevanathI vIryanI hAnI thAya che. jAtivaMta azvane cAbuka batAvavAnI hoya mAravAnI na hoya. A mArA zrAvake jAtivaMta che temane mAre vArevAre kahevAnuM nA heya. kahyuM che ke brahAcArI bhagavAna tulya che,

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142 zAradA darzana "deva dAnava gaMdhavvA, jakkha rakkhaspa kinnarA kamarinamasanti, tu neti te TM utta, a-16 gAthA 16 je duSkara brahmacarya vratanuM pAlana kare che tenA caraNamAM devA, dAnavA, gadhAM, yakSa, rAkSasa ane kinnarA namaskAra kare che. AvA brahmacaryanA mahimA alaukika che. koI manuSya mana, vacana, kAyAthI zudhdha brahmacarya nuM pAlana karatA hAya tA tenA parasevAthI rAgInA roga paNa cAlyA jAya che, tevu sAMbhaLavAmAM Avyu' che. ele paisAmAM ke mATI padavImAM AvI tAkAta che ? nA '. ahIM temanAtha bhagavAnanA cha aNugAre cAritravAna ane khUba vinayavaMta hatA. bhagavAne gaucarI javAnI AjJA ApI eTale tarata temaNe prabhune vaMdaNA karI. keTale vinaya haze ! ahI ane vinaya upara eka vAta yAda Ave che. saMvata 1995mAM amArA parama upakArI, tAraNahAra, khA. bra. pU. gurUdeva ratnacaMdrajI mahArAjasAhebanuM sANaMdamAM cAturmAsa hatu. tyAre ame vairAgI avasthAmAM bapAre ghaNI bahena sAthe dhArmika abhyAsa karavA mATe jatAM. eka divasa pU. gurUdevanA ziSya khADAjI mahArAja sAheba gurUdevathI theADe dUra beThAM beThAM rajoharaNanI dazI vaNatAM hatAM. te vakhate bahArathI eka mATI kALA sarpa ALye. ame badhAe joce! ne melyA mahArAjasAheba sapa Ave che. ame te badhAM sane joine sIDI upara caDhI gayA, paNa mahArAja sAheba uThayA nahi. jo gurUdeva AjJA kare te! uThuM. khAkI mArI ciMtA gurUdevane che. sapa te jotajotAmAM mahArAja sAhebanA paga sudhI Avye. ame te me mAravA lAgyAM ke gurUdeva ! tyAM te sa` emanA paga upara thaIne saDeDATa AgaLa AvyA, paNa nAma Dara nahi. " aisA gurU ane aisA ziSya. ' ane aDaga rahyA. sa` pU. gurUdeva ratnacaMdrajI mahArAjasAhebanI sAme pheNa mAMDIne beTho. pU. gurUdeve hAthanA IsArA karIne kahyuM-cAlyA jAo. tyAre sarpa jANe nA kahetA hoya tema pheNa halAvI. tyAre pU. gurUdeve tenI sAme dRSTi karIne pAMca vakhata navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karyuM . eTale sarpa ALyeA hateA tema cAhyA gayA. ame badhAe bUmAbUma karI mUkI. leke doDI AvyA. sarpa paNu adRzya. amane manamAM thayu* ke aDe ! zu` ziSyamAM vinaya che ! TUMkamAM AvA vinayavaMta ziSyA jaldI meAkSa lakSmI prApta kare che. A cha aNugAre vinayavaMta hatAM. tee bhagavaMtane vaMdana karIne gaucarI gayA. gaucarI karavAmAM paNa viveka joIe. gaucarI eTale jema gAya care tema gaucarI karavI. jo gaucarI karatAM na AvaDe te gadhAcarI kahevAya. gaucarI ane gadhdhAcarImAM zuM phera te jANeA che ? gau eTale gAya ane carI eTale caravuM. gAya upara uparathI care ne pAchaLa khIjAne khAvA rahevA de paNa gadheDuM care te mULamAMthI khAI jAya,

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zAradA darzana 143 (hasAhasa) sAdhu gAyanI jema care. te gRhasthane gherathI evI rIte AhAra le ke pAchaLa gRhasthane saMkeca na paDe. bIjI vAta sAdhu gIcarI jAya tyAM kaI mAna Ape ke apamAna kare te paNa sAdhue samabhAva rAkhavo joIe. dazavaikAlika sUtramAM kahyuM che ke je na vaMde na se kuppe vadio na smukkse| pavamaramANa sAmavorg . a. 5 u1 gAthA 32 keI gRhastha sAdhune vaMdaNA na kare to tenA upara krodha na kare paNa e vakhate e vicAra kare ke huM kaI pAse vaMdana namaskAra karAvavA mATe saMyama pALa nathI. keI vaMdana kare te mane zo lAbha? ane na kare te mane zuM nukazAna ? mane mAna pratiSThAnI bhUkha nathI. A lekamAM pUjAvA mATe huM mAro amUlya saMyama zA mATe veDaphI nAkhuM! jema ciMtAmaNIratna kuTelI keDInA badalAmAM ApavAnuM na hoya tema A mAruM kiMmatI cAritra rana laukika gaurava mATe vecI devAnuM nathI. sAthe kaI rAjA-mahArAjA ane zrImaMte sAdhunA caraNamAM laLIlaLIne vaMdaNa kare tyAre sAdhu harakhAya nahi ke mane kevA vaMdana kare che paNa ema vicAra kare ke A badhAnA vaMdana svIkAravAnI mArAmAM gyatA che? huM mArA cAritramAM vaphAdAra chuM? mArAmAM eTalA guNe che? A vicAra kare. are, keI zrAvaka agara zrAvikA upAzrayamAM darzana karavA mATe Ave tyAre dIkSA paryAyamAM nAnA saMta satIjI hoya tene vaMdana kare ne moTAne vaMdana na kare te e vicAra na kare ke A lekamAM keTale bhedabhAva che ! nAnAne vaMdana karyA, emane sukhazAtA pUchI ane mane moTAne vaMdana na karyA. tema vicArI gRhastha upara krodha na kare, temanI niMdA na kare paNa vaMdaNa karanAra pratye je premabhAva rAkhe te prema vaMdaNa na karanAra pratye rAkhe, ne vicAra kare ke dareka upara samabhAva rAkhe evI bhagavaMtanI AjJA che. A rIte je sAdhu sAvI saMyama pALe che tene beDo pAra thaI jAya che. cha aNagAre bhagavAnanI AjJA laIne gocarI gayAM che. have teo jyAM gaucarI jaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra : arjunanA gayA pachI pAMDurAjA, kuMtAmAtA, yudhiSThira, bhIma, sahadeva, nakuLa, draupadI badhA mahelamAM AvIne khUba khUravA lAgyA. mAtA pitA kahe che e mArA lADakavAyA ! ame rAjamahelamAM beThA chIe ne tuM jaMgalamAM kaSTa veThavA kayAM cAlyo gayo? cAra bhAIo kahe che e amArA vahAlA baMdhavA ! tuM eka gaye paNa tArA vinA jANe keI nathI evuM lAge che. Ama sau yAda karIne raDe che. Aje A prema bhAgye jovA maLaze. Aje sau potapotAnA svArthamAM masta che paNa ahIM te kSIra nIra je prema hato. bhale teo badhuM kArya kare che paNa eka kSaNa ajunane bhalatAM nathI,

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144 zAradA darzana arjunane eka uMcA pahADa upara pa`ca mahAvratadhArI saMtanA darzIna thayAM. tethI te khUba AnaMdamAM AvI khele che ke ahA ! bhavasiMdhu tAraka, taraNatAraNu jahAja samAna gurUdeva! Aje AvA vikaTasthAnamAM ApanAM dazana thavAthI huM kRtArtha khanI gayeA. have mArA sarve kAryAM sidhdha thaze ne mAreA vanavAsa nirvighne pUrNa thaze. ema kahIne munine tikakhuttonA pATha bhaNI bhAvapUrvaka vaMdana karyAM, paNa muni te dhyAnamAM hatAM eTale dana karI peAtAnI jAtane dhanya mAnatAM arjunajI AgaLa cAlyA. ghaNe dUra jatAM eka parvata upara caDhyAM. tyAM eka yuvAna purUSa parvata uparathI paDIne ApaghAta karavA taiyAra thayA hatA. enI patnI karUNlR svare kalpAMta karatI khelatI hatI ke nAtha ! tame AvuM nA kare. tame cAlyA jaze! pachI mAruM kANu ? A duHkhiyArInI tA jarA dayA karo. eka vAra te mArI vAta sAMtaLo. Ama karUNa svare kalpAMta karatI enA patine rAtI hatI. ane A karUNa rUdana sAMbhaLyuM. enA manamAM thayuM ke A pava ta upara eka munirAja sivAya bIjuM' kAi mANusa dekhAtu nathI ne A kANu raDatu haze ? je taraphathI avAja AvatA hatA tarapha arjuna gayA. te eka mANasane paryaMta uparathI ApaghAta karIne maravA taiyAra thayelA joce ne enI patnI ene ApaghAta karatAM rAtI hatI. A dRzya joyuM. arjunajI doDIne tyAM pahoMcI gayA. arjuna bolA usI puruSase, mata kara AtmaghAta, jja miTA' terA sArA, de vItaja nava vAta hai zvetA.... e purUSane pUchyuM' bhAi! tuM zA mATe ApaghAta karIne maravA taiyAra thayeA che ? tane zuM duHkha che ? te mane kahe. tAruM badhu... duHkha dUra karIza. tyAre te mANase kahyuM. bhAI! Apane mAru duHkha kahevAthI kaMi phAyado nathI, nakAmA mane khATI nA karA. mArA duHkhanI kahAnI bahu lAMkhI che. tamane kahIne duHkhI karavA e mane ThIka lAgatuM nathI. have tame mane eka kSaNa paNa rAkaze| nahi. tyAre arjune kahyuM-bhAi ! A patnI raDe che tenA sAmuM te jo. mIjI A mAnavabhava keTalA puNye maLyeA che tene Ama gumAvI devAya! mAnavabhavanI ekeka kSaNa keTalI amUlya che ! Ave! mAnavabhava duHkhathI kaMTALIne hArI javAya ? jarA hiMmata rAkheAne mane tamArA duHkhanI vAta kaheA. arjune te purUSane khUba samajAvyeA. tyAre te pUche che bhAi ! tame kANu che ne tamAru' nAma zuM che? te mane kaheA tA huM mArA duHkhanI vAta karUM. kAraNa ke game tevA mANasanI pAse duHkhanI vAta kahevAthI kaI sAra nIkaLatA nathI. arjune kahyuM ke kurUva'zamAM janmelA bIjAnA duHkhane jANIne huMmezA tenA duHkhane dUra karavA taiyAra hoya che, pAtAnA prANanA bhAge paNa khIjAnuM rakSaNa kare che,

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zAradA darzana 145 tA huM paNa kurUvaMzamAM utpanna thayelA pAMDu rAjAnA putra chuM. arjuna mArUM nAma che. arjunanuM nAma sAMbhaLIne pele mANasa AnaMda pAmyA. zuM tame arjuna che! Aje mArA dhanya ghaDI ne dhanya bhAgya ke ApanA danathI huM... pAvana khanI gayeA. mAre mATe jaMgalamAM maMgala thayuM. ema khelatA maravAnu cheADIne caraNamAM paDI gayA. eNe arjunane kadI joceA na hatA paNa nAma sAMbhaLyu hatu. mahAnapurUSAnA guNeAnI suvAsa cAre bAju phelAya che. e kAIne kahevA nathI jatAM ke tame mArA guNa gAe paNa emanuM jIvana yA, pavitratA, parApakAra, paraduHkhabha'jana evA guNNAthI bharelu hAya che. eTale sheje temanA guNAnI suvAsa phelAya che. pelA mANasa arjunanuM nAma sAMbhaLIne caraNamAM paDI gayA ne temanA guNagAna gAvA lAgye ne khelyA ke hai pavitra purUSa! have huM mArA duHkhanI vAta Apane karIza. have A purUSa arjunane potAnA duHkhanI vAta karaze te vAta avasare. da vyAkhyAna na-19 zrAvaNa suda 7 ne zukravAra tA. 22-7-199 sujJa khaMdhue ! vizvavatsala, karUNAsAgara, anaMtajJAnI bhagavatAe jagatanA jIvAnA udhdhAra mATe preraNAdAyaka vANI prakAzI. aMtagaDha sUtranA trIjA vaganA adhikAra cAle che. temAM cha aNugAreAe nemanAtha bhagavAnanI pAse gaucarI javAnI AjJA mAMgI. bhagavaMte kahyuM ke sukha upaje tema kare. sAdhupaNAnI rIta kevI suMdara che ke pratyeka kAya'mAM ziSyAe gurUnI AjJA levI joIe. cAhe zArIrika kriyA kare ke AdhyAtmika kriyA kare, savAramAM sUryAMya thatAM vajra, pAtra, rajoharaNa Adi upakaraNonuM paDilehana karIne gurUne vaMdana kare. pachI pucchejjA paMjaliuDA, ki kAyavva mae iha / kunta nibroka mate, vaiyAvacce ya sannArI utta. a. 26 gAthA 9 ziSya gurUne hAtha joDIne pUche ke huM gurUdeva ! huM vaiyAvacca karu ke svAdhyAya karu? Apa je AjJA kareA ke te karuM. pachI gurUdeva je AjJA kare te kare. ziSya te eka ja vicAra kare ke mArA gurU mane je AjJA kare che te mama hAmetti pellApa'. mArA hita mATe kare che. e AjJA pAlanamAM mArA anatA karmonI nirjarA thavAnI che. gurUnI AjJApUrNAMkanI sAmAnya kriyA paNa mahAna lAbhanuM kAraNa banaze. eTale vinayavaMta ziSya gurUnI AjJAmAM samAI jAya. temanI sAme koI dalIla na kare. A cha aNugArA tevA hatA. have " karatUko TTinemikSa attiyAo sadala nAo 19

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14: zAradA darzana ujjJALAo DislimattA" teo bhagavAnanI AjJA laIne temanI pAsethI sahasrAmravananI bahAra nIkaLyA. have cha aNugArA bhagavAna pAsethI nIkaLyA tyAre Avasahi Avasahi kahIne nIkaLyA. sAdhu-sAdhvI gaucarI, pANI, ThaMDIla agara kAI paNa kAma mATe dharmasthAnakanI bahAra nIkaLe tyAre Avasahi Avasahi mele. ane e kAya` patAvIne pAchA dhama sthAnakamAM Ave tyAre nissaha nissahi mele. Avasahi eTale hai pUjya ! huM mArA Avazyaka kAme jAuM chuM, ane Ave tyAre nisTahi belavAnuM eTale Avazyaka kAme gayA hatA tenAthI nivRtta thAuM chuM. tame paNa upAzrayamAM praveza karaza tyAre nisahi nihi melavuM joIe. kAraNa ke saMsAramAM te aneka pApakriyAo thAya che, paNa e ghaDI dha sthAnakamAM praveza kare tyAre te aDhAra pApasthAnaka Adi tyAga karIne Ave che. tame jeTalA samaya Azravanu ghara cheDIne A saMvaranA gharamAM beThA teTalA samaya pApanI kriyAthI haLavA khanI jAva che. sayamI AtmAe tA navakATIe sarvathA pApanA paccakhANa karyAM che tethI te kSaNe kSaNe karmonI nirdeza kare che. paNa sAdhupaNuM lIdhA pachI sAdhupaNAnI koI paNa kriyAmAM glAnI na thavI joIe. te gaucarI jAya te evI suMdara vicAraNA kare ke ahA ! Aje mane gaucarI javAne avasara maLye, mArA dhanya ghaDI ne dhanya bhAgya che ke huM nirdoSa ane sUjhatA AhAra pANI lAvIza te mArA gurU bhagavaMta ane khIjA satA vAparaze. pachI kAI svAdhyAya, dhyAna karaze, kAI vaiyAvacca karaze. teA mane keTalA meATA lAbha thaze ! AvI suMdara vicAraNA kare tethI mahAna kramanI nirjarA thAya che. jarA vicAra kareA. tame sa`sAranA kAma mATe game teTalA AMTA khAva, game teTaluM kaSTa uThAvA teA azakramanI paNa niza thavAnI che ? ' nA ' utsu' kanuM khaMdhana che. A saMsAra dAvAnaLa jevA che. praTrIpsAnA joya sabhA: sarvavedanAma| duniyAnA dareka prANIe mATe sa'sAra dhagadhagatA aMgArA jevo che. cAre tarapha Adhi, vyAdhi ne upAdhinI jvALAnA saLagI rahI che. AvA bhaDabhaDatA dAvAnaLa jevA saMsAramAMthI samajI sarakI jAze. karADA manuSya A pRthvI upara janme che ne mare che. jene jevA karmo karyAM DAya tevI gatimAM jAya. sAthe zubhAzubha karmo sivAya khIjuM kaMI sAthe AvavAnuM nathI. jJAnI kahe che ke sAthe chu. tame laI bhegu karelu. badhuM tame have samajAya che ke sAthe jIva kAyAnA mAha rAkhI pApa jaze ? bAlA, chu. tame laI jaze ? ahIMyA daI jAro...sAthe zu laI jaze ? puNya ane pApa sivAya kare che. paNa te kAyAmAMthI kAMI nahi Ave. chatAM cetanadeva cAlyA jaze

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zAradA darzana 147 pachI hindu haze teA khALI nAMkhaze ne muslIma haze teA daphanAvI deze.chevaTe mATImAM mATI maLI jaze, mATe eneA mAha rAkhIne kayAM sudhI besI rahezeA ? je manuScA kAyAnA mAha rAkhIne khAIpIne masta banIne phare che paNa je AtmasAdhanA karatA nathI te bhavanI bhUlAmaNImAM bhUlA paDe che. mATe sadgurUe ApaNane samajAve ke tame A saMsAranI dhU...sarI kyAM sudhI kheMcaze ? have AtmAnuM kalyANa karavu' hAya te samajIne sa'sArathI sarakI jAe ne dhama'nI dhU'sarIe joDAI jAva. dhamanI dhU'sarIe joDAvanAra jo kAI DAya tA gurU bhagava'tA che. emane ApaNA upara anahada upakAra che. A jagatamAM gurU e deva kahevAya che. AtmAthI ziSyeA ane zrAvakA gurUne deva tarIke pUje che. A kALamAM sarvajJa bhagavata nathI. eTale ziSyane mATe te arihaMta kahe ke kevaLI kahA e badhuM enA gurU che. gurU vinA AvA alaukika sukha ane zAMtinA rAjamAga kANu khatAve? eka nyAya ApIne samajAvuM. eka mANusa dhamadheAra aMdhArI rAte khUba jhaDapathI cAlyeA jatA hateA have aMdhArAmAM kUvA AvI jAya teA paNa kyAMthI khabara paDe ? pelA mANasa pUrajozathI utAvaLA cAlyA jAya che. mAgamAM eka kUvA Agye. eTale bhAI kUvAmAM paDI gayA. kUvAmAM te paDayA paNa eTaleA puNyavAna ke kUvAmAM pANI na hatuM, pANI hAya ne jo taratAM AvaDatuM nA hoya teA DUbIne marI jAya, ane jo kUvAmAM paththara DAya te paththara vAge ne mAthuM phUTI jAya. paNa enA puNyAge kUvAmAM pRththara ke pANI na hatAM, paNa khAlI ghAsa hatuM eTale keAI jAtanI IjA thaI nahi. kUvA khUba uMDA hatA. savAra paDatAM kAIka kAIka mANasAnI AvajA zarU thaI. pelA mANasa kUvAmAM rahyo khele che ke dayALu ! kAI AvA ne mane kUvAmAMthI khacAve. mane bahAra kADhA. A samaye dayALu sajjana mANase khacAve... bacAvA evI bUma sAMbhaLIne kUvAmAM najara karI teA eka mANasane kUvAmAM paDelA joye, ane tene kUvAmAMthI bahAra kADho. have kUvAmAM paDelAne bahAra kADhIne pelA mANasa ubhe| na rahyo. e keI agatyanA kAme jai rahyo hateA eTale eNe pelA mANusane kaMI pUchyuM nahi ke bhAI ! tame A kUvAmAM kevI rIte paDyA? tamane kaMI ijA te nathI thaIne? evu' kaMI pUchyu nahiM. te teA kUvAmAMthI bahAra kADhIne cAlyA gayA. chatAM macAvanAra pratye tene keTaleA mahAna upakAra mAne! e te ema ja mAne ke mane khacAvanAra keAI devapurUSa hatA. ane deva jevA mahAna mAnI tenA upakAranA jyAM ne tyAM guNa gAtA phare ne kahe ke eNe mane maratAM bacAvyeA. mane jIvatadAna Apyu che. jIvanaparyaMta e enA upakAra bhUlatA nathI. aMdhue ! A saMsAra paNa eka bhayakara kUvA che. tamane uparathI suMdara dekhAtA hAya, tamane sau khammA khammA karatA hAya ne pANI mAMgatAM dUdha maLatuM hAya chatAM

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148 zAradA darzana AtmAthI chane temAM rahevuM gamatuM nathI. jyAM sarUne ga maLe che tyAM jAya che ne vinaMtI kare che ke he gurudeva! mane bhavakapamAMthI bahAra kADhe. enI cagyatA joIne sadgurU deve tene cAritraratna ApI bhavapamAMthI bahAra kADhe che. tyAre mekSAbhilASI ziSya gurUdevane mahAna upakAra mAne che. have gurUdeva khUba vAMcana ane mananamAM rahe che eTale ziSyanI barAbara khabara kadAca na laI zake te paNa vinayavaMtA ziSya gurUne upakAra na bhUle. ene kaI pUche te ema kaheze ke mane bhavakapamAMthI ugAranAra, karUNAsAgara ane mArA tAraNahAra gurUdeva che. huM temanA RNamAMthI mukta banI zakuM tema nathI. je AvA tAraNahAra gurUnI niMdA kare, gurUnI AjJAthI virUddha AcaraNa kare te saMsArathI bahAra nIkaLavA chatAM pAchA DUbI jAya che. je lakSathI saMyama aMgIkAra karyo che te lakSa pAra paDatuM nathI. A cha aNagAre gurUnI AjJA virUdha saheja paNa vartana karanArA na hatAM. bhagavaMtanI AjJA maLI eTale teo sahassAmravana ughAnamAMthI bahAra nIkaLyA. "nimittA tihiM dhArdi turtha jJAA asi" ane traNa saMghADA banAvIne atvarita gatithI cAlyA eTale ke AjJA maLI che te have jaladI gaucarI laIne AvIe ne jaladI pAraNuM karIe evI tvarArahita ane capaLatA rahita eTale yatnApUrvaka cAlavuM te, lAbhAlAbhanI ciMtAmAM asaMbhrAntipUrvaka (bhikSA maLaze ke nahi agara maLaze te kyAre maLaze evA vicAra rahita) bhikSAne mATe vicAravA lAgyA. sAdhu gaucarI ke keI kriyA mATe jAya tyAre utAvaLo utAvaLe na cAle, sAdhu gIcarI jAya tyAre kevI rIte cAle? purao jugamAyAe, pehamANo mahiM ghre|| vajana vayathA , pALe ja vAdiyA daza a.5, u. 1 gAthA 3 munI dhuMsarA pramANe bhUmine jotAM jotAM cAle. enI daSTi dharatI sAme hoya ke kaI saceta bIja, lIlotarI, beIndriya Adi jIva, saceta pANI ke mATI mArA paga nIce AvI jatuM nathI ne? tenI kALajI rAkhIne cAle, paNa enuM dhyAna A avaLuM na hoya, te vyagratA rahita banIne gaucarI jAya. sAdhu AhAra pANI cha kAraNe kare che. zarIrane sAruM banAvavA mATe te AhAra karatA nathI. veyaNa beyAvacce, iriyaTThAe ya sNjmaae| tada pAvariyApa, chaThaMDu thamavitA | utta, a 26 gAthA 33 sudhAvedanIyane zAMta karavA mATe, vaiyAvacca sevA karavA mATe, IrSA samitinuM pAlana karavA mATe, saMyamanA nirvAha mATe, prANanI rakSA karavA mATe ane dharmanuM ciMtana karavA mATe. A ja kAraNe AhAra karanAra sAdhu prabhunI AjJAnuM ullaMghana

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149 zAradA darzana karatuM nathI. bhagavAne kahyuM che ke he sAdhaka! tuM je AhAra pANI lAve temAM khUba upaga rAkhaje, khUba cikitsA karIne lAvaje ke tAre mATe te banAvyuM nathI ne? tAre mATe vecAtuM lAvyA nathIne ? je e AhAra hoya te tane kalpa nathI. evA saMdeSa AhAra pANI laIza te tAruM cAritra luMTAI jaze, huM te tamane paNa vinaMtI karuM chuM ke sAdhu sAdhvInA cAritranA rakSaka banaje paNa luMTAruM nA banaze. zrAvaka zrAvikAne vicAra thAya ke Aje khUba varasAda paDe che baMdha rahetA nathI. ApaNuM gurU ke gurUNI che, te lAve, ApaNe TIphIna laIne jaIe, AvA rAgI na banaze saMtane sAme lAvele AhAra kalpa nathI. cha aNagAro AvA aDaga hatAM. teo atvaritagatithI, capaLatA rahita UMcanIca ane madhyamakuLomAM bhedabhAva rahita banIne gaSaNA karatAM hatAM. zuddha bhAvanAthI traNa saMghADAmAM teo nIkaLyA che. temane eka saMghADa kaI puNyavAna mAtAnA mahele padhAraze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra - "duHkhI mANase arjunane kahelI vItaka kahAnI" -dukhI mANasa ane pitAnA duHkhanI kahAnI kahe che. he arjuna vIrA ! vaitADhaya parvatanA dakSiNa bhAgamAM ratanapura nAme nagara che. te nagaramAM mahAna parAkramI, mahAbaLavAna, zatruone haMphAvanAra, vidyAdharonA Indra samAna, caMdrAvataM saka nAme rAjA rAjya karatA hatA. rAjA khUba nyAyI ne prajApremI hatA. nagaramAM anyAya, anIti ane adharmanuM nAma nizAna na hatuM. rAjAne prabhAva eTale badhe paDatuM hatuM ke keI zatruo temanI sAthe bAtha bIDavAnI hiMmata karI zakatAM na hatAM. nagaramAM cora lUMTArAne bhaya na hatuM. prajAjane daravAjA khullA mUkIne zAMtithI UMghI jatAM hatAM. AvA pratApI caMdrAvataM saka rAjAne kanakasuMdarI nAme lakSamIdevInA avatAra samAna prativratA rANI hatI. rANI khUba dayALu hatI. eka kIDI maMkaDAnA prANa dubhave tevI na hatI. te rANIne maNuMcUDa nAmano eka putra hatuM ne prabhAvaMtI nAmanI putrI hatI. te maNIcUDa huM pote chuM ane prabhAvatI mArI bahena hatI. amArA mAtApitAe bALapaNathI amArAmAM saMskAronuM siMcana karyuM hatuM. mAtAe amane baMne bhAIbahenane khUba lADakoDathI ucheryA, khUba bhaNAvyA. mArI bahena strIonI 64 kaLAmAM pravINa banI gaI. e khUba sauMdaryavAna hatI. huM yuvAna thaye tyAre eka sArA rAjAnI putrI caMdrAnanAnI sAthe khUba dhAmadhumathI mArA lagna karavAmAM AvyA. ane mArI bahena prabhAvatIne magadha dezanA mahArAjA sAthe khUba mahatsava karIne paraNAvI hatI. ame te jAtinA vidyAdhara rahyA eTale paraMparAgata vidyAe amane maLe che,

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150 zAradA darzIna huM yuvAna thaye. jANIne mArA pitAe mane vidyAe ApI ane ene sAdhavAnI rIta paNa mane zIkhavADI. udhRta huA vidyA sAdhana hita, para koI ka`saceAga, mAtA pitA paraleAka sIdhAyA, sAdhana nahI' cega hA...zrotA... huM. vidyA sAdhavA mATe jaMgalamAM gayA. pAchaLa kANu jANe zuM anya ke mArA mAtA-pitA ane svargavAsa pAmyA. hajI meM pUrI vidyAe sAdhI na hatI A banAva banI gA eTale mane mANasA teDavA AvyA, ane huM tarata rAjyamAM AvyeA. mArA pitAjInI aMtima kriyA vidhi badhuM thayA pachI badhA pradhAnA ane sAmatAe khUba vicAraNA karIne zubha divase mArA pitAjInI gAdI upara mane esADA. he arjunavIrA ! huM te hajI rAjakAjamAM pUrA TevAyeA na hatA. mArA pradhAne ane sAmatA mane badhuM samajAvatAM hatAM. tyAM mArA bhAgyanI rekhA badalAI. vidvega nAmanA mArA pitarAI bhAI hatA. teNe jANyuM ke A maNIcUDa haju rAjya kAya mAM kharAkhara taiyAra nathI. e tarkanA lAbha laine mehulAvalazkara laIne te ratanapura Avye ne ratanapurane pharatA ghereA nAMkhyA. nagaramAM khUba lUTaphATa calAvI ne prajAne herAna parezAna karI, mATA lazkaranI madadathI ratanapurane jItI lIdhuM ne mane rAjyathI bhraSTa karI e mArI gAdI upara besI gaye, ane mane mArI nAMkhavAnA prayatna karyAM paNa huM game tema karIne mAre jIva khacAvavA bhAgI chUTayA. mArI pAchaLa mArI patnI ca'drAnanA paNa enA zIyaLanu rakSaNa karavA bhAgI AvI. eTale ame ane ahIM AvI paheAMcyA chIe. have mane ema ja thAya che ke mArA mAtA -pitA gayA, mAruM rAjya gayu, ane mArA pitrAI bhAIe ja AvA dagA karyAM ! huM haju nAnA hatA. eNe mane hiMmata ApavI joIe tenA badale Ama karyu. bIjA duzmana rAjAe Ama karyu. hAta te ATaluM duHkha na thAta. A tA vADhA varI khanI gayA ne mane rAjyathI bhraSTa karyo. tenuM mArA dilamAM atyaMta duHkha thayuM. have mane mAru jIvana akAru lAge che. AvA apayaza bharelA jIvane jIvavAnA zu atha che? tethI huM A pahADa uparathI paDIne mArA jIvanane aMta lAvavA IcchuM chuM. ne mArI A patnI mane ApaghAta karatAM rokI rahI hatI tyAM huM kRpAsindhu tame AvI gayA. meM mArA duHkhanI satya vAta tamane saMbhaLAvI. arjune maNIcUDanI vAta sAMbhaLI. have tene kevI rIte hiMmata ApI maratAM bacAvaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze.

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zAradA nu na vyAkhyAna na. 0 parva zrAvaNa suda 8 ne zanIvAra tA. 23-7-77 samatAnA sAdhaka, mamatAnA mAraka, guNeAnA dhAraka evA tIrthaMkara prabhunA mukhakamaLamAMthI amRtavANInA dheAdha vahyo. gautamAddhi gaNadharAe te dhodhane jhIlyeA. temAM sudharmAM svAmInA ziSya jajIsvAmIe vANInA ghUMTaDA pIvA cAtaka pakSInI jema Atura banyA hatA. eTale sudharmAsvAmI temane prabhunI amRtavANInuM pAna karAvatAM hatAM. cAtaka pakSI AkAzamAM adhara paDatu varasAdanuM pANI jhIle che. varasAda meDA thAya tA paNa jamIna upara paDelu pANI te pItuM nathI. prANa jAya te kurakhAna paNu pratijJAmAM bhaMga thate nathI. tema mArA . vItarAga prabhunA zrAvakA paNu dRDha AvA joIe. pAkhaMDI matanA game teTalA pracAra thAya paNa enA aMtaramAM evI dRDha zradhA hAvI joIe ke " tameva sajja nisaMka na niftta vedya " jinezvara bhagavAne tattvajJAnanA je upadeza ApyA che te satya ane nizaMka che. ApaNA jJAnAvaraNIya karmanA udayane kAraNe ApaNune vadhu zrutajJAna prApta na thayu. hAya paNu ApaNe jinezvara devanA vacana upara zradhdhA rAkhavI joIe. temAM zaMkA karavI na joIe kAraNa ke bhagavaMte dharma, adha, AkAza, kALa, pudgala ane jIva A cha drabyA ane jIva, ajIva, puNya, pApa, Azrava, savara, nirjarA, madha ane mAkSa Adi navatattvAnu' je vaNu na karyu che te pAtAnA jJAnamAM joine karyu che. bhagavAnanu vacana satya ane nizaMka che. eTale ApaNe tenA upara pUrNa zradhdhA rAkhavI joIe. bhagavAnanA vacane upara zradhdhA rAkhanAra samyagdarzana prApta kare che. / S. A cha aNugAroe bhagavAnanAM vacanAmRtA cAtaka pakSInI jema jhIlI lIdhA ane saMyama mArgomAM Thora sAdhanA karavA lAgyA. mANasa game teTaleA baLavAna ane DhAMziyAra DhAya paNa sayama laIne ugra sAdhanA karyA vinA kadI mAkSa maLavAne nathI. te vAta khAsa lakSamAM rAkhajo. bhagavate pharamAvyuM che ke jo sahassa sahastANaM, saMgAme dujjapa jiNe / egaM jiNejja appALa, paNa te pamono / utta, sU. a. 9 gAthA 34 jema bherInAM nAde kSatriyAnAM hRdaya nAce, ne rUvAMDA khaDA thaI jAya che, gheADA hagRhaNuATa kare che ne hAthIo taiyAra thaI ne ubhA rahe che tema vItarAga vANInI zerI vAgatAM bhagavAna mahAvIranA zUrA sainikA rUpI sAdhue ane zrAvaka sAdhanA karavA taiyAra thaI jAya. bherI vAgatAM sainikAne zUrAtana caDhe che ne tenu leAhI uchaLI jAya tema vItarAga vacananI bherI sAMbhaLI tamArUM vIya uchaLI javu joIe. aMtaramAM

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uparuM zAradA darzana vilAsa jAga joIe ke basa, A mAnavabhava maLe che te karma zatruone haTAvI dauM. have bhavamAM bhamavuM nathI. A gAthAmAM bhagavaMte sAce vijya karyo che te batAvyuM che. jema keI manuSya durjana saMgrAmamAM muzkelIthI jItI zakAya tevA daza lAkha subhaTane pitAnA bhujA baLathI jItI le chatAM te sAce vijetA nathI. paNa je pitAnA AtmAne jIte che te daza lAkha subhaTane jItanAra karatAM paNa vadhAre zaktizALI che. Atmavijaya e ja zreSTha vijaya che. tenAthI bIje kaI zreSTha vijya nathI. A gAthAmAM zAstrakAre AdhyAtmika vijya ane bhautika vijyanI sarakhAmaNI karelI che. temAM AdhyAtmika vijayane ja zreSTha vijaya kahyo che. have baMne vijyanI sarakhAmaNuM kevI rIte kare che? A saMsAramAM rAjAo ekabIjA sAthe yuddha kare che. baMne rAjAonAM sainike ekabIjA sAthe zastro vaDe khUnakhAra jaMga khele che. temAM mAthuM devuM paDe te paNa daI de che. A bAhya saMgrAmamAM be pakSamAMthI game te eka pakSane vijaya thAya che ne bIjAne parAjaya thAya che eTale saMgrAma samApta thAya che. AvA bhautika saMgrAma thAya tyAre joI zakAya che. jyAre AdhyAtmika saMgrAma AtmAnI svAbhAvika ane vibhAvika pravRttio vacce thAya che. te yudhdha ApaNane dekhAtuM nathI paNa te kSaNe kSaNe cAlu che, A yudhdha anAdikALathI cAlI rahyuM che. jema bAhya yudhamAM eka rAjA jItI jAya che te hAranArane pakaDI kedamAM pUrI de che, tema svAbhAvika zaktio upara vibhAvika zaktio je vijaya meLave che te AtmAne durgatirUpI aMdhArI keTaDImAM keda purAvuM paDe che, ane je svAbhAvika zaktio nAza pAme che, tyAre AtmA karmarahita zudha banIne sidhdhakSetranuM vizALa ane akSaya sAmrAjya meLave che. AdhyAtmika yudhdha A carmacakSuo dvArA ApaNe joI zakatA nathI. ene je jevuM hoya te A bAhya jagatamAMthI daSTi baMdha karIne AvyaMtara jagatamAM AMtaradaSTithI avalokana karavuM paDe che, A yudhdha AtmAne pIchANanArA avadhUta mahAna yegIo jaI zake che, ane temAM khUba parAkramathI yudhdha karI karmaripunI senAne haTAvI zAzvata sukhane meLave che. ApaNe AdhyAtmika ane bhautika yuddhanI vAta karI paNa temAM kaNa kaNa senApati ane dhyAe che ne kayA zI che te jANavuM joIe ne? bhautika laDAImAM te senApati ane sainikanAM nirmANa karelAM nAma hoya che ane temAM zatruonI sAthe laDavA mATe moTA moTA zastro taiyAra rAkhavAmAM Ave che. A zastronAM nAma te tamane AvaDe che kAraNa ke bAhyazatruo moTA che eTale temane jItavAnAM zastro paNa moTA che. te pa, talavAra, DhAla, dhanuSyabANa, ANubomba,

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zAradA darzana dana 1pa3 hAIDrojana prema, megATana ema vigere zasronI jarUra paDe che. bhArata ane pAkistAna vacce, cIna ane bhArata vacce laDAI thaI tyAre keTaleA zastrasara'jAma vasAvavA paDacA hatA ! ane atyAre paNa kayAre laDAI thaze tenI kAI khAtrI nathI eTale bhAratane duzmanAthI macAvavA mATe sarakArane baLavAna yodhAe taiyAra rAkhavA paDe che. emane khavaDAvavA mATe karoDonA kharca Ave che, temaja zasrasara jAma, khemma madhu taiyAra rAkhavuM paDe che. chatAM temAM vijaya maLaze ja evA kAI nizcaya hAtA nathI ne evA yudhdhamAM kra baMdhana ghaNu' che. AdhyAtmika saMgrAma sUkSma che. tenAM zatrue ane zasro paNa sUkSma che. tenA nAyaka caitanya rAjA che. temanA taraphathI svAbhAvika zaktimAM samyakdarzIna, jJAna, cAritra, pAMca samiti, traNa gupti, apramAda, khAra bhAvanA, dezavidha yatidhama vigere cAkhyA che. tyAre virUdhdha pakSamAM meharAjA taraphathI mithyAtva, ajJAna, pramAda, mamatva, Ata dhyAna, raudradhyAna, krodhAdikaSAyeA vigere cAdhAe che. te badhA sAmAsAmI yudhdha kare che. A yudhdhamAM talavAra ane tApa Adi zastronI jarUra nathI. mAtra AtmikakhaLanI jarUra che. bhautikayudhdhamAM keTalAya jIveAno saMhAra thaI jAya che. karADA prANIonAM leAhInI nadIo vahe che. tenAthI AtmA pApakarmothI malIna ane che. ATaluM badhu kare tyAre bhautika yudhdhamAM vijaya meLavanAra rAjA pRthvInA eka TukaDA meLave che. e thADA rAjya upara peAtAnuM zAsana calAve che, tyAre AdhyAtmika vijetA traNa leAkanA nAtha bane che. bhautika yudhdhamAM lAkhA zatruo upara vijaya meLavyeA paNu sAme kareADA navA zatrue ubhA thaI jAya che. kAraNa ke eka rAjAne harAnce paNa tenA rAgI hAya te rAjAe te enA duzmana khano jAya ne ! paNa AdhyAtmika saMgrAmamAM vijaya meLavyA pachI caitana rAjAne kaI duzmana rahetA nathI. ene pharIne parAjaya thavAnA prasaMga AvatA nathI. tyAre A rAjAne te pharIne parAjaya nahi thAya tenI khAtrI nathI. AdhyAtmika vijaya meLavanArane koI jAtanuM pApa karavuM paDatu nathI. Atmika vijaya meLavavA mATe mana-vacana-kAyAthI soMpUrNa ahiMsAnuM pAlana karavuM paDe che. dareka prANIe pratye maitrIbhAva rAkhavA paDe che. tenAthI tenA AtmA pavitra ane che. bhautika yudhdhamAM vijaya meLavanAra rAjAne bIjA rAjAe premathI namatA nathI. enI sattA eTale anicchAe namavu paDe che. paNa AdhyAtmika yudhdhanA vijetAne tA Indro, dhruvA, cakravarti e, rAjA, mahArAjAe ane zrImata zreSThIe badhA premathI ne bhaktibhAvathI name che. tenAM caraNanAM dAsa banI jAya che. bhautika vijayI mahArAjAne kayAreka abhimAna AvI jAya che ke huM mATeA sattAdhIza, ATalA rAjyanA svAmI chuM. e sattAnA madamAM AvIne anyAya, anIti karI prajAne hairAna 20

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154 zAradA darzana parezAna kare che. jyAre AdhyAtmika vijayI mahArAjA traNe jagatamAM satya, nIti, sadAcAra, karUNa, kSamA Adi pavitra dharmonuM sAmrAjya sthApIne aneka IvenuM kalyANa karAve che, zAMti pamADe che. bhautika vijayI rAjA bIjAnI svataMtratA lUMTIne parAdhIna banAvI de che ne Atmika vijayI rAjA pite karmanI parataMtratAmAMthI mukta banIne svataMtra bane che ne enA zaraNe AvanArane paNa savataMtra banAve che. devAnupriye! jJAnIe baMne saMgrAmanI sarakhAmaNI keTalI suMdara rIte karI che. have tamane kyA saMgrAmamAM vijaya meLavavuM game che? tame javAba nahi Ape. paNa jJAnInA vacanAnusAra kahuM chuM ke anAdikALathI mahamAM mUDha banele saMsArI jIva A jagatamAM thatAM bAhya saMgrAmane vijaya sAMbhaLavAmAM jeTale AnaMda mAne che teTale Atmika saMgrAmamAM nathI mAnate. jayAre laDAI cAlatI hoya che tyAre keNa jItyuM ne keNa hAryuM? A badhuM jANavA mATe samAcAra sAMbhaLazo. pepara vAMcaze. cIna zuM kare che, bhArata zuM kare che, jApAna ane raziyA zuM kare che A badhI vigate jANavA mATe jeTalI AturatA che teTalI AturatA je pitAnAmAM rAta-divasa cAlI rahelAM bhISaNasaMgrAmamAM jItavA mATe thAya te huM mAnuM chuM ke jIvane beDe pAra thaI jAya. tamane je pakSa game che tene vijaya thAya te nAcavA ne kUdavA lAge che. hamaNAM koMgresa ane janatA pArTInI cUMTaNI thaI. temAM janatA pArTInI jIta thaI tyAre tamane keTalo AnaMda ne utsAha hatA ! je netAo jItyA temanA mATe keTalA satkAra -sanmAnanAM samAraMbha yojAyA. gulAla uDADayA. saraghasa kADhyA. A badhe bhautika vijayane AnaMda manAvyA. paNa zuM A sattA zAzvata che? jyAre khurazI uparathI uThADI mUkaze tenI khabara nathI. mATe A sAce vijaya nathI. eka lekamAM paNa kahyuM che ke, na ta jita sAdhu jita. ye jita avajIyati / ta khu jita sAdhu jita, ya jitaM nAvajIyati || vijaya parAjayamAM palaTAI jAya te sAce vijaya nathI. je vijaya meLavyA pachI kadI parAjaya thatuM nathI te sAce vijaya che. ApaNuM parama upakArI bhagavate paNa eja vAta samajAvI che ke eka bhujAbaLathI je manuSya lAkha subhaTone durjaya saMgrAmamAM jItI jAya che te sAce vijetA nathI paNa pitAnA AtmAne jIte che te sAce vijetA che. mATe jo AmAnuM utthAna karavA IcchatA ho te bAhyadaSTine tyAga karI aMtardaSTi keLa ane anaMtakALathI saMsAranI kedamAM AtmAne pUrI rAkhanAra mithyAtva, avata, pramAda, kaSAya ane azubhaga Adi zatruo para vijaya meLave e ja parama ane carama vijaya che.

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zAradA darzana cha aNagAree pitAnA AtmAne jItavA mATe saMyama lIdhe che, ane durjaya saMgrAmamAM vijya meLavavA mATe trilokInAtha evA nemanAtha prabhunuM zaraNuM svIkArI mana-vacana-kAyAthI bhagavAnane arpaNa thaI gayA che. vinayavaMta ziSya potAnA gurathI kaMI vAta chUpAvatA nathI. phakta zvAsa keTalIvAra lIdhe ne mUko ane AMkhanI kIkI keTalIvAra halanacalana karI A be vAta kahI zakavA samartha nathI mATe nathI kahetA. bAkI kAMI chAnuM nA rAkhe. nemanAtha prabhunA caraNamAM jemaNe potAnI jIvananaiyA jhukAvI che tevA cha aNagAra dvArikA nagarImAM jIvenI jatana thAya te rIte atvarita gatithI, capaLatA rahita cAlatAM teo traNa saMghADAmAM gaucarI mATe dvArikA nagarImAM bhedabhAva vagara zrImaMta, madhyama, garIba badhAnA gharamAM gaucarInI gaveSaNa kare che. sAdhu-sAdhvI gRhasthanA ghare gaucarI jAya paNa tenI daSTi nIcI hoya. te ADuM avaLuM nA jove. kahyuM che ke nA saMga kare kadI nArIne, nA aMge pAMga nihALe, jo jarUra paDe te vAta kare paNa nayane nIcA DhALe, manathI, vANuthI, kayAthI vratanuM pAlana karanArA-A che aNugAra amArA... tamane samajAyuM ke jaina muni kevA heya? nArIne saMga kayAre paNa na kare. temaja gocarI vaharatAM uMcuM nIcuM jevuM paDe te dekhe paNa strInA aMgopAMga nA jove. kadAca jarUra paDe ne bAlavuM paDe te nIcA nayane DhALIne vAta kare. paNa game tevA saMgamAM mana, vacana ane kAyAthI zudhdha saMyama pALe AvA cha aNagAre uMca. nIca ane madhyama kuLamAM gaucarI kare che paNa keI strInI sAme dRSTi paNa karatAM nathI. A munio jyAM jyAM padhAre che tyAM tyAM AvA pavitra aNagArone joIne saunA mana AnaMdita bane che. kevA pavitra aNagAre che! dhanya che temanI janetAne ke AvA putro zAsanane arpaNa karyA. A cha saMtAne eka saMghADe gaucarI karate karate kyAM padhAraze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra -macaDe pitAnI badhI vitaka kathA arjunane kahI saMbhaLAvI ane kahyuM ke huM te eka maravAnI IcchAthI nIkaLyuM hatuM paNa mArI patnI caMdrAnanA enA piyara na jatAM mArI pAchaLa AvI. kAraNake satI strIo patinA sukhe sukhI ane dukhe duHkhI rahenArI hoya che ane satI strIone dharma che ke jyAM pati tyAM satI. tema A mArI patnI paNa satI che. te mane maratAM aTakAvI rahI che. te he arjuna vIrA ! tame mArA duHkhamAM sahAyaka banavA AvyAM che te Apa mane AvA apayaza bharelA jIvane jIvavA karatAM maravA de. A caMdrAnanAne tamArI bahena gaNIne enuM rakSaNa karajo. tame te rAjakAryamAM parevAyelA rahe eTale kuMtAmAtAne

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zAradA darzana A strI soMpI dejo. e ene dIkarInI jema sAcavaze. tyAre ane kahyuM bhAI ! have tuM zA mATe maravAnI ciMtA kare che ? have tArI ciMtA mArA mAthe che. ane Apela aMtarathI dilAse - huM tArA vairI vidyutavegane mArA divyabANathI mArIne tane tArA pitAjInI gAdI upara besADIza ne tane mATe rAjA banAvIza. pachI tuM ane A mArI dharmanI bahena caMdrAnanA khuzIthI AnaMda karaje. AvA mIThA vacana sAMbhaLIne maNIcUDane apUrva AnaMda thaye, ne bevIrA! ApanuM teja joIne mane zradhA thaI che ke Apa jarUra mane rAjya apAvaze. paNa eka vAta che ke tame che manuSya ane ame vidyAdhara chIe. vidyAre pAse vArasAgata ghaNI vidyAo hoya che. eTale vighatavega pAse ghaNI vidyAo che. tethI tame ene pahoMcI nahi zake. e tamane khUba herAna karaze. vidyA mere pAsa avazya hai, kula karmaka anusAra, vidhA sAdhe yukti e phira, karo zatru saMhAra he...zrotA. he arjuna vIrA ! amArA kuLanI paraMparA mujaba mArI pAse paNa ghaNI vidyAo mArA pitAjIe mane ApI che. paNa mArA mAtA pitAnuM avasAna thatAM mAre javuM paDayuM eTale mArI sAdhanA adhUrI rahI gaI che. te have e vidyAe huM Apane ApuM. Apa vidhipUrvaka e vidyAono svIkAra karo. e vidyAo sidadha karIne pachI zatrune harAve. have arjuna maNIcUDa pAsethI vidyA grahaNa karaze ne kevI rIte sAdhanA karaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 21 zrAvaNa suda 9 ne ravIvAra tA. 24-7-77 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAone bahene ! anaMta karUNAnIdhi, azaraNanA zaraNa, anAthanA nAtha evA sarvajJa bhagavaMta bhavya jInA bhalA mATe zAstrajJAnanI sarcalAITane prakAza ApIne pharamAna kare che ke he cetana ! tane suMdaramAM suMdara mAnavabhava maLe che. mAnavanuM AyuSya ati che. temAM tuM utkRSTa ArAdhanA karIne bhava samudra tarI jA, je utkRSTa ArAdhanA na karI zake te chevaTe tAruM ojasa gumAvIza nahi eTale ke manuSya bhavamAMthI naraka ke tiryaMca gatimAM javuM paDe evA karmo tuM karIza nahi. e duHkhamAMthI tuM mAMDa chUTIne Avyo che. have e du:kha pharIne tAre bhogavavA na paDe tene pUro khyAla rAkhaje. eTaluM cokkasa samajI leje

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zAradA darzana 157 ke mAnavajIvana AkhAdI jALavavA mATe che, kharamAdI sarjavA mATe nathI. e mATe eka vakhata jo prabhunI vANInA mama jIvane samajAya tA khasa che. vItarAga vANInA mama samajavA mATe jIvanamAM vivekanI jarUra che. ' keAI mANusa sTevamAM pANI bharIne tene saLagAvavA mAMge te zuM e sTava saLage. khare ? * nA'-kema ? sTavane peTAvavA mATe kereAsInanI jarUra che. pachI divAsaLI aDatAM sTava saLage che. te rIte je AtmAmAM vivekarUpI kesIna nathI tene zAstranAM vacane game teTalIvAra sabhaLAvavAmAM Ave te paNa tenA aMtaramAM jJAnanI jyeAti pragaTa thatI nathI ane vivekavAna AtmA eka vakhata zAstravANIne raNakAra sAMbhaLe tyAM teneA aMtarAtmA jAgRta banI jAya che. aMtagaDha sUtranA adhikAramAM cha aNugAreAnI vAta cAle che, e che aNugAro khUba vivekavAna AtmAe hatA. AtmAnAM ojasa jhaLakAvavA temanAtha bhagavAnanI vANInI eka TakAre cakeAra khanIne saMyamI anI gayAM che. e cha aNugAranAM rUpa, lAvaNya guNu sarakhAM che. eka teA svAbhAvika rUpa che ane khIjuM cAritra ane tapanAM tejathI lalATa jhaLahaLe che. AvA muniene joIne lokone khUba AkaSa Nu thAya che. AvA pavitra aNugAre| kANu haze ? AvA aNugAreA kaMIka jIvAne dhama pamADavAmAM nimitta banI jAya che. cha aNugArA khakhainI ekeka ToLI manAvIne gaucarI nIkaLyA che. sAdhu gaucarI jAya tyAre temanA bhAva kevA hoya te khatAvatAM zAstrakAra kahe che lAbhAlAbhe suhe dukkhe, jIvie maraNe tahA / tame nivA palasAnuM, taddA mALAvamAo / / utta. a. 19 gAthA-90 sAdhu gaucarI jAya tyAM lAbha paNa thAya ne alAbha paNa thAya. te vakhate samabhAva rAkhe, jene samyaga jJAna prApta thayu che tevA munie lAbha thatAM harakhAtAM nathI ne lAbha na thAya te zeka karatAM nathI. gaucarI jAya ne joga nA thAya tA evA vicAra kare ke Aje mArA lAbhAMtarAya karmone uya che ane maLI jAya tA ema samaje ke Aje mArA lAbhAMtarAya kamanA kSayApazama thayA che. samajANuM ne ? gaucarI jatAM lAbha ane alAlamAM sAdhunI bhAvanA kevI hAya ? gaucarI gayela saMtane lAbha maLe te eveA vicAra na kare ke hu kevA puNyavAna chuM ke jyAM jAuM chuM tyAM mane anukULa AhAra pANInI jogavAI maLI jAya che, ema harakhAya nahi. e te eka ja vicAra kare ke Aje mAre lAbhAMtarAya tUTI ne dAtArane DhAnAMtarAya tUTI che eTale mane nirdoSa gaucarI maLe che. sAdhune AhAramAM sArA AhAra maLe

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158 zAradA darzana te prasanatA nathI thatI ane lakho sUke nirasa AhAra maLe te heSa thato nathI. baMne pratye samAna bhAva rAkhe che. atyAra sudhI lAbha-alabhanI vAta karI. have AtmAthI saMta "de sukha ane duHkhamAM paNa samabhAva rAkhe che. jJAnI purUSonI daSTi eTalI badhI aMtarmukha banI gaI hoya che ke teo dehamAM hovA chatAM dehAtIta dazA anubhave che. teo zarIranA duHkhane AtmAnuM duHkha mAnatA nathI. teo sadA AtmasvarUpamAM ramaNatA kare che. teo prabhune evI prArthanA kare che ke duHkhe sukhe vairiNI bandhuvage, yoge viyoge bhavane vane vaa| nirAkRtA zeSa mamatva budhdheH samaM manAma'stu sadA'pi nAtha || he prabhu sukhamAM ne duHkhamAM zatru ane mitramAM, saMcAga ane vivegamAM, bhavanamAM ane vanamAM badhAmAM mamatvabuddhine tyAga karIne mAruM mana haMmezA samAna bhAvathI rahe. baMdhuo ! AvI jenI bhAvanA jAgRta hoya che tene sukhamAM harSa thatuM nathI ne duHkhamAM zeka thatuM nathI. jJAnI purUSo te sadA eka ja vicAra kare ke mAre AtmA anaMta sukhane svAmI che. sukha e AtmAne svAbhAvika guNa che emAM duHkha kevI rIte pravezI zake? agara kaMI ajJAnI mANasa mane zaramathI mAra mAre ke baMdhanathI bAMdhe ne duHkha upajAve te temAM mAruM kaMi ahita thatuM nathI. e enuM ahita kare che. e te mArA zarIrane mAra mAre che ne baMdhanathI bAMdhe che. huM zarIra nathI paNa zarIrathI bhinna AtmA chuM. kadAca ke duHkha Ape te ema ja vicAra kare ke A manuSya mArA upara mahAna upakAra karyo che. karmo te meM bAMdhyA che paNa e mane karma bhogavavAmAM nimitta rUpa bane che te huM jahadI karmonA deNAmAMthI mukta banI zakIza. A purUSanA nimitte mArA mAthethI karmano bhAra haLave bane. A rIte mahAnapurUSa duHkhamAM saheja paNa AkuLa vyAkuLa thatAM nathI. gajasukumAra muninA mAthe semale dhagadhagatA aMgArA mUkyA te paNa ke samabhAva rAkhe. anAthI muni, namirAjarSinA zarIramAM roga utpanna thayA tyAre kevI bhavya vicAraNA karI! dehane roga thatAM vairAgya pAmIne Atmika roga ane daihika rega baMnene mULamAMthI nAza karavA mATe vahelI take dIkSA lIdhI. tame zuM kare? dIkSA leze ke davA karAvaze? (zrotAomAMthI avAja -davA karAvIzuM) mahAna purUSo sukha-duHkha banemAM samAna bhAvathI rahe che have "kavi maro tadA jIvana maraNamAM samyagrAnI AtmA samabhAva rAkhe che. mahAnapurUSo zarIra sAruM hoya che tyAre tapa karIne zarIramAMthI kasa kADhI le che ane jyAre zarIra jINuM thaI jAya che ne maraNane

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zAradA darzana 159 samaya Ave agara keI mAraNAMtika upasarga Ave che tyAre evI vicAraNA kare che ke mAro AtmA ajara-amara ne avinAzI che. duniyAmAM je vastunI utpatti thAya che tene vinAza thAya che, paNa AtmA kadI utpanna thatuM nathI te tene vinAza kayAMthI heya? pAMca Indriya Adi dravya prANanA saMyoganI avasthAne jIvana kahevAya che ne tenI viga avasthAne maraNa kahevAya che. te bAhya vastunA saMga ane viyegamAM harSa ke zeka zA mATe kare joIe ? Ama samajIne jJAnI purUSa jIvana ane maraNanA prasaMgamAM samAna bhAva rAkhe che. tyAre ajJAnI manuSyone heja duHkha Ave te hAyaya kare che ne maraNanI vAta sAMbhaLatAM ene kaMIka thaI jAya che. joSIe bhAkheluM bhaviSya" : eka kroDAdhipati zeTha hatA. temanA jIvanamAM dharmanuM nAma nizAna na hatuM. AvA zeTha eka divasa peDhI upara gAdIe beThA hatAM. tyAM eka jevI mahArAja TIpaNuM laIne AvyA. zeThe kahyuM padhAre, jethI mahArAja, Aje mAro hAtha joI Ape ke mAruM AyuSya keTaluM che ? joSIe zeThanI hastarekhA joIne TIpaNAmAM kaMIka gaNatrI karIne joyuM ne moTuM paDI gayuM. mukha e kemere che. jevInuM mukha joIne zeTha pUche che kema joSI mahArAja ! tamAruM meTuM paDI gayuM ? tyAre joSI mAthuM dhuNAvIne kahe che kAMI nahi. tyAre zeThe khUba Agraha karIne pUchayuM. kema tame kaMI kahetA nathI ? eTale joSIe kahyuM zeTha! kahevAya tema nathI. eTale zeThane vadhu adhIrAI AvI ne khUba pUchyuM tyAre joSIe kahyuM-zeTha! AjathI sAtame divase tamAruM mRtyu che. A sAMbhaLIne zeTha jhabakIne kahe che huM kevuM ? zuM mAruM meta ! joSI kahe che hA...hA...zeTha. mAruM nahi tamAruM. A sAMbhaLIne zeThane mAthe pahADa tUTI paDe te AghAta lAge. zuM kaho cho jevI mahArAja ! joSIe kahyuM huM te tamane kahetuM na hatuM paNa tame khUba pUchayuM eTale kahyuM. zeTha ! have cetI jAva. zeTha te matanI vAta sAMbhaLIne raDavAne mUravA lAgyA. baMdhuo! A jagyAe je dhamaSTha mANasa hota te ema kaheta ke jethI mahArAja! tame mane cetAvI dIdhe te bahu sAruM karyuM. huM aMtima sAdhanA karIza. sAgArI saMthAre karIza. paNa A zeThane dharmanuM jJAna nathI eTale maraNanuM nAma sAMbhaLIne prajI uThayA. ne joSIne pUche che mArA zarIramAM koI jAtanI takalIpha nathI ne zuM huM marI jaIza? te mAruM maraNa kevI rIte thaze? zuM kaI ekasIDanTathI thaze? te huM bahAra jAuM ja nahi, tyAre joSI kahe che zeTha! tamAruM mata sarpadaMzathI thaze. huM mane sarpadaMza thaze? vANIyAnA dIkarA bahu pAkA hoya. zeThane AghAta khUba lAge paNa hiMmata karIne pUche che joSIjI! mane sarpadaMza kayAM thaze ? ahIM peDhI upara, gharamAM, bAtharUmamAM ke saMDAsamAM? te huM jarA ceta rahuM. (hasAhasa)

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160 zAradA darzana joSI kahe che kyAM thaze te kahI zakate nathI paNa AjathI sAtame divase tame jyAM haze tyAM sarpadaMza thaze. pachI tame dukAnamAM, peDhImAM ke gharamAM game tyAM rahe paNa e sarSa adazyapaNe game tyAMthI Avaze. uparathI Ave, bahArathI Ave ke game tyAMthI Ave. bIjA keIne nahi dekhAya mAtra tamane ja dekhAze. zeThanA hRdayane lAgelo kArame AghAta" : A sAMbhaLIne zeThane matIyA vaLI gayA. khUba AghAta lAgyo ne moTuM vilakhuM paDI gayuM. A badhI vAta peDhImAM muni ane nekaroe sAMbhaLI. have zeTha peDhIethI ghera AvyA. moTuM ekadama paDI gayuM che ne cakkara Ave che. ghera jaIne zeTha ekadama Dhagale thaIne paDI gayA. A joIne zeThANa pUche che svAmInAtha! Aje Apane zuM thaI gayuM? mane paraNIne AvyAM ATalA varSo thayA paNa meM kaI divasa tamArA mukha upara ATalI udAsInatA joI nathI. zuM keIe ApanuM apamAna karyuM che? zuM keIe. Apane AMgaLI cIdhI che? ke kaTu zabda kahyo che ke dhaMdhAmAM nukazAna thayuM che? jo keIe Apane kaTu zabda kahyA hoya te huM tenI jIbha kapAvI nAkhu. A badhuM paisAnuM jora bolAve che. bheMsa khIlAnA AdhAre kUde ne ? tema A zeThANI paNa paisAnI garamIthI AvA zabdo bolavA lAgI. chevaTe gaLagaLI thaIne pUche che nAtha ! Apane zuM thayuM che? je hoya te kahe. tyAre zeTha dhrusakA bharatAM bharatAM kahe che mAruM keIe apamAna nathI karyuM ke kaTu zabda nathI kaho, dhaMdhAmAM khoTa ke nukazAna nathI thayuM paNa AjathI sAtame divase sarpadaMzathI mAruM mota thavAnuM che. A tamAre saubhAgya cAMdale bhUMsAI jaze. zeThANI kahe nAtha ! A zuM bele che? AvuM keNe kahyuM? eTale joSIe kahelI vAta karI. zeThANI paNa Dhagale thaI gayA. che kAne zeThanA pagalAM thatAM badhAnI vidAya": A zeTha te khAtA pitA nathI. peDhI upara jatAM nathI. raDayA kare che. traNa divasamAM te zeTha evA zeSAI gayA ke na pUcho vAta, tyAre zeThANI hiMmata karIne kahe che jevInI badhI vAte kaMI sAcI hotI nathI. tame peDhI para jAo. dhaMdhAmAM citta parivAze te tamane zAMti vaLaze. ema kahIne parANe zeThane peDhI upara mokalyA. zeTha bicArA prajatAM prajatAM peDhI para gayA. paNa jevA zeTha gayA tevA muni ane nokare badhA peDhI uparathI utarI gayA, zeTha pUche che tame badhA kema bahAra nIkaLI gayA ? tyAre peDhInA mANase kahe che zeTha! tame tyAM ame nahi ne ame tyAM tame nahi. zeThe pUchayuM ema zA mATe? te kahe che traNa divasa pahelAM jevIe temane kahyuM che ke sAtame divase sarpadaMza thaze. te have traNa divasa bAkI che. kadAca sarpa vahelo AvI jAya

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161 zAradA darzana ne tamArA badale amane karaDe te amArA bairA chokarAnuM zuM ? (hasAhasa) zeThe kahyuM je atyAre tame nahi rahe te kAyama mATe nokarImAMthI chUTA karI daIza ne atyAre ahIM raheze te InAma ApIza. muni kahe che zeTha! paiso te darekane vahAle che paNa pitAno jIva sAcavIne vahAle che. eTale ravivAra pachI tame jema kaheze tema karIzuM. ema kahIne badhA cAlyA gayA. eTale zeTha ekalA besIne zuM kare? e paNa peDhI baMdha karIne ghera AvyA tyAre zeThANI kahe che kema pAchA AvyA ? zeThe badhI vAta karI. zeThane jhUrApAne pAra nathI. svAthI saMsAranI pichANa": A tarapha chaThTho divasa Ave eTale zeThANI kahe che nAtha ! eka vAta kahuM? zeTha kahe che zuM che ? te kahe che jue, Apa mane prANa karatAM adhika vahAlA cho. Apane kaMI thavAnuM nathI paNa kadAca joSInI vAta sAcI paDe ne Apane sarpadaMza thAya, have sarpa kayAMthI Avaze te khabara nathI. paNa ApaNe badhA uMghatA hoIe ne tamArA badale kadAca mane ke A be chokarAone karaDI jAya te zuM karavAnuM? A badhI mikta keNa bhagavaze? te mane e vicAra thAya che. huM A be bAbAne laIne be divasa mATe mArA mAmAne ghera jAu. ravivAra pachI AvI jaIza. zeTha kahe che huM! zuM tuM mane mUkIne javAnI vAta kare che? duHkha vakhate te tAre mane sAtha Apa joIe. zeThANuM kahe badhI vAta sAcI che paNa mAre gayA vinA cAle tema nathI. zeTha kahe be divasa pachI khuzIthI jaje. paNa zeThANuM te be bAbA ane trIje ghareNAMne Dambe laIne zeThane ekalA raDatA jhUrato mUkIne gAmamAM mosALa hatuM tyAM gayA. (hasAhasa) zeTha bebhAna thaIne paDI gayA. paNa zeThANa jevA na rahI. thoDIvAre zeTha bhAnamAM AvyA. khUba AghAta lAgyo. eka maravAne AghAta che ane zeThANI Ama tarachoDIne cAlyA gayA. eTale AghAtane pAra na rahyo. baMdhuo ! A saMsAramAM ke vArtha bharele che! tame mAruM mAruM karIne marI rahyAM che paNa samaya Ave khabara paDe ke ke kevuM che? A saMsArane meha choDavA jevuM che. jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke mAla khAvA sau Avaze paNa mAra khAvA keI nahi Ave. mAla khAnArA khAze ne mAra tamAre khAvo paDaze. tenA karatAM je maLyuM che temAMthI dhanano sadupayoga karo. hAthe te sAthe. bAkI badhuM ahIM rahI jaze. A zeTha ghaNuM dhana kamAyA hatA paNa kaI divasa dAna puNyamAM rAtI pAI vAparI nathI. AkhA gAmamAM vAta phelAI gaI ke zeThane sarpadaMza thavAno che ane zeThANI zeThane ekalA mUkIne cAlyA gayAM che. zeTha ekalA kALA pANIe raDe che paNa kaI zeThane AzvAsana devA jatuM nathI. tenuM kAraNa eka ja che ke zeTha eTalA badhA kaMjusIyA hatA ke koI divasa sagAvahAlA ke 21

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162 zAradA darzana garIbanI khabara lIdhI nathI. paropakAramAM pAI vAparI nathI. eTale enI dayA samaya ane sAcA ratnanI oLakhANa baMdhuo ! duniyAmAM dareka mAnavI sarakhA hotA nathI, "bahuratnA vasuMdharA" e nyAye e gAmamAM eka garIba jaina zrAvaka hate. te karmodayathI khUba garIba hate paNa dharmazraddhA aDaga hatI. sAthe dilamAM karUNa hatI. eTale ene thayuM ke huM zeThanI pAse jAuM ne emane duHkhamAM dilAso ApuM. enI patnIne kahe che huM zeTha pAse jAuM chuM. tyAre enI patnI kahe che e zeThanA zeThANuM khuda maraNanA DarathI ghara cheDIne mesaLa gayA che te tamAre javAnI zI jarUra che? A zeThe kadI tamane rAtI pAI ApI che? ApaNe ATalAM dukhI chIe paNa kadI bhUkhyA-tarasyAnI khabara lIdhI che? enI patnI jIvatI rahe ne mane raMDApa apAvavA tame kyAM cAlyA ? tyAre zrAvaka kahe che te strI! tuM jarA vicAra te kara. e thAya tevA ApaNe thavuM? ApaNe keInAM doSa nathI levAM. eka mAnava duHkhathI pIDAI rahyo hoya tyAre ApaNe tenA pratye dayA karavI te zuM mAnavanI pharaja nathI? huM jAuM chuM. ema kahIne zrAvaka zeThane ghera gaye. zeTha te bhIMta sAthe mAthA paTakAvatAM hatAM. zrAvake jaIne kahyuM, zeTha! A zuM kare che? jarA svastha bane. A zabda zeThe sAMbhaLyA. zeThanI pAse kareDanI saMpatti hatI paNa Aje tene kaI hiMmata ApanAra na hatuM. A garIba zrAvakane joIne zeTha gaLe vaLagI paDayA. bhAI! tuM A ? AvA duHkhamAM keI Ave che ke vahAlo lAge? ATha divasa pahelAM zeTha A zrAvakane bhAva pUchatAM na hatAM paNa Aje te tene bhagavAna tulya mAnavA lAgyA. zrAvaka kahe che zeTha! tamArA pApakarmane udaya thayo che ane karelAM karmo bhogavyA vinA chUTake nathI. chatAM je dharmamAM mana joDI deze te mahAna lAbha thaze. ema kare. ApaNe baMne jaNa padmAsana lagAvI navakAramaMtrano eka citta jApa karIe. navakAramaMtramAM mahAna zakti che. tenA je bIje kaI maMtra A duniyAmAM nathI. eka ja cittathI navakAramaMtrane, akhUTa zraddhAthI jApa japI le. he... jAye zoka saMtApa manane sahArA re navakAramaMtrane. he mitra! zraddhApUrvaka eka cittathI navakAramaMtrano jApa kara. jethI tArA vinA dura thaze. navakAramaMtranA prabhAvathI meTA vine paNa cAlyA jAya che. A zeTha dekhanA mAryA navakAramaMtra gaNavAM taiyAra thayA. padmAsana lagAvyuM. eka citte navakAramaMtrano jApa zarU karyo. gAmanA lokone khabara paDI ke pele garIba zrAvaka paNa gayA che. sI bolavA lAgyAM ke zeThanA badale ene sarpa na karaDe te sAruM.

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zAradA dezana 163 zeTha ane zrAvaka ane navakAramaMtranA jApa kare che. sAtamA divasanI rAtrI pasAra thaI. parADhiyu' thavA AvyuM. tyAM mATe bhorIMga kIdhara sarpa tyAM ALye ne zeThanA sAme pheNa mAMDIne beThA. zeTha te navakAramaMtranA jApamAM eTalA badhA lIna manI gayA hatA ke bahAra zuM thAya che tenI khabara na hatI. paNa emane kAI mahAna prakAza dekhAcA ne kAne avAja AvyA ke zeTha ! navakAramaMtranA prabhAvathI tamAruM vighna nAza pAmyu che. have AMkhaDI khelA. zeThe sarpa temanA caraNamAM namIne cAlyeA gayA. zeThane samajAI gayu` ke dharma jevA koI sagA nathI. dhama jIvane zaraNarUpa che. zeThe zrAvakane dhanyavAda ApIne kahyuM. vIrA ! jo tu na AvyeA hAta tA mArI kaI dazA thAta ? leAkeAnA manamAM hatuM ke jarUra zeTha sadaMzathI maraNa pAmyA haze. eTale savAra paDatAM sau zeThanI havelImAM AvyA tyAre tA ane zAMtithI beThA hatAM. AMkha kheAlIne jeyuM ke zeThe mahAjanane eTalAngyu' ne kahyuM ke huM phula nahi te phulanI pAMkhaDI satkAya mAM vAparavA mAMguM chuM. zeThe jJAnakhAtAmAM, mAnavarAhatamAM, jIvadayAmAM Adi judI judI saMsthAomAM rU.50 lAkhanuM dAna karyuM. leAkeAmAM vAta phelAI ke zeThe khUba dAna karyuM. A vAta sAMbhaLI zeThANI e dIkarAne laI ne DhADatAM AvyA, te kahe che khammA mArA svAmInAtha ! tamArI pAsethI gayA pachI meM annajaLanA tyAga karyo che. mArI kaDaka bAdhAthI tame bacI gayA che, tame paisA Ama dAna puNyamAM vAparI nAMkhaze te ApaNe zuM karIzuM? (hasAhasa) zeTha kahe che zeThANI ! have rahevA de. A sa'sAramAM kevA svAtha bharyAM che e te huM jANuka chuM. mane duHkhamAM sahAya karanAra A mArA AMdhava beThA che ane mane sapazathI bacAvanAra mAreA navakAramatra che. sAcA sahArA re navakAramatranA-he thAya japatAM uccAra jIvananA have mArI AMkhaDI khulI gaI che. jene mATe meM jiMdagIbhara pApa ryAM te duHkhamAM mane cheDIne cAlyA gayA ane jene kadI yAda nathI karyAM evA dhama mane sahAyaka banyA. A mArge vALanAra A vIrAnA mahAna upakAra che. e na AnyA hAta tA jarUra mane sarpadaMza thAta ne huM marI jAta. me' tamArA mATe baMgalA, dAgInA ane rU. 25 lAkha rokaDA rAkhyA che. zAMtithI rahejo. huM te have mArA AtmAnuM kalyANa karavA jAuM chuM. sAthe eka sadeze| ApatA jAuM chuM ke tame dhamane bhUlaze| nahi ne navakAramaMtranuM sadA smaraNu karajo. zeThane jatAM zeThANIe khUba rokyA paNa have zeTha rokAya ? e te cAlyA gayA. sArA sadRgurUne cAga maLatAM temanI sAthe rahIne kalyANa karyuM. madhue ! mAsa jyAre mAhamAM paDele! hAya che tyAre kevI dazA hAya che ane jyAre vivekanI AMkha khule che tyAre kevI AtmasAdhanA

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164 zAradA darzana pAmI jAya che! Apa A daSTAMtathI samajI gayA ne ke saMsAra ke che? jemAM sAra nathI paNa mAtra svArtha bharyo che. ApaNe vAta cAlatI hatI ke mahAnapurUSa jIvana ane maraNamAM samabhAva rAkhe che. temane mAranAra pratye dveSa nathI ne jIvADanAra pratye rAga nathI. samAnatANu ta mANavAno >> bhagavAnanA saMtanI kaI stuti-prazaMsA kare ke mahArAja ! dhanya che tamane ! zuM tamAre tyAga ! zuM tamAro tapa ! zuM tamAruM jJAna ! ane zuM tamAruM vyAkhyAna che? Ama game teTalI prazaMsA kare te paNa sAdhu harakhAya nahi. e samaye e vicAra kare ke A prazaMsA mArI nathI paNa tIrthakaMra bhagavaMte batAvelA cAritra mArganI che. cha aNagAre lAbha alAbha, sukha-dukha, jIvana-maraNa, niMdA-prazaMsA ane mAna-apamAnamAM samabhAva rAkhanArA che. teo gaucarI mATe nIkaLyA che. lAbha ane alAbhamAM saMtoSa mAne che. teo gaucarI karatAM karatAM kyAM padhAraze te vAta avasare. samaya ghaNe thaI gayo che. Aje aMdherIne saMgha cAturmAsa mATe vinaMtI karavA Avela che. teo be akSara belavA mAge che. mATe vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM-22 zrAvaNa suda 10 ne somavAra tA. 25-7-77 anaMta upakArI, carama tIrthaMkara, bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhi rUpI tritApanA bhaThThAmAM jalatA jIvane zAMti pamADavA mATe dvAdazAMgI rUpa dezanAne amogha pravAha vahAve. dvAdazAMgI sUtra ajJAnarUpI aMdhakArane TALanAra divya dipaka che. temAM AThamuM aMga aMtagaDa sUtra jemAM cha aNagAre gaucarI gayAM che te vAta cAle che. jinezvara bhagavaMtanI AjJAmAM vicaratA saMte gaucarI kevI rIte le ? jahA dummassa phupphesu, bhamaro Aviyai rasaM / na ca pui fTAme, pada mag | daza a, 1 gAthA 2 jema bhramare eka kamaLa uparathI bIjA kamaLa upara bese che ne thoDo thoDo rasa cUse che paNa kamaLane kilAmanA upajAvatA nathI, tema bhagavAna kahe che he mArA sAdhake! tame paNa AhAra pANI levA gRhasthane ghera jAo tyAre gRhastha pitAne mATe banAvelA AhAra pANImAMthI thoDuM thoDuM leje jethI gRhasthane saMkeca na paDe ne tamArI gaucarI thAya. baMne parasapara lAbhanA bhAgIdAra bane. ahI bhagavaMte

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zAradA darzana 165 sAdhune bhramara sAthe sarakhAvyA che paNa jamara karatAM sAdhunI vizeSatA che. kAraNa ke jamara phUla upara rasa cUsavA bese che tyAre phUlanI AjJA letuM nathI. AjJA vinA phUla upara besI jAya che. tyAre bhagavAnanA saMte gRhasthanI AjJA vinA eka dAMta khetaravAnI saLI paNa letA nathI. tamAre ghera rasoInA tapelA bharelA taiyAra hoya paNa gRhastha enA bhAvathI Ape te ja le che. keI na vaherAve te tene ema nathI kahetAM ke mane vaherA. cha aNagAre vidhipUrvaka gaucarI kare che. uMca nIca ane madhyama kuLamAMthI thoDe thoDe AhAra le che. sAdhue gaucarI kevI karavI tenuM vivecana karatAM AcAraMga sUtramAM bhagavaMte kahyuM che ke, ___"ladhdhe AhAre aNagAro mAyaM jANijjA, se jahayaM bhagavayA pavezya, lAbhutti = madira, aDhAmatti na kajhA, va6 idhuM ja nide, parivAro magr agharanA " AhAranI prApti thayA pachI sAdhu tenA mApane jANe, ane bhagavAna je rIte pratiprAdana karyuM che te rIte AcaraNa kare. AhAranI prApti thAya to abhimAna na kare ne na maLe te kheda ke zoka na kare. kadAca AhAra vadhu AvI jAya te maryAdAthI adhika samaya rAkhe nahi. kAraNa ke sAdhu divasanA pahelA prahare lAle AhAra cothA prahara sudhI na rAkhe ane divase lAvela AhAra rAtre saMgraha karIne na rAkhe. A rIte pitAnA AtmAne parigrahathI dUra rAkhe. baMdhuo ! ApaNu bhagavAnanA kAyadA keTalA suMdara che ! gaucarI janAra sAdhu prajJAvaMta hovA joIe. zrAvakanA gharamAMthI AhAra te maLI jAya paNa te AhAra nirdoSa che ke sadeSa che tenI paNa khabara paDe. sAthe mAre ATalA saMtanI gIcarI lAvavAnI che te keTalI joIze ? sAdhupaNuM aMgIkAra karavuM te sAmAnya vAta nathI. paMca mahAvratane mAla mAthA sATe lIdhe che. emAM sAdhaka bhagavAnanI AjJAmAM vaphAdAra rahe te nyAla thaI jAya, moTA cakavatine, vAsudevane ke moTA mahArAjAne je nathI maLyuM tevuM uttama cAritra rana amane gurUe ApyuM che. AgaLanAM AtmAone eka vakhata bhagavAnanI ke gurUnI vANI sAMbhaLIne vairAgya Avate ane teo kahetA prabhu! mane ApanI vANI rUcI che. tenA upara zradhA thaI che ne have huM ApanI pAse dIkSA levAnI IcchA rAkhuM chuM. tyAre bhagavaMta kahetA "ahA suyaM devANupiyA, mA paDibaMdha kare." he devAnupriya! tamane sukha upaje tema kare. sArA kAryamAM vilaMba na karo. Ama jyAM kahetA tyAM vairAgInAM haiyAM harSathI nAcI uThatA. aho ! huM ke bhAgyazALI chuM ke bhagavAne mArI vinaMtIne svIkAra karyo. mane apanAvyo ane dIkSA laIne e upakAra mAne ke aho bhagavaMta! zuM tamArI kRpA che ! je tame amane maLyA na hota te amAruM zuM thAta? bhagavaMta! gurUdeva ! Apane upakAra

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126 zAradA darzana te huM kadI nahi bhUluM. Ama vAraMvAra gurUne upakAra mAnatA hatA. Aje yuga paTAya che. ApaNe gaucarInI vAta cAlatI hatI. gaucarI lAvanAra sAdhaka vivekI hoya. gaucarI keTalA pramANamAM lAvavI te je na AvaDe te saMyamanA sthAnamAM asaMyamanuM piSaNa thaI jAya che. je maryAdAthI adhika AhAra le te gRhasthane tUTe Ave eTale ne AraMbha thaI jAya. bIjI vAta e che ke pitAne jeTale AhAra joI e che tenAthI adhika pramANamAM AhAra sAdhu lAve nahi, je adhika pramANamAM gaucarI AvI jAya te parANe khAvuM paDe. vadhu khAvAthI ALasa Ave, pramAda thAya, becenI thAya eTale svAdhyAya, dhyAnamAM citta lAge nahi. tabiyata bagaDe eTale jJAna-darzanacAritranI ArAdhanA sArI rIte thaI zake nahi. ATalA mATe sAdhune gaucarI lAvatAM khUba upaga rAkhavuM joIe. - sAdhune sudhA vedanIya zamAvavA mATe AhAranI jarUra che, paNa rasendriyanA svAda mATe nahi. eMjinane calAvavA mATe beIlaramAM kelasA bharavA paDe che. pachI te kelasA bAvaLanA hAya, lIMbaDAnA hAya, AMbalI ke sAganA hoya tenI sAthe eMjinane nisbata nathI, tema A deha rUpI eMjinane calAvavA mATe temAM AhAra rUpI kelasA bharavA paDe che, pachI AhAra sUke hoya ke sAtvika hoya ke svAdiSTa hoya tenI sAthe sAdhune nisbata nathI. cha aNagAre nirdoSa ane sUjhatA AhAra pANInI gaveSaNa kare che. chae saMte pavitra, niSparigrahI ane prajJAvaMta hatAM. teo bAra jojana lAMbI ne nava jojana pahoLI dvArakA nagarImAM gaucarI mATe pharatAM hatAM. e traNa saMvADAmAMthI eka saMghADe UMca-nIca ane madhyamakuLomAM gaucarI mATe pharatAM pharatAM kyAM AvyA? "vahuvA no hevIu fja aNuvid " pavitra ane vizALa dvArikA nagarImAM jemanI ANa vartAya che evA trikhaMDa adhipati kRSNa vAsudevanA pitA vasudeva mahArAjA ane devakI mahArANane mahela che tyAM padhAryA. devakI rANI kRSNa vAsudevanI janmadAtrI mAtA che. kRSNa vAsudevanI hADahADa mIjAmAM dharmane raMga hate. AvA puNyavAna putrane janma denArI mAtA paNa pavitra hoya che. puNyavAna AtmAnI mAtA thavuM e paNa sAmAnya vAta nathI. jambara puNyane udaya hoya te puNyavAna putranI mAtA banI zake che. bhaktAmara stotramAM tIrthakara prabhunI mAtAnuM mahatva batAvatAM mAnatuMgAcArya bolyA che. strINa zatAni zata jayanti yuvAna, nAnyA sutaM tvapama jananI prasUtA sarvAdizadadhati bhAni sahasrarahima, prAsthava kudijanayati saradamujAlam ra2

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zAradA darzana he nAtha! A jagatamAM seMkaDe strIo ane putrone janma Ape che paNa ApanI mAtA jevI pavitra mAtAe nathI ke je Apa jevA putrane janma Ape. kharekhara jevI rIte bIjI dizA nakSatro ane tArAone dhAraNa kare che. mAtra pUrva dizA ja evI che ke je prakAzamAna kiraNanA samuhathI yukta evA sUryane janma Ape che. eTale kahevAno Azaya e che ke badhI dizAomAM eka pUrvadizA zreSTha mAnavAmAM Ave che. kAraNa ke sUrya pUrva dizAmAM ja uge che, tevI rIte he prabhu! badhI mAtAomAM ApanI mAtA zreSTha che. dhanya che te mAtAne ke sUrya karatAM paNa adhika tejasvI evA Apane janma Ape che. ahIM devakI mAtA paNa pavitra che. kRSNa vAsudeva jevA pavitra ane dharmaparAyaNa putrane emaNe janma Ape che. kRSNajI pote dIkSA laI zakyA nathI paNa jyAre jyAre te nemanAtha bhagavAnanA darzana karavA mATe jatAM tyAre bhagavAnane ane temanAM 18000 tene joIne AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jatAM. aho prabhu! Apane dhanya che, Ape saMyama laIne AtmakalyANa karyuM. Apa traNa lokanA nAtha banI gayA ane ti-nANuM tArayANuM banI bhavya jIne tAre che. ATalA saMtene Ape tAryAne huM saMsAranA khADAmAM kheMcI gayo. mAro uddhAra kyAre thaze ? tamane nAnA saMta satIjIene joIne AvA bhAva Ave che? huM kayAre dIkSA laIza evA vicArathI kadI AMkhamAM AMsu Ave che? kRSNa vAsudeva AvA pavitra hatAM, temanI mAtA devakI rANI paNa pavitra hatAM. A pavitra mAtAnA mahAna puNyadaya jAgyAM ke AvA pavitra saMte temanA AMgaNe padhAryA. vasudeva rAjA ane devakI rANI pavitra che ne temanA AMgaNe padhAranAra saMte paNa mahAna pavitra che. jemanAmAM pavitratA hoya che te mANaso mukha uparathI parakhAI jAya che. jema ghaDAnI pArakha enA paganI cAlathI thAya che, gAyanI pArakha enA rUparaMga parathI thAya che, tema manuSyanI pArakha enA neNa ane veNu uparathI thAya che. ghaNI vakhata mANasanI AMkha ane tenuM besavuM, cAlavuM joIne ApaNe tene pArakhI zakIe chIe. A saMte paNa emanA neNa, veNa ane cAla uparathI parakhAI AvatAM hatAM. jenArane ema lAgatuM hatuM ke A saMtonI AMkhamAMthI amI jhare che, ne bele che te jANe phUla jhare che. AvA pavitra aNagArene pitAnA mahele AvatAM devakI mAtAe jayAM, saMtone joIne tenuM haiyuM harSathI nAcI uThayuM. jema bALakathI vikhUTI paDelI mAtAne bALaka maLatAM eTale AnaMda thAya ane mAtAthI vikhUTA paDelAM bALakane jema mAtAne joIne jeTaluM AnaMda thAya tenAthI adhika AnaMda saMtane jotAM devakI mAtAne thayA. mAtAthI bALaka vikhUTuM paDayuM hoya, mAtA vinA mUratuM

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168 zAradA darzana heya tyAre ke mANasa tene geTe laI jaIne polIsane soMpe che. piolIsa bALakane baraphI, peMDA, gAMThIyA lAvIne Ape che chatAM bALaka baraphI peMDA khAte nathI paNa enI mAtAne zodhe che. dUrathI enI mAtAne AvatI joIne harakhAI jAya che ane uchaLIne mAtAnI koTe vaLagI paDe che. mAtA baraphI paeNDA kaI lAvI nathI chatAM keTale prema che ! tema A saMtene jotAM devakI mAtAnA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. haju saMta padhArI rahyAM che paNa A saMtene joIne devakI mAtAne khUba harSa thaze. bhAvanAno vega uchALA mAravA lAge. emanI bhAvanAne vega e che ke temAM anaMta karmanI nirjarA thaI jAya che. sArI bhAvanA hoya te sAruM phaLa maLe che ne halakI bhAvanA hoya te tevuM phaLa maLe che. kahe che ne ke jevI dAnata tevI barakata dareka kArya karatAM bhAvanA zudhdha rAkho ne A mAnava janma mahAna puNyathI maLe che tene saphaLa banAve. eka bAlikA khUba sauMdaryavAna hatI. tenA mAtApitA tene nAnI mUkIne mRtyu pAmyA. enI bAjumAM rahetAM paDozIne saMtAna na hatuM eTale A che karIne temaNe dattaka lIdhI. ene bhaNAvI gaNAvIne moTI karI. chokarInA pAlaka mAtApitA khUba zrImaMta hatA, temanI paDozamAM temanI jJAtinuM eka khAnadAna kuTuMba vasatuM hatuM. tenA chokaro khUba hoMziyAra hatuM ne eMjInIyara pAsa thayelo hato. A chokarI pozInA ghera avAranavAra jatI AvatI hatI. jatAM AvatAM ene A yuvAna eMjInIyarane paricaya thaye ane dhIme dhIme paricayamAMthI prema thaye, chekarI paNa yuvAna thaI hatI eTale tenA pAlaka mAtApitA tenA mATe muralIye zedhavA lAgyA. tyAre chokarIe kahyuM mArA mATe tame muratI zedhatA nahi. je mane paraNavavA IcchatA he te A bAjumAM vasatA eMjInIyara sAthe paraNa. mAtA pitAe jANyuM ke chokarIne enI sAthe prema che. cheka hoMziyAra che, jJAti eka che, ne khAnadAna kuTuMba che eTale paraNAvavAmAM vAMdho nathI. baMne kuTuMbanI saMmatithI lagna nakkI thayA. paNa che karInA bApe jamAIne lAvIne eka zarata karI ke tame meTA eMjInIyara che te mane eka sarasa baMgale bAMdhI Ape. pachI huM mArI dIkarI tamArI sAthe paraNAvuM. sasarAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne jamAInA manamAM thayuM ke mArA sasarA zrImaMta che, paNa bhIyA lAge che. e dIkarI ApatAM pahelAM mArI pAsethI kAma kaDhAvavA mAge che. A kayAM veTha AnI? paNa have te nA paDAya nahi eTale baMgale bAMdhI ApavAnuM nakakI karyuM. halakuM lAkaDuM, halakI sImenTa vigere halake mAlasAmAna lAvIne baMgale bAMdhIne taiyAra karyo. retI vadhAre ne sImenTa ochI vAparI. lekhaMDanA sAmAna paNa halake vAparyo ne makAna taiyAra karyuM. jamAIrAje sasarAne baMgale soMpI dIdhe.

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zAradA darzana 169 lagnane divasa nakkI thaya ne khUba dhAmadhUmathI zeThe eMjInIyara sAthe pitAnI putrIne paraNavI. e ja divase sasarAe jamAIne pele baMgale bakSIsa karyo tyAre jamAIne khUba pazcAtApa thayo. are, meM kevI bhUla karI ? mane khabara nahIM ke A baMgale mane ja maLavAnuM che. meM barAbara zrama karIne sAro mAla vAparyo hota te mane lAbha hate. hAya! have zuM karuM? have jamAI game teTalo pazcAtApa kare te zA kAmano ? A dRSTAMta ApaNe mAnavajanma upara ghaNAvavuM che. sasarA samAna puNya che ne jamAI samAna mAnavabhava che. puNyarUpI sasarAe mAnavajIvana rUpI jamAIne badhI sAmagrI ApI. have te sAdhana sAmagrIno sadupaga kevI rIte kare te potAnA hAthanI vAta che. jamAIe baMgalAmAM sArA sAdhane vAparyA hatA ane kALajIpUrvaka baMgale bAM heta te tene ja lAbha hate paNa parAyuM kAma mAnIne veTha utArI te pastAvAno vakhata Avye, tema tamane paNa uttama mAnavajanma maLe che. puNyathI badhI jogavAI maLI che te have viSayanI veTha nA tANatAM bane teTale tapa-tyAga, dAna-puNya karI le. mAnavajIvanane amUlya samaya AtmasAdhanAmAM vAparaze to bhaviSyamAM tamane kAma lAgaze. atyAre pramAda karazo to pachI raDavAno vakhata Avaze. ahIM be aNagArone pitAne ghera gaucarI AvatAM joIne mAtA devakInA harSane pAra na rahyo. have devakImAtA mahelethI nIce utaraze ne munione vaherAvaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra -ajune maNIcUDane rAjyagAdI apAvavAnuM vacana ApyuM. tyAre vidyAdhara maNIcUDe kahyuM-vIrA ! tame te khUba parAkramI che. tamArI dhanurvidyA ajoDa che. ApanA jevA dhanuSyadhArI A duniyAmAM keI nathI, paNa vidyutavega vidyAdhara che. e AkAzamAM rahIne laDaze ne tame dharatI upara raheze. vaLI vidyAo sAthe tene daivI sahAya maLe che. daivI sahAya AgaLa manuSyanI zakti zuM visAtamAM? mATe tame mArI pAse rahelI vidyAo sidhdha kare. arjunanI IcchA A vidyAo levAnI na hatI paNa vidhutavegane jItavA mATe zIkhavAnI jarUra hatI. eTale maNIcUDa pAse rahelI vidyAe lIdhI ane tenI sAdhanA karavA mATe taiyAra thayA. vidyAo sidha karavI e kaMI sAmAnya kAma nathI. eka mANasa vidyA siddha karavA bese to bIjA mANase tenI sAme uttarasAdhaka tarIke rahevuM joIe. eTale maNIcUDa uttasAdhaka tarIke rahevAne hate. AvA samaye ekalI strIne pahADa upara rAkhavI e muzkelIbharyuM kAma hatuM. eTale maNIcUDe tenI patnI caMdrAnanAne kahyuM-tuM hamaNAM piyara jA. enI javAnI IcchA na hatI paNa ajune kahyuM-bahena ! tuM ciMtA na karIza. tArA patine keI jAtanI AMca nahi Ave. vidyA sAdhIne rAjya jItI lIdhA pachI tene

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170 zAradA darzana teDAvIzuM. ema kahIne samajAvIne tene piyara pahoMcADI dIdhI ane baMne parvata upara pahoMcI gayA. eka zubha divase snAna Adi karIne arjune gurUnuM samaraNa karyuM. tyArabAda vidyAnI sAdhanA karavA taiyAra thayA. ekAMta guphameM padamAsana kara, dRSTi nAsAgra TikAI, kare vidyA sidadha ajuna , yegI dhyAna lagAI ha-zaitA. eka guphAmAM jaI ane padmAsana lagAvyuM. nAkanI dAMDI upara daSTine sthira karIne eka avadhUta cagInI mAphaka dhyAna lagAvIne besI gayA. maNIcUDa uttarasAdhaka baje. pAMca sAta divasa A rIte pasAra thayA. eTale vyaMtara deve tenI pAse AvavA lAgyA. AvIne arjunane dhyAnamAMthI calita karavA mATe aneka prakAranA upasargo ApavA lAgyA. vividha prakAranAM rUpa karIne ajuna pAse AvyA. eka mANasanuM rUpa banAvI talavArathI tenA kaTakA karavA lAgyA. e mANasa cIsa pADIne belavA lAgyAM che pAMDuputra arjuna ! tame khUba dayALu che. A duSTa mane mArI nAMkhe che. mane bacA ...bacAve ema karavA lAgyA. AvuM sAMbhaLIne dayALunuM dila dravI uche. arjuna dayALu ne paraduHkhabhaMjana jarUra hatAM paNa atyAre te dhyAnamAMthI calAyamAna karavA mATenuM tephAna che ema samajatAM hatAM. e mANasanA kaTakA karIne mAMsanA locA arjuna upara nAMkhavA lAgyA. manuSyane mArI temanA mAthAnI mALA banAvIne arjunanA gaLAmAM paherAvI dIdhI ane tenI sAme vikarALarUpa banAvIne nAcavA ne kUdavA lAgyA. bhayaMkara aTTahAsya karavA lAgyAM. koI deve hAthInuM rUpa laI moTA moTA daMtazULa banAvIne arjunane halAvavA lAgyA paNa ajunajI dhyAnamAMthI saheja paNa calita thatAM nathI. ajagara banake vITe kaI siMha banI karAve, viSadhara banI phUkAra kare, viccha bana DaMkha lagAve che-zrotAkaI ajagaranuM rUpa laIne arjunanA zarIre vIMTAI gayA. keI bhayaMkara jaMgalI siMha banIne garjanA karatAM temanI sAme AvIne bIvaDAvavA lAgyA. keI bhayaMkara krodhAyamAna nAga banIne phUMphADA mAravA lAgyA. te kaI vIMchI banIne DaMkha devA lAgyA. A rIte bhayaMkara upasargo ne trAsa ApavA lAgyA. baMdhuo ! manuSya koI paNa sAdhanA sAdhe che tyAre tenI kaTI avazya thAya che. ahIM de vidyA sAdhanArane ATaluM badhuM kaSTa zA mATe Ape che? manuSya vighA sidhdha kare eTale te vidyAonA adhiSThAyaka devene tene AdhIna banavuM paDe che. jene AdhIna thAya che tene manuSya je kAma batAve te karavuM paDe che. eTale deve tene calAyamAna karavA mATe thAya teTalA prayatna kare che. je DarIne calAyamAna thAya

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zAradA darzana 101 tA vidyA sidhdha nA thAya ane je aDaga rahe te pAmI jAya. eka vicAravA jevI vAta kahuM. manuSyane AvI vidyAenI sAdhanA karavA mATe keTaluM. kaSTa sahana karavuM paDe che! maraNane mAthe laIne vidyA sidhdha kare che. ATalu duHkha veThIne vidyA meLave tyAre sukha keTaluM maLe ? bahu te zatruone parAjaya karIne pAte vijaya meLavI zake, ravA tene tAbe thaIne tenuM dhAryu kAma pAra pADI Ape. eTaluM ja ne ? e vidyA krama' zatruone haThAvavAmAM kAma lAgatI nathI. rAvaNe keTalI vidyA sidhdha karI hatI. paNa jyAre tenA vinAza thavAnA hatA tyAre vidyA kAma lAgI ? * nA ', mAre kahevAnA Azaya e che ke kama zatruo upara vijaya meLavavA mATe tapa Adi sAdhanAe karatA jo tamane kAI kaSTa Ave teA makkama rahejo. arjunane vyaMtara dhruvA keTalA upasargo kare che. chatAM keTalA makkama rahyA che! ATalA kaSTa ApavA chatAM sheja pazu calAyamAna na thayA. hajI devA kevA bhaya'kara upadrava karaze tenA bhAva avasare. ma vyAkhyAna na. 23 zrAvaNu suda 11 ne magaLavAra tA. 26-7-77 anaMta upakArI sajJa bhagavaMtA viSayAnuM vAraNu karanArA ne mehatuM maraNa karanArA che. evA trilokInAthanI vANI sasAra dAvAnaLamAM aLatA jhaLatA jIvAne zItaLatA ApanArI che. bhavamAM bhUlA paDelAne sAcA rAha batAvanArI che. samajo. kUvAmAM paDelA mAnavIne bahAra kADhavA mATe kAi mANusa dvAraDu' mUke teA te doraDAnA sahAre bahAra nIkaLe che. dAraDu tA jema che tema rahe che paNa doraDAne pakaDIne tenA dvArA upara caDhavAnI mahenata kUvAmAM paDelA mAnavIne ja karavI paDe che. chatAM te mAnavI zu vicAra kare che? ke mane kUvAmAM doraDAnI sahAya maLI te huM bahAra nIkaLI zakayeA. jo dAra u na maLyu. hAta tA huM kUvAmAM bhUkhyA ne tarasyA marI jAta. doraDAnI alihArI che. enA pratApe mane jIvana maLyu che. AkAzamAM dhruvanA tAro uge che. te aMdhArI rAtre dariyAmAM vahANu calAvanAra nAvikane sahArArUpa che. kAraNa ke dhruvanA tArAnA AdhAre nAvika tenu vahANu sAcI dizAmA haMkArI zake che. jo dhruvanA tAro na hoya teA aMdhArI rAtre vahANu kai dizAmAM jAya che te nAvikane khabara na paDe ane game te ulTI dizAmAM vahANu cAlyA jAya. neA tAro nAvikane mATe kaI kare che? e tA enA sthAnamAM rahIne camake che. chatAM nAvikane mATe dhruvane tAro hitakArI che. tema bhagavaMtanI vANI bhavyajIvAne bhavasAgara taravA mATe sahAyaka che,

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172 zAradA darzana evI vItarAga prabhunI vANI AThamuM aMga aMtagaDa sUtranA AThamAM adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. temAM cha aNagAre emanAtha bhagavAnanA aMtevAsI ziSyo bhagavAnanI AjJA laIne dvArikA nagarImAM gaucarI mATe padhAryA che. tyAre devakI mAtAe pitAnA mahela tarapha be saMtane AvatAM joyA. baMdhuo ! jenI rageragamAM dharmano raMga che jene saMtAna karatAM saMto vahAlA che tene saMtane jotAM anero AnaMda thAya che. samaktidaSTi jIvane bIje kyAMya AnaMda nathI Avato. ene mana te "jita mag , kAvavA purANu guwo, hinagUT tara" jInaparyata ahaMta bhagavAna mArA deva che. nircatha sAcA saMto mArA gurU che ane kevaLI prarUpita dharma e ja mAro dharma che. bIje dharma nahi. A traNa vastumAM enA jIvananuM sarvasva mAne che, eka vakhata daSTi khulyA pachI, sAcuM bhAna thayA pachI bIje kayAMya AnaMda Ave? jyAM sudhI rananI pArakha nahotI tyAM sudhI kAcanA TukaDAne saMgraha karyo, paNa jyAM sAcA rananI pIchANa thAya tyAM koI tijorImAM kAcanA TukaDA bhare kharo ? "nA". ahIM mahAnapurUSa paNa ema ja kahe che ke he AtmA! A mAnavabhava dAna, zIyaLa, tapa ane bhAvanAnI pavitra ArAdhanA karavAno amUlya avasara che. A avasara pharI pharIne nahi maLe. AvelA avasarane vadhAvI lo. taka cUkaze nahi. devakI rANIne dAna devAnI taka maLI che. "g of sA seva sevA te saUTTrt prajamAne sattA tuTTa nA divAsaLA zammadada " mahAna pavitra saMtone pitAnA mahela tarapha AvatA joIne devakIrANI khUba AnaMdita thaI. enuM hRdaya harSathI nAcI uThayuM. enA sADAtraNa koDa romarAya khIlI uThayA. aha, zuM mArA bhagavAnanA pavitra saMte che ! zuM emanA teja che ! saMtane jotAM jema keI garIba mANasane koDanI saMpatti maLI jAya, bhUkhyAne bhejana, tarasyAne pANI, AMdhaLAne AMkha maLe ne ke I vahepa karIne saMpattithI bharelAM vahANa dariyAmAM gUma thayA hatAM te pAchA maLe ne je AnaMda thAya tenAthI adhika AnaMda saMtone joIne devakI rANIne thayo. ene harSa enA aMtaramAM samAI zakatuM nathI. - tArI kAMti jotAM jotAM, mArI AMkhe kadI nA dharAye, tAruM amRta pItAM pItAM, mArI gAgara kadI nA bharAye. tAre alabelo didAra, jANe jou vAraMvAra, evI tuja darzananI balihArI... mAtA devI zuM be le che ? he mArA gurU bhagavaMto ! tamArA darzana karatAM, tamAruM mukhaDuM jotAM mAruM dila nAcI uThe che. zuM tamAruM pavitra mukhaDuM che. jema lAITa jatI rahI hoya tyAre mANasa aMdhArAmAM akaLAI jAya che ne lAITa thatAM prakAza prakAza

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zAradA darzana 176 patharAI jAya che eTale AnaMda thAya che tema he prabhu! tamAruM mukhaDuM joIne mane e AnaMda thAya che. tamArA mukha upara tapa, tyAga ane brahmacaryanAM teja jhaLahaLe che. tamArI AgaLa devanAM rUpa paNa jhAMkhA paDe che. he prabhu! tame pudgalanA sukhano tyAga karyo che. tame jeno tyAga karyo che tenAM ame rAgI banyAM chIe. amArA jIvanamAM viSaya vikAranAM jherI sarpo phUMphADA mAre che. jyAre tame e sane jIvanamAMthI dUra karyA che. he prabhu! AvA pavitra tame jyAM ne huM pApI kyAM! huM sukhane rAgI chuM, tuM sukhane tyAgI che, tuM vItarAgI che tuM kayAM huM kayAM! huM ajJAnI chuM, tuM kevaLajJAnI che, aMtaryAmI che tuM kyAM? huM kayAM? (2) khuda tIrthaMkara prabhune joIne jeTaluM AnaMda thAya eTale AnaMda A saMtene jaIne devakIjIne thayo. eTale pitAnA hadayanA bhAva vyakta karI rahI che ane akathanIya, avarNanIya AnaMda anubhavI rahI che. ATale AnaMda ne u9lAsa ene saMsAranA kAryamAM nathI AvatuM. tamane AnaMda zemAM Ave che? yAda rAkhe. saMsAranA kAryamAM Avo AnaMda ne ulAsa Ave te karmanA baMdhana thAya ane dharmanA kAryamAM A ulAsa Ave te karmanI bhekhaDa tUTI jAya. alaukika harSa ane AnaMda anubhavatI devakI rANI pitAne AsanethI ubhA thayA ne mahelamAMthI nIce utaryA. aggvA gagcha, agrfchA taghutto gayafja vAhiof ' ane sAta ATha pagalAM saMtanI sAme gayA. jaIne baMne aNagArene bhaktibhAvapUrvaka tikakhuttono pATha bhaNIne vaMdaNa karI. acAnaka tenA padhAravAthI atyaMta harSita banIne manamAM bolI uThI ke Aje mAre ghera saMta padhAryA eTale huM Aje dhanya banI gaI baMdhuo! saMtane padhAravAnI koI tithi nakkI nathI hotI. eTale saMte atithi kahevAya che ane e vAta paNa nakkI che ke tamAre ghera acAnaka saMta padhAraze ne tamane jeTalo AnaMda Avaze teTale parANe laI jaze temAM nahi Ave. ghaNI vAra evuM bane che ke amArI baheno khUba Agraha karIne kahe che Aje amAre ghera padhArajo. A rIte Agraha ke AmaMtraNane svIkArIne saMte jAya nahi. samajI lejo ke tamAre ghera acAnaka kalpanAmAM paNa na hoya ne saMta padhAre tyAre tamane ane AnaMda Avaze. e AnaMdamAM tame utkRSTa bhAve vaherAvazo te tamane mahAna lAbha maLaze. devakIrANIne dAna devAno alaukika AnaMda che. A AnaMda devAnaMdAne bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmInAM darzana karatA thayo hate. devAnaMda brAhmaNI bhagavAnanA darzana karavA gaI tIrthaMkara prabhunI amIrasavANI varase

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174 zAradA darzana che. e vANI te evI madhurI hoya che ke tenA amRta ghUMTaDA pItAM mAnavInuM peTa bharAtuM nathI. bhagavAna vANInI dhArA vahAvI rahyA che tyAM devAnaMdA darzana kare che. darzana karatAM devAnaMdAne e alaukika harSa thaye ke huM A zuM joI rahI chuM? kenA darzana karuM chuM? bhagavAnanA darzana karatAM enA haiyAmAM harSa samAye nahi. haiyuM harSathI thanaganI uThayuM. harSamAM temanI kaMcukI kheMcAvA lAgI ne stanamAMthI dUdhanI dhArA chUTI. te prabhunA mukha upara chaMTAI. A joIne gautamasvAmIne khUba Azcarya thayuM. ahe prabhu! atyAra sudhImAM kare mAtAo ApanA darzana karavA AvI che paNa haju sudhI AvuM Azcarya meM joyuM nathI te Aje A zuM banyuM? bhagavaMta kahe che he gautama! A che mAtRprema. AmAM tAre Azcarya pAmavA jevuM nathI. AjanA saMtAno bhaNIgaNIne taiyAra thAya, paraNe ane be paisA kamAtAM thAya eTale mAtAnA upakArane bhUlI jAya che. ene khabara nathI hotI ke A mAtAe keTalA kaSTa veThIne mane ucheryo che ane mAtAnA hRdayamAM saMtAno pratye keTaluM vAtsalya hoya che. pote duHkhamAM hoya te paNa dIkarAnA hitanI sadA ciMtA kare che. evuM mAtAnuM vAtsalya hoya che. mATe mAtA pitAno upakAra kadI bhUlaze nahi. bhagavAne gautamasvAmIne kahyuM ke A te mAtRprema che. tyAre gautamasvAmIne vadhu Azcarya thayuM ahe prabhu! Apane janma denAra te trizalA mAtA che ke A vaLI bIjI mAtA keNa? bhagavaMta kahe che ahe gautama ! huM dazamA devalathI cavIne Ave tyAre A mAtAnA garbhamAM AvyuM hatuM. tenA udaramAM 8rA rAtri rahI Avyo chuM. e mAtAnA hetane umaLake che. tIrthakara kadI brAhmaNa kuLamAM janma nahi eTale haraNagamaNI deve tenA garbhamAMthI sAdhAraNa karIne mane trizalAmAtAnA garbhamAM mUkyo. e na banavAnuM banyuM che. te devAnaMdAnA karmano udaya hate. devAnupriye ! jema devAnaMdA mAtAne mahAvIra prabhunA darzana karatAM harSa thaye te harSa devakIrANane saMtanA darzana karatAM thaye. sAta ATha pagalAM saMtenA sAme gaIne tikakhuttono pATha bhaNIne vaMdaNa karIne khUba prasanna thaI. harSanAM atirekathI haiyuM uchaLavA lAgyuM ane khUba premathI kahyuM padhAre..padhAre. prabhu pAvana karene muja jhaMpalaDI, sUnI paDI haiyAnI hATalaDI. triloka tAraka tribhuvana svAmI, tArI bhakitamAM nahi rAkhuM khAmI, raDI raDI vitAvuM dina rAtalaDI.prabhu.. he prabhu! Apa mAre ghera padhArI mArI jhUMpaDI pAvana kare. Aje mArI jhuMpaDImAM sonAno sUraja ugyA. tamane thaze ke e te moTA mahelamAM rahetA hatA. emane jhuMpaDI kyAM hatI? bhAI! AtmAthI manuSyone game teTalA moTA mahela heya,

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zAradA darzana 105 game teTalI rAjasa'patti hoya paNa ene mana satA AgaLa badhu... tuccha che, sA pratye keTaluM bahumAna hoya tyAre AvA zabdo khelAya che. enA gharamAM dAsadAsI, nokara-cAkara badhA khammA khammA karatAM hatAM. pANI mAMgatA dUdha maLatuM hatuM. chatAM e kahe che huM prabhu! tamArA darzIna vinA mArA haiyAnI hATaDI sUnI paDI gaI che. A zabdo uparathI ApaNe samajI zakIe chIe ke saMsAranAM sukha ane saMsAranAM sneha karatAM dharmanA prema temane mana vizeSa hatA. 39 satAne jotAM devakI rANInuM haSa thI uchaLeluM hRdaya H devakI rANI satAnuM sanmAna karIne AgrahapUrvaka vinaMtI karIne " teLeva mattadhare teLeva vALacchara dU jyAM bhattaghara eTale raseADu hatu tyAM lai gaI. meTA rajavADAmAM rahevAnA mahela judA hoya che ne raseADA paNa judA hAya che. devakIrANInA mahelanI bAjumAM raseADuM hatuM. e raseADAmAMthI raseAI lAvIne jo sAdhune vaheArAve te te kalpatI nathI, je sAdhu mATe mahelamAM lai Ave " abhihaDASTriya sAmuM lAvavAno doSa lAge che. eTale sAdhu e rIte vaheArAvelA AhAra le nahi. khIjI vAta raseADu' khIjI rUmamAM hAya ne mAjInA rUmamAM lAvIne vaheArAve te paNa sAdhu ke nahi kAraNa ke raseADAmAM saceta-aceta ghaNI cIjo paDelI hAya che. taiyAra raseAI paNa gyAsa ke sagaDI upara hAya agara khIjI kaI saceta vastu upara aceta vastu paDI hai|ya te lAvIne vaheArAvI OM tA sAdhune zu khakhara paDe ? eTale jyAM daSTi paDe ke kaI cIja kayAMthI le che tyAM ubhA rahIne sAdhu gaucarI kare. tame Tebala para badhuM laIne jamavA beThA hA ne acAnaka sAdhu padhAre te tenA upara saceta pANI ke bIjI kaI saceta vastu nA hAya te tyAMthI vaheArAvI zakAya. devakI mAtA e aNugArAne jyAM raseADuM hatuM tyAM laI gayA. te dAna devA mATe gAMDI ghelI khanI gai che. jANe huM zuM ApI dauM" ! hIrA, mANeka, mAtI ApI dauM. te e temane kalpatuM nathI. jemaNe kaMcanane kathIra mAnyuM che, rUpiyAne rADA mAnyA che ne ratnone kAMkarA mAnI jeNe choDI dIdhA che. tene enI karyAM jarUra che ? emane teA zarIra TakAvavA mATe AhAranI jarUra che. devakIrANI zuM kare che ? ' 'sI' sALa, mevALAM thALa maLe !" rAjA mahArAjAenA raseADA ghaNAM moTA hoya che. temAM ghaNI jAtajAtanI raseAi manAvavAmAM Ave che. devakIrANI badhI cIjo cheDIne sauthI pahelAM siMhakezarIyA mAdakaneA thALa bharIne peAtAne AMgaNe AvelA pavitra saMtAne vaheArAvavA taiyAra thai. vahorAvatI vakhate paNa enA aMtarano AnaMda anerA hate. jaMgalamAM kAi musAphIra bhUlA paDA haiAya tene acAnaka keAI sathavArA maLI jAya teA keTalA AnaMda thAya che ? tema devakIrANIne pAtAne AMgaNe acAnaka saMta padhAratAM apUrva Ana Mda thayA che,

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176 zAradA darzana aMdhue ! bhUlA paDelA jIvAne saMta sathavArA jevA che. sAMbhaLeA. eka nyAya ApIne samajAvuM. eka mAnavI gADha jaMgalamAM bhUlA paDacA hatA. sAcA mArga zeAdhavA cAre tarapha rakhaDI rakhaDIne thAkI gayA hatA. bhUkha tarasa paNa khUba lAgI hatI. jaMgalamAM khAvAnuM te kayAMthI maLe ? paNa kayAMka pANI maLe te pIne mArI tRSA chIpAvu'. ema vicAra karIne pANI mATe phAMphA mAratA hate. tyAM eTalAmAM eka jhuMpaDI ane pANInI parakha joI. jhupaDImAM eka mANasa hatA. te je keI bhUkhyA tarasye mANusa Ave teTalAne dALa jamADatA hatA ne ThaMDu pANI pItraDAvatA hatA. pelA mANasa tA rAjI rAjI thai gayA. rAlene dALa khAdhA, jaMgalanuM zItaLa pANI pIdhuM. khAjumAM eka meTA ghaTAdAra vaDavA hatA eTale manamAM thayuM ke thADI vAra ArAma karuM pachI AgaLa jA. e mANasa vaDalAnI zItaLa chAyAmAM sUIgA. bhUlA paDelA musApharIne jaMgalamAM khAvApIvAnuM maLyu. visAme levA mATe vaDalAnuM jhADa maLI gayu` chatAM e vagaDAmAM rahevAnu pasaMda karaze ? nA. pelA musAphIra thAkayeA pAkaye visAme levA mATe sUte che paNa potAne gAma javuM che te vAta bhUlyo nathI. tyAM koI bIjo musAphI karatA karatA AvI paDeoMcyA ne pelAne Dha MDhoLIne kahe che bhAI ! jAge. A jaMgalamAM nirAMte kema sUtA che ? tyAre pelo jAgIne kahe che bhAI! huM A jaMgalamAM bhUlo paDayA chuM. mane mArA gAmano mArga jaDatA nathI eTale thAkIne gheADIvAra visAme levA mATe sUtA chuM. tamAre kayA gAma javuM che? mAre amuka gAma javuM tyAM pelo kahe che. mAruM paNa e ja gAma che. tyAre AvanAra musAphara kahe che cAlo, mArI sAthe, huM rasto kharAkhara jANuM chuM. tamane tamAre ghera pahoMcADI daIza. e samaye bhUlA paDelA musApharane keTalo AnaMda thAya ? vaDalAnI zItaLa chAyA cheADIne javA taiyAra thaI jAya ne ? A nyAya ApaNA AtmA sAthe ghaTAvavAno che. ApaNe AtmA ane takALathI bhavarUpI vanamAM bhUlo paDacA che. te pAtAna karmonusAra deva, nArakI, manuSya, tiya "camAM vividharUpa dhAraNa karIne bhava vanamAM bhaTakI bhaTakIne khUba thAkI gayA. tyAM enA parama sadbhAgye manuSya bhavarUpI vaDalAnuM vizramasthAna maLyuM, khAvApIvAnI sagavaDa maLI eTale jIva hAza karIza zAMtithI beTho che. tyAM saMtapurUSa AvIne kahe che bhavamAM bhavamAM bhUlA paDelA musApharA! tame jAge. kayAM sudhI uMghyA karazeA ? AyuSya rUpI sUryano asta thAya te pahelAM ApaNe ApaNAM ghera paheAMcI jaI e. jIvanuM zAzvata ghara kayu' te jANeA che ne ? jIvanuM zAzvata ghara me!kSa che. A manuSyabhava tA visAmA che. satA kahe che jo tamAre zAzvata ghera pahoMcavu... hAya te amArI sAthe cAle. ame mAkSamAga nA bheAmiyA chIe, amAre tyAM javuM che te tamane e mAga batAvI daIzuM.

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zAradA darzana 177 khAleA madhuo! A gharabAra, mAla milkata, patnI, putro madhuM cheDIne javuM gamaze ne ? AvuM sAcuM ghara batAvanArA satA tamane vAraMvAra nahi maLe mATe tame jAgI jAva. meAkSamAM javAno sAco mArga jJAna, darzana, cAritra ane tapa che. jene javAnI laganI lAgI che tevA AtmAe jAgI gayA che. have jene jaldI manI bhekhaDA tADI bhava vana eLaMgIne meAkSamAM javAnI laganI lAgI hoya te jaldI jAgI jajo. ahI' devakImAtAne pazu bhava vanamAMthI bahAra kADhanAra saMta maLyA che. te saMtane joI ne gAMDIghelI khanI gaI che ane vaheArAvavA mATe sa'hakezarIyA lADuno thALa bharIne lAvI che. have e sa Mtane lADu vaheArAvaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra :- arjuna paropakAra mATe keTalu' kaSTa sahana kare che ! emaNe khIjAtu duHkha maTADavA mATe evA vicAra na karyo ke huM ATaluM moTuM sAhasa karu chu. temAM jo huM kadAca marI jaIza te mArA mAtA-pitA, bhAI e ane draupadInu zu thaze ? paraduHkhabhaMjana ane paropakArI purUSAmAM svArtha vRtti hotI nathI. ahIM aju nane evI bhAvanA paNa nathI ke huM A maNIcUMDane tenuM rAjaya apAvI dauM... eTale mane te sAre| kaheze. mArI praza'sA karaze ne mane duHkhamAM sahAya karaze. AvA vicAra sarakhA paNa nathI. khasa, eka ja bhAvanA che ke mane mAnavajIvana maLyuM che teA kaMIka karI chUTu'. rAjamahela cheADIne vanavAsa Avavu paDayu. te pApakAra mATe ja ne ? je emaNe ema vicAra karyAM hAta ke gAyAne cheDAvavA kevI rIte jAuM? dhanuSyamANa draupadInA mahele paDayA che. jo levA jaIza tA pratijJAno bhaMga thaze ne vanavAsa javuM paDaze. mATe mAre javu nathI. AvA vicAra karyAM hAta teA vanamAM AvavuM paData nahi. paNa potAnuM je thavuM hAya te thAya paNa gAne khacAvavI sAcI. mATe dhanuSyabANu levA gayA. gAcAne bacAvI pratijJAnuM pAlana karavA vanamAM AvyA. ahIM paNa kevI pavitra bhAvanA che! vidyA sidhdha karavA mATe dhyAna lagAvIne beThA. pAMca sAta divasa thayAM tyAM vyaMtara devAnA upadrava zarU thayA. dhruvA aneka prakAranAM rUpe karI zake che. eTale siMha, vAgha, varU, sapa`, vIMchI vigere aneka rUpe laine arjunane khavaDAvavA lAgyA. tA paNa arjuna DI nahi. te peAtAnA dhyAnamAM aDaga rahyA, tyAre devAe vicAra karyAM ke AmAM DaryAM nahi tA have enuM hRdaya pIgaLI jAya tevuM dRzya khaDu karIe. jyAM mArApaNAnI mamatA jAge, meha jAge, evu karIe eTale ApoApa tenu mana calAyamAna khanI jaze. 23 banA rUpa kuM tImAtAkA, sanmukha trAsa dikhAve, khicA lAya draupadIkA phira, vilakhA rUdana macAye hA-zrotA.

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178 zAradA darzana baMdhuo ! mohanIya karma bhayaMkara che. te bhalabhalAne nacAve che. jyAM maha che, mamatA che tyAM jIvane duHkha thAya che, paNa jyAM rAga ke moha nathI tyAM kAMI duHkha thatuM nathI. tamArI bAjumAM pADozInI dIkare sIrIyasa thaI gayo che. ghaDI be ghaDIno mahemAna che. bAra vAgyAno TAIma che. bolo zuM kare? jhaTa jamI le ne ? chokarA sIrIyasa che chatAM kema gaLe utaryuM? mArApaNAnI mamatA nahotI eTale ne? je pitAno dIkare sIrIyasa hota te roTalInuM baTakuM gaLe utarata? "nA." TUMkamAM meha mANasane pIgaLAvI de che. eTale dee arjuna enA dhyAnamAMthI calAyamAna thAya tevuM dazya ubhuM karyuM. kuMtAmAtAnuM rUpa banAvIne sAme besADayA ane keI tene mAra mAravA lAgyA. kaI tenI sADIno pAlava kheMcavA lAgyA. tyAre kuMtAmAtA raDatAM raDatAM kahe che beTA arjuna! tuM tArI mAtA sAmuM te je. chatAM dIkare vAMjhaNI jevI mArI dazA che. A duSTa mane mAra mAre che. mArI Ijjata lUTe che. Ama khUba cIse pADe che. paNa arjunacha dhyAnamAMthI calAyamAna thatA nathI. emanuM dhyAna evuM che ke bahAra zuM thAya che tenI emane khabara na paDe. keTalI cittanI sthiratA haze! tame te eka navakAravALI gaNe eTalIvAra paNa citta sthira rahetuM nathI. "mALAnA maNakA phare hAtha para ne mana phare cakaLe." evI jIvanI dazA che. kuMtAmAtA kALe kalpAMta kare che chatAM arjunanuM citta calita thatuM nathI. jyAre draupadInuM rUpa banAvyuM. emaNe vicAra karyo ke mANasa paraNe eTale ene mAtA karatAM paNa patnI vizeSa vahAlI hoya che. mATe draupadIne raDatI joze to tene hadaya pIgaLI jaze. draupadInuM rUpa karIne beThAM. pachI kaI bhAlAthI vadhavA lAgyA, koI enI lAja lUMTavA mATe enA vasA kheMce che. tyAre draupadI karUNa svare vilApa karatI kahe che aha, svAmInAtha! huM pAMca pAMca patinI patnI pAMcALI hovA chatAM A daSTa purUSa tamArI sAme mArI Ijajata lUTe che. te tame kema besI rahyAM che ? dha dhArI ana! tame te mahAna parAkramI che ne Ama kema besI rahyA che? tamArAthI A atyAcAra kema sahana thAya che? tame mane bacAve.bacAve eve cIso pADe che paNa arjunacha te jANe nicetana kalevara na hoya tenI mAphaka sAdhanAmAM sthira rahyA che. laukika vijaya mATe ATaluM kaSTa sahana karavuM paDe che te Atmavijaya mATe keTaluM sahana karavuM paDe tene vicAra karo. vadhu bhAva avasare.

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zAradA dezana vyAkhyAna na. 24 17 mAvaNa suda 12 ne budhavAra tA. 27777 sujJa baMdhue, suzIla mAtA ne baheneA ! mahAnapurUSo kahe che ke A sa'sAra bhayaMkara agni jeve che, agnimAM maLatA jhaLatA mAnavIne temAMthI khacavA mATe kAI ne kAI zaraNu zeAdhavu joIe. e zaraNu che vItarAgI bhagavAnuM. jJAnI bhagavata kahe che ke yAda rAkhajo ke A kAyAnI chAyA ghara gharamAM dekhAya che. e chAyA dekhAtI paNa eka divasa baMdha thaI jaze. enI mAyA kyAM sudhI rAkhavI ? e mAyAnA baMdhano eka divasa tUTI jaze tyAre zu? tevA kadI vicAra Ave che kharA ? 1 A kAyAnI chAyA eka divasa dekhAtI baMdha thavAnI che e badhA jANe chatAM kANu jANe amarapaTTo laIne na AvyA hAya tevI rIte ezaArAmathI sudara jIvana vItAve che. paNa yAda rAkho ke A pRthvI upara moTA moTA chatrIdharA ane gAdIdharA thaI gayAM che. jemanA mahelA raMgIna reAzanIthI jhaLahaLatA hatA. temAM bhavya samAraMbha ane vilAsanAM sAdhano hatAM. chatAM temanA jIvana paLavAramAM phanA thaI gayA. khAlI hAthe AvyA hatAM ne khAlI hAthe cAlyA gayAM. nAzavaMta dehanI lAlasAmAM jIvanane tapa-tyAga, dayA, dAna AdinI samRdhdhithI samRdhdha banAvI zakyA nahi. A aksesanI kathA lakhatAM gayA ne A saMsAra asAra che tema kahIne bIjAne medha ApatA gayA. paNa A aksesanI kathA kaI yAda karatuM nathI, ane sa'sArarUpI agnimAM sukha mAnI mAha mAyAmAM racyApacyA rahe che ne " Ajano lhAvA lIjIye re kAla kANe dIThI che " ema mAnI sa'sAranAM sukhA vadhArI rahyA che, paNa AtmAno vikAsa kema thAya te mATeno koI prayatna karatA nathI. baMdhue ! Atmika vikAsa sAdhavA hAya tA dareka jIve e vicAra karavA joIe ke huM kANu chuM? mAruM kartavya zuM che ? ane karelAM karmo mAre pAtAne bhAgavavAnAM che. khIjI vAta e vicAravAnI che ke A jIva pahetAM hatA, Aje che ne pachI paNa rahevAno che. ka`sa cAge deha dhAraNa karavA pace che. pAMca, daza, paccIsa, pacAsa ke seA varSe pUratA A dehano saMgAtha che, pachI ene cheDavAno che. evA dehane deva mAnIne dina rAta enI sevAmAM jIvananuM sasva hArmI hai che, paNa e ajJAnI jIvane khakhara nathI ke A deha dAgInA jevA che ne AtmA seAnA jevA che. dAgIno tA Aja che ne kAle tUTI jaze paNa seAnuM te kAyama rahevAnu che, dAgInA vinA sAnAnI kiMmata upajaze paNa seAnA vinA dAgInAnI kANI kADhI

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180 zAradA darzana paNa nahi upaje. senA je AtmA ane dAgInA je deha e bemAMthI tame kene mahatva Apaze? jJAnI purUSoe AtmAne mahatva ApyuM che. dehane to sAdhanA karavAnuM sAdhana mAnyuM che. caitanya devano caLakATa anere che ne A deha te jaDa che. jemaNe zarIrane saMyamanI sAdhanA karavAnuM sAdhana mAneluM che ane Atmatatvane pachADyuM che tevA cha aNagAre gaucarI karavA mATe dvArikA nagarImAM nirdoSa AhAranI gaveSaNuM karatAM karatAM trikhaMDa adhipati kRSNa vAsudevanI mAtA devakIrANInA mahele be aNagAra padhAryA. saMtene joIne devakIrANInA haiyAmAM harSanI choLe uchaLavA lAgI. saMtene sAta ATha pagalAM sAmI jaI vaMdana karIne jyAM vasudeva mahArAjA kRSNa vAsudeva ane badhI rANIo jamatAM hatAM te rasoDAmAM laI gaI ane siMhakezarIyA lADuno thALa bharIne laI AvI. e lADu vaherAvatAM paNa saMte pratye keTalI utkRSTa bhAvanA che! ahA, mArA tAraNahAra Aje mAre AMgaNe padhArIne mane dhanya banAvI. tame keTalAM mahAna che. zabdamAM samAya nahi e tuM mahAna kema karI gAu prabhu tArA guNagAnagajuM nathI mAruM evuM kahe A jabAna-kema karI gAu prabhu tArA guNagAna. devakI kahe che ahe mArA prabhu! ane prabhunA saMta ! tame keTalAM badhA mahAna che. devakIne bhagavAna ane temanA saMte pratye khUba mAna che. bIjane caMdramA e caMdramAM kahevAya ne punamano caMdra e paNa caMdramAM che. bIjamAMthI punamano caMdra thAya che. eTale Apa mArA bhagavAnanA aMza che. tame keTalA pavitra che ! tamArAmAM keTalA guNa bharyA che. tamArA guNenuM varNana karavAnI mArAmAM tAkAta nathI. mArI jIbha eka che paNa bIjI hajAro jIbhe bhegI karIne tamArA guNa gAuM te paNa pAra Ave nahi evA mArA guNIyala gurU ! Aje mAre AMgaNe padhArIne tame mane pAvana banAvI che. caMdanabALA satI dhanAvAha zeThane tyAM hatI. e gAmanA rAjAnI rANI caMdanabALAnI sagI mAsI hatI. paNa ene khabara na hatI ke mArI bhANejane mAthe AvA kaSTa paDayAM che, paNa jyAre caMdanabALAne AMgaNe mahAvIra prabhunA pAvanakArI pagalAM thayA, pAMca mAsa ane paccIsa divasanI ugra tapazcaryAnA pAraNe caMdanAe prabhune aDadanA bakuLA vahorAvyA ne prabhuno abhigraha pUre thaye tyAre AkAzamAM devadurdazI vAgI. "ahedAna ahedAna" devee evI divya ghoSaNA karI eno gebI avAja sArI nagarImAM saMbhaLA, ane sADAbAra koDa senaiyAnI vRSTi thaI. A samaye gAmanA rAjA-rANI ane prajA sI deDIne AvyA, ane satI caMdanabALAno

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zAradA darzana jaya jyakAra belA. sArI nagarImAM caMdanabALAne saue oLakhI. enA mAsI ane mAsAe paNa oLakhI. A pratApa keno? bhagavAnano. je bhagavAna tyAM na padhAryA hatA te caMdanabALAne keI oLakhata nahi. TUMkamAM AvA pavitra saMtAna samAgama nAnA mAnavIne paNa mahAna banAve che. dAnavane mAnava banAve che. narakamAM jatAM aTakAvI sadgatimAM laI jAya che. pavitra tenA guNagAna karatI devakIrANI kahe che prabhu! kyAM rAI ne kyAM merU! kyAM gulAba ne kayAM AMkaDo ! tame evA mahAna che. tame saMsAra dAvAnaLamAMthI bahAra nIkaLyA che. huM dAvAnaLamAM baLI rahelI chuM. Ape padhArIne parama zItaLatA ApI che. Ama saMtanA guNagAna karatAM AnaMda pAmatI devakIrANI siMha kezarIyA modakano mATe thALa bharIne lAvI. mA te mAre vikArA ane te lADu aNagArone vaherAvyA. siMha kezarIyA lADu 84 jAtanAM uMcA prakAranAM vasANuM nAMkhIne banAvavAmAM Ave che. tene sAmAnya mAnavI pacAvI zake nahi. ene pacAvavA mATe evuM saMghayaNa joIe. saMgrahaNInA dardIne zIra khavaDAvavAmAM Ave te bicAre vahele marI jAya. zarIra je AhAra pacAvI zake te khavAya, na pace te kherAka khAya te mAMde thAya. uttama jAtinA mAdaka devakIrANI khUba Agraha karIne tene paherAve che. sAdhu jarUriyAtathI vadhAre kadI letA nathI. temaja sAdhue zudhdha brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavA mATe AhAra maryAdita karavuM joIe. jeTalo AhAra vikRtivALo hoya teTalI brahmacarya pAlanamAM hAni thAya che. tamAre paNa je barAbara brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavuM hoya, IndrionA vikArane ghaTADavA hoya te khAnapAnamAM khUba dhyAna rAkho. bane teTale tapa karo. jaina darzanamAM brahmacaryano jeTaluM mahimA batAvyo che teTalo bIje kyAMya nathI batAvyuM. vinobAbhAve paNa chelyAM che ke AjanI sarakArane saMtati niyojananI cejanA karavI paDI che temAM saMtati nijana karavA jatAM bhraSTAcAra vadhe che, ne cAritranAM mUlya ghaTayAM che. jainadarzane brahmacarya pAlananI je praNAlikA batAvI che tene je sau anusare te sarakArane saMtati nijana kendra khelavAnI jarUra nahi paDe. bIjo aparigrahavAda batAvyuM che ke jarUriyAtathI vadhu saMgraha kare nahi. je sArI duniyA A siddhAMta apanAvI le te Aje A sAmyavAda ane mUDIvAda sAmasAmI harIphAI karI rahyAM che te paNa aTakI jAya ne koI jAtanuM tephAna na rahe. sArI duniyA upara svarga jevI zAMti patharAI jAya. baMdhuo ! jaina dharmanA niyama upara anya lokone ATaluM gaurava che tyAre jenone enuM gaurava nathI. tame brahmacaryanI mahattA je samaje te mahAna lAbhanA bhAgI bano. brahmacarya pALanAre dareka bAbatamAM sAvadhAna rahevuM joIe.

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18 zAradA darzana evA mehika citro na jovAya jemAM mahanI vAta AvatI hoya, tevA pustake paNa vaMcAya nahi. Aje vaijJAnika yuga AvI gayA che. temAM moha vilAsanAM sAdhano vadhyAM che. eTemeTika sAdhano vadhyA che. eTale zrama karavAno e che ke te ezaArAma vadhyA. bahAranA vAMcana vadhyA. mANasa kAmakAjathI nivRtta bane eTale nATaka sinemA jevA jAya. jemAM mohanAM nATaka bharyA hoya tevA pustaka vAMce che. pachI brahmacarya kayAMthI pALI zake? AjathI 150-200 varSa pahelAM eka yuga evo hato ke mANase zrama karIne jIvana gujAratA hatAM. pitAnA kAmakAjathI nivRtta thatAM tyAre AdhyAtmika pustakanuM vAMcana karatAM hatA. dharmadhyAna karatAM hatAM ne bhegAM thaIne jJAnagoSTI karatAM hatAM temaja bAdha maLe tevA uMcA sAhityanuM sarjana karatAM hatAM. e jamAnAmAM meTA moTA rAjAone paNa jJAnagoSTi karavAmAM ghaNe rasa hato. eTale pitAnA rAjyamAM moTA moTA paMDitene rAkhatA. temanI sAthe jJAnagoSTi karatAM ane khuza thaIne kyAreka InAma ApatAM hatAM. eka vakhatano prasaMga che. bhojarAjAne jJAnageSTi karavAno khUba zekha hate. eTale te rAjyamAM moTA moTA vidvAna paMDite rAkhatA hatAM. temAM kavi kAlIdAsa paMDita mukhya hatA. kAlIdAsa paMDita badhA paMDitamAM bahu zreSTha hatA. emanI zakti khUba hatI. tethI te navAM navAM sAhitya lakhe. navA navA ke ane kAnuM sarjana karatA. emanI kRtio bhojarAjAne khUba gamatI hatI. eTale e bhojarAjAnA mAnanIya paMDita banI gayA. emanI kRtiothI khuza thaIne rAjA kayAreka emane moTuM InAma ApI detA. tethI bIjA paMDitane kAlIdAsa upara khUba IrSA AvatI hatI. duniyAno niyama che ke jyAM guNavAna hoya tyAM avaguNI hoya. guNavAnanA guNenI prazaMsA thAya tyAre bIjAthI sahana thatI nathI eTale tenI sAme IrSA kare che ne baLI jAya che. jyAre varasAda paDe tyAre badhI vanaspati lIlIchama banI jAya che ne javA sUkAI jAya che. ane jyAre badhI vanaspati sUkAi jAya che tyAre javAsa lIluMchama banI jAya che. te rIte IrSALu manuSya bIjAnA guNenI prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne khuza thatAM nathI paNa IrSyAthI baLI jAya che. paNa enA guNenI kadara karatAM nathI. IrSyA eka prakArano roga che. viduranItimAM paNa ya iSyu paravittaSu, rupe vIrya kulAnvaye / sukha saubhAgya satkAre, tasya vyaadhirnntkH|| je manuSya bIjAnA dhana, rUpa, baLa, kulInatA, sukha-saubhAgya, satkAranI IrSyA

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zAradA dezana 183 kare che te rAga asAdhya che. IrSyALu manuSya vagara rAge rAgI jevA banI jAya che. A paMDitAne paNa kAlIdAsa patinA guNeAnI prazaMsA, satkAra-sanmAna sahana na thavAthI rAjA pAse AvIne kAlIdAsa paMDitanI niMdA karatAM hatAM. pahelAM tA rAjAne e gamatuM na hatuM, paNa rAja eka prakAranI vAta thAya eTale mANusanu mana phrI jAya che. rAja rAja tenI niMdA sAMbhaLavAthI bhojarAjAnuM mana kavi kAlIdAsa uparathI khATuM thai gayuM. eTale vAtavAtamAM tenuM apamAna karavA lAgyA. pAtAnA upara rAjAne abhAva thayA che tema samajIne kAlIdAsa paDiMta te rAjyano tyAga karI khIjA rAjyamAM cAlyA gayA. jenAmAM guNa che te te satra pUjAya che. kALIdAsa patine gayA ghaNuM! samaya pasAra thaI gayA. A tarapha khIjA paMDitanu jora kharAkhara jAmyuM che. eka vakhata kavi kAlIdAsanuM suMdara sAhitya bheAjarAjAnA hAthamAM Avyu'. rAjAne vAMcatA khUba AnaMda thayA ne kALIdAsa paMDitanI yAda AvI. A teA rAjA vAjA ne vAMdarA kahevAya. ghaDIkamAM yAda kare ne ghaDIkamAM bhUlI jAya. rAjAne kALIdAsa khUba yAda AvyA. e mArA ratna jevA paMDita kyAM gayA ? ene zeSa karavA mATe rAjAe eka yukti karI. AkhA nagaramAM jAherAta karAvI ke je kAi navA zleAka manAvIne lAvaze tene eka lAkha seAnAmahArA InAmamAM ApavAmAM Avaze. A jAherAta nagarajanoe sAMbhaLI. lAkha rUpiyA kAne na game? tame paNa levA mATe kroDA ne? tamane jo nA AvaDatu. hAya te| amArI pAse Ave. ane kaheze ke mahAsatIjI ! mane kAI navA leAka banAvI Apene. pUchIe ke bhAI! tamAre vaLI navA bleka banAvavAnI zI jarUra paDI ? tA kaheze ke lAkha rUpiyAnu' inAma maLavAnu che. (hasAhasa) jIvanI kevI dazA che ! rAjA bhAjanI jAherAta sAMbhaLIne navA navA paDitA navA navA leAka banAvIne AvavA lAgyA. A rAjAnA darabAramAM traNa mATA pa'DitA hatAM. temAM eka paMDita eka vAra sAMbhaLe ne tene laika AvaDI jAya. khIjAne e vakhata sAMbhaLe ne yAda rahI jAya ane trIjo pa`Dita traNa vAra sAMbhaLe ne yAda rahI jAya. evI temanI yAdazakti hatI. eTale je paMDita navA leAka banAvIne lAvatA te eka vakhata mele eTale pahelA pa'Ditane kaMThastha thaI jatA. bIjI vakhata mele eTale mIjAne ane trIjI vakhata khelAya eTale trIjAne kaMThastha thai jatA hatA. pachI traNe kramasara eTalI batAvatAM ane kahetAM A zlAka te amane AvaDe che. eTale lAkha sAnAmahArA InAma meLavavAnI hAMzamAM nave eAka banAvIne lAvanAra paDatA vIle mADhe pAchA pharatAM hatAM. AvuM ghaNA vakhata sudhI cAlyuM. dhIme dhIme karatAM A vAta khUba phelAi eTale kavi kAlIdAsane khabara paDI. A vAta sAMbhaLIne tenA dilamAM bhAre duHkha thayuM. ahA! A te

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zAradA daza darzana 184 badhA paDitAne banAvavAnI vAta cAle che. ThIka, tA have e badhAnI sAna ThekANe lAvu, ema vicAra karIne kAlIdAsa paDite eka navA zvAsa manAvye ne eka garIba patine melAvIne kahyuM. A aAka laIne AAjarAjAnA darakhAramAM jAo. tyAM jaIne vAMcI saMbhaLAvaze| te tamane eka lAkha seAnAmahoro InAmamAM maLaze. bicArA garIba brAhmaNa khuza khuza thaI gayA. hAMzabhera te leAjarAjAnA darabAramAM AnyA ne navA leAka AvyeA. have e AAkano atha evA thatA hatA ke hai bheAjarAjA! jagata jANe che ke tamArA pitAjI khUkha dharmISTha hatAM. satyavAdI ane sadAcArI hatAM. tamArA pitAe amArI pAsethI navvANu. kroDa rUpiyA karaje lIdhA hatAM. kadAca te vAta tamArI sabhAmAM beThelA badhA paDitA jANatAM haze. paNa jo e na jANatAM hoya te| A mAre anAvelA zlAka navIna che ema samajIne mane eka lAkha rUpiyA Ape. mahArAjA bhAja khUba vicakSaNa hatAM. leAkano bhAvAtha sAMbhaLIne samajI gayAM ke AvA DhAka kAI sAmAnya paMDita khanAvI zake nahi. A zlAka kavi kAlIdAsano anAvelA lAge che. e game tyAM jAya paNa chUpA rahe tema nathI. tenA mATe eka kavie kahyuM che ke, "tArAke tejameM caMdra pe nahi, sUra chUpe nahi bAdala chAyA, raNe caDhayA rajapUta chUpe nahi, dAtAchUpe nahi mAMgaNu AyA, caMcala nArIkA nena pe nahi, paTa ke ghUMghaTa chAyA, kavi gaMga kahe suNu zAha akabara, teja chUpe nahi bhabhUta lagAyA. tArAnuM teja game teTaluM' hoya tethI kAMI caMdra jhAMkhA paDe? ane game teTaluM gADha vAdaLu chavAI jAya te paNa sUrya* DhAMkaye rahe ? sUrya upara game teTaluM vAdaLanu AvaraNa AvI jAya tethI kaMI sUrya nathI ema nathI lAgatuM. gAmamAM yudhdhanI bherIe vAgatI hAya, raNazIMgA phUMkAtA hoya tyAre zUravIra, kSatriya gharamAM besI rahe kharA ? e tA zastra laIne yudhdha medAnamAM javA taiyAra thaI jAya. yudhdhamAM bhAlA-talavAra vAge tyAre ema vicAra na kare ke huM' bhAgI jAuM ? have mArAthI sahana nathI thatuM. yudhdhamAM potAnI kAyA hAmI de paNa yudhdhe caDhele rajapUta pAchA na paDe. amArA parama tAraka khA. bra. pU. gurUdeva ratnacaMdrajI mahArAjasAheba tathA temanA gurUdeva ane kSatriya hatAM. temanI vANImAM paNa evu kSAtrateja jhaLakatu` hatu` ke jyAre kaMIka evI vAta Ave tyAre siMhanI jema ga nA karIne kahetAM ke are viSNukA ! tame zu regalA thaIne beThA che ? uThA, jAge, ema kahetAM. kSatriyano khaccA game tyAM jAya paNa chUpA na rahe. ""

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zAradA darzana 185 jenA dilamAM dayA che tevA mAnavInA AMgaNe koI garIba mANasa mAMgavA Ave te besI na rahe. pitAnuM sarvasva jatuM karIne ApI de, eka vakhata eka rAjakumAra enA pitAne vaMdana karavA gaye tyAre pitAe kahyuM-beTA ! Aje huM maMdire darzana karavA jaI zakuM tema nathI. tuM darzana karI Ava. putra kahe-bhale pitAjI, rAjAne namana karIne kuMvara jAya che tyAre enA pitAe khuza thaIne enI DekamAM hIrAno hAra paherAvI dIdhA. kuMvara darzana karavA jAya che. mArgamAM garIbanuM TeLuM maLyuM. te karagarIne kahe che he garIba nivAja ! amAruM rakSaNa kare. pAMca pAMca divasanA bhUkhyA chIe. kuMvara khUba dayALu hatA. pitAe paherAvela hIrAnI hAra garIbane ApI dIdhuM ne kahyuM ke AmAMthI sarakhA bhAge dhana vahecI leje, tyAre IrSALu mANasee rAjA pAse jaIne cADI khAdhI ke tamArA kuMvarajI je Ama dAna detAM pharaze te bhaMDAra khAlI thaI jaze. AthI rAjAne kuMvara upara krodha AvyuM ne khUba dhamakAvyA. tyAre kuMvare kahyuM-pitAjI! Ape mane hAra Apyo hato eTale e mArI mAlikIno gaNAya tethI meM duHkhIone dAnamAM Apyo. rAjA kahe che evA dAna karavA poSAya nahi, je tAre Ama karavuM hoya te tuM mArA rAjyamAM na joIe. cAlyA jA ahIMthI. kuMvara dAna dIdhA vinA rahI zake tema nathI. pitAjInI AjJA thatAM te gAma choDIne cAlyA gayA. pAse dhana na hatuM paNa jaMgalamAM kaI duHkhI dekhe te tanathI tenI sevA karate hate. TUMkamAM kahevAno Azaya e che ke AMgaNe mAMgaNa Ave tyAre dAtAra chUpa rahI zakyuM nathI. keI strInI AMkhe caMcaLa hoya teNe game te ghUMghaTa tANyo haze te paNa chAnI nahi rahe, tema keI mahAna vyakti pitAnA moDhA para bhabhUti lagADIne potAnuM teja chUpAvavA mAMge te te chUpuM rahetuM nathI. e te dekhAI Ave che. - A rIte ne kaleka vAMcIne bhojarAjAne khAtrI thaI gaI ke A leka bIjA koIne banAvele nathI paNa kavi kAlIdAsane ja che. kaleka laIne AvelA brAhmaNane bhojarAjAe kaDakAIthI kahyuM ke paMDitajI ! sAcuM kaho. A leka tame banAvyo che ke bIjA keIe ? A kaleka banAvanAra keNa che te mArA jANavAmAM AvI gayuM che. have tame khoTuM bolaze te cAlavAnuM nathI. jo tame sAcuM kaheze te cogya InAma ApIza. AvelA paMDite rAjAne rUAba joIne satya vAta kahI dIdhI ke A kaleka meM nathI banAvyA. kAlIdAsa kavie banAvyuM che. rAjAe pUchayuM ke teo kyAM rahe che? paMDite tenuM ThAmaThekANuM batAvI dIdhuM. eTale rAjAe paMDita kavi kAlIdAsane mAnabhera dhArAnagarImAM AvavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApyuM ne khUba ThAThamAThathI temanuM svAgata karIne nagaramAM lAvyA. 24

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18 zAradA darzana rAjA game khaMdhue ! A dRSTAMta uparathI tame samajI zakayA haze! ke jJAna keTalu kAma kare che ! kahyuM che ke "valeze pUjyante rAnA, vidvAna savotra pUjyante / " teTalA mATeA hoya paNa te tenA dezamAM ke tenA rAjyamAM pUjAya che paNa jenAmAM jJAna che tevA vidvAna satra jyAM jAya che tyAM pUjAya che. ApaNAM jaina darzanamAM jJAna prApta karavAnuM khUba mahatva khatAvyu che. jenAmAM jJAna hoya che te AtmA game tyAM jAya tyAM tene samAveza thaI zake che. jJAna prApta karavAmAM kAI nAnA hoya ke mATI hAya te peAtAnA kSaceApazama pramANe meLavI zake che. jJAna e mithyAtvanA timira TALIne samyakdazananeA dIvaDA pragaTAve che. cha aNugArAe khUba jJAna prApta karyu che. temanuM tejasvI mukhaDu' joIne devakImAtAnuM haiyuM nAcI uThayuM che. temanA khUba guNa gAyA ane khUba haSa bhera muninA pAtramAM siMhukezarIyA lADavA vaheArAkhyA, vaheArAvIne enA haiyAmAM harSI samAtA nathI. vaheArAvyA pachI vaMdana karyAM. satA vaheArIne ravAnA thayA. haju devakImAtAnA bhAgya kevA caDhIyAtA che tenA bhAva avasare. caritra : devAe arjunane upadrava ApavAmAM bAkI rAkhyuM nahi kuMtAmAtAnu ane draupadInu rUpa manAvIne sAme rAkhyuM ane bhalabhalAnu hraya dravI jAya tevuM dRzya khaDu karyuM. chevaTe ema Nu kahyuM ke he arjuna ! tamArA pitA pAMDurAjA maraNu pathArIe paDayAM che ne tamane vAraMvAra yAda kare che. tame jaldI jAe, te paNa DagyA nahi, temanI sAdhanAmAM aDhAla rahyA. aisA caritra khanA arjunakA, vyaMtara bhaya upajAve, teA bhI dhyAnase nahiM siMge vahe, nizcala citta rahAve haiA zrotA.... chevaTe arjuna bhayabhIta anI jAya tevA tephAna macAvyA. te paNa dhyAnamAM ekAgra anelA rahyA. A vidyA AleAkamAM sukha ApanArI che, chatAM tene mATe maraNune muThThImAM laine besavuM paDe che. tame paNa tamArA ekanA eka vahAlaseAyA dIkarAne phrArena bhaNavA mekaleA cheA. je dIkarAnuM mukha joyA vinA mAtApitAne cena paDatuM na hatu te dIkarA daza varSa sudhI paradezamAM ekalA rahe che tyAre mAtApitAne kema game che? tyAM mAha cheDayA ne ? navayuvAna pati paraNIne tarata vahAllI patnIne dezamAM mUkIne paradeza jAya che. A lAkanAM sukha khAtara keTaluM kaSTa veThe che. ? paNu parabhavanA sukha mATe kaSTa veThI che ? nA' saMta kahe bhAI! baTATA ane takAya che e jainathI na khavAya. tyA tame zuM kaheA ? khabara che ne ? paNa jo DAyAkhITIza thAya ne DaoNkaTara kahe bhAI ! DAyAbITIza khUba vadhI gayA che mATe tamAre baTATA khavAze nahi. jo khAze| tA lAkaDA bhegA thaze.. (hasAhasa) DaoNkaTara A rIte kahe pachI khAva kharA ?

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zAradA darzana pachI te gharamAM baTATA Ave ja nahi. TUMkamAM mAre kahevAno Azaya e che ke A lekanA sukha mATe mAnava keTaluM kaSTa veThe che. ATaluM je AtmA mATe sahana kare te kAma thaI jAya. ane cha mahinA sudhI khUba kaSTa veThayuM. cha mahinA barAbara eka citte sAdhanA karI ane maNIcUDa uttarasAdhaka banyuM hatuM ene paNa eTaluM kaSTa sahana karavuM paDayuM. cha mahinA pUrA thayA tyAM zuM camatkAra thaye? prajJapti pramukha vidyAkI, aSTadevI pragaTAya, de darzana kahe mAMga purUSa tu, jo tere mana Aya he zrotA..... AkAzamAM vIjaLInA jhabakArAnI mAphaka prakAza prakAza thaI gayA ane rUmajhUma ghUgharA vagADatI prajJapti Adi vidyAonI ATha devIo tyAM hAjara thaI. te devIoe kahyuM che anajI! ApanA adbhUta tapathI ne jApathI ame ApanA upara prasanna thayAM chIe. te ApanI je IcchA hoya te varadAna mAMgI le. Apa amane hukama kare te kArya karavA ame taiyAra chIe, tyAre ane kahyuM ke he mAtA! huM te ghara choDIne vanavAsa Avyo chuM. mAre kaI cIjanI jarUriyAta nathI. mArA mATe meM kaI sAdhanA karI nathI. mAre kaI dIkarA-dIkarI ke dhananI jarUra nathI. mane keI jAtanI spRhA nathI. meM te A maNIcUDanI AzA pUrI karavA mATe sAdhanA karI che. te he mAtA ! maNIcUDanuM duHkha maTe ne tene sukha thAya tevuM karaje. ane jyAre huM ApanuM smaraNa karuM tyAre mane sahAya karaje. samaya thaI gayo che. vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 25 zrAvaNa suda 13ne gurUvAra tA. 28-7-77 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMta upakArI, vizvavatsala, vitarAgaprabhue saMsAra aTavI pAra karIne mokSa maMjhIle pahoMcavA mATe divya keDI batAvI che. te keDIe cAlavAmAM saddagurUdeve dIvAdAMDI rUpa che. sadUgurU kahe che ke saMsAra aTavIna viSama mArge jatAM tuM bhUle na paDe tenI pUrI sAvacetI rAkhaje. saddagurUnI AjJAmAM rahIne vItarAga prabhue batAvelA divya mArgonI keDIe je jIva cAle te tenuM avazyameva kalyANa thAya. nemanAtha prabhue batAvelI divya keDI para cAlI rahelA cha aNagAromAMnA be aNagAre devakIrANInA mahelethI vaherIne bahAra nIkaLyA. devakIjInA haiyAmAM harSa samate nathI. DIvAra pachI bIjA be munirAje AvatAM dekhAyA. baMdhuo ! jainamunione

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18. zAradA darzana khabara paDe ke ahIM eka vakhata sAdhu gaucarI karIne gayAM che te bIjI vakhata gaucarI karavA te gRhasthane ghera jAya nahi. kAraNa ke saMte AhAranA gudhi nA hoya. je AhAra maLe te premathI ArogI jAya. kadAca keIka vakhate tIkhe, kaDa, kasAyeluM, khATe, khAre AhAra AvI jAya te premathI saMyamanA nirvAhane mATe anAsakata bhAvathI Aroge paNa zarIrane puSTa banAvavAnI bhAvanAthI Aroge nahi. ahIM mAre kahevAno Azaya zuM che te tame samajyA ? ke gRhasthane ghera sArA sArA AhArapANanI jogavAI thatI hoya te sAdhu ema vicAra na kare ke lAve, tyAM jaI e. te sAre AhAra maLe. tema be munie siMha kesarIyA lADu vaherIne gayA eTale - bIjA munio lADu vahoravA mATe nathI AvatAM paNa A dvArakA nagarI ghaNuM vizALa che. saMta pahelAvahelA padhAryA che. tethI he munie tyAM AvI gayA. devakIrANIe dUrathI saMtane AvatAM joyAM eTale tarata ubhI thaIne harSabhera muninA sAme gaI, ane belI ahe mArA prabhujI! padhAre..padhAre. saMtane jotAM enA haiyAmAMthI kevA udgAra nIkaLyA. dUra tame nA raheze prabhujI! rahejo mArA haiyAmAM, keNe jANyuM kayAre jAge, AMdhI dilanA dariyAmAM Aja bhale he jaLa japelA, chetaranArI che zAMti, bIka mane che AvI caDaze, vAvAjhoDuM utpAtI-dUra tame nA raheze. he prabhu! mArI bhAvanA sadA pavitra rahe, mArI bhAvanAmAM kadApi khAmI na Ave, te mATe Apa mArA hRdayamAM nivAsa karaje. mArA jIvanamAM sadA satsaMganuM baLa raheje, kAraNa ke mAnavanuM jIvana eka TAyara jevuM che. TAyaramAM je havA bharelI hoya te gADI ane sAyakala barAbara cAle che. paNa je havA nIkaLI jAya te zuM thAya? baMdha. tyAM te tame baMdha paDavA de tevA nathI. tarata ja havA bharAvI le. A rIte mAnava jIvanarUpI TAyaramAM satsaMgarUpI havA bharavAnI che. satsaMganI havA nIkaLI jaze te AtmA mekSa maMjhIle pahoMcI zakaze nahi. vadhu zuM kahuM satsaMganI havA jIvanamAMthI nIkaLI jAya te jIvana saMskArahIna banI jAya che. satsaMganI havA kaNa bharI zake? sAcA vItarAgI saMte hoya te, aMtaranA vairAgya vinA tyAga thaI zakatuM nathI ne tyAga karyA pachI vairAgya vinA karela tyAga To nathI. sAcA vairAgyavAna sAdhunA dilamAM sadA eka khaTakAre hoya che ke jadI kema A bhavarogamAMthI mukata thAuM ! jema keI mANasa mahAbhayaMkara vyAdhimAM gherAyeluM hoya tyAre zuM vicAre? ke jhaTa mAre rega kema maTe ? game teTalA paisA kharcAI jAya paNa have mArAthI A darda sahana thatuM nathI. jyAM e sAMbhaLe ke hoMziyAra

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zAradA dezana 189 vaidya, DaoNkaTara, AvyA che tyAM doDIne jAya che ne kahe che game tema kareA paNa mArA roga jaldI maTADo. huM nathI kaMTALI gayA chuM. barAbara ne ? tema mahAvIra prabhunA zAsanamAM dIkSita banelA saMtanu paNu eka ja dhyeya hAya che ke anaMtakALathI mArA AtmAne bhayaMkara bhavarega lAgu paDayA che. tene jaldI kema aMta Ave? A bhavarAgano aMta lAvavA mATe jJAna-dana-cAritranI zughdha kriyA che. temAM mAre yatnApUrNAMka joDAI javuM joI e. A bhavarAga kama nA kAraNe utpanna thayA che. vyAdhithI gherAyelA mANasane vyAdhi maTADavA sivAyanI bIjI keIpaNa kriyAmAM rasa hata nathI, tema vItarAganA satA paNa traNa karaNa ane traNa caiAgathI sa` sAvadya vyApAranA tyAga karIne AraMbha-samArabhanI sarva kriyAono tyAga karI bhavarAgano aMta lAvavA mATe ahiMsA, sayama ane tapamAM rata rahe che. kharekhara, bhavarAganuM nidAna karIne tenI sAcI cikitsA jo kAI karanArA hAya te sadgurU rUpI sAcA vaide che. savicAra ane sana e roga maTADavA mATenuM bhAva auSadha che. gurUbhagavaMtanI AjJAnuM pAlana, samyakdana, jJAna, cAritramAM ramaNutA, kSamA, saraLatA, ane sateSa e bhavareganu cAgya pathya che. A rIte ratnatrayIrUpa auSadhanuM sevana karavAmAM Ave te avazyameva bhavarAgano aMta Ave che. bhavarAgano aMta AvatAM anaMta sukhanA dhAma mAkSarUpa bhAva AreAgyanI prApti thAya che. A rIte bhAva-ArAjyanI prAptino sAdhu dhyeya na rAkhe te ekaleA veza paheravAthI zuM lAbha ? ApaNe jemanI vAta cAle che cha aNugArA bhAvagyAdhi-bhavarAgane maTADavA mATe taiyAra thayelAM sAcA sAdhu hatA. AvA pavitra saMtAne khIjI vakhata peAtAnA AMgaNe AvatAM joine devakImAtAnuM haiyuM harakhAI gayuM, ane eTalI uThI prabhu ! mArA aMtaramAM rahejo. mArA aMtaramAMthI dUra nA jaze! kAraNa ke atyAre tA mAro jIvanarUpI dirayA zAMta che, paNa kANu jANe mehamAyAno vaTALa kayAre jAgaze ne mamatAnA meAjA uchaLavA lAgaze. tenI kaMI khakhara nathI. jyAre dariyAnA pANI zAMta dekhAtAM hoya tyAre kAI mANusa dariyA kinAre zAMtithI seADa tANIne sUI zake kharo ? "nA. ,, kAraNa ke dariyAmAM kyAre bharatI Avaze ne pANInI cheALA uchaLavA lAgaze te kahI zakAtuM nathI, tema devakImAtA kahe che ke mArA jIvanamAM atyAre zAMti dekhAya che paNa kayAre mArA jIvanane sAgara khaLabhaLI uThaze te khakhara nathI. mATe mArA jItranamAMthI satsaMgano rasa sUkAI na jAya te mATe Apa mane saDhA sAvadhAnI rakhAvajo. Ama vicAratI dhruvakImAtA sAme gaI chuM aNugAre rUpa, lAvaNya ne kAMtimAM sarakhA che. eka vakhata vahArIne gayA te

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190 zAradA darzana bIjA hatAM ne A pharIne AvyA te bIjA che paNa devakIjI oLakhI zakatA nathI. devakIjInuM haiyuM te nAcI uThayuM. dhanya ghaDI ne dhanya bhAgya. mAre AMgaNe kalpatarU phaLe. emanA AnaMdanI kaI sImA nathI. jema eka kaDiye pAlakha upara caNate hate. tene leTarI lAgI ne pahelA naMbaranuM lAkha rUpiyAnuM InAma AvyuM. chApAmAM tenA pheTA sahita jAherAta AvI. eTale keIe kahyuM ke he kaDiyA ! pAlakha uparathI nIce utara. tAre leTarI lAgI ne lAkha rUpiyAnuM InAma AvyuM. tyAre kaDiye kahe che he ! ene e AnaMda thaze ke tenuM varNana karI zakAya nahi. tema devakImAtAne saMta padhAravAthI avarNanIya AnaMda thaye. tamane keI samAcAra Ape ke mahArAja ke mahAsatIjI padhAryA che te huM mahAsatIjI padhAryA! ema thatuM haze ne ? devakImAtAne traNa khaMDanA adhipati kRSNa je putra enA mahele AvatAM AnaMda thatuM hatuM tenAthI anaMtagaNe AnaMda saMtane darzanathI thA. ane pahelAM AvelA munione siMhakesarIyA lADu vaharAvyA hatAM tevA lADu pharIne khUba utkRSTa bhAvathI vaherAvyA. bIje kaI vicAra nathI karyo. jenA mahAna ahobhAgya hoya tene supAtra dAna devAne avasara Ave. dAna denAra pavitra ane lenAra paNa pavitra" -eka vakhata eka mAsakhamaNane pAraNe mAsamaNa karanArA ugra tapasvI saMta eka zrImaMtane ghera gaucarI padhAryA. gharamAM hIrAthI jhagamagatI rUparUpanA aMbAra jevI zrAvikA hatI. bahenane aThThama tapanuM pAraNuM hatuM. eTale gharamAM pAraNuM mATenI badhI jogavAI hatI, ane tapasvI saMta padhAryA. eTale zeThANIne harSane pAra na rahyo. ahA ! Aje mArA bhAgya khulI gayA. loke dUra dUra sudhI tIrthayAtrA karavA mATe jAya che tyAre huM kevI bhAgyavAna ke mAre AMgaNe hAlI cAlIne jaMgamatIrtha AvIne ubhuM che. muninA darzana karatAM tenAM baMne netro prakulita banI gayA. teNe utkRSTa bhAve gharamAM lADu hatAM te vaherAvyA. A vakhate AkAzamAM devadubhI vAgI ne ahadAna ahAdAna evI gheSaNa thaI ane sADA bAra koDa nAnI vRSTi thaI. A banAva kaMI chAno rahe? AkhA gAmanA leke jovA mATe TeLeTeLA umaTayA, ane leke zeThANInI prazaMsA karavA lAgyA. A zrAvikA zeThANInI sAme eka vezyA rahetI hatI. senaiyAnI vRSTi joIne tenA manamAM vicAra thaye ke sAdhune lADavA vaherAvIne senaiyAnI vRSTi thAya che te bahu sAruM. mAre AkhI jiMdagI paisA mATe pApano dhaMdho karavo paDe che e na karavuM paDe. tyAre bIjI tarapha munirAja zrAvikAne ghera vaheravA padhArelA tyAre eka bhAMDa tenI sAme ubhe hate. zeThANIne AgrahapUrvaka munine vahorAvatAM joIne tenA

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zAradA darzana 191 manamAM evA vicAra thayA ke AvA sAdhuno veza paherI lau tA sAruM. roja AvA lADu khAvA teA maLe ne uparathI badhA page lAge ne rAja uThIne majurI kAvI tA maTI jAya. Ave vicAra karIne pelA bhAMDe gAma bahAra jaIne jaina sAdhunA veza paherI lIdhA. A tarapha vezyAe thALa bharIne lADavA banAvIne taiyAra rAkhyAM hatAM. apAra thatAM sAdhunI rAha jovA lAgI. pelA vezadhArI sAdhu gaucarI levA mATe nIkhyA. vezyA vezadhArI banAvaTI sAdhune AvatA joI khUba AnaMda pAmI ane pAtAnA ghera vahoravA padhAravAnI vinaMtI karI, "jevI khAI tevA sAdhu':-sAdhune te eTaluM ja joItu hatu. eTale vezyAnA gharamAM gA. A tA khanAvaTI sAdhu hatA. enI cAlamAM jatanA ke khelavAmAM upayeAga na hatA. lADavA khAvAnI lAlace sAdhu khanyA hatA. utAvaLe cAlIne vezyAnA gharamAM pesatAM mATethI kahe che dhama'lAbha' jema sAcA saMta khelyA hatAM tema A paNu melyA. AthI vezyAe sAdhu mAnIne zrAvikA zeThANInI jema kahyuM padhAro....padhArA....mahArAja ! ApanAM punIta pagalAM thatAM mAruM AMgaNuM pAvana thayuM. khUba bhAva batAvyAM. khaMdhue ! zeThANInuM dhyeya supAtra dAna daI kara pavitra karavAnuM hatuM. jyAre A vezyAnA dhyeya teA lADavA vahorAvIne seAnaiyAnI vRSTi karAvavAne che. sAcA saMtanA dhyeya lUkhAsUkA game te AhAra maLe tenAthI peTane bhADu ApavAnA hatA. jyAre bhAMDaneA dhyeya lADavA khAvAno hatA. eTale paraspara anainA bhAvamAM mATuM aMtara hatuM, "sAnaiyAnI AzAe Apelu dAna" :vezyA vezadhArI sAdhune khUba bhAvapUva ka raseADAmAM laI gaI ne lADu vaheArAvavA lAgI. eNe pAMca cha lADu vezadhArI sAdhunA pAtramAM mUkI dIdhA. pAtramAM lADavA mUkatI jAya ne uMce jotI jAya, dhIme dhIgra karatAM mAdakane bharelA thALa khAlI thaI gA, paNa AkAzamAMthI eka senaice varasyA nahi, enA manamAM kheda thavA lAgyuM ke kAle te zeThANIe cAra pAMca lADavA vahorAvyA ne sAnaiyAnI vRSTi thaI hatI. pelA mahArAja te vahoratA na hatAM. zeThANIe parANe pAMca lADavA vahorAvyA hatA ne ahIMtA AkhA thALa khAlI thai gayA. paNa A mahArAja nA kahetAM nathI ne ahIM' sAnaiyA paNa varasatA nathI. Aje mArA kamabhAgya lAge che. lADavA teA khalAsa thaI gayA paNa khIjI ghaNI cIne gharamAM hatI te vahorAvI. vahorAvatI jAya ne AkAza tarapha mITa mAMDatI jAya che ke hamaNAM sAnaiyAno varasAda varasaze. banAvaTI sAdhu pAtarA bharIne ravAnA thAya che, paNa vezyAnA manamAM khUba du:kha thayu ke meM te seAnaiyAnI AzAmAM ATale badhA kharco karyAM ne kaI lAbha na thayA,

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192 zAradA darzana sAdhu banele bhAMDa vicAra kare che ke mArI lADavA khAvAnI AzA pUrNa thaI paNa Ane sonaiyAnI vRSTi na thaI tene kheda thAya che ne AkAza tarapha joyA kare che. te enA mananuM samAdhAna karate jAuM. bhAMDa jatAM jatAM kahe che bAI ! tuM upara zuM joyA kare che? gaI kAle senayA varasyA hatAM paNa Aje nahi varase. kAraNa ke kAlano ne Ajano cega judo che sAMbhaLa, sAdhu ve zrAvikA, the vezyA meM bhAMDa, thArA mArI jogamuM, paththara paDaze rAMDa, kapaTane paDade khullo karyo - gaI kAle vahoranAra paMca mahAvratadhArI, ugra tapasvI pavitra munirAja hatAM, ane vahorAvanArI zudhdha zrAvikA hatI. eno AhAra paNa zuddha hatuM eTale badhI vAtane suga hatuM ne Aje yuga che. kAraNa ke tuM vahorAvanArI vezyA che ne huM vahoranAra bhAMDa chuM. tAre AhAra zudhdha nathI ne huM paNa zudha nathI. te vicAra kara. sonaiyA kyAMthI varase ? mATe AkAzamAM jevuM rahevA de. kadAca enaiyAne badale patharA paDaze ne tAruM ne mAruM mAthuM TI. jaze. ApaNe eTalA nasIbadAra chIe ke patharA paDayA nahi. bhAMDanI vAta sAMbhaLIne vezyA samajI gaI ke baMne nakAmA chIe pachI phaLa kyAMthI maLe? ahIM devakIjI pavitra hatA ne saMta paNa pavitra hatAM. zudhdha bhAvathI dAna de te zAstrakAre mahAna lAbha kahyo che. eka kavie kahyuM che ke dAna dharmanI javalaMta ti, nizadina jagamAM jalyA kare, TamaTama thAtA dIvaDAone, navI jiMdagI maLyA kare. A bhAratabhUmimAM jagaDuzAha, bhAmAzAha, dedarANa Adi keTalA moTA dAnavIra thaI gayA. temaNe dharmanI prabhAvanAmAM, saMtenI sevAmAM, svadharmanI ane garIbanI sevAmAM keTalAM nANAMne sadvyaya karyo hate. te sivAya rAjyanA rakSaNa mATe rAjAone dhananI jarUra paDe tyAre pitAnA bhaMDAra khullA mUkI detA. emanI udAratAne kAraNe jiMdagIthI hatAza thaI gayelAM manuSyane navI jiMdagI maLatI hatI. AvA pavitra purUSe AvA meTA dAna karI gayAM che. ATalA varSo thaI gayAM chatAM haju ApaNe temanAM nAma bhUlatA nathI. devakIrANInI bhAvanA alaukika che. te saMtanI sevAmAM saraLa che. bIjA saMghADe AvanAra be munie gIcarI karIne gayA. devakIjIno harSa samAto nathI. mukha para alaukika AnaMdanI rekhA taravare che. have zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra:-"ajuna tathA maNuMcUDa vidhA sAdhIne potAnA rAjya tarapha AvyA.'

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zAradA darzana 193 ane barAbara cha mahinA sAdhanA karI tyAre tenA upara prajJapti Adi vidyAonI devIoe pragaTa thaIne arjunane varadAna mAMgavAnuM kahyuM tyAre teNe kahyuM ke maNIcUDanI AzA pUrI kare ne tenuM kArya sidhdha kare. tyAre devIoe kahyuM ke amAro evo niyama che ke je amArI sAdhanA kare tenA upara ame prasana thaIe chIe. maNIcUDa je AvI vidhAe sAdhe te ame tenuM kAma karIzuM. ema kahI devIo adazya thaI. ane maNIcUDane kahyuM ke tuM vidyA sidhdha karavA mAMDa. tethI maNIcUDa vidyA sidhdha karavA mATe taiyAra thaya ne ane teno uttarasAdhaka ba. maNIcUDe paNa thoDA samayamAM vidyA siddha karI lIdhI. vidyA siddha karyA pachI baMne jaNAM parvatanI Toca upara jaIne beThAM ne rAjya kevI rIte meLavavuM tema vicAre che. usI samaya nabha pathase, utare Akara deya vimAna, svarNa ghUgharana chama chama karate, sUraja teja samAna he....zrotA... A samaye tyAM ekAeka camatkAra thaye. ghUgharInA raNakArathI daze dizAone gajAvatAM, seMkaDo dhvajAothI vibhUSita, vidyutasamAna kiraNane phelAvatAM sUrya jevA tejasvI be vimAna AkAzamAMthI nIce utaryA. vimAnomAMthI utarIne vidyAdharoe arjuna ane maNIcUDane na maskAra karyo. tyAra pachI baMnenA zarIrane uttama jAtinA telathI mAliza karyuM ane garama pANImAM sugaMdhita padArtho nAMkhI sugaMdhita banAvelA pANIthI baMnene snAna karAvyuM. nAna karAvIne zarIre caMdananu vilepana karyuM, ane baMnene divya vastro, tathA hIrA, mANeka, motInA hAra, bAjubaMdha, mugaTa vigere AbhUSaNe paherAvyA. tyAra pachI vidyAdharIoe temanA mAthe chatra dharyuM ne bIjI vidyAdharIoe temanI sAme suMdara nATaka karyuM. A vakhate maNIcUDanI patnI caMdrAnanA vimAnamAM AvI. eTale badhAne khUba harSa thayA. maNIcUDe badhA vidyAdharonI vacce arjunanA khUba guNa gAyA ne kahyuM mane jIvatadAna ApanAra A mAro mahAna upakArI vIra che. baMne jaNa tyAMthI vimAnamAM besIne vijyAdha parvata upara AvyAM ne tyAMthI AgaLa vadhI vaitADhaya parvatanA zikhara upara ratanapura nagaranA dvAre paDAva nAkhyo ane bolavAmAM catura evA eka dUtane arjune vidyutavega pAse mokalyA. dUta Aya rAjA e tatkSaNa, sArI bAta sunAI, bhAle neka patra jhelAkara, khaDA sAmane AI zrotA... ane eka patra lakhI bhAlAnI aNamAM bharAvI dUtane Ape ne kahyuM ke tuM vidyutaveganI sabhAmAM jA ane kahe ke anAjIe bhAlAnI aNIe bharAvIne

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zAradA darzana patra Apane mokale che te vAMce. temAM lakhyuM hatuM ke pAMDamAM madhyama evA arjunano (tamane thaze ke madhyama kema lakhyuM? te yudhiSThira ane bhIma pachI trIje naMbara anajIno hato. emanA pachI sahadeva ane nakuLa nAnA hatAM. eTale emane madhyama lakhyuM.) saMdeza e che ke tame mArA mitra caMdrAvataMsaka rAjAnA putra maNIcUDane kapaTa karIne harAvyA che ne tenuM rAjaya paDAvIne besI gayAM che. tame je jIvavA IcchatA ho te maNIcUDane rAjya pAchuM ApI de te ApaNe bhAI-bhAI jevA prema vadhaze ane je e rIte rAjya na ApavuM hoya te yuddha karavA taiyAra thAo. yudhdha karatAM pahelAM khUba vicAra karaje. ane tamane choDaze nahi. samajI. lejo ke je rAjIkhuzIthI rAjya pAchuM nahi Ape te mArA dhanuSyathI pahelAM tAruM mAthuM kApI nAMkhIza ne pachI mArA mitranuM rAjya meLavIza. arjunane patra vAMce ne vidyutaveganA haiyAmAM jhALa lAgI. te krodhathI dhamadhamate che. are, arjuna vaLI keNa che? A jamIna para rahevAvALo arjuna nAmano koI kIDo haze ! agara te arjuna nAmanuM keI jhADa hovuM joIe. je kadAca te AvyuM haze te tene mAravA mATe A mArI talavAra taiyAra che. ane maNIcUDane bALIne bhasma karavAnI IcchAvALI mArI zUravIratA rU5 agnimAM prathama kASTa arjunane banAvIza. tyAre dUta kahe che te rAjA ! jarA vicArIne elaje. ana kaMI kIDo, jhADa ke lAkaDu nathI. e mahAna parAkramI che. tame enuM parAkrama joyuM nathI. e laDaze tyAre tamArA hAMjA gagaDI jaze. tenAM karatAM rAjya ApI de. tyAre vadhu gusse thaIne rAjAe kahyuM ke mAre tArI keI vAta sAMbhaLavI nathI. huM laDAI karavA taiyAra chuM. tuM tArA rAjAne kaheje ke jaladI yudhdha bhUmi para AvI jAya. have baMnenA sainya raNamedAnamAM Avaze ne kevI laDAI thaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 26 zrAvaNa suda 14ne zukravAra tA. ra9-7-77 anaMta karUNAnIdhi bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmIe bhavya chanA kalyANano divya mArga batAvatAM kahyuM ke he bhavya che ! tame anaMtakALathI paribhramaNa karI rahyAM che. te paribhramaNane have je tamane thAka lAgyo hoya ane tamAre zAzvata zAMti joItI hoya te vibhAva choDIne svabhAvamAM sthira bane. samyagu darzana, samyakajJAna ane samyakracAritra e mokSa mArga prApta karavA mATe avazya jarUrI che. tamAre saMsAramAM musApharI karavA mATe paNa traNa vastunI jarUra paDe che ne? e traNa vastu

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zAradA darzana 195 kaI ? AlA teA kharA, bhAtuM, khIo ane nANAM. A traNa vastunI tamAre AvazyakatA che. atyAre paisA kharacatAM khAvAnu game tyAM maLI rahe che. chatAM tame kahA che te ke musAphImAM bhAtuM te kharAkhara levu joI e. kadAca vanavagaDAmAM TreIna aTakI jAya ne khAvAnuM na maLe te pAse bhAtu hAya teA khAi zakAya. atyAre te TreIne ane khaseAthI musApharI karavAno vyavahAra thaI gayA che. eTale jaldI pahAMcI jAva che. paNa pahelAM TreIne na hatI. baLadagADA ke gADIomAM, UMTa upara ke gheADA upara ke pagapALA musApharI thatI hatI. tyAre bhAtuM ne pANInI sagavaDa sAthe rAkhavI paDatI hatI. sUvA mATe khIsso ane khacI mATe paisAnI jarUra paDatI. e samayamAM gheADA paisAthI cAlatu hatuM ke atyAre pANInI jema paisAnI jarUra paDe che. tamArI musApharI tA maryAdita che chatAM bhAtAnI jarUra paDe che. teA vicAra kare ke jIvane keTalI lAMkhI musApharI karavAnI che ? khakhara che ne ? pAMcA ke hajAra gAunI nahi paNa sImA nahi teTalA gAunI, AtmAkathI mukta nahi thAya tyAM sudhI lAMkhI musApharI karavAnI che te sAthe bhAtu te levuM paDaze ne ? uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 19mA adhyayanamAM bhagavate kahyuM che ke. aSkALa no matyaMta du, sapAdee vavajJar / gacchanto so suhI hoi, chuhA taNhA bivajjao // 20 // musApharI karanArA mANasa sAthe saMpUrNa sagavaDa laIne jAya che teA te duHkhI thatA nathI tema cAra gatimAMthI koIpaNa gatimAM javAnu thaze tyAre tamArI sAthe hATa, havelI ke dukAneA AvavAnA nathI paNa sAthe te satya, nIti, ane sadAcArathI jIvana jeTalu pavitra manAvyuM haze te karaNI sAthe Avaze khAkI sAthe rAtI pAI pazu AvavAnI nathI, jIvanamAM anyAya, anIti ne adhama karazeA te sAthe zuM laI jaze ? pApa ja ne? kharekhara Aje tA sadAcArI AtmAe virala hAya che. bAkI jyAM jue tyAM dhana mATe doDadhAma ne hAyaveAya cAllI rahI che. muMbaInA parAomAM vasatAM ghaNAM mANasA enA khALakAnA uThatAM pahelAM vahelI savAre nAkarIe cAlyA jAya che ane sAMje khALake sUI jAya tyAre ghera Ave che. eTale enA bALaka tenA bApane saMpUrNa eLakhatAM paNa nathI, ravivAranA divase ghera heAya tyAre enA khALako ene ALakhe che ke A mArA pitA che. AvI kakreADI sthitimAM mANasA peAtAnA divaseA vItAve che. chatAM mAnavInI saMsAranA rAganI tRSNA ghaTatI nathI. enI AzAnA minArA keTalA meTA hAya che! kahIe ke devAnupriyA | tRSNA tajIne mahAvIrane bhajo. tyAre zuM kahe che te jANA che ? mAre thavuM hajAr mIlavALA, hajI badhAvavA khAsa mALA,

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196 zAradA darzana emA kayAMthI pheravIe tArI mALA, gurUrAja mArA mahAvIra guNa gAzuM, hamaNAM nathI navarAzuM.... gurUdeva mArA... ghaDapaNamAM.... tRSNA AkAza samAna anaMtI che. jyAM sudhI tame IcchAonI Aga nahi che tyAM sudhI saMteASanI zItaLatA nahi meLavI zake. yAda rAkhajo ke adhakAra ane prakAzanI jema IcchA ane sASa paraspara virodhI che. tame zu jhaMkhA che? IcchA ke sa MtASa ? (zrotAmAMthI avAja :-satASa) sASamAM AvavA mATe samyagjJAnanI avazya jarUra che. sabhyajJAnanA prakAza alaukika che. paNa Aje vijJAnanA yugamAM akSarajJAna vadhavA mAMDayu che, vAMcana ane lekhana pragatizIla banyuM che. vAkcAturya khIlyuM che. ane navI navI vaijJAnika zeAdhakhALeAe mAnavIne Azcarya mugdha karI dIdhA che. paNa aMdaramAM tame DokIyu karIne jozeA teA jIvanamAMthI sadAcAra ghaTatAM dekhAya che. tapeAkhaLa kSINa thatu jAya che, pramANikatA ghaTavA mAMDI che, aha bhAvanuM tAMDava vyApI rahyuM che ne dhama nI avagaNanA thaI rahI che. je jJAna-vijJAna jIvanamAM zudhdhineA saMcAra kare, sadAcAranI madhuratA lAve, vicAreAmAM sAtvikatA pragaTAve, pramANikatAnuM baLa Ape, vinaya--vivekanI jyAta jhagamagAve, tyAganu khamIra khIlAve. paramA ane paropakAranuM joma Ape, saujanyanI suvAsa mahekAve, tapanu' teja prasarAve, tattvanA prakAza pAthare te jJAna sAcuM jJAna che. AvA jJAnane Aje aza dekhAtA nathI. jJAna e AtmAne guNu che. tene mahimA ane upayegItA saune mAnya che. jIva, ajIva Adi tattvone yathArtha svarUpamAM jANavA te sAcu' jJAna che. e jJAna jyAre viziSTa kATInuM ane tyAre vijJAna kahevAya che. jJAna e prakAza che ne ajJAna eka prakAranA aMdhakAra che. rAtrInA aMdhakAra sUcanA prakAzathI naSTa thAya che tema anaMtakALathI AtmA upara lAgI gayelA gADha aMdhakArane dUra karavA mATe jJAna e sUrya samAna che. bheAjanathI bhUkhanu du:kha TaLe, ane jJAnathI viSayavAsanA TaLe che, jJAna AvavAthI viSaceAnI kaTutA samajAya che, viSaya sukhanI IcchA nAza pAme che ne viSayAnA tyAga sahaja bane che. grISmaRRtumAM parakhanuM pANI tarasyA mANusanI AMtaraDI ThAre che tema jJAna paramanuM pANI vAsanAthI saMtapta AtmAne anahada zItaLatA Ape che. aMjananA guNu AMkhAnuM teja vadhAravAnA che tyAre jJAnAMjanaAMtaracakSune tejasvI banAve che. eTale jJAna e AtmAnuM sarvasva che. baMdhuo ! bhagavAne prarUpelA sidhdhAMtamAM alaukika jJAna bharelu che. evA a'tagaDa sUtramAM cha aNugAronI vAta cAle che. cha aNugAro AtmajJAnamAM masta banelAM che, mAtra saMyamayAtrAnA nirvAha mATe chaThThanA pAraNe gaucarI mATe nIkaLyA che. temAM

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cAradA da'na 197 e saMghADA dvArikA nagarImAM gaucarI karatAM karatAM vasudeva mahArAjAnI rANI devakIjInA mahele padhAryAM. e saMghADe cAra munie vaheArIne gayAM ne devakIrANI beThA che tyAM " tayAnaMtara ca NaM tacce saMghADapa bArAvaIpa nayarIe uccanIpa jAva paDilAmei " trIje saMghADe e munie paNa uca,nIca ane madhyamakuLomAM gaucarI karatAM karatAM devakIjInA mahele padhAryA. A joI ne devakIrANInA dilamAM anero Ana' thayA. aho ! Aje huM teA mahAna pAvana khanI gaI. mane trIjI vakhata supAtre dAna devAno avasara maLyeA. tamane paNa Ave avasara maLe teA dhanya ghaDIne dhanya bhAgya mAnA ne ? bhAgyavAna mANasane game tyAMthI lAbha maLI jAya che. ane kaMIka jIvA bicArA dAna devA talasatA hAya paNa tene lAbha maLatA nathI A te dAnanI vAta che paNa tamAre dhana kamAvA mATe paNa AvuM ja bane che ne ? puNyavAna manuSyA thADo prayatna kare ne dhananA DhagalA thAya che ne puNya vinAnA mANasA dhana kamAvA mATe keTalA purUSArtha kare che! bhUkha-tarasa veThe che. kALI majurI kare che chatAM mAMDa peTa bhare che. AvuM joIne tame kaheA che ne ke " bhAgyazALIne bhUta raLe ne akaramInA paDIyA kANAM." A kahevata upara eka dRSTAMta yAda Ave che. eka gAmamAM eka zeTha vasatA hatA. enA puScArye tene mana te vArasAmAM maLyuM hatuM ne sAthe dhama paNa maLyeA hateA. ene evA niyama hatA ke dararAja savAramAM uThIne sAmAyika pratikramaNu karavuM, navakArazI karavI pachI gAmamAM saMta satIjI birAjatAM hoya teA temanAM darzana karavA, vyAkhyAna vANI sAMbhaLavI pachI vahepAra dhaMdhAnuM kAma karavuM, ane vahepAramAM je kamANI thAya temAMthI cAthe bhAga dara mahine dharmanA kAryamAM vAparI nAMkhavA. AvA zeTha jamavA bese tyAre bhAvanA bhAve jo supAtra dAna devAno samaya maLI jAya teA dAna de. satanA cAga na maLe te kAi svadharmI duHkhI badhune jamADatA. e paNa na maLe te koI garIbane ApIne pachI pAte jamatA. zeThe AvA dharmISTha hatAM. emanI bhAvanA eka ja hatI ke mane je kaMI maLyu che te dhamanA pratApe maLyu che. te dhamanA vAparavu! kArya mAM zA mATe na dAnavIra zeTha sAme dIkarAonA virodha : zeTha dAna puNya badhuM kare te emanA chekarAone game nahi. eTale zeThane kahe che mApujI! ApaNA gAmamAM ATalA khadhA zrImatA che paNa e kaMI tamArI jema paisA dharmoDhAmAM vAparatAM nathI ne tame tA badhuM uDAve ja rAkhA che. zeTha kahe huM dIkarAo ! badhAne sArA kAryamAM rasa nA hAya, khApane cAra putro hoya temAM avinIta putra khApanI sevA na kare te zu' vinIta putra hAya te na kare ? ApaNe sAruM kAya karavuM hoya teA na karanAranI

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198 zAradA darzana sAme na jevuM. dIkarAo kahe che paNa ema kharacyA karaze te tijorI taLiyAjhATaka thaI jaze. zeThe kahyuM-putro ! tame jarA samaje. tijorI bharAvanAra keNa che? pUrve sukRtya karIne puNya upArjana karyuM che tenA pratApe tijorI bharelI che. ane je dhana dharmanA kAryamAM vaparAya che tenAthI mahAna puNya baMdhAya che, ne ApyA karatAM bamaNuM maLI rahe che. bhArema chokarAone pitAnI A vAta gaLe utaratI nahi. tathI aMdara aMdara kacavATa karyA kare che. tyAre zeThANuM kahe che beTA! tame tamArA pitAjIne Ama zA mATe karyA karo cho ? e kamAyA che ne vApare che temAM khoTuM zuM che? tyAre chokarAo gusse thaIne kahe che e kaMI cAlaze nahi. tamAre tamAruM vAyu karavuM hoya te ghara choDIne cAlyA jAo. zeTha-zeThANI kahe - bhale, tame gharamAM sukhethI raho. ame cAlyA jaIzuM. manI khAtara saMkaTa veDavA taiyAra thayelA zeTha zeThANuM": zeTha zeThANI ghara choDIne cAlyA gayA. gAmane cheDe nAnakaDuM ghara laI ne hA. zeTha zeThANIe ghara cheDayuM paNa dharma na che. juo, eka dhame sArA rAvavAnI khAtara keTaluM chAyuM ? nAnakaDA gharamAM AtI raDavA lAgyA. paNa peTane mATe kaIka to karavuM paDe ne ? eTale zeTha mITha, maracuM, haLadara, dhANAjIruM vigere je nA vigere zeDo thaDo masAlo kharIdI eka thelAmAM bharI karI karIne masAlo vecavA lAgyA. te je maLe temAMthI gujarAna calAve che. paNa temAMthI corI bhAga dAnamAM vApare che. roja navA navA bhajana jamavAne badale lakho roTalo ne dALa khAya che. baMgalAne badale bhAMgyAtUTayA gharamAM rahe che, sAdA kapaDAM paheravA maLe che tenA manamAM jarA paNa kheda nathI. badhuM bhale gayuM paNa dharma karAya che ne pitAnA niyamonuM pAlana thAya che teno anero AnaMda che. have zeTha je makAnamAM rahe che tenI bAjumAM eka meTuM vaDalAnuM vRkSa uche. tenA upara eka vANavyaMtara devane vAsa hatuM. A zeThanI dharmabhAvanA, dAna devAnA bhAvanA joIne vANavyaMtara devanA manamAM thatuM ke garIbAImAM paNa keTalI udAra bhAvanA che ! chatAM tenI parIkSA karuM. have zeTha masAle vecavA jAya tyAM tene masAlA vecavA de nahi. mAMDa cAra AnA maLe. chatAM zeTha eka Ano avazya dAnamAM vApare, ane jyAre be ja paisA maLe tyAre pote bhakhyA rahetA ne be paisA dAnamAM vAparI nAMkhatA. traNa divasa be paisA maLyA che te paisA dAnamAM vAparI pite aThThama karyo. paNa e vicAra na karyo ke be paisA maLyA che te dAna nathI devuM. caNA mamarA lAvIne khAI laIe. AvI rIte zeThane aThThama thayo chatAM mananI khUba prasannatA ne udAratA joIne devanA dilamAM thayuM ke A dhamaSTha mANasa duHkhI nA rahe

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zAradA darzana 19 joIe. huM ene sukhI banAvI dauM. Ama vicAra karIne deve avadhijJAna dvArA joyuM te eka bIje sArthavAha mahApaNa hatuM. tenI pAse dhana thANuM hatuM. paNa e mammIcUsa hatuM ke khAya nahi ne khAvA de nahi. garIbene lUMTIne dhana bheguM karate nAkarenI pAse kAma khUba karAve ne pagAra ocho Ape enI saheja bhUla thAya te krodhAyamAna thaIne tene pagAra kApI le. AvA kRpaNa zeThanI pAse pelA dAnavIra zeThanA masAlAnA thelA je eka thelo hate. temAM e kRpaNu zeThe. hIrA mANeka, panA metI Adi jhaverAta bhareluM hatuM. e zeTha thele joIne harakhAte paNa temAMthI eka ranano sadupayoga karatuM na hatuM. kupaNa mANasa dhana na pite vApare ke na bIjAne vAparavA de. tenA mATe zrImad bhAgavatamAM kahyuM che ke na deyaM nopabhogya ca, lubyauyad duHkha sajyitam / bhuGakte tadapi taccAnyA, madhuhevArthavin madhuH // labhI purUSae duHkha veThIne je dhana bheguM karyuM hoya che te dhana lebhI mANasa pite vAparate nathI ke bIjAne vAparavA detuM nathI. jema madhamAkhIo madhapUDAmAM madha ekaThuM kare che paNa te madha khAtI nathI ne bIjAne khAvA detI nathI. chevaTe madha lUMTanAro AvIne madha laI jAya che tema lebhIyAnuM dhana bIjA bhegave che. zeThanI dharmabhAvanA joIne prasanna thayela deva" - ahIM pele deva vicAra kare che ke A kaMjusIyA dhanano kaMI sadupayoga karatA nathI. A thele paDI ja rahyo che te pelA dAnavIra zeThano masAlAno thelo hoya ke A ranonI bharelA thele hoya baMne sarakhuM ja che ne! AnI pAse paDI rahyuM che ne A pavitra zeThane dhana maLaze te eno sadupayoga thaze. ema vicArI pele sArthavAha enA paDAvamAM uMghate hatuM tyAre eno jhaverAtano thele zeThane tyAM mUkI dIdhuM ane zeThana masAlAno thelo sArthavAhanA paDAvamAM mUkI dIdhA. sArthavAha te savAre enA sAthenI sAthe cAlI nIkaLe. baMne thelA uparathI sarakhA hatAM eTale ene zuM khabara paDe ke mAro thelo badalAI gayo che. uparathI juve che ke mAre thele salAmata che. jeIne harakhAya che. jhaverAtane badale masAlAno thele che chatAM AnaMda mAne che. kAraNa ke mamatA che ne? jyAre thele kholIne joze tyAre bicAre pika mUkIne raDaze ke hAya! mAro thele kayAM gayA ? samajANuM ? jIva mamatAmAM marI rahyo che ne mamatAnA kAraNe jIva dharma karI zakatuM nathI. kaMIkane zarIra para mamatA che eTale vrata, niyama, tapazcaryA karI zakatAM nathI. tapazcaryA karIe ne zarIra dubaLuM paDI jAya te ? paNa mAnI le ke azAtA vedanIya karmano udaya thaye ne zarIra dubaLuM paDI jaze te zuM karaze tyAM harakata

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200 zAradA darzana nahi paNa karma apAvavAnuM sAdhana-dharma karatAM zarIra sukAI jAya te vadhe AvI jAya, A mamatA dharma cUkAve che. pele kRpaNa sArthavAha te thele joze tyAre roze paNa pelA dayALu zeThe te potAno nitya kama karI, bapore jamIne masAlA vecavA javA mATe taiyAra thayAM. thelAmAM kaI kaI cIje che te jovA mATe thele che te jhagamagatA hIrA, mANeka, motI, nIlama, panA vigere jhaverAta joyuM. zeThanA manamAM thayuM ke A keIno thelo ahIM AvyuM lAge che. jene thele haze tene keTaluM duHkha thayuM haze? te thele zeAdhate haze. mAro masAlAno thelo guma thaye ne A thele kayAMthI Ave? zeTha zeThANane pUchayuM ke tame mAro thele keInI sAthe badalyuM che? zeThANI kahe-nAtha ! huM te ene aDI paNa nathI. tema ApaNe ghera bIjuM kaMI AvyuM nathI. tyAre zeThe kahyuM ke A dhana ApaNuM nathI te ApaNAthI kema rakhAya? ApaNe rAjAne suprata karI daIe. mAnI le ke tamane AvI rIte thele maLI jAya te zuM karo ? gharamAM rAkho ke rAjAne ApavA jAo? (zrotAmAMthI avAja :- are, keIne jANa thavA na daIe. tijorImAM mUkI daIe.) (hasAhasa) mArA mahAvIranA zrAvaka kevA hoya ? tame pratikramaNamAM zuM bele che? zrAvaka paradhana patthara samAna mAne. paNa atyAre te paradhana hAthamAM Ave te ghara samAna. (hasAhasa) kema barAbara ne ? pelA zeThane maLyuM che paNa rAkhavuM nathI ne tamane maLI jAya te choDavuM nathI. zeTha enI patnIne kahe che A dhana ApaNuM nathI. ApaNI mahenatanuM nathI te ApaNAthI kema rakhAya? jaIne rAjAne soMpI daIe, A soMpavA javA taiyAra thAya che tyAM deve adazyapaNe tene kahyuM ke zeTha! e dhana tamAruM che tame rAkhe. tyAre zeThe kahyuM mAruM nathI. e dhana mane nA khape. jenuM haze tene keTaluM duHkha thayuM haze ! mATe huM nahi rAkhuM. tyAre deve kahyuM ke eno mAlika abhAgiye kayAM kayAM dUra dezamAM che. paNa jo tame A dhana rAjAne seMpavA jaze te cArIne Aropa tamArA mAthe Avaze ne dharma niMdAze. mATe tyAM javuM rahevA de, zeTha kahe che tame je mane kahe che. te keNa cho? mane paradhana khapatuM nathI. mATe letAM mAruM mana mAnatuM nathI. tyAre deve kahyuM tamArI dharma paranI daDha zraddhA joIne huM prasanna thayo chuM. tethI meM A rIte karyuM che. mATe tame dhana laI le. tame laIne eno sadupayoga karazo ne e kRpaNa pAse khAlI paDI rahyuM hatuM. zeTha badhI vAta samajI gayA, deve kahyuM eTale dhana rAkhyuM, paNa pitAne mATe upayoga na karyo. dharmanA kAryamAM, zAsananI prabhAvanA karavAmAM ane svadharmI ane duHkhIonI sevAmAM teno sadupayoga karyo. TUMkamAM ApaNe ahIM e samajavAnuM che

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zAradA darzana 201 ke jenA puNya prabaLa hoya che tene kevI rIte badhuM maLI rahe che. zeThane dAnamAM dhana vAparavAmAM khUba AnaMda AvatuM hatuM. jene vAparavuM che tene maLI rahe che. mANasa be hAthe game teTaluM raLe te uMce nathI Avate paNa puya jAge te Ajano cIMtharehAla kAle camarabaMdhI banI jAya che, ane puNya paravArI jAya to Ajano zrImaMta kAle raMka banI jAya che. ahIM devakImAtAnA bhAgya caDhiyAtA che. dAna devAnI utkRSTa bhAvanA che. ahIM trIjA saMghADe nIkaLelA munio tyAM padhAryA. have devakIne kevo AnaMda thaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra - paraduHkhabhaMjana arjuna maNIcUDa mATe keTaluM karI chUTe che. ene maNuMcUDane rAjya apAvavAnI bhAvanAthI vidyutavega rAjAne dUta mekalIne samAcAra ApyAM ke tame anyAyathI kapaTa karIne maNIcaDanuM rAjya laI lIdhuM che te ApI de. je na ApavuM hoya te yudhdha karavA taiyAra thAo, tyAre vidyutavege krodhamAM AvIne kahyuM ke tAre arjuna vaLI keNa huM ene capaTImAM roLI nAMkhIza. merA dhanuSabANa pAvaka sama, ajuna Idhina jAna, kepa karI senA sajavAI, dhamakA sanmukha Ana he....zrotA eno nAza karavA mATe mAruM dhanuSya agni jevuM che. jema agnimAM sUkuM lAkaDuM bhaDabhaDa baLI jAya tema arjuna baLI jaze. mATe he dUta! tuM arjunane kaheje ke jaladI yuddha karavA AvI jA. huM tarata AvuM chuM. vidyutavega arjuna mATe je je zabda che te dUte AvIne arjunane kahyA. A tarapha abhimAnI vidyutavege senA taiyAra karI. dUtanA samAcAra sAMbhaLI arjunanuM lehI ukaLI uThayuM. mRgane mAravA mATe siMhane taiyArI karavAnI rahetI nathI tema arjunane taiyArI karavAnI na hatI. enI pAse sainya na hatuM paNa maNIcUDanA sasarAne khabara paDI eTale pitAnuM vizALa sainya mekaryuM hatuM. vidyutaveganuM sainya paNa ghaNuM moTuM hatuM. baMnenA sainya yudhdhabhUmimAM sAmasAmA goThavAI gayA. baMne vacce bhayaMkara yuddha thayuM. baMne pakSanA hajAro sinike marAyA. rAjA rAjAo rAjya mATe laDe che paNa vacamAM nirdoSa mANase keTalAM marI jAya che. kahevata che ne "pADe pADA laDe emAM jhADano be nIkaLI jAya." e rIte ahIM paNa evuM che. rAjaya te rAjAne maLe che paNa bicArA nirdoSa sainike keTalA marAya che ! laDatAM laDatAM dhIme dhIme jema vAdaLathI sUrya gherAI jAya che tevI rIte vidyutaveganI senAe arjunane cAre taraphathI gherI lIdhuM. tyAre ane sUryanAM karoDo kiraNe pRthvI upara paDe che tema vidyutaveganI senA upara bANeno varasAda varasAvyo.

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202 zAradA darzana tethI krodhathI dhamadhamI uThelA vidyutavege bAno varasAda varasAvyuM. e samaye ane evuM pracaMDa bhujAbaLa vAparyuM ne eka tIra vidyutavega upara choDayuM. lagA tIra anake karase, vidyutavega jAya, leI sainya vaha aisA bhAgA, zvAna dUmi dabAya che....zrotA. arjunanuM tIra evuM chUTayuM ke sIdhuM vidyutavegane vAgyuM. eTale vidyutavega samajI gayo ke A mahAna parAkramI che. huM enI AgaLa TakI zakuM tema nathI. eTale pitAne jIva bacAvavA ubhI pUchaDIe nAsI chUTa. saMvartaka vAyunI sAme jema dIpaka TakI zakate nathI tema arjunanI sAme vidyutavega TakI zake nahi. e bhAge tenI pAchaLa tenuM thoDuM sinya bhAgI chUTayuM ne bAkInuM sainya arjunanA zaraNe AvyuM. arjunane yajyakAra thaI gaye. AvuM joIne maNIcUDa te tene caraNamAM paDI gaye. ahe, mArA parama upakArI! tamArA upakArane badale huM kyAre vALIza? mAre mATe tame keTalA kaSTa veThayA. A rIte maNIcaDa arjunane vAraMvAra upakAra mAne che. tyAre arjuna kahe che bhAImeM te kaMI karyuM nathI. meM mArI pharaja adA karI che. AvA upakArI manuSya kadI ema nathI kahetAM ke meM tArA mATe Ama karyuM. e bIjAnuM hita karavA pitAnI jAta jokhamamAM mUkI de che. Aje te pitAnA sagA bhAI mATe kaMI karyuM hoya te paNa tenA gANa gAvA besI jAya che. ane ahIM te arjunane kaMI sagAI na hatI chatAM nAma mAtra meTAI che. "nA." AvA mahAnapurUSo pitAnuM nAma amara banAvI gayA che. ratanapuranA nagarajanene pitAnA rAjAne putra AvavAthI khUba AnaMda thaye AkhuM nagara zaNagAryuM ne khUba ADaMbarathI arjuna ane maNIruDanuM nagarajanoe svAgata karyuM ane hAthI upara besADI jayajayakAra bolAvatAM pitAnA nagaramAM praveza karAvyuM. te ja zubha divase khUba AnaMda ne utsAhapUrvaka maNIcUDano rAjyAbhiSeka karavAmAM AvyuM. arjunanA sahakArathI pitAnuM rAjya pAchuM maLavAthI maNuDanA AnaMdano koI pAra nathI. te arjunane te pitAnA pitA samAna mAne che. thoDA samaya arjunajI tyAM rahyA. pachI maNIcUDane kahe che bhAI! have tame badhuM barAbara saMbhALe che ne AnaMdathI rahe che tethI mane khUba AnaMda thayo che. meM mArI pratijJAnuM barAbara pAlana karyuM che. have mane javAnI rajA Apo. maNIcUDa kahe che he mArA parama upakArI! tame te mane navuM jIvana ApyuM che. A badhuM tamArA pratApe pAmyo chuM. tame samayasara pahoMcyA na hota te mArA jIvanane aMta AvI gaye hota. tame te mArA bhagavAna tulya che. huM tamane nahi javA dauM. A rAjya tamAruM ja che. huM te tamAre dAsa chuM. tame rAjya saMbhALo. ane kahe che

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zAradA darzana 203 bhAI! huM teA rAjya cheADIne vanavAsa veThavA nIkaLyeA chuM. mArAthI tArA rAjyamAM esI rahevAya nahi. have huM vanamAM cAlye jaIza. mane tame javAnI rajA ApeA. maNIcUDa kahe mArI teA tamane javA devAnI bilakula IcchA nathI paNa tamArI javAnI IcchA hovAthI anicchAe tamane rajA Apu chuM. bhale, tamejAe paNu A tamArA dAsane kadI bhUlazeA nahi. pharIne vahelA vaDelA mArI nagarImAM padhArajo. ATalu' kahIne putra pitAne bheTI paDe tema bheTI paDayA ne AMkhamAM cAdhAra AMsu vahevA lAgyAM. have arjunajI ratanapurIthI vidAya thaze ne pachI kayAM jaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 27 zrAvaNu suda 15 ne zanIvAra tA. 30-7-77 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAe ne bahena ! anaMtajJAnI, trileAkInAtha, karUNAsAgara bhagavata bhanya jIvAne bhavasAgara taravAnI preraNA ApatAM kramAve che ke hai bhavya jIvA ! mAnava jIvananI ekeka kSaNa bahu mUlyavAna che. tene tame mAjamajhAmAM ne ezaAArAmamAM durUpayAga na karaze. kAraNa ke je ekeka kSaNa jAya che te pAchI AvatI nathI. mATe maLelA amUlya samayane oLakhI tenA sadupayAga karI leA. ajJAnI manuSya soMpatti bhegI karavAmAM kiMmatI samaya gumAve che. kaMIka bheAgavilAsamAM samaya vItAve che paNa AtmasAdhanA karatA nathI. samaya teA jJAnInA jAya ne ajJAnInA pazu jAya che. kahyuM che ke jJAna dhyAna vineAdena, kAlo gacchati dhImatAm / vyasanena hi mUrkhANAM, nidrayA kalahena vA // jJAnI ane budhdhimAna purUSAnA samaya jJAna, dhyAna ane AtmAnaMdanI prAptimAM vyatIta thAya che, ane ajJAnI mUkha manuSyanA samaya vyasane mAM, nidrAmAM, laDAIaghaDA ane parinaMdAmAM vyatIta thAya che. eka jijJAsu mAnave gurUne pUchyu ke A manuSya jIvanamAM samayanA zu upayAga karavA? manuSyanuM jIvana khahu alpa che, TUMka samayamAM khUba dhana kamAI bhAgavilAsanA AnaMda mANavA enu nAma samayane sadupayoga che, jo ahIM A badhuM nahi karIe te kayAM karIzuM ? tyAre jJAnI gurUe kahyuM-are, mAhamAM mUMjhAyelA mAnavI ! jarA vicAra tA kara. zu' dhana kamAvu, khAvuMpIvuM ne viSayeAmAM AnaMda mANavA e mAnavajIvananuM lakSya che ? zuM emAM tArA jIvananI sArthakatA che? vicAra kara. pAmara mAnava! tAre zu karavA jevu che ?

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204 zAradA dAna A seAnerI samaya ekAra khIne nA zumAva. je samayane ALakhe che tenuM jIvana dhanya bane che. tyAre pharIne jijJAsue pUchyuM ke huM zudeva! jo samayanuM tame ATaluM. madhu' mUlya khatAvA che. te e samayanuM mUlya kevI rIte samajavu ? tene sadgupacega kevI rIte karavA ? jo A dhanasapatti, bhAgavilAsa, aizvaya badhu vyatha che teA sArthaka zu che ? gurUe uttara ApatAM kahyuM ke huM ziSya! manuSya jIvananAM e mukhya aMga che. eka bahirmukha aMga ane bIjI' aMtarmukha aMga. temAM bhautika sAdhana sAmagrI e jIvananI bahirmu`kha AvazyakatAo che ne AtmaguNNAnA vikAsa e jIvananI aMtamu kha AvazyakatA che. temAM jo bhautika vastuo prApta na thAya teA asateASa, krodha, duHkha, ahaMkAra, lAbha, AkAMkSA Adi doSA jIvanamAM utpanna thAya che, paNa AtmaguNNAnI prApti mATe sAdhanA karanAra sAdhakane te| sadA saMtASa, kSamA, zAMti ane nirvikAratA Adi guNAnI prApti thAya che. mATe he ziSya ! aMtarmukha banavAnI sAdhanAmAM lAgI jAo ne AtmaguNNAnI prAptimAM samaya vyatIta karA e ja samayanI sauthI mATAmAM mATI kiMmata che. A eka sAcA mArga che. tenA upara cAlIne tame samayane! sadupayeAga karI zake che. viSayAMdha, pApI ane pramAdI manuSye mAnava jIvananA kiMmatI samayanuM mUlya samajI zakatA nathI. tethI saMsAramAM rakhaDayA kare che. jayAre vairAgyavaMta saMyamI sAdhaka tathA AtmAne oLakhanAra jIvA samayanuM mUlya samajIne saMsArathI virakta bane che. ApaNe cha aNugArAnI vAta cAle che. te cha aNugAroe mAnava jIvananA kimatI samayanuM mUlya samajIne aMtarmukha sRSTi keLavI Atmika gurtheAnI prApti mATe saMsArathI virakta manI saMyama lIdheA. sayama lIdhA pachI saMyamanI pratyeka kriyAe apramatabhAve karatAM hatAM. te aNugAremAM trIjo saghADo devakImAtAnA mahele AbyA. ratna jevA tejasvI ane pavitra satene joIne devInu haiyu harakhAI gayu. te habhera doDIne sAme gaI ne vicAra karavA lAgI ke mArA vItarAgI sate| AhAranA gRdhdhI nA hoya, vAraMvAra eka gRhasthane ghera gaucarI jAya nahi ane Aje A saMteA trIjI vakhata mArA ghare padhAryAM che te huM kevI puNyavatI chuM! mane mahAna lAbha maLye paNa ema na kahyuM ke A saMte mAre ghera vAravAra Ave che. emane bIje javuM nathI gamatuM. utkRSTa bhAve siMhakezarIyA meAdaka Adi bIjI vastue vahorAvI. munI gaucarI karIne pAchA phare che. vItarAganA sate AhArapANI levA jAya te tyAM gRhasthane ghera vAtA karavA ubhA rahe nahi. A aNugArA gaucarI karIne pAchA vaLe che tyAre devakIrANI hAtha joDIne kahe

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zAradA darzana 205 che huM mArA tAraNahAra gurUdeva! Apa ubhA raho. mAre Apane eka prazna pUchavA che. tyAre saMtAe kahyuM he mAtA ! je pUchavuM hoya te pUche. devakIrANI kahe che ke gurUdeva ! A nagarInA svAmI kRSNa vAsudeva che. te mAtra dvArakA nagarInA ja svAmI nathI paNa traNa traNa khaMDanA adhipati che, ne mAreA putra che. hAla traNa kha`DanI vAta te javA de paNa Apa dvArikA nagarImAM padhAryAM che eTale ahInI ja vAta karu chuM ke A dvArakA nagarI bAra jojana lAMbI ne nava jojana pahoLI deveAnI vasAvelI ane sAkSAt devalAka jevI che. A nagarImAM puNyavata sadguhasthA vase che. te zuM A nagarInAM puNya khUTyAM ke mArA kRSNa vAsudevanA puNya chUTayAM ke jethI samaLA ninthA 3~LIya jJAna ekamALA mattapALa ne hAmati ? A dvArakA nagarImAM ucanIca ane madhyama kuLAmAM sAmudAnika bhikSA mATe pharatAM zramaNa nigrathone AhAra pANI nathI maLatA ? rAjAnAM puNya khUTe te prajAnAM mana cArAya che. aMdhue ! vItarAga prabhunI AjJAmAM vicaratAM saMtAne jo AhArapANI na maLe tA bhUkhyAM rahe paNa vAravAra eka gharamAM gaucarI na jAya. AdhAkamI AhAra na le. are, sujhatA AhAra maLe teA paNa maryAdita AhAra grahaNa kare. sa MteA rasADu' joI ne gaucarI kare ne kSetra joIne cAturmAsa kare. ahI muMbaImAM tA dareka kSetramAM ghaNAM ghara che eTale vAMdhA na Ave paNa dezanA nAnA kSetromAM 40thI 50 gharaneA saMgha hoya te tyAM vadhumAM vadhu traNa sAdhvInu cAturmAsa Ape. jhAjhA gharanA samudAya hoya tyAM jhAjhA saMta satIjIe rahI zake. jyAM nirdoSa gaucarI maLe tyAM rahe. kAraNa ke A AdhASTamI AhAra AvI jAya teA cAritramAM doSa lAge. AhAra nirdoSa hoya te cAritra ni`La paLAya. eka kahevata che ne ke " AhAra tevA ADakAra. " mANase kAMdA lasaNa khAdhA hoya teA tene tevA ADakAra Ave che. ane jo dUdhapAka pUrI khAdhA hoya te tevA ADakAra Ave che. tema sAdhu jevA AhAra kare tevA tenA mananA pariNAma varte che. te rIte saMsAramAM paNa jo mAtA-pitA pavitra hoya, sadAcArI hoya, evuM ucca AdarzI jIvana jIvatAM hoya te temanA saMtAne paNa pavitra hoya che. vicAra kareA. tamArA saMtAnAne pavitra manAvavA hoya teA pahelAM tame pavitra aneA. mAtA pitAnA mananA doSa paNa saMtAneAmAM meTAM dASA ubhA kare che. ane temAM paNa khALakAnA saMskAranuM siMcana karavAmAM mAtAnA saskAre agatyanA bhAga bhajave che. mAtA devakI ane pitA vasudeva khUba pavitra hatAM. te temane saMtAna kRSNa vAsudeva kevA pavitra hatA! Ama te mAtA pitA ane pavitra hoya che chatAM ApaNA bhArata dezamAM mAtAnuM mahattva vadhAre matAvyu che. A dezanI sannArIe jhaverAtathI paNa uMcu jhaverAta che. Aje tame karoDonI sapatti kamAI ne lAveA.

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206 zAradA darzana temAMthI hIrA, mANeka, panA vigere jhaverAta kharIdI lAve che ne tenA dAgInA ghaDAve che paNa e dAgInA keNa pahere che? tame game teTaluM kamAyAne hIrAnA dAgIne ghaDAvyA paNa tame paherI zake che? bahu thaze te hIrAnI vIMTI ke hIrAnA baTana paheraze. ethI adhika paherI zake kharA? nA. e te amArI bahene paherI zake che. te rIte AryadezanI Arya sannArIo ja ratna jevA tejasvI putrane janma Ape che. tethI nArInuM mahatva batAvyuM che. paNa A badhI vAta cAritravAna strIonI che. TUMkamAM mAtApitAnA jIvanamAM AvelI mAnasika vRttinuM pApa paNa kevA kevA anartho ubhA kare che. thoDI paNa bhUla kevuM pariNAma lAve che!" - sidhdharAja siMha jevA parAkramI rAjAe rANakadevI ane jasamAoDaNa jevI satI strIonI sAme kudaSTi karI tenuM kAraNa zuM? sidhdharAja jayasiMhanA parAkramI jIvanamAM paNa durAcAranI vAsanAne dAvAnaLa pragaTAvanAra enA mAtA pitAnuM eka mAnasika pApa kAraNabhUta hatuM. sidharAjanA pitA karNadeva mahArAjA hatAM. teo mInaLadevI sAthe paraNyA hatAM. mInaLadevInI cAmaDIne raMga saheja zyAma hatuM, paNa enAmAM guNe ghaNAM hatAM. chatAM karNadevane enA upara abhAva thayo ne tene pitAnA mahelamAMthI kADhI mUkI ane kahyuM tuM kadI mArA mahelamAM paga mUkIza nahi ema kahIne jude mahela ApI dIdhuM. mInaLadevI judA mahelamAM rahevA lAgI. patie tyAga karyo eTale dilamAM khUba duHkha thayuM. te mahelamAM ekalI besIne rAta-divasa AMsu sAre che. enA dilamAM eka ja ja vAta khaTakavA lAgI ke ahe ! mArA patie mArA dehanA cAmaDAne ja joyuM! mArA guNane na joyAM? Ama vicAra karatI rAta divasa jhUratI hatI. satI strIone mana ene pati ja enuM sarvasva hoya che. ene bIjA taraphathI gameteTaluM kaSTa paDe te dukha thatuM nathI. e sahana kare che paNa je pati tyAga kare te tenuM hRdaya tUTI jAya che. ene patine prema joIe che. gharamAM game teTaluM sukha heya, sAsu senAnA hIMDoLe jhulAve ne mevA mIThAI jamADe paNa patine prema na hoya te strIne e badhuM sukha kevuM lAge? mIThA vinAnA bhajana jevuM. enuM jIvana zuSka banI jAya che. tema A mInaLadevInA jIvanamAM evuM ja banyuM. rAjAnI rANI che eTale bIjuM kaMI duHkha nathI. rahevA mATe bhavya mahela che, khAvApIvAnI uttama sagavaDa che, dAsa dAsIe khammA khammA kare che. paheravA mATe sArA mUlyavAna vastro maLe che, kiMmatI dAgInA che, A badhuM sukha che paNa mahArAjAe ene tyAga karyo che eTale A badhuM sukha hovA chatAM enA manane AnaMda nathI. te raDI raDIne rAta divasa vitAvatI. rAjAnI dRSTimAM viSayanuM jhera" - A tarapha A rAjyamAM eka namuMjAlA nAmanI nartakI hatI. tene rAjA jyAre jyAre mane raMjana mATe belAve tyAre te

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207 zArA darzana AvatI ane suMdara nRtya karIne rAjAne temaja rAjyanA mahemAnone manaraMjana karAvatI. enI anupama nRtyakaLAthI e rAjanartakI banI hatI. eka te enI nRtyakaLA anupama hatI ne bIjuM tenuM rUpa khUba hatuM. te avAranavAra rAjyamAM nRtya karavA mATe AvatI. ene joIne karNadeva rAjA moha pAmyA. tethI ene meLavavA mATe rAjAnuM mana talapApaDa banyuM. emanA jIvanamAM vAsanAne kI saLavaLATa karavA lAgyuM. pitAnI guNIyala rANI mInaLadevIne judA mahelamAM besADI dIdhI ne A eka nartakImAM rAjA mugdha banI gayA. paNa e samayanA rAjAomAM eka guNa hate. manamAM duSTa bhAvanA jAgI paNa samajatAM hatAM ke huM prajAne pAlaka chuM. prajAnA mAtApitA samAna chuM. e nartakI mArI prajA che ne! enA upara mArAthI kudaSTi kema karAya? ema karuM te mArI keTalI apakIti thAya ! eTale vAsanAnI agnine dehamAM prajaLavA de che. keIne kahetAM nathI. namuM jalAne meLavavAnI ciMtAmAM ne ciMtAmAM rAjAnuM zarIra sUkAvA lAgyuM. rAjAnuM zarIra sUkAtuM joIne pradhAnane ciMtA thavA lAgI. eka divasa baMne ekAMtamAM beThA hatAM. pradhAne avasara jeIne pUchayuM-mahArAjA! ApanuM zarIra kema sUkAI rahyuM che? zuM kaI darda thayuM che ke bIjI keI ciMtA satAve che? paNa rAjA kahetA nathI. tyAre pradhAne kahyuM-mahArAjA! tame mArAthI zuM chUpA che? huM te tamAre aMgata pradhAna chuM. mane nahi kahe te kene kaheze? mAnava mAtrane vAta karavAnI jagyA joIe che. Aje dhanane mANasa gupta rAkhI zake che paNa vAta gupta rAkhI zakatuM nathI. jyAM sudhI ekabIjA vacce meLa hoya tyAM sudhI kaMI nahi paNa je bagaDayuM te ekabIjAnI gupta vAta paNa khullI karI de che. pradhAna kahe che sAheba! je hoya te mane khullA dilathI kahe. te huM tamane ciMtAthI mukta karIza. rAjAe kahyuM-pradhAnajI! kahetAM mArI jIbha upaDatI nathI. paNa maMtrIe khUba Agraha karyo eTale rAjAe kahyuM ke zuM vAta karuM ? mane namuMjalA rAjanartakI pratye prema jAge che. tenI yAda mane satata satAve che. A viSaya vAsanAe mArA upara julma karyo che. eTale A te kahevAya nahi ne sahevAya nahi. tevI vAta banI che. mATe have mAre jIvavuM nathI. mAre mATe cittA khaDako. huM temAM baLI marIza. rAjAne bacAvavA pradhAnanI yukita"- A pradhAna khUba DAhyo ne gaMbhIra hatuM. e samajate hato ke mahArAjA AvuM adhama kRtya kare te thaI rahyuM ne! khetaranuM rakSaNa karavA mATe vADa banAvavAmAM Ave che paNa je vADa cIbhaDA gaLI jAya te vADanuM zuM prajana? paNa atyAre rAjA maravA taiyAra thayAM che te kaI paNa upAye bacAvI levA joIe. rAjAne kahe che ke mahArAjA ! Apa kahe te huM

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208 zAradA darzana namuM jalAne ahIM khaDI karI dauM paNa rAjA kahe che pradhAnajI ! mArAthI AvuM pApa na karAya. mane marI javA de. pradhAna kahe che nA, Apa zAMti rAkho. huM namuMjAlA pAse jAuM chuM. have namuMjAne ahIM lAvavI te sAmAnya kAma na hatuM. kadAca lAve te paNa pApanuM kAma che, ane na lAve te mahArAjA maTe che. rAjAne bacAvavA mATe pradhAna rAjAnA mahelethI nIkaLIne namuMjalA pAse AvyA. pradhAnane AvatA joIne namuM jalA ubhI thaI gaI ne padhAre padhAro kahIne tenuM svAgata karyuM. Aje duniyAmAM meTA mANasane sau Adara kare che. namuM jalAnA manamAM thayuM ke Aje pradhAnajI mAre ghera padhAryA che te zuM kAma haze ? teNe pUchayuM-maMtrIzvara ! Aje ApanuM padhAravuM zA mATe thayuM che? tyAre pradhAne kahyuM-karNadeva mahArAjA tane cAhe che eTale huM tane rAjAnA mahele AvavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApavA Avyo chuM. mahArAjA karNadeva tArA viyegamAM zrI rahyA che. tuM nahi Ave te e gUrI jhUrIne marI jaze. mATe tuM rAjAnA mahelamAM cAla. nakInI hovA chatAM Arya dezanI nArInuM gaurava" - baMdhuo! have jojo. AryadezamAM janmelI nartakImAM paNa keTaluM khamIra che! namuM jalAe pradhAnane kahI dIdhuM. maMtrIzvara! jarA vicAra karIne bele. huM nartakI chuM. vezyA nathI. tame zuM joIne mane kahevA AvyA che? mahArAjA kAle marate hoya te bhale Aje mare. tame jaIne rAjAne kahI deje ke namuMjalA rAjanartI che paNa vezyA nathI. tame enA sAme kudaSTi nahi karI zake. jAe, tame jaI ne rAjAne samajo. tame rAjAne sAcuM na samajAvI zake te sAcA maMtrI nathI. eka nartakIe pradhAnane ke jaDabAteMDa javAba ApI dIdhe! pradhAna enuM khamIra joIne khuza thaye ne kahyuM-namuM jalA! bhale tuM na Ave te kaMI nahi paNa tArA vane dAgInA mane Apa. namuM jalAe kahyuM-hA. Apa e khuzIthI laI jAo. mInaLadevI namuM jalAnA veSamAM" - namuMjalAnA vastrAbhUSaNe laIne pradhAnajI mInaLadevInA mahele AvyAM ne mInaLadevIne kahyuM-Aje Apane mahArAjAnA mahele padhAravAnuM che. tyAre rANI kahe che maMtrIzvara ! tame mane duHkhIyArIne zA mATe vadhu duHkhI kare che ? mArI mazkarI na karo. kAraNa ke mahArAjAe mAre tyAga karyo che eTale mane bolAve ja nahi. tyAre pradhAne mInaLadevIne satya hakIkta samajAvI, ane kahyuM. Apa ja mahArAjAne bacAvI zake tema che. huM namuM jalAnA vao ane alaMkAra laIne Ave chuM te paherIne Apa mahArAjAnA mahele padhArajo. paNa mahArAjA sAthe kaMI vAtacIta karazo nahi. mauna raheje, ane prasaMga pate eTale mahArAjAnI vIMTI laI leje. patine bacAvavA mATe mInaLadevIe e

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zAradA darzana 209 vAtane svIkAra karyAM. eTale maMtrI kahyu deva pAse gayA. jaIne kahyuM mahArAjA ! Aje rAtrInA prathama prature namujalA ApanA mahelamAM Avaze, pazue Ave tyAre ApanA mahelamAM eka paNa dIvA pragaTelA na hovA joIe, ane khIju e mauna laIne Avaze mATe ene khAlAvavA prayatna karazeA nahi. rAjA kahe bhale, tema karIza. aMdhue ! A bhAratanI A nArIo bhale patithI tyajAyelI hoya, varSA sudhI ekAMta vAsa sevatI hoya paNa kadI parapurUSanu manathI paNa ciMtana karatI nathI. A mInaLadevI paNa pavitra ane patibhaktA nArI hatI, pradhAna paNa pavitra hatA. have namu'jalA rAtre mahelamAM padhAraze evA pradhAne samAcAra ApyA. eTale rAjAne AnaMdane pAra na rahyo. jyAre rAta paDe ne namujalA Ave. tenI rAha jovA lAgyA. jyAre mAnavInuM hRdaya viSayAsakta ane che tyAre te rAta ke divasa jotA nathI. kahyuM che ke kAgaDA rAtre dekhatA nathI ne ghuvaDa divase dekhatA nathI. kAgaDA rAtre aMdha ne ghuvaDa divase aMdha haiAya che paNa jJAnI kahe che ketti jAmAnya, vidyA nasa na parvatA" " apUrva: kAmAMdha purUSa te divase mATe tA rAtrI ane divasa ane jAtabhAta jotA nathI. paNa nathI dekhatA ne rAtre paNa nathI dekhate. ene sarakhu che. te kAmI purUSane lajjA hotI nathI. te 20 bhUkha na jIve e bhAta, uMgha na jue tUTale khATa, tarasa na jue sAmeA ghATa, kAmI na jue jAta kajAta, vagaDAmAM gADI aTakI gaI hAya ne pAse khAvAnuM na hoya, peTamAM kakaDIne bhUkha lAgI hAya te vakhate gaMdhAtA melA kapaDAmAM vIMTALelA roTalA kAI Ape te tame khAI jAva ne? jo bhUkha na hoya tA enA sAmuM jovuM game ? nA.' kakaDIne bhUkha lAgI hAya tyAre evA lUkhA reTalA paNa mIThA lAge che. tame palaMgamAM Danale pIlllAnA peAcA gAdalAmAM sUI jAe paNa AMkhamAM dha na hoya te ALAyA karaze! paNa jyAre uMgha Avaze tyAre eka tUTalI khATalImAM phATalI gaMdhAtI geAdaDI pAtharI haze tA paNa kevI majhAnI uMgha AvI jaze. eTale kahyuM che ke uMgha na jIve tUTala khATa. ane tarasathI AkuLa-vyAkuLa thaI gayA ho, kaMThe sUkAtA hoya ne kayAMya pANI maLatuM nathI. te vakhate eka nAnuM gaMdhAtuM taLAvaDuM maLI jAya te paNa pANI pI le ne ? tevI rIte jenA dilamAM viSayavAsanA jAge che te pAtra kupAtra jo nathI. A kaNu deva rAjAne paNa evuM ja banyuM. potAnI satI jevI suzIla mahArANIne cheDIne eka nata kImAM mana mAhI gayuM. "sAhaghelA rAjA rAhu eve che' ;- saMdhyAnA samaya thatAM rAjA kAgaDALe

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10 zAradA dezana namu jalAnI rAha jovA lAgyA. namuMjalA sivAya bIjuM kAI ene dekhAtu nathI. rAta paDI paNa dIpaka pragaTAvavA na dIdhA. rAjAnA mahelamAM aMdhakAra che. kharAkhara samaya thatAM mInaLadevI rANI namu'jalAnA vajro ane alaMkArA paherI jhAMjharanA aNukAra sAthe rUmajhuma karatI rAjAnA mahelamAM AvI. enA jhAMjharanA jhaNakAra sAMbhaLI rAjAnu haiyu' thanaganI umra'. rANI enA mahelamAM gai. mAhAsakta rAjA te mAhabharyAM vacanA mele che paNa rANI teA kai khelatI nathI. rAjA sAthenA saceAgathI mInaLadevIne garbha rahyo. samaya thatAM nasu jalAnA vezamAM AvelI rANI jAya che. jatAM jatAM rAjAnI vITI lai gai. savAra paDatAM rAjAne viSayavAsanAnuM viSa utarI gayu. eTale dilamAM khUba AzcAta lAgyA. arara....huM kevA adhama ! meM kevuM pApa karyu ? ene aMtarAtmA raDI uThayA. have mAru zu thaze ? pradhAnane melAvIne kahe che pradhAnajI! huM teA bhAna bhUlyeA paNa tame mane zA mATe pApamAM sahakAra ApyA? khasa, have mAre jIvavuM nathI. jhera khAIne marI jAuM. paNa " rAjAe karelA pazcAtApa " - maMdhue ! rAjAe eka vakhata bhUla karatAM zu karI paNa pAchaLathI keTaleA pazcAtApa kare che! pApanuM prAyazcita karavA mATe maravA taiyAra thaI gayeA. A vakhate pradhAne kahyuM. sAheba! duHkha thAya te mApha karajo paNa tame dhArA che tevuM pApa nathI thayuM. tamane mAnasika doSa jarUra lAgyA che hakIkatamAM e namu'jalA na hatI. Apane tenA mAha hatA paNa teNe te cAkhI nA pADI dIdhI hatI paNu namuMjalAnA vezamAM rANI mInaLadevI hatAM. emane te khabara hatI ke Apa tenA patideva che. chatAM e rANI tarIke nhAtAM AvyA. namujalA banIne kapaTathI AvyAM hatAM ane Ape temane manathI nasujalA mAnIne pApa karyuM tethI mAnasika dASa lAgyA che. rAjAne vizvAsa besADavA mATe rANIne mAlAvIne vIMTI batAvI, tyAre rAjAnuM mana zAMta thayuM. A rIte rANIne gabha rahyo ne putra janmyA te ja sidhdharAja rAjA banyA, ane e sidhdharAjanI satI strIo pratye kudRSTi thaI. temAM mAtApitAnA mAnasika daSanu kAraNa che. ATalA mATe mahAnapurUSA kahe che ke jo tamArA saMtAnene pavitra banAvavA DhAya teA mana-vacana-kAyAthI zuSka brahmacaryanuM pAlana kareA. kadAca viSayavAsanA jItI zatA na / te paNa mana, vacana, kAyA pavitra hAvA joI e. ahIM devakIrANI sasAramAM beThAM hatAM paNa emanI bhAvanA keTalI pavitra hatI! satAne joIne temanuM haiyuM harakhAI jatuM hatuM ne dilamAM bhAvanA bhAvatA hatAM ke he prabhu! tame sasAranA tyAga karI saMta anyA che ne huM tA saMsAramAM eDI chuM. mArA udhAra kyAre thaze ? mArA bhavanA aMta kyAre Avaze ? huM yAre saMyama laIza ? evI

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zAradA darzana 11 bhAvanA bhAvatA hatA. jevI mAtA hatI tevA ja kRSNa putra hatA. saMtAne joI ne temanuM haiyuM harakhAI jatuM hatuM. ahIM devakIe peAtAne ghera gaucarI padhArelA saMtAne kahyuM-ahA gurUdeva ! mArI nagarInAM puNya ghaTayAM ke mArA kRSNa vAsudevanA puNya ghaTyAM! rAjAnAM puNya ghaTe te ja dAtArAnI bhAvanAmAM khAmI Ave. jethI mArA satAne ATalI meATI dvArakA nagarImAM AhAra-pANInA tUTI paDacA che. devakInI vAta sAMbhaLIne e satA samajI gayAM ke ame Ama te! alaga chIe pazu rUpa, krAMti badhu' sarakhu' hAvAthI A mAtAnA manamAM amArA pratye sazaya thayeA che ke ekanA eka munie mAre ghera gaucarI mATe AvyA che ne ame paNa ajANyA hovAthI badhA ahIM AvyA chIe. have te aNugAra devakIrANIne zuM javAba Apaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra H- "DatA hRdaye maNIcUDa rAjAe ApelI arjunane vidAya" :arjunanI sahAyathI maNIcUDane tenA pitAnuM rAjya maLyu. tethI khUba AnaMda thayA, ane te arjunane pAtAnA pitA samAna gaNavA lAgyA. have arjune maNIcUDa pAse javAnI rajA mAMgI. maNIcUDaeN na javA devA mATe khUba AnAkAnI karI. paNa arjune rokAvAnI nA pADI eTale na chUTake javAnI rajA ApI. paraduHkhabhaMjana ane paropakArI mANasa jyAM jAya che tyAM pUjAya che. te duzmanane paNa vahAle khanI jAya che. ahIM vidyAdharAmAM tenuM khUba mAna vadhyuM hatuM. khadhA vidyAdharAe arjunajIne rokavA khUba Agraha karyA paNa arjunajI rAkAyA nahi. tyAre maNIcUDa rAjAe eka su Mdara vimAna sajAvIne taiyAra karAvyu ane adhA te vimAnamAM besI gayA. arjuna calA gaganameM saMga hai, vidhAdhara, parivAra, Aye eka giri ke upara, jahAM jJAnI aNugAra hai...zrotA... ghaNAM vidyAdharA arjunane vaLAvavA mATe vimAnamAM besIne AvyA. temanuM vimAna AkAzamAM uDayu.. AkAzamAge katAM pharatAM eka mATA paMta upara AvIne vimAna utAryu. badhA gheADA samaya paryaMta upara beThAM. Anada vineAdanI vAta karI. vaLAvavA AvelA maNIcUDarAjA temaja badhA vidyAdharAe arjunane rajA ApI. badhAe kahyuM ke 5me tamArI sAthe hastinApura sudhI rahIe paNa arjune nA pADI tethI namana karIne kahyuM ke vahelAM vahelAM ratanapura padhArajo. Ama khelatAM maNIcUDa khUba rayeA. AMsu sAratAM badhAe vidAya lIdhI. "saMta dana thatAM jaMgalamAM moMgala' - A tarapha arjuna badhAnA gayA pachI parvata upara pharatAM hatAM tyAM eka vRkSa nIce jJAnI paMcamahAvratadhArI satane dhyAnamAM beThelA joyAM. satane joIne tene khUba AnaMda thayA. tarata tyAM

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212 zAradA darzana jaIne vidhipUrvaka vaMdaNA karI ane temanI sanmukha besI gayA. muni te dhyAnamAM hatA chatAM te zAMtithI beThA. samaya thatAM munie dhyAna pALyuM tyAre arjune munine sukhazAtA pUchIne kahyuM-gurUdeva ! mane kaMI dharmane upadeza Ape, tyAre munie tenI jijJAsA jene saMte temane sAdhu-sAdhvI, zrAvaka ane zrAvikAe cAra tIrthanuM svarUpa samajAvIne kahyuM. cAra tIrthakI kare je bhakti, AvAgama miTa jAya, utkRSTa je phala pAve te, tIrthaMkara pada pAya che.zrotA munie kahyuM che bhadrapurUSa! je koI A cAra tIrthanI bhakti kare che tenA bharanA pherA TaLI jAya che, ane cAra tIrthanI bhakti karatAM utkRSTa bhAva Ave te jIva tIrthakara nAmakarma bAMdhe. muninA mukhethI bhavasAgarathI pAra thavA mATe naukA samAna dharmadezanAnuM zravaNa karIne arjunane khUba AnaMda thayo, ane pharIne vaMdana karIne munine pUchayuM-ahe prabhu! huM kayAre mekSamAM jaIza? huM paritasaMsArI chuM ke aparita saMsArI? jema paradezI rAjAe devalokamAM gayA pachI prabhunI pAse AvIne pUchayuM hatuM ne ke ahe prabhu! huM bhAvI chuM ke abhavI ? huM samakitI chuM ke mithyAtvI? huM parita saMsArI chuM ke aparita saMsArI? tyAre prabhue kahyuM ke he sUryAbhadeva! tuM bhavI che abhAvI nathI. tuM samakitI che mithyAtvI nathI. parita saMsArI che aparita saMsArI nathI. A zabda sAMbhaLIne sUryAbhadevane rome rome AnaMda thaye hatuM tema ane munine pUchayuM tyAre munie kahyuM ke he arjuna! te pUrvabhavamAM dharmanI khUba ArAdhanA karI che tene pratApe A bhavamAM tuM ajoDa parAkramI banyA che ane tArA AtmAnA parAkramathI tuM A bhavamAM mokSamAM jaIza. A sAMbhaLI arjuna nAcI uThaye, basa, mAre mAnavajanma sArthaka thaye. | munine vaMdana karIne arjuna AgaLa cAlyA. enA haiyAmAM harSa samAne nathI. aho ! huM ke puNyavAna chuM ke hastinApura choDIne jaMgalamAM Avyo tyAre mane muninA darzana thayAM hatAM ne have jAuM chuM tyAre paNa mane muninA darzana thayA. aho ! Aje huM bhAgyavAna banyuM. have ajunane vanavAsa AvyAM ne bAra varSa pUrNa thavA AvyAM che. eTale hastinApura javA mATe mana utsuka banyuM che. A tarapha hastinApuramAM pAMDurAjA, kuMtAmAtA, yudhiSThira Adi cAra bhAIo ane draupadI badhAM arjunanI rAha joI rahyAM che. jema varasAda AvavAno samaya thAya tyAre kheDUta AkAza sAme mITa mAMDe che, tema A badhAnI mITa arjuna tarapha che ke amAre anavI re kaI dizAmAMthI Avaze. ame tenuM khUba dhAmadhUmathI svAgata karIzuM. Ama aneka vicAra kare che. e badhA arjunanI rAha joI rahyAM che tema ApaNe tyAM

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zAradA darzana 216 paNa paryuSaNa parva rUmajhuma karatA AvI rahyA che. enuM svAgata kevI rIte karavuM te tame nakkI karI rAkhyuM che ne ? ApaNe tyAM tapasvIonI ugra tapazcaryA cAlI rahI * che. temaNe te paryuSaNa parvanA sAcA vadhAmaNA karI lIdhA che. have jene bhAva jAge te ArAdhanAmAM joDAI jaje. vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 28 zrAvaNa vada 1 ne ravIvAra tA. 31-7-77 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! sarvajJa, sarvadarzI ane jya prakAzaka prabhue jagatanA upara mahAna anukaMpA karIne dvAdazAMgI rUpa siddhAMtanI prarUpaNuM karI. bhagavAnanI vANI bhavya jIvone tAranArI che. Aje vANI te duniyAmAM ghaNAM prakAranI che paNa vItarAga vANInI tela keIna Ave. jJAnI kahe che ke vANI te ghaNAMne che paNa vANIrUpI ranane sAce upayoga karavAnI kaLA badhAM jANatAM nathI. vANIne sadupayoga karatAM je AvaDe te manuSya meTAmAM moTA kAryo sahelAIthI karI zake che, ane je vANune durUpayoga kare te bhayaMkara anartha sarjI zake che. mahAna purUSoe vANIne sadupayoga karIne A saMsAranI unnatine mArga batAvyo. emaNe vANIrUpI rathane satya ane madhuratArUpI be paiDA banAvyA. jJAnI purUSe kahe che ke je tamArI vANImAM satya ane mAdhurya nahi hoya te te jheranuM kAma karaze. ghaNAM mANase satya bolavuM joIe tema mAne che paNa satya vANInI sAthe pitAnAmAM bharelA ahaMkAranI kaTutA AvI jAya che. teo ema mAne che ke satya te kaDavuM ja hoya ne! paNa e nathI samajatAM ke kaTutA vANIne doSa che. nirdoSa vANI satya heya che, mahAna purUSoe kahyuM che ke "sevaM gUMthAt priyaM thAta, mAM tUta rAma vidasatya ane priya bele, paNa satya chatAM apriyavANI tame kadI bolaze nahi. kAraNa ke kaDavAzathI bhareluM satya prabhAvahIna banI jAya che ? bIjAne satya mArganuM darzana karAvI zakatuM nathI. viveka rahita kaTutAthI bhareluM satya bhASaNa koIne priya lAgatuM nathI paNa madhuratAthI bharelI satya vANI saune priya lAge che, tenAthI mAnavI bIjA manuSyane pitAnA tarapha AkarSaNa karI zake che ne sAcA rAha para caDhAvI zake che, baMdhuo ! bhagavAnanI vANuM satya ane madhura che. temAM alaukika ojasa bhareluM che. bhagavAnanI vANImAM anurakata evA cha aNagAre dvArikA nagarImAM UMcanIca ane madhyama kuLamAM gaucarI mATe pharatAM pharatAM traNa saMghADAmAM devakIrANInA

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214 zAradA dA ne mahele padhAryA. tyAre devakIrANIe harSabhera utkRSTa bhAve dAna dIdhuM. utkRSTa bhAve vaherAvavAthI mahAna lAbha maLe che. zAlIbhadrajI pUrvabhavamAM bharavADanA putra hatA. ene zeThanA chokarAne khIra khAte joIne khIra khAvAnuM mana thayuM. mAtA pAse haTha karI eTale mAtAe dUdha ane sAkara mAMgI lAvIne khIra banAvI ApI. te khIra utkRSTa bhAve teNe saMtanA pAtramAM vaharAvI dIdhI te zAlIbhadranA bhavamAM keTalI samRdhi pAmyA ! tame navA copaDAM lakhe temAM lakhe che ne ke zAlIbhadranI dhi maLaje, paNa kyAreya lakhyuM che kharuM ke zAlIbhadrae adhine tyAga karIne dIkSA lIdhI tema huM paNa dIkSA lauM evuM kaI lakho cho? na lakhatAM ho te have lakhaje. devakIrANIe utkRSTa bhAve saMtane AhArapANI vahorAvyA. pachI tenAM manamAM e saMzaya thaze ke jaina muni karI eka ghera be vakhata gaucarI mATe jAya nahi ane A munio trIjI vakhata mArA ghera padhAryA te mArA baDabhAgya che, huM te bhAgyavAna banI paNa mAre e jANavuM te joIe ke Ama zAthI banyuM? zuM bAra jojana lAMbI ane nava jana pahoLI dvArikA nagarImAM dAtArane tUTe paDyo ke mArA prabhunA satene AhAra pANI maLatA nathI. "no je je tAruM ja yuTyA vo itannati manAi aNuvattara " jene kAraNe temane eka gharamAM vAraMvAra AhAra pANI mATe AvavuM paDe che ! juo, devakInI vANI keTalI priya ane madhura che ! ema na kahyuM ke mahArAja ! be vakhata tame mAre ghera AvI gayAM ne trIjI vakhata kema AvyA ? paNa keTalI madhuratAthI kahe che. he bhagavAna! mArA kRSNanuM puNya ghaTayuM tethI dvArakA nagarInA dAtAro sAdhune vaherAvavAmAM saMkucita banyA che ! devakIjIne keTalI ciMtA thaI. Aje te dharatImAMthI rasakasa ghaTayAM ne mAnavInAM mana corAI gayA. eka jamAna e hatuM ke garIba mANasa koIne khetaramAM jAya te khetarane mAlika maNa, aDadhe maNa anAja ApI dete, are, jeDA tela pItAM hatAM ne chAza Dhera pItAM. tenA badale Aje te mANasane tela khAvA maLatuM nathI ne chAzanA sAMsA paDayA che. anAja paDIke baMdhAyA che. eka vakhata bhArata dezamAM khAnapAnane tUTe na hato. kavio paNa gAya che ke, ghI dUdhanI nadIo hatI, A deza bhArata varSamAM sAcA ghInA badale (2) leke vejITebala khAtA thaI gayAM. bhUlI dhama... A dezamAM pahelAM ghI ane dUdhanI nadIo vahetI hatI tene badale Aje te ke vejITebala ghI khAtA thaI gayAM che te bATalInAM dUdha pIve che. nAnA bALakane paNa enI mAtAnuM dUdha pIvA maLatuM nathI. ene bATalInuM dUdha pIvaDAvavAmAM Ave che. ahIM devakImAtAe kahyuM ke he gurUdeva ! zuM mArI dvArakA nagarInAM puNya ghaTayAM ke

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zAradA darzana mArA kuNanA puNya ghaTayAM ke jethI mArA gurUdevanI sevAmAM khAmI AvI ? devakI devIne kahevAno Azaya saMte samajI gayAM ke nakakI badhA saMte vArApharatI ahIM padhAryA lAge che eTale-saMte e paNa madhura ane satya bhASAmAM kahyuM. "gva devANuppie! amhe bhahilapure nayare nAgassa mAhAvaissa puttA sulasAe bhAriyAe karAyA che mAyA soyA saNiyA gAva naTakuzvara samA '' he mAtA ! sAMbhaLa. tArA dIkarA kuSNa vAsudevanA puNya khUTayAM nathI. enAM puNya jIvatAM ne jAgatAM che. tAro dIkare te e pavitra che ke te saMtene mATe prANa de che. nAnA ke moTA saMtene dekhe che tyAM emanA caraNamAM paDI nAnA bALakanI jema laLI laLIne vaMdana kare che. vaLI tArI nagarImAM dAtArane paNa tUTe nathI. saMtene utkRSTa bhAve dAna vaherAve che paNa tamane je zaMkA thaI che tenuM kAraNa ame samajI gayA. ame ekanA eka tArA ghera AvyA nathI paNa judA judA AvyA chIe. ame rUpa ane kAMtimAM eka sarakhA dekhAIe chIe tethI tane ema lAgyuM che paNa ame koNa chIe te tuM sAMbhaLa. baMdhuo ! bhagavAnanA saMte kadI pitAnI oLakhANa Ape nahi ane pite kevI Rddhine tyAga karyo che te badhA gANAM gAya nahi, paNa tyAre e prasaMge upasthita thAya tyAre kahevuM paDe che. ahIM devakIjInA manamAM zaMkA thaI eTale samAdhAna karavA mATe saMte kahe che ke ame bhadIlapura nagarImAM vasatA nAgagAthA patinI patnI sulazAnA aMgajAta cha putro chIe. ame chae sagA bhAIo rUpa, kAMti, lAvaNyamAM badhI rIte ekasarakhA naLakuMvara jevA suMdara dekhAIe chIe. haju AgaLanA zabdo muni belyAM nathI paNa devakIjInuM hRdaya hacamacI uThayuM ne manamAM belI uThI. ahA ! e kevI puNyavAna mAtA haze ke AvA naLakuMvara samAna suMdara ane tejavI cha cha lADIlAone zAsanane arpaNa karI dIdhA! e mAtA kevI baDI bhAgyavAna haze ! A samaye devakIjI cha aNagArAnI mAtAne dhanyavAda ApatAM peAtAnuM maMthana karavA lAgI. baMdhuo ! saMtAna pratye mAtAnI mamatA alaukika hoya che. devakImAtA samajatI hatI ke tene vAraMvAra mAre ghera gaucarI AvavuM paDayuM eTale mArA kRNajInAM puNya khUTI gayA paNa saMtAe kahyuM ke ame cha sagA bhAI e chIe. tArI nagarInAM ke tArA putranA puNyamAM khAmI nathI. tyAre devakIjInA haiyAmAM ThaMDaka vaLI. juo, A che mAtAnI mamatA, mAtAnuM haiyuM kevuM hoya che ne mAtAne potAnA saMtAne pratye keTaluM heta hoya che te kevaLa mAtA ja jANI zake che. pahelAnAM saMtAne enI mAtAne mAmA kahIne bolAvatA hatAM. e "mA" zabdamAM paNa keTale prema bharyo hoya che. have mAne madhara kahetAM thayA tyArathI adhdhara uDatA thayA. madhara

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zAradA darzana kahe ke mammI kahe paNa e zabdamAM prema nathI dekhAte. mAtAnuM saMtAna pratye keTaluM vAtsalya hoya che te upara eka ItihAsanI vAMcelI vAta yAda Ave che. mahArANI vikaTerIyAnI elIsa nAme eka patrI hatI. ene daza varSane eka putra hatA. mAtAne saMtAna kevA vahAlA hoya che te A elIsanI kahAnI uparathI tamane samajAze. elIsanA daza varSanA bAbAnA hadayamAM rasI thaI gaI. A roga bhayaMkara hate. hadayamAM rasI thavAnA kAraNe emAM jherI jaMtuonI utpatti thaI ane enA zvAsa dvArA phelAtA jaMtuo jIvaleNa hatAM. A bALakane spitAlamAM dAkhala karavAmAM AvyA. A te mahArANI vikaTerIyAnI vahAlI pautrIne putra hato eTale enI sAravAramAM zuM khAmI hoya ? sArAmAM sArI hospitAla ane temAM sArA sAdhanAmAM ene rAkhavAmAM Avyo. meTA moTA DekaTara ane sIsTara enI sAravAramAM hAjara thayA. barAbara tapAsa karI roganuM nidAna karIne DokaTaroe mahArANI vikaTerIyAne khAnagImAM kahI dIdhuM ke A chokare cAra divasathI vadhu jIvI zakaze nahi kAraNa ke enA zvAsanA jaMtuo evA jherI che ke je kaI taMdurasta mANasanA zarIramAM dAkhala thaze te e covIsa kalAkamAM mRtyu pAmaze. bALakanA zarIramAM te e jherI jaMtuone pratikAra karanArA bIjA jaMtuo pedA thayAM che eTale e cAra divasa jIvI zake paNa enI pAse janAranA zarIramAM je e jherI jaMtuo dAkhala thAya te covIsa kalAkamAM ja mRtyu pAme. mATe Apa ApanI pautrI elIzane kAbumAM rAkhaje. kaI paNa vyaktine enI pAse javAnI amArI sakhta manAI che. Ama DokaTaroe kahI dIdhuM. dIkarAne jotAM mAtAnuM vadhAyeluM hRdaya H A bAbAnI pAse hekaTare ane narse rahe che. bIjA keIne tenI pAse AvavA detA nathI. elI haspitAlamAM te AvI che paNa pitAnA vahAlA yA dIkarAne dUrathI joyA kare che, enI pAse javA mana talasI rahyuM che paNa vacamAM DokaTaro ane narse ubhA hatAM. e javA mATe prayatna kare che paNa DokaTaro ene jatI aTakAve che. enA putra pratyeno moha jaIne DokaTaronA manamAM thayuM ke A elIzane sAcavavI muzkela che. jyAre enA dIkarA pAse doDI jaze, enA karatAM e aMdara jaI zake nahi evuM karIe. eTale enA rUmanA daravAjA ADA deraDA baMdhAvI dIdhA, eTale deraDAnI aMdara jaI zake nahi. bahArathI ubhA ubhA vAta karI zakAya. elIsa bIje divase hospitAlamAM AvI. Aje te A DuM deraDuM joyuM. tyAM ja ubhI rahI. pahele divase te bAbe bebhAna hatuM eTale vAMdhe A nahi paNa bIje divase bhAnamAM hatuM. mAtAne bahAra ubhelI joIne te kahe che.

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zAradA darzana 217 "vahAlA dIkarAnA madhurA veNu" he mA! tuM Aje mArAthI dUra kema ubhI rahI chuM? roja te mane heta karatI hatI, premathI tuM mane roja khoLAmAM besADatI hatI ne Aje mArI pAse kema nathI AvatI ? mA ! tuM mArI pAse Ava. mArA palaMga para besIne mArA mAthe hAtha pherava. A bALakanAM kAlAghelA hetabharyA zabdo sAMbhaLIne mAtAnuM hRdaya vIMdhAI jAya che. bALaka potAnI pAse AvavA karagare che tyAre elIsa hRdayane kAbUmAM rAkhIne kahe che beTA! A DekaTare AvavA detAM nathI. huM hamaNAM tArI pAse AvIza. ema kahIne putrane zAMta karyo paNa mAtAnuM hadaya pIgaLI gayuM. baMdhuo! duniyAmAM badhu maLaze paNa mAtAne prema nahi maLe. mA zabda upara 500 pAnAne mahAnibaMdha lakhanAra moTA prophesarane paNa "mA" zabdanA arthanI khabara paDatI nathI. ene artha te nAne bAbe ane enI mAtA ja samaje che. kAraNa ke prophesaranA 500 pAnAnA nibaMdhanA akSaro nirjIva che. jyAre mAtA ane putranA hRdayamAM premane sAce dhabakAra hoya che, A vAta prasaMga Ave tyAre samajAya che. A te ApaNe mahArANI vikaTorIyAnI pautrI elIsanI vAta cAle che paNa ahIM eka muMbaImAM banelI satya ghaTanA yAda Ave che. te thoDA sAthe kahuM. garIba mAtApitAne ekane eka lADakavAye dIkare hatuM. teo eka gAmaDAmAM rahetA hatAM. sAmAnya sthitinA mANaso hatAM paNa saMskAra khUba hatAM. e pitAnA putrane paNa sArA saMskAra ApatA hatA. chokaro gAmaDAmAM sAta copaDI bhaNyo, have AgaLa bhaNavAnI sagavaDa na hatI. tyAre mA-bApe vicAra karyo ke ApaNe vadhAre kAma karIzuM paNa dIkarAne bhaNAvIe. ema vicAra karIne chokarAne mA-bApe muMbaImAM bhaNavA mokalyA. mA-bApa vadhu kAma kare che ne dIkarAne bhaNavA mATe paisA mokale che. A chokare paNa mA-bApane avAranavAra patra lakhate have, eka varSa te vAdha na AvyuM. pachI te eka sudharelA vicAravALI muMbaImAM vasatI chokarInA premamAM paDe, paNa haju mA-bApane bhUlyA nathI. samayanA abhAve ne chokarInA premamAM mA-bApane patra lakhavAnA ochA thayA. mA-bApa te bicArA dIkarAnI ciMtA karavA lAgyA ke dIkarAnA kema kaMI samAcAra nathI? samaya jatAM chokaro bhaNIgaNIne moTo phekaTara banyo, ane pelI kanyA sAthe lagna karyo paNa mA-bApane bhUlyA nathI. teNe mAtA pitAne muMbaI teDAvyA. moTu davAkhAnuM kholyuM che. kamANI ghaNI che. thoDo samaya bhegA rahyAM paNa sudharelI kanyA kahe che tamArA mA-bApa te bahu junA ne jhINA vicAranA che. mane emanI sAthe phAvatuM nathI. A gharamAM e na joIe chokarAmAM haju saMskAranI jata jhAMkhI paDI na hatI. eTale kahe che tuM jarA vicAra kara ke

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218 zAradA darzana A mArA mAtA pitA che ne tArA sAsu sasarA che. e bicArA keTalA bhalA che. emane kema kADhI mUkAya ? tyAre kanyA kahe emane rAkhavA hAya tA mAre tamArA gharamAM nathI rahevu. khUba kakaLATa karyAM. chevaTe chekarA mAtA pitAnA upakArane bhUlyA. patnI AgaLa pati pIgaLI gayA, ane mA bApane gharamAMthI kADhI mUkyA. chevaTe duHkhita hRdaye mAtA pitA parAmAM nAnakaDI rUma bhADe laIne rahyA. bApa nokarI karavA lAgyA ne mA gharamAM besIne koInA pApaDa, vaDI vigere karavA lAgI. kAraNa ke pAse kaMI na hatuM. je dAgInA vigere thADuM ghaNuM hatu. te dIkarAne bhaNAvavAmAM khacI nAMkhyuM hatuM. mA-bApane AghAta bhUkha lAgyA. paNa saMskArI hatAM eTale zAMtithI rahevA lAgyA. paNa vRdhdhAvasthAmAM mANasa keTalu' karI zake ? ghaDapaNamAM pApaDa vaNavAM e kaMI rahela vAta nathI. hAtha duHkhI jAya ne hathelI sUjhI jAya paNa karyAM vinA chUTake nathI. atyAra sudhI ema hatu ke dIkarA kamAze ne ghara bharAze. pachI ApaNane kaMI du:kha nathI. paNa e AzA narAzAmAM pheravAI gaI eTale emane kAma karyA vinA chUTakA na hatA. badhu ! Aje najara samakSa ghaNAM dAkhalA jovAmAM Ave che ke mA-bApa dIkarAne vadhu bhaNAvavA mATe amerikA, jApAna, jarmana vigere sthaLe mAkake che. pAse paisA na hAya teA dAgInA vecIne, devuM karIne mAkale che. dIkarA pAMca varSa paradeza rahe eTale mA-bApa patra lakhe ke beTA ! have tuM bhaNI rahyo haze dezamAM Ava te tArA lagna karIe. tyAre dIkarA javAkhamAM lakhe che ke pUjya pitAzrI tathA mAtuzrI ! mArI ciMtA karaze! nahi. me` prabhutAmAM pagalA mAMDI dIdhA che ne khAe majhAmAM che, (hasAhasa) mA-bApa saMtAneA mATe keTalA moTA AzAnA minArA caNe che paNa satAnA kyAM jai rahyA che ! A tamArA saLagatA saMsAra. chatAM tamane bhAna thAya che ke huve cheADuM. A dIkarA-vahu bAdazAhIthI muMbaImAM rahe che ne mA-khApa keTalu kaSTa veThe che ? dIkarAne tA kyAreka mA-khApa yAda AvatA paNa patnI temanI pAse javA detI nathI ne paisA paNa mekalavA detI nathI. mA-bApa mAMDa mAMDa pUruM kare che. chatAM sa MtASathI rahe che. kyAreka du:kha thAya tyAre kamanA doSa kADhatA, potAnA dIkarA khelAvatA nathI ke kaMI madada karatA nathI chatAM e sukhI che e joIne mA-bApane Ana thAya che. samaya jatAM dIkarAne ghera dIkarA thayA. khAme cAra varSanA thayA. ekanA eka khAme hatA, eTale khUba lADakADathI ucheratAM hatAM. eka vakhata rivavAranA divasa hatA. khAkhAne laIne pati-patnI kamalApAka pharavA gayA. tame jANA che ne ke ravivAra eTale pharavAnA divasa. kuvAnA sthAne kIDIyArAnI mAphka mANasA ubharAya,

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zA darzana 219 je ravivArane artha samaje te 5Ta thaI jAya. ravi eTale sUrya. sUryane udaya thAya eTale pRthvI parathI aMdhakAra cAlyA jAya che. tema ravivAra eTale sUryane vAra che. te divase haravA pharavAnuM ne nATaka sinemA javAnA cheDIne AtmAne prakAza prApta karavA sadgurU pAse AvavuM joIe, paNa A lakSa cUkAI gayuM che. pitAne bALe gUma thatAM lAgele AghAta" - A pati-patnI bagIcAmAM pharyA, AnaMda karyo. bhAI mitra sAthe ane bahena sakhI sAthe vAtacIta karavA lAgyA. te samaye lakSa cUkAI javAthI bAbA ramate ramate kyAMka cAlyo ga vAtacIta pUrI thaIne ghera javA ubhA thayA tyAM joyuM te bAba na maLe. eTalAmAM tapAsa karI paNa bA mane nahi, Akho bagIce ja, AsapAsa ghaNI tapAsa karI paNa bAbAne patto lAgyuM nahi. tyAre bAbAnI mammI pachADa khAIne paDI. arere...mAre lAla kayAM guma thaye ? e kayAM gaye haze? mAthuM phUTavA lAgI. ene pati paNa zUravA lAgyo. eTale badhuM mANasa bheguM thaI gayuM ne pUchayuM-bhAI zuM che? bAbe khovAyAnI vAta karI eTale badhA kahe che bhAI! tame raDe nahi. miTI pilIsacekIe khabara Ape. bhAIe pilI sakIe khabara ApIne kahyuM ke cAra varSane bALe che. AvA kapaDA paheryA che ne A vAna che. paNa tyAM bAbA na hate. aMte thAkIne ghera AvyAM paNa mAne jIva che ne! mAro bAbA karatI bebhAna banI javA lAgI ne bhAnamAM AvI tyAre belavA lAgI ke arere... mAro lAla kayAM gaye haze? zuM ene kaI guMDA uThAvI gayAM haze? ramate ramata kyAMya dUra ja rahyo haze ne ekasIDanTa thayo haze ? Ama aneka prakAranA vicAre karavA lAgI. pati paNa bhIMta sAthe mAthuM pachADavA lAge. ahIM A lokonI AvI sthiti che. bIjI tarapha gharaDA mA-bApane pADozIe thayelI hakIkata jaNAvI. baMdhuo! saMtAno meTA thatAM mA-bApane bhUlI jAya che paNa mAtA-pitA saMtAnane bhUlatAM nathI, juo, A dIkare patnIne caDhAve caDhIne mA-bApane bhUlI gaye che paNa mA-bApane khabara paDI ke bA guma thaye che eTale rAte ne rAte dIkarAne ghera AvyA. dIkarA-vahu mAthA pheke che. sAsu-sasarA kahe che bA kyAMthI guma thaye? zuM thayuM? badhI vAta karI. are, zuM thaze? bAbA kyAM haze? tema kahI sAsu khUba raDe che. sasarA sUnamUna banI gayA. arere..mAre dIkaro kayAM haze ? kudaratane karavuM ke bIje divase sAMje polIsakI parathI phona AvyuM ke tamAre bAba maLI gayo che. laI jAo. eTale tarata dIkare ane vahu TekasI laIne bAbAne levA gayA. bAbe paNa mammI mammI karatuM hatuM. jyAM mA-bApane joyA tyAM bA uchaLIne tenA mammI-pappAne vaLagI paDe. mAtA dIkarAne bheTI paDI.

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22 zAradA darzana o mArA lAla! tuM kyAM gaye hate? bAba maLatAM mA-bApane alaukika AnaMda thaye. te bAbAne laIne ghera AvyA. A dAdA-dAdIe te bAbAne je na hate. pahelI ja vakhata je. khUba hetathI bAbAne ramADA ne kahyuM ke have ame jaIe chIe. dIkare kahe-male, mA-bApa gayA bAda badhA jamyA ne chevaTe sau sUI gayA. paNa vahune uMgha AvatI nathI. potAnA anubhava pachI vahanI ughaDelI AMkha" - sUtA sUtA ene vicAra thaye ke A mAre bA evAI gaye te mane keTaluM duHkha thayuM ? te jeno dIkaro meM cAra cAra varSathI guma karyo che te mA-bApane keTaluM duHkha thatuM haze? meM khAlI hAthe sAsu-sasarAne gharamAMthI kADhI mUkyA pachI kadI lAvyAM nathI. kadI emanI khabara lIdhI nathI chatAM bAbo guma thayAnI khabara maLatAM deDIne AvyA. e kevA pavitra che. mArA pApe mArA patie emane tarachoDayA. bAbAnA viyegamAM sAsu keTalA raDatAM hatAM ane sasarAjI kevA sUnamUna banI gayA hatAM. A uMmare sAsune kAma karavuM paDe che, sasarAne nekarI karavI paDe che ane ame gharamAM lahera karIe chIe. huM kevI pApaNa chuM! A vicAramAM AkhI rAta UMgha AvI nahi. bIje divase savAra paDatAM enA patine badhI vAta karI ane kahyuM ke Aje ne Aje ApaNe jaIe ne bA-bApujInI mAphI mAMgIne ApaNe ahIM teDI lAvIe. pati kahe che Aje te bhAgya khulI gayA. bIje divase dIkarA-vahue mAtA pitA pAse AvIne caraNamAM paDI mAphI mAMgI ke duHkha veThIne mane bhaNAvanAra evA he mArA mAtApitA ! meM tamane tarachoDyA. dhikkAra che mane ! ema kahI putra khUba raDe che ne vahu kahe che ke he bA-bApujI! emane doSa nathI. pApaNa huM chuM. meM emane caDhAvyA. e ApanI pAse AvavA taiyAra thatAM te huM AvavA detI nahi. paisA mokalavA detI nahi, paNa mAro bAbe cAvIza kalAka mATe guma thayo tyAre mane bhAna thayuM ke mAre vIza kalAka mATe guma thaye te mAre jIva uDI gayo te meM pApaNIe Apane dIkare cAra varSathI guma karyo che te Apane keTaluM duHkha thayuM haze ! bA-bApujI! A abhAgaNI vahune mApha kare. mArI AMkhaDI khelavA mATe ja bAbA guma thaye haze! bAbo devA na hatA te mane samajAta nahIM ke A mAtA-pitAne keTaluM duHkha thayuM haze! mane mArI bhUlanuM phaLa maLI gayuM. have mAre bAbo mane maLe tema ApanA putra Apane maLI gayA. have ghera padhAre. sAsu-sasarA kahe che beTA! tamAre doSa nathI. deSa te amArA karmane che. mAtA pitA have putrane ghera AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyA. TUMkamAM ApaNe te A dRSTAMta uparathI e vAta samajavI che ke saMtAne pratye mAtAnuM vAtsalya kevuM hoya che ! pite duHkha veThIne paNa saMtAnanuM hita cAhe che. mAtA saMtAnanuM duHkha joI zakatI nathI.

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zAradA darzane 221 ApaNe mahArANI vikaTerIyAnI pautrI elIsanI vAta cAlatI hatI. ene ekane eka lADIle putra hatuM paNa karmodaye tenA zarIramAM bhayaMkara roga utpana thaye. hospitAlamAM dAkhala karyo che ne DekaTaree enI pAse javAnI manAI karI che. putranA premane nahi rekI zakatI elIse deraDA teDayA" :- elIsa ghera AvIne prasake ne dhruske raDI paDI. enuM haiyuM valovAI gayuM, ane putranuM dayAmaNuM mukha enI najara samakSa dekhAvA lAgyuM. ahA ! huM enI mAtA chuM chatAM enI pAse na jaI zakuM? mAre lAla mArA viyegathI keTale karamAI gaye che? eNe nizcaya karyo ke kAle te game tema karIne mArA dIkarAnI pAse jaIza ne ene hetathI ramADIza. mAre e DekaTarane narse ubhA hoya te vakhate nathI javuM. bIjA TAIme javuM paNa mArA dIkarA pAse mAre javuM te sAcuM. eNe pitAnA parsamAM eka dhAradAra charI mUkI dIdhI ne moDethI hespitAlamAM gaI pitAnA lADIlAnA rUmanA daravAjAnI bahAra ubhI rahI. dIkare pathArImAM sUte sUte mAmA karatuM hatuM, paNa DokaTaronI hAjarImAM kevI rIte javuM? samaya thatAM DokaTare ane narse bIjA zinTone tapAsavA bIjA vargamAM gayA tyAre elIsa dIkarAnI rUmanI sAme AvIne ubhI rahI. dIkarAe mAne che eTale kahe che mA! tuM kayAM gaI hatI ? Aje DokaTara keI nathI. huM ekalo ja chuM. Aje te tuM mArI pAse Ava, mArA palaMga upara besa. mane tArA khoLAmAM sUvADI mArA mAthA upara tAre vahAlabharyo mITho hAtha pherava. A samaye mAtA putra pratyenA premanA pravAhane rekI zakI nahi. tarata ja parsamAMthI charI kADhIne jaladI deraDuM kApI nAMkhyuM, ane pAMjarAmAM pUrAyele siMha chalAMga mArIne bahAra nIkaLe tema A elIsa chalAMga mArIne putranA palaMga upara jaIne beThI ane pitAnA vahAlasoyA dIkarAne bAthamAM laI lIdho ne tene premathI heta karavA lAgI. "putranA hAla pAchaLa mAtAe gumAvelA prANu": elIsane doraDuM kApIne aMdara gayelI joI mana paNa gabharAI gaye ne doDatA jaIne DokaTarane khabara ApyA. DokaTare ane narse doDatAM tyAM pahoMcI gayA. joyuM te doraDuM kApIne elIsa putra pAse pahoMcI gaI che ne putrane heta kare che. hekaTare gabharAI gayA. have zuM karavuM? badhAe kahyuM ke tamane nA pADI che chatAM zA mATe gayA? mahArANI vikaTerIyAne khabara ApI eTale e paNa doDatAM tyAM AvI pahoMcyA, jeyuM te pautrI enA putrane premathI ramADI rahI che. mahArANI bAraNAmAM ubhA rahIne kahe che te mArI vahAlI pautrI "tuM ATalI hoMziyAra ne DAhI che. DAhI thaIne te A zuM karyuM? tuM mane haiyAnA hAra jevI vahAlI che ne tuM zA mATe tyAM gaI? DokaTare ane

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222 zAradA darzana nase paNa kahevA lAgyA ke mahArANI sAheba ! ame paNa emane ema ja kahIe chIe ke tame AvA jANakAra thaI ne zA mATe gayA ? have enuM pariNAma zuM Avaze ? A sAMbhaLIne elIsanuM leAhI ukaLI gayuM. krodhathI lAla pILI thaIne kahe che tame badhA mane kaheA che ke zA mATe enI pAse gaI ? anu pariNAma zuM Avaze ? tamane badhAne AvuM khelatAM zarama nathI AvatI ? e mArA dIkarA che ne huM enI mA chuM. e mane enI pAse khelAvavA keTalu karagare, raDe, DyUre ne huM bahAra ubhI ubhI joyA karu? mAru' hRdaya cIrAI jAya che. pariNAma je AvavAnuM haze te Avaze paNa huM enI mA chuM. mAnI lAgaNI tame nahi samajI zake. ATaluM khelatAM khelatAM raDI paDI ane putrane khUba vhAla karIne thoDIvAramAM e bebhAna banIne dharatI upara DhaLI paDI. baMdhue ! mAtAnuM vAtsalya alaukika DAya che. ene duniyA samajI zakatI nathI. dIkaro bahu pajave tyAre mAtA ene khUba mAra mArIne khIjAI ne kahe che cAlyA jA ahIMthI. ema karIne bahAra kADhI mUke che, paNa pAche! krodha zAMta thAya ne khALaka gharamAM Ave eTale ene vahAlathI hAtha pheravIne ramADe che. dareka mAtAone saMtAnA upara AvuM vahAla hAya che. elIse enA mAmAne chAtI saraso cAMpIne vahAla karyu tyArathI enA zvAsamAM jherI jaMtuo pravezI gayA hatAM. eTale cAra kalAkamA teA ene khUba tAva caDhayA. DokaTaroe khUkha sArI TITramenTa ApI. dIkarAnI bAjumAM enA palaMga rAkhyA. te bebhAna avasthAmAM paDI hatI. be kalAkamAM tA enA prANa cAlyA gayA. putra milananA cha kalAkamAM ja elIse A phAnI duniyAmAMthI vidAya lIdhI. tyAra pachI khAra kalAke putra paNa cAlyA gayA. . juo, mAtAne putra pratye keTaluM heta hatuM ! putranI pAchaLa potAnA prANanu balidAna ApI dIdhuM. Anu nAma mA' che. tame paNa kaho che ne ke " mA te mA ane bIjA badhA vagaDAnA vA." e vAta elIsanA dRSTAMtathI tamane kharAkhara samajAI gaI haze. ApaNe mAtAnuM hRdaya kevuM hAya che te upara devakImAtAnI vAta cAlatI hatI. munio devakImAtAne kahe che hai mAtA ! ame bhaddIlapura nagarInA mahAna zrImata nAganAmanA gAthApatinA putra chIe, ane sulazA amArI mAtA che. ame eka ja mADInA jAyA cha sagA bhAI e eka sarakhA rUpa ne kAMtivALA chIe. Ama karyuM tyAM devakInA sADA traNa kroDa rAmarAya vikasI uThayAM ke ahA ! e mAtAne che ke cha cha putrAne temanAtha bhagavAnane apa`Nu karyAM. A pramANe vicAra karatAM tenA haiyAmAM hutanA uchALA mAre che. AgaLa zuM vicAraze tenA bhAva avasare, nya

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23 zAradA darzana vyAkhyAna na. 29. zrAvaNa vada 2 ne somavAra tA. 1-4-77 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI, zAMtino saMdezavAhaka evA bhagavaMte zAstramAM batAve che ke he bhavya jI! tame A saMsAranAM sukho sthira mAnIne besI gayAM che paNa saMsAranuM ekapaNa sukha ke padArtha thira nathI. saMsAramAM jyAM daSTi karaze tyAM tamane asthiratA jovA maLaze. sthiratAnuM nAmanizAna nathI. kAraNa ke gari jaMcA jIvaThTho ritti: 2 jIvalekanI sthiti ati caMcaLa che. nItikAroe paNa kahyuM che ke asthira jIvita loke, asthire dhana yauvane / asthirA putra dArAzca, dharma kIrti dvaya sthir|| A lekamAM manuSya Adi dareka prANIonuM jIvana asthira che, dhana, yauvana, putra, patnI badhuM asthira che. rUpa, sattA, buddhi, baLa, Arogya, satkAra, baMgalA, bagIcA, gADI, moTara, vaibhava vilAse, sukha-duHkha badhuM ja asthira ne nAzavaMta che. eTale A saMsAramAM badhuM ja nAzavaMta che. A saMsAranA tamAma padArtho kSaNe kSaNe vegathI vinAza tarapha deDI rahyA che. jenuM sarjana che tenuM avazyameva eka divasa visarjana thavAnuM che mATe A saMsAramAM rahIne jIve mAtra eka mokSanuM sarjana karI levA jevuM che. mokSanuM sarjana kevI rIte thAya te jANe che? ahiMsA, saMyama ane tarUpa dharmathI mokSamArganuM sarjana thAya che. pachI tenuM visarjana thatuM nathI. mokSamAM gayA pachI badhuM sthira che. tyAnuM sukha paNa sthira, AnaMda paNa sthira, sthAna, jJAna, AtmA ane AtmAnA guNo badhuM sthira che, paNa anAdikALathI ajJAnI jIva asthira evA saMsAranA padArthone sthira mAnI temAM sukha meLavavA mATe satata jahemata uThAvI rahyo che, paNa vicAra kare ke asthira padArthomAMthI sthira sukha kyAMthI maLavAnuM che? vivekI manuSya jIvanamAM dharmane sthira karavAnI jarUra che. dharmathI sthira ane zAzvata sukhanI prApti thAya che. mATe jIvanamAMthI pramAdane tyAga karIne bane teTalI dharmanI ArAdhanA karI le. kAle karIza e vizvAsa karIne ahIM besI rahevA jevuM nathI. kAraNa ke jiMdagI kSaNika che. che jiMdagI kI ghaDI, AzA ati lAMbI ghaDI, AzA pUrI nA thAya tyAM, kAyA ghaDI be ghaDI. ApaNI jiMdagI eka TUMkI ghaDI jevI che. pahelAnAM mANase sAmAyika karatAM

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224 zAradA darzana tyAre eka ghaDI laIne besatAM hatAM. atyAranI mAphaka ATalI ghaDiyALa na hatI. e ghaDImAM retI hoya. e retI dhIme dhIme nIce paDe che. e retI paDI jAya eTale ghaDI pUrI thAya che. te rIte ApaNAM AyuSyanI retI kSaNe kSaNe sarI rahI che. AyuSyanI kSaNe rUpI retI sarI jatAM jIvanalIlA samApta thaI jaze. AvI TUMkI jiMdagImAM mAnavInI AzAo te ghaNI lAMbI hoya che. eka AzA pUrI na thAya tyAM bIjI AzAne janma thaI jAya che. ema AzAnA pUramAM ne pUramAM mAnavInI jiMdagI pUrI thaI jAya che. A jiMdagI retInA mahela jevI che. retIne mahela ke heya te jANe che ne? jyAre A che A che varasAda paDe che tyAre nAnA nAnA bALake e varasAdathI bhIMjAyelI retInA ghara banAve che. AsapAsa cagAna banAve che ne harakhAya che ke A mAre baMgalo che ne A mAro bagIce che. paNa ene baMgale ne bagIce kayAM sudhI? jyAM sudhI ramata pUrI thaI nathI tyAM sudhI ne ? kAM pavana Ave te ene baMgale tUTI paDe. baMdhuo ! A nAnA bALakanA baMgalA jevI tamArI jiMdagI che. A dhanavaibhava, baMgalA, gADI-moTara badhuM tamane maLyuM che te kayAM sudhI tamAruM che? mahAna puNyanA udayathI A badhuM maLyuM che ne puNya khalAsa thaze eTale badhuM cAlyuM janAruM che. keIne puNyadaya vadhAre hoya te jIvanabhara sukha jogavI zake paNa AyuSya pUruM thAya tyAre badhuM choDIne javAnuM che. ghaNuM evA mANasane paNa joIe che ke jenA mAtApitA vArasAmAM saMpatti mUkIne gayA nathI paNa pitAnA puNyabagI lamI meLave che ne pachI thoDo samaya thatAM cAlI jAya che. A badhI ramata ja che ne? ATalA mATe mahApurUSe jIvananI asthiratA samajIne vicArIne sarpa jema kAMcaLI cheDIne cAlyA jAya che tema saMsAra rUpa kAMcaLI choDIne cAlyA gayAM che. tamane te be ghaDI mATe paNa ghara chUTatuM nathI. kAraNa ke aMtaramAM saMsAranAM jhera bharyA che. sarpa kAMcaLI utArI nAMkhe che paNa enI dADhamAMthI jhera jatuM nathI. sarSa kAMcaLI zA mATe utAre che? jema tamArA zarIra upara mela jAmI jAya che te tame sAbu ane pANIthI snAna karIne mela dhoI nAMkhe che tema sarpanA zarIra upara melane thara jAme che. enAthI e mela sahevAtuM nathI eTale e mela rUpa kAMcaLI utArI nAMkhe che. sarSanI kAMcaLI e enA zarIra para mela che. e kAMcaLI utArI tethI sarpanI dADhamAMthI jhera jatuM nathI rahetuM. tame paNa kadAca ghara rUpa kAMcaLI utArIne be ghaDI upAzrayamAM Ave che paNa manamAMthI saMsAranuM jhera jatuM nathI. eTale ahIM beThA hevA chatAM paNa aMtaramAM te saMsAranA vicAranI ghaTamALA cAlyA karatI hoya che ke ahIMthI chUTIne jAuM pachI dukAne javuM che. keTalo mAla sTekamAM che, na keTalo kharIdavAnuM che ne kayAM kayAM ugharANI javAnuM che. A te manamAM

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zAradA darzana 22 vicAra karyA paNa kaMIka gRhastho te evA hoya che ke sAdhu-sAdhvI pAse AvIne ema kahe che ke mahArAja! tame saMsAra cho, tame mahAna sukhI che te mAre dIkare nathI, agara te mArI dIkarIne jamAI bahu duHkha de che, te enuM duHkha dUra thAya evuM kaMI karI Apo. AvuM zA mATe kahe che? enuM aMdaranuM jhera gayuM nathI. ghara choDIne satsaMga karavA AvyA paNa aMdara te saMsAranuM haLAhaLa jhera bhareluM che. eka zrImaMta zeThanI putrI khUba sauMdaryavAna hatI. eka vakhata eka miTA. zrImaMtanA dIkarAe tene joI eTale sAmethI tenuM mAMguM karyuM ane baMnenA lagna thayA. te khUba AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyA. patanI upara patine athAga prema hatuM. samaya jatAM eka vakhata evuM banyuM ke ene pati ke I muzkelImAM AvI paDe. enA mAthe ciMtA vadhI gaI. tame te jANe che ne ke mANasa mAtranA mAthe ciMtA Ave tyAre e sUnamUna banI jAya che. ene keInI sAthe bolavuM ke cAlavuM paNa gamatuM nathI. bAIne pati ema vicAra karatuM hatuM ke mArA duHkhanI vAta patnIne nathI kahevI. huM eka ja sahana karI laIza. eTale patnIne kAMI vAta na karI. manamAM ja duHkha davA lAgyA paNa ene AnaMda uDI gaye che, eTale patnInI sAthe hasIne vAtacIta ke AnaMda-kilela karatA hatA te badhuM baMdha thaI gayuM. patnI sAthe bAlavuM cAlavuM baMdha karyuM tyAre enI patnIne pati mATe jude ja vicAra Avyo. strI game teTalI sArI ne hoMziyAra hoya paNa enI daSTi bahu TUMkI hoya che. enA vicAra paNa TUMkA hoya che. enA manamAM ema thaI gayuM ke mArA pati mane pahelAMnI jema belAvatAM calAvatAM nathI. eTale emane mArA uparathI prema utarI gayuM che ne bIjI keI sAthe prema thaye lAge che. patine kaMI kahetI nathI paNa manamAM khUba duHkhI thavA lAgI, ane ciMtAtura rahevA lAgI. manamAM vicAra karavA lAgI ke huM zuM karuM ke jethI mArA patine mArA upara hatuM te prema thaI jAya. baMdhuo! saMsAranA mohamAM gherAyele mANasa kevuM bhAna bhUle che! sAcI vastune jANatuM nathI tyAre kevI gerasamaja ubhI kare che ne mANasane bhAna bhUlAve che. pelA zrImaMta zeThanI patnI bhAna bhUlI. zeThane pitAnA tarapha AkarSita karavA mATe maMtra, dhAgAdarA karavA lAgI. deva devInI mAnatA mAnavA lAgI paNa kaI rIte enuM kArya sidha thayuM nahi. A tarapha patinI ciMtA khUba vadhI gaI eTale patnInI pAse Avate jato nathI tethI patnInI zaMkA majabUta thatI jAya che. Ama karatAM cha mahinA pUrAM thayAM tyAre eka vakhata sAdhvIjI gaucarI karatAM karatAM ene ghera padhAryA. eNe sAdhvIjIne gocarI vahorAvI. sAdhvIjI vahArIne bahAra nIkaLavA jAya che tyAre pelI zeThANuM bAraNuM ADI ubhI rahIne kahe che mahAsatIjI! mArA upara

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226 zAradA darzana kapa kare ne mAruM duHkha TALe, tyAre sAdhvIjIe pUchayuM-bahena! tAre zuM duHkha che? tyAre kahe che mArA patine mArA upara khUba sasneha hate paNa koNa jANe koInA premamAM paDayA che ke zuM mArA sAmuM jotA nathI ne mane bolAvatA nathI. Apa mane evuM kaMI vazIkaraNa karI Ape athavA evo koI upAya batAve ke pahelAM je temane mArA upara prema thAya. sAThavIjIne zeThANuM pratye paDakAra: mohathelI sI saMsAranuM jhera konI sAme okavA beThI che. jemaNe saMsArane jheranA kaTerA jevA mAnIne cheDI dIdho ne bIjAne jheranA kaTerA pIvaDAve kharA? nA. sAvIjI khUba gaMbhIra ane jJAnI hatAM. cAritramAM daDha hatAM eTale temaNe kahyuM. bahena ! AvA kAmamAM sAdhu-sAdhavI mAthuM mAre nahi. tuM jarA vicAra kara. khAnadAna kuLanI dIkarI keI divasa AvI vAta bahAra kare nahi, ne tuM zA mATe AvI vAta kare che? tane AmAM zuM duHkha dekhAya che? jarA vicAra kara. tane tArA pati bAlAvatAM nathI enuM duHkha nathI paNa tArA aMtaramAM vAsanAo bharelI che eTale e bhautika vAsanAonI Aga saLage che tethI tArA dilamAM thAya che ke mArA pati mane premathI belA ne mane AnaMda killola karAve, paNa je aMtaramAM AzaMsA na hota te tAre pati belAve ke na bolAve emAM tane harSa ke zaka na thAta, tyAre zeThANI kahe che ke vAsanA ubhI hoya tyAM sudhI AzaMsA te thAya ja ne ? sAdhvIjI ene samajAvatAM kahe che ke bahena ! tuM vAsanAne bhayaMkara roga samajI le. tane kaI roga lAgu paDe che te e rogane vadhAranArI cIja tuM khAya kharI? hAthe karIne rogane puSTa karanAra kupagyanuM sevana keNa kare? e vAta te tuM barAbara samaje che ne? "hA." te pachI A viSayavAsanA e eka prakArane roga che. te rogane puSTa karanAra AzaMsAo rUpI kupagyanuM sevana karavAnI zI jarUra che? hAthe karIne viSayavAsanAnA viSa zA mATe vadhAre che ? havethI nakkI karI le ke mAre viSayavAsanAne vadhAranArI AzaMsA joIe nahi. A vAsanAnI IcchA tane keTale bhayaMkara udvega karAve che, tene kevI duHkhI kare che ! ane tuM e vAsanAmAM taNAI patine doSa daI rahI che, paNa vicAra kara. vAsanArUpI Aga guNene bALe che. ane A vAsanAo kenI che? AtmAnA guNenI ke IndrionA viSayanI ? IndrionA viSayanI. mATe tuM samaja ke mArA pati mane belAvatAM nathI te saheje mane brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavAno avasara maLe che. A IndrionAM viSayo te anaMta kALathI piDyAM che chatAM e Aga olavAI che? agnimAM kerosIna nAMkhavAthI Aga vadhatI jAya che tema IndrionI jeTalI vadhu gulAmI karyA karIza teTalI A

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227 zAradA darzana vAsanAnI Aga vadhatI jaze, saMsAranI beDIo majabUta thatI jaze, ane anaMtakALa sudhI AtmAne Indrio rUpI mahArANIne nekara banIne rahevuM paDaze, ne majurI karavI paDaze. tenA karatAM samajIne AzaMsAo cheDI de pachI tAre majurI karavI nahi paDe, IndrionuM jora dhImuM paDaze ne pachI IndrionI Aga olavAtI jaze eTale pachI viSe nahi maLe te paNa duHkha nahi thAya, paNa jo tuM A rIte valakhA mAryA karIza ne kaI kimiyAgara maLI jaze ne tArI IcchA pramANe tAro pati tArI sAthe pUrvavat premabharyuM vartana karaze temAM tene saMsAranuM kSaNika sukha maLaze paNa eka vAta nakkI samajI leje ke emAM tArI vAsanAonI nAnI AgamAMthI kane mATe dAvAnaLa thaze pachI enI kAramI viTaMbaNuo tArAthI sahana nahi thAya. mATe evA kSaNika sukha pAchaLa gUravAnuM cheDI daIne vAsanAnI Aga bUjhavavA mAMDe te tuM mahAna sukhI, zAMta ane svastha banI jaIza. pachI jyAM tyAM phAMphA mAravA nahi paDe. zeThANInI khulelI daSTi : devAnupriye! sAdhvIjInI pavitra amRtavANIe zeThANI upara jAduI asara karI. teNe sAvajane caraNamAM paDIne mAphI mAMgIne kahyuM ke ahe! saMsAranA tyAgI evA ApanI pAse meM kevI halakI mAMgaNI karI ! he mahAsatIjI! Apa mArI AMkhaDI kholAvI anaMtakALanI mArI uMgha uDADIne mane jAgRta karI. Ape ghera aMdhArA kUvAmAMthI mane bahAra kADhIne jhagamagatA prakAzamAM lAvIne mUkI. mane AMdhaLIne jJAnanAM divyacakSu ApyA. have e vAsanAone jIvanamAMthI dUra karuM chuM. have mane samajAyuM ke mArA pati te pavitra che paNa mArI vAsanAo mane duHkhI kare che. eNe ja mArI buddhine bhraSTa karI. have mAre enuM prajana nathI. Apa have pharamAve ke huM zuM karuM te mAre udhAra thAya ? tyAre sAdhvIjIe AtmAnA uddhAra mATe zreSThamAM zreSTha cAritrane mArga batAvya, zeThANIe kahyuM he gurUdeva ! cAritra mArga aMgIkAra kare tevI mArI zakti nathI paNa bIje keI mArga hoya te batAve. tethI sAdhvIjIe tene samyakatva ane zrAvakanA bAra vata samajAvyA eTale teNe tene svIkAra karyo ne AjIvana brahAcaryavrata aMgIkAra karyuM, ane AtmAnA ullAsathI dharmArAdhanA karavA lAgI. bIjI bAju enA patinA mAthe AvelI Apatti dUra thaI eTale te ciMtAthI mukta thayA tethI ene premathI bolAvavA lAgyA. A vakhate patnIe kahyuM ke meM te tamArA mATe AvuM anumAna karyuM hatuM ne sAdhvIjI pAse AvI mAMgaNI karI tyAre temaNe mane dharmanuM svarUpa samajAvyuM. tethI meM jAvajIva sudhI brahmacaryavrata aMgIkAra karyuM che. have mArA AtmAne apUrva zAMti thaI che. mane have saMsAranA sukhanI AzaMsA nathI. A sAMbhaLIne ene pati paNa khuza thaze ne teNe paNa bAra vrata aMgIkAra karyo, ane

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zAradA dezana dhIme vadhavA 128 ane dharmanI ArAdhanA karavA lAgyA. baMnenA vairAgyanI caiAta dhIme lAgI ane pharIthI te sAdhvIjI gAmamAM padhAryA tyAre baMnee dIkSA lIdhI. khaMdhuo ! satsa MganuM kevu' ajaba khaLa che ! satsaMgathI pApImAM pApI mAnava pavitra khanI jAya che. kahyuM che ke kSamid sajjana satarejA mati mavALeva tarane nauzA kSaNavAranA satsaMga saMsAra samudra taravAmAM naukA samAna khanI jAya che. satsaMga e pArasamaNi karatAM paNa adhika kiMmatI che. kAraNa ke kha'nemAM mATu aMtara che. pArasamaNIno lAkhaMDane sparza thAya te leADhuM. seAnuM khanI jAya che. paNa pArasa nathI anatuM. tyAre satpurUSanA jene saMga thAya che te pArasa samAna khanI jAya che. zeThANIne sAdhvIjIne saMga thayA te te paNa sAdhvI khanI gaI. pAne te tarI sAthe enA patine paNa tAryAM. A ghaDI be ghaDInI jiMdagImAM tame paNa satsaMga karI AtmAnuM karI leA. vAravAra Ave avasara nahi maLe. dIkarA mATI thAya, ene paraNAvuM, agadyA aMdhAvu pachI nirAMte dharmadhyAna karIza evI AzAnA pUramAM taNAI rahyAM che, paNa kAlanI keAne khabara che ? mATe samajyA tyArathI savAra samajIne AtmasAdhanAmAM lAgI jAo. jemane saMsAranI kSaNikatA samajAi che tevA saMyamI anelA aNugArA devakIjInI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karatAM kahe che ke he mAtA ! ame bhaTTIlapura nivAsI nAgagAthApati ane sulazA mAtAnA cha putro chIe, ane ame chae nalakuMvara jevA dekhAvamAM suMdara ane eka sarakhA rUpavALA chIe. ane " baddo TTinemitta pratiSa prama soccA Nisamma saMsAra bhaDaviggA bhIyA jamma maraNAo muMDA jAva pavvaiyA / " eka divasa temanAtha bhagavAna zrAmAnugrAma vicaratAM vicaratAM amArI bhaThThIlapurI nagarImAM padhAryAM. tyAre amArA mAtA-pitA amane chae bhAI Ane sAthe laI ne bhagavAnanA darzana karavA gayAM. ame bhagavAnanAM darzana karyAM te emanI vANI sAMbhaLI bhagavate saMsAranuM svarUpa samajAvyu' eTale amane udvigna manI saMsAranA duHkhathI ne janma maraNanA bhagavAna pAse dIkSA lIdhI. bhavane bhaya lAgyA ne sa MsArathI duHkhathI mukta thavA mATe temanAtha khaMdhuo ! A AtmAo kevA pavitra haze? bhagavAnanI vANI te ghaNAM jIvAe sAMbhaLI paNa A cha AtmAo eka ja vAra sAMbhaLIne jAgI gayA. ame paNa tamane kahIe chIe ke A saMsAranA sukhA madhathI kharaDAyelI talavAranI dhAra jevA che. kripAga vRkSanAM phaLa jevAM che. talavAranI dhAre madha cADIne keAI enI dhAre jIbha aDADe teA mIThAza lAge paNa jIbha kapAyA vinA na rahe. ka pAga vRkSanAM phaLa dekhAvamAM suMdara ane khAvAmAM mIThA svAdiSTa lAge che paNa khAdhA pachI jIva ane kAyA juThThA karAvI nAMkhe che, tema saMsAranAM sukha bhogavatAM tamane gheADIvAra bhale

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229 zAradA darzana AnaMda AvatuM hoya paNa pariNAme te te mahAna duHkhadAyaka che. AvuM tame ghaNIvAra sAMbhaLyuM paNa tamane saMsArano bhaya lAge che ? tame zretA banIne beThAM che te sAMbhaLIne kaMIka grahaNa karatA jAo. ThANAMga sUtranA cothA ThANe cAra prakAranA kuMbha batAvyA che. temAM pahelo ghaDe naLa nIce mUke tyAre bharelo dekhAya ne A khaseDe tyAre khAlIkhama dekhAya che. e ghaDo taLIyethI phUTelo hoya che. bIjA prakArane ghaDe naLa nIce mUke tyAre bharyo dekhAya paNa aMdara pANI utare nahi. kAraNa ke tenuM moTuM caNI lIdhuM hoya che. trIjA prakArane ghaDo naLa nIce bharelo dekhAya paNa ene naLa nIcethI khaseDI levAmAM Ave tyAre aDadho bharelo rahe che eTale te aDadhethI phUTele che, ane cothA prakArane ghaDe naLa nIce bhale dekhAya che ne naLa nIcethI laI levAmAM Ave tyAre paNa bharelo dekhAya che. eTale te aNIzuddha Akho ghaDo che. A rIte pahelA prakAranA ghaDA jevA zrotAo vyAkhyAnamAM beThAM hoya tyAre ema lAge ke Ane te sAre raMga lAgI gayA che. A cAturmAsamAM dhama pAmI jaze paNa ahIM bese tyAM sudhIne raMga hoya che. ahIMthI uThayAM eTale eka zabda yAda na rahe, A taLIyethI phUTelA ghaDA samAna zrotA che. bIjA prakAranAM zrotAjane vyAkhyAnamAM beThA hoya tyAre ema lAge ke A te jANe bUjhI jaze paNa e te eka kAne sAMbhaLIne bIjA kAne kADhI nAkhe che. vItarAgavANI aMtaramAM utaravA detA nathI. e maDhethI baMdha karelA ghaDA jevA che. trIjA prakArane zretA vyAkhyAna khUba rasathI sAMbhaLe. bhale, badhuM grahaNa na karI zake paNa aDadhuM grahaNa kare che. e aDadhethI phUTelA ghaDA jevA che, paNa uparanA be karatAM zreSTha che. cothA prakAranA zrotA jeTaluM sAMbhaLe che teTaluM badhuM grahaNa kare che. te AkhA ghaDA jevA che. e badhAmAM zreSTha che. have tame bole, kyA prakAranA zrotAmAM tamAro naMbara che? pahelA bIjA naMbaramAM ke trIjA cothA naMbaramAM ? (zrotAmAMthI avAja :-trIjA cothA naMbaramAM) (hasAhasa) trIjA cothA naMbaranAM zrotA banavuM hoya te barAbara dhyAna rAkhavuM paDaze. jo tame evA banyAM hatA te huM mAnuM chuM ke borIvalImAMthI ghaNAM sAdhu banI gayA hatA. ahIM cha aNagAre cothA naMbaranA zrotA jevA hatAM. temaNe eka ja vakhata nemanAtha bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne janma-maraNanAM duHkhathI mukta banavA mATe dIkSA lIdhI. e aNugAra devakIrANIne kahe che ke he mAtA ! ame cha sagA bhAIo chIe ne eka sarakhA dekhAIe chIe, tethI tane ema lAge che ke ekanA eka munio mAre ghera gaucarI mATe padhAryA che paNa ema nathI. haju paNa munio devakIne zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze.

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23che. zAradA darzana caritra - arjunanuM mane hastinApura javA mATe utsuka banyuM che. tethI atyaMta harSa pAmatAM arjunacha vimAnamAM besIne hastinApura tarapha javA mATe prayANa kare che. mArgamAM eka moTuM vana AvyuM. te vanamAM ghaNAM mANaso ke lAhala karatAM hatAM. e kolAhalamAM dukha bharelAM zabda saMbhaLAtAM hatAM. A sAMbhaLIne arjunane vicAra thaye ke AvA gADha jaMgalamAM ATale badho kalAhala keNa kare che? A kalAhalamAM paNa duHkhanI kIkIyArIo saMbhaLAya che. mATe nakkI kaI vyaktinA mAthe saMkaTa AvyuM haze. lAva, tenI tapAsa karuM. keI mANasa bicAre mahAna duHkhamAM hoya ne mArAthI ene vacamAM mUkIne kema cAlyA javAya? karUNAvaMta purUSanI karUNA keI ora hoya che. pitAnA dehanI chAla utarI jAya tenI paravA nathI karatAM paNa bIjAne duHkha na thAya tenI khAsa kALajI rAkhe che, mahAnapurUSonI jIvana kahAnI vAMcatAM mArI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jAya che. baMdhaka muninI cAmaDI utAravAne rAjAne hukama chUTe tyAre caMDALa temanI cAmaDI utAravA gayA. te vakhate munie caMDALane zuM kahyuM? bhAI! tuM kahe te ubhuM rahe. te kahe te besI jAuM ne kahe te sUI jAuM. paNa mArA zarIranI cAmaDI utAratAM tane kaSTa na thavuM joIe. tArI AMgaLI na kapAI jAya tene khyAla rAkhaje. juo, mahAnapurUSonI karUNA kevI hoya che ! pitAnA zarIranI cAmaDI utarI jaze tenuM duHkha ke kheda nathI, paNa cAmaDI utAranArane kaMI na thAya te mATenI keTalI sAvadhAnI rAkhe che. arjunane hastinApuranuM rAjabhavana choDIne nIkaLyA bAra bAra varSa vItI gayAM che. vanavAsamAM keTalo kaSTa veThayAM. have te potAnA mAtA-pitA, bhAIo, patnI badhA yAda AvyA che chatAM vanamAM keTalAhala sAMbhaLIne duHkhInuM duHkha maTADavAnI bhAvanA thaI. arjunacha te ekalA hatAM paNa maNIcUDa Adi vidyAre temane vaLAvavA AvyAM tyAre eka kesara nAmanA vidyAdharane arjunanI sAthe mUkIne gayA hatA. kesara nAma becarake bhejA, khabara lena ke kAja, cokkasa kara A kahe turata vaha, suna ajuna mahArAja he...zrotA ane kesara vidyAdharane tapAsa karavA eka ke A badhuM zuM che te tuM tapAsa karI Ava. kesara te vidyAdhara hatuM eTale tarata nIce utaryo, ane jyAM badhA mANase kolAhala macAvatAM hatAM tyAM AvIne badhI pUchaparacha karI. cokkasa vAta jANIne arjuna pAse AvIne kahe che he mahArAjA! sAMbhaLe. | hiraNyapurI nAmanI alkApurI samAna nagarI che. te nagarImAM hemAMgada nAmanA parAkramI rAjA rAjya kare che. te rAjAne satI ziromaNI prabhAvaMtI nAmanI pavitra rANI che. te rANI gaI rAtre tenA zayanakhaMDamAM sutI hatI. rAtrInA pAchalA prahAre

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ziAradA darzana 231 tene haraNa karIne keI uThAvI gayuM. che. rANI te bharaniMdrAmAM hatI ne koIe uThAvI eTale jAgI gaI ne he svAmInAtha! deDeDe. mane kaI duSTa laI jAya che. tema kahIne karUNa svare vilApa karavA lAgI. enI cIse sAMbhaLIne rAjA jAgI gayA ne krodhathI dhamadhamI uThayAM ke huM moTe rAjA ane mArI rANIne keI uThAvI jAya te huM kema joI zakuM? rAjA tenI pAchaLa doDayA paNa pele te prabhAvaMtIne uThAvIne ghaNe dUra nIkaLI gayA che. rANI paNa ghaNI bUmo pADatI hatI paNa koNa sAMbhaLe? tyAre rANInA manamAM thayuM ke mArA pati jarUra mArI vahAre Avaze paNa huM kayA raste gaI chuM tenI emane kayAMthI khabara paDaze ? eTale teNe pitAnA mAthAmAM kulanI veNI nAMkhelI hatI temAMthI kula chUTA karIne mArgamAM pheMkavA lAgI. e kulanA AdhAre hemAMgada rAjA rANIne zodhatA zodhatA sainya laIne ahIM sudhI AvyA, paNa have te kula paNa dekhAtA nathI. kAraNa ke eka veNInA kula keTalA hoya? e pUrA thaI gayA pachI rANI zuM kare? rAjA vicAre che ke keNa jANe e duSTa mArI rANIne kayAM laI gayA haze ? have kaI tarapha javuM che ne zuM karavuM tenI mUMjhavaNa thaI che ne rAjA te atyaMta zokamagna banI gayA che. temanI senA rANInI zodhamAM Amatema ghUmI rahI che ne A kolAhala macAve che. te sAMbhaLI ane vicAra kare che ke ahi ! AvA meTA rAjA duHkhamAM heya ne mArAthI kema javAya? mane kudarate zakti maLI che te tene sadupayoga karIne bIjAnuM duHkha maTADuM ema vicAra kare che. have te hemAMgada rAjAne sahAya karavA jaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 30 zrAvaNa vada ne maMgaLavAra tA. 2-877 jJAnanA sudhAkara, vAtsalya mUti, zAstrakAra bhagavaMte kahyuM che ke he bhavya che! A saMsAra ati bhayaMkara che. svArthanuM samarAMgaNa che. jema tame keIne kAyama sAcave paNa eka vakhata nahi sAcavI zake tyAre te upakArane bhUlIne apakAra karaze. bAle saMsAra bhayaMkara khare ne ? jyAre dharma eTale badhe kalyANakArI che ke apakArInI bhUla na jatAM karmane vAMka joze ne tenA pratye maitrI bhAvathI premanA jharaNAM vahAvaze. baMne vacce ATale badhe taphAvata samajIne tamane saMsAra jherarUpa lAge che khare? manamAM ema thAya che ke huM saMsArane tyAga karI dauM, eka saMskRta lekamAM paNa

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232 yatra duHkhAtigadadava labai, hanudina N dahayase jIva re | hanta tatraiva rajyasicira, bhAhamadirAya dakSIva re || zAradA darzana he jIva !. tuM rAja zyAdhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhi dAjhI rahyo che. mehamadirAnA kephamAM cakacUra banIne kAyA, magna khIne navI navI ciMtAo ubhI kare che ne duHkha khaDu kare che. tenA kene anubhava nathI ! saMsAra kevA che ? Aje putra rIsAthe, kAle putravadhu rIsAthe, Aje patnI mAMdI tA kAle pautra bimAra bAma aneka prakAranA duHkhA ubhA thayA kare che. chatAM jIvanI kevI kaMgAla dazA che ke hajI mAhathI pAche pharatA nathI ane AtmAne bhrUNI para evA parivAra, paisA ane kAyAmAM Asakta khane che pachI kramanI lAta khAvA sivAya khIjuM zuM maLaze ? kharekhara, A jIvanI mUDhatA che ke parane sva mAnIne duHkhA ubhA karI rahyo che. tenA badale jo AtmAmAM viveka jAge te AtmAnI mahAnatA ane peAtAnuM svAtaMtrya jo samajAI bnaya te viSama jagatanI vacce rahevA chatAM paNa haiyAmAM nirmaLa ane umadA bhAva rahe. rUpI AganA kaNIyAethI parivAra ane paisAmAM baMdhuo ! A chatra anaMtApurdUgala parAvartana kALathI kama nA bhAra laIne ahaM tApUva ka bhaTakayA che. eka jIvanI bhUtakALanA bhavanI gaNatrI koDapUrvanA AyuSyavALA kroTA jJAnIo kare te paNa te pUrA gaNI na zake eTalu A jIva bhaTakA che, have tamane samajAya che ke khAhya zeAdha mUkIne abhya tara zeAdha karuM ! kAraNa ke devA je AcarI zakatA nathI te mAnavA AcarI zake che. tevA amUlya keAhInura hIrA jevA A mAnavabhava maLyeA che tenA sadupayeAga karatAM zIkho. "koTI janmanA puNyathI, A deha ApaNane maLe, karI le saddhamatA, saghaLA duHkhA sheje DhaLe," A mAnavajIvana keTaluM uMcuM che! tenI kiMmata jIvane samajAya te ekeka kSaNa nakAmI javA de nahi. mAnavajanma tamane sheje nathI mA. mahAna puNyathI matsye che. tamArA vyavahAranI rIte jo samajo te tame jenAM mUlya jhAjhA ApyA hAya tevo cIja rakhaDatI mUkeA kharA ? ane keTalI sAcavA che ? baheneAnA raseADAmAM eka nAnI vAkI ke camacI khAvAI jAya tA tene mATe keTalI tapAsa kare che ? hIrAnA khUMTIyAmAMthI eka hIrA khAvAI jAya te tene mATe paNa keTalI khAja kareA che ? ghaNI zeAdha karatAM jo na maLe te kaiTaleA asesa thAya che ! paNa mAnavajIvanane ekeka seAnerI divasa sAdhanA karyA vinA pasAra thAya che tenA aseAsa ke duHkha thAya che ? jIve sasAranAM mAjA tA ghaNAM upAyAM ne AtmAne kramanA bhArathI bhAre anAvyA paNa have te che!te haLavA karavAnA purUSA karavAnuM mana thAya che ? dararAja

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zAradA darzana 233 sAMje jamA udhAranuM khAtuM cokhkhuM kare che ane divALI Ave tyAre copaDA cokhA kare che. temAM vahepArIne dIkarAne ATha AnA vadhe te paNa upAdhi ne ghaTe te paNa upAdhi. game tema karIne sAco meLa maLe tyAre ja jaMpIne bese che. tevI rIte bhagavAna kahe che AtmAne copaDe cokhe na thAya tyAM sudhI zAMti na thavI joIe. jyAre tamane samaya maLe tyAre ema vicAra karo ke mArA jIvananI kAryavAhIthI keInA AtmAne duHkha te nathI thayuM ne? kadAca keIne duHkha thayuM hoya te tenI pAse kSamA mAMga ne pharIthI evuM na thAya teno khyAla rAkhaje. bane te keInuM bhaluM karajo ane bhaluM na karI zake te bera, paNa keInuM bUruM na karavuM eTaluM te jarUra karajo. tamArA pitAnA jIvana mATe nA chUTake pApa thAya che paNa ghaNI vakhata mANasa vinA kAraNe anarthAdaMDe daMDAya che. bIjAnAM avarNavAda bele, niMdA kuthalI kare temAM zuM keInuM peTa bharAya che? "nA." peTa bharAtuM nathI paNa keInI niMdA kuthalI karavAthI AtmA pApakarmathI bhAre thAya che. jIbha keInI niMdA karavA nathI maLI paNa prabhunA guNagAna gAvA. ane mIThuM madhuruM belIne sva-paranuM kalyANa karavA maLI che, tenA badale keInI niMdA kuthalI karI, keInAM avarNavAda bolIne karma bAMdhe che. jJAnI kahe che tAre jarUriyAtathI adhika na belivuM ane bele te madhura ne priya bAlavuM. "vivAra nA zaku?" je priya vacana bele che tene duniyAmAM keI zatru rahetuM nathI, paNa jagatamAM priya bane che. baMdhuo! sAtvika vANIne ke prabhAva che ! ke je kAma leDhAnuM tIra nathI karI zakatuM te kAma mIThuM vacana karI zake che. eka vacananA prabhAvathI nirdaya mANasa kSaNavAramAM dayALu banI jAya che. asatya belanArA satyavAdI harizcaMdra banI jAya che. rAta-divasa lUMTa ane corI karanArA luMTArA vAlmikaSi jevA pavitra banI jAya che. kulaTA strIe sItA jevI satI banI jAya che. lobhImAM lemI manuSya dAnavIra karNarAjA jevA udAra banI jAya che. A satyane priya vacanane prabhAva che. ApaNe manuSyanI vAta karI paNa sarpa ane nAga jevA jherI jaMtuo paNa madArInI vINAnA madhura nAdathI prabhAvita banI jAya che, ne madArInA kahevA pramANe khela kare che. maMtronA zabdanA prabhAvathI deve paNa maMtravAdInI IcchA pramANe kArya kare che. A badhA vacanane ja prabhAva che ne? are, bIjAnI te vAta kayAM karavI? paNa ApaNA paramapitA bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInI vAta karIe. bujhabujha caMDakauzika! "verathI vera zame nahi jagamAM, premathI prema vadhe chavanamAM." ATalA zabae viSa bharelAM caMDakauzika nAgane vazIkaraNa karyuM ne caMDakauzika nAga phITIne deva banI gaye. A hatI bhagavAnanI vANI. unmArge cAlatAM jIvone sanmArge lAvavA mATe bhagavaMta pharamAve che ke,

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234 zAradA darzana refer kaMTagA pahaM, oiNNo si pahaM mahAlayaM / rAisimaLa' visoAi, samaya goyama mA pamAyapa // utta, a. 10 gAthA 32 huM gautama! tame saMsAranA kAMTA patharAyelA mAga cheDIne saMyamanA rAjamAga pAmyA che. te e mALe javAmAM samaya mAtrane pramAda nA karA. bhagavAna kahe che ke huM jIvA! tamAre jaldI mekSamAM javuM hoya tA saMsAranA kAMTAthI patharAyeaA rastA cheDavA paDaze. kAMTA e prakAranAM che. eka dravya kAMTAne khIjA bhAva kAMTA dravya kAMTA dekhAze. te pagamAM pesI na jAya te mATe tame pagamAM bUTa ke caMpala paherI leze ne sAvadhAnIpUrvaka jaze! paNa bhAvakAMTAthI bacavA mATe keTalI sAvadhAnI rAkhA che ? have bhAvakAMTA kyA che te prathama jANavuM paDaze. tA tame bhAvakAMTAthI khacI zakaze. bhAvakAMTA eTale mithyAtva, avrata, pramAda, kaSAya ane azubhayAga. A kAMTAo mAkSama jhIle javAmAM aTakAve che. mithyAtva e jIvanI viparIta dazA che. e sAcI dizA sUjhavA detuM nathI, ane AtmAnuM ahita karanAra che. mithyAtva parabho rogo, mithyAtvaM paramaM tamaH / mithyAtvaM paramaH zatruH, mithyAtvaM paramaM viSam // mithyAtva e AtmAnA bhayakara rAga che. AtmAnA jJAna upara AvaraNu karanAra gADha aMdhakAra che. AtmAnA mATA zatru che ane AtmAne vAraMvAra mAranAra eTale ke janmamaraNa karAvanAra haLAhaLa viSa che. mATe AvA uttama mAnavabhava pAmIne mithyAtvanA rogane nAbUda kareA e rAgane nAbUda karavA mATe ApaNane vItarAga prabhunI vANIrUpI amela auSadhi maLI che. tenA upara zradhdhA karaze. mithyAtva jAya eTale samyakttta Ave. eka vakhata samyaktvane sparza thaI gayA eTale meAkSanI mahAra AtmA upara lAgI gaI. pachI samakitI AtmA sasAramAM kadAca rahe te paNa ene sAMsAra khaTake. jeTalA samakitI haiAya te badhA cAritra aMgIkAra kare evA niyama nathI. jyAM samyaktva che tyAM cAritranI bhajanA che paNa jyAM cAritra tyAM samyaktva niyamA che, sanakitI jIvane saMsAra Da Mkhe. te AtmA mithyAtvInA saMga kare nahi. temaja vItarAganA vacaneAmAM zakA kare nahi kAraNa ke sApa sammatte nAsad / ' sajJa praNIta vacanamAM zakrA karavAthI samyakRtva naSTa thAya che. zAstranA gahena bhAva kadAca jaldI nA samajAya paNa zradhdhA thAya che tA paNu kalyANa thAya che. eka mANasa kAne baherA hatA. atyAranI mAphaka vaijJAnika zeAdhakheALanA jamAnA na hatA ke kAne reDIyeA mUkIne sAMbhaLe, paNu te roja vyAkhyAnamAM AvatA ane eka citte mahArAja sAsu' joI rahetA. tyAre khIjA mANasA kahetAM ke A baherA rAja AvIne ese che te zu' sAMbhaLatA haze ? kAI e tene pUchyuM tyAre kahe che

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cAratA dezana 235 bhale, huM kAMi sAMbhaLatA nathI paNa mane ahIM AvavAmAM mahAna lAbha thAya che. eka tA sAmAyika laIne besu chu eTale annatanA tyAga thAya che, ane mahArAja vyAkhyAna vAMce che tyAre temanA mukha uparanA hAvabhAvathI mane ema samajAya che ke atyAre e ema kahe che ke A saMsAranI mAyA-mAhe mamatA tajavA jevA ne dharma apanAvavA jevA che. te vakhate mane khUba AnaMda Ave che. khIjuM huM ahIM AvIne besu chu... tA mArA dIkarA, vahu badhA Ave che eTale mane mahAna lAbha thAya che. jI mo, saMbhaLAtuM nathI paNa zradhdhA che te paNa tene lAbha thAya che. mithyAtva pachI aviratinA nakhara Ave che. avirati eTale zu ? mana, vacana ane kAyAthI pApanAM kArya karavA karAvavA ke tenI anumAdanA karavI nahi. tenuM nAma virati ane tenAthI viparIta dazA che te avirati che. avarati jyAre jaze ne virati Avaze tyAre kAcAmAM paNa madatA Avaze. jyAre kaSAyAnI amuka pramANamAM maMdatA thAya che tyAre AtmAmAM samyag daza'nAdi guNA pragaTe che. ahI AvIne tame beThAM che. kalAka besavAnuM che te nakkI che paNa kATa utArIne sAmAyika keTalAe lIdhI che? khAlI esIne sAMbhaLeA che ne sAmAyika laIne sAMbhaLeA tA khanemAM TAIma tA pasAra thavAnA ja che ne ? paNa jo sAmAyika laIne beThA haze| tA Azrava rAkAI jaze. jema tame kAInA paisA vyAje lIdhA che. maLe eTale bharapAI karI devAnAM che. mAnI le ke tamane paisA maLI gayAne dIkarAne kahyuM ke tuM paisA bharI Avaje. have dIkarA cAra divasa sudhI bharavA gayA nahiM ne tamane khabara paDI ke haju paisA bharapAI karyo nathI teA tame dIkarA upara gusse thaIne kaheze| ke cAra divasathI paisA gharamAM AvIne paDayAM che ne hajI kema bharyAM nathI ? tane khabara nathI paDatI ke paisAnuM mAthe keTaluM vyAja caDhe che ? khIjI rIte tame tamArI mUDI gharamAM mUkI rAkheA ke vyAje mUkeA ? mele. tyAM te samajo che ke vyAja na javA devAya. kharAkharane ? te rIte sAmAyika, saMvara Adi vratamAM besaze te teTalA samaya Azrava rAkAze. tame vratamAM Avaze teTalA samaya pApanI kriyAe AvatI baMdha thaze. mATe tame avazya avatane tyAga karIne vratamAM AveA. jIvanamAMthI pramAdanA tyAga karo. ane teTalI kaSAya ochI karo ane mana, vacana, kAyAnA cegene zubha kriyAmAM joDI do. jo ATalu karaze! te jarUra AgaLa vadhI zakAze. mithyAtva, atrata, pramAda, kaSAya ane azubhAga e bhAvakAMTA che. draSya kAMTA pagamAM bheAMkAya che te bhAvakAMTA aMtarAtmAmAM leAMkAya che. drazya kAMTA kSaNika duHkha Ape che. e kAMTA nIkaLI gayA pachI vedanA adha thaI jAya che. jyAre bhAvakAMTA janma-janmAMtarA sudhI janma-maraNane trAsa Ape che. dravya kAMTA zarIrane vIdhe che

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zAradA darzana tyAre bhAvakAMTA AtmAnA pavitra guNene chede che. dravya kAMTA bhoMkAvAthI zArIrika vedanA thAya che. jo e vyAkuLatA vinA sahana karI zakAya te pUrve bAMdhelA kamenI nirjarA thAya che. nijara thavAthI karmonA bhArathI AtmA haLa bane che ne mAthe caDheluM deNuM cUkavAtuM jAya che. bhAvakAMTA jIvane navA karmanuM baMdhana karAve che. enAthI AtmAne karmone bhAra vadhe che ne navuM deNuM vadhAre che. A rIte dravya kAMTAnI apekSAe bhAvakAMTA anaMtagaNu bhayaMkara che. je AtmAthI mahApurUSo e kAMTAne aMtaramAMthI dUra kare che te saMyamanA rAjamArge AgaLa vadhIne potAnA beya upara pahoMcI jAya che. AThamuM aMga aMtagaDa sUtra jemAM cha aNagArAnI vAta cAle che te aNagAro paNa saMsAranA kAMTALA mArgane cheDIne saMyamanA rAjamArga upara tapa ane saMyamathI AtmAne bhAvita karatAM apramatabhAve vicarI rahyA che. jemane tyAM aDhaLaka saMpatti hatI chatAM eka vAra manAtha bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne kSaNavAramAM saMsAra choDI dIdhe ne ahIM te ja sAMbhaLavAM chatAM dIkSA levAnuM mana thAya che kharuM ? bole. khera, brahmacarya vratamAM te Ave. dIkarAne ghera dIkarA thayA chatAM haju kaMIka AtmAo vratamAM AvatA nathI. A keTalA aphasosanI vAta che ! bane teTalA jaladI vratamAM Ave. cha aNagAro babbenA saMghADe devakIjInA mahelamAM gaucarI padhAryA. tethI devakIjIne zaMkA thaI. tenuM samAdhAna karatAM saMte kahe che he mAtA ! ame cha aNagAre sagA bhAIo chIe. nemanAtha bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne saMsAranI asAratA samajIne temanI pAse dIkSA lIdhI che, ane ame je divase dIkSA lIdhI te ja divase bhagavAnane vaMdaNA karIne ame bhagavAna pAse AjJA mAMgI ke "chI majo!" he bhaMte! he pUjya! A zakhe kevA madhura lAge che ! aMtaramAM gurU pratye ke bhAvanAne vega uchaLe che ! tame paNa jyAre sAmAyika bAMdhe che tyAre bolo che ne ke karemibhaMte! te vakhate he pUjya ! he bhagavaMta! huM ApanI AjJA laIne sAvadha ganAM pratyAkhyAna karuM chuM. evA bhAva Ave che? ke mAtra zabda rUpe bolI jAo cho? A zabda bolatI vakhate aMtaramAM bhAva jAgavA joIe. ahIMyA saMte devakIrANIne kahe che ke ame je divase dIkSA lIdhI te ja divase bhagavaMta pAse AjJA mAMgI ke he prabhu! ApanI AjJA hoya te ame jAvajIva sudhI chaThThanA pAraNe chaThTha karavAnI IcchA rAkhIe chIe. AtmAthI vinayavaMta ziSya kadI ema na kahe ke mAre Ama karavuM che? e pahelAM vinayapUrvaka gurUnI AjJA mAMge ke ApanI AjJA hiya to A kArya karyuM. pachI tapa, japa ke bIjuM kaMI kArya hAya. ziSyane game teTaluM gamatuM hoya paNa gurUnI AjJA na hoya te te kArya kadI kare nahi. cha aNagAre kahe che ke devakIjI, ame bhagavAna pAse AjJA mAMgI ane bhagavAne amane

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zAradA dezana 237 AjJA ApI, eTale ame chaThThane pAraNe chaThThuM karavAnI pratijJA karIne chaThThane pAraNe chaThTha karatAM vicarIe chIe. haju saMtA devakIjIne AgaLa vAta karaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra = arjunajI hastinApura tarapha jaI rahyA hatA. tyAM mAga mAM kAlAhaka thatA sAMbhaLIne peAtAnuM vimAna aTakAvIne kesara nAmanA vidyAdharane temaNe tapAsa karavA mATe mekalyA ane te khabara laine Avce. tyAre arjune vicAra karyAM ke have A rAjAnuM duHkha dUra karyA vinA mArAthI AgaLa vadhAya nahi. jo A rIte huM cAlyeA jAuM teA mArI mAnavatAne laMchana lAge che, mAruM kSatriyapaNuM lAge che. bIjI tarapha hemAMgada rAjA ane prabhAvatI rANInu nAma sAMbhaLIne arjunane vicAra thayA ke maNIcUDa ema kahetA hatA ke mArI bahena prabhAvatIne hiraNyapuranA mahArAjA hemAMgaDha sAthe paraNAvI che. te A mIcUDanI bahena haze. tyAre kesara vidyAdhare kahyuM hA. e tenI bahena thAya che. usakI bahena se merI hai akha, karI yatna use lAnA, dekhA manuSyakA kaSya zreSTha che, parake kaSTa miTAnA hai....zrotA.... arjune kahyuM ke jo mIcUDanI bahena che teA mArI paNa bahena ja kahevAya ne ? kAraNa ke maNIcUDane meM mArA bhAI mAnelA che. eTale enI bahena te mArI bahena che, mATe mAre tene bacAvavI joie. A te mArI bahena che. paNa jo khIjA koI hAya tA paNa mAre tenuM rakSaNa karavuM joie. e mAruM kanya che. te huM kesara ! tu hemAMga rAjA pAse jaine eTaluM kahI de ke pAMDuputra arjuna tamArI vahAre AvyA che, ane ApanI patnI prabhAvatIne je keI duSTa upADI gayA haze tenI pAsethI laI AvIne Apane sAMpI deze. have tame ema samajI lejo ke mAre zatru marI gayA che. enI tamAma ciMtA arjunane mAthe che. mATe Apa kaI jAtanI ciMtA karaze! nahi raDaze! ke jhUraze nahi, ane Apa A sthaLe rAkAjo. bIje kyAMya jatA nahe A pramANe arjunanA samAcAra laIne kesara vidyAdhara hemAMgaDha rAjA pAse Avye ane arjune kahyA pramANe badhI vAta karI. arjuna taraphathI rAjA hemAMgadane AzvAsana :- AvA ghAra jaMgalamAM AvI duHkhI avasthAmAM kAI bAzvAsana Ape te keTalA AnaMda thAya ! kesaranA mukhethI arjunanA samAcAra sAMbhaLIne hemAMgada rAjA svastha thayA ne kahyuM-bhAI! te pAMDuputra arjuna kayAM che? huM temanI pAse AvuM. tyAre kesare kahyuM tame Ave, temane maLe tyAM sudhImAM ghaNA TAIma thaI jAya ne duzmana prabhAvatIne laIne ghaNe dUra nIkaLI jAya mATe tAtkAlika tenA pIcheA karavA joIe. mATe hamaNAM aDhI' rAkAI jAo. pachI tame sukhethI maLajo. ema kahIne prabhAvatInA vicAgathI sUratA rAjAne zAMta

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238 - zAradA darzana karIne kesara arjuna pAse AvyuM. eTale ane pitAnuM vimAna taiyAra karyuM. ane vimAnamAM beThA pachI citta ekAgra karIne vidyAnA baLathI joyuM ke prabhAvatIne duzmana kaI dizAmAM laI gaye che. jyAre zaktithI jANyuM ke prabhAvatI kayAM che ne tenI atyAre kaI sthiti che. badhuM jevAthI ene khUba krodha AvI gayA ne khUba jhaDape vimAna calAvIne thoDIvAramAM arjuna tyAM pahoMcI gayo. vidyAnA baLathI mAyAvI prabhAvatI banAvI - A tarapha prabhAvatIne vigathI gUratA rAjA ane tenuM sainya beThuM che. tyAM eka ajANyA purUSa AvIne rAjAne kahe che he rAjana ! tame zA mATe jhUre che? zA mATe ATale badhe kapAMta kare che? juo te kharA. tamArI rANI te A vanamAM harSabhera phUla cUMTI rahI che. A sAMbhaLIne rAjA ekadama ubhA thaI gayA ne kahe che kyAM che mArI prabhAvatI? mane jaldI batAve. eTale pelA mANase dUrathI batAvIne kahyuM juo, mahArANa phUla cUMTe che. tyAM te rAjA chalAMga mArIne dekhatA te tarapha gayAne dUrathI kahe che ke mArI prANapriyA ! tuM je te kharI. huM tArI pAchaLa keTale gUrI rahyo chuM. tane ema nathI thatuM ke huM jaladI mArA svAmIne maLuM. ekalI ekalI zuM phele cUMTI rahI che! ema premabharyA zabda bolatA rAjA enI najIka pahoMcavA jAya che tyAM mATe lerIMga sarSa keNa jANe kyAMthI Avyo ne rANIne page DaMza dIdhe. tyAre rANI kAramI cIsa pADIne belI te mArA prANanAtha! he priyatama! De....De. mane sarpe daMza dIdhe. arere mane bacAve. eTaluM belatAMnI sAthe te yvI para paDI ane mUchavaza thaI gaI. A joIne rAjA mUratA mUratA kahe che ke he prANapriyA ! tuM mane choDIne kayAM cAlI gaI? ema kahIne rAjA kalpAMta karavA lAgyA. have rAjAnuM zuM thaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 31 zrAvaNa vada 4 ne budhavAra tA. 3-9-77 svAduvAdanA sarjaka ane visaMvAdanA visarjaka evA zAsanapati prabhue bhavya jInA ekAMta hita mATe vairAgya rasathI bharelI vANIno pravAha vahAbe ne bolyA he bhavya che ! Akho saMsAra duHkhathI bharelo che. jemAM tamane sukha dekhAya che te sukha nathI paNa sukhAbhAsa che. chatAM jIvane saMsAra choDa gamatuM nathI. tenuM kAraNa jIvane saMsArane moha che. bhalA manuSyane mahArAjAe enI kedamAM evA jakaDI rAkhyA che ke emAMthI chaTakI zakatAM nathI. chatAM jene ema lAge che ke A kedamAM purAI

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239 zAradA darzana rahevA jevuM nathI. jyAM sudhI pUrAI rahIza? te te kedamAMthI chUTavA mATe pitAnuM baLa ane parAkrama vAparIne moharAjAnI kedamAMthI mukta thAya che. ApaNe je adhikAra cAle che temAM cha aNagAree nemanAtha prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLI. tethI temane ema lAgyuM ke ApaNe anaMtakALathI mahArAjAnI kedamAM purAI gayA chIe te have temAMthI chUTakAro meLavIe. te temaNe mahArAjAnI mahAsenAne harAvI tenA upara vijaya meLavIne chalAMga mArIne bahAra nIkaLyA ne temanAtha bhagavAnanuM zaraNuM aMgIkAra karyuM. emane ema samajAyuM ke AtmA anaMta zaktine adhipati che. e zaktine sadupayeAga mehanIya Adi ATha karmone teDavAmAM karavo joIe. paNa AjanA mAnavIne A vAta samajAtI nathI. eTale bhautika sukhanA TukaDA mAMgate anaMta bhavathI bhaTakI rahyo che. devakanAM sukhanI ke mokSanAM sukhanI vAte sAMbhaLe tyAre ene manamAM meLavavAnI IcchA thAya paNa enI dazA kevI che? mukata thayA che kaMIka mahAtmA, vAte enI vAMcu jyAre, reI raDIne evI padavI, Izvara pAse yAcuM huM te, je cha purUSArtha kare, sidhi ene sadAye vare, zakitane huM svAmI chuM paNa bhikSAthI bhavapAra cAhuM chuM mukita upara adhikAra cAhuM. sArAmAM sAruM sukha joIe che paNa sukha mATe je purUSArtha karavo joIe te thatuM nathI. anaMta zaktino svAmI hovA chatAM bhautika sukhanI bhIkha mAMgIne bhavapAra thavuM che te kyAMthI bane ? jIvanI AvI dayAmaNI dazA joine mahAnapurUSanA mukhamAMthI zabdo sarI paDe che ke he mAnava! tuM paramAM kayAM sudhI bhaTakIza? tuM anaMta zaktine svAmI che. AnaMdanI laherIothI chalakAtA mahAsAgara je che. agAdha jJAnane tuM akhUTa khajAne che. he jIva! tuM bhegane bhikhArI banI bhavanA bajAramAM pharI, coryAzInA cakramAM ghUmIne gharagharamAM bhautika sukhanI bhIkha mAMgavI tane zele che? be ghaDI ekAMtamAM besIne jarA vicAra kara ke saMsAranAM kSaNavinAzI sukhanI pAchaLa tArI deTa keTalA kALathI che? A deTa AjakAlanI nathI paNa anaMtakALathI tArI deTa cAlu che chatAM tuM aMdarathI dharAya che kharo? ke uparathI dharAve che? tene vicAra kara. jenI pAchaLa tanatuMDa mahenata kare che, jene mATe deDADa karI rahyAM che te zuM tamAruM che? "nA." e kadI tamAruM che nahi, pahelA hatuM nahi ne bhaviSyamAM e tamAruM thavAnuM nathI. tenA karatAM AtmAnuM anaMta sukha pitAnuM che. je atyAre karmasattA nIce dabAyeluM che ene prApta karavA mATe deTa lagAve. te tamAruM bhaviSya ujajavaLa banI jaze, ane kAyama mATe bhIkha mAMgavAnuM

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zAradA dazana 240 TaLI jaze, paNa bheAganA bhikhArIone A vAta gaLe utare te ne ? ane tA bhautika sukhanI bhIkha mAMgavAnuM bahu game che. peAtAnI pAse anaMta sukhane khajAnA bharelA hAvA chatAM jo bahAra bhIkha mAMgatA phare tA tene kevA kahevA ? eka lAkhApati zeTha hatAM, paNa emanA kramanazIba evA ke peAtAnI pAse lAkhAnI milkata hAvA chatAM ane nidhana rahevA sarjAyA hatA. enI lAkhAnI milkata enA nAme ekamAM jamA haiAvA chatAM peAtAnI e milkatane nahi vAparatA khIjAnA nAmanI milkatane vizvAsaghAta karI peAtAnA hakkanI banAvavAnA ene haDakavA lAgyA. ene khAtara eNe kaMIka dhAMdhala ne dhamAla karyo, kATe caDhayA, keza karyo teneA kharca karavAmAM badhI milkata tathA gharabAra vecI dIdhA. patnInA dAgInA paNu vecavA paDayA. pArakI muDI pacAvavA jatAM a Mte krame zuM karyu ? magaja gumAvyu' ne AkhI jiMdagI meDa hAusamAM pUrI karI. na teA khIjAnI milkatane svAmI khanI zakayA ke na tA peAtAnI lAkhAnI milkatamAMthI hajAra rUpiyA vAparyAnA AnaMda prApta karI zakA. aMdhuo ! jarA vicAra karo. A vAta bahu samajavA jevI che. e te lAkhApati hatA paNa gharagharamAM bhaTakavAnI ene Teva paDI hatI paNa ApaNe| AtmA tA lAkhApati nahi, kare|Dapati nahi, abajapati nahi paNa anaMta zaktipati che. anaMtajJAna, anaMtadana, anata sukha ane anaMta vIrUpa anatI milkata enI Atmae kamAM jamA karelI paDI che. chatAM tenuM jJAna nahAvAthI dhana-mAla, mAga, havelI, meTara, gADI vagere je nAzavaMta milkata che tene peAtAnI banAvavA mATe keTalI mahenata karI rahyA che ene enA haDakavA maTatA nathI. peAtAnI pAse je saMpatti che tenA upayAga karI sataSa ke sukha anubhavI zakatA nathI. je nathI tene meLavavAnI ciMtAmAM sukhe khAI pIne uMghI zakatA nathI. TUMkamAM mAre kahevAnA Azaya e che ke saMsAranI khAhya sAmagrIthI sukha meLavavA mATe phAMphA mAratA mAnavI sukhane sAcA rAhu bhUlI gayA che. ene khabara nathI ke khahya sAmagrImAM sukha ApavAnI tAkAta nathI. kadAca thADuM kSaNika sukha maLe paNa tenAM karatAM anaMtagaNuM duHkha Ape che. bAhya sAmagrIthI maLatAM gheADA sukhenA prakAzamAM tenI AMkhA evI aMjAI jAya che ke AtmAnA mahAna zAzvata sukha rUpI uchALA mAratA sAgarane jovAnI zakti gumAvI bese che. AvI AMdhaLI doTa aTakAvIne AtmAmAM gupta rahelAM anaMta sukhanA mArge AgaLa vadhavA mATe mahAna purUSA kahe che ke " huM cetana! ghara ghara kAM tuM bhaTake ! sukha nahi mAhira kAM tuM laTake! tuM je sukhanI kheAja karavA mATe bahAra bhaTakI rahyo che te sukha bahAra nathI paNa aMdara

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241 zAradA darzana che. mATe AtmAmAM sukhanI khoja kare. ghaNIvAra ajJAnI AtmA tana ane dhananA kAraNe phelAIne pharatA hoya che ke mArA jevuM zarIra kevuM che? mArA jeTaluM dhana kenI pAse che? paNa kavio kahe che ke tuM garva nA kara. dhana sAthe nahi Ave, tana pAchaLa rahI jAve, pApa ne punya je Avaze sAthamAM dhana kAyAne huM rAkhuM rAjI, tapa karazo. huM kahuM chuM "nA che." jenI kiMmata mujane jhAjhI,ene dIkaro jalAve...dhana sAthe nahi Ave. tamAruM dhana te tamArI tijorImAM rahI javAnuM che, ane A deha je tamane bahu vahAle che te paNa pAchaLa ahIM mUkavAne che. te zA mATe ene meha rAkhe che? ene meha cheDIne AtmAne ujajavaLa banAvavA mATe tapazcaryA kare. tapa karavAnA divase cAlI rahyA che. kAlane vizvAsa nA kare. Aje zarIra sAruM che ne kAle zuM thaze tene vizvAsa che ! juo sanatakumAra cakravartinuM zarIra kevuM sAruM hatuM. jenI duniyAmAM jenA sauMdaryanAM khUba vakhANa thayA. tyAre kaI IrSALu devanA manamAM thayuM ke joIe te kharAM ke mAMsa lehIthI bharelAM durgadha mAratA zarIravALA e sanatakumAra cakravatinuM rUpa kevuM che? te jovA mATe manuSyanuM rUpa laIne deva sanatkumAra cakravartinI sabhAmAM AvyuM. ane menekha daSTithI cakravatinI sAme jovA lAgyA. keI ajANyA mANasa Avyo lAge che tema mAnIne cakravatie pUchayuM kema bhAI! tame keNa che ne kyAMthI AvyA che tyAre deve kahyuM huM te ghaNe dUradUrathI ApanuM rUpa jovA mATe Avyo chuM. Ama te amArI nagarImAM rUparUpanA aMbAra samAna lake vase che. chatAM tyAM ApanA rUpanI prazaMsA thaI tethI huM tamAruM rUpa jovA mATe Avyo chuM, sanatakumAra cakravartine pitAnA rUpane garva te hate ja. temAM A mANasanA mukhethI vadhu prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne garvathI kahyuM ke bhAI! atyAre te saMdhyA samaya thavA AvyuM che. mArA rUpamAM atyAre zuM jovAnuM che? kAle savAranA praharamAM huM nAhIdhoI suMdara svAMga sajIne siMhAsane besuM tyAre tame mAruM rUpa jovA mATe Avaje. paNa jovA AvanArane te tenuM rUpa joIne AnaMda thaye hatuM ke meM jevI prazaMsA sAMbhaLI hatI tevuM ja AnuM rUpa che. bIje divase jyAM joyuM tyAM Azcarya pAmI gayA ke A zuM? kAlanI kAyA kevI ne Aje kevI ? cakravarti pUche che ke kema? tyAre kahe che ke tamArI kAyA seLa rogathI gherAI gaI che ne chevaTe khAtrI karIne batAve che. AthI temane garva utarI gayo. ApaNe e samajavuM che ke cakravartinuM zarIra kevuM majabUta hoya che ke nadInA

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24ra zAradA darzana eka kinAre karaDe mANasonuM sainya deraDuM pakaDIne ubhuM hoya ne sAme kinAre cakavati ekale heya te paheja deraDuM khece te AkhuM sinya nadImAM paDI jAya ane jyAre te karoDo mANasa deraDuM kheMce te cakravatinI AMgaLI paNa halAvI zake nahi. AvA zarIramAM paNa eka rAtrImAM keTalA roga utpanna thaI gayA ? bAle, A kAyAne garva karavA jevo kharo? kAlane zuM vizvAsa che ! hAthamAM Avela samaya oLakhI le. ahIM kSaNanI kiMmata samajanArA cha aNagAro mahAna riddhi-siddhi ane saMpattine tyAga karIne nIkaLI gayAM che. emanuM zarIra evuM kemaLa hatuM ke saheja garamI ke ThaMDI sahana karI zakatAM na hatAM ane makhamalanI kemaLa zayAmAM sUnAra hatAM, paNa AtmAne samajAI gayuM ke A tana ane dhana badhuM nazvara che. tene garva karavA jevo nathI ne A asAra saMsAramAM kaMI sAra nathI. te zA mATe tene vaLagI rahevuM? A vicAra thatAM aDhaLaka saMpattine tyAga karIne dIkSA lIdhI. tamAre te paisA kamAvA keTalA pApa karavA paDe che! emane evA pApa karavAM paDatAM na hatAM. Aje saMpatti vadhI jAya te tamane sarakArane keTale bhaya lAge che? rakhe ne reDa paDe to? phaphaDATane pAra nahi. jyAre AgaLanA vakhatamAM nagarajano game teTaluM dhana kamAya ne uDAve temAM rAjAonI rUkAvaTa na hatI. Aje te mANasa enA puNyathI game teTaluM kamAya paNa sarakAra sukhe gavavA detI nathI. - zAlIbhadrane ghera keTalI lakhalUTa saMpatti hatI! zreNIka rAjA karatAM te vadhu sukhI hatA. jyAre bhadrAmAtAe nakAMbaLI kharIdIne enI putravadhuoe savAramAM dila luchIne pheMkI dIdhI. tenI rAjAne khabara paDI tyAre rAjAne khUba Azcarya thayuM ke ahe zuM! mArA rAjayamAM ATalA sukhI zrImate vase che. huM mahA puNyavAna chuM. AvI prajAthI mArI zebhA che paNa evI IrSyA na karI ke mArA karatAM te vadhu sukhI che te huM tenuM dhana laI prajAnA rakSaNa mATe bhaMDAramAM bharI dau. A vicAra na karyo che. paNa AnaMda pAmyA ne zAlIbhadranI didha jevA magadha dezanA mAlika khuda zreNaka mahArAjA hAlI cAlIne tene ghera AvyA. zAlIbhadranA mahelanA AMgaNAmAM eka pha je. kUvAmAM joyuM te pANI na hatuM paNa hIrA, motI ane senAnA kiMmatI dAgInA hatA. A joIne rAjAe pUchayuM ke A kUvAmAM ATalA badhA dAgInA zA mATe nAMkhyA che? tyAre enA mANasoe kahyuM-mahArAjA ! amArA zAlIbhadrajIne batrIsa panIo che. te reja savAre navA dAgInA pahere che. AjanA dAgInA kAle paheratA nathI. te badhA kUvAmAM nAMkhI devAmAM Ave che, ane kaI garIba duHkhI Ave te tene emAMthI kADhIne dAgInA ApavAmAM Ave che. A sAMbhaLIne mahArAjA zreNIka

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zAradA darzana 243 vicAramAM paDI gayA ke mANasa bahu sukhI hoya te AjanA utArelA kapaDA kAle na pahere paNa A te dAgInA utArIne pheMkI de che. keTalI Rdhi haze ! A lokane saMpatti maLI hatI tene sadvyaya karatAM hatAM. Aje te kareDAnI saMpatti maLI hoya chatAM daSTi keTalI TUMkI che! dALa, zAka vadhe te kIjamAM mUkI de ne bIje divase vAsI khAya che. pUrvabhavanI vAsI kamANI khAya che ne anna paNa vAsI khAvA lAgyA, ane phATelA kapaDAM bhegA karIne eka sTIlanI bAlTI kharIdIne harakhAya. zuM mAre tamArA vakhANa karavA! A phrIja AvyAne garIbanA maDha jatAM aTakayuM. pahelAnAM mANaso pitAne mATe banAvelI rasoI jamatAM vadhe te garIbane ApI detAM. phATelA kapaDAM garIbane paherAvatAM hatAM. A daSTi Aje cAlI gaI che. Aje te khAvApIvAmAM paNa keTale bhedabhAva vadhI gayA che. zAlIbhadrane ghera bhedabhAva na hatAM. pite je khAya te nakara cAkarene khAvA maLatuM. pote je mahelamAM rahetAM te ja mahelamAM nokara cAkare ane dAsadAsIo vasatAM hatAM, keTalI badhI vizALatA hatI ! rAjA zreNIka eka pachI eka mALa jotAM AgaLa vadhyAM ne bhadrAmAtA je mALe vasatAM hatAM tyAM AvyA. bhadrAmAtAe zreNIka rAjAnuM khUba sanmAna karyuM. zAlIbhadra te mahelanA sAtame mALe vasatAM hatAM. diIkarA-vahunA AvAsamAM sAsu jAya nahi eTale teNe nIcethI bUma pADI ke beTA zAlIbhadra, nIce utara. ApaNe ghera ApaNA mahArAjA zreNIka padhAryA che. tyAre zAlIbhadre kahyuM. bA ! zreNIka hoya te mUlya ApIne kharIdI le ne vakhAramAM nAMkhI de. ene e paNa khabara nathI ke nagarInA mahArAjA zreNaka che. tyAre mAtAe kahyuM, beTA! A kaMI dhANAjIruM nathI ke kharIdI lauM. A te ApaNuM nAtha che. eTale te nIce Ave ne zreNIka rAjAne page lAgyuM. tyAre rAjAe vahAlathI tenA mAthe hAtha mUke. eTale hAtha paNa te khamI zakyA nahi. tenuM zarIra pasInAthI rebajheba thaI gayuM. have vicAra karo ke mahArAjA zreNIkane vahAlabharyo hAtha je khamI zakyo nahi te tenI kAyA keTalI kemaLa haze ! rAjA te cAlyA gayA paNa zAlIbhadrane roTa lAgI ke zuM mAre mAthe haju nAtha che. mAre nAtha na joIe. ATalI coTa lAgatAM 32 kanyAone meha ane rajavADA karatAM paNa adhika saMpattino tyAga karIne sAdhu banI gayA. AvuM sukemaLa jemanuM zarIra hatuM te garamImAM gaucarI nIkaLatAM hatAM, ugra tapazcaryA karatAM hatAM. temane kaMI nahi thatuM hoya ! temanI kAyA kemaLa hatI paNa karmo khapAvavA mATe AtmAne vajI je banAvI dIdhuM hatuM. gharamAM beThAM beThAM karmo na khape. tame emanA jeTalAM te kemaLa nathI ne? chatAM

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244 zAradA darzana tapa karavAnuM mana nathI thatuM. emaNe sArA sa`sAra cheADI kAmaleAga upara paNa vijaya meLavI zaktA nathI. samajo, yAre dIdho ane tame tA samajaze ? mahAna RdhdhinA tyAga karIne nIkaLelAM aNugAro devakIjInI za'kAnu samAdhAna karatAM kahe che huM mAtA! ame bhagavAnanI AjJA laIne traNa sa`ghADe gaucarI mATe nIkaLyA chIe. uMca, nIca ane madhyama kuLAmAM gaucarI mATe pharatAM pharatAM "sava bheda' anuSakA '" tamAre ghera AvyA chIe. A pramANe che muniee kahyuM tyAre mAtA devakInA dilamAM AnaMda thayA, paNa sAthe eka vAtanA asAsa thavA lAgye A mAtA kevI bhAgyazALI ke AvA ratna jevA putrone bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM ApaNu karyA ! huM te AvI bhAgyazALI na banI zakI ne ? ahIM beThelI mArI aheneAnA manamAM paNa ema thatuM haze ke amArA saMtAneA jo dIkSA le te ame paNa bhAgyavAna khanIe. eleA, kaI mAtAne AvI bhAvanA thAya che ? ke pachI dIkSA levA taiyAra thAya teA dIkSA letAM aTakAvA ? AvA pavitra sa MtAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne devakIjInA dilamAM duHkha thAya che. haju sa MtA devakIjIne zu' kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra :- rANInA pAkAra sAMbhaLI rAjA doDI AvyA :-arjuna prabhAvatInI zeAdhamAM gayA che. khIjI tarapha prabhAvatI rANIne sadaeNza thayeA ne kALI cIsa pADIne kholyA hai prANanAtha! mane khacAvA....khacAvA, ema kholatI ja ebhAna thaine jamIna upara paDI gai. tyAre rAjAnA manamAM e duHkha thayu` ke huM prabhAvatI ! huM keTale kamanazIba chu ke eka teA huM tArI bAjumAM sUtA hatA ne tane keAI duSTa uThAvI gayA. huM enI pAchaLa ghaNuM doDhayA paNa pahoMcI zakayA nahi. eTale tyAM huM hArI gaye.. khIju kANu jANe te duSTa tane ahIM kevI rIte mUkI e te jJAnI jANe paNa ATalA najIkamAM hatA chatAM sa`dazathI tane khacAvI zakayA nahi. Ama vilApa karatAM rAjAe tarata AsapAsanA gAmamAMthI jhera utAranAra vaidyAne ne maMtravAdIone molAvyA. badhAe ghaNAM upacAra karyA chatAM kAI paNa rIte prabhAvatInu jhera utaryu nahi. eTale badhAe hAtha khaMkherI nAMkhyA. tethI rAjA sahita badhAne thaI gayuM ke nakkI prabhAvatI mRtyu pAmI che. rAjAnA pAkAra - jema dvIpaka mUjhAvAthI aMdhakAra vyApI jAya che tema prabhAvatI mRtyu pAmI che te jANIne rAjAnA zAka khUba vadhI gayA, ane rAjA pachADa khAIne dharatI upara paDI gayA. A samaye pradhAna vigere badhA huvA nAMkhavA lAgyA. koI ThaMDu pANI lAvIne chAMTavA lAgyA. Ama ghaNAM zItapacAra karIne rAjAne bhAnamAM lAvyA. rAjA jyAre bhAnamAM AvyA tyAre karUNa svare kapAMta karavA lAgyA ke ahe vidhAtA! tane paNa mArI dayA na AvI ? je prabhAvatIne laI levI hatI tA pahelAM

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thAvA darzana 245 mane ja laI levA hatA ne? kharekhara, mane teA ema ja lAge che ke mArI prabhAvatInI hAjarImAM mane upADI levAnI tArAmAM tAkAta nathI tethI mArI prANapriyA prabhAvatIne te mArI pahelAM laI lIdhI. huM mArI vahAlI prabhAvatI! tu ekavAra tA mArA sAmuM jo. pahelAM te huM na meluM te tuM mane parANe khelAvatI ne atyAre huM tane kAlAvAlA karuM chuM chatAM tuM mArA sAsu` kema nathI jotI ? me tArA evA zu aparAdha karyA che ke mArAthI rIsAIne sUI gaI che? ane ATalA badhA rASa zA mATe kare che? A pramANe khelatAM kholatAM mahArAjA karUNa svare vilApa karavA lAgyA / tyAM beThelA badhA mANaseA rayA. manuSya te zuM, jhADe beThelA paMkhIo paNa raDavA lAgyA. hemAMgada rAjA khUba nyAyI ane prajApriya hatAM. jyAM rAjA raDe tyAM zuM bAkI rahe? rAjAnuM rUdana joIne prajAjanA, sainiko badhA ceAdhAre AMsue raDavA lAgyA. maMtrIe, sainika badhA raDatI AMkhe mahArAjAne zAMta karavAnA prayatnA karavA lAgyA ke huM mahArAjA ! eka divasa saune javAnuM che. mATA moTA tItha karA, cakravati A badhAne AyuSya pUrNa thatAM eka divasa tA saune javu paDe che. tame zAMti rAkhe. pradhAnA taraphathI AvAsana :- rAjA kahe che tamArI badhI vAta sAcI che paNa huM prabhAvatI vinA eka kSaNavAra jIvI zakuM tema nathI. rANI vinAnuM jIvana mane zuSka lAge che. mATe huM pradhAnajI ! tame sukhaDanAM kATI lAvA ne citA taiyAra karo. huM rANIne kheALAmAM laIne tenI sAthe khaLI marIza. badhA maMtrI kahe che mahArAjA ! tame AvA samaju thaIne AvuM na kare. duniyA jANuze teA ema kaheze ke rANInI pAchaLa rAjA maraNa pAmyA. A te kevI ghelachA kahevAya ! ane bIjI ke tame A rIte rANIjInI sAthe jIvananA aMta lAvaze te paNa kaMI tamane khIjA bhavamAM rANI nahi maLe. mATe samajIne zAMti rAkhA. baMdhuo! mAhanIya kramanA nazA keTalA bhayaMkara che ! Aje peparamAM ghaNI vakhata vAMcavA maLe che ke premI pa khIDAe premane khAtara prANunu khalIdAna Apyu.. premIe sAthe jhera khAIne mare che. kaMIka kUvAmAM paDe che ne kaMIka agnimAM sAthe maLI mare che. jANe e premI pa`khIDA khIjA bhavamAM sAthe ja rahevAnA na hoya! A mAhunA naze! kevA bhaya kara che! hajI dArUnA nazA sArA che paNa mAhanA naze| kharAba che. kAraNa ke keAI mANasane dArUnA naze| caDhA hAya ne game tema khelatA hAya tA tene koI eka tamAcA mAraze te ThekANe AvI jaze paNa jene mAhanA nazeA caDhacA che tene game teTalA tamAcA mArA tA paNa te naze| utaravA muzkela che, ahI mahArAjAne paNa mAhunA nazeA caDhayA che eTale pradhAnA, sAmatA, mitro, nAra

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zAha daIne cAkara, badhA khUba samajAve che chatAM mAnatA nathI. emaNe te eka ja haTha lIdhI che ke mAre mATe jaladI citA khaDake. keI paNa rIte rAjA na mAnyA eTale pradhAne citA paDakAvI. have pradhAna vigere paNa vicAra karavA lAgyA ke ApaNAM mahArANI gayA, temanI pAchaLa rAjA paNa jAya che. te have ApaNe jIvIne zuM kAma che? ApaNe paNa citA khaDakIne baLI marIe. eTale bIjA ghaNue pitAne mATe citA taiyAra karI. le rAnI ke hAtha bIcameM, baThA citA meM AI sAmaMtAdika saMga maraNuhita, nyArI citA racAI he....zrotA rAjAe taiyAra karAvelI citA :- citA taiyAra thaI eTale rAjA te rANIne meLAmAM laIne citAmAM besI gayA ne pradhAnane kahe che have agnidAha daI de. eTale huM zAMtithI mArI prabhAvatI sAthe jAuM. rANI te maraNa pAmyA che paNa jIvatA ne jAgatA mahArAjAne kaMI bALI naMkhAya? pradhAnanuM mana nathI mAnatuM paNa have anicchAe rAjAnI IcchAne AdhIna thavuM paDayuM. jyAM rAjAe citAmAM praveza karyo tyAM bIjA badhAe pitApitAnI citAmAM praveza karyo, ane citAmAM agni mUkI eTale dhUmADAnA goTegoTA AkAzamAM caDhavA lAgyA. barAbara e ja samaye arjuna prabhAvatI rANIne laIne vimAnamAM AvI pahoMce. to ucethI joyuM ke ahIM ATale badho dhUmADe kema dekhAya che? barAbara dhyAnapUrvaka joyuM te ghaNuM citAo khaDakelI che ne temAMthI dhUmADA nIkaLe che. eTale arjunanA manamAM thayuM ke prabhAvatInA vigathI zuM hemAMgada rAjA agnimAM praveza karatA nathI ne? barAbara dhArIne uMcethI joyuM te ema ja anumAna thayuM. tethI ane vicAra karyo ke gajaba thaI gayA. saheja meDe paDayA hatA te na banavAnuM banI jAta. je thayuM te sAruM thayuM. haju citAo pUrI saLagI nathI te pahelA pahoMcI jAuM. have arjuna jhaDapathI nIce utaraze ne rAjAne bacAvaze ane sAcI praNAvatI kaI tene khulAso thaze. vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 3ra zrAvaNa vada 5 ne gurUvAra tA. 4-8-77 anaMta upakArI, zAsanapati, jinezvara bhagavaMtanA mukhamAMthI jharevI vANI bhavya jInA bhavaroga nAbUda karavA mATenI amogha auSadhi che. jema pANIne svabhAva zItaLatA ApavAnuM che tema jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke AtmAne svabhAva svamAM

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zAradA darzana ramaNatA karavAne che. vItarAga vANI upara jene zraddhA hoya che te AtmA svamAM ramaNatA karI zake che. jayAre keI jagyAe Aga lAge che tyAre baMbAvALA AvIne Aga bUjhAvavA mATe pANI chAMTe che tema A jIvane paNa vItarAga vANInuM zravaNa, manana ane ciMtana karI vItarAga bhagavaMtanI AjJAnuM pAlana karI viSaya-kapAya rUpa Agane ThAravAnI che. A Agane ThAravA mATe vItarAga vANI puSparAvarta megha samAna che. jenA aMtaramAM vItarAga vANI utarI jAya tenI viSaya kakSAnI Aga TharI jAya ne AtmA zItaLIbhUta banI jAya. paNa Aje te jIvanI dazA evI che ke sAMbhaLe che ja paNa ene aMza jIvanamAM utaratuM nathI. eTale parane svamAnI paramAM ramaNatA karI rahyo che. A che jIvanI vibhAva dazA. anAdikALathI jIve pArakI paMcAta karI che ane tethI te saMsAramAM bhaTakI rahyo che. pArakI paMcAta jIvane cIkaNuM karmo baMdhAve che. mATe pArakI paMcAta cheDIne svanI paMcAta karo. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 29mA adhyayanamAM gautama svAmIe bhagavAnane prazna karyo ke he prabhu! "jiMtApa mane kare jiM ? niMdrA baM pacchANutAva jaNayai, pacchANu tAveNa virajjabhANe karaNaguNa seDhi paDivajjA / reDhi parivane ja mAre pitta varnA kApA AtmaniMdA athavA pitAnA deSanI niMdA karavAthI jIva kayA guNane prApta kare che? tyAre bhagavAne kahyuM-pitAnA devonI niMdA karavAthI pazcAtApa thAya che. pazcAtApa karavAthI vairAgya utpanana thAya che. vairAgyanA kAraNathI jIva kSapakazreNI para caDhe che. kSapaka zreNI para caDhelA aNagAra mehanIya karmane kSaya kare che. mehanIya karmane kSaya thavAthI avazya mokSa prApta thAya che. mATe paranI niMdA cheDIne svamAM ramaNatA kare. svanI paMcAta jIvane karmonI mahAna nirjarI karAve che. Aje meTA baMgalAnA daravAje gurakhe ubho rAkhavAmAM Ave che. e gura baMgalAmAM ke I guMDe ke durjana Ave te tene jatA aTakAve che, ne baMgalAnuM rakSaNa kare che. tema ApaNe ApaNA mana rUpI gurakhAne dilanA daravAjA pAse paDe rAkhavAnI jarUra che. te manarUpI gurakho paraniMdA, kuthalI, kharAba vicAra Adi aMdara pisavA jAya te tene aTakAvI de te ApaNA jIvanarUpI baMgalAnuM barAbara rakSaNa thAya ane pachI temAM svanI ramaNatA thAya. tethI jIvanamahela svaccha ane dedipyamAna banI jAya. paranI ramaNatA choDIne svamAM ramaNatA kare che tevA pavitra saMte devakIjInA manamAM je saMzaya thayela hatuM tenuM samAdhAna karatAM kahe che ke mAtA ! ame dvArakA nagarImAM pahelIvAra padhAryA chIe. te no sevALei che je ja a nya

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248 zAradA darzana na sarAi temAM je sauthI prathama be munie AvyA te judA, vacamAM AvyA te judAne ame paNa judA chIe. ekanA eka saMte AvyA nathI. mATe he mAtA ! ciMtA na karo. tamArI nagarInAM ke tamArA dIkarAnAM puNya ghaTayA nathI paNa puNya caDhiyAtA che. A pramANe devakIdevInI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karIne saMte je dizAmAMthI AvyA hatA te dizAmAM cAlyA gayA. ( vamAM ramaNutA karanAra saMte te gaucarI karIne cAlyA gayA paNa devakIjInA dilamAM eka maMthana zarU thayuM. jema ghaMTa vAgene raNako rahI jAya tema devakIjInAM dilamAM saMtanA vacanarUpI raNake rahI gayA. temanA manamAM e vicAra Ave ke huM jyAre nAnI hatI te samaye "g Aju marda joDhANagnA cAlu kumAra sAthe vAtane vArikA" pilAsapura nagaramAM atimukta aNagAra mAre ghera gaucarI padhAryA hatAM, ane mArA bhAbhI jIvayazA mAruM mAthuM oLatAM hatAM. te vakhate munie mane je kaMI kahyuM hatuM tenAthI juduM banyuM lAge che. AvuM maMthana devakIdevInA manamAM zarU thayuM. atimukta munie devakI nAnI hatI tyAre zuM kahyuM hatuM te jANatI hatI paNa atyAra sudhI A vAta upara maMthana karyuM na hatuM. aMtaranI garasImAM vicArarUpI dahIM bhareluM hatuM te devakI enA upara maMthana karavA lAgyA. garasImAM dahIM hoya te maMthana karavAthI mAkhaNuM maLe paNa khAlI garasImAM pANI nAMkhIne sAMja sudhI valeNuM kare te zuM mAkhaNa maLe? "nA." te A rIte tame jarA vicAra karaje. kevaLa mekSanI vAte kare mokSa maLe kharo? mokSa meLavavuM hoya te sAdhanA karavA taiyAra thAo. sAdhanA vinA siddhi nathI. tame bhautika sukha ane saMpattimAM AnaMda mAne che paNa samajI leje ke jyAM sudhI puya prabaLa che tyAM sudhI A AnaMda che. puya khatama thatAM jIvanamAM aMdhAruM chavAI jazene jyAre kevA karmane udaya thaze tenI khabara nathI. eka zrImaMta zeTha khUba dhanavAna hatA. dhananI sAthe tenA jIvanamAM dharma tANAvANAnA jema vaNAyeluM hatuM. zrama vinA siddhi nahi, saMteSa vinA sukha nahi ane sevA vinA mevA nahi. A temanuM tatvajJAna hatuM. "hAthe te sAthe na de te deva" A temane jIvanamaMtra hatA. temane ghera je kaMI garIba ke duHkhI Avato te kadI khAlI hAthe jato na hate. keIne dhananI jarUra hoya te dhana ApatAM anna ane vastranI jarUra heya tene te ApIne saMtuSTa karatAM hatAM. zeThANI paNa evA pavitra hatA. gharamAM saMpattine pAra na hatuM chatAM saMpattimAM temane AnaMda na hatuM paNa saMsAranAM sukho bhogavatAM je pApa lAgatuM hatuM tene temanA dilamAM DaMkha hato. jema bharata cakravatI cha khaMDanA dhaNI hatAM. te mahAna sukha legavatAM hatAM chatAM dilamAM pApane DaMkha

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zAradA darzana 249 hate ne? emanA sukhe AgaLa eka aMza sukha tamArI pAse nathI ane pApanI sImA nathI chatAM DaMkha lAge che ke huM marIne kyAM jaIza? DaMkha te nahi paNa uparathI AnaMda ane khuzIne pAra nahi. cakravatinAM sukhonI apekSAe AjanA sukho te chetarA jevA che. chatAM chotarA cATavAmAM AnaMda Ave che paNa pApane DaMkha nathI lAgatuM. baMdhuo ! bhautika sukha ane sukhanA sAdhanAmAM pApa dekhAya, te meLavavAmAM hiMsA, jUTha, anIti vigere pApanuM sevana thatuM dekhAya, tenAthI mAro AtmA malIna bane che ema lAge te haiyAmAM pApane DaMkha lAge, samakitI manuSya bahArathI sukhI dekhAte hoya paNa aMtarathI dukhI hoya. pUrvanAM puNyathI sukhanAM badhA sAdhane maLyAM che enAthI sukha bhogave che eTale bAhyadRSTithI jotAM sukhI dekhAya che paNa samyakatvane kAraNe e sukha jogavatAM baMdhAtA pApane theMka joIne enA dilamAM duHkha thAya che ke A sukha bhogavatAM karmabaMdhane vadhatAM jAya che. te mAruM zuM thaze ? tamArA dilamAM AvuM duHkha thAya che ke e sukhanAM sAdhane vadhatAM AnaMda thAya che? tame jainakuLamAM janmyA che eTale jaina che. jaina kene kahevAya? je jinezvara bhagavAnanI AjJAne zirAmAnya karanAra hoya, temane anuyAyI hoya, ane vItarAga banavAnI abhilASA rAkhate heya te jaina che. bole, tamAre vItarAga banavuM che ke vittanA rAgI banavuM che? vItarAga eTale rAga rahita ane vittarAga eTale vitta-dhananA rAgI. tamane te vittarAgI banavuM bahu game che paNa eTaluM jarUra yAda rAkhajo ke jyAM sudhI vItarAgI banavAnI bhAvanA nahi jAge ne pApane Dara nahi lAge tyAM sudhI jaina kuLa maLyAnI sArthakatA nathI. game teTalAM sukhanAM sAdhano maLe chatAM temAM khuza na thatAM haiyAmAM pApane bhAre DaMkha lAge te jainapaNuM maLyAnuM ahebhAgya che. pelA zeTha jaina hatAM, mahAna saMpatti maLI hatI chatAM pApane bhAre DaMkha hate. pitAnAthI keI jIvane duHkha na thAya tenI kALajI rAkhatAM hatAM. savArathI sAMja sudhI keTalAyanAM duHkha maTADatAM hatAM. garIba vidyArthIone pustake, kapaDAM ne skulanI phI ApatAM. garIbene ghera gupta rIte anAja mokalAvI detA ane regIne davA mATe pAMca-pacAsa rUpiyA joIe te ApI detAM hatAM. kadI asatya belatAM nahi. sAre mAla batAvI kharAba mAla Apa, gharAkane chetaravAM, khoTAM telamApa rAkhavA, A badhA dUSaNe zeThanA jIvanane sparzI zakyA na hatAM. nyAya nItithI vahepAra karatA je dhana maLe tenAthI saMteSa mAnI jIvana vItAvatAM hatAM. saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM sAdhu jevuM pavitra jIvana gALatAM hatAM. zeThANuM paNa zeTha jevA pavitra hatA, duHkhInA dilane visAme hatAM. keI mAMdu hoya te premathI tenI sevA karatAM. darekane sAcI

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2pa0 zAradA darzana hita zikhAmaNa ApatA ne AMgaNe AvelAne Adara satkAra karI bhAvathI bhajana karAvatAM. zeTha zeThANI baMne guNIyala hatAM. jenAmAM guNa heya tenI prazaMsA thAya e te svAbhAvika che. AkhA gAmamAM zeTha zeThANInA guNagavAtAM tyAre kaMIka leke temanA upara IrSA karatAM. - IrSA kevI bhayaMkara che! zeTha dAna khUba karatAM tyAre IrSALu mANase bolatAM ke zeTha dAna na kare te zuM kare? ene keNu khAnAra che? juo, jagata kevuM che ! dAna kare te ya vAta kare na kare te ya vAta kare. jagata jenI gata cAlI gaI che tenuM nAma jagata che. bhale, saMtAna na hoya paNa lebha chUTe te dAna karI zakAya. bAkI rAtI pAI dAnamAM devAnuM mana nathI thatuM. zeThanAM puNya prabaLa hatAM tethI je beTa hatI te paNa pUrI thaI ne pAraNuM baMdhAyuM. dIkaro e rUpALo hato ke jANe devakumAra joI le. jene jotAM AMkha kare tevA dIkarAthI zeTha zeThANa rAjI thayAM ne khUba lADakeDathI ucheravA lAgyA. chokaro paNa khUba DAhyone gaMbhIra hatuM. ene vinaya viveka ane guNe jaIne zeThanI AMkhaDI karI jatI. have zeThane kaI jAtanI uNapa rahI? "nA." zeTha zeThANIe dIkarA upara keTalI AzAnA minArA bAMdhyA hatAM, paNa bhAvinA bhedane koNa ukelI zake che? DhAMkayA karmanI keIne khabara paDatI nathI zeThane ghera have saMsAranAM sukhanI kaI kamInA na hatI paNa acAnaka zeThanA azubha karmane udaya thaye. dIkare mATe thatAM bhaNAvyuM. pachI dukAne beThe. te paraNAvavA je yuvAna bane tethI zeTha zeThANuM paraNAvavAno vicAra karatAM hatAM tyAM ekAeka dIkare gAMDa banI gaye. goDe te e gAMDe ke gharamAM badhuM teDI phoDI nAkhe. dukAne jAya te badhuM pheMkI de ne zerImAM jAya te zerInA chokarAne herAna kare eTale tene chUTe te rakhAya nahi, ane enA bApane te dekhene gaLuM dabAvavA jAya, vikarALa rAkSasanI jema mAravA mATe deDe eTale enA hAtha bAMdhI gharamAM eka thAMbhalI sAthe bAMdhI rAkhatAM. gharamAM dIkarAne trAsa trAsa vartAI gayA. chokare enA bApa sivAya keIne mArate na hatuM. bApane mAravA jAya tyAre enI mAtA ene khUba mAratIne na kahevAnAM zabdo kahI detI chatAM mAtAne AMgaLI aDADatA na hatA. "zeThanA pApano udaya thatAM lokoe karelI TIkA": yuvAna dIkare gADa thatAM IrSALu leke kahevA lAgyAM ke juo, zeTha bahu dharma kare che tenuM A phaLa maLyuM. zeThanAM guNane jenArAM mANaso kahevA lAgyA ke AvA pavitra zeThane kyA bhavanA pApa udayamAM AvyA ke daitya je dIkare pAka ! A te dIkaro ke dIpaDe ! A zeDa garIbane belI che. emaNe kadI kaI jIvane dubhavyA nathI. emane AvuM duHkha kayAMthI AvyuM? bhagavAna! A chokarAne sadbudhi Ape. ema prabhune prArthanA

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zArA darzana 251 karatAM hatAM. zeTha-zeThANI khUba saMskArI ane jaina dharmane samajelAM hatAM eTale badhuM dukha samabhAve sahana karatAM hatAM. dharmISTha ane te duHkha vakhate paNa e saMtApa thAya ke arere! sukha vakhate sukhane tyAga na karyone sukhamAM rapa rahIne pApa bAMdhyA tyAre udayamAM AvyA ne? ane parAdhInapaNe duHkha veThavA paDe che ne? zreNIka rAjAne kaNake kedamAM pUryA tyAre e vicAra na karyo ke arere...dIkarA! tane meM maratAM bacAvyuM ane tuM dIkaro thaIne mane mAravA uTho ! paNa AvA duHkhamAM zuM vicAra karyo? meM sukhano tyAga karIne abhayakumAranI mAphaka dIkSA lIdhI hatI te AvuM thAta? kadAca karmodayathI saMyamamAM kaSTa Ave ne veThata te kalyANa thaI jAta paNa parAdhInapaNe dukha veThavAmAM mAruM zuM kalyANa thavAnuM che? A zeTha-zeThANIne mAthe AvuM jAlIma duHkha AvyuM che chatAM aphasosa nahi karatAM pUrvakRta karmane udaya samajI duHkhane samatAbhAve sahana kare che. eka vakhata zeThane jUne mitra zeThane ghera Ave. AvA duHkhamAM paNa zeTha zeThANI pitAne ghera AvelAM mahemAnane satkAra karavAnuM cUkatA nahi. zeThanA mitre A gAMDA thayelA chokarAnuM tephAna joyuM. ene saheja chUTe kare tyAM pUrvabhavane vairI hoya tema zeThanuM gaLuM dabAvavA doDatA. A joIne zeThane mitra trAsI gaye. aho ! IzvaranA avatAra samA mArA mitrane AvuM duHkha mArAthI A joyuM jatuM nathI te A kema sahana karI zakatA haze? mitranuM dukha maTADuM te ja huM sAcemitra chuM. ema vicAra karIne mitra zeThanI rajA laIne ravAnA thaye, ane keI mahAna purUSanI zodha karatAM eka parvata upara AvyA. parvata upara eka mahAna avadhUtane dhyAnamAM beThelAM joyA. emane joIne mitranuM mana TharI gayuM. te temanA caraNamAM paDe. avadhUta dhyAnathI mukta thayAM eTale temane vaMdana karIne sAme beThe. eTale te upadeza ApatAM karmanAM kaTaphaLa jIvane kevA bhogavavA paDe che te vAta samajAvI. tyAre zeThanA mitre pitAnA mitranA duHkhanI vAta karIne kahyuM ke Apa te mahAnapurUSa che. Apa mArA mitranuM duHkha maTADe. mane zraddhA che ke Apa mane nirAza nahi kare. pelA mitranI vAta sAMbhaLI avadhUtanuM dila mINanI jema pIgaLI gayuM ne theDI vAra vicAra karIne kahyuM ke tamAre mitra ane tene putra baMnene ahIM laI Ave. mahAtmAnA caraNe AvelA zeTha": mahAtmAnA zabda sAMbhaLIne mitranA pagamAM jema AvyuM. te deDate zeThanI pAse AvIne kahe che bhAI ! cAle, ApaNe A dIkarAne mahAtmA pAse laI jaIe. e mahAna samartha zaktizALI che. mane zradadhA. che ke emanA darzanathI ja A gAMDa dIkare DAhyo banI jaze. zeTha te pahelethI ja dharmamAM zraddhAvAna hatAM eTale te mahAtmA pAse javA taiyAra thayA. avadhUta samartha

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upara zArA darzana zaktivAna hatAM. A traNe jaNAM emanAM darzana karIne temanI sanmukha besI gayAM. chokarAne hAtha-paga bAMdhIne lAvyAM hatAM. eTale mahAtmAe kahyuM ke A chokarAnA baMdhana choDI nAkhe tyAM te zeTha tharathara dhrujavA lAgyA. zeThano mitra kahe che gurUdeva! je ene chUTe karIzuM te zeThanuM gaLuM dabAvI deze. mahAtmAe kahyuM tame ciMtA nahi kare. e badhI mArI javAbadArI che. eTale tarata ja dIkarAnA hAtha paganAM baMdhana eDI nAMkhyA. mahAtmAe samajAveluM pUrvabhavanuM vaira" - mahAtmAe zeThane kahyuM ke tame pAMca miniTa ekAgra citta karIne dhyAna dhara. zeThane dhyAna dharAvIne mahAtmAe paNa dhyAna dharyuM. pAMca miniTa pachI baMne dhyAnamAMthI mukta thayA tyAre mahAtmAe kahyuM-zeTha! tame dhyAnamAM kaMI dazya joyuM ? paNa zeTha te evA gabharAI gayA hatA ke kaMI belI zakayA nahi. A chokaro paNa hAtha joDIne besI gaye. jANe kaMI che ja nahi! tyAre mahAtmAjIe kahyuM. zeTha! tame kaI gADha jaMgalamAM eka yuvAnanuM khUna karyuM hatuM evuM kaMI joyuM ? zeThe kahyuM. hA, gurUdeva. juo zeTha! A bhavamAM te tame eTale badhe dharma kare che ke Avate bhava sudharI jaze paNa gata janmamAM nirjana vanamAM eka yuvAnanuM khUna karyuM hatuM te yuvAna vairanI vasUlAta karavA mATe tamAre putra banIne tamAre ghera janme che, ane tamane mAravA mATe phare che. A tamArA gata janmanuM pApanuM phaLa tame jogavI rahyAM che. pApakarmanA phaLa te darekane bhogavavA paDe che, ne je bAkI rahe te bIjA bhAvamAM paNa jogavavA paDe che. te zeTha! tamAre zuM karavuM che? tamAre A bhavamAM karmanAM deNunI patAvaTa karavI che ke AvatA bhava mATe bAkI rAkhavuM che? zeTha saMtanA caraNamAM paDIne kahe che gurUdeva ! mAre to A bhavamAM ja jUnA copaDA cekhA karavAM che. mAre kamanAM deNuM patAvI devAM che. dIkare bhale game teTaluM kaSTa ApIne ene vairAgni zAMta kare paNa mane e kaSTa sahana karavAnuM baLa maLe evA AzIrvAda Apajo. ATaluM bolatAM zeTha mahAtmAnA caraNamAM mAthuM mUkIne raDI paDayA. mahAtmAnA mukhethI vAta sAMbhaLIne dIkarAnI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. chekarAnAM sAme daSTi sthira karIne mahAtmA sAta vakhata navakAramaMtra bolyA ne kahyuM. beTA! have tuM DAhyo thaje. jA, AjathI tuM baMdhana mukta banyA. tyArathI kare taddana zAMta thaI gayo, ane mahAtmAne vaMdana karIne temane mahAna upakAra mAnate pitAne ghera ga. baMdhuo! karelAM karmo te darekane bhogavavA paDe che. temAM mInamekha phera paDate nathI. paNa mahAtmA purUSone samAgama ke lAbhadAyI nIvaDe che. A bApa-dIkarAnAM pUrvajanmanAM vaira patI gayA ne premathI rahevA lAgyA. ATalA mATe jJAnI kahe che ke karma karatAM khUba vicAra karaje. karma keIne cheDaze nahi mATe bane teTale dharma kare.

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cAratA na 253 66 -- munio gayA pachI devakIjInA manamAM eka prakArane adhyavasAya utpanna thayA ke mane peAlAsapurImAM atimukta munie je kahyuM hatuM tenAthI juduM anya lAge che. saMtanA vacana traNa kALamAM khATA paDe nahi ne ahIM Ama kema banyu have te munie devakIjIne zuM kahyuM hatuM ne zuM anyuM che tenA bhAva avasare. caritra dhumADAnA gATA otAM rANIne paDelA dhrAsko ' :-arjuna prabhAvatI rANIne laIne jyAM rAjA che tyAM AvI rahyA che. dhumADA joIne aju ne prabhAvatIne kahyuM ke bahena! ApaNe mADA AvyA hAta te zuM thAta ? kAraNa ke tArA vinA mahArAjA peAtAnA prANane taraNAnI jema tuccha samaje che. eTale citAmAM praveza karyo lAge che. sAthe khIjA mANasA paNa rAjAnI sAthe maLI maravA taiyAra thayA lAge che. A sAMbhaLIne prabhAvatI rANI khUba raDavA lAgI, raDatI raDatI kahe che vIrA ! tuM jaldI vimAna nIce utAra. jo mArA patie mArA virahamAM prANa cheDayA hAya teA pachI mAre jIvIne zuM kAma che? mAre jIvavuM nathI. huM paNa temanI pAchaLa prANanA tyAga karIza. ahA prabhu ! jo mArA patinA prANa levA hatAM te mane zA mATe jIvatI rAkhI ? mane ja pahelAM upADI levI hatI ne ! ema jhurApA karavA lAgI. A joI ne arjuna paNa ciMtAtura banI gayA, ane ekadama jaldIthI vimAna nIce utAryuM.. hajI citA bahu saLagI na hatI eTale teNe sauthI prathama rAjAnI citA upara navakAramaMtra gaNIne pANI chAMTayuM, ane pachI khIjI citAo upara chAMTayuM. eTale citAnI agni khUjhAI gaI ne rAjA temaja senApati, pradhAna vigere paNa citAmAMthI beThA thaI gayA. thAta ? upakAra " prabhAvatIne jotAM zakAmAM paDelI prajA :- rAjAe potAnI sAme mahAna prabhAvazALI arjuna ane peAtAnI paTTarANI prabhAvatIne sAme ubhelA joyAM. rAjA sauthI prathama aju nane bheTI paDyA ne tenA caraNe paDIne kahevA lAgyA. ahai vIrA ! jo tame na AvyA hAta tA mane kANu khacAvata ? mAruM zuM tame teA mArA upara mahAna upakAra karI mane jIvatadAna dIdhuM che. tamArA jiMdagIbhara nahi bhUlAya. A rIte kahe che. have sAthe prabhAvatI ubhI che te joIne rAjA ane tenA mANaseAne zaMkA thaI ke A prabhAvatI sAcI ke rAjA jene laIne khaLavA uThayA te sAcI ? Ama vicAre che tyAM prabhAvatInu' mRta kalevara hatuM te AkAzamAM uDayuM. A joI ne DhAkAne Azcaya thayuM ke A zuM? hemAMgada rAjAe arjunane pUchyuM ke bhAI! A zuM camatkAra banI gayA? tyAre arjune kahyuM ke Apane A mArI bahena khUba vahAlI che eTale Apa tenI pAchaLa jhUrI jhUrIne marI jAo. temAMthI macAvavA mATe A badhuM kAvatru hatuM. e kRtrima prabhAvatI hatI, A tamArI sAme ubhI te sAcI prabhAvatI che,

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254 zAradA darzana arjunanuM teja, tenuM zaurya ne parAkrama joIne hemAMgada rAjA ane tenA senApati badhA Azcaryacakti banI gayA ke A keI devatAI purUSa lAge che. hemAMgada rAjAe arjunane uMcA Asane besavA kahyuM paNa arjune kahyuM ke tame te mArA vaDIla che. tame uMcA Asane bese. tyAre rAjAe kahyuM ke tame amane bacAvyAM che mATe tame amArA upakArI che. tamane ame nIce besavA nahi daIe. ema kahIne parANe arjunane uMce besADe ne rAjA ane temanA mANasoe temanA khUba guNagAna karyA. ajune kahyuM ke bhAI! mArA ATalA badhA guNa gAvAnA na hoya. meM kaI meTe upakAra nathI karyo. meM te kSatriya tarIkenI pharaja adA karI che. hemAMgada rAjAnA nagaramAMthI ghaNAM mANase ahIM AvyA hatA, kAraNa ke A rAjA khUba nyAyI hatA. te prajAne khUba sAcavatAM hatAM. pitAnI prajA duHkhI na thAya te mATe khUba dhyAna rAkhatAM hatAM. te prajAne cUsatA na hatAM. AvA rAjA duHkhamAM hoya tyAre prajAjane kaMI besI na rahe. tethI ghaNAM prajAjano sAthe AvelA che. have rAjA kahe che bhAI! tame prabhAvatIne kayAMthI laI AvyA ne kevI rIte lAvyA te jANavAnI amane khUba jijJAsA che. mATe jaladI kahe. mahAnapurUSo pitAnA mukhe pitAnAM vakhANa kadI karatAM nathI eTale kezara vidyAdhara badhI vAta kahe che sAMbhaLe. vairyapUrakA meghanAda nRpa, prabhAvatIke leya, hemakUTagirI IndroghAnameM, rakhI gupta pane tevA he....zrotA prabhAvatI kevI rIte maLI te jANavA Atura banelA rAjA": he rAjana! huM Apane arjunajIne saMdeza ApIne temanI pAse gayo. tyAra pachI temaNe vidyAnA baLathI jANI lIdhuM ke prabhAvatIne vairI kaI dizAmAM laI gaye che. pachI ghaNI jhaDape cAle tevA vimAnamAM besIne arjunacha theDI ja vAramAM hemakUTa nAmanA parvata upara gayA. tyAM ghaNAM vRkSanI chAyAmAM AvelI eka aMdhakAramaya guphAmAM praveza karyo. te guphAmAM meghanAda rAjAe prabhAvatIne guptapaNe rAkhI hatI. ame gayA tyAre meghanAda rAjA prabhAvatIne kahete hatuM ke he prabhAvatI ! tuM mArI sAthe lagna karI ane A vaiDUryapUranI mahArANI bana, ApaNe baMne Indra-IndrANI jevA sukha bhogavIe. huM tane ATalA mATe ahIM upADI lAvyo chuM. mATe mAruM kahyuM mAnI jA. jo tuM mAruM kahyuM mAnI jaIza te huM tane AkAzamAM uDavAnI vidyA zIkhavADIza. tethI te jayAM jaIza tyAM tene khUba mAna maLaze. huM te mATe samarthane sattAdhIza vidyAdharone rAjA chuM, ne tArA pati te mArA je vidyAdhara nathI. eka sAmAnya mANasa che. te mArI AgaLa te e kIDA jevuM che. temAM tuM zuM ATalI badhI mugdha banI gaI

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zAradA darzana 255 che. have tuM ene bhUlI jA ne mArI paTTarANI banaA rIte prabhAvatIne samajAvate hatuM. A sAMbhaLIne prabhAvatInuM lehI ukaLI gayuM ne teNe jorathI kahyuM ke he duSTa ! he pApI! parastrI sAme kudaSTi karavI te mahAna pA5 che. tane vAta karatAM zarama nathI AvatI. huM svapna paNa tane IcchatI nathI. je mane sparza karIza to huM tane bALIne bhasma karI daIza. A pramANe prabhAvatI meghanAda rAjAne kahI rahI che. vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM 33 zrAvaNa vada 6 ne zukravAra tA. 5-8-77 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMta upakArI jinezvara bhagavaMte e jagatanA jIvanA hita mATe mahA maMgalakArI pavitra vANI prakAzI, ane kahyuM ke mamatA e sarva duHkhanuM mULa che ne samatA sarva sukhanuM mULa che. mamatA tyAM mAra ane samatA tyAM sAra che. jassi kule samuppanne, jehi vA sabase nre| mArU suq6 vADhe, ane ahiM muchipa aa sUya, a, 1 , 1 gAthA 4 je manuSya je kuLamAM janme che athavA jenI sAthe nivAsa kare che tenI upara A mArA" che evuM mamava karIne lepAya che, ane tethI pIDAya che. e ajJAnI AtmA anya-anyamAM Asakta thatuM jAya che. manuSya je rASTramAM athavA je kuLamAM utpanna thaye hoya ane sAthe ramela je mitra ke bhAryA sAthe te nivAsa karate hoya te mAtA, pitA, bhAI, bhaginI, bhAryA ane mitra vageremAM A mArA che evuM mamatva rAkhIne, temanAmAM neha rAkhIne dukhI thAya che. te purUSa mamatAthI utpanna karela karmathI caturgati saMsAramAM jamaNa karate pIDA pAme che. te ajJAnI che kAraNa ke tene sata ke asane viveka nathI. te anyonyamAM Asakti karate tenA upara ghaNuM mamatva rAkhe che. te pahelA mAtApitAmAM, pachI bhAryAmAM ne pachI putrAdimAM neha kare che. jJAnI kahe che ke jene mamatA vadhAre tene duHkha vadhAre ne jenA jIvanamAM samatA tene sukha vadhAre, kahevAno Azaya e che ke dhana, strI, putra, putrI, sagAMsnehIo, khAnapAna, ghara, dukAna, mAla milkata, jamIne jAgIra vigerenuM mamatva jIvane mokSamArga tarapha AgaLa vadhavA detuM nathI. basa, A mAruM che ne huM tene svAmI che. AvA savapaNanI mamatAnA kAraNe jIva AtmasAdhanA karate aTakI jAya che. mATe jJAnI purUSo kahe che ke je tamAre

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256 zAradA darzana AtmasAdhanA karavI hAya tA du:khadAyI mamatAnA tyAga karI sukhadAyI samatAnu sevana karo. sarva padArtho uparathI mamatA utArIne evI bhAvanA karo ke "naida nathi me ce, nAmamnasa sa ! " huM ekale chuM ne mAruM kaI nathI. Avye chuM ekalA ne jaIza paNa ekalA. putra patnI Adi parivAra ke A kroDAnI saMpattimAMthI eka rAtI pAI sAthe AvavAnI nathI. eka divasa badhu cheDIne javAnu che. A saMsAramAM huM teA cAra divasanA mahemAna chuM. tA mahemAne pArakA gharanI ATalI badhI mamatA ke mAhu zA mATe rAkhavA joie ! Avu... rAta divasa jo AtmA ciMtana kare teA mamatA ochI thayA vinA na rahe, ATalA mATe jJAnI purUSo kahe che ke mAyA mamatA duHkhanuM kAraNu enA tyAga karI de, samaSTi samatA saMyamathI, tAru jIvana bharI de. . jo AtmAne zAzvata sukha joItu hoya teA mamatvane tyAga karI samatvathI jIvana bharI de. cha aNugArAe jIvanamAMthI mamatAnA tyAga karI samatA apanAvI hatI. AvA tyAgI, tapastrI sa'tAne joIne aneka AtmAone AnaMda thAya che. A che tyAganuM mahatva. tyAganI sAthe tapa paNa cAlu hatA. emane jAvajIva sudhI chaThThuM karavA tevA niyama hate. keTale kAyAneA mAha utAryA haze ! Aje te eka ekAMtarA chaThTha ke aThThamaneA varSItapa karyAM teA kaheze ke ame teA ATalA varSItapa karyAM che. paryuSaNu panA pavitra divaseA Ave tyAre satA tapa karavAnuM kahe te kahe ke ame tA badhuM karyuM che paNa vicAreA ke anAdikALathI anaMta bhavamAM bhamatAM jIve karmAMnA keTalA pahADa khaDayA che ! tene teDavA mATe zu ATalI sAdhanA khasa che ? 'nA.' jarA vicAra karo. 500 phUTanA UMDA kUvA hAya temAM eka rAInA dANA nAMkhe te dekhAya kharA? nA." te rIte krarmonA meTA pahADa khaDakIA che tene teDavA mATe AjanI sAdhanA teA rAInA dANA jeTalI che. zu` eTalI sAdhanAthI karmonA pahADa tUTe ? mATe zarIranI mamatA choDIne bane teTalI sAdhanA karI aaa. kAraNa ke jiMdagIne dipaka kyAre mUtrAze tenI khabara nathI. mATe samajIne ane teTalA satkAryo karI le, Ave avasara phrI phrIne nahi maLe, Aje paMdaranA dharane pavitra dina che. te signala Ape che ke have AjathI pa'darame divase sa vatsarI parvanA pavitra dina Avaze. jo mahinAnA dharane divase cetyA na heA te Aje cetI jAe ne AtmasAdhanA purUSArtha kare. karavA jemane jaldI mANe javAnI laganI lAgI hatI tevA aNugArA devakIjInA saMzayanuM samAdhAna karIne cAlyA gayA paNa devakIjInA manamAM eka vAtanA khaTakArA thavA lAgyA, tamane koI divasa khakArA thAya che ke A saMsArathI mArA chUTakArA

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zAradA darzana 257, kyAre thaze? khaTakA thAya te ene chUTakAro thAya ne ? saMsArane kAMTe je tamane khaTakate heya te kaheje. ame kADhavA taiyAra chIe. devakIrANIne e vAtane khaTakAre thavA lAge ke huM jyAre kuMvArI hatI tyAre atimukta nAmanA aNagAre mane A pramANe kahyuM hatuM ke "tunuM sevAnuSi kapure pAri " he devakI ! tuM ATha putrone janma ApIza. baMdhuo ! sAdhuthI Ama bolAya nahi paNa vAta ema banI hatI ke jIvayazA kaMsanI patnI hatI. te paNa kaMsa jevI abhimAnI hatI. atimukta muni kaMsanA nAnA bhAI hatA. temaNe dIkSA lIdhI hatI, tapathI temanuM zarIra sUkAI gayuM hatuM. cAlatAM mArgamAM gAye zIMgaDuM mAryuM eTale muni paDI gayA tyAre uchAMchaLI chavayazAe muninI majAka uDAvatAM kahyuM diyarIyA, eka muThThIthI kaThAnuM jhADa pADI nAMkhe tevuM tamAruM baLa hatuM te kyAM gayuM? ke gAyanuM zIMgaDuM vAgatAM paDI gayA? munithI bolAya nahi paNa atimuktamuni bhAna bhUlyA ne bolI gayA ke he jIvayazA ! tuM e che garva kara. tuM jenuM mAthuM eALe che te ja devakIne sAtame putra tArA piyarane ane sAsarInA baMne kuLane uccheda karaze, devakI kaMsanI bahena hatI. juo, devakI kevI pavitra che ne kaMsa ke? tame kaMsanI vAta te badhA jANe che ne? eka ja rAzInA be manuSyamAM ekanA nAma ItihAsanA pAne suvarNAkSare lakhAyAM ne ekanAM nAma kALA akSare lakhAyA. juo, rAma ane rAvaNa, gAMdhIjI ane geDase, kRSNa ane kaMsa, mahAvIra ane makhaliputra A badhAM eka ja rAzInA nAmavALA purUSo thaI gayA, paNa rAma, kRSNa, mahAvIra ane gAMdhIjIne sau kaI yAda kare che, emanAM guNa gAya che, paNa rAvaNa, kaMsa ke goDasene kaI yAda kare che? "nA." jayazA e jarAsaMghanI putrI hatI. jarAsaMgha paNa enA je abhimAnI hato. te prativAsudeva hatA. 63 lAkA purUSo hoya che temanAM AyuSya nikAcita hoya che. prativAsudevane vAsudeva mAre. prativAsudeva bheguM kare ne vAsudeva bhagave. jarAsaMgha kRSNajInA hAthe marAyA. bAra cakravartimAM daza cakravatioe cha cha khaMDanuM rAjya choDI dIkSA lIdhI. dIkSA le te devaloka athavA mekSamAM jAya, ane dIkSA na le te marIne narake jAya. bAra cakravartimAM brahmadatta cakravarti ane subhUma cakravatie dIkSA na lIdhI. brahmadatta cakravati pUrvabhavamAM niyANuM karIne AvyA hatA eTale cittamunie temane ghaNe upadeza Ape chatAM dIkSA laI zakyA nahi, ne subUma cakavatie parigrahanI mamatA karI, enA manamAM evA bhAva jAgyA ke cha khaMDa te badhA sAdhe che paNa huM sAtame khaMDa sAdhuM te kaMIka vizeSa kahevAuM. sAta khaMDa sAdhavA jatAM temanI jiMdagI khatama thaI gaI. baMdhuo! ati lebhanuM pariNAma sAruM na AvyuM. cha khaMDanuM rAjya hArI

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258 zAradA darzana gayA ne tenA phaLa bhogavavA narakamAM cAlyA gayA. atilobha e pApanuM mULa che. lethI manuSya dhana meLavavA mATe bhayaMkara pApa kare che ne e pApathI bheguM kareluM dhana pite sukhe bhegavI zakatuM nathI ne bIjAne paNa bhogavavA detuM nathI. saMpatti ghaNane maLe che. temAM kaI saMpattine sadupayeAga kare che ne keI tijorImAM bharI rAkhIne harakhAya che ke huM ke dhanavAna chuM! zAlIbhadrane ane mammaNa zeThane baMnene saMpatti maLI hatI. mammaNa zeThane mATe te kahevAya che ke eNe enI saMpattithI hirA ane kiMmatI rane jaDita e baLada banAvyuM hatuM ke khuda zreNIka mahArAjA ene kharIdI zakyA nahi. AvI saMpatti hovA chatAM mammaNa marIne kayAM gayA te jANe cho ne? te narakagatimAM duHkha bhogavavA cAlyA gaye ne pAchaLa khAnArA khAI gayA. vicAra karo. je durgatimAM na javuM hoya te moha che. baMdha karI dhana meLavyuM, lAkha upara kroDa, maraNanI veLA mAnavI, lIdhe kaMdera cheDa, mUrakha kahe dhana mAhare, dhekhe dhana na khAya, vastra vinA jaI paDhavuM, lakhapati lAkaDA mAMya, lakSamI maLelI tene ja kahevAya ke jene sadupayoga thAya. nahitara e vaibhava bhabhava rakhaDave. game teTalI akhUTa saMpatti haze te paNa mRtyu pachI tenA zarIra upara kaMI rAkhaze nahi. mATe maLelI saMpattithI tame tamArA svadharmanA AMsu lacho. tame keInA duHkha maTADaze te tamArA kaI maTADaze. Aje duniyAmAM upakArIne upakAra ghaNA bhUlI jAya che paNa jenAmAM mAnavatA che te pagamAMthI nAne kAMTe kADhanArane paNa upakAra bhUlatA nathI. ahIM eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. sureza nAmane eka vidyAthI hatuM. tenA mAtA pitA tene nAnI uMmaramAM mUkIne gujarI gayA hatA. Apa jANe che ke garIbanA belI keI nathI. te rIte A chokarAnuM kuTuMba ghaNuM moTuM hovA chatAM tene bolAvanAra koI nathI. ghaNAM duHkha bhogavate te mATe thAya che. teNe AtmA sAthe nirNaya karyo ke mane game tevuM duHkha paDe te paNa bhaNavuM te kharuM. AthI mahenata majurI karIne peTanuM piSaNa kare che ne skulamAM bhaNe che. ema karatAM te meTrIka pAsa thaye. gAmaDuM hovAthI AgaLa bhaNavAnI sagavaDa na hatI. ene vicAra thaye ke mAre keIpaNa hisAbe AgaLa bhaNavuM che. tethI teNe ghaNAnI pAse eka hajAra rUpiyAnI madada mAMgI, paNa duniyAnI kahevata anusAra "bharyAmAM sau bhare paNa garIbane belI keI nathI. ghaNane karagare che ne kahe che ke mane 1000 rU. Ape. huM bhaNune jarUra tamane vyAja sahita pAchA ApIza. paNa tene kaI dAda detuM nathI. '

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259 zAradA darzana - temAM tene eka dayALu ane dAnavIra zeTha maLI gayA. zeTha evA hatA ke tenA AMgaNe rAte Ave ne hasate jAya. badhAnA AMsu luchanAra evA dayALu zeTha hatA. temanI pAse jaIne te namaste karIne ubho rahyo. zeTha pUche che beTA! kema udAsa che? zA mATe tArI AMkhamAM AMsu che? sureza gaLagaLe thaIne bolyA. bApu ! mAre bhaNavuM che. ane e mATe 1000 rU. nI madada joIe che, mane keI sAtha ApatuM nathI. Apa duHkhInA belI che. mane saMpUrNa AzA che ke Apa mane nirAza nahi kare. huM Apane vyAja sahita ApanI mUDI pAchI ApIza, phakta mane 1000 rU. A. zeTha kahe beTA! tuM ATale badhe DhIla kema thaI gayuM che ke, laI jA. eka hajAra zuM pAMca hajAra ApuM. sureza kahe nahi bApu nahi. basa, phakta 1000 rU. Ape. zeThe eka hajAra ApyA. zeTha! ApanA cepaDe nedhI rAkhaje. jA beTA jA. nedhavAnuM zuM hoya ! AnaMdane harSabhera sureza jAya che. ane sArA eka zaheramAM abhyAsa karavA mATe taiyAra thAya che. bhaNate jAya che ne nekarI karato jAya che. Ama karatAM eMjiniyara thaye. bhAgyane sitAre camako ne lAkho rUpiyA kamAye. AthI je kaI surezanA sAmuM jotAM na hatAM tenA badale surezabhAI surezabhAI thavA lAgyA. zuM lakSamInA mAna che! sArA gharanI kanyA sAthe tenA lagna thayA, paNa sureza pitAnI amIrI choDatuM nathI. te vicAre che ke huM dezamAM jAuM ne mArA duHkhI bhAIone udhdhAra karuM. Ama samajIne potAnA ghara bhaNI Ave che. upakArane upakAra yAda karate sureza" :- sureza pitAnA gAmamAM AvyuM. kuTuMbIjane tathA gAmanA leke tenuM svAgata karavA lAgyA. sureza vicAre che A badhA hatA ne huM paNa hato. zuM lakSamIjI tamArA mAna che! sureze te gAmamAM AvIne ghaNuM lokenA duHkha dUra karyA. kuTuMbIonA duHkha dUra karavAmAM sAtha Ave. tene vicAra thaye ke huM cAra divasathI A chuM. ghaNAM mANasone jouM chuM paNa mArA dayALu upakArI zeTha kema dekhAtA nathI ? ema vicAra karIne sureza dAnavIra zeTha dalatarAyane ghera gaye. A samaye baMgalA pAse ubhelA gurakhAe surezane jatAM karyo. sureza kahe-mane zA mATe reke che? gurakhAe kahyuM-zeThanA moTA dIkarAnI manAI che. kAraNa ke zeTha lAkhanA pALanAra che. jeNe lAkha rUpiyAnA dAna dIdhA che, paNa karmacage hAla peDhImAM moTuM nukazAna thayuM che, ane zeThane ghera leNIyAtane dhasAro che tethI zeThanA mana upara asara thaI gaI che. mATe keIne javA detA nathI. sureza kahe he! lAkhonA pALanAra evA mArA zeTha duHkhI che? ahAhA... emane zuM duHkha che? ema AMkhamAM AMsu pADate sureza gurakhAne kahe che tuM mane

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zAradA darzana javA de. e te mArA bApa che. temanA RNamAMthI mukta thavA mane emanA darzana karavA de. A rIte vANuM karagaryo, tethI gurakhAe zeThanI pAse jaIne vAta karIne surezane aMdara AvavAnI paravAnagI ApI. sureza AMkhamAM AMsu pADate zeThanA caraNamAM paDIne be, bApu.bApu! tamane zuM dukha che? tame mUMjhAva mA. mane badhuM kaho. beTA! tuM koNa che? huM Apane sureza. Ape AjathI 10 varSa pahelAM mane eka hajAra rUpiyA ApyA hatA. beTA! te vakhate mArI sthiti hatI. hAla huM lAcAra chuM. bApu! mane paisA nathI joItA. huM te yatkiMcita traNamAMthI mukta thavA Avyo chuM. mATe ApanI mUMjhavaNa mane vinA saMkece kahe. zeTha kahe-dIkarA! huM tane zuM vAta karuM? hamaNAM mArA karmacage mane nukazAnI gaI che, ane lagabhaga pAMca lAkhanuM mArA mAthe karaja thaI gayuM che. leNIyAte levA mATe dekhADI kare che ne hAla huM bharI zakatuM nathI tenI mane mUMjhavaNa che. sureze phaTa daIne khIsAmAMthI cekabuka kADhIne rU. pAMca lAkhano ceka lakhIne zeThanA caraNamAM dharI dIdhuM. beTA! A zuM? bApu! A badhuM tamAruM che. mAruM kAMI nathI. surezanI ATalI udAratA joI zeThanuM hadaya gaLagaLuM banI gayuM, ane bolyA-beTA! huM tArA AgrahathI duHkhane mAryo lauM chuM paNa tane jarUrathI vyAja sahita pAchA ApIza. Aje teM mArI Ijajata ne AbarU sAcavI che. te mane ujaLo karyo che. dhanya che beTA tane ne tArI janmadAtAne ! - sureza kahe-bApu! AvuM bolIne mane zaramAve nahi. huM te tamAro kiMkara chuM. tame mane ujaLe karyo che. A badhe pratApa ApanI udAratAne che. huM te tamArA jaNamAMthI kyAre paNa mukta thaI zakavAne nathI. Ape mane je ApyuM che tenA badalAmAM huM kAMI paNa ApI zakatuM nathI. A5 kula samAna che ne huM kaLI samAna chuM. surezanA AvA vacana sAMbhaLI zeTha gadgad thaI gayA ne raDatI AMkhe tene vidAya ApatAM eTaluM bolyA-beTA! huM tArA paisA jarUra vyAja sahita pAchA ApIza. sureza kahe Apa zuM bolyA? Ape mane jyAre ApyA hatA tyAre zuM bolyA hatAM te khyAla che ne ? ke dIkarA! pAchA levA mATe nathI ApatA. Ape mane bhaNAvyo che mATe Apa pAchuM ApavAnuM kayAre paNa vicArazo nahi. baMdhuo ! jeNe dilAvara dilathI ApyuM che tene denAra jarUra maLI rahe che. sureza ane zeTha bApa dIkarA jevA banI gayA zeThe leNIyAtane paisA cUkavavA mAMDayA tyAre leNIyAte kahe che bApu! tamArI tijorImAM che te amArI tijorImAM che. amAre hAla jarUra nathI. samajANuM ne ke duniyAne krama ke che! zeThanI caDatInA divaso AvI gayA. zeTha ane sureza duHkhIonA AMsu luchanAra banyA, ane sureze

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zAradA dezana rA kharekhara pAtAnI mAnavatA jagatanI sAme khatAvIne anekane sAcA mAnava banAvyA. upakArInA upakAra nahi bhUlanAra evA sureze peAtAnu jIvana gulAbanA puSpanI mAphaka mheMkatuM anAvyuM, ane zeThe paNa kAI jAtanI AzA vagara niHsvArtha bhAve surezane paisA ApyA hatA te te samaya Avye badale ApavA taiyAra thayA. tame paNa parigrahanI mamatA che|DIne jo kAI duHkhInA AMsu lUchaze te tamArA mUMjhavaNunA prasage zeThanI mAphaka tamArI mUMjhavaNu dUra thaze. have samaya thaI gayeA che. mukhya vAta ApaNI e hatI ke devakI mAtAnA dilamAM e vicAra Avce ke muninA khola kadI niSphaLa na jAya ne Ama kema banyuM? have devakIjI zuM vicAraze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra H- "meghanAda sAme prabhAvatIe karelA paDakAra' :- kezara vidyAdhara haimAMgaDha rAjAne kahe che ke huM mahArAjA! prabhAvatI rANIne uThAvI janAra sAmAnya mAnavI na hatA. te meghanAda nAme moTA rAjA hatA. ame tyAM pahoMcyA tyAre e meghanAda rAjA tene praaAlana ApIne potAnI rANI banAvavA mATe samajAvatA hatA. tyAre prabhAvatI tene je javAba detI hatI te sAMbhaLavA jevA che. enA javAba uparathI samajAI jAya che ke e sAcI satI ziromaNi che. rANIe meghanAdane kahyuM ke hai duSTa ! mArA pati AgaLa moTA Indra paNa mAre mana tuccha che. teA tu zI visAtamAM! tane khabara nahi hoya ke huM kaiAnI bahena chuM! mAro bhAI maNIcUDa che ne bIjo pAMDuputra arjuna paNa mAro bhAI che. tu emane nathI oLakhatA. emane khabara paDaze eTale tarata Avaze ne tArA pUrA hAla thaze. mATe hajI paNa kahuM chuM... ke samajI jA. tyAre Dabala uchaLIne kahe che tAro bhAI maNIcUDa ane arjunanI zI tAkAta che! mATe tuM emanuM nAma laIza nahi ne mAru' kahyuM mAnI jA. tyAre prabhAvatI gusse thaIne kahe che ke kAM mukhase tU gRha nikAle, maiM vacha tujha nAca, kabhI siMhanI ghAsa na khAve, jo laMghana hai| jAya ho....zrotA.... hai pApI! huM tane nA kahuM chuM chatAM zarama nathI AvatI ? tu zuM mukhamAMthI cUka uDADayA kare che? tane khabara nathI ke siMha ane si Nune kadAca zikAra na maLe tA lAMghaNu kheMce paNa kadI ghAsa khAya nahi tema kadAca A mAro deha paDI jaze teA khera, paNa tane teA nahi ja IcchuM, mane teA tArA sAmuM jovuM paNa gamatu nathI. kadAca tuM mane ema kahe ne ke mArA mADhA upara thUMke te mane tArA mADhA upara thU kevuM paNa gamatuM nathI. tuM kahe che ne ke tArA patimAM zuM pANI che tA sAMbhaLa. mAro pati kevA pavitra che!

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dara zAradA zuM na kahAM amRta kahA~ jahera halAhala, kahAM ratna pASAn kahAM muja pati kahAM na kAmI, kahAM jIgata kahIM bhAna hA...zrotA.... kyAM mArA pati amRtanA kuMbha jevA ne yAM tuM haLAhaLa jherathI bharelA kuM bha jevA! mArA pati tA evA pavitra purUSa che ke te jenA sAme dRSTi kare te pApI hAya teA pavitra banI jAya che. e parastrIne mAtA ane bahena samAna mAne che ne tu te kevA la paTa che! mArA pati ratna samAna tejasvI che. zIyaLanA tejathI temanu oNlATa sUryanI samAna jhagArA mAre che ne tAruM mADhuM te jo. samaja, kAM ratna ne kAM pASANu! e te sUrya samAna tejasvI che ne tuM te temanI AgaLa AgIyA jevA paNa nathI, ane paranArI upara je kudRSTi kare che tenA kevA bUrA hAla thAya che te thru tu nathI jANatA? satI sItA upara rAvaNukudRSTi karIne upADI gayA tA rAma tenI sAthe yudhdha karavA gayA tA kevA hArI gayA! laMkApati rAvaNu eka divasa rAkhamAM roLAI gayA, tema hai duSTa rAjA! tuM nahi samaje teA tArA paNa evA ja havAla thaze. mAro bhAI ane mArA pati jarUra mane cheDAvavA Avaze ne mArA patinA khaDga rUpI dvIpakamAM tuM pataMgiyAnI jema marI jaIza. paranArI teA pratyakSa viSanI vela jevI che. jema viSa bhakSaNa karanAro tarata maraNane zaraNa thAya che tema para zrI para kudRSTi karanAra tA jIvatA chatAM marelA jevA banI jAya che. kAraNa ke AvuM kAya karavAthI A leAkamAM apakIti thAya che te paraleAkamAM tenI dugati thAya che. tenA DhAi vizvAsa karatuM nathI. mATe tuM samajI jA. huM tArA bhalA mATe kahuM chuM. A pramANe prabhAvatI krodhamAM AvIne meghanAda rAjAne kahetI hatI tyAM arjunacha ne huM' paheAMcI gayA. pachI zuM khanyu tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna na. 34 zrAvaNa vada 7ne zanivAra tA. 6-8-77 anaMta karUNAnIdhi, vAtsalya vAridhi jinezvara bhagavatAe bhavya jIveAnA kalyANane mATe zAstranI prarUpaNA karI. zAstramAM alaukIka bhAva bharelAM che. ajJAnAshi mahAmaMtra, svAcchandyujvaraGghanam / dharmArAmasudhA kulyAM zAstramAhamaM harSayaH || zAstra ajJAnarUpa sarpanuM jhera utAravAmAM mahAmaMtra samAna, svaccha MdatA rUpa varaneA nAza karavAmAM upavAsa samAna, ane dhama rUpa bagIcAmAM amRtanI nIka samAna che. mahAna maMtrAthI sapanuM jhera utarI jAya che, tapa karavAthI karmo khape che ane

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ra zArA darzana pANInuM siMcana karavAthI bagIce lIchama rahe che. te have huM tamane badhAne pUchuM chuM ke tamane kyA sarpanuM jhera caDhayuM che te jANe che? je tamAre tenuM nidAna karAvavuM hoya te vItarAga bhavanamAM AvIne zAMtithI besa. vItarAganA vArasadAra saMte tamane nidAna karIne kahe che ke he devAnupriye! tamane ajJAna nAmanA sapanuM jhera caDhayuM che. tamane svacchaMdatA nAmano tAva AvI gayela che ane tamArA jIvanamAM dharma nAmane bagIcA sUkAI rahyo che. bele, A nidAna sAruM lAge che ne? tamane sAcuM lAge te auSadhi leje. A nidAna sAcuM che ne rega nAbUda karavAnA IlAje paNa rAmabANa che. sAMbhaLe. ajJAnarUpI sarpanuM jhera utAravA mATe zArUpI mahAna maMtrano jApa kare. tapa-tyAgarUpI auSadhi le to tAva utarI jaze ane bhagavaMtanA vacanAmRtarUpI pANInI nIka vahevaDAve jethI tamAre dharmarUpI bagIce lIlAchama thaI jaze. AtmA upara ajJAnanuM viSa anaMtakALathI caDheluM che. eTale be traNa mahinA ke ekAda varSa sudhI zAstranA svAdhyAya rUpa jApa karavAthI ajJAna rUpa sarSanuM jhera nahi utare paNa jIvanamAM rAta-divasa zAstra svAdhyAyane jApa cAlu rahe joIe. temAM ramatA rahevI joIe. svacchaMdatArUpI tAva utAravA mATe Indrione kAbUmAM rAkhI tapa tyAga Adi upavAsa karavA paDaze. kAraNa ke A tAva AjakAlane nathI vaNe jUne che. tamane kaI vega ghaNAM samayathI lAgu paDe hoya tene maTADavA mATe davA ghaNuM lAMbA samaya sudhI levI paDe che ne? tema A vachaMdatA rUpI tAva ghaNe jUno hovAthI tenI kharAba asara AtmAnA pradeza pradeza vyApI gaI che. tene dUra karavA mATe ghaNe TAIma sAdhanA karavI paDaze, zAstra svAdhyAyanI nIka dvArA dharma rUpI bagIcAne dararoja siMcana karavuM paDaze. je siMcana nahi thAya te sUkAI jatAM vAra nahi lAge. upara kahyuM te lakSathI je zAstranuM adhyayana karaze te AtmAnI ronaka badalAI jaze. jhera utarI jatAM ke AnaMda thAya! tAva utarI jatAM ti Ave che ne bagIco lIlAchama thatAM sugaMdha ane zItaLatA maLe che, tema nirviSa ane nirogI banIne dharma bagIcAmAM be ghaDI tame AvIne besaze te devalokanA Indra karatAM paNa alaukika sukhane anubhava karI zakaze. zarIramAM jhera vyApeluM hoya, tAvathI zarIra baLatuM hoya tyAre tamane bagIcAmAM AnaMda nahi Ave, bagIcAnI ramaNIyatA tamane sukhaprada nahi lAge, tyAMnA vizrAmasthAnamAM ArAma nahi lAge, ane tyAMnA puSpa sugaMdhamaya nahi jaNAya, paNa je sAco AnaMda joItuM hoya te tIrthaMkara prabhunI vANIrUpa zAstranA vacananuM vAraMvAra ciMtana-manana kare. zAstra svAdhyAya e ApaNA jIvanamAM vyasana banI javuM joIe. jema je manuSyane jenuM vyasana hoya che tenA

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214 zAradA darzana vinA tene cena paDatuM nathI, tema jene zAstra svAdhyAyanuM vyasana paDI gayuM hoya tene paNa svAdhyAya karyA vinA cena na paDe. jIvane ema ja thAya ke Aje meM kaMI karyuM nathI. jema jema zAstra svAdhyAya vadhatI jAya tema ajJAna, svachaMdatA ane dharmahInatA dUra thatI jAya ne pitAne ja khyAla AvI jAya ke huM keTale AgaLa vadhe? devAnapriye ! bola, have tamAre kaI bAbatamAM AgaLa vadhavuM che? AtmAnI unnatinA kSetramAM ke pachI bhautika sukhanI unnatinA kSetramAM Aje te moTA bhAge mAnavInI deTa bhautika sukhanA sAdhane meLavavA mATe hoya che. joIe che sukha ane zAMti paNa purUSArtha te ulTI dizAmAM kare che. pachI tamane sukha ke zAMtinA darzana kyAMthI thAya? divasamAM be kalAka ke aDadhA kalAka te tame AtmaciMtana karo. avaLI deTathI zuM maLavAnuM che? tamArI pAse ATale badho parigraha che chatAM sukha ke zAMtinuM nAmanizAna nathI. sukhethI khAI ke uMghI zakatA nathI. tyAre sAdhu pAse kaMI parigraha nathI chatAM keTaluM sukha bhogave che ne temanA jIvanamAM keTalI zAMti che. mATe tame eka vAta jarUra yAda rAkhajo ke zAMti bahArathI nahi maLe, paNa AtmAmAMthI maLaze. jyAM sudhI ajJAnane aMdhakAra nahi TaLe, Atmika jAti nahi jale tyAM sudhI sAcI zAMti ke sukha nahi maLe. mATe sAcuM sukha joItuM hoya te AtmA tarapha daSTi kare. jemaNe AtmAnI alaukika zAMti prApta karI che tevA aNagAre devakIjInA mananuM samAdhAna karIne cAlyA gayA. kAraNa ke saMte vinA kAraNe gRhasthanA ghare ubhA nA rahe. temaja vAta paNa nA kare. temane satkAra, sanmAnanI IcchA hatI nathI. " na pUyaNa ceva silogakAmI, piyamappiya kassai no krejjaa| maLadde vijJAne kAraNe vAtat fmag | sUya. - sAdhu pitAnA satkAranI ke kIrtinI IcchA na rAkhe. keInI sAthe rAga-dveSa na kare. badhA anarthone tyAga karate AkuLatA vagarane temaja kaSAya rahita banIne vicare. ' sAdhune keI Adara satkAra kare ke tenuM apamAna kare te temAM harSa ke zAka na kare. vyAkhyAna Ape te sAMbhaLIne zrotAjane ema kahe ke vAha vAha zuM ApanuM vyAkhyAna che! zuM emanI vANI mIThI che ! zuM ApanuM jJAna che. ema khUba prazaMsA kare te temAM harakhAI na jAya ke kevA mArA vakhANuM thAya che. jenA hadayamAM prasidhdhi, satkAra, sanmAna vigerenI IcchA hoya te AtmasAdhanA karI zakta nathI. mATe badhI IcchAone mahAna saMta tyAga kare che. vadhu zuM kahuM? sAdhune game teTalA satkAra sanmAna maLe temAM te rAce nahi. enI daSTi te mAtra mokSa

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zAztrA darzana 25 meLavavA tarapha hAya che. tame tamAru ghara cheDIne bahAragAma koI sagAM snehIne ghera jAze. tyAM madhI jagyAe tamane game teTalA sanmAna maLe chatAM jyAre ghera Ave tyAre zuM kahe ? hAza....have zAMti te rIte sAdhune gRhastha taraphathI game teTalAM satkAra ne sanmAna maLe chatAM temane Anandva na hAya ane teA mAtra mAkSa meLavavAnA kAmAM ja AnaMda DAya. TUMkamAM sAdhu potAnI prazaMsA karanAra pratye rAga na kare tema nirdedA karanAra pratye dveSa na kare, paNu ane pratye samabhAva rAkhe. ajJAnI jIva nirdedA kare teA sAdhu evA vicAra kare ke kharekhara, mArAmAM evA DhAI doSa nathI chatAM te AtmAne ema lAgyu tA mAre niMdA karanAranA upakAra mAnavA, paNa tenA upara krodha nA kare. ane vicAra kare ke mArA doSa nathI chatAM eNe mArI niMdA karI che te emAM mAruM zuM khagaDavAnuM che ? mAruM kaMI nukazAna thavAnuM nathI pazu niMdA karanAra pAtAnuM ahita karIne azubha kama mAMdhe che. bicArA mArA nimitte pApamAM DUbe che. eTale sa MtanI dRSTimAM te krodhane pAtra na banatAM yAne. pAtra bane che. athavA evA vicAra kare ke atyAre mAre kaMI doSa nathI chatAM mArI niMdA kare che te meM kaiAI bIjA bhavamAM evA azubha karmo khAMdhyA haze ke jethI mArA meM mArI niMdA karAve che. nidA karanAra te nimitta mAtra che. te mAre enA upara zA mATe krodha ke dveSa karavA joie ! pUrva bhavamAM evA karmo karIne Avye chuM teA segavI rahyo chuM. A bhavamAM jo krodha ke dveSa karIza te azubha karmonA adha thaze ne karmo bhAgavavA paDaze. AvuM samajIne samatAbhAvamAM sthira rahe ne AtmA sAdhanAmAM samaya mAtrane pramAda kare nahi. baMdhuo ! A te sAdhunI vAta karI paNa tamArA jIvanamAM AvA prasaMge Ave tyAre tamAre paNa samabhAva rAkhavA joIe. tame paNa sAdhunA upAsaka che ne ? have paryuSaNa parva najIka Ave che. ApaNe tyAM kAle e bhAIe brahmacaryanI pratijJA levAnA che. emane joIne tamane thavuM joIe ke have ame paNa evA mahAna vratamAM vIe. jyAre tame dIkSA laI zakatAM nathI teA uttama ArAdhanA karI jIvana saphaLa manAve. jo tamAre janmamaraNanAM pherAthI mukta thavuM hAya teA A bhAgavilAsa cheDavA paDaze, ne AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya tevI dharmonI ArAdhanAmAM joDAvu paDaze. bhagavatI sUtramAM bhagavAne ArAdhakanA cAra prakAra batAvyA che. temAM eka jJAna saMpanna che paNu zIla sa'panna nathI. eka zIlasa panna che. paNa jJAna saMpanna nathI. eka zIla saMpanna che ne jJAnasapanna paNa che, ane eka zIlasaMpanna nathI ne jJAnasaMpanna paNa nathI. je AtmA zIlasapanna che paNa jJAnasaMpanna nathI tene deza ArAdhaka kahevAmAM Ave che. je AtmA jJAnasapanna che paNa zIlasaMpanna nathI te dezavirAdhaka 34

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zAradA darzana che. je AtmA jJAna ane zIla baMnethI saMpanna che te sarva ArAdhaka che. je AtmA jJAnasaMpana nathI ne zIlasaMpanna paNa nathI te sarva virAdhaka che. jinezvara prabhunA mArganI virAdhanA karaze te kyAMya Are nahi Ave. ArAdhaka sAdhu jaghanya pahelA devakamAM ne utkRSTa sarvArthasidhdha vimAna sudhI jAya, paNa jaina sAdhu thayA pachI AraMbha ne parigrahanI pravRttimAM paDI jaIne mULa guNa tathA uttara guNamAM deva lagADe te jaghanya bhavanapati ne utkRSTa pahelA devaloka sudhI jaI zake. ArAdhaka zrAvaka jaghanya pahelA devaleke ne utkRSTa bAramA devaloka sudhI jAya. zrAvakapaNAmAM mAtra bAramA devaleka sudhI javAya. tenAthI AgaLa na javAya. mATe sAdhupaNuM lIdhA vinA sidhdha thaI zakAtuM nathI virAdhaka AtmAnI gatine vicAra karIne ApaNAthI evI virAdhanA na thaI jAya teno khyAla rAkhaje te pUrve je virAdhanA karI hoya agara kaI deSa lAgyuM hoya te A bhavamAM AvI, paDikamI, niMdI nisala banI jaje. baMdhuo ! bhagavAna mahAvIranI peDhInA tame nAyaka banyA che te barAbara nAyaka banaje A piDhI upara tame game te vahepAra kare temAM sadA napha, naphane naphe che. ahIM kadI oTa AvatI nathI. mATe nAne mATe je vahepAra kara hoya te karavA mATe taiyAra thaje paNa pramAda nA karaze. cha aNagAre pramAdarahita banI mAnasanmAnane moha choDIne sAcA sAdhaka banI gayA che. teo devakIjInA mahelethI gaucarI karIne gayA pachI devakIjI vicAra karavA lAgyA ke mane atimukta munie kahyuM hatuM ke he devI ! tuM ATha putrane janma ApIza. ane te ATha putro kevA se ? "sarisae jAva nalakubara samANe no ceva Na bhArahevAse aNNAo tArisae kutte pariritA naM mA tArA badhA putra AkAra, vaya ane kAMti AdimAM samAna thazene dekhAvamAM badhA nalakuvaranA jevA suMdara haze. A bhArata varSamAM bIjI keI mAtA evA putrone janma ApI zakaze nahi. te A atimukta aNagAranAM vacana asatya thayA ke zuM? A pramANe vicAra thaze. devAnupriye eka mAtAnI kukhethI rUpa, guNa ane kAMtimAM ekasarakhA putrane janma tha te jevI tevI vAta nathI. mahAna puNyane udaya hoya te evA putro maLe che. Aje ApaNe joIe chIe ke eka mAtAe janma ApelAM dIkarA hoya te paNa sarakhA hotA nathI. eka rUpALe heya te eka kALe hAya. eka buddhizALI hoya te eka gAMDe hoya che. tyAre ahIM to AThe ATha putro sarakhAM che. devakIe saMtene joIne vicAra karyo ke A saMte kahe che ke ame sulazAmAtAnA putro chIe. te zuM sulazAe AvA naLakuMvara sarakhA putrone janma Ape haze ! AvA putronI mAtA te mA banavAna

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zAradA darzana hatuM. muninA vacana peTa na paDe ne Ama kema banyuM? A pramANe devakI vicAra karavA lAgI. have tenA mananuM samAdhAna kevI rIte thaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra -meghanAda sAme arjunane paDakAra?"-prabhAvatI rANa meghanAda rAjAne dhaDAkA baMdha javAba ApI rahI hatI. te vakhate ja ame tyAM pahoMcI gayA. prabhAvatInA ekeka javAba evA hatA ke bhalabhalA mANasa prajI uThe. ajunane paNa saMtoSa thaye ke huM jenI vahAre Avyo chuM te sAcI satI che. meghanAda ane prabhAvatI vacce vAtacIta cAlatI hatI. tyAM ja vacamAM arjune jaIne kahyuM ke he adhama pApI ! A satI prabhAvatIne haraNa karIne teM moTuM pApa karyuM che. tArA mukhamAMthI nIkaLatA zvAse chUvAsathI A pativratA nArIne apavitra zA mATe banAve che? AnuM haraNa karatAM tAruM zarIra baLI kema na gayuM ? have tuM A prabhAvatIne mane soMpI de. huM ene levA Avyo chuM. A prabhAvatIne tuM haju oLakhatA nathI. A maNIcUDa rAjAnI bahena che ne maNIcUDane meM bhAI karyo che. eTale maNuMcUDanI bahena e mArI dharmanI bahena che. A sAMbhaLIne prabhAvatInA romereAme AnaMda thA. vacamAM ja te belI uThI ke vIrA ! mane zraddhA hatI ke jarUra tame mArI vahAre Avaze. mArA sadbhAgye tame ahIM AvI pahoMcyA che. bhagavAna tamane baLa Ape ne Apa mane A pAponA paMjAmAMthI choDAve. Ama kahetI satIe paDakAra karyo ke vidhAdharanA kuLamAM kalaMka lagADanAra he meghanAda! have tuM joI le. kuMtAmAtAne jAya ne mAro lADIle vIra mArI vahAre Ave che. e mahAna yodhe che. moTA moTA mahArathIo paNa ene jItI zakyA nathI te tuM zuM hisAbamAM! haju paNa kahuM chuM ke tuM samajIne mane sepI de te baMnenI mitrAcArI thaze ne prema vadhaze. je nahi samaje te tuM hate na hata thaI jaze. sunakara vacana dhanaMjaya harSA, kahe vidyAdhara tAI, are durmati he jA taiyAra ta, majA dikhAve AI hai...zrotA.... prabhAvatInA zabdo sAMbhaLIne arjunane khUba AnaMda thayo ne tenA pagamAM jema AvyuM ne garjanA karIne bolyo te pApI meghanAda! tuM have zastra hAthamAM le ne taiyAra thaI jA. nahitara mArI talavAra tane yamarAjAne ghera pahoMcADaze. tyAre meghanAde abhimAnathI kahyuM ke he arjuna! tuM te mArI pAse kIDA che. tArA jevA te kaMIkane meM capaTImAM roLI nAMkhyA. mArI pAsethI AvI addabhUta aMganAne keNu choDAvI janAra che? siMhanA paMjAmAMthI mRgalIne kaNa cheDAvI zake che? huM jouM chuM. tyAre ane paDakAra karIne kahyuM. he duSTa ! sAMbhaLa. vANImAM vIratA te ghaNane hoya che paNa bhujAmAM zUravIratA kayAM che? je huM pAMDuputra arjuna chuM ne

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28 zAradA darzana kurUvaMzamAM utpanna thayelA chuM. hamaNAM ja tane mArI bhujAnuM khaLa khatAvuM chuM, pazu kurUva'zI kadApi pahelAM zastra upADatA nathI ne kAine pahelAM prahAra karatA nathI. tA huM vidyAdhara ! tuM prathama zastra ugAmIne prahAra kara. eTale vidyAdhara yudhdha karavA mATe taiyAra thayA. meghanAdanI hAra ane arjunanA jaya jayakAra" arjunanA vacana sAMbhaLIne krodhita thayelA meghanAde arjuna upara prahAra karyAM, paNu ane tenAM zastro adhavaca tADI nAMkhyA. pachI arjune meghanAda upara zasrane evA jorathI prahAra karyo ke meghanAda bhUmi upara paDI gayA, ne bebhAna khanI gayA. tyAre arjunane tenI khUba dayA AvI gaI. juo, mahAnapurUSa kevA dayALu hoya che ke peAtAnuM apamAna karanAra zatrune paNa bacAvavA doDe che. arjunane tenA upara dveSa na hatA. ene mArI nAMkhavAnI bhAvanA na hatI paNa enI budhdhi sudharAvavI hatI. eTale uThIne meghanAdanI pAse gayA ne tenA mukha upara ThaMDu pANI chAMTayuM. havA nAMkhIne zIte pacAra karyAM tethI bhAnamAM AA. te dhImethI beThA thayA. tyAre arjuna kahe che huM meghanAda! tuM kahetA hatA ne ke tuM te kIDA jevA che. te have tuM pharIne zastra hAthamAM pakaDIne mArI sAthe yudhdha karavA taiyAra thA, paNa arjunanA eka ja vakhatanA zastranA prahArathI tenA hADakA khAkharA thaI gayA. have arjuna sAme ubhA rahevAnI tAkAta nathI. pahelA abhimAnathI unmyA. paNa have arjunanuM khaLa joIne tenAmAMthI abhimAnanI havA nIkaLI gaI, ane arjunanI sAme tharathara dhrujavA lAgyA. jema siMhane joI ne bakarAnA hAzakeAza uDI jAya che tema tenA hAzakeAza UDI gayA. have te arjunanI pAse zuM khelaze tenA bhAva avasare. zrAvaNa vada 8 ne ravivAra * 26 vyAkhyAna na 35 saMsArammi asAre, jAi jarAmaraNa vippagaddiyambhi | jIvassa natthi sokkha, tamhA mokkho uvAo // tA. 7-8-77 saCjJa, sadathI trileAkInAtha paramipatA bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI jagatanAM jIvAne kheSa ApatAM kmAve che ke he bhavya jIvo ! janma jarA ane maraNuthI gherAyelA A asAra saspeMsAramAM jIvane sukha nathI. AvuM samajI mAkSanA zAzvata sukha meLavavA mAkSa mArganI ArAdhanA kare. kAraNa ke jJAnIoe sasAranA sukhane sukha kahyuM nathI. sAcuM sukha te tene kahyuM che ke jyAM ciMtA nahi, saMtApa nahi,

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zA darzana. 269 bhaya nahi, parAdhInatA nahi ke kaI jAtanI AkuLatA vyAkuLatA nA hoya. bAle, tamArA saMsAramAM AvuM sukha che? moTA cakravati samrATane ke Indrane paNa sukha nathI kAraNa ke ene paNa mRtyune bhaya che. te sivAya bIjI kaIne kaI ciMtAo ubhI thayA kare che. keI vakhata sagAsabaMdhInA kAraNe AkuLatA vyAkuLatA AvI jAya che. bele, AvA bhaya ane ciMtA tathA zekathI bharelA sukhane sukha kahevAya? je sukhamAM duHkhanuM mizraNa heya te sAcuM sukha kahevAya nahi. A jIvane sukha te bahu game che paNa temAM duHkhanuM mizraNa gamatuM nathI. kema barAbara che ne ? vicAre, paccIsa mANasamAM vIsa mANase tamAruM sanmAna karyuM. phakta eka mANase apamAna karyuM te zuM thAya? cAre tarapha sahu guNagAna gAya te game paNa keIka avaguNa bele te zuM thAya? TUMkamAM ApaNane gamatuM thAya te AnaMda nahitara kheda thAya. barAbara che ne ? AnuM nAma dukhamizrita sukha. eka saMskRtakAre kahyuM kekv cidvINA nAdaH kvacidapicahAheti rudhitaM. kvacida vidvad goSThI kvacidapi surAbhattakalaha : / kvacid ramyA rAmA kvacidapi jarA jarjaratanu, __na jAne saMsAra : kimamRtamaya : kiM viSamaya : // A saMsAramAM kyAMka viNAnA madhura nAda saMbhaLAya che te kayAMka karUNa rUdananA svara saMbhaLAya che. kyAMka vidvAnene jJAnagoSTI karatAM jovAmAM Ave che te kayAMka zarAbIonA kaleza javAmAM Ave che. kyAMka suMdara sauMdaryavAna yuvAna strIe jovAmAM Ave che te kyAMka jarjarita zarIravALI vRdhdha strIe jovAmAM Ave che. kavi kahe che ke samajaNa nathI paDatI ke A saMsAramAM amRtamaya zuM che ne viSamaya zuM che? TUMkamAM jyAM tame sukha mAne che tyAM duHkha ubhuM che. eTale A saMsAra sukha ane duHkhanuM mizraNa che. jema tamane mIThA pakavAna bahu bhAve che tethI vadhu paDatA khAdhA. have khAvAnA AnaMda sAthe akaLAmaNa vadhI gaI. bole, pakavAna khAvAnuM sukha anubhavaze ke akaLAmaNa thaI tenuM duHkha anubhavaze? bIjI rIte manuSyabhavamAM khUba dAnapuNya karyA eTale devalokamAM gayA. tyAM mahAna sukhe majyA, paNa aMte te AyuSya pUruM thatAM e sukha cheDavAnA ne ? e sukha choDIne tyAMthI cyavIne mAtAnA garbhanI keTaDImAM navamAsa pUrAI javAnuM. devakamAM sugaMdha sugaMdha maheMkatI hatI ne garbhamAM dudhane pAra nahi. devalokamAM amRtamaya zubha pudgalene AhAra karavAne ne garbhamAM azacImaya pudgale ArogavAnA. devakamAM ratanajaDita siMhAsana upara besavAnuM maLe che ne devatAI puSpanI zayyAmAM ArAma karavAnuM hoya che. tyAre mAtAnA garbhamAM te TUMTIyuM vALIne uMghe mastake kerInI mAphaka nava nava mahinA sudhI laTakIne rahevuM paDe che.

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270 zAradA darzana baMdhuo! bole, thoDA samaya pahelAMnA kyAM devanA sukha ane kayAM garbhanAM dAkha! ane janma thayA pachI manuSyanuM evuM kayuM sukha che ke jemAM duHkha nathI. eka mekSa ja evI avasthA che ke je pAmyA pachI bIjuM kAMI meLavavAnuM rahetuM nathI. tyAre saMsAra e evI avasthA che ke jemAM kAMI ne kAMI meLavavAnuM bAkI rahe che. jamyA pachI bALaka thayAM, bALakamAMthI yuvAna banyAM, paraNyAM, ghara mAMDayuM, dhaMdhe sAro maLI gayA ne khUba kamAyA, managamatI cIje gharamAM vasAvI dIdhI. chatAM tRptine AnaMda keNa anubhavI zake che? e te batAve. eka tuNA pUrI na thAya tyAM bIjI tRSNa ubhI ne ubhI rahevAnI che. kadAca keI saMtoSI jIvaDe saMsAra sukha ane tenI sAmagrI maLatAM saMtoSa anubhava hoya chatAM aMte mRtyunuM duHkha te ubheluM che. jyAM sudhI jIva sidhdha avasthAne na pAme tyAM sudhI maraNa pachI pAchI janmanI keda taiyAra che. AvA saMsAramAM jIvane sukha kayAMthI maLe? saMsAra kevo che? eka sAgara je che, uparathI mehaka paNa bhItara bhUDa che, tAga maLe nA jene e uDe uDe che saMsAra saMsAra e sAgara je vizALa che. uparathI sohAmaNe che paNa aMdarathI bihAmaNe che, ane saMsAranAM sukha evA lebhAmaNuM che ke je ene meLavavA mATe deDe che te tenI tRSNAmAM ragadoLAI jAya che. kadAca jIvananI jarUriyAta jeTaluM maLI jAya te paNa tene zAMti nathI. eTale jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke sAcuM sukha te mokSamAM che. jyAM zarIranI keda nahi. kaMI meLavavAnI upAdhi nahi ke pApa nahi. ATalA mATe jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke A uttama manuSya janma pAmIne mokSa meLavavAnI cAvI sidhdhAMtamAMthI maLaze. devakIja vicAre che ke cha aNagAro eka ja mAtAnA putro che ne te paNa eka sarakhA sauMdaryavAna che. emane jotAM jANe mArI AMkhaDI karI gaI. baMdhuo! AvuM suMdara rUpa maLavuM te paNa puNyane udaya heya te maLe che. Aje mANasa rUpanI pAchaLa keTalA mugdha bane che ! ane pitAnuM rUpa vadhAravA mATe keTalA upAye kare che. pAvaDara chAMTe, sane cepaDe ne lAlInA lapeDA kare che chatAM e rUpa nakalI che, kaMI asala rUpa nathI. chevaTe kAyA eka divasa agnimAM bharapAI javAnI. te tene ATalo badhe moha zA mATe rAkhavuM joIe? paNa Ajane mAnavI rUpanI pAchaLa mugdha bane che ne sauMdarya cAlyuM jatAM zeka kare che, gure che jyAre AtmAthI jIvane rUpane meha hote nathI. e guNanI sauMdaryatA juve che. AjanA kahevAtA vidvAna rUpa ane sauMdaryanI pAchaLa pAgala che, jyAre jene AtmA jAge che te

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zAradA dezana 201 bhale vidvAna na hatA paNa je bhagavAnanI bhaktimAM lIna hatA tenA AtmA kuvA hatA! eka aitihAsika vAtanA nyAya ApuM. jaze te pachI mAruM lAgyA. e kavitAnA pazcimadezamAM zekasapIara nAmanA eka vidvAna thai gayA. te khUba bhaNelA gaNelA ne hAMziyAra hatA, enA manAvelA nATakA ane kAcaiAnA aneka bhASAomAM bhASAMtara karavAmAM AvyA. te khUba prasidhdha che. evA zekasapIara eka divasa divAnakhAnAmAM esIne kAI kavitA banAvI rahyA hatA. te vakhate ati sau yavAna rUpamAM raMbhA jevI enI patnIne sAmenA palaMgamAM beThelI joIne kavitA lakhatAM lakhatAM vicAra karavA lAgyA ke AvI su Mdara mArI patnI cAlI zu thaze ? evI bhayanI kalpanA karIne te kavitA manAvavA bhAva evA hatA ke huM patnI ! tuM A jagatamAMthI cAlI jaze teA mAru zu thaze ? huM tArA vinA kevI rIte jIvI zakIza ? devAnupriye ! mehanA nATakane vicArajo. hajI enI patnI jIvatI che ne sAjI sArI che. enA zarIramAM roganuM nAma nizAna nathI. chatAM tenI patnI marI javAnI kalpanA mAtrathI zekasapIara jevA vidvAna nATayakAra dhrujI uThI., ane mArI patnI cAlI jaze te mAru' zuM thaze ? e ciMtAmAM ne ciMtAmAM te mAvaro banI gayeA. tenuM kAraNa zuM? te tame samajyA ? tenAmAM khAdyajJAna ghaNuM hatuM. paNa sukha ane duHkhane pacAvavAnuM Atmika jJAna na hatuM. eTale patnI marI jaze te ma!ruM zuM? evI kalpanA karIne akaLAI gayA. have A dezanA mAnavInI vAta karuM. bhakata narasiMha mahetA thaI gayA. temanu nAma teA jagatamAM prasidhdha che. narasiMha mahetA zekasapIara jevA DhAMziyAra ke vidvAna na hatAM ke nATyakAra paNa na hatAM. paNa bhagavAnanA bhakata hatA. vahelA ke meADA eka divasa saune javAnu che e vAta te kharAkhara jANatAM hatAM. emanI patnInuM nAma mANekakhAi hatuM. narasiMha mahetA jevA bhagavAnanA bhakata hatAM tevA temanI patnI paNa hatAM. narasiMha mahetA saMsAranu kAMI kAma karatAM na hatAM. e te hAthamAM maMjIrA laIne bhagavAnanuM bhajana karavAmAM masta rahetA hatAM. emanI patnI paNa ema kahetI hatI ke svAmInAtha! tame cArA upara besIne sukhethI bhagavAnanAM bhajana gAe. huM daLaNAM daLI kAmakAja karI tamane jamADIza. tame gharanI bilakula ci'tA karaze nahi. ephIkara banIne bhagavAnanuM bhajana karo. puNyavAnane patnI paNa kevI pavitra maLe che! kaMIka jagyAe evu jovA maLe che ke pati hADahADanI mIjAmAM dhamanA ra Mge raMgAyelA hoya che ne patnIne dharmanuM nAma sAMbhaLavuM gamatuM nathI. eTalu ja nahi paNa patine dharma cheDAvavA mATe prayatna kare che ane kaMika jagyAe patnI dhAme hAya tyAre patine dhama rUcatA nathI. eTale patnIne dharmArAdhanA karatA aTkAve che. A pApanA uddaya hAya tyAre Avu bane che.

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27ra zAradA darzana narasiMha mahetAnA pUrA puyane udaya hatuM eTale mANekabAI jevI pavitra pativratA patnI maLI hatI. eka divasa narasiMha mahetA emanI bhajanamaMDaLImAM besIne bhajana gAvAmAM masta banelA hatAM ane ghare emanA panI mANekabAIne ekAeka deha chUTI gaye. te vakhate keIe AvIne narasiMha mahetAne samAcAra ApyAM ke mahetAjI! tamArI dharmapatnI vaikuMThavAsI thayA che. A sAMbhaLIne narasiMha mahetA raDavA na beThA ke hAya hAya mArI patnI marI gaI. have mAruM zuM thaze ? have mane keNuM khavaDAvaze? jene bhagavAna upara pUrI zraddhA che te narasiMha mahetA bhagavAnanuM bhajana gAtAM gAtAM bolI uThayA ke "bhaluM thayuM bhAMgI jaMjALa, sukhe bhajazuM zrI gepALa". hAthamAMthI maMjIrA laIne bhajana gAtAM gAtAM narasiMha mahetAnA mukhamAMthI A zabda sarI paDayA. temanA mukhanI upara zekanI AchI rekhA paNa na dekhAI. zuM narasiMha mahetAne emanI patnI pratye prema na hato. tethI duHkha na thayuM ? "nA" ema nathI. emane mANekabAI pratye prema hato paNa sAthe evuM jJAna hatuM ke eka divasa A nazvara dehano tyAga karIne sau koIne javAnuM che. mAre paNa eka divasa javAnuM che. maraNane kaI rokI zake tema nathI te pachI emAM raDavAnuM zuM ? Aryadeza-hindustAnanA narasiMha mahetA jhAjhuM bhaNelA ke vidvAna na hatAM. chatAM e jANatAM hatAM ke eka divasa marI javAnuM che, eTale patnInuM mRtyu thayuM chatAM duHkhI na thayA ne pazcima dezane sudharele bhaNela gaNele vidvAna zekasa nI ara vidvatAmAM narasiMha mahetAne AMTI mAre te hate chatAM patnInA mRtyunI kalpanA karIne raDavA lAgyuM. eNe e vicAra na karyo ke pahelAM kenuM maraNa thaze e kayAM nakkI che. kadAca pahelAM huM marI jaIza te! A kaMI vicAra karyA vinA duHkhI thavA lAge. TUMkamAM ApaNe bhAratadeza dharmapradhAna che ne AvA narasiMha mahetA jevA bhaktomAM AvuM tatvajJAna hovAnA kAraNe abhaNa chatAM ghaNuM bhaNelA hatAM ane pAzcama dezanA bhaNelAgaNelA zekasapIara jevA vidvAne tatvajJAnanA abhAve bhaNelAM chatAM jJAnInI daSTie abhaNa che. - Aje ApaNe tyAM brahmacarya mahotsava che. bhagavAne mokSamAM javA mATe cAra bhavya daravAjA batAvyA che. dAna-zIyaLa-tapa ane bhAva temAM sauthI prathama dAnane naMbara che. tenuM kAraNa zuM? parigraha saMjJAne teDavA mATe dAna che. bhagavAna kahe che ke tame jarUriyAtathI adhika saMgraha na kare. jeTaluM vadhu saMgraha karaze teTalI vadhu upAdhi che. tamArI pAse parigrahano Tekare thaze te sarakAra tamAre keDe pakaDaze. tenA karatAM samajIne satkAryamAM ene sadupayoga karatAM zIkhe. jeTalI parigrahanI

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zAradA darzana ra73 mUcha chUTaze teTalI dharmabhAvanA vadhaze ne AzravanuM ghara choDI saMvaranA gharamAM AvavAnuM mana thaze. bIjo naMbara che zIyalavatane. Aje ApaNe tyAM cAra AtmAe sajoDe AjIvana brahmacarya vratanI pratijJA levA taiyAra thayA che. sAthe maMgalakArI paryuSaNa parvanI padharAmaNI thavAnI che. e te tame sau jANe cho ne ? dezanA vaDApradhAna muMbaImAM AvavAnA hoya che tyAre tamArA badhAnA haiyA hiloLe caDhe che ne temanuM svAgata karavA mATe keTalI badhI dhamAla kare che. te A te AtmAnuM utthAna karAvanAra parva che. enuM svAgata kevI rIte karavuM tene mATe tame plAna goThavyA haze ne? A cAra AtmAe brahmacaryavratathI parvAdhirAjanuM svAgata kare che. Apa paNa bahAcarya vratamAM Ave. kAraNa ke brahmacarya e AtmAnI mahAnazakita che. brahAcaryanuM pAlana karavAthI rogI mANasa nirogI bane che. TI.bI. jevA roga paNa bahAcaryanuM pAlana karavAthI maTI jAya che. brahmacaryanuM keTaluM mahatva che ! eka vakhata eka nadInA kinAre eka yuvAna vidyArthI beTho hato. te pAMtajaloga sutrae pustakanuM vAMcana karato hate vAMcana karatAM karatAM traWa pratiSThANAM rAmaH A sUtra tenA vAMcavAmAM AvyuM. A sUtra belate have tyAM sAmethI eka dubaLI pAtaLA saMnyAsI bAvAne AvatAM joyA. saMnyAsI yuvAna hatAM paNa zarIra dubaLuM hatuM. emane joIne pele yuvAna hasavA lAgyA ne saMnyAsInI majAka uDAvato hoya tema moTethI peluM sutra balavA lAgyo. pelA saMnyAsIe A sUtra sAMbhaLyuM paNa kaMI bolyA nahi. temaNe vicAra karyo ke hamaNAM bhale bolate. huM nadImAM snAna karIne AvuM pachI ene samajAvuM chuM ke brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavAthI keTaluM vIrya sacavAya che! saMnyAsI nadImAM snAna karIne pAchA tyAMthI nIkaLyA tyAre pele yuvAna bolavA lAgyuM ke je A mATe brahmAcArI. AnAmAM kayAMya vIryalAbha dekhAya che? AnA karatAM te bhegIo kevA haSTa puSTa hoya che. pale yuvAna vIrya lAbhane artha samajato na hato. eTale A pramANe bolavA lAge, paNa ene khabara na hatI ke roja pApa karanArA durAcArIo kadAca zarIre tagaDA jevA hoya temAM vizeSatA nathI. zarIranI jADAI e kaMI vIya lAbha nathI, paNa AtmAnAM teja, zabdamAM tAkAta, ane mukha uparanA ojasa e sAco vIrya lAbha che. saMnyAsI yuvAnanI pAse AvIne kahe che te yuvAna ! tuM ene sAce artha samajato nathI. je tAre vIryalAbha je hoya te ubhe thA ne cAla mArI sAthe. huM tane batAvuM. saMnyAsInA zabdamAM kaI alaukika tAkAta hatI. yuvAna tenA pratye AkarSAyo. enI pAchaLa pAchaLa gaye. jeuM te khare ke enI kevI zakti ra5

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274 zAradA darzana che! ghaNe dUra cAlyA pachI eka guphA AvI. saMnyAsIe potAnI guphAnuM dvAra khelyuM ne aMdara praveza karyo. je praveza karyo tevA traNa siMha pALelA kUtarAnI jema pUMchaDI paTapaTAvatA AvIne tenI sAme ubhA rahyA. A siMhane joIne pelo yuvAna te tharathara javA lAgyo. rakhene mane khAI jaze te ? e te saMnyAsInA paDakhAmAM bharAI gaye, yuvAnane bhayabhIta bane joIne saMnyAsIe traNa siMhane uddezIne kahyuM ke "ara? nA dai Raa samAre nA , atithi in g" ATaluM kahetAMnI sAthe traNe siMha saMnyAsInA caraNamAM mastaka namAvIne cAlyA gayA. saMnyAsIe yuvAnane kahyuM ke bhAI! have tuM samajI gaye ne ke brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavAthI vIryanuM kevuM rakSaNa thAya che ne temAMthI kevI daivI zakti pragaTa thAya che. ApaNuM jainadarzana te pahelethI brahmacaryane mahatva ApatuM AvyuM che. paNa anya darzanamAM paNa brahmacaryanuM keTaluM mahatva batAvyuM che ! svAmI vivekAnaMdane thayAM keTalA varSo thayA chatAM haju ke temane yAda kare che. temanAmAM brahmacaryanI zakti ajoDa hatI. temanA mATe kahevAya che ke te eka vakhata pustaka vAMce ne temane yAda rahI jatuM hatuM. eka vakhata svAmI vivekAnaMda paradeza gayA hatA. tyAM temaNe sabhAmAM phakta eka miniTa bolavAnI mAMgaNI karI tyAre temane keI belavA mATe ubhA thavA detuM na hatuM, paNa AvelA atithinuM apamAna na karAya te draSTithI sabhyatA jALavavA phakata aDadhI miniTa bolavA ubhA karyA. temAM sauthI prathama zabda bolyAM ke mAtAo ne bahene ! zuddha brahmacaryanI tAkAtathI aMtaranA nIkaLelA uddagAroe tyAMnI prajA upara jAduI asara karI. aDadhI miniTa mATe belavA uThelA svAmI vivekAnaMda be kalAka sudhI bolyAM paNa sabhAmAMthI keI uThatuM nathI. temanuM bhASaNa sAMbhaLIne sabhA stabdha banI gaI. bhASaNa baMdha karyuM tyAre leke kahe che svAmIjI ! haju bole. paradezI prajA temanA tarapha AkarSAI ane temanA be meDhe vakhANa karavA lAgI. dararoja temanAM bhASaNe thavA lAgyA. temAM svAmI vivekAnaMda bhAratIya saMskRtinAM bhArobhAra vakhANa karatAM hatAM. keTalAka aMgrejothI sahana thayuM nahi. temanA manamAM ema thavA lAgyuM ke ApaNe deza ATalo badhe samRddha che chatAM tenA guNa gAtAM nathI ne bhAratIya saMskRtinAM ja guNa gAya che. paNa emane khabara nathI ke ApaNe keTalA badhA AgaLa vadhI rahyAM chIe. ApaNI kaLA temane batAvIe. eka vakhata aMgrejo vivekAnaMdajIne katalakhAnuM jovA laI gayA. tyAM javAnI temanI bilakula IcchA na hatI paNa na chUTake javuM paDayuM. katalakhAnAmAM dAkhala thayA tyAM eka bheMzane mazIna dvArA kApavAmAM AvI. traNa kalAkamAM bheMsa kapAI gaI,

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zAradA darzana 275 tenA zarIranA avayave coda vibhAgamAM vaheMcAI gayA ne tenA cauda pekeTa taiyAra thaI gayA. pitAnI kaLAnuM pradarzana karAvIne aMgrejo svAmI vivekAnaMdajInI sAme jevA lAgyA. svAmIjI te kaMI bolyA nahi tyAre temaNe sAmethI pUchayuM ke bole, tamArA bhAratamAM zuM che? ame traNa kalAkamAM kevuM suMdara kArya karI zakIe chIe! have tame amArA vakhANa karaze ke nahi? tyAre vivekAnaMdajIe gaMbhIratAthI kahyuM ke meM traNa kalAkamAM eka bheMsa kapAI ane tene judA judA avayanA cauda pikeTamAM vibhAga thatAM jayAM tyAranuM mAruM hRdaya kaMpI uThayuM che. - koI nirdoSa prANIne mArI nAMkhavA te zuM kaI kaLA che? tamane koI A rIte mArI nAMkhe te kevuM thAya? tamane maravuM game che? ame AvI kaLAne kaLA mAnatA nathI. amArA bhAratavAsIone eka mukhya siddhAMta che ke "jI ne jIvavA de". tame pite che ne bIjAne sukhapUrvaka jIvavA de. vivekAnaMdajIe kahyuM ke tame bheMsanA zarIramAMthI je A cauda pekeTa taiyAra karyA che temAMthI have pAchI bheMsane jIvatI karI de te huM tamArI kaLAne kaLA mAnuM. svAmIjInI vAta sAMbhaLIne aMgrejI bolatAM baMdha thaI gayA. A hatI temanA brahmacaryanI zakti. teo bhAratane kaMI rUpiyAnI kethaLIo ApI gayA nathI paNa AvI ucca saMskRti mUkIne gayA che tethI Aje ApaNe temane yAda karIe chIe. AvA purUSonA jIvananAM prasaMge vAMcIne paNa tame brahmacaryanuM pAlana karo. je AtmA zudha bahAcaryanuM pAlana kare che tenA zarIranA pudgalamAM paNa evI tAkAta hoya che ke rogIonA roga maTI jAya che. eka vakhata eka rAjAnI rANIne kaI bhayaMkara roga thaye. khUba davA upacAro karyA chatAM kaI rIte tene roga zAMta thayo nahi tyAre rAjAe jAherAta karAvI ke je kaI vaida, hakIma ke DekaTara rANIne roga maTADaze tene moTuM InAma ApavAmAM Avaze. rAjA taraphathI InAma levA keNa na Ave? rANIno roga maTADavA mATe ghaNAM mANase AvavA lAgyA, paNa koI maTADI zakyuM nahi. chevaTe eka sIdho sAde dekhAte mANasa AvIne kahevA lAgyuM ke huM mahArANIsAhebane roga maTADuM. tyAre loko kahe che ke moTA moTA rAjade, ane hakIma kiMmatI davAothI maTADI zakayA nathI te tuM zuM karI zakavAne che? tArI pAse te davA vigere kaMI dekhAtuM nathI. ene bicArAne keI rAjA pAse javA detuM nathI. tyAre teNe kahyuM ke bhAI! mane javA de. mane zraddhA che ke huM jarUra roga maTADIza. khUba kahyuM eTale rAjA pAse mokalyA. eNe rAjAne kahyuM ke mane eka rUma Apa ne eka pANIne glAsa Ape. tenA kahevA pramANe rAjAe badhI sAmagrI ApI. pelA bhAIe rUmamAM jaIne thoDIvAra eka citte navakAra maMtrano jApa karyo

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ra7ra zAradA darzana jApa karatAM karatAM eka dhyAna thaI gaye ne parasevAthI rebajheba banI gayA. jyAM vAMke vaLIne pANIne glAsa le che tyAM kapALamAMthI eka TIpuM paDayuM. have e glAsa rAjAne Ape. glAsamAM bhareluM pANI davA mAnIne rANIne pIvaDAvyuM. rANInuM ghaNA vakhatanuM darda thaDI vAramAM zAMta thaI gayuM. A joIne rAjA Azcarya pAmI gayA ne pelA mANasane kahyuM ke bhAI! te kaI davA ApI ? tArI davA te bahu akasIra che. mane davAnuM nAma lakhI Apa te huM evI davAnA bATalA maMgAvI lauM. pharIne AvuM kaMI thAya ne jarUra paDe te kAma Ave. teNe kahyuM. sAheba ! e davAnuM kaI nAma nathI. te kahe che enuM nAma na hoya te te zemAMthI bane che e mane batAva. te huM mANaso dvArA e taiyAra karAvuM. eNe kahyuM sAheba ! e kaI cIjamAMthI banatI nathI. e davA brahmacaryanuM pAlanathI bane che. je mana-vacana-kAyAthI zudhdha brahmacaryanuM pAlana kare che te ja AvI amegha auSadhi ApI zake che. tamane samajANuM ne ke brahmacaryamAM ne navakAramaMtranA jApamAM kevI zakti che ! have pratijJAnI vidhi thAya che. vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 36 zrAvaNa vada 8 ne somavAra tA. 8-8-77 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAone bahene! anaMta upakArI, vizva vaMdanIya zAsanapati bhagavate jagatanA nA udhdhAra mATe, kalyANakArI vANI prakAzI. vItarAga bhagavAnanA guNanI stuti karIe te anaMtA karmanI kroDa khapI jAya che na utkarSa rasa Ave te AtmA tIrthaMkara nAmakarma upArjana kare che. kahyuM che ke "sahita vizva javaLa jutha zera sukha tariNag" arihaMtabhagavaMta, sidhaprabhu, bhava sAgarathI tAranAra saddagurU, sthavira, bahuzrata, ane tapasvIonAM guNagrAma gAvAthI, temanA upara vAsalyabhAva rAkhavAthI jIva tIrthaMkara nAma karma bAMdhe che. ane A jIva, chava maTIne zIva bane che. A mahAna lAbha prArthanAmAM rahele che. eka citta paramAtmAnI prArthanA karavAthI mana pavitra bane che. ane AtmAne navuM baLa maLe che. keI paNa kArya karatAM pahelAM bhagavAnane prArthanA kare. anya dharmomAM jozo te tyAM paNa savAranA praharamAM prArthanA kare che. A jagatamAM eka paNa dharma e nathI ke jeo prArthanA nahi karatA hoya. hindu, muslIma, kIzcana, pArasI, vaiSNava, jene sau saunI rIte bhagavAnane prArthanA kare che. prArthanA e eMjina che. gADInAM ghaNuM DabbA paDyA haze paNa eMjina nahi hoya te te DabbA

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zAradA darzana 27 tyAM ja paDayA raheze, paNa eMjina sAthe joDavAmAM AvatAM tyAM laI javuM haze tyAM laI jaze. te rIte ApaNI jIvanarUpI gADIne ApaNe A saMsArarUpI pATA uparathI mokSamAM laI javI che paNa prArthanA vinAnuM jIvana e eMjina vinAnA DabbA jevuM che. prArthanArUpI eMjina joDAtAM bhagavAna pratyenI bhakti ane zraddhAne vega vadhe che. jIvane dharma pratyene rasa jAge che. dharmanI zarUAta prArthanAthI thAya che, nAnA bALakone paNa ApaNe prArthanA zIkhavADIe chIe. bhagavAnanI prArthanA karatAM bALaka bhagavAnanA svarUpane samaje che. bhagavAne kevI uttama ArAdhanA karI, kaSTa paDatAM bhagavAna kevA aDaga rahyA, A badhI bAbatenuM jJAna thatAM tene dharma pratye zraddhA vadhe che ne dharma-karmanuM jANapaNuM thAya che. pachI satsaMgamAM joDAtAM tapa-tyAga vigere dharmakriyAomAM rasa lete thAya che. juo, prArthanAmAM kevuM baLa che. mATe huM te tamane kahuM chuM ke tame badhA dararoja prArthanAmAM Ave. jemane kaMI AvaDatuM na hatuM tevA AtmAo mAtra navakAramaMtranuM maraNa karatAM karatAM AtmakalyANa karI gayA che. baMdhuo! ApaNe prArthanA bhautika lAbha mATe karavAnI nathI paNa Atmika lAbha mATe karavAnI che. ghaNAM ajJAnI che bhagavAnane prArthanA karatAM bhautika sukhanI bhIkha mAge che ke he bhagavAna! mane paisA maLe, saMtAna vagaranA saMtAna mAMge, rogI roga maTADavAnuM mAMge. A rIte dareka pitApitAnA kAryanI saphaLatA mATe prArthanA kare che, ane Icchita sukhanI prApti thAya tevI AzA rAkhe che. te sAcI prArthanA nathI. prArthanAmAM mAMge te zuM mAMge? he prabhu! mane evuM Apa ke ArUSNa bahilAbhaM," "samAvivaramuttama dinu" sidhdha sidhdhi mama disatu." jethI mArA bhavanI bhAvaTa TaLI jAya. jemaNe saMsAranAM sukhe viSane kaTerA jevA samajIne tyAgI dIdhA che tevA bhagavAnanI pAse zuM viSaya sukhe maMgAya? emanI pAse te evuM mAMgavuM joIe ke he bhagavAna! mane samyakatvanI prApti thAo, jethI huM dravya ane bhAvarogathI jadI mukta banI jAuM. mane uttama prakAranI samAdhi Ape ane Apa je sidhdha sthAnamAM birAjIne anaMta Atmika avyAbAdha sukhane AnaMda mANI rahyAM che tevuM sthAna che sidhdha bhagavaMte ! mane batAve huM jaladI saMyama mAge AvuM ane uttamapada pAmuM AvuM mAMge. samajAya che ne saMsAranuM sukha ajJAnI cha mAMge paNa jJAnI nA mAMge. kharekhara, pArasamaNI karatAM paNa uttama bhagavAnanA guNenI mAMgaNI karavAnI cheDIne jagatanI jaDa cIjonI mAMgaNI karavI te jIvanuM ghora ajJAna che. bhagavAnanA uttama guNone rAga karavAnuM choDIne jaDa cIjone rAga kare te jJAnInI draSTie

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zAradA darzana gunho che. rAga e gunho zAthI kahevAya? te tamane samajAvuM. sAMbhaLe, kaI mANasa patnIne cheDIne parastrI upara rAga kare te te gunho ke nahi? (javAba - hA.) te rIte samyagra daSTine mane pitAnA AtmA sivAyanI jagatanI badhI cIjo parastrI jevI che. eTale enA upara rAga karo te gunho che. mATe samaje, je AtmAne udhdhAra karavo hoya te sva AtmAne rAga karo. AtmAnuM bhAna karAvanAra paramAtmA prabhu upara rAga karo. jagatanI cIje upara rAga karaze te AtmA ane paramAtmAne bhUlI jazo. kAraNa ke jagatanI cIjone rAga AtmAnA ane paramAtmAnA mahatvane bhUlAvI de che. kahyuM che ke bahAranI vastuone rAga kAyA ane IndrionA rAganA kAraNe thAya che. deha ane Indri tarapha jeTaluM AkarSaNa vadhaze teTalA AtmA taraphathI khasI javAnA ane paramAtmAne bhUlI javAnA. chevaTe caturgati rUpa saMsAramAM bhamavAnA. baMdhuo. Aje pratyakSa dekhAya che ke jeTale rAga jaDa padAthone che eTale AtmAne nathI. saMsAranA sukha mATe AtmA pANInI mAphaka paisA vApare che teTalA dharmanA kAryamAM vApare che? pUrve kamANI karIne AvyAM che te puNyane ceka vaTAvIne mojazokha uDAvI rahyA che. pariNAme karma baMdhAya che. e karmanA kAraNe durgatinI jela bhegavavI paDe che. jagatanI cIje upara rAga karyo te A duHkha bhogavavuM paDayuM ne? gunho karanArane jelamAM pUrAvuM paDe che ne sajA bhogavavI paDe che. te have barAbara samajAI gayuM ne ? jagatanI cIje upara rAga thAya eTale ene meLavavA mATe chakAya chanI hiMsA, AraMbha-samAraMbha, jUTha-anIti, parigraha, vigere aDhAra pApasthAnakanuM sevana thAya che. duSkRtyanuM AcaraNa thAya che ne sukRtya bhUlI javAya che. je dharma tatvane barAbara samaje che te A vAta barAbara samajI zake che ke jagatanA padArtho pratye rAga kare te gunho che. e gunho karyA pachI enI sajA kevI jogavavI paDaze tenuM smaraNa thatAM bhayane AMcake anubhave che, paNa jene jagatanI cIje upara rAga kare te gunho che ne meM rAga karyo te khoTuM karyuM ema nathI lAgatuM te pApa karatAM pAchA paDatA nathI. ATalA mATe mahAna purUSe kahe che ke tame A eka vAtane jarUra khyAlamAM rAkho ke pitAnA AtmAne ane paramAtmAne bhUlAvanArI ane aDhAra pApa sthAnakanuM AcaraNa karAvanAra jagatanI cIje upara rAga kare te mATe gunho che, bhayaMkara bhUla che. ahIM eka ja vakhata jela apAvanAra kRtya e gunhI gaNAya che te bhavobhavamAM aneka bhavanI bhayaMkara jelamAM jIvane pUrAvI denAra rAga e mahAbhayaMkara guna gaNAya ne? e rAganA kAraNe jIva anAdikALathI bhavarUpI jelamAM phasAyelo rahyo che, ane A uttama mAnavabhava pAmIne haju paNa jIvane bhava jelamAMthI mukta karAvanArA uttama dharmanA anuSThAna karavA gamatA nathI ne pramAdanI pathArImAM jIva nirAMte piDhI rahyo che. AvA jIvanuM thaze? jJAnInI

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279 zAztrA ratha'na vAtA kharAkhara samajANI hoya teA have jAgRta aneA. maLelA avasarane vadhAvI le, jJAnI kahe che ke "sAnerI A jIvananI, kiMmatI ghaDI paLa jAya che, dina' uge ne Athame, AyuSya ghaTatuM jAya che. ' jAya che. sUryanA rAja udaya divasa rUpI sAnerI TUkaDA lavAI huM mAnavI ! A tArA jIvananI kiMmatI ghaDIe thAya che ne asta thAya che. te tArI jiMdagInA ekeka laine jAya che te kSaNe kSaNe AyuSya ghaTatuM jAya che. jIvanane dIpaka kayAre jaze tenI kAI khakhara nathI mATe jyAM sudhI dIpaka jale che tyAM sudhI tenA ajavALe kAma kADhI le. AtmA deharUpI piMjaramAM pUrAyelA che. cetanarUpI pApaTa A deharUpI pi'jarane cheDIne eka divasa uDI jaze tyAre gharakhAra, mAla-milkata, putra, parivAra badhuM sAthe laI javAnA nathI, ane jenI jiMdagI sudhI mAvajata karI te zarIrarUpI pi jarane agnimAM jalAvI devAmAM Avaze. mATe samajaNapUrvaka evI dharmArAdhanA karI leA ke A kAyA rUpI piMjaramAMthI kAyama mATe mukti meLavI zakAya. samajo, dhamanI ArAdhanA upalaka bhAve karavAnI nathI paNa a`taHkaraNathI samajaNapU ka karavAnI che. prAthanA kareA tA paNu aMtarathI karo. khAkI khAdya tekhAvathI karelI prAthanA e prAthanA nathI paNa pradarzana che. eka phakIra dararAja namAja paDhatA. rAjAnI sAthe tene vaNNA paricaya eTale avAranavAra rAjadarakhAramAM jaIne rAjA tene dveSe tevI rIte te namAja paDhatA. namAja paDhavAmAM tenI tallInatA, tenA mukha uparanA hAvabhAva joIne rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke A phakIra keTalI sarasa namAja paDhe che! A kharA aMtaHkaraNathI khudAnI baMdagI kare che. rAjA tenA upara khuza thayA ne peAtAnA mahelamAM tene jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApyuM. khIje divase rAjAe phakIrane peAtAnI sAthe jamavA besADayeA. bhANAmAM bhAtabhAtanAM bhAjana pIrasAyA. phakIrane kakaDIne bhUkha lAgI hatI paNa rAjA sAthe jamavA beThA eTale rAjA jame te pramANe jamAyane ? rAjAne tyAM mevA-mIThAInA thALa bharyA hatA paNa kahyu' che ne ke jene ghera bharelu' hoya tene khAvAnuM mana na thAya. puNyavAna jIvAne bhUkha ochI lAge che ane jene ghera khAvA nathI, kaDakaDatI garIbAI che tene bhUkha paNa kakaDIne lAge che. ahI rAjAne tyAM leAjana ghaNuM hatu. paNa khAvAnI IcchA na hatI. tethI zajAe thADuM khAdhuM eTale phakIra paNa ochuM khAdhuM. rAjAe tene khAvA mATe khUba Agraha karyAM paNa phakIre khAdhuM nahi tyAre rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke phakIra khUba

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zAradA darzana saMyamI lAge che. ene khorAka keTale ocho che. rAjA upara tenI sArI chApa paDI. rAjAe tene khUba Adara satkAra karIne vidAya karyo. e te jaldI ghera AvyuM ne tenI patnIne kahyuM ke tuM mane jaladI khAvAnuM Apa. Aje te lAMbI namAjamAM uTha besa karI tethI bhUkha kakaDIne lAgI che, tyAre enI patnIe kahyuM ke kema? Aje te tame rAjAnA mahemAna banIne jamavA gayAM hatAM. tyAM te ghaNuM sAruM jamIne AvyA haze! phakIre kahyuM ke vAta sAcI che. rAjAne tyAM khAvAnuM ghaNuM hatuM. rAjAnI bhakita ghaNI hatI paNa rAjA ane huM baMne sAthe jamavA beThAM. rAjAe echuM khAdhuM ne huM vadhu khAuM te rAjAnI draSTimAM huM khAudharo gaNAuM eTale meM paNa eAchuM khAdhuM ne namAja lAMbI paDhI che eTale khUba bhUkha lAgI che. enI patnIe kahyuM. svAmInAtha! tamane bhUkha lAgI che te bhejana te ApuM chuM. tame khuzIthI peTa bharIne jamI le paNa mArI eka vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhaje ke rAjAnI draSTimAM saMyamI dekhAvA mATe. rAjA upara sArI chApa pADavA mATe peTa bharIne khAvuM nathI tema tame namAja bhale ghaNI lAMbI paDhI paNa je bAhA dekhAvathI ja namAja paDhatA haze te aMdara beThelA alA paNa tamArI namAjathI prasanna nahi thAya. mATe have tamAre sAcA dilathI roja namAja paDhavI paDaze. bole, kabUla che? te khAvAnuM ApuM. bahene ! phakIranI patnIe ene kahI dIdhuM ke sAcI namAja paDhaze te khAvAnuM ApIza. tema tame zrAvakajIne kaI divasa kahe che kharA ke AThama-pAkhI pratikramaNa karavAno niyama le te ja huM tamane khAvAnuM ApIza. tamArA saMtAnone kadI ema kahe che ke tamAre roja savAramAM navakAramaMtranI mALA gaNavI paDaze. roja jainazALAmAM javuM paDaze. je nahi jAva te tamane dUdha pIvA nahi maLe. che ATale khaTakAro ! jeTaluM dhyAna skUla mATe rAkhe che teTaluM jainazALA mATe rAkho cho kharA? Aje te roja chokarAne skUle levA ne mUkavA javuM paDe che. are, bapore jamADavA paNa javuM paDe che. ATalI muzkelI veThIne paNa e bhautika jJAna meLavavAnI keTalI jijJAsA che! ene mATe mAtApitAnI keTalI sAvadhAnI che. jyAre AtmajJAna tarapha keTalI bedarakArI che ! tamArA saMtAnanA jIvanamAM jo tame dharmanA saMskAra Apaze te enuM jIvana sudharaze ne tamAruM ghaDapaNa sudharaze, ane je te saMtAna sArA saMskAra pAmyuM haze te vairAgya pAmIne dIkSA leze te tamAruM kuLa ujajavaLa karaze. nAga gAthApati ane sulazAmAtAe pitAnA devakumAra jevA cha cha putronA jIvanamAM dharmanA saMskAronuM siMcana karyuM hatuM. eka vakhata temanAtha bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne 'vairAgya pAmI gayA ne dIkSA lIdhI. je saMtAne dIkSA le che te temanA mAtA-pitAnuM

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281 zAradA darzana nAma ujavaLa kare che. mAtA-pitAne dezadezamAM oLakhAve che. munie gaucarI karIne gayA pachI devakIjIne zaMkA thaI che ke zuM muninA vacana beTA paDayA? muninA vacana traNa kALamAM asatya thAya nahi. je muninA vacana asatya kahuM te mane deSa lAge, ane Ama jouM chuM te A munione joIne asatya jevuM dekhAI rahyuM che. A pramANe zaMkAnA kAraNe devakIjIne cena paDatuM nathI. AcAraMga sUtramAM bhagavaMta kahe che ke "jinichA samAjoLa no dharmamAM saMdeha rAkhanAra manuSya samAdhi prApta karI zaktA nathI. devakIrANAne A jAtane saMzaya thaye eTale enA cittamAM kyAMya cena paDatuM nathI. manamAM vicAra thaye ke zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karanAra nemanAtha prabhu te mArI nagarImAM birAje che te dilamAM zaMkAnuM zalya zA mATe rAkhavuM joIe? keIne epenDIsane duHkhAve upaDe tyAre je DokaTara hAjara na hoya te goLI vigere laIne tAtkAlika rAhata kare paNa che, traNa vakhata jIvaleNa dukhA upaDe pachI te dadI' ema ja vicAra kare ke have te sarjana pAse jaIne oparezana karAvI lauM te da mULamAMthI nAbUda thAya. e dada DekaTara pAse jaIne oparezana karAve che te darda maTADe che. tema devakIrANI vicAra kare che ke mArI zaMkA rUpI epeDIsanuM oparezana karanAra mahAna sarvajJa rUpI sarjana nemanAtha prabhu mArA pudaye birAje che te mAre manamAM zaMkA rAkhavAnI zI 132 cha ? taM gacchAmi NaM arahaM ariDunemi vaMdAmi namasAmi, vadittA namasittA imaM ca NaM eyAruvaM vAgaraNa pucchistAmi tti kaTu evaM spehei|" huM bhagavAna ahata ariSTaneminI pAse jAuM. tyAM jaIne temane vaMdana namaskAra karIza. vaMdana namaskAra karI mArA manamAM je vAtane saMdeha che tenuM nivAraNa karIza. A pramANe devakIjI manamAM vicAra karavA lAgyA. baMdhuo ! zaMkA e zradhdhAne mATe saDe che. jema zarIranA koIpaNa bhAgamAM saDe thaye heya te te tarata kapAvI nAMkhe che ne? tema jina vacanamAM jyAM zaMkA thAya tenuM saddagurU pAse jaIne tarata samAdhAna karI leje. je samAdhAna nahi thAya te mATe bagADa thaze. saMsAra vyavahAranI bAbatamAM paNa je zaMkA thAya che te mATe anartha thaI jAya che. zaMkA jAya tyAre zAMti thAya che. ahIM devakImAtAnA manamAM paNa uparokta zaMkA thaI che. enuM samAdhAna karavA mATe te nemanAtha prabhu pAse javAne vicAra kare che. have te nemanAtha bhagavAna pAse kevI rIte jaze, jatAM pahelAM zuM karaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra - ane meghanAdane prabhAvatI ApavAnI kahI paNa te na mAne. chevaTe yudhdha thatAM eka ja bANathI bheya paDI gaye. ane tene zItaLa jaLa chAMTIne

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282 zAradA darzana svastha banAvIne kahyuM ke have tuM mArI sAthe yuddha kara, paNa meghanAdanuM pANI utarI gayuM hatuM eTale namratApUrvaka kahe che ke tIna lokameM pAMDava sadaza, nahI thadhA suna pAyA, vinA vicAre meM ne tumase, nAhaka yudadha macAyA he...zrotA he arjunacha ! pahelAM huM mAnato hatuM ke mArA jevA keI baLavAna nathI paNa he naravIra ! Apa mahAparAkramI che. Apa te zatrunI paNa dayA karanAra che, ane nirbaLanuM rakSaNa karanAra che. meM atyAra sudhImAM ApanA je baLavAna purUSa ke je nathI. cAranA mukhethI meM ApanA parAkramanI prazaMsA khUba sAMbhaLI hatI, paNa Aje A5nuM parAkrama pratyakSa joyuM, siMhanI sAme hAthI ubhuM rahI zakta nathI te mArA jevA mRgalAnI zI tAkAta ! Ape te mane ghaNuM samajAvyuM paNa huM abhimAnI mAnya nahi ne ApanI sAme yuddha karyuM, dharma, nyAya parepakAra sadAcAra ApanA sahAyaka che ne huM te huzena bhare chuM. chatAM kRpA karIne Ape mane narakamAM jete aTakAve che. kharekhara, Apa te mArA mATe bhagavAna che. de pavitra purUSa! meM Apane oLakhyAM nahi. ApanA te huM jeTalA guNa gAuM teTalA ochA che. ema kahIne meghanAda arjunanA caraNamAM paDIne pitAnI bhUlanI mAphI mAMgavA lAge. ajunanA samAgamathI meghanAdane hRdayapa - meghanAda pitAnI bhUlane pazcAtApa karI arjunanA caraNamAM paDaye. pazcAtApanA AMsuthI arjunanA caraNa pakhALI dIdhA. arjune tene beThe karyo eTale teNe prabhAvatIne pitAnI bahena kahI tenI paNa khUba mAphI mAMgIne arjunane soMpI dIdhI. atyAra sudhI tenI daSTi viSamaya hatI. have tenI daSTi amRtamaya banI gaI. je prabhAvatIne paTTarANI banAvavA icchate have mane bahena banAvI dIdhI, ane pitAnI pAse je AbhUSaNe hatA te kariyAvara rUpe prabhAvatIne ApI dIdhA. meghanAdanuM parivartana joIne ajunane apAra AnaMda thaye. have meghanAda arjunane kahe che ke he mahAbhAga ! tame mArA rAjyamAM padhAre te mAruM nagara ApanA punIta pagalA thavAthI pavitra bane ne mane paNa khUba AnaMda thAya, paNa atyAre huM tamane bahu Agraha nahi karuM kAraNa ke meM hemAMgara rAjAne mAravA mATe priyavacanI nAmanI vidyA mokalI che. tenA prabhAvathI eka banAvaTI prabhAvatI banaze ane tene sarpadaMza thaze. pachI te marI jAya che tema joIne rAjA tenI pAchaLa ApaghAta karaze. mATe tame jahadI tyAM jAo ne e badhAne maratAM bacAvo. A pApI meghanAda have kadI Apane kALuM moTuM nahi batAve. ema kahIne te tenA mArge cAlyA gaye, ane ame prabhAvatIne laIne tIvra vege vimAna

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zAradA na IzuM'na 283 calAvIne ahIM pahoMcI gayA. te vakhate tamArI citA saLagI uThI hatI, pazu prabhAvatInA hasta sparzathI pavitra khanAveluM pANI chAMTavAthI citAe zItaLa khanI gaI. A che sAcI prabhAvatI. vidyAnA maLathI banAvelI kRtrima prabhAvatI AkAza mAge" uDI gaI. A pramANe "dhI vAta kesara vidyAdharanA mukhethI hemAMgada rAjA ane tenI prajAe sAMbhaLI. "hemAMgada rAjAe arjunanA mAnelA upakAra " - hemAMgada rAjAnA ha nA pAra na rahyo. harSAvezamAM AvIne temaNe kahyuM ke huM kurUva zanA zaNugAra ! tamane dhanya che. tamArA mAtA pitAne paNa dhanya che. jema jagatane prakAza ApavA mATe sUryanA uya thAya che tema ApanA jevA pavitra purUSanA janma paNu parApakArane mATe thayA che. Ape hajAro jIvAne maratA khacAvIne mahAna puNya upArjana karyuM che, meM ghaNI vakhata ApanI vIratAnI praza'sA sAMbhaLI che, paNa Aje te ApanI vIratA pratyakSa joI lIdhI, Apa teA mArA mahAna upakArI che. mArI pAse evI koI mUlyavAna cIja nathI ke jenA vaDe huM ApanA upakArane badaleA vALI zaku. have huM AjathI ApanA sevaka chuM. mAruM rAjya te mAruM nahi paNa Apanu che. Apa svIkArI le. arjune kahyuM. bhAI! meM kaMI upakAra karyAM nathI ne mAre rAjya joItuM nathI. have Apa rajA ApeA teA huM ahIMthI vidAya thAuM, paNa ema kANu javA Dhe? hemAMgada rAjAe kahyuM ke mArA rAjyamAM AvyA sivAya nahi javA dauM. arjuna enA Agrahane nakArI zakye nahi. eTale rAjA-rANI, arjuna temaja badhA parivAra hiraNyapuramAM AnyA. rAjA-rANI, sahita arjunanA padhAravAthI sArA nagaramAM AnaMda AnaMda chavAI gayA. rAjA-rANI, arjuna badhA mahelamAM gayA. " si'hAsana upara birAjelA arjuna" :- mahelamAM jaIne hemAMgada rAjAe arjunane siMhAsana upara besADIne kahyuM-he mahAbhAga! Apa A rAjya grahaNa karo. huM ApanA caraNanA dAsa chuM. ame baMne ApanI sevAmAM hAjara rahIzuM', paNa arjune kahyuM. bhAI! mAre rAjyanI jarUra nathI. Apa mane javAnI rajA Ape. tyAre hemAMgada rAjA ane prabhAvatIe kahyuM ke ame hamaNAM tamane javA devAnA nathI. Apa thADA samaya zAMtithI ahI raheA. eTale arjunajI thADA divasa tyAM rokAI gayA. A tarapha prabhAvatInA apaharaNanI vAta khIjA vidyAdharA dvArA maNIcUDe sAMbhaLI. tethI te paNa tyAM AvyeA. bahena, manevI ane dharmanA bhAI maLatAM khUba AnaMda thayA. teNe arjunanA caraNamAM paDIne kahyuM-vIrA ! tame te bhAI ne bacAvye ne bahenaanevIne paNa khacAvyA. tame A prabhAvatIne pApInA paMjAmAMthI cheDAvIne mane devAdAra banAvyeA. huM ApanA upakAranA RNamAMthI kayAre mukta thaIza ? tyAre arjune

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zAradA darzana kahyuM ke parasparanI ekatAmAM kyAMya bheda hoya te devAdArapaNuM yAda Ave che. mane tamArI sAthe keI bhedabhAva nathI. pachI tamane devAdArapaNuM kema yAda Ave che ? A pramANe kahIne maNIcUDane zAMta karyo, ane hemAMgada rAjA ane prabhAvatInA AgrahathI arjunajI ghaNAM divasa hirayapura rokAyAM. e badhA vacce eTalo badhe neha vadhe ke kaI arjunane chUTA paDavA detAM nathI. eka divasa hemAMgada rAjA, arjuna, maNIcaDa ane prabhAvatI badhA paraspara vAta karI rahyA che. te vakhate hastinApurathI eka dUta Ave che tevA samAcAra dvArapALe ApyA. hastinApuranuM nAma sAMbhaLIne arjunanA sADAtraNa kroDa marAya khaDA thaI gayA. have te dUta zuM samAcAra Apaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna na. 37 zrAvaNa vada 10 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 9-8-77 anaMtajJAnI mahAna purUSoe ajJAnanA aMdhakArane bhedIne jJAnanI divya jyoti pragaTAvI dvAdazAMgI sUtranI racanA karI. temAM aMtagaDa sUtranI vAta cAle che. cha aNagAra saMsAranAM sukhane tyAga karIne, karmanA gADha AvaraNane khaseDavA ugra tapanI sAdhanA karI AtmAnI mastImAM khule che. e mahAna purUSonA aMtaramAM jJAnane dIvo pragaTayA hatA. emaNe AtmakalyANa mATe saMsAra sukhane suMvALo mArga cheDI tyAgane kaThIna mArga apanAvyuM hatuM. AtmAthI ene AtmakalyANa karatAM duHkha paDe tyAre duHkhamAM AkuLa-vyAkuLa thatA nathI. bhautika sukhanA rAgI javAne heja duHkha paDe te AkuLa vyAkuLa thAya che ne bole che ke mane A duHkha kayAMthI AvyuM? ema utpAta kare che. jyAre jJAnI purUSa samatA bhAve AnaMdapUrvaka sahana kare che. e e vicAra kare che ke meM pUrvabhavamAM je karma bAMdhyuM che tenuM A phaLa che. temAM akaLAvAnuM zuM ? ajJAna che tyAM AkuLatA che ne jJAna che tyAM nirAkuLatA che. jJAnI purUSo ema vicAra kare che ke karmAdhIna thaIne mAre dehamAM vasavuM paDayuM che. bAkI te huM dehathI bhina e citanya svarUpI AtmA chuM. AnuM nAma sAcuM jJAna che. baMdhuo! Aje duniyAmAM vijJAna ghaNuM AgaLa vadhyuM che. paNa te jJAna AtmAne tAranAra nathI. AtmajJAna e sAcuM jJAna che. AtmajJAna eTale zuM? deha jaDa che ne AtmA caitanya svarUpa che. deha AtmAthI bhinna che. deha nazvara che. agnithI baLe che. saDI jAya che ne temAM aneka prakAranAM rogo utpana thAya che.

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zAzA darzana tyAre AtmA ajara, amara ane arUpI che. te agnithI maLatuM nathI, pANImAM DUbate nathI, tApathI sUkAtuM nathI. te anaMta jJAna, anaMta darzana ane anaMta zaktino svAmI che. A huM AtmA chuM. jaDa deha te huM nathI. A deha bhADUtI makAna jevuM che. jema bhADUtI gharavALAne mAlIka kahe eTale ghara khAlI karI devuM paDe. tema kALarAjAne hukama thatAM caitanyadeve A deha rUpI bhADUtI makAna tarata khAlI karavuM paDe che. caitanya ane dehane svabhAva taddana jude che. AvuM jJAna te AtmajJAna che. viveka cUDAmaNImAM kahyuM che ke vA vaijJa jJAna, zAnna cAhavAna rAm vaiduSyaM viduSAM tadvat, bhuktaye na tu muktaye // AtmajJAna vinA vidvAnI vAphakuzaLatA, zabdanI dhArAvAhikatA, zAstra vyAkhyAnanI kuzaLatA, ane vidvatA A badhuM saMsArika sukhanuM sAdhana bane che paNa mokSanuM sAdhana banI zakatuM nathI. samyakajJAna vinA zAstronuM game teTaluM adhyayana kare ane game teTalA zAstronuM jANapaNuM meLave te paNa sArthaka nathI. samyakajJAna vinA mokSa maLavuM muzkela che. bhagavAne pAMca jJAna batAvyAM che. matijJAna, zrutajJAna, avadhijJAna, mana:paryavajJAna ane kevaLajJAna. mAtra pAMca jJAnanAM nAma bolI javAthI kaMI jJAna thaI jAya? "nA". eka nAnA bALakane tame ema zIkhavADe ke A khurazI kahevAya. A pena kahevAya. tame jema nAma zIkhavADe che tema zIkhI jAya che ne pUche tyAre tenA nAma barAbara bolI jAya che. A zabdajJAna che. eka piopaTane kaI paDhAve ke rAma-rAma bole te e rAma...rAma bolatA zIkhI jAya che, paNa ene kaI pUche ke rAma keNa hatAM? emanA mAtA-pitA ke hatA ane rAmacaMdrajInA jIvanamAM kevA kevA guNa hatA? te e kahI zake kharo? "nA". e te paDhAvyA pramANe rAma rAma bolI jAya che. kAraNa ke ene sAcuM jJAna nathI. AvI rIte kaI mANasa ema bolyA kare ke deha te huM nathI huM dehathI bhinna AtmA chuM. paNa AtmA zu che? AtmAnI keTalI zakti che? te vAta na jANatA hoya te tame ene zuM kaheze? A te pipaTIyuM jJAna che. popaTanI jema bolI jAya che. AvA pipaTIyA jJAnathI kaMI thoDuM kalyANa thAya? "nA". ghaNAM mANase jJAnanI mATI meTI vAta kare. tapa-tyAga ane mekSanI vAto karyA kare paNa e pramANe je tenuM AcaraNa na hoya te ene ApaNe ema kahIe chIe ke AnuM jJAna te piothImAnA rIMgaNa jevuM che. ahIM "pathImAnA rIMgaNuM jevuM jJAna" AvI kahevata zA mATe, bolAya che te jANe che? "nA." te sAMbhaLe. . eka gAmamAM eka zAstrIjI kathA karavA mATe gayA, zAstrIjInI bhASA bahu .

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286 zAztA na mIThI ne madhurI hatI. te AtmAnI uMcI uMcI vAta karatA. kyAreka sa`sAranI asAratA samajAvatA. eTale leAkAne khUba majhA AvatI. ghaNAM DhAkA emanI sthA sAMbhaLavA mATe AvatA hatA, badhA zAstrInI prazaMsA karatAM hatAM ke zuM emanu' jJAna che! eka vakhata zAstrIjIe kathAmAM abhakSya khAvAthI keTaluM pApa lAge che? bhakSya zuM che ne abhakSya zuM che te aMge vAta karI, temAM ghaNAM dAkhalA dalIle| ApIne zrotAone samajAvatAM kahyuM ke rIMgaNAmAM asakhya khIja hoya che. ekeka bIje ekeka jIva hAya che, tethI rIMgaNA khAvAmAM ghaNuM pApa che. eTale rIMgaNA khavAya nahi. zAstrIjInA sacATa upadezathI ghaNAM mANusee rIMgaNA na khAvA tevI pratijJA karI. kAI e mahine tA keAIe cha mahinA tA kAI e jIvanabhara rIMgaNAnA tyAga karyAM. Ama karatAM kathA pUrI thaI. zrotAjanA zAstrIjInA upadezanI praza'sA karatAM karatAM ubhA thayA ne ghara bhaNI cAlavA lAgyA, ane zAstrIjI paNa peAthI vIMTI eka thelImAM mUkIne thelI khagalamAM mUkavA gayA tyAM thelImAMthI traNa cAra rIMgaNA nIce paDayA, te badhAe joyAM. sAMbhaLanArAM badhA abUjha nathI hAtAM. ghaNAM DhAMziyAra hAya che. pelA zrotAjanAe kahyuM zAstrIjI! tame hamaNAM kahetAM hatAM ne ke rIMgaNA khAvAmAM bahu pApa che, ne tame rIMgaNA khAo che ? khIjAne upadeza ApeA che. te tame zuM kare che? tyAre zAstrIjIe mADhu ThAvakuM rAkhIne kahyuM bhAI o ! peAthImAMnA rIMgaNA na khavAya." AvA jJAnathI traNa kALamAM AtmAnuM kalyANu thavAnuM nathI. aMdhuo ! ghaNI vakhata mANasa vAtA kare che ke A deha pADAzA jevA che. kema tame AvuM khele che ne ? have huM tamane pUchuM ke pADAzIne ghera kaMI nukazAna thAya tyAre tamane duHkha thAya kharu? nA." tema dehane game teTalu kaSTa paDe chatAM AtmAne du:kha nahi thAya ne? jo na thAya te samajavuM ke jJAna kharAkhara pacyuM. che. evA AtmA dehane kaSTa paDe tyAre evA vicAra kare ke huM cetana ! emAM tAre kaMI levAdevA nathI. tuM te nIrakhyA kara. khaka muninA ziSyA ghANImAM pIlAyA tyAre zu vicAra karyAM ? ahA ! A deha pIlAya che huM nathI pIlAte dehanA pIlAvAthI mAru zu' jAya che ? mAruM kaMI jatuM nathI paNa mArA karmAM pIlAya che. A rIte pADAzI jevI dRSTi rAkhIne nIrakhyA kyuM te mekSamAM gayA, AvI dRSTi badhA jIvA keLave tA kalyANa thaI jAya. bAkI te game teTaluM jJAna meLavIe paNa AcaraNamAM na utare tA te jJAna pelA zAstrIjInI pothImAMnA rI...gaNA jevuM che. AvuM jJAna jIve anatI vakhata prApta karyuM" paNu kalyANu na thayuM. AtmAnA udhdhAra mATe popaTIyu' ane peAthImAMnA rIMgaNA jevuM jJAna nakAmuM che. Aje paNa

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zAradA darzana 280 kahevAmAM Ave che ke krodha, mAna, mAyA, leAbha Adi kaSAyA jIvane krutimAM laI janAra che te AtmAnuM ahita karanAra che mATe samabhAva rAkhavA joI e paNa samaya Ave jo kahenArane krodha AvI jatA hoya teA e jJAna pothImAMnA rI'gaNA jevuM ke popaTIyA jJAna jevuM che. sAcA sAdhakA mAtra vAta nathI karatA paNa jIvanamAM apanAve che, ane e pramANe AcaraNa karanAra AtmA pavitra anI jAya che. vItarAga prabhunuM jJAna jene pacyuM chete sukhamAM harakhAze nahi ne duHkhamAM raDaze nahi. jJAnIne duHkha Ave tyAre hAya...hAya na kare paNa ema kahe ke hAya...hAya emAM gabharAvAnuM zuM hAya ! tevA AtmAe duHkhamAM gabharAya nahine sukhamAM phulAya nahi. e te e vicAra kare ke sAcu sukha janmamaraNanA pherA TaLe te che. eka kavie kahyuM che ke. mane sAcu' samajANuM re saMtAnI vANIthI, kAM bhamAve mane bhavabhavamAM (2) ...mane dharma nathI puNya nathI teA janma taNeA aMta nathI uramAM aMkANuM re... ATalu jo samajAI jAya te paNa DhA have mArA uramAM kANuM re sa Mte'nI vANIthI... mane. bhatranA pherA TaLI jAya. mATe kavie kahe che bhale jiMdagI TUMkI haiAya paNu jIvana evu' ujjavaLa hAya ke nAma amara banI jAya. jemaNe peAtAnA nAma amara banAvyA che tevA cha agAre AtmajJAnamAM masta hatA. satA teA gaucarI karIne gayA paNa devakInA hRdayamAM raNakAra karatA gayA. dhruvakrIjI vicAra karavA lAgyA ke mane saMte kahyuM hatu. ne Ama kema banyu... ? emanA vacana kadI khATA na paDe te mane zradhdhA che paNa mane zA thaI che tenuM samAdhAna karI levu joIe. kAraNake vItarAganA vacanamAM zaMkA karavAthI samyaktvanA nAza thAya che. zaMkA jevA khIjo kAI roga nathI. madhue ! jinavacanamAM zaMkA karavAthI jIva zradhdhAthI bhraSTa thAya che. mahApurUSa kahe che ke cAritrathI paDavAI thayelA ThekANe AvatAM mAkSane pAme che paNa zradhdhAthI bhraSTa thayelAnI mukti thavI muzkela che. samajo, saMcegavazAt kAI sAdhupaNAthI paDavAI thaI jAya paNa jo enI zradhdhA DagamagI nahi hAya teA evA vicAra karaze ke aha prabhu! tArA mA tA satya che. sayama vinA traNa kALamAM AtmAnuM kalyANu thavAnuM nathI, paNa huM kamabhAgI chuM ke saMyamanuM pAlana karI zakayA nahi. mArI eTalI nabaLAI che ke gajanI amADI samAna saMyama mArga nA tyAga karI saMsArarUpI kharanI akhADInA svIkAra karyAM. Ama pazcAtApa kare paNa avavAda mele nahi. bhale, eNe sayama cheDA paNa zradhdhA chUTI nathI. jenI zradhdhA cAlI jAya che tene dhama karavA gamatA nathI. e dhamanA avaNuvAd Ale che, sAdhu sa MtAnI nidA kare che,

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288. zAradA darzana ATalA mATe bhagavAna kahe che ke cAritrathI paDavAI thayelAnuM kalyANa thAya che paNa zradhdhAthI bhraSTa thayelAnuM kalyANa thavuM muzkela che. - naMdISeNe bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLI ane tenA aMtaramAM vairAgyanI ta jhaLahaLI uThI. e bhagavAna pAse dIkSA levA tyAra thayA. te vakhate tene kahevAmAM AvyuM ke he naMdISeNa! hamaNuM thobhI jA, tArA bhegAvalI karma haju bAkI che paNa jenA aMtaramAM vairAgyanAM mojA uchaLI rahyA che tevA naMdISeNa dIkSA levA mATe aDaga rahyA tyAre AkAzavANI thaI ke naMdISeNa hamaNAM rokAI jA. bAra varSa tArA bhogAvalI karma bAkI che. tyAre kahe che ke AtmAnI zakti anaMta che. mana majabUta che pachI bhegAvalI karmanI zuM tAkAta che ! karma te ziyALIyA che. mArA AtmAnI zakita AgaLa bhegAvalI karma bhAgI jaze. keIna vAryA na rahyA ne siMhanI jema saMyama lIdhe. saMyama laIne ugra tapazcaryA karavA lAgyA. ghaNuM jJAna prApta karyuM. eka vakhata naMdISeNa muni gaucarI nIkaLyA. ghara gharamAM gaucarI karatAM zrAvakanuM ghara mAnIne vezyAnA gharamAM gayA, ne dharmalAbha kahIne ubhA rahyA. A samaye rUpa ane yauvananA madamAM masta banelI vezyA kahe che he muni! A dharmalAbhanuM ghara nathI. arthalAbhanuM ghara che. muninA karmano udaya thavAnuM hatuM eTale A nimittA maLI gayuM. AgaLanA saMte aghora tapazcaryA karatA hatA. tapanA prabhAvathI naMdISeNa munine labdhi utpanna thaI hatI. jaina munione labdhi prApta thAya paNa tene upayoga kare nahi, paNa A muninA karmane udaya thavAne hatuM eTale e paNa abhimAnamAM AvIne bhAna bhUlyAM ke zuM tuM mane bhikhArI samaje che? dekha, ema kahIne rajoharaNanI dazImAMthI eka tAMtaNe teDIne pheMke te sADAbAra koDa sonaiyAne Dhagale thaye. A joIne vezyAnI AMkha sthira thaI gaI. A purUSa sAre. mAre A pApanA dhaMdhA karavA maTI jAya. muni ene gherathI pAchA pharavA jAya che. tyAM ADI pharI vaLIne kahe che huM tamane nahi javA dauM. tame ahIM ja rokAI jAo. muni kahe che huM sAdhu chuM tAre ghera rokAvAya nahi, tyAre kahe che te A tamArA dhanano Dhagale laI jAva. naMdISeNa munine dhana meLavavAnI zakita hatI paNa saMharaNa karavAnI zakti na hatI eTale mUMjhavaNamAM paDayA ne vezyA te barAbara pAchaLa paDI ke javuM hoya te laIne jAo. nahitara rokAI jAo. jaina munine dhana rakhAya nahine saMharaNa karatAM AvaDatuM nathI. karmavaza vezyAne ghera rokAI gayA. baMdhuo ! naMdISeNa muni bhegAvalI karmanA udayathI vezyAne ghera rokAyA paNa saMyama rUpI caitanyane dhabakAra baMdha thayuM na hatuM, emaNe sAdhunA kapaDAM rajoharaNa,

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zAradA darzana 289 badhuM khUNAmAM mUkI rAkhyuM ne niyama lIdhuM ke mAre rAja daza purUSane vairAgya pamADe. naMdISeNa muni veza mUkI banyA vezyA premI. paraMtu vezyAnA gharamAM paNa roja daza mANasane upadeza ApI baMdha pamADatA pachI ja bhojana karatA. bAdha upAzrayamAM nahi paNa vezyAnA gharamAM rahIne bedha, te badha ApavAne kene? durAcArIne, bheganA kIDAone. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA AvanArane nahIM hAM, kevI haze e dezanAnI labdhi! zuM kahetA haze e dezanAmAM? e kahevAnI zailI ApaNane nahi AvaDe. paNa kahetA haze evuM kaMIka ke janma pAmyA tyArathI mRtyunI phAMsI taiyAra che. denA adhipati Indra he, bhikhArI ho ke cakravati he paNa badhAne mATe mRtyunI phAMsI taiyAra che. sarakAra keIne phAMsI Ape te jAhera kare ke A tArIkhe phAMsI apAze paNa mRtyunI phAMsImAM khabara nathI ke kayAre mRtyu che chatAM mAnI lIdhuM che ke mRtyunI phAMsI mATe ApaNe bahu moTI mudata che tethI majA karI le. tethI janma divase miSTAnna jamAya che. tyAM e khabara nathI ke janma divasa eTale mRtyunI najIka thayA. yAda rAkhaje ke mAnava jIvananuM suvarNarasa samAna AyuSya kSaNe kSaNe DhaLI rahyuM che. naMdISeNanI AvI dharmadezanAthI vezyAne ghare AvelA kAmAMdha mANase pratibaMdha pAmI jatA. evI labdhi hatI emanI dezanAnI. Ama karatAM bAra varSe temanuM bhogAvalI karma pUruM thayuM. eka divasa eve uge ke nava ne bUjhavyA paNa dazama sonI bUjhatuM nathI. baporanA bAra vAgyA paNa bUjha nahi. tyAre vezyAe kahyuM nAtha! have uTho tyAre kahe che mArI pratijJAne bhaMga nahi karuM. be-traNa vAgyA. rasoI TharI gaI tyAre vezyAe kahyuM-have te uThe. te kahe che, nA, ene bujhavyA vinA nahi uThuM, tyAre vezyA majAkamAM bolI e na bUjhe te dazamA tame bUjhI jAo. vezyAnA A zabdo sAMbhaLI naMdISeNa ubhA thaI gayA. pIraselA bhojana thALamAM paDayA rahyA ne naMdISeNa sAdhune veza paherIne cAlI nIkaLyA. TUMkamAM ApaNe A daSTAMtathI e samajavuM che ke jenI zradhdhA majabUta hoya te ThekANe AvI jAya che, paNa jenI zradhdhA pharI jAya che te ThekANe AvI muzkela che. A mATe jJAnI kahe che ke jinavacanamAM zaMkA na karaze...ahIM devakI mAtAnA manamAM saMzaya thayA che ke muninA vacana zuM asatya thayA? "nA." te Ama kema banyuM? A zaMkArUpI kAMTe mArA aMtaramAM rAkhavo nakAme che. A kAMTe kADhanAra trilekInAtha nemanAtha prabhu padhAryA che te huM bhagavAna pAse jAuM. tyAM jaIne prabhune vaMdana namaskAra karIne mArA manamAM je zaMkA che te pUchIza. A pramANe manamAM vicAra karyo. have bhagavAna pAse javA mATe kauTuMbika purUSane belAvaze ne zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare, 37

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290 zAradA darzana caritra:- hastinApurathI AvelA dUtane joIne arjunane AnaMdaeka divasa arjuna, maNIcUDa, hemAMgada rAjA ane prabhAvatI badhA mahelamAM besIne AnaMda vidathI vArtAlApa karatA hatA. te samaye dvArapALe AvIne hemAMgada rAjAne samAcAra ApyA ke hastinApurathI eka dUta Ave che te Apane maLavA cAhe che. rAjAne dUtane aMdara belA. dUta sauthI pahelAM arjunajInA caraNamAM namana karIne patra Ape ne pachI badhAne namaskAra karyA. arjune dUtane joyA tethI tenA AnaMdane pAra na rahyo. dUta arjunane bheTI paDa. pote zA mATe Avyo che te patramAM lakhyuM hatuM. patra vAMcatAM pahelAM ane dUtane hastinApuranA samAcAra pUchyA tyAre te kahyuM ke arjuna ! mane pAMDurAjAe Apane teDavA mokalyA che. tamArI rAha jotAM kaMtA mAtAjI : he vIrA ! AkhuM hastinApura ApanA milana mATe talasI rahyuM che. mATe have Apa jahadI padhAre. AkAzamAM ane tArA bhale TamaTamatA hoya paNa caMdra vinA tArAe zobhatA nathI. tArAno prakAza avanIne ujaLI zaktA nathI, tema he arjunajI! ApanA vinA nagara sUnuM paDayuM che. caMdra vinA rAta aMdhArI lAge che tema tamArA vinA amane aMdhAruM lAge che. bIjA badhAnI vAta te choDI do paNa ApanA mAtA-pitAnA sAmuM te juo, mAtA-pitA te badhA ema mAnatA hatA ke mAre ajuna ! vanavagaDAmAM kevA kaSTa veThate haze! paNa Apa te puNyavAna purUSa che eTale vanavagaDAmAM paNa tamane AvA rAjAo maLI gayA ne AnaMdathI rahe che paNa have eka miniTane vilaMba karyA vinA jaldI taiyAra thaI jAo, kAraNa ke Apane hastinApura cheDyAM ne bAra bAra varSo pUrA thaI gayA ne pAMDurAjA paNa have vRdha thayA che. teo "mAre arjuna'... mAro arjuna karIne bese che dIkarA ! tuM kayAM gayA? tArA vinA mane gamatuM nathI bhale, cAra diIkarA mArI pAse hAjara che paNa jema hAthanI pAMca AMgaLI heya che. temAM je eka AMgaLI kapAI jAya te hAthanI zobhA bagaDI jAya che, tema he dIkarI! tArA vinA mArI zobhAmAM khAmI che. mATe tuM jyAM hoya tyAthI jaladI Ava. bIjI tarapha mAtA kaMtAjI paNa tamArA vinA khAtA-pItA nathI ne kALo kalpAMta kare che ke he dIkarA ! tuM jaldI Ava. bAra bAra varSathI mUkIne game che te zuM have tane tArI mAtA yAda nathI AvatI? A pramANe bUrA kare che. ane cAra bhAIo paNa ApanA vinA sUnA sUnA thaI gayAM che. jema gAya vinA vAcharaDuM ane mAtA vinAnuM bALaka nUre ne aMdarane aMdara zoSAI jAya tema cAra bhAI e zeSAI kare che ne bole che ke amAre vahAlase vare kyAre Avaze? dropadIne paNa khUba AghAta che. cAra pati tyAM hAjara che paNa Apa tenA pati te che ne? huM jyAre jouM chuM tyAre enI

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zAradA darzana 291 AMkhe AMsuthI bharelI hoya che. ApanA vigathI te paNa khUba sUre che. A kuTuMba ane prajAnA talasATa sAmuM te jue. Isa kAraNa tuma calo zIdhra hI, mata nA dara lagAo, kare yAda dina rAta Apake, jAkara prema baDhAe he zrotA mATe have Apa vAra na kare. jadI hastinApura padhArI darekane AnaMda karAve. dUte samAcAra ApyA pachI emaNe pitAjIne patra vAMcyA. emanuM hRdaya pIgaLI gayuM, AhAhA...mAtA pitAne prema kaI alaukIka che. mAtAne bhAMgyA tUTayA akSarane daza vIMTI lakhelo patra heya ne mitrane alaMkArika bhASAthI daza pAnA bharele patra heya chatAM mAtAne patra vAMcatA putranA dilane je AnaMda Ave che te mitrane patra vAMcatA nathI Avate kAraNa ke temAM aMtarane prema nathI hote, mitro te svArthanA sagA heya che. pAMDurAjAne patra vAMcatA arjunanuM hRdaya pIpaLI gayuM ne have hastinApura javA mana upaDayuM, ane javA taiyAra thayA. temaNe dUtane kahyuM ke tame pahelAM jAo. huM have ahIMthI nIkaLuM chuM paNa mArI IcchA evI che ke huM dvArakA jaIne AvuM. eTale tame jaladI jaIne mAtApitAne samAcAra Ape. A pramANe kahIne dUtane vidAya karyo. have ajunajIe vimAna taiyAra karyuM. tyAre maNIcUDa ane hemAMgade kahyuM. bhAI ! tamane javA devAnuM mana thatuM nathI ne have javA dIdhA vinA chUTake nathI. te je Apa kahe te ame ApanI sAthe hastinApura AvIe. Apane amArA baMne upara mahAna upakAra che. Apa te amane jIvatadAna denAra che. A5 AvA pavitra che te ApanA mAtA pitA te kevA pavitra haze! ApanA mAtApitA e amArA mAtApitA che. ame temanA darzana karIne pAvana banIe. ajune kahyuM bhale, khuzIthI cAlo. pitAnA vatanamAM javAne anero AnaMdaH arjunane have hastinApura javAne khUba talasATa upaDe che paNa manamAM vicAra thayo ke huM tyAM jaIza pachI nIkaLI zakAze nahi ane mane kRSNane maLyA bAra bAra varSo vItI gayAM che. te temane maLavAnI khUba IcchA che. kRSNa ane pAMDave vacce dUdha sAkara je prema hate. teo sagA bhAInI mAphaka rahetAM hatAM. eTale arjunajI kRSNane maLavAnI IcchAne rokI zakyA nahi. teo traNe hiraNyapurathI prabhAvatInI rajA laIne nIkaLyA prabhAvatIne dharmanA virA arjunanA javAthI khUba dukha thayuM. teNe dukhita dile vidAya ApI. traNe jaNA vimAnamAM besIne dvArakA AvyA. trikhaMDa adhipati kRSNa vAsudevane khabara paDI ke arjunajI nAradajI pAsethI lIdhelI pratijJAnuM pAlana karavA

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22 zAradA darzana vanavAsa gayA hatA. te vanavAsa pUro karIne mane maLavA Ave che. eTale temane khUba AnaMda thaye ne svAgata karIne pitAnA mahele lAvyA. kRSNa ane arjuna ekabIjAne premathI bheTI paDyA. temanA AnaMdane pAra nathI. have zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM-38 zrAvaNa vada 11 ne budhavAra tA. 10-8-77 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! mahAna puNyadaye ApaNane jinazAsana maLyuM che. jinazAsana pAmyAnI e vizeSatA che ke AtmAne AMtarika zatrune oLakhe. Aje duniyAnI kaI vastune kaI vastu bagADI nAMkhe che tenuM jANapaNuM che paNa AtmAne bagADanAra keNa che tenI khabara nathI. keTaluM ajJAna che! dUdhamAM mIThuM paDI jAya te dUdha phATI jAya. garama kapaDAMmAM kaMsArI pesI jAya te kANuM paDI jAya, te kapaDuM nakAmuM thaI jAya. vAsaNane kATa caDhI jAya te vAsaNa bagaDI jAya. rUnI gaMjImAM agnine eka taNakhe lAgI jAya te gaMja baLIne sApha thaI jAya. A badhI bAbatenI te tamane khabara che ne? ane tene mATe keTalI badhI sAvadhAnI rAkhe che? paNa pitAnA AtmAne rAga-dveSa, moha, IrSA, vAsanA, vikAre Adi devo lAgI jAya te AtmA kharAba thaI jAya enI khabara paDe che? jo ATalI khabara na hoya ane enAthI bacavAnI sAvadhAnI na hoya te AtmA kharAbImAMthI kevI rIte bacI zakaze ? tene vicAra karo. AtmAnI kharAbI karanArA dUSaNe tamane samajAze ane haiyAmAM aMkAI jaze ke A doSo AtmAnuM ahita karanAra che. pachI tamane tenA pratye aNagamo thaze. kadAca heja rAga-dveSa ke krodha AvI jaze te paNa manamAM bhAre pazcAtApa thaze ane dhIme dhIme AtmA samajaNanA gharamAM AvI jaze. pachI ene anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya nahi Ave. jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke je manuSya samajIne anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya na kare, rAga-dveSa choDI de che. enI kakSA uMcI vadhI jAya. anaMtAnubaMdhI krodha, mAna, mAyA, leba, samyakatva mohanIya, mithyAtva mohanIya ane mizra mahanIya e sAta prakRtine kSaya, upazama ke sopazama kare tyAre samyakatva pAme. pachI naraka, tiryaMca ane manuSya gatinA karmabaMdhane aTakAvI devagatine egya karma upArje che. devagatimAM bhavanapati, vANavyaMtara ane jatiSImAM nahi paNa vaimAnika devamAM javA yogya karma bAMdhe che. ane pachI kame kame vikAsa sAdhate jIva mokSane adhikArI banI jAya che. bele, jinazAsana pAmyAnI kevI balIhArI che !

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zAradA darzana jenI rageragamAM jinazAsana ane sate pratye bhakti bhAvanAnA jharaNAM vahI rahyA che evA devakI mAtAne zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karavA mATe temanAtha bhagavAna pAse javAne talasATa upaDI che ke have jaladI mArA bhagavAna pAse jAuM ne mArA aMtaramAM je zaMkAne saDo thaye che tene nAbUda karuM. mANasane koI paNa kAryanI siddhi karavAno talasATa jAge che te tene sidadha karIne jape che. jyAM sudhI e kArya pUruM na thAya tyAM sudhI ene cittane cena paDatuM nathI. A badhe talasATa saMsAranA kAmamAM thAya che paNa AtmA mATe thAya che? meM haiM kauna kahAMse AyA, mujhe kahAM para jAnA hai. huM keNa chuM ? kayAMthI Avyo chuM ne mAre kyAM javAnuM che? e vAta jANavA mATe talasATa jAgyo che khare? jo A talasATa tamArA dilamAM jAgyuM haze te huM mAnuM chuM ke tamane ghara nahi game. jyAM AtmAnI vAta thatI haze tyAM tamane gamaze. kema barAbara che ne ? paNa Aje te jyAM juo tyAM daSTi karatAM ema lAge che ke jIvane jeTale saMsAra vahAle che ne saMsAranI vAte game che teTalI AtmAnI vAte gamatI nathI. tenuM eka ja kAraNa che ke haju jIvane talasATa nathI jA. devakI mAtAnA dilamAM talasATa jAgyuM ke have jaladI jAuM ne mArI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karuM. A vicAra karIne devakI mAtA bahuvika uf Rveda" kauTuMbika purUSane bolAve che. ahIM nekarane kauTuMbika purUSe kahyA che. tenuM kAraNa tame samajyA ? eka vakhatanA rAjA-rANIe kara cAkarene paNa potAnA gharanA mANaso jevA gaNatA hatAM. temanA pratye bhedabhAva rAkhatA na hatA. eTale ahIM devakIrANIe pitAnA sevakene bolAvIne kahyuM ke tame jaldI dhArmika ratha taiyAra kare, ane ratha calAvavAmAM catura sArathInI sAthe ratha mArI pAse laI Ave. devakIjInI AjJA thatAM sevake dhArmika ratha taiyAra karAvyuM, ane catura sArathI raNajhaNu karate ratha laIne devakIrANI pAse hAjara thaye. ratha devakIjInA mahelanA daravAje AvIne ubho rahyo eTale bhagavAnanA darzana karavA mATe devakIjInuM haiyuM nAcI uThayuM. haiyAmAM utsAhanI jhaNajhaNATI pedA thaI ane je rIte devAnaMda mahAvIra prabhunA darzana karavA mATe rathamAM besIne gayA hatA. te rIte devakI mAtA paNa rathamAM besIne nemanAtha bhagavAnanA darzana karavA mATe gayA. devakIjIno ratha bhagavAnanA samosaraNa pAse AvI pahoMcyA. dUrathI samosaraNa joIne tenuM haiyuM harakhAI gayuM. pachI samosaraNamAM praveza karyo. temanAtha prabhune manamekha daSTithI jotAM enuM haiyuM harSanA hiloLe caDhayuM, ane bhagavAnanA darzana karatAM ciMtana karavA lAgI. he bhagavAna ! tamAruM rUpa evuM anupama che ke jANe

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294 zAradA darzana te animeSa daSTithI niraMtara joyA ja karIe. jeo eka ja vakhata ApanAM darzana karI le che temanI cakSuone jagatanI bIjI kaI vastu jevAthI saMtoSa thatuM nathI. jevI rIte keI manuSya eka vakhata caMdranA kiraNa jevA veta kSIra samudranA dUdha jevA mIThA pANIne svAda cAkhI le pachI te dariyAnuM khAruM pANI pIvA Iche khare? na ja che. tema he nAtha! duniyAmAM meM ghaNuM joyuM. ghaNAM deva devIone jemAM paNa ApanA jevA meM keIne joyA nahi. Apane joIne mAruM manaDuM TharI gayuM. devakI mAtAnuM mana nemanAtha bhagavAnamAM TharI gayuM che tema A mArA tapasvI bhAI bahenanuM mana tapazcaryAmAM karI gayuM che. temanAtha prabhunA mukha upara alaukIka tejanI rozanI jhaLahaLe che. bhagavAnanuM teja joIne devakIjI te sthira thaI gayA. ahe prabhu! ApanA jevuM mukhaDuM te kyAMya joyuM nathI. A vicAra karatI devakI mAtA devAnaMdAnI mAphaka bhagavAnane tikabuttone pATha bhaNI vaMdaNA namaskAra karIne bhagavAnanI sanmukha AvI. devakIjInA manamAM je prazna upasthita thayela che te pUchavA mATe Atura banyA che ke jyAre prabhune prazna pUchuM ne mArA mananI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karI lauM, paNa je sthAnamAM AvyA hoIe e sthAna pramANe vinaya viveka barAbara sAcavavuM joIe. mAla levuM hoya te mUlya ApavA joIe, mUlya vinA mAla na maLe. tema je bhagavAnane prazna pUchaye haya, zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karavuM hoya te vaMdaNa karyA vinA kema pUchAya temAM bhagavAna te trilokInAtha che. AvA mahAna purUSone vinaya karyA vagara vAta karuM te mAro avinaya kahevAya. AvA vicAravALA devakI mAtA nemanAtha prabhune vaMdana namaskAra karIne ubhA rahyA. temanAtha prabhu te sarvasa hatA. " zvAsu vaha" kevaLajJAnI sarvadravya, sarvakSetra, sarvakALa ane sarvabhAvanI vAta jANe che. A paNe kaMI chAnI vAta karIe ne mAnIe ke amArA sivAya A vAta koI jANatuM nathI, paNa sarvajJa prabhu te jANe che. emanA jJAnamAM kaMI chAnuM rahetuM nathI. devakI mAtA bhagavAnanI sAme hAtha joDIne ubhA rahyA. sarvajJa prabhu te jANe che ke Aje devakI zA mATe AvI che? "of mAM garama devai devi evaM vayAsI nUNa tava devaha ! ibhe cha aNagAre pAsittA evameyArUve ajjhathie jAva samuppajjetthA !" . bhagavAna neminAthe kareluM samAdhAna' :-arihaMta evA ariSTa neminAtha bhagavAne devakI mAtAne A pramANe kahyuM ke he devakI ! Aje cha aNagArene joIne tArA hRdayamAM A prakArane vikalpa pedA thaye che ne ke pilAsapura nagaramAM huM nAnI hatI tyAre atimukta aNagAre A pramANe kahyuM hatuM ke he devakI ! tuM AkAra,

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zAradA darzana 25 vaya, ane krAMti AdIthI sarakhA evA nalakuMvara jevA suMdara ATha putrone janma Apaze. evA putrone janma ApanArI mAtA A bharatakSetramAM khIjI i thaze nahi. paraMtu khIjI mAtAe atimukta munie kahelA lakSaNeAvALA putrane janma ApyA che. te atimukta aNugAranA vacana asatya kema thayA? A zakAne adbhuta ariSTanemi pAse jaIne dUra karIza. ema manamAM vicAra karIne gherathI nIkaLI rathamAM besIne tuM mArI pAse AvI che. inne mULa taiya6 vi TTa samaduM ?" kema devakIdevI ! A vAta barAbara che? tyAre devakIe bhagavAnane kahyuM "daMtA api" hA bhagavAna. Apa sarvAMga che. ghaTa ghaTa ane mana mananI vAta jANA che, ApanA jJAnamAM zu khAkI che ? Ape je kahyuM che te adhu' satya che. baMdhue ! jue, devakI mAtA keTalA saraLa, pavitra ne gaMbhIra che, bhagavAne kahyuM ke cha aNugA2e tAre ghera traNa suMghADe gaucarI padhAryA. tyAre tArA manamAM evI zakA thaI ke mArI dvArakA nagarInAM puNya chUTayA ! mArA dIkarA kRSNa vAsudevanA puNya chUTayAM ke mArI nagarImAM padhArelA saMtAne ekanA eka gharAmAM vAravAra gaucarI AvavuM paDe che! ane te zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karavA A pramANe sane kahyuM tyAre sa MtAe kahyuM ke he mAtA ! ema nathI. tArI nagarInAM puNya mUlyAM nathI, tArI nagarImAM dAtArAnA tUTo nathI paNa ame bhadilapura nagarImAM vasatA nAga gAthApatinI patnI sulazAnA cha dIkarA chIe, ane cha sagAbhAIe rUpa vaya ane kAMtimAM sarakhA dekhAIe chIe, ane cha sagA bhAIoe nemanAtha prabhunI eka vakhata dezanA sAMbhaLIne dIkSA lIdhI che. badhue! e AtmAe kevA haLukamI haze ke eka ja vakhata upadeza sAMbhaLye ne vairAgya AvI gayA, ane atyAre sA TakArA mAre, game teTaleA upadeza Ape chatAM bUjhatAM nathI. ahAhA... kevA bhAre kI jIvA A kALamAM che! ThANAMga sUtranA ceAthA ThANe bhagavAne cAra prakAranA varasAda kahyo che jemAM eka prakAranA varasAda evA che ke eka vakhata vase ne daza hajAra varSa sudhInu anAja nIpaje. khIjA prakAranA varasAda eka vakhata varase ne eka hajAra varSo sudhInuM anAja nIpaje. trIjA prakAranA varasAda eka vakhata varase ne daza varSa sudhInu anAja nIpaje. ane cothA prakAranA varasAda evA cheke jeghaNI vakhata varase ane eka vAra dhAnya nIpaje te pAMcamA ArAnA megha. A cAra prakAranA varasAdanI mAphaka cAra prakAranA jIva batAvyA che. kaIka jIvA evA haLukI hAya che ke eka ja vakhata dezanA sAMbhaLe ne vairAgya pAmI jAya. meghakumAra, gajasukumAra vigere. bIjA prakAranA varasAda jevA jIvo eka vakhata prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLIne khAra vratadhArI zrAvaka khanI jAya che, jema ke paradezI rAjA

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zAradA darzana trIjA naMbaranA megha jevA zreNaka mahArAjA. eka vakhata anAthI muninuM milana thayuM temAM samakti pAmI gayA. pahelAM te zreNIka rAjA boddha dhamI hatA. zikAra karavAnA zekhIna hatA paNa anAthI munine samAgama thatAM samati pAmI gayA. cethA prakAranAM megha jevA pAMcamAM ArAnA jIve che. ghaNIvAra sAMbhaLe paNa pratibaMdha pAme nahi, | cha aNagArAe eka ja vakhata dezanA sAMbhaLIne dIkSA lIdhI hatI. temanuM hadaya kALI mATI jevuM pavitra hatuM. ahIM devakIjInI vAta cAle che. nemanAtha prabhue devakIne tenA mananI vAta karI. devakIjI zAMta citte sAMbhaLe che. jarA paNa utAvaLA nathI thatA ke bhagavAna! Ama kema banyuM tene bhavagAnanA vacanamAM zradhdhA hatI eTale vicAra karyo ke huM je zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karavA mATe AvI chuM te zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karaze. have devakIjI adhIrA banI be hAtha joDI nemanAtha prabhu pAse ubhA che. bhagavAna tene zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra" :- kRSNa ane arjuna bAra varSe maLyA tethI baMnenI AMkhamAM harSanA AMsu AvI gayA ne ekabIjA premathI bheTI paDayA. zrIkRSNa ane arjunane | prema joIne sAthe AvelA vidyAdhare vicAra karatAM thaI gayA ke zuM Amane prema che! kRSNa arjunanA kuzaLa samAcAra pUchayA ne sAthe besIne premathI jamyA. Aje te AvanArane Ave eTaluM paNa ghaNIvAra nathI kahevAtuM. prema ane aMtaranA AnaMda sAthe kuNe arjunane khUba Adara satkAra karyo. sAthe jamyA ane bAra varSa vanamAM kevI rIte pasAra karyo te badhI vAta pUchI, ane kRSNane badhI vAta karI. be traNa - divasa dvArA rokAIne arjune javAnI rajA mAMgI tyAre kRSNa kahyuM ke huM tamane - Ama nahi javA dauM. tyAre ane kahyuM. moTAbhAI! tyAM mAtA-pitA badhA sUrI rahyA che. mATe mane javAnI AjJA Ape. tyAre kRSNajIe kahyuM ke, mArI eka vAtane ke svIkAra kare te javA dauM. ane kahyuM ke mArAthI banI zake tema haze te huM svIkAra karIza. tyAre kRSNa kahyuM ke mArI vahAlasoyI benaDI subhadrAne tame svIkAra * kare ene cagya tame ja che. A sAMbhaLI anacha zaramAI gayAne kaI bolyA nahi eTale kRSNajI samajI gayA ke mArI bahenanI sAthe paraNavAmAM arjunajI. saMmata che. "kRSNae arjuna sAthe subhadrAnA karelA lagna":- eTale zrIkRSNa , khUba dhAmadhUmathI pitAnI bahena subhadrAnA lagna arjuna sAthe karyA. trikhaMDa adhi pati kRSNa pitAnI ekanI eka bahenane paraNAvatAM hoya tyAre tenA lagnamAM zuM

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zAztrA darzana 297 khAmI hAya ? seAnuM, hIrA, mANeka, mAtI Adi jhaverAta, hAthI, gheADA, dAsa-dAsI ane vao vigere khUba vastu kariyAvaramAM ApI. A kariyAvara aMtaranA ullAsathI karyAM hatA. Aje te| sagAI karatAM pahelAM pUche che ke kariyAvara keTaleA karazeA? duniyA kothaLIne mAhe che, pachI bhale ne e keAthaLI raDAve, paNa kariyAvaranI kAthaLIne keTalA mAha che ! arjune koI jAtanI mAMgaNI nathI karI paNa kRSNe ghaNo kariyAvara karyAM. lagna pachI e divasa rahIne ane kRSNa pAse javAnI AjJA mAMgI. kRSNajI paNa samajatAM hatA ke khAra varSe arjuna AvyA che. hastinApuramAM mArA ImA kuMtAjI, pAMDurAjA, yudhiSThira Adi cAra bhAIe ane draupadI badhA tenA vinA khUba jhUratA haze eTale javAnI AjJA ApI. '' "dvArakAthI ravAnA thayeluM vimAna " - kuMtAjI kRSNajInA phaIkhA thAya eTale arjuna ane kRSNa mAmA phAInA bhAI e thAya, kRSNe arjunane kahyuM vIrA ! ApaNe bhAI bhAInI sagAi tA hatI paNa have tA Dakhala sagAI thaI. have tame mArA banevI thayA. have mAre tamane vadhAre sAcavavA joIe. ema kRSNa hasyA. arjune kahyuM, ApaNe bhAInI sagAI pahelAM che. Ama kahI arjune javAnI taiyArI karI tyAre kRSNajI kahe huM tamane ne mArI bahenane vaLAvavA mATe AvuM chuM, kRSNajI cADe sudhI bahena banevIne vaLAvavA mATe gayA. pachI pAchA vaLe che tyAre ekakhIjAnI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA ne kahyuM qIne vahelA dvArakA padhAro have arjuna, subhadrA, maNIcUDa ane hemAMgaDha badhA vimAnamAM beThA, vimAna AgaLa cAlyuM. mArgamAM aneka gAma, nagara, vRkSa, nadI, pavatA badhu Ave che te arjuna badhAne batAve che ne AnaMda viMneda kare che. jota jotAmAM hastinApura AvI gayuM, ne bagIcAmAM vimAnane utAyu". vimAna nIce utAryu tyAM vidyAdharAe arjunanA jayajayakAra eTalAngeA. hastinApuramAM arjunajI AvyAnI vadhAI" -ajjjainanA jayajayakAra khelAvatAM mAMgala vAMjitro vagADayA. pachI badhA bagIcAmAM beThAM A vAMjitrone avAja ane yayakAranI gheASaNA sAMbhaLIne AjubAjuthI ghaNAM mANase doDI AvyA. AvIne joyuM te arjunajIne joyAM eTale lAkA doDatA pAMDurAjA pAse gayA ne arjunajI padhAryAnI vadhAmaNI ApI. A sAMbhaLIne jema siddhurasa vaDe tAMbu setu khanI jAya tema pAMDurAjA putra viyeAganA duHkhathI mukata khano Ana vizeAra banyA. kuMtAjI, sudhiSThira Adi bhAI o, draupadI, pAMDurAjA, bhISmapitA badhAne khUba AnaMda thA badhA arjunanI sAme gayA ne sau arjunane khAthamAM laI ne bheTI paDayAM. arjuna bhISmapitA, pAMDurAjA, kuMtAjI vigere vaDIleAnA caraNamAM paDayA. bAra khAra varSe arjunajI maLyA eTale saunI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. arjunajI pAMDurAjA 38 66

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28 zAradA darzana ane bhISmapitAnA caraNamAM paDyA. tyAre emaNe AzISa ApyA. pachI arjuna pitAnA cAra bhAIone maLyA. AkhA hastinApuramAM arjunacha AvyAnA samAcAra vAyuvege prasarI jatAM ke temanA svAgata mATe bagIcAmAM AvyA. guNethI pUjAelA ajuna" - pAMDurAjAe AkhuM nagara zaNagAravAne hukama karyo. jota jotAmAM AkhuM nagara zaNagArAI gayuM. nagarajanone utsAhane pAra nathI. pAMDurAjAe kAIne kahyuM nathI ke ajuna bAra varSe Ave che te svAgata karavA cAle. chatAM prajAmAM A utsAha kayAre Ave ? prajAne prema karyo hoya tyAre ne! AjanI sarakAra prajAne cUsIne priya thavA mAMge che te kayAMthI bane? mAnavI guNathI pUjAya che. arjunachamAM ghaNAM guNe hatAM. enA sadguNanI suvAsathI prajAne tenA pratye khUba prema hato. rAjA ane prajA saune khUba AnaMda che. khUba utsAhabhera sIe nagaramAM praveza karyo. AI pura ke bIca savArI, vAjA ke jhanakAra ghara ghara harSa vadhAyA have ghara ghara maMgalAcAra he zrotA arjunachanI svArI hastinApuranI madhyamAM AvI tyAre kaMIka nagarajane arjunane hAra paherAve che. keI sAcA mitIthI, keI phulathI ane cokhAthI tene vadhAve che. arjunane joIne leke bolavA lAgyAM ke dhanya che arjunanA mAtApitAne ke AvA pavitra putrane janma Ape che. keI arjunane khUba guNagAna kare che. ghara gharamAM AnaMda maMgala vartA. arjunacha AvIne mAtAnA caraNamAM paDayA ane subhadrA sAsunA caraNamAM paDI gaI. eTale sAsujIe mAthe hAtha mUkIne AzIrvAda ApyA ke tamArI joDI akhaMDa rahe. ema kahIne kuMtAjIe khUba vastrAbhUSaNe subhadrAne ApyA. Aje te vahu paraNIne Ave ne sAsune page lAge tyAre sAsu kahe beTA ! A badhuM tamAruM che, paNa tijorInI cAvIne gUDe te paheja reDhA mUkatI nathI. (hasAhasa) paNa ahIM te subhadrA sAsujInA caraNamAM paDayA eTale AzIrvAda sAthe vastrAbhUSaNe paNa ApyA. bIjI bAju je vALanI gAya corAI hatI te ajunacha temanI vahAre gayA hatA te gavALo deDatA AvIne arjunanA caraNamAM paDIne kahe che vIrA ! amArI gAye lAvavA mATe tAre vanamAM javuM paDyuM ne. dhanya che tamArI dhIratAne ! ema kahI pagamAM paDI khUba raDyA. chevaTamAM arjunane AzIrvAda ApIne pitAne ghera gayA. A rIte badhA kAryathI nivRtta thaIne arjunacha draupadInA mahele gayA. draupadIe kuzaLa samAcAra pUchayA. svAmInAtha ! ApanuM zarIra te sAruM che ne ? vanavAsamAM Apane keTaluM kaSTa paDayuM haze. ATaluM kahetAM draupadI raDI paDI. have ane tene badhI vAta karaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare.

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zrAvaNa vada 13 ne zukravAra vyApnAna na 39 aThThAI dhara tA. 12-2-77 viSaya " jIvana saphaLatAnI saphara sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtA ne bahena ! parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa parvanA pavitra ane magalakArI divaseA ApaNA jIvananA AMgaNe AvI gayAM che. payu SaNu pa e sava parvamAM ziratAja che. parvAdhirAja patra viSaya kAcAnA luSita kADhavane ulecI jIvananA kSetramAM tapa, tyAga ane sayamanA khIjatuM vAvetara kare che. jIvanane maMgalamaya ane unnata banAvavA mATe parvAdhirAja ApaNune navacetanAnA nUtana mAge navajAgRti samarpe che. jyAre megharAjA A dharatI para mahera karIne pRthvIne hariyALI banAvI de che tyAre cAtA jema AnaMdanA raNakArAthI masta anI jAya che ane mayUra jema meghagarjanA sAMbhaLatA thana thI uThe che tema paryuSaNa mahAparva AvatA bhavya jIva rUpI cAtakA jenI jhaMkhanA karI rahyAM hatA temanA haiyA Ana MdanA hileALe caDhayA che. pazcAtApa ane micchAmi dukkaDaMnA nirmaLa vAri varDa sva AtmAne ujjavaLa banAvavA anekAneka bhavyAtmAe A parvorAdhanAmAM joDAya che. kaSAyeAnI kaluSitatAothI, mehanI mahAdhatAothI, kanI kaThInAIethI ane viSaya vAsanAothI satata pIDAtA AtmA A divaseAmAM kaMIka aMze zAMtinA eka zvAsa le che. pratipaLe krodhAdi! kaSAya, rAga, dveSa vigere zatruo AtmAne damana karI peAtAnu' sAmrAjya jamAvatA jAya che teone jvalaMta parAjya ApIne lUMTAI gayelA Atmika dhanane pAchu meLavavA mATenA A mahAna suavasara che. A pa" jIvanamAM uMDA utarI gayelA vairanA mULIyAone khALIne maitrInA khIjanu vAvetara karIne jIvanarUpI udyAnane saurabhathI mheMkAvI de che, ane A mAnavajIvananI dharatIne dayA, dAna, maitrI ane karUNAnA kAmaLa cheDavAethI lIlIchama banAvI de che. ?? A pavitra divaseAmAM rAja ArAdhanA nahi karanAra AtmAo dhadho rAjagAra vigerene gauNu banAvIne ArAdhanAnA mArgamAM sakriya bhAga le che. A divasomAM khUba jAgRta banIne ArAdhaka bhAvanI ArAdhanA karavA sajja banavu... joI e. A pUrva ArAdhanAnA sAgaramAM bharatI lAve che. cAlu divasomAM karAtI ArAdhanA karatAM A divasomAM karAtI ArAdhanAmAM svAbhAvika ullAsa ne AnaM vadhu jaNAya che. mAnavabhava e sAmAnya rIte dhama karavA mATenI mAsama che. mAsamamAM jema vahepAra karanAra vahepArIone dhaMdhAmAM kamANI sArI thAya che te rIte mAnavabhava pAmelA puNyavAnA A deha dvArA dharmanI suraMdara tathA zreSTha kamANIrUpa ArAdhanA karI zake che. sava

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zArA darzana zreSTha maMgalarUpa AcAre tathA vicAre mATenuM saMgamasthAna mAnavadeha che. eTalA mATe mAnavadeha pAmIne mAnave dharmanI ArAdhanA karavA mATe ujamALa banavuM joIe. pavitra AcAra vicArane saMgama je dharma mAnavane jIvana jIvatAM zIkhavADe che. maratI vakhate samAdhi Ape che. jIvanamAM samatA ane zAMtinuM amRtapAna dharmanI ArAdhanAnA prabhAve thAya che. bhavAMtaramAM sadgatine kela paNa dharma Ape che, ane e dharmanA prabhAve AtmA siddhinA zAzvata sukhano svAda cAkhI zake che. ATalA mATe samasta saMsAramAM dharma e AtmIya baMdhu ane sAce nehI che. dharmane saMbaMdha akhaMDa AnaMdamaya caitanya svarUpa AtmAnI sAthe che. zarIra, dravya ke kuTuMbAdinI sAthe dharmane vAstavika saMbaMdha nathI. eka vAta che ke zarIrAdinI anukuLatA dharmanI ArAdhanA karavAmAM sahAyaka jarUra bane che, paNa mukhyatve dharma AtmAnI sAthe sabaMdha dharAve che. bhagavAne prakAzelA dharmanI ArAdhanA keI jIva kAyaratAne kAmaLo oDhIne nathI karI zakavAne. eNe te sarahada sAcavatA sainika karatAM paNa vadhu zurAtana batAvavuM paDaze. baMdhuo ! mAnavadeha pAmyA pachI jeo roja dharma karI zakatAM nathI evA dharmAnurAgI AtmAo parvanA divasemAM saheje dharma karavA utsuka bane che. parvanA divasamAM evuM vAtAvaraNa sarjAya che ke tenAthI dharmArAdhanA karavA mATe utsAha ane umaMga vadhe che. tethI paryuSaNa parvanA pavitra divasemAM samyakdarzana, samyakajJAna ane sammacAritra rUpI dharmanI ArAdhanA karI AtmA upara lAgelAM pApa karmo rUpI melane I jIvanane nirmaLa, niSpApa ane unnata banAvavA mATe utsuka bane che. anAdi kALathI AtmA upara viSaya, kaSAya, meha Adi pApane bhAra paDe che. A lArathI AtmAne mukta karavAmAM paryuSaNa parvanI ArAdhanA sahAyaka bane che. parvAdhirAjanI ArAdhanA e pavitratA, zItaLatA ane zuddhi mATenuM gaMgAsthAna che. Aje aThThAIdharano pavitra divasa che. Ajano divasa e sUcana kare che ke AjathI AThame divase saMvatsarIne pavitra dina Avaze. te divase ApaNe kSamApanA karavAnI. kSamApanA e te parvAdhirAjanI saghaLI ArAdhanAne prANa che. bAra mahinAmAM je koInI sAthe mamatA, vArtha, rAga, dveSa, meha AdinA kAraNe belavA cAlavAmAM, saMsAra vyavahAramAM keInI sAthe aprIti, dveSa, vaira Adi thayA hoya te badhAne hRdayanI saraLatA, saccAI tathA zudhipUrvaka kSamA mAMgIne AtmAne haLave banAvavo joIe. aMtaramAMthI rAga-dveSanA kAMTA kADhI zudha dilathI kSamA mAMganAra jema mahAna che tema aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka kSamA ApanAra paNa mahAna che. A rIte paraspara kSamApanA karavAthI kSamAzIla AtmA saMsAra sAgarane taravA mATe samartha bane che.

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zAradA darzana 301 jIvananI kSaNabhaMguratA, saMpattinI caMcaLatA ane saMsAra sabaMdhanI asAratAnuM jene bhAna che e jAgRta AtmA parvAdhirAjanI ArAdhanA mATe jIvanamAM dareka prakAre taiyArI karI rAkhe che. bAra mahinAnI puNya-pApanI, dharma-adharmanI pravRttionuM saravaiyuM kADhI mAnava jIvanane ujajavaLa banAvanAra ArAdhaka bhAva jenA haiyAmAM satatapaNe sArAye varSa daramyAna jIvaMta rahyo che te ArAdhaka AtmA parvAdhirAjane sanmAnavA sadA utsuka rahe che. A paryuSaNa parvane mahAmaMgalamaya suavasara jIvanamAM mahAmUlya caitanyanI preraNuM ApI jIvanane saphaLa banAvavA mATe preraNA ApI jAya che. he devAnupriye ! tame jAgRta bane. parvAdhirAja mahAparvanI ArAdhanA mATe sajaja thAo. bhAvanA-zraddhA-bhakti-daDhatA Adi maMgalamaya svastikenI raMgoLI AtmAnA AMgaNe pUrI parvAdhirAjane satkAravA ujamALa bane, ane jIvanane saphaLa banAve. paryuSaNa parvane anulakSIne AjanA vyAkhyAnane viSaya rAkhe che jIvana saphaLatAnI saphara." mAnavajIvananI sapharane saphaLa banAvavA mATe ApaNane Ave anupama avasara maLe che. tamane ema thaze ke Aje vyAkhyAnane viSaya Ave kema rAkhyuM haze? jJAnI purUSo kahe che ke ApaNe AtmA anaMtakALathI saphara karate Ave che paNa haju tenI saphara saphaLa thaI nathI. saphara eTale zuM? musApharI, tame keI lAMbI saphare jAo cho tyAre bhAratanI saMskRti mujaba vaDIlene namaskAra kare che tyAre tamArI mAtA zuM kaheze? beTA ! saMbhALIne jaje, ane jyAM jAya tyAM saMbhALIne raheje ne tArA kuzaLa samAcAra Apate raheje. pachI tamArA zrImatIjI pAse jaze te e zuM kaheze? e to tamArA anubhavanI vAta che. mAre tamane kahevAnI jarUra nathI. kema barAbara ne? mAre mATe sADI-dAgInA vigere lAvaje. (hasAhasa) have dharmagurUonI pAse jaze to e tamane zuM kaheze? devAnupriyA ! tame A dravya saphara karavA jAya che tyAM tame dharmane sAthe laI jaje ne jIvananI saphara saphaLa banAvaje. kAraNa ke mAnavabhava maLa ati durlabha che. jIvananI sAcI saphaLatA mAnavabhavamAM karI zakAya che. coryAzI lAkha chavAyonimAM bhaTakta jIva mahAna puNyanA udayathI mAnavajIvana pAmyo che. mAnavajIvanane yogya puNya upArjana karavA mATe jIvane akathya yAtanAomAMthI pasAra thavuM paDe che. ane mAnavabhava meLavyA pachI je AtmAne tenI durlabhatAnuM bhAna thAya che ne AtmasAdhanA kare che te tene paNa pUjanIka banI jAya che, ane je mAnava janma pAmIne dehanI ALapaMpALamAM paDI jAya che te mAnavajIvananI sapharane saphaLa banAvI zakyuM nathI, ane je taravAnuM sAdhana che tenAthI DUbI jAya che, eka bhakta gAyuM che ke

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302 zAradA darzana mane A deha udhAre narakamAM e ja gabaDAve, dayuM te pAra utarAve, namuM te pApa baMdhAve, sAdhana tarI javAnuM kAMThA upara DubAvuM chuM A dehanI pULamAM A mAnava deharUpI haDI saMsAra sAgarathI tAranAra che, paNa tAranAra kayAre bane? tapa-tyAga dvArA enuM damana karavAmAM Ave te. tapa-tyAga dvArA enuM damana thAya te AtmA karmonA bhArathI haLa bane ne haLa bane eTale tare che te vAta nakkI che. ane je dehanuM lAlanapAlana karavAmAM rapa rahe te pApakarma baMdhAya ane e pApa bhogavavA naraka ane tiryaMca gatimAM javuM paDe che. eTale kahyuM che ke taravAnuM sAdhana jIvanane DUbADanAra na bane te dhyAna rAkhaje. mATe jJAnI puruSe kahe che ke je tamAre mAnavajIvananI sapharane saphaLa banAvavI hoya te sauthI pahelAM bhoga Apa paDaze, kaSTa veThavuM paDaze. kaSTa vinA saphaLatA nahi maLe. pArlAmenTanI cuMTaNI thAya che tyAre sattAnI khurazI meLavavA mATe keTalA badhA umedavAre ubhA thAya che! e umedavArane khurazI maLaze ke nahi te nakkI nathI. bhAgyAdhIna che chatAM pahelAM keTalA paisA vere che! e khurazI meLavavA mATe udAratAthI paisA vApare che. te samaye enI udAratA joIne te ema lAge ke A dAnavIra jagaDuzA ane bhAmAzA joI le. A khuzI te mAtra traNa varSa mATe che chatAM keTale dhanano vyaya kare che ! te mokSanI kAyamI khurazI meLavavA mATe keTale purUSArtha kare jaIe! tene jarA vicAra karo. mahAna purUSoe paNa purUSArtha karyo te jIvananI sapharane saphaLa banAvI zakyA che. A uparathI ApaNe jarUra vicAra karavo joIe ke purUSArtha vinAnuM jIvana jIvana nathI paNa purUSArtha sahita jAgRtimaya jIvana te sAcuM jIvana che. mAnava pAse be AMkha ane be pAMkha che. tamane thaze ke AMkha te barAbara paNa pAMkhe kaI? pAMkho te pakSIne heAya che. bhAI! e AMkhe ane pAMkhe judI che ne huM tamane je kahevA mAMgu chuM te judI che. sadAcAra ane saddavicAra rUpI be AMkhe che ne paropakAra ane sevAbhAva rUpI be pAMkhe che sadAcAra ane saddavicAra rUpI che. divya AMkhe dvArA mAnavI vikaTa bhavamArga oLaMgI zake che ane paropakAra tathA sevAbhAva rUpI be pAMkhe vaDe pitAnA lakSya tarapha uDDayana AdarI zake che. vicAre te mAnavajIvana evuM amUlya che ke vivekapUrvaka tene upayoga karavAmAM Ave te te mAnavane mahAtmA banAvI zake che ne mahAtmAmAMthI paramAtmA paNa banAvI zake che. paNa A kayAre bane? mAnavane maLelI zaktinI pratyeka aMzane vivekapUrvaka AtmalakSe sadupayoga kare che. Apa jANe che ne ke A duniyAmAM mAnava te ghaNAM che paNa mAnava mAnavamAM phera che. huM tamane eka nyAya ApIne samajAvuM.

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zAradA darzana 303 pavana Ave te tamane sahune game che ne? paNa pavana pavanamAM phera che. eka pavana kulathI khIlelA bagIcAne spazane Ave che. bIje pavana dugadha mAratA gaTaranA gaMdA pANIne spazIne Ave che. A bemAM kayo pavana game ? sugaMdhavALe te rIte eka pavana nadIne spazIne Ave che ne eka pavana verAna raNane sparzIne Ave che. A bemAM jemAM ThaMDaka che te pavana game che paNa garama nathI gamate, tevI ja rIte tame vicAra kare ke jenA jIvanamAM sadguNanI saurabha haze, kSamA, sevA, vinaya namratA Adi guNanI zItaLatA haze te mAnavI jagatane priya thaze. mAnavajIvananI kiMmata sadAcArano janma sadguNothI thAya che. sadAcArane janma saddavicAramAMthI thAya che. saddavicAramAM svArtha tyAga, paramArtha vigere guNono samAveza thAya che. bIjAnI pAse kaI paNa cIjanI mAMgaNI karavAthI mAnavI mahAna banI zakatuM nathI paNa nAne bane che. jyAre pitAne maLelI saMpatti vigerene svecchAthI ulAsapUrvaka bIjAnA hita mATe tyAga kare che te mAnavI heje mahAna banI jAya che. e te eka ne eka be jevI vAta che ke je mANasa lakSamIne moha choDI dAnamAM upayoga kare tene sau oLakhe che. tenI prazaMsA kare che ne tene sau yAda kare che, paNa je pitAnA sukhamAM ja saMpattine upayoga kare che tene keNa yAda kare ? sUrya keInI pAsethI koI paNa jAtane badalo levAnI apekSA vinA jagatane prakAza Ape che. caMdra zItaLatA Ape che, vRkSo phaLaphUla Ape che, sarovara pANI Ape che tethI jagatamAM tenI kiMmata aMkAya che. kAraNa ke teo paropakArI che. jyAre jyAre popakAranI vAta Ave che tyAre tyAre sUrya, caMdra, vRkSa, sarevara vigerene yAda karavAmAM Ave che. mAnavajIvananI saphara saphaLa banAvavA mATe paNa tyAga ane paramArtha daSTi A be guNa keLavavA anivArya che eTale ke e guNe apanAvavA joIe. mAnavajIvananI barabAdI thatI aTakAvavA mATe tenI kSaNe kSaNane sadupayoga kare. jIvanamAMthI durguNane daphanAve ne sadguNane apanAve. A saMsAramAM mAnavIne je kAMI sAruM maLe che te puNyanA prabhAvathI maLe che ane kharAba je kAMI maLe che te pApanA kAraNe maLe che. sadAcAra vinA puNya baMdhAtuM nathI. mATe puNyanA udayathI maLelI saMpatti upara mamatvanI mahera na lagAvaze paNa je tamane maLyuM che tene bIjAnA hita mATe vAparaje. je mANasane bIjAne ApavuM gamatuM nathI. kevaLa potAnA sukhamAM rakta rahe che te mAnavajIvana hArI jAya che pitAne maLelI saMpatti vaDe anekanI vipatti dUra karavAmAM mAnavajIvananI mahattA che. bhANe besIne managamatA bhajana jamatI vakhate tamArA dilamAM bhUkhyAnI yAda AvavI joIe ke huM te khAuM chuM paNa mArA svadhAma garIba bhUkhyA baMdhuonuM zuM thatuM haze ? kIDI, maMkoDA jevA

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304 zAradA darzana jatue paNa pitAnuM te peTa bhare che. emAM kaI vizeSatA nathI, paNa pite bhUkhyA rahIne bIjAnuM peTa bhare che tenI vizeSatA che. je manuSya puNyanA udayathI sukhI che tenA dilamAM te ema ja thavuM joIe ke mAre svadharmI bhAI kema sukhI thAya ne dharma pAme! je A rIte jIvana jIvI jAya che tene jIvanamAMthI duniyAnA leke preraNA le che paNa je saMpattinA dAsa banelA che tevA manuSyonI dha ItihAsanA pAne nedhAtI nathI. jyAre dAnavIronA jIvana vahetA jharaNAnI mAphaka Aje anekane tyAganI preraNA ApI rahyA che. kula ema vicAra kare ke sugaMdha mArAmAM che eTale ene upalega karavAne mATe ja hakka che. Ama vicArIne puSpa je bIjAne suvAsa na Ape te tenI kiMmata kharI ? nA? A rIte puryodaye maLelI saMpattithI je bIjAnA duHkha nA maTADe te mAnavajIvana maDadAla banI jAya che. jema puSpanI kiMmata tenI suvAsamAM che, sarevaranI kiMmata jaLamAM che, vRkSanI kiMmata phaLamAM che tema mAnavanI kiMmata tenA haiyAmAM rahelI udAratAmAM che. mATe tamane je kaMI maLyuM che tenAthI duHkhInuM duHkha TALo. jyAM sudhI tamAruM puNya che tyAM sudhI badhuM che. bAkI puya khatama thaze pachI jIvanamAM ghora aMdhakAra chavAI jaze. puNyanI lIlA ajaba che. jyAM sudhI mANasanuM puNya jIvatuM jAgatuM hoya che tyAM sudhI keI tene vALa vAMke karI zakatuM nathI. bAkI pApane udaya kevI dazA karAve che te eka daSTAMta ApIne samajAvuM. eka nagaramAM eka bhikhArI ghara gharamAM bhIkha mAMgate paNa tene keI eka baTakuM paNa nA Ape, Ama karatAM traNa divaso gayA. te khUba raDate. zuM e gAmamAM badhA kaMjusa hatA? kaI dAtAra na hatA ? ema na hatuM. e vakhatanI AryaprajA atithi satkAranA maMgalakArI dharmane varelI hatI, paNa bhikhArInA kamabhAgya hatAM ke e mAMgavA jAya tyAre gharanA mANase kaMI ne kaMI kAmamAM rokAyelA hoya, athavA badhuM patI gayuM hoya, koI IrSALu bhikhArIe amuka zerImAM bIjA bhikhArIne AvavA na de. jema eka zerInuM kUtaruM bIjI zerInA kUtarAne AvavA nA de ne Ave te mArI nAMkhe te rIte e samayamAM bhikhArIo evAM hatAM ke bIjA bhikhArIne pitAnA mahAlAmAM pesavA na detAM. AvuM kaMI ne kaMI banyA karatuM eTale pelA bhikhArIne khAsa maLatuM nahotuM. chevaTe bhUkhe ne tarasya kaMTALI gayo ke ahe! A nagaramAM ATalA badhA dAtAre vase che. bIjA bhikhArIone khAvA maLe che ne mane keI baTakuM Tale nathI ApatuM. AvuM jIvana jIvIne zuM kAma che? AnA karatAM ApaghAta karIne marI jAuM,

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zAradA darzana 305 A vicAra karIne bhikhArI ApaghAta karavA mATe dUra dUra cAlyA. tyAM mArgamAM eka vRkSa nIce munine beThelAM joyAM. A dukhI bhikhArI muni pAse jaIne raDavA lAge. muni eTale dayAnI mUrti, duHkhIne visAmo. bhikhArIne joIne munine dayA AvI gaI. eTale pUchayuM ke bhAI! tuM zA mATe raDe che? tyAre teNe kahyuMmahArAja! traNa divasathI annane eka kaNa mane khAvA nathI maLyo. Ama te piTa pUratuM khAvAnuM maLatuM nathI temAM traNa divasathI te kAMI nathI maLyuM. tamArA jevA sAdhuo nathI mAMgatA chatAM tene parANe leke Ape che ke huM mAMgI mAMgIne marI jAuM chuM chatAM mane keI baTakuM roTalo ApatAM nathI. A dukhathI trAsI gayo chuM. have mAre marI jAuM che. - saMte bhikhArIne Apela upadeza - tyAre dayAnA sAgara evA munie kahyuM ke bhAI! marI javAthI kaMI duHkha theDuM TaLe? eka kIDIne khAvAnuM maLI rahe che, to tane nahi maLe? tyAre kahe che bApajI ! tame nahi mAne paNa huM sAcuM kahuM chuM ke huM kIDI karatAM paNa kamabhAgI chuM. mane nathI maLatuM. tyAre saMte kahyuMbhAI! emAM keIne deSa nathI. tane nathI maLatuM tenuM kAraNa tuM pite che. bhikhArIe kahyuM-zuM mane nahi maLavAmAM huM pote kAraNuM chuM? munie kahyuM-hA. je sAMbhaLa. te pUrvabhavamAM dharma karyo nathI ne khUba pApa karyA haze ! have jo tuM duHkhathI kaMTALIne ApaghAta karIza te AthI vadhu duHkhI thaIza. tenA karatAM atyAre dharma karavAnI taka oLakhI le. bhikhArI kahe che mahArAja! mArI pAse A bhIkha mAMgavAnA capaNIyA sivAya bIjuM kAMI nathI. huM kevI rIte dharma karuM? munie kahyuM-bhAI! dharma karavAmAM kaMI paisAnI jarUra nathI paDatI. tuM roja sAdhunA darzana te karI zake ke nahi? emAM kaMI rAtI pAI devAnI nathI ne ? bhikhArIe kahyuM-hA. e te huM khuzIthI karI zakuM paNa eTalAmAM zuM vaLe? mahArAje kahyuM-are bhAI! saMta darzananAM mUlya kaMI jevA tevA nathI. e te mahAlAbhanuM kAraNa che. pavitra saMtanA darzanathI dukha TaLe che. ghaNAM janmanAM pApa TaLI jAya che ne mahAna puNyane lAbha thAya che. bhikhArIe kahyuM-mahArAja! evuM to huM jarUra karI zakuM. enAmAM dIkSA le tevI yogyatA na hatI eTale saMte tene niyama Ape ke saMtanA darzana karyA vinA tAre jamavuM nahi. bhikhArIe niyama lIdhe. munie tene dharma samajAvyuM tethI tenA manamAM khUba AnaMda thaze. ahe! karmanA udayathI duHkhI te chuM chatAM puNyavAna chuM ke mane pavitra saMta maLyA ne maratAM aTakAvyA. enAmAM khUba hiMmata AvI ane pAchA e te nagaramAM AvyA. niyama lIdhA pachI darareja gAmamAM jyAM sAdhu ke sAThavI birAjamAna hoya tyAM 39

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306 - zAradA darzana jaIne darzana karI Avate ne pachI bhIkha mAMgate je maLe te khAto. Ama karatAM eka samaya evo AvyA ke gAmamAM ke najIka AjubAjumAM sAdhu saMta na mAnyA. tethI khAdhuM nahi. Ama karatAM sAta divasa gayA paNa jamatA nathI. tyAre loko ene sAmethI bhikSA de che paNa te nathI paNa manamAM be traNa vakhata e vikala5 AvI gae ke sAdhue mane AvI pratijJA kayAM ApI? have leke ApavA Agraha kare che chatAM paNa saMtanA darzana karyA vinA lAvIne zuM karavAnuM ? ema vicAra karIne bhikSA lete nathI, paNa manamAM khAvAnA vikalapa AvI jAya che. kAraNa ke game tema te ya A khAvAne lAlacu bhikhArI hate. chatAM manane vALa ne pratijJA pALate, ane vicArate ke are! dharma pravRttinA phaLamAM naDe tevuM pApa kayAM AcarI rahyo chuM ! munie mane kahyuM che ke saMtanA darzanathI badhA duHkhe TaLI jAya che chatAM meM kevA halakA vicAra karyA. kudarate sAta divasa pUrA thatAM gAmamAM saMta padhAryA. khUba bhAvathI teNe darzana karyA. tyAM vicAra Ave ke sAta divasa mArA pApanA udayathI meM khAdhuM nathI paNa Aje darzana thavA chatAM huM khAvAne tyAga karuM te mane lAbha thAya. Ama samajI AThame upavAsa karyo. tenA manamAM khUba AnaMda hatuM, paNa pAraNuM thatAM pahelAM te teNe nazvara dehane tyAga karyo. pele bhikhArI karIne rAjapurohitanI dAsInI kukSImAM AvyA. savA nava mahine tene janma thaye. A samaye purehita rAjasabhAmAM beThe hate. eTale tene tarata samAcAra pahoMcADayA. samAcAra maLyA ke tarata rAjapurohite rahe ne ega joyA. A vakhate rAjoga joIne enuM mastaka harSathI nAcI uThayuM. tyAre rAjAe pUchayuM ke purohitajI! ApanA mukha upara ekAeka ATalo badho AnaMda kema dekhAya che? ne mAthuM kema halA che ? purehite kahyuM. mahArAjA ! zuM vAta karuM ? atyAre evA roga cAle che ke A dAsIputra tamArA pachI tamArA rAjyane mAlIka banaze, ane jaina zAsanane dIpAvaze. A zabdo sAMbhaLIne rAjAnA haiyAmAM agni jyALA pragaTI, ne dilamAM khUba AghAta lAgyo ke huM A zuM sAMbhaLI rahyo chuM. zuM mArI rAjagAdIne vArasa eka dAsIputra thaze? zuM mArA putrane rAjya nahi maLe. bIjA rAjAenI gAdIe te rAjaputro AvyA ne mArA jevA kamabhAgI ane satvahIna rAjA pachI eka dAsIputra rAjA banaze ? "nAnA" huM purUSArthahIna nathI. A chokarAne game tema karIne nikAla karAvI daIza pachI e rAjA kayAMthI banI zake? AvA vicArathI rAjA krodhathI dhamadhamavA lAgyA. puNyazALI jIvanAM jatana karavAne badale tene marAvI nAMkhavA uThayAM. kharekhara samajIe te mAnavajIvanamAM keInI vaDAInuM meTAI) zravaNu maLe e ApaNe mATe guNAnurAga ane pramoda bhAvanAne

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zAradA darzana 307 vikasAvavAnI sonerI taka che. vadhu zuM kahyuM? koInuM sAruM jovA maLe, keInA guNe sAMbhaLavA maLe ne ApaNane IrSyA na Ave tyAre pramoda bhAvanAne AvavAne avakAza maLe ne? A pApa bharelA saMsAramAM AvI taka maLe tene vadhAvI le. ahIM rAjA vicAre che ke ThIka thayuM. mane khabara paDI te huM nikAla karIza. kAraNa ke huM sattAdhIza rAjA chuM. na have purohita rAjasabhAmAMthI uThIne khuza thate ghera gaye. bIjI bAju rAjAe dAsInA chokarAne mAravA mATe kAvatru racyuM ane eka mANasane taiyAra karyo, ane tene sUcanA karI ke purohitanI dAsInA chokarAne game tema karIne uThAvI je ne jaMgalamAM laI jaIne mArI nAMkhe. ahAhA. rAjA keTalI niSpharatA karI rahyA che! rAjAne mANasa taka zodhe che ke kayAre bALakane uThAvI jAuM! gayA janmamAM bALake saMtanA darzanathI jambara puya upArjana karyuM hatuM paNa vacamAM vacamAM enA manamAM evA bhAva jAgelA ke mahArAje kyAM pratijJA karAvI! ke mane khAvAnuM maLe che chatAM saMtanA darzana vinA bhUkhyA rahevuM paDayuM ! tenAthI baMdhAI gayeluM pApa paNa taka zodhe che ke kayAre udayamAM AvuM! joyuM ne rAjA taka zedha che mAravA ane karma taka zeAdhe che bALakane herAna karavA. A duniyAmAM jayAM juo tyAM badhe taka sAdhavAnuM dhamadhokAra kAma cAlI rahyuM che. bIjI bAju A duniyAnI ghaTamALamAM mahApurUSo AtmasAdhanA karavAnI amUlya takane zedhe che. mArA bhAIone bahena ! A paryuSaNa parvamAM tapa-tyAgane vahepAra dhamadhokAra cAle che. temAM AtmakalyANanI kamANI karI jIvananI sapharane saphaLa banAvavAnI taka tame zeSo che ne ? yAda rAkhaje. gaI ghaDI pAchI nahi maLe. have pelA bALakane caMDALa lekee taka zeAdhIne upADa ne jaMgalamAM laI gayA. eka vRkSa nIce jaIne bALakane mAravAnI taiyArI kare che. tyAM bALaka khilakhilATa hasavA lAgyuM. sukomaLa, nirdoSa bALakane khIlelA kulanI jema hasatuM joIne caMDALanA manamAM vicAra Ave ke eNe mAruM zuM bagADayuM che? AvA nirdoSa bALakane mAra mArave nathI. Ama vicArI AgaLa cAle ne eka sukA vRkSa nIce mUkI dIdho. bALakanA puNyathI sUkAyele bagIce lIluMchama thaI gaye. tethI caMDALa vicAramAM paDI gaye ne eka jagyAe saMtAI gaye. enA manamAM thayuM ke je te khare ke A chokarAnuM zuM thAya che? DIvAramAM bagIcAne maLI AvyuM. pitAne sUkAI gayele bagIce lIluMchama joIne Azcarya pAra na rahyo. A zuM! Ama vicAra karate mALI bagIcAmAM phare che tyAM vRkSa nIce bALaka khIlakhIlATa ramatuM joyuM. A joIne mALInA manamAM thayuM ke nakkI, A bALaka puNyavAna che.

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38 zAradA darzana ene game te kAraNe keI ahIM mUkI gayuM che, paNa mAruM te kAma thaI gayuM. harSabhera bALakane uMcakI lIdho ne premathI ramADavA lAgyo. pelA caMDALanA manamAM thayuM ke have tenuM rakSaNa thaze. te AnaMda pAmate tyAMthI cAlyA gaye. mALI bALakane ghera laI gaye ne pitAnI patnIne soM. ene saMtAna na hatuM. eTale A puNyavaMtA bALakane joIne rAjI rAjI thaI gaI, ane tene khUba lAlanapAlanathI ucheravA lAgyA. A badhI beThavaNa karanAra tenuM puNya che. jenuM puNya salAmata tenuM sukha paNa salAmata ane dharma salAmata te puNya salAmata. ahIM tamane dharma karavAnI taka maLI che tene jhaDapI laIne dharmanI khUba ArAdhanA karIne tamArA puNyane salAmata banAve. je je, saMsArI sukha meLavavAnuM puNya samajatA nahi. AtmAnI unnati mATenA puNyanI vAta che. puNyodaye bALakane rakSaNa maLI gayuM" :- rUparUpanA aMbAra jevA bALakane joIne mALI ane mAlaNa khuza khuza thaI gayA. te AnaMdathI bALakane uchere che. bAbA eka varSane thaye eka divasa mAlaNa rAjadarabAramAM phala ApavA mATe javA taiyAra thaI. tyAre bALake haTha karI ke huM tArI sAthe AvuM. eTale mAlaNe tene sAthe laI gaI. A mAlaNanA chokarA upara rAjapurohitanI dRSTi paDI ne purohitanuM dila nAcI uThayuM. tyAre rAjAe pUchayuM. pureDitajI ! kema ekalA ekalA hase che? tyAre purehite kahyuM. mahArAjA! A mAlaNane chokaro rAjA thAya tevA tenAM lakSaNa dekhAya che. tyAM rAjA coMkI uThayA. huM zuM kaho cho? A chekare rAjA thaze? enA sAmuM dhArI dhArIne jotAM rAjAne lAgyuM ke nakakI A dAsIne cheka hoya tema lAge che. zuM caMDALAe mArI nAMkhe nahi hoya! bhale, kadAca temaNe na mAryo hoya paNa huM tene mArIza. te jIvata rahe te mAruM rAjya le ne ? zuM Ave halake chokare mArA rAjyano vArasadAra thAya? juo. rAjAnI kevI adhama vicAraNA che! zuM A mAnavajIvana AvA adhama kAryo karavA maLyuM che? nA...nA pitAnA svArtha mATe bIjAne khatama karI nAMkhavA te keTaluM ghora pApa che ! girALI bilADI jevA prANIo potAnA zikAranI pAchaLa tAyA kare che ne lAga maLatAM tene khatama karIne pitAnuM peTa bharavAnI taka zodhe che tema rAjA paNa karIne mArI nAkhavAnI taka zeAdhe che, paNa vicAra nathI karatA ke AvA pApa karIne huM kyAM jaIza? ahIM khAsa vicAra karavA jevuM che ke ApaNe bIjAne jIvADI zakavA samartha nathI te mArI nAkhavAne zuM adhikAra che? dharmathI ajANa mahadazAthI gherAyelA rAjA vicAre che ke huM ene mArI nAMkhuM te rAjA thavA na Ave paNa ene khabara

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zArA darzana 309 nathI ke uttama mAnava jIvananI vizeSatA bIjA ne abhayadAna ApavAmAM che. mArI nAkhavAmAM nahi. bele, tame savArathI uThIne kevI kAryavAhI kare che? mAnava janma pAmIne karmanA bhAra vadhAryA ke ghaTADyA? zuM karyuM? rAjAne karmabaMdhananI kaI ciMtA nathI. basa, chokarAne mArI nAkhuM evI laganI lAgI che. "kapaTa karI mAlaNa pAsethI dIkare levAnI yukita -rAjAe mAlaNane kahyuM ke bahena ! A tAre chokare mane bahu game che. mane ApI che. tyAre mAlaNe kahyuM sAheba ! A te mane haiyAnA hAra je vahAle che. huM nahi ApuM. tyAM rAjAe sattAnA baLe jhUMTavI lIdho eTale mAlaNa raDatI raDatI tyAMthI jAya che tyAre chokare enI kAlIghelI bhASAmAM kahe che bA ! tuM mane mUkIne kyAM jAya che? mane sAthe laIne jA. tyAre kahe che beTA ! huM tArA mATe paMDe levA jAuM chuM . ema kahIne AMsu sAratI cAlI gaI. bIjI bAju rAjAe chokarAne mAravA mATe eka caMDALane bolAvIne kahyuM A chokarAne laI jaIne mArI nAkhe. eTale saMdhyAkALa thatAM caMDALa bALakane laIne jaMgalamAM jAya che paNa jenuM puNya prabaLa hoya tene ze bhaya? puNya hoya tyAM khUnInuM dila paNa pIgaLI jAya che ane puNya na hoya tyAM sArA mAnavInI buddhi paNa bagaDI jAya che. juo, have puchyuM zuM kAma kare che? chokare rastAmAM pelA caMDALane enI kAlIghelI bhASAmAM kahe che kAkA! mane kyAM laI jAva cho? mArI bA mane mUkIne peMDA levA gaI che. te zuM tame mane peMDA apAvaze? bALakanI mIThI vANIthI caMDALane hRdaya palaTe" - bALakanA nirdoSatA bharyA zabdo sAMbhaLIne paththara jevA kaThera hadayanA caMDALanuM dila dravI uThayuM. cAMdanInA prakAzamAM bALakanuM mukha jotAM alaukIka teja joyuM. aho ! zuM AvA pavitra nirdoSa bALakane mArI nAMkhavAne? A te keI purayavAna jIve che. rAjAe bhale mane mArI nAkhavAnuM kahyuM paNa mAre ene nathI mAra. ene evA keI sArA sthAnamAM mUkI dauM ke ene kaI rakSaNadAtA maLI jAya. A vicAra karIne AgaLa cAle tyAM eka yakSanuM maMdira AvyuM. caMDALane vicAra thaye ke A ThIka che. A maMdiramAM ghaNuM bhakto darzana karavA mATe Avaze te huM ene ahIM mukI dau te keIne kaI rakSaNadAtA maLI jaze. ema vicAra karIne maMdiramAM AvyuM. yakSanA darzana karyA ane bALakane kahe che beTA! tuM ahIM besaje huM tAre mATe ATalA badhA piMDA laIne hamaNAM pAche AvuM chuM. bALake kahyuM sAruM kAkA tame vahelA Avajo he mArI bAnI mAphaka mane mukIne jatAM na rahetAM. - "azrubhInI banelI caMDALanI AMkho : caMDALa muMjhavaNamAM paDayo. zuM

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zAradA darzana karavuM? bALakane kahyuM beTA! hamaNAM ja huM AvuM chuM. ema kahIne eka khUNAmAM saMtAI gaye. bALaka nirbhayapaNe beThe. AvI nirAdhAra sthitimAM nirbhayatA rAkhavI e paNa puNyanI sahAya che. chokare beThe che ne caMDALa khUNAmAM besIne yakSane prArthanA kare che ke he yakSadeva ! A bALakanuM rakSaNa karaje. huM parAdhIna chuM. rAjAnA hukamathI mAre pApanuM kAma karavA AvavuM paDyuM che paNa have huM jAuM chuM. AnuM rakSaNa karaje. Ama kahIne cAlyA gaye. have ahIM tame vicAra karaje. vidhinA lekha kahe ke potAnA karelAM zubhAzubha karmo kaho te ahIM zuM kAma kare che te jevA jevuM che. karmanI lIlA AgaLa mAnavInuM dhAryuM kaMI thatuM nathI. sAruM dhAreluM kArya bagADI nAMkhe che ne kharAba kArya sudhArI de che. ahIM evuM ja banyuM. saMtadarzanathI upArjana kareluM puya ene evI sahAya kare che ke ene rakSaNadAtA maLI jAya che. bALaka upara yakSanI utarelI kRpA" - pelA caMDALe yakSane prArthanA karI. tyAre je yakSanI mUrtinuM maMdiramAM sthApana kareluM hatuM tene sAkSAta deva tyAM hAjara hatA. teNe caMDALanI prArthanA sAMbhaLIne bALakane bacAvavAne upAya zeLe. yakSa te deva che. eNe tenA jJAna dvArA daSTi karI te maMdiranI bAjumAM eka sArthavAhana utAre che. e sArthavAhane kaMI saMtAna na hatuM. eTale yakSadeve 'tene svapna ApyuM. yakSe tene svapnAmAM kahyuM ke tAre dIkaro nathI te A bAjunA maMdiramAM eka devakumAra je dIkaro che. tAre dIkaro joIe che ne? te tuM ene laI jA. AvuM svapna pUruM thayuM ne sArthavAha jAge. enI patnIne jagADIne vapnanI vAta karIne kahe che cAla, bAjunA maMdiramAM dIkaro AvyA che. tane dIkaro apAvuM. amArI bahenane dIkaro bahu vahAluM hoya che. e dIkarAnuM nAma sAMbhaLIne gAMDI ghelI banI gaI. cAle, jaradI mane dIkarI batAve. dIkarA mATe meM ghaNA phAMphA - mAryA paNa dIkaro na maLe. hAza have mArA keDa pUrA thaze. ema vicAra karIne baMne pati-patnI maMdiramAM AvyA. A bAju pele karo caMDALa paeNDa levA jAuM chuM kahIne gayo hate. ghaNIvAra thaI chatAM na AvatAM temanI rAha jotA hatA. tyAM pelA zeTha-zeThANI AvI pahoMcyA, ane joyuM te be varSane bAluDo tyAM beTho hate. jANe svargamAMthI utare devakumAra nA hoya! tarata ja zeTha-zeThANIe tenI pAse jaIne tene uMcakI lIdhe. Ava mArA vhAlA dIkarA! beTA! tuM ekale beTho hate? ema kahIne bAthamAM laI lIdhe. bALaka te prema bhUkhe che. baMne ene pitAnA utAre laI gayA. tyAMthI pitAne ghera laI gayA ne phulanI mAphaka bALakane ucheravA lAgyA. enA sukhane pAra na raho, kayAM gayA janmamAM bhikhArInA duHkha ane kayAM zrImaMtAIne

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zA darzana mahAsukha! baMdhuo ! jue, teNe mahAna duHkhamAM paNuM saMtanA darzana karavAnI pratijJAnuM pAlana karyuM te keTaluM jabbara puNya bAMdhyuM ! ke emAM karmanA udayathI vacce vacce duHkha AvI jAya che paNa bacAvanAra maLI jAya che. haju A vAta te ghaNI lAMbI che. TUMkamAM ApaNe te AjanA viSayane anusarIne e samajavuM che ke mAnavajIvananI saphara saphaLa kema bane? pelA bhikhArIne saMta maLyA ne tene mAnavajIvananI sapharanI saphaLatAne mArga batAvyuM ane te mAge bhikhArI cAha te A mahAna lAbha maLe. babbe vakhata tene bacAvanAra maLI gayA, ne mahAna sukha maLyuM. zeTha-zeThANIe tenuM nAma narasiMha pADyuM. haju narasiMha maTe thaze ne tenA jIvanamAM kevI Apatti Avaze, temAMthI kevI rIte bacI jaze ke zuM banaze te vAta avasare vicArIzuM, kAraNa ke samaya ghaNe thaI gayA che. Aje aAIdharane pavitra divasa che. jIvanamAM jJAna darzana, cAritra-tapanI ArAdhanA karaze te jIvananI saphaLatAnI saphara saphaLa banaze. vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM 40 zrAvaNa vada 14ne zanivAra tA. 13-8-77 viSaya :- "kSaNa lAkheNuM jAya sagna baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMta upakArI samayajJa, sarvajJa bhagavaMtae mAnavabhavanA mahAna mUlya AMkyA che. mAnavajIvana te mahAna kiMmatI che. paNa tenI ekeka kSaNa paNa kiMmatI che. eTale AjanA vyAkhyAnanA viSayanuM nAma rAkhyuM che "kSaNa lAkheNI jAya". ApaNe je parvASirAja paryuSaNa parvanI ghaNAM divasathI rAha jotAM hatAM temane eka divasa te pasAra thaI gaye, ne Aje bIje divasa AvI gaye. A mAnavajIvananI ekeka kSaNa lAkheNI jAya che. dharmanI kamANI karI levA mATe manuSya bhava kharekha avasara che. tenI kSaNe kSaNane je sadupayoga thAya te karoDanI kamANI karI zakAya, ane je tene durUpayoga thAya te mATI nukazAnI che. satsaMgamAM, saddavicAramAM ane satkaraNamAM je je kSaNe jAya che te kSaNe saphaLa che. gAya, bheMsa, kUtarA, cakalA, cakalI Adi tiya"ca pazu pakSIo savAramAM uThe che ne sAMjanA sUI jAya che tyAM sudhI tene eka peTa bharavAnI ciMtA hoya che, tema keTalAka manuSya evA heya che ke savAre uThe ne sAMje sUve tyAM sudhI tene kamAvAnI, piTa bharavAnI ane kuTuMbanA bharaNapoSaNanI ciMtA hoya che paNa AtmAnI ke paranuM bhaluM karavAnI tene saheja paNa ciMtA hotI nathI. tene mAnavajanma kevI rIte saphaLa

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kAra zAradA darzana thAya? Aje savArathI uThIne sAMja sudhImAM meM keTalA zubha kAryo karyA? keInuM keTaluM bhaluM karyuM? mArI AjanA divasanI kAryavAhI daramyAna mArAthI keIne duHkha te nathI thayuM ne? meM koI kharAba vicAra te nathI karyAne? mArAthI keInuM ahita te nathI thayuM ne? AvI paramArthanI leza paNa ciMtavanA karI che kharI? AvI vicAraNA na thatI hoya te rAtrI ane divase kyAMthI saphaLa bane? satkarmo karanAranA rAtrI ane divase saphaLa jAya che ane adharma, anyAya, anItinuM AcaraNa karanAranA rAtrI-divase aphaLa jAya che. AkhA divasamAM je che ke kalAkane satsaMga paNa na karI zakAya te divasa uge te ApaNuM mATe AthamI gayA barAbara che. AvI paristhitimAM je divasa ane rAtrIe pasAra thayAM tenI kaI kiMmata ke vizeSatA nathI. mATe dharmArAdhanA karIne rAtrI-divasa ane ekeka kSaNane saphaLa banAve. lAkheNI kSaNane sadupayeAga kare. "hIrA karatAM kiMmatI lAkheNuM kSaNane oLakha" - baMdhuo ! jema hIrAnI nAnI kaNuM kiMmatI che tema jJAnI bhagavaMte kahe che ke mAnavabhavanI ekeka kSaNa mahAna kiMmatI che. manuSyabhavane jJAnIe durlabha kahyo che eTaluM ja nahi paNa manuSyabhavanI pratyeka kSaNane jJAnIe durlabha kahI che. je amUlya ratna ke dhana vaibhava vaDe kharIdI zakAtI nathI. kahyuM che ke ratna chedApi narf manuyu: kroDe rane ApavA chatAM paNa manuSyabhavanI eka kSaNanuM AyuSya meLavI zakAtuM nathI, jema keI mANasanuM mRtyu thayuM. have tame keI DekaTarane kaho ke jo tame eka miniTa mATe Ane jIvate kare te huM tamane eka koDa rUpiyA ApuM. tyAre DokaTara kahI deze ke "na bhUte na bhaviSyati" bhUtakALamAM banyuM nathI, bhAvimAM banavAnuM nathI ne vartamAnamAM tevuM banatuM nathI ke keI AyuSya vadhArI zake. khuda bhagavAna paNa eka kSaNanuM AyuSya vadhArI zakyA nathI. te e kSaNa keTalI kiMmatI haze ! A kiMmatI kSaNane tame sadupayoga karI le. AvanArI hara eka pala tuM mAnI le amUlI, sAvadha rahIne AvaradA kara pUrI, jIvanane dhanya banAvI le, AvatA dina sudhArI le... manane. ahIM zuM kahevA mAMguM chuM te tamane samajAya che ne? aNasamajamAM jiMdagInA amUlya divasa ane kSaNe je gayA, te bhale gayA. have jIvanamAM je je ghaDIne paLa Ave che tene sudhAravA sajAga bane. bhUlamAM bhUtakALa bagaDaye paNa jo tamAro bhaviSyakALa sudhAra hoya te vartamAnakALane sudhAro. jene vartamAnakALa sudhare tene bhaviSyakALa avazyameva sudhare che. tamane je dharmArAdhanA karavAnI amUlya kSaNa maLI

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' zAdA darzana 313 che tenI kadara kare ne tene sadupayoga karaze te tamAre AtmA nyAla banI jaze. AtmasAdhanA karavAnI A taka (kSaNa) e kaMI sAmAnya nathI. sAmAnya prasaMga ane taka e baMnemAM phera che. samayane sAmAnya rIte hAtha dharAya che ne kyAreka tene jAte paNa karAya che. jayAre takane mANasa khAsa vadhAvI le che, ane temAM vizeSa rasathI pravarte che. eTale TUMkamAM je mANasa kSaNane oLakhe samaje te rasapUrvaka tene jhaDapI laIne tene lAbha uThAvI zake. juo, huM tamane e vAta samajAvuM. skUlane vidyAthI parIkSAmAM pAsa thavAnI kSaNane keTalA rasathI vadhAvI le che! tenI parIkSA Ave tyAre eka kSaNa paNe vAtacIta ke ramatamAM gumAvata nathI. parIkSAmAM sArA naMbare pAsa thavAnI takano lAbha uThAvI keTalI badhI mahenata kare che. uttarAyaNano divasa Ave tyAre bALako ane yuvAne badhA pataMga uDAvavAnI takano ke lAbha uThAve che. temane khAvAnI paNa phurasada nathI maLatI. tamAre dIkaro yuvAna thayo ne sArA zrImaMta gharanI kanyAnuM kaheNa Ave che te avasarane cUke kharA? hA ke nA kahevI e te eka kSaNane ja savAla che ne ! te kSaNane tame jhaDapI le che ne? hA, kadAca ema bane ke kadAca koI garIbanI kanyA sArI ne guNavAna hoya paNa je rUpALI na hoya te tene taka nahi samaje. paNa zrImaMtanI kanyA rUpALI che pachI bhale guNa vinAnI hoya te paNa sAcI taka mAnIne vadhAvI le che. zuM kahuM? pudgalanA premI manuSyane rUpa, raMga ane dhana mAlamAM sArApaNuM dekhAya che paNa AtmAnA guNa gaMbhIratA, udAratA, satya, nIti ane sadAcAramAM sArApaNuM dekhAtuM nathI. A te meM kanyAnI vAta karI paNa mitra sagAM ane nehIjano paNa raMge rUpALA ne paise Take pahoMcatA hoya che te game che, ane temane jhaDapI levAmAM cAnsa ke taka samaje che. pachI emanI sAthe vAtacIta, emanAM svAgata-sanmAna, emanA kAryamAM bhega Ape ane emanI sAthe mIThe vyavahAra kara A badhuM tamane barAbara AvaDe che. A badhuM karavAmAM koI vizeSatA ke hoziyArI nathI, ane enuM pariNAma jotAM e sAcI taka nathI A vicAra Ave che khare? ane manamAM thAya che kharuM ke meM lAkheNI kSaNane sadupayega karyo nathI. sAcI taka kene kahevAya? sAcI taka ke kSaNane sadupaga te tene kahI zakAya ke je svaparanA AtmAne kalyANakArI heya. A taka maLI che tevI taka pharIne maLavI durlabha che evuM samajIne je takane sAdhanA karavAmAM vadhAvI leze te badhI kalyANa karanArI che. kadI vicAra Ave che khare ke Atma kalyANa karavAnI amUlya takane kamAvAmAM, dunyavI saMpatti meLavavAmAM khAvAmAM ne mAjazekhamAM gumAvI daIza te paralekamAM mAruM zuM thaze? samajI le. eka divasa badhuM choDIne javAnuM che te te.

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314 cAMdA darzana cAsa che paNa kyAM javAnu che tenA patto nathI ne yAre javAnu che tenI khabara nathI. ayavatA kumAra ramata ramavAnI paDatI mUkIne gautamasvAmIne potAne ghera laI gayA. temane gaucarI vaheArAvIne temanI sAthe bhagavAna pAse gayA. tyAM jaIne prabhunI pAsethI jIvananI amUlya kSaNane ALakhIne AvyAM, ane ghera AvIne lAkheNI kSaNane saphaLa manAvavA mATenI mAMgaNI karI. tamane paNa samajavAnI taka maLI che mATe samajo. janma-maraNanAM duHkha dUra karavAnI kSaNu lAkheNI jAya che. duniyAmAM kacana, kAminI, dhana-vaibhava e badhuM karIne puNya haze te pAchuM meLavI zakAze paNa jIvanamAMthI gayelI kSaNu pAchI meLavI zakAtI nathI. dharmArAdhanA karavAmAM je kSaNeA vaparAya che tene apUrva kSaNa kahevAmAM Ave che. te kSaNanA jJAnI purUSoe cAra vibhAga pADayA che. dravyakSaNa, kSetrakSaNu,kALakSaNu, ane bhAvakSaNu. anAdikALathI saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karatA AtmAne tenA mahAna puAAdaye manuSyabhava tathA pAMca IndrionI pUrNatA maLe. temAM paNa A`deza ane uttama kuLamAM janma, rUpa, baLa, dIrghAyuSya ane Arogya vigeranI prAptine dravyakSaNa kahevAmAM Ave che. je kSetramAM cAritra udayamAM Ave tevA Aya dezamAM manuSyabhavanI prApti thAya te kSetra kSaNa kahevAya. jIvadayA vigere dharmonA saMskAra je kSetramAM ghaNI sahelAIthI pAsI zakAya tene paNa kSetrakSaNu kahI zakAya. dhama karavAnA avasara te kALakSaNu kahevAya ane je karmonA upazama, kSayApazama ane kSaya je kSaNamAM thAya te bhAvakSaNa kahevAya. adhu ! tame badhA ahI beThA che. teA mahAna bhAgyazALI che. kAraNa ke dravya kSaNanI tamane saMpUrNa sAnukULatA maLI che. tamane evA sAdhanA ane sAmagrIo maLI che ke tame dhAro tA purUSArthInA maLe sarvavirati cAritranI bhUmikA sudhI pahAMcI zakA che. cAritranA bhAva AvavA durlabha che. cAritranA adhikArI mAnava che. tevA ane nArakIe samyaktva pAmI zake che. tiya`ca dezavirati khanI zake che paNa savavirati cAritra te mAtra manuSyA aMgIkAra karI zake che. te kAraNathI ja mAnavabhavanI mahattA che. dhana vaibhava vigerethI jJAnIe mAnavabhavane durlobha nathI kahyo. jo manuSya dhana vaibhavanA sukhamAM masta banIne saMsAramAM raheze te maLelI mAMgherI mahA kiMmatI dravya kSaNu gumAvI rahyo che, mahAna AtmAe samaya Ave lAkheNI kSaNane ALakhI AtmasAdhanA kare che. magadha dezanA samrATa zreNIka rAjA jyAre muninA nAtha thavA taiyAra thayA tyAre suni kahe che he rAjan! Apane anAtha sanAthanI khukhara nathI. huM kevI rIte anAtha hatA te sAMbhaLa. hu kauzakhI nagarInA dhanADhaya zeThaneA putra chuM. mAre ghera vaibhavavilAsanI kamInA na hatI. huM mArA mAtA pitAne vahAlaseAceA dIkarA hatA. mArI

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zAradA darzana 315 patnI khUba suzIla ne guNIyala hatI. ane mArA pratye atyaMta rAgavALI hatI. AvA sukhamAM mArA mAthe duHkhanA DuMgarA utarI paDayA. ,, dArUNa dAha :-hajI huM yauvananA AMgaNe paga mUkI rahyo chuM tyAM mArI AMkhamAM ekAeka atula vedanA upaDI. AMkhamAM bhaya kara jhATakA mAravA mAMDayA ne Akhu zarIra jANe aMgArAthI maLI rahyuM hoya tema bhayaMkara vedanAthI saLagI uThayuM. AMkhamAM, kAnamAM, keDamAM, mAthAmAM, jema keAI vajA mAratuM hoya tevI asahya vedanA thavA lAgI, ane jANe mArA zarIramAM jvALAo na uThatI haiAya tevuM mane thayuM. kuTuMba tA mArA mATe eTaluM badhu karavA taiyAra thayuM' ke mArA zaga maTADavA kri'matImAM kiMmatI davAo, temaja moTA moTA vidyAmaMtra ane jaDIbuTTInA jANakArA, dhanvaMtarI vaidA khelAvyA ne te se...kaDA upacAro karavA lAgyA chatAM mane phAI duHkhathI che|DAvI zakayu nahi. mArA pitA mAru darda maTADavA mATe hajArA, lAkhA zuM pAtAnA saMpUrNa khajAnA ApavA taiyAra thayA, te kahetA ke arere....mArA dIkarAne kAI sAjo karA. bhAI-baheneA, mAtA-pitA badhA ceAdhAre AMsue raDatA hatA. mArI patnI te mane peAtAnA prANa karatAM vadhu gaNatI hatI. te mArA mATe badhuM tyAga karavA taiyAra thaI. te peAtAnI AMkhAnA AMsuthI mArA hRdayane bhIjavI rahI hatI. ATaluM karavA chatAM eka sekanDa paNa mane koI rAgathI mukta karAvI zakayu nahi. 68 "anAthI munie ALakhelI lAkheNI kSaNu" : he magadhAdhipati ! chevaTe mane vicAra thayA ke mArA mAtA-pitA saMpUrNa dhanasa Mpatti ApI de che, bhAI bahena emAM saMmata thAya che. patnI khAnapAnanA meha choDI mArA mATe badhuM karavA taiyAra thaI chatAM mane kAI rogamAMthI mukta karAvI zakatA nathI. have mAre jo A rogathI mukta thavu hAya tA jinezvara dhruve khatAvelA mahAmUlA dhama ane kiMmatI cAritra e ja mArA jIvananI sAcI auSadhi che. te samaye huM rAjan! meM saMkalpa karyA ke jo huM A vipula vedanAmAMthI mukta thA" tA zIghrameva cAritra svIkArIza. duHkha mAtrathI cheDAvI denAra ahiMsA, sayama, tapa ane kSamAnA mahAna mArgane svIkArI laIza. hu bhAgyavAna ! jyAM huM A bhAvanAmAM caDhA tyAM mane dha AvI gaI, ane mArI rAtrI kyAM vItI tenI mane khabara na paDI. mIjI bAju ghaNA divasathI UMgha nahAtI AvI ane Aje mane uMghatA joIne mArA sagAvahAlA khUba Ana Mda pAmyA. prabhAte uMghamAMthI AMkha khAlI jAgatAM jeuM chuM teA mane keAI pIDA nahi ke azAMti nahi, ahAhA... A zuM? manane thayuM ke "kharekhara dharmasAdhanAnI bhAvanAnA A camatkAra ! cAritranA niya mAtranA jAdu. te cAritranA kevA prabhAva ! tA have zuM vilaMba karavA jevA kharA ? rAga ekAeka ALye ema mRtyu kyAre

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ka cAra darzana Avaze tenI khabara nathI. mATe mAre kSaNe mAtrane paNa vicAra karyA vagara lAkheNI kSaNane oLakhIne cAritra aMgIkAra karavuM joIe. anAthI cAritranA mArge jatA mAtA-pitAne thayeluM dukha jyAre dIkSA levAnI makkamatA kuTuMba samakSa raju karI tyAre ekadama saune AghAta lAge, ane sau koI bAlavA lAgyA ke beTA! A zuM bole che? chevaTamAM meM sagAvahAlAne samajAvIne dIkSA lIdhI. he zreNaka! A che sanAtha anAthanI vAta. samaje mahArAjA ! AtmA pote sukha-duHkhane kartA che. AtmA pite vaitaraNI nadI jevo bane che tyAre narakamAM javAnA kAme ubhA kare che. A rIte anAthI munie ghaNuM ghaNuM vAte zreNakane samajAvI. anAthI munine tyAga ane saMyamanI daDhatA joIne zreNIka rAjA hAtha joDI gayA ne kahe che he mahAtmA! Ape mane saceTa ane yathArtha mArgadarzana karAvyuM. Ape lAkheNI kSaNane oLakhIne manuSya janma saphaLa karyo ane Apa sAcA sanAtha banyA. mArA je AtmA Apa jevA mahAna purUSone nAtha banavA taiyAra thayA hatA. huM ApanI kSamA mAguM chuM. Apa mArA hita zikSaka bane, ema IcchuM chuM. ApanA dhyAnamAM meM je vidana karyuM. ane tuccha bhege mATe Apane meM AmaMtraNa karyuM te mAre aparAdha mApha karaje. ema kahI rAjAe nirmaLa citte dharmanA anurAgI banI romAMcita zarIre munine pradakSiNApUrvaka vaMdana ryA. anAthI munine saMga thatAM zreNIka rAjAnuM jIvana paTAI gayuM ne samyakatva pAmI gayA. A che satsaMgane prabhAva. nItizatakamAM bhartI harI belyAM che ke. "jA'yaM dhiyoharati siMcati vAci satya, mAnonnati dizati pApamapAkaroti // cetaH prasAdayati dikSu tanoti kIrti, satsaMgati: kathaya kiM na karoti puMsAm // " satsaMgati budidhanI jaDatAne hare che, vANImAM satyanuM siMcana kare che, sAmAnanI vRddhi kare che, pApane dUra kare che, cittane prasanna kare che ane daze dizAomAM kIti phelAve che. bAle, satsaMgati manuSyanuM zuM kAma nathI karatI? je saMtane saMga kare che tenuM jIvana avazyameva palTAI jAya che. ahIM eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. eka vakhata eka saMnyAsI jaMgalamAM eka jhADa nIce beThA hatA. te Atmika jJAnanAM premI hatAM. enA jIvanamAM jAgRti khUba hatI. have banyuM evuM ke A saMnyAsI jyAM beThA hatAM tyAM lUMTArAonI eka TeLI AvI. lUMTArAone AvA tyAgIe game nahi paNa keNa jANe temanI bhavyatA jora karatI haze eTale emanA dilamAM evA bhAva jAgyA ke A mahAtmAne ApaNAM gAmamAM laI jaI e. eTale saMnyAsI pAse AvIne kahe che Apa amArA gAmamAM padhAre ne! A sAMbhaLIne saMnyAsIe kahyuM ke huM tamArA gAmamAM AvuM te khare paNa mane eka vacana Apo

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zAradA darzana 310 ke mArA dhananA khajAnA tamAre lUTavA nahi, lUTArAnA saradvAra ane tenI TALInA lUMTArAe vicAramAM paDI gayA AnI pAse e kapaDAnA DUcA ane kamaMDaLa sivAya khIjuM kaMI dekhAtu nathI. chatAM kahe che ke mAre khajAne lUTaze nahi. te emaNe khajAne kayAM rAkhyA haze ? jyAM haze tyAM bhale rahyo paNa saradAre kahyuM ke mahArAja ! amArA badhA vatI huM tamane vacana Apu chuM ke tamAre khajAne ame nahi lUTIe. ame ApanA jevA sAdhu saMtAne nathI lUMTatA. "sanyAsIe cAranA gAmamAM karelA praveza'" : sanyAsInA manamAM thayuM ke mane kadAca bhale kaSTa paDaze paNa jo A lUMTArAnu jIvana sudharI jaze te mahAna lAbhanu kAraNa khanaze. jue, saMtA kevA paropakArI hAya che! khIjAnuM bhaluM karatAM peAtAnI darakAra karatAM nathI. emane ema na thayu` ke A lUMTArAnuM gAma che ne kadAca bhegA thaIne mane mArI nAMkhaze teA ? sAcA sAdhu nIDara hoya. ene maraNane Dara na lAge paNa pApane Dara lAge. sanyAsI lUMTArAnA gAmamAM AvyA. lUMTArAe temane rahevA mATe eka jhuMpaDI ApI. sanyAsI tyAM rahyA. sAMja paDI eTale lUTArA thALamAM mIThAI bharIne sanyAsI khAvAne jamADavA AvyA ne mahArAja pAse thALa mUkIne kahe che khApajI ! tame jamI le. tyAre saMnyAsIe kahyuM bhAi ! tame koI ne raDAvI, tenI AMtaraDI kakaLAvI lUMTaphATa karIne dhana lAvA ane te paisAmAMthI A badhu* mArA mATe lAvyA che te mane khape nahi. pApanA paisAthI lAveluM bheAjana mArA gaLe kema utare? mAre nathI jamavuM. tame ahIMthI laI jAo. ATaluM khelatAM saMnyAsI gaLagaLA thaI gayA. "mane tamAru leAjana nA khape, A zabda sAMbhaLatA raDelA cArA'" :sanyAsInA vacana sAMbhaLIne lUTArAonA mukha phikkA paDI gayA. ghaNAMnI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA ne kheAlavA lAgyA ke arere...mahAtmA ApaNAM gAmamAM bhUkhyAM rahe te ApaNAMthI kema khavAya ? tethI badhA lUMTArA bhUkhyA rahyA. khIje divase savAramAM eka vRdhdha mAsa hAthamAM mAjarIne rATalA ne chAza laIne Avye ne mahAtmAne kahyuM-Apa A leAjana grahaNu karo. saMnyAsIe kahyuM ke mane tamArA roTalo na khape. tyAre teNe kahyuM, khApajI! A dhana cArI ke lUMTa karIne lAvyeA nathI. huM kheDUta chuM. mahenata majurI karIne dhana kamAu chuM. khAjarA mArA khetaranA che. tene jAte daLIne roTalA banAvyeA che. temAM eka paNa paisA pApane nathI. teA mane cAlaze. mahAtmAe zAMtithI leAjana karyuM. peAtAnA nityaniyama pramANe dha kriyA karIne sanyAsI sUI gayA. tyAgI bhale dravyathI uMghatA hoya paNa bhAvathI jAgatA haiAya che. lUTArAnA saradAranA manamAM thayuM ke mahArAja kahetAM hatAM ke mArA khajAne lUMTaze nahi

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318 zAradA darzana tA mAre cArI karavI nathI paNa khajAnA kevA che te jovA che. saMnyAsI sUtA sUtA jAgatAM hatAM. pelA cAranA saradAra mahAtmAnI jhuMpaDImAM gA ne madhu tapAsyuM paNa tyAM tA mahAtmAnA be kapaDA ne krama`DaLa sivAya kaMI na hatuM. khUNe khUNAM joI lIdhA paNa khajAne jovA nA maLyeA. "sanyAsIe batAvelA khajAnA' :-lUMTArAneA saradvAra savAra paDatAM sanyAsI pAse jaIne kahevA lAgyA ke huM rAtre ApanA khajAne jovA mATe ApanI jhUMpaDImAM AngeA hatA paNa mane jovA na maLyeA. Ape khajAne kyAM chUpAvIne rAkhyA che ? A lUMTArAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne sanyAsIe kahyuM-bhAI! mArA khajAnA gupta che. e dekhAtA nathI paNa phaLa Ape che. tamAreA khajAnA ahIM rahI jaze paNa mAre khajAnA tA huM marI jaIza tA paNa sAthe laI javAneA chuM. lUMTArA kahe bApajI ApanA khajAne amane batAvA ne. te ame paNa bhegA karavA mAMDIe. tyAre sanyAsIe kahyuM ke huM tamane e khajAne khatAvuM kharA paNa huM kahuM tema tamAre karavu paDaze. lUTArAoe kahyuM-bUla che. Apa jema kaheze! tema karavA taiyAra chIe. gupta khajAnAnI vAta sAMbhaLavA lUTArA saMnyAsInI sAme mITa mAMDIne besI gayA. tamane paNa huM khajAneA batAvuM te TaTAra thaIne mArI sAme besI jaze ne ? kema kharAbara che ne ? (hasAhasa) sAMbhaLo, tyAre saMnyAsIe kahyuM bhAI ! mArI pAse dayA, dAna, jJAna, kSamA, sevA ane parApakAranA amUlya khajAneA che. Ave, tamAre A khajAnA joie che ? "sanyAsInA upadezathI cArAnA jIvanapaTa" -tame pUrvabhavamAM pApa karIne AvyA che. tethI AvI mati che ne A bhave paNa cArI, lUMTaphATa ne khUna karIne dhana meLavA che. jyAre A pApa uyamAM Avaze tyAre kevA duHkhA bhAgavavA paDaze te vakhate tamArI kevI dazA thaze ? vigere pApanA kaDavA phaLa samajAvyA. AthI lUTArAnA dila pIgaLI gayA. temaNe kahyuM ke mahArAja ! ApanI vAta taddana sAcI che. pApa, cArI, khUna, lUMTaphATa karIne ame mahAna pApa karyAM che. have amAruM zuM thaze ? ATaluM khelatAM emanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA A joIne saMnyAsIe taka oLakhIne sAgaThI mArI ke jo tamane e badhu... pApa lAgatu hAya te| have AjathI tame badhA niyama le ke amAre kAinuM khUna karavuM nahi. kAInuM mana chInavI levuM nahi. tyAre eka lUMTAMrAe kahyuM. mahArAja ! ApanI vAta tA satya che. A karavA jevuM che. paNa A cArI lUMTaphATa badhu aMdhakarI daIe teA amAre peTa kyAMthI bharavuM? saMnyAsIe kahyuM A badhI khullI jamIne par3I che. te tame mahenata karo. mahenata

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zAradA darzana karaze te mUlya avazya maLavAnA che. baMdhue mekSane mola joIe che ne! mokSanA mala meLavavA hoya te ApaNe badhAne mahenata karavI paDaze. saMnyAsIe lUMTArAone kahyuM ke tame mahenata kare te A dharatImAtA tamane mana mA mola Apaze. pachI tamAre pApa nahi karavA paDe ne peTa bharAze. A sAMbhaLI sau khuza thaI gayA ne badhAe saMnyAsInA kahevA pramANe pratijJA karI, ane cerI lUMTaphATa badhuM baMdha karIne lUMTArAo kheDUta banI gayA. divase khetInuM kAma karatA ne rAtre saMnyAsI pAse dharmakathA sAMbhaLatA. saMnyAsI te temane mATe eka bhagavAna samAna banI gayA. emanA vacana para lUMTArAone khUba zraddhA hatI. sAthe dharmanI zraddhA paNa vadhavA lAgI. kudarate varasAda sAro thaye ne pAka sAre pAka. saunA haiyA harSathI nAcavA lAgyA. atyAra sudhI A lUMTArAonuM jaMgala kahevAtuM. have lUMTArA kheDUta banatAM raste nirbhaya banI gaye ne saunI avarajavara vadhavA lAgI. A vAtanI rAjAne khabara paDI tyAre temanA manamAM thayuM ke ahA ! lUMTArAne pakaDavA keTalI mahenata karI chatAM kaI rIte pakaDAyA nahi. je kArya huM zasA ane subhaTethI na karI zake te keNe karyuM? jarA tapAsa te karuM. rAjA tyAM jovA AvyA. lUMTArAoe harSathI rAjAnuM svAgata karyuM eTale rAjA khuza thaI gayA ne temane premathI bheTI paDyA. rAjAe pUchayuM bhAIo! tamArA jIvanamAM AvuM parivartana kevI rIte thayuM ? tyAre saradAre kahyuM mahArAja ! padhAre jemaNe amArA jIvanamAM ajaba parivartana karAvyuM che. amArA aMtaramAM saneha ane satyane dIpaka jalAge che ne amane dharmanA mArge vALyA che evA sAdhu mahAtmAnA darzana karAvuM. ema kahIne rAjAne saMnyAsInI jhuMpaDIe laI gayA. jhuMpaDImAM saMnyAsI na hatAM, keIne pUchatAM khabara paDI ke mahAtmA cAlyA gayA che. te jatAM jatAM eTale saMdeza ApatA gayAM che ke mArA niyamonuM sadA barAbara pAlana karaje. mAruM ahIMnuM kArya pUrNa thayuM che mATe have huM jAuM chuM. mahAtmA Ama kaIne kahyA vinA cAlyA gayA emane keI hisAbe javA devA na hatA tethI saunA dilamAM khUba duHkha thayuM kAraNa ke te saunA udhdhAraka hatA. baMdhuo saMte-paropakAra kare paNa badale levAnI AzA rAkhatA nathI. temane pitAnI prazaMsA sAMbhaLavI gamatI nathI. bIjAnA bhalAmAM te AnaMda mAne che. satsaMgatine ke prabhAva paDaze ! saMnyAsI lAkheNuM kSaNane oLakhIne ceranA gAmamAM gayA te kevo mahAna lAbha meLavya! paNa je A samaye e vicAra karyo heta ke huM ekale lUMTArAnA gAmamAM kayAM jAuM! te A lAbha na thAta. je kSaNene vadhAvI le che te jIvanamAM kaMIka karI zake che. A mAnavajIvananI je kSaNa

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320 cArA thana taravA jAya che te lAkheNI jAya che. gayelI kSaNa pAchI pharIne hAthamAM AvatI nathI. mATe jIvanamAM jAgRti keLavIne dareka manuSyae kSaNe kSaNu saphaLa banAvavI joIe. A mAnavajIvananI ekAda kSaNa paNa dharmArAdhanA vinAnI jAya te jJAnanI daSTie ghaNu mATuM nukazAna thAya che. mATe kahyuM che ke "kSaLapi lagnana saMgatineLA, matti savArnara taLe maujA" eka kSaNanI paNa je satsaMgati che te bhavasAgarane mATe naukA samAna che. tame hamaNAM sAMbhaLI gayAne ke satsaMgatinA prabhAve lUMTArAe lUMTArA maTIne kheDUta khanI gayA. vAlIcA lUMTArA nAradaRSinA samAgamathI lUTAro phITIne vAlmIkI RSi banI gayA. anamALI suda'na zeThanI sahAyathI bhagavAna pAse gayA ne satsaMga karyAM teA sAdhu khanI gA. ne cha mahinAmAM ugra sAdhanA karI karmIne cakacUra karI nAkhyA. AvAM te ghaNAM dAkhalA jaina danamAM ane khIjA dharmamAM paNa che, Aje cAlu divasa che ne samaya ghaNA thaI gayA che eTale huM vizeSa kahetI nathI. TUMkamAM manuSyabhavanI amUlya kSaNane dAna-zIyaLa-tapa ane bhAva AdimAMthI koI paNa dharmane apanAvI A lAkheNI kSaNane paryuSaNa parvamAM saphaLa manAvA. "sAvAhanI sAthe narasiMha rAjadarabAramAM" : gaI kAle ApaNe narasiMhanI kahAnI kahI hatI temAM joI gayA ke kramanI vicitratA kevI che ! khakhkha vakhata rAjAe tene mAravAnA prayatna karyAM paNa ane vakhata bacI gayA, yakSanA maMdiramAMthI sAtha vADu tene pAtAne ghera lai garcA ne premathI tene ucheravA lAgyA. dhIme dhIme te mATI thayeA. eka vakhata zeTha tene laIne vahepAra arthe nIkaLe che. pharatAM pharatAM pelA nagaranA rAjyamAM AvI paheAMcyA. sAvAha potAnA putrane laine rAjAne bahu mulyavAna bheTachu ApavA AvyA. kanA udaye rAjAnI daSTi karA upara paDatAM tene oLakhI gayA ke nakkI A pelA chekarA che. hAya... mukhe vakhata mArI nAMkhavA mAlyA chatAM hajI e jIvatA che! masa. have te! mArI jAte ja adhI vyavasthA karI laIza. rAjAe sAthavAhanI bheTa svIkArIne tenA satkAra sanmAna karyAM ne nagaramAM vahepAra karavA mATe kahyuM. rAjAe temane rahevA mATe suMdara mahela ApyA ne kahyuM tame bApa dIkarA rAja mArI pAse AvatA rahejo. "rAjAnI kapaTa jALathI ajANu sAthe vAha" : A sAvArhane ke narasiMhane khabara nathI ke rAjA ATalA badhA prema zA mATe khatAve che? e tA rAjAneA sahakAra maLatAM khuza thai gayA e vahepAra kare che. rAja rAjyamAM AvatA rAjA ane sAvA vacce khUba sabadha madhAyA eka mahinAmAM vahepAra karavA hatA teTaleA karI lIdhA pachI rAjA pAse javAnI rajA mAMgI. rAjAnA manamAM thayuM. ke A te javAnI vAta

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zAradA darzana 31 kare che ne mAruM kAma khAkI che. hAthamAM AvelA zikAra cAlyeA jaze, nA nahi javA dauM. tethI zeThane rAkAvA mATe khUba Agraha karyAM paNa zeThe nA pADI tethI rAjAe kapaTathI kahyuM tame ane cAlyA jazo te mane mahuM sUnuM lAgaze. te ema karA. A tamArA dIkaro khUba premALa, guNIyala ne vinayI che. te mane bahu vahAlA che mATe tame ene thADA divasa mATe ahIM mUkatA jAe te mane AnaMda Avaze. mAru mana haLavuM thayA pachI huM mAkalIza. "rAjAnI mAMgaNIthI narasiMhane mUkI jatA sAthe vAha" : sAvAtu rAjAnI sAthe rahyo. rAjAe tene khUba mAnapAna ApyA ne khUma sAcavce eTale rAjAnI zehamAM taNAvuM paDayuM. narasiMha sAvArhane khUba vahAlA che. tene eka divasa paNa mUkIne javAnuM mana nathI paNa rAjAnI zarame kAMI kheAlI zakcA nahi. narasihune sAcavavA rAjAne khUba bhalAmaNu karI. rAjAe kahyuM tame tenI ciMtA na karazeA. te mane khUba vahAlo che. sAtha`vAha tA tyAMthI ravAnA thai gA. A narasiMhanA jeTalI uMmaranA rAjAne putra hatA. te vacce evI mitrAcArI thaI gaI ke te eka bIjA vinA rahI zake nahi. A taka joIne rAjAe pAtAnA putrane hukama karyo ke huM kumAra ! tame mATuM lazkara laIne jAe ne amuka rAjAne jItIne ApaNA tAbe kare. A khAkhatamAM rAjAnI dAnata kheATI hatI. tenA manamAM ema ke A narasiMha mArA putranI sAthe gayA vinA nahi rahe ane jaze eTale laDAImAM AgaLa paDatA bhAga laIne laDaze. e te game tema aa ya dAsIputra che eTale tene yudhdha karavAnuM jJAna kyAMthI hoya! sheje laDAImAM khapI jaze ne mAre ThaMDA pANIe khasa jaze. jIe, duSTa mAsanI duSTatA kevI hAya che. narasiMha micArAne A khAkhatamAM kai khyAla nathI. rAjakumAra yudhdhamAM javA mATe lAva lazkara laIne javA taiyAra thaI gayA, tyAre narasiMhe kumArane kahyuM ke huM tamArI sAthe AvuM chuM. kumAre kahyuM. bhAI ! tamAruM laDAImAM kAma nahi paNa narisahu vAcaiA vaLe tema na hatA. e te mitranI sAthe laDAImAM gayA. ne duzmana rAjAne hAkala karI. sAmasAmu cukha zarU thayuM. rAjakumAra ghaNA sajjana hatA tenA manamAM thayuM ke narasiMhu vaNikaputra che e laDAI joI zakaze nahi eTale tene yudhdhathI dUra rAkhe che paNa e kyAM dUra rahe tema hatA. te kumAranI bAjumAM rahetA hatA. jyAre teNe joyu. ke kumAra yudhdhamAM hamaNAM hArI jaze eTale parAkramI narasi Mha vacce yudhdha karavAmAM joDAI gayA. kyA zaane krama upacAga karavA te kaLA tene AvaDatI hatI. tenAmAM parAkrama ane maLa hatu' ne sAthe 1

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22 zAradA darzana puya hatuM. badhe ga hatuM eTale te zatrunI sAthe zauryathI laDavA lAge. ane DIvAramAM teNe zatrune harAvI rAjakumArane vijaya vaja pharakAvya. laDAInA medAnamAM narasiMhane jayajayakAra' : sArA sainyamAM jyakAra bolAya saune harSane pAra na rahyo ane narasiMhanI sahAyathI kumAre vijaya meLavyAnA samAcAra rAjAne ApyA. A samAcArathI rAjAne harSa thavAne badale kheda thaye. hAya, hajue pApI na maryo! maravAne badale jIvate rahyo ne enI sahAyathI vijaya thaze eTale kene priya thaI paDaze. enA manamAM khUba guse AvyuM ke basa, have e duSTa ahIM Ave eTale game tema karIne jaladI ene ghATa ghaDI nAkhuM. keTalI ajJAnatA ! paNa rAjAne khabara nathI ke jenuM puNya jIvatuM ne jAgatuM che, AyuSya baLavAna che tene huM zuM karI zakavAne chuM? have rAjA narasiMhane mArI nAMkhavAnA duSTa vicAro kare che. narasiMha ane rAjakumAra Avaze ne rAjA zuM karaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 41 zrAvaNa vada amAsane ravivAra tA. 14-8-77 viSaya:- "mAnavatAnI maheka" sujJa baMdhue, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! mahAna maMgalakArI paryuSaNa parvane suvarNa avasara ApaNA jIvananA AMgaNe AvI gayA che. paryuSaNa parva eTale zuM? sumukSu AtmAone mukti mArganI maMjhIla sudhI pahoMcADanAra pavitra parva. mAnavajIvananI sAcI saphaLatA AvA pavitra parvane bahumAna bhAve satkAravAmAM rahelI che. A parvanI mahattAne samajIne dharmazIla bhavya chAe ArAdhanA karavAmAM ujamALa banavuM joIe. jIvanane sAra dharma che paNa Aje cAre tarapha daSTipAta karatAM asateSa, azAMti, uga, mamatA ane tuNanA tAMDave ghera ghamasANa macAvI rahyA che ne pApano pravAha AvI rahyo che jyAre puyAI kAcanA vAsaNa jevI dekhAva mAtranI che. pratiSThA rAkhanA ramakaDA jevI, saMpatti pANImAM DUbelA patAsA jevI, sakala parivAra svapnA je, kAyA pANInA parapoTA jevI AvA bhaMgAra jevA sukhamAM rAcate mAnavI e vAta tadana bhUlI gayA che ke pUrvanI mahAna puNyAInI kamANInA phaLa rUpe mAnavadehanI prApti thaI che. te raMgarAga ane gopalega ke AnaMda pramoda mATe nathI. khAvA pIvA ke paheravAmAM durlabha evA mAnavadehanI saphaLatA

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zArA ane 323 nathI, paNa jJAnI bhagavatee mokSamArganI sAdhanA karavA mATe mAnavajIvananI mahattA gAI che. - Ajano viSaya che "mAnavatAnI maheMka mAnavatAnI maheMka jyAre prasare? mAnavajIvana pAmIne dayA, paropakAra, satya, nIti, sadAcAra Adi dharmanAM kAryo karIe tyAre. bAkI te dInapaNe jIvavuM, ane azaraNapaNe mRtyunI gahana khINamAM paTakAvuM. AvI ghora yAtanAone jIva anAdikALathI bhegavate kAMI paNa utkarSa sAdhyA vinA, gati pragati ke krAMtinI keDIne hAtha karyA vinA marate rahyo che. mahAna puNodaye mAnavadeha maLe. A dehanI sAcI saphalatA dharmanI ArAdhanA karIne janma-maraNanI paraMparAne aTakAvI mekSa prApta karavAmAM rahelI che. samaje, jinezvara prabhunA zAsana sivAya saMsAramAM mokSa prAptine saphaLa upAya bIje kayAMya nathI. jaina zAsanamAM batAvelA anuSThAnenI zraddhApUrvaka ArAdhanA karanArA bhavya jIva sukRta rUpI parabhavanuM pAtheya, bhAtuM prApta karI jaldI mokSanA sukhane prApta kare che. ATalA mATe manuSya sadA dharmanI ArAdhanAne lakSyamAM rAkhI pitAne maLelI zakti ane sAmagrIne saphaLa banAvavA mATe maMgalakArI parvanI ArAdhanA karavA kaTibadhdha banavuM joIe. jIvananI sAcI saMpatti dharmanI ArAdhanA che. jIvananI chellI kSaNa sudhI ArAdhaka bhAvane jAgRta rAkhave te sAdhanAnA zikhara upara kaLaza caDhAvavA samAna che. jJAnI kahe che ke kSamA, namratA, hajutA, nibhatA, viveka vigere sadaguNe eTalA badhA mahAna che ke jenI suvAsa AgaLa kasturInI suvAsa jhAMkhI che paNa Aje mAnavIne bahAramAM pratiSThA meLavavI game che paNa jIvanamAM saduSaNanI pratiSThA karavI nathI. jIvanamAM siddhi nathI te prasidhdhi kayAMthI maLavAnI che? durgadhathI mAnavI dUra bhAge che paNa durguNathI dUra bhAgatuM nathI. eka vyavahAra draSTithI jozo te gharamAM sau dravyane saMcaya kare paNa kacarAne saMcaya kare kharA? "nA."tevI rIte je tamAre mAnavajIvananI maheMka prasarAvavI hoya te sadguNarUpI puSpane saMcaya karo te mAnavatAnI maheMka prasaraze. kula tamane kevuM game? sugaMdhavALuM. mAnI lo ke tame eka kula lIdhuM. dekhAva bahu sAro che paNa sugaMdha nathI te zuM karaze? (zrotAmAMthI avAja :- pheMkI daIe.) kAraNa ke te plAsTikanuM kula hatuM. AvA kula dekhAvamAM AkarSaka hoya che paNa temAM sugaMdha nathI tema duniyAmAM mAne te ghaNuM che paNa je tenAmAM mAnavatA Adi sadguNe rUpI sugaMdha nA hoya te tenI kAMI kiMmata nathI. ApaNe bAvA. sugaMdhanI vAta karavI nathI paNa saddaguNanI sugaMdha phelAvavI che. jainadarzana saduthaNane apanAve che. e bAhA bhapakAne mAnatuM nathI paNa guNanI pUjA kare che. tamane mAnavajIvana maLyuM che te paraduHkhabhaMjana, paropakAra, nirAbhimAnatA, saguNa, sevA

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324 zAradA darzana vigere guNAne apanAvo, paNa bIjAnA sukha lUMTavAnuM kAma karazeA nahi. je bIjAnu sukha lUMTIne potAnA sukhamAM masta rahe che te sAcA mAnava nathI. AvA mAnava karatAM pazu zreSTha che. eka vakhata jaMgalamAM eka siMhanu khaccuM AmathI tema chalAMga mAratuM hatuM. te samaye ekAeka lerIneA nAda saMbhaLAyA ne khUba kAlAhala thavA lAgyA. tyAre accuM tenI mAtAne kahe che mA! ATalA badhA avAja ne taDAkA-bhaDAkA kema saMbhaLAya che ? tyAre kahe che eTA ! eka rAjA bIjA rAjAnuM rAjya jItavA mATe mADhuM sainya laIne yudhdha karavA mATe jAya che. enI pAse ghaNuM mATuM rAjya che. sukha samRdhdhinA pAra nathI chatAM asatASI rAjA enA jAti bhAIne mArIne tenuM rAjya paDAvI levA mATe jaI rahyo che. beTA ! mAnavanI apekSAe ApaNe ghaNAM krUra prANI chIe chatAM mAnava karatAM sArA chIe. kAraNa ke ApaNe ApaNAM jAti bhAine mAratA nathI. sarpa, vI'chI vigere jherI jaMtuo paNa tenA jAtibhAine karaDatAM nathI. vicAra karo. hiMsaka krUra prANIone paNa peAtAnI jAtinA keTalA gava che ! eNe potAnA karatAM mAnavane halakA gaNyA ne? siMha potAnI jAte zikAra karIne khAya che paNa koInA zikAra paDAvI letA nathI. bhUkhyA marI jAya te kabUla paNa ghAsa kadI khAtA nathI. AjanA mAnavane keAInuM matIyuM dhana maLI jAya teA rAjI rASTra thaI jAya. jiMdagIbhara eThA beThA khAya teTalu' maLavA chatAM saMtASa nathI. dhana meLavavA mATe game teTalA pApa karavA paDe te karatAM te acakAtA nathI. AvA asateASI mAnavI dhana meLavavA mATe hAya....hAya karyAM kare che. Aje jyAM jIe tyAM hAya. hAya ne hAya che. rezanIMgamAM anAja na maLe teA hAya hAya, mANasAne B.P. paNa hAya. samajAya che? badhe zuM che? hAya, hAya ne hAya. (husAhasa) huM tamAne pUchuM chuM ke jaze! tyAre sAthe zuM laI javAnA che. ? tame kamANA lAkho rUpiyA, phleTa lIdhA rajavADI, TrIjha TIvI ne nIcara che paradezI gADI-sAthe zuM tame laI jaze ? bele (2) bhegu kareluM badhu tame ahIMyA daI jAze....sAthe zu laI jaze ? dhanavAnA meTA moTA leTA kharIdI aMdara paradezanAM knIcara vasAve che, temAM TI.vI., phrIjha, reDiyA, eraka'DIzana vigere sukhanI sAmagrIe vasAve che. kravA mATe paradezanI gADI vasAve che, enA phleTa tA rAjamahela jevA zaNagArI de che, ne harakhAya che paNa kahA te kharA ke emAMthI sAthe zuM laI jaze! ? kAMI nahi. jo sAthe kaMI laI javAtu nathI te enA mATe ATalI badhI dhamAla zI ? samajo, paisAthI mAnI mahAna khanI zakatA nathI, paNa sadguNenI sa patti meLavA teA jIvananI

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thAvA darzana 3pa nathI ane vizeSatA che. jenA jIvanamAM sadRguA che te bAhya saMpattimAM aMjAtA kAInI soMpatti sheje maLI jAya te paNa levA lalacAtA nathI. peAte duHkha vaDha paNa kAInuM paDAvI na le. AvA pavitra mANasA mAnavatAnI mheka mhekAvI zake che. ahI eka dRSTAMta yAda Ave che. sane 1947mAM hindustAna pAkistAnanA bhAgalA paDayA. sarahedI vistAre)nI zAMti chInavAI gaI, ane cAre tarapha Aga-lUMTaphATa ane atyAcArAnuM vAtAvaraNu sajAI gayuM. tyAre dhanavAnA dhana mUkIne, kheDUtA peAtAnI prANapyArI jamIna mUkIne bhAgyA, mA-baheneAnA zIyaLa lUMTAyA, ne kaMIka nAnA phula jevA bALakAnA mAtApitA jhUMTavAyA. AvA kALA kera vartAI gayA. te samaye leke aLatAmAMthI je acyu te sAcu..." e ukti anusAra leAkeA daradAgInA, rokaDa rakama ane ADhavA pAtharavAnA be cAra kapaDA laine zahera tarapha bhAgavA lAgyA. lAkhAne kroDAnI saMkhyAmAM mANasA AmathI tema bhAgavA lAgyA. temAM kAi kayAM ne kAI kayAM cAlyA gayA. temAMnuM eka kuTuMba paNa peAtAnA jIva bacAvavA mATe pAtAnA sarasAmAna laIne bhAgyuM. ghaNAM mANase dilhImAM AvyA hatA tema A kuTuMba paNa dilhImAM Avyu. sTezanethI utaratAM khApa dIkareA chUTA paDI gayA. dIkarA yuvAna hatA. bhAgI AvelA nirAzrItAne Azraya ApavA mATe sarakAre eka kempa khAlI AgyeA hateA ane janatAe paNa e zaraNAthI Ane mATe anAja, kApaDa vigerethI sArA sahakAra ApyA hatA. badhA nirAzrItAne sarakAre kempamAM utAryAM hatA eTale nirAzrItAnI zikhira thaI. jema paMkhIDAe kAI kayAMthI ne kAI kyAMthI AvI vRkSa upara mese che tema A nirAzrItA bhegA thayA, paNa e khApane tenA dIkarA rameza na maLye, ramezanI patnI maMjulA temaja mAtA-pitA, rameza....beTA rameza kahIne tenI zeAdha karatAM cAre bAju pAkAra karavA lAgyA. tyAre khIjA nirAzrItA kahe che bhAI ! tamArA dIkarA nAnA nathI. tame zA mATe ATalI khadhI ciMtA kareA che ? hamaNAM Avaze. tyAre ramezanA mApa kahe-bhAI! bhale ne mATI hAya paNa bApa AgaLa dIkarA sadA nAnA che, ane mArA rameza eTale jANe khIjo zravaNa joI le. e mArI khUba sevA kare che ne mArI AjJAnuM kadI ullaMdhana karatA nathI. e dIkarI ghaDI paNa kema bhUlAya ? ramezanA pitAjI rameza...rameza karIne bUmA pADatA galImAM ghUmatAM hatAM, tyAM rameza mAthe thelA laine AvI paheAMcyA, ane pitAnA premALa svara sAMbhaLatAM doDIne bApane vaLagI paDaceA. bApujI tame mane mUkIne kyAM cAlyA gayA hatA ? huM tA zeAdhI zeAdhIne thAkI gayA. Aje Apa maLI gayA. pitA-putra premathI bheTI paDayA. "pitA putranuM milana ' :- ramezanA pitAjI kahe che beTA ! ame tArI

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sArA darzana ciMtA karatA hatA. tArI yAda amane keTalI satAvatI hatI e te amAruM mana jANe che. tArA vinA amArA jIva adhdhara thaI gayA. tuM kayAM gaye hate? tyAre kahe che pitAjI! sTezane utaryA pachI huM thele laIne utaryo ne joyuM te ApaNe thele badalAI gayeluM. tenI tapAsa karavA raho. ghaNI tapAsa karI paNa ApaNe thele jate rahyo ne bIjA keIne thele AvI gayA che. ATaluM bolatAM ramezanI AMkhamAM jhaLajhaLIyA AvI gayA. tyAre enA pitAjIe kahyuM-rameza! emAM DhIlA thavAnI tAre jarUra nathI. ApaNe thele gaye ne bIje AvyuM che ne ? rameze kahyuM-pitAjI! enI mane ciMtA nathI paNa keIne thelo AvI gayo tenI mane ciMtA che. pitA kahe-emAM ciMtA zAnI? ApaNe thele gaye ne bIjAne ApaNI pAse AvyuM te rAkhI levAno. ApaNA thelAmAM je cIja che te te vAparaze ne enI ApaNe vAparIzuM. rameze kahyuM-pitAjI! pArake mAla rAkhe te pApa che. bhAI! paNa tuM kayAM cerI karIne lAvyA che? ApaNe corI karI nathI pachI pApa zenuM? bhIDamAM bhUlathI keIne thele AvI gaye e pApa na kahevAya. ramezane saMtoSa na tha. tyAre enA pitAe pUchayuM-bhAI! e thelAmAM zuM che? pitAjI! meM kaMI thelo bolIne joyuM nathI paNa thelAnuM vajana jotAM ema lAge che ke aMdara sArI evI rokaDa rakama ane dAgInA hevA joIe. uparathI junA kapaDA bharI dIdhA hoya tema lAge che. che jyAM pitAnI dRSTi ane kayAM putranI pavitratA :- ene bApa kahe che beTA ! tArA upara bhagavAne dayA karI ghera beThAM dhana me kahyuM che. te chAnAmAno laI le ne. zA mATe gAMDapaNa kare che? pAse paisA haze te ApaNe vahepAra dhaMdho karI zakIzuM. rameza kahe-pitAjI ! Apane dukha lAge te mApha karaje. ApanI vAta mArA gaLe utaratI nathI. tame te mane ghaNI vakhata evI zikhAmaNa ApI che ke dIkarA! paradhana paththara mAnIe, parastrI mAta samAna, ItanA karatAM hari nA mile te, tulasIdAsa jamAna." game teTaluM parAyuM dhana tamane maLI jAya paNa tene paththara samAna samajIne cheDI deje ane parastrIne mAtA ane bahena samajaje. ATaluM je mANasa kare te tene bhagavAna majyA vinA rahe nahi ane na maLe te tulasIdAsa kahe che huM tamAre jAmIna banIza A rIte zikhAmaNa ApI che ke atyAre Apa A zuM bole che? Apa mane narakanI khINamAM dhakelavAne mArga batAve che? ApaNe pUrvajanmanA pApanA lIdhe gharabAra choDIne ahIM tahIM rakhaDI rahyAM chIe, te have vadhu pApa zA mATe karavuM joIe? dIkarAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne bApa samajI gayA ne kahyuM. beTA!

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zAjA darzana 327 tArI vAta sAcI che. ApaNe thele nathI rAkhave, paNa ApaNA thelAmAM zuM hatuM? temAM te ApaNAM badhAnA ekeka joDI junA kapaDA, eka be oDhavAnA berA, bIDIo vALavAnI leDhAnI tAsaka, zeDA pattA ne taMbAku ATaluM hatuM. ApaNuM bhale gayuM paNa meM te paradhana paththara samAna mAneluM che. eTale A te na rAkhuM. enA pitA kahe che beTA! have huM tane rAkhavAnuM kahetA nathI paNa A thele polIsane seMpI daIe. tyAre rameze kahyuM Aje polIsane paNa vizvAsa karavA je nathI. tyAM soMpIzuM te e hajama karI jaze ne jAherAta ApIzuM te ghaNAM mAlika thaIne Avaze, te sAcA mAlikane mAla nahi maLe. enA karatAM ApaNI pAse rAkhI mUkIe. jene thele haze te zeAdhate zeAdhate ahIM AvIne khAtarI ApIne laI jaze. pitA kahe-bhale. tema karIe paNa jarA je te khare ke thelA upara enA mAlIke nAma lakhyuM che? joyuM te lIlA raMganI zAhIthI "manu vAliyara" A pramANe lakhyuM hatuM. nAma vAMcIne thele khUNAmAM mUkI rAkhe ne bApa dIkarA mananI zodha karavA lAgyA. deDha mahine vItye paNa patto na lAge. ramezanI ciMtAne pAra na hatuM. ene sukhe uMgha AvatI na hatI. kadAca AMkha mIMcAya te - jhabakIne jAgI jate ne pelA thelAne joIne kaMpI uThato. aho ! A thApaNa kayAM sudhI sAcavavAnI? ene mAlika maLe te thele soMpI ciMtAthI mukta banIe. pitAnI akaLAmaNa ? have te enA pitAjI paNa kaMTALIne ramezane kahI detAM ke ApaNe sAmAna letI vakhate tArI AMkhe kyAM gaI hatI ke A nakAmI upAdhi lete Ave? have te ene zodhIne huM paNa thAkyo chuM. tuM piolIsane soMpI Ava ne piolIsane na leMpa heya te kUvAmAM nAkhI Ava, paNa have A ciMtAne aMta lAva. bApujI! ApaNane sAcavatAM Ama thAya che te jene thele evA haze tene kevuM thatuM haze! enA bALakanuM zuM thatuM haze! jevuM ApaNuM tevuM bIjAnuM. ApaNe pAMcaso hajAranI mIlakata cheDIne AvyA chIe chatAM ApaNane duHkha thAya che te A bicAre manu te lAkhanI mUDI cheDIne A hoya tema lAge che. AvA saMgamAM manu mATe ApaNAM dilamAM hamadardI hevI joIe. dhana devAtAM zarIra beI nAMkhyuM ke eka divasa rameza ane tenA pitA utAre beThA beThA vAtacIta karatA hatA. tyAM eka AdheDa vayane mANasa tyAM AvIne ubhe rahyo hato. tenuM zarIra taddana phIkakuM paDI gayuM hatuM, AMkhe uDI utarI gaI hatI ane melAghelA vastro paherelA hatA. jANe kaMIka zodhatA na hoya tema lAgyuM. ene joIne ramezanA pitAe pUchayuM. bhAI! kenuM kAma che? tyAre pelA mANase bhAMgyA tUTayA zabdamAM kahyuM. bhAI! mAre eka thele deDha mahinAthI khevA che.

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328 zAzA varNana tene zodhI rahyo chuM. bhAI! tamAruM nAma zuM? "manu" tame kayAMnA rahIza che? te kahe vAliyarane chuM, pharIne pUchyuM. thelAmAM zuM bharyuM hatuM? te kahe bhAI! uparathI ema lAge ke junA kapaDA bharelAM che paNa sAcuM kahuM te emAM mArI 'jiMdagIbharanI kamANI bharI che. vadhu zuM kahuM! huM te behAla banI gayela chuM. baMgalA, bAga-bagIcA badhuM vAliyaramAM rahI gayuM ane je dAgInA ane rokaDa rakama thelAmAM bharI hatI te khavAI gaI. Aje mArA kula jevA bALake, patnI badhA traNa traNa divasathI bhUkhyA chIe. mArA nasIba phaTayAM kAle amAre ghera ghaNAM jamatAM hatAM ne Aje baTakuM roTI mATe ghera ghera bhaTakuM chuM. ATaluM bolatAM te raDI paDa. tyAre rameze hiMmata ApIne kahyuM. bhAI! tamAre thele ke hato? te kahe Ama te jue che. lIlA raMganI zAhIthI tenA upara "manu vAliyara" ema lakhyuM che. eTale rameze tenI pAse kAgaLa upara nAma lakhAvyuM te akSara maLatAM AvyA tethI bApa dIkarAne khAtrI thaI ke A thelAne sAce mAlika che. chatAM vadhu khAtrI karavA mATe pUchyuM bhAI ! thelAmAM zuM zuM hatuM? manu kahe bhAI! kahevAthI zuM phAyado? bhAI hiMmata rAkha. sau sArA vAnA thaze. eTale manune hiMmata AvI teNe kahA thelAmAM pAMtrIsa hajAra rUnuM jhaverAta, pacIsa hajAranI calaNI neTa, eka hajAra rokaDA rUpiyA pAMca sonAnI lagaDIo ne paMdara zera cAMdI ATalI milkata che. - rameza kahe tamArI pAse peTI na hatI? manu kahe-bhAI! mane thayuM ke peTImAM badhI milkata bharIza te kaI lUMTI leze. ema samajIne badhuM thelAmAM bharyuM ne upara junA kapaDA bharI dIdhA tethI lenAra ema samaje ke AmAM junA kapaDAM bharelA che. ThIka. bhAI! tame samajIne kAma karyuM che. rameza kahe-bhAI! tame ciMtA nahi nahi kare. bhagavAnanI kRpAthI tamAro thele maLI jaze paNa eka zarata. ATaluM sAMbhaLatAM mananuM haiyuM harSathI nAcI uThayuM ne bolyA-bhAI! mAro thelo maLI jaze te he temAMthI aDadho bhAga Apane ApIza. tamArI zuM zarata che te jaldI kahe. rameze kahyuM-emAMthI rAtI pAI paNa amAre joItI nathI. mAtra zarata eTalI ke tame je kahyuM te pramANe thelAmAMthI nIkaLavuM joIe ne tame amArA upara Aropa mUko. tevuM na thavuM joIe. manue kahyuM-bhAI! je mane navI jiMdagI Ape tenA paga dhoIne pIuM. bhAI! tame A zuM bole che ? rameze manune aMdara laI jaIne " teno lepa batAvyuM. thele jatA manunA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. te pitAnA vahAlasoyA dIkarAne bAthamAM laI le tema thelAne vaLagI paDaye. baMdhuo ! mAnavIne paisA keTalA vahAlA che. paisAnI pAchaLa doDha mahinAthI manu pAgala banIne ghUmate hatA te maLatAM keTale AnaMda thaye? e te anubhavanAro

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zAradA darzana jANI zake, jJAnI kahe che mAyA che tyAM duHkha che. zuM che paisAmAM, pAchaLa dehe mA, paisA jevuM dukha denAra keI nathI duniyAmAM.. paise lalacAve ke pAchaLa deDAve, dharamane visarAve, zarIrane karamAve pANuM thAye lohataNuM je paise meLavatA e paisAnA pAchaLa ke pAgala thAzomAzuM samaje. paise mANasane keTaluM karAve che ? have A paisAnA mehamAM kyAM sudhI besI raheze? manue paisA bharelo thele meLavavA keTalI mahenata karI ? aMte ahIM tene thele maLI gayo. te raDatI AMkhe kahe che bhAI! meM te AzA cheDI dIdhI hatI. Ape mane mArI milkata ApI dIdhI. huM kayA zabdomAM tamAro AbhAra mAnuM? kharekhara, Apa mAnava nahi paNa deva che. tyAre ramezanA pitAe kahyuM bhAI! huM deva nathI paNa mAre dIkaro rameza deva jevo che. ene ja A thele mane hate. te buddhi pavitra rAkhI zako to tamane tamAre thele pAcho maLe. tyAre rameze kahyuM -bhAI! meM kAMI karyuM nathI. je upakAra mAna hoya te prabhune mAne, mAre nahi. meM te mAnava tarIkenI pharaja adA karI che. have Apa Apane thele saMbhALI le eTale mArA mAthethI bhAra haLa banI jAya. manue je pramANe kahyuM hatuM te pramANe badhuM thelAmAMthI nIkaLyuM. jota jotAmAM vAta cAre bAju phelAtAM loko bhegA thaI gayA ane mezanI nispRha bhAvanA joIne khuzI thayA ne tenA upara prazaMsAne pupe veravA lAgyA. ramezanA mukha upara mAnavatAnuM divya teja jhagArA mArI rahyuM hatuM. A che mAnavatAnI maheka baMdhuo ! rameze garIba hovA chatAM hAthamAM AvelI lakSmIne svIkAra na karyo garIbAImAM AvI nirlepa bhAvanA rahevI te sahela nathI. pitAne thele gayo tene aphasosa na karyo paNa pArakAne thele keTale sAcavIne rAkhe ne sAce mAlika maLatA thele seMpI dIdhuM chatAM manamAM nAma abhimAna nahi tamane A thele maLI jAya te zuM kare? paradhana paththara samAna mAne ke hAthamAM Ave te ghara samAna ? (hasAhasa) tame bahu pAkA che hasIne patAvI de che. TUMkamAM tamAruM jIvana rameza jevuM pavitra banAvI mAnavatAnI maheka prasarAvaze. rameze paradhana paththara samAna mAnyuM te. tenuM mana nirmaLa rAkhI zake A hate Arya dezane mAnavI. eka vakhatane ApaNe Aryadeza ke pavitra hato! ne mANaso paNa kevA pavitra hatA ! kayA te samayanA mAnavInuM pavitra jIvana ane kayAM AjanuM jIvana! Aje paradhanamAM paththara jevI daSTi ane parastrI pratye mAtA jevI daSTi A baMne ta naSTa thaI gayA che ane dharmane dhatIMga kahenArAo vadhI gayA che. je saMtAnane bALapaNathI uttama saMskRtine mahAna Adarza samajAvavAmAM Avaze te jIvananuM ghaDatara sArUM thaze bhautika sukhanI lAlasA mATe saMskRtine khatama karavI te mAnavane zebhatuM nathI bhautika sukhane mATe bahene zA-phara

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330 zAradA darzana sItAjInA zIlanI saMskRtinA nAza karI nAMkhe ane vahepArIo dhana kamAvavAnA lAbhane khAtara dAnavIra jagaDuzAhanA Adarzone khatama karI nAMkhe te keTalI zeAcanIya vAta che! dAnavIra jagaDuzAha kevA kAma karIne mAnavatAnI mheka prasarAvI gayA te tame jANeA che ne ? emanA jIvananA eka prasaMga sAMbhaLe. dAnavIra jagaDuzAhe jainAcAya paramadevasUrijInA parama bhakata hatA. keI vizALa jyAtiSInuM jJAna dharAvatA jyAtiSI pAsethI temane jANavA maLyuM ke vikrama saMvata 1313, 1314, 1315 A traNa sAlamAM bhayaMkara duSkALa paDaze te mATe je ceAgya lAge te taiyArI atyArathI karI levI A vAta jANIne jagaDuzAhe TheraTherathI khUba anAja bharI lIdhuM enA kAThArA anAjathI chalakAI gayA. samaya jatAM kaparA duSkALa paDayA. leAkeA anna vinA taravA lAgyA tyAre jagaDuzAhe kaI jAtanA bhedabhAva vinA potAnA bhaMDAra khullA mUkI dIdhA. meTA meTA rAjAe pAtAnI prajAnuM rakSaNa karavA mATe jagaDUzAha pAse anna levA mATe AvavA lAgyA tyAre jaga'zAhe kahI dIdhuM ke yahu anAja usake liye hai jo zAmake anna khinA marajAne vAlA hai ! A anAja garIkha prajAnA mukhamAM javu' joie kAI ne kAThAramAM bharavA mATe nathI. A pramANe zarata karIne jagaDuzAhe rAjAone puSkaLa anAja Apyu. te sivAya pAte 112 dAnazALAe khullI mUkI dIdhI temaNe badhuM maLIne ATha akhajane sADA cha kroDa maNu anAjanuM koi paNa jAtanA mUlya vinA dAna karyuM.... jyAre jagaDuzAha mRtyu pAmyA tyAre tenA mAnamAM dilhInA khAdazAhe mAthethI mugaTa utArI nAMkhyA hatA. si Mdhapatie e divasa sudhI annaneA tyAga karyAM hatA. AvA purUSo jagatamAM janmIne kevI mheMka prasarAvI gayA ! temanA jIvananA prasaMgA ApaNI samakSa Arya saMskRtinA Adarza raju kare che. mAnava jIvananI vizeSatA sardUguNeAthI mAnavatAnI mheMka prasarAvI jAya tyAre A mAnava jIvana mahAna ki`matI che. tenA sadupayeAga karavA joIe, lAkha rUpiyAnA hIro hoya tenAthI baMgalA, gADI, meTara, baibhava vigere meLavI zakAya paNa kAI caNA mamarA kharIde te kevA kahezeA ? (zreAtAmAMthI avAja :- mUkha) kharAkhara khele che ne ? ahI mahAna purUSA samajAve che ke A mAnavabhava evA kiMmatI che ke jenAthI sadgati, uMcA tyAga, bhairAgya, saMyama ane tattvajJAna meLavI zakAya evA amUlya mAnavabhavathI tuccha ane viSamizrita caNA mamarA jevA viSayAne bhikhArI banIne bhautika sukhanI lAlasAmAM jIvana hAmI denAra mAnava mUkha che, ane parINAme krutiomAM bhayaMkara duHkhanA bhAkatA banI te jhUrIjhUrIne mare che. AvI parIsthiti sarjAtA pahelAM mAnavabhavanA uMcA mUlya AMke ne sAdhanAmAM prabaLa vegavAna aneA.

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zAradA darzana 331 mAnava jIvana pAmIne saMpUrNa tyAga na karI zake te khera, vratadhArI bano, temaja dayA, dAna. paropakAra, sevA AvA guNe te keLavI zake ne? AvA guNe jIvanamAM Ave to paNa kalyANa thAya che. kharekhara tamArAmAM karUNane ghadha vaheto haze te tamArI chApa jarUra bIjAne preraNA Apaze. eka ghaTanA kahuM. laMDananI eka galImAM rAtre eka cora Ama tema nAsabhAga karI rahyo hato. pilIsa tenI pAchaLa paDI visala para visala vagADatAM polIse hAjara thaI gayA. rAtrIne samaya hato. eTale galInA badhA makAne baMdha hatAM. ceranA manamAM thayuM ke have to mAruM AvI banyuM. kayAM jAuM? AgaLa pilIsa ane pAchaLa paNa piolIsa. teNe eka carcane daravAjo khulle joyo ne temAM pesI gaye. tyAM khUba zAMta vAtAvaraNa hatuM. carcanA phAdhara (pAdarI) carcanA medAnanI vacce beThAM hatAM. temanI sAme khurazImAM temanA mitro beThA hatA. badhA cA pIvAmAM mazagUla hatA. A joIne coranA manamAM thayuM ke cAla, huM paNa tyAM jaIne besI jAuM te mane paNa cA pIvA maLaze, ne ke mane cora tarIke pakaDaze nahi. ema vicArI tyAM jaIne besI gayo. phAdharane selyuTa karI. jevuM mANasa hoya te vinaya viveka te batAvavuM joIe ne? ane Thaga lokone A ADaMbara khUba AvaDe. A cera bUTa ane zUTamAM sajja thaIne gaye hate. keIne zaMkA na thAya ke A mANasa cara haze. phAdhare A navA mahemAna mATe cAMdInA kapamAM cA maMgAvI. cA pIdhA pachI phAdhara te pitAnA svajananI sAthe vAtacItamAM paDI gayA. paNa pelA cAre vicAra karyo ke A lAga ThIka che ne mAla paNa sarasa che. cAMdInA kapa che te kema javA dauM? bhAIsAhebanA keTanuM khisuM ghaNuM moTuM hatuM. teNe eka pachI eka kapa khissAmAM mUkayA. phAdhara te vAtacItamAM hatA tyAM A navA mahemAna mAla laIne chaTakI gayA paNa chaTakIne jAya kayAM? AgaLa tenuM svAgata karavA mATe pilIsa taiyAra hatI. je. te carcanA daravAjAmAMthI nIkaLe ke tarata polIse tene pakaDI lIdhe. pahelAM te tenI pAse mAla na hatuM. have te te mAla sAthe pakaDAI gaye. piolIse tene be cAra phaTakA mAryA ne kerTamAM mejIsTreTanI sAme tene hAjara karyo. mejIsTreTe cAMdInA kapa joyA te tenA upara phAdharanuM nAma lakhyuM hatuM. mejIsTreTe kahyuM. are pApI ! tuM kayAM sudhI pahoMcI gaye? badhe te ce.rI kare che paNa dharmanuM sthAna evA carcane paNa na choDayuM? mejIsTreTe phAdharane bolAvIne pUchyuM. tamAre tyAM corI thaI che? phAdhare kahyuM mAre tyAM cerI? nA... nArI thaI ja nathI. bAjumAM pAMjarAmAM ubhA rAkhelA cera sAme daSTi karIne kahyuM. juo, A misTare tamAruM kaMI coryuM che kharuM ! phAdhare tene oLakhI lIdhe ne AkhI paristhiti samajI gayA. mejIsTreTe kahyuM juo A cAMdInA kapa tamArA che. AnA upara tamAruM nAma lakheluM che. A joIne phAdhare kahyuM. are! A te anyAya thaI gaye. mejIsTreTe kahyuM. AmAM

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332 cAravA rana anyAya zenA ? tamArA nAmanA kapa emanI pAsethI nIkaLyA che ne ene peAlIse ahI pakaDIne lAvyA che. 26 "phAdharanI karUNAe cAranA jIvananA karelA paTTA : khaMdhue ! A phAdharanI vizALatA jojo. cArane paNa kevI rIte khacAvI le che? emaNe kahyu bhAI ! A mANasa te mArA mitra che. cAra nathI. A kapa te me tene prejhanTamAM Apela che. phAdharanA zabdo sAMbhaLIne mejIsTreTa eTalI uThayA-dhanya che phAdhara tArI dayAne ! phAdhara kATa mAMthI bahAra nIkaLI gayA ne pelA cArane cheDI dIdhA. cAra te navAi pAmI gayA ke A zuM? A teA mANasa che ke bhagavAna? eNe mane cA pIvaDAvI ane me tenI cArI karI chatAM mArA upara kevI dayA karI. mane mitra banAnyeA. ahAhA huM.... kevA pApI ane e kevA pavitra ! jo teNe mane mitra na banAvyeA hai|ta tA mAruM AvI anata, jevA e pAMjarAmAMthI chUTA tevA doDIne phAdharanA pagamAM paDaye ne aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka tenI mAphI mAMgI ane AMsuthI phAdharanA caraNA pakhALI nAMkhyA ne gadgad kaMThe khelyeA ke Apa kevA mahAna che! meM ApanI cArI karI chatAM Ape mahAna udAratA karIne mArA prANa bacAvI lIdhA. Ape te mane navI ji'ddagI ApI. ApanA jeTalA upakAra mAnu teTaleA Ache che. phAdhare kahyuM. tArA cahere, jotAM ja mane ema lAge che ke tu sajjana mANasa che paNa saceAgavazAta te cArI karI lAge che. teNe kahyuM. ApanI vAta tadana satya che. mArI eka bahenanA lagnanA prasaMga che ne mArI pAse kAMi nathI. meM mArA sagAM ane mitra pAse madada mAMgI paNa kAI e mane madada karI nahi eTale na chUTake mAre A pApa karavu paDayuM che. phAdhare kahyuM. bhAI ! tuM ciMtA na kara tAre keTalI rakamanI jarUra che? te mane kahe huM tane ApI dauM, paNa tAre cerI nahi karavAnI. cAre phAdhara samakSa pratijJA karI ke have kadI huM cArI nahi karu. eTale phAdhare tene jeTalA paisAnI jarUra hatI teTalA ApyA ne pelA cAMdInA kapa paNa tene bheTa ApI dIdhA. cAra khuza thatA cArlse gayA. have tame vicAra kare. phAdhare pApIne pApathI cheDAvavA mATe zuM karyuM? zu cAra dayAne pAtra hatA ? nA, paNu phAdharane vicAra AnyA ke huM kevI rIte Ane cerInA pApamAMthI cheDAvu? tA chevaTe cAra sudharI gayA AnuM nAma mAnavatAnI mheka. je phulanI pAse jAya che tene sugadha Ape che. kula jyAM rahe tyAMnuM vAtAvaraNa sugaMdhathI maghamaghatu' anI jAya che, tema A phAdharanuM jIvana phula jevuM hatuM. tenAmAM mAnavatAnI mheMka hatI. cArI karavA AvanArane paNa khacAvI dIdhA ane tenA jIvanamAM paNa mAnavatAnI mheMka prasarAvI. tame paNa A paryuSaNa parvAMnA divaseAnI pavitra preraNA laine tamAru jIvana mAnavatA Adi sadguNlRAthI sabhara manAvI maghamaghatu manAvA.

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mArA darzana ApaNe be divasathI narasiMhanI kahAnI cAle che temAM narasiMha ke pavitra che! tenA jIvanamAM mAnavatAnI maheka bharI che. bIjI bAju rAjAnA jIvanamAM svArthanA durgaNenI durgadha bharI che. e narasiMhane mAravAnA upAya zodhe che. upakArIne upakAra nathI joto. tenI pavitratA ke udAratAne nathI jote. mAtra ene kema mArI nAMkhuM? e jIvate rahe te mArA rAjyane mAlIka banI jAya ne! A bhAvanA che. keTalI ghora ajJAnatA che ! A tarapha rAjakumAra ane narasiMha baMne vijayanI varamALA paherIne harSabhera rAjA pAse AvIne rAjAnA caraNamAM namyA. rAjAe baMnene AzIrvAda ApyA ne uparathI mIThA zabdamAM narasiMhane kahyuM. je beTA! tuM hatuM te kumArane sahAyaka bane? amane AzA na hatI ke tuM laDAImAM ATaluM sAhasa karI zakIza. kumAre paNa tenA khUba guNalA gAtAM kahyuM. pitAjI! A vakhatane vijaya te narasiMhane AbhArI che. ene jeTale upakAra mAnIe teTale ochA che. rAjA uparathI moTuM malakAve che paNa aMdarathI jalI jAya che. rAjAe ghaNuM vicArane aMte eka upAya che. enA rasoIyAne khAnagImAM kahyuM ke tuM Aje bhajanamAM lADavA banAvaje. temAM nAnA moTA banAvaje. jhera nAnAmAM nAMkhaje. rasoIyAe rAjAnA hukama pramANe bhojana taiyAra karyuM. jamavAne samaya thatAM rAjakumAra ane narasiMha bane jamavA beThA. raIyAe rAjAnA hukama pramANe aneka jAtanA pharasANa, zAka pIrasIne lADu pIrasyA. temAM nAne lADu narasiMhanA bhANAmAM ne mATe lADu kumAranA bhANAmAM pIrasya, A samaye kumAra kahe che bhAI! tame te amArA mahemAna kahevAo, vadhu zuM kahyuM, tame te svajanathI paNa adhika che. mATe mahamAnane nAno lADu ApIne mArAthI mATe kema khavAya? ApaNe lADu adala badala karIe. narasiMhe ghaNI nA pADI chatAM moTe lADu narasiMhanA bhANAmAM mUkyo ne nAne lADu laIne pite khAvA lAgyA. baMne jamIne ubhA thayA paNa kumArane cena paDatuM nathI. atyaMta bhAre jheranA kAraNe thaMDI vAramAM AkhA zarIramAM jhera vyApI gayuM ne kumAra tamarI khAIne paDyo. paDatAMnI sAthe tenA prANa cAlyA gayA. A joIne narasiMha dhrujI uThayo. rasoI deDato rAjA pAse gayo ne banelI vAta rAjAne kahI. sAMbhaLatAM rAjA kalpAMta karatAM mAthuM kUTavA lAge, ane vicAra kare che ke meM kevA kUra kAma karyA ke narasiMhane traNacAra vakhata mArI nAMkhavAnA kAvatrA ghaDyA chatAM te puNyavAna jIvI gaye ne uttarottara unnatinA zikhare caDha. meM kUra rAkSasa jevA kAma karyA te zuM sAra kADhaye? aMte mAre nirdoSa putra mArI krUratAne bhoga banya. ne mArA pApa mane naDayA. dhikkAra che mArA pApI AtmAne ! aMte rAjAne pitAnA duSkRtyo samajAyA. bIjI bAju rAjakumAranA mRtyunA samAcAra vAyuvege gAmamAM prasarI jatAM nagarajananA TeLe ne TeLA rAjamahela pAse AvIne kaMlpAMta kare che. A samaye

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zAradA darzana rAjA mAthuM pheDatAM bele che ke huM adhama chuM, mahAna pApI chuM, tema pazcAtApa karatAM pitAnuM pApa pragaTa kare che ne chevaTe putrane agni saMskAra karyA bAda narasiMhane rAjagAdIe besADI pite saMsAra tyAga karIne AtmakalyANa karavA mATe cAritra aMgIkAra karyuM. satya samajAtA pAchA vaLI AtmAnI sAdhanA karI. A che mAnavatAnI maheka parvAdhirAjanA pavitra divase Apa sahu ke jIvanamAMthI durgaNe, durvAsAnA ane duSkAne tilAMjalI ApIne sadguNa ane sukRtanI sugaMdhathI mAnavajIvanane maheMkatuM banAvI bhavasAgarane pAra karI jAva. vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna na kara dvi. zrAvaNa suda 1ne semavAra tA. 15-8-77 viSaya :- "Atma AjhAdInI keDIe sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa parva ApaNe AMgaNe mahemAna banIne AvyAM che. e meMgherA mahemAnane padhAryAne traNa traNa divasa pUrA thaI gayA. Aje cothe divasa che. A mahemAna prativarSe eka vakhata ApaNe AMgaNe padhAre che ne ArAdhakanI mahemAnagIrIne AsvAda laIne vidAya thAya che. evA mahemAnanuM ApaNe aMtaranA umaLakAthI ne haiyAnA hetathI svAgata karIe. parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa parva AtmAne AjhAdInI keDIe laI janAra maMgala parva che. Ajane viSaya "Atma AjhAdInI keDIe" AjhAdIne artha zuM? te jANe che? A= AtmA, jhA=jhAkajhamALa, dI=dIve. jyAre AtmAmAM kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzananA dIvA pragaTI uThe che tyAre sAcI AjhAdI meLavI zakAya che. Aje paMdaramI ogaSTane dina che. A divase briTIza sarakAranI gulAmImAMthI bhArata svataMtra banyuM che. briTIzanA baMdhanamAMthI mukta thayA Aje 30 varSa pUrA thayA ne ekatrIzamA varSamAM praveza kare che. briTIza sarakAre bhArata upara aDhIso varSa sudhI rAjya karyuM. bhAratane tenI parataMtratA lAgI tyAre te parataMAtAmAMthI mukta banavA mATe gAMdhIjIe jhuMbeza upADI. jyAre jyAre A divasa Ave che tyAre saunA dilamAM mahAtmA gAMdhIjInI smRti khaDI thAya che. kAraNa ke temaNe briTIzanA sakaMjAmAMthI bhAratane mukata karAvavAmAM mATe bhAga bhajavyo che. gAMdhIjIe jhuMbeza upADI ane bhAratavAsIoe temAM sahakAra A ke dezane svataMtra karavA mATe je devuM paDe te daI daIzuM kaMIka yuvAne pitAnuM

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zAradA darzana 335 lehI reDIne zahIda banI gayA. A uparathI samajI zakAya che ke bhAratane svataMtra banAvavAnuM keTaluM jhanUna haze ! baMdhuo ! tamane parataMtratA sAlI te svataMtratA meLavavAne purUSArtha karyo, paNa A svataMtratA kayAre parataMtratAmAM palTAI jaze tenI khabara nathI. huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke AjhAdI meLavI paNa AjhAdI meLavIne AbAdI karI ke barabAdI? tene vicAra karo. Aje bhAratamAM svataMtratAnA nAme svacchaMdatA vadhI gaI che. khera, e vAta bAjumAM mUke. ApaNe te AtmAnI AjhAdI kema maLe te viSe samajavuM che. briTIzanI gulAmImAM te bhArata 2pa0 varSa rahyuM paNa ApaNe AtmA karmarUpI briTIza sarakAranI gulAmI nIce keTalA kALathI dabAyeluM che? te jANe che? A parataMtratA hajAra be hajAra varSanI nathI paNa anaMtakALathI chava karma rAjAnI gulAmImAM paDe che tene svataMtra banAvavAne kadI vicAra Avyo che ? dezane svataMtra banAvyuM paNa have AtmAne svataMtra banAve. AtmAne svataMtra banAvavA nirNaya karo ke huM AtmA chuM. je e nirNaya nahi thAya te karmanA baMdhana teDavA mATe purUSArtha kevI rIte thaze ? AtmAne AjhAdInI keDIe javA mATe dharma purUSArthanI jarUra che. mATe nirNaya kare ke AtmA che. Aje tarkavAdI te ema kahe che ke AtmA najare dekhAtuM nathI te ame kevI rIte mAnIe ke AtmA che. ame to je AMkhothI dekhAya tene mAnIe. je tame najare dekhAya tene mAne ne bAkI na mAne te huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tamArA bApAnA bApA paDAmAM lakhIne gayAM che ke mathura paTela pAse be hajAranI rakama leNI che. have tamArA bApA ane dAdA paralekamAM sadhAvI gayA pachI tame copaDAmAM vAMcIne ugharANI karavA jAo ke nahi? (tAmAMthI avAja - e kaMI cheDI javA devAya) te, vicAra kare tamArA dAdAe kayAre cepaDAmAM lakhyuM te khabara nathI, lakhatAM najare joyuM nathI chatAM dAdAe lakhyuM che tema mAnIne leNIyAta pAse jaIne paisA laI Ave che tyAM, AMkhe joyuM nathI chatAM kema mAnI lIdhuM? zA mATe ugharANuM karI? (javAba. te te karavI ja joIe ne?) hA, te AtmAnI vAta kema na mAne? AtmAne samajAvanArA sarvajJa bhagavate che. sarvajJa bhagavaMta thanArAe paNa Atmadarzana karavA mATe keTale purUSArtha karyo? ane AtmAne karmanI jaMjIrathI mukta banAvavA mATe tapa-tyAga, saMyama, vrata-niyama vigere kevI ugra sAdhanA karI tyAre kevaLajJAna pAmyA. atyAranA vaijJAnika yugamAM * ghaNI dUranI vastune jovA mATe dUrabIna rAkhavA paDe che tyAre ApaNA bhagavaMtane dUrabInanI jarUra na hatI. temanI pAse kevaLajJAnarUpI dUrabIna hatuM tenAthI rANe lokanA padArthone joI zakatA, A durabIna jenI pAse hoya te AtmAne joI zake che.

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zAradA daza AtmAne jovA mATe tamAruM dUrabIna kAma nahi lAge, te mATe kevaLajJAnarUpI dUrabIna joIze. te kevaLajJAna prApta karavA mATe aghAra sAdhanA karavI joIe. sauthI prathama AtmA upara AvatA karmapravAhane rokavA mATe vrata pratyAkhyAna karo. Aje te vrata paccakhANanI vAta Ave te kaMIka ema kahe che ke amAruM mana makkama che, ame manathI pALIe chIe pachI vrata paccakhANanI zI jarUra che? samaje, kAyA ane vANI upara niyaMtraNa mUkyA vinA mana vazamAM AvI zake tema nathI. vrata-niyama dvArA sau prathama ApaNI kAyA ane vANIne vaza karavAnA che. tyAra pachI manathI pApa nahi karavAnI pratijJA levAya che. pApane rokavA mATe te svIkAravA joIe. jeTalA vrata-niyamamAM Avaze teTalo aviratine daravAjo baMdha thaze. jayAM sudhI paccakhANa na karo tyAM sudhI kriyA AvyA kare che. A vAtane tamAre zradhdhApUrvaka ane budhdhipUrvaka mAne chUTake che. juo, tamane samajAvuM. koInA ghera naLa che. tene te upayoga karatA nathI chatAM ene ene Tekasa bhare paDe che ne? paNa je te nagarapAlikAne noTIsa ApI de te tene Tekasa bhara nahi paDe. tema paccakhANa e neTIsa che. mATe pApane paracakhANanI noTIsa Apo. vrata aMgIkAra karyA pachI enA pAlanamAM daDha raheje. kAraNa ke vrata lIdhA pachI bAhya ane AMtarika e be prakAranAM AkarSaNa kadAca Ave te daDhatApUrvaka kaSTone sahana karIne vratanuM pAlana karavAmAM tamAruM satva vikasAvaje, paNa DhIlA nA paDe che. te AtmAnI AjhAdI meLavI zakaze. karmarUpI briTIzanA baMdhanathI chuTavA tapanA hathiyAra - AtmAnI AjhAdI meLavavA mATe mahAna purUSae karmarUpI briTIzanI sattAne uThADI mUkavA prabaLa purUSArtha karyo. paryuSaNa parvanA divasomAM AtmAne karmanI kedamAMthI mukta karAvI sAcI AjhAdI apAvavA mATe tapa kare. zAstrakAre kahyuM che ke, "tana manajo nI jiM kayA? tai vALa jhaLacaru " tapa karavAthI jIvane zuM lAbha thAya? tyAre prabhue kahyuM ke he gItama! tapa karavAthI karmo bedA thaI jAya che. arthAt karmone kSaya thaI jAya che. je je tapasvIo tapazcaryA karI rahyA che temanA karmo avazya kSaya pAmavAnA che. A tapasvIone tapa karI karmane khapAvI sAcI svataMtratA meLavavI che. tamAre nathI meLavavI? svataMtratA eTale zuM jANe che? sva=potAnA, taMgA=zAsana, hakumata, sattA. pitAnI sattA pitAnA para hoya te ja rAjya jamAvI zakIe. Aje ApaNAM para mana ane indrioe sattA jamAvelI hovAthI AtmarAjA svataMtra hovA chatAM pitAnuM svataMtra rAjya karI zakato nathI ne AjhAdInI majhA mANI zakatuM nathI. svataMtratA te saune game che paNa sahana karavuM kaIne gamatuM nathI. AgaLanA AtmAo kevA pavitra hatA! emaNe AtmAne karmanA sakaMjAmAMthI mukta banAvavA mATe keTaluM sahana karyuM che. te vAMcIe te ApaNuM kALajuM kaMpI jAya. ApaNuM paramapitA mahAvIra prabhue

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337. zAradA darzana AtmAnI AjhAdI meLavavA mATe chamasthAvasthAmAM keTalAka kaSTa veThayA? chatAM manamAM heja paNa duHkha na dharyuM. ziyaLa mATe dhAraNuM rANIe chelA prANa" : jainazAsanamAM caMdanabALA nAmanA sAThavIjInI vAta Ave che, e caMdanabALAe keTalA kaSTa veThavyA che! caMdanabALA rAjakumArI hatI paNa tenA karmodaye pitAjI yudhdhamAM marAyA eTale enI mAtA zIyaLa sAcavavA potAnI putrIne laIne rathamAM besIne bhAgI chuTayA hatA. rastAmAM sArathInI budhi bagaDatAM dhAraNI mAtAe jIbha karaDIne jIvanano aMta ANa. caMdanabALAnI mAtAe zIyaLanuM rakSaNa karavA khAtara matane svIkAryuM. A joIne sArathInuM mana palTAI gayuM, ane caMdanabALAne pitAnI bahena gaNIne pitAne ghera lAvyuM. paNa sArathInI patnInA dilamAM enA pratye judo ja bhAva Ave. eTale sArathIe caMdanabALAne cauTAmAM laI jaIne ubhI rAkhI. jarA vicAra karo. A kevA gADha karmane udaya kahevAya! bajAramAM goLa-tela-khAMDa, ghI, kariyANuM, anAja, kApaDa vigere vastuo vecAya paNa kaMI mANasa vecAya? ahIM caMdanabALAne vecavA mATe ubhI rAkhI. yuvAnI ane rUpa joIne eka vezyAe tene kharIdI. caMdanAe pUchayuM bahena! tamArA gharanA AcAra vicAra kevA che? tyAre kahyuM ke mAre ghera te nitya navA zaNagAra sajavAnA ne navA navA purUSane rIjhavavAnA. A mArA gharane AcAra che. A sAMbhaLI caMdanabALAne khUba duHkha thayuM. eNe hRdayanA tAra prabhunI sAthe joDIne prArthanA karI eTale zIyaLanA rakSaka devenuM A sana calAyamAna thayuM ane satInI vahAre AvyA. vAMdarA ane vIMchInuM rUpa laIne vezyAne valUrI nAMkhI AthI vezyA trAsa pikArI gaI, ne bajAramAM vecavA taiyAra thaI. vezyAne gherathI caMdanA dhanAvAha zeThanA ghera gheDI vAre dhanAvAha zeTha cauTAmAM AvyA. temaNe A caMdanAne vecavA mATe ubhelI joI. zeThanuM lehI uchaLyuM jANe pitAnI putrI na hoya tevuM vahAla AvyuM. eTale tene kharIdavA vicAryuM. caMdanAe pUchyuM. pitAjI! tamArA gharanA AcAra vicAra kevA che? tyAre zeThe kahyuM beTA! mAre ghera reja sAmayika karavI, savAra-sAMja pratikramaNa karavuM, AThama pAkhInA divase upavAsaekAsaNuM karavuM, satya-nIti ane sadAcArathI cAlavuM e mArA gharane AcAra che. A sAMbhaLIne caMdanAne khUba AnaMda thayo. zeTha tene kharIdIne potAne ghera laI gayA. pitAnI putrInI mAphaka rAkhavA lAgyA. caMdanA paNa AnaMdathI tyAM rahIne dharmadhyAna karavA lAgI, paNa enAM karmo ene kayAM zAMtithI besavA de tema hatA ! eka divasa zeTha bahArathI AvyA eTale paga dhevA pANI mAMgyuM. caMdanabALA pANIne leTe laIne AvI. jyAM paga dhovA jAya che tyAM mAthAnA vALanI laTa nIce paMDI. zeThanA manamAM thayuM ke dIkarInA vALa bagaDaze. eTale temaNe hAtha vaDe tene vALanI laTe uMcI nAMkhI, A dazya mULA zA.43

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338 zAradA darzana zeThANIe joyuM eTale tenA dilamAM ISyanI Aga pragaTI. tenA dilamAM zeTha upara vahema AvyuM ke A zeTha dIkarI, dIkarI kare che paNa aMdara kapaTa che. AvA vahemathI mULA zeThANIne caMdanA pratye IrSyA thaI. caMdanA upara vartAvela maLae kALe keraH eka divasa zeTha bahAragAma gayA hatA. te takane lAbha laIne IrSALu mULA zeThANIe caMdanAnuM mAthuM muMDAvI, hAtha-pagamAM beDI nAMkhI bheMyarAmAM pUrIne pite piyara cAlI gaI. zeTha traNa divase bahAragAmathI AvyA tyAre zeThANI gharamAM na hatA. zeTha caMdanA...caMdanA karIne bUma pADavA lAgyA. A tarapha caMdanA traNa traNa divasathI bhoMyarAmAM bhUkhIne tarasI beThI hatI. zeTha caMdanAbeTA caMdanA ema pokAra karatAM AkhA gharamAM ghUmI vaLyA, paNa caMdanA na joI. AthI zeTha bheMyarAmAM gayA. tyAM caMdanAne joI. A dazya joI zeTha haiyAphATa raDatAM bele che beTA...beTA! A tArI dazA! A samaye caMdanabALA ekAgracitte "namo mahAvIrAya" A pramANe prabhunA nAmane jApa karatI hatI. jyArathI bheMyarAmAM pUrI tyArathI traNa divasa eNe satata prabhunA nAmanI raTaNa karI. A raTaNAnA phaLa svarUpe caMdanabALAne zuM maLyuM ? te tamane khabara che? bhagavAnanA nAmasmaraNa ke aciMtya prabhAva che. sAMbhaLe. mahAvIrAya jA5nA raTaNa thI thayelo camatkAra : (1) pitAnA AMgaNe mahAvIra prabhunA pAvanakArI pagalA thayA. (2) prabhunA pAMca mAsa ane pacIsa divasanI ugra tapazcaryAnA pAraNe svahaste dAna. (3) tyAM ja sADA bAra koDa naiyAnI divya vRSTi. (4) caMdanA prabhunI prathama ziSyA thaze evI InDe karelI jAherAta. (5) prabhu sarvajJa tIrthakara banI caturvidha saMgha sthApatAM sAvI samudAyamAM caMdanabALAnI prathama ane mukhya ziSyA tarIkenI dIkSA. (6) te uparAMta 36000 sAdavI parivAramAM vaDerApaNuM. prabhuthI pratibaMdhita evA hajAro sAdhvIo temAM vaDerApaNAnuM te pUchavuM ja zuM? (7) A jagata upara athAga dharma dAna (8) aMte kevaLajJAnI thayelAM pitAnA ziSyA mRgAvatIjIne khamAvatAM kevaLajJAna ane AyuSya pUrNa thatAM te ja bhavamAM mokSa. ' Apa saune samajAyuM ne ke caMdanabALAe "name mahAvIrAya" ne jApa jIvanamAM utAryo hato tethI te duHkhamAM paNa sukhano anubhava karatI hatI. have caMdanAnA hAtha pagamAM beDI, mAthe muMDana A badhuM joIne dhanAvaha zeTha raDI paDayA. beTA! tArI AvI dazA keNe karI? tyAre caMdanAe kahyuM-pitAjI! AnaMdanA sthAne zeka zA mATe kare che? guNa bharelI caMdanabALAnI daSTiH zeThe kahyuM-dIkarI ! tArI mAtAe A kevuM duzmananuM kAma karyuM ? tyAre caMdanA kahe che bApujI! enA upara tame krodha nA karaze. eNe te mArA upara mahAna upakAra karyo che. are ! A tAruM mAthuM muMDAvI nAMkhyuM! pitAjI! tame bhUle che. juo, mArA mAthe lAMbA vALa hatAM te tene eLavA ne cALavAmAM keTale samaya jatuM hatuM. temAM mArA bhagavAnanuM smaraNa karavAne

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zAradA darzana 33e samaya bagaDatuM hatuM. tethI mArI mAtAe mArA vahAlA prabhunA maraNamAM aMtarAya karanArI upAdhi dUra karI. arere beTA! A tArA hAtha pagamAM kevI lekhaMDanI beDI nAMkhI che ! tyAre kahe che bApujI! juo, mArA hAtha, paga chUTA hoya te haravA pharavAnuM mana thAya ane kAyAnI mAyAmAM prabhunI mAyA ochI thAya ane prabhunI sAthe je mAyA karavI hoya te kAyAnI mAyA-mamatA badhuM choDavuM paDe. tethI mArI kalyANakArI mAtAe kAyAnI mAyA teDAvI prabhunI mAyA karavAnI sagavaDa karI ApI. tyAre zeTha kahe che arere. mArI kumaLI kula jevI dIkarIne traNa traNa divasa ne rAta bhUkhI-tarasI mArI? caMdanA kahe-bApujI! khAvuM-pIvuM e te pIDA che. eTale samaya mane bhagavAna bhUlAI jatAM. eTale mArI mAtAe mArA vahAlA vIrane eka ghaDI paNa bhUlI na jAuM te mATenI sagavaDa karI ApI. kevI suMdara sagavaDa ! bAkI khAvA pIvAmAM paDI jAuM te mAre dharma bhUlI jAuM. te na bhUlI jAuM te mATe anukULatA karI ApI che. mATe Apa ciMtA nahi karo. tyAre zeTha kahe che arere.beTA ! tane A aMdhArA bheMyarAmAM pUrI ? eNe A kayA bhavanA vaira vALyA ? pitAjI ! ema nathI. je huM bahAra houM te gharakAmamAM joDAvuM paDe tethI mane mArA vItarAga prabhune bhajavAne ATale samaya kayAMthI maLe ? eTale mArI vahAlI mAtAe te mArA upara dayA karI che ke he dIkarI ! tane tArA bhagavAnane bhajavAmAM aMtarAya paDe che. mATe nirAMte covIsa kalAka peTa bharIne bhagavAnanuM raTaNa kara ema mAnI leMyarAmAM pUrI che. temAM kaMI khoTuM thayuM nathI. mane te khUba AnaMda thayo che. huM te hasuM chuM ne tame zA mATe raDe che ? jyAM dIkarIne AnaMda hoya tyAM pitAjIe AnaMda mAnave joIe tenA badale tame te raDI rahyA che. chAnA rahI jAo. A zuM karo cho ? ATaluM jyAM caMdanabALAe kahyuM tyAM zeThanuM hRdaya haLavuM phUla banI gayuM, ane tene hAtha pakaDIne bheMyarAmAMthI bahAra kADhIne gharanA uMbarAmAM besADI. caMdanabALAnI daSTi keTalI nirmaLa ane guNagrAhI hatI ke teNe duHkha ApanArI mULA mAtAne paNa dareka bAbatamAM potAnI upakArI gaNI. mAthe muMDana, hAtha pagamAM beDI, traNa traNa divasanI bhUkha-tarasa vigere jume chatAM eNe prabhu bhajavAnI sagavaDa mAnI. AhAhA.kevI tenI kSamA ! duHkhe ne hoMzathI sahana karyA paNa duHkhane Apatti rUpa mAnyA nahi, IrSyA karanAra mULA mAtA upara saheja paNa deSanuM AropaNa karyuM nahi paNa pote pUrve karelA karmo udayamAM AvyA che tema mAnIne "name mahAvIrAyanuM raTaNa karavA lAgI. kAraNa ke tene prabhunA raTaNanI eTalI badhI laganI hatI ke jeNe mAthe muMDana, beDI, bhUkha-tarasa, keda vigerene prabhunA maraNa mATe saMpatti rU5 mAnyA,

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340 zAradA dezanA "name mahAvIrAya eTale mahAvIra svAmIne mArA namaskAra che. AvuM ciMtana karatI bhagavAnane bhajI rahI hatI. "zeThanI mUMjhavaNu" : zeThe tene bheMyarAnI bahAra kADhIne khAvA mATe kaMIka ApavA vicAryuM, paNa zeThANI badhe tALA mArIne gaI hatI eTale khAvAnuM zuM ApavuM? chevaTe nokare gheDA mATe aDadanA bAkaLA bAphIne mUkyA hatAM te eka sUpaDAmAM kADhIne ApyA, paNa hAthamAM beDI hatI. eTale khAya kevI rIte ? beDI teDavA mATe zeTha deDatA luhArane belAvavA gayA. ' satI caMdanabALAnI utkRSTa bhAvanA" : A tarapha caMdanabALA uMbarAmAM beThI beThI ciMtavaNuM karavA lAgI ke aho ! traNa divasanI upavAsI chuM. mane pitAjIe khAvA mATe bAkaLA ApyA che. te A samaye je kaMI saMta padhAre te huM vaharAvIne pachI pAraNuM karuM. ATalA duHkhamAM paNa kevI utkRSTa bhAvanA che ! bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmI abhigraha dhAraNa karIne pAMca mAsane paccIsa divasathI pharatAM hatAM, chatAM abhigraha pUro thatA nathI. gAmanA rAjA, rANuM ane nagarajane badhA ciMtAmAM paDayA che ke prabhunuM pAraNuM kayAre thaze? bhAvikajanenI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. A tarapha caMdanAne bhagavAnane utkRSTa bhAve vaherAvIne pachI pAraNuM karavAnI bhAvanA jAgI che. enI bhAvanAnA baLe bhagavAna gharagharamAM pharatA pharatA zeThane ghera padhAryA, zeTha beDI toDavA luhArane bolAvavA gayA che. caMdanabALA prabhune jApa karatI hatI. tyAM bhaktine vaza bhagavAna"e nyAye prabhu padhAryA, khuda bhagavAnane pitAne tyAM AvatA joI tenA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. te harSaghelI banI gaI, padhAre padhAre ...mArA bhagavAna ! mArA hRdakanA umaLakAthI huM ApanuM svAgata karuM chuM. a A deva mArA sUnA sUnA dvAra-mArA AMgaNuM sUnA, rotI rotI caMdanabALA vinave che Aja-mArA AMgaNu sUnA, he prabhu! mArA AMgaNe Aje Apa padhAryA. Aje mAre ghera senAne sUrya uo. kalpatarU pho. Ama AnaMda vibhora banIne prabhunuM svAgata karavA mATe aMtaranA ugAre kADhI rahI che. A tarapha bhagavaMte joyuM te abhigraha pUre thavAmAM eka balanI khAmI che. eTale te tarata pAchA pharyA. tyAM caMdanabALAne bhayaMkara AghAta lAgyuM ne AMkhamAM AMsunI dhAra vahevA lAgI, raDatI raDatI zuM kahe che? "caMdanabALAno pokAra"--he prabhu! zuM ochuM AvyuM, daDadaDa AMsu paDayA... - he prabhu! tane zuM ochuM AvyuM ke mArA AMgaNe AvelA pAchA pharI gayA ! caMdanabALAne rAjya sukha cAlyA gayA, mAtA-pitA vagaranI banI, cauTe vecANI, mULA mAtAe mAthe muMDana karAvyuM, hAtha-pagamAM beDI paherAvI, traNa divasa bhUkhI tarasI

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zAradA darzana kuM bheAMyarAmAM besADI mUkI, ATalA badhA duHkha paDavA chatAM te du:khAne prabhunI bhakti karavAmAM sahAyaka mAnIne AnaMdathI vadhAvI lIdhA hatA. ATalA duHkhAnI jhaDI varasI te paNa AMkhamAM AMsu nathI AvyA paNa bhagavAna pAchA pharyA eTale tenAthI cIsa paDAI gaI. mArA nAtha ! tane zu' echu Avyu? mArI pAse mevA mIThAInA thALa bharelA nathI. A lUkhA sUkA khAkaLA che, paNa mArI bhAvanA lUkhI nathI. huM mArA vhAlA bhagavAna ! zuM AchuM AvyuM. mArA AMgaNe AvIne pAchA pharI gayA ! A rIte kALA pANIe raDatI tenI cIsa bhagavAne sAMbhaLI, pAchA vaLIne joyu. te caMdanamALAnI AMkhamAMthI ceAdhAra AMsu cAlyA jatAM hatAM. A joIne prabhu tarata pAchA pharyA. bhagavAnane atizayanuM khaLa hAya che ne temane karapAtra hAya che. AthI bhagavAne karapAtra dharyuM. satI caMdanAe prabhune utkRSTa bhAve aDadanA khAkaLA vaheArAvyA. tyAM bhagavAnanA abhigraha pUro thayeA ke tarata AkAzamAM devaduttu bhI vAgI. " aheAdAna ahAdAna" evI devAe ghASaNA karI ane sADA bAra kroDa sAnaiyAnI vRSTi thai. jyAre caMdanA bhagavAnane vaheArAvavA taiyAra thai tyAre dhaDAka daIne tenA hAtha paganI eDIe tUTI gai, mAthe suMdara kezakalApa thai gayA. vALe vALe meAtI DAMselA hatAM. hAthamAM kheDIne khadale ratnajaDita kakaNu thaI gayA. pagamAM jhAMjhara banI gayA ane caMdanabALA ca'dranI mAphaka camakavA lAgI. deva uMbhInA divyanAda ane devAnI gheASaNA sArI nagarImAM prasarI gai ne leke jovA bhegA thayA. zeTha luhArane melAvIne AvyA tyAM te A camatkAra joce. potAnI pavitra putrInA hAthe bhagavAnanA AvA ugra abhigraha pUrA thayA tethI temanA AnaMdane pAra na rahyo. mULA zeThANIne khakhara paDI ke mAre ghera sADAbAra kroDa sAnaiyAnI vRSTi thaI che tethI doDatI AvIne seAnAmahArA bhegI karavA lAgI tyAre AkAzamAM devavANI thaI che ke A senAmaheAranI tu... adhikArI nathI. satI caMdanabALAnI dIkSAmAM e dhananA sadupayoga thaze, caMdanabALAne potAne dhananI jarUra na hatI. teNe zeThane soMpI dIdhuM. chevaTamAM bhagavAne tInI sthApanA karI tyAre caMdanamALAe mahAvIra prabhunI pAse dIkSA lIdhI, ane mahAvIra prabhunA ziSyAma...DaLamAM sauthI vaDerA sAdhvI ca'danakha:LA banyA. sayama laI ne Atma AjhAdIne keDIe vicaravA lAgyA. aMdhue ! tame sAMbhaLI gayAne ? ke caMdanabALAne keTalA kaSTa paDayA chatAM AMkhamAM AMsu na AvyuM ane sukha-duHkhamAM samatA rAkhI dIkSA laIne jJAna darzana ane tapanI ugra sAdhanA karIne AtmAne dakhAvanAra karAjAnI sattAne uThADI AtmAnu sAmrAjya sthApana karyuM, ane eka divasa Atmika AjhAdI meLavIne zAzvata sukhane prApta karyu. ApaNe paNa evI AjhAdI meLavIe te ja sAcA AjhAda dina ujayai gaNAya. samaya thai gayA che vadhu bhAva avasare,

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di. zrAvaNa suda 2 ne maMgaLavAra vyAkhyAna ne, jauM viSaya:- ugyA zAsananA sitAre" tA 16-8-77 sujJa baMdhue, suzIla mAtAe te baheneA! Aje ApaNA paramapitA, vAtsalya mUrti, zAsanapati, vizvanI virala vibhUti, mahAvIra prabhunI janma jayaMti vAMcavAne pavitra divasa che. mahAvIra prabhune janma caitra suda terasanA che tyAre ApaNe mahAvIra jayaMti ujavIe chIe ane paryuSaNamAM paNa mahAvIra jayaMti ujavIe chIe. mahAvIra prabhunuM nAma sAMbhaLatA bhAratamAM ane videzamAM vasatA jainenA dilaDA harakhAi jAya che. ATalA varSo thaI gayA chatAM ApaNe mahAvIra prabhune yAda karIe chIe tenu kAraNa zu? duniyAmAM aneka mAnavI janme che ne mare che paNa dareka mANasAne duniyA yAda karatI nathI. A jagatamAM kaI paNa kSaNa evI nahi jatI hoya ke jyAre koipaNa mANasa janmyA nahi hAya ne maraNa pAmyA na hAya! dareka kSaNe janma maraNa thayA kare che, paNa badhI vyaktionI neAMdha jagatanA itihAsamAM levAtI nathI. je vyaktie peAtAnuM jIvana mAtra sukhApabhAgamAM ane peAtAnA svAmAM vItAvyu` hAya tene duniyA yAda karatI nathI. AvI vyakti pAse vipula lakSmI hAya, ghaNI mATI sattA ane adhikAra heya chatAM te eka kSudra jaMtunI jema A duniyAmAMthI vidAya le che. maraNa bAda tene kAI yAda karatuM nathI ke tenI lakSmI ke sattA mATe kAI gaurava anubhavatuM nathI. madhue ! te vicAra kare ke duniyA kene yAda kare che? je marIne jIvavAnA maMtra jANatA hAya tene. jee marIne jIvavAnA maMtra jANe che te A duniyAmAM amara banI jAya che. jee peAtAne mATe nahi paNa paramAmAM potAnu jIvana vItAve che, bIjAnA sukhamAM sukha ane khIjAnA duHkhamAM duHkha anubhave che. khIjAnuM duHkha dUra karavA sadA prayatnazIla rahe che ane zAMtinuM sAmrAjya sthApavAnI bhAvanA hAya che tevI vyaktionAM nAma duniyAnA itihAsamAM suvarNAkSare lakhAya che. duniyA tene hamezA yAda kare che ne tevA mahAnapurUSanA jIvanamAMthI preraNA meLave che. ApaNe bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmIne zA mATe yAda karIe chIe ? tenuM kAraNa e che ke te duniyAmAM ucca Adaraze? mUkatA gayA che, duniyAne duHkhamAMthI mukta thavAnA mAga khatAvI gayA che. temanI rageragamAM " jJAtmavata sarvabhUteSu" nI pavitra bhAvanA bharelI hatI. vadhu zuM kahuM ! temanuM jIvana tapa-tyAga, karUNA ane saMyamathI bharapUra hatuM. je vaya bhAga bhAgavavAnI gaNAya te vayamAM bhagavAne bhAgonA tyAga karyAM, je vaya dhana upArjana karavAnI gaNAya te vayamAM dhananA tyAga karyAM, je vaya sattA ane adhikAra meLavavAnI gaNAya te vaye temaNe rAjapATanA tyAga karyAM. bharayuvAnImAM temaNe bhega,

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zArA darzana lakSamI, rAjapATa ane kuTuMba parivArane meha cheDI saMyama lIdhA. ATalA mArAthI aTakyA nahi paNa Arya-anArya dezomAM vicarI ghaNAM kaSTa sahana karyA. sADA bAra varSa ane paMdara divasa sudhI ugra tapazcaryA karI ghAtI karmone khapAvI kevaLajJAna prApta karyuM, ane jagatanA jIvane janma-jarA, roga, maraNa vigere duHkhothI mukta thavAno mArga batAvatAM gayA tethI ApaNe temane yAda karIe chIe. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI chadmasthAvasthAmAM hatA tyAre eka vakhata jaMgalamAMthI vihAra karIne pasAra thatAM hatAM te vakhate lekee bhagavAnane kahyuM ke he prabhu! A jaMgalamAM caMDakauzika nAmane bhayaMkara jherIle nAga rahe che. teNe mAIlenA mAIlo sudhI viSa phelAvI vanane ujajaDa karyuM che tenA kAraNe mAnavI ja nahi paNa pazu-pakSI paNa A vanamAM pharakI zakatA nathI mATe he prabhu! Apa tyAM na jAze. tame mAnI le nA jAo prabhujI, caMDakauzika bhayaMkara nAga che. hAM....rahI nA zake tyAM ke jIvAtmA, mahAbhayaMkara evo nAga che. paNa bhagavAnane pitAnA dehanI paravA na hatI. e te sva-para kalyANa mATe vicaratA hatA. eTale jaMgalamAM AgaLa vadhyA ne caMDakauzikanA rAphaDA pAse jaIne ubhA rahyA tethI caMDakauzike prabhune aMguThe DaMkha mAryo. prabhunA aMguThAmAMthI je lehI nIkaLyuM te dUdha jevuM mIThuM lAgyuM. AthI caMDakauzika Azcaryacakti banI gayA. tyAre bhagavAne vahAlabharyA zabdathI kahyuM, "bujhabujha e caMDakeziyA" ATalA neha bharelA zabdothI caMDakauzika nAga bUjhI gayA ne tene jAtismaraNa jJAna thavAthI pitAne pUrvabhava je, ane tenA manamAM thayuM ke mArA pUrvanA krodhI svabhAvane kAraNe huM A bhayaMkara krodhI jherIle nAga thaye chuM ne haju paNa lekene DaMkha daIne temanA prANa lUMTI rahyo chuM. mAruM zuM thaze ? ema pitAnA pApane pazcAtApa thaya ne lekene DaMkha devAnuM baMdha karyuM. je mArga varSothI baMdha hatuM te sadAne mATe khulle thaI gayo. loko nirbhayapaNe tyAMthI AvavA javA lAgyA. keI caMDakauzika upara paththara pheMkatA, keI lAkaDIne prahAra karatAM paNa caMDakauzike saheja paNa krodha karyA vinA badhu kaSTa samatA bhAve sahana karyuM. krodhI nAga bhagavAnanA upadezathI kSamAvAna banI gayuM. A vAta kahevAnuM tAtparya e che ke bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmI ane bIjA mahApurU jagatamAM thaI gayA che teo pitAnuM nAma amara karI gayA che tenuM kAraNa eka ja che ke temaNe pitAnA jIvananI paravA karI nathI. eTaluM ja nahi paNa emaNe potAnA jIvanane jokhamamAM mUkIne paNa bIjAne ugAravAnA prayatna karyA che. "ApaNe bhagavAnane kayAre oLakhyA?" : bhagavAnane AtmA eka vakhata te ApaNA jevuM hatuM. temane AtmA nayasAranA bhava pahelAM anaMtakALathI saMsAra

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44 zAradA darzana rUpa aTavImAM paribhramaNa karatuM hatuM. jyAM sudhI jIva samyakatva pAmatuM nathI tyAM sudhI tenA bhavane aMta ke bhavanI gaNatrI thatI nathI. bhagavAnane AtmA nayasAranA bhavamAM samyaktva pAmyA. nayasAra e jAtie jaina na hato paNa suthAra hatuM, chatAM tenAmAM kevA guNe hatAM ne kevI rIte samyakatva pAme te vAta khUba jANavA jevI che. nayasAra mATe suthAra hato. tenAmAM lAkaDA pArakhavAnI jabbara zakti hatI. jhaverInI najara paDe ne jhaverAta pArakhI le che tema nayasAranI najara paDe tyAM game tevA lAkaDA hoya te paNa tene te pArakhI lete hate. eka vakhata unALAnA divasomAM ghaNuM mANasono kAphale laIne jaMgalamAM lAkaDA kApavA gayeluM. tyAM badhAne jamavA mATe rasoI banAvI hatI ne lAkaDA kApIne thAkI gayA hoya eTale tene thAka utAravA mATe nhAvA garama pANI banAvyuM hatuM. baporane jamavAne samaya thayo tyAre nayasAranA manamAM thayuM ke mane A jaMgalamAM kaI atithi maLI jAya te tene jamADIne jamuM. jaMgalamAM paNa kevI uttama bhAvanAH nayasArane AtmA hajI samyaktva pAmele na hate chatAM temanAmAM kevA uttama guNe hatA! ke bIjAne jamADIne jamavuM. kahyuM che ke bIjAne jamADIne jame te deva che. pitAnI sAthe bIjAne jamADe te mAnava che ane pite jame paNa bIjAne jamADe nahi, phakta pitAnA peTanI ciMtA kare te dAnava che. nayasArane AtmA deva jevI vRttivALo hate. te jamavA besatAM pahelAM atiMthinI tapAsa karavA nIkaLyA. tapAsa karatAM eka munine joyA. munine jotAM tenA sADA traNa koDa romarAya khIlI uThayA. aho! mArA sadbhAgya che ke AvI ghora aTavImAM paNa mane atithi maLI gayA. atithi paNa jevA tevA nahi paNa paMcamahAvratadhArI saMta. AvA niSparigrahI paMcamahAvratadhArI cAritrasaMpanna saMtane jotAMnI sAthe temanI pAse deDIne gayA. A saMta zarIranA kAraNe pAchaLa rahI gayA hatA. bIjA saMtane kahyuM huM AvI pahoMcuM chuM. tame cAlatA thAo. vacce be rastA AvavAthI saMta sAce mArga bhUlIne ADAavaLA mArge caDhI gayA. Ama tema mArga zodhatAM hatAM paNa sAro mArga jaDato nathI. garamI sakhta, pitAnA parivArathI chUTA paDelA saMta garamIthI AkuLavyAkuLa thaI gayA. tarasathI kaMTha sUkAvA lAge ne AMkhe aMdhArA AvavA lAgyA. keI mArga sUjhato nathI eTale muni vicAra karavA lAgyA ke have huM eka vRkSa nIce besI sAgArI saMthAre karuM. jo ke mArga batAvanAra maLaze te mArA sAdhu samudAya bhego thaI jaIza, ane je kaMI mArga batAvanAra nahi maLe te sAgArI saMthAre karI AtmAnI sAdhanA karIza. Ama vicAra karI vRkSa nIce besI saMthAro karavA mATe jamIna puMjI rahyA hatAM tyAM nayasAra pahoMcI gayA. nayasArane sani bhagavaMtane bheTe : nayasAra muninA caraNamAM paDIne kahe che he kRpALu ! mArA sadbhAgye A jaMgalamAM tame maLI gayA. mane AhArapANIne

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zAradA darzIna 345 lAbha ApeA. tyAre munie kahyuM bhAI ! jainanA munione nirdoSa AhArapANI kalpe che. nayasAre kahyuM, mahArAja! ame ApanA mATe keAi cIja banAvelI nathI. AhAra amAre jamavA banAveluM che ne pANI badhAne snAna karavA mATe anAvelu che. dravya-kSetra-kALa bhAva joI ne muni tyAM gayA ne nayasAranA hAthe nirdoSa AhAra pANI grahaNa karyA. saMta AhAra pANI karIne nivRtta thayAM eTale nayasAre pUMchyu, bhagavaMta! Apa AvI bhayaMkara aTavImAM ekalA kayAMthI AvI caDhayA ? tyAre munie peAte zAthI ekalA paDI gayA te badhI vAta karI. garamI AchI thatAM saMta vihAra karavA taiyAra thayA tyAre nayasAre kahyu ke mahArAja! Apa A mAnA ajANyAM che ne huM jANakAra chuM. cAlA, huM Apane mArga khatAvu. nayasAra jAte satane mArga batAvavA cAyA. khaMdhue ! tamArA gAmamAM kaI ajANyA sata Ave ne bajAramAMthI nIkaLe tyAre tame tamArI dukAnamAM beThA ho ne saMta tamane pUche ke bhAI ! upAzraye kayAM thaine javAya ? te vakhate tame ubhA thaIne tamArI jAte mAga khatAvavA jAo ke pachI ema kahI de ke ahIMthI sIdhA jA pachI jamaNA hAthe vaLI jajo. tyAM eka galImAM upAzraya AvI jaze. (hasAhasa) tame AvuM na kahezeA, paNa uThIne jAte rastA khatAvavA jajo. saMtane mArga batAvavAmAM paNa mahAna lAbha che. jue, A nayasAra zrAvaka na hatA chatAM viveka keTalA khadhA che! nayasAra ane muni ne AgaLa cAlyA. eka TekarI utaryo tyAM gAma najIka dekhAyuM. gAma najIka joIne sate kahyuM bhAI! have A gAma najIka dekhAya che. huM cAlyeA jaIza. nayasAra kahe nA, mahArAja. huM Apane ApanA samudAyamAM bhegA karIne jaIza. nayasAre saMtane samudAya bhegA karI dIdhA, pachI dazana karIne pAchA phare che tyAre muni kahe che huM nayasAra! aTavImAM bhUlA paDelA evA mane te dravya mA khatAbyA paNa huM tane saMsArarUpa aTavImAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAnA bhAva mArga batAvu. tyAM munie nayasArane edha ApyA. saMtanA Adha sAMbhaLIne nayasArane alaukika Anada thayA. ane jainadhama mAM e zradhAvAna banyA ane samyaktva pAmyA. saMtane! samAgama keTaleA lAbhadAyI che! A sasAramAM mA-khApa, dIkarA, dIkarI, bhAi, bahena, rAjapATa, baMgalA khadhu' maLavu' spela che paNa A jIvane saMtasamAgama maLavA mahAmuzkela che. "TThi satsaMga mahAdulabha bhI pAtA, hA, kabhI prANI, to usase ati durlabha milanA, zAMtidAyaka jinavANI ! usakA sunakara beAdhi jJAnakA, pAnA kaThIna mahA game, jisase samakti dRSTi prApta hA, lagatA jIva mekSa majhume u'' zA.-44

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5 zAzA hakka mahAna puNyane udaya hoya tyAre tene saMtane samAgama thAya che. saMta samAgama thayA pachI vItarAga prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLavA maLavI durlabha che. puNyane udaya hoya te vItarAga vANI sAMbhaLavA maLI jAya paNa samyakatva ratnanI prApti thavI mahAna durlabha che. je AtmA samyakatva pAme che te moDAmAM moDe ardha pudgala parAvartanakALe paNa mokSamAM javAne. A che samyakatvane prabhAva. mATe samaje. duniyAmAM bAhya vaibhava karatAM AMtara vaibhavanuM mUlyAMkana vadhu hoya che. kSamA, namratA, saraLatA, nirlobhatA, satya, saMtoSa, samyagadarzana, jJAna Adi guNe che te khare AMtaravaibhava che. emane eka paNa guNa jIvanamAM pragaTele na hoya ane dhanadolatanA bAhAvaibhavanI daSTie bhale karoDapati kema na hoya! chatAM AMtaravaibhavanI apekSAe jJAnIe tene kaMgAla kahyo che. bAhyavaibhavanI daSTie te saMpattinA zikhare beThele che paNa AMtaravaibhavanI daSTie te taddana daridra che. AtmAmAM samyagUjJAna, darzanAdi anaMtaguNa che te badhA guNe pragaTe te AtmA paramAtmA banI jAya. anaMtaguNemAMthI eka samyaktva guNa pragaTe ane te paNa je kSAyika bhAve pragaTe te AtmA kRtakRtya banI jAya. A kALe kSAyika bhAva nathI paNa kSAyopathamika bhAve samyaktva pragaTe te paNa AtmA dhanya banI jAya. samyakatva e AtmAne sAco sAthI che. samyakatva eTale samyagazraddhA. samyaphatva Ave eTale jJAna paNa samyapha thaI jAya, samyakajJAna, ane samyaphazraddhA paraMparAe samyaka cAritrane kheMcI lAve che. A guNe jenAmAM aMze paNa pragaTelA hoya che te bAhya daSTie game teTale garIba dekhAte hoya paNa AMtarika dRSTie te mahAna vaibhAvazALI che. sama, saMvegAdi samyakatvanA lakSaNavALo raMka hoya te paNa te rAjA samAna che ane samyakatva vagarano rAjA hoya te paNa te raMka samAna che. samyakatva e AtmAne bhavabhavane sAce sAthI che, ane mithyA zraddhArUpa je mithyAtva che te AtmAne kaTTara duzmana che. nayasArane saMta samAgama thayuM. eNe sauthI prathama te saMtane zuddha bhAvathI dAna dIdhuM tene mahAna lAbha maLe, pachI saMtane mArga batAvavA gaye te paNa lAbhanuM kAraNa ane saMtane temanA samudAyamAM pahoMcADIne pAcho pharyo tyAre saMte tene dharmane upadeza Ape. te temanA hRdayamAM ArapAra utarI gaye. ahe, zuM upadeza che! A tyAga ane varAgyanA amRtathI nItarate upadeza kadI sAMbha nathI. jaina munine upadeza sAMbhaLatAM temanA aMtarAtmAmAM koI alaukika AnaMda AvyuM. ne samyaktva pAmI gayA. tyAre AtmAmAM samyaktvane sparza thAya che tyAre alaukika AnaMda hoya che. e te je anubhave te jANe che. ATalA mATe jJAnI purUSe kahe che ke he AtmAo! amUlya mAnavajIvana pAmyA che te samyakatva te jarUra prApta karI leje. A samyaktva ratna tamArI sAthe Avaze, ane jene mATe khUba mahenata karI che te dhana vaibhavAdi mRtyu samaye ahIne ahIM rahI

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zAradA darzana kahe jaze paNa tene meLavatAM manuSya je pApa kare che te parabhavamAM tenI sAthe javAnA, ane te pApakarmo jIvane duHkha ApanArA che. tame dhanane jamInamAM sAcavIne dATI rAkhe ke pachI sephaDIjhITamAM mUkI rAkhe. game tyAM rAkhyuM haze paNa tyAMnuM tyAM paDI rahevAnuM che. lAkhe ke karoDa rUpiyA bhegA kare paNa Akhare te "duniyA de dinakA melA, saba calAcalIkA khelA, saMga cale nA eka adhelA." A lITImAM kevuM adUbhUta rahasya samAyeluM che. je tenuM ciMtana karavAmAM Ave te bhalabhalAne bhrama dUra thaI jAya. mAnavI meLave jAya che paNa tene bhAna nathI ke eka divasa te meLaveluM badhuM mUkIne javAnuM che, ane te koI jIvane pAra nahi utAre. mAtra dharmakaraNI karI haze te pAra utAraze. kahevata che ne ke jevI karaNI tevI pAra utaraNI." saMta kabIre kahyuM che ke manuSya je ucca karaNI kare te "nara ke nArAyaNa heya" nara maTIne nArAyaNa bane che. devAnupriye! tamAre naramAMthI nArAyaNa banavuM che ne ? je naramAMthI nArAyaNa, jIvamAMthI zIva, janamAMthI jinezvara banavuM hoya te pApakarmathI aTake. pApa AtmAne bhAre banAve che. bhAre vastu pANImAM nAMkhavAmAM Ave che te nIce jatI rahe che ne? tema pApakarmathI bhAre banele AtmA bhavasamudranA taLiye besI jAya che. svaAtmAnI jenAmAM dayA hoya te pitAnA AtmAnuM rakSaNa karI zake. paradayA jarUra karavAnI paNa svadayAne viSaya tenAthI ghaNe mahattvanuM che. jenAmAM svadayA na hoya tenAmAM paradayA hoI zake nahi. gAyonA dhaNane jaMgalamAM caravA laI gayelA vALa jema hiMsaka pazuothI tenuM rakSaNa kare che tema krodha, rAga-dveSAdi aMdaranA bhAvazatruothI AtmAnuM rakSaNa karavAnuM che. aMdaranA bhAvazatruo AtmAnA jJAnadazanAdi bhAva prANene ghAta karanArA che. svadayAnA viSayane samajanArA A rIte svaAtmAnuM rakSaNa karI zake che. - Aje te jIvanI evI dazA thaI che ke kuMbhArane kayAreka tenA gadheDAnI dayA Ave paNa mAnavIne svaAtmAnI dayA AvatI nathI. kayAreka gadheDA para vadhu bhAra naMkhAI gaye heya tyAre atibhArane lIdhe gadheDe vAraMvAra paDI AkhaDI jatuM hoya che tyAre kuMbhAra jevA kuMbhArane tenA gadheDAnI dayA AvI jAya che ane tene tene aphasesa thAya che ke are! meM A abela prANu upara ATale badhe bhAra lAdayo te barAbara karyuM nathI. jyAre Aje bhAvadayAnA svarUpathI ajJAta mAnavIne eTalI paNa svaAtmAnI dayA nathI, ene e aphasosa paNa nathI thatuM ke arere huM mArA AtmAne kSaNe kSaNe karmanA asahya bhArathI lAdI rahyo chuM. e karmanA vipAka bhegavavAnI Avaze tyAre mAruM zuM thaze? pApa AcaravAmAM Ave bhUla mAtra be ghaDInI karI hoya paNa tenA vipAka phaLa hajAre, lAkho ne karoDa varSo sudhI ane keTalIvAra bhavanA bha sudhI jIvane bhegavavA paDe che. jene svahita sAdhavuM hoya tene pApane paDachAye paNa levA jevuM nathI. jJAnI purUSe kahe che ke je tamAre AtmAne jaldI bhavasAgarathI tAra hoya te pApa nA

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348 zAradA darzana karA. pApanA paDachAyeA paNa na le. eTalu' ja nahi paNa pUrva bhavanAsaMcita karelAM karmo udayamAM Ave ane azubha karmanA jorathI tamArA upara duHkhanI jhaDIe varase tyAre tame khUba samabhAva rAkheA. kama' udaya vakhate sva lakSamAM sthira aneA : viza'kara mahArAje kahelI eka satya ghaTanA che. ravizaMkara mahArAja paMdara-sALa varSanA hatAM tyAre temanA gAmamAM bhayakara pleganA rega phelAyeA. te gAmamAM eka sukhI kuTuMbanA traNe yuvAna putrA pleganI bimArImAM bharakhAi gayA. thADA divasamAM chekarAnA pita!, putravadhue, putrI ane nAnA phula jevA bAluDAe paNa plegamAM jhaDapAI gayA. have kuTubamAM phakta eka DozImA khacI gayA. khetara, vADI, ghara, mAlamilkata adhu* thADA samayamAM khedAnamedAna thai gayu'. eTale A DeAzImA temanA bhAinA ghera gayA. tyAM the!DA divasa pachI bhAbhIe dIkarAne janma ApyA ne akasmAta bhAbhI paNa gujarI gayA. DesIne khUba AghAta lAgyA paNa khAkhAne khUba sAcavatI bhAInA ghera rahevA lAgI. thADA divasamAM bhAI paNa gujarI gayA. bhAIne be-traNa nAnA mALake hatAM temane paNa ucheravAnA hatA. A DAzImAnA sAsare kAI na rahyuM ne piyaramAM Ama banyuM eTale te ekalI aTUlI nirAdhAra banI gai. vicAra kare, tene keTaluM duHkha thayuM haze ! tenA kevA gADha kA udaya thayA ! raDI raDIne AMkhanA AMsu sUkAI gayA ane ghaNI vItaka vItI chatAM DAzImA hi mata na hAryA. eNe eka ja vicAra karyo ke he jIva! te' pUrvabhavamAM karyuM karyo che te udayamAM AvyA che. eTale ka`rAjAe ApelI zikSAne vinA phariyAde svIkAre ja chUTakA che. evu samajIne hiMmata rAkhI. mahAna sukhamAM rahenArI DozImA kammadace 70 vaSa~nI uMmare khetaramAM jaIne dADiye majurI karavA lAgI. A nAnakaDI ghaTanA hRdayamAM kAtarI levA jevI che. ApaNane sheja duHkha AvatAM AkuLa-vyAkuLa thaI jaIe chIe paNa vicAra karo. DozImAnA du:kha AgaLa ApaNuM duHkha zu' visAtamAM? mAthe duHkhanA DuMgarA khaDakAI jAya teA paNa jo aMtaramAM AtmazraddhAnuM khamIra ane samatA bhAvanA dIpaka jalatA hAya to duHkhAne sAmane karavAnI tAkAta avazya AvI jAya che. bhagavAnanA AtmAe nayasAranA bhavamAM samyaktva ratna prApta karyu. pachI te bhavanu AyuSya pUrNa karIne khIjA bhavamAM pahelA devaleAke utpanna thayA tyAMthI cavIne trIje bhave bharata cakravatinA putra marIcikumAra tarIke utpanna thayA. e marIcie RSabhadeva prabhu pAse dIkSA lIdhI hatI paNa cAritranA bhAra sahana na karI zakavAthI trida'DIne veza lIdhA. pagamAM pAvaDI, mAthe chatra ane hAthamAM kama`DaLa rAkhatA. RSabhadeva prabhu jyAM jyAM vicare tyAM tyAM te vicaratA hatA ne temanA sameAsaraNanI bahAra rahetA hatA

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zAradA darzana 34 eka vakhata bharata cakravartie dezanA sAMbhaLyA pachI bhagavAnane vaMdana namaskAra karIne pUchyuM he prabhu! ApanA sasaraNamAM ApanA jevI padavIne lAyaka koI jIva che? bhagavAne kahyuM he bharata! mArA sasaraNanI bahAra tAro putra marIci hAla je tridaMDIne vezamAM che te A vIsImAM vIsamA tIrthaMkara thaze, tripRSTha vAsudeva thaze ne priya mitra nAmane cakravarti paNa thaze. bhagavAnanA mukhethI A vAta sAMbhaLIne bharata mahArAjA marIci pAse gayA ne kahyuM che marIci ! huM tArA tridaMDI vezane namate nathI. tu tripRSTha vAsudeva ane priya mitra nAme cakravarti thavAnuM che tene satkAra karate nathI paNa meM atyAre bhagavAnanA mukhethI sAMbhaLyuM che ke tame A covIsImAM vIsamA tIrthakara thavAnA che tethI huM tamane vaMdana karuM chuM. AthI marIci harSamAM AvIne nAcavAne kUdavA lAgyA ke aho ! amAruM kuLa keTaluM ujajavaLa kahevAya! duniyAmAM je je maTI padavIo kahevAya te badhI amArA gharamAM AvI gaI. mArA dAdA sauthI prathama tIrthakara, mArA pitA sauthI prathama cakravati thayA ane huM prathama vAsudeva thaIza temaja cakravarti ane tIrthakara paNa thaIza. A temane mada AvI gayA ne tyAM temaNe nIca gotra karma bAMdhyuM. jIva madamAM AvI jAya che tyAre tene bhAna rahetuM nathI, paNa karma udayamAM Ave tyAre bhagavatAM kevI dazA thAya che! marIci tridaMDIne veza laI bhagavAnanI sAthe vicaratA hatAM ane temanI pAse je je mANase AvatA temane pratibaMdha pamADIne bhagavAnanI pAse mokalatA hatA. eka vakhata marIcikumAra bimAra paDayA paNa te avatI hovAthI bhagavAnanA ziSya sevA karI zake nahi, eTale tenA manamAM evA bhAva AvI gayA ke meM ghaNAne pratibodha pamADIne bhagavAnanI pAse mokalyA paNa mAro koI bhAva pUchatuM nathI. emAM kapila rAjA AvyuM ne tene pratibaMdha pamADa. teNe kahyuM ke mAre dIkSA levI che. eTale marIcie kahyuM ke je tamAre dIkSA levI hoya te bhagavAna pAse jAo tyAre kapile kahyuM ke zuM tamArI pAse dharma nathI? atyAra sudhI to tene sAcI zraddhA hatI eTale kahI detA ke nA, sAco dharma bhagavAna pAse che. huM zithilAcArI chuM paNa have tene bhAva badalAtA mAyAnuM sevana karyuM ne mizra bhASA bolyA ke je ahIM dharma che te tyAM che. ATalI utsarAnI prarUpaNA karavAthI teNe ghaNe saMsAra vadhArI dIdhe. mahAvIra bhagavAnanA ra7 bhavamAM sAta bhava tridaMDInA ne sAta bhava devanA pachI soLamA bhave jaina dharmanI dIkSA lIdhI. tyAM niyANuM karyuM ke mArA tapa saMyamanuM phaLa hoya te ghaNA baLane svAmI banuM. tyAMthI saMyamanA prabhAve devalekamAM jaI aTAramAM bhave tripRSTa vAsudeva thayA. tyAMthI marIne sAtamI narake gayA, vIsamA bhave siMha thayA,

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350 zAradA darzana ekavIsamA bhave narake gayA. tyAMthI tiryaMcAdinA ghaNAM nAnA bhAve karI bAvIsamA bhave manuSya thayA. trevIsamA bhave cakravarti thayA. tyAM cha khaMDanuM Azvarya maLavA chatAM e mahAna AtmA ghAsanA taNakhalAnI mAphaka e bAhya azvaryane tyAga karI cAritranI ArAdhanAmAM masta banyA. tyAM eka koDa pUrva varSanuM cArirI pALI devalokamAM gayA. paccIsamA bhave eka samRddhazALI rAjAne tyAM rAjakumAra tarIke janma levA chatAM bAhya rAjya karatAM aMtaraMga Atmika rAjya prApti mATe taiyAra thayelA e naMdana rAjakumAre paramakRpALu gurUdeva pAse cAritra grahaNa karI eka lAkha varSa paryata niraticAra cAritra pALyuM. cArikAnA prAraMbhathI AyuSyanI samApti sudhI mA khamaNanI tapazcaryA karI 11 lAkha ne 81 hajAra mA khamaNa karyA. eka bAju samyaphavathI AtmasvarUpanuM yathArtha bhAna, bIjI bAjuethI AtmasvarUpane pragaTa karavA mATenA purUSArtha tarIke addabhUta saMyama, ghera tapazcaryA ane gurU pAsethI vinayapUrvaka meLaveluM 11 aMganuM jJAna. Ama jJAna-darzana-cAritrAnA triveNI saMgamanA punita jaLa vaDe e naMdana munivarane karmonA maLane dUra karI avinAzI sukhane bhakatA banavAnI tAlAvelI jAgI, ane sarva che zAsana rasI bane evI bhAvanA bhAvI. A rIte ugra tapa sAthe arihaMtAdi vIsa sthAnakenI ArAdhanA karavAthI naMdana muninA bhavamAM tIrthakara nAma karma upArjana karyuM. tyAMthI kALa karI chavvIsamA bhave dazamA devaleke gayA. tyAMthI cavIne bhagavAna mahAvIra deva aSADa suda chaTThanA divase madhya rAro nIca gogA karmanA udayathI devAnaMda brAhmaNInI kukSimAM avataryA. tyAM devAnaMdAe cauda svapna joyA. sADImbAsI divasa pachI nIca gotra karma saMpUrNa kSINa thaI jatAM hariNagameSI deva dvArA devAnaMdA mAtAnI kukSimAMthI trizalA mAtAnI kukSimAM saMkramaNa thayuM. te rAtre zilAmAtAe hAthI vRSabhAdi cauda svapno joyA. anukrame nava mAsa ane sADA sAta divase caitra suda terasanA maMgalamaya divase e jagata uddhAraka prabhune janma ApyuM. chappana dizAkumArI temaja cosaTha Indrae janma mahotsava ujavyA pachI siddhArtha rAjAe daza divasa sudhI prabhuno janma mahotsava uja, ane vardhamAnakumAra evuM guNa niSpanna nAma pADayuM. bhagavAne trIsa varSa saMsAramAM rahI dIkSA lIdhI, dIkSA laIne khUba aghera tapazcaryA karI. sADA bAra varSane paMdara divasanI tapazcaryAmAM temanA pAraNuM phakta traNa ogaNapacAsa. AvI ghera tapazcaryA karI temaja deva, manuSya ane tiryacenA bhayaMkara upasargo vezyA. prabhue dIkSA lIdhA pachI kevaLajJAnanI prApti sudhI jamIna upara palAMThI vALIne nirAMte beThA nathI. moTe bhAge ubhA ubhA kAussagga dhyAnamAM pasAra karela che. koIvAra jamIna para beThA haze te ubhaDaka Asane (dohAsane) beThA che. e bhagavaMte sADAbAra varSamAM zAMtithI eka kalAka uMgha paNa lIdhI nathI. keIvAra kAusagga dhyAnamAM ubhA ubhA cAthavA kaI pariSaha ke upasarganA prasaMge aDadhI minTi, aDadhI sekanDa Adi chUTI

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zAradA darzana 351 chavAI bhegI thaIne nidrA AvI hoya te phakta be ghaDInI. AvI ugra sAdhanA karatAM prabhu sADAbAra varSa ane paMdara divase kevaLajJAna pAmyA. pachI dvAdazAMgInI racanA karI. kevaLajJAna pAmyA pachI bhagavAna trIsa varSe nirvANa padhAryA. evA zAsananA sitArA prabhunA jeTalA guNalA gAIe teTalA ochA che. te prabhune ApaNA keTI keTI vaMdana. samaya thaI gayo che vadhu bhAva avasare. kayAkhyAna naM. 44 hi. zrAvaNa suda ane gurUvAra tA. 18-8-77 viSaya - "veratA zIe sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! Atmika ArAdhanAnuM Alabela pikAratuM, mukitanA maMgala dvAra kholavAnA mArganI beja karAvatuM, haiyAmAM harSane hoja chalakAvatuM paryuSaNa parva ApaNe AMgaNe AvIne vidAya thaze. Aje paryuSaNa parvane sAtame divasa AvI gaye. A parva keI AzA, tRSNa ke bhayathI manAvavAmAM AvyuM nathI. A mahAna parvane kevI upamA ApI che ! paryuSaNa parvane upamA ApatAM kahyuM che ke sarva guNomAM vinayaguNa, sarva vratamAM brahmacaryavrata, niyamamAM saMteSa, temAM samyaggadarzana, maMtromAM navakAramaMtra, dAnamAM abhayadAna, ratnamAM ciMtAmaNI, rAjAomAM cakavata, dharmomAM jinadharma, cAritramAM yathAkhyAta, jJAnamAM kevaLajJAna, dayAnamAM zukaladhyAna, rasAyaNamAM amRta, zaMkhamAM dakSiNAvarta zaMkha, alaMkAramAM muguTa, devAmAM Indra, paMkhIomAM garUDa, parvatemAM merU, nadImAM gaMgA, sarovaramAM mAnasarovara zreSTha gaNAya che tema laukika ane lekettara sarva parvomAM paryuSaNa parva zreSThatama che. A parva karmanI bhekhaDe teDavAne apUrva saMdeze laIne AvyuM che. sAta divasanI ArAdhanAne sArI AvatI kAle nIkaLaze. ' Ajane viSaya che veratA zIkhe. kavie kahyuM che ke, "hIne te strI zIrjuna muva saM. tapa karma vinAza, mavinA mA nAzinI !" dAna karavAthI lakSmI prApta thAya che, zIyaLa vratanuM pAlana karavAthI sukha ane saMpatti maLe che, tapa karavAthI karmone kSaya thAya che ne zubha bhAvanA bhAvavAthI bhavarAzI

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upara zAradA darzana bhAMgIne bhukko thAya che. A lekanA cAra padamAM cAra viSaya che. temAM sauthI pahelAM dAna, bIjuM zIyaLa, trIje tapa ane ce bhAva che. A cAre mokSamAM praveza karavAnA bhavya daravAjA che, paNa Aja ApaNe veratAM zIkho e viSayane anusarIne "rAna zramI: " e pada upara ApaNe vivecana karIzuM. lakSmInI mamatA ghaTe te dAna thAya, mana upara kAbU AvavAthI zIyaLa paLAya, zarIranI mamatA ghaTe te tapa thAya ne azubha vicAronI prabaLatA ghaTe te bhAva zuddha thAya. paryuSaNa parvanA divasomAM dAna-zIyaLa-tapa ane bhAva e upara vizeSa bhAra mUkavAmAM Ave che, ane A cAra bela je manuSya jIvanamAM apanAve che te muktinA daravAjA khole che. anaMtakALathI jIva caturgati saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karI rahyo che tenuM kAraNa chava dharmane bhUlI saMsAranA mohamAM ane parigrahanI mamatAmAM paDe che. kharekhara, samaje te parigraha sarva anarthonuM mULa che ne te jIvane durgatimAM laI janAra che. eka tattvaciMtake kahyuM che ke dhana sopArI jevuM che. dhanane sopArI jevuM zA mATe kahyuM te jANe che? sepArI kApatAM ghaNAM mANasonI AMgaLI kapANI paNa sopArI khAtAM keInuM peTa bharAyuM nahi. bole, A vAta barAbara che ne ? tame sopArI khAo che eTale anubhava haze ke pAMca-daza sopArI khAI jAo te zuM tamAruM peTa bharAya che? nA. e ja rIte tame samajo ke paisAnI pAchaLa hajAre manuSya pAyamAla thaI gayA, kaMIke prANa gumAvyA paNa paiso keInI pAchaLa gaye che? "nA". kahyuM che ke ema mAne A badhAmAM ApaNuM kaI nathI, che badhuM nazvara jagatamAM, zAzvatuM keI nathI, jeTale jhAjho tamene moha che saMgamAM, eTaluM gheruM du:kha thAze viyegamAM ... meha yAda rAkhe. strI, putra, parivAra, baMgalA, bagIcA vigerenI pAchaLa pAgala banyA che paNa koI tamAruM nathI. badhuM kSaNika ane nAzavaMta che. bhautika padArthonA saMgamAM jeTaluM sukha ane AnaMda dekhAya che tenAthI adhika duHkha tenA viyogamAM che. jenA saMgamAM sukha ane viyegamAM duHkha evuM sukha te sAcuM sukha nathI. lakSmI maLelI cAlI jAya, corAI jAya che te duHkha thAya che paNa jo lakSamI dAnamAM vAparazo te AnaMda thaze. dAnano mahimA alaukika che. duniyAmAM dAnanI mahattA anupama che. dareka dharmamAM tenuM sthAna che, ane zAstramAM enuM varNana che. dAnane aneka upamAothI saMbaMdhI zakAya che. dAna e dharmanuM prathama sopAna (pagathiyuM) che. dAna dAridrayanuM vinAzaka zastra che, durgatinA dvAra baMdha karanAra argalA che, sarvatra yaza kItine phelAvanAra TelIphena che. dAnanuM mahatva batAvatAM mahApurUSe kahe che ke

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, zAradA darzana 353 dAna durgati guNa gaNu prastAra vistAraNuM, tejaH saMtati dhAraNuM, kRtavipachaNuM samutsAraNam ahaM satati daraNuM, bhava mahAkUpAra nisbAraNuM, dharmAlyunnati kAraNe vijyate zreyaH sukhAkAraNam aa dharmakalpadruma dAna durgatine vAranAruM, guNanA samUhane vistAranAruM, tejanA samUhane dhAraNa karanAruM, ApattinA samUhane nAza karanAruM, pApanA samUhane phADanAruM, saMsAra samudrathI tAranAruM, dharmanI unnatinuM kAraNa che. AvuM dAna jagatamAM vijayavaMta varte che, paNa dAna karatAM pahelA parigrahanI mamatAne tyAga karavo paDe che. tyAga vinA dAna karI zakAtuM nathI. eka nyAya ApIne samajAvuM. kheDUta khUba mahenata karI jamIna kheDe che. pachI varasAda paDatAM anAja vAve che. vAvyA pachI khetaramAM vAveluM uge che tethI khetara lIluMchama dekhAya che. pAkathI haryuMbharyuM khetara joIne kheDUtane apAra AnaMda thAya che. paNa e AnaMda kayAre thaye? e tamane samajAyuM? e vAvaNI karatI vakhate kheDUtane potAnI keThImAM bhareluM meMghAmAM meMduM anAja khetaramAM veravuM paDe che. eka kaNa vere che ne badalAmAM so kaNa maLI rahe che, paNa kheDUte kaMjusAI karIne pitAnI pAsenuM anAja veryuM na hatA ane jeThImAM bharI rAkhyuM hota te eka divasa saDI jAta paNa eka kaNamAMthI se kaNa maLatA nahi. pahelAM pite veryuM te temAMthI aneka ghaNuM maLyuM, tema je AtmAo dhanane lebha cheDIne dAna karaze tenuM jIvana saMtoSa rUpI sukhathI hariyALuM banI jaze ane jeNe cheDyuM che tene maLavAnuM che paNa je anyAya, anIti ane anAcArathI dhana upArjana karI dhanane saMgraha kare che tenuM dhana pApanA saDAthI khadabadI UThe che. anAjanA kIDA te anAjane khAI jAya che paNa pApa karanArane te pApa khAI jAya che. eTaluM ja nahi paNa dhanavAnA zarIrane, tenA magajane, buddhine ane dharmane paNa khAI jAya che. mATe dhanane saMgraha na kare, paNa veratA zIkhe. je duniyAmAM veratAM veratAM gayA che, tene sau yAda kare che. tenA sukRtone yAda kare che paNa tenI saMpattine yAda karatAM nathI. vastupALa ane tejapALa keTalA varSo thaI gayAM chatAM temane duniyA yAda kare che. temanA nAma ItihAsanA pAne suvarNAkSare lakhAI gayAM che tenuM kAraNa zuM ? temanA jIvananA mULamAM dharma vaNAyeluM hatuM ane temanI lakSamI pANInI jema udAra dile vaparAtI hatI. AthI temane sau yAda kare che, paNa temanI saMpattine kaI yAda karatuM nathI. samaje, vRkSane AdhAra tenA mULIyA upara che. mULa sAruM te vRkSa sajIvana ane mULa sUkAya te vRkSa sUkAI javAnuM, ne aMte paDI javAnuM. tema ApaNA jIvanane AdhAra dharma . zA-5

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354 zAradA darzana para che. jyAM sudhI jIvanamAM dharma jIvate ne jAgate che tyAM sudhI jIvana sajIvana raheze ane dharma sUkAI jatAM jIvana karamAI jaze. dharma ja eka evuM tattva che ke je saMyoga ane viyoga, harSa ane zoka, saMpatti-vipatti, sukha-duHkha vigerenA samayamAM AtmAne samabhAvamAM rAkhI zake che. mATe jIvanamAM dharmane jIvaMta rAkhajo. dharma eTale zuM? ahiMsA, satya, asteya, brahmacarya ane aparigraha A paMcazIlanuM pAlana karavuM te dharma che. A paMcazIla jenA jIvanamAM tANAvANAnI jema vaNAI jAya che, temanI vRttio nirmaLa bane che. vRttio nirmaLa thAya eTale saMgraha bhArarUpa lAge ne parigraha pAparUpa lAge. jene bhAra lAge te utAryA vinA rahe kharA! juo, tamArA mAthe adhika vALa vadhe te game che? hA, Aje te yuvAne vALa vadhAre che. te eka phezana che. bAkI purUSe vALa vadhI jAya te paisA ApIne kapAvI nAMkhe che. nakha vadhe te paNa kApI nAMkhe che. kAraNa ke nakha vadhe te temAM mela bharAya, mela peTamAM jAya. nakha kapaDAmAM bharAya te kapaDA phADI nAkhe ne vAge paNa kharA. keTaluM nukazAna thAya! tema ati parigraha paNa vadhelA vALa ane nakha je samaje. te tamane saMgraha karavAnuM mana nahi thAya, paNa bhAra haLavo karavA mATe dAna devAnuM mana thaze. * tame saMsAramAM beThA che eTale vyavahAra nibhAvavA mATe tamAre dhananI jarUriyAta che te vAta barAbara che paNa tenI maryAdA hevI joIe. ApaNA jaina zAstramAM parigraha parimANa vrata batAvyuM che. tame pratikramaNamAM A vrata bele che ne? hA. te parigrahanI maryAdA bAMdhavI joIe. graha te nava che paNa e nava graha karatAM vilakSaNa keTane dazame graha hoya te parigraha che. zaninI panotImAMthI sADA sAta varSe chUTAya paNa parigrahanI panotI evI bhayaMkara che ke temAMthI chUTavuM mahAmuzkela che. mATe tenI mamatA ghaTADo ne maryAdA kare. dareka vastu maryAdita hoya te sArI che. amaryAdita nukazAnakArI che. tamArA pagamAM paheravAnA bUTa ke caMpala je mApathI nAnA haze te DaMkhaze, pagamAM cAMdI paDaze, lohI nIkaLaze ne baLatarA thaze. ane je moTA haze te cAlatA gabaDAvI deze, paNa je mApasara haze te DaMkhavAnI ke paDI javAnI ciMtA nahi rahe tema tamArI pAse je maryAdita dhana haze te bhega vilAsamAM gabaDI nahi paDe paNa vadhAre haze te bhoga vilAsa, ezaArAma, phezana ane vyasane vadhaze ne jIvana patananA paMthe cAlyuM jaze. parigrahanI mamatA ochI haze te dharma karavAnuM mana thaze ane jIvanamAM dharma haze te dAna karavAnuM paNa mana thaze. - eka zaheramAM eka zeTha-zeThANI rahetAM hatA. temanA paheraveza ane raheNI karaNIthI sAdA dekhAtAM hatA paNa hRdaya udAra hatuM, te gAmamAM skUla khUba jIrNa thaI gaI hatI. tethI pharIne baMdhAvavI hatI eTale gAmanuM mahAjana bheguM thaIne zrImaMtane ghera TIpa karavA mATe gayuM. zeThane dAMthI sArI rakama maLaze evI AzAthI AvyA hatA. A samaye

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355 zA darzana zeTha nokarane dhamakAvatA hatAM ke divAsaLI e ja bagaDavI joIe ne te pAMca kema bagADI? khUba gusse karatAM hatAM. A joIne mahAjana vicAramAM paDI gayuM ke zuM karavuM ? chevaTe jAya che te zeTha temane khUba Adara Ape che. kezarIyA dUdha pIvaDAve che. AthI mahAjana vicAramAM paDI jAya che. kavie kahyuM che ke, raju kare : zAhapu ja vahivaTI . vaktA daza sahastreSu, dAtA bhavati vA na vA // zuravIra semAM eka hoya che, paMDita hajAramAM eka heya che, vakatA dazahajAramAM eka hoya che paNa dAtAra te kaIka ja hoya che ne nathI paNa hate. duniyAmAM sAce dAtAra bahu durlabha hoya che. koI pratiSThA ke padavI mATe, keI svArtha mATe te kaI vAha vAha mATe, te kaI kIrti mATe, dAna Ape che paNa niHsvArtha bhAve dAna ApanAra dAtA keIka ja hoya che. - pilA zeThe mahAjanane kezarIyA dUdha pIvaDAvyA pachI pUchyuM ke bele bhAI, ApanuM padhAravuM kema thayuM ? tyAre mahAjane kahyuM zeThajI! paramArthanA kAme TIpa karavA nIkaLyA chIe, ane Apane tyAM sauthI pahelAM AvyA chIe. tyAre zeThe kahyuM bhAI! mArA rU.251) lakhe. tyAre mahAjana kahe che zeThajI ? tamArA ATalA na hoya. vadhu lakhA. zeTha kahyuM-501) lakhe. Ama rakajhaka cAlatI hatI te vakhate zeThANI kapaDA dhoIne sUkavavA mATe AvyA. temaNe A rakajhaka thatI sAMbhaLIne kahyuM-svAmInAtha ! A bicArAne tame ATalA badhA zA mATe karagara che? emanA ghara mATe te nathI mAMgatA ne A te paramArthanuM kAma che. emane nirAza na kara. zeThe kahyuM bhale, 701) lakhe. - zeThANIe pUchayuM-bhAIo! tamAre keTalA paisAnI jarUra che? mahAjane kahyuM, bahena ! amAre rU. daza hajAranI jarUra che. temAM tamAre gherathI rU. 1001) levA che. daza hajArathI vadhu maLe te paNa levA nathI. zeThANI kahe koI vAMdho nahi. AvA paramArthanA kAmamAM amAruM dhana kayAMthI vaparAya ! puNyadayathI maLeluM dhana je dAna puNyanA kAmamAM na vaparAya te zA kAmanuM? gharanA ane svArthanA kAmamAM te ghaNuM dhana vAparyuM, paNa dharmanA ke paramArthanA kAmamAM vaparAya te ja sAcuM dhana che. zeThANI zeThane kahe che ke tame pAMca hajAra rU. rekaDA ApI de. zrImatIjIno orDara thaye tyAM zeThe palaMga nIce rAkhelA DakhAmAMthI rU. pAMca hajAra rokaDA gaNIne mahAjanane ApI dIdhA. be bahena ! tame AvI preraNA ApatA haze ne? (hasAhasa) baMdhuo ! kaMIka gharanI strIo evI sajjana hoya che ke pitAnA patine samAjamAM oLakhAve che. eka vakhata zeTha bahAragAma javA nIkaLyA tyAre zeThANIne kahe che ke mane khAkharAnA be DabbA bharI Apa, zeThANI kahe che ke Apane jyAM javAnuM

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cArA daza che tyAM meM DabbA mokalI dIdhA che. zeTha gayA. te je je gAma gayA tyAM sTezane temanA svAgata mATe badhA hAjara hatA. zeTha eka ane belAvanArA ghaNAM, zeThanI te badhe khammA khammA thAya che. pUchatAM khabara paDI ke zeThANue A badhAnI khUba bhakti karI che premathI jamADyA che. tene A pratApa che. je zeThANIe dIdhuM hatuM te zeThane sAmethI maLyuM. (A daSTAMta pU. mahAsatIjIe ghaNAM vistArapUrvaka raju karyuM hatuM. tene sAra ahIM noMdhe che.) zudhdha bhAvathI dIdheluM dAna sAruM phaLa Ape che. - zAstrakAra maharSioe dAnanA pAMca prakAra varNavyA che te A pramANe che. . abhaya supattadANa aNukaMpA uciya kitidANaM ca / dAhipi mokkhA bhaNio, tinni bhogAi diyanti // (1) abhayadAna (2) supAtradAna (3) anukaMpAdAna () ucitadAna (5) kIrtidAna e pAMca prakAranA dAnamAM abhayadAna ane supAtradAna mokSane ApanAra che, ane pachInA traNa dAna saMsAranA pagalika sukhane denAra che. : (1) abhayadAna' :- saMsAranA keIpaNa jIvane maraNathI bacAvI le tenuM nAma abhayadAna che. (2) "supAtradAna" - supAtra evA sAdhu-sAdhvI athavA zrAvaka zrAvikAne bhaktibhAva pUrvaka apAtuM dAna supAtradAna che. A baMne dAna mokSanA sukhane apAve che. (3) anukaMpAdAna - anukaMpA, dayAnI buddhithI duHkhI jIvone apAtuM dAna anukaMpAdAna che. (4) ucitadAna - sagAvahAlA tathA mitrAdine je dAna ApavAmAM Ave te ucitadAna che. (5) kIrtidAna - dAtAranA guNa gAnAra bhATa-cAraNa vigerene je dAna ApavAmAM Ave che, te kIrtidAna che. A traNa dAna saMsAranA paudagalika sukha apAve che. dareka dharmamAM dAnanI mahattA varNavAI che. dAnane lagatA aneka udAharaNe, daSTAMta paNa maLI zake che. tadubhava mekSagAmI zrI tIrthaMkara prabhue paNa saMyamanA punita paMthe prayANa karatA pahelA eka varSa paryata vArSika dAna Ape che. jemAM eka divase eka koDa ane ATha lAkha naiyAnuM dAna ApatAM eka varSamAM traNa abaja aThayAsI kroDa ne eMsI lAkha senaiyAnuM dAna Ape che. pahelA zrI RSabhadeva tIrthakarathI mAMDIne yAvat cAvIsamA zrI mahAvIra svAmI tIrthakare paNa vArSika dAna A rIte ApyuM hatuM. mATe dhanane saMgraha na karatAM dharmanA kAryomAM ane duHkhIonI sevAmAM tene upayoga karaze. kavinI eka kalpanA che. eka vakhata taLAve nadIne kahyuM ke tArAmAM pANI ghaNuM Ave che paNa tuM vahIne tAruM pANI vaheMcI de che. jethI te unALAmAM sUkAI jaya che, unALAmAM tArI pAse kerI dhagadhagatI retI hoya che. tyAre huM te pANIne

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sAdA darzana . 357 saMgraha karI rAkhuM chuM huM eka ja ThekANe rahuM chuM ne tuM te khaLakhaLa karatI vahI jAya che. tyAre nadIe kahyu ke bhAI ! tArI vAta sAcI che, paNa unALAmAM te tuM paNa sUkAI jAya che. phakata tArAmAM eka khAkheAciyA jeTalu pANI rahe che. jemAM aneka jatue utpanna thAya che, ne kIcaDa jAme che. temAMthI ekalI durgaMdha nIkaLe che ne tArI pAse AvanArA paga mUkatAnI sAthe tArA kIcaDamAM khUMcI jAya che. jyAre huM te unALAmAM paNa mArI pAse AvanArane nirAza karatI nathI. huM... unALAmAM bhale sUkI bha dekhAtI hAuM, ekalI retI uDatI hoya paNa koI mArAmAM AvIne vIraDA kare tA temAMthI mIThuM pANI ApIne tenI tRSA chIpAvu chuM. A uparathI samajavAnu` che ke nadI jevA aneA paNa taLAva jevA na khanaze. baMdhuo! dhana te ghaNAne maLyuM che paNa dAnamAM na vaparAya te zA kAmanuM! paisAnA aneka rIte sadya thaI zake che, paNa Aje mANasa lakSmInA pUjArI banyA che paNa guNanA pUjArI nathI. AjanI duniyAmAM lakSmIdevInA mAna khUba vadhI gayA che. jo lakSmI puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanI hoya tA te sadgati apAve che ne jo pApAnubaMdhI puNyanI lakSmI hAya te| adhogatimAM laI jAya che. sAcI saMpatti enu nAma ke je sadgati apAve ane chevaTe muktinuM sukha apAve. zAlIbhadrane Rddhi maLI hatI ane mammaNa zeThane paNa maLI hatI. temAM zAlIbhadra sa`pattino tyAga karIne dIkSA laine ekAvatArI banI gayA ne mammaNa zeTha eno rAga karIne mamatAmAM ne mamatAmAM marIne narake gayA. mATe dhanamAM Asakta na khano. A badhA puNya khela che. ahI. eka dRSTAMta yAda Ave che. eka zrAvaka kahRdayathI khUba garIkha hatA. sAta sAMdhe ne tera tUTe tevI tenI sthiti hatI. nyAtamAM, dharmasthAnakamAM, meLAvaDAmAM, sagAsa`kha`dhImAM kayAMya tene mATe sthAna na hatuM. enA kapaDA phATalA tUTalA hatA ne zarIra tadna jINu hatuM. enu sukha joI ne mANasane dayA AvI jAya tevI sthiti hatI. AvI sthitimAM paNa dharmanI zraddhA aDAla hatI. mAnavInI sthiti kAyama mATe sarakhI rahetI nathI: dhanI ArAdhanAthI pApanuM paDaLa dUra khasI gayuM ne puNyanA udaya thayA, tethI eka sajjana mANasane tene samAgama thA. sajjana mANasane tenI paristhiti jotAM dayA AvI aI. tethI tene nokarI apAvI ane gheADA samayamAM nAnakaDI hATaDI nAMkhI ApI. dhIme dhIme bhAinI dukAna jAmatI gaI. eTale teNe mATI dukAna banAvI. jema jema puNyAya vadhatA gayA tema tema pApakama dUra khasatu gayu. ne bhAIne tyAM lakSmInI vRddhi thavA lAgI. daza varSImAM bhAI kroDapati khanI gayA, vahepAra dhamadheAkAra cAlatA nokara-cAkara, ADatIyAe badhAthI zeTha gherAyelA rahetAM hatAM. chatAM peAtAnI dharmArAdhanA cUkyA na hatA. Aje teA lakSmI vadhe eTale cAlImAMthI vAlakezvara, marIna lAinsa, peDara reDa, vigere eriyAmAM leTamAM rahevA jAya che, meTarA doDe che paNa dharmane bhUlavA

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para sArA dhana mAMDe che. jyAre A zeTha to dhIbDa banyA, ane paropakAranA kAryomAM khUba rasa letA thayA, eTale peAtAnu dhana veratA zIkhyA. have zeThanA sukhanA divase jAya che. samaya jatAM divALI Ave che tyAre meTA mANasane sau abhinaMdana pAThavavA AvyA. AthI zeTha prasanna mane saunI sAthe namaste karatA jAya ne kheAlatA jAya ke "kahI daIza" A zabdathI leAke za'kAzIla banyA paNa pUchavAnI hiMmata karatA nathI. chevaTe eka yuvAne pUchyuM - khApu! tame zu khelA che. te samajAtuM nathI. tyAre zeThe kahyuM-bhAI! vAta ema che ke jyAre huM garIba hatA, khAvApIvAnA sAMsA hatA, tyAre mane kAi khelAvatAM naheAtA, ane Aje paNa huM chuM tame badhA mane abhinaMdana ApavA AvA che, mane namaste kare che. A badhA Adara mane nathI paNa mArI tijorIne che. tethI huM kahuM che ke mArI tijorIne tamArA namaste kahI daIza. kheAla bhAI! mArI vAta khoTI che ? Aje lakSmInA ja mAna sanmAna che ne? jo mArA mAna sanmAna hAta te garIbAImAM kema na hatAM! A zeThano javAkha sAMbhaLI saunA meDhA uttarI gayA. badhue ! lakSmInA ganA karo. Ajane zrImaMta kAle rka ane kAlanA raka Aje rAjA ane che, mATe tenA abhimAna nahi karatAM maLyuM che te satkAryoMmAM veratA zIkhA. putra-putrIene paraNAvavAmAM, khAvApIvAmAM, paheravA oDhavAmAM ghaNuM dhana veyu che. paNa te kAMI lAbhadAyI nahi ane dharmAMnA kSetramAM verele eka kaNu mahAna lAbhadAyI eka kaNamAMthI aneka gaNu* maLI raheze kevA mahAna lAbha che! kahyuM che ke zubha kAryamAM kharce enI, zakti dina dina vadhyA kare, prIta chalakatA paramArthanA, pUra hRdayamAM caDhayA kare, dilanA rge dAna kare je, te mAnava dhanya hAjo, Atamane ajavALe evuM pAvana enu puNya lejo....dAna...dhama nI... saMsAranA ra MgarAga, mAjazeAkha ane bhAgavilAsa mATe manuSya zuM nathI karatA ? badhu kare. paNa AtmAnI zAMti mATe ane parabhavanuM bhAtu khAMdhavA mATe kaMI karatA nathI. jo tamArA zrImatIjI kahe ke mAre AvI sADI, khagaDI, vITI joIe teA ubhA ubhA tene mATe karAvI lAvaze. te vakhate ema vicAra nahi kare ke atyAre khUba meAMghavArI che, paisAnI bhIDa che mATe nathI lAvavuM. kAraNa ke tyAM saMsArane rAga che. rAganu` pASaNa karavA khadhu kare che paNa mAnavI eTaleA vicAra nathI karatA ke me' atyAra sudhI je dhana vAparyuM che te kenA mATe vApasu" che? zuM koI du:khInA duHkha TALavA mATe ke dharmanA kArya mAM udAra dile vApayu che? "nA." peAtAnA zarIranA sukha mATe vApyu che. mAna ane kIrti mATe vAparyuM che. jJAnI bhagavaMtA pharamAve che ke

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zAradA darzana 3pa9 pitAne khAtara, mAna sanmAna ke kItine mATe je kaMI tame vAparyuM che te dAna na kahevAya sAcA dAnanI pAchaLa tyAga hoya te sAcuM dAna che. jeTaluM zubha kAryomAM vAparaze tenAthI anekagaNuM maLaze ane svadharmane tamArA dhanathI sahAya maLaze. tenA aMtaranA AzIrvAda maLaze. mATe zubha kAryomAM dhanane veratAM zIkhaje parigrahanI mamatA cheDI dAna karIne parigrahane bhAra mAthethI haLave karatAM jajo. dAna e parabhavanuM bhAtuM che. ema samajI tame yathAzakti tamArA mAjazekhamAM khAnapAnamAM, kApa mUkIne pavitra parvanA divasomAM parigrahanI mamatA cheDI veratA zIkhe te Ajano viSaya saphaLa banaze. samaya thaI gayuM che. vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM.-45 zrAvaNa suda 5 ne zukravAra "saMvatsarI" tA. 19-8-77 viSaya:- "kSamAnuM svAgata ne vairanuM visarjana' sanna baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! jAgRtinuM elAna pokAratuM, sAdhanAnI zaraNAI vagADatuM, pagale pagale avairanI Ahaleka saMbhaLAvatuM AtmazuddhinuM ajoDa ane anupama evuM parama pavitra kSamApanA parva AvI gayuM. jenA mahinA agAu mAMDavaDA repyA hatA. te divasomAM AtmA zuddha na banyA hoya te bhavanI gAMThanuM oparezana karanAra evA sAta divasomAM kSetrane kheDIne zuddha banAvyA pachI kSamAnuM AdAna pradAna karAvanAra ane maitrI bhAvanAnA punita jharaNAmAM snAna karAvanAra rUmajhuma karatA AThamo divasa saMvatsarI mahAparva AvI gaye. Aje bhAratabharamAM temaja paradezamAM vasatA jainenA dilamAM apUrva AnaMda ne utsAha haze ke Aje amAro maMgalakArI suvarNa dina che. AjanuM sonerI prabhAta nUtana saMdeza laIne AvyuM che ke jenI sAthe tamAre vera-jhera, IrSA ane vikhavAda hoya tenI sAthe kSamApanA kare ne bIjAne kSamA Ape. paryuSaNa mahAparvamAM AvatA saMvatsarI dina (kSamApanA dina) jIvana pravAsanuM mahAna jaMkazana che. pravAsa daramyAna uDelI dhULa, kacaro ke mela jema sTezana AvatAM pANI vaDe sApha karI nAkhIe chIe tema varSa daramyAna lAgelA kukarmo rUpI kacare dhavAnuM kSamApanA - parva jakazana che. kSamAnA pavitra pANI vaDe vaira, viredha ane vigrahane dhaMI nAkhavA joIe. A devA mATe kSamApanA jalada esiDa samAna che. kSamA ApanAra sAcA amRtane AsvAda karI jAya che. parama zAMti prApta kare che. eka vidvAna kahe che ke jeNe jiMdagImAM zatrune kSamA ApI nathI teNe jiMdagInA umadA rasane AsvAda lIdhe nathI

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zAradA dAna ema kahI zakAya. A cAra divasanI jiMdagI mATe A pravAsamAM keNa mUkha hoya ke te sAthenA pravAsIo sAthe kaTutA sAdhe, vigraha kare, vera bAMdhe, manamAM DaMkha rAkhe ane zatruo vadhAre? zA mATe saMpa ane zAMtithI na rahe? kadAca manaduHkha, vairabhAva kaTutA ke kaMkAsa thaI gayo hoya te premapUrvaka hRdayathI zA mATe mAphI na mAMge? kSamApanAnA pavitra nIramAM je pravAsI snAna kare che te sva-para kalyANa sAdhI zake che. kahyuM che ke beu kara joDI namI paDe, anyanA nAdamAM, mAge ane arpo kSamA hRdayathI, aMtara taNuM e nAdamAM kSamApanA mAtra "micchAmi dukkaDa" belavAthI sArthaka thatI nathI. enI sAthe hadayano bhAva saMpUrNa bhaLa joIe. kSamApanA vIranuM AbhUSaNa che. karmone bALI nAkhanAra cinagArI samAna che. pavitra pAvana jharaNuM che. dharmane sAra che se TacanI lagaDI samAna che. mekSasIDInuM prathama pagathiyuM che. parama prakAzane mArga che. kSamApanAe duHkhane dUra karanAra sarva zreSTha saMjIvanI che. A parva kSamA mAgo, kSamA Apa, kSamA sAdhe ane kSamA jhahe A cAra sIgnala Ape che. jemanI sAthe sArA mIThA saMbaMdhe che emane ghera jaI kSamApanA karavAne kaI artha nathI. kSamA te evI mAMge ke eka vAra je gune thaI gayA che te bhaviSyamAM pharI vAra na thAya. Aje khamatakhAmaNuM te ghaNAM kare che paNa uparachalA hoya che. aMtara zuddha nathI hatuM tethI kSamApanA mAMgyA pachI paNa vartana te je heAya che. te hoya che. yAda rAkhe ke namratA vinA siddhi prApta thatI nathI. je jAtivAna ane kuLavAna hoya te vItarAga dharmane sArI rIte jANe che. tenAmAM namratA khUba hoya che. ghaNIvAra tame joyuM haze ke uMcI jAtanAM vRkSe paNa phaLa AvatAM namI paDe che. eka kahevata che ne ke, "name te AMbA AMbalI, name te dADhama drAkSa eraMDA bicArA kayA nAme, hInI unakI jAta." eraMDAnuM vRkSa sUkAI jAya paNa jhUke nahi. kema ke te AMbA, AMbalI, dADama ane drAkSa jevuM uMcI jAtanuM vRkSa nathI je uMcuM banavuM hoya te namratA vinA nahi banAya. jyAre jIvanamAM namratA Avaze tyAre jarUra kSamAne guNa Avaze. Aje ApaNuM jIvanamAMthI kaSAyanA kacarA kADhIne kSamAna guNa lAvavo che, ane e ja mATe ApaNe aMtaranI AlecanA karIe chIe. zAstrakAra kahe che ke Ato aviMto viSe nA sunAvamo | karmonI AlecanA ane niMdA karanAra zrAvaka jJAnAvaraNI Adi ATha karmone tatkALa khapAvI nAMkhe che, Ajano divasa ApaNane e sUcave che ke pitAthI thayelI bhUle ane pApanI tame niMdA kare ane gaha kare te tamArA karmonA baMdhana ekadama DhIlA thaI jaze. ugra pazcAtApanA baLe karmo paNa tatkALa khapI jaze. samajAya che ne

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thAra zana jJAnI ApaNane zuM kahI gayA che? jyAre AtmA aMdarathI jAgaze tyAre kene jhAlyA nahi rahe. sUtelo siMha jAge eTale tenI AjubAjumAM kaI jAnava ubhA rahI zake kharA? are, hAthI jevA prANa paNa tenAthI dUra bhAge, tema AtmA paNa svamAM jAgRta bane eTale ke tenAthI dUra bhAgavA mAMDe che. AtmA anAdithI paramAM te jAgele che paNa duHkha e che ke svamAM ja nathI. bhale, sAta divasa sudhI AtmA jAge nathI paNa Aje te AtmAne jagADe chUTake che. Aje jIvanamAM kSamAnuM svAgata karavuM che ne vairanuM visarjana karavuM che te aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka karajo. upara uparathI te ghaNuM karyuM che. mane ahIM eka vAta yAda Ave che. eka zeTha zeThANI hatA. zeThane bicArAne pApane udaya ke zeThANI svabhAvanA bahu karkaza hatA. tenuM jIvana jANe jhaghaDA karavuM evuM ja na hoya! sUryodayathI sUryAsta sudhImAM be traNa vAra jhaghaDe na kare te divasa khAlI ja gaye gaNAya. evA hatA zeThANI. sAMbhaLe mArI bahena ! ahIMyA to kaI evA nathI beThA ne ! kadAca krodha AvI jato hoya te krodha rUpI kacarAne bahAra pheMkI dejo. kAraNa ke jayAM sudhI e kacarAne bahAra pheMkaze nahi tyAM sudhI sadUguNano mAla bharI zakaze nahi. jIvana evI rIte jIvI jANavuM joIe ke mukha upara hAsyuminI rekhA jhaLakatI hoya, haiyuM mAnavatAnI suvAsathI prasanna ane praphulla jaNAtuM hoya, jiMdagI saphaLa karyAne AnaMda jaNAtuM hoya ane aMtima vidAye ApaNe AtmA hasate hoya ane jagata ApaNA guNonI smRtithI raDatuM hoya. A badhuM bane kyAre? aMtaramAM mAnuM svAgata karyuM hoya ne vairanuM visarjana karyuM hoya tyAre ne ! | mArA bhAIo ne baheno! AjanA divase mAnava jIvanarUpI pavitra bhaMDArane saMyama, kSamA ane tapathI bharI deje. kAraNa ke ApaNane khabara nathI ke ApaNI kerI kayAre tUTaze ? hiTalara pAse zuM na hatuM ? lAkha mA~ sainike hatA. raNadhIra bakhtaradhArI vaiddhAo hatA, vyuharacanAmAM kAbela evA mutsaddIo hatA, Adhunika zastrasaraMjAma puravaThA hatA. jenA vacana para AkhuM jarmana prANa pAtharavA taiyAra hatuM. jaya meLave e ja ene mahAmaMtra hato. bole, A hiTalara ghaDInA chaThThA bhAgamAM pheMkAI gayo ne ! Aje enI pAchaLa ke AMsu sAranAra che ! kharekhara, te mahAmahanI mAyAmAM pAgala banyuM hatuM. teNe amRta sama jIvana viSamaya banAvI dIdhuM. vaira ane IrSothI saLagatI asaMtoSa rUpI viSa daSTinA pariNAme tenI pAchaLa keI azra sAravAra na nIkaLyA. are, khAMbhI racanAra paNa na nIkaLe. have tamane samajAya che ne ke vairanuM viSa keTaluM bhayaMkara che! eka ghaDI paNa e viSane rAkhavA jevuM che kharuM? (tAmAMthI avAjA-nAnA) dhyAna rAkhaje. belyA che te pramANe pALaje. * . .-41

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zAradA darzana have ApaNI mULa vAta zeThANInI hatI te kahuM. eka divasa zeTha-zeThANI vacce khUba jhaghaDe thaye. pariNAme zeThANI risAIne piyara cAlyA gayA. zeThe nakakI karyuM ke have ekalA rahevuM paNa zeThANIne pAchA bolAvavA nathI. dhIme dhIme vAta bahAra AvI ke zeThane ghera Ama thayuM che. AthI samAjanA AgevAnone ane sajajanone ghaNuM duHkha thayuM. AvA pavitra zeTha mATe A sAruM na kahevAya. tethI teo zeTha pAse gayA ane zeThane samajAvyA ke saMsAra che, paraspara laDAI jhaghaDA thAya. tame te purUSa che mATe tamAre zeThANane manAvI levA joIe. ema ghaNuM ghaNuM samajAvyA pachI aMte zeThe ema kahyuM ke zeThANI AvIne pitAnA aparAdhanI kSamA mAMge te bhale ghera Ave. AthI sajajana mANaso zeThANa pAse gayA ne temane samajAvyA. Akhare te tamArA pati che. tamAre patnI dharma samajIne rahevuM joIe. jhaghaDA karavAthI tamAre saMsAra baLajhaLI uThe che. zeThANa kahe-bhale, paNa mane teo gALe bahu Ape che ke mArA mA-bApa sudhI pahoMce che. te mArAthI kema saDana thAya? ema zeThanA aneka prakAranA gunA zeThANIe batAvyA. sajajana lekee temane badhI rIte zAMta pADyA ne kahyuM ke tamAre zeTha pAse kSamA yAcanA karavI. have zeThANI pitAne ghera AvyA. zeTha bicArA kAMI belyA nahi paNa zeThANI potAnA mULa svabhAvanuM pradarzana karavA lAgI ane kSamA mAMgatA belI.. kuMbhArajA kaMthane manAvavA mATe kahe ke, huM te tuM thI hArI, mATe mAphI mAMguM chuM." hasAhasa) mArA belyA pahelAM tame badhA hasavA lAgyA. zuM A kSamApanA kahevAya? nA. je AvI kSamApanA karatA hoya te e kSamApanA nathI paNa chetarapiMDI che. huM te Apane kahuM chuM ke kaI be gALa ApI jAya te ApaNe sahana karI levI. mahApurUSane mAraNAMtika upasargo AvyA te temaNe samabhAve sahana karyA, tevuM te ApaNe sahana karavAnuM nathI ne ? mAnI le ke ApaNI sAme game teTalI keI krodharUpI vALA ThAlave paNa ApaNe zAMta rahezuM te te zuM karI zakaze ? jema je jamInamAM ghAsanuM taNakhaluM nathI tyAM kadAca Aga lAge to te Aga potAnI jAte zAMta thaI jaze, tema jenI pAse kSamAnuM zastra hoya tyAM koI rUpI Agane TharyA vagara chUTake nathI. tyAre jIvanamAM samAdhi Avaze tyAre pote ja potAnI meLe pikAraze ke he bhagavAna! mana, vacana ane kAyAthI duSkarmo karIne meM mArA AtmA para pracaMDa pApanI jvALA pragaTAvI che. arere.... AvuM suMdara zAsana pAmIne bedhi ane samAdhi pAmavAne badale rAga-dveSane AdhIna banI meM krodhanI javALAo pragaTAvI che. lAkha lAkha vAra mane dhikkAra cheA enA hRdayamAM raNakAra thaze. ahIMyA eka kavinuM pada yAda Ave che. jIvanabhara bhega devAthI, banyA che je svajana sAthI ghaDIbhara krodha karavAthI, badhA duzamana banI jAze...ko nA krodha

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zaza dazama keI vyaktie ke vyaktine jIvanabhara bhega Ape che, badhA kAryomAM pitAnA prANathI adhika mAnya che, ane paLavAra paNa jenAthI judA rahevA mATe asamartha che. A jenI sAthe prema ane neha hatuM chatAM kyAM krodhanI eka ja cinagArI pragaTI tyAM nehIo duzmana banI gayA. A banAvanAra kezu? samajANuM ne? mATe Aje te kodha rUpI AgathI thatAM vairanuM visarjana karavuM che ne? yAda rAkhaje. jyAM sudhI jIvanamAM samatA nathI AvI tyAM sudhI mukti maLavAnI nathI. samatA Ave eTale mukti maLe. mATe samatA-kSamA e sAcI saMpatti che. ahIMyA tamane eka banelI kahAnI kahuM. raMgunamAM eka karoDapati zeTha hatA. bhAgyanI dizA badalAtAM tyAMnI sarakAre zeThanA badhA paisA paDAvI lIdhA. chevaTe zeTha jIva bacAvavA bhAratamAM nAsI AvyA, ane ahIM AvyA bAda khAvAnA sAMsA paDayA, kahe te kharA ke e zeThe khUba parizrama karIne ekaThI karelI saMpatti zuM kAmanI? huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tame game teTaluM raLe paNa sAthe na laI jaI zake te te ranyuM raLyuM gaNAya kharuM? bole, have tamAre kevI saMpatti ekaThI karavI che? mahApurUSe te evI saMpatti ekaThI karavAnI kahe che ke tame tamArI sAthe laI jaI zake te mATe dhana cheDIne dharma karo, pharIne A avasara maLe muzkela che. mATe nazvara saMpatti cheDIne zAzvata saMpatti meLavavAmAM tana, mana ane dhanane lagADI de. A rIte jIvana jIvavAthI paNa kaSAyanI kAlImA dUra thaze. Aje sAMje tame pratikramaNamAM belaze ne ke sarva prANI mArA mitra che, mAre kaI duzamana nathI. tame belI te jaze paNa evuM AcaraNa rAkhaze ne? vicAre ke Aje tamArA mitro keNa che? tamArI sAthe hare phare uThe bese ne gAma gapATA mAre. basa, Aja tamArA mitra ne? ane je samaye tamane tamArA duHkhamAM sahAya na karI zake tyAre tame tene mitra gaNe kharA? pachI maitrIbhAva TakAvI rAkhaze kharA? agara tame sahAya karI na zakyA te e mitra tamArI sAthe maitrIbhAva rAkhaze khare? mATe kharekhara, e maitrIbhAva nathI, paNa sukhaduHkhamAM kayAre paNa tamArA AtmAmAM krodhanI javALA na pragaTe ne samabhAva rahe e ja sAcI maitrI che. krodha e baLatI Aga jevuM che. tenA jhapATAmAM je kaI Ave tene dajhADe che, bhasmIbhUta kare che. mATe krodhane tyAga kare ne kSamAbhAva lAve. tame jANe che ne jherane oLakhanAre jhera pIve te tene mUrmo kahevAya ne? tema kaSAyanI kuTilatA jANyA pachI kaSAyane na cheDe te mUrkha kahevAya ne? Aja divasa vAraMvAra e sUcana kare che ke tame bairanuM visarjana kare ne kSamAnuM sarjana kare. bhartuhari jevAe paNa eka lekamAM kahyuM che ke tamAre

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zA haze jeTalI gALe devI hoya teTalI de, kAraNa ke tamArI pAse che paNa mArI pAse eka paNa gALa nathI te tamane zuM ApuM? bele, chevaTe gALa denAre thAke ne? tamAre paNa jIvanamAM kSamAnuM sarjana karavuM hoya te dilathI dilAvara banavuM paDaze. eka vakhatane prasaMga che. eka sukhI brAhmANanuM kuTuMba hatuM paNa karmodaye divase jatAM te khUba duHkhI thAya che. chevaTamAM khAvApIvAne paNa sAMsA paDyA. nokarI karavA jyAM jAya tyAM tene pagale vahepArIne nukazAna thatuM AthI tene keI nekarImAM rAkhatuM nahi. cAre bAju duHkhathI gherAyele brAhmaNa mRtyunA zaraNe javA taiyAra thaze. jyAre mAnavI duHkhathI gherAya che tyAre tene jIvana akAruM lAge che. AtmA samajAtuM nathI ke A badhuM duHkha mane zAthI AvyuM che? je pitAnA karmo tarapha daSTi kare te AtmA jarUra pApathI pAcho vaLe che. have A bhAI maravA mATe taiyAra thayA paNa jhera lAvavAnA paisA nathI. eTale jaMgalamAM gayA, ane jhADa sAthe eka deraDuM bAMdhyuM gaLe phAMso khAIne jIvanane aMta lAve te teNe nirNaya karyo. A samaye tenuM bhAvi ujaLuM haze tethI jaina mahAtmA tyAMthI nIkaLyA, ane A drazya jotAM tene nIce utAryo. ene bedha Apyo. are! bhalA, Ama mRtyu karavAthI zuM tuM sukhI thaI javAne chuM. tuM karmanA svarUpane samaja, A badhuM choDI daIne Atma sAdhanAmAM lAgI jA. tema kahIne tene mahAtmAe khUba samajAvyuM ane navakAramaMtra ApyuM. AthI brAhmaNa pUba khuza tha. basa, have mArA bhAgyane sitAre jAgaze ne mArA duHkhane aMta Avaze.. ema vicArI zraddhApUrvaka mahAtmA pAsethI navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karIne vidAya thayo. ghera gayA pachI navakAramaMtrane khUba zraddhApUrvaka traNa divasa teNe akhaMDa jApa karyo. tyAra bAda tenA manamAM sUjhI AvyuM ke huM kaMIka pravRtti karuM paNa paisA vagara zuM karuM? eTale amuka jAtanI goLIo laI kAcanI bATalImAM mUkIne cAra zerInA ceka vacce beThe ne hRdayamAM navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karato. je pUche tene kahe ke A jAdu bharelI geLI badhA duHkhane maTADanAra che. tethI lake tenI mazkarI karavA lAgyA ne kahevA lAgyA ke te tArI garIbAI TaLI jaze ne? te zraddhApUrvaka belate ke hA, A vahepArathI mArI garIbAI TaLI jaze. Ama karatAM tyAM eka kuMbhAra AvyuM ne kahe che vaidyarAja ! mAruM gadheDuM khavAI gayuM che te jaDaze? hA hA, laI jAva A be gaLI, brAhmaNe te navakAramaMtra gaNIne be goLI ApIne kahyuM ke sAMje garama pANI sAthe leje. have kuMbhAre vaivanA kahyA pramANe karyuM. rAtanA ATha vAgyA ne peTamAM te khadAkhadI thaI. bicAro saMDAsa jaIne thAkI gaye. (hasAhasa) zuM tame badhA samajI. gayA ke hasavA lAgyA? gaLI zAnI hatI khabara che? nepALanI. jema nepALAe enuM peTa sApha karavA mAMDayuM tema Aje ApaNe paNa kSamA rUpa nepALanI goLI laI

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zA darzana kaMpa krodha, kaSAya rUpI kacarAne bahAra kADhavAnA che. have kudaratane karavuM ke kuMbhArane gadheDuM jaDI gayuM. kuMbhAra khUba khuza thaye. teNe vaidyarAjane pAMca rUpiyA inAma ApyuM ane vighanA vakhANa karyA. AthI vaidyarAjanI vAto cAre bAju phelAI. leke kuMbhAranI vAta para hasavA lAgyA, A vAtane saMdeze gAmanA mahArANI je karmodaye rAjAthI tyajAyelA hatA. cha che mahinAthI duHkhamAM ribAtA hatA teNe A saMdezo sAMbhaLyuM ke ApaNA gAmamAM eka darAja camatkArI che. e evI auSadhi Ape che ke jenA kAraNe tUTelA hRdaya saMdhAya che, evAyeluM jaDI jAya che, zArIrika, mAnasika duHkha dUra thAya che. AthI rANIe dAsI mAraphata vaidyarAjane belAvyA. pitAnA dilanI badhI vAta karI. vaidyarAje kaI paNa jAtane vicAra karyA vagara navakAra gaNIne mahArANIne be goLI ApI dIdhI. eNe eTale paNa vicAra na karyo ke A kemaLa zarIra che. duHkhane kAraNe zarIra jINuM thayuM che te A geLInA kAraNe zuM pariNAma Avaze? ene te e ja zraddhA che ke muninA ApelA mahAmaMtrathI huM badhA kAryamAM saphaLa thaIza. geLI te nimitta che paNa mAre mahAna maMtra jarUra badhA kAryamAM saphaLatA apAvaze. - have rANIsAhebe goLI lIdhI. aDadhA kalAkamAM eTalA badhA jhADA thavA lAgyA ke tenuM zarIra tenI sAme TakI zakayuM nahi. ene aMtarAtmA pokArI UTho ke have huM jIvIza nahi. pitAne pitAnA mRtyunI ghaDI najIka dekhAvA lAgI ane vicAra karyo ke ahAhA... mAre AtmA kSamApanA divasa Ave tyAM sudhI A dehamAM TakI zake tema nathI. te Aje ja huM mArA pati sAthe kSamApanA karI lauM. mAro guno heya yA na hoya paNa mArA patinI daSTimAM jo huM gunegAra chuM te mAre kSamA mAMgavI te mAro sAce dharma che. anaMtAnaMta puNyarAzInA baLe mane je mAnavajIvana maLyuM che te mAre kaSAya kAjaLathI malIna banAvavuM nathI. Ama vicArI mahArANIe dAsIne mahArAjAne lAvavA mokalI. A samaye jANe mahArANInI aMtima paristhiti hoya tevI sthiti - hatI. pite pitAnA jIvanamAM vicAra karI rahI che ke A mAnavajIvananI je kaImeMgherI taka hoya te mAre Aje pApanI AlocanA karavA mATe kSamAmaya jIvana banAvavuM joIe. kSamA e mahAna rasAyaNa che, ane te kSamAnA zubha adhyavasAyathI azubha karmo kSINa thAya che. A vicAra karatI rANe rAjAnI rAha joI rahI che. - dAsI rAjAnA mahele jaI bAraNuM khakhaDAve che. rAjA bahAra Ave che. dAsI karagare che he nAtha Apa paTarANInA mahele padhAre. mahArANI sAheba ApanI sAthe kSamApanA karavA talasI rahyA che. emane aMtarAtmA hAlanI paristhiti jotAM ghaDI be ghaDInA mahemAna jevuM lAge che. e ApanI pAse mAtra kSamAyAcanA karavA talasI rahyA

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31: cAravA dAna che. temanA AtmA "mittIme savabhUesu" e sUtrathI peAkArI rahyo che. dAsInA karUNa vacane sAMbhaLatAM rAjA rANInA mahele Ave che. rANI A samaye bebhAna avasthAmAM che. rAjAnuM hRdaya A paristhiti jotAM palTAya che. te vicAra kare che. ahA! me adhama pApIe zuM karyuM` ? vinA vAMke rANIne kaSTa ApavAmAM meM khAkI na rAkhyuM. Ama kahetAM rAjAnuM hRdaya bharAI Ave che ne rANInuM mastaka pAtAnA kheALAmAM laine ele che ke huM mahArANI! huM' pApI chuM. meM gunA vagara tane zikSA karI che. Aje huM paNa tArI sAthe kSamA karu chuM. verajheranuM purANuM khAtu' sarvAge cUkate karu chuM. bhUtakALane kadI huM yAda nahi karuM. tArA jIvanathI mArA jIvanamAM have huM niNa ya karuM chu ke duna dunatA game teTalI matAve paNa huM sajjanatA nahi che. du na bhale krodhanuM', gALanuM hathiyAra ugAme paNa huM kSamAnuM hathiyAra taiyAra rAkhIza. kha'A ! vicAro. rANI te hajI bezuddha che, paNa rAjAnA hRdace keTaleA paTA lIdho. ApaNe paNa kSamAnuM khaDga dhAraNa karavAnuM che. kSamA e vIranuM AbhUSaNa che, kAyaranuM nahI', tamArI pAse sattA, padavI ke paisA hAya paNa jo tame bhUlanI kSamA Apaze| te ja tame sAcA sattAdhIza che. eka vAra sika dare erIsToTalane pUchyuM hatuM ke gunegArane gunA mATe kaI sajA ceAgya kahevAya ? erIsToTale kahyuM ke 'kSamA'samajAya che? hA. paNa sAthe eTaluM samajI lejo ke kSamA kathA vakhate karavI ? yAda rAkho. tamAru bhUruM karanAra tamArA sarkajAmAM AvI jAya tyAre udAra dilathI mAphI Ape! enuM nAma sAcI kSamA. krodhanI sAme krodha karavA te mAnavatA nathI. isu khristane vadhastaMbhe laI gayA ane temane krosa upara jaDI dIdhA tyAre isunI AMkhamAMthI karUNA varasI ane khelyA he pitA! tuM A badhAne mApha karaje. kAraNa ke teone temanuM bhAna nathI. keTalI kSamA ! AvI aneka vAte aitihAsika che. ApaNA parama upakArI bhagavAna mahAvIra prabhue paNa keTalI karuNA varasAvI che! keTalI kSamA dhAraNa karI che! cha cha mahinA sudhI upasaryAM ApyA tevA saMgama, kAnamAM khIlA mAranAra bharavADa, temaja zULapANI, ca'Dakauzika vigere para bhagavAne keTalI kSamA rAkhI! keTalI karUNA varasAvI! caMdanabALA tathA mRgAvatIjI, caDarUdrAcAya tathA nUtana ziSTa paraspara kSamAnA prabhAve kevaLajJAna pAmyA. kharekhara jainazAsanamAM ArAdhanAnA prANa hAya tA kSamA che. Aje tame kSamAnA mahimA samajone kSamA lAve. kSamApanAnA hAI ne samajAvatuM saMvatsarI mahApava che. vizvanA sarva jIvA ApaNA mitra samAna che. jagatanA sarvAM jIvA para jo ApaNe maitrI bhAva rAkhIe te dveSa, kaleza ane irSyA dUra bhAgI jAya, paNa khedanI vAta te e che ke anAdi kALathI AtmA para krodhe varcasva jamAvyuM che. jANe AtmA rUpI gharamAM aDDo jamAvIne na besI gayA hAya ! chatAM tene

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zAradA darzana 37 kADhavA mATe jIva purUSArtha nathI karate, paNa have te tene kADhe chUTake che. jyAre jIvane kaSAyanA pariNAmane khyAla Avaze tyAre jarUra tene dUra karaze. vadhu zuM kahuM ! kaSAya bhayaMkara cera, DAku, ane lUMTAru karatAM paNa vadhu duSTa che. bhAI-bhAImAM virodha karAvanAra kaSAya che. TUMkamAM ADazIpADezI sAthe, nehI saMbaMdhI sAthe kaleza karAvanAra kaSAya che. kaSAya caMDALathI paNa vadhu bhayaMkara che. are, zAstrakAra te ApaNane tyAM sudhI samajAve che ke he jIvAtmA! tame samajo. agIyAramAM upazAMta maha guNaThANe caDhelA, jene vItarAgI guNasthAnaka kahevAya che e guNaThANe pahoMcelA mahAna AtmAne paNa kaSAya TheTha nIce prathama guNasthAnake gabaDAvI mUke che. mANasa zikhara para ArohaNa karatAM yA pahADa ke nIsaraNI para caDhatAM je khyAla na rAkhe to tenI zI dazA thAya che ? hADakA khokharA thAya che, kheparI raMgAya che ne lohIluhANa thAya che. jayAre eka nAnA sarakhA caDhAva para caDhatA paNa je dhyAna rAkhavAmAM na Ave te kevI bhayaMkara paristhitimAM mUkAvuM paDe che! tyAre A te AtmAnuM caDhANa che, mahAcaDhANa che. mATe jJAnIo kahe che ke caDhavuM e duSkara che. paDanArA te ghaNAM che. chatAM je pAchaLathI samajaze te paDanArA paNa eka divasa caDhaze, paNa jeNe caDhavA prayatna sarakho karyo nathI e jyAre paNa caDhI zakavAne nathI. jeNe caDhavAne prayatna karyo che temAM keI caDhatAM caDhatAM kadAca karmavaze paDI jAya, gabaDI jAya te paNa eka divasa e caDhaze. pANIne upara caDhAvavA mATe paMpa, yaMtra vigere sAdhananI jarUra paDe che paNa utAravA mATe nahIM. evI sthiti AtmA mATe che. caDhavA mATe te mahAna prayatnanI jarUra rahe che. evaresTanA zikhare ArahaNa karanAra tenasiMga, zerapA jevA evareTa vijetA gaNAyA ane duniyAnI daSTie abhinaMdanane pAtra banyA. AtmAnA caDhANa AgaLa A caDhANa sAva sAmAnya che. AtmAnA zikhare athavA AtmAnI paramecca dazAe pahoMcavuM te sAce vijya che. bhalabhalA malene bhoMya bhegA karanAra, raNa saMgrAmamAM sAmI chAtIe jhajhumanAra, zerane zikAra karanAra ane mammata hAthIne gaMDasthaLane bhedanArA aneka bahAduro maLI Avaze paNa viSaya kaSAyane jItanArA virala maLaze. ApaNe viSaya kakSAnA vijetA banavAnuM che. baMdhuo ! mahAna jinazAsana maLavuM atyaMta durlabha che. mATe vicAra kare, jAgo ne AtmAne oLakho. zrI jinavANI rUpI pANIthI aMtarane ajavALI, pApane pakhALI karmone bALe. anAdinI kuTevone TALI, AtmAnI zaibhavazALI dazAne prApta karavA AtmAnA khUNe khAMcare bharAI rahelA kAryone dUra karI kSamAnuM svAgata kare ne vairanuM visarjana kare. kAraNa ke kharekhara kaSASanA AvezamAM mANasa bhAna bhUlI jAya che. bhUta je banI jAya che, dhamAla macAvI mUke che tethI magajanI DIgrIne pAro vadhI jAya che ne

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zAradA dazana pariNAme kyAreka khasI jAya che. mATe ApaNA kharA dumane kaSA che. paramAra enI sAme mAMDavAne Ajane maMgalakArI divasa che. AjanA divase kSamAne Adarza jhIlI AtmAmAM khUba samatAbhAva keLavavAno che. AtmA vibhAvadazAmAMthI svabhAva dazAmAM AvI jAya te mokSa kaMI dUra nathI. mATe je AtmA jIbhane kAbUmAM rAkhe, vANI para kaTriola rAkhe, khamI khAtAM zIkhe, IndrionuM damana kare te vAsanAne vijayI banaze. A suvarNa dine "kSamA vIrasya bhUSaNama ne pATha zIkhI aMtaramAM utArI, jIvanamAM vaNa AtmAne ujajavaLa karavAne che. ApaNe kSamA upara rAjA rAnI vAta cAlatI hatI te vAta para AvuM chuM. rAjA mahArANInuM mukha joIne pitAnA bairane bhUlavA mAMDayA. jANe rANanI pavitra bhAvanAe rAjAnuM dila zuddha na karyuM hoya! tema temanuM dila kSamAnA tejathI jhaLahaLI uThayuM. rAjAe vicAra karyo ke jo huM Aje mahArANInA mahele Avyo chuM te have vairanuM visarjana karI mArA jIvanamAM kSamAnI zaraNAIne nAda jAgRta karuM. kharekhara, jIvananI ane AtmAnI siddhi mATe kSamAnuM svAgata karuM. A rIte vicAratA rAjA mahArANIne kahe che ke mahArANI! tamArA aMtarane duHkha ApanAre rAjA tamArI pAse kSamA mAMgavA mATe Avyo che. Apa jAgRta bane. vinA vAMke pitAnI strIne duHkha ApanAra e pApI tamArA pati zuddha banavA mATe Avyo che. jAgRta thAva, jAgRta thAva ne A pApIne kSamA Apo. rAjAnA dilanA vacanee rANInA hRdayamAM navacetanA ApI. rANI zuddhimAM Ave che, ane jyAM juve che tyAM akalpanIya tenA jIvanamAM joyuM. AhAhA....A zuM ? kSamA, tArI te alaukika zakti che. tuM te tUTelAne sAMdhe che. eka mArA mananA vicAranA meralAe mArA patine ahIM sudhI pahoMcADI dIdhuM. uTha AtmA uTha. kSamA mAMgI le. aMtarathI vairanuM visarjana karI kSamAnuM svAgata karI le. Ama vicAratAMnI sAthe rANajI jANe mahAbaLavAna zaktine dharAvatA na hoya tema svastha banIne beThA. rAjAnA caraNamAM paDIne mAphI mAMgI. he nAtha! mArA aparAdhane kSamA kare. Apa dayALu che, karUNAvaMta che. kSamAnA ApavAvALA che. mArA gunAne mApha kara. mane kSamA Apa. meM Apane jyAre paNa dubhavyA hoya te hRdayathI ApanI pAse kSamA mAMgu chuM. rANInA ekeka vacana sAMbhaLI rAjAnuM hRdaya pIgaLI gayu. baMnee sAmasAmI kSamA- yAcanA karI ane AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyA. eka divasa rAjA pUche che he mahArANI ! ekAeka mArA hRdayane palaTe kevI rIte thaye? rANI kahe che meM eka vaidyarAjanI goLI lIdhI ane tenAthI mAruM zarIra naMkhAI gayuM. mane mRtyu najIka dekhAvA lAgyuM. tyAre mane vicAra thaye ke zuM huM vairanI vaNajhAra laIne jaIza? nA..nA. airanA te vaLAmaNA karavA joIe ne kSamAnA sAmaiyA karavA joIe, nAtha! kSamA e alaukika jaDIbuTTI

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zAradA darzana che. enA bhAvathI paNa duHkhIonA duHkha cAlyA jAya che te kSamAne dhAraNa karanAranI to vAta ja kayAM? rANI ane rAjA baMnenA jIvanamAM kSamAne pATha samajAI gayo. pachI divaso jatAM rANIe vaidyarAjane bolAvyA, ane kahyuM ke bhAI! have tuM AvI geLI keIne ApIza nahi. kadAca huM mRtyu pAmI hatI te tAruM zuM thAta? paNa tane huM jarUra khuzI karIza, kAraNa ke tArI goLIe mane aMtima ghaDI dekhADI ne huM kSamAyAcanA karavA taiyAra thaI. AthI mAre saMsAra svarga jevo bane. ema kahI rANIe vaidarAjane daza hajAra rU. ApyA. AthI vaidarAja paNa samajI gayA ke je rANIsAheba AvI gayA heya ane mane daza hajAra rU. maLyA hoya te navakAramaMtrane prabhAva che, ane tenA prabhAve huM sukhI thaye chuM. mATe have huM A vahepAra baMdha karI mahAmaMtranuM maraNa karIza. e paNa jainadharmane pAmyA. ahIM AvelA mArA bhAI-bahene! pitAnA jIvanane zuddha banAvavA mATe parvAdhirAjanA maMgalamaya saMdezAmAM Aje kSamApanAne chelle divasa che. Aje tame ahIMyA kSamApanA karavA bhegA thayA che. khAlI bolI javAthI ke micchAmi dukakarDa kahI devAthI sAcI kSamApanA nathI. e te eka vyavahAra banI gayA che, paNa sAcI kSamApanA te tyAre ApI kahevAya ke ApaNuM keIe bUruM IcchIyuM heya agara nukazAna pahoMce tevuM AcaraNa karyuM hoya chatAM tame tamArA dilamAMthI e vAtane kADhI nAkhI maitrIbhAva keLavyuM hoya te sAcI kSamApanAnA che. kSamApanAnA dharmamAMthI pragaTa zAMtine amara saMdeze jyAre aMtaHkaraNane sparze tyAre jeje ke AnaMda Ave che! e AnaMda prApta karavA Ajane ApaNe viSaya hato "kSamAnuM svAgata ane vairanuM visarjana" kSamA mATe ApaNe jeTaluM vicArIe teTaluM ochuM che. paNa samaya thaI gayA che. chelle eTaluM ja kahuM chuM ke. "saMgata karI te taNI, savastune vicAro, ragaDA ane jhaghaDA tajI, bagaDo janma sudhArajo." tamArI marI jIvanane sudhAre tevI hovI joIe. jema bALakane pIvaDAveluM dUdha zaktimAM vRddhi kare che ane sApane pIvaDAveluM dUdha jhera vadhAre che, tema sajajana mANasanI maitrI jIvanamAMthI viSamatAne dUra kare che ane durjananI maitrI jIvanamAM viSamatA pragaTAve che. sajajanane saMga jIvanamAM saMjIvanI samAna che ne durjanane saMga simala jhera samAna che. tame ghaNI vAra joyuM haze ke bilADI pitAnA dAMta vaDe uMdarane pakaDe che tyAre uMdara marI jAya che. bIjI bAju te dAMta potAnA baccAne mATe rakSaNa karanArA thayA. AnuM kAraNa zuM? bIjA pratyenI nIca bhAvanA ane pitA pratyenI UMca zA.-47

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370 cAvA thana bhAvanA, paNa ApaNA bhagavAne te sane peAtAnA mAnyA ne peAtAnAmAM sane samAvyA, A mAruM' ane A parAyu' e ja veranA madha ubhA kare che. parAyuM jayAre mArA tarIke samajAze tyAre mArA tArAnA bheda bhUlI javAze. pachI te jIvanamAM alaukika divya AnaMda anubhavAze. "kula eka gulAmanuM karamAi cAlyu. mAgathI. apI gayu' phorama jagatanA tyAganA anurAgathI. meAralA uDI gayA paNa madhura kekArava rahyo, paryuSaNa pUrA thayA paNa madhura guMjArava rahyo," Atma khaMdhue ! Aje sau koi aMtaranI kSamApanA karajo ne bairanu visarjana karI kSamAnuM svAgata karo te ja ataranI bhAvanA OM zAMti vyAkhyAna na. 4 ddhi. zrAvaNa suda 8 ne ravIvAra tA. 21-8-77 sujJa khadhue, suzIla mAtA ne bahena! anaMtajJAnI sana bhagavaMtA bhavya jIveAne pAkArIne kahe che ke he bhavya jIvA! A mAnava jIvana tamane amRlya maLyuM che. tenI tame kiMmata kare. "mAnava jIvana meAMghuM maLyu. vAre ghaDI maLaze nahi, zodhyA vinA vastune, saMsAra A TaLaze nahi, mAnavajIvananI ekeka paLa ki'matI che. AvI ki'matI paLa vAre ghaDIe nahi maLe. mATe jIvanane sAra zeAdhI le. jIvananeA sAra zuM ? svarUpanI pichANu karavI te. svarUpa eTale dehanA svarUpanI A vAta nathI, paNa AtmasvarUpanI vAta che. ApaNe vicAravuM joie ke huM te zarIra nahi paNa AtmA chuM. A nAma-ThAma vigere zarIranA che paNa AtmAnA nathI. zarIra e AtmAne mATe eka khadhana che. jene AtmAnI evI oLakhANa thaI gaI che te maraNuthI DaratA nathI ne duHkhathI gabharAtA nathI. e te ema samaje che ke ka sattAnA pa'jAmAMthI chUTAya te mekSa maLe. jo tamane A vAta aMtaramAM utaraze te khaMdhanamAMthI chUTavAnA upAya zeSazeA. bAkI tA rAta-divasa saMsAranA sukha mATe tamArI doDadhAma cAlu rahevAnI che. AcArAMga sUtramAM bhagavaMta kahe che ke "ahI ya rAmA itimAnAlA kAlasamuTThAi saMjogaTTI aThThAlolI A sattAvAra viiiciro patha satye tu pu| "rAgAnuM baMdhanA kAraNe mAnavI

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cArA darzana 371 niraMtara peAtAnA kuTuMbanA bharaNapASaNa ane dravyeApAna karavA mATenI ci'tA kare che. kyA upAceAthI vadhumAM vadhu dhana bhegu thAya A vicAromAM te DUbelA rahe che. dhana prApta karavA mATe te peAtAnA zarIranI paravA karatA nathI, kAla ane akAlane paNu vicAra karatA nathI. Tha'DI, garamI, varasAda ane bhUkha-tarasanA kepTA sahana kare che. bhale madhyAnhanI bhISaNa garamI hoya ke ziyALAnI kaDakaDatI ThaMDI hoya athavA mUzaLadhAra varasAda varasatA hoya, savAra hoya ke sAMja hoya, madhyAnha hoya ke madhyarAtrInA gADha aMdhakAra hAya teA paNa prANI kAinI darakAra karatA nathI. dhananI pAchaLa khAvuM, pIvuM, sUvuM vigere bhUlI jAya che. AnuM mULa kAraNa paisA pratyenI Asakita che. Asakti parigraha bhegA karAve che. jema jema parigraha vadhe che tema tema prema pramAda, maitrI ane mAdhyastha vRtti vigere sAtvika guNAne vinAza thAya che, ane mAyA, prapa'ca, chaLa, kapaTa, svArtha, ThagAi vigere dugu NeAnI vRddhi thAya che. tethI A sa MsAra naraka samAna bhayaMkara khanI jAya che. parigraha vadhAravAnI pAchaLa bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara pApakarma karatAM jIva acakAtA nathI. leAbhane vaza aneleA mAnavI ke bya ane akavya, hita ane ahitanuM bhAna bhUlI kAinu gaLuM kApavuM, cArI karavI, peAtAnA svAnA kAraNe khIjAne muzkelImAM mUkavA vigere bhISaNu pApa vinA 'kAce kare che. ATalA mATe bhagavAne kahyuM che ke " sroto sabhya vAsaLa" lAbha sarva guNeAno nAza karanAra che. leAkamAM kahevata che ke lAbha pApanA khApa che. parigrahanI mamatAvALe mAnavI sAcA ahiM'saka banI zakatA nathI kAraNa ke amaryAdita parigraha rAkhavA te paNa hiM'sA che. parigrahanuM svarUpa samajavA chatAM parigrahanI mamatA chUTatI na hoya te vicAra kare ke A badhuM kayAM sudhI rahevAnuM che! " dhanAni bhUmA pazavazca goSThe, nAri gRhadvAri sakhA zmazAne / dehavitAyAM paraloka mArge, dharmo'nugAgacchati jIva ekaH // " mRtyu pachI tamAru' dATelu' dhana bhUmimAM rahI jaze, pazue vADAmAM rahI jaze, vahAlAmAM vahAlI mAnelI patnI gharanA dvAra sudhI sAthe Avaze, sagAMsnehIe smazAna sudhI vaLAvavA Avaze ane je zarIra tamane badhA karatAM atyaMta vahAluM che, jene Dagale ne pagale sAthe laine phra che te priya zarIra paNa citA sudhI sAthe Avaze, mATe vicAra kare. A leAka ane paraleAkamAM jo kAI sAthe rahenAra hoya te mAtra eka dhama che, ane dharmanuM svarUpa samajavA mATe tamAre sa MteAnA zaraNe Avavu' paDaze, jarA vicAra kare. keTaluM raLavu` che ? kayAM sudhI raLavu che? tame eka ane dukAna aneka, jIvana eka ne ephIsA aneka, tana eka ne rUma daza, tamAre keTalu' joie che. ? uMDANathI vicAra karaze, te jarUra samajAze ke sADA traNa hAthanI jagyA mATe

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zAradA thavA huM keTalI dhamAla ne dhAMdhala karI rahyo chuM ! jiMdagI te badhAnI javAnI che. Dabala rUmamAM vItI javAnI ane lAkho rUpiyAnA vizALa rajavADI blekamAM paNa vItI javAnI che. have keTaluM joIe che ? A badhuM bheguM karavAnI baLatarAmAM aMtaramAM hoLI saLagyA kare che ane te kAraNe jIvana jIvavAne AnaMda, sukha ane zAMti prApta thatI nathI. AvuM tamAruM sukha zA kAmanuM ? A baLatarAne ochI karavI hoya te saMtene samAgama kare. saMta samAgama thatAM jIvanamAM saMtoSa Avaze. saMteSa Avaze te Atma svarUpanI pIchANa thaze, Atma svarUpanI pIchANa thaze te tame savastune zodhI zakaze ane savastune zodhaze te saMsAranuM paribhramaNa aTakaze. ApaNe aMtagaka sUtranA AThamAM adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. te vAta hamaNAM ATha daza divasathI mUkAI gaI che. tene Aje yAda karIe. dvArakA nagarImAM traNa saMghADe nIkaLelA saMte vArApharatI kRSNa vAsudevanI mAtA devakIdevInA mahele AvyA ane devakIne je zaMkA thaI te pUchyuM. have tenuM samAdhAna karavA devakIjI rathamAM besIne manAtha bhagavAna pAse gayA. temanAtha prabhune vaMdana karIne ubhA rahyA. tyAM neminAtha prabhue tene kahyuM ke he devakI ! mArA cha aNagAre tAre ghera gaucarI mATe padhAryA temane joIne tArA manamAM evI zaMkA thaI che ne ke atimukta aNagAre mane kahyuM hatuM ke tuM ekasarakhA rUpa, kAMtivALA ATha putrane janma ApIza. te mAre te kRSNa eka putra che ne A che munio eka mAtAnA dIkarA che. te nakakI bIjI mAtAe evA putrane janma Ape che. atimukta aNagAranAM vacana asatya na thAya ne atyAre asatya thaI rahyA hoya tema lAge che. A zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karavA mATe tuM AvI che ne ? bela, A vAta barAbara che ne? tyAre devakIjIe kahyuM ke "sUtA maci" hA bhagavaMta, Apa sarvajJa che. sarva kAMI jANe che. Ape je kahyuM che te satya che. tyAre nemanAtha prabhue kahyuM ke samAdhAna sAMbhaLe. "gvaM vastu levANu ! tevaM vALi ten THEaa mahipure jaje ane mArA rivaraphu ." "he devAnupriye! tenuM samAdhAna A pramANe che. te kALa ane te samaye bhaddIlapura nAmanuM nagara hatuM. te nagarImAM dhanadhAnyAdithI saMpanna nAga nAmano gAthApati vaso hate.tArA ja hAvaraNa puchatA jAma mAriyA sthA te nAga gAthApatine sulazA nAmanI patnI hatI. nAga gAthA pati ane sulazA gAthApatnI baMne saMsAranA mahAna sukha bhogavatAM hatAM. temane tyAM saMpattine pAra na hatuM. e saMpattine te pitAnI mAnato na hato, paNuM puNathI maLelI saMpatti mArI ekalAnI nahi paNa te badhAnI che. ema samajIne maLelI saMpattine te sadvyaya karato hato. kaI paNa garIba ke duHkhI Ave te tene AMgaNethI kadI pAcho pharate nahi. raDate Ave ne hasate thaIne jAya. AvI udAra temanI bhAvanA hatI. aDhaLaka saMpattine svAmI hovA chatAM manamAM saheja paNa abhimAna,

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zAradA daLa na hatuM. koI paNa garIba ke duHkhI AMgaNe Ave tene premathI belAvate. jamADa ne jarUra pramANe madada karato hato. te samajato hatuM ke mArI lakSmIne satkAryamAM vyaya thaI rahyo che tethI mAruM puNya vadhe che. jenuM puNya vadhatuM jAya che tene gherathI lakSamIne javuM hoya te paNa tene rokAI javuM paDe che. eka zeTha rAtre zAMtithI UMghI gayA hatA. te vakhate tenA gharanI lakSmIdevIe tene svapnamAM AvIne kahyuM ke he zeTha ! tame jAgRta thAo. huM AjathI sAtamA divase tamArA gharamAMthI vidAya levAnI chuM. A sAMbhaLIne zeTha jAgRta thayA. manamAM jarA paNa gabharATa ke duHkha na thayuM. tamane kadAca AvuM svapna Ave te tame raDavA besI jAe, kAraNa ke tamane lakSmIne meha che. zeThane maLyuM hatuM paNa tene temane bilakula mamatva ke mohana hatuM. kAraNa ke te dharmatattvane samajelA hatA. puNyathI maLelA paisAmAM Asakta na hatA, eTale lakSamIdevIe kahyuM ke huM AjathI sAtame divase vidAya thaIza chatAM duHkha na thayuM. zeThe savAramAM uThIne dharmadhyAna karyuM. saMtanA darzana karyA ane vyAkhyAna vANI sAMbhaLIne ghera AvyA. jamI paravArIne baporanA pitAnI patnI, putra ane putravadhuone bhegA karyA, ane potAne rAtre AvelA svapnanI vAta karIne pUchayuMbele, lakSmI te javAnI che. have tamAre zuM vicAra che? tyAre viyavaMta putra ane putravadhuo kahe che pitAjI! ApanI je IcchA te amArI IcchA che, tyAre zeThe kahyuM ke mArI IcchA te evI che ke ApaNI pAse lakSamI che te dAna puNyamAM vAparIne dIkSA laI laIe. baMdhuo ! zeThanA jIvanamAM samyaktvanI kevI jhalaka haze ! temaNe je vicAra darzAvyA te AkhA parivAre svIkAryo, ane utkRSTa bhAve dAna ApatAM zeThe navuM puNya upArjana karyuM. savAre dIkSA levAno nirNaya che ane rAtre lakSmIjI rUmajhuma karatAM AvIne zeThane kahe che zeThajI ! tame te gajaba karyo. tame je utkRSTa bhAve dAna karyuM temAM ghaNuM puNya upArjana karyuM. have huM tamArA gharamAMthI javAnI nathI. zeThe kahI dIdhuM ke tAre rahevuM hoya te ya bhale ne javuM hoya te ya bhale, paNa mAre tArI jarUra nathI. meM ane mArA kuTuMbe AvatIkAle prabhAtanA praharamAM dIkSA levAno nirNaya karyo che. amAro nirNaya aphara che. nAzavaMta lakSamInI amAre jarUra nathI. amAre zAzvata lakSmI joIe chIe. zeThe temanA kuTuMba sahita dIkSA lIdhI ane AtmakalayANa karyuM. samajANuMne? "jikaahya kRr 17 vairAgyavAsita AtmAne saMsAranA badhA vaibhava vilAse taNakhalA jevA lAge che. tamAre AvuM jIvana banAvavuM hoya to saMtane samAgama kare. tethI jIvanamAM saddaguNe Ave, asaMtoSa Adi durgaNe dUra thAya tenAthI ghaNAM pApakarmo aTakI jAya. kavie kahyuM che ke "saMteSathI jIvana gujAre, eTaluM prabhu Apajo; ghara ghara garIbI che chatAM paNa dila amIrI rAkhaje."

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BUN zAradA darzana he prabhu! mArA jIvanamAM saMtoSa Ave, garIba havA chatAM huM sadA amara rahuM, ane garIbAInA duHkhaDA sahana karavAnuM mArAmAM khamIra Ave evI zakti prabhu! tuM mane Apaje. AvI bhAvanA saMtanA samAgamathI Ave che. saMtanA samAgamathI jIvanamAM saMteSa Ave eTale jIva karmo bAMdhatA pAchA paDe che. A mahAna lAbha satsaMgathI maLe che. nAgagAthApati khUba dhanavAna hato paNa saMtoSI hatA. tenI patnI sulazA paNa evI pavitra hatI. have AgaLa zuM banaze te vAta nemanAtha bhagavAna devakIdevIne kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra - arjunajI bAra varSa vanavAsa veThIne dvArakA nagarImAM subhadrAne paraNIne hastinApuramAM AvyA. maNIcUDa ane hemAMgada rAjA paNa sAthe hatA. pAMDurAjAe potAnA putranuM khUba suMdara rIte dhAmadhUmathI svAgata karyuM. nagarajanoe haiyAnA hetathI vadhAvyA ne sArI nagarImAM AnaMda AnaMda chavAI gaye. arjunajI pitAnA mAtA-pitA, bhAIo ane draupadIne premathI mAnyA ne vanavagaDAmAM kevA kevA kaSTa paDayA te vAta karI. thoDA divasa rokAIne maNIcUDa ane hemAMgada rAjAe vidAya mAMgI, tyAre pAMDurAjAe khUba Adara satkAra karI ghaNI mUlyavAna cIjo temane bheTa ApI. vidyAdhara rAjAoe tene saharSa svIkAra karyo ne khUba premathI vidAya lIdhI. ane temane ghaNe dUra sudhI vaLAvavA gayA. dIkarAne rAjya ApIne dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA :- vidyAdhara rAjAone vaLAvIne AvyA bAda pAMca pAMDe, vidurajI, bhISmapitA badhA sabhAmAM beThAM hatA. avanavI vAte cAlatI hatI te samaye eka dina pADuMrAya sabhAmeM, aisI bAta sunAI, bhega tajI saMyama leuM, dU rAja yudhiSThira tAMI hai-zrotA pADuMrAjA sabhAmAM besIne kahe che meM ghaNAM varSo sudhI rAjya bhagavyuM. have mAre rAjya zaibhava ane bhegonA sukhano tyAga karIne dIkSA levI che. te jyeSTha putra yudhiSThirane rAjya ApuM. A sAMbhaLIne bhISmapitA, vidurajI Adi mahAnapurUSa khuza thayA paNa dharmarAjA Adi pAMce bhAIo kahe che pitAjI! Apa amArA zirachatra che. amArA mAthe rAjyane bhAra nAkhI kayAM jAo cho? Apane ame nahi javA daIe, paNa pADuMrAjAe kahyuM ke A uMmare AtmasAdhanA nahIM karuM te kyAre karIza? have mane bhAra haLave karavA de. bhISmapitA vageree kahyuM ke ApaNuM kurUvaMzanA AcAra pramANe Apane vicAra gya che. Apane dhanyavAda che.

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zAradAma ka75 - dharmarAjAne rAjyabhiSeka karavA mATe pADuMrAjAe pitAnA kuTuMba parivArane bhege karyo ane kRSNa vAsudeva vigere mahArAjAone AmaMtraNa ApIne teDAvyA. kAraNa ke have rAjaya uparathI pitAnI sattA uDAvI yudhiSTharane soMpavI che. pADuMrAjAnA AmaMtraNane svIkAra karIne ghaNAM rAjAo AvI gayA. pAMDurAjAe temane satkAra sanmAna karyo ne judA judA mahelamAM utAra Apyo. hastinApuranI cAre tarapha rAjAonA nivAsasthAne bhavA lAgyA. AkhuM nagara teraNa ane davajApatAkAthI zaNagAravAmAM AvyuM. jANe alkApurI na hoya tema nagarI zobhavA lAgI. cAre tarapha suMdara jharInA taMbu tANavAmAM AvyA che. maMgala vAjiMtre vAgI rahyA che. geraDIe. maMgala gItaDA gAya che ne pAMDurAjA yAcakane chUTe hAthe dAna Ape che. dharmarAjAnAM rAjyAbhiSeka mATe pAMDurAjAe bahArathI kArIgarone bolAvIne suMdara nAna maMDapa banAvyA che. temAM vividha prakAranI suMdara racanA karavAmAM AvI. e nAnamaMDapanI vacce senAnAM ratanajaDita bAjoTha mUkAvyuM che. snAnamaMDapanI zobhA eTalI sarasa hatI ke jeIne bhalabhalAnAM mana lebhAyA. have yudhiSTharano rAjyAbhiSeka kevI rIte thaze te bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 47. dvi. zrAvaNa suda 10 ne maMgaLavAra tA-23-8-77 anaMta karUNAnidhI, vAtsalya vAridhi, jJAnanA praNidhi vItarAga bhagavaMtoe jagatanA jIvonA udadhAra mATe Agama vANI prakAzI. temAM aMtagaDa sUtranA AThamAM adhyayanane adhikAra cAlI rahyo che. devakIrANI temanA aMtaramAM ubhelI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karavA mATe temanAtha prabhunI pAse AvyA che. bhagavaMte kahyuM ke "he devakIdevI! tamArA manamAM AvA prakAranI zaMkA thaI che ne?" devakIe kahyuM, "hA, bhagavaMta bhagavaMtanA mukhamAMthI jharatA vacanarUpI pune pitAnA hRdayamAM dhAraNa karI devakIjI zradhA sahita vinayapUrvaka namratAthI hAtha joDIne ubhA che. baMdhuo ! devakI rANI vasudeva rAjAnI patnI ane trikhaMDa adhipati evA kRSNavAsudevanI mAtA che. AvA rAjAnI rANI ane rAjamAtA hovA chatAM tenAmAM keTale vinaya che! Aje te vinayanI bahu beTa paDI che, kahyuM che ke "viNao savva guNANa mUla, sannANaMdasaNAiNa / mokkhassa ya te mUlaM, teNa viNoo iha pasatthA / " .

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376 zAradA na sarva guNonuM mULa vinaya che. jJAna darzana-cAritranuM mULa vinaya che temaja mokSamArganuM mULa paNa vinaya che. arthAt vinayavaMta AtmA mokSano adhikArI banI zake che. juo, eka vinayaguNamAM keTalA guNa samAyelA che. jenAmAM vinayano mahAna guNa hoya che te pote zItaLatA, prasannatA ane zAMtino anubhava kare che, ane bIjAne paNa prasannatA ApI zake che. jJAnI kahe che ke jyAM abhimAna che tyAM vinAza che ne namratA che tyAM vikAsa che. abhimAna AtmAnA vikAsane rUMdhanAra che. abhimAnI mANasa pitAne sarvasva mAne che, ne bIjAne tuccha mAne che. enA haiyAmAM abhimAnanI havA bharI hoya che eTale satyane prakAza tenA aMtaramAM dAkhala thaI zakato nathI. tenA upara eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. eka gAmamAM eka zeTha hatAM te ghaNuM sukhI hatAM. te syAdavAdanA rahasyane samajelAM hatA eTale te duHkhamAM ema vicAra karatA ke atyAre mArA azubha karmane udaya varte che ane sukhamAM e vicAra karatAM ke atyAre mArA zubha karmone udaya varte che. temane eka putra hatuM. bApa-dIkarA vacce khUba prema hatuM. dararoja bApadIkaro eka bhANAmAM bhegA jamatA. dIkaro dhaMdhAmAM khUba hoMziyAra hatuM eTale tenA manamAM thaI gayuM ke huM kaMIka chuM. tenAmAM abhimAna joIne eka vakhata tenA pitAe yogya zikhAmaNa ApI. tethI tene na gamyuM ne kahe ke tame mane kahenAra kezu? jue, chIcharI nadI chalakAya paNa sAgara nathI chalakAto. haMmezA tame jozo te samudra ane uMDI nadIe zAMta hoya che paNa chIcharA jharaNAM ane chIcharI nadIo chalakAya che ne avAja kare che ke pANIne akhUTa bhaMDAra jANe potAnAmAM ja na bharyo hoya ! tema chIcharA haiyAvALo adhUre mANasa nAnI nAnI bAbatomAM chalakAya che ne khaLabhaLATa macAve che. ATalA mATe gujarAtImAM kahevata che ke adhUro ghaDo chalakAya che bhale chalakAtuM nathI. nadImAM ghaNI vAra ghoDApUra Ave che. e ghoDApUrane jeza eTale badhe hoya che ke te gAmanAM gAma tANa jAya che ne bhayaMkara vinAza sarje che. chatAM e ghoDApUranA jeza traNa divase utarI jaze paNa joDApUre sajele vinAza kAyamane mATe mAnavanA hRdayamAM ketarAI jaze. jyAre jyAre te nadI pAse mAnava jAya tyAre aMtaramAM yAda AvI jaze ke A nadIe mArA gAmane vinAza saryo che. A nadInuM ghoDApUrane nyAya laIne dareka manuSya samajavAnuM che ke sattA, saMpatti ane vaibhavanA ghoDApUra traNa divasamAM utarI jaze paNa e ghoDApUranA dezamAM AvIne ahaMkArathI karelA kALA kAryonI karUNa kahAnI sadAne mATe yAda rahI jaze ke meM mArI sattAnA madathI keTalAM hasatAne raDAvyA, zAMtithI beThelAne azAMtinI AgamAM homI dIdhA. bIjAnuM keTaluM chInavI lIdhuM. A kahAnI jiMdagIbhara nahi bhUlAya. jIvanamAM huMkAra AvyA eTale badhuM gayuM, ema zI.

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jAdA darzana samajI lejo. mAnavI khadhA guNAne eka jhapATe hAMkIne kADhI mUke che pazu aMdara beThelA ahune kADhI zakatA nathI. ghaNIvAra tame anubhavyu haze ke ahaMkArathI akkaDa banelA mAnavIne kAI sAcI hitazikhAmaNa Ape te paNa rUcatI nathI. enA jIvanamAM rahelA sadguNeA ahaMkAranA tApathI pahADamAMthI paDatAM jharaNAMnI jema sUkAI jAya che. pahADamAMthI paDatuM jharaNuM hamezA uMcethI paDAtu nIce Ave che ane tApamAM tapatu' varALa thaine uDI jAya che, tema ahaMkArano spa thatAM jIvanamAM rahelA vinayAdi sadguNeA nIce gabaDatAM jAya che ane te ahaMkAranA tApathI khaLIne khAkha thai jAya che. pelA zeThanA vinayavaMta dIkarAnA dilamAM paNa ahukArano sparza thayA. pitAnI hitazikhAmaNa tene kaTa kaTa jevI lAgI. rAja pitAnA bhegA jamatA hatA paNa pitA sAthe sheja jhaghaDA thatAM kahe che ke Aje huM tamArA bhegA jamavA besavAno nathI. khApa teA sAgara jevA gabhIra ane syAdvAdane samajanArA hatA. eTale ema vicAra karyAM mArA pApakarmano udaya thayeA che. jamavAno samaya thatAM ane dukAnethI ghera AvyA. dIkare khApathI judI beTho tyAre khApe vicAra karyo ke e bhale, abhimAnanA mAMcaDe caDhayA paNa mAre enA jevu thavu' nathI. khApa thALI, vATakA, pATaleA khadhu' laine dIkarAnI pAse gayA. jaI ne kahe che beTA ! tAre mArA bhegA jamavA na esavu hoya te kAMI nahi paNa mAre tArA bhegA jamavA besavu' che. khApa sAmethI dIkarAnA bhegA jamavA beThA. ApanI saraLatA joine dIkarAneA ahu egaLI gayA ne hatA tevA vinayavAna banI gayeA. khIjAne sudhAravA hoya te pahelAM ApaNe sudharavu paDe che. Aje sadhamAM, samAjamAM, ne rASTramAM jyAM jue tyAM eka bIjA jhaghaDatA hoya che. tenuM kAraNu aMdara rahelA ahe'bhAvatu pASaNa che. jo bemAMthI eka vyakti namatu mUkI de tA kadI jhaghaDA AgaLa vadhe nahi. jema valeNu karanAra khAi eka kheMce teA khIjI DhIlI mUke che te! mAkhaNa meLave che tema krodhInI sAme namatuM mUkIe te kSamAnu' amRta meLavI zakAya. bhatura paNa kahe che ke yadA kiMcijjhoshaM dvipa iva madAndhaH samabhavam, tadA sarvajJo'smItya bhavada liptaM mama manaH / yadA kiMcitkicid budhajanaH sakAzAdavagataM, tadA mUrkho'smoti jvara iva mado me vyayagataH // jyAre huM kaIka jANatA hatA tyAre mAruM ahaMkArI mana ema kahetuM hatuM ke huM badhu' jANu chuM. huM ja saCjJa chuM. A ahaMbhAve mAre jJAna dIpaka khUjhavI nAMkhyo ne adha kAramAM zA.-49

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zArA thana DUbI gaye, paNa huM jema jema vidvAnonA paricayamAM Avate gayA ne jJAna prakAza maLate gaye tema tema mane samajAyuM ke huM je kaMI zIkhyuM hatuM, je kAMI samaja hatuM ne meM je kAMI vicAryuM hatuM te mAruM jJAna nahi paNa ajJAna hatuM. huM mArI jAtane jJAnI mAnate hatuM te mAruM mUrkhApaNuM hatuM. adhUrAza mAnavane ahaMbhAvanI keDIe derI jAya che. kharekhara ahaMkAranI TekarI para caDhele mAnava pitAne mahAna mAne che. jema pataMga uMce caDhe che tyAre ema mAne che ke huM keTalo badhe uMce caDhI gaye? te vakhate AkhI duniyAne pitAnAthI tuccha mAne che. ahaMnA baLathI kIDIne te zuM mAnavIne paNa e kIDI je mAne che paNa vicAra karo ke duniyAne nAnI mAnanAra pataMgane khyAla nathI ke duniyAnI daSTie huM keTale nAnakaDe dekhAuM chuM. A pataMganA nyAyane lakSamAM rAkhIne samajI leje ke je pataMganI mAphaka ahaMbhAvamAM cagI jaIne bIjAne tuccha mAnaze te duniyAnI najarathI utarI javAnA, paNa abhimAnIne AvuM bhAna kayAMthI hoya ? jema soDAveTaranI bATalImAM rahelI gaLI bahAranI svaracha havAne aMdara javA detI nathI ne aMdaranA gesane bahAra nIkaLavA detI nathI tevI rIte ahaMkAranI geLI ahaMnA aMdhakArane bahAra nIkaLavA detI nathI ne satyanA, namratAnA prakAzane aMdara praveza karavA detI nathI. abhimAnI manuSya jJAnanA prakAzathI vaMcita rahI ajJAnanA aMdhakAramAM AthaDate patananA paMthe jAya che. abhimAnI manuSya ahaMnI AgamAM pite baLe che ne bIjAne bALe che. jemacaMdana zItaLa che paNa caMdananI Aga zItaLa nathI. Agane svabhAva bALavAne che. pachI bhale ne te Aga lAkaDAnI heya, kelasAnI haya, gesanI hoya ke pachI caMdananI hoya paNa tene sparza karavAmAM Ave te dAjhayA samajI le, tema ahaMkArane sparza thatAM sadgaNe baLIne khAkha thaI jAya che. tene kaI sAcI vAta kahe ke tarata te dhUMdhavAI jAya che ne belI uThe che ke huM keNa chuM? tame mane oLakhe che? "huM" upara ceTa lAgatA aMdarano ahaMbhAva uchaLIne bahAra Ave che. zarIra upara ghA mAnavI hasatAM sahana karI zake che paNa je tenuM mAna haNAI jAya te kaI zabda tene kahe che te sahana karI zako nathI. kAraNa ke ahaMbhAva para ghA tenA tana-mana ane prANane ghAyala karI nAMkhe che. AkhA kaurava kuLanuM nikaMdana kADhanAra keI hoya te ahaMbhAva para thayelA ghAnuM ja pariNAma hatuM ne ? ApaNe devakI mAtAnI vAta cAlatI hatI. devakIrANImAM keTalI namratA che. te bhagavAnanI sAme hAtha joDIne ubhA che. bhagavAne kahyuM he devakIdevI! tamArI zaMkAnuM huM pUruM samAdhAna karuM chuM. sAMbhaLe. te kALa ne te samaye eTale tamane jyAre ati

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cAra mukta munie kahyuM hatuM te kALe ne te samaye bhIlapura nagaramAM nAga nAmanA gAthA pati vasatA hatA. temanI pAse dhananuM ne dharmanuM baLa hatuM. RddhimAM keinAthI te parAbhava pAme tevA na hatA. sArI bhadalapura nagarImAM tenI khUba pratiSThA hatI. AvA nAga gAthA patine sulazA nAmanI patnI hatI, sulazA khUba guNavAna ane vivekI hatI. pati sAre hAya, pAMcamAM pUchAtA hoya, ghara majhAnuM suMdara hoya paNa jo patnI sArI na hoya te tenI zobhA mArI jAya che. sArI ne suzIla patnIthI gharanI zobhA vadhe che. patnI sArI hoya te patine ujajavaLa banAve che ne putra sAro hoya te pitAne ujajavaLa banAve che. eka jamAno e hatuM ke pitA pitAnA putranI parIkSA karatA hatA ke traNa-cAra putra che temAM karyuM putra mArI pratiSThA vadhAre te thaze ? eka pitAne traNa putra hatAM. traNe meTA thatAM tenA pitAe vicAra karyo ke huM temanI parIkSA karuM. eka divasa traNa putrone pitAnI pAse bolAvIne traNene savA savA rUpiyA ApIne kahyuM ke tame savA rUyiyAmAMthI pitApitAno rUma bharI deje. pachI huM jevA mATe AvIza. meTe putra vicAra karavA lAge ke savA rUpiyAmAMthI zuM lAvuM? ke Akho rUma bharAI jAya. e zerInI bahAra nIkaLe ne gAmane kacaro maMgAvI rUma bharI dIdhe. bIjA dIkarAe savA rUpiyAmAM nakAmuM ghAsa lAvIne bharI dIdhuM ane trIjA dIkarAe savA rUpiyAnI dhUpasaLI lIdhI ne pitAjInA AvavAnA TAIme saLagAvI. AthI rUma sugaMdhathI mahekI uThaze. parIkSaka pitAjI nirIkSaNa karavA nIkaLyA. AvIne joyuM te moTA dIkarAe kacarAthI ghara bharI dIdhuM che. bIjAe ghAsa bharyuM che ane trIjAe pitAjInA AvatA pahelAM dhUpasaLI saLagAvIne ghara sugaMdhathI maghamaghatuM banAvyuM che. bele, bApanI najara kayA dIkarA upara Thare? nAnA dIkarAnI buddhi upara khuza thaIne pitAe tene tijorInI cAvI ane dukAnane vahIvaTa meMpI dIdhe. bIjA naMbaranA putrane vakhAranuM kAma soMpyuM ne sauthI moTAne Dhora saMbhALavAnuM kAma soMpyuM. TUMkamAM je dIkaro buddhivAna hoya te pitAnI pratiSThA, AbarUne vadhAre che ane gharanI strI sArI hoya te patinI Ijajata vadhAre che. sulazA gAthApatnI khUba pavitra ane suzIla hatI. e sulazA jyAre yauvananA AMgaNe AvI tyAre sakhIonI sAthe khelatI ne kUdatI hatI te samaye eka tiSI Avyo. te tiSI ke hato ? " suratA mAru vADhattane veva nimittapamAM vAriyA pattAM riyA biMdu mavina" bhUta, bhaviSya ane vartamAna kALanI vAtanA jANakAra mittake A sulazAne kaumAryAvasthAmAM ramatI joI, AgaLanA tiSIone hAtha jevAnI jarUra paDatI na hatI. mANasanuM mukha joIne kahI detA ane je kahe te satya banatuM. A jyotiSI paNa khUba jANakAra hato. teNe sulazAne joIne tenA pitAne

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kaTaDha penceret ved ema kahyuM ke A tamArI putrI badhI rIte hoMziyAra che, guNavAna che, sAsare khUba sukhI thaze paNa te mRtavaMdhyA thaze. mRtavaMdhyA eTale tame samajI gayAM ne ? eTale ke te je putrane janma Apaze te badhA marelA janmaze. A vAta sulazAe sAMbhaLI ane tenA manamAM thayuM ke aho! huM marelA putrone janma ApanArI banIza? prasUtinA duHkha keTalA bhayaMkara che e te janmadenArI mAtAo ja jANe che. Aje saMtAne moTA thatAM mAtAne bhUlI jAya che paNa tene khabara nathI hotI ke nava nava mAsa mAtAe mane garbhamAM rAkhe, mAro bhAra vahana karyo ane janma ApatAM keTaluM kaSTa veThayuM ane janma ApyA pachI paNa bALakane ucheratAM mAtA keTaluM kaSTa veThe che! ahIM sulazAe vicAra karyo ke prasUtinI ghora vedanA sahana karavI ne saMtAnanuM mukha jevA na maLe. have tene mATe sulazAe zuM vicAryuM hatuM te vAta nemanAtha bhagavAna devakane kaheze te avasare. caritra - pAMDurAjAe yudhiSTharane rAjyAbhiSeka karavA mATe AkhuM hastinApura khUba suMdara sajAvaTathI zaNagAryuM che. temAM banAvelA snAnamaMDapanI vacamAM rAkhelA senAnA ratnajaDita bAjoTha upara zubha muhurta dharmarAjAne besADavAmAM AvyA. yudhiSThirane rAjyAbhiSeka" :dharmarAjAne snAna karAvavA mATe pAMDurAjAe gaMgAjaLanAM pavitra pANI maMgAvyA ane temAM sugaMdhI padArtho nAMkhIne sonAnA ratnajaDita kuMbhamAM bharAvyuM. gaMgA nadInuM pANI eTalA mATe maMgAvyuM ke gaMgAnadI pavitra ne nirmaLa che. tenA pANIthI snAna karIne he rAjana! tame pavitra ane nirmaLa banajo. evI aMtaranI abhilASA sahita yudhiSThirane pAMDurAjA pote nAna karAve che. te samaye maMgala vAja, zaraNAI, DhelanagArA vigere vAgavA lAgyA ne yuvatio maMgala gIta gAvA lAgI. ; dharmarAjAne snAna karAvIne pAMDurAjAe temanA gaLAmAM uMcA prakAranA sugaMdhita pupinI mALA paherAvI. suMdara kiMmatI ratnanA AbhUSaNe paherAvyA. yudhiSThiranA rAjyAbhiSeka mATe zIlpIoe hIrA, mANeka ane panAthI jaDita suMdara vimAna banAvI temAM siMhAsana gaThavyuM. rAjazAhI piSAka ane alaMkArathI sajAvIne yudhiSThirane tenA upara besADayA. tyArabAda pAMDurAjAe kRSNa vAsudeva pramukha badhA rAjAonI samakSamAM pUchyuM ke yudhiSThirane rAjya saMpu chuM te tamane badhAne mAnya che ne? badhA rAjAoe ekI avAje te vAtane svIkAra karyo. pachI brAhmaNae AratI utArI, pure hiteo maMgalamaya maMtranuM uccAraNa karyuM ane zubha zukane pAMDurAjAe yudhiSThiranA kapALamAM rAjatilaka karyuM eTale badhA rAjAoe yudhiSThira mahArAjAne jayajayakAra bolAvyo. bhISma pitAmaha, vidurajI vigere vRddhajanee AzIrvAdanA amI varasAvyA. kavi, bhATa ane cAraNe temanI biradAvalI gAvA lAgyA.

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zAha darzana - yurdhiSThira rAjA banyA. temaNe yAcakane puSkaLa dravya ApIne dhanavAna banAvyA. kedIone jelamAMthI mukta karAvyA. tyArabAda rAjyAbhiSeka prasaMge padhArelA rAjAe taraphathI judI judI kiMmatI vastuo bheTa ApIne yudhiSThirane satkAra karavAmAM AvyuM. rAjyAbhiSeka thayA bAda yudhiSThirane bIjA navA vastrAlaMkAro paherAvyA. tenAthI teo Indra mahArAjAnI mAphaka zebhavA lAgyA. yudhiSThiranA rAjyAbhiSeka prasaMge vidyAdhara, maNIcUDa, hemAMgada vigere rAjAo paNa AvyA hatA. ajunanI AjJAthI maNIcUDa, vidyAre tenI vidyAnA prabhAvathI divya sabhAnuM nirmANa karyuM. te ratnamaya divya sabhAmAM yudhiSThira padhAryA. tyAM keIne aMdhakArane khyAla na Ave tevI sphaTikanI divAla banAvavAmAM AvI hatI. devasabhAnI jema te sabhA zobhatI hatI. mastaka mukuTa kAna yuga kuMDala, gale alaka hAra, zira 5 chatra caMvara de vIMjhe, zobhe Indra unihAra -zrotA mAthe mugaTa, kAnamAM kuMDaLa, hAthe bAjubaMdha, gaLAmAM sAtaserA, navaserA kiMmatI hAra, keDamAM kaMdore vigere AbhUSaNanI sajAvaTa, mAthe chatra dharyuM che ane be bAju be pratihAre cAmara vIMjhI rahyA che. AthI yudhiSThira divya sabhAmAM saudharmendranI mAphaka bhavA lAgyA. rAjAonI bheTa ApavAnI vidhi pUrNa thaI tyArabAda nagarajane, maMtrIo ane sAmaMtoe paNa temane kiMmatI cIjonuM leNuM karyuM, ane hastinApuranA rAjA tarIke yudhiSThiranI jAherAta thaI. sarvatra AnaMda AnaMda chavAI gayo ane AkhA hastinApuramAM daza divasa sudhI utsava ujavAyo. dezadezamAM yudhiSThira rAjA thayAnA samAcAra pahoMcI gayA. A sAMbhaLIne sajajana ane zUravIra rAjAone AnaMda thaye paNa zatru rAjAonA hAtha gagaDI gayA. yudhiSThira te mahAbaLavAna che. tenI sAme ubhA rahevAnuM ApaNuM gajuM nathI. cAre tarapha dharmarAjAnA yazagAna gavAvA lAgyA. pAMDurAjA paNa pitAnA mAthethI rAjapane bhAra haLavo karIne AnaMda mAnavA lAgyA. baMdhuo! A pAMDurAjAe keTale meha choDa kahevAya? kaMika rAjAe vRddha thAya, chatAM rAjagAdIne meha choDatA nathI tyAre tenA putra ema vicAra karatA hoya che ke kayAre A pitAjI gAdIne meha cheDe ne ApaNane rAjagAdI maLe, kaMIka jagyAe rAjagAdInA meha pAchaLa putra pitAnA khUna karavA taiyAra thayA che. jyAre ahIM pAMDurAjAe vecchAthI rAjayanI mamatA choDI. pAMDavone rAjagAdIne bilakula moha na hato, paNa pitAnA AgrahathI rAjaya tevuM paDayuM, pAMDurAjAe mamata ne piTale mAthethI utAryo. yudhiSThira rAjA thavAthI sArA hastinApuramAM AnaMda chavAI gaye che, have yudhiSThira rAjA zuM karaze tenA bhAva avasare.

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vyAkhyAna na. 48 dvi, AvaNu suda 11ne budhavAra tA. 24-8-70 sujJa baMdhue, suzIla mAtA ne bahenA ! anaMta jJAnI, kSamAnA sAgara, mahAna purUSA pharamAve che ke huM jIve ! jo tamane duHkha nathI gamatuM te| duHkhanA kAraNeAnA tyAga karo. du:kha kayAMthI Ave che te jANA che ? jJAnI purUSA kahe che ke " duHsuM pApAtra suvuM dharmAM " pApakarmanuM AcaraNa karavAthI duHkha maLe che ne dharmanuM AcaraNa karavAthI sukha maLe che. jo sukha joituM hoya te pApakarmanuM AcaraNa aMdha kare. je manuSyA dhanA svarUpane samaje che te pApa karatAM aTake che. dhamISTa jIvene sa'sAranA sukhamAM Anada AvatA nathI. kadAca A sukha cAlyu' jAya te te raDatAM nathI ke gabharAtA nathI. AvI jemanI sthiti hAya che tevA jIvA dhanA svarUpane samajyA gaNAya. dharmanA svarUpane samajelA jIvA sukhamAM lIna na ane ne duHkhamAM dIna na bane. duHkha e ApaNI peAtAnI bhUlanuM phaLa che. sukhanA rAga vinA chatra pApa karatA nathI. AtmAnA sukha AgaLa sa`sAranA sukha tuccha che. ema samajAI gayA pachI kadAca sa'sAranu' sukha bhAgAvalI kramanA udayathI bhe!gavavuM paDe te bhAgave paNa temAM AnaMda na heAya. ana!sakata bhAva hAya tenuM nAma virAga che. tamAre vItarAga manavu che ne ? jo vItarAga khanavu hoya teA aMtaramAM virAgane cirAga pragaTAvavA paDaze. a'tagaDa sUtranA adhikAra cAle che. bhagavAna nemanAtha devakIjInI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karatAM kahI rahyA che ke nAga gAthApatinI patnI sulazA jyAre kuvArI hatI tyAre jayAtiSIe enA lakSaNa joIne kahyuM ke A karIne paraNyA pachI je satAna thaze te marelAM janmaze. A sAMbhaLIne sulazAnA manamAM khUba duHkha thayuM. aho ! mane marelA putrA janmaze? huM chate saMtAne mRtavaMdhyA kahevAiza ? AvuM duHkha mArAthI sahana nahi thAya. huM pahelethI e duHkhane! nAza karavAne upAya zeAdhI lauM ! hajI tenA lagna thavA nathI, kuMvArI che chatAM sa sAra sukhane keTalA me!ha che! jIvatA sa tAneAnI mAtA banavAnA ene keTalA badhA keDa che! e duHkhanu' nivAraNa karavA mATe eka upAya zeyA. te kayA upAya zeAdhyA te sAMbhaLe. " tae NaM sA sulasA bAlappa mati daLanamelI Trela mattA vivasthA / " tyArapachI te sulazA khAlapaNathI hiraNagameSI devanI bhakata banI gaI eTale ke te hariNagameSI devanI bhakti karavA lAgI. 'e ! sa`sAranA sukhane mATe mANasa keTalI bhakti kare che! paNa AtmA mATe ATalI bhakita karatA nathI. AtmakalyANa mATe jo ArAdhanA kare teA tenA kheDA pAra thaI jAya. te saMsAra sAgarathI tarI jAya. Aje tamane dharmArAdhanA karavAnu kahevAmAM Ave te kaheA che ke mane TAIma nathI, paNa jayAre aMtarathI sAcI jijJAsA jAgaze ke mAre saMsAra sAgarathI taravuM che te mATe mAre dharmArAdhanA ane bhagavAnanI

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zAradA darzana bhakita karavI joIe. AvI aMtaranI bhAvanA jAgaze te kaI ne kaI nimitta maLI jaze. nimitta vinA kAryanI siddhi thatI nathI. jenuM upAdAna zuddha hoya che tene saheje keI ne keI nimitta maLI jAya che. kuMbhAra ghaDo banAvavA mATe mATIne palALI, khUdIne piMDa taiyAra kare che. pachI ghaDe banAvavA mATe cAka, daMDa vigere sAdhananI jarUra paDe che. ghaDA banAvavAnA samaye kuMbhAra, cAka, daMDe vigere badhuM hoya teja ghaDo bane che. evI rIte jyAre jIvane AtmakalyANane samaya Ave che tyAre tene kaIne kaI nimitta maLI jAya che. eka daSTAMta dvArA samajAvuM. eka jaMgalamAM eka pApI-hatyAro mANasa jhuMpaDI bAMdhIne rahetuM hatuM. je koI A jaMgalamAMthI nIkaLe tene e duSTa mANasa khUba satAvato hato. eka saMta khUba tapasvI ane kSamAvAna hatAM. emaNe tapazcaryAnA baLathI ghaNI siddhio prApta karI hatI. enA baLathI te icche che keIne bALIne bhasma karI de tevI zakti hatI, paNa saMtenuM hadaya karUNAthI chalakAtuM hoya che. teo keIne duHkhI karavAmAM pitAnI zaktine upayoga karatAM na hatAM. A saMta jaina sAdhu na hatA paNa khUba kSamAvAna hatA. eka vakhata te saMta pharatAM pharatAM bIje gAma jaI rahyA hatAM. mArgamAM gADha jaMgala AvyuM, ghaNuM cAlavAthI saMta khUba thAkI gayA eTale pelA mANasanI jhuMpaDInI bAjumAM eka meTuM ghaTAdAra AMbAnuM vRkSa hatuM tenI nIce visAmo khAvA beThA. mahAtmAe rAkhelI apUva kSamA :" = pele mANasa jhUMpaDInI bahAra nIkaLe bAjumAM najara karI to jhADa nIce saMtane joyA. bhAre kamI chava hatuM. ene sAdhu saMte gamatAM na hatAM, eTale saMtane jotAMnI sAthe kodhathI lAlaceLa thaI gaye ne moTI bUma pADIne kahe che ke he dukha ! tuM ahIM zA mATe AvyA che ? huM ahIM rahuM chuM te tane khabara nathI ke te ahIM AvavAnI hiMmata karI ? tyAre saMte nIDaratApUrvaka ene javAba Apyo ke bhAI ! ame te sAdhu kahevAIe. AtmAnI mastImAM rahevAvALA ramatA rAja jevA kahevAIe. Aje ahIM te kAle karAMnA kayAM cAlyA jaIe. amAre rahevA mATe kaI sthAna nizcita nathI. jayAM marajI paDe tyAM rahIe ne bhagavAnanuM bhajana karIe, paNa bhAI! mArA AvavAthI tene je duHkha thatuM hoya te huM hamaNAM ja ahIMthI cAlyA jAuM chuM. saMte namratApUrvaka javAba Ape. juo, saMte keTalI namratAthI javAba Ape paNa duSTa mANasane enI namratA ke vivekano khyAla nathI rahetuM. saMte ene kaMI kharAba kahyuM che ke tenA upara krodha paNa karyo che? "nA, chatAM gusse thaIne hAthamAM moTe paththara laIne kahe che ke he, pAkhaMDI! ahIM tArA bApanuM rAjaya che ke mArI rajA vagara cAle Aje? ane pAchA

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34 cArA racana huM kahu. chu. ke kema Avye ? tyAre mArA sAmeA uttara Ape che? tu' mane kahenAra kANu ? Ama khelIne tenA upara chUTo paththaraneA ghA karyAM. khasa tuM ahI Avye ja kema ? ema kahete jAya ne paththara mAratA jAya. saMtanuM zarIra leAhI luhANa thai gayu khUba mAra mAryAM chatAM saMta eka zabda evA nahi. leAhI nItaratA zarIre tyAMthI dhIme dhIme cAlatA thaI gayA. thoDA samaya eka gAmamAM jaIne rahyA, ne zarIra svastha thatAM gAmegAma pharavA lAgyA. dhanya che temanI kSamAne! Aje duniyAmAM mAsakhamaNanAM tapasvIonAM dana thAya che paNa kSamAvAna satAnA darzana thavA muzkela che. tapanI sAthe jo kSamAnA guNa AvI jAya teA tapa ze|bhI uThe che. A tapasvI saMta ghaNAM leAkeAne upadeza ApatA pharatAM pharatAM pAchA pelA jagalamAM AvyA. A jaMgalamAM duSTa mANase mAra mAryAM hatA te vAta temane yAda na hatI, paNa cAlatAM cAlatAM pelI gU paDI pAse AvyA tyAM temane vAta yAda AvI gai, paNa khIka na lAgI ke pAcho hu... ahI... kAM AvI caDhayA ! mane e duSTa mAraze te ? tamane teA evu' thAya ne? 46 duzmana pratye karUNA dharAvatA mahAtmA ':- saMte vicAra karyuM ke pele mANasa dekhAtA nathI te kayAM gayA haze ? bimAra tA nahI. thai gayA hoya ne ? paththaranA mAra mAranAra pratye paNa sa`tanI keTalI karUNA che! ceDI vAra pelA jhADa nIce beThI tyAM jhU...paDImAMthI karUNa cIsA sa`bhaLAI ke mane koI pANI Ape. pANI vinA huM marI jAuM chu.. karUNa kalpAMta sAMbhaLIne saMta doDatA khU'paDImAM gayA te pele mANasa eka tUTelA khATalAmAM tAvathI taraphaDatA hatA. pANI vinA tenA kaMThe sUkAtA hatA. AnI dazA joi saMtanuM hRdaya karUNAthI chalakAI gayuM. AjubAjumAMthI tapAsa karI ThaMDu pANI laI AvyA ane potAnA kheALAmAM sUvADIne ThaMDA pANInAM peAtA mUkavA lAgyA. kalAka pachI tAva utarI gayA eTale AMkha kholIne joyuM ke keNu mArI sevA karI rahyuM che ? joyuM teA jemane khUba paththara mAryAM hatA te ja saMtane potAnI sevA karatAM joyA. zarIra tAvathI khUba azakata khanI gayuM hatuM. te bhAMgyA tUTayA svaramAM AyeA, prabhu ! Apa mArI sevA karI rahyA che ? huM te ApanA aparAdhI chuM tyAre sate kAmaLatAthI tenA mAthe vahAla bhaye hAtha pheravatAM kahyu', beTA! te kaI aparAdha nathI karyAM, tAru* zarIra tAvathI azakata khanI gayuM che. le, A dUdha pI le. ema kahI peAtAnI pAsethI glAsa bharIne dUdha pIvaDAvyuM. pele mANasa kaMi khelI zakayAnahI paNa tenI AMkhamAMthI pazcAtApanA AMsu vahevA lAgyA, ne vicAra karavA lAgyuM ke dhanya che A satane ke me' te temane paththaranA mAra mAryAM hatA paNa temaNe te mane mIThuM dUdha pIvaDAvyu. meM temanA upara krodha bharyAM kaTu vacaneAnA varasAda varasAvye hatA tyAre temaNe te mane kheALAmAM sUvADI zItaLa pANI mArA upara chAMTIne mAre tAva utAryAM, be divasa saMta tenI jhUMpaDIe rAphAyA, e kharAkhara svastha thayA eTale

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rAzana haze thaIne satanA caraNamAM paDI potAnI bhUlanA pazcAtApa karI mAphI mAMgIne kahe che. jyAM lagI kaiDe AMdhI krodhanI kaTArI, mIThI mIThI vANI tArI lAge naThArI, bAlu' tA aMgArA, labakArA, unI javALA, dAjheluM dilaDuM. ThaMDaka mAMge.... huM mahAtmA ! mArI keDe krodhanI kaTArI jyAM sudhI mAMdhelI hatI tyAM sudhI tamArA mIThA khela paNa mane aMgArA jevA lAgyA. hu` kevA pApI ! kevA duSTa ! ke me kSamAnI mUrti jevA Apane oLakhyA nahi. huM pApamAMthI kayAre chUTIza? pApanA vAtApanA AMsuthI mahAtmAnA caraNa pakhALI nAMkhyA. saMte tene ubhA karIne kahyuM. bhAI ! emAM tAre doSa nathI. mArA karmAMnA doSa che, je banavAnuM hatuM te khanI gayuM, paNa havethI tuM evI pratijJA kara ke mAre kadI krodha karavA nahi, keAI jIvAne satAvavA nahi. saMte tenA krodhanA, pApanA kaTu phaLa kevA maLe che te samajAvyuM. tenI sArI asara thaI. te vairAgya pAmyA ane saMtane ziSya banI gayA. khaMdhue ! pelA mANasa keve pApI hatA. ! dha-kama samajatA na hatA, paNa enuM upAdAna zuddha thatAM nimitta maLI gayuM. gharamAMthI kacaro vALavA mATe jhADU hAthamAM levuM paDe che. zarIramAM koI roga thAya te rega nAbUda karavA mATe DaoNkaTara pAse javuM paDe che. keTamAM keza laDavA mATe vakIlanI pAse javuM paDe che, tema karmanA kacarAne dUra karavA mATe tyAgIe pAse AvavuM joie. saMteA pAse AvIne zraddhApUrvaka bhagavAnanI vANInuM zravaNa karaze. teA anaMta karmonA kacarA sApha thai jaze. jIvanane pavitra banAvavA mATe satsaMganI jarUra che. tame saMga zeAdhA tA evA zeAdho ke je Adhi-vyAdhi ane upAdhi rUpI trividha duHkhane dUra karI zakeA. sAcA satAnA saMga karavAthI trividha duHkhAnA nAza thAya che ne kalyANanA sAcA rAha maLe che. "sulazAe karelI hariNagameSI devanI bhakita" :- devakImAtA bhagavAnanA mukhethI vANI sAMbhaLe che. bhagavAna kahe che ke he devakI ! te sulazA khAlapaNathI hariNagameSI dhruvanI bhakta khanI gaI. eTalu ja nahi paNa teNe zuM karyu ? LaLameziksa hima , vittA voTTA chuiM "hAyA nAya pAyati / bhakita karavA mATe teNe hariNugameSI devanI eka pratimA banAvI. dararoja savAramAM te snAna karIne svaccha vastra paheratI ane harigugameSI devanI pUjA karavA seAnA-cAMdInA puSpa taiyAra karAvyA. sa`sAranA sukha mATe sulazA A devanA pUjA-pATha vigere khUba bhAvapUrvaka karavA lAgI. have te devanI pUjA, arcanA, vidhi kevI rIte karatI hatI te vAta nemanAtha bhagavAna devakIne kaheze tenA bhAva avasare, caritra : "rAjyagAdI upara AvyA bAda yudhiSThiranI udAratA" : pAMDurAjAe rAjyanA bhAra yudhiSThirane soMpI dIdhA. yudhiSDira pitAnI AjJAthI rAjayanA vahIvaTa .-49

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38 zAradA dara saMbhALavA lAgyA. rAjayAbhiSeka vakhate dhRtarASTra, kaure badhA AvelA che. khUba AnaMda maMgalapUrvaka rAjyAbhiSekane mahatsava thaze. have juo, pAMDavonI keTalI udAratA che! samasta rAjayanI mAlikI yudhiSThiranI che chatAM emaNe zuM karyuM? pitAnuM rAjya hovA chatAM dharmarAjAe duryodhanane indraprasthanI rAjadhAnI oNpI. emaNe eka ja vicAra karyo ke kaura paNa mArA bhAIo che ne ! huM rAjaya karuM ne e besI rahe ? eTale duryodhanane Indraprasthane rAjA banAvyuM ane bIjA bhAIone paNa alaga alaga dezanA adhikArI banAvyA, khUba suMdara rIte vaheMcaNInI vyavasthA karI. pAMDurAja putronI udAratA joI AvelA dareka rAjAo temanI khUba prazaMsA karavA lAgyA, ane have mahotsava pUro thatAM dareka rAjAo pAMDurAjAnA tathA yudhiSThiranA caraNamAM namIne javAnI rajA mAMgavA lAgyA, te vakhate pAMDurAjAe AvelA mahemAna rAjAone khUba Adara satkAra karyo. rAjAo je je mUlyavAna bheTaNAM lAvyA hatA tene saharSa svIkAra karyo, ane pachI lAvyA hatA te karatAM Dabala ApIne sanmAnapUrvaka vidAya karyA. kRSNa vAsudeva paNa dharmarAjAne AzIvAda ApIne dvArakA gayA. duryodhanane yudhiSThire rAjaya ApyuM paNa tenA manamAM te ema thavA lAgyuM ke mAre te yudhiSThiranI AjJAmAM ja rahevAnuM ne? ene hastinApuramAM rahevuM na gamyuM eTale enA mAtA-pitA vigerene laIne Indraprastha zaheramAM jaIne rahevA lAgyo ane droNAcArya, vidarajI, gAMgeya eTale bhISmapitA vigere pavitra purUSe dharmarAjAnA guNethI AkarSAIne temanI pAse rahyA. Indra samAna tejasvI yudhiSThira rAjA pratipakSI rAjAothI pUjAtA pitAnA suyazane cAre dizAomAM phelAvatA pitAnA bhAI enI sAthe AnaMdapUrvaka hastinApuramAM rahevA lAgyA. A joIne pAMDurAjAne khUba saMtoSa thaze. have pAMDurAjAe kahyuM he mArA vahAlA putra ! tame rAjanItimAM khUba kuzaLa thaI gayA che. mane khUba saMtoSa thayo che. have mane saMyama mArge javAnI rajA Ape. rAja yudhiSThirane nija pitRse, khUba karI naramAI, dIkSita hene se vaMcita rakhe, ThaharAe gharamAM he.zrotA paNa yudhiSThira Adi pAMce bhAIo pAMDurAjAne evA vaLagI paDayA ke ame tamane nahi javA daIe. Apa bhale bIjuM kAMI na karaze, khuzIthI dharmArAdhanA karo paNa Apa ho te amane mIThI huMpha maLe. khUba Agraha karIne pAMDurAjAne dIkSA levA dIdhI nahi. pAMDurAjA anAsakta yogInI mAphaka rAjyamAM rahevA lAgyA. vasaMtaRtumAM vanarAjI khIlI uThe che tema yudhiSThiranA nyAya, nIti, satya, sadAcAra, sahiSNutA vigere guNothI rAya lakSamI vizeSa khIlI uThI hatI. samudranI bharatInI mAphaka yudhiSThiramAM dharmabhAvanAnI paNa vRddhi thavA lAgI. yudhiSThiranI tejasvitA,

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zAradA darzana 387 zUravIratA ne bhujabaLathI zatruo prabhAvita thayA, ane temane yaza khUba vRddhi pAme. prajAjane khUba AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyA. A rIte theDe samaya rAjaya calAvyA pachI yudhiSThirane divijaya karavAnI bhAvanA thaI. eTale temaNe pitAnA pitAjI pAMDurAjAnI pAse te bhAvanA vyakta karI. pAMDurAjAe AjJA ApI eTale sainya taiyAra karI dharmarAjA divijya karavA javA taiyAra thayA. tyAre cAre bhAIoe yudhiSThirane praNAma karIne kahyuM-moTAbhAI! jyAM kiraNothI aMdhakAra nAza thato hoya tyAM sUryane javAnI jarUra nathI, tema ApanA nAnA bhAI e yuddhamAM praviNa che. keIthI na chatAya tevA ajeya ddhA che. mATe Apane javAnI jarUra nathI. Apa ahI khuzIthI rahe. ame yuddha karavA mATe jaIe chIe. bhAIee khUba kahyuM eTale yudhiSThire rajA ApI ane cAre dizAmAM cAra cAra bhAIone mokalyA. yudhiSThiranI AjJAthI cAreya bhAIo meTA sainya sAthe mAtA-pitAnA AzIrvAda laIne cAra dizAmAM gayA. bhIma pUrva dizAmAM gaye. tame jANe che ne ke bhImanuM baLa keTaluM hatuM? e cAle te dharatI dhrujatI hatI. tame eka taNakhaluM upADe ne bhIma moTuM jhADa upADe te sarakhuM vajana lAge. evA bhaDavIra bhIme sainya laIne pUrva dizAmAM jaIne aMgabaMga, kaliMga, paMcAla, lATa vigere dezane chatI vijaya davaja pharakAvyuM. ane gaMgAsAgara saMgama para jayasthaMbha ropI badhA rAjAone pitAne tAbe karIne senA sahita kSemakuzaLa bhIma hastinApuramAM pahoMcI gaye. ane dakSiNa dizAmAM gayA hatA. ane dhanurvidyAmAM praviNa hatuM. eTale bANathI pitAnI kItinI vRddhi karate AgaLa vadhatuM hatuM. teNe mahArASTra, karNATaka, telaMga, kerala, vidarbha, drAviDa vagere dezanA rAjAo upara vijaya meLavyuM, ane tabaMdha rAmezvaramAM jyarthaMbha ropIne lATa, koMkaNa ane kuMtala vigere deza upara virya meLavI hastinApura pAchA AvI gayA. nakulane pazcima dizAmAM mokalyo hato. pitAnA yazarUpI pupenI sugaMdhathI pRthvIne sugaMdhita banAvatA nakula seraTha deza tarapha gayA. tyAM dvArakA nagarInA prajAjanenA mukhethI. kRSNanA guNagrAma sAMbhaLate karacha deza tarapha gaye. kaccha, yavana, zaka, paMjAba, siMdha vigere dezane jItIne nakula hastinApura AvI gaye. Indra samAna parAkramI sahadeva uttara dizAmAM gayo hato. tyAM teNe leke pitAnA parAkramathI kebeja, mAlava, kAzamIra, hUNa vigere dezone jItI tyAM vijyasthaMbha ropI hastinApura AvI gayA. A cAre bhAIe jyAM jyAM gayA tyAM temane saMgrAma khelavA paDayA nathI ke khUnakhAra yuddha karavA paDayA nathI. jayAM jaIne ubhA rahe tyAM temanuM teja jaIne sAmethI te rAjAe temane namI tAbedArI svIkArI

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va zAradA dezana letA ane je dezamAM je cIja prakhyAta hAya te cIjanuM mahumUlyavAna bheraNuM ApatA hatAM. dareka rAjAee vicAryu ke dharmAMrAjA jevA pavitra purUSa sabhALa rAkhanAra hAya tyAM ApaNe mAthe bhAra rAkhavAnI zI jarUra ? ema samajI saue temanu' zaraNuM svIkAryuM.... " jayavijaya sAthe nagaramAM praveza" ; A tarapha cAreya bhAI A cAra dizAmAMthI eka sAthe hastinApura pahoMcI gayA. cAra bha.e AvyAnA samAcAra vAyuvege hastinApuramAM prasarI gayA. vijaya, meLavIne AvyA jANIne nagarajaneAnA haiyA hileALe caDhayA. AkhI hastinApurI nagarIne vividha prakAranI racanAthI zaNagAravAmAM AvI. yudhiSThira mATI senA sahita bhAionu svAgata karavA mATe AvyA. mATAbhAine joi cAre pAMDavA praNAma karIne temane bheTI paDayA. paraspara maLavAthI khUba AnaMda thayA, pAMce bhAiee hAthI upara besIne hastinApuramAM praveza karyAM. prajAjanAe temanuM bhavya sva.gata karyuM". saune hunA pAra nathI. have AgaLa zuM manaze tenA bhAva avasare, //////// vyAkhyAna na-49 ddhi, zrAvaNa suda 12 ne gurUvAra tA. 25-8-77 anaMtajJAnI, sana ane sadazI" prabhue je vANI prarUpI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. jJAnI kahe che ke manuSya janma e hIrAnI khANu jevA ki'matI che. hIrAnI khANa te ki`matI hAya ne? e teA tame jANeA che ne ? tame khetaranI jamIna pAMca sAta vIghA kharIdaze ane hIrAnI khANunI eka e vAra jamIna kharIdo te emAM keAnI kimata vadhu che ? hIrAnI khANanI. hIrAnI khANunAM mUlya ApIne jamIna kharIdI paNa temAM hIrA nIkaLavA ke na nIkaLavA te bhAgyAdhIna che, paNa mAnavajanma teA hIrAnI khANa che, tenA sadupayAga kare teA avazya tenA phaLa svarUpe meAkSanA sukha AtmAne maLe che. bIjA janmA khANa kAlasAnI, mAnava hIrAnI khANujI, dhama tattvAne nahi samaje te, aphaLa jaze avatAra...vIrA tAre, manuSyabhavanI apekSAe khIjA janmA kAlasAnI khANu jevAM che. kAraNa ke manuSyabhavamAM je sAdhanA karIne karmonA 'dhana teADI zakAya che te khIjA janmAmAM teADI zakAtA nathI. AvuM samajIne jIvanamAM saraLatA, namratA, vinaya, viveka Adi guNo keLavavAthI manuSyajIvana sukhI ane che. A guNA pragaTa karavAthI zatrune mitra banAvI zakAya che ne ne A guNA jIvanamAM na Ave te mitra paNa zatru khanI jAya che. krodha mAna, mAyA, aAbha, rAga,dveSAdi avaguNA jIvanane khedAna medAna khanAvI de che, ane guNa Ave te jIvanamAM sadguNunAM phUlaDA khIlI uThe che, tenI suvAsathI jIvana maghamaghatuM ane che. Ave AtmA A leAkamAM sukhI bane che ne konA kSaya thatAM paraleAkamAM parama sukha prApta kare che, vItarAga prabhunI vANI upara jene zraddhA thAya che te AvA sadUguNA jIvanamAM

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389 rana zAradA keLavIne mAkSanA sukhane meLavI zake che. AThamu aMtagaDha sUtra e vItarAga prabhunI vANI che. emAM alaukika bhAvA bharelAM che. vItarAga vANI re pAvanakArI....hAM re e to pApIne punIta karanArI re... vItarAga prabhunI vANI pApImAM pApI krUra manuSyeAnA 'hRdayanuM parivartana kare che. paththara jevA kaThora hRdayanA mAnavIne paNa pIgaLAvI nAMkhe che. ApaNe je adhikAra cAle che temAM devakIrANI temanAtha bhagavAnanI vANI eka citte sAMbhaLI rahyAM che. temanAtha bhagavAna kahe che ke he devakI! e nAga gAthApatinI patnI sulazA jyAre kuvArI hatI tyAre tene mATe jyAtiSIe bhAkheluM ke A dIkarI marelA putrane janma Apaze. A sAMbhaLIne tene duHkha thayuM ane tenu nivAraNa karavA mATe teNe raNugameSI devanI pratimA banAvIne tenA gharamAM sthApanA karI. te darareAja vahelA uThIne pahelAM snAna karatI hatI. snAna karIne zuddha manatI hatI tyArabAda 3jI pahesariyA mahAda pu SaLa jIrU, rillAnAjIpAcanakriyA paLama k ta pachA sAttvik yA nihAreD thA / " pazu pakSI Adi prANIone mATe anna vagere bhAga judo kADhavA rUpa khalIka karatI tathA duHsvapnA Adi doSa nivAraka maSI tilakAdi rUpa kautaka maMgala kRtya karatI. pachI bhInI sADI paherIne rigameSI devanuM pUjana, arcana vidhI karIne praNAma karatI. pUjApATha karIne devane prArthInA karatI hatI ke hai deva! Apa te avadhijJAnI che. mArA lagna pachI mane kevuM kaSTa AvavAnu che te Apa jANeA che. mane marelA satAnAneA janma thaze teA leAkeA mane ema kaheze ke A mRtavadhyA che te he deva ! mAruM e kaSTa tame dUra karo. ema bhInI sADI paherIne eka citte prAnA karatI hatI, tyAra pachI te AhAra nihArAdi kriyAo karatI. devane prAnA karyAM pahelAM te saMsAranuM koI kArya karatI na hatI. devAnupriyA ! jue, sulazA sa'sAranA sukha mATe keTalu kare che! dareka sa`sArI jIne saMsAranuM sukha priya hoya che. saMsAranuM sukha meLavavA ane duHkhanuM nivAraNuM karavA mATe tapa, japa, niyama, bhakti vigere thAya teTalAM vAnA kare che, pazu eTalu jo AtmakalyANa mATe kare teA enuM duHkha TaLI jAya; vighna TaLe ne sukha maLe, evA dhamAM camatkAra che, pazu dharmAM kene game che? dhAvahUNA chatra saMsAramAM duHkhathI AkuLa vyAkuLa thAya che ne sukha zodhavA jatAM ne tyAM phAphAM mAratA heya che. chatAM tene sukha maLatu nathI ne duHkha TaLatuM nathI, duHkhathI akaLAyelA 'mAnavI saMteAnI pAse AvIne enA haiyAnI varALa kADhe che, tyAre saMte tene sAce rAha batAve che. satanA samAgama karavAthI dharmAM vaheMNA mAnavInuM jIvana kSaguvAramAM palTAI jAya che. koi eka gAmamAM eka zeTha khUba dhanavAna hatAM. zaibhava vilAsanAM sAdhanA ane sapattinA pAra na hatA. gAmamAM temanI AmarU ghaNI hatI. kuTu kha parivAra vizALa

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zAradA darzana hate. A zeTha dhamaSTha khUba hatAM. dararoja sAmAyika pratikramaNa Adi dharmakriyAo karavI, saMta samAgama kare. supAtra dAna devuM A badhuM zeThane khUba gamatuM hatuM. zeTha khUba guNIyala ne gaMbhIra hatAM, paNa temane eka vAtanuM moTuM duHkha hatuM. bele zuM duHkha haze? te tame kaheze? paisA, patnI, parivAra, pratiSThA badhuM hatuM. zeThane ekane eka putra hatuM. tene khUba lADakeDathI ucheryo hato, paNa kamabhAgye e chokaro moTe thatAM sAte vyasanamAM Asakta banI gaye. bApanA svabhAvathI tene svabhAva taddana viruddha hatuM. bApane saMta bahu gamatAM jyAre chokarAne sAdhu saMte dIThA gamatAM nahi. dharmanuM te nAma sAMbhaLavuM na game. A chokarAnuM vartana joIne bApanuM lohI ukaLI jatuM. huM A khAnadAna, huM ATale dharma karuM ne mAro cheka A nIkaLe? mArI AbarU zI ? chokarAne ghaNIvAra pAse besADIne samajAvatAM ne tene sudhAravA mATe prayatno karatAM hatAM, paNa kaI rIte karo sudharatuM nathI. Ane kevI rIte sudhAre tenA vicAramAM sadA te ciMtAtura rahetAM hatAM. eka vakhata te gAmamAM eka pavitra paropakArI saMta padhAryA. pUra zeSakALa te gAmamAM rokAyA. pelA zeTha roja upAzraye jatA. sAmAyika-pratikramaNa dararoja karatAM. AThama-pAkhInA divase pauSadha karatAM paNa zeThanuM mukha udAsa rahetuM. emanA mukha upara sadA ciMtAnI rekhAo taravaryA karatI hatI. saMta vicAre che ke Ane kaMIka duHkha che. eka divasa zeTha pauSadha karIne beThA hatAM. te divase bIjuM kaI na hatuM. ekalA zeThane joIne saMte pUchayuM-zeTha! tame saMpattithI mahAna che. gAmamAM tamArI pratiSThA khUba che. ApanuM kuTuMba vizALa che, putra paNa che. gAmamAM tamAruM varcasva ghaNuM che. chatAM Apa rAta-divasa udAsa kema rahe che? saMtanI vAta sAMbhaLIne zeThanuM haiyuM bharAI gayuM. AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. mAnavInI AMkhamAM be prakAre AMsu Ave che. keI vakhata harSanA AMsu Ave che ne kaI vakhata duHkhanA AMsu Ave che. harSanA AMsu mANasane khIlAve che ne duHkhanA AMsu mANasanuM lehI bALI nAMkhe che. zeThanI AkhamAM AMsu joI saMte hiMmata ApIne kahyuM ke tamane je duHkha heya te mane kahe, tamAruM haiyuM haLavuM thaze. saMsAramAMthI akaLAyelA mUMjhAyele mAnavI tenI pAse haiyAnI varALa ghaNIvAra ThAlave che. enI gupta vAte kahe che paNa saMte kadI koIne kahe nahi. saMta kahe che zeTha! je hoya te dila kholIne kahe. saMte khUba pUchyuM eTale zeThe kahyuM- gurUdeva ! saMsAramAM kahe teTaluM sukha mAre ghera che. mAtra eka vAtanuM duHkha che ke mAre ekane eka dIkare che. te sAte sAta vyasanamAM pUro thaI gayela che. eka paNa vyasana eNe bAkI rAkhyuM nathI. e mArA kuLane kalaMkita karavA uThe che. mAruM nAma ujajavaLa karavAne badale

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zAradA darzane baLavA beTho che. meM ene sudhAravA mATe thAya teTalA prayatna karyo paNa kaI rIte e sudharatuM nathI. mane rAta-divasa enI ciMtA thAya che ke huM jIvate chuM tyAM sudhI te ThIka che mArA maraNa pachI enuM zuM thaze ? e mArI AbarU ane kItine khatama karI nAMkhaze. mAre dharma keNa sAcavaze? ene dharma te dhatIMga lAge che ne saMta dIThA gamatAM nathI. mAre zuM karavuM ? - zeThanI vAta sAMbhaLIne saMte kahyuM-zeTha! eka divasa tame ene mArI pAse mokalajo. zeThe kahyuM -gurUdeva ! ene saMta pAse AvavAnuM kahuM te mane ema kahe che ke sAdhuDAone dha zuM che? emanI pAse javA jevuM zuM che ? je kaI divasa jaIe te A bAdhA le, te bAdhA le kare. mATe mAre javuM nathI. saMte kahyuM ke tame ene kaheje ke saMta tane keI bAdhA levAnuM ke tyAga karavAnuM nahi kahe. eTale zeThe ghera jaI putrane kahyuM ke beTA ! ApaNuM gAmamAM eka mahAna jJAnI vidvAna saMta padhAryA che. te eka divasa te emanA darzana karavA mArI sAthe cAla. khUba premathI kahyuM tyAre chokaro kahe che bApujI! tame mane badhI vAta karaje paNa sAdhu pAse javAnuM na kaheze e sAdhuDAe te badhI jamAta bhegI karIne choDA-cheDe sivAya bIjI kaI vAta karatAM nathI. zeThe kahyuM-beTA tuM enI ciMtA nA karIza. meM mahArAjane pahelethI kahI dIdhuM che ke mAro dIkaro ApanA darzana karavA Avaze paNa Apa tene kaI bAdhA Apaze nahi; eTale e tane kaI bAdhA Apaze nahi. mATe tuM eka vAra mArI sAthe darzana karavA cAla. chokarAMe vicAra karyo ke je mane saMta kaMI tyAga karavAnuM kahevAnA nathI te javAmAM mAruM zuM jAya che? mArA pitAne ema thaze ke mAruM kahyuM mAnyuM. ema vicArIne pitAnI sAthe upAzraye gaye. saMte tene besavA mATe kahyuM tyAre chokarAe kahyuM-mahArAja huM ahIM besuM te kharo paNa tame mane kaMI tyAga karavAnuM na kahe te besuM. nahitara huM A cAlya. saMte premabharyA vacanathI kahyuM ke bhAI! huM tane kaI cIjane tyAga karavAnuM nahi kahuM paNa kaMI grahaNa karavAnuM kahuM te karIza ke nahi ? tyAre chokarAe kahyuM-huM tamArI vAta sAMbhaLyA vinA kevI rIte hA kahuM. tame mane kahe pachI grahaNa karavA jevuM haze te grahaNa karIza, tyAre saMte tene kahyuM ke huM tane eTaluM ja kahuM chuM ke tAre satya bolavuM. ATale niyama levAnuM kahuM chuM paNa tyAga karavAnuM kahetuM nathI. - zeThane chokare vicAra karavA lAge ke bAdhA lauM ke na lauM ? have huM tamane pUchuM che ke tame satya bolavuM tevI bAdhA leze? mahAna purUSoe satyane bhagavAnanI upamA ApI che. AcAraMga sUtramAM bhagavate kahyuM che ke " fsA sarvameva samafmanAdi, racanA mApa 3vavidha me mAra ta " he AtmAo! tame

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- 3Hra zAradA darzana sara nuM sevana karo. satyanI ArAdhanA karanAra buddhimAna purUSe mRtyune tarI jAya che eTale mRtyuMjaya mRtyune jItI jAya. bole, satya bolavAmAM keTale lAbha che! satyathI mAnavI jagatamAM mahAna banI zake che. satyavAdIne jagata vizvAsa kare che paNa asatya belanArane kaI vizvAsa karatuM nathI. te sivAya eka satya balavAnI pAchaLa bIjA ghaNuM de jIvanamAMthI nAza pAme che. chekarAe vicAra karyo ke mahArAja mane satya bolavAnuM kahe che te satya bolavAmAM mArA sAta vyasanamAM vAMdho AvavAno nathI. pachI bAdhA levAmAM zuM vAMdho che ! ema vicArI mahArAjane kahe ke de mane bAdhA ne thAva tame rAjI. baMdhuo ! bAdhAthI kene lAbha thavAno che? lenArane. chatAM ajJAnI che zuM bole che? have zeTha ane dIkaro ghera AvyA. sAMje jamyA pachI chokarAne dArU pIvAnI Adata hatI eTale dArU pIvA javA mATe gharamAMthI bahAra nIkaLe. tyAM dukAnane vRddha munImajI temane sAmA maLyA. temaNe pUchyuM-beTA ! kayAM jAya che? A sAMbhaLIne zreSThi putra saMkaTamAM AvI ga. mAre zuM kahevuM ? dArU pIvA te rAja jato hate paNa kaI pUche te kaMI ne kaMI bahAnuM kADhIne juThuM bolatI paNa Aje te juThuM belAya tema nathI. huM dArU pIvA jAuM chuM ema kema kahI zakAya ! tethI mauna ca o gaye. bIje divase jugAra ramavA javuM che tethI yAda AvatAM ubhe thayA. tyAM mahetAjI pUche che nAnAzeTha! kayAM jAo che ? have juThuM belAya tema nathI. tethI kahayuM ke jarA jugArane dAva khelIne AvuM chuM. Ama kahIne jugAra ramI Avyo. eka divasa bApa dIkare dukAnamAM beThA hatAM. tyAM ene vezyA yAda AvI. te tarata dukAnamAMthI ubhe the. tenA pitAe pUchyuM-dIkarAatyAre tuM kyAM jAya che? have bApane kema kahevAya ke huM vezyAgamana karavA jAuM chuM. thoDI vAra mauna rahyo paNa bApe tene be traNa vAra pUchayuM tyAre nirlaja thaIne kahyuM ke huM vezyAne ghera jAuM chuM. meM satya bolavAnI pratijJA karI che paNa vezyAgamana karavAnI bAdhA lIdhI nathI. dIkarAnA A zabda bApanI chAtImAM tIranI jema bheMkAI gayA. e AghAta lAgyo ke mUcha khAIne zeTha bhUmi upara paDI gayA, paNa chekaro bApanI sAra saMbhALa levA ubhe na rahyo. arara...mAro dIkaro A nirlaja nIkaLyo ! e vezyAgamana kare! zeTha bebhAna thaI gayA. A cheka vezyAne ghera gaye, paNa tyAM cena na paDayuM. kAraNa ke bApa bebhAna paDayA che te dazya tenI najara samakSa khaDuM thayuM. aho ! huM ke adhama ! mArA pitAjIne mArA A kharAba kRtyathI keTale AghAta lAgyo ! e paDI gayAM chatAM huM emanI pAse ubhe na rahyo! e mane sudhAravA mATe keTaluM kare che chatAM huM suparate nathI! mArI devI jevI patnIne cheDIne A vezyAmAM meha pAmya! basa, have mAre A durvyasane na joIe, vezyAne gherathI nIkaLIne sIdhe dukAnamAM AvyuM. pitAjI jarA vastha thayA

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zAradA darzana hatA tyAM dIkare AvIne pitAjInA pagamAM paDaze ne Aja sudhI pote karelA kukartavyanI mAphI mAMgI. pitAjI! cAle, gurUdeva pAse. AjathI huM badhuM choDI daIza. pitAnA AnaMdane pAra na rahyo. dIkarAne bAthamAM laI lIdhe ne kahyuM-beTA! tuM AjathI mAre sAco dIkaro banyA. tyAre chokarAe kahyuM-pitAjI! saMte mane pratijJA ApI tene pratApa che. A pratijJA na lIdhI hatI te mArA jIvanamAM sudhAro na thAta. baMdhuo! dIkaro sudharI gayo eTale enA bApanuM duHkha TaLI gayuM. te saMtane mahAna upakAra mAnavA lAgyA. e chokarAe saMtane rAjI karavA pratijJA lIdhI hatI paNa je pratijJA lIdhI tene barAbara pALI. pratijJAne bhaMga na karyo te jIvana sudharI gayuM TUMkamAM mAre kahevA Azaya e che ke je manuSya jIvanamAM satyane apanAve che te dugumAMthI bacI jAya che. mATe jIvanamAM satyane apanAve, ane saMtane samAgama kare. saMtamAM pApIne punIta karavAnI jabbara tAkAta hoya che. jema nadI je je pradezamAM vahe che te te pradezanI bhUmine hariyALIne phaLadrupa banAve che, tema saMte je je kSetromAM padhAre che te te kSetrane tapa, tyAga, dAna, zIyaLa vigere dharmAnuSThAnathI hariyALu banAve che. temAM kaMIka manuSyanA hadayanuM parivartana thaI jAya che. kaMIka haLukamI che vairAgya pAmI jAya che. A mahAna lAbha satsaMgathI maLe che. devakI mAtA ne manAtha prabhunA mukhethI sulazAnI vAta sAMbhaLI rahyA che ke sulazA bALapaNathI ja hariNagameSa devanI bhaktivALI hatI. vadhu bhAva avasare. "caritra": bhIma, arjuna, sahadeva ane nakuLa cAre bhAIe cAre dizAmAM digvijaya karIne AvyA bAda AnaMdathI sAthe rahetA hatA. temAM arjunanI patnI ane kRSNa-vAsudevanI bahena subhadrAe eka putrane janma Ape. eTale dAsI deDatI rAjAne vadhAmaNI ApavA AvI. A sAMbhaLI AnaMdamAM vizeSa vRdhdhi thaI. putra rUparUpane aMbAra hate. putra janmanI vadhAmaNuM ApavA AvanAra dAsIne yudhiSThire khUba dhana ApyuM. garIbene paNa khUba dAna dIdhuM ane yudhiSThira mahArAjAe arjunanA putrane janmotsava ujavavA mATe dezadezanA rAjAone teDAvyA. kRSNajI mAmAnA dIkarA te hatA ja ane have arjunanA sALA thayA eTale temane teDavA nakuLane mokalyA. duryodhana bhAI thAya eTale tene teDavA sahadevane mekalyA. ane jene pahADa uparathI paDIne maratAM bacAvyA hatA te maNIcUDa vidyAdharane paNa teDAvyA hatA. badhA rAjAe dharmarAjAnA AmaMtraNane mAna ApIne potapotAnA parivAra sahita AvI pahecyA. abhimanyunA janma mahotsava prasaMge AvelA rAjAo": yudhiSThira mahArAjAnI kRpAdraSTi meLavavA mATe badhA rAjAe potAnA dezamAM utpanna thatI vastuo rAjAne ApavA mATe letA AvyA hatAM. pUrva dezanA rAjAe hAthI, dakSiNa dezanA zA.-50 ; ; .

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4 zAradA darzana rAjAo maitUryaratna, pazcima dezanA rAjAe kozeya va, senAnA AbhUSaNe ane uttara dezanA rAjAo uttama prakAranA gheDA lAvyA hatAM. te rAjAne bheTamAM ApI dIdhA. subhadrAne putra janmyA bArame divasa thaye tyAre te putrane maMgAvIne yudhiSThire tene kheLAmAM laIne ramADe. bALaka khUba tejasvI hatuM. tenuM rUpa, AkRti vigere joIne dharmarAjAe tenuM nAma abhimanyu pADayuM. A tarapha badhA rAjAo abhimanyune janma mahotsava ujavavA AvyA hatA temAM vidyAdhara maNIcUDa rAjA paNa arjunanA AmaMtraNathI AvyuM che. ane teNe potAnA bApa tulya mAnya che, ane arjunanA putrane janmotsava hatuM eTale tenA dilamAM khUba hoMza hatI. eTale teNe arjunanI AjJA laIne devakamAM sudharmA sabhA bharAya che tenA jevuM suMdara sabhAgRha banAvyuM hatuM. te zenuM banAvyuM hatuM te sAMbhaLe. e divya sabhAgRhamAM maNI ane mANekanA te sthaMbha banAvyA. cokamAM nIlama maNI ane sphaTika ratna jaDayA. tenA upara sUryanA kiraNe paDatAM te jhagamaga thatA hatA. jyAre sUrya udaya thaye ne kayAre asta thaye te khabara paDatI na hatI. temAM vividha prakAranI putaLIo banAvI hatI te jANe jIvatI ne jAgatI na ubhI hoya! tema lAgatuM hatuM. AvuM divya sabhAgRha je Ine loko khUba Azcaryamugdha banI gayA ke zuM A devabhavana ke manuSyanuM bhavana! A divya sabhAgRhamAM sphaTika ratnanuM siMhAsana banAvyuM. badhA rAjAo AvI gayA pachI te sabhAgRhamAM sabhA bharavAmAM AvI. kRSNa vAsudeva, dhana vigere AvI gayA hatAM. badhA dhIme dhIme sabhAmAM AvyA. yudhiSThira mahArAjA siMhAsana upara birAjamAna thayA. dareka rAjA potapotAnA mobhA pramANe siMhAsana upara goThavAI gayA. kRNujI sAthe daza dazArha Adi yAda AvyA hatA. vidyAre ane bIjA ghaNAM rAjAe sabhAmAM beThAM hatAM. temanAthI sabhA khUba zobhatI hatI. itane duryodhana cala AyA, IsI sabhA ke mAMya, jAdava pAMDavakI jhagamaga jAti, dekha rahA murrAya he tA A sabhAmAM duryodhana AvyuM. sabhAmAM rAjA yudhiSThiranA guNagAna khUba gavAtA hatA. A joIne duryodhananA dilamAM ISyano dAvAnaLa phATI nIkaLe, paNa ahIM tenuM zuM cAle ? badhAnI sAthe uparathI hasate meDha utsavamAM bhAga levA lAge. A mahe savamAM nATaka, saMgIta Adi vividha prakAranA pijhA beThavyA hatA. A rIte khUba dravya kharcIne ATha divasa sudhI abhimanyune janma mahetsava ujavavAmAM AvyuM. ekabIjA paraspara AnaMda vinoda karavAthI prema va. janmotsava pUro thatAM badhA pAMDurAjA ane yudhiSThiranI pAse javA mATe vidAya mAMge che. te vakhate pAMDurAjAe sau lAvyA hatAM tenAthI savAyA bheTazuM ApIne temanuM khUba sanmAna karIne vidAya ApI.

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zAradA darzana kalpa samudravijaya, kRSNa, baLadeva badhA dvArikA gayA. A samaye duryodhana Adi kaura paNa javAnI rajA mAMgavA AvyA tyAre pAMDurAjAe kahyuM ke tame te gharanA dIkarA kahevAo. A prasaMge padhAryA che te vadhu rokAo ne AnaMda karo. duryodhana ane pAMDavo vacce vavAyelA jheranAM bIja" :- pAMDurAjAnA kahevAthI duryodhana rokAI gaye paNa pAMDenI unnati tenAthI sahana thatI nathI. ahA ! pAMDanuM ATaluM badhuM mAna? emanI AgaLa te huM kaMI nathI. te aMdara IrSyAthI baLatuM hatuM. uparathI pAMDa sAthe premabharyuM vartana karatuM hatuM paNa haiyAmAM halAhala jhera bharyuM hatuM. nivAre mahutidati tu vira dAdana kayAre pAMDavone vinAza karuM. manamAM evuM ciMtavyA karato hate. - have eka divasa maNIcUDe banAvelA sabhAgRhamAM sI beThA hatAM. tyAre duryodhane tenA parivAra sAthe sabhAmAM praveza karyo. navIna sphaTikamaya pharasabaMdha jamInane pANI samajIne duryodhane kapaDAM uMcA lIdhA. tyAM evI racanA karelI hatI ke jayAM jamIna heya tyAM pANI dekhAya ne pANI heya tyAM jamIna dekhAya. jamIna hatI tyAM pANI che ema samajIne duryodhane kapaDA uMcA lIdhA eTale nokara hasavA lAgyA, ane jayAM jamIna samajIne cAlyA tyAM pANImAM lapasI paDaze. tenA kapaDA bhIMjAI gayA. tyAre duryodhane sarovaramAM kamaLa levA gaye hoya te dekhAva karavA lAgyA. A joIne bhaDavIra bhIma khaDakhaDATa hasI paDayA. dharmarAjA gaMbhIra hatAM te na hasyAM. temaNe navA kapaDA maMgAvIne duryodhanane kapaDA badalavAnuM kahyuM. A samaye tenA haiyAmAM koIne dAvAnaLa bhabhUkI uThe che. te kapaDA badalIne AgaLa cAlyA tyAM uMcI jamInane nIcI samajIne paga mUkyo eTale paDI gaye, tyAre arjuna hasavA lAgyA. khullA dvArane ratnanAM caLakATathI baMdha samajIne duryodhana pAcho pharyo tyAre nAnA sahadeva ane nakuLa khaDakhaDATa hasI paDayA ne belyA, are, moTAbhAI! tame juo te kharA. A dvAra baMdha nathI paNa khulluM che. tame kayAM pAchA pharyA! A samaye upara jharUkhAmAM beThelI draupadI mukha macakeDatI belI uThI ke "AMdhaLAne dIkarA AMdhaLA ja hoya ne " aAma te duryodhana aMdarathI baLI rahyo hate, temAM te paDI gayo tethI badhA hasyA eTale tenA aMtaramAM krodhanI javALAo bhabhUkI uThI. temAM adhUrAmAM pUruM dropadI vinA vicAryuM AvA kaveNa belI. A zabdoe jema ke mANasa ghA upara mIThuM bhabharAve te kevI baLatarA uThe tevI tenA dilamAM baLatarA zarU thaI. tenA manamAM thayuM ke A nAnA chokarA jevA sahadeva nakuLe paNa mArI keTalI majAka uDAvI. bhIma ane arjuna paNa keTalA abhimAnI banI gayA che ke meM saheja kapaDA uMcA lIdhA temAM hasavA lAgyA ne temanI patnI draupadIe te belavAmAM bAkI rAkhI

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lA % nathI. basa, have A apamAnane badale game tema karIne laIza. A jheranAM bIja vavAI gayA. have zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM- 50 dvi. zrAvaNa suda 13ne zukravAra tA. 26-8-77 anaMta karUNAnIdhi, zAsana samrATa mahAvIrasvAmIe bhavya jInA uddhAra mATe samajAvyuM che ke he cetana ! tuM anAdikALathI parabhAvamAM rakhaDI rahyo che. Indrione vaza thaIne padgalika sukhamAM te anaMta kALa pasAra karyo paNa haju tRpti thaI nathI. zA mATe tRpita thatI nathI tenuM kAraNa tamane samajAya che ! zAMta citte vicAra karaze te samajAze ke anaMtakALathI mAro AtmA bhautika sukha meLavavA mATe bhavamAM bhamya che; paNa sukha maLyuM nathI. duniyAnA dareka jIve sukhanA abhilASI che, paNa sAcuM sukha karyuM che tenI khabara nathI, ane parabhAvamAM paDI sukha mATe ukaLATa mUMjhavaNa karyA kare che. A ukaLATa ane badhI mUMjhavaNa kayAM sudhI che? jyAM sudhI samajaNanI saravANI phUTI nathI tyAM sudhI che. chIcharA vIraDAmAM pANI Ave che paNa thoDuM ulece eTale khAlI thaI jAya che paNa pAtALa kUve chede heya temAM sadA pANInI sera AvyA kare che. jema ulecaze tema navuM pAchuM AvatuM rahe che. eTale pAtALa kUve kadI khAlI thata nathI, tema jenA jIvanamAM samajaNanI saravANI vahe che tene game tevA duHkha paDe te paNa duHkha thatuM nathI. samajaNa ene duHkha sahana karavAnuM baLa Ape che ne duHkhamAM sukhano anubhava karAve che. AvI samajaNa vItarAga prabhunI vANInuM zravaNa karavAthI maLe che. devakIrANI nemanAtha prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLe che. ene nemanAtha prabhunA vacanamAM aTala zradhdhA hatI, jANe bhagavAna belyA ja kare ne huM temanA vacana rUpI pune mArA aMtaramAM jhIlyA ja karuM evI temanI bhAvanA hatI. sAMbhaLIne besI rahevuM ema nahIM paNa bhAvanA kevI hatI? "vA lAgelu chA sadA juttA " bhagavaMtanI vANInuM zravaNa karyA pachI tenuM teo AcaraNa karatA hatAM. temane vItarAga vANInuM zravaNa ane temanI AjJA mujaba AcaraNa karavAnA keDa jAge che? jo keDa jAgatA hoya te tamArAmAM "rUcI" guNa che tema kahI zakAya. rUcinA be svarUpa che. "zravaNa ane AcaraNa" A bannenI mAtra IrachA nahIM paNa tIvra abhilASA hovI joIe. kevaLa IcchAthI kAma nahI cAle paNa AcaraNa karavAnI zakti joIze. AvI rUcI vinA samyaktva ratnanI zudidha na thaI zake. saMgItanA rasIyAone keI zreSTha saMgItakAranuM saMgIta sAMbhaLavAne keTale rasa hoya che! enAthI paNa adhika rasa jIvane vItarAga vANI sAMbhaLavAmAM have joIe.

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zAhA hAthamAM vItarAga vANInA rasano svAda cAkha heya te tenA mukhethI vItarAga vANInuM satata zravaNa kare. e paNa cittanI ekAgratA pUrvaka ane aMtaranA Adara pUrvaka kare. zravaNa karIne AvyA pachI tenA para vicAra karatAM zIkhe. ciMtana ane manana karatAM zIkhe. je A pramANe karaze te zravaNane sAce rasa pedA thaze. zravaNa karyA pachI vitarAga prabhunI AjJAnusAra AcaraNa karavAnI tIvra abhilASA jAgRta thaze. vItarAga vacanamAM zradhdhA karIne tene TakAvI rAkhavA mATe zravaNa ane AcaraNa A be prakAranI rUcI keLavavI paDaze. | nemanAtha bhagavAna devakIjIne kahe che he devakI ! e sulazA gAthApanI hariNagameSI devanI khUba rasapUrvaka bhakti karatI. enI bhakti karyA pahelAM te anna pANI letI na hatI ke saMsAra vyavahAranI koI paNa kriyA karatI na hatI. nAhI dhoI svaccha banI svaccha vastra paherIne hariNagamelI devanI sevAbhaktinuM kAma pUrNa karyA pachI badhuM karatI hatI. Aje ame tamane kahIe ke tame eTale niyama kare ke savAramAM uThIne eka sAmAyika karyA pahelAM tamAre bIjuM kaMI kAma karavuM nahi. tyAre tame kahI dezo ke amAre te uDatA veMta cA-dUdha joIe pachI bIjI badhI vAta. paNa huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tame khUba mUMjhavaNamAM AvI gayA te vakhate koI saMte kahe ke devAnupriyA ! dharma kare. dharma karavAthI zAMti thaze. pratijJA le ke sAmAyika karyA vinA annapANI levA nahi ke saMsAranuM kaI kAma karavuM nahi ane roja navakArazI avazya karavI. bole, A vakhate tame zuM karo ? niyamanuM pAlana premathI kare ne ? kayAM gaI tamArI muzkelI? vicAra, vItarAgI saMtane AtmA taraphanuM lakSa hoya che. kaThora kamene khapAvavA mATe teo bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara muzkelIo veThe che. "saMta purUSanI Atma jAgRti" - eka saMta khUba AtmalakSI hatA. mekSamAM jatA AtmAne aTakAvanAra vidane TALavA mATe temaNe pramAdane tyAga karyo hate, te rAta-divasa AtmA mATe jAgRta rahetA hatAM. rakhene kaI rAga, dveSa, kodha, mAna, mAyA, lebharUpI lUMTArAo pravezI na jAya te mATe khUba sAvadhAna rahetA. eka vakhata e saMtanA manamAM vicAra AvyuM ke sthAnakamAM rahIne saMyamanuM pAlana karuM chuM tenA karatAM have jaMgalamAM ke kaI pahADa upara agara guphAmAM jaIne dhyAna karuM. kAraNuM ke pariSaha Ave mArAmAM kSamAM rahe che ke nahi te khabara paDe. AvA vicArathI saMta gADha jaMgalamAM eka vRkSa nIce dhyAna karIne ubhA rahyA. A samaye najIkanA zaheranA rAjAe jaMgalamAM zikAra karavA mATe AvyA che. temaNe saMtane joyA. saMtane joIne te manamAM belI uThayA ke A sAdhuDAe te navarA che. emane kaMI kAma dhaMdhe che? mastAnA thaIne jaMgalamAM rakhaDe che ne pAchA ema kahe che ke ame te keInA upara krodha na karIe, keIne kaTu vacana na kahIe, te lAva Aja jeuM emanI kSamA,

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3909 zAradA na "saMtane jotAM rAjAnI dRSTimAM krUratA" :-A rAjA pAse cAra karaDu kUtarA hatA. ene rAjAe pALI pASIne vikarALa vAgha jevA manAvyA hatA. te kUtarA ajANyA mANasane dekhe ke karaDI khAtA. AvA kUtarAene rAjAe chUTA mUkI dIdhA. kUtarA jyAM saMta che tyAM doDayA paNa sa`tanI pAse na jaI zakayA. eka hAtha dUra sthira thai gayA. have kUtarA na te saMta pAse jaI zake ke na tA pAchA vaLI zake. tevI sthiti thaI. rAjA vicAra karavA lAgyA ke mArA kUtarAene zuM thaI gayuM ? kema karaDatA nathI ne sthira thai gayA che ? kalAka pachI sa Mte dhyAna pALyuM ne kUtarA sAme STi karI eTale kUtarA saMtanA caraNamAM mastaka namAvIne pAchA pharyAM. te vakhate kUtarAnI AMkhamAM pazcAtApanA AMsu AvI gayA. aA ! A mahAtmA AvA pavitra che ne ame AvA krUra anIne temane karaDavA AvyA. dhikkAra che amArI krUra jAtine ! ema pazcAtApa karatAM rAjA pAse AvyA tyAre rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke A kUtarA kema raDe che? tyAre kUtarA jANe izArA karIne rAjAne kahetA nA hoya ke he rAjA ! e saMtane karaDIne tame amane narakamAM javA mAkayA ? ame te pazu chIe paNa tame teA mAnava che ne ? tamane ATaluM jJAna nathI ke saMtane saMtApavAthI keTalu' pApa lAge che ? " rAjAnA thayelA hRdayapalTA" kUtarAnA mUMgA izArAthI rAjAnA hRdayanuM parivana thaI gayuM. enA manamAM vicAra thayA ke A kUtarA karatAM paNa huM krUra chuM, pApI chuM, adhama chuM. meM AvA pavitra saMtanI avahelanA karI? me' satane karaDavA kUtarA meAkalyA? ane atyAra sudhImAM AvA kaMika. saMtAnI meM azAtanA karI che. hu marIne kayAM jaIza ? mArA pApanuM prAyazcita karavA huM ApaghAta karIne marI jAuM. rAjA maravA mATe najIkanA pahADa upara caDhayA. caDhIne paDavA jAya che tyAM satanI dRSTi temanA upara paDI. saMte durathI kahyuM sabUra....sabUra. Ama kahetA te pahADa upara caDhI gayA ne rAjAne maravAnu kAraNa pUchyuM. tyAre rAjAe AMkhamAMthI AMsu sArIne kahyuM-mahArAja ! A pApIne jIvatA rAkhavAmAM sAra nathI. huM kUtarA, siMha, vAgha ane dIpaDAthI paNu krUra chuM. mahAna pApI chuM. mane maravA do. tyAre saMte rAjAne upadeza ApyA ke he rAjana! A mAnavajanma mahAna puNyArca maLyeA che. tene Ama gumAvAya? atyAra sudhI ajJAna dazAmAM tame pApa karyuM. have samajyA tyAMthI savAra samajIne pApanI pravRtti baMdha kare. eTale rAjAe saMtanA caraNamAM mastaka jhUkAvIne pApanA pazcAtApa karyAM ne pote karelA pApanI mAphI mAMgI, tyAre saMte temane upadeza ApatAM kahyuM ke he rAjan! duniyAnA dareka prANIone jIvavuM game che. maravu kAI ne gamatu nathI. mATe have tame AjathI pratijJA kare ke mAre koI jIvane mAravA nahi. zikAra karavA nahi. satanA upadezathI rAjAe pratijJA karIne jIvana sudhAryuM. eka pratijJA paNa mAnavInA jIvanamAM jo kharAkhara paLAya tA te peAtAnA jIvanane ujjavaLa banAvI zake che,

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zAradA darzana zAMtinAtha bhagavAnanA jIve megharatha rAjAnA bhavamAM evI pratijJA karI hatI ke je zaraNe Ave tenuM rakSaNa karavuM tene abhayadAna ApavuM. e pratijJA pAlanamAM pitAnA prANanuM balidAna devuM paDe te devA taiyAra hatA. megharatha rAjAnA jIvanamAM eka vAra kaseTI AvI. megharathanA kheALAmAM bhayathI taraphaDatuM pArevuM AvIne paDayuM, tyAre bAje kabUtaranI mAMgaNI karatAM kahyuM -rAjana! e kabUtara mAro zikAra che. mAruM bhejana che mATe mane seMpI de. bhAI! keIne paNa chava keInuM bhojana nathI. jIvanI hatyA karI tuM zA mATe narakane AmaMtre che? ane A kabUtara mArA zaraNe AveluM che. zaraNe AvelAnuM rakSaNa karavAne mAre dharma che. tAre joIe te tenA vajana jeTaluM anAja ApuM. rAjana! mAre anAja na joIe. mane te mAMsa khape che. tame enuM mAMsa Ape kAM tenuM vajana jeTaluM tamAruM mAMsa Apa te mane AnaMda thAya. ThaMDaka vaLe. rAjAe trAjavA maMgAvI eka pallAmAM pArevuM ne bIjA pallAmAM pitAnI jAMghamAMthI mAMsa kApIne mUkavA mAMDayuM. A dazya jotAM jenArAnAM rUMvADA ubhA thaI jAya paNa rAjA zuM vicAre che? he AtmA! Aje AnaMdane divasa che. Aja tAruM mAMsa eka jIvane bacAvavAmAM kAma AvI rahyuM che. tuM jarA duHkhI na banIza. A nAzavaMta deha Akhare agnimAM jalI javAnuM che. A vinAzI dehathI avinAzI AtmAnI saMpatti maLI rahI che. eka nirdoSa jIvane abhayadAna maLI rahyuM che mATe tuM AnaMda pAma, Ama vicAratAM jAMghamAMthI mAMsa kApatA jAya ne pallAmAM mUktA jAya, paNa pArevAnuM palluM name nahi. AkhI jAMgha mAMsa vinAnI thaI gaI. pachI bIjA aMgo kApavA mAMDayA. chevaTe pite AkhA pallAmAM besI gayA. rAjAnI daDhatA joI tyAM deve pragaTa thayA ane megharathanI dayAne jayanAda karyo. A ja AtmA zAMtinAtha bhagavAna banyA. temanI dayAnA prabhAve mAtAnA garbhamAM AvatAM janatAne marakIne roga maTADe. (pU. mahAsatIjIe A vAta suMdara chaNAvaTathI samajAvI hatI paNa ahIM tene sAra lakhe che. ane pratijJAmAM daDha rahevA Takora karI hatI.) sulazAnI hRdayapUrvakanI bhaktithI hariNagameSI deva tenA upara prasanna thaye. jenA upara deva prasanna thAya che tenuM kAma thaI jAya che, ane enI je IcchA hoya te pUrNa kare che. eTale ahIM hariNagameSa deve zuM karyuM?: "tara risI ye sulasAe gAhAvaiNIe aNukaMpaTTAe sulasa gAhAvaiNiM tumaM ca NaM dovi samauThayAo karei, tat of 7 vi tayameva jame Ii " nemanAtha bhagavAna kahe che ke devakIdevI ! te sulazA gAthApatnInuM duHkha dUra karavA mATe tenA upara prasanna thayele hariNagamelI deva sulazAnI anukaMpAne lIdhe sulazA gAthApatnIne ane tane eka ja divase tumatI karate hate. ane tame baMne eka sAthe garbhavatI banatI hatI. kadAca tamane ema thaze ke AvuM kema bane ? bhAI ! devenI zakti agAdha hoya che, te dhAre te karI zake

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400 che. A vAta hajI temanAtha bhagavAna devakIjIne kaheze tenA bhAva avasare, " caritra" : bhagavAna kahe che tame jema pANI gaLIne pIvA che tema vacana paNa gaLIne kheleA. kuvacananA kevA pariNAma Ave che ? zAradA na vacana vade sajjana, vacana vande durjana, veNu kaveNamAM meATu' atara che. dropadIe veNu kADhayA, aMdhe jAyA aMdha huA, kurUkSetre jaMga huA veNu kaveNumAM.... draupadInA eka vacane kevA jaga macAA te vAta AgaLa Avaze. ahI duryodhanane A apamAnathI khUba krodha Avye. huM ATalA moTA ne mArI bharasabhAmAM AvI majAka uDAvI ! kahevata che ne ke "mUla kalaha kI jagame' hAMsI, rAga mUla hai khAMsI." A jagatamAM kalezanuM mULa hAya tA hAMsI che. keAInI sheja hAMsI, majAka karavAthI temAMthI meATu' rUpa pakaDAi jAya che ne kalezanu kAraNa bane che. khAMsI madhA regAnu` mULa che tema hAMsI jhaghaDAnuM mULa che. sabhAnA kAryakrama pUrA thayA eTale sau pAtapotAnA sthAne cAlyA gayA, tyAre pAMDavA durgaMdhanane kahe che moTAbhAi ! ApaNe badhA ahI. AnaMda karavA mATe bhegA thayA chIe ne tame ATalA badhA udAsa kema khanI gayAM che ? tamane zuM khATu lAgyuM che? tame amane kaheA paNa duryodhana kAMi khelatA nathI. chevaTe dharmarAjAe khUba pUchyuM tyAre kahe che bhAI! kahevA jevuM zuM che ? tame najare na joyu ke A sabhAmAM AvatAM me' pANI mAnIne kapaDA uMcA lIdhA. jamIna mAnIne cAlatAM paDI gayA ane dvAra mAnIne aMdara jatAM bhIMta sAthe bhaTakAyA tethI tame badhA keTalu' hasyA! e tA ThIka paNa draupadInA keTalA badhA rUAkha che? jANe huM pAMca patinI patnI. ene game tema khelavAnI chUTa che. eNe mane kevA veNa kahyA ? AMdhaLAnA dIkarA AMdhaLA ja hAya ne! e mArA khApa sudhI paheAMcI gaI chatAM ane kAI kahenAra nathI ke draupadI ! tu A zu' khele che? A zabdothI mane khUba duHkha thayuM che. vaDIlanI AvI majAka karavI te mane bilakula ThIka lAgatuM nathI. "dharAjA taraphathI durgaMdhanane AzvAsana" : dharmarAjAe kahyuM. bhAI ! A te khA maneArajana kAryakrama che. ApaNe badhA AnaMda vaneAda karavA bhegAM thayAM chIe. A prasaMge kAI hase ke majAka uDAve temAM ApaNe kheATu' lagADavAnuM na hoya. duryodhana kahe che A sAmAnya majAka nathI uDAvI. mane teA hADohADa lAgI Avyu che. dharmAMrAjA khUba saraLa hatAM. temaNe kahyuM ke huM ane mArA cAre bhAI ApanI pAse mAphI mAMgIe chIe, ne draupadI paNa tamArI pAse mAphI mAMgaze, paNa eka vAta jarUra samajI lejo ke AvA AnaMda vinAdanA prasaMge AvI nAnI nAnI khAkhatAmAM krodha karavA, du:kha lagADavu' te Apane mATe cAgya nathI lAgatu. Ama kahI khUba samajAvye paNa

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zA dazama kaI rIte tenA manane zAMti thaI nahi. thoDA divasa rokAIne duryodhane pAMDurAjA pAse vidAya mAMgI eTale tene nehapUrvaka Adara satkAra karIne pAMDurAjA tathA dharmarAjAe vidAya ApI. duryodhana tenA mAmA zakuni Adi parivAra sAthe indraprastha javA nIka rastAmAM keInI sAthe premathI vAtacIta karatA nathI. atyaMta udAsa banI ga che, duryodhananI AvI paristhiti joIne tenA mAmAe pUchayuM. vatsa! tuM ATale badhe gamagIna zA mATe rahe che? tyAre uDe nisAso nAMkhatA duryodhane kahyuM ke the pAMDava nahi brAta hamAre, hai duzamana ati krUra adUbhUta sabhA banA dhUtAre, hasI karI bharapUra hotA. : he mAmA ! Ama te pAMDavenI samRddhi joIne mArA dilamAM Aga saLagelI hatI. meTA moTA rAjAo temanA caraNamAM name che ne tene keTale Adara satkAra kare che. temanI sattA, samRdhdhi ne sanmAna joIne mAruM hRdaya agnimAM lAkaDA baLe tema baLI rahyuM hatuM. temAM IndranI sabhAne paNa jhAMkhI pADe tevI adbhUta sabhA banAvIne te dhUtArAoe mAruM haDahaDatuM apamAna karyuM che. e mArA bhAIo nathI paNa mArA duzmana che. ATalA badhA moTA moTA mANasa vacce pAMDa ane draupadIe mAruM apamAna karyuM ! AvA apamAnita jIvane jagatamAM jIvavA jevuM zuM che ? ane bIjuM huM temane vaibhava ne saMpatti joI zakatuM nathI. mATe he mAmA! te A jaMgalamAM ja gaLe phAMso khAIne marI jaIza. mAre IndraprasthamAM AvavuM nathI. tame tyAM jaIne mArA pitAjIne samAcAra Apaje ke duryodhana marI gayA che. zani ane duryodhana vacce vArtAlApa zakunie kahyuM. duryodhana ! A tArI vAta barAbara nathI. pAMDave keTalAM saraLa che! e te ema mAne che ke ame pAMca bhAI nathI paNa 105 bhAIe chIe, ane huM emane duzamane mAne che ? sajjana te svajanonA abhyadayamAM AnaMda mAne che, ane pAMDavonA rAjaya karatAM tamAruM rAjaya kayAM nAnuM che! kadAca temanA puNyodayathI saMpatti vadhI gaI te tamAre AnaMda mAnave joIe, paNa tamane duHkha te na ja thavuM joIe. yudhiSThire bIjA rAjAone jItIne temanA tAbe karyA te zuM tamAre mATe AnaMdanI vAta nathI ? beTI IrSyA zA mATe kare che tyAre duryodhana kahe che mAmA ! tame paNa pAMDane pakSa le che. amAro pakSa letA nathI, paNa mane te ema ja thAya che ke jANe pAMDane jItI lauM eTale AkhI pRthvIne meM jItI tema lAge. duryodhananI vAta sAMbhaLIne zakunie kahyuM-duryodhana! Indra paNa pAMDavone yuddhamAM jItI zake tema nathI. kAraNa ke yudhiSThiranI zUravIratAthI dhIra purUSe paNa kAyara banI jAya che, ane bhaDavIra bhImanuM nAma sAMbhaLIne gajAsura jevA rAkSase paNa bhAgI jAya zA-51

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che. zatruonI chAtIne bANa vaDe phADI nAMkhanAra ajuna sAme paNa keNuM laDavA taiyAra thAya? dekhAvamAM yamunA samAna ane parAkramamAM yamarAja samAna talavArane dhAraNa karanAra sahadeva ane nakulane paNa keNa jItavA samartha che? ane kRSNa vAsudeva jevA temanA sahAyake che. eTale zastrAzastranA yuddhamAM paNa temane keI jItI zake tema nathI. eka te temanA jambara puNyane udaya che, ane bIjuM temane moTA moTA sahAyako che. vaLI teoe digvijaya karIne AkhI pRthvInuM rAjya meLavI lIdhuM che. jethI tame se bhAIo, karNa ane huM badhA bhegA thaIne temanI sAme yudhdha karIe te paNa chatI zakIe tema nathI. temane jItavAne eka bIjo upAya che te huM tamane batAvIza. A pramANe zakuni mAmAnuM vacana sAMbhaLIne duryodhane kahyuM-mAmA! ka upAya che te mane jaldI kahe. have duryodhananA haiye ThaMDaka vaLI che. have tenA mAmA tene pAMDane jItavAne upAya batAvaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. (kAMdIvalImAM birAjatA bA.bra. pU. vasubaI mahAsatIjInA sadupadezathI cha daMpatIe AjIvana brahmacarya vratanI ArAdhanAmAM joDAtA pU. mahAsatIjIne vinaMtI thatAM teozrInI pAse paccakhANa levAnA hevAthI zrAvaNa suda caudaza punamanA 5. mahAsatIjI kAMdIvalI padhAryA hatA.) | hatI vyAkhyAna naM. 51 kri zrAvaNa suda 15 ne ravivAra "rakSA baMdhana brahAcarya mahatsava' tA. 28-8-77. prakhara vyAkhyAtA bA, bra. viduSI pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInuM kAMdIvalI saMghanA AgrahathI Agamana' sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne baheno! Aje zrI kAMdIvalI saMghanA AMgaNe bhavya brahmacarya mahotsava che ane tapa mahotsavanI pUrNAhUtino maMgala divasa che. jJAnI bhagavaMte kahe che ke brahmacarya eTale AtmAnI zaktino sAro sadupayoga. brahmacarya e AtmAnuM sAcuM saudarya che. sthUlibhadranI vAta te Ape ghaNIvAra sAMbhaLI che. e jyAre saMsAramAM hatA tyAre kezAnI kAyAnA sauMdaryamAM mugdha banyA hatA, ane saMyama lIdhA pachI gurUnI AjJAthI te kezAne tyAM cAtumArsa gayA. have te AtmAnuM sauMdarya jenuM khIlI uThayuM che tevA muni zuM kezAnA rUpanA sauMdaryamAM AkSaya kharA ? "nA". te vilAsI ane vikArI vAtAvaraNa vacce paNa merUparvatanI jema aDela rahyA, eTale kezAnI vicAradhArA palaTAI. tyAre munie kahyuM, he kezA !

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zA darzana emAM Azcarya pAmavA jevuM kaMI nathI. je che te ja che. navuM kaMI nathI. tyAM sudhI sAcA sauMdaryanI pichANa na hatI tyAM sudhI dehane sauMdaryanuM sAdhana mAnate hate. carmacakSu cAmaDInA sauMdaryane cAhe che jyAre jJAnacakSu AtmAnA sauMdaryane cAhe che. sauMdaryanuM satya svarUpa samajAyuM eTale deha pratyene rAga, mamatva ane tenA para AnaMda ApameLe chUTI gayo ne AtmAnurAga pragaTa thayo. kezAne paNa muninA AtmasparzI rahasyabharI vAtane sAra samajAtAM kezA vezyA maTI satI banI. muninA satsaMgathI kezA vezyAe satItvane zaNagAra saje ne sAcI zrAvikA banI. A che cAritrane prabhAva. caturgatinI aMdara AtmA anaMtakALathI rakhaDI, viSane AdhIna banI teNe saMsArane vadhAryo che. jeno AtmA pavitra banyA heya ne aMtarAtmA raNakAra karate hoya tevA AtmA brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra karavA tatpara bane che. sarva parvatemAM merU parvata sarva nadIomAM gaMgA-siMdhu nadI, sarva prANIomAM baLavAna siMha, sarva vRkSamAM kalpavRkSa zreSTha che tema sarva vratamAM brahmacarya e sarva zreSTha che. brahmArcayamAM e tAkAta che ke brahmacArI AtmAne jotAM kAmInA kAma vikAra paNa pIgaLI jAya che. khAnadAna pratiSThita, lakSAdhipati zeThane dIkare IlAcI kumAra naTaDInI pAchaLa gAMDe bane ne tenI sAthe lagna karavA taiyAra thaze. naTa kahe tame amArI naTa kanyAne kayAre paraNI zake ke naTa banIne nAce, rAjAne rIjhavIne paisA meLave ne amArI vAta jamADe pachI ame naTakanyAne paraNAvIe. eka naTakanyAne paraNavA dUdha cekhAne khAnA, chatra palaMgamAM piDhanAre IlAcI vahAlA mAtA pitAne ane sarva sukhone tyAga karI ghara choDI cAlI nIkaLe. ATale tyAga je teNe AtmA mATe karyo hota te tenuM kalyANa thAta, ane mAtA pitAnI AbarU vadhArata, paNa mohadazA bhayaMkara che. IlAcI nAcavAnI kaLA zIkhI gaye. have rAjAne rIjhavIne InAma laIne naTakanyA paraNavI che. A naTa kanyA upara rAjA mohita thAya che. IlAcI dera upara caDha che. nara Icche che rAjAnuM dhana ane rAjA Icche che naTakanyA, IlAcI dera upara nAcI rahyo che. traNa vAra caDha ne utaryo paNa InAma maLatuM nathI. tyAM zuM banyuM? sAmA gharamAM paMca mahAvratadhArI tyAgI munine gaucarI karatAM joyA. sauMdaryavaMtI ne rUpavaMtI kanyA munine gaucarI vaherAvI rahI che. chatAM muni tenA sAmuM daSTi paNa karatAM nathI. A dazya dera para nAcatAM IlAcIe joyuM, ane manamAM vicAra karavA lAgyA ke jyAM A muni ! ane kayAM mArI dazA ! huM kayAM bhUlyo? tyAgI AtmAnA samAgamathI, temanA darzanathI paNa viSayenA viSa utarI jAya che. jema sarpa ane noLiye sAmasAmA laDe che ne DaMkhe che tyAre laDatAM laDatAM noLIye eka kaLA vAparIne jyAM noravelanuM jhADa che tyAM pahoMcI jAya ne nevela suMghI le. noravela suMghavAthI sarpanA jhera utarI

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zAradA darzana jAya che, tema munine jotAM IlAcInA viSayenA viSa utarI gayA. tyAM pariNAmanI dhArA vadhatAM zapaka zreNae caDhatAM ghAtI karmano kSaya karI kevaLajJAna pAmI gayA. brahmacaryamAM e zakti che ke bhalabhalAnA hRdayane pIgaLAvI de che. amArA vasubaI mahAsatIjIe vItarAga vANIne lerI nAda vagADa. rAjA laDAImAM jAya tyAre sainike raNazIMgA phUke eTale kSatriyanA baccA thanathanI uThe, tenuM zUrAtana khaLabhaLe tema vasubaI mahAsatIjIe bhagavAna mahAvIranA cAritranA raNazIMgA phUkayA ke je sAcA sainike ne vIra hoya te jAgI jAva, temanA bherI nAde 12 AtmAo jAgRta banyA. e raNazIMgAnA nAde ubhA thaI gayA. teo hamaNAM brahmacaryavrata aMgIkAra karaze. Ajano divasa rakSAbaMdhanane che. bhAI-bahenanI rakSAne zubha saMkalpa eTale rakSAbaMdhana. saMsAranA sarva saMbaMdhamAM bhAI bahenanA saMbaMdhanuM sthAna sarvocca ane sukhadAyI che. bahena mATe bhAI ane bhAI mATe bahena e sanehanuM sarovara che. Aje bahena bhAInA ghare jaze ne bhAIne rAkhaDI bAMdhaze. je bahena bhAInA ghera pahoMcI zake tema nahi hoya te TapAlamAM rAkhaDI mekalaze. bahena bhAIne rAkhaDI bAMdhe tenI pAchaLa bhAInI javAbadArI che. mAtra nAnuM rezamanuM phumatuM ane tenI sAthe rahele dara enuM nAma ja rahyA nathI paNa enI pAchaLa bahenanI bhAI pratyenI bhavya bhAvanA ane bahenanA rakSaNanI mahAna javAbadArI rahelI che. bahena rAkhaDI bAMdhIne bhAInA mAthe bhAra mUke che ke he vIrA ! ApattimAM tuM mArI rakSA karaje, saMkaTamAM sahAya karaje. bahenane bhAI khUba vahAle hoya che. bahenane Thesa vAge te bele che khammA mArA bhAIne! patine nathI kahetI, yugo palaTAyA chatAM A palaTAyuM nathI. (ahIMyA jelamAM gunegArane rAkhaDI bAMdhavA gayelI bahena eka sajajanane rAkhaDI bAMdhavA jAya che tyAre kahe che bahena! rAkhaDI baMdhAvavAnI mArI lAyakAta nathI tethI bahena pUchatAM te bhAI pitAnI vItaka kathA kahe che te daSTAMta khUba suMdara rIte karUNa rasathI bharapUra vistArapUrvaka kahyuM hatuM.) - Aje kaMika bahene hasatI ne AnaMda karatI hoya che ne kaMIka raDatI hoya. che. te bahenane pUchIe ke tArI AMkhamAM AMsu kema che? te bicArI belI zakatI nathI. AMsu be prakAre Ave che. je bahenane bhAI nathI te AMsu sAre che. tenA bALake bIjA chekarAone mAmAne ghera jatAM joIne kahe, bA! badhA mAmAne ghera jAya che. ApaNe nahIM javAnuM? tyAre mAtA AMsu sAratAM kahe che beTA ! tAre mAmA ja nathI. ATaluM bolatAM tenuM haiyuM tUTI jAya che. bhAI vagaranI bahena vanavagaDAmAM jhADanI jema jhUratI hoya che. bIjI bahena ke jene bhAI hevA chatAM pApanA udaye bhAI bahenane bolAvate nathI. tenI AMkhamAM paNa AMsu che. Aje samAjamAM kaMIka bhAI evA haze ke je bahenane bhUlI gayA che. hajAranA kharcA kare che paNa bahenane tathA bhANejone bolAvI premanA mIThA be zabdo paNa ApatuM nathI, tethI bahene ane bhANeje paNa raDatA hoya che,

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zAradA darzana rakSAbaMdhanane A tahevAra phakta zArIrika rakSA mATe ja nathI paNa dharma, pavitratA ane sadAcAranI rakSA mATe che. bahena bhAIne rakSA bAMdhatA zubha bhAvanA bhAve che ke mAro bhAI kAmakrodhAdi mahAregamAMthI bacI nigI banI tana-manane taMdurasta banAvavA sAthe kuLanuM nAma paNa ujjavaLa kare. A pavitra parva kahe che tame pavitra bane. kAmakrodhAdi vikAro para vijaya meLave. A parvane pavitra eTalA mATe kahevAmAM AvyuM che ke pavitratAnA smAraka rUpa rakSAbaMdhana bAMdhI tenuM pAlana karavAthI viSaya vikAra ane mananI malInatA dUra thAya ne AtmA pavitra bane. AjanA pavitra divase je bhAI bahenane na bolAvatuM hoya te vairajhera choDI daI dilane pavitra banAvajo. kAraNa ke je bhAI bahenane belAvatuM nathI tenA bhANeje bIjA bALakane mAmAne ghera jatAM joI mAmAne ghera javA utsuka bane che. tyAre mAtAnuM haiiyuM raDI paDe che. te bicArI belI zakatI nathI. ahIM eka prasaMga yAda Ave che. eka zrImaMta zreSThIne ekanI eka dIkarI khUba lADakeDamAM ucharelI sAsare jAya che. bhAInI ekanI eka vahAlI bahena che. karInA manamAM AnaMda ne keDane pAra nathI. A chokarI paraNIne sAsare AvI. derANI jeThANI be che. thaDA divaso to AnaMdathI pasAra thaI gayA paNa pachI kaMIka kAraNasara derANI jeThANIne manabheda tha. 36nA AMka jevI temanI sthiti thaI. lakSamI hoya ke na hoya paNa je gharamAM saMpa che, ekatA che tenA jevuM kaMI sukhI nathI. sukha meLavavA namratAno guNa lAvavo paDaze. A derANI jeThANI judA thayA. kahevata che ke "anna judA tenA mana judA" chevaTe dhaMdhA paNa judA thayA. lADakaDamAM ne saMpattinI oLe.mAM ucharelI lADIlI dIkarInA mAtApitA paNa cAlyA gayA. jJAnI kahe che karmanI dazA vicitra che. karmarAjAne raMka ane raMkane rAjA banAve che. puNya-pApanI bAjI kayAre palTAya che te khabara nathI. dhaMdhAmAM judA thayA pachI A chokarInA patine dhaMdhAmAM paNa bhAre kheTa AvI. bhayaMkara nukazAna thayuM. chokarInA patine tethI hAya lAgI gaI. chevaTe kALa gojhArAe tenA patine paNa jhaDapI lIdhe, baMdhuo! karma jIvane kevA khela khelAve che ne kaI sthitimAM mUkI de che! ahIM kALa gojhArAe chokarInA mA-bApane jhaDapI lIdhA ne tenA patine paNa jhaDapI lIdhe, sAthe dhana paNa cAlyuM gayuM. vicAra kare, A chekarInI zuM sthiti thaI haze! tenA mAthe bhayaMkara duHkha AvI paDyuM. te dhArA AMsue raDe che, jhUre che. sAva nirAdhAra banI gaI, reTInA paNa sAMsA paDyA. naNaMdIne patra bhAbhIne mana pastI': - chevaTe AMsu sAratI bahena bhAIne patra lakhe che e mArA lADIlA vIrA! mArA karmoe A dazA karI che. tArA bhANeje jhare che. roTIna paNa sAMsA paDyA che. tuM te khUba dilAvara dilano che. garIbane belI che ne duHkhInA AMsu luchanAra che. Aje huM sAva nirAdhAra banI gaI chuM. te

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rot cAMdA rana tArI duHkhIyArI bahenanI vahAre jarUra Avaje. atyAre mArA mATe tArA sivaNya kAI AdhAra nathI. mATe e vIrA ! tu jarUra Avaje. mahene TapAla lakhI te bhAInA ghera pahoMcI paNa te TapAla kudarate tenA bhAbhInA hAthamAM AvI. bhAbhIe TapAla vAMcI. vAMcIne tene pastInI mAphaka phADIne phekI dIdhI. ene mana te patra phADA paNa ene kayAM khabara che ke patra phADatAM benanuM haiyu phADayuM.. bhAIno javAba na Avye tethI khIjI vAra patra lakhyA. khIjo patra paNa bhAbhInA hAthamAM gayA. bhAbhIe tA khIjo patra paNa vAMcIne phADI nAMkhyA. A kha!ju bahenanA be bAluDA kahe che khA ! amArI skUlanAM badhA chekarAe e divasa pachI temanA mAmAne ghera javAnA che teA amAre mAmAne ghera nahI' javAnuM ? mAtA bicArI zuM khele ? tenI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. ahA ! meM' bhAI ne akhe patra lakhyA paNa bhAI nA javAkha nathI. bhAI A vAta jANatA nathI. teNe patra vAMcyo nathI. banne patra bhAbhInA hAthamAM AvyA ne teNe phADI nAMkhyA. bhAbhI samaje che ke te durbhAgI, puNyahIna je mArA ghera Avaze te mAru... ghara rasAtALa thaI jaze. A bhANejo mAmAne ghera javA mATe raDI rahyA che. tyAM tenA kAkI nIkaLyA. jJAnI kahe che ke chAtImAM gALI vAgI haze te Aparezana karIne kADhI nakhAze ne tenA ghA rUjhAI jaze, paNa vacananAM ghA rUjhAtA nathI. aDhI IMcanI jIbha pAMca phUTanA mAnavInA kayAreka prANa lai le che. , * kAkIe mArelA mheNA ' : - chekarAonu` khelavuM ne kAkInuM nIkaLavu. kAkIe khadhu' sAMbhaLyuM. kAkI kahe che. chekarAe ! tame dharatI sAthe mAthA phADA tA paNa tamArA mAmA mAmI kheAlAve ke khavaDAve tema nathI. evA mAmA mAmIne yAda karIne tame zA mATe raDo che ? A zabdo jhUpaDImAM rahelI bahenIe sAMbhaLyA. bahenane bhAI pratye khUba prema hAya che. te badhuM sahana karI zake paNa bhAInu kAI vAMku khele te sahana nahI karI zake. tethI khahena bahAra AvIne kahe che bhAbhI ! tame mArA bhAI ne evA zabdo na kaheA. mAro bhAI te khUkha dayALu ne dilAvara che. te jarUra amane khelAvaze ne tenA bhANejone sabhALaze. A zabdo sAMbhaLatAM benanA hRdayamAM khUba AghAta lAgyo. bahena trIjo patra lakhe che. tArI mahenInA duHkhanI sAMbhaLaje A vAta, duHkha te AvI paDayuM. nirAdhAra banyA Aja, jeThANI meNAM mAratI, ke tane khelAve Aja, bhANejo jhUrI rahyA, vahAre Avane Aja huM mArA vhAlA vIrA ! tane khambe putra khyA paNa tArA javAkha nathI. mAre tArI sADI ke kaI vastu joItI nathI. mAtra mAre tAre mIThA premane AvakAra joI e che. ahI mArI jeThANI meNAM mAre che ke tArA bhAI kayAM khelAve teve che ? mATe mAre A patra vAMcIne tuM amane jarUrathI khelAvaje ne bhavanA meNA bhAMgaje, pApanA

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dhAja ina udayathI mArI A dazA thaI che. mArI A karUNa kahAnI vAMcIne virA jarUra amane belAvaje. bahene TapAla lakhI. chekarAo kahe lAva bA, ame TapAla nAMkhI AvIe. chokarAo TapAla nAMkhavA jAya che paNa pahoMcI zakatA nathI. tethI be ITe mUkIne TapAla nAMkhe che. bALakone zradhdhA che ke A TapAla vAMcIne mAmA amane jarUra lAvaze. ahIM mAmA te ghaNuM beThAM che. dhamaSTha AtmAne pitAnI patnI sivAya jagatanI tamAma bahene mAtA ane bahena samAna che. te temanAM saMtAnonA tame mAmA kharA ke nahI. saMta satIone paNa jagatanA je bhAIe che te moTA pitA samAna ne nAnA bhAI samAna che. tame dharmanA bhAI che. tamArI bahene bAdhelI rAkhaDI tUTI jaze paNa ame brahArcaya rUpI je rAkhaDI bAMdhIe chIe te teDI tUTavAnI nathI. saMto saMsAranI varamALA cheDAvI mekSanI varamALA paherAve che. amArI bahane bhUlezvaramAM jAya te navI sADI joIne tene levAnuM mana thaI jAya. bhAIe keI na dhadha. jue te tene te dhaMdhe vikasAvavAnuM mana thAya. bhagavAna mahAvIranuM A eka bajAra che. 12 AtmAe to brahmacaMya vatane kiMmatI mAla kharIdavA taiyAra thayA che. tame paNa tamArI zakti anusAra mAla kharIdaze. bahenane patra jotAM AMsuthI chalakAyelI bhAInI AMkhe - bahenane patra paheMce. te samaye bhAI gharanI bahAra nIkaLe che tyAM piTamena Avyo. tene pUche che bhAI! kAgaLa che? TapAlIe kavara ApyuM. bhAIe bahenanA akSara oLakhyA, patra vAMcatAM tenI AMkhamAMthI AMsu paDayA. ahe! mArI bahena pahelAM kevI zrImaMta ane sukhI hatI ! tenA dhanathI teNe kaMIka garIbanA AMsu lUchayA che. eka svabhAvanA kAraNe derANI jeThANIne jhaghaDe the, tethI judA thayA. vahepAramAM bhAre kheTa AvI ane chevaTe kALa gojhArAe mArA banevIne paNa jhaDapI lIdhA, aho ! mArI bahenanI A dazA ! huM ke hatabhAgI ke meM mArI bahenanI khabara paNa na lIdhI! bhAI gharamAM gaye. jaIne bahenanA ghera javAnI taiyArI kare che. tyAre bhAbhI pUche che zenI taiyArI kare che? kayAM jaI rahyA che? bhAI kahe bahenane patra AvyuM che. te khUba duHkhI che. bhANeje, mAmAne ghera AvavA raDI rahyA che, mATe huM temane teDavA jAuM chuM A sAMbhaLatAM jema guphAmAMthI siMha ane beDamAMthI vAgha tAke tema bhAbhIsAheba tADUkyA. kenI paravAnagIthI jAva che? bhAI kahe mAre rajA kenI? bhAbhI kahe-gharanI mAlikI mArI che. kharekhara A vAta paNa sAcI che. Aje lagabhaga ghara bahenenA nAmanA lakhAyelA che. bhAbhInI vAta sAMbhaLI bhAI kahe tuM na bola, karmanI dazA era che. tuM junA divaso yAda kara. bahena banevIe ApaNane ghaNe bhega Ape che. temane te mahAna upakAra che. phUla jevA bALake zuM laI javAnA che?

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40 cAra na A te 40 varSo pahelAMnI kahAnI che. Aje paNa kaMIka gharamAM A sthiti jovA maLe che. kaMIka bahene raDatI hoya che ke chatAM bhAIe huM bhAI vagaranI chuM. tamArI bahena tamArA baMgalA ke dAgInA nahi laI jAya mATe bahenane premathI bolAvaje, nirAdhAra vidhavA bahenonA AMsu lUchajo. patnIne vaTahukama chUTa eTale bhAIsAheba te ubhA rahI gayA. mIsAne vaTahukama hatuM tyAre badhAnA heTha baMdha thaI gayA hatA. bhAI bicAro patnInA hukama AgaLa kaMI belI zake nahi. bhAI bajAramAM jaIne AMsu sAre che ne manamAM mUMjhAya che. zuM karuM? AzAbhera AvelA pAchA vaLelA bahena bhANeje" - A bAju bahenanA chokarA khUba raDe che. amAre mAmAne ghera javuM che. badhA jAya che ne ApaNe kema nahi javAnuM? bALakee haTha na choDI eTale mAtAe kahyuM-raDaze nahi, huM tamane laI jaIza, bhAInuM gAma pAMca mAIla dUra hatuM eTale bahene vicAra karyo ke lAva, huM bALakane laIne bhAIne ghera jAuM. bahena bALakane laIne jAya che. bhAbhIe dUrathI joyuM ke mArA naNaMda be bhANejone laIne Ave che. tethI teNe bAraNuM baMdha karI dIdhA. bAraNuM baMdha thatAM jaIne bahenanI AMkhamAM AMsu paDyA. aho ! karmarAjA! zuM tArA khela che? zuM tArI vicitratA che? sukhanA samayamAM premathI svAgata karanArI bhAbhI Aje mane joIne bAraNuM baMdha kare che. mAtA kahe che beTA! tArI mAmInI marajI ochI che. mATe ApaNe javuM nathI. ApaNe ApaNuM ghera jaIe. raDatA bAluDAne laIne mAtA pAchI AvI. jhUMpaDI baMdha karI codhAra AMsue raDe che. divaso ne mahinAo gayA bAda A bAju bhAI dukAne beTho che. tenI karmanI dazA palaTAya che. bhAI beThe che tyAM patra Avyo ke vahepAramAM bhAre kheTa AvI che. paradezamAM DhiI bhAMgI che. bhAI A kAgaLa laIne ghera AvyuM. tenI patnIne kahe che dekha, te mArI bahena bhaNejene pAchI vALyA tenuM phaLa atyAre maLI gayuM. rUmAM lapeTelI Aga chUpI rahe te pApa chUpuM rahe. vahepAramAM moTuM nukazAna thayuM che. peDhI bhAMgI che. paisA bharapAI karavAnuM sAdhana nathI. keInI AMtaraDI bALIe te ApaNuM baLe. bahenanA nisAsAM ApaNane lAgyA che. bhAIne hAya lAgatAM Dhagale thaIne paDI gayo. te "mAtA pAse dIkarAnI phariyAdI - bahena bhAInA gharethI pAchI AvI. bALaka kahe, aho mAtA ! mAmAe ApaNane kADhI mUkyA gharamAM pesavA paNa na dIdhA, ne kaMI ApyuM paNa nahi joje, bahena bALako pAse bhAInuM jarA paNa nIcuM paDavA detI nathI. te kahe che beTA, ema nathI. tuM nA samaje. have A derANI jeThANI judA thayA tyAre A bahenanA bhAgyamAM je jamIna AvI hatI tenA upara teo jhuMpaDI bAMdhIne rahetAM hatAM bhAIe bahenane kaMI ApyuM nathI chatAM bALakane kahe che ke je tArA mAmAe tamAre mATe ghaNuM ApyuM che. te meM jamInamAM dATI rAkhyuM che. ema kahI jhuMpaDImAM khADe

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zArakA darzana de che tyAM jhaverAta tathA dhanane bharele ghaDo nIkaLe. bahena pitAnA bALakane kahe che ke jue mAmAe ApaNane chAnI rIte keTaluM badhuM kahyuM che ! have kudaratane karavuM ke pudaye bahena khUba sukhI thaI gaI ne bIjI bAju bhAI te sAva rasAtALa thaI gaye. te dhAre AMsue raDe che. patnIne kahe che jarUra ApaNane bahenanA nisAsA lAgyA che. have te jhera khAvA sivAya kaI rasto nathI. hamaNAM leNIyAe reDa pADaze. paisA lAve, tyAre huM mAruM moTuM zuM batAvIza? je covIsa kalAkamAM kaMI sArA samAcAra Ave to ThIka che nahitara jhera pIne mArA jIvanane aMta lAvIza. A samAcAra vAyuvege phelAtAM bahenane pahoMcI gayA ke bhAInI peDhIo bhAMgI che, vahepAramAM moTI khoTa AvI che, ane bhAI karajadAra bane che tethI jhera pIne jIvanane aMta lAvavA taiyAra thayela che. A vAta sAMbhaLatAM bhAI mATe apUrva lAgaNI rAkhanArI bahena tarata ja milkatano bharele ghaDo nIkaLe hatuM te kapaDe vIMTALIne laIne pitAnA bhAIne tyAM gaI. naNaMdane joIne bhAbhIe bAraNAM baMdha karyA. bahena kahe bhAbhI ! bAraNAM khole. A bahena jIvatI che tyAM sudhI mArA bhAInA mAthAne vALa vAMke nahi thavA dauM, ene jheranA pyAlA nahi pIvA dauM, bahena AvuM bele che chatAM bhAbhI bAraNuM khelatI nathI. - "bahene jheranA pyAlA pItA bacAvelo bhAI -bhAI tenI patnIne kahe che tuM ekavAra mArI bahenanA mIThA zabdo te sAMbhaLa. te zuM kahe che? chevaTe bhAbhIe bAraNuM khelyuM. bhAIne AzA to hoya ja nahi ne ke bena kaMIka laIne AvI haze ! kAraNa ke benanI sthiti sAva nirAdhAra che. bahena aMdara jAya che tyAre bhAI kahe che te mArI vahAlI bahena! tAro bhAI durbhAgI puNyahIna che. mArI lAkhanI milkata luMTAI gaI che. have jIvanane aMta ANyA sivAya bIjo koI rasto nathI. mATe jatAM jatAM tane chellAM AzIrvAda ApuM chuM ke tAro bhAI te have A duniyAmAMthI vidAya le che paNa mArA bhANejone sAcavaje ne sukhI thaje. ATaluM kahIne bhAI jherano kaTare pIvA jAya che. tyAM bahena tenA hAthamAMthI jhUMTavI le che. bhAInA to hozakoza uDI gayA che. have AbarU sAcavavI bhAre che. bahena kapaDe vIMTALI milkatane ghaDo laIne AvI che te bhAIne Ape che ne kahe che bhAI vIrA ! tuM A laI le ne tArI AbarU sAcavI le. A bahena jIvatAM bhAIne AvI rIte maravA nahi de. bahenanI keTalI udAratA ane tenI keTalI bhavya bhAvanA ! je bahena ane bhANejone AvatAM joIne bhAbhIe bAraNAM baMdha karyA hatA chatAM bahena Aje te prasaMga yAda paNa nathI karatI. basa, tenI eka ja bhAvanA che ke je mAro bhAI

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khI hoya ne mArI pAse kaMI hoya te tene banatI sahAya karavI joIe. bahene pitAne mATe kaMI nahi rAkhatAM milkatane bharele A ghaDo bhAIne arpaNa karyo. bhAI pUche che bahena! A zuM? tyAre bena kahe che tamArA banevIe jamInamAM dATIne sAcavI rAkhyo haze, paNa jyAM sudhI pApane udaya hoya tyAM sudhI ratna paNa kAMkarA banI jAya. have mArA puNyane udaya thaye haze eTale A tArA bhANeje kahe mAmAe ApaNane kaMI na ApyuM? meM emane samajAvavA mATe kahyuM ke temaNe ApaNane gupta rIte ghaNuM ApyuM che te meM jamInamAM dATayuM che. ema kahIne tyAM jamIna bedI te A milkatane bharelo ghaDo na karyo. tyAM bhAI ! tArI A sthiti sAMbhaLI eTale milkata laIne ahIM AvI chuM. tuM A laI le ane tArI jatI Ijajatane sAcava. bhAIne letAM manamAM khUba duHkha thAya che ke aho ! mArI bahenane mITho prema ke AvakAra meM A nathI chatAM bena tenA zudadha bhAvathI pitAnI tamAma mita mane daIne duHkhamAM sahAya karavA AvI che. dhanya che A benaDIne! bhAIe milkata laIne pitAnI Ijajata sAcavI. A bhAI pitAnI patnIne kahe che ke je, A bahenIe mane zuM ApyuM? mAtra dhana ja nathI ApyuM paNa mane mRtyunA mukhamAMthI bacAve che. AnuM nAma sAcI rakSAbaMdhana. potAnA sukhane lAta mArI bIjAnuM duHkha maTADayuM che. - bhAbhInuM hRdaya paNa pAI gayuM ne pote karelI bhUlane pazcAtApa thaye. rakSAbaMdhananI kahAnIo te ghaNuM meTI che, paNa Aje traNa tapasvInAM pAraNAM che. ane tenA kaLazarUpe brahmacarya mahotsava che. 12 AtmAo Aje brahmacaryavrata aMgIkAra karavAnA che. brahmacaryanA ArAdhanAthI aneka prakAranI labdhio ane zakti prApta thAya che. AtmAmAMthI zaktione jota vahevA mAMDe che. AvA maMgalamaya brahmacaryavratanI ArAdhanAmAM ALasa ke pramAda na karatAM jIvananI vizudhdhi mATe aMtaranA bhAvathI brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra kare. jethI jIvana maMgalamaya, kalyANamaya ane karmamukta bane. have brahmacaryanI pratijJA apAya che. te mATe AlocanA karAvAya che. Aje borIvalIthI je AvavAnuM banyuM hoya te amArA madhura vyAkhyAnI bA.bra. pU. vasubaI mahAsatIjInA sadupadezathI Apa zrI saMgha je jAgrata banyo che ne Aje 12 AtmAone brahmacarya mahotsava ujavAI rahyo che tene pratApa che. zrI kAMdIvAlI saMghe dAna, zIyaLa, tapa ane bhAvanAthI Aje saMghane ujajavaLa banAvyo che tema ja dharmadhyAnathI zrI saMdha je gAjI uThayA che te dhanyavAdane pAtra che. (pU. mahAsatIjInA vyAkhyAna bAda zrI chaganabhAIe suMdara zailIthI bhASaNa karela ane temAM berIvalIthI padhArelA prakhara vakatA, bA. bra. viduSI pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjIno tema ja atre cArtumAsa birAjelA bA. bra. vasubaI mahAsatIjI ThANA.

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dA darzana it 4no khUba khUba AbhAra mAnyA hatA. tema ja chetre kAMdIvalInA itihAsamAM AjanA divasa amara khanaze ne suvarNAkSare noMdhAze. tema kahIne sauno AbhAra mAnyA hatA. vyAkhyAna na-para dvi, zrAvaNa vada 2 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 30-8-77 sujJa kha'e ! viSayAnA viSanuM vamana, kAcAnuM zamana ane indriyAnuM damana karAvanAra tAraNahAra bhagavaMta bhavya jIveAnA kalyANanA rAha batAvatAM kahe che ke huM bhavya jIvA! tame gumAvelI sa'patti, sattA, Arogya, vahANu badhu' puNyamaLa haze teA pAchu prApta karI zakaze paNa jIvanamAMthI je amUlya kSaNA AtmasAdhanA karyAM vinA gumAvA che te pharIne pAchI meLavI zakAtI nathI. samajI le. jIvane sa`sAranI vismRti ane AtmAnI smRti nahi thAya tyAM sudhI sAcI dizA jaDavAnI nathI. jo tamAre sAcu' sukha joitu' heAya te sa sAranI vismRti kare. je je mahAna purUSAne Atmika sukha meLavavAnI tamannA jAgI temaNe sarva prathama saMsAranI vismRti karI che. khIjAnI kayAM vAta karavI, ApaNA zAsanapati prabhu mahAvIranA jIvana itihAsa vAMcaze| te tamane temAMthI ghaNuM jANavA maLaze. bhagavAnane jIvana itihAsa vAMcIne mArA rUMvADA khaDA thai jAya che. bhagavAne Atmika sukha meLavavA mATe sa`sArane lAta mArI ane AtmAnI smRti karavA mATe dIkSA lIdhI. icchA ane aramAneAnuM alidAna dIdhuM. sva-para hita khAtara Atma samarpaNu karyuM. rAganI khINamAMthI nIkaLI tyAganI Toce paheAMcyA. emaNe rAganA tyAga karyo paNa tame zuM kare che? huM tamane pUchuM' chuM ke tamane rAganI vAtA game che ke tyAganI khele teA kharA. koI vyakita tamane evA samAcAra Ape ke tamArA dIkaro sAdhu saMtA pAse bahu jAya che ne have tene dIkSA levAnA bhAva che ane bIjI vyakita tamArA dIkarAnA vivAhanA samAcAra laIne Ave te sAcuM khelo, tame keAnI vAta vadhAvI leze ? emAMthI tame kAne kaMsAra jamADaze ? dIkSAnI vAta karanArane ke lagnanI vAta karanArane ? (hasAhasa) tame javAba nahi ApeA. hasIne patAvI deze. kAraNa ke tamane tyAganI vAta nahi rUce. tamane rUce ke na rUce, paNa ame te tamArI pAse tyAganI vAtA karavAnA kAraNa ke AtmavikAsamAM tyAganI jarUra che. tyAga vinA AtmAnA vikAsa thavAnA nathI. AtmAne vikAsa karavA mATe rAganA tyAga karavA paDaze. mahAvIra prabhue trIsa varSoMnI bharayutrAna vaye saMsArane lAta mArIne sayama lIdhe. AlIzAna bhavana jevA rAjamahelanA tyAga karI vananI vATa pakaDI. dIkSA laIne sADAbAra va

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zAha zena ne paMdara divasa sudhI ugra sAdhanA karI. emaNe rAjamahela, vaibhava, patnI vigerenA rAgane tyAga karyo eTaluM ja nahi paNa zarIranA rAgane keTale tyAga karyo! saMyama laIne zarIra sAmuM joyuM nathI, cAra mAsI, cha mAsI, be mAsI vigere ugra tapanI sAdhanA karI. AvA tapamAM bhagavAnanAM pAraNAnA divasa keTalA? bole maganabhAI! traNaso ogaNapacAsa divasa ATalA samayamAM paNa keTalA upasargo AvyA? saMgamadeva sUjhatA AhAra paNa hoya te asujhatA karI nAkhe, mArgamAM DhIMcaNa pramANa retInA DhagalA kare, eTale cAlatAM paga bharAI jAya, mArgamAM kAMTA vere AvA ghaNuM upasargo ApyA te samatA bhAve sahana karyA. bharavADe kAnamAM khIlA nAMkhyA chatAM cIsa pADI nathI eka vakhata bhagavAna dhyAnamAM ubhelA hatAM tyAre pUrvabhavanI vairI kaTapUtanA devIe vagara anie zarIranI cAmaDI bALI nAkhe tevI himavarSA varasAvI chatAM samabhAve sahana karI. sADAbAra varSane paMdara divasa sudhI bhUkha-tarasa ane ujAgarA veThayA A badhuM kaSTa bhagavaMte zA. mATe sahana karyuM te samajAya che ne ? AvI aghora sAdhanA karI jagatanA jIve upara karUNAne dhodha vahAvIne aneka jIne baLatA dAvAnaLa jevA saMsAramAMthI bahAra kADhayA. je bhagavAna vaibhavanA DhagalA upara besI rahyA hatA ane sattAnA zikhare besI hakumata calAvI hata, suMvALI zAmAM ALoTayA hatA te jagata temane oLakhata nahIM paNa bhagavAne saMsArane duHkhane dAvAnaLa mAnIne tyAga karyo te ApaNe temane oLakhyA. te have tame samaje. tamane have saMsAramAM duHkha dekhAya che? jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke saMsAramAM sukha zeAdhavuM eTale kAMkarA pIlIne tela kADhavA jevI mUrkhAI che. kAMkarA pIle tela maLe kharuM ? "nA". te bhautika sAdhanAmAM tame sukha zodho cho te maLe kharuM ? sukha bhautika sAdhanAmAM ke suMvALA viSaya bhegamAM nathI paNa sAcuM sukha te AtmAmAM che. je sukha prApta thayA pachI saMsAranA sukhanI AzA (tRNu) rahetI nathI. Atmasukha maLatAM bhavabhramaNane aMta AvI jAya che. ApaNe mahAna purUSonA jevI kaThora sAdhanA karI zakatA nathI paNa mahAna purUSonA jIvanane yAda karI temanA sukRtyanI anumodanA ane ApaNAM duSkRtyanI niMdA karIe te paNa ApaNuM jIvanamAM ArAdhanAne navo utsAha jAge. A te meM tamane mahAvIra prabhunI vAta karI paNa AgaLanA zrAvaka paNa ArAdhanAmAM kevA daDha ane zraddhAvAna rahyA che. jo tame zradhdhA majabUta rAkhaze te avazya tamAruM kAma thaze. AtmAnA mArgamAM zraddhA vagara AgaLa vadhAtuM nathI. saMsAranA kAryamAM zradhdhA rAkhe che te kAryamAM saphaLa bane che. ahIM eka draSTAMta yAda Ave che. eka zrImaMta zeThane anaMgapAla, mahIpAla, dhanapAla, ane jayapAla nAmanA cAra putra hatAM, samaya jatAM zeTha vRdha thayAM eTale badhI milakata, gharabAra vigere sarakhe

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zAradA darzana 413 bhAge putrane vaheMcI ApyuM. mAtra eka kiMmatI hIre bAkI hatuM. te hIre eka ja hate eTale zeThe putrane batAvIne kahyuM ke A hIro hAla mArI pAse rAkhuM chuM paNa mArA maraNa pachI tamAre paisA joItA hoya te vecIne sarakhe bhAge vaheMcI leje. tamAre koIne rAkha hoya te eka jaNe rAkhIne bIjAne kiMmata pramANe paisA ApI devA. A pramANe sUcanA karyA bAda thoDA divasamAM zeTha maraNa pAmyA. hIro laIne chokarAee pitAjInI badhI kriyA patI jaze pachI zuM karavuM te aMge vicArIzuM ema vicAra karIne hIrA tijorImAM mUkI dIdhA. pitAnA maraNa pachI bAra divasa bAda putro hIrAnuM zuM karavuM te aMge vicAraNA karavA beThA tyAre tijorI khelIne hIre levA gayA te hIre guma. ekabIjAe cAreya bhAIone pUchayuM ke hIro kyAM gayo? cAre bhAIo kahe che ke ame hIre je nathI. gharamAM cAre tarapha khUba tapAsa karI paNa hIre jaDe nahi tyAre mATe putra kahe ke ApaNe rAjA pAse jaI e. jarUra hIro maLI jaze. * khovAyelA hIrAne zodhavA rAjadarabAramAM karelI apIla" - cAreya bhAIo rAjadarabAramAM AvyA ne rAjAne praNAma karIne ubhA rahyA. rAjAe temane Adara ApIne besADyA ne pUchyuM, tame kayAMthI AvyA cho ne zA kAme AvyA che? pahelAnA rAjAomAM nIti hatI. game te mANasa Ave to tene Adara satkAra karatA ne temanI dAda sAMbhaLatA hatA. Aje te sarakAra prajAnI dAda sAMbhaLatI nathI. moTA dIkarAe kahyuM, mahArAjA! ame ApanA gAmamAM vasatAM zizupAla zeThanA putro chIe, ane ApanI pAse eka khAsa kAma mATe AvyA chIe. rAjAe kahyuM, zizupAla te khUba dhanavAna zeTha hatA. emanA suputrone mAruM zuM kAma paDayuM ? tyAre kahe che ke amArA pitAjIe amane badhuM dhana sarakhe bhAge vahecIne ApI dIdhuM che paNa eka mUlyavAna hIro vaheMcavAnuM bAkI hato. e hIre eTale badho tejasvI hatuM ke aMdhArI rAte bahAra kADhIne mUkyo hoya te prakAza prakAza phelAI jAya. e hIro ame tijorImAM mUkyo hato. thoDA divasa pachI levA gayA te hIro maLe nahIM. tyAre rAjAe pUchyuM ke tamArA gharamAM hIrAnI vAta bIjA kaI jANe che ? nA, mahArAjA. cAra bhAIo sivAya bIjuM kaMI A vAta jANatuM nathI. rAjA kahe che te tamArA cAra bhAIomAMthI kaIke hIre guma karyo lAge che ! zeThanA putroe kahyuM. mahArAjA ! e hI koNe lIdho te amAre jANavuM nathI paNa Apa game tema karIne hIre meLavI Ape. rAjA kahe che bhale, huM thoDA divasamAM hIrAne patte meLavI ApIza. rAjAe hA te kahI paNa hIre meLavI Apa muzkela hatuM. ghaNuM upAya karyA paNa hIro maLe nahIM, tyAre rAjA atyaMta udAsa thaI gayA. rAjAne putra khUba hoMziyAra hatA

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414 zAha kathana teNe rAjAne pUchyuM, pitAjI ! Apa ATalA badhA udAsa kema rahe che ! tyAre rAjAe hIrAnI vAta karI. kumAra kahe che pitAjI! ciMtA na kare. huM game tema karIne hIre zedhI ApIza. kumAre zeThanA cAreya putrane kahyuM ke huM daza divasamAM tamAre hIre meLavI ApIza, paNa tamAre daza divasa huM kahuM tyAM judA judA sthAne rahevuM paDaze. zeThanA putroe kahyuM. bhale, tame jema kaheze tema ame karIzuM. rAjakumAre cAre bhAIone judA judA utArA ApyA. cha divasa te vItI gayA. kumAra hirAnI zodhamAM" - sAtame divase kumAre rAjapUtane veza paheryo ne pANIdAra ghoDA upara besIne ghaNe dUrathI koI ajANyA musAphara Avato hoya te dekhAva karyo, ane sauthI moTA anaMgapAlane utAro hate tyAM te AvyA. tyAMnA paTAvALAne rAjakumAre pahelethI kahI rAkhyuM hatuM eTale aMdara javA dIdhe. A utArAmAM anaMgapAla ane ajANyA musAphara tarIke rAjakumAra e be ja hatAM. rAjakumAre ajANyA musAphara tarIkeno DeLa karatAM kahyuM -bhAI! Aje te khUba thAkI gayo chuM, paNa tame ahIM che te sAruM che ane kaMpanI maLaze. bAkI huM ghaNIvAra AvuM chuM paNa ekalA rAta lAMbI thaI paDe che. Ama alakamalakanI vAta karIne tenI sAthe besavA cAlavAne paricaya vadhAryo, ne kahyuM cAle, ApaNe baMne chIe te cepATa ramIe. zeThane putra kahe che cAle, tyAre Aje mane paNa AnaMda Avaze. cha divasathI huM ekale paDI gaye chuM. kAmadhaMdhA vinA mAro TAIma pasAra thatuM nathI. Ama kahI baMne copATa ramavA beThA. ramavAne barAbara raMga jAmyo hato. tyAM kuMvaranA paganI lAta vAgatAM keDIyuM paDI gayuM ne dI bujhAI gayo. raMgamAM bhaMga paDe. utArAne rakhevALa kumAranI cetavaNI mujaba bahAra cAlyo gayo hato. A baMne jaNa sUI gayA ne savAra paDatAM rAjakumAra ravAnA thaI gaye. AThame divase bIjA naMbaranA ane navamA divase trIjA naMbaranA bhAInA utAre rAjakumAra gayo ne pahelAnI jema ajANyo thaIne gaye ne cepATa rame paNa hIrAne patto lAge nahi. kumAranI yuktithI pakaDAyele sAce cera - chevaTe dazame divase cethA bhAInA utAre AvyA ne tyAM ropATa ramavA beTho. barAbara raMga jAmyo eTale kumArane paga aDatAM keDIyuM paDI gayuM ne dI bujhAI gayo. A kuMvara jANIne karate hatuM. dIve olavAI jatAM rakhevALane bUma mArI paNa Avyo nahi. eTale kumAra belI uThe ke A utArAne rakhevALa kayAMka cAlyA jAya che. rAjAe be rakhevALa rAkhavA joIe. ApaNI ramatane raMga jAmya ne A bhaMga paDI gaye. have zuM karIzuM? tyAre zeThanA putre kahyuM-mitra ! tame tenI ciMtA na karo. huM hamaNAM aMdhakAra dUra karuM chuM. ema kahIne teNe keDe kapaDAmAM lapeTIne bAMdhele hIro cheDIne bahAra kADho, ne jamIna upara mUka eTale prakAza, prakAza patharAI gaye. rAjakumAre hIrAnA vakhANa

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gAmaDA na jApa na karyAM paNa samajI gayo ke Aja hIrA hovA joI e. prakAza thayo eTale kahyu bhAI! sAru' thayuM. have ApaNI khAjI pUrI thaze. ghaNI vAra cApATa ramyA. temAM zeThanA putra jItI gayA. kumAre tene jItavA dIdhA. jItyA pachI kumAre e pAna kADhayA. temAM eka pAna pAte khAdhuM ne khIjI zeThanA putrane khavaDAvyuM. temAM ghenanI davA nAMkhI hatI. eTale e thADIvAramAM UMghI gayA. kharAkhara ghena caDhayu jANIne kumAre tenI kammarethI hIrA cheDIne lai lIdheA ne peAtAnA gheADA upara besI ravAnA thayeA. "meTA mANasanI gaMbhIratA" - savAramAM rAjAnA hAthamAM hIre ApI dIdhA. rAjAe cAreya bhAI Ane sabhAmAM khelAvIne meTA dIkarA ana'gapAlanA hAthamAM hIrA ApIne kahyu -bhAi ! A ja tamAre guma thayelA hIrA che ne ? hIre| anaMgapAle hatheLImAM mUkayo tA AkhI sabhAmAM prakAza prakAza thaI gayA. jhagamagatA hIro joine sabhAjanA Azcaya cakita thaI gayA. anaMgapALe kahayu -sAheba ! A amArA guma thayele hIrA che. rAjAe kahyu` ke hIrA kaNe lIdhA hatA ne kevI rIte meLavyo te amAre tamane kahevuM nathI. tame tamArA hIrA laine sukhI thAo. rAjAe koinuM nAma na pADayuM paNa jeNe lIdhA hatA tenuM mukha kALuM dhakha thaI gayu.. hIrA maLavAthI zeThanA putra AnaMda pAmatA peAtAne ghera cAlyA gayA. " zAzvata hIrA kayAre zAdhazA" - kha dhue ! zeThanA putrAneA hIrA guma thayo teA rAjA pAse gayA ne rAjAe guma thayele hIre meLavI Apyo ne zeThanA putrA AnaMda pAmyA. A teA dravya hIrAnI vAta thaI paNa tamArA jJAna, darzana ane cAritrarUpI amUlya ane zAzvata hIrA guma thai gayA che tene zeAdhavA prayatna kare che ? ene meLavavA kAI nI sahAya mAMgeA che ? zeThanA putra rAjA pAse gayA teA hIro maLI gayo tema tamAre jo jJAna, danarUpI zAzvata hIrA meLavavA hAya teA vItarAga bhagavaMta rUpI mahArAjAnA zaraNe jAe. e tamArA guma thayelA hIrA khatAvaze. e hIrAnI prApti thavAthI zAzvata sukha maLaze. jemane zAzvata ratno meLavavA che te devakI mAtA temanAtha prabhurUpI mahArAjAnA zaraNe saMzayanuM samAdhAna karavA mATe gayA che. nemanAtha bhagavAna kahe che ke huM devakI ! sulazA gAthApatnI upara hariNugameSI deva prasanna thayo eTale enA sukha khAtara deve avadhijJAnathI joyu. temAM tamArA ane enA sayogA amesatA tene lAgyA eTale teNe peAtAnI daivIzakitathI evA prabaMdha karyo ke tuM ane sulazA kha'ne sAthe garbhavatI thatI hatI, ane " samameva gama vid, samameva tAraNa paMcAya" tame ane sAthe ja garbhanuM pAlana karatA ne sAthe ja khALakane janma ApatA. huM devakI ! tane ati mukata munie peAlAsapuramAM khAlapaNamAM kahyuM hatuM ne ke tArA sAtamA gabha A

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941 MIRCI real chavayazAnA kuLane uccheda karaze. chavayazAnA abhimAna bharelA zabdathI muni belI gayA eTale pANI vinA mAchalI taraphaDe tema chavayazA taraphaDavA lAgI. e vAta enA pati kaMsane karI. joSIeAne pUchyuM-aMte duHkhathI mukata thavA eNe upAya zo ane vasudevane pitAne tyAM belAvI jugAra ramADayA. ramatA pahelAM zarata karI ke tame hAre te mArI bahena devakInI jeTalI suvAvaDa thAya te badhI mAre tyAM karavI. vasudevane kaMsanA kapaTanI khabara na hatI eTale temaNe hA pADI dIdhI. zarata maMjura thaI ane vasudeva jugAra ramyA. te hArI gayA eTale zarata pramANe tene tyAM laI javAmAM AvatI hatI ane prasUti pahelAM badhI taiyArI karI rAkhavAmAM AvatI hatI. A samaye sulazAnI anukaMpAnA kAraNe deva barAbara dhyAna rAkhatA hatA. tame sAthe garbha dhAraNa karatAM hatAM ne bALakane janma paNa sAthe ApatA hatA, paNa sulazA gAthApatnIne marelA bALake janmatA hatA, te marelA bALakane hariNameSa deva sulazAnI anukaMpAne kAraNe pitAnA hAthethI upADIne tamArI pAse lAvIne mUkato hato, ane te samaye tuM paNa nava mAsa ane sADA sAta rAtrI vItyA pachI sukumAra putrane janma ApatI hatI. sevA[fqs! tava puttA te viya tava aMtiyAo karayala saMpuDeNa giNhai, giNhitA sulazAe gAhAvaiNIe aMtara sArA " je je tArA putro hatAM temane hariNagameSa deva pitAnA hAthethI upADI sulazA gAthApatnInI pAse mUkI deto hate. eTale sulazAne khUba harSa thata hate. tArA putra tyAM mahAna sukhI thatAM ane sulazAnA marelA bALako tArI pAse lAvIne mUkI deto. bIjI tarapha tAro bhAI kaMsa rAha joIne besato ane jevI prasUti thAya tevA te bALakane laI jatA ane krodhathI zIlA upara paTakato eno vinAza sAtamo garbha karavAno hato chatAM e krodhathI marelA bALakone zIlA upara paTakIne khuza thate. haju AgaLa nemanAtha bhagavAna devakIdevIne zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. 1 caritra - pAMDene jItavA mATe zakunie duryodhanane kahyuM ke mArI pAse eka upAya che. mane devonI jema jugAra vidyA sidhdha thayelI che. mATe tyAM gayA pachI kaI paNa upAye pAMDavone indraprastha bolAve. temane te jugAra ramatAM AvaDatuM nathI. te evo koI prasaMga yojIne temane ApaNe tyAM teDAve. te huM temanI sAthe jugAra ramIza ane temanI tamAma lakSmI jItIne tamane soMpI daIza. mAmAe upAya batAvyuM eTale duryodhananA pagamAM jera AvyuM. rastAmAM vicAra karIne mAmA bhANeja Indraprastha najIka AvyA. ADaMbarayuta purameM Aye, name pitA ke pAya, udAsa dekha putroke bolA, dhRtarASTra una tAMya he....zrotA khUba mAnapAnathI vAjate gAjate duryodhana vigeree nagaramAM praveza karyo. duryodhane AvIne pitAnA caraNamAM vaMdana karyA. AgaLanA samayamAM AvA meTA rAjaputro game

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zAradA darzana 417 tyAM jaIne Ave tyAre temanA pitAnA caraNamAM namana karatA hatAM. A temanAmAM vinaya hato. Aje te vinaya vanavagaDAmAM cAlyA gayA che. A duryodhana dhRtarASTranA caraNamAM paNa tenA mukha upara bikula AnaMda na hatA. mukha taddana nisteja banI gayuM hatuM. pitAjInI pAse besIne lAMbA vAsozvAsa lete hate. dhRtarASTra AMkhe aMdha hatAM. eTale mukha joI zakatA na hatA paNa tenA zvAsozvAsa uparathI samajI gayA. duryodhananA zvAsozvAsa sAMbhaLIne dhRtarASTra pUchyuM he mArA vahAlasoyA putra! Aje tane zuM thayuM che? tuM hastinApura jaIne Avyo che te tyAMnA samAcAra te mane Apate nathI ne duHkhathI bharelA zvAsozvAsa laI rahyo che te zuM tyAM tAruM keIe apamAna karyuM che? tAruM apamAna karIne agnimAM baLI maravAnI IcchA karanAra koNa che? phaNIdhara nAgane mANI laIne maravAnI IcchA keNa karI rahyo che? tyAre zakunie kahyuM - mahArAjA! ApanA putrane khuda Indra paNa tiraskAra karI zake tema nathI, paNa tenA aMtaramAM bIjA prakAranuM duHkha che, tyAre dhRtarASTra kahyuM mArA putrane vaLI zuM duHkha che? he duryodhana ! ApaNuM rAjya ghaNuM vizALa che, duHzAsana jeve parAkramI bhAI che. karNa je pratApI purUSa tArI tarapheNamAM che ane tame so so bhAI che. A tAruM Indraprastha nagara alakApurI jevuM vaibhavazALI che. tArA aMteuramAM ekekathI caDhIyAtI apasarA samAna rANIo che. hIrA-mANeka, motI Adi jhaverAtathI bhaMDAra bharelAM che. dezadezanA pANadAra hAthI, gheDA, ratha vigere che. devavimAna jevI badhI sAmagrIothI bharapUra suMdara mahela che, A badhI saMpatti tArI che, tuM zAMtithI e badhuM bhegava ne AnaMda kara, vaLI tAre te 9 bhAIo che. te badhA tane bhagavAna tulya mAne che pachI tAre zuM duHkha che? tane zI ciMtA che te tuM mane kahe. | duryodhana kahe pitAjI! pAMDavonI jhadhi AgaLa ApaNI Rdhi kAMI hisAbamAM nathI. pAMDanI jhagamagatI ridadhI-sidadhI ane saMpatti joIne mAruM hRdaya baLI jAya che. merU AgaLa rAIne zuM hisAba ! jyAM sudhI sAgara nathI je tyAM sudhI nadI suMdara lAge che, jayAM sudhI sUryane udaya nathI thaye tyAM sudhI dipaka prakAza Ape che paNa sUryodaya pachI dipakane prakAza phikko lAge che, tema he pitAjI pAMDenI samRddhi AgaLa ApaNI samRddhi kAMI visAtamAM nathI. yudhiSThiranA caraNamAM moTA moTA rAjAo kiMmatI bheTaNa laIne Ave che. tenI samRddhi, yaza, azvarya, sattA, mAna-sanmAna, kIti A badhuM joIne mAruM hRdaya baLI jAya che. A sAMbhaLIne dhRtarASTrane khUba krodha AvyuM. have te duryodhanane kevA zabdo kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. Aje ApaNe tyAM bA. bra. zobhanAbAine sidhdhitapanI chellI bArI cAle che, zA.-53

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418 sArA darzana bA. bra. harSidAbAIne Aje 26 upavAsa che. ane bA. bra. caMdanabAIne 12 upavAsa che. tapasvIonA tapa sAthe Apa tapamAM joDAva. vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 53 hi. zrAvaNa vada 3 ne budhavAra tA. 31-8-77 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahena ! anaMtajJAnI mahAna purUSoe ugra sAdhanA karI, karmanA kaDAkA belAvI kevaLajJAnanI jAti jhaLakAvyA pachI dvAdazAMgI sUtranI racanA karI. temAM AThamuM aMga aMtagaDa sUtrane gajasukumAlane adhikAra cAle che. hAla te devakI mAtA nemanAtha prabhunI pAse zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karavA mATe AvyA che te vAta cAle che. ahIM te khuda sarvajJa bhagavaMta birAje che, paNa bhagavAnanAM sAmAnya saMta samAgama manuSya kare te paNa tenuM jIvana sudharI jAya che. ApaNumAM kahevata che ne ke "saMga tevo raMga" ane "sabata tevI asara" je mANasa jevA mANasonA saMgamAM rahe che tenI tene asara thayA vinA rahetI nathI. sArA mANasanA saMgamAM rahe te sArI asara thAya ne kharAba mANasanA saMgamAM rahe te kharAba asara thAya che. jaDa vastune paNa sArI ke narasI sebatanI asara thAya che. te mANasane sobatanI asara thAya temAM zuM navAI? pANInI kaI kiMmata besatI ke upajatI nathI paNa pANIne je dUdha sAthe bheLavI devAmAM Ave che te dUdhanA bhAve vecAya che. dhI karatAM telanI kiMmata ghaNI ochI che chatAM TeparAnuM tela je ghImAM bhaLI jAya tyAre te ghInA bhAve vecAya che. kAMkarAnI kaMI kiMmata upajatI nathI paNa je te kAMkarA ghauMmAM bhaLI jAya che to te ghauMnA bhAva taLAya che, tevI rIte kapAsamAM jhAkaLanuM pANI, mAkhaNamAM meMde vigere halakI kiMmatanI vastuo kiMmatI vastuo sAthe bhaLe che tyAre te uMcA bhAve vecAya che, A zeno prabhAva che? sArI sobatanA kAraNe enI kiMmata vadhI jAya che, paNa je te kharAba vastu sAthe bhaLe to kiMmatamAM ghaTADo thAya che. AvI jaDa vastuone jyAre sebatanI asara thAya che tyAre mAnavIne te thAya ja ne ! pazu pakSIne paNa saMbatanI asara thAya che. juo, eka nyAya ApuM. eka vAgharI jaMgalamAMthI eka ja piTanA be baccAne pakaDI lAvyA. eka baccuM sajajanane tyAM ane bIjuM baccuM durjanane tyAM vecyuM. sajajanane tyAM gayuM tene sArA saMskAra paDayA, ane durjanane tyAM gayuM tene kharAba saMskAra paDayA. eka vakhata pelA vAgharIne vicAra thaye ke pipaTanA banane baccA have moTA thayAM haze te lAva eka vakhata huM tene joI AvuM. paheluM banyuM jene tyAM vecyuM hatuM tyAM

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zAradA darzana 419 te gayA. teA AvanArane joine popaTanu baccuM elyu... AvA, padhAre bhale padhAryAM. AvA zabdo kahI svAgata karyuM. tethI vAgharIne khUba AnaMda thayA. tyAMthI bIjA baccA pAse gaye. te te AvanAra vyaktine joI ne eTalI uThayA ke tuM ahI' kema Avyo che ? tAruM kALu mAttuM laine ahIthI TaLa. AthI vAgharIne khUba du:kha thayuM, ne tyAMthI cAhyA gayeA. tenA manamAM vicAra thayo ke eka ja pepaTanA e kharcAmAM ATale badhA taphAvata kema ? tapAsa karatAM khabara paDI ke jenA gharamAM jevA sArA hatA tevA te pApaTanA khaccAmAM AvyA che. khaMdhue ! A uparathI tamane samajI zakAze ke jIvanane unnata banAvavu hoya te manuSya kevA sahavAsamAM rahevuM joie. jo tame sadmArge javA icchatA ho to tamAre tamArA jIvanane vadhu samaya satsaMgamAM gALavA joI e. savArathI sAMja sudhI kha TAima vahepAramAM kuTuMba parivArane sAcavavAmAM ne zarIranI ALapa'pALa karavAmAM pasAra thAya che chatAM temAM tame AtmAnuM lakSa cUke| nahI.. dehanA rakhApA karavAmAM dehIne na bhUleA. divasamAM vadhu na karI zakeA tA khera, eka kalAka sa:mAyika karavI, satsaMga karavA, beghaDI na bane to eka ghaDI, echAmAM ochI na ghaDI paNa satsaMganA lAbha levAnuM cUkaze nahI. sUryanuM nAnakaDuM eka kiraNa paNa aMdhakAranA nAza karIne prakAza phelAve che tema ja ghaDIneA satsaMga paNa ApaNA aMtaramAM rahele ajJanane adhakAra TALI jJAnanA prakAza phelAve che. satsa`gathI pApImAM pApI AtmAe pavitra khanI AtmakalyANa karI gayA che. tenA ghaNAM dAkhalA che. arjunamALI aMgulimAla, vAlIyeA lUMTArA Adi pApI manuSya satsaMgathI tarI gayA che. AvA jIvAne sadgatimAM lai janAra saMta samAgama che, satsaMganA prabhAvathI pApI AtmA saMta anI jAya che. krUra manuSya kAmaLa ane che mATe dareka manuSye satsaMgano lAbha uThAvavA joIe. mahAna puNyAya hAya tyAre satsaMganA lAbha maLe che. satsaMganA lAbha na maLe tyAre satzAsrA ane satsAhityanuM vAMcana karavuM. satsAhityanA vAMcanathI paNa jIvanamAM ghaNuM parivartana AvI jAya che. jeTalu tame vAMcyana karo tenA upara ciMtana manana karI AcaraNamAM utAraze! te apUrva AnaMda Avaze. eka vakhata eka ziSya gurUne kahyuM, mahArAja ! huM dararoja satsaMga karu chuM chatAM mane divya AnaMda maLatA nathI, tyAre gurUe tene samajAvavA mATe kahyu` ke A vAMsanI TopalImAM nadIethI pANI bharI lAva. A sAMbhaLIne ziSya viAramAM paDayA ke vAMsanI TepalImAM pANI kevI rIte bharAya ? Ama vicAra karatA te nadIe gayA ne TopalImAM pANI bharavA mAMDayu' paNa pANI bharAyuM nahI. ziSya pAche AvyA ne gurUne kahyu', gurUdeva ! TepalImAM pANI bharAtuM nathI. kANAmAMthI nIkaLI jAya che. khIje divase

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raha zAradA darzana paNa gurUe te ja TepalImAM pANI bharavA mokalyo. bIje divase paNa ziSya pANI bharyA vinA pAcho pharyo. traNa cAra divasa gurUe ziSyane nadImAM pANI bharavA mekalyo. ziSya pANI bharavA ghaNI mahenata karI paNa pANI bharAyuM nahIM. eTale ziSya kaMTALIne bolI uTha, gurUdeva ! tame mane TapalImAM pANI lAvavAnuM kaho che paNa A TepalImAM te eTalA badhA kANAM che temAM kayAMthI pANI bharAya? gurUe ziSyane samajAvatAM kahyuM ke temAM kANuM hovAthI pANI bharAtuM nathI te vAta sAcI che paNa A TopalImAM pANInA samAgamathI keTale pharaka paDI gayA che te samajANuM? zige kahyuM, hA, gurUdeva TelI ceppI banIne kuNI thaI gaI che. he ziSya ! have tene samajANuM? satsaMga karavAthI hRdaya ke maLa bane che ne pApa rUpI mela jovAya che. kahayuM che ke- pArasamaNI aura saMtameM baDe aMtara jANu, lohA kaMcana kare, kare Apa samAna. pArasamaNuM leDhAne sonAnA rUpamAM pheravI de che paNa loDhAne pitAnA samAna banAvatuM nathI, tyAre saMtapurUSa te pitAnA samAgamathI bIjAne potAnA samAna banAvI de che. eTale pArasamaNI karatA saMta samAgama adhika kiMmatI che mATe bane teTale saMta samAgama kare. satsaMgane vadhu lAbha uThAvavA mATe kSetravizuddhi karavAnI jarUra che. jema jamIna barAbara kheDAyelI hoya te temAM vAveluM bIja ugI nIkaLe che paNa je jamIna barAbara kheDAyelI nA hoya te tene jeTaluM joIe teTale lAbha maLato nathI tema je saMtasamAgamane pUre lAbha uThAve hoya te jaDa mAyAne meha dUra karI, chaLa, kapaTa, ahaMkAra vigerene jaDamULathI ukheDIne manane pavitra banAve. mana ane hRdaya pavitra hoya te saMta samAgamathI apUrva lAbha meLavI zakAya che. je hRdayapUrvaka satsaMga karyo haze te jIvana evuM pavitra banI jaze ke pachI parigrahanI mamatA ghaTavA lAgaze. parigraha anarthanI khANa jevo lAgaze. eka daSTAMta ApuM. pATaNanA eka samRddha dharmaniSTha zeThe bIjA zeThanI peDhImAM potAnA eka lAkha rUpiyA mUkayA. jeNe rUpiyA mUkyA teNe pitAnA copaDAmAM lakhyA nahi paNa jene tyAM mUkyA teNe te tArIkha, tIthi, vAra sahita pitAnA copaDAmAM lakhyuM hatuM. baMne pavitra dhanADhya hatA. e baMnene ekeka putra hatA. te paNa dharmanA saMskArI hatA. samaya jatAM baMne zeThIyA gujarI gayA. have baMne putranA hAthamAM dukAnane vahIvaTa Avyo. eka vakhata junA paDA uthalAvatAM lAkha rUpiyAnI rakama jamA karelI joI. eTale teNe vicAra karyo ke mAre A rakama jemanI che temanI peDhI para jaIne ApI devI joIe. e choka lAkha rUpiyA laIne pilA vahepArInI peDhI para Avyo ne tenA putrane kahyuM-bhAI! tamArA pitAjIe mArA pitAjInI peDhImAM lAkha rUpiyA ATalA samaya pahelAM jamA karelA che te tame vyAjasahita laI le, tyAre A zenA putre kahyuM-mArA pitAjIe

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zAradA darzana tamAre tyAM lAkha rUpiyA jamA karAvyA te cepaDAmAM kayAMya ulekha nathI. chatAM joI lauM. khUba tapAsa karI. jUnA cepaDA joI lIdhA paNa kayAMya lakhANa nIkaLyuM nahi. eTale kahe che bhAI! mArA copaDAmAM lakhANa nathI mATe huM nahi lauM. tyAre pile kahe che juo, mArA pitAjInA copaDAmAM tamArA pitAjInuM nAma, tIthi, tArIkha, mahine, vAra badhuM vigatathI lakheluM che. mATe mAre te tamArA paisA dUdhe Ine vyAja sahita ApI devA che. A kahe ke mAre copaDe nathI mATe nahi lauM. ahAhA ! baMne ja kevA pavitra che. eka kahe che ke mAre aNahakanuM dhana joIe nahi ne bIjo kahe che ke mArA pitAjIe keI vigata lakhI nathI mATe mAre levuM nathI. bele, tamAre joIe che? ( hasAhasa) AjanA mANasone levuM game che paNa haiyethI cheDavuM gamatuM nathI. pilA zeThane dIkaro kahe che ke huM tamArA paisA rAkhuM nahi ne bIje kahe che ke huM lauM nahi. baMne vacce khUba kheMcatANa thaI. aMte baMne jaNa A vAtane niveDo lAvavA rAjA pAse gayA. A samaye pATaNamAM siddharAjanuM rAjya hatuM.siddharAja pAse jaIne baMne jaNAe badhI vAta jaNAvI. rAjAe jenA bApe paisA mUkelA hatAM tene levA mATe khUba samajAvyuM, paNa teNe levAnI nA pADI tyAre rAjAe A kokaDuM ukelavA mATe paMcane bolAvyuM ne paMcane A kAma saMpyuM. agAunA vakhatamAM AvuM badhuM kAma paMca patAvatuM hatuM. mAravADamAM cAra prakAranA paMca hoya che. tenA nAma paMcANuM, paMcakANu, paMcaesatANA ane paMca dhULadhANa. emAM je keInI zarama ke pakSapAta karyA vinA baMne pakSanI vAta sAMbhaLIne sAce nyAya kare te paMcANuM kahevAya. eka pakSanI vAta sAMbhaLI lAMca laIne enI zehamAM taNAI ekapakSI nyAya kare te paMcakANuM. eka pakSanuM khAI jaI enI ja vAtamAM gallAtallA karI anyAya kare te esAtANuM paMca che ane baMne pakSanuM thoDuM thoDuM khAI jaIne keIne sAce nyAya kare nahi te paMca dhULadhANA kahevAya. rAjA siddharAje paMcane kAma leMgyuM ne kahyuM-he paMca ! tame A bAbatamAM sAce nyAya karaze. paMcezeThanA pune khUba samajAvyA paNa ekeya rakama rAkhavA taiyAra na hatA, tyAre paMce nyAya karyo ke baMne nathI letA te ApaNA gAmamAM pANInI khUba taMgI che mATe taLAva baMdhAve ane baMne zeThanuM nAma Ape. paMce A rIte nyAya karIne gAmamAM taLAva baMdhAvyuM. atyAre paNa e taLAva pATaNamAM mojuda che. TUMkamAM A daSTAMtathI ApaNe e sAra grahaNa kare che ke A baMne zeThanA putranuM hRdaya keTaluM pavitra hatuM ! ke bemAMthI eka jaNe lAkha rUpiyA levA taiyAra thayA nahi. AvI pavitratA kayAMthI AvI? sArA saMskAra ane saMtanA samAgamathI. tamAre paNa je jIvana pavitra ane nirmaLa banAvavuM hoya te saMtasamAgama kare.

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zAradA darzana devakI me nA nemanAtha prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLIne hadayamAM jhIlI rahyA che. bhagavAna kahe che ke he devakI devI! hariNagameSa deva sulazAnI bhaktithI tenA upara prasanna thaIne tamane baMnene je bALaka janmatAM hatAM tenI adalAbadalI karato hate. tuM je sukumAla ane nalakubera samAna tejasvI putrane janma ApatI hatI tene koI jAtanI IjA na thAya te rIte sAcavIne sulazA pAse mUkI dete hatA, ane tene marelA bALaka janmatAM hatAM te tArI pAse lAvIne mUkI dete hate. " te tava jevA che tevA gu putta puranA navALag" tethI he devakI ! tAre ghera je cha aNagAre gIcarI AvyA hatAM temane joIne tane zaMkA thaI hatI ke zuM atimukata muninA vacana asatya thayA? to atimukata aNagAranAM vacana satya che. A cha aNagAre tArA pitAnA ja putra che sulazAnA nathI, paNa A te badhI devanI mAyA hatI eTale sulazA te janma ApIne A putrone ja jotI hatI. eTale te pitAnA putra mAnatI hatI, ane bALakoe paNa sulazAne ja mAtA tarIke joI che. temane paNa A vAtanI khabara na hatI eTale temaNe tane ema kahyuM ke ame bhadalapurI nagarImAM vasatA nAga gAthA pati ane sulazA mAtAnA putra chIe. sulazAe e tArA chae putrane khUba lADakeDathI ucheryA, bhaNavyA, gaNAvyA ne paraNAvyA. ekeka putrane zrImaMta sukhI gharanI batrIsa batrIsa kanyAo paraNavI, ane ekeka batrIsa batrIsa prakArane dAya lAvI hatI. AvuM sukha cheDIne eka ja vakhata dharmane upadeza sAMbhaLIne vairAgya pAmI dIkSA lIdhI. e munie tArA pitAnA ja putra che. 'tae Na sA devaI devI arahao ariha ariSTha nemista atie kSayamaTuM soccA fpAnama da tu gAva hithayAM huM riTTanemi " tyAra pachI devakI devIe arahiMta bhagavAna ariSTaneminA mukhethI A vRtAMta sAMbhaLIne te vAta pitAnA hRdayamAM avadhArita karI. nemanAtha prabhunA mukhethI A vAta sAMbhaLIne devakImAtAnuM haiyuM harakhAI gayuM. enA sADAtraNa koDa rUMvADA khIlI uThayA. ene harSa avarNanIya hate. e te anubhave tene ja khabara paDe. devakImAtAnuM hRdaya harSathI pulakita banI gayuM che. cha aNagAronA darzana karavA mana talasI rahyuM che, have te cha aNagAronAM darzana karavA jaze ne tyAM zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra - pAMDene vinAza karavAnI vicAraNuM - duryodhana pAMDavonI trAdhi joIne jatI rahe che. teNe tenI varALa tenA pitA tarASTra rAjA pAse kADhI. duryodhananI vAta sAMbhaLIne dhRtarASTranuM lehI ukaLI gayuM. kAraNa ke temane pAMDave pratye khUba prema ane mAna hatuM. dhRtarASTra ke sahana huA nahIM, vaha bolA usavAra, re kupAtra! tere vicArake, vAraMvAra dhikkAra zrotA

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zAradA darzana 42 dhRtarASTrathI duryodhananAM vacana sahana thaI zakayA nahi, eTale krodhathI ugra banIne kahyuM he duryodhana! dhikkAra che tane! he kupAtra! tuM mArA kuLamAM aMgAra pAme che. ke pAMDanI Rdhdhi joIne baLI jAya che. tene AnaMda tha joIe ke mArA bhAIo sukhI che temAM mane lAbha che ne! pADozI sukhI haze te ke ika divasa enA goLAnuM pANI pIvaDAvaze, paNa eno geLa khAlI haze to tane pANI kayAMthI pIvaDAvaze? tema tuM ema vicAra kara ke mArA bhAIo sukhI ane samRddha haze te amane koI vakhata kAma Avaze paNa Ama IrSyA karIne baLavAthI zuM! jema sUryanA udayathI kamaLa vikasita banI jAya che tema yudhiSThiranI lakSmI joIne tuM zA mATe AnaMda pAmate nathI? pitAnA AtmIya jananA abhyadayamAM AnaMda pAmavo joIe. zuM caMdranA udayathI samudrane AnaMda nathI thatuM? tema tane pAMDenI saMpatti, sanmAna, kIrti badhuM joIne AnaMda tha joIe. tenA badale AvI IrSyA kare che? tane jarA zarama nathI AvatI? pitAjInAM phodhayukta vacana sAMbhaLIne duryodhana jarA saMkecA. manamAM thayuM ke mArA pitAjIne pAMDavo pratye prema che. kuTuMbapremane kAraNe te namatuM nahi jokhe. te have vAta pheravI nAMkhuM pitAjInA krodha AgaLa duryodhane chupAveluM pApa - mAyAvI mANasone AvuM badhuM khUba AvaDe che. pitAjInI vAta sAMbhaLIne duryodhane vAta badalI ane be, pitAjI! mane pAMDanI Rddhi ane AbAdI joIne dveSa nathI Avato. huM te ema mAnuM chuM ke ame 100 nahi paNa 105 bhAIe chIe. mane te temanI saMpatti joIne khUba AnaMda thaye. mAruM haiyuM nAcI uThayuM che. temanI kIrti ane prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne mArI chAtI gajagaja phule che paNa mane duHkha kayAM thayuM te vAta pitAjI! tame sAMbhaLe. ame hastinApura gayA tyAM bharasabhAmAM pAMDee mArI majAka uDAvI. emaNe mArI hAMsI karI. eTalethI patyuM hatate sAruM hatuM paNa draupadIe mAruM ghara apamAna karyuM. e vAta mArA mAmA pAsethI sAMbhaLI le. zakunie barAbara masAle bheLavIne vaghAra karIne badhI vAta karI paNa zA mATe duryodhananI majAka uDAvI te mULa vAta na karI, ane kahyuM ke draupadI keTalI unphAna banI gaI che ke teNe ema kahyuM. AMdhaLAnA dIkarA AMdhaLAja hoyane !" A vAta AvI tyAM duryodhana uchaLIne bolI uThayo pitAjI! eNe A zabdo kahIne mArUM ja apamAna nathI karyuM paNa sAthe tamAruM ghora apamAna karyuM che. mane te e vakhate emaja thaI gayuM ke dharatI phATe te samAI jAuM. mane temanA pratye prema che eTale te vakhate meM gama khAdhI. nahitara tyAMne tyAM laDAI karata. pitAjI! je huM A parAkramI dIkaro thaIne A5nuM AvuM ghora apamAna sahana karI lauM huM tamAre dIkare nahi paNa ThIkaro chuM. huM tenA apamAnano badalo lauM

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karuM zAradA darzana to ja sAro dIkaro chuM. huM draupadI sahita pAMDenI saMpUrNa addhi jItI laIza. emane behAla karIza tyAre ja mane zAMti thaze. je A pramANe na karI zakuM te mAre agnimAM baLI maravuM. duryodhane AvI pratijJA karI. dharASTrane pAMDa upara vizvAsa - dhRtarASTra kahyuM-tuM kahe che paNa pAMDa tArI majAka kare tevA nathI. tArI vAta mAnavAmAM AvatI nathI. kadAca draupadI abhimAnamAM AvIne besI gaI te tenI pAse mAphI maMgAvIzuM paNa tuM A gusso na kara. draupadI e AvA zabdo kahyA tethI dhRtarASTrane duHkha to thayuM chatAM daSTi nirmaLa hatI eTale putrane vALavAnI ja vAta karI. salAhakAra je sAre hAya to ema kahe ke bhAI ! zeTha pratye zaThatA karavAthI lAbha nahi thAya paNa ApaNe namI jAo te vAta patI jaze. salAhakAra kharAba hoya che ema kaheze ke e thAya tevA ApaNe thaIe to ja rahI zakAya. dhRtarASTra kahyuM. duryodhana! te AvI pratijJA te karI paNa pAMDavone jItavA hela nathI. mane te lAge che ke huM tamane pAMDa sAthe yuddha karavAnI rajA ApuM to tame 100 (so) bhAIo laDAImAM khapI jaze, kAraNa ke pAMDane kaI jItI zake tema nathI. vaLI pAMDava sAthe yudhdha karavAthI ApaNuM kItine kalaMka lAgaze, leke ema kaheze ke bhAI bhAI laDe che ne mane paNa leke ema kaheze ke vRddha dhRtarASTra pitAnA putrane yuddha karatAM rokyA nahi, mArI niMdA thaze mATe tuM cAre taraphane vicAra karIne samajI jA. bhAibhAImAM vaira karavuM te sAruM nathI. tArA salAhakAranI salAha pramANe cAlIza nahi kAraNake pAMDe lAkhe zUravIrane yuddhamAM harAvanAra che. tame tenI sAme TakI zakaze nahi, mATe A badhI vAta cheDI de. zanie batAvelI mAyAjALa - dhRtarASTranI vAta sAMbhaLIne zakuni belI uThaze. mahArAjA ! ApaNe yuddha karavuM nahi paDe. ApaNI kIrtine kalaMka lAge nahi ne pAMDenI badhI Rddhi jItI zakAya te upAya huM batAvuM. to pachI tamane vadhe che? tyAre dhRtarASTra pUchayuM e ka upAya che? tyAre zakunie kahyuM ke huM jugAra ramavAmAM pravINa chuM. jugAra vidyA ane siddha thayelI che ane yudhiSThirane jugAra ramatAM AvaDatuM nathI. e leke kadI jugAra ramavAmAM samajyA nathI. te temane ApaNe kaI paNa upAya karIne jugAra ramADIe. e jugAranA khelamAM ApaNe tenuM badhuM chatI laIzuM. eTale e behAla banI jaze. A sAMbhaLIne duryodhana harSamAM AvIne kahevA lAgyuM ke mAmA ! tame sarasa upAya batAvyo. pitAjI mAnya kare to ApaNI badhI bAjI saphaLa thAya. dhRtarASTra kahayuM ke huM vidurajIne bolAvIne temanI salAha laIza. pachI tamane A bAbatamAM zuM karavuM te jaNAvIza. have dhRtarASTra zuM kaheze ke A leke kevI mAyAjALa bichAvaze tenA bhAva avasare.

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darzana zAradA deza vyAkhyAna na 54 zrAvaNa vada 4 ne gurUvAra tA. 1-9-07 anaMta guNanidhAna, anaMta upakArI zrI tIthaMkara devA jagatanA jIveAnA duHkhAne dUra karavA mATe amUlya upadeza ApatAM pharamAve che ke he jIva! ! jo tamAre sAcu ne zAzvata sukha meLavavuM hoya teA dharmAMnuM zaraNuM aMgIkAra karo. dhanI ArAdhanA karanAra mahAna sukhI ane che. vadhu to zuM kahu, dhama eka evI cIja che ke devA paNa dharma karanArane vaza thai jAya che. devA teA mahAna vaibhava, sattA ane zaktivALA che chatAM paNa te dharmAtmAne vaza thaI jAya che. eTale te kahe te kAma karI Ape che ne enA manamAM evA keDa jAge che ke A dharmAtmAnI hu' zuM sevAbhakti karuM...! A rIte deva sevA karavA taiyAra thAya tyAre te dharmAtmA purUSA nispRha banI jAya, kAI nI sevA nA le. eka vakhatano prasaMga che. eka deva sIma`dhara bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLavA gayA. tyAM temaNe bhagavAnanA mukhethI naraka nigeAdanuM varNana sAMbhaLyu, tyAre deve vinayapUrNAMka vaMdana karIne bhagavAnane prazna karyo ke he bhagava ta ! Avu. varNana karanAra bharatakSetramAM kAI che ? bhagavaMte kahyuM-hA, che. bharatakSetramAM kAlikasUrijI nAmanA vidvAna AcAya che. deva tyAMthI bharatakSetramAM Avye ane jyAM kAlikasUrijI vicaratA hatAM tyAM paheAMcI gaye. devanI zakti teA alaukika hoya che. eka capaTI vagADIe tyAM te ja budvIpane pharatAM sAta AMTA mArI Ave. tene mahAvidehamAMthI bharatakSetramAM AvatAM zI vAra ? deva manuSyanuM rUpa laI ne kAlikasUrijI pAse Avyo ne vaMdana karIne pUchyuM-mahArAja meM sAMbhaLyuM che ke nigeAdanA jIveA che te tenuM svarUpa kevuM hAya te mane samajAve. vItarAganA satA te karUNAnA sAgara hoya che. je kei enI pAse jJAnAmRtanuM pAna karavA mATe Ave tene premathI jJAna Ape che. deva pAse AcArya khUba vistArapUrvaka nigeAdanA svarUpanuM varNana karyuM. A sAMbhaLIne devane khUba Azcarya thayuM ke ahe ! jevu' me' bhagavAna pAse sAMbhaLyuM hatuM tevuM ja ahI' sAMbhaLavA maLyu. saMta kahebhAI ! ame bhagavAnanI vANInA AdhAre kahIe chIe. amAre AdhAra zAstra che. A saMta mahAvidvAna ane bahuzruta hatAM. temanI pAsethI sAMbhaLIne devane khUba AnaMda thayeA. pharIne manamAM thayu` ke have khIjuM kAMi pUchuM'. eTale peAtAnI hatheLIne batAvIne kahyuM ke mahArAja Apa khUba jJAnI che. Apa kahe| ke mAru AyuSya keTaluM che ? tarata ja saMta khelyA ke tuM bharatakSetraneA mAnavI nathI, tyAre deva caraNamAM paDIne kahe che. gurUdeva ! kSamA karo. huM devalAkanA deva chuM. huM... sImaMdhara bhagavAna pAse gayeA hatA. bhagavAne naraka nigeAdanuM varNana karyu te sAMbhaLIne mArA romAMca khaDA thaI gayA. pachI cA. 14

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kara zAradA darzana bhagavAnane pUchayuM ke he prabhu! ApanA jevuM naraka nigodanuM varNana karanAra bharatakSetramAM koI che? prabhue mane Apane batAvyA, eTale huM ahIM AvyuM ane Aje paNa bhagavAna jevuM nidanuM svarUpa mane samajAvyuM. ema kahIne deve AcAryazrInI khUba prazaMsA karIne kahyuM, bhagavaMta! pharamAve. huM ApanI zuM sevA karuM ? saMta keInI sevA nA le. temaNe ema kahyuM ke zAsananI sevA kare. mAre kAMI joItuM nathI. kAraNa ke mAre je joIe che te tuM karI zake tema nathI ane tuM je karI zake te mane khapatuM nathI. have tamane pUchuM. tame pauSadha karIne beThA ho, te vakhate kaI deva tamArA upara prasanna thAya ne tamane kahe huM tamArA upara prasanna chuM. tamAre je joIe te mAMge. bele te kharA ke tame zuM kaheze ? (hasAhasa) tame te dhana baMgalA vigere sukhanI sAmagrI mAMgatA pAchA nahIM paDo paNa sAcA arthamAM jene dharma rucelo haze te bhautika sukha nahIM mAMge. e to eka ja vicAra karaze ke meM navakArazI eTale nAno tapa karyo hoya ke pachI mAsakhamaNanI ugra sAdhanA karI hoya paNa mArI sAdhanA mokSa meLavavA mATe che. bhautika sukha meLavavA mATe nathI. dharmArAdhanA karavAthI je mahAna lAbha maLavAnuM che tenuM phaLa mAMgI levAthI tuccha lAbha maLe che ! ahIM sAdhunI makkamatA joI deva namI paDaze. deve dharma karanAranAM caraNa cUme che ne tenI sevAmAM hAjara rahe che. bIjo eka dAkhalo ApuM. eka mahA vidvAna sAdhunA parivAramAM eka nAnA sAdhu hatA. temanA para eka deva prasanna thaye. te ghaNI vakhata muni pAse Ave. temanA caraNamAM namaskAra kare ane kaMIka ne kaMIka camatkAra batAvIne cAlyo jAya. eka divasa A bAlamunine bIjA muni sAthe heja jhaghaDo thayo. temAM e bAlamuni khUba ugra thaI gayA. e ema mAnatA hatAM ke mArA upara deva prasanna che. mane zuM vAMdho che? banne vacce khUba rasAkasI thaI paNa deva Ave nahI. AthI tene potAnI bhUla samajANuM ke A tyAga mArga aMgIkAra karI huM kaSAyamAM joDAye ! tethI meM sAdhupaNuM ane mAro dharma lajavyo che. Ama pazcAtApa karatA hatAM tyAM deva Avyo. munine namaskAra karI "magheNuM vaMdAmi bhagavad " kahIne ubho rahyo. tyAre munie kahyuM ke khare vakhate tuM gerahAjara rahyo ne have vaMdaNuM karavA Avye ! tyAre deve kahyuM, mahArAja ! huM gerahAjara na hato. Apa gerahAjara hatA. huM jene dAsa chuM te te vakhate na hatA. te kaSAyamAM joDAyA hatA. eTale kevI rIte AvuM? sAdhu samajI gayA ke de manuSyane kyAre namana kare che. manuSya dharmAtmA hoya tyAre. bAhAveza paherI lIdhe heya paNa je sAdhupaNune AcAra na hoya te deve temane namaskAra karatA nathI. baMdhuo ! dharma e kalpavRkSa samAna che, kAmadhenu ane ratna ciMtAmaNuM samAna che. duniyAmAM sukha, lakSamI, mAna-sanmAna, sarvaga ane mokSa madhuM dharmathI maLe che.

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zAradA darzana 126 dharma e Dake che. enA raNakArathI sukhe deDatA Ave che, paNa artha ane kAma mATe dharma na karazo. mAtra mokSanA hetuthI dharma karo. dharma paNa upalaka bhAve karaze te kalyANa nahi thAya. eka nyAya ApIne Apane samajAvuM. eka zeThe suMdara bagIca banAvI temAM aneka prakAranA phaLa, phuTa, vigere khUba banAvyA. te bagIce sAcavavA temaNe sArA mALInI zodha mATe jAherAta ApI ke sAro mALI hoya te tene amuka pagArathI zeTha rAkhaze. AthI eka mALI AvyuM. zeTha kahe tuM barAbara kAma karI zakIza ? mALI kahe che ke huM kaI paNa prakAranI khAmI nahi rAkhuM. chatAM zeThe DipojhITa mAgI. kAraNa ke temane bagIce ghaNA uttama prakAranA phaLa phUlavALe hate. yuvAna mALIe DipojhITa ApI. have mALI rAta divasa kALI mahenata kare che. tenA manamAM ema ke je huM sAruM kAma karIza te zeTha prasanna thaze ne mAro pagAra vadhAraze. have zeTha be mahine bagIce jevA Ave che. jyAM bagIce, jo ke te kodhe caDhayA. bUma mAratA kahe che ke mALI ! te A zuM karyuM? tuM barAbara kAma karato nathI. mALIe kahyuM, zeThajI ! huM te eka ghaDI navo paDato nathI. rAta divasa mahenata karuM chuM. tyAre zeThe tADUkIne kahyuM, tuM mahenata khUba kare che te pachI A mArA saMtarA, mosaMbI, cIku, dADama vigere phaLanA cheDa ane gulAba, magare, jaI vigere kulanA cheDa kema sUkAI gayA? meM tane bagIce pheMge tyAre ke lIchama hatuM ne atyAre tenAM dedAra je. tuM pANI pAte ja nathI, tyAre mALIe kahyuM zeTha! daraja pANI pAuM chuM. bhAI tuM je pANI pAte heya te A cheDavA sUkAya ja nahI. Ama kema bane? mALIe kahyuM ke Apane vizvAsa na hoya te Apa khAtrI karo. bIje divase zeTha gupta AvyA. te mALIe savAramAM uThI choDanA kayArA sAphasUpha karyA pachI vacamAM ghAsa ugyuM hoya te kADhI nAMkhyuM, ane pachI cheDavAne pANI pAvA lAge. nAnA nAnA cheDavAne jhArI vaDe ubhA ubhA phUla besavAnI jagyAe pANI chAMTayuM ne meTA meTA vRkSe hatA tenA upara pANIthI bharelI tAMbaDI laIne caDhaye, ane jyAM phaLa besavAnA hatA te jagyAe pANI reDavA lAge. moTA vRkSa upara eka tAMbaDI pANI kayAMthI thAya? eTaluM pANu khalAsa thAya eTale pAcho nIce utare. pAchA pANI bharIne upara caDhe ne bAkI hoya tyAM pANI reDe che. A rIte pANI reDe e te badhuM pAMdaDA upara paDe ne nakAmuM jAya ne ? AmAM vRkSane piSaNa kevI rIte maLe? ATalA moTA bagIcAmAM ghaNuM vRkSa hatA. tene pANI pAtA Akhe divasa pasAra thatAM mAMDa eka vakhata pANI pAI zake. nekaranI kriyA joIne zeThane khUba dukha thayuM. aha! mALI kAma te ghaNuM kare che, enI mahenata ghaNI che paNa samajaNanI khAmI che. zeThe tene kAna pakaDIne kahyuM, mUkha ! Ama paNa pavAya? tyAre mALIe kahyuM, kema zeThajI ! jyAM phaLa phUla thAya

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zAradA darzana tyAMja pANI pavAya ne? zeThane khUba guse Ave, paNa mALInI ajJAna dazAne kAraNe krodhane dAbI rAkhyo ne zAMtithI tene samajAvatA kahyuM, bhAI! jarA vicAra kara. vRkSanI upara pANI reDavAthI tene piSaNa na maLe. paNa enA mULIyAne pAvuM joIe. mULa vATe pANI vRkSanI Toca sudhI pahoMcI zake che. tenA phaLa phUlamAM rasa Ave che. A tArI ATalI badhI mahenata pANImAM gaI. te ATalA divasa sudhI pAMdaDAne pANI pAyuM tema ja mULane pAyuM hota te cheDavA sUkAI na jAta. zeThe tene zAMtithI zikhAmaNa ApI te abUjha mALI samajI gaye ne zeThanI salAha pramANe savaLI kriyA karavA lAgyuM. A nyAya ApaNe samajavAno che. A mAnavajIvana bagIce che ne AtmA te bagIcAne rakSaka mALI che, ane sagurUo zeTha samAna che. A mAnavajIvanamAM mahenatanuM pANI kayAM pIvaDAvAI rahyuM che. tene vicAra karaje. pelA mALI jevuM te nathI karatA ne ? sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, pauSadha vigere kriyAo ghaNI karo cho paNa aMdarathI rAga dveSa moha, IrSyA vigere jatAM na hoya te AtmA nirmaLa thatuM na hoya te samajI lejo ke pelA abUjha mALInI mAphaka pAMdaDAne pANI pAI rahyAM che. mALI te bicAre abUjha hato ane enA zeThe Thapake A te sudharI gaye ne savaLI kriyA karIne tene bagIce navapallavita nA, paNa tamane sadgurU rUpI zeTha vAraMvAra Takera kare che chatAM parivartana AvatuM nathI. gurUnI hitazikhAmaNa aMtaramAM nahI utAro te game teTalI kyiA kare te paNa A jIvana bagIce navapallavita nahi bane. mATe samajaNapUrvaka tapa tyAga vigere dharmakriyAo karo jethI AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya. ApaNA cAlu adhikAramAM nemanAtha bhagavAne devakIjInA mananI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karyuM ne chelle kahyuM ke e cha aNagAre tArA ja putra che. devakImAtAne bhagavAnanA badhA saMta vahAlA hatA paNa have potAnA putra che ema khabara paDI eTale mamatA jAgI. nemanAtha bhagavAnane vaMdana karIne bhagavAnanA bIjA ziSya jyAM birAjatAM hatAM tyAM darzana karatAM karatAM kayAM AvyA? 3Leva te che mAre tevA savAcha vAchittA te diqya saMIT? vaMdu namag " jyAM tenA cha putra eTale cha aNagAre beThA hatAM tyAM AvyA. AvIne temane vaMdana namaskAra karI ubhA rahyA. cha aNagAre pahelethI sauMdaryavAna hatA. temAM tapa ane saMyamanA teja bhaLe pachI zuM bAkI rahe ? e cha aNagAra mauna laIne beThAM hoya, kaMI na bole te paNa AvanAra vyakita dharma pAmI jAya, evA te prabhAvazALI saMte hatAM. zAMta dAMta ane gaMbhIra hatAM. emane joIne darekanuM mana TharI jatuM hatuM. te pachI A janetA mAtAnuM mana TharI jAya temAM zuM navAI ! devakI mAtA saMtene joIne bhUkhatarasa bhUlI gaI ane te animeSa daSTithI saMtanA sAmuM joI rahI. aha ! tamAro tyAga che! zuM tamAro

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zAradA dezana 429 vabhava che ! rAjavaibhava jevI sAhyakhI ane trIsa khatrIsa rAjaramaNI jevI kanyAo, gharabAra badhuM choDIne kumaLI vayamAM tame dIkSA lIdhI. dhanya che tamane! ema kahetAM AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. mANasane e prakAre AMsu Ave che. harSoMnAM ane zAkanA. devakI mAtAne e prakAranA AMsu AvyA che. eka tA enA dilamAM peAtAnA putrA che te jANIne anero AnaMda thayA ke AvA pavitra putrAnI huM mAtA banI. khIjI bAju huM putranuM lAlanapAlana na karI zakI e vAtanuM duHkha thayuM. have AgaLa zu` banaze tenA bhAva avasare, caritra :- zakunie dhRtarASTrane kahyuM' ke ApaNe pAMDavone jugAra ramavA mATe khelAvIe, huM jugAramAM temane badhI rIte jItI laIza, temAM Apane koi apayaza ke hAni nahi thAya ne yudhdha paNa nahi karavuM paDe, tyAre dhRtarASTre kahyuM ke huM hastinApurathI vidurajIne khelAvuM. A khAkhatamAM temanI salAha lau. pachI vicAra karIne huM javAma ApIza. A sAMbhaLI dhanane nakhathI zIkha sudhI jhALa lAgI ane khelavA lAgyA ke pitAjI ! A khAkhatamAM vidurajIne zuM pUchavAnu` che? e tamane jugAra ramavAnI hA pADaze ja nahi. tethI tame amane aTakAvaze. te have mAre jIvavu' ja nathI. tamane tamArA putrAnI lAgaNI ja kayAM che? jo tamAre A rIte karavuM hoya te mAre jIvavuM nathI. huM agnimAM khaLI marIza. pachI tame, tamArA pAMDavA ane vidurajI badhA bhegA thaine khuzIthI rAjya calAvo. huM ne mArA bhAIe khaLI marIe chIe. duryodhananA kApa joine dhRtarASTra jI uThayA. duryodhana ane zakuninI cAlakhAjI temane khilakula gamatI nathI, paNa game tema Aya pAtAnA dIkarA che ne eTale badhAne sAcavavA paDe. dhRtarASTra suna sutake sara, rakha hAtha he jisavAra, samaya pAya maiM yatna karuMgA, naika dhaiya teA dhAra hA...zrotA.... duryodhananA kApa zAMta karavA mATe dhRtarASTre ane hAthe tenuM mukha uMcuM karyuM.. tenA mAthe hAtha pheravyeA ne kahyu -beTA ! zAMta thA, tArI sapatti tA ghaNI che. tuM ciMtA na karIza, paNa vAta evI che ke ApaNe tyAM koI prasaMga vinA emane kevI rIte teDAvAya ? pitAjInA vacana sAMbhaLIne dudhana kAMika DaryAM, ane eNe kahyu` pitAjI! te| ApaNe ema karIe. ApaNI pAse sa'pattine pAra nathI teA ApaNe eka prasaMga ubhA karIe. khaMdhue ! je manuSya bIjAnuM ahita karavAnI buddhivALA che te game te prakAre upAya zAyA kare che. jyAre dhRtarASTre vidurajIne khelAvavAnuM kahyuM tyAre mAmA-bhANeja ekAMtamAM jaine vicAraNA karI AvelA ke jo kAI rIte dhRtarASTra na samaje te ApaNe A pramANe karavuM. duryodhane dhRtarASTrane kahyuM. sAMbhaLeA pitAjI ! abhimanyunA janma mahAtsava prasaMge maNIcUDa vidyAdhare jevI sabhA banAvI hatI tevI sabhA ApaNe banAvIe. durgaMdhanane khuza karavA dhRtarASTre tevI sabhA banAvavAnI hA pADI. dhRtarASTre vidurajIne

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43 zAradA darzana teDavA mANasa mokalI dIdhuM hatuM paNa te duryodhana pAse na rahyA. bhalene vidurajI Ave. te Avaze te kaMIka samajAvaze. bIjI tarapha dhRtarASTra sabhA banAvavA mATe khajAnAmAMthI hIrA, mANeka, motI, pannA vigere jhaverAta kADhayuM ne sabhAgRha banAvavAmAM hoMziyAra kArIgarone lAvyA. zilpIone teDAvyA ane yudhiSThiranA jevI sabhA banAvavAne Adeza Apyo. hajAre kArIgare kAme lAgI gayA. temaNe senAnI bhIMta banAvI temAM aneka prakAranI kotaraNI karI ane temAM hIrA mANeka, nIlama, pannA vigere jaDyA. thoDA divasamAM kArIgaroe suMdara sabhA taiyAra karI. sabhAmAM aneka prakAranI manohara racanA karI che. motI ane maNuethI thaMbha jaDyA che. sabhA evI jhagamaga thAya che ke sUryanA prakAzanI temAM jarUra na paDe. A rIte zilpIoe hajAra maNI, mANeka ane motIthI jaDelA sthabhathI vibhUSita se dvAravALI yudhiSThiranA jevI sabhA taiyAra karI. dhRtarASTra, zakuni, duryodhana Adi kaura jevA mATe AvyA. jeIne temanuM mana TharI gayuM. yudhiSThira karatAM paNa ApaNuM sabhA caDhiyAtI banI che. nagarajane paNa be meDhe vakhANa karavA lAgyA. have duryodhana kahe che pitAjI! A sabhA jevAnA bahAne pAMDavene teDAvIne jugAra ramADIe. A pramANe vicAraNuM cAlI rahI hatI tyAM hastinApurathI vidurajI AvI pahoMcyA. tarASTrane namaskAra karIne besI gayA. dhRtarASTra temane satkAra karI bhajana Adi karAvIne khAnagImAM duryodhana ane zakuninI vAta karI. A sAMbhaLIne vidurajInuM lohI ukaLI gayuM ne gusse thaIne bolI uThayA ke A badhI vAta sAMbhaLIne mArA te AMtaraDA kapAI jAya che. kharekhara, duryodhana te ApaNA kuLamAM aMgAro pAka che, paNa game te rIte ene samajAve, tyAre dhRtarASTra kahyuM ke meM te samajAvavAmAM bAkI rAkhI nathI. have tame ene samajAvo. have vidurajI duryodhanane samajAvavA mATe kevA zabdo kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. yAkhyAna naM. 55 hi. zrAvaNa vada 5ne zukravAra tA. 2-6-77, anaMta karUNAnA sAgara, vItarAga bhagavaMte e jagatanA chanA kalyANa mATe dharmane rAhadArI mArga batAvatAM samajAvyuM che ke bhavasAgaramAM bhamatA AtmAo ! tamane mahAna puNyadaye vItarAga prabhunuM virATa zAsana maLyuM che. AvuM zAsana tamane vAraMvAra nahi maLe. jJAnI kahe che ke "samaja samaja e mAnavI, jAya che meMgherI ghaDI." he mAnava ! tane amUlya mAnavabhava ane anupama jinazAsana maLyuM che. tenI mahattAne samajIne AtmasAdhana sAdhI jA. zeTha pitAne ghera kAma karanAra nekaranI

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zAradA darzana 431 kadara kare che ne samaya AvatAM zeTha nekarane nyAla karI de che. te tamane A jinazAsana maLyuM che tenI kadara che? AvuM jhaLakatuM jinazAsana maLavuM e kaMI jevI tevI vAta nathI. jinazAsana jhaverAtanI peDhI che. ahIM samyaphadarzana jJAna, cAritra ane parUpI ratnane vahepAra dhamadhekAra cAle che. jene ratna kharIdavA heya te kharIdI le, paNa eTaluM yAda rAkhajo ke tamArA mAnelA ratnanI A vAta nathI. tame jhaverI banIne je vahepAra karyo temAM dhananI kamANI karI paNa AtmAnI kamANI nathI karI. mATe samaje. samyakdarzana, jJAna, cAritra ane tapa vinA bhakaTI thavAnI nathI. mAnavabhavanI amUlya kSaNane nahi oLakhe te samajI lejo ke taka cUkI gayA. hAthamAM hIrA AvyA chatAM jIva je kelasA grahaNa kare te tame ene mUrmo kaho ne? te rIte amUlya samyakradarzana, jJAna, cAritra ane tArUpI hIrA kharIdavAnA samaye je krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebha, ane IndrinA viSaya sukha rUpI kelasA kharIdatA hoya te te jIva paNa mUkha kahevAya ne? A jinazAsana pAmyA pachI paNa je AtmA Atmika ratnonI kamANI na kare te pachI kayAM jaIne karaze ? A jinazAsananA zeTha vItarAga prabhu che. tene je jIva hAtha pakaDaze te nyAla thaI jaze. kaMIka haLukama che jinazAsana pAmIne kalyANa karI gayA che. eka caMdrAvataMsaka nAmanA rAjA thaI gayA. eka vakhata te rAtre dayAnamAM beThA. temaNe evI dhAraNA dhArI hatI ke jyAM sudhI A keDIyAne dI jale tyAM sudhI mAre dhyAna karavuM. rAjA dhyAnamAM che dhIme dhIme dIve jhAMkha paDa. dAsIne thayuM ke ke bApu beThA che. je dI bUjhAI jaze te aMdhAruM thaI jaze. tethI teNe tela pUryuM. te jamAnAmAM IlekaTrIka lAITa na hatI. rAjA eka citte yAnamAM beThA che. Apa jANo cho ne ke dhyAnamAM zarIra khUma TaTAra rahe. kamaLa kAyAvALA rAjA dhyAnamAM che ne dIvo bUjhAI na jAya te mATe dAsI vAraMvAra tela pUre che. pariNAme ghaNe samaya sudhI TaTAra rahevAthI rAjAnA zarIramAM asahya vedanA thatAM chevaTe deha chUTI jAya che. zubha pariNAme maraNa pAmatAM rAjA devalekamAM jAya che. AvuM mRtyu jeIne pATavI putrane vairAgya Ave che. te pitAnI aMtima kriyA karI dIkSA levA taiyAra thAya che. tyAM tenI sAvakI mAtA AvIne khUba raDe che. beTA ! hamaNuM dIkSA na le. huM tane dIkSAnI AjJA nahi ApuM. pitAnA svArthathI mAtAe putrane kareluM rokANa:- baMdhuo ! A saMsAramAM jyAM ne tyAM ekale svArtha bhareluM che. tame mAne che ke A badhA mArA che paNa kayAM sudhI, svArtha hoya tyAM sudhI. svArtha pUro thAya pachI huM kaNa ne tuM kaNa? A mAtA putrane dIkSA letA rokI rahI che temAM tene putra pratye prema nathI paNa aMdara svArtha bharele che. te raDatI raDatI kahe che beTA! A tAre bhAI haju tAne che. koI duzmana rAjA caDhI Avaze te rAjyanuM zuM thaze? pradhAna, karmacArIo

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432 zAradA darzana Adi ghaNAM che paNa emane zuM vizvAsa! pitAnA te pitAnA ne parAyA te parAyA. mATe tAro bhAI rAja no vahIvaTa saMbhALe te thAya pachI tAre dIkSA levI hoya te leje, paNa atyAre rekAI jA. rANI pitAnA svArthamAM rame che. eNe e vicAra nA karyo ke Aje rAjAnuM mRtyu thaI gayu te kAle dIkarAnuM nahi thAya tenI khAtrI che? atyAre enI cAritra levAnI utkRSTa bhAvanA che te bhale le. svAthI AtmA pitAne svArtha jue che paNa bIjAnuM nathI joto. mAtAnA AgrahathI anAsakta bhAve rAjya calAvate rAjakumAra" :mAtAnA ati AgrahathI rAjakumArane kAI javuM paDayuM. e rAjya calAve che paNa emAM ene AnaMda ke rasa nathI. ene eka ja bhAva che ke basa, mAre nAno bhAI taiyAra thaI jAya eTale huM dikSA lauM, nAno bhAI meTa thatAM ene maTAbhAIe rAjya saMbaMdhI je je mAhitI ApavI joIe te badhuM ane Akhe rAjyavahIvaTa kema thAya te badhuM zIkhavADI dIdhuM. tene eTale prema Ape ke bApanI khoTa kayAre paNa dekhAI nathI. have meTebhAI vicAra kare che ke nAnAbhAIne jaldI rAjagAdI upara besADIne huM dIkSA lauM. rANI vicAre che ke mAro dIkaro mATe thaI gaye che, badhuM kAmakAja saMbhALe te heMziyAra che chatAM meTe dIkSA levAnuM nAma kema lete nathI? rANI moTA putranI sAvakI mAtA hatI tethI pitAnA putranA mohanA kAraNe e vicAra AvyuM ke je mATe putra rAjyasattAnA mehamAM paDI jaze ne dIkSA nahi le te mArA dIkarAne rAjya nahi maLe. meM ene dIkSA letAM parANe rokI rAkhyo che. have mArAthI kaMI tene kahevAya? game tema karIne ene nikAla karuM te kaTakaTa jAya ne mAro dIkare svataMtra rAjA bane. - "rANIe oramAna kuMvarane mAravA mATe kareluM kAvatra" - juo, keTaluM jhera che! keTalo svArtha che? pitAnI garaja pUrI thaI eTale tene nikAla karavA taiyAra thaI. A tamAro saMsAra. bele, saMsAramAM rahevA jevuM che? rANIe jhera nAMkhIne lADa taiyAra karyo. baMne bhAIo jamavA beThAM. moTAbhAInA bhANAmAM jharamizrita lADu pIrasAye. lADavA sAthe lAve te bhege thaI jAya, eTale nAnAbhAIne mATe bIje lADave rasoDAmAM levA gayA. A moTAbhAIne khyAla paNa nathI ke mAre mATe AvuM kapaTa karyuM che. eNe premathI nAnAbhAIne kahyuM - mArA bhANAmAM lADu AvyuM che. le, tuM pahelAM khA. pachI huM khAuM. baMne bhAImAM prema khUba hatuM ne ekameka hatA. ghaNI vakhata maTebhAI vahAlathI pitAnA bhANAmAMthI nAnAbhAIne khavaDAvatuM hatuM, tema Aje moTAbhAInA kahevAthI nAnAbhAIe lADavAnuM baTakuM moDhAmAM mUkayuM. cAvIne nIce utAryuM tyAM bebhAna thaIne paDI gaye. zarIra lIluM lIluM thavA lAgyuM. eTale tarata rAjAe pitAnA vaida ane hukamene teDAvyA. veda ane hakImoe

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zA thana bhAre davAo ApI. tAtkAlika upacAra thavAthI jhera bahAra nIkaLI gayuM ne kuMvara bhAvamAM Ave. moTA putrane vahema paDI gayo ke nakkI mArI mAtAe mane mAravA mATe A kAvatru karyuM che. A lADavAmAM bhArebhAra jhera nAkhela che. "saMsAranuM svarUpa joI kuMvara saMyamanA pathe":-kuMvare mAtAne bolAvIne pUma dhamakAvI. kodhathI lAlaceLa thaIne kahe che mAtA! te mane mAravA mATe A kAma karyuM ? huM te dIkSA levAnI taiyArImAM hatuM. kadAca huM A lADu khAI gaye heta te tuM mArA mATe A upAya karIne mane jIvADana? te zuM dhAryuM che? mane rAjyane lebha ke meha nathI. te mane mArI nAMkhavA mATe lADavAmAM jhera ApyuM. mane te tArA kapaTanI khabara na hatI. meM mArA nAnA bhAIne premathI lADu khavaDAne A pramANe banAva banyA paNa meM te tAtkAlika upAya karIne mArA bhAIne bacAvI lIdhe, paNa mane tuM macAvata nahi. te mane mArI nAMkhavA mATe AvuM kRtya karyuM tenuM mane duHkha nathI. kadAca huM marI gayo hota te ene mane aphasosa nathI, paNa eka ja duHkha mArA dilamAM rahI jAta ke huM AvuM rUDuM jinazAsana pAse ne dIkSA lIdhA vinA maryo? jinazAsanane huM lAbha uThAvI na zako! bele, tamane A aphasesa thAya che kharo? meTA putre mAtAne khUba Thapake A, pachI nAnA bhAIne rAjyAbhiSeka karI dIkSA lIdhIne khUba ugra sAdhanA karavA lAgyA. enA dilamAM te eka ja bhAva che ke A jinazAsana maLyuM che te pUro lAbha uThAvI lauM. paMcamahAvata rUpI pAMca amUlya ratna mane maLyAM che tenuM jatana karuM, ane evuM zuddha cAritra pAchuM ke mAre bhavamAM bhamavuM na paDe ne jaladI mokSamAM jAuM. A rIte bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM pAlana karatA cAritra mArge vicaratAM jJAna, dhyAna, tapa, svAdhyAya, vinaya, vaiyAvacca vigere kriyAmAM masta rahetAM grAmAnugrAma vicaravA lAgyA. A tarapha nA bhAI rAjA banyA. tenA koI moTA rAjAnI kuMvarI sAthe lagna thayAM. ene eka putra thayo. have A rAjAne putra ane purehitane putra ane sarakhI uMmaranA hatAM. te banne sAthe ramatAM ne pharatAM hatAM. ane moTA thatA evA unhAna banyA ke je kaMI jaina sAdhu Ave temane joIne temanI ThekaDI uDAvatAM hatAM. meTA bhAIe dIkSA lIdhA pachI tenA nAnA bhAImAM dharmanA saMskAranI rahyA. mAtAne dharma gamata ja na hatuM eTale putrane kadI dharma karavAnuM kahetI na hatI. mAtA-pitAnA jIvanamAM saMskAra na hoya pachI putramAM kayAMthI Ave ? rAjaputranA kAkA grAmAnugrAma vicaratAM pitAnA nagaramAM padhAryA. pAraNane divasa hato. ne gaucarI mATe nIkaLyA. pharatAM pharatAM rAjamahelamAM AvyA. AthI A baMne chokarAo sAdhune kahevA lAgyA ke tame pUNe laIne AvyA che te nAca kare. A zabda sAMbhaLIne saMte baMne chokarAne upadeza zA.-papa

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434 . zAradA darzana Apyo ane samajAvyuM ke nAcavA mATe A rajoharaNa nathI paNa jIvenI jatanA karavA mATe che. tame AvI mazkarI karaze ane saMtane saMtApazo te tamane azAtanAnuM ghora pApa lAgaze, ane jo tame kaI sAdhuno rajoharaNa kheMcIne saMtADI deze te tamane atimAM ati priyane viyoga paDaze. ema aneka prakAre saMte temanA upara karUNa lAvIne baMdha ApyuM. AthI rAjaputranuM hRdaya pIgaLI gayuM ane raDatI AMkhe kahevA lAgyAgurUdeva! mAruM A pApa kevI rIte dhavAya! huM dIkSA lauM te mAruM A pApa jovAI jaze? saMte kahyuM, teM jeTalA doSa lagADayA hoya tenI aMtarathI AlocanA kara ane saMyama le te tAruM jarUra kalyANa thaze. AthI rAjaputrane tyAM vairAgya AvI gaye paNa mitranuM mana daDha thatuM nathI. tyAre rAjaputre purohitane khUba samajAvyuM tethI tene paNa vairAgya AvyA. ghora mastI karanArA sAdhunI ThekaDI karI mahApApanAM bAMdhanArA ane saMtane azAtanA pahoMcADanArA jIva paNa saMtanA sadupadezathI jema kALI mATImAM pANI paDe ne pIgaLI jAya tema te bannenuM hRdaya pIgaLI gayuM. banne jaNAe saMtanA caraNamAM mAthuM namAvIne mAphI mAMgI, pachI mAtA-pitAnI AjJA meLavI ane mitroe dIkSA lIdhI. saMyama lIdhA pachI jJAna, dhyAna, ane cAritramAM khUba ramaNatA karavA lAgyA. bane utkRSTa bhAve cAritra pALavA lAgyA. utkRSTa ArAdhanA ane utkRSTa pariNAme cAritra pALatAM purohitaputrane eka divasa evA pariNAma AvyA ke saMyamI jIvanamAM zuM rakhAna nahIM karavAnuM ! AvA melA kapaDA paheravAnA? ane zarIra upara te melanAM thara jAmI gayA che. zuM AvA gebarA rahevAnuM? AvA mAThA pariNAma ene AvavA lAgyA, ane dharmanI durgachA karIne nIca gotra bAMdhyuM. sAthe evA vicAro paNa AvyA ke mAre kayAM dIkSA levI hatI ! A rAjaputre mane dIkSA levaDAvI. AvA pariNAma AvavAthI jIvane keTaluM nukazAna thAya che tene te samaye tene khyAla Avata nathI. samaya jatAM AvA vinaya, vivekI ane tapamAM rakata rahenArA baMne saMte AyuSya pUrNa karIne devalokamAM gayA. tyAM devanuM AyuSya bhogavatA sukhamAM rAta divasa mana rahetA. samaya pUro thatAM je samaye devakathI cavavAnA cha mahinA bAkI rahyA, tyAre pite avadhijJAna dvArA jANyuM ke have mAruM AyuSya ahIM pUruM thAya che. huM ahIMthI marIne bhaMgaDIne tyAM janmavAno chuM. AthI tene khUba pazcAtApa thavA lAge. ahe ! meM gayA janmamAM cAritra pratye durgachA karI ane dIkSAmAM e vicAra karyo ke mAre kayAM dIkSA levI hatI? A pariNAme mane keTaluM nukazAna thayuM ! are huM bhaMgaDIne tyAM janma laIza te tyAM mane cAritra kayAMthI maLaze? ema khUba pazcAtApa karatAM pitAne mitra devane kahe che, arere.. huM bhaMgaDIne tyAM janmIne cAritra vagarane rahI jaIza ! nA, evuM te na ja banavuM joIe. baMdhuo! vicAra kare, A deva cAritra mATe keTale jhUrApa kare che ne pitAnI

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zA na 435 thayelI bhUlane keTale pazcAtApa kare che. game tema thAya te paNa mAre cAritra te levuM ja che. cAritra vinA traNa kALamAM mukti nathI. mATe he mitradeva ! tuM mane tyAM jarUra jagADavA Avaje. huM mehamAM paDI gaye houM te tane kahuM chuM ke dhamakI Apaje, damadATI Apaje ne Dao laIne jagADaje. mitradeva kahe tuM bhaMgaDIne tyAM janmIne zuM dIkSA levAne chuM? tuM zuM dharma karavAne chuM? nakAmuM mAre evA gaMdhAtA gharamAM AvavuM. A zabda sAMbhaLIne devanA aMtarAtmAmAM ema thaI gayuM ke ahe ! jyAre meM cAritra lIdhuM tyAre mAThA pariNAma na karyA hatA te zuM mArI A dazA thAta? te mitradevane kahe che huM jarUra cAritra laIza. tuM mane jarUra jagADavA Avaje. huM game tevA mehamAM paDaye houM te tuM thAya teTalA prayatna karaje paNa mane jagADaje. tame badhA ahIM beThA che. tamane saMta satIjIe dararoja cAritra mArganI vAta samajAve che ne kahe che saMsAra choDavA jevuM che, dIkSA levA jevI che ne mokSa meLavavA je che. bole, A vAta tamane keTalA varSothI gurU bhagavaMte samajAve che chatAM tamAre AtmA haju A vAtane svIkAravA taiyAra thaye che ? yAda rAkhaje. cAritra vinA mukti nathI, zAMti nathI, AtmAne AnaMda nathI. bhale, tamAre ghera gADI meTara doDatI hoya, cAMdInI thALImAM jamatA hoya paNa e sukha tamAruM sAcuM sukha nathI, pAchaLa bhayaMkara duHkha lAgelA che. je sukha ane zAMti joItA hoya te have ubhA thAva. gharamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI cAritra mArgamAM Ave. A deva devapaNAmAM che chatAM tene keTale pazcAtApa che ke manuSya bhavamAM gayA pachI je huM cAritra vagara maruM te mAruM jIvana dhULa che, ane jyAM e janmavAne che tyAM cAritra maLavuM muzkela che. tethI deva sAthe keTale karAra kare che ! namratApUrvaka tenI pAse kela mAMge che. ema nathI kahete ke arere...mAre bhaMgaDIne ghera janmavAnuM thayuM? devanI AvI sAhyabI choDIne evA tuccha gharamAM huM kema rahI zakIza? ema nathI kahetA. zAthI? te jANe che ke jIvanA karelA karmo jIvane bhegavavA paDe che. meM AvA uttama cAritrA mArganI durgachA karI te mane evA turacha gharamAM ne nIca kuLamAM janma thavAno vakhata Avyo ne ! basa, devane e aphasesa che ke zuM huM cAritra vagarane rahIza! jenA dilamAM cAritrane raNakAra che teNe devane samajAvIne paNa tenI pAse kela lIdhe. jyAre deve kahyuM ke huM tane cAritra pamADavA AvIza tyAre tene zAMti thaI. have A purohitaputra tyAMthI AvIne bhaMgaDIne ghera janmaze, pachI kayAM moTe thaze ne deva tene kevI rIte pratibaMdhavA jaze te vAta avasare vicArIzuM. have ApaNA cAlu adhikArane ceDe vicAra karIe. devakI mAtAe temanAtha bhagavAnanA mukhethI sAMbhaLyuM ke A cha aNagAra tArA pitAnA putra che. A sAMbhaLIne devakInA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. bhagavAnane vaMdana

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zAradA darzana namaskAra karIne cha aNagAra banyAM hatAM tyAM AvyAM ne temane vaMdana karIne ubhA rahyA. te animeSa dathiI tamannA sAmuM joI rahyA. darzana karatAM temanuM haiyuM hacamacI gayuM. saMtanA darzana karyA pachI zuM banyuM? "vitA sittA sAmA paugar pappu yale yaNA vaMcuya paDivikhatiyA dariya balya bAhA dhArAhaya kalaMbapupphagaM piva, samRsiya romakUvA te chappiya aNagAre aNimisAe diTTIe pehabhANI suciraM nirikkhi|" devakIjI munione vaMdana karIne temanA sAme ubhA rahyA. putranA premanA kAraNe temanI AMkhamAM harSanA AMsu bharAI gayA. atyaMta harSa thavAthI zarIra kulI gayuM. kaMcukInI kase kheMcAvA lAgI, ane hAthamAM paherelAM ghareNAM, baMgaDIo, pacI vigere nAnA paDavA lAgyA. jyAre varasAda varase che tyAre kadaMbanuM phUla vikasita thaI jAya che, tema devakImAtAnAM zarIranAM badhA rUMvADA pulakita thaI gayA. te cha aNagArone animeSa daSTithI jotAM ghaNI vAra sudhI nirakhavA lAgI. saMtenA sAme jotAM tenI AMkhaDI dharAtI nathI. mAtAnuM vAtsalya che ne haiyAnuM heta che. eka lehInI sagAI che eTale evuM heta uchaLyuM ke kaMcukInI kase tUTI gaI ane stanamAMthI dUdha jharavA lAgyuM. zuM mAtRprema! zuM vAtsalyanAM vaheNa! kevuM rahanuM nirmaLa jharaNuM ! devakI mAtAne harSane pAra nathI. aho ! Aje mane bhagavAnanA mukhethI sAMbhaLavA maLyuM ke he devakI ! AvA pavitra putrane janma denArI tu bhAgyazALI mAtA che. teM janma dIdhuM ane sulazAne tyAM khUba lADakoDathI ucharyA. ahAhA... Aje mane apUrva AnaMda che, paNa huM emane dIkSA mahotsava ujavavA bhAgyazALI na banI! huM temanuM lAlanapAlana na karI zakI! A rIte ghaNI vAra sudhI saMtanA sAme animeSa dRSTithI joI rahyA. devakI mAtA munione joIne jagatane bhUlI gayA che. ghaNI vAra sudhI munione nIrakhyA paNa ghera javAnuM mana thatuM nathI. have munione vaMdana karyA bAda temanAtha bhagavAnanA darzana karI ghera jaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra - "vidurajInI duryodhanane hita zikhAmaNa" :- utarASTranA kahevAthI vidurajI duryodhana pAse AvyA ne kahyuM-he duryodhana! tuM zuM dhAMdhala mAMDIne beTho che? uccakuLanA chokarAne jugAra ramavuM zobhe? jugAra nIca leke rame, rAjakumAra nahi. tuM kurUvaMzamAM aMgAre pAme che. eka aMgAro vananAM vana sApha karI nAkhe che tema tuM jugAra ramIne baMne kuTuMbanuM nikaMdana kADhavA uThe che. mane te e bhAsa thAya che ke tuM jugAra ramIne sukhI nahi thAya paNa tArA mAthe kaIne kaI vighna Avaze. jugAra ramanArA duHkhI thAya che te zuM tuM nathI jANatA ? mane to kAMI svArtha nathI. huM te tArA ekAMta hitane mATe kahuM chuM. je te samajI jA te sAruM che. haju maherabAnI karIne A tAro duSTa vicAra mAMDI vALa. vizeSa te zuM karyuM? jugAra ramavAthI mANasanuM dhana, kIrti, prema, mitratA ane Ijjatane nAza thAya che.

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thArA darzana 437 cAre baja tenI niMdA thAya che. mATe jugAranI vAta cheDI de, paNa kaI rIte duryodhana samaje nahi tyAre vidurajIe dhrutarASTrane kahyuM-duryodhana enA nizcayamAM aDaga che. koI rIte samajAtuM nathI. pharIne tame tene kaI paNa rIte samajAvIne jugAra ramavAnuM baMdha karAvo, tyAre patarAkhe duryodhanane khUba samajAvyuM paNa kUtarAnI pUMchaDI bheMyamAM dATe to ya vAMkI ne vAMkI rahe che tema duryodhanane vidurajIe ane dhRtarASTra ghaNuM samajAvyuM chatAM na mAnyuM tyAre pharIne pAchA vidurajI temane samajAvavA AvyA ne kahyuM duryodhana ! haju tuM samajato nathI. mAre tane zuM kahevuM? have tane chellI vakhata kahuM chuM ke tuM jugAra ramavAnI vAta cheDI de. jugAramAM te bhalabhalA DUlI gayA che. mahardhika rAjAone jugAre khuvAra karyA che te zuM tuM nathI jANate? je tane eka dAkhalo ApuM. nalarAjA damayaMtI hArI, kaisI huI khadavArI dekhe vaMza ke burA dikhAyA, vAta jagatameM jahArI he...zrotA naLarAjA jugAra ramyA te jugAramAM satI damayaMtIne hArI gayA. jugAre ujajavaLa vaMzane kalaMkita karyo ne tenI kevI khuvArI thaI e vAta te jagajAhera che. chatAM tuM na jANate heya te sAMbhaLa ke naLarAjAnI kevI rIte khuvArI thaI ? e naLarAjA koNa hatA te huM tane vistArathI kahuM chuM. kozala dezamAM kezalA nAme nagarImAM mahAparAkramI niSadha nAme rAjA rAjya karatA hatA. temane nala ane kubera nAme be putra hatA. temAM naLa mATe ane kubera nAno hate. baMne putra khUba sauMdaryavAna hatAM. bIjI bAju vidarbha dezamAM pRthvInA kuMDaLa samAna kuMDinapura nagaramAM bhIma nAme rAjA rAjya karatA hatA. temane damayaMtI nAme ekanI eka lADIlI putrI hatI. damayaMtI moTI thaI eTale tenA pitA bhIma rAjAe tene paraNAvavA mATe moTe svayaMvara racyuM. temAM deza dezanA rAjAone AmaMtraNa ApyuM. niSadha rAjAne paNa AmaMtraNa mekalAvyuM ke tamArA putrane laIne tame vahelA padhArajo. eTale niSadha rAjA pitAnA baMne putrane laIne svayaMvaramAM gayA. lagnanA divase svayaMvara maMDapa moTA moTA rAjAo ane rAjakumArothI bharAI gayuM hatuM. sau potapotAnA mobhA pramANe siMhAsana upara beThAM hatAM badhA rAjAomAM naLa ane kubera baMne kumAre tArAomAM caMdranI jema zebhI uThatAM hatAM. mALAropaNa samaye damayaMtI hAthamAM mALA laIne rUmajhuma karatI svayaMvaramaMDapamAM AvI, tyAre dAsI eka pachI eka rAjAonI oLakhANa ApatI AgaLa cAlavA lAgI. Ama karatAM jyAM niSadharAjA ane naLa-kubera baMne bhAIo beThA hatA tyAM AvI. naLakumArane joIne damayaMtInuM mana TharI gayuM, ane tenA gaLAmAM varamALA paherAvI. khUba dhAmadhUmathI bhImarAjAe naLa-damayaMtInAM lagna karyA. khUba dAyajo Apyo. naLane damayaMtIe varamALA mAherAvI tyArathI kuberanA aMtaramAM jheranAM bIja vavAyA, ke huM enA jevo chuM chatAM

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1 3 43 zAradA darzana mane vara maLa na paherAvI ! juo, sago bhAI che chatAM keTaluM jhera! paNa atyAre te kAMI cAle tema na hatuM. lagna karIne pitAnA rasAlA sahita kulinapurathI vidAya lIdhI. bhImarAjAe pitAnI putrIne khUba hita zikhAmaNa ApIne sAsare mokalI. rathamAM besIne kezalA nagarI tarapha jAya che paNa mArgamAM rAta paDI gaI. kALI kAjaLa jevI rAtrI hatI. keIne hAtha paNa sUjhe nahi. A samaye damayaMtIe naLarAjAne kahyuM nAtha! A vana sAva ujajaDa dekhAya che paNa bhramarAne guMjArava kema saMbharAya che? naLe kahyuM-ghera aMdhakAramAM kAMI dekhAtuM nathI. A samaye damayaMtIe pitAnA kapALamAM hAthane sparza karyo eTale seMkaDe sUryanA teja karatAM paNa vadhu prakAza patharAI gaye. "muninA darzane gayelA naLa damayaMtI" :- e prakAzamAM najara karI te najIkamAM eka vRkSa nIce eka muni dhyAnAvasthAmAM ubhA hatA. eka hAthIne kapALamAM khujalI AvatI hatI. eTale aMdhArAmAM muninA zarIrane lAkaDuM mAnI tenuM kapALa ghasate hato. e mada jharatA hAthInA kuMbhathaLa upara bhramarAe guMjana karatA hatA ne munine DaMkha mAratA hatAM. chatAM muni dhyAnamAM aDaga hatA. naLa ane damayaMtI baMne muni pAse gayA. hAthIne bhagADI mUkayone DaMkha mAratA bramarone paNa dUra uDADI mUkyA. baMne muninA darzana karI tyAM beThA. thoDIvAre munie dhyAna pALyuM ane baMne AtmAone dharmane upadeza Ape. upadeza sAMbhaLIne baMne khuza thayA. naLarAjAe vaMdana karIne pUchayuM-bhagavaMta! A damayaMtIe pUrvabhavamAM evI zuM ArAdhanA karI ke jethI eNe kapALamAM hAtha aDADe ne badhe prakAza patharAI gayA. munirAja khUba jJAnI hatA. temaNe kahyuM he naLakumAra A damayaMtIe gatabhavamAM vIsa tIrthaMkara bhagavaMtane tapa karyuM hatuM, e tapa khUba ullAsathI utkRSTa bhAve karyo hato tethI tene AvI zakti prApta thaI che, ane tame paNa gata janmamAM jainadharmanI khUba ArAdhanA karI hatI, jainadharmane khUba phelAve karyo hato tethI A bhavamAM paNa jainadharma maLe che. tame baMne haLukamI che che. A bhavamAM jainadharmanI ArAdhanA karIne mekSamAM jaze. A pramANe munine upadeza sAMbhaLIne rathamAM besI baMne pitAnI nagarImAM AvyA. naLarAjAne rAjyAbhiSeka ane niSadha rAjAnI dIkSA" - khUba dhAmadhUmathI nagaramAM praveza karyo, ane AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyA. nidhi rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke have baMne putra taiyAra thaI gayAM che. te huM mAruM ameka mANa karavA dIkSA lauM. Ama vicAra karIne mATe utsava karIne naLakumArane rAjayAbhiSeka karyo ane kuberane yuvarAja padavI ApIne niSadharAjAe cAritra aMgIkAra karyuM. naLarAjA ane damayaMtIrANI AnaMdathI rahe che. naLarAjA enA bhAI kuberane khUba sAcavatA hatA paNa kuberanA aMtaramAM duryodhananI mAphaka IrSAno agni prajavalita thayo hato. basa, naLakumAra rAjA banyo ne huM rAjA nahi! enuM ATaluM badhuM mAna! jema pAMDavonI saMpatti joIne duryodhana jalato

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zAradA darzana hate tema naLarAjAnuM mAna-sainmAna joIne kubera jalavA lAge. have naLarAjAne vinAza karavA mATe kabara kevI yukti karaze tenA bhAva avasare. [ tI vyAkhyAna naM. 56. hi. zrAvaNa vada 6 ne zanivAra tA. 3-77 anaMta karUNAnIdhi, aikaya prakAzaka, sarvajJa, sarvadaza vItarAga bhagavatenA mukhamAMthI sUtranA phulaDA jharyA ne gaNadhara bhagavatIe e kulaDA jhIyA. zrI vIra mukhathI kulaDejharyA, enIgaNadhare gUthI mALare, jinachanIvANI bhalI. bhagavaMtanA mukhamAMthI jharelA vacanAmRta rUpI pu gautama svAmI Adi gaNadhara bhagavatee jhIlIne tenI sidhdhAMtarUpa suMdara mALA gUMthI. e mALAmAMthI evI saurabha maheke che ke te saurabhane suMghanAra AtmAonA aMtaramAMthI ajJAna, moha, kaSAya, IrSyA Adi durguNanI durgadha bahAra nIkaLI jAya che, ne sadguNenI sugaMdhathI tenuM jIvana mahekI uThe che. AvI suMdara bhagavAnanI vANI che. devakI mAtA ne manAtha bhagavAnane mahAna upakAra mAne che, ahe prabhu ! Apa mane na maLyAM heta te A cha aNagAre mArA dIkarA che evuM mane kaNa kaheta? huM te jANatI na hatI. a5 na maLyAM hatA te emane saMsAra sAgara taravAnA jahAjamAM koNa besAData? he prabhu Apa te "tinnANuM tArayANuM" saMyamarUpI jahAjamAM besIne taryA che ne Apane zaraNe AvanAra bhavya jIne tAre che. jahAja samAna A5 A che putrane maLyA te temaNe dIkSA lIdhI. ane Apa temane laIne dvArikA nagarImAM padhAryA ne mane temanA darzana thayA. Ape temanA saMsArane kAMTe kADhI nAMkhe. huM kayAM bhIlapuramAM jAta...ane mane A saMte kayAM maLata! A badhe Apane pratApa che. ziSyo upara gurUdevanI asIma kRpA hoya che. huM mArA mahAna upakArI rana gurUdevane yAda karuM tyAre mArA dilamAM ema thAya che ke he gurUdeva ! Apano amArA upara mahAna upakAra che. je Apa amane maLyA na hatA te A saMsAramAM ame kayAMya rajhaLatA heta. Ape amArA jevA kaTAyelA loDhAne pArasa banAvyA che. ajJAnI abUjha vene AtmAnuM alaukika jJAna ApyuM che. ApanA upakArane badale vALavAnI mArAmAM tAkAta nathI. je gurUdeva ApaNane saMyama Ape temane ApaNe mahAna upakAra mAnave jeIe. eTaluM ja nahi paNa e gurUdeva ApaNane kSaNe kSaNe hitazikhAmaNa Ape tyAre e vicAra kare joIe ke ahe! mArA gurU-gurUNInI mArA upara keTalI badhI kRpA daSTi

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jeTha che. te kSaNe kSaNe mAruM keTaluM dhyAna rAkhe che! paNa gurU vAraMvAra Takera kare tyAre Taka Taka kare che mane Teke che ema na thavuM joIe. kadAca ApaNe vAMka na heya ne pake Ape te paNa manamAM gurU pratye dveSabhAva na Ave joIe, paNa gurUne Thapake mITho lAga joIe. gurUne Thapake ke gurUnI Takera je kaTakaTa lAge te samajI levuM ke mekSa mArA mATe ghaNuM dUra che. gurUdevanI AjJA e mAro zvAsa ane eja mAro prANa che. gurU AjJAnuM pAlana ane gurUnI bhakti jenA dilamAM vasI che tene mATe mokSa najIka che. gurUnI kRpAthI kAMTALe mArga saraLa banI jAya che. gurUnI kRpAmAM ajabagajabanI zakti che. devakI mAtA ne manAtha bhagavAnane mahAna upakAra mAnatA, bhagavAnanA guNa gAtA cha aNagArene vaMdana karIne " seva hA mi taiva vAIpha kavAchittA sada garima tiraskutto mAthAdaLa vAdaLa ? " jyAM ne manAtha bhagavAna birAjamAna hatA tyAM AvyA. AvIne bhagavAnane khUba bhaktibhAvapUrvaka tikakhuttane pATha bhaNIne vaMdana namaskAra karyA. vaMdana karIne pAchA pagale bhagavAna pAsethI bahAra nIkaLI gayA. bhagavAna dvArakA nagarInI bahAra udyAnamAM hatA. e ughAnamAMthI nIkaLIne jyAM pitAne dharmaratha hatuM tyAM AvyA, ane e rathamAM beThA. jyAre devakImAtA bhagavAnanA darzana karavA AvatA hatA tyAre A rathamAM besIne AvatA hatA. eTale te rathane dharma ratha kahetA hatA. vAgha bAri maggvinittA ya ra jire eka zAririkA upaHITA teva savAra che " raNajhaNa karate ratha dvArakA nagarInI vacce vacce thaIne cAle. jema rathanI ghaMTaDI raNakAra thavA lAge tema devakImAtAnA hRdayamAM paNa temanAtha prabhunA vacanAmRtene raNakAra thAya che, zuM bhagavAnanI vANuM! zuM bhagavAnanA pavitra saMta ! Ama harSa pAmatAM rathamAM besIne jAya che, ane pitAnI bahAranI upasthAnazAlA (beThaka)mAM pahoMcyA. tyAM potAnA zreSTha dhArmika ratha uparathI utarIne pitAnA bhavanamAM jaIne pitAnI sukemala zayyA para beThA. devakIjIe bhagavAnanA darzana karyA, tene pitAnA putranI oLakhANa thaI tethI khUba AnaMda thaye paNa eka vAtanuM temanA dilamAM khUba duHkha thayuM ke meM sAta sAta putrane janma dIdhe paNa emane ramADyA khelAvyA nahIM ne ! mAtAone saMtAne khUba vahAlA hoya che. mAtA khUba vahAlathI saMtAnane uchere che paNa saMtAne moTA thatAM mAtA pitAnA hetane ane upakArane bhUlI jAya che. saMtAne mATe mAtA keTaluM kare che! gaI kAlanuM eka daSTAMta ApaNe adhUruM che. temAM deva cavIne bhaMgaDInI phImAM AvyuM. bhaMgaDIne cAra mAsa thayA hatA. e nagaranA nagara zeThANIne marelA bALaka janmatA hatAM. kadI jIvatA bALakanuM mukha jovA maLatuM na hatuM. A zeThANIne paNa cAra mAsa thayelA. zeThANInA AMgaNAmAM bhaMgaDI jhADU vALatI hatI. tenI sAthe vAtacIta karatA khabara paDI ke e garbhavatI che, tyAre zeThANIe kahyuM, bahena ! huM ne

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* zAradA dezana tuM ane garbhavatI chIe. jo mAre ne tAre sAthe prasUti thAya ne tAre ghera dIkaro janme te tuM mane ApIza ? bhaMgaDIne ghera khAvAnA sAMsA hetA. teNe kahyu', bhale mA, huM ApIza. tamAre ghera sukhI thaze, paNa mane ATalI rakama ApavAnI. zeThANIe kahyu -bhale. yogAnuyoga banyuM evuM ke zeThANI ane bhagaDI ane eka sAthe prasUti thaI. laMgaDIe rUpa rUpanA aMbAra jevA putrane janma ApyuMA. dhananI lAlace bhaMgaDIe chekarAne gupta rIte zeThANIne ghera meAkalAvI dIdhA ne zeThANIne mareluM bALaka janmyuM. te bhaMgaDIne tyAM mokalI dIdhuM. bALakanI TrAnsaphara thayA pachI nagaramAM jAhera thayu` ke zeThANIne jIvatA putra janmyA che. nagarazeThane tyAM ghaNAM varSe chatratA dIkaro janmyA eTale zeThe khUba mATo mahAtsava ujanmyA. AkhA gAmamAM mIThAi vahe...cI. saune AnaMdano pAra nathI. lAlanapAlanathI dIkarAne mATA karyAM. enu nAma metAraja rAkhyuM. te yuvAna thatAM zrImatAnI ATha ATha kanyAo sAthe tenI sagAI thaI ne lagna levAyA. zeThanA AMgaNe lagnanI dhAmadhUma cAle che. Ana'Dha maMgala vate che. zeThano lADIleA putra ATha ATha suMdarIone paraNavAnA ha mAM che. tyAM pele mitra deva AvyeA. metArajane jAgRta karIne kahe che ke kemabhAI! have dIkSA levI che ne ? tyAre kahe che ke atyAre te ATha ATha kanyAe sAthe mArA lagnanI kula taiyArI thaI gaI che. lagnanA samaye dIkSAnI vAta karanAre tu kANu che ? tyAre kahe che tArA mitra, mArA mitra vaLI koNa ? deve kahyuM, kema, tuM bhUlI gayA ? ApaNe devalAkamAM sAthe deva hatA. teM mArI pAse vacana mAMgyuM hatuM ke tuM mane pratibeAdha pamADavA Avaje. eTale hu' Avye che. deve pUrvabhavanI badhI vAta karI. pUrvanuM rUpa dekhADayu' eTale tene jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM. jJAnathI jANyu` ke pUrva bhavamAM uttama cAritra pALyuM tenA prabhAve deva thayeA hateA paNa cAritra lIdhuM temAM durgA chA karI, ane manamAM bhAva AvyA ke mane parANe dIkSA ApI tethI nIca kuLamAM janmavAnu thayu. tethI me* tamArI pAsethI vacana mAMgelu.. " mitra deve karelo pratimAdha " :- deve kahyu, have kharAkhara yAda Avyu ne? zeDanA putra kahe che DA. te! hure dIkSAnI taighArI kare. gurU pratyenI arUcI karIne gADha mAhanIya karma bAMdhyuM che, eTale kahe che ke bhAI! tamArI vAta sAcI che, paNa atyAre dIkSA laI zakuM tema napI. ADa Da nagaronI putrIe! sAthe sagAI thaI gaI che, eTale paraNyA pachI joIza. tyAre deva kahe che me' te tane nA pADI hatI, paNa te jakharajastIthI mArI pAsethI vacana lIdhu hatu. ne have nA pADe che ? uThe, have teA dIkSA levI ja paDaze. mele kahe che paNa AvI namaNI ne gerI sudarIe sAthe sukha bheAgavI lau` pachI dIkSA laiza. tyAre deve kahyu', are gAMDA ! tane vaLI zA.-56

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zAradA darzana A bheganuM bhUta kAMcI vaLavuM? te devakamAM ghaNI devIo sAthe bega bhegAvyA chatAM ahIM tane haju bheganI bhUkha che? jarA samaja. bheganI bhUkha kAramI che. e bhegace maTatI nathI. mATe samajIne e lata cheDI de. agnimAM vadhu lAkaDA nAMkhavAthI kadI agni zAMta thAya che? moTI moTI nadIo game teTaluM pANI samudrane Ape che chatAM kadI samudra bharAIne ubharAI jAya che khare kharajavAnI bhIDI caLa Ave ne game teTaluM khaNe te paNa kharajavuM maTe che kharuM ? nA, tema game teTalA bhoga bhogavIza te paNa tenI tRSNa zAMta thavAnI nathI. te pachI zA mATe nakAmA valakhAM mAre che? amane cAritra grahaNa karavAnI game teTalI bhAvanA thAya paNa aviratinA baMdhane baMdhAyelA chIe. tethI cAritra laI zakatA nathI, jyAre tuM cAritra levA mATe samartha zaktizALI che, te nakAme zA mATe saMsAranA piMjaramAM sapaDAya che? mitra deve ene ghaNuM samajAvyuM paNa evuM ghara mehanIya karma bAMdhyuM che. eTale devanA vacananI bilakula asara na thaI. metArajane pratibodhavA deve khulle karela paDado:- deve khUba dhamakAvya. kema, zuM karavuM che? dIkSA levI che ke nahIM? je nahIM mAne te samajI leje ke huM deva chuM. tArA bUrA hAla karIza. deve AvA kaDaka zabdo kahyA chatAM metAraja mAnya nahI. karmanI viTaMbaNu kevI bhayaMkara che! devanA kepane paNa gaNakAryo nahIM. lagnane divasa Avyo ane bhAI moTA sAjana sAthe varaghoDe caDhIne cAlyA paraNavA. meTA nagarazeThane dIkaro ane te ATha kanyAne paraNavA jate hoya tenA varaghoDAmAM zuM khAmI heAya ? mANasane pAra nathI. madhyabajAramAM varagheDe AvyA. tyAM deve pelI baMgaDInA zarIramAM praveza karyo. hAthamAM jhADU ane pele che, gaMdhAtA gebarA kapaDA paherelAM che, evI bhaMgaDI badhA mANasane kahe che dUra khase. mA-bApa mane javA de. A mAro dIkaro che. Ama karatI meTA meTA zeThIyAone dhakko mAratI AgaLa vadhIne metArajanA gheDA sudhI pahoMcI gaI. deve kareluM kArya che tethI tene keI aTakAvI zakayuM nahIM. sau vicAramAM paDI gayA ke A te zeThane dIkare che ne bhaMgaDI kahe che ke mAro dIkaro che. A zuM? badhAM jotAM rahyA ne bhaMgaDI vararAjAne hAtha pakaDIne kahe che beTA ! heThe utara, tuM zeThane dIkarI nathI paNa mAro dIkaro che, paNa tuM jamyA ke tarata zeThANIne ApyuM hatuM. zeThanuM ghara te te abhaDAvyuM, have pelI ATha chokarIone abhaDAvavA kayAM jAya che ! mArA royA, heThe utara. A badhA ThaThArA ApaNane na zobhe. ema kahI kAMDa pakaDIne ghoDethI nIce utAryo ne dIkarAne laIne pitAne ghera cAlI gaI, paNa keI tene rokI zakayuM nahIM. nahIMtara AvA maTA zrImaMta zeThIyA hoya tyAM tucha bhaMgaDInuM zuM cAle ? ene kayAMya phagAvI de

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% zAradA dezanuM paNa A badhI devanI zakti che. leAkeAnA mana pAvI nAMkhyA. eTale saunA manamAM ThasI gayuM ke vAta te sAcI che. zeThANIne teA marelA khALaka janme che mATe A bhagaDIno dIkarA lIdheA haze. devanI zakti alaukika haiAya che. deva dhAre te karI zake che. dhAre te mAnavInA mana pheravI zake ne dhAre te bhAre utpAta macAvI de, raDatA ne hasatAM ane hasatAMne raDatAM karI de evI devanI zakti hoya che. A bhaMgaDI chekarAne ghera lai gai. A tarapha zeTha zeThANInuM mADhuM lI'bu jevu' thai gayu'. ane varagheADAmAM Avelu' mahAjana bheAMDu' paDI gayu. sau saunA sthAne cAlyA gayA, kanyAne ghera mAMDavA chUTI gayA. badhA Anandva esarI gayA. A taraphe metArajane bha'gaDIe peAtAnI jhUMpaDImAM tUTelA khATalA upara gadhAtI phATalI gADI pAtharIne besADayA. beTA ! A ApaNuM ghara che. apera thatAM mAMgIne lAvelA eThA jUThA reTalInA khaTakA mATInA zakerAmAM khAvA ApyA. le, mArA dIkarA khA, paNa pelAne te sUga caDhe che. gaMdha tA evI mAre cheke ulTI Ave che. arere... kayAM rAjamahela jevA agalA ne kayAM A gU paDI ! kayAM te chatrapalaMga ane kayAM A tUTalI khATa ne ga'dhAtI godaDI ! kayAM cAMdInA thALamAM navA navA leAjana ane kAM mAMgelA roTalInA TUkaDA ! ahI' kema rahevAya ? mAMDa mAMDa divasa pasAra karyAM. rAtre uMgha AvatI nathI. madharAte deve avAja karIne kahyu` kema, paraNyAne ? kayAM che tArI rUpALI ATha strIe ? jarA khatAva tA kharo, tyAre metAraje kahyuM te teA bhAre karI. AvuM te karAya ? mane raMge caMge paraNavA tai devA hatA ne ? deve kahyu zene paraNavA dauM' ? tArA peAtAne ja keAla che ke tuM mane pratidhavA Avaje. huM madha na pAsu tA DaDA laI ne mane jagADavA Avaje. ane tuM jo tA kharo, A saMsAranAM sagA te joyAne ? A badhI mAyA kayAM gaI? hajI paNa tane kahuM chuM ke tuM samajI jA. "A saMsAramAM jIvanuM kAI saguM nathI. badhA pAghaDInA ne bhajakaladAranA sagA che, mATe tuM tArA AtmAnu' sAdhI le, uThe ubheA thA, sadagurU pAse paheAMcADI dau.' A sAMbhaLIne metAraje kahyuM ke AvI rIte dIkSA lauM tA dha niMdAya. huM bhaMgaDInA chekaro chuM tevuM mArA mAthe kalaMka caDhayu che. te utArI de ane lagna aTakayA che te karAvI Apa, tyAre deve kahyuM ke paraNAvI dauM pachI tu dIkSA na le te? metAraje vicAra karyo ke hamaNAM hA pADavA de pachI dekhA jAyegA. eTale kahyu ke nA....nA lagna pachI tuM kahIza tema karIza. deve kahyuM ke manamAM mela rAkhIne hA nathI kahetA ne ? joje haiAM....huM paNa kevA chuM. tane nahi choDuM. metAraje kahyuM nA ....nA. ema hAya! huM dIkSA laiza. dIkSA levAnuM mana nathI paNa hA pADI dIdhI. dhruve karelA camatkAra :- deve kahyuM ke A eka khakarI Apu chu enI

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444 zAradA darzana lIDIe ratna jevI nIkaLaze. te laIne zreNIka mahArAjA pAse jaje. e meTA magadha dezanA mAlIka che paNa tene bhaMDAramAM AvuM eka paNa ratna nahi hoya. tane rAjA pUchaze ke AvA ratno kyAMthI lAvyo? te kaheje ke mArI pAse eka bakarI che tenI lIMDIe ratna tarIke nIkaLe che. pachI zuM karavuM? e badhuM huM saMbhALI laIza. tAre ciMtA karavAnI jarUra nathI. metAraja khuza khuza thaI gaye. bIje divase rane thALa bharIne zreNIka rAjA pAse AvyA. rAjA kahezuM laIne AvyA che ? te kahe huM nagarazeThane putra chuM ne A ratnanI bheTa laIne AvyA chuM. A ratna kayAMthI lAvyA? te kahe mahArAjA ! mArI bakarI lIMDI tarIke AvA ratna kADhe che. A sAMbhaLIne rAjAne Azcarya thayuM. mArA bhaMDAramAM AvA ratna nathI. tethI tenI cokasAI karavA abhayakumArane mokalyA. tapAsa karI te vAta sAcI che. rAjA ane abhayakumAre vicAra karyo ke Ane keI devanI sahAya lAge che, te sivAya Ama na bane. tenI vadhAre khAtrI karavA kahyuM-tame mArI A rAjagRhI nagarIne pharate kille eka rAtamAM banAvI Ape te huM mArI kuMvarI paraNAvuM. metAraje tarata devane yAda karyA. deva hAjara thaye eTale badhI vAta karI. devane zuM vAra? eNe eka rAtamAM rAjagRhIne pharatA suMdara killo banAvI dIdhuM. tethI rAjAne khAtrI thaI ane pitAnI kuMvarI tenI sAthe paraNAvavAno vicAra karyo. zreNIka rAjAe abhayakumArane kahyuM ke lagnanI taiyArI kare. kuMvarInA lagnanI taiyArI karI. AkhI rAjagRhImAM khabara paDI gaI ke zreNIkarAjA emanI kuMvarI zeThanA dIkarA sAthe paraNAve che, bhaMgaDI paNa lekene kahevA lAgI A zeThane ja dIkaro che. mAro nathI. rAMkane ghera AvuM ratna haya? te vakhate mane keNa jANe zuM thaI gayuM ke meM AvuM karyuM ne tophAna karI raMgamAM bhaMga pADe. e chokarAne te zeThane ghera mUkI AvI. A devanI mAyA hatI. saunA mana pharI gayA ne sAcuM mAnI lIdhuM A tarapha pelA ATha zeThIyAe vicAra karavA lAgyA ke khuda rAjA zreNIka jyAre emanI dIkarI paraNAve che ne je ApaNe dIkarIo nahi paraNAvIe te ApaNuM AvI banaze. mATe kuMvaranI sAthe ja ApaNI dIkarIo paraNAvI daIe, paNa have kahevA kema javAya? mAna mUkIne mevAraja pAse AvIne pagamAM paDIne kahe che kSamA karaje, ame tamane oLakhyAM nahi. amane pelI bhaMgaDI e bharamAvyA ane ame bharamAI gayA. have mana moTuM karIne amArI putrIo sAthe lagna kara. metAraje e vAta svIkArI ane nava kapAe sAthe tenA lagna thayA. AnaMdano pAra nathI. devane vacana ApyuM che ke ekavAra lagna karI Apa, pachI tuM kahIza tema karIza. metAja nava kanyAonA rUpa joIne mugdha banI gayA che. have dIkSA levAnuM mana thatuM nathI paNa deva tene pAcho mUke tema nathI. have deva Avaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare.

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zAradA darzana caritra : naLarAjA damayaMtIne paraNIne potAnI nagarImAM AvyA. te khUba nyAyapUrNAMka suMdara ph te rAjya calAvavA lAgyA. tethI prajanA hRdayamAM temaNe rathAna jamAvyuM. naLarAjAnI kIti cAre dizAmAM prasarI gaI. naLarAjAe peAtAnA mAhukhaLathI aDadhu' bharatakSetra jatI ladhu'. eTale badhA rAjAee bhegA thaIne naLarAjAnA bharatA pati tarIke abhiSeka karyAM. naLarAja ane dama'tI Ana'da killeAla karatA rahetA hatA. kuberane potAnA putranI mAphaka sAcavatA hatA paNa kuberane bhAI bhAbhInA premanI kadara na hatI. enA dilamAM IrSyAnI jvALAe phATI nIkaLI hatI. khasa, e mATA rAjA ! aSA rAjA ane name, mAruM te kaMi mAna nahI' ! kema karIne naLanuM nikaMdana kADhuM evI bhAvanAthI aMdara kapaTa rAkhI uparathI prema batAvIne kahe moTAbhAI, cAle ne ApaNe pAnA ramIe. naLarAjAne bhAInA kapaTanI khabara na hatI. e teA nAnA bhAIne khuza rAkhavA mATe pAnA ramavA lAgyA. naLarAjAne have uMDA lAgyA. rAja ramavA lAgyA. pAnAmAMthI jugAra para AvyA. zarUAtamAM jugAramAM naLarAjAnI jIta thatI hatI paNa pAchaLathI emanI rAja hAra thavA lAgI. dhIme dhIme naLarAjA jugAramAM peAtAnu rAjya sa'patti khadhu' hArI gayA. " jugAra ramatAM naLarAjAne damayaMtInA ThapakA" :- naLarAjA jugAramAM madhu hArI gayA. A vAtanI prajAneAne khakhara paDatAM khUba duHkha thayuM. hAhAkAra chavAI gayA paNa kuberane khUba AnaMda hateA. A vAtanI damayaMtIne khakhara paDatAM tene khUba duHkha thayuM. teNe kahyuM-nAtha ! Apa teA bhAinA AnaMda khAtara jugAra ramatA hatAM ne ATalu' athu' hArI gayA ? ApanA jevA uttama purUSA jugAra ramaze aa khIjAne kANa cheDAvaze ? Apa ATalu' badhuM hArI gayA chatAM hajI zA mATe jugAra che|DatA nathI ? jugAra choDI do. damayaMtInI vAta naLarAjAe na mAnI. vaDIleAe ghaNuM samajAvyA paNa na mAnyAM. kahevata che ne ke " vinAza kALe viparIta budhdhi. " te kahevata pramANe naLarAjA mAnyA nahi ne jugAra ramavAnuM cAlu rAkhyuM, ramatA ramatA aMteranI khadhI rANIe ane damayaMtIne hArI gayA. peAtAnA aMgauparanA AbhUSaNA paNa hArI gayA. mAtra zarIra upara paherelA kapaDA rahyA. naLarAjAnI sauMpatti, aMtera, rAjya adhuM javAthI kuberane khUba AnaMda Avye. tene abhimAna AvI gayuM. naLarAjA rAjyapathI padabhraSTa thayA. eTale prajA du:khI du:khI khanI gaI. 46 -- naLarAjA hArI jatAM kubere kADhelA veNu' kubere jANyu ke have naLa pAse kAMI rahyuM nathI eTale teNe kahyuM-tamane pitAjIe rAjya ApyuM hatu. pazu tame jugAramAM rAjya hArI gayA che ne huM jItI gayA chuM. eTale saMpUrNa sattA mArI che. mATe tame mArA rAjyanI hada choDIne cAlyA jAo. A vakhate naLarAjAe phlu... he kubera ! tu thoDA gava kara. naLanA vacana sAMbhaLI kuberane khUba krodha Avye, 445

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449 zAradA darzana eNe naLarAjAnA zarIra upara je vastro hatA te paNa eka maryAdA pUratuM vasA rAkhIne utArI lIdhA. naLarAjA cAlavA lAgyA. prajAjanene naLarAjA upara khUba prema hatA. naLarAjAnI A dazA joI prajAmAM hAhAkAra macI gayo. prajAjano dhArA AMsue raDavA lAgyA. damayaMtI rANI paNa naLarAjAnI pAchaLa javA mATe taiyAra thaI, tyAre kubere kahyuM he damayaMtI ! meM tane jugAramAM jItI lIdhI che. tuM enI sAthe nahi jaI zake, tyAre prajAjanoe paDakAra karIne kahyuM-Apa mahArANIne rAjA sAthe jatAM kema aTakAve che? A mahArANI damayaMtI sAcI siMhaNa che. siMhaNanA pati banavuM hoya te siMha banavuM paDaze. tamArA jevo mRgale siMhaNane pati banavAnI IcchA rAkhate hoya te tamAruM mota thaI jaze. jo tamAre jIvatA rahevuM hoya te satI damayaMtIne praNAma kare ne tene rathamAM besADIne naLarAjA sAthe vanamAM mokale. naLa ane damayaMtI vananI vATe jatAM janatAne karUNa vilApa" :kubere jANyuM ke prajA vipharI che. e mane jIvate nahi mUke, eTale teNe damayaMtIne praNAma karyA ne besavA mATe ratha Age. tyAre naLarAjAe kahyuM ke jeNe mArA aMga uparathI vastro utArI lIdhA che. tevA krara kuberanA rathanI mAre zI jarUra che? naLarAjAonA pADI eTale rathane pAcho mekalI dIdhe. naLarAjA ane damayaMtI rANI vananI vATe javA rAjamahelamAMthI nIkaLyA tyAre temanA nekara-cAkara, dAsa-dAsIo karUNa svare raDavA lAgyA. enA bagIcAmAM ramatA haMsalA, mRgalA, menA, popaTa, kabUtara vigere pakSIo raDavA lAgyA, tyAre damayaMtI kahe che te nirdoSa mRgalAo ! nAcatAM meralAo ! krIDA karatI menAo mArA AMgaNAmAM ramatA kabUtaro ! e mArA pipaTo ! vAvaDInA haMsalAo ! mane mArA patinI sAthe javAnI AjJA Ape. damayaMtInA AvA karUNa zabdo sAMbhaLIne nagaranI strIonAM hRdaya bhedAI gayA ne karUNa svare kalpAMta karavA lAgI. prajAne kubera pratye tiraskAra" :- nagaranA strI purUSe raDatAM raDatAM kahe che ke amArA pavitra mahArAjAnI A dazA karanAra kRra vidhAtA! tane dhikkAra che. he vidhAtA! je tAre AvuM karavuM hatuM te pachI te naLarAjAne bharatArdhapati banAvIne zA mATe AvA sukha ApyA? jemaNe kadI ugatA kiraNene sparza karyo nathI tevA kamaLa naLarAjA ane damayaMtI rANI vanavagaDAmAM sUryanA pracaMDa tApa kevI rIte sahana karaze? rAjA kuberane te hajAro vAra dhikkAra che. AvA pavitra AtmAone kaSTa ApIne pitAnI saMpatti kayAM sudhI sthira rAkhI zakavAno che? jemaNe kuberane pitAnA putrathI adhika sAcavyA che te potAnA mAtA-pitA samAna bhAI bhAbhIne jaMgalamAM kADhI mUke che te te kayAMthI sukhI thavAnuM che? A pramANe nagarajane bolavA lAgyA. naLa ane damayaMtI sAthe prajA" : naLa ane damayaMtI rAjabhavanane tyAga karI nagara bahAra AvyA. A vakhate garajane, pradhAne, maMtrIone AkhA nagaranI

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zAradA darzana prajA temanI sAthe nagara bahAra AvyA. nagarajane kahe che ke amAre tamArI sAthe AvavuM che. A krUra kuberanA rAjayamAM rahevuM nathI. naLarAjAe badhAne khUba samajAvIne kahyuM tame badhA 5chA vaLo, paNa koI pAchA vaLatAM nathI. nAnA, moTA, vRdha strIparU e dhAre AMsue raDavA lAgyA. jhADa upara pakSIo paNa raDI uThayA. pazupakSIe e cAre caravAnuM baMdha karyuM. chevaTe duHkhita dile vidAya laI badhAne raDatAM mUkI naLa rAjA ane damayaMtI cAlI naDayA. jayAM sudhI dekhAyA tyAM sudhI prajAjane ubhA rahyA. jayAre te dekhAtAM baMdha thayA tyAre prajAjane pAchA pharyA. rAjayamAMthI naLa rAjA ane damayaMtI rANe be ja gayA hatA paNa AkhI nagarI zUnakAra banI gaI. keIne khAvuM pIvuM, haravuM pharavuM gamatuM nathI. jANe nagaramAMthI lakSamIdevIe vidAya ne lIdhI hoya tevuM vAtAvaraNa chavAI gayuM. A tarapha naLarAjA ane damayaMtI rANI vanavagaDAnI vATe cAlyAM jAya che. kadI khullA page cAlyA na hatAM. te kamaLa pagamAM kAMTA kAMkarA vAgatAM lohInI dhAra vahevA lAgI. sUryanA tApamAM kemaLa kAyA karamAvA lAgI. naLarAjA thAkI jAya tyAre damayaMtI paga dabAve che ne damayaMtI thAkI jAya tyAre naLarAjA tenA paga dabAve che. A rIte khUba kaSTa veThe che, haju AgaLa kevA kaSTa paDaze tenA bhAva avasare. ApaNe tyAM bA.bra. zobhanAbAI mahA. upavAsane siddhitapa kare che ane bA. bra. harSidAbAI mahA. mAsaMkhamaNa kare che. baMne tapasvIo AtmalakSe tapa karI rahyA che. Aje temanA tapane chelle divasa che. Apa sahu sArI rIte tapamAM joDAze ne tapanI anumodanA karaze. vadhu bhAva avasare. wto vyAkhyAna naM. 57 dvi. zrAvaNa vada 7ne ravIvAra "tapane mahimA" tA. 4-9-77 bA.bra.zebhanAbAI mahA. ane bA.bra. harSidAbAI mahA.nI tapazcaryAnA pAraNanA prasaMge bA.bra. pU. kAntAbAI mahAsatIjIe ApeluM pravacana. syAdvAdanA sarjaka, bhabhivanA bhedaka, ghanaghAtI karmonA ghAtaka, samatAnA sAdhaka evA tIrthakara bhagavaMtone tathA DUbatI naiyAnA nAvika, anaMta upakArI evA sadgurUdevane vaMdana namaskAra karI anaMta upakArI bhagavatee jagatanA jIvonA kalyANane mATe anupama mArga batAvyuM. temAM tapa mArga e mahAna mArga che. purANuM karmone khapAvavA mATe tapanI jarUra che. tapa e mahAna saMjIvanI che. tapa karavA mATe prathama Indriya upara vijaya meLavavo paDaze, kahyuM che ke

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48 zAradA darzaka yadA bi meti saMsArAt , mokSa prApti ca kaaksssi|| tadindriya jayaM kartuM, sphAraya sphAra pauruSam // jyAre jIva saMsArathI bhaya pAme che ane mokSanI IcchA kare che tyAre sarvaprathama Indriyane vijetA bane che. zatru upara vijaya meLave rahelo che paNa Indrio upara vijaya meLavavuM muzkela che. je mokSa prAptinI IrachA hoya te Indriya para vijya meLave. karmanI jaIne teDavA mATe ApaNA bhagavAne temaja zreNIka rAjAnI kAlIAdi daza rANuo e ke aghora tapa karyo hate ! ane Indro upara vijaya prApta karyo hate, tema mAre ane tamAre paNa Indri upara vijaya meLavavAnI jarUra che. Aje ApaNuM mahAna bhAgyodaye berIvalI saMghanA AMgaNe ta5 mahotsavane arpava avasara AvyuM che. dinapratidina avirata dhArAthI pU. mahAsatIjInA mukhethI vahetI pavitra vANInA amRta ghUMTaDA pI rahyA che. jenA prabhAve rIvalI saMghamAM kadI paNa nahithayelA cauda cauda mAsakhamaNanI ugra tapazcaryA thaI che. tenA kaLaza rUpe ApaNe AMgaNe tripuTI mahAsatIjIonI tapa saritA vahI rahI che. Aje bA. bra. pU. zobhanAbAI mahAsatIjIne sididhatapanI ane bA.bra. pU. harSidAbAI mahAsatIjIne mA khamaNanI ugra sAdhanA paripUrNa thaI che. harSidAbAI mahA. e A agAu pAMca pAMca mAsakhamaNa karelAM che. Aje chaThuM mAsakhamaNa pUrNa thayuM che, ane bA. bra. pU. caMdanabAI mahAsatIjIne Aje 17me upavAsa che. temane AgaLa vadhavAnA bhAva che. kumArI bahena varSAne Aje kAmo upavAsa che. tene paNa AgaLa vadhavAnA bhAva che, AvA ugra tapavaone ApaNA hajAro dhanavAda che. jene mekSamAM javAnI laganI lAgI che te AvI kaThIna sAdhanA karI zake che. ATalA mATe kahyuM che ke "kSahitriya jJAtuM" Indriyo upara vijaya prApta kare. Indrio upara vijaya meLavavA mATe bhagIratha purUSArthanI jarUra che. laku bhI khAnA aura mekSa bhI jAnA" tema nahi banI zake. ApaNI vAta te evI che ke lADavA khAtAM khAtAM mokSa maLe te le che. tema nahi maLe. mokSa meLavavA mATe pracaMDa puruSArtha kare paDaze. uMcA pahADa upara rahelA meTA paththarane teDavA mATe dArUgeLAnI jarUra paDe che, tema karmarUpI pahADane bhedavA mATe tapa tyAga rUpI dArUgoLAnI jarUra che. mekSa maMjhIle jaladI prayANa karavA mATe amArA traNa traNa mahAsatIjI karmanI bhekhaDe teDavA AvI ugra sAdhanA karI rahyA che. e tapasvIo AthI paNa vadhu ugra tapanI sAdhanA karI, karmanA kacarA bALI, AtmAne vadhu tejasvI banAve, AvI sAdhanA karavAnuM baLa temane maLe tevI zAsanadevane prArthanA. vizeSa bhAva pU. mahAsatIjI pharamAvaze. bane mahAsatIjInA tapamahotsava prasaMge bA. bra. pU. vasumatibAI mahAsatIjInuM pravacana

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zAradA darzana 44 sujJa baMdhuo mAtAo ne bahene ! Aje pU. mahAsatIjIe mane bolavA mATe AjJA karI che tethI be zabdo besuM chuM. , zAMtinA zivAlayamAM sukhane zaMkhanAda vagADanAra, kalyANanI keDI banAvanAra, sarvajJa bhagavaMtane ane parama upakArI gurU bhagavaMtane vaMdana karIne vitarAga prabhue paDakAra karIne kahyuM ke he jI tamane sAce mArga mo paNa mAga na banyA, jainadarzana karyuM paNa darzanI na banA, paMtha ma chatAM pathika na banyA. je jIvane sAce - mAga, darzanI ane pathika banavuM hoya te bhagavAne batAvelA jJAna, darzana cAritra, tapanI ArAdhanA karavI joIze. jainadarzanamAM tapane khUba mahatva ApyuM che. Aje dareka vastunI zuddhi mATe koI paNa sAdhana vaparAya che, tema AtmAnI zudhi mATe tapanI jarUra che. ajJAnI che haravA pharavAmAM, khAvA pIvAmAM ne bhegavilAsamAM racyApacyA rahe che. evA AtmAne viSaya-kaSAyanA AvezathI Indriya ane manane kAbUmAM levuM e kAma tapanuM che. eTalA mATe jJAnIo kahe che ke " nirodhaetA:" indrionI IcchAone (AzAone) rokavI, viSayanA Avezane aTakAvavA e ja sAce tapa che, ane AvI samajaNa sAthe tyAgabhAvanA keLavavI e tapa karmone kSaya karavA mATe thAya che, bAkI viSaya kasAyAhArastyAgo yatra vidhIyate / upavAsaH savijJeyaH zeSa laDnakaH vidu : // jemAM tapa karavA chatAM viSaya vRttionuM kheMcANa, kaSAyane Aveza ane AhakArAdi IndriyanI lupatA hoya tyAM jainazAsana ene tapa rUpa nahi paNa lAMghaNa rUpa kahe che. arthAta tapa dvArA Indriya ane mananI icchAo para kAbU mUkAya che. jema pANIthI zarIranI malInatA dUra thAya che, auSadhathI peTanI maLazuddhi ane sAbuthI vastranI zuddhi thAya che, tathA prakAzathI aMdhakAra dUra thAya che tema tapathI duSkarma rUpI maLanI zudhi thAya che. tapa e karmanA vAdaLAne vikherI nAMkhanAra vaMTeLa che, ane saMsAranI aMdhArI khINamAMthI sidhdhazIlAnI timaya bhUmikA para pahoMcADanAra pagadaMDI che. sidhdhAMtamAM juo, mahAna purUSae kevA tapa karyA che! anuttaravavAI sUtramAM dhannAaNagAra, jAlIaNagAra, vigere aNagAroe kevA aghora tapa karyA che ! tapa karIne zarIra suke bhUka karI nAMkhyA che. evA saMtenA tapanI vAta vAMcatA ema thAya ke kevA e mahAna saMta haze ! sidhdhAMtamAM dareka ThekANe lakhyuM che ke bhagavAnanA saMte kevI rIte vicaratA hatA ! "saMkaLa tathA saNA mAmAne vidara " teo saMyama ane tapathI AtmAne bhAvita karatA vicaratA hatA. zA-57.

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zAradA yane Aje erIvalI saghanA AMgaNe paNa AvI ugra tapa sAdhanAnA mahAtsava cAlI rahyo che. je tapAvIe tapasAdhanA karavA taiyAra thayA hatA temanI sAdhanA nivighnapaNe paripUrNa thai che. Aje temanA pAraNAneA divasa che. mA. bra. pU. zAbhanAkhAI mahAsatIjIne sidhdhitapa che. khA. bra. pU. hi dAkhAI mahAsatIjIne mAsakhamaNu che. Si dAkhAie 1-2-3 nahi paNa pAMca mAsakhamaNu agAu karelAM che. Aje chaThThuM mAsakhamaNa pUrNa thayuM che ne trIjA mA. bra. caMdanamAi mahAsatIjIne Aje 17 mA upavAsa che ne mAsakhamaNanA bhAva che. kherIvalImAM cauda cauda mAsakhamaNa ane bIjI ghaNI tapazcaryA thai. brahmacarya mahAtsava ujavAyA ane hajI paNa tapa tyAganA mAMDavaDA rApAyelA che. te pU. mahAsatIjInI vANIne prabhAva che. je saMghamAM AvA prabhAvazALI gurUNInuM cAturmAsa hAya ne vItarAga vANI gAjatI hAya ne tapa tyAgathI saMgha gAjI rahyo hAya te saMgha paNa mahAbhAgyazALI che. pU. mahAsatIjInI vANImAM evu' ejasa ne tejasa bharyu che ke te sAMbhaLanAra kadAca bhale tyAgI na khanI zake paNa sa`sAra cheDavA jevA che eTalu' teA jarUra dilamAM These che. TUMkamAM traNe tapasvIe tapa dvArA mahAna karmonI nirA karI rahyA che temane mArA koTI koTI dhanyavAda che. tapasvInA guNu gAvA, temanuM bahumAna karavuM temAM paNa mahAna lAbha che. traNe tapasvIo AvI mahAna sAdhanAmAM dina pratidina khUkha vRdhdhi kare ane karmanI ja'jIrA tADI AtmakalyANa kare e ja alpanA. vizeSa pU. mahAsatIjI pharamAvaze, "mahana viduSI bA, vra, pU. zAradAbAi mahAsatIjInuM maMgala pravacana: sujJa kha'dhue, suzIla mAtAe ne baheno ! Aje erIvalI sa'ghanA AMgaNe tyAgI saMtAnA tapanuM bahumAna karavAne! magalamaya prasaMga che. Aje A prasaMgane anulakSIne muMbaI Adi ghaNAM saMghanA zrAvake erIvalI saMghanA AMgaNe AvyA che. darekanA mukha upara anerA AnaMda che. A Anada zene che? tapasvIonAM dazana ane tapasvIonu bahumAna karavAno AnaMda che. ApaNe tapa karI zakIe nahi paNa tapasvIenA guNagAna gAvA, tapasvIonuM bahumAna karavu ane tapasvIonI sevA karavI temAM paNa jIva karmAM khapAve che. karavuM, karAvavu' ne karanAranI anumeAdanA karavI te mahAna lAbhanu kAraNa che. tapasvI tapa karIne kAM khapAve che te ApaNe temanA tapanI anumAdanA teA karIe. anumeAdanA karavAthI paNa kameM khape che. 50 tapa e eka otmA upara lAgelAM kamenei khALavA mATe agni samAna che. tapa eTale zu ? tapa kAne kahevAya ? myundriya manase niyamAnuSThAna tapaH pAMca indrie ane chaThThA manane vaza karavuM athavA icchAone rokavI te tapa che. AvA tapa karavAthI karmonA kSaya thAya che ne AtmA vizudhdha ane che. anaMtakALathI bhavamAM bhamatAM ApaNAM AtmAe ghaNAM karmonAM ceka ekaThAM karyAM che. tene khALavA mATe tapanI avazya jarUra che,

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zAradA darzana 45 uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM bhagavaMta kahe che ke "maka zAdI AMca va tANAnirikA " koDe bhavanA saMcita karelAM karmo tapathI jIrNa thaIne kharI jAya che. sonAne agnimAM tapAvavAthI senuM vizudhdha bane che. jema mazInarIne sApha karavA mATe peTrola, pANIne zuddha karavA phaTakaDI, melA kapaDAne sApha karavA mATe sAbu, seDA ane pANInI jarUra paDe che tema AtmAne zuddha karavA mATe tapanI jarUra che. ApaNA paramapitA, zAsanapati, mahAvIra prabhu 28 varSanI bhara yuvAna vaye dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA paNa moTAbhAIne khUba AghAta lAgatuM hatuM. tethI be varSa vadhu saMsAramAM rokAyA. bhagavAne jJAnathI jAyuM hatuM ke mAruM AyuSya keTaluM che tethI rokAyA bAkI rokAta nahi. e be varSa sAdhunI mAphaka rahyA. chevaTe trIsa varSe dIkSA lIdhI. pachI karmonI sAme kezariyA karavA ugra tapanI sAdhanA karI. bhagavaMta kahe che ke jo sahassaM sahassANa, saMgAme dujjae jie| vi linna upAkhaM, paNa gharamAM kazo utta. a. 9 gAthA 34 je manuSya durjaya evA saMgrAmamAM potAnA bhujAbaLathI daza lAkha zuravIra sainikane jItI le paNa je te pitAnA AtmAne jItI zakatuM nathI te te sAce vijetA nathI. AtmAne jItanAra sAce vijetA che. bhagavAne sarva prathama pAMca indri ane manane jItIne vijaya meLavyuM ne karmazatrune haTAvavA mATe ugra tapa karavA lAgyA. e tapanuM varNana sAMbhaLIne ApaNuM kALaju kaMpI jAya che. cha mAsI tapa, pAMca mAsane paccIsa divasane tapa, cAramAsI ane babbe mAsI tapa A tapa, kayAre karI zakAya? A dehane rAga chUTe tyAre. tapa kare te sAmAnya kAma nathI. Aje mAnavI badhAmAM vAda karI zake che paNa tapa karavAmAM vAda karI zakatuM nathI. pUrva bhavamAM sAdhanA karI hoya tyAre A tapa thAya che. bhagavAne AvA ugra tapanI sAdhanA karI che ke ApaNane karavAno saMdeza ApIne gayA che. baMdhue tapa zA mATe che ? te samajAya te ArAdhanA karavAnuM jarUra mana thaze. jema kheDUtane khetaramAM vADa nAMkhatA joyA che ne? vADa zA mATe kare che? pazupaMkhI anAjane veDaphI na nAMkhe te mATe ne? te pramANe AtmAnA rakSaNa mATe vADanI jarUra che. dazavaikAlika sUtranA prathama adhyayananI prathama gAthAmAM ahiMsAne pALavA mATe saMyamarUpI vADanI jarUra batAvI che. saMyama vinA aMhisA pALI zakAtI. nathI. eTale pahelA ahiMsA mUkI pachI saMyama mUka ne pachI tapa mUko. eTale bIjI rIte kahIe te tapa rUpI tijorInA saMyama rUpI guptakhAnAmAM ahiMsArUpI ratna raheluM che. bhIMtane camakatI karavA mATe jema polisanI jarUra che te pramANe AtmAnI samRddhi mATe tapa rUpI pilisanI jarUra che. kapaDAne svaccha karavA mATe dhekA marAya che te rIte AtmA rUpI kapaDAmAM mela bharAye heya te ta5 rUpI dhekA mAravAnI

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zAradA zana 'jarUra che. tapanI tAkAta ghaNI ajaba gajabanI che. tapa e mAMgalika vastu che. tapa - karyA vinA zarIrane bhogavavuM e mUIne sApha karavA jevuM che, ane tapa dvArA zarIrane 'payoga kare e mUDIne tijorImAM mUkavA jevuM che. gAmanuM rakSaNa karavA mATe jema killAnI jarUra che tema AtmAnuM rakSaNa karavA mATe tapa rUpI kiTalAnI jarUra che. bAkomikanI bAra davAo game tevA rogono nAza kare che tema jainazAsanane bAra prakAranA tape AtmAnA game tevA rogane nAza kare che. temaja zarIranA rogone paNa nAza kare che. tapathI labdhi pragaTa thAya che. tapa karavAthI kaSTa sahana karavAne abhyAsa paDe che tethI duHkhamAM samAdhi rahe che. maLelI sAmagrIne cheDayA vagara tapa thato nathI. eTale tapa e sukhanI sAmagrIne cheDavAnuM zIkhavADe che. tapa e jIvananA utthAnane sarvoparI mArga athavA sarvoparI sAdhana che. tapa karavAthI AtmA sarvoccapada tIrthakara nAmakarma bAMdhI zake che. bhagavAna mahAvIre naMdarAjAnA bhavamAM dIkSA laIne 11 lAkha ne 81 hajAra mAsakhamaNa ryA ne tIrthakara nAmakarma upArjana karyuM. bhagavAne mokSa prAptinA sAdhanamAM samyaphadarzana, samyakajJAna, samyaphacAritra ane samyaktapane mAnyA che. tathA bIjA prakArathI mokSa sAdhanAmAM dAna, zIyaLa, tapa ane bhAvane paNa ghaNuM mahatva ApyuM che. A banne sAdhanAmAM tapane ulalekha karAmAM Avyo che tethI tapanuM sthAna anivArya che. tapathI pUrve karelA karmonI nirjarA thAya che. AcArya hemacandra paNa kahyuM che ke "sa maf ni, suva vahinA . tapo'gninA tapyamAnastathA jIvo vizudhyati // " jevI rIte mATIthI lepAyeluM sonuM agnimAM tapIne zuddha bane che tevI rIte tapa rUpI agnimAM tapIne AtmA zuddha ane pavitra bane che. tapa e AbhAnI breka che. moTara khUba spIDamAM cAlatI hoya, suMdara hoya paNa tene breka na hoya to kayAreka ekasIDanTa saI de che. heDI ke sTImaranI aMdara game tevI eza ArAmanI sAmagrIo heya, reDiye, paMkhe, erakaMDIzana, badhuM hoya paNa hoDamAM chidra hoya te e hoDI DUbADe che, tema jIvana e heDI che. saMsAra bhayaMkara sAgara che. tapa dvArA jIvana rUpa heDInA chidrane velDIMga karAya te saMsAra sAgarane sArI rIte tarI zakAya. bhagavAne rasendriya upara kAbU meLavavA mATe tapa karyo che. te aneka rIte jIvane lAbha kare che. badhI saMjJAnuM mULa AhAra saMjJA che. jyAre tame AhAra saMjJAne dUra karavA mATenuM prabaLatama sAdhana che. je AtmAne samajAI jAya che. te AhAra saMjJA adi cAre saMjJAone teDavAno puruSArtha kare che. . . . . - bhavarogane nAbUda karavA mATe tapa ane saMyama e akasIra TeleTa che, ApaNA che ane che. te

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cArA dezane 453 jainazAstramAM aneka dAkhalA che. sanatkumAra cakravatInA zarIramAM seLa seLa mahArage utpanna thayA tyAre temaNe saMyama aMgIkAra karIne mAsakhamaNane pAraNe mAsakhamaNu evA ugra tapa karyo. tenA pariNAme evI labdhi ane zakita pragaTa thaI ke peAtAnuM thUMka lagrADetA tarata roga maTI jAya, paNa e mahAnapurUSa labdhinA upayAga na karyA. dardIne samabhAve sahana karyo ne tapa dvArA Atmika rega maTADI dIdheA. jJAnI kahe che huM cetana ! tArA AtmA upara cUMTelI kanI kAlImAne dUra karavI heAya te chatranane taparUpI agninI bhaThThImAM mUkI de tA AtmAnI ujjavaLatA khIlI uThaze. anuttarAvavAi sUtramAM mahAna ugra tapasvI dhannA aNugAranu vaNuna Ave che. temaNe dIkSA laine mahAna ugra tapazcaryA karI ane bhagavAnanA caudahajAra satAmAM tapazcaryAmAM teo mekhare rahyA, tema tame paNa tapamAM joDAva ne bhavasAgara tarI jAva. ame reAja tamArI pAse tapazcaryAnI baMsarI khajAvIe chIe. tapa e AtmAnA kalyANa mATe karavAnA che. ahIM traNa mahAsatIjIAne tapazcaryA cAle che. te zA mATe tapa kare che ? emaNe sa'sArane! tyAga karI sayama aMgIkAra karyo che. sAdyapApane tyAga karyo che. AvatA karmone saMvara dvArA rekI dIdhA che, paNa AtmA upara je anAdi kALanAM karmonA mela cAMTI gayA che ene sApha karavA mATe teo tapa kare che. jaina darzanamAM, tapanuM sthAna ati mahatvanu che. tapazcaryA karavAthI ahiMsAnu paNa pAlana thAya che. jeTalA divasa manuSya upavAsa kare cheteTalA divasa tenA nimitte ekendriya jIvAnu` chedana bhedana thatuM aTakI jAya che. IndriyeAnA gheADA bephAma banIne viSayA tarapha doDe che te paNa tapazcaryA karavAthI khaMdha thaI jAya che. indriyA viSaya tarapha jatI nathI. tapa karyAM haze tA. reDiye sAMbhaLavA ke nATaka pikacara jovA gamaze nahi. tapa haze teTalA divasa AhAra khaMdha thaze tenI sAthe nihAra paNa adha thaI jaze. tethI aneka samu ima. jIvenI virAdhanA thatI aTakI jaze. jo jIvane zradhA heya te bhayakara rege paNa tapathI nAbUda thaI jAya che. '', - 4,, . sidhdhAMtamAM kaMika jagyAe vAtA Ave che ke AtmAthI jIvAe dIkSA laIne jAvajIva sudhI chaThThanA pAraNe chaThThuM karavA, AyaMbIla tapa karavA ane mAsakhamaNane pAraNe mAsakhamaNu karavA. evA kaDaka niyama lIdhA hatA. e AtmAe jA175 sudhI ugra tapa karI sAdhanA sAdhI gayA. Aje ApaNe te jInamAM eka aThThAI, seALasathyu ke mAsakhamaNu karatA keTale vicAra karavA paDe che! kroDA bhatranAM saMcita karelAM karmone nAbUda karanAra akasIra havA tapa che. Aje tame ane huM na karI zakIe te te ApaNI nabaLAI che, paNa kharekhara je AvA ugra tapa karI rahyAM che te dhanyavAdane pAtra che. gautama svAmIe bhagavaMta ne prazna karyo ke he prabhu! eka upavAsa karavAthI jIvane zu lAbha thAya? tyAre bhagavaMte tu De gautama! eka upavAsa kare te eka hajAra varSInA nArakInA pApaneA na.za

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zAradA darzana thAya che. aDrema kare te koDa varSanA ane cAra tathA pAMca upavAsa kare te koDAnakoDa varSanA nArakanA pApano nAza thAya che. te sivAya bIjI rIte vicArIe te paNa tamAM keTaluM lAbha thAya che ! eka upavAsa kare te ekaja upavAsane lAbha thAya che. ekI sAthe be upavAsanA pratyAkhyAna le te pAMca upavAsane napha, ekI sAthe aThThamanA paccakhANa kare te 25 upavAsano, cAra upavAsanA pratyAkhyAna le te 125 upavAsane, pAMca kare te 625 upavAsane lAbha thAya che. evI rIte eka eka upavAsamAM AgaLa vadhatAM pAMca pAMca gaNe naphe thAya che. tamane badhAne naphAne vahepAra game che. peTane dhaMdhe gamatuM nathI. te A tapamAM mahAna lAbha rahelo che. atyAre kaMIka AtmAo ekI sAthe aThThAInA pratyAkhyAna laI le che. baMdhuo tapamAM te keTalI zakti che! kapAyana RSie krodhamAM AvIne dvArakA nagarIne nAza karavAnuM nivANuM karyuM hatuM. te marIne deva thaye ane dvArakAne nAza karavA mATe jhajhUmIne rahyo hato paNa jyAM sudhI dvArakA nagarImAM tapa sAdhanA cAlI ane ochAmAM ochuM eka paNa ta5 rahyuM tyAM sudhI dvArakAne prajavalita karI na zako. bAra bAra varSo vItatAM eka divasa e gojhAro AvI gayo ke te divase dvArakAmAM kaI paNa prakAranuM tapa na hatuM, tethI AMkhanA palakArAmAM deve dvArakAne bhaDake baLatI karI mUkI. (ahIM pU. mahAsatIjIe kapAyana RSie kevI rIte niyANuM karyuM, dvArakA kevI rIte nAza karI ane dvArakAnI paristhiti kevI sajaNa te badhI vAta karUNarasathI piNa kalAka sudhI raju karI hatI. je sAMbhaLatA dareka zrotAonI AMkhe azrubhInI banI hatI, ane chevaTamAM pU. mahAsatIjIe e Takora karI hatI ke tapamAM kevI zakti che. jyAM sudhI dvArakAmAM tapa rahyo tyAM sudhI ke pAyamAna thayelA devanuM paNa kaMI cAlI zakyuM nahi. mATe dareka gharamAM avazya thaDe paNa tapa have joIe, tapa vagara purANa kamene nAza thato nathI. e rIte tapanuM suMdara mahAbhya samajAvyuM hatuM. temaja AjanA prasaMge bA. bra. zebhanAbAI mahA. upavAsane siddhitapa, ane bA. bra. harSidAbAI mahA. mA khamaNa jevI ugra sAdhanA karI rahyA che ne bA. bracaMdanabAI mahA. mAsakhamaNane bhAvathI AgaLa vadhI rahyA che. te traNe mahAsatIjIne AzIrvAda ApatAM pharamAvyuM hatuM ke A5 tapamAM khUba AgaLa vadhe, jJAna, dhyAna, cAritra sahita tapanI sAdhanA karI karmanI nirjarA kare ne tamArI AtmasAdhanAmAM sthira bane) cha zAMti. have thoDIvAra pAMDava caritra kahuM chuM. caritra - naLarAjA ane damayaMtI rANuM vanavagaDAnI viSama vATe cAlyA jAya che. kyAreka damayaMtI khUba thAkI jAya ane tarasathI AkuLa vyAkuLa thatI tyAre naLarAjA tene kaI vRkSa nIce besADI dUra dUra pANI levA mATe jatA ne pAMdaDAno paDo banAvI tene mATe pANI laI AvatAM. pANI pIne thAka utArI AgaLa cAlatAM ane rAta paDatAM

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kapara zAradA darzane kaI vRkSa nIce agara lattAmaMDapamAM rAta pasAra karatA. Ama karatAM eka divasa gADha jaMgalamAM naLa damayaMtIe praveza karyo. cAlatAM eka nadI AvI. tenA zItaLa pANIthI hAtha-paga dhoI cheDA vanaphaLa khAI pANI pIdhuM. thoDe AgaLa cAlyA tyAM sUryAsta thavA AvyuM. eTale eka suMdara lattAmaMDapamAM AsopAlavanA pAMdaDAnI pathArI karI. damayaMtIne pAMdaDA vAge nahi te mATe naLarAjAe pitAnuM vastra pAMdaDA upara pAtharI dIdhuM, ane navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karIne baMne sUI gayA. ATalA duHkhamAM paNa teo dharmane cUkatAM nathI. baMne nidrAdhIna thaI gayA, paNa moDI rAtre siMhanI garjanA sAMbhaLI naLarAjA jAgI gayA. bhalabhalA mAnavInuM hRdaya cIrAI jAya tevuM gADha jaMgala hatuM. naLarAjAnA manamAM vicAra thaye ke mAre te haju ghaNe dUra javuM che. samudrane pAra karanAre haju eka bindu jeTalAM pANIne pAra karI zako che. damayaMtI thAkI jAya che eTale huM dhAryo paMtha kApI zakatuM nathI. e mane svataMtrapaNe cAlavAmAM bAdhaka bane che. te huM tene ahIM mUkIne cAlyo jAuM. "karmarAjAe naLarAjAnI mati badalAvI" - baMdhuo ! have damayaMtInA pApa karmano udaya thavAne che tethI naLarAjAne A vicAra Avyo. te tarata beThA thayAM ne damayaMtIne mAthA nIcethI sAcavIne pitAne hAtha kADhI lIdhe, ane dhIme dhIme naLarAjA bolavA lAgyA ke he priyA ! tuM jenA vizvAse zAMtithI UMghe che te tane gADha jaMgalamAM ekalI mUkIne cAlyA jAya che. tene tuM vizvAsa karIza nahi, ane tArA pApI patine sparza paNa tuM karIza nahi. ene sparza karavAthI tene pApa lAgaze. te mane kalpavRkSa mAnIne mAro hAtha pakaDe che paNa huM te viSavRkSa jevo chuM. mATe tuM mAro hAtha ane mAre sAtha choDI de. kayAM tuM haMsalI jevI ane kayAM huM kAgaDA jevo! vidhAtAne paNa dhikkAra che ke haMsalIne kAgaDAne sabaMdha joDI Ape. Ama naLarAjAe pitAnI jAtane hIna batAvatAM pitAnuM aDadhuM vastra phADI nAkhyuM, ane pharIthI naLarAjA bolyAM ke he damayaMtI! teM mane jugAra ramatA aTakAvavA ghaNuM samajAvyuM paNa huM mAnya nahi tyAre hArI gaye, ane A jaMgalamAM AvavAno vakhata AvyuM. tAro bhayaMkara aparAdha karyo che chatAM te mane choDa nathI. mArA duHkhamAM bhAgIdAra banavA mArI sAthe AvI che. chatAM A tAre pApI pati vagara aparAdhe tane gADha jaMgalamAM nirAdhAra choDIne jAya che te mArI bhUlane mApha karaje. damayaMtIne choDI jatAM naLane vilApa" - he satI ! tane choDIne javAmAM tAro keI aparAdha nathI. tuM pavitra satI che paNa mArA pApa karmo bhagavatAM tene haDakhI karavA huM rAjI nathI tethI tene choDIne jAuM chuM. tuM sAcI satI che mATe tane kaI upadrava naDaze nahi. tuM tArA piyara agara sAsare tArI jyAM IcchA hoya tyAM cAlI jaje, ATaluM bolatAM naLarAjAnuM haiyuM bharAI AvyuM, ane temaNe charI vaDe pitAnI AMgaLI

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myo zAradA dezana kApIne lAhI karyuM. eka saLI vaDe damaya'tIe eDhelA vastranA eka cheDe leAhIthI lakhyu ke huM satIdamayaMtI ! A vaDanA jhADathI jamaNAM hAthe je rastA che te vidarbha deza jAya che, ane A kesuDAnAM jhADathI dakSiNa taraphanA raste kezalApurI jAya che, emAMthI tArI jyAM IcchA hAya tyAM jaje. have A tArA pApI pati tane mukha batAvavAne lAyaka rahyo nathI. ATaluM kahIne azru bharI AMkhe naLarAjA damayaMtI pAsethI ubhA thayA. pAMca DagalAM cAlyAM ne pAchA AvyAM, ne khelavA lAgyA he krUra vidhAtA! AvI pavitra damayaMtIne teM neAdhArI zA mATe karI? dhikkAra che tane ! ATalu' melI AMkhamAMthI AMsu vahAvatAM naLarAjA pAchA cAlyA. daza DagalAM jaIne pAchA AvyA. Ama deza khAra vakhata naLarAjA gayA ne pachA AvyA. damaya'tIne cheDavI che paNa cheDatAM temanA jIva cAlatA nathI. manamAM khele che huM vana devatAe ! tame mArI damayaMtInu rakSaNa karajo. ema kahIne damayaMtInu' sukha jotAM cAlyA paNa pAchuM manamAM thayuM ke aMdhArAmAM ene ekalI mUkIne jAuM ne kAI vAgha si`hu khAi jAya te ? ema karuM, savAra paDatA cAlyeA iza. tenA sAmuM pAchu' vALIne jotAM naLarAjA eka jhADanA thaDanI khakhAlamAM sa'tAi gayA ane damayaMtInu` rakSaNa karavA lAgyA. rAtrInA gADha aMdhakAra pUrA thayA ne thADA prakAza thayeA eTale naLarAjA damayatIne cheDIne cAlI nIkaLyA. jatAM jatAM pAchuM vALIne damayaMtInuM mukha jovA lAgyA. pachI manamAM vicAra karyo ke jo tAre damayaMtIne cheDIne javu' che te pachI ATalA badhA mehu zAmATe rAkhe che? Ama vicAra karI mana makkama karIne AgaLa cAlI. thADe dUra gayA tyAM dhumADAnA goTegoTA nIkaLatAM hatAM. tyAM jaine joyu te jagalamAM bhayaMkara dAvAnaLa lAgyA hatA. temAM khaLatA aneka pazu pakSIe karUNa AkraMda karatA hatA. temane khacAvavA mATe naLarAjA doDatA gayA. te eka vRkSa uparathI eka sa` khelyA ke he ikSvAku naLarAjA! mane dAvAnaLamAMthI maLatA macAve. A sAMbhaLI naLarAjA vicAra karavA lAgyA ke A ja'galamAM mAru' nAma lenAra kANu che? vRkSa upara dRSTi karI teA sane joyA. naLarAjAe tene pUchyu ke tame mAruM nAma ane mArA kuLanuM nAma kevI rIte jANyu ? ane tame sarpa hovA chatAM manuSyanI bhASA kevI rIte khelI zake che. : sapa ane naLarAjAnA vArtAlApa ':-- naLarAjAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne sarpa Aye he rAjan! pUrvabhavamAM huM manuSya hatA. te saMskArathI manuSyanI bhASA eTalI zaku chu. ane mane vizudhdha avadhijJAna thayeluM che. tethI huM A khadhuM jANI zakuM chuM. mATe Apa mane A agnithI macAvA. huM paNa mArAthI khanatu' ApanuM rakSaNa karIza. A sAMbhaLI naLarAjAne khUba dayA AvI. eTale te dayALu rAjAe peAtAnu vastra jhADa upara phekayuM. eTale tenA AdhAre sarpa vRkSa uparathI nIce utaryA, ane jevA utaryAM tevA ja naLasajAnA hAthanI AMgaLIe Da kha dIdhA. tyAre naLarAjAe kahyu ke sarpa te tArA aMtisvabhAva

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zA darzana na cheDa. kahevata che ne ke sarpane game teTaluM dUdha pIvaDAve paNa aMte jhera che. te kahevata te sArthaka karI batAvI. meM bacAvyA tyAre tuM mane karaDayone ? huM mArI damayaMtIne ekalI mUkIne A chuM. te jarApaNa vicAra na karyo? enuM zuM thaze? A pramANe naLarAjA bolatA hatA. eTalAmAM sarpanA jheranA kAraNe tenuM zarIra kaIrUpuM kubaDuM banI gayuM. A joInaLarAjAne thayuM ke AvA kubaDArUpe jIvana jIvavAne zuM artha che? AnA karatAM saMyama laI anazana karIne marI javuM zreSTha che. Ama vicArI sarSane kaMIka kahevA jAya che tyAM sarpanA badale kaI eka divya svarUpavALA devane je. devarUpamAM rahelA pitAe ApelI oLakhANu" - ene joIne maLe pUchayuM ke tame keNa che? deve kahyuM beTA! huM tAro pitA chuM. tane rAjya seMpIne meM dIkSA lIdhI hatI. saMyamanI ugra sAdhanA karI aMtima samaye anazana karIne huM pAMcama brAdevalekamAM deva thaye chuM. meM joyuM te tArA mAthe vipatti joI tethI tAruM rakSaNa karavA mATe Avyo chuM. sarpa paNa huM ja hatuM. meM A badhI mAyAjALa racI che. tArA hita mATe ja tane kubaDe banAvyuM che. A svarUpamAM tane tArA zatruo oLakhaze nahi ne vighna kartA nahi bane. mATe hamaNAM dIkSA laI anazana karIne marI javAnuM icchIza nahi. beTA! teM bharatArthanuM rAjya meLavyuM paNa haju tene upabhoga karyo nathI. mATe tAre rAjya bhegavavAnuM che. jyAre pravajya aMgIkAra karavAno samaya Avaze tyAre huM sUcanA karIza. A tAruM zarIra kubaDuM sAruM che, paNa keI saMjogomAM tAre tAruM asalarUpa pragaTa karavAnI jarUra paDe tyAre tuM A pramANe karaje. A eka guTikA ApuM chuM te ghasIne tArA zarIre tuM cepaDaje, ane A karaMDiyAmAM divya vastrAbhUSaNe che te tuM paherI leje. eTale tAruM jevuM rUpa hatuM tenAthI paNa adhika tejasvI tAruM rUpa banI jaze. A karaMDiye khUba sAcavaje, tene tuM dabAvI daIza eTale.nAnA banI jaze. te tArA sivAya kaMI joI zakaze nahi. atyAre tArA ghara pApakarmane udaya che mATe tuM khUba samabhAva rAkhaje, jethI tArA karmo khapI jaze ne pAchuM badhuM sukha tane maLI jaze. huM tAruM rakSaNa karavAvALe beTho chuM. dIkarA ! tuM jarApaNa ciMtA . na karIza. haju paNa deva naLarAjAne zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 58 ki. zrAvaNa vada 8ne semavAra. tA. 5-9-77 sujJa badhuo, suzIla mAtAe mahene! tIrthakara bhagavata samata pothI zA.-58

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458 zAradA darzana rahita ane sarvaguNa saMpanna, devAdhideva paramAtmA che. temanAmAM anaMta jJAna, anaMta darzana, anaMtabaLa, kSAyika samyaktva Adi aneka guNa hoya che. AvA guNanIdhi bhagavAnanI vANImAM paNa guNe ja bharelAM hoya ne ? emAM kAMI navAI nathI AvA bhagavaMtanI vANu mahAna puNyane udaya hoya tyAre sAMbhaLavA maLe che. dvAdazAMgI sUtra e bhagavAnanI vANI che. temAM aMtagaDa sUtramAM devakI mAtAnI vAta cAle che. devakI rANI nemanAtha bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLI dharmarathamAM besI dvArakA nagarInI madhyamAM thaIne pitAnA mahele AvyA. mahelamAM AvI upasthAna zALA eTale beThakanA rUmamAM makhamalanI sukomaLa zaigyA upara beThA. 'tae Na tIse devaie devIe ayaM ajjhathie ciMtie patthie maNogaye saMkappe samupapanne, evaM khala aha sarisae jAva nalakubera samANe sattapatte payAyA no ceva NaM mae egassa vi bAlattaNae smnnubhuue'| devakIdevI zayAmAM besIne pitAnA putra saMbaMdhI ciMtAyukata vicAra karavA lAgI. baMdhuo! duniyAmAM badhuM maLaze paNa mAtAne heta nahi maLe. saMtAno pratye mAtAnuM heta ane vAtsalya alaukika hoya che. devakImAtA vicAra karavA lAgI ke meM AvA sAta sAta putrane janma Ape temAMthI cha putroe rAjavaibhava jevA sukha ane rAjaramaNa jevI kanyAone meha cheDIne dIkSA lIdhI. evA putranI huM mAtA banI eTale puNyavAna te jarUra chuM. vaLI e putra dIkSA laIne jAvajIva sudhI chaThThanA pAraNe chaThTha kare che. chaThThanA pAraNAne divase pahele prahare svAdhyAya, bIje prahare dhyAna karI dhamadhakhatA taDakAmAM trIje prahare gaucarI jAya che ane nirdoSa AhAranI gaveSaNa kare che. AvA putronI mAtA banavuM te sAmAnya vAta nathI. - baMdhuo ! Aje ghaNu mAtAo ghaNAM putrane janma Ape che, paNa temAM kaI janmathI mAMdA hoya che, kaI budhihIna te kaI budhdhivAna hoya che, kAMIka khAmI hoya che. tyAre devakI mAtAe je putrane janma ApyuM te badhA naLakubera samAna rUpALA hatAM, buddhimAna ane nirogI hatA. jeIne AMkhaDI karI jAya tevA te putra hatAM. AvA cha cha putroe dIkSA lIdhI ne devakIjIe temanA darzana karyA. putranA darzana karyA AnaMda thaye paNa devakI mAtA manamAM vicAra karavA lAgyA ke meM sAta sAta putrane janma te A paNa temAMnA eka paNa putranuM bALapaNa te meM joyuM nahi ne ? eka paNa putranI bALakrIDAthI thatA AnaMdane anubhava huM karI zakI nahi ne? bALaka nAnuM hoya, huM tene mArI godamAM suvADuM, e mArI pathArI palALe ne huM bhInAmAM sUIne tene kerAmAM sUvADuM, tene premathI ramADuM A AnaMda huM karI zakI nahi. meM A cha putrane janma ApIne te joyAM nathI pachI ramADavAnI, khavaDAvavAnI te vAta ja kayAMthI? kAraNa ke janmatAMnI sAthe hariNagameSI deva tene laI jatA hatA, ne sulazAnA mRta bALakane mUkI jatA hatA. eTale te sulazAne ghera ucharyA. eka kRSNane meM janma daIne je paNa te te

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zAradA darzana yazodAne tyAM moTo che. eTale tene ucheravAnA keDe pUrA thayA nahi. mAra: sAta putromAMthI atyAre eka kRSNa mArI pAse che. "vi varSe cAlu che mAtA mamaM rije thavA vALA !" te paNa mArI pAse cha mahine caraNa vaMdana karavA mATe Ave che. tamane ema thaze ke kRSNajI devakI mAtA pAse che mahine kema AvatA haze? vAta ema che ke kRSNanA pitA vasudevane ghaNI rANIo hatI. e samayamAM game teTalI rANIo heya paNa tene rAjaputra pitAnI janetA samAna gaNatA hatA eTale badhAne vArApharatI vaMdana karavA jatA hatA. kRSNajI traNa khaMDanA adhipati hovA chatAM vArApharatI mAtAnA darzana karavA jatA. eTale cha mahine devakI mAtA pAse AvavAne naMbara Avate. tethI devakI mAtA vicAramAM paDI gayA ke huM kevI kamabhAgI chuM! chate dIkare cha mahine mane dIkarAnuM mukha jovA maLe che. Ama vicAra karatAM devakIjI zayAmAM beThA hatA. devAnupriye ! mAtA pitAnA dIkarAnuM mukha na jue te aDadhI aDadhI thaI jAya che. mAtAnuM vAtsalya alaukika hoya che. sAcuM vAtsalya ane kRtrima vAtsalya chAnuM rahetuM nathI. ApaNe be divasathI metArajanuM daSTAMta cAle che. metAraja nava nava kanyAonA mohamAM paDI gayA. kevuM mane hara rUpa che ! kevI yuvAnI khIlI che ! saMsAra sukha bhegavavA utsuka banelA metArajane harSane pAra nathI, paNa manamAM ciMtA che ke hamaNAM deva Avaze. ThIka, Avaze tyAre joyuM jaze, hamaNuM te saMsArasukhanI moja mANI lauM ! A hate bhaMgIne putra paNa rahyo che vaNIkane ghera eTale pAke vANI banI gayA che. te navayuvAna nava nava kanyAonAM rUpa joIne harakhAya che tyAM deva AvIne hAjara thaye. kahe che uTha have taiyAra thaI jA. e pUrve evuM gADha mehanIya karma bAMdhIne Avyo che ke devane jagADa jAgatuM nathI. deve kahyuM ke bela, have dIkSA levI che ke nahi? tyAre meha bharele metAraja kahe che ke bhAI tuM jarA je te khare, haju paraNyAnI pahelI rAta che. A bicArI kanyAonA manamAM kevA keDa haze ! eNe keTalI AzAnA minArA bAMdhyA haze ! deve kahyuM ke e strIonA keDa pUrA karavAnA bahAne tane ja meha lAge che! tuM bhogavilAsane kIDA banI gayA che. je tuM emane moha cheDIne dIkSA le te e paNa dharma pAmI jaze. bhaluM haze te e vairAgya pAmIne dIkSA leze paNa kanyAonA keDa pUrA karavAnA bahAnA heThe tAre vAsanAonuM piSaNa karavuM che. je pati dharmane rasa hoya te patnIne raMgarAgamAM sahAyaka banavAne badale dharmamAM sahAyaka banAve. lagna karyA eTale ekalI viSaya vAsanAnAM pyAlA pIvAnAnathI, mehanA piMjaramAM sapaDAvA mATe ja lagna nathI paNa vItarAga dharmanI sAdhanA karIne tyAga ane vairAgyanA amRtama pyAlA pIvAnA che ne AtmAne karmathI mukta karavAno che. ke, devane upadeza sAMbhaLIne metAraja samajI gayo ke A deva AgaLa mAre A

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cAnA na kanyAe!nu baDAnuM kADhavu nakAmuM' che. A mane ema cheDo nahi. eTale devane kahe che vadhu nahi mane thADA saMsAranA svAda cAkhavA de ne! khUba karagaravA lAgyA tyAre deve kahyuM ke te pahelAM kahyuM ke paraNIne dIkSA laIza ane have ThagabAjI kare che ? epala, keTalA samaya sudhI bheAgavavuM che? metAraje kahyuM-vadhu nahi. mAra va, deve kahyuM,jarA vicAra tA kara. kAlanA kayAM bharAJA che? kayAre dharmAM karIza ? AyuSya kayAre pUru thaze tenI khabara nathI. jarA vicAra kara. ' z ,,, sa'sAranI prIta ghaNI sArI tane lAge che, paNa mIThA karatAMye ghaNI khArI che. khArI lAge tene tame dUra kADhA, prabhu saMge prIta khAMdhe te Ave nA koI vAMdhA. saMsAranA mAha bhayaMkara che. ema samajIne tu krUsAI za nahi. tuM bahu mahu karagare che eTale khAra varSa Apu chuM paNa huM tane karAra mujaba khAra varSa pUrA thaye jagADavA AvIza. dIkSA levaDAvyA vinA nahi cheTuM. khae! A metArajane keNe karagarAgaiA ? viSaya vAsanAe. A jagyAe dharmanI bhAvanA Ata tA bahAdura banIne nIkaLI jAta, paNa vAsanAnA gulAma banelA hatA. eTale karagaravu paDayuM. deva tene upadeza ApIne khAra varSanI mudata ApIne cAlyeA garcA. metAraja sa sAranA sukhamAM mukhya anI gayA, paNa manamAM khaTakAya che ke mAra varSoM pUrA thaze ne deva AvIne ubhuM raheze. meha ghaNA che eTale ekeka varSa gaNavA lAgyA. khasa, A bhava mITho tA parabhava kANe dIThA ? viSaya vilAsanI mastI kharAkhara mANI lauM. jema samaya gaye| tema cheDavAne badale vadhu Asakata banI gayA. Ama karatAM khAra varSoM pUrA thavAne chellA divasa AvyeA. vacana pramANe deva AvIne ubhuM raheze tA huM zu' kahIza ? udAsa thaI lamaNe hAtha daIne beTho. tyAre strIo pUche che ke nAtha ! Aje ATalA badhA udAsa kema banI gayAM che ? hajI sa`sAra cheDavA gamatA nathI eTale strIone badhI vAta karI ne kahyu` ke meM bAra varSanI mudata mAMgI hatI te kAle pUrI thAya che. enA vacana pramANe kAle AvIne ubhA raheze. eTale have mArAthI khelAya tema nathI. mAre dIkSA levI ja paDaze, paNa mane rokavA e tamArA hAthanI vAta che. devAnupriye ! mehanI viTa MkhaNA kevI bhayaMkara che! ebhuM te paraNyA pachI tarata dIkSA levAnuM kahyuM hatuM chatAM tenI mAMgIne svIkAra karIne deve tene bAra varSa ApyA tA pazu metArajane ema nathI thatuM ke me' sa`sAra sukhanA haDAvA ghaNuAM lIdhA, have tA dIkSA lauM. hajI te tene viSayanI raMgamajI ramI khaDu game che. peAte pahelAM phaNa hatA ? pUbhatramAM zu' karIne Avye chuM? A badhu jANe che chatAM meha, chUTatA nathI ke pApane pazcAtApa ke arekAra thatA nathI ke huM A zuM karI rahyo chuM ? huM mArA karmonuM phaLa segavI rahyA che. dIkSA lIvI pragu manamAM ema hatu` ke mane parANe dIkSA ApI. ATale ja vicAra karyAM hatA. enI sAthe rAjaputre SaSNu dIkSA lIdhI #

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zAradA dAna kA hatI. eNe dIkSA laine evA vicAra karyo ke ahA ! gurUdeve mArA upara keTale upakAra karyAM! kevA mahAna AtmakalyANanA mArga khatAnye! mArA gurUdevanI mArA upara keTalI karUNA che ke sAdhunI azAtanAnA thAra pApamAMthI mane cheDAvyA. jo emaNe sAdhunI azAtanA karavAthI kevA ghAra karmo baMdhAya che te mane samajAyu' na hAta te huM dIkSA leta nahI' ne mAruM pApa dhAvAta nahI'. piraNAme sa'sAramAM rajhaLavu paData. kevI su`dara vicAraNA karI hatI! tyAre purahita putre bhale, cAritra pALyu' paNa AvA vicAra tene nathI AvyA. cAritra pALavA chatAM aNugame karIne ka khAMdhyu. tethI deva jamADe che chatAM jAgatA nathI. nahItara jo haLukI jIva hAya teA deva. jagADavA Ave tyAre evA vicAra kare ke mArA kevA mahAna bhAgya che ke svanA divya sukhA choDIne mane jagADavA Ave che teA jAgI jAuM. i menArajane jabbara mAhanIya ka`nA udaya che. eTale sa'sAra cheDavAnu mana thatu' nathI. deva Avaze teA zu' kahIza ? tenA Dara lAgyA eTale strIone zIkhavADayu' ke have mArAthI khelAya tema nathI, paNa tame tamArA mATe karagarIne khIjA bAra va mAMgI lejo, meleA, have strIo mATe rahevuM che ke peAtAne mATe ? strIenA khvAne peAtAnI duSTa vAsanAonu peSaNa karavu' che. vicAra karajo. " jIvane AvI rAMkaDI banAvanArI vAsanAenI gulAmImAMthI mukta karAvanAra hAya tAte jinezvara devanA dhama che. dha e ja jIvane tAraNahAra che," paNa dharmanA svarUpane nahI' samajanArAe prazna kare che ke dharmonI jIvanamAM zuM jarUra che? mAnava sukhane jhaMkhe che, zAMtine Icche che, AkhAdInI abhilASA kare che paNa sukha, zAMti ane AkhAdInuM mULa zu che te jotA nathI. sukha-zAMti ane AkhAdInuM mULa dhama che. e dhama jIva, kayAre karI zake ? tenA javAkhamAM jJAnI purUSA kahe che ke vAsanA ane vikArA upara vijaya meLavavAthI dhama karI zakAya che. setAra strIone samajAvIne taiyAra karI che. khAra varSa pUrA thayAM eTale dhamadhama karatA deva pAtAnA vacana pramANe AvIne hAjara thayeA ne kahevA lAgyuMA ke metAraja ! have 'sa'sAra : sukhanI majhA mANI lIdhIne ? tArA ane tArI strIenA kADha pUrA thayAne? have te dIkSA levA taiyAra che ne ? metAraja mauna rahyo tyAre deve kahyuM-kema, kaMI khelatA nathI ? haju mAha chUTayeA nathI lAgatA. ATalu' sukha bhagavyuM chatAM haju bhAganA haDakavA,.na macA ? deva khUkha khelyA tyAre saMketa pramANe metAraje enI strIone kahyuM have huM dIkSA levA jAu chuM. tyAre strIo kahe che jo tamAre amane Ara vaSaeN mAM taracheDIne javuM hatuM te| zA mATe paraNyA ? have amane Ama rajhaLatA mUkIne nahI javAya. tyAre deve kahyu ke emanA samaya thaI gayA che. have saMsAramAM nahI rahI zake. tyAre strIoe haTha pakaDI ke ame nahI javA daIe. eTale deve

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zAradA darzana kahyuM have je dIkSA nahI le te uMcakIne laI jaI za. strIo khUba karagaratI AMkhamAM AMsu sAratI kahe che je tamAre emane dIkSA devI hatI te pachI zA mATe amArI sAthe paraNAvyA ? paraNyAM pahelA ja dIkSA devI hatI ne ? ame emane viyega sahana karI zakIzuM nahIM. mATe kRpA karo. pahelAM tame emanA mATe bAra varSane samaya Apyo have amArA mATe bIjA bAra varSa Ape. metAraja mauna rahyA tyAre deve kahyuM ke kema metAraja tuM kaMI bolatuM nathI. ubhuM thaI jA. tuM ThaMDA kaleje beTho che. eTale mane te ema ja lAge che ke haju tArAmAM khAmI che. nahIMtara tuM zuM tArI strIone ema na kahI zake ke je tamane mArA pratye prema hoya te cAle, mArI sAthe dIkSA laI le. tuM kaMI bolate nathI mATe mane lAge che ke tene saMsArane meha chUTayo nathI. - metAjanI strIoe khUba karagarIne kahyuM ke vadhu nahIM bAra varSa emane rahevA de. pachI ame nahIM kahIe. eTale deva bAra varSanI rajA ApIne cAlyo gaye. ahIM te AnaMda AnaMda thaI gaye. have lapa gaI. sukhe saMsAranI moja mANIzuM. (hasAhasa) juo, saMsAramAM rokAvAnI vAta AvI eTale tamane kevuM hasavuM AvyuM ? paNa brahmacaryanI ane tapa-tyAganI vAta Ave che tyAre ATaluM hasavuM nathI AvatuM. eTale nakakI thAya che ke tamane jeTale saMsAra vahAle che teTale dharma vahAla nathI. bIjA bAra varSa maLyA eTale metAja rAjI thaye. divasa jatAM kayAM vAra lAge che. pAnA pUranI mAphaka samayanuM vaheNa vahI rahyuM che. bAra varSa pUrA thayAM ne metArajanuM karma paNa pUruM thavA AvyuM. eTale manamAM bhAva AvyA ke have dIkSA lauM. bAra varSa pUrA thatAM mitradeva hAjara thayo ne kahyuM kema metAja ! have zuM vicAra che? tyAre paDakAra karIne kahe che bhAI! have huM taiyAra chuM. arere....bhAI! tuM A mATe deva thaIne mane traNa traNa vakhata jagADavA Ave paNa meM dhiThThAe kaMI vicAra na karyo? saMsAranA kIcaDamAM kheMcI gaye ne mArA AtmAnuM gumAvyuM. bhAI! zuM vAta karuM ? saMsAra cakkaramAM huM ke te phasAI gaye, saMsAranI mAyAmAM huM phasAI gaye, mehanI evI prabhu mane mAyA lAgI, ene huM keI kALe nA zakya tyAgI re, e vItarAgI re, e vItarAgI re, laganI prabhu tArI mane lAgI re, have metArajane khUba pazcAtApa thavA lAgyo. he prabhu! jema pilA baMDane kaI kAdavamAMthI bahAra kADhIne svaccha jagyAe mUke te paNa tene gamatuM nathI. ene te gaMdA ukaraDA ane kAdava khUda bahu game che tema huM paNa bhUMDa jevo banI gayA. mAro mitradeva mane traNa traNa vAra jagADavA AvyA paNa huM te viSayabhoganA ukaraDAmAM kheMcI gayo. jema keI mANasane tAva AvatuM hoya ne enI jIbhane svAda uDI gayA hoya te tene game tevA bhAvatAM bhejana Ape te paNa tene kaDavA ne nirasa lAge che tema jenA AtmAmAM

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zAradA darzana 40 viSaya vAsanAno tAva bharI hoya tene saMyamanI mIThAzane svAda kayAMthI Ave? atyAra sudhI he bhagavaMta ! mArA AtmAne viSayavAsanAne tAva bharAyA hatA eTale cAritra dharma kahe jhera jevuM lAgatuM hatuM. cAritranuM nAma sAMbhaLavuM gamatuM na hatuM. have mAre tAva utaryo che, eTale cAritra levAnI rUcI thaI che. have huM kSaNane paNa vilaMba karyA vinA cAritra aMgIkAra karIza. e dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA tyAre strIo kahe che nAtha ! ame tamane dIkSAnI AjJA nahi ApIe. tyAre kahe che vIsa covIsa varSo sudhI te mane tame saMsAramAM rokI dIdhuM. have te rajA Ape. jene TharAgya daDha hoya che tene koNa rokI zake che? strIone rajA ApavI paDI. rajA maLatAM metAraje dIkSA lIdhI. dIkSA laIne karmone teDavA mAsakhamane pAraNe mAsakhamaNanI ugra tapazcaryA karavA lAgyA. temaNe eka ja vicAra karyo ke cIkaNuM karmone khapAvavA mATe tapanI avazya jarUra che. mATe jyAM sudhI kAyAmAM kasa che tyAM sudhI kADhI lauM. karma khapAvavAne Avo avasara kyAMthI maLaze ? haze haze karmo bAMdhyA che tene khapAvavA hoMze haze dharma karI lauM. A vicAra karI karmo khapAvavA mATe hoMze hoMze tapa karavA lAgyA. AgaLa zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra - devarUpe naLarAjAnA pitAe guTIkA ane karaMDI Ape temaja zikhAmaNa ApI ke tuM jugAra rame tenuM A pariNAma che have AvI bhUla nA karIza, bela, tAre kayAM javuM che? naLarAjAe kahyuM - pitAjI mane susumarapura javuM che. mane tyAM pahoMcADI do. A pramANe kahevAthI deve tene uMcakIne susumArapuranA daravAje mUkI dIdhe. eTale naLarAjA kubaDArUpe nagaramAM cAlyA. nagaranA leke AmathI tema nAzabhAga karatA hatA ane ekabIjAne bhAge kahI bUmo pADatA hatA. enA manamAM thayuM ke A leke bUmAbUma kema karatA haze ? e jANavA mATe AgaLa jAya che. tyAre loko kahe che are kubaDA! tuM kayAM jAya che? marI jaIza. pAchA vaLa, te kahezuM che? leke kahe che tane khabara nathI? ApaNA rAjAne hAthI gAMDe thayo che teNe mahAvatone mArI nAMkhyA, jhADa, makAna, maMdira vagerene toDI nAMkhyA ne kaMIka mANasono saMhAra karI nAkhyA. rAjAe tene vaza karavA ghaNAM upAye karyA paNa kaI rIte hAthI vaza thato nathI. tethI A nagarInA dadhipaNuM rAjAe jAherAta karAvI che ke je kaI A hAthIne vaza karaze tene mArI tamAma lakSamI ApI daIza. Ama vAta karatAM hatAM tyAM sAmethI madonmata banela yamarAja jevA pracaMDakAya hAthIne doDato Avato joye. naLarAjA hAthInI tarapha vegathI doDayA. tyAre ghaNAM lekee tene kahyuM che kubaDA ! hAthe karIne zA mATe maraNanA mukhamAM dhakelAya che? paNa A te keInuM sAMbhaLatAM nathI. siMhanI jema garjanA karatAM naLarAjAe hAthInI sAme jaIne kahyuM, he duSTa mAtaMga ! tuM A nagarajene herAna karI rahyo chuM. AvI jA mArI sAme. ema kahI

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zAradA darzana enA upara paththara pheMkayo, ane enuM pUMchaDuM pakaDIne lAkaDIthI mAravA lAge. eTale hAthI trAsI gaye ne krodhAyamAna thaIne naLarAjAnI pAchaLa daDavA lAge. tethI naLarA ja pitAnuM vastra hAthInA mAthA upara nAMkhyuM eTale hAthI gUMgaLAI gaye. tarata naLarAjA hAthI upara caDhI gayAne aMkuza vaDe vaza karIne hastizALAmAM lAvIne bAMdhI dIdhe. je hAthIne kaI vaza na karI zakayA tene A kubaDAe palakArAmAM vaza karyo. AthI nagarajane tene jayanAda pikAravA lAgyA. rAjAe paNa tene khUba zAbAzI ApI. tenA gaLAmAM kiMmatI rane hAra paherAvyo ane pitAnI bAjumAM siMhAsane besADe ne tenI khUba prazaMsA karIne kahyuM, bhAI! te mArI nagarIne moTA bhayamAMthI bacAvI. nagaramAM zAMti zAMti thaI gaI. tuM na AvyuM hota te mArI garInuM zuM thAta? bhAI! tuM dekhAve te kUbaDe che paNa tArAmAM guNe ghaNuM dekhAya che. AvA gAMDA hAthIne vaza karavAnI vidyA tane koNe zIkhavADI? ane tuM kayA gAmano che? rAjAnA pUchavAthI naLarAjAe kahyuM, he mahArAjA! huM naLarAjAne Dika nAmane raseI chuM. mane sUrya pAka rasoI banAvatAM AvaDe che. e rasoI naLarAjA ane mArA sivAya koIne banAvatAM AvaDatI nathI. eTale naLarAjAne huM khUba vahAle chuM. tethI naLarAjAe premathI mane A vidyA zIkhavADI che. mArA naLarAjA khUba pavitra hatAM paNa temanA bhAI kubere kapaTa karIne temane jugAra ramADayA. jugAramAM rAjapATa hArI gayA ne damayaMtIne laIne vanamAM gayA. naLarAjA damayaMtIne vanamAM ekalI mUkIne cAlyA gayA. mArgamAM naLarAjAne sarpadaMzathayo ne maraNa pAmyA. eTale huM ekale ApanI pAse Avyo chuM. dadhipaNuM rAjAe kubaDAnA mukhethI vAta sAMbhaLI ane kahyuM huM....naLarAjA maraNa pAmyA? e te mArA khAsa mitra thAya che. ema kahIne khUba raDavA lAgyA ne kahyuM. enI patnI damayaMtInuM zuM thayuM haze ? ApaNe tene laI AvIe. tyAre kubaDAe kahyuM-mahArAjA! vanavagaDAmAM e kayAMthI AvatI hoya ! ene jaMgalI siMha Adi pazuoe phADI khAdhI haze. AthI rAjAne khUba duHkha thayuM. thaDA divasa zeka pAne kubaDAne rAjAe potAnA rAjayamAM rAkhyA. eka divasa rAjAe kahyuM ke tane sUrya pAka rasoI banAvatAM avaDe che te mane banAvI Apa. mane te jamavAnI IcchA thaI che. kubaDAe kahyuMbhale, huM banAvI ApIza. sUrya pAka rasaI banAvavA mATe je sAmagrInI jarUra hatI te rAjAe ApI. kubaDA huMDike rasoI banAvavAnA vAsaNamAM vastuo nAMkhI ane sUryanA tApamAM mUkIne vaivasvati vidyAnuM smaraNa karIne suMdara rasoI banAvI. rasoI taiyAra karIne rAjAne jamavA mATe AmaMtraNa ApyuM. rAjAe potAnA parivAra sahita sUryapAka rasoInuM bhejana karyuM ne khUba AnaMda pAmyA. aho ! atyAra sudhI ghaNuM jamyA paNa AvuM kadi jamyA nathI. zuM rasoIno svAda che ! jamyA pachI khuzAlImAM huMDikane kiMmatI vastrAlaMkAra, eka lAkha sonAmahero ane pa00 gAma bheTa ApyA. ne kahyuM ke te A sUrya pAka

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zAradA darzana bhajana jamADyuM tenI bheTa ApuM chuM, paNa haju te gAMDA hAthIne vaza karIne mArI nagarIne bacAvI che. tenA badalAmAM tane mAruM rAjya ApavAnuM te bAkI che paNa tuM levAnI nA pADe che tethI aTakayuM che. haMDike kahyuM - mahArAjA ! Ape mane ahIM rAkhe che te ghaNuM che. mAre hAthI vaza karyAnA badalAmAM tamAruM rAjya nathI joItuM ane sUrya pAka rasoI jamADI tenA badalAmAM 500 gAma, ekalAkha sonAmahore ane vastrAlaMkAre vigere mAre kaMI nathI joItuM. tyAre rAjAe kahyuM, te tArI je IcchA hoya te mAMga, huMDike kahyuM ke jo Apa mArA upara prasanna thayA che, ne khuzIthI mAMgavAnuM kahe che te huM eTaluM mAMgu chuM ke ApanA rAjayamAM jyAM sudhI ApanI ANa vartAya che tyAM sudhInI hadamAM jugAra, zikAra ane dArU A traNa vyasana na hovA joIe. A traNane niSedha karAve. baMdhuo ! naLarAjAne anubhava thayo hatuM ke jugAra keTale kharAba che ne temAM keTalI kharAbI thAya che tathA zikAra ane dArU te hAnikAraka che ja eTale traNa vyasane baMdha karAvavAnuM vacana mAMgyuM. tethI rAjA khuza thayA ne pitAnA rAjyamAM amArI paDaha vagaDAvyo ke mArA rAjyamAM je koI jugAra ramaze, dArU pIze ane zikAra karaze tene phAMsIe caDhAvavAmAM Avaze. eTale rAjyamAM jugAra, zikAra ane dArU e traNe vyasane baMdha thaI gayA. have AgaLa zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 59 hi. mAvaNa vada 9 ne maMgaLavAra janmASTamI tA. 6-9-77 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI mahAna purUSe pharamAve che ke he bhavya che! je tamAre AtmAnuM kalyANa karavuM hoya te mehaniMdrAne tyAga kare ane dharma ArAdhanA karavA mATe jAgRta bane. anAdikALathI ApaNe AtmA ajJAnanA kAraNe pitAnA svarUpanuM bhAna bhUlIne paisA, patnI, putra ane sattAmAM sukha mAnI rahyo che. ajJAna eTale zuM ? jaDa ane cetananA vivekane abhAva. huM koNa chuM, mAruM zuM svarUpa che? ne jene huM mAruM mAnuM chuM temAM mAruM zuM che? tenuM jJAna ke bhAna nathI te ajJAna che. jJAnI bhagavaMte kahe che ke A jagatamAM jIvane jJAna jevuM sukha nathI ne ajJAna jevuM duHkha nathI. AcArAMga sUtramAM paNa bhagavaMte kahyuM che ke " tti nA mahilA sulauM." A lekamAM jIvane duHkhanuM kAraNa hoya te te ajJAna che. ajJAnane kAraNe jIva viSaya bhogamAM sukha mAne che ne tapa tyAga rUpa dharmamAM duHkha mAne che. saMsAra asAra che ne mekSa sAra che. AvA jJAnane abhAva tenuM nAma ajJAna zA.-59

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416 zAradA darzana che. ajJAnanA kAraNe jIva pApa karmanA baMdhanamAM rakta rahe che. eka zaMbhu nAmanA rAjA pUrvanuM puNya baLe khUba sattAdhIza hatA. rAjya calAvavAnuM tenAmAM jJAna hatuM paNa AtmAnuM jJAna na hatuM. eTale pApakarma karatAM acakAtA nahi, zikAra karIne pazuonI khUba hiMsA karatA, pitAnI rAjasattAnA jorathI game tevI strIo ane bahena dIkarIone upADI jatA. prajAnuM phAve teTaluM dhana paDAvI letA. AvA pApa karavAmAM rAjA rakta rahetA hatA. kadI emane vicAra thatuM na hatuM ke A pApa karuM chuM te mAruM zuM thaze ? eka vakhata A rAjA sabhAmAM beThA hatA te vakhate AkAzamAMthI eka ciThThI tenA khoLAmAM paDI. emAM lakhyuM hatuM ke "je mANase dharmathI maLelA sukhethI adharma kare che e narAdhama dharmanA vizvAsaghAtaka che, dharmanA drohI che. zaMbhurAjAnA meLAmAM paDelI ciThThI emaNe vAMcI ne hRdayamAM dhrAska paDI gaye ne vicAra karavA lAgyuM ke huM A zuM karI rahyo chuM? dharma mATe droha karI rahyo chuM. je dharme mane rAjasattAnA siMhAsane besADaye enI sattAnA baLathI huM corI, vyabhicAra, hiMsA, vigere adharmanuM sevana karIne dharmanuM khUna karI rahyo chuM. mArA jevA mahAna pApInuM zuM thaze? A rAjA hatA mahApApI paNa eka ciThThI vAMcIne coMkI uDyA. pApanA bhayathI te tharathara dhrujavA lAgyA. tame A rAjA jevA pApI te nathIne? bele, tamane pApanI dhrujArI thAya che? zaMbhurAnA vicAra karavA lAgyA ke hAya! meM mArI jIMdagI dharmanAM drohamAM gALI ? ajJAnapaNe pAra vinAnA pApa karyo. mAruM zuM thaze ? A vicArathI becena banI gayA ne sabhA baMdha karIne mahelamAM cAlyA gayA, ne khUba ciMtAmAM paDI gayA. basa, have mAre jIvIne zuM kAma che? mArA jevA pApIthI A pRthvI upara bhAra vadhI gayA che. AnA karatAM ApaghAta karIne marI jAuM. rAjA Ama vicAra karI rahyA hatAM tyAM pradhAna Abe, pradhAne rAjAne pUchyuM. sAheba! Apa sabhA barakhAsta karIne kema cAlyA gayA ? rAjAe kahyuM have mAre jIvavuM nathI. pradhAne kahyuM zA mATe jIvuM nathI? rAjAe ciThThI sabaMdhI vAta karIne kahyuM ke mAre have mAruM pApathI kharaDAyeluM kALuM moTuM kaIne batAvavuM nathI. huM talavArathI mAruM gaLuM kApI nAMkhIza ne mArA jIvanane aMta lAvIza. pradhAna dhamI hate. ghaNI vakhata rAjAne pApathI aTakAvavA prayatna karyA hatA paNa rAjA kaMI samajayA nahi paNa atyAre pradhAne kahyuM-sAheba! je tamane pApane sAce Dara lAge hoya te have pApa karavAnuM choDIne dharma kare te pApano aMta Avaze paNa ApaghAta karIne jIvanane aMta lAvavAthI pApano aMta nahi Ave. pApakarmane nAza karavA mATe dharma kare. pradhAnanA sadupadezathI rAjAnuM ajJAna TaLI gayuM. emanA jIvanamAM jJAnane dipaka pragaTa ne dharmamaya jIvana gALavA lAgyA. jenAthI AtmAne saMpUrNa vikAsa thAya tenuM nAma dharma. bhagavAne kene dharma kahyo che te jANe che ne? "daMtA raMka tako bhagavaMte dazavaikAlikasUtramAM ahiMsA,

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zAradA dezana 467 sayama ane tapa e traNa prakAre dhama khatAnyeA che. mana, vacana ane kAyAthI kAMI paNa jIvanI hiMsA karavI nahIM, bIjA pAse karAvavI nahi ne hiMsA karanArane anumAdana ApavuM nahi tenuM nAma ahiMsA che. dareka jIva pratye karUNAbhAva Ave tyAre ahiM sA dhama nu pAlana karI zakAya che. mRSAvAda, adattAdAna, maithuna, parigrahAdi pApAne pratijJApUrvaka tyAga karavA, pAMca indrioneA sayama, cAra kaSAyane tyAga ane mana-vacana-kAyAthI azubha pravRttione tyAga e saMyama che, ane tapa eTale zu? icchA nirodhstpH|" I cchAonA nirodha karavA eTale duSTa IcchAone rokavI tenuM nAma tapa che. jenAthI Indrio kAbUmAM rahe, mana svastha ane svaccha bane te sAcA tapa che. tapa e karmane kSaya karavAnuM sAdhana che. AveA uttama mAnava bhava pAmIne AtmakalyANa karavA mATe AvA ahiMsA, sayama ane tapa rUpI dharmImAM anurakata navu. joIe. 66 je dharmInA svarUpane samajyAM che tevA devakImAtA nemanAtha bhagavAnanAM darzana karIne AvyA, pachI vicAra kare che ke " dhaLajo khaM to ammAzo|" te mAtAone dhanya che te kRtapuNya che, sulakSaNI che ke peAtAnA bALakane kheALAmAM sUvADIne dUdhapAna karAve che, dUdhapAna karAvatAM bALakane mAthe vahAlabharyAM hAtha pherave che. bALaka paNa kAlI ghelI bhASA khelIne mAtAne AkarSita kare che ke mA! mane bhU pIvuM che. pachI mAtA tene pANI pIvaDAve che, potAnA hAthe khavaDAve che, dUdha pIvaDAve che. khALaka kahe ke mA! A mane nathI khAvuM. khIjuM Apa, eTale mAtA khijAI jAya che, tyAre te te!taDI ne mIThI bhASA khAlIne mAtAne khuza kare che. pachI mAtA ene uMcakIne, kheALAmAM besADIne chAtI sAthe dakhAve chene peAtAnA kamaLa jevA kemaLa hAtha khaLakanA zarIre pherave che. A rIte aneka prakAre peAtAnA saMtAnane bAlakrIDA karAvavAne lhAvA le che. " gaDhAM baMdhanA punA ' huM adhanya chuM, apuNya chuM, meM puNya karyu" nathI tethI huM mArA sAta sAta putrAmAMthI eka paNa putranI bAlakrIDAnA AnaMdane anubhava karI zakI nathI. A prakAre devakIjI khinna hRdayathI vicAra karatA udAsa thaIne beThA hatA. tyAM zuM bane che? "taLa kaNhe vAsudeve hAe jAva vibhUlie devaIe devIe pAyabaMdae havvamAgacchai / " devakImAtA saMtApathI jhuratA udAsa thaine zayyAmAM beThA hatAM tyAM kRSNavAsudeva ranAnAdi karIne sArA vastrAla kArAthI zarIrane vibhUSita karIne mAtA devakIne pAvaMdana karavA mATe temanA mahelethI nIkaLyA. 39 madhue ! jarA vicAra karo. A kRSNa vAsudeva jevA tevA purUSa nathI. traNa khaMDanA svAmI hatA chatAM vinaya keTalA! Aje te traNa oraDAnA dhaNIne phAMkAneA pAra nathI. je janetAe janma dIdhA ane je pitAe pAlanapeASaNa karyuM temane page lAgatAM zarama Ave che. kRSNavAsudeva jyAre devakImAtAnA mahele AvavAnA hAya tyAre devakIjI pAtAnA mahela zaNagAratA, ane mahelanA daravAje rAha joine ubhA rahetAM ke hamaNAM mAre lAla

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ve zAradA darzana Avaze. kRSNajI ATalA moTA hatAM chatAM mAtAne mana dIkaro sadA nAnA hAya che, ane vinayavAna saMtAna paNa mAtA pitA pAse nAnA bALakanI jema rahe che. Aje devakImAtA ciMtAmana hatAM eTale rAhu jene ubhA na hatAM. teMthI putra AvavAnA che tene khyAla na rahyo. kRSNavAsudeva devakImAtAnA mahele AvyA, ane mAtAnA caraNamAM paDIne vaMdana karyAM. mAtAnI caraNaraja mAthe caDhAvI. e saMtAneA kevA haze? vAsudeva hovA chatAM nAma abhimAna nathI, keTalI namratA ane keTalI mAtR-pitRbhakita haze! mAtAnu mukha joine kRSNuvAsudeva samajI gayAM ke Aje game tema hoya paNa mArI mAtA ciMtAtura che. khUma udAsa anI gaI che. jene trikhaMDa adhipati kRSNavAsudeva jevA dIkarA hAya tenI mAtAne zuM duHkha che? mAtAne udAsa joine kRSNajIne khUba duHkha thayuM. jue, A paNa mAtAne dIkaro che ne ? mAtAne sheja udAsa joine temanu' aMtara kakaLI uThayuM. atyAre kaI ka mAtAe ceAdhAra AMsue raDatI haiAya chatAM dIkarA sAmu jotAM nathI. kRSNavAsudeve mAtAne udAsa manelAM joyAM, mAtAnA caraNamAM vinayapUrvaka vaMdana karIne mAtAne kahyuM. annA ammA ! tubbhe mama pAsittA haTTa jAva bhavaha, kiM NaM ammo ! ajja tubbhe jAva zivAyada !" he mAtA ! jyAre huM pahelAM tamane caraNuvaMdana karavA mATe AvatA hatA tyAre mane joine tamAru. hRdaya AnaMdita khanI jatuM hatuM, paNa Aje tamArI dazA bIjI ja jovAmAM Ave che, teA he mAtA! tame Aje kema udAsa banIne zeAca karI rahyA che ? jue, kRSNa kevI mIThI bhASA eTale che ke he mArI mAtA! huM pahelAM tane vaMdana karavA AvatA tyAre tuM mArI rAha joine ubhI rahetI hatI. mane dUrathI AvatA joine tAru' haiyuM harSoMthI nAcI uThatuM hatu. Aje e AnaMda ke ullAsa tArA mukha upara dekhatA nathI. Aje tArA anaMda kayAM uDI gayA che? mAtA ! tane zu ciMtA che ? tAru' ciMtAtura ne udAsa mukhaDuM joIne mane duHkha thAya che. tAruM mukha huM joI zakatA nathI. traNa traNa khaMDanA adhipati hovA chatAM temanAmAM keTalI mAtRbhakti ane vinaya che! ane ahu'nu nAma nizAna nathI. Aje teA vANImAM mIThAza ke jIvanamAM vinaya na maLe. mANasa sAkaranI guNInI guNIe khAI jAya paNa sAkaranA eka gAMgaDA jeTalI mIThAza tenA jIvanamAM AvatI nathI. sAkara pAte ogaLI jaine paNa khIjAne mIThAza Ape che, tyAre mANasa eTaleA adhA svAthI che ke du:khIonu duHkha joIne paNa tenu hRdaya pIgaLatuM nathI. mAtra peAtAnA sukhamAM masta rahe che. A saMsAra svAIthI bharelA che. ahI eka dRSTAMta yAda Ave che. eka gAmamAM eka kuTuMba hatuM. te khUba garIkha hatuM paNa saMskArI ne dhISTha khUba hatuM. mAtA-pitA, bhAi ane mahena cAra jaNAM hatAM. bhAI ane bahena bane saoNMskAra pAmI moTA thAya che. 12 varSanA bhAI ane 10 varSanI bahena thatAM mA-bApa gujarI jAya che. gharamAM khAvAnA sAMsA che. cheArA cedhArA AMsue raDe che, koI sagu

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zAradA darzana thatuM nathI. kahevata che ne ke "mA tyAM sudhI mosALa ane bApa tyAM sudhI kuTuMba" tema mA-bApa cAlyA jatAM A chokarAone kaMI bolAvatuM nathI. chevaTe mAmAne khabara paDe che ke mArA bhANejone AvuM thayuM che, eTale deDatA AvIne baMne bhANejane vaLagI paDe che. baMne bhAI-bahena khUba raDe che. chevaTe mAmA kahe che ke beTA ! huM tamane levA Avyo chuM. Ama kahIne ghera laI jAya che. tyAM mAmI vAghaNanI mAphaka tADUke che. kayAM belAM lAvyA ? mAmA kahe che bicArA nirAdhAra thaI gayA. emanA mA-bApa bALapaNamAM cAlyAM gayA tyAre ApaNe ghera AvyA che ne ? e ApaNuM zuM laI javAnA che? keTalAmAMthI baTakuM roTale khAze ne kAle savAre moTA thaI jaze. tuM zAMti rAkha. mAmAe khUba samajAvI tyAre mAMDa zAMta thaI. mAmI bhAIne lAkaDA kApavA ne ghAsanA pULA lAvavAnuM kAma Ape che. bahenane daLavAnuM, khAMDavAnuM, culAnuM, eMThavADa vigere kAma karAve che. rAta divasa sakhta kAma kare chatAM khUba mAra mAre ne mAMDa roTale khAvA Ape. bhAI bahena khUba duHkhI thaI gayAM. chevaTe rAtre bhegAM thaIne eka bIjAnuM hRdaya khAlI karatAM hatAM. arere....bhAI! ApaNe mA-bApa ApaNane mUkIne cAlyA gayA tyAre ApaNI A dazA thaIne? "A bAlavayamAM keInA mA-bApa marazo nahIM." bALapaNamAM keInA mA-bApa kadI maraze nahi. mA vinAnA sUnA vA thaI jAya che. eka divasa rAtre bhAI bahena oTale besIne raDatA hatAM. bhAI kahe che bahena! Aje jaMgalamAM lAkaDA levA gayo hate paNa sUkA lAkaDA maLyA nahiM eTale lIlA lAkaDA lAge tethI mAmIe mane Deka upara lAkaDuM mAryuM che. eTale Deka bahu duHkhe che. tyAre bahena kahe che bhAI! zuM vAta karuM ? Aje huM daLatAM thAkI gaI ne heja ubhI thaI eTale mane keDamAM lAkaDIne khUba mAra mAryo che tethI keDa bhAMgI gaI che. ATale mAra mAryo, kAma karAvyA paNa khAvA ApyuM nathI. baMne vAta kare che ne raDe che. pADozI eTale te hate teNe bALakanI kahAnI sAMbhaLI. enuM hRdaya kaMpI uThayuM. a hA hA...bALake keTaluM duHkha sahana kare che ? bhAI kahe che bahena! A mAmIne trAsa have sahana thatuM nathI. bahena kahe che bhAI ! paNa have ApaNe kayAM jaIe ? ApaNuM koNa che? be varSa sukhe duHkhe kADhI nAkhIe. pachI mAmA mane sAre ghera paraNAvaze ane tArA banevI sArA haze te huM tane teDAvI laIza ne ApaNuM duHkha dUra thaze. A badhI vAte sAMbhaLIne pADelI pitAnA gharamAMthI khAvAnuM laI AvyA ne kahyuM, beTA ! jamI le. bAluDA kahe che kAkA ! tame laI jAo. mAmI jAgaze te tamAruM paNa AvI banaze ne amane mAraze. pUrvabhavamAM pApa karyA che te ahIM bhegavI rahyAM chIe. pADozIe kahyuM ke mAmI tamane khUba duHkha de che tethI cAle, huM tamane mAre ghera rAkhIza. mane tamArI khUba dayA Ave che. tyAre bALake kahe che nA, amane mAmI game teTaluM lakha de che

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zAradA darzana paNa gharamAM te rAkhe che ne? emane mahAna upakAra che. A rI vAta sAMbhaLI pADozI gaLagaLo thaI gayo ne cAlyA gaye. bane duHkhanA mAryA sUtA che tyAM mAmI jAgI ane daMDe laIne mAravA lAgI ke abhAgI uTha, kayAM sudhI sUI rahIza? mAmIne apAra trAsa hevAthI raDatA bALake belyA, are re he mAtA! jo tAre amane AvA duHkhamAM mUkIne javuM hatuM te zA mATe janma Apo ? tArI sAthe laI javA hatA ne? Ama kahI khUba raDyA. bahena kahe che bhAI! mAre have mAmIne ghera AvavuM nathI. huM te gaLe phAMso khAIne marI jaIza. bhAI kahe che bahena! ApaNI bA kahetI hatI ke ApaghAta karI e mahApApa che. ema maravuM nathI. have DayuM teTaluM duHkha veThavAnuM nathI. zAMti rAkha. Ama jyAre bahena duHkhathI kaMTALe tyAre bhAI AzvAsana Ape ane bhAI kaMTALe tyAre bahena AzvAsana Ape. Ama karatAM bahena soLa varSanI thaI te ghaNI rUpALI che tethI sArA gharanA mAMgA AvyA chatAM mAmIe garIba ghera paraNAvI. ' have sAsare gharanA badhA khUba kAma karAve. chatAM peTa bharIne khAvA nA Ape. Ama karatAM divasone mahinAo gayA, tyAM paNa sukha nA maLyuM. sAsue mArIne kADhI mUkI. pati uparANuM levA gayA te tene paNa kADhI mUkyA. chokarInI AMkhamAMthI bera bera jeTalA AMsu paDavA lAgyA. aha karmarAjA! tamArI lIlA nyArI che! bALapaNamAM mA-bApa marI gayA ane mAmAne ghera AvavuM paDyuM. mAmIe julama duHkha dIdhA chatAM hiMmata hatI ke ahIM bhale duHkha paDe paNa sAsare te sukha maLaze, paNa mane te kayAMya sukha nA maLyuM. pati patnI baMne eka jhADa nIce jaIne beThA. baMne khUba raDyA. pati kahe che tArA duHkhanI vAta sAMbhaLIne mAruM kALajuM kaMpI jAya che, paNa zuM karuM? huM lAcAra chuM. puNyane sitAre pragaTayo" - baMne jaNA jaMgalamAM jaIne eka vRkSa nIce besI eka citte prabhune prArthanA kare che ke he bhagavAna! amane duHkhamAMthI bacAva. tArA sivAya amAre kaI AdhAra nathI. Ama aMtaHkaraNathI prArthanA karI rahyA che tyAM avAja AvyuM ke have tamArA duHkhano aMta Avyo che, zAMti rAkhe. tame jyAM beThA che tenAthI sAme traNa hAtha dUra jamIna de. bAInA patie khADe kheda te jhagamagatA ratnathI bhareluM eka DeghaluM nIkaLyuM. A joIne cheka rAjI rAjI thaI gaye, paNa chokarI kahe che svAmInAtha ! A keI nuM dATeluM haze, te ApaNAthI kema levAya? pArakuM dhana levuM e mahApApa che. pUrvabhavamAM pApa karIne AvyA chIe te duHkha bhogavIe chIe. A bhavamAM keInuM dhana laizuM te ka aaN sukhI thaIzuM? duHkhamAM paNa keTalI pavitra bhAvanA che! chekarI levAnI nA pADe che tyAre pharIne avAja Ave che ke dIkarI ! e dhana keInuM nathI. tame laI le. chekarI pUche che tame keNa che?

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zAradA darzana tyAre avAja Ave che ke huM tArI mAtA marIne deva thaI chuM. tArA ghera karmane udaya hate eTale atyAra sudhI madada karI zakI nahi. have tamArA duHkhane aMta AvyuM che. meM tamArA mATe A rane lAvIne mUkyA che. tAro bhAI mAmAnA gherathI cAlyA gayA. che. A najIkanA gAmamAM mahenata karI khAya che tene tame zodhIne laI Avaje. baMne thaIne vahepAra karazo te mahAna sukhI thaze. | A sAMbhaLIne khUba AnaMda thayo. bhAIne zodhI kADhaye ane eka meTA zaheramAM jaIne dukAna karI sAthe banevI khUba khaMtathI vahepAra karavA lAgyA. thoDA samayamAM ghaNuM kamAyA eTale rahevA mATe baMgale baMdhAvya. bahene sArA gharanI kanyA sAthe bhAIne dhAmadhUmathI paraNa. samaya jatAM meTA karoDapati banI gayA. bhAI ane bahena kahe che ke ApaNe mA-bApa vinAnA nirAdhAra banyA ne kevA duHkha veThayA ! ApaNe have ApaNAM jevA nirAdhArane Azraya maLe tevuM karIe. bahenane pati paNa saMmata thaye. pitAnA baMgalAnI bAjumAM moTI dharmazALA jevuM makAna baMdhAvyuM. temAM rahevAnI, khAvA pIvAnI badhI vyavasthA karI. je keI anAtha, nirAdhAra bALake Ave temane badhI sagavaDa temanA taraphathI karavAmAM AvatI. bALakone bhaNAvavAnI vyavasthA paNa karI hatI. bhaNagaNIne dhadha karatAM zIkhavADIne rajA ApatAM. hajAro nirAdhAra bALake A saMsthAne lAbha laI ArzIvAda ApIne jatAM hatAM. baMdhuo ! je mANasa duHkha veThe che tene khyAla Ave che ke duHkha kema veThAya che ? A bhAI, bahena ane banevIe duHkha veThayA hatAM te temaNe duHkhIne Azraya ApavA mATe saMsthA zarU karI, paNa jeNe duHkha veThayuM nathI tene kayAMthI khyAla Ave? A bhAI-bahena te mahAna sukhI thaI gayA, paNa karma keIne cheDe che? mAmAnA gherathI bhAI-bahena gayA pachI mAmAnI evI paDatI dazA AvI ke jamIna jAgIra vecAI gayA, paisA TakA sApha thaI gayA ne khAvAnA sAMsA paDyA. A vAtanI bhANejane khabara paDI. tenuM hRdaya cIrAI gayuM. bhAI-bahena deDatAM mAmAne ghera AvyA ne kahyuM mAmA-mAmI ! tamArI kRpAthI ame ghaNAM sukhI chIe. tame amAre ghera cAle. mAmI te moDhuM batAvI zakatI nathI. mAmA paNa kaMI belI zakatAM nathI. zuM bele? bhANejane mAthe duHkhanI jhaDI varasAvavAmAM bAkI rAkhI nathI. Aje upakAra upara upakAra te sau kare che paNa apakAra upara upakAra kare te vizeSa che. mAmA mAmI kahe che beTA ! ame tamane duHkha devAmAM bAkI rAkhyuM nathI. have zuM moDhuM batAvIe ! A pavitra AtmAo kahe che tame amane duHkha nathI dIdhuM. amArA karmo amane duHkha dIdhuM che. have gaI vAto yAda na kare ne amAruM ghara te tamAruM ghara che ema samajIne tame cAle. khUba kahyuM paNa mAmA mAmIe temane ghera javAnI nA pADI. eTale bhANeje daza hajAra rUpiyA mAmAne vahepAra karavA ApyA

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7ra zAradA darzana ne jarUra hoya tyAre pitAne tyAM AvavAnuM kahIne cAlyA gayA. khUba AnaMdathI rahe che ne pitAne maLelI saMpattine sadupayoga kare che. samaya jatAM eka vakhata bhAI ke I mitranA saMge caDhI jugAra rasiya banyo. bahenane khabara paDI ke bhAIne jugArane raMga lAgyA che. gAmamAM eka saMta padhAryA hatA. bahena bhAIne saMta pAse laI gaI. bhAI tarata saMtanA caraNamAM paDI gayA. munie tene dharmopadeza Ape. aMtamAM jugAra kevuM bhayaMkara che te samajAvyuM. pariNAme tene AtmA sudharI gaye ne jugAra nahi ramavuM tema pratijJA karI. je Aje janmASTamI ujavatAM he te jugAra nahi ramavuM tevI pratijJA laI le. (pU. mahAsatIjInA sadupadezathI ghaNuM bhAI bahenoe jugAra nahi ramavuM tevI pratijJA karI hatI.) caritra - naLarAjAe susumArapuranA dadhipaNuM rAjAnI pAse vacana mAMgIne tenA rAjyanI hadamAMthI jugAra, zikAra ane dArU e traNe cIjo baMdha karAvI ane ghaNAM varSo susumArapuranA rAjamahelamAM rahyA. eka divasa naLarAjAne da yaMtI khUba yAda AvI. AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA, tyAre tenA manamAM thayuM ke ahIM rAjA mane raDatA joI jaze te pUchaze. tenA karatAM huM bahAra cAlyo jAuM. ema vicAra karIne eka sarevaranA kinAre jaI eka vRkSanI chAyAmAM beThA. bhale atyAre kubaDA banI gayA che paNa game tema te ya rAjA che ne ? enuM besavuM uDavuM enAM cinha chAnAM rahetAM nathI. naLarAjA kubaDA rUpamAM paga upara paga caDhAvIne rAjAnI jema beThA hatAM. A samaye eka brAhANa temanI pAse AvIne beThe. teNe naLarAjAnAM tamAma aMgenA cinho joyAM. te uparathI samajI gaye ke A keNa vyakti che. brAhmaNa tenI sAme besIne uMDA nisAsA nAkhavA lAgyA. tyAre naLarAjAe pUchayuM, bhAI! tame kema nisAsA nAMkhe che? tamane kaMI duHkha che? tyAre brAhmaNe kahyuM, bhAI! mane te kaMI duHkha nathI, paNa zuM vAta karuM ! A duniyAmAM naLarAjA je keI nirdaya, nila jaja, ane duSTa mANasa nathI. naLarAjA ane brAhmaNane vArtAlApa" :-- A pita ja naLarAjA hatA. eTale enA manamAM thayuM ke A mANasa mArI ja vAta kare che. potAnI vAta Ave tyAre sAMbhaLavAne rasa Ave ne ? naLarAjAe pUchayuM, bhAI! tame naLarajAnI ATalI badhI niMdA zA mATe kare che? eNe evuM zuM kharAba kAma karyuM che? tyAre brAhmaNe kahyuM, naLarAjA enA bhAI sAthe jugAra ramyA, jugAramAM hArI gayA eTale naLarAjA ane damayaMtIrANI ane vanamAM cAlyA gayA. naLarAjAe bhara jaMgalamAM bharanidrAmAM sUtelI damayaMtI rANIne ekalI mUkI dIdhI ne pite cAlato thaI gayo. bele, tenA je nirdaya keNa che? ene choDavI hatI te kahIne choDavI hatI ne? zA mATe kapaTa karyuM? naLarAjAe brAhmaNane pUchayuM, bhAI! naLarAjAe damayaMtIne choDyA varSe thaI gayA te tame duSTa naLarAjAne vRttAMta kayAMthI sAMbhaLe? naLarAjAe damayaMtIne vanamAM

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thArA darzana uMghatI cheDI dIdhA pachI tenuM zuM thayuM te vAta jANe che? Apa keNa cho ne kayAMthI Ave che? brAhaNe kahyuM, hA, huM e vAta jANuM chuM. naLarAjAnA gayA pachI damayaMtIe rAtrInA chellA praharamAM eka svapna joyuM ke pite eka ghaTAdAra suMdara AMbAnA vRkSa upara phaLa levA mATe caDhI. tyAM eka hAthIe AvIne te AMbAnA jhADane ukhADI nAMkhyuM ne pite jhADa uparathI nIce paDI gaI. svapna pUruM thatAM teNe jAgIne joyuM to tenA pati naLarAjAne joyAM nahi eTale bhayathI vihvaLa banIne cAre tarapha patine zodhavA lAgI. naLarAjA kayAMya na maLyA. tyAre khUba raDavA lAgI ne bolavA lAgI nAtha ! Ape mane ekalI mUkI te mUkI paNa AvA sarpathI bharelA gADha jaMgalamAM mUkI dIdhI! vaLI pAcho enA manamAM vicAra AvyuM ke mArA nAtha mArA mATe pANI levA gayA haze, agara kaI vanadevI ke vidyAdharIe temanuM haraNa karyuM haze ! bAkI mArA pati mane ekalI mUkIne jAya nahi. ema vicAra karIne khUba zodha karI paNa pati maLyA nahi, tyAre jaMgalamAM besI ekalI karUNa svare vilApa karavA lAgI. enA vilApathI jaMgalI pazuo tenI sAthe raDavA lAgyA. khUba raDayA pachI haiyuM haLavuM thayuM. tene manamAM vicAra Avyo ke mArA pApakarmano udaya thayuM che. Aje mane je svapna AvyuM che te uparathI lAge che ke mane mArA patinuM milana nahi thAya. mArA patie mane jaMgalamAM nirAdhAra mUkIne je kArya karyuM che tevuM kArya kaI paNa vivekI AtmA nahi kare paNa emane keI deSa nathI, deSa mArA karmo che. nahitara temane evI budhdhi sujhe nahi. karmane deza ApatI damayaMtI AgaLa cAlI jAya che paNa eka duHkha thayuM ke mArA pati mane choDIne gayA te zuM mAre keI aparAdha haze! ke mArA uparathI temane prema utarI gayo haze Ama vicAra karatI hatI tyAM enA vastranA cheDe patideve lakhelA akSaro yA. eNe vAMcyA, vAMcIne khUba AnaMda thaye. ahe ! mArA nAthe emane muzkelI na paDe te mATe mane cheDI che. bAkI mArA pratye emane prema che. emaNe potAnA hAthe lakhyuM che ke vaDanA jhADanI jamaNI bAjue jaIza te tArA piyarane raste Avaze, ne kezuDAnA jhADathI dakSiNa taraphanA raste kezalApurI Avaze. tAre jyAM javuM hoya tyAM jaje, emanI keTalI karUNAdaSTi che! eNe vicAra karyo ke pati vinA sAsare javuM te satI strIone mATe muzkelI bhareluM che, ane AvI sthitimAM piyara javuM te paNa barAbara nathI. chatAM atyAre mArA mATe piyara javuM te ja zreyakArI che. ema vicArIne damayaMtI piyaranA raste cAlI melA ne phATelA va che, mAthAnA vALa chUTA che, patinA virahathI dukhI, banelI damayaMtI bhayathI utAvaLI utAvaLI cAlI jatI hatI. siMhane joIne hAthI zA.-60

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zAzA bhAgI jAya tema satI damayaMtIne joIne hiMsaka cha bhAgavA lAgyA baMdhuo! bhale damayaMtI ekalI hatI paNa tenA satItvanuM teja jhaLakatuM hatuM. vAgha, siMha, sarpa vigere tene joIne bhAgI javA lAgyA. damayaMtI thoDe dUra gaI tyAM teNe eka moTA sArthane jo jo, eTale tenA manamAM thayuM ke huM A sArthanA bhegI thaI jAuM ne tenI sAthe cAlu te mane sAruM paDaze, ema vicArIne sArthanA bhegI thaI gaI ne nizcita banIne cAlavA lAgI. AgaLa cAlatAM cera lUMTArAonuM moTuM TeLuM AvyuM ne sAtha ne gherI lIdhe ne luMTArAo sArthane lUMTavA lAgyA. sAthe bhayabhIta banI gaye. A samaye damayaMtI pitAnA satItvanA prabhAve jorathI belI. khabaradAra! A sArthane herAna karyo che te ? hamaNAM baLIne bhasma thaI jaze. ATalA zabdo sAMbhaLIne luMTArA dhrujI uThayA ne lUMTele mAla tyAM mUkIne bhayabhIta thaIne bhAgI gayA. sArthavAha kahevA lAgyA ke A keI devI che. ApaNane bacAvavA ja ahIM AvyA lAge che. Aje e na hota te ApaNuM meta thaI jAta. badhA sArthavAha ane tenA nAyaka damayaMtInA caraNamAM paDI gayA ne belyA-devI! tamArI kRpAthI ame bacI gayA. sArtha patie pUchayuM-bahena! tame kaI devI che ke manuSyANI? keNu che? ane AvA bhayaMkara jaMgalamAM ekalA kema AvyA che ? tyAre damayaMtIe sArthapatine pitAnA bhAI samAna gaNune naLarAjA jugAra ramyA tyArathI mAMDIne jaMgalamAM tene tyAga karyo te badhI vAta kahI. sArthapatie potAnI bahena samAna gaNa damayaMtIne pitAnA taMbumAM laI jaI tene bhejana karAvyuM ne tene khUba satkAra karyo. | vanavagaDAmAM damayaMtI :- savAramAM sAthe AgaLa cAlyo. ghaNe dUra jaIne bIje paDAva nAMkhyo. jemAsAno samaya thayo hato eTale ekAeka vAdaLAM caDhI AvyA. khUba gAjavIja ne kaDAkA thayA ne mUzaLadhAra varasAda tUTI paDe. cAre bAju baMbAkAra pANI pANI thaI gayuM. varasAda baMdha thaye paNa pANI khUba bharAI javAthI ane mATImAM kIcaDa thavAthI gADI calAvI zakAya tema na hatuM, A paristhiti joIne damayaMtIe vicAra karyo ke jyAM sudhI kIcaDa sUkAze nahi tyAM sudhI gADA calAvI zakAze nahi. eTale A sArthane te ghaNo samaya ahIM rokAvuM paDaze. mATe A sArthanI sAthe kayAM sudhI rokAvuM? huM ekalI sArthane choDIne cAlI jAuM. Ama vicAra karIne satI damayaMtI sArthamAM keI ne paNa kahyA vinA ekalI cAlI nIkaLI. kAraNa ke kahevA jAya te tene keI javA de nahi. eTale badhA uMghatA hatA te samaye damayaMtI paMca paramelaDInuM smaraNa karIne AgaLa cAlI. have damayaMtIne mArgamAM kevA kevA kaSTa paDaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare.

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* vyAkhyAna naM. 6 dvi. zrAvaNa vada 11 ne gurUvAra tA. 8-9-77 anaMtajJAnI bhagavaMte pharamAna kare che ke he bhavya che ! A saMsAramAM saMge e duHkhanA hetuo che, jyAM saMcAga tyAM duHkha ane asaMga tyAM sukha. duniyAnA tamAma bhautika saMge duHkhanuM mULa che. temAMthI sukha kayAMthI maLe? je AtmAo asaMgI banI gayA che temane duHkhanuM nAma nizAna nathI. saMga karyo te tame jANe che? zarIrano, strIne, saMtAna, saMpatti, sattA, khAnapAnane, viSayane, kaSAyone, karmone, gharabAra, dukAna, moTara, bAga, bagIcA, alaMkAro ane vastrane saMga. bole, A badhA saMge Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhinuM mULa che ke nahi? AvA upAdhimaya ane nAzavaMta saMge prApta karavA mATe jIva keTalA phAMphA mAre che? ane anyAya, anAcAra, durAcAra, kaleza, jhaghaDA vigere ubhuM kare che. jema jema saMsArane ane saMsArika vastuone vadhAre thatuM. jAya che tema tema jIva duHkhothI ane durgAnathI vadhu ne vadhu gherAto jAya che AvuM samajIne paNa saMgathI para rahetAM zIkhe, ane jIvananI amUlya paLane oLakhe. bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmI uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 10mA adhyayanamAM belyA che ke "samaya geyama mA pamAyae. eka samaya mAtra pramAda na kare. akhUTa labdhinA bhaMDArI mokSagAmI gautamasvAmIne paNa eka, be, traNavAra nahi paNa bhagavAne chatrIsa vAra kahyuM che ke he gautama! samaya mAtrane pramAda na karo. ATalI vAra eka ja vAtanI Takera thavA chatAM gautamasvAmI namra bhAve zravaNa karatAM hatAM. ekanuM eka vAkya vAraMvAra yAda ApavA chatAM manamAM kheda ke dilamAM raMja gautamasvAmIe aMzamAtra karyo nathI. ahe, e AtmAnI keTalI namratA! Ajano sAdhaka kadAca ema ja kaheze ke zuM mane ekalAne ja dekhyo che! zuM huM abUjha ane ajJAnI chuM! zuM mArAmAM ja badhe pramAda che ke vAraMvAra mane kahe che? paNa A AtmA te mahAna viveka dRSTivALA ane jJAnI hatA, ane sAdhu samudAyanAnAyaka hatA. temanA jIvanamAM ahaMbhAva te sparze ja nathI. nAyakanI sattAno moha lAgyuM nathI. keTalI badhI pavitratA! namavuM eTale ane gALa ne saguNane lAvavA. te ja kharekhara sAcuM namana che. Aje te namana e namana nathI paNa vyApAra che, kasarata karanAra deDha kalAka sudhI zarIrane namAve che paNa e dilanI namratA nathI. kharekhara namratA te e ja kahevAya ke mana namavuM joIe. dilane zuM karavuM joIe. tana sAthe mana name te ja namratAnI mIThAza Ave. baMdhuo ! ghaNI vAra mAnava dhana, kuTuMba ane parivArane moha cheDI zake che paNa ane choDI zakatA nathI. ApaNe ghaNI vAra sAMbhaLyuM che ke bAhubalajIe sarvasva cheDayuM paNa huM mATe bhAI thaIne nAnA bhAIne kema namuM? ahIM samajAya che ne ke badhuM che.DavuM saheluM

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lAgyuM paNa aha cheDe kaThIna lAge. jenI sAdhanA evI hatI ke tarata ja kevaLajJAna prApta thavuM joIe, paNa jyAM sudhI ahaM na gaye tyAM sudhI kevaLa jJAna prApta thayuM nahi. are, eka kavie rUpakamAM kahyuM che ke sAgare saritAne kahyuM ke paththarane cUre kare sahela che paNa netara lAvavuM kaThIna che. have tamane samajAya che ne ke paththara akkaDa che ne netara namra che. jenAmAM namratA che tene kaI chatI zakatuM nathI. ahIM eka aitihAsika vAta yAda Ave che. haMgerInA rAjAnI putrI IlIjhAbetha jenuM nAma hatuM tenAM lagna luI sAthe thayAM hatAM. A rANI IlIjhAbetha svabhAvathI saraLa, namra ane nirAbhimAnI hatAM. e jyAre bahAra nIkaLatAM tyAre rastAmAM ke duHkhIne jotAM tyAre temanuM dila dayAthI pIgaLI jatuM ne AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jatAM, ane huM rANuM chuM tevuM abhimAna choDIne duHkhIone madada karatAM, eka vakhata rANI IlIjhAbetha suMdara vastrAbhUSaNe paherI, mastaka para hIrA, motIne mugaTa paherI IsunA darzana karavA mATe devaLamAM gayA. devaLamAM praveza karatAM najara IsunI mUrti upara paDI. IsunA mastaka upara kAMTALe mugaTa joIne tarata teNe pitAnA mAthA uparathI mugaTa utArI nAMkhyuM ane mastaka namAvIne prArthanA karavA lAgI. * A joIne IlIjhAbethanI sAsune krodha Ane kaDakAIthI kahyuM ke IlIjhAbetha! jarA vicAra kara, tuM eka rAjarANI che. rAjarANuM thaIne ughADA mAthe prArthanA karavI tane zobhe che? tyAre IlIjhAbethe sAsune namratAthI javAba Apyo ke mAtAjI! juo te kharA, Isu bhagavAnanA mAthe kAMTALo mugaTa che ne huM emanI sAme hIrA motIne mugaTa paherIne ubhI rahuM! nA...nA, mArAthI kadI evuM nahi bane. AvI namratAbharI vANu sAMbhaLatAM tenI sAsu sorIyA avAka banI gayA. ilIjhAbethanuM mastaka jeTaluM tAjathI zobhatuM hatuM tenAthI aneka gaNuM vadhAre temanuM jIvana namratAthI zobhatuM hatuM. devAnupriye! jenA jIvanamAM AvI namratA haze, AMkhamAM karUNa, manamAM kamaLatA haze, sahanazIlatA haze evuM mAnavI mAnavane te zuM paNa deva jevAne paNa vaza karI zake che. namratA e moTAmAM moTe vazIkaraNa maMtra che. mATe je jaladI mokSamAM javuM hoya te jIvanamAM namratA keLavI "name te saune game" e sUtra haiyAmAM ketarI leje. eka saMskRta lekamAM kahyuM che ke. "namatti kSatrinA vRkSA, namanti viSudhA nar : zuSka kASThaM ca mUrkhazca, na namanti truTanti ca // " phaLanA bhArathI vRkSa name che. vidvAna jJAnI manuSya name che. paNa sUkuM lAkaDuM ane mUkha manuSya kadI namatAM nathI. lAkaDuM tUTI jAya che te paNa akkaDa rahe che ne mUrkha manuSya abhimAnathI AkaDa rahe che. te keIne nAma nathI. tyAre jJAnI ane vidvAna purUSe guNe AgaLa namI jAya che.

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zAradA darzana 477 ApaNuM cAlu adhikAramAM paNa namratAnI vAta AvI che. trikhaMDa adhipati kRSNa vAsudevamAM keTalI namratA hatI ke te dararoja pitAnI mAtAone vaMdana karavA jatAM hatAM. teo pitAnI janmadAtA devakImAtAnA mahele vaMdana karavA mATe AvyA. mAtAne vaMdana karyA. A samaye devakImAtA udAsa banI lamaNe hAtha daIne beThA hatAM. mAtAne udAsa joIne kRNavAsudeve pUchyuM ke he mAtA! huM jyAre jyAre tamArA darzana karavA mATe pahelAM AvatuM hatuM tyAre mane joIne tame prasana banI jatAM hatAM. mane joIne tamArA haiyAmAM harSa samAtuM na hatuM, ane Aje kema udAsa banI gayA che? traNa khaMDanA svAmI je kRSNa tAro dIkaro che te he mAtA! tane zuM ciMtA che? vinayavaMta putro pitAnI mAtAne saheja ciMtAmAM dekhe te tenuM lohI ukaLI jAya che ke mane jIvatAM mArI mAtAne zuM ciMtA che? kRSNajIe A rIte kahyuM tyAre devakIjIne upayoga Avyo. eTale pite je vAtanI ciMtA karatI hatI tene aMtaramAM dabAvI daIne kahe che te mArA dIkarA ! tuM AvyuM ! te kRSNane joIne harSaghelI banI gaI. putrane kuzaLa samAcAra pUchayA tyAre kRSNa kahyuM he merI maiyA! huM te AnaMdamAM chuM paNa tame Aje udAsa kema che? meM AvI udAsInatA kadI tamArA mukha upara joI nathI. tamArA manamAM je ciMtA hoya te mane kahe. devakIjI kahetA nathI paNa jyAre kRSNa khUba pUchayuM tyAre "tat i nA sevava va vAsudaM ghauM vArI i hra 36 kuttA sarisae jAva samANe satta putte payAyA, nA cevaNa mae egassa vi bAlataNe aNubhuNa!" devakIjIe kahyuM ke he putra! AkAra, vaya ane kAtimAM eka sarakhA yAvat nalakubera jevA suMdara sAta putrane meM janma ApyA chatAM meM eka paNa putranI bAlakrIDAne anubhava karyo nathI. devAnupriye ! A mAtAnuM hRdaya che. dareka mAtAone putre vahAlA hoya che. tiryaMcamAM kayAM saMtAna kamAIne khavaDAvavAnAM che! e theDI sevA kare che chatAM tiyAne paNa pitAnA baccAM keTalAM vahAlA hoya che ! cakale ane cakalI dUra dUrathI caNa caNIne cAMcamAM laI Ave che ne pitAnA baccAne khavaDAve che ne heta kare che. devakImAtA kahe che he dIkarA! mane keI jAtanuM duHkha nathI ke bIjI kaI ciMtA nathI. tArA jevA samartha ane vijyavaMta dIkarAnI mAtAne ciMtA ke duHkha zuM hoya ? paNa beTA! mane meha mUMjhave che. tethI udAsa banIne beThI chuM. devakI mAtA dIkarA mATe gUre che. Aje saMsAramAM ghaNAM mAtA pitAe dIkarA mATe phAMphA mAre che. dIkarI hoya ane dIkare nA hoya te vicAre che ke amAruM zuM thaze? ahIM eka dRSTAMta yAda Ave che. eka rAjA citrakaLAnA khUba zekhIna hatA. navA navA citre emane khUba gamatAM hatAM, A rAjAnA rAjyamAM eka paNa citrazALA na hatI eTale temaNe vicAra karyo ke huM eka suMdara citrazALA baMdhAvuM. ema vicAra karIne citrazALA baMdhAvavA mATe hajAra kArIgarone lAvyA. kArIgaroe citrazALA bAMdhIne taiyAra karI. have temAM

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478 zAradA darzana AkarSaka citra banAvavA mATe moTA moTA citrakArone bolAvyA. nipuNa citrakAroe citrakAma zarU karyuM. thoDA divasa thayA pachI rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke lAva, jarA tapAsa te karuM ke citrazALAmAM kevuM kAma cAle che? kAraNa ke citrazALA mATe karoDa rUpiyAne kharca karuM chuM te mAre tapAsa te karavI joIe ne ke citrakAro kevuM kAma kare che ! acAnaka jevA jAuM te khyAla Ave. rAjA ghaDA para besIne citrazALA jevA mATe AvyA. ghaNAM citrakAre khaMtathI citra derI rahyA che. dhamadhokAra kAma cAle che. dareka citrakAroe dareka bhAgamAM kAma vaheMcI lIdhuM hatuM. badhA citrakAro yuvAna hatA. temAM eka citrakAra vRdhdha hatuM. te paNa ene pelA bhAgamAM citra dorate hate. eNe eka suMdara mera cItaryo hato. eNe emAM evA raMga pUryA hatA ke tenI chAyA prakAza vigera joIe tevA khIlI uThayA hatAM. jANe Abehuba jIva ne jAgate mera joI lo. citrakAranI putrI bolI cetha pAye maLI gayo" :- cItarele mera joIne rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke bhIMta upara jIvato mora beTho che. eTale te moranuM pIMchuM pakaDavA mATe gayA paNa pIMchAne badale rAjAne hAtha bhIMta sAthe athaDAyo. A citrakArane ekanI eka dIkarI hatI. te dararoja tenA pitAjIne bapore bhAta ApavA AvatI hatI. A rAjA jyAre citrasabhA jevA mATe AvyA hatAM tyAre citrakAranI putrI enA pitAjIne bhAta ApavA AvI hatI, paNa teno bApa jaMgala javA gaye hato eTale te beThI hatI. A samaye rAjA moranuM pIMchuM levA jatAM tene hAtha bhIMta sAthe athaDA. e joIne citrakAranI putrI khaDakhaDATa hasI paDI, ane belI uThI ke "vAha vAha, cothe pAye maLI gaye. A sAMbhaLIne rAjAne Azcarya thayuM ke A zenA cethA pAyAnI vAta kare che? atyAre rAjA rAjAnA vezamAM AvyA na hatAM. sAdA vezamAM AvyA hatA. rAjAe pUchayuM ke tuM zene ce pAye maLI gaye ema kahe che? eTale chokarIe nirbhayatAthI kahyuM e te mUrkhAnA khATalAne ethe pAyo maLI gaye. mUnA khATalAnA pAyA tarIke mane traNa pAyA maLyA hatA eka pAye khUTate hato. te mane maLI gayo. A sAMbhaLIne rAjAnA manamAM Azcarya thayuM ke traNa mUrNo koNa haze? ane huM mUrNo kevI rIte ? chokarIe rAjAne mUrmo kahyo tethI khoTuM na lAgyuM paNa jANavAnI IMtejArI thaI. "rAjAne jANavAnI jijJAsA :- baMdhuo ! meTA mANasenAM dila vizALa hoya che. je dila vizALa hoya te mANasane navuM jANavAnuM maLI zake, ane je nAnI nAnI bAbatamAM mana sAMkaDuM rAkhIne khoTuM lagADe te ene kaMI kahevAnuM mana thatuM nathI. rAjAnuM dila vizALa hatuM eTale temaNe citrakAranI putrI upara rasa na karI paNa A kene bhUkha kahe che ne zA mATe mUrkha kahe che te jANavA mATe zAMtithI

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zAradA na sA pUchyu` ke mahena ! te* mUkhonA khATalAnA pAyA tarIke cAra mU` kahyA te kayA, karyAM ane te mUkho kevI rIte che te tuM mane kahIza ? rAjAnI jijJAsA joine citrakAranI putrIe kahyu', sAMbhaLeA, juo, pahelA na'kharano sUryAM. mArA khApa che. kAraNa ke mane ema thAya ke mArA pitAjI vRSa che ane A uMmare ATaluM adhu' kAma kare che teA huM emanA mATe garamAgarama bheAjana laIne jAu ne temane jamADuM. eTale huM dararoja TAImasara garamAgarama bhAta laIne AvuM chuM tyAre emane A vakhate ja jaMgala javAnuM sUjhe che. " akkaramInA paDiyA kANA ' e nyAye unA bheAjanane ThaMDu karIne khAya che. mANase samaya ALakhavA joI e. bIjuM mArI mAtA gujarI gaI che, eTale gharamAM huM ekalI yuvAna dIkarI chuM. AvI yuvAna dIkarIne gharamAM ekalI rAkhIne e savArathI uThIne ahI' kAma karavA Ave che paNa vicAra nathI karatAM ke yuvAna dIkarIno ze| bhAsA ? karInI vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjA Adhairya cakita thayA ke ahA! A okarImAM keTaleA viveka che! rAjA pUche che khIjo mUrkha kANu ? chokarIe kahyu ke khIjo mU` A gAmano rAjA ke je yuvAna citrakAranI pAsethI jeTaluM kAma le che teTalu ja kAma mArAM vRdhdha khApa pAsethI le che, te jeTalu kAma yuvAna karI zake, teTaluM pAMsaTha varSoMno vRdhdha karI zake kharo ? sAcA viveka tA tene kahevAya ke te mANasanI cenyatA ane tAkAta joIne kAma le, paNa A rAjAne Ave viveka nathI mATe te mUkheryAM che, tyAre rAjAe pUchyuM ke have trIjo mUkha kANu ? trIjo mUrkha mane rastAmAM maLyA. huM bhAta laIne AvatI hatI tyAre rastAmAM eka gheADesvAra manyA. e gheADe beThA hatA ne evA pUrajozamAM ghoDA doDAvatA hatA ke huM ane khIjA ghaNAM mANasA gheADAnI haDapheTamAM AvatA khacI gayA, paNa e mUrkhAe evA vicAra na karyo ke je pUrapa!8 gheADo doDAvavA hoya te ahIM vastImAM na doDAvAya vanavagaDAmAM javAya. Ama teA ThIka thayu` ke badhA bacI gayA paNa jo kaMika thayuM hata te enA khApatu zu javAnuM hatuM? mANase saMbhALIne gheADe calAvavA joie. jethI khIjAne takalIpha na thAya. A sAMbhaLIne rAjA vicAramAM paDayA ke ahI ? khIjA ne trIjA naMbaramAM te huM mUrkhA TharyAM ne cAthA nakhare paNa vagara pUchyuM huM mUrkhA cheM.. eTale te mauna rahyA paNa chekarIe kahyuM. huM vicAra karatI hatI ke me' traNa mUrkhA tA joyA paNa jo koI ceAthe! maLI jAya te cAra pAyAno khATaleA banI jAya. emAM tame maLI gayA. bhAI ! tamane vicAra na thayA ke A citragALAmAM ATalA badhA mANasA dhamadhokAra kAma karI rahyAM che. ATalI badhI vastImAM vananA sAcA mAravA ahIM kayAMthI AvI zake ? ke tame enu pI chu' pakaDavA hAtha laMbAvyeA ? mANase AjImAjInA saMyogo joI ne kAI paNa kArya karavu joI e. ele, A vAta sAcI che ne ? Apane khATuM lAgyuM hoya teA mAdhu karaje,

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480 zAradA darzana - A citrakAranI putrInI buddhi ane tenuM khamIra jaIne rAjAne tenA pratye mAnA jAgyuM, ke eka yuvAna chokarI rAjA jevA rAjAne mUrkhA kahetAM acakAtI nathI. traNa naMbaramAM te huM ja mUrkha chuM. vaLI enI vAta sAmAnya nathI. ekeka vAtamAM keTaluM tatva bhareluM che. enI budhi keTalI che ne nIDaratA paNa keTalI badhI che ! enAmAM viveka keTale badhe che! eNe enA jIvanamAM AvA te keTalAya anubhava karyA haze ! AnI budhdhi, khamIra badhuM jotAM ema lAge che ke e cIMthare bAMdheluM rAna che. rAjAne e citrakAranI putrI pratye AkarSaNa thayuM. tame paNa kaMIka navuM dekhe te tenA pratye AkarSaNa thAya che ne ? e AkarSaNa kayAM? saMsAranA padArthomAne? paNa ahIM upAzraye Ave che, vItarAga vANI sAMbhaLe che tenuM AkarSaNa thAya che? ke huM Ave ta5 karuM! dIkSA lauM! vyAkhyAnamAM roja navuM navuM sAMbhaLuM chuM te kaMIka apanAvuM. AvuM je AkarSaNa thAya te janmAro sudharI jAya. rAjAne A chokarInAM guNe pratye AkarSaNa thayuM. manamAM vicAra thayo ke A chokarI kuMvArI heya te huM tenI sAthe lagna karuM, ne tene mArI paTTarANI banAvuM. te mane rAjakAryamAM sahAyaka banaze. enI salAha mane khUba upayogI thaze. kadAca ko mArI TIkA karaze ne bIjI rANIone paNa thaze ke citrakAranI karIne paraNyAM. paNa mane te mATe lAbha thaze, paNa je atyAre ene kahIza te zaramAI jaze. enA pitAne huM pUchAvIza. Ama vicAra karIne cAlyA gayA. bIje divase rAjAe pradhAnane citrakArane ghera meka. pradhAne pUchayuM-bhAI! tamArI dIkarI kuMvArI che? citrakAre kahyuM-hA, paNa mAre ene sAre ghera paraNAvavI che. mAre ekanI eka dIkarI che. tenI mAtA marI gaI che. have jo sAruM ghara maLe te mane ciMtA nahi, pradhAne kahyuM ke huM tane sArAmAM sAruM ghara batAvuM? citrakAra kahe batAve. je khuda mahArAjA tArI dIkarIne pitAnI paTTarANI karavA cAhe che. bela, tArI IcchA che? citrakAre kahyuM-pradhAnajI! mArI mazkarIte nathI karatAM ne? amArA garIbanI dIkarI rAjA kayAMthI mAMge ? pradhAne kahyuM-sAcuM kahuM chuM. tyAre kahe te. te bahu AnaMdanI vAta. citrakAre maMjurI ApI ane tenI putrInA rAjA sAthe lagna thayA. citArAnI putrIne rAjAe paTTarANInuM pada ApyuM, paNa chokarI kahe che nAtha ! mane nAnI rahevA de. mAre paTTarANI nathI banavuM, paNa rAjA mAnyA nahi. citrakAra rAjAne sasaro ba. have tene majurI karavI marI gaI. baMdhuo ! moTA mANasane Azraya maLe che te nAnA paNa moTA banI jAya che ne nabaLA sabaLA banI jAya che. A te citrakAranI vAta che paNa AtmA sAthe ApaNe vicAra karIe. ApaNA vItarAga prabhu sabaLA che. je ApaNe temane Azraya laIe te sabaLA banI jaIe, e bhagavaMtenuM zaraNuM grahaNa karIne anaMtA AtmAe sabaLA banI gayA te ApaNe kema na banI zakIe? mAtra Azraya letAM AvaDe joIe. mAruM game te thAya paNa mAre Azraya

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zAradA darzana 481 te vItarAga devano ja bIjAne nahi. AvI daDha zraddhA rAkhanAra sabaLA banI jAya che. A navI rANI khUba guNIyala hatI. te rAjAne roja kahetI mAre baMgale bhale nA padhAro paNa mArI bahenanA baMgale dararoja jaje, paNa navI rANInA ghaNAM guNethI rAjA raheje tenAmAM kheMcAtA. AthI badhI junI rANIe khUba IrSA karavA lAgI. tenA vakhANa sahana thatAM nathI tethI rAjAnA kAna bhaMbheravA lAgI paNa rAjA keInuM mAne tema kayAM hatAM? e te ema ja kahI detAM ke enAM guNe jue ne. IrSyA zA mATe kare che? eTale rANIo kaMI belI zakatI nahi paNa chidra zodhe che ane rAjAne kahe che nAtha ! tame zuM pAgala banyA che. tamArI vahAlI rANI dararoja bapore rUma baMdha karIne tamane vaza karavA mATe maMtra, jaMtra, kAmaNa-maNa kare che. game tema te ya halakI jAtanI che ne! ene AvuM badhuM bahu AvaDe che. eNe na dIThAnuM dIThuM che. e keNuM jANe maMtra jaMtra karIne mATe anartha ubhuM karaze, mATe nAtha! jarA vicAra kare. ApanA hita mATe kahIe chIe. rAjA kahe che e te pavitra satI che. tamArI AMkhamAM jhera bharyuM che mATe AvuM dekhAya che. rANIeAe kahyuM ke je tamane vizvAsa na hoya te bapore eka vAge tenA mahele jAte jaIne khAtrI karI leje. bIje divase rAjA baporanA samaye paTTarANanA mahele pahoMcI gayA. A samaye parANI mahelanA daravAjA baMdha karIne beThI hatI. te rAjarANIne pizAka utArIne pitAnA junA (citrakAranI dIkarInA) kapaDAM paherIne pitAnA AtmAne zikhAmaNa detI ke he jIva! tArA prabaLa puNyanA udayathI citrakAranI dIkarImAMthI paTTarANInuM pada maLyuM che paNa tuM tArI pUrva avasthAne kadI bhUlIza nahi. jethI tene abhimAna na Ave. bhale, tArA upara rAjAnA cAra hAtha hoya, temanI pUrNa maherabAnI hoya paNa bIjI rANIone tuM tArAthI halakI mAnIza nahi. e tArI vaDIla bahene che. temanI sAthe te sadA namratAthI nAnI banIne raheje. tArA pati tArAmAM game teTale mugdha hoya tethI te tAro gulAma nathI paNa tAro svAmI che. bhale, te tane khammA khammA karatAM hoya ne tArI salAha pramANe cAlatAM hoya paNa vicAra kara, tArA bApane ghera tArI keTalI kiMmata hatI! ahIM tAre abhimAna karavAnI jarUra nathI. he bhagavaMta! kayAre paNa mArAmAM abhimAna na Ave, kyAre paNa mArA vaDIla bahenonuM apamAna na karuM, sadA vinayathI rahuM, ne mArA patinI AjJAnuM pAlana karuM evI mane saddabuddhi Apaje. vivekane dIpaka mArA aMtaramAM jalate rAkhaje. A pramANe AtmaciMtana ane prArthanA karIne rANIno pizAka paherI lIdhe. rANInA udgAre sAMbhaLIne rAjA te TharI gayA. aha! zuM A rANInI pavitratA che! ane bIjI rANIe enA upara IrSyA kare che. rAjA bIje divase rANIone paTTarANInA zA.-21

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42 zAradA darzana mahele laI Avyo ne gupta rIte A navI rANI zuM kare che te batAvyuM. rANInI prArthanA ane aMtaranA udgAre sAMbhaLIne badhI rANIo stabdha banI gaI. aho ! ApaNe tenA upara keTalI IrSyA karIe chIe tyAre e ApaNA upara keTalo badhe. neha ane Adara bhAva rAkhe che. aMte e badhI rANIo tenA caraNamAM paDIne mAphI mAMge che, tyAre te paTTarANIe kahyuM-bahena! tame mArA vaDIla che, guNanA bhaMDAra che, tamAre mArI mAphI mAMgavAnI ke caraNamAM paDavAnuM na hoya. baMdhuo ! A daSTAMta uparathI ApaNe e sAra grahaNa karavAne che ke citrakAranI putrI hovA chatAM enAmAM kevA guNe hatA! garIbanI dIkarI paTarANI pada pAmI chatAM pitAnA AtmAne ke guNemAM sthApI rAkhyuM hatuM jethI ene pastAvAne vakhata na AvyuM. bIjI rANIe tenA upara beTI IrSyA karatI hatI paNa tenA guNenI pIchANa thatAM badhAe tenI mAphI mAMgI. eka guNI AtmA gharamAM Ave te badhAnA jIvana sudhAre che. A citrakAranI dIkarI hatI chatAM tenAmAM keTaluM khamIra hatuM! kevI buddhi ane guNe hatA. kRNa vAsudeva AvA guNavAna ane vinayavaMta hatA, devakImAtAne udAsa joIne temanA dilamAM khUba dukha thayuM. mAtAne udAsInatAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM ne mAtAe udAsInatAnuM kAraNa darzAvyuM. have kRSNajI devakImAtAnI ciMtA dUra karavA mATe zuM vicAra karazene mAtAnuM mana zAMta karavA mATe kevuM AzvAsana Apaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra - damayaMtI bhayaMkara jaMgalamAM navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karatI cAlI jAya che. tyAM mArgamAM bhayaMkara rAkSasa je. bhalabhalAnI chAtI phATI jAya te te rAkSasa hato paNu damayaMtI te navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karatI ubhI rahI. te rAkSasa damayaMtInI sAme AvIne ubhe rahyo ne pUchayuM ke tuM kayAM jAya che? ubhI rahe, Aje te mane khUba bhUkha lAgI che. eTale tane khAIne mArI bhUkha maTADIza, tyAre damayaMtI siMhaNa garjanA kare tema garjanA karIne belI mane aDIza te tuM bhasma thaI jaIza. damayaMtInI garjanA sAMbhaLIne rAkSasanA paga dhrujavA lAgyA. te caraNamAM paDIne kahe che he mAtA! meM tane khAvAne vicAra karIne tArI ghara azAtanA karI che. mane mApha kara. have huM tArA upara prasanna thaye chuM. damayaMtIe kahyuM- he rAkSasa! je tuM mArA para prasanna thayA hoya te huM pUchuM tene mane javAba Apa ke mArA patine meLApa mane kayAre ne kayAM thaze? rAkSasa kahe che mAtA! je divase tAro pati tane tajIne game che te divasathI barAbara bAra varSe tArA pitAne tyAM ja tArA patinuM milana thaze. A sAMbhaLIne tene khUba AnaMda thayo. bAra varSa pachI paNa pati maLaze ne? damayaMtIe tene kahyuM, mArA patinA samAcAra ApIne te mArA upara mahAna upakAra karyo che. tuM mArA upara prasanna thayo chuM te tAre have kaI manuSyane mAre nahi te niyama che. tyAM rAkSase niyama lIdhe ane tenuM divyarUpa prakAzita

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zAradA darzana 483 karIne satInA caraNamAM paDI gayA ne kahyu mAtA ! A bhayaMkara jaMgala che. ahI' rahevA karatAM jo tArI AjJA hoya teA tane tArA pitAjIne tyAM mUkI AvuM. damaya tIe kahyuM tArI vAta sAcI che paNa huM satI strI chuM. mArA pati sivAya bIjA kAi paNa purUSane sparza karatI nathI. mATe tuM khuzIthI cAhyA jA. huM mArI icchA thaze tyAM jaiza. damaya'tInA kahevAthI deva tenA caraNamAM namIne cAlyA gayA. damayaMtIe AsapAsa najara karI teA eka guphA joI. tene thayuM ke mAre mATe A guphA sArI che. mAre patinA viyeAgamAM khAra varSa pasAra karavAnAM che teA hamaNAM ahI. rokAi jAuM ne zAMtithI dharmArAdhanA karu`. pachI piyara jaIza. AveA vicAra karI te guphAmAM rahIne dharmadhyAna karavA lAgI. teNe niyama lIdhe ke jyAM sudhI mane mArA patinu milana na thAya tyAM sudhI mAre sapheda vastro paheravA, jamIna upara sUvu' ne lUkhAsUkA AhAra karavA. phUlanI mALA paheravI nahi. AveA dRDha niyama karIne te guphAmAM eka upavAsa, cha, aThThama karatI navakArama`tranA dhyAnamAM samaya vItAvavA lAgI. khIjI khAju savAra paDatAM sAOvAha ucA ne damaya tIne na joi eTale tenI khUba tapAsa karI paNa kayAMya maLI nahi. tethI sAnA mANasone khUba duHkha thayuM', kAraNa ke tee damayaMtIne devInI mAphaka pUjatAM hatAM. e samajatAM hatAM ke A devI ApaNI sAthe haze teA ApaNA vALa vAMkA nahi thAya. eka vakhata te pratyakSa anubhava thaI gayA hatA. kIcaDa sUkAtAM gADA joDIne sAthe nIkayaiA. mArgomAM damayaMtInI tapAsa karatAM hatAM. tyAM guphA joI, aMdara jaIne tapAsa karI te sAthe patie damayaMtIne joI. eTale khUba AnaMda thayA ne kahyu', devI! ame tamArI khUba tapAsa karI. tame amane mUkIne AvatAM rahyAM? damayaMtIe khIjuM kaI na kahetAM ahi`sA pradhAna jaina dhanA upadeza ApcA. sAtha vAha te sAMbhaLIne khuza thayA ne kahyu. amArI sAthe cAleA. damayaMtIe kahyuM, huM' hamaNAM ahIM rahIza. A ekAMta sthAnamAM mane khUba AnaMda Ave che. tame khuzIthI jAo. tyAre sAvAhA kahe che ame ahI' ja rahIzuM'. 500 sAvAhAe tyAM nAnA ghA khaMdhAvI gAma vasAvyuM ane damaya tInI sAthe rahI dharmadhyAna karatAM AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyA. AsapAsa vasatA tApase paNa tyAM AvIne rahevA lAgyA. temane paNa damayatIe jaina dharmanuM svarUpa samajAvyuM. tethI sA pati ane tApaseAe dayApradhAna jaina dharma aMgIkAra karyAM. navA nagaramAM 500 tApase edha pAmyA tethI tenuM nAma tApasapura pADayuM. eka vakhata dhodhamAra varasAda tUTI paDayA. tethI khUba pANI bharAi gayuM. eTale badhA tApaseA ane sAvADe khUba ciMtAmAM mUkAi gayA, tyAre damayaMtIe badhAne zAMta pADIne kahyu... tame ciMtA na karaze. ema kahI hAtha joDIne kahyuM ke zuddha bhAvathI jaina dharmonu pAlana karyu hAya teA varasAda badhuM thaI jAya, "6 jo me' S. ,, tarata ja

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zAradA darzana. varasAda baMdha thaI gaye. A camatkAra joIne A lekenI jainadharmamAM zradhdhA vadhI ane sau damayaMtIne pitAnA gurU samAna mAnI jainadharmanI ArAdhanA karatAM tyAM rahevA lAgyA. tApasapuranI khyAti sAMbhaLI ghaNAM vahepArIe bIjA nagaramAMthI ahIM AvIne vasyA. have nagaranI khyAti khUba vadhI gaI. jaMgalamAM maMgala thaI gayuM. - eka vakhata madhya rAtre damayaMtI guphAnI bahAra nIkaLI. tenI daSTi najIka rahelAM parvata upara paDI. e parvatanI Toce teNe alaukika prakAza je, ane dene samUha parvata upara AvatA je. vidyAdharo paNa pRthvI upara utarI rahyA hatAM. AthI khUba kelAhala thayo. te sAMbhaLI sArthavAha, tApasa vigere jAgI gayA. saue divya prakAza je tethI saunA manamAM thayuM ke kaMIka che. eTale damayaMtI, sArthavAhe ane tApase pahADa upara caDhayAM. tyAM, deva, vidyAdhara vigerene kevaLI bhagavAnane mahotsava ujavatAM joyA. damayaMtI vigere kevaLI bhagavaMtane vaMdana karIne tyAM besI gayAM ne bhagavaMte upadeza Apyo. te sAMbhaLI vimalamati nAmanA tApasane vairAgya Avyo ne dIkSA ApavA vinaMtI karI tyAre temaNe kahyuM yazobhadra tamane dIkSA Apaze. tyAra bAda damayaMtI, sArthavAho ane tApasIe pUchayuM ke he bhagavaMta! Ape kevI rIte vairAgya pAmIne dIkSA lIdhI? kevaLI bhagavaMte kahyuM, sAMbhaLe. kezalA nagarImAM naLarAjA rAjya karatAM hatAM. temane damayaMtI nAme pativratA rANI che. temane kubera nAmano nAno bhAI atyAre naLarAjAnuM rAjya calAve che. huM te kuberane siMhakezarI nAme putra chuM. huM paraNavA gayA hatA. huM zuMgApurIza kesarInI kuMvarI baMdhumatInI sAthe lagna karIne mArI nagarImAM jato hato. tyAM mArA mahAna puNyadaye mane A parvata upara yazobhadrasUri mahArAjanA darzana thayA. meM temanA darzana karIne dezanA sAMbhaLI. mane khUba AnaMda thaye ane meM temane pUchyuM, bhagavaMta ! mAruM AyuSya keTaluM che? mahArAje temanA jJAna baLe jANIne kahyuM ke tAruM AyuSya pAMca divasanuM che. A sAMbhaLIne huM maraNanA bhayathI AkuLavyAkuLa banI gayuM. mane khUba duHkha thayuM, tyAre mahArAje kahyuM, vatsa ! gabharAIza nahi. eka divasanuM cAritra paNa janma maraNanAM bhaya maTADe che. temanA vacana sAMbhaLIne mane vairAgya AvyuM, ane meM baMdhumatInI AjJA laIne tarata dIkSA lIdhI, ane kaThIna sAdhanA karIne gurUnI AjJAthI huM pahADa upara caDho. ahIM AvIne ghAtI karmono kSaya karI lekAleka prakAzaka kevaLajJAnanI prApti karI. A pramANe kahIne te siMha kezarI kevaLI bhagavaMta zeSa rahelAM aghAtI karmone kSaya karI mokSamAM gayA ane devoe temane nirvANa mahotsava ujave ne temanA zarIranI aMtima kriyA karI. - A badhuM joIne damayaMtInI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. aho ! A te mArA diyarane dIkaro mAro lADIle bhatrIjo che. siMhakezarI jenuM nAma hatuM te kharekhara siMha je zUravIra banI, karmone khapAvI mekSamAM gayo! huM kayAre mekSamAM jaIza?

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zAradA darzana 485 AvI ciMtavaNuM karavA lAgI. badhA pahADa uparathI nIce utaryA ane siMhakezarI muninAM gurU pAse AvyA. tyAM tApase temanI pAse dIkSA lIdhI. have damayaMtI yazobhadra mahArAjane zuM kaheze ne tene zuM javAba Apaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 61 dvi. zrAvaNa vada 12 ne zukravAra tA. 9-ka-77 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI, rAgadveSanA vijetA, mekSa mArganA praNetA vItarAgaprabhu pharamAve che ke he AtmA! tuM anaMtakALathI ajJAnanA aMdhakAramAM aTavAye ane caturgati cakramAM bhramaNa karatAM, mahAna kaSTa sahana karatAM, mahAna puNyane udaya thatAM devone paNa ati durlabha jJAnanuM zikhara sara karavA mATe sarcalAITa samAna manuSyabhava pAmyA che te have ajJAnanA aMdhArA ulecI jJAnano dipaka pragaTAve. ajJAnano adhaMkAra jIvane durgatinI khINamAM phekI de che. jyAM sudhI sUryane udaya thatuM nathI tyAM sudhI aMdhakAra rahe che. ApaNAM jIvanamAM jJAnane prakAza phelAvavA mATe vItarAga prabhunI vANu sUrya samAna che. bhavasAgaramAM DUbatA jene taravA mATe naukA samAna che. A naukAnA sahAre AtmA bhavasAgarathI tarI jAya che. je bhavasAgarathI taravuM heya te kSaNe kSaNe pApathI DaratA rahe. - bAle, tamane pApane Dara lAge che? tame pApabhIru che ke sApabhIrU? tamArA gharamAM eka dara hoya temAMthI tame sarpane nIkaLate joye, pachI e sarpa kyAMka pesI jAya. thoDI vAre pharIne bIje sarSa nIkaLate jAya ne pAchA kayAMya pesI gaye. khUba tapAsa karI paNa sarSa kayAMya dekhAye nahi, paNa tamane sukhe uMgha Ave kharI ?"nA". kAraNa ke be vakhata sarSane daramAMthI nIkaLate najare je che eTale sarpane Dara lAge che. keI mANasa e daramAM daSTi karIne kahe ke bhAI ! A daramAM to kiMmatI ratna che. joIe te. aMdara hAtha nAkhe. rane levA bahu game che paNa je daramAMthI babbe vakhata sarpa nIkaLate je che temAM hAtha nAkho kharA? ratna levAnI lAlaca te ghaNI che eTale daramAM daSTi karI te jhaLahaLatAM ratna dekhAyAM ane phUMphADA mArate sarpa paNa dekhAya. have zuM karo? ratane jatAM karo ne ? kAraNa ke sarpa karaDe te! mATe rana jatAM kare che. sarSa daramAMthI nIkaLI jAya te tarata hAtha nAMkhIne ratna laI le. A vAtane AtmA samaje te vibhAvadazAmAM rahelA AtmAnA jIvanarUpI daramAM krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebha, rAga, dveSa, IrSA, ane viSaya rUpI jherI sarpo kuMphADA mArI rahelA che ane svabhAvamAM vartatA jIvamAM jJAnadarzana, cAritra ane tapa rUpI amUlya ratna jhaLake che. jIvAtmA dhAre te krodhAdi rUpI

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48 zAradA darzana sane pakaDIne dUra karI nirbhaya banIne jJAna-darzana Adi kiMmatI ratna meLavI zake che. paNa e mATe jabbara purUSArtha karavAnI jarUra che. mahAnapurUSoe e krodhAdi rUpI sarpone bhagADI jJAna, darzanAdi rane prApta karI lIdhA. ApaNe te ratnane meLavavA hoya te sva tarapha purUSArtha kara joIze. ApaNuM cAlu adhikAramAM devakIrANInI vAta cAle che. devakIrANInA dilamAM eka vAtane aphasosa che ke meM nalakubera jevA sAta putrane janma Ape temAMthI ekane paNa na ucherI zakI ! AvuM banavAmAM kaIne koIbhavanAM karma te kharAM ja ne? karma zuM nathI karatA? mANasanA gADha karmano udaya heya che tyAre pitAne mAnele jIgarajAna mitra vizvAsaghAta karIne nirdoSane paNa gunegAra TharAve che paNa aMte satya chAnuM rahetuM nathI. eka daSTAMta ApIne samajAvuM. eka gAmamAM caMdrasena ane rUdrasena nAmanA be mitro rahetAM hatAM. pUrvanA RNAnuMbaMdha saMbaMdhanA kAraNe baMne mitra thayA hatA paNa baMnenA svabhAvamAM ghaNuM moTuM aMtara hatuM. caMdrasena satyavAdI, sadAcArI ane nItisaMpanna hatuM, jyAre rUdrasena lobhI, anyAyI ane IrSALu hate. caMdrasena khUba puNyavAna hatuM. tenI pAse ghaNI saMpatti hatI. nagaramAM tenuM mAna paNa khUba hatuM. pelA rUdrasenathI A badhuM sahana thatuM na hatuM. enI saMpatti ane satkAra sanmAna joIne te IrSAthI prajaLI rahyo hato, paNa uparathI enA upara khUba prema rakhate hate. caMdrasena khUba saraLa hate. e te ema mAnate hatuM ke mArA mitrane mArA pratye keTalo prema che. tyAre rUdrasena dAva zodhyA karatuM hatuM ke game tema karIne caMdrasenane kema halake pADuM? te mATe chidra zedhyA karate hate. "duSya hi viveka pisthinA" IrSA e vivekane zatru che. mANasanA jIvanamAM IrSA agni prajaLe che tyAre tenA jIvanamAM vivekane dipaka bUjhAI jAya che. tethI tene huM A zuM karI rahyo chuM. kenuM ahita karI rahyo chuM? AnA kaTu phaLa mAre kevA bhegavavA paDaze tene tene khyAla nathI rahetuM. IrSyALu mAnava guNavAnanAM guNe pitAnA jIvanamAM apanAvavAnI IcchA karatuM nathI paNa guNavAnane ucca mArgathI patIta karIne pitAnA jevo banAvavAnI icchA rAkhe che. A mAnavatAnuM lakSaNa nathI. mahAnapurUSe kahe che ke tAruM jIvana kevuM hovuM joIe! suramyAn kusumAn daSTavA, yathA sarva prsiidti| prasannAn parAn daSTavA, tathAtva sukhamApnuyA // jevI rIte suMdara khIlelAM suMgadhI puSpane joIne sau kaI prasanna thAya che tevI rIte bIjAne prasana joIne huM paNa sukhane anubhava kara. paNa keInuM sukha joIne IrSA na karIza. kadAca tane IrSyA thAya che evI IrSyA kara ke A vyakti ATalI badhI guNavAna che te huM enA je guNavAna kema banuM. e vicAra karI tenA guNe pitAnA jIvanamAM apanAvavA prayatnazIla bane. je dareka manuSya AvA pavitra bane te kyAMya kaleza ke jhaghaDAnuM nAmanizAna na rahe.

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487 zAradA darzana rUdrasene caMdrasenane halake pADavA mATe yukita karI. e nagaramAM hIrAcaMda nAmano sajajana zreSThI rahetuM hatuM. tenI sAthe rUdrasenane sArA saMbaMdha hato, eTale avAranavAra tene tyAM jato hato. eka vakhata e zreSThIne tyAM hIrA-mANeka vigere jhaverAtanA DabbA bahAra kADhelA hatAM. te vakhate A mAyAvI rUdrasena tyAM pahoMcI gayo, ane keI na jANe tevI rIte cAlAkIthI ratnane eka DAbhale uThA, ne sIdhe caMdrasenane ghera pahoMcI gaye. e samajAtuM hatuM ke meM kevI cAlAkI vAparI ! A kaI jANatuM nathI. bhale, ahIM keI nathI jANatuM paNa sarvajJa bhagavaMte te jANe che ne? karmarAjAnI keTamAM chAnuM rahevAnuM nathI. rUdrasenanuM mana malIna banyuM che eTale hIrAcaMdane tyAMthI corI karIne caMdrasenane ghera AvyA. corI karIne caMdrasena AgaLa cAhakArI batAvI tenI sAthe prItI rAkhIne vizvAsaghAta karI tene sIsAmAM utAravA mATe kevI melI ramata rame che ! te caMdrasenane ratnone DAbhale ApIne kahe che dosta ! ATale DAbhale sAcavIne tAre ghera mUkI rAkhaje. caMdrasene pUchayuM ahIM zA mATe mUkavA AvyuM che? tyAre kahe che bhAI! mAre ghera tijorI nathI. pachI huM laI jaIza, A te bicAro saraLa hatuM eTale pUchayuM paNa nahi ke DAbhalAmAM zuM che? phakata eTaluM vicAryuM ke ene agavaDa che mATe sAtha Apa. ene khabara nathI ke enI saMpatti sAcavatAM mAre mAthe kevI vipatti Avaze? kahevata che ne ke "janakI detI aura jIva ko jAna." mitra e sajjana have joIe ke duHkhanA samaye paDakhe AvIne ubhuM rahe paNa je dujana mitra hoya te jIvanane jokhamamAM mUkI de che. rUdrasena DAbhale ApIne ravAnA thaI gayA ne caMdrasene sAcavIne bIje divase nagaramAM vAta thavA lAgI ke hIrAcaMda zreSThIne tyAM corI thaI che. temAM ratnone bharela DAbhale guma thaye che. vAta sAMbhaLIne caMdrasenanA manamAM zaMkA thaI ke mAre mitra kAle mUkI gayo che te cerIne mAla to nahi heya ne? teNe rUdrasena pAse jaIne pUchyuM-bhAI! tuM mAre tyAM kAle mUkI gaye chuM te mAla ke che? tyAre kapaTI rUdrasene evI zAhakArIthI javAba Apyo ke bhAI e te mAro mAla che. meM tane kahyuM hatuM ne ke mAre ghera tijorI nathI eTale tAre tyAM mUkI jAuM chuM. bIjuM kaI kAraNa nathI. tuM ciMtA na karIza. AthI pavitra caMdrasenanA manamAMthI vahema nIkaLI gayo ne zAMti thaI. A tarapha hIrAcaMda zeThe khUba tapAsa karI paNa DAbhale ja nahi. khUba kiMmatI ratno hatA. eTale zeThe phariyAda karI ke mAre mAla carAve che. rAjAe pUchayuM ke tamAruM zuM zuM cerAyuM che? te nedhAvI de. zeThe badhuM noMdhAvI dIdhuM. bIje divase rAjAe nagaramAM DhaMDhero pITAvyuM ke hIrAcaMda zeThanA gharamAM cerI thaI che. temane mAla jANatAM ke ajANatAM jemanI pAse Avyo hoya te pAMca divasamAM mane ApI jaze te rAjA tene zikSA nahi kare, paNa je pAMca divasa pachI jenA gharamAMthI mAla nIkaLaze te rAjA tenuM sarvasva luMTI laI phAMsIe caDhAvaze. rAjA prajApAlaka tijorImAM mUkI dIdhA.

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488 zAradA darzana ane nyAyI hatA. DhaDhero pITAvIne khUba tapAsa karavA mAMDI paNa kayAMya hIrAcaMda zeThanA ratnone DAbhale maLatuM nathI. pAMca divasa vItI gayA paNa mAla maLe nahi. rAjA khUba gusse thayA. pelA rUdrasene jANyuM ke have mArA pAsA savaLA paDaze. ema samajIne e te upa rAjA pAse. sAheba! huM eka vAta karuM? rAjAe kahyuM ke zI vAta che? mahArAjA! mitranA dezanuM prakAzana karavuM te mane egya nathI. kahetAM mArI jIbha upaDatI nathI, paNa je kArya A loka ane paraloka virUdhdha che tevI ahitakarapravRtti karIne mAro mitra pitAnA AtmAne zatru bane che e mAro mitra kevI rIte banI zake ? huM evI mitratA cAhate nathI. evA mitranI upekSA na karavI joIe. bhale, mArA jIgarajAna mitranI vAta che paNa lAcArIthI Apane kahuM chuM. baMdhuo ! juo, eka pavitra mANasane halake pADavA mATe kevI banAvaTa ubhI karI ! sAce sAcI vAta karavAmAM banAvaTa karavI paDatI nathI paNa aMdara kapaTa rAkhIne sajajana mANasa upara Aropa mUka hoya tyAre mANasane khUba cAlAkI karavI paDe che. rAjAnI pAse cAlAkI vAparate rUkana :- rUdrasena kahe che mahArAjA ! A nagaramAM caMdrasena zreSThI rahe che te mATe khAsa mitra che. tene tyAM huM roja savAre jAuM chuM paNa Aje savAre huM jaI zakyA na hatA eTale bapore gaye, tyAre caMdrasena ane teno putra baMne meDI upara besIne gupta maMtraNa karatA hatA ke hIrAcaMda zeThanI DAbhale ApaNane ThIka maLI gaye. have ApaNe tenI vyavasthA karI daIe. Ama vAta cAlatI hatI tethI Apane kahevA Avyo chuM. mitranI vAta mArAthI na kahevAya paNa kahevA jevuM lAgyuM eTale kahuM chuM. have Apane ThIka lAge tema kare. rUdrasenanI vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjAne khUba gusso AvyA. temaNe kahyuM-bhAI! tuM tenI vAta kare che? mArA rAjyamAM caMdrasena je kaI sadAcArI ane satyavAdI mANasa nathI. ekadI cerI kare kharo? uttamakuLamAM janmelo ne saMskArI mANasa nIti virUdhdha kArya kare ? A vAta mArA mAnavAmAM AvatI nathI, tArI bhUla thatI haze. mAre tArI vAta sAMbhaLavI nathI. cAtye jA ahI'thI. rUdrasene kahyuM-sAheba! Apa mAne na mAna ApanI marajInI vAta che, paNa mArI vAta so TakA sAcI che. e mAro mitra che. huM muddAsaranI vAta kahuM chuM ne Apa kahe che ke uccakuLamAM utpanna thayele mANasa AvuM na kare. te zuM sArI cIjamAM paNa kharAba cIja utpanna nathI thatI? je taLAvamAM kamaLa jevA sugaMdhIdAra puSpa thAya che te taLAvamAM zuM kIDA utpanna nathI thatA? huM paNa mAnatA hatA ke caMdrasena sajana ane zAhukAra che paNa zuM laphamI lebha nathI karAvatI ? chatAM mArI vAta A5ne sAcI na lAgatI hoya te ApaNe ene kayAM cAra TharAvI dIdhuM che. ene tyAM tapAsa karAve. je mAla maLe te vAta sAcI mAnaje. nahitara zAhukAra che e zAhukAra ja che ne ! rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke caMdrasena cerI kare te mANasa nathI. A vAta mArA

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zAradA darzana 489 gaLe utaratI nathI. chatAM tuM badhuM kahe che te bhale, tapAsa karAvIza, paNa eTaluM dhyAnamAM rAkhaje ke je tenA gharamAMthI mAla nahi maLe te tane phAMsIe caDhAvIza, paNa ene Dara na lAge. kAraNa ke pite mAyAjALa pAtharI hatI. enA manamAM eTale badhe harSa thaye ke basa, have mAruM kAma thaI gayuM. mAchaluM jALamAM sapaDAI jaze paNa ene khabara nathI ke AvA pApakarmo karIne huM narakagatinAM nirmANa karI rahyo chuM, ane tyAM pratisamaya kAramI pIDA ghaNAM samaya sudhI bhegavavI paDaze. pavitra AtmAne khoTuM kalaMka caDhAvIne huM kevA ghera karmo bAMdhIza ? rUkasenanA kahevAthI rAjAe pitAnA mANasone bolAvyAM ne hukama karyo ke hIrAcaMda zeThanA bhaMDArIne laIne caMdrasenane tyAM jAo ne cerAyelA mAlanI tapAsa kare. A sAMbhaLIne rAjAnA mANase tAjuba thaI gayA ke AvA sajanane ghera cerInA mAlanI tapAsa karavA javAnuM. haju ApaNe anyAya karIe, asatya belIe paNa e zeTha svapnAmAM paNa asatya bole tevA nathI. te pachI corI kayAMthI kare? tyAre keIe kahyuM ke rAjAne enA upara zaMkA nathI paNa evA samAcAra maLyA che mATe tapAsa karAve che. ApaNe rAjAnI AjJAnuM pAlana karavA mATe javuM paDaze. rAjAnI AjJA ziromAnya karIne rAjAnA kArabhArIo hIrAcaMda zreSThInA bhaMDArIne laIne caMdrasena zreSThIne ghera AvyA. caMdrasenane kahyuM-zeTha ! amAre tamArA gharanI japtI levI che. teNe kahyuM-khuzIthI le. nirdoSa mANasane ciMtA nathI. eNe te badhuM saMpI dIdhuM. rAjAnA mANase jhINavaTathI tapAsa karavA lAgyA. tapAsa karatAM karatAM hIrAcaMda zeThane DAbhale hAthamAM Avyo. upara nAma lakheluM hatuM. A joIne rAjAnA mANasee bhaMDArIne pUchayuM ke A DAbhale tamAre che? DAbhale hAthamAM laIne je. zeThanuM nAma lakheluM che, A joIne bhaMDArI cekI uThe ke A sajajananA gharamAM A kayAMthI? teNe kahyuM ke A DAbhale amArA zeThanA DAbhalAne maLo che paNa amAre ja che tema nakkI karI zakato nathI. tyAre rAjAnA mANasoe kahyuM ke DAbhalAmAM zuM zuM che tenI nedhanuM lIsTa kADho, ne meLavavA mAMDe. eTale khabara paDI jaze. lIsTamAM cArAyela mAlanI nedha hatI te pramANe DAbhalAmAthI badho mAla maLI gaye. kartavyanI bhUmikA" A joI ne rAjAnA mANasa, hIrAcaMdazeThanA khajAnacI tema ja nagaranAM vRdhdha mANase vicAramAM paDI gayA ke A zuM ? A puthAtmAnA bhaMDAramAM A corIne mAla kayAMthI? ekabIjAnA sAmuM jovA lAgyA paNa phaphaDe nathI karatA ke A sajjana ane dhamaSTha thaIne AvA dhaMdhA kare che. paNa zAMtithI caMdrasenane pUchayuM ke kuLa tuda maM? A tamArI pAse kayAMthI? caMdrasene vicAra karyo ke mAre mitra mArA upara vizvAsa rAkhIne mAre tyAM thApaNa mUkI gayela che. zA.-62

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sto zAradA darzana te mArAthI pragaTa kema karAya? je kahuM ke mAro mitra mUkI gayela che te e muzkelImAM mUkAI jAya ane keNa jANe A mAla enI pAse kevI rIte Avyo haze? mArA prANa bacAvavAnA mohamAM mArA mitranA prANa jAya evuM mAre nathI karavuM. e nirNaya karIne rAjAnA mANasane kahyuM ke e mAla mAre ja che, tyAre rAjAnA mANasoe pUchayuM ke jo tamAre mAla che te hIrAcaMda zeThanuM nAma kema lakhyuM che! tyAre kahe che kadAca kaI rIte adalAbadalI thaI haze. devAnupriye! caMdrasenanI keTalI sajajanatA che! ne tenuM dila keTaluM vizALa che ke mitrane jAna jokhamamAM mUkAya te mATe pote keTalo bhega Ape che! nahitarazuM e nathI jANa ke A DAbhalA upara hIrAcaMda zeThanuM nAma che ne ene mAla che eTale huM cora tarIke pakaDAI javAne chuM ne mane dehAMtadaMDanI zikSA thaze, paNa eNe nizcaya karyo che ke mAruM game te thAya paNa mArA mitrane mAla che tevI A lekene gaMdha paNa AvavA devI nathI. rAjAnA mANase barAbara khulAso karavA kahe che caMdrasena zeTha! sAcesAcuM kahI de ke A mAla tamArI pAse kayAMthI Avyo? teNe eka ja javAba dIdhuM ke A mAla mAro che. ghaNuM pUchayuM paNa eka ja uttara. caMdrasena samaje che ke A mArI kasoTIne samaya che. kasoTImAM makkama rahevuM joIe. senAne paNa so TacanuM sonuM sAbita thavA mATe chellI parIkSAmAM dhagadhagatA 'agninI javALAo sahana karavI paDe che. sahana karyA vinA sonAnuM teja kayAMthI pragaTe! ane mUlya kyAMthI thAya? A vAta lakSamAM rAkhIne pitAnI hiMmata, udAratA ane mitrane ApelA vizvAsanuM pAlana vigere guNone potAnA prANanAM bhege paNa jALavI rAkhyA. caMdrasene bIjo koI javAba na ApyuM. tyAre rAjAnA mANaso tenA upara gusse thaIne rAjA pAse lAvyA. rAjAe tene zAMtithI pUchyuM, he caMdrasena zeTha! tame pavitra che. tame AvuM anucita kArya kare tevA nathI. chatAM tamArA gharamAMthI mAla nIkaLe che te enI pAchaLa kaMIka rahasya hovuM joIe. je hoya te khuzIthI kahe, paNa teNe kaMI javAba na Ape eTale pite cora che te vAta nakkI thaI gaI ane rAjAne kAyadesara nyAya kare ja paDe. jAherAta pramANe phAMsInI sajA thavI joIe, paNa tene kaIcAra mAnavA taiyAra nathI eTale phAMsInI zikSA nahi karatAM dezanikAla karyo. rAjAnA mANase tene nagara bahAra nagara devatAnA vananI pAse cheDIne pAchA pharyA. have caMdrasenanA manamAM thayuM ke have huM cora Tharyo. tenA badalAmAM mane dezanikAlanI zikSA thaI. have AvA apamAnita jIvane jIvavAne kaMI artha nathI. mATe A vaDanA jhADe laTakI gaLe phAMso khAIne marI jAuM. A vicAra kare che. enI satyatAthI prasanna thayele deva adazya rAjamahelamAM be ke he rAjA ! tane bhAna che? nirdoSa caMdrasena ApaghAta karavAnI taiyArImAM che, tyAre rAjAe pUchayuM tame adazyapaNe keNa bele cho? he rAjA! sAMbhaLa. huM nagarane rakSaka deva

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zAradA darzana 49 chuM. AvA sajajana purUSanA mAthe cerInuM kalaMka cahyuM ane tethI e marI jAya e mArAthI sahana na thayuM. mane enA saNa upara mAna che. tenA pratye lAgaNI che. Ama te huM tene bacAvI lauM paNa tane A purUSa nirdoSa che tenI khabara kayAMthI paDe? mATe tane kahevA Avyo chuM. te nagaradevatAnA udyAnanI pAse vaDalAnA jhADanI DALe gaLe phAMso khAIne maravA taiyAra thayuM che. tame jaldI jaIne tene bacAve, ane sanmAnapUrvaka nagaramAM praveza karAve. sAce gunegAra rUdrasena che. teNe caMdrasenane halake pADavA mATe A kAvatru karyuM hatuM. A sAMbhaLI rAjAne khUba krodha caDhaye ane rUdrasenane pakaDI levAnuM kahI pite caMdrasenane bacAvavA mATe gayA. rAjA pahoMcI gayA te samaye caMdrasene vaDanI DALIe pitAnA khesane eka cheDe bAMdhe che ne bIjA cheDAne phAso karIne emAM pitAnI Deka nAMkhavAnI taiyArImAM che. te samaye rAjA pahoMcI gayA. tenA gaLAmAMthI phAMse dUra karI uMcakIne hAthI upara besADI sanmAnapUrvaka vAjate gAjate nagaramAM lAvyA. pachI rAjAe kahyuM he caMdrasena ! te mane sAcuM ja kahyuM paNa nagararakSaka deve jANa karI. have Apa mane mApha kare. pachI ke pAyamAna thayelA rAjA belyA he rUdrasena ! caMdrasenane halake pADavA mATe te A mAyAjALa ubhI karI paNa have huM tane phAMsIe caDhAvI daIza. keNa uttama" :- A samaye dayALuM caMdrasene rAjAne vinaMtI karI ke kRpA karIne ene phAMsIe na caDhAvaze. e mAre mitra che. rAjAe kahyuM, ene choDavA je nathI. e tamAre pAke duzmana che. e game te hoya paNa maravA nahIM dauM. aMte caMdrasenanA AgrahathI rAjAe tene phAMsIe caDhAvyuM nahIM paNa dezanikAla karyo. A dRSTAMtathI ApaNe e samajavAnuM che ke sajajana manuSya pitAnA prANanA bhoge paNa sajajanatA cheDatA nathI. pite marI phITe che paNa bIjAne bacAve che. guNavAna kadI guNane choDatAM nathI ne aMte temanI nirdoSatA pragaTa thayA vinA rahetI nathI. caMdrasena nirdoSa che te vAta sArA nagaramAM prasarI gaI. nagarajane be maDhe tenI prazaMsA karavA lAgyA, ne rUdrasenane dhikakAravA lAgyA. kRNavAsudeva guNavAna hatA. mAtAnuM mukha udAsa joIne udAsInatAnuM kAraNa pUchayuM, tyAre devakI mAtAe kahyuM ke mArA cha cha putre bhadalapura nagaramAM nAga gAthApati ane sulazA gAthApatnIne tyAM ucharyA ane dIkSA lIdhI. te badhI vAta bhagavAne kahI hatI tema karI ane pachI kahyuM ke beTA ! tuM ekaja mArI pAse che. "tuma piyara puttA! mama chaha chaha mAsANaM atiyaM pAyava die havvamAgacchasi, taM dhannAAeM tAo amathAmA nAva siyAmi " te he putra! tuM paNa mArI pAse vaMdana karavA mATe cha cha mahine Ave che. tethI huM samajuM chuM ke te mAtAo dhanya che, puyavAna che ke je pitAnA saMtAnanAM bAlapaNAne anubhava kare che. A vAtane zoca karatI huM duHkhita hRdaye

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karI zAradA darzana udAsIna thaIne beThI chuM. kRSNa vAsudeve mAtAnA mukhethI tenA duHkhanI vAta sAMbhaLI. vinayavaMta putranI pharaja che ke game tema karIne mAtAnI ciMtA dUra karavI joIe. A kRSNa vAsudeva mahAna zakitazALI hatAM. temaNe nirNaya karyo ke mArI mAtAnA manamAM je keDa adhUrA rahI gayA che te huM pUrA karuM. Ama vicAra karIne kRSNa vAsudeve devakImAtAne kahyuM he ! mArI mAtA ! tamArA mananA manera adhUrA rahI gayA che te kAraNe tamane ATale badhe aphasosa thAya che ane ciMtAmagna banI gayA che te have aphasosa cheDI de. ArtadhyAna na kare. tamAro dIkaro jIva ne jAgate beThe che. huM kaI paNa rIte evo prayatna karIza ke jethI mAre eka nAno bhAI thaze, ane tamArA mananA manoratha pUrA thaze. AvA priya ane madhura vacanothI kRSNavAsudeve devakImAtAne dhIraja ApI ne tene vizvAsa Ape. kuNu vAsudevanAM mIThA madhurA vacane sAMbhaLIne devakImAtAne khUba AnaMda thaye. ahe, zuM mAre dIkare che ! darekanA duHkha dUra kare che. te keInuM duHkha joI zako nathI. jenA baDA bhAgya hoya tene A puyavaMta putra hoya che. have mAro dIkaro mArA adhUrAM moratha pUrA karaze. evI devakImAtAne hiMmata AvI. tenA AnaMdano pAra nathI. mAtAne saMtoSa thAya tevA vacane kahIne kRSNa vAsudeva mAtAne vaMdana karIne tyAMthI nIkaLIne teo pauSadhazALAmAM gayA. have tyAM jaIne zuM karaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra:- damayaMtI kahe che gurUdeva !siMha kezarI aNagAra dIkSA laIne pAMca divasamAM kAma kADhI gayA. huM kayAM sudhI saMsAramAM paDI rahIza! mane dIkSA Apa. tyAre bhagavaMte kahyuM- he damayaMtI ! tArA bhegAvalI karma bAkI che mATe tuM hamaNAM dIkSA laI zakIza nahi. tyAre teNe pUchayuM-bhagavaMta! meM pUrvabhavamAM evuM zuM pApakarma karyuM ke jethI mane naLarAjA jaMgalamAM ekalI mUkIne cAlyA gayA? tyAre yazobhadra munie kahyuM he damayaMtI! sAMbhaLa, pUrvabhavamAM naLarAjA mammaNa nAmanA rAjA hatA ane tuM vIramatI nAmanI temanI priya rANI hatI, tame baMne krIDA karavA mATe vanamAM jaI rahyAM hatAM tyAre tame baMnee sAmethI eka munine AvatAM joyAM. munine joIne tamArA baMnenA manamAM ema thayuM ke A muMDiye kayAM sAme maLe ? ApaNane apazukana thayA. ema mAnIne tamane khUba krodha AvyuM, ane munine polIsa pAse pakaDAvI jelamAM pUrAvI tame baMne tamArA mahelamAM pAchA gayA. pachI tamane vicAra Avyo ke ApaNe khUba khoTuM karyuM tethI tame munine kedamAMthI mukata karAvI potAnI pAse bolAvIne pUchayuM tame kayAMthI AvyA che ne kayAM jaI rahyAM che? munie tene zAMtithI javAba a. rAjA rANIe temanI pavitra vANI sAMbhaLI ane pite herAna karavA badala mAphI mAMgIne javAnI rajA ApI. bAra ghaDI sudhI tame munine jelamAM pUrI rAkhyAM tethI tamane je karma baMdhAyuM hatuM te atyAre udayamAM AvyuM che. tenA kAraNe tamane bAra varSane viga paDe che. bAravarSa pachI tane

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zAradA darzana 493 tArA patine meLApa thaze, ane te pahelAnI jema sukha pAmIza. A pramANe kahI yuni cAlyA gayA ne damayaMtI badhA tApasa ane sArthavAhe pitAnA sthAne AvyA. damayaMtIe sAta varSa dharmArAdhanA karatAM guphAmAM pasAra karyA. eka divasa keI ajANyA musAphare damayaMtIne kahyuM he damayaMtI ! meM ahIMthI thoDe dUra naLarAjAne jatAM joyAM che. ema kahIne e mANasa cAlyo gaye. naLarAjAnuM nAma sAMbhaLIne damayaMtI guphAnI bahAra AvIne kahevA lAgI ke he vIrA ! te mArA svAmInAthane kayAM joyA hatAM? mane jaldI batAva. ema kahetI te musApharanI pAchaLa doDatI ghaNe dUra nIkaLI gaI, paNa musAphara kayAMya adazya thaI gaye. nate naLa maLyA ke pachI na te guphAne rasto jaDa, cAre bAju deDe che tyAM rAkSasaNuM maLI, jyAM damayaMtIne mAravA jAya che tyAM teNe bhagavAnane prArthanA karI. tethI rAkSasaNa cAlI gaI. chevaTe te eka nadInA kinAre beThI. tyAM sArthavAha nIkaLe che ne pUche che bahena! tame A ghora jaMgalamAM ekalAM kema beThAM che? zuM tame kaI vanadevI che? tyAre teNe kahyuM,-bhAI! huM kaI vanadevI nathI . manuSyANI chuM. huM mArA pitAjIne tyAM jaI rahI hatI paNa mArga bhUlI gaI chuM. te tame mane tApasapurane mArga batAvaze ? tyAre kahyuM-bahena aMdhakAra thavA AvyuM che. eTale hamaNAM tApasapurano mArga ame nahi batAvI zakIe, paNa ame tamane kaI vastIvALA sthAnamAM mUkI daIzuM. savAramAM sAthe tyAMthI ravAnA thayo. mArgamAM acalapura AvyuM. tenA daravAje damayaMtIne mUkIne kahyuM -bahena have tuM A nagaramAM jaje. ema kahIne sAthe AgaLa cAlyA. nagaranA daravAjA pAse suMdara taLAva hatuM. thAkelI damayaMtI hAthapaga joIne beThI che vicAra kare che tyAM tyAMnA rAjAnI rANI caMdrayazAnI dAsI pANI bharavA AvI hatI. damayaMtIne joIne dAsIne khUba dayA AvI. teNe mahelamAM AvIne rANIne kahyuM bA ApaNuM nagaranA daravAjAnI bahAra taLAvanA kinAre eka chokarI AvIne beThI che te raDatI hatI. keI duHkhIyArI hoya tema lAge che. paNa, bA! zuM enuM rUpa che ! sAkSAta devI joI le. rANIe kahyuM-te ene ahIM laI Ave. dAsI deDatI gaI ne kahe-bahena! cAla, amArA rAjI belAve che. dAsInA kahevAthI damayaMtI rANInA mahele gaI. A rANuM damayaMtInI sagI mAsI thatI hatI. damayaMtInI mAtA puSpadaMtI ane caMdrayazA baMne sagI bahene thatI hatI, paNa ghaNAM varSothI eka bIjAne maLyA na hatAM tethI oLakhI zakyA nahi, paNa damayaMtIne joIne rANInuM lehI uchaLyuM. baMne premathI bheTI paDayA. rANIe kahyuM ke tuM mArI bIjI putrI ja na hoya e mane prema Ave che. tuM mArI putrI caMdrAvatInI bahena ja chuM. ema mAnaje, ane AnaMdathI rahe, paNa beTA? tuM keNa chuM? tAre paricaca te Apa. have damayaMtI pitAne paricaya kevI rIte Apaze te vAta avasare. Aje bahena varSAne 35 upavAsanuM pAraNuM che. jI thI

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yAkhyAna naM. 62 dvi. zrAvaNa vada 13ne zanivAra tA. 10-9-77 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! bhagavAnanI vANImAM cAreya anuga rahelA che. temAMthI jIva potAnI zakti anusAra tattvane grahaNa karI AtmakalyANa karI jAya che, kaMIka vairAgya pAmIne dIkSA le che ne kaMIka cha dIkSA levA mATe samartha nathI hotAM te saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM saMsArathI para rahe che. "gada janme rAtre nAya je ja uig vALar" jema kamaLa pANImAM utpanna thAya che paNa pANImAM levAtuM nathI, alipta rahe che tema vairAgI manuSya saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM saMsArathI alipta rahe che. e saMsAranA sukhamAM magna banatuM nathI. e kSaNe kSaNe e vicAra kare che ke he AtmA! anaMtakALathI bhavamAM bhamatAM te keTalA janma maraNa karyA tenI kadI maraNanAM gaNatrI karI che? cAra gatimAM keTalA bhava karyA tene saravALe karyo che? ane janma kAraNe keTalA duHkha bhogavyAM ene khyAla Ave che ? jIva saMsAra sukhanI lAlasAmAM sukhane rasIyo banI janma maraNanA pherA vadhAryuM rAkhe che, paNa jJAnI kahe che he jIva! tuM vicAra te kara ke te e sukhane keTale svAda mAryo ane duHkhanA keTalA Dojha pIdhA? haju kaMTALe nathI Avato? janmamaraNanA pherA pharavA bahu game che ? A janma maraNanI pheraphudaraDI jema jema pharIza tema tema tArA mAthe duHkhanA DuMgarA khaDakAtA jaze ne tAre vadhu ne vadhu duHkha sahana karavA paDaze. mATe madhanA TIpA samAna kSaNika sukhane svAda cheDIne pherA TALavA mATe puruSArtha karo. bAkI te aMdagI Amane Ama vItI jaze ne karavAnuM rahI jaze aMtima samaye pastA thaze ke meM je karavAnuM hatuM te na karyuM ne jIMdagIbhara na karavAnAM kAma karyA, paNa jene AtmA jAgRta che tene maraNane Dara lAgatuM nathI. pastA maratI veLA kene thAye? ALasamAM AvaradA jenI jAye, karavAnuM je Aje bAkI je rAkhe, jamaDAne jotA enI AMkha chalakAya paraMtu AvelAavasarane jeNe lIdhe lAbha, evA sAdhakane te mIThuM lAge mAta, tame sAMbhaLyuM ne? maraNane Dara kene lAge ? pastA kone thAya? jeNe jIvanamAM pramAdanuM sevana karyuM che ane dharmArAdhanA karavAnA samaye saMsAranA sukhamAM je mazagUla rahyo tene maraNane Dara lAge che, paNa jeNe dharmArAdhanA karavAnA samayane oLakhIne sAdhanA karI che tene game tyAre mRtyu Ave te paNa Dara nathI lAgatuM, paNa te AtmA mRtyune premathI AvakAre che. tame evuM jIvana jIve che ne? vicAra manuSya janma keTale kiMmatI che ! AvI amUlya taka meLavIne saMsAra sukhanI vicAraNA karavA karatA evI vicAraNuM karo ke mAre AtmA eTale paramAtmA. paramAtmA eTale zreSTha, zudadha

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cAravA na 45 AtmA, adehI, avikArI, akarmo evA hu... Aje zuM karI rahyo chuM? enI pratyeka paLe jAgRti rAkhavAnI jarUra che. A aMdhue ! AtmAnA zudhdha svarUpanuM maMthana ane ciMtana sadA karatA rahe ke mArA AtmA e paramAtmA banavAvALA che. mAre paramAtmA banavA mATe purUSArtha karavAno che paNa paramAtmA banavAnI lAyakAtavALA AtmAne adharmAtmA banAvavAno purUSArtha tA nathI karatA ne ? kadAca evA purUSAtha atyAra sudhI ajJAna dazAmAM karyuM paNa have samajaNunA gharamAM AnyA chuM teA adhamatA ane malInatAnA vicArene dUra karIne pavitra vicAra karI AtmAne paramAtmA svarUpanI najIka laI jAuM. paramAtmAsvarUpa prApta karavA mATe jagata pratye arisA jevA zudhdha, nile pa ane udAsIna dRSTA khanavAnu lakSa keLavavu paDaze. arisA sAme keAI paththara laIne arisA teDavA Ave ane bIjo hAra laI arisAne paherAvavA Ave te arise paththara sAme lAla nahi thAya ne hAra paherAvanAra sAme haSi ta nahi thAya. arisAmAM ane pratibiMba paDe kharA paNa ene e mATe nathI rASa thatA ke nathI teASa. khasa, ApaNA AtmA arisA jevA banI jAya te jarUra paramAtmA banI jAya. jagatamAM mArI sAme virudhdha ke vahAlI game tevI pravRtti thAe paNa mAre tenI sAme na dveSIlA banavAnuM ke na premALa anavAnu. game tevA sacAgA ubhA thAya paNa temAM mArA AtmAne vikArI banavAnI jarUra nathI. jagatanI ujjavaLatAmAM ujaLA banavAnI ke malInatAmAM malIna banavAnI jarUra nathI. mArA AtmA eTale paramAtmA che ane paramAtmAno AtmA jagatathI nirALA che. nirALA eTale ekadama zudhdha ane zudhdha eTale jagatanI koI paNa asara enA upara nahi. jagatanA bhAvAne bhUlIne AvA paramAtmA prabhunA svarUpamAM jo AtmA lIna ane teA alaukika sukha ane AnaMda meLavI zake. pachI A khAhya sukha ke AnaMdanI AkAMkSA nahi rahe. je manuSya paramAtmAnA svarUpane jANIne tenI prApti karavA tatpara bane che tene koI game teTalI lakSmI Ape, hIrA, mANeka ane meAtInA tenI sAme DhagalA kare teA paNa tene mana tuccha lAgaze. eka vakhata lakSmInI pAchaLa mugdha anelA mAvI svarUpanI pIchANu thayA pachI ema kaheze ke lakSmInA DhagalA e sukhanA DhagalA nathI paNa e te jherI sApanA bhArA che. saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM paNa manuSya AvI sAtvika vicAraNA karI zake che. teA tyAgInI vAta teA keTalI uMcI hAya ! paNa je AtmAne aMdarathI chUTayuM nathI te kevI bhUla kare che te eka nyAyathI samajAvu.. eka anya dharmanA cAgI bhikSA levA mATe nIkakhyA. gharagharamAM bhikSA mATe che. pharatAM pharatAM eka zrImaMtane ghera AvyA. e gharanA zeThANIne tenA patie sonAnI lagaDI ApI hatI. zeThANI utAvaLamAM hatA tethI leTanA DakhkhAmAM vATakI mUkI dIdhI. cAMgI bhikSA levA mATe AvyA. tyAre zeThANInA daza varSoMnA khAkhAe jemAM lagaDI che te vATakI le! bharyAM ane cAgIne Avye tethI seAnAnI lagaDI temAM gaI. ceAgIe lagaDI joI. kahevata che ne ke" dekhe pILuM ne mana thAya zILuM." tema pILuM joine

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zAradA darzana gInuM mana zILuM banI gayuM. ThIka thayuM, A senAne TukaDe maLI gaye. keI vakhata bhikSA nahi maLe tyAre kAma Avaze. ema vicAra karIne lagADI laI lIdhI. yogIne bAhya tyAga hate. je aMtarathI Asakti chUTI hatI te e vicAra karatA ke mane A nA joIe. jene mane tyAga che tene aDakavuM te paNa pApa che, paNa kaMcananI karAmata kevI che? AtmasamAdhine luMTanAra parigraha" :- yogIone paNa te paLavAramAM calAyamAna karI zake che. A gI khUba dhyAnamagna avasthAmAM rahetAM hatAM, paNa A senAnA TukaDAe yogI upara kAmaNa karyuM. jaDa cetanane ramADe che. e anusAra sonAnA TukaDAe mamatAvRttine AtmamaMdiramAM praveza karavA mATenA daravAjA khulA karI ApyA. yogI bAvAe jhUMpaDImAM AvIne jheLI uMce bharAvI. roTI pakAvIne jamyA. pachI celAne kahe che "meM snAna-dhyAna Adi karane ke jAtA , isa lIkA barAbara dhyAna rakhanA, para jhelImeM dekhanA nahi." jIvanamAM theDI paNa mamatA pravezI jAya che te tenI pAchaLa thakabaMdha pApa Ave che. je tamArA jIvanamAM pApa pravezavA devuM na hoya te pahelA mAyA, mamatA, lebha vigerene praveza karatAM aTakAve. A yegI dararoja snAna karavAnuM dhyAna karavA traNa traNa kalAka bahAra jatAM hatAM paNa kadI celAne kahetAM na hatAM ke jheLInuM barAbara dhyAna rAkhaje. aMdara joIza nahi, eTale celAe pUchayuM aisA kayuM gurUdeva ? Apa kabhI aisA nahIM kahate che, tyAre gurU gussAthI kahe che gurU ke sAmane karyo prazna karatA hai? tU merA gurU hai kayA? meM kahatA huM so kare, dusarI mAthAkUTa mata karo. bhale gurUdeva. gurU te bahAra gayA paNa celAne vahema paDe ke evuM te jheLImAM zuM che ke mane gurUdeve ATalI badhI bhalAmaNa karI. kudaratane niyama che ke je kArya karavAnI manAI hoya te karavAnuM vaheluM mana thAya. celAne vahema paDaye ke gurUne ATalI badhI bhalAmaNa karavAnuM prayojana zuM che? reja jhaLI TIMgADIne jAya che paNa Aje kaMIka navInatA lAge che. gIbAvA jhoLI jhUMpaDImAM mUkIne gayA che paNa jIva emAM che. snAna karIne dhyAnamAM lIna banyA paNa citta dhyAnamAM na rahyuM. emane senAnI lagaDInA vicAro AvavA lAgyA. Apa saune samajANuM ne ke mAyA kevI bhayaMkara che ! gInuM dhyAna paNuTI lIdhuM. bele, have tene tyAga karavA je kharo ke nahi? yogInI dazA kevI thaI? AtmasvarUpanI ciMtavaNu karatA hatA, dhyAnamAM masta banatA hatAM tenA badale sonAnI lagaDIe gInA cittamAM uthalapAthala macAvI dIdhI. keI hisAbe citta samAdhimAM sthira thatuM nathI, tame paNa ghara cheDIne upAzrayamAM Ave, sAmAyika kare, vItarAga vANI sAMbhaLe paNa je cittamAM ghara, dukAna, paisA, parivAra badhuM laIne AvyA haze te sAMbhaLavAnI majhA nahi Ave. sAmAyikamAM samatArasanuM pAna nahi karI zake. vItarAga prabhunI vANanA zravaNane ane sAmAyikano amUlya lAbha lUMTAI jaze,

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wirel eta ziSyane jAgelo aMtarAtmA" pelA yogInuM mana samAdhimAM lAgatuM nathI. A tarapha gurUjI manAI karIne gayA che paNa celAthI rahevAyuM nahi. "kyA gurUjI lIme aisI kaunasI cIja lAye hai ki mujhe barAbara dhyAna rakhane kA kahe gaye hai? kayA hai mai dekhuM." Ama vicArI celAe uThIne jheLI khelIne joyuM, te aMdara senAnI lagaDI cakamaka caLake che. A jotAM ja cele camakaye. bApa re mAra DAlA! gurU e kayA lAyA ? cele catura hato. vAtanuM rahasya samajI gayo. ene sonAnI lagaDI bhayaMkara jherI sApa jevI dekhAI eTale hAthamAM laIne gIca jhADImAM jaIne pheMkI dIdhI. juo, senuM te enuM e hatuM paNa daSTi daSTimAM phera che ne? je gurUe e lagaDIne mUlyavAna senA tarIke joI hatI te ja lagaDIne enA ziSya jherI sarpa tarIke joI. yegIne te dhyAnamAM lagaDI ja dekhAvA lAgI. kAraNa ke jevI ramaNatA tevI daSTi tame Akho divasa saMsAranI ramaNatA karavAmAM mazagUla raheze te svapnA saMsAranA Avaze. A mArA dIkarAne khUba dhAmadhUmathI paraNAvya, huM karoDapati banI gaye. AvA svapnA tamane Ave che paNa gAmamAM saMte padhAryA che ne huM temanA darzane gayA, vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyuM ne vairAgya AvyuM ne meM dIkSA lIdhI. AvA svapnA Ave che? (hasAhasa) kayAMthI Ave ? dilamAM ramaNatA hoya te Ave ne? egInA cittamAM pILAnI ramaNatA hatI eTale jema tema dhyAna karIne jhaTapaTa jhuMpaDIe AvyAM ne tarata jheLI kholIne joI. aMdara pILuM na dekhyuM eTale tADUkyA, are ziSya! kayA ne jhaLI kholI thI? celAe kahyuM, jI hA. te kahAM gaI vaha sene kI lagaDI? gurUdeva ! vahate jaharIlA sApa thA, he Apake samAdhi meM kATa rahA thA, isa liye mane usake jhADImeM pheMka diyA. are pAgala! kayA sarSa thA? ve te sonekI lagaDI thI. meM tujhe kyA kaha gayA thA ne tUne kayA kara DAlA aba esI lagaDI kahAM se milegI? roja roja esI cIja nahi milatI. gurUbhaktikA camatkAra" gurUnA vacana sAMbhaLIne cele kahe che ke ahe gurUdeva! "IsameM kayA hai? Apa ke nAma para te sArA pahADa bhI senekA banAyA jA sakatA hai tyAre gurue krodhe bharAIne kahyuM ke "sA he te banA de, meM dekhuM." ziSya khUba vinayavaMta ane pavitra hato. gurunI bhakti khUba karatuM hatuM. AthI eka deva tenA upara prasanna thayo hato eTale gupta rIte ene sahAya karatuM hatuM. A ziSya AMkha baMdha karI gurunuM nAma laIne kahyuM "he bhagavAna! Aja taka maine zudhdha mana, vacana, kAyAse gurUkI bhakti kI he te merA gurUkA nAma para pahADa sonekA he jAo." A pramANe kahetAMnI sAthe sAmene pahADa sonAno dekhAvA lAgyA. A joIne gurU Azcarya pAmI gayA. aha ! eka nAnakaDI lagaDI upara ATale meha rAkhuM chuM tyAre mArA celAe sA.-3

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48 zAradA daza te mArA nAma upara paththarane pahADane senAne pahADa banAvI dIdhe. celAe gurUne kahyuM-gurUdeva ! IsameM kaI baDI bAta nahiM hai. jaDa ciMtAse manako haTAkara zubha dhyAnameM lagAnA baDI bAta hai. arthAta anaMtakALanI pudgalanI mAyA cheDIne AtmakalyANa karavA mATe cagI banyA, ane pAchA paramAtmAne bhUlI jaDa pudgalanI laganImAM lAgI gayA! ziSyanA pratApe gurU pAchA paramAtmAmAM lIna banI gayA. pachI cele gurUnA pagamAM paDIne kahe che "gurUdeva! mujhe kSamA kIjIe, meM te ApakA ajJAna ziSya chuM. gurUe kahyuM-"beTA ! tuM ajJAnI nahIM hai, meM ajJAnI huM. tUne mUke jaDa mAyAmeM phasAte hue bacAyA." gurUnI sAna ThekANe AvI gaI ke mArA nAma upara senAne pahADa bane ane huM enI mAyAmAM phasAyo! - TUMkamAM ApaNe te A daSTAMtamAMthI e sAra grahaNa kare che ke daSTi daSTimAM keTale pharaka che. ziSya pAse sonAne pahADa banAvavAnI zakti hovA chatAM tenAthI anAsakata banya. jyAre gurU nAnakaDI senAnI lagaDImAM Asakata banI gayA, paNa ziSya sAro maLe te gurUnI sAna ThekANe lAvyuM. bIjuM gurUnI bhaktimAM kevI zakita che! gurU bhaktithI deva prasanna thAya che ne mAnavI dhAre te karI zake che. tame paNa A ziSya jevI zakita keLavajo. vItarAgavANI sAMbhaLe, sAmAyika kare, game te dharmakaraNI karo te zradhdhApUrvaka hRdayanA zudhdha bhAvathI karaje, paNa manamAM meha mAyA rAkhIne karaze nahi. zudhdha bhAvathI karelI ghaDI kArAdhanA paNa mahAna phaLadAyI bane che. ApaNe devakIrANInI vAta cAle che. devakIjIne nemanAtha prabhunA vacanamAM akhUTe zraddhA che. evA devakIjIne udAsa joIne tenA vinayavaMta putra kRSNavAsudeve ciMtAnuM kAraNa "yuM ne devakImAtAe putrane vAta karI, kRSNavAsudevanI mAtA pratye khUba bhakita hatI. mAtAnI ciMtAnuM kAraNa jANIne kahyuM-he mAtA! tame ciMtA na karaze. huM mAre eka nAnakaDe sahedara bhAI thAya, ene tArA khoLAmAM ramata jouM. e huM upAya karIza. 'tame raDaze nahi. A pramANe mIThA madhura vacanothI mAtAne sAMtvana ApyuM. putranA vacana sAMbhaLIne devakImAtAnI ciMtA dUra thaI ne khUba AnaMdamAM AvI gayA. mAtAne ciMtAthI mukta karIne kRNavAsudeva mAtAnI rajA laIne mAtAnA mahelamAMthI nIkaLyA. nIkaLIne kayAM gayA te sAMbhaLo. "ne satAvyA tene vAI, vAchittAka 3maero bisisa dama mai cfogg"! kRSNavAsudeva devakImAtAnA mahelethI nikaLIne jyAM paSadhazALA hatI tyAM gayA. paNa batrIsa hajAra rANIomAMthI kene maLavA na gayAM. kAraNa ke teo mAtAne tIrtha samAna mAnatAM hatAM. Aje te ulTI gaMgA vahI rahI che. mAtAnuM kaMI kAma karavAnuM hoya te kaheze ubhA rahe, pUchIne AvuM chuM. mAtA kahe bhAI! kene pUchavAnuM che? te kaheze mArI patnIne. kRNavAsudeva keIne pUchavA na gayA, paNa pauSadhazALAmAM gayA,

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zAradA darzana 4 A traNa traNa kha`DanA adhipati hatAM, temanA mAthe keTalI javAbadArI hatI ? chatAM mAtAne sa MtASa ApavA pauSadhazALAmAM gayA. tyAM jaIne temaNe pauSadhazALAne svaccha anAvI. svaccha manAvIne pachI teoe uccAra ane pAsavabhUminI pratilekhanA karI. eTale ke ladhunIti ane vaDInItinA sthAnane joyu.. pratilekhanA karIne danA Asane besIne temaNe aThThamabhakata dhAraNa karyu. jevI rIte abhayakumAre mrahmacaya sahita pauSadhathI yukta ekalA danA Asane besIne aThThama bhakatane svIkAra karI mitra devanI ArAdhanA karI hatI tevI rIte kRSNavAsudeve paNa aThThama tapa karIne rigameSI devanI ArAdhanA karI. jue, saoNMsAranA sukha mATe paNa tapa karavAnI jarUra paDe che. devane khelAvavA hAya tA paNa tapa karavA paDe che. devane prasanna karavA mATe leAkeAne keTaluM' kaSTa veThavu paDe che tyAre deva prasanna thAya che, ane jenA upara deva prasanna thAya che tene bhautika sukhanI kamInA rahetI nathI, paNa eka vAta jarUra samajI lejo ke Atmika sukha AgaLa bhautika sukhA ka'I visAtamAM nathI. jema yukha lAITA game teTalI maLatI hAya paNa sUryanA prakAza AgaLa tenA prakAzanI kaI ki`mata kharI ? nA, tema jJAnI kahe che ke Atmika sukhA pAse saMsAranA tamAma sukhA phrikkA che. kRSNavAsudeva ekAgra citta hariNugameSI devanA jApa japatAM hatAM. traNa divasa ane traNa rAtrI nyatatI thatAM daze dizAmAM prakAza prakAza phelAi gayA. devanAM teja evA alaukika hoya che ke tenI AgaLa hajAro sUryanAM teja jhAMkhA paDe che. pachI rigameSI deva AvyA. tyAM te bhUmi upara utaryAM nahi paNa bhUmithI cAra AMgaLa upara AkAzamAM adhara sthira rahyo. kAraNa ke devAnA svabhAva evA he.ya che ke tee bhUmine spatA nathI, ne bhUmithI cAra AMgaLa upara adhara rahe che. temanI AMkhanA palakArA thatA nathI. harigugameSI dhruve adhara rahIne kahyu` ke he kRSNavAsudeva ! tame mane zA mATe yAda karyAM che? tamAre je kAma hAya te kahe. huM tamArI bhaktithI tamArA upara prasanna thayA chuM. have kRSNavAsudeva devane zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare, caritra :- damaya'tI mAsInA mahelamAM che paNa eLakhANu nathI. rANIe pUchyuM, beTA ! tuM kyAMthI AvI che ne tu` keAnI dIkarI che ? te te mane kahe ? tyAre damayatIe kahyu... hu' bhImarAjAnI kuMvarI damaya'tInI sakhI chuM, damayaMtI paraNIne sAsare gaI tyAra pachI eka vakhata mArA pitAjI ane ame badhA yAtrAe gayA hatAM. mA mAM paDAva nAMkhelA, paNa huM vanamAM pharavA gaI tyAM badhA mane bhUlI gayA ne cAlI nIkaLyA. tethI ekatrI ja'galamAM pharatI mAtA pitAne zeAdhatI ahIM AvI chuM. A sAMbhaLI rANIe kahyuM, beTA ! huM damayaMtInI mAsI chuM. enI mAsI teA tArI paNa mAsI ja kahevAuM ne ! have tu' mArI putrI sAthe AnadathI raheje. A cadrayazA rANI taraphathI nagara mahAra grISma ane anAtha mATe meATI dAnazALA cAlatI hatI. A vAtanI damaya tIne khakhara

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2001 et paDI eTale teNe rANIne kahyuM, mAsa! mane dAna devAnuM bahu game che. je A5 hA pADe te huM dAnazALAmAM besIne dAna dauM. che. "dAnazALAmAM damayaMtIthI apAtuM dAna" - damayaMtInA bhAva evA hatA ke huM dAnazALAmAM dAna devA besuM te kadAca naLarAjA pharatAM pharatAM ahIM Ave ne mane maLI jAya. rANIe kahyuM beTA ! bhale, tArI IcchA hoya te dAna Apaje. rANanI AjJAthI ja damayaMtI dAnazALAmAM jaIne yAcakane dAna ApavA lAgI, darekane chUTe hAthe jarUriyAta pramANe dAna ApatI hatI. ghaNAM divasa vItI gayA paNa tene naLarAjAnAM darzana thayA nahi. eka divasa rAjAnA mANasa eka cerane majabUta baMdhane bAMdhIne laI jatAM hatAM. cirane chAtIe eTalA majabUta doraDAthI bAMdhyo hate ke enI chAtInA pATIyA bhIMsAI jAya. A joIne damayaMtIne khUba dayA AvI. cera damayaMtIne joIne raDate raDate kahe che he devI ! mane bacAve. damayaMtIe sipAIone pUchayuM, bhAI ! A mANase zuM gunho karyo che? tyAre temaNe kahyuM, bahena ! A mANase ApaNuM mahArANInAM kiMmatI hIrAnA dAgInAnI peTI cerI lIdhI hatI. tethI ame tene vadha karavA mATe laI jaIe chIe. cArane phAMsInI zikSAthI chuTakAro karAvatI satI damayaMtI" :damayaMtIe kahyuM-bhAI! eNe dAgInAnI peTI pAchI ApI ke nahi? e te ApI dIdhI che, te pachI zA mATe teno vadha kare che? ene bIjI zikSA kare paNa vadha na karazo, ene cheDI do. tyAre sipAIoe kahyuM-bahena ! mahArAjAne kaDaka hukama che. amArAthI ene choDI zakAya nahi. tyAre damayaMtIe navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karIne coranA upara pANI chAMTayuM. eTale tenA baMdhana tUTI gayA. A camatkAra joIne lekee damayaMtIne jayajayakAra belA, paNa rAjAnA sevake kahe che ke bahena ! te A zuM karyuM ! rAjAne khabara paDaze te amane daMDa karaze. A vAta kare che tyAM rAjAne keIe samAcAra ApyA tethI rAjA deDatA tyAM AvyA ne damayaMtIne kahevA lAgyA-beTA ! tuM mahAna pavitra satI che. paNa A corane te baMdhanathI mukta karyo te barAbara nathI karyuM. gunegArane barAbara zikSA thavI joIe. e jIvita raheze te prajAne herAna karaze. damayaMtIe kahyuM-mahArAjA! huM jaina dharma pAmelI chuM. huM eka kIDIne paNa mArA dekhatAM maravA dauM nahi te mANasane maravA dauM? ane je maravA dauM te mAre jaina dharma kayAM rahyo? ene enA gunhAnI zikSA maLI gaI che. mATe cheDI de. rAjAe khuza thaIne kahyuMsatI! tArI dayAvRttine dhanya che. tArI IcchA che te ene cheDI dauM chuM. rAjAe cerane choDI dIdhuM. cere paNa rAjAne kahyuM ke have huM kadI cerI nahi karuM. "damayaMtInA prabhAvathI cerane jIvanapalaTo:- cora damayaMtInA pagamAM paDIne kahe che he mAtA ! teM mane jIvatadAna apAvIne na janma Apyo. eTale tuM mArI mAtA che, tAre upakAra jIvanabhara nahi bhUluM. ema kahIne cAlyA gaye, paNa

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zAradA darzane dararoja savAramAM te damayaMtIne page lAgavA AvatA hate. reja damayaMtInA caraNakamalama mastaka namAvI tenI caraNaraja mAthe caDhAvIne cAlyA jatA hatA. eka divasa damayaMtIe tene pUchayuM-bhAI! tuM koNa che? tyAre teNe kahyuM -bahena! tame mane oLakhatAM nathI paNa huM tamane sArI rIte oLakhuM chuM. tame guphAmAM rahetAM hatAM ne jainadharmanI ArAdhanA karatA hatAM tyAM sArthavAhe tApasapuranagara vasAvyuM hatuM ne? sArthavAha tamane devInI jema pUjatA hatAM. kema barAbara che ne? damayaMtIe kahyuM-hA, cere vAta AgaLa calAvatAM kahyuM-huM e sArthanA nAyaka vasaMta sArtha patine piMgalanAme kara chuM. bahena! zuM vAta karuM? tame tApasapurathI cAlyA gayA pachI sArthavAhane khUba duHkha thayuM, ane teNe Apane patto na maLe tyAM sudhI anapaNane tyAga karyo, ane vanamAM duradura sudhI khUba tapAsa karI paNa Apane patto na maLe. sArthavAhane ATha divasanA upavAsa thayA. chevaTe jagalamAM kaI jJAnI saMta padhAryA ane temane sArthavAhe ApanA samAcAra pUchyA. tyAre munie jJAnathI jANIne ApanA kuzaLa samAcAra ApyA pachI teNe bhajana karyuM. tyAra pachI eka divasa te vasaMta sArthavAha kiMmatI ratna Adi laIne kezalA nagarImAM kuberarAjA pAse gayo ne rAjAne kiMmatI ratna bheTa ApyA. rAjAe tene paricaya pUche tyAre teNe badhI vAta karI. kuberarAjAe khuza thaIne tene chatra-cAmara vigere ApIne tApasapurane vasaMta zrIzekhara nAmathI rAjA banAvyA, e sArthavAha hAla tApasapuranuM rAjya calAve che. huM temane tyAM rahetA hatA. e sArthavAha rAjAne mArA upara khUba prema ane vizvAsa hatuM, paNa meM pApIe vizvAsaghAta karIne eka divasa rAjAnA bhaMDAramAMthI ratnanI carI karI ane huM tyAMthI bhAgI chUTayA. rastAmAM cAra maLyA ne mArI pAsethI rane luTI lIdhA. tyArapachI pharate pharate ahIM A ne rAjAno nakara banIne rahyo. eka divasa rANInA mahelamAM kacaro vALo hato. rANInA dAgInAnI peTI bahAra paDI hatI. te joIne mArI dAnata bagaDI. meM dAgInAnI piTI cerI. huM te laIne jatuM hatuM tyAM A rAjAnA mANasoe mane pakaDI lIdhe, ne mane rAjA pAse laI gayA. mane rAjAe dehAMta daMDanI zikSA pharamAvI. tethI A rAjasevaka mane vadha karavA laI jatAM hatAM. tyAM Ape mane bacAvyuM. he mAtA! huM tArA traNamAMthI kayAre mukata thaIza! Ama kahIne damayaMtInA caraNamAM mastaka jhukAvyuM ne kahyuM ke he mAtA meM be vakhata cerI karI tenuM mane prAyazcita Apa. damayaMtIe kahyuM bhAI! je tAre corInA pApathI mukta thaIne AtmAnuM kalyANa karavuM hoya te cAritra aMgIkAra kara. A mAnava janma pharI pharIne nahi maLe. satInA amRtamaya vacana sAMbhaLIne re kahyuM mAtA ! mArA pApanuM prAyazcita karavA huM dIkSA levA taiyAra chuM. A sAMbhaLIne damayaMtI khuza thaI. thoDA samaya pachI eka vakhata jaina muni padhAryA. damayaMtI cArane saMta pAse laI gaI, ne vaMdana karIne kahyuM-gurUdeva ! A mANasamAM Apane cAritra mATenI lAyakAta dekhAtI hoya te ene dIkSA levAnA bhAva che.

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502 cAravA darzana munie tenu' mukha joI ne kahyuM ke A haLukamI jIva che ene cAritra ApavAmAM vAMdha nathI. A sAMbhaLIne pagala khuza thayA. tenI bhAvanA joI munie tene dIkSA ApI. rAjAne A vAtanI khabara paDI eTale tyAM AvyA. eka vakhatanA cerane muni banela joI khuza thayA. tenA caraNamAM paDacA, satIne saMga thatAM cAra muni banI gayA ne AtmakalyANa karyuM. damaya'tI dAna ApatAM kaMIka jIvAne pratiSedha ApIne sudhAratI hatI. ghaNuA samaya dAna ApyuM. paNa haju naLarAjA tene maLyA nahi. damaya tI khUba ciMtAtura khanI che. have tyAM keNu Avaze ne zuM khanaze tenA bhAva avasare * * * (zrAvaNa vada 14 ne ravivAra tA. 11-9--77nA roja saMdha darzana yAtrAe gayela hAvAthI vyAkhyAna khaMdha che. ) vyAkhyAna na 63 dvi, zrAvaNa vada amAsane seAmavAra viSaya :- saMga kevA karazo? tA. 12-9-77 anaMta jJAnI, samatAnA sAgara, karUNAnA kimiyAgara, vItarAga bhagavate bhavyajIvAnA kalyANane mATe pharamAve che ke huM AtmAe! anAdikALathI sa`sAramAM paribhramaNa karatAM jIvAne saMga teA ghaNA thAya che paNa kalyANa mitrano saMga thavA e ati durlabha che, sa'sArI jIve ema kahe che ke saMganI zI jarUra che? te huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tamane saMga vinA cAle che kharu? " nA ", saMsAranI mAyA evI che ke jIva ekalavAye rahI zakatA nathI. game teTalI sa`sAra sukhanI sAmagrI maLe te paNa te ekaleA rahIne peAtAne sukhI mAnatA nathI, paNa khIjAnA sahavAsamAM rahIne ja pAtAnI jAtane sukhI mAne che. dAkhalA tarIke tame tamArA dIkarAne dhananA DhagalAM ApyA, anAjanA bharelAM kAThAra ApyA, maMgalA, bagIcA, mAro vigere tamAma sukhanI sAmagrIe ApI ne kahA ke A khaMgalAmAM tAre ekalAne ja rahevAnuM, ahIM khIjo keAI Avaze nahi. tyAre chekarA zu' kaheze te khabara che ? e karo tamane ema ja kaheze ke tame mane game teTalI sukhanI sAmagrI Ape! paNa huM ene zuM karu? mane ekalAne game nahi. e sukhanI sAmagrI dvArA sukha bhAgavavA mATe mAre patnI joie, sagA-sabaMdhI, snehI mitrA, nAkara cAkara badhuM joie, ane mArA sukha ane vaibhavano ThaThArA jovA mATe mArAthI ochA sukhI mANusA joIe. kAraNa ke je mArA jevA sukhI hAya tene

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zAradA mA te mArA sukhanI vizeSatA ne lAge paNa je eche. sukhI hoya tene vizeSatA lAge ne ? eTale AvA ghaNAM saMga jIvane joIe che. mAtra sidhdha bhagavaMte evA che ke je ekalA rahIne anaMta Atmika ane avyAbAdha sukha bhegave che. bAkI saMsArI jInuM e gajuM nathI ke ekalA rahIne sukha bhogavI zake. baMdhuo ! barAbara che ne ? mArI vAta tamane samajAya che ne? tame te ema ja kahe ne ke karaDe rUpiyA maLyA paNa ene huM zuM karuM? e dhanamAM kIDe thaIne rahuM? badhuM che paNa managamatI kanyA nA hoya te jIva sukha mANI zakatuM nathI. managamatI kanyA maLI jAya paNa je saMtAna na thAya te kaheze ke saMtAna vinA saMpatti zuM kAmanI? pachI saMtAna mATe phAMphA mAre che. nAnI kIDI-maMkeDA vigerene paNa saMga joIe che. tene ekalA gamatuM nathI. kIDI makaDAnA daramAM joIe te tenA daramAM eka ja kIDI ke maMkaDA hoya evuM bhAgye ja jovA maLe che. pazu pakSIone paNa saMga joIe che. ene paNa ekalA rahevuM gamatuM nathI. A uparathI nakakI thAya che ke jyAM saMsAra che tyAM saMga che ane jJAnI purUSe kahe che ke jyAM saMga che tyAM duHkha che. kevI rIte? sAMbhaLe, jyAM sudhI patnIne saMga thayuM na hatuM tyAM sudhI patnI mATe valakhAM mArato hato. paNa patnI maLyA pachI sukha vadhe che ke duHkha? e te tamane anubhava che ne? jyAM sudhI ekalAM hatAM tyAM sudhI game tema karyuM, kaI vastu na hoya te calAvyuM paNa jyAM patnI AvI eTale kaheze ke mAre A jaIe ne te joIe. amuka cIja vinA te mane cAlaze ja nahi. A badhI upAdhi ubhI thAya che ne kamAvAnI ciMtA paNa vadhe che. tyAre ema kahe che ke paraNIne pastAyA. jyAM sudhI putra na hato tyAM sudhI manamAM keDa hatA ke mAre zera mATInI khoTa che. putra thAya te sAruM ane putra thaye, paNa putra mUrNo agara e uDAu ne vyasanI pAka ke bApanI milkata ane Ijajata sApha karI nAMkhe. bele, have putra na hato ne je duHkha hatuM tenA karatAM aneka gaNuM duHkha vadhI jAya che ne? rAta-divasa haiyuM duHkhathI zekAyA kare che. A uparathI nakakI thAya che ke jyAM saMga che tyAM duHkha che. kadAca tamane sukhane anubhava thato haze paNa te sukha biMdu jeTaluM ne duHkha siMdhu jeTaluM che. viSayAsakta AtmAone viSaya sukhamAM AnaMda Ave che paNa te sukha alpa 'heya che ne tenI pAchaLa duHkha ghaNe kALa bhegavavuM paDe che. tene khyAla Ave che kharo? manuSya ahIMthI zubha karmo karIne devalokamAM jAya che tyAM ene devatAI vimAna, devatAI vaibhava, ane apasarAo maLe che. enA sukhane pAra nathI hotuM. A vaibhavazALI deva IrSyA ane lobhathI saLagate hoya che ane jyAre tenuM AyuSya pUruM thavAne che mahinA bAkI rahe che tyAre devanA gaLAmAM rahelI phUlanI mALA karamAya che. tyAre e, deva samaje che ke mAre ahIMthI javAnuM che. te samaye avadhijJAnane upayoga mUkIne jue

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zAradA darzana che ke huM ahIMthI marane kAM jaIza? devatAI sukhe cheDIne je manuSyagatimAM ane hInakuLamAM javAnuM dekhe to devane ghaNuM duHkha thAya che. arere...AvA vaibhava vilAsa choDIne durgadhathI bharelA audArika zarIramAM javuM paDaze? ane AvA vaibhava, AvI rUpALI devIe ane divya ratna A badhuM ahIM ja rahI jaze ? A badhuM choDIne mAre javAnuM? A vicAra karIne aphasosa kare che, jhUre che. jema pANImAMthI kADhelI mAchalI garama retImAM taraphaDe che tema e deva taraphaDe che. mithyAtvI deve pitAnuM sukha cAlyuM jAya te mATe taraphaDe che. jyAre samakitI deve AyuSyanA cha mahinA bAkI rahe tyAre avadhijJAna dvArA jue che ke huM kayAM jaIza? je tene janma jainakuLamAM thavAne hoya, dharmArAdhanAne vega maLavAne hoya te tene apUrva AnaMda thAya che ke ahe! have huM aviratinA baMdhana teDI saMyama laIne ugra sAdhanA karI AtmalyANa karIza. ahIM game teTaluM sukha hovA chatAM karmanI nirA karavAnuM sAdhana vrata-niyama, tapa vigere karavAnuM nathI ane manuSyagatimAM che tethI tene AnaMda thAya che. ene saheja paNa duHkha ke purA thatuM nathI, ane mithyAtvI devane jhUrApAne pAra nathI. TUMkamAM ApaNe e vAta samajavAnI che ke saMga che tyAM bhaMga thavAne, ane saMganA sukha karatAM bhaMganuM duHkha vadhu asahya lAge che. mATe jJAnI kahe che ke saMga e duHkhanuM mULa che. mAtra satsaMga e mokSa meLavavAmAM sahAyaka che. satsaMga kahe ke kalyANamitrane coga kahe baMne eka ja cIja che. devAnupriyo ! ATalA mATe jJAnI puruSe kahe che ke saMga che tyAM saMtApa che. saMga tUTayA pachI duHkha thAya te vAta te alaga che paNa saMga hoya tyAre paNa e saMga ne tUTe tenI ciMtA paNa keTale saMtApa karAve che ? jenI sAthe saMga thaye tenAM mana sAcavavAmAM paNa keTaluM kaSTa sahana karavuM paDe che! saMga che tyAM ja A badhI ciMtA che ne? ATalA mATe jJAnI puruSe kahe che ke saMganA dardInuM auSadha satsaMga che. ahIM koI ema kahe ke tame kahe che ke satsaMga kare...satsaMga kare. te satsaMga e paNa eka prakArano saMga ja che ne? "hA". paNa saMsAranAM saMgamAM ne satsaMgamAM ghaNe pharaka che. saMsArane saMga ajIrNa peTanA kacarA je tyAre satsaMga e piTana kacarAne sApha karanAra davAnI paDIkI jevuM che. ATalA mATe kahIe chIe ke saMsArane saMga cheDe ane kalyANa mitrano saMga kare. tamAre kuTuMba parivAra tamArA AtmAnI ciMtA nathI karato tethI temane saMga cheDI de eTale ke temane dhakako mArIne kADhI mUkavA tema nathI paNa temanAmAM Asakata na bane. tamArAthI chUTe te saMsArane saMga che. e na chUTe te kalyANa mitrane saMga kare. saMsAra sukhanA saMgI sagAvahAlA badhA kAyAne sAruM sAruM khavaDAvI, pIvaDAvI meDamAM mAna rAkhe che tethI zuM AtmAnuM kalyANa thavAnuM che? "nA". ulaTuM AtmAne karmanuM baMdhana thavAnuM che. kAraNa ke emAM AtmAnA puya mUDIne nAza ane pApanI silakanI vRddhi thAya che. tenuM pariNAma zuM Avaze?

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sArA darzana tene vicAra karo. tyAre kalyANa mitra manuSyane ekaluM puNya khAI jatAM aTakAve che ne navuM puNya upArjana karavAnI kAryavAhImAM joDe che. viSa, kaSA, pApanuM ciMtana tathA pApanA kAryo vigere azubha pravRttimAM jatAM AtmAne aTakAvI tapa, tyAga vigere dharmanI pravRttiomAM joDAvAnI preraNA Ape che. bhartuharie nItizatakamAM kahyuM che ke sAco mitra kene kahevAya? " pApAnnivArayati yojate hitAya, guhyaM nigRhati guNAn pragaTI karoti / ApadgataM ca na jahAti dadAtikAle, sanmitra lakSaNamidaM pravadanti sNtH||" sAce sanmitra manuSyane pApathI aTakAve che. hitanA kAryamAM joDe che, guhya vAtane gupta rAkhe che, guNene pragaTa kare che, ApattikALamAM sAthe cheDo nathI paNa samaye sahAya kare che. saMta purUSoe sAcA ane sArA mitranA A lakSaNe batAvyAM che. A mitra sAro mitra che. bAkI te sukhamAM sneha rAkhanArA ne sukhamAM khabara lenArA mitro svAthI mitra che, ane duHkhamAM khabara lenAro mitra e sAco mitra che. ahIM mane eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. daSTAMta te sAMbhaLyuM haze paNa temAM ghaNuM bhAvabharyA che. A jagatamAM traNa prakAranA mitra hoya che. eka nitya mitra, bIje parvamitra ane trIje juhAramitra. Ane ApaNI sAdI ne cAlu bhASAmAM kahIe te roja maLavA AvanAra mitra, bIje tahevAranA divase maLavA AvanAra mitra ane trIjo keIka divasa maLanAra mitra. temAM pahelA prakArane mitra to roja tamArI pAse AvIne besaze ane pUchaze. kema phalANA bhAI! rasikabhAI! tabiyata pANI te sArA che ne! vahepAra dhaMdhA kema cAle che.? dIkarA dIkarIo kema che? Ama mIThuM belIne khabara pUchaze. pachI alakamalakanI vAto karaze ke phalANAe Ama karyuM, phalANa tamAruM kharAba bolatAM hatAM paNa meM te tamAruM uparANuM laIne tene khakhaDAvI nAMkhyo eTale belate baMdha thaI gaye. Ama mIThuM mIThuM bele eTale tamane vahAluM lAge ne? pachI te ene cA-pANI nAste karAve, mAnapAna Ape ane tamane tenA pratye evI lAgaNI thaze ke Ane mArA pratye keTalI badhI lAgaNI che! vaLI pAcho e mitra tamane kahe ke bhAI! tamAre mAruM kAma hoya te khuzIthI vinA sake kaheje. mane pArake na samajaze. tame mArA che ne huM tamAro chuM. aDadhI rAtre paNa tamAruM kAma karIza. AvI AzA ane vizvAsa ApanAra nitya mitra che. bIje parvamitra vAra tahevAre Avaze, cA-pANI pIze, khabara pUchaze ne kaheze ke kAmakAja heya te khuzIthI kaheje, ane trIje juhAra mitra te kaI vakhata rastAmAM bheTI jAya te be hAtha joDIne juhAra karaze e mIThI mIThI vAta nahi kare paNa nirmaLa prema batAvaze. have kevA mitra kevA hoya che te vAta A daSTAMtathI jANI zakAze. zA -4

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zAradA darzana mitranI parIkSA karavAne vicAra karate pradhAna" :- eka rAjAne tyAM eka paradezI ne maMtrI AvyuM. rAjAnuM badhuM taMtra maMtrI saMbhALe te budidhazALI hate. A sauthI mukhya maMtrI hatA. AvA moTA maMtrInA mAna ghaNuM heya ne? ane maMtrI sAthe mitratA bAMdhavA sau Icche che. tame paNa vaDApradhAna sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhavA Icche ne ? je vaDApradhAna sAthe lAgavaga hoya te ApaNane avasare kAma lAge. tema A pradhAnamaMtrI bahu sAro vahIvaTa calAve che. eTale temane mitre paNa ghaNuM vadhI gayA. keTalAka mitra roja temane ghera AvIne besavA lAgyA ne mIThI mIThI vAta karIne mAkhaNIyA mAkhaNa lagADatA ne kahetA pradhAnajI ! amAre lAyaka kaMI kAmakAja hoya to amane vinA saMke kaheje. ame aDadhI rAtre kAma karIzuM. ema kahetAM ne khAIpIne jalasA karatA. tyAre ghaNAM mitre tahevArane divase maLavA AvatAM ne cA pANI pIne kahI jatAM ke kAma hoya te kaheje. ane trIjA keI kaI mitra rastAmAM maLe ne be hAtha joDI mukhaDuM malakAvI cAlyA jAya che. tyAre pradhAnane vicAra thaye ke mAre te mitre ghaNAM vadhI gayA che paNa sAce mitra keNu che te zodhI rAkhuM. kAraNa ke A te rAjavahIvaTa kahevAya. pApane udaya thAya tyAre rAjavahIvaTamAM ghaNI khaTapaTe ubhI thAya ne jAna jokhamamAM mUkAI jAya. ane A mArA mitre mane kahI jAya che ke "kAma hoya te kaheje, aDadhI rAtre mAthuM devA taiyAra chIe. te sAco mitra keNa gaNave! mAre tenI parIkSA karIne nakkI karI levuM joIe. ke te avasara Ave mArI paDakhe ubhuM rahe. pradhAne mitranI parIkSA karavA mATe eka kImiye racyuM. eNe rAjAnA kuMvarane pitAne ghera jamavA AvavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApyuM. khUba premathI rAjakumArane jamADe. jamaNamAM evuM ghena ApI dIdhuM ke theDI vAramAM uMgha AvI jAya, kuMvarane jamADIne pradhAne bheMyarAmAM sUvADI dIdhe. ene barAbara ghena caDhayuM eTale pradhAne bheMyarAne tALuM vAsI dIdhuM. pachI raMga lagAvIne eka lAlacaLa keLuM rezamI kapaDuM vIMTALIne hAthamAM lIdhuM ne nekarane kahyuM ke Aje mArAthI eka meTuM pApa thayuM che. meM rAjakumAranuM gaLuM kApI nAMkhyuM che te laIne gAma bahAra jAuM chuM. ema kahIne pradhAna te cAlyA gaye, paNa nekaranuM peTa keTaluM! halakA mANasanuM peTa chIcharuM heya che. enA paTamAM vAta TakatI nathI. A nekare vicAra karyo ke rAjA A vAta jANaze tyAre pahelAM huM ja pakaDAI jaIza. kAraNa ke pradhAnane kara chuM. eTale mane vahele pUchaze. e pUche ne huM pakaDAI jAuM tenA karatAM huM rAjAne vadhAmaNI na ApuM? A vicAra karIne nekara rAjAnI pAse bAvare bAvaro banIne gaye ne kahyuM zuM vAta karuM mahArAjA ! kahetAM mArI jIbha upaDatI nathI. ema kahetAM AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. rAjAe pUchayuM-che bhAI? tyAre nekare kahyuM-sAheba! pradhAnajIe ApanA kaMvaranuM khUna karyuM che. meM mArI najare emanuM DekuM laIne pradhAnajIne jatAM joyA che.

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zArA darzana anekare rAjAne karelI vAta" :- baMdhuo ! kaI paNa vAtanI jAherAta karavI hoya te AvA halakA mANasanA maDha karavI. eka bAjue kahe ke huM ke Ine nahi kahuM ne bIjI bAju je maLe tene kahetAM jAya eTale vAtanI jAherAta thatA vAra nahi. pradhAne jANIne nekaranA maDha kahyuM. eTale e te bIjA trIjAne nahi kahetAM sIdhe rAjA pAse pahoMcI gaye. kuMvaranA khUnanI vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjAne prAsko paDayo. tarata kuMvaranI tapAsa karAvI te kuMvarane kayAMya pa na paDe. pradhAnajI paNa nathI eTale rAjAne vahema paDe ke cokkasa pradhAna mArA kuMvaranuM khUna karIne bhAgI gayA che. tenI tapAsa karavA mATe rAjAe sipAIone cAre tarapha mokalI dIdhA. bIjI tarapha pradhAnajI pitAnA gherathI nIkaLIne nitya mitrane ghera gayA. mitre dUrathI pradhAnajIne pitAne ghera AvatAM joyAM. hAthamAM rUmAlathI DhAMkeluM lAla lAla joyuM. A mitra pAke vaNuka hatA. e samajI gayA ke A mATe pradhAna mAre ghera Ave nahi ane hAMphaLAphAMphaLa Ave che te nakakI dALamAM kaMIka kALuM che. pradhAna AvIne kahe che mitra! eka khAsa kAme AvyuM chuM. mitre pUchyuM pradhAnajI! Apane evuM zuM kAma paDayuM ke mane Apane ghera belavavAne badale Apane mAre ghera AvavuM paDyuM? pradhAne mitrane khAnagImAM kahyuM. rAjAnA kuMvaranuM mArA hAthe khUna thaI gayuM che. hamaNAM rAjAnA mANaso mane zodhavA mATe Avaze tuM mane tArA gharamAM kyAMka saMtADI de te huM bacI zakuM. mitra pAse pradhAnanI mAMgaNu" :- bele, have mitra saMtADe khare? dhaDAka daIne kahI dIdhuM ke tame rAjAne mATe gunho karyo che. AvA rAjahIne huM saMtADuM te mAruM te AvI ja bane ne! jaladI cAlyA jAo ahIMthI pradhAnajIe kahyuMare! roja tuM mane kahete hato ne ke kaMIkAma hoya te kahejo aDadhI rAtre karI daIza. tyAre mitre kahyuM ke meM AvA khUnanA kAmamAM sahAya karavAnuM kahyuM hatuM? AvA rAjadrohInuM piSaNa karavA mATe kahyuM hatuM? cAlyA jAo ahIMthI. nahitara pilIsane belAvI lAvuM chuM. pradhAne kahyuM-eka glAsa pANI te pIvaDAva! te kahe che pANI nahi maLe, cAlyA jAo. juo, A mitratA kevI? roja khAI jate hato ne mIThuM mIThuM bolate hate. paNa dukha vakhate sage thaye? nA. AvA mIThAbolA svArthI mitrethI sAvadhAna raheje. pradhAne nitya mitrane pArakhI lIdhe ne AgaLa cA ne A parvamitrane ghera. parva mitre pUchyuM-pradhAnajI kema Apane mAre ghera AvavAnuM thayuM ? pradhAne kahyuM -bhAI! mArA hAthe rAjakumAranuM khUna thayuM che, mane bacAva. mitre kahyuM tame AvA sArA mANasa thaIne AvuM kAma kema karyuM? bhAI! kahevAya tema nathI. mAruM magaja jarA uzkerAI gayuM ne mane khUba krodha caDhaye eTale meM kuMvaranA gaLA upara charI pheravI dIdhI. parva mitre kahyuM-pradhAnajI! mArA upara Apane mahAna upakAra che. huM ApanI jeTalI sevA kare teTalI ochI che paNa vAta evI che ke mAre nAnA bALake che ne mAruM ghara

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50 kANuM che eTale huM Apane saMtADI dauM paNa mArA gharamAM vAta chAnI rahI zake tema nathI. sipAIo AvIne tapAsa karaze te tame pakaDAI jaze ne bhege huM paNa daMDAI jaIza. juo, parva mitra paNa keTale cAlAka che! saheja paNa Akare utAvaLa na tha. pradhAnane kharAba na lAge te eka paNa zabda na bolyA, paNa pite pradhAnane AzvAsana ApatuM hoya tema kahe che pachI Apane jarUra haze te madada karavA AvIza paNa hamaNAM tame ravAnA thaI jAo. ema kahIne pradhAnane kADhI mUke. samajANuM? pahelAM mitra karatAM bIje mitra ThIka hatuM ke teNe vAta te sAMbhaLI. AzvAsana ApyuM paNa gharamAM saMtADa nahi. duniyAmAM meDhe mIThA ane aMdarathI haLAhaLa viSa bharelAM mANasa hoya che ne ! A mitra e hate. mANasane pArakhatAM AvaDavuM joIe. pradhAne parvAmitrane paNa pArakhI lIdhe. pachI cAlyA juhAra mitrane ghera. have juhAra mitra ke nIkaLaze te vAta avasare vicArIzuM. ApaNa cAlu adhikAranI vAta vicArIe. kRSNavAsudeva upara deva prasanna thayo. daze dizAomAM divya prakAza phelAye ane divya rUpadhArI deve AkAzamAM ubhA rahIne kRSNa vAsudevane A pramANe kahyuM ke he devAnupriya! tame mAruM smaraNa karyuM che tethI huM upasthita thaye Apa mane AjJA kare ke huM ApanuM zuM kArya karuM? bele, Apane zuM mane ratha che? Apane je IcchA hoya te kahe. huM ApanuM kArya karyuM. kRNavAsudeva AkAzamAM ubhelA devane joIne khUba harSita thayA. ane pauSadha pALyuM. "maMjhuiM cha vathAna chafma ja revAnujiyA ! ra4 kaftha mA che vivighaLA" pauSadha pALIne hAtha jeDIne devane A prakAre kahyuM- he devAnupriya! ApanI kRpAthI mAre eka sahodara laghubhAI thAya tevI mArI IcchA che, baMdhuo ! tamane thaze ke deva lekene dIkarA Ape che paNa ema nathI. deva-devInI jheLImAM dIkarA nathI ke tamane ApI de, paNa AvI rIte keI mANasa devanI ArAdhanA kare ne vacana mAMge tyAre deve avadhijJAna dvArA jue ke AnA kismatamAM putra che? je hoya te kahe ke tamane putra thaze. bAkI devanI zakita nathI ke e tamane saMtAna ApI de. ahIM kRSNavAsudeve nAnA bhAInI mAMgaNI karI tyAre hariNagamelI deve upaga mUkIne joyuM. "tapa i dariNAme re 6 vAsudeva evaM vayAsI-hAhitiNa devANuppiyA / tava devaloe cue sahodare kaNIyase bhAue!" tyArapachI hariNagameSa deve kRSNavAsudevane A pramANe kahyuM he devAnupriya! devakamAMthI eka deva AyuSya pUrNa karIne tamAre nAno bhAI thaIne janma leze. A pramANe deve kahyuM eTale kRSNavAsudeva khuza khuza thaI gayA. ahe! have mArI mAtAnuM lAkha dUra thaze ne mAre nAno bhAI thaze. have AgaLa zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. 1 caritra - "satI damayaMtInI zodhamAM mANasa" - damayaMtIe corane cheDA ne tene dIkSA apAvI. te cAramAMthI sAdhu banI sAdhanA karavA lAgyo. bIjo

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tarapha damayaMtInA pitAjIne harimitra nAmane eka brAhamaNa rAjAne maLI praNAma karIne caMdrayazA rANInI pAse gayo. rANI oLakhI gayA ke A te mArI bahenanA gAmane brAhmaNa che. eTale tene premathI belA ne kahyuM -bhAI! mArI bahena ane banevI - badhA kuzaLa che ne? tyAre brAhmaNe kahyuM -bahena! Ama badhI rIte AnaMda che paNa atyAre teo moTI ciMtAmAM che. bhImarAjA ane puSpadaMtI rANI baMnene zarIra te lAza thaI gayA che. tyAre rANIe AturatAthI pUchyuM ke mArA bahena banevIne mAthe evuM zuM duHkha AvI paDayuM che? bhAI! tuM jaldI kahe. rANInI vAta sAMbhaLIne brAhmaNe kahyuM naLarAjA temanA bhAI kuberanI sAthe jugAra ramyA. rAjya hArI gayA ane naLarAjA ane damayaMtI vanamAM gayA. naLarAjAe damayaMtIne vanamAM ekalI mUkI dIdhI. AvA samAcAra sAMbhaLIne bhImarAjA ane puSpadaMtI mahArANI mUchita banI gayA. temane khUba AghAta lAgyA. temane zItapacAra karIne bhAnamAM lAvyA. pachI bhImarAjAe ghaNAM mANasane naLa-damayaMtInI zodha karavA mokalyA che. temAM mane paNa naLa-damayaMtInI zodha karavA mokale che. huM ghaNAM gAma,nagara, jaMgala badhe pharyo paNa haju sudhI naLarAjA ke damayaMtI kaI mane maLyA nathI. brAhmaNanA mukhethI vAta sAMbhaLIne caMdrayazA rANI khUba raDayA. ahe mArI bahena ane banevI ATalA badhA duHkhamAM che? amane te kAMI khabara nathI. arere...e mArI pavitra bhANeja kayAM haze ? naLarAjAne dhikAra che ke ekalI chokarIne jaMgalamAM mUkI dIdhI. A brAhmaNa rANIne vAta karIne dAnazALAmAM jamavA mATe gaye. tyAM teNe damayaMtIne joI ane khuza khuza thaI gaye, ane damayaMtInA pagamAM paDIne kahyuM, dIkarI! tuM ahIM kayAMthI? tane zodhI zodhIne thAkI gayA tyAre Aje tArA darzana thayAM. brAhmaNa bhejana karIne deDate rANI pAse Avyo ne kahyuM, mahArANuMjenI zodhamAM Avyo chuM te ApanI bhANeja damayaMtI ApanI dAnazALAmAM che. A samAcAra sAMbhaLIne rANI deDatA dAnazALAmAM AvyA ne damayaMtIne bheTI paDayA ne kahyuM, beTA ! huM tArI sagI mAsI thAuM chuM. mAsI te mAtA ja kahevAya ne ! te mane tArI oLakhANa kema na ApI? tArAthI AvuM karAya? tyAre damayaMtIe kahyuM, mAsI bA ! ApanI vAta sAcI che paNa karmonA udaya vakhate oLakhANa ApavI nakAmI che. eka divasa damayaMtInA mAsA-mAsI badhA beThA hatA. te vakhate eka deva AkAzamAMthI utaryo ne damayaMtIne praNAma karyA, ane kahyuM ke he mAtA ! Ape je piMgala nAmanA cirane cheDAvIne dharma samajAvI cAritra apAvyuM hatuM te saMta vicaratA vicaratA tApasapura gayA. tyAM samAdhipUrvaka kALa karIne saudharma devalokamAM deva thayA che te huM chuM. mahAsatI ! je tame mane pratibaMdha pamADA na hatA te huM Aje narakamAM dukha bhagavate heta. A badhuM Apane pratApa che. Ama kahIne sAta kroDa senaiyAnI vRSTi

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zAzA ba karIne deva cAlyA gaye. damayaMtInA satItvane prabhAva joIne rAjA aMjAI gayA ne tenI khUba prazaMsA karI. have damayaMtInI dhamAM AvelA harimitra brAhmaNe damayaMtInA mAsA mAsIne kahyuM ke tame mane damayaMtIne laI javAnI rajA Ape. kAraNa ke tenA mA-bApa te tenA vigathI gurI gurIne aDadhA thaI gayA che. pANI vinAnI mAchalInI jema taraphaDe che. A pramANe kahyuM eTale rAjA rANIe javAnI AjJA ApI, ane sAta koDa soniyA damayaMtIne ApyAM. damayaMtI kahe ke mAre jarUra nathI. rAjA rANIe ghaNuM samajAvyuM paNa nA lIdhA. chevaTe dAnamAM vAparI nAMkhaje tema kahyuM. damayaMtInA sthAne tame heta te zuM karata? (hasAhasa) damayaMtIne suMdara rathamAM besADIne rakSaNa mATe meTI senA ApI kaMDinapuramAM bhImarAjAne tyAM mekalI. bhImarAjAne samAcAra maLyA ke ApanI vahAlI putrI damayaMtI AvI gaI che. eTale rAjA tenI sAme gayAM. damayaMtI paNa pitAnA pitAjIne AvatA joIne rathamAMthI nIce utarI pitAjInA caraNamAM paDI gaI ne mAtA-pitAne bheTI paDI. ekabIjAnI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayAM. mAtA-pitAe naLarAjAnA samAcAra pUchayA tyAre damayaMtIe mAtA-pitAne saghaLI hakIkata kahI saMbhaLAvI. tyAre bhImarAjAe kahyuM, beTA ! have tuM ciMtA nA karIza. ahIMyA zAMtithI rahe ne dharmadhyAna kara. meM naLarAjAne ane tane zodhavA mATe ghaNAM mANaso mokalyA che. temAM tuM maLI gaI. have naLarAjAnI tapAsa karAvuM chuM. damayaMtInI zodha karIne AvelA brAhmaNane rAjAe khuzAlImAM (500) pAMcaso gAma bheTa ApyA. sAthe ema paNa jAherAta karAvI ke je koI manuSya naLarAjAne zodhI lAvaze tene mAruM aDadhuM rAjya bheTa ApIza. - have rAjya levuM ke na game? naLarAjAnI zodha cAre bAju thaI rahI che. eka vakhata susumArapurathI dadhipaNe rAjAne dUta kuMDina pura AvyA. kuMDinapuramAM core ne cauTe naLarAjAnI vAta thatI hatI. eNe bhImarAjAne vAtavAtamAM kahyuM ke amArA rAjA pAse eka mANasa AvyuM che ne te ema kahe che ke huM naLarAjAne mAnIte rasoI chuM. mane naLarAjAe sUrya pAka rasoI banAvatAM zIkhavADI che. amArA dadhipaNu rAjAne sUrya pAka banAvIne jamADayA paNa kharA. amArA rAjAnA te khUba mAnItA banI gayA che. damayaMtIe A vAta sAMbhaLIne pitAjIne kahyuM ke naLarAjA sivAya sUryapAka banAvavAnuM keI jANatuM nathI. mATe mane lAge che ke teo tyAM levA joIe. have bhImarAjA naLarAjAnI tapAsa karavA susumArapura kene mekalaze te avasare.

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kayAkhyAna naM 64 bhAdaravA suda 1ne maMgaLavAra tA. 13-9-77 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI bhagavate pharamAve che ke bhavya jI! A jagatamAM janma, jarA ane maraNathI pIDAtAM evA jIvone dharma sivAya bIjuM kaI zaraNa nathI. sakaLa sukhane dAtAra, sakaLa duHkhene vinAzaka, azaraNane zaraNa ane nirAdhArane AdhAra e dharma che. anAdikALathI Adhi vyAdhi ane upAdhithI saMtapta banelA che mATe visAmAne vizALa vaDalo hoya te te dharma che. A jinakathita dharma mahAna pudaye jIvane maLe che. te tame AvA dharmanuM zaraNuM aMgIkAra karIne dharma upara zradhdhA kare, dharmanI zradhdhA karavAthI jIvane mahAna lAbha thAya che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 24mA adhyayanamAM gautamasvAmIe bhagavaMtane prazna pUcha ke dharmAraNyA i matte je niyA? he bhagavaMta? dharmanI zradhdhA karavAthI jIvane zuM lAbha thAya che? bhagavaMta kahe che ke he gautama! "ghamadaMApa rAcavaveku ranamAje vira ! mAra caNNa cayai, aNagArie Na jIve sArIra mANasANa dukkhANa cheyaNa bheyaNa saMjogA INa che ? athavAdaM ra mudde nivyo " dharmazradhdhAthI jIvazAtA -sukha arthAt zAtAMvedanIya karma janya vaiSayika sukhonI AsaktithI virakta thAya che. agAradharma--gRhastha dharma choDIne te aNagAra banI chedana bhedana Adi zArIrika temaja saMgAdi mAnasika duone viracheda kare che ane AvyAbAdha sukha prApta kare che. dharma zradadhA karavAthI jIvane A mahAna lAbha thAya che. baMdhuo ! dharma zuM cIja che? te jANe che? dharma e ke dhana ApIne kharIda karavAnI ke ekAda be kalAka sAMbhaLIne laI levAnI kaI bajAru cIja nathI, paNa dharma jIvanamAM parivartana karavAnI cIja che. dharma e samajaNapUrvaka karavAnI cIja che. manuSya jyAre samajaNapUrvakane dharma kare che tyAre tene bhautika padArtho pratye Asakita rahetI nathI. vidhya sukha pratyene moha rahetuM nathI, ane te jIva nAnI nAnI cIjomAMthI paNa tava zeAdhe che. kumArapALa mahArAjA jyAre dharma pAmyA na hatAM tyAre game tema karatAM paNa jyAre teo dharma pAmyA, dharmamAM temanI zradhdhA daDha thaI tyAra pachI teo dareka kAryamAM tattva jatAM hatA. e jamAnAmAM rivAja hatuM ke je aputriyA marI jAya tenuM dhana rAjA laI le. e kumArapALa rAjAnA nagaramAM kubera nAmanA zrImaMta zeTha vasatA hatA. e kuberazeTha vahANa laIne paradeza kamAvA gayA hatA. eka vakhata nagaramAM vAta bahAra paDI ke kubera zeThanA vahANa dariyAmAM DUbI gayA ne zeTha marI gayA. zeThane putra na hatuM. eTale kumArapALa rAjAne mahAjane vinaMti karIke kuberazeTha mRtyu pAmyAnA samAcAra AvyA che te

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512 zAradA darzana rAjyanA baMdhAraNa mujaba temanuM karoDonuM dhana Apa kabaje karo. A vakhate kumArapALa rAjAnA aMtaramAM dharmane dipaka pragaTele hate. eTale kahI dIdhuM ke mAre evuM dhana nathI joItuM. A tarapha kuberazeThanA maraNanA samAcAra AvavAthI emanI mAtA ane patnI chAtI phATa rUdana karavA lAgyAM. arere kareDanI saMpatti mUkIne cAlyA gayA. e gayA ne have rAjA amAruM dhana paNa laI jaze. mahAjane rAjAne dhana kabaje karavA mATe khUba Agraha karyo. tyAre rAjA kahe che bhale, huM tyAM jAuM chuM paNa dhana levA mATe nahi paraMtu enI mAtA ane patnIne AzvAsana ApavA mATe. mahAjana kahe che bhale, e rIte paNa tyAM cAle. sahunA manamAM ema hatuM ke bhale, rAjA dhana levAnI nA pADe paNa kuberazeThanuM dhana jeze eTale levAnuM mana thaI jaze. kumArapALa rAjA kuberazeThanA baMgalAnI najIka pahoMcyA. eTale amaladAre kahe che sAheba! dekhe. pelI dhajAo pharake che te kuberazeThane baMgale che. tyAre rAjA kahe che ke jue e pharakatI dhva jAo ema kahe che ke che dhana levA mATe tame mathI rahyA che te TakavAnuM nathI. eTale te ApaNane levAnI nA kahI rahI che. AgaLa cAlatAM zeThanA AMgaNAmAM paga mUke tyAM madajharatA hAthIe jhUlatAM hatAM. te batAvatAM kahe che ke juo, A kuberazeThanA hAthIo che. tyAre rAjA kahe che jue, e hAthIonA kAna kevA caMcaLa che ! ane tenI sUMDha kevI DelI rahI che ! e kAna ane suMDha ApaNane kahe che ke A vaibhave badhA caMcaLa che ane te tamArI mAlikInA nathI, mahela batAvatAM kahe che ke A mahele eka divasa nAza thavAnA che tema ApaNuM jIvana paNa eka divasa phanA thavAnuM che. bagIcAmAM khIlelAM pRpe ema kahe che ke je khIle che te karamAya che tema jeno udaya che tene eka divasa jarUra asta thavAne che. kumArapALa rAjAnI viveka daSTi ane tattva samaja jeIne sAthe AvanArA badhAM zAMta ane svastha banI gayA. dhanya che mahArAjAnI tattvabharI samajaNa ane viveka daSTine ApaNe te AvA sukha joIne aMjAI jaIe chIe. emanI viveka daSTine prakAza sAthe AvelAonA aMtaramAM paDaye ne jAgI gayA. emane dhana pratyene meha utarI gaye. jIvanamathI unmAda vihvaLatA dUra thaI ane apUrva zAMti ane svasthatAne anubhava karavA lAgyA. kumArapALa mahArAjAe mahelamAM jaIne kalpAMta karatI kuberazeThanI mAtA ane panIne AzvAsana ApatAM kahyuM ke tame rUdana na kare, zoka na karo. mRtyu te sau keIne eka divasa AvavAnuM che ne saune eka divasa badhuM cheDIne javAnuM che. bAkI A badhI milkata tamArI raheze. mAre apuniyAnuM dhana levuM nahi tevI pratijJA che. eTale mane emAMthI eka pAI paNa khapatI nathI. jyAM karoDanI saMpatti laI jaze e Dara hatuM tenA badale AvuM mIThuM AzvAsana maLe te kevI zAMti thAya? kuberazeThanI patnI ane mAtA kumArapALa rAjAnA AzvAsananAM zabda sAMbhaLIne svastha ane zAMta

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zAradA darzana 513 thayA. sAthe AveluM mahAjana ane amaladAro Azcaryacakti thaI gayA. ahA ! mahArAjAe karoDanI Avaka jatI karI! dhanya che rAjAnI nispRha bhAvanAne! dhanya che. temanI udAratAne! ane dhanya che temanI dayAne. sau rAjAne aMtaranA AzIrvAda Ape che ke mahArAjA! tame dIrdhAyuSa bane. - kumArapALa rAjAmAM AvI tattvadaSTi hatI te AzIrvAda meLavyA, paNa dhananI tRNa hota te hAya meLavata. rAjA kuberazeThanI mAtA ane patnIne AzvAsana ApI ane AzIrvAda meLavIne cAlyA gayA. thaDA divasa pachI kuberazeTha paradezathI jIvatAM AvyA ne temanAM vahANa paNa maLI gayA hatA. zeThanA AvavAthI emanI mAtA ane patnIne te khUba AnaMda thayo. AkhA nagaramAM zeThanA jIvatA AvavAnA samAcAra maLI gayA. je rAjAe vivekane dIpaka bUjhavIne badhuM dhana kabaje karyuM hota te zeTha vicAra karata? kuberazeThanI mAtA ane patnIe rAjAnI . badhI vAta karI eTale zeTha khuza thaIne lAkha rUpiyA laIne rAjAne bheTazuM karavA gayA, tyAre rAjAe temane khUba prasannatAthI vadhAvI lIdhA. jIvanamAM pratyeka kArya karatAM je tattvadaSTi rAkhavAmAM Ave te sukha, zAMti ane zAbAzI maLe che. AvI tattvadakiTa dharma pratye zradhdhA karavAthI maLe che. ApaNa cAlu adhikAramAM hariNagamelI deve avadhijJAnamAM joI ne kahyuM ke he kRSNa vAsudeva! devalokamAMthI eka deva AyuSya pUrNa karIne tamArA nAnAbhAI tarIke janma leze. tamAre nAnAbhAI thaze paNa eka vAta tamane kahI dauM. sAMbhaLo. ___" se Na umukka bAla bhAve jAdha jovaNagamaNa patte arahao arihanemissa atiya pure nAva gagat " e tamAre nAnobhAI bAlyAvasthA cheDIne yuvAnInA pagathIye paga mUkaze tyAre te arihaMta evA nemanAtha bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne vairAgya pAmaze ane dIkSA leze. A pramANe eka vakhata kahyuM. tyArapachI "duM vAsudeva doccaMpi taccapi evaM vayai, vaittA jAmeva disa pAubbhue tAmeva disa pddige|" te hariNagamelI deve kRSNa vAsudevane bIjI vakhata kahyuM ke he devAnupriya! tamAre bhAI moTe thatAM dIkSA leze, ane trIjI vakhata paNa e pramANe kahyuM ane deva je dizAmAMthI Avyo hato te dizA tarapha pAche cAlyA gaye. tamAre tamArA dIkarA, dIkarI ke patnIne keI kAma mATe khAsa bhalAmaNa karavI hoya te tame khUba bhArapUrvaka kahe che ne ke je, hoM khyAla rAkhaje. Ama banaze. eka vakhata na samaje te bIjI vakhata ane trIjI vakhata kahe che ne e rIte kRSNa vAsudevane khUba bhArapUrvaka deve traNa traNa vakhata kahyuM. ahIM deve bhaviSyavANI saMbhaLAvI dIdhI. jema utta.sUtranA 14mA adhyayanamAM cha jIvane adhikAra che. temAM jazA bhAryAne deve kahyuM hatuM ke tane be putra jele janmaze za,-65 , ,

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pa14 zAradA darzana paNa bALapaNamAM dIkSA leze, tyAre mAtAe vicAra karyo ke dIkaro te mane thaze. pachI dIkSAnI vAta che ne. hAla te huM A vacana vadhAvI lauM. tema kRSNae paNa e vAtane vadhAvI lIdhI ke mArI mAtAnI hoMza te pUrI thaze. pachI haLukamI AtmAthI jIva haze te koIne roka kAvAne nathI, tema samajI kRSNajI devanA vacanathI khuzI thayA. temane atyaMta harSa thaze. pite saMyamanA premI hatAM eTale manamAM AnaMda thaye ke bhale, mAre bhAI dIkSA le paNa mArI mAtAnA keDa te pUrA thaze ne? mANasa kaI paNa kArya karavA jAya, temAM je tene saphaLatA maLe te AnaMda thAya. pagamAM jema Ave che. kRSNavAsudevane pitAnA kAryanI sidhi thaI che eTale khUba AnaMda thayo. "tae Na se kaNhe vAsudeve posahasAlAo paDinikakhamai, paDinikakhamittA jeNeva devaIdevI teva3yAna, vAchitta vAparIpa thaI jA" tyAra pachI te kRSNavAsudeva pauSadhazALAmAMthI nIkaLIne devakI devInI pAse AvyA. AvIne mAtAnA caraNamAM vaMdana karyA. e jamAne ke hane? ke AvA traNa khaMDanA adhipati hovA chatAM mAtApitAne vaMdana karatAM hatAM ne temanI caraNaraja mAthe caDhAvatAM hatAM. Aje te vinayane vanavAsa mokalI dIdhuM che. AjanA dIkarA dIkarIone mA-bApane page lAgatAM zarama Ave che. mane te vicAra Ave che ke jIvane mAtApitAne page lAgatAM zarama Ave che paNa karmodayathI mAtAnA garbhamAM rahetA zarama na AvI? (hasAhasa) kRSNavAsudeva hasatAM hasatAM mAtA pAse AvyAM ne page lAgyA. caraNaraja mAthe caDhAvI. devakImAtA kRSNanuM mukha joIne samajI gayA ke mAre kRSNa kAryanI sididha karIne AvyuM che. devAnupriye ! jene dharma pratyenI zradhdhA hoya che tene tenA kAryamAM avazya saphaLatA maLe che. dharma e sAce mitra che. tamArA mitra tamane duHkhamAM dago deze paNa dharma te sukhamAM ne duHkhamAM sAthe rahe che. ApaNe gaI kAle traNa mitronI vAta karI hatI. pradhAne traNa mitranI parIkSA karavAne vicAra karyo. temAM be mitranI parIkSA thaI gaI. have pradhAna trIjA juhAra mitrane ghera Avyo. juhAra mitre pradhAnane khUba Adara satkAra karyo ane be hAtha joDIne pUchyuM-pradhAna! A mitrane kema yAda karyo? mArA yogya kaI kAmakAja pharamAve. tyAre pradhAne saMkoca pAmatAM kahyuM -bhAI! zI vAta karuM? mArA hAthe rAjakumAranuM khUna thaI gayuM che. te mane tArA gharamAM saMtADa. mane bacAva. juhAra mitre kahyuM tame AvuM kare te mArA mAnavAmAM AvatuM nathI, ne kadAca thaI gayuM hoya te kaMIka kAraNa haze. mANasa mAtra bhUlane pAtra. cAle, mArA gharamAM eka gupta bheMyaruM che. temAM Apane saMtADI daIza. keIne khabara nahi paDe. AnI udAratA joIne pradhAnane saMtoSa thaye. ahe! mane sAco mitra maLe te kharo, paNa haju tenA khamIranI pArakha karavA pradhAne kahyuM-bhAI! tuM mane Azraya Ape che paNa AnA pariNAmane vicAra karyo ? A te rAjAne kumAra che. kumAranA khUnIne pakaDI lAvavA rAjAne Dhasaro pITAze,

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zAradA darzana juhAramitre kahyuM-pradhAnajI! Apa tenI ciMtA na kara. mArA dehamAM prANuM che tyAM sudhI Apane vALa vAMko thavA nahi dauM. tame kayAM che tenI rAjAne gaMdha AvavA nahi dauM. Apa zAMtithI raheje. pradhAne jANyuM ke A sAco mitra che. ANe mane sAcuM AzvAsana ApyuM. ahIM mArI pUrI salAmatI raheze. bIjI tarapha nagaramAM dhamAla macI che, cAre tarapha eka ja vAta cAle che ke pradhAna rAjAnA kuMvaranuM khUna karIne bhAgI gayA che. e pradhAna kayAM gaye ? kayAM gayo? pradhAnanI tapAsa mATe rAjAnA sipAIo cAre tarapha tapAsa karavA phare che. mitra khAnagImAM jaIne pradhAnane khabara Ape che ke nagaramAM jora zorathI dhamAla cAle che paNa tame bephikara raheje. keIne gaMdha nahi Ave. rAjAnA sipAIo ane keTavALo krodhathI dhamadhamI uThayAM che ke kayAM gaye pApI khUnI pradhAna? e pakaDAze eTale rAjA ene ane enA sahAyakane zULIe caDhAvaze. AvA zabdo belAya che paNa mitranuM rUMvADuM pharakatuM nathI ke pradhAna pratye arUcI paNa nathI. ulaTa pradhAnane kahe che ke Aje mAruM jIvana dhanya banI gayuM ke ApanI sevAne mane lAbha maLe. rAjAnA sipAIo zodha karatAM karatAM juhAramitrane ghera AvyA ane kahevA lAgyA ke pradhAna tAro mitra che eTale te saMtADa haze. tuM jaladI batAva. tyAre mitra kahe che mAre ne pradhAnane zuM lAgevaLage? meM kadI pradhAnanA pagathIye paga mUkayo nathI ke enA gharanuM pyAluM pANI pIdhu nathI. chatAM tamane vahema hoya te gharamAM jaIne jeIle. A ghara khulluM che. Ama saphAIthI dhaDAkA baMdha javAba ApyA. rAjAnA mANaso tenA gharamAM gayA. khUba tapAsa karI paNa pradhAnane patte lAge nahi ne bheyaruM temanI najare paDayuM nahi. tethI pAchA pharyA. nagaramAM hAhAkAra macI gayo che. rAjA rANI chAtI ane mAthA phUTe che. mitra pradhAnane badhA samAcAra Apate jAya che ne kahe che tame ThaMDA kaleje besajo. pradhAne kahyuM bhAI! have huM jAuM chuM. mitra kahe are, tame A zuM kahe che? tame atyAre jo te sipAIo pakaDI leze ne rAjA mArI nAMkhaze. huM atyAre tamane nahi javA dauM. pradhAne kahyuM bhAI! tuM gabharAIza nahi. have vidhi pUrI thaI che. meM rAjakumArane mArI nAMkhyuM nathI. A tenuM mAthuM nathI paNa A te keLuM che. mitre vismaya pAmIne kahyuM ke A tame zuM kahe che? pradhAne kahyuM, AmAM Azcarya pAmavA jevuM nathI. tuM mArI sAthe cAla. eTale ApoApa vAtanuM rahasya tane samajAI jaze. pradhAna ane juhAra mitra baMne rAjA pAse pahoMcI gayA. ene joIne rAjA dhamadhamI uThayA. tyAre pradhAne kahyuM. mahArAjA! rAjakumAra jIvate che. ene kaI jAtanI AMca AvI nathI. rAjAe krodhamAMne krodhamAM kahyuM-jIvate hoya te mane batAve. pradhAne bheMyarAnI cAvI ApIne mANasa mekalyA. te rAjakumArane laI AvyA, rAjA pUche che pradhAnajI! A badhuM zuM? pradhAne kahyuM ke sAheba! mane mitranI pArakha

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zAradA darzana karavAnuM mana thayuM. eka da sAro mitra hoya te aDadhI rAte kAma Ave, eTale meM A kimi racIne sAcA mitra pArakhI lIdhe. rAjA-rANIne kuMvara maLatAM AnaMda thaye, ane pradhAnane sAcA mitra maLatAM AnaMda thaze. pradhAna ane juhAramitra vacce evI mitratA baMdhAI ke deha judA paNa jaNe AmA eka na hoya! pradhAne mitronI kasoTI karane sAco mitra che paNa have AtmAnA mitra kayAM che ne ke mitra avasare kAma Ave che te vAta avasare vicArIzuM. caritra - "damayaMtI pitAne kahI rahelI hakIkata": bhImarAjAne damayaMtIe kahyuM pitAjI! ApanA jamAIrAja traNa vidyAmAM pravINa che. eka sUryapAka rasoI bIjI azvavidyA ane trIjI gajavidyA. A traNa vidyAe vartamAna kALamAM naLarAjA sivAya bIjA keInI pAse nathI. tethI mane ema lAge che ke teo kaI paNa kAraNe potAnuM rUpa chUpAvIne tyAM rahyAM haze. mATe ApaNe temanI tapAsa karAvIe. bhImarAjAe pitAnA eka vizvAsu brAhmaNane naLarAjAnI tapAsa karavA mATe susumArapura mokalyo. brAhmaNa pharate pharate tyAM AvyuM ane dadhipaNuM rAjAnA raseIyAne je. rasoIyAnuM kubaDuM rUpa joIne brAhmaNane vicAra che ke zuM AvA naLarAjA hoya? kayAM rana ane kayAM kAcane TukaDe ! kayAM devasvarUpa jevA naLarAjA ane kayAM A kubaDe! AvA kubaDAmAM damayaMtIne naLarAjAne bhAsa kema tha haze? kubaDAe AvelA brAhmaNane pUchayuM ke bhAI! tame kayAMthI AvyA che? tyAre teNe kahyuM ke huM kuMDinapurathI Avyo chuM, tyAre kubaDAe pUchayuM. kuMDinapurathI zuM samAcAra lAvyA che? brAhmaNe kubaDAnI samakSa potAnA rAjAnI putrI damayaMtInI khUba prazaMsA karI ane naLarAjAnI niMdA karI. damayaMtInI prazaMsA sAMbhaLI kubaDAne khUba AnaMda thaye. game tema teya saMsArane meha che ne ! ene damayaMtI khUba yAda AvI. eTale AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. have pale brAhmaNa kahe che bhAI huM te mAre gAma jauM chuM. tyAre kubaDAe kahyuM ke tame te amArA mahemAna kahevAo. mAre ghera padhArIne mArA taraphathI kaMIka bheTa svIkAre. A pramANe kahIne kubaDe pitAne ghera laI gaye, tyAre brAhmaNe kahyuM ke meM sAMbhaLyuM che ke tamane sUpAka raI banAvatAM AvaDe che. kubaDAe kahyuM hA. te mane e banAvIne jamADe ne! kubaDAe brAhmaNane sUrya pAka rasoI banAvIne jamADa ne kahyuM ke tame mane pavitra satI damayaMtInI kathA saMbhaLAvI tethI mane khuba AnaMda thayela che. tenA badalAmAM huM tamane eka lAkha senAmahero bheTa ApuM chuM. pachI te dadhipaNuM rAjA pAse laI gayo ne kahyuM ke A mAre mahemAna che. ema kahI tenI khUba prazaMsA karI ane rAjA pAsethI sonAmahora, kiMmatI vastrAbhUSaNe badhuM apAvyuM ne pachI kubaDAe brAhmaNane vidAya ApI. kubaDAe brAhmaNane sUryapaka raseI jamADIne lAkha sonAmahoro ApI. rAjA pAsethI ATaluM kara apAyuM. te sivAya kumAra e A nagaramAM praveza karatAMnI sAthe

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zAradA darzana rAjAnA manmatta hAthIne vaza karyo hate te badhI vAte ane bI leke pAsethI tenI khUba prazaMsA sAMbhaLI hatI paNa game tema toya brAhmaNabhAIne! brAhmaNane lADavA khAvA bahu game che bAkI bIjI khabara na paDe. eNe vicAra na karyo ke bhale, A mANasa dekhAvamAM kubaDe che paNa tenAmAM guNa keTalAM che? e brAhmaNa kuMDinapuramAM Avyo ne damayaMtI tathA bhImarAjAne kubaDAnI vAta karI ane pitAne lAkha sonAmahoro bheTa ApIne rAjA pAsethI paNa ATaluM dravya apAvyuM. sUrya pAka rasoI jamADI, hAthIne teNe vaza karyo hato te badhI vAta vistArathI kahI paNa sAthe kahyuM-he mahArAjA ! e kubaDe najare dekhe game te nathI, A sAMbhaLIne damayaMtIe kahyuM. pitAjI! emAM gupta rahasya che, paNa A badhA guNe naLarAjA sivAya ke InAmAM nathI. mATe Apa kaI paNa upAye temane ahIM teDAve te te game tevA rUpamAM haze to paNa huM temane oLakhI nAMkhIza. naLanI zodha mATe svayaMvaranI banAvaTa" :- damayaMtInI vAta sAMbhaLIne bhImarAjAe kahyuM-beTA ! huM tAro bIjo svayaMvara racuM chuM. tevuM bahAnuM kADhIne huM najIkane divasa nakkI karIne dadhipaNuM rAjAne svayaMvaramAM padhAravAnuM AmaMtraNa mokaluM chuM. eTalA najIkanA samayamAM je dadhipaNuM rAjAne laIne kubaDe Ave te ApaNe paNa samajI laIzuM ke A naLarAjA che. kAraNa ke naLarAjA sivAya keI azvavidyA jANI zako nathI. A pramANe nakkI karIne bhImarAjAe eka hoMziyAra DUtane dadhipaNu rAjA pAse mokalyo. dUta dadhipaNu pAse Avyo. A samaye kubaDe paNa tyAM ja beThA hatA. te samaye dUte dadhipaNuM rAjAne bhImarAjAne saMdeza ApatAM kahyuM ke bhImarAjAe naLarAjAnI khUba tapAsa karAvI paNa temane patte lAgatuM nathI. tethI caitra suda pAMcamanA divase savAramAM damayaMtIne bIje svayaMvara racAze. te Apa jarUra svayaMvaramaMDapamAM padhAraze. Ama kahIne dUta vidAya thaye. damayaMtI mATe naLane pUro vizvAsa" :- damayaMtIne bIje svayaMvara racAya che. A samAcAra sAMbhaLIne kubaDAnA manamAM khUba Azcarya thayuM ke zuM satI damayaMtI pharIne lagna karaze? mane zradhdhA che ke mArI damayaMtI kadI pharIne lagana kare ja nahi. kadAca sUrya pazcimamAM uge, caMdramAMthI aMgArA jhare ne sUryamAMthI zItaLatA varase te paNa mArI damayaMtI zIyaLaAtanuM khaMDana na kare. mane khAtrI che. chatAM kadAca moharAjA baLavAna che ne Ama banI jAya te huM jouM chuM ke mane jIvatAM damayaMtInI sAthe ke lagna karI zake che? zuM jIvatAM siMhanI kezavALI keI kheMcI zake che? jIvatAM maNIdhara nAgane maNa kaI laI zake che? ke mArI damayaMtIne keI paraNI zake! bIjI bAju rAjA vicAramAM paDI gayA che ke damayaMtIne bIje svayaMvara thAya che ane mane AmaMtraNa AvyuM che te huM jAuM, paNa have te mAtra cha prahara bAkI che. kayAM susumArapura ane kayAM kuMDinapura! ATale dUra cha praharamAM kayAMthI pahoMcI zakAya? AvA vicAramAM rAjA udAsa banI gayA.

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518 zAradA darzana kubaDAe kahyuM-hArAjA! tame udAsa kema banI gayAM che? tamAre kuMDinapura jaine damayaMtIne jevI che ne? juo, kevI bhASA vAparI. ema na kahyuM ke svayaMvaramAM jaIne damayaMtIne paraNavuM che ne ? paNa kahyuM ke tamAre damayaMtIne jevI che, te huM tamane tyAM prAtaH kALamAM pahoMcADI daIza. tame jaldI ratha taiyAra karAvI de. rAjAe kahyuM-are kubaDa! tuM cha praharamAM mane kayAMthI pahoMcADIza? kubaDAe kahyuM tame ciMtA nahi kare. kubaDAnA kahevAthI rAjAe ratha taiyAra karAvyuM. rAjA rathamAM beThAM ne kubaDe sArathI banyuM. e ratha haMkAryo ke sUryodaya thatAM pahelAM rAjAne kuMDinapuramAM pahoMcADI dIdhA. eTale dadhipaNuM rAjA khuza thaI gayA. have dadhipaNuM rAjA bhImarAjAne pitAnA AgamananAM samAcAra Apaze ne bIjI bAju damayaMtIne eka zubha svapna AvyuM. te vAta tenA pitAne kaheze ke zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna na 6pa bhAdaravA suda rane budhavAra tA. 14-9-77 jJAnI puruSe kahe che ke anaMta pudaye jIvane jinadharmanI prApti thAya che. jinadharma eTale rAga dveSane jItanAra vItarAga bhagavaMte pitAnA jJAnamAM jaIne batAve muktidAyaka dharma. A dharmanI prApti thavI mahAdurlabha che. jema ke sAmAnya strI te alpa puchayavAnane paNa maLe che, paraMtu satI strI te kaI mahAna puNyavAna purUSane maLe che, tema asarvajJa kathita dharma te sAmAnya puNyavAnane maLe che paNa asAmAnya sarvajJakathita dharma te mahA puNyavAnane ja maLe che. A saMsAramAM jIvane vaibhava vilAsa, suMdara strIo, baMgalA, gADI, meTara, sattA, satkAra, sanmAna, suMdara rUpa, sArA khAnapAna vigere badhuM asaMtI vakhata maLyuM che, anaMtI vakhata bhegavyuM che ne anaMtI vakhata cheDayuM che, paNa zuM nathI maLyuM? te jANe che? "jA be zrama" saMsAra sukhanI uparokata sAmagrI maLavI sulabha che paNa jina dharmanI prApti thavI te durlabha che. eTale jinezvara prarUpita dharma chavane maLe nathI. kadAca ma haze te jinezvara prabhunI AjJAnusAra tenuM pAlana karyuM nathI. jinadharmanI prApti ane tenA pAlana vinA kadI jIva duHkhathI mukta banI zakatuM nathI. zAzvata sukha ane zAzvata padanI prAptine upAya eka mAtra jinadharmanuM aNIzuddha pAlana che. mATe mahAna puNyadaye ApaNane A jinadharma maLe che te pramAdane tyAga karIne vItarAgaprabhunI AjJAnusAra tenuM pAlana evuM karavuM ke janma-maraNanA dukhaDA TaLI jAya.

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zAradA kAna darzana aMdhue ! vadhu zu' kahe', 'jinadhama e ja ApaNu sAcuM ane zAzvata dhana che, ratnaci'tAmaNI, kalpavRkSa, kAmadhenu ke kAmaku'bha je kaI kaheA te dharma che. parama mAtA parama pitA, parama adhava kahe ke parama mitra kahe te te jinadhama che. AvA uttama ne durlabha dharma pAmIne zu karavu joIe ? " medAtrI mitranuM dharma, pUrena vAya ri vajjaejjA / " vidvAna purUSoe AvA jinadhanAM svarUpane samajIne hi'sAdi pApAnA dUrathI tyAga karavA joIe. jema satI strI ane hitastrI kalyANa mitra mahAna puNye maLe che tema A dharma paNa ApaNA kalyANamitra che. ApaNe e divasathI traNa mitranuM dRSTAMta cAle che. temAM pradhAne traNe mitranI parIkSA karI. temAM tene eka sAcA hitastrI mitra marce. teNe ApattinA samaye sAtha ApyA. AtmAne paNa AvA mitranI jarUra che. have e dRSTAMta AtmA sAthe ghaTAvIe. AtmAne paNa traNa mitra che. kAyA e nitya mitra che, kuTu kha e pa mitra che ane dhama e jIhAramitra che. temAM kAyA nitya mitra zuM kAma kare che te jANA che ne ? kAyA ApaNI pAsethI mAlapANI uDAve ane ene snAna karAvavAmAM, zaNagAra sajAvavAmAM telamAlIza karAvavAmAM ApaNAM kiMmatI kalAkAnA kalAka tenI sevAmAM reAkI rAkhe, paNu jyAre AyuSya pUru thatAM kALarAjAnI svArI Ave tyAre kAyAne kahevAmAM Ave ke tuM mane bacAva, te zuM e jIvane khacAve kharI ? are, kALanA sukhamAMthI khacAvavAnI vAta te khAjumAM mUke paNu khIjI vAta karuM. tame ene 35* divasa khavaDAvyuM ane sa'vatsarInA divase kahA ke Aje teA upavAsa karavAne che te e hAMzathI svIkAra karaze kharI ? " nA ". sa'vatsarInA upavAsa karatAM pahelAM keTalAM vicAra kare ke mArAthI kema thaze ? zarIramAM azakti AvI jaze, rAtre uMgha nahi Ave. mATe upavAsa nathI karavA, Aya'khIla karIza, tyAM vicAra kare ke AyaMbIlanu' lUkhu` kema khavAze ? e nahi bhAve, ThIka tyAre ekAsaNu' karIza. tyAM vicAra thAya ke savAra apeAra cA vinA mAthu` caDhaze. vyAkhyAnamAM ne AleAcanAmAM jhakA Avaze. kaMI nahi te savAra khapere cA pI laiza, ane eka vakhata jamIza. (hasAhasa) Ane upavAsa kayAM rahyo ? ATalu' kAyAne ApavA chatAM saMvatsarI pratikramaNa karatAM ene smRti na lAge. kAyA mATe jIva keTaluM kare che ? ziyALe na ADhADuM unALe khAga suMghADuM, mIThAI khUba khavaDAvu. palaMge rAja pADhADu, aMkuzanI jarUra che tyAM lADa laDAvuM chuM, A dehanI pUjAmAM dinarAta vItAvuM chuM. kimatI samaya jIvanane, hu* rAkhamAM mIlAvuM chu....A dehanI... tame ene mATe keTaluM kare che ? chatAM tame eka divasa khAvAnuM na Ape te keTalA thanathanaveDA kare che? A nitya mitrane miSTAnna jamADe teA jamavA taiyAra. e khAvApIvAmAM khabaradAra paNa upavAsa karavAmAM kAyara. ene DanaleApanA gAdalAmAM sUvADe teA taiyAra paNa cAlIsa leAgassanA kAusagga karavAmAM susta, A kAyAnitya mitra duniyAnAM

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zAradA darzana badhA mi.thI caDhI jA te hoMziyAra che. e AtmAnI puNyarUpI puMjIkhAIne khalAsa karIne AtmAne pApanA piMjarAmAM pUrAvI de che. pariNAme AtmA karmathI bhAre banIne durgatimAM paTakAya che. ane tyAM bhayaMkara duHkhe bhegave che. A mitra keTaluM moTuM nukazAna karAve che. A nukazAna AtmA kAyAnA mehamAM phasAIne jANa bUjhIne pitAnI jAte kare che. eno moha kyAM sudhI jIva rAkhe che. A kAyA chelle zvAsa le che tyAre paNa jIva ene meha choDIne, ene bhUlIne sAcA mitrane pakaDato nathI. AtmAnI dazA kevI che? jema ke I purUSa vezyAnA mohamAM paDIne ja tene ghera jAya tyAre vezyA "A ghara ApanuM ja che" ema kahetI jAya ne dhana paDAvatI jAya che, ane jyAre pile khAlI thaI jAya che tyAre tene dhakake mArIne kADhI mUke che. jema pradhAna nitya mitra pAse gayA ane tenI pAse Azraya mAMge tyAre teNe pradhAnane dhamakAvIne kahyuM ke tuM jaladI ahIMthI cAlyA jA, nahitara polIsane bolAvuM chuM. tema A kAyA te enAthI paNa AgaLa vadhIne A jIvane kADhI mUkavA yamarAjAnA havAle kare che. mATe samajo. A kAyA jevA nitya mitranA mehanI mAyAjALamAM phasAI jIve karelA kukarmone karUNa duHkhada aMjAma jIvane lAMbAkALa sudhI bhagave paDe che. tyAM paNa nitya mitra samAna kAyA te maLavAnI che, ene tyAM paNa jIvane rahyo sahya puNyane mAla khAtI jAya ne jIvane pApanA zIzAmAM utAratI jAya che. A che nitya mitra samAna kAyAnA kArastAna, have bIjA parva mitranI vAta karuM sAMbhaLe. - kuTuMba e parva mitra jevuM che. Apatti samaye kuTuMbIjane bhegA thaIne AzvAsana Ape che paNa pAchA sahAya karavA vakhate khasI jAya che. kAyA vIse kalAka jIvanI puNyanI puMjI khAya che tyAre kuTuMbIjane kadAca echI paNa puNayanI puMjI uDAve che te kharAMne? mANasamAM paDe che tyAre te pArAvAra vedanA bhagave che. enI vedanA joI jatI nathI. te vakhate kuTuMba bheguM thaIne tenI pAse bese che, tene AzvAsana Ape che paNa enI vedanAmAM kaI bhAga paDAve che? bahu thAya te sArA DekaTarane belAvIne davA karAve, sevA kare, paNa vedanA te rogIne ja bhegavavI paDe che, tyAre kuTuMbIjane ema kahe che ne ke pitAnAM karelAM karmo te pitAne ja bhegavavA paDe ne? emAM ApaNe zuM karIe? duHkha vakhate parva mitra samAna kuTuMbIjane Ama kahIne ubhA rahe che. jema pradhAnane parvAmitre AvakAra Ave, potAnA gharamAM belA ne AzvAsana ApyuM paNa duHkhamAM bacAvyo nahi paNa ema kahIne ubhe rahyo hato ne ke huM tamane jarUra bacAvata paNa huM chayA chokarAvALe mANasa chuM, mArA gharamAM kaMI chAnuM rahe nahi eTale huM zuM karuM? tema kuTuMba paNa samaya Ave pitAne svArtha sAdhe che. jema tame tamArA makAnamAM cothe mALe ghasaghasATa UMghe che. te samaye makAnamAM bIje mALe bhayaMkara Aga lAgI. te vakhate tamArA kuTuMbIjane jhaTa nIce utarI jAya ke tamane uThADavA cothe mALe Ave ? sAcuM bolaje.

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zAradA darzana para1 A kuTuMba parva mitra jevuM svAthI che. enI pAsethI vadhAre AzA na rAkhaze. have trIjA mitranI vAta karuM. AtmAne trIje juhAra mitra e dharma che, jema pradhAne mitranI parIkSA karI temAM tene sAro mitra juhAramitra maLe. je mitra vicAre kaI divasa pradhAnane ghera AvyuM na hatuM, enA gharanuM pANI paNa pIdhuM na hatuM. mAtra keI vakhata rastAmAM bheTI jAya te be hAtha joDIne darzana karate hato chatAM ApattinA samaye kevuM rakSaNa karyuM? tema A jIvane e dharmamitra che. tame reja dharmanI ArAdhanA karatA nathI. bhale, keIka divasa karyo hoya te paNa e jIvane parabhavamAM sahAyaka bane che. tame vIsa kalAkamAMthI mAtra eka kalAka dharma kriyA kare te paNa mahAna lAbha maLe che. jema keI mANase lAkha rUpiyAnI muDImAMthI mAtra se rUpiyA dAnamAM ApyA hoya, ghaNAM bhegavilAsane mAtra theDe tyAga karIne dharmanuM sevana karyuM hoya chatAM e dharmamitra jIvane sacoTa javAba Ape che ke phikara na karaze. khuzIthI mAre ghera Avaje. huM tamArA mATe agAuthI svAgatanI taiyArI karI rAkhuM chuM. zAlIbhadranA jIve saMgama bharavADanA bhAvamAM mAgI tAgIne mAtAe khIra banAvIne dIkarAne khAvA ApI. te khIra utkRSTa bhAve teNe ugra tapasvI munine vahorAvI. te alpa dAnadharme ke mahAna Azraya Ape ! ke gabhadra zeThane ghera putra banAvyuM ne mahAna saMpatti ApI. mATe vicAra karo. dharma e sAcuM kalyANa mitra che. sAce rakSaka che, ne uMce caDhAvanAra che. saMpratirAjAnA jIva bhikhArIe pUrva bhavamAM sAdhune sAruM sAruM vahorAvatA joIne vicAra karyo ke huM te Akhe divasa zakeruM laIne bhIkha mAMguM chuM. Apa mA bApa... Apa mA bApa te paNa mane kaI ApatuM nathI ane A mahArAja nA pADe che te paNa parANe lADavA vaherAve che. te huM AmanA jevo banI jAuM te mane sAruM sAruM khAvA te maLe! bhikhArIe khAvA mATe dIkSA lIdhI. alpa samaya dIkSA pALIne kALa karyo paNa maraNa samaye alpa samaya evI bhAvanA bhAvI ke ahe ! dharmane ke rUDe pratApa che! ke meM te khAvA mATe cAritra lIdhuM ane lIdhA pachI paNa khAvAnuM baMdha karyo chatAM je zeThIyAonA nekare paNa mArI sAmuM jotAM na hatAM evA zeThIyAo mArA caraNamAM mUke che ne mane sukhazAtA pUche che. ahe! jinezvara bhagavaMtanuM kevuM aneruM dharmazAsana che ! mane AvA dharmazAsananI pichANuM na thaI tyAre huM rAMkaDe banIne sArI mAnava jiMdagI hArI gayA ne ! uMcA dharmanI upAsanA karavAne badale dhAnyane upAsaka banyA. kayAM adhama mArI khAvAnI lAlaca ane kayAM uttama dharmasevA ! sAdhu banele bhikhArI AvI zubha bhAvanAmAM caDhaye ne marIne saMprati rAjA banyuM. juo, kalyANa mitra charane kevI sahAya kare che! baMdhuo ! ApaNe kAyAne nitya mitra jevI anartha karanArI gaNI ane kuTuMbane paNa zA -66

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para zAradA darzana svAtha parva mitra jevuM gayuM paNa jJAnI purU kahe che ke jo tuM dhAre te kAyA ane kuTuMbane paNa kalyANa mitra banAvI zake che. juo, saMprati rAjAnA jIva bhikhArIe kAyAne cAritra dharmamAM joDIne chakAya jIvonI rakSaka banAvI ane aMte zubha bhAvanA bhAvI te e kAyAe ene samrATa saMprati banAvyuM, ane e samrATa saMpratie paNa kAyAne zAsana prabhAvanA ane sAdhu sevAmAM jeDI te e kAyAthI eNe ghaNuM puNyanI puMjI upArjana karI. bole, kAyA paNa kalyANa mitra banI ke nahi! A rIte kuTuMbane paNa kalyANa mitra banAvI zakIe chIe. kevI rIte! kuTuMbane kalyANa mitra banAvavA mATe svArthane tyAga kara joIe. tamArA patnIne, nekara cAkarone ane kuTuMbIjanone saMsAranA pApanA kAmamAM joDI rAkhe, emane dharma karavAnI taka na Apo te e kevI rIte dharma pAmaze? tame tamArA kAmane lebha cheDIne temanA paralokanI ciMtA karI temane dharma pamADazo te te avasare tamane kalyANa mitra jevI sahAya karaze. mATe kAyA ane kuTuMbane paNa kalyANa mitra banAve. have ApaNe cAlu adhikAra kRSNavAsudeva deva pAsethI vacana laIne harSabhera devakImAtAnA mahele AvyA ane mAtAne vaMdana karyA. pachI mAtAne zuM kahe che? hohittiNaM ammA ! mama sahodare kaNIyase bhAUtti kaTu devaI devi iThAhiM jAva mAtA, mAtApittA nAmeva siM vAkukamA tAmaga vitta paripaI" he mAtA! mAre eka nAno bhAI thaze tema devanuM vacana che. mATe tame ciMtA nA kare, tamAre moratha pUrNa thaze. A prakAranAM ISTa, mane hara ane manesa vacanethI kRSNavAsudeve devakI devIne saMtuSTa karyo. A pramANe mAtAne saMtoSa ApIne kRSNajI temanI pAsethI cAlyA gayA. kRSNavAsudeva te ghaNI pravRttivALA hatAM. emane eka miniTane TAIma na hatuM. tame ja vicAra karo ke je pitAnI mAtAnA darzana karavA mATe cha mahine eka vAra AvatAM hatAM temane keTalI pravRtti haze! ATalI pravRtti hovA chatAM mAtAnuM duHkha dUra karavA mATe pauSadhazALAmAM aThThama lagAvIne besI gayA. kevI e puNyavaMtI mAtA ane kevA vinayavaMta dIkarA haze ! AjanA chekarAne te mAtA-pitAnI vAta sAMbhaLavAne paNa TAIma nathI. mA-Apa mAMdA heya te khabara levA javAnuM TAIma nathI maLate pachI sevA karavAnI te vAta ja kayAM? - kRSNavAsudeva kahIne gayA ke he mAtA! mAre nAno bhAI thaze eTale devakImAtAnA haiye harSa samAtuM nathI. have temanA manamAM je ciMtA hatI te dUra thaI gaI hatI ane AnaMdathI rahetAM hatAM. tyAM zuM banAva banyo? "tapa nA le tevI amA thayA taMti tAriri nAvatI kumaLe urfsatA parivu " eka divasa devakImAtA chatrapalaMgamAM makhamalanI kemaLa zaiyAmAM sUtA hatA. teo kaMika uMghatA ne kaMIka jAgatAM evI avasthAmAM hatA. te samaye devanAM kahyA pramANe devalekamAMthI

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cAra darzana parapha eka deva cavIne devakIrANInI kukSImAM utpanna thaye. te samaye devakIrANIe eka svapna joyuM ke AkAzamAMthI eka kezarIsiMha chalAMga mArate nIce utaryo. tIrthakara prabhunI mAtA cauda svapnA tejasvI dekhe che. cakravartinI mAtA te cauda svapnA jhAMkhA dekhe che. vAsudevanI mAtA caudamAMthI sAta svapnA dekhe che, baLadevanI mAtA caudamAMthI cAra svapna dekhe ane mAMDalika eTale uttama purUSanI mAtA caudamAMthI koI paNa eka svapna dekhe che. te anusAra devakImAtAe svapnamAM gajanA karato ane cAre dizAmAM prakAza pAtharatA kezarIsiMhane AkAzamAMthI utarIne potAnA tarapha Avate je. AvuM svapna joIne devakImAtA jAgRta thayA ane dharma jAjhikA karavA lAgyA. have savAra paDatAM rANa konI pAse jaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra - damayaMtIne paraNavA mATe utsuka banelA dadhipaNuM rAjAne kubaDAe kuMDinapuranI bahAra pahoMcADI dIdhA. kubaDe paNa damayaMtIne jovA mATe utsuka bane che. ahIM te ja rAtrInA chelA prahare eTale paroDhIye damayaMtIne eka svapna AvyuM hatuM. te damayaMtI tenA pitAjIne kahe che he pitAjI! mane zAsanadevIe kezalA nagarInuM upavana batAvyuM ane devIe kahyuM - beTA! tuM A vRkSa upara caDhI jA tethI huM phaLathI lacI paDelAM AMbAnA vRkSa upara caDhI. tyAre teNe mArA hAthamAM eka khIleluM suMdara kamaLa ApyuM, tyAre eka pakSI te vRkSa uparathI nIce paDayuM. damayaMtIne svapnanuM kaheluM phaLa ane dIdhapaNuM rAjAnuM svAgata" - damayaMtInA svapnanI vAta sAMbhaLIne bhImarAjAe kahyuM, beTA ! paroDhIye te AvuM uttama svapna joyuM che te ghaNuM uttama che. A svapnanAM phaLane vicAra karatAM mane lAge che ke tane have jaldI naLarAjAne meLApa thaze ane kubera rAjasiMhAsanethI paTakAI jaze. Ama vAta thatI hatI tyAM eka mANasa samAcAra laIne Avyo ke dadhipaNuM rAjA nagaranI bahAra AvI gayA che. eTale bhImarAjAe dadhipaNuM rAjAnuM bhAvapUrvaka svAgata karyuM, ane eka suMdara mahelamAM utAra Apyo. dadhipaNuM rAjA vicAra karavA lAgyA ke bhImarAjAe damayaMtIne svayaMvara racyo che te svayaMvaranI taiyArI kayAMya dekhAtI nathI. ke bIjA keI rAjAo paNa AvyA hoya tema lAgatuM nathI. zuM bhImarAjAe mArI majAka te nahi karI hoya ne! ThIka, zuM thAya che te jouM, pachI vAta. kubaDe paNa damayaMtIne jovA talase che paNa kayAMya damayaMtInuM darzana thatuM nathI. dadhipaNu rAjA nAhI dhoI svAMga sajIne sabhAmAM AvyA. bhImarAjAe temanuM sanmAna karIne pitAnI bAjumAM besADayA. pachI pUchyuM ke sAMbhaLyuM che ke Apane rasoIye sUrya pAka rasoI banAve che te e rasoIye ke che ? amAre tene jove che. te tamArI sAthe Avyo che? damayaMtIne jovA mATe talasatA naLarAjA" - dadhipaNuM rAjAe kahyuM he kubaDA ! ahIM Ava. kubaDe AvyA. bhImarAjAe kahyuM, bhAI ! tuM amane sUrya pAka

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zAradA darzana banAvIne jamADIza. kubaDAe kahyuM, sAheba! emAM pUchavAnuM zuM ? mane sAmagrI Ape eTale sUrya pAka banAvI dauM. kubaDAe bhImarAjAnI AjJAthI sUrya pAka rasoI banAvI ane rAjAnA AkhA kuTuMbane jamADayuM. kubaDAe jamavA beThelAM badhAMne joyA paNa eka damayaMtIne na joI. ene jovA mATe cAre tarapha phAMphA mAre che, paNa damayaMtI bahAra nIkaLatI nathI eTale ene kyAMthI jovA maLe? sUryapAka raseI badhA jamyAM ne damayaMtIne paNa mokalAvI. damayaMtIe tene svAda cAkhe ne tenuM haiyuM harSathI nAcI uThayuM. te belI uThI ke A raI banAvanAra kubaDe bIje kaI nahi paNa naLarAjA pite ja che. keI viziSTa jJAnI mahAtmAe ghaNAM varSo pahelAM kahyuM hatuM ke naLarAjA sivAya sUryapAka raI keI banAvI zakaze nahi. A sUryapAka rasoIno svAda alaukika che. mATe naLarAjA che. damayaMtIe sUrya pAka raIne svAda cAkhIne kahI dIdhuM ke pitAjI! A naLarAjA ja che. chatAM vadhu khAtrI karavI hoya to temane mArI pAse mokale. bhImarAjAe dadhipaNuM rAjAne kahyuM ke mAro parivAra sUrya pAka rasoI jamIne kubaDA upara khuza thayo che. ane tene kaMIka InAma ApavuM che mATe tene amArA mahelamAM mokale. dadhipaNuM rAjAnI AjJAthI kubaDe rAjamahelamAM gaye. ene te javuM ja hatuM e maLI gayuM. bhImarAjA tene damayaMtI pAse laI gayA. naLane jotAM damayaMtInA rUMvADA khaDA thaI gayA. tethI teNe kahyuM ke tame game te kAraNe rUpa badalyuM che paNa mane khAtrI che ke Apa naLarAjA che mATe sAcA rUpamAM pragaTa thAo. damayaMtInA kahevAthI naLarAjAe ekAMtamAM jaIne deva thayelAM pitAjIe ApelI guTIkA moDhAmAM mUkI dIdhI ane karaMDiyAmAM ApelAM vastrAbhUSaNe paherI lIdhA. eTale naLarAjAnuM asala svarUpe pragaTa thayuM. A joIne saune khUba Azcarya thayuM ke A zuM? bhImarAjAe naLane pUchelI hakIkataH bhImarAjAe pUchyuM ke Ape AvuM rUpa kema dhAraNa karyuM hatuM ? tyAre naLarAjAe TUMkamAM kahI dIdhuM ke mArA azubha karmane udaya hate. je huM naLarAjAnA vezamAM pharyo heta te mane bahu kaSTa paData. mATe meM A rUpa lIdhuM hatuM. damayaMtI ane naLarAjA mAM. ekabIjAnA sukha duHkhanI vAte karI. naLe kahyuM he satI! mane dhikkAra che ke meM vanavagaDAmAM tane ekalI mUkI dIdhI. damayaMtIe kahyuM-prANanAtha! Apa khUba pavitra che. Apa kadI AvuM karo tevA nathI paNa mArA karmo Apane evI mati sUjhADI che. ekabIjAe sukha duHkhanI vAta karI haiyuM haLavuM karyuM ne tyAM AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyA. dadhipaNuM rAjAne A vAtanI khabara paDI eTale te paNa naLarAjAnA caraNamAM namI paDayAne kahyuM - he naLarAjA ! meM Apane eALakhyAM nahi. ApanI pAse ravAnA kAma karAvyA? mane mApha karaje. naLe kahyuM. rAjA ! tamAro kaI guno nathI. meM kahyuM rasoIye chuM tyAM Apane zuM doSa dadhipaNuM rAjAne bhImarAjAe svayaMvaranA bahAne naLarAjAnI tapAsa karavA belAvyAM hatAM te

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zAradA darzana parapa badhI vAta kahI. dadhipaNe rAjA khuza thayA. ahIM bhImarAjAe naLarAjAne rAjyAbhiSeka karA ne rAjya naLarAjane seMpI dIdhuM. naLarAjAe ghaNI nA pADI paNa bhImarAjAe kahyuM have mArI uMmara thaI che mATe tame svIkAra karo tethI naLarAjAne rAjagAdIne svIkAra karavo paDaze, ane bhImarAjA AtmasAdhanAmAM joDAyA. naLarAjA pitAnI nagarImAM AvatAM janatAne utsAha" - tyArabAda naLarAjAe vicAra karyo ke kubere kapaTathI mane jugAra ramADIne harAvyuM che te. have tene bhAna karAvuM. eTale moTuM sainya laIne te kezalA nagarInA udyAnamAM AvyA, ane tene mokalIne yuddha mATe AmaMtraNa ApyuM. baMne vacce yuddha thayuM temAM naLarAjAe kuberane harAvya ne pitAnuM rAjya laI lIdhuM. have naLarAjAe dhAryuM hota to kuberane kADhI mUkta, paNa mahAna purUSenAM hRdaya vizALa hoya che. naLarAjA vizALa dilanA hatA eTale kuberane pharIthI yuvarAjapade sthApana karyo. naLa rAjA banyA ne damayaMtI mahArANI banyAM. kezalA nagarImAM temane jayajayakAra thaye. te samaye damayaMtIne pratibodhathI dIkSA laIne samAdhi maraNe marIne je cera sAdharma devalekamAM deva thaye have teNe AvIne damayaMtInI khUba prazaMsA karI ane tenA zIyaLane mahimA batAvatAM sAta koDa naiyAnI vRSTi karIne te saudharma devalokamAM cAlyA gayA. - kezalA nagarInI prajA satIne camatkAra jovA mATe AvavA lAgI. ane tene jayajayakAra bolAvavA lAgI. naLarAjA tathA satI damayaMtInI prazaMsA thavA lAgI. ane kuberanI sau niMdA karavA lAgyA. have naLarAjA ane damayaMtIrANI AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyA. naLarAjA suMdara rIte pitAjInuM ane sasarAjInuM rAjaya calAve che ne saMsAranA sukho bhegave che. have AgaLa zuM banaze tene bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 66 bhAdaravA suda 9 ne gurUvAra tA. 15--77 - sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI, paramArthadazI vItarAga bhagavaMte e jagatanAM jIvenA udaghAra mATe dvAdazAMgI sUtranI prarUpaNa karI. jJAnI kahe che ke " mera salunA " karma karanAranI pAchaLa jAya che. bIjAnI pAchaLa nahi, ApaNe AtmA mahAna zakitazALI che. e karma bAMdhe che kharo ane tenuM citanya dhabake te e karmanA cUrecUrA bolAvI de che, ane anaMta sukhane svAmI banI jAya che, paNa ajJAna dazAthI mahamAM gherAyelA AtmAne haju tenI zakita ane saMpattine khyAla nathI. enI sthiti ajJAna nAdAna bALaka jevI che. jema ke bALakanA pitA

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para zAradA darzana garbhazrImaMta che paNa bALaka jAte nathI tethI gharanA ghATI pAsethI be AnA maLatAM khuza khuza thaI jAya che. ne ghATInA vakhANa kare che ke A bahu sAre che, paNa e nAdAna bALakane khabara nathI ke mArA pitA pAse aDhaLaka saMpatti rahelI che. mAnI le ke A te aNasamaju bALaka hatuM paNa tame te samajadAra che ne? bALaka jyAM sudhI ajJAna hoya che tyAM sudhI ghATI pAse paisA mAMge che paNa pitAnA pitAjInI saMpattine khyAla AvyA pachI mAMgatA nathI, paNa A mArA mahAvIra prabhunA moTA bALakone khabara che ke AtmA keTale zaktizALI che. karmanI jaMjIro teDI mokSanAM anaMtA sukha meLavavAnI zakti AtmAmAM rahelI che chatAM bhautika sukhane bhikhArI banI TukaDA mAMgate phare che. bole, tame e bALakathI kadhu nAdAna kharAM ne? ATalA mATe jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke he mAnava! tuM tane pitAne oLakha ke huM koNa chuM? tamane kadI vicAra thAya che ke huM keNa chuM? Avo vicAra thAya te aMdarathI caitanyane dhabakAra thAya ke tuM anaMta jJAnasvarUpa. caitanya mUrti, tejapuMja, anaMta baLa-vIne dhaNa, sukha duHkhane jANa ane sukhaduHkhane vedaka asaMkhyAta pradezI AtmA che. tAre khajAne akhUTa ne akSaya che. je AtmAo A khajAnAnI kheja kare che tene maLe che ane temAMthI manamAnI moja mANe che. tyAre vicAra thAya ke A khajAne kaNa meLavI zake? je rAga dveSa, kaSAya ane jagatanI jaMjALathI mukta thAya che te A zAzvata ane amUlya khajAno meLavI Atmika sukhane bhekatA bane che. je tame samaje te vItarAga prabhunI AjJAmAM vicaratAM viSaya kaSAyathI mukata banelAM sAdhune je sukha hoya che tenA aMza jeTaluM sukha cakravatione hetuM nathI. AtmAnI svabhAvadazAmAM je sukha che tene aMza paNa dunyavI sukhamAM nathI. chatAM e sukha mATe jIva keTale purUSArtha kare che ne tenI pAchaLa keTalAM karmo bAMdhe che? e karma bAMdhatI vakhate eTale paNa vicAra thAya che ke A kameM jogavatAM mArI kevI karUNa dazA thaze? ane A karmanA udaya vakhate keI duHkhamAM bhAga paDAvaze kharuM?" nA, bilakula nahi. "kta se bhakatA". kama te je kare che tene pitAne bhogavavuM paDe che. karmanAM karaja karma karanAranAM nAme rahe che. koI sukhI bApa hoya te enA putranA nAme baMgalA, jamIna, ophIsa, dukAne badhuM karI de che paNa putra, patnI vigere mATe dhana kamAtA, baMgalA bAMdhatAM je karmo bAMdhyA, tenuM je pApa lAgyuM te putra ke patnInA nAme karIne javAtuM nathI. hA, pApakarmanA udayathI bApanA mAthe karaja vadhI gayuM hoya te te karajane be dIkarAnA mAthe mUkIne jAya che paNa karmanA karajane beja koInA mAthe mUkI zakAtuM nathI. e te sAthe laIne javuM paDe che. khuda tIrthakara bhagavatene paNa kaI choDayAM che? karelAM karmo te bhagavye ja chUTake, ApaNAM jainazAstromAM bhagavate kahyuM che ke "jAna jamA 7 mota ci" karelA

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zAradA darzana para7 kamane bhagavyA vinA chUTakAro nathI. anya dharmomAM paNa kahyuM che ke "nA ratta kSIrase varga 4 dizaura pi" karelA karmo bhagavyA vinA seMkaDo ne koDe yuga sudhI paNa kSaya pAmatuM nathI. game teTalA UMcAnIcA thAo, pAtALamAM pesI jAo, ke vanavagaDAmAM cAlyA jAo ke paradeza cAlyA jAo, game tema kare 5Na karelA karmo te bhagavye ja chUTako che, kama bAMdhyA pachI yuganA yuga vItI jAya paNa jyAM sudhI e para bhagavAI na jAya tyAM sudhI e emane ema AtmA uparathI haTI jatuM nathI. kamAjane kAyade khUba kaThina che. tema raheja paNa pila cAlatI nathI. haju tamArA hisAbamAM bhUla thaze paNa kamarAjAnA hisAbamAM eka pAInI paNa bhUla nahi thAya. ane e tame game tyAM jaze te paNa tamane zodhI kADhaze. jyAM sudhI enuM karaja nahi cUkavAya tyAM sudhI e tamAre pIcho nahi choDe. karmarAjAnA sakaMjAmAM sapaDAyA pachI chUTavuM muzkela che. temAMthI chUTavA mATe lAMca rUzvata ke koInI zarama kAma nahi lAge. karmasattAe khuda tIrthakara bhagavAnane paNa nathI choDayA te ApaNuM zuM gajuM? ApaNe jIvanamAM sIdhI lAIne cAlavA chatAM duHkha Ave tyAre mArA pitAnA karmanuM A phaLa che. evuM samajI AkuLa vyAkuLa na thavuM bIjAne deSa na detAM samabhAvapUrvaka saharSa duHkha sahana karI levuM. ApaNe kaMI deSa na hovA chatAM bIjAnA nimitte ApaNane kaSTa AvyuM te vakhate je ApaNe bIjA upa cheSa karIe, krodha karIe ane deSa daIe te kamane zarama nathI e to tarata ja azubha rUpe ApaNA AtmA upara cUMTI jaze. ane tenA kaDavA phaLa paralokamAM jogavavA paDaze. mATe karma bAMdhatAM khUba sAvadhAnI rAkho. tamane ema thAya ke Ama raheja bolyA emAM zuM karma baMdhAI gayuM? "hA". saheja koInI beTI niMdA karIe, koInI majAka uDAvIe, hAMsI karIe, manathI azubha ciMtavANA karIe temAM paNa ApaNane karma baMdhAya che. Aje takavAdane yuga che. atyAre vItarAganA saMte kahe che ke, kaMdamULamAM seyanI aNI upara rahe teTalA rasamAM paNa anaMtA jIve che. A bhagavAnanAM vacana che. saMtenA gharanI vAta nathI. chatAM nAstika mANase A jinacananI hAMsI kare che ke zuM eTalAmAM kaMI anaMtA ja hetA haze! A te badhuM haMbaka che. AvI ghera hAMsI karIne jIva ghora karma bAMdhe che ane e karma udayamAM Ave che tyAre mahAna duHkhe bhegavavA paDe che. pachI jyAre jIvane bhAna Ave che tyAre tene samajAya che ke, saMtAe samajAvyAM izvaranA Adeza, udhAra kare evA ApyAM mane upadeze, enA meghA vacanenI huM hAMsI uDAvuM chuM... ke badalo. aho ! mane saMte e vItarAga prabhunA Adeze samajAvyAM. mArA AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya, naraka nidamAM jatuM aTakAve e kalyANakArI upadeza Apyo. chatAM temanA amUlya vacanenI meM majAka uDAvI, dhama-karmane haMbaka mAnyAM mArI kevI gati thaze? emanA upakArane

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228 zAradA darzana badale meM avI rIte vALe? A pazcAtApa thAya che, paNa jene AtmA samajatuM nathI. e te karma bAMdhyA kare che. naraka-ravanI vAta enI pAse karavAmAM Ave te paNa ema ja kaheze ke keNe joyuM ke naraka ane svarga che! hoya te pratyakSa batAve. huM evA nAstikane paDakAra karIne kahuM chuM ke bhale, tamane naraka pratyakSa nathI dekhADI zakatI paNa TATAmAM jaIne joI Ave. kensaranA dardIo naraka jevI ghera vedanAo bhegave che. emane kensara zAthI thayuM? evA karma karyA che te thayuM ne? A saMsAramAM koI sukhI te kaI duHkhI, keI rogI te kaI nigI A badhI vividhatA zA mATe che? karmanA kAraNe ne? "hA." AvuM badhuM joIne paNa karma karatAM aTako. tapa-tyAga vigere na karI zake te khera ! paNa keInI niMdA na karavI, keInI hAMsI-majAka na karavI, keIna upara khoTa ALa na caDhAvavuM. ATaluM te kare. je koI mANasa bIjA upara peTe Apa caDhAve te te nirdoSa mANasane bhayaMkara sajA bhogavavI paDe che. ene te eka bhavamAM sajA pUrI thAya che paNa beTo Aropa caDhAvanAra vyakita te evuM gADha anubaMdhavALuM karma bAMdhI de che ke tenA upara keTalAya bhava sudhI Apa caDhayA kare che. eka nyAya ApIne samajAvuM. eka mANasa saMsAra choDIne saMnyAsI banyA. te emanA dharmanAM niyama pramANe tapa-tyAga khUba karatAM hatAM. anya dharmanA saMnyAsIo paisA rAkhe che paNa A saMnyAsI paisA vigere parigraha rAkhatAM na hatAM. jaina munionI mAphaka pagapALA vihAra karatA hatA, ane pApakarma na baMdhAya te mATe sAvadhAna rahetA hatA A saMnyAsIe keI bhavamAM koInA upara beTo aropa caDhAvyuM haze te kama bhegavatAM bhegavatAM ghaNAM bhava kADhayA. A bhavamAM vairAgya pAmI saMnyAsa laI emanA dharmanA niyama pramANe tapa kare che. brahmacaryanuM pAlana kare che. emanI ugra sAdhanAnA kAraNe temane virbhAgajJAna thayuM, A virbhAgajJAna dvArA emaNe jANyuM ke meM ghaNuM bhava pahelAM keInA upara kheTo Aropa mUkyuM hatuM eTale A bhavamAM paNa mArA mAthe beTo Apa caDhaze. huM temAthI bacI zakIza nahi. A samaye mAre khUba samabhAva rAkhavuM paDaze. e saMnyAsI karmanI phIlesophIne barAbara samajatAM hatAM eTale temanA manamAM vyAkuLatA na AvI ke hAya have mAruM zuM thaze? e te samAdhipUrvaka emanI sAdhanAmAM ramaNatA karavA lAgyA. eka vakhata evuM banyuM ke te saMnyAsI eka nagaranI bahAra udyAnamAM beThA hatA. temAM eka cera keIna ratnane DAbhale corIne de, paNa leke jeI javAthI cera. cera, pakaDo... pakaDe ema bUmAbUma thavAthI rAjAnA sipAIe cAranI pAchaLa doDayA. rAjAnA mANasane pAchaLa AvatAM jeIne cera gabharAye. tenA manamAM thayuM ke have mAruM AvI banyuM. huM pakaDAI jaIza. AvA DarathI pelA saMnyAsInI pAse ratnane DAbhale mUkIne cAra bhAgI gaye. rAjAnA mANase doDatAM tyAM AvyAM. te saMnyAsInI pAse ratnane DAbhale paDele je, eTale tAkIne kahe che jegaTA! sAdhu banIne beTho che. ne AvA kAma kare che? uTha ubhe thA. sanyAsIne pakaDIne rAjA pAse laI gayA. rAjA kahe che duSTa! saMnyAsIne veza paherIne cerInA dhaMdhA kare che? rAjAe sipAIone kahyuM ke A pApI cerane zULIe caDhAvI de. A saMnyAsI jANatuM hatuM ke mArA karelA karmanuM phaLa che. huM cera nathI tevuM kahIza te rAjA

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zAradA darzana para9 mAnavAnA nathI. chevaTe temane zULIe caDhAvavA laI jAya che, paNa tyAM samabhAvathI temanuM karma pUruM thAya che ne satyane ja thAya che. bhagavaMta kahe che ke pavavatyu pAyamA ! lakha vAmA nalthi mevA apanA, tavanA ghA zotA ! he gautama! pUrvabhavamAM pApa karIne karmo bAMdhyA ane ene pazcAtApa ke prAyazcita na karyuM te ene bhagavyA vinA athavA tapathI khapAvyA vinA ene chUTakAro thatuM nathI eTale jeNe jevA rase ane pariNAme karma bAMdhyA che tene khapAvyA vinA mokSa maLato nathI. mokSa eTale zuM te jANe che ne? jjana varmA : AThe ATha karmothI chUTakAro thavo tenuM nAma mokSa. bele, mokSa joIe che ne ? je makSa joI te hoya te pApano Dara rAkhe ne karma na baMdhAya tenI khUba sAvadhAnI rAkhe. ApaNA cAlu adhikAramAM devakI rANIe uttama svapnane vadhAvI lIdhuM. vadhAvyuM eTale dharmArAdhanA karI. emanA dilamAM AnaMda samAto nathI. savAra paDatAM devakIrANI pitAnA pati vasudeva rAjA pAse AvyA ane be hAtha joDIne temane je svapna AvyuM hatuM te vAta kahI saMbhaLAvI. A sAMbhaLIne vasudeve kahyuM. he devakI ! have tArA keDa pUrA thaze. tame svapnamAM tejasvI. kezarI siMha je che. tethI tamArI kuMkhe siMha je parAkramI putra janmaze. jema siMhane joIne ziyALIyA bhAgI jAya che tema tamane je putra thaze te karmarUpI ziyALIyAne bhagADaze. A tejasvI viraputra thaze. A pramANe vasudeva rAjAe svapnanuM phaLa kahyuM. tu miyA maM tu niM vitA" patinA mukhethI svapnanuM phaLa sAMbhaLIne devakIrANIne khUba AnaMda thaze. have mArA mananAM mane ratha pUrA thaze. harSathI AnaMda pAmatI devakIrANI garbhanuM sukhapUrvaka pAlana karavA lAgI. je mAtAnA garbhamAM puNyavAna jIva AvyuM hoya tene vicAra paNa sArA Ave che. tene dharma karavAnuM, dAna devAnuM ne saMtAnA darzana karavAnuM mana thAya che. AvA samaye mAtA je dharmArAdhanA kare, zAstranuM vAMcana kare te bALakane sArA saMskAra paDe che ane je mAtA ragaDA jhaghaDAne kaMkAsa kare che te tenuM saMtAna paNa evuM bane che. devakIrANI uttama vicAro sAthe garbhanuM pAlana karavA lAgI. AgaLa zuM banaze te vAta avasare. caritra -naLarAjAe kuberane harAvyuM ane pite gAdI upara beThAM. A vAtanI dezodezamAM khabara paDI eTale bharatArdhanA rAjAe je temanA tAbAmAM hatA te badhA kiMmatI bheTaNa laIne AvyA, ane naLarAjAne praNAma karI kSemakuzaLa pUgyA. theDA divasa rokAI pitAnA sthAne cAlyA gayA. naLarAjA nyAyapUrvaka rAjyanuM pAlana karavA lAgyA. naLarAjAnI kIrti cAre tarapha phelAI gaI. samaya jatAM saMsAra sukha bhogavatAM damayaMtIne eka putra thaye tenuM nAma puSkalakumAra pADayuM. naLarAjAe ghaNAM varSo sudhI rAjya karyuM. eka vakhata naLarAjAnA pitA niSadharAjA deva thayA hatAM temaNe naLarAjA pAse AvIne kahyuM. he naLarAjA! A rAjya lakSamI asthira che, AyuSya kSaNika che. saMsAramAM jIvane za-67

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53. zAradA darzana sAcuM zaraNa dharma che. mATe tame rAjyano moha choDIne saMyama aMgIkAra kare. A sAMbhaLI naLarAjA cetI gayA. saMsAranI asAratA samajIne pitAnA putra puSkalane gAdIe besADIne naLarAjA ane damayaMtIrANa baMnee cAritra aMgIkAra karyuM. temaNe cAritra laI khUba ugra sAdhanA karI aMtima samaye anazana karI samAdhipUrvaka kALa karIne naLarAjA kubera nAmanA deva thayA ane damayaMtI paNa zudhdha cAritra pALI devalekamAM gaI. devAnupriye! jugArathI keTalI khuvArI thAya che te samajAvavA mATe vidurajIe tarASTra, duryodhana vigerene naLarAjAnI sArI kahAnI kahI saMbhaLAvI ane chevaTanI vAta paNa karIke pariNAme naLarAjAne vijya thaze ne kubera paDe tema tame samajI leje. tame badhAe pAMDavone jugAra ramADavAne je dAva goThavyuM che te have baMdha karo. AnuM pariNAma sAruM nahi Ave. bIjAnuM ahita karavA jatAM tamAruM potAnuM ahita thaze mATe tame samajIne jugAra ramavAnI vAta cheDI do. A rIte vidurajIe duryodhanane khUba samajAvyuM paNa samaje nahi, paNa jema kamaLapatra upara pANI TakI zakatuM nathI tema duryodhana Adi karinA hRdayane kAMI asara thaI nahi, dhRtarASTrane duryodhanake, samajhAyA kaI bAra para pApIne jarA na mAnA, kedhita huA apAra he zrotA vidurajInI kahelI vAta duryodhane lakSamAM na lIdhI tyAre dhRtarASTra pharIne duryodhanane khUba samajAvyuM paNa samaje nahi. AthI dhRtarASTra rAjAne tenA upara khUba krodha Avyo ane vidurajIne paNa khUba duHkha thayuM eTale teo te pitAnA sthAne cAlyA gayA tyAre mANasanI paDatI thavAnI hoya tyAre temane vaDIlanAM vacananI asara thatI nathI. ahIM kaurane vinAza thavAne che eTale ghaNuM ghaNuM samajAvavA chatAM duryodhane tenI durmati choDI nahi ane duryodhane jayadrathane pAMDavene sabhA jAvA mATe Indraprastha padhAravA mATe AmaMtraNa ApavA hastinApura mokalya. duryodhananI AjJAthI jayadratha hastinApura pahoMcI gayA ne mahArAjA yudhiSThiranA caraNamAM namana karIne ubhe rahyo. yudhiSThira jayadrathane sArI rIte oLakhatAM hatA. eTale temaNe patarASTra temaja duryodhana Adi se bhAIonA kuzaLa samAcAra pUchyA, tyAre jayadrathe kahyuM ke badhA kSemakuzaLa che ne mane temaNe Apane eka AmaMtraNa ApavA mATe karyo che. IndraprasthamAM duryodhane eka divya sabhA banAvI che. e sabhA jevI mRtyu lekamAM kayAMya sabhA nathI. te te sabhA jevA mATe Apa Indraprastha padhAre. e mATe tarASTra mahArAjA temaja duryodhana vigeree Apane khAsa bhAvabharyuM AmaMtraNa ApyuM che. Apa te amArA kuLamAM thaMbha che. A5 mahAna cho ApanA padhAravAthI e sabhAnI zobhA era vadhI jaze. mATe Apa saparivAra indraprastha jaladI padhAre. jAthe khUba kahyuM eTale saraLa svabhAvI dharmarAjAnuM haiyuM harakhAI gayuM. aho ! mArA kAkA tathA mArA bhAIone amArA upara keTalI lAgaNI ne prema che! te ApaNe jaIe. paMca pAMDe ane chaThThA draupadI hezabhera rathamAM besIne indraprastha AvI pahoMcyA. eTale

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zAradA darzana 531 duryodhane khUba premathI pAMca pAMDavonuM svAgata karIne nagaramAM praveza karAvyuM, ne keTale prema heya tema bheTI paDyA. duryodhanane prema, svAgata ane sanmAna joIne. dharmarAjAne khUba AnaMda tho paNa emane kyAM khabara che ke A badhI mAyAjALa amane phasAvavA che. nAhI dhoI rahyAM pachI kauravoe pAMDane khUba premathI jamADayA. have teo pAMDane sabhA jevA mATe laI jaze ne tyAM kevI rIte jugAra ramADaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. yApamAna na bhAdaravA suda 4 ne zukravAra tA. 16-9-77 anaMtajJAnI bhagavatee bhagIratha purUSArtha karI ghAtI karmone kSaya karI kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzana prApta karyA pachI jagatanAM ne kalyANane mArga batAvatAM kahyuM ke he bhavya che ! A vikaTa saMsAra aTavImAM jIvane dharma jANavAnI IcchA thavI ane dharmanI sAmagrI prApta thavI te kharekhara khU5 durlabha che. dharmanuM zaraNuM aMgIkAra karavuM ane dharmAtmAne samAgama tha e kaMI sahelI vAta nathI. e te puNyazALIne prApta thAya che. saMsAramAM racyApacyA ane saMsAranI vAsanAthI vAsita thayela jIvane saMsAranAM sukhe, mejazokha, vaibhava, strI, putra ane dhana delatamAM jeTalI prIti che teTalI prIti je dharma para thAya ane dharmanuM AcaraNa kare che e samagra duHkhane aMta karIne zAzvata sukha meLavI zake che. A saMsAramAM sarva jI sukha meLavavA mATe deDAdeDI kare che. anyAya, anIti ane adharmanuM AcaraNa kare che, asatya bole che, chetarapiMDI kare che paNa e ajJAnI jIvaDAne khabara nathI ke mAre A pApa kevA bhegavavA paDaze? AvA jIvane samajAvatAM jJAnI puruSe kahe che ke A jagatamAM sarva prakAranA sukhanI prApti dharmathI thAya che. A saMsAramAM rAjApaNuM, cakravatipaNuM IMdrapaNuM ane tIrthaMkarapadanI prApti A badhuM dharmathI thAya che. dharmanAM divya prabhAva AgaLa kaI paNa padArtha ke sukha durlabha nathI. uttamakuLa, rU5, saubhAgya A badhuM jIva dharmathI meLavI zake che. A badhA dharma rUpI ! kalpavRkSanAM madhurAne mIThA phaLa che. dharma e anAtha mATe nAtha samAna, rogI manuSya mATe vaida hakIma samAna, nirdhana mATe dhana samAna, ane guNa rahita mATe guNanA bhaMDAra samAna che. A saMsAra rUpI bhayaMkara aTavImAM aTavAtAM ane ajJAna rUpI aMdhakAramAM athaDAtAM jIvone mATe dharma e mArgadarzaka che. dharma e pitAnI mAphaka rakSaka che ne mAtA samAna piSaka che. patnInI jema premI che ne baMdhunI jema sanehI che. AvA ucca dharmanuM sarva e AdarapUrvaka pAlana karavuM joIe. A uttama mAnavabhava pAmIne je manuSya dharmathI vimukha rahe che te amUlya mAnavabhavane vyartha gumAve che,

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132 zAradA darzana mahAnapurUSA pekArI pAkArIne kahe che ke mahAna puAAdayathI maLelA mAnavabhavanA amUlya senerI samaya zA mATe kharabAda kare che ? saMsAranAM mAhanAM sAdhana sAmagrIne! tame jeTalA meha vadhAraze teTalA sa'sAranA mehamAM phasAtA jaze. krodha lAbha, lAlasA, abhimAna vagere durguNA vadhatA jaze ane saMsAranA kAdavamAM vadhu UMDA khU'cI jaze, mATe sa'sAranA meha cheDIne bhavasamudrathI tAranAra jinezvaraprabhue khatAvelAM dhama mAM anurakta aneA. dharmanI ArAdhanA zudhdha bhAve karavAthI aneka prakAranA lAbha meLavI zakAya che ne aMte paramapadanI prApti karI zakAya che. bhagavAne e prakAranA dhama matAnyeA che. AgAra dhama, ane aNugAra dhama emAM aNugAra dhama zreSTha che, paNa je aNugAra dha`nA svIkAra na karI zake tene mATe AgAra dhama che. AgAra dhama mAM zrAvakoe khAra vratanuM pAlana karavu joI e. khIjI rIte joIe tA bhagavAne cAra prakAranA dhama matAnye che. dAna' ca zIlaM ca tapardhA bhAvo dharmazcaturdhA jina bAMdhavane nirupita : dAna, zIyaLa, tapa ane bhAva e cAra prakAranA dharma jinezvara bhagavaMte kahelA che. A cAreya dhamanA khAra vratamAM samAveza thaI jAya che. A cAra kaDA ke khAra vrata kahe| temAMthI tame eka paNa vrata agIkAra karA tA tenAthI mahAna lAbhanI prApti thaI zake che. juo, sudarzana zeThe saCthA abrahmacaryaMnA tyAga karelA na hatA. 66 svadArA satASIe " eka peAtAnI patnI sivAya jagatanI tamAma strIone mAtA ane bahena samAna gaNatAM hatAM. A eka niyamanA prabhAve zULI phITIne si hAsana khanI gayuM. temanI dharma zradhdhA ane zIyaLatratanA prabhAve arjunamALInA koThAmAMthI yakSane bhAgavuM paDayuM. satI sItA rAmaca`drajI sivAya jagatanA tamAma puruSane pitA ane bhAI samAna mAnatAM hatAM. AvA sItAjInA mAthe sa`kreTa AvyuM, ane temanI agniparIkSA karavA mATe eka gAunA lAMkha ane eka gAunA pahALeA khADA khAdyaceA. temAM vacce sItAjIne besADayA. temanI AsapAsa lAkaDA khaDakayA ne agni saLagAvI, tyAre satInAM zIyaLanA prabhAve agni jaLa khanI gaI. AkhA khADA pANIthI bharAI gayA ne vacamAM suMdara kamaLa AkAranuM' si`hAsana anI gayuM. temAM sItAjIne besADayA. vacamAM sItAjI ane be mAjI lava ane kuza ane beThA, ane e kamaLa taLAvamAM hADI tare tema taravA lAgyuM. emAMthI pANInI chAlakA bahAra AvavA lAgI. tethI khaMkhAkAra pANI thai gayuM.. leAkeA kahevA lAgyA. doDA doDA hamaNAM DUbI jaIzuM'. leAkeAne doDatAM joi dayALu mahAsatI sItAjI eTale ja elpA huM jaLa ! samAi jA. zAMta thaI jA. tyAM uchALA mAratuM pANI zAMta thaI gayuM jue, eka zIyaLa vratanA keTalA mahAna prabhAva che! jeNe parapurUSanA tyAga karyAM hatA tenA zIyaLanA jo ATalA prabhAva paDyA tyAre je AtmAe sarvathA brahmacarya vratanuM pAlana kare tenA prabhAva

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zAradA darzana pa33 keTale paDe ! satI sItAjIne jayajayakAra belA. sau enA caraNamAM namI gayAM. zIyaLa dharmane A mahAna prabhAva che. AvuM sAMbhaLIne paNa tame zIyaLavrata aMgIkAra karo. baMdhuo! tamArI pAse dharma ArAdhanA karavAnI badhI sAmagrI mojuda che. je dhAre te karI zake tema che. chatAM zA mATe prama da karIne besI rahyAM che? trikhaMDa adhipati kRSNa vAsudeva pite vrata niyama karI zakatA na hatA paNa je kare tene pUre sahakAra ApatA hatA, vairAgIne saMyama letAM dekhe ke keIne vrata niyama letAM dekhe tyAre temanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jatAM hatAM ke huM ke bhArekamI chuM ke mane AvI uttama sAmagrI maLI chatAM ArAdhanA karI zakatuM nathI.dhanya che A pavitra AtmAone! emanA caraNamAM mUkI paDatAM hatAM. devakIrANI dharmArAdhanA sAthe garbhanuM pAlana karavA lAgyA. garbhamAM pavitra AtmA AvyuM hatuM eTale devakIrANane saMtanA darzana karuM, vItarAga vANI sAMbhaLuM, dAna dauM, dharmarAdhanA karuM, vigere vicAra AvatAM hatAM. je jIva mAtAnA garbhamAM Ave che tenI mAtA upara asara paDe che. celaNa rANInA garbhamAM jIva Avyo tyArathI pitA sAthenuM vaira tethI tene zreNuka rAjAnuM kaleju khAvAnuM mana thayuM. A zuM! pUrvanA vaira mATe jJAnI kahe che ke kSaNe kSaNe jAgRta rahI pApathI Dare. ahIM eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. akabara bAdazAhanuM rAjaya cAlatuM hatuM te samayanI A vAta che. akabara bAdazAhane bIrabala nAme catura pradhAna hatA. te akabaranAM AMTI ghUMTIvALA kaThInamAM kaThIna keyaDA ghaDIkamAM ukelI nAMkhate hato. evI enI budhdhi hatI. akabara bAdazAhanI rAjadhAnI dilhImAM kRSNacaMda ane premacaMda nAmanA be moTA vepArIo vasatA hatAM. baMne khUba dhanADhaya ane nAmAMkita vahepArIo hatA. lAkhenA vahepAra kheDatAM hatAM ghaNI jagyAe baMnenI moTI moTI peDhIo cAlatI hatI, ane vahepAra dhamadhokAra cAlatuM hatuM. eka vakhata premacaMda zeThane tyAM pAMca lAkha rUpiyAnI huMDI AvI. te huMDI cheDAvavA tAtkAlika pAMca lAkha rUpiyA na hatA. tethI vahepArIo pAse zeThe levA mokalyA paNa azubha karmodaye keIe na ApyA. chevaTe zeTha mUMjhANuM. gharamAM jhaverAta Adi milkata ghaNI hatI paNa gIra makavAthI Ijajata jAya ke zeTha khAlI thaI gayA lAge che. have karavuM zuM? ne chevaTe premacaMda zeTha pote kRSNacaMda zeThane ghera gayA eTale kRSNacaMde temane AvakAra Ape. Ave, A premacaMda zeTha! Aje mAre ghera padhAryA te ghaNuM AnaMdanI vAta che. tyAre premacaMda zeThe kahyuM bhAI! huM mArA kAme Avyo chuM. kRSNacaMde kahyuM Apane je kAma hoya te mane kahe. tyAre premacaMda zeThe kahyuM mAre pAMca lAkha rUpiyAnI tAtkAlika jarUra che. te Apane jeTaluM vyAja levuM hoya teTaluM le paNa mane eka mahinAnI mudata pAMca lAkha rU. A. kRNacaMde kahyuM zeThajI ! A zuM bolyA? tame mArAne huM tamAre, tamAruM vyAja levAnuM hoya ? tamArA karatAM vyAja vadhAre nathI. tame khuzIthI pAMca lAkha rUpiyA laI jAe, paNa huM eka zarata mUkuM chuM tenuM tamAre barAbara pAlana karavuM paDaze.

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534 zAradA darzana premacaMda ke pUchyuM eTale, zI zarata che ! tyAre kRSNaca`de kahyu` jo eka mahinAmAM tame paisA pAchA na ApI zake te ApanA zarIranA koipaNu bhAgamAMthI savAzera mAMsa mArA hAthe kApI laiza. jo A zarata Apane ma`jIra hoya te khuzIthI pAMca lAkha rUpiyA laI jAo. premacaMda zeThe vicAra karyo ke ANe te mIThuM' khelIne mArA mULa ukhADavAnI vAta karI, paNa huM pAche| paDu tema nathI. mArI pAse paisA nathI ema thAtu che? mahinA pUrA thatAM pahelAM huM pAMcane khadale daza lAkha rUpiyA khaDA karI daIza, mATe enI zarata ma'jhura karavAmAM bilakula vAMdhA nathI, atyAre mAru' kAma cAlaze teA AkharU jaLavAi raheze, ema vicAra karIne premacaMdgu zeThe kahyuM . bhale zeTha, ApanI zarata mujaba huM eka mahinAmAM nANAM bharI na zakuM tA mArA zarIramAMthI savAzera mAMsa khuzIthI kADhI lejo, tyAre kRSNa'de kahyuM ema mADhAnAM vacana kAma nahi lAge tamArA hAthe kAgaLamAM lakhI Ape. premacaMda zeThe e mujakha lakhANu karI ApyuM ne pAMca lAkha rUpiyA laI ne peAtAnI peDhIe AvyA ne hUMDI bharapAI karI dIdhI. devAnupriyA ! nANAM kamAvA mATe keTalI muzkelIo sahana karavI paDe che ! keTalAne namavu paDe che! keTalI bhUkha tarasa veThavI paDe che! paNa jo ATalI namratA, ATalI muzkelIe dharma mATe sahana kare| tAkamanI bhekhaDA tUTI jAya. paNa A jIva parAdhInapaNe jeTalu sahana kare che teTaluM. svAdhInapaNe sahana karI zakatA nathI. dhana kamAvA mATe jIva phaDakapaTa kare che. mAyAnu sevana kare che ne marIne tiryaMca gatimAM jAya che. tiya``camAM jIva keTalI bhUkha tarasa sahana kare che! keTale ejo kheMce che! e baLada, gAya, bheMsa vigere ti"cAne paNa jayAre mAra paDe che tyAre tenI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jAya che paNa tenI dAda kAi sAMbhaLatuM nathI, A tA ApaNe najare joIe chIe ne! jo AvI dazA na karavI hAya tA mAyAkapaTa ane pApane! tyAga kare| premaca'Dha zeThanAM karmAMnA udaya thayA che. e mAnatA hatA ke huM' kRSNaca'da zeThanA pAMca lAkha rUpiyA mahinAmAM bharapAI karI daIza paNu mAnavI dhAre che.kaine ane che kaMi, mANasanA mananI AzAe bhAgye ja pUrI paDe che. eka mahinAmAM pAMca lAkha rU. bharapAI karI devAnI zarata karI hatI. e mujaba mahinA pUrA thayA, paNa premacaMda zeTha paisA bharI zakayA nahi eTale teo ciMtAmAM khamAra paDI gayA. have huM zuM karIza ? A tarapha kapaTI kRSNacaMda zeThe mANasAne mekalyAM ke Aje mahinA pUrA thavAne chelleA divasa che. rUpiyA pAMca lAkha bharI jAe, paNa premaca`da zeTha pAse eTalA paisA AvyAM nathI. karavuM zuM? khUba vicAra karIne zeThe peAtAnA kimatI jhaverAtanI peTI laine sunImane mAlyA, ane kahevaDAvyuM. A daza lAkhanu jhaverAta che temAMthI pAMca lAkha ane tenuM vyAja gaNIne Apane je pasaMda hAya te lai lejo. zeTha khUba khamAra che tethI AvI zake tema nathI. munIme tyAM jaine zeThanA saMdezA ApyA paNa kRSNacaMda zeThe carata mujaba pAMca lAkha rUpiyA joI e. kahyuM' ke mAre jhaverAta nathI joItuM mAre te

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zAradA darzana pa3pa . ane e na ApI zake te mATe te zarate mujaba emanA zarIramAMthI savAzera mAMsa kApI levuM che. zeThano munIma jhaverAtanI peTI laIne pAcho Avyo ne zeThane badhI vAta karI. A sAMbhaLIne zeThanI mUMjhavaNa vadhIne bimArI paNa vadhI. pathArImAMthI uThavAnI tAkAta na rahI. kRSNacaMda zeThe ghaNI vakhata kahevaDAvyuM paNa jAya kevI rIte? teo jaI na zakayA tyAre kRSNacade kerTamAM phariyAda karI eTale premacaMda zeThane parANe kacerImAM hAjara thavuM paDyuM. tyAM nyAyAdhIzoe pUchayuM. kema premacaMda zeTha? tame A zeThanI pAsethI pAMca lAkha rUpiyA lIdhA hatA ne? ane AvI zarata karI hatI? premacaMda zeThe kahyuM - hA, sAheba. AgaLanAM vahepArIe jabAna upara lAkhAne karene vahepAra karatAM hatAM ne ApeluM vacana barAbara pALatAM hatAM. premacaMda zeThe nyAyAdhIzane satya kahI dIdhuM ke meM AvI zarata kabUla karI che. huM paisA cUkavI zako nahi paNa trIsamA divase meM kiMmatI ratna mokalAvIne kahevaDAvyuM ke AmAMthI pAMca lAkhanI kiMmatanAM ratna vyAja sahita laI le paNa temaNe ratna lIdhAM nahi. e te mArA zarIramAMthI savAzera mAMsa kApI levA Icche che. have Apa je nyAya kare te sAce, tyAre nyAyAdhIze kahyuM zeTha! tame zaratamAM lakhANa karI ApyuM che ne vacanathI baMdhAI gayA cho eTale kAyadesara tene tamArA zarIramAMthI mAMsa kApI levA de. A sAMbhaLI zeThe kahyuM ke mAre darabAramAM phariyAda karavI che. te je nyAya Apaze tema karIza. AthI darabAramAM kesa ga. baMne jaNA darabAramAM hAjara thayA, baMne zeThIyAM khUba prakhyAta hatA. baMnene sArI rIte sau oLakhatA hatA. kRSNacaMdanI zarata sAMbhaLIne bAdazAhane khUba Azcarya thayuM ne tene nyAya kevI rIte karavo tenA vicAramAM paDayA. tethI bIrabalane kahyuM-bIrabala! nIti ane dharmanuM pAlana thAya ane A zeThanA prANa na jAya te keImAgadhIne tuM Ane nyAya karI Apa. bIrabalanI buddhithI premacaMda zeDane bacI gayelo jAna :- bAdazAhanI vAta sAMbhaLIne bIrabale kahyuM ke huM Ane nyAya kAle karIza. tame kAle ahIM hAjara thaI jaje. bIrabalanI vAta sAMbhaLIne zeTha ghera gayA. bIje divase baMnene darabAramAM bolAvavAmAM AvyA. baMnene sAmA ubhA rAkhIne bIrabale kRSNacaMda zeThane pUchayuM kema zeTha! tamAre pAMca lAkha rUpiyA nathI joItA ne! tyAre teNe kahyuM. nA mAre te premacaMda zeThanA zarIranuM savAzera mAMsa joIe che, tyAre bIrabale kahyuM ! zeTha! khuzIthI tame temanA zarIramAMthI mAMsa kApI le paNa eka vAta yAda rAkhajo ke tamArI zarata savAzera mAMsa kApI levAnI che te tame zarata pramANe savAzera mAMsa kApI le paNa je savA : zerathI rati bhAra vadhu ke ochuM kApaze te teTaluM tamArA zarIramAMthI mAMsa kApI laIza ane bIjuM tamArI zarata ekaluM mAMsa kApI levAnI che to mAMsa kApatAM eka TIpuM paNa lehI bheguM nA AvavuM joIe. je lehI nIkaLaze te teTaluM tamAruM lehI kheMcI levAmAM Avaze. bIrabale hAthamAM charI ApIne kahyuM ke jaladI tame mAMsa kApI le. A sAMbhaLIne kRSNacaMdazeTha gabharAyA ke huM mAMsa kApe te heja vadhAre ke ochuM kapAI jAya. kADhayA pachI ja telI zakAya. pahelAM thoDuM telAya? ane mAMsa kApatAM lehI

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13: zAradA darzana paNa nIkaLe ja. A kema ne ? eTale kRSNacaMda zeThe kahyu', sAheba! mAre mAMsa nathI joItuM. pAMca lAkha rUpiyA joI e che. A sAMbhaLIne khIrabale kahyu` zu` khele che ? have rAtI pAI paNa nahi maLe. have te! savAzera mAMsa ja levuM paDaze. jo ema nahi kare te A nyAyanuM apamAna kayu' gaNAze. belA, zuM karavuM che? tyAre kRSNacaMda zeThe nirAza thaine kahyuM. sAheba ! mAre kaMi nathI joItuM. mane jIvatA choDI do eTale basa. A sAMbhaLIne khAdazAhe kahyuM. jue zeTha! tame AvA meTA vahepArI thaI ne khIjAnA jAna levA mATe AvI kapaTakhAjI rame che. te tamane zeAbhatuM nathI. have kadI AvA dhaMdhA karazeA nahi, ane sabhA samakSa premacaMdazeThanI mAphI mAMge. bAdazAhanA hukama thaye eTale mAphI mAMgavI paDe. tethI kRSNacaMda zeThane pAMca lAkha rUpiyA jatA karI premaca'dazeTha pAse mAphI mAMgavI paDI. mAphI mAMgIne kRSNacaMda zeTha cAlyA gayA. khIrabalanI budhdhithI premacaMda zeThanA jAna bacI gayA eTale khuza thai gayA ane pAMca lAkha rUpiyA khIrabalane inAmamAM ApI dIdhA. jue, khaMdhue ! khIrabalanI budhdhi kevI che ! eNe yukti karIne premacaMda zeThane bacAvI lIdhA, paNa TUMkamAM eka vAta, jarUra samajI lejo ke emanA puNyanA udaya haze tethI khIrabalanI yuktithI khacI gayA. bAkI kanI keTamAMthI ke.i chUTI zakatuM nathI. devakI rANI gama nu sukhapUrNAMka pAlana karatAM dinapratidina dharmAM mAM lIna banatA jAya che. temanA zarIranI krAMti paNa vadhatI jAya che. nava mAsa pUrNa thavA AvyA che. have teo kevA putrane janma Apaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra:- kapaTI durgaMdhane pAMDavAne snAna, bhAjana karAvIne kahyuM ke have cAleA, ApaNe sabhA jovA jaI e. je mANasanA manamAM jevA bhAva hAya tevu' tenuM haiyuM talasatuM hoya che. pAMDavA atyAre khAsa karIne sabhA jovA mATe AvyAM hatAM eTale temane sabhA jovAnuM mana hatu' ne kauravAnA dilamAM kapaTa hatuM ke ApaNe sabhA jovAnA bahAne teDAvyAM che paNa jugAra ramADIne emane lu'TI laie, eTale temaNe pahelethI ja sabhAmAM badhI taiyArIe karI rAkhI hatI. A duryodhananA kahevAthI badhA sabhA jovA mATe AvyA. pAMDavoe sabhAmAM praveza ko. sabhAnI racanA ane kAmagIrI joIne khuza thayA. A sabhA ghaNI meATI hatI temAM kaI jagyAe saMgItanAM mIThAM sUra saMbhaLAtAM hatAM, kei jagyAe nATaka cAlatu hatu, amuka jagyAe jovA lAyaka vastue gAThavI hatI, A badhuM jotAM khuza thatAM pAMDavA AgaLa cAlyA. e sabhA jotAM jAya che ne vakhANa karatAM jAya che. guNavAna AtmAe saMtra guNune dekhe che. ahIM pAMDavAne bicArAne kayAM khabara che ke A sabhA e sabhA nathI paNa amane phasAvavA mATenu piMjarU che. tamAre uMdarane pakaDavA hAya tA pi'jarAmAM roTalInA TukaDA bharAvA che ne ? zuM uMdarane khAvA roTalI mUke che? ane roTalInuM dAna kareA che? "nA" ene pakaDavA mATe, ahI' meATI sabhA banAvI hatI. temAM yudhiSThira jevA pavitra purUSanAM pagalAM thAya ne sabhA pavitra khane te dRSTithI pAMDavAne AlAnyA na hatA. emane khelAvavAnI pAchaLa melI ramata hatI, paNa pAMDavAne A krapaTakhAjInI khabara na hatI. e tA sabhA jotA jAya che ne duryodhananI e mADhuM praza'sA karatA jAya che. sabhA jotAM jotAM AgaLa cAlyA te kAi cApATa rame chene keAI jugAra rame che.

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zAradA darzana yudhiSThira kadI jugAra ramyA na hatA eTale temane khabara nathI ke jugara kevI rIte ramAya? paNa duSTa duryodhanane saMga thayo che. have zuM bane che te sAMbhaLavA jevuM che. yudhiSThire jugAra ramatAM joIne pUchayuM ke tame A zuM karo che? tyAre jugAra ramanArAe kahyuM ame jugAra ramIe chIe. jugAra ramanArA kaura hatA. temaNe kahyuM meTAbhAI! amArI ramatane raMga jAmyo che. bahu AnaMda Ave che. te A5 jugAra ramavA bese. khUba AnaMda Avaze. ame te nAnA nAnA chIe paNa apa ane duryodhana vigere moTA meTA ramaze te vaLI era AnaMda Avaze. badhI bAjI gaThavI rAkhyA pramANe badhA yudhiSThirane jugAra ramADavA mATe ceTI paDyA ane duryodhane paNa sAtha ApatAM kahyuM. brAta yudhiSThira Ao khele, copaDa pAsA sAra, ahe samaya milA hai acchA, Apa karo svIkAra he zrotA... he yudhiSThira vIrA! Aje ghaNA vakhate ApaNe badhAM bhegA thayAM chIe. rAjakArya te. che che ne che. Aje to mane raMjana karavAne pregrAma che. te ApaNe A ce pATa ramavA besIe. tyAM duryodhananA mAmA zakuni AvyA. karNa AvyA ne kahevA lAgyA. hA...cAle, tame meTA meTA ramazo te khUba majhA Avaze. mATe yudhiSThira, A avasara maLe che te ramata rame. badhAe khUba Agraha karyo eTale dharmarAjAe kahyuM ThIka, tyAre ramIe. A sAMbhaLIne duryodhana AdinA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. hAza, have mAchaluM jALamAM sapaDAI jaze, ane ApaNuM mahenata lekhe lAgaze. ema kahI duryodhane tenA mANasane kahyuM jAe, amAre ramavA mATe navA pAsA laI Ave, ane badhAne AmaMtraNa Ape ke yudhiSThira, duryodhana vigere moTA jugAra rame che mATe badhA sabhAmAM javA mATe padhAre. yudhiSThire jugAra ramavAnI hA pADI ke tarata ja bhIma ane arjune kahyuM, moTAbhAI! jagAra ramavo te Apane mATe yogya nathI. jugAra bhayaMkara vyasana che, tyAre dharmarAjAe kahyuM bhAI! A jugAra ramavAnI budhi nathI. A te badhAne khUba Agraha che tethI mane raMjana khAtara be ghaDI ramuM chuM. ema kahIne yudhiSThira jugAra ramavA beThAM. emaNe pahelAM pUchI lIdhuM ke A bAjI kevI rIte ramAya? eTale duryodhane badhI vAta samajAvI ke pahelAM dAvamAM amuka cIja mUkavAnI. je jIte te cIja laI jAya. baMdhuo! jugAramAM pahelAM nAnI nAnI vastu mUkAya che pachI moTI cIjo mUkAya che. pahelAMnA vakhatamAM mANasa AMbalA (kacakAthI) jugAranI zarUAta karatA hatA. bIlAMmAMthI pachI paisA, rUpiyA ne dAgIne mUkatA hatA. ahIM yudhiSThira jugAra ramavA taiyAra thayA. badhA jevA mATe AvI gayA che. prathama dAva para rakakhI sopArI, phira mudrA usavAra mAlA kaMThI kaDI jaI, gayA yudhiSThira hAra che-zrotA... pahelA dAvamAM sopArI mUkIne yudhiSThira ramyA te te jItI gayA. bIjI vakhata bIju phaLa te paNa jItI gayA. trIjA dAvamAM vIMTI mUkI te paNa jItyA, have mANasanI jIta thAya eTale ramavAne rasa vadhe. atyAra sudhI kadI yudhiSThira jugAra ramyA na hatA paNa have temane ramavAne casake lAgyA eTale senAnI kaMThI, kaDI vigere nAnA AbhUSaNe mUkIne ramavA lAgyA. zA. -18

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53 zAradA na temAM yudhiSThira hArI gayA. ramatAM keI vakhata yudhiSThiranI chata te duryodhananI hAra thavA lAgI. ema hArajItathI jugAranI ramatane raMga jAmavA lAgyo. e ramatamAM badhA khAvApIvAnuM bhAna bhUlI gayA. have barAbara dAva hAthamAM AvyuM che tema samajIne zakunie duryodhanane kapaTabAjI zIkhavADI hatI te rIte kapaTayukta jugAra ramavAnuM zarU karyuM. zakunie duryodhanane pAsA maMtarIne ApyA eTale tenI hAra thAya ja nahi. saraLa svabhAvI yudhiSThirane A kapaTa bAjInI khabara nathI. tene te ramavAno rasa jAgyo. have kapaTI duryodhana kapaTayukata jugAra ramIne dharmarAjAne kevI rIte harAvaze tene bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 68 bhAdaravA suda 5 ne zanivAra tA. 17--77 anaMta karUNAnA sAgara, paramakRpALu sarvajJa bhagavaMtanA mukhamAMthI jharelI vANI tenuM nAma sidhAMta. atyaM bhAsanti arahA, suttaM gaMthAMta gaNaharA niuNaM / sAsaNassa hiyaTThAe, tao suttaM pavattai // arihaMta bhagavaMte artharUpa vANuM prakAze che. ane nipuNa evA gaNadhara bhagavaMte e vANIne sUtrarUpe gUMthe che. tyAra pachI zAsananA hita mATe e sUtranuM pravartana thAya che. A vANIne sahAre lIdhA vinA mokSa maLe muzkela che. vItarAga vANI upara apUva zradhdhA che tevA devakI mAtA zubha vicAro ane zubha dharma karatA sukhapUrvakagarbhanuM pAlana karatA hatA. "tapa i nA pheva sevI nathaipa jAsumaNArata baghujIvaya lakakhassa sarasa parijAtaka taruNa divAyara samApayama savyavanayaNakata sukumAla jAva surugayatAluya samANa dAraya payAyA / " tyAra pachI nava mahinA ane sADA sAta divasa pUrNa thayA pachI ja kusuma samAna rakta, baMdhujIva (varasAdamAM utpanna thAya che) samAna rakta, lAkhanA rasa je rakta, kabUtaranI AMkhe samAna rakta, udaya pAmatAM sUrya jevI prabhAvALe, sarva manuSyanA nayanane sukha ApavAvALe, priyakArI, atyaMta kamaLa yAvat surUpa ane hAthInA tALavA jevA sukamaLa bALakane janma Ape. puNyavAna AtmAnAM lakSaNe janma thatAMnI sAthe dekhAI Ave che. jema Ugate sUrya lAladhUma ane tejasvI hoya che tema A putra lAladhUma ane tejasvI hate. enA zarIranI cAmaDI makhamala jevI mUlAyama hatI. manuSya karatAM hAthInuM tALavuM vadhu kamaLa heya che eTale ahIM zAstrakAre hAthInA tALavA je sukomaLa hatuM tema kahyuM che. AvA sukomaLa ane tejasvI bALakanuM rUpa joIne saunI AMkhe TharI gaI. AvA meTA rAjAne ghera putrane janma thAya eTale vadhAmaNI ApavA javA mATe sItalapApaDa bane che, kAraNa ke je vadhAmaNI ApavA mATe jAya tenI jiMdagInuM daridra TaLI jAya.te

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53 zAradA darzana nyAla thaI jAya. avivadhAmaNI ApavA javA mATe taiyAra na thAya? deva devInI dAsIo putra janma pachI tarata vasudeva rAjAne vadhAmaNuM ApavA mATe doDI. keI vasudevane vadhAmaNI ApavA gaIto kaI kRSNa vAsudevane vadhAmaNI ApavA gaI. pitA vasudeva rAjA che ane kRSNajI traNa khaMDanA svAmI vAsudevanI padavI pAmelA che. eTale temane paNa vadhAmaNI ApavI joIe ne? dAsIoe vAsudeva rAjA pAse jaI be hAtha joDIne kahyuM, he mahArAjA! nava mAsa ane sADA sAta rAtrI pUrNa thayA pachI devakI devIe ati sukumAla ane tejasvI devakumAra jevA putraratnane janma Apyo che. e zubha samAcAra ame Apane nivedita karIe chIe. tamAre jaya thAo,vijayathAo, ne kalyANa thAo. putra janmanAM samAcAra ApI vasudeva rAjAne jaya vijaya zabdothI vadhAvyA. putra janmanA samAcAra sAMbhaLIne vAsudeva mahArAjA temaja kRSNa vAsudevanA AnaMdane pAra na rahyo. ane harSita thaIne mIThA zabdothI temaja sugaMdhita puSpanI mALAo temaja kiMmatI AbhUSaNe ApIne dAsIenA satkAra-sanmAna karyA. eTaluM ja nahi paNa te dAsIone dAsIpaNAnA kAmathI mukta karIne enA dIkarAnA dIkarA AnaMdapUrvaka beThAM beThAM khAya te paNa khuTe nahi eTaluM dravya ApyuM. A rIte putra janmanI vadhAmaNI ApavA AvanAra dAsIone satkAra sanmAna karIne vidAya ApI. ATaluM badhuM dravya maLavAthI dAsIe vicAra karavA lAgI ke je putranA janmanI vadhAmaNuM ApavA gayA temAM ApaNane rAjAe nyAla karI dIdhA to e AtmA ke pavitrane puNyavAna haze! e moTe thatAM ke pratApI thaze ! vAsudeva rAjA ane kRSNa vAsudeva baMnenA harSane pAra nathI. vasudevano putra che ne kRNane nAno bhAI che. baMnenA haiyAM harSathI nAcI uThayAM che. harSamAM AvelA kRSNa vAsudeve kauTuMbika purUSane belAvIne AjJA karI ke he devAnupriye ! tame ApaNI AkhI dvArakA nagarIne khUNe khUNethI kacaro vALIne sApha karAve, zItaLa pANI chaTA, ane nagaranI dareka bhI tene gazIrSa caMdana Adi sugaMdhita padArtho vaDe lIdhe. kRSNa vAsudeva pitAnA laghubhAIne janmotsava khuba dhAmadhUmathI ujave che. temAM keTalI taiyArIo kare che. temaNe mANasane kahyuM ke tame AkhI dvArakA nagarI sApha karAvIne lIMpIgUMpIne taiyAra karAve, maMgala vAjitre vagaDA, gIta gavaDA, davajApatAkA ane raNe baMdhAvIne nagarI zaNagAra. cogya sthAna upara maMgala kaLaza mUkI ne AkhI nagarIne dhUpa dvArA suvAsita banAve. kedIone mukta kare. jemane janmanI keda che te badhAne mAphI ApIne kAyama mATe mukta kare, ane vecAtI cIjonI kiMmatamAM ghaTADo karo. A pramANe kauTuMbika puruSane AjJA karI. tyArabAda nagaramAM vasatA mukhya zreSTha puruSane belAvyA ne kahyuM ke he mahAnubhA! ApaNe daza divasa sudhI utsava ujavavAnuM che te tame putra janmanA utasava mATe je je vidhio thAya che te badhI vidhio zarU karo eTale ke bajAramAM vecANa mATe tame je vastuo lAve te vastuo uparane je Tekasa paDe che te

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zAradA darzana daza divasa sudhI mApha karavAmAM Ave che. temaja ghara, khetara vigerenI je upaga karavA lAyaka vastuone Tekasa paNa daza divasa sudhI levAmAM Avaze nahi. A daza divasa sudhI sArI dvArikA nagarInAM kAmadhaMdhA baMdha karAvIne saMpUrNa rajA pALe, ane sArI rIte utsava ujave. je gunegAroe gune karyo hoya te badala rAjya taraphathI je daMDa levAya che te daza divasa mATe levAze nahi, tema ja dvArakAnagarImAM jenA jenA mAthe karaja hoya te karajadAre temanAM leNadArane laIne rAjayamAM Ave te daza divasa sudhI rAjA karajadAranuM karaja ApIne temane mukta karAvaze. temaja koI garIba mANasane paisAnI jarUra hoya te te zrImaMta pAsethI devuM karIne paisA na le. rAjA pAse Ave te rAjya taraphathI tene jarUriyAta pramANe dhana ApavAmAM Avaze. rahevA mATe ghara nahi hoya tene ghara banAvI ApavAmAM Avaze. A pramANe dvArikAnagarImAM ulleSaNa karAvI. baMdhuo! eka putra janma mahotsava ujavavA mATe kRSNa vAsudeva ane vasudeva rAjA keTaluM dravya kharce che. A mATe janmotsava ujavavAmAM temane keTale ullAsa haze! vasudeva rAjAne putra pratyene ane kRSNa vAsudevane pitAnA laghubhAI pratyene zudhdha prema haste. AjanA mANase prema kare che paNa e prema nathI paNa moha che. kAraNa ke prema ane moha e bemAM ghaNuM aMtara che. prema e gAyanA dUdha jevo che. ane moha e AkaDAnA dUdha jevo che. gAyanuM dUdha pIvAthI zarIrane puSTi maLe che ne AkaDAnuM dUdha pIvAthI mANasa marI jAya che. gAyanuM dUdha ane AkaDAnuM dUdha ane dekhAvamAM sarakhA che paNa baMnenA guNamAM AkAza pAtALa jeTaluM aMtara che. gAyanuM dUdha zaktivardhaka che. ne AkaDAnuM dUdha vinAzakArI che, te rIte prema AtmazaktimAM vRddhi kare che. jyAre mAha Atmazaktino vinAza kare che. prema AtmalakSI che. ne moha dehalakSI che prema paramArthI che ne meha svArthI che. prema nirvikAra che ne meha vikAranI bhaDabhaDatI Aga je che. prema tyAga ane virAgane rAgI che. jyAre moha rAga ane bhegane bhikhArI che. A rIte prema ane mohamAM aMtara hovA chatAM Ajano mAnavI mohane premamAM khatave che moha ane premamAM keTaluM aMtara che te samajAvavA eka daSTAMta kahuM. budhdhane upagupta nAmano eka ziSya pharatA pharate mathurAnagarInI bahAra jaMgalamAM eka vRkSa nIce sUte hate. cAMdanInI rAta hatI. eTale pRthvI upara cAMdanIne zItaLa prakAza patharAI rahyo hato. vAtAvaraNa AnaMdakArI lAgatuM hatuM. A samaye mathurAnI eka nartakI tyAMthI utAvaLI utAvaLI jaI rahI hatI. tenA paganI Thokara sAdhune vAgI eTale uMghamAMthI jAgI gayo ne beTho thaI gaye, tyAre nartakI e sAdhunI pAse potAnAthI Thokara vAgI ane uMghamAMthI jAgI gayA teno pazcAtApa karatI mAphI mAMgavA lAgI, tyAre sAdhue kahyuM ke bahena! tame jANIne mane Thokara mArI nathI. ajANatA vAgI che ATalA badhA pazcAtApa karavAnI jarUra nathI. huM tane mApha karuM chuM. tuM ciMtA karIza nahi. nartakI vicAra karavA lAgI. ke aho! zuM A sAdhumAM namratA che. temanA mukhamAMthI jANe amI jhare che.nartakI tenA sAmuM joI rahI. e

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zAradA darzana 541 bhikSuka rAjakumAra hato. teNe baudanI dIkSA lIdhI hatI, paNa tenA zarIranuM sauMdarya jhAMkhu paDayuM na hatuM. tenA deha upara brahmacaryanuM alaukika teja jhaLahaLI rahyuM hatuM. A sAdhunuM rUpa ane sauMdarya joIne nartakI temAM mugdha banI gaI ne bolI uThI he mahArAja! A tamAruM sauMdaryavAna ane sukumAla zarIra A dhULanA DhagalAmAM ragadoLavA mATe che? A vauvana duHkhanI bhaThThImAM tapIne naSTa karavA mATe che? A uMmara to bega bhegavIne jIvananI majhA mANavA mATe che. tame mArI sAthe mAre ghera padhAre. huM tamArI sAthe prema karIza ane tamAruM tana ane yauvana saphaLa banAvIza. tyAre upagute kahyuM. bahena! atyAre nahi paNa samaya Avaze tyAre huM tane premanA ojasane sAkSAtkAra karAvIza. A sAMbhaLIne nartakI cAlI gaI. nartakIne sAdhu pratye moha hatA eTale thoDo samaya tene duHkha thayuM paNa pachI enA vyavasAyamAM paDIne e vAta bhUlI gaI. A vAtane varSo vItI gayA. pharIne upagupta bhikSu pharatAM pharatAM mathurA nagarImAM AvyA. teo eka divasa sAMjanA samaye jaMgalamAM jaI rahyA hatA. te vakhate temane eka kAramI cIsa saMbhaLAI. je taraphathI cIsa saMbhaLAI te tarapha bhikSue tapAsa karI te eka strI khADAmAM behAla dazAmAM bebhAna paDelI hatI. te vedanA bharI kAramI cIsa pADatI hatI. bacAve...bacAve. jenI dakSiNamAM nirmaLa premanA jharaNuM vahe che te bhikSue bAIne khADAmAMthI bahAra kADhI tenA zarIre pANI chAMTI, durgadha mAratuM gaMdu zarIra svaccha karyuM. tethI tene zAnA vaLI ne bhAnamAM AvI. eTale bhikSue kahyuM bahena ! have raDIza nahi. huM tAruM duHkha dura karavA mATe AvI pahoMce chuM. tuM ciMtA na karIza. AvA mIThA zabda sAMbhaLIne te A vicAra karavA lAgI ke AvA duHkhamAM mane zAMti ane AzvAsana ApanAra keNa pavitra puruSa che ! e jovA mATe teNe AMkha khelI. bhikSue tene tarata oLakhI lIdhI ke A te ghaNAM vakhata pahelAM mane enI sAthe prema karavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApatI hatI te nakI che. Aje tenuM suMdara zarIra rogothI gherAI gayuM che ne temAMthI asahya durgadha chUTI rahI che. enI A dazA kema thaI te sAdhu samajI gayA. ati bhoganA kAraNe zarIra rogathI gherAI gayuM che. temAMthI durgadha nIkaLavA lAgI ane sauMdarya naSTa thaI gayuM, eTale enA rUpanI pAchaLa mugdha banelA enA dehanA premI paMkhIDAo tenAthI dura uDI gayA ane tenI tarapha leke, ghaNAnI daSTithI jovA lAgyA. AkhuM zarIra saDI javAthI tenI durgadha asahya lAgavAthI ajubAjuvALA mANasoe rAjAnI rajA laIne tene nagaranI bahAra khADAmAM pheMkAvI dIdhI. A nartakI moha ane vAsanAne prema samajatI hatI. Aje tene sAcA premanuM svarUpa samajAvavAno moko maLe che te huM tene samajAvuM ke sAco prema kene kahevAya? - nartakIe pUchayuM-he mahArAja ! tame keNu che? tame mane maratI bacAvI che. huM

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pa42 zAradA darzane jIvanabhara tamAre upakAra nahi bhUluM. tyAre bhikSue kahyuM-bahena! ghaNAM varSo pahelAM eka bhikSu jaMgalamAM vRkSa nIce sUtA hatA ne tArA paganI ajANapaNe Thokara vAgatAM jAgI gayo hate. tyAre te emane kahyuM hatuM ne ke tame mAre ghera cAle. huM tamArI sAthe prema karIza. pachI bhikSuke tene kahyuM hatuM ne ke samaya Avaze tyAre huM tane sAcA premanA ojasane sAkSAtkAra karAvIza. te vyakti huM pote chuM. meM barAbara cagya samaye AvIne tene premanI pIchANa karAvI che. bela, tuM tene prema mAnatI hatI? A tArI yuvAnI kayAM gaI? tAruM rUpa ane lAlI kayAM gaI! ane tArI yuvAnI ane rUpanI pAchaLa pAgala banelA e premanA paMkhIDA nahi paNa mohanA kIDA kayAM gayA? ne tArI A dazA kema thaI? emanA mehamAM paDIne bhegavilAsanuM sevana karIne te tArA dehanI khuvArI karI paNa duHkha vakhate kaI tArI pAse ubhA rahyA? bela, have A prema ke mahi! prema niHsvArthI che ne meha svArthI che. eTale svArtha pUro thatAM keIe tArI khabara na letAM tane khADAmAM pheMkI dIdhI. bhikSunA vacane sAMbhaLIne nartakI cedhAra AMsue raDavA lAgI ne bhikSunA caraNamAM paDI gaI. bhikSue tene khUba upadeza ApIne nartakInuM jIvana sudhAryuM. je nartakI dehanA sauMdaryanA mahine prema mAnatI hatI te have vizvanA sarva AtmAomAM saudaryanuM darzana karavA lAgI ane jIvana pavitra banAvI jIvanayAtrA samApta karI. baMdhuo ! tamane prema ane mohanuM svarUpa samajAyuM ne ? hIrAmAM ne kAcanA TukaDAmAM jeTaluM aMtara che teTaluM aMtara meha ane premamAM che. prema jIvane pragatinA paMthe derI jAya che ne meha patananA paMthe kheMcI jAya che. prema e jIvanamAM prakAza che ne meha aMdhakAra che. prema mahAsAgara che ne meha khAbocIyuM che. premamAM nyAya ane anyAyane viveka hoya che jayAre mehamAM nyAya, anyAyane vivekane dipaka olavAI jAya che. mehamAM levAnI vRtti hoya che jayAre premamAM devAnI vRtti hoya che, prema badalAnI bhAvanA nathI raHkha tyAre mehamAM badale levAnI bhAvanA bharelI hoya che, mehamAM phasAyele mANasa kevaLa pitAnA sukhane vicAra kare che tyAre premI saunA sukhamAM pitAnuM sukha juve che. bAhyadaSTithI tamane prema ane moha bhale sarakhA dekhAtA heya paNa e banne vacce rAta divasa jeTaluM aMtara che, mehanA AvaraNathI gherAI gayele mAnavI premane vizuddha prakAza meLavI zakyuM nathI. bhagavAne paNa kahyuM che ke, phuora nAva yutti je nar g viDA mohathI gherAyele mAnavI vivekane bhUlI dukhone AmaMtraNa Ape che. A saMsAramAM jyAM joIe tyAM duHkhanuM mULa kAraNa heya te te meha che. prema te sukhane bhaMDAra che. ApaNAM paramakRpALu prabhune duniyAnA samagra che mATe prema hato. tevA bhagavate kahyuM che ne ke "sura aaaaN jharaNa ja che " | jene meha naSTa thayuM che tenuM duHkha paNa nAza pAme che. mATe je tamAre sukhI thavuM hoya te deha choDIne jIvanamAM prema apanAve. upaguptanA jIvanamAM prema

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543 zAradA darzana hate te nartakIne sudhArI. temAM tame je jIvanamAM premane apanAvazo te tamArA jIvana dvArA aneka jIvane sudhArI sva para kalyANa sAdhI zakaze. - ahIM kRSNavAsudevane potAnA bhAIne maha na hato paNa aMtarane prema hato. te jANatA hatA ke A mAro bhAI saMsAramAM rahevAne nathI. laghuvayamAM saMsArane meha cheDI saMyama levAne che. AvA pavitra AtmAne janma mahotsava ujavavAne mane lAbha mata che, dvArakA nagarImAM daza divasa mATe mahatsava ujavAI rahyo che. duHkhI manuSyanA AnaMdano pAra nathI. haju paNa janmotsava kevI rIte ujavAze. tenA bhAva avasare. caritra:- "duryodhananI mAyAnI jALamAM phasAyelA dharmarAjA" : duryodhana ane zakunie jANyuM ke have yudhiSThirane ramavAne raMga barAbara lAge che eTale kapaTayukta cAlabAjI zarU karI. duryodhana pate te durmativALe hate. temAM vaLI mAmA zakunine sAtha maLe pachI zuM bAkI rahe? yudhiSThira te jugAra ramavAmAM evA masta banI gayA ke uThavAnI vAta karatAM nathI. emaNe jugAramAM tenuM mUkayuM te hArI gayA pachI hIrAmANeka vigere jhaverAta mUkayuM. chevaTe nAnA gAma mUkavA mAMDayA, te paNa hArI gayA chatAM paNa ema nathI thatuM ke huM uparAuparI hAruM chuM te have ramavAnuM cheDI dauM. e te jugAra ramavAmAM eTalA masta banI gayAM che ke temane khAvuM pIvuM kaMIja yAda AvatuM nathI. dharmarAjA jevA dharmarAjA jugAramAM hAravA lAgyA che te paNa kahevata che ne ke hAryo jugArI bamaNuM rame" te anusAra vadhu ne vadhu ramavA jAya che. pachI jugArIyAne bhAna nathI rahetuM ke huM raMgamAM AvIne badhuM mUkuM chuM ne hArI jAuM chuM pachI mAruM zuM thaze? te rIte dharmarAjAe hAravA chatAM jugAra ramavAnuM cAluM rAkhyuM, hArA prathama AbharaNu sArA, phira hArA bhaMDAra, hAthI, ghoDA, uMTa, ratha saba, rAjamahala parivAra he zrotA tuma.... yudhiSThira pAse hIrA, mANeka, motI, sena.nAM jeTalA AbhUSaNe hatAM te badhAM temaja, mugaTa, bAjubaMdha, sAtaserA, navaserA hAra kaMdarA badhuM mUkIne ramyAM ne badhuM hArI gayA. pachI Akhe bhaMDAra mUkI dIdhA te paNa hAryA. tyAra pachI hAthI, gheDA, UMTa, ratha vigere pazudhana mUkIne ramyA te paNa hArI gayA. rAjamahela paNa hAryA. yudhiSThiranI hAra upara hAra thavA lAgI. A joIne bhIma, arjuna te samasamI uThayA. arere.... moTAbhAI! tame A zuM karyuM? are te tamane jugAra ramavA besatAM pahelAM ja rokayA hatAM, paNa tame mAnyA nahi. have te uThe ? khUba kahyuM te paNa dharmarAjA ramavAnuM cheDatAM nathI. tyAre khuda bhiSmapitA, vidurajI vigere vaDIle yudhiSThirane samajAvavA AvyAM, bhiSmapitAe kahyuM he dharmarAjA! A ramata te mAtra manoraMjana mATe che. temAM vaLI hAra-jIta A badhuM zuM ? tamArA jevA sadguNI ane satyavAdI purUSane jugAra ramavuM bilakula zobhatuM nathI. have baMdha kare. khUba kahyuM te paNa yudhiSThire bhImapitAmahanI vAta mAnI nahi, tyAre bhISmapitA yudhiSThirane kahe che ke he yudhiSThira! je tamArA

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zAradA darzana jevA buddhimAna purUSe jugAra ramaze te pachI bIjAne amAre aTakAvavA kevI rIte? je sUrya pite aMdhAruM karI deze te jagatane prakAza koNa Apaze? ane caMdramAMthI aMgArA jharaze te ene zItaLa koNa kaheze ? tema tamArA jevA sajajana purUSa jugAra rame te bilakula vyAjabI nathI. A kuvyasanane raMga tamane kyAMthI lAge? eka ja pAtramAM viSa ane amRta sAthe rahe tevuM ame kadI AMkhathI joyuM nathI ne kAnathI sAMbhaLyuM nathI. tema tame amRta jevA che ne tamArAmAM A vyasananuM viSa kayAMthI bhaLyuM ? jarA vicAra te karo jugAra ramavAthI keTaluM badhuM nukazAna thAya che ! jugAra ramanAra eka te pitAnI mAla milkata, gharabAra hArI jAya che ne bIjuM jagatamAM tenI hAMsI thAya che. mATe kaMika vicAra karo. ATaluM bhISmapitAe samajAvyA chatAM catura purUSane paNa vinAza kALe viparIta budhi sUjhe che. te rIte A dharmarAjAnI buddhi viparIta banI gaI che. te keInI vAta mAnatA nathI ne rame ja jAya che. yudhiSThire Akara, pura grAma vigere AkhuM rAjya dAvamAM mUkI dIdhuM. lekamAM hAhAkAra macI gayo ke maryAdA uparAMta jugAra rame. AvA meTA dAva khelavA te bilakula ThIka nathI. jyAM dharmarAya hAratA jAve, karNa khuzI manAve, duryodhana kara samasyA, vacanabadha banAve che...zrotA, jema jema dharmarAjanI hAra upara hAra thatI jAya che tema tema duryodhananA anurAgIo khuza khuza thAya che. badhA kaura hasavA lAgyA ne kahyuM te tAlIo vagADavA lAgyA ke dharmarAjane kevA harAvyA! tALIo pADato jAya che ne duryodhanane taMga karate jAya che, ane zIkhavADe che ke he duryodhana! tame pahelethI yudhiSThira sAthe karAra karI lejo ke je hAre tene bAra varSa jaMgalamAM rahevAnuM. tyAM sudhI rAjyamAM AvavAnuM nahi. ahIM yudhiSThira AkhuM rAja hArI gayA ne bAra varSa vanavAsa svIkAryo. ATaluM gumAvyuM chatAM haju ramavAnuM che.DatAM nathI. dhamaeNrAjA badhuM hArI gayA jANIne IndraprasthanI prajA raDavA lAgI. A zuM banyuM? Ama te duryodhananI nagarI che. chatAM te konI niMdA kare che ne pAMDavonAM guNa gAya che. AkhI nagarImAM eka ja vAta cAle che ke dharmarAjA jevA pavitra purUSane A zuM sUjhayuM? ATaluM gumAvyuM chatAM ramavAnuM baMdha karatA nathI? emanuM zuM thaze ? ATaluM badhuM hArI gayA chatAM paNa haju dharmarAjA ke khela khelaze tenA bhAva avasare. Aje bA. bra. pU. caMdanabAI mahAsatIjInA mAsakhamaNanI sAdhanAne chelle. divasa che. agAu temaNe be mAsakhamaNa karyA che. A trIjuM mAsakhamaNa che. AvA tapasvIone khUba dhanyavAda sAthe aMtaranA AzIrvAda ApuM chuM ke teo bhaviSyamAM paNa AthI adhika ugra sAdhanA kare ane karmone kSaya karI AtmAne divya tejasvI banAve. vINAbahena bhAlaNane paNa mAsamaNa cAlu che. borIvalI saMghanA ahobhAgya

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1. 24aa kAna 545 che ke haju AvI ugra tapazcaryAe cAlu che, bIjuM amArA paramaupakArI, tAraNahAra pU. gurUdeva zrI ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhekhanI bhAdaravA suda 11 nI puNyatIthi che. te prasaMgane anusarIne ApaNe 'ratnagurU sAdhanA saptAha" AjathI zarU thAya che. temAM paNa ghaNAM bhAI-bahenee bhAga lIdheA che. AvatI kAle caMdanabAI mahAsatIjInu pAraNu che teA tapa bhAvanuM bahumAna karavA tathA vyAkhyAnanA lAbha levA utkRSTa bhAva rAkhaze. vadhu bhAva avasare, (bhAdaranA suda 9 ne ravIvAra tA-18-977nA ApaNe tyAM khA. bra. caMdanakhAI mahAsatIjIne mAsakhamaNunuM pAraNuM che tethI malADathI A. bra. pU. subhASamuni mahArAja sAheba tathA kAMdIvalIthI khA. pra. pU. vasumatIbAI mahAsatIjI ThANA 4 ane dolatanagarathI mA. pra. pU. kAntAbAI mahAsatIjI ThANA 3 padhArela. uparokata saMta satIjIee tapanA mahimA upara mananIya pravacana ApyuM hatuM. tyAra bAda mahAna viduSI khA. bra. pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjIe prasaMgane anurUpa madhura pravacana ApyuM hatuM. temaja A prasaMge upasthita thayela dareka saMghanA kAryakartAe e tapasvIne abhinaMdana ApI sukhazAtA pUchI suMdara vakatavya raju karyu hatu.) vyAkhyAna na. 69 bhAdaravA suda 7 ne sAmavAra tA. 19-9-77 anaMta jJAnI saCjJa bhagavatAe jagatanA jIvAnA kalyANane mATe sidhdhAMtanI prarUpaNA karI. temAM bhagavaMte savAnA utthAnano mArga khatAnyA che. AvI sa zreSDa sidhdhAMtanI vANInu' dareka AtmAe haMmezA zravaNa karavu joie. soccA jANai kallANaM, soccA jANai pAvagaM / samayapi jJAnlR meAkhyA, 6 meya te samAyare / / daza. a. 4 gAthA 11 bhagavate pharamAvyu` che ke kalyANanA mArga kayeA che ne. pApano mAga karyo che te manuSya zravaNu dvArA jANI zake che. banne mAne jANyA bAda je zreyakArI hoya tenuM AcaraNa kare ane je pApakArI hAya tenA tyAga kare. AvI pavitra jinavANInuM zrAvake dararoja zravaNu kare. zrAvaka keAne kahevAya te jANA che ? zrRotIni zrAva : / je jinavANInu' dararoja zravaNu kare te zrAvaka paNa AjanA zrAvako zenuM zravaNa kare che? Aje gharagharamAM reDiyA AvI gayA che. reDiyA upara deza dezanA samAcAra, philmI gItA ane nATakonuM zravaNa kare che. enAthI tamane kalyANane mAtra zu ane pApanA zA.-ka

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pre zAradA darzana mAga zuM tenI khabara paDaze? jIva zuM, achava zuM e tamane samajAze? enAthI te pApakarmanA baMdhana thaze ane jIva pApakarmathI malIna banaze. jyAre jinavANInuM zravaNa karavAthI jIvane mahAna lAbha thAya che. anicchAe jinavANInA be zabda sAMbhaLanAre rahaNIyera tarI gaye. ATalA mATe saMte pikArI pikArIne kahe che ke tame jinavANInuM zravaNa kare. jinavANI e bhavane rega nAbUda karavA mATe amRtapAna samAna che. amUlya rasAyaNa che. jenuM sadA sevana karavAthI jIva ajara amara banI jAya che. | baMdhuo! zrAvakanuM dila jinavANI sAMbhaLavA mATe talasatuM hoya, jinavANI sAMbhaLyA vinAno divasa ene vAMjhI lAge. jinavANInAM be zabda paNa je sAMbhaLavA na maLe te ene ema lAge ke mAro Ajano divasa aphaLa gaye. A kAna ApaNane jinavANInuM zravaNa karavA mATe maLyA che. A kAna maLyAnI sArthakatA kyAre ? kAna maLyAM che zaktizALI, kSamatA enI jyAM lagI sArI vizvabharanI vANuM huM suNyA karUM sukhakArI....mana mA maLyo che mane, kavio paNa kahe che ke jyAM sudhI kAna sArI rIte sAMbhaLI zake che tyAM sudhI bhagavAnanI vANI suNI le. AkhA divasamAM je manuSya kAna dvArA jinavANInAM be zabdo paNa sAMbhaLe che te kAnavALA che. bAkI te kAna hovA chatAM te vigalendrIya jevA che. jema kahevAya che ne ke mANasa pAse game teTaluM dhana hoya paNa je satkAryamAM vaparAyuM te sAcuM dhana che. bAkI te kAMkarA che. tema jinavANInuM je che zravaNa kare che tenA kAnanI sArthakatA che. e jinavANInuM zravaNa karavAthI kaMIka ne saMsAranI asAratA samajAya che ne vairAgya pAmIne saMyamano mArga svIkAre che. AnuM nAma kAna maLyAnI sArthakatA. A mATe saMte tamane vItarAga vANI saMbhaLAve che, ane je sAMbhaLe che. tene kAna maLyAnI sArthakatA che. bAkI je A kAna dvArA pArakI niMdA sAMbhaLe che ne jIbha dvArA bIjAnA avarNavAda bole che te bhavasAgaramAM DUbe che. kaMIka che saMvaranA sthAnamAM AvIne AzravanA kAma kare che paNa yAda rAkhajo ke paraniMdA tamane mahAna duHkha Apaze. tamArAthI bane te keInAM guNa gAo. prazaMsA kare paNa niMdA na karo. niMdA karavAthI jIva gADha karmo bAMdhe che. pachI sAdhu hoya ke saMsArI hoya paNa karma keIne cheDatuM nathI. niMdA kare te potAnA AtmAnI kare. pArakAnI nahi. jyAre AtmA AvA zudhdha bhAvamAM ramaze, tyAre tenI koI niMdA karaze te paNa te kSamA rAkhaze. eka gAmamAM dUradUrathI vicaratAM sAdhue padhAryA. gAmamAM eka khUba dhamaSTha zeTha hatA. temanuM makAna khUba vizALa hatuM. te makAnanA AkhA be mALa khAlI hatA. A saMte e zeThanA makAnamAM utaryA. temAM eka sAdhu kriyAmAM jarA DhIlA hatA paNa guNAnurAgI.

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zAradA darzana khUba hatA. te zeThanA makAnamAM upara utaryA hatA, ane bIjA sAdhue cAritra pAlanamAM kaDaka hatAM te nIce utaryA hatAM. A saMte khUba tapasvI ane kaDaka cAritra pALanArA hatAM eTale hajAro zrAvake temanAM darzana ane vyAkhyAna vANIne lAbha levA mATe AvatAM hatAM. vyAkhyAnamAM te teo tattvajJAnanI, tapa, tyAga ane vairAgyanI ucI ucI vAta saMbhaLAvatA hatAM. sAMbhaLanArane paNa ema thatuM ke zuM mahArAjanI vANI che! paNa vyAkhyAna sivAyanA TAIme koI zrAvaka zrAvikAo darzana karavA AvatAM tyAre temanI AgaLa pelA sAdhunI niMdA karatA hatAM ke A sAdhu te Ave che ne te che. enAmAM ta5 jevuM kaMI che ja nahi. e vaMdana karavAne yogya nathI. zeThane paNa ghaNI vakhata kahetAM ke AvA sAdhune tame zA mATe utAre A che ? enA cAritramAM kayAM ThekANAM che! zeThe te saMtane kahyuM ke mahArAja! bhale te bAhyAkriyAmAM DhIlA che paNa guNAnurAgI ane mahAna pavitra bhAvanAvALA che. kahyuM che ke, yadi santi guNA : pusAM vikasantyeva te svayam / nahi kasturikA: moda:, zapathena vibhAvyate // je manuSyamAM guNa hoya che te ApoApa pragaTa thAya che. tene keIne kahevAnI jarUra nathI. jevI rIte kasturImAM sugaMdha che te vAta jagajAhera che. te vAta sidhdha karavA mATe keIne zapatha (sagaMda) khAvA paDatAM nathI. e te svataH sidhdha che. zeThanA gharamAM meDI upara utarelAM saMta jarA DhIlA hatAM paNa guNAnurAgI khUba hatAM. eTale je mANaso temanA darzana karavA mATe AvatAM temanI pAse nIce utarelAM sAdhuonI khUba prazaMsA karatA, temanA khUba guNa gAtAM, tyAre keIe kahyuM-mahArAja ! tame te emanAM ATalAM badhAM vakhANa kare che paNa e te tamArI khUba niMdA kare che. jyAre emanI pAse jaIe chIe tyAre ema ja kahetA hoya che ke e te AvA che ne tevA che. tyAre saMte kahyuM-bhAI! sAcI vAta che. huM dethI bhareluM chuM. mArAmAM ghaNAM avaguNe che. e kahe che te satya che. have mArA jIvanamAM rahelA deze dUra karavAne huM prayatna karIza. e mahAnapurUSe mArA parama upakArI che. e mArA mATe dIvAdAMDI rUpa che. emane javAba sAMbhaLIne leke emanA caraNamAM namI paDatAM ke bhale nIcevALA saMte cAritravAna ane jJAnI che paNa emanAmAM niMdA karavAne mATe huNa che. A saMta kevA pavitra che ! niMdA karanArane paNa pitAnA parama upakArI mAne che. thoDA samaya pachI badhA saMte vihAra karI gayA. tyAra pachI thoDA samaya bAda e ja gAmamAM kevaLIbhagavaMta padhAryA. temanI dezanA sAMbhaLavA mATe ghaNuM mANase gayAM. bhagavAne saune mIThI madhurI dezanA saMbhaLAvI. sAMbhaLIne kaMIka chae dIkSA lIdhI. eka divasa zeThe kevaLIbhagavaMtane vinayapUrvaka vaMdana karIne pUchayuM-bhagavaMta! theMDA samaya paDakAM mAre tyAM te padhAryA hatA. temAM eka saMta upara rahetAM ne bIjA nIce rahetAM,

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zAradA darzana temAM nIcevALA saMte cAtri pAnamAM kaDaka hatA ne upara utarelA jarA kama hatA. te e baMnemAM parita saMsArI koNa? bhagavaMte javAbamAM kahyuM upara utarelA saMta alpasaMsArI hatAM. A sAMbhaLI zeTha ane zretAjane cakita thaI gayA. - bhagavaMte kahyuM emAM Azcarya pAmavA jevuM nathI. nIce utarelA saMte khUba kriyAvAna hatA. tapa-tyAga khUba karatA hatA paNa daMbhI ane niMdA karanArA hatA, ane upara utarelA saMta kriyAmAM thoDA hIna hatAM, chatAM teo guNAnurAgI hatAM. temaja pitAnAthI tapa thaI zakatuM nahotuM tene ghaNe pastAve te mATe te haLukamI jIva vahela mekSamAM jaze ane nIce utarelAM saMte kaDaka cAritravAna hovA chatAM daMbhI ane niMdaka hovAthI temane mATe mekSa haju ghaNe dUra che. temane haju ghaNAM lAMbA kALa sudhI saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karavuM paDaze. AvuM daSTAMta sAMbhaLIne je guNAnurAgI banaze te jaldI kamene kSaya karIne mekSe jaze. ekalI bAhya kriyA uparathI dharma mApI zakAtuM nathI. bAhyapravRtti ghaNI uMcI karatAM heya paNa jo aMdaranI pariNati zuddha nahi hoya te ekalI bAhyapravRtti mAtrathI kalyANa thaI jatuM nathI. jema pravRtti uMcI hoya tema aMdaranI pariNatinI dhArA paNa zudhdha hoya te ja AtmA jaladI mekSagAmI banI zake che. devAnupriya pArakAnA avarNavAda bolanAre manuSya je je vacano vaDe bIjAne deSita TharAve che te te de temanA mAthe Ave che. dA. ta. keInA mAthe khoTuM aLa caDhAvIe te ApaNA mAthe ALa caDhe. eTalA mATe jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke paraniMdA karanAra vyaktinuM mukha jovA lAyaka nathI. tame sAMbhaLyuM ne niMdA karavAmAM keTaluM pApa che! meM sAdhunI vAta karI. sAdhune ATaluM pApa lAge te tamane lAge ke nahi? AvuM samajIne niMdA karavI, parAyA de jevA A badhuM choDIne bane teTalAM keInA guNa gAe, zAstranuM zravaNa kare ne guNAnurAgI bane. ApaNe gajasukumAlano adhikAra cAle che. siMhakezarI samAna gajasukumAlane janma the. kRSNa vAsudeva pitAnA laghu bAMdhavane janma mahotsava khUba dhAmadhUmathI ujavI rahyA che te vAta cAle che. sUtramAM te lakhyuM che ke "gamana nA mehamAre " jema zreNIka rAjAe meghakumArane janma mahatsava ujavyo hato tema vAsudeva rAjAe gajasukumAlane janma mahotsava ujavyo tema samajI levuM. vasudevarAjA ane kRSNa vAsudevanI AjJAthI daza divasa sudhI dvArakA nagarImAM janma mahotsava ujavavAno che. eTale AkhI nagarI vajApatAkAo ane teNethI khUba zaNagArI che. TheraThera sugaMdhita puSponI mALA laTakAvI che. maMgala vAjiMtre lAge che. zaraNAIonA sura guMje che. maMgala gIte gavAya che ane daza divasa sudhI rAjayamAM nartakIonAM nRtya, nATaka vigere mane raMjana kAryakrama goThavAyA che. AkhI dvArakA nagarImAM AnaMda, pramAda ane prasannatA bharyuM vAtAvaraNa chavAI gayuM che. putra janmotsava mATe je je mANasane je je kArya karavAnI AjJA karI hatI te pramANe

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zAradA darzana badhuM kArya vyavasthita karIne rAjAne khabara ApI. tyArabAda vasudevarAjA ane kRSNavAsudeva bahAranI sabhAmAM uttama siMhAsana upara pUrva dizA tarapha mukha rAkhIne beThA ane badhA kAryakrama AnaMdapUrvaka jevA lAgyA. " saiehiya, sAhassie hiya, sayasAhasse hiya jAehiya, dAehiya dalayamANe paDicchemANe parva ra ja vida" vasudevarAjA putra janmotsavanI khuzAlImAM ekasonI kiMmatanA ekasa, eka hajAranI kiMmatanA eka hajAra, temaja eka lAkhanI kiMmatanA drA lAvyA, ane vAcakane gyatA mujaba vaheMcyA. dezadezanA rAjAone janma mahotsavamAM AmaMtraNa ApyuM. vasudevane ghaNI rANIo hatI, ane temanA putrane janma mahotsava ujavyA hatA paNa devakIrANInA putrane janmate pahelI ja vakhata ujavAya che. kAraNa ke pahelAM cha putrane te janmatAMnI sAthe deva bhIlapura laI jatA hatA, ane kRSNane gupta rIte ucheravAmAM AvyA hatA. A AThame putra hatuM tene janma mahotsava ujavAya che. eTale ghaNAM rAjAo AvelAM che. te rAjAe hAthI, ghoDA, mUlyavAna ratnanA bheTanuM laIne AvyA che, te rAjAne bheTa Ape che ne khuzI manAve che. trIje divase bALakane caMdra ane sUryanAM darzana karAvyA ane daza divasa sudhI janma mahatsava ujajo. have bArame divase putranuM nAma pADaze ne kevI rIte nAmakaraNa vidhi karaze tenA bhAva avasare. - caritra:- jugAra ramavAnI laganImAM heDamAM mUkelA bhAIo ane patnI- jugAra ramavAthI ke moTo anartha sarjAya che te tamane samajAya che ne? dharmarAjA jevA pavitra purUSane jugAra ramavAne heDe lAge che. mahela, khajAnA, hAthI, ghoDA, gAma, garAsa badhuM hArI gayA. pitAnI mAlikInA jeTalA rAjya hatAM te badhA hArI gayA. have te eka tasu jamIna temanI mAlikInI rahI nathI. dAva pUro thaye eTale bhIme jerathI kahyuM, moTAbhAI! have te sAva bhikhArI thaI gayA. have te uke, te paNa uThatAM nathI. pharIthI dAva khelavA taiyAra thayA. saunA manamAM thAya che ke have zuM dAvamAM mUkaze ? tyAM dharmarAjAe kahyuM, have huM mArA cAra bhAIone dAvamAM mUkuM chuM. bhAIone dAvamAM mUkIne kahe che ke, dAsapaNe duryodhanake ghara, karasI sAre kAma, tIje dAva meM khuda ke hArA, cothe nAra abhirAma he tA . }" " - je huM A dAvamAM hArI jaiza te mArA cAre bhAIo duryodhananA dAsa banIne nokaranI jema duryodhananI sevA karaze. A zabda sAMbhaLIne sabhAmAM khaLabhaLATa macI gaye. A zuM ? dharmarAjAe bahu cheTuM karyuM. badhuM bhale mUkayuM paNa bhAIone dAvamAM mUkavAne temane zuM hakaka che! Ama vAta thAya che tyAM dharmarAjA hArI gayA eTale temaNe pitAnI jAtane dAvamAM mUkI tethI vadhu kolAhala thaye. tyAM pote paNa hArI gayA tyAre lamaNe hAtha daIne beThA ke have zuM mUkuM ? A tarapha karNa, zakuni

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zArA darzana vigere duryodhanane kahe che ke jo huM bhUlatA nahi, haju mudAnI cIja bAkI che. duryodhane IzAro karyo eTale dharmarAjA pratye lAgaNI batAvatuM hoya te dekhAva karIne zanie kahyuM ke zuM vicAra kare che ? have te Apane dAva che. mATe dAvamAM draupadIne mUkIne badhuM jItI le. eTale yudhiSThire keI jAtane vicAra karyA vinA dropadIne dAvamAM mUkI dIdhI. jyAre draupadIne dAvamAM mUkI tyAre AkhI sabhA hacamacI uThI. A samaye te duryodhananA pakSanA mANaso paNa raDavA lAgyA. kALe kalpAMta karavA lAgyA. ahe karmazajA! kevA tArA khela che ! A badhA tArA kArastAna che. te sivAya AvA DAhyA purUSane AvI budidha kema sUjhe! A jugAra vidyAnI racanA karanArane paNa dhikkAra che ke jenAthI AvA mahAtmA purUSe paNa khalAsa thaI gayA. Ama bolatA saunI AMkhamAM AMsu bharAI gayA. Ama chatAM hajAro nirAzAmAM eka AzA hatI ke dropadI satI che. e satInA pativratanA prabhAvathI kadAca dharmarAjA jItI jaze. A chele dAva hatA. A samaye kaI duryodhananI niMdA kare che te keIdharmarAjAnI niMdA kare che ke dharmarAjAnI buddhi kayAM cAlI gaI? emaNe satIne dAvamAM mUkatA kaMI vicAra na karyo tyAre kaI sajajane kahe che ke bhAI keInI niMdA na kare. karmarAjAnI lIlA AgaLa DAhyA purUSe paNa bhAna bhUlI jAya che. te sivAya AvuM na bane. Ama vAta thAya che tyAM dharmarAjA draupadIne hArI gayA. eTale karNa, zakuni, temaja badhA kora thaI thaI nAcavA lAgyA. hAtha uThAkara uMce svara se, zakuni bolA bana, chatA duryodhana hArA yudhiSThira, suna je sArA sana he....tA. zakuni te moTA avAje hAtha uMcA karIne tAlI vagADato kahe che ke duryodhananI chata thaI ane yudhiSThira hArI gayA. Ama jorajorathI bolavA lAge. A samaye AkhI sabhAmAM beThelA mANase citranI jema sthira banI gayA. ahAhA...dharmarAjA badhuM hArI gayA! duryodhana jItyA keIne harSa nathI te paNa dharmarAjA hArI gayA tene saunA dilamAM kheda thAya che. kAraNa ke dharmarAjA sajajana ane guNavAna purUSa hatA. guNavAnanA guNa saune vahAlA hoya che. kauravo ane tenA khAsa pakSapAtIone harSa thaye. bAkI badhA raDavA lAgyA. AkhI sabhA mauna beThI hatI. pAMDe nirjIva jevA banIne nIcuM mukha karIne beThA hatAM, tyAre pAMDenI tamAma rAjalakSamI duryodhanane maLI gaI tethI tenI chAtI gajagaja uchaLavA lAgI. bharasabhAmAM pAMDanA kapaDA kheMce che duryodhana abhimAnathI kahe che are ! zAsana vigere bhAIo! tame zuM besI rahyA che? pAMDanA zarIra upara paherelA vastro utArI le. eTale kaura pAMDavonA aMga upara paherelA vo kheMcavA lAgyA, ane bharasabhAmAM temane nAna karavA taiyAra thayA. A samaye sabhAmAM kALe kakaLATa thavA

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cAratA ene lAge. aha! A duryodhana ane harazAsana vigere kevA nIca che! bhale badhuM hArI gayA paNa emanA zarIra upara paherelA vastro Ama kheMcIne utArI levA e kaMI emanI rIta che? e te taddana nagna karavA uThayA paNa leke kakaLATa karavA lAgyA tethI laMgoTI jeTaluM vasa rAkhIne bAkIna vastro kheMcI lIdhA. duzmanane bilakula dayA na AvI. pAMDanA vastro utarAvyAM te karUNa hRdayadrAvaka dazya na joI zakavAthI sajjane te mUchita thaIne paDI gayA. arere..AvA sajjana purUSanI A dazA ! Ama kALe kalpAMta kare che tyAM duSTa duryodhana zuM kahe che. phira duryodhana bolA tAna kara, brAtAo ke tAMya lAo draupadI IsI sabhA meM, jaladIse tuma jAya che. zrotA he duzAsana! have tame badhA jaldI jAo ane Aja sudhI satI tarIke oLakhAtI pAMca pativALI vyabhicAriNI draupadIne ahIM sabhAmAM laI Ave. huM jouM chuM ke te kevI satI che! pAMca pAMca patine sevanArI kadI satI hAya ! e pApaNIne ahIM laI Ave. je sIdhI rIte na Ave te eTale pakaDIne tame tene ahIM laI Avaje. Ama duryodhane kahyuM eTale pApI duHzAsana harSabhera deDate jayAM satI draupadI hatI tyAM Avyo ne kahyuM -he draupadI! tane tAro pati yudhiSThira jugAramAM hArI gayA che. have temanI kaI sattA rahI nathI. e te bhikhArI banI gayAM che ke have tArA bhAgya jAgyAM che mATe duryodhana rAjA tane premathI belAve che. A zabda sAMbhaLIne draupadInuM kALaju cIrAI gayuM. haju duzAsana kevA zabdo kaheze ne draupadI tene zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. [ to vyAkhyAna naM. 70 bhAdaravA suda 8 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 20-6-77 anaMta upakArI, bhavasAgaramAM DUbatAM enAM sAcA sukAnI vItarAga prabhue jagatanAM jInA Atmahita mATe sidhAMta prarUpyA che. mahAna puNyane udaya hoya tyAre jIvane mAnavabhava ane jainadharma maLe che. A bhavya dharmasthAnaka bhavaroga nAbUda karavAnI hospitAla che. DekaTaranA davAkhAnAmAM be prakAranA mANaso Ave che. eka te jene kaI daI thayuM che te dardI ane bIjA DaoNkaTarane mitro ane saMbaMdhIe Ave che, paNa baMnenuM AvavAnuM prayojana alaga hoya che. ne baMnenI vAta paNa alaga hoya che. dardIe potAnA rogane maTADavAnI davA levA mATe DokaTara pAse Ave che, ane mitra DaoNkaTarane maLavA ane vAta karavA mATe Ave che. dardI DaoNkaTaranI pAse

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papara zAradA darzana . AvIne eka vAta karaze ke sAheba! mane peTamAM asadya duHkhAvA thAya che. mane bhUkha lAgatI nathI, cakkara Ave che. te Apa mAre rega jaldI maTe tevI mane davA Ape. epenDIsa hAya tA AMtaraDu' kApI nAMkhA paNa mAre roga maTADe. Ama peAtAnuM da` maTADavA mATenI vAta karaze. jayAre mitro AvIne duniyAbharanI vAtA karaze. saMtapurUSA bhavarAgane nAbUda karanArA DaoNkaTaro che. tame temanI pAse mitra banIne Ave che ke dI banIne ? jo tame dI banIne AvatA hai| tA khelA, kadI AtmAne rega jaldI maTe tevI auSadhi mAMge che. kharA? sadgurU rUpI vaido tA kevA karUNAvata che, ke jee vagara mAMge, ane vagara cAje, tamArA bhavaroga maTADavAnA IlAjo batAve che. tamAre vicAra karavAnA che ke ame ne maTADavAnI davA levA jaI e chIe ke pachI gAmagapATA mAravA ? yAda rAkheA. sAdhu tamArI sAthe gapATA mAravA navarA nathI. e te AtmAnA rega nAbUda karavAnI vAta karaze, khIjI vAta nahi kare. badhue ? tamane game ke na game paNa vItarAgI saMtA mAraphata apAtI davA janma jarA ane maraNanAM roga jaDamULathI nAbUda karanArI che. e davA kaI che te tame jANe che ? ahi'sA, satya, acAya, brahmacarya ane aparigraha. A paoNMcazIla rUpI pAMca prakAranI davA janma, jarA ane maraNanAM dIone ApavAmAM Ave che. keAI ne kadAca vRdhdhAvasthA nahi Ave paNa janma ane maraNanA jAlIma duHkhA jyAM sudhI meAkSamAM nahi jaie tyAM sudhI darekanA mAthe ubhelA che. jene A rogAthI jaldI mukta thavAnI laganI lAgI hAya te A pa'cazIlarUpI vItarAga prabhunI ApelI amUlya auSadhinuM sevana kare. A pa'cazIla auSadhinu' je zradhdhApUrNAMka sevana kare tenA janma-maraNanA roga avazya maTe che. je mahAna AtmAo A paMcazIla rUpI auSadhinuM pAna karI AtmakalyANa karI gayA che tevA haLukI jIvAnA nAma sidhdhAMtanA pAne lakhAyA che paNa je lAkhApati, kroDAdhipati ane akhajopati khanI gayA temanAM nAma sidhdhAMtanA pAne lakhAyA nathI. kadAca keAInI RdhdhinuM varNana sidhdhAMtamAM kayu hoya te tenu eka ja kAraNa che ke e puNyava ta jIvA AvI samRdhdhi pAmyA ane teneA tyAga karIne dIkSA lIdhI ane meAkSamAM gayA tenu varNana karyu che paNa evI sa'patti meLavIne je bhAganA kIDA banyA, tenu vaNuna sidhdhAMtakAre karyuM nathI. AThamuM aMga aMtagaDha sUtra jemAM gajasukumAlane adhikAra cAlI rahyo che. e pavitra AtmAne janma thayeA. vasudeva rAjA tene janma mahAtsava ujave che. jemane vasudeva jevA pitA, devakI jevI mAtA ane trikhaMDa adhipati kRSNa vAsudeva jevA vaDIla khadhavA hoya tenA janma mahAtsavamAM zu' khAmI hAya ! temanA janma mahe!tsavamAM apAra dravya kharacyuM. 'dIvAnA khadIkhAnAmAMthI mukta thayA. devAdArA devAmAMthI mukta thayA. ghara vinAnA mANasAne ghara maLyuM. nirAdhArane AdhAra maLyA, bhUkhyAne bhAjana

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paka cArA darzana maLyuM. nagarajane rAjI rAjI thaI gayA ke A ke puNyavAna chavA AvyuM ke ApaNAM duHkha dUra thaI gayA! emane janma thatAM dvArakA nagarInAM lekenAM dravya duHkha maTayA. daza daza divasa sudhI dvArakA nagarImAM janma mahotsava ujavAye. bALakanA janma pachI bArame divasa AvyuM. eTale vasudevarAjAe azana, pAna, khAdya ane svAdya Ama cAra prakArane AhAra puSkaLa pramANamAM taiyAra karAvyo. ane pitAnA jJAtijane, mitrajane, svajane, parijana, sagA sabaMdhIjane, snehIjane, senA, senApatio, sAmaMta rAjAo, gaNanAyaka ane daMDanAyaka A sarvene AmaMtraNa ApIne teDAvyAM. je hita karanAra hoya te mitra kahevAya. je hitane upadeza ApanAra hoya tene suhRda kahevAya. mAtA-pitA, bhAI, bahena putra vigere Aptajana che. jJAtijana vigere snehIjana, kAkA vigere kuMTuMbIo svajano, sAsu-sasarA, sALA vigere sabaMdhIjana, ane dAsa dAsI vigere parijana kahevAya che. A badhAne vasudeva rAjAe teDAvyA. badhA khUba suMdara vastrAlaMkAro paherIne AvyAM che tethI temanuM zarIra zobhI uThayuM che. A badhA parivAranI sAthe vasudevarAjA ane kRSNavAsudeva badhA eka vizALa ane zaNagArelA maMDapamAM AvyA. maMDapamAM badhAM bhegA besIne premathI jamyA. ekabIjAne premathI badhAne pIrasyuM ne pote paNa jamyA. pachI maMDapamAMthI uThIne dAMta, mukha svaccha karIne badhAM bIjA sthAnamAM jaIne beThA. tyAM vasudevarAjAe te sarvene puSpa, vastramALA temaja alaMkAro vaDe gya satkAra sanmAna karyA. A badhI vidhi patyA pachI sarvanI samakSamAM kahyuM ke, "amha ime dArae gayatAlu samANe ta hoUNa amha eyassa dAragassa nAmadhejje gayasukumAle, tae Na tassa dAragassa ammA piyaro nAma karei gayasukumAle tti|" A amAro bALaka hAthInA tALavA jevo sukomaLa che tethI tenuM nAma gajasukumAla pADIe. ema kahIne tenuM nAma gajasukumAla pADavAmAM AvyuM. AvA puNyavAna AtmAonAM zarIra kudaratI sukomaLa hoya che. jema gulAbanA phulanI pAMkhaDIo kevI mulAyama hoya che ! ene ApaNe aDakIe tyAM pAMdaDIo kharI paDe che tema e AtmAonAM zarIra paNa evA mulAyama ane kemaLa hatAM ke emane kaI vahAlathI hAtha pherave te paNa khamI zake nahi. A devakIne jAye, vasudevane naMda, ane kRSNane lADIla bhAI hAthIne tALavA je sukomaLa hatuM, tethI tenuM nAma gajasukumAla pADavAmAM AvyuM. AgaLanA samayamAM mANasonAM nAma tevA temanAmAM guNo hatA, "yathA nAma tathA guNA" guNa niSpanna nAma pADavAmAM AvatA hatA Aje nAma te ghaNuM suMdara hoya paNa guNane aMza nA hoya. nAma te majhAnuM samatAbahena hoya paNa samatAno choTe ya na hoya. nAma khuzAladAsa hoya paNa enuM meTuM te jayAre joIe tyAre caDheluM heya. nAma caMdanabahena hoya paNa uSNutAne pAra nahi. AvA nAmanI kaI vizeSatA nathI. zA-70

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papaS cAra darzana eka vakhata eka gAmamAM zItaLadAsa nAmanA saMta padhAryA. saMta khUba vidvAna hatA. emanI vANamAM alaukika mAdhurya hatuM. e saMtanA vyAkhyAnamAM hajAre mANase AvavA lAgyA. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLIne leke khuza thaI jatAM ne bolatAM ke zuM mahArAjane kSapazama che ! zuM emanuM jJAna che! zuM emanI samajAvavAnI ajoDa zakti che ! AvI vANI te kadI sAMbhaLI nathI. eka vakhata banArasIdAsa nAmanA paMDita A saMtanuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA AvyA. paMDitajIe mahArAjanuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyuM. emane khUba AnaMda thaye. ahe! mahArAjanuM jJAna ghaNuM vizALa che, emanI vidvatA ajoDa che. huM paMDita chuM paNa A mahArAjanA jJAna AgaLa mAruM jJAna kaMI nathI. vAtane judI judI rIte kevI suMdara samajAve che! barAbara ATha divasa sudhI temaNe vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyuM. temane khUba AnaMda thaye, paNa sAthe e vicAra thaye ke jevuM sAMbhaLuM chuM tevuM cheDavAnuM mana kema nathI thatuM? lAva jouM. mahArAja vANImAM te zUrA che paNa AcaraNamAM che ke nahi? tema vicArI cAluM vyAkhyAnamAM ubhA thayA ane mahArAjanI prazaMsA karatAM kahyuM -gurUdeva ! ApanI vANImAM alaukika jAdu bharyuM che. jema moralI vAge ne nAga nAce, megha gAje ne mera nAce tema ApanI vANI sAMbhaLatAM amAruM haiyuM nAcI uThe che. ApanA jJAna ane tyAga AgaLa bhalabhalAnA zIra jhukI jAya che, ApanI vANIne svAda mArI dADhamAM rahI gayuM che. te Apa kRpA karIne pharamAve ke ApanuM nAma zuM che ? pitAnI prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne aMdarathI mAnane phage ku. ahe! paMDita jevA paMDita mArI keTalI prazaMsA kare che? paNa uparathI namratA batAvatAM kahyuM-paMDitajI! Apane mArA nAmanI sAthe zuM nisbata che? nAma jANavAnI zuM jarUra che? paMDitajIe kahyuMmahArAja ! Apa game tyAM vicaratAM he, mane jayAre IcchA thAya tyAre tapAsa karIne AvI zakuM. khUba pUchayuM tyAre kahyuM ke mAruM nAma zItaLadAsamuni che. nAma sAMbhaLIne paMDitajIe kahyuM ahAhA...zuM ApanuM nAma che! ApanAmAM jevA guNa che tevuM ja ApanuM nAma che. ApanI vANuM paNa evI che ke saMsAra tApathI tapelAM mAnavI kSaNavAramAM zItaLa banI jAya. A sAMbhaLIne mahArAja khUba phulAyA. baMdhuo! jIvane badhuM cheDavuM saheluM che paNa mAna cheDavuM bahu muzkela che. mANasa gharabAra, putra, patnI, paise badhu palavAramAM cheDI zake che paNa mAne cheDI zakato nathI. tamane tyAgI, tapasavI, vidvAnanA darzana thaze paNa jJAna-ta5 yukta saraLa nirAbhimAnI saMtanA darzana jaldI nahi thAya. mAna e mIThuM jhera che. piluM jhera te eka bhavamAM mAre che ne e dekhItuM jhera che. enAthI sahu sAvadha raheze paNa A mAna se vakhata dhelA ghI jevuM mIThuM jhera che. e jhera charane anaMtI vakhate janma maraNa karAve che. A mAnanuM jhera kADhavA jevuM che. jenAmAM abhimAna nathI tene kaI mAna Ape ke

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cArA ja na Ape te paNa krodha ke roSa AvatuM nathI. e samabhAvamAM ramaNatA kare che. banArasIdAsa paMDite khUba vakhANa karyA eTale mahArAja phulAI gayA. 00 kalAka thaI tyAM pharIvAra paMDitajI ubhA thayAM ne pUchayuM ke gurUdeva ! ApanuM nAma zuM che? tyAre mahArAja ugatA sUrya jeTalAM garama thayA ane belyA-paMDitajI! tame te moTA paMDita che ne eTalI vAramAM mAruM nAma bhUlI gayA? mAruM nAma zItaLadAsa che. paMDitajIe kahyuM-gurUdeva ! ApanI vAta sAcI che. pharIne 15 miniTe ubhA thayAM ne pUchayuM gurUdeva. ApanuM nAma zuM che? tyAM mahArAjane pitte gaye. kedhathI lAlaceLa thaI gayA ne belyA, vAraMvAra zuM pUchyA kare che? tamane ATaluM yAda nathI rahetuM ke mAruM nAma zItaLadAsa muni che, tyAre paMDitajIe hasIne kahyuM. mahArAja sAheba ! have mane ApanuM nAma AvaDI gayuM. ApanuM nAma zItaLadAsa muni nahi paNa uNudAsa muni. (hasAhasa) are paMDitajI! A zuM belo che ? mAruM nAma uSNadAsa muni nathI, paNa zItaLadAsa muni che. paMDite kahyuM, ApanAmAM zItaLatAnuM nAma nizAna nathI. be vAra pUchayuM tyAM Apa garama thaI gayA. pachI uNudAsa nahi te bIjuM zuM? (hasAhasa) mahArAja zaramAI gayA. TUMkamAM ApaNe te e samajavuM che ke mANasanuM nAma game teTaluM sAruM hoya paNa nAma sAthe guNa na hoya te nAmanI kaMI vizeSatA nathI. vasudevarAjA tathA devakIrANIe bALakanuM guNaniSpanna nAma pADayuM. hAthInuM tALavuM khUba kemaLa hoya che te A bALaka sukemaLa hatuM. tenI cAmaDI makhamala karatAM paNa adhika mUlAyama hatI. tethI tenuM nAma gajasukumAla pADavAmAM AvyuM. A rIte khUba moTe mahatsava karIne bALakanI nAmakaraNa vidhi karI. A bALaka mATe thatAM ke mahAna thaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra: " dhana ane dazAsane vartAvelo kALo kera :- duryodhane pAMDanA vastro utarAvI lIdhA. eTalethI tene saMtoSa na thaye eTale duzAsanane draupadIne sabhAmAM laI AvavA mATe mokalyA. duryodhananA hukamathI duHzAsana draupadInI pAse AvIne kahe che ke dropadI! tArA pAMca pAMca pati Aje duryodhananA dAsa banI gayA che ne tane paNa dAvamAM mUkIne hArI gayA che eTale AjathI pAMDenI sAthe tAro saMbaMdha pUre thaye. huM te mAnuM chuM ke je thayuM te sAruM thayuM e te bhikhArI banI gayA paNa tArA puNya jAgyA ke tuM have amArA moTAbhAI duryodhananI paTTarANI banIza. cAla, tane duryodhana rAjA bolAve che. tyAre draupadIe kahyuM-diyarajI? tame A zuM bole che? huM tamArA badhAnI bhAbhI chuM tamane AvI anucita vAta karatAM zarama nathI AvatI? kaMIka te maryAdA rAkhe. tyAre duSTa zAsana krodha karIne kahe che have mAre tArI lAMbI ceDI vAta sAMbhaLavI nathI. pAMca pAMca patinI patnI banI ane moTI satI thaIne beDI che! e vyabhicAriNa! tuM jaldI mArI sAthe cAla. je sIdhI rIte nahi Ave te huM tAre caTale pakaDIne tene laI jaIza.

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zAradA darzana satIne saMtApe sAra nahi nIkaLe - duzAsananA zabdo sAMbhaLI draupadInuM haiyuM cIrAI gayuM. te krodhathI lAlacoLa thaIne belI uThI he duSTa ! AvuM bolatAM tArI jIbha kapAI jatI nathI! tane lAja nathI AvatI? huM tane diyara kahuM chuM ne tuM mane AvA zabdo kahe che? yAda rAkhaje. satI strIne te vyabhicAriNI kahe che tenA phaLa tAre kevA bhegavavA paDaze! paNa duzAsana tenI vAta sAMbhaLatA nathI ne kahe che jadI cAla. tyAre draupadI kahe che ke, he devara! rajIsvalA huM eka ane sADI, isa kAraNa nahi Au sabhAmeM, mAne bAta hamArI he-zrotA he diyarajI ! atyAre huM TAImamAM chuM. eTale meM eka ja sADI oDhelI che. AvI eka sADI paherIne bharI sabhAmAM huM kevI rIte AvI zakuM? huM atyAre nahi AvuM. tame duryodhanane kahI dejo ke draupadI A sthitimAM AvI zake tema nathI. bIjuM huM tamane eka vAta pUchuM chuM ke dharmarAjA pite hArI gayA pachI mane dAvamAM mUkI che ke pahelI? je pote hAryA pachI mane dAvamAM mUkI hoya te tamAre haka nathI. kAraNa ke dharmarAjA pote ja parataMtra banI gayA hoya te pachI mane dAvamAM mUkavAne temane koI adhikAra nathI. jema prAtaHkALa thatAM sUryathI parAjita thayele caMdramA e caMdramAM nathI rahetA tema dharmarAjA pite dAvamAM hArI gayA pachI mane kevI rIte dAvamAM mUkI zake? mATe huM e kAraNathI paNa nahi AvuM. draupadIne vacane sAMbhaLIne duHzAsana uzkerAI gaye ne gusse thaIne belyo. he vAcAli! mAre tAruM lAMbu lekacara sAMbhaLavuM nathI. tuM mArI sAthe Ave che ke nahi? huM tane lIdhA vinA javAne nathI. ema kahIne draupadIne caTale pakaDIne kheMcI. tyAre draupadIe kahyuM he pApI ! he nIca! Aja sudhI mAruM mukha keIe joyuM nathI. Aje sabhAmAM keTalA mArA vaDIle beThA che temanI sAme AvI sthitimAM eka vasa bhera tuM mane kyAM laI jAya che? jarA te zarama rAkha, paNa koNa sAMbhaLe? jayAre mANasanAM karmane udaya thAya che tyAre keI tenI vAta sAMbhaLatuM nathI. duHzAsane draupadInI vAta sAMbhaLI nahi. dropadI kI kamene yaha, kesI dazA bigArI, coTI pakaDa sabhAmeM lAyA, zera macA hai bhArI he-zrotA... draupadI kALo kalpAMta karavA lAgI, paNa ahIM tenuM keNa sAMbhaLe. nirdaya duzAsana eTale pakaDe te vakhate kevuM thAya ? A sAmAnya strI nahi paNa rAjAnI rANI che. te kadI ojhalamAMthI bahAra nIkaLelI nahi, tenI jayAre pApI AvI dazA kare te samaye keTaluM duHkha thAya? ke AghAta lAge? jene dAsIe khammA khammA karatI hoya, pANI mAMgatA dudha maLatuM hoya, je kadI khullA page dharatI para cAlI na hoya tene jamIna upara haseDe te kaMI jevI tevI vAta che? duzAsana draupadIne DhaseDIne sabhAmAM lAvyA.

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ravA na 157 A vAtanI AkhI Indraprastha nagarImAM khabara paDI gaI. vAta sAMbhaLIne nagarImAM tA hAhAkAra macI gayA. ahA, eka satI strInI A dazA! ApaNA duryodhana rAjA AvA duSTa kema khanI gayA! AvA pApI rAjAnA rAjyamAM rahevu e paNu pApa che. A vAta sAMbhaLIne nagarajaneAe khAvApIvAnu` cheDI dIdhuM, purUSoe vahepAra dhaMdhA che|DayA. baheneAe gharakAma DiyA ne sau sabhAmAM AvyA. satI. draupadInI A dazA joIne badhA kALA pANIe raDavA lAgyA. dropadInA vilApa * :- draupadI raDatI raDatI kahe che huM pApI ! huM tArI mAtA samAna chu ne teM mArI A dazA karI? huM pApI ! tame eka amaLA zrI upara AvA kALA kera vartAce che. mane teA lAge che ke tame kuLarUpI vRkSane kApavA mATe uttama kuLamAM kuhADA jevA pAyA che. tame mArI A dazA karI! me Aja sudhI mArA pati sivAya mAruM mukha koIne khatAvyuM nathI, ane Aje tame mane ATalA purUSo vacce ceATaleA pakaDI sabhAmAM lAvyA che. A tamArA duSTamathI tame narakamAM jaze. Ama khelatI draupadI sabhA vacce ubhI ubhI karUNa svare rUdana karavA lAgI. jema haraNIne siMha pakaDI le pachI te game teTalu rUdana kare paNa tenu jora cAlatu nathI, tema pAMca pAMca pAMDavAnI patnI pAMcAlI Aje nirAdhAra banIne sabhA vacce ubhI ubhI raDe che ne eka pachI eka pAMDavA sAme dRSTi kare che ke kAI nahi uDe paNa bhaDavIra bhIma teA jarUra uThaze, paNa kAI uThatuM nathI. pAMca pAMDava dekha kharAbI, draupadI kI jisavArI, lajjAvaza sukha DhAMke vajra se, jove bhUmi te majhArI hA...zrotA arere nAtha ! A pApI duHzAsane mArI A dazA karI! mane DhaseDIne tamArI sAme bharI sabhAmAM lAnce. tame joIne kema besI rahyAM che ? tame koI kema uThatA nathI ? jenA pAMca pAMca pati jIvatAM ne jAgatAM kheDAM hAya tenI patnInI A dazA! draupadInAM AvA dayAjanaka zabdo sAMbhaLIne pAMDavA dharatI sAme joI rahyAM, ane bhISmapitAmaha, droNAcAya, vidurajI vigere vaDIleAe A dRzya na joI zakavAthI vastrathI peAtAnuM mukha DhAMkI dIdhuM paNa kAI kaI khelI zakayu' nahi. bhImathI A kALA kera sahena thatA nathI. e jhAlye rahe tema nathI paNa dharmarAjA IzArA karIne uDavA detAM nathI. badhA sajjane draupadInI A dazA joI yudhiSThiranI niMdA karavA lAgyA ke dharmarAjA draupadIne dAvamAM mUkI zake ja nahi. enA upara emanA ekalAnA teA hakaka nathI. pAMce bhAIonA hakka che. AvA mahAnapurUSe AvuM kArya karyu. teA khIjAnI kayAM vAta karavI ? eka tarapha Ave phITakAra thAya che ne khIjI tarapha draupadInu rUdana joyu' jatuM nathI, paNa have zu' thAya ? kene kahevAya? hAthanA karyAM haiye vAgyA. have teA dhama rAjAne peTa bharIne pastAvA thAya che ke mane badhAe khUba vAryuM paNa meM jugAra ramatAM pAchu' vALIne na

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558 zAradA darzana joyuM tyAre draupadInI A dazA thaIne ! A rIte dharmarAjA pitAnI bhUlane pazcAtApa karavA lAgyA. draupadI mRgalI jevI rAMka banIne raDavA lAgI tyAre duryodhana kahe che duryodhane talavAranA ghA jevA kADhelA veNu":-he pApaNI ! te hastinApuramAM mArI majAka uDAvI hatI ke aMdhAnA jAyA aMdhA ja hoya ne! te have tene badale bhagava. te samaye abhimAnamAM chakI jaIne belatAM vicAra na karyo. have raDavAthI zuM vaLaze? duryodhananA kaTAkSa sAMbhaLI bhImanI AMkhe lAlacoLa thaI gaI. aho! ApaNe sAme jIvatAM jAgatA beThA chIe ne e draupadIne AvA zabdo saMbhaLAve te kema sahana thAya? bhIma ubhuM thavA jAya che tyAre dharmarAjA kahe che bhAI! atyAre ApaNuM puNaya khalAsa thaI gayA che. tethI tuM jaIza te paNa mAruM ke tAruM cAlavAnuM nathI, mATe zAMti rAkha. atyAre Akaro utAvaLa na thA. dhIrajanAM phaLa mIThAM che. bhIma kahe che bhAI! bahu dhIraja rAkhI tethI A dazA thaI che. duryodhananA nirlaja zabdo sAMbhaLIne draupadI tharathara dhrujavA lAgI ane tenI AMkhamAMthI zrAvaNa bhAdare vahevA lAgyuM. te karUNa svare kahe che he nAtha! tame A kema sAMkhI zake che? A mArA vaDIlajane paNa kema cUpa thaIne besI rahyAM che? A duSTane kaMika te kahe. draupadInuM rUdana sAMbhaLIne jhADe paMkhI prajI uThayA. AkhI nagarInA leke raDavA lAgyA. evI karUNa sthiti sarjAI gaI che. haju pApI duryodhana draupadIne kevA kuvacane kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 71 bhAdaravA suda 9 ne budhavAra tA. 21--77 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI bhagavate jagatanAM ine jAgRta karavA mATe pharamAve che ke he bhavya che. je tamAre anaMtakALanI rakhaDapaTTI aTakAvIne paramapadanI prApti karavI hoya te sauthI prathama pramAdane tyAga kare. " jesi upamAeNaM gacchai kAlo niratthio dhmmo| te saMsAra maid, kiMtI pamAyA che" je manuSya A uttama mAnava janma pAmIne dharmakriyA karavAmAM pramAda kare che te amUlya samayane vyartha gumAve che. pramAdanA kAraNe jIve anaMta saMsAramAM paribhramaNa kare che. pramAda e AtmAne parama zatru che. mATe pramAdane tyAga karI paramapadanI prApti karavA mATe purUSArtha karo. paramapada eTale zuM ? e te tame jANe che ne? paramapada eTale mikSa. dareka manue dararoja savAramAM uThIne mokSanI suMdaratama 5vitratama, sukhamaya ane AnaMdamaya svarUpanuM ciMtana karavuM joIe. kAraNa ke milamAM

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koI jAtanuM duHkha, darda ke deSa nathI. tyAM koI jAtanI Adhi, vyAdhi ke upAdhi nathI. gaMdakInuM nAma nizAna nathI. keI jAtano bhaya nathI. bhUkha ke tarasanuM duHkha nathI. tyAM kaI IcchA, parataMtratA ke baMdhana nathI. tyAMnuM sukha akhUTa che. e sukhano bhaMDAra kadI khUTatuM nathI. ekAMta svAbhAvika sukha, AnaMda ane jJAnamAM masta rahevAnuM che. eka vakhata parama purUSArtha kheDIne mikSamAM pahoMcI gayA pachI tyAMthI ApaNane koI kADhI zakatuM nathI. tame mahine hajAra rUpiyA bhADuM ApIne phaleTamAM rahe paNa kayAre ene mAlIka khAlI karAvaze tenI khAtrI nathI. kAraNa ke e bhADAnuM ghara che. ane mokSa e jIvanuM zAzvatuM ghara che. tyAM sadA AnaMdathI rahevAnuM che. tyAM kaI prakAranI vAsanA, tRSNA ke AzA rahetI nathI. tyAM gayele AtmA nyAla banI jAya che. baMdhuo ! AvuM zAzvata ghara ane zAzvata sukha maLI gayA pachI kaI jAtanI IcchA rahe kharI? paramapada eTale paramazAMtinuM dhAma ane pUrNatAnI Teca. AvuM asalI sukhathI bhareluM ghara maLyA pachI jIvane ghara badalavAnI ciMtA rahetI nathI. eTale ke janma, jarA, maraNa, roga, zokanuM nAma nizAna nathI rahetuM. janma-maraNa-roga-zoka-bhUkha tarasa, saMyoga, viga A badhuM jyAM zarIra che, tyAM ja che ne ? paNa jyAM zarIra nathI tyAM A badhI jhaMjhaTa TaLI jAya che. AvA paramapada mokSamAM pahoMcavA mATe rAtrayInI ArAdhanA karI le. jeNe ratnatrayInI ArAdhanA karI che te AtmAe mekSamAM gayA che. bela, mokSamAM javuM che ne? javuM hoya te ratnatrayInI ArAdhanA kare. ApaNAM adhikAranA nAyaka gajasukumAlane janma mahotsava ujavAze ane temanuM nAma pADayuM. have zAstrakAra bhagavaMta kahe che ke te gAme gAva meLAmatye jApa jAya tthA / gajasukumAlanA bAlyakALathI mAMDIne yauvanakALa sudhIne vRtAMta meghakumAranI jema jANI le. eTale ke jema meghakumArane tenI mAtAe lAlanapAlanathI ucheryo hato tema gajasukumAlane paNa khUba lADakoDathI ucheryA hatA. devakImAtAne dikarAne ucheravAnA je keDa hatA te Aje pUrA karavAne samaya Ave. gajasukumAlane joIne devakIne harSa samAto nathI. gajasukumAlane ucheravA mATe pAMca prakAranI dhAvamAtAe rAkhavAmAM AvI. "radhArA, mAdhApa, mALApa karAvadhA[5, saMvAdhArUpa " kSIrapAtrI, maMDanadhAtrI, majajanadhAtrI, kIDanadhAtrI, aMkadhAtrI, emAM dUdha pIvaDAvanArI dhAtrI te kSIrapAtrI, vastrAlaMkAra paheravAvALI dhAtrI te maMDana dhAtrI, nAna karAvanAra dhAtrI te majajanadhAtrI, ramata ramADanAra dhAtrI te krIDanadhAtrI, ane aMka eTale gedamAM lenAra aMkadhAtrI. gajasukumAlane ucheravA mATe vasudevarAjAe A pAMca prakAranI dhAtrIo rAkhI hatI. pAMca prakAranI dhAtrIe baLe rAkhavAmAM AvI hatI. kAraNa ke je eka dhAtrI bimAra thAya ne te je bALakane dUdhapAna, snAna vigere karAve te bALakane hAnI pahoMce eTale je eka bimAra paDe te bIjI dhAtrI tenuM kAma saMbhALI

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zAradA darzana letI, A dRSTithI babbe prakAranI dhAtrIo rAkhavAmAM AvI hatI. pAMca dhAtrIo ane aDhAra dezanI dAsIo dvArA gajasukumAlanuM lAlanapAlana thAya che. devakImAtA hasatA bALakane joIne khuzakhuza thAya che. zuM mAre lAla che! mAro lAla mATe thaze pachI bhaNavA jaze evA AzAnA minArA caNe che. juo, mAtAne ene lAla keTale badhe vahAle hoya che ! mAtAne pitAnA saMtAna pratye keTalI badhI mamatA ane moha heya che! ahIM devakIrANIne putrane moha che ane kaI kaI jagyAe pitAne putra mATenI ghelachA hoya che. A saMsAra meha, mAyA ane mamatAthI bhareluM che. ahIM eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. bhagavAna mahAvIranI sAcI zrAvikA - sulazA mahAvIra prabhunI parama zrAvikA hatI. enA patinuM nAma nAgarathika hatuM. atyAre ApaNe je adhikAra cAle che te cha aNagArone ucheranArI sulazA hatI. paNa te sulazAnemanAtha bhagavAnanA vakhatamAM thaI che, ane A sulazA mahAvIra prabhunA samayamAM thaI che. ene ghera sukha sAmagrIne pAra na hate. karoDo rUpiyAnI saMpatti hatI paNa sulazA bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmInI parama upAsikA ane mahAna satI hatI. bhagavAnanA vacana upara ene atUTa zraddhA hatI. eTale saMsAranAM sukha tene tuccha lAgatAM hatA. ATaluM badhuM sukha hatuM tene tenA dilamAM AnaMda na hatuM ane e sukhanI khAmI lAge te dilamAM kheda karatI nahi. ene keI sukhanI kamInA na hatI paNa tamArA saMsAranI daSTie eka sukhanI khAmI hatI. ATale paise hato paNa ene putra na hatA chatAM ene e vAtanuM duHkha na hatu. jene saMsAranA sukhe dhULa jevA tuccha lAgatAM hoya tene e sukhanI apUrNatAmAM duHkha thAya? na thAya, A samyaktvano prabhAva che. samyakdaSTi AtmAne saMsAranA sukhamAM duHkha dekhAya che. samyaktvanA pAMca lakSaNa che. temAM saMvega nAmane guNa jenAmAM pragaTe che tene mana cAhe svarganA devatAI sukha hoya ke pachI manuSyanAM sukha hoya badhA dhULanA DhagalA jevA asAra ane duHkharUpa lAge che. samakitIne mana manuSyanA ke devanA sukhanuM kaMI mahatva hotuM nathI. ene te mokSanAM sukhanuM mahatva hoya che. te saMsAramAM rahete heya paNa enuM mana te mekSamAM hoya che. - samakitI jIvanI dharmazraddhAnI pariNati evI hoya che ke jenAthI tene saMsAranA sukhe tuccha, asAra ane duHkharUpa lAge che. eTale tene sukhanI vRdhimAM AnaMda nahi ne sukhanI khAmImAM kheda nahi. bharata cakravartine tyAM cha cha khaMDanI sAhyabI hatI chatAM temane ema na hatuM ke huM moTe cakravarti ! ane puNiyA zrAvaka pAse saMpatti na hatI chatAM tene mana e aphasosa na hatuM ke mArI pAse kAMI nathI, tema A sulazA zrAvikAne tyAM saMpatti ghaNI hatI paNa putra na hato tethI tene ema nhotuM thatuM ke mAre putra nathI paNa enA pati nAgathikane ema thatuM ke mAre putra nathI. eka putra hoya te sAruM

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' zAradA darzana 561 A mATe tene ciMtA thayA karatI hatI. ATalA mATe jJAnI bhagavatAe sasArane asAra ane duHkharUpa kahyo che, kAraNa ke saMsAra sukhanI eka paNa adhUrAza mAnavInA cittane pIDayA kare che. e adhUrAza pUrI karavA mATe enuM citta vidbhavaLa khanI jAya che. nAgarathika kAInA AMgaNAmAM nAnA phulakA jevA mALakA ramatAM, khIlatAM ne killeAla karatA dekhe ne enA dilamAM duHkha thAya ke hu' AveA mATe dhanavAna ane mAre ekeya putra nahi! putra vinAnuM ghara nakAra lAge che. khasa, A ciMtA enA cittane pIDayA karatI hatI, .. patine udAsa dekhI satIe karelA prazna" :- - ekaja gharamAM kevI viSamatA che! patnIne saMtAnanA abhAvamAM nAma duHkha nathI, ane enA patine saMtAta vinAnu ghara zUnakAra lAge che, sulazAnA pati udAsa rahevA lAgyA. sulazA jue che ke game te kAraNe mArA pati udAsa udAsa rahyA kare che. eTale teNe pUchyuM. svAmInAtha ! hamaNAM traNa cAra divasathI Apa kema ci MtAtura dekhAe che ? zu' tamAru' kAI e apamAna kayuM che ? zuM vahepAra dhaMdhAmAM nukazAna thayuM che? ke keI tamArI virudhdha khele che ? zA kAraNe ATalA badhA udAsa che ? tyAre nAgarathika kahe che evuM kaMI nathI. khUba pUchyuM paNa kahetA nathI, tyAre sulazAe kahyu nAtha! jo tame mane nahi kahe! tA kAne kaheze? ApaNe mane eka bIjAnA sukha duHkhamAM bhAgIdAra chIe. mATe mane kaheA. sulazAe prUma pUchyuM tyAre nAgarathike kahyuM-devI ! mane khIjuM kaI nathI. koIe maru' apamAna nathI karyuM.... dhaMdhAmAM kaMi nukazAna nathI thayuM ke keI mArI virudhdha khelatuM nathI, paNa mArI ciMtAnu eka ja kAraNa che ke ApaNAM lagna thayAM ne ATalA varSo thayAM paNa hajI sudhI ApaNe ghera pAraNu' 'dhAyu' nathI. sa sAra sukhanu phaLa satAna prApti che, e saMtAna prAptinI khATa mArA manamAM sAlyA kare che. putra hoya teA ghara bharyu bharyuM. lAge, ane huM bahArathI AvuM tyAre bApujI AvyA....khApujI AvyA kahIne mane vaLagI paDe, ane rame, khele ne kAlukAlu' melIne killAla kare. atyAre ApaNu ghara vagaDa' jevuM sUnuM sUnuM lAge che. jema vagaDAmAM ekalA uMThA jhADa ubhA hoya tema mane putra vinAnuM ghara vagaDA jevuM lAge che. mANasa pAse jo paisA nA hoya teA paisA meLavavAnI ciMtA, kadAca puNyayeAge paisA maLI jAya te tene sAcavavAnI ciMtA, temaja mANasa kuvArA hAya tyAM sudhI patnI meLavavAnI ciMtA, ane patnI maLyA pachI putranI ciMtA kare che. patnI sArI maLI hAya, paisA puSkaLa hAya chatAM mANasane vAMjhIyApaNuM gamatuM nathI. kAraNa ke e evA vicAra kare che ke bhale, eka ja putra hAya paNa jo sArA putra hoya teA kuLane ajavALe che. eka caMdra rAtrIne suAAbhita kare che. caMdra vinAnI amAsanI adhArI rAtrI bihAmaNI lAge che, tema mane putra vinAnuM jIvana zUnakAra lAge che, khasa, mArI ciMtAnuM A mukhya kAraNa che, zA.-71

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para zAzA na ghI vinA lukhe kaMsAra, dIkarA vinA sUno saMsAra, jene ghera pAraNuM tenuM zuM bAraNuM." - patinI vAta sAMbhaLIne sulazAe kahyuM- he svAmInAtha ! Apane A ciMtA thAya che? putra nathI emAM kayuM moTuM dukhe che ke enI ciMtAmAM rAtadivasa udAsa banI gayA che! nAtha ! A uttama manuSya janma ane temAM paNa AvuM pavitra jinazAsana pAmIne AvI ciMtA karavAnI heya? jinazAsanamAM janmele jaina zenI ciMtA kare? jainane evI ciMtA thAya ke rakhe mane saMsAramAM rahetA kayAMya pApa na lAge. mAro paheleka bagaDI na jAya! ene samaya dharmArAdhanA vinAne Atha jAya, dharmArAdhanA na thAya ke ajANe pApa lAgI jAya tenI ciMtA thAya paNa putra na hoya tenI ciMtA na thAya, ciMtA kare te AtmAnI kare. AvI ciMtA na karo. vaLI huM Apane pUchuM chuM ke zuM putra ApaNe udhdhAra karavAnuM che? zuM putra mAtApitAne narakamAM jatAM bacAvaze? mArA nAtha! jarA samaje. mAtA pitA je evAM kAryo kare te guNavAna eka putra te zuM aneka putra paNa emane narakamAM jatAM bacAvI zakatAM nathI. cha cha khaMDanA svAmI brahAdata cakravatine ghaNAM putro hatA paNa cakravatie jIvananA aMta sudhI bhegAsakti cheDI nahi te sAtamI narake javuM paDayuM. tyAre putro pitAne sAtamI narakamAM jatAM aTakAvI zakyA kharA? "nA". aTakAvavAnI te kayAM vAta karuM, sAtamI narakanI chaThThI paNa na karI zakayA. jIvane narakamAM paDatA aTakAvavA mATe putra ke paisA keI samartha nathI. jene mATe pApa karIne paisA bhegA karI che tevA putro ke patnI temaja mAtA pitA vigere kaI narakamAM jatAM bacAvI zakatA nathI. uMcu kuLa pratiSThA, padavI ke paisA kaI bacAvanAra nathI. narakamAM jatAM jIvane je kaMI bacAvanAra hoya te te mAtra dharma che. mATe ciMtA kare te evI karo ke je ApaNane durgatimAM jatAM aTakAve. paralokamAM sahAyaka bane evI sAdhanA karo te manuSyabhava saphaLa thAya. bAkI putranI ciMtA karavAthI zuM lAbha? e ciMtA karIne zarIra sukavI rahyA che tenAM karatAM tapa kare te karmane kSaya thaze. putrane talasATa karatAM AtmAne talasATa karo" : sulazA kahe che tenAtha! Apa putra putra zuM karyA kare che? putrane talasATa e kaMI sAce talasATa nathI. sAce talasATa mokSano che. putra heya paNa sAro hoya te mAbApane zAMti thAya che paNa je kuLamAM aMgArA je putra pAke te mA-bApanI kevI dazA thAya che. e mA-bApa ema kahe che ke A dIkare pALe tenA karatAM vAMjhIyA rahyAM hatA te sAruM hatuM. juo, dhRtarASTrane duryodhane Adi so putra hatAM. e putre kevA pAkamAM se se putre ene vaMza nirmULa thaze ne ? rAjA rAvaNa je samartha putra hovA chatAM evA putrathI enA pitAne nirmaLa vaMza kalaMkti bane. sagara cakRtine eka be nahi paNa 60 hajAra putra hatAM chatAM

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zAradA darzana paNa devanA kepathI eka sAthe 60 hajAra putre mRtyu pAmyA tyAre temane putranA viganuM keTaluM bhayaMkara duHkha thayuM ! aMte dharma e ja sAce tAraNahAra che. bAkI badhuM vyartha che. saMsAranI mAyA juThI che. dharmanuM zaraNuM aMgIkAra karavA yogya che ema samajIne putranI ciMtA cheDI paraloka hitakArI dharmanuM zaraNuM svIkAre. svarge : prabhUtairapi naiva putrai : na vADayavargo'pi vinAtmakRtyAt / parantu saMsAra samudra mArga : pravartate putra guNe : sudhIrA // : he sadbuddhimAna! dIkarA ghaNuM hoya chatAM svarga maLavAnuM nakkI nathI, pachI mokSanI te vAta ja kayAM? mokSa paNa pitAnI sapravRtti vinA maLI zaktA nathI. mATe ciMtA karavA jevI hoya te mekSa meLavavAnI paNa putra prAptinI nahi. meha karo te mokSa apAve evI satya pravRttine karo paNa putrane nahi. kadAca puNyage mAtA pitAne saguNI putra maLI jAya ne tenA mehamAM paDI jAya te saMsAra samudrane mArga khulle thAya. mATe nAtha! have putra prAptinI ciMtA ane putrane moha choDI de. baMdhuo! vicAra kare. sulazAnI kevI dharmazraddhA haze ! enA patine eNe kevA zabdo kahyA. mArI baheno emanA patine AvA zabdo kahe kharI? "nA.' kAraNa ke e pite ja jyAM mohathI bharelI hoya tyAM enA patine kayAMthI samajAve ? moTA bhAge bahenene saMtAna mATenI ghelachA vadhu hoya che. putra mATe kaMIka kare che ne jema ke zeTe pitAnI lALathI pite baMdhAya che tema jIva saMsAranI jALamAM baMdhAya che, pachI chUTI zakatAM nathI. AvI vItarAga vANI sAMbhaLIne saMsAranI mAyAjALamAMthI tamane chUTavAnuM kema mana nathI thatuM ? baMdhane baMdhAvuM kema game che? kaMIka samajo. putranA mehamAM udAsa banelA tenA patine sulazAe khUba samajAvyA, paNa emanuM mana zAMta thayuM nahi. emaNe to kahyuM ke sulazA ! tuM mane game teTale samajAva paNa putra vinA mane gharamAM gamatuM nathI. putra vinA gharanI zobhA nathI. mIThA vinAnuM bhejana phikakuM lAge che tema putra vinAnuM jIvana mane phikaku lAge che huM mArA AMgaNAmAM putrane khela kUdato jaIza tyAre mane zAMti vaLaze. haju patnI samajAvaze. te vAta pachI vicArIzuM. * gajasukumAlane mATe aDhAra dezanI dAsIo rAkhavAmAM AvI hatI. dareka dezanI dAsIe tenI sAthe pitAnA dezanI bhASAmAM vAta karatI. eTale bALakane ApoApa judI judI bhASAo AvaDI jatI hatI. muMbaImAM vasatAM gujarAtI bALakane hindI ane marAThI bhASA heje AvaDI jAya che. tene bhaNavA ke gokhavAnI jarUra paDatI nathI. kAraNa ke ghATIo hindI ane marAThI bhASA bolatAM hoya che. e sAMbhaLIne heje AvaDI jAya che, tema gajasukumAlane aDhAra dezanI dAsIe ramADe. khIlAve ne tenI sAthe vAta kare eTale aDhAra dezanI bhASAmAM tene saheje AvaDI jAya. bALakanI yAdazakita ghaNI tIvra

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ve4 zAradA darzana heya che. mane anubhava che ke nAnA nAnA bALake enI mAtA ke pitA sAthe prArthanAmAM Ave te sAMbhaLI sAMbhaLIne AkhuM bhaktAmara stotra kaMThastha zIkhI jAya che. ghaNAM mANasane pratikramaNa sAMbhaLatAM sAMbhaLatAM kaMThastha thaI jAya che. sAMbhaLavAmAM ekAgratA hovI joIe. gajasukumAla sukhapUrvaka ucharI rahyA che. te ghaDIkamAM rame te ghaDIkamAM rahe che. mAtAne pAlava kheMce che ne kAlI bhASA bole che. keI vakhata mAtA pAse koI cIja mATe haTha kare che. A rIte mahaghelI banelI devakImAtA putrane ucheravAnA ne tenI bAlakrIDA jovAnA keDa pUrA kare che. ahIM mAtAne putrane moha che ne sulazA zrAvikAne tyAM patine putranA keDa che. baMne vAta avasare vicArIzuM caritra - dUdhane mUkelI mAjhA (maryAdA)" : anAtha banelI draupadInuM zarIra bhayathI tharathara kaMpI rahyuM che, ne AMkhamAMthI codhAra AMsu vahI rahyAM che. A samaye duSTa duryodhana kahe che ke dropadI ! tAre raDavAnI jarUra nathI. have tane zuM duHkha che? mArI pAse Ava. dikhAI nArI ke duryodhanane, DAbI jAMgha ughADa, beThe jaMghA para A kara pyArI, taja ghUMghaTa kI ADa tA Ama kahIne duryodhane DAbA paga uparathI dhetiyuM khaseDIne jAMgha khullI karIne kahyuM he vahAlI drapadI! A ghuMghaTapaTa dUra karI de. have tAre koInI zarama rAkhavAnI jarUra nathI. zarama cheDIne mArI jAMgha upara AvIne besa. Ama te mane tArA upara pahelethI prepa hato paNa pAMDa sAthe tArA lagana thayA eTale mAruM kaMI jora cAlyuM nahi paNa have pAMDavene meM jugAramAM harAvyA. dharmarAjAe tane jugAra dAvamAM mUkI dIdhI ne te hArI gayAM che eTale temane tArA upara kaI haka nathI. mAre tArA upara saMpUrNa hakaka che. mATe tuM mArI jAMgha upara besI jA. Ama kahIne duryodhane pitAnI jAMgha batAvI. A zabdo sAMbhaLI draupadI krodhathI lAlaceLa banI gaI. teNe ugra svarUpa dhAraNa karIne kahyuM ke pApI ! he dukha ! henarAdhama ! he kuruvaMzane kalaMkti karanAra! tane dhikkAra che. AvA kuvacana bolatAM tane zarama nathI AvatI? tArI jIbha kema kapAI jatI nathI ? tuM AvA vicArothI baLIne bhasma kema nathI thaI jata? vRkSanA pilANamAM rahelI agni vRkSane bALIne bhasmIbhUta karI nAkhe che tema ahIM beThelA he mArA patideva ! dharmarAjA, bhIma, arjuna! tame A zabda sAMbhaLIne kema besI rahyA che je tamArAmAM baLa hoya te baMnenA jIvanane aMta karI nAkhe. A duSTane jIvatA rAkhavA jevA nathI. " dropadI sAme kaNe kahelAM veNu" :- draupadInA jomabharyA zabdo sAMbhaLIne sabhA khaLabhaLI uDI paNa kenI tAkAta che ke belI zake ! tyAM karNa uchaLIne eTalI uDa ke pAMDe AkhuM rAjaya hArI gayA che ne bhegI tane paNa hArI gayA che. e

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cAra ba tAre pakSa kevI rIte lai zake ? have duryodhanane tArA upara adhikAra che. e game te karI zake che. emAM beTuM zuM che ke tuM ATalI badhI dhamadhama kare che? duniyAmAM daka ane eka ja pati hoya che paNa tAre te pAMca pati che. pAMca patinI patnI kadI satI rahI zakatI nathI. mATe tuM kusatI che. kusatIne game tyAM laI javAmAM Ave ke tene game tevA zabdo kahevAmAM Ave te lajajA zenI? karNanA AvA nirlaja zabda sAMbhaLIne sabhAjanene khUba krodha AvI gayo. pAMDane ema thaI gayuM ke ApaNuM dekha tA A pApI duryodhana draupadIne jAMgha batAvIne kahe che ke Ava pArI! mArI jAMgha upara besI jA. A zabda pAMDene vajA jevA lAgyA. emanAthI sAMbhaLyAM jatAM nathI. paNa zuM thAya? dharmarAjAne apAra pazcAtApa thayo. arere....mArA pApe draupadInI kevI durdazA thaI! dhikkAra che mane pazcAtApa karyo zuM vaLe? sau mana rahyA eTale duryodhanane vadhu pAro caDha. duryodhane krodha karIne kahyuM he duzAsana zuM ubhe rahyo che? e draupadI pitAne satI mAne che eTale huM belAvuM chuM te paNa mArI pAse AvatI nathI. mATe enI sADI kheMcIne ene sabhA vacce nagna kare. e ApaNI dAsI che. duryodhanane hukama thatAM duHzAsana dropadInI pAse AvyA. draupadInAM hAjA gagaDI gayA. A pApIe ATaluM karyuM chatAM haju tenuM mana zAMta thatuM nathI. eNe te hada karI. mane bharasabhAmAM nAnA karavA uThe che! ene kaI rokanAra nathI? dropadIne zAsana deva pAse pokAra -draupadI bele che arere....he mArA nAtha! tame tamArI draupadInuM mukha saheja karamAya te joI zakatA na hatA ane Aje enA mAthe ATalI vItaka vIte che chatAM tame kema besI rahyAM che? huM kone kahuM? A durjana mahAkALa je duryodhana mArA upara ke pAyamAna thaye che hamaNuM e mArI sADI kheMcIne mane nana banAvaze ne mArI lAja lUMTaze. te he zIyaLanA rakSaNa karanAra deve tame Ave ne mArI lAja rAkhe. paMca parameSThI prabhunuM dAna karIne pikAra kare che he zAsananA ziratAja ! huM AduSTa duryodhananA pahale paDI chuM. teNe mArI A dazA karI che, ane e pApInA paMjAmAMthI cheDAve. pAMca pati zira upara mere, madada kare nahIM keya, mahAbalI hai te bhI ye saba, beThe nIca jaya he-zrotA... mArA pAMca pati sAmAnya nathI. mahAna parAkramI baLavAna che. chatAM paNa mane madada karavA AvatA nathI ne nIcuM joIne besI rahyA che. game te nabaLe pati haya, enAmAM kaMI daivata na hoya paNa enI patnIne keI kuvacana kahe che ke tene AMgaLI aDADe te sahana karI zake nahi, tyAre A te baLavAna ane satyavAdI purUSe che te kema sahana karI zake? paNa mArA karmo emanA hAtha heThA pADI dIdhA che. bAkI pitAnI

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- zAradA darzana ane koI vyabhicAra NI kahe, ene mATe game tevA zabda bolAya te sAMbhaLIne besI na rahe. A pApI duryodhana eka duSTa mANasathI paNa nIcA pATale beThe che. eka jamAne e hato ke lUMTArI jevA halakA mANaso paNa zIyaLavaMtI strIonI rakSA karatA hatA. tyAre A te lUMTArAthI paNa halake banI gayuM che. duHzAsana draupadInI sADI kheMcavA taiyAra thaye. AthI AkhI nagarImAM ane sabhAmAM kolAhala macI gaye. ahe bhagavAna! A zuM? prabhu, e to dayAhIna bane che, paNa tane A pavitra satInI dayA nathI AvatI ? A duSTa sabhA vacce enI lAja luTavA uSe che. A rIte nagarajane pikAra kare che. draupadI paNa paMca parameSTinuM dAna karIne pikAra karI rahI che. duzAsana cIra kheMcavA uThe che. satI prabhune pikAra kare che. have zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna na. 0ra bhAdaravA suda 10 ne gurUvAra tA. 22-9-77 sagna baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAone bahene! anaMtajJAnI mahAnapurUSe jagatanAM chene sAco rAha batAvatAM kahe che ke he tRSAtura mAnavI! tArI anAdinI tRSA chIpAvavA mATe mRgajaLa samAna saMsAranI dareka vastuo pAchaLa deTa lagAvI che. te deTa tane athaDAvI mAraze. te tArI tRSA chIpAvaze nahi paNa vadhAraze. jema jema te saMsArika sukho bhagavate jaIza tema tema te vadhune vadhu bhegavavAnuM mana thaze, ane bhego upara svAmitva meLavavAne badale bhege tArA upara svAmitva meLavaze. mATe he mAnavI! tArA AMtara cakSu khola ane khoTA rAhane cheDI de. tArI tRSA e mRgajaLathI zAMta nahi thAya paNa tArA AtmAmAM je amRta rasane kuMbha che tenAthI tArI tRSA zAMta thaze. A tRSA chIpAvavA bahAra zodhavAnI jarUra nathI. bahAra kasturI zedhanAra karaturI mRga vanamAM rakhaDI rakhaDIne thAke che. are, mAthA paTakIne marI jAya che chatAM tene kasturI maLatI nathI. kAraNa ke je aMdara che te bahAra kayAMthI maLe? tema jJAnI kahe che ke AtmA akhaMDa jJAna sukha ane AnaMdane mahAsAgara che. temAM te ramaNatA karIza te tArI tRSA chIpaze. mRgajaLathI ke InI tRSA chIpANI hoya tevuM atyAra sudhI kayAMya sAMbhaLyuM che? "nA". te pachI AMdhaLI deTa zA mATe lagAve che? vItarAga bhagavatee bhavabhramaNa aTakAvavA mekSane je mArga batAvyuM che te mAga ' upara vItarAganA vArasadAra saMtoe jJAnanI paraba mADelI che, jJAna, darzana, cAritranI

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zAradA darzana zItaLa chAyA che. samyakta je sabaLa sAthIdAra che, navasavanuM jJAna to cokI para che. te e mArga upara nirbhaya banIne aviratapaNe cAlyo jA. pachI mukitanI maMjhIla tamArAthI dUra nathI. A mArge cAlatA thAka lAgaze, paMtha De vikaTa lAgaze paNa tenAthI tAre thAkIne akaLAIne besI javAnI jarUra nathI, paNa purUSArtha barAbara karavAmAM Avaze te vikaTa paMtha saraLa banI jaze ane tIrthaMkara prabhunA mukhamAMthI nIkaLelI vANI ane gaNadhara bhagavatee gUMthelA zAstra bhavabhavane thAka harI leze, amRta kuMbha pAse AvIne zA mATe aTakI jAo cho? khebA bharI bharIne amRtarasa pIvA mAMDe ne mRgajaLa pAchaLa huM bhamavAnuM cheDI de, ane uttama manuSya janma pAmIne vicAra kare ke mAruM bhavabhramaNa zA mATe che? A bhavabhramaNane aMta kema Ave? mAre kayAM javAnuM che ne huM kayAM jaI rahyo chuM? huM sAcA mArga upara chuM ke beTA mArga upara ? mAre zuM karavAnuM che ne zuM karI rahyo chuM? AvA vicAra karIne je vItarAga kathita mArge prayANa kare che te bhavabhramaNa aTakAvIne mokSamAM birAje che. je mahAna AtmA manuSyabhava pAmIne jaldI bhavabhramaNane aMta karavAnA che tevA gajasukumAlane vasudeva rAjA pitA, devakIrANI mAtA ane kRSNa jevA bhrAtA khUba lADakeDathI uchere che. pAMca dhAvamAtAo ane aDhAra dezanI dAsIe temane ramADe che. khIlAve che ne AnaMda karAve che. A rIte gajasukumAla eka dAsInA hAthamAMthI bIjI dAsInA hAthamAM, eka dAsInA meLAmAMthI bIjI dAsInakheLAmAM sukhAnubhava karatA hate. gajasukumAlane prasanna rAkhavA mATe dAsIo dayA, dAkSiNya ane vIrarasathI bharapUra madhura gIte gAtI hatI. dhImedhIme meTAM thatAM gajasukumAla dhAvamAtA vigerenI AMgaLI pakaDIne cAlatA thayA. ene ramavA mATe jAtajAtanAM ramakaDAM ApavAmAM AvatA hatA. te hoMzathI ramatA hatA. A rIte mane hara maNimaya bhuvananI bhUminA prAMgaNamAM gajasukamAla ramatAne khelatAM hatAM. "divAsi divyAyarijiriphara malTIva raghavAcave mukuLa ghara !" jema vAyu rahita temaja ThaMDI garamInA upadrava vagaranI parvatanI guphAomAM utpanna thayela caMpaka vRkSa nividane vRddhi pAme che tema A gajasukumA paNa sukhapUrvaka meTA thavA lAgyA. Ama karatAM dhIme dhIme gajasukumAlane janma thayA pachI sAta varSa ane traNa mAsa pUrA thayA eTale AThame varSe zubha karaNa ane zubha muhurtAmAM temane mAtA pitAe bahetara kaLAnA abhyAsa mATe kalAcArya pAse bhaNavA besADayA. kalAcA gajasukumAlane lekhanakaLA, gaNitakaLA Adi 72 prakAranI vidyAo bhaNAvavAnI zarUAta karI. gajasukumAla haLukamI, carama zarIrI mokSagAmI jIva che. AvA AtmAonI buddhi ghaNI tIvra hoya che. temane eka vakhata zIkhavADe ne AvaDI jAya che. ghaNAM bALakane ghaNI vakhata zIkhavADe, pite ghaNI mahenata kare chatAM AvaDatuM

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zAradA darzana nathI. gajasukumAla te khUba hoMziyAra che. temane zIkhavADavA mATe kalAcAryane mahenata karavI paDatI nathI. alpa mahenatamAM ghaNuM AvaDI jAya che. AvA gajasukumAla TUMka samayamAM kara kaLAo zIkhI gayA. kalAcArye temanI parIkSA karI ane jANyuM ke have A vidyArthI hara kaLAomAM barAbara nipuNathaI gayuM che. eTale temanA mAtA pitAne soMpI dIdhe. putra bhaNI gaNIne AvyA eTale vasudevarAjA, devakI rANI ane kRSNa vAsudevane khUba harSa thayA. putra dravyakaLA zIkhIne AvyuM che chatAM teo harakhAya che ke mAro putra hoMziyAra ane badhI kaLAomAM nipuNa tha, paNa bhagavAna kahe che ke mAnava ! tuM game teTalI kaLAo zIkhe paNa e kaLAe tAro uddhAra nahi kare. sarvekaLAomAM je zreSThakaLA hoya te te dharmakaLA che. kAraNa ke A badhI kaLAo saMsAravardhaka che te kaLAo zIkhanArane mAna maLaze, pratiSThA, padavI maLaze bhautika sukha maLaze paNa Atmika sukha nahi maLe, mATe sarvakaLAomAM zreSTha dharmakaLA che. kahyuM che ke navA vArA tharA sarva kaLAone dharma kaLA jIte che. jIvanamAM game teTalI kaLAezIkhe paNa dharmakaLa nahi zIkhe tyAM sudhI uddhAra nahi thAya. baMdhuo jIvane duHkhamAM zAMti ApanAra je kaI hoya te dharma che. jyAM sudhI dharmakaLA nahi zIkhe tyAM sudhI zAMti nahi maLe. dharmakaLA A lekamAM te zAMti Apaze ne paraleka paNa sudhAraze. A lekamAM dharmathI tamane sukha duHkhamAM samabhAva raheze. saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM saMsArathI alipta rahI zakaze, paNa je dharmakaLa nahi zIkhyA che te saMsAramAM gaLAbUDa khUMcI jaze. samajo, jIvanadIpaka jayAM sudhI jale che tyAM sudhI dharmArAdhanA karI che. jyAre dIpaka bUjhAvAno samaya Avaze tAre kaMI karI zakaze nahi. gharamAM Aga lAgatAM pahelAM kU khodele haze te Aga lAgatAMnI sAthe pANI chAMTI zakazo paNa Aga lAge tyAre keI phU davA bese te Aga bUjhAya? "nA" AyuSyano dIpaka bUjhAvA Ave tyAre kALarAjAne kahe ke ubhuM rahe. thoDI vAra dharma karI lauM. pachI AvuM chuM, te kALarAjA rokAya kharA ? e te jIvane laI gaye chUTake karaze. tArU prANapaMkherU uDI jaze ne kAyA ahIMyA rahI jaze, sagA sabaMdhIo Avaze ane kAyA tArI laI jAze ane kAyA, Aga mUkAI citAmAMhI, kAyA tArI rAkha thai..pachI zuM thAze? kALarAjAne tArI dayA nahi Ave. aMte kAyA tArI jalI jaze. AvuM samajIne paNa tame dharmArAdhanA karIne evA taiyAra rahe ke kALarAjA Ave tyAre mAruM zuM thaze tenI ciMtA na rahe. maravA TANe mukhaDuM karamAya nahi paNuM hasatuM rahe. mRtyu samaye je hasatA rahevuM hoya te saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM saMsArathI alipta bhAve rahe. gaI kAle ApaNe sulazA zrAvikAnI vAta karI hatI. e zrAvikA kevI zraddhAvAna hatI ! cAritra mihanIya karmanA udayathI saMsAramAM rahI hatI paNa saMsAramAM kheMcI na

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' zAradA dezana paha hatI. sulagyAe peAtAnA patine udAsInatAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM' tyAre patie potAnA mananI vAta karI. pachI sulazAe kahyuM, nAtha ! tamane ATalI khaSI putranI IcchA karyAMthI thaI ? e laganI cheADI do, ane dhama ArAdhanAmAM laganI lagADA tA kalyANu thaze. putra tamAru` kalyANu nahi karAve. ema chatAM jo tamane putranI tItra IcchA hAya tA A nagaramAM ghaNAM dIkarA che tene peAtAnA ja mAneA ne? tene putranI jema rAkhA. sulazAe enA patine khUba samajAvye paNa patine putranI jhaMkhanA maTatI nathI. eNe kahyuM, sulazA ! tArI vAta sAcI che, paNa putra vinA mAruM. mana TharatuM nathI. jema nina mANasane Apu' jagata zUnya lAge che tema mane putra vinAnuM ghara zUnya lAge che. saMsAramAM rahelAM manuSyone vizrAmanAM traNa sthAna che. eka premALa patnI, khIjuM vinayava ta putra ane trIju sava guNe karIne uttama evA sajjana purUSono saMga. vaLI jema rAtrImAM caMdra ane divase sUrya vastune prakAzita kare che tema putra rUpI dIvA peAtAnA pUrvajonA AkhA vaMzane prakAzita kare che. jo putra na hAya teA e vazane kANu oLakhAve gAMDA ghele paNa jo putra hoya tA ene joine leAkeAne ema thAya ke A phalANAnA putra che. bhale, mane eka ja putra hAya jema vanamAM eka caMndvanavRkSa ugyu. hAya tA tenI sugadhathI Akhu vana mhekI uThe che. tema kai puNyavata putrathI Akhu kuLa ujjavaLa ane che. evA puNyavata, budhdhimAna ane guNavaMta putrathI mAtA-pitAnuM gaurava vadhe che. evA putra mAtA-pitAne dezeAdezamAM eLakhAve che. aMdhue ! putranA mAhamAM pAgala baneleA nAgarathika sulazAnI sAme kevI dalIle karI rahyo che! enA khelavA uparathI tamane samajAya che ne ke ene putra prApti mATe kevI prakhaLa IcchA haze ! tulazA ane nAgarathika baMne vacce eTale prema hatA ke ane eka khIjAnI vAta mAnya karatA hatA. koI paNa kArya kare te eka bIjAnI salAha laI ne karatAM hatAM. temAM mulazAnu eTalu badhu puNya hatu ne enA evA Akreya nAma kano udaya hatA ke te je kaMI kahetI te vAta teno pati mAnatA hatA, paNa putranI khAkhatamAM sulazA tene khUba samajAve che chatAM e mAnatA nathI. te vicAra kare. ahI' sulazAnu puNya khala:sa thaI gayuM ? zu' enA Adeya nAmakarmono asta thayA ? nA, ema nathI paNa enA patine evA jakhkhara mAhanIya ka`nA udaya thayA che ke e kAI nI vAta mAne tema nathI, jema tIthakara bhagavAnanA Adeya nAma kama mAM ka`i khAmI hoya che ? 'nA '. emanAM tA jakhkhara puNya hAya che, chatAM abhavI jevA jIvenA mithyAtva mAhanIya kano eva neradAra udaya hAya che ke bhagavAnanI amRtamaya vANI ane rUcatI nathI. te temAMthI kaI grahaNa karatAM nathI, tema A nAgarathikane mATe paNa evuM ja banyuM che ke ene jabbara mAhanIyano udaya hAvAthI sulazAnI lAkheNI vAta mAnavA taiyAra nathI. zA.-72

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"Ge zAradA thana "sulazAe potAnA patine ApelI chuTa" - sulazA samajI gaI ke huM temanI pAse game tevI dharmanI uMcI uMcI vAta karIza te paNa e atyAre mAnavAnA nathI. eTale teNe kahyuM, nAtha ! mArA kismatamAM putra hoya tema lAgatuM nathI. te huM Apane rAjIkhuzIthI chUTa ApuM chuM ke Apa bIjI vakhata lagna kare. te saMbhava che ke tenAthI ApanI IcchA pUrI thAya, ane ApanuM citta zAMta bane. huM ApanI bIjI patnIne mArI sagI nAnI bahena jevI gaNIza. ene dareka kAryamAM huM pUro sahakAra ApIza. huM enA pratye IrSyA nahi karuM. AnaMdathI rahIza. A bahAne mane heje brahmacarya pALavAne lAbha maLaze, ane eTale samaya maLaze teTalI vadhu dharmanI ArAdhanA karIza. sulazAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne nAgarathike kahyuM, sulazA ! tuM A zuM bole che ? mAre tArI vAta sAMbhaLavI nathI. jema pativratA patnIne bIjo pati khapatuM nathI tema meM tArI sAthe lagna karyA tyArathI evI pratijJA karelI che ke mane sulazA sivAya bIjI patnI khape nahi. keImeTe rAjA rAjya sahita tenI rUpavaMtI kanyA mane paraNAve te paNa tArA sivAya mane keI kanyA ApatI nathI. bhale, mane putranI IcchA che chatAM je putra nahi thAya te vAMdho nathI paNa mAre bIjI vakhata lagna karavuM nathI. AMgaNAmAM kalpavRkSa ugyuM hoya tene ukheDIne theriyAnI keNa IcchA kare? mANasa kalpavRkSa nIce jaIne bese te tene Icchita vastunI prApti thAya che, tema tuM paNa mane kalpavRkSanI mAphaka Icchita phaLa Ape che. tuM mArA manabhAvane samajIne mArI IcchA pramANe vartana kare che. mArA dareka kAryamAM sAtha Ape che. AvI pavitra ratna samAna patnIne choDIne kAMkarAne koNa che? tArAthI mane je putra thaze te mane AnaMda che. kadAca nahi thAya te bhale ciMtA karate rahuM paNa tArA sivAya bIjI patnI mane kalpatI nathI. - patie A pramANe kahyuM eTale sulazA kaMI belI nahi. ene pitAne te putrane meha hatuM ja nahi ke duHkha thAya paNa patine moha hatA. bIjI patnI lAvavI nathI ne putra joIe che te mATe temanA cittamAM asamAdhi rahyA kare che. tene kevI rIte dUra karavI tenI ciMtAmAM paDI. enI ciMtA kevI hatI? A mArI bahenanI mAphaka ema nahi ke putra mATe mAtA- mAvaDInI bAdhA, AkhaDI rAkhuM, derA dhAgA karAvuM. eNe dharmanA ciMtavaNuM karavA mAMDI ke duniyAmAM je kaMI sukha maLe che te dharmathI maLe che. dharma ke che? dharma mo, gharmacintAmaNimanohara | dharma kalpalattA, dharmaH kAmadhenurnigadyata // dharmae kalpavRkSa che, naciMtAmaNI che, kalpavRkSanI vela che ane dharma e kAmadhenuM samAna che. eTale dharma manavAMchita sukha ApanAra che. are, ciMtavyA karatAM paNa adhika sukha ApanAro che, paNa mehamAM mugdha banelA ajJAna che svarga ane mokSanAM sukha ApanAra dharmane choDIne bIjAmAM mana parove che sulazA vicAre che ke mArA pati

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zAradA darzana samaju che paNa emane putrane moha jAge che. jayAM sudhI putra nahi thAya tyAM sudhI temane saMtoSa nahi thAya. putra, paiso, baLa, mIThI vANI maLavI A badhAM dharmarUpI kalpavRkSanAM mIThAM phaLe che. je kaMI duniyAmAM sAruM thAya che te dharmathI thAya che. mATe mAre putra thAya yA na thAya paNa dharma zraddhA sivAya bIjuM kAMI na joIe sulazAnI dharmamAM zradhdhA mULa te hatI ja temAM vizeSa vRdidha thaI. IndrasabhAmAM thayelI sulazAnI prazaMsA" :- sulazA tapa-tyAga vizeSa karavA lAgI. sAdhu saMtanI bhakita karatI. vyAkhyAna vANune lAbha letI ane utkRSTabhAve dAna detI. saMtanA darzana karatI ane samaye meLavIne zAstranI svAdhyAya vAMcana vigere karatI hatI. kadAca tamane thaze ke putranI prApti mATe vadhu karatI hatI ? "nA". evuM na samajaze. e te taddana nirAzaMsabhAve, Atmalaze, AtmakalyANanI buddhithI dharma karatI hatI. tene dharma pratyene anurAga ane aTala zradhdhA joIne IndramahArAjAe pitAnI devasabhAmAM sulazAnI khUba prazaMsA karatAM devane kahyuM he de! manuSyalakamAM rAjagRhI nagarImAM vasatI sulazA zrAvikAnI dharma pratye evI acala dhdhA che ke tene keIdeva paNa calAyamAna karI zake tema nathI. A sAMbhaLIne IndranA senApati hariNagamelI devanA manamAM taraMga jAgyo ke amArA jevA nAnA deve te jenA tenA vakhANa kare paNa AvA Indra mahArAjA jevA vakhANa kare che te e sulazAnI dharmazraddhA kevI haze ! enI parIkSA karavA jAuM. e sAdhusaMtonI khUba bhakita kare che, utkRSTa bhAve dAna Ape che. te tenI bhakita kevI che te jouM! have hariNagamaNI deva sulazAnI parIkSA karavA mATe kevI rIte Avaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra:- "satI dropadInA cIra kheMcavA ubho thayelo duHzAsana - bharasabhAmAM satI draupadI ubhI che. duSTa duHzAsana tenA cIra kheMcIne nagna karavA taiyAra thayo che. A samaye dropadI prabhune pakAra kare che ke he bhagavAna! he zAsananA rakhevALa deve! mArI vahAre Ave ne mArI lAja rAkhe. A pApI mane bharasabhAmAM nagna banAvI mArI lAja luMTavA uThe che. jenuM keI A duniyAmAM belI nathI teno belI bhagavAna che. he prabhu! huM kheLa pAtharIne tane vinavuM chuM ke "duniyA rUThe te bhale rUThe paNa tuM nA rUThIza mArA nAtha re....lAja mArI rAkhe prabhu," he bhagavAna! duryodhana, dura zAsana ane karNa vigere mArA upara rUkyAM che, tyAre mArA pati kema mArI vahAre AvatA nathI ! bhiSmapitAmaha vidurajI vigere te mArA pitA samAna che. huM temanI putrI jevI chuM. chatAM e paNa duryodhanane kema kaMI kahetAM nathI? ne kapaDAthI moTuM DhAMkIne beThAM che ? te he prabhu! tuM e badhAthI mahAna dayALu che. mArI lAja rAkhaje. mane zradhdhA che ke tuM mArI vahAre jarUra Avaze, ane nahi Ave te mane zuM ciMtA che? lAja jaze te mArI nahi paNa dharmanI lAja jaze. (ahIM pU. mahAsatIjIe narasiMha mahetA ane kuMvarabAInuM daSTAMta ApyuM hatuM.) draupadInI hRdayapUrvakanI prArthanAthI zIyaLanA

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cAra darzana rakSaka devenuM Asana calAyamAna thayuM. satIne kaSTamAM jaIne devenuM hRdaya paNa kaMpI uThayuM. baMdhuo ! A samayanuM dazya evuM karUNa hatuM ke bhalabhalA kaThera hadayanA mAnavInuM hRdaya kaMpI jAya temAM navAI nathI paNa ahIM devanuM hRdaya paNa kaMpI gayuM. mane te ema thAya che ke ApaNane atyAre A prasaMga vAMcatA AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jAya che te A banAva banyo haze tyAre kevuM dazya haze! AkhI nagarInA leke paNa raDI rahyA che. duHzAsane draupadInI sADIne pAlava kheMgyo. Aje kaI strInI sADI kaI parAye purUSa kheMce te sarakAramAM pharIyAdI karavAmAM Ave che, paNa ahIM te khuda rAjA nirlaja ane kUra banI gayA che, te kene phariyAda karavI? satIe prabhune phariyAda karI. tenA zIyaLanuM rakSaNa karavA deva AvyA. jayAM duzAsane sADI kheMcI tyAM tenA zarIra upara bIjI sADI DhaMkAI gaI. cIra kheMcatA thayelo camatkAra eka sADI kheMcI tyAM bIjI sADI ane bIjI kheMcI rahyAM tyAM trIjI sADI enA zarIra upara vIMTaLAI javA lAgI duHzAsana satInA zarIra uparathI cIra kheMce che ne satI kudaDInI jema cakara cakara phare che. duryodhana, duzAsana, ane karNa sivAya sabhAmAM beThelAM badhA mANase AMkha baMdha karIne beThA che. arere... amArI AMkhe AvuM dazya kema jovAya? paNa A pApIne zarama nathI AvatI. jarUra zAsana deva satInI lAja rAkhaze. zAsanadeve satInA pUrelA cIra:-deva adazya rIte satInI paDakhe ubhuM rahI duHzAsana jema jema cIra kheMcate jAya che tema tema deva cIra pUratuM jAya che ane eka pachI eka kiMmatI pacaraMgI jharInI sADIo aMdarathI nIkaLatI jAya che. A joIne AkhI sabhA cakti thaI gaI. A zuM? duryodhana paNa vicAramAM paDI gayo ke A draupadI keI strI che ke mAyAvI jAdugaraNa che? e kapaTI maMtra-jaMtra karatI lAge che. dekhe, e kahetI hatI ne ke meM te eka ja sADI paherI che paNa keTalI sADI paherIne AvI che? dhana krodha karIne kahe che ke e jeTalI sADI paherIne AvI che te badhI utArI le ne tene nagna kare. enA aMga upara eka kapaDuM rAkhaze nahi, paNa mUrNo vicAra nathI karate ke ATalI badhI sADIo kevI rIte paherI haze ? pharazAsana jema jema krodha karIne sADIe kheMcate jAya che tema tema navI navI sADIo nIkaLatI jAya che. pUrI thatI nathI. sADIone mATe Dhagale thaye. tenI sADIonAM tejathI AkhI sabhAmAM prakAza prakAza thaI gayA. duzAsananA be hAtha duHkhavA AvyA ne thAkI gaye paNa pakaDeluM nADuM kema cheDAya ? tethI vacce kheMce ja jAya che. eka zata ATha cIra baDhe hai, anupama aura parama ! zIla prabhAve sabhA bIcameM, usakI rakhI zame che-zrotA Ama eka pachI eka deve ekasene ATha cIra pUryA. e paNa eka pachI eka caDhIyAtA bhayavAna cIra hatAM. bahu varNana karIza te amArI A bahenane levAnuM mana thaI jaze.

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zAradA na 503 ( husahasa) ekase ATha cIra khe catAM duHzAsana thAkI gayA. tene tAva caDhI ga eTale te jha khavANA paDIne besI gayA ne satInI lAja rahI gaI. A samaye AkAzamAMthI devAe satI draupadInA jayajayakAra eTalAngeA. jaya hA...vijaya haiA satI draupadIne. A divya zabda sabhAmAM beThelA temaja AkhI indraprastha nagarInA leAkAe sAMbhaLyA. saunA haiyA harakhAI gayA. ahA ! duniyAmAM satya kyAMya chAnuM rahetuM nathI. satyanA jaya ane pApanA kSaya thayA vinA rahetA nathI. A duSTa durgaMdhana rAjAe sattAnA madamAM AvIne pavitra satIne sa'tApI che. AvuM kaSTa ApyuM che paNa tenA karmAM tenA bUrA havAla karaze. khuda duryodhananI prajA tenA mATe AvA zabdo le che ne satInA jayajayakAra khelAve che. sArI nagarImAM satInI praza'sA ane durgaMdhananI niMdA thAya che. AgaLa zuM khanaze tenA bhAva avasare, vyAkhyAna na. 3 bhAdaravA suda 11ne zukravAra tA. 23-9-77 sujJa baMdhu, suzIla mAtAe te mahene! anaMta karUNAnA sAgara zAstrakAra bhagavatA kahe che ke A jinazAsana vizALa sAgara jevuM che. sAgaramAM amUlya ratne bharelAM che. je purUSArtha kare che ane mahAsAgaramAM marajIvA banIne DUbakI lagAve che te ratnA meLavI zake che. jaina zAsanamAM evuM nathI ke jaine ja la bha laI zake che, je kare tene dhama che. cAhe brAhmaNa hAya, vaizya hAya kSatriya hoya ke kSudra hoya. badhA jaina dharmonuM pAlana karI zake che. jaina kuLamAM janmyA hoya paNa jo dharmanA sa'skAra na hoya, dhanu' jJAna na hAya, jaina dharmonA niyamAnu pAlana karatA na heAya te sAce jaina nathI ane brAhmaNa paTela vigere kuLamAM janmyA hAya paNa jo tene jaina dharmAMnI zradhdhA hAya, jaina dhanA niyamAnu pAlana karatA hoya te te bhAve jaina dhamI che, ahI kAI jJAti ke phAmanA bhedabhAva nathI. jaina dhama mAM cAvIsa tIrthaMkarA thaI gayA te badhA kSatriyA che. kSatriyA krama karavAmAM zUrA hAya che ne dhama karavAmAM paNa zUravIra haiAya che. raNe caDhaaA kSatriya zatrunI sAme nagna talavAra laIne jhajhUmaze, kAM pote maraze ne kAM te zatrune mAraze paNa nagna talavArA jhakAtI joIna evA vicAra nahi kare ke hu' laDAImAM khapI jaiza te? e tA zUra-vIra ane dhIra anIne jhajhUmaze ne peAtAnA prANanu' alidAna ApIne rAjayanuM rakSaNu karaze, tema jyAre AtmA sAcA kSatriya ane che tyAre ka zatru sAme zUravIra ane dhIra banIne tapa tyAganI tIkSNa talavAra laI ne jhajhUme che. ka kSatrune sAmaneA karavA jatAM zarIra sUkAI jAya, kaThInamAM kaThIna pariSaddha ke upasaI AvI jAya te te DaratA nathI, paNa tenI sAme zUravIra khanIne sAmanA kare che. tame te DhIlI dALanAM khAnArA ne DhIluM

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pa74 zAradA darzana DhIluM bolanArA che. tamane kahevAmAM Ave ke kamene kSaya karavA mATe tapa kare. te kahe che ke amArAthI tapazcaryA-upavAsa nahi bane. ame kahIe ke upavAsa na karI zake te AyaMbIla thaze ne? to kahezo ke "nA" AyaMbIlanuM bhAve nahi, tyAre kahevAmAM Ave ke ekAsaNuM te thaze ne? te kaheze ke nA, mAre te traNa traNa TaMka khAvA joIe che. ThIka, upavAsa, AyaMbalI ke ekAsaNuM kaMI na karI zake te chevaTe khAI pIne sAmAyika te karI zakaze ne? te kaheze ke sAmAyika karatAM keDa duHkhe che. (hasAhasa) karma sAme keMsarIyA karavA mATe AvI nabaLAI kAma nahi Ave. sabaLA banavuM paDaze te ja kamazatruone parAjita karI mokSapurInA mahemAna banI zakaze. ApaNe jemane adhikAra cAle che te gajasukumAla kevA kemaLa hatA. e to tame sAMbhaLI gayA ne? hAthInA taLAvA jevuM kemaLa temanuM zarIra hatuM. mahAna vaibhavamAM ucheryA hatA. bahetara kaLAnuM jJAna meLavyuM. sAthe dharmakaLAnuM jJAna paNa meLavaze, ane e dharmakaLA dvArA karma sAme kesariyA karavA karma medAnamAM sAcA kSatriya banIne jhajhUmaze te vAta te AgaLa Avaze. pU. bA. bra, ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanI pUNyatithi Aje amArA mahAna upakArI, zAsananA ziratAja, saMtenA zirAmaNI, cAritracuDAmaNI sva. AcArya gacchAdhipati bA.bra. pU. paMDitaratna, kSamAmUti gurUdeva zrI ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanI 2 mI puNyatithine pavitra divasa che. pU. gurUdeva zrI kSatriyaputra hatA. Aje janmajayaMti ane svagaDaNa puNyatithi kenI ujavAya che? je manuSya janmIne saMsAranA kAdavamAM khUcele rahe che, jIvanamAM kaMI sAdhanA ke kAti karatA nathI. vikAsa sAdhatA nathI. tene kaI yAda karatuM nathI. tene kaI jIvatAM ke maratAM jANatuM nathI. je zAsanamAM ke samAjamAM kaMI sArA kartavya karIne jAya che tene duniyA yAda kare che. tenA nAma upara AMsu sAre che, ane temanI puNyatithi ujave che. pUjaya gurUvarya eka mahAna saMta hatAM. te mAnavamAMthI mahAmAnava banI adbhUta yogI banI gayA. e dhanyAtidhanya, mahAna puNyAtmA hatA. evA bhavya gAbhA hatA. evA mahAna pavitra saMtane puNyazALI AtmAo oLakhI zake che. emanA guNa, tIvra budhi ane emanA kAryo jemAM mane to ema ja thAya che ke A keI mAnava hatA ke kaI daivI purUSa hatA ! jemaNe jagatamAM janmIne jIvanane saphaLa banAvyuM che, ane amArA jevA AtmAone jIvana saphaLa banAvavA mATenI cAvI ApIne gayA che. kharekhara! huM mArA gurU che eTale vizeSa nathI kahetI paNa e gurUdevanA jIvanamAM agaNita guNe hatAM. budidha alaukika hatI huM hajAro jIbha bhegI karIne jIvanabhara A gurUdevanAM guNa gAyA karuM te paNa pAra nahi Ave. eTalA apAra temanAM guNe hatAM. pU. gurUdevanA jIvanamAM saraLatA, vinaya, namratA Adi guNe hatAM. saMghamAM, samAjamAM ane zAsanamAM

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575 zAradA darzana temanuM sthAna khUba uMcuM hatuM. AvA mahAna prabhAvazALI gurUdevanA jIvanamAM saraLatA ane laghutA ajoDa hatI. kharekhara, teo zAsananA ziratAja ane gacchAdhipati hatA chatA kyAre paNa emanA manamAM uDe uDe paNa evuM na hatuM ke huM prakhara vidvAna chuM, AcArya chuM, gacchAdhipati chuM. temane jyAre koI pUche tyAre teozrI eka nAnAmAM nAnA sAdhunI mAphaka ema kahetAM ke huM koI mahAna AcArya, vidvAna ke jJAnI nathI, paNa huM te kaSAyathI yukta ane rAga-dveSathI bharela eka AtmA chuM. te vicAra kare ke emanA jIvanamAM kevI laghutA haze! atyAranA AcArya ke sAmAnya sAdhumAM AvI laghutA ane saraLatA bhAgye ja jovA maLe che. baMdhuo ! AvA guNaguNanA bhaMDAra, parama tAraka, zAsananA zaNagAra, virala vibhUti pUjya gurUdevanA guNane yAda karatAM AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jAya che. AvA anaMta upakArI gurUdeva amane choDIne cAlyA gayA che paNa emanA guNarUpI sumanenI suvAsa amArA mATe mUkIne gayA che. Aje mArA manamAM ema thAya che ke huM kayA zabdamAM gurUdevanA guNenuM varNana karuM ! huM temane mAtA kahuM, pitA kahyuM ke mArA bhagavAna kahuM, je kahuM te mArA mana mArA gurU che. _guru brahmA guru viSNu, guru devo mahezvaraH / gurudeva parabrahma, tasmai zrI gurave namaH // gurU brahyA che, gurU viSNu che, gurU ja deva, gurU ja mahezvara ane gurUdeva ja parabrahmasvarUpa che. tethI gurUdevane keTI keTI namaskAra che. ApaNuM aMdhakAra bharelA jIvanamAM prakAza pAtharanAra gurUdeve dIvAdAMDI samAna che. bhagavaMte zAstramAM zuM kahyuM che? AtmakalyANa karavA mATe carama tIrthAdhipati bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI ApaNane kevI AjJA karI gayA che te pUjya gurUdeva pitAnA jIvana dvArA amane samajAvI gayA che. jagatane jItavAnI parama jaDIbuTTI amane batAvI gayA che. e gurUdeve amArA mATe zuM nathI karyuM? zuM nathI ApyuM? ne zuM nathI zIkhavADyuM? emaNe amArA mATe badhuM karyuM che, badhuM ApyuM che ne badhuM zIkhavADyuM che. evA gurUdevanA jIvananuM yathAzakti varNana karuM chuM. khaMbhAta saMpradAyanI paraMparAmAM mahAna vidvAna, tejasvI, ojasvI hIralA ane vIralA samAna ghaNAM gurU bhagavaMte thaI gayA che. teo ratnatrayInI ArAdhanA karI AtmAnaMdanI anubhUti karI jIvana jata jagAvI gayA che. pUjya bA. bra. zrI ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba paNa temAMnA eka mahAna tejasvI AcArya hatA. e tAraka gurUdeva uttama guNarUpI ratnanA bhaMDAra hatA. jemanuM nAma ja ratnacaMdra hatuM. tevA temanAmAM ratna samAna tejasvI ane caMdranA samAna zItaLa guNe hatA. e guNarUpI ratnonA prakAzathI temanuM jInana jhagamagatuM hatuM. AvA pU gurUdevane janma khaMbhAta najIka AvelI pavitra

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572 zAradA dezana sAbaramatI nadInA kinAre AvelA galIyANA nAme nAnakaDA gAmamAM vikrama saMvata 1942nA kArataka suda 11 nA pavitra divase thayA hatA. A galiyANA gAmamAM meTA bhAge garAziyA rAjapUtAnI vastI hatI. A pavitra bhUmimAM jeta.bhAI nAme eka rAjapUta garAsiyA kisAna vasatAM hatAM. temanA patnInu nAma yAkuMvarabena hatuM. kha'ne AtmAe saraLa hRdayI ane pavitra hatA. jema kAdavamAM kamaLa pedA thAya che. tema A daMpatIne ghera samaya jatAM eka putra ratnanI prApti thaI. kahevata che ne ke putranA lakSaNa pAraNAmAM ne vahunA lakSaNa khAraNAmAM te anusAra putrane janma thatAM ja tenA lakSaNa parakhAI Ave che. baMdhue ! kuLamAM dipaka samAna tejasvI putra Ave che teA tenA sArAe kuLane ujjavaLa banAve che, sulakSaNI vahu Ave che teA vaDIleAnI sevA ane temanI AjJAnuM pAlana karIne kuLamAM lakSmI devInI mAphaka pUjAya che ne gharanAM badhA maNusA tenA guNAnu AcaraNa kare che. pU. gurUdeva emanA kuLamAM dIpaka samAna hatA. jue, e pavitra purUSane janmadina paNa pavitra hatA. kArataka suda 11 nA divasa eTale vaiSNuvAmAM te divasa devauThI agiyArasanA gaNAya che. temanuM cAturmAMsa te divase pUrNa thAya che eTale te meATI agiyArasa manAya che. ApaNuM cAturmAsa kArataka suda pUnamanA divase pUrNa thAya che paNa e cAturmAsanI chellI agiyArasa hAvAthI ApaNAmAM paNa tenu ghaNuM mahattva che. AvA pavitra divase pU. gurUdevane janma thayA hatA. bAlapaNu mAM mAtapitAnA pahelA viyeAga : " temanuM nAma ravAbha.i pADavAmAM AvyuM hatu. ravA eTale prakAza. kAne khabara hatI ke A nAnakaDA ravA ratna jevA tejasvI khanaze ! A nAnakaDuM gAliyANA gAma choDIne khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA nAyaka banaze ! A khetaranI kheDa cheDIne mAnava jIvanarUpI kSetramAM kheDa karI meAkSanAM amUlya meAtI pakAvaze ! A nAnakaDA bAluDA kevA puNyAtmA manaze tenI pahelethI kAI ne khabara hAtI nathI, paNa mAnavanu' upAdAna jAge che tyAre tene nimitta maLatAM saMta samAgama thAya che ane AtmA ka'karamAMthI za'kara, naramAMthI nArAyaNa, janamAMthI janArdana AtmAmAMthI paramAtmA, mAnavamAMthI mahAmAnava ane sAdhakamAMthI sidhdha bane che, tema A ravAbhAIne kevu' nimitte maLyu te tamane temanA jIvana caritranu' zravaNa karavAthI samajAI jaze. jetAbhAI ne tyAM ravAbhAI sivAya eka putra ane putrInA janma thayeleA. A sa'tAnAnuM sukha emanA mAtA-pitAnA bhAgyamAM jovAnuM nahi ne sa'tAneAnA mAtA-pitAnu' sukha lakhAyeluM nahi eTale traNe mAtruDAone bAlapaNamAM raDatA mUkIne mAtA pitA svage' sidhAvI gayA. " ravAbhAInuM vaTAmaNamAM Agamana " :- temanA kAkA kAkInA Azraye traNa bALako mATA thavA lAgyA. ravAbhAInAM jIvanamAM khAlapaNathI ja vinaya, namratA, ga'bhIratA, vigere uttama guNA tarI AvatAM hatAM. temane mULa dhama svAmInArAyaNa hatA. kuTuMkhamAM

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zAradA darzana '577 dharmanA sArA saMskAra hatA. A ravAbhAI tera varSanA thayA. temanuM mukhya kArya khetInuM hatuM. galIyANAthI be traNa mAIla dUra vaTAmaNa gAma hatuM. tyAM temanI jamInajAgIra ghaNI hatI. eka divasa kAkAe kahyuM: ravA ! tuM vaTAmaNa jaIne khetaramAM tapAsa karI Ava ke pAka ke che? A nAnakaDA ravAbhAIne kAkA avAranavAra khetIvADInuM dhyAna rAkhavA vaTAmaNa mekalatAM hatAM, ane teo nIDaratAthI jatA hatA. bAkI nAnakaDA bAluDAmAM ATalI nIDaratA kyAMthI hAya Aje daza varSanA chokarAne rAtre aMdhAru thaI gayA pachI bahAra mokalazo te kahI deze ke nA, bApujI, mane aMdhArAmAM bIka lAge. AvA Darapoka chokarA hoya che tyAre A te zUravIra siMha hate. eka vakhata temane vaTAmaNamAM rAta rokAvAnuM banyuM. upAzrayanI bAjumAM temanA saMbaMdhI rahetA hatA. temane tyAM utaryA. rAtre cekamAM khATale DhALIne sUtA hatAM. A samaye khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA prakhara vidvAna mahAsatIjInuM vaTAmaNamAM cAturmAsa hatuM. pratikramaNa pUrNa thayA bAda mahAsatIjI adhyAtma bhAvathI bhareluM eka stavana madhura kaMThe gAtAM hatAM. "satIjInA stavane ravAbhAIne jagADele AtmA" -stavanane sUra ravAbhAIne kAne paDyo. te eka citte sAMbhaLavA lAgyA. stavana pUruM thayA bAda temanA sabaMdhIne pUchyuM ke keNa gAtuM hatuM ? tyAre kahyuM-bhAI! A bAjumAM jaina upAzraya che. temAM eka jaina sAdhvIjI dararoja AvA bhajana gAya che. ravAbhAIe kahyuM-ApaNAthI tyAM javAya ? temanA sabaMdhIe kahyuM ke te sAdhvIjI che eTale rAtre temanI pAse purUSathI jaI zakAya nahi. savAre sUryodaya pachI jaI zakAya. mATe savAre jaIzuM. ravAbhAIne satIjI pAse javAnI laganI lAgI, ne manamAM ema thavA lAgyuM ke jyAre savAra paDe ne huM satIjI pAse jAuM ne satsaMga karuM. emane uMgha AvatI nathI ne tamane upAzraye AvatAM uMgha Ave che, kyAre vyAkhyAna pUruM thAya ne kyAre ghera jAuM tenI rAha jovAtI hoya che. kema barAbara che ne ? savAra paDatAM ravAbhAIne temanA sabaMdhI mahAsatIjI pAse laI gayA. emanA svAmInArAyaNa dharmanI rIte vaMdana namaskAra karIne beThAM ne kahyuM ke mahAsatIjI! Ape rAtre je gIta gAyuM hatuM te gAI saMbhaLAve. satIjInA upadezamAM masta banelA ravAbhAI" -pahelAnA bhajemAM bhAva ghaNuM hatAM. e sAMbhaLIne mANasane bedha maLatuM hatuM. Aje te jUnA stavane, gIte koIne sAMbhaLavA gamatAM nathI. kAraNa ke e navA gItamAM game tevA sArA bhAva hoya paNa e sAMbhaLatAM sinemAnAM gIte tamane yAda Ave che. ravAbhAInI jijJAsA joIne mahAsatIjIe gIta saMbhaLAvyuM. ravAbhAIne khUba AnaMda thaye. temane jaina dharmanuM tatva vijJAna jANavAnuM mana thayuM. emaNe mahAsatIjIne kahyuM-mArA AtmAne uddhAra thAya tevuM mane kaMIka samajAve. mahAsatIjInA manamAM thayuM ke A garAsIyAne chokare che. e jJAnanI jhINI vAta samajaze nahi, paNa mahAsatIjIne kyAM khabara hatI ke A ravAmAMthI kiMmatI zA-73

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zAradA darzana rana pAkavAnuM che. emaNe kahyuM je bhAI! jhADanuM eka pAMdaDuM teDavAmAM pApa che. jU, lIMkha, kIDI, mAMkaDa vigere mArIe te bahu pApa lAge. saMsAranI dareka kAryavAhI pApathI bharelI che, tyAre kahe che mahAsatIjI! tame badhe pApa, pApa ane pApa ja kaho cho te kyAMya puNya che ja nahi? tyAre mahAsatIjIe puNyanI vAta samajAvI, sAMbhaLIne emane vairAgya AvI gaye, ne mahAsatIjIne kahyuM ke mAre tamArA jevA banavuM che. mAre A pApabharyA saMsAramAM rahevuM nathI. - ravAbhAIne jAgI uThele AtmA -devAnupriye ! sAMbhaLe. A jaina na hatAM chatAM eka ja vakhata sAMbhaLIne vairAgya AvI gaye ne tame keTaluM sAMbhaLyuM? chatAM tamane vairAgya Ave che kharo ? (betAmAMthI avAja -e kSatriya hatA, ame vANIyA chIe.) jaMbusvAmI paNa vANIyA hatAM ne? (hasAhasa) upAzraye AvatAM patharaNAM ghasAI gayAM ne patharA paNa ghasAI gayA. gharaDAM thayA chatAM paNa saMsArane meha chUTatuM nathI. kevI ajaba jevI vAta che! ravAbhAI mahAsatIjIne upadeza sAMbhaLIne ghera AvyA, paNa kyAMya temanuM citta cuMTatuM nathI. jema tema karIne ATha divasa pasAra karyA. eka divasa te khetaramAM kAlA vINAvavA mATe gayA. mANase kAlA vaNe che. sAthe pote paNa kAlA vINavA lAgyA. paMdara vIsa kAlA vINyA tyAM dilamAM raNakAra thaye ke mahAsatIjI kahetAM hatAM ke eka pAMdaDu teDavAmAM paNa pApa che te ATalA badhAM kAlA vINatAM keTaluM pApa lAgaze? mAre AvuM pApa karavuM nathI, e kAlA vINavAnuM kAma choDIne ghera AvyAM ne kAkAne kahyuM ke mAre A pApamaya saMsAramAM rahevuM nathI. mAre dIkSA levI che. kAkAe kahyuM-tAre vaLI dIkSA kevI ? ne pApa zuM? tyAre kahe che ke huM vaTAmaNa jaina sAdhvIjI pAse gaye hate. temaNe mane pApa ane puNyanI khUba suMdara vAte samajAvI, tyArathI mane dIkSA levAne raMga lAge che. kAkAe kahyuM bhAI! tuM nA kahevAya! puNya pApanI vAtamAM zuM samaje! ravAbhAIe kahyuM, huM badhuM samajuM chuM. kAkAe ghaNuM samajAvyuM paNa emane vairAgya daDha hate. kAkAe jANyuM ke A have kaI rIte rahevAnuM nathI. eTale kahyuM ke je tAre dIkSA levI ja hoya te ApaNA svAmInArAyaNa dharmamAM le, tyAre kahe ke dIkSA levA kyAM javAnuM? kAkAe kahyuM, gaDhaDA svAmI pAse jA. temane samAgama kara. A te kula je bAluDe hatuM, tene te AtmakalyANa karavA sAthe kAma che. svAmInArAyaNa ke jainanAM bhedabhAva nahatA. e te svAmInArAyaNanI gAdInA gAma gaDhaDA gayA. tyAM svAmIjIne maLyA. svAmIjIe pUchyuM, chokarA ! tuM kayAMthI AvyuM che? ravAbhAIe kahyuM ke huM galIyANAthI AvuM chuM ne mAre dIkSA levI che. svAmIjIe pUchayuM, tamAre zuM kAma dhaMdhe che? ravAbhAIe kahyuM ame khetIvADI karIe chIe. ame be bhAI ane eka bahena chIe, tyAre svAmIjIe kahyuM,

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zAradA darzana 579 ke tArA bhAganI jeTalI milakata hoya teTalI amArI gAdInA bhaMDAramAM arpaNa karI de che. tamane amArA paMthanA brahmacArI sAdhu banAvavAmAM Avaze. ravAbhAI sAcA gurUnI zodhamAM" A sAMbhaLIne ravAbhAI vicAramAM paDI gayA ke A zuM ? je paisA anarthanI khANa jevAM che, je parigrahanI mamatA jIvane ane gatimAM laI janAra che tene je choDe te sAce sAdhu banI zake che. pelA jaina sAdhvIjI te ema kahetAM hatAM ke sAdhu kaMcana, kAminInA tyAgI hoya, sAdhuthI pisAne sparza paNa na thAya tyAre A sAdhuomAM te paisAne meha ane mamatA bhArebhAra bharelI che. te e lakSmInA meharUpI kIcaDamAM khUMcelA mAnavI AtmakalyANa kevI rIte karI zake? A paMthamAM sAdhu thavAthI AtmakalyANa thaI zake nahi. jyAM tyAga che tyAM AtmakalyANa che. mATe ahIM dIkSA grahaNa karavI vyartha che. Ama vicAra karIne tyAMthI cAlI nIkaLyA, ne AvyA vaTAmaNa mahAsatIjI pAse. ApaNe ahIM e vicAravAnuM che ke tera varSanA bAluDAmAM kevuM AtmamaMthana hatuM ! kevI tIvra temanI buddhi ! nahitara ATalA nAnA bAluDAmAM Ave viveka kayAMthI Ave ? te vaTAmaNa AvIne mahAsatIjIne kahe che mane tamAre cele banAve. mahAsatIjIe kahyuM, bhAI! ame sAdhvIjI chIe, amArI pAse tamArAthI dIkSA na levAya, paNa tamane tIvra jijJAsA che te amArA pU. gurUdeva chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAheba khaMbhAtamAM birAje che te tame tyAM jAo. vaTAmaNanA eka zrAvaka bhAI temane khaMbhAta pU. gurUdeva chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAheba pAse laI AvyA. pU. chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAheba paNa kSatriya rAjapUta hatA. teo paNa tatvajJa, buddhizALI ane pratibhAzALI hatA. temanAmAM paNa kSAtra teja camakatuM hatuM. kSatriyane kSatriya maLe pachI zuM bAkI rahe ? ravAbhAInA mukha upara paNa vairAgyanA teja camakatA hatA. temaNe gurUdevanA caraNamAM paDIne kahyuM, gurUdeva gurUdeva! mAre jaldI AtmakalyANa karavuM che. mane jaldI A saMsAra-kUpamAMthI bahAra kADhe. che ravAbhAIne abhyAsanI lAgelI laganI gurUdeve kahyuM, bhAI! haju tuM thaDA divasa ahIM rahe, abhyAsa kara, pachI dIkSA apAya, tyAre temaNe namra bhAve kahyuM, mAre dIkSA levA mATe je abhyAsa kare paDaze te karavA huM taiyAra chuM. tenI jijJAsA joIne gurUdeve sAmAyikanuM svarUpa samajAvyuM eTale ravAbhAIe pratijJA karI ke tyAM sudhI huM sAmAyika pUrI na zIkhuM tyAM sudhI jamavA sivAya bhUmi upara besavuM nahi. ravAbhAIne evI laganI lAgI ke eka divasamAM sAmAyika zIkhI gayA, ne 15 divasamAM pratikramaNa zIkhyA. kevI ajabanI laganI haze ! pratikramaNa pachI chakAyanA bela, navatatva vigere zIkhyA. jema jema bhaNatA gayA tema tema laganI vadhatI gaI chevaTe temaNe gurUdevanA caraNa pakaDIne kahyuM, gurUdeva ! have te mArI ekeka kSaNa lAkheNuM jAya che. have mArAmAM yegyatA lAge te mane dIkSA Ape. gurUdeve kahyuM. tArA kAkA kAkInI AjJA laI Ava. harSabhera kAkA kAkI pAse AvyA ne dIkSAnI A mAMgI. kAkA kAkIe temanI khUba seTI

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zAhA dazana karI, paNa daDha vairAgI badalAye nahi. tethI chevaTe AjJA ApatAM mAthe hAtha mUkIne kahyuM, beTA ! tAruM kalyANa thAo. AjJA maLatAM ravAbhAIne khUba AnaMda thaye. te pitAnA kuTuMbIjanene laIne khaMbhAta AvyA, ne temanA sagAMonI sAnidhyamAM temanI AjJAthI dIkSAnuM muhurta jovAmAM AvyuM. khaMbhAtanA AMgaNe bhAgavatI dIkSA mahesava" saMvata 1956 nA mahA suda pAMcama (vasaMtapaMcamI) ne dina dIkSA mATe nakkI thaye. vasaMtapaMcamIno divasa zreSTha manAya che. vasaMtaRtunA AgamanathI prakRtinuM saudarya cAre tarapha phUlyuM phAlyuM ane vikasIta bane che tema vasaMtapaMcamIne dina nakakI thatAM bAla vairAgI zrI ravAbhAInuM haiyuM vikasIta thayuM. harSanI helI varasavA lAgI. ravAbhAI dIkSA mATe ghaDIo gaNatA hatAM khaMbhAta zaheramAM AnaMda chavAye hate. chevaTe e divasa AvI gayo ane khaMbhAta zaheramAM pU. zrI chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAheba pAse ravAbhAInI bhAgavatI dIkSAne bhavya mahotsava ujavAye. temane ucca vairAgya ane temanA jIvanamAM rahela guNe joIne pU. gurUdeva chaganalAlajI mahArAjasAhebe temanuM saMyamI nAma bA. bra. pU. zrI ratnacaMdrajI mahArAjasAheba ApyuM. Akhare te amUlya ratnarUpe prakAzya. baMdhuo! kSatriyanA baccA te kSatriya ja hoya ne! pU. chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAheba khUba tejasvI, jJAnI, guNIyalane gaMbhIra hatA. temanI vANI siMha garjanA jevI gAjatI hatI. teo pite vaiSNava dhamI hatAM ne ziSya svAmInArAyaNa dhamI hatA. baMnenuM parivartana ekasarakhuM hatuM ne jJAti paNa samAna hatI. baMne baLIyA purUSe bhegA thayA pachI karma zatruonI sAme bAtha bhIDavAmAM zuM bAkI rahe? kahevAya che ne ke "harine mAraga che zUrAne, nahi kAyaranuM kAma jone." dharma zUravIrane che, kAyarane nahi, tema ravAbhAImAMthI ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba banelA zUrA kSatriye pitAnI zUravIratA jhaLakAvavA mAMDI. ravAbhAino ajoDa vinaya-pU. gurUdevanI sAnidhyamAM rahI te jJAnAbhyAsa karavA lAgyA. temanAmAM vinayane ajoDa guNa hatuM. jethI samudAyamAM sarvene priya banyA. gurUdevanI AjJA, gurUdevanI sevA ane temano vinaya e ja temanA jIvanano zvAsa hate. teo kadI gurUdevathI dUra besatAM na hatAM. jyAM gurUdevanI dRSTi paDe tyAM ja besatA hatAM. vinayanI mahattA ane arpaNatAne mahimA ajoDa che. jIvanamAM sarva siddhio hastagata karavAnI ane gurU bhagavaMtenA hRdayakhajAnA khelI ratnatraya prApta karavAnI cAvI hoya te te vinaya che. vinaya e samasta guNene zaNagAra che. samasta guNe vinayane AdhIna che. saraLatA, namratA, nirabhimAnatA ane bhaktibhAva vagere sarva guNa vinayamAMthI udbhave che. Avazyaka niryuktimAM zrI haribhadra sUrIzvarajIe kahyuM che ke

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zAradA darzana pa "viLayo nija sIsane mUrNa, viLI saMbo mA viNayAo vippamukkassa, kao dhammo ko tavA // " vinaya e jinazAsananuM mULa che. vinayavaMta Atma sAdhu banI zake che. je vinaya rahita che tenA mATe saMyama zuM ne tapa zuM ? arthAt vinaya rahita AtmA game te ugra saMyama pALe ke aghora tapa kare tene jeTaluM lAbha thave joIe teTale lAbha thatuM nathI. vinayathI jJAna, tapa vigere siddhio hAMsala karI zakAya che. vinaya je adbhUta bIje guNa arpaNatA che. hRdayapUrvakanI arpaNatA gurU hRdayamAM abhedatAnuM aneruM zAsana jamAve che. jyAre arpaNatA Ave che tyAre gurU ziSyane bheda bhUlAI jAya che. pU. gurUdevanuM jIvana AvI arpaNatAnA attaranI saurabhathI maheMkatuM hatuM ne vinayanI addabhUta prabhAthI prakAzita hatuM. gurU AjJAmAM sadA anurakta rahI "phuniyA II saMpatti" eTale ke gurUnI igita ceSTAthI gurUnA mane gata bhAvane jANIne gurUnuM samasta kArya karatA hatA. A rIte pU. gurUdevanA caraNamAM rahI vinayamAM taraboLa rahI apramattapaNe gurU AjJAnuM pAlana karatAM saMyama bhAvamAM vaphAdAra rahetAM hatAM. gurUdevanA caraNamAM samarpita thayelA pU. ratna gurUdeva pitAnA svAnubhavathI ghaNIvAra kahetA ke sAdhvIjI ! "vinayanA Asana vinA jJAnanA besaNuM na hoya." vinaya e jJAnAvaraNIya karmane teDavAnuM amegha zastra che. mATe tame paNa gurU AjJAmAM samAI jAo ne vinayanI velane vikasAve. vinaya eTale mana-vacana-kAyAnA ge anaMta jJAnI sadgurUnI AjJAmAM sarvathA arpaNa thaI javuM te. amArA pUjya gurUdeva AvA vinayavaMta hatA. pU. gurUdevanI sAnnidhyamAM rahI temaNe saMskRta, prAkRta, nyAya ane zAstronuM ajoDa jJAna prApta karyuM. jema jema zAstrajJAna ane bIjuM jJAna prApta karatA gayA tema tema temanAmAM vinaya namratA Adi guNo vadhatA gayA. temaNe jIvanamAM kadI gurU AjJAnuM ullaMghana karyuM nathI. pU. gurUdevanI vyAkhyAna zailI evI hatI ke jenA prabhAve jainetare paNa temanA saMsargamAM AvavA lAgyA. pUjya chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAheba ane pU. ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebe ghaNe purUSArtha karI ghaNuM jainetarone jaina banAvyA che. pU. chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAheba ane pU. ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebane joIne sau emaja kahetA ke mahAvIra ane gautamanI joDalI joI lo. pU. gurUdeva zrI chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAhebanuM cAturmAsa saM. 1994 mAM amadAvAda hatuM. te cAturmAsa pUrNa thayA bAda pU. AcArya zrI chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAhebanI tabiyata bagaDI tethI tyAM ja rokAvuM paDayuM. pU. gurUdevanI bimArImAM zrI ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba khaDe page sevA karatA hatA. evI sevA atyAre bhAgye ja keI saMta karI zake. mArA gurUdeva bimArImAMthI kema mukta thAya te mATe ghaNuM upAye karyA paNa badhA vyartha gayA ane chevaTe 1995 nA vaizAkha vada 10 nA divase pU. chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAheba kALadharma pAmyA. pU. gurUdevanuM zirachatra cAlyuM jatAM pU.

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pa2 zAradA darzana ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebane temane viga khUba sAlavA lAge. gurUnA viroga jevuM bIjuM koI bhayaMkara duHkha nathI. gurUdeva svarge sIdhAvyA pachI khaMbhAta saMghe pU. gurUdeva zrI ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebane AcArya padavI pradAna karI eTale gAdI bhAra temanA zIre Avyo. pUjya padavI maLyA bAda teozrIe dezadezamAM vicarI khaMbhAta saMpradAyanI khyAti khUba vadhArI. saMghamAM ekatA, vizALatA ane prema vadhe te mATe teo khUba prayAsa karatA ane pitAne mAthe AvelI javAbadArI adA karatA. A rIte vicaratA vicaratA pU. gurUdeva temanA ziSe phUlacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba, khImacaMdajI mahArAja sAheba AdisaMto sAthe saMvata 1995 mAM sANaMda padhAryA. e samayanuM pU. gurUdevanuM sANaMdamAM thayeluM cAturmAsa-Agamana amArA mATe khUba lAbhadAyI nIvaDyuM. bALapaNathI mAtApitAe amArA jIvanamAM dharmanA suMdara saMskAronuM siMcana karyuM hatuM. temAM pU. gurUdevanA sadupadezathI amArA jIvanamAM vairAgya Avyo ne amArA tAraNahAra banI amane saMyama ratna ApyuM. eTaluM ja nahi paNa saMyama mArganI rItabhAta, saMyama kema pALa, jIvana kema jIvavuM, vagere saMyamI jIvananI AkhI sAdhanA samajAvI. vadhu zuM kahuM? jema eka sadguNI mAtA enA bALakanA jIvanamAM susaMskAronuM siMcana kare che, tema amArA saMyamI jIvanamAM pU. gurUdeve susaMskAronuM siMcana karyuM che. saMyamI jIvananI pratyeka kriyAo, pU. gurU Adi vaDIlene ke vinaya vaiyAvacca kare vigerenI samajaNa ApI che, AvA tAraNahAranA guNa kema bhUlAya pU. gurUdeva rAmAnugrAma vihAra karatAM karatAM aneka jaina jainetarone pratibaMdha ApatAM surata tarapha padhArelA. saM. 2003nuM cAturmAsa suratamAM karyuM. tyAM navayuvAna mahAna vairAgI zrI DuMgarazIbhAInI dIkSA thaI. dIkSA pachI temanuM nAma harSadamuni pADavAmAM AvyuM. e paNa pU. gurUdevanA vinayavaMta ziSya hatA. temanuM jIvana paNa jANavA jevuM che, te avasare kahIza. pU. gurUdeva suratathI vihAra karIne khaMbhAta cAturmAsa padhAratAM hatAM, vacamAM mANekalAla bhagavAnadAsa jhaverIe pUchyuM ke gurUdeva ! ApanuM AvatuM cAturmAsa kyAM che ? tyAre kahyuM ke A chelluM cAturmAsa karavA khaMbhAta tarapha jAuM chuM. AvA te ghaNAM saMketa karelA che. khaMbhAta cAturmAsa pravezanA divase guruvAra hate. zrI saMghe vinaMtI karI ke gurUdeva! zarUvAre sAme kALa Ave che. mATe divasa badale. tyAre pUjyazrIe kahyuM-sAme kALa Ave. paDakhe Ave ke pAchaLa Ave temAM mane zuM ? kALa te eka divasa AvavAne ja che . gurUvAre praveza karyo. pU. gurUdeva vyAkhyAnamAM kAyama bhagavatI sUtrane adhikAra letA, paNa e cAturmAsamAM sakAma maraNa ane akAma maraNane adhikAra lIdhe. zrAvakee kahyuM- garadeva! A vakhate A adhikAra kema lIdhe ? te kahe bhagavatInuM ghaNuM vakhata vAMcana

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583 zA darzana karyuM. A vakhate mAre A adhikAra vAMcave che. vyAkhyAnamAM zrAvakene sakAma-akAma maraNanA bheda samajAvatAM pitAnI AtmasamAdhimAM lIna rahetAM. pU. gurU bhagavaMtanA cAturmAsathI khaMbhAta saMghamAM anero AnaMda ne utsAha hate. dhamadhokAra dharmakaraNa thatI hatI, paNa kudaratanI kaLA jArI che. jema prakAzanI pAchaLa aMdhakAra, hAsyanI pAchaLa rUdana, sukha pAchaLa duHkha ane AnaMda pAchaLa zeka sarjAyelAM che, tema khaMbhAta saMghamAM chavAyele AnaMda ne utsAha kudaratane na game. paryuSaNa parvanA divase AvatAM pU. gurUdevane khUba zaradI thaI chatAM AtmabaLe AThe divasa vyAkhyAnadhArA cAlu rAkhI. saMvatsarInA divase zaradI khUba vadhI gaI. chatAM eka rUMvADuM na pharake evA acala kSamAnA sAgara hatA. pUjya gurUdevane kadI nAnI moTI kaI bimArI AvI na hatI. kadI davA lIdhI na hatI. pUjya gurUdevane zaradI thayAnA samAcAra amadAvAda pahoMcI gayelA. tethI ghaNAM zrAvaka zrAvikAo darzanArthe AvelA. pU. gurUdevanA ziSya tapasvI zrI phUlacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebane 38 upavAsa pUrA thatAM hatA. temaNe kahyuM. sAheba ! mane khUba zAtA che. traNa umerIne ektAlIsa upavAsanA paccakhANa karo. gurUdeve kahyuM. huM Aje tamane chelluM pAraNuM karAvuM chuM. hAla upavAsa nathI vadhAravA. AkhA saMghamAM darekane ghera pagalAM karI gaucarI vaherIne AvyA bAda ziSyane pAraNuM karAvyuM. bhAdaravA suda 10 nA divase mANekalAla bhagavAnadAsa jhaverI muMbaI AvavA mATe sTezane jatAM gADI laIne gurUdevanAM darzana karavA AvyAM. te kahe che mANekalAla! Aje rekAI jAo. kAle tamAruM kAma paDavAnuM che. eTale teo rokAI gayA. pU. gurUdevanI tabiyata sArI hatI eTale amadAvAdanA mahemAne ravAnA thayA hatAM. pratikramaNa pachI pitAnA ziSyane mAthe hAtha pheravIne kahyuM. harSada! tuM khUba DAhyo thaje ne AgaLa vadhaje. bIjA ziSyone pAse besADIne kahyuM. juo, Aje tamane pariSaha Avaze. khUba samatA rAkhaje, te rIte badhA saMkete khUba karyA, ne kahyuM ke Aje game teTalA daIne upasarga Ave paNa tamAre mArA cAritramAM heja paNa doSa nahi lagADavAne. tema khUba cetavaNI ApI. rAtrInA nava vAge zarIra ThaMDu paDavA lAgyuM. zaradInuM jora paNa vadhI gayuM ne chAtImAM asahya dukhAvo thavA lAge. badhA zrAvaka hAjara hatAM. gurUdevanuM daI jeIne hiMmata hArI gayA ne tarata DoTakone belAvyA paNa keI upacAra karavA na dIdhe. jema rAtrI vItatI gaI tema darda vadhatuM gayuM. AkhA saMghamAM khabara paDI gaI. zrAvakazrAvikAo pU. gurUdevanAM darzana mATe umaTayA. gurUdevanI paristhiti joIne hAhAkAra chavAI gaye. rAtre bAra vAgatAM hAtha UMcA karIne cAra AMgaLa batAvyAM paNa kaI samajI zakyuM nahi, pUjyazrI te pitAnI samAdhimAM hatAM. paNa ziSyane ane zrAvakane gaMbhIra sthiti joine thayuM ke kadI gurUdeva bimAra thayAM nathI ne A zuM ? khUba AghAta lAge. dukhita dile saMthAre karAvIne namasthaNuM, legassa ane navakAra saMbhaLAvatAM hatAM. sau ekITaze

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pa84 zAradA darzana gurUdevanI samakSa jaI rahyA hatAM, ane ghaDiyALamAM cAranA Takera paDatAM amArA tAraNahAra pU. gurUdevane kALa gojhArAe jhaDapI lIdhA. je zaheramAM saMyamI jIvanane sUryodaya thaye hatA tyAM ja asta thayo. tyAre saune samajAyuM ke gurUdeva ApaNane cAra AMgaLI batAvIne A cetavaNI ApatAM hatAM. khaMbhAta zaheramAM hAhAkAra chavAye. saMghe badhAne samAcAra ApyA. amArA hRdaya kaMpAve tevA kAramAM duHkhada samAcAra maLatAM badhA mahAsatIjI raDI paDyA. ahA ! amArA tAraNahAra, samAjanA sthaMbha, zAsananA ziromaNuM amane TaLavaLatA mUkIne cAlyA gayA! (ATaluM bolatAM pU. mahAsatIjInuM haiyuM bharAI gayuM anya mahAsatIjIo tathA rotAjanonI AMkhamAM AMsu ubharAI gayA hatAM). A parama upakArI pU. gurUdevanA jeTalAM guNa gAuM teTalAM ochA che. jagatane maMtra apane divya paMthe gayA, tAraNahAra banI amadaSTi karI gayA, prema varasAvIne hRdaya jItI gayA, hAkala karI ahiMsAnI, mitrabhAva detA gayA. janmI jage tAraka banI mArga batAvI gayA, timirane nAza karI prakAza pragaTAvI gayA, AvA hatAM pUjya gurUdeva ! AjanA divase pU. gurUdevane eka ja prArthanA karuM chuM ke ApanA Adarzone jIvanamAM apanAvIne ApanI AjJAnuM yathAta pAlana karI ApanA jaNamAMthI mukta banIe. evI bhAvanA sahita zraddhAMjalI arpaNa karuM chuM. khaMbhAta saMghanA sadbhAgya che ke AvA mahAna saMte A saMpradAyamAM thayA che ane vartamAnamAM paNa mahAna vairAgI 5. kAMtIRSijI mahArAja sAheba Adi munivare jainazAsanane dIpAvI rahyA che vyAkhyAna naM. 74 bhAdaravA suda 10 ne zanivAra tA. 24-9-77 anaMtajJAnI bhagavaMte pharamAna kare che ke he bhavya che ! AtmA anaMtajJAnamaya ane anaMta jatimaya che, paNa ATha karmonA paDadA tamArA Atmika tejane chUpAvI rahyA che. tene dUra karavA mATe puruSArtha kare. anaMta teja jenAmAM chupAyeluM hoya tene aMdhakAramAM rahevuM kema game? pAvara hAusanI bAjumAM jhuMpaDI hoya paNa je teNe pAvara hAusamAM kanekazana jevuM na hoya te jhuMpaDImAM aMdhAruM ja rahe ne ? tema ajJAnanA timira TALavA mATe uttama mAnavajanma ane vItarAga zAsana maLyuM che te vItarAga prabhunA zAsana rUpI pAvarahAusamAM vIravANInI zraddhArUpI kanekazana jeDI de, te aMtaramAM ane prakAza thaze. ajJAnanAM timira kyAMya bhAgI jaze ne AtmA anaMta sukhane svAmI banaze.

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585 zAradA darzana - AtmAnA anaMta sukhanA svAmI banavA cakravartio paNa cha cha khaMDanI samRddhi cheDIne dIkSA le che. cakravatine sukha AgaLa AjanuM sukha DAMgaranA pherA jeTaluM paNa nathI chatAM choDavAnuM mana thAya che ? cakravartioe saMsArane eka piMjara samajIne cheDI dIdhe tyAre ajJAnI jene piMjaramAM phasAvAnuM mana thAya che. eka nyAya ApIne samajAvuM. tamane khabara che ne ke pAMjarAmAM keNa pUrAya? uMdara. kadAca siMha pUrAya paNa baMnenI pAMjarAmAM pUrAvAnI vRttimAM pharaka che. kAraNa ke uMdarane pakaDavA mATe pAMjarAmAM roTalIne TukaDe mUko che te uMdara jAte ja pUrAvA Ave che ne jeTalInA TukaDAmAM AnaMda mAne che. jyAre siMhane pakaDavA mATe koI pAMjarAmAM tene managamate zikAra mUkIne pAMjaruM khulluM mUkI de to paNa pAMjarAmAM praveza karavA nahi jAya. kadAca kaMI kapaTa karIne tene pakaDe te paNa tene kSaNe kSaNe ema thAya che ke zuM huM pAMjarAmAM pUrAI gaye? te pAMjarAmAMthI mukta thavAne je sTAra prayatna karaze ne samaya Ave bhAgI chUTaze. vicAre. A saMsAra paNa eka pAMjaruM che. temAM viSaya bhega samAna reTInA TukaDA joIne je jIve pUrAI jAya te kevA kahevAya ? bele te kharA. mAre tamane kaMI nathI kahevA. saMsArarUpI piMjarAmAM vividha prakAranAM bhega ane sukhanI sAmagrI maLe che tyAM sudhI jIvane vicAra nathI thatuM ke huM zuM karI rahyo chuM ? paNa puNya khalAsa thayA pachI zuM ? tene vicAra karI le. aviratinA baMdhana teDavAno avasara maLe che te siMha jevA zuravIra banIne chalAMga mArIne pAMjaruM toDI nAMkho ne AtmAnA anaMta sukha meLavavA mATe sarvaviratine apanAvI le. saMpUrNa sarvavirati na banI zake te ceDA thaDA viratibhAvamAM Ave. je tamane saMsAranAM baMdhana khaTakatAM heya ne choDavAnuM mana thatuM hoya te samajI leje ke huM siMha jevo zUravIra chuM. ApaNe be divasathI sulazAnI vAta cAle che. sulazA dharmanI anurAgI ne deDha zraddhAvAna hatI. tenI prazaMsA Indra mahArAjAe karI, AthI hariNagamethI deva sAdhunuM rUpa laIne tene ghera gaucarI karavA mATe AvyA. sAdhune AvatAM jaIne sulasAne khUba harSa thaye. te gAMDI ghelI banIne uThIne sAme gaI ne padhAre...padhAre bhagavaMta! ema AvakAra ApI vinaMtI karIne gaucara vigere vahorAvavA mAMDyuM paNa saMte levAnI nA pADI tyAre sulazA kahe-bhagavAna ! zenI jarUra che ? saMte kahyuM, bahena ! amArA eka munine darda thayuM che. te dardI mATe lakSapAka telanI jarUra che. te Apane tyAM je hoya te mAre enI jarUra che. harSa ghelI thaIne sulazAe kahyuM, gurUdeva ! AmAM ATale badhe saMkeca zA mATe rAkhe che ? mAre ghera lakSapAka tela taiyAra che. mArA dhanya bhAgya ke saMtanI sevAmAM mArI cIjane upayoga thAya, ane mane lAbha maLe. deva enI bhakti ane supAtra dAna devAne umaMga joIne cakita thaI gaye. sulazAe dAsIne kahyuM ke pele kabATa khule che. temAMthI lakSapAka telane zIza laI Ava. dAsI telane zIza laIne Ave che tyAM deve zA-74

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pi86 zAradA darzane parIkSA karavA mATe adazyapaNe dAsIne hAtha dhrujAvI bATale pADI naMkhA. zIza phUTI gaye ne badhuM tela DheLAI gayuM. kiMmatI tela DhaLAvAthI dAsI raDI paDI. sulazAe dAsIne kahyuM. ciMtA na karIza. bIjo bATale taiyAra che. jaldI lAva. dAsI bIje bATale laIne be DagalAM cAlI tyAM paNa deve hAtha dhrujAvIne paDAvI nAMkhe. dAsI te khUba dhrujavA lAgI. te raDatAM raDatAM kahe che bA! huM khUba sAvacetIthI bATale pakaDuM chuM, paNa kaI mArA hAthamAMthI kheMcIne bATale beMya pheMkI detuM hoya tema thAya che. zeThANIe kahyuM. ciMtA na kara. haju bhAgyazALI chuM, trIje bATale paDyo che paNa sAcavIne lAvaje. bATale phUTI gaye ne tela DhaLAI gayuM tenI mane ciMtA nathI paNa gurUdevane amUlya lAbha levAnuM gumAvI besAya tene mane aphasesa che. devAnupriye! tamane ema thaze ke babbe bATalA dAsInA hAthe phUTI gayA chatAM zeThANIne ema nathI thatuM ke huM jAte levA jAuM. e levA jAya te zuM enA zeThANIpaNAmAM nAnapa AvI jAya ? ke dAsIne ja trIjI vakhata levA mekalI. ema nathI hoM, ene zeThANapaNanuM abhimAna na hatuM, paNa enA manamAM e ciMtA hatI ke pitAnA nimitte babbe kiMmatI telanA bATalA phUTI gayA tethI kheda pAmIne mahArAja sAheba tela vahAryA vinA kadAca pAchA cAlyA jAya che ? e kAraNe pote jatI na hatI. te gurUdevane vinaMtI karatI kahe che ke Apa jarAya saMkeca nA rAkhaze. huM haju eTalI bhAgyazALI chuM ke trIjo bATale bharela che. te huM Apane vaherAvuM chuM. dAsIne kahe che bahena ! have eka ja bATale che mATe tuM barAbara sAcavIne lAva jethI ApaNane supAtra dAnane mahAna lAbha maLe, ane gurUdevanA upayogamAM Ave. deva sulazAnA pariNAmanI dhArA joI rahyo che ke enA aMtaranA khUNAmAM paNa dAsI upara gusse ke kiMmatI tela DhaLAI javAthI kheda AvIne dharmane raMga bhUMsAIne kaSAyane raMga caDhe che? "nA" enA aMtaranA khUNAmAM bedanuM nAma ke kaSAyane kaNIye paNa nathI. deve kahyuM, ThIka, haju vadhAre cakAsaNI karyuM. deva parIkSA karavA Ave eTale bAkI nA rAkhe. barAbara parIkSA kare. dAsI trIje bATale laIne harSabhera AvI. sulazAnI najIka AvIne sulazAne Ape te pahelAM dAsInA hAthamAMthI bATale paDAvI nAMkhyo. devanI zakti AgaLa bicArI dAsInuM zuM gajuM ! bATale phUTI jatAM dAsI yuke ne dhruske raDavA lAgI. arere...huM kevI abhAgaNa! supAtra dAna daI mahAna lAbha levAnA traNa traNa bATalA meM pheDI nAMkhyA ! bA ! A pApaNIne mArI nAMkhe. Ama kahetI jAya ne kalpAMta karatI jAya. dAsIne kalpAMta joIne sulazAe kahyuM. bahena ! AvI mAmUlI cIjamAM ATaluM badhuM raDavAnuM hoya ! chAnI rahe. je mArA bhAgyamAM dAna devAne lAbha na hota to mArA hAthe paNa phUTI jAta. mArA dAnAMtarAya karmane udaya che tethI Ama banyuM che. emAM tAre kAMI vAMka nathI. tuM dararoja badhuM ja kAma sAcavIne kare che ne zuM Aje asAvadhAnI rAkhe kharI? e te mArA kamabhAgya che tethI Ama banyuM che. karma AgaLa mAruM, tAruM

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zAradA darzane meTA mahArAjAnuM ke devanuM paNa kaMI cAle nahi. telanA zIzA phUTI gayA temAM ApaNuM sarvasva luMTAI gayuM nathI. A pramANe raDatI ne jhUrApa karatI dAsIne zAMta karIne munine kahe che bhagavaMta! mArA kamabhAgya che ke gharamAM chatI vastu nirdoSa hovA chatAM lAbha laI zakI nahi paNa amAre tyAM lakSapAkanuM tela avAranavAra thAya che. karAvavA ApyuM che. be traNa divasamAM Avaze to Apa amane lAbha Apaje. Apa dayAnA sAgara che. sulazAnI aDaga zraddhA AgaLa deva namI paDayo :-sulazAnI dharmazraddhA joIne deva vicAra kare che ke A zrAvikA gajabanI che. ATalA kiMmatI lakSapAka telanA eka dAsInA hAthe traNa traNa bATalA phUTI gayA chatAM tenAmAM koI nathI. enI dharmanI zraddhAmAM khAmI nathI ke tela nakAmuM gayAne aphasesa nathI. mAtra supAtra dAna devAne lAbha gaye tene kheda thAya che, emAM paNa pitAnA dAnAMtarIya karmane doSa mAne che. dhanya che tenI dharmazraddhAne ! enA upara deva prasanna thaI gaye ne badhI mAyA saMkelI deva rUpe pragaTa thaIne kahe che he devI sulasA ! kSamA karaje. Idra mahArAjAe devasabhAmAM tArI daDha dharmazraddhAnI prazaMsA karI tethI mane tArI parIkSA karavAnuM mana thayuM ane meM tArI parIkSA karI. tene kaSTa ApyuM paNa kharekhara, Indra mahArAjAe tArI prazaMsA karI hatI, tevI ja tuM che. have huM tArA upara prasanna thaye chuM. bela, tAre zuM joIe che? tArI je IcchA hoya te mane kahe. sulazAne te bhagavAnanA vacanamAM ananya zraddhA hatI. ene saMtAnane moha na hate paNa enA patine saMtAnane meha hatuM tethI teNe kahyuM. mAre te kaMI joItuM nathI. mane te mArA mahAvIra prabhu maLyA eTale badhuM maLI gayuM che. bhagavAnathI adhika zreSTha cIja A duniyAmAM koI nathI. jene bhagavAna maLyA tene zI kamIne hoya? patine saMtoSa pamADavA phakta putranI mAgaNa -mArA patine putra vinA azAMti rahe che. te azAMti dUra thAya tema kare. deve joyuM ke sulazAne kaMI ja IcchA nathI. e te bhagavAnamAM ja potAnuM sarvasva (sukha) mAne che. ene putra parivArane meha nathI paNa patine asaMtoSa dUra karavA icche che. deve tene batrIsa divya goLIo ApIne kahyuM ke devI ! jyAre tane putranI IcchA thAya tyAre eka goLI gaLI jaje te eka putra thaze. ema kahI geLIo ApIne deva adazya thaI gaye. sulazA manamAM vicAra karavA lAgI ke mAre batrIsa putranI zI jarUra che? jeTale putra parivAra vadhaze teTalI paLojaNa vadhaze, ne mArI dharma sAdhanAne kiMmatI samaya emAM pUre thaI jaze ne emAM mArI jiMdagI paNa pUrI thaI jaze, tenA karatAM batrIse batrIsa gaLI sAmaTI gaLI jAuM te batrIsa geLInAM guNa eka putramAM AvI jaze ne batrIsa lakSaNo thI yukta e eka putra thaze ane mArA patinI azAMti dUra thaze, Ama vicArIne sulazA batrIse batrIsa geLIo gaLI gaI. enuM pariNAma duHkhada AvyuM, batrIsa goLIo

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588 zAzA darzana eka sAmaTI gaLI javAthI eka sAmaTA batrIsa garbha rahyA. AthI asahya pIDA UbhI thaI. tenI akaLAmaNane pAra na rahyo, tyAre teNe dhyAna karIne devanuM eka citte smaraNa karyuM. tenI aDaga dharmazraddhAthI AkarSita thayela deva AvyA. deve kahyuM. devI! tame bahu moTI bhUla karI che. meM tamane putranI IcchA thAya tyAre eka geLI khAvAnuM kahyuM hatuM, eka geLIthI eka putra thaze ema kahyuM hatuM chatAM A lebha zA mATe karyo? have te tamane batrIsa putre thaze, paNa eka putranuM mRtyu thaze te badhAnuM mRtyu eka sAthe thaze. tAre eka putra game tyAM gayela haze ne tenuM tyAM mRtyu thaze te gharamAM beThelAM badhA putranuM mRtyu thaze. devanI vAta sAMbhaLI sulazAe kahyuM-mane batrIsa putrane lebha na hatuM paNa batrIsa putranA guNa eka putramAM AvI jAya ane mane batrIsa lakSaNe eka ja putra maLe te mATe meM A kArya karyuM hatuM, paNa bhavitavyatA evI haze nahiMtara mane AvuM kema sUjhe! mArA bhAvie mane bhUlavADI. bhAvi karatAM mAre pitAne doSa che. meM lAMbe vicAra karyA vinA A kArya karyuM che. have je mAruM puNya baLavAna hoya ane tamArAmAM mArI pIDA haravAnI zakti hoya te pIDA maTADo ane je mAruM puNya na hoya te mArA azubha karmane udaya che ema samajIne huM sahana karI laIza. sulazAnA javAbathI prasanna thayele deva -devAnu priye ! vicAra kare. sulazAnI zraddhA keTalI aDaga che! batrIsa garbhanI asahya pIDA thAya che. chatAM devane ema nathI kahetI ke huM tamArA pagamAM paDuM. game tema kare paNa mArI pIDA maTADe, ema kAlAvAlA na karyA paNa eka ja vAta karI ke mArI gerasamajathI bhUla thaI gaI che ne piDA asahya che. jo tame pIDA maTADI zakatAM ho te maTADo ane je na maTADI zaktAM ho te huM mAnIza ke meM azubha karmo karyA che te mAre bhegavavAnA che. ema samajIne bhogavI laIza. sulazAnA belavAmAM keTale viveka, nikhAlasatA ane adIna bhAva bharele che. A enI dharmazraddhAne prabhAva hate. sulazAnI dharma pariNatimAMthI nIkaLatA bela sAMbhaLIne deva tenA upara khuza thaI gaye ne kahyuM, ciMtA na karIza, pIDA maTI jaze. * sulazAnI pIDA zAMta thavAthI patine thayelo harSa :-sulazAne garbhanI piDA zAMta thavAthI zAMti vaLI eTale pitAnA patine badhI vAta karI. nAgathika patnInI pIDA zAMta thavAthI khuza thaye, paNa eka putra maraze te badhA maraNa pAmaze, A vAta sAMbhaLIne ciMtAtura banI gaye, tyAre sulazAe kahyuM-svAmInAtha ! badhI ciMtAo choDI daI eka vItarAga vacanamAM zraddhA rAkhe. A rIte dhIraja ApIne patine zAMta karyo. A jina vacananI zraddhAne pratApa che. juo, sulazane putra, pisA ke bIjI koI cIjanI AkAMkSA na hatI. eNe te dharmanI zraddhA aDaga rAkhI te Indra mahArAjAe deva sabhAmAM tenA vakhANa karyA ne deva parIkSA karavA AvyA te paNa aDaga rahI, ane enA patinI IcchA pUrNa karavA mATe putranI prApti thAya tevuM mAMgyuM che ke ApyuM. temAM paNa sulazAnI bhUlanA

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zAradA darzana pa89 kAraNe mahAna pIDA UbhI thaI te paNa deve zAMta karI, A che dharmane prabhAva, AvI mahAna satIonAM dRSTAMta sAMbhaLIne tamArA jIvanamAM dharmane tANAvANAnI jema vaNI le ne saMsAra sukhane rAga cheDe te karmabaMdhanathI mukta banI mahAna sukhane svAmI banaze. vadhu bhAva avasare. caritra: lokee Apelo duryodhanane phITakAra -satIne pikAra zIlanA rakSaka devee sAMbhaLe ane 108 cIra pUryA, ane satIne jayAkAra belA. eTale duzAsana te jhaMkhavANuM paDI gaye. sabhAjane khaDakhaDATa hasavA lAgyA ke he duSTa! tuM kahete hate ne ke draupadIne nagna banAvIe ! le banAvane ! kema besI gayo? tAruM baLa kayAM gayuM ? ema sau tenI majAka karavA lAgyA. ApaNe jaina dharmanI mAnyatA pramANe zIlanA rakSaka devee 108 cIra pUrIne tenI lAja rAkhI, paNa vaiSNava dharmanI mAnyatA evI che ke 99 cIra pUryA che. atyAra sudhI pAMDa nIcuM joIne besI rahyAM hatAM. paNa jyAM draupadIne cIra pUrAyA ane devee tene jyajayakAra belA tyAM pAMDamAM baLa AvyuM, ane ekadama krodhamAM AvI bhIma paga pachADIne kahe che ke he sabhAjane ! tame sAMbhaLe. A kauravoe kapaTa karIne satyanA avatArI evA dharmarAjAne jugAra ramADIne amane bhikhArI banAvyA, ne satI draupadInI lAja levA uThayA temaja duryodhane bharI sabhAmAM jAMgha batAvIne kahyuM-he pyArI ! ahIM besa. AvuM belatAM pApIne zarama nathI AvI. te uparAMta pavitra driaupadInA cIra kheMcavAne A pApIoe julama karyo che. kura banIne sabhAmAM tene eTale pakaDIne lAvyuM che, tene pApakarmone badale tene tenA karmo te Apaze ja, paNa te pahelAM huM tene tenA karmone badale ApI daIza. karava rAMDo phire bhaTakatI, vana vanamAM ya vilakhatI, te merA hai nAma bhImajI, merI dekhanA zakti che.....zrotA krodhathI dhamadhamatA bhIme lAla AMkha karIne kahyuM amArI A dazA karanArA kauranI strIone vidhavA banAvI vana vanamAM bhaTakatI karIza. yAda rAkho ke tame atyAre amane bhikhArI banAvI tamArA dAsa banAvyA che, paNa vakhata Ave mArI zaktine para tamane batAvI daIza. tame joI lejo. draupadIne cele kheMcIne sabhAmAM lAvanAra ane tenAM cIra kheMcanAra duHzAsananA hAthane zarIrathI judA karI tenA lehIthI pRthvIne lAla banAvIza ane je pApI duryodhane hada vaTAvIne draupadIne jAMgha batAvI che, tenI jAMghanA mArI gadAthI cUrecUrA karI nAMkhIza. je A kArya huM na karuM te A pAMDuputra bhIma nahi, temaja huM A badale nA lauM te mAruM kSatriyapaNuM cheDI daIza. AvI A sabhA samakSa Aje huM daDha pratijJA karuM chuM.

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590 zAradA darzana "bhImanI AkarI pratijJAthI dhrujI uThelI sabhA" - jyAre bhIme pitAnI pratijJAnI gheSaNa karI tyAre AkhI sabhAmAM khaLabhaLATa macI gaye. bhImanA siMha garjanA jevA zabdothI dharatI dhrujI uThI. darekanA manamAM thaI gayuM ke have mAmale khatama. satyavAna purUSe kadI bele nahi ane bele te te pramANe karyA vinA rahe ja nahi. atyAre duryodhana bhale sattAnA madamAM nAcate heya paNa eka divasa e AvI jaze ke temanuM nAmanizAna nahi rahe. bhIma ane arjunane duniyAmAM kaI jItI zake tema nathI. have tamArA pApa karmanAM phaLa tame bhogavI leje." bIjA leke te game tema belavA lAgyA. sAthe bhISmapitA, vidurajI vigere mahAnapurUSa paNa duryodhana pAse AvIne kahe che, he duryodhana ! ame te tane pahelethI A kurtavya karavAnI nA pADI hatI. tene khUba samajAvyuM paNa kaI rIte tuM samaje nahi. A kapaTabAjI ramIne teM zuM lIluM karyuM? ApaNe kuruvaMza ke nirmaLa ane pavitra che! tenI ujajavaLa kItine te kalaMkita banAvI. te satIne kaSTa ApatAM pAchuM vALIne joyuM nahi. tenuM pariNAma zuM Avaze tene kaMI vicAra karyo nahi, tAre bApa te dravyathI aMdha che, paNa tuM te dravya ane bhAva baMne rIte AMdhaLo che. chatI AMkhe teM na joyuM ke mArI mAtA samAna draupadIne huM zuM karI rahyo chuM ne tenI kevI dazA karuM chuM ! tane hajAra vAra dhikkAra che. A rIte bhISmapitAe kahyuM, tyAM vidurajI krodhathI lAlaceLa thaIne bolI uThayAM ke jyAre A duryodhanane janma thaye tyAre ja meM tene kahyuM hatuM ke A putra kurUkuLamAM dhUmaketu thaze. e e aMgAre pAkaze ke e pitAnA vaMzane ucheda karaze. keI cAMDALa paNa nA kare tevA nIca karyo e karaze. daye. dhanane phITakAra ApyA pachI vidurajI kahe che dhRtarASTra ! dekhe, A tamArI lADakavAyAe kevuM kAma karyuM ? have alpa samayamAM tamAruM nAmanizAna nahi rahe. sAre dIkare kuLa dIpAve. tamArA putrae te kuLane lajAvyuM. tame bApa thaIne dIkarAne rekyo nahi. AvA dikarA jIvatAM karatAM marelA sArA. dhRtarASTra kahyuM. meM ghaNuM samajAvyuM hatuM paNa te samaye nahi. bhISmapitAe kahyuM tame tene phaLa bhogavI leje. have dhRtarASTrane duryodhana upara khUba krodha Avyo che. te duryodhanane ke dhikkAraze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM-75 bhAdaravA suda 13 ne ravivAra tA. 25-9-77 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! mamatAnA mAraka, samatAnA sAdhaka ane satyanA zedhaka evA jinezvara bhagavaMtee bhavya jInAM kalyANane mATe dvAdazAMgI sUtranI prakSaNA karI. temAM aMtagaDa sUtrane gajasukumArane adhikAra cAle che. gajasukumAra

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zAradA darzana makSagAmI jIva che. jema sUryane udaya thatAM aMdhakArane nAza thAya che te prakAza patharAya che tema AvA pratApI jInA janma thatAMnI sAthe temanA prakAzanAM kiraNe bahAra patharAya che. gajasukumArane janma thatAM sArI dvArikA nagarImAM AnaMda AnaMda chavAI gayo. khUba AnaMdapUrvaka temane janma mahotsava ujavAye, ane moTA thayAM tyAre temane kalAcArya pAse bhaNavA mUkyAM. thaDA samayamAM gajasukumAra 72 kaLAmAM niSNAta banyA. badhI kaLAo bhaNAvIne kalAcA temanA mAtApitAne seMpI dIdhA. vasudeva rAjAe temanuM jiMdagInuM daridra TaLI jAya teTaluM dravya ApyuM ne temane satkAra sanmAna karIne vidAya karyA. gajasukumAra bhaNIgaNIne AvyAM che. kRSNa vAsudeva temaja vasudeva pitAjI temane te kalAonA viSayamAM je kaMI pUche che tene phaTAphaTa javAba Ape che. A joIne badhAMne khUba AnaMda thAya che. tamAre dIkare bhaNIgaNIne Ave che te tamane e AnaMda thAya che ne? mAtA devakIne badhA keDa pUrA thayA. gajasukumAra moTA thayA. "mokAsamathe nA cAle rolyA" eTale te bhega bhegavavAne samartha yuvAna thayAM. jyAre saMtAne yuvAna thAya tyAre mAtA pitAe temane paraNAvavAnI taiyArI kare che. kAraNa ke jIvane anAdi kALathI saMsArasukhane bahu rasa che. dIkarAnI mAtA ema mAne che ke mArA dIkarAne paraNAvuM, vahu lAvuM ne huM sAcuM banuM, bahenane evA keDa heya che. kema mArI baheno, barAbara che ne? sAsu banavAnA keDa kare che paNa vahu AvyA pachI te tene dIkarInI mAphaka mAne ane vahu sAsune pitAnI mAtA samAna mAne te mAnavI saMsAramAM svarga jevAM sukha mANI zake che, paNa je AvI samadaSTi na rahe te saMsAra dAvAnaLa jevuM banI jAya che. kAraNa ke vahu lAvyAM pahelAM sAsu ema mAnatI hoya che ke vahu Avaze eTale huM Ama karIza ne tema karIza. paraNavA mATe utsuka banele putra mAne che ke pachI AnaMdathI svarga jevAM sukhe mANIzuM, ane keDa bharelI kanyA paNa anekavidha AzAonA minArA caNe che ne kalpanAnAM sehAmaNuM svapna najara samakSa nihALe che, tyAre jJAnI purUSe kahe che ke, he svapnA kevA suMdara bhAse, svarga khaDuM che jANe AMkhanI pAse, indrapurImAM sadA rahezuM, bhega vilAse bhegavazuM ema ke mAne bhale, bAkI badhe beTe khela che, e svapna saune samajAve che zuM? he mAnava ! A kalpanAnAM raMgIna senerI sahAmaNuM saMsAra sukhanAM svapnAM tene tArI daSTi samakSa evA dekhAya che ke jANe mArI sAme AkhuM svarga nIce utaryuM na hoya! ame indrapurImAM rahIne zAMtithI saMsAranAM sukha bhogavIzuM paNa vicAra kare ke svapnAnuM sukha kadI sAcuM hoya ? svapnamAM te ghaNuM suMdara suMdara joyuM paNa jyAM AMkha khule che tyAM svapnanuM sukha vilaya thaI jAya che, tema A saMsArano badhe khela kheTo che. svapna tamane ema samajAve che ke jema AMkha khulatAM tAruM badhuM sukha khatama thaI gayuM tema tAruM

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zA darzana A saMsAranuM sukha svapnAnA sukha jevuM che, pANInA parapoTAne vilaya thatAM vAra lAgatI nathI tema saMsAranA sukhene vilaya thatAM vAra nathI lAgatI. mAnavIe zuM dhAryuM hoya che ne kSaNamAM zuM banI jAya che? eNe dhAryuM hatuM ke svarga jevA sukha bhogavIzuM paNa evA gADha karmane udaya thAya che ke svarga jevAM sukha bhegavavAne badale naraka ghora javA duHkhe bhegavavAno samaya AvI jAya che. mATe saMte tamane kahe che ke saMsAramAM sukhanI AzA cheDIne AtmAnuM sukha meLavavA mATe dhamarAdhanA kare, paNa mehamAM mUDha bane. jIvAtmA dharma karavA mATe vAyadA kare che ke kAle karIza. kALanI sAthe karyo che vAyade, cAlaze nA tyAM kaze e kAyade, kAma karavuM che te Aje kara, kAlanI vAta kare che phAyade ! tame kAlano vAyado kare che paNa kALarAjA Avaze tyAre ene tame vAyade karI. zakaze kharA? ke UbhuM rahe. DIvAra rahIne AvIza. tyAM te eka sekanDano paNa vAyade nahi karI zakAya, te dharmArAdhanA karavAmAM zA mATe vAyadA kare che ? vAyadAmAM phAyado nahi thAya. mATe ArAdhanA karavA jAgRta bano, huM kAle dharmadhyAna karIza evA vAyadA keNuM karI zake? A saMsAramAM sukhe kaNa sUI zake ? utta. sUtranA 14mA adhyayanamAM bhagavaMte kahyuM che ke jassAttha maccuNA sakkha, jassa va'sthi palAyaNaM / jo jANe na marissAmi, so hu kaMkhe sue siyA // 27 // jeNe mRtyu sAthe mitratA bAMdhI che agara maraNa Ave tyAre maraNanA mukhamAMthI bhAgI chUTavAnI jenAmAM tAkAta che ane je ema jANe che ke huM maravAno nathI te sukhe sUI zake che. bAkI bIjA koI saMsAramAM sukhe sUI zakatA nathI. mATe AvuM samajIne mRgajaLa jevAM saMsAranA kAlpanika sukhamAM bharamAze nahi paNa AtmAnA sukha meLavavA taiyAra banajo. dharmanuM kArya kAle karavAno vicAra karyo hoya te Aje karI le ne Aje karavAno vicAra karyo hoya te hamaNuM ja karI le. kAraNa ke AyuSyano eka kSaNane vizvAsa karavA jevuM nathI. kAle karIza....kAle karIza evuM kahenArA kaMika jIvenI kAla AvatAM pahelAM kALa AvI gaye. mATe jyAre bhAva jAge tyAre ArAdhanA karI le. jema siMhane pAMjarAnuM baMdhana gamatuM nathI. e pAMjarAmAMthI chaTakavAne lAga zodhe che, ne lAga maLatAM pAMjarAmAMthI chaTakI jAya che, tema tame siMha jevA banIne A saMsAranA pAMjarAmAMthI chUTavAne lAgaze ane lAga maLe tyAre chaTakI jAo. je mahAnapurUSane pAMjarAnuM baMdhana sAdhyuM te lAga zodhIne chaTakI gayA ane saMsArathI mukta thaIne pAMjarAmAM pUrAyelA che upara dayA karIne temane mukta thavAne mArga batAvyo. mahAnapurUSanuM hRdaya karUNAthI bhareluM hoya che. eTale jene duHkhathI mukta banAvIne tene pitAnA jevA sukhI

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zAradA darzana banAvavA mATe prayatna kare che. paranA duHkhe te duHkhI thAya che ne paranA sukhamAM teo AnaMda mAne che. mahAnapurUSenuM jIvana ApaNane preraNA Ape che ke he jIvAtmA! jainadharmane TUMka sAra zuM che? paranA sukhe sukhI thAvuM te ApaNe sadharma che ane paranA dukhe duHkhI thAvuM te ApaNe nijadharma che." ATaluM samaje te paNa jIvanane uddhAra thAya, paNa Aje te eve samaya AvyuM che ke bIjAnuM sukha joIne mANasa IrSAthI baLI jAya che. bIjAnuM sukha sahana thatuM nathI. pite sukhI hoya te paNa pite pitAnuM sukha bhogavI zakatuM nathI, ane bIjAnA duHkhanI paravA karate nathI. pite zIkhaMDa purI khAIne AnaMda mA paNa bIjA keTalA duHkhI che tenI kadI ciMtA thAya che? je tame sAcA mAnava che te vicAra karaje ke huM te mArA puNyathI sukhI chuM paNa mArA kuTuMbane eka paNa sabhya duHkhI rahevuM na joIe. vadhu sukhI rahe te gAmane sabhya duHkhI na rahe tenI ciMtA karaje paNa tamane sukha maLyuM che temAM AnaMda mAnIne besI na raheze. A saMsAramAM eka prakAranuM duHkha nahi paNa aneka prakAranA duHkhothI bharelA AvA saMsAramAM rahelA enI mane te dayA Ave che ke teo kema rahI zake che? pAse dhana heya te sukha nahi ne na hoya te paNa sukha nahi. saMsAramAM koNa sukhe sUI zake che e te batAve ? kahevata che ne ke "sukhe na sUve dIkarIne bApa, sukhe na sUve dhanane nAtha" mANasa pAse dhana vadhe che tema ciMtA vadhe che. eka jamAne e hatuM ke prajAjanene sukhI jeIne rAjAo khuza thatAM hatAM. e samajatAM hatAM ke ApaNI prajA sukhI haze te ApaNane lAbha che ne? ane rAjyanuM gaurava che paNa Aje sarakAranI daSTi TUMkI hovAthI prajAnuM dhana te paDAvI le che. tethI prajA cerI karatAM zIkhI che. dhana vadhyuM te kayAM saMtADavuM ? tene mATe zI vyavasthA karavI tenI ciMtAmAM mAnavI sukhe uMghI zakate nathI. TUMkamAM saMsAra sarvathA cheDavA jevuM che. kadAca atyAre tame sukhI che ane tamane lAge ke saMsAra sAre che, paNa karma kayAre dizA badalaze tenI khabara nathI. eka banelI kahAnI kahuM. sAMbhaLe. eka kuTuMbamAM yuvAna pati-patnI hatAM, patinuM nAma prakAza hatuM. jevuM nAma tevA tenAmAM guNo hatAM. aMdhakAramAM paNa prakAza kare te te chokare hate. svabhAvane zAMta ane dayALu hate. khIonA dukha joIne tenuM hRdaya dayAthI pIgaLI jatuM hatuM. tenI pAse je kaI duHkhI Ave ne duHkhanI kahAnI kahe che te premathI sAMbhaLo ane dukhInA dukha dUra karatA hatA. mahAna purUSe kahe che ke je tamane zakti maLI hoya te ATaluM karaje. " duHkhI chavAnI dAdane sau prathama svIkAraje, je thAya te sevA karI baLatA hRdayane ThArajo,* * * zA-75

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zAradA darzana tamArI pAse kaI paNa duHkhI Ave te tenI phariyAda pahelA sAMbhaLaje. sukhInI vAte sau sAMbhaLe paNa duHkhInI dAda sAMbhaLanAra A duniyAmAM koI nathI. mATe tame duHkhanI dAda pahelI sAMbhaLaje, ne tamArI zakti pramANe tenI sevA karaje. A prakAza paropakArI ane pavitra hRdayane mAnavI hatuM. tenI patnInuM nAma arUNA hatuM. arUNA zrImaMta gharanI chokarI hatI ne rUpALI khUba hevAthI tene rUpane garva hatuM. e dararoja arisAmAM mukha joIne harakhAtI ne pitAnI jAte ja potAnAM vakhANa karatI. arisAmAM pitAnuM pratibiMba joIne kahetI :-aho ! huM kevI rUpALI chuM! duniyAmAM mArA jevuM kaMI rUpALuM haze ? ema kahIne malakAtI ane dararoja cAmaDAne mulAyama rAkhavA prayatna karatI. mahAnapurUSa kahe che ke je AtmAne bhUlIne cAmaDAnI (dehanI) sevA kare che te eka prakAranA camAra che. prakAzanI patnI arUNA paNa cAmaDAnI pujArI hatI. samaya jatAM rUpamAM garviSTha banelI arUNAe eka putrIne janma Ape. mANasa mAtrane pitAnA saMtAna vahAlA heya che. saMtAna mATe mANase keTaluM kare che ! ane gAMDuM gheluM paNa pitAnuM saMtAna vahAluM lAge che, paNa ahIM juduM ja banyuM. arUNAne khabara paDI ke dIkarI kALI che, eNe joI eTale bebI upara ghaNA chUTI. hAya hAya-huM AvI rUpALI ane mArI bebI kALI ! mAtAne enA upara jarA paNa prema AvatuM nathI. bebI mATe bAI rAkhavAmAM AvI. bAI bebInuM badhuM kare paNa arUNuM te tenA sAmuM jotI nathI. kayAreka bAIkahe-bahena! tame bebIne ramADe te kharA ! juo, kevI khilakhilATa hase che ! tyAre arUNa kahe che tuM ramADa. mAre ene ramADavI nathI. mAtAnuM AvuM vartana joIne bAI paNa vicAra karatI ke ahA...zuM karmanI vicitratA che! mAtAne A nirdoSa phUla upara vahAla nathI AvatuM. chokarIne dekhe ne mAtAne krodha Ave. hAyatuM kevI kALI che. A abhimAnIne pitAnI dIkarI hovA chatAM dIkarI kahetAM zarama Ave che. ene pati kahete arUNA ! tuM mA thaIne AvuM bole che! game tema teya tArI bebI che. tene prema utpanna karAvavA prakAze arUNAnA kheALAmAM mUkI tyAre arUNAe gussa karIne pheMkI dIdhI, ane kahe che ke tamane vahAlI heya te ramADe. mAre nathI joItI. baMdhuo ! vicAra karaje, karma khela ke che! A phUla jevI bALakIe mAtAnuM zuM bagADayuM che? eka enI cAmaDI kALI che eTaluM ja ne ? paNa enA guNa ceDA kALA che? kahevAya che ke karmane udaya heya te dIkarI sAsarethI pheMkAI jAya paNa mAtAnA kheLethI pheMkAya nahi, paNa A nirdoSa bALakInA evA gADha karmane udaya che ke bAlapaNathI ja mAtAnA kheLethI pheMkAI gaI che. prakAza ghaNIvAra kahetA ke arUNA ! rUpa maLavuM te kaMI ApaNuM hAthanI vAta nathI. tuM zA mATe Ama kare che? kadAca ApaNe ja kALA jamyA hata te ! zuM mANasanI kiMmata cAmaDIthI aMkAya che? Ama khUba samajAvate paNa enuM hRdaya bilakula pIgaLatuM nahi. Aje duniyAmAM rUpanI kiMmata che. guNanI kiMmata nathI,

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zAradA darzana 55 dIkare rUDI rUpALI vahu pasaMda karIne paraNe che. sAsu manamAM harakhAya che ke mArI vahu kevI gorI gerI che! lekenA meDhe vakhANa karatI phare che ke mArA dIkarAnI vahu bahu rUpALI che, paNa gorI gorI vahurANIne sAsue kahyuM. beTA ! jarA pANIne glAsa ane dAtaNa Ape ne ! tyAre kahe che tamArA paga bhAMgI gayA che? (hasAhasa) juo, A gerInA guNa. AvuM kahe pachI prema rahe? paNa A jagyAe kALI vahu hoya paNa khaDe page sevA karatI hoya te keTale prema Ave ! AvuM joIne paNa samAja ke rUpa karatAM guNanI mahattA che. rUpane jenArI paNu guNane nahi jonArI arUNa":-bebI bAra mahinAnI thaI paNa enuM nAma pADyuM nathI. ene bApa kahe che AnuM nAma te pADo! zuM kahIne bolAvavI ? tyAre arUNue kahyuM. enuM nAma zuM pADavAnuM che! enuM nAma kALuDI, tyAre prakAze kahyuM, evuM nAma na hoya. ApaNe tenuM nAma kalyANI rAkhIe. tyAre arUNAe moM macakoDIne kahI dIdhuM ke tamAre je kahevuM te kaheje paNa huM to kALuDI ja kahevAnI. bALakInA eTalAM puNyano udaya hatuM ke bApa tene khUba rAkhate. te dukAnethI ghera Ave eTale pahelAM bebInI saMbhALa lete. ene khUba ramAData. bALaka te khUba nirdoSa hoya che. e premanuM bhUkhyuM hoya che. e pitAnuM hRdaya oLakhI gaI tethI prakAzane joIne khIlakhIlATa hasatI, ne tene vaLagI paDatI. rajAne divase sAMjanA gADImAM besIne pharavA jatA tyAre prakAza kahe ke ApaNe bebIne sAthe laI jaIe. tyAre arUNa chaNako karIne kahI detI ke te mAre nathI AvavuM. tame ene laIne jAo. eTale prakAzanuM kaMI cAlatuM nahi ne bebIne bAI pAse mUkavI paDatI. kALuDI dhIme dhIme maTI thavA lAgI. ene jema jema samajaNa AvatI gaI tema tema lAgavA mAMDyuM ke mArI mammIne huM gamatI nathI. mammI mane khaLAmAM besADatI nathI. mAre mAthe hAtha pheravIne vahAla karatI nathI. mArA sAmuM joIne hasatI paNa nathI. chatAM e te deDatI mammI pAse jatI ne kAlIghelI bhASAmAM mammI...mammI kahIne vaLagI paDatI paNa mAtAnuM hadaya pIgaLatuM na hatuM. nirdoSa bALakane joIne game tevI mAtA hoya te paNa tenA hRdayamAM premanA aMkura phUTayA vinA nA rahe, paNa arUNuM te abhimAnanuM pUtaLuM hatI. tenA haiyAmAM kALuDInuM sthAna nahotuM. rUpanA abhimAnavALI arUNune dIkarI pratye tiraskAra" -mammInA khoLAmAM besavA AzAbhera AvelI bebIne dhakko mArIne kahI detI ke AdhI jA. mAre heta nathI karavuM. kyAreka pIparamITa rmAgatI, ramakaDA mAMgatI te mAra mAratI. khAlapaNanAM lADa mAtA pAsethI kAluDIne maLatAM nathI paNa prakAza ene mATe ramakaDA, pIparamITa badhuM lAvate. bApa ene ramakaDuM Ape eTale pAchI doDatI jaIne kahe-je...........mammI, mArA pappA mArA mATe kevA sarasa ramakaDA lAvyA che. keTalI badhI pIparamITa lAvyA che. te paNa tenA sAmuM jotI nahi paNa enA hAthamAMthI ramakaDA laIne pheMkI detI ne tene mArIne

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y zAradA dezana kADhI mUkatI, mAtAnuM' Avu vartana joI ne kALuDIne khUba duHkha thatu. te raDI paDatI, tyAre prakAza ene uMcakI letA ne premathI ramADatA. kALuDI aDhI varSanI thayA pachI bIjI ebI AvI. te khUba rUpALI hatI. tethI tene te khUba vahAla kare che. kALuDI samajavA lAgI ke mArI nAnI bahena rUpALI che eTale mammI ene vahAla kare che ne hu kALI chuM tethI mane nathI khelAvatI. nirdoSa hRdayanI kALuDI gerI thavA khUba snAna kare, pachI pAvaDara lagADI mammI sAme AvIne ubhI rahe, tyAre arUNA tiraskArathI hasIne kahetI kALuDI ! tu game teTalI mahenata karIza te paNa kaMI gorI thavAnI nathI, kALuDI te kALuDI ja rahevAnI. emAM kaI phera paDe nahi. AvA zabdo sAMbhaLIne tene khUba AghAta lAgatA. tethI khUNAmAM besIne khUba raDatI. jyAM sudhI nAnI bekhI na hatI tyAM sudhI anicchAe paNa ene khavaDAvatI, melAvatI paNa have te kALuDInI jarA paNu khakhara letI nathI, paNa khApa pUrI kALajI rAkhatA hatA. ene vahAla karatA hatA, tyAre arUNA gusse thaI ne kahetI-e kALuDIne zuM ramADacA karo che ? Ane ramADAne ! A mArI gArAMgInI kevI suMdara lAge che! rUpALI ekhItuM nAma gArAMgInI pADyu. pharavA jAya te ene laIne jAya paNa kALuDIne laI jatI nathI. kALuDI kahetI, mammI ! mane eka divasa teA laI jA. evI kAlI elI sAMbhaLIne prakAza pIgaLI jatA ne kahetA, arUNA! sAthe laI le ne. bicArI keTalI khuza thaze ! tyAre khane vacce jhaghaDo thaI jatA. kALuDInA mananA vicAra " :-A joI ne kALuDI samajI jatI ke mArA mATe mArA pappAne keTalu' sahana karavu paDe che! eTale pappA ekalA hoya tyAre jaIne kahetI pappA ! have huM mammI sAthe pharavA AvavAnuM nahi kahu hAM, ane tame paNa mane laI javAnuM nA kahetA. mArA mATe tame duHkhI thAva che. kALunA AvA mIThAM zabdo sAMbhaLIne prakAzanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jatA. kALuDI pAMca varSanI thaI tyAM enI mammIe mAkhAne janma ApyA. e paNa khUba rUpALA hatA. mAtra kALuDI judI paDatI hatI. tr janma " janetA haiAvA chatAM dIkarInA mAthe duHkhanA DuMgarA ' H- khAkhAnA pachI enI mammIne kALuDI tarata vIsarAI gaI. adhI rIte pUru duHkha devA lAgI ne kahe ke kALuDI mArAthI dUra jAya te sAruM. patnInu putrI pratyenu AvuM vartana joI ne patipatnI vacce kaleza thavA lAgyA, pariNAma e Avyu ke prakAzanI gerahAjarImAM arUNA ene khUba dhamakAvavA lAgI. mAra mAravA lAgI paNa kALu eka zabda bApane kahetI nahi. bALakane bALaka bahu gamatA hoya che. koika divasa e nAnakaDA bhAIne ramADavA jatI tyAre arUNA kahe, khasa AdhI. tane aDavAno haka nathI. A zabdathI kALu raDI paDatI. kayAreka te gaurAMgInIne kahetI, Ava bahena, ApaNe ramIe, tyAre te paNa kahI detI ke phADI! tuM tA kALI che. tArI sAthe koNa rame ? A zabdo sAMbhaLIne kAluDI khUba raDatI, zd

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zAradA darzana 297 ane eka khUNAmAM besIne prabhune prArthanA karatI-prabhu! meM kevA pApa karyo haze ke huM chatI mAe mA vagaranI chuM. duniyAmAM jenI mAtA nathI hotI tenI dIkarIne erate thAya che ke mA hoya te mane Ama kare, tema kare ne mArI chAtI mAe A dazA? have te hada thaI gaI che. mammI mane gharamAM rAkhavA IcchatI nathI. pappAne mArA pratye prema che, paNa mammIne e paNa sahana thatuM nathI. huM kyAM jAuM ? zuM karuM? ema mUMjhAtI hatI. evAmAM evuM banyuM ke prakAzanI bIje gAma badalI thaI, ghaNe dUra javAnuM thayuM. arUNane joItuM maLyuM. tethI prakAzane kahe che ApaNe badhAMne javuM paDaze paNa kALuDIne sAthe laI jaIzuM te tene abhyAsa bagaDaze. tenA karatAM ene ApaNe hosTelamAM mUkI daIe. prakAza samajI gaye ke kALune dUra karavA mATe eNe mArga zodhe che. prakAze kahyuM-bhale, varSa bagaDe paNa ene bicArIne ekalIne zA mATe vikhUTI pADavI joIe? tyAre gusse thaIne kahe che zuM lekonAM chokarA hosTelamAM nathI rahetA? paNa tamane to kALuDIe zuM kAmaNa karyuM che ke tene mUkavI gamatI ja nathI. baMne vacce kaleza thaye. eTale prakAza kalezathI kaMTALIne kAluDIne hosTelamAM mUkavA saMmata thaye. pachI kALu pAse AvIne tenA mAthe vahAlathI hAtha pheravIne kahe che beTA ! mArI badalI thaI che eTale huM ne tArI mammI badhAne bahAragAma javAnuM che. paNa tAre abhyAsa bagaDe tethI tene hosTelamAM mUkavAno nirNaya karyo che. tene hosTelamAM gamaze ne? kAluDI hoMziyAra hatI. te samajI gaI ke A mArI mammInI mane tenI dRSTithI dUra karavAnI yukti che. tenA kamaLa haiyAmAM thaDakAre thaye paNa uparathI kaThaNa rahIne kahyuM-pappA, mane gamaze. huM hosTelamAM rahIza. enA mukhanA bhAva joIne prakAzanuM haiyuM bharAI AvyuM. te eka zabda vadhu belI zake nahi. tarata ja tyAMthI cAlyA gaye. arUNAe dUra karAvelI kALuDI" - hoTelamAM javAnI badhI taiyArI thaI gaI. theDI vAra hatI tyAre kALue vicAra karyo ke game tema teya mArI mammI che ne! ane have te huM tenAthI chUTI paDavAnI chuM. eTale huM tene mammI ! Avaje, ema kahIza te e mArI sAmuM joIne hasatA cahere mAro hAtha pakaDIne kaheze ne kALu Avaje! evI AzAnA minArA caNune mammI pAse gaIne page lAgIne kahyuM. mammI! mArI bhUla thaI hoya te tuM mane mApha karaje. mammI Avaje, have kayAre maLIza? kALanA zabdo sAMbhaLIne game tevI kaThora hRdayanI mAtA hoya te paNa pIgaLI jAya. kALu te mAnatI hatI ke hamaNuM mammInI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jaze paNa ahIM te juduM ja banyuM. arUNAe tenA sAmuM paNa na joyuM ne nIcuM joIne kaI parAyA mANasane kahe tema "Avaje ATaluM ja kahyuM. mAtAne prema meLavavA mathatI kAluDIne khUba lAgI AvyuM. arere... jatAM jatAM paNa mammIe mArI sAmuM na joyuM? mArA mAthe vahAlabharyo hAtha paNa na pheravyo? huM kevI kamabhAgI! khUba dukha thayuM. aMtaramAM rokI rAkhelA AMsune baMdha tUTI gaye ne

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parza zAradA darzana tenI rUmamAM jaI Dhagale thaIne DhaLI paDI, ane yuke ne dhruske raDavA lAgI. tenA pitAe tene khUba samajAvIne zAMta karI. hosTelamAM javAno samaya thayo eTale gADImAM besADIne prakAza tene mUkI AvyuM. teNe hosTelanI zikSikA bahenane kahyuM. bahena ! jeTalo kharca thaze eTale huM ApIza paNa A bebIne khUba sAcavaje. tenuM pUruM dhyAna rAkhaje. badhI bhalAmaNa karIne prakAze dukhita dile vahAlI kALu pAsethI vidAya lIdhI. prakAza ane arUNa tenAM be bALaka laIne navA sthaLe rahevA gayAM. arUNuM kALuDIne taddana bhUlI gaI. tyAM ADozI pADozInI oLakhANa pIchANa thaI. eTale koI ene pUche ke bahena! tamAre keTalA bALake che te kahetI ke mAre be bALake che. e kALuDIne bhUlI paNa prakAza bhUlyuM na hatuM. ene kALunI yAda khUba satAvatI hatI. eTale e tene yAda karIne avAranavAra patra lakhato. pappAnAM premabharyA patra vAMcI kALuM AnaMda anubhavatI ne pASANu hRdayI mammIne yAda karatI tyAre ene AnaMda viSAdamAM palaTAI jato, paNa hesTelamAM bALake sAthe AnaMda karatI hatI. zikSikAo paNa mAtA jevI mamatALu hatI eTale ghara karatAM hosTelamAM tene vadhu zAMti hatI, chatAM ene ghara yAda AvatuM hatuM. parIkSA zarU thaI eTale vekezana paDavAnA divase najIka AvavA lAgyA. eTale bAlikAo pitapotAnA ghera javAnA utsAhamAM hatI. keI kahe mane mArI mammI teDavA Avaze kaI kahe pappA Avaze ne kaI kahe che mAre bhAI Avaze. bicArI kALune khabara na hatI ke mane keNa teDavA Avaze! bIjuM tenA manamAM Dara hato ke huM ghera jaIza te mammIne gamaze ke nahi ? mane rAkhaze ke nahi ? tema vicAronA vamaLamAM DUbI jatI. kALI pratye zikSikA bahenano prema... :--eka divasa eNe zikSikAne pUchavuM, bahena ! rajAnA divasomAM mAre ahIM rahevuM hoya te na rahevAya ? tame badhAM ghera jatAM raheze ? zikSikA bahene vahAlathI kahyuM beTA ! tane tArI mammI pappA bhAI-bahena badhAM yAda nathI AvatAM ? e badhAM tArI rAha jotA haze ne? tane ahIM bahu gamI gayuM che? rajA pUrI thAya eTale vahelI AvatI raheje he. ema kahI vahAlathI baraDe hAtha pheravIne tene pAchI mekalI dIdhI. A bAju arUNAnA manamAM thayuM ke have rajA paDaze eTale kAluDI Avaze. eTale teNe pahelethI enA patine kahI dIdhuM ke kAluDIne vekezana gALavA mATe piyara mUkI Avaje. ahIMnA lAvaze. je lAvaze te mArI tabiyata bagaDI jaze. prakAzane khUba duHkha thayuM. vaLI e samajatA hatA ke je enI nA uparavaTa thaIne laI AvIza te gharamAM kaleza vadhI jaze ne azAMtinuM vAtAvaraNa sarjAze. chatAM teNe kahyuM- arUNA! jarA vicAra kara. tArI mAtAne tuM keTalI vahAlI chuM! ane A rAMgInI ane cetana paNa tane keTalAM vahAlA che. te e kALue bicArIe tAruM zuM

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zAradA darzana palle bagADayuM che? ATale vakhata e tArAthI dUra rahI chatAM tene tenA pratye lAgaNI thatI nathI? paNa A arUNAnuM hRdaya pIgaLyuM nahi. A tarapha vekezana paDyuM. badhI bAlikAo potapitAne sAmAna taiyAra karavA lAgI. saunA mA-bApa, bhAI-bahene teDavA AvyAM. kALu rAha jovA lAgI paNa ene enA pappA sivAya koNa teDavA AvanAra hatuM ? chatAM enA manamAM thatuM ke pappA Avaze, ane huM ATale vakhata hosTelamAM rahIne jAuM chuM eTale jarUra mammI mane premathI bolAvaze. tyAM enA pappA AvI gayA eTale te pappAne vaLagI paDI. pitA putrInA milanamAM AMsunI dhAra" -kALune joIne pitAnI AMkhamAM harSanA AMsu AvI gayA. enI mammInA hRdayamAM enuM astitva bhUlAI gayuM che, paNa A mAtRpremanI bhUkhI bALakI kahe che pappA! tame te AvyA paNa mArI mammI, bhAI-bahena badhA majhAmAM che ne ? pitAe kahyuM: hA, beTA. e badhA majhAmAM che, paNuM tAre vekezana gALavA tArA mosALa javAnuM che. ATaluM bolatA prakAza gaLagaLe thaI gaye. kALu enuM kAraNa kaLI gaI, paNa A vAta kene kahevI ? kadAca oramAna mAtA heya te ema thAya ke oramAna mAtA AvuM kare che, paNa jyAM janetA mAtA AvuM kare che tyAM haiyAnI varALa kyAM ThAlavavI ? aMtaramAM AghAta lAge paNa uparathI hasatA cahere kahyuM, bhale pappA, huM mosALa jaIza. prakAza bhAre haiye kALune sALa mUkI Ave, ane vekezana pUruM thatAM hosTelamAM mUkI AvyuM. kALu rUpamAM zyAma hatI paNa tenI buddhi tIvra hatI. dareka varSe te sArA naMbare pAsa thatI hatI. te vekezana gALIne pAchI hosTelamAM AvatI tyAre badhI chokarIo bhegI thaIne vAta karatI ke mArI mammI mane sTezane mUkavA AvI hatI, ne khUba raDI paDI, keI kahe mArI mammI mane ghera Ama rAkhatI hatI ne kaI kahe che huM gaI tyAM mArI mammI mane vaLagI paDI, badhAnI vAta sAMbhaLI kALunuM hRdaya kakaLI uThatuM. are mArI mammI che paNa mAre AvuM kaMI heta-prema vigere jevAnuM che? evA vicAre enI AMkhamAMthI unAM AMsu sarI paDatA have tene zALAnuM chelluM varSa hatuM. eTale badhI chokarIonA dilamAM ghera rahevAno AnaMda hate paNa kALuDInA dilamAM zoka hate. eNe nakkI karI lIdhuM ke jyAM mammIne prema na hoya ane mArA nimitte kaleza thatuM hoya te tyAM jaIne mAre zuM karavuM che? je pappA rajA Apaze te bIjI hosTelamAM dAkhala thaIne kelejamAM joDAIza. arUNAnA pApane udaya":- A vicAra karatI hatI tyAM ene pitAne patra AvyuM ne manamAM thayuM ke zuM mane teDAvavAne patra Avyo ? kavara pheDIne premathI vAMcavA lAgI, temAM lakhyuM hatuM ke beTA kALu ! have tAruM chelluM varSa pUrNa thayuM che ne

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600 zAradA dazana rajA paDavAnA divaso najIka AvyA che. ahIM tArI mammI khUba dAjhI che eTale Aje hospitAlamAM dAkhala karI che. te tuM rajA paDe eTale jaladI ghera Avaje. mammI dAjhI che e samAcAra sAMbhaLatAM te raDI paDI, ne ciMtA karavA lAgI ke mArI mammIne kema haze? mArA bhAI-bahena zuM karatA haze ? huM jaladI jAuM. rajA paDatA sIdhI ghera AvI ane pappAne kahe ke huM hospitAlamAM mammInI khabara kADhavA jAuM ? huM jAuM ne ene AvI pIDAmAM duHkha thaze te ? prakAze kahyuM. tuM jaI Ava. eTale DaratI DaratI hospitAlamAM pahoMcI gaI devarUpa jevI suMdara mammInuM vicitra mukha jatAM kALuDIne khUba duHkha thayuM, ahe? AvI rUpALI mammInuM mukha kevuM bihAmaNuM banI gayuM che ! enI AMkhe lAlacaLa thaI gaI hatI. tyAM jaIne kALue dhIme rahIne DaratAM DaratAM kahyuM: "mammI ! huM AvI. eNe kahyuM keNu kALuDI ? are beTA ! tuM je te kharI, mArI dazA kevI thaI che ! mAruM sohAmaNuM rUpa kevuM bihAmaNuM banI gayuM che ! aMtima zabda bolatAM kALue cheDelA prANa :-baMdhuo ! juo, Ane rUpane keTale meha che! dAjhayAnI ATalI sakhata baLatarA che chatAM tenI ciMtA nathI karatI paNa rUpa bihAmaNuM banI gayuM tenI ciMtA kare che. kALuDInI sAme joIne kahe che tuM kALI che paNa atyAre mArAthI sArI dekhAya che. ATaluM bolatAM tenI AMkhamAMthI daDadaDa AMsu paDavA lAgyA. tyAre kALuDI rUmAla vaDe mAtAnA AMsu lUchavA lAgI ne dhIme rahIne bhAre haiye belI. mammI ! tuM zA mATe ATalI badhI ciMtA kare che? tuM game teTalI kadarUpI banI jaIza te paNa tuM tArI mammIne te vahAlI ja lAgavAnI ne ! tAre mArA jevuM thoDuM che? ATaluM bolatAM kALunuM hRdaya bharAI gayuM. te bebhAna thaIne paDI gaI ne tenuM prANapaMkheruM uDI gayuM. hospitAlamAM hAhAkAra macI gaye. kALunA dehanI aMtima kriyA karavAmAM AvI. kALu gaI paNa enI mammIne bhAna thaI gayuM. e kALI hatI tethI meM tiraskAra karyo. kadI mAtAne prema Apyo nahi. Aja mArA pApa phUTI nIkaLyA che. leke kahevA lAgyA ke pitAnI chokarIne duHkha dIdhuM tene badale tene ahIM ne ahIM maLI gaye. eka te dAjhI che ne uparathI lekenA vacana rUpI DAma paDavA lAgyA. have te kALuM khUba yAda AvavA lAgI paNa have game teTaluM kare paNa kALu theDI maLe ? jIvatAM kadI jANa nahi ne mUve raDavA lAgI. A saMsAra A vicitra che ! karma jIvane vividha prakAranAM khela kare che. koIne hasAve che te kaIne raDAve che. mATe A daSTAMtathI eTaluM samajI jema bane tema pApa karatAM pAchA haThavuM. dukhInA dukhamAM sahakAra Ape ne sukhamAM kulAvuM nahi. samaya thaI zake che. vadhu bhAva avasare.

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zAradA darzana vyAkhyAna naM-76 bhAdaravA suda 14 ne somavAra tA. 26-9-77 carama tIrthakara bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe pitAnA mukhamAMthI amogha upadezano pravAha vahAvIne Adhi-vyAdhi ane upAdhi e tritApanA bhaThThAmAMthI bhavya ane bahAra kADhIne amara saMdezo Ape che ane saMsAra rUpI aghora vanamAM bhaTakatA mAnavIonA paMthane ujALanAra AkAzadIpa samAna aMtagaDa sUtramAM amUlya bhAva rUpI rane ApaNane ApelAM che. Ama te batrIse batrIsa AgamamAM rane bharelAM che paNa ApaNe atyAre aMtagaDa sUtrane adhikAra cAle che eTale tenI vAta karIe chIe. adhikAranA nAyaka gajasukumAra bahetara kaLAmAM pravINa banI gayA che. A saMsAramAM bhautika kaLAo zIkhavADanAra kalAcA-kArIgaro ghaNuM maLI Ave che, paNa AtmAne karmanI kedathI mukta karAvanArA kuzaLa kArIgare bahu thaDA maLe che. gajasukumArane kuzaLa kalAcArya bhautika kaLAo zIkhavADI paNa AtmAne karmanI kedamAMthI mukta banAvanAra kuzaLa kimiyAgara have maLavAnA che. vasudeva pitA ane devakI devI mAtAnA lADakavAyA naMda che ane trikhaMDa adhipati kRSNa vAsudevane lADakavAyo laghubhAI che. ene sau khammA khammA kare che. pANI mAMgatA dUdha maLe che. AvA gajasukumAre bALavaya vaTAvIne yuvAnInA pagathiye paga mUkyuM. mAtA pitAe jANyuM ke have A gajasukumAra bhega bhegavavAne cagya thaye che mATe have tenA lagna karIe. devakI mAtAnA ene ramADavAnA, khelAvavAnA badhA koDa pUrA thaI gayA. have ene paraNAvavAnA keDa bAkI che. te pUrA karavA che. have tyAM zuM bane che te joIe. " tatthaNaM bArAvaIe nayarIe somile nAma-mAhaNe parivasai riuvveya jAva supamiTTie cAri ghoghA te dvArakA nagarImAM aveda Adi cAreya vedamAM ane vedAMgamAM pari. niSThita tathA dhana dhAnyAdithI samRddha samila nAmane brAhmaNa rahetuM hatuM. tamane ema thaze ke ApaNe te gajasukumAranI vAta cAlatI hatI ne vacamAM A brAhmaNanI vAta kyAMthI AvI gaI? te sAMbhaLe. jene adhikAra cAlatuM hoya te AtmAonI sAthe sAthe je je manuSya sabaMdha dharAvatAM hoya che temanAM nAma zAstramAM lakhAya che. dvArakA nagarImAM ghaNuM brAhmaNe vasatAM hatAM, chatAM bIjA keInI vAta na AvI ane romila brAhmaNanI vAta kema AvI? tenuM kAraNa e che ke gajasukumAra sAthe tene saMbaMdha rahe che. A semila brAhmaNa e koI sAmAnya je te na hate paNa vipula samRddhine svAmI hate. addhimAM keIthI parAbhava pAme tevo na hato. ATale sukhI hatuM chatAM enA dharmanuM jJAna keTaluM hatuM ? tamane tamArA dharmanuM jJAna che? AjanA saMpattizALI zrImatenA gharamAM dharmanuM jJAna zA-76

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zAradA darzana keTaluM? are, kaI saMta kahe ke pAMca miniTa upAzraye Avaje, tyAre kahe che ke mane samaya nathI paNa jJAnI puruSe kahe che ke jyAM dharma che tyAM sukha che. dharma vinA traNa kALamAM sukha maLavAnuM nathI. yAda rAkhaje, saMtanA belAvyAM upAzraya nahi Ave paNa kALarAjAnA bolAvyA javuM ja paDaze, tyAre TAIma maLaze ne? eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. saMsAra rasamAM khuMcele jIvaDe" -eka zaheramAM eka zrImaMta zeTha rahetAM hatAM. basa, saMpatti meLavIne saMsAranuM sukha bhogavavuM e emanA jIvananuM lakSa hatuM. eka divasa e zeThane ghera keI avadhUta bhegI pharatA pharatA bhikSA mATe AvyA. A gI khUba jJAnI ane AtmAthI hatA. A samaye zeTha gharamAM hAjara hatA. emane satsaMga karavAne samaya na hate paNa pitAne ghera keI sAdhu-saMnyAsI padhAre te temane Adara satkAra karatA hatA. zeThe mahAtmAne AvatAM joyAM eTale sAmA jaI vinayapUrvaka hAtha joDIne kahyuM. Apa mAre tyAM bhejana karavA mATe padhAre. mane lAbha maLe. A te anya dharmanA saMnyAsI hatAM eTale zeThanI vinaMtIne svIkAra karIne tene ghera bhejana karyuM. saMtapuruSe keTalA paropakArI hoya che ke le thoDuM ne Ape jhAjhuM. A mahAtmAe vicAra karyo ke meM A zeThane ghera bhejana karyuM che te have tenuM kalyANa thAya te mArga batAvuM. e vicAra karIne zeThane kahyuM. zeTha! mAre tamArI sAthe cheDI vAtacIta karavI che. zeTha samajI gayA ke A mahAtmAne mArI sAthe bIjI zuM vAtacIta karavAnI hoya? kaheze ke dAna kare, puNya kare, tapa kare, bhagavAnanuM bhajana kare paNa mane atyAre kyAM TAIma che ? paNa e zuM kahe che te sAMbhaLI lauM, pachI javAba ApIza. zeThe saMtane kahyuM: be mahAtmA ! tamAre mane zuM kahevuM che? mahAtmAe kahyuM bhAI! mAre tamane bIjuM kAMI kahevuM nathI. mAtra eTaluM ja kahevuM che ke tame gaLAbUDa saMsAramAM khUMcelA che. temAMthI taravA mATe vadhu nahi mAtra 15 miniTa satsaMga kare. tyAre zeThe kahyuM, mAre vahepAra bahu maTe che eTale mArA mAthe kAmane bejo khUba rahe che, atyAre mane jamavAno samaya paNa muzkelIthI maLe che te satsaMga karavAno samaya kyAMthI maLavuM ? Aje te mane TAIma nathI. te Apa paMdara divasa pachI A tarapha padhAro te huM satsaMgane lAbha laIza. zeThanI vAta sAMbhaLIne mahAtmA tyAMthI vidAya thayA. e te emanI pravRttimAM lIna banyA. paMdara vIsa divasa thayAM eTale pharatAM pharatAM saMta pAchA zeThane ghera AvyA. kharI rIte te zeThe mahAtmAne vAyada Ape hate. eTale zeThe temanI tapAsa karavI joIe paNa zeThanI IcchA ja na hatI. mahAtmAjI zeThanA ghera AvyA. zeThe temane bhejana mATe Agraha karyo tyAre mahAtmAe kahyuM, meM bhejana te karyuM che paNa tame mane kahyuM hatuM ne ke paMdara divasa pachI padhAre. eTale huM Avyo chuM. te tamane satsaMga karavAne TAIma che? tyAre zeThe kahyuM Aje to mAre lagnamAM javAnuM che ne kAma paNa ghaNuM che. mATe pharIne padhAraje. mahAtmA pAchA cAlyA gayA. thoDA divasa pachI pharIne

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zAradA darzana mahAtmA padhAryA eTale zeThe temane sAmethI kahI dIdhuM ke Aje mane bilakula TAIma nathI, Apa cAra divasa pachI padhArajo. zeThane dharma pamADavAnI saMtanI tIvra bhAvanA" :- mahAtmA te cAlyA gayA ane cAra divasa pachI pAchA zeThanA ghera pahoMcI gayA. juo, A kevI samajavAnI vAta che ke zeThane satsaMga karavAne TAIma nathI ane mahAtmAne tene dharma pamADavo che. mahAtmAne joIne zeThe kahyuM. bApajI! huM zuM karuM? Apa samayasara padhAryA paNa huM kAmamAMthI uMce AvatA nathI. Aje baporanA rAjadarabAramAM javAnuM AmaMtraNa AvyuM che eTale tyAM javAnuM che. ghera daza mahemAna AvyAM che. temane maLavAnuM che. paradezathI huMDIo AvI che. tenA nANAMnI vyavasthA karavAnI che. rAtre eka sAmAjika kArya mATe sabhA bhegI thavAnI che mATe sabhAmAM javAnuM che. eka vahepArI mArA paisA dabAvIne besI gayA che. ghaNAM vakhatathI rUpiyA ke vyAja kaMI ApatuM nathI. tenI sAme phariyAdI karavA kerTamAM javAnuM che. eTale Aje te eTalA badhA kAmamAM parovAyeluM chuM ke mane seMkaDane samaya nathI. te Apa kAle jarUrathI padhArajo. te huM ApanI vAta eka citte sAMbhaLIza. saMta te cAlyA gayA. zeThe ATalA dhakkA khavaDAvyA chatAM mahAtmAe dhIraja cheDI nahi. emane vizvAsa hatuM ke zeTha nA pADatA nathI te temane zraddhA te jarUra che. mATe eka divasa jarUra dharma pAmaze. AvI zraddhAthI zeThanA vAyadA pramANe AvavAnuM cAlu rAkhyuM. bIje divase AvyA tyAre zeThe kahyuM-bApajI! eka vahepArIe hisAbamAM moTo goTALo karyo che e goTALAmAM e gUMcavAI gayuM chuM ke mArA jIvane cena paDatuM nathI. huM cepaDA tapAsIne leNa deNanA hisAba cUkate karIza tyAre ja mane cena paDaze. mATe Apa kAle Avaje. devAnupriye! vicAra karaje. zeTha pitAnA svArthamAM paDIne mahAtmAne keTalA dhakkA khavaDAve che. mahAtmAne enI pAsethI rAtI pAI paNa levI nathI. mAtra enA AtmAnuM kalyANa karAvavuM che. chatAM zeThane TAIma maLatuM nathI. A rIte kAla kAla karatAM ghaNo samaya vItI gaye paNa zeThane TAIma maLe nahi. eka divasa mahAtmA zeThane ghera AvyAM ne joyuM te eka kSaNa kAmamAMthI navarA nahi paDanAra zeTha palaMga upara sUtA che. DaoNkaTara ane sIsTare zeThanA reganI cikitsA karI rahyA che. zeThanuM zarIra asahya regathI gherAI gayuM hatuM. temane asahya pIDA thatI hatI. A joI mahAtmAne khUba aphasosa thayA. thoDI vAra pachI badhA DaoNkaTare ane sIsTare vidAya thayA, eTale mahAtmAe pAse AvIne kahyuM. kema zeTha! Aje te TAIma che ne? hajAro kAma paDatAM mUkIne nizcita banIne tame pathArImAM kema sUtAM che ? Aje tamArA badhA kAma koNa karaze? saMtanA gUDha vacane sAMbhaLIne bhayaMkara mAMdagInA bichAne pahelA zeTha gadgad svare bethA-bApajI! mane hajArevAra dhikkAra che. Apa jevA paropakArI saMtapurUSe mArA kalyANa mATe keTale parizrama karyo? meM kAla kAla

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04 zAradA darzana karIne Apane keTalA AMTA khavaDAvyA! chatAM A pApI jIve Apane amRtamaya upadeza sAMbhaLe nahi. huM zuM vAta karuM? have te A bhayaMkara kALanA paMjAmAM sapaDAI gaye chuM, kAla kAla karatAM mArI kAla pUrI thaI nahi ne A kALa AvI pahoMce. AkhI jiMdagI saMsAra sukhomAM racyA pacyo rahyo, kSaNavAra saMsArane meha che nahi. mArA je abhAgI koNa hoya ke ghera beThA gaMgA AvI te paNa lAbha lIdhe nahi. have mane mArI bhUlanuM bhAna thayuM ke saMsAramAM eka pachI eka kAma taiyAra ja hoya che. enAmAM khUcelA rahIe te ApaNane eka ghaDIne TAIma maLavAne nathI. zeThanI karUNa dazA joI mahAtmAe Apela upadeza :- zeTha kahe-mahAtmA! tame te karUNAnA sAgara che. mArI bhUlene bhUlI jAo ane mane saMsAra sAgarathI taravAne ke mArga batAve. have mane eTaluM samajAya che ke A saMsAra kevo vArthane bharele che! nAzavaMta A kaMcana kAyA, svajana sabaMdhI sahu parAyA rAga dveSanI saghaLe chAyA, lAgI jIvane te paNa mAyA, duHkha sukhanA cakarAvAmAM, huM rajhA aparaMpAra-ugArI. ATaluM bolatAM zeThanI AMkhamAM codhAra AMsu vahevA lAgyA, ane mahAtmAnI kSamA mAMgatAM kahyuM che kRpAsiMdhu! huM pAmara prANuM chuM. mahAna mUrkha chuM. have ApanA zaraNe chuM. tAraNahAra! mane tAre. zeThane pazcAtApa joIne saMtane lAgyuM ke have zeThane barAbara samajAI gayuM che. te tenI bhUlano pazcAtApa karI rahyA che. have temane saMsAra pratyene moha utarI gayA che. tethI taka joIne mahAtmAe khUba suMdara upadeza Apyo. zeTha mRtyunA mukhamAMthI bacI gayA. have te emane saMsArane meha nathI. tethI jarUriyAta pUratI mUDI rAkhIne badhI mUDI dharmAdAmAM vAparI nAkhI. Aja sudhI dharma mATe "No Time" kahenAre. samajI gaye ke mArA mAnavajIvananI ekeka kSaNa lAkheNuM jAya che. vahepAra dhaMdhA baMdha karIne jeTaluM bane teTalo samaya mahAtmA pAse jaIne satsaMgamAM vItAvavA lAgyA. A rIte mahAtmAne parizrama saphaLa thaye ne zeThanuM jIvana palaTAI gayuM. devAnupriye ! vItarAganA saMte ja tamane bhagavAnanI vANI saMbhaLAve che. tamane zeThanI mAphaka saMsArane meha kyAre utaraze ? A sabhAmAMthI ekAda sAdhu banI jAya te parizrama saphaLa thAya. kema barAbarane? (hasAhasa)-dvArakA nagarImAM somila nAmanA mahAna samRddhizALI brAhmaNa vasate hate. eNe saMsAramAM rahIne paNa cAra vedanuM jJAna prApta karyuM hatuM. dareka vyaktie potapotAnA dharmanuM jJAna meLavavuM joIe. jJAna vinA satyAsatyane viveka thaI zakatuM nathI. ApaNA jaina darzanamAM bhagavAne dravyAnuyega, gaNitAnuyega, caritA yoga, ane dharmakathAnuyoga e cAra anuga batAvyA che. tenuM jJAna avazya meLavavuM joIe,

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zAztrA dezana 601 dravyAnuyoga samajavA khUba kaThIna che. je dravyAnuyoga jANe tene jaDa ane cetananuM bhedajJAna thAya che paNa Aje e jJAna meLavavAnA kAne rasa che? e samajayA vinA bhedajJAna nahi thAya. bhagavAnanAM daza daza zrAvakoe saMsAramAM rahIne paNa tattvanuM jANupaNuM karyuM hatuM. Aje tA kaMika jIvAne jIva-ajIvanuM paNa jANupaNuM nathI. sAmila brAhmaNu dhanamAM ne jJAnamAM AgaLa hatA. have tenA viSe zuM vAta cAlaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra :--bhISma pitAmaha, vidurajI, droNAcAya vigerenA phITakArathI dhRtarASTrane khUba krodha AvI gayA. eTale kahyuM-huM pApI! te A zuM karyuM? meM tane ghaNuM samajAvyeA chatAM mAnyo nahi. huM kulAMgAra ! tuM tA duniyAmAM phaTa phaTa thaI gayA paNa tArA pApe mAre keTaluM sAMbhaLavuM paDe che ! hajI paNa tane kahuM chuM ke tuM A kukatavyathI aTakI jA, pAMDavAnI mAphI mAMga ane temanuM je kaMI lIdhuM che te pAchuM ApI de, nahitara mArI talavArathI tAruM mAthuM uDAvI daIza. bhISmapitA, vidurajI ane dhRtarASTrano kopa joine durgaMdhane kahyuM ke hu. pAMDavonI mAphI te niDu ja mAgu' ane emanu rAjya pAchuM nahi ApuM. meM kaMI cArI karIne nathI lIdhuM, jIta meLavIne lIdhuM che. e pAMDavA tA mArA pAkA bairI che, huM' emanu sukha kadI joI zakavAno nathI. huM te temane kharAkhara duHkhI karata paNa tamane badhAne bahu duHkha thAya che tethI eka rastA kAhu chuM. dvAdaza varSa hai| pUNa vahAM tarka, raha kara ke vanavAsa, varSI teraha meM pracchanna rahe jo, icche. rAjya kI Asa hai...zrotA... pAMDavA jugAramAM hArI gayA che eTale te mArA nAkara che, huM game te zikSA temane karI zakuM chuM, paNa tamArA badhAnA AgrahathI jatAM karu chuM, paNa pAMDavA khAra varSa sudhI vanavAsa bhogave ne khAra varSa pUrA thayA pachI teramuM varSa gupta rahe. temAM jo pakaDAI jaze teA pharIne badhI zikSA bhegavavI paDaze. vaDIleAe A vAta mAnya karI ane pAMDavAne vanavAsa javAnu nakkI karyuM. eTale bhISmapitAe kahyuM-durgaMdhana! te pAMDavAnAM kapaDAM utarAvIne nagna jevA manAvyAM che A sAru* nathI karyuM. emanA kapaDA to pAchA Apa, ema kahIne kapaDA pAchA apAvyA, temaja bhImanI gadA, arjunanuM dhanuSya vagere zasro pAchA apAvyAM ane durgaMdhane je zarata karI te pAMDavoe maMjura karI lIdhI. atyAre bhIma ane arjune dhAyuM. hAta to duoNMdhananAM phAdA uDAvI nAMkhata paNa pAte vacanathI baMdhAI gayA hatAM eTale durgaMdhane karelu' apamAna sahana karIne vanamAM javAnuM nakkI karyuM. sajjana purUSA pote kaSTa sahana kare che paNa potAnu vacana badalatAM nathI. pApI durgaMdhane vairano badale levA kevI zarata karI ! khAra varSa vanamAM rahevAnu ne teramuM varSa gupta rahevAtuM. AvA mahAnapurUSone mATe gupta rahevu te mhela vAta nathI,

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zAradA darzana AvI kaparI zaratano pAMDee svIkAra karI lIdhuM. pAMDava Indraprastha AvyAM tyAre harSabhera AvyAM hatAM paNa badhe harSa havAmAM uDI gaye. temane eka kSaNa tyAM rahevuM gamatuM nathI. eTale pAMDe hastinApura javA taiyAra thayA. pAMca pAMDenI sAthe draupadIne paNa vanamAM javAnI vaDIlee rajA apAvI eTale pAMca pAMDa sahita draupadI indraprastha choDIne hastinApura javA nIkaLyA. pAMDa ane draupadI page cAlIne jAya che kAraNa ke atyAre temanI pAse kaI sAdhana rahyuM nathI, paNa bhISmapitAjIe vicAra karyo ke pagapALA cAlIne jatAM A kumaLA kula jevA chekarAo thAkI jaze. A te emanA bhAvie bhUlavADyA, eTale jugAra ramyA bAkI A pavitra AtmAo jugAra rame tevA nathI. dharmarAjA Adi pAMce pAMDave guNanI khANa che. emane page cAlatA javA devAya nahi. duryodhane te temane eTaluM paNa na kahyuM ke mAre ratha laI jAo, paNa bhISmapitAe pitAno ratha temane besavA mATe ApyuM. jyAre indraprasthathI pAMDavo nIkaLyA tyAre AkhI nagarInA leke kALA pANIe raDavA lAgyA. ahe! ApaNI nagarImAM AvyAM tyAre temanA mukha upara keTaluM teja hatuM ! ane atyAre nirAdhAra banIne cAlyA jAya che. AkhI nagarInAM leke temane vaLAvavA mATe gayA. vanavAsa jatAM pahelA mAtA pitAne maLavA jatA pAMDe -pAMDava hastinApura pahoMce te pahelA samAcAra pahoMcI gayA ke dharmarAjA duryodhana sAthe jugAra ramyA ane jugAramAM rAjapATa sarvasva hArI gayA che. A sAMbhaLIne pAMDurAjA ane kuMtAmAtAne khUba AghAta lAge. Akhe rAjya parivAra kaLI uThe ke A zuM thayuM ? pAMDa ane draupadI rAjya lakSmI hArIne udAsIna cahere vanavAsa jatAM pahelAM mAtA pitAne maLavA mATe hastinApura AvI rahyA che. thaDA divasamAM pAMDe hastinApura pahoMcI gayA, ane mAtA-pitA Adi samasta rAjaparivArane maLyA. pAMDurAjAe kahyuM -beTA! tame kadI jugAra samajatAM nahatA ne Indraprastha jaIne A zuM karyuM ? ramyA te ramyA paNa keTalI hada karI ! putrane khUba Thapako Ape. dharmarAjAe bhUlanI mAphI mAMgI, pachI kahyuM-pitAjI! have amane vanavAsa javAnI rajA Apo. pAMDava keTalA dharmaniSTha che! ApelA vacananuM pAlana karavAmAM kevA daDha che ke hastinApuramAM AvIne pANI sarakhuM pIdhuM nahi, phakta mAtA-pitAne page lAgI javAnI taiyArI karI. AkhA hastinApuramAM hAhAkAra macI gaye. kuMtA mAtA paNa kALA pANIe raDavA lAgyA. nagarajano kahevA lAgyA ke ApaNuM pavitra mahArAjA yudhiSThira vigere vanavAsa jaze ne ApaNA upara duryodhana rAjya karaze. ApaNe evA pApI rAjAnA rAjyamAM rahevuM nathI. ApaNe paNa vanamAM jaIzuM. pAMDurAjA ane kuMtAmAtA kahe che beTA! tame vanavAsa jaze te ame paNa tamArI sAthe AvIzuM. beTA! tArA vagara huM nahi rahI zakuM. badhA pAMDanI sAthe javA taiyAra thayA. pAMDe vanavAsa javA zastra Adi sajIne taiyAra thayA che have kevI rIte prayANa karaze tenA bhAva avasare.

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607 zAradA darzana vyAkhyAna naM. 77 bhAdaravA suda 15 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 27-9-77 jemanA haiyAmAMthI dayAnA jharaNu chalakAI rahyA che, kALajaDAmAMthI karUNane dhedha vahe che ne AMkhamAMthI amInI dhArAvAhe che tevA sarvajJa bhagavaMte anaMta saMsAra sAgaramAM DUbakI khAI rahelAM chene taravA mATe jinavANI rUpI naukA ApI. A saMsAra bhayaMkara ghUghavATA mArate sAgara che. jemAM meha, mAyA ne mamatAnAM majA uchaLI rahyA che. evA sAgarane taravA mATe ApaNane jinezvara bhagavatee dvAdazAMgI sUtra rUpI naukA ApI che. dvAdazAMgI rUpa jinavANInI naukA te maLI paNa je tene calAvanAra kuzaLa nAvika na maLe te naukA sAmA kinAre laI javI, muzkela che. kSemakuzaLa bhavasAgara taravA mATe sArI naukA ane kuzaLa nAvikane sahAre joIe. nauko maLI paNa tene nAvika keNa te tame jANo cho ? ApaNane saMsAra sAgarathI tArIne sAme kinAre laI janAra kuzaLa nAvika saddagurUo che. e sa gurUe vItarAga prabhunI AjJAnuM pAlana kare che ne ApaNane taravAne mArga batAve che. te e saddagurUnI AjJAnuM pAlana karI pracaMDa purUSArtha karI saMsAra sAgarane taravAnI taiyArI te karavI paDaze, jethI saMte rUpI sukAnI jIvana naiyAne sAme kinAre paheMcADI zake, paNa eTaluM dhyAna rAkhajo, ke tamArI jIvananaiyA koI kugurUnA hAthamAM na jAya. jo keI kugurUnA hAthamAM gaI te samajI leje ke A saMsAra paribhramaNane aMta Avaze nahi saMsArane mArga TUMka banavAne badale lAMba banI jaze. ATalA mATe jJAnI kahe che ke saMga kare te sAcA saMtane kare, paNa kusaMga karaze nahi. satsaMganuM pariNAma suMdara Ave che ne kusaMganuM pariNAma kharAba Ave che. jIva je saMga kare che te tene raMga lAge che. je tamArI bhAvanAmAM pavitratA ane kartavyamAM tejasvitA haze te tenI sauthI prathama asara tamArA jIvana upara paDaze. tyAra pachI tamArA saMgamAM rahenArA ane pADozI upara tene prabhAva paDaze, ane AgaLa vadhatA samAja ane jagata upara tamAre prabhAva paDaze. AmAM saMgati moTo bhAga bhajave che. nadInuM mIThuM pANI sAgaramAM jaIne khAruM zAthI banI jAya che? amRta jevuM mIThuM dUdha khaTAzane sparza thatAM phATI kema jAya che ? tene javAba ApatAM jJAnI purUSa kahe che saMtanA ropa muLA mavatti" je saMsa sAro hoya te doSathI bharele mAnavI guNavAna banI jAya che. ane saMsarga kharAba hoya te guNavAna manuSya paNa deSathI bharele banI jAya che. A saMgatinuM pariNAma che. durjananI saMgati kyAre paNa sukha ApatI nathI. durjananI anukuLatA ane pratikuLatA baMne dukhapada hoya che. jema saLagatA kelasAno paze hAthane dajhADe che ane bUjhAyelA kolasAne sparza hAthane kALe kare che. barapha pAse besavAthI zItaLatA maLe che. zAMti lAge che jyAre agni pAse besavAthI uSNutA maLe che,

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208 zAradA dezane A rIte dunane saMga thatAM mana duHkhI-vyathita ane che ne sajjananAM darzana thatAM mana praphullita khane che. mATe jJAnI kahe che ke jyAM sudhI satsaMga nahi karo tyAM sudhI sAcA khATAnI pIchANu nahi thAya. tevA gajasukumAranI brAhmaNanI vAta cAle jemane saMsAra sAgarathI tAranArA kuzaLa nAvika maLavAnAM ane gajasukumAranI sAthe nikaTanA samadha dharAvanAra sAmila che. sAmila brAhmaNa kevA RddhivaMta hatA te vAta ApaNe kAle AvI gaI che. tene sAmazrI nAmanI ati sukumAla ane saudaryavAna patnI hatI. ghaNI vakhata mANusanI cAmaDI rUpALI hoya paNa zarIra beDoLa hoya che, ane ghaNAM mANasanI cAmaDI rUpALI na hoya. ghauM vaNI hoya paNa tenu zarIra suDALa hoya che. zarIranA ghATa mukhanI namaNAzathI zAbhI uThe che. A seAmazrI dareka rIte zaiAbhItI hatI. enuM rUpa, zarIrane ghATa A badhuM kharAkhara joIe tevuM hatuM. ghaNI vakhata mANasamAM rUpa hoya che paNa guru hotA nathI. A sAmazrImAM rUpa ane guNanA sumeLa hatA. sAthe pati patnInA svabhAvamAM paNa sumeLa hatA, temaja seAmazrI enA patinI AjJA mujaba kArya karanArI hatI. ' tannA " te somilassa mAhaNassa dhUyA somasirIe bhAhaNIe attaya somA nAmaM dAriyA hotthA / somila brAhmaNanI patnI somazrInI AtmajA sAmA nAme putrI hatI. AgaLanA mANasAmAM mAtA pitA uparathI satAneAnA nAma pADatAM jema mRgAvatI rANInA putra mRgAputra. ahI saumila ane sAmazrI nAma uparathI putrInuM nAma sAmA pADayuM. A semAputrI pazu rUparUpanA aMbAra hatI. AvI putrInA janma thatAM harSoMnA pAra nathI. saMsArI jIvAne anukULatAmAM AnaMda ane pratikULatAmAM dveSa thAya che. AvA upAdhithI bharelo saMsAra che. jo tamAre zAMti joItI hoya teA thoDI vAra paNa satsaMga karA, zAstranuM vAMcana karI ane dhama sthAnakamAM AvIne beso te sAcI zAMti maLaze. eka vakhata eka saMta zvetAjanAne upadeza ApatAM saMsAranu` svarUpa samajAvatAM kahe che ke huM saMsArI jIvo ! aneka Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhiothI bharelA A saMsAra che. temAM lepAze nahi, ane raho teA anAsakta bhAvathI raheze. jema mAkhI sAkaranA TukaDA upara ne pakavAna upara bese che ane khaLakhA upara ne ghI tela upara bese che. temAM sAkara ane miSTAnna upara besanArI mAkhI sAkarano, miSTAnnano svAda cAkhe che ne jyAre tenA uparathI uDavu' heAya tyAre uDI paNa zake che, ane ghI, tela upara besanArI mAkhIne kAMI maLatu nathI ane marI jAya che, tema tamAre saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe ne raho paNa Asakta na bano. anAsakta bhAvathI raheA. kAca puNyAye meATA vizALa rajavADI baMgalAmAM hA, empAlA gADImAM pharo paNa emAM Asakta na ane. jo Asakta banyA te

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zAradA dezana 209 ghI, telamAM paDelI mAkhInI mAphaka marI jazeA. bharata cakravarti cha cha kha'DanA svAmI hatA paNu anAsakta bhAve rahetA hatA. emane saMsAramAM rahetAM AvaDatuM hatuM paNa Aje te jIvone saMsAramAMthI nIkaLatAM te nathI AvaDatuM paNu saMsAramAM rahetAM ya nathI AvaDatuM. A pramANe mahArAja upadeza ApatAM hatAM. e divase eka kheDUta paNa vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA AnyA hatA. mahArAjanuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLIne koIe rAtrI bhAjananA, koI e krodhano, koI ekaMdamULanA tyAga vigere khAdhA lIdhI. A kheDUta te khicAra ajANya hatA. tenA manamAM thayuM ke huM zuM karuM? mahArAja samajI gayAM ke A koI ajANyA mANusa lAge che. eTale kahyu bhAI! A madhA kaika ne kaMika tyAga kare che te tuM paNu kaMIka tyAga kara, tyAre bicArA bhALA kheDUta kahe che mahArAja ! tyAgamAM huM... kaMI samajatA nathI. tyAga eTale zuM? te mane samajAvA. tyAre mahArAje kahyuM-bhAI ! eka divasa mATe koI eka cIja na khAvI. eTale teno tyAga karyAM kahevAya. ema kara, Aje tAre kAMdAnu zAka khAvuM nahi, ahA! emAM te zI moTI vAta che? Aje kAMdAnuM zAka nahi khAuM. eNe bAdhA lIdhI ne te ghera Avye. devAnupriyA ! je niyama letA nathI tenI vAta judI che paNa je le che tenI kAre kasoTI thAya che. paTele kAMdAno tyAga karyAM che ane ghera paTalANInA manamAM thayu` ke emane kAMdAnuM zAka ane juvAranA garama garama roTalA bahu bhAve che te huM Aje kAMdAnuM zAka banAvu. eNe teA kAMdAnuM zAka ane jIvAranA zaTale manAvyo. paTela jamavA beThAM ne bhANAmAM kAMdAnuM zAka ane roTalA AvyA. paTele kahyuM, paTalANI mane Aje kAMdAnuM zA nahi khape, reTalAmAM jA maracu' ne caTaNI Ape! ne! A sAMbhaLIne paTalANIe garama thaI ne kahyuM-nahi khape e zuM? meM te nahi khape evo zabda tamArA mATe Aje pahelana vahelA sAMbhaLyA. tamane AvuM bhUta kayAMthI vaLagyuM ? ( hasAhasa ) paTele kahyuM-bhUta nathI vaLagyuM paNa Aje jaina sAdhunuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA gayA hatA tyAM mahArAja pAse me Aje kAMdAno tyAga karyAM che. paTalANI tA vIsamI sadInI phATelA magajavALI hatI. te paTela upara khUba gusse thaI ne melI. Aje teA tame kAMdAno tyAga karyAM ne kAle mArA tyAga karazeA. (hasAhasa ) game tema karI paNa Aje kAMdAnuM zAka te tamAre khAvu ja paDaze. paTele nirNaya karyAM che ke game tema thAya paNa mAre kAMdAno tyAga eTale tyAga, marI jaIza paNa kAMdAnuM zAka nahi khAuM, tyAre paTalANI kahe che mane kAMdAnuM zAka khavaDAvyA vinA nahi rahuM. ( hasAhasa ) paTela-paTalANI vacce jAmI paDI. khele, tamAre AvuM thayuM hoya te zuM karo ? paTela khAvAmAM dRDha rahyA. paTalANIe kahyuM-tamAre kAMdA nathI khAvA ne ? ema kahI culAmAM tAvethA tapAvI zA'SH

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10 zAradA darzana lAlaghUma karIne laI AvIne kahyuM-le, moTuM paheluM kare. A joIne paTela gharamAMthI bhAgyA. emaNe nirNaya karyo ke Aje mAre gharamAM AvavuM ja nathI. kAraNa ke atyAre paTalANI haThe caDhI che, ne krodhathI dhamadhamI gaI che. enI sAme krodha karIza te moTI rAmAyaNa thaze. kahyuM che ne ke laDatA se Tala nIsare, jalatA se jala heya, vijalI paDe dariyAvarameM, tenI jhAla na hoya, sajajana purUSa kedanI sAme krodha karatA nathI. e e vicAra kare ke jenAmAM je bharyuM hoya te bahAra kADhe. temAM mAruM zuM jAya che? e bhalene kedha kare. keI be vyakti laDatI hoya te ApaNe tenAthI dUra khasI javuM ane ApaNI sAme je krodha rUpI AganA bhaDakI uThatA hoya te ApaNe tenI sAme pANInI jema zItaLa banI javuM. vIjaLI jyAre paDavAnI hoya tyAre keTalA kaDAkA kare che ne utpAta macAve che, paNa e dariyAmAM paDe che te koIne kaMI nukazAna karI zakatI nathI, zItaLIbhUta banI jAya che, tema je manuSya pAse kSamAnuM amogha zastra che, tene durjana-krodhImAM krodhI mANasa paNa kaMI karI zakate nathI. pelI paTalANIe vIjaLInI mAphaka utpAta macAve paNa paTela khUba zAMta rahyAM. kaMI paNa bolyA vinA gharamAMthI nIkaLI gAma bahAra mahAkALI mAtAnA maMdiramAM AvIne besI gayA. zrAvakane ghera kadAca A kaI banAva banyo hoya to sthAnakamAM AvIne pauSadha laIne besI jaze? paTele A be divasa bhagavAnanAM bhajanamAM vitAvyo ne rAta paDI eTale mAtAjInA maMdiramAM bhUkhyA tarasyo uMghI gayo. rAtre bAra vAgyA pachI core cerI karavA mATe jatAM hatAM, te mAtAjInA maMdiramAM AvI page lAgIne kahe che te mahAkALI mA! ame gAmamAM cerI karavA mATe jaIe chIe. amane je ghaNuM dhana maLaze te ame eka nALIyera vadherIzuM. A rIte mAnatA mAnIne core cerI karavA gayA. te divase kudarate temane cerImAM ghaNuM dhana maLyuM eTale nALIyera vadheravA maMdiramAM AvyA. mAtAjInI mUrti pAse sUtelA paTelanuM mAthuM page athaDAyuM. tene paththara mAnIne ceree tene upara nALIyera vadheryuM, aMdhArAmAM zuM khabara paDe ke A paththara che ke koInuM mAthuM che? eTale paTela bhayanA mAryA balI uThayAM ke khAuM chuM....khAuM chuM...khAuM chuM. A sAMbhaLIne core bhaDakyA. temanA manamAM thayuM ke ApaNI kaMI bhUla thaI lAge che, tethI mAtAjI ApaNA upara ke pAyamAna thayA che. hamaNAM ApaNane khAI jaze, jadI bhAge ahIMthI. ema kahI re mAlanI poTalI mUkIne bhAgI gayA. paTelanA mAthAmAM dhaDAka daIne nALIyera vadheryuM hatuM eTale khUba lehI nIkaLyuM. paTela UDIne bahAra gayA paNa paTalANI dekhAyAM nahi, ane cera bhAgI gayA hatAM. ajavALuM

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zAradA dezana 11 thayu eTale paTela ghera javA ubhA thayA tyAM pATalI joI. aMdara kaMmatI mAla hatA. poTalI laI ne paTela ghera AvyA. paTalANIne kahe che paTalANI ! daravAjo khAlA, aMdarathI paTalANIe kahyuM-kAMdAnuM zAka khAvu hAya tA khAvuM. paTele kahyuM are ! tu jo te kharI. hu' tArA mATe zuM laIne AvyA chuM? kAMdAnuM zAka, kAMdAnuM zAka zuM maMDI paDI chuM ? tarata paTalANIe khAraNAM kholyA. paTele aMdara jaI pATalI cheADIne badhI milkata batAvI dIdhI. dAgInA, kapaDA, paisA badhu joI ne paTalANI te khuza khuza thaI gayA ne paTelane kahe che tame kAlanA bhUkhyA che. garama pANI karI ApuM. tame snAna karI le ne huM tamAre mATe garamAgarama zIrepUrI banAvI dauM. paTalANIe zIrApUrI banAvIne paTelane premathI jamADayA. pachI pUchyuM -svAmInAtha ! ATaluM khadhuM kayAMthI lAvyA ? tyAre paTele kahyuM-A kAMdAnI khAdhAno pratApa che. paTalANI pAsethI gayA pachI zuM banyu te badhI vAta vigatavAra paTalANIne karI eTale paTalANIe kahyuM-AvI khAdhA teA bahu sArI. vAha vAhe nAtha ! zuM vAta karuM! havethI tame ema karajo, sAdhujI ke jAyA kareA ne nita nita bAdhA lAyA karI, devI maMdira, sUyA karI ne dhananI gAMsaDI lAyA karI. tame rAja jainanA sAdhu pAse jajo ne kaMIka khAdhA laI Avo. pachI huM tamArI sAthe jhaghaDIza, eTale tame mAtAjInA maMdire sUvA jajo ne AvI dhananI gAMsaDI laI Avajo. ( hasAhasa ) mUkhI paTalANI nathI samajato ke AvuM roje roja kayAMthI maLe ? TUMkamAM ApaNe te A dRSTAMtathI e sAra grahaNa karavA che ke eka divasanA satsa`gamAM paTelane keTalA mahAna lAbha maLye ! jo ke paTelanI kasoTI thaI paNa makkama rahyA tA kAma thaI gayuM. AvI rIte koI paNa pratijJA karo te| dRDhatAthI pAlana karo. sAmazrIne sAmA nAmanI putrI che. have te kevI hatI te vAta avasare, caritra :- pAMDavA, satI draupadI vigere vanamAM javA mATe taiyAra thayA che. temaNe khullA page ne khAlI hAthe hastinApuranA rAjabhavanamAMthI prasthAna karyuM. A samaye putra vAtsalyanA snehamAM DUbelA pAMDurAjA paNa raDatAM raDatAM putrAnI pAchaLa cAlyA. bhISmapitA, dhRtarASTra, droNAcAya vigere pazu pAMDavone vaLAvavA javA mATe IndraprasthathI AvyA hatA. te paNa udAsa cahere temanI pAchaLa cAlyA. kuMtAmAtA, satyavatI, vigere rANIe paNa pAchaLa cAlavA lAgI. satI draupI raDatI raDatI kuMtAmAtAnI pAchaLa cAle che. hastinApuranA prajAjano vahepAra dhaMdhA, khAvu.-pIvu badhu choDIne yudhiSThira mahArAjAnI pAchaLa gayA. dareka khAlavA lAgyA ke ApaNe ApaNA mahArAjAnI sAthe jaIzuM. ApaNe A pApI durgaMdhananA rAjyamAM rahevu nathI. A pramANe durgaMdhanane phITakAra ApatAM ane yudhiSThiranA guNa gAtAM mANasA temanI pAchaLa cAlyA, darekanA sukha gamagIna banI gayA che.

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sara zaramAM darzana 5 pAMDavAne vananI vATe jatAM joI prajAe duryodhanane ApelA phiTakAra '' pAMDurAjA, kuMtAmAtA, bhISmapitA temaja sArI prajAnI AMkhamAMthI daDadaDa AMsu vahe che. draupadInI sakhIe draupadmInI sAthe cAlatAM khele che arere....bahena ! A zuM khanI gayuM? kayAM tu rAjabhavanamAM vasanArI ane kyAM A vanavAsanAM asahya duHkha! A tArI komaLa kAyA kema sahana karaze? ema kahIne kalpAMta karavA lAgI. pAMDavAe rAjya cheDayuM ne prajAjanoe gharabAra cheDavyA. zekAgnimAM DUbelA nAgariko sAthe pUrNimAnA caMdramA jevA yudhiSThira nagarajanonI sAthe gAma bahAra nIkaLyA. hastinApurathI mahAra nIkaLatI vakhate vizALa rAjamA mANaseAnA dhasArAthI sAMkaDo banI gayA. nagarajano cAlatAM cAlatAM paraspara vAta karavA lAgyA ke aheA ! A jugArane hajAro vAra dhikkAra che. naLarAjAe temanA bhAI kuberanI sAthe jugAra ramIne rAjapATa badhuM gumAvyuM hatu, tevI rIte dhama rAjAe paNa jugAra ramIne badhuM gumAvyuM. kapaTI durgaMdhanane dhikkAra che ke eNe dharmAMrAjA jevA pavitra yudhiSThirane kapaTathI jugAra ramADIne temanI AvI karUNa dazA karI, paNa dhanurdhArI arjuna ane gadAdhArI bhImanI hAjarImAM durgaMdhana kayAM sudhI rAjya bhAgavI zakavAno che ! ane satI draupadI sAthe durgaMdhane je anucita AcaraNa karyuM che te vAtanu jIbhathI uccAraNa karavAmAM Ave agara te teneA manathI vicAra karIe tA paNa ApaNane pApa lAge. te e pApanuM phaLa e pApIone kevu bhogavavu paDaze ! A pramANe kauravAnI niMdA ane pAMDavAnI sau prazaMsA karavA lAgyA. guNuvAna purUSa pratye saune prema hoya che. kauravAe dhama rAjAne jugAra ramADavA ne te ramyA te pApakarmanuM phaLa bhAgavavA mATe tee vanavAsa jAya che. samayane jatAM kayAM vAra lAge che ! pachI temanAM puNya jAgaze ne tee tera varSa pUrA karIne jaldI pAchA Avaze ne durgaMdhana pAsethI peAtAnu rAjya laIne dharAjA punaH rAjya bhAgavaze. zAsanadeva temane vanamAM kuzaLa rAkhe, temane koI jAtanI muzkelI paDe nahi. saunAM zarIra sArA rahe ane sau kSemakuzaLa pAchA hastinApura padhAre te mATe badhA prabhune prArthanA karavA lAgyAM, ane jyAM sudhI pAMDavo pAchA na Ave tyAM sudhI koie ghIno, koie mevA, miSTAnnano tyAga karyAM, kaI e tapa zarU karyAM. jue, prajAne pAMDavA pratye keTalI badhI lAgaNI che! AkhA nagaranI prajA ghaNe dUra sudhI pAMDavAne vaLAvavA gaI. koI pAchuM vaLatu nathI, tyAre dharmarAjA UbhA rahyAM ane nagarajanone kahyuM-have tame badhAM samajIne pAchA vaLeA. amArI sAthe kayAM sudhI cAlazeA ? prajAjano kahe che ame to tamArI sAthe ja AvIzuM. koI pAchuM' vaLatuM nathI. badhA pAMDavAnI pAchaLa cAlyAM jAya che. hastinApura choDIne ghaNe dUra nIkaLI gayA. tyAM zuM banAva banyA. * kizmIra rAkSasanA bhImathI thayelA parAjaya '* :-kALA meza jevA bhaya'kar

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zAradA darzane ane bihAmaNa, ene jotAM ja mANasa DarI jAya te karamIra nAmane eka rAkSasa AkAzamAMthI nIce utaryo. te UMce tADa jevuM hatuM. tenA mAthAnA vALa pILA raMganA hatA. AMkha lAlacaLa hatI ne meTuM vikarALa hatuM. lAMbA sarSanI mAphaka te jIbha bahAra kADhate hate. krodhathI dAMta kacakacAvatuM hatuM ane ghaDIkamAM te aTTahAsya karatA hatA. A rAkSasa sAkSAt yamarAjA jevuM dekhAtuM hatuM. dharmarAjA Adi sarve AgaLa cAlatAM hatAM paNa draupadI khUba thAkI gaI eTale te eka vRkSa nIce visAme levA beThI hatI. tyAM pele rAkSasa dhamapachADA karatA AvIne dropadIne DarAvavA lAgyA. AvA mahAkALa jevA rAkSasane joIne draupadI tharathara dhrujavA lAgI. tenA mukhamAMthI kAramI cIsa nIkaLI gaI. A sAMbhaLIne bhIma tyAM doDate Avyo ne rAkSasane kahyuM-dukha ! tAre AvavuM hoya te amArI sAme Ava ne ! eka strInI pAchaLa zA mATe paDe che ? zUravIra heya te zuravIra sAme jAya paNa abaLA sAme na jAya. Ama kahIne krodhathI dhamadhamatA bhIsasene gadAne prahAra karIne rAkSasano vadha karyo. rAkSasa marIne narakamAM cAlyA gaye. A duSTa rAkSasa duryodhanane pakSapAtI hatuM. eTale pitAnA rAgIne pakSa laIne pAMDene herAna karavA mATe Avyo hate. pAMDenuM badhuM luMTI laIne vanamAM mokalyAM chatAM haju emane herAna karavAmAM bAkI rAkhatA nathI paNa jenAM puNya prabaLa che tene kaI vALa vAMke karI zakato nathI.. rAkSasa upara vijaya meLavIne pAMDave temanA parivAranI sAthe AgaLa cAlyA, ane kAmyapha nAmanA vanamAM AvyA. reja satata cAlavAthI badhA thAkI gayA tethI vicAryuM ke thoDA divasa visAmo khAvA rekAIe, ema vicArI vanamAM rekAyA ne cheDe thAka utAryo, paNa bhUkha khUba lAgI hatI tethI dharmarAjA, kuMtAmAtA, pAMDurAjA badhAM arjunane kahe che bhAI! bhUkha bahu lAgI che, zuM karIzuM? arjunajI pitAnI bhUlanuM prAyazcita karavA mATe jyAre vanamAM gayA hatAM tyAre temaNe maNIcUDa vidyAdhara mATe vidyAo sAdhI hatI te Aje emane kAma AvI. ane vidyAnI zaktithI bhojana taiyAra karyuM ane draupadIe badhAne pIrasyuM. jamIne badhAe sudhA zAMta karI. A rIte jyAre badhAne bhUkha lAge tyAre arjunajI pitAnI vidyAnA baLathI navA navA bhajana banAvIne taiyAra kare ane draupadI badhAne premathI bhejana pIrasatI. A rIte jaMgalamAM maMgala mAnI premathI divase vItAvavA lAgyA. puNyazALInAM pagalAM thAya che tyAM jaMgalamAM maMgala banI jAya che. pada rAjAe pAMDavone teDavA mokalela dhRSTadyumna":- draupadInA pitAjI drapada zajAne khabara paDI ke duryodhana sAthe dharmarAjA jugAra ramyAM. temAM rAjapATa badhuM hArI gayAM che ne bAra varSa mATe teo vanamAM gayA che. teo hAla kyAM che tenI tapAsa karAvIne pitAnA putra

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214 zAradA darzana dhRSTadyumnane tyAM meka. eTale dhRSTadya te vanamAM AvyuM ne pAMDurAjA ane kuMtAmAtAnA caraNamAM namaskAra karIne pitAnA bahena banevI ne maLe. pitAnI lADIlI kemaLakaLI jevI bahena-banevInI A dazA joIne raDI paDane teNe kahyuM. bahena-banevI ! mAtA-pitA badhA ApaNA rAjyamAM cAle, pitAjIe mane tamane teDavA meka che. huM dhAruM te duzmana duryodhanane mArI nAMkhuM, tyAre pAMDee kahyuM ke ame paNa tene jItI zakIe tema chIe, paNa atyAre ame vacanathI baMdhAI gayelA chIe mATe yuddha karavuM nathI ke tamArA rAjyamAM AvavuM nathI. je rAjyamAM rahIe te vanavAsa kayAMthI kahevAya ? amane te hastinApura karatAM ahIM vadhu AnaMda Ave che, tyAre dhRSTadyune kahyuM mArA pitAjIe kahyuM che ke badhAne khUba Agraha karIne teDI lAvaje, paNa teo vacanathI baMdhAI gayA che tethI nA Ave te draupadIne laI Avaje. tame vanavAsa gALe tyAM sudhI mArI bahena amArA ghera raheze. pAMDee kahyuM, draupadInI icchA hoya te khuzIthI laI jAo. draupadIne piyara AvavA khUba Agraha karyo tyAre draupadIe kahyuM-vIrA ! tane tathA bApujIne amArA upara lAgaNI che tethI pitAjIe tane teDavA mekalya che paNa tuM ja vicAra kara. tArA banevI vanavAsa bhegavatAM hoya tyAre huM zuM rAjamahelamAM rahuM ! jyAM vRkSa che tyAM chAyA rahe che tema satI strIne mATe pati vRkSa samAna che, ane chAyA samAna patnI pati sAthe ja zobhe che. mATe huM nahi AvuM. mane mArA pati ane sAsu-sasarAnI sevA karavAmAM khUba AnaMda Ave che. mATe tame ciMtA nA karaze, paNa tane bahu ema thAya che te tArA bhANejone laI jA. te have kevI rIte jaze tenA bhAva avasare. Aje vINAbahenane mAsakhamaNanI pUrNAhUtine chello divasa che. kAle temanuM pAraNuM che. A cAturmAsamAM 15 bhAI bahenanA mAsakhamaNa zAMtipUrvaka pUrA thayA, ane seLamAM suzIlAbahena AgaLa vadhI rahyA che. vyAkhyAna naM-78 bhAdaravA vada 2 ne gurUvAra tA. 29-9-77 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI sarvajJa bhagavaMte pharamAve che ke mAnavajIvanane sAra dhana bheguM karavAmAM nathI. baMgalA bAMdhavAmAM nathI paNa ajanma dazA prApta karavAmAM che. je mahAna AtmAoe mAnavajanma pAmIne AtmasAdhanA karI ajanma dazA prApta karI che temanA nAma zAstranA pAne aMkita thayA che. te mahAnapurUSa mAnava janma pAmIne janmanAM vairI banyAM te ajanma dazA prApta karI zakyA. ApaNe paNa

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zAradA darzana janmanAM vairI banIe te janmane baMdha karI zakIe. A kArya manuSya sivAya bIjuM kaI karI zakatuM nathI. Ama te janma le te kharAba che. janma ke le te jANe che ne? jene karmo bAkI hoya te janma le che. jenA AtmA upara eka paNa karma bAkI nathI tene kadI janma levuM paDatuM nathI. je janma na le hoya te karma sAme kesariyA karIne karmane kADhe. e karmo kyAre chUTe ? pApa karavAnuM baMdha thAya tyAre ne ? je manuSya mana-vacana ane kAyAthI pApakarma kare nahi, karAve nahi ne pApa karanArane anumodana Ape nahi, te AtmA upara pApane mela cUMTe nahi eTale karmabaMdhana thatuM aTakI jAya, ane je purANuM karmo AtmA upara lAgelAM che tene dUra karavA mATe saMyamanI sAthe tapa joIze. tapa ane saMyama e ajanma dazA prApta karavA mATenA amogha sAdhane che. mAnavajanma pAmIne je manuSya tapa ane saMyamanI ugra sAdhanA kare te ochAmAM ochA traNa, pAMca ke paMdara bhave avazya ajanma dazA prApta karI zake.. janma jene game nahi tene abrahmacarya game nahi." ApaNuM jaina zAstromAM ahiMsA, satya, acaurya ane aparigrahane jema dharma kahyo che, tema brahmacaryane paNa dharma kahyo che, ane hiMsA, asatya, caurya, parigraDa vigerene adharma kahyo che, tema abrahmacarya e paNa eka adharma ja che ne? kAraNa ke abrahmacarya e aneka jIvonA janma-maraNanuM kAraNa che. jene janma-maraNa game nahi tene aneka jInA janma-maraNanuM kAraNa abrahmacarya game kharuM? pitAnA jIvanane jeNe suMdara ane sArabhUta banAvavuM hoya teNe janmanA vairI banavuM paDaze, paNa jene janma kharAba lAgatuM nathI te janmathI Darate nathI ane janmane vairI banatuM nathI. baMdhuo ! mAnava janmane sAra zodha hoya te A vAta sadA dilamAM rAkhaje ne vicAraje ke janma e AtmA upara rahelA karmonI hayAtInuM cihna che. vicAra karo ke ApaNe kema jamyA ? AtmA upara karma hato mATe janmyA. eTale ApaNe karmavALA te kharAM ne? AtmA karmavALe che ke nathI tenuM pratika janma che. karma bAkI nathI te janma nathI. ApaNe siddha bhagavaMtane prArthanA karatAM kahIe chIe ne ke he prabhu ! tame kevA che? tame mekSa nagaranAM nivAsI banI gayAM che ane ame te haju saMsAramAM janma maraNa karatAM eka gatimAMthI bIjI gatimAM pravAsa karI rahyAM chIe. prabhu ! tamAruM sukha kevuM majhAnuM che ke jyAM janma, jarA, maraNa, roga, zeka, bhUkha, tRSA, TADha, tApa kAMI nahi, A badhI upAdhithI chUTavuM hoya te pApakarmathI aTake ne svabhAvamAM kare. vinA ThekANuM nahi maLe ne aTakyA vinA amaratA nahi maLe. amaratA joIe che ne ? hA. te zenAthI aTake ? pApakarmathI ne AzravathI aTake ne saMvaranA gharamAM AvIne svabhAvamAM TharI jAo, nadI ke taLAvanA pANImAM je kaI vastu paDI gaI haze te pANa DAmADoLa haze.

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ziAradA darzana tyAM sudhI nahi dekhAya paNa pANI TharI jaze eTale tarata dekhAze. khevAyelI cIja baLavA mATe ane adhUrI AzAo pUrI karavA mATe jIvaDe talase che paNa mukti meLavavAno talasATa haju jIvane thatuM nathI eTale AvuM uttama mAnavajIvana pAmIne saMsAranA sukhamAM racyApacce rahe che. jIvananA aMta sudhI bhega viSayenI tRSNa chUTatI nathI. AvA ane maraNa vakhate pAra vinAno pastA thAya che ne AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhArAo chUTe che. ane je jagatamAM janmIne kaMIka karI jAya che tene raDavuM paDatuM nathI. pastA thatuM nathI. hasate mukhaDe te A duniyAmAMthI vidAya le che. ahIM eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. eka rajavADAnA rAjA maraNa pAmyAM pachI e nagaranA prajAjanoe bhegA thaIne nakakI karyuM ke jene A nagaranA rAjA thavuM hoya te thaI zake paNa eka varSa te rAjagAdI bhegavI zakaze. varSa pUruM thatAM rAjagAdI choDI devI paDaze, ane e rAjAne eka hoDImAM besADI nadInI sAme pAra dUra dUra gADha jaMgala AveluM che tyAM mUkI AvavAmAM Avaze. e jaMgalamAM vRkSa ke pANI nathI. keI mANasa paNa tyAM jaI zakatuM nathI evuM bhayAnaka che. be traNa divasamAM mAnavInI jIvanalIlA tyAM samApta thaI jAya tevuM e ghera jaMgala che. A zarata jene maMjura hoya te nagaranA rAjA banI zake che. AvI kaDaka jAherAta karavAmAM AvI hatI chatAM jIvane rAjagAdI bhegavavAno moha jAgate. bhale ne pachI je thavuM hoya te thAya, paNa eka varSa te rAjyanA sukhane svAda cAkhI laIe ! A jiMdagImAM pharIne rAjA banavAnuM kyAre maLaze ? jIvane rAjyanAM sukho bhegavavAnAM keDa jAge che paNa pitAnA AtmAnA rAjA banavAnA koDa jAge che kharAM? je pitAnA AtmAne rAjA banI jAya tene bhautika rAjya maLe ke nA maLe tenI kadI ciMtA nathI. AtmAne rAjA bananAra rAjAne paNa rAjA banI jAya che. rAjasukha bhegavavAnA lebhamAM paDelAM nagarajano eka varSa mATe rAjasattAnI lagAma hAthamAM letAM ane masta banIne rAjasukha bhogavatAM ne eka varSa pUruM thatAM jaMgalamAM jaIne duHkha bhogavIne marI jatAM. A rIte ghaNuM nAgarikee eka varSanuM rAjya karyuM. tyAra pachI rAjagAdI upara eka vivekI mANasa AvyuM. eNe gAdIe besatAM ja pradhAnane pUchyuM. pradhAnajI ! mAre keTalAM varSa A gAdI upara rAjya karavAnuM che? tyAre pradhAne hasIne kahyuM: mahArAjA ! emAM pUchavAnuM zuM ? tame jANe che ne ke ghaNuM rAjAoe A gAdI upara rAjya karyuM ne varSa pUruM thatAM nadIne pAra jaMgalamAM temane mUkI AvavAmAM AvyA che, tema tamAre paNa eka varSa sudhI rAjya karavAnuM. eka varSa sudhI mojamajhA kare. pachI A gAdI uparathI utarI javAnuM. ane nadIne pAra karIne bhayakaMra jaMgalamAM jaIne ArAmathI rahevAnuM. ThIka, te mAre paNa eka varSa pachI jaMgalamAM javAnuM ema ne ! te sAthe kaMI laI javAnuM ke ekalA javAnuM ? pradhAne gusse thaIne kahyuM, tamAre jeTaluM

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zAradA darzana 17 sukha bhogavavuM hAya teTaluM eka varSImAM bhegavI lo. varSa pUruM thayA pachI paherelA kapaDe ahIthI vidAya thavu` paDaze. eka mUThThI caNA paNa nahi laI javAya. atyAra sudhI jeTalA rAjAone mUkI AvyA tema Apane paNa varSa pUruM thatAM mUkI AvIzuM. khAkI eka varSa sudhI tamAre je karavuM heAya te karI zake che. temAM koI rUkAvaTa nathI. navA rAjAe kahyuM; bhale, ema kahIne rAjyanI lagAma hAthamAM lIdhI. A rAjya upara atyAra sudhI je rAjAe AvyA hatAM tevA A rAjA na hatA. A to khUba vicArazIla hatA. eNe to cha mahinA sudhI evuM rAjya karyuM ke rAjyamAM je je agavaDA hatI te dUra karI, du:khI enA duHkha dUra karyAM. rAjyamAMthI anyAya, anIti ane adharmIne dezavaTo ApyA. cha mahinAmAM rAjyanI ronaka badalI nAMkhI, AkhA nagaramAM AnaMda AnaMda chavAI gayA ne rAjyamAM sukhanA samIra vahevA lAgyA. prajAjanA te prabhune prAthanA karavA lAgyA ke have A rAjA sadA rAjya kare tevu karo. A rAjA cha mahinA sudhI sukhe beThA nathI. rAjya AkhAda ane tevA kAryAM karyAM. have cha mahinA mAkI rahyA. rAjAe vicAra karyo ke cha mahinA pachI rAjya choDIne vanavagaDAmAM ekalA javuM paDaze. teA pahelethI tyAM javAnI taiyArI karI lauM. eNe hajAro manuSyone jaMgalamAM mAkalIne jaMgala sApha karavAnA hukama karyAM ne jaMgala sApha karAvI Thera Thera phaLa-phUlanAM vRkSA ropAvyA, ane Thera Thera leAkeAne vasavA mATe makAnA anAvyA. pAtAnA mATe suMdara mahela khanAbyA ne eka suMdara nagara vasAvI dIdhu'. pANI vigerenI sagavaDa karI lIdhI ane pAMca mahinAmAM teA ujjaDa jaMgala raLIyAmaNuM nagara anI gayuM. badhI sagavaDe taiyAra thaI gayA pachI rAjAe DhaDhA pITALye ke je nagara janAne navA nagaramAM nivAsa karavA javu. heAya te khuzIthI jaI zake che. mArI koIne manAI nathI. A rAjAnA rAjyamAM prajA sukhI thaI tethI badhA temanI AjJAnusAra navA nagaramAM vasavA lAgyA. jotajotAmAM eka va` pUruM thaI gayuM. eTale rAjA potAnI jAte ja rAja. siMhAsana uparathI utarI gayA, ane hasatA hasatA rAjya cheDIne navA nagara tarapha javA mATe nadI kinAre AvIne naukAmAM besI gayA. rAjyavaibhava, sattA, sa Mpatti, sukha cheDIne jAya che chatAM rAjAnA mukha upara anero AnaMda che. A joIne nAvikonA manamAM Azcaya thayuM ke atyAra sudhImAM je je rAjAe gayA che te badhA raDatA raDatA gayA che ne A rAjA teA hasatA hasatA jAya che. emanA mukha upara udAsInatAnu nAmanizAna nathI ane hasatA mukhaDe jAya che AnuM kAraNa zuM? eka nAvike hiMmata karIne pUchyuM, tyAre rAjAe kahyuM, e badhAe sukhamAM mAhAMdha anIne bhaviSyanA vicAra na karyAM. chevaTe temane pastAvu paDayu. jyAre me' e jaMgalane maMgala banAvI dIdhu che. tethI tyAM Ana MdathI rahIza. zA-78

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zAradA darzana baMdhuo ! A daSTAMtathI tamane kAMI samajANuM ? je samaje te AmAMthI ghaNe sAra samajI zake tema che. badhA rAjAone pahelethI khabara hatI ke eka varSa mATe ApaNane sattA maLI che. te sattAnA siMhAsana upara besIne kaMI sukRtya karI laIe, e vicAra na karyo paNa sukha bheLavavAmAM masta rahyA, te aMte raDatA raDatA gayA ne maraNane zaraNa thayA. tema ApaNane paNa A mAnavabhava rUpI rAjya maLyuM che. temAM jANIe chIe ke ApaNI jiMdagI bahu alpa che. vadhumAM vadhu 100 thI 175 varSa jIvavuM che. temAM kaI janmatAMnI sAthe marI jAya che. keI bharayuvAnImAM marI jAya che. ne kaI vRddha thaIne mare che. temAM moTA bhAganA manuSya mehAMdha banIne kaI paisA, keI pratiSThA, keI patnI ane putra-parivAra mATe hAya hAya kare che, ane e badhI sAnukULatAe maLI jatAM temAM mastAna banI jAya che paNa paraleka mATe AtmasAdhanA karatA nathI. tevA jIvene mAnava bhavarUpI sattAnA siMhAsanethI utarIne vidAya thavAne samaya Ave che tyAre codhAra AMsue raDatA raDatA jAya che. ne caturgatimAM bhramaNa kare che. mATe vicAra karaje. jAya na je je bacapaNa lakheTanA khelamAM, jAya nA ramavAmAM kamANune kALI re, jAya nA je je yauvana sinemAnA zekhamAM, jAya nA karavAmAM kamANane kALa re; jAya nA jo je ghaDapaNa beTI khaNakhedamAM, jAya nA raDavAmAM kamANune kALa re. moMgha mAnava jIvana niSphaLa te nathI jatuM ne? samayane nahi oLakhe te pelA rAjAonI mAphaka raDavAne vakhata Avaze. jene samajANuM che ke mAnavabhavanuM rAjya pharI pharIne maLavAnuM nathI. ahIM karmazatruone haThAvavAnI sarvopari sattA che. mATe te AtmAo bhegavilAsa, jazekha, ezaArAma badhuM choDIne jeTalI sAdhanA thAya teTalI karI le che, ane je legavilAsa ane mejazakhamAM pramAda karIne paDyA raheze te marIne naraka tiryaMcamAM cAlyA jaze. jene janmanI kiMmata samajANuM che te hasatA hasatA vidAya le che kAraNa ke agAuthI temaNe paralakanI badhI taiyArI karI lIdhI hoya che. pachI ciMtA zAnI thAya? ApaNe paNa evI taiyArI karIne javAnuM che. te vAta bhUlaze nahi. ApaNe gajasukumArane adhikAra cAle che. e gajasukumAra mAnavabhavanI TUMkI jiMdagImAM keTalI kaThIna sAdhanA karI leze te Apa AgaLa sAMbhaLaze. atyAre semila brAhmaNanI vAta cAle che. somila brAhmaNa ane semathI brAhmaNa pUrvanA prabaLa puNyathI mahAna sukha ane saMpatti pAmyA che. baMnenA ravabhAvamAM ektA hatI. temane saMsAra sukhapUrvaka cAlate hate. eka saMtAnanI beTa hatI te paNa pUrI thaI ane semazrI brAhmaNIe tejatejanA aMbAra jevI eka putrane janma Ape. semila brAhmaNane dIkarI paNa dIkarA jevI vahAlI hatI. tenuM nAma sAmA pADavAmAM AvyuM. have te semA kevI saumya hatI tenA bhAva avasare.

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zAradA darzana | caritra -draupadIna bhAI dhRSTadyumna pAMDe ane draupadIne teDavA mATe AvyuM hatuM. badhAne khUba Agraha karyo paNa gayA nahi pachI bhANejene laIne dRSTadyumna pitAjI pAse Abe ne badhI vAta karI. draupadInA mAtApitAne khUba duHkha thayuM. ApaNe rAjabhavanamAM beThA chIe ne ApaNuM kumaLI kula jevI dIkarI ane jamAIo vanavagaDAnAM duHkho veThaze! pAMce ya bhANejone drupada rAjAe haiyA sAthe cAMpI dIdhA. te pAMce ya putra dAdA pAse rahevA lAgyAM. A tarapha dhRSTadyumnanA gayA pachI eka anucara samAcAra laIne AvyA ke kRSNa tamane maLavA mATe Ave che. kRSNajI padhAravAnI vadhAmaNI sAMbhaLIne pAMDe, kuMtAmAtA, draupadI sane khUba AnaMda thaye. ame jaMgalamAM chIe te vAta paNa teo bhUlI gayA, ane kRSNanA AgamananI rAha jovA lAgyA. eTalAmAM zrIkRSNa hAthI, ghoDA, sainya vigere laIne AvI pahoMcyA. kRSNajI AvatA dekhAyA eTale badhA deDIne temanA sAme gayA ne ekabIjA bheTI paDyA. kRSNane joIne jema bALakane mAtA maLe teTale AnaMda pAMDane the. saunI AMkhamAM harSanA AMsu AvI gayA. kRSNa vAsudeve AvIne kuMtApheI ane pAMDurAjAne praNAma karyA. pAMDavoe kRSNane praNAma karyA. ahIM vanavagaDAmAM zrIkRSNane satkAra karavA lAyaka pAMDave pAse koI cIja na hatI. phakta aMtarano Adara ne prema hate. premanA pupithI vadhAvyA ne besavA mATe eka Asana ApyuM. tenA upara kRSNajI beThA eTale badhA temane vIMTaLAIne besI gayA. pAMDave, draupadI vigerenI AvI dazA joIne kRSNanuM haiyuM bharAI gayuM. sI DIvAra mauna rahyA pachI kRSNa dharmarAjAne kahyuM. tame duryodhana sAthe jugAra ramyAM ane rAjya, addhi badhuM hArI gayA ne vanavAsa AvyAM. te vAtanI mane jANa thaI tyAre atyaMta duHkha thayuM paNa e duryodhane tamane jugAra zA mATe ramADyA? ane ramavAmAM kevuM kapaTa karyuM che tenI pUrI mAhitI mane maLI che. mila gaye siddha arU sAdhaka kapaTI, zakunI kaNuM ye deI piyukta duryodhana belI, lUMTa liyA saba jeI he... zrotA e duSTa duryodhanane ne zakuni ane karNa bane kapaTI uttara sAdhaka maLI gayA. enA sahavAsathI ja te jItI gayuM che. tame jyAre jugAra ramatA hatA tyAre eka bAju zakuni ane bIjI bAju kazuM baMne ubhA rahetA hatA ane tame pAsA nAMkhatA hatA tyAre enI vidyAnA baLathI tamArA savaLI pAsA avaLA karI nAkhatA hatA, ane duryodhananA avaLA pAsA savaLA karI nAMkhatA hatA. e baMne jaNAe AvuM kAma karyuM che. tame Indraprastha gayA ne jugAra ramyA paNa mane A vAtanI jANa nA karI. tame mane khabara ApI hatI te huM tyAM AvI jAta ane A samaye je huM tamArI pAse rahetA te huM joI leta ke

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dara zAradA darzana duryodhana ke jIte che! je budha pAse hoya te rAhunI tAkAta nathI ke caMdra grahaNa karI zake ! paNa tamArA evA pApakarmane udaya haze eTale keIne mati sujhI nahi. eNe kapaTa karIne tamane jugAramAM harAvyA eTalethI tene zAMti na vaLI tethI draupadIne eTale kheMcIne sabhAmAM lAvyA ne tenI sADI kheMcIne nagna karavA uDyo. A badhuM sAMbhaLIne mane te krodha ke vyApI gaye che. te e tame kema joI zakyA ? Ama te A bhIma ane arjuna kyAM jhAlyA rahe tevA che! e baMne duryodhanane capaTImAM cALI nAMkhe tevA che, paNa tame satyavAdI ane daDhapratijJa purUSa che eTale tame temane rokyA haze! bAkI teo AvuM apamAna sahana karI zake tema nathI. tame mane je rajA Ape te huM vairane badale levA jAuM ne duryodhanane batAvI dauM. tyAre dharmarAjAe kahyuM. ApanA krodhanI sAme khuda devanuM parAkrama paNa vyartha che. te pachI duryodhananI zuM tAkAta che ke ApanI sAme TakI zake ! paNa huM vacanathI baMdhAele chuM ne Apa enI sAme laDavA jAo te lekemAM ApaNI niMdA thaze. mATe moTAbhAI! ApaNe evuM karavuM nathI, ane eno zuM doSa che? deSa mAtra mAre che. huM tyAM gaye ne badhAnA AgrahathI jugAra ramavA beTho te hAye ne? jugAra ramyA ja na hatA te AvuM banata? mATe mArI bhUla pahelI che. mArI bhUlanI zikSA mane bhagavI levA de. Ama kahIne kRSNane krodha zAMta karyo. pachI dharmarAjA badhA bhAIone sAthe laIne bhISmapitA pAse AvyA ne temane vinayapUrvaka namana karIne kahyuM. pitAjI! Apa te kuruvaMzanA mugaTamaNI samAna che, ane amArA vaDIlanAM vaDIla che. amArA bhAge amAre vanavAsa veThavAno prasaMga AvyuM che te Apa amane evI hita zikhAmaNa Apa ke ame ApanI kRpAthI A vanavAsarUpI khano mahAsAgara pAra karI zakIe. amane vanavAsamAM keI vina na Ave ane ame bAra varSa vanavAsa ane teramuM varSa guptapaNe vItAvIne kSemakuzaLa pAchA AvIe. yudhiSThirane vinaya viveka vigere guNe jene bhISmapitAe temanI prazaMsA karatAM kahyuM ke mane lAge che ke sajajana ane durjana baMnenI jagatane pIchANa karAvavA mATe tame jugAra ramyA che. bAkI kyAM tame AvA guNavAna ane kyAM durgaNa samAna jugAra! jenA bhAIe jagatane jItavAnI kaLAthI yukta che tevA yudhiSThira kadI jugAra rame kharA? A te bhAvibhAva. ghaDI paLa evI bhajavAI gaI ne na banavAnuM banyuM. A pramANe pAMDanI prazaMsA karI. taba gAMgeya kahe tumAre saMga, meM bhI calU isa kAla, dharmarAjane rekA kakara, ghara kI kare patipAla, hotA

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zAha darzana dA pachI bhISmapitAe kahyuM. dIkarAo! tamane choDIne javAnuM mana thatuM nathI. huM te tamArI sAthe AvIza. mAre pAchA javuM nathI. tyAre yudhiSThire temanA caraNamAM mastaka namAvIne kahyuM, nA, Apane A uMmare amArI sAthe laI javA nathI. Apa jevA vaDIla purUSa rAjyamAM haze te saMbhALa rAkhaze. Apa vinA sAcI salAha keNuM Apaze? Apa amane evI hita zikhAmaNa Apa ke te ame sAthe laIne jaIzuM ane mAnIzuM ke Apa amArI pAse che. tyAre bhISmapitAe kahyuM. dharmarAjA! kAma, krodha, mada, lebha, hAMsI, ajJAna, asatya, hiMsA, adattAdAna vigere durguNe anarthanI khANa jevA che. mATe tame tene tyAga karajo ane dAna, jJAna, sukRtya ane sajajanono saMga karaje. dararoja dhama dhyAna karaje, ane khUba saMpIne premathI rahejo ne bAra varSa pUrNa karI kSemakuzaLa AvIne rAjya saMbhALajo. bhISmapitAjInI zikhAmaNa hRdayamAM dhAraNa karIne temane namana karIne imarAjA droNAcArya ane kRpAcArya pAse AvyA. temaNe paNa pAMDe sAthe rahevAnI IcchA pradarzita karI paNa yudhiSThire temane samajAvIne javAnI rajA ApI. pachI dharmarAjA dhRtarASTranA caraNamAM namyA tyAre dhRtarASTra paNa kahyuM, huM tamArI sAthe AvuM chuM. tyAre dharmarAjAe kahyuM, nA kAkA ! tamAre nathI AvavuM. have Apa badhA pAchA vaLe. khUba kahyuM tyAre dhRtarASTra pAchA javA taiyAra thayA tyAre dharmarAjAe kahyuM, kAkA ! duryodhanane mArA taraphathI eTale saMdeze kahejo ke te hastinApura Adi dareka rAjyanI prajAnuM putranI jema pAlana kare ane evI rIte rAjya kare ke jenAthI vaDIlenI kIti ujajavaLa bane. juo, A pavitra purUSanI keTalI pavitratA che! pite vagaDAmAM beThe beThe paNa prajAnI keTalI ciMtA kare che! dharmarAjAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne dhRtarASTra zaramAI gayA ne manamAM vicAra karavA lAgyA ke jyAM A pAMDave guNa guNanA bhaMDAra ane kyAM durguNathI bharela mAre duryodhana! e mauna besI rahyA. pachI dharmarAjA vidurajI pAse AvyA ne temane namana karIne pUchayuM ke huM vRddha mAtApitAne sAthe laIne jAuM ke mUkIne jAuM ? tyAre vidurajIe kahyuM ke bhAI! Ama te tamArA viyogathI pAMDurAjA khUba gUraze paNa A uMmare temane tame vagaDAmAM kyAM pheravaze ? tame pAMDurAjAne pAchA mokalI de ane sAthe mAdrIne mokale. e temanI sevA karaze. tame pAMca bhAI kuMtAjI ane draupadI ATalA jAo. haju satyavatI, vigere tathA prajAjane pAMDenI sAthe javA Agraha karaze ane pAMDa badhAne vidAya Apaze ne kaNa kaNa jaze tenA bhAva avasare.

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622 zAradA darzana vyAkhyAna na-79 bhAdaravA vada 3 ne zukravAra tA. 30-9-77 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI, anaMtadarzanI ane anaMtakarUNAnA sAgara vItarAga paramAtmA tRSNAnA tApathI taraphaDatA jIvone tRptine rAha cIMdhatA kahe che ke, he bhavya ! je tamAre sAcuM sukha prApta karavuM hoya te tRptinA gharamAM Ave. tyAga vinA tRpti nathI ane tRpti vinA Atmika sukha nathI. Aje vaijJAnika yugamAM bhautika sukhanAM sAdhane khUba vadhyAM che. eka jamAnAmAM rAjA-mahArAjAone je sukhanAM sAdhano na hatAM. te AjanA sAmAnya zrImaMtanA gharamAM jovA maLe che. e A yuga che, chatAM kyAMya saMteSa ke tRpti dekhAya che? jJAnI kahe che ke - jyAM che paranI mAMga, tyAM che tRSNanI Aga, he cetana! have te jAga, ema kahe che vItarAga. * jema jema bhautika padArthonI IcchA thatI jaze tema tema tRSNA vadhatI jaze, ane jema jema bheganAM sAdhane vadhatAM gayAM, tema tema tRpti dharatI gaIne tRSNA vadhatI gaI. mATe have tuM jAga ane tRSNA tyAga karI tRptinA gharamAM Ava. je tRptinA gharamAM nahi Ave te tArI tRSNAnI bhUkha vadhatI jaze. ne e bhUkhamAM tuM rakhAI jaIza. juo, asalanA jamAnAmAM mANasa gADAmAM musApharI karatAM hatAM. kaMIka pagapALA musApharI karatAM hatAM. temane Aje gheDAgADI, TeIna, basa vigere jhaDapI vAhanonI sagavaDa maLI chatAM temanI tRNunI Aga olavAtI nathI. temane paradezanI gADI ane vimAne jevA jhaDapI sAdhanonI sagavaDa joIe che. tenAthI teo jhaDapI musApharI karavA Icche che, paNa tamane samajAya che ne ke jema jema sagavaDo vadhI tema tema agavaDo paNa vadhI che ne jema jema bhautika sukhanAM sAdhano vadhyAM tema tema baMdhane paNa vadhyAM che. pAMca IndrionA viSayamAM saMsAranAM samagra sukhanI samApti thaI jAya che. dareka Indriya bheganI bharatI vacce rahevA chatAM tene kadI saMtoSa thatuM nathI. te sadA atRpta rahe che. juo, sUvA mATe tamane DanalepanI pocI makhamala jevI gAdI maLe chatAM ghaNuM vakhata temAM kharabacaDI zilA jevI karkazatAne anubhava thAya che. batrIsa pakavAna ane tetrIsa prakAranA zAka, athANAM, pApaDa, caTaNI ane pharasANethI bharelAM bhANe jamavA besanArane kaI kaI vAra temAM svAda AvatuM nathI, tene badhuM phikakuM lAge che. senTa attara vigerenI sugaMdhamAM paNa kyAreka durgadhane AbhAsa thAya che. sUrIlA saMgItanAM madhura sUra sAMbhaLatAM mAnavIne ghaNuvAra jANe gadheDuM bhUMkatuM na hoya ! kAgaDe kAkA karatA na hoya tevuM lAge che. svarganA deva jevuM suMdara sauMdarya paNa ghaNIvAra phikaka dekhAya che. bele, AmAM eka paNa

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zASThA darzana da23 Indriyane tenA viSayanuM sukha maLyAnI tRpti ke AnaMda che? je maLyuM che tene saMtoSa thatuM nathI. ane je nathI maLyuM tene meLavavA mATe tRSNanI AgamAM zekAI rahyo che. baMdhuo ! A saMsAra sAgaramAM dinapratidina sagavaDonAM pUra vahI rahyAM che, ne bheganI bhayaMkara bharatI AvI rahI che. chatAM mAnavanA aMtaramAM saMtoSa ke tRpti thatI nathI. enA bhautika sukhanA svapnAnI sImA nathI, enI AzAnA pUrane kaI rokanAra nathI. enI kAmanAne kinAro nathI, enI tRSNane tala bhAra jeTalI tAjagI nathI. A badhuM jotAM manamAM prazna thAya che ke bhegathI tRpti nathI te zenAthI tRpti thAya che. tyAre jJAnI purUSe tenA javAbamAM pharamAve che ke "mavaM DUtoDattAmanA" he mAnava! bhogathI tRpti nathI paNa tyAgathI che. agnimAM ghI nAMkhamathI te elAtI nathI paNa vadhu prajavalita bane che. chatAM kadAca ghI nAMkhavAthI agni zAMta thaI jAya, sAgaramAM game teTalI nadIo bhaLe chatAM sAgara bharAtuM nathI te paNa kadAca bharAI jAya paNa mAnavInuM mana kadI bhegathI tRpta thatuM nathI. A tRpti e evI kaI cIja nathI ke je bajAramAM vecAtI maLI zake. tRpti te pitAnA aMtarAtmAmAM rahelI che. tyAganI kedALI laIne bhegane kacaro dUra kare eTale tamane tRtine AnaMda maLaze. AtmAmAMthI ja tRpti maLaze, bahArathI nahi maLe. jemaNe jIvanamAMthI bhegane kacere dUra karI tyAga mArga apanAvI tRptine anubhava karyo che. tevA AtmAonAM nAma siddhAMtanA pAne lakhAyA che, paNa jeo bheganAM bhikhArI banIne saMsAranAM kIcaDamAM khUMcelA rahyAM che. temanAM nAma lakhatAM nathI. ApaNe gajasukumArane adhikAra cAle che. temAM vacce semila brAhmaNanI vAta AvI che. semila brAhmaNa ane samazrI brAhmaNIne tyAM ghaNI saMpatti hatI. temane tyAM eka dedIpyamAna samA nAmanI putrIno janma thayo. putra-putrIno janma thAya tyAre mA-bApa harakhAya che, paNa e moTA thAya che tyAre keTalI ciMtA ubhI thAya che? dIkarA-dIkarIo bhaNI gaNIne taiyAra thAya eTale temane paraNAvavAnI ciMtA. dIkaro paraNAvyA pachI vahu je sArI Ave te vAMdho nahi paNa je vIsamI sadInI Ave te upAdhine pAra nahi. roja jhaghaDA cAlyA kare, ane dIkarIne paraNAvIne sAsare mokalI eTale patI jatuM nathI. enuM ANuM karyuM te pAchaLa jhIyANAnI ciMtA ubhI hoya che. Ama eka pachI eka lapharAM saMsAranI pAchaLa saMkaLAyelAM hoya che. AvA saMsAramAM tamane zuM sukha dekhAya che ! saMsAra eka uMDA sAgara jevuM che. keI mANasa sAgaranA kinAre pharavA mATe gaye hoya tene sAgaranAM pANI joIne manamAM thAya ke lAvane jarA pANImAM paga jhaLuM. e paga jhALavA jAya che tyAre ema thAya che ke, lAvane jarA snAna karI ula. snAna karatAM vicAra thAya che ke lAva tyAre huM thoDIvAra pANImAM taravA jAuM. ema eka pachI eka lAlaca jAge che. e taravA jatAM kyAreka uMDA pANImAM DUbI paNa jAya. vicAra kare ke saMsAranAM sukha paNa kevA che !

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(24 zArA darzana A saMsAra ane saMsAranAM sukhanI pAchaLa tame doDI rahyAM che paNa yAda rAkhaje, ke aMte e tamane pachADaze ane game teTaluM sukha maLaze paNa tRSNano aMta Avaze nahi paNa jema jema sukha maLatuM jaze tema tema tRSNa vadhatI jaze ane eka pachI eka upAdhio paNa vadhatI jaze. AvA saMsArane tame zuM vaLagI paDyAM che ! zrAvakane kahIe ke devAnupriyo ! saMsArane meha choDe. tyAre kahe che mahAsatIjI! vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLIe tyAre mana thAya che paNa have zuM karIe ? upAdhio vaLagI paDI che. tame ene vaLagyA che ke e tamane vaLagI che tene vicAra kare. eka nyAya ApIne samajAvuM. eka vakhata eka yuvAne kaI jJAnI gurUne upadeza sAMbhaLI vairAgya pAmIne dIkSA lIdhI. je saMyama mArga svIkAre che te pahelethI samajIne svIkAre che ke saMyamamAM mAre bAvIsa pariSaha veThavA paDaze. sUyagaDAyaMga sUtramAM bhagavAne be prakAranA pariSaha batAvyAM che. eka anukULa pariSaha ane bIje pratikULa pariSaha, temAM bhUkha-tarasa, vadha-baMdhana Akroza vacanane, keI apamAna kare, tiraskAra kare, keI mAra mAre, A badhAM pratikULa pariSaha che. satkAra-sanmAna vigere anukULa pariSaha che. te sevALanA ArA jevA che. keI mANasa tamAre duzmana che tenAthI tame sAvadhAna rahe che, paNa je jIgarajAna mitra che tenAthI tame sAvadhAna rahe kharA? nA. keI vAra mitra thaIne gaLA para charI pheravI de che ne ? evI rIte pratikULa pariSade Ave che tyAre sAdhaka AtmAo sAvadhAna rahIne pariSaha samabhAvathI sahana kare che te tenAM karmo khapI jAya che, paNa anukULa pariSaha Ave tyAre je sAvadhAnI na rahe te sAdhaka saMyamathI pachaDAI jAya che. jema keI sAdhu pAse AvIne kahe zuM mahArAja tamAruM' jJAna che! zuM tamAruM cAritra che ! tame kevA mahAna che ! A rIte khUba prazaMsA kare, guNa gAya tyAre aMdarathI harakhAya paNa uparathI bole ke nA bhAI..nA, mArAmAM evuM kAMI nathI. tame mArA evA guNalA na gAze. A mAna ane prazaMsAmAM taNAvuM te anukuLa pariSaha che. pelA yuvAne dIkSA lIdhI, dIkSA laIne ghaNuM jJAna meLavyuM. pharatAM pharatAM bAra varSe pitAnA gAmamAM padhAryA. bhagavAna kahe che huM mArA zamaNe ane zramaNIo ! je tamAre jaladI kalyANa karavuM hoya te tame gRhasthano paricaya na karaze. jeTaluM vadhu paricaya karaze teTalI tamArI sAdhanA gumAvaze. gRhasthamAM paNa jyAM pitAnAM sagAvahAlA hAya temanAthI te dUra rahevuM ja sAruM kAraNa ke saMyamI AmA te sagAvahAlAne neha choDIne dIkSA le che, paNa sagAvahAlAone temanA pratyene rAgabhAva hoya che. eTale emane joIne kahe-mahArAja ! tamAruM zarIra bahu sUkAI gayuM che. jue, tame dIkSA lIdhI tyAre kevA hatAM ne kevA thaI gayA? A samaye je sAdhaka makkama heya te vadhe na Ave paNa je raheja kApa ke dehalakSI hoya te tenI sAdhanAmAM khAmI Ave che,

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zAradA darzana pelA mahArAja bAra varSe AvyAM che. emanA sagAvahAlAM, mitre badhA darzana karavA AvavA lAgyA. mahArAja saune dharma samajAvatAM. eka divasa mahArAja gaucarI karAMnuM pitAnuM ghara hatuM tyAM AvyA. eTale emanI mAtA raDatI raDatI kahevA lAgI-beTA! teM te mane raDatI mUkIne dIkSA laI lIdhI. te kaMI vicAra na karyo ? ke je mAtAe ghaMTInA piDA pheravI keTaluM duHkha veThIne ucheryo, bhaNu, gaNAvyo ne paraNa, temanI mATe sevA karavI joIe. mA-bApanI sevA karavI e dIkarAne dharma che. tyAM vRddha pitA AvyA ne raDatA raDatA kahe che dIkarA ! te te dIkSA laI lIdhI paNa mAre A uMmare keTalA vetara karavA paDe che! A gharaDA bApanA sAmuM te je. A uMmare bApanI sevA karavAnI hoya che. dIkSA laIne cAlyA javAya ! bApa Ama kahete hatuM tyAM eraDAmAMthI enI patnI raDatI raDatI AvIne kahevA lAgI-svAmInAtha ! tame te mane mUkIne cAlyA gayA. tamArA gayA pachI A gharamAM mArI kaMI kiMmata nathI. tamArA vinA mArI vAta phaNa sAMbhaLe ? tamArA vinA mane navI navI sADIo koNa lAvI Ape ? tamArA vinA A saMsAramAM mAruM koNa? jarA mArA sAmuM te juo ? A vRddha mAtApitA paNa tamArA viyogathI keTalA bhUre che! tyAM enA be chokarA AvyAM ne kahevA lAgyA. bApA! have tamane ame nahi javA daIe, ema kahIne vaLagI paDayA. A sAdhune anukULa pariSaha AvyuM. cAre bAjuthI badhA gherAI vaLyA, ne karUNa rUdana karavA lAgyA. ahIM eka kavinuM pada yAda Ave che ke dIkSA lenArane zuM karavuM joIe? sagapaNa saMsArInAM bhUlavAM paDe, muktino mAraga che tyAre jaDe, bahenI kevA haze, mA zuM karatAM haze, je je yAda Ave nA saMsAra. jeNe saMsAra choDyuM che teNe badhuM bhUlavuM joIe, paNa yAda karavuM nA joIe. tenA badale ahIM badhAne raDatA joIne sAdhunuM mana pIgaLI gayuM ne bolyA, ke tame bahu raDe che mATe huM kapaDAM utArIne pAtarAmAM rajoharaNa ane muhapatti badhuM bAMdhIne khUNAmAM mUkI dauM. saMta te sevALanA ArA samAna saMsAramAM lapasI paDyA. A tarapha gurU rAha jovA lAgyAM ke haju mAro ziSya gaucarI karIne kema na Avyo? traNa cAra kalAka thayA paNa ziSya na AvyuM tyAre gurU zodhavA nIkaLyA. zodhatAM zodhatAM ene ghera AvyA ne ziSyane pUchayuM-kema bhAI! A zuM? tyAre kahe che gurUdeva! te gaucarI karavA Avyo ne A badhA mane vaLagI paDayAM che. have mArAthI chUTI zakAya tema nathI. gurUe ghaNuM samajAvyuM paNa mAnya nahi eTale gurU te cAlyA gayA, paNa manamAM vicAra karyo ke game tema karIne paNa celAne ThekANe lAve. bIje divase eka sUkAI gayelA jhADanA ThUMThAne bAtha bIDIne madhakhatA taDakAmAM gurU ubhA rahyA. tyAMthI AvatA zA-6

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626 zAradA darzana jatA leko pUchavA lAgyA ke mahArAja ! A mAthuM phATI jAya tevA taDakAmAM A jhADane bAtha bIDIne kema ubhA rahyA che? tyAre gurUe kahyuM ke zuM karuM ? A jhADa mane vaLagI paDyuM che te chUTatuM nathI, tyAre ke emane choDAvavA lAgyA paNa mahArAja cheDatA nathI. leke belavA lAgyA ke mahArAja jJAnI che ne A kare che? Ama karatAM vAta gAmamAM prasarI gaI pelA celAnA kAne vAta AvI. tenA manamAM thayuM ke mArA gurU te jJAnI, guNIyala ne gaMbhIra che. te AvuM na kare ne Ama kema karyuM! lAva, huM temanI pAse jAuM. e gurU pAse AvyA ne kahyuM- gurUdeva ! A zuM ? tyAre gurUe samaya joIne kahyuM. bhAI! zuM karuM ? A jhADa mane vaLagI paDyuM che, tyAre kahe che are, gurUdeva ! Apa kevI vAta karI che? Apa jhADane vaLagI paDyA che ke jhADa Apane vaLagyuM che? tyAre gurUe kahyuM -bhAI mArI vAta rahevA de paNa tuM saMsArane vaLage che ke saMsAra tane vaLage che? (hasAhasa) cele catura hatA te samajI gaye ke mArA gurUe mane ThekANe lAvavA mATe ja Ama karyuM che. gurUdeva kevA karUNAvaMta che ! ke mAruM kalyANa karAvavA mATe AvA dhamadhakhatA taDakAmAM UbhA rahyA. tarata ja ziSya gurUnA caraNamAM paDI gayuM ne pitAnI bhUlanI kSamA mAMgI prAyazcita laIne pharIne dIkSA lIdhI ne AtmAnuM kalyANa karyuM. devAnupriye! jarA vicAra kare. pelA mahArAjanI mAphaka tame saMsArane vaLagelA che ke tamane saMsAra vaLagele che? sAcuM belo. tame pote saMsArane vaLyAM che. bhale tame na bele, paNa eTaluM yAda rAkhajo ke saMsAra tamane nathI vaLage paNa tame ene vaLagyA che. aneka upAdhiothI bharele A saMsAra che. tame tenI mamatA ochI kare. jeTalI mamatA che teTaluM baMdhana che. mATe samajIne saMsArathI sarakI jAo te sAcuM sukha meLavI zakaze. somila brAhmaNanI patnI samazrIe putrane janma Ape. ene ghera te putrI paNa putra jevI hatI. tenuM nAma semAM hatuM. A samA punamanA caMdranuM jevI saumya hatI. ghaNAM bALake evA puNyavAna hoya che ke temane joIne mANasane ramADavAnuM mana thAya che. A samA saune vahAlI lAgatI hatI. have AgaLa zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra : pAMDenI sAthe ghaNu mANase vanamAM AvyA che. zrIkRSNa paNa AvI gayA che. bhISmapitA, droNAcArya, dhRtarASTra, vidurajI badhA kahe che ke ame tamArI sAthe AvIe, paNa pAMDee kahyuM-Apa vaDIlenI amArA upara kRpAdaSTi che eTale amane kaMI vadhe nahi Ave. tera varSa te kAle pasAra thaI jaze. Apa badhA pAchA vaLe. pAMDurAjAne pAchA javAnI icchA na hatI paNa dharmarAjA, vidurajI, bhISmapitA vigeree khUba samajAvyA eTale pAchA vaLavAnuM nakkI karyuM, sAthe mAdrI rANIne javAnuM kahyuM, tyAre

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127 zAradA darzana satyavatIe kahyuM ke huM tamArI sAthe AvIza. temane paNa yudhiSThire samajAvIne rajA ApI. ghaNuM nagarajano paNa sAthe AvyA hatAM. temane paNa dharmarAjAe pAchA vaLavA kahyuM, tyAre nagarajano AMkhamAM AMsu sArIne kahevA lAgyAM ke ame te jyAM ApanA caraNakamaLa haze tyAM ja rahIzuM, Apane choDIne ame nahi jaIe, tyAre yudhiSThire kahyuM- he mArA pyArA prajAjano ! tamArI amArA pratye lAgaNI che tene ame anAdara karI zakatA nathI paNa jaMgalamAM jeTalA jhAjhA mANasa hoya teTalAne sAcavavAnI ciMtA rahe, ane kyAreka upAdhimAM mUkAI javAno prasaMga Ave mATe Apa badhA samajIne pAchA vaLe, ane ame amArA mArge AgaLa prayANa karIe. A pramANe kahIne pAMDe ane dropadI badhA bhISmapitA, pAMDurAjA, dhRtarASTra, vidurajI, droNAcArya, satyavatI, mAdrI vigerenA caraNamAM paDayA. raDatI AMkhe pAMDavone ApelI vidAya saue raDatI AMkhe pAMDane AzISa ApyA ane dharmarAjAe mAdrIne kahyuM-mAtAjI! tame pitAjInI khUba sevA karaje. mAdrIe paNa nakuLa ane sahadevane kahyuM ke tame tana-manathI tamArA vaDIla bhAIe tathA kuMtAmAtAnI khaDe page sevA kare che, tyAre pAMDurAjAe kuMtAjIne bhalAmaNa karatAM kahyuM ke he devI! A mArA dIkarAone neMdhArA mUkIne jAuM chuM. tame temanuM dhyAna rAkhaje ne draupadIne paNa dIkarInI jema sAcavo. A rIte khUba bhalAmaNa karIne pAMDurAjAe potAnI AMgaLIethI eka vighara ratnanI vIMTI kADhIne yudhiSThiranI AMgaLIe paherAvI dIdhI ne kahyuM-beTA! A vIMTImAM ghaNuM guNa che. tenA prabhAvathI tamane jaMgalamAM kaI jAtanuM vigha nahi Ave. mATe tame ene barAbara sAcavajo. ATaluM belatAM pAMDurAjAnuM haiyuM bharAI gayuM. raDatAM raDatAM gadgad svare kahevA lAgyAM ke beTA ! tame sAcavIne jaje. tamArA vinA mane kema gamaze? tame jaMgalamAM duHkha kevI rIte sahana karaze? tame kumaLA phula jevA jaMgalamAM besaze ne huM mahelamAM rahuM ! arere.huM te yudhiSThirane gAdIe besADIne dIkSA levAno hato paNa mane dIkSA levA na dIdhI. tame kahyuM hatuM ke pitAjI! ame tamArI sevA karIzuM paNa mArI sevA karavAne badale mane choDIne vanavAsa cAlyA ane mAre A uMmare AvuM duHkha jevAno vakhata Avye. AnA karatAM meM dIkSA lIdhI hatI te AvuM duHkha jevAne vakhata te na Avata ne jyAM mAruM mAnyuM che tyAM duHkha che ne? A pramANe khUba kalpAMta karatAM kahyuM-mane javAnI bilakula IcchA nathI paNa tame kahe che tethI anicchAe javuM paDe che. ema kahI pAMceya putrane pAMDurAjAe bAthamAM laI lIdhA ne mAthe hAtha mUkIne AzIrvAda ApIne kahyuM. huM jAuM chuM. tame vanavAsanA tera varSa pUrA karIne kSemakuzaLa pAchA AvIne tamArA mukhanAM darzana karAvaje. A pramANe kahIne saue pAMDa pAsethI vidAya lIdhI. badhAne vidAya karyA

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28: zAradA darzana pachI pAMDavAe kRSNane pAchA pharavA kahyuM, tyAre kRSNujIe kahyuM. nA, huM tA thADA samaya tamArI sAthe rahIza. ema kahIne kRSNa pAMDavAnI sAthe gayA. vaDIlAne, nagarajanone saune vidyAya karIne pAMDavA, kuMtAjI, draupadI ane kRSNajIe tyAMthI AgaLa prayANa karyuM. e samaye atyAranI mAphaka DAmaranA roDanA sIdhA rastA na hatAM. khADA-TekarA, kAMTA ne kAMkarAvALA viSama rastA hatA. kacAreka khINamAM utaravu paDatuM tA kayAreka uMcA DuiMgarA upara caDhIne utaratAM hatAM. pagamAM kAMTA bheAMkAI jatAM ne lAhI nIkaLatAM hatAM. AvA kaSTa veThatAM veThatAM vananI keDIe AgaLa cAlI rahyA che. cAlatA cAlatA kRSNe yudhiSThiranI ratnanI vITI joIne AzcaryathI pUchyuM, bhAI ! A vIMTI kayAMthI lAvyA ? mArI pAse paNa AvI vIMTI nathI. A vI'TImAM vinna nivAraNa karavAno, jhera utAravAno vigere ghaNAM guNA che, tyAre dhama rAjAe kahyuM mArA pitAjIe ApI che. temaNe vizAlAkSa nAmanA vidyAdharanuM koI kArya karyuM haze tenA upakAranA RNamAMthI mukta thavA mATe vidyAdhare mArA pitAjIne premathI A vITI bheTa ApelI che, te pitAjI paheratAM hatAM paNa vanavAsamAM rakSaNa mATe mane ApI che. A pramANe satya hakIkata sAMbhaLIne kRSNajI khuza thayA. mArgImAM kaSTa ghaNuM paDe che paNa kRSNajI sAthe hatAM eTale te saune AnaMda karAvatA hatA. paraspara vAtacIta temaja AnaMdapramAda karatAM ghaNAM divase te nAsika zaheramAM paDeoMcI gayA. have temane jaitamuninAM dAna thaze ne kevA Ana thaze tenA bhAva avasare, vyAkhyAna na 80 bhAdaravA vada 4 ne zanivAra tA. 1-10-77 sujJa badhuMA, suzIla mAtA ne baheneA! anaMtajJAnI bhavya jIvAnAM kalyANu mATe pharamAve che ke. cAri paramaMgANi, dulahANIha jaMtuNo / mANusataM suI saddhA, saMjamammiya vIriyaM // utta. a. 3 gAthA 1. A saMsAramAM jIvane manuSya janma, zAstranI vANInu zravaNu, vItarAga vacanamAM zraddhA, ane vIyanuM sa MyamamAM phAravavu' eTale saMyamanI pravRtti e cAra uttama aMgAnI tathA A sivAya A kSetra, jaina kuLamAM janma, pAMca indrienI pUrNaOtA, nicagI zarIra, dha

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29 zAradA darzana zravaNa, dharmazraddhA ane saMyama A badhuM maLavuM mahAna muzkela che. chatAM puNyadaye maLI gayuM che paNa ajJAna dazAne kAraNe sva saMpattine jIva oLakhI zakatuM nathI. tethI paramAM phAMphA mAre che. jyAM sudhI siMhanA baccAne svazaktinuM bhAna na hoya tyAM sudhI gheTAnA ToLAmAM bhaLIne gheTAnA jevuM jIvana jIve che. bhikhArIne cIMtharAmAM bAMdhelA pArasamaNunI pIchANa na hovAthI te dIna, hIna ane kaMgALa jevuM jIvana jIve che. tevI rIte Aje duniyAnA kaMIka mAnavIone pitAnAmAM chUpAyelI zaktinI khabara na hovAthI duHkha bhogavI rahyA che. ATalA mATe jJAnI pharamAve che ke te AtmA svane jANu, AcArAMga sUtramAM paNa kahyuM che ke "je gf nAipha ne caMgALakuM, ne sabya nAgapha re cha vArU " je eka jIvadravyane athavA ajIva dravyane dravya, kSetra, kALa ane bhAvathI temaja atIta, anAgata ane vartamAnakALa sabaMdhI samasta paryAyothI yukta jANe che te samasta padArthone jANe che. samasta padArthonuM samyagUjJAna thayA vinA kaI eka vivakSita padArthanuM jJAna dravya, kSetra, kALa ane bhAvathI ane atIta, anAgata ane vartamAna samasta paryAthI thaI zakatuM nathI. je A lekanA bhItaranA samasta padArthone jANe che te eka dravyane paNa jANe che. mATe jJAnI kahe che ke tuM svamAM purUSArtha karI eka AtmAne jANa eka AtmAnuM jJAna thavAthI samasta ajIva padArthonuM jJAna paNa thAya che. Isu khrista paNa kahyuM che ke tuM tArI jAtane oLakha. amerikAmAM vinseTa pIla nAmano eka pAdarI thaI gaye. tene pitAnA AtmA upara akhUTa zraddhA hatI. eka vakhata amerikAnA eka dhanavAna vahepArIe devALuM kADhyuM. enI Ijajata AbarU khalAsa thaI gaI eTale te ApaghAta karavA taiyAra thaye, tyAre tene eka sajajana mANase kahyuM. bhAI! tuM A rIte mUMjhavaNano mAryo ApaghAta na karIza. tuM pAdarI pAse jA. te tArI badhI mUMjhavaNa maTADI deze. e khUba pavitra che. eTale vahepArI pAdarI pAse Ave ne pitAnA duHkhanI badhI vAta karI, tyAre pAdarIe kahyuM. huM tAruM badhuM duHkha dUra karIza. tame je kAMI gumAvyuM che tenA karatAM paNa huM tamane vadhu apAvIza, paNa tamAre mArI eka zarata svIkAravI paDaze. vahepArIe kahyuM, bele, tamArI zuM zarata che? tyAre pAdarIe kahyuM, ke tamArI pAse je kaMI che te badhuM tamAre mane ApI devuM paDaze. pAdarInI vAta sAMbhaLIne vahepArIe kahyuM sAheba ! upara Abha ane nIce dharatI sivAya mArI pAse bIjuM kaMI nathI, chatAM tamArI zarata kabUla karuM chuM. pAdarIe tene eka kerA kAgaLamAM jamA ane udhAranuM khAtuM pADIne kahyuM le, AmAM jamA bAju tamArI pAse je saMpatti che. te lakho ane udhAra bAju tame je gumAvyuM che tenI neMdha kare. vahepArIe pote mIla, gADI, maTara, baMgalA, milkata vigere je gumAvyuM hatuM te udhAra bAju lakhyuM ane jamAnI bAju kerI rAkhI, tyAre pAdarIe pUchayuM. have tamArI pAse kaMI ja nathI? nA, sAheba. have mArI pAse rAtI pAI nathI. pAdarIe kahyuM, sAcuM

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zaradA darzana belo. huM kahuM chuM ke tamArI pAse kaMIka che. vahepArIe gaLagaLA thaIne kahyuM, mArI pAse kaMI ja nathI. tyAre pAdarIe kahyuM, huM batAvuM. tamArI pAse tamAro jIva che ke nahi ? vahepArIe kahyuM, hA, java te che. pAdarIe kahyuM, te mane tamAre jIva ApI de. vahepArIe kahyuM, jIva ApI dIdhA pachI mArI gayelI mikta te zuM paNa mane kaI duniyAbharanuM rAjya ApI de te paNa zuM? jIva ApI dIdhA pachI thoDuM bhegavavAnuM che! pAdarIe kahyuM e kaMI huM na jANuM paNa tame pahelAM kahyuM ke mArI pAse kaMI ja nathI ne have kabUla kare che ke mArI pAse jIva che chatAM ApatA nathI. mATe zaratane bhaMga karyo. ThIka che, huM tamane jatA karuM chuM paNa sAthe e vAta samajAvuM chuM ke tame ema mAne ke huM jIvate chuM eTale mahAna bhAgyazALI chuM. je jIvanA badalAmAM tame duniyAnuM rAjya sevA paNa taiyAra nathI. te vicAra karo ke tenI kiMmata vadhAre ? saMpattinI ke jIvanI? vahepArIe kabUla karyuM ke saMpatti karatAM jIvanI kiMmata vadhAre che, tyAre pAdarIe kahyuM, ke te tame jamA bAjumAM ema lakhe ke jIva e mArI sauthI amUlya milakta che. e rIte vahepArIe lakhyuM. pharIne pAdarIe prazna karyo ke tamArI pAse kayA prANInuM zarIra che? te kahe che ke mArI pAse mAnavanuM zarIra che, tyAre pAdarIe kahyuM, ke mArI pAse eka vidyA che tenAthI huM dhAruM te pazu-pakSInuM zarIra banAvI zakuM chuM. je tame kaho te tamAruM zarIra koI paNa pazu pakSInuM banAvI dauM, ne tame kaho teTalI saMpatti tamane ApuM. bele kabUla che? tyAre vahepArIe kahyuM, tame te kevI vAta karo che? manuSyanuM zarIra gumAvIne game teTalI saMpatti maLe te paNa tene zuM karavAnI ? ene upayoga te mAnavanuM zarIra hoya te ja karI zakAya che, mATe mAre mAnavanuM zarIra gumAvIne saMpattinI jarUra nathI, tyAre pAdarIe kahyuM, ke bIjI vakhata zaratano bhaMga thaye. have tame jamAnA khAnAmAM lakhI do ke, mAnavanuM zarIra e mArI bIjA naMbaranI amUlya mita che. vahepArIe te pramANe lakhI dIdhuM. pAdarIe trIjI vakhata kahyuM ke tamAruM zarIra te nirogI lAge che, paNa huM tamane eka evuM ijekazana ApuM, ke jethI zarIramAM koI roga utpanna thaze. pachI tamane jeTalI saMpatti joIze teTalI huM ApIza. tyAre vahepArIe kahyuM-hAthe karIne regI banavuM ne milkata meLavavI te mane pasaMda nathI. regI avasthAmAM dhanavAna banavA karatAM bhale garIba rahevuM paNa nigI avasthAmAM rahevuM kabUla che. mAre regI banIne dhananI jarUra nathI. rogagrasta zarIre huM dhana kevI rIte bhegavuM? pAdarIe kahyuM. trIjI vakhata zaratano bhaMga tha. ThIka, have jamAnA khAtAmAM lakhe ke nirogI zarIra e mArI trIjA naMbaranI alya saMpatti che. pAdarIe kahyuM-ThIka, te ema kare ke tame amerikAmAM janmelA che

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zAradA dezana 3 ne ahI ja raheA che. to have jIvanabhara mATe yuropamAM rahevA jAo te tamArI gayelI saMpatti karatAM savAyI sapatti tamane maLI jaze, tyAre vahepArIe javAba Apyo ke sa`patti mATe huM amerikA jevI mArI janmabhUmino jIvanabhara mATe tyAga kema karI zakuM? mArI janmabhUmi e mArI aNumAla sapatti che. teno jIvanabhara tyAga karavA karatAM janmabhUmimAM garIba avasthAmAM rahevuM mane pasaMda che, paNa janmabhUmino tyAga karavo pasaMda nathI. pAdarIe kahyu ke teA have jamA mAjI lakhe ke mArI janmabhUmi e mArI ceAthA nakharanI mahAna soMpatti che. te pramANe vahepArIe lakhI dIdhuM, tyAre pAdarIe kahyuM ke tame bhagavAna isunA upAsaka che, jo tame isunI upAsanA cheDIne anya dharmono svIkAra karavA taiyAra hA teA nyAla karI daIza, kheleA, dharma badalavA taiyAra che? tyAre vahepArIe kahI dIdhuM ke mAro dharma badalavA karatAM motane bheTavuM hu vadhAre pasaMda karuM chuM, paNa dharma badalavA taiyAra nathI, eTale pAdarIe kahyuM ke teA jamA bAju lakhA ke duniyAnI badhI soMpattimAM dha e mArI sarvottama sa'patti che. vahepArIe kAgaLamAM lakhI dIdhuM. lakhyA pachI pAdarIe kahyuM ke have tame e jamA taraphnu' lakhANu 108 vakhata vAMcI jAe eTale tamane yAda rahI jAya. A lakhANa vAMcatA vAMcatA udyogapatinI mUMjhavaNu maTI gaI ane tenA mukha upara ciMtAne badale prasannatA chavAI gaI ne vahepArIe hasatAM cahere kahyuM-sAheba have mAre kaMI joItuM nathI. Aja sudhI mane mArI sAcI milkatanI khabara na hatI. te Ape Aje mane batAvI dIdhI have mane samajANuM ke mArI pAse aDhaLaka saMpatti che. hu garIba nathI, mArI je saMpatti gai tenA karatAM amUlya sapatti mArI pAse che. have teno sadupayoga karavA te ja mAru katavya che. Apa to pArasamaNi samAna che. Ape mane leADhA jevAne senA jevo banAvye. ApanA huM jeTale upakAra mAnu teTale A che. khaMdhue ! vahepArIne sAcI soMpattine khyAla AvatAM paramAMthI svamAM AvI gayA, garIba avasthAmAM paNa tene alaukika AnaMdane anubhava thavA lAgyA. eNe bAkInI jiMdagI dharmArAdhanAmAM vyatIta karI. Aje meTA bhAganA mAnavIe pAtAnI pAse zu' che te jANatA nathI ane jANavA mATe prayatna paNa karatAM nathI, ane khAhya saMpatti meLavavA mATe phAMphAM mAryA kare che. jema pAdarIe vahepArIne kahyuM tema ApaNA bhagavAne zuM kahyuM. che te yAda che ne? cAra a Mgo jIvane maLavA mahAna durlabha che. AnA jevI bIjI koI uttama sa Mpatti nathI. tA vicAra karo, zu' tamane A badhuM nathI maLyuM ? madhu ja maLyuM che. te have bhautika sukhA ke lakSmI Ave ke jAya, vadhe ke ghaTe tenI zA mATe ATalI badhI ciMtA kare che? tame enI game teTalI ciMtA karaze! chatAM te tamArI sAthe nahi Ave. sAthe te zubhAzubha kameryAM ja Avaze. kAraNu ke te badhuM AtmAthI par

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zAradA darzana che. AvuM jANIne pitAnI Amika saMpattine prApta karavAno puruSArtha kare joIe. purUSArtha AgaLa kaMI azakya nathI. purUSArtha karanAra nahi dhArelAM mahAnamAM mahAna kAryo karI zake che. jema sUryano udaya thatAM gADha aMdhakAra haTI jAya che tema AtmA uparanAM karmo haTI jatAM anaMta jJAna, darzana ane vIrya prakAze che. pachI bAdI saMpatti tenI dAsI banIne tenA caraNa cUme che. A AtmA AtmA maTIne paramAtmA bane che, ane aMte te eka divasa ajara-ajara, avinAzI ane zAzvata evA mekSa sukhane joktA banI jAya che. bele, AvuM sukha meLavavuM che ne? badhAnA sAmuM jotAM te dekhAya che ke saune mokSamAM javAnI IcchA che. te have mokSamAM javuM hoya te purUSArtha upADe, ane paramAMthI khasIne svamAM vase. je parano meha choDIne ravamAM ramaNatA karavAnA che tevA gajasukumArane adhikAra cAle che. somila brAhmaNane tyAM putrIno janma thayo che. temane te putra ke putrI baMne sarakhA ja che. e putrInuM nAma semA pADavAmAM AvyuM. te samA ati rUpavaMtI ane ati sukamAla hatI. jemAM vIjaLIne prakAza veta hoya che tema mAnA zarIrane raMga vIjaLI je ta hatuM. tenuM zarIra makhamala jevuM kemaLa hatuM. tenI vizeSatA batAvatA zAstrakAra kahe che ke "veLe nAva vana vidyA, tira sarA cA ithA !" ugatA sUryanA kiraNe tenA upara paDe te paNa te lAlaghUma banI jatI hatI. te saune vahAlI lAgatI hatI. AvI semA lADakoDathI uchavA lAgI. chevaTe te moTI thatAM tenA mAtApitAe tene gurUkuLamAM bhaNavA mUkI. atyAranI mAphaka e jamAnAmAM skUle ne kele na hatI paNa bALakane bhaNavA mATe gurUkuLamAM mekalavAmAM AvatA hatA. savAre javAnuM ne sAMje pAchA AvavAnuM nahi. tyAM te abhyAsa pUro thAya tyAM sudhI hevuM paDatuM hatuM. moTA moTA rAjakumAre paNa gurUkuLamAM bhaNavA mATe AvatA hatA. gurUonuM badhuM kAmakAja karatA hatAM. te e vicAra nahatA karatA ke ame te rAjAnA kumAra chIe. ahIM bhaNavA AvyA chIe. kaMI AvuM kAma karavA mATe nathI AvyA! paNa jJAna meLavavA mATe gurU je AjJA kare tene hasatA mukhe svIkAra karatA. saMsAranuM jJAna meLavavA mATe paNa keTale vinaya rAkhavuM paDe che! te AtmAnuM jJAna meLavavA mATe keTale vinaya rAkhavo joIe! Aje A vinaya virala vyaktiomAM jovAmAM Ave che. sesila brAhmaNa ane samazrI brAhmaNane emAM atyaMta vahAlI hatI. tene eka divasa paNa pitAnAthI dUra karavA IcchatA na hatA. thoDI vAra tene na dekhe te temane adhIrAI AvI jatI hatI. tevI vahAlI putrIne gurUkuLamAM bhaNavA mATe mokalI. have te mA bhaNIgaNune kevI seMziyAra thaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare,

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zAradA deza darzana 33 caritra :-zrIkRSNa, pAMDavA, kuMtAjI, draupadI khadhA cAlatAM cAlatAM ghaNAM divase nAsika zaheramAM paheoMcyA. nAsikamAM praveza karatAM temane jaina muninAM darzIna thayA. sAdhunA darzana thavA te mahAna puNyanI nizAnI che. sAdhune joIne baMdhAne khUba khUba AnaMda thaI gayA. saue bhAvapUrNAMka utkRSTa bhAve vaMdana karyAM. sukhazAtA pUchI ane sAdhu pAse besI gayA. sa Mte temanI jijJAsA joIne dharmano upadeza ApyA. te sAMbhaLIne temaNe jANavA jevuM jANu, chAMDavA jevu cheAyu' ne AdaravA jevu AdaryuM. sAdhuno upadeza sAMbhaLIne temaNe kaMIka jIvanamAM apanAvyeA. Apa paNa sAMbhaLIne jIvanamAM apanAvA. pAMDavA saMtanA dana karI upadeza sAMbhaLI Anandva pAmatA nAsika zaheramAM gayA. nAsika zaheramAM pAMDavA ane kRSNa khUba AnaMdapUrvaka rahevA lAgyA. traNa khaMDanA adhipati kRSNa vAsudevane pAMDavAnI sAthe eTale badhe AnaMda Avato hatA ke temane peAtAnI dvArakAnagarI paNa yAda AvatI nathI. kRSNajI ane pAMDavAne sagA bhAI e jevA prema hatA. kRSNanA manamAM evA bhAva che ke pAMDavAne tera varSAM sudhI vanamAM rahevAnu che teA huM jeTalA samaya temanI sAthe rahuM teTaleA samaya tA emano pasAra thAya ! pAMDavA temane avAranavAra kahetAM ke bhAI ! amArA pApe Apa zA mATe duHkha veTho che ? Apa sukhethI dvArakA padhAro, tyAre kRSNajI ema ja kahetAM ke mAre mana rAjya karatAM tamArI kiMmata vadhAre che. tamArA pratye mAru dila vizeSa AkarSAya che. tamane vanamAM mUkIne jatAM mAruM mana mAnatuM nathI, paNa tame vacanathI khaMdhAyA che eTale zu thAya ? pachI teA javuM ja paDaze paNa gheADA divasa rahIne jAuM. pAMDavAne paNa kRSNajI sAthe khUba AnaMda Ave che. sau sAthe besI Ana vinoda karatAM temano samaya pasAra karavA lAgyA. eka divasa yudhiSThira ane kRSNajI ane sAthe besIne vAtacIta karatA hatA te samaye purecana nAmanA eka purohita tyAM Avyo ane yudhiSThiranA caraNamAM vaMdana karIne ubhA rahyo. yudhiSThire temano Adara satkAra karIne pUchyuM. bhAi tame koNa che ne kacAMthI AvyA che ? tyAre purocane kahyuM ke huM purocana nAmanA purohita chuM IndraprasthathI durgaMdhana rAjAe Apane samAcAra apavA mATe mane mokalyA che. yudhiSThire Azcaya pUrvaka pUchyu ke zuM samAcAra ApyA che ? mAyAvI durgaMdhananA saMdezA : purohite kahyuM-hai dharmAMrAjA ! duUdhana rAjAe AdarapUrvaka Apane kahevaDAvyu` che ke huM yudhiSThira ! Apa tA kharekhara mahAna purUSa che, sadguNanA bhaMDAra che; ane huM te duCNune dariyo chuM. tame uttama purUSa che ne hu tA adhama ane vizvAsaghAtI chuM. Apa AryAMmAM zreSTha che ne huM anAryAmAM zirAmaNI chuM, Apa sajjanomAM mugaTamaNI che, ne huM dunAmAM agragaNya chuM. Apa subuddhi che ne huM. durbhuddhi chu'. Apa kRtajJa che ne huM... te kutanI chuM. te moTAbhAI! meM Apane parANe 211-49

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34 zAradA darzana jugAra ramADavA ne ApanI AvI dazA karI anucita AcaraNa karyuM che. mArI moTI bhUla thaI che. te Apa mArI bhUlAne bhUlI jaine mane mApha karajo, Apa te pavitra ne udAra che. eTale mane AzA che ke Apa kSamA Apaze. Apa mahAna puNyavAna ane sU samAna tejasvI senA jevA che ne huM leDhA jevA chuM. Apa pArasamaNI che ne huM te paththarA jevA chuM. Apa puNyavAna che ne huM pApI chuM. A pApIe Apane vanavAsa mokalyA paNa ApanA gayA pachI rAjyamAM aMdhAru thaI gayu. mane mArA pApano have khUba pazcAtApa thAya che. Apane yAda karatAM mAruM haiyuM bharAI jAya che. vIrA ! mArA pApanI zuM kahAnI kahuM! meM Apane te herAna karavAmAM khAkI na rAkhyuM ane mArI mAtA samAna bhAbhInA cATale pakaDIne sabhAmAM khelAvI. eTalethI nA patAvyuM paNa enA cIra kheMcAvyA ! AvA meM pApa karyAM che. mane teA evA pazcAtApa thAya che ke mArA karelA pApa karmo bhogavavA narakamAM javu paDaze. tyAM mane naraka paNa nahi sudhare. mATe A bhAI ! tame mane Apano nAno bhAI gaNIne kSamA Apajo, Apane badhA khUba yAda kare che. kAraNa ke sajjanonA sadguNane sau yAda kare che, mATe Apa mArI vinaMtIno svIkAra karIne pAchA padhAraze. have vanamAM javuM nathI. mArA karelA karAra huM pAchA kheMcI lauM chuM. karA rAjya hastinApura A, janatA sabahI Ave ! yadi IcchA vahAM nahi tA phira, vAraNAvatImAM Ave he...zrotA huM dha rAjA ! hastinApuranI prajA ApanA vinA khAtI-pItI nathI. tyAM mArA sau tiraskAra kare che ne tamane cAhe che. te Apa jaldI hastinApura padhArI sukhethI rAjya karo. kadAca ApanA manamAM ema thAya ke hastinApura cheDIne AvyA te have pAchA kAM javuM! je hastinApura AvavA mATe ApanuM mana mAnatuM na heAya te Apa vAraNAvatI nagarImAM Ave ne khuzIthI tyAM rAjya kara. huM ApanA dAsa banIne rahIza. A pramANe durgaMdhana rAjAe dharAjAne samAcAra kahevaDAvyA. A sAMbhaLIne saraLa hRdayanA pAMDavAne khUba AnaMda thayA ne AlyAM. durgaMdhane pApa tA karyu" paNa enA hRdayamAM tene keTale pazcAtApa che! e keTalA saraLa che! je pAte saraLa hoya te khadhAne saraLa mAne che, paNa A durgaMdhana uparathI mIThI ane aMdara haLAhaLa viSa bharelA che te pAMDavAne khabara nathI. have AgaLa zu' khanaze tenA bhAva avasare.

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zAradA darzana vyAkhyAna naM. 81 pa bhAdaravA vada 5ne ravIvAra tA. 2-10-77 sujJa baMdhue, suzIla mAtAe ne baheno ! anaMtajJAnI saCjJa bhagavaMtAe jagatanA kalyANa mATe siddhAMta prarUpyAM che. siddhAMta eTale traNe kALe siddha thaelI zAzvatIvANI, sarvajJa bhagavaMtanI vANI avisaMvAdI haiAya che. savA bhagavate jagatanI samakSa vastuone najara samakSa dekhe che eTale peAtAnA pUrNajJAnamAM je vastunu' jevu' svarUpa temane dekhAyuM te pramANe temaNe upadeza karyAM. saCjJa bhagava MtanA vacanono sa Mgraha tenuM nAma zAstra che. zAstranuM vAMcana AtmAne zuddha manAve che. mATe zAsranA vacana upara pUrNa zraddhA rAkho. zAstranA vacanono sahAro laI, tenA upara zraddhA karI aneka jIvA sasAra sAgarane tarI gayA che. zAstrano ekeka zabda matra svarUpa che. ajJAnI manuSya icchita sukhanI prApti mATe maMtra jApa kare che, mayaMtravAdIe sattu viSa utAravA mATe jApa kare che ne saMtu jhera utAre che. jyAre soMsAranAM viSayAnA viSa utAravA mATe zAstranA vacane mahAna maMtra che. jo tamAre A viSa utAravuM hoya te saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM A eka maMtranuM raTaNa karI ke " to Da nathi me jorU, nAmantalasar|" A saMsAramAM huM ekalA chuM. mAruM koI nathI ne huM koIneA nathI. A dhana, gharamAra, vaibhavavilAsa badhuM mUkIne eka divasa javAnu che. jIvane paralokamAM jo koI AdhArabhUta hoya teA dharma che. bIjI koI paraleAkamAM zaraNa thavAnuM nathI. AvuM ciMtana karatAM raheze! te saMsAramAM anAsakta bhAvathI rahI zakaze, paNa AvuM raTaNa hRdayanA bhAvapUrvaka thavu' joie. upalaka bhAvathI nahi. bele, tamArA aMtaHkaraNathI AvuM raTaNa thAya che ? ke savArathI uThIne A mAruM....A mAruM karo che. yAda rAkhajo ke mArApaNAnI mamatA jIvane atimAM laI jaze. jyAM mamatA che tyAM mAra che. mATe samajIne mamatA choDo. je mahAnapurUSoe saMsAranI mamatA choDI che te sukhI thayA che. rAjakumAra mRgAputra rAjavaibhavazALI hovA chatAM eka vakhata sa MtanA darzanathI jAgI gayA. dIkSA lIdhI. tamAre te saMsAramAM rahevu che, mAyA rAkhavI che ne kalyANu karavu' che te kevI rIte khane? eka myAnamAM be talavAra samAI zakatI nathI tema saMsAramAM rahI saMsAranA meha rAkhIne AtmakalyANa thaI zakatuM nathI. vairAgyane prApta karI zuddhabhAvathI saMyamanu' pAlana karavuM' e ja mAnavabhava pAmyAnI sAtha katA che. Avu' jANavA chatAM je manuSya saMsAranA mehamAM paDIne sva tarapha purUSArtha karavAmAM vilakha kare teA te potAnu ja nukazAna kare che. jenuM citta vItarAgaprabhunA vacanamAM tarakheLa rahe che tene sasAranI asAratA samajAya che ane jene sa'sAranI asAratA samajAya che tene saMsAranI bhayaMkara jakaDAmaNumAMthI chUTavAnuM avazya mana thAya che. bAkI sasAranAM bhautika sukhAmAM aTavAyelA

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zAradA darzana ane mehanI viTaMbaNAmAM phasAyelA jene aMtaramAM zAMti nathI. kAraNa ke mohamAM paDelA jene viSaya tRSNA satAve che, dhanane lebha mUMjhave che ne ahaMbhAva adhagatinI uDI khAImAM pachADe che. AvA kAraNone laIne mehamAM paDelA jIvo kaI vakhata ghera hiMsA karatAM paNa acakAtA nathI. dhanano, saMtAno ane parivahana meha kayAreka pitAnA sagA sabaMdhInAM khUna paNa karAve che. pariNAme jIva gADha karmanuM baMdhana kare che. e karmono jyAre udaya thAya che tyAre sAMkaDI sagAImAM janmIne eka bIjAnuM vaira le che. samarAditya kevaLInA nava bhavamAM joIe te kevI rIte vaira lIdhA che! najIkamAM najIka vahAlabharyA sagapaNamAM janmIne vaira lIdhA che. e vAMcatA ApaNuM hRdaya kaMpI jAya che. e vAMcatA ema ja thAya ke kaI jIvanI sAthe vaira bAMdhavuM nahi. mAtAne pitAnA putra pratye te keTaluM vAtsalya hoya che ! chatAM mAtA pitAnA putrane jheranA lADavA khavaDAve e pUrvanA vairabhAva hoya te ja bane ne ? amarakumAranI mAtAe dhananA lebha khAtara yajJamAM homavA mATe pitAnA putrane ApI dIdhe ne ? e kema banyuM? pUrvabhavanA vaira hoya te ja Ama bane che. nahitara mAtAne pitAnA putrane pitAnAthI aLago karavAnuM mana na thAya te yajJamAM homavA mATe ApI devAnuM kema mana thAya? mAtAnA dilamAMthI saMtene pratye sadA vAtsalyanA vaheNa vahetAM hoya che. huM tamane eka dRSTAMta ApIne samajAvuM. eka paTelanuM kuTuMba che. temAM tenA ghera eka dIkarIne janma thAya che. te chokarI ghauMvarNa che. saMtAna kALA hoya ke nA hoya paNa mA bApane te khUba vahAlA hoya che. A chokarI mAtApitAne khUba vahAlI che. meTI thatAM tene skUle bhaNavA mUkI paNa tenA jJAnAvaraNIya karmane udaya tethI bhaNavAmAM theDI maMda che. chevaTe 16 varSanI thatAM tene paraNAve che. chekarI sAsare jAya che. tyAM ghaNI gheDA meLA svabhAvane che. gharanA jeThANI, naNaMda, sAsu, sasarA badhA rUpALA che. tethI temane rUpane abhimAna AvatAM badhA Ane kALI kALI karI tirarakAra kare che. chokarI khUba samaju ne gaMbhIra che. badhuM samabhAve sahana kare che. chokarInuM bhAgya eTaluM sAruM ke patino pUre prema che. gharanAM badhA tenI pAse ghATaNa jevA kAma karAve chatAM kyAre paNa manamAM echuM lAvatI nathI. tene pati pUche te paNa koIne vAMka kADhatI nathI. badhuM sahana karIne divaso vItAve che, ane ema ja vicAre che ke badhA bicArA sArA che ke mane gharamAM rAkhe che. gALa de te ema vicAre ke mane mAratA te nathI ne? ane mAre te vicAre ke mane jIvavA te de che ne ! A rIte A gaMbhIra chokarI sahana kare che. kharekhara, AvuM sahana karavuM te rahela nathI. ahIM mane eka vAta yAda Ave che. te kahuM chuM. bharUcamAM anupacaMda nAmane eka zrAvaka hate. te khUba dhanavAna hatuM paNa abhimAnanuM nAma nahi te zrAvakanA 21 guNathI yukta hate. roja dharmasthAnakamAM Ave, dharmadhyAna kare,

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637 zAradA darzana ke temane belAve ke na bolAve, koI mAna Ape ke na Ape paNa te te badhAne premathI belAvatA hatA. evA guNIyala ne gaMbhIra hatAM. eka vakhata zeThane saMghajamaNuM karavAnI IcchA thaI eTale temaNe saMghanI AjJA lIdhI, ane nakakI karyuM ke A divase saMghajamaNa thaze. zeTha guNIyala hatA eTale temanI khUba prazaMsA thatI hatI. temAM saMgha karavAnuM nakkI thatAM vAta bahAra paDI ke zeTha saMghajamaNa kare che. eTale vadhu prazaMsA thavA lAgI. A gAmamAM eka IrSALu ane abhimAnI zrAvaka rahetuM hatuM. A zeThanI vAhavAha thAya, emanA guNa gavAya te enAthI sahana thatuM na hatuM. ene ghera lagna prasaMga hato eTale ene paNa saMgha jamADavAnI IcchA hatI, paNa zeThanuM saMghajamaNuM bahAra paDyuM eTale abhimAnI zrAvaka zeThane nIcA pADavA mATe jenA tenA mATe belavA lAgyuM ke zuM e mATe zrImaMta eTale emane saMgha pahele thAya ! basa, jyAM juo tyAM emanuM ja mAna ! emanAM ja guNalA gavAya ? amAruM te kaMI mAna nahi. ema belavA lAge ne zeThane jyAM ne tyAM vagovavA lAgyuM. devAnupriye ! sAMbhaLajo. IrSyA ane abhimAna keTalI bUrI cIja che ! IrSALu mANasane bIjAnA guNanI prazaMsA sahana thatI nathI eTale temane kema karIne halakA pADuM te mATe te upAye zodhatA hoya che, paNa yAda rAkhe. bIjAne halakA pADavA jatAM pahelAM pitAne halakA paDavuM paDaze. kRSNa vAsudevanA guNanI devalekamAM prazaMsA thaI tyAre IrSALu devathI sahana na thayuM eTale kRSNanI parIkSA karavA mATe saDelI kUtarInuM rUpa laIne Avyo. emanI parIkSA karatAM karaze paNa pahelAM pitAne devanuM uttama zarIra choDIne keDAthI khadabadatI saDelI kUtarInA zarIramAM praveza karavo paDyo ne ? A rIte dareka bAbatamAM vicAra kare ke huM bIjAnuM ahita karavAno vicAra karuM chuM. enuM ahita thatAM thaze paNa mAruM ahita te pahelAM thaze. ATalA mATe jJAnI puruSe kahe che ke bIjAnuM ahita karavAne manamAM vikalpa sarakhe na kare. tamArAthI bane te koInA guNa gAje paNa keIna avaguNa nA bAlaze. bane te keInI prazaMsA karaje paNa niMdA na karazo. keInuM sukha joIne khuza thaje paNa IrSyAthI baLazo nahi. pelo IrSALu zrAvaka zeThane mATe game tema belavA lAge, tyAre sArA mANase ene rakavA lAgyA ke AvA pavitra zeThanuM ATaluM badhuM vAMku zA mATe bele che? A vAta zeThanA kAne AvI. temanA manamAM thayuM ke A bicAre mArA nimitte keTalA karmo bAMdhI rahyo che. lAva, huM tenA ghera jAuM ! zeThanI keTalI saraLatA che ! AvA sajajana ane saraLa vyaktionA guNane prabhAva e paDe che ke durgaNI mANasa guNavAna banI jAya che. saraLa zeTha abhimAnI zrAvakanA ghera gayA. zeThane pitAne ghera AvatA joIne te gharamAMthI bahAra nIkaLe ne harSabhera zeThanA sAme gaye. padhAre.... padhAre kahI temane Adara satkAra

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zAradA darzana karIne gharamAM laI gaye. bhale, zeTha upara IrSyA karatuM hatuM, abhimAnI hate paNa AvA moTA zeThane pitAne ghera AvatAM joIne tenI baLatarA zAMta thaI tenA manamAM harSa thaye ke AvA meTA zeTha hAlI cAlIne mAre ghera AvyA! zeThane kahe che Ape mAre ghera AvavAnI tarahI zA mATe lIdhI? mane bolAve te ne! huM Apane ghera Avata. zeThe kahyuM, bhAI ! jene jenuM kAma hoya tene tenA ghera AvavuM joIe. mAre tAruM kAma hatuM eTale huM tAre ghera Avyo chuM. mAre tane zA mATe tasdI ApavI joIe! zeThanA mIThA zabda sAMbhaLIne pele te ThaMDogAra banI gayo. zeThane pUchayuM ke mAruM zuM kAma paDyuM? mArA lAyaka je kAmasevA hoya te Apa khuzIthI pharamAve. tyAre zeThe kahyuM ke meM sAMbhaLyuM che ke tamAre tyAM lagnane prasaMga che. tethI tame saMgha jamADavAnA che. te meM je divasa nakkI karyo che te divase tame khuzIthI saMgha jamADaze. tamAre dIkare te mAre dIkare che. mane koI harakata nathI. tame khuzIthI te divase jamaNavAra karaje. A sAMbhaLIne IrSALu zrAvaka kahevA lAgyuM ke nA zeThajI, ema te kaMI hoya, Apa jevA meTA mANasanuM jamaNa mArAthI ThelAya? nA. Apa pahelAM karaje. zeThe kahyuM-bhAI! tamAre tyAM prasaMga che. prasaMga bheguM tamAruM kAma ukalI jAyane sA2 dekhAya. mAre ghera kaMI prasaMga nathI. meM te hoMzathI saMgha-jamaNa karavAnuM nakakI karyuM hatuM ke mAre ghera mArA sagAMvahAlA te ghaNAM jamavA Avaze paNa mArA svadhamI baMdhuo kayAre Avaze? mAre ghera mArA svadharmI baMdhuonAM pagalAM thAya ne temanI eMTha paDe te mAruM AMgaNuM pAvana thAya. A daSTithI meM saMghajamaNa karavAnuM nakakI karyuM che. e te cAra divasa meDuM thaze te mane harakta nathI. tame khuzIthI saMghajamaNa karo. A zeThanAM amRta jevA mIThA madhurA zabdo sAMbhaLIne abhimAnIne ahaM ogaLI gayo ne IrSAnI agni zItaLa banI gaI. bhayaMkara Aga lAgI hoya paNa je tenA upara pANI paDe te agnine bUjhAye ja chUTake thAya che. A zeThanI kSamA ane namratAnI IrSyALu zrAvaka upara asara thaI. e zeThanA caraNamAM paDI gaLe ne kahyuM, zeTha! mane kSamA karaje. Apa jeTalAM jJAnI che teTale huM ajJAnI chuM. Apa jeTalA guNavAna che eTale huM avaguNI chuM. Apa kSamAvAna che ne huM dhI chuM. ApanI prazaMsA mArAthI sahana na thaI eTale Apane nIcA pADavA mATe meM A kAma karyuM hatuM. ApanA jevA pavitra purUSanA avaguNa belIne huM kayAM jaIza? mAruM zuM thaze? ema kahIne khUba raDyA ne zeThanI kSamA mAMgI. zeThe tene samajAvIne zAMta karyo ne tenuM jIvana sudhArI dIdhuM. TUMkamAM je eka vyakti sArI hoya te bIjI kharAba vyakti upara tenA jIvanamAM rahelA guNanI asara thayA vinA rahetI nathI. ahIM putravadhU kALI hatI paNa tenA jIvanamAM guNe ghaNAM hatA. ene pati ene pUcho ke bA, bahena, bhAbhIo badhA tane sAcave che ne? tyAre hasIne kahetI ke mArA upara badhAne khUba prema che. mane khUba sAcave che. ene pati kahe ke tuM game tema kahe paNa huM mAnavA taiyAra nathI. tArA upara bApujI sivAya badhA dveSa kare che ne tArI

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zAradA darzana 63 pAse kALI majurI karAve che. e mArA khyAla mahAra nathI. tyAre karI kahetI svAmInAtha ! A deha vaDelA ke meDA eka divasa te paDavAnA che. te ene sAcavavAnI zI jarUra che? jeTalu" kAma thAya teTaluM sAruM. Apane mArA pratye prema che eTale mane kAMI du:kha nathI. mArA evA kAI karmInA udaya haze tethI Ama bane che. doSa mArA karmanA che. emAM koInA doSa nathI. mATe Apa AA-bhAbhI, bahena phAI ne kAMI na kaheze. Ama kahIne enA patine zAMta karI detI hatI. Ama karatAM be varSa vItI gayA ne A khAIne zrImaMta rahyuM. ane pAMca mahinA thayA tyAM enA pati akasmAta bimAra paDayA. patnI enA patinI khaDA page sevA karavA lAgI. meTA moTA DaoNkaTarane khelAvyA paNa kAI tenA patinu nidAna karI zakayA nahi. daza divasanI TUMkI bimArI bhAgavI ene pati phAnI duniyAmAMthI vidAya thayeA. ,, < pati jatA pahelAM duHkhA ':-patinAM premanA saDAre jIvatI patnInA mAthe duHkhanAM DuMgarA utarI paDayA. enA manamAM ema hatuM ke kAle duHkhanA divase vItI jaze paNa kahevata che ne ke, " mALAtIyAnI khaLI kayAMya na TharI. " te anusAra paraNIne sAsare AvI tyArathI duHkha paDavAmAM bAkI nA rahyuM. chatAM patinA prema hatA. te pati cAlye. gayA eTale have duHkha zu' khAkI rahyu ? mAthA paTakAvatI raDe che ne ele che huM nAtha! mArI zI dazA thaze ? have maru' kANu ? chAtI ane mAthA kuTavA lAgI. kALA kalpAMta karavA lAgI paNu sAsu, naNuM ke jeThANI tene AzvAsana sarakhu. pazu ApatAM nathI. eka sasarAnA dilamAM tenA pratye dayA hatI, e dIkarA chatAM paNu vahunI sAsune kahetAM ke A bicArI vahune tame zA mATe ATaluM badhuM duHkha ApeA che ? bIjI vahuonI jema e paNa tArA dIkarAnI vahu ja che ne? tuM madhAnI jema ene sarakhI rAkha paNa sAsu e vAta sAMbhaLatI na hatI. enA rUmamAM beThI beThI vahu kALA pANIe raDatI hatI. e vakhate sasarA enI pAse jaIne kahevA lAgyAM ke beTA ! tu raDIza nahi, hiM...mata rAkha. mArA kismata phUTathA ke amArA lADakavAyA nAnI uMmaramAM cAlyeA gayA. mArA naubamAM AvA duHkha jovAnAM lakhyAM haze! huM enA pahelAM cAlye gayA hata te sAru thAta. tA maha AvA du:kha te na jovA paData ne? ema kahIne putrane yAda karI khApa paNa khUba raDaye.. haiyuM haLavu karIne vahune AzvAsana ApIne kahyuM-beTA! tu' mArI dIkarI che ne huM tArA khApa chuM. jyAM sudhI A dehamAM prANa che tyAM sudhI huM tane duHkha paDavA nahi dauM. ema kahuI vahune zAMta karatA. A bicArI chekarIne vidhavA thayA pachI te duHkha paDavAmAM bAkI nA rahyuM. eka te garbhavatI, khIjo patinA viyega ane trIjI sAsu, naNuM ane jeThANInA julama. eTale tenA mAthe vItaka vItavAmAM khAkI na raDDI. nava mAsa pUrA thayA pachI teNe eka putrane janma ApyA,

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40 zAradA darzana putra pratye mAtAnA sneha-putra enA bApa jevA rUpALA ane cAlAka hatA. AI putrane joine dhIme dhIme patinA viyAganuM duHkha bhUlavA lAgI. mAnavInI AzA amara che. e putra upara AzAtA minArA bAMdhIne du:khanA divase pasAra karavA lAgI, have enI sAsu-jeThANI badhA aMdara aMdara vicAra karavA lAgyA ke have Ane ApaNe gharamAMthI kADhI mUkIe ne deAkareA laI laIe. A chokarA enI mAtrAne khUba vahAlA hatA. kAraNa ke enA upara enA jIvananA AdhAra hatA, ke kAle mArA lAla meTo thaze ne mArA duHkhanA divaso pUrA thaze. chekarAne paNa enI mAtA bahu vahAlI hatI, mAtA ene mUkIne vAsIduM kADhavA ke pANI bharavA gai hAya te paNa enA jIva dIkarAmAM ja hAya ane dIkarA mAtAne na dekhe te e cAre tarapha mAtAne zodhavA lAge, ghaNIvAre mAtA Ave eTale mAta.ne vaLagI paDate ne kAlu kAlu khelatA ke, huM mammI ! tuM mane mUkIne kayAM gai hatI ? mammI! have tu mane mUkIne kayAMya na jaIza. hAM....mane sAthe laIne ja jaze. khAkhAnI kAlIghelI khelI sAMbhaLIne mAtAnuM hRdaya pIgaLI jatu' ne kahetI sAru' hAM beTA ! have tane mUkIne nahi jAu, khIjI mAjI sAsu ane jeThANIe nakkI karyu* ke ApaNe tene kADhI mUkavI che. e ApaNAM gharamAM na joie paNa enA chekarAne enI mAyA bahu che te cheDAvI daie, Ama vicAra karIne bakhate enI mammInI mAyA cheDAvavA mATe khAkhAte premathI khelAvatI, ane kahetI. have tArI mammI pAse nahi javAnu. hAM. paNa chekarI mammIne bhUle tema na hate. ghaNIvAra te A khAInA hAthamAMthI mAtrAne jhUMTavIne lai letI ne tene kapaDAM dhovA mekalI detI. A samaye khAkhe| mArI mammI kayAM gaI....kayAM gaI karatA dInavadane ezIya LA khanIne cAre khojI mAtAne zodhavA TagaraTagara joyA karatA. enI sAme jonAranuM hRdaya paNa pIgaLI jAya tevu' tenuM rUdana hatu. chekarA evA rUpALA, AkaSa ka, tejasvI ane capaLa hatA ke sau koI ene chAnA rAkhavA jatA hatA paNa mAtA vinA ene evI huklR maLatI na hatI. jyAre enI mAtA kapaDAM dheAine Ave tyAre enI mAtAne vaLagI paDatA ne kahetA ke have hu tane nahiM javA dauM. A vahu samajI gaI hatI ke have mane kADhI mUkavAnA che. A vicAre enA manamAM aneka prakAranAM vicAro AvatAM ke mane kADhI mUkaze paNa A mArA kumaLA phulanuM zuM thaze? te mArA vinA ghaDIvAra rahI zakatA nathI ne A loko mane tenAthI chuTI pADavA mAMge che. arere...prabhu! mAru zu thaze ? have tA sAsu, jeThANI ane naNuMdanA trAsa eTaleA vadhI gayA hatA ke tenA manamAM thatuM ke huM ApaghAta karIne marI jAuM! paNa game tema te ya mAtAnuM vAtsalya che ne ! aMtaramAMthI evuM vAtsalyanuM vaheNa ubharAtu' ke huM te jAu' paNa mArA lAlanu kANu ? e khAkhAnA sukha khAtara ApaghAta karavAnA vicAra mAMDI vALatI, te eka vakhata khAmAne ramAtI hatI tyAM ekadama naNaMde AvIne mAmAne kheMcI lIdhA ne kahyuM, kALamukhI ! have

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sAjI dAna fr tAru' kAma nathI. tu' ahIMthI cAlI jA. ema kahI badhI bhegI thaine tene gaDadApATu mAravA lAgI. chekaro kahe mArI mammIne kema mArA che ? mane mArI mammI pAse javA do. kALeA kera macI gayA tyAre tenA sasarAe kahyuM, tame zA mATe A bicArI duHkhiyArIne ATaluM badhu du:kha ApeA che? e duHkhiyArIne dubhavIne tame sukhI nahi thAe. A khAkhe| ene soMpI Dho. khUba kahyuM paNa gharanA badhA eka bAju thaI gayA che ne sasarA ekalA paDI gayA. eTale emanu zu cAle ? vahu sasarAnA caraNamAM paDIne kahe bApujI ! mane game tema karazeA paNa huM A ghara cheDIne kyAMya javAnI nathI. mArA piyara agara khIje kayAMya nahi jAu. mane tamArA gharanI vahu na gaNA te kAMi nahi, eka nAkaraDI tarIke tA rAkhA! chevaTe sasarAe eka nAnakaDuM makAna tene laI ApyuM ne sasarA A mA-dIkarAnuM pUruM dhyAna rAkhavA lAgyA ane mA dIkarA AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyA. samaya jatAM dIkaro mATe thayA ne bhaNavA lAgyA. chekarI jema jema bhaNatA gadhe tema tema tene gharanA vAtAvaraNanA badhA khyAla AvatA gayA. eka divasa te kAlejathI ghera AvyA tyAre tenI mAtAnI AMkhamAM AMsu joyA. mAtAne pUchyuM ke huM khA! tuM Aje ATalI badhI kema raDe che? tane zu e AvyuM..? pazu dhruske raDatI mAtA kAMI khelI zakI nahi. chekaro samajI gayA ke mArI mAnuM je rUdana che tenuM mukhya kAraNa mArA pitAjI gujarI gayA pachI bhayaMkara duHkhA paDayA che te che. ema vicArI raDatAM raDatAM dIkarAe kahyuM, hai khA ! have tArA duHkhanA divaso gayA. A rIte khUba khUba AzvAsana ApyuM ane peAtAnA manamAM niNa ya karyuM ke mArI mAne huM kyAre paNa duHkhI nahi thavA dauM. kharekhara te rIte chekarA khUba bhaNyA. mATA eMjiniyara banyA ane puNyanA sitArA pragaTatAM lakSmIjI nIranI mAphka AvavA lAgyA, ane ghara vaibhavazALI banI gayu.. sArI eka kanyA sAthe lagna thayA. putra ane putravadhu sAsunI askhalita premathI sevA karavA lAgyA. sau kuTu khIjanAnI AMkha ughaDAvI dIdhI. TUMkamAM bahene samabhAve duHkha vecA te sukhanA divaseA AvyA. ApaNe A dRSTAMtathI e sAra grahaNa karavA che ke mAtAne saMtAna pratye keTaluM vAtsalya hAya che ! mAtAne ATalA kaSTa paDayAM chatAM putrane khAtara ApaghAta na karyAM. nAnI uMmaramAM vidhavA thaI chatAM nirmaLa cAritra pALyuM, mAtAnA saMtAneA upara AvA prema hoya che paNa saMtAno moTA thatAM ghaNIvAra mAtA-pitAnA upakArane bhUlI jAya che. vahAlA bhAIo ! bhale khIjuM badhuM bhUlI jo paNa mA-bApane kadI bhUlazeA nahi. mAtApitAnI sevA karavI te saMtAnAnI mukhya pharaja che. e pharaja adA karaze te karajamAMthI mukta khanI zakaze. zA-81

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4ra zAradA dAna Aje sva. gacchAdhipati A. bra. pU. ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhekhanA suziSya sva. bA, bra. hadamuni mahArAja sAhebanI puSpatithi che. A prasaMgane anurUpa pU. mahAsatIjIe khA. bra. hu damuni mahArAja sAhemanA jJAna, dana, cAritra, tapathI * jhagamagatA sauMcamI jIvana upara suMdara prakAza pADayA hatA. je sAMbhaLatAM zrotAonI AMkhamAMthI azrunnArA varSI hatI. temanA Adarza jIvananA prasage khUba AdaraNIya hatA. OM zAMti vyAkhyAna na, 82 bhAdaravA vada 6 ne sAmavAra tA.3-10-77 anaMta karUNAnidhi, zAstrakAra bhagavatAe anaMtakALathI bhavasamudramAM DUbatA jIvAne taravA mATenA rAha khatAvavA mATe dvAdazAMgI sUtranI prarUpaNA karI. sUtramAM bhagavata pharamAve che ke huM jIvAtmA ! tu pudgalamAM sukha zeAdhI rahyo che. te sAcu sukha pudgalamAM nathI paNa AtmAmAM che. vastu gharamAM che ne bahAra zeAdhe te kayAMthI maLe? tema sukhane khajAnA AtmAmAM paDelA che tene choDIne jIva bahAra zeAdhI rahyo che te kayAMthI maLaze ? AtmA sivAyanI para vastumAM sukha nathI. jJAnIo kahe che ke-- puddagalabhAvanI dUra thAe pastI, te aMtaramAM jAme AtmAnI mastI, anAdinI prakRti tyAMthI khasatI, pachI to nathI tyAM koI jAtanI tastI. ana"takALathI jIva pudgala te huM, ema mAnIne bhUlavaNImAM paDI gayA che. hAtha te huM, paga te huM, deha te huM, AvuM mAnIne tenA duHkhe duHkhI thAya che, ne tene sAcavavAmAM jiMdagInA amUlya samaya vItAve che, paNa huM' tamane pUchuM chuM ke tamAre ghera vAMcavA mATe pepara le che. tene vAMcIne pachI zu karI che ? tijorImAM mUke che ke khUNAmAM mUke che ? pepara vaMcAI gayA pachI teA tame tene pastImAM ja kADhI nAMkhAne ? e pastIne tijorImAM mUkAtA tijorI zele kharI ? " nA. " tijorImAM te dAgInA, paisA vagere kiMmatI cIo mUkAya. enAthI tijorI zAle paNa pastI bharavAthI zeAthe naDui. pastI te gharanA eka khUNAmAM mUkI rakhAya. kadAca koI mANasa tijorImAM pastI bhare te te mUkhya kahevAya. tijorImAM pastI bharanArane mUrkhA kaheA che ne te AtmAnI rIte tame samajo ke ahI" mAla kone kahevA ne pastI kene kahevI ? madhue ? AtmA e mAla che ne pudUgala e pastI che, paNa mAkSamAM javA mATenI sAdhanAmAM enA sahArAnI jarUra che. te mATe tene sAcave tenI nA nathI paNa ekAMta

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zAradA darzana ene meha nA rAkhe. pudgalane meha rAkhanAra AtmA pudgalAnaMdI banI jAya che. e gugala bhAvanI pastI aMtara tijorImAMthI dUra thAya te aMtaramAM AtmAnI mastIne raMga jAme che, ane AtmAne pitAnA svarUpanuM bhAna thAya che ke huM keNa chuM? mAruM svarUpa zuM che? mArA guNa kathA ne mArA lakSaNa kayA? nANaM ca daMsaNaM ceva carittaM ca tavo tahA / variye DavagoLa , nava raNa u. sU. a. 28 gAthA 11 bhagavaMta kahe che ke jJAna, darzana, cAritra, tapa, vaya ane upaga e cha chavanAM lakSaNa che. navatatvamAM paNa jIvanuM lakSaNa batAvatAM kahyuM che ke sadA saupagI, asaMkhyAta pradezI, sukha duHkhane jANa ane sukha duHkhane vedaka heya tene jIva kahevAya. cha lakSamAM upaga e paNa AtmAnuM lakSaNa che. dareka kAryamAM jIve upaga rAkha joIe, bahene rAI karavA bese tyAre cUle, sagaDI, gyAsa vigere pUjIne vAparavA te paNa eka upaga che. Ama te raseI karavAmAM chakAya jIne AraMbha thAya che eTale te pApanuM ja kAraNa che, paNa je temAM upaga rAkho te kaMIka aMze pApathI bacI zakAya che. AvI rIte zarIramAM jyAre rega Ave tyAre jIva upaga rAkhe ke rega dehane Avyo che. deha ane huM baMne bhinna chIe, paNa pudgalane mane rAga che eTale enA duHkhe duHkhI thAuM chuM. meM evA karmo bAMdhyA che tethI mAre pudgalanA piMjaramAM pUrAIne karmabhanita sukha ane duHkhane anubhava karavo paDe che. mATe have mAre kama na baMdhAya tema upaga rAkhave joIe. karma bAMdhyA che te mAre bhegavavA paDe che paNa je na bAMdhyA hatA te dukha Avata? Ama samajIne pudgala bhAvanI pastIne meha utare te aMtaramAM Atmika bhAvanI mastI jAme che. A upaga rAkhanAra AtmAne parapugale pratyene meha utarI jAya che. AtmAne svaccha rAkhavA mATe meha, mAyA, kaSAya vigere prakRtinAM kacarAne khaseDIne AtmAne svaccha banAvavAnuM che. prakRtie khasatAM AtmAnI pravRtti badalAze. pravRtti badalAze eTale AtmA kSaNe kSaNe sAvadhAna raheze. eTale AtmA sAvadhAna banaze teTalo te svAnubhava, AtmAnaMdanI mastI mANI zakaze. jeTale Atmika bhAva Avaze teTale pAMca Indri ane chaThThA mana upara vijaya meLavaze. je AtmAnaMdanI mastI mANavAnA che evA gajasukumArane adhikAra cAle che. e gajasukumAre 72 kaLAnuM jJAna meLavyuM che, ane yauvanane AMgaNe AvIne ubhA che. e gajasukumAra pudgala bhAvanI pastIne tyAga karIne AtmAnI mastI mANavAnA che. te kevI mastI mANaze te vAta sAMbhaLaze tyAre tamane khabara paDaze. te vAta karatAM pahelAM zAstrakAra bhagavaMta batAve che ke te dvArakA nagarImAM romila nAmanA mahardhika brAhmaNane rUpa, lAvaNyathI

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zAtA zaba kta semA nAmanI putrI hatI. te maTI thatAM tene mAtApitAe tene gurUkuLamAM jANavA mATe mekalI. te bhaNIgaNIne strIonI cosaTha kaLAmAM pravINa thaI eTale tenA gurUe tenA mAtApitAne sepI dIdhI. tenA mAtA pitAe vidyA bhaNAvanAra kalAcAryane ghaNuM dhana ApIne saMtuSTa karIne vidAya karyA. mAtApitAo pitAnA bALakane saMsAranuM jJAna apAvavA mATe keTaluM kare che. tene mATe keTalI cIvaTa rAkhe che. paNa AtmAnuM jJAna ApavA mATe ATalI cIvaTa rAkhe che! cAhe purUSa bahetara LAmAM pravINa thAya ke strI cosaTha kaLAmAM pravINa thAya paNa jyAM sudhI eka dharmakaLAmAM pravINa nahi thAya tyAM sudhI kalyANa thavAnuM nathI. AjanA mAtApitAe potAnA bALake skula ane kolejamAM pheIla na thAya te mATe jeTaluM dhayAna Ape che teTaluM dhyAna jainazALAe mokalavAnuM rAkhatAM mathI. je dareka mAtApitAe potAnA saMtAnene jainazALAe mokalavAnuM lakSa rAkhe ane jenazALAmAM gayA pachI zuM zIkhyA, keTale abhyAsa karyo tenuM dhyAna rAkhe te bALako dharmakaLAmAM avazya pravINa thAya. samA onI cosaTha kaLA zIkhIne taiyAra thaI. te yuvAna thatAM jema caMdra soLe kaLAe khIle che tyAre atyaMta bhAyamAna lAge che, tema A samAnuM rUpa ane yauvana seLe kaLAe khIlI uThayuM che. e aMdhArAmAM ubhI hoya te paNa tenA rUpane prakAza paDate hate. e sAdA vastro paherIne ubhI hoya te paNa janArane atyaMta AkarSaka ane mane hara lAgatI hatI, ene lAlI, lIsTIka ke pAvaDara capaDavAnI jarUra na hatI. Aje te rUpane AkarSaka ane manohara banAvavA mATe keTalAM zaNagAra saje che! keTalAM sAdhane vadhyAM che. chokarIone mA-bApa paraNAve tyAre ene zaNagAranI eka peTI bharIne Ape che, paNa A kRtrima sAdhanethI tamAruM rUpa vadhaze nahi paNa 68 rUpa bagaDaze. haTha kALA heya tene lAla dekhADavA mATe lAlI lagAve che. eTale heTha kAbaracItarA dekhAya che. sapheda vALane kALA banAvavA mATe kalapa lagADavAmAM Ave che, paNa be vakhata mAthuM dhove eTale vALa kAbara cItarA dekhAvA mAMDe che. kudaratI je vALanI kALAza hoya che tevI kALAza kalapa lagADavAthI AvatI nathI. mATe samaje ke asala te asala che. ane nakala te nakala che. somAnuM rUpa asalI hatuM. tene keI sAdhananI jarUra na hatI. tenuM rUpa joIne sau ema ja kahetAM ke jANe svargamAMthI keI devI mRtyulokamAM na AvI hoya! evI samA sAkSAt devI jevI zebhatI hatI. "tae sI sImA rAriyA iviA cAhuM chAyA jAva vibhUtiyA vaei gujJAhi nAva parilittA " eka divasa A semA bAlikAe sugaMdhI tela mAlIza karAvI sArA sugaMdhIdAra sAbuthI snAna karyuM. snAna karIne sArA kiMmatI vastro paheryA. vastra paherIne tenA ghara pramANe kiMmatI senAnA ane ratnanA

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zAradA darzana ga dAgInA paheryAM. seAmila brAhmaNane tyAM ghaNI saMpatti hatI. putra gaNA ke putrI gaLyA sAmA eka ja hatI. eTale tene mATe zuM mInA hAya ! Aje sa sArI jIvra saMtAna mATe keTalA saMtApa karatAM hoya che ! paNa sa tAna thayA pachI sAta sAMdhe ne tera tUTe evI paristhiti haiAya che. eka ciMtA na maTe tyAM bIjI ciMtA ubhI ja hAya che. dukAnethI tame thAkayApAkayA ghera jAe eTale tamArA zrImatIjI kaheze ke Aje dhInA DakhkhA khalAsa thaI gayA che, ghI lAvyA eTale kaheze ke tela khalAsa thaI gayu che. te trIje divase kaheze ke cAkhA ne ghauM khalAsa thayA che. e pate eTale kaheze ke A TekarAone skulanI phI bharavA paisA joIe che. che saMsAramAM sukha ! keTalI badhI ciMtAothI sa`sAra saLagI uThI che. chatAM jIvane sa'sAramAM sukha dekhAya che. amane tA tamArI dayA Ave che ke tame kayAM sudhI AvA duHkhathI bharelA saMsAramAM paDayA raheze ? paNa jema pANImAM rahelAM mAchalAne joIne kaiAine vicAra thAya ke A bicArA mAchalAM A ThaM'DImAM TharI jaze mATe, lAva ene kADhIne bahAra mUkuM te e mAchalAM pANI vinA taraphaDIne marI jAya che. tema tamArI dayA khAIne satA tamane saMsArathI bahAra kADhavA icche che, paNu tamArI dazA konA jevI che te samajANuM ne? ( hasAhasa) saMsAramAM game teTaluMka duHkha bhale haiAya paNa saMsAra cheDavA gamatA nathI. saMsAranAM duHkhA hasatAM hasatAM sahana thAya che paNa AtmA mATe dharma karatAM sheja duHkha veThI zakAtuM nathI. sAmila brAhmaNane ghera saoNMsAra sukhanI koI kamInA na hatI. kAI jAtanI ene ciMtA na hatI. dhananA bhaMDAra bharelA hatAM paNa Aje te aMdara krAMI na heAya ne uparathI bhabhakAne pAra nahi. kAI khAI gharanA AMgaNAmAM suMdara raMgALI pUre paNa tenA pANInA geALAmAM sevALa hoya te tene zuM kaheze? A teA kutraDa khAI che. enA bahAranA ThaThArA che paNa gharamAM te kaI ThekANAM nathI, evI rIte jenA gharamAM kaMI na hAya paNa bahArathI vaTabaMdha pharatAM hAya tenI dazA paNa evI ja che. semilanA gharamAM bharapUra saMpatti hatI. tenI sapatti pramANe kapaDA ne dAgInA paNa hoya ne! sAmAne mATe eka ekathI caDhiyAtA vastro ane dAgInA taiyAra karAvyA hatAM. te paherIne taiyAra thaI.tyAra bAda tenI sakhIe ane dAsIone melAvI. meTA gharanI TekarIone dAsa-dAsIo ane sakhIonA pAra na hAya, sAmA hamezA dAsIe ane sakhIothI gherAyelI rahetI hatI. e nAhI dhoI sArA vasAla kAro paherI zaNagAra sajIne taiyAra thaI. te tenI sAhelIone ane dAsIonI vacce caMdramAnI jema zAlavA lAgI. have te tenI sakhIone sAthe laine kayAM jaze ne zuM khanaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra :-kapaTI duryodhananA zIkhavADavyA pramANe purocane dharmarAjAne samAcAra ApyA ke kadAca Apane hastinApura na javuM hAya te vAraNAvatI nagarImAM padhAro.

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zAradA darzane Apa game tyAM raheze paNa huM te ApanI AjJA ziromAnya karIne Apane dAsa banIne rahIza. Apa te kuruvaMzanA AdhArasthaMbha jevA che. sUrya samAna tejasvI che mATe Apa je karaze te huM nahi karI zake. Apa te amArA vaDIla che, udAra dilanA che eTale mAre gune mApha karaze. ahAhAkapaTI mANase zuM nathI karatA? duryodhananA dilamAM pAMDave pratye jhera bhareluM che paNa uparathI mIThuM mIThuM bolIne AvA samAcAra kahevaDAvyA. kRSNa yudhiSThira bAta, sunIne hadaya bahu harSAyA. svayaM sarala sarala lakhe sabake, cAla usI saMga AyA. huM-zrotA purocananI vAta sAMbhaLIne kRSNajI ane yudhiSThirane khUba AnaMda thaye. kAraNa ke teo badhA saraLa hatAM. je saraLa hRdayanAM mANasa hoya che teo badhAne pitAne jevA samaje che, paNa kaMI badhA sarakhA hotA nathI. purecanane kahyuM ke amAre zuM karavuM te vicAra karI laIe. kRSNa ane yudhiSThire oraDAmAM jaIne vicAra karyo ke zuM karavuM? kAraNa ke pAMDave je kaMI kArya karatAM hatAM temAM sauthI pahelAM kRSNajInI salAha letAM. kRSNajIe kahyuM. bhAI! chadmastha mANasa bhUlane pAtra che. eNe bhUla karI che paNa have tene ATale badhe pazcAtApa che te kaMI nahi. tame hastinApura javAnuM rahevA che, ane vAraNuvatImAM jAo. kRSNajInI salAhathI pAMDanuM vAraNuvatImAM Agamana -kRSNajInI vAta mAnya karIne sau vAraNAvatI javA taiyAra thayA. purecanane sAthe laIne badhA vAraNAvatI gayA. vAraNAvatI nagarImAM khabara ApyA ke pAMDave ahIM padhAre che. AvA pavitra purUSe pitAnI nagarImAM padhAre che te jANIne tyAMnA prajAjanone khUba AnaMda thaye. jyAM puNyavAna purUSanAM pagalAM thAya che tyAM zekamaya vAtAvaraNa heya te paNa anaMdamaya banI jAya che. tema ahIM saune harSa thaye ane AkhuM nagara zaNagAryuM, ane khUba harSabhera temanuM svAgata karyuM. "lAkhanA mahelamAM utAre" -vAraNAvatamAM eka ne bhavya mahela banAvavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. te mahelamAM pAMDene utAryA. pAMDe padhAratAM nagaramAM AnaMda AnaMda chavAI gaye. teo AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyA. IndraprasthathI duryodhana temane maLavA mATe vAraNAvatI nagarImAM AvyuM ne pAMDa pratye khUba prema batAvyuM. teNe yudhiSThiranA caraNamAM paDIne mAphI mAMgI ane AMkhamAM AMsu sArIne kahevA lAge. moTAbhAI A pApIne kSamA kare. yudhiSThire kahyuM, bhAI! emAM tamAre doSa nathI. mArA karmane TheSa che. ema kahI zAMta ryA. thoDA divasa duryodhana tyAM rokAye te pAMDavene mATe ghaNI sArI sArI cIja lAvyuM hatuM,

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zAradA darzana 47 ane teo je kaMI maMgAve tenAthI Dabala cIje melate hate. thaDA divasa pAMDavo sAthe rekA paNa eTale prema batAvyuM ke pAMDave te barAbara bharamAI gayAM. kRSNane paNa ema lAgyuM kharekhara duryodhanane pazcAtApa thaye che. duryodhana Indraprastha cAlyA gaye ne pAMDa AnaMdathI tyAM rahevA lAgyA. kRSNajI pAMDane duHkhamAM sahAya karavA mATe AvyA hatAM paNa have temanuM duHkha cAlyuM gayuM jANune kRSNa kahyuM tamane sukhamAM joIne mane zAMti che. te huM dvArikA jAuM. pAMDa vAraNAvatI rahyA eTale hastinApurathI temanA kuTuMbIjane tyAM AvI gayA. temAM kRSNanI lADIlI bahena ane arjunanI patnI subhadrA abhimanyune laIne AvI hatI. ghaNA vakhatathI subhadrA piyara gaI na hatI eTale kRSNa kahyuM ghaNuM vakhatathI subhadrA AvI nathI. mAtA tene khUba jhaMkhe che. te jo Apa kahe te sAthe laI jAuM. thoDA divasa rahIne mokalI daIza. ane rajA ApI eTale kRSNajI subhadrA ane abhimanyune laIne dvArikA AvyA ne badhAne pAMDavonAM kuzaLa samAcAra ApyA eTale saune khUba AnaMda thaye. eka vakhata satyavAdI dharmarAjA ane temanuM kuTuMba bheguM thaIne beThuM hatuM tyAre badhA duryodhananI khUba prazaMsA karavA lAgyA ke duryodhana ke pavitra banI gaye! eNe ApaNuM duHkha maTADI dIdhuM. kahevAya che ne ke Ajane pApI kAle punita banI jAya che. Ajane dAnava kAle mAnava banI jAya che. te anusAra duryodhana ApaNA mATe dUra rAkSasa je banI gayuM hatuM paNa have tenI krUratA cAlI gaI. te ApaNA mATe karUNAvaMta banI gayo. ema khUba guNa gAtAM hatAM te samaye zuM banyuM : dharmarAjAne maLela patra -vidarajIe mekalela priyaMvada nAmane dUta pharate pharate vAraNAvatI nagarImAM AvyuM ne yudhiSThiranA caraNamAM namana karIne ubhe rahyo. dharmarAjAe tene oLakhe eTale vidurajInA kuzaLa samAcAra pUchyA. tethI dUta yudhiSThirane ekAMtamAM laI gaye ne vidurajIe Apele patra yudhiSThiranA hAthamAM Apyo. e kAgaLamAM vidurajIe zuM lakhyuM che te dharmarAjA vAMcavA lAgyA. vidurajIe patramAM lakhyuM hatuM ke huM mArA vahAlA dharmarAjA ! meM patramAM je kAMI samAcAra lakhyA che te tamArA ekAMta hitane mATe lakhyo che. te tame barAbara vAMcIne vicAra karo. have khAsa hakIkta jaNAvuM chuM ke huM koI kAraNa prasaMge Indraprastha dhRtarASTra pAse gaye hatuM. tyAre ane duryodhana bApa-dIkare beThA hatAM. tyAM duzAsana ane karNa AvyA ane duryodhanane caDhAvavA lAgyA ke tame pAMDane hAla tera varSa mATe vanamAM mUkAyA che paNa pachI te Avaze ne? kadAca terame varSe pakaDAI jAya ne tame pAchA bIjA tera varSa vanavAsa mokalI de paNa aMte te e pAchA Avaze ja ne? jyAM sudhI e tamArA dumane

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48 zAradA darzana jIvatAM che tyAM sudhI tame sukhe rAjya bhogavI zakaze nahi. mATe have e upAya kare joIe ke temane jaDamULamAMthI vinAza thaI jAya. A vicAra karIne temaNe purocana nAmanA purohitane bolAvyo ane tamAre vinAza thAya te upAya zodhIne tene kahyuM ke tame vAraNAvatI jAo ne tyAM jaIne pAMDane vinAza kare. emane A vAtanI gaMdha Ave nahi ne temane nAza thAya tevuM kAma karavAnuM che. te kAma zuM karavAnuM che te samAcAra vidurajIe patramAM lakhyA che. te yudhiSira vAMcaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 83 bhAdaravA vada 7 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 4-10-77 anaMtajJAnI sarvajJa bhagavate jagatanAM jIve upara karUNA karIne siddhAMta samajAvyA che. bhagavaMtanA mukhamAMthI nIkaLelI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta vItarAga prabhunI vANuM satya ane nizaMka che. A vANInuM zravaNa karIne je ja AcaraNamAM mUke che tenuM avazya kalyANa thAya che. bhagavAna maha nidrAmAM pahelA ne jAgRta karavA mATe kahe che ke, saMbujha kiM na bujjJaha, saMbohI khalu pecca duklahA / no huvaNamanti rAio, no sulabhaM puNaravi jIviyaM // sU. a. 2. u. 1 gAthA 1 he bhavya che. tame jAge, samaje ane bedha pAme. satva prApta karavAnI A amUlya taka che. je catura heya te hAthamAM AvelI takane cUkate nathI. bAdhabIjanI prApti karIne mekSamAM javAnuM je kaI zreSTha sthAna hoya te manuSyabhava che. bIjA koI paNa bhavamAM AvI ArAdhanA karI zakAtI nathI, ane jIvanamAMthI je rAtrIo ne divaso cAlyA jAya che te pharI pharIne pAchA AvatAM nathI. mATe hAthamAM AvelA amUlya avasarane gumAvaze nahi. manuSyabhava te maLe che paNa sAthe tamArA eTalA sadbhAgya che ke jyAM ArAdhanA karavAnI jogavAI maLe tevI bhUmimAM janma thayo che. kaMIka manuSpo anArya dezamAM janmyA che, temane dharma zuM cIja che tenI paNa khabara nathI. kaMIka AdezamAM jaina kuLamAM janmyA che paNa amerikA, jarmana, jApAna vigere videzamAM jaIne vasyA che tyAM zuM temane dharma karavAne vega maLe che? tyAM sAdhu jaI zake che, ke supAtra dAna devAne avasara maLe che? satsaMgane lAbha maLe che? tyAM kAMI nathI.

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zAradA darzana banI zakatuM. ahIMthI kadAca dharmanA saMskAra laIne gayA haze, te bheDA ghaNuM saMskAra raheze. bhagavAna kahe che he mAnava! tArI jiMdagI te kAcI mATInA kuMbha jevI che. kAcI mATInA kuMbhane je sAcavIne eka rUmamAM mUkI devAmAM Ave che te paNa ghaNAM varSo sudhI TakI zake che. paNa ene eTale kAyAne vizvAsa karavA jevo nathI. zarIra game tevuM taMdurasta ane pahelavAna jevuM hoya chatAM tene vizvAsa karavA jevo nathI. ApaNe ghaNuM vAra sAMbhaLIe chIe ke rastAmAM paDI gayAM ne marI gayA. rAtre sAjA sArA sUtA ne savAre te uThayA ja nahi. bele, A dehane vizvAsa karavA jevo che? "nA." te AvA kSaNika jIvanamAM pramAda karIne besI rahevAya kharuM? ATalA mATe ja kahevAmAM Ave che ke jyAM sudhI dehamAM kasa che, tyAM sudhI mAla laI le. mAla lIdhe haze te mUlya maLaze. bAkI te pastAvuM paDaze. aMtagaDa sUtramAM evA ghaNAM jIvene adhikAra che ke temaNe mAnavabhava pAmIne AtmakalyANa karavAnI takane oLakhI che. e AtmAo sAmAnya na hatAM. moTA rAjAnA kumAra hatAM. rAjAnI rANIo hatI. temaNe kanakAvatI, ratnAvalI vigere tapa karyA che. tamane evA tapa sAmAyikathI karAvuM te paNa thAkI jaze. tyAre emaNe upavAsathI evA tapa karyA che. jema agnimAM senAne tapAvIne gALavAmAM Ave che tema emaNe tapa dvArA AtmAne tapAvIne karmone gALI nAMkhyA ne AtmAne se TacanA sonA je zuddha ane svaccha banAvyo, ne AtmAnI sAdhanA karavAnI takane oLakhI. A avasara pharIne nahi maLe. kAle dharma karIza e vizvAsa karIne tame besI nA raheze. kAla upara tuM rAkhI mUke dharamanAM kAma, icchA nA rahe adhUrI je o nAdAna satAM satA aMdhArAmAM joje mRtyu nA thaI jAya-mananI manamAM nA rahI jAya, AvatI kAle karazuM tevA bhase nA raheze. jyAre IcchA thAya tyAre dharmanA kAryo tasta karI leje. nahitara mananI manamAM rahI jaze. meM te evA kaMIkane joyA che ke emanI mananI manamAM rahI gaI ne teo duniyAmAMthI vidAya thayA. mATe khUba sAvadhAna bane. ApaNe gajasukumArane adhikAra cAle che. temAM somila brAhmaNanI putrI samAe snAna karIne zarIre sugaMdhIdAra padArthonA vilepana karyA, sArA vastro ane dAgInA paheryA ne suMdara zaNagAra sajIne taiyAra thaI tenI dAsIo ane sakhIonI vacce te devAMganA jevI zobhavA lAgI. enuM rUpa ja evuM hatuM ke eNe kaMI zaNagAra na paheryA hoya te paNa zebhI uThatI hatI. te pachI jyAre zaNagAra saje eTale keTalI bhI uTheT utta. sUtranA bAvIsamA adhyayanamAM rAmatInI vAta Ave che ke te kevI saudarya. vAna hatI ! zA-82

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50 ada sA rAyavara kannA, susIlA cArupehiNI / savva lakkhaNa saMpannA, vijjusoyAmaNippAbhA // zAradA daza na utta. a. 22 gAthA cha rAjematI ugrasena rAjAnI lADIlI dIkarI hatI. te suzIla, sudanA eTale jenu darzIna ja evu suMdara hatuM ke jonAra TharI jAya, te sa` uttama lakSaNeAthI yukta hatI ane tenA zarIranI kAMti vIjaLI jevI hatI vIjaLInuM teja jhagArA mAre che tema rAjematInuM teja jhagArA mAratuM hatuM. a dhArAmAM paNa tenA tejanA prakAza paDatA hatA. evuM rAjematInuM rUpa hatuM. eTale zAstrakAre tenA rUpanI prazaMsA karI che. AvI saudayavAna rAjematIe sa'sAra cheDIne saMyama lIdhA. dIkSA lIdhA pachI jyAre teo temanAtha prabhunA darzana karavA mATe gayA tyAre mArgomAM khUba varasAda paDatAM rAjematI eka guphAmAM gayA. varasAdamAM bhIjAyelA vastro kADhIne aMgeApAMga saMkeAcIne guphAmAM kheDA, tyAre temanA zarIranAM tethI a'dhArI guphAmAM prakAza thaye. e prakAzamAM rahanemIe rAjematIne joI, tenuM saudarya joIne rahanemInu` mana saMyamathI calAyamAna thaI gayuM. rAjematIe temane vacana rUpI aMkuzathI saMyamamAM sthira karyAM. mAre te tamane ahI... e vAta samajAvavI che ke AvI adhArI ghAra guphAmAM paNa jenAM zarIranAM tejathI prakAza patharAyA te rUpa kevu' haze ? AvI ja khIjI eka vAta zreNIka rAjAnI che. zreNIka rAjAe anAthI muninA rUpanI khUba prazaMsA karI ke he muni! zu tamAru rUpa che! zuM tamArA vaNu che! zuM tamArI saumyatA che! je zreNIka rAjAe muninA rUpanI ATalI prazaMsA karI te zreNIkanuM rUpa kevuM hatu te jANeA che? jyAre zreNIka rAjAne temanA pitAjIe peAtAnA rAjyanI bahAra kADhI mUkyA tyAre zreNIka vagaDAnI vATe cAlyA jatAM hatAM. te samaye eka devAMganA temanA rUpamAM mugdha banIne temanI pAse AvI ane kahyuM ke he zreNIka! tuM mArI sAthe lagna kara tA sArI duniyAnuM sukha tArI sAme hAjara karI dauM, evI mArAmAM tAkAta che, paNa zreNIka rAjA DagyA nahi tyAre devI temanA upara prasanna thaIne ciMtAmaNI ratna ApIne caraNamAM namIne cAlI gaI. jenA rUpamAM devAMganA mugdha banI hatI tevA zreNIka rAjAne anAthI muninA rUpamAM vizeSatA dekhAi. te vicAra karo ke e rUpa kevuM Azcaya kArI haze! zreNIka rAjAnu rUpa ghaNuM hatuM paNa anAthI muninA rUpamAM e vizeSatA hatI ke temanuM kudaratI rUpa te hatuM ne sAthe cAritranuM teja hatu. eTale kAi jAtanA snAna, zaNagAra vinA paNa muninu rUpa AkarSaka ane manehura lAgatu hatu, cAmaDIne bhedIne prakAza bahAra AvatA hatA. ahI' sAmAnu kudaratI rUpa tA hatuM. temAM zaNugAra sajyA eTale te vizeSa rUpe zaiAlatI hatI. A vizeSa rUpe zebhatI semA tenI sakhIonI sAthe AnaMda vinAda karatI

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zAradA darzana " sayAo gihAo paDinikkhamai paDinikkhamittA jeNeva zayamaggo teNeva uvAgacchai" ! pitAnA gherathI nIkaLI ane sakhIo ane dAsIonI sAthe ramatI khelatI- rAjamArga upara AvI. dvArakA nagarI bAra ejana lAMbI ane nava jana paheLI khUba vizALa hatI. temAM moTA moTA rastAo hatA. e rAjamArgo uparathI hajAro vAhane pasAra thatAM hatAM. hajAre naranArIo paNa tyAMthI AvatA jatAM hatA. AvA moTA rAjamArga upara AvI. "vavAchittA misa iniM-tUsa mAM 2 ji " mAM eka senAne daDo sAthe lAvI hatI te kADhIne rAjamArga upara sakhIonI sAthe senAnA daDAthI ramata ramavA lAgI. tamane badhAne bolabeTa ramavAmAM te khUba rasa Ave che ne? jyAre muMbaImAM meca ramAtI hoya tyAre tame badhA khAvApIvAnuM paNa bhUlI jAo cho ne kAmadhaMdho paNa choDI de che. emAM tamane kaMI maLavAnuM kharuM? chatAM paisA kharcIne e jevAne keTale rasa che? je tyAM jaI zakatA nathI te badhA TI. vI. upara jovA besI jAya che. e jevAmAM Abe divasa pasAra thaI jAya te paNa khabara paDatI nathI. jyAM eka pAI maLavAnI nathI, kalyANa thavAnuM nathI tene mATe keTalA paisAnI khuvArI? keTalA kiMmatI samayanI khuvArI kare che. ATale rasa je AtmAne mATe dharma karavAmAM Ave te kalyANa thaI jAya. bolabeTa ramatAM je AuTa thaI jAya, hArI jAya te eka bAju upara ubhe rahI jAya che ne bIje rame che. huM te tamane badhAne kahuM chuM ke jo tame samaje te e balabeTanI ramata paNa zikhAmaNa Ape che ke he jIva! je tuM abhimAnathI phulAIza te mArI mAphaka caturgati saMsAramAM pheMkAvuM paDaze, ane mane beTathI jema AmathI tema uchALe che tema tAre paNa daDAne mAra khAvuM paDaze. mArAmAM havA bharI che tethI mArI A dazA thaI che, tema tArAmAM paNa je abhimAnanI havA bharI haze te tArI mArA jevI dazA thaze. mATe abhimAnanI havA kADhIne tuM namra banI jA. je name che te saune game che. namra mANasane pheMkAI javuM paDatuM nathI. mATe jJAnI kahe che ke tame game teTalA dhanavAna bane, jJAnavAna bano ke meTA kalAkAra bane paNa kadI abhimAna karaze nahi. abhimAna AvyuM eTale vikAsa thatuM aTakI jAya che. eka citrakArane putra khUba hoMziyAra banyuM. sArA sArA citra banAvIne te enA pitAjIne batAvavA lAgyuM. enA pitAjI ene kaMIka ne kaMIka kheTa batAvatAM hatAM. bApanA manamAM evA bhAva hatAM ke mAre putra kema vadhu hoMziyAra bane. te badhA citrakAromAM prathama sthAna meLave evI temanI IcchA hatI. eTale kaMIka ne kaMIka khAmI hoya te batAvyAM kare. jyAre bIjA leke enA khUba vakhANa karatAM ke kevuM suMdara citra doryuM che. jANe jIvatuM jAgatuM mANasa na hoya ! lokonA mukhethI prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne chokarAnA manamAM abhimAna AvyuM ke have mane badhuM AvaDI gayuM. pitAnA manamAM thatuM ke have mArI

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para zAradA darzana kaLAmAM khAmI nathI, paNa pitAjInI pAse jAya eTale te kaMika ne kaMika khAmI khatAve che. tethI tenA manamAM thayuM ke mArA pitAjI te mArA kAryanI kaDhI prazaMsA karatA nathI. e te khoDakhAMpaNu kADhayA ja kare che. have mAre temane batAvavA javuM ja nathI. Aje ghaNAM mANaso evA hoya che ke teo kAma ghaNuM kare paNa je temanAM guNalA gavAya te temane AnaMda thAya pazu guNa nA gavAya te mAtu. khagaDI jAya che, paNa kharekhara je prazaMsAnA pipAsu anyA teNe samajI levu' ke have mArA vikAsa thatA aTakI javAnA. citrakAranA bApane khakhara paDI ke have mArA putrane abhimAna Avye che. eka divasa citrakAre eka sauMdaCvAna strInuM citra doryuM. jANe AbehUba strI joi le, jonArane lAge ke jIvatI jAgatI strI che. hamaNAM khAlaze ema lAgatuM. leAkeA tenI kalAnI khUba prazaMsA karavA lAgyA tyAre citrakAra khUba harakhAvA lAgyA. tenA manamAM thaI gayu` ke khasa, have huM' DhAMziyAra banI gayA. enA pitAjIe dUrathI citra joyuM. temane lAgyu ke eka mATI khAmI che, paNa have tene khatAvavA javu nathI kAraNa ke tene abhimAna Avye che. A samaye khIjo eka citrakAra tyAM AvyeA. citra joIne khamI zu' che te pakaDAi gai. gabhIra mANasA kadI khelatAM nathI paNa karI batAve che. pelA AvanAra citrakAre eka saLI laIne cItarela citranI AMkhamAM e kALA TapakA karI dIdhA. tethI citranI zAbhA era vadhI gaI. A samaye citrakArane peAtAnI bhUlanuM bhAna thayu. enA manamAM thayuM ke AnA karatAM pitAjIne batAvavA gayA hAta tA mane premathI mArI bhUla batAvata. pharIne citra banAvIne enA pitAjI pAse gayA ne kahyuM pitAjI ! mane mArI bhUla heAya te matAvA, tyAre tenA pitAe kahyuM beTA ! have e samaya gayA. have tArA vikAsa aTakI gayA. baMdhue ! jIvanamAM vikAsa sAdhavA hAya te kadI abhimAna na karaze. jJAna bhaNIne abhimAna kare ke mArA jeTalu koIne jJAna nathI. peAtAnA jJAnanA kAi ne lAbha ApavAne badale sAmAne peAtAnAthI halakA pADavAnI vAta kare teA tevA jJAnathI Atma kalyANa thatuM' nathI. ahI' sAmila brAhmaNanI putrI seAmA tenI sakhIonI sAthe seAnAnA daDe ramata rame che. badhI sakhIe sAmAsAmI daDA phUMke che. je hAre te eka khAjumAM ubhI rahe che ne ramata jIve che. A rIte ramata ramatAM khUba AnaMda ullela kare che. ramata ramavAmAM semA ane tenI sakhIo masta banI gayA che. tenI dAsIe paNa AjubAju ubhelI che. A te moTA rAjamAga che. eTale AvatAM jatAM mANase paNa A ramata jovA ubhA rahe che. ahIM ramata ramAI rahI che. have dvArakA nagarImAM trikALajJAnI nemanAtha bhagavAna padhAraze, tenA samAcAra maLatAM kANu daza na karavA jaze, tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra :- vidurajInI pAMDavAne cetavaNI ' :-pAMDavA sahakuTuMba vAraNAvatImAM sukhapUrvaka rahetAM hatAM ane durgaMdhananAM vakhANa karatAM hatAM. kAraNa ke guNavAna kadI koInAM

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zAradA dezana 157 guNu bhUlatAM nathI ne avaguNI avaguNa cheDatAM nathI. te anusAra pAMDavA guNuvAna che eTale durgaMdhananAM guNu jue che, paNa durgaMdhana dugu NI che eTale teNe pAMDavAne jugAramAM adhu' harAvIne jaMgalamAM mAkalI dIdhAM chatAM tenA aMtaramAMthI azAMtinI Aga elavAtI nathI eTale haju pAMDavAnA vinAza karavAnI yukti zodhavA lAgyA, paNa pAMDavAnA haju puNyanA dIpaka jalatA che eTale kAI ne kAI rIte temane samAcAra maLI jAya che. dhRtarASTra, duryodhana, zakuni, kaNa vigere pAMDavAnA nAza karavAnI yukti goThavatAM hatAM. temAM purecana nAmanA purohitane kahetA hatAM ke tame jaldI vAraNAvatI jAo ne koi paNa rIte pAMDavAnA vinAza thAya tevuM kAma kare. kevI rIte mAravA te vAta paNa nakkI karI ane kahyu` ke-- lAkha kASTa kA mahala banAe, rAla tela cuta khAsa, Aga lagAkara una pAMDavakA, usame karA vinAza hA...zrotA... huM purecana ! tame vAraNAvatI nagarImAM jaI ne lAkhanA su Mdara mahela banAve. nIce lAkha ane uparathI evA raMgaregAna lagAvI do ke jethI koIne gaMdha na Ave ke A mahela zAnA manAveleA che. lAkha ane kASTane bhavya, manehara ane AkaSa ka mahela banAvIne avasara joIne caudasanA divase temane bALI mUko. A badhI rajeraja vAta vidurajIe jANI patramAM lakhIne eka gupta dUtane vAraNAvatI mekalI dIdhA. dharmarAjAe patra vAMcyA. temAM vidurajIe lakhyu hatu ke huM pAMDavA! tamane mArI nAMkhavA mATe durgaMdhane A kAvatru racyuM che. tamArA pratye kheATo prema vyakta karI tamane bhUlAvAmAM nAMkhIne chetaraze. tamane purocana dvArA te vAraNAvatImAM lAvyeA che ane e navA banAvelA mahelamAM tamane rAkhIne koI paNa kRSNa caturdazI eTale vada caudazanA divase mahelamAM Aga lagADI tamane sUtA bALI nAMkhavA tema teNe nakkI karyu che. A vAta me koinI pAsethI sAMbhaLelI nathI paNa mArA kAnakAna sAMbhaLI che. mATe tame badhA sAvadhAnIthI rahejo, sheja paNa pramAda karaze nahi ane dareka mahinAnI vada caudazanA divase tame khUba sAvadhAna rahejo. A pramANe vidurajIe vigatavAra samAcAra patramAM lakhyA hatAM te dharmarAjAe dhyAnapUrvaka vAMcyA. patra vAMcIne dhama rAjAe bhIma, arjuna, sahadeva, nakuLa, kuMtAjI, draupadI vigerene khelAvIne vidurajIe lakhelA samAcAra vAMcAvyA, A vAta jANIne pAMce bhAI ene khUba krodha AnyA. sauthI pahelAM temaNe mahelanI tapAsa karI te kharekhara lAkhanA ja mahela hatA. jema duryodhane aMdarathI kapaTa rAkhIne upara prema batAvye tema A mahela paNa uparathI raMgarogAna karI ra'gIleA banAvye che paNa aMdara te lAkha ane lAkaDuM' ja che, eTale Aga lagADe tyAre baLatAM vAra na lAge. bhIme krodhAyamAna thaI ne kahyu. meTAbhAI ! have Apa amane rajA Ape te zatrune mArI gadAnA svAda cakhADIne AvuM. arjune paNu bhImane sAtha ApyA, paNa dharmarAjAe kahyuM bhAI ! e duSTa anya paNa ApaNe enA

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zAradA darzane jevA duSTa banavuM nathI. huM jugAra rame chuM te tenuM phaLa mane bhogavI levA de. tera varSa pachI tamAre jema karavuM hoya tema karajo. huM ne nahi pADuM. ema kahIne zAMta karyA. pachI kahyuM hAla bIjI badhI vAta cheDIne ahIMthI bacavA mATe zuM karavuM te nakakI karIe. badhAe bhegA thaIne nakkI karyuM ke ApaNe A makAnamAMthI ghaNe dUra nIkaLI zakIe tevI suraMga khodAvavI, ane jyAM sudhI suraMga taiyAra na thAya tyAM sudhI ApaNe badhAe ahIM sAvadhAnIthI rahevuM. jyAre Aga lagADaze tyAre suraMga dvArA bahAra nIkaLI jaIzuM. lAkhanA mahelamAMthI nIkaLavAne zedhela raste" : suraMga khodAvavAnuM nakkI karyuM paNa suraMga khedanAra gupta mANasa kayAMthI lAve tenA vicAramAM paDayA. tyAre vidurajIe mekalelA priyavaMda nAmanA dUte kahyuM ke tame enI ciMtA na kare. tamArA kAkA vidurajIe badhe vicAra karIne suraMga badanAra mANasane paNa mArI sAthe eka che. A sAMbhaLIne dharmarAjAne khUba AnaMda thaye. aho! ApaNA vaDIla vidurajInI ApaNuM upara keTalI kRpAdaSTi che ! emaNe dIrdhadaSTi vAparIne mANasa mokalI Ape che. atyAre temaNe ApaNane A samAcAra na ApyA hatA te ApaNo vinAza thaI jAta, paNa AvA duHkhamAM haju puNyane udaya che tethI ApaNane samAcAra maLI jAya che. dharmarAjAe AvelA mANasane kahyuM ke rAtrInA samaye keI na jANe tevI rIte tuM suraMga khodavAnuM kAma zarU karaje, ane ahIMthI ame dvaitavanamAM nIkaLIe tevI rIte suraMga banAva. kayAM suraMganuM dvAra banAvavuM vigere sUcanAo ApI te pramANe vidurajIne mekalela zukana nAmane mANasa rAtanA samaye yudhiSThiranA makAnamAM dhIme dhIme suraMga date hate ne divase nagaranI bahAra kAma karatA hatA. suraMganuM kAma zarU thaI gayuM. duryodhana upara ke pAyamAna thayela arjuna ane bhIma-baMdhuo ! jagatamAM puNyanI kevI balIhArI che! puNyavAna mANasa zULa upara paga mUke te paNa zULa phUla banI jAya che, ane puNyahIna mANasa phUla upara paga mUke te phUla paNa zULa banI jAya che. pAMDave puNyavAna che eTale duHkhamAM paNa bacavAnI sAmagrI maLI jAya che, paNa pAMDane duryodhana upara khUba krodha Avyo ke ApaNe te mAnyuM ke tenI mati sudharI gaI paNa A te haLAhaLa jhera bharyuM che. bhImane gusso Avyo tethI kahe che moTAbhAI! Apa AjJA Ape te ApaNe vinAza karavA AvelA purecana brAhmaNane mArI gadAnA eka ghAe pUre karI nAkhu. pachI ApaNe ahIMthI cAlyA jaIe, tyAre dharmarAjAe kahyuM, bhAI ! meM tane eka vakhata kahyuM ne ke hamaNAM ApaNe kAMI karavuM nathI. tera varSa pachI badhuM karaje. hamaNAM zAMti rAkhe. bIjI vAta e che ke ApaNe purecanane mArIne cAlyA jaIzuM te kaIne kaI rIte duryodhanane samAcAra te pahoMcI jaze te uTe vahema paDaze ne ApaNane zodhavA

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zAdA darzana mATe keDe paDaze. te karatAM Aga lagADaze tyAre je suraMga dvArA bahAra nIkaLI jaIzuM te e ema mAnaze ke te AgamAM baLI gayA. eTale enuM kALajuM Tharaze ne ApaNI zodha karAvate aTakaze. A rIte ApaNe sukhethI rahI zakIzuM, ane A brAhmaNane mAravAthI zuM ? e te ciThThIne cAkara che. zUrA sainike kIDI upara kaTaka na calAve. siMha mRgalAne mAre temAM tenI zUravIratA dekhAtI nathI paNa je hAthIne mAre te siMhanI zUravIratA dekhAya che. tema tame AvA zUravIra thaIne mRgalA jevA brAhmaNane mAre temAM zabhA nathI paNa tera varSa pUrA thayA pachI sAmI chAtIe duryodhanane tamAruM baLa batAvajo. A pramANe hitazikhAmaNa ApI dharmarAjAe bhIma ane arjunane ThaMDA pADayA. A tarapha suraMga taiyAra thaI gaI suraMgamAM praveza karavAnuM dvAra hatuM tenA upara bhImane sUvAne palaMga rAkhyuM hatuM. e dvAra evI rIte banAvyuM hatuM ke keIne khabara na paDe. rAtre pAMDe, kuMtAjI, draupadI badhA suraMgamAM jatAM hatAM. Aga lAge tyAre kevI rIte javuM, A samaye takalIpha na paDe te mATe suraMgamAM utarIne cAlatAM hatAM. upara mahela che ane nIce gupta rIte suraMga taiyAra thaI che te vAtanI purecanane kaMI ja khabara nathI. e enA kAryane saphaLa karavAnA AnaMdamAM magna hatA. te dararoja pAMDa pAse AvIne mIThI mIThI vAta karatA hatA. jyAM sudhI enA kapaTanI khabara na hatI tyAM sudhI sau tenI sAthe premathI belatAM hatAM paNa have tenA pratye prema Ave? have te uparathI prema batAvatAM hatAM, paNa e mAnate hatuM ke meM pAMDane kevA mArA banAvI dIdhA che. have emane mArA upara avizvAsa nathI eTale mAruM kAma jaldI karI lauM. jyAre vada caudazane divasa Ave tenI purecana rAha jovA lAgyo ne duryodhanane paNa teNe samAcAra mekalAvI dIdhAM ke A divase huM A kAma karIza. A tarapha pAMDa paNa sAvadhAna banI gayA che. e vicAra karavA lAgyA ke caudazanA divasanA badale kadAca vahelo Aga lagADe te! mATe sajAga rahevuM joIe. eTale bhIma mahelanA dhAbA upara caDhate. arjuna agAzImAM AMTA mArate. sahadeva, nakuLa vigere chUpI rIte dhyAna rAkhavA lAgyA, ane kuMtAjI tathA dropadI vigere ApattimAMthI kSemakuzaLa bacI javAya te mATe prabhune prArthanA karavA lAgyA. supAtre dAna ApavA lAgyA. have purecana kevI rIte Aga lagADaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze.

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ht vyAkhyAna na. 4 zAradA darzana bhAdaravA vada 8 ne budhavAra tA. 5-10-77 sujJa dhuA, suzIla mAtAe te baheneA ! ana'ta upakArI sarvajJa bhagavaMtAe bhavya jIveAnA kalyANa mATe AgamavANI prakAzI che. e AgamanAM rahasya ApaNane sadgurUe samajAve che. zAstramAM bhagava Mte kahyuM che ke A saMsAramAM jIvane sAcA sahArA hAya tA dhama che. " dhammo tALuM saLaM" drutimAM paDatAM jIveAne trANu zaraNu jo koi hAya te jinezvara prabhunA dhama che. sAcA dharma kayA che ? dhama karavAnu dhyeya zuM che ? dhamanuM svarUpa zu che? dhama kevI rIte karAya che? A badhu ApaNane sadgurUe vinA kANu samajAve ? dharma e khUba sUkSma ane gaMbhIra vastu che. mATe dharmAMnA mama sadgurU vinA bIjA phrAinI pAsethI jANavA maLatA nathI. jene dhama karavAnA rasa haze tene sadguru pAse AvavuM paDaze. dhamanAM pustakA ke siddhAMta peAtAnI jAte vAMcI levAthI dhamanuM zuddha svarUpa samajI zakAtuM nathI. A duniyAmAM aneka prakAranA dharmAM rahelA che. temAM kayA dharmoMmAM sAcuM ane zuddha dharmAMtattva raheluM che tenu' sAcu' jJAna sadgurUe pAsethI prApta thAya che. sAcA dharmanI parIkSA kevI rIte karavI tenA upAya sadgurUe ApaNane zAstranA AdhAre khatAve che. jema tamAre kApaDanA vahepAra karavA hAya te tenuM jJAna meLavavA kApaDIyA pAse javu' paDe che. hIrAneA vahepAra zIkhave huMya tA jhaverI pAse tAlIma levI paDe che. DAkaTara banavu hAya tA DokaTarI lAina levI paDe che ne vakIla banavuM hoya te tenI lAina laIne abhyAsa karavA paDe che, tyAre te jJAna maLe che, tema jo dharmanuM jJAna meLavavu' hAya te dharmanA niSNAta sadgurU pAse javu paDaze. jo dharmonI bhUkha lAgI hAya ne bhavasAgaramAM DUbatA AtmAne taravA hAya tA thoDo samaya kADhIne paNu sadgurU pAse AvIne dhamanuM zravaNu karo. dhamazravaNu bhavaroga nAbUda karavA mATenI amUlya auSadhi che. dharmAMthI jIvane aneka prakAranA lAbha thAya che. icchita sukhanI prApti thAya che. eka saMskRta zlAkamAM kahyuM che ke-- prAjyaM rAjyaM subhagadayitA nandanAnandanAnAM, ramyaM rUpaM sarasa kavitA cAturI susvaratvam / nirogatvaM guNaparicayaH sajjanatvaM subuddhiM, kiM nu bUmaH phalapariNatiM dharmakalpadrumasya / vizALa rAjya, suzIla strI, putrAnA putro, suMdara rUpa, sarasa kavitA, nipuNutA, mITho svara, niraeNgItA, guNA pratyenA prema, (guNAnurAga ), sajjanatA, sadguddhi A badhA

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: zAradA darzana 657 dharmarUpI kalpavRkSanA phaLe che. arthAt dharmarUpI kalpavRkSanA eTalA badhA phaLa hoya che ke tenuM varNana eka jIbhathI karI zakAtuM nathI. AvA dharmarUpI kalpavRkSanI prApti mATe bhagavAne zAstramAM upadezelA dharmanI ArAdhanA kare. ApaNe gajasukumArane adhikAra cAle che. temAM samila brAhmaNanI putrI semA sArA zaNagAra sajIne tenI sarakhI sAhelIonI sAthe gherathI nIkaLIne rAjamArga upara ramavA mATe AvI. te senAnA daDAthI ramI rahI che. senAnA daDAthI ramatI semA tenI sakhIo vacce kevI dekhAtI hatI? jANe senAnI dhvajA pharakatI na hoya ! jANe atyAre AkAzamAM vIjaLI camakatI na hoya ! jANe nayana nehara kapulattA ja na hoya! jANe ratnanI mALAo bhegI karI na hoya! tevI te samA tenI sakhIonI vacce zebhatI hatI. tenuM rU5 suvarNa caMpakanI kaLa jevuM ane nIlakamaLanI pAMkhaDIo jevuM zobhatuM hatuM. sarva vidyAomAM jANe zabda vidyA, rasa vRttiomAM kauzikI vRtti, chuMdemAM unnati, jJAtiomAM vaidabhI, sUra laharIomAM paMcama sUra, sarva vINAomAM mahAI vIma mahAna gaNAya che, tema badhI kanyAomAM A somA kanyA caMdramA samAna zobhatI hatI. tenI kAyA sazakta, suMdara ane nIrogI hatI, tenA nayanamAM tejasvitA hatI, tenuM lalATa bhavya dekhAtuM hatuM. tenuM vakSasthala sAhasa ane zauryanA pratIka samuM dekhAtuM hatuM. te strIonI caisADa kaLAmAM, akSarajJAna, vyAkaraNa, saMgIta, citrakalA, rAjane ti, dhanurvidhA, zastrakaLA, dharmAnukula nItizAstra vigere vidyAmAM pAraMgata hatI. A semAM dareka kAryamAM khUba pravINa ane hoMziyAra hatI. A badhuM tenI pUrvanI punAInuM phaLa hatuM. sakhIo ane dAsIonI vacamAM caMdra ane sUrya samAna zebhatI romA senAnA geDI daDAthI ramI rahI che. ramavAnI mastI jAmI che. AnaMda-kilela karI rahI che. ahIM temanI ramatane barAbara raMga jAme che. te samaye zuM bane che, "tef ja te samai rAjA duinenI samo, parimA jAjA !" somA sonAnA geDIdaDe ramatI hatI te kALane te samaye bAra ejana lAMbI ane nava yojana pahoLI dvArakA nagarImAM ajJAnanA timirane TALI jJAnanI jyoti jagAvanAra, bhavya jIne bhavasAgarathI tAravA naukA samAna, anAthanA nAtha, karUNasidhu nemanAtha bhagavAna zAmAnugrAma vicaratAM vicaratAM temanA ziSya parivAra sAthe dvArakA nagarInI bahAra AvelA udyAnamAM padhAryA. e samayamAM tIrthakara bhagavAna ane temanA saMte zaheramAM vastImAM utaratAM na hatAM paNa vastIthI dUra utaratAM hatAM kAraNa ke sAdhu-sAvIo jeTalAM gRhasthanA nivAsathI dUra rahe teTalI sAdhanAmAM vadhu zAMti rahe che. jeTalA vadhu gRhasthanA paricayamAM rahevAya che. zA-83

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158 zAradA darzana teTalI sAdhanAmAM beTa paDe che, eTalA mATe bhagavaMte dazavaikAlika sUtramAM kahyuM che ke he mArA zramaNe ane zramaNIe ! je tamAre nirmaLa cAritra pALavuM hoya te, "siddhi sathavuM na jJA, gujhA sAEE saMtha !" gRhasthane ati saMsarga na kare. hA, gRhastha tamArI pAse Ave che tene dharma pamADavAnI vAta kare paNa bIjI ADI avaLI vAte karIne svAdhyAya-dhyAna karavAne amUlya samaya bagADe nahi. je tamane saMsarga karavAnuM mana thAya te saMtene saMga kare. jethI tamArA AtmAmAM jAgRti Ave, nemanAtha bhagavAnanA aDhAra hajAra (18000) saMta hatAM, AvA meTA vizALa sAdhu samudAya sahita nemanAtha bhagavAna dvArakA nagarInI bahAra udyAnamAM padhAryA. udyAnamAM vanapAlako rahetAM hatAM, temanAtha bhagavAna padhAryA eTale tarata vanapAlake e bhagavAnane utaravAnI AjJA ApI, ane pATa-pATalA vigere paDhIyArI bhagavAnane kalpatI. cI ApI. pATIArI vastu eTale tame samaje che ? je vastu laIne pAchI ApI zakAya te paDhIyArI vastu kahevAya. dA. ta. pATa, pATalA, bAjoTha vigere. A cIjo sAdhu sAthe laIne pharatAM nathI. e je je dharmasthAnakamAM jAya tyAM zrAvakenI AjJA laIne vApare che. seya, kAtara vigere cIjonI jarUra paDe tyAre gRhasthane gherathI laI Ave ne sUryAsta pahelAM gRhasthane pAchA sepI de che. davA vigere auSadhi paNa sAdhuthI rAtanA na rakhAya. savAre laI Ave ne sAMje pAchI gRhasthane seMpI de. A badhI vastuo paDhIArI che ane AhAra, vastra vigere cIjo lIdhA pachI gRhasthane pAchI ApI zakAya nahi. udyAnapAlake bhagavAnane pATa-pATalA vigere cIjo ApI. tyAra pachI tarata kRSNavAsudevane bhagavAna padhAryAnI vadhAmaNI ApavA mATe gaye. vanapAlakane bhagavAna ke bhagavAnanA saMta padhAravAnI vadhAmaNI ApavA javAne umaMga hoya che. kAraNa ke jemanA AgamanathI rAjA mahArAjAonA dila AnaMdita thaI jatAM hoya, jemanA caraNamAM teo zira jhUkAvatA heya temanI vadhAmaNI ApavA javAne umaMga hoyane? ane e mahArAjAe bhagavAna padhAryAnI vadhAmaNI ApavA AvanArane nyAla karI deta A te rAjA mahArAjAnI vAta che paNa e samayanAM zrAvake paNa evA hatAM. varSo pahelAM khaMbhAtamAM banelI vAta che. eka vakhata koI moTA AcArya mahArAja khaMbhAta zaheranA nAke padhAryA. A vAtanI khabara paDatAM eka nekara deDo enA zeThane mahArAja padhAryAnI maMgala vadhAmaNI ApavA AvyuM. AcArya bhagavaMta padhAryAnI vadhAmaNI - sAMbhaLIne zeTha khuzakhuzAla thaI gayA, ane vadhAmaNI ApavA AvanAra nekarane eka cAvIne gUDe ApIne kahyuM ke A gUDAmAMthI tuM game te eka cAvI kADhI le, e cAvI. jenI hoya ane temAM je mAla bharyo hoya te badhuM tane bheTa ApI dauM chuM. nokare mUDAmAMthI eka moTI cAvI kADhI. cAvI jeIne zenA manamAM thayuM ke A bicAre ajJAnI

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zAradA darzana 259 jIva che. ene atyAre nyAla thaI javAne cAnsa che paNa je cAvI teNe kADhI che temAMthI ochuM maLaze eTale zeThane tenI dayA AvI tethI kahyuM-bhAI! A cAvI kyAM kADhI ? jerA sArI cAvI kADha. zeThe tenA upara dayAbhAvathI kahyuM tyAre nekaranA manamAM thayuM ke zeThe udAra thaIne mane jhUDo ApI dIdhe paNa meM maTI cAvI kADhI eTale temane ghaNe uttama mAla jato rahe te emane khaTake che. tethI Ama kahe che, paNa mArA hAthamAM AvyA pachI huM kayAM choDuM tema chuM. eNe zeThane kahyuM-zeTha! mArA jevA garIba mANasa mATe A barAbara che. zeTha samajI gayA ke AnA bhAgyamAM vadhu dhana lAgatuM nathI. eTale zeThe kahyuM ke bhale jevI tArI IcchA, ema kahIne zeThe munimane belAvIne kahyuM ke A cAvInI vakhAramAM je mAla bharyo hoya te A nokarane bakSisa karI de. munie cAvI laIne tALuM khelyuM te deraDAnI vakhAra nIkaLI eTale nekaranA manamAM thayuM ke A te deraDAnI vakhAra nIkaLI. huM A doraDAnI vakhArane zuM karuM? tyAre zeThe deraDAnA vahepArIone belAvIne deraDAnA vakhAranI kiMmata aMkAvI te kula rU. ekatrIsa hajArane mAla thaye. badhe mAla kharIdI lIdhe ne rU. (31000) nekaranA hAthamAM ApI dIdhA, zeThe te khuzI thaIne ApyA paNa muni kahe che zeTha! ATalA badhA rUpiyA te kAMI karane ApI devAnA hoya! AvuM dAna karaze te bhikhArI thaI jaze. zeThe kahyuM munimajI! A te mahAna lAbhanuM kAraNa che. mArA taraNatAraNa, sapharI jahAja samAna gurUdevanI vadhAmaNI laIne AvanAra mANasa nekara hoya ke munima hoya paNa mAre mana te e mahAna che. AvI pavitra vadhAmaNI AgaLa mane dhananI kiMmata nathI. AvA devAdhideva samAna gurU bhagavaMta mane dhananI mUcha utarAvavA mATe maLyA che. lakSamInI mUcha ane bheganI Asakti te jIvane bhavamAM bhaTakAvanArI che. A deva gurUnI bhakti karavAnuM mane AlaMbana maLyuM. e nimitta pAmIne lakSmIne kAMkarA samAna ane deva-gurUne hIrA samAna lekhavAno senerI suavasara maLe. AvA avasarane nahi oLakhIe ane gurUnI bhaktimAM lakSamIne lebha nahi chUTe te pachI zuM karI zakavAnA chIe ? AvA paisA saMsAra sukha mATe keTalA kharcAI jAya che. tyAM hisAba karavA besIe chIe ! acAnaka bhayaMkara roga Ave ne davAmAM vaparAI jAya che tethI kaMI lAbha thaze kharo? agara sarakAra laI jaze te zuM karavAnA chIe? cera cerI jaze agara vahepAramAM beTa AvI gaI to? e rIte paNa paisA te javAnA ja che ne ? ethI kaMI lAbha nahi thAya paNa mArA deva-gurUnI bhaktimAM jeTalAM nANuM vaparAze te lekhAne che. emAM mane mahAna lAbha thaze. zeThano munima zeThanA vacana sAMbhaLIne ThaMDogAra thaI gaye ne zeThanI deva-gurUnI bhakti pratye AkarSita thaye. nekarane rU. ekatrIsa hajAra (31000) maLatAM AnaMda thaI gaye ne tenA manamAM gurU pratye bahumAna jAgyuM ke je gurUdeva padhAryAnI vadhAmaNI ApavA jatAM mane zeThe nyAla karI dIdhe te e gurUdeva kevA haze!

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260 zAradA darzana baMdhuo! tame sAMbhaLyuM ne ke zeThane gurUdeva pratye keTalI bhakti haze! ahIM vanapAlake kuNuvAsudevane vadhAmaNI ApI ke he mahArAjA ! jemanA darzanathI duHkha dUra thAya che, pApI pAvana banI jAya che ne bhavanA pherA TaLI jAya che tevA trilekInAtha zAsanapati, nemanAtha bhagavAna parivAra sahita udyAnamAM padhAryA che. A vadhAmaNI sAMbhaLIne kRSNa vAsudevanAM sADA traNakoDa marAya khIlI uThyA, ne haiyAmAM alaukika AnaMda thaye. mAthe mugaTa rAkhIne jeTalAM AbhUSaNa aMga upara paherelA hatAM te badhA vadhAmaNI ApavA AvanAra vanapAlakane daI dIdhA, zeThe gurU padhAryAnI vadhAmaNI ApavA AvanArane rU. (31000) daI dIdhA, te AvA trikhaMDa adhipati vAsudeva te keTaluM Ape ! vAsudevanA alaMkAre keTalA kiMmatI hAya ! kRSNavAsudevane manAtha bhagavAna upara akhUTa zraddhA hatI. bhagavAna ke bhavagAnanA saMte AgaLa traNa khaMDanuM rAjya temane mana tuccha hatuM. vadhAmaNI ApavA AvanAra vanapAlakanuM daridra TaLI gayuM. have huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tamane koI mANasa agara tamAre nAno dIkare doDate harSabhera vadhAmaNI ApavA Ave ke bApujI! upAzrayamAM mahArAja sAheba padhAryA che, te tame tene zuM Apaze? kaI divasa ApyuM che kharuM? "nA," paNa je kaI evI vadhAmaNI ApavA Ave ke tamArA dIkarAnI vahue bAbAne janma Ape che te haiyuM nAcI uThe ne vadhAmaNuM ApavA AvanArane kaMIne kaMI ApI deze, paNa vicAra karajo ke A vadhAmaNI tamane tAranAra nathI, saMsAramAM DUbADanArI che. have eTaluM nakakI karajo ke tamane keI sAdhu-sAdhvI padhAryAnI vadhAmaNI ApavA mATe Ave te tame vadhu na ApI zake te khera, paNa tamArA khissAmAM hoya te ApI devuM. (hasAhasa) kema badhAM hasyA? (tAmAMthI) avAja -are, amArA khissAmAM te kaMIka vAra ghaNuM hAya. are, mArA bhAI ! deva, gurU ane dharmanI bhaktimAM tamane utkRSTa bhAva Avaze. te tamArA karmo khapI jaze, anaMtA karmonI nirjarA thaze. deva-gurUnI bhaktimAM kharcelAM nANuM e ja sAcA nANAM che. bAkI to badhA kAMkarA che, je tamArA hAthe dAnamAM vAparaze te ja tamAruM che. kRSNa vAsudeva deva-gurU ane dharmanI bhaktimAM nANAMne vyaya karatAM pAchuM vALIne jotAM na hatAM. bhagavAnane joIne kRSNa vAsudeva gAMDAghelAM thaI jatA hatA. temanuM haiyuM nAcI uThatuM hatuM, ke he prabhu! huM tArI zuM bhakti karuM! zuM tArA guNa gAuM! aMbaramAM camake asaMkhya sitArA, pAra kadI pAme nahi ene gaNanArA, guNa tArA jhAjhAM ne thoDuM mAruM jJAna kema karI gAuM.. prabhu padhAryAnI vadhAmaNI sAMbhaLIne kRSNa vAsudeva siMhAsanethI ubhA thaI gayA, ne je dizAmAM bhagavAna birAjamAna hatAM te dizA tarapha mukha rAkhIne tikhuttone pATha bhaNI

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zA darzana vaMdana karyA ne pachI prabhune guNAma karyA ke he prabhu! tuM ke ne huM ke ! tArA guNa anaMtA che. tArA guNa gAvAnI mArAmAM zakti nathI. huM alpajJa tArA guNo kevI rIte gAI zakuM? chatAM mArI zaktine vicAra karyA vinA tArA guNa gAvA taiyAra thaye chuM. jema bhaktAmara stotramAM mAnatuMgAcArya belyA che ke, so'haM tathApi tava bhaktivazAn munIza, kartuM stavaM vigatazaktirapi prvRttH| prItyAtma vIryamavicArya mRgo mRgendra, nAbhyeti kiM nija zizoH paripAlanArtham / he munionA nAtha evA kaSabhadeva prabhu ! ApanI stuti karavA, ApanA guNa gAvA - mATe huM asamartha chuM paNa ApanA pratyenI bhaktithI huM ApanI stuti karavA tatpara thaye chuM. jema mRga siMha AgaLa kaMI zaktimAna nathI chatAM potAnA baccAnuM rakSaNa karavA mATe siMhane sAmane karavA taiyAra thAya che, tenuM kAraNa e ja che ke e mRgalAne tenA baccA pratye athAga prIti che. tethI te potAnI zaktine vicAra karatuM nathI. jyAM prIti ane bhakti hoya che tyAM mANasa potAnI buddhi ke zaktine vicAra karatuM nathI, te rIte kRSNa vAsudevane neminAtha bhagavAna pratye apUrva bhakti ane prIti hatI tethI te prabhunA AgamananI vadhAmaNI sAMbhaLIne harSaghelA banI prabhunA guNagAna karavA lAgyA. A joIne vanapAlaka Azcaryacakita thaIgaye. aha, mahArAjAne bhagavAna pratye keTalI bhakti che. te huM paNa AvA bhagavAnanI bhakti karuM, tema vicArI harSa pAmate bhagavAnanA guNagAna karate vanapAlaka cAlyA gaye. sArI dvArakA nagarImAM lekene khabara paDI gaI ke bhagavAna nemanAtha udyAnamAM padhAryA che. te sAMbhaLIne nagarajanenAM haiyAM harSanAM hileLe caDyAM, ane mANasanA TeLeTeLA harSabhera prabhunA darzane javA lAgyA. A tarapha somA tenI sakhIonI sAthe sonAnA daDAthI ramata ramI rahI che. ene geDIdaDA ramavAne AnaMda che. kRSNa vAsudevane prabhu padhAryAne AnaMda che. have kRSNa vAsudeva bhagavAnanA darzana karavA mATe jaze tyAre zuM banaze tevA bhAva avasare. caritra:-pAMDavene duryodhananA kapaTanI khabara paDI gaI hatI, tethI e kapaTajALamAMthI bacavAne upaya temaNe zedhI lIdhuM hatuM. eTale nizcitapaNe teo AnaMdathI mahelamAM rahetAM hatAM. purecana temanI pAse avAranavAra AvIne jANe temane sage bhAI na hoya teTalo prema batAte hatA, ne mIThI madhurI vAta karatA hatA, paNa pAMDe sAvadhAna banI manamAM samajatA hatA ke tAre mIThuM mIThuM bolIne amane jalAvavA ja che ne! paNa e bAhya dekhAvathI tenI sAthe premabharyo vartAva rAkhatAM. A joIne duSTa purecana manamAM malakAte vicAre che ke,

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dara zAradA dezane darzana dhanya hai merI kalA kuzalatA, mUrakha diyA banAya, caturdazI aMdherI ke dina, phreMgA unheM jalAya ho...zrotA.... ahA ! hu` kevA heAMziyAra chuM! mArI buddhithI meM AvA buddhizALI pAMDavAne mUrkhA banAvI dIdhA che. khasa, have teA kRSNa pakSanI caudazanA divase huM jaldI emane jalAvI u. have sheja paNa vila'kha karavA nathI. kAraNa ke jo koI vAta phADanAra maLI jAya tA badhI bAjI bagaDI jAya ne mArI mahenata badhI dhULamAM maLI jAya. Ama kalpanA karatA enA pApakAyanI siddhi karavAnA manoratha sevatA hatA paNa pAMDavA enAthI sAvaceta manIne badhuM dhyAna rAkhatAM hatAM. kuMtAmAtA ane draupadI tAjema bane tema vizeSa dharmArAdhanA karatAM hatAM. sAdhu-saMtanA cAga maLe te supAtra dAna detA. koI dInadu:khInI sevA karatA ane prabhune prAthanA karatAM hatAM ke saune sadguddhi maLajo, paNa kadI ema nathI olyA ke A pApI durgaMdhane amane bhikhArI karIne jaMgalamAM kADhI mUkayA ane hajI paNa amAro vinAza karavA uThayo che tA enA vinAza thajo. kuMtAmAtA ane draupadI baMne satI strIo hatI. te dhAre teA palakArAmAM ene batAvI deta, paNa mahAna AtmAo koInu ahita thAya tevuM IcchatA nathI. te duzmananuM paNa bhalu Icche che. " ajANI sAta vyakti AvatA kuMtA mAtAe ApelA Adara : ' eka divasa eka vRddha mAtA, tenA pAMca putra ane eka putravadhU ema sAta mANasanuM kuTuMba ghaNe lAMbethI musApharI karIne thAkayA pAkayA mahela pAse AvIne ubhA rahyA. temanAM mukha upara thAka, bhUkha ane tarasanI vyathA dekhAtI hatI. te joI ne kuMtAmAtAne khUba dayA AvI. tethI temane mahelamAM kholAvyA ne snAnAdi karIne premathI jamADacA, tyAre vRddhAe kahyuMH khA ! ame ahIMnA ajANyA chIe ne khUba thAkI gayA chIe te Apane harakata na hoya tA mahelanA eka khUNAmAM ame paDacA rahIzu. kuMtAmAtAe kahyuM: bahena ! amane kAMI harakata nathI. mahela ghaNeA vizALa che. khuzIthI raheA. tame paNa amArA jeTalAM ja che. mAre pAMca putro ne eka vaDu che tema tamAre paNa che. Apa khuzIthI raheA. ema kahIne eka alaga rUma temane rahevA mATe ApI. sAta mANasanuM kuTuMba tyAM sukhapUrNAMka rahevA lAgyuM. kuMtAmAtA ane draupadI paNu samajatAM hatAM ke duHkhInI dayA karI temanI sevA karavI. zAtA upajAvavI e mAnavamAtrane dharma che. ApaNe koIne zAtA upajAvIe to ApaNane zAtA maLe. koI ne duHkha ApIe tA duHkha maLe, ema zubhAzubha kamanAM phaLa samajIne zuddha bhAvathI temanI sevA karavA lAgyA. pote je jame te temane jamADatA. temanI sAthe sheja paNa bhedabhAva rAkhatA nathI. paNa kuMtAmAtA emane vAta kahevI bhUlI gayA ke tame vada caudazanA divase A mahelamAM raheze nahi. kharekhara, AvanAra jIvanA kAI gADha kama'nA udaya haze ke tethI e vAta

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: zAradA darzana ' 13 magajamAMthI vistRta thaI gaI. ekeka divasa jatAM vada caudazanA gAjhA dina AvI gayA. temane evI khakhara na hatI ke kayA mahinAnI vada caudaze mahela jalAvaze praNa-jayAre Aga lagADaze tyAre vada caudazanA divase lagADaze, paNa have pAMDavA te evA sajAga banI gayA hatAM ke temane ekeka divasa aMdhArI caudaza jevA kAme lAgatA hatA. temAM bhImasena tA purecana kayAM jAya che ne zuM kare che tenuM pUruM dhyAna rAkhatA hatA. A purocana ATale samaya pavitra pAMDavA sAthe rahyo paNa tenI duSTa mati badalAI nahi. caudazanA AkhA divasa pasAra thayA. te divase bhImane bhaNakArA vAgatAM hatAM ke nakkI Aje Aga lagADaze ane tema ja anyuM. vipra gupta rahe adha nizAme, Aga lagAi bhArI, taba pAMDava usa suraMga dvArase, nila gaye usavArI. hA....zrotA. purocana madhyarAtre badhAne uMdhI gayelA mAnIne Aga cAMpavA mATe Avyo. pAMDavAne A divasa bhaya kara lAgatA hatA. eTale pAMce bhAI kuMtA mAtA ane draupadI badhA sajAga hatAM. bhIme najareAnajara joyu ke duSTa daitya jevA purocana Aga lagADavA AvyA, eTale teNe tarata ja badhAne suraMgamAM mokalI dIdhA ane pAte suraMganA dvAra pAse ubhA rahyo. lAkhanA mahelane maLatAM zI vAra ? sheja agni mUkI ke mahela bhaDake baLavA lAgyA. jevI Aga cAMpI ne purecana pAche. vaLavA jAya che tyAM bhIme jhaDapabhera pakaDI lIdhA. tenI cATI pakaDIne muTThAthI khUba mAra mArIne bhaDabhaDatI agnimAM tene pheMkI dIdhA. te maLIne bhasma thaI gayA ne marIne pApakarmo bhAgavavAM narakamAM cAlyA gayA. bhIma jhaDapathI suraMgamAM cAlyA gayA. AgaLa gayelAM dharmarAjA arjuna vigeree bhImane na joyA eTale ciMtAtura thaI gayA ke ApaNune AgaLa mekalIne bhIma kacAM gayA ? A mahela te bhaDake baLI rahyo che. tenuM zu thayu haze ? hajI kema na Avye ? Ama ci'tA karatAM hatAM tyAM bhImasena AvI gayA tyAre badhAnA jIvamAM jIva Avyo. bhIma Avye tenI pAchaLa pAtALa jevI suraMgamAM agninA prakAza jANe kahevA na AvatA hAya ke tamane jalAvanArA pApI purocana agnimAM jalI gayA. have tame DarazeA nahi. ema bhaNakArA vAgatA. badhA sAcavIne suraMgamAM cAlatAM thoDe dUra gayA eTale prakAza AvA aMdha gaI gayA ne bhaya'kara aMdhakAra chavAI gayA. tethI badhA ekabIjAne pakaDIne adhakAramAM cAlavA lAgyA. jyAM keAI joI zake nahi tevI jagyAe sura MgamAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAnuM dvAra rAkhyuM hatu. eTale khadhA suraMgamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI gayA. sUryoMdaya thavA Avye eTale ajavALuM thayuM. pAMca pAMDavA, kuMtAmAtA, draupadI adhA gADha jaMgalamAM ekalA cAlyA jAya che. A tarapha sUryodaya thatAM vAraNAvatI nagarInI prajA jAgaze ne mahelane bhasmIbhUta banelA joI ne kevA hAhAkAra macAvaze ne zuM khanaze tenA bhAva avasare,

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vyAkhyAna napa zAztrA darzana bhAdaravA vada 10 ne zukravAra tA. 7-10-17 anaMta jJAnI saCna bhagava MtA bhavya jIvAne bhAva nidrAmAMthI jAgRta karavA mATe urdUdhana karatAM kahe che ke huM bhavya jIve ! jagatamAM badhuM maLaze paNa AtmasAdhanA karavAne avasara vAraMvAra nahi maLe, A jIve anaMtA kALa pramAdamAM vItAvyA. pramAda e jIvanu patana karAvanAra che. pramAda kone kahevAya te jANA che ne ? mada visaya kaSAyA, ni vikahA ya paMcamI bhaNIyA ! ee paMca pamAyA, jIvA pADati sa MsAre // mannu--abhimAna, pAMca indriyanA viSayeA, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lAbha vigere kaSAyA, nidrA ane cAra vikathA A badhAmAM rasa levA te pramAda che. A pramAda jIvane caturgAMti sa'sAramAM rajhaLAvanAra che chatAM temAM jIvane keTale badhA rasa che! pramAdI jIva saMsAramAM paNa sukhI thaI zakatA nathI. jo bhavanA pherA TALavA hoya teA pramAda cheDo ne vItarAga vacanAmRtanuM pAna karo. vItarAga vacana e bhavarogane nAbUda karavAnI amUlya auSadhi che. jIvanA mahAna puNyanA udaya hAya tyAre vItarAganu zAsana maLe. ethI adhika puNyanA udaya hAya te satAnA darzana thAya, ane ethI adhika puNyanA udaya hAya te vItarAga vANI sAMbhaLavA maLe. tamane A badhuM maLyuM che te have vicAra karA, tame kevA puNyavAna che ! badhI sAmagrI maLavA chatAM jo tene upayega na kare te te pramAdI kahevAya ne ? zarIramAM rAga thAya eTale DokaTara pAse jAo che. DokaTara davA Ape paNu dI davA na pIve te roga maTe ? * nA.' ApaNe paNa bhavanA dadI chIe. vItarAga bhagavate A bhavaroga nAbUda karavA mATe ApaNane amUlya auSadhi ApI che paNa ApaNe tenuM pAna na karIe bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba AcaraNa na karIe teA bhavarAga maTaze kharA ? nA. te pramAda cheDI AtmA tarapha vaLe. eka pramAdI mANasa jAMbuDAnA vRkSa nIce sUtA hatA. ene kakaDIne bhUkha lAgI hatI. jAMbunA jhADa upara lubene jhuMbe jAMbuDA hatA. pavanathI kharIne ghaNAM jA MbuDA bhoMya paDelA, pazu pelA pramAdI beTho thaI ne jAbuDA vINatA nathI, mADhAmAM mUkatA nathI ane meDhethI elyA kare che ke mane bahu bhUkha lAgI che, je kAI tyAMthI nIkaLe tene kahetA ke hu bahu bhUkhyo chuM mane koI khAvAnuM Ape.. eka mANusa uMTa upara besIne tyAMthI nIkaLyA. pelA pramAdI mANasa hAtha lAMbA karIne sUtA sUtA tene kahe che ahIM Ave. tyAre TavALA mANusanA manamAM thayuM ke A khicAro bimAra paDaco lAge che, tenAthI uThAtuM nathI tethI mane khelAve che. te lAva tyAM jAu', ema vicAra karIne tenI pAse Avye ne pUchyuM. kema bhAI ! zu che ? tyAre kahe

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zarada na che bhAI mane bahu bhUkha lAgI che. huM bhUkhe marI jAuM chuM, tyAre uMTavALA mANase kahyuM bhAI! tAre bhUkha veThavAnI jarUra ja kyAM che ? tArA pharatAM ATalA badhAM jAMbuDA paDayA che, uThIne khAI le ne, tyAre pramAdI kahe che ne bhAI, tame mane vINane Apane uMTavALo kahe-are, vINavAnI paNa jarUra nathI. A tArI chAtI upara be traNa jAMbuDa paDyA che. e te tArA hAthamAM laIne meDhAmAM mUkI zake ne ? te ya tArI bhUkha zeDI ochI thaze, tyAre kahe che nA, tame mArA moDhAmAM mUke ne ! uMTavALa kahe, huM tArA moDhAmAM mUkI dauM paNa aMdarathI ThaLIye te tAre kADha paDaze. pramAdI kahe, tame ThaLI kADhIne mArA moDhAmAM mUke. ThIka, ThaLI kADhIne mUkuM te paNa tAre cAvIne utAravuM paDaze, tyAre kahe che nA, tame cAvIne ja mArA moDhAmAM mUkI de ne, tyAre pelA mANase kahyuM, mUrkhanA saradAra! tArA hAtha bhAMgI gayA che ? ATale badhe ALasu kema banI gayuM che? jarA vicAra te kara. huM jAMbu cAvIne tArA meDhAmAM mUkuM te rasa konA peTamAM utaraze? tane tene svAda Avaze kharo ? je cAve tenA peTamAM rasa utare. baMdhuo ! tame ghaNIvAra kahe che ne ke, gharanA badhA dharma kare che, paNa yAda rAkhajo ke je kare tenuM kalyANa thAya. AvuM samajI amUlya avasara pramAdamAM gumAvaze nahi. jAMbuDAnA jhADarUpI uttama vitarAga zAsana maLyuM che. tenA phaLa rUpe dharma sAmagrI maLI che. have pramAda karaze te hAthe karIne lAbha gumAvaze. mATe samajIne dharmanI ArAdhanA kare. A amUlya samaya keInI niMdA karavAmAM ke gAmagapATA hAMkavAmAM vitAvazo nahi. huM te amArA sAdhvIjIone paNa kahuM chuM ke AtmasAdhanA karavAno sonerI samaya pharIne jaladI nahi maLe. rAjA mahArAjAnI padavI maLaze, devalokanA sukha maLaze paNa A sAdhunI padavI vAraMvAra nahi maLe, ApaNA mahAna puNe A mArga maLe che. A kALa e uttama che ke DI sAdhanA karIe ne mahAna lAbha maLe, A avasara zA mATe cUkIe? naraka gatimAM mahAna vedanA bhegavI, tiryaMca gatimAM atyaMta vyAsa ane parAdhInatA sahana karI che. have tyAM na javuM hoya te bhagavAnanI AjJAnA khIlaDe baMdhAI jAo. dvArakA nagarImAM nemanAtha bhagavAna padhAryA che. A samAcAra sAMbhaLIne dvArakAnagarImAM AnaMda AnaMda chavAye che. dvArakA nagarInA nagarajane darzana karavA mATe jaI rahyA che. kRSNa vAsudevanA haiyAmAM harSa samAtuM nathI. bhagavAna padhAravAnA zubha samAcAra sAMbhaLIne kRSNa vAsudeva "haThu-tatte' khUba AnaMda pAmyA ne bhagavAnanA darzana karavA javAnI taiyArI karavA lAgyA. jema mAtAthI vikhUTuM paDeluM bALaka mAtAne maLavA talase che, gAyathI vikhUTuM paDeluM vAcharaDuM mAtA vinA taraphaDe che tema kRSNa vAsudevanuM mana prabhunAM darzana mATe talase che. tethI teo snAna karI sArA vastrAlaMkAre paherIne taiyAra thayA. have jaldI bhagavAnanA darzana karavA zA-84

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zAda ne jAuM evo vega upaDyo che. samyaphadaSTi AtmA karmanA udayathI saMsAramAM paDyo hoya paNa jyAM deva-guru ane dharmanuM nAma sAMbhaLe tyAM enA rUMvADA khaDA thaI jAya. emane saMsAranA samagra sukhe tuccha dekhAya che. jema kAdavamAM paDeluM tenuM kaTAtuM nathI tema samyakdaSTi jJAnI AtmA saMsAra rUpI kAdavathI lepAye hovA chatAM tenAthI alipta banavAnI bhAvanA rAkhe che. te mATeno purUSArtha paNa karatAM rahe che, paNa je ajJAnI mithyA daSTijIve che te saMsAranA kAdavamAM gaLAbUDa kheMcI jAya che. samyaphadaSTi ja pApakarmothI Dare tyAre ajJAnI ane pApane Dara lAgatuM nathI. e karmabaMdhana karatAM pAchA paDatA nathI. pachI karmarAjA enA upara evI sattA jamAve che ke ene sAcI dizA sUjhavA detA nathI. pariNAme te jene caturgati saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karavuM paDe che. kRSNa vAsudeva prabhunA darzane javA mATe taiyAra thayAM tyAre temanA laghu baMdhava gajasukumAre pUchayuM-meTAmAI! ApaNI nagarImAM ATale badhe utsAha zene che? ATalA badhAM mANaso harSabhera kyAM jaI rahyA che ? ne tame paNa taiyAra thaIne kayAM jAo cho ? tamArA mukha upara ATale badhe AnaMda meM kadI joye nathI. Aje alaukika AnaMda kema dekhAya che? tyAre kRSNajIe kahyuM - mArA laghu baMdhavA! Aje ApaNI nagarImAM sva-para kalyANakArI bhavya jInA nAtha, adhama uddhAraNa, patitapAvana, nemanAtha bhagavAna padhAryA che. temanA darzana karavA mATe huM jAuM chuM. nagarajano paNa tyAM jaI rahyAM che. tyAre gajasukumAre kahyuM-moTAbhAI! huM paNa tamArI sAthe bhagavAnanA darzana karavA AvIza. A sAMbhaLIne kRSNajIne AnaMda thaye, aho ! huM pUro bhAgyavAna chuM ke mAro laghu baMdha haju te ugIne ubhe thAya che, AvA bAluDAne dharma zuM kahevAya tenI khabara paNa nA hoya tene badale bhagavAnanAM darzana karavA taiyAra thaye ! samakitI AtmA pote dharma kare che ne bIjAne dharma karatAM joIne khUba AnaMda anubhave che, ane je dharma nathI samajatAM tene dharma pamADavAnI keziSa kare che. vadhu zuM kahuM, samakitI AtmAnA dilamAM evI bhAvanA hoya che ke mArA gharano eka paNa membara dharma pAmyA vinAno rahI ja na joIe. eka paNa jIva je dharma pAmyA vinA rahI jAya te tenA dilamAM khUba kheda thAya che. gajasukumAre kahyuM-moTAbhAI! mane tamArI sAthe bhagavAnanA darzana karavA laI jAo. tethI kRSNavAsudevane khUba AnaMda thaye. " gayasukumAleNaM kumAraNaM saddhi hathikhaMgha varagae sakoraMTa maklayAmeNaM chatteNaM dhrejjjALaf sevavAmA fhuM vadhua fhuM 2" kRSNavAsudeva snAnAdi karI vibhUSita thaIne gajasukumAranI sAthe hAthI upara beThAM, temanA mAthe keraMTa puSponI mAlAthI yukta chatra dharavAmAM AvyuM ne zveta kalaranAM zreSTha cAmara vIMjhAvA lAgyA. bhagavAnanA darzane javA

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zAradA darzana mATe keI hAthI upara bese che, kaI ghoDA upara bese che, kaI rathamAM besIne jAya che ne jene AvI koI sagavaDa na hoya te badhA page cAlIne jAya che. kRSNavAsudeva ane dvArakA nagarImAM vasatAM zrImaMta zeThIyAo pitApitAnA hoddA pramANe hAthI, ghaDA ke rathamAM besIne bhagavAnanAM darzana karavA jAya che. teone vaibhavane abhimAna nathI, ke ame AvA zrImaMta chIe e ADaMbara batAvavA mATe nahi paNa lokene ema samajAve che ke amArI pAse dhana, baMgalA, bagIcA, putra-parivAra vigere bhautika sukha che paNa emAM amane sAcuM sukha dekhAtuM nathI tethI ame jemaNe sAcuM sukha prApta karyuM che evA bhagavAnanAM zaraNe jaIe chIe. amArI pAse ATale vaibhava hovA chatAM je sukha ane zAMti nathI te bhagavAna pAse che. devAnupriye! tamArI pAse game teTalI saMpatti hoya ke sukhanAM sAdhane hoya chatAM zAMti ke saMteSa che? dhumADAnA goTegoTA joIne koI mANasa ema vicAra kare ke mAre A dhUmADAnA geTane hAthamAM pakaDavA che te pakaDAya kharA ? tema saMsAranAM sukha dhumADAnA goTAne bAcakA bharavA jevuM che. sAcuM sukha tyAgamAM che, "rAMta suThThI muLI vItara " vItarAga prabhunI AjJAmAM vaphAdAra rahenAra muni sAcA sukhI che. tyAgI muninAM sukha AgaLa IndranuM sukha paNa tuccha che. moTA moTA cakravatio, rAjA-mahArAjAoe paNa saMsAranuM sukha choDIne tyAgamArga apanAvyuM che. mahAna puNyanA udaye AvA vitarAgI saMte tamane maLyAM che. te tame temanI pAse AvIne dharmanA svarUpane samajI le. dharmanuM barAbara AcaraNa kare. yAda rAkhajo, badhuM maLaze paNa dharma nahi maLe. bhavasamudramAM DUbatA ane dharma sahAyaka che. eka zrImaMta zeTha hatAM. dhana vaibhavane tUTo na hato. temane eka dIkaro hato. te bhaNIne vahepAramAM taiyAra thaI gaye hate. eka vakhata te enA pitAne kahe che mAre vahANa laIne paradeza kamAvA javuM che. enA pitAe kahyuM-beTA! ApaNe ghera saMpattine tUTo nathI. vaLI tuM ekane eka putra che. mATe paradeza kamAvA mAre tane mela nathI. paNa chokare kahe che ke mAre te javuM ja che. haThe caDyo eTale bApane rajA ApavI paDI. eNe javAne divasa nakkI karyo tyAre zeThe kahyuM-beTA! e divasa sAre nathI. tuM aThavADiyA pachI jA, paNa chokarAe meInI vAta mAnI nahi ane je divasa teNe nakakI karyuM hatuM te divase gherathI nIkaLe. gharamAMthI nIkaLatAM tene apazukana thayA, tyAre enA pitAjIe kahyuM-beTA! apazukana thAya che, pAcho vaLa, paNa abhimAnI cheka Apa kamAInI icchAthI vahANumAM besIne samudranI saphare nIkaLe. madhadariye vahANa pahepyuM. apazukane bhAva bhajavyAM. dariyAmAM khUba AMdhI AvI. bhayaMkara tophAna thayuM ne tenuM vahANa khaDaka sAthe athaDAyuM. vahANa bhAMgIne bhUkake thaI gayuM. dhana ane mAla samudramAM taNAI gayA.

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zArA darzana zreSThIputranA manamAM hatuM ke huM paradezamAM jaIne khUba dhana kamAIne dezamAM AvuM ne badhAne batAvI ApuM ke huM ke dhana kamAIne Ave ! huM ke hoMziyAra chuM. vahANa bhAMgI javAnI sAthe ene mananAM moranA bhUkA thaI gayAM. zeThane putra samudramAM paDyo, paNa eTalA enA sadbhAgya ke hAthamAM eka pATIyuM AvI gayuM. bhAIsAheba pATIyAnA sahAre dariyAmAM taravA lAgyA. enA haitIyAnI gAMTha dhIme dhIme DhIlI paDI gaI, paNa have zuM karavuM ? e jotIyAnI gAMTha pakaDavI ke pATIyuM pakaDavuM? cAre bAju sAgaranA pANu uchALA mArI rahyA che. have je pATIyuM cheDIne jotIyuM pakaDavA jAya te mAmale khalAsa thaI jAya. badhuM te gayuM paNa bhege pote paNa dariyAmAM DUbI jAya. bhAI sAhebanuM tIyuM paNa pANImAM taNAI gayuM. nagna thaI gaye. paNa zuM thAya? bIjo koI upAya na hatuM. teNe eka ja vicAra karyo ke jIvate sAme kinAre pahoMcI jaIza te kaI ne kaI aMga DhAMkavA vastranuM dAna karanAro maLI jaze, paNa je pATIyuM cheDI daIza te DUbI marIza, tenA karatAM bhale mAruM jotIyuM gayuM paNa mAre pATIyuM choDavuM nathI. zreSThIputre betIyuM jatuM karyuM paNa pATIyuM majabUta pakaDI rAkhyuM, te cAra pAMca divase kinAre pahoMcyuM. ene nagna joIne koI dayALue vastrane TukaDo Ape te paherI lIdhe. eNe bhagavAnane upakAra mAnatAM kahyuM mArA hAthamAM pATIyuM AvyuM te bacce, paNa chetIyuM bacAvavA gayA hatA te marI jAta. baMdhuo ! A dRSTAMta upara je vicAra karIe te ApaNane temAMthI ghaNe bedha maLe tema che. jIvAtmAe saMsArarUpI samudramAM paDelA che. mahAna puNyage jaina dharma rUpI pATIyuM ApaNuM hAthamAM AvyuM che. A dhana, mAla, baMgalA, vaibhava, bagIcA, putra-parivAra, badhAM pelA chetIyA jevA che. je dharma rUpI pATIyAne choDI daIne chetIyA samAna dhana Adi meLavavA ane sAcavavAmAM paDI jaze te samajI lejo ke caturgati rUpI vikarALa bhavasAgaramAM DUbI jaze. pachI narakamAM rI rau vedanA bhegavavI paDaze. tiryaMcamAM pazu ane pakSI mAM janmIne parAdhInapaNe duHkha bhegavavA paDaze. manuSyamAM paNa rogagrata avasthA, garIbAI vigere duHkha Avaze. AvA duHkha bhegavavA na hoya to dharma rUpI pATIyuM choDaze nahi. huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke bharadariye zreSTha putra jevI dazA thAya te tame kone pakaDaze ? pATIyAne ke chetIyAne ? tyAM te tamane tamAro jIva vahAle che. dhotIyuM jatuM karIne paNa jIva bacAvazo. kAraNa ke tame samaje che ke "jIvate nara bhadrA pAme." jIvatA hazuM to badhuM meLavazuM. evI rIte AtmAne bhavasAgarathI tAravA mATe A vicAra kare. kadAca pApakarmanA udaye gharabAra, paisA badhuM cAlyuM jAya paNa kadI dharmane choDaze nahi, tyAre e vicAra karo ke bhale badhuM cAlyuM gayuM paNa dharma rUpI saddhara pATIyuM mArA hAthamAM AvI gayuM che te tene zA mATe choDuM? A te badhuM vaheluM ke meDuM javAnuM che te

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zAzA darzana pachI e vinazvara sukhane pakaDI rAkhI avinAzI-zAzvata sukha apAvanAra e dharma zA mATe cheThuM ? bhale, dhotIyA samAna badhuM cAlyuM jAya paNa dharma rUpI pATIyuM mare choDavuM nathI. jIvanamAM dharma haze te badhuM maLaze. dharma vinAnuM jIvana prANa vinAnA kalevara jevuM che. je manuSya AvuM samajIne saMpatti ane vipattimAM dharma rUpI pATIyAne cheDatA nathI te paramapada mokSanagare pahoMcI jAya che ane zAzvata sukha meLave che. - kRSNa vAsudevane samAcAra maLyA ke temanAtha bhagavAna padhAryA che, eTale tarata ja siMhAsanethI ubhA thaI gayA. saheja paNa pramAda na karyo. emaNe te eka ja vicAra karyo ke jahadI bhagavAnanA darzana karIne mArA netra pavitra karyuM ane emanI vANI sAMbhaLIne mArA karNa pavitra karuM. bhagavAnanA mukhethI jharelI amUlya vANI sAMbhaLavAnI jaze te te pharIne nahi maLe. bhagavAnanI vANuM ratna karatAM paNa kimatI che. Ama vicAra karIne kRSNa vAsudeva taiyAra thaIne pitAne laghubaMdhu gajasukumArane sAthe laIne hAthI upara beThA. have kevI rIte darzana karavA jaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra -duryodhananI preraNAthI purecana purehita pAMDene bALI mUkavA mATe mahela saLagAvyo, paNa jenA puNya prabaLa hoya tene pApI zuM karI zake? teNe mahele saLagAvyuM, eTale badhA suraMgamAM utarI gayAM ane bhIma purecanane mArI agnimAM nAMkhIne pitAnA bhAIonAM bhego thaI gaye ne badhA suraMgamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI gayA. A tarapha savAra paDatAM vAraNAvatI nagarInA loko jAgyA. sUryodaya thatAM badhAe joyuM te suMdara mahela baLIne khAkha thaI gaye hato. eTale pAMDa baLIne bhasmIbhUta thaI gayA haze tema mAnI AkhI nagarImAM hAhAkAra macI gaye ke arere...ApaNI nagarImAM AvA pavitra purUSane vinAza thaI gayo ? pAMDee kaIne kahyuM nathI ke duryodhane amane bALavA mATe A badhe prapaMca race che ne purocana mAraphata mahela jalAvavAnuM nakkI karyuM che. Ama vAta keIne karI nathI chatAM kudarate janatAnA hRdayamAM ema thaI gayuM ke nakakI duryodhane A kALA kAma kya lAge che. eNe pAMDane vinAza karavA mATe ja AvuM kAvatru karyuM che. nahitara jeNe jugAramAM pAMDene harAvIne vanavAsa mokalyA hoya tene pAchA belAve khare ? A te badhI kapaTabAjI che. e pAMDavone duzmana dekhate hate. aMte emane vinAza karyo tyAre ja. te divase AkhI nagarInA lekee annapANa lIdhA nahi. sau duryodhanane phiTakAra ApavA lAgyA ke A duryodhane kuruvaMzanuM nAma lajAvyuM. kuLane ucheda karanAre aMgAre pAkyo. dhikkAra che A pApIne! AvA karma karIne e narakamAM jaze. A rIte vAraNAvatImAM duryodhananI khUba niMdA thavA lAgI ane pAMDenI khUba prazaMsA thavA lAgI. suraMgamAMthI nIkaLI vananI vATe cAlatA pAMDe"-have pAMDa suraMgamAMthI nIkaLyA pachI temanuM zuM thayuM te joIe. pAMDa suraMgamAMthI bahAra nIkaLIne

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170 zAkA na vanavagaDAnI viSama vATe cAlavA lAgyA. jaMgalanA mArga vAMkocUko, kAMTAkAMkarA ane khADATekarAvALA hatA. AvA mAge pAMca bhAIo, vRddha kuMtAmAtA ane satI draupadI cAlavA lAgyA. gADha jaMgala che. pIvA pANI ke khAvA mATe phaLa kaI maLatuM nathI. AvA jaMgalamAM cAlatA sauthI pahelA yudhiSThira thAkI gayA. ati zrama paDavAthI temanA paga sUjhIne thAMbhalA thaI gayA. page AMTIe vaLavA lAgI. sahadeva ane nakULa pazu khUba thAkI gayA paNa meATAbhAIne kema kahI zakAya ke amArAthI nathI calAtuM. A puNyavAna jIvA sArA raste paNa kadI page cAlyA na hatA teA AvA mAge kevI rIte cAlI zake ? emanA paganI cAmaDI komaLa makhamala jevI hatI. temAM kAMTA vAge, DAbhanI aNIe vAge eTale pagamAMthI leAhI nIkaLavA lAgyA, jyAre puruSa mANase thAkI gayA tyAre vRddha kuMtAmAtA, ane komaLa kaLI jevI satI draupadInI zI dazA ? e paNa khUba thAkI gayA. cAlI zakatAM nathI. pAMca daza pagalAM cAle ne pAchA besI jAya che. A rIte teo cAlavA lAgyA. potAnI mAtA, patnI ane nAnA bhAIonI AvI karUNa sthiti joI ne dharmAMrAjA manamAM vicAra karavA lAgyA ke, ahA! kamanI gati kevI vicitra che? jemaNe koI divasa rAjamahelanI bahAra paga mUkyo nathI, kadI duHkha veThayuM nathI evA mArA mAtAjI mArA pApe keTaluM kaSTa sahana kare che. jeNe sAsare ke pIyaramAM kadI du:kha joyuM nathI, duHkha zu kahevAya tenI khakhara nathI, tevI pAMca pAMDavAnI patnI draupadI eka garIba strInI mAphaka jaMgalamAM khullA page cAlI rahI che. DAbhanI tIkSNa aNIe ane kAMTA vAgavAthI pagamAMthI lehInI dhAra thAya che. A jagatamAM eka patinI patnI paNa mahAna sukhA bhAgavatI hAya che tyAre pAMca pAMca patinI patnI hovA chatAM draupadI kevA duHkhanA anubhava karI rahI che! enA aMga upara kapaDAM phATI gayAM che. temaja badhAnA zarIra upara melanA thara jAmI gayAM che. 66 bhUkha ane thAkanA mAryAM bezuddha banelA kuMtAjI ane draupadI " :- pAMDurAjAnA maLavAna putrA Aje raMka jevA khanI gayAM che. IndranI apsarA samAna zebhatI pAMDavAnI patnI eka sAdhAraNa strI jevI banIne jaMgalamAM rakhaDe che. eka tA thAka khUba lAgyA hatA, ane yudhiSThira manamAM AvA vicAra karavA lAgyA, tethI temanA mana upara khUba asara thaI gaI. eTale AgaLa cAlI zakayAM nahi. thAkIne eka vRkSa nIce besI gayA. kuMtAjI ane draupadI paNa khUba thAkI gayA. bhUkha ane tarasathI AkuLa vyAkuLa thaI gayAM che. temanA jIva gabharAvA lAgyA. AMkhe taravAI javA lAgI, kuMtAmAtA ane draupadI te dharatI para paDI gayA. ane vRkSanA pAMdaDAnI paLe karamAI jAya tema kuMtAjI ane draupadInAM mukha karamAI gayA. dharmarAjA, arjuna, sahadeva, nakuLa badhAMne atyaMta thAka

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zAhA dazana lAgavAthI jamIna upara besI gayA. have AgaLa cAlI zakAya tevI sthiti nathI. badhAnI AMkhamAM codhAra AMsu vahevA lAgyA. arere....ApaNA karme ApaNI kevI kaparI dazA karI ? roja navA navA bhajana jamanArA ane Aje lUkhI sUkI roTInA sAMsA paDyAM? ahIM ApaNuM kaI nahi. baMdhuo ! duHkhIyA mANasanI sthiti duHkhIyA samajI zake che paNa je sukhanA sarovaramAM snAna karatAM hoya tene zuM khabara paDe ke bhUkhyA mANasanA peTamAM kevI pIDA thAya che te bhUkhe ja samajI zake paNa jenuM peTa bhareluM hoya tene kyAMthI khabara paDe ? tarasathI taraphaDatA bhAIo, mAtA ane patnI mATe pANunI zodhamAM bhIma -badhAM khUba bhUkhyAM ne tarasyA thayAM che. temanA mukha sAmuM jovAtuM nathI. A joIne bhame kahyuM bA, moTAbhAI! tame badhA ahIM zAMtithI bese huM ATalAmAM kyAMya pANI maLe te laIne jaladI AvuM chuM. bhIma ghaNe dUra gaye paNa pANI kayAMya maLatuM nathI, nirAza thaIne cAre tarapha daSTi karavA lAgyA, tyAre ghaNe dUra pakSIo uDatA joyAM. te uparathI bhIme anumAna karyuM ke tyAM sarevara haze. ema mAnIne pakSI uDatA hatAM te dizAmAM gaye. tyAM eka moTuM sarovara jevuM eTale AnaMda thaye, bhIma deDa tyAM pANI levA mATe gaye. pAMdaDAne mATe paDo banAvIne temAM pANI bharyuM, A kevA vinayavAna AtmAo haze! bhIme paDAmAM pANI lIdhuM paNa pite bharyA sarovaramAMthI pANI na pIdhuM. Aje te ema thaI jAya ke ATale AvyA chIe te pANI pItA jaIe. bhIme evo vicAra na karyo, ene pitAne paNa khUba tarasa lAgI hatI, chatAM eka ja vicAra karyo ke mArI mAtA, mArA moTAbhAI badhA pANI vinA taraphaDatA hoya ne huM pANI pIuM! nAnA. te paDAmAM pANI laIne jaladI pahoMcI gayA ane badhAne pANI pIvaDAvyuM. thoDuM vadhyuM te pite pIdhuM. badhAne zAMti vaLI eTale bhIme kahyuM- have dhIme dhIme AgaLa prayANa karIe, paNa koIne cAlavAnI hiMmata nathI. badhAne naravaza thaI gayelAM jaIne dharmarAjA ciMtAtura banI gayA ke A jaMgalamAM kayAM sudhI besI rahIzuM ne A badhAne laIne kevI rIte AgaLa javAze? bhIma dharmarAjAnuM mukha joIne samajI gayA ne kahyuM moTAbhAI! tame zA mATe ciMtA kare che? huM tamane badhAne ucaMkIne cAlIza, cAlo UbhA thAo. dakSiNa aMdha mAta biThAI, dAye skadha para nAra, laghu bhrAtA dene ke pITha para, dena bhuja AdhAra, he....zrotA. jamaNuM khabhe mAtA kuMtA ane besADyA, DAbA khaMbhe draupadIne besADI, sahadeva ane nakuLane be bAju pITha upara besADyA ane be bhujAo upara dharmarAjA ane arjunane besADyA. Ama cha jaNane uMcakIne mahAna baLavAna bhIma AgaLa cAlya.

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171 zAradA darzana vicAra kare baMdhuo ! ApaNe khAlI cAlavuM hoya te paNa thAka lAge che, te ATalA mANasane uMcakIne bhIma kevI rIte cAlatuM haze? enI vaDIle pratye kevI bhakti haze! cAlatAM mArgamAM je vRkSo ADA Ave tene paganI lAta mArIne ukhADI nAMkhate. eTale tene javA mATe mArga cekhe thaI jatuM. A rIte badhAne uMcakIne bhIma cAra prahara aMdhArI ghera rAtrImAM cAlyuM. rAta pUrI thI sUryanAM kiraNe pRthvI upara patharAyA. mArgamAM eka zahera AvyuM, paNa tyAM rokAyA nahi. kAraNa ke kadAca koI joI jAya ne duryodhanane khabara paDI jAya te muzkelI thAya. eTale gAma choDIne ghaNe dUra eka jaMgalamAM jaIne eka ghaTAdAra vaDalA nIce jaIne bhIme badhAne nIce utAryA. dharmarAjAe kahyuM-bhAI! tuM khUba thAkI gaye haze. have sUI jA, ema kahI bhImane sUvADyo. arjunajI AsapAsa tapAsa karIne pANI lAvyA, sIe pANI pIdhuM paNa bhUkha kakaDIne lAgI che bhUkhyA rahevAtuM nathI. zuM karavuM? kaMI vanaphaLa maLe te khAIe paNa eTalAmAM kayAMya vanaphaLa na maLyAM, tyAre dharmarAjAe kahyuM-ajuna ! bhUkha sahana thatI nathI. tArI vidyAnuM maraNa karIne te badhAne jamADa. devAnupriya! ajuna pAse vidyA hatI. emane bhUkha tarasa veThavI na paData, paNa A mahAnapurUSe pitAnI pAsenI zaktine jema tema ke jaladI upayoga karatA nathI. pitAnAthI jeTaluM sahana thAya teTaluM kaSTa sahana kare che. na chUTake tene upayoga kare che. A gADha jaMgalamAM babbe divasa bhUkhyA cAlyA ne haju ghaNuM cAlavAnuM che, tethI ane vidyAne upaga karyo. eTale taiyAra raIne bhANuM AvI gayAM. badhAe peTa bharIne bhejana karyuM. tethI badhAnA pagamAM cetana AvyuM. jamyA bAda DIvAra ArAma karIne tyAMthI AgaLa cAlyAM. cAlatAM cAlatAM sUryAsta thaye. palaMgamAM piDhanAra kAMkarAnI pathArImAM badhAne sUtelAM joI bhImanuM pIgaLeluM hRdaya" -e vana khUba bhayaMkara bihAmaNuM hatuM. e bhUmi paNa bhayabhIta lAgatI hatI. tyAMnA vRkSo paNa raudra AkRtivALA hatA. cAre bAjuthI siMha, vAgha vigere jaMgalI pazuonI garjanA saMbhaLAtI hatI. jema jema samaya vItate game tema tema ghora aMdhakAra vya gaye. have cAlI zakAya tema na hatuM, eTale A vanamAM rAtri vitAvavAne nirNaya karyo. ane eka vRkSa nIce besI paMca parameSThinuM smaraNa karyuM. tyAra bAda bhIme kahyuM moTAmAI! tame badhA sUI jAo. huM badhAnI cokI karIza, tyAre arjuna ane dharmarAjAe kahyuM, bhAI! tuM te amane badhAne uMcakIne khUba cAle che. tethI tane khUba thAka lAge haze mATe tuM sUI jA. bhIme kahyuM mane thAka nathI lAge. tame sUI jAo. ema kahIne badhAne sUvADI dIdhA ne bhIma khaDe page badhAnI cokI karavA lAge. khUba

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zAradA darzana thAkelA hovAthI badhA sUI gayA. badhAne bhUmi upara sUtelA joIne bhImanuM vaja jevuM hRdaya pIgaLI gayuM. tenA manamAM kevA vicAra AvavA lAgyA ! he karmarAjA! te amArI kevI dazA karI ? tane kaMI zarama na AvI? je yudhiSThira chatrapalaMgamAM makhamalanI taLAImAM sUtAM hatAM te Aje A jaMgalanI uMcI nIcI ne kAMkarAvALI jamIna para paththaranuM ozIkuM karIne sUtAM che. jemanI AgaLa nitya navA nATaka thatA hatA ane saMgItanAM madhura sUra saMbhaLAtA hatAM, tenI pAse Aje jaMgalI pazuonI kAramI cIse saMbhaLAya che. jemanA zarIra upara ja caMdananAM vilepana thatAM hatA, temanA zarIra upara melanA thara jAmyA che. je reja aMga upara navA vacce paheratA hatA, temanA zarIra upara phATayAtUTyA kapaDAM che. je dharmarAjAnA caraNamAM moTA meTA rAjAe namatA hatA, temanI pAse Aje pitAnA kuTuMba sivAya keI nathI. je arjuna vimAnamAM besIne vidyAdharanI mAphaka AkAzamAM uDatuM hatuM te garIba mANasanI mAphaka jaMgalamAM rajhaLe che. sadA sukhamaya jIvana vItAvanArA sahadeva ane nakuLa garIba musApharanI jema suI rahyAM che. pAMca pAMca pAMDenI mAtA ane pAMDurAjAnI patnI Aje nirAdhAra banIne jamIna upara sUtI che. pAMca pAMca patinI patnI pAMcAlI paNa eka garIba gAya jevI thaIne kAMkarAmAM sUtI che. jenA aMga upara kiMmatI ratnanA AbhUSaNe zobhatA hatA. tenA aMge eka paNa AbhUSaNa nathI. arere...A bhIma je bhaDavIra jIvate ne jAgate beTho hoya chatAM enA kuTuMbanI AvI dazA? A pramANe vicAra karatAM bhImanuM hRdaya bharAI gayuM. tenI AMkhamAM AMsu ubharAI gayA ne AMkhe lAlaceLa banI gaI. A pramANe bhIma badhAne sUtelAM jete jAya che ne cAre tarapha cekI karI rahyo che. tyAM zuM banAva banyA? barAbara madhyarAtrIne samaya thatAM jANe pRthvI dhamadhama thavA lAgI. cAre tarapha vIjaLI jevA prakAzanA jhabakArA thavA lAgyA. DIvAramAM eka bhayaMkara rAkSasI tyAM AvI pahoMcI. te tADa jevI uMcI hatI tenI AMkhe meTI bihAmaNI ane pILI hatI. charI jevA jenA dAMta hatAM. sUpaDAM jevAM kAna hatAM, besI gayeluM capaTuM nAka hatuM. AvI bhayAnaka rAkSasI bhImanI sAme AvIne ubhI rahI. te AvI hatI bhImane DarAvavA paNa tenuM rUpa joIne mugdha banI gaI. tenA pratye meha jAgyA eTale rAkSasInuM bihAmaNuM rUpa badalIne apsarA jevuM suMdara rUpa banAvI dIdhuM. kSaNa pahelAM rUpa joIne chAtI phATI jAya tevuM bihAmaNuM rUpa hatuM ne eTalI vAramAM AvuM manehara rUpa banAvI dIdhuM. A joIne bhImane khUba Azcarya thayuM. kApo mANasa heta te Darane mAryo bhAgI jAta paNa bhIme te nIDaratAthI pUchyuM ke he bAI ! tuM keNa che ? ane AvI aMdhArI rAtrImAM AvA gADha jaMgalamAM ekalI zA mATe AvI che ? tyAre rAkSasIe kahyuM, he nAtha ! tame mane premathI belA. mAre tiraskAra na kare, tamAruM rUpa joIne huM zA-85

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4 zAha hasana tamAzamAM mugdha banI chuM ne meM manathI nirNaya karyo che ke tamArA sivAya huM koIne paraNIza nahi. huM tamane manathI varI cUkI chuM. have huM koNa chuM ne zA mATe AvI chuM te vAta rAkSasI bhImane kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. Aje mahAna tapasvI pU. gulAbacaMdajI mahArAja sAhebanI puNyatithi che. te mahAna puruSanA jIvanamAMthI ApaNe AtmAmAM levA jevA ghaNu guNe hatAM. (pU. mahAsatIjIe mahAna cAritrasaMpanna tapasvI pU. gulAbacaMdajI mahArAjanI jIvanajharamara evI suMdara rIte raju karI hatI ke saMbhaLanAranA haiyAM DolI uThyAM hatAM).. vyAkhyAna naM. 86 bhAdaravA vada 12 ne ravivAra tA. 9-10-77 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI sarvajJa bhagavaMte bhavya chanA hita mATe hAkala karIne kahe che ke he AtmAo! atyAra sudhI kugati rUpI rAtrinA gADha aMdhakAramAM ghaNuM rakhaDayA. have manuSyagati rUpI prabhAta pragaTayuM. aMdhakAra naSTa thaye ne prakAza patharAye. mATe sAcA mArge AvI jAo. kayAM sudhI bhavamAM bhamaze? kaI mANasa gherathI keI sthaLe javA mATe moDo nIkaLe. tenA manamAM hatuM ke utAvaLe cAlIne samayasara dhArelA sthAne pahoMcI jaIza, paNa adhavaca rAtri paDI gaI. rAtrinA gADha aMdhakAramAM te bhUle paDayo. Ama tema ghUmavA lAge. Ama karatA rAtri pUrI thaIne pRthvI upara sUryane prakAza patharAye, ane sAme sIdhe mArga dekhAvA lAgyo. chatAM te mANasa sIdhA mArge na cAlatAM ADAavaLA mArge cAle te tame tene ke kaheze ? mUkhe ne? A javanI paNa evI ja dazA che. rajanI vItI che jAti vikasI che, vanamAM na ghUmate he mAnavI, kugati mITI che ne manuSya gati pAmyuM che, te kupace nA bhamato he mAnavI mugati eTale rAtri ane manuSyagati eTale prabhAtane prakAza. jJAnI kahe che ke naraka, tiryaca, nizaida vigere kugati rUpI rajanI vItI gaI. have manuSya gati rUpI ceti pragaTa thaI che. te he bhavavanamAM bhUlA paDelA musAphIra ! have kumArga cheDIne sanmArge AvI jA. A saMsAra eka gahana vana che. temAM mohane vaza thayelA ajJAnI jIve bhUlA paDI jAya che. tene sAce mArga sUjhatuM nathI, tyAre mahAnupuruSe tyAganI Toce caDhIne temane paDakAra karIne kahe che ke je tamAre tamArA AtmAnI sAcI saMpatti meLavavI hoya te amArA mArge AvI jAo, ne viSayakaSAyathI bharelA saMsArane tyAga kare.

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zAradA dezana 201 A mAnavajanma pAmIne pApanA tyAga karI dhamanA rAga karo. dhamanA rAga karavA mATe zu karavu joIe te jANA che ? sa'sAranA svarUpanA vicAra karI tenI kSaya karatA ane asAratAnA khyAla karavo ke A saMsAramAM Rddhi, rasa, ane zAtA jIvane khUba game che paNa zuM e AtmAnI peAtAnI cIjo che ? zuM e sAthe AvanAra che ? "nA" Rddhi e mArI cIja nathI paNa Rddhine tyAga karavA e mArI cIja che. zAtAnA rAga karavA te mArI cIja nathI paNa zAtAnA tyAga karavA te mArI cIja che. rasanA svAda mANavo e mArI cIja nathI paNa svAdanA tyAga karavA e mArI cIja che. AvI rIte saMsAra sukhanI rUcI aMtaramAM uMDANamAM khUMcI gaI che tene ukheDIne dhanI rUcI vAvavI joie. ApaNA cAlu adhikAra temanAtha bhagavAna dvArakA nagarImAM padhAryA che. kRSNa vAsudeva traNatraNa khaMDanuM svAmItva saMbhALatA hatAM chatAM bhagavAna padhAryAMnA samAcAra sAMbhaLI adhI jaMjALa cheDI dIdhI ne bhagavAnanAM darzana karavA javA taiyAra thayA. temaNe dharmane pradhAna gaNyA ne sasArane gauNa mAnya. kRSNavAsudeva ane gajasukumAra eka zreSTha hAthI upara beThA. temanA mAthe sevakoe kAraTa puSponI mALAothI yukta zaNugArela chatra dhaiyuM ane bIjA sevake cAmara vIMjhavA lAgyA. khIjA sevake mahArAjAnA jayajayakAra elAvavA lAgyA. AvA jenA ThATha hatA chatAM kRSNajIne nAma abhimAna na hatA. bhagavAnanAM dana karavA jatAM ema vicAra karavA lAgyA ke huM game tevA mATe vAsudeva DAupaNu bhagavAna pAse te nAnA ja chuM, ema namra banIne jatAM hatAM. jyAM sudhI ahu' ogaLe nahiM, mamatA mare nahi ne vAsanA virame nahi tyAM sudhI kalyANa thAya nahi. khaMdhue ! jo kalyANu karavu' hAya tA sa` prathama ahu bhAvane AgALavA paDaze, jyAM sudhI atuM jAya nahi tyAM sudhI arihaMta thavAya nahiM. ahaMbhAva e peTamAM jAmelA maLa jevo je ApaNA peTamAM maLa jAmI gayA haiAya te jyAM sudhI nIkaLatAM nathI tyAM sudhI mAthuM duHkhe, pitta uchaLe, veAmITa thAya, peTa bhAre lAge paNa jyAre maLa nIkaLI jAya che tyAre badhuM ApoApa maTI jAya che tema jyAM sudhI aMtaramAM abhimAna bharelA haiAya che tyAM sudhI jIvane cena paDatu' nathI, ahaMbhAva jIvanamAM IrSyA, niMdA, dagA-prapa Mca vigere aneka anarthAM UbhA kare che, ane ahaMbhAva jIvanamAMthI cAlyo jAya che tyAre jIvanamAM alaukika zAMti Ave che. kRSNavAsudeva AvA mahAna RddhivaMta hAvA chatAM ahu bhAvanA tyAga karI namra banIne bhagavAnanAM dana karavA mATe potAnA bhavanamAMthI bahAra nIkaLyA ane zreSTha hAthI upara beThA, ane " vArAva nIrmaLyuM moLo balki nemila pAcavavuM vicchamA soma thiM pAsarU ! " dvArakA nagarInA madhya bhAgamAMthI arihaMta ariSTa ne mathAna bhagavAnanAM caraNuvaMdana karavA mATe nIkaLyA, kRSNa vAsudevanI sAthe ghaNAM mANase hatAM temaja bIjI ghaNuM moTuM sainya hatuM. moTA piravArathI gherAyelA, hAthI par beThelA ane chatra cAmarathI

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Pan Si Ji zAztrA dezana vIAtAM kRSNa vAsudeva ane gajasukumAra tArAonI vacamAM caMdra samAna ze|bhavA lAgyA. bhagavAnanAM darzane jatAM temanA mukha upara alaukika ullAsa hatA. temanA mukha uparanA ullAsa ne Anada joine paNa nagarajanonAM manamAM thayuM ke ahe ! ApaNA mahArAjAne prabhunA darzone javAno keTaleA umaMga che! tamane dharmanA kAryomAM ATale AnaMda ke umaMga Ave che? tame upAzraye AvatA haiA ane tamArA dIkarAnA lagnamAM jatA hA e mane prasaMganA utsAhamAM pharaka kharo ke nahi ? meleA tA kharA, kema javAba ApatAM nathI ! ThIka, tame nahi kheleA paNa samajo che te kharA ke saMsAra jeTalA vahAlA che teTalA dhama vahAlA nathI, jene dhama vahAlA heAya tene saMsAranA kArya mAM AnaMa na hAya, e te samaje A saMsAra ke saMsAranAM sukha, paisA, patnI, putra-parivAra, mane dugA~timAM jatA aTakAvaze nahi, paNa mArA dhama mane durgAMtimAM jatAM aTakAvaze. kadAca dhama nuM pAlana karatAM kaSTa paDe paNa makkama rahezeA tA mahAna sukha maLaze. hIrAne sarANe caDhavu paDe che, senAne agnimAM paDavu paDe che tyAre tenAM mUlya aMkAya che, mATe dharmAMmAM makkama raheA. kasoTI Ave tyAre DhIlA na paDaze, koI vakhata jIva bhUla kare che paNa jo dharma pAmelA haze te "ThekANe Avaze. eka vakhatanA prasaMga che. eka zrAvaka kramamAMye bhAna bhUlyo ne paraaunA premamAM paDaco. premamAM paDelA mANasa pAgala banI jAya che. te je strInA premamAM paDayo hato te strIe kahyuM ke mAre rAjAnI rANI je hAra pahere che te joI e che, tyAre zrAvake kahyuM e rANInA hAra kAMthI lAvu' ? tu' kahe te evA bIjo hAra ghaDAvI ApuM, tyAre te strIe kahyuM ke nA, mAre teA rANInA ja hAra joIe. hAra na lAvI ApeA te mArI pAse na Avaze.. mAhAMdha ane viSayAsakta anele jIva zuM nathI karatA ? viSayAnI Asakti bhayaMkara che. ATalA mATe jJAnI purUSA kahe che ke viSayAthI virakta banelAM munirAjo bhAgyavAna che. prAtaHsmaraNIya che. pelA zrAvaka dharmanI zraddhAvALA hatA paNa enA pApakamanA udaye bhAna bhUlye, ne parImAM Asakta banyA. tethI strInI IcchA pUrNa karavA mATe rAjamahelamAM jaI mahArANInA hAra cArI lAvavAnA teNe niya karyAM. madharAtre maraNane mAthe laIne zrAvaka rAjamahelamAM cArI karavA gayA, tyAre rAjA enA mukhya maMtrI sAthe eka rUmamAM vAtacIta karI rahyA hatAM ke A sAmenA gAmanA rAjA ApaNI hakUmata nIce hovA chatAM enA deva, gurU ane dharma sivAya koIne namatA nathI. pradhAnAdi mANaseAe rAjAne A vAta karI. te sAMbhaLIne rAjAne krodha AvyA ke eTalA badhA abhimAnI che? to ApaNe kAle savAre acAnaka jaI ne tenA gAmane pharatA gherI nAMkhIne tenI sAthe laDAI karIne tene namAvavA. A vAta nakkI thaI gaI. khIjI khAjI cArI karavA gayela zrAvaka mAhamAM paDayo hatA, paNa tenA jIvanamAMthI dhamanuM khamIra

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zAradA darzana 677 gayuM na hatuM. enAM manamAM thayuM ke strInuM je thavuM hoya te thAya. mane belAve ke na bolAve tenI mane paravA nathI paNa mArA svadhamI baMdhu rAjA cheTI rIte daMDAya te mArAthI kema sahana thAya? enA upara A rAjA acAnaka laDAI kare ane huM jANavA chatAM ene cetAvuM nahi te huM tene svadharmI baMdhu zene? jenA hRdayamAM AvuM dharmanuM caitanya dhabakatuM hoya te ubhe rahe kharo ? jenA premamAM pAgala banyuM hatuM tene kahevA ke tenI rajA levA jAya khare? kSaNane vilaMba karyA vinA gupta rIte mahelamAMthI bahAra nIkaLe. pitAne ghera AvI gheDA para besIne svadharmI rAjAnA darabAramAM pahoMce ne mahelanAM dvAra khakhaDAvyA. dvArapALe pUchyuM, bhAI! tuM koNa che ne atyAre kema AvyuM che? tyAre zrAvake gaMbhIratAthI kahyuM mAre rAjAnuM agatyanuM kAma che. jaladI jagADe. tarata dvArapALe rAjAne jagADaDyA. eTale zrAvaka rAjA pAse jaIne praNAma karIne ubho rahyo. rAjAe pUchyuM. tame keNa che? zrAvake kahyuM, huM tamAro svayamI baMdhu chuM. AvuM sAMbhaLatAM rAjAe be hAtha joDI zrAvakane namaskAra karyA. A rAjA samakitI hatA. te potAnA deva-gurU ane dharma sivAya keIne namatA na hatA. jenA tAbAmAM rahetA hatA te rAjAne paNa namatA na hatA. te rAjA svadhamIne namyAM. ahIM abhimAna ke akaDAI na hatAM paNa dharmanI Teka hatI. rAjAe pUchayuM ke atyAre rAtanA ekAeka Apane AvavAnuM kema banyuM ? zrAvake kahyuM, A meTA rAjA Apane samyaktvanI TekamAMthI calita karavA ane temanA caraNamAM tamane namAvavA savAre ja tamArA gAma upara hale karavAnA che. evI maMtraNA atyAre temanA mahelamAM cAlI rahI che. tethI Apane samAcAra ApavA Avyo chuM. rAjAe pUchyuM ke tamane A vAtanI khabara kevI rIte paDI? zrAvake kahyuM, ke Apa mArA ucca keTInA svamIMbaMdhu che eTale ApanI sAme asatya nahi beluM. huM parastrImAM mehAMdha banI tenI IcchA pUrNa karavA rAjamahelamAM corI karavA gayA hatA, tyAM meM A gupta vAtacIta sAMbhaLIne corI karavI paDatI mUkIne Apane samAcAra ApavA mATe Avyo chuM. Apa jevA daDha samyakatvadhArI svadharmabaMdhunA darzana thatA mAre mehAMdhakAra TaLI gaye. dhanya che prabhunA zAsanane! jemAM ApanAM jevA pavitra nararatna vase che. basa, have Apane je taiyArI karavI hoya te karI le. rAjAe vAta sAMbhaLIne tarata pitAnA gAmanA daravAjA baMdha karAvI dIdhA ane tAbaDatoba badhI taiyArI karI lIdhI. baMdhuo ! sAMbhaLaje. zrAvakanI kevI sAdharmika bhakti ! sAdharmika pratye kevuM mamatva! mArA sAdharmika baMdhu upara AvI Aphata ! prANathI paNa adhika vahAlI mAnelI priyAne mATe hAra lAvavAnuM kArya cheDI rAterAta sAdharmika rAjA pAse Avyo ne rAjAne moTI AphatamAMthI ugArI lIdhuM. eNe eka ja vicAra karyo ke mArA svadharmI baMdhu mATe mArA jIvananuM sarvasva phanA karavAnuM bhAgya mane kayAMthI maLe?

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zAradA darzana devAnupriye ! zrAvaka bhAnabhUlyuM hatuM paNa svadhamI daDha sambhavadhArI rAjAnI bhakti karatAM ThekANe AvI gaye, ne parastrIne tyAga karyo, ane tenAmAM dharmanuM jhanUna jANyuM tame paNa dharmanuM jhanUna pragaTAve. kRSNa vAsudeva daDha samakitI hatA. deva, gurU ane dharma pratye temanI khUba bhakti hatI. svayamI baMdhuonI sevA karavAne avasara maLe te premathI vadhAvI letA hatAM. AvA kRSNa mahArAjA hAthInA hode besIne devAdhideva nemanAtha bhagavAnanAM darzane jaI rahyAM che. te samaye dvArakA nagarInA rAjamArgamAM sakhIonI sAthe senAnA daDAthI ramatI semila brAhmaNanI putrI samAne kRSNa vAsudeve joI. "sittA somaig tAriyA navA 2 lipi " samA eTalI badhI tejasvI ane rUpavaMtI hatI ke te sAdA vezamAM ubhI hoya te paNa zobhI uThatI hatI, tyAre Aje te teNe suMdara vastro paheryA che, hIrAnA dAgInA paheryA che. rUpa, zaNagAra ane tenI yuvAnI paNa barAbara khIlI che eTale kaI IndranI apsarA ja na hoya tevI zobhatI hatI. somA tenI sakhIonI sAthe ramata ramavAmAM masta hatI. A rAjamArga uparathI keNa kayAM jAya che temAM tenuM dhyAna na hatuM, paNa hAthI upara besIne jatAM kRSNa vAsudevanI daSTi tenA upara paDI. mAnuM rUpa, lAvaNya ane yauvana jaIne kRSNa vAsudevane khUba Azcarya thayuM ke aho! AvI sauMdaryavAna putrI koNa haze? A bAlikA je kuMvArI hoya te mArA laghu bAMdhavane egya che. kRSNajIne A vicAra kema Avyo ? gajasukumAra mAtAnA garbhamAM AvyA te pahelAM ja hariNagamelI deve temane kahyuM hatuM ke tamAre nA bhAI thaze paNa te yuvAna thatAM dIkSA leze. te jANatAM hatAM paNa bhAI pratyene meha che eTale mAne joIne A vicAra Ave. semAnuM rUpa hatuM sAthe tenAmAM buddhi ane guNa paNa hatAM. catura mANasa neNa ane veNa uparathI manuSyanuM mApa kADhe che ke A mANasa ke haze, kRSNajI catura hatAM. temanI mukhAkRti ane neNa jeIne pArakhI gayAM ke A kanyA rUpa ane guNathI yukta che. te bele che te mukhamAMthI jANe amI jhare che. tenA mukha upara saumyatA dekhAya che. mATe mArA bhAIne gya che. A pramANe vicAra karyo. "tA baM te vAyu zorDavica puNe sAru, sahAvittA eyaM vayAsI gacchaha NaM tubbhe devANuppiyA! somilaM jAItA somaM dAriyaM gehaha " kRSNa vAsudeva khUba pramANika hatA. nItIthI rAjya calAvatAM hatAM. eTale e vicAra na karyo ke kanyAne pUchI lauM ke tuM kuMvArI chuM? kuMvArI hoya te upADI laI jaIe. ema nahi, paNa kRNe pitAnA kauTuMbika puruSane belAvyA ne kahyuM ke he devAnu priye! tame semila brAhmaNa pAse jAo ane tenI pAse A kanyAnI yAcanA kare. keTalI badhI pramANiktA che. ane traNa khaMDanA adhipati hovA chatAM temanI vANImAM keTale viveka che! AgaLanA rAjAo keIne paNa tuMkAre belAvatA na hatAM

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zAradA darzana paNuM mAnathI belAvatA hatAM. ahIM badhAe samajavuM ke madhuravANI bolavAthI badhAne prema saMpAdana karI zakAya che. Apa jANe che ke jIbhathI jagatane duzmana paNa banAvI zakAya che ne dasta paNa banAvI zakAya che. mIThI vANuM saune sAkara jevI lAge che, ne kaDavI vANI semala jevI lAge che. mAkhIo sAkara upara jaIne bese che paNa semala upara besatI nathI, tema jenI vANImAM madhuratA che tenI pAse badhA premathI jAya che, tenuM kAma karI Ape che paNa jenI bhASAmAM kaDavAza che temanI pAse keIne javAnuM mana thatuM nathI. enI kaDavI bhASAthI mANase dhrujI uThe che. ghaNAM mANasane e svabhAva hoya che ke vinA kAraNe gusse karyA karatA hoya che. e bele te paNa gharanAM phaphaDI uThe. enAM bALake paNa phaphaDatAM hoya che. heja nukazAna thAya te paNa bALaka mA-bApathI jema pArevuM bilADIne joIne phaphaDe tema phaphaDe che. ahIM eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. eka sukhI kuTuMbamAM nava varSanI chokarI hatI. A chokarInI mAtA evA kura svabhAvanI hatI ke nAnI najIvI bhUla kare te enI mAtA khUba mAra mAratI hatI ne gusse thaI game tevA zabdo belatI eTale chokarI sadA enI mAtAthI phaphaDatI hatI. eka vakhata lagnanI sIjhana AvI eTale chokarInI mAtAe navA navA kapaDA sIvaDAvyA. chokarI mATe paNa navuM phoka sIvaDAvyuM hatuM. eka divasa lagnamAM javAnuM hatuM tethI bebIne navuM phroka paherAvIne laI gayA. kaI jagyAe khIlImAM bharAIne bebInuM phoka phATI gayuM. eTale chokarI te dhrujavA lAgI. kAraNa ke pANIne glAsa DhaLAI jAya te paNa mAtA mAratI hatI te pachI koka phATe te te AvI ja bane ne! zuM bAkI rahe ? rAtre lagnamAMthI ghera AvyA. bebInA manamAM thayuM ke mArI mammI kroka phATeluM jeze te mane mAraze. tenA karatAM huM kabATamAMthI soya laIne chAnImAnI kokane raphu karIne sAdhI lauM. Ama vicAra karI nIce jaIne kabATamAMthI bebIe be seya kADhI paNa e soya barAbara na hatI eTale teNe te be seya meDhAmAM mUkIne dAMta nIce dabAvIne bIjI sArI seya zodhavA lAgI. ghaNuMne sIvatA sIvatA seya moDhAmAM mUkI devAnI Adata hoya che. A te nAnI bALakI hatI. e be seye dAMtamAM bharAvIne rakuM karavA mATe sArI seya zodhatI hatI. " mAnI dhAmAM gabharAyelI bebI" -tyAM uparathI enI mAtAe jorathI bUma pADI kyAM marI gaI pAchI ? bUma evI hatI ke jANe vAMsAmAM keIe dhabbe mAryo na hoya! bebI dhrujI uThI. be seye dAMta nIce dabAvI che te khyAla na rahyo ne belI ke A rahI bA. ATaluM bolatAM be seye dAMtanI vaccethI sIdhI gaLAmAM utarI gaI. mArI baheno ! vicAra karaje. bALaka upara beTI dhAka rAkhavAthI kevuM pariNAma Ave che! hA, bALako beTA mArge na caDhI jAya, rakhaDela na bane te mATe pUratI kALajI ane dhAka rAkhe, paNa najIvI bAbatemAM bALakane bahu satAvavAthI te Darapoka banI jAya che. mATe zAMtithI samajAve paNa vAtavAtamAM gusse nA kare, gussAbharI bUma pADavAmAM

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zAradA dezanuM dhabbA jeTaluM joma hAya che. mAtAnI bUma sAMbhaLIne okarInA gaLAmAM e sAyA utarI gaI. eTale eno jIva gabharAvA lAgyA. enA hAzakeza uDavAnI taiyArI hatI paNa enI mAtAne kayAM khabara che? kayAM gaI? kema javAba ApatI nathI ? Ama khelatI enI mAtA nIce utarI teA ekhInI AMkhamAMthI AMsu paDatAM hatAM. gaLAmAM khacce sAyA che chatAM parANe parANe dhIme rahIne kahe che. mA ! mane mArIza nahi hAM. mAru phroka phATI gayuM che. Ama karagaravA lAgI. te paNa enI mAtAe kahyu-mUI! A zuM karyuM? Ama khAlI kharI paNa chekarInI sthiti gaMbhIra joI ne gabharAI gaI. have teA gaLAmAM khUMcI gayelI sAmethI zvAsanaLImAM kANuM paDayuM eTale TIpe TIpe lohI bahAra AvavA lAgyuM. enI mA samajI gaI ke chekarI mArI bIke kroka sAMdhavA jatAM sAya gaLI gaI lAge che. gaLAmAM joyuM teA uDe sAcA dekhAtI hatI. 4 bebInu... zuM thaze ? ':-enI mAtAe khUma pADI ke doDA, doDA, ekhI soya gaLI gaI che. eTale tarata ADozIpADozI doDI AvyA, ane zuM thayuM? kevI rIte sAya gaLI gaI? AvA aneka prazno karavA lAgyA. koI ema kholavA lAgyAM ke khALako upara bahu dhAka rAkhIe to AvuM pariNAma Ave tyAre koI kahe che ke pahelethI ja mA-bApe khALakAnu dhyAna rAkhavu joI e, paNa have eka miniTanA vilaMba karAya tema nathI. kesa gaMbhIra thatA jatA hatA. bebhAna banI gayelI emIne meATaramAM nAMkhIne tenA mA-bApa DokaTarane tyAM laI gayA. temanA phemIlI DokaTara sArA anubhavI hatA. temaNe ekhIne joI ne kahyuM, kesa gaMbhIra che. AmAM mAru kAma nahi. Ane meTI hospitAlamAM laI jAo. khIjA DaoNkaTarane tyAM gayA teA teNe kahyu ke huM atyAre hAspitAlamAM nahi AvuM. savAre Avajo. tyAMthI trIjI sArA DaoNkaTarane tyAM gayA. teNe kesa joI ne kahI dIdhuM ke AvA phesa meM kadI joyA nathI. huM hAthamAM nahi la", bIjA mATA DokaTarane batAveA. ghaNI vakhata AvuM bane che ke mA-bApano ekano eka kalaiyA kuMvara jevA chokarI bimAra thaI gayA hAya ne enA mA-bApa DokaTarane khALA pAtharatAM hoya, kAlAvAlA karatA hoya ke sAheba ! jaldI cAleA. mArA dIkarAnI A sthiti che, paNa DokaTarane hisAbamAM na hoya. hamaNAM AvuM chuM, kalAka pachI Avu' chuM. e jAya tyAM te pelAnA prANa cAlyA jAya. Avu khanI jAya che. jyAM paisA maLe tyAM DokaTaro vahelA doDe che. te jyAre bhaNatAM hoya tyAre ema kahe che ke ame bhaNIgaNIne mAnavasevA karIzu. A sevA kaLyAM gaI ? mA ekhInA mA-bApa ghaNAM DokaTarane tyAM pharI vaLyA paNa koi kesa hAthamAM letuM nathI. khIjI tarapha sAthe gaLAmAM vadhu khU'catI jAya che. meDhAmAMthI lehInAM TIpA paDe che maiM premInA jIva mU jhAya che. have zuM karavuM? aDadhI rAta vItI gaI che. have kayAM javuM? eka tarapha emInI cIsA sastaMbhaLAya che ne bIjI tarapha koI jagyAe lagna hovAthI

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darzana TA zaraNAInAM sura saMbhaLAtA hatA. eka yuvAna DaoNkaTaranA lagna hatA. lagnanuM muhUrta aDhI vAgyAnuM hatuM. DaoNkaTaranuM nama vAmanarAva hatu, paNa tenuM dila virATa hatuM. temane pIThI cALI, navarAvI, sArA svAMga sajAvI taiyAra karyAM. vararAjA taiyAra thaI gayA. eTale meDhAmAM pAnanuM mIThuM ApI hAthamAM zrIphaLa ApyuM ne zaNagArelA gheADA upara caDhavA mATe jAya che. tyAM koie samAcAra ApyAM ke eka nAnI chekarInA gaLAmAM sAya bhoMkAI gaI che ne kesa bahu gaMbhIra che. vararAjA gheADe caDhatA hatA ne maMgala vAjA vAgatAM hatAM. ATalA avAjamAM paNa DokaTare sAMbhaLyu. eTale pUchyuM ke kayAM che e chekarI ? vAmanarAva paraNavAnuM chADIne chekarIne bacAvavA taiyAra thayA. temaNe kahyuM-chekarIne ahI lai AveA. chekarIne meTaramAM lAvavAmAM AvI. zAradA deza lagnanI ghaDI jatI karI prANa bacAvavA gayelA DaoNkTara -madhue ! sAMbhaLajo. A DAkaTara kevA haze ! DokaTare hAthamAM raheluM zrIphaLa bIjAnA hAthamAM Apyu ne doDIne chekarI pAse gayA. joIne melI cA. kesa gaMbhIra che. jaldI hAspitAlamAM lai le. hu' Avu chu. eka ghaDI vilaMba karAya tema nathI. A samaye lagnanI vidhi karanAra gAra mahArAje kahyuM ke hAthamAM lIdheluM zrIphaLa mUkIne khIje javu te apazukana kahevAya, ane lagnanuM zubha muhUta vItI jaze. DokaTare kahyu` ke karInA prANa macI jaze te ethI sAruM bIjuM maMgala muhUta kayuM? huM hamaNAM ja eparezana karIne Avu chuM. enA mAtApitAe paNa kahyuM. beTA ! pIDhIbharyAM kayAM jAya che ? tArA sivAya gAmamAM khIjA ghaNAM DeAkaTaro che. vAmanarAve mAtA pitAne kahyuM-tame khIjAnI vAta na karo. hu. DokaTara kharA ke nahi ? ane A kesa khIje meAkalAya tevA nathI, ane mane zraddhA che ke kesa macI jaze. ema kahI DokaTara vararAjAnA peAzAkamAM ja hAspitAlamAM pahoMcyA ane sIsTarane kahyuM-oparezananI taiyArI kare. DokaTare vararAjAno pozAka utArIne koTa paherI lIdhe. eparezana mATe taiyArI thaI gaI. Aparezana nAnu hatu. paNa jokhamI hatu. kAraNa ke baMne sAtheA zvAsa naLImAM khUMcI gaI hatI, paNa dekhAtI hatI eTale DokaTare gaLAnA bhAga maherA karI zraddhApUrvaka svasthatAthI Aparezana karIne sAcA bahAra kADhI. be kalAka kAma cAlyuM. badhuM kAma patAvI DokaTara AnaMdabhera Aparezana thIeTaranI bahAra AvyA ane karInA mA-bApane kahyuM. ciMtA na karo. ekhI macI gaI che. ema kahI DokaTare badhAne e sAcA batAvI. DaoNkaTara khIjA nAnA DokaTaro ane sIsTarone sUcanA ApIne jaldI ghera pahoMcyA. mAtA-pitAne page lAgI hAthamAM zrIphaLa laI gheADe besIne paraNavA mATe gayA. aDhI kalAka paraNavA javAnuM moDuM thayuM paNa kesa khacI gayA tethI DokaTaranA hRdayamAM anerA utsAha hatA. teNe khadhAne kahyuM, mADu thayu' ne murhuta vItI gayuM tenI ci'tA na karo. zA-86

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tek zAradA du'na sAcuM murhuta A ja che. koI chekarInA gaLAmAM sAya bhoMkAI gaI hoya, tenA prANa jatAM hAya paraNavA javuM te DaoNkaTarane zobhe ? DaoNkaTara thaIne jo sevA na karuM tA mArA DokaTarapaNAmAM dhULa paDI. A DAkaTara kevA paragaju haze! paraNavAnu' cheDIne Aparezana karI chekarIne bacAvI paNavA gayA. leke tenI khUba prazaMsA karavA lAgyA. Aje AvA sevAbhAvI DAkaTara bhAgye ja jovA maLe che. soya sAMdhavAnuM kAma kare che, raDu kare che, pagamAM kAMTA vAge te Nu soyathI kADhI zakAya che. seAya e mAnavane ghaNI upayAgI cIja che paNa jo te gaLAmAM pesI jAya te meTI muzkelImAM mUkI de che tema, jo mAnavInI jIbhamAM mIThAza hAya teA e zatrune paNu mitra banAvI zake che. kusaMpa hoya tyAM saMpa karAvI de che. zAkamaya vAtAvaraNane AnaMdamaya banAvI de che. chokarInI mAtAnI jIbhamAM kaDavAza ne vANImAM krUratA hatI chekarI teA DaranI mArI sAya mAMmAM che te vAta bhUlI gaI ne jokhamamAM mUkAI gai, mATe vANImAM viveka rAkhA, kAI ne tochaDAIthI khelAvaze nahi ne jIbhamAM mIThAza rAkhajo, kRSNa vAsudeva traNa traNa khaMDanA adhipati hovA chatAM potAnA nAkarIne paNa keTalA premathI he devAnupriyA ! ema kahIne elAvatA. somAnu adbhUta rUpa joIne Azcaya cakti thayelA kRSNa vAsudeve kahyuM, hai devAnupriyeA ! tame sAmila brAhmaNane tyAM jAe ane jo sAmA kuvArI hoya te mArA bhAI gajasukumAla mATe tenI mAMgaNI karI, have te mANasA saumila brAhmaNane tyAM jaze ne zuM khanaze tenA bhAva avasare, caritra H gADha jaM galamAM bhImanA rUpa pAchaLa pAgala banelI hiTa khAHdharmarAjA, arjuna, sahadeva, nakuLa, kuMtAjI, draupadI badhA gheAra jaMgalamAM bhUmi upara hAthanu ezIkuM karIne sUtAM che ne bhIma khaDe page cAkI kare che. A samaye eka rAkSasI bhIma pAse dhamapachADA karatI AvI paNa bhImanu rUpa joIne meha pAmI gaI ane tenu rUpa badalIne bhImane peAtAnI sAthe lagna karavA mATe vinaMtI karavA lAgI, tyAre bhIme kahyuM huM te paraNelA chu, paNa tu' kANu che ne atyAre rAtrInA samaye AvA gADha jaMgalamAM ekalI kema phare che te mane kahe, tyAre te suMdara srI kahe che ke huM prabhAvazALI purUSa ! A vanamAM eka hiDaMkha nAmanA rAkSasa rahe che. tenA nAma uparathI A jaMgalanuM' nAma hiMDa`khavana paDelu che. A rastethI keI mANasa jIvatA pALe jaI zakatA nathI. mAro bhAI hiDaMkha rAkSasa badhAne mArIne khAI jAya che. huM te rAkSasanI bahena hiDaMbA chuM. huM ne mArA bhAI ame ane A vanamAM rahIe chIe. Ama te ame rAkSasa nathI. vidyAdhara chIe paNa mArA bhAIne rAkSasI vidyA sAdhavAnA koDa jAgyA, ane teNe rAkSasI vidyA sAdhI. eTale leAke tene rAkSasa kahevA lAgyA, ane e rAkSasavRttithI ja A vanamAM rahe che. huM kuMvArI chuM ane amArA vidyAdharanAM kuLanA krama pramANe badhI vidyA paNa jANu

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zADhA darzana chuM. mArA bhAI e mane kahyuM, bahena ! mane mANasanA mAMsanI gaMdha Ave che ne mane bahu bhUkha lAgI che te tuM tapAsa karIne mane kahevA Ava. jethI huM mArI kSudhA maTADI zake. eTale huM tapAsa karatI ahIM AvI pahoMcI chuM. A badhAne sUtelA joyA ane tamane pharatA joyA paNa kAmadeva jevA Apane joI mArA bhAInA Adezane huM bhUlI gaI chuM. huM nahi jAuM eTale mAre bhAI dhamapachADA karate ahIM AvI pahoMcaze. te enA AvatAM pahelAM Apa mArI sAthe lagna karI mane ApanI priyatamA banAvo. Ama te rAkSasI banIne AvI hatI paNa jenA pratye prema jAge che tene joI rAkSasanuM hadaya mAnava jevuM banI jAya che tenI Aje mane khAtrI thaI che. mATe Apa mAre svIkAra kare. hiDaMbAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne bhIme kahyuM, he bhadre ! tane mArA pratye prema che temAM nA nathI ane tArA jevI patnI kaI puNyavAna purUSane prApta thAya che paNa huM tane paraNI zakuM tema nathI. tenuM kAraNa zuM che te sAMbhaLa. bAMdhava mujha pyAre, ye vRddhA mujha mAMya, yaha patnI hai merI draupadI, Isa sama aura hai nAtha he zrotA A sAme sUtAM che temAM eka mArA moTAbhAI che ne traNa bhAI mArAthI nAnA che. A vRddhA mArI mAtA che ne tenI bAjumAM je sUtI che te amArI (pAMca bhAIonI). patnI che, enAthI ame pAMce bhAI o khUba sukhI chIe eTale have bIjI patnInI mAre jarUra nathI. kalpavRkSa jevI pavitra patnI hoya pachI bIjI patnInI zuM jarUra? mAre tArI sAthe lagna karavA nathI, tyAre hiDaMbAe nirAza thaIne kahyuM, tame mane paraNe ya na paraNe te tamArI marajInI vAta che. chatAM A dAsInI eka arajI sAMbhaLajo ke meM Apane mArA manathI pati tarIke svIkArI lIdhA che, je Apa mAre svIkAra nahi kare te huM kaIpaNa rIte mArA prANa tyAga karIza paNa bIje nahi paraNuM. bhIme kahyuM, tuM game tema kara paNa e vAta banavI azakya che, tyAre hiDaMbAe kahyuM, Apa mAre svIkAra na kare te kaMI nahi paNa mArI pAse cAkSusI ane udyotanI e be vidyAo che te Apane ghaNI upayogI thaze, te huM Apane e vidyA zIkhavADuM. Apa tene svIkAra kare, pachI jyAre ApanI IcchA thAya tyAre mAre svIkAra karaje. mArI sAthe lagna karavAmAM Apane lAbha che. hamaNAM mAre bhAI A samaje. je Ape mArI sAthe lagna karyA haze te Apane koI jAtane Dara nahi rahe. pralobhanamAM na lalacAtAM bhIme hiDaMbA sAme karela paDakAra-bhIme kahyuM ke tuM mane tArA bhAIthI bacavA mATe tArI sAthe lagna karavAnuM pralebhana Ape che paNa vIrapurUSe mATe evA pralobhanamAM paDavuM te lajajAspada che. tArI IcchAthI tuM vidyA Ape te svIkAra karavA taiyAra chuM paNa tArI sAthe lagna karavAnA ke tArA bhAIthI bacavAnA prabhanathI mAre vidyA jetI nathI. hiDaMbAe kahyuM Apane premathI vidyA ApuM chuM.

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zAradA darzana ema kahIne teNe bhImane cAkSasI ane udyotanI vidyAo zIkhavADI. eTale bhIme tarata tene ajamAza karyo te ghora aMdhakAramAM tene prakAza prakAza dekhAvA lAgyuM. bhImane vidyA maLavAthI khUba AnaMda thaye. hiDaMbane uchaLela kedha" -hiDaMbAne gayA ghaNIvAra thaI paNa pAchI na AvI eTale tene bhAI hiDaMba rAkSasa dharatI dhrujAvate, aTTahAsya karate tyAM Avyo ne hiDaMbAne suMdara rUpa dhAraNa karI bhImanI sAthe premathI vAta karatI joIne samajI gaye ke nakakI te A purUSanA premamAM paDI gaI lAge che. mATe pahelAM tene mArI nAMkhIne pachI enA premIne mArI nAkhuM. kedhathI tenI AMkha lAlaceLa karI, bhrakuTI caDhAvI, bihAmaNuM rUpa dharIne kahe che ke pApaNI ! he kuLabaMpaNa hiDaMbA ! meM tane zuM karavA mekalI hatI ne tuM zuM karI rahI che? huM traNa traNa divasathI bhUkhyo chuM tethI tene zikAranI kheja karavA mekalI, tyAre tuM te enA premamAM paDIne mane khabara ApavA paNa na AvI. tenA premamAM tuM bhAIne bhUlI gaI! basa, have tane pahelI mArIne khAI jAuM pachI e purUSane mAru, ema kahIne hiDaMbAne mAravA mATe tenA bhAIe hAtha uMce karyo eTale bhIme kahyuM. te ' nIca ! tuM tArI nirdoSa bahenane zA mATe mAre che? ene mAratAM pahelAM mane te lAge che ke tAruM mota AvyuM che. huM mArI sAme strInI hatyA thatI sahana nahi karI zakuM, tyAre hiDaMbe kahyuM ke je tArAmAM jema hoya te mArI sAme laDavA taiyAra thaI jA. bhIme kahyuM ke tuM hAthamAM zastra dhAraNa kara, huM pAMDuputra bhIma chuM. pAMDe kadI zastrarahita mANase upara prahAra karatA nathI. ame nyAyathI laDavAvALA chIe. - "bhIma ane hiDaMbanuM bhayaMkara yuddha":-bhImanI vAta sAMbhaLIne hiDaMbe eka vRkSa mULamAMthI ukhADIne hAthamAM lIdhuM tyAre bhIme paNa eka vRkSa upADyuM, ane pitAnA bhAio, mAtA, patnI badhA thAkyA pAkyA UMghI gayA che te jAgI na jAya te mATe mauna rahIne rAkSasa sAme laDavA lAge. rAkSase bhIma upara jerathI prahAra karyo eTale bhIma mUchI khAIne paDI gaye, paNa tarata ja bhAnamAM AvatAM bhIme jorathI rAkSasa upara prahAra karyo. eTale te bebhAna thaIne paDyo, ema traNa-cAra vakhata banyuM. eka vakhata bhIme gusse thaIne rAkSasane phaTakAryo eTale bebhAna thaIne bhUmi upara paDyo. gheDIvAre bhAnamAM AvatAM rAkSase bhIma upara krodhe bharAIne merI garjanA karIne bhIma upara prahAra karyo eTale bhIma nIce paDI gaye ne bebhAna banI gaye. A badhe avAja sAMbhaLIne yudhiSThira vigere sUtelA jAgI gayA te bhImane bhUmi upara paDe che. sAme bihAmaNe rAkSasa je ne tenI pAse eka suMdara strI ubhelI joI. tene pUchayuM ke A badhuM zuM che? eTale hiDaMbAe badhI vAta karI. kuMtAmAtA, yudhiSThira badhA deDIne bhIma pAse gayA. kuMtAjIe bhImanuM mAthuM kheLAmAM lIdhuM. yudhiSThira, arjunajI badhA pavana nAkhavA lAgyA, ane kuMtAjI putranI

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ziAtA zaba A dazA joI kALe kalpAMta karavA lAgyA. arere....kevA karmaudayamAM AvyA. A vagaDAmAM paNa amane sukhe rahevA detA nathI. kaMIne kaMI vino Ave che. beTA bhIma! tuM te amArA badhAnuM rakSaNa karanAra che. uTha, ubhe thA. tArA vinA amAruM rakSaNa kaNa karaze! ema bolIne kuMtAmAtA ane draupadI khUba raDavA lAgyA. dharmarAjA, arjuna badhA bhImane pavana nAMkhavA lAgyA, pANI chAMTavA lAgyA, ne kuMtAjI tathA draupadIne chAnA rAkhavA hiMmata Ape che. have bhIma bhAnamAM Avaze ne pachI zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM-87 bhAdaravA vada amAsa ne budhavAra tA. 12-10-77 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! rAga dveSanA vijetA, mokSa mAganA praNetA, paramArthadazI, raeNlekya prakAzaka vitarAga bhagavaMte e jagatanA chanA kalyANane mATe amUlya siddhAMta prarUpyA. ApaNe gajasukumArane adhikAra cAle che. temanuM rUpa, yauvana, buddhi vigere jeIne kRSNanA manamAM thayuM ke A kanyA mArA nAnA bhAIne gya che. ema vicAra karIne AjJA karI ke he devAnupriye ! tame semila brAhmaNane tyAM jAo. ane tenI pAse jaIne ema kaho ke je A tamArI putrI kuMvArI hoya te kRSNa vAsudeva emanA nAnA bhAI gajasukumAra sAthe tene paraNAvavA Icche che. A pramANe tame jaIne kahe ane je te rAjIkhuzIthI hA pADe te "somaM rAri che, jephinnA naitika vivada, tA: ghaNA caNarumIsTa mAMthI avirata " tenI putrI samAne laIne kanyAonA aMtaHpuramAM pahoMcADo. A semAM kanyA gajasukumAranI bhAryA thaze. A pramANe kahyuM. kRSNa vAsudevanI AjJA pramANe te rAjasevaka semila brAhmaNanI pAse gayA, ane tenI pAse tenI putrI samAnI yAcanA karI, potAnI putrInuM kRSNa vAsudeva taraphathI gajasukumAra mATe mAMgu thavAthI brAhmaNa khuza thaye, ane prasanna citte te kanyAne te rAjapurUSone seMpI dIdhI ane temaNe te kanyAne kRSNa vAsudevanA kanyAnA aMtaHpuramAM rAkhI. Ama banavAthI somila brAhmaNane AnaMda thaye. kAraNa ke pite khUba dhanavAna hatA, ekanI eka dIkarI hatI, ane putrI paNa khUba hoMziyAra ane 64 kaLAmAM pravINa hatI. rUpamAM paNa anupama hatI. eTale tene mATe yogya muratIo te zodhavAnuM hatuM. tyAM sAmethI mAMgu AvyuM eTale zA mATe bhUle? Aje tame paNa dIkarA mATe kevI kanyA pasaMda karaze? keTalI vastuo jue che? A (e) eIjha. uMmara keTalI che? meTI te nathI ne? taMdurasta che ne? B (bI) byuTIkula kevI sauMdaryavAna che? namaNI-dekhAvaDI barAbara che ne? C (sI) kerekaTara, cAritramAM kevI che? tenI cAlacalagata kevI che? D (DI)

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set zAkhA na yuTI. tenI pharajo adA karavAmAM kharAkhara che ne! E (i) ejyukezana. keTala' bhaNelI che ? kaI sAlamAM keTalA TakA mATe pAsa thaI che? F (epha) phemilI. te TekarInuM kuTuMba kevu' khAnadAna che? ATaluM adhu jue tyAre kanyAne pAsa karI che. A badhu jovA mATe tame jAte tapAsa karo aa ne tamArA sagA sabaMdhI mAraphata tapAsa karAve che. pachI tamAruM mana Thare tA ja tame kanyA pasaMda karIne dIkarAnI sAthe paraNAvA che. A kRSNa vAsudeve tA kanyAnI mukhAkRti joI. tenA neNu, veNu ane cAla uparathI badhu anumAna karI lIdhuM', ne mANasAne tene ghera meAkalyAM pAte enu ghara jovA paN gayA nathI. somila brAhmaNe khuza thaIne pAtAnI vahAlaseAyI putrI sAmAne rAjapurUSAne soMpI ane temaNe tene kRSNa mahArAjAnI AjJA pramANe kanyAonA aMta:puramAM rAkhI. " kaNhe vAsudeve bArAvaIe nayarIe majjhaMmajjheNaM Niggacchai NiggacchittA jeNeva sahassaMbavaNe sujJALe nAva pannuvAsaph / '' tyAra pachI kRSNa vAsudeva dvArakA nagarInI vacceAvaca thaIne sahasramravana udyAnamAM jyAM arhuta bhagavAna ariSTanemi birAjamAna hatA te tarapha cAlyA. bhagavAnanA darzana karavAnA talasATa che ke jaldI jAuM. jema jema bhagavAnanA sameAsaraNanI najIka jatA jAya che tema tema temanI utkRSTa bhAvanAno vega vadhatA jAya che. tamane AvA talasATa jAgyA che? tamane zeno talasATa che ? paisA meLavavAno. kema sAcI vAta che ne? tamane khabara paDe ke gAmamAM sata padhAryAM che paNa khIjI mAjI dIkarI samAcAra laIne AvyA ke meTA vahepArI AvyA che. melA,kacAM vahelA upaDaze! ? darzana karavA ke vahepArIne maLavA ? vicAra karajo ke vahepArIne maLavA javAmAM kamANI bhAgyane AdhIna che paNa sAdhunA darzana karavAthI tA lAbha jarUra thaze. kaMIka jIvA gAmamAM saMta mirAjavA chatAM paNa lAbha letA nathI. AvA jIvA kayAre jAgaze ? jo nahi jAge teA tenI zu dazA thAya che te nyAya ApIne samajAvuM, eka zeThanA gharamAM cAra cArI karavA AvyA. makAnanI pAchaLanA bhAgamAMthI bhIMtane kANuM pADavA khodavA lAgyA. eTale avAja thatAM zeThANI jAgI gayA. emaNe zeThane jagADIne kahyuM. uTho, ApaNe ghera cAra AvyA lAge che. zeThe kahyuM-huM jANuM chu tu... sUI jA. zeThANI khelyA eTale thADIvAra avAja baMdha thaye paNa pAche khakhaDATa zarU thaye. eTale zeThANIe kahyuM- nAtha ! uThI, khUba avAja thAya che. cAra gharamAM pesI gayA tyAre zeThe kahyuM. tu to kakaLATa mUkatI nathI ne mane sukhe sUvA detI nathI. huM jANuM chuM. tuM zAMtithI sUI jA, (hasAhasa) thoDI vAra thaI eTale zeThANIe kahyuM-khare nAtha ! cerAe tijorI kholInedhana mAlanA pATalA khAMdhyA ane mAthe pATalA mUkIne cAlyA. have teA jAgA ! tA paNa zeThe eka ja javAba Apyo ke huM jAguM chuM ne jANu... chuM. zeThANI kahetA rahyA ne zeTha sUtelA rahyA ne cAro milkata laine cAlatA thaI gayA. savAra paDatAM zeTha jAgyAM

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sAta dAna 10 ne badhu lu'TAI gayeluM joi pAka mUkIne raDavA lAgyA ke hAya...hAya....mAru` badhuM lUMTAI gayuM. have zu karu? tyAre zeThANIe kahyuM ke have hAya....hAya zu karI che e tamane keTalI vAra DhaDhALyA ne jagADacA paNa tame kahyuM ke huM jANu' chuM ne jANuM chuM. paNa uThyA nahi. AvA tamArA jAgavAmAM te jANavAmAM dhULa paDI. pahelethI sAvadhAna banyA hota te hevuM na paData. A nyAya AtmA upara ghaTAvavA che. sumati rUpI zeThANI cetanadeva rUpI zeThane kSaNe kSaNe jagADe che ke huM cetanadeva ! have jAgeA. pramAda ane kaSAya rUpI cAro kSaNe kSaNe tamAru Atmika dhana tUTI rahyA che. have jo tame nahiM jAge te lUMTAI jaze ne AyuSya pUru thatAM mAmale khatama thaI jaze. mATe samajIne jaldI jAgRta bano. * kRSNa vAsudevano AtmA jAgRta thayelA che. temanA manamAM eka ja laganI che ke tyAre mArA trileAkInAtha bhagavAnanA darzana karu...! emane bhagavAnanA dana karavAnI laganI lAgI che, tyAre soMsAranAM racyApacyA rahenArAone saMsAranAM sukho meLavavAnI laganI che ane tyAgI AtmAone jaldI karyAM khapAvI meAkSamAM javAnI laganI hAya che. kaIka jIvAne saMsAramAM rahIne paNa AtmajJAnanI kevI laganI lAge che. te prApta karavA mATe keTaluM kaSTa sahana kare che te eka draSTAMta ApIne samajAvuM. vaiSNava dharmonI mAnyatAvALA eka rAjA hatA. eka divasa sAMje te mahelanI agAzImAM beThA hatA. AkAzamAM sa MdhyA samaye lAla, pILA senerI suMdara raMga dekhAvA lAgyA. A joI ne rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke kevI suMdara sadhyA khIlI che! kevuM suMdara dRzya dekhAya che! rAjA tenA sAmu joI rahyA hatA. jotajotAmAM te raMgA vilIna thaI gayA. A joI rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke mAru` jIvana paNa A saMdhyAnA raMga jevuM che. huM mArA rAjya, rANIo, putra parivAra, sattA vigeremAM Asakta banIne beTho chuM paNu A jIvana sadhyAne vilaya thatAM vAra nahi lAge. have mAre emAM asakta khatavuM nathI. mAre brahmajJAna meLavavu' che. brahmajJAna prApta karavAthI mekSa maLe che. bAkI badhu' mithyA che. Ave vicAra AvavAthI A rAjAne rAjya, rANIe, parivAra koI pratye mamatva bhAva na rahyo. anAsakta bhAvathI rAjyamAM rahevA lAgyA. have temane bhAgavilAsamAM Anada AvatA nathI, basa have eka ja laganI lAgI che ke mAre brahmajJAna prApta karavu che. koI tyAgI mahAtmA maLe tA temanI pAse jaI brahmajJAna meLavuM. AthI rAjA mahAtmAnI khAja karavA lAgyA. ene khabara paDe ke koI tyAgI mahAtmA padhAryAM che, tA tarata doDIne temanI pAse jatAM. 46 rAjA sAcA gurUnI zeAdhamAM ' :-devAnupriyA ! rAjAne brahmajJAna prApta karavAnI laganI lAgI che eTale gurUnI zeAdha karavA phare che tyAre tame kevA bhAgyavAna che ke tamArA dharmagurUo tamane zodhIne elAve che ne tamArA upara karUNA karIne tamane jagADIne sAcA rAhu batAve che. A rAjA brahmajJAnanI prApti mATe yogya gurUnI khAja

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288 zAradA darzana karavA lAgyA. rAjAnA manamAM eka ja laganI hatI ke je mane keI sAra egya gurU maLI jAya te A rAjapATa cheDIne temanA caraNamAM besI jAuM. rAjAne ghaNu mahAtmA maLyA paNa temAM koI pramAdI hoya, kaI mAna-sanmAnanI IcchA rAkhatA hoya, kaI vAtane gapATA mAratA hoya tethI temAM rAjAnuM mana haryuM nahi. tethI rAjA temanI pAsethI nirAza thaIne cAlyA jatAM. keI mahAna mahAtmA padhAryA che tema jANa thatAM rAjAnI jAgelI bhAvanA" -eka vakhata rAjAne khabara maLyA ke mArA nagarathI be traNa mAIla dUra parvata upara ke mahAtmA padhAryA che. te keInI sAthe vAtacIta karatAM nathI. kadAca kaI temanI pAse jAya te paNa tene dUrathI kahI de che ke "yahAM mata AnA" basa, e te dhyAnamAM ja masta rahe che. keI temane bhajana karavAnuM AmaMtraNa Ape te paNa svIkAratA nathI. emane lAge ke have bhUkha sahana thatI nathI tyAre mAtra zarIra TakAvavAnA hetuthI gAmamAMthI bhikSA laIne pAchA cAlyA jAya che. A sAMbhaLIne rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke A mahAtmA sAcA lAge che. jene lakaraMjana, leke sAthe beTI vAtacIta ke lekenA vaMdana, sanmAna gamatA nathI, prazaMsA sAMbhaLavAnI IcchA nathI, ane ekAMta dhyAnAvasthAmAM magna rahe che. mATe mane lAge che ke emane brahmajJAna prApta thayuM haze. te mArA bhAgyeya jAgyAM. have huM jaladI temanI pAse jAuM ne temanA caraNamAM mUkIne temanI pAsethI brahmajJAna prApta karyuM. paNa pAche manamAM vicAra thaye ke e te emanI pAse keIne javA detA nathI te mane kevI rIte javA deze! paNa mAre brahmajJAna meLavavuM ja che te huM temanI sevAbhakti karIza, vinaya karIza. pachI te mArI cegyatA jeze te jarUra mane temanI pAse rAkhaze ne brahmajJAna Apaze. bIje divase rAjA pahADa upara rahelA mahAtmA pAse javA taiyAra thayA tyAre pradhAna, maMtrIo badhA kahevA lAgyAM ke mahArAjA ! e mahAtmA te bahu kaDaka che. koIne temanI pAse darzana karavA paNa AvavA detA nathI ne Apa kevI rIte jaze? rAjAe kahyuM, jevuM jaze. mane tyAM javAnI khUba IcchA che. mATe mane javA de, tyAre pradhAna-rANIo vigere parivAra kahe che, ame paNa ApanI sAthe AvIe chIe. rAjAe ghaNuM nA pADI paNa badhA rAjA sAthe gayA ne badhA pahADa upara caDhavA lAgyA. pahADanA zikhara upara caDhIne joyuM te dUra eka mahAtmA jhADa nIce beThA hatA. mahAtmAne joIne rAjAne khUba AnaMda thaye. basa, have mane mArA sAcA gurU maLI gayA. have jaldI jAuM ne temanA caraNe arpaNa thaI jAuM, ne brahmajJAna prApta karyuM. rAjA harSabhera jhaDapathI AgaLa vadhyA. pAchaLa temano parivAra cAle che. ATalA badhA mANase cAle eTale avAja te thAya ne? A mahAtmAe avAja sAMbhaLe ne najara karI te meTuM lAva-lazkara Ave che. rAjA najIka

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sAdA na AvyA eTale mahAtmAe me!TA avAje kahyu, " kauna hai ? yahAM kRpA karmata AnA " mahAtmAno avAja sAMbhaLIne rAjA kSaNavAra sthaMbhI gayA. pradhAne kahyu', sAhena e mahAtmAnI pAse koI Ave te temane gamatuM nathI. mATe ApaNe pAchA vaLIe, paNu pradhAnane kayAM khabara che ke rAjAne pataMgIyA raMga nathI paNa maDIyA raMga che. emane brahmajJAna prApta karavAnI keTalI dhagaza che. rAjAe parivArane kahyuM, tame madhA pAchA vaLA. hu' ekaleA ahIM rahIza, tyAre pradhAna, rANIe badhA kahevA lAgyA-sAheba ! ame Apane ekalA mUkIne nahiM jaI e. ame ApanI sAthe ja rahIzu. rAjAe kahyuM, tamArI vAta sAcI che paNa ATaluM moTuM lazkara laI ne mahAtmA ahI mane ubhuM rahevA nahi de, tyAre rAjAnA mANasoe kahyuM ke te Apa ekalA mahAtmAjI pAse padhAre. Apa dekhAe te rIte ame dUra ubhA rahIe chIe. " parivAranA mAha cheADI mahAtmAnA caraNe rAjA ' :-rAjAne eTaluM ja joitu hatuM, eTale kahyuM bhale. khadhAne dUra ubhA rAkhIne rAjA mahAtmAjI pAse gayA. eTale mahAtmA te bUma pADIne kholI uThayA. are, yahAM AnevAlA tU kauna hai ? dUra caDhe jA, maiM tumhAre sAtha nahI. elgA. A pramANe melyA tA paNu rAjA tA mahAtmA pAse paheAMcI gayA ne ghUMTaNIye paDI hAtha joDIne besI gayA. mahAtmAe kahyuM-mare, bhAI! kAM tU merI khAta nahI. sunatA hai ? kauna hai ? jaldI cale jAo. rAjA me hAtha joDIne kahe che-gurUdeva ! huM A nagarano rAjA chuM. ne ApanA darzane Avye chu. eTale mahAtmAe kahyuM-tU rAjA hai isase hamako leAbhAtA hai kayA ? hume brahmalakSI lAgAMko rAjA kI kayA paravAha ? rAjAe namratAthI kahyuM ke mahArAja ! huM Apane lAbhAvavA nathI AvyA paNa ApanI pAse brahmajJAna meLavavA AvyA chuM. are ! tU vaibhava vilAsa kA kIDA, rAnIe kA gulAma ! tujhe kisa tarahe brahmajJAna hai| sakatA hai ? terI cogyatA kayA ? rAjAe kahyu, gurUdeva ! ApanI vAta satya che. huM adhama chuM, ApanI dRSTie aAgya chu. paNa huM have A saMsAranI mAyAjALathI thAkI gayA ... mAre enI sAthe saMbaMdha rAkhavA nathI. khasa, have tenAthI alaga rahI ApanI pAsethI brahmajJAna meLavavA cAhuM chuM. mATe Apa kRpA karIne mane ApanI pAse rAkhe ane brahmajJAna karAve. ATaluM khelatAM rAjAnI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. " brahmajJAna prApta karavAnI laganI '' :-mahAtmAne lAgyuM ke have A rAjA koi rIte jAya tema nathI. A te mane kharAkharanI lapa vaLagI, ane mArI sAdhanAmAM mane lapa rAkhavI paravaDe tema nathI. kAraNa ke ene rAkhuM ane jo tenA para mane mamatva Ave, rAga thAya te mArI brahmajJAnanI sAdhanAmAM vAMdhA Ave. brahmajJAnanA sAkSAtkAra karanArAoe teA peAtAnA zarIra upara paNa mamatva karAya nahi te pachI bIjAnI kayAM vAta karavI ? zA-87

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araNa ke zarIra paNa eka prakAranI lapa che. zarIra che te bhUkha tarasa lAge che. rega Ave che, ene navarAvavuM paDe che. vastro paherAvavA paDe che. paNa mAnavadeha e brahmAjJAnanI prApti karavAmAM sahAyaka che eTale tene sAcavavuM paDe, bAkI tenI mamatA na rakhAya. A mahAtmA AtmalakSI hatAM eTale temane ziSyanI paNa mamatA na hatI. e saMga paNa khUTe che ema samajIne dUra rahevA IcchatA hatA eTale lapa TALavA rAjAne kahe che, dekhe, brahmajJAna te hama ke bhI aba taka nahIM huA hai te Apake haise karA satA huM ? aura dUsarI bAta te yaha hai ke meM brahmajJAna kI prApti ke lIe saMga se dUra rahanA cAhatA huM. te Apa koI dUsarA mahAtmA ke beja lenA. mahAtmA jema jema rAjAne InkAra karavA lAgyA tema tema rAjAne tenA pratye AkarSaNa vadhatuM gayuM. ahe, kevA AtmAthI che! basa, AvA gurU tare ane tAre. huM jevA gurU zodhate hatA tevA gurU mane maLI gayA. have emane kema cheDAya ? mArI varSonI bhAvanA phaLIbhUta thaI. have mArI anaMtakALanI mAyAjALa tUTI jaze ne mAruM kalyANa thaI jaze. Ajano divasa mArA mATe senerI uge che. Ama rAjA manamAM AnaMda mAnatAM harakhAya che, paNa mahAtmA te ghasIne nA pADe che. zuM karavuM? khUba vicAra karIne rAjAe kahyuM, bhagavaMta! Apa kalpavRkSa samAna mane maLI gayA. have bIje kayAM jAuM? have mane tAre ke DUbADe, huM tamArA zaraNe chuM. huM Apane choDIne kyAMya javAno nathI. have Apa ja mArA gurU ane mane ApanuM ja zaraNuM. tyAre mahAtmAjIe kahyuM, bhAI kyA lapa karatA hai? mene kaha diyA ne ke cale jAo yahAM se, cala uTha yahAM se! sUnatA nahIM hai! karyo hamake parezAna kara rahA hai? Ama ghaNuM zabdo kahyAM, paNa rAjAe nizcaya karyo che ke game tema thAya te paNa mAre A gurUne cheDavA nathI. eTale e te DhIMcaNabhara mahAtmAnA caraNamAM marataka aDADIne besI rahyA che. rAjA jevA rAjA mahAtmAnA caraNamAM paDIne brahmajJAnanI prApti mATe ziSya banAvavA karagare che. rAjAne parivAra dUra beThA beThA badhuM joyA kare che ke ApaNuM mahArAjA ATaluM karagare che chatAM mahAtmA emanA sAmuM jotAM nathI. dhanya che mahArAjAnI kSamAne ! mahAtmA manamAM vicAra karavA lAgyA ke A rAjA have jAya tema lAgatuM nathI. je huM A sthAna cheDIne cAlyA jaIza te e mArI pAchaLa Avaze. mATe huM tene camatkAra batAvI dauM te ahIMthI balA TaLe. rAjA mahAtmAne ziSya banavA Icche che tyAre mahAtmA tene balA samaje che. emane jagatanI je jALathI alipta rahIne AtmakalyANa karavAnI kevI leganI haze ! rAjAne kADhI mUkavA mahAtmA kevA kevA zabdo kahe che chatAM rAjA temanA caraNamAMthI mastaka upADatuM nathI, te emane brahmajJAna meLavavAnI kevI laganI haze! paMdara divasa sudhI rAjA mahAtmAnI pAse ghUMTaNIyAra mastaka namAvIne besI rahyA paNa temanuM

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zAradA darzana dila pIgaLatuM nathI. have mahAtmA ke camatkAra dekhADaze ne kevI AkarI kaseTI karaze chatAM rAjA kevI kSamA rAkhaze te avasare vicArIzuM. kRSNavAsudeva bhagavAnanA darzane jaI rahyA che. temaNe bhagavAnanuM samosaraNa joyuM, pAvanakArI bhagavAnane joyA eTale tarata hAthI uparathI nIce utaryA. keTale badhe vinaya che ! huM game te traNa khaMDanA adhipati houM paNa traNa lekanA nAtha pAse te kiMkara je chuM. kayAM e ne kayAM huM ! ema bhagavAnanA guNenuM smaraNa karatAM samosaraNa pAse gayA. samosaraNamAM praveza karatAM pahelAM temaNe saceta vastuono tyAga karyo. gaLAmAM kulanA hAra hatAM te utArI nAMkhyA ane meDhA ADuM uttarAsana rAkhyuM, kAraNa ke prabhunI sAme ughADe meDha belAya nahi. tamAre paNa upAzrayamAM saceta vastu laIne avAya nahi ne ughADe mukhe belAya nahi. ghaNI baheno mAthAmAM phUla nAMkhIne Ave che. phUla saceta che mATe phUla nAMkhIne avAya nahi. kRSNavAsudeva, gajasukumAra vigeree saceta vastuno tyAga karI bhagavAnanA sasaraNamAM praveza karyo. have te bhagavAnane kevI rIte vidhipUrvaka vaMdana karaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra:- hiDaMbano parAjaya ane bhImane vijaya" - hiDaMba rAkSasanI sAthe yuddha karatAM bhIma bebhAna thaIne paDI gayA. thoDI vAre bhAnamAM AvatA rAkSasa sAthe yuddha karavA taiyAra thaye, tyAre yudhiSThire kahyuM. bhAI! tuM khUba thAkI gayA che mATe have arjunane tenI sAthe laDavA de. tuM thoDI vAra visAme khA, tyAre bhIme kahyuM. meTAbhAI ! ApanI kRpAdRSTithI mArAmAM ghaNuM baLa che. mane thAka lAgyuM nathI. huM hamaNuM rAkSasane mArI nAMkhIza. A pramANe bela bhIma rAkSasanI sAme deze ane ene gaLethI pakaDIne enA mAthAmAM jorathI muSTine prahAra karyo. eNe bhImanA hAthamAMthI chUTavA ghaNuM jera karyuM paNa chUTI zakyo nahi. bhImanA jambara prahAthI rAkSasa maraNa pAme. eTale paMDane khUba AnaMda ke. kuMtAe bhImane bAthamAM laI lIdhe. arjuna bhImane pavana nAkhavA lAgyuM. yudhiSThira bhImanA zarIra parathI dhULa khaMkheravA lAgyA. draupadIne paNa khUba AnaMda thaye. rAkSasa hiDaMbAno sage bhAI hato paNa tenA maraNathI tene jarA paNa duHkha na thayuM ke tenI AMkhamAM AMsu na AvyA. kAraNa ke tene thayuM ke AvA uttama purU sAthe yuddha karavuM te khoTuM hatuM temaja tene bhIma pratye atyaMta prema jAgyuM hatuM. tenA manamAM evA aramAna che ke kayAre bhIma mane cAhe ne mArA tenI sAthe lagna thAya! ane eNe te nirNaya karyo ke bhIma mane Icche ke na Icche paNa mAre te A kuTuMbanI sAthe ja rahevuM. have mAre ghera javuM nathI. yudhiSThire kahyuM-have rAta pUrI thavA AvI che. paNa A vana bahu bhayaMkara che mATe ApaNe ahIM rokAvuM nathI. dhIme dhIme AgaLa prayANa karIe. eTale badhA cAlavA lAgyA. hiDaMbA paNa temanI sAthe cAlavA lAgI. Ama te enI pAse ghaNuM vidyAo hatI. e

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mAM zArA darzana vidhAnA prabhAvathI AkAzamAM uDI zakata paNa eNe bhImane pitAne pati mAnyuM hatuM eTale mAnyuM ke mArA vaDIla badhA cAlatA hoya ne huM AkAza mArgo uDuM te avinaya kahevAya. eTale temanI sAthe cAlavA lAgI. cAlatAM cAlatAM madhyAnDane samaya che eTale badhAne khUba bhUkha tarasa lAgI. pANI vinA kaMTha sUkAvA lAgyA, AMkhe aMdhArA AvavA lAgyA. badhA parANe cAlatA hatAM. kuMtAjIne khUba cakkara AvAthI mUcha khAIne paDI gayA. jANe prANa rahita kalevara joI le. mAtAnI AvI dazA joIne pAMce ya bhAIe gabharAI gayA. yudhiSThira mAtAne pavana nAMkhavA lAgyA ane arjuna vigere cAreya bhAIo cAre dizAmAM pANI levA mATe deDaDyA. yudhiSThira ciMtAtura banIne vicAra karavA lAgyA ke ahe ! karmodaye pAMca pAMca pAMDenI mAtA Aje behAla sthitimAM paDI che. kevI karUNAjanaka sthiti che. bIjI bAju cAre bhAIo pANI mATe jaMgalamAM bhamavA lAgyA. ghaNIvAra bhAmAM paNa kayAMya TIpuM pANI na maLyuM eTale nirAza thaIne pAchA AvyA ane AMkhamAM AMsu sAratA bebhAna paDelI mAtA sAmuM joI rahyA. A joIne hiDaMbAe pitAnI vidyAnA baLathI AkAzamAge uDIne ghaNe dUrathI kamala patramAM pANI lAvIne ApyuM. eTale yudhiSThire mAtAnA mukhamAM dhIme dhIme pANI nAMkhavA mAMDayuM. Ama karatAM zuddhi AvI. pachI pANI pIvaDAvyuM. tyAra bAda vadhelA pANImAMthI badhAe thoDuM thoDuM pANI pIdhuM eTale saune zAMti vaLI. pachI pAMDee kahyuM, bA ! Aje tuM beThI thaI zakI hoya te A hiDaMbAne pratApa che. ame te pANI mATe khUba ghumyA paNa pANI ja na maLyuM paNa A hiDaMbA pANI laI AvI ane ApaNane jIvatadAna ApyuM. pAMDe, ane draupadIe hiDaMbAnI khUba prazaMsA karIne kahyuM, bahena ! te Aje amArI mAtAne bacAvI. tuM pANI na lAvI hita te amAruM zuM thAta? tane jeTalAM dhanyavAda ApIe teTalA ochA che. kuMtAjIe kahyuM, hiDaMbAne ApaNuM upara ghaNI lAgaNI che te ApaNAM svajana jevI banIne ApaNI sAthe rahe che. mATe have tene ApaNuM ja mAne. have ApaNe ATha chIe ema mAne, tyArathI sau hiDaMbAne pitAnAM svajananI jema gaNavA lAgyA. taDake e che thatAM te AgaLa cAlyAM, cAlatAM vAMkecUke raste AvyA. draupadI vananI kudaratI zobhA jotI cAlatI hatI. te saheja lakSa cUkI javAthI bIjA raste caDhI gaI. pAMDe, kuMtAjI ane hiDaMbA badhAM bIjA raste gayAM. draupadI cAlatI cAlatI bhayaMkara vanamAM bhUlI paDI. DIvAre lakSa AvatAM teNe uMce joyuM te AgaLa pAchaLa keI nathI dekhAtuM. vihvaLa banIne draupadI cAre tarapha jovA lAgI. keIne na jotAM gabharAI gaI. bhayabhIta thaIne pAMDene zodhatI De che. parivArathI vikhUTI paDatAM pAMDava pAMDava pikAra kare che tyAM eka baLavAna kesarIsiMha chalAMga mArate tenI sAme Avyo. A joIne draupadI tharathara dhrujavA lAgI, paNa hiMmata karIne jamIna para eka lITI derIne kahyuM ke, je mArA patie kadI satyanuM ullaMghana karyuM na hoya te tuM paNa A

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zAradA darzana rekhAnuM ullaMghana karIza nahi. ATaluM belI. eTale siMha tyAM ne tyAM thaMbhI gayA ane draupadInA caraNamAM mastaka namAvI cAle gaye. juo, satyane ke abhUta prabhAva che! tame kahe che ne ke Aje satyanI duniyA nathI, paNa satyae kevuM rakSaNa karyuM ! siMhanA paMjAmAMthI bacIne draupadI thoDe dUra cAlI tyAM bhayaMkara phaNIdhara sarSa kuMphADA mArate tenI sAme AvyuM, tyAre draupadIe paMcaparameSThInuM smaraNa karIne lITI dorIne kahyuM ke he sarSa! meM Aja sudhImAM mArA pAMca pati sivAya svapna paNa parapuruSano vikalpa na karyo hoya ne huM sAcI pativratA satI houM te tuM A rekhAnuM ullaMghana karIza nahi. ATaluM belI eTale sarSa tyAMthI cAlyo gayo. juo, zIyaLane ane satyane ke adUbhUta prabhAva che ! siMha ane sarSa jevA kUra prANIo paNa cAlyA gayA. draupadI babbe AphatamAMthI bacI gaI paNa pitAnA parivArathI te vikhUTI paDatAM TeLAmAMthI chUTI paDelI mRgalInI jema nirAza banIne vanamAM phAMphA mAravA lAgI. sUrya nArAyaNa paNa astAcala tarapha cAlyA gayA. draupadI raDavA lAgI ke huM ekalI A ghara vanamAM divase kevI rIte pasAra karIza. mAruM zuM thaze? mArA pati, sAsujI badhA kakyAM gayA haze? ema ciMtA karatI zUravA lAgI. teNe vicAra karyo ke A jhADa upara caDhI jAuM te vAgha siMhathI bacI zakuM. ema vicArI draupadI jhADa upara caDhI gaIne navakAra maMtranuM smaraNa kare che ne pikAra kare che ke he zAsanadeva! tame mAruM rakSaNa kare. pAMDavono kALa kapAta ane hiDaMbA taraphathI AzvAsana -bIjI bAju pAMDave, kuMtAjI ane hiDaMbA vigere cAlatAM hatAM. thoDuM cAlyA pachI vAMkocUke raste AvyA eTale ekabIjAne bhegA thavA UbhA rahyA. badhAM bhegA thayA paNa draupadIne na joI eTale badhA kahe draupadI kyAM gaI? saunA manamAM ema hatuM ke khUba thAkI gaI che eTale vacamAM kayAMka visAmo khAvA beThI haze, tethI pAchaLa rahI gaI lAge che. bhIma pAchaLa jevA gaye. draupadI maLI nahi eTale kuMtAjIne eka vRkSa nIce besADIne badhA bhAIo draupadIne Amatema zodhavA lAgyA, paNa kayAMya draupadIne patto na lAge. eTale badhA nirAza thaIne pAchA AvyA. hiDaMbA paNa draupadIne zodhavA nIkaLI hatI. paNa kyAMya drapada na maLI eTale badhAnI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. ahe! ame pAMca pAMca bhAIe eka draupadIne na sAcavI zakyA? enuM zuM thayuM haze? e pAchaLa rahI gaI te koI tene uThAvI gayuM haze! kaI siMha vAgha khAI gaye haze! Ama aneka prakAranAM virtaka karavA lAgyA. kuMtAjInI AMkhamAMthI dhAra AMsu vahevA lAgyA. raDatA raDatA be lavA lAgyA ke he karmarAjA! te amArI kevI karUNa dazA karI? amane rAjyamAMthI te kAvyA paNa A bhayAnaka jaMgalamAM te sukhe rahevA de. ame pUrvajanmamAM kevA karmo bAdhA haze! ke jethI A dazA thaI che. arere... amArI draupadI kyAM gaI? have ApaNe tenA

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94 zAradA darzana vinA jIvavuM nathI. badhAe nirNaya karyo ke draupadI na maLe tyAM sudhI ApaNe annapANInA tyAga, ane eka mahinAmAM jo draupadI na maLe te ApaNe citA khaDakIne khaLI maravuM. pAMDavA ane kuMtAjI badhAne ciMtAtura thayelAM joine hiDaMbAne khUba duHkha thayuM. teNe kahyuM-tame ahIM` bese. huM... mArI bahenane zodhavA jAuM chuM. hamaNAM draupadIne laIne AvIza. ema kahIne hiMDamA tenI vidyAnA baLathI AkAza mALe uDIne draupadmInI cAre tarapha zodha karavA lAgI. zeAdhatAM zeSatAM eka vRkSa upara draupadIne navakAramaMtranuM ekAgra citte smaraNa karatAM joi. tenA mukha upara ciMtA ane zeka taravaratA hatAM. hiDa bA ekadama nIce utarIne draupadI pAse AvIne kahevA lAgI ke-- tere virahase kuMtI pAMDava, aisI pratijJA TAi, jo nahi mile draupadI hamakA, deMge prANu gamAI heA. zrotA. he mArI vahAlI bahena ! tuM amArAthI chUTI kevI rIte paDI ? ne tuM ahIM kevI rIte AvI? tane nahi jovAthI pAMDavAe khUba tapAsa karI paNa tuM nahiM maLavAthI adhA nirAza thaIne pAchA pharyAM ne khUba raDyA. chevaTe nirNaya karyo che ke draupadI na maLe tyAM sudhI annapANInA tyAga ane eka mahinAmAM tuM na maLe te agnimAM maLI maravu, AvI pratijJA laIne beThA che. kuMtAjInA vilApa tA AyA jate nathI. pAMDavA paNu zUnya ane ci MtAtura banI gayAM che. te badhAnI A dazA joIne huM tamane zeAdhatI ahI AvI paheAMcI chuM. mahena ! have jaldI cAle. vilaMba na karo. draupadI hiDaMbAne joI ne tenA gaLe vaLagI paDI ane khUma raDI, pachI kahyuM, mahena ! huM tamArAthI chUTI paDayA pachI mane AvA du:kha paDayA. peAtAnI vItaka kahIne haiyuM haLavuM karyuM, paNa enI dhrujArI maTatI nathI, hiMDa`khAe tene gheADIvAra pa pALIne zAMta karIne kahyuM, bahena ! tArA virahathI badhA kalpAMta kare che, mATe ApaNe jaldI jaIe. Ama kahIne hiDa bA draupadIne laIne AkAza mArge uDI. " hiMDaJAne AvatA vAra lAgI tethI pAMDavAnI chUTI gayelI hiM'mata - hiMDamAne gayA ghaNI vAra thaI paNa te pAchI na khAvI eTale te kahevA lAgyA ke hiMDamA paNa pAchI na AvI, tyAre kuMtAjIe kahyuM e bicArI zuM kare? draupadIne khUkha zeAdhI haze paNa tene nahi maLI hoya eTale huM zu mAtu' chatAvu' ema mAnIne kayAMka cAlI gai haze. Ama vAta karatA hatAM tyAM jema AkAzamAMthI plena utare tema hiDaMkha draupadIne laIne AkAzamAMthI nIce utarI ane kSemakuzaLa pAMDavAne soMpI. have pAMDavA ane kuMtAjI hiMDakhAnA kevA upakAra mAnaze ne zuM khanaze tenA bhAva avasare

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vyAkhyAna na. te Aso suda 8 ne ravIvAra tA. 16-10-77 anaMta upakArI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAe bhavya chanA kalyANa mATe dvAdazAMgI sUtranI prarUpaNa karI. ApaNe gajasukumAlane adhikAra cAle che. temAM kRSNavAsudeva ane gajasukumAla baMne bhAIo nemanAtha bhagavAnanA darzana karavA gayA che. bhagavAnanA samosaraNamAM pahoMcIne bhagavAnanA darzana karyA. darzana karatAM haiyAmAM harSa samAtuM nathI. ahe prabhu! tame te saMsAra tyAgIne saMyamI banyA ne traNa jagatanA nAtha banI gayA. aneka bhavya ne tAraNahAra banyA ne huM te saMsAramAM paDI rahyo chuM. huM tamArA jeve kayAre banIza? Ape krodha kaSAyane tyAga karyo che ne huM te kaSAyathI bhareluM chuM. Apa rAgane tyAga karI vItarAgI banyA ne huM haju rAganA raMge raMgAyela chuM. A rIte prabhunI stuti karI tikakhuttone pATha bhaNune vaMdaNa karI. bAra prakAranI parSadA bharANI che. nemanAtha prabhunI divya dezanAne varasAda varase che, ne bhavya jIve hRdayamAM dhAraNa kare che. kRoNavAsudeva ane gajasukumAla baMne prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLavA mATe beThA. bhagavAna zrAvaka dharma ane sAdhu dharmanI vAta samajAvatAM hatA. sAdhu dharmanI vAta Ave eTale tarata ema thaze ke sAdhuno mArga bahu kaThIna che ane zrAvakane dharma saheluM che. jJAnI puruSe kahe che ke sAdhu dharma bhale kaThIna che paNa salAmatI bharele che, ane zrAvakane dharma sahele che paNa jokhama bhareluM che. kevI rIte ? samajAvuM pATIyuM ane vahANanA nyAye. jema ke mANasa dariyAmAM paDI gayo hoya, DUbavAnI aNI upara hoya, te samaye je tenA hAthamAM eka pATIyuM AvI jAya te tene keTale AnaMda thAya che? e mANasa pATIyAne bAtha bhIDIne vaLagI paDe che, ne pATIyAnA sahAre pANImAM tare che, paNa e pATIyAne saDha, sukAna vigere kaMI nathI tethI dariyAnA mojA ene jema kheMce tema kheMcAvuM paDe che. bhara dariyAmAM kaI vakhata pATIyuM kinArA tarapha taNAtuM dekhAya che ne keI vakhata kinArA taraphathI samudranA madhya bhAga tarapha jatuM dekhAya che. eTale pATIyAne vaLagI rahele mANasa nirbhaya banI zakyuM nathI. ene te jayAM sudhI kinAre na pahecAya tyAM sudhI pATIyAne majabUta pakaDIne tene vaLagIne rahevuM paDe che. temAM je hejaka AvyuM te dariyAmAM DU samaje, ane khUba thAka lAgavAthI ema thAya ke saheja hAtha chuTe karuM te ema paNa na cAle, kAraNa ke te te dariyAmAM DUbI jAya. ene je jIvavuM hoya te eka ja mArga che ke samudranI bahAra nIkaLatAM game teTalA divase lAge te paNa divasanA divaso sudhI pATIyAnA sahAre samudramAM ADA ne avaLA taNAyA karavAnuM, tyAre have vicAra kare, samudramAM mANasane pATIyuM maLyuM tenA badale vahANa maLI jAya te? pATIyAmAM ne vahANamAM phera khare ne? kAraNa ke vahANamAM te saDha ane

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zAradA darzana sukAna baMne hoya che. tethI e samudranA madhyabhAgathI kinArA tarapha derI zake che. vahANamAM ene bIje sukAnI maLavAthI vahANamAM chuTathI harIpharI zake che. ArAma paNa laI zake che. mAtra ene te eTalI sAvadhAnI rAkhavI joIe ke vahANamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI javAya nahi. anukuLa pavana maLatAM sukAnI jhaDapabhera vahANane kinArA tarapha haMkAre che ane pATIyAvALA musAphara karatAM jadI samudrane pAra karI jAya che. baMdhuo! A nyAyathI tame samaje. zrAvaka dharma e pATIyA jevuM che. havAsarUpI saMsAra samudramAM paDyA pachI dharmarUpI pATIyAne khUba majabUta rIte pakaDI rAkhavuM paDe che. kAraNa ke dharmarUpI pATIyuM hAthamAMthI saheja chaTakaze te jIva saMsAra samudramAM DUbI jaze. bIjI rIte dharmarUpI pATIyuM game teTaluM majabUta pakaDayuM haze te paNa saMsAramAM paDe che eTale pApane pravAha to cAlu ja che. saMsAra samudramAM beThelA mATe dharma rUpI pATIyuM te che paNa te saDha ane sukAna vinAnuM che. saMsAramAM gurUne samAgama haMmezA rahetuM nathI eTale jokhame paNa ghaNAM che. temAM rAga, dveSa, moha! matsara, mAna, krodha vigere jaMtuone bhaya ghaNo rahe che, paNa jayAM sudhI dharmarUpI pATIyuM hAthamAM hoya tyAM sudhI saMsAra samudramAM DUbI javAno bhaya ocho che. chatAM paNa tene pAra karavA ghaNe lAbe samaya lAge che. saMsAramAM dharmarUpI pATIyuM pakaDavA chatAM kayAreka ArtadhyAnAdinA mejA jIvane kayAMnA kayAMya kheMcI jAya che, tyAre cAritra evahANa jevuM che. temAM saDha ane sukAna hovAthI te ghaNuM karIne kinArA tarapha jAya che. vaLI ene sukAnI gurUne samAgama jovIse kalAka maLe che. jethI aneka prakAranA anartho ane unmArgathI jIvane bacAvI le che. jema vahANamAM beThelA mAnavIne samudra sAthe saMbaMdha nathI tema cAritravAnane saMsAra sAthe kaI saMbaMdha nathI. mAtra tene cAritra sAthe saMbaMdha che. tethI rAgAdi jaLacara jaMtuothI bacI jAya che mATe pATIyAmAM zAMti nathI paNa vahANamAM zAMti che, tema zrAvaka dharma karatAM cAritra dharmamAM vadhu zAMti che, paNa cAritranA bhAvamAM ramaNatA kare che. bAkI cAritrarUpI vahANamAM besIne paNa je bAhyabhAvamAM ramaNatA kare te zAMtino anubhava thato nathI. cAritramaya jIvanamAM bAhya-AtyaMtara tapa rUpI pavanane e apUrva sahAre maLe che ke tenAthI cAritra rUpI vahANa vegathI mukitanA kinArA tarapha AgaLa vadhatuM jAya che. A uparathI tame samajI zakaze ke mAnavajIvananI saphaLatA cAritradharma aMgIkAra karI tenuM pAlana karavAmAM che paNa jayAM sudhI cAritra mArgarUpI jahAjamAM besI na zakAya tyAM sudhI zrAvaka dharma rUpI pATIyuM pakaDI rAkhavA jevuM che. e pATIyuM tamane saMsAra taLiyenA DUbavA nahi de. mATe bemAMthI eka dharmanuM AcaraNa te jarUra karo. A pramANe temanAtha bhagavAne zrAvaka ane sAdhu dharmanuM svarUpa samajAvyuM. bhagavAnanI mIThI madhurI amRtamaya vANI samesaraNamAM beThelA dareka mANasoe sAMbhaLI, ane saue saunI pAtratA pramANe jhIlI.

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zAradA dAna che gaI kAlanuM adhUruM dRSTAMta rAjAne brahmajJAna meLavavAnI keTalI laganI che ! te pahADa upara mahAtmA pAse gayA ane mahAtmAne pitAne ziSya banAvavA mAvAlA kare che paNa mahAtmA tene sAmuM jotAM nathI, ne uparathI gusso karI kaDaka zabdo kahI rAjAne tyAMthI kADhavA mATe evI jorathI lAta mArI ke rAjA gulAMTa khAIne dUra paDayA. rAjAno parivAra dUra beThe hato. temane A dazya jotAM mahAtmA upara e gusso AvyuM ke basa, ApaNu mahArAjAnuM AvuM apamAna karyuM che te have Ane ApaNe batAvI daIe. ene pakaDIne jelamAM pUrI daIzuM. ema nirNaya karIne badhA "mAre... mAro...pakaDakaratAM tyAM doDIne AvyA paNa mahAtmAne bilakula gabharATa na thaye. kAraNa ke pote AtmalakSI hatAM. emaNe manamAM eka ja nizcaya karyo ke kadAca mane A rAjAnA mANaso pakaDIne jelamAM pUraze, mAra mAraze te dehathI huM bhinna chuM. e bhAvanAne vizeSa anubhava thaze, ane jelamAM anAsaktabhAvane abhyAsa keLavavAnI amUlya taka maLaze. A vicAra karavA lAgyA. gurUbhaktithI rAjAe parivAra sAme karele paDakAra - have rAjAe jene pitAnA gurU mAnyA che tenuM apamAna kema thavA de? pitAnA mANase mahAtmAne kaMI paNa kare te pahelAM ja rAjAe ubhA thaIne badhAne dhamakAvatAM kahyuM. khabaradAra! mArA gurUnuM tame apamAna karyuM che te ! emane AMgaLI paNa aDADaze nahi. e te mahAna jJAnI che. jo tame emane tiraskAra karaze, temane mAra mAraze te marIne narakamAM ! jaze. tame ahIM zA mATe AvyA cho? tame badhA nagaramAM cAlyA jAo. have meM te saMsAranI moha, mAyA ane mamatAne tyAga karyo che. tame mArA nathI ne huM tamAre nathI. jo tame saheja paNa tephAna karaze te huM mArA prANa tyAga karI daIza. mane ghaNAM samayathI brahmajJAna meLavavAnI tIvra jhaMkhanA hatI te ahIM ja pUrI thaze. mATe huM pAcho AvavAno nathI. rAjAne parivAra rAjAne khUba karagaravA lAgyA ke Apa te amArA nAtha che. ApanA vinA rAjya keNa calAvaze ? ApanA vinA amAruM zuM thaze? rAjAe badhAne kahyuM. A jagatamAM kaI keInuM nathI, ane keInA vinA keI kAma aTakatuM nathI. mATe tame badhA jAo ne sukhethI rAjya calAve. rAjAne aDaga nizcaya joI badhA raDatA kakaLatA tyAMthI cAlyA gayA. devAnupriya! rAjAne brahAjJAna meLavavAnI laganI lAgI che tethI te kAryanI siddhi karavA mATe bIjuM badhuM tene tuccha dekhAya che. pachI badhA cAlyA jAya tenuM duHkha thAya kharuM? "nA". A rAjAne vairAgya daDha hatuM. temAM AvA uttama mahAtmA maLI gayA eTale brahAjJAnanI sididha tene najara samakSa dekhAya che, ane rAjya, parivAra badhuM temane brahmajJAnanI prApti mATe ADI divAla rUpa dekhAya che. pachI parivAra zA.-88 *

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zAradA darzana raDe, jhUre temAM rAjAne dukha zenuM thAya? e badhA gayA eTale rAjAne zAMti thaI. rAjAe mana sAthe nirNaya karyo ke game tema thAya paNa huM A mahAtmAnA caraNa nahi chevuM. A ja mArA sAcA tAraNahAra che. e mane mAre, pITe, game tema karaze paNa mAre ahIMthI javuM nathI. je mAre brahmajJAna joIe che te apamAna, trAsa ke tiraskAra keDInI kiMmatanA che. khuda A kAyAnI kaMI kiMmata nathI, enI mamatA nathI te enuM apamAna thAya, ene mAra paDe temAM mane duHkha zuM? mahAtmAjI je kAMI mane aNagamatuM kahe ke kare e badhuM mArI kAyAne che. mAre ne kAyAne zuM lAge vaLage? AvA niHsaMga mahAtmAne pega pharI pharIne kayAMthI maLaze? basa, rAjA te emanA caraNamAM mastaka namAvIne pAchA besI gayA. mahAtmA paNa aMdarathI te samajI gayA ke A rAjA sAce mumukSu che paNa ene ke mane kaIne brahmajJAna mamatA ke sane dekhADIne nahi thAya. eTale huM enA pratye bilakula sneha batAvIza nahi, bhale ema ja besI rahetuM. eTale mahAtmA ene kaMI kahetA nathI ke belAvatA nathI. e te emanA dhyAnamAM besI gayA, tyAre rAjA beThA beThA mahAtmAnAM mukhanA darzana kare che ne manamAM vicAra kare che ke ahe ! mahAtmA kevA pavitra che. kevA gaMbhIra che! kevA Atma samAdhimAM lIna che ! kevA nirAgI che! kaI jAtane upadeza ke preraNA vinA rAjA mahAtmAnA darzanathI paNa ghaNI preraNA meLave che. - "mahAtmA pratye rAjAnI apUrva bhakti" :- mahAtmA pANI levA mATe jAya che tyAre rAjA be hAtha joDIne vinaMtI kare che ke gurUdeva! mane ApanI sevAbhaktine lAbha Ape. lAve, huM pANI laI AvuM tyAre mahAtmA gusso karIne kahe che ke are, bIcameM se dUra haTa, tujhe kisane bulAyA? rAjAe apamAnane sanmAna gaNa premathI hasatA hasatA mahAtmAnA hAthamAMthI pANInuM kamaMDaLa laI lIdhuM ne pANI laI AvyA. tyAre mahAtmA gussa karIne kahevA lAgyA ke are! yuM hI bIne chAna ke (gALIne) pAnI le AyA? Ama belA mahAtmAe pANInuM kamaMDaLa DhALI dIdhuM. te paNa rAjA dakha lagADyA vinA kahe che ke mahArAja! mArI bhUla thaI. mane kSamA karo. have huM gALIne pAchuM laI AvIza. pharIne gALIne pAchuM laI AvyA. A rIte baLataNa mATe lAkaDA lAvavAM, gAmamAMthI bhikSA lAvavI vigere kAryamAM rAjA khaDe page ubhA rahe che. kAmamAM saheja bhUla thAya te mahAtmA kahetAM ke are kuttA! kisane tujhe DahApaNa karAyA thA? karyo yahAM budadhu gadhe kI taraha paDA rahA hai ! AvA halakA zabdo kahIne phaTakAre che. kayAreka pagathI lAta mAre che te paNa rAjA sadA prasanna cittathI rahe che. devAnupriya! A Itara dharmanA rAjA che chatAM temanI keTalI kSamA che! rAjA ema vicAra kare che ke A te mArI parIkSA che ne mahAtmA mAne che ke huM Ama karuM te A balA jAya. jyAre rAjA vicAra kare che ke mArA gurU kevA jJAnI-yAnI che! mane

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zAradA ina game tema kahe che paNa emanI pAse teA rAkhe che ne? emanA mArA upara kevA mahAna upakAra che! mArI bhUleA sudhAravAnu` keTaluM dhyAna rAkhe che! meAkSasa abhilASI ziSya paNa sadA gurUnA upakAra tarapha dRSTi kare paNa gurU zikSA kare tenA sAmu na jue. " kaeNseTInA a Mte brahmajJAna OM- rAjA avAranavAra gurUne vinaMtI karatAM rahe che ke gurUdeva! mane brahmajJAna Ape. tyAre mahAtmA tene Thokare caDhAvIne kahe che ke are, viSayakA kIDA ! brahmajJAna prApta karanekI tujhame kayA lAyakAta hai ? Ama karatAM khAra varSo vItI gayA. rAjAnI sahanazIlatA, prasannatA, ane brahmajJAna prApta karavAnI laganI joI ne mahAtmA tenA upara prasanna thayA, ane eka divasa tenA mAthe hAtha mUkIne mahAtmAe kahyu`- jA khaccA, tere ke brahmajJAna heA gayA." 44 77 rAjAnuM nAcI uThelu dila DuM - ATalA zabdo sAMbhaLatAM rAjAnA AnaMdane pAra na rahyo, emanA ramezame apUrva AnaMda thayA. ahA ! Aje mArA gurUe mArA mAthe hAtha mUkayeA. mAru kalyANa thai gayuM. emaNe te! gurUnA kheALAmAM mAthu' mUkI dIdhu' ne AzcayapUrvaka khelyA-he gurUdeva ! mane brahmajJAna thai gayuM ? te brahmajJAna thayA pachI tarata ja mekSa maLe ne ? tyAre mahAtmA premathI rAjAne samajAve che ke dekha. khaccA ! zuddha AtmA ke cheADakara anya kisI cIja para arhatva, mamatva nahI hotA hai yahI brahmajJAna hai aura yaha sthira hai. jAne para AyuSyakI pUrNAhUti para mekSa hI letA hai. pU.janma ke saMcita karma yU* hI naSTa haoN jAte hai aura navIna kaIMkA badha rUka jAtA hai. phira pu janma nahI. karanA paDatA hai. khasa, aba yahI vRttike Age baDhAnA, dRDha rakhanA, ama kayA rAjya lenA hai ? rAjAe kahyu.. nahI. gurUdeva, have mAre rAjyanI zI jarUra che? brahmajJAna manyu' eTale mAretA AnaMda AnaMda che. Apa maLyA eTale sArIduniyAnuM rAjaya mane maLI gayuM. rAjAne laganI lAgI hatI ke mAre brahmajJAna meLavavu` che teA keTalu kaSTa veThayu'! khAra khAra varSa sudhI samatA rAkhI te enI IcchA pUrNa thaI, ane saMsAra cheDIne mahAtmAnA ziSya banI gayA. d' have kRSNavAsudeva gajasukumAla vigeree nemanAtha bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLI. gajasukumAlanA aMtaramAM AnaMda thayA. ahe prabhu! zuM ApanI vANI che! kharekhara levA jevA hAya tA saMyama mA` che. sayama rUpI jahAja mane saMsAra sAgaranA sAmA kinAre meAkSamAM laI jaze. khasa, have mAre A saMsAramAM rahevuM nathI. dIkSA levI che ema `manamAM nizcaya karyo. rAjAne jema brahmajJAna meLavavAnI laganI lAgI hatI tema gajasukumArane sayama laIne meAkSamAM javAnI laganI lAgI che. have gajasukumAla nemanAtha prabhune zu kaheze tenA bhAva avasare, caritra:- pAMDavAe hiDaMbAnI karelI prazaMsA :- draupadI gahana vanamAM bhUlI paDI hatI. pAMDavAe ghaNI tapAsa karI chatAM draupadIne zeAdhI zakayA nahi, paNa hiDa'khA draupadIne

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uThI zAradA darzana zodhI lAvI ne pAMDane seMpI dIdhI. draupadIne joIne saunA haiyAmAM AnaMda thaze. kuMtAjI te draupadIne bAthamAM laIne kahevA lAgyA ke beTA! tuM amane mUkIne kayAM gaI hatI? tArA vinA amane eka ghaDI varSa jevI lAgatI hatI. jema hAthamAM zakevuM laIne bhIkha mAMganAra bhikhArIne kaI kiMmatI ratana Ape ne eTale AnaMda thAya eTale AnaMda draupadI maLatAM kuMtAjIne ane pAMDene thayo, ane badhAnA mukhamAMthI zabdo sarI paDayA ke dhanya che hiDaMbA tane! kharekhara, te te amane maraNanA mukhamAMthI bacAvI lIdhA che. ame tArA jeTalA guNa gAIe teTalA ochA che. je tuM amane A vagaDAmAM na maLI hata te amAruM zuM thAta? te amArA dehamAM prANa pUryA, tyAre hiDaMbAe kahyuM-meM evuM kaMI moTuM kAma karyuM nathI. meM jemane mArA mAnyA temane mArAthI bane teTalI madada karavI joIe. meM mArI pharaja adA karI che. vizeSa kAMI karyuM nathI mATe Apa mArA guNalA na gAo. have cAle ApaNe AgaLa vadhIe. ema kahIne badhAne ubhA karyA. badhA AgaLa cAlavA lAgyAM. AgaLa cAlatAM ghaNe viSama bhAga Avyo. moTA moTA pahADa, moTA jaMgI vRkSa, khADA-TekarA, nadIo badhuM Ave che. A samaye hiDaMbA badhAne vArApharatI UMcakIne AkAza mArgo uDIne jayAM sAro mArga hoya tyAM mUkI AvavA lAgI A rIte hiDaMbAnI sahAyatAthI pAMDave viSama mArga oLaMgI gayA, ane jayAM nirbhaya, zAMtinuM sthAna AvyuM tyAM sukhapUrvaka rokAIne AnaMda karavA lAgyA. eka manahara vanamAM teo visAme khAvA thoDA divasa rokAyA. hiMDabA draupadInI sAthe badhuM kAmakAja karatI ne kuMtAmAtAnI khaDe page sevA karatI hatI. hiDaMbAne joIne kuMtAjInI AMkhaDI TharI gaI. eka divasa AkhuM kuTuMba beThuM hatuM tyAre samaya joIne kuMtAjIe kahyuM. he hiDaMbA ! te amArA upara ghaNAM upakAra karyA che. enuM huM kayA zabdomAM varNana karuM ! mane kaI deva se jIbha Ape te paNa huM tArA guNa pUrA gAI na zakuM. mATe bola beTA! huM tane zuM ApuM! he hiDaMbA! meM tArA mATe nakkI karyuM che ke tuM je mAMge te mAre tane ApavuM. mATe tAre je IcchA hoya te mArI pAse mAMgI le. te ame tArA upakArane badale vALI RNathI mukta thaIe. tyAre hiDaMbAe kahyuM. he mAtA! huM vidyAdharanI putrI chuM paNa mArA bhAIe rAkSasI vidyAne prayoga karyo tethI ame rAkSasa banI gayAM. have Apa ja kahe ke kayAM huM rAkSasI ane kayAM Apa pAMDenI pavitra mAtA? daridra mANasa cakravarti upara zuM upakAra karI zake ? ApanI kRpAthI mArI pAse badhuM che. mAre kaI cIjanI jarUra nathI, paNa A5 khUba kahe che tethI huM mArA mananI vAta karuM chuM. jyAre Apa badhA hiDaMba vanamAM rAtre thAkyApAkyA sUI gayAM hatAM ne ApanA putra bhIma Apa badhAnI ceka karatAM hatAM tyAre mArA bhAIe mane kahyuM ke mane mANasanI gaMdha Ave che mATe tuM tapAsa karI Ava ke ke mANasa ATalAmAM che? huM tapasA

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vALA racana karavA AvI te samaye me' ApanA putra bhImane sauthI pahelAM joyAM. pavitratA vigere joine mAruM mana temanAmAM TharI gayuM. pAchaLathI mA krodhe bharAI mane mAratA hatA tyAre temaNe tenI sAthe yudhdha karIne tene mArI nAMkhyA ne mane khacAvI. meM tyArathI temanI sAthe paraNavAnA nizcaya karyo che ne huM ApanI sAthe ja rahuM chu. te mAre khIjuM kaI nathI joItu' paNa ApanA putra bhImasenanI sAthe mane paraNAveA. eTalu huM ApanI pAse mAMguM chuM. 701 tyAre temanuM rUpa, bhAI AvyA ne bhIma sAthe hiDaMbAnuM lagnaH- hiDaMkhAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne kuMtAjIe peAtAnA pAMceya putronA sAme dRSTi karI tyAre bhIma zaramathI nIcuM joI gayA. khakInA cAre ya putro ekI avAje eTalI uThayA barAbara che. kharakhara che. bhImasena hiDa bAne mATe cAgya che. cAre ya putronI saMmati maLI gaI pachI ku tAjIe draupadI sAme draSTi karI kAraNa ke draupadI pAMceya putronI patnI che. strIone svapnAmAM paNa zaiAkaya gamatI nathI. mATe enI IcchA che ke nahi ! sAsujInI peAtAnI sAme dRSTi paDatAMnI sAthe ja draupadI samajI gaI ke mArA sAsujI mArI saMmati mAMge che. eTale teNe kuMtAjIne kahyuM. mA! hiDaMbAne mArA upara mahAna upakAra che. e mane prANathI adhika vahAlI che, huM ene sadA mArI nAnI bahena gaNIza. mArI A khAkhatamAM sa'pUrNa` sa`mati che. sahadeva jayeAtiSavidyAmAM nipUNa hatA eTale temaNe lagnanuM zreSTha muhuta" kAyu, ane tarata ja te vanamAM bhImanA hiDaMbA sAthe lagna karyA. hiDaMkhAnI AzA phaLIbhUta thaI eTale tenA AnaMdane pAra na rahyo, ' bhIma sAthe lagna karIne te kuMtAmAtA ane draupadIne page lAgI. baMnee tene sukhI thAo evA aMtaranA AzIrvAda ApyA. AnaMda vibhera khanelI hiDaMkhAe tenI vidyAnI zaktithI vanamAM khUba suMdara bagIceA khanAnyeA. bagIcAmAM eka suMdara mahela banAnye mahelamAM aneka prakAranI sukha sAmagrI vasAvI ane mahelamAM badhA AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyA. hiDaMkhA bhIma sAthe AnaMda-killeAla karavA lAgI. saMsAranA sukhA bhAgavatAM hiDakhA gabhava tI thaI. thoDA samaya mahelamAM rokAI ne badhA AgaLa cAlyAM. cAlatAM cAlatA ghaNA divase te ekacakrA nAmanI nagarInI khahAra udyAnamAM AvyA. e udyAnamAM AvatAnI sAthe temanA hRdayamAM AnaMdanI mie uchaLavA lAgI. tyAM temane kevA mahAna lAbha thaze ne zuM khanaze tenA bhAva avasare.

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vAra yAkhyAna na. 09 A suda 5 ne somavAra tA. 17-10-77, sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! mahAnapurUSe pharamAve che ke he AtmAo! mahAna puNyane udaya hoya tyAre mAnavabhava prApta thAya che. mAnavabhavamAM paNa tame mahAna puNyazALI che ke tamane vItarAga sarvajJa bhagavAnanuM dharmazAsana maLyuM che. tethI samasta karmaviMTabaNAone aMta lAvavAmAM samartha e ArAdhanAne anupama mArga maLe che. AvI kiMmatI taka maLyA pachI jIvanalakSa kevuM rAkhavuM joIe? ati durlabha dharmaArAdhanAnI takane saphaLa karavAnuM lakSa ke pachI viSayo ane kaSAyanI ArAdhanAmAM gaLAbUDa khUMcI rahevAnuM? bele, tamAruM lakSa kaI tarapha che? AvuM ucca keTInuM vItarAga bhagavAnanuM zAsana maLyA pachI enI ArAdhanA karavAnuM choDI saMsAranI sAdhanAmAM racyApacyA rahevuM te jIvanuM bhayaMkara ajJAna che, bhUla che. keI mANasa madrAsa kalakattA jevA zaheramAM game tyAre tenI pAse mUDI na hatI. paNa keInI oLakhANa pIchANu thaI ane tene lAkha rUpiyAnI kamANI thAya tevI keIe etha ApI. chatAM tevI takane gumAvIne pitAnI pAse rahelAM theDA paisAthI nATaka, sinemA, kalaba, hoTala vigere sthaLomAM jaIne mojamajhA uDAve, hela karavAmAM paDI jAya ane thoDA samayamAM lAvelI theDI ghaNI mUDI khalAsa thaI jAya ne pelI vahepAra karavAnI otha paNa cAlI jAya pachI daridra ane bekAra banIne pitAnA bekAra gAmaDA bhege thavAne vakhata Ave A mUrkhAI ke bIjuM kaMi? A jIvanI paNa AvI ja mUrkhAI che ke anaMta nirjarA karAvI Ape evI jinazAsananI otha maLavA chatAM artha, kAma, ghara, dukAna, kAyA, kaMcana, kuTuMba ane kAminImAM tarabaLa banI pitAnI mULagI mUDI gumAvI de che. te vahepAra karavAnI ethe gumAvavAnI mUrkhAI karatAM paNa lAkha karoDo gaNI nahi paNa anaMta ghaNuM mUrkhAI che. kAraNa ke mAnavabhava rUpI puNyanI puMjI bhegavilAsamAM khatama karI nAkhyA pachI AvatA janmamAM naraka tiryaMca jevI halakI gatimAM jIva pheMkAI jAya che. A jIvane ekendriya, beIndriya, teIndriya, caurindriya, asaMsI tiryaMca pacendriya, saMjJI tiryaMca pacendriya, vigeremAM pharatA pharatA kadAca mAnavabhava maLe temAM paNa AvuM jinazAsana ja maLaze te nakakI che? ahIM tribhuvana hitakArI, vItarAga evA sarvajJa prabhunuM anaMta kalyANasAdhaka, surAsurendrane mAnya pavitra dharmazAsana pAmyA pachI emaNe batAvelI Atmahitakara dharmaArAdhanAnI je upekSA karazo te AvuM dharmazAsana maLavuM durlabha banaze. ATalA mATe jJAnI vAraMvAra dAMDI pITAvIne kahe che ke je zAsana maLyuM che tenI upekSA na karo paNa vItarAga prabhunI AjJA pramANe apramatta banIne pAlana karavuM e

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cAsa haze ja A ucca mAnavabhavanuM kartavya che. tene badale bhegavilAsamAM ujANI uDAvavAmAM mAnava pitAnI budidhanuM devALuM kADhI rahyo che, te pitAnI samajaNa, buddhine nirarthaka gumAvI rahyo che. mAnavajIvana pAmIne jIvane kSaNe kSaNe dharmArAdhanA karavAnuM vicAra Ave joIe. vicAra, vANI ane vartanathI kayAM kaI dharma ArAdhanA karavAnI taka che te tarapha lakSa hovuM joIe, ane taka maLatAM tene jhaDapI laIne dharmamaya vicAra, vANI ane vartanathI tene saphaLa karavI joIe. kadAca saMgavazAt ArAdhanA ochI thAya paNa AtmA jAgRta hoya, ArAdhanA karavAnI taka gumAvyA badala aMtaramAM duHkha thatuM hoya te ArAdhanA karavAmAM AgaLa vadhI zake che, paNa jene taka maLI chatAM dharmaArAdhanA karatA nathI, jenA haiyAmAM kheda nathI ke are ! meM ArAdhanA karavAnI sonerI taka gumAvI! e kyAMthI ArAdhanA karI zakavAno che? ene mana te khAvApIvAnI, haravApharavAnI ne paisA kamAvAnI takane gumAvI teno aphasosa thAya che, ane e mATenI taka zodhatA hoya che. AvA mANasane jaina kuLa maLyuM, jinazAsana maLyuM ne devagurU-dharmane vega maLe te paNa tenA AtmAnuM ka9yANa thavAnuM che? e te bicAre manuSya janma pAmI puNyanI ujANI karI daridra banIne cAlyA jAya che. AvuM samajIne je sAdhanasAmagrI maLI che tene sadupayoga karI karma khapAvI mokSamAM javAnI TikiTa kharIdI le. ApaNe gajasukumArane adhikAra cAle che. kRSNavAsudeva ane gajasukumAra ghaNuM - moTA parivAra sAthe temanAtha bhagavAnanA darzana karavA gayA che. kRSNavAsudevane vItarAga zAsana pratye anahada prema hato. traNa traNa khaMDanI sAhyabI maLavA chatAM ane batrIsa hajAra rANIo hovA chatAM jyAre jyAre nemanAtha bhagavAna padhAre tyAre temanI vANI sAMbhaLavAnI taka cUkatA na hatA. bhagavAna padhAryAnA samAcAra sAMbhaLe ke tarata badhA kAma paDatA mUkIne tyAM pahoMcI jatAM. bhagavAnanA darzana karIne temanI vANI sAMbhaLIne aMtaramAM evo ullAsa Avato ke he prabhu! zuM tArI vANI che! tArI vANImAM te evuM amRta bharyuM che ke jANe e ghUMTaDA pIdhA ja karuM ! tArI AMkhamAMthI te evI amI jhare che. ke tArA sAmuM joyA ja karuM! kRSNavAsudeva bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne nAcI uThatA hatA paNa trata paccakhANa karI zakatA na hatA. tene temanA aMtaramAM aphasosa thatuM hatuM ke arere huM kaMI ja karI zakato nathI ! arere... A mArA kheLAmAM khelelA, meM ucherelA, mArA saMtAne dIkSA le ane huM kaMI na karI zakuM! emanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jatAM hatAM. teo pratyakSa sarvajJa bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLatA hatAM. atyAre ApaNI pAse sarvajJa bhagavAna birAjamAna nathI paNa bhagavAne batAvelA Agama che. tenA sahAre ApaNe taravAnuM che. Agama e ariso che. kAcane arise tamane dehanuM darzana karAvaze paNa AgamarUpI arise AtmAnuM darzana karAvaze.

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zAha ane paraMtu Ajano mAnavI caitanya svarUpa AtmAnuM darzana karavAnuM cheDIne nAzavaMta dehanA darzana karavAmAM paDI gayA che. zAzvatane choDIne nAzavaMtane meLavavAmAM rapa rahe che. nAzavaMta zarIranA mehamAM paDIne tenuM pAlanapoSaNa karavAmAM AtmAnI ArAdhanA karavAnI amUlya takane gumAvI rahyo che. kRSNavAsudeva, gajasukumAla badhAM bhagavAnanI vANI eka citte sAMbhaLI rahyAM che. kRSNavAsudeve te ghaNIvAra bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLI hatI paNa gajasukumAle te prathama vakhata ja prabhunA darzana karyA ne prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLI. prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLIne gajasukumAlanuM hRdaya nAcI uThayuM ne manamAM vicAra karavA lAgyA ke nAtha ! kharekhara tame jema samajAyuM tema saMsAra asAra che. saMyama ja sAra che. have mAre dIkSA levI che. tame badhA paNa vItarAga vANuM roja sAMbhaLe che ne ? paNa keTalAne saMsAra asAra lAge? AgamanA zabda zabda sAra bharele che paNa keNa grahaNa karI zake? jene vItarAga vANImAM zraddhA hoya che. bhagavAnanI ApaNa upara anaMta karUNA che, paNa tenI jIve kadara karI nathI. jema bApane dIkare vahAluM hoya che tethI dIkarA mATe keTaluM kare che ! paNa unhAna banelA chokarAne bApanI kadara hotI nathI. samaya Avye bApanI karUNAnI kadara thAya che. - eka zeThane ekane eka dIkaro hate. te moTe thatAM sAte vyasanamAM pUro thaI gaye. bApane ciMtA thaI ke A chokarAnuM zuM thaze ? mArA maraNa pachI mita vyasanamAM uDAvI deze. pAse paisA haze tyAM sudhI sau koI tene bolAvaze paNa pachI enuM zuM ? khUba vicAra karIne bApe copaDAnA pAnAmAM lakhyuM ke "pAnuM phare ne sonuM jhare. AyuSya pUruM thatAM mA-bApa cAlyA gayA. chokaro svataMtra thaI gaye. pAMca varSamAM te bApanI milkata uDAvIne khalAsa karI dIdhI. gharamAM kAMI na rahyuM. bhAIne khAvAnA sAMsA paDayAM. premathI belAvanArA mitre, svajane ke have tenA sAmuM jotA nathI. keIne tyAM karI karavA jAya te koI ne karI rAkhatuM nathI. Aja sudhI abhimAnamAM akakaDa banIne pharanAra roTI mATe lokenA pagamAM namavA lAgyo. e mANasanA karmane udaya thAya che tyAre tenI kevI dazA thAya che. zeThanA chokarAnI behAla dazA thaI gaI. eka divasa enA bApanA capaDA upara tenI najara paDI. tenA manamAM thayuM ke lAva jouM te kharo ke mArA pitAjIe copaDAmAM zuM lakhyuM che ? eNe te paDe hAthamAM lIdhe ne pAnA pheravavA lAgyo. copaDAnA pAnAmAM lakhyuM hatuM ke "pAnuM phare ne senuM jhare A vAMcIne harakhAI gaye. vAhavAha A te bahuM sAruM. copaDAnA pAnA rivuM eTale senuM jharavA mAMDaze, ne mAruM daridra TaLI jaze. bhAI sAheba te cepaDAnA pAnA pheravavA lAgyA. jeTalA copaDA hatA te badhAnA pAnA pheravI gayo paNa kayAMya senuM jharyuM nahi eTale nirAza thaI gaye, paNa abUjhane bhAna nathI ke cepaDAnA pAnAmAMthI kAMI senuM jharatuM haze! paNa enA manamAM ema te jarUra thayuM ke mArA

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zAradA darzana 705 bApujIe lakhyuM che tethI temAM kAMIka hetu te jarUra haze! Ajane mAnavI bhegane bhikhArI banI gayuM che, dharma karatuM nathI paNa bhagavAnanI vANI sAMsaLIne tenA manamAM ema thAya ke bhale, huM kAMI karatuM nathI paNuM bhagavAna je kahI gayA che te satya che. emAM tathya jarUra che. te keka divasa pAmI jaze, paNa jene A vAta samajAtI nathI te mAnava jIvana hArI jaze. zeThane dIkare tenA pitAnA khAsa mitra hatA tyAM gaye ne jaIne pUchayuM-kAkA! mArA bApujIe lakhyuM che ke "pAnuM pharene sonuM jhare" huM te cepaDAnA ekeka pAnA pheravI gaye paNa senAnI kaNI jharI nahi. tyAre enA bApanA mitre kahyuM. chekarA ! pAnuM pherave senuM na maLe, paNa tuM aMdara zuM vigata lakhI che te lakhANa vAMca. chokarAe khUba jhINavaTathI vAMcyuM te eka jagyAe lakhyuM hatuM ke ApaNuM makAnamAM IzAna khUNAmAM amuka jagyAe rU. paccIsa hajAranI mita dATI che. jarUra paDe tyAre khedavuM. A vAMcIne chokarAe bApe lakhyuM hatuM te jagyAe khodayuM te rU.25000)nI milkata nIkaLI. jayAM khAvAnA sAMsA hatAM, keI sAmuM jenAra na hatuM tyAM AvI sthitimAM rU. 25000) nI mita maLI jAya eTale ke AnaMda thAya pahelA pitA ghaNI hita zikhAmaNa ApatA hatAM tyAre gamatI na hatI, paNa duHkhanA samayamAM dhana maLatAM bApane dIkaro ke vahAle hoya che tenI kadara thaI devAnupriye ! bApanI karUNathI dIkarAnuM daridra TaLyuM. ApaNuM parama pitA prabhue , ApaNuM upara mahAna karUNA karI che. temaNe AgamanA pAne pAne lakhyuM che ke "pAnuM phare ne mokSa maLe paNa AgamamAM daSTi karavI game che! jyAM sudhI mokSamAM javAnI laganI nathI lAgI tyAM sudhI AnuM rahasya nahi samajAya. jyAre laganI lAgaze tyAre bhagavAne kevI karUNuM karI che tenI kadara thaze ne AgamanAM zabda zabda ra dekhAze. nemanAtha bhagavAne kRSNavAsudeva, gajasukumAla, temaja AkhI parSadAne upadeza Ape. temAM gajasukumAle jema mAchalI svAti nakSatranuM pANI uchaLIne jhIlI le che tema bhagavAnanI vANI uchaLIne jhIlI lIdhI. sAMbhaLIne aMtaramAM vairAgyanI ti pragaTI. tene mehAMdhakAra naSTa thaI gaye. bhagavAnanI dezanA pUrNa thaI. parSadA uThIne ghara tarapha javA lAgI. je vahipa kRSNa vAsudeve bhagavAnane vaMdana karIne pitAnA mahela tarapha prasthAna karyuM, paNa gajasukumAla bhagavAnanI pAse ubhA rahyA.: "tA ja te janasumA kumAre jarA amita tize dhaH tevA " ane bhagavAnane vaMdana karIne kahyuM. ahaprabhu! he trilekInAtha he azaraNanA zaraNa! ApanI vANuM mane amRta karatAM paNa mIThI lAgI che. mArA aMtaramAM utarI gaI che. ApanI vANI sAMbhaLIne mane jaDa cetananuM bhedajJAna samajANuM che. tenAtha! Aje mAruM jIvana dhanya banI gayuM. mAruM mAnava zA.-89

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701 zAradA darzana jIvana sArthaka thayuM. tame te mane nyAla karI dIdhuM. tame mane je ApyuM che tevuM jagatamAM keI nahi ApI zake. tame mArA upara mahAna upakAra karyo che. tamArI vANIne raNakAra mArA aMtaramAM guMje che. he kRpALunAtha! duniyAmAM badhuM batAvanAra maLaze paNa makSa mArgane batAvanAra ApanA sivAya kaI nahi maLe. ApanI vANI sAMbhaLyA pachI mane te saMsAra bhaDabhaDate dAvAnaLa dekhAya che, ane saMyama zAMti ane zItaLatAnuM sthAne lAge che. cAritra je bIje ke zreSTha mArga nathI. saMsAra e roganuM ghara che ne saMyama e Arogya bhavana che. jema zaDha vinAnI naukA, breka vinAnI gADI, aMkuza vinAne hAthI, ane lagAma vinAnA gheDAnI kAMI kiMmata nathI tema cAritra vinAnA jIvananI kAMI kiMmata nathI. saMyama e sonuM che ne saMsAra e kathIra che. e vAta mane barAbara samajAI gaI che. bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne atyaMta harSamAM AvIne gajasukumAla bhagavAnane kevA madhura zabdo kahI rahyA che! tame roja vItarAga vANI sAMbhaLe che paNa tamane AvA bhAva Ave che? saMsAra asAra lAge che? gajasukumAlane eka ja vakhata nemanAtha prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLIne majIThI raMga lAgI gayo. bhagavAnanA mukhAviMdathI zruta cAritra rUpa ' dharmanuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLIne ane tene hRdayamAM avadhAraNa karIne darda tuTTa bahu khuza thayA ne saMtuSTa thayA. tyAra pachI bhagavAnane tikakhuttane pATha bhaNI pradakSiNA kadI vaMdana namaskAra karIne prabhunA caraNamAM mastaka mUkIne kahyuM. "HaifmAM mate vijaya rUvAmAM ttiyAmi mate " he bhagavaMta! huM ApanA nigraMtha pravacana upara zraddhA karuM chuM pratIti-vizvAsa karuM chuM ke he bhagavaMta! Ape je rIte jIva, ajIva vigere tanuM svarUpa samajAvyuM che te rIte satya che. tenI mArA hRdayamAM pUrNa zraddhA che. ane A prakAranI mArA cittamAM pUrNa paNe pratIti paNa thaI gaI che te anyathA nathI ne anyathA thaI zake tema paNa nathI. "yAmi mane" jema saMtapta prANu amRtadhArAnI IcchA kare che tema he nAtha ! saMsAra tApathI tapta banele huM paNa ApanA A nigraMtha pravacananI IcchA karuM chuM, rUcI karuM chuM. "mumi mane ! nizatha vAyA"he bhagavaMta! ApanA nirca tha pravacananI sArI peThe ArAdhanA karavA mATe huM ughata-taiyAra thayuM kAraNa ke nigraMtha pravacana ekAMta satya che, temaja pratyakSa vigere pramANethI AmAM kaI jAtane vadhe AvatuM nathI. tethI ApanA nigraMtha pravacananI ArAdhanA karavAnI mane IcchA thaI che. have mArI IcchAne kaI rokI zake tema nathI. A ArAdhanAmAM game tevA ghera pariSaha ke upasarga Ave te paNa huM te sahana karavA taiyAra chuM. Apa je pramANe kahe che te pramANe che. eTale ke jIva jema karmothI baMdhAya che tema karmathI mukata paNa thAya che. A vAta Ape nigraMtha pravacanamAM batAvI che te satya che. tethI mokSanI prApti mATe huM dIkSA grahaNa karavA cAhuM chuM. '

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zAradA darzana 303 vANI suNI mIThI lAgI, mana mohyuM emAM re, saMyama vinA sAra nathI zemAM re.... he prabhu! ApanI vANI sAMbhaLIne mAro AtmA vairAgya raMge raMgAI gayo che. have mane samajAI gayuM che ke jagatamAM saMyama vinA koI vastu sArabhUta nathI. paNa "sevAnufpavA . mApa ApuchAmi he devAnupriya! he bhagavaMta! huM mArA mAtApitAne pUchIne temanI AjJA laIne ApanI pAse dIkSA aMgIkAra karIza, tyAre bhagavAne gajasukumAlanI vAta sAMbhaLIne kahyuM. "dAmudde sevAbhujiyA mA ghaudadha kare che he devAnupriya! jema tamane sukha upaje tema karo. sArA kAryamAM vilaMba karaze nahi. gajasukupAlane manAtha bhagavAne A pramANe kahyuM eTale gajasukumAla bhagavAnane vaMdana namaskAra karI hAthI upara besIne dvArakA nagarInA madhyabhAgamAM thaIne temanA mAtApitA pAse AvyA. ahIM zAstrakAra kahe che ke jema meghakumAre temanA mAtApitA pAse dIkSAnI AjJA mAMgI hatI tema gajasukumA temanA mAtApitA pAse dIkSAnI AjJA mAMgI. ho gajasukumAla mAtAnI pAse jaIne pahelAM zuM kaheze ke kevI rIte AjJA mAMgaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra: "puNyodaye kevaLI bhagavAnane bheTo":-pAMDavo bhayaMkara aTavIne pAra karI cAlatAM cAlatAM ekacakra nAmanI nagarInA udyAnamAM AvyA. theDe AgaLa gayA te temaNe ghaNAM mANasane pahADa upara caDhatAM joyA. temanA manamAM thayuM ke pahADa upara ATalA badhA mANase kema caDhatAM haze? keIne pUchatAM khabara paDI ke kevaLI bhagavaMta padhAryA che. A sAMbhaLIne pAMDave, kuMtAjI ane dropadInA re.meromamAM AnaMda thayo. Ama te temane udyAnamAM paga mUkatAMnI sAthe AnaMda ne zAMtino anubhava thaye hate. temAM sarvajJa bhagavAna padhAryA che tevA zubha samAcAra maLatAM vizeSa AnaMda thayo ke ahe! ApaNe gADha karmanA udaye duHkhamAM gherAyA chIe paNa sAthe ApaNuM mahAna purayane udaya che ke ApaNane kevaLI bhagavAnanAM darzanane lAbha thaze. ema harakhAtAM pahADa upara caDhavA lAgyAM. khUba thAkI gayA hatA paNa bhagavAnanAM darzana karavA jatA temano thAka utarI gayo. pahADa upara caDhI gayA. laLIlaLIne kevaLI bhagavAnanA darzana karyA. A samaye bhagavAna padmAsane besI bhavya jIvone upadeza ApatA hatA. pAMDa vinayapUrvaka vaMdana karIne upadeza sAMbhaLavA besI gayA. pAMDenA kapaDAM phATI gayA hatA, zarIra para melanA thara jAmyA hatAM. AvA garIba bhikhArI jevA vezamAM hatA chatAM puNyavAna purUSenA teja chUpa. rahetAM nathI. garIba musApharonA vezamAM rahelA mane hara rUpavaMta pAMDene joIne sabhAmAM beThelA badhA mANasone khUba Azcarya thayuM ke A koNa haze? kevA tejasvI che! pAMDa ekacitta bhagavAnanuM pravacana sAMbhaLavA lAgyA. e divase kevaLI bhagavAna pravacanamAM dayAdharma viSe samajAvatA hatA ke he bhavya che! dharma badhA purUSArthomAM cUDAmaNI samAna che. temAM dayA mukhya dharma che. dayA dharmanuM pAlana karavAthI jIva bhavasAgara tarI jAya che, dayA sUva kalyANakAriNI

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zAradA darzana che. A rIte khUba suMdara upadeza ApyuM. A sAMbhaLIne hiMDaAe bhagavAna pAse pratijJA karI ke mAre niraparAdhi beIndriyAdi trasa jIvanI ke kaI paNa prANInI hiMsA karavI nahi. uttama chanA saMgamAM AvIne hiMDabA paNa pavitra banI gaI. bIjA ghaNA jIve e kevaLI bhagavAnane upadeza sAMbhaLI paccakhANa karyA. pravacana pUruM thayA bAda sau vaMdana karIne pAchA gayA tyAre pAMDe, kuMtAjI, draupadI, hiMDabA vigere uThIne kevaLI bhagavAna pAse gayA. bhagavAnane vaMdana karI sukhazAtA pUchIne pAse besI gayA. kevaLI bhagavAnane karelI pRcchA":- kuMtAjIe bhagavAnane pUchayuM aho karUNAsAgara prabhu! amArA mahAna puNyodaye AvA duHkhamAM amane ApanA darzana thayAM. ATaluM bolatA kuMtAjI gaLagaLA thaIne kahe che prabhu! A mArA putra A jaMgalamAM mahAna duHkha bhogavI rahyA che. emanA duHkha mArAthI jovAtA nathI. te Apa pharamAve ke mArA putra A duHkhamAMthI kayAre mukta thaze? jue, mAtAnuM hRdaya che ne! putranI sAthe te paNa duHkha to bhagave che ne! chatAM huM duHkhamAMthI kayAre mukta thaIza? mArA duHkhane aMta kayAre Avaze? ema na pUchayuM paNa mArA putre duHkhamAMthI mukata thaze? ema pUchyuM, kAraNake mAtAne putra pratye apAra prema hoya che. bhale pite duHkha veThavuM paNa putranuM duHkha mAtA joI zakatI nathI. kevaLI bhagavAna pitAnA jJAnamAM badhuM jANe che tethI kahyuM he kuMtAjI! tuM te mahAna bhAgyavAna che. te pAMca pAMca puNyavAna pAMDavenI mAtA che. gabharAIza nahi, raDIza nahi. tArA putrae jeTalAM duHkha bhegavyA teTalA have bhegavavAnA nathI. tArA putre alpa samayamAM duzmanane saMhAra karIne potAnuM rAjya meLavaze. rAjathI sukha bhoge bhegavI, lesI saMyamabhAra, karma khapAke kevala pAI, legA mekSa udAra he zrotA rAjabhavanA mahAna sukha bheLavIne saMyama leze. saMyama laIne dharmanI khUba prabhAvanA karaze ane ghAtakarmone khapAvI kevaLajJAna prApta karaze, ane aMte mokSanuM rAjaya meLavaze. A sAMbhaLIne pAMDenA haiyA harakhAI gayA. ahe bhagavaMta! Aje amArA bhAgya khulI gayA. amAruM rAjaya bhale gayuM paNa amane AtmAnuM rAjaya maLI gayuM. amArA sArA mATe ja amane vanavAsa ma haze. amArA rAjyamAM amane kevaLI bhagavAnane vega maLata ke nahiM paNa ahIM te Apa amane maLI gayA, ane A bhavamAM ja ame mikSamAM jaIzuM evuM A5nA mukhethI sAMbhaLIne amane have rAjya paNa yAda AvatuM nathI. pAMDene A pramANe kahI kevaLI bhagavAna vihAra karI gayA. tyAra bAda badhAM nIce utaryA ane udyAnamAM eka vRkSa nIce AvIne beThAM. pachI yudhiSThire hiDaMbAne kahyuM, tArI sahAyathI ame A bhayaMkara aTavIne pAra karIne ATale AvI pahoMcyA chIe. te te amane badhAne maratA bacAvyA che. mAtAjI pANI vinA bebhAna thaIne paDI gayA

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* | 709 tyAre te pANI lAvI ApyuM. tuM na hatuM te mAtAjI jIvI zakI nahi. vaLI jyAre draupadI vanamAM bhUlI paDI gaI tyAre ame te zodhI zodhIne thAkayA paNa maLI nahi tyAre tuM dhI lAvI ane amane jIvADayA. A viSama aTavI paNa tArI sahAyathI jaldI pAra karI zakyA chIe eTale tArA jeTale upakAra mAnIe teTale e che che. AvI guNIyala patnI prApta karIne mArA bhAI bhAgyazALI bane che, ane mArA bhAI je pati meLavIne tuM paNa bhAgyazALI banI che. have amArI IchA A nagarImAM thoDo samaya rokAvAnI che, ane tuM garbhavatI che mATe tuM tArA piyara jA. garbhanuM barAbara pAlana karaje, ane navakAramaMtranuM sadA smaraNa karaje ane jyAre ame tAruM smaraNa karIe tyAre tuM jarUra pachI AvI jaje. raDatI AMkhe hiDaMbAne ApelI vidAya" - yudhiSThiranI vAtane svIkAra karIne hiMDabA piyara javA taiyAra thaI. tene A badhuM choDIne javuM gamatuM nathI, paNa AjJAnuM pAlana karavuM tema samajI jatI vakhate mAtA kuMtAjI ane draupadInA caraNamAM paDI gaI. kuMtAjI ane draupadInI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA ne kahyuM, hiDaMbA! amane tArA vinA nahi game paNa na chUTake tane javA devI paDe che. tuM AnaMdathI raheje ne vahelI pAchI Avaje. ema kahI tenA mAthe hAtha mUkIne AzIrvAda ApyA. tyAra pachI hiDaMbA AkAza mArge uDIne tenA piyara cAlI gaI ne dharmadhyAna karatI garbhanuM pAlana karatI AnaMdathI rahevA lAgI. enA gayA pachI pAMDee zuM karyuM? temaNe brAhmaNane veza laI ekacakA nagarImAM praveza karyo. pAMca bhAI, kuMtAjI ane draupadI badhA nagarImAM cAlyAM jatA hatA. mANasa game teve veza badale paNa enA teja badalAtA nathI. emane devazarmA nAmane eka brAhmaNa sAme maLe. emane joIne tenA manamAM thayuM ke A kaI pavitra purUSa lAge che. paNa duHkhanA mAryA A nagarImAM AvyA lAge che. "puNyavAnane pagale pagale nidhAna " nahitara ajANyA gAmamAM keNu bhAva pUche? ahIM te pAMDene joIne devazarmAe kahyuM, bhAI! tame mArA ghera cAle ne mArA gharanAM mahemAna bane. pAMDee kahyuM- he bhUdeva! ame te rakhaDatAM mANase chIe. nokarInI zodha karIe chIe. amane tamArA ghera laI jaIne zuM karaze ? brAhmaNe kahyuM - tame bhikhArI nathI. mahAna puNyAtmA dekhAva cho mATe mAre ghera padhArIne mane lAbha Ape. pAMDee ghaNI nA pADI paNa devazarmA khUba Agraha karIne tene ghera laI gayA. khUba thAkelA hatAM eTale snAna karAvIne sAruM bhajana banAvIne jamADayA. have zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare.

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vyAkhyAna na. huM Aso suda 6ne maMgaLavAra tA. 18-10-77 anaMtajJAnI mahAna purUe bhavya jInA upakArane arthe dvAdazAMgI sUtranI prapaNe karI che. temAM gajasukumAlane adhikAra cAle che. gajasukumAlane bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne saMsAranI asAratAnuM bhAna thayuM. aho ! ajJAnapaNe vAsanAne AdhIna banIne A jIve anaMta kALa janma-maraNa karyA. jIvananA paramadhyeyane bhUlI jaIne hirAne badale paththarane pakaDavAnI ghelachAmAM ane tene sAcavavAnI pAchaLa samaya barabAda karyo. have mAre eka kSaNa nakAmI gumAvavI nathI kAraNa ke kSaNa lAkheNI jAya che. jaldI dIkSA levI che evo nizcaya karIne bhagavAnane vAta jaNAvIne jaldI potAne ghera AvyA. tamane kadAca vairAgya AvI jAya te tarata ema kaheze ke mAre dIkSA levI che? kema bolatA nathI? jo tamAro vairAgya daDha haze te jarUra kaheze paNa haDInA jhADa jevA haze te vicAra karazo. nadI kinAre haDA nAmanuM vRkSa thAya che. te vRkSa uparathI khUba ghaTAdAra hoya che. tenI nIce tApathI AkuLa vyAkuLa thayelA mANase AvIne zItaLatA levA bese che paNa e vRkSanI zebhA ane ghaTA kayAM sudhI rahe che ? jyAM sudhI joradAra pavana ane bhayaMkara varasAda nathI tyAM sudhI. joradAra uDAuDa pavana pheMkAya che tyAre vRkSa mULamAMthI ukhaDIne jamIna dosta banI jAya che. tenuM kAraNa e che ke tenA mULa uMDA ane majabUta hotAM nathI. je vRkSanA mULa uMDA ane majabUta hoya che te game tevA bhayaMkara vAvAjheDa thAya te paNa ukhaDI jatA nathI, tema jene vairAgya majabUta hoya te AtmAonI game teTalI AkarI kasoTI thAya ke game tevA tene prabhane ApavAmAM Ave te paNa enA bhAvathI calita thatA nathI. gajasukamAle bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLI tethI mAtAne thayelo AnaMda": jene Atmika sukha meLavavAnI tAlAvelI lAgI che tevA gajasukumAlano vairAgya daDha so TacanA senA jevuM hatuM, eTale bhagavAnane kahyuM ke he prabhu! huM mAtA pitAnI AjJA laIne "muje mavitA pravAmi" huM ApanI pAse dIkSA laIza. A pramANe kahIne mAtA pitAne mahele AvyA. mAtA devakIe pitAnA putrane Avate je eTale harSaghelI banI gaI. gajasukumAla devakIne lADakavA putra hate. Ama te e ATha putranI mAtA che paNa cha putrone te eNe janma ApIne joyA ja nathI sAtamAM kRSNane paNa yazodAe ucheryAM hatAM eTale putrane ramADavAnA khelAvavAnA keDa adhUrA rahI gayA hatA. e gajasukumAle pUrA karyA hatA, ane gajasukumAla sauthI nAne hatuM eTale mAtAne khUba vahAle hate, DI vAra putrane na dekhe te tene ciMtA thatI hatI ke mAre putra kayAM gayo ? enuM mukha juve tyAre ene zAMti thAya, jyAM

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zAradA darzana 711 gajasukumAla Ave eTale mAtAe pUchavuM-beTA! tuM AvyuM ? re gajasukuma mAtAne namana karIne kahyuM-he mAtA ! huM meTAbhAInI sAthe temanAtha bhagavAnanA darzana karavA gaye hate. ATalA zabdo sAMbhaLIne devakI devInA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. ahe! huM bhAgyavAna chuM ke haju kumaLA phula jevA, geDI daDe khelatAM mArA lAlane bhagavAnanA darzana karavA javAnuM mana thayuM ! AgaLa vadhatAM gajasukumAle kahyuM - mAtA ! huM bhagavAnanA darzana karavA gaye. bhagavAnane pahelI ja vakhata joyA. mane te bhagavAna bahu gamI gayA. meM emanI vANI sAMbhaLI. e vANI sAMbhaLIne mArA aMtaramAM alaukika AnaMda thaze. ATalA zabdo sAMbhaLatAM te devakIjIne era AnaMda thaye ne belyA-beTA te bhagavAnanA darzana karyA, tane bhagavAna bahu gamyAM, bhagavAnanA mukhAviMdathI te vANI sAMbhaLI te paNa tane bahu gamI tethI tuM te bhAgyavAna che ne sAthe huM paNa evI bhAgyavAna chuM ke mArA saMtAnane dharma rU che. mArA cha cha lADakavAyAe te dIkSA lIdhI che. ane mAro kRSNa bhale dIkSA laI zaka nathI paNa bhagavAnanuM nAma sAMbhaLIne gAMDa-ghela banI jAya che, ane tene paNa bhagavAnanI vANu gamI e kaMI ochA purayanI vAta che! puNyavAna AtmAone dharma rUce che. bAkI keIne parANe mokalavAmAM Ave . te paNa ene javuM gamatuM nathI. devakI mAtA kahe che - "dhati tumaM gAvA, kAthori tujAthA, ca vaLati tuma nAthA '' he putra! tuM bahu bhAgyazALI che. tuM sakaLa guNasaMpanna che, tuM kRtArtha che, te pitAnA zarIravatI badhA zubha lakSaNone saphaLa banAvyA che. kAraNa ke te temanAtha bhagavAnanA mukhethI zruta cAritra rUpa dharmanuM zravaNa karyuM che, ane tene pitAnA ISTa sAdhakarUpe svIkAryo che, ArAdhyarUpe te dharmane jANe che, temaja te tane gamI gayela che. A rIte mAtApitAne khUba AnaMda thaye. gajasukamAle mAMgelI dIkSAnI AjJA - gajasukumAle je kaMI kahyuM tethI mAtApitAne khUba AnaMda thaye. mAtA-pitAne AnaMda ne ullAsa joIne gajasukumAle vAta AgaLa calAvatAM kahyuM - he mAtApitA ! meM nemanAtha bhagavAnanA mukhethI je dharma sAMbhaLe che te dharma pratye mane zradadhA thaI che, mane rU che, vizeSa prakAre rU che. eTale "tta chAminuM sanmAna ! tuja hiMmagrNa samAje samajaNa mAro marimiksa aMtiza vittA aTIF ITIIf gvattA " he mAtApitA ! huM tamArI pAsethI AjJA meLavIne temanAtha bhagavAnanI pAse ghara choDIne aNagAra avasthA dhAraNa karavA IcchuM chuM. eTale ke saMsAra choDIne saMyamI banavA IcchuM chuM. mATe mane dIkSAnI AjJA Ape. A zabdo sAMbhaLIne devakI devInuM mukha jANe kaDavuM kavInAIna pIdhuM na hoya, tevuM thaI gayuM. putranA zabdo tene duHkhadAyaka lAgyA. kAraNe ke je mAtA putrane viyoga ghaDIka sahana karI zakatI na hatI, te putra dIkSA le te

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chara zAradA darzana kAyamano viyoga paDI jAya ne! eTale A zabda tene kavInAInathI paNa adhika kaDavA jhera jevA lAgyA. hRdayamAM bhayaMkara AghAta lAgyA. e duHkhane vacana dvArA bahAra pragaTa karI zakI nahi. aMtaramAM duHkhane anubhava karavA lAgI. tenuM zarIra parasevAthI rebajheba thaI gayuM. atyaMta zekanA kAraNe tenuM zarIra tharathara dhrujavA lAgyuM. zarIra ekadama zeSAI gayuM. karamAI gayelAM kamaLanI mAphaka tenA mukhanI kAti ekadama nisteja dekhAvA lAgI. bebhAna banelA devakImAtA" :- gajasukumAle kahyuM -he mArA mAtA pitA! mAre dIkSA levI che. mane dIkSAnI AjJA Ape. A zabda tenI chAtImAM tIra jevA bheMkAI gayA, tyArathI tenuM zarIra regI mANasanI jema plAna ane dubaLuM paDI gayuM. enA zarIranuM lAvaNya keNa jANe kayAMya adazya thaI gayuM. te nisteja thaIne ekadama zobhA rahita banI gaI. te zekathI eTalI badhI durbaLa thaI gaI ke teNe je AbhUSaNe paheryA hatA temAMthI keTalAka DhIlA paDI gayA, keTalAka nIce sarI paDayA, keTalAka vAMkA vaLI gayA, keTalAka nIce paDI javAthI tenA TukaDe TukaDA thaI gayA. temaNe je sADI paherI hatI te zarIra uparathI khasavA lAgI. tene sAcavavAnI paNa tenAmAM tAkAta na rahI. mAthAnA sukomaLa vALa Amatema astavyasta thaI gayA, ane te ghaDIe ghaDIe bebhAna thaI javA lAgyA. kuhADIthI kapAyelI caMpakalattAnI jevI tenA zarIranI hAlata thaI gaI. jema keI utsavamAM sthaMbhanI pUjA karavAmAM AvatI hoya ane te utsava pUrNa thatAM thaMbha zebhA rahita banI jAya che, tema devakI rANu zebhArahita dekhAvA lAgyA. temanA AkhA zarIranA badhA aMge DhIlAM thaI gayA, ane maNI ratnathI jaDelA mahelanAM AMgaNAmAM ekadama bebhAna thaIne paDI gayA. kuMvaranI vANuM suNa mUrchANuM mADI re, kuMvara kuMvara kahetAM AMkhe nathI mAtA pANuM re.. devakI devInI AvI paristhiti joIne dAsIo deDatI sonAnI jhArImAM zItaLa jaLa bharIne lAvI, ane temanA upara pANI chAMTavA lAgI. keTalIka dAsIo paMkhe vIMjhavA lAgI. AvA aneka prakAranA zItopacArathI devakI raNanI mucha dUra thaI ne bhAnamAM AvyA, ane teo kalpAMta karavA lAgyA. temanI AMkhamAMthI motInI jema AMsu TapakavA lAgyA. ane raDatAM raDatAM gajasukumAlane kahevA lAgyA ke huM mArA lAla ! tuM mArA haiyAnA hArathI paNa adhika mane vahAle che. tene joIne mArI AMkhaDI karI jAya che. meM ATha ATha putrone janma dIdhe paNa cha putrI te meM joyA paNa nathI. ane tArA moTAbhAI kRNavAsudeva rAjakAryamAMthI nivRta thatA nathI. te cha mahine eka divasa mArI pAse Ave che. have mArI pAse rahevAvALe to tuM ja che. tArA jeTalA meM keIne lADa laDAvyA nathI. eTale tuM te mArA jIvathI paNa adhika vahAle che. tane huM eka kSaNa paNa dUra karavA IcchatI nathI. huM eka kSaNa paNa tAre viyega

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zAradA darzana cha sahana karI zakuM tema nathI. mATe he dIkarA! ame jayAM sudhI jIvIe chIe tyAM sudhI tuM dIkSA levAnI vAta cheDI de. saMsAramAM rahIne manuSyabhavamAM prApta thayelA kAmaga khuzIthI bhegava ne AnaMda kara. haju te tene paraNavyuM nathI. tene dhAmadhUmathI paraNAvavAnA mane keDa che te pUrA karI saMsAra saMbaMdhI sukha bhogavI kuLanI vRdidha karIne pachI dIkSA leje, paNa hamaNAM huM tane dIkSAnI AjJA nahi ApuM. A pramANe kahIne mAtA devakI raDavA ne zUravA lAgI. devAnupriya! saMsArI jene saMsAranA sukhonI pUrti karavAnAM keTalA keDa hoya che! devakIrANIne gajasukumAlane ghaNI rAjakanyAo sAthe paraNAvAnI hoMza che. tethI kahyuM beTA! huM tane paraNAvuM. tAre ghera saMtAna thAya, tuM rAjyanuM pAlana kara, tArA saMtAna moTA thAya temane tuM rAjyane bhAra zeMpIne pachI dIkSA leje, tyAre gajasukumAle kahyuM-he mAtA ! A saMsAra aneka duHkhothI bhareluM che. bhayaMkara uMDA aMdhArA kUvA je. che. temAM paDelo mAnavI jhaTa bahAra nIkaLI zakatuM nathI. vaLI A jIve anaMtI vakhata keInI sAthe mAtA paNe, patnIpaNe, putrapaNe, pitApaNe, sabaMdha bAMdhyA ne cheDayAM. have mAre evA nazvara ne duHkhadAyI sabaMdhe bAMdhavA nathI, ane have tArA jevI mAtAone mAre revaDAvavI nathI. anaMtakALathI bhavATavImAM bhamatAM mArA AtmAe Aja sudhI keTalI mAtAone revaDAvIne keTalA mAtAnA dUdha pIdhA che. te sAMbhaLa. sAyaranA nIrathI ghaNuM ye meM pIdhA mAyanA thAna, tRpti na pAmya AtmAjI, adhika ArogyA dhAna-he mADI ! kSaNa lAkheNuM re jAya. he mAtA A AtmAe samudranA pANI karatAM mAtAnA dUdha vadhAre pIdhA che. chatAM jIvane tRpti thaI nahi. mATe he mAtA ! mane jaladI dIkSAnI AjJA Apo. mArI ekeka kSaNa hIrA karatA paNa kiMmatI jAya che. A rIte gajasukumAla mAtA pAse AjJA mAMge che. tyAre putrano ekeka zabda mAtAne mahadazAthI aMgArA jevo lAge che. tenuM haiyuM baLI rahyuM che. tene kayAMya cena paDatuM nathI. raDe che, jhUre che ne kALo kalpAMta kare che. ghaDIe ghaDIe bebhAna banIne paDI jAya che ne bhAnamAM Ave che tyAre putrane hamaNAM dIkSA nahi levA mATe vinave che. A vAtanI kRSNavAsudevane khabara paDI ke mAre laghubaMdha gajasukumAla sayaMma levA mATe taiyAra thaye che ne mAtA pAse dIkSAnI AjJA mAMge che. nAne kula je baMdha dIkSA leze e sAMbhaLIne kRSNavAsudevane khUba harSa thayA. ke jene meM kheLAmAM khelA, ramADe e mAro lADIle laghu baMdha eka ja vakhata bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne dIkSA levA taiyAra thaye ane huM rahI gaye! e saMsArathI zA,-90

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cAdA darzana tarI jaze. e vAtane kRSNane AnaMda thayA. kAraNake peAte saya'manA premI hatAM ane pAte dIkSA laI zakatA nathI te vAtanu dilamAM atyaMta duHkha hatuM. have zu' khanaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra " devazarmAe pAMDavAne ApelA sahakAra ':- pAMDavAe ekacakrA nagarImAM brAhmaNanA veza laine praveza karyAM tyAM temane devazamAM brAhmaNa bheTI gayA. khUba Agraha karIne premathI temane peAtAne ghera lai gayA ne sArA bheAjana banAvI jamADayA ane kahyu` A ghara tamAru ja che ema mAnIne tame mArA gharamAM rahejo. jarApaNa sa'kAca rAkhaze nahi. pAMDavAe kahyu -bhAI ! ame teA tamane oLakhatA pIchANutA nathI chatAM tame amane tamAre ghera lAvIne jamADayA te kaMI AchuM karyuM. che? ame sAta sAta mANasa kAM sudhI tamArA ghera rokAIe? have ame te game tyAM cAlyA jaizuM, tyAre devazarmAe kahyuM-huM tamane kAI hisAbe nahi javA dauM. bhale, tame tamArA manathI mAneA che ke ame garIba chIe paNa mane te Apa badhAnI mukhAkRti joine lAge che ke Apa mahAnapurUSA che. mATe A gharane peAtAnuM ghara mAnIne ahI' rahe, ane amArA nagarane pavitra manAvA. ethI A nagaranA leAkAne paNa khabara paDaze ke A pRthvI bahu ratnAthI bharapUra che. devazarmAnA khUba AgrahathI pAMDavA tene ghera rokAi gayA. pAMDavA brAhmaNanA vezamAM rahIne aMtarathI jainadharmanI upAsanA karatA AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyA. temane kAi oLakhI zakatu' nathI. devazarmAne te! jANe bAra varSe jamAi na AnyA hAya! teTaleA AnaMda che, ane divasa kayAM cAlye jAya che te khakhara paDatI nathI. devazarmAnI patni sAvitrI khUkha saraLa ane premALa hatI. teNe kuMtAjIne kahyuMkhA! tame mane sAsujI jevA vahAlA lAge che. vinathI sAvitrIe kuMtAjInA manane vaza karI lIdhuM ane 'tAjI paNa sAvitrIne draupadInI mAphaka rAkhavA lAgyA. Ama paraspara premathI AnaMdapUrvaka divasA vItAvavA lAgyA. devazarmA ane sAvitrI badhA kA kuMtAjIne pUchIne karavA lAgyA. A rIte pAMDavA ane devazarmA vacce gADha snehanI sAMkaLa kharUMdhAi gaI. 46 : sAvitrIne kalpAMta ane kutAjInu' pUchavu'" - eka divasa sAvitrI gharanA khUNAmAM besIne karUNa svare vilApa karavA lAgI. A joine kuMtAjIe devazarmAne pUchyuM. beTA ! Aje A mArI vahu sAvitrI kema raDe che? me' A gharamAM AvyA pachI kadI tenu mana udAsa joyuM nathI ke tamane ba Mnene kadI uMcA svare khelatA joyA nathI ne Aje Ama kema ? Anu kAraNa zuM? te mane kahe. devazarmAe kahyu.-he mAtA ! eka vakhata A nagarImAM bhayakara upadrava thayA hatA. eka vidyAdhara AkhA nagara jeTalI mATI zIlA hAthamAM pakaDI vikarALa rAkSasanu` rUpa dhAraNa karIne yamarAjanI jema AkAzamAM ubhe rahyo AkhA nagarane jANe DhAMkaNuM DhAMkI dIdhu. hAya tema zIlA laIne ubhA rahevAthI nagaramAM

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cAra na * kare che aMdhakAra chavAI gaye. bhayaMkara pavana phUMkAvA lAge, vRkSo prajavA lAgyA, lekanA ghara paNa dharatIkaMpanI mAphaka dhrujavA lAgyA. kaMIka jUnA ghara te paDI gayAM. Avo bhayaMkara utpAta ekAeka macI gayo eTale nagarajane trAsathI AkuLa vyAkuLa banIne bhayabhIta banI gayA ne dareka potapotAnA ISTadevane prArthanA karavA lAgyA. keI mAnatA mAnavA lAgyA ke je ame upadravamAMthI bacI jaIzuM te ATaluM dAna puNya karIzuM. thoDIvAre AkAzamAM meTI ane pILI AMkhevALA, aDada jevA zyAma varNanA uMcA rAkSasane ubhele je ne te rAkSasa garjanA karIne be ke A zilA pheMkIne huM tamane badhAne mArI, nagarI zamazAna jevI banAvI daI za. have samajI le. tamAre kALa najIka AvI game che. tamArA ISTadevanuM smaraNa karI le. rAkSasa sAme rAjA ane nagarajanene pakAra" - badhA nagarajane rAkSasanA sAmuM joIne hAtha joDIne kahevA lAgyA ke Apa yakSa he, rAkSasa he, game te he paNa amArI arajI sAMbhaLIne amane bhayamukata kare. A5 mahAna che. amArI kAMI bhUla thaI hoya te kSamA kare, nagaranA rAjA paNa be hAtha joDIne vinaMtI karavA lAgyA ke Apa te mahAna che. ame ApanA bALaka chIe. mahAnapurUSe bALakanA aparAdhane mApha : kare che, te zuM, Apa amane mApha nahi karo ? mArAthI agara mArA kaI paNa prajAjanathI Apane gunho thaI gayela hoya te mApha kare. amAre zuM gunho che ne zAmATe Aya. amArA upara ke pAyamAna thayA che te kaho. A samaye AkAzamAM zilA nIce ubhA rahelA rAkSase kahyuM. baka nAmA vidyAdhara huM meM, ratnala giristhAna, rAkSasI vidyA sAdhI banA huM, narabhakSI mehIjAna hetA huM baka nAmane vidyAdhara chuM, ane ratnazaila parvata upara meM rAkSasI vidyAnI sAdhanA karI che. te mArI vidyAnI parIkSA karavA mATe meM A nagarIne saMhAra karavAne vicAra karyo che. mATe tame kaI bacI zakavAnA nathI. A sAMbhaLIne rAjAe kahyuM ke kaI rAkha mATe caMdanane saLagAvI de kharuM ? tema Ape vidyAnI sAdhanA karI che tenI parIkSA mATe amArI nagarIne vinAza zA mATe kare che? Apa vidyAne upaga jagatanA kalyANa mATe kare, tyAre rAkSase kahyuM -mane mANasanuM mAMsa bahu priya che. mane mAMsa vinA zAMti nahi vaLe. mATe huM te saMhAra karavAno. rAjA ane prajA khUba karagaryA, tyAre rAkSase kahyuM ke je tamAre badhAne bacavuM hoya to eka upAya che. tame A nagara bahAra vanamAM mAruM maMdira baMdhAvI mArI sthApanA karo, ane dararoja eka mANasa ane aDhIzera cekhA rAMdhIne mAre mATe mekalavA. A pramANe karavAnuM kabUla kare te huM badhI mAyA saMkelI lauM, ane je divase tame bhUlI jaze te divase AkhI nagarIno nAza karIza. A vAta kabUla karavA

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zAradA darzana jevI te nahatI paNa AkhI nagarIne nAza thatuM aTakI jAya te daSTithI rAjAe ane prajAe rAkSasanA vacanane svIkAra karyo. eTale teNe badhI mAyAjALa saMkelI lIdhI ne rAkSasa cAlyA gaye, tyAra pachI rAjA ane prajAe bhegA thaIne nagara bahAra vanamAM eka maMdira baMdhAvI temAM baka rAkSasanI pratimA padharAvI. he kuMtAmAtA ! tyArathI amArA nagaramAMthI dararoja eka mANasa ane aDhI zera cokhA rAMdhIne dararoja judA judA gherathI mokalavAmAM Ave che. rAkSasa sAme javAne vAro* :- rAjAe AkhA nagaranA nAgarikonI noMdha karI che ne vArApharatI jenA gherathI mANasane mekalavAne vAre hoya tene ghera cIThThI mokalAvI de che. Aje mArA gharane vAra che eTale mAre ghera cIThThI AvI che ne mAre rAkSasanA bhakSaNa mATe vanamAM javAnuM che tethI mArI patnI ane bALaka raDe che. A sAMbhaLIne kuMtAjIne khUba du:kha thayuM. a! ame jenA gharamAM rahyA chIe tenuM ja Aje rAkSasanA hAthe mota thaze? e nahi banavA dauM. he sAvitrI beTA! tuM chAnI rahe, raDIza nahi. mArA dIkarAne huM nahi maravA dauM. A pramANe kuMtAjI sAvitrIne , AzvAsana ApIne chAnI rAkhavA prayatna karavA lAgyA. have AgaLa zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 91 Aso suda 8 ne budhavAra tA. 19-10-77 anaMtajJAnI, vizvanI virala vibhUti, zAsanapati, prabhu mahAvIra svAmIe bhavATavImAM bhUlA paDelA AtmAone sanmArge vALavA mATe dvAdazAMgI sidhdhAMtanI prarUpaNa karI. makSa rUpI sAdhyanI siddhi karavA mATe sidhdhAMta sAdhana che. A sAdhananA sahAre aneka sAdhake sAdhanA karIne mokSa maMjhIle pahoMcI gayA che. jene mekSamAM javuM hoya teNe bhagavAne sidhdhAMtamAM kahyA pramANe AcaraNa karavuM paDaze. vItarAga mArgane jANIne je mekSamAM pahoMcavAmAM bAdhaka hoya tene choDavuM joIe ke je apanAvavA jevuM che tene apanAvavuM joIe. jyAre vItarAga prabhunA vacanamAM ananya zradhA thAya che tyAre sAdhaka AtmA sAdhyanI siddhi karI zake che. te gAkamAlane manAtha prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLIne tenA upara ananya zradhdhA thaI temaNe jevuM sAMbhaLyuM tevuM aMtaramAM utArIne te pramANe AcaraNa karavA taiyAra thaI gayA. temane samajAI gayuM ke cheDavA je hoya te saMsAra che, levA jevuM hoya te saMyama che ne meLavavA jevuM hoya te mokSa che. mATe huM saMsAra choDIne jaldI saMyama aMgIkAra karyuM. te

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zAradA darzana 717. mATe teo mAtA-pitAnI pAse AvIne vinayapUrvaka dIkSAnI AjJA mAMgI rahyA che. putranI dIkSA levAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne mAtAnA hRdayamAM praske paDI gaye. enA dilamAM khUba duHkha thayuM. kAraNa ke A dIkaro tene AMkhanI kIkI je vahAle hato. eTale kahyuM-beTA ! tuM haju nAno che. dIkSAmAM tuM zuM samaje? tuM moTe thAya pachI dIkSA leje. hamaNAM nahi. devakI mAtA mohathI gherAyelI che eTale dilamAM duHkha thayuM, paNa puNyavaMtI che. eTale eNe ema na kahyuM ke dIkSAmAM zuM che? ApaNe kaMI dIkSA levI nathI. devakIjIne putra pratye moha hato eTale raDatAM raDatAM kahe che beTA! je te kharo? A tAruM zarIra keTaluM sukamaLa che! AvA sukomaLa zarIre tuM dIkSA kevI rIte pALI zakIza? tyAM te dhamadhakhatA tApamAM gocarI levA javuM paDaze ane kaDakaDatI ThaMDImAM vihAra kare paDaze. tyAM zarIrane meha nahi rakhAya, ane haju tArI uMmara kayAM vItI gaI che? beTA ! mArI vAta sAMbhaLa. "tuM che beTA nA ne besI rahene chone, nahi ApuM..nahi ApuM tane dIkSAnI zikSA tuM haju nAnuM bALaka kahevAya. tane A vAtamAM kaMI samajaNa paDe nahi eka vakhata ApaNe dIkSAnI vAta bahAra pADIe eTale pachI saMsAramAM rahevAya nahi, ane je kaI saMsAramAM rahe che tenI koI kiMmata paNa nahi. mATe tuM hamaNuM dIkSAnI vAta keInI pAse belIza nahi. beTA! ApaNe ghera kaI cIjanI kamInA che! tArA pitA vasudeva rAjA ane tAre mATe bhAI traNa khaMDane adhipati che. tuM saune khUba vahAle che. mATe tuM mAge te huM tane ApI dauM paNa tuM dIkSAnI vAta cheDI de. mahaghelI mAtAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne gajasukamAle kahyuMhe mAtA ! tuM kahe che ke tuM je mAMgIza te huM tane ApI daIza, te mane A saMsAramAM kaI cIjanI IcchA nathI. mane saMsAra ane saMsAra sukhanA padArthonI bilakula mamatA nathI. mAre paisA, dAgIna, kapaDAM vigere kaI cIja joItI nathI. basa, mAre te saMyama ja joIe che. mane samajAI gayuM che ke nayamo di mamatA sarvatra saidinAmuM prANIonI sarvatra rakSA karanAra mahAmaMtra e eka ja saMyama che, ane saMyama eja sAcuM ane zreSTha jIvana che. saMyama vinAnuM jIvana suMgadha vinAnA puSpa jevuM che. mATe Apa ne mane kaMI ApavAnI IcchA rAkhe che te jaladI saMyamanI AjJA ApI de. putranI vAta sAMbhaLIne devakIrANI kahe che beTA! meM tArA mATe kevA kevA maneranA mahela bAMdhyA che. mAre te tene paraNAve che. haju tuM para nathI te pahelAM dIkSA levAnI kayAM vAta kare che? gajasukumAle kahyuM-mAtA ! A jiMdagIne zuM bharoso che? kAlanI kene khabara che! mAnavInI jiMdagI TUMkI che. alpa samayamAM mAre ghaNuM kArya karavAnuM che. vIjaLIne. camakAre kSaNavAramAM naSTa thaI jAya che. saMsthAnA senerI raMga ane AkAzamAM meva

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718 zAradA darzana dhanuSyanA raMgone vilina thatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. kAcA sUtarane tRtA vAra lAgaze paNa AyuSyanA tArane tUTatAM vAra nahi lAge. AvA kSaNika jIvanamAM he mAtA! tuM mane kahe che ke tu lagna kara, sa'sAranA kAmabhegA bhAgava ane tAre ghera dIkarA thAya pachI tuM dIkSA leje. te zuM e nakkI che ke hu eTale kALa jIvI zakIza! vaLI tu' kahe che ke ApaNe ghera keTalI badhI sapatti che. tenA tu upaAAga kara paNa hai mAtA! mAre ne tAro AtmA keTalI vakhata devaleAkamAM gayA ne devaleAkanAM divya sukhA bhAgavI Avye ne AyuSya pUru' thatAM tene cheDIne AvyA. tA devalAkanA sukhA AgaLa manuSyanAM vaibhavavilAsa keTalA tuccha, ne asAra che. tuM mane saoNMsAramAM rahIne sukha bhogavavA mATe ATalA badhA Agraha kare che ane tu' mAghelI banIne kalpAMta karatI si`hAsana uparathI paDI jAya che, prebhAna banI jAya che te tene zAle che! huM mAtA! tuM keAnI mAtA che! ApaNu' kuLa kevu' uttama che. tenA te vicAra kara. mArA cha cha bhAIoe dIkSA lIdhI che. ApaNA kuLamAMthI nemanAtha bhagavAne dIkSA lIdhI che. teoe ghAtI karmonA kSaya karI kevaLajJAna pragaTa karyu'' che, ane traNa leAkanA nAtha banIne aneka jIne taravAnA mArga batAve che. mane paNa temaNe sAcA mArga batAvyA che. te mAne choDIne saMsAramAM kayAM phasAI ! tArA jevI ramAtAne AvI ghelachA karavI zAbhe nahi. tyAre mAtA kahe che. beganI vaya che tArI beTA, tyAganI vAta che nyArI re kara kanyAnI kumaLI kAyA, kaMTaka sama vAta lAgaze tArI, dilamAM duHkha thAye ati vAtane suNI...nahi Apu' (ra)dIkSAnI bhikSA A umare te bhega bhAgavavAnA hAya. beTA ! tAruM zarIra saMyamanA kaSTo sahana karI zake tevu' nathI. bhAjIpAlAnI mAka mAthAnA vALa cUMTAze. AvA duHkhA gulAbanAM phUla jevI tArI kAmaLa kAyA kevI rIte sahana karI zakaze? mATe huM tane dIkSAnI AjJA nahi ApuM. Ama kahetI devakImAtA jhUre che A vAtanI kRSNavAsudevane khakhara paDI. "taraNa se kaNhe vAsudeve imIse kahAe ladhdhene samANe gejeva gayasukumAle kumAre teNeva uvAgacchai, uvAgacchittA gayasukumAla kumAra AliMgai AliMmittA ucchage nive sei / " gajasukumAlanA bairAgyanI vAta sAMbhaLIne kRSNavAsudeva gajasukumAlanI pAse AvyA. te snehapUrvaka nAnAbhAIne bheTI paDayA, ne pachI pAtAnA kheALAmAM besADayA. kRSNavAsudeva sayamanA premI hatA eTale nAneAbhAI dIkSA levA taiyAra thayeA che te jANIne AnaMda thayeA ke mArA bhAI e temanAtha prabhunI vANI rUpI svAti nakSatranuM pANI mAchalInI jema uchaLIne jhIlyu. ane cAritranu` mAtI pakavyu'. ahAhA....mArA bhAI kevA haLukamI ane bhAgyavAna che ke ATalI nAnI uMmaramAM te nemanAtha bhagavAnanA zaraNe jaze ne huM kamabhAgI rahI jaiza. Ama ha` ane kheda sAthe temaNe gajasukumAlane uMcakIne potAnA kheALAmAM

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zAradA darzana 719 besADa ne pUchayuM-ahe, mArA laghu baMdhavA! tArI zuM IcchA che? tyAre gajasukamAle kahyuM-moTAbhAI! mAre dIkSA levI che. mAruM sukha kahe, AnaMda kahe te eka-cAritra che. mane bIje kyAMya sukha dekhAtuM nathI, ane kharekhara bhagavAne kahyuM che ke, na vi suhI devatA devaloe, na vi suhI yuThavi piraayaa| na vi suhI seTha seNAvai ya, egaMta suhI muNI viitraagii|| mahAna aizvaryazALI devakanA deve paNa sukhI nathI kAraNake tyAM parigraha saMjJAnuM prabaLa jera che. emane kamAvuM nathI ke gumAvavuM nathI. kaMI upAdhi nathI chatAM parigraha vadhAravAnI keTalI ciMtA che. pRthvIpati moTA moTA rAjAe paNa sukhI nathI. teo eka pRthvInA TukaDA mATe ekabIjA upara AkramaNa kare che. bIjAne sattAnA siMhAsana uparathI pheMkI daI pote sarvopari sattA meLavavA mATe keTalA kAvAdAvA kare che, keTalI mAyAjALa race che. rAjA thavuM eTale kAMTAne mugaTa paherI paLe paLe mRtyuthI bhayabhIta rahevA jevuM che. tame jANe che ne ke Aje rAjyamAM keTalI melI ramata ramAya che. sAre pradhAna Ave ne tenI khyAti phelAya te bIjAthI sahana thatI nathI eTale tene kapaTa karIne mArI nAMkhe che ane tenuM maDaduM kayAMne kayAM nAMkhI de che tenI khabara paDatI nathI. jema sattA vadhatI jAya tema zatruo paNa vadhatA jAya che. khAvAmAM, pIvAmAM, sUvAmAM ane bahAra nIkaLavAmAM ene bhaya rahe che. mATe rAjA paNa sukhI nathI. zeTha, senAdhipatine paNa a.je kayAM sukha che. kharekhara A saMsAramAM kayAMya sukha dekhAtuM nathI. he mAtA! sAcuM sukha te tyAgamAM che. gajasukumAlane temanI mAtAe saMyamanI kaThInatA khUba batAvI paNa temane vairAgya daDha ho, have vaDIla baMdhu kRSNavAsudeva tenI pAse Avaze ne zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra - kuMtAjI sAvitrIne AvAsana Ape che. tyAM devazarmAne pAMca varSane bALaka deDate AvIne kahe che bA ! huM baka rAkSasane mAravA jaIza. huM lAkaDI vaDe baka rAkSasane mArI nAMkhIza. bALakanI bahAdurI AgaLa kaMtAIne jAgela AtmA" :- A dazya joIne kuMtAjInuM kALajuM kaMpI gayuM, ane vicAra karyo ke ATale nAnuM bALaka ema kahe che ke huM rAkSasane mArI nAMkhIza. mATe have jarUra e marI jaze. phUla jevAM nirdoSa bALakanA vacano zukana rUpa mAnIne kuMtAjIe kahyuM- beTAtuM ciMtA nahi kara, mArA pAMca putro che te pAMce pAMca zuravIra che. keInathI hAre tevA nathI. mATe huM pAMcamAMthI game te ekane rAkSasa pAse mokalI daI, tyAre devazarmA kahe che bA ! te baka rAkSasa bahu jabare che mATe huM ja jaIza. devazarmAne bhIme Apelo javAba :- kuMtAjI ane devazarmA vacce thatuM vArtAlApa bAjunA oraDAmAM beThelA bhIme sAMbhaLe, ane tarata doDate bahAra AvIne

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720 zAradA darzana kahevA lAge ke bhAI! tame ciMtA na karaze. tame amArI khUba sevAbhakti karI che ane sagAbhAI je prema batAvyo che. eTale tame te amArA mahAna upakArI che, paNa kadAca koIe upakAra karyo hoya ke na karyo hoya paNa tenA duHkhamAM sahAyaka banavuM te mAnavamAtranI pharaja che, ane mArAmAM rAkSasane mAravAnI tAkAta che. vaLI mArI mAtAe kahyuM ke huM tamArA badale mArA putrane mokalIza. eTale mane te mArI mAtAnI AjJA thaI gaI. mATe have huM jAuM chuM. devazarmAe AMkhamAM AMsu lAvIne kahyuM ke he pavitra purUSa! huM jIvIne Apane mRtyunA mukhamAM mekalavA taiyAra nathI. jarA vicAra karo. nIlamamANIne bhAMgIne bhUko karIne kAcanA TukaDAnuM rakSaNa keNa kare ? lAkha vRkSomAM kalpavRkSa te bhAgye ja jovA maLe che, tema mArA jevA lAkha mAnavIomAM ApanA jevA vIra ane satvazALI purUSa ke bhAgye ja jovA maLe che. bhale, Apa kahetAM nathI paNa meM te jyArathI Apane joyAM che tyArathI mAruM hRdaya kahe che ke Apa kaI mahAna pavitra rAjA-mahArAjA che. ApanI mukhAkRti, lakSaNe, raheNIkaraNa badhuM koI sAmAnya mAnavI jevA nathI. mArA mRtyuthI te mAtra mAruM kuTuMba ja duHkhI thaze jayAre ApanA mRtyuthI te sArI pRthvI duHkhI thaze. ApanuM parAkrama ane guNe joIne mane kevaLI bhagavaMtanA vacana yAda Ave che. "kevaLI bhagavate zuM kahyuM hatuM te pRcchA karatA kuMtAjI" - kuMtAjIe pUchyuM ke kevaLI bhagavaMtanA zuM vacana che? te mane kahe, tyAre devazarmAe kahyuM ke eka vakhata amArI nagarImAM kevaLI bhagavaMta padhAryA hatA. nagarajane bhagavaMtanA darzana karavA gayA hatA. bhagavaMtane vaMdana karI temanI amRtamaya dezanA sAMbhaLyA pachI prazna pUchyuM ke he bhagavaMta! amArA nagaramAM rAkSasane bhayaMkara upadrava che te kayAre dUra thaze? tyAre karUNa sAgara bhagavaMte kahyuM ke dharmarAjA duryodhana sAthe jugAra ramyA che. teo jugAramAM rAjapATa badhuM hArI gayA che eTale bAra varSa mATe teo vanavAsa mATe nIkaLyA che. teo pharatA pharatA A nagarImAM Avaze tyAre baka rAkSasane nAza karaze ne upadrava zAMta thaze. A sAbhaLatAM jema punamanA caMdrane udaya thatAM sAgara uchALA mAre che tema kevaLI prabhunA vacane sAMbhaLIne amArA badhAnA hRdayamAM AnaMdano udadhi uchALA mAravA lAgyo. pachI kevaLI bhagavAna vihAra karI gayAM paNa janatA pAMDe kayAre Avaze tenI jhaMkhanA karavA lAgyA. jayArathI bhagavaMte kahyuM tyArathI leke cAre dizAmAM ghaNe dUra dUra sudhI jaIne pAMDavonI rAha jovA lAgyA. keTalAka mANaso temanuM svAgata karavA mATe kiMmatI bheTe laIne hastinApuranA mArge gayA che, pAMDa jaldI padhAreja mATe lAkhe naranArIoe AkarI mAnatAo mAnI ane je keI ne mANasa Ave tene pUchavAmAM Ave ke tame kayAMthI Ave che? A rIte ghaNAM divaso rAha joI paNa pAMDu AvyA nahi. chatAM ame lokoe AzA choDI nahi. rAha jovAnuM

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zAradA darzana 721 cAlu rAkhyuM. eka divasa eka nI hastinApurathI Avyo. tene ame pAMDanA samAcAra pUchyA. te teNe kahyuM ke bhAI! pAMDavenI zuM vAta karavI! yAtrika pAsethI pAMDanA mRtyu samAcAra jANatAM raDI rahelI prajAamArA hastinApuramAM pAMDave bhagavAna tulya hatA paNa pApI duryodhane kapaTa karIne jugAra ramADyA, pAMDa hArI gayA ne zuM zuM banyuM te badhI vAta kahI saMbhaLAvI. chelle e paNa kahyuM ke ATalethI duryodhanane zAMti na thaI tethI teNe pAMDavone khoTo prema batAvI kapaTa karIne vAraNAvatImAM bolAvI lAkhanA mahelamAM rAkhIne bALI mukyA A samAcAra sAMbhaLIne amArA nagaranI prajA dhArA AMsue raDI. jANe potAnA svajane marI gayA hoya tema vilApa karavA lAgyA. aMte badhA nirAza thayA paNa saunA manamAM zraddhA hatI ke kevaLI bhagavAnanA vacana traNa kALamAM khoTA na paDe. temAM ApanA punita pagalAM jayArathI mAre ghera thayAM tyArathI amane thAya che ke Apa jANe pAMDa ja na ho! have devazarmAne pitAne javuM che tethI te kahe che ke huM mArI kuLadevIne praNAma karIne jAuM chuM mane AjJA Ape. kuMtAjIe khUba samajAvyuM ke bhAI! kevaLI bhagavAnanA vacana kadI niSphaLa jatAM ja nathI. tuM zAMti rAkha huM mArA putrane mokaluM chuM te paNa devazarmA tenA kuTuMba sAthe kuLadevIne praNAma karavA mATe gaye. tyAre kuMtAjIe bhImane kahyuM - beTA! tuM ApaNuM upakArInuM duHkha dUra kara ane sArI nagarIne bhayamukata karI de ane kevaLI bhagavaMtanA vacanane yathArtha banAva. tArA vinA A kArya kaI karI zake tema nathI. kuMtAjInI AjJA thatAM bhIma bali laIne gADImAM besIne baka rAkSasanA vanamAM gaye. vananI zabhA jotAM jotAM tenA maMdira pAse AvyA te tyAM teNe pUjArIne ubhela joyo. tene bhIme pUchyuM ke bhAI! tuM koNa che? pUjArIe kahyuM A baka rAkSasanuM maMdira che, ne huM tene pUjArI chuM. bhImanuM parAkrama jotAM pUjArIne thayeluM Azcarya - bhIme khUba hiMmata ane nIDaratAthI pUchyuM ke rAkSasane bhega ApavA mATe je mANasa Ave che tene kayAM rAkhavAmAM Ave che? ane te duSTa rAkSasa kayAM rahe che? pUjArIe kahyuM A vadhazilA upara balipurUSane besADavAmAM Ave che. tuM e mATe Avyo che te bali mATe cAvala lAvyuM che tene tArI AgaLa mUkIne besI jA, hamaNAM ja baka rAkSasa AvIne tene khAI jaze, paNa tane joIne mane vicAra Ave che ke jayArathI rAkSasane upadrava thaye tyArathI dararoja ekeka mANasa rAkSasane bhega ApavA mATe Ave che paNa meM tamArA jevo vIrapurUSa ja nathI. bhalabhalA zUravIre rAkSasanuM nAma sAMbhaLIne jIvatA marelA jevA banI jAya che. rAkSasane joIne ja kaMIka te bebhAna banI jAya che, jayAre tamArA mukha upara gabharATanuM nAma nizAna nathI. tame vadhune veza paheryo nathI. tamArA gaLAmAM lIbaLInI mALA paNa

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722 zAradA darzana nathI te he vIrapurUSa! tame koNa cho? bhIme kahyuM e vAtanI tane pachI khabara paDaze paNa e pApI rAkSasa kayAM rahe che? te tuM mane kahe. eTalAmAM dharatI dhrujAvate rAkSasa dUrathI dekhAya, eTale pUjArIe kahyuM-juo, rAkSasa dUrathI Avate dekhAya che. basa, have huM jAuM chuM ema kahIne pUjArI saMtAI gaye ne bhIma rAsa mATe lAvelA rekhAnuM kAma pitAnI sAme rAkhIne muThThA bharIne khAvA lAgyA. dUra saMtAyelA pUjArIe A joyuM eTale tene bUma pADIne kahyuM ke are mUrkha ! A rAkSasane mATe lAvelA cekhA tuM zA mATe khAya che? rAkSasanuM khANuM ApaNAthI na khavAya, tyAre bhIme kahyuM-bhAI bhale rAkSasa mATe banAvyAM temAM zuM thaI gayuM? e te manuSya paNa khAI zake che. A kaMI abhakSa cIja theDI che ke huM na khAuM! e khAvAthI kaMI huM rAkSasa nahi banI jAuM. tuM bephikara raheje. ema kahI rAMdhelA badhA cokhA khAIne vadhazilA upara lAMbA thaI cAdara oDhIne nirbhayatAthI sUI gayA. tenA hRdayamAM nAma gabharATa na hato. jANe ghasaghasATa uMghI gayo hoya tevA nasakerA bolAvavA lAgyA. have baka rAkSasa tyAM Avaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. ugra tapasvI suzIlAbenane mAsakhamaNanuM pAraNuM che. berIvalI zrIsaMghane AMgaNe seLa mA khamaNa pUrA thayA. vyAkhyAna naM. 92 A suda 10 zukravAra tA. 21-10-77. anaMtajJAnI arihaMta bhagavaMte anaMtakALathI bhAvanidrAmAM sUtelA jIvone DhALIne jagADe che ke he bhavya ! jAgo, samajo ane sAdhanA kare. tamane thaze ke ame te jAgelA chIe, kayAM udhIe chIe! tame je jagyA che. te dravya niMdrAmAMthI jAgyA che paNa bhAvanidrA kone kahevAya te jANe che? mAvanidrA nA rAtri zUnyatA" bhAvanidrA eTale jIvanamAM jJAna-darzana ane cAritranI zUnyatA. A bhAvanidrAmAM ApaNe AtmA anAdikALathI sUle che. A nidrAmAM poDhelA jIvane bhAna nathI ke huM ke chuM? mAruM svarUpa zuM che? ane mAruM zuM che? tethI je pitAnuM nathI tene pitAnuM mAnIne pakaDI beTho che, ane je pitAnuM che tene cheDI dIdhuM che. jIvane svamAM sukha che ne puramAM duHkha che. A jIva svane cheDIne paranA premamAM paDe che tethI sukhI thavAne badale duHkhI banyA che. mATe samaje, ke A jIvanuM pitAnuM kaI paNa hoya che te jJAna-darzana che. te sivAyanuM badhuM para che. jJAna eTale tattvano rasa ce. bedha. darzana eTale tatvanI sAcI zradhdhA ane cAritra eTale tatvanI ramatA. A jJAna-darzana-cAritrane ratnatrayI

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zAradA dezana 723 kahevAmAM Ave che. A ratnatrayI AtmAne atyaMta hitakArI che. ratnatrayI e paramadhama che ane e ja meAkSano mArga che. A ratnatrayI jene maLe tenuM chatrana dhanya dhanya khanI jAya che. jene A ratnatrayI nathI maLI tevA manuSya bhale sa'sAranI daSTie zrImA dekhAtA hAya paNa Atmika dRSTie taddana garIba che. A mAnavabhava rUpI ratnadvIpamAM AvIne A dula bha ratno meLavI leA. A ratne jenI pAse hAya te kadI duHkhI thatAM nathI, ratnatrayI vinAnuM jIvana aMdhakAramaya che. jIvananA sAcA AnaMda kahe, prakAza kahe ke vikAsa kahe| te ratnatrayInI sAdhanAmAM che. ratnatrayInI sAdhanAthI mAkSa maLe che. ratnatrayI e mAnavajIvanane! sAra che, sAcu' ane zAzvata dhana che. e ja AtmAne parama zreyakArI che. mATe bhAvanidrAnA tyAga karI ratnatrayInI ArAdhanA karI. eka ja vakhata nemanAtha bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne jemanI bhAvanidrA uDI gai che ane jemanA aMtaramAM vIta rAgavANInA raNakAra thayA che tevA gajasukumAla ratnatrayInI ArAdhanA karavA mATe taiyAra thAya che. e AtmAe kevA pavitra haze! emanu' mAnavajIvana kevu' maghamaghatuM haze ! emanuM jIvana caMdanavRkSa jevuM hatuM. caMdananuM vRkSa sugadhIdAra ane suMdara hoya che paNa tene pharatA saryAM vIMTaLAyelA hAya che. caMdananA eka TukaDe levA javuM hoya teA keTalu' kaSTa veThavuM paDe che. kAraNa ke jayAM sarpo vIMTaLAyelA hAya tyAM bhaya lAge. haMmezA sArI cIja meLavatA kaSTa paDe che. caMdananA eka nAnakaDo TukaDo paNa kiMmatI haiAya che. samajIe te ApaNA AtmA paNa eka caMdanavRkSa jevA jJAna dana-cAritrathI maghamaghatAne suMdara che, ramaNIya che paNa enA upara rAga-dveSa, mAha, matsara vigerenA jherI sarpo vIMTaLAI gayA che eTale jIvanamAga ujjaDa banI gayA che, pelA caMdana vRkSane vI'TaLAyelA sarpA mAranA eka TahukAra sAMbhaLIne bhAgI jAya che tema AtmavRkSa upara lAgelA rAga-dveSa, meha, matsara vigere sarpo vItarAga vANIne TahukAra sAMbhaLIne palAyana thaI jAya che. saMta satIjIe mAralA rUpa banIne roja tamArI sAme vItarAga vANIne TahukAra kare che paNa haju e TahukAra tamArA aMtara sudhI paheAMcatA nathI. sAMbhaLIne hADethI jI sAhekha....jI sAhekha kare che paNa haiyethI kahetA nathI. jo haiyethI kahetA hA tA eTA pAra thai jAya. jemane jaldI meAkSamAM javAnI laganI lAgI che tevA gajasukumAla mAtA pAse dIkSAnI AjJA mAMge che. AjJA Ape| ne merI maiyA, mAre tAravI che jIvananaiyA maLyA prabhujI jIvana khavaiyA bhavAdhinA sAcA taravaiyA, aMtara AziSa Ape! maMgala gItaDA gAve, cAlyA vairAgI gajasukumAla re... huM mAtA! mane temanAtha bhagavAna jevA tAraNahAra gurU maLyA che. have mArI eka kSaNa huM' nakAmI javA devA cchitA nathI, mAre jaldI javu' che, mane zA mATe

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724 zAradA na rekI rAkhe che? jue temane kevI laganI che! A upara eka dRSTAMta yAda' Ave che. eka vakhata eka mahAtmA pAse kaI mANasa AnyA ne mahAtmAne kahyuM ke mAre jaldI mai!kSamAM javuM che. ne !kSa pe. mahAtmA purUSo mekSamAM javAnA mArga tAve che paNa mekSa zu' ApavAnI cIja che te ApI zake? mahAtmAe tenI jijJAsA joI ne kahyuM-bhAi mekSa kaMi mArI che.LImAM nathI ke huM tane ApI dau', paNa huM kahu. tema kara. sAme khara dekhAya che tyAM jaIne tuM kakharane AkhA divasa gALA dIdhA karaje. AvanAra mANasa vicAramAM paDacA ke kamarane gALe devAthI kaI me'kSa maLe ? ThIka, mahAtmA kahe che teA jAuM. A te kamara pAse jaIne gALe devA lAgyA paNa kakhara tenI sAme kai theADI gALa Ape? thAkIne ghera gaye. khIje divase pAchA AvIne kahe che mahAtmAjI! mane mekSa Ape. mahAtmAjIe kahyu' dhIraja rAkhA Aje kakhara pAse jaine tenA upara patharA mAra, lAkaDI mAra. pelA vicAra kare ke kakhara upara paththara ane lAkaDI mArAthI zuM lAbha! paNa meAkSanI laganI hatI eTale gayA. Akho divasa paththara ane lAkaDI mArIne pAchA AvyeA. trIje divase pA kahe che mane meAkSa Ape, tyAre mahAtmAe kahyuM ke Aje kamara pAse jaIne tene hAra paherAva, tene satkAra sanmAna kara, tenI praza'sA kara eTale te mANasa tyAM gayA ne mahAtmAnA kahevA pramANe karyuM. pachI AvIne kahyu' mahAtmAjI! have mane mekSa Ape tyAre mahAtmAe kahyuM bhAI! me tane pahelAM ja kahyu` ne ke meAkSa e koI ApavAnI cIja nathI, paNa me' tane mekSa meLavavAneA mAga khatAvI dIdhA che. jijJAsue kahyuM Ape mane kayAM mAga khatAnyeA che? mahAtmAe hasIne kahyuM ke jo teM kabara pAse jaIne gALA dIdhI, patharA mAryA, lAkaDI mArI, tene phulaDAra paherAvIne tenI prazaMsA karI teA paNa teNe tane kaMi javAba ApyA ? " nA " teA tuM tenA jevI tArI prakRti khanAvI de. kAI tAru' apamAna kare, sanmAna kare, patharA ke lAkaDInA mAra mAre ke tArI praza'sA kare temAM tu' samabhAva ra.kha. tu kSaNe kSaNe evA apamAna kare ke sanmAna kare, keI gALa de ke prazaMsA kare temAM mAre ane zarIrane zu lAgevaLage? jo tArI prakRti AvI khanI jaze teA pachI mekSa dUra nathI. najIkamAM che ema samajI le. devAnupriye ! jo pelA mANasane mekSamAM jaya nI laganI lAgI hatI te mahAtmAnI vAta tenA gaLe utarI gai, ane teNe tenI prakRtinuM parivartana karyuM.... vicAra kara ke keAI mAru zuM jAya che? jaina AtmakalyANanI laganI lAgI che tevA gajasukumAla mAtA devakIjI pa,se dIkSAnI AjJA mAMge che paNa mAtA putrane dIkSAnI AjJA ApatA nathI. pachI kRSNavAsudeva temanI pAse AvyA. tene premathI bheTI paDayA. temanA meLAmAM besADayA ane vahAlathI mAthe hAtha pheravatAM kahe che "tuma mama sAva nIyase mAyA, te mALa taivAviyA pALi

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zAradA darzana 725 gaja animiSa tig ? nAva thayAda " he gajasukumAla! tuM mAre nAne bhAI che ne mane tuM atyaMta vahAle che tArA upara mane atyaMta prema che. vIrA! huM ne tuM baMne nemanAtha bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLavA gayA hatAM. tane eka ja vakhata bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne vairAgya AvyuM. mane bhagavAnanI vANI upara zraddhA che chatAM vairAgya na AvyuM. A rAjabhavana ane saMpatti tane bhaMgAra jevA lAgyA viSayabhega kAlakuTa viSa jevA lAgyA tethI tuM saMsAra choDIne saMyamI banavA irache che ane mAtAjI pAse dIkSAnI AjJA mAMge che. A vAtanI mane khabara paDatAM huM tarata ahIM Avyo chuM. mArA laghu baMdhavA! huM dIkSAne premI chuM. keIne dIkSA letA jouM chuM te mane atyaMta AnaMda thAya che. huM tane dIkSA levAnI nA nathI paDatuM, paNa mArI eka vAta tuM sAMbhaLa, dIkSA levI te ramata vAta nathI. mAthe merU parvatane bhAra upADavA jevuM che. maNane dAMte lekhaMDanA caNA cAvavA jevuM che. mATe vicAra karIne vAta karaje. A eka, be ke pAMca varSanI vAta nathI paNa jIvana sATAnA khela che. cAritra lIdhA pachI jIvananA aMta sudhI aNIzuddha cAritranuM pAlana karavuM paDaze. kaMIka vakhate AkarA kaSTa Avaze tyAre A tArI kamaLa kAyA kaThera kaSTane sahana nahi karI zake, te samaye tArA manamAM kheda thaze ke meM dIkSA kayAM lIdhI! A vicAra paNa nahi lavAya. mATe ? tuM samaja. khUba vicAra karIne dIkSAnI vAta karaze tyAre devakI mAtA kahe che he kRSNa! huM paNa ene ema ja kahuM chuM ke, he mArI lADakavAyA dikarA ! tuM A badhuM choDIne zA mATe dIkSA levA uTha che? he mArA kRSNa! he mArA yAdavakuLanA dIkarAe! A mArA lADakavAyAne kaI te samajAve. bata keI saMyama zAne dhare che, A saghaLe zAne tyAga kare che. ene zuM ochu AvyuM che! ene zenI kamInA che! pANI mAMgatA dUdha maLe che. ATalA badhA sevake khammA khammA kare che ne e zA mATe dIkSA le che? e to mane kahe. mAtAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne vairAgya raMge raMgAyelA gajasukumAla kahe che. anaMtA duHkhe jayAM AtmA jUe che, mukata thavAne saMyama dhare che." he mAtA! tuM bIjAne zA mATe pUche che. mane ja pUcha ne ke beTA ! tuM zA mATe dIkSA le che? tuM ja vicAra kara ke je saMsAramAM sukha hota te nemanAtha bhagavAna ATalI saMpatti choDIne zA mATe dikSA leta! e te ApaNuM kuTuMbanA nAyaka hatA. je temaNe A rAjaya cheDayuM te traNa lekanA svAmI banyA. bhavya jIvenA tAraNahAra banyA. mArA cha cha bhAIo sulazAne ghera ucha . je e 32 -- 32 kanyAo sAthe paraNyA hatAM. ekeka kanyA batrIsa batrIsa prakArane dAyajo lAvI hatI. ekeka kanyA asarA jevI hatI. AvuM sukha cheDIne temaNe zA mATe dIkSA lI vI? e te tuM jANe che

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zAradA darzana ne ? emane samajAyuM ke temanAtha prabhunA darabAramAM je sukha che tevuM sukha duniyAmAM bIje kyAMya nathI. tArI daSTie saMsAramAM game teTaluM sukha hoya paNa mane te jayAM daSTi karuM chuM tyAM duHkha dekhAya che. e duHkhamAMthI mukata thavA mATe mAruM manaDuM talasI rahyuM che. he mAtA! tuM tArA dIkarAne sukhI karavA Icche che ke duHkhI? A saMsAramAM meM anaMta kALa vItAvyuM. A jIva naraka, tiryaMca, deva ane manuSyapaNe, basa, sthAvara, suma ane bAdarapaNe utpanna thaye. naraka ane nigadamAM keTalA trAsa veThayA! have mAre evA dukhe veThavA nathI. emAMthI mukta thavA mATe mAre saMyama laIne ugra sAdhanA karavI che. mArI eka paLa niSphaLa javA devI nathI. baMdhuo! tamArI keTalI kSaNe ne paLo niSphaLa gaI tene vicAra thAya che! ajJAnapaNe ApaNu AtmAe ane te kALa pramAdamAM kADha. have je tene pastA thatA hoya te samajIne jAge. jeTalI jiMdagI gaI teTalI bhale gaI. bhUtakALane bhUlIne bhaviSyakALa sudhAre che te vartamAnakALa sudhAre. jene vartamAnakALa sudharyo tene bhaviSyakALa avazya sudhare che. mATe have mAre zuM karavuM che te tame nakkI kare. dharmanuM kArya karavAnA bhAva Ave te ja vakhate karI le. temAM DhIla karaze nahi, dharmanA kAryamAM AgekUca kare ne pApanA kAryamAM ke pIche haTha karo. gajasukumAla bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne jAgyA. tethI kahe che mane saMsAra duHkharUpa lAge che. moTAbhAI! mAtAne samajAvIne tame jaldI AjJA apAve, tyAre kRSNa che. kaseTa karavA mATe kahe che bhAI! mArI vAta te sAMbhaLa? lakSmI sukhanI here uchaLe, nizadina kulaDAM kerama prasAre, dAkha za nihALyA A saMsAre, A sAhyabI tyAM kazI sAMpaDe che.. ApaNe tyAM lakSmI ane vaibhava vilAsanI choLo uchaLe che. ApaNuM mahelamAM te sugaMdha sugaMdha baheke che. saMgItanA sUra chuTe che ne manohara nATake thAya che. hIrA, mANeka, motI, senuM, cAMdI vigerenA te bhaMDAra bharyA che. AvuM sukha te puNyavAnane maLe che. loke AvI saMpatti meLavavA mATe tapa kare che, tyAre tane heje maLI gaI che. tuM jiMdagIbhara beThe beThe khAIza, tArI IcchA hoya teTaluM dAna karIza te paNa khUTaze nahi. ATaluM badhuM sukha che chatAM tane zuM duHkha dekhAya che ke tuM dIkSA levAnI vAte kare che? hamaNuM tuM dIkSAnI vAta karIza nahi. A sAMbhaLIne gajasukumAla jaDabAtoDa javAba Ape che ne kahe che moTAbhAI! tame mane kahe che ke ApaNe tyAM ATalI badhI saMpatti che tene tuM bhagava, paNa e saMpattine svabhAva kevuM che te sAMbhaLe. lakSmI taNI te prIta ThagArI, Aje padhArI ne kAle sIdhAvI, phUlaDAMnI pherama be ghaDI yArI, aMte badhuM nAza thaIne rahe che.

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zAradA ene 326 tame kaho cho ke ApaNe tyAM ATalI badhI lakSamI che, bhaMDAra bharelA che te zuM te badhuM zAzvata che? e badhuM kayAM sudhI Takaze ? lakSmIne svabhAve te caMcaLa che. kayAre cAlI jaze tenI khabara nathI. jema kulanI sugaMdha ghaDI be ghaDI Take che pachI uDI jAya che tema ApaNuM jIvana paNa nazvara che. te have mAre kenA bharose besI rahevuM! chaMdagI ja kSaNika che tyAM tame kahe che ke hamaNAM dIkSAnI vAta na karIza te zuM te vAta barAbara che ? zuM tame mane lakhI ApavA samartha che ke A badhuM kAyama TakavAnuM che. tAruM AyuSya lAMbu che te haju kaMIka vicAra karuM. bole, geraMTI Ape che? have kRSNajI kaMI kahI zake kharA? jyAM pitAnA AyuSyane bharese nathI tyAM bIjAnI vAta kyAM karavI? gajasukumAla kahe che bhAI! tamArI pAse te traNa khaMDanuM rAjya che paNa kadAca traNane badale tamane cha khaMDanuM rAjaya maLI jAya te paNa je sukha trikInAtha nemanAtha prabhu pAse che te tamArI pAse nathI. cha cha khaMDanA svAmI cakravartIeAe paNa dIkSA lIdhI che. mATe eka vAta samajI le ke sAcuM sukha saMyamamAM che. gajasukumAlane javAba sAMbhaLIne kRSNajI sthira thaI gayA. ahe! A mAre laghu baMdha kevA sacoTa javAba Ape che ! enAmAM AvI tAkAta kayAMthI AvI gaI! gajasukumAlane javAba sAMbhaLyA pachI vadhu parIkSA karavA kRSNa vAsudeva kahe che bhAI ! tuM dIkSA laIza paNa pachI sagAvahAlAM keIne yAda nahI karAya A saMsAra tAre bhUla paDaze. te ghaNuM duSkara che. gajasukumAla kahe che jene saMyama le che tene mATe kaMI duSkara nathI. A saMsAramAM keNa kevuM che? huM te saMsAranAM sarva sabaMdhe svArthathI bharelA dekhuM chuM pachI yAda zA mATe karuM? hajI kRSNavAsudeva temanI sAme kevI dalIla karaze ne gajasukumAla zuM javAba Apaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritraH bhIma te ghasaghasATa uMghI gayela hoya te dekhAva karIne sUI gaye. eTalAmAM baka rAkSasa tyAM AvyA. vadhazilAmAM hRSTapuSTa zarIravALA bhImane sUtele joIne tene khUba AnaMda thaye ke aho ! Aje te kaI tagaDA zarIravALe lehI mAMsathI puSTa mANasa AvyuM che eTale ApaNane khUba majhA Avaze. reja te sUkAyelA hADapiMjara jevA mANaso Ave che emAM mAruM peTa mAMDa bharAya che, paNa Aje te mArA sAthIdAronA paNa peTa bharAze. ahe mArA mitro ! Aje te e mANasa Avyo che ke A zilAmAM samAtuM nathI, paNa mArA mATe bali (rAMdhelA cokhA) kema nathI lA? tema belate gusse thaIne lAta mAravA lAgyo paNa bhImanuM rUMvADuM pharakatuM nathI ke hAlatAcAlatuM nathI. ekadama sthira sUI rahyo, tyAre rAkSasanA manamAM thayuM ke A keI jabaro mANasa lAge che. bIjA badhA te bicArA mAro avAja sAMbhaLIne tharathara dhruje che. Ane te kaMI asara lAgatI nathI. maDaduM te nathI ne ? "krodhe bharAyelo rAkSasa bhImane baTakA bharavA lAgyo" : ema vicAra

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zAradA darzana karIne rAkSase bhIme elI cAdara khaseDIne bhImanA puSTa zarIra upara jorathI baTakA bharavA mAMDayA. enA manamAM ke huM baTakAM bharIne tAjuM mAMsa khAI lau paNa A vyakti keNa che tenI tene kayAM khabara che! bhImanA zarIrane baTakA bharatAM enA dAMta buThThA thaI gayA. enA badhA dAMta paDI gayA ne lehI nIkaLavA lAgyuM, tyAre enI chAtImAM eNe tIkSaNa charA jevA nakha mAryA paNa bhImane kAMI na thayuM. ulaTA rAkSasanA majabUta nakha tUTI gayA. bhIma te jANe lekhaMDane pATaDe paDa hoya tenI mAphaka thira paDI rahyo. A joIne rAkSasa khUba Azcarya pAmyo ke A vAkAya je mANasa keNu haze? huM rAkSasa chuM ne e mAnava che chatAM eNe mArA dAMta ane nakha teDI nAMkhyA. enuM lehI pIvAne badale mArA moDhAmAMthI lehI nIkaLe che. ene kaMI thatuM nathI. eNe to mArI kevI durdazA karI! e duSTane barAbara zikSA karavI joIe. bhale ne game teTale jabaro kema na hoya, paNa huM tene barAbara batAvI daIza. ema kahI krodhe bharAI enA sAthIdArone kahyuM. cAle, A tagaDAne ahIMthI uThAvIne ApaNuM sthAna parvata che tyAM laI le. tyAM ApaNI rAkSasonI sabhA bharIne sabhA vacce badhA bhegA thaIne talavArathI enA zarIranA TukaDe TukaDA karIne ApaNe badhA ujANI karIzuM. ghaNuM rAkSaso bhegA thaIne bhImane uMcakavA AvyA paNa keme karyo bhIma UMcakAte nathI. mahAmuzIbate uMce karyo tyAM bhIme evuM vajana mUkahyuM ke baka rAkSasanA anucara rAkSase paDI gayA, kaMIka uMdhA paDayAne dAMta bhAMgI gayA, kaMIkanA nAka chuMdAI gayA ne kaMIka bebhAna thaI gayA ne temanA moDhAmAMthI lehI nIkaLavA mAMDayuM. tethI badhAne khUba krodha AvyuM ane jema tema karIne mAMDa mAMDa bhImane pahADa upara laI gayA ne jorathI jamIna para pachADa chatAM mane kaMI na thayuM, saheja uMkAra paNa na karyo. maMdire Avela devazarmA": A tarapha devazarmA potAnA kuTuMba sahita kuLadevIne praNAma karIne jahadI pitAne ghera AvyA, paNa baka rAkSasa pAse mANasane bhega devA mATe je gADI roja levA AvatI hatI te gADI na joI eTale deDate jaMgalamAM gaye. tyAM teNe vadhazilA pAse bhImanI gadA ane pagalAnA cihe paDelA joIne pUjArIne pUchayuM bhAI! mane AvatAM thaI gayuM eTale mane teDavA AvelI gADI keNa jANe kyAM cAlI gaI te khabara na paDI eTale huM deDate ahIM Avyo chuM. te rAkSasa AvI gaye? te kema dekhAtuM nathI ? te kayAM gaye ? tyAre pUjArIe badhI vAta karI ane chelle kahyuM ke tame te vadhapuruSane veza paherIne AvyA che ane e purUSa vadhanA vezamAM AvyuM na hato eTale mane te lAge che ke tamArA badale e pavitra purUSa rAkSasanA bhakSaNa mATe Avyo haze nakkI rAkSaso talavArathI tenA zarIranAM TukaDA karIne tene khAI gayA haze. mAtA kuMtAjI pAse devazarmAne kahapAMta: pUjArInA mukhethI vAta sAMbhaLIne

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gAvA yana khara devazarmAM khUkha raDavA lAgyA, chAtIne mAthA phUTavA lAgyA. arere...kayAM e pArasamaNI jevA pavitra purUSa ane kayAM huM kAcanA TukaDA jevA ! mAre ghera mahemAna thaI ne tame AvyA ne kAcanA TukaDA jevA mane bacAvIne tame rAkSasanA bhAga khanI gayA ! arere.... tame anyA hAta te ghaNAM mANasAne udhdhAra karata, tame ghaNAMne du:khathI mukta karata ane huM zuM karI zakavAneA chu? mane mUkIne tame kayAre cAlyA gayA? Ama raDateA kakaLatA vilApa karatA devazarmA ghera AvI kuMtAjIne kahevA lAgyA. mAtA ! tame ApanA putrane zA mATe mAkalI dIdhA ? mArA badale mahemAnane mAkalavA te mArI mANasAI na kahevAya, beImAnI kahevAya. Aje teA kALA kara thai gaye. mArA jIvatara mATe AvA pavitra purUSane bhAga apAi gayA! dhikkAra che mArA jIvatarane! mAre jIvIne zuM kAma che ? arere....huM kuLadevInA darzana karavA na gayA ha|ta te sAru thAta. AvAM pavitra purUSa rAkSasanA bhAga na banata ne? tame cAra bhAI e ane A mAtA tame badhA mArI patnI ane e bALakAne saMbhALajo. huM gaLe phrAMsA khAine marI jaIza. mane have eka kSaNa jIvavuM gamatuM nathI. Ama kahI khUkha kalpAMta karavA lAgyA. tyAre kuMtAjIe kahyu beTA! tuM ciMtA na karIza. e mArA dIkarA kAithI mAryo jAya teve nathI. enA kAI vALa vAMke karI zake tema nathI. tuM jo te kharA. hamaNAM rAkSasane mArIne hasatA ne kUdatA ApaNI pAse Avaze, tyAre devazarmAe kahyu. Apane bhale ema lAgatu hoya paNa hu' te pUjArInA mukhethI vAta sAMbhaLIne Avye chuM. eTale mane lAge che ke mArA bhAi rAkSasanA bhAga khanI garcA haze, tyAre kuMtAjI ane draupadI kahe ke e mane ja nahi, " pAMca pAMDavA parivAra sahita aka rAkSasanA vanamAM AvyA" : devazarmAe kahyuM' ke jo tamane mArI vAta upara vizvAsa na heAya te mArI sAthe cAleA. pUjArI tamane khadhu' kaheze. eTale cAre bhAI e, kuMtAjI ane draupadI khadhA arka rAkSasanA vanamAM tenA maMdira pAse AvyA, ne pUjArIne bhIma viSe pUchyuM. eTale teNe badhI vAta kahI sa`bhaLAvI. pUjArInA mukhethI badhI vAta sAMbhaLIne badhA udAsa thaI gayA. game teTalI hiMmata rAkhe paNa mAtAnA jIva chene! emanA manamAM thayuM ke khaka rAkSasa ekalA hAya tA jarUra bhIma ene mArI nAMkhe paNa ghaNAM rAkSasA bhegA thaIne kadAca bhImane mArI nAkhe. pahADa upara ekaleA zu kare ? ApaNane enA samAcAra kANu Ape? Ama ciMtAtura khanI eka jhADa nIce besIne badhA raDavA lAgyA, tyAre yudhiSThire badhAne AzvAsana ApatAM kahyuM ke tame badhA rA nahi, jhUre nahi. mArA bhAinuM zarIra lekhaDI che. tene rAkSasa kAMI karI zake tema nathI. ceAkhAnA dANA bhAMgavA ke rAkSasa mAravA ane samAna che. hamaNAM ja mAre bhAi doDatA Avaze. A pramANe yudhiSThira badhAne kahetAM hatAM. zA.92

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zAradA ne A samaye AkAzamAMthI bhImanuM mastaka badhAnI vacamAM AvIne paDayuM. A jetA badhAnI dhIraja cAlI gaI. arere....A zuM thaI gayuM ? keIthI nahi DaranAra bhImane keNe mArI nAMkhyo! atyAra sudhI teo mAnatA hatA ke mAre bhIma mare nahi paNa atyAre bhImanuM kapAyeluM mAthuM joIne jANe moTe beMba paDe hoya te AghAta lAge ne badhA bebhAna thaIne paDI gayA. thoDIvAre bhAna AvyuM tyAre bhImanA guNene yAda karI karIne sau raDavA lAgyA. arere...beTA! tane zuM thayuM? tuM keTale papakArI sAhasika vira che! bhayaMkara vanamAM thAkI gayA tyAre tuM amane badhAne uMcakIne cAlyA. badhA tarasyAM thayA tyAre te pANI lAvIne pIvaDAvyuM. tArI sahAyathI moTA moTA vana eLagI gayA, ne have tuM amane mUkIne kayAM cAlyo gayo? tArA vinA ame zuM karIzuM ? yudhiSThira bhImanA mastaka sAmuM joIne kahe che he mArA lADIlA vIrA ! he vIra rana ! moTA moTA rAkSasane capaTImAM cALI nAMkhanAra evA tane baka rAkSase kevI rIte mAryo? arjuna baka rAkSasane mArIne gharane badale leze paNa ame tArA vinA kevI rIte jIvI zakIzuM ! tuM je te khare, ApaNI vRddha mAtA , tArA vinA keTalI jhUre che. draupadI ane mAtAjI baMne bebhAna banI gayA che. kumaLA phUla jevA sahadeva ane nakuLa karamAI gayA che. arjuna paNa jhUre che. arere..mArA lADIlA vIrA ! tArI vaja jevI kAyAne keI aDavA samartha nathI te tane rAkSase mAryo kevI rIte? kevaLI bhagavate bhAkhyuM che ke pAMce bhAIo vananA duHkha veThI rAjya meLavI sukha jogavIne dIkSA leze ne karmo khapAvI mekSamAM jaze ane A zuM banyuM? kevaLI bhagavaMtanA vacana traNa kALamAM karI mithyA na thAya. saunA manamAM nizcaya thaI gayA ke bhIma maraNa pAme che eTale badhAe nakkI karyuM ke bhIma vinA ApaNe jIvavuM nathI. ApaNe citA khaDakIne baLI marIza. bhImanA viyogathI maravA taiyAra thayelA pAMDe tathA draupadIH draupadIe meLAmAM bhImanuM mAthuM lIdhuM, ane cAra bhAIo ane draupadI citA khaDakIne baLI maravA taiyAra thayA, tyAre kuMtAjI kahe che mArA pAMca pAMca putra ane vahu marI jAya ne huM jIvatI rahuM! dhikkAra che mArA jIvanane ! mAre paNa jIvavuM nathI eTale kaMtAjI maravA taiyAra thayA. A badhAne maravA taiyAra thayelA joIne devazarmAne khUba duHkha thayuM ke aho ! mane ekane bacAvavA jatAM keTalA chanA mota thaze ! huM paNa gaLe phAMso khAIne marI jAuM. have tyAM zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare.

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vyAkhyAna na hatuM * AsA suda 11 ne zanIvAra tA. 22-10-77 sujJa baMdhue, suzIla mAtAe te baheneA! ana`tajJAnI, trikALadazI' arihaMta bhagavatAe jagatanA jIvAnA udhAra mATe sUtranI prarUpaNA karI. aMtagaDha sUtranA AThamAM adhyayanamAM gajasukumAlaneA adhikAra cAle che. gajasukumAlane sayamanI laganI lAgI che. emane sayama dharmanuM svarUpa samajAI gayu che. ahi'sA, sayama ane tapa e zreSThamAM zreSTha dharma che. te maMgala svarUpa che. A dharma jenA jIvanamAM pariName che temane moTA meATA devatAo name che, jenu jIvana ahi'sAmaya che tenI eka paNa pravRtti evI na hoya ke jenAthI khIjA jIvAne duHkha thAya. kayAMya e hiMsAnuM nimitta na bane. sayamIne duniyAnA dareka jIva pratye karUNA bhAva hAya che. te manathI keAI paNa jIvanI lAgaNI dubhAya tevu vartana kare nahi, ane vANI paNa mIThI ne nirdoSa ele ke jethI kAI jIvane duHkha na thAya. bIjo dharma che saMyama. Apa jANeA che ne ke pAMca indriyA reIsanA gheADA jevI che. enA upara niyaMtraNa hAya tA ja te kAbumAM rahI zake che. e indriyA para sayama rAkhavA joIe ane sayama vaDe IndriyAnA suMdaramAM su'dara upayAga karavA joie. AMkha dvArA zAstranuM vAMcana karI AtmAmAM uttama bhAvA lAvI zakAya. kAna dvArA vItarAga prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLavI. A rIte pAMce IndriyAno sadRpayAga thAya teA jIvana naMdanavana jevu' manI jAya. ahiMsA, ane sayama pachI trIjo tapanA nakhara che. tapa dvArA anaMtabhavanAM karmo khapAvI zakAya che. atyAre Aya khIlanI eDaLInA pavitra divase cAle che. jemaNe ALI karI che te te mahAna lAbha meLave che, paNa je khAvApIvAmAM ne zarIrane sAcavavAmAM ja rahI gayA tenuM zuM? bhagavAne cha prakAre khAdvaitapa ane cha prakAre AbhyaMtara tapa khatAnyeA che. jo tamArAthI mAhyatapa na ane te AbhyaMtara tapa tA jarUra karo. mANasane kAI paNa kSetramAM AgaLa vadhavu' haze teA jIvanamAM tapa avazya joIze. devA manuSyane namaskAra kare che tenu' kAraNa eka ja che ke ahi'sA, sayama ane tapa tenI pAse nathI. A traNa vastu jenI pAse hAya che tenA AtmAnA vikAsa thAya che ane te Atmadarzana karI zake che. mAnavadeha dvArA A traNanI sAdhanA karI zakAya che, ane tenAthI meAkSa meLavAya che. gajasukumAlane meAkSamAM javAnI laganI lAgI A eTale te sayama levA taiyAra thayA che. kRSNavAsudeva tene kheALAmAM besADIne kahe che mArA lADIlA laghu khaMdhavA ! bhara yuvAnImAM cAritra pALavu khUkha kaThIna che, " mahAlamudra dla mudde puttare " jayAre samudramAM pANInA mAjA' uchaLatAM hAya, vaLI magaramacche uchALA mAratA hoya ane

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para cAradA darzana samudra kharAkhara tAphAne caDhelA hoya tevA samudrane e bhujAthI taravA muzkela che. chatAM kAI daivI saDDAyathI evA bhaya kara samudra ke|i tarI zake paNa A bharayuvAnImAM saMyama pALavA te tenAthI paNa vadhu kaThIna che. "nA tra mahAnarI DisAya maLava" jema pravAhanI pratikULa dizAmAM janAra mANasa gaMgA nadIne pAra thavA muzkela che, tevI rIte viSaya kaSAyeAthI pratikULa thaIne A nigra tha pravacananuM pAlana karavu te atyaMta kaThIna kAma che. kAraNa ke saMyama mArgImAM ghaNAM bhaya'kara anukULa ane pratikULa pariSaheA tathA upasa AvavAnI saMbhAvanA che. te samaye jo samatA bhAva na rahe te cAritranu pAlana karavuM bahu kaThIna paDe che. tu dIkSA laine gharagharamAM gaucarI jaIza tyAre kAI tane premathI satkAra sanmAna karIne AhAra pANI vaherAvaze ane kAi kaThora vacane kaheze, kadAca koI tAruM apamAna karaze, keAI mAravA Avaze, keAI vakhata jhAjhI bhUkha haze teA eche| AhAra maLaze, keAI vakhata bhAve nahi tevA AhAra maLaze te paNa tAre hasate mukhaDe khAI javA paDaze. A samaye manamAM kaSAyanA kaNIyA nahi lavAya kAraNa ke kaSAya Ave te kA~khadhana thAya. mATe tuM haju vicAra kara. hajI tuM yuvAnInA pagathiye paga mUke che teA saMsAranA badhA sukhA bhAgavI le pachI tArA manamAM evA vikalpa na Ave ke meM AvA sukhA legaLyA nahi. vaLI tArI kAyA sukumAla che ne sayama mArga ati kaThora che. tuM saMyama kevI rIte pALI zakIza. mArI vAta tuM sAMbhaLa. sacama mAge te kAMTA bharAze, kAmaLa kAyAthI ze sahevAze, kaTA nihALIne manaDu mUjhaze, mananI pIDA dehane sUkave che.... saMyama mArgamAM cAlatAM pagamAM kAMTA ne kAMkarA vAgaze ne leAhInI dhAra thaze chatAM vihAra karavA paDaze. A badhu kaSTa sahana karavAnu Avaze tyAre tArA manamAM glAni thaze ke meM kayAM A dIkSA lIdhI! pachI e ci'tAmAM tAru' kAmaLa zarIra karamAI jaze. tenA karatAM tuM hamaNAM dIkSAnI vAta cheADI de. kRSNa vAsudeva peAtAnA bhAinA bairAgyanI sATI karavA mATe A badhu' kahe che paNa jene a`tarathI sayamanI laganI lAgI che te AvA zabdo sAMbhaLInesa'sAramAM rokAya khare ? ene sayama kaThIna lAge kharA ? potepeAtAnI zaktinuM mApa kADhI lIdhu' che pachI ene zu' ci'tA ? gajasukumAla kahe che mATAbhAi ! tame mane zu' kaheA che ? A sa`sAra te Azravanu ghara che. AzravanA gharamAM AtmA nira'tara pApakarmAMthI lepAi malIna banele che. tene ujjavaLa banAvavA mATe mAre sa`varanA gharamAM javuM che. dareka jIvAne abhayadAna devAnu ghara sayama che. sayama pALatA kAI pariSaddha ke upasarga Avaze teA te sahana karatA kadAca mArI kAmaLa kAyA karamAI jaze teA paNa mane mahAna lAbha thaze. jema jema kAyA dubaLI thavAnI, AtmAnI zreNI te uce javAnI, uttama padanI prApti thavAnI, bhatranA bhramaNa dAhayalAM duHkha de che,...

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zAradA darzana 737 he moTAbhAI! tame kahe che ke tArI kAyA komaLa che. saMyama paMthe jatAM tArI kAyA kara mAI jaze. te sAMbhaLo. A kAyA tapa ane saMyama dvArA dubaLI thaze paNa mAre AtmA to pApakarmanA bhArathI haLa banIne uMce jaze. tapa karyA vinA purANuM karmo nahi khape. jema tuMbaDAne svabhAva taravAne che paNa e ja tuMbaDAnA upara kaI mATInA majabUta ane jADA lepa karIne pANImAM mUke te te taravAne badale pANImAM DUbI jAya che, paNa e lepa palaLIne ukhaDI jAya che tyAre tuMbaDuM upara Ave che tema A deha tapathI bhale sUkAI jAya paNa mArA karmo khapI jatAM AtmA haLa banIne uce jaze. ane badhA karmo kSaya thatAM zAzvata siddhipadane pAmaze. pachI tyAM kaI jAtanuM duHkha nahi rahe. he vIrA ! saMsAranAM kaSTa veThavAthI mAruM kalyANa nahi thAya paNa saMyama mArgamAM samajaNapUrvaka kaSTa sahana karIza te mAruM kalyANa thaze. mATe he mArI mAtA ! he mArA kRSNajI vIrA ! tame mane ulAsapUrvaka dIkSAnI AjJA Apa, tyAre kRNujIe kahyuM, bhAI ! huM tane ema te kevI rIte AjJA ApuM ! mane te tane rAjA banAvavAnA koDa che. tyAra pachI "tapa manasukumAre kumAre vA vAyu mama piyaro ya dAccapi taccapi evaMvayAsI, evaM khalu devANuppiyA! mANussayA kAmA asuI sAsayA vaMtArA nAva vinaMdivyAM maskiti " gajasukumAle kRSNa vAsudeva tathA pitAnA mAtApitAne be traNa vakhata A prakAre kahyuM, he devAnupriya ! kAganA AdhArabhUta A strI purUSa sabaMdhI zarIra azucInuM sthAna che. asthira, anitya ane azAzvata che. saDavuM, paDavuM, naSTa thavuM e jene svabhAva che. tethI pahelA ke pachI eka divasa tene choDavAnuM che. vamana, kapha, pitta, lehI, parU, zuka, mala-mUtra vigere durgadhI padArthothI bhareluM che. uparathI A cAmaDI mahelI che eTale A kAyA suMdara ane sukumAla tamane dekhAya che paNa aMdara te azucI gaMdA padArthothI bharelI che. A te gajasukumAla temanA mAtApitAne samajAvavA mATe kahe che paNa jIvane A vAta samajavA jevI che. je dehanI pAchaLa ATalI jahemata uThAve che. te zarIra uparathI sAruM dekhAya che paNa aMdarathI kevuM che te jANe che ne ! keIne ekasIDanTa thayo heya te vakhate tenA zarIramAMthI lohI ane mAMsanA locA nIkaLI gayA hoya te ApaNuthI joI zakAya che? A badhuM joIne ApaNane cakkara AvI jAya che. sUga caDhe che. pitAnA zarIramAMthI bahAra nIkaLelA lehI, maLa, mUtra vigere azucI padArtho paNa jovA gamatA nathI te bIjAnI te vAta ja kayAM karavI? A zarIra anitya, azAzvata ane asthira che. emAM meha pAmavA jevuM nathI, mATe he mAtA-pitA ane moTAbhAI! mane AjJA Apo. Aja mane laganI lAgI, thaI jAvuM mAre vItarAgI, rAga hatuM mane kAyA para, mAMsa rUdhiranI mAyA para, mamatA enI meM tyAgI, thaI jAvuM mAre vItarAgI,

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734 zAradA darzana hajI devakI mAtA, vasudeva pitA ane kRSNavAsudeva gajasukumAlane sayamamAM kevA kevA kaTA Avaze te samajAvatAM kahe che hai beTA ! jema kapaDAnI thelImAM havA bharavI kaThIna che tema cAritranu` pAlana karavuM kaThaNa che. " vALuyAvahai caiva nirajJApaka saMme" jema retInA kALIyA nirasa che tema sayama mArga nirasa che, ane yuvAnImAM sayama pALavA te talavAranI dhAra para cAlavA jevA duSkara che. he putra! A sAdhucaryAmAM jIvanabhara tane kayAMya vizrAma nahi maLe. leADhAnA bhAra jevA sAdhunA guNAne bhAra gurUttara bhAra che ke jene jIvanabhara sudhI nabhAvavA atyaMta kaThIna che. koI mANasa Icche ke mAre merU paryaMtane trAjave tALavA che te zuM te teALI zake ? " nA ". merU pava tane jema trAjave tALavA muzkela che te rIte nizcala ane niHza'ka bhAve zramaNa dharmanuM pAlana karavu' duSkara che. ahIM te tuM nAhI dhoI ne svaccha ne sugaMdhImaya rahe che paNa sayama lIdhA pachI jAvajIva sudhI snAna nahi karAya. zarIra upara melanA thara jAmI jaze, vasro melAghelA dudha mAraze. A khadhu. tArAthI kema sahana thaze ? paNu jene aMtara'ga bairAgya hAya te kadI pAcho paDe kharA? 'nA '. jene sa'sAra sukhane rasa uDI garcA che tenI sAme kaiAi game teTalA sa'sAranAM sukhAnu' varNana kare teA paNa tene saMsAra upAdeya na lAge. tevA gajasukumAle enA mAtA-pitAne kahyu ke huM mAtA-pitA ! tame mane game tema kahA paNa have mane sa MsAranA sukhA kaDavAjhera jevA lAge che. mane Aja sudhI A hADa-mAMsa ane leAhIthI bharelI kAyA upara mAha hatA paNa have mane tenA mAhu ke rAga nathI. jyAM rAga ane rasa uDI gayA tyAM duHkha kevu...? snAna karAvavu, khavaDAvavuM, pIvaDAvavuM, paherAvavuM, ADhADavuM, sArU', khATu' badhu dehane che, AtmAne nathI. mane dehanA ke bIjA kAinA rAga rahyo nathI. mATe tame mane dIkSAnI AjJA Ape. haju gajasukumAla mAtA pitA tathA kRSNavAsudevane zu' kaheze tenA bhAva avasare, caritra : bhIma mATe chuTI gayelI badhI AzAo : bhImanuM mastaka paDeluM joI ne tene marelA mAnI cAre bhAI, 'tAjI, draupadI, devazarmA ane tenuM kuTuMba badhA maravA taiyAra thayA. badhA citAmAM besIne chellI vakhata prabhune prArthanA karavA lAgyA. e samaye parvata upara rAkSaseAnA bhaya'kara avAja sa`bhaLAgA. avAja sAMbhaLIne saunA manamAM thayuM ke nakkI A khaka rAkSasa bhImane mArIne ApaNane badhAne mAravA mATe ahI' AvI rahyo che. maLavAna pAMDavAnA manamAM thayu` ke kAithI niha hAranAra maLavAna bhImane mAranArA rAkSasa kevA che! ApaNe joIe teA kharA ! yudhiSThire arjunane kahyuM bhAi! ApaNA bhAIne mAranArA duzmana A tarapha AvI rahyo che. tuM dhanuSyamANu laIne taiyAra raheje ne bhAinA mRtyune madale le je. A sAMbhaLIne arjunanu leAhI ukaLI gayuM. e eTalI uThayA ke huM e maka rAkSasane mArIne mArA bhAInA badale na la" tA hu kutAnA putra nahi, eTalAmAM rAkSasane joyA eTale arjuna dhanuSyabANa

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75 zAradA darzana laIne rAkSasa tarapha dha. draupadI kuMtAjI badhA vikarALa rAkSasane joIne tharathara dhrujavA lAgyA ne manamAM vicAra karavA lAgyA ke je duSTa rAkSase baLavAna bhIma-mAryo te ajunathI kevI rIte maravAne che. hamaNuM te arjunane paNa mArI nAkhaze ema vicAra karIne kuMtAcha dropadI badhA raDavA lAgyA. arere hamaNA te badhAne khAI jaze. Ama raDatA hatAM tyAM zuM banyuM. bhImanA AgamanathI harakhelA saunA haiyA" :-bhIma hasato ne kUdate jyAM yudhiSThira Adi badhA hatA tyAM AvI kuntAmAtAne praNAma karIne ubhe rahyo. jyAM mANasanI AzA ja na hoya, te marI gaye che ema mAnIne tenI pAchaLa badhA maravA taiyAra thayA hoya tyAM te ja vyakita AvI jAya te keTale AnaMda thAya! kSaNa pahelAM badhAM bhImanA zokathI raDatA hatAM. have bhImane joIne badhAnI AMkhamAM harSanAM AMsu AvI gayA. A samayane AnaMda ke avarNanIya che ke e te je anubhave te ja samajI zake. badhA bhImane bheTI paDyA. kuMtAjIe te bhImane meLAmAM besADI dIdhuM ne pUchyuM beTA! tuM sAce bhIma chuM ne? hA. te A draupadInA meLAmAM je mastaka che te kenuM che? duSTa rAkSasa te bhImanuM rUpa laIne amane badhAne ThagavA te nathI Avyo ne ? bhIme kahyuM -ba ! huM banAvaTI bhIma nathI. sAce bhIma chuM. ema kahIne hAthamAM gadA laIne banAvaTI mAthA pAse gaye tyAM mAthuM uDI gayuM. pachI eka rAkSasa Avyo te tene paNa bhIme dhAmamAM pahoMcADI dIdhuM. AthI yudhiSThira Adi bhAIo tathA devazamAM .. vigeree bhImane jayajayakAra belA ane tene dhanyavAda ApyA ane belI-uDyA ke pAMce pAMDa ajaya che' AvI AkAzavANI thaI hatI te niSphaLa kema jAya. te sivAya kevaLI bhagavaMte kahyuM hatuM ke pAMce bhAIe dIkSA laIne mekSamAM javAnA che. te kevaLI bhagavaMtanA vacane traNa kALamAM asatya na hoya, ane devazarmA kahe che ke kevaLI bhagavAne kahyuM hatuM ke A nagarImAM pAMDave Avaze tyAre rAkSasane upadrava maTaze te e vAta paNa satya che. kevaLI bhagavaMtanA vacane traNe kALa mATe zAzcata che. kuMtAjI kahe che beTA! tane rAkSasa kevI rIte laI gaye ne tAruM zuM thayuM? tyAM tene kevA kaSTa paDayA? dikarA ! tAruM mastaka paDeluM joIne ame badhA, devazarmA ane sAvitrI badhAM maravA taiyAra thayA, amArA te hezakaza uDI thayA hatA paNa tane jIvato Avelo joI Aje amArAmAM cetana AvyuM. tuM saheja meDe AvyuM hota te amane marelA dekhata. draupadIne pati maLatAM khUba AnaMda thayo. pachI badhA bhegA thaIne beThA ane bhIma bakavanamAM AvyA pachI zuM zuM banyuM te badhI vAta karavA lAgyuM. ekacakA nagarImAM pAMDene jayajayakAra - A bAju ekacakra nagarImAM khabara paDI ke kaI puNyavAna purUSe baka rAkSasano vadha karyo che eTale sArI nagarImAM AnaMda AnaMda chavAI gaye kAraNa ke A te badhAne duHkha hatuM, te duHkha jatAM saune AnaMda

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zAradA darzana AnaMda thaze. prajAjane nAcatA ne kudatA harSathI vana tarapha AvavA lAgyA. koInA hAthamAM matInA thALa che, keInA hAthamAM sonA cAMdInA phUla che, koInA hAthamAM phUlanA hAra che, keI gulAla uDADe che. jema ke pavitra divasa hoya tyAre mANase bhajana maMDaLIo laIne nIkaLe che tema A nagarajano paNa. maMDaLIo laIne nagara bahAra harSa manAvavA mATe javA lAgyA. A vAtanI khabara paDatAM rAjA paNa meTuM lazkara laIne harSa manAvavA mATe nIkaLyA. Dhola nagarA vigere maMgala vAji vAgavA lAgyA. jANe kaI mATe utsava na hoya! rAjA ane prajA badhA jayAM pAMDa hatAM tyAM AvyA. rAjAne AvatA joIne bhIma yudhiSThiranI bAjumAM besI gaye ne draupadI kuMtAnI bAjumAM besI gaI. rAjA AvIne yudhiSThiranA caraNamAM paDI gayA ne hIrA motIthI vadhAvyA. prajAjane paNa temane hIrA motI ane phUlathI vadhAvavA lAgyA. pAMDane joIne nagarajane belavA lAgyA ke A mahemAne te devazarmAne ghera ghaNAM vakhatathI AvyA che paNa ApaNe A uttama AtmAone oLakhyAM nahi. devazarmA kahe ke meM te AvyA tyArathI oLakhI lIdhA hatA ke A kaI pavitra AtmAo che. leke devazarmAne paNa dhanyavAda ApavA lAgyA ke dhanya che tamane! tame temane gharamAM rAkhyA te kAyama mATe nagarImAMthI upadrava maTI gaye. Ama prajAjano bele che tyAre jenA dIkarA, pati, mA, bahena rAkSasane bhega banI gayA che temanI AMkhamAM AMsu vahevA lAgyA. he bhagavAna! tame vahelA AvyA hita te amArA dIkarA marata nahi ne! chatAM have zAMti thaze e vicAre AnaMda manAvavA lAgyA. badhA pAMDavenI sAme besI gayA. jANe jaMgalamAM maMgala banI gayuM na hoya! atyAra sudhI te jene rAkSasanA bhoga banavAnuM hoya te ja AvatAM hatAM. have eka rAkSasa marI gaye eTale badhA nirbhaya banIne AvavA lAgyA. rAjA be hAtha joDIne kahe che te pavitra purUSa Ape amArI nagarIne nirbhaya karIne mahAna upakAra karyo che. ApanA jeTalA guNa gAIe teTalA ochA che. eka vakhata amArI nagarImAM kevaLI bhagavaMta padhAryA hatA, tyAre A viSe ame bhagavAnane pRcchA karelI, tyAre te samaye bhagavate kahyuM ke jugAramAM hArIne pAMDave vanavAsa mATe nIkaLI pharatA pharatA ahIM Avaze ane te baka rAkSasane vadha karI nagarIne duHkhamukata banAvaze. ame pAMDenI khUba rAha joI paNa hastinApuranA eka musAphare khabara ApyA ke kauravoe kapaTa karIne pAMDavone bALI mUkyA che tethI ame nirAza banI gayA hatA paNa Aje Ape baka rAkSasane vadha karI nagarajanene abhayadAna ApyuM che tethI mane te lAge che ke Apa pAMDe ja che. kAraNa ke kevaLI bhagavaMtanA vacano kadI mithyA na thAya. rAjA yudhiSThiranA sAmuM joIne kahe che ke huM ApanA kayA zabdamAM guNa gAuM ! ApanA guNa gAvA mArI pAse zabdo nathI, tyAre yudhiSThire kahyuM, meM bakane mAryo nathI. A mArA nAnA bhAI bhIme bakane mAryo che. rAjAe puchayuM he parAkramI purUSa! tame baka rAkSasane

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u37 zAzA darzana kevI rIte mAryo? A samaye bhIma mauna rahyo. kAraNa ke mahAna purUSe kadApi pote pitAnI prazaMsA karatAM nathI. jema "hIrA mukha nA kahe lAkha hamArA mUla" hIro game teTale kiMmatI hoya paNa te ema nathI kahete ke A mUlyavAna chuM enA mUlya te jhaverI ja kare. e rIte bhIma mauna rahyo. * "baka rAkSasano putra bhImanA caraNamAM" A samaye AkAzamAMthI eka vRdha ane eka yuvAna be vidyAdharo nIce utaryA ne bhImanI sAme mastaka namAvIne ubhA rahyA. yudhiSThire temane pUchayuM ke tame keNa che? tyAre vRdhapurUSe kahyuM ame baMne vidyAdhare chIe. temAM huM baka rAkSasane dubudhdhi nAmano mahAmaMtrI chuM, ane A mahAbala temane putra che. jayAre baka rAkSasanuM maraNa thayuM tyAre teo laMkA gayA hatA. laMkAthI AvyA tyAre temaNe pitAnA mRtyunI vAta jANI ane mane pUchyuM ke mArA pitAjIne mAranAra keNu baLavAna A duniyAmAM pAka ? tyAre meM tene kahyuM ke eka skUla zarIravALe mANasa AvyuM hatuM, tene bakarAja baTakA bharavA gayA te tenA dAMta paDI gayA. nakha mAryA te nakha tUTI gayA. chevaTe mahAmuzIbate tene uMcakIne parvata upara laI AvyA temAM paNa ghaNuM paDI gayA, hAtha paga bhAMgI gayA ne khUba herAna thaI gayA. parvata upara lAvIne suvADA chatAM saheja uMce nIce thI nahi paNa jayAM bakarAkSasa sUryahAsa talavAra kheMcIne tene kApavA mATe gayA tyAM te chalAMga mArIne siMhanI mAphaka uTha ne baMne vacce bhayaMkara yuddha thayuM. koNa jItaze ane koNa hAraze tene nizcaya thaI zake tema na hatuM. ghaNI vAra yudhdha karyA pachI te baLavAna purUSa amArA bakarAjAne mUrzita karyo ne aMte temane mArI nAMkhyA. A badhI vAta jANyA pachI mahAbale bhImane mArIne pitAnuM vaira levAnuM nakkI karyuM. zastra laIne raunya sajaja thayuM tyAre amArA kuLadevIe avAja karIne kahyuM ke tame bhImane mAravA jAo che paNa pAMce bhAIo mahAbaLavAna ane mokSagAmI jIve che. temanI sAthe laDAI karIne jItI zakaze nahi, mATe laDAI karavAnuM cheDI bhImanI pAse jaIne temane vinaya kare, temanI sevA kare ane temanI kRpA meLave te tamAruM kalyANa thaze. A pramANe kuLadevInA kahevAthI ame ApanI sevAmAM hAjara thayA chIe. te Apa amane kaMi sevA pharamAve. tyAre yudhiSThira tathA bhIme kahyuM ke jo tame sAcA dilathI amArI pAse AvyA ho te AjathI koI paNa mANasane vadha kare nahi tevI pratijJA karo. yudhiSThiranA kahevAthI bakarAkSasaputre karela hiMsAne tyAga: yudhiSThiranA kahevAthI temaNe kaI manuSyane nahi mAravAnI pratijJA karI. pachI yudhiSThire durbadhine pUchayuM ke mAro bhAI jIvate AvyA che. te pahelAM tenuM mastaka ahIM keNe nAMkhyuM hatuM ? tyAre budhie kahyuM ke ame vicAra karyo ke bhIma mahAbaLavAna che te tene bhAIe paNa baLavAna haze ! je te jIvatA haze te vaira levA Avaze. tethI zA.23

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cha78 zALA zara ame vidyAnA baLathI bhImanuM mastaka banAvIne tamArI vacamAM nAkhyuM. jethI tame bhIma marI gaye che tema mAnIne badhA marI jAe paNa tame badhA mahApuNyavAna che ke bhIme rAkSasano vadha karyo ane tamane baLatAM pahelAM te bhIma ahIM pahoMcI gaye ne tame badhA AvI gayA. ahIM AvyA pachI je rAkSasane bhIme mAryo te amAre anucara hatuM. A rIte bhImanA parAkramanI vAta sAMbhaLIne saune khUba AnaMda thaye, ne bhImane jyajayakAra bolAvyA. yudhiSThire mahAbalane tenA pitAnuM rAjaya pAchuM soMpI dIdhuM. yudhiSThiranI udAratA joIne mahAbalane tathA ekacakA nagarInA rAjAne khUba AnaMda thaze. have rAjA pAMDene vAjate gAjate nagaramAM praveza karAvaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 94 Aso suda 15 ne ravivAra tA. 23-10-77 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! anaMtajJAnI sarvajJa bhagavatee jagatanA chanA kalyANa mATe amRtamaya vANI prakAzI. temAM pharamAve che ke he AtmAo! * A jIvana kAcA sUtaranA tAra jevuM kSaNika che. uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM bhagavaMta belyA che ke asaMkhaya jIviyaM mA pamAyae jarovaNIyasta hu natthi tANa / parva viyAkharife a vma, hiMvy vihiMsA nayA rita che a. 4. ga. 1 jIvanaderI tUTayA pachI saMdhAze nahi, mATe pramAda karaze nahi. vRddhAvasthAmAM kaI hAtha pakaDaze nahi. mATe vicAra karo ke pramAdI, hiMsaka ane saMyama vagaranA jIvane kenuM zaraNuM maLaze? A gAthAne bhAva tame samajI gayAne? kapaDuM phATayuM hoya te sAMdhI zakAya, vAsaNa tUTayuM hoya te sAMdhI zakAya, ghara bhAMgyuM hoya te pharIne navuM banAvI zakAya. tamAre kaI dAgIne tUTe heya te pharIne saMdhAvI zakAze paNa AyuSya tUTayA pachI pharIne sAMdhI zakAtuM nathI. mATe anaMtajJAnI mahApurUSe ApaNane kahe che ke A AyuSyane sUrya asta pAmyuM nathI tyAM sudhI paralakanI lAMbI musApharI mATe satkarmanuM bhAtuM bharI le. temAM saheja paNa pramAda nA kare. jemane jIvananI kSaNikatA samajAI che tevA gajasukumalane temanA mAtA-pitA ane bhAI badhAe saMyamanI duSkaratA samajavI ke he bhAI ! saMyama mArga bahu duSkara che. tyAM to AvA kaSTa paDaze. tuM kema sahana karI zakIza? paNa jenuM mana saMyamamAM lAgI gayuM che. jenA cittamAM tyAganI ramaNatA hoya te AvI vAta sAMbhaLIne pAcho na paDe, paNa jema mATIne geLe agnimAM tape tema vadhu majabUta thatuM jAya che tema vairAgI AtmAnI jema jema kaTI thAya che tema tema te vadhu majabUta banatuM jAya che,

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direL sela be vasudeva rAjA, devakIrANI ane kRSNavAsudevane lAgyuM ke have amAre lADakavA kaI rIte saMsAramAM rahe tema nathI. tene nirNaya aphara che, tyAre kahe che ke saMyama saMyama jhaMkhe tArUM mana, paNa saMyama mArga nirALe che, tane khyAla haze A mAragamAM (2) kaMTaka vacce kayAre re. saMyama he dIkarA ! saMyama levA mATe tAruM mana talapApaDa thaI rahyuM che. saMyamamAM tAre kevA kevA kaSTo sahana karavA paDaze te vAta ame tane barAbara samajAvI che ne haju paNa kahIe chIe ke saMyama mArga taddana nirALe che. tyAM tAre saMsArIonA nehathI alipta rahevuM paDaze. saMyama e kAMTALe mArga che. gulAbanuM phUla suMdara dekhAya che. tenAmAM saurabha maheke che, sau gulAbanuM phUla levA Icche che paNa gulAbanA choDane kAMTA hoya che eTale gulAbanuM phUla meLavavuM bahu muzkela che. te sivAya gulAbanuM phUla kAMTAmAM rahevA chatAM sadA hasatuM ne khIlatuM rahe che, tema che dIkarA ! saMyama gulAbanA phUla jevuM che. tene pharatI upasargo ane pariSahanI kAMTALIvADa che. saMyamanuM pAlana karatAM bhUkha-tarasa ThaMDI-garamI, AkAzavacana, daMzamaza, tADanamADana rUpa ghaNAM kAMTA vAgaze te vakhate tAre samabhAva rAkhIne hasatA cahere rahevuM paDaze. A badhuM tuM sArI rIte jANe che ne? gajasukumAla kahe che he mArA vaDIle! huM badhuM samajIne jANIne dIkSA lauM chuM. je saunika zatrunI sAme sAmane karavA zUravIra banIne nIkaLe che te cakacakatI. nana talavAra joIne DarI jAya ke mane vAgaze te mAruM mAthuM kapAI jaze. evA DarathI je pIche haTha kare te e sainika kahevAya? "nA". sAce zUravIra sainika Dare nahi. e te maraNI thaIne laDe, tema jene karmazatrunI sAme kezariyA karavA hoya te pariSahathI Dare nahi e te zUravIra thaIne daDhatAthI badhuM sahana kare, paNa saMyamamAM AvatAM kaSTa jeIne pIche haTha na kare. je pIchehaTha kare te kAyara kahevAya. huM e kAyara nathI. mATe have tame mane saMsAramAM vadhu samaya rokaze nahi. jaladI AjJA Ape. tAja ta gajasukumAlaM kaNhe vAsudeve ammApiyaro ya jAhe nA saMcAeti bahuyAhiM aNulomAhi jAva Adhavattie tAhe akAmA ceva evaM vayAsI ta icchAmA te jAyA / egadivasamapi rajjasiriM gifsattA tyAra pachI kRNavAsudeva, vasudevarAjA ane devakI rANI jyAre gajasukumAlane aneka prakAranAM anukULa, pratikULa kathanathI samajAvI zakayA nahi tyAre asamartha banIne teo kahevA lAgyA ke he putra! eka divasa mATe paNa tane ame rAjasiMhAsane besADI tArI rAjyazrI jevA IcchIe chIe, eTale ke ame tane dvArakA nagarIne rAjA jevA IcchIe chIe. mATe eka divasa tuM rAjyalamIne svIkAra kara. mAtApitAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne gajasukumAla mauna rahyA. emaNe manamAM vicAra karyo ke have mArA mAtApitA ane moTAbhAI mane dIkSAnI AjJA Apaze. teo eka divasa mATe rAjAne svIkAra karavAnuM kahe che te bhale temanI IcchA pUrNa karI lauM. jene

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740 thA hi ke rAga nathI tene rAjano raMga paNa zuM karI zakavAne che! gajasukumAlanA mAtApitA rAjya ApIne zairAgyanI parIkSA karI rahyA che. teo ema mAne che ke te eka divasanuM rAjya bhagavaze, rAjA tarIke tene mAna sanmAna maLaze eTale kadAca DhIle paDaze paNa emane khabara nathI ke A ke daDha vairAgI che! gajasukumAla mauna rahyA. eTale mAtApitAne khUba AnaMda thayo. saMsArI ja vairAgInA manamAM paNa pitAnI IcchA pUrI thaI ema mAnI le che. jemakumArane paraNavAnI IcchA na hatI paNa temane paraNAvavA mATe kRSNanI paTTarANIe bhegI thaIne nemakumAranI majAka karavA lAgI ke diyarIyA ! parayA vinA vAMDhA diyarane keI vizvAsa nahi kare. tame bahArathI ghera Avaze te gharamAM patnI haze te tamane mAnathI bolAvaze paNa patnI nahi hoya te jIvana ekalavAyuM lAgaze. patnI vinA gharanI zobhA nathI. patnI vinA tamAruM hRdaya kenI pAse khelaze? patnI vAtano visAmo che. ema hAMsI mazkarImAM bhAbhIe ghaNuM belI tyAre nemakumAranuM meM saheja malakayuM. tethI kRSNanI paTTarANIoe mAnI lIdhuM ke diyarajI hasyA eTale temane paraNavAnA bhAva che. mAnyA.mAnyA nema mAnyA. ema bolatI harSaghelI banI kRSNane samAcAra ApyA. eTale kRSNa rAjemanI sAthe temanI sagAI karI. ahIM gajasukumala mauna rahyA eTale mA-bApa samajyA ke dIkara gAdIe besavA saMmata che. ___ "tae NaM se kaNhe vAsudeve kADubiya purise sahAvei ra tA evaM vayAsI khippAmeva bhI sevAnuzvithA ! kumAranA mahattha kAva rAma vAda " tyAra pachI kReNavAsudeve pitAnA kauTuMbika purUSane bolAvIne kahyuM ke he devAnupriye! tame jaladIthI rAjyAbhiSekanI taiyArI kare. mAre nA bhAI dIkSA levAne che. tene mAre gAdIe besADI rAjA banAvavAne hA levaDAve che, ane dhAmadhUmathI rAjyAbhiSeka kare che. baMdhuo ! pitAnA bhAIne gAdIe besADavAnA trikhaMDa adhipatine keTalA keDa che! ene mATe pite jAte keTalI mahenata kare che! A te aMtarane raMga che. haiyAnA heta che. have kRSNajI gajasukumAlane rAjyAbhiSeka kevI rIte karaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra: ekacakA nagarImAM pAMDavonuM bhavya svAgata : bhIme baka rAkSasane mArIne kAyama mATe upadrava zAMta karyo eTale ekacakrA nagaranI prajAe bhImane khUba satkAra karyo. kaMIka prajAjanoe te bhagavAna tulya mAnIne tenI AratI utArI. rAjAe prajAja samakSa bhImanA khUba guNagAna karyA, ane pAMDenuM khUba sanmAna karyuM pachI AkhI nagarIne vijApatAkAothI khUba zaNagArI ane pAMDavone hAthI upara besADI vAjate gAjate jayajayakAra sAthe AkhI nagarImAM pheravIne pitAnA mahelamAM lAvyA. badhAne khUba premathI jamADayA. pachI rAjA kuMtAjInA caraNamAM paDIne kahe che ke mAtA ! tane dhanya che ke te AvA vIra putrane janma Ape ! huM hajAre jIbha bhegI karUM te paNa tamAra guNa

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saravA kAna { pUrA gAi zaku nahi. kharekhara, kevaLI bhagava`tanA vacano sAcA paDayA. tame ja pAMDavA cho, devazarmAe pAMDavAne potAne ghera rAkhyA tethI rAjAe tene paNa khU" dhanyavAda ApyA. pAMDavAno yaza cAre tarapha khUkha phelAyeA. eka divasa yudhiSThire peAtAnA bhAIe, kuMtAmAtA ane draupadIne ekAMtamAM besADIne vAta karI ke bhIme khaka rAkSasane mA tyArathI ApaNA yaza cAre dizAmAM phelAI gayA che ne dezadezamAM A vAtanI jANu thaI gaI che. jyAre duryodhanane jANa thaze ke pAMDavA jIvatA che ne te A rAjyamAM che tyAre ApaNane sukhe rahevA nahi de, ane ApaNe javAnI rajA mAMgIzuM' te A lAke ApaNane javA nahi de. tenA karatA Aje madharAtre ApaNe A nagara choDIne vanamAM cAlyA jaie. badhAe yudhiSThiranI vAtano svIkAra karyAM ne madharAtre nagara choDIne javAnuM nakkI karyuM . ecakA nagarI cheADatA pAMDavA : devazarmAne kahyA vagara madharAtre badhA uThayAM ane koine khabara na paDe te rIte nagara bahAra nIkaLI gayA. ghanaghAra adhArI rAta hatI. kayAMya rastA sUjhatA na hatA eTale bhIme hiDa'bAe ApelI cAkSuSI vidyAno prayAga karyo tethI bhImanI AMkhamAMthI salAITanI mAphaka prakAza nIkaLavA lAgyA. tenA sahAre sau cAlavA lAgyA. cAlatAM cAlatAM kuMtAjI ane draupadI khUba thAkayA eTale bhIme temane khabhe besADI dIdhA. je thAke tene bhIma uMcakI lete. A rIte cAlatAM te dvaitavanamAM AvyA. A dvaitavana phaLaphulanA vRkSeAthI hariyALu ane hiMsaka pazuethI bhayAnaka hatuM. AvA vanamAM pAMDavA eka pAMdaDAnI jhuMpaDI banAvIne tyAM rahevA lAgyA. jaMgalane maMgala mAnI Ana Mda karatA pAMDavA : bhIma dararAja jAtajAtanA phaLe. lAvIne badhAne khavaDAvanA, sahadeva keAmaLa valkala lAvIne kuTuMbane ApatA, nakuLa khAkharAnA suMdara pAMdaDAthI jhu'paDI khanAvIne kuTu anI bhakti karatA, arjuna badhAnI rakSA mATe rAtadivasa dhanuSya bANu laine cAkI karatA. ku'tAjI vanavAsanA divase kSemakuzaLa pasAra thAya te mATe prabhune prArthanA karatA. draupadI gharakAma karatI. A rIte khadhA AnaMdathI rahetA hatA. draupadI kuMtAjInI sevA karI temane prasanna rAkhatI hatI. cAre bhAI o dharAjAnI khUba sevAbhakti karatA. priyaMvadane pRcchA karatA dhamarAjA : eka divasa savAramAM yudhiSThira vetrAsana para beThA hatAM. bhIma temanA paga dabAvatA hatA. ku tAjI putrA pAse besIne kaMIka vAtacIta karatA hatA. te samaye arjune dUrathI eka musApharane AvatA joceA. e najIka AvyA eTale arjune tene eLakhyA ne dhama rAjAne tenA AgamananA samAcAra ApyA. e mANase AvIne dhamarAjAne praNAma karyAM. sahadeve tene besavA mATe Asana Apyu. pachI yudhiSThire tene pUchyuM'. priyaMvada! tu hastinApurathI AvyA che ne ? teNe kahyuM hA. tyAM amArA pUjya pitAjI, satyavatI, mAdrI vigere mAtAe, sadA amAruM hita

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cAhanArA kAkA vidurajI, pUja dAdAjI (bhISma pitAmaha), gurU droNAcArya, putra premI kAkA dhrutarASTra badhA AnaMdamAM ne sukhamAM che ne? prANapriya amArI prajA sukhI che ne ? amane jaMgalamAM mokalI duryodhananA rAjya karavAnA mAthe pUrA thavAthI khUba khuza thayA che ne? A sAMbhaLIne priyaMvade kahyuM hA, badhA AnaMdamAM che. badhAnA kuzaLa samAcAra jANyA pachI dharmarAjAe kahyuM ke vAraNAvatImAM lAkhane mahela banyA pachI zuM banyuM ane ame ahIM chIe te tame kevI rIte jAyuM te vAta kahe, tyAre priyaMvada kahe che ke jyAre lAkhane mahela jalAvavAmAM Avyo tyAre huM vAraNuvatImAM hatuM. rAtre mahela ba ne bhaDake bhaDakA nIkaLyA. eTale AsapAsanA leke jAgyA paNa jotajotAmAM mahela baLI gaye. savAra paDatAM AkhI nagarImAM hAhAkAra macI gaye. leke pachADe pachADa khAIne raDatA raDatA bolavA lAgyA ke he bhagavAna! amArI nagarImAM pavitra purUSane pApI duryodhane kapaTa karIne jalAvI dIdhA! pavitra purUSane AvI rIte mArIne e pApI zuM sukhI thavAne che! ema vilApa karatA sau duryodhanane phaTakAra ApavA lAgyA. nAnA-meTA darekanI AMkhamAM AMsu hatA. huM te badhuM jANatuM hatuM tethI mane mahela baLavAthI jarA paNa dukha ke ciMtA na hatI, paNa nagarajane te bUjhAI gayelI AgamAMthI aDadhA baLelAM tamArA jevI AkRtivALA pAMca purUSa ane be strIone bahAra kADhI nagaranI vacce lAvyA. pAMDave ja baLI gayA che ema jANI prajAmAM hAhAkAra - lekane khabara paDavAthI badhA tyAM javA mATe javA lAgyA, ane joIne bolavA lAgyA ke A pUrNimAnA caMdra jevI kAMtivALA yudhiSThira aDadhA baLI gayA che chatAM kevA tejasvI dekhAya che skUla zarIravALe bhIma che. lAMbA hAthavALe dhanurdhArI arjuna che ne saumya AkRtivALA sahadeva ane nakuLa che. A vRdhdhA kuMtAjI che ne A draupadI che. A pAMDe ja che tema mAnIne leke kuke ne dhruske raDavA lAgyA. lekane raDatA joyA chatAM huM mAnate hatuM ke pAMDave te suraMga dvArA bahAra nIkaLI gayA che ne A leke Te. vilApa kare che. huM kutuhala daSTithI tyAM jovA gaye, tyAM jaIne joyuM te te mRta kalevare ApanA jevA ja hatAM. te joIne huM ciMtAtura banI gayene khUba raDavA lAgyo ne mArA manamAM thayuM ke dhumADe phelAvAthI mArA vahAlA pAMDe suraMganA dvArane bhUlI te nahi gayA hoya ne! athavA jaMgalamAM kevA kaSTa sahana karavA paDaze tenA DarathI dukhanuM smaraNa karIne pite jAte ja agnimAM nahi baLI gayA hoya ne! kAraNa ke bhavitavyatA anusAra mAnavanI buddhi paNa badalAI jAya che. ema nizcaya karIne ApanA mRtakalevarane joIne mane khUba AghAta lAge ne huM pike pike raDavA lAge. rAte udAsa thaIne hastinApura gaye ne hAkhita dile ApanA mRtyunA samAcAra pitAjIne ApyA. tethI pAMDurAjA Adi sarve khUba kalpAMta karavA lAgyA. AkhI nagarImAM

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cAratA ja 743 samAcAra pahoMcI jatAM AkhI nagarImAM zoka chavAI gaye. nAnA moTA badhAe khAnapAnane tyAga karyo. prajAjano karUNa vilApamAM ane duryodhana, karNa ane zakuni AnaMdamAM" :- IndraprasthamAM paNa A samAcAra pahoMcatA duryodhana, zakunI ane karNa sivAya darekanA dilamAM dukha thayuM. phakata traNa vyakitaone AnaMda hate. pAMDurAjA tathA vidurajIe mane ekAMtamAM besADIne badhA samAcAra pUchayA tyAre meM najare dekhelI tamAma hakIkta kahI saMbhaLAvI. mArA mukhethI badhI vAta sAMbhaLIne te tarata bebhAna banI gayA. eTale meM pANI chAMTayuM, pavana nAMkhe tyAre teo bhAnamAM AvyA ne vilApa karIne belavA lAgyA ke he dIkarAo! meM tamane pahelethI sUcanA ApIne cetAvyA hatA. te zuM tame bhUlI gayA? tamane duSTa agnie kevI rIte banyA? pAMDurAjAM te khUba vilApa karIne tamene yAda karIne raDatA raDatA balavAM lAgyA ke he putro! tamArA vinA mArA mAro keNa pUrA karaze? tame mane choDIne cAlyA gayAM te have mAre jIvIne zuM kAma che? huM ApaghAta karIne mArA jIvanane aMta lAvIza. A samaye vidurajI temane AzvAsana ApavA lAgyA ke he pAMDurAjA! tame gUraze nahi, kapAta karaze nahi. priyaMvada bhale najare jaIne AvyuM hoya paNa mane e vAta upara vizvAsa besatuM nathI ke tamArA putre AgamAM baLe. jJAnI ke huM vacana ye sAthe, jUThe na heta lagAra, isa kAraNa vizvAsa karo tuma, saMzaya dUra nivAra hotA kevaLI bhagavaMtanA vacana che ke pAMca pAMDa mikSagAmI che. rAjyasukha bhogavIne pachI dIkSA leze ne mokSamAM jaze. e vacana kadI mithyA nahi thAya. mATe zAMti rAkhe. bhagavAnanA vacanamAM saMzaya nA rAkhe. A rIte vidurajInA kahevAthI pAMDurAjAnuM mana kaMIka zAMta thayuM. e arasAmAM eka naimittika pharate pharate tyAM AvyuM. tene pAMDurAjAe putra sabaMdhI vAta pUchI, tyAre teNe kahyuM ke mArA jJAnamAM jotA ema lAge che ke tamArA pAMceya putro, patnI ane putravadhU badhA jIvatA che ne sukhamAM che te tamane thoDA samayamAM khabara paDI jaze. bIjI bAju tamArA maraNanA samAcArathI IndraprasthanI prajA zokAkula banI gaI paNa duryodhana rAjI rAjI thaI gayo. tenA manamAM thayuM ke hAza.... have mArA dazamane marI gayA. huM nirAMte rAjya bhogavIza. tenA sAgarite paNa khuza thayA. e pAMDanA maraNane maMgala mAnate hate. haju priyaMvada pAMDene AgaLa zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare.

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vyAkhyAna na 5 AsA suda 13 ne seAmavAra tA. 24-10-77 ana'tajJAnI mahAnapurUSoe jagatanA jIvAnA udhdhAra mATe dvAdazAMgIrUpa vANInu (narUpaNa karyuM. temAM aMtaga sUtrane adhikAra cAle che. gajasukumAlane sa'sAranI asAratA samajAtA vairAgya AvyA che tethI teo sanama mAge vicaravA temanAtha bhagavAna mAse javA taiyAra thayA che. bhagavAne mekSamAM javA mATe samyagdarzana, jJAna ane cAritra e traNa mArga batAvyA che. A traNa ratnA mekSamAM javA mATe sahAyaka che. ane tenAthI viparIta mithyA darzIna, mithyA jJAna ane mithyA cAritra A traNa sa sArane mArga che. jyAre kAI mANasanA zarIramAM vyAdhi thaI hoya tyAre vaida tene traNa cIjonI phAkI khanAvI de che. e traNu cIjo kaI che te jANeA che ne? haraDe, baheDA ane AMkhaLA. A traNa cIjo vAta, pitta ane kaphane zAMta karanAra che. eTale e traNa bimArIne dUra kare che. AtmAne paNa traNa roga lAgu paDayA che. mithyAtva, meha ane ajJAna. A traNa rogonI auSadhi traNa ratnA che. mithyAtva roga harati prakAma, sadarzana jJAnamapAkaroti / ajJAnaka' merharujaM cAritra, hantIti vakti prabhu vItarAgaH // samyak dana mithyAtva rAgane dUra kare che. na ajJAnane roke che ane cAritra e mAharUpI rAgane haNe che ema vItarAga prabhu kahe che. janmamaraNanu mULa, sa'sAra paribhramaNa karAvanAra, AtmAne svabhAvathI viparIta karanAra ane ana nuM mULa mithyAtva che. A mithyAtva jIvane eTaluM' badhuM sUjhave che ke te satya vastune samajavA daMtu' nathI, ane peAtAnA doSane doSa tarIke mAnavA detuM nathI. samyaSTi ane mithyA STi AtmAmAM eTaluM atara che ke samyaSTi pAtAnA doSane joI zake che ane mithyAdaSTi pAtAnA doSone doSa tarIke jotA nathI. mATe A kha'ne tatvo paraspara virodhI che. jayAM samyakdana hAya tyAM mithyAtva TakI zake nahi. samyakdarzananA abhAvamAM game teTalI ghAra tapazcaryA karavAmAM Ave te paNa te meAkSanuM kAraNu khanatI nathI. ( ahI pU. mahAsatIjIe bhagavatI sUtranI tAmila tApasanI vAta khUba suMdara rIte vistArapUrNAMka rajI karI hatI.) gajasukumAlane bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne jaDa cetananI vaheMcaNI karatAM AvaDI che eTale have temane eka sekaMDa paNa saMsAramAM rahevAnuM mana nathI. kevA haLukamI jIva ! mAtra ekaja vakhata bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLI temane AtmA bairAgya rage ra'gAI gayA. kaMIka haLukamI jIvA sheja nimitta maLatA jAgI jAya che. ahI mane eka prasa'! yAda Ave che, eka vakhata dazaratha rAjA koi mUlyavAna pavitra

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745 zAradA darzana cI lAvyA hatA, te temaNe badhI rANIone mokalI. bIjI badhI rANIone vahelI pahoMcI gaI paNa kauzalyAne na pahoMcI. eTale tene rIsa caDhI ke huM jUnI rANuM chuM; eTale huM kaMI hisAbamAM ja nahi! dazaratha rAjAne A vAtanI khabara paDatAM teo kauzalyA rANInA mahele AvyA ne pUchyuM-tamane zenI rIsa caDhI che? tyAre kauzalyAe kahyuM ke tame bIjI rANIone A cIja makalI ne mane nahi? huM jUnI eTale tamArI gaNatrImAM ja nahi! tyAre rAjAe khulAse karatAM kahyuM ke meM tamane paNa mokalAvI che. eTalAmAM mANasa laIne AvyuM. rAjAe tene pUchayuM ke bhAI! meM tane te kayArane mokale che ne ATalI badhI vAra kema lAgI? tyAre mANase kahyuM ke sAheba ! huM have vRddha thaye chuM. tethI bIjA juvAna dAsa-dAsIonI jema huM jhaTapaTa cAlI zakto nathI, tethI mane ahIM AvatA moDuM thayuM. nekaranI vAta sAMbhaLIne kauzalyA rANIne saMtoSa thaye ke mane paNa rAjAe mekalAvI te hatI paNa nekarane laIne AvatAM vAra lAgI. mANasanI vAta sAMbhaLI dazaratha rAjAnA dilamAM camakAre thaye ne aMtaramAM ughADa thaI dhakko lAgyuM ke vRdhdha thavAthI zarIra azakta bane che tethI kAma barAbara nathI thatuM te AvI vRddhAvasthA te mane paNa Avaze ne ? huM vRddhAvasthA AvatAM pahelAM kema cetate nathI? zarIra azakta banatAM cAritra ane tapanI sAdhanA kevI rIte thaI zake? mATe huM atyAre ja cAritra lauM. devAnupriye! juo, dazaratha rAjAe zuM karyuM? eka nekaranI vRddhAvasthA ane zakti kSINa thavAnA prasaMgane pitAnAmAM ghaTAvyo ane pitAnI jAta upara utAryo ke A mANasa vRddha thaye te enA zarIramAM zakti ghaTI gaI te huM paNa vRddha thaIza tyAre mArA zarIramAM paNa evI zakti kyAMthI raheze ? ane te vakhate AtmahitanI sAdhanA paNa kevI rIte thaze? A camakAro thatAM enA haiyAmAM e dhakako lAge ke tarata cAritra levAne nirNaya karyo ne dIkSA lIdhI. ke eka sAmAnya prasaMga che ! tame paNa gharaDA mANasane jetA haze paNa vairAgya Ave che? dazaratha rAjA eka sAmAnya nimitta maLatAM jAgI gayA. ApaNu gajasukumAra paNa nemanAtha prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLIne jAgI gayA che. temane rAjagAdIe besavAnI IcchA nathI paNa kRSNa vAsudeva, vasudeva rAjA ane devakI mAtAne khUba icchA che eTale kRNavAsudeve kauTuMbika purUSane AjJA karI ke mArA nAnA bhAInA rAjyAbhiSeka mATe badhI taiyArI kare. " jo te evira purikSA vAva te vi deva ghati " kRSNa vAsudevanI AjJA thatAMnI sAthe kauTuMbika purUSa ubhA thaI gayA, ane be hAtha joDIne kahyuM ke mahArAjA ! ApanI jema AjJA che te ja pramANe ame kAma karIzuM. A rIte rAjAnI AjJA svIkArIne temaNe moTA pramANamAM rAjyAbhiSeka mATenI samasta sAmagrI bhegI karI dIdhI. tyAra pachI zubha muhurta gajasukumAlane sonA cAMdInA zA-94

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zAradA darzana kaLazamAM pANI bharIne manana karAvyuM. sAre vastrAbhUSaNe paherAvI rAjasiMhAsane besADIne rAjatilaka karyuM. "ta, jo jarakumAra rAyA sAva viphAti " eTale gajasukumAla dvArakA nagarInA mahArAjA banyA. gajasukumAlanA rAjyAbhiSekanI khuzAlImAM kRSNa vAsudeve kedIone kedamAMthI mukta karyo. ghaNAM yAcakone dAna dIdhuM. A rIte khUba utsAha manA. pitAnA bhAIne gAdIe beThelAM joI temanuM haiyuM harakhAI gayuM. devakImAtA, vasudeva pitA ane kaNavAsudeva badhA khuza thayA. devakIjInA AnaMdano pAra nathI. e Icche che ke A mAro lADakavAye dIkaro sadAne mATe rAjya kare. " tae NaM se gayasukumAlaM rAyaM ammApiyaro evaM vayAsI bhaNa jaayaa| kiM vA rayAmo? di pAchAmo? phri vA te hicaNi ?" gajasukumAlanA mAtApitA be hAtha joDIne mIThA zabdo kahevA lAgyA ke he putra! tuM kahe. ame tane zuM ApIe? tuM zuM cAhe che? tArI zuM IcchA che? tuM zuM karavA samartha che? A pramANe mAtApitAe pUchayuM. kRSNavAsudeva paNa pAse AvIne hAtha joDIne kahe che. ahIM mArA laghu baMdhavA! tame Aje amArA rAjA cho. kahe, tamArI zuM AjJA che ? tamArI AjJA hoya tema ame karIe. juo, traNa khaMDanA adhipati chatAM keTalI namratA batAve che. ema nahi ke huM maTe vAsudeva chuM ne A te mAro nAno bhAI che. ahIM te nyAya eTale nyAya. gajasukumAlane mAtA-pitA ane bhAI badhA haiyAnA umaLakAthI pUche ke "dIkarA! tArI je IcchA hoya te amane kahe. te pramANe ame karavA taiyAra chIe. have gajasukumAla temane zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra -"priyaMvada ane pAMDa vacce thayela vArtAlApa" priyavaMda pAMDane kahe che ke ceDA samaya bAda ekacakra nagarIne musAphIra pharate pharate hastinApuramAM AvyuM. teNe samAcAra ApyAM ke pAMDa amArI nagarImAM padhAryA hatA. amArI nagarImAM baka nAmanA rAkSasane bhayaMkara upadrava hatA. bhIme bakarAkSasano vadha karI amArI nagarIne bhayamukta karI. emaNe amArA upara mahAna upakAra karyo che. Ama kahI musAphare pAMDenI khUba prazaMsA karI. A vAtanI pAMDurAjAne jANa thaI tethI temaNe musAphIrane pitAnA mahelamAM belAvIne vAta pUchI eTale musAphare badhI vAta vistArapUrvaka pAMDurAjA, vidurajI Adi sarvene kahI saMbhaLAvI. bakarAkSasane mAravAthI ApanI kIrti dezAvara sudhI pahoMcI gaI e sukIrtie ApanA zatruonA mukha kALA banAvI dIdhA ane mitranA mukha pUrNimAnA caMdranI jema khIlI uThyA. pAMDurAjAe zekarUpa kAdava dUra pheMkyo ane te kAdava duryodhananA mukha upara jaIne zekanA rUpamAM eMTI gaye. pAMDa jIvatAM che te sAMbhaLIne duryodhananI uMgha uDI gaI tenI bhUkha bhAgI gaI ane zuM karavuM tenI sUjha paDatI nathI e udAsa udAsa rahevA lAgyo. eka divasa zakunie duryodhanane pUchayuM, beTA! tane ATaluM moTuM rAjaya maLyuM che, tArI rAjyalakSamI ane tAre prabhAre vadhate jAya che. sukhamAM kaI jAtanI kamInA nathI, chatAM tuM udAsa zA mATe rahe che! tane zuM

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sArA darzana dukha che? tyAre duryodhane kahyuM, mAmA! mane samAcAra maLyA che ke haju pAMDave jIvatA che. meM temane mAravA mATe jeTalA prayAsa karyo te badhAM niSphaLa gayA. te kevI rIte jIvatAM rahyA e ja mane navAI lAge che. emaNe kira, hiDaMba ane baka e traNa rAkSasane mAryA tethI temanI kIrti comera phelAI gaI che. Thera Thera temanI prazaMsA thAya che. A vyAdhi mane rAta-divasa satAvI rahI che. tene kaI IlAja heya te batAve. zakunie duryodhanane batAvela upAya - duryodhananA mananA duHkhane dUra karavA zakunie kahyuM beTA ! tuM pAMDane mAravAnI IcchA rAkhe che te samajI le ke pAMDa marI gayA che. kyAM AgiyA jevA pAMDa ane kyAM sUrya jevA tame! tamArA jeTalI rAjalakSmI bIjA keInI pAse nathI. have pAMDane jItavAne eka upAya che, te batAvuM. hAla pAMDe dvaitavanamAM che. te tame tyAM tamArI meTI vizALa senA ane saMpatti laIne jAo. tamArI sAgara jevI senA AgaLa pAMca pAMDe te bindu samAna kahevAya. tame meTuM lazkara laIne ThAThamAThathI jaze te pAMDa A joIne baLI jaze, ne jIvatAM mRta kalevara jevA banI jaze. mATe have tuM zeka karIza nahi ke gUrIza nahi. ema kahI zakunie duryodhanane zAMta karyo. A badhI gupta vAta vidurajInA jANavAmAM AvI che.. tethI vidurajIe saMdeza ApavA mATe mane meka che ke tame badhA have badhI rIte khUba sAvadhAna raheze. priyaMvadanA mukhethI vAta sAMbhaLIne pAMDavo belI UThayA ke vidurajI amAruM keTaluM badhuM dhyAna rAkhe che. game tyAMthI duryodhananI gupta vAta jANI lAve che ne ApaNane sajAga rahevA saMdeza mokalAve che. vAraNAvatImAM lAkhanA mahelamAMthI je kSemakuzaLa bacyA hoIe te temane ja pratApa che, ane atyAre paNa ApaNA hita mATe saMdezo ApavA mokale. temane jeTale upakAra mAnIe teTale ochA che. A pramANe vidurajIne AbhAra mAnyA pachI temaNe priyavaMdane pUchyuM ke prajA te sukhI che ne? duryodhana kevI rIte rAjyanuM pAlana kare che? priyaMvade kahyuM tamArA maraNanI vAta sAMbhaLIne prajAjane khUba raDavA ne gUravA lAgyA, ane kapaTI duryodhana paNa uparathI zeka vyakta karIne kahevA lAge ke je banavAnuM hatuM te banI gayuM. temAM ApaNe koI IlAja ke upAya nathI. tame zA mATe raDe che? mane tamArA ja putra mAne. huM tamArI sevA karIza, ema mIThuM mIThuM bolate hate. tamArI pAchA AvavAnI AzA chUTI jatAM prajAjane tenI AjJAnuM pAlana kare che, ane duryodhana paNa sArI rIte rAjyanuM pAlana kare che. ApanA mRtyunA samAcArathI nirAza banelA bhISmapitAmaha, droNAcArya vigerene vinayavivekathI duryodhane pitAne vaza banAvI dIdhA che. te prajAne khUba saMtoSa Ape che. duryodhana rAjA banyA pachI kurU dezamAM ca nIti ke cerInuM nAmanizAna nathI. chatAM Apane dudhane mArI nAMkhyA che

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ve zALA vaMzana tevI jANu thavAthI prajA tene nia che. duryodhana petAne cha khaMDanA svAmI mAne che paNa mApa jIvatAM che tevu jANavAthI te dhrujI uThayo che. tenI bhUkha ane uMgha paNa uDI gaI che. basa, have huM hastinApura jAu chuM. Apa have khUba sAvadhAna manIne rahejo " dhama rAjAe vaDIlAne Apela saMdezo '' :--tyAre yudhiSThire kahyu ke he priyaMvada ! tuM mArA pitAjI pAMDurAjA, bhISma pitAmaha ane amArA hitastrI vidurakAkA darekane amArA badhAnA bhaktipUrNAMka praNAma kaheje. ApanI kRpAthI amarA zatrue haju sunnI potAnI duSTatAmAM saphaLa banyA nathI. ame Apa sarvanI AjJAnuM saMpUrNapaNe pAlana karIe chIe ne ame jaMgalamAM maDAsukhI chIe, paNa Apa badhAnI yAda khUba satAve che. Apa amArI ciMtA nA karazeA. A pramANe pAMDavoe priyavadane kuzaLa samAcAra kahyA. A sAMtaLIne priyaMvade prasannavadane kahyuM-huM jarUra ApanA samAcAra mApIza. tyAra pachI vanaphaLa ApIne pAMDavAe priyavadanA satkAra karyAM. pAMDavane khUba bhalAmaNu karIne kuMtAjI tathA draupadInI vidAya levA temanI pAse AnyA. duryodhana ahIM AvavAnA che. mA samAcAra sAMbhaLIne draupadInuM lehI ukaLI gayuM. teNe tane kahyuM-AAma teA badhA haNahaNI rahyA hatA paNa dharmarAjAnI khIkathI kAI khelatu' na hatu. paNa draupadIe khelavAnI pahela karI. teNe kahyuM-bhAI! A dharmarAjA tA dharmAtmA che. teo kAMI melaze nahi paNa huM tane kahuM chuM ke tuM duSTa durgaMdhanane kaheje ke eNe kapaTa karIne pAMDavAne jugAra ramADavA. badhI rAjalakSmI lUMTI lIdhI. eTalethI na patyuM te mane pApI du:zAsana ceTalA pakaDI DhaseDIne bharasabhAmAM lAvyA ane bharasabhAmAM ubhI rAkhI mArA cIra kheMcI nagna karavA uThayA ane ATalA badhA vaDIle|nI vacamAM mane kahyuM ke huM draupadI! tuM mArI jAuMgha upara AvIne esa. AvuM khelatAM tene zarama na AvI ! ATaluM badhu karIne amane vanavagaDAmAM mAkalyA. hajI paNa e duzmanane satASa thatA nathI ke pAchA ahIM amane mAravA AvavuM che? eNe mArA upara Ave jIlama karIne tenI mAtAnuM dUdha lajAvyu che. huM gAMdhArI! teM AvA putrane janma ApyA tenAM karatAM vAMjhaNI rahI haiAta te zuM khATuM hatuM? vAMjhaNI rahevuM sAruM. paNu AvA putrAnI mAtA thavuM khATuM. draupadI khUba garama thaIne AvA zabdo eTalI tyAre dharmarAjAe kahyuM-huM draupaTTI ! tAre AvA zabdo na khelavA joie. '' " tAjI ane draupadInA dharAjA sAme paDakAra ' :-draupadIe kahyuMsvAmInAtha ! tame teA ThIka che. zatrue mane bharasabhAmAM jAMgha batAvI chatAM tamAru lehI pazu garama na thayuM, tyAre kuMtAjI paNa draupadInI vAtanuM samarthana karatAM kahe che huM yudhiSThira ! draupadInI vAta sAcI che. ATale tiraskAra thavA chatAM tu kSamA rAkhIne besI rahyo. dhanya che tArI kSamAne! tArI kSamA te gajamanI che paNa kSatriya putrane AvI kSamA rAkhavI

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zAradA darzana 749 pAlave nahi. mArA bhIma ane ane A badhuM sahana kare tevA nathI. teo tArI bIke kaMI belatAM nathI paNa have duryodhana sAme kaDaka banavuM paDaze. enI duSTatAnI ja AvI gaI che, tyAre dharmarAjAe kahyuM-bA ! tuM paNa dropadInI sAthe kayAM bhaLI gaI! kuMtAjIe kahyuM-beTA! tane koI na AvatuM hoya te kAMI nahi paNa have amAruM lehI ukaLI gayuM che. jarA vicAra kara, ApaNe kevI dazA karI che. rezamI mulAyama vastro paheranArA tArA bhAIo valkala paherIne phare che. hAthI upara besIne pharanArA bhAIo pagapALA jaMgalamAM ghUme che. nitya navAM bhejana jamanArA Aje vanaphaLa khAIne rahe che. A joIne tane duHkha nathI thatuM? A ghaDapaNamAM mAtAne duHkha sahana karatI joIne zatru upara krodha nathI Avate? ane A kumaLI kaLI jevI pAMca pAMca patinI eka patnI draupadI paNa keTalA duHkha sahana kare che ! A joIne tamane lajajA nathI AvatI ! rAjabhavanamAM rahenArA ApaNe Aje eka vana choDIne bIjA vanamAM ane bIjuM vana cheDIne trIjA vanamAM bhikSukanI mAphaka pharIe chIe ne jyAM tyAM vRkSa nIce paDyA rahIe chIe. vanaphaLa vINIne khAIe chIe ne nadI jharaNAMnA pANI pIe chIe. kuMtAjI A rIte kahI rahyA hatAM tyAM draupadI kedhe bharAIne jorathI belI uThI. tApasavat mata baiTha raho, tuma lo Ayudha kara mAMhIM, je tumake praNa bAdhya kare che, de AjJA brAta ke tAMI, zrotA he dharmarAjA! tame te barAbara tApasa jevA besI rahyAM che. Ama besI rahevAne A samaya nathI. uThe, ubhA thAo, hAthamAM zastra dhAraNa kare ne zatrunI sAme yuddha kare, ane je tamane tamArI pratijJAne bhaMga thaze e Dara lAgatuM hoya te ApanA baMne bhAIone AjJA ApI do. tame mauna raheje. tyAM bhIma ane ajune uzkerAIne belI UDyA-TAbhAI ! ame te bharasabhAmAM duzAsane draupadInA cIra kheMcyA ane duryodhane jAMgha batAvI tyAre ja tene pUro karI nAkhata, paNa tame nA pADI eTale cUpa besI rahyA, paNa have je e duSTa duryodhana ahIM Avaze te ame tene jIte nahIM choDIe, tyAre tame amane rokavA na Avaze. yudhiSThire badhAnI vAte zAMtithI sAMbhaLIne kahyuM ke tamArI vAta sAcI che, tamArAM vacane kSatriyone zebhe tevA che paNa mArI eka vAta tame sAMbhaLe. ApaNe ghaNuM sahana karyuM ne ATalAM varSo vItAvyA. have jeTale game teTale samaya kADhavAnuM nathI. te pachI zA mATe pratijJAna bhaMga kare che! tera varSe kAla pUrA thaI jaze ne mArI pratijJA paNa pUrI thaI jaze. pachI mArA baLavAna bhAI ne koNa rokanAra che? pachI gadAdhArI bhIma ane dhanurdhArI arjuna bharasabhAmAM draupadInA cIra kheMcavAnuM ane tenA vALa kheMcavAnuM phaLa duryodhanane barAbara cakhADaze. ene barAbara badale leze. pachI huM kaIne rovAne nathI.

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7pa0 zAradA darzana | badhAne duzmana pratye krodha hate paNa yudhiSThiranI vAta sAMbhaLI sau mauna thaI gayA ne temanI vAtane svIkAra karyo ne kahyuM-bhAI ! amane duzmana upara ghaNe krodha che paNa tamane gamatuM nathI mATe ame kaMI taphAna nahi karIe. tyAre yudhiSThire kahyuM ke ApaNe tavanamAM chIe tenI duryodhana Adine jANa thaI gaI che. te ahIM AvavAne che. te ApaNe A sthAna choDIne svarga samAna ramaNIya, phaLakulethI yukta, gaMdhamAdana parvata para jaIe. ahIM kadAca e duzamana Avaze te nAhakanI laDAI karavI paDaze ne upAdhimAM mukAI jaIzuM. A vAtamAM badhA saMmata thayA. have badhA gaMdhamAdana parvata upara jaze ne zuM banaze tevA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM-6 - A suda 14 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 25-10-77 mahAna purUSe pharamAve che ke he Atman ! jaDa pudgalenI eMThane bhegavaTe kare tane kema game che? tuM te sAcA metIne cAre caranAre ane mAna sarovaramAM vasanAre rAjahaMsa che. te tane bhegaviSayanA gaMdA khAbociyAmAM kema game che? rAjahaMsa jema mAnasarovaramAM masta rahe che tema tAre paNa AtmajJAnamAM masta rahevuM joIe. bhegaviSayanA gaMdA khAciyAne cheDI saMyama rUpI mAnasarovaramAM AtmajJAnanI mastI mANavA taiyAra thayelA - gajasukumAla mAtA-pitA ane bhAInA AgrahathI eka divasa rAjasiMhAsane beThA. tene - rAjasiMhAsane besADIne mAtA-pitAe pUchyuM ke dIkarA! tuM Aje dvArakA nagarIne nareza che. tArI je IcachA hoya te khuzIthI kahI zake che. Aje tArI sattA che. mATe tuM amane AjJA karI ke ame tane zuM ApIe? have sUtrakAra zuM kahe che. "taLe re jayamAta vimaLa ja jAvaTa nAva saMmati" bhagavatIsUtramAM jevI rIte mahAbalakumAranA dIkSA mahatsavanuM varNana karyuM tema gajasukumAlane dIkSA mahotsava ' ujavAya. mahAbalakumAre jevI rIte dIkSA aMgIkAra karI tevI rIte ahIM jANI levuM, ane mahAbalakumAramAM lakhyuM che ke jamAlikumAranI dIkSAnuM varNana karyuM che tema samajI levuM. eTale jamAlikumAranI dIkSAnuM varNana karyuM che tevuM mahAbalakumAranuM ane mahAbala kumAranI jema gajasukumAranI dIkSAnuM varNana samajI levuM. che. ahIM gajasukamAlanI vAta cAle che gajasukumAlanA mAtApitAe kahyuM ke beTA ! tArI zuM IcchA che te amane kahe, eTale ame te pramANe karIe, tyAre, vairAgI gajasukumAle temanA mAtApitAne kahyuM- he mAtApitA! ApaNe khajAnAmAMthI traNa lAkha saunaiyA maMgAve. temAMthI eka lAkha rUpiyA ApIne kutrikApaNuthI eka rajoharaNa maMgAve. eka lAkha

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zAradA darzana 7pa1 senaiyA ApIne pAtarA maMgAve ane eka lAkha rUpiyA mArA vALa vaDA karavA mATe nAIne hajAmane) bolAvIne Ape. vairAgIne je joItuM hatuM te mAMgI lIdhuM. AthI mAtafjalAnA manamAM thaI gayuM ke basa, mAre dIkAre have cAlyo ! e emanAtha prabhunA caraNamAM jIvananaiyA jhUkAvaze, arere...mane mArA dIkarAne viga paDaze, AMkhamAM AsuM vahAvatI devakImAtA kahe che ke - viga rUpI gaMgA ne AMsuDAnI dhArA, bola beTA bele tame rekozo ke nahi, keTalA divaso vItyA tane samajAvavAmAM, haiye AzA hatI tuM rahIza rAjasiMhAsane. e AzAne phaLIbhUta karavA rokAzo ke nahibola beTA... . he dIkarA ! basa, tuM tArI mAtAne raDatI mUkIne cAlyA jaIza? tuM mArA sAmuM te je, tArA mATe meM keTalA manera bAMdhyA hatA ! ATalA divasathI huM tane samajAvuM chuM paNa tane kaMI asara na thaI. mane te AzA hatI ke eka divasa tane rAjasiMhane besADIza te tuM kAyama mATe tArA pitAjInI gAdI saMbhALaze. bola beTA ! tuM mArI e AzA pUrI karavA nahi rokAya? baMdhuo ! vicAra kare. je mAtA ATalA divasathI samajAve che chatAM samajAtuM nathI te have samajavAnuM che? jene eka kSaNa saMsAramAM rahevuM gamatuM nathI te kAyama mATe rahevAne hate? devakIjI dhamaTha hatAM chatAM mehanIya karmane uchALo AvavAthI te Ama bolI rahyA che. temanI AMkhamAMthI gaMgAjamanA vahI rahyA che. A AMsu parANe lAvelA na hatAM paNa mAtAne vAtsalyanAM vaheNa hatAM. vasudeva rAjAne paNa khUba duHkha thayuM, ane je dIkSAnA premI, dIkSA mATe dAMDI pITAvanAra kRSNa vAsudevanA dilamAM paNa duHkha thayuM ke mAre lADIle baMdha cA jaze. bhAIne viyeganuM dilamAM duHkha hatuM, sAthe pitAnA AtmA mATe kheda thaye ke mAre bhAI dIkSA leze ne huM rahI jaIza! mArA borIvalI saMghanA koI kRSNane A kheda thAya che khare? gajasukumAlanA viyegathI badhAnI AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhAra vahe che. devakImAtAnuM haiyuM cIrAI jAya che paNa vairAgIne tenI asara na thAya. badhAMne raDatAM jaIne vairAgI ne kahe ke hAya hAya- dIkSA levA jAuM chuM ne mArI mAtA ATaluM badhuM raDe che te enuM zuM thaze ? e te siMha je zUravIra hoya. badhAne mUkIne chalAMga mArIne nIkaLI jAya. te pAchuM vALIne na dekhe. (ahIMyA pU. mahAsatIjIe zAlIbhadrane dAkhale ApyuM hatuM ke teo eka cinagArI maLatAM jAgI uThyA ane saMsAra choDI cAlyA gayA, tema tamAre paNa eka vAra meha ane rAga cheDavo paDaze. je mukti vahAlI lAgI hoya te saMsArano rAga Do. te sivAya mukti nahi maLe. rAga che tyAM saMsAra che.) gajasukumAlanI mAtA keTaluM raDe che chatAM gajasukumAla kevA daDha che. mAtApitAne kahI dIdhuM ke mArA mATe traNa lAkha sonaiyA bhaMDAramAMthI kADhe. eka lAkha sonaiyAne

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zAradA darzana raharaNa, eka lAkha senaiyAnA pAtarA lAve ane eka lAkha senayA nAIne Ape. ATaluM badhuM nANuM ApavAnuM zA mATe kahyuM? temAM eka ja hetu che ke AvA cAritra mArgamAM vaparAtA pAtarA ane rajoharaNanA vahepArInuM daridra TaLI jAya ne temane saMyama pratyenuM bahumAna vadhe. lAkha senaiyA maLatA nAInuM daridra TaLI jAya ne AvA ja koI dharma pAmI jAya ne dharmane mahimA vadhe. gajasukumAlanA kahevAthI temanA mAtA-pitAe kauTuMbika puruSane batAvIne AjJA karI ke "viMAva mo vAdiyA 1 siridhAo tinnisaya sahassAI gahAya donni sayasaharaseNa kuttiza vaNNao rayaharaNaM ca paDiggahaM ja bALaH sacavAM navA sAhA" he devAnuM priye ! tame jaldI jAo ane ApaNA bhaMDAramAMthI traNa lAkha senaiyA laIne eka lAkha senaiyA ApIne pAtarA, eka 1 lAkha ApIne rajoharaNa lAve ane ekalAkha senayA ApIne nAIne belA. AvI AjJA sAMbhaLIne kauTuMbika purUSane paNa khUba harSa thaye ke aho ! ApaNA kevA sadbhAgya ke dIkSAthInA upakaraNo levA javAnuM maLyuM. saMsAranAM kAma karavAnI AjJA ghaNuM vAra maLI paNa AvI AjJA te sadbhAgya hoya te ja maLe ne ? AvuM samajI sevakoe harSabhera AjJAnuM pAlana karyuM. pAtarA ane rajoharaNa AvI gayA ane jamAlikumAranI mAphaka dareka kriyAo zarU karI. eTale pUrva dizA tarapha mukha rakhAvIne gajasukumAlane senAnA siMhAsana upara besADIne 108 kaLaza suvarNanA, 108 cAMdIna, 108 rUpAnAM, 108 ratnajaDita senAnAM, AvI rIte 108 jAtinA 108-108 kaLaza vaDe gajasukumAlane snAna karAvyuM. sArA vastrAbhUSaNe paherAvyA ane ThAThamAThathI gajasukumAlanI dIkSAne varaghoDe caDhAvyA. pitAnA lADakavAyA vIrAne dIkSA mahotsava ujavavA mATe kuNuvAsudeve AkhI dvArakA nagarI zaNagArI che. ThAThamAThane pAra nathI. Aje sAmAnya ke zrImaMta gharanA dIkarAdIkarIo dIkSA levA nIkaLe che te paNa tene dIkSA mahotsava keTalA ThAThamAThathI ujavAya che. tyAre A te traNa khaMDanA adhipati kRSNa vAsudevane lADakavAye hIrA je vIre dIkSA le che te tenA dIkSA mahatsavamAM zuM khAmI heya ! mUlyavAna vastrAbhUSaNe paherAvI-gaNagArIne gajasukumAlane taiyAra kya, paNa vairAgIne te e talasATa che ke have jhaTa bhagavAnanA caraNamAM pahoMcI jAuM. gajasukumAlane varagheDe caDhatAM joIne temanI mAtAnuM haiyuM cIrAI jAya che. kRSNavAsudeva pitAnA vIrAne bhagavAna pAse ja joIne vicAra kare che ke ahe! mArI mAtAe ATha ATha putrone janma dIdhAM. temAM mArA pahelAnA cha bhAIoe dIkSA lIdhI ane kAle savAre mArA pachIne janmele paNa dIkSA levA cAlyuM ane huM saMsAramAM rahI che. huM ke kamabhAgI ! AvA vicArathI kRSNavAsudevanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. te bhAInA sAmuM joIne vicAra kare che ke enA mukha upara vairAgyanA teja kevA jhaLakI uThayA che! gajasukumAlane joIne kRSNanA mukhamAMthI zabda sarI paDyA ke

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chaparka zAradA darzana e vIrA tArA vairAgyane joine mAruM haiyuM hele caDhayuM, e pUra vaibhavane choDIne virati svIkAratAM. UMcA AtmAne mArA vaMdana ke AvA tyAgI AtmAne mArA vaMdana heje he vIrA ! tAre vairAgya joIne mAruM haiyuM Aja hele caDyuM che. AvI mahAna sukhanI sAmagrI tane nA gamI. ame tane rAjasiMhAsane besADe paNa tane te ene sparza paNa na thayuM. pANIthI kamaLa nirlepa rahe che tema tuM rAjavaibhavathI nyAro ja rahyo. dhanya che tArA tyAga-vairAgyane ! tane mArA keTI keTI vaMdana he, varaghoDe caDhelA gajasukumAla devakumAra jevA zubhatA hatAM. varaghoDe dvArakA nagarInA mukhya mukhya mArge thaIne nemanAtha bhagavAna je udyAnamAM birAjamAna hatAM te tarapha cAlyA. AkhI dvArakA nagarInI janatA hele caDhI che. aho ! ApaNA vAsudeva mahArAjAne lADakavAyo dIkaro dIkSA levA cAle. sau tenuM svAgata karavA lAgyA. dhArI dhArIne tenA sAmuM jovA lAgyA. aho ! gajasukumAla kevA suMdara zebhe che ! AvI kumaLI vayamAM dIkSA leze? jyAre varagheDo bhagavAnanA samasaraNa pAse pahoMce tyAre gajasukumAvanA haiyAmAM harSa samatuM nathI. basa, have mArUM kAma thaI jaze. mAtA gajasukumAvane laIne bhagavAna pAse AvI ane AMkhamAMthI AMsu sAratI kahe che te mArA bhagavAna !' ke vaherAve AhAra pAre, keIvaherAve pAtarAnI jeDa, prabhujI mArA. huM re vaherAvuM mArA naMdane, anumati dIdhI mAtAe rovaMtA. Apane te ghaNAM bhakta che, kaI Apane AhArapANI vahorAvaze, kaI pAtarAnI jeDa vaherAvaze, kaI vasa vahorAvaze ne koI bahu sukhI haze te kAMbaLI vaherAvaze paNa huM to Apane mArA haiyAne hAra, kALajaDAnI kera, AMkhanI kIkI je vahAle mAre dIkare vaherAvuM chuM. Apa tenuM barAbara jatana karaje. A badhuM ke bolAve che? mAtAne meha che ne ? bhagavAnanI pAse hajAra saMta hatAM. te badhAM tapatAnI mAta lADakavAyA ja hoya ne ? paNa bhagavAna te jANe che ke putranA mehanA kAraNe A badhuM bele che. devakImAtA AMkhamAMthI zrAvaNa bhAdara vaTAvatI kahe che he prabhu! mAre vahAle dIkaro huM Apane vaherAvuM chuM. Apa tene sarvIkAra kare, tyAre bhagavAne kahyuM bahApu tevANupiyA mA vahivaMdha jehA" he devAnupriyA ! tamane jema sukha upaje tema kare. sArA kAryamAM vilaMba na karo. bhagavAnanA mukhamAMthI nIkaLelA zabdo sAMbhaLIne gajasukumAla kumArane e harSa thaye ke jenI sImA nahi. basa Aje bhagavAne mAre svIkAra karyo. tethI tene alaukika AnaMda thaye. vairAgya game teTale utkRSTa heya paNa gurU svIkAra na kare te dIkSA kayAMthI laI zakAya? eTale supAtra ziSya gurUne mahAna upakAra mAne. te manamAM ekaja vicAra kare ke ahe ! mArA gurUdeve mane mahAvata rUpI rane ApIne mArA upara mahAna upakAra karyo che. emaNe mane nyAla karI dIdhuM che. huM AkhI jiMdagIbhara zA,-95

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chaparka zAradA darzana e gurUnI sevA karuM, are, mAruM jIvana ApI dauM te paNa huM gurUnA RNamAMthI mukta banI zakuM tema nathI. enA dilamAM eka ja bhAva hoya che ke gurU mArA zvAsa ane gurU mArA prANa che. e kahe temaja mAre karavAnuM. mana, vacana ane kAyAthI jeNe gurUnA caraNamAM jIvana arpaNa karI dIdhuM che tevA ziSya gurU AjJAmAM taraboLa rahe te tevA AtmAnuM jaladI kalyANa thaI jAya che. A rIte gajasukumAlanuM haiyuM thanaganI uThayuM. basa, mane je joItuM hatuM te maLI gayuM. have mAre bIjuM kaMI joItuM nathI. paNa devakI mAtAnuM kALajuM cIrAI jAya che. te raDatI raDatI kahe che bhagavAna ! A mAre lADIle khAte sUve che ne khAte uThe che. e bhUkhyA rahI zakatA nathI. Apane tyAM te saMte bahu tapa kare che paNa A mArA lAlane tame bahu tapa karavA deze nahi. tapasyA karatAM ene vAra, bhUkhyAnI lejo saMbhALa, he prabhujI mArA, huM re vaherAvuM mArA kALajaDAnI kera re..anumatI dIdhI devakIe revaMtA, ApanA saMtene bahu tapa karatAM jeze te A mAre naMda tapa karavA taiyAra thaI jaze paNa Apa tene samajAvIne tapa karatAM rokajo. ziyALAnI ThaMDI paDe tyAre ene khUba sAcavaje. unALe taDakA bahu paDaze, tyAre prabhujI nA karaze vihAra re, mAro kamaLa lAla karamAI jaze, anumatI dIdhI devakIe revaMtA, he bhagavAna ! unALAmAM khUba taDakA paDaze. te kadI khullA page cA nathI mATe Apa unALAmAM bahu vihAra na karAvaze. A gulAbanA goTA je mAre lAla tApamAM karamAI na jAya tenuM dhyAna rAkhaje. cemAsAmAM AhAra pANIne jega na maLe tyAre tame tene samajAvIne sthira rAkho. mohavaza mAtA bele che ne bhagavAna sAMbhaLe che. sarvajJa prabhu te zuM banaze te badhuM jANe che. devakIjIe pahelAM bhagavAnane bhalAmaNa karI. pachI tene dIkarAne kahe che beTA ! meM te tane ghaNuM ghaNuM samajAvyuM, saMsAranA prabhane ApyA ne tArI ghaNI kasoTI karI chatAM tuM pAcho paDe nahi, tAre vairAgya se TacanA sonA jevuM che. - siMhanI pere saMyama lIye che, siMhanI jema tuM pALaje. pha pAche nA paDate lagIre re he lAla...mekSamAM vahelA sidhAvaje, 'he mArA lAla ! tuM siMha jevA zUravIra banIne nIkaLe che. te jyAre kaSTa paDe tyAre khUba daDha raheje. temAM pAchI pAnI karIza nahi. ziyALa je na banIza, e viSayamAM huM tane ghaNuM ghaNuM kahI cUkI chuM ane haju paNa kahuM chuM ke bAvIsa pariSaha sahana karavA bahu

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755 zAradA darzana kaThIna che. tuM carI jaIza tyAre kaI kaThora vacano kaheze, keI apamAna karaze, tyAre samabhAva rAkhaje. are kaI jagyAe ajJAnI manuSya mAra mAraze. tAro vadha karavA taiyAra thaze. te vakhate manamAM e vikalpa nahi karAya ke meM kayAM dIkSA lIdhI ! te vakhate siMhanI jema zUravIra ane merUnI jema aDola raheje. have tuM evI sAdhanA karaje ke pharI pharIne mArA jevI mAtAone revaDAvavI na paDe. mujane tajIne jAya, mAtA mata karaje re, karmo khapAvI INa bhava vahele muktine varaje re haju devakImAtA gajasukumAlane zuM hita zikhAmaNa deze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra-pAMDavone khabara paDI ke duryodhana lazkara laIne Ave che tethI teo gaMdhamAdana parvata upara javA taiyAra thayA. sahadevajIe zubha divasa Ape. te pramANe teo cAlyA. rastAmAM saMta maLyA tethI temanA darzana karI khUba AnaMda pAmyA ne AgaLa cAlatAM parvata upara pahoMcyA. tyAM jaIne dhArmika pravRttimAM lIna banatAM kuMtAjI ane draupadI haritanApuranA rAjabhavanene bhUlI gayA ane AnaMdathI vanaphaLa khAIne gaMdhamAdana parvata upara rahetA divaso vitAvavA lAgyA. eka divasa ane yudhiSThirane kahyuM-maTAbhAI! ahIM najIkamAM IndranIla nAmane parvata che. tyAM indra-IndrANInI sAthe krIDA karavA mATe Ave che eTale e parvatanuM nAma Indrakala pADavAmAM AvyuM che. caMdrakAMta ane sUryakAMta maNIothI te pahADa zItaLatA ane garamI prApta kare che. te parvata upara meTI maTI guphAo che. te je ApanI AjJA hoya te huM e parvatanI guphAmAM jaIne meM pUrve ArAdhelI vidyAonuM punarAvartana karuM. ahIM ApaNane ghaNI zAMti che ne samaya paNa che. A avasara pachI nahi maLe. arjunanI khUba IcchA che tema jANIne yudhiSThire arjunane AjJA ApI. juo, A mATe rAjakumAra che. arjuna je bANAvaLI te samayamAM keI na hate A zUravIra hovA chatAM moTAbhAIne keTale badho vinaya kare che! dharmarAjAe arjunane javAnI AjJA ApI eTale mAtA kuMtAjI, dharmarAjA, bhIma vigerene page lAgIne arjuna javA mATe taiyAra thayA tyAre yudhiSThire pAMDurAjAe ApelI vIMTI arjunane koI jAtane upadrava na thAya te mATe paherAvI dIdhI. vIMTI paherIne mAtA tathA bhAIonA AzIrvAda laIne ajune tyAMthI Indrakala parvata upara AvyuM, tyAM jaI aThThama tapa karI aDaga Asana lagAvI eka citta dhyAna dharIne pite sAdhelI vidyAonuM punarAvartana karavA mAMDyuM. tethI vidyAnA rakSaka deve pragaTa thayAM ne caraNamAM namIne kahyuM che svAmI! Apa amane koI pharamAve, tyAre arjune kahyuM ke atyAre mAre kaI kAma nathI paNa zatruonA vinAza mATe jarUra paDe huM ApanuM smaraNa karIza tyAre Apa pragaTa thaje. A pramANe kahIne deveno satkAra karIne temane vidAya karyA.

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zAradA darzana pachI tyAM pharatAM pharatAM ane eka dazya joyuM. eka gAyane eka suvara (bhaMDa) kheMcI rahyuM hatuM. tethI gAyane choDAvavA ane bANathI suvarane vadhI nAkhyuM. pachI arjuna pitAnuM bANa levA suvara pAse game tyAre teNe dUrathI eka zikArIne pitAnA tarapha deDo Avate joye. hAthamAM dhanuSya laIne zikArI suvara pAse Ave ne arjuna paNa tyAM pahoMce. arjuna senAnA pUMchavALuM pitAnuM bANa levA gayA tyAre zikArIe kahyuM ke he saumya purUSa ! ApanI mukhAkRti jotAM Apa rAjavaMzI purUSa lAge che. te Apa mArA bANanI zA mATe cerI karI rahyA che? ane kahyuM-bhAI! tuM jUThuM zA mATe bele che? huM keInuM bANa corI karIne laI jato nathI. huM te mAruM bANa levA AvyuM che. jenAmAM zakti hoya te mane reke. mArI zUravIratAnI sAme devendra, narendra tathA vidyAdharendrane paNa kaMI visAtamAM gaNatuM nathI te pachI tArAthI keNa Dare che? ajunanA A zabda sAMbhaLIne zikArI khUba krodhe bharAye. ajuna upara bAno varasAda varasAvyA. arjune paNa tenI sAme bANe pheMkavA mAMDayA. baMne vacce bhayaMkara laDAI jAmI. baMnenuM yuddha jevA mATe AkAzamAM vidyAdhare AvyA hatA. zikArI arjunanA bANe adhavacathI ja kApI nAMkhate hatuM, tyAre ane tenI sAme aneya bANane prayoga karyo eTale zikArI baLavA lAge, tyAre zikArIe varUNAstrane prayoga karyo. chevaTe zikArIne lAgyuM ke AnI sAthe zastrathI jItavuM muzkela che. tethI arjunane zikArIe bAyuddha karavA kahyuM. bAhuyuddha karatAM ane zikArIne paga pakaDI lIdhA ane AkAzamAM cAre tarapha bhamAvIne jyAM paththaranI zIlA upara pachADavA jAya che tyAM zikArI pitAnuM rUpa badalI vidyAdharanuM rUpa laIne arjunanI sAme Ubhe rahyo. A joIne arjuna Azcarya pAmyo. - arjuna upara prasanna thayela vidyAdhara -vidyAdhare kahyuM, he vIra purUSa! tArI je IcchA hoya te mAMga. huM ApavA taiyAra chuM. tyAre ane AzcaryathI pUchayuM, he purUSa! tuM koNa che? tuM kaI mAyAvI IndrajALI che ke sAce vidha dhara che? te tuM mane kahe, tyAre teNe kahyuM, meM tamArI viratAnI parIkSA karavA mATe mAyA racI hatI. tamArI vIratA joIne huM khuza thaye chuM. mATe tamAre je joIe te mAgI le. te pahelAM Apa mane pUche che ke tame kahyuM che? te huM kahuM te tame sAMbhaLe huM vizAlAkSa nAmanA vidyAdharane putra caMdrazekhara nAme vidyAdhara chuM. meM prajJapti vigere vidhAo siddha karelI che, tyAre ane pUchayuM ke tame zA mATe ahIM AvyA che? vidhAdhare kahyuM, ApanI sAthe mitratA karavA mATe Avyo chuM. mArI sAthe mitratA bAMdhavAnuM tamAre zuM prajana paDayuM? tyAre vidyAdhare kahyuM A vaitADhaya parvata upara rathanupura nAme eka nagara che. tyAM vidyuprabha nAmanA rAjAne prabaLa parAkramI be putra hatAM. temAM meTAnuM nAma Indra ane nAnAnuM nAma vidyumbhAlI.

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sArA na vidhyabha AjAe Indrane rAjA banAvyuM ane vinmAlIne yuvA rAjapade sthApanA karI dIkSA lIdhI. IndrarAjA nAmathI ja Indra na hatAM paNa saMpatti ane vaibhavathI paNa Indra hatAM. amarAvatI jevI suMdara temanI nagarI hatI. prajAnuM khUba nItithI pAlana karatAM hatAM. ane Indra-indrANI jevuM sukha jogavatAM hatAM, paNa tene nAnabhAI vinmAtrI khUba unphAna banI prajAnI saMpatti luMTavA lAge ane kaMIka strIonuM apaharaNa karIne tenI lAja lUMTavA lAge. A rIte atyaMta atyAcArathI prajA duHkhI thaI gaI eTale rAjAne vinaMtI karI ke kaI rIte Apa yuvarAjane samajAve tethI Indra rAjAe nAnA bhAIne ekAMtamAM besADIne khUba hitazikhAmaNa ApI paNa te dveSamAM pariNamI. te kaI rIte na samaye tyAre prajAnA hita mATe IndrarAjAe yuvarAjane dezanikAla karyo, eTale te nagaranI bahAra rahIne moTAbhAIne vinAza karavAno upAya zodhavA lAgyA. khUba vicAra karIne te suvarNapura Avyo. tyAM kharadUSaNane vaMzaja talatAla nAmane mahA baLavAna eka rAkSasa che. te vidhummAlIne mitra che. baLavAna rAkSasane sAthe laIne vidyAnmAlI tenA moTAbhAIne trAsa Ape che ne prajAne lUMTe che. tenA bhayathI dukhita banIne Indra pitAnA nagaranAM daravAjA baMdha karIne nagaramAM rahe che. nagaramAM ATale upadrava thate joIne eka divasa Indra rAjAe ekabaMdhu nAmanA tiSIne pUchyuM ke A mAre zatru kayAre karaze ? ne nagarI jyAre bhayayukta thaze? te kRpA karIne kahe, tyAre tiSIe tenA jJAnamAM joIne kahyuM ke, tamArA zatrune pAMDurAjAne putra arjuna ja mArI zake tema che, kAraNa ke A jagatamAM arjuna samAna bIje kaI dhanurdhArI parAkramI purUSa nathI. mATe tene tuM laI Ava, tyAre indra rAjAe pUchyuM ke ajuna atyAre kayAM haze? tyAre teNe kahyuM, hAla arjuna Indrakala parvata upara vidyAonuM punarAvartana karI rahela che. te Apa tyAM jaIne temane vinaMtI karI ne ahIM laI Ave. tiSInI vAta sAMbhaLIne Indra mane kahyuM ke he mitra ! tuM tyAM jaIne arjunane jaldI laI Ava. tArA vinA arjunane ahIM keI lAvI zake tema nathI. kAraNa ke, tArA pitAjInI sAthe pAMDane zuM saMbaMdha che te sAMbhaLa. eka vakhata tArA pitA vizAlAkSane koIe gADha baMdhanamAM bAMdhyA hatAM. temane ajunanA pitAjI pAMDurAjAe cheDAvyA hatAM. eTale tuM jaladI IndrakIla parvata upara jaIne arjunajIne laI Ava. mATe huM tamane levA mATe Avyo chuM. Apa jaldI padhArIne Indrane bhayathI mukta karAve. Ama vAta karatAM caMdrazekhare arjunanI AMgaLI sAme joIne pUchyuM ke bhAI! A vIMTI Apane keNe ApI che? ane kahyuM, A vITI ame vanavAsa AvyAM tyAre mArA pitAjIe mArA moTAbhAI yudhiSThirane premathI paherAvI hatI ane huM jyAre vidyAonuM punarAvartana karavA mATe ahIM Avyo tyAre mArA moTAbhAIe

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58 zAradA darzana mane paherAvI che. A vIMTI mArA pitAjIne keI vidyAre ApelI che, tema moTAbhAI kehatA hatAM, tyAre caMdrazekhare kahyuM-bhAI! mArA pitAjI vizAlAkSa ane tamArA pitAjI pAMDurAjA e baMnenA premanI nizAnInI sAkSIrUpa A mudrikA tArA hAthamAM camakI rahI che. mArA ane tamArA pitA vacce prema hatuM te saMtAnamAM prema vadhe temAM zuM navAI? A vIMTIthI vidyAdharanA zastronA ghA rUjhAI jAya che. ane tenAthI bIjA ghaNAM upadrave zAMta thAya che. A vIMTI khUba prabhAvazALI che. tame tene sadA tamArI sAthe rAkhajo. A rIte kahyuM eTale arjune kahyuM-tame te mArA moTAbhAI thayA. huM yudhiSThiranI mAkapha tamArI AjJA mAnuM chuM. eTale caMdrazekhare kahyuM tame mArI sAthe jaldI padhAre, jethI IndrarAjAnI ciMtA dUra thAya. A pramANe kahI caMdrazekhare arjunane vimAnamAM besA. have teo kayAM jaze tene bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 97 A suda 15 ne budhavAra tA. 26-10-77 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! ApaNe aMtagaDasUtrane gajasukumAlane adhikAra cAle che. gajasukumAlakumAranuM haiyuM saMyama levA mATe hileLA mArI rahyuM che. enA mananAM mane ratha pUrA thayA che eTale AnaMdane pAra nathI. tyAre devakImAtAne putrane meha che, enA manera adhUrA rahyA che eTale anarAdhAra rahe che. chatAM raDatAM raDatAM dIkarAne kahe che beTA! tuM saMyama laIne evuM cAritra pALaje ke pharIne tAre janma maraNanA trAsa veThavA na paDe, ane mArA jevI mAtAone raDAvavI paDe nahi. mAtAe A pramANe hitazikhAmaNa ApI. A sAMbhaLIne kRSNavAsudevanuM hRdaya pIgaLI gayuM. aha! mArI mAtA mArA bhAIne kevI hitazikhAmaNa Ape che ne vIre ke sAMbhaLe che. tyAre huM paNa tene kaMIka kahuM. have kRSNavAsudeva temanA laghu baMdhavAne zuM kahe che - vIra mArA saMsAra choDI, cAlyA saMyama vATa. je vIrabhagavaMtanI sevA kadIe bhUlIza nA...vIra mA. he mArA lADIlA vIrA ! tuM amane badhAne choDIne saMyamanA paMthe jAya che te tyAM ApaNuM jIvanauddhAraka nemanAtha bhagavAnanI sevA karavAnuM kadI bhUlIza nahi. tuM amane badhAne raDAvIne jAya che paNa bhagavAnane e arpaNa thaI jaje tAruM ke jaladI kalyANuM thaI jAya. haju AgaLa kahe che ke

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zArA darzana 757 mAtAe tujane janma Ape, pitAe pUryA tArA ke (2) vIrAe tane lADa laDAvyA, kuTuMba Ape vidAya (2) - vIrA...saMsAranA baMdhana teDI nAMkhyA te AjavIra mAra... vIrA (2) A paMthe vicarI pAmo bhava pAravAra mArA che vIrA! je mAtAe tane janma dIdhe te mAtA Aje codhAra AMsue raDe che. amane tAro atyaMta meha che paNa kharekhara ! ApaNI mAtA jevI kaI bhAgyavAna mAtA nathI. A mAtAnI kukhe janmelA sAta sAta ranne dIkSA le e kaMI sAmAnya vAta nathI. mAtAe tane janma dIdho ane sArA saMskAra ApyA. pitAjIe tArI je je IcchAo hatI te badhI pUrNa karI che. meM tane ramADo, khelA ne lADa laDAvavAmAM bAkI rAkhyA nathI, eTale amane tAro rAga raDAve che. tArI vidAya amane bahu vasamI lAgaze. tuM rAjapATa, vaibhava, mAtApitA, bhAI ane sAruM yAdava kuTuMba cheDIne jAya che. te saMsAranA baMdhane, ane meha, mAyA, mamatA teDI nAMkhyA che chatAM amane tAro moha che paNa tane amAre meha nathI. te he vIrA ! sukhe sukhe saMyamapaMthe vicarIne jaladI jaldI tame bhavasAgara taraze ane amane tAraje. traNa khaMDanA adhipati potAnA bhAInA mAthe hAtha mUkIne AvA AzIrvAda Ape te vakhate kevo dekhAva lAgatuM haze ! AvA vairAgyanI vAta sAMbhaLIne tamane kaMI nathI thatuM ke saMsAra choDavA jevuM che. eka vAta jarUra samajI lejo ke vahelA ke meDA cAritra aMgIkAra karyA vinA traNa kALamAM kalyANa thavAnuM nathI. saMsArane tame svarga je mAne che ane puNyane udaya hoya te mArga jevA sukha maLe paNa kharA, temAM nA nahi, paNa jyAM sudhI dhakko nathI lAge tyAM sudhI gADI sIdhI cAlaze paNa dhakako lAgatAM gADI khoTavAI jaze ane svarga jevo saMsAra dAvAnaLa je viSama banI jaze. vivekvAna manuSyo eka dhakko vAge te cetI jAya, ne enA AtmAnuM sudhArI le. mATe jIvanamAM eka dhakkAnI jarUra che. ahIM eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. vadhuSa nAmanA eka rAjA thaI gayA. temane atyaMta sukomaLa ane pativratA eka rANI hatI. enI pati pratyenI ajaba bhakti hatI. rAjAne paNa rANI atyaMta priya hatI. eka vakhata e prasaMga AvI gaye ke koI agatyanA kAma prasaMge rAjAne bahAragAma javAnuM thayuM, tyAre temanA koI duzmana rAjAne khabara paDI ke naghuSarAjA bahAragAma gayA che. te takane lAbha laIne duzmana rAjA tenA nagara upara laDAI laIne AvyuM. rAjyamAM khabara paDI ke duzmana lazkara laIne Ave che, ne rAjA nathI. zuM karavuM ? A samaye rANIe kahyuM, tame ciMtA na karo. huM laDAI karavA AvuM chuM. rAjAne svAMga sajI rANI taiyAra thaI, ane lazkara laIne laDavA cAlI, yuddhamAM mokhare rahIne duzmananI sAme zUravIratAthI

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zAradA na laDI ane zatrune harAvyuM, ne rANIe vijayaDaMkA vagADyA. rANInuM zorya joIne sainya Azcarya pAmI gayuM ke zuM rANInI zUravIratA che ! teo keTalA sukomaLa che paNa samaya Avye kevA zUravIra banI gayA ! sau rANInI khUba prazaMsA karavA lAgyA. thaDA divasa pachI rAjA bahAragAmathI AvyA tyAre khabara paDI ke rAjya upara dumana caDhI AvyuM hate ne rANIe tene harAvyo. - devAnupriye ! rAjAnI gerahAjarImAM rANIe zuravIratAthI rAjya rakSaNa karyuM. te have rAjAne AnaMda tha joIene? rANI pratye prema vadha Ie ke ghaTa joIe? ahIM pariNAma viparIta AvyuM. rAjAne rANI pratye prema vadhavAne badale abhAva che. rAjAnA manamAM ema thaI gayuM ke je rANI kadI parapurUSanuM mukha jotI nathI. ejhalamAM ja rahe che te rANuM ATalA badhA purUSa vacce bahAra nIkaLI, eNe keTalA purUSanA mukha joyA, have enA cAritrane zuM vizvAsa! kone khabara e kevI satI haze! A vicAra AvatAM rAjAne rANI pratye abhAva thayo eTale rANIne pitAnA mahelamAMthI kADhI mUkI ane eka daMDiyA mahelamAM rAkhI. juo, mANasanAM karmane udaya thAya che tyAre sAruM kAma kare che chatAM avaLuM paDe che. keI puSpa pAthare te kaMTaka banI jAya che. rANI khUba samaju ane vivekI hatAM. dharmanA svarUpane samajelAM hatAM eTale enA manamAM ema thayuM ke sAruM kAma karyuM chatAM mane rAjAe tarachoDI dIdhI ! mehavaza thaDo AMcaka lAge paNa bIjI kSaNe teNe manane vALI lIdhuM. emAM rAjAne zuM deSa! mArA karmane udaya che. he jIva! keIne viyAga paDAvyA haze te tane viyega paDe che. A rIte manane sthira karIne te rahevA lAgI. rAjAne te eTale badhe abhAva thaI gayela che ke rANuM bhUkhI che ke tarasI tenI khabara levA jatA nathI. pradhAnane rANuM pratye khUba sadUbhAva hatuM eTale te rANIne mATe badhI vyavasthA karatuM hatuM, ane avAranavAra rANInI khabara levA jate rANI moTA bhAge dhyAnamAM rahetI hatI. dhyAnamAM besI AtmAnuM ciMtana karatI. bhagavAne bAra prakArane tapa batAvyA che temAM dhyAna e AtyaMtara tapa che. upavAsamAM khAvAnuM baMdha karIe chIe paNa manathI koInuM kayAreka kharAba ciMtavAI jAya che vacanathI kaTu vacana belAI jAya che ne kAyAthI paNa pApa thavAne prasaMga Ave che. bAhyatapamAM manavacanakAyA chUTA rahe che tyAre dhyAnamAM te mana, vacana ane kAyA rokAI jAya che. eTale dhyAnathI jaladI karmo khape che. rAjAe rANIne tyAga karyo ne pAMca pAMca varSo vItI gayA chatAM hajI rAjA sAmuM jotA nathI. eka vakhata evuM banyuM ke rAjAne khUba tAva AvyuM ghaNuM upacAra karyA paNa kaI rIte rAjAne tAva utaratuM nathI. moTA moTA DokaTare AvyA ne ghaNI bhAre davAo ApI paNa rAjAne tAva na utaryo.

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- ' chevaTe pradhAne rANIne lAvyA ne kahyuM ke Apa mahAna pavitra satI che. Apa mahArAjano tAva utAre. A samaye rANIe glAsamAM pANI laI sarva prathama navakAra maMtranuM maraNa karyuM. pachI bolI ke he zAsanadeva ! je meM mana-vacana ane kAyAthI zuddha zIyaLavatAnuM pAlana karyuM hoya, mArA pati sivAya duniyAnA dareka purUSane pitA ane bhAI samAna mAnyA hoya te mArA patidevano tAva utarI jajo. Ama bolIne rANIe traNe vakhate pANI chAMTayuM eTale tarata rAjAne tAva utarI gaye. rANI zuM belI ne zuM karyuM te rAjAe najare joyuM. ghaNuM upacAra karavA chatAM tAva na utaryo tene rANIe palavAramAM utAryo. A joIne rAjAne khAtrI thaI gaI ke rANI satI che. meM beTuM karyuM. tenI zIla viSe zaMkA karIne pAMca pAMca varSa sudhI tene tajI dIdhI. tarata ubhA thaIne rANIne caraNamAM paDIne mAphI mAMgIne kahyuM...dhanya che satI ! meM tArI kadara na karI. mane pApIne dhikAra che. A rANIe kahyuM-nAtha! Apano doSa nathI. deSa mArA karmano che. rAjA kahe che, have huM tane paTTarANI banAvuM, paNa rANIne A banAva banatAM jambara dhakko lAgyo hate. kSaNamAM sukha ane kSaNamAM dukha Ape evA sukhano zo bharoso? dhikkAra che A saMsArane! nAtha! have mAre saMsAramAM rahevuM nathI. mArA AtmAnuM kalyANa karavA dIkSA levI che. rAjAe ghaNuM samajAvI paNa rANInuM mana pIgaLyuM nahi. eNe te dIkSA lIdhI. koIne vItarAga prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLIne saMsAranI asAratA samajAya che ne vairAgya Ave che, te keInA jIvanamAM A prasaMga banatAM dhakako lAgIne vairAgya Ave che ne dIkSA le che. tamane kaI A dhakko lAge che ke nahi ? saMsAramAM dhakkA te ghaNuM lAgatA haze paNa vairAgya AvatuM nathI, ane vItarAgavANI aMtaramAM utaratI nathI. ApaNA adhikAranA nAyaka gajasukumAlane kaI duHkhano dhakko lAgyuM na hatuM paNa bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne vairAgya AvyuM hatuM. emane saMsAramAM rokavA mATe ghaNuM prabhano ApyA paNa daDha vairAgI rokAya nahi. sAce vairAgI pote saMsAramAM rokAto nathI paNa tenA saMgamAM AvanArane paNa vairAgI banAvI de che. eka rAjakumAra bAlapaNuthI dharmanI bhAvanAvALo hate. ene saMsArano bilakula moha na hato. te udAsInabhAvathI saMsAramAM raheto hato. yuvAna thatAM tene mAtApitAe lagna karavAnuM kahyuM, tyAre kumAre kahyuM-mAtApitA! mAre lagna karavuM nathI. mAre AtmakalyANa karavA dIkSA levI che, paNa mAtApitA mAnyA nahi ne parANe be rAjakanyAo sAthe tene paraNAvya. koDa bharelI be rAjakanyAo paraNIne AvI. tenA haiyAmAM harSa samAto nathI. A mehaghelI kanyAoe suMdara masAlA nAMkhI be pAnanA bIDA taiyAra karI pitAnI zA-96

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EXA zAradA darzana sakhIone rAjakumArane ApavA mAkalI. paraNyAnI prathama Ata che. sakhI pAnanA khIDA ApatA kahe che kumArasAheba! amArI sakhIoe kiMmatI masAlA nAMkhI pAtAnI jAte premathI pAnanA bIDA banAvIne mekalyA che. te Apa svIkAra karIne ene dhanya banAvA, tyAre kumAre dAva joI ne segaDI mArI. kanyAonI sakhIone kahyuM ke tamArI sakhIne mAza pratye prema che ? sakhIe kahe-kumArasAheba ! AApanA premanI teA vAta ja zu' pUchavI ! jyArathI ApanA guNAnu' vana sAMbhaLyu che tyArathI ApanI pAchaLa pAgala banI che, ane Apane maLavA talasI rahI che. sakhIonI vAta sAMbhaLIne kumAre kahyu ke tamArI sakhIne eTaluM pUchI juo ke temane jenA pratye prema che tenuM rakSaNa thAya tevuM karAya ke temanuM nika Mdana nIkaLe tema karAya ? A gUDha praznano evA bhAva che ke jo kanyAone pAtAnA pratye prema hAya tA tenu' kalyANa thAya tema karAya ke tenuM bhavabhramaNa vadhe tema karAya ? sakhIoe pAtAnI rAjakumArIe pAse AvIne rAjakumAre pUchelA prazna kahyo. ane rAjakumArIe khUba saMskArI ane catura hatI. te patinA praznano gUDhArtha samajI gaI, ane vicAra karavA lAgI ke kharekhara, ApaNe te pati pAse saMsAra sukhanAM raMgarAganI raMgALI khelavA mATe AvyA chIe ane saMsAra sukhanA bhogavaTA karavAthI bhavabhramaNa aTake nahi paNa vadhe che, te ApaNA temanA pratye sAthe prema teA na ja kahevAya maiM! tarata khanne rAjakanyAo kumAranA pagamAM paDIne kahe che ke svAmInAtha ! ame te saMsAranA raMgarAgamAM ramanArI chIe paNa ApanuM ahita thAya, ApanuM nikaMdana nIkaLe tema amAre karavu nathI. ApanI sAthe sAce prema karavA che ne ApanuM bhaluM thAya tema amAre karavu che. tethI Apa jema kaheze tema ame karavA taiyAra chIe, tyAre rAjakumAre kahyuM ke jo mAruM ne tamAruM khaMnenuM hita karavuM hAya teA AjIvana brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra karI le. temAM mAruM ne tamAruM mahAna kalyANu che. ane kumArI samajI gaI ke svAmIe jIvanano judo ja rAhu pakaDelA che ane ApaNane e rAhe cAlavAnuM kahe che. teA have emano je rAhu te ja ApaNA rAha. emane je game te ja ApaNane gamavuM joI e. ema nakkI karIne tarata patinA caraNamAM namI paDI ane paraNyAnI prathama zatre hu bhera pati pAse jIvanabhara brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra karyuM ne elI uThI ke nAtha ! Ape amArA upara mahAna upakAra karyAM che. ApanA jevA saubhAgI kalyANakArI pati amane koI bhavamAM nahi maLyA hoya jethI ame bhavamAM bhaTakI rahyA chIe, nahitara bhramavAnu' zenu hAya ? pati para sAco prema karavA brahmacaya vrata svIkArI lIdhuM ane samaya AvatAM badhAe cAritra svIkAryu. TUMkamAM A dRSTAMtathI mAro kahevAno Azaya e che ke, sAcA vairAgI peAtAnA saMgamAM AvanArane paNa vairAgyanA raMge raMgI de che, paNa tenI pAchaLa taNAtA nathI. vairAgI

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che; sArA darzane gajasukumAla bhagavAnanI sAme ubhA che. mAtA devakI, pitA vasudeva ane vIrA kRNavAsudevuM badhA gajasukumAlane aMtarathI AzIrvAda Ape che ke, tame je bhAvathI cAritra svIkAro che te bhAva sadAne mATe TakAvIne jaladI saMsAra sAgarane tarI jAo. have gajasukumAlane temanI mAtA zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra-arjunajI caMdrazekhara vidyAdharanI sAthe jhaDapabhera teo vaitADhaya parvatanI dakSiNa zreNImAM pahoMcyA. eTale caMdrazekhare kahyuM-arjunajI! mAre mitra Indra ApanA darzana mATe utsuka banIne ubhe che te rathanupura tarapha A raste jAya che. ane A mAga jyAM talatALu rAkSasa laDavA mATe taiyAra thaIne ubhe che te suvarNapura tarapha jAya che, paNa ApaNe te hamaNAM rathanupura jaIe. tame Indrane maLe pachI tyAMthI sainya laIne suvarNapura jaIzuM, tyAre arjune kahyuM, pahelAM zatrunagara suvarNapura jaIe. huM je kAma mATe A chuM te kAma pahelAM karIza. zatrune mAryA sivAya IndranuM mukha nahi jouM. mATe zatru che te tarapha tame ratha calAve. caMdrazekhara kahe ke rAkSasa bahu baLavAna che. tyAM ekalAnuM kAma nathI mATe sainya laIne jaI e. arjuna kahe mAre sainyanI jarUra nathI. arjunano kahevAthI ratha suvarNapura tarapha vALe ane thoDIvAramAM ratha suvarNapuranA pAdaramAM pahoMcI gaye * " talatAla rAkSasane jANa thatAM yuddhanI vagADelI bherI" -rAkSase senAne sajaja karIne kahyuM ke A pAMDuputra arjuna IndranI sahAyamAM AvyuM che. te khUba baLavAna che paNa ekale che. tenI pAse sainya nathI. mATe badhA enA upara tUTI paDe ke jethI te palavAramAM marI jAya. pachI ApaNe Indrane batAvI daIe ke dekha, tArA mitrane ame - mArI nAMkhe. Ama vicArI rAkSasanuM sainya raNamedAnamAM AvyuM. jema garUDa upara sarpo tUTI paDe tema rAkSase arjuna upara tUTI paDayA. cAre tarapha yuddhanA raNazIMgA kuMkAvA lAgyA. rAkSasae arjuna upara bANane varasAda varasAve, paNa ajune kuzaLatAthI rAkSasanA bANene kApI nAMkhyA. rAkSasee judI judI jAtanAM zastrothI yuddha karyuM paNa koI rIte arjunane harAvI zakyA nahi. arjunanI kuzaLatA joIne caMdrazekhara Azcarya pAmI gaye ke zuM arjunanuM parAkrama che! AkAzamAMthI vidyAre paNa yuddha jotAM hatAM. ajunanuM baLa joIne vidyAre paNa kSobha pAmI gayA. ghaNIvAra sudhI yuddha cAlyuM paNa baMne pakSamAMthI koInI hAra ke jIta thatI nathI. chevaTe arjune droNAcArya gurUe ApelA maMtranuM smaraNa karIne prANa lenAra bANe cheDyA. vajathI jema parvata tUTI paDe tema arjunanA bANathI badhA rAkSase eka sAthe marI gayA. "zatrunAzathI devoe arjunane bolAvela jayajayakAra" -jyAM zatruone vinAza thaye tyAM AkAzamAMthI devee arjuna upara puSponI vRSTi karI ane arjunane jayakAra belA. rathanupuramAM paNa dene divya dhvani saMbhaLAya eTale

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By zAradA sA indrane khakhara paDI ke arjunajI tyAM pahoMcI gayA ane zatrune parAjaya karyAM, ane huM: to rAha jou chu. tarata ja vimAnamAM besIne pUvege indrarAjA suvaNa pura AvyA. caMdrazekhare arjunane IndrarAjAnI eLakhANa ApI. IndrarAjA arjunanA caraNamAM paDI gayAM ne snehathI bheTI paDacA. IndrarAjAe arjunajIne hAtha joDIne kahyu, huM vIrapurUSa ! hu' ApanA jeTale upakAra mAnu' ne jeTalA guNa gAuM teTalA ochA che. tamArA prabhAvathI Aje huM nirbhaya banyo chuM. AjathI mAru. rAjya ane mArA prANu ApanA caraNamAM dharu chuM. have Apa mArI sAthe rathanupura padhArIne mArI nagarIne ane prajAne pAvana karo. ajune ghaNI nA pADI paNa IndrarAjAnA khUba AgrahathI rathanupura javuM paDayuM. AkhA nagaramAM khabara ApyA ke ApaNAM zatrune haNanAra arjunajI padhAryAM che. rAkSasa ane viSNunpAlInA trAsathI lAko khUba trAsI gayA hatA, ane tenA nAza thavAthI prajAmAM AnaMda mAnada thaI gayA. 66 arjunajInu' bhavya svAgata :-khUba ADaMbarapUrvaka arjunajIne rathanupuramAM lAvyA. loko arjunane mAtIthI vadhAvavA lAgyA ne laLIlaLIne caraNamAM paDavA lAgyA. khUba mAna-sanmAna sahita arjunajI IndrarAjAnA mahelamAM AvyA, tyAre indrarAjAnI rANI IndrArANIe ratnAthI arjunajIne vadhAvIne svAgata kayu... ane khUba premathI jamADayA. tyAra Ada IndrarAjAe kahyu, A mArI putrIne ApanI sAthe paraNAvavA IcchuM chuM, paNa arjune kahyu ke ame te vanamAM rahIe chIe. vanavAsamAM lagna karIne zuM karu...? hu` kei upakAranA khadalAnI AzA rAkhatA nathI. have mane javAnI AjJA Ape! paNa IndrarAjAnA ati AgrahathI thoDA divasa rokAi gayA. dz citrAMgadAdi sA rAjaputrAe arjunajInA caraNamAM paDIne dhanurvidyA zIkhavADavA mATe vinaMtI karI eTale arjunajIe zeADA samayamAM dhanuvidyA zIkhavADI, badhA khUba rAjI thaI gayA ne temanA upakAra mAnavA lAgyA, ane hAthI, gheADA, ratnA vigere mUlyavAna cIjo arjunajIne bheTa ApavA AvyA tyAre arjunajIe kahyuM, mAre leTanI jarUra nathI, paNa mane tamArI jarUra paDe ne yAda karuM tyAre jaldI Avo. te samaye rAjaputroe kahyuM, ame AvIzu. paNa amArI bheTa svIkArA, paNa arjune kAMi lIdhuM nahi. arjune thanupuramAM rAjAnA ane prajAnA khUba prema saMpAdana karyAM, ane thADA divasa rokAI ne IndrarAjA tathA badhA bhAI e pAse javAnI rajA mAMgI. badhAe azrubhInI AMkhe arjunajIne vidAya vidAya temane ApI. ApavA mATe IndrarAjA sahita AkhI nagarInAM prajAjanA ghaNe dUra sudhI gavA. Indre aju nane mATe eka divya vimAna taiyAra karyu hatu. temAM arjunajI, caMdrazekhara ane citrAMgada Adi rAjakumAreza esI gayA. IndrarAjAe kahyuM, huM ApanI sAthe AvuM, paNa arjune nA pADI eTale ghaNe dUra sudhI sAthe AvIne pAchA pharyAM. A te vimAna mAge

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zAradA darzana 75 javAnu' eTale gheADIvAramAM arjunajI ga MdhamAdana parvata upara pahoMcI gayA ane vimAnamAMthI nIce utaryAM. arjune vimAnamAMthI nIce utarI mAtAne page lAgI caraNaraja mAthe caDhAvI. eTale kuMtAjIe arjunane khAthamAM laIlIdhe ne tene mAthe hAtha mUkI AzIrvAda ApyA ke hai putra ! tuM ghaNuM jIva. tuM ghaNAM divase pAchaLa AvyeA. tuM kSemakuzaLa che ne ? pachI arjunajIe yudhiSThira ane bhImane namaskAra karyAM. sahadeva ane nakule arjunajIne praNAma karyAM. pAMDavAnA vinaya joIne sAthe AvelA vidyAdharo paNa AzcaryamAM paDI gayA ke zu" A lokono vinaya che ! ne kevA prema che! arjunajI pAse keTalI vidyAe hatI, keTalA vidyAdharA tenA caraNu cUmatA hatA chatAM temanAmAM keTale vinaya che ! yudhiSThire sAthe AvelA vidyAdharIno Adara satkAra karyAM, pachI arjune yudhiSThira AdI cAre bhAIone paricaya karAvyA. vidyAdharAe paNa kuMtAjI tathA yudhiSThirane praNAma karyAM. pachI dharma rAjA, kuMtAjI, bhIma vigeree pUchyuM bhAI! vidyAnI AvRtti karavAmAM khATalA badhA samaya kema lAgyA ! tyAre arjuna mauna rahyA. "vidhAdhare karelI arjunanI prazaMsA" :-caMdrazekhara vidyAdhare badhI vAta kahI sabhaLAvI ane arjunanI khUba praza'sA karI. A sAMbhaLIne kuMtAmAtA tathA cAre ya bhAie ane draupaDhIne khUba AnaMda thayA. dhanya che dIkarA ! te paropakAranuM kArya karI mahAna puNya upArjana karyuM. draupadIne vizeSa AnaMda thayuM ke AvA puNyavAna ane pratApI patinI patnI banavAnuM mane saubhAgya sAMpaDayuM. eka e divasa vidyAdharA tyAM rokAyA pAMDavA sAthe khUba AnaMda karIne pachI javAnI rajA mAMgI, pAMDavAe temaneA Adara satkAra karIne vidAya ApI, ane pote AnaMdapUrNAMka rahevA lAgyA. tyAM zuM anAva banyA. eka divasa draupI beThI hatI. tyAM koNa jANe kayAMthI eka suMdara hajAra pAMkhaDIvALu kamaLa tenA kheALAmAM AvIne paDyuM. te senerI raMganuM hatuM. emAMthI suMdara sugaMdha nIkaLatI hatI. Avu' sudara ane sugaMdhita kamaLa joIne draupaddI khuza thaI gaI. eTalAmAM lIma draupadI pAse AvyeA. draupadIe bhImane kamaLa batAvIne kahyuM. svAmInAtha ! A kamaLa mane khahu game che, meM Avu sudara kamaLa kadI joyuM nathI. mane AvuM bIjuM kamaLa lAvI ApeA. jyAre mANasanA kama nA udaya thavAneA hoya che tyAre koI ne koI nimitta maLI jAya che, eTale draupadIne bIjuM kamaLa maMgAvavAnuM mana thayuM. bhIme vicAra karyo ke draupadIe jaMgalamAM koI cIjanI mAMgaNI karI nathI ane je Aje teNe kamaLanI mAgaNI karI che teA huM tene lAvI ApuM, ema vicArI moTAbhAI tathA kuMtAmAtAnI AjJA laIne kamaLa levA mATe gayeA. have kamaLa levA jatAM kevI muzkelImAM mukAze tenA bhAva avasare,

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zArA ne dhyAkhyAna naM-98 Ase vada 4ne ravivAra tA. 30-10-77 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! cAdavAdanA sarjaka, bhavabhavanAM bhedaka, parama paMthanA prakAzaka evA anaMta kRpALu vIra bhagavaMte jagatanA jIne AtmakalyANane mArga batAvatAM kahe che ke he AtmAo! AtmakalyANanI vidyA zIkhavA mATe mAnavajIvana eka mahAna suMdara zALA che. A zALAmAM kaI vidyA bhaNavAnI che ? bhautika vidyA nahi paNa AdhyAtmika mahAna vidyA bhaNavAnI che. tamArA saMtAne nAnA hoya tyAre ene lITA cheratA te AvaDe che paNa skulamAM besADaDyA pachI paNa je lITA ja deze ane ekaDo na ghaTe te nizALe besADyo zuM kAmano ? e te ekaDo, bagaDe, ka, kha Adi vAraMvAra lUTe ane e ene sArI rIte AvaDI jAya te nizALe beTho kAmano. basa, A ja nyAya ApaNu upara gheTAve che. anaMtakALathI AtmAe krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebha, asaMyama, meha, mamatA AdinA lIsoTA te karyA che paNa have A manuSya jIvana rUpI mahAzALAmAM AvyA pachI te zIkhavA mahenata karavAnI che ke je vairAgya, kSamA, saMtoSa, nirlobhatA AdinI vidyA AvaDI nathI tene ekaDA ghUMTavA joIe. jema bALako skUlamAM vidyAbhyAsa karavA mATe jAya che tema A mAnavajIvananI zALAmAM ApaNe laghutA, namratA, Indriya saMyama, udAratA, vairAgya, kSamA, samyakajJAna Adine abhyAsa karavAnuM che. A vidyA meLavavAnI prekaTIsa karavAnI che. jema bALaka ekaDo ghUMTavAne puruSArtha kare che te tene ekaDo ane tenAthI AgaLa vadhIne ghaNuM AMka, akSare badhuM AvaDI jAya che tema ApaNe paNa A zALAmAM AvIne kSamA Adi saddaguNanA ekaDA ghUMTayA karazu, tene abhyAsa cAlu rAkhazuM te jarUra e vidyA meLavavAmAM saphaLa banI zakIzuM. jJAnI kahe che ke kedhAdi kaSAya, jaDa pudgalenI rUcI, rAga, dveSa vigere karavAnI AvaData e pApavidyAnI AvaData che, guNAnurAga, kSamA, saraLatA, namratA vigerenI AvaData e dharmavidyAnI AvaData che. Aja sudhI AtmAe haju e vidyA meLavI nathI tethI bhavacakamAM bhaTakta rahyo che. mATe dareka AtmAe AvuM suMdara mAnavajIvana pAmIne e lakSamAM rAkhavAnuM che ke A mAnavajIvana rUpI mahAna zALAmAM AvIne dharmavidyAno je abhyAsa mane nathI AvaDatuM te mAre zIkhavAno che. te vidyAnA ekaDA ghUMTavAnA che. jene A vidyA bhaNavAnI tAlAvelI jAge che te kakSAnA prasaMge upasthita thaze te e vicAra karaze ke are! kSamA, namratA, saraLatA saMteSanA avasarane cUkIne anAdinI karmanI melI vidyAno bhega kyAM banuM! A pApanA ekaDA kayAM ghUTuM !

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zAradA darzana mAnavajIvananI mahAna zALAmAM AvI jeNe tyAga, vairAgya AdinI AdhyAtmika vidyA prApta karI che tevA gajasukumAla saMyama levA mATe prabhunA sasaraNamAM AvyA. pachI prabhune vaMdana namaskAra karIne te veza parivartana karavA mATe gayA. gajasukumAla ravayaM eka pachI eka alaMkAra utArI rahyA che ne mAtA tenA meLAmAM haMsalakSaNayukta zreSTha vastramAM jhIlI rahI che. e jhIlatAM AMkhamAMthI azrunI dhArA vahI rahI che. basa, have mAre dIkarA cAle! have mAre ene dIkare kahIne belAvavAne nahi ne e have mane mAtA kaheze nahi. AjathI amAre sabaMdha chUTI jAya che. raDatAM raDatAM paNa mAtA kahe che ke, lADIlA dIkarA! nArU raddhA nivanto, variyA kALamuttama tuM je zraddhAthI nIkaLe che, te zraddhA pUrvaka zreSTha evA saMyama mArganuM pAlana karaje. tuM jevI utkRSTa bhAvanAthI siMhanI jema zUravIra banIne dIkSA grahaNa kare che, evI utkRSTa bhAvanAthI saMyamanuM pAlana karaje. vaLI te putra! "anna nA karUcaa nAthA paricazvara jAvA, akSi adde Lo po " tuM saMyamane viSe prayatna karaje ne parAkrama karaje. saMyama laIne jarA paNa pramAda karIza nahi, khUba jAgRta raheje. paranI paMcAtamAM paDIza nahi, mAna-prazaMsAmAM taNAIza nahi, basa jJAna, dhyAna ane gurUnI sevAmAM masta raheje. A rIte mAtA pitAnA lADIlA dIkarAne abhinaMdana ApI rahI che. have gajasukumAle potAnI jAte paMcamuSTi lonca karyo, pachI vezaparivartana karI bhagavAnane vaMdana karIne kahe che. ahe mArA trilokInAtha prabhu! mArA upara kRpA karIne Apa mane cAra mahAvrata rUpI rane Ape. ahIM cAra mahAvrata kema kahyA? sauthI prathama ane chellA vIsamA tIrthaMkaranA samayamAM pAMca mahAvrata che, ane vacalA 22 tIrthakaranA samayamAM cAra mahAvrata che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 23mA adhyayanamAM kezIsvAmI. ane gautamasvAmIne saMvAda cAle che, tyAre kezIsvAmIe gautamasvAmIne prazna karyo ke he bhagavaMta, zrI pArzvanAtha bhagavAne cAra mahAvrata rUpa muni dharma ane zrI mahAvIra svAmIe pAMca mahAvratarUpI munidharma kahyuM che, te A baMnenA kahevAnA bhedanuM kAraNa zuM? mahAvIrasvAmI tathA pArzvanAtha prabhu mokSa rUpa kAryamAM samAna rUpathI pravRtta che te pachI dharmanuM AcaraNa karavAnI vyavasthAmAM AvA bhedanuM zuM kAraNa che? tyAre gautama savAmIe kezIsvAmIne kahyuM- he bhadanta ! munidharmane be prakArathI kahevAnuM kAraNa e che ke purimANaM duvisojho u, carimANaM durnnupaalo| kappo majjhimagANaM tu, muvisojho supAlao // 27 // prathama RSabhadeva bhagavAnane parivAra jaju ane jaDa hatuM. temano sAdhu AcAra durvizeSya hatuM, eTale ghaNI kaThInatAthI nirmaLa banAvavAmAM AvatuM hatuM, kema ke teo bAju ane jaDa hatA. tethI gurUdeva jevuM zikSaNa ApatA hatA tevuM teo saraLa

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768 zAradA darzana svabhAvavALA hevAthI mAnI letA, paraMtu temane samajAvavuM ghaNuM muzkela hatuM. aMtima tIrthakara zrI mahAvIra svAmIne parivAra vAMke ane jaDa che. emane sAdhu AcAra duranupAlya che, kAraNa ke emanA ziSya gurUnA vAkyane jANatA ne samajatAM hovA chatAM paNa vaka ane jaDa hevAnA kAraNe yathAtatha pALavAmAM zaktizALI banatA nathI. vaccenA bAvIsa tIrthakarono parivAra saraLa ane prajJAvaMta hatuM. temane sAdhu AcAra suvidhya ane supAlya kahyo che. kAraNa ke emanA ziSya saraLa ane prajJAvaMta hovAthI sAdhu saMbaMdhI AcAra vicArane sArI rIte jANe che ne enuM sArI rIte pAlana paNa kare che. tethI vacalA tIrthakaranA zi bhagavAne batAvelA cAturyAma rUpa dharmamAM maithuna viramaNa vratane sArI rIte jANe che ne sArI rIte tene pALe paNa che. pAMcamAM parigrahavratamAM strIne paNa samAveza thaI jAya che. kSetra, makAna, dhana, dhAnya, hIrA, mANeka, senuM, cAMdI e aceta parigraha che ane dAsa dAsI, pazu, strI Adi saceta parigraha che. AthI cethA mahAvratane pAMcamA mahAvratamAM samAveza thaI jAya che. tethI vacalA 22 tIrthakaranA parivAramAM cAra mahAvrata rUpa dharma che ane pahelA ne chellA tIrthakaranA parivAramAM pAMca mahAvrata rUpa dharma kahyo che. tethI gajasukumAle bhagavAnane kahyuM ke mane cAra mahAvrata Ape. gajasukumAlane jaladI saMyama levAnI tAlAvelI jAgI che tethI bhagavAna pAse vinaMtI karI rahyA che. temane saMsArano meha chUTI gayA che paNa haju devakI mAtAne putrano moha chUTa nathI. temaNe pitAnA vahAlaseyAne saMyama levAnI anumati ApI. khUba ThAThamAThathI varaDe caDhAvIne bhagavAna nemanAtha pAse laI AvyAM chatAM haju putra pratyene meha tene mUMjhavI rahyo che. tethI zuM bele che? ke "kIdhuM mukhathI javA mATe, chatAM dila beThuM raDavAne, mUMjhAvI mUkaze amane, are mamatA taNuM adhI, - khuTayAM che nIra nayanethI, vadhu kahevuM nathI mAre.' ahe! he amArA lADIlA vahAlasoyA dIkarA ! tAre jJAnagarbhita vairAgya ane saMyamanI daDhatA joIne tane dIkSAnI AjJA ApI ke jA beTA jA, kalyANa kara. tAre saMyama paMtha ujamALa ane niSkaTaka bane huM paNa samajuM chuM ke saMyamamAM je sukha che te cakravatine ke meTA Indrane paNa nathI. saMyama vinA traNa kALamAM siddhi nathI. chatAM mehadazA mane mUMjhavI rahI che. meM tane dIkSAnI AjJA ApI ane bhagavAnane soMpavA samosaraNa sudhI laI AvI chatAM mAruM dila raDI rahyuM che. mArA dilamAM mamatAnI AMdhI uThI che. tArA pratyenI mamatA mane raDAvI rahI che. te premALa pitA, mamatALu mAtA ane vahAla yA vIrAnA snehanA tAMtaNAne teDI nAMkhyA paNa haju amArI mamatA chUTatI nathI. .

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zAradA darzana baMdhuo!jayAre bhayaMkara AMdhI caDhe tyAre kaI dizA sUjhatI nathI. AMdhImAM te kadAca dizA sUjhe paNa mohanIya karmanI AMdhI caDhe che tyAre bhalabhalA DAha - ane buddhizALI AtmAo paNa bhAna bhUlI jAya che. ATha karmomAM mehanIya karma pradhAna che. tenI sthiti 70 kADAkoDI sAgaropamanI che. jyAM sudhI mehanIya karma haTatuM nathI tyAM sudhI mokSa maLato nathI. jeTaluM mahanIya karma maMda paDe eTale AtmA haLa bane. mehanA kAraNe devakImAtA bolI rahyA che ke he dIkarA ! raDI raDIne mArI AkhonAM nara khUTI gayA. AMsu sUkAI gayA. have tuM saMsAranA sarva saMbadhone choDIne jaldI mahAvrata aMgIkAra karavA tatpara banyuM che tethI have mAre tane vadhu kahevAnuM nathI. tane chele eTaluM kahuM chuM ke he dIkarA! tuM bhagavAna nemanAthanA mArge jAya che, emanA caraNakamaLamAM tArI naiyA jhUkAve che ne prabhunuM zaraNuM aMgIkAra karI temanI AjJAmAM arpAI javA je mahAna mArge jAya che te mArge jatAM tene amArA aMtaranA AzIrvAda che ke -- vinaye vadhajo, vaiyAvacce vadhajo, kSamAmAM vadhajo, jJAnamAM vadhajo. - hAMre tame vItarAga bhAvane pAmavadhAvIe re gajasukumAlane. beTA! tane amArA keTI koTI dhanyavAda che. tuM sAva cheTI vayamAM saMyamanA mahAna vikaTa mAge jAya che. A mArga kAMTALo che. A mArgamAM kadAca upasargonA ulkApAta mace ane pariSahanA pahADa tUTI paDe te samaye samabhAva rAkhe e sahaja kAma nathI. dIkarA! saMyama laIne tuM vinayamAM vadhaje eTale vaDIlene vinaya kyAre cUkIza nahi. vinaya guNa e mahAna guNa che. vinayathI vairI vahAlA bane che ne zatru mitra bane che. mATe vinayamAM AgaLa vadhaje. badhAnI vaiyAvacca eTale sevA karaje. sevA karavAthI jIvanamAM laghutA ane namratA Ave che, mATe zuddha bhAve sevA karaje. sevA karavAthI mokSanA mevA maLe che. vaLI tuM jJAnadhyAnamAM ne kSamAmAM AgaLa vadhaje. kadAca koIvAra e prasaMge upasthita thAya tyAre krodha na karatAM kSamAne dhAraNa karaje. sAdhunA daza prakAranA dharmomAM "khaMti"eTale kSamAne prathama sthAna ApyuM che. kSamA e mokSane daravAjo che ne vIra purUSanuM bhUSaNa che. sadAya bhagavAnanI AjJAmAM rahIne saMyama mArgamAM pragati karaje ne pharIne janma le na paDe tevI sAdhanA karaje. juo, mAtA kevA suMdara AzIrvAda ApI rahI che. mAtAno prema alaukika che. saMtAnanA lehIne aNuaNumAM mAtAno upakAra rahe che, paNa Aje saMtAno moTA thatAM. mAtAnA upakArane bhUlI jAya che. devakI mAtA kahe che beTA! A saMsAra rUpI saMgrAmamAM krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebha Adi duzmanone jItavA tane ekaluM chuM ane IcchuM chuM ke bhavabhavanA e duzmanone jItI ekSa rUpI vijayamALane paheraje. pariSaha Ave te bhaDavIra thaIne teno sAmano karaje paNa pAchI pAnI karIza nahi. huM tArI A bhavanI janma denArI mAtA chuM jyAre gurUdeva tArA bhavabhavane sudhAranAra gurUmAtA che. temanI : zA-97

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zAradA darzana AjJAnuM prANute paNa pAlana karaje. koI kAryazAsana virUddha karIza nahi. paLe paLe jinAjJAne vicAra ane pratyeka kriyAmAM jinAjJAna bhAva tArAmAM seThasa bharAyeluM raheze te muktinA sukha tArI hatheLImAM ramatA thaI jaze. A rIte devakImAtAe gajasukumAlane AzIvAda ApyA. ATaluM bolatAM temanI AMkhamAMthI zrAvaNa-bhAdara vahevA lAgyuM. have devakI mAtA gajasukumAlane dIkSA devAnI bhagavAnane kevI rIte anumatI Apaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra - draupadInA kahevAthI bhIma badhAnI AjJA laIne kamaLa levA mATe gaye. teNe nadI, parvata vigere bhayaMkara rastAo pAra karyA chatAM te kamaLavALuM sarevara maLyuM nahi. bhImanA gayA pachI A yudhiSThira vigerene aniSTa sUcaka apazukana thavA lAgyA. tethI te badhA paraspara vicAra kare che ke, zuM ApaNuM upara kaI vina AvavAnuM haze! ghaNe samaya thaye chatAM bhIma na Ave eTale draupadI kahe, Apa jaldI jaIne ApanA bhAInI tapAsa kare. te haju sudhI kema AvyA nathI ? bhImane zedhavA mATe yudhiSThira potAnA kuTuMbane sAthe laIne tyAMthI cAlyA, pahADa, nadI oLaMgatA cAlyA jAya che, tyAM rastAmAM eka moTI khUba vizALa nadI AvI. yudhiSThire kahyuM, bhIma sivAya A nadI ApaNane koNa pAra karAvaze? badhA ciMtAtura banI gayA, tyAre arjunajI kahe che bhAI ! Ama ciMtA na kare. mArI pAse vidyA che te vidyAnA prabhAvathI nadInA be bhAga thaI jaze ne badhA A nadIne pAra karI zakazuM. dharma rAjA kahe-bhAI AvA sAmAnya kAma mATe vidyAono upayoga kara te egya nathI. nadI oLaMgavA mATe vidyAnuM smaraNa karavAnI jarUra nathI. ApaNe hiDaMbAne yAda kare. yudhiSThire hiDaMbAnuM smaraNa karyuM ke tarata hiDaMbA AvI gaI. hiDaMbA piyara gaI hatI tyAre kahIne gaI hatI ke Apane jyAre mArI jarUra paDe tyAre mAruM maraNa karaje. huM tarata AvIza ane ApanuM je kArya haze te avazya karIza. hiDaMbA tenA putrane sAthe laIne AvI, hiDaMbAne joIne badhA harakhAI gayA. hiDaMbA AvIne kuMtAmAtAnA caraNamAM paDI. kuMtAjI ane draupadI sAthe premathI vAte karI. hiDaMbAnI sAthe bhIma jevA bALakane joIne dharmarAjAe pUchyuM. A koNa che? tamAre dIkare che. huM garbhavaMtI hatI tyAre ekacakA nagarIthI Ape mane kahyuM hatuM ne ke amAro vanavAsa haju bAkI che. mATe Apa khuzIthI piyaramAM raho. ApanI AjJAnusAra huM piyara gaI hatI. tyAM gayA pachI A putrane janma thaye. A putranA janma pachI tiSIoe tenuM bhaviSya bhAkhyuM ke, A putra evo baLavAna banaze ke, te tenA pitAnA zatruone uccheda karaze. tenuM nAma ghaTotkaca rAkhyuM che. huM tene bhaNAvuM chuM. tene ceDI keLavaNI ApI che, ne cheDI haju bAkI che, dharmarAjA ghaTekacane kheLAmAM

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371 zAradA dezana laI ne ramADavA lAgyA. tene nirakhI nirakhIne jovA lAgyA. ahA ! A te bhIma jevA saubhAgI ne zUravIra dekhAya che. pAMDavA ghaTAtkacane khUba premathI ramADe che. tene ramADavAmAM bhImane paNa bhUlI gayA. dhama rAjA kahe che, huM hiMDakhA ! A nadInA sAme kinAre pahAMcADavA mATe ame tAruM smaraNa karyu hatu. have tuM amane A nadI utarAva. hiDaMkhAe vidyAnA baLathI badhAne uMcakIne nadInA sAme kinAre jyAM kamaLanuM sareAvara hatuM tyAM mUkayA. eTalAmAM bhIma kamaLa laI ne AvyeA. tene joI ne badhA bhAI e, kuMtAmAtA, draupadI, hiDa MbA badhA khuza thaI gayA. bhIme kamaLa lAvIne draupadIne ApyuM, paNa tene sa MtoSa na thayA, tethI te pharIvAra kamaLa levA sarovaramAM gayA. badhA sarovaranA kinAre AnadathI rahe che. Di khA kahe, have huM ApanI sAthe rahuM ? dhama rAjA kahe-nA, tuM te hamaNAM piyaramAM rahe, jarUra paDe tyAre khelAvIzuM. hiMDakhA peAtAnA putrane laI pIyara gaI. bhImane kamaLa levA gayA ghaNA samaya thayA chatAM bhIma mahAra na Avye eTale kuMtAmAtA ciMtAtura khanI gayA. temaNe pAMDavAne kahyuM"-tame jaldI sarAvara kinAre jaI ne bhImane zodhI lAve. Apa jaldI jAva, draupadI khUba raDavA lAgI, kuMtAmAtAe jorathI kahyuM-arjuna....arjuna ! koI grAhe bhImane pakaDayo lAge che. mAtAnA vacana sAMbhaLI arjuna pANImAM kUdI paDaye, te paNa rUkhI gayA. pachI sarhadeva ane nakuLa gayA te paNa rUkhI gayA. eka dhama rAjA bAkI rahyA. te vicAra kare che ke are vidhAtA ! te A zuM karyu? mArA cAra cAra bhAI Ane pANImAM DUbADavA ? Ama vicAra karI mAtA pAse AvIne kahyuM- hai mAtAjI ! mArA bhAio tA samudrane tarI zake che ne ekAeka kema pANImAM DUbI gayA ! mane ta lAge che ke koI zatrue temane rokI rAkhyA haze. have huM mArA bhAI Ano patto meLavavA jAuM chuM. Apa ahIMyA eso. dhama rAjA navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karI sarovaramAM gayA. te paNa pANImAM rahI gayA. sUryAsta thaI gayA chatAM pAMDA na AvyA tethI tAjI ane draupadI ane mUrchA khAIne paDI gayA. mUrchA vaLyA pachI draupadI khUba raDavA lAgI, ahA ! mArA patinuM zuM thaze ? pAMce gayA temAMthI eka paNa pAchA na AvyA ? have amAro AdhAra kANu ? tema khUba vilApa karavA lAgI tyAre kuMtAmAtA kahe che. 66 draupadInA vilApamAM kuMtAjInuM AzvAsana -hai draupadI ! tuM raDIza nahiM. kevaLIbhagavAnanA vacana traNa kALamAM mithyA na thAya. mArA putra yuddhamAM ghaNAM maLavAna che. temane kacAre paNa AMca AvavAnI nathI. te game tyAM jaze teA paNa vijaya meLavIne Avaze. bhagavAne kahyuM che ke tera varSAM pUrA thayA pachI tArA putrA pharIne rAjasihAsane esaze ane chevaTe te rAjyano tyAga karI saMyama laI ne meAkSamAM jaze. mATe tuM ciMtA karIza nahi. atyAre teo koI sa'kaTamAM AvI gayA lAge che tethI temanA rakSaNa mATe

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ocheruM zAradA darzana ApaNe prabhunuM samaraNa karIe ne dhyAnamAM besI jaIe. ema vicArI te bane dhyAnamAM besI gayA. draupadI vananA deva-devIone vinaMtI karatAM kahe che he deva! je mana, vacana, kAyAthI meM mArA pati sivAya keInI sAme daSTi karI na hoya ne zIyaLanuM barAbara pAlana karyuM hoya te mArA patidevanuM rakSaNa kare. temane koI AMca AvavI na joIe. kuMtAjI kahe che je deva-gurU ane dharma pratyenI mArI zraddhA sAcI hoya te mArA putronA vine dUra thajo, ema kahIne baMne dhyAnamAM besI gayA. temanuM dhyAna jeIne pazuo paNa sthira thaI gayA. temanA sthAna ane zIyaLanA prabhAvathI rAkSasee prANIono saMhAra choDI dIdhuM. ema karatAM rAtrI pUrNa thaI ne sUrya udayamAna thayuM. tyAM zuM banyuM. mAtAnA caraNamAM vaMdana karatA pAMDe' -eka prahara divasa vyatIta thayA pachI AkAzamAMthI eka suMdara vimAna utaryuM. temAMthI pAMDee utarIne mAtAnA caraNamAM vaMdana karyA, tyAM divya rUpadhArI hariNameSI nAmane deva AvyuM ne kuMtAjIne vaMdana karIne be, he kuMtAjI! Apane dharma Apane phaLyo che, Apa dhyAna pALe. ApanA lADIlA pAMDe ApanI pAse AvIne ubhA che. A sAMbhaLI kuMtAjI ane draupadIe dhyAna pALyuM. kuMtAjI pitAnA putrone ane draupadI pitAnA patione joIne khUba AnaMda pAmyA. pachI kuMtAjI te devane pUche che, A badhuM zuM banyuM ? Apa pAMDene kevI rIte ne kyAMthI lAvyA ? tyAre deva kahe, mAtA ! Apa eka cittathI sAMbhaLe. huM badhI vAta Apane kahuM chuM. hamaNAM kaI munine kevaLajJAnanI prApti thaI che te mahatsava ujavavA Indra A rastethI jatAM hatAM. vimAna ahIM AvatAM thaMbhI gayuM. vimAna thaMbhavAnuM kAraNa jotAM Apa baMnene dhyAnamAM joyA. avadhijJAnathI jANyuM ke pAMDanA virahathI temanI mAtA ane patnI baMne duHkhI thaI rahyAM che. tethI ApanuM duHkha maTADavA Inke mane kahyuM ke tame jaIne pAMDavone cheDA ane A mAtA tathA patnInuM duHkha maTADe. bhIma je sarevaramAM kamaLa levA gayA che te sarevara nAgadevanuM che. nAgadeva tene rakhevALa che. bhIme sarovaramAM praveza karyo tyAM nAge tene pakaDI lIdhe, pachI bhImanI zodhamAM cAre bhAIe sarovaramAM gayA. te cAre bhAIone nAgapAzathI bAMdhIne nAgadevanI sAme hAjara karyA che, te tame jaIne pAMDene cheDA. jyAre nAgadeva jANaze ke A pAMca pAMDe che, tyAre pAMDanuM nAma sAMbhaLIne ja te temane choDI mUkaze ane pote karelA A kArya badala kSamA mAgaze. * indranI AjJA thavAthI huM nAgadeva pAse gaye ne meM kahyuM- tame jene nAgapAzathI bAMdhyA che te pAMDe che. temanA virahathI temanI mAtA ane patnI khUba raDe che. pAMDenuM nAma sAMbhaLatAM ja nAgadeve tene nAgapAzamAMthI cheDI nAMkhyA. temaNe pitAnA Asana upara ApanA putrone besADIne temanI pAse kSamA mAMgI. pAMDa kahe che tamAre kSamA

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zAhA saMta mAMgavAnI na hoya. A sarovaramAM kaI praveza karatuM nathI ne ame karyo te amArA gunha che. mATe Apane kSamA mAMgavAnI na heya. nAgadeve pAMDa upara prasanna thaIne eka viSanAzaka mALA ApI ke je mALAnA prabhAve kaIne sarpa karaDe nahi ane kadAca sakhI jevA jherI prANI karaDe te tenuM jhera caDhe nahi. A mALA kuMtAmAtAne ke draupadIne game tene Apa paNa tamArA parivAramAM rAkhaje, ane draupadI mATe bIjA be lIlA kamaLa ApyA. pachI tamArA putronI khUba prazaMsA karI ane nAgadeve pitAnI pAse rAkhavA khUba Agraha karyo paNa pAMDee ApanI tathA patnInI ciMtAne kAraNe teno svIkAra karyo nahi, pachI tyAMthI nIkaLIne ApanA tapa-dhyAnathI prasanna thayelA IndranI AjJAthI meM ApanA pAMce patra Apane eNpyA che. have huM kevaLI bhagavAnanA darzana karavA jAuM chuM. mArA lAyaka keI kArya hoya te Apa mane batAve. tethI kuMtAjI kahe che bhAI! te te amArA upara mahAna upakAra karyo che. have Apa amane badhAne dvaitavanamAM mUkI jAo. have AgaLa zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 9 Ase vada 8 ne gurUvAra tA. 3-11-77 sujJa baMdhuo ! jJAnI kahe che ke, ajJAna dazAmAM paDelo AtmA saMsAranA managamatA padArtho, managamatA meLA ane managamatA mAna-sanmAna A traNanI aMdara aTavAI gaye che. managamatA padArthomAM tamArA saMsAra sukhanI dhana, vaibhava, baMgalA, moTara, gADI Adi tamAma vastuo AvI jAya. managamatA meLAmAM mAtA-pitA, bhAI-bahena, putra-patnI parivAra, sanehI kuTuMbIjane Adi badhAne samAveza thaI jAya, ane managamatA mAnasanmAna. A traNe upara rAga rAkhIne ajJAnI jIva pitAne mahAmeMghe kiMmatI samaya tene meLavavAmAM ne sAcavavAmAM gumAvI rahyo che. A traNa vastu paranI deTa AjakAlanI nathI. tene meLavavAmAM eka, be, pAMca, pacAsa nahi, paNa anaMta jIvana gumAvyA. chatAM jIvane haju kyAre paNa e vicAra AvyuM che kharo ke A traNa cIjo khAtara keTalA jIvane ApI dIdhA paNa vItarAga prabhunuM zAsana pAmIne uttama koTinA samadarzana, samyakajJAna ane samyaphacAritra rUpI ratnatrayInI khAtara zuM eka jIvana paNa nahi! vicAra te karo, AtmA anaMta sukhane adhipati, anaMtajJAnane puMja ane anaMta guNane dhaNI che. te sukha meLavavAne purUSArtha na karatAM anaMta bhava A saMsAranI tripuTIne ApyA. chatAM temAM saMteSa nahi. tenI mAMga te cAlu ne cAlu che. managamatA meLAmAM kuTuMbIjane kaheze ke, A lAve, te lAve, A joIze, te joDaze. managamatI cIje kahe che Ama meLave. jyAM navIna vastu, dekhe tyAM vasAvavAnuM mana thaI jAya. managamatA mAna-sanmAna kahe che ke Ama

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Ho cAMdA dAna po, mAma cAlo, Ama karo, mA tripuTI khAtara ghaNAM jIvana veDaphI nAMkhyA ne pariNAme duHkha ubhA karyAM. AvA saMsAranI veTha karavA karatAM prabhue batAvela ratnatrayInI ArAdhanA karo ke jethI bhaviSyakALamAM paNa sukha maLe. A triratnanI ArAdhanA karavA mATe mAnavajanma e senerI avasara che e eLakhIne tuM dharma sAdhanAmAM lAgI jA. AcArAMga sUtramAM bhagavAna khelyA che ke, " saMdhi jogaNa nAbhijJA / AlAkamAM dharma karavAnA avasarane tuM jANu. ahIM saMdhi zabdanAM e atha thAya che. eka tA saMdhi eTale avasara ane bIjo artha sa Mdhi eTale sAmAnya rItathI joDavu. sadhi e prakAranI che. dravyasadhi ane bhAvasa'dhi. divAla AdimAM chidra paDe ne te sAMdhavuM te drazyasadhi ane kama`mAM chidra paDe ne tene pUravu te bhAvasaMdhi che. bhAvasaMdhi traNa prakAranI che. samyagdarzana, samyajJAna ane samyakcAritranI prApti, uddayamAM AvelA dazana mAhanIya karmAMnA kSaya athavA kSApazama ane udayamAM nahi AvelAnA upazama karI samyaktvanI prApti karavI e bhAvasa Mdhi che. enAthI mithyAtvanuM chidra purAI jAya che. jJAnAvaraNIya kramanA kSaya ke kSayApazama karavAthI samyakttAnanI prApti thAya che. tethI ajJAnanuM chidra pUrAya che. cAritra mAhanIya kA~nA dezathI athavA sarvAMthI kSapazama karavAthI AtmAne dezivarati ane savirati cAtrinI prApti thAya che. enAthI vratanu dvAra khadha thaI jAya che. sadhinA khIjo artha avasara thAya che. divasanI samApti ane rAtanA prAraMbha eTale sa dhyAkALa tathA rAtrinI samApti ane divasano udaya eTale uSAkALane saMdhikALa kahevAya che. A rIte ajJAna, adharUSa nizAnuM avasAna ane sadnajJAna, dharma tathA AtmavikAsanA udayakAlane paNa bhAvasaMdhi kahevAya che. mahApurUSA kahe che ke, AtmavikAsanA A samayane oLakhIne karyuM teADavAnA purUSA kara. dd jeNe AtmavikAsanA samayane oLakhyA che. tevA gajasukumAla saMsAra cheDIne nemanAtha bhagavAnanA zaraNe gayA. te bhagavAnane kaDe che, ahe! mArA anaMta upakArI prabhu ! Apa kRpA karIne mane mahAvata Ape|. anata saMsArane aTakAvavA mATe mAre mahAvratarUpI guTIkA levI che. saMyama pthe jatAM gajasukumAlane mAtAe AzIrvAda ApyA ke jA beTA jA, bhagavAnanA zaraNe jaI kalyANa kara. sasAra tyAgI saMyama paU, gajasukumAla jAya, bhavabhramaNA mITAvavAne, vItarAgI banavAne kAja.... saMsAra bhAva vidAravA vaLI, janma-maraNu nivAravA, nemaprabhunA paMthe vicaravA, prabhu AjJA ura avadhAravA, e....pragaTAvavA AtmaaAti, sajI saMyamanA zaNagAra. sasAra. jenuM zarIra hAthInA tALavA jevuM kemaLa hatuM. evI komaLa kAyAvALA gajasukumAla saMsAra tyAgIne saMyamanA mArge jaI rahyA che. zarIra phomaLa hovA chatAM saMyama mA

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zAradA darzana 775 kAMTALe na lAge, kAraNa ke have laganI lAgI che ke mAre kame teDavA che. tethI zUravIra banIne cAlI nIkaLyA. temane bhagavAnanI vANI dvArA samajAI gayuM che ke je mAtmamaraNanA pherA aTakAvIne vItarAgI banavuM che, bhavabhramaNa miTAvavuM che ne Atmati pragaTAvavI che te saMyamane zaNagAra saja paDaze. tethI te nemanAtha bhagavAnane kahe che, ahe prabhu! huM saMyamane pipAsuM chuM. mane cAritranI laganI lAgI che mATe prabhu! have mane Apa jaldI dIkSA Ape. devakImAtAe raDatA raDatA prabhune dIkSA devAnI AjJA ApI. prabhu! mArA kALajaDAnI kora, haiyAne hAra, mAro zvAsa kahuM ke ratnona DAbhale kahuM evo mAre lADIle vahAlasoye dIkare have huM tamane saMpuM chuM. have amAre tenA para hakaka rahetuM nathI. chelle gajasukumAlane kahe che beTA ! nIramAM nIra samAI jAya tema tuM gurU AjJAmAM samAI jaje. AtmakalyANa mATe meTAmAM moTuM tapa gurU AjJAmAM samAI javuM te che. ATaluM belatAM tenI AMkhamAMthI AMsu vahevA lAgyA. pachI bhagavAna nemanAthe gajasukumAlane karemilaM tene pATha bhaNajo. gajasukumAlamAMthI have gajasukumAla aNagAra banyA. je thayuma yApi nA kuttamArA te pAMca samiti ane traNa gupti e aSTa pravacana-mAtAnA pAlaka banyA, tathA zabdAdi viSayethI nivRtta banI sarva idrine pitAnA vazamAM rAkhI gupta brahmacArI banyA. pAMca samitimAM prathama Isamiti. saMyama lIdhA pachI sAdhake rastAmAM cAle te puro gumAvA dhUsarA pramANe jaIne cAlavuM. jethI sAmuM kaI athaDAI na jAya ne jIvenI jatanA thAya. sAdhaka bahu utAvaLe utAvaLe ke hasatA hasatA na cAle, paNa IryAsamiti sAcavIne cAle. bIjI bhASAsamiti sAdhake khUba joI vicArIne belavuM. karkazakArI, chedakArI, nizcayakArI, Adi seLa prakAranI bhASA sAdhu na bele, temanI bhASAmAM upaga have joIe. te evI bhASA na bele ke jethI sAmA jene duHkha thAya, paNa temanI bhASA nirvigha ane mIThI madhurI hovI joIe, temaja nizcayakArI bhASA paNa na bole. te ema na kahe ke ame A divase Ama karavAnA chIe. dA. ta. vihAra ka heya te ema na kahe ke ame A divase vihAra karavAnA chIe, paNa ema kahe ke dravya, kSetra, kALa, bhAva anukuLa haze te vihAranA bhAva che. eSaNA samiti eTale gaucarI-pANImAM khUba upaga rAkha. soLa uddagamananA, seLa utpAtanA ane daza eSaNAnA doSa TALIne gaucarI pAchuM karavA. jethI AyANa bhaMDa matta nikhevaNa samiti eTale bhaMDa upagaraNa, vastra, pAtra Adi jatanAe le ne jatanAe mUke. ajatanAe levA mUkavAthI jIvonI hiMsA thAya che. pAMcamI uccAra pAsavaNakhela jalasaMghANa pAriThAvaNIyA samiti eTale paThavavA gya vastuo jeIne paraThavavI. A pAMca samiti, traNa gupti ane dezavidha yatidharma aMgIkAra karyA. A aSTa pravacana mAtAnuM yathAtathya pAlana karanArane ke mahAna lAbha thAya che ?

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cha7 zAsA darzana . ee pavayaNamAyA, je sammaM Ayare maNI. - to vi saMsA , viSamudAra UMgi | utta. a, 24 gAthA 27 : - je muni aSTa pravacana mAtAnuM aviparItatAthI, daMbha AdithI rahita banIne samyaka rIte pAlana kare che te tasvAtatvanA vivekavALA paMDita muni zIdhra cAra gati rUpa samagra saMsArathI sarvathA mukta banI jAya che. A rIte gajasukumAla munie aSTapravacana mAtAne ane dazavidha sAdhu dharmane barAbara samajIne dhAraNa karyo. A navadIkSita munine mokSa javAno talasATa upaDe che. eka vAra je jIvanamAM Ave talasATa jAge te te kalyANa thaI jAya. jema retIne mATe Dhagale paDaDyo hoya tene tabaDakAthI upADe te vAra lAge paNa je pralayakALano pavana Ave te e retIno Dhagalo ghaDIkamAM sApha thaI jAya. tema A gajasukumAla muninA dilamAM e talasATa upaDyo che ke je talasATa karmonA DhagalAne sApha karI nAkhe. gajasukumAla muni dIkSA laIne bhagavAnanA ziSya parivAramAM besI gayA. devakI mAtA, vasudeva pitA, ane kRSNa vAsudeva badhA raDatI AMkhe DhIlA page ghera gayA. navadIkSita gajasukumAla muni bhagavAna nemanAthanA caraNamAM arpaNa thaI gayA. jene saMsAra sAgara tAranAra kuzaLa nAvika maLyA tene bIjA keI yAda na Ave. e te ema ja mAne che ke tvameva mAtA ca pitA tvameva, tvameva baMdhu sakhA tvameva tvameva svAmI zaraNAgatAnAM, tvameva saMsAra nivArakeDasi he prabhu! tame ja mAruM sarvasva che. huM mana-vacana ane kAyAthI Apane arpaNa thaye chuM. ApanI AjJA e ja mAre zvAsa ane prANa che. have mAre jahadI mAruM kalyANa karavuM che te mATe Apa je kaheze te karavA huM taiyAra chuM. phakta eka mArI AMkhanI kIkI keTalI vakhata hAle che ane meM keTalA zvAsa lIdhA ne keTalAM mUkyA te Apane kahI zakta nathI. te sivAya ApanAthI mAre kaMI gupta nathI. A kAyA ApanI AjJAnuM pAlana karavA mATe kurabAna karuM chuM. je ziSyamAM ATalI badhI arpaNatA hoya tenuM kalyANa thatAM vAra na lAge. gajasukumAla munie cAra mahAvrata svIkAryA ane rAtrI bhejanane tyAga karyo. rAtrI bhojanamAM asaNaM, pANuM, khAImaM, sAImaM e cAre ya AhArane tyAga AvI jAya che. cAritravAna saMtene rAtre A cAra prakAranA AhAramAMthI eka paNa AhAra kalpo nathI, temaja bimAra paDe te rAtre koI paNa prakAranuM auSadha levuM ka9pe nahi, eka ja jevI cIja lagADI zakAya nahi te pachI Ijekazana levAnI te vAta ja kyAM! sAdhune game te roga Ave, kadAca motanI ghaDI AvI jAya te paNa cAritravAna sAdhu rAtre kaI davAnI vAMchA kare nahi. e te eka ja vicAra kare ke jyAM sudhI mArA dehamAM

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cArA dezanuM 777 prANa che tyAM sudhI mArA cAritrano nAza thavA nahi dauM. cAritravAna saMte peAtAnA prANa jAya tA kurabAna paNa potAnA cAritranA niyameAno kadI bhaMga karatA nathI. AvI rIte gajasukumAle cAra mahAvrata ane pAMcamu` rAtrIbhAjana vrata a'gIkAra karyu, ane pAMca samiti ane traNa guptinuM pAlana karavA lAgyA. gajasukumAlanI je bhAvanA hatI te pUrNa thaI. have temanA AnaMdano pAra nathI. jene jemAM rasa haiAya te kAya`nI siddhi thatAM tene AnaMda ja hoya ne! tamane paisA kamAvAno rasa che te vadhu kamANI thAya te AnaMda thAya ne ! tema gajasukumAlane saMyama levAno talasATa hatA te kAya` samApta thayu pachI teA AnaMda ja hAya ne? have dIkSA laI ne evI laganI lAgI ke mAruM jaldI kalyANu kema thAya ! te mATe gajasukumAla aNugAre zuM karyuM? " tae NaM se gayasukumAle aNagAre jaM caiva divasaM pavvaie tasseca divasassa puvvA - varaha kAla samayaMsi jeNeva arahA arinemi teNeva uvAgaccha, ubAgacchittA arahaM arinemiM tikkhutto AyAhiNaM payAhiNaM karei " tyAra pachI te gajasukumAla aNugAre je divase pravajaryAM aMgIkAra karI te ja divase cAthA praharamAM arhata ariSTanemi bhagavAna pAse gayA ane traNa vakhata vaMdana namaskAra karyAM. gajasukumAla bhagavAnane kaMIka vina MtI karavA AvyA che. e bhagavAnane zu` vinaMtI karavA AvyA che te bhagavAna tA jANatA hatA. kAraNa sarvAMga bhagavAnanA jJAnamAM zu' ajANyu rahe ! jyAM sUryano prakAza hAya tyAM aMdhakAra TakI zakatA nathI, tema bhagavAnanA jJAnamAM kaMI jANavAnuM khAkI rahetuM nathI. bhagavAna teA pahelethI jANatA hatA ke A kAmaLa phUla jevA bAluDo kevI rIte kalyANu karaze. gajasukumAla aNugAra bhagavAna jyAM birAjatA hatA tyAM AvyA. AvIne vaNA karI. vaRRNA karIne have bhagavAnane zu' pUchaze tenA bhAva avasare, caritra : hariNugameSI deva pAMDavAne, kuMtAmAtAne tathA draupadIne dvaitavanamAM mUkI AvyA ne kahyuM Apane jyAre kaSTa paDe tyAre yAda karo, huM tarata ApanA caraNamAM AvIne ubhuM rahIza. vicAra karo ke deva mAnavanI sahAyamAM kayAre AvIne ubhA rahe ? jenA jIvanamAM saraLatA, pavitratA ane cAritra nimA~La hoya tyAre ne ? pAMDaveAnA vanavAsanAM pAMca varSa pUrA thayA. have badhA dvaitavanamAM vanane mahela mAnIne AnaMdathI rahe che. A khAjI durgaMdhanane khabara paDI ke pAMDavo dvaitavanamAM AnaMdathI rahe che. jo te jIvatA haze te tera vaSe paNa rAjya levA Avaze. mATe mAyAjALa racIne temanA mULamAMthI nAza karuM. temanI pAse zasro ke sainya kAMI nathI tethI mArI sAme laDAImAM teo hArI jaze. ?? " pAMDavAnA nAza mATe durgaMdhananI mAyAjALa : Ama vicArI durgaMdhana sainya laI ne pAMDavAne mAravA dvaitavanamAM jaI rahyo che. rastAmAM citrAMgada nAmanA vidyAdharanA su Mdara bagIcA AvyA. te bagIcAnI aMdara devabhuvana jevA mahela che. dudhinanu sainya zA-98

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778 rArA kAna bagIcAnI aMdara pesavA jAya che tyAM citroMgAnA mAgarakSakoe temane rokayA ne kahyuM tame citrAMgada vidyAdharanI paravAnagI vinA AgaLa jaI zakaze nahiM, ane jo kadAca khaLajabarIthI AgaLa jaze teA marI jaze. A sAMbhaLIne duryodhana camakayo. tenA manamAM abhimAna che ke are...amane rokanAra koNa che ? tethI teNe sainikone kahyuM ke je koI tamane ke tene mArI nAMkhA. durgaMdhana ane sainikoe te bagIcAnA rakSakone pakaDIne jamIna upara pachADI durgaMdhana mahelamAM jaIne besI gayA ne khabagIcAnA kabajo laI lIdhA. vanarakSakoe peAtAnA mAlika citrAMgadane khabara ApI ane badhI vAta karI. A sAMbhaLI citrAMgadane joza Avye ke zuM te mane jANatA nathI ? ke te mArI rajA vinA mahelamAM AvIne besI gayA. have tene barAbara svAda cakhADI dau ke mahelamAM kema esAya che? citrAMgada potAnI senA laIne tyAM AvyA. citrAMgada ane duryodhana vacce bhayaMkara laDAI thaI. temAM durgaMdhananuM sainya sApha thaI gayuM, pachI kazu sAthe tIra, talavAra, tApathI bhayaMkara yuddha thayuM. temAM kaNu ghAyala thayA ne tyAMthI bhAgyA. pachI durgaMdhana sahita se bhAI A yuddhamAM utaryAM. vidyAdhare kahyu ke durgaMdhana ! tArAmAM abhimAna bharyu che jethI te mArA pagIcA ane mahela upara tAro adhikAra jamAvyeA che. mArA mANAthI hamaNAM tAru abhimAna utAruM chu, A sAMbhaLIne durgaMdhana kahe ke-De nIca vidyAdhara ! A pramANe khelavAthI zu lAbha ? jenAmAM zakti che tenuM rAjya che te tuM zu' nathI jANatA ? hamaNAM te! meM tArA mahela ane udyAna jItI lIdhA che paNa have ahI' UbhA raheze te tama!ruM jIvana paNa laI laIza. A pramANe kahIne teNe vidyAdhara upara bANeAnA prahAra zarU karyAM. vidyAdhara paNa tenI sAme zastrothI laDavA lAgyA. duryodhananA khANAnA prahArathI vidyAdharanI senA bhayabhIta manIne bhAgI gaI, pachI citrAMgaDha ekalA rahyo tyAre teNe duoNMdhana sahita sau bhAI A upara AkramaNa karyu. eTalAmAM vidyAdharanI bIjI senA AvI gaI ane durdhana Adi badhA bhAi Ane eka sAMkaLe bAMdhIne taDakAmAM ubhA rAkhyA, ane citrAMgada peAtAnA mahelamAM AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyo. duoNMdhana pAMDavAne mAravA jaI rahyo hatA te pote marAyA. " khADA khode te paDe.' bIjAnuM kharAkha karavA jatAM peAtAnuM ahita thaI gayuM. durgaMdhanane duHkhamAM joIne tenI patnI bhAnumatI khUkha raDe che. bhAnumatIne raDatI joI ne bhISma pitAmaha kahe che ke duryodhanane baMdhanamAMthI cheDAvavA e amAru kAma nathI. jo tene iMDAvavA DAya te eka rastA che. pAMDavA A vanamAM rahe che. le, durgaMdhane temane AvA kaSTamAM nAMkhyA chatAM te sajjana purUSo apakAra para paNa upakAra kare tevA che. tuM pAMDavA pAse jA. te pAMDavA durgaMdhananA baMdhana cheDAvaze. tethI bhAnumatI pAMDavA pAse gaI. draupadI dvathI tene AvatI joI ne eLakhI gaI ke A

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zAradA darzana duryodhananI paTTarANuM bhAnumatI che, eTale te draupadI pAse jaIne pUche che, bahena ! AvA vanamAM tuM ekalI kema che? tAruM mukha udAsa kema che? tyAre bhAnumatI ekadama raDavA lAgI tethI draupadI tene AzramamAM laI gaI. kuMtAjIe tene Adara satkAra karI pUchyuM, tAruM mukha kema karamAyeluM che? tuM ekalI A dvaitavanamAM kayAMthI? A sAMbhaLI bhAnamartI kuMtAmAtAnA khoLAmAM mAthuM mUkI khUba raDavA lAgI. A joIne dharmarAjA pUche che, bhAbhI ! amArA badhA bhAI e te AnaMdamAM che ne? je je, have bhAnumatI keTalI banAvaTI vAta kare che! duryodhana Apane mAravA Avyo che ema te kahe kevI rIte? tethI kahe che tamArA bhAIone pharavAne bahu zokha che ane temAM khabara paDI ke vaitavanamAM gAyane kasAI mArI nAkhe che. tethI gAyanI rakSA karavA mATe ahIM AvatAM hatAM, temAM vacamAM citrAMgada vidyAre te se bhAIone eka sAMkaLe bAMdhI dIdhA che. sainya badhuM bhAgI gayuM che. AvuM banavAthI huM khUba raDavA lAgI. tethI bhISma pitAmahe kahyuM tuM raDIza nahi. AvuM banavAnuM haze, nahitara meM nA pADI chatAM paNa duryodhana ahIM zA mATe Ave? tArA patine koI choDAvI zake tema nathI. A vanamAM pAMDave che. huM temanI pAse jA. te tamArA (duryodhananA) apakArene bhUlI jaI avazya upakAra karaze. temanI vAta sAMbhaLIne huM ahIM AvI chuM. ApanI pAse vinayapUrvaka bhikSA mAMguM chuM ke Apa mArA pati Adi se bhAIone baMdhanamAMthI choDAve ne amArI lAja rAkhe. tethI dharmarAjAne khUba dayA AvI ane raDatI mUratI bhAnumatIne AzvAsana ApatAM kahyuM he bhadre ! tuM raDIza nahi. badhuM sAruM thaze. ema kahI bhAnumatIne zAMta karI ane pitAnA bhAIone ekAMtamAM laI jaIne dharmarAjAe kahyuM bhAIo ! kauranI AvI karUNa dazA thaI che te ApaNe temane choDAvavA javuM joIe. te bele, tamArAmAMthI keNa jaze ? A samaye bhIma rADa pADIne kahevA lAgyuM ke sarpane game teTaluM dUdha pIvaDAvIe te paNa te kera rUpe ja pariName che, tema A duSTa duryodhananuM ApaNe game teTaluM hita IcchIzuM te paNa te ApaNI kadara karavAne nathI. vaLI eNe ApaNA upara keTale julama karyo che? draupadIne caTale kheMcIne bharasabhAmAM lAvyA. ApaNA dekhatA tenA cIra kheMcI nagna karavA uo ne jAMgha batAvIne jAMgha para besavAnuM kahyuM. A badhA karelA pApanuM phaLa tene maLI gayuM che. jevuM kare tevuM pAme. ene karmo e bhogavaze. ApaNe zuM ? tame emanA apakArane kema bhUlI jAo che ne bhalA thaIne choDAvavA javAnI vAta kare che? dharmarAjAe kahyuM- he mArA bhAIo! tamArI vAta sAcI che, paNa duniyAmAM upakAra upara te sau upakAra kare paNa apakAra upara upakAra kare te ja bhalAI kahevAya. A te ApaNu bhAIo che. bhAI ne Apatti samaye bacAvavA te ApaNuM kartavya che. temaja ApaNe mAnIe chIe. ke e se bhAIo che ne ApaNe pAMca chIe ane zatruo sAme

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78. zAradA darzana A paNe ekase ne pAMca bhAIe chIe ema jaNAvavAnuM che. mATe he arjuna ! A kArya tuM karI zakIza. mane khAtrI che mATe tuM jaIne kaurane jadI baMdhanathI mukta kara, ane ApaNuM kuLanI zobhA vadhAra. arjunanI javAnI bilakula IcchA na hatI, paNa meTAbhAInI AjJA thaI eTale nA pADI zakyA nahi. yudhiSThiranI AjJA thavAthI ane tenA mitra Indra vidyAdharanuM smaraNa karyuM eTale Indra tarata moTI senA laIne caMdrazekharane mokalyA. tarata meTuM sainya khaDuM thayuM. indranA sainyamAM arjunajI mekhare ubhA rahyA. duryodhananA virodhI pakSamAM citrAMgada vidyAdhara hatuM te paNa moTuM sainya laIne sAme AvyuM. baMne vacce bhayaMkara yuddha thayuM. thoDIvAre citrAMgade uMcuM joyuM te arjunajIne laDatAM joyA. eTale vairabhAva cheDI daI laDAI baMdha karIne parivAra sahita AvIne arjunajInA caraNamAM paDe ne premathI arjunane pitAnA mahelamAM lAvyo. e mahelamAM ja duryodhana Adi kaurane keda karyA hatA. emane joIne ajune citrAMgadane kahyuM ke he citrAMgada! teM A kene pakaDayA che? A te mArA bhAIe che. emane zuM guhe che te huM pachI sAMbhaLuM chuM. paNa atyAre gaI vAtane bhUlIne tuM emane badhAne baMdhanamukta karI de. arjunanA kahevAthI citrAMgade duryodhana vigere kaurane choDI mUkyA ane citrAMgada arjunanA caraNamAM paDaye ne pachI bheTI paDe. A badhuM joIne duSTa duryodhana prajaLI uTho ke A arjunanuM ATaluM badhuM mAna ! vidyAre paNa tene caraNamAM name che ne jaMgalamAM paNa teo ATaluM sukha bhogave che! e te mATe kaTTo zatru che. enI zarame mAre chUTakAro thaye emAM mArI zobhA zI ! duzmananA hAthe chUTavA karatAM marI javuM sAruM che. juo, ene sajajananI sajajanatA dekhAtI nathI. enuM bhaluM karavA chatAM temanA uparathI ISya jatI nathI. kevI vicitratA che ! have ajune duryodhananI sAme citrAMgadane moTethI pUchyuM-bhAI! tamAre ane mArA bhAI vacce A tephAna thavAnuM kAraNa zuM? tyAre vidyAdhare kahyuM-sAMbhaLo. vidyAdhara kahe sune vIranara, eka divasa ke mAMI nAradaRSI Anake belA, bAta kahuM tuja tAI he....zrotA vIranara! eka divasa nAradASie mArI pAse AvIne kahyuM ke he citrAMgada! duryodhana Adi kaura pAMDe upara khUba TheSa rAkhe che. eTale vanamAM temane duHkhI karavA mATe duryodhana tenI trAddhi batAvavA mATe meTuM sainya laIne dvaitavanamAM AvyA che, ne tArA rAjaDita mahelamAM pesI gayela che. tArA mANasoe khUba re chatAM mAnyo nahi ane ( narainavana jevA tArA bagIcAne teNe khedAnamedAna karI nAMkhyo che. ATaluM kahIne nAradaRSi te AkAza mArge cAlyA gayA. Apane badhAne herAna karavA duryodhana AvyuM che ane mArI rajA sivAya mArA baMgalAmAM pesI jaI bagIce ujajaDa banAvI dIdhuM. te sAMbhaLyuM tethI

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zAradA darzana tenA upara mane khUba krodha AvyA ne meM ahIM AvIne joyuM te badhuM nAradajInA kahevA pramANe baneluM hatuM. tethI meM temanI sAthe yuddha karyuM ane temane harAvIne -baMdhanathI bAMdhI dIdhA hatA. mane te emanA upara ghaNe TheSa che paNa Apa mArA gurU che. ApanI AjJAthI meM temane cheDyA che. duryodhananI sAme vidyAdhara AvA zabdo kahe pachI kaMI bAkI rahe kharuM? dAjhayA upara koI mIThuM maracuM bhabharAve ne je kALI baLatarA thAya tevI baLatarA duryodhanane thavA lAgI. citragaTa kahebele, AmAM keno vAMka che! ane kahyuM-bhAI! have te vAta choDI do. pachI citrAMgada, duryodhana vigerene laIne ane yudhiSThira pAse AvyA. yudhiSThiranA caraNamAM vidyAdhara tathA ana" -vimAnamAMthI utarIne citrAMgada, arjuna vigere yudhiSThiranA caraNamAM paDyA paNa abhimAnI duryodhana thAMbhalAnI mAphaka akkaDa ubhe rahyo. guNInA guNa jovAne badale IrSAthI saLagavA lAge. citrAMga teno hAtha pakaDI kheMcIne yudhiSThira pAse lAvIne kahe che A ptiA tulya pavitra tamArA bhAIne page paDe te tamAruM kalyANa thaze. emanA pratApe tame baMdhanamAMthI mukta banyA che. eTale kacavAtA haiye page lAgyuM. pachI badhA kaura page lAgyA. dharmarAjAe khUba satkAra karIne kauravone vidAya karyo. pachI zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 100 A vada 11 ne ravIvAra tA. 6-11-77 anaMtajJAnI sarvajJa bhagavaMte zAstramAM pharamAve che ke A saMsAramAM te kSaNika sukhanI pAchaLa anaMtakALanuM duHkha raheluM che. kAmaga bhegavatA kSaNavAra sukhane AnaMda mANyA pachI keTalAye kALanI dukhanI paraMparA ubhI thAya che. jema keI mANasa pAMca hajAra rUpiyA uchIne laIne dhAmadhUma karIne dIkarAne paraNAve, jalasA kare paNa manamAM te e ema samajate hoya che ke A jalasAnI pAchaLa mArA mAthe karaja thayuM che, tema A saMsAranA raMgarAgamAM paDIne ajJAnI che jalasA uDAve che. kSaNika sukha lUMTavAmAM AnaMda mAne che, paNa vicAra karaje ke e sukhanI pAchaLa tamArA mAthe karmanAM karaja keTalA vadhI rahyA che! jyAre saMyama mArga pariSaha ke upasarga sahana karatA karmanA karaja cUkavAI jAya che. tame saMsAranA sukha meLavatA kaMI ochA kaSTa nathI veThatA. mAtApitA, patnI, putra vigerene choDIne dhana kamAvA mATe paradezanI saphare upaDe che. tyAM keTaluM kaTha veThe che? tamAre vahAlase ekano eka dIkare dhana kamAvA mATe paradeza

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darzana zAradA hee jAya che. bAra varSe te pA| Ave che. tyAM sudhI e mAtA-pitA, patnI vigereno mAha cheDe che ne ? tyAM brahmacarya nuM pAlana paNa kare che. eka A rIte cheDe che ne bIjo samajIne choDe che. tyAga tA khaMneno che paNa ekane karmAMnI niza thAya che jyAre bIjAne kA~nI nirA thatI nathI. kAraNa ke tamArA cheDavAmAM mAhanu pASaNa che. saMsAra sukhano rAga che ane je samajIne cheDe che tenA choDavAmAM rAga hAtA nathI. e tA mAha, mAyA, mamatAnA baMdhana teDavA mATe ane kamanA karajathI mukta thavAnA hetuthI dIkSA le che. mATe A anemAM AsamAna-jamIna jeTaluM aMtara che. ApaNe gajasukumAlano adhikAra cAle che. gajasukumAle dIkSA laI ne eka ja vicAra karyAM ke mahAna puNye mane AvA uttama mAnavabhava maLyA. temAM AvA pamatAraka nemanAtha bhagavAna jevA jIvananaiyAnA sukAnI maLyA. temaNe mArA upara mahAna upakAra karIne uttama cAritra ratna ApyuM teA have mAre zA mATe kSaNa mAtrano pramAda karavA joI e ! temanu eka ja dhyeya che ke mAruM kalyANu kema jaldI thAya ? emane kamek khapAvavAnI raDha lAgI che. tethI je divase dIkSA lIdhI te divase cAthA prahare pote je Asane beThA hatA tyAMthI usA thayA, ane yatnApUrvaka cAlatA jyAM arihaMta nemanAtha bhagavAna birAjamAna hatA tyAM AvyA. AvIne traNu vakhata tikakhuttono pATha bhaNI pradakSiNA karIne bhagavAnane vaMdaNA karI. vaMdaNA karIne pachI bhagavAnane gajasukumAla aNugAra zu kahe che? e zuM kahevA AvyA che te bhagavAna teA jANatA hatA paNa bIjA sa MtA jANatA na hatAM. 88 krucchAmi " mante ! tumeEi baccanuLAC samAje 'vaMdana karIne gajasukumAla aNugAra bhagavaMtane kahe che huM mArA taraNatAraNu nAtha! azaraNunA zaraNu ! adhama uddhAraka, ane mArA parama upakArI bhagavaMta! jo ApanI AjJA hoya te mArI A pramANe IcchA che. khAlavAmAM keTalI komaLatA ne mIThAza che! tamArA dIkarA ke dIkarI vinayapUrNAMka ema pUche ke pitAjI ! ApanI jo AjJA hoya te mArI A pramANe karavAnI icchA che. te tamane keTaleA badhA AnaMda thAya ! ane je te sIdhA ema ja kahe ke huM Ama karIza te tamane kheda thAya ne ke mArA saMtAno mArI salAha paNa nathI letAM ! aMtaramAMthI abhimAna jAya teA kAmaLatA Ave. Aje ghaNAM ema kahe che ke mane rAhu, zani ane panotI naDe che paNa jJAnI purUSa te ema kahe che ke a MtaramAM beThelA ahaMkAra ja rAhu, zani ane panotI che. e nIkaLI jAya te mAnavanuM jIvana divya banI jAya. gajasukumAla aNugAra eka rAjakumAra hatAM chatAM keTalA pavitra che! emanI vANImAM paNa keTalI badhI mIThAz che e Ale te jANe sAMbhaLyA ja karIe. devAnupriye ! vANI eka prakAranuM vazIkaraNa che. vANImAM ajakha gajakhanI zakti rahelI che. vANI tUTelA aMtaranA tArane joDavAnuM ane joDAyelA aMtaranA tArane teADavAnu

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zAradA darzana ema baMne kAma kare che. jema kAtara ekanA be TukaDA karavAnuM ane seya be TukAne sAMdhavAnuM kAma kare che, tema vANI paNa seya ane kAtara jevuM kAma kare che. vANI talavArathI paNa tejadAra ane mAkhaNathI paNa kamaLa hoya che. vANI dhAre te verajheranI Aga vacce nehanI saravANI pragaTAvI zake che, ane dhAre te naMdanavana jevA hariyALA jIvanabAgane ujajaDa paNa banAvI zake che. vANIno asaMyama jIvanamAM bhAre uthalapAthala macAvI de che jyAre vANInA saMyamanI suvAsa duzmanone paNa dosta banAvI de che. vANu e ataranI bhAvanAne paDagho che, aMtara ujaLuM te vicAra ane bhAva zuddha, vicAra ane bhAva zuddha te vANI zuddha, vicAra ane vANI baMne jenA zuddha bane che tenuM vartana paNa zuddha bane che. pavitra vartana jIvanamAM parivartana lAve che. ATalA mATe vANIne vazIkaraNanI upamA ApI che. A jIbha mAtra traNa iMcanI che paNa dhAre te cha phUTa UMcA mAnavIne mArI zake che. mATe jIbha dvArA ochuM bele paNa evuM che ke belanArane priyakArI lAge. gajasukumAla aNagAra kevI priyakArI vANu belyAM ke huM mArA trilokanAtha prabhu! ApanI AjJA hoya te huM Ama karavA IcchuM chuM. have teo zuM karavA Icche che te vAta kahe che. "mAruti sugaMti pArUyaM mahApafma 34saMpannattALa vistA " je ApanI AjJA hoya te huM mahAkAla nAmanA mazAnamAM jaIne eka rAtrInI mahApratimAnI ArAdhanA karuM. sAdhunI bAra paDimA hoya che. temAM gajasukumAla aNagAra bAramI DimA vahana karavAnI bhagavAna pAse AjJA mAMge che. bAramI DimA vahana karavI te kaMI sAmAnya kAma nathI, ane A gajasukumAla te mAkhaNanA piMDa jevA komaLa che. atyAre badhA dIkSA le che paNa te badhA kasAyelA hoya che. te pitAnA gurU-gurUNI sAthe traNa cAra varSa rahe che, abhyAsa kare che. vihAra kare che. A rIte badhe anubhava karIne pachI dIkSA le che tyAre A te devakI mAtA ane vasudeva pitAne lADakavA ane trikhaMDa adhipati kRSNavAsudevane vahAlase vIre kadI khullA page cAlyA nathI, kadI tapazcaryA karI nathI, taDakA veThayA nathI evA kemaLa gajasukumAla aNagAra mahAkAla nAmanA smazAnamAM jaIne eka rAtrInI mahApratimA vahana karavA javA taiyAra thayAM che. gajasukumAla aNagAra nadIkSita sAdhu che. navadIkSita sAdhunI cha mahinA vaiyAvacce karavI joIe. tene AvI kaThIna paDimA vahana karavAnI AjJA amArA jevA sAmAnya sAdhu ApI zake nahi paNa A te sarvajJa bhagavaMta che eTale pitAnA jJAna dvArA jANI zake che ke A paDimA vahana karavAthI zuM lAbha thaze? ane pitAnA ziSyamAM keTalI yegyatA che? tenAmAM keTalI bairyatA che ! paDimA vahana karavA jatAM upasarganA pahADa tUTI paDaze te paNa te aDaga rahI zake tevI tenAmAM lAyakAta che? evuM AtmabaLa keLavyuM che? A badhuM jJAnamAM jANIne bhagavAna AjJA Ape, te sivAya na Ape. nemanAtha bhagavAna

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chaTaka, zAradA darzana sarvajJa hatAM. ghaTaghaTanI ne manamananI vAta jANanArA hatAM. eTale jANI gayAM ke A te. nikaTa mokSagAmI jIva che. tene ke upasarga AvavAne che ne te nimitte karmanI sAme kezarIyA karIne mokSa mahemAna banavAno che. eTale bhagavaMte kahyuM: bahAsuduM tevANudiyA he mArA laghuziSya ! tamane jema sukha upaje tema kare. A pramANe kahIne bhagavAne eka rAtrinI mahApratimAnI ArAdhanA karavAnI AjJA ApI. bhagavAnanA A zabdomAM e bhAvArtha samAyeluM che ke he devAnupriya gajasukumAla! eka rAtrInI mahApratimA dhAraNa karavI te sAmAnya kAma nathI. e bahu kaThIna vrata che. enuM pAlana karavA mATe ghaNI daDhatA ne sthiratA hovI joIe. evI kaThora sAdhanAmAM pazugRta devakRta ane manuSyakRta upasargo Ave che. te vakhate bhayaMkara duHkha samatA bhAve sahana karavA paDe che. tame barAbara samajI vicArIne kArya kare ke AvA upasargo Avaze tyAre manane bilakula DAmADoLa thavA devAze nahi, ArtadhyAna-raudradhyAna karAze nahi ane merU parvatanI mAphaka aDola rahevuM paDaze. pratikULa vAtAvaraNamAM paNa je Atmika zAMtine surakSita rAkhavAnI tamArAmAM zakti hoya te mArI tamane khuzIthI AjJA che. tame sukhethI mahApratimAnI ArAdhanA karavA jAo ne jaladI mokSa lakSamIne prApta kare. - A pramANe bhagavAne gajasukumAla munine kahyuM. bhagavAnanI AjJA maLatAM temanA aMtaramAM avarNanIya AnaMda thaye. aho! mArA prabhue mArI mAMgaNene svIkAra karyo ane mane premathI AjJA ApIne sAthe aMtaranA AzIrvAda ApyAM ke tame jaladI mekSalakSamIne vare. basa, have mAruM jaldI kalyANa thaI jaze. jyAM sarvajJa bhagavaMta belyA tyAM zuM bAkI rahe ? have gajasukumAlane bAramI pratimA vahana karavAnI AjJA maLI. bhagavAnanI AjJA maLatAM gajasukumAla aNagAre zuM karyuM ? "taLe re janasukumAre aNagAre arahatA ariTThanemiNA avbhaNuNNAe arahaM ariTunemi vaMdati namaMsati vaMditA namaMsittA arahao asTinemissa aMtiyAo sahassaMbavaNAo ujjJANAo paDiNikkhamai / " te gajasukumAla aNagAre bhagavAnanI AjJA maLatAM bhagavAnane vaMdana namaskAra karyA. traNa vakhata vaMdaNuM karIne bhagavAnanI pAsethI mahAkAla zamazAnamAM javA mATe sahasAmravana udyAnanI bahAra nIkaLyA. juo, keTale badhe vinaya che! bhagavAna pAse AjJA levA mATe AvyA tyAre vaMdaNu karI ne AjJA maLI pachI paNa vaMdana karyA. vaMdana karIne bhagavAna pAsethI nIkaLyA. bhagavAna te jANe che ke A mAre laghu navadIkSita ziSya mArI pAsethI chellI AjJA laIne jAya che. have te pAcho AvavAne nathI, paNa bhagavAna te vItarAga che. eTale te kaMIne kaMI kahe nahi. koI pUche te kahe paNa pUchyA vinA na kahe, gajasukumAla aNagAra sahAmravana udyAnamathI "palaLamittA jevA mahAmahe suNALe teva

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zAradA darzana 785 vAcharu, varijIttA caMphiruM parisTenniAbahAra nIkaLIne jyAM mahAkAla nAmanuM ramazAna hatuM tyAM AvyA. AvIne vaDInIti ane laghunIti Adi paraThavavAnI jagyAnuM paDilehaNa karyuM. paDilehaNa karIne pitAne ubhA rahevAnI ane paraThavavAnI bhUminuM paDilehaNa karIne zarIrane the DuM jhUkAvIne baMne paga saMkocIne eka rAtrinI mahApratimAnI ArAdhanA karavAne prAraMbha karyo. eka vakhatanA sAva sukamaLa chatrapalaMgamAM piDhanArA rAjakumAre Aje savAre dIkSA lIdhI ne sAMje jenuM nAma ja mahAkAla evA smazAnamAM bAramI paDimA vahana karavA mATe AvIne ekalA ubhA rahyAM che, ane dRSTine sthira karIne eka citte aDaga dhyAna dharIne ubhA rahyA. bAramI pratimA eka rAtrinI che, paNa mahA kaThina che. kAraNa ke jyAM divase jatAM ApaNI chAtI phATI jAya tevA bhayaMkara zamazAnamAM AvIne rahevAnuM. moTA bhAge smazAna gAmathI dUra hoya che. muMbaimAM badhuM gAmamAM ne gAmamAM paNa dezamAM te gAmanI bahAra hoya che. eTale te bhUmi bheMkAra lAge che. zamazAnamAM vyaMtara deva pharatA hoya che. teo AvA dhyAnastha munione DagAvavA mATe upasarga Ape che. te sivAya vAgha-siMha Adi jaMgalI pazuono ghaNe trAsa hoya che. te vakhate aDaga rahevuM paDe che. AvI bhayaMkara mahAkAla zmazAnanI bhUmimAM kadI ekalA bahAra nahi nIkaLelA gajasukumAla aNagAra, bAramI pratimA dhAraNa karIne ubhA che. have tyAM zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra : citrAMgadanA baMdhanathI ane duryodhanane choDAvyo, chatAM duryodhananA dilamAM pAMDavo pratye sadUbhAva jAgavAne badale kheda thaye ke arere...mAre duzmananA hAthe chUTavuM paDyuM? ema aphasesa karate, IrSAnI AgamAM jalate duryodhana cAle gaye. pachI pAMDe dvaitavanamAM AnaMdapUrvaka rahetA hatAM. eka divasa dUrathI moTuM lazkara AvatuM joyuM eTale pAMDanA manamAM vicAra thaye ke A vanamAM tenuM sainya AvI rahyuM che? ApaNA zatrunuM sainya te nathI ne? kAraNa ke ApaNane herAna karavA mATe duryodhana eka pachI eka kapaTa jALa racyA kare che. mATe tapAsa karIe ke konuM sainya che? tapAsa karatAM khabara paDI ke A jayadratha rAjAnuM sainya che. jayadratha eTale duryodhanane banevI. duryodhananI bahena duzalyAne jayadratha sAthe paraNAvI che ne sAthe te paNa AvI che. duryodhanane banevI eTale pAMDeno paNa banevI thAya ne? tethI pAMDavoe temano khUba Adara satkAra karyo. piote vanaphaLa khAIne rahetA hatA paNa bahena-banevIne vanaphaLa kema apAya? ema samajI ane vidyAnA baLathI temane rasavaMtA bhejana jamADyA. pachI badhA bhegA thaIne beThA tyAre pAMDee kahyuM ke he jyadrathajI! tamArA AvavAnA samAcAra mokalyA hatA te ame sAmA Avata. jayadrathe kahyuM, huM te Indrapraya gaye

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che... zAradA darzana hatuM. tyAM duryodhane temanI bahenane mArI sAthe paraNAvI. tyAM thoDA divasa rokAyA pachI ApanA samAcAra maLyA tethI huM Avyo chuM. Ama kahI jayadratha dharmarAjAnA caraNamAM namyA ne duzayA kuMtAjInA pagamAM paDI. eTale kuMtAjIe AzIrvAda ApyA. jayadratha pAMDa sAthe ne duzalyA draupadI sAthe premathI rahe che paNa aMdara kapaTa che. te te pAMDavonuM nikaMdana kADhavAno rasto zodhe che. eka divasa e prasaMga banyuM ke pAMce pAMDavo kaI kArya prasaMge jaMgalamAM gayA. kuMtAjI paNa bahAra gayA. draupadI ekalI ja hatI. A lAga joIne jayadrathe hoziyArIthI satI draupadIne uThAvIne rathamAM besADI dIdhI. jyadratha jevI draupadIne uMcakIne rathamAM nAMkhI tevI draupadI pAMce pAMDanA nAma laIne jorathI raDatI belavA lAgI ke he pAMDe ! doDe... doDe. pApI jayadratha mane haraNa karIne laI jAya che. draupadIno avAja sAMbhaLIne bhIma ane arjuna deDatA AvyA ane jayadrathane draupadIne laI jate joIne ke bharAI bhIma ane arjuna ane zastra laIne doDayA. tyAre kuMtAjI kahe che dIkarAo ! dhyAna rAkhaje ke ApaNI dIkarI duzalyA vidhavA na thAya. juo, sajajanamAM keTalI sajajanatA che. mAtAnuM vacana zirodhArya karIne bhIma ane arjuna doDayA ne jayadrathanI senane ADA pharI vaLyA. bhIme gadAthI senAne cakacUra karI nAMkhI, ane ane eka kapaDAthI cerane bAMdhe tema jayadrathane bAMdhI dIdhe, tyAre bhIme bhAlAthI jyadrathanA mAthe pAMca ThekANe pAMca ceTI jeTalAM vALa rAkhIne tenuM mAthuM muMDI nAMkhyuM ne tene beDeLa banAvI dIdhuM. bhIme karelI jayadrathanI mazkarI :-pachI bhIme tenI majAka uDAvatAM kahyuM ke kema jamAIrAja! majhAmAM che ne? have kariyAvaramAM kaMI ochuM paDayuM hoya te kahI deje te huM pUruM karI ApIza, tyAre dveSathI baLatAM jayadrathe kahyuM ke tame mArA mAthe pAMca zikhAe rakhI che te tamArA pAMceno vinAza karanAra dhUmaketu banaze. AvA zabdo sAMbhaLIne bhImane khUba krodha AvyuM ne tene gadAthI mAravA lAge, paNa kuMtAmAtAnuM vacana che ke bahena vidhavA na thavI joIe eTale yudhiSThire tene mAratAM re. A samaye apamAnita banele jyadratha jema sarpa kAMcaLI cheDIne bhAge tema bhAgyA, ane pAMDave AnaMdathI jaMgalamAM rahevA lAgyA. eka divasa badhA bhegA thaIne beThA hatAM tyAre yudhiSThira arjuna ane bhImanI prazaMsA karatAM kahe che ke huM mArA parAkramI vIre ! tamArI sahAyathI vanavagaDAnA dukhe AnaMdapUrvaka pasAra thAya che. tame baMne bhalabhalA duzmanone paNa haThAvI zako che. mArA kAraNe keTa kada veThe che. huM jugAra ramyA tyAre tamAre badhAne AvavuM paDyuM ne ? tyAre bhIma ane arjuna kahe che, moTAbhAI! Apane e aphasesa karavAnI jarUra nathI. emAM tamAre deSa nathI. badhAnAM karmono udaya che tethI Ama banyuM che.

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qf zAradA darzana vaitavanamAM nAradaRSinuM Agamana -eTalAmAM nAradaRSi AkAzagamana karatAM tyAM AvyA. ekAeka nAradajIne tyAM AvatAM jaIne pAMDa ubhA thaI gayA ne khUba AdarapUrvaka bhaktibhAvathI Asana upara besADyA ne kuzaLa samAcAra pUchatAM kahyuM-Apa kayAMthI padhAre che? tyAre nAradajIe kahyuM ke duryodhane ahIMthI gayA pachI zuM karyuM che te vAta jANIne huM tamane kahevA mATe Avyo chuM paNa he bhIma-arjuna! A dharmarAjA te dharma jevA che paNa tame enA jevA kema banyA ne duryodhanane zA mATe vidyAdharanA paMjAmAMthI choDAvyA? tame ene choDAvyA tyAre e tamAruM nikaMdana kADhavA uTho che. bhIme pUchyuM ke zuM banyuM che? nAradajIe kahyuM ke tamArI pAsethI duryodhana vidAya thayA pachI thoDe dUra jaIne khUba thAkI gaye. kAraNa ke tenA pagamAM majabUta beDIo nAMkhI hatI. tethI tenA paga sUjhIne thAMbhalA jevA banI gayA hatA. te duzAsananA hAtha pakaDIne cAlatuM hatuM chatAM tenA paga dhrujatA hatAM. tethI duHzAsane tene eka vRkSa nIce besADI dIdhe. te vakhate karNa temaja bIjA kaure AvI pahoMcyA ne duryodhanane pUchyuM ke tamane zuM thAya che? zA mATe puje cho ? tyAre kahe che ke basa, mane te pAMDa zalyanI jema khUce che. temano jaldI kema vinAza thAya tema IcchuM chuM. karNa Ama te duryodhananA pakSane hato paNa teNe duryodhanane kahyuM-citrAMgadanA pAzamAMthI chUTavuM mahAmuzkela hatuM chatAM pAMDee Apane choDAvyA te emane upakAra mAno. tyAre duryodhane gusse thaIne karNane kahyuM- he suputra ! tane apamAna sahana karavAnI Teva paDI gaI che tethI tane duHkha lAgatuM nathI paNa mAre mATe te AvI rIte apamAnita thavAne pahelo ja prasaMga che, ane citrAMgadanA baMdhana karatAM paNa pAMDe dvArA mAre chUTakAre thaye tenuM vadhAre duHkha che, tyAre kaNe kahyuM-Apa te meTA rAjA che ne pAMDe tamArA sevake che. svAmInuM rakSaNa karavuM te sevakanI pharaja che. mATe Apa e duHkhane bhUlI jAo. ema AzvAsana ApI nagaramAM laI gayA paNa tene eka ja ciMtA che ke kema karIne pAMDene vinAza karuM. e duzmanono jyAre vinAza thaze tyAre mArA haiyAmAM ThaMDaka vaLaze. duryodhananA vacana sAMbhaLIne tenA pitA dhRtarASTra tathA karNa vigeree kahyuM ke he duryodhana ! tuM zuM vicAra karI rahyo che? vicAra kara. arjuna na Avyo hota te citrAMgada vidyAdharanA baMdhanamAMthI somAMthI eka paNa chUTavAnAM na hatAM. jeNe tamane jIvatadAna ApyuM tene upakAra mAnavAne badale tenuM ja tame meta Iccho cho ? dhikkAra che tArA avatArane! dhRtarASTra kahe che te duryodhana! mAre putra banIne te mAruM nAma lajAvyuM che. tArA je pApI putra na janmyA hota te zuM khoTuM hatuM. A rIte tenA vAlazrIoe paNa tene khUba phITakAra Ape. te paNa tenI duSTa mati sudharI nahi. teNe nagaramAM dAMDI piTAvI ke huM mArA prajAjane! sAta

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(788 zAradA darzana divasamAM je zUravIra purUSa mArA zatru pAMDene zastrathI ke maMtrataMtrathI mAraze tene duryodhana rAjA hAthI, gheDA, ratha, pAlakhI ane aDadhuM rAjya Apaze. A pramANe nagaramAM dAMDI pITAvA lAgI. A sAMbhaLIne purecananA nAnAbhAI surecananA manamAM thayuM ke mArA moTA bhAIne pAMDee mArI nAMkhyA che te huM pAMDane mArIne mArA bhAIne vairane badale lauM. ema vicAra karIne surocana duryodhana pAse AvyA ne kahyuM, he mahArAjA ! huM sAta divasamAM pAMDavone mArI nAMkhIza, tyAre duryodhane kahyuM, mArI tAkAta nathI tyAM tAruM zuM gajuM! pAMDene mAravA te keI rahela kAma nathI, tyAre surecane kahyuM, mahArAjA ! meM kRtyA nAmanI rAkSasI vidyAnI sAdhanA karelI che. te kRtyA rAkSasImAM AkhI pRthvIne khAI javAnI tAkAta che. te huM vidyAne yAda karIza eTale kRtya rAkSasI Avaze ne pAMDane mArI nAMkhaze. mAre mana te mAkhI mAravA karatAM paNa pAMDavone mAravA rahela che. mATe Apa ciMtA karaze nahi. A vAtathI khuza thaIne duryodhane sucanane zAbAzI ApIne kahyuM, vIrA ! dhanya che tane, je tuM na hota te pAMDavone vinAza karavAnuM kAma koNa karata? mane duHkhamAM sahAre koNa Apata? duryodhane tene khUba Adara satkAra karyo. pachI surocane ghera jaIne yajJa, jApa vigere vidhi karIne tenI AsurI vidyAnuM smaraNa karyuM. te kRtyA rAkSasI bahu bhayaMkara che. A vAtanI mane khabara paDI, eTale huM tamane sAvaceta karavA mATe ahIM AvyuM chuM. have A sAta divasamAM kRtyo rAkSasI Avaze. mATe tame sajAga raheje. Ama kahIne nAradajI AkAzamArge cAlyA gayAM. baMdhuo ! pAMDe pavitra che te temane kaIne kaI samAcAra ApanAra maLI jAya che. kahevata che ke jene rAma rAkhe tene keNa cAkhe? te anusAra ahIM pAMDane samAcAra maLI gayA. nAradajI gayA pachI badhA bhAI e bhegA thaIne vicAra karavA lAgyA ke have ApaNe zuM karavuM ? A duSTa ApaNane vanamAM paNa sukhe rahevA detuM nathI. ApaNe tenuM kaMI ahita karatA nathI chatAM ene keTale TheSa che! ThIka, ene gamyuM te kharuM paNa ApaNe have sajAga banI jAo. bhIme yudhiSThirane kahyuM, meTAbhAI! e kRtyA Avaze eTale huM A mArI gadAthI tenA cUrecUrA karI nAMkhIza. tame badhA bephikara rahejo, tyAre yudhiSThire kahyuM-bhAI! tArI hiMmata ane baLa ajaba gajabanuM che, paNa e rAkSasanI jAta bahu krUra hoya che. tuM ekane mArIza tyAM bIjA so rAkSaso sAme AvIne ubhA raheze. mATe rAkSasa sAthe vaira bAMdhavuM nahi. ApaNe sAta divasa dharmadhyAnamAM lAgI jaIe. dharmanA pratApe badhuM duHkha dUra thaze. dharmarAjAnI vAta badhAne gaLe utarI ke moTAbhAInI vAta sAcI che. ApaNe eka pachI eka duHkhamAM gherAtA jaIe chIe. dharmathI karmane kSaya thAya che. A vicAra karIne pAMca bhAI e, draupadI ane kuMtAmAtAe sAte ya pavitra AtmAoe (seLa bhakta) sAta divasanA cauvihArA upavAsanA paccakhANa karyA. brahmacaryanuM

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zAradA darzana 789 pAlana karatAM alaga alaga Asane besIne eka cittathI navakAra maMtranuM smaraNa karavA lAgyA. badhAnuM citta navakAra maMtramAM che. A rIte dharmArAdhanA karatAM cha divasa ane che rAtri vyatIta thayA. sAtamA divase pAMDe zastra laIne sajaja thayA. have nAradaRSinI cetavaNI pramANe zuM navAjUnI thaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM-101 dhanaterasa Asevada 14 ne budhavAra tA. 9-11-77 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI, rAgadveSanA vijetA, mokSamArganA praNetA arihaMta bhagavaMte e bhavya jenAM kayANa mATe dvAdazAMgI sUtranI prarUpaNu karI. bhagavaMta kahe che te AtmA ! tArI jiMdagInI ekeka kSaNa hIrA karatAM paNa kiMmatI che. A kiMmatI samayamAM pramAda cheDIne dharmArAdhanA karI le. zAstrakAra kahe che sutesu yAvI paDibuddha jIvI, na vIsase paMDie Asupanne / dhorA muddA mAruM sAruM, mArI vAre Daghama utta, a. 4 gAthA 6 AzuprajJa paMDita purUSAe mehanidrAmAM sUtelA prANIonI vacamAM rahIne paNa sadA jAgRta rahevuM joIe. eka kSaNano paNa pramAda na kare ane bhAraMDa pakSInI jema sadA apramatta banIne vicaravuM joIe. sAcA sAdhaka AtmAo bhagavAnanI AjJA pramANe apramattapaNe vItarAga prabhunI AjJAnusAra sAdhanA kare che. ApaNe gajasukumAlano adhikAra cAle che. gajasukumAla aNagAra bhagavAnanI AjJA meLavIne eka rAtrinI pratimA dhAraNa karIne mahAkAla nAmanA zmazAnamAM ekalA kAusaga lagAvIne ubhA che. have tyAM zuM bane che? rumaM 2 naM to mALe micaraNa aThThANa bArAvaIo nayarIo bahiyA pubva Niggate samihAtoya dabbhe ya kuse ya pattAmoDaM ca geNhai jeddattA tatto paniyattA gajasukumAla aNagAranAM zamazAnamAM javA pahelAM ja semila brAhmaNa havana mATe samidha eTale havana karavA mATenI sAmagrI -lAkaDA vigere levA mATe dvArakAnagarInI bahAra nIkaLyo hate. (kaI jagyAe ema paNa lakhyuM che ke gajasukumAlanI dikSA thatAM pahelAM te dvArakA nagarInI bahAra havananI sAmagrI levA mATe gaye hate.) somila brAhmaNa havanane mATe samidha, lAkaDIo, DALa, kuza, pAMdaDA vigere laIne pAcho pharyo. ginicattittA mahAzAstra musA dUrasAmaMte varUvacamANe 2 saMniSTha samarA ane pitAne ghera jato hato tyAre saMdhyAkALano samaya thaI gayo hate.

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zAjA daza lokonI avarajavara ochI thaI gaI hatI. te vakhate mahAkAla mazAna pAsethI jatAM teNe amukumAruM baLa parU gajasukumAla aNagArane dhyAnamAM ubhelA joyAM. jetAnI sAthe ja vAsittA te vejuM sararU, sattiA bAsu" samila brAhmaNanA hRdayamAM vairabhAva jAgRta thayo. tethI tene khUba krodha AvyuM. koi e AtmAno moTAmAM moTozatru che. jayAre mAnavInA aMtaramAM kAdhano praveza thAya che tyAre mAnavI rAkSasathI bhayaMkara kara banI jAya che. jema pAgala mANasane satyAsatyana, hitAhitane viveka rahetuM nathI tema krodhI mANasane keI jAtanuM bhAna rahetuM nathI. jema nadImAM pUra Ave che tyAre moTA moTA lAkaDA, tRNa, gharanAM ghara ane gAmanA gAma kheMcI jAya che tema jyAre mAnavInA aMtaramAM krodhanuM prabaLa pUra Ave che tyAre manuSyanAM saddavicAra, viveka, jJAna Adi tamAma guNa rUpI saMpatti temAM taNAI jAya che. tethI tene pitAnA kartavya. akarta, lAbha-nukazAna vigerenuM bhAna rahetuM nathI. krodha mAnavIne vivekarahita banAvI de che. krodha e manuSyanI AdhyAtmika unnatimAM rUkAvaTa karanAra che. koI kasAI je che. kasAInA dilamAM dayA nathI hotI tema jenA dilamAM dhAgni pragaTa thAya che tene dilamAMthI dayA naSTa thaI jAya che. emila jJAtine brAhmaNa hate paNa dilamAM krodhane praveza thatAM kasAI jevuM banI gaye ne dAMta kacakacAvate dhe bharAIne A pramANe be - "praNa NaM bho se gayasukumAle kumAre appasthiya jAva parivajjae je NaM mama dhUyaM somasirIe bhAriyAe attayaM somaM dAriyaM adiTTadosaMpaiyaM kAlavattiNiM vippajahetA muMDe jAva pavvaie!" aho! A te te ja mRtyunI IcchA karavAvALA nirlajaja, durlakSaNavALe, lajajArahita, lahamIrahita, buddhirahita ane puNya rahita gajasukumAla che ke jeNe mArI patnI samazrInI aMgajAta dIkarI emAM ke je amane prANathI paNa pyArI che, te kaI paNa jAtanA doSa ke khoDa khAMpaNa rahita che, atyAre te vivAha karavA gya che, evI mArI putrIne choDIne A gajasukumAla sAdhu banI gayA che. te gajasukumAla aNagAranI pAse AvIne kahe che he gajasukumAla! tArA bhAI kRSNa vAsudeve tArI sAthe lagna karavA mATe mArI vahAlI dIkarI samAne aMteuramAM laI jaIne rAkhI che. je tAre dIkSA levI hatI te pahelethI belavuM hatuM ne? te mArI dIkarIne bhava bagaData nahi ne? amArI jAti uMcI che. mArI putrI rUpa-guNamAM paNa zreSTha che. pavitra che. te have paraNAvavA gya yuvAna thaI che. huM kaMI sAmethI ApavA hete AvyA. kRSNa mahArAjAe sAmethI mAMgaNI karI tyAre meM ApI che. kadAca mArI dIkarImAM doSa hota te ema mAnatA ke mArI dIkarImAM A deSa che tethI tyAga karyo paNa evuM te kaMI ja nathI. mArI dIkarInAM lagna gajasukumAla sAthe thaze te vAta jagajAhera thaI gaI che. mArI dIkarIne khUba dhAmadhUmathI paraNAvavAnA mane keTalA koDa hatA. mArA badhA manera

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sArA darzana 7 mATImAM maLI gayA. have e mArI yuvAna dIkarInuM zuM thaze? ane huM mArA jJAtijanone zuM kahIza? koI paNa kAraNa vinA mArI dIkarIne choDIne teM dIkSA lIdhI che tethI te mAruM ghora apamAna karyuM che. arere....tane lajajA na AvI ! ATaluM bolatAM somilanI AMkho krodhathI lAlacoLa thaI gaIne tenI AMkhamAMthI aMgArA varasavA lAgyA. krodhathI dAMta pIsavA lAge ne manamAM nizcaya karyo ke A pApI gajasukumAle mArI ekanI eka lADakavAyI nirdoSa ane tenA jevI niSkalaMka mArI dIkarI se pAne tyAga karIne mArI sAthe vaira bAMdhyuM che, duzmanAvaTa karI che, te "saM ya hu marma cakumAra kumAraMg vera niSAdaLa pherA!" mArA mATe ucita che ke huM A varane badale lauM. jyAM sudhI A vairane badale nahi lauM tyAM sudhI anna-pANI laIza nahi. emila brAhmaNe Avo nizcaya karyo. baMdhuo ! A khUba vicAravA jevI vAta che. pUrvabhavamAM bAMdhelA karmo jIvane kayAre udayamAM Avaze tenI khabara nathI, mATe karma bAMdhatI vakhate khUba upayoga rAkhavAnI jarUra che. juo, ahIM gajasukumAle semila brAhmaNanuM kaMI bagADyuM hatuM? ene pUrvanuM vaira na hatA te ema thAta ke aho! traNa traNa khaMDanA adhipati kRSNavAsudevanA lADakavAyA bhAIe ATalI sukha-samRddhi cheDIne sAva cheTI vayamAM dikSA lIdhI. dhanya che e AtmAne ! enA caraNamAM zIra jhUkI paData, paNa pUrvanuM vaira hatuM. temAM putrInuM nimitta maLatAM aMtaramAM beThele vairAgni prajavalita thaye. duniyAmAM vaira vinA jhera AvatuM nathI. (ahIM pU. mahAsatIjIe vaira upara khUba suMdara karUNarasathI bharapUra khaMdhakamuninuM daSTAMta ApyuM hatuM. je sAMbhaLatAM badhA raDI paDayA hatA.) gajasukumala munine jotAM semila brAhmaNanA dilamAM pUrvanuM vaira jAgRta thatAM madha AvyuM ne tenA manamAM thayuM ke basa, have tene batAvI dauM. ema vicAra karIne hisA vallevi #odA brAhmaNe dizAonuM paDilehaNa karyuM. paDilehaNa karavuM eTale jevuM. somila brAhmaNane gajasukumAla aNagArano vinAza kare che. eTale teNe cAre tarapha daSTi karI ke koI AvatuM nathI ne? kaI mane joI nahi jAya ne? je mANasa hiMsAdi pApa kare che tenuM haiyuM thaDake che. bhale te uparathI kUra banI jAya paNa aMdarathI tene AmAM kaMpI uThe che, ne kahe che ke he jIva! AvuM ghora pApa tArAthI karAya nahi. kadAca koI na dekhe te rIte tuM chAne khUNe besIne pApa kare ne mAne ke meM kevI hoziyArI vAparI, ke meM karyuM chatAM koI jANatuM nathI. bhale, bIjuM kaI na jANe ke na dekhe paNa anaMtA siddha bhagavaMte ane kevaLI bhagavaMte te jANe che ne? emanA jJAnamAM kaMI ajANyuM nathI, paNa karmathI gherAyele AtmA aMtarano avAja sAMbhaLatuM nathI. te enuM dhAryuM kare che. AvA

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kara zArA darzana kura karma karatI vakhate ene khabara nathI paDatI ke huM A karI rahyo chuM ne karmo bhegavavA kayAM cA jaIza? mila pUrvanA vairanA kAraNe bhAna bhUlya. eNe cAre tarapha najara karIne joyA pachI sarasa maTTiyaM gevhai, geNhittA jeNeva gayasukumAla aNagAre teNeva uvAgacchai zmazAna bhUmimA eka taLAva hatuM. te taLAvamAMthI bhInI cIkaNI mATI laIne jayAM gajasukumAla aNagAra pitAnI kAyAne namAvI, badhI indrione vaza rAkhI, pitAnA aMge pAMgane sthira rAkhI, pitAnA baMne pagane cAra aMgulane AMtare saMkocIne, pitAnA hAthane ghUMTaNa sudhI laTakAvIne eka pudgala para animeSa daSTi rAkhI urva kAyathI dhyAnAsthita hatA tyAM Avyo. vArijIttA suvumAsTarsa saLaTVrasa mathara kavi vaparU " AvIne teNe gajasukumAla aNugAranA mAthe mATInI pALa bAMdhI ane barAbara vaira levAnI taiyArI karI. gajasukumale jANyuM ke somila A pramANe kare che paNa teo pitAnA bhAvamAM sthira rahyA. bhagavAna jANatAM hatAM ke mArA ziSyane somila brAhmaNa sAthe pUrvanuM vaira che eTale e vairane badale levAnuM che, ane mArA navadIkSita ziSya gajasukumAla aNagAra te nimitte kamene kSaya karI mekSamAM javAnA che. tethI zekyA nahi. somila brAhmaNe taLAvamAMthI bhIMjAyelI cIkaNI mATI lAvIne gajasukumAla aNagAranA mastake pALa bAMdhI. have vairane badalo levA te zuM karaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra:-pAMca pAMDave, kuMtA mAtA, draupadI badhA jyAM sajaja thaIne beThA che tyAM bhayaMkara gebI avAja sAMbhaLavAmAM AvyuM, ane dhULathI AkAza chavAI gayuM. jotajotAmAM moTuM sainya AvyuM ne eka bhayaMkara AkRtivALe mANasa kAnanA paDadA tUTI jAya tevA gebI avAjathI kahe che ke je ahIM vasyA hoya te badhA cAlyA jAva. amAre dharma vasaMtaka nAmano rAjA ahIM rahevAnuM che. A sAMbhaLIne te mANasa upara bhImane atyaMta krodha A ne hAthamAM gadA laIne siMha jevI garjanA karIne be-amane ahIMthI cAlyA javAnuM kahenAra tuM keNa che? Ama kahIne bhIme AvanAra mANasanI becI pakaDIne tene uchALIne dUra phekI dIdhe. eTalAmAM moTI senA tyAM AvI gaIne pAMDene cAre taraphathI gherI lIdhA, A pAMDe tenAthI DarI jAya tevA na hatA. khUba zUravIratAthI sainyane sAmane karyo. AvelI senAnA keTalAka sainikone bhIme gadAthI prahAra karyA. keTalAkane ane bANathI vIMdhI nAkhyA. Ama sainyane chinna-bhinna karIne bhagADI rahyA che.

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ziraDA darzana 73 bIjI bAju kuMtAjI ane draupadI baMne sAsu vahu pitAnI kuTIramAM besIne prabhune prArthanA karatA hatA. te vakhate eka divya AkRtivALA ane rAjacinhAthI yukta tejasvI yuvAna purUSa jhuMpaDImAM pesI gayo. AthI kuMtAjI ane draupadI baMne gabharAI gayA ne bUma pADIne kahyuM- he purUSa! tuM keNa che? ane amArI pAse zA mATe AvyA che? tyAM te draupadIne uMcakIne ghoDA para besADIne bhAge. A samaye kuMtAjI ane dropadIe kALI cIsa pADI ke he pAMDe ! deodeDe, keI duSTa purUSa draupadIne haraNa karIne laI jAya che. mAtA ane patnInI cIse ane karUNa rUdana sAMbhaLIne pAMDava senA sAthe laDavAnuM paDatuM mUkIne bhIma gadA laIne de. e duSTa zuM samaje che? parAyI strIne apaharaNa karIne laI jatAM zaramAte nathI? A gadAthI tArA cUrecUrA karI nAMkhIza. tyAM te pAchI maTI senA bhegI thaIne pAMDenI pAchaLa paDI. eTale pAMDa senAnI sAme laDavA mATe rokAI gayA. talavAra-bhAlA vigerethI sAmArA nI bhayaMkara yuddha thayuM. arjuna ane bhIma khUba kuzaLatApUrvaka jhajhUmyA ne sanyane pAchuM haThAvyuM. pachI draupadIne choDAvavA deDayA. te te mANasa draupadIne cAbUkanA mAra mAratA hate. A joIne bhIma ane arjunanuM lehI ukaLI gayuM ne tene mAravA deyA. tyAM pele mANasa rInyamAM bhaLI gaye eTale ane tenA upara bANa choDayA. eka bAju laDAI, ane bIjI bAju sAta sAta divasanA cauvihArA upavAsa hovAthI dharmarAjAnI AMkhe aMdhArA AvyA. tethI sahadeva ane nakuLane pANI levA mokalyA ne kahyuM ke jaladI pANI lAve. te baMne pANI levA gayA ne dharmarAjA bebhAna banI gayA. cAre taraphathI pAMDave muzkelImAM mUkAI gayA. sahadeva ane nakula sarovara pahecyA, pANI pIdhuM ne paDAmAM pANI laIne pAchA phare che tyAM rastAmAM bebhAna thaIne paDI gayA. ghaNIvAra thaI chatAM sahadeva ane nakula na AvyA tyAre arjuna ane bhIma ciMtAtura banI gayA tethI bhImane yudhiSThira pAse besADI anacha pANI levA gayAM te rastAmAM be bhAIone paDelA joyA. mRta kalevara jevA bhAIone paDelA joIne khUba duHkha thayuM. arere..mArA bhAIone A zuM thaI gayuM? khUba raDayAM pachI arjunajIne vicAra thaye ke mArA moTAbhAI pANI vinA prANa choDI deze. mATe jaldI pANI laIne jAuM. ema vicAra karI te pANI levA gayA. temane paNa khUba tarasa lAgI hatI eTale pANI pIdhuM ne kamalapatramAM bhAIne mATe pANI lIdhuM. laIne pAchA pharyA. tyAM jayAM be bhAI paDayA che tyAM te paNa bebhAna thaIne paDayA. have arjunajI ne AvyA tethI bhIma gayA. tene paNa badhAnI mAphaka thayuM. A bAju pavana AvavAthI yudhiSThira bhAnamAM AvyA ne joyuM ke badhA kyAM gayA? sahadeva ane nakuLa pANI levA gayA che. te pANI laIne kema na AvA ? tapAsa karuM. ema vicArI hiMmata karIne yudhiSThira ubhA thayA ne thA.-100

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pitAnA bhAIonA pagalA oLakhIne te tarapha cAlyA. cAlatAM cAlatAM cAre bhAIone rastAmAM mRta kalevaranI mAphaka paDelA joyAM. A dazya joIne dharmarAjAnuM haiyuM cIrAI gayuM. arere...mArA baMdhavA! tamane mAranAra koI ahIM dekhAtuM nathI. je dekhAya te hamaNAM huM tene mArI nAMkhyuM. mArA vIro ! tame badhA mane ekale mUkIne kema sUI gayA che? tame mArA sAmuM te juo. eka vAra te AMkhaDI khele. A rIte zrApa karatA kahe che ke he vidhAtA! ame pAMca bhAIo, mAtA ane patnI AnaMdathI rahetA hatA te tArAthI sahana na thayuM ke amArI AvI dazA karI? he karmarAjA! tArI lIlA nyArI che. tame rAttAdhIza che ne dhAre te karI zake che. tethI tame amAruM kuTuMba chinna bhinna karI nAMkhyuM. - dharmarAjAne kALo kalpAMta - mArI vRdha kuMtAmAtA tyAM beThA jharatA haze. mArI patnIne dumina haraNa karIne laI gayA che tenI kevI dazA haze? ane A mArA cAra cAra bhAIo bebhAna thaIne paDayA che. huM teM kene jouM ne kone rouM? mArA duHkhanI keI sImA nathI huM kayAM jAuM zuM karuM ne mArA duHkhanI vAta kone kahuM? mane kaMI sUjhatuM nathI. basa have mAruM A duniyAmAM keI nathI. mAre jIvIne zuM kAma che? huM agnimAM baLI marIza, paNa huM mArA vIro ! sAMbhaLe. ? he gadAdhArI bhaDavIra bhImasena! tuM Ama zuM sUI rahyo che. ubhe thA. duryodhana ane duzAsane ApaNA upara je anyAya karyo che, julama karyo che tene badale levAne haju bAkI che. te tArA parAkramathI kiramira, hiDaMba ane baka jevA bhayaMkara rAkSasone mArI nAMkhyA che. A zUravIra bhIma Ama jaMgalamAM sUI jAya ? tuM Ama sUI jaIza te pachI draupadIne caTale pakaDI sabhAmAM lAvanAra ane cIra kheMcanAra duHzAsana ane bharasabhAmAM jAMgha batAvanAra duryodhananuM vaira levAnI te bharasabhAmAM pratijJA karI che te ke pUrI karaze? e mArA dhanurdhArI arjuna! te te ghaNI vidyAo sAdhI che ne ghaNuM vidyAdharane tArA mitra banAvI dIdhA che. te tArI dhanurvighAthI ghaNAM zatruone harAvyA che. AvA zUravIra tame Aje soDa tANIne kema sUI rahyAM che? tame mArA paDatA bola jhIlanArA che. mArI AjJAnuM pAlana karatAM Aja sudhI raheja paNa thayA nathI. mArI jIbha phare ne tamArA paga pharatAM hatAM paNa Aje huM ATaluM boluM chuM chatAM tame mane javAba detA nathI. have ApaNI draupadIne levA koNa jaze? tame jaladI uThe ne draupadIne laI Ave. huM tamArA vinA mAtAne zuM meTuM batAvuM ! mArA jIvanane dhikakA che. dharmarAjAnuM rUdana joIne jhADe pakSIo paNa raDavA lAgyA. vanacara hiMsaka pazuo paNa dhrujI uThayA. eka vanacara bhale AvIne yudhiSThirane kahyuM - pavitra purUSa! tamArI mukhAkRti jotAM tame koI zUravIra purUSa dekhAo che ne Ama kAyaranI jema zuM vilApa kare che?

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zAha dazana 785 ne Ama DhIlA thaIne zuM beThA che? pAMca pAMca purUSanI patnIne duzmana uThAvI jAya ne cAbUkane mAra mAre te tamArAthI kema sahana thAya che? A cAra te bebhAna thaIne paDyAM che. temane te kaMI kahevAnuM nathI paNa tame te bAhoza che chatAM tamArI patnIne choDAvavA jatA nathI? tame juo te kharA! pele tamAre duzmana tamArI patnIne gheDe besADIne laI jAya che ne te raDe che eTale pApI ca bukathI mAra mAre che. tethI tArI patnI pikAra kare che ke huM mArA pAMca pAMca patideva! pAMcamAMthI eka te mane choDAvavA Ave. gadAdhArI bhIma ane dhanurdhArI ajuna paNa kayAM gayA? kema ke AvatA nathI. ema kahIne rahe che. mATe tame jaldI jAo. tamArA bhAIo te hamaNuM bhAnamAM AvI jaze. tenI ciMtA nA karaze, paNa duzmananA hAthamAMthI tamArI patnIne parAkramathI choDAve. strInuM rakSaNa nahi karanAra patine kAyaranuM kalaMka lAge che. bhIlanA vacana sAMbhaLIne yudhiSThiramAM jema AvyuM. ubhA thaIne kahe che zatrune mArIne hamaNuM ja mArI draupadIne choDAvI lAvuM chuM paNa tarasa ghaNI lAgI hatI tethI ema thayuM ke pANI pIne devuM. ema vicAra karI pANI pIdhuM ne jyAre deDavA jAya che tyAM cAra bhAInI pAse AvatA te paNa bebhAna thaIne paDayA. have zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare.. vyAkhyAna naM. 102 A vada amAsane gurUvAra divALI tA. 10-11-77 satta baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAone bahene! anaMtajJAnI, railokya prakAzaka, sarvajJA bhagavatee anaMtakALathI saMsAra aTavImAM athaDAtA chanA kalyANa mATe dvAdazAMgI sUtranI racanA karI. jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke he jIvAtmAo! je tamAre duHkha TALIne sukha joItuM hoya te dharmanI ArAdhanA kare. kAraNake " zvata sura" dharmathI jIvane zAzvata sukhanI prApti thAya che. kAraNa ke dharma zAzvata che. mATe zAzvata evA dharma dvArA zAzvata sukha maLe che. bAkI kaI vastumAM evI zakita nathI ke je tamane avinAzI sukha ApI zake. A saMsAramAM dareka vastuo nAzavaMta che. eka dharma ja zAzvata che, mATe zAzvata sukha meLavavA mATe maLele A moMghero mAnavabhava nAzavaMta sukhanI prApti mATe veDaphI nAMkhaze nahi. dharmathI uttamakuLamAM janma, suMdara rUpa, Arogya, baLa, budhi, sAra kuTuMba parivAra, dhanasaMpatti, sattA, mAna-sanmAna badhuM maLe che ane ahIMthI AyuSya pUruM thayA pachI dharmathI svarganA ane mekSanA sukhe maLe che. sarva sukhanuM mULa dharma che. dharma vinA eka paNa sukha maLatuM nathI. ApaNe gajasukumAla aNugAranI vAta cAle che, teeAe dharmanuM svarUpa samajIne

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79 * cAradA racana dIkSA lIdhI. dIkSA laIne zmazAna bhUmimAM jaI ne bAramI piMDamA aMgIkAra karIne ubhA hatA. tyAM sAmila brAhmaNe gajasukumAla aNugAranA mAthA upara pALa AMdhyA pachI zuM karyuM... ? jalatIo ciyayAo phulliyakiMsuya samANe ravayaraMgAre kahalleNa giues, giNhittA yamunumAjaAE sarasa martyapa varNavat| zmazAnamAM citA khaLatI hatI temAMthI kezuDAnA phUla jevA lAlacALa dhagadhagatA aMgArA eka phUTelA mATInA vAsaNunA ThIkarAmAM bharIne lAnyA ane gajasukumAla aNugAranA mAthA upara nAMkhI dIdhA. sAmila brAhmaNe kevA vairane badale lIdhA! haju te Aje ja dIkSA lIdhI che. kAmaLa kula jevuM zarIra che, mAthe tAjo lAca karelA che ane dhyAnamAM lIna banyA che. AvA saMtane joI ne haiyu' harakhAi javu joie. tenA khadale sAmilane krodha AvyeA. eTale mATIthI muMninA mAthe pALa khAMdhI ane zmazAnamAM maDaduM khaLatuM hatuM temAMthI lAlaghUma jevA dhagadhagatA aMgArA lAvIne gajasukumAla aNugAranA mAthe mUkayA. eTale kAmaLa khAparI khadakhadavA lAgI. rastAmAM cAlatAM paga nIce sheja mIDI aDI jAya te kevI pIDA thAya che! tyAre A te mAthAno kAmaLa bhAga che. tyAM aMgArA mUkayA kevI vedanA thaI haze ! te samaye gajasukumAla zu vicAra kare che. huM cetanadeva ! atyAre tArI kasATIne samaya che. kaseTImAM makkama raheje. vidyAthI bAra mahinA abhyAsa kare che tyAra pachI tenI parIkSA thAya che. abhyAsa karavA mATe Akhu varSa hAya che ane pepara lakhavAnA mAtra cAra pAMca divasa hAya che. vidyAthI varSabhara abhyAsa kare paNa jo te parikSAnA pepara lakhavA samaye gabharAI jAya te varSe nakAmu jAya che, tema he cetana! te' saMyama mArgone abhyAsa karyAM che ne ? sayama lIdhe tyAre bhagavaMte kahyuM hatuM ke darzAvadha yatiSa nuM tAre kharAkhara pAlana karavu' paDaze, temAM sauthI prathama dhama che kha`ti, khAti eTale kSamA dharma, sayama lIdhA pachI kei vakhata mArAMtika upasaga Avaze tyAre upasaga denAra pratye krodha ke dveSa nahi karAya, paNa kSamA rAkhavI paDaze te huM cetana ! Aje tane upasarga ALyeA che. kANe upasarga ApyA che te vAta gajasukumAla aNugAre jaNI chatAM tenA pratye nAma krodha na AngeA. khasa e te potAnA AtmasvarUpamAM vadhu lIna banyA. ratnamAM ciMtana karavA lAgyA ke he cetana! je maLe che te tAru' nathI. tu' ajara amara che. tAre ne ene kaI levA devA nathI. tuM pADeAzI manIne joyA kara, ane ema vicAra kara ke eNe tane upasaga nathI ApyuM. paNa mane jaldI Atmika sukha prApta karavAmAM sahAra karavA mATe Avye che, muninA keTalA sarasa bhAva che! jayAre seAmila A muninI khAparI khadakhadatI joine elyo hAza....have mAru' kALajI yu ane tenI vairAgni bujhAvAthI tene Anada thayA. " pakkhivittA bhIma tao khippAmeva avakkamai avakkamitA jAmeva disa pAuSbhUpa tAmeva vitta pariza " paNa bIjI khAju gajasukumAla aNugAranA mAthe aMgArA mUkyA

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zAradA darzana 797 pachI tenA manamAM bhaya lAgyo ke atyAre te ahIM keI nathI, paNa kadAca keI Avaze ne mane joI jaze te? kAraNa ke meM jenA mAthe aMgArA mUkyA che te sAmAnya vyakti nathI. A te kRNavAsudevane lADIle bhAI che. jenI eka hAke dharatI dhruje che. te kaI mane ahI jeI jaze to kRguvAsudevane kahI deze ne kRSNavAsudeva mane mArI nAMkhaze. A Dara lAgavAthI te aMgArA mUkIne Amatema cAre bAjue jete jaldI tyAMthI bhAgI gayo ne je dizAmAMthI Avyo hato te dizAmAM cAlyo gayo. mANasane jeTale pitAnA maraNane Dara lAge che teTale pApano Dara nathI lAgatuM. teNe AvezamAM AvIne pApa te karyuM paNa pachI je tene pApane pazcAtApa thaye heta ke meM pApIe A zuM karyuM? AvA pavitra saMtane AvuM kaSTa ApyuM? mAruM zuM thaze? A pazcAtApa thaye heta te kaMIka haLavo banata, paNa pitAne keI joI jaze te kRSNa mahArAjA mArI nAMkhaze te bhaya lAge paNa pApane bhaya na lAge. somila brAhmaNa te tenuM kAma karIne gaye. A tarapha gajasukumAlanI khoparI khIcaDI khadakhade tema khadakhadavA lAgI. asahaya vedanA thavA lAgI chatAM samila upara nAma mAtra kodhana karyo paNa zuM vicAra karavA lAgyA. keInA sasarA baMdhAve jharInI pAghaDI, mArA sasarAe baMdhAvI mekSanI pAghaDI.* aho ! A mArA sasarA mArA upara ke mahAna upakAra karI rahyAM che. mArA karmonA durgama durgane teDavAmAM mane sahAya karI rahyA che. emaNe mArA mAthe mATInI pALa nathI bAMdhI paNa jharInI mUlyavAna pAghaDI karatAM paNa adhika mUlyavAna mekSanI pAghaDI bAMdhI che. emaNe mArA mAthA upara saLagatA kheranA aMgArA nathI bharyA paNa anaMta sukhAnaMda Ape ane anaMtA janmamaraNanA dAha zAMta thAya te mATe gazIrSa caMdananuM vilepana karyuM che. dhanya che ! mArA sasarAne ke huM paraNIne sAsare gayo hota to mane teo pAMca paccIsa, se ke base rUpiyAnI pAghaDI baMdhAvata paNa A te A lekamAM ne paralokamAM kayAMya na maLe tevI mokSanI pAghaDI baMdhAvI. AvA sasarA jagatamAM maLavA durlabha che. A vicAra karatAM pitAnA cetanadevane kahe che he cetana ! Aje tAre mATe senAneM divasa uge che. eka te Aje savAre meM dIkSA lIdhI ne sAMje zarmazAnabhUmimAM AvyuM. bAramI Dima aMgIkAra karIne ubhuM rahyo. haju thoDIvAra thaI tyAM mArA sasarA mane jaldI mekSamAM javA mATe sahAya karavA AvyA. mArA jamAIne lAMbe vakhata saMyamanAM kaSTa sahana karavA na paDe te mATe mane madada karI. huM ke bhAgyavAna chuM ke alpa samayamAM mArA karmanA gaMja baLI jaze. mAthe aMgArA mUkavAthI deha baLavAnI sAthe mArA karmo baLIne khAkha thaI rahyA che. baLa baLa kAyA baLa, tuM baLe ema mArA karmo baLe." kevI suMdara ane bhavya vicAraNa! haju AgaLa zuM vicAre che? je baLe che te mAruM nathI ane je mAruM che te baLatuM nathI. AtmAnI kAyamI svabhAvabhUta vastu jJAnadarzana

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haTa zAradA darzana che te kaMI avinathI baLatA nathI, paNa baLe che kAyA ke jene aDI choDIne javAnI che. te je nathI baLI zakatA jJAna, darzana te mArI pAse che to pachI saMteSa zA mATe na anubhavavo ? devAnupriya! juo gajasukumAla aNagAre dharmanA svarUpane samajIne dIkSA lIdhI hatI te duHkhamAM paNa sukhadhavA lAgyA ne? somile te muninA mAthe aMgArA mukayA hatAM paNa pote kevI khatavaNI karI? emanA manamAM zuM bhAva AvyA? mArA sasarAe mane mokSanI pAghaDI baMdhAvI. samyagadaSTi AtmA pitAnA doSa dekhe che ne mithyAdaSTi cha paranA de dekhe che. gajasukumAla aNagAre pitAnA karmane deSa joIne savaLo vicAra karyo ke mArA sasarAe mane mokSamAM javAnI pAghaDI baMdhAvI. sAthe temanAtha bhagavAnane yAda karI vicAra karavA lAgyA ke he mArA nAtha! je Apa mane maLyA na hata te huM A saMsArane cheDI zata nahi. huM te saMsAranA khADAmAM DUbI javAne hato paNa Ape mane tAryo. ApanI pAse AvatA pahelAM mane viveka ke bhAna na hatuM ke tyAga kene kahevAya? tyAgamAM zuM sukha che, paNa he prabhu! Ape mane saMsAra ane tyAganuM svarUpa samajAvyuM ne mArA upara asIma kRpA karIne saMsAra rUpI mahAsamudramAM DUbate bacAvI dIdho. keI mANasa taLAvamAM DUbavAnI aNI upara hoya te vakhate tene keI bacAvI le to tene keTale upakAra mAne che te tame te mane bhavasAgaramAM DUbate bacALe che te Ape mArA upara ke mahAna upakAra karyo che. tamArA upakArane badale huM vALI zakuM tema nathI. aho he prabhu! Ape mAre svIkAra karIne mane dIkSA ApIne mArA upara kRpA karI eTaluM ja nahi paNa mArI mAMgaNIne paNa tame svIkAra karyo ane mane saharSa bAramI DimA vahana karavAnI AjJA ApI. jema bhUkhyAne bhajana ane AMdhaLAne AMkha maLatA je AnaMda thAya tethI paNa adhika AnaMda ApanI AjJA maLatAM mArA dilamAM thayela che. prabhu! Ape mane AjJA ApI te huM bAramI paDimA vahana karavA AvI zako. AvA zubha vicAra karyA. parI baLavA lAgI chatAM emila upara heja paNa roSa ke dveSa na karyo, paNa AtmamaMthana karatAM kahe che ke cetana! tAre be ghaDI upasarga veThavAne che. temAM tuM tAruM AtmabhAna bhUlatA nahi. A upasarga nathI paNa mokSamAM vahelA pahoMcavAnI sAdhanA che. mATe tuM tArA kSamAbhAvamAM raheje. dehAdhyAsa choDI de che. Aje baLI rahyuM che te tAruM nathI ane je tAruM che te baLavAnuM nathI. mATe tuM tArI sAdhanAmAM masta raheje te tAruM kAma thaI jaze. A rIte muni vicAraNA karI rahyA che. have AgaLa zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. - tri-pAMce pAMDave bebhAna avasthAmAM paDyA che. jANe marI gayA na hoya! evA dekhAya che. A banAvathI pakSIone caNa caNavAnuM choDI dIdhuM. pazu paMkhI paNa kahapAMta kare che. AvuM karUNa vAtAvaraNa sarjAI gayuM che. tamane thaze ke A badhuM zuM

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zAradA darzana banI gayuM ? paNa have AzcaryakArI zuM banAva bane che. te vAta sAMbhaLo. thoDIvAre pAMce bhAIonI AMkha khulI gaI, ane sau zudhimAM anyA. jue che te draupadI kamaLapatranAM paDAmAM pANI laI maNanI mALAthI pavitra banAvIne temanA upara chAMTI rahI hatI. ane kuMtAmAtA AMkhamAM AMsu sAratA vastranA cheDAthI havA nAMkhe che. A badhuM joIne pAMDee Azcarya pAmIne draupadIne pUchayuM ke he devI! A badhuM zuM thaI gayuM ? hamaNAM ghaNuM moTuM rInya AvyuM hatuM ne tane zatru uMcakIne ghoDA upara besADIne laI gaye hate. A badhuM kayAM gayuM? draupadIe pAMDene kahyuM ke Apane tarasa lAgI ne pANI pIvA mATe sarevara kinAre gayA. pachI te rAjA ane tenI senA badhuM kayAM adazya thaI gayuM te khabara nathI. mane paNa ema thAya che ke A zuM banyuM? A zuM svapna hatuM ? kaMI samajAtuM nathI. pAMDavee Azcarya pAmIne draupadIne pUchayuM ke tuM duzmana pAsethI chUTIne ahIM kevI rIte AvI ? tyAre dropadIe kahyuM-sAMbhaLe. e divyapurUSa mane haraNa karIne ghora jaMgalamAM laI gayA pachI teNe mane kayAM choDI dIdhI te mane khabara nathI, paNa huM raDatI mUratI mRgalAnA TeLAmAMthI vikhUTI paDelI mRgalInI mAphaka bhayabhIta banIne bhamatI hatI. tyAM hAthamAM dhanuSya ane bANa dhAraNa karIne eka bhIla mArI pAse AvyuM ane mane kahyuM- he satI ! tuM A nirjana vanamAM ekalI kema phare che? tuM pati pati karIne raDe che te e divya AkRtivALA tArA pAMca pati ahI najIkamAM che tuM mArI sAthe cAla. huM tane tyAM laI jAuM. ema kahIne te mane ApanI pAse lAve ane mAtAjIne paNa teNe ahIM lAvIne mUkayA. Apa pAMceya bhAIone mUchita thayelA joIne ame baMne sAsu vahu khUba vilApa karavA lAgyA. pAMDa pAse vItelI kahAnI kahetI draupadI draupadI kahe che ke ame baMne vilApa karIne raDatAM hatAM tyAM AkAzamAMthI bhayaMkara gebI avAja saMbhaLAyo ne dharatI prajavA lAgI. ame uce joyuM te AkAzamArgethI bhayaMkara rAkSasI AvatI jaI tenA zarIrane varNa te aDada karatAM paNa vizeSa kALe ne bIbhatsa hatA. tenI AMkhomAMthI aMgArA jharatA hoya tevI lAlaghUma hatI. tenA vALa pILA raMganA hatAM. tenA dAMta charI jevA tINa hatAM. nAka capaTuM ane besI gayeluM hatuM. tenA vALa vikharAyelA hatAM ne tenA hAthamAM cakacakatI tIkSaNa talavAra hatI. AvI bhayAnaka vicitra rUpavALI rAkSasane joIne ame baMne jaNa te tharathara dhrujI uThayA. amane thayuM ke te hamaNuM amane khAI jaze. ema mAnIne ame te eka vRkSanI pAchaLa saMtAI gayA. eTale pelI rAkSasI hAthamAM talavAra laIne khAuM khAuM karatI lapa-lapa jIbha bahAra kADhatI tamArI pAse AvIne ubhI rahI. enI sAthe bIjI ghaNI rAkSasIo hatI.pele bhIla paNa eka jagyAe saMtAI gayene rAkSasI zuM kare che te jovA lAgyA. rAkSasI tamArI sAme dhArI dhArIne

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wuw - zAradA:darzana jevA lAgI, ane mRtakalevara jevA tamane paDelA joIne kRtyA rAkSasIe tenI dAsIne kahyuM, bahena! duSTa brAhmaNe mane marelA pAMDavone mAravA mATe ahIM mokalI che te tuM jaIne barAbara joI le ke A leke sAcA marelA che ke pachI kapaTathI marI gayelA dekhAya che? kRtyAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne tenI dAsIe Apa badhAne ulTAsulTA karIne joyA, baTakA bharyA, nakha mAryA paNa tamArAmAM jIvana jevuM dekhAyuM nahi eTale kRtya rAkSasIne surocana brAhmaNa upara khUba krodha Ave. kRtyA rAkSasIne brAhmaNa upara jAgelo prApa H e pApI surocane mane A marelA pAMDene khAI javA mokalIne mArUM haDahaDatuM apamAna karyuM che. A maDadAne te kAgaDA ane kutarA khAya. huM te jIvatA mANasane ja khAuM. te A brAhmaNe mane zA mATe mokalI? basa, have tene ja mArI nAMkhuM. rAkSasIne ke pAyamAna thayelI joIne pelA bhIle tenI pAse jaIne kahyuM. bahena ! tamArI vAta sAcI che. e duSTa brAhmaNe tamArI majAka karavA ThagIne mokalyA che. A te bicArA A sarovaranuM jherI pANI pIne marI gayAM che. kharekhara te e ThaganAra brAhmaNane mArI nAMkhavA jevo che. A sAMbhaLIne kRtya rAkSasI tenA parivAra sAthe AkAzamArge uDI gaI ane brAhmaNanI ceTa pakaDIne khUba dhamakI ApIne tene khAI gaI. dharmanA prabhAvathI thayelo camatkAra : baMdhue ! duniyAmAM mANasa vicAra kare ke huM AnuM bUruM karuM paNa bIjAnuM bUruM te thavAnuM hoya te thAya paNa pitAnuM bUruM te pahelAM thAya che. bhalA bUrAne badale maLyA vinA raheto nathI. surocane pAMDane mAravA mATe kRtyA rAkSasIne mokalI paNa pAMDane badale tenuM ja meta thaI gayuM. kRtyA rAkSasInA gayA pachI huM ane bA baMne tamArI pAse AvyA. tamane mUchita joIne raDavA lAgyA. tyAM mArI pAse peluM kamaLa hatuM te joIne mane nAgadeve kahelI vAta yAda AvI ke nAgadeve kamaLa ApyuM tyAre kahyuM hatuM ke jyAM sudhI A kamaLa vikaseluM raheze tyAM sudhI pAMDane kaI mArI zakaze nahi. e vAta yAda AvatA mane AnaMda thaya ne meM mAtAjIne kahyuM ke, de kamala hai, vikasita sAsujI, yA vidhi kahI meM bAta, tA kAraNa pAMDava saceta hai, nahIM hogA bAdhAta ho ...zrotA he mAtAjI! juo, A kamaLa haju khIleluM che tethI ApanA putra jIvatA ja che. tame raDo nahi. tyAM pele bhIla che ke he draupadI ! he kuMtAjI! tame baMne zA mATe raDe che ? sAMbhaLe. yudhiSThira rAjAnAM gaLAmAM je maNImALA che te kADhIne tuM pANImAM nAkhIne pachI te pANI temanA upara chAMTa te hamaNAM mUcha utarI jaze. tenA kahevAthI huM te pramANe karIne ApanA upara pANI chAMTavA lAgI. eTale Apa bhAnamAM AvI gayA. yudhiSThire pUchyuM ke te ApaNe upakArI bhIla kayAM gaye ? draupadIe kahyuM

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zAradA darzana ke ahIM ja haze. tene cAre tarapha zo paNa bhIla, sarevara ke vaDalAnuM jhADa kAMI nathI paNa pitAnI jhuMpaDI AgaLa je rIte teo tapazcaryA karIne beThelA hatA, draupadI ane kuMtAjI jhuMpaDImAM besIne dhyAna karatAM hatAM te rIte badhAne joyA tethI tene khUba Azcarya thayuM ne vicAre che ke A zuM? tyAM eka divyapurUSa cAre dizAomAM prakAza karatA AvyuM ne pAMDanA caraNamAM paDIne kahevA lAgyuM ke he pAMDa ! tame AvA duHkhamAM sAta divasanA cauvihAra upavAsa karIne eka citta navakAra maMtranuM smaraNa karyuM che tenA pratApe tame badhA mATe vinamAMthI bacI gayA che. je kaMI taphAna thayuM te badhuM teNe karyuM ne zA mATe karyuM te tame zAMta citte sAMbhaLo. have Avela divyapurUSa pite kahyuM che ane te badhI vAta pAMDene kevI rIte karaze tenA bhAva avasare. (. mahAsatIjIe kALIcaudaza ane divALI e baMne divase bhagavAna mahAvIranA nirvANa mahotsava upara mananIya ane suMdara pravacana ApyuM hatuM). To vyAkhyAna naM. 103 kArataka suda 3 ne ravivAra tA. 13-11-77 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! paramajJAnI, vItarAgI bhagavaMte bhavya chanA kalyANa mATe pharamAve che ke jagatamAM mAnavajIvana maLyA pachI jene jIvana jIvatAM AvaDatuM nathI tenuM jIvana e sAcuM jIvana nathI. dunyavI sAdhana sAmagrImAM cetana e AtmA paNa jaDanA saMge jaDa jevo banI gayela che. jaDanI duniyAmAM vicaratA ane jaDanI sAthe AkAzamAM uDDayana karatA e AtmAne jIvana jIvavAnI kaLA kayAMthI prApta thAya? paramajJAnI mahAna purUe Aryadeza, uttamakuLa ane dharma sAmagrI maLavI atyaMta duSkara batAvI che. e meLavavA keTalI mahenata uThAvavI paDI che? enuM ajJAnI AtmAne kayAMthI bhAna heya? kharekhara, jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke "kurda mAnuSa" kaI lakSAdhipatine tyAM janmelA senAnA hiMDeLA khAMTe jhUlatA ane pANI mAMgatAnI sAthe jene dudha maLatuM hoya evA putrane pitAnA pitAe keTalI mahenata karIne paisA bhegA karyA che enuM jJAna kyAMthI hoya? A chekaro bApanI kamANIne jema tema veDaphI nAkhe te ene tame keva kaheze? mUkha ja kaheze ne ? AvI rIte pUrvabhavamAM aneka kaSTa sahana karI akAma athavA sakAma nija rA karI mahAna puNyanA bhege A manuSya bhava maLe che. tevuM tamane lAge che kharuM? zA.-101 4 ja89rI na

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02 zAzA bena je nA lAgatuM hoya te samajI le che ke bApanI kamANI uDAvanAra chokarAne tame jaldI mUoM kahI dIdhuM te pachI tamane kevA kahevA? jJAnIne mArga samajavA dharmakaLA zIkhe. kahyuM che ke "sathAvastrA dhamavA nizA" vItarAga prabhunA virATa zAsanamAM sarvakalA karatAM dharmakalAne zreSTha sthAna ApeluM che. dunyavI badhI kaLAmAM pAraMgata thayelA mAnavIne paNa je dharmakaLA na AvaDe te samajI le che ke tene je kaLA maLI che tene paNa te durUpayoga karaze. jene jIvana jIvatAM zIkhavuM che, jIvana jIvavAnI kaLA pAmavI che tene te eka kSaNa paNa dharma karyA vinA cena nahi paDe. dharma eTale zuM? te jANe che ? durgatimAM paDatAM jene je udhdhAra kare te ja sAce dharma che. A dharmanI kaLA jene nathI AvaDatI tenI pAse jagatanI game teTalI sAmagrI haze chatAM tene cena nahi paDe. pAse lAkhe ne karaDenI milakta heya, rahevA mATe sAta mALanI ImArata hoya, A sukhI dekhAte mAnavI aMtarathI duHkhI hoya che. jenA hRdayamAM dharma vasI gaye hAya, jene dharmakaLA AvaDI gaI te mANasa sukhI ke duHkhI game tevI paristhitimAM haze te paNa te zubhAzubha karmanuM phaLa zAMtithI bhogavI zake che. ApaNe aMtagaDa sUtramAM gajasukumAla aNagAranI vAta cAle che. emila brAhmaNe gajasukumAla aNagArane mAthe aMgArA mUkyA pachI tene bhaya lAge ke mane keI jaI jaze ne kRSNavAsudevane kahI deze te mAruM mota thaI jaze. atyAre ahIM keI dekhAtuM nathI mATe jaladI bhAgI jAuM. A vicAra karIne e te cAlyo gayo. pachI zuM banyuM? tae NaM tassa gayasukumAlassa aNagArassa sarIrayasi veyaNA pAubbhUyA ujjalA jAva suphiyAnA se.mila brAhmaNa aMgArA mUkIne gayA pachI te gajasukumAla aNagAranA mastakamAM (zarIramAM) mahAvedanA utpanna thaI. je vedanA atyaMta duHkhamaya hatI. jAjavalyamAna hatI. kalpanAtIta hatI ane bahu ja asahya hatI. keI mANasa khUba dAjha hoya tenI vedanA joIne ApaNane kaMIka thaI jAya che. te vicAra karo ke A te zarIrane kemaLa bhAga che. tenA upara lAlacaLa aMgArA mUkayAM ne khIcaDI khadakhade tema khoparI khadakhadavA lAgI. e kevI pIDA thaI haze ! ATalI pIDA thavA chatAM keTale badhe samabhAva rAkhyo ? " tA 1 se 1thakumAre mAre semisTara mAdana maLattAvi gumAve te sukA rAva gadiyA asahya pIDA thavA chatAM gajasukumAla aNagAra samila brAhmaNa upara leza mAtra dveSa na karatAM samabhAve asahya vedanA sahana karavA lAgyA, ane manamAM vicAravA lAgyA ke mArA sasarAe mArA upara kevI asIma kRpA karIne mane jadI mekSiAmAM javA mATe sahAya karI. baMdhuo! tame tamArA sAsare jAo tyAre kadAca tamArA sAsu, sasarA ane sALA keI tamane mAna na Ape, kadAca tamane ochA sAcavI zake, te A samabhAva rahe khare? sAcuM belaje. huM te mAnuM chuM ke tame ghera jaIne patnIne kaheze ke

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zAradA darzana tArA bApanA ghera zuM javA jevuM che? aDADA gajasukumAla kRguvAsudevane bhAI che. chatAM manamAM mAnano aMkura nathI. mAthe aMgArA mUkanArane paNa ke upakAra mAne che ! pavitra AtmAomAM ajabagajabanI zakti hoya che. mahAna purUSae be prakAranI zakti batAvI che. eka suma zakti ane bIjI skUla zakita. keI vezadhArI sAdhu AtmAnI zuddhidha rUpa suma zakti vinA suMdara pravacana karIne lokone raMjana karI dete hoya paNa tenI asara nahi thAya. sAruM sAhitya vAMcIne ke mIThuM madhuruM belIne karAtuM pravacana adhamIjIne dharma pamADI zakaze nahi. sAhitya ane mIThA bhASaNe e te jaDa che. skUla che. skUla vastunI zakti sthUla hoya che. sUla zakti karatAM AtmazudidhanI sukSma zakti aneka gaNI caDhIyAtI che. A sukSama zakti vinA kalyANa thaI zakaze nahi. sukSama baLa vinAnuM sthUla baLa sva para kalyANa mATe nakAmuM che. sumabaLamAM keTale prabhAva heya che te eka dAkhalo ApIne samajAvuM. eka vakhata eka jAhera sabhA bharANa hatI. e sabhAmAM traNa vakatAo bhASaNa karavAnA hatA. sabhAmAM daza hajAra mANase beThA hatAM. temAM sauthI pahela vaktA bhASaNa karavA mATe ubhe thaye. sabhAmAM khUba kelAhala macele che. ene zAMta karavA mATe vakatA : moTethI bUma pADIne kahe che ke zAMta thAo...zAMta thAo. ghaNIvAra bUma pADI tyAre sabhA mAMDa zAMta thaI, ane te pAMca daza miniTa be tyAM te pAcho hato te kalAhala zarU thaI gayo. eTale bIje vakatA AvyuM. bIjo vakatA TeIja upara AvIne ubho rahyo ane ghaMghATa karatI sabhAne zAMta karavA mATe mAtra pitAne hAtha uce karyo tyAM sabhA ekadama zAMta thaI gaI. enuM bhASaNa pUruM thayA pachI kelAhala zarU thayo. pachI trIje vakatA Ave. e trIje vakatA AvIne je sTeIja upara bhASaNa karavA ubho thaye ke tarata tene jotAMnI sAthe ja sabhAmAM ekadama zAMti chavAI gaI. baMdhuo! bele, A traNa vakatAomAM sauthI vadhAre caDhIyAta vaktA keNu? trIjo vaktA. have samaje, sauthI prathama AvanAra vaktAmAM rADo pADavAnuM sthUla baLa hatuM paNa sUkSmabaLa je Atmika zudhi joIe te na hatI. ekalA skUla baLathI leka upara prabhAva paDatuM nathI. enA karatAM bIjA naMbarane vakatA caDhIyAta che ke mAtra hAtha uMce karavAthI sabhA zAMta thaI gaI. eTaluM enI pAse sUphamabaLa che, ane trIjA naMbaranA vaktA pAse sauthI vadhu sumabaLa che jethI tene joIne ja same zAMta banI gaI. A te vakatA hate chatAM tenAmAM AvI sukSma zakti pragaTa thaI hatI, tyAre jeNe saMsArane tyAga karI bhautika vAsanAone bALI nAMkhI hoya tene ke prabhAva hoya! AvA nirmohI ane nirvikArI vItarAgaprabhunI AjJAmAM vicaratAM saMte mauna hoya chatAM pApI vyaktio upara temanI jAduI asara thAya che. tyAgI saMtanA darzana mAtrathI bhegI yogI bane che, pApI punIta bane che te viSayI virakta banI jAya che. mATe saMga kare te AvA tyAgI purUSane

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208 cAradA dezana saga kare. uttama jAne saMga AtmAne pavitra banAve che ne adhamajane ne muMga AtmAne malIna banAve che. ahI eka dRSTAMta yAda Ave che. sajjana mevADa dezamAM uMcA parvatanI zreNI para vasatA paramAra va'zanA eka rAjAne jayatAka nAme rAjakumAra hatA. mATe thatAM e kumArane kumitrAne saMga thayA. e mitrA cerI, jugAra vigere sAteya vyasaneAmAM pUrA hatA. AvA mitrAnI saMgatinA prabhAvathI rAjakumAra cArI karatAM zIkhyA. kahevAya che ne " satta gAM: pheSa zuLAH mavanti' AtmAonI sa`gatathI doSa paNa guNu rUpe khanI jAya che, ane dunanI saMgatathI sadguNa paNa durguNunA rUpamAM pheravAI jAya che. vyavahAramAM paNa khelAya che ne ke " saMga teva raga ane sAmata tevI asara.'' jenA vicAre majabUta na hoya, hRdaya siMhAsana DagamagatuM DhAya e pANInI jema pharyo kare che. pANImAM game te raMga nAMkhA te pANI temAM tanmaya khanI jAya che, tema Aje sa'sAramAM evu* khanI rahyuM che ke jayAre mANasa dharma sthAnakamAM Ave tyAre dhamI bDa dekhAya che ne ghera jAya tyAre ghara jevA banI jAya che. satanA saMga bahu oche samaya rahe che ne sa'sAranA saMga rAta divasa rahe che eTale e sa`ganI asara bahu UMDI thAya che. A jayatAka rAjaputramAMthI dhIme dhIme meTA pannIpati manI garcA. cArI karavI, lUMTaphATa karavI eka khIjAne herAna karavA e ja enu' kAma khanI gayuM. enA julmathI Akhu' gAma trAsa pAkArI gayuM ane ene phiTakAra karavA lAgyA, paNa jayatAka tA tenA kAryamAM maLatI saphaLatAthI AnaMda mANavA lAgyA. 22 eka vakhata dhanadatta nAmaneA sAvAha tyAMthI pasAra thaI rahyo che. jayatAkane A vAtanI khakhara maLatAM peAtAnI cAreAnI ma`DaLI sAthe tyAM AvIne sAthane lUMTI lIdhA. sAvAha dhU ApUA thai gayA paNa tyAM enu zu' cAle? khaLava!na pallIpati AgaLa vANIyeA zuM kare? vANIyA dukAnamAM beTho hAya tyAre siMhanI jema gAjatA hAya. gharAka pAse jo paisA mAMgatA haiAya te gAdIe beTho beTho garjanA karIne kaheze ke tArA kAkAnA paisA kayAre ApIza ? tyAre pelA kahe-zeTha ? dhIraja rAkheA. pAse paisA Avaze eTale ApI daiza. Ama namratAthI kahe pachI zeTha gAmaDAmAM ugharANI karavA mATe jAya tyAre pelA gharAka zeThane AdaramAna ApIne kahe ke zeTha AvyA ? AvA~~Ave! ema kahIne AMgaNAmAM khATalA DhALIne besADe, cA-pANI pIvaDAve pachI dhIme rahIne dhArIyuM hAthamAM laIne kahe ke kema zeTha ! kAkAnA rUpiyA joIe che ne ? te leA A dhArIyu' gaLe pheravI dauM'. A samaye vANIcA yuM kare ? khakarI jevA thaI jAya. (hasAhasa) e vakhate kahI de ke mAre rUpiyA nathI joItA. jIvatA javA de tA sAru'. atyAre pallIpati AgaLa vANIyAnu cAle tema na hatuM paNa dhanadatte manamAM gAMTha vALI ke huM pakSItine harAvIne mAru dhana vyAja sahita pAchuM meLavuM nahi te hu sAcA vANIyA nahi. sA vAhane pakSIpati pratye khUba IrSyA jAgI. jyAM sudhI hRdayamAM IrSyAnI Aga

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zAzA darzana jalatI hoya tyAM sudhI ane zAMti kayAMthI vaLe? IrSAnI Aga pitAne bALa ne bIjAne paNa bALe. samatAne setu e IrSAnI AgamAM baLIne khAkha thaI jAya. dhanadatta sArthavAhane mALavAnA rAjA sAthe sArA saMbaMdha hato eTale kiMmatI bheTa dharIne moTuM rInya mAgyuM, tyAre rAjAe dhanadattane pUchayuM tamAre rInyanI zI jarUra che? tyAre vaNake badhI vAta karI. pachI rAjAe kahyuM bhAI! huM tane rInya ApuM paNa eka vAta jarUra samajI leje ke yuddha karavuM te vANIyAnuM kAma nathI. emAM te kSatriyanuM baLa joIe. tamAre dhana joie che ne? e pAchuM Avaze. tame ghera jaIne nirAMte suI jAo, tyAre vaNIke kahyuM- he mahArAjA! meM daDhapratijJA karI che ke huM ja e pallI patine jItIne mAruM dhana cakravarti vyAja sahita pAchuM meLavIza tyAre ja jaMpIza. mATe Apa mane sainya Apa. huM ja enuM nikaMdana kADhIza. AvI vaira vRtti jyAM sudhI hRdayamAM beThI hoya tyAM sudhI dharmakaLAne sthAna kayAMthI maLe? rAjAe tene ghaNuM samajAvya paNa na mAnyuM eTale tene moTuM rInya ApyuM ne senApatine sAthe mokalyo. dhanadatta dharatI dhrujAvate pallI pati sAthe laDavA AvyuM. jayatAke moTuM rInya joIne vicAryuM ke huM A rInya sAme TakI zakIza nahi. eTale jayatAka chUpI rIte ? tyAMthI bhAgI chUTa. dhanadatta paNa tenI pAchaLa deDa. sainya paNa tenI pAchaLa deDayuM. vacamAM jayatAkanI garbhavatI patnIne joIne vaNIkanuM lehI ukaLyuM. eTale hAthamAM rahelI talavArathI enuM peTa cIrI nAkhyuM. eTale ATha mAsano garbha taraphaDate bahAra paDyo. tene paththara sAthe pachADIne mArI nAMkhyo ne manamAM AnaMda mAnavA lAgyuM ke hAza...meM kevuM kArya karI batAvyuM. mahA hatyAro cora ke lUMTAre je kArya na kare te eka vaNike karyuM. A joIne sainya paNa kaMpI uThayuM ke A vANIye te mahApApI che. AnI sAthe kayAM AvyA ? jayatAka maraNanA DarathI bhAgI gaye. eTale vANI pallImAMthI aDhaLaka dhana laIne mAlavadhIza pAse gayo ne rAjAne badhI vAta karI. A vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjAne khUba krodha AvyA ne hAthamAM talavAra laIne kahyuM ke he pApI ! strI hatyA ane garbhanI hatyA karatAM tane dayA na AvI? A tAruM pApa tane narakamAM laI jaze. e pahelAM huM tane tArI pApanI zikSA ApI dauM. paNa vaNika khUba karagaryo eTale rAjAe tenuM badhuM dhana laI lIdhuM ne tene dezanikAla karyo. A tarapha sainya gayA pachI jayatAka pitAnI pallImAM AvyuM. tyAre teNe pitAnI patnI ane bALakane marelA joyA. tethI tenuM hRdaya kaMpI uThayuM. AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhAra chUTI ane tenA manamAM thaI gayuM ke meM pApIe AvA pApanA kAma karyA tyAre mArI patnInI A dazA thaIne? Aja sudhI pitAnAM karelA kukartavya upara tene napharata chUTI ane samagra saMsAra ene duHkhamaya dekhAvA lAgyuM. te pitAnA pApane pazcAtApa karate cAlyA jAya che tyAM tenA parama sadbhAgye yazabhadra nAmanA eka mahAna AcArya

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20 zAradA dezana tene sAmA maLyA. satane joIne tenu haiyu' harakhAI gayuM ne bhAvathI temanA caraNamAM paDIne vaMdana karyAM. kha'e! jeNe jIvanabhara pApa karyu che tevA jayatAka have sasAranA duHkhathI udvigna banyA che tethI tenA haiyAmAM tyAgI pratye mahumAna jAgyu. pallIpati saMtane vaMdana karIne besI gayA. saMte tenu' mukha joI ne anumAna karI lIdhuM' ke A keI ceAgya jIva che paNa kASTha mahAMna du:khamAM sapaDAyA hAya tema lAge che. eTale sate tene pUchyuM ke bhAI! tAruM citta ci'tAnI citAmAM cetanA vihIna khanI gayu... lAge che. tA AnuM kAraNa zuM? tyAre jayatAke peAtAnI badhI paristhiti jaNAvI. jayatAnI kahAnI sAMbhaLIne AcAya mahArAje tene dharmAMpadeza ApatAM kahyuM ke huM jayatAka! cArInA mahApApe A bhavamAM tane raudra duHkhAnA anubhava thayA che ane parabhavamAM paNa duHkhanA rAzi sAme Ave che. ubhayaleAkamAM nidha cArIne! tyAga karavAthI ja sukhI thavAze. mATe AjathI pratijJA karI le ke have huM cArI nahi karu.... jayatAne pApanuM pUru' jJAna thayu' hatuM, enA phaLaneA svAda maLyeA hateA mATe potAnA duSTa kRtya pratye ene pUrepUrI napharata chUTI hatI. eTale teNe corI-lUTaphATa na karavI tevI pratijJA karI. mahArAjazrInI sAthe ghaNAM mANaso vihAramAM hatAM. temaNe trazu divasanA bhUkhyA jayatAkane khAvA mATe bhAtuM Apyu. jayatAka bhUkhane zamAvI mahArAjane khUba bhAvathI va'dana karI ekazilA nagarImAM gayA. Aja sudhInA cAra javatAkane sadgurU maLatAM tevu jIvana palaTAI gayuM. ene jIvana jIvavAnI kaLA AvaDI gaI. ekazilA nagarImAM jaI eDhara nAmanA eka gRhasthane tyAM rahevA lAgyA. khAIpIne gharanuM kAmakAja karavA lAgyA. mAMsa madirA vagere cIjanA tyAga karyAM. enu` kara manavA lAgyuM. jIvana divase divase saumya devAnupriye! eka vakhata thayelA sadgurUnA sa`yeAga keTale jIvanapalaTo karAvI zake che! tame tA vAravAra sadgurUnA samAgama, dha kriyAo kare che chatAM tamArA vanamAM parivartana dekhAya che. kharu...? ekeka anuSThAnanI pAchaLa enA hrA'nu' ciMtana karatA ArAdhaka jo tanmayatApUrvaka te anuSThAnAnuM AcaraNa kare te te parama zAMtine pAmI zake. eka vakhata yazeAbhadra AcAya vicaratAM vicaratAM ekazilA nagarImAM padhAryA. jayatAkane khakhara paDI eTale te te gurUnI pAse jai temanA samAgamane lAbha levA lAgyuM. eka vakhata eDhara zreSThIe pUchyuM-bhAI! tuM hamaNAM dararoja kayAM jAya che ? tyAre raiyatAke kahyuM ke-tapa tyAganI mUrti samA mArA maha!na upakArI gurUdeva yaze.bhadra nAmanA AcArya padhAryA che. temanI pAse satsaMganA lAbha levA jAu' chu. jayatAkanI vAta sAMbhaLIne eDhara zreSThInA manamAM thayuM ke je AvA mahAna tyAgI gurU hAya tA mAre emanA dana karavA javuM joIe. jayatAnI sAthe era zreSThI gurUne vaMdana karavA

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zAradA darzana mATe gayA. gurUdevanI prazAMta ane pavitra mukhamudrA joIne ekaranI mithyAtvamI nibiDa gAMDa ogaLI gaI, ane gurUdevanI pAse dharmazravaNa karIne tarata teNe zrAvaka dharma aMgIkAra karyo ane dAna, zIyaLa, tapa, bhAvanAmAM AgaLa vadhyo. paryuSaNa AvatA jatAka pallIpatie upavAsa karyo. ane tabiyata bagaDI. tarata cAra zaraNAM aMgIkAra karI samAdhi maraNe marI jayatAka eka rAjakumAra banyA. te koNa hatA ? aDhAra dezanA adhipati kumArapAla rAjA. vadhu bhAva avasare. caritra - pAMDene oLakhANa Apate divya purUSa - huM saudharma devalokanA Indrane priya dharmavataMsaka nAmane deva chuM. tame sAta upavAsa karIne navakAra maMtranuM smaraNa karavAmAM sthira banyA tyAre mAro upayoga ahI Ave. tethI mArA avadhijJAna dvArA jANyuM ke ApanA upara kRtyA rAkSasIne upasarga AvavAne che. te upasI dUra karI Apane kaSTamAMthI mukta karavA mATe huM ahIM AvyuM. meM ja sainya banAvyuM ane draupadIne laIne huM ja bhAgI gaye. sarevaranuM pANI meM jheramaya banAvI dIdhuM. ane tamane badhAne khUba tRSAtura banAvyA. tamArA bhAIo tamArA mATe pANI levA gayA ne teo khUba tarasyA rahevAthI sarovaranuM jheramaya pANI pIne bebhAna thaI gayA. pachI je bhIla Avyo ane draupadI tathA kuMtAjane ahI lAvyo te paNa huM ja hatuM. A badhI mArI mAyA che. kRtyo rAkSasI tamane mAravA mATe AvI hatI. tene paNa meM kahyuM, ke A marelAne zuM khAya che? tane duSTa sucane dago karIne ahIM mokalI che. eTale te surocana brAhmaNa upara gusse thaIne tyAM gaIne tene mArIne yamapurImAM pahoMcADI dIdhuM. he pAMDavo ! tame jaMgalamAM bAra bAra varSa sudhI khUba kaSTo veThayAM paNa dharma na choDe. tamArA dharmanI zradhdhAnA prabhAvathI prasanna thaIne huM tamane sahAya karavA mATe Avyo ne tamAruM duHkha dUra karyuM. have tamArA pApakarmo pUrA thavA AvyA che. ceDA bAkI che paNa gabharAvAnI jarUra nathI. tame nirbhayapaNe AnaMdathI raheje ane jayAre jarUra paDe tyAre mane yAda karaje. te huM adazya rahIne tamane sahAya karIza. pAMDa paNa pitAnA sahAyaka devanA caraNamAM paDayA ne deva temane AzIvAda ApIne cAlyA ga. sUryanArAyaNa paNa asta.cala upara cAlyA gayA. pachI pAMDave vicAra karavA lAgyA ke ahe! duryodhanane ApaNe bacAvyA chatAM teNe duSTatA na cheDI, paNa ApaNane dharma bacAvI le che. aneka prakAranI dharmanI vAta karIne rAtrI pasAra karI. savAra paDatAM pAraNuM karatAM badhAe bhAvanA bhAvI ke koI saMta satIjI maLI jAya te temane vaharAvIne pAraNuM karIe. tyAM mA khamaNanA tapasvI padhAryA. khUba harSathI AnaMdabhera gaucarI vaherAvI ane bolyA-gurUdeva! Aje amAruM jIvana dhanya banyuM che. te vakhate devee AkAzamAM durdazInA nAda gajAvyAM ne pAMDavone jya he...vijaya he ema vijayanAda belAvI paMca divyanI vRSTi karI.

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zAradA darzana bajI dubhI svarNa vasUkA, puSpagaMdha jaladhAra, . dharmazeSa muni AhAra vaharate varSo huI udAra tA AkAzamAM devadubhI vAgI, sonaiyAnI vRSTi thaI. paMcavaNa aceta sugaMdhita pu, sugaMdhita jaLa ane divya vastronI vRddhi thaI. muni vaherIne pitAnA sthAne gayA. munine vaherAvIne AnaMdapUrvaka badhAe pAraNuM karyuM. tyAra pachI AkAzamAMthI kaI deve divya vANIthI kahyuM ke he pAMDa ! ApanA dAnanA prabhAve ApanI pAse dhananI vRSTi thaI che. have tamArA azubha karmo pUrA thayA che ne zubha karmane udaya thAya che. tamArA vanavAsanA bAra varSa pUrA thayA che. have tamAre eka varSa guptapaNe rahevAnuM che te tame ahIMthI nIkaLIne virATa nagarImAM jAo ne tyAM teramuM varSa guptapaNe sukhethI pasAra karaje. devavANI sAMbaLIne pAMDe khUba prasanna thayA, ane tavana choDIne virATa nagara tarapha cAlyA. rastAmAM vicAra karavA lAgyA ke ApaNe virATa nagarImAM jaIne maracha rAjAnI khUba sevA karIzuM, ane AnaMdapUrvaka gupta varSa pasAra karIzuM. Ama vicAra karatAM aneka gAma-nagara, pahADa, jaMgala, naDI vigere oLaMgatA virATa nagaranA udyAnamAM AvyA. tyAM udyAna, sarovara, ane vAvanI ramaNIyatAne jotAM pAMDavo, draupadI ane kuMtAcha hAtha, paga dhaI pANI pIne eka vRkSa nIce vizrAma karavA beThA. have te nagarImAM teo kevA rUpamAM jaze. tenA bhAva avasare. [P vyAkhyAna naM. 104 kArataka suda 5 ne maMgaLavAra jJAnapaMcamI tA. 15-11-77 sujJa baMdhue, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAna, vizvanI virala vibhUti zAsanapati bhagavaMte bhavya jInA uddhAra mATe dvAdazAMgI sUtramAM zAzvata sidhine mArga batAve. je A mArge cAle che tenuM avazya kalyANa thAya che. aMtagaDa sUtramAM gajasukumAlane adhikAra cAle che. gajasukumAla aNagAranA mAthe kheranA aMgArA mUkavAmAM AvyA ne bhayaMkara vedanA thavA lAgI chatAM aMtaramAM emila brAhmaNa pratye kaSAyane kaNIo AvavA dIdhuM nahi. AvI bhayaMkara vedanAmAM manane svastha rAkhavuM te jevuM tevuM kAma nathI. ApaNuM hAtha ke paga upara garama pANI paDe te paNa keTalA uMcA nIcA thaI javAya che. are ! keI kaTu vacana kahe te paNa sahana thatuM nathI. AMkhamAM jema kazu kheMce tema e vacana kheMcyA kare che ke ANe mane Ama kahyuM. gajasukumAla aNagArane asahaya pIDA thavA lAgI tyAre AtmAne kahe che ke he cetanadeva! tamane kaMI thatuM nathI, e

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zAradA dezanuM 809 tA tamArA jaDa dehane thAya che. tame enAthI para che. deha pi'jara che ne tu'temAM rahenAra pApaTa che. dehamyAna che ne tuM myAnamAM rahenAra talavAra che. deha bAradAna che ne tu khAradAnamAM rahelA mAla che. mATe tu tArA bhAvamAM raheje. A pramANe asahya vedanA vakhate nimaLa zukaladhyAna AvavA lAgyA. tapa La... tassa yasuvuM,malTista kaLazAstra 1.3 huM jJAva ahiyA se mANasa subheNa pariNAmeNa pasatthajjhatrasaNeNaM tayAvara NijjaM kammANa khapaNa kammaraya vikiraNa kara avakaraNaM aNuSpavihasta aNa te aNuttare jAya kevalavaranA Nada siNA samupaNNe / " bhayaMkara duHkharUpa ane jAjavalyamAna vedanAne sahana karatAM gajasukumAla aNugAre zubha pariNAma tathA prazasta adhavasAyathI tathA AtmAnA guNAnAM AcchAdaka karmonAM nAzathI jJAnAvaraNAdi karmonAM nivAraka AtmAnA apUva karaNamAM praveza karyAM. apUvakaraNa eTale zuM? AtmAnA abhUtapUrva eTale pUrve kadI paNa nahi AvelA pariNAmane apU vakaraNa kahevAmA Ave che. apUrvakaraNa AThamA nivRtikhAdara guNasthAnake Ave che. je jIvanA anaMtAnu>>MdhI, apratyAkhyAnI ane pratyAkhyAnI krodha, mAna, mAyA, ane lAbha e cAre kaSAya nivRta thaI gayA hoya tenA svarUpa vizeSane nivRtikhAdara guNasthAnaka kahe che. e guNa sthAnake jIva upazama zreNI ane kSepaka zreNI mAMDe che. temAM upazama zreNIvALA jIva meAhanIya kanI prakRttinA upazama karatA thake agiyAramA guNustha nake jAne rokAI jAya che, ane kSapaka zreNIvALA jIva dazame guNasthAnekathI sIdhA khArame guNasthAnake jaIne apratipAtI khanI jAya che. AThamA guNu sthAnakamAM ArUDha thayelA jIva kSapaka zreNIe ArUDha thaIne jayAre bArame gugusthAnake paheAMce che te dazAne apUrNAMkaraNa kahevAya che. e avasthAmAM jaIne jIva samasta dhAtI karmAMnA kSaya karIne kevaLajJAna prApta karIne a'te parama kalyANurUpa meAkSapadane prApta karI le che, A rIte gajasukumAla aNugAre paNa AtmAnA apUrNAMkaraNamAM praveza karyAM. jethI temane 'ta rahita-ana'ta, anuttara-pradhAna, nirvyAghAta eTale rUkAvaTa vagara, nirAvaraNu eTale AvaraNa rahita, kRna-sa pUrNa, pratipUrNa kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadana utpanna thayA. jue, AtmAnI zakti keTalI anata che! A zaktinI pIchANu thAya tyAre ja AtmA ATalA makkama rahIne AgaLa vadhI zake che. AtmakhaLa vinAnA mAnavI AvuM nimaLa jJAna pAmI zakatA nathI. gajasukumAla aNugAra mAkhaNunA piDa jevA sukumAla hatA paNa jyAre samaya Avye tyAre kevu' AtmabaLa keLavyu' te AvI praca'Da vedanAmAM paNa bilakula kaSAya na karI ane zubha adhyavasAyamAM magna rahyA te kAma kADhI gayA. ApaNe paNa ApaNA jIvanamAM AvA ke!I prasaMga upasthita thAya tyAre AtmabaLa keLavIne daDha sa kalpa karavA joIe ke mAre Ama karavu che. saMkalpa karIne zA.-102

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810 zAha dazana zadhipUrvaka kArya karanArane tenA kAryanI siddhi avazya thAya che. temAM zaMkAne sthAna nathI. rANA pratApanA jIvanane etihAsika prasaMga che. hindustAnanA pazcima kinArA upara trIjA khalIphAe AkramaNa karyuM tyAre A dezamAM muslImenuM prathama Agamana thayuM. pachI cAraso varSe dilhInI gAdI upara akabara Avyo. e ja vakhate rANA pratApa thayA hatA. muslIma rAjAo hinduone vaTalAvIne musalamAna banAvavA lAgyA ne hindu rAjAo upara AkramaNa karavA lAgyA. eTale khUnakhAra yuda thayA. chevaTe akabara bAdazAhe aneka hindu rAjAone jItI lIdhA paNa mevADane sisodiye kesarI rANA pratApa jItAye nahi. aneka sagAvahAlAomAM mAnasiMha ane pRthvIrAja jevA paNa vaTalAI gayA hatAM chatAM udepurane e sisodIye kesarI kadI namyo nahi. A enA khamIranA kAraNe ja rANA pratApane AkhuM mevADa devanI jema pUjatuM hatuM. akabara bAdazAhe rANA pratApane jItavA mATe khUba mahenata karI paNa kaI rIte te chatA nahi. eTale eka vakhata akabara bAdazAhe bharasabhAmAM beTI jAherAta karI ke badhA rAjAo mAre AdhIna thaI gayA. mAtra eka rANe pratApa bAkI rahyo che. eTale tenA manamAM thayuM ke have huM ekale paDI jaIza. tethI teNe jAte ja mArI A svIkArI lIdhI che. e ene patra AvyuM che. mAnasiMha vigere ghaNA rAjapUta rAjAonI dIkarIone aka mara paraNI cUkyo hate. e kAraNathI aneka rAjapUta rAjAoe akabaranI zaraNAgati svIkArI lIdhI hatI paNa pratApanI jAherAta rAjasabhAmAM beThelA rAjapUta rAjAoe sAMbhaLI paNa keInA gaLe vAta utarI nahi. temaNe bAdazAhane kahI dIdhuM ke A vAta banavI azakya che, asaMbhavita che. akabara bAdazAhane tyAM pRthvIrAja nAmane eka vaTalAyele rAjapUta nokarI karate hato. bhale parAdhInatAne kAraNe musalamAna bAdazAhane ghera nekarI karatA ho, paNa tenAmAM pitAnI rAjapUta jAtinuM ane dezanuM gaurava hatuM, khamIra hatuM. eTale bAdazAhe jAherAta karI ke pratApe mArI zaraNAgati svIkAra karyo che e sAMbhaLIne khUba duHkha thayuM. enI uMgha uDI gaI ne bhUkha bhAMgI gaI. enA dilamAM bhayaMkara AghAta lAgyo. tethI teNe bIje divase pratApane patra lakhIne samAcAra mokalyA ke he mahArANajI ! akabara bAdazAhe bharasabhAmAM jAherAta karI che ke rANA pratApe mArI zaraNAgatine pitAnI jAte ja svIkAra karyo che. A vAta sAcI hoya tema mArA mAnavAmAM AvatuM nathI. mane zraddhA che ke pUrvamAM udayamAna thanAra sUrya kadAca pazcimamAM udayamAna thAya paNa mahArANA pratApa keIne name nahi. chatAM je A jAherAta sAcI hoya te mane bhayaMkara AghAta lAge che, ame te vaTalAyA chIe paNa je Apa jevA

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zAradA darzana 811 mahArAjA akabaranI zaraNAgati svIkArIne vaTalAI jaze te hindu saMskRtine surya AthamI jaze. - mahArANA pratApane pRthvIrAjanI ciThThI maLI ne samAcAra jAya. eTale temaNe sAme pratyuttara Ape. temAM mAtra be ja lITI lakhI. mahAnapurUSa bahu lAMbu lakhANa na lakhe. be ja lITI lakhe paNa emanI be lITImAM tathya ghaNuM hoya che. be lITI sAmAnA dilamAM asara karI jAya ne ghaNuM pAnAnA pAnA bharIne patra lakhe paNa enA lakhANamAM kaMI sAra na hoya. vAMcatA paNa kaMTALo Ave. A mahArANuM pratApe lakhyuM ke A vAta haDahaDatI jUnI che. pAyA vinAnI bhIMta caNI che. bAkI tame tamArA haiyAmAM ketarI dejo ke "A sisodIe siMha kadI akabaranA piMjare nahi pUrAya. pratApa kadI tenA zaraNe nahi jAya ane hindu saMskRtine sUrya sadAne mATe udayamAna rAkhaze ja." ATaluM lakhANa lakhIne ciThThI ekalAvI. A vAMcIne pRthvIrAjanuM haiyuM thanathana nAcavA lAgyuM ne bolI uThaye ke zAbAza mahArANA pratApa zAbAza! ane kharekhara mahArANA pratApe maratAM sudhI enI pratijJAnuM pAlana karyuM. ekalA hAthe addabhUta parAkramathI mogala bAdazAhanI sAme jhajhUme. vanavagaDAmAM bhUkha tarasa veThayA. pahADomAM chUpAIne rahyA paNa mAgala bAdazAhane na namyo te na ja name, ane maratI vakhate potAnA sAthIdArane pratijJA ApI ke jayAM sudhI megalanuM zAsana nahi ukhaDe tyAM sudhI tame japIne besaze nahi ne dezanA duzmane sAme sadA jhajhUma. baMdhuo ! vicAra karo. mahArANA pratApamAM keTaluM AtmabaLa hatuMeNe je zuddha ane daDha saMkalpa karyo temAM tene saphaLatA maLI. A nyAya ApIne huM tamane e kahevA mAMguM chuM ke Aje ApaNA hindu samAjamAM che kaI Avo kesarI pratApa ? ke Arya saMskRtine nAza thatuM hoya tyAM AvI jhuMbeza uDAvI zake? caMdananA vanamAM hajAro sarSa hoya paNa tene bhagADavA mATe morane eka ja TahukAra basa che, tema jyAre AtmAmAM khamIra jAgaze tyAre AvI tAkAta Avaze. gajasukumAla aNagAra pAse Atmika baLa hatuM. tethI temaNe e daDha saMkalpa karyo hato ke game tevI vedanA thAya paNa mAre mArA svabhAvamAM sthira rahevuM. semilane doSa Ape nahi ke tenA upara krodha ke dveSa kare nahi. e rIte teo pitAnA svabhAvamAM sthira rahyA ne be ghaDIne ghara upasarga sahana karIne ghAtI karmane kSaya karIne kevaLajJAna pAmyA ane "tatte TBT fadhe kAra " te ja samaye badhA karmono kSaya karIne gajasukumAla aNagAra kRtakRtya thaI gayA. jemanA samasta kAryo sidhdha thayAM, teo kAlekanA sarva padArthonA jJAnathI budadha thaI gayA, badhA karmone kSaya thavAthI mukta thaI gayA, sarve prakAranA karmothI utpanana thatAM vikArane dUra karavAthI "parinirvAta" eTale zItaLI bUta thaI gayA, temaja zArIrika duHkha ane mAnasika duHkhathI rahita hovAnA kAraNe

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Tara cAraNA thana 8 sarva du:kha prahINu " thai gayA eTale ke gajasukumAla aNugAra paramapadane prApta thayAM eTale mekSamAM gayA. khaMdhue ! gajasukumAla mahAmuni keTalA badhA sukeAmaLa zarIravALA! emanA para dIkSA laIne hajI khIjA pariSaha vigere sahana karI zarIrane kasavAne abhyAsa pazu nathI thayA tyAM mAthe dhagadhagatA aMgArA mUkAyA ane ubhA ubhA khaLavAnI dhAra pIDA AvI. ahI' agArA mUkanAra pratye krodhAdi kaSAya, ene mAravAnI azubha vaizyA tathA asahya pIDAnA kAraNe A dhyAna rUpI ghA lAgavAnI pUrI zakayatA gaNAya, paNa te ghA lAgyA kharA ? " nA ". zAthI ? maLe che te mAru' nathI ane mAruM che te maLatu nathI. evA tAtvika vicAre akhtaranu kAma karyuM, pachI kaSAyAdinA ghA vAge kharA ? " nA ", ullu' tatva vicAre zubha bhAvanAnI vRdhdhi karI, dhama dhyAnanA vega vadhAryAM, zukaladhyAnane sulabha karI dIdhuM ane asakhta kALanA kama cApaDe paDelA devAnA hisAba kSaNavAramAM cUkate karI dIdhA. narakamAM asaMkhya varSonI AthI paNa ana ta gaNI vedanAe sahevA chatAM pAmavuM azakaya evu kevaLajJAna ane meAkSa prApta karIlIdhA. e tA emanu* kA sAdhIne gayA tyAra pachI zu' banyuM: " tatthaNa ahAsa nihiehiM devehiM samma ArAhiyattikaDa divve surabhigaMdhAda buTTe dadhdhavannekusume nivAie celukakheve kae divveye gIyagaMdhavva ninAe kapa yAvi hottha / " gajasukumAla aNugAra gheAra upasa sahana karI AThe karmono kSaya karIne meAkSamAM gayA. emanI sAdhanA joIne bhalabhalA devAnA mastaka temanA caraNamAM kI gayA. aho ! zu A saMtanI sAdhanA che! hajI savAre te dIkSA lIdhI ne sAMje paDimA vahana karavA zmazAnamA AvyA, ane rAtre te mekSamAM pahoMcI gayA. tethI samIpati najIkamAM vasanArA devee gajasukumAla aNugAre cAritranuM samyaka ArAdhana karyu che ema vicAra karIne peAtAnI vaikriya zakita dvArA divya sugadhita acetta jaLanI ane pAMca varNonAM aceta puSpAnI vRSTi karI, tathA divya vastronI vRSTi karI ane te devatAoe dina sumadhura gItathI ane mR'gAdi vAdyonA dhvanithI AkAzane gu'jAvI dIdhu. A rIte davAe gajasukumAla aNugAranA nirvANu mahe|tsava ujanmyA. gajasukumAla je lakSathI sa'sAranI meAhamAyA cheADIne sAdhu banyA hatA te rIte zUravIra sainikanI mAka ka medAnamAM jaoNMga khelyeA ne vijaya meLavyeA. tenI khuzAlImAM devAe nirvANu mahatsava ujanmyA. A taraphe gajasukumAla kumArane dIkSA ApI bhagavAnane soMpIne kRSNa vAsudeva, devakI rANI, vasudeva rAjA vigere ghera AvyA paNa devakI mAtAne kAMya cena paDatu' nathI. peAtAnA lADIlA putranA virahathI rAjabhavana zmazAna jevA zUnya dekhAvA lAgyA. khAvuM pIvu paNa bhAvatu' nathI. jema tema karIne divasa pasAra karyAM. rAtrI paDI paNa devakIjIne uMgha AvatI nathI. manamAM eka ja ramaNatA che ke kyAre rAtrI pUrI thAya ne mArA

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zAradA darzana 813 vahAlasoyA dIkarAnuM mukha jouM. chatrapalaMgamAM mAtA sutI che paNa jhabakI jhabakIne jAgI javA lAgI ne bolavA lAgI ke huM mArA beTA kRSNa! tuM jaladI uThI ne ratha taiyAra karAva. gajasukumAla muninA darzana karavA javuM che. A rIte mAtAne putranA virogamAM rAta cha mahinA jevI lAMbI lAgI. devakI mAtAne gajasukumAla aNagAranA darzana karavAne talasATa jAge che. jema tema karIne rAtrI vItAvI ane savAra paDI. kRNavAsudevane paNa bhagavAnanA darzane javAne talasATa hate. gajasukumAlanI dIkSAnA bIje divase sUryodaya thayA pachI kRSNa vAsudeve ranAna karyuM. snAna karIne vastrAlaMkArothI vibhUSita thaIne hAthI upara beThA. karaMTha puchapanI mALAthI yukta chatrane zira upara dharAvatA tathA DAbI jamaNI baMne bAjue zveta cAmara DhaLAvatA aneka subhaTanA samuhathI yukata "vAva pathari maka sa mi tera vahI jamaurg" te kRNavAsudeve dvArakA nagarInA madhya bhAgamAMthI meTA meTA rAjamArga uparathI pasAra thaIne ahaMta ariSTanemi pAse javA prasthAna karyuM. baMdhuo ! A traNa khaMDanA adhipati che paNa bhagavAnanA darzana karavA javAnI keTalI laganI che. keTalA utkRSTa bhAva che. utkRSTa bhAve vaMdana karatAM jIva nIcagetra karmane kSaya karIne uMca netra karma bAMdhe che. saMtanA darzana karavAmAM paNa keTale badhe lAbha che! paNa Ajane mAnavI hAya pasA-hAya paisA karIne dhana meLavavA deDAdoDa kare che. gAmamAM saMta birAjatA hoya te darzana karavA AvavAno paNa ene TAIma nathI, paNa eka divasa A jIvana phararakuM thaI jaze, tyAre tene kaheze ke TAIma nathI. kRNavAsudeva rAjazAhI pizAka paherIne hAthI upara beThA che. mAthe rAjasevakae chatra dharyuM che. cAmara vIMjhAya che ne ghaNuM subhaTo temane gherI vaLyA che. AvA ThAThamAThathI dvArakA nagarInA mukhya mukhya rAjamArge thaIne jaI rahyAM che. tamane ema thaze ke darzana karavA javuM temAM ATalA ThAThamAThanI zI jarUra? AvA moTA mahArAjAe darzana karavA nIkaLe tyAre temanI savArI jeIne leke dharma pAmI jAya che, ne zAsananI prabhAvanA thAya che. Aje jJAnapaMcamIne pavitra divasa che. eTale jJAnanI ArAdhanA karavAnI jarUra che. jJAna vinAnuM jIvana verAna vana jevuM che. ajJAna aMdhakAra svarUpa che jyAre jJAna prakAza svarUpa che. tame gharamAM prakAza karavA mATe phAnasa saLagAve che. te temAM phAnasa, vATa, kerosIna, divAsaLI badhuM joIe che ane lAITa karavA mATe leba, baTana, pAvara vigerenI jarUra paDe che, tyAre tamane prakAza maLe che. jyAre jJAna e prakAza che ke tene telanI ke vATanI AvazyakatA nathI. jJAna svataH prakAzamAna che. ene anya prakAzanI jarUra nathI. jJAnane prakAza te sUryanA prakAza karatAM paNa zreSTha che. kAraNa ke sUrya te divase ja prakAza Ape che jayAre jJAna te divase ne rAtre sarakhe prakAza Ape che.

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TIja zArada! darzana sUrya tA AMkhavALAne ja prakAza Ape che jyAre jJAna teA mAtra AMkhavALA ne ja nahi paNa AMkha vagaranAne paNa prakAza Ape che. samyajJAnanA abhAve AtmA ana'takALathI duHkhamaya saMsAramAM bhamI rahyo che. ene svapnamAM paNa sukhanA darzana thatAM nathI. uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM bhagavata kahe che ke, jAvanti vijjA purisA, savve te dukkhasaMbhavA / jInti vaDuto munA, saMsArazmi kalAntar / . 6 gAthA 1 ajJAna e sarvAM duHkhAnuM mULa che. ajJAnI mANasane sat asatAne viveka hatA nathI eTale te janma maraNathI nivRta thai zakatA nathI, tethI te duHkha pAme che, ane anaMta sa`sAramAM paribhramaNa kare che. AdhyAtmika kSetramAM kaheA ke vyavahArika kSetramAM he. paNa jJAna teA avazya joIze. tame kAi paNa jAtanA vahepAra dhaMdhA kare che. tA tenA viSayanuM jJAna meLavavu' paDe che ne? jhaverAtanA vahepAra karavA hAya teA jhaverAtanA viSayane lagatuM jJAna meLavavu' joie ne kApaDa ke karIyANAnA vahepAra karavA hAya te tenuM jJAna meLavavu jarUrI che tema jayAM sudhI dehanA dhanu' ane AtmAnA dharmanu jJAna nahi hoya tyAM sudhI AtmasAdhanAnA aneAkhA svAdiSTa rasa kayAMthI cAkhI zakaze ? A AtmAe ajJAnamAM anaMta janmA vItAvyA. aMdhakAramAM kALI rassI sarpa jevI dekhAze paNa jayAM prakAza karIne joze tyAM rassI dekhAze, tema ajJAnathI AtmA vastune viparIta rUpe dekhe che paNa jayAM enA jIvanamAM jJAnaneA dipaka pragaTaze tyAM e ja vastu ene savaLI dekhAze. ajJAna ane mehane dUra karavA mATe jJAnanA prakAzanI jarUra che. mATe jJAnanI ArAdhanA kare. jJAnanI ArAdhanA karavI eTale pustaka ke pAnAnI pUjA karavAnI nathI paNa jJAnanuM bahumAna karavuM. jJAna bhaNavu' ne bhaNAvavu' ane jJAna bhaNyA pachI vinaya, vaiyAvacca karavA, kAyAnA tyAga karavA, jJAnI purUSanA guNagAna karavA. ApaNane jJAna na caDhatuM hoya tA je jJAna bhaNe tene sahAyaka khanavuM, jJAna ke jJAnInI azAtanA karavI nahi. je jJAnanI azAtanA kare, jJAnI sAthe khATA aMcaDA vikhavAda kare, jJAnInA avaNu vAda mele, nAnI upara dveSa kare, jJAna bhaNanArane aMtarAya paDAve tene jJAnAvaraNIya krama kharUMdhAya che. je jJAna bhaNanArane sahAya kare che tenuM jJAnAvaraNIya kama khape che, ane te jJAnavAna AtmA jJAna prApta karIne aneka jIvAne savaLA mage vALe che. te pote tare che ne khIjAne tAre che. (jJAnapa'camI upara pU. mahAsatIjIe e saMtAnuM dRSTAMta ApyuM hatu. eka sa Mte kevI rIte jJAna varaNIya kapAvyA ane khIjAe madhyA tenA baMpara khUba suMdara rajuAta karI hatI ne jJAna upara khUba bhAra ApyA hatA.) caritra virATa nagaramAM judA judA rUpe pAMDavAnA praveza :- * pAMDave virATa nagarInA udyAnamAM pahoMcI gayA, ane eka vRkSa nIce visAme khAvA beThA, tyAre yudhiSThire kahyuM, he mArA vahAlA vIrA ! mArI bhUlanA kAraNe tamAre badhAne 46 --

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zAradA dezona 915 keTalu kaSTa sahana karavu paDayuM ? atyAra sudhI te ApaNe svataMtra rahIne duHkha veThayA paNa have te gupta rIte virATa rAjAnI sevAmAM rahIne eka vaM vItAvavuM paDaze. rAjAnI sevA talavAranI dhAra jevI hoya che, ane satyavAdI sevaka rAjAne bahu priya hAya che te vAta ApaNA mATe anubhava siddha che. mATe tamane mAre vadhu kahevAnI jarUra nathI. have ApaNAmAMthI jene je kArya kharAkhara AvaDatuM hAya te kArya karavA mATe rAjA pAse jaie. rAjA pAse ApaNAM nAma judA rAkhIzuM' paNa ApaNe khAsa jarUriyAta hoya tyAre gupta rIte ekabIjAne e!lAvavA mATe judA nAma rAkhIe. ema niNa ya karyAM. ane jaya jayavaMta vijaya sajaserU, yavallabha abhirAma, cA saMketika nAma dharAyA, kInA rakSA hita kAma hA....zrotA dharmarAjAnuM nAma jaya, bhImanuM nAma jayavaMta, arjunanu nAma vijaya, nakuLanuM nAma sajaserU, ane sahadevanuM nAma jayavallabha pADayuM. gupta rIte khelAvavA hAya tyAre A nAmathI elAvavA. Ama nakkI karIne AgaLa cAlatAM virATa nagaranA zmazAna pAse AvyA. tyAM eka samaDAnA vRkSa nIce eka maNIdhara sapanA rAphaDA hatA. tyAM te sadA pheNa mAMDIne besatA hatA. jo koI tene chaMcheDe te tene 'za detA hatA. tenA DarathI kAI tyAM AvatuM nahi. rApheDAnI bAjumAM eka parvata hatA. tenI taLeTImAM eka suMdara guphA hatI. pAMDavAe joyu ke A gupta sthAna sAru che. ahIM A maNIdharano vAsa che tethI keAI Avaze nahi. mATe ApaNAM zastra A guphAmAM mUkI daIe. kAraNa ke rAjAnI sevAmAM javu che eTale zastro laine javAya nahi. tethI bhImanI gadA, arjunanA dhanuSyabANa e rIte jenAM je zasro hatAM te temaja khIjI je mUlyavAna cIjo hatI te badhuM guDDAmAM mUkIne badhAe virATa rAjAnA nagaramAM praveza karyAM na kaI sAru makAna zeAdhI temAM kuMtAjIne rAkhyAM ne kahyu', mAtA ! ame avAranavAra tArI khakhara laIzuM. tuM sukhethI raheje. badhAe eka sAthe rAjadarakhAramAM javuM nahi paNa nakhara pramANe vArApharatI javuM tema nakkI karyu.. yudhiSDire mAre aMge TIlA TapakA karyAM, lAMbu dheAtIyuM paheryu, janoI paherI ane kAnamAM meAtInA suMdara kuMDaLa paheryAM. hAthamAM TIpaNu ane brAhmaNanA veza paherIne nagaranI vacce thaIne cAlyA. AvA tejasvI brAhmaNane joI ne leAkeA khelavA lAgyA ke A kAI pavitra purUSa che. e kANu haze ? sau AzcayapUrvaka tene jovA lAgyA ne temane page lAgavA lAgyA, tyAre dharmarAjA temane AziSa ApatAM AgaLa cAlyA, ane maccha rAjAnI sabhAnA dvAre AvyA ne dvArapALane kahyuM ke mahArAjAne kahe ke eka brAhmaNu ApanAM darzana karavA dUrathI ALye che. dvArapALe rAjAne kahyu eTale rAjAe sabhAmAM AvavAnI AjJA ApI. tethI dharmarAjAe sabhAmAM praveza karyAM. brAhmaNane joIne maccha rAjAe ubhA thaIne temano satkAra karyAM ne uMcA Asane besADayA.

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zAradA darzana yudhiSThirane jotAM saune thayeluM Azcarya" :- yudhiSThira jANe denA gurU bRhaspati ja na hoya! tevA zobhavA lAgyA. rAjA paNa vicAra karavA lAgyA ke Aja sudhI meM AvI pavitra ane saumya AkRtivALo brAhmaNa ja nathI. A khUba jJAnI dekhAya che. AvA purUSanA pagalA thavAthI mArI sabhA pavitra banI gaI. ema AnaMda pAmatA rAjAe te brAhmaNanA caraNamAM mastaka namAvIne praNAma karyA. brAhmaNe paNa temanA mAthe hAtha mUkIne AzIvAda ApyA. pachI AkhI sabhAnA mANasoe namaskAra karyo ne ArzIvAda lIdhA. pachI rAjAe pUchayuM-Apa kyAMthI padhAryA ne keNa che? tyAre yudhiSThire kahyuMhuM kaMka nAmano brAhmaNa chuM. yudhiSThirane mitra ane temane priya purohita chuM. te sivAya jugAra ramavAmAM paNa pravINa chuM. huM kyAre paNa temAM hAruM nahi. bIjI ghaNI kaLAomAM pravINa chuM, tyAre maracha rAjAe kahyuM-tame jugAra ramavAmAM catura hatA te dharmarAjA zAmATe hArI gayA? brAhmaNe kahyuM -mahArAjA ! huM te vakhate bahAragAma gayo hatuM, ane dharmarAjA kadI jugAra rame tevA nahotA paNa duryodhana ane zakunie kapaTa karIne jugAra ramADayA, ane teo hArI gayA paNa je huM hota te hAra thavA detA nahi. teo rAjapATa hArI gayA tethI duryodhane temane vanavAsa Apyo. duryodhana bahu kapaTI che tethI huM tenI pAse gayo nahi paNa mArA pAMDenI zodha karavA nIkaLe. temanI zodha karatAM bAra bAra varSa pUrA thayA paNa temane patto lAgyo nahi. mane khabara paDI ke virATa nagarIne maccha rAjA udAra, nyAyI, sadAcArI ane pavitra che. tethI udara pUrti mATe huM pharato pharate ahIM Avyo chuM. rAjAe kahyuM-AjathI tame mArA mAnanIya purohita che. ApanA jevA jJAnI purohita sadbhAgye ja maLe che. tame yudhiSThiranA mitra che ne mAre tyAM padhAryA tethI mane khUba AnaMda thayoAma kahI suvarNathI brAhmaNane satkAra karyo. " ra yAnA rUpamAM bhImanuM Agamana" :- have bIje divase pahADa jevI paDachaMda kAyAvALe, sauMdaryavAna eka mANasa hAthamAM kaDacho ne camacA laIne rAjabhavana pAsethI jatuM hatuM. rAjAe dUrathI tene jAte je. eTale dvArapALa dvArA rAjAe tene belA ne pUchayuM ke he bhAI! tuM keNa che ne kayAMthI Avyo che? tyAre bhIme kahyuM huM mahArAjA yudhiSThirane raseIe chuM. dareka jAtanI mIThAI temaja badhI vastu banAvuM chuM. mAruM nAma vallabha che. huM rasoI banAvavAmAM pravINa chuM eTaluM ja nahi paNa mane malalayudadha karatA paNa AvaDe che. hastinApuranA badhA malAmAM huM zreSTha hato paNa teo rAjapATa hArIne vanavAsa gayA. pachI meM temanI khUba zodha karI paNa atyAra sudhI nahi maLavAthI duHkhI thaIne Amatema pharate ApanA Azraye Avyo chuM. rAjAe khuza thaIne pitAnA rasoDAne adhyakSa banAvyo, ne tene paNa suvarNathI satkAra karyo. have arjuna kenuM rUpa laIne Avaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze.

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vyAkhyAna na, 105 Yi Ye tA. 16-11-77 kArataka suda 6 ne budhavAra sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAe ne bahena! ana`tajJAnI, carama tItha'kara mahAvIra prabhue jagatanA jIvAnA udhAra mATe dvAdazAMgI sUtranI prarUpaNA karI. dvAdazAMgI sUtramAM AThamuM aMga aMtagaDha sUtranA AThamAM adhyayanamAM gajasukumAlanA adhikAra cAle che. kRSNavAsudevane potAnA laghu aMdhavAnA darzana karavAnA umaga che. tee peAte hAthI upara beThA che, mAthe chatra yuM che cAmara vIMjhAya che ane ghaNI mATI saMkhyAmAM sevake sAthe cAle che. A samayanu dRzya bahu suMdara dekhAtuM hatuM. kRSNavAsudeva utsAhapUrNAMka rAjazAhI ThAThamAThathI dvArakA nagarInA madhya bhAgamAMthI jai rahyA hatA. tyAre zuM bane che ! 'tapa Na' se kaNhe vAsudeve bArAvaIpa majjha bhajjheNa NigacchamANe ekaM purisa pAsai, juNa jarA jajjariye deha jAva kilaMta mahai mahAlayAo ihugarAzIo egamiga Iga diyA thApayA A tAmida anuvAmALa vAsad / " kRSNavAsudeve dvArakA nagarInA madhyabhAgamAM thaI ne jatAM eka vRghdha purUSane joce.. te vRdhdha purUSanuM zarIra vRdhdhAvasthAnA kAraNe khUba jINu thaI gayuM hatuM. paga lathaDIyA khAtAM hatAM. tenI dazA khUba duHkhI ane dayAmaNI hatI. enA mukha upara pUrNa vRdhdhAvasthAnI rekhAe dekhAtI hatI. vRdhdhAvasthA Ave che tyAre zarIranuM khaLa kSINa thaI jAya che. e rIte A vRdhdha purUSanuM zarIra vRdhAvasthAne kAraNe jarita thai gayuM hovAthI zarIramAM tAkAta na hatI. tethI te azakata vrudha purUSa eka meATA IMTanA DhagalAmAMthI ekeka IMTa upADIne bahAranA rAjamAga uparathI pAtAnA gharamAM mUkatA hatA. A joI ne kRSNuvAsudevane khUba dayA AvI. kRSNavAsudeva sabhyaSTi AtmA hatA. sama-savega, niveda, anukapA ane AsthA. A pAMca samakitanA lakSaNA che. temAM anukaMpA e paNa samakitanuM lakSaNa che. kRSNu vAsudevanuM hRdaya khUba dayALu hatuM. tee koInuM duHkha joI zakatAM na hatAM, koI duHkhIne dekhe te temanuM hRdaya pIgaLI jatu' hatuM. pelA vRddha mANasane IMTanA moTA DhagalAmAMthI ekeka IMTa upADIne potAnA gharamAM mUkatA joIne kRSNavAsudeva vicAra karavA lAgyA ke A bicArA jINu zarIravALA purUSa ATalA meATA DhagalAmAMthI ekeka IMTa upADIne gharamAM mUkaze te A meATA DhagalA kayAre pUrA thaze ? enu` zarIra tharathara dhrUje che. ekeka IMTa upADIne mUkavA jatAM te thAkI jAya che. A DhagalA upADatAM pahelAM e upaDIjaze. AvA purUSane mAre sahAya karavI joie ane tene duHkhamAMthI mukta karavA joIe. traNa khaMDanA adhipati che chatAM temanA dilamAM duHkhI pratye keTalI dayA | puNyanA udayathI je sukhI hA tA du:khIne joIne dila dravI javu joIe. ane sahAya karavI zA.-103

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zA darzana joIe. dayA e dharmarUpI kalpavRkSanuM mULa che. jyAM dayA nathI tyAM dharma nathI. dayA rUpI nadInA kinAre dharmanA aMkurA uge che, paNa jayAM dayA rUpI nadI sUkAI gaI che tyAM dharmanA aMkarA kevI rIte ugavAnAM che? dIna duHkhI jene joIne jene madada karavAnuM, tenA pratye sahAnubhUti vyakata karavAnuM mana thatuM nathI tene avatAra pazu jevo che. pUrve karelA pApakarmanA udayathI je jIve duHkhI che tenuM duHkha dUra karavA mATe yathAzakti prayatna kare jaIe. A saMsAramAM saMpatti sthira nathI, vijaLIne jhabakArA jevI caMcaLa che. Ajano rAjA kAle raMka banI jAya che ne Ajano bhikhArI kAle zrImaMta banI jAya che. tene khabara che ke kAla kevI ugaze ? mATe jayAM sudhI tamArA puNayane dipaka jele che tyAM sudhI bane teTalA sukRtya karI le. puNyane dIpaka bujhAI jaze tyAre jIvanamAM ghora aMdhakAra chavAI jo. puNyano kAMI bharoso rAkhavA jevo nathI. kayAre pApano udaya thaze te khabara nathI. ahI eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. eka meTA zrImaMta zeThane puNyodaye badhuM sukha hatuM. te khUba hoMziyAra DAhyA ne gaMbhIra hatA, paNa sAthe pApodaye patnI taraphathI ene bilakula sukha ke zAMti na hatI. dekhAvamAM te rUpALI ne raMgIlI hatI paNa evI AjhAda hatI ke patinuM kahyuM kadI karatI na hatI. enA patine dhaDAke uThADe ne dhaDAke besADe. AthI zeTha khUba kaMTALI gayA paNa A saMsAranA cekaDAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLI zake tema na hatuM. eka divasa zeTha zeThANIne namratAthI kahyuM ke tuM kahIza tema huM badhuM karIza paNa mArI AbarU te rAkhavI paDaze. tyAM ekadama ghuMgharATe karIne kahe che tamAre zI mAMDavI che ? zuM huM kaMI tamArI karaDI chuM ? tamAre je kahevuM che te cembu kahe. pachI huM tamane javAba ApIza. zeTha kahe mArA 25 mitro che. te mane ghaNI vAra jamavAnuM kahe che paNa huM ja nathI. jamuM te jamADavA paDe ne ! paNa gaI kAle 25 mitro bhegA thaIne mArI pAchaLa paDayA ke tame na Ave te kAMI nahi paNa ame badhA tamAre ghera jamavA AvavAnA che. meM ghaNA bahAnA kADhayA paNa teo mAnyA nahi. chevaTe nA chUTake meM hA pADI. te tuM samajIne ATaluM kara. tyAM zeThANIe dhaDAke karyo ke huM tamArI nokaraDI nathI. mArAthI nahi bane. te ghaNuM bolI, paNa zeThe namra banIne tene samajAvI. tyAre kahyuM ke bhale, huM tamArI 50 AjJA mAnIza, paNa ekAvanamI AjJA karazo te. huM nahi mAnuM. zeTha kahe bhale. T bIje divase zeThANIe rasoI banAvI. bapora thatAM zeThanAM mitro jamavA AvyAM. eTale zeThe kahyuM-badhA mahemAna AvI gayA che te pATalA DhALe, tyAre zeThANIe phakta pATalA DhALyA paNa bIjuM kAMI na karyuM. tethI zeThane badhuM vArApharatI kahevuM paDayuM. dA. ta. thALI lAvI ne vATake na lAvI. te rIte darekamAM karyuM. jamavAmAM paNa ema ja karyuM. Ama karatAM 50 vakhata kahyuM. jayAM ekAvanamI vAra kahyuM ke rAItuM lAve

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cAdA darzana 819 tyAM zeThANI dhaDukayA ke zu' huM tamArA gharanI ghaNu chuM ? ke vArevAre A lAva....AlAva karyAM kare che. tame navarA ane tamArA mitro navarA. badhA khAudharA bhegA thayA che. tA zarama Ave che ke nahi ? AvA zabdo sAMbhaLatAM mitro vicAramAM paDI gayA ke ahAhA A te vAghaNa jevI che. A gharamAM kema rahevAya? mitro badhA ja jamatA jamatA uDIne cAlyA gayA. zeTha A khanAvathI ekadama ci'tAtura khanIne pala'gamAM paDIne raDatA raDatA khelyA ke zeThANI ! teM Aje mArI AbarU lIdhI che, tyAre te kahe ke me' te pahelethI kahyuM hatuM ke huM pacAsa AjJA mAnIza, ekAvanamI nahi mAnuM zA mATe ekAvanamI AjJA karI ? A banAvathI zeThane saMsAra pratye napharata chUTI ne vairAgya AvI gayA. zeThanA pApAda2e zeThANI AvA maLyA hatAM paNa zeTha nimitta maLatAM jAgI gayA. have mULa vAta vicArIe, trikhaMDa adhipati kRSNavAsudevane vRdhdha mANasanI dayA AvI. tethI vicAyu` ke huM... IOTa upADuM, tethI temanA hAthIne ITAnA DhagalA pAse lAgyA. " taNaM se kaNheNaM vAsudeve NaM aMgAe iTTagAe gahiyAo samANIo aNegehiM purisasa oha se mahAlaa iTagassa rAsI gahiyA bahiyA ratthApaDAo atAdhara siM aNappavesiMo / kRSNavAsudeve hAthI upara beThA beThA peAtAnA hAthe eka i'Ta upADIne tenA gharamAM mUkI dIdhI, eTale kRSNuvAsudevanI sAthe rahelAM khadhA mANase temanA manano abhiprAya samajI gayAM ke ApaNAM mahArAjA pote iTa upADIne A vRdhdha purUSane sahAya karavAnI ApaNae sUcanA kare che, eTale sAthe rahelAM badhA mANasAe ekeka i'8 upADIne vRdhdhanA gharamAM mUkI dIdhI. Ama te te vRdhdha purUSane keAI madada karavA jAtanahi paNa jayAre kAi moTA purUSa jene sahAya kare tene sau sahAya karavA jAya che, mahAnane cenata : sa thAH| gharamAM koI mANasa khimAra hAya ane tenA gharano mukhya mANasa sabhALa le te gharanA badhA khaDA page tenI cAkarI kare che, tema ahI' kRSNavAsudeve vRdhdha purUSanI eka IMTa upADI tA badhA mANasoe ekeka iiMTa upADI. tethI tenuM kAma kSaNavAramAM patI gayuM. AthI vRddha mANasane khUba AnaMda thayA ne tenI AMkhe harSoMnAM AMsuthI chalakAI gaI. te kRSNavAsudevanA caraNamAM paDIne temano upakAra mAnatA kRtajJatA pragaTa karatA kRSNajIno jayajayakAra lAvavA lAgyA. kRSNavAsudeve vRdhdhane sahAya karIne moTA rAjAe tathA zrImAne garIe pratye vAtsalyatA, kata vyapArAyaNatA ane parApakAra karavAno edha ApyA che. have kRSNavAsudeva nemanAtha bhagavAnanA dana karavA jaze ne tyAM zu`khanaze tenA bhAva avasare, caritra H- " virATa nagarImAM naTInA rUpamAM arjunanA praveza ' kaMcukI paherI, sudara rIte mAMthu eLI, ane kAnamAM kuMDaLa paherI, AMkhamAM aMjana AMjI, suMdara naTIno veza dhAraNa karIne aju ne rAjamahelamAM praveza karyAM ne jharUkhA pAse jaIne ubhA rahyA. tenu rUpa khUba suMdara hatuM paNa tenAmAM kaoNMika vicitratA dekhAtI hatI eTale leAkA tene dhArI dhArIne jovA lAgyA. rAjAe tene Azca pUrNAMka pUchyuM'--tuM kANu che ? :

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ra0 zAradA na tArI AkRti strI purUSa karatAM jIrI dekhAya che. te tu strI che ke puruSa ? jo purUSa hAya te! te strIno veza zA mATe paheryuM che? tyAre arjune kahyu -he mahArAjA! huM... strI paNa nathI ne purUSa paNa nathI. huM napuMsaka chuM ne A pRthvI upara strInA vezamAM pharuM chuM rAjA kahe ThIka, teA tame kayAMthI Ave che ? tyAre arjune kahyu` ke huM' yudhiSDira mahArAjAnA rAjayamAM rAjayabhUSaNa nATayAcAya ne, huM saMgItakaLAmAM pravINa chuM ne gRhannaTa mAruM nAma che, tyAre rAjAe prasanna thaIne suvaNa thI teno satkAra karIne kahyu ke tame mArA rAjayamAM rahI jAe! ne mArI putrI uttarAne nATayakaLA ane saMgItakaLA zIkhavADajo, rAjAe peAtAnI putrIne zikSaNa ApavA mATe arjunane rAkhyA. kuMvarIne abhyAsa karAvavA mATe navI nATayazALA banAvI. eka divase eka tejasvI purUSa (nakuLa) hAthamAM cAbUka ane rassI laI kamara mAMdhIne rAjamahela pAsethI nIkaLye. rAjAnI dRSTi tenA upara paDI eTale nAkara dvArA tene khelAvIne kahyu'-bhAi! tu kANu che? eTale nakaLe kahyu -sAheba! hu ghaNe dUrathI AvuM chuM. mAruM nAma taMtrIpAla che. huM yudhiSThira maheArAjAnA rAjayamAM azvasenAdhIza hatA. huM azvazAstraneA jJAtA chuM. eTale azvanA lakSaNa, cikitsA tathA azvane DhoDAvavAnu dareka kArya jANuM chuM. nakulanI vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjAe kahyu` ke tamArI AkRtithI tamAruM jJAna dekhAI Ave che. chatAM tame mane gheADA upara besIne svArI karI khatAve. nakule gheADA upara besIne svArI karI, gheADAnA lakSaNu khatAvyA. rAjAe parIkSA karIne suvaNa thI tene satkAra karIne nakulane azvazALAnA mukhya sarakSaka banAvye. have pAMcamA bhAI sahadevanA vAre ANye. eka divasa mAthe kapaDAne TukaDA khAMdhIne hAthamAM eka lAMbI lAThI laIne govALanA rUpamAM jatAM rAjAlme tene joce. pachI tene khelAvIne pUchyu ke tame keNu che ne kayAMthI AvyA che? sahadeve kahyu ke huM pAMDavAne tyAM gokuLano adhikArI hatA. huM gAyAnA lakSaNa tathA gAyAnI cikitsA vigere karavAnuM kAma jANuM chuM, ane graMthika mAruM nAma che, paNa amArA pAMDavA vanavAsa gayAM eTale amane duryodhananI hakUmata nIce rahevAnuM nA gamyuM' tethI huM' pAMDavAne zeAdhatA zeSatA ahI AnyA chu.. maccha rAjAe teno paNa satkAra karIne tene rAkhI lIdhA. pAMceya bhAione je kA'mAM niyukata karavAmAM AvyA te kharAkhara karatA. AthI rAjA khuza thayA. " rAjamahelamAM dAsInA rUpamAM draupadI" :- madhue ! vicAra karo. pAMDavA mahAkhaLavAna che, rAjasattAnuM siMhAsana leMgavelu che paNa kama kevA khela khelAve che! eka rAjAnI sattA nIce rahIne purohita, rasAI ceA, nATayakAra, azvapAla ane geAvALanuM kAma karavuM te A rAjakumAre mATe jevI tevI vAta nathI, paNa meATAbhAI tu' vacana pALavA mATe ATalu badhu' kaSTa veThI rahyA che. pAMca bhAI teA ThekANe paDI gayA. tyAra bAda saMketa

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zAradA darzana 821 pramANe eka divasa atyaMta sauMdaryavAna ane suMdara zaNagAra sajanArI satI draupadI dAsIne veza laIne maccha rAjAnI mahArANI saMdeNAnA mahelamAM AvI. AvI atyaMta suMdara strIne mahelamAM AvelI jeIne sudRSNa rANInI dAsIo Azcarya pUvarka tene jovA lAgI, ane deDatI rANI pAse jaIne kahevA lAgI ke bA sAheba ! ApaNuM mahelamAM kaI rUpALI raMbhA jevI strI AvI che, eTale rANIe dAsIo dvArA te strIne pitAnI pAse bolAvIne AdarapUvarka Asana ApIne besADI. tenuM rUpa joIne rANI mugdha banI gaI, ane pUchayuM ke he bahena ! tAruM rUpa jotAM lAge che ke tuM kaI rAjakuTuMbamAM janmelI chuM ne kaI mahArAjAnI mahArANI hoya tevI dekhAya che. te tuM kayA rAjAnI rANI che ne page cAlIne ahIM zA mATe AvI che? tyAre draupadIe kahyuM ke mahArANI! huM kaI rAjAnI rANI nathI paNa pAMDanI rANI draupadInI dAsI chuM, ane kRSNa mahArAjAnI paTTarANI satyabhAmA pAse paNa ghaNe vakhata rahelI chuM. huM temane tela mAlIza karIne nAna karAvatI hatI ne temanuM dareka kAma karatI. eTale satyabhAmA ane draupadIne huM khUba vahAlI hatI. baMnene mArA upara ghaNe prema hatuM. huM nAnapaNathI ja rAjAnI rANIo sAthe rAjamahelamAM rahelI chuM, bAkI huM rANI nathI paNa rANInI dAsI chuM.. pAMDe ane draupadI vanamAM gayA. draupadI vagara mane cena na paDayuM, tethI pharatI pharatI ; ahIM AvI chuM. huM jAtinI mAlaNa chuM. mAruM nAma rodhI che paNa te leke mane mAlinI mAlinI kahIne bolAvatA hatAM. virATa rAjAnI mahArANIe kahyuM bahena ! mane paNa tArA pratye khUba prema Ave che. tuM khuzIthI mArI pAse rahe. mane khUba AnaMda thaze paNa mArI eka vAta sAMbhaLa. tuM khUba rUpALI che, eTale bhUlecUke mahArAjA tane joI jaze te mane manathI paNa Icchaze nahi ne mAruM sukha lUMTAI jaze. tyAre dAsInA rUpamAM AvelI draupadIe kahyuM- he mahArANI! tame te ciMtA nA karo. huM zIyaLavaMtI chuM. kadAca kaI mArA upara baLAtkAra kare te mArA pati mahAna zakitazALI gAMdharva che. te tene mArI ja nAMkhe. mATe tame ciMtA na kare. AthI rANIne saMtoSa thaye, ane tene sArI rIte dAgInA kapaDA vigere ApIne khUba premathI rAkhe che. baMnene khUba prema thaI gayo che. have AgaLa zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. nA

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vyAkhyAna na, 106 kArataka suda 7 ne gurUvAra tA. 17-11-77 sujJa khaMdhuo, suzIla mAtAe ne baheno ! ApaNe aMtagaDha sUtranA AThamA adhyayanano adhikAra cAle che. gajasukumAla aNugArane AtmasvarUpanI pIchANa thaI tethI saMyama mArga apanAvIne AtmasAdhanA sAdhI gayA. AtmAne peAtAnA svarUpanI pIchANu thayA pachI bIjI kaI paNa pravRttimAM Anada AvatA nathI. "nija svarUpane jANyA pachI, kaMI jANavAnu nA rahe, Atmasukha mANyA pachI, kaMi mANavAnuM nA rahe." duniyAmAM mAnavIne ghaNuM jANavAnuM ne mANavAnu mana thAya che. paNa 'jJAnIpurUSo anubhava karIne kahe che ke peAtAnA svarUpane eka vakhata jANyA pachI ane AtmAnuM alaukika sukha mANyA pachI tene duniyAmAM kaI cIja jANavAnuM ke mANavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. AtmasvarUpane pAmelA samyakUSTi jIva bhale karmonA udayathI 'sAramAM khUMcelA hAya, sa`sAranA aneka kAryo karatA hAya pazu aMtarathI tene rasa AvatA nathI, mAtra zarIrathI te sa sAramAM rahyo hAya che paNa eno a`tarAtmA te paramAtha ne jhaMkhate hAya che, cAhe te ughatA hoya, jAgatA hoya, vahepAra adghi game te kArya karatA hAya paNa enu' mana te niraMtara paramAne jhaMkhatu hoya che. lIdhe cAre caravA mATe gAyA vanavagaDAmAM pharatI hAya che paNa tenu' citta tenA vAcharaDAmAM hoya che tema samakitI AtmA sa'sAranI dareka pravRtti karatA hoya chatAM tenu* citta sadA AtmakalyANa tarapha hAya chaeN, A rIte gajasukumAla muninA da"na karavA mATe jenuM citta talasI rahyu che tevA kRSNavAsudeve bhagavAnanA darzane jatAM vRdhdha mANasane sahAya karI teA tene keTale Anada thayA ! A rIte Apa badhA jInamAM saraLatA, namratA, dayA, paropakAra vigere zuSNeA keLavA teA tamAruM' chatrana pavitra khanI jaze. mAtApitAnuM dila paNa AvA guNavAna, vanayavata, AjJAMkita saMtAnone joIne DarI jAya che. ahI mane rAmAyaNano eka prasaMga yAda Ave che. jyAre rAmacaMdrajIne rAjatilaka karavAnuM hatuM tyAre dazaratha rAjA kaikeyInI pAse gayA hatA. rAmane gAdIe besADIne dazaratha rAjAne dIkSA levI hatI. kaikeyIe avasara joIne dazaratha rAjAne kahyuM-nAtha ! tame te saMsAra choDIne jAe che. paNa mArA lagna pachI e Apane sahAya karI hatI te vakhate Ape khuza thaIne mane vacana mAMgavA kahelu paNa me' ApanI pAse vacana mAMgavAnuM bAkI rAkhyu che te Apane yAda che ne? dazaratha rAjAe kahyu "hA, kaikeyI, mane barAbara yAda che, mAre sasAra choDIne javuM che tA zA mATe tArA vacananuM RNa mAthe rAkhIne javu ? tAre je joIe te khuzIthI

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cAradA na 23 mAMgI le, paNa mArI dakSAmAM aMtarAya paDe tevuM na mAMgatI. dazaratha rAjAnA manamAM ema hatu` ke e mAMgI mAMgIne zu' mAMgaze ? hIrA, mANeka, mAtI, dhana, mahela, mahu tA rAjya mAMgaze. ethI adhika zuM mAMgaze ? te mAre tA have badhu choDIne javu che teA bhale, tenI je icchA hoya te mAMgI le, paNa mArI dIkSA aTake tevuM na mAMge te sAruM. tyAM te kaikeyI belI nAtha ! je Apane dIkSA levI che te acadhyAnu rAjasi'hAsana mArA bharatane Ape rAmane cauda varSa vanavAsa Ape. kaikeyInA zabdo sAMbhaLIne dazaratha rAjAnI sAthe gayelA mANasanA manamAM paNa ema thaI gayu` ke A zu' ? pATavIputra rAma rAjayano vArasadAra meThA hAya chatAM bharatane rAjagAdI maLe ? putranA mAha khAtara keTaleA bhayaMkara anyAya ! paNa dazaratha rAjAe sheja paNa sa`kAca rAkhyA vinA kahI dIdhu ke 'huM kaikeyI ! AkhuM acAyAnuM rAjya huM... tArA bharatane ApI dauM chuM. rAjya bharatane ApI dIdhA pachI dazaratha rAjAnA manamAM vicAra thaye rAjyano vArasa rAma heAvA chatAM bharatane rAjya ApI dIdhuM, te mAre ene ema pUchavu tA joI e ne ke huM... bharatane rAjya Apu ? eTale tarata dazaratha rAjAe rAma lakSmaNane khelAvyA. pitAjInI bhramasAMbhaLIne vinayavaMta putrAe kahyuM, jI pitAjI! ema khelatA phraoNDIne pitAjInI pAse AvI namana karIne ubhA rahyA. 66 : rAma lakSmaNanI pavitratA upara dazaratha rAjAnA AtmavizvAsa vinayavaMta ziSyA ke putro potAnA gurU ke mAtA-pitA khelAve tyAre temano avAja sAMbhaLIne tarata cha kahe paNa mauna na rahe, ane khIjuM game te kArya karatAM hoya te paDatuM mUkIne tarata hAjara thaI jAya. A vinayavaMtanA lakSaNa che. rAma-lakSmaNa khUba vinayavaMta hatA. dazaratha rAjAne zradhdhA hatI ke bhale meM rAmane pUchyA vinA bharatane rAjya ApI dIdhu' paNa mAre rAma khilakula AnAkAnI nahi kare. dazaratha rAjAe kahyuM- huM mArA vahAlA dIkarAe ! me tamane ahIM khelAvyA tenuM kAraNa e che ke jayAre kaikeyI sAthe mAru' lagna thayuM' tyAre me' tene eka vacana ApyuM hatu.... teNe tene thApaNa tarIke rakhAvyu hatu te Aje mAMgyuM. temAM teNe e mAMgaNI karI ke bharatane ayeAdhyAnu rAjya Ape ne rAmane cauda varSa vanavAsa meAkale. eTale me bharatane rAjya ApI dIdhu che. teA beTA ! rAjyano sAcA hakkadAra tA tuM che paNa me' dIkSA letI vakhate RNamAMthI mukta thavA mATe bharatane rAjya ApI dIdhu che te temAM tuM saMmata che ne ? A pramANe dazaratha rAjA rAmanA mukha sAme joine melyA, tyAre rAmanu sukha sheja udAsa thai gayuM. 46 dazaratha rAjAnI zaMkA " :- A joIne dazaratha rAjAnA manamAM thayuM' ke me' bharatanera:jaya Apyu. te rAmane gamyuM' nathI. tethI tenA dilamAM kheda thayA che. eTale tUTatA haiye khelyA-beTA rAma! tu du:khI na thaIza. tuM khATu' na lagADIza. rAjayanA sAcA

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824 zAradA darzana haka dAra te tuM ja che, paNa mAre kaikeyIne ApeluM vacana pALavA khAtara tAre hakka jato kare paDe che. A zabdo sAMbhaLI rAma vadhu udAsa thaIne belyA- pitAjI! Apa mane ulAsa joIne ema mAne che ke mane rAjya nathI maLyuM tenuM mArA dilamAM duHkha thayuM che! nA, ema nahi mAnatA. mArI udAsInatAnuM kAraNa e che ke huM haju sAce pitRbhakta nathI banI zake. e Aje mane samajAyuM. Apane mane pUchavuM paDyuM te haju mArAmAM khAmI che. jo huM sAce pitRbhakta houM te Apane mane A rIte kahevuM paDe kharuM? pitAjI ! Apa mane rAjaya Apo ke bharatane Apa, sarakhuM ja che ne ? ame kayAM judA chIe. A te Ape bharatane rAjaya ApyuM paNa kadAca A mahelanA paheregIrane rAjaya ApI de te paNa zuM ? Apa rAjyanA mAlika che. ApanI IcchA hoya tene ApI zake che. ju e kevA vinayavaMta dIkarA che! rAme kahyuM-pitAjI! Apa je kare te amane maMjura che. Apa bharatane ayodhyAnA mahArAjA banAvaze te huM adhyApati bharatane chaDIdAra banIza. te ja vakhate lakSamaNe paNa kahyuM-pitAjI! je moTAbhAI adhyApati bharata mahArAjAne chaDIdAra banaze te A lakSmaNa adhyApati bharatezvarane cAmaradhara banaze. putronI vAta sAMbhaLatAM dazaratha rAjAnI AMkhamAM harSanAM AMsu AvI gayA, tyAre bhArata sAme ja beTho hate. vaiSNava rAmAyaNamAM ema kahyuM che ke A vakhate bharata mesaLa gayA hatA paNa jaina rAmAyaNamAM evuM nathI kahyuM. A banAva bharatathI sahana na the. tene mana rAjagAdI aMgArA samAna lAgI. arere..mArI mAtAe AvI mAMgaNI karI. bharatanuM aMtara raDI rahyuM hatuM. rAmacaMdrajI te pitAjInuM vacana pALavA vanavAsa gayA. sAthe lakSamaNa ane sItA paNa gayA. pachI cAre taraphathI leko kaikeyIne phITakAra ApavA lAgyA ke potAnA putrane rAjya ApavA mATe kaikeyIe ke anyAya karyo! lekenA vacane kaikeyIne tIranI jema khUMcatA hatA. bIjI bAju bharata paNa mAtAne Thapako ApavA lAgyuM ke he mAtA ! te A zuM karyuM? tArA ja pApe mArA moTAbhAIne vanavAsa javuM paDayuM ne? dhikakAra che mane ke eka putranI pAchaLa mehAMdha banIne AvuM akArya karanArI mAtAnI kukhe mAro janma thaye! rAma pAchaLa AMsu sAratAM deDelA bharata" :- rAmacaMdra ane bharata vacce ajaba bhAtuneha hate. rAmanA gayA pachI bharatane rAjya zamazAna jevuM dekhAvA lAgyuM. kayAMya cena paDayuM nahi, tyAre tenA manamAM thayuM ke haju mAre rAjayAbhiSeka kayAM thae che? huM game tema karIne mArA moTAbhAIne belAvI lAvuM. bhAIne pAchA adhyAmAM laI AvavA bharata vanamAM cAlyA. cAlatAM rAta paDI gaI. vacamAM bhAradvAja RSino Azrama AvyuM. bharata tyAM rAta rokAye paNa uMgha AvatI nathI. AkhI rAta vAraMvAra tenA mukhamAMthI nisAsAnA uMkArA nIkaLatA hatA. bhAradrAja RSi tenI bAjumAM

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zAradA darzana sUtA hatA. temaNe pUchayuM -beTA! tuM zA mATe ATalA badhA nisAsA nAkhe che? tane kema uMgha AvatI nathI? tane zuM duHkha che? bharate kahyuM-mahArAja ! A duniyAmAM mAre je kaI duHkhI nahi hoya. mArA duHkhanI zI vAta karuM? mane eka ja vicAra Ave che ke have mArA vaDIla baMdhu rAmanA aMtaramAM mAruM sthAna haze kharuM? kAraNa ke mArA pratyenA mehanA kAraNe mArI mAtAe rAjaya mAMgyuM ne maTAbhAIne vanavAsa Ape. teo vanamAM cAlyA gayA paNa temanA manamAM te ema ja thaze ke mAtAne A pramANe zIkhavADIne bharate rAjaya laI lIdhuM che. eTale have temanA dilamAM mAruM sthAna kayAMthI hoya? bhagavAna tulya pavitra moTAbhAInA dilamAM je mAruM tala jeTaluM paNa sthAna na hoya te mAruM jIvatara dhULa thaI gayuM. raDatA bharate niHsAse nAMkhatA pUchyuM ke he RSizvara ! mArA moTAbhAI vanavAsa jatAM ahIM rAtavAse rahyA hatA? RSi kahe hA. te zuM mArA bhAInA hRdayamAM mAruM sthAna che? trASie kahyuM-bharata? tame zeka na kare. rAmanA hRdayamAM aNuaNumAM tamAruM sthAna che. A sAMbhaLI bhAratanA aMtaramAM AnaMda thayo ne khUba AturatAthI pUchyuM-mArA moTAbhAI zuM kahetAM hatA? traSie kahyuM-bharatajI! sAMbhaLo. savAre huM ane rAmacaMdrajI sAmenA taLAve ranAna karavA mATe gayA hatA. ranana karyA pachI rAma pUrva dizA tarapha mukha rAkhIne ubhA rahIne bolavA lAgyA. jaMbukIpe bharata...ATaluM bolIne aTakI gayA, ne temanI AMkhomAMthI daDadaDa AMsu vahevA lAgyA. DIvAre svastha thaIne pAchA belyA-jaMbudvIpe bha2ta, mAMDa mAMDa bharata bolyA ne aTakI gayA ne temanuM haiyuM bharAI gayuM. he bharata ! A uparathI huM anumAna karIne kahuM chuM ke rAmacaMdrajInA hRdayamAM tamAruM sthAna saheja paNa ochuM nathI thayuM hatuM tevuM ja sthAna che. je tamArA pratye prema na hoya te tamAruM nAma belatAM emanI AMkhamAM AMsu zA mATe Ave? mATe tame ciMtA nA karo. bephikara banIne rAmacaMdrajI pAse jAo, eTale bharata harSabhera rAmacaMdrajI pAse cAlyA. ApaNe paNa evI ja vAta cAle che. je rAmacaMdrajIne lakSamaNa ane bharata upara prema hato te ja prema kRSNavAsudevane temanA laghubhAI gajasukumAla pratye che. tethI harSabhera darzana karavA mATe jaI rahyA che. "tA te kAnhe vAsu vAvaDa ma makana Nigacchai, NigacchittA jeNeva arahA ariTTanemi teNeva uvAgacchA, uvAgacchittA jAva vadaha namana " vRdhdhapurUSane sahAya karyA pachI kRSNa vAsudeva dvArakA nagarInA madhyabhAgamAM thaIne nIkaLyA ane jyAM arihaMta ariSTanemi bhagavAna birAjatA hatA tyAM jaIne bhagavAnane tikakhultane pATha bhaNI vaMdana namaskAra karyA. bhagavAnanA darzana karIne eka pachI eka saMtane vaMdana karavA lAgyA. vaMdana karatA karatA kayAMya navadIkSita gajasukumAla aNagAra na dekhAyA zu.-104

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zAraddhA darzana eTale kRSNa vAsudeva nemanAtha bhagavAna pAse AvyA ane bhagavAnane vaMdananamaskAra karIne pUchyuM "kahi Na bhante ! se mama sahAyare bhAyA gayasukumAle aNagAre ? jaNNa ahaM vadAmi namaM rAma " juo. kuNuvAsudevamAM keTale vinaya ane sabhyatA che. temaNe bIjAI nAnA. saMtene na pUchayuM ke mAro bhAI kayAM che? e te sIdhA bhagavAna pAse AvyA ne pUchayuM-he mArA trilekinAtha bhagavaMta he karUNAnA sAgara! mArA sahedara laghu bAMdhava gajasukumAla aNagAra kayAM che? huM temane vaMdana namaskAra karavA cAhuM chuM. bhAI pratye premane keTale ubhare che. keTaluM vAtsalya che! kRSNane potAnA bhAI navadIkSita gajasukamAla aNugAranA darzana karavAnI adhIrAI AvI che. have temanAtha bhagavAna zuM javAba Apaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra - pAMca pAMDa ane draupadI cha e jaNuM virATa rAjAnA rAjayamAM khUba pramANika rIte rahe che. AthI maccha rAjAne khUba saMtoSa thaye. dareka potAnuM kArya barAbara kare che. rAjAnI kuMvarI uttarAne bRhannATe saMgItakaLA barAbara zIkhavADI. AthI tenI khUba prazaMsA thaI. badhA moDI rAtre khAnagImAM ekabIjAne maLatA temaja kuMtAmAtAnI barAbara khabara rAkhatA hatA. A rIte divaso pasAra karI rahyA che. draupadI rANInI khUba sevA karatI, tethI te rANIne khUba priya thaI paDI. rAjA taraphathI pAMca pAMDene ane rANI taraphathI draupadIne ghaNuM InAma ApavAmAM AvatuM hatuM. A rIte AnaMdathI rahetA hatA. eka divasa rANIne bhAI kIcaka rANInA mahele AvyA ane draupadIne jotAM mehAMdha anya ne vicAra karavA lAgyo ke mArI bahenanI dAsIne mArI rANI banAvuM. AthI kIyake pitAnI dAsIne rauddhI pAse mekalI. serebrIne ghaNuM mAlinI kahIne bolAvatA. dAsIe mAlinIne kahyuM ke he mAlinI! huM tane tArA hita mATe eka gupta vAta kahevA AvI chuM. macha rAjAne sALo kIcaka navayuvAna che. tenuM rUpa te jANe kAmadeva joI le. e kIcake tane eka divasa joI che, tethI te tArA rUpamAM Asakata banela che. eTale tArI sAthe paraNavA Icche che. tArA virahanI vedanAthI enA aMgamAM dADa javara jevI bhayaMkara baLatarA upaDI che. te tArA sparzarUpI auSadhi maLatAM zAMta thaze. he dAsI ! tArA te bhAgya khulI gayA. kIcaka rUpamAM kAmadeva jevuM che, te khUba hoMziyAra che vaLI mahArAjAne sALe che. e tane dilathI cAha hoya tyAM zuM bAkI rahe! mATe he mAlinI! tuM A vAtane svIkAra karIne mArI sAthe cAla. A sAMbhaLIne mAlinIne khUba krodha Avyo. krodhathI lAlacoLa thaIne kahyuM-he dAsI! tuM A zuM balI rahI che? tane zarama nathI AvatI? tArA nAka ane kAna kApI lauM te paNa pa.pa---lAge. cAlI jA ahIMthI. mane te lAge che ke kIcaka maravA mATe ja mArA hAthane sparza IcchI rahyo che? zuM siMhaNanAM sparzathI ziyALa jIvatuM rahI zake kharuM ? mArA patine kIcakanA kALA kAmanI khabara paDI jaze te jIvato rahI zakaze naDi. A pramANe kahIne draupadIe dAsIne dhakko mArIne bahAra kADhI.

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zAradA darzana 827 dAsI raDatA mukhe ghera gaI. tethI kIcake tene khUba hiMmata ApI ane pharIne hIrA, mANeka, motInA dAgInA tathA kiMmatI vastro vigere khUba laIne melI. pharIne dAsI dhrujatA dhrujatA belI ke he mAlinI ! tane kIcaka khUba cAhe che. tArA vagara te gUrI rahyuM che. tuM je te kharI. tArA mATe kIcake keTaluM makalAvyuM che. have tuM dAsIpaNAnA kAma mUkIne mahArANI bana. tArA mATe kIcaka badhI rIte taiyAra che. A vAta sAMbhaLIne draupadIe dAsIne lAta mArIne kADhI mUkI. have draupadI eka divasa rANInA kAme kyAMka jatI hatI tyAre kacaka paNa bahAra nIkaLe. ekAMta sthAna joIne kIcake tene hAtha pakaDa, tyAre draupadIe kodhamAM AvIne kahyuM-he pApI! have tAruM mota najIka AvyuM lAge che. tethI tene AvI durmati sUjhI che. Ama kahIne pitAne hAtha kheMcIne bhAgI gaI. eTale kIcake pAchaLathI tene lAta mArIne pADI nAkhI ane pote bhAgI gayo, tyAre draupadIe raDatI raDatI rAjasabhAmAM jaIne kahyuM- he mahArAjA ! amArA garIbano pikAra sAMbhaLe. Apane sALa thaIne eka strI sAme kudaSTi kare ne lAta mArIne ke strIne pheMkI de te zuM tenI rIta che? ApanA sanehIjane jayAre Ave anyAya karaze te pachI bIjA leke zuM nahi kare? have huM tenA zaraNe jAuM? mAro pati mahA baLavAna che paNa atyAre ahIM hAjara nathI. je e ahIM hota te kIcakane kayArane kacarI nAMkhyA hatA. ema kahIne raDavA lAgI. sabhAmAM beThelA bhImane jAgelo krodha" - A vakhate bhIma paNa sabhAmAM beThe hate. dharmarAjA purohita banIne beThA hatAM. bhImathI A sahana thayuM nahi. te dharmarAjA sAme daSTi karIne uThavA gaye paNa dharmarAjAe IzArAthI nA pADI eTale te pAcho besI gaye. macharAjA pitAnA sALAnI vAta hatI eTale mauna besI rahyA. mAlinInI vAta upara kaMI thAna ApyuM nahi ne sabhA barakhAsta karI. mAlinIne khUba duHkha thayuM ke huM pAMca pAMca patinI patnI ane mArI A dazA thAya chatAM kaI kAMI na bole! duSTa duryodhana bharasabhAmAM nagna karavA uThe chatAM kaMI na belyA ne ahIM paNa rAjAne sAthe AvuM kare che chatAM pAMDave besI rahyA che. temanA purUSapaNAmAM dhULa paDI. draupadIne khUba krodha AvyuM. have te rAtre chAnImAnI bhImanA AvAse jaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare.

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vyAkhyAna na, 107 kArataka suda 8 ne zukavAra tA. 18-11-77 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI, karUNAnA sAgara, vikInAtha, zAstrakAra bhagavaMte kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzana prApta thayA pachI jagatanA jIvane ajJAnarUpI aMdhakAramAMthI bahAra kADhavA ane jJAnarUpI prakAzanA paMthe laI javA mATe sidhAMta rUpa vANInI prarUpaNA karI. jJAnI kahe che jyAM sudhI cetana nija gharamAM praveza nahi kare tyAM sudhI cAritra mArga zuM che, cAritramAM ke AnaMda che tenuM bhAna nahi thAya, ane jyAM sudhI bhAna nahi thAya tyAM sudhI cAritra mArga aMgIkAra nahi karI zake. tame cAritra mArgamAM AvI zaktA na ho te gRhasthapaNAmAM paNa anAsakta bhAve rahe. Aje te mehamAyAmAM mUDha banelA saMsArI jIvo mAyAjALamAM phasAIne rAga vadhAratA jAya che. mAnI le ke cAra DIgrI tAva Avyo hoya paNa dhaMdhAmAM kula sIjhana che te cAra DIgrI tAvane gaNakAre che ke dukAne jaIne kAmamAM lAgI jAo che? te zuM te vakhate tAva utarI gaye? nA". azAtAno udaya cAlu che ne vedana paNa che, paNa upaga tAvamAMthI dhaMdha mAM joDAI gaye eTale vedanA hevA chatAM tene khyAla AvatuM nathI. AvI rIte je upaga Atma bhAvamAM joDAI jAya te karmabaMdhana thatuM ochuM thaI jAya. je kSaNe kSaNe AtmAmAM upaga haze te kama bhegavavAnA samaye vadana hovA chatAM vedanamAM rAga-dveSa nahi thAya. jyAre duHkha Avaze tyAre AtmalakSI jIva e vicAra karo ke zarIra che te ghaDapaNa che, roga che. A zarIra kSaNe kSaNe palaTAvAvALuM che, nAza thavAvALuM che. azucinuM bhareluM che. AvA zarIramAM jIva mamatva karIne besI gaye che, paNa teNe vicAra karavAnI jarUra che ke huM karmanA saMyogathI zarIramAM rahevAvALo AtmA chuM paNa zarIra te huM nathI, huM zarIrathI para e AtmA chuM. zarIra rogI che paNa AtmA nigI che. A rIte zarIra parathI upayoga chUTI jaze te asahya vedanamAM paNa samAdhi rahI zakaze. vedana vedavA samaye jIva evo vicAra karaze ke mArA karelAM karmo mane udayamAM AvyA che. tethI asahya vedanA hovA chatAM AtmAmAM sthiratA rahI zakaze. ApaNe jene adhikAra cAle che te gajasukumAla aNagAranA mAthe aMgArA mUkyA chatAM AtmAmAM keTalA sthira rahI zakyA! aMgArA mUkanAra upara saheja paNa krodha karyo ? "nA", ene mekSamAM javA mATe sahAyaka mAnIne keTalI ajaba kSamA rAkhI ! kevI e A tmamastI haze ! gajasukumAla aNagAra te dIkSA lIdhI te ja divase mekSamAM sIdhAvyA paNa kRSNa vAsudeva te deDatA darzana karavA mATe AvyA. tamane paNa sAdhunA darzana karavAnI cAhanA heya che ne ? bhale, game te sAdhu hoya, tamArA sagAvahAlAM na hoya chatAM sAdhune joIne tame

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yAda che gAMDA ghelA thaI jAo cho ne? kRSNavAsudeva keIpaNa sAdhune jotAM te temanuM haiyuM harakhAI jatuM hatuM te pachI pitAnA sagAbhAIe dIkSA lIdhI hoya te keTalA gAMDA ghelA thaI jAya ! eka rAtrI cha mahinA jevI bhayaMkara pasAra karIne harSabhera savAramAM darzana karavA AvyA. bhagavAnane vaMdana karIne bIjA badhA saMtanA darzana karyA. badhA saMtone joyA paNa kayAMya pitAnA laghubhAI navadIkSita gajasukumAla aNagArane jayA nahi, eTale pAchA bhagavAna pAse AvIne bhagavAnane vaMdana karIne pUche che ke he trilekInAtha ! Apa manamananI ane ghaTaghaTanI vAta jANanArAM sarvajJa che. eTale Apane huM zuM pUchavA Avyo chuM te Ape jANI lIdhuM che paNa mArA aMtarane ubharo zamAvI zakate nathI tethI lAgaNIvaza thaIne pUchuM chuM ke eka mAtAnA udaramAM ALeTelA ne eka ja mAtAnuM dUdha pIdhelA e mAre sadara nAnAbhAI ane ApanA navadIkSita ziSya gajasukumAla aNagAra kema dekhAtA nathI? mAre temane vaMdana namaskAra karavA che. baMdhuo ! jema cAtaka meghanI rAha jue che tema bhagavAna zuM kaheze te sAMbhaLavA mATe kRSNavAsudeva bhagavAnanA sAmuM joI rahyA che, tyAre sarvajJa prabhu zuM kahe che. tae arahA ariTTanemi kaNha vAsudevaM evaM vayAsI sAhie Na kaNhA / gayasukumAle . maLari ago go he kRSNa! tamArA bhAI gajasukumAla aNagAre je arthanI ' siddhi karavA saMyama lIdhe hato te artha temaNe sidadha karI lIdhuM che. juo, bhagavAna kevI marmakArI bhASA belyA ! tame te jayAM arthanI vAta Ave tyAM zuM samajazo ? tame te artha eTale dhana ja samaje ne? paNa vicAra karaje, jeNe saMsAranI samagra Rdhi taNakhalA tulya samajIne dIkSA lIdhI hoya, paisAne paththara samajIne parigrahanI mamatA choDI hoya tene zuM anarthanI khANa jevA arthane meha heya khare? jene mokSanuM svarUpa samajAI gayuM hoya tene te IndranI samRddhi paNa taNakhalA tulya lAge ne saMsAranA sukhe aMgArAnI cAdara oDhI hoya tevA lAge. mekSanAM sukha AgaLa saMsAranA sukhe tuccha che. atyAra sudhI jIve saMsAranuM badhuM sukha bhogavyuM che ne duHkha paNa bhegavyuM che. temAM kaMI sImA rAkhI nathI. mAtra nathI meLavyuM mokSanuM sukha. mokSanuM sukha nirUpama ane advitIya che. AcArAMga sUtramAM bhagavaMta kahe che ke yuvA jJa# vikanA mokSanA sukhane upamA ApavA lAyaka A saMsAramAM kaI cIja nathI. upamA kenI ApI zakAya? jenI ApaNe upamA ApIe tenA jevI duniyAmAM bIjI kaI vastu levI joIe. tame ghaNIvAra chAza pItAM kahe che ne ke A chAza dUdha jevI mIThI che. chAza sAme dUdha che te chAzane dUdhanI upamA ApI zakAya, paNa jenA jevI bIjI kaI cIja na hoya tene zenI upamA apAya? tema mekSanA sukhane upamA ApavA lAyaka A saMsAramAM eka paNa sukha nathI, eTale mokSanuM sukha nirUpama che. Aje ghaNuM tarkavAdIo ema kahe che ke mekSamAM te kaMI ja pravRtti karavAnI

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zAradA darzana nahi. nATaka sinema kaMI javAnuM nahi te tyAM jaIne zuM karavAnuM? dhuNavAnuM? (hasAhasa) ajJAnI ivene bhAna nathI hatuM. tethI te Ama bole che. bAkI tamAre nATaka sinemA jovA mATe lAInamAM ubhA rahIne paisA kharcIne TikiTa levI paDe che tyAre nATaka sinemA jovA maLe che, paNa sidhdha bhagavaMte te kaI jAtanI TikiTa vinA emanA anaMta jJAnamAM traNe lekanuM nATaka joyA kare che. sidadha bhagavaMtanA sukha AgaLa saMsAranA sukhe tuccha che. AvuM jene samajAI jAya che tene ema thAya che ke huM kyAre AvuM sukha prApta karuM? e mATe te saMyama laIne sAdhanA kare che. nemanAtha bhagavAna kRSNa vAsudevane kahyuM ke gajasukumAla aNagAre je artha sAdhavA saMyama lIdhuM hatuM te artha sAdhI lIdhe, tyAre kRSNavAsudeve pharIne bhagavaMtane pUchayuM ke "Togo majo ! =mukumAi sAM sAhite saghaLe " he bhagavaMta! gajasukumAla aNagAre kevI rIte pitAno artha sidhdha karI lIdhe? "tA ja rahyAM rika vAku vayanI ? tyAre dhIra vIra ane gaMbhIra evA arihaMta nemanAtha mata vAsudevane 43 che evaM khalu kaNhA / gajasukumAleNa' aNagAre mama kallaM puvA tharAdR tri ramati nAmanA he kRSNa! kAle dIkSA lIdhA pachI cethA prahare gajasukumAla aNagAra mArI pAse AvyA hatA ne mane vaMdana namaskAra karIne "jhArmii jAya 3igiAtAjaM jJAra vida " temaNe mArI samakSa A prakAranI IcchA pragaTa karI hatI ke he bhadaMta ! je ApanI AjJA hoya to huM mahAkAla zamazAnamAM jaIne eka rAtrInI bhikSu pratimAnuM ArAdhana karavA IcchuM chuM. gajasukumAla aNugAranI vANImAM khUba namratA hatI. bhArobhAra vinaya bharyo hato. eTale temaNe kahyuM- he bhagavaMta! ApanI AjJA heya, Apane mArAmAM yogyatA dekhAtI hoya te mane AjJA Ape. ApanI AjJA e ja mArI IcchA che. ApanI AjJA e ja mArA zvAsa ane prANa che. ApanI AjJA sivAya mAre eka kadama paNa AgaLa javuM nathI. A pramANe temaNe mArI pAse namra vinaMtI karI. mane temanAmAM pAtratA dekhAvAthI temanI vinaMtIne svIkAra karyo ne kahyuM tamane jema sukha upaje tema kare. eTale mArI AjJA prApta karIne te gajasukumAla aNagAra mahAkAla nAmanA zamazAnamAM jaIne dhyAnArUDha thaIne ubhA rahyA. - bhagavAnanA mukhethI A zabdo sAMbhaLIne kRSNavAsudeva te Azcaryacakita thaI gayAM ke aho ! mAre ladhu baMdha keTale sukamaLa che ! tenI kAyA makhamala jevI kamaLa che. te kadI ekale bahAra gaye nathI ne atyAre eka rAtrInA samaye mahAkALa ramazAnamAM gayo? mahAkALa ramazAnanuM nAma letA kaMpArI chUTe che tevI te bhayAnaka bhUmi che. tyAM jaIne AkhI rAtrI thAnAvasthAmAM kevI rIte pasAra karI haze ! enAmAM ATaluM badhuM sAmarthya kayAMthI AvyuM ? haju kRSNajI zuM vicAraze tenA bhAva avasare.

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cAratA hazena h caritra :- " draupadIne bhIma pAse pAkAra -" dropadI ke jenu nAma atyAre mAlinI che te chAnImAnI rAtre bhImanA rasoDe gaI ane bhImAsa pagane aMguThA dakhAvIne jagADayA ne tyAM esI uMDA niHsAsA nAMkhIne raDavA lAgI eTale bhIme kahyuM-devI ! tuM zA mATe raDe che? ne gabharAya che? zA mATe uDA 'niHsAsA nAMkhe che ? tyAre mAlinIe kahyu-nAtha ! rAjAnA sALA kIcake mArA mAthe ke kharAba vartAva karyAM che? e zuM tame nathI jANatAM ke haju besI rahyA che? tamArA jevA zUravIra kSatriyA peAtAnI patnInuM apamAna kema sahana karIzake ? draupadInA Avezayukta vacana sAMbhaLIne bhIme kahyu...- he devI ! tuM zAMta thA. yAre tu sabhAmAM raDatI AvI ane te je vAta karI te sAMbhaLIne hu evA gussAmAM AnyA hatA ke kIcakane tyAM ja mArI nAMkhata paNa meTAbhAI e IzAro karIne mane besADI dIdhA, paNa have tu raDIza nahi. draupadI kahe ke huM adhuM sahana karIza paNa cAritra upara thatA prahAra sahana nahi karuM. draupadInI vAta sAMbhaLIne bhIma gussAthI khelye ke huM tene AvatI kAle yamarAjAnA mahemAna manAvIza ane tema na karu te huM kuMtAno jAye nahi ! paNa e tArI pAchaLa pAgala banyA che eTale te kAle tArI pAse Avaze tyAre tuM tene arjunanI nATayazALAmAM rAtre AvavAnu` kaheje. hu' tArA veza paherIne tyAM hAjara rahIza. mAlinI samajIne mArI sAthe prema karavA Avaze tyAre AlIMgana karavAnA bahAne huM tene kharAkhara premane svAda cakhADI daiza. pachI yamarAjAne ghera jaIne jeTalA prema karavA haze teTale karaze. (husAhasa) A pramANe bhalAmaNa karIne draupadIne mAkalI dIdhI. bIje divase mAlinI sArA zaNagAra sajIne bahAra nIkaLI tyAre kIcaka, tyAM Avye ne mAlinInA hAtha pakaDIne kahe che huM tane nahi che|Du . he saurantrI ! Avu... suMdara zarIra dAsIpaNAnAM kAma karavAne cegya nathI. mATe huM tAru' dAsIpaNuM cheoDAvIne tane mArI rANI manAvIza. keTalA dAsa dAsIe! tArI sevAmAM hAjara raheze ne khUba AnaMda Avaze. mATe mArI vAta mAnI le, tyAre mAlinIe mehuM malakAvIne kahyuM-tamArI vAta sAcI che. tamane mArA pratye khUba prema che te huM samajuM chuM, paNa huM tamAruM. pANI jotI hatI. have tame madharAtre nATayazALAmAM Avajo. tyAM ApaNe khaMne maLIza. A sAMbhaLIne kIcaka khuza khuza thaI gayA. khasa, have mAlinI mArI rANI khanaze ne hu' tenI sAthe sukha bhegavIza. khaMdhue 1 mAhadazA kevI bhayakara che! mehamAM aMdha baneleA mAnavI kaI samajI zakatA nathI. kIcakrane mAlinI pratye mAha che eTale ema vicAra na karyo ke kAle te mAre keTalA tiraskAra karatI hatI. mane na kahevAnA zabdo kahetI hatI ne Aje mArA upara ATaleA badhA prema kyAMthI Acai ? e samajI zakayeA nahi.

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zAradA darzana rAta paDI eTale kIcake nAhI dhoIne sArA vastrAbhUSaNe paheryA. zarIre senTa chAMTayA, jANe vararAjA thaIne paraNavA javAnuM na hoya! tema vararAjA je banIThanIne taiyAra tha, ane mevA-mIThAI, kuTa, vastrAbhUSaNe vigere ghaNuM cIne sAthe laIne madharAtre kacaka harSabhera nATayazALAmAM pahoMcI gayA. bhImA mAlinIne veza paherIne acchI tarahathI nATayazALAmAM jaIne sUI gayo hate. nATayazALAmAM dIve karyo na hato. ghora aMdhakAra ho. tyAM AvIne kIcake nATayazALAnA dvAra khakhaDAvyA. eTale bhIme strI jevA svare kahyuM, padhAre...padhAre. kIcaka prema vyakta karatAM be -he mArI prANapriyA ! A tArA premamAM pAgala banelo tAro dAsa tArI sAme AvIne ubhe che. Ava, ApaNe baMne prema karIe. tArA hima jevA zItaLa bAhuthI mane AlIMgana karIne mArA tapI gayelA aMgene zItaLa banAva, tyAre mAlinInA rUpamAM ubhelA bhIme madhura svare premathI kahyuM hA, nAtha. huM paNa kayAranI tamArI rAha joI rahI chuM A ApaNe maLIe. Ama kahyuM eTale kIcake mAlinIne AlIMgana karavA hAtha laMbAvya ne bhIme paNa hAtha laMbAvyo. paraspara eka bIjAnA bAhupAzamAM jakaDAyA. tyAM kIcakanA manamAM thayuM ke A strI nathI. InA vezamAM kaI purUSa che, paNa have zuM thAya? bhIme hAsya karIne kahyuM-mArA prANa nAthI tamane AvatAM khUba vAra lAgI. tame te mane khUba vahAlAM che. ema premabharyA zabda bolatAM bolatAM e jorathI hAtha dabAvyuM ke kIcakanA mukhamAMthI uM.... upha... ku... thaI gayuM. ane bhaDAka karate bhoMya paDe. (hasAhasa). kIcakanA mukhamAMthI cIsa nIkaLI gaI, paNa rAtre keNa sAMbhaLe ? bhIme tene kahyuM duSTa ! sAMbhaLI leje. huM mAlinI nathI paNa tene pati chuM. parastrI sAme kudaSTi karI che te tene svAda cAkhI le. kIcaka mahAmusIbate be ke mane jIvate cheDI do. have huM kadI AvuM kArya nahi karuM. tamArI pAse kSamA mAMguM chuM. bhIme kahyuM ke tene bhagavAna kSamA Apaze. huM nahi ApuM. ema kahIne tene lAta mArI ke te uM...u.... karatAM pha thaI gayo. bhIme maDadAne upADIne rastA vacce pheMkI dIdhuM. savAra paDatAM sau bolavA lAgyA ke hAya hAya A te rAjAne sALe che. teNe mAryo? vAta bahAra paDatAM tene se bhAI deDIne AvyA. koNe mAryo che te tapAsa ghaNuM karI paNa patto nA paDA, tyAre koI e kahyuM ke tamAre bhAI mAlinI pAchaLa paDaye hato ne mAlinI tene kaThora vacana kahetI hatI. mATe mAlinIe mAryo lAge che. AthI e bhAI vaira levA taiyAra thayA, ane vicAryuM ke mAlinIne jIvatI kacaka bhegI bALI nAMkhavI. have zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare.

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vyAkhyAna na. 108 kArataka suda 9 ne zanIvAra tA. 19-11-77 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! vibhAvane TALI svabhAvamAM ramatA karI kevaLajJAna prApta karyA pachI tIthI kara bhagavatIe dvAdazAMgI sUtranI prarUpaNa karI. temAM gajasukumAlane adhikAra cAle che. emanAtha bhagavAna pAsethI jANavAne adhIrA banelA kRNajI pUche che ke he bhagavAna! ApanI AjJA pramANe mArA laghubaMdhavAe mahAkAla zmazAnamAM jaIne bAramI DimA vahana karI hatI. tyAM temaNe arthasiddhi kevI rIte karI? tyAre bhagavAna belyA-he kRSNa! tat jayasuSumAruM che rite ghA, nittA sAsura nAra sidho tAro sahodaranA bhAI ane mArA navadIkSita laghu ziSya gajasukumAla aNagAra mahAkALa ramazAnamAM dhyAna dharIne ubhA hatA. temane keI eka purUSe joyA. juo bhagavaMtanI vANImAM keTale badhe upayoga che! pahelAM ema na kahyuM ke gajasukumAla aNagAra mekSamAM gayA paNa ema kahyuM ke potAne artha sAthe ane ahIM paNa ema kahyuM ke dhyAnamAM ubhelA gajasukumAla aNagArane eka purUSa joyA. mahAnapurUnI bhASAmAM kevA adbhuta bhAva hoya che! bhagavAne ema na kahyuM ke somila ? brAhmaNe joyA. jJAnI, dhIra ane gaMbhIra purUSa sAmI vyaktine ekadama AghAta lAge tevI bhASA na le. bhagavaMte amane paNa kahyuM che ke te sAdhaka ! bhASA satya heya paNa temAM pApanuM AvAgamana thatuM hoya te tevI bhASA tuM belIza nahi. taheva pharusA bhAsA, guru bhuuovdhaainnii| saMnva vi vatrA, no pAvasa vALo | daza. sU. a-gAthA 11 A rIte kaThora ane jIvana upaghAta karanArI satya bhASA hoya te paNa na bolavI kAraNa ke tevI bhASA bolavAthI pApa lAge che. dA. ta. paMcamahAvratadhArI sAdhu vihAra karIne jatAM hoya, te jaMgalamAM kaI vRkSa nIce visAme khAvA beThA che. te vakhate eka sarpa tyAMthI pasAra thaze. sAdhue joyuM che ke sarpa A tarapha gayA che. pAchaLa vAdI deDo Ave ne pUchyuM ke ahIMthI sarpane jatAM je che? A samaye zuM kahe? sarpane jatAM je che paNa satya bele te vAdI sarpane pakaDIne mArI nAMkhe te jIvanI hiMsA thAya che, ane kahe che ke meM sarpa jatAM ja nathI te bIjuM mahAvata bhAMge che. A prasaMge upasthita thAya tyAre sAdhu mauna rahe paNa pApakArI bhASA bole nahiM. sAdhunI bhASA upayogavALI heya. bhagavAna kahe ke kRSNavAsudeva! tArA bhAIne eka purUSe che. ene joIne e purUSa krodhathI dhamadhamI uThayA. dAMta kacakacAvavA lAge ne paga pachADavA lAgyo. tenA zA.-105

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34 zAradA darzana aMtaramAM krodhanI javALAo phATI nIkaLI. bhagavAne ATaluM ja kahyuM tyAM kRSNanuM lehI garama thayuM ke he bhagavAna! mArI nagarImAM keNa e agya ane duSTa purUSa che ke jene AvA phUla jevA ke maLa nAnA gajasukumala aNagArane joIne prema Avo joIe ne tenA tyAga AgaLa tenuM mastaka jhUkI javuM joIe tenA badale ATale badhe kola karyo? mArA bhAI e tenuM zuM bagADayuM hatuM ke tenA upara ATale badhe kola karyo ? bhagavaMta kahe che he kRSNa! tuM adhIre na thA. sAMbhaLa. gajasukumAla aNagArane jotAM ja tene pUrvane vairabhAva jAgRta thaye. tethI krodhAvezamAM AvIne te purUSa taLAvamAMthI bhInI cIkaNI mATI laI Avyo ane tenA mAthe pharatI mATIthI geLa pALa bAMdhI, ane zamazAnamAM maDaduM baLatuM hatuM tenI citAmAMthI kheranA baLatA lAlacoLa aMgArA eka mATInA phUTelA vAsaNamAM laI AvI gajasukumAla aNagAranA zira upara nAMkhyA ne pachI te purUSa Darane mAryo tyAMthI bhAgI gaye. dhagadhagatA aMgArA mAthe nAMkhavAthI gajasukumAla aNagArane asahya vedanA thavA lAgI. khIcaDI khadakhade tema parI khadakhadavA lAgI. AvI asahya vedanA khUba samatA bhAvathI zAMtipUrvaka sahana karI, ajaba kSamA rAkhI. mAthe aMgArA mUkanAra pratye leza mAtra kodha na karyo paNa emaNe evo vicAra karyo ke mAro deha baLe che. AtmA baLatuM nathI. AtmA ajara, amara che. zudadha, buddhane caitanya ghana che. AvI zubha bhAvanAnA jhUle jhulatA AtmaguNenI ghAta karanArA karmone kSaya karIne kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzana prApta karyuM. kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzana prApta karIne zeSa rahelAM karmone kSaya karIne mekSamAM gayA, "taM paDyuM hatuM jemAM jayasukumA mAre nAhita pULo saTTA he kRSNa! tethI ja meM kahyuM ke gajasukumAla aNagAre pitAne artha siddha karI lIdhe. pitAnuM kArya sAdhI lIdhuM. - A zabdo sAMbhaLIne kRSNavAsudevanI AMkhamAMthI daDadaDa AMsu sarI paDayA. arere. bhagavAna ! A zuM thaI gayuM? haju te kAle savAre dIkSA ApIne ame gayA. ene viyegamAM rAta divasa purI jharIne vItAvyuM. e te sAdhanA karavA mahAkAla zmazAnamAM gayA paNa amane tenA vigathI rAtrI mahAkALa jevI lAgI. mArI mAtAe te keTale jhUrepa karyo ke mAre bAluDo zuM karate haze ? ene uMgha AvI haze ke nahi? huM keTalI hoMzabhera darzana karavA Avyo. amane paNa darzana thayA nahi. Ama kahIne kRNa raDavA lAgyAM. temanA dilamAM khUba duHkha thayuM. sAthe gajasukumAlane Ave ghera upasarga ApanAra upara khUba krodha Avyo. te tenuM te vAvAyuve saripiM evaM vayAsI kesaNa bhante se purisaM apatthita jAya parivajjite jeNaM mama sahAyare kaNIyasa' bhAyara gajasukumAla aNagAra akAle ceva jIviyAo vavarovite / eTale kRSNa vAsudeve nemanAtha bhagavAnane pUchyuM ke he bhagavAna! mRtyune Icchuka, lajajA rahita e keNa purUSa che ke jeNe mArA sahodara bhAIne akALe ja jIvanathI rahita karyo? A rIte roSe bharAIne bhagavAnane pUchyuM.

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thANA na kRSNavAsudeva saMtenA premI hatAM. koI paNa saMtanI kaI paNa mANasa saheja azAtanA kare, keI saMtanA avarNavAda bele te temanuM kALajuM cIrAI jatuM hatuM, ne saMtanI azAtanA karanArane zikSA karatA hatAM, tyAre je traNa traNa khaMDanA svAmI hoya, jenI eka hAke mANase phaphaDatA hoya, dharatI dhrujatI hoya evA sattAdhIza purUSanA sagA bhAIe dIkSA lIdhI hoya ane ene mAthe Ave julma gujAre te tene zikSA karavAmAM bAkI rAkhe? kRSNavAsudevanuM lehI ukaLI gayuM. kodhathI dhamadhamI uThayA. hA, mAro bhAI bAramI paDimA vahana karavA gaye ne kudarate keI upasarga A heta te. judI vAta hatI. A te mArI nagarImAM rahenAra mAre prajAjana thaIne eNe mArA bhAInA mAthe aMgArA mUkayA? e vAta sAMbhaLatA mane kaMpArI chUTe che te enA komaLa zarIre kema sahana thayuM haze ? bhagavAna ! Apa mane jaldI kahe ne e purUSa keNa che? kRSNavAsudeva dharmanAM premI hatAM. samyaphadaSTi hatA. e kaI sAmAnya na hatAM, paNa jyAre temanAtha bhagavAnanAM mukhethI gajasukumAla aNagAranA dehAMtanA duHkhada samAcAra . sAMbhaLyA tyAre manamAM bhAIne mAranAra vyakitane vairane badale levA taiyAra thaI gayA. eTale belyA he bhagavaMta! e lajajArahita, akAla maraNane Icchuka, niSphara, dayArahita adhama keNa purUSa che ke jeNe AvI karUNa rIte mArA bhAInI jIvanalIlA samApta karI dIdhI! e duSTa mANase AvuM nIca kArya karIne sAmethI mRtyune AmaMtraNa ApyuM - che. have e mArA paMjAmAMthI bacI zake tema nathI. huM tene maraNanI zikSA karIza. kRNavAsudevane krodhe bharAyelA joIne manAtha bhagavAne kahyuM - "mA vAhU ! turaM tarata purisarA pelesamAvakajJAdi " he kRSNa! tAre te purUSa upara dveSa rAkha na joIe. kAraNa ke tArA bhAInA mAthe eNe dhagadhagatA aMgArA mUkayAM. mAthAnI kheparI khadakhadavA lAgI ane zarIramAM atula pIDA thavA lAgI chatAM gajasukumAla aNagAre tenA upara aMzamAtra dveSa karyo nathI paNa emaNe e vicAra karyo che ke he cetana ! tAre ne dehane zuM lAgevaLage che! A te bAradAna baLe che. aMdarane mAla te surakSita che. A purUSane mArA upara ke mahAna upakAra che! eNe mArA karmo khapAvavAmAM mane sahAya karI che. eNe ene A mahAna upakAra mAnya che ne tame zA mATe tenA upara krodha kare che? tame tenA upara zeSa na karo. paNa "ghauM hasuM chuM tef rile sarasara sAdine Lei che he kRSNa! tame ema mAne ke te purUSa gajasukumAla aNagArane sahAya karI che. bhagavAne te A pramANe kahyuM paNa chadmastha chamAM rAga dveSa hoya che eTale AvuM sAMbhaLIne heje krodha AvI jAya te svAbhAvika che. temAM paNa A samartha purUSa pitAnA bhAInI AvI dazA karanArane aparAdha kema sahana karI zake? kRNavAsudevane krodha AvavAnA be kAraNa che. eka te pitAne vahAle bhAI ane pAchA te sAdhu banelA temanI te vAta karanAra hatuM, ane pote nyAyI rAjA hatA.

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zAradA darzana pitAne bhAI na hota, kadAca sAdhu paNa na heta ane kaI saMsArI mANasanI AvI dazA karI hatI te paNa kRSNavAsudeva Ave anyAya sahI zakata nahi. aparAdhIne tenA gunAnI zikSA te avazya maLavI ja joIe. je tene zikSA karavAmAM na Ave te tene pretsAhana maLe ne AvA gunhA vadhu kare, paNa je tene barAbara zikSA karavAmAM Ave te tene joIne bIjA paNa AvuM pApa na kare. - kRoNavAsudevane gajasukumAla aNagAranI ghAta karanAra upara khUba krodha AvyuM che. bhagavAna kahe che ke he kRSNa tame tene gajasukumAla aNagArane sahAyaka mAne. tenA upara bilakula dveSa na karo, paNa hajI kRSNavAsudevane krodha zamata nathI. te bhagavAnane haju pUchaze ne bhagavAna tene zuM javAba Apaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra:- kIcakanA maraNanA samAcAra jANe tene se bhAI e deDIne AvyA. kIcakanA mRta dehane joIne jorazorathI vilApa karavA lAgyA. amArA bhAIne A rIte mAranAra keNu duSTa che? khUba tapAsa karatAM khabara paDI ke sudeNe rANInI dAsI mAlinI pAchaLa kIcaka pAgala banyuM hatuM. tethI mAlinI ja kIcakane mAranArI che. AthI tenA bhAIoe nakakI karyuM ke ApaNuM bhAI bhegI tene paNa citAmAM saLagAvI devI ne bhAInA bairano badale le. kayAM gaI e pApaNI! jaladI ene lA. kIcakane bhAIe rANIne mahele AvIne kahe che ke mArA bhAInA prANa lenArI he pApaNuM! tuM have bahAra nIkaLa. have tane tArA duSTa karmano svAda cakhADIe. emAM kahIne temaNe mAlinIne hAtha pakaDIne kheMcavA mAMDI. ke tenA kapaDA kheMcavA lAgyA, ane baLAtkAre tene kIcakanI citAmAM bALavA laI jAya che. mAlinI pikAra karavA lAgI are...mane keI bacAve. A duSTone roke, paNa jayAM mahArAjAnA sALAonuM jora hoya tyAM eka dAsInuM zuM cAle ? nagarajane bArIethI dekhe che ke A dAsI nirdoSa che. kIcaka kharAba che, paNa kaI mAlinIne pakSa lenAra baLI na nIkaLe. tyAre mAlinIe raDatA raDatA pakAra karyo ke he jaya-vijaya-jayaMta-sajarU-jayavallabha! tame jayAM che tyAMthI AvIne mAruM rakSaNa karo. A te gupta nAma hatAM eTale kene belAve che te kaI samajI zakayuM nahi. bhIma tenA rasoDAmAM hatuM. te samajato hato ke rAtanI ghaTanAnA paDaghA paDaze. eTale te badhuM dhyAna rAkho, tyAM draupadIne avAja sAMbhaLe. eTale deDate tyAM AvyuM, ane kIcakanA bhAIone kahyuM ke A pavitra strIne tame kheMcIne kayAM laI jAo che? zuM enuM rakSaNa karanAra koI nathI ? kAcakanA bhAI e kahyuM -he vallabha ! A mAlinI A mArA bhAIne mAranArI che. mATe e vyabhicAriNIne amArA bhAInI citAmAM nAMkhIne bALI mUkIzuM. A rIte amArA bhAIne vairane badale laIne amArA krodhanI Aga bUjhAvIzuM. kIcakanA bhAIe ema samaje che ke A ApaNe mANasa che paNa emane khabara nathI ke A

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zAha darzana : ke Na che? bhIme kahyuM- A strI vyabhicAriNI nathI. e te pavitra satI che. paraMtu kIcake parastrI sAthe ramaNatA karavAnI IcchA karI tethI teNe karelA anyAyanuM phaLa tene maLI gayuM che. tame A strInI AvI dazA kare che paNa tamane khabara nathI ke ene pati ke samartha zaktizALI che! e atyAre ahIM hAjara nahi heya paNa je ene khabara paDaze te deDate Avaze. ene citAmAM bALavA jatAM pahelAM e tamane badhAne citAmAM jalAvI deze. mATe tame ene choDI de, tyAre te lokoe kahyuM- valabha! tAre A bAbatamAM paDavAnI jarUra nathI. tuM ahIMthI cAlyA jA. bhIme kahyuM-huM mArI najara samakSa strI hatyA nahi thavA dauM. tame strI hatyAnuM pApa ane anyAyathI DaratA nathI paNa yAda rAkhajo ke tamAre enuM phaLa kevI rIte bhegavavuM paDaze ! bhImanA vacana sAMbhaLIne te lokoe krodhAvezamAM AvIne kahyuM ke ame ene uMcakIne citAmAM pheMkIe chIe. te jenI bhujAmAM baLa heya te ene bacAvebhIme kahyuM-tamArAmAM baLa hoya te A mArI sAme. eTale kIcakanA bhAIe bhIma sAme dhasyA. bhIma kepa ke vRkSa upADe, sabake mAra bhagAyA, vAyuvega Akaqla uDe ja, una saba tAMI uThAyA he zrotA tarata bhIme eka jhADa upADayuM ne sau bhAIo sAme dharyo. eka ghAe sAmaTA vIsa paccIsane mArI nAMkhyA. traNa cAra ghAe kIcakanA soe bhAIone khatama karI nAMkhyA. leke te bhImanA sAmuM joI ja rahyAM ke vallabhamAM keTaluM parAkrama che! eNe ekalAe keTalAne havAmAM uDAvI dIdhA ane mAlinIne tenA sthAnamAM mokalI bhIma nirbhaya banIne tenA rasoDAmAM cAlyA gayA. vallabhe rANInA badhA bhAIone mArI nAMkhyA te vAta AkhA gAmamAM phelAI gaI. rANene A vAtanI jANa thatAM tene khUba krodha caDha. ne kALo kalpAMta karavA lAgI ne belavA lAgI ke nakakI kIcakane paNa A vallabhe ja mAryo haze ! thoDI vAre rAjA rANInA mahele AvyA eTale rANIe kahyuM- svAmInAtha ! tamArA rAjApaNumAM dhULa paDI. jayAM tamArI ANa vartatI hoya tyAM mArA bhAInuM nAma lenAra koNa che? tenA badale eka rasoIyo mArA bhAIone mArI nAMkhe! basa, Apa game tema karo paNa vallabhane mArI nAMkhe. ene nahi mArI nAMkhe tyAM sudhI huM anna paNa laIza nahi. arere....huM ATalA badhA bhAInI bahena Aje bhAI vinAnI thaI gaI! je Apa tene mArI nahi nAkhe te huM gaLe phAMse khAIne marIza. A rIte rANI khUba jhUre che. rAjA kahe che ke rANI! mane ghaNuM duHkha thayuM che. tArA se e bhAIe marAyA te huM sahana karI zakatA nathI paNa AnI sAme thavuM eTale motane bheTavA javAnuM che tenA baLa AgaLa ApaNuM sainya paNa TakI zake tema nathI. chatAM tene baira levAne upAya zodhuM chuM. tuM dhIraja rAkha. sAMbhaLyuM che ke hastinApuramAM duryodhana rAjAnI pAse vRSakarpara nAmane eka

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838 zAradA darzana baLavAna malla che. te mallayudhamAM bhalabhalA baLavAna malenuM pANI utArI nAMkhe te che. te mala ahIM Avela che. te huM tene ApaNI sabhAmAM bolAvIne vallabhane tenI sAthe yuddha karAvIza. eTale ApaNe tenI sAthe kaDavAza thAya nahi ne TADhA pANIe khasa jAya. mane zraddhA che ke te baLavAna vRSakarpara mahAmatva tene capaTImAM roLI nAMkhaze. A rIte Thara laIza. A pramANe rAjAe rANIne kahyuM eTale rANIne zAMti thaI. pachI badhA sALAnI aMtima kriyA karAvI, tyArabAda vRSakarparanI tapAsa karAvI. te te virATa nagaramAM ja hatuM. tene potAnI sabhAmAM AvavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApyuM. eTale te virATa rAjAnI sabhAmAM hAjara thayA, ne rAjAne namana karIne ume rahyo. vRSakarSara duryodhanane malla che eTale tenA je ja abhimAnI heya ne? te virATa rAjAnI sabhA sAme joIne kahevA lAge ke A sabhAmAM kaI baLavAna malla che? kaI mallanI padavI dharAve che kharA? te huM tenuM abhimAna utArI nAkhyuM. A pramANe vRSakarpara abhimAna yukta zabdo balavA lAge, tyAre rAjAe mANasane mokalIne vallabhane belA. vallabha sabhAmAM AvIne rAjAne praNAma karIne ubhe rahyo, ne kahyuM- mahArAjA ! pharamAve zuM hukama che? tyAre rAjAe kahyuM valabha! tuM ahIM Avyo tyAre kahe che ne ke huM mallayuddha karavAmAM pravINa chuM. te A mala Avyo che. tenI sAthe tAre yuddha karavA nuM che. vallabhe kahyuM bhale, sAheba. ' have baMnenA yuddha mATe eka moTe vizALa akhADe taiyAra karAvyuM, ane tenI cAre tarapha devavimAna jevA uMcA maMca baMdhAvyA, vacamAM eka maNI jaDele suMdara maMca banAvyuM. tenA upara maccha rAjA beDA ane rAjAnA AdezathI bIjA moTA senApati, sAmaMta vigere adhikArIo bIjA maMca upara AvIne beThA. te sivAya ghaNAM loko mallayudhdha jevA AvIne goThavAI gayA. dharmarAjA, arjuna vigerene te zradhdhA che ke amArA bhAInI kadI hAra thavAnI nathI. bhImane ja vijaya thavAne have baMne vacce kevI rIte mallayuddha thaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 109 kArataka suda 10 ne ravIvAra tA. 20-11-77 anaMta upakArI tIrthakara bhagavaMte e jagatanA jIvane AtmakalyANano rAha batAvatA kahyuM che ke A saMsAramAM ajJAna jevuM bIjuM kaMI duHkha nathI. ajJAnI ane aMdha manuSya baMne samAna che. aMdha manuSya prakAzane nihALI zakatuM nathI tema ajJAnI AtmA prabhunI vANIne prakAza pAmI zakatuM nathI, ane AtmAnA utthAnano AnaMda luMTI zakatuM nathI. aMdha manuSya potAnuM bagADe che jyAre ajJAnI pitAnuM ane bIjAnuM

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zAradA darzana ane bagADe che. ajJAnanA kAraNe jIva pariNAmane vicAra karyA vinA te bhavasAgaranI lAMbI musApharImAM bhaTake che. ajJAnane dUra karavA mATe ane ataramAM jJAna prakAza pAtharavA mATe vItarAga bhagavAnanI preraNAdAyI vANI ApaNane maLI che. baMdhuo ! tamArA jIvanamAM tame keTalA aramAnenA minArA cayA haze ane te jamInadosta paNa thaI gayA haze ! jIvanamAM kayAreka zItaLa cAMdanInI jema zItaLatAne anubhava thatuM haze te kyAreka uSNatAnI vALA paNa bharakhatI haze ! ghaDIkamAM sukha ane ghaDIkamAM duHkha evA jIvanamAM paNa tamane kenuM zaraNu game che? kene zaraNu mAne che? tamane kaI mAra mAratuM hoya te anukaMpA Ave paNa svaIcchAe AnaMdapUrvaka tame saMsArasukhanI majhA mANe karmane mAra khAtA hoya te kayAMthI dayA Ave? Aje ajJAnatAe te hada vaTAvI che. saMsArI che bhautika padArthone zaraNa mAne che. peTanuM zaraNa dhAnya mAne che. jIbhanuM zaraNa svAdiSTa pINAM ane zarIranuM zaraNa phITa (meTara) mAne che. have huM tamane pUchuM ke tame phIATa laIne bahAra pharavA gayA he ne acAnaka sAmethI gADI AvIne athaDAI ane akasmAta sarjAye, bele have tamArUM mAneluM zaraNuM rakSaNarUpa banyuM ke bhakSaNarUpa ? AtmAnI Aja ajJAna dazA che. jene tame zaraNa mAne che te tamAruM rakSaNa nahi kare. putro mAtA-pitAne zaraNarUpa mAne che, ane mAtA-pitA pitAnA lADIlA saMtAnane saMsAranuM sarvasva sukha temAM dekhatAM hovAthI temane zaraNarUpa mAne che. are! mAtra zaraNarUpa mAne che eTaluM ja nahi paNa aMtarathI kevA ugAre bele che ? he vahAlA putra ! tuM amArA AMdhaLAnI lAkaDI chuM, amArA jIvanane AdhAra ane jIvananuM sarvasva tuM che. tuM dIrdhAyuSa thaje. jyAM sudhI amArA dehamAM prANa che tyAM sudhI tuM amane cheDIne cAlyo jaIza nahi. amane tArUM ja zaraNa che. AvA vacana sAMbhaLIne putro zuM kahe te tamane khabara che ne ? are! mArA paropakArI mAtA-pitA ! huM Apane ekane eka putra chuM zuM Apane cheDIne jAuM kharo? Apa ja mArA zaraNu ane rakSaNa rUpa cho. juo, moha dazAmAM mUDha banele AtmA zuM nathI jANatuM ke pahelekamAM prayANa karatA samaye kaI keI ne zaraNabhUta ke rakSaNabhUta banatuM nathI. AcArAMga sUtramAM bhagavAna mAyA cha / jehiM vA sadhi savasati te vA egayA NiyagA taM puvi pAse ti, so ghA te niyage pajchA pArsijjA nAla te tava tANAe vA saraNAe vA, tuma piM tersi NAlaM tALApa cA khaorg aa aa" jenI sAthe tuM vase che te mAtapitAdi svajana vRdhdhAvasthAmAM mAruM rakSaNa karaze ema mAnIne pahelAM tAruM piSaNa kare che ane tuM paNa pachI temanuM piSaNa kare che paraMtu yAda rAkhavuM joIe ke jene mATe tuM karmabaMdha kare che te tArUM rakSaNa karavA ke Azraya ApavA samartha thatA nathI temaja tuM paNa temanuM rakSaNa karavA ke zaraNamAM rAkhavA samartha nathI,

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zAradA darzana - baMdhuo! zeraDIne rasa game teTale madhura hoya chatAM tenA kUcA te phekI devA ja paDe ne? tema saMsAra game teTale rUDe rUpALa ane madhura lAgato hoya chatAM moha rUpI kUcA je pheMkI devAmAM na Ave te AtmA duHkhanI uMDI khANamAM pheMkAI jAya che. A saMsAra ke che? jJAnI purUe saMsArane meghadhanuSya sAthe sarakhAve che. megha dhanuSanA raMge kSaNika che. tema saMsAranA suMdara dekhAtAM raMge paNa kSaNika che. A saMsAranI saMpattinI prIta kevI che? te tame jANe che ?bele to kharA ! A saMpattinI prIta nadInA pravAhamAM taNAtAM kAMkarA ane kacarA jevI che. pANImAM taraMge uThe che te kinAre kyAM vilina thaI jAya che tenI khabara paDatI nathI tema saMsAranI badhI AzAne pAtra nAjuka komaLa suMdara zarIra jayAre mRtyune kinAre pheMkAI jAya che tyAre zaraNabhUta mAnelAM badhA sagA vahAlAM e mRta dehane jaldI tyAMthI dUra karavA deDe che. kharekhara zuM A ja saMsAra che! chatAM ajJAnanA kAraNe bhautika sukhamAM gaLADUba khUcele mAnavI saMpattine ane svajanane zaraNa mAnI prIta karI rahyo che pachI sAcuM zaraNuM karyuM che te tene kayAMthI samajAya? huM tamane pUchuM ke saMsAra kevo che? te tame zuM kaheze? (tAmAMthI avAjasaMsAra khAre che.) zuM tamane sAce ja khAre lAge che? nA...nA. haiyAmAM te sAkara je mIThe lAge che, paNa uparathI khAre bele che. saMsAra kene khAre lAgyo kahevAya? je asAra saMsAramAMthI sAra zodhIne saMsAranA sarva sukhe, gharabAra, mAlamilakata tathA mAtA-pitA ane kuTuMbIjanone tyAga karI bhagavAne batAvelA caritra mArgane aMgIkAra kare tene. bele, have tamane saMsAra khAro lAge kahevAya? jene khAra lAge te saMsAramAM besI rahe kharo? chAzanuM valeNuM karanAra bahena mAkhaNa kADhI le tema jene sAra zodhatAM AvaDatuM hoya te AtmA asAra saMsAramAMthI sAra zedhI zake che. chAzamAMthI mAkhaNa kADhatAM na AvaDe te te bahenane kuvaDa kaheze. te mAre tamane zuM kahevA? kharekhara saMsAra asAra che, khAre che, dAvAnaLa je che, A dAvAnaLamAMthI bacavA mATe jJAnI bhagavaMtanI AjJA sArabhUta che. jayAre jinAjJA sArabhUta lAgaze tyAre AtmA e ja vicAra karaze ke cAritrane mahAna paMtha mane kayAre maLe? je AtmAe asAra saMsAramAMthI sAra zodhIne mahAna AdarzarUpa banI gayA te ApaNA mArgadarzaka banI gayA. - tamArA saMsAranA badhA vyavahAramAM sArAsAra zodhI zakAya che. dA. ta. eka zera ghauMno loTa che. chatAM je bena hoMziyAra hoya te te zera leTamAMthI paNa aneka vAnagI banAvI zake che. saMsAranI pravRttiomAM varSonA varSo ane divasanA divaso pasAra thaI gayA paNa temAM AtmAno sAra zuM che ? dhanane sArarUpa mAnanArA mAnavI lakSmI meLavI lauM, tene meLavavAnI tamannAmAM rAtadivasa racyApacyA rahe che, tyAre tene nathI lAgatI bhUkha ke nathI lAgatI tarasa. nathI lAgatI ThaMDI ke nathI lAgatI garamI. basa, tenA manamAM eka ja dhUna che ke jIvana phanA thAya te bhale paNa huM kayAre lAkhe pati ane karoDapati thAuM?

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zAradA darzana 841 devAnupriye! vicAra kare. AmAM AtmAne sAra zuM kADhaya? jIvane haju samayanI kiMmata samajANI nathI. je dukAna kholatAM jarA moDuM thAya to kune vyAkuLa thaI jAya. are, gharamAM badhA para gusso AvI jAya paNa je upAzraye vItarAgavANI sAMbhaLavA AvatAM moDuM thAya te kaMI thAya kharuM? nA. tamAre bahAragAma jevuM che, TikiTa rIjhavarDa karAvI che chatAM tyAM gADI upaDavAnA TAIma pahelAM pahoMcI jAya che ne ? zA mATe? je moDA paDIe ne gADI upaDI jAya te TikiTa rIjhavarDa karAvelI hoya te paNa nakAmI thaI jAya. tyAM samayanI keTalI kiMmata che ! ahIM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA AvatAM moDuM thAya te paNa haiyAmAM zAMti hoya. jarA paNa ucATa na heya. saMbhaLAyuM eTaluM ThIka paNa na saMbhaLAyuM.......cAlyuM gayuM tene dilamAM jarA paNa aphasosa thAya kharo? "nA". ahIM AvavAmAM jIvane joIe teTale rasa nathI. tethI samaya pramAdamAM vItAvI de che. bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmI gautamasvAmIne vAraMvAra kahetAM hatAM. tamAM jAma mA pamAyA ! he gautama eka samaya mAtrane pramAda na kara. bhagavAne zuM gautamasvAmIne ja kahyuM che? ApaNane nathI kahyuM? gautamasvAmI te pramAda karatA na hatA chatAM bhagavAne temane kahyuM te ApaNuM pramAdanuM mApa ja kayAM che ! ajJAnanA kAraNe jIva pramAdanuM sevana kare che. jema jema AtmAmAMthI ajJAnanuM AvaraNa ochuM thatuM jaze tema tema jIvane samajAze ke dhana, putra, parivAra, patnI Adine . mArA mAnIne temanA sukha mATe mAro amUlya samaya gumAvI dauM chuM paNa A jIvane saMsAramAM kaI zaraNabhUta nathI. nahi saMpatti, nahi parivAra, nahi baMgalA, nahi kAminI ke nahi kaI paNa cIja. kaMI ja zaraNa nathI. sAcuM zaraNa che vItarAgane mArga, paNa AtmA anAdikALathI ajJAnanA kAraNe azaraNane zaraNa rUpa mAne che. tenuM kAraNa e che ke daSTimAM ajJAnanuM AvaraNa che. jevI rIte AMkhe cazmA paheryA che paNa te cazmAnA glAsa jevA kalaranA haze tevuM sAme dekhAze. dA. ta. kALe kalara haze te kALuM dekhAze, zveta haze te veta dekhAze. Ama dekhAvAmAM cazamAne deSa nathI paNa lAsane doSa che, tema ApaNI daSTine suMdara banAvavAnI jarUra che. je daSTi suMdara banI jaze to jIvana ApameLe suMdara banI jaze. daSTi guNagrAhI haze te hajAra avaguNemAMthI paNa te guNane grahaNa karaze ane je daSTi doSagrAhI haze te hajAro guNe hevA chatAM te avaguNane grahaNa karaze. ahIM mane eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. eka zeTha-zeThANI hatA. temane eka dIkaro hato. tenuM nAma rameza hatuM. rameza 18 varSa thayA bAda zeThANIne bIje dIkaro thayo. tenuM nAma manISa rAkhyuM. cAre jaNe eka vAra bahAragAma gayA. rastAmAM relve akasmAta thatA zeTha zeThANI marI gayA. kudaratane karavuM ke rameza ane bAra mahinAne manISa baMne jIvatA rahI gayA, zA.-106

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842 zAradA darzana kahevata che ne ke "rAma rAkhe tene koNa cAkhe." tadanusAra A bALake jIvatAM rahI gayA. AyuSya baLavAna hoya te vALa vAMke na thAya. mAtA pitA baMne sAthe cAlyA jatAM ramezane khUba AghAta lAgyo. are..bhagavAna ! have huM zuM karIza? are, kALa gojhArA ! te heja paNa vicAra na karyo! A bAra mahinAnA manISane mAtA vinA kezu ucheraze ? tema karIne mATe bhAI khUba karUNa svare raDe che. ghaNAM leke tyAM bhegA thaI gayA. saue tene AzvAsana ApyuM ne tene ghera mUkavA mATe AvyA. ghare AvIne mA-bApa vinAno a rameza pake AMsue raDe che. have huM zuM karIza ? o mArA dInAnAtha! are....mAre nAno bhAI mAtA vinA kevI rIte rahI zakaze ? tenuM rUdana ane vilApa joI AkhA gAmanI aMdara karUNa vAtAvaraNa sarjAI gayuM. A ekI avAje bolavA lAgyA ke kevA pApane udaya ke mA-bApa baMne sAthe gayA ! A chokarAone nathI kAkA kAkI ke nathI sagA mAmA mAmI. pitarAIoe bhegA thaIne badhI kriyA patAvI. najIkanA sagAvahAlAo ene sAtha ApavA ene ghera rahevA lAgyA. badhAe nirNaya karyo ke ramezane paraNAvI de. AthI 18 varSanI uMmaramAM - ramezanA lagana thayA sArI saMskArI, DAhI ane saguNathI bharelI ramA gharamAM AvI. rameza kahe che mArA nAnA bhAI mATe bhAbhI kahuM ke mAtA kahuM te tuM ja che. mATe tuM ene mAnuM heta jarUra Apaje. saguNa ramA kahe-tame saheja paNa ciMtA karazo nahi. ba 5, ramA te ema ja samaje che ke A kulane kayAM khabara che ke mArI mAtAne zuM thayuM ! have ene mAtAnuM heta kyAM maLavAnuM che? basa, AjathI huM tenI mAtA chuM ema samajIne A bALakane vahAla-heta ApIza. Ama samajIne ramA vahAlathI diyarane moTo kare che. mAtAnA heta ApatI mammI - manISa divase divase moTe thAya che. te bolatAM zIkhe ne bhAbhIne mammI kahevA lAgyuM. jemAM manISa mammI kahIne bUma pADe tyAM bhAbhI deDI jAya ne zuM che beTA? kahIne kheLa mAM le, ramADe, khelAve, bhagavAnanuM nAma bolAve ne bagIcAmAM pharavA laI jAya. Ama karatAM karatAM manISa pAMca varSane thaye. tene skUle bhaNavA mUkyo. kayAre bhAbhIne ema nathI thayuM ke A mAro diyara che ne diyarane kayAre paNa khabara nathI paDI ke A mArA bhAbhI che. AvA hetathI manISa divase divase mATe thAya che. bIjI bAju bhAbhIne eka dIkaro thAya che. kAkA ane bhatrIjA vacce daza varSanuM aMtara che. manISa ema ja samaje che ke A mAre bhAI che. AvA sneha ane premamaya vAtAvaraNamAM manISa bhaNIgaNIne taiyAra thayo. kauvanane AMgaNe AvatAM bhAbhInA dilamAM thayuM ke have mArA diyarane paraNAvuM. AthI sArA sArA gharanI kanyAonAM kaheNa AvatAM bhAbhI diyarane ye chokarInI parIkSA karavA lAgyA. temAM manISane yogya manISA nAmanI bahu sArI, saMskArI ane bharyA kuTuMbanI chepharI bhAbhIe pAsa karI ane diyaranA dhAmadhUmathI lagana levANA.

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zAradA darzana A samaye dUranA mosALIyAe bhANejane pitAnA ghera AvavAnuM AgrahabharyuM AmaMtraNa ApyuM. jyAre manISa nAne hatuM tyAre keI sagAdekhANuM na hatA, paNa manISa mATe thaye, hoMziyAra thaye, tenuM sagapaNa thayuM tyAre sagA dekhAvA lAgyA. mosALane ghaNe Agraha hevAthI ramAe manISane kahyuM-jA, tArA mAmAne tyAM aThavADiyuM jaI Ava. AthI manISanI IcchA na hovA chatAM mAtA samAna gaNatAM evA bhAbhInI AjJAthI manISa mesaLa gayo. khUba lADakeDathI mAmA mAmI khammA khammA karavA lAgyA. be cAra divaso gayA bAda mAmI ekadama raDe che. "mAmIe karele prapaMca" - manISa pUche che mAmI! tame ATaluM badhuM kema raDo che? dIkarA! mArA naNaMda te nAnapaNamAM gujarI gayA ne tuM mA vinAne thaI gaye. are. bharyA gharamAM bhANubhAInuM zuM? ma.mI! tame A zuM be bhA? huM kayAM mA vinAne chuM. mArI mammI ramA vinA te huM ghaDI paNa rahI zakatuM nathI. mAmI ! kayAre paNa AvuM bolatAM nahi. are bhANAbhAI! e tamArI mammI nathI paNa bhAbhI che. e heta nathI paNa mAthAnI jALa che. arere..mAmI! tame A zuM bole che? huM kayAM bhUle paDe ke tamArA ghera AvyuM ! tame mArA ane mammInA heta teDAvavA uThyA che. tame kayAre paNa AvA zabdo belatAM nahi. mane khabara na hatI ke mArI mammI marI gaI che. mane samajaNamAM AvyA pachI khyAla Avyo ke mArA bhAbhI che paNa. bhAbhInA heta mammI jevA che. mAmIe jANyuM ke have ahIM sogaThI vAge tema nathI tethI be divasa javA dIdhA. pachI trIje divase mAmIe pachI mAyAjALa cAlu karI dIdhI, ane evI rIte goThavIne vAta karI ke manISanA magajamAM sogaThI besI jAya. juo, bhANAbhAI! amAre kaMI svArtha nathI. ame te je jANyuM che te tamane kahIe. bele mAmI! zuM jANyuM che? hamaNAM tArA mAmA tamArA gAmamAM AvyA hatA tyAre pAkA pAye vAta jANe che ke ramAne manISa pratye prema mAyAvI che. je manISa paraNaze te cha mahinAmAM tene hAthe page judo karavAno che ane badhI milkata ramAe enA dIkarA satIzanA nAme karI dIdhI che. A vAta ame pAkA pAye sAMbhaLI che, ne sajajana mANase karI che tethI tene kahIe chIe. vAta evI goThavIne karI ke manISa kayAre badalAya tevo na hato. chatAM te badalAI gaye. manamAM eka ja dhUna lAgI ke basa, have huM ramAnA sAmuM na jeuM. ramA zuM samaje che enA manamAM? A roSa hRdayamAM bharIne pitAne ghera AvyA. haiyAnA hetathI manISane AvakAra ApatI ramA" :- beTAATalA badhA divasa rahyo ! tArA lagana keTalA najIka AvI gayA ! tArA kapaDA sIvaDAvavA che. tArA mATe badhI taiyArI karavI che ane tuM ATale badhe moDe kema Avyo? zuM tane mAmIne ghera bahu gamI gayuM ! ramA ghaNuM ghaNuM belAve che chatAM manISa bela nathI. AthI ramAnA manamAM kaMIka vicArone utpAta thavA mAMDyuM. chatAM te te premathI bolAve

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844 zAradA darzana che, ne enA lagnanI taiyArIo kare che. Ama karatAM ramAe manISanA lana khUba utsAha pUrvaka ujavyA. manISa paraNIne ghare AvyA. manISa ane manISA mA-bApa samAna bhAI bhAbhIne page lAge che, tyAre ramA aMtaranA ArzIvAda Ape che, paNa manISanA manamAM eka ja zaMkA che ke bhAbhIe mane dago dIdhe. eTale dareka kAryamAM aLago rahe che. manISA vicAra kare che ke ATalA sarasa sAsu samAna ramA bhAbhI heta Ape che chatAM mArA pati Ama kema kare che? manISA enA patine pUche che duniyAmAM mAtAnA heta na hoya tevA bhAbhInA heta che chatAM tame Ama kema kare che? tamane emanA pratye kema abhAva che? manISa repha karIne kahe che tuM na jANe. manISA kahe-he nAtha! tame mArA pati che. huM tamane kahevAne lAyaka nathI paNa tame tamArI jiMdagIne vicAra karo. tamArI mAtAe tamane bAra mahinAnA mUkyA hatA. A bhAbhI heya nahi ne tame meTA thAva nahi. tamArI daSTi kema badalAI gaI che? huM tamArA svabhAvamAM ne pavahAramAM parivatarna jouM chuM ne mAruM dila kaMpI jAya che. vadhu zuM kahuM ! huM ane tame baMne jaNA bhAbhInA caraNamAM jIvana saMpI daIe te paNa bhAbhInA kaNamAMthI ApaNe mukata thavAnA nathI. evA pavitra bhAbhInA upakArane tame kema vIsarI gayA? uThe....uThe nAtha! bhAbhInA caraNomAM jaIne tamArI karelI bhUlanI mAphI mAMge. manISAe ghaNuM ghaNuM samajAvyuM paNa tenA magajamAM jherI havA bharAI gaI che tethI te samaja nathI. manISane A vartAva joIne rame rAta divasa rahe che. are, mAro lADakavA diyara Ama kema kare che? Ama karatAM manISano janmadina AvyuM. manISA manIne kahe che cAle, Aje bhAI bhAbhIne page lAgIe. mAre nathI AvavuM. arere tame A zuM bole che ? jo tame bhAI bhAbhIne page lAgavA nahi Ave te huM upavAsa upara utarIza. yA? rAkhaje, he nAtha ! bhAbhInA RNamAMthI ApaNe kayAre paNa chUTavAnA nathI. ghaNuM ghaNuM kahevAthI manISa uche. baMne mANase bApa samAna bhAIne page lAgyA pachI bhAbhInA caraNomAM namaskAra karavA jAya che. tarata ja hetathI ane haiyAnA vahAlathI bhAbhI evI ramAe manISa ane manISAne hRdayanA premathI vadhAvI lIdha, ane ArzIvAda ApatAM eka kavara ApyuM, pachI baMne rUmamAM gayA. manISe kavara manISAnA sAmuM phekayuM-le, tane bahu heta che ne! je, zuM ApyuM che ? nahIM. nAtha! tame kavara khole. bhAbhI evA bAnuM ApeluM kavara khelIne tame ja vAMce. patnInA kahevAthI na chUTake kavara bilIne joyuM. aMdara rahele kAgaLa vAMcatAM dhaDAka daIne bheya paDe. arararamA bhAbhI! kayAM tamArA vicAro ane mAM mArA vicAre ! kayAM huM mosALamAM jaIne jIvanamAM duSTa vicAranI badabu bharIne AvyA ne kAM tamArA magha paghatA gulAbanA kula jevA zuddha vicAro! pitAnA patine raDatA joIne manISA pUche che nAtha! zuM che?

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zAradA darzana Te arere. ha te bhUle. kayAM pavitra mArI mAtA samAna bhAbhI ane kayAM huM TUMkA vicAravALo ! je to kharI zuM lakhyuM che? ramAbhAbhIe pitAnI saMpUrNa milkatanuM vIla banAvI Aje mArA janmadivase mane bakSIsa karyuM che. ahAhA....huM A duSTa banI gaye chatAM bhAbhI te pavitra ja rahyAM. emaNe pitAnA dIkarA sAmuM paNa joyuM nahi ne badhuM ja mAruM vIla karI nAMkhyuM. A vIla vAMcatAM manISanA hRdayane palaTa thaI gayo. enI zAna ThekANe AvI ane pharIne ramAnA caraNomAM pahoMcI gayo ne bolyo. e mArI vahAlI mAtA ! te A zuM karyuM? te te mane sarvasva ApI dIdheluM ja che. tArA haiyAnA hetanuM mUlya cUkavavA huM mAruM jIvana arpaNa karuM te paNa traNamAMthI mukta thaI zakuM tema nathI. ema kahete bhAbhIne mAtA samAna dekhate te ramAnA caraNamAM paDI gayA. pitAnI bhUlanI mAphI mAMgI ane vIlane phADI nAMkhyuM. ramA kahe... arara ! te A zuM karyuM? basa bA basa. mane vila na joIe. mane tuM basa che. daSTine paTe thatAM manISa badalAye hatA ane daSTi sudharatAM manISanA hRdayane palaTa thaye. nadInA nIra nadImAM bhaLe tema te ekameka thaI gaye. jJAnI kahe che ke karmayoge tame saMsAramAM rahyAM che te guNagrAhI banaze paNa deSagrAhI na banaze. ApaNuM cAlu adhikAramAM gajasukumAla munie mAthe aMgArA mUkanAra semilanA deSa na joyA paNa guNa joyA ne tene mokSe javAmAM sahAyaka mAnyo. kRSNavAsudevane gajasukumAla aNugAranA mAthe aMgArA mUkanAra purUSa upara khUba krodha AvyuM, tyAre bhagavAne temane zAMta karatAM kahyuM ke he kRNa! tuM e purUSa upara gusso na karIza. kAraNa ke tArA bhAIe te tene mahAna upakAra mAnya che. jaladI kSe javAmAM sahAyaka mAnya che ane kharekhara teNe gajasukumAla aNagArane sahAya karI che, tyAre kRSNa kahyuM, arere... bhagavAna ! mArA bhAIne mAthe aMgArA mUkIne mArI nAMkhe ene tame sahAyaka kahe che ? ene sahAyaka kevI rIte kahe? e te moTe gunegAra che. huM A moTe rAjA ane mArI nagarImAM sAdhunI AvI rIte hatyA thaI gaI ? ane te paNa mArA bhAIne mAryo? ene huM jIvate kema chaDuM? Ama vicAra karIne kRSNavAsudeva nemanAtha bhagavaMtane pUche che ke i matte ! te purasena jasukumAtraNa ja sAnnei ?i he prabhu! Apa AvA duSTa hatyArA purUSane gajasukumAla aNagArane sahAyaka che tema kahe che te he bhagavaMta ! Apa kaho te kharA ke e purUSa gajasukumAla aNagArane kevI rIte sahAya karI? tyAre arihaMta ariSTanemi bhagavAna kRSNavAsudevane A pramANe kahyuM he kRSNa tuM hamaNAM mArA caraNavaMdana karavA mATe tArA mahelamAMthI nIkaLIne AvatA ho tyAre dvArakA nagarInI madhyamAM te eka vRdhdha purUSane ITa upADato joye. enI dazA joIne tane khUba dayA AvI. tAruM hRdaya karUNAthI chalakAI gayuM. tArA manamAM thayuM ke A

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saMde zAradA darzana vRdhdha purUSa ekeka IMTa upADIne gharamAM mUke che te ATalA moTA DhagalA kayAre pUrA thaze ? DhagalA upADatAM pahelAM e upaDI jaze evuM enuM zarIra jINu che. ema vicAra karIne te eka IMTa uThAvIne tenA gharamAM mUkI dIdhI, teA tArA sevakoe paNa ekeka IMTa uThAvIne tenA gharamAM mUkI dIdhI. nahitara ene ghaNAM AMTA khAvA paData. tenA khadale te eka ja AMTAmAM tenuM kAma karI ApyuM. te te tArA upara khuza thayA ne tAro mahAna upakAra mAnavA la:gyA. have samaja, teM vRdhdha purUSane sahAya karI hatI ne ? tArI sahAyatAthI te vRdhdha purUSanuM kAya jaldI sidhdha thai gayuM ne ? " vameva LyA tena' puseiLa nanasukumaalsy aNagArassa agega bhava saya sahassa saciMya kamma udIramANeNaM bahukamma nijharastha sAdinei vinne " evI ja rIte he kRSNa ! te purUSe paNa gajasukumAla aNugArane lAkhA janmAmAM saMcita karelAM karmone udIraNA dvArA karmonI nirA karavAmAM sahAyatA karI che. bhagavAnano kahevAno Azaya e che ke he kRSNa ! je te vRghdha purUSane sahAya na karI hAMta te IMTano Dhagale upADatAM ghaNA samaya lAgata paNa tamArI sahAyatAthI te vRdhdha purUSanuM kArya jaldI sidhdha thaI gayuM', tevI rIte tArA bhAI gajasukumAla aNugAranAM aneka bhavAmAM upArjana karelA karmono Dhagale ghaNA mATeA hatA. e karmonA DhagalAne vikheratAM gajasukumAlane ghaNA samaya lAgata. e karmonA DhagalAne vikheravA mATe tArA bhAine ghaNAM lAMkhA samaya sudhI parizrama karavA paData paNa e purUSe tenA mAthA upara mATInI pALa bAMdhIne dhagadhagatA aMgArA mUkayA. temane asahya vedanA thaI. temAM samabhAva rAkhavAthI gajasukumAla aNugAranAM aneka bhavanAM mAMdhelA sattAmAM paDelA karmo je udayamAM AvelA na hatAM tene udIraNA karAvI udayamAM lAvIne samApta karAvI dIdhA che. ghaNI ugra sAdhanA karI ghaNAM samaya pachI gajasukumAla aNugArane paramapadanI prApti thavAnI hatI te alpa samayamAM tenI sahAyatAthI thaI. mATe he kRSNa ! tamAre te puruSa upara dveSa na karavA joIe, paNa tamArA bhAIne sahAya karanAra che tethI te kSamA ne pAtra che. have kRSNajI bhagavAnane pUchaze ke he bhagava'ta ! e mArA bhAI ne sahAya karanArA purUSa kANu che ? have bhagavAna zu' kaheze tenA bhAva avasare, caritra vRSakara ane bhIma baMne jaNu! pUryuM taiyAra thaIne akhaDAmAM AvyA. paDachaMda kAyAvALa. baMne macchu meTa! paDa je dekhA! akhaDAmAM AvyA tyAre kaIka leAkeA khelavA lAgyA ke ApaNu rAjA ke kIprakanA vairane badale levA mATe jANI bujhIne khunene laDAvpA che. kha!kI vRSakara te malla che ne A tA rasoI A che, tyAre koI e kahyu vallabha tA mAthI paNa vadhu khaLavAna che. kIcakanA se| bhAI ene teNe ekalAe mAryAM. te tenAmAM keTaluM zUrAtana haze ! Ama judI judI vAtA thavA lAgI, eTalAmAM malayudha zarU thayuM. bhIme vicAra karyuM ke jo huM dhAru te eka ja :

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zAradA darzana dAvamAM A mallane mArI nAMkhyuM tema chuM, paNa je tarata mArI nAkhuM te aTalA badhA mANaso ahIMyA jovA AvyA che temane majhA na Ave. eTale jANane pite hAra jItanA dAva thavA dIdhA. vallabhanI jIta thAya tyAM leke tALIo vagADatA ane vallabhane jayajayakAra belAvatAM. lokene jevAne barAbara raMga jAme eTale bhIme lAga joIne vRSakarparane uMcakIne jamIna upara pachADo chAtI upara caDhI beTho. tarata ja mallanA prANa uDI gayA. sabhAmAM bhImane jayajayakAra belA. ene vijaya thavAthI AkhI nagarInA lokene AnaMda thaye. sau ekI avAje bolavA lAgyA ke A vallabha jevo mANasa ApaNI nagarImAM haze te garInuM rakSaNa thaze. sau tene dhanyavAda ApavA lAgyA paNa rAjAnuM mukha paDI gayuM. tyAM rANIne khabara paDI ke vallabhanI jIta thaI eTale te rAjAnI pAse AvIne kahevA lAgI ke nAtha ! A valabha te jIvato rahyo. rANI AgaLa belavA jAya tyAM rAjAe meDha hAtha daIne kahyuM ke he rANI ! hamaNuM mauna rahe. tamArI vAta je A vallabha sAMbhaLI jaze te ApaNAM bAra vAgI jaze. atyAre AkhuM nagara be meDhe vallabhanAM vakhANa kare che, ane ApaNe tenI virUdhdha belI e to ApaNane prajA kyAMya uDADI mUke. A tarapha bhImane vijaya thavAthI yudhiSThira, arjuna darekane khUba AnaMda thaye, ane draupadInuM haiyuM te thanathana nAcavA lAgyuM. mArA patine vijaya thayo. satyane jaya thaye. rANI raDe che tyAre rAjA samajAve che ke vallabha kaI daivika pavitra purUSa che ane tArA bhAIe gunegAra hatA. mATe tenA sAmuM thavuM te motane bheTavA barAbara che. rAjAnI vAta sAMbhaLI rANI zAMta thaI. bIjI tarapha duryodhanane khabara paDI ke mArA mahAmalla vRSakarparane virATa nagaranA maccha rAjAnA raseiyAe mArI nAMkhyA. A vRSakarpara mallane duryodhane pAMDavonI tapAsa karavA mokalyo hato. kAraNa ke pAMDavone bAra varSa pUrA thayA che ane teramuM varSa guptapaNe rahevAnuM che te teo jIvatA che ke nahi? duryodhana te tapAsa karAvatuM hatuM. temAM khabara paDI ke vRSakarparane mArI nAMkhe che eTale teNe kahyuM, duHzAsana zakuni, droNa, bhISmapitA vigerene bolAvIne kahyuM ke pAMDane vinAza karavA mATe meM keTalA prayatna karyA paNa te maryA nahi. juo, meM temane mAravA mATe lAkhane mahela banAvyA te banyA nahi paNa purecana baLI gayo. jaMgalamAM temane mAravA gaye tyAM huM saphaLa na thayuM. trIjI vakhata pAMDavone mAravA kRtyo rAkSasIne mekalI tyAre kRtyAe te surocanane mArI nAkhe, ane A teramA varSe gupta veze rahetAM temanI zodha karavA vRSakarparane eka tyAre te paNa maraNane zaraNa thayA. mATe mane te lAge che ke vRSakarparane bhIma sivAya bIje kaMI mArI zake nahi. nakkI vRSakarparane mAravAvALe bhIma che mATe nakkI pAMDava gupta rIte virATa nagarImAM rahetA hovA joIe.

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zAradA darzana have ApaNe sainya laIne virATa nagaramAM jaIe. ApaNe pUrva ane uttara be dizA taraphathI ghasAro karIne virATa rAjAnA godhanane lUMTI levuM. eka tarapha AkramaNa karIzuM eTale virATa rAjA senA laIne laDavA mATe Avaze ane te ja vakhate bIjI tarapha AkramaNa karIzuM eTale pAMDave je tyAM haze te gAyone bacAvavA Avaze ane laDavA Avaze tyAre mAruM satya tene mArI nAkhaze. A rIte duryodhane tene vicAra tenA sAgaritone darzAvyo ane badhA bhegA thaIne moTuM sine laIne virATa nagara pAse pahoMcI gayA, ane pUrva-uttara baMne dizAmAM paDAva nAMkhe ne jaMgalamAM caratI gAyane nasADavA lAgyA eTale gAyonuM rakSaNa karanAra govALIyA gabharAyA. tethI virATa rAjA pAse AvIne pikAra karavA lAgyA ke he mahArAjA ! duryodhanane sahAyaka suzarmA rAjA meTuM sainya laIne AvyuM che ane ApaNI gAyanuM haraNa karIne dakSiNa dizA tarapha laI jAya che. tame jaladI uThe, gAyanuM rakSaNa karavuM te kSatriyano dharma che. virATa rAjAe kahyuM, he gevALa! tame gabharAzo nahi. mane gA mArA prANathI adhika vahAlI che. ema kahIne tarata ubhA thayA ane pitAnuM sainya laIne zatru sAme yudhdha karavA AvyA. laDAInA medAnamAM pAMDa - virATa rAjAnI sAthe arjuna sivAya cAreya - pAMDave AvyA. ane strIne veza paheryuM hatuM tethI te na AvyuM. kAraNa ke evA veze yuddhamAM javuM te yogya nathI, tema mAnIne te na gaye. pAMDave virATa nagaramAM AvyA tyAre dhanuSya gadA vigere za eka guphAmAM mUkayA hatA te sahadeva chAne mAne laI AvyuM ane saune saunA za ApyA. tyAM jaIne virATa rAjAe suzarmAne paDakAra karyo eTale suzarmA yudhdha karavA taiyAra thaye. baMnenI senA sAmAsAmI laDavA lAgI pariNAme virATa rAjAnI senAe pIche haTha karI tyAre virATa rAjA pote suzarmA sAthe laDavA lAgyA. teo baMne vacce bhayaMkara yuddha thayuM. baMnenA zastro khUTI gayA eTale madhyayudadha karavA lAgyA. malyayudhamAM virATa rAjAnI hAra thaI eTale suzarmAe virATa rAjAne uMcakIne rathamAM besADI dIdhA. have pAMDavo virATa rAjAne kevI rIte cheDAvaze ne zuMbanaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 110 kArataka suda 11ne semavAra tA. 21-11-77 1 se baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! anaMtajJAnI zAstrakAra bhagavaMtoe jagatanA jIvonA uddhAra mATe sidhdhAMta rUpa vANInuM prakAzana karyuM. kRSNavAsudeva gajasukumAla aNagArane vaMdana karavA mATe AvyA. traNa khaMDanA adhipati paNa samajatA hatA ke je

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zArA darzana sukha-zAMti ane AnaMda tyAgI mahAna purU pAse che te saMsAramAM nathI. kAraNake tyAgI purU pAse AtmabaLa che. AtmAnA baLa AgaLa rAjyanuM, vaibhavanuM, zarIra ane sattAnuM baLa nakAmuM che. kRgvAsudeva gajasukumAla aNagAranAM darzana karavA AvyA paNa bhAInA darzana thayAM nahi. bhagavAnanA mukhethI temanA samAcAra sAMbhaLIne dilamAM khUba dukha thayuM, ane gajasukumAla aNagAranA mAthe aMgArA mUkanAra vyakita upara khUba krodha Avyo, ne bolyAM ke he bhagavAna! mArI ja nagarImAM mArA ja bhAInI ghAta karanAra ke duSTa purUSa pAkyo? bhagavaMte kahyuM- he kRSNajI! tame enA upara krodha na karo. tame jema pelA vRdhdha purUSane IMTano Dhagalo upADavAmAM sahAya karI che tema eNe tamArA bhAIne karmone Dhagale vikheravAmAM sahAya karI che. gajasukumAle asahaya vedanAmAM kSamA rAkhI ane anaMtabhavanA saMcita karelAM karmone udIraNA karIne kSaya karyA. ghaNA lAMbA samaye je karmone Dhagale vikherAvAne hatuM te phakata be ghaDImAM vikharAI gayo ne teo mokSamAM gayA. ahIM ApaNe khUba vicAra karavAnI jarUra che ke e jIve kevA karmo bAMdhyA haze ke A rIte bhogavavAno vakhata Avye. te vAta graMthakAra ema kahe che ke eka zeThane be patnI hatI. temAM moTIne kAMI, saMtAna na hatuM ne nAnIne eka dIkaro hate. tethI jUnIne ghaNuM IrSyA AvatI ne rAte divasa vicAra karatI hatI ke enA putrane keI upAye mArI naMkhAvuM ne tene putra vagaranI banAvuM. AthI te putrane mAravAnA khUba upAye zaidhavA lAgI. jUnI IrSyA ane catura hatI paNa navI bheLI hatI tethI gharanuM badhuM kAmakAja karatI ane zekayane moTIbahena, moTI bahena karatI paNa maTIne te tenI kaMI kiMmata na hatI. e te pelA chokarAne mAravA mATe taDapI rahI hatI. temAM kudarate evuM banyuM ke cheka bAra mahinAne thatAM tenA mAthAmAM phelIo ane gumaDAM nIkaLyA, ghaNuM IlAje karyA, vaida hakImanI khUba davA karI paNa kaI rIte chokarAnA mAthAmAM gumaDA maTatA nathI. khUba pIDA thavAne kAraNe bAbo khUba raDavA lAge. kaI rIte chAnuM rahetuM nathI. keI davA tene asara karatI nathI. eTale bAbAnI mAtA nirAza thaI gaI. have zuM karavuM? kevI rIte darda maTaze? chevaTe tene manamAM thayuM ke have mArI moTI bahenane pUchuM. e khUba hoMziyAra ne anubhavI che, ema samajIne bhadrika bhAvathI zakya pAse AvIne kahevA lAgI maTI bahena! A bAbAne khUba pIDA thAya che. raDane chAnuM rahetuM nathI. Apane khyAla hoya te keI IlAja batAve. navInI vAta sAMbhaLIne jUnI bUma harakhAI gaI. teNe prasanna thaIne kahyuM-bahena ! A darda maTADavuM temAM zI moTI vAta che? bAbAnuM darda joIne mane roja thatuM hatuM ke huM darda tarata maTADI dauM' paNa tuM mane kAMI pUchatI nathI zA.-107

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zAradA darzana eTale mane thayuM ke game ke na game eTale huM belaDI na hatI navI e IMtejArIthI pUchayuM ke bahena ! kahene zuM karuM? tyAre kahe che e te eka mAmUlI kAma che. je eka jADo daLadAra garama garama roTale banAvIne bAbAnA mAthe bAMdhI devAnA. te badhA gumaDA maTI jaze. je tArI rajA hoya te huM IlAja karuM. navInA dilamAM kaMI kUDa kapaTa na hatuM eTale teNe kahyuM-bahena! bAbAne sAruM thAya tema kare. jUnI khUba harakhAI gaI. basa, Aje mArI IcchA saphaLa karavAne sonerI samaya Avyo che. te barAbara lAbha uThAvI lauM. A vicAra karIne harSathI nAcI rahI che, ahAhA....ajJAnI jIva pApakarma bAMdhatAM keTale harakhAya che paNa te samaye ene khabara nathI paDatI ke AvA karma karIne huM kayAM jaIza? mAre tenAM phaLa kevI rIte bhogavavA paDaze? bAbAnI mAtA kaMIka kAma karavA gaI e takano lAbha laIne jUnIe jADe daLadAra oTale banAvIne ekadama garama garama chokarAnA mAthA upara mUkIne tenA upara eka kapaDuM bAMdhI dIdhuM eTale Tale khasI na jAya. chokarAnA mAthAmAM gumaDAnI asahya pIDA thatI hatI temAM garama phadaphadate jADo roTale bAMdhyA. pachI zuM bAkI rahe? bALakane khUba vedanA thavAthI raDavA lAgyA, cIsAcIsa karI paNa e nirdaya eramAna mAtAne tenI dayA na AvI. kumaLuM kula jevuM bALaka keTaluM sahana karI zake ! asahA garamIthI chokarAnI khoparI baphAI gaI ane bALakanuM jIvana samApta thaI gayuM. bALaka marI javAthI jUnInA romeromamAM AnaMda thayo. jANe ene duniyAnuM rAjaya maLI gayuM! pitAnI zakayane pitAnA jevI putra rahita banAvIne sukhethI rahevA lAgI. A vAta sidhdhAMtamAM nathI, graMthakAranI vAta che. graMthakAra lakhe che ke bALakanA mAthe garama roTale bAMdhI tene mArIne strIe atyaMta AnaMda mAnya hato. tethI teNe tyAM nikAcIta karma bAMdhyuM, ane hajAre janma-janmAMtaranI ghATIone pAra karatI te strI devakI mAtAnI kukSImAM gajasukumAlapaNe utpanna thaI ane je bALakanA mAthe garama garama roTale bAMdhyA hatA te paNa janmAMtara karatAM teja nagarImAM selibrAhmaNapaNe utpanna thaye. rAjakumAra gajasukumAla saMyama laIne mahAkAla zmazAnamAM dhyAna lagAvIne ubhA rahyA hatAM tyAre tyAMthI jatAM mila brAhmaNe A munine joyAM, eTale pUrvabhavanuM vaira jAgRta thatAM munine joIne te kodhathI dhamadhamI uThe. AMkhe lAlacoLa thaI gaI ne tenA romeromamAM zreSAnala prajaLI uThaze. chevaTe vairane badale levA mATe teNe gajasukumAla aNagAranA mAthe mATInI pALa banAvI temAM dhagadhagatA lAlaceLa aMgArA mUkIne cAlyo gayo. ' kama graMthakAra lakhe che ke navANuM lAkha bhava pahelAM gajasukumAlanA jIve semila brAhANanA jIvana mAthA upara garama garama roTale bAMdhIne mArI nAMkhyo hate. te bAMdhelA vairanA kAraNe gajasukumAla muninA mAthe aMgArA mUkAyA ne asahaya vedanA

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zAradA darzana 851 sahana karavI paDI, vedanA sahana karatAM gajasukumAla amAre yU ma pa rAkhI. sevi brAhmaNa temanA karmonI udIraNa karAvavAmAM sahAyaka banyA. tamane thaze ke udIraNuM eTale zuM ? ApaNAM jaina zAstromAM karmanI cAra avasthAo batAvavAmAM AvI che. baMdha, udaya, udIraNA ane sattA. mithyAvAdina nimittathI jJAnAvaraNIya AdinA rUpamAM pariNata thaIne karma pudgalenuM AtmAnI sAthe dUdha pANInI jema maLI javuM te baMdha che. te bAMdhelA kane abAdhAkALa pUro thatAM vipAke daye karma bhagavAya tenuM nAma udaya che. sattAmAM paDelA karmone tapazcaryA Adi dvArA kheMcIne udayAvalikAmAM lAvavA tenuM nAma udIraNuM che. jyAM sudhI bAMdhelA karmone udaya ke udIraNuM na thAya tyAM sudhI te karmonI sattA kahevAmAM Ave che. ahIM gajasukumAla aNagAre je karmo bhegAvyA te kAMI svAbhAvika rIte udayamAM AvelAM na hatA paNa somila brAhmaNe te nA mAthe aMgArA mUkIne karmonI udIraNa karAvI ane te karmo samatAbhAve sahana karIne te mekSamAM gayA. mila brAhmaNe karmonI udIraNa karAvI tethI gajasukumAla aNagAra jaladI mokSamAM gayA. te kAraNathI nemanAtha bhagavaMte kRNavAsudevane kahyuM ke tame te purUSa upara dveSa na kare. bhagavAnanA A vacanathI ApaNane sUcanA maLe che ke ApaNane mAranAra, ApaNuM upara apakAra karanAra pratye paNa samabhAva rAkhave, paNa tenuM ahita thAya tevI ciMtavanuM karavI nahi paNa tenuM zubha ane hita thAya tevI ciMtavaNA karavI te vItarAgatA prApta karavAnuM lakSaNa che. jayAM sudhI vitarAga dazA prApta na thAya tyAM sudhI AdhyAtmika sAdhanA adhUrI rahe che. sAdhaka AtmAone vItarAgatA prApta karavA mATe cAra bhAvanAmAM ramaNatA karavAnI che. sattveSu maitrI guNiSu pramAda, kliSTeSu jIveSu kRpAparatvam / mAdhyastha bhAva viparItavRttai, sadAmamAtmA vidadhAtu deva // he jinezvara prabhu! huM IcchuM chuM ke mAro AtmA sadA prANImAtra pratye mitratA rAkhe, guNIjane pratye pramodabhAva rAkhe, duHkhIjane pratye karUNAbhAva rAkhe, ane dharmathI viparIta AcaraNa karanArA adhamI tathA virodhI che pratye rAga-dveSathI rahita udAsInatA bhAva rAkhe. jue, vItarAga dazA prApta karavA mATe bhagavAne ke suMdara mArga batAvyuM che! kRSNavAsudevane gajasukumAla aNagaranA mAthe aMgArA mUkanAra pratye khUba krodha Ave, tyAre bhagavaMte kahyuM -tame tenA pratye dveSa na kare. kSamA rAkhe. e tamArA bhAIne sahAyaka che. mATe tenuM hita Icche. tatte te iTuM vAkure maTinemi parva yathArI, seLa mantA kurise mag de kAya ? tyAre vAsudeve temanAtha bhagavAnane kahyuM ke he bhagavAna! huM e purUSane kevI rIte jANI zakuM? bhale huM tene kaMI daMDa nahi karuM paNa te purUSa koNa che te jANI zakuM te khare ne ! Apa mane kahe kRSNavAsudevanA praznanuM samAdhAna karatAM bhagavAne kahyuM- "sumaM vAratI nathas aggvisanA gfmAM laTAra re !" he kRSNa! tame ahIMthI jaze ane jayAre dvArakA nagarImAM praveza

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para zAradA darzana karazo tyAre tamane joIne eka purUSa bhayabhIta banaze. bhayathI tharathara dhrujavA lAgaze. eTale ke bhagavAnane kahevAno Azaya e che ke tame dvArakA nagarImAM praveza karazo tyAre te purUSane joze, ane tamane joIne te bhayabhIta banI jaze. pachI zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra - suzarmA rAjAe virATarAjAne harAvIne uMcakIne rathamAM besADI dIdhA. A joIne dharmarAjAe bhImane kahyuM ke tuM jalI maccha rAjAne choDAva. temane ApaNuM upara mahAna upakAra che. moTAbhAInI AjJA thavAthI bhIme gadA upADIne suzarmAnA rathanA cUrecUrA karI nAMkhyA. AthI suzarmA gabhara ane mukhamAM taraNuM lIdhA. taraNuM levAthI te zaraNe AvyuM kahevAya. bhIme suzarmAne paDakAra karIne kahyuM ke tuM tArI jAte hAra kabUla kare che mATe huM tane jIvate choDI dauM chuM. nahitara tArA bhUkakA uDAvI deta. suzarmA te jIva laIne nATho. eTale bhIme maccha rAjAne pitAnA rathamAM besADayA. bhImanuM parAkrama joIne maccha rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke A keI daivI purUSa che. rAjAe vallabhanI khUba prazaMsA karI ane kahyuM he vallabha! Aje tuM na hatA te A krUra suzarmA mAruM nAmanizAna rahevA detA nahi. te mane bacAvyuM che. mATe have mAruM rAjya tane ApuM chuM A rIte virATa rAjAe khUba prazaMsA karI tyAre vallabhe kahyuM mahArAjA ! ApanI kRpAthI meM A zatru upara vijaya meLavyo che. A pramANe kahI gAyane laI pAMDave virATarAjA sAthe nagaramAM AvyA. pAMDa pitAnA sthAne gayA ne rAjA temanI rANI pAse gayA. rAjAne vijaya meLavIne AvelA joIne rANIne AnaMda thayo. rAjA kahe che rANI ! Aje valabha nA hota to huM jIvata nahi. pachI rAjAe badhI vAta karI. tyAM rAjAne vicAra Avyo ke uttarakumAra kema dekhAtuM nathI ? rANI kahe nAtha! ApanA gayA pachI bIjA gevALe AvyA ne kahyuM ke duryodhana rAjAmeTuM sainya laIne AvyA che. te ApaNI gAyane laI jAya che ne teNe ghaNuM gavALane mArI nAMkhyA che. kaMIkane ghAyala karyA che. A sAMbhaLIne uttarakumAranuM lehI ukaLI gayuM. tene khUba krodha caDhaye. te krodhe bharAIne kahevA lAgyo ke mArI sAme duryodhana zuM hisAbamAM che? huM tene hamaNAM mArI nAMkhuM chuM. ema kahIne vagara race laDAI karavA javA taiyAra tha, paNa ratha calAvavA mATe kuzaLa sArathI na hatI. tethI kumAra muMjhAvA lAgyo, tyAre mAlinIe kahyuM kumAra ! tamAre muMjhAvAnI jarUra nathI. nATayazALAmAM je ApanI bahenane saMgItakaLA zIkhavADe che te bahanaTa napuMsaka hovA chatAM te ratha calAvavAmAM kuzaLa che. te jene sarathI thAya tene vijaya thAya che. mAlinInA kahevAthI ApaNe kumAra bahanaTane sArathI banAvIne duryodhana sAme yudhdha karavA gayA che. Ama sAMbhaLatAM rAjA mUMjhAyA. te eka duryodhanane kevI rIte jItaze ? kayAM mAro dIkaro ne kayAM duryodhananuM virATa saunya! rAjAe mAlinIne kahyuM te zA mATe Ama karyuM ? have mArA kuMvaranuM zuM thaze? mAlinI kahe

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zAradA darzana 853 bahana sAthe che eTale kumArane kAMI vAMdho nahi Ave. hamaNAM vijaya meLavIne Avaze. Apa ciMtA na kare. - kumAra sainya vagara laDAI karavA gaye che tethI rAjA khUba ciMtAtura banI gayA ne balavA lAgyA ke game tema teya bahanTa te napuMsaka che. tenAmAM zuM daivata heya! tyAre mAlinIe kahyuM ke he mahArAjA! Apa ciMtA na kare. jenI pAse garUDa che tene sapanI bIka na hoya. te rIte ApanA kuMvaranI sAthe bahunnara che. vadhu zuM kahuM! jenI sahAyamAM bahunnanTa hoya tene avazya vijaya thAya che. hamaNAM ja kuMvarajI Avaze. mAlinIe bahanaTanA khUba vakhANa karyA tethI rAjA krodhamAM AvI gayA. tyAM kaMka purohita bemahArAjA ! uttarakumAra ane brahanaTa baMne AvyA. rAjA harSabhera sAmA gayA. bahanaTa kuMvarane mUkIne pitAnI nATayazALAmAM cAlyA gaye, ane kuMvara rathamAMthI utarIne pitAjInA caraNamAM paDe. rAjAe kahyuM beTA! te ekalAe yudhdhamAM vijaya meLavyuM? te ghaNuM sAhasa karyuM. tyAre kumAre kahyuM-pitAjI ! A vijayane yaza bRhanTane AbhArI che, rAjAe kahyuM kevI rIte? tuM vistArathI kahe. pitAjI! huM kevA saMgamAM gaye ne brahanaTe mane kevI rIte sAtha Apyo te Ape mArI mAtA pAsethI jANyuM, che. have yudhdhamAM gayA pachI bahanaTe jorathI ratha calAvyuM ane jayAM duryodhananuM sainya hatuM tyAM AvyA, tyAM brahanaTe mane duryodhana AdinI oLakhANa karAvI. pitAjI! huM. te temanI virATa senA joIne gabharAI gayuM ke huM ekale ATalI moTI senAne kevI rIte jItI zakIza? eTale meM kahyuM bahaTa ! ratha pAcho vALa. huM Amane jItI zakuM tema nathI. ajune karelo paDakAra - tyAre brahanaTe mane paDakAra karIne kahyuM-he. virATa rAjAnA putra! Ama kAyara zuM bane che? kSatriyane bacce yudhdhamAM khapI jAya paNa pIche haTha na kare. ahIM AvIne zatrunuM sainya joIne DaranA mAryA bhAgI javuM te vIra kSatriyane zebhatuM nathI. je zatruthI DarIne bhAgI jAya che te lekemAM kalaMkita bane che. A rIte bhAgI javuM tenA karatAM maravuM vadhu zreSTha che. chevaTamAM kahyuM ke he uttarakumAra! tArI hiMmata nA hoya te huM duryodhana sAthe yuddha karIza, paNa pIche haTha nathI karavI. A pramANe tenA kahevAthI huM sArathI bane ne bahanTa strIne veza utArI hAthamAM dhanuSya laI zatru sAme yuddha karavA taiyAra thaze. uttarakumAra kahe che pitAjI ! zuM vAta karuM ? bannaTa strI vezane tyAga karIne purUSane veza paherI hAthamAM dhanuSya laI karNa vigerenI sAme laDate hatuM te vakhate tenA mukha upara divya pratibhA dekhAtI hatI. mane thayuM ke zuM A kaI vidyAdhara che ke sAkSAt dhanurveda che ! huM te tenA sAmuM joI ja rahyo. eNe bANene varasAda varasAvI karNa jevA mahArathIne haMphAvI dIdhA, ane evI vidyAnuM smaraNa karyuM ke ekanA aneka bahanTa banIne duryodhananI senA sAme laDavA lAgyA. ekalA buhanaTe kaI raunikane hAtha

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854 zAradA darzana te keInA paga chedI nAMkhyA. te koI yamasadana pahoMcI gayA, ne lehInI nadI vahevA lAgI. zatrunA rInyamAM hAhAkAra chavAI gayo. badhI senAne ghAyala karIne ratha AgaLa deDA te duryodhanane gAye laIne bhAgate je. eTale brahanaTe kahyuM mArI najara samakSa duSTa duryodhana gAye laIne kayAM jAya che? ema kahI ame tene pIcho karyo. bRhannaTanI vIratA joIne huM paNa nirbhaya banIne ratha deDAvavA lAge. dIpaka samAna jyAM jyAM tene ratha deDate hato tyAMthI aMdhakAranI jema duzamane bhAgI chUTatAM hatAM. caMdranI sAme tArAnI kAMI kiMmata nathI tema baTanI sAme zatrue tArAnI jema nisteja dekhAvA lAgyA. chevaTe badhAne harAvatAM ame duryodhana pAse pahoMcI gayA. bahanaTane joIne zatrunI senA bhAgavA lAgI. duryodhana gAyone choDI daI laDavA lAge. bahanTa te dayALu che. teNe pahelAM duryodhana sAme sAmAnya bANe pheMkayA paNa duryodhane te mArI nAMkhavA bANe pheMkayA, paNa bahanTane kAMI thayuM nahi paNa duryodhana upara tene khUba krodha Ave. arjunanA parAkrama AgaLa duryodhananI hAra": - bahanaTe eka tIrathI duryodhanane mugaTa nIce pheMkI dIdhe. bIjA tIrathI tenuM bakhtara teDI nAMkhyuM ne trIjAthI tenuM ' dhanuSya kApIne tenA rathanI dhvajA kApI nAMkhI. A samaye duryodhananA senApatio bolavA lAgyA ke nakakI A ana che. arjuna sivAya keIna mAM AvuM sAmarthya baLa nathI. badhAnA mukhethI sAMbhaLyuM ke A ajuna che tethI mane vicAra che ke pAMDavene bAra varSa vanavAsanA pUrA thayA che ne teramuM varSa guptapaNe rahe che. te zuM A strInA vezamAM ane guptapaNe nahi hoya ne ?tenuM parAkrama joIne meM nizcaya karyo ke A arjuna ja che. ATaluM thavA chatAM duryodhananuM abhimAna ochuM na thayuM. tethI buhanaTe vidyAnuM smaraNa karIne duryodhana sahita tenA saunyane mUrzita karI maDadA jevA banAvI dIdhA. pachI mane kahyuM ke A badhAnA zastro laI le ane temanA vastro utArI le. meM te pramANe karyuM. thoDIvAre badhA bhAnamAM AvatAM lajajA pAmyA. pitAnI A dazA joIne duryodhana, karNa, zakuni vigere gAne choDIne bhAgyA. (hasAhasa) uttarakumAra kahe-pitAjI! e bahanaTanI zuM vAta karuM ! eTale te baLavAna che teTale dayALu che. duryodhane tene mArI nAMkhavA bANa cheDayA chatAM teNe duryodhane narana banAvyuM paNa mAryo nahi. bAkI duryodhanane mAre te ene ramata che. A rIte khUba parAkramathI yuddha karI vijaya meLavI gAyone laIne nagaramAM AvyA ane gevALAne temanIjhA seMpI dIdhI. pachI mane bahenaTe kahyuM ke tame tamArA pitAjIne mArI kaI vAta na karazo, paNa meM te Apane je banyuM te satya kahyuM che. te bRhanTa strI veze nATayazALAmAM gaye che. uttarakumAranA mukhethI bahanaTanI vIratAnA vakhANa sAMbhaLIne rAjAne khUba AnaMda thaze. have rAjA hanano kevI rIte sarakAra sanmAna karaze tenA bhAva avasare,

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zAradA darzana vyAkhyAna na, 111 51 kArataka suda 13 ne budhavAra tA. 23-11-77 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtA ne baheno ! anaMta karUNAnIdhi, magamanA AkhyAtA, zAsanapati prabhu mahAvIra svAmIe jagatanA jIvA upara mahAna anukapA karI dvAdazAMgInI prarUpaNA karI. gajasukumAlanA adhikAramAM kRSNavAsudevane potAnA bhAInA mAthe a MgArA mUkanAra vyakti upara khUba krAdha AvyA, tyAre bhagava Mte kahyuM, he kRSNa ! tuM enA upara krAya na karIza. jIve jevA kamemAM mAMdhyA haiAya tevA saune bhegavavA paDe che. AtmA ja karmono kartA che ne AtmA ja karmIno bhaktA che. tamArA bhAIne karmAM udayamAM Avyu ne samatAbhAve bhAgaLyu che. kama` bhagavatI vakhate AtmA tarapha upayoga rAkhA. jyAM kaSAya che tyAM sa'sAra che. * kaSAyanI upazAMtatA mAtra mekSa abhilASa, bhave kheda atara yA, te kahIe jijJAsa.' gajasukumAla aNugArane dIkSA laIne eka ja bhAvanA hatI ke mAre jaldI meAkSamAM javu che paNa temanI bhAvanA kayAre pUrI thaI ? kaSAya upara vijaya meLavyo tyAre ne? mATe kaSAyano upazama kare. ApaNA AtmA rAga-dveSa ane kaSAyathI malIna banI gaye. che tethI satya vastunu' dana karI zakAtu nathI. jyAre kaSAyeAno upazama thaze, rAga-dveSa mada paDaze tyAre satya vastunuM dana thaze. pachI gajasukumAla aNugAranI mAphka mAthe dhagadhagatA aMgArA mUkAze te paNa krAdha nahi. Ave. basa, pachI te ema thaze ke atyAra sudhI mane AtmasvarUpanI pIchANu thai na hatI tethI kAcanA TukaDA jevA nakalI sukhAne meM sAcA sukha mAnyA paNa have mane samajANu che ke sAcuM sukha te meAkSamAM che. mokSanAM sukha jevuM duniyAmAM bIjuM koI sukha nathI. AvuM samajelA gajasukumAla aNugAre cheTI vayamAM bhayakara upasarga samabhAve sahana karyAM, have darzana karavA gayelA kRSNavAsudeve bhagavAnane pUchyuM ke he bhagavaMta! e purUSa koNa che ? e huM kevI rIte jANI zakuM ? tyAre bhagavaMte kahyuM ke he kRSNa ! tame mArI pAsethI nIkaLIne tamAre ghera jaze! ne dvArakA nagarInA mukhya daravAje praveza karaze tyAre e purUSa tamane sAmeA maLaze, ane tamane jotAMnI sAthe te bhayabhIta anI jaze. " citti mega AruM kSiti, tatraM sukhaM nAgennatti Ena se tte / '' yabhIta thayele te mANasa dhaDaDaka daI ne jamIna upara paDI jaze ane Ayuya sthiti pUrI thatAM maraNa pAmaze tyAre tame samajI lejo ke A purUSa gajasukumAlano sahAyaka che. (prANa lenAro che) bhagavAnanA mukhethI badhA samAcAra sAMbhaLIne kRSNavAsudevane khUba AghAta lAgyA. emanuM hRdaya cIrAvA lAgyuM ne manamAM eTalI uThayA- aDe| ! mArA laghu khaMdhavA! teM A

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856 zAradA darzana zuM karyuM? haju kAle te dIkSA lIdhI. tArA darzana karavA Atma talasI rahyo hate. mAtA devakI paNa keTalI jhUre che! ane tame te mekSamAM padhArI gayA! ema kahI khUba raDyA, ane DhIlA hRdaye potAne ghera javA taiyAra thayA. kRSNa gherathI nIkaLyA tyAre temanA dilamAM AnaMda hatuM ke huM mArA bhAIne darzana karIza ne temane sukhazAtA pUchIza. e AnaMda osarI gaye. have teo ghera javA mATe ubhA thayAM, ane arihaMta ariSTanemi bhagavAnane vaMdana namaskAra karI kRNavAsudeva jyAM potAno pradhAna hAthI ratna eTale temane besavAno je zreSTha hAthI hatuM tyAM AvyA, ane pitAnA hastiratna upara beThAM, paNa AvyA tyAre mukha upara je AnaMda hato te pAchA vaLatAM na rahyo. pitAnA mADI jAyA bhAInuM AvI rIte mRtyu thAya te kone duHkha na lAge? kRSNavAsudeva udAsa banIne dvArakA tarapha javA ravAnA thayA, tyAre A tarapha zuM banyuM te vAta zAstrakAra bhagavata raju karatAM kahe che. - "tae NaM tassa somilassa mAhaNassa kallaM jAva jalaMte ayameyAruve ajjhathie samunnA savAra thatAM mila brAhmaNanA manamAM vicAra thayo ke "parva vastu jovAyu arahuM badrinefdha pacavA nig" nizciyathI sUryodaya thatAM kRSNavAsudeva nemanAtha - bhagavaMtanA caraNamAM vaMdana namaskAra karavA mATe gayA che. te bAyartha cA, visAyamAM , kathA, suya maracA, sitha kAyA varasaDu vAsudevA bhagavAna te sarvajJa che, sarvadazI che, tethI temanA jJAnamAM koI vAta ajANa nathI. meM gajasukumAla muninA mAthe aMgArA mUkIne temane mArI nAMkhyA che te vAta teo sArI rIte jANe che. tethI teo kRSNavAsudevane kahI deze ne gajasukumAlane mAranAra huM chuM ema jANa jaze. "teM - nannarR whavAyu marma na vi kumari mA#irU niTumI " tyAre keNa jANe kRSNa vAsudeva mane kevA karmote mArI nAMkhaze ! samila brAhmaNe duSkarma karyuM che tethI te vicAre che ke temanAtha bhagavAna te aMtaryAmI che. ghaTaghaTanI ane manamananI vAta jANI dekhI rahyAM che. A saMsAranI koI paNa cIja temanAthI ajANuM nathI. eTale teo jANI gayA che ke gajasukumAla aNagArane mAranAre huM chuM. temanA rAnaprakAzamAM spaSTa dekhAya che ke gajasukumAla aNugAranA mAthe mATInI pALa bAMdhI tenA upara dhagadhagatA aMgArA nAMkhIne temanI jIvanalIlA samApta karanAra mila brAhmaNa che. have kRSNavAsudeva bhagavAnanAM darzana karavA gayA che. teo bhagavAna nemanAthanA darzana karaze temaja badhA saMtanAM darzana karaze, paNa pitAnA bhAI gajasumAla aNugArane nahi dekhe eTale bhagavAnane pUchaze ke mArA bhAI je gaI kAle ApanI pAse dIkSita thayAM che te kyAM gayA? te vakhate sarvajJa evA nemanAtha bhagavAna kRSNa vAsudevane kahI deze ke tArA bhAI gajasukamAla aNagAranA mAthe somila brAhmaNe aMgArA mUkIne nirdaya rIte mArI nAMkhyA che, A vAta nemanAtha bhagavAna kRSNavAsudevane

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zAradA dezana svAI kaheze te vAta nizcita che, ane kRSNavAsudeva paNa A vAta jANaze ke mArA nAnA bhAi gajasukumAla aNugArane somila brAhmaNe mAthe aMgArA mUkI krUra rIte mArI nAkhyA che tyAre temanA krAdhanA pAra nahi rahe, ane mane mArA gunAnI zikSA karaze. temAM eka kSaNanA vilaMma nahi kare. mane lAge che ke me' temanA bhAIne mArI nAMkhyA che tethI te mane koNa jANe kevI rIte mArI naMkhAvaze ! mane kUtarA karaDAvIne mArI naMkhAvaze ! uMcethI dharatI upara pachADIne mArI nAMkhaze, bhaDabhaDatA agninA kuMDamAM pheMkIne mArI na khAvaze ke zAkabhAjInI mAphaka mArA zarIranA rAI rAI jeTalA TukaDA karIne mArI na khAvaze ? AvA vicAra AvatAM sAmila brAhmaNa bhayabhIta banI gayA. bhayanA mAryAM te tharathara dhrujavA lAgyA. AMkhe aMdhArA AvI gayA ane manamAM vicAra karyo ke hamaNAM ja kRSNuvAsudeva nemanAtha bhagavAnanAM darzana karIne pAchA Avaze ne mane pakaDavA mANusA mekalaze tA huM pakaDAI jaIza. tenA karatAM huM ahIthI bhAgI jAuM tA ddAca khacI jAuM. Ama vicAra karIne bhayanA mAryAM sAmila khacavA mATe gherathI nIkaLI ne jaze tyAre vacamAM kRSNano bheTo thaI jaze ne zu' banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra : uttarakumAranA mukhethI bRhannaTanA parAkramanI prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne virATa rAjAne khUba AnaMda thayA. tarata dvArapALane mokalIne rAjAe bRhannaTane peAtAnI pAse elAvyA. bRhannaTane sabhAmAM AvatA joi rAjA tenA sAme gayAM ne premathI khUba satkAra karIne bheTI paDacA, ane tarata teno srIno veza utarAvI rezamI vastro paherAvyA ane kiMmatI ratnonA AbhUSAthI vibhUSita karI rAjAe tene peAtAnA si'hAsana upara besADayA, pachI hAtha joDIne kahe che ke huM bRhannaTa ! te' mArA kuMvarane ane ka Mke tathA vallabhe mane bacAvye che. Apa traNe jaNAe amArI AbarU ane rAjya macAvyuM che ne amane jIvADavA che. te AjathI A rAjya tamane ApIne ame tamArA caraNAmAM chIe. arjuna kahe huM mahArAjA ! pAMDuputrAno svabhAva ja evo che ke teo koinu duHkha joI zakatAM nathI, jenu duHkha dekhe tenuM duHkha dUra kare ja chUTako kare che. pAMDuputra sAMbhaLIne maccharAjAnA kAna camakayA. temaNe pharIne pUchyuM. 'huM' tame koNa che ? pAMDavAne guptavAsa sahita Aje tera varSa pUrA thayAM hatAM eTale gupta vAtane pragaTa karatAM aju najIe kahyuM, he rAjana ! ame pAMDurAjAnA pAMca putro chIe. temAM hAla je tamArA kaka purohita che te yudhiSThira rAjA che. vallabha rasAie te bhIma che, azvazALAno adhyakSa taMtrIpAla te nakula che ane gokuLano adhyakSa graMthika te sahadeva che. mahArANInI dAsI sairantri jene tame badhA mAlinI kahIne khelavA che te draupadI che, ane vRddha kuMtAmAtAne ame ahI' najIkamAM eka gharamAM gupta rAkhyA che. arjunanA mukhethI vAta sAMbhaLIne virATa rAjAnA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. zuM vAta kareA che ? Apa kurUva.zanA zA-108

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zAha darzana pika samAna pavitra pAMDave mAre tyAM padhAryA paNa huM ke kamabhAgI ke meM Apane oLakhyAM nahi ne Apa badhAnI pAse kAma karAvyuM. Ape mArI nagarIne pAvana karI che. ema kahIne maccha rAjA yudhiSThiranA caraNamAM paDI gayA. saune snAnAdi karAvIne sArA vastrAbhUSaNe paherAvyA. draupadI tathA kuMtAjInA jUnA vastro utarAvI navA vastro temane paherAvyA, ane dharmarAjAne uMcA Asane besADIne kahyuM, he mahArAjA ! have Apa rAjaya kare. A rAsa ApanI AjJAnuM barAbara pAlana karaze. dharmarAjAe kahyuM, ame ApanA upara kaMI upakAra karyo nathI paNa amane guptavAsa karavAmAM Ape je sahAya karI che tene badale ame vALI zakIe tema nathI. ... " pAMca pAMDavee virATa sajAno mahAna upakAra mAnyo, tyAre kaccha rAjA kahe che ke he puNyAtmAo ! Apane mAre ghera ghaNuM kaSTa paDayuM. draupadIne bALavA mATe mAre sAthe taiyAra thayo. bhIme teno sAmano karyo. Apa badhAe ghaNAM kaSTa veThyA. AvA pavitra AtmAone keTalA duHkha paDyA! huM ApanA caraNamAM paDI mAphI mAguM chuM, temaja huM ApanuM traNa vALI zakuM tema nathI, paNa mArI A ekanI eka putrI uttarAne arjune saMgItakaLA zIkhavADI che te temanI sAthe huM uttarAne paraNAvI aNumAMthI mukta thAuM. vizaTa rAjAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne dharmarAjAe arjuna sAme daSTi karI. ane kahyuM meM uttarAne dIkarI mAnIne bhaNAvI che tethI huM tenI sAthe lagna nahi karuM paNa virATa rAjAnI khUba IcchA che temaja ApaNe saMbaMdha kAyama cAlu rahe e IcchAthI ApanI IcchA hoya te abhimanyu sAthe lagna kare. AthI rAjAne khUba AnaMda thayo. pachI kRSNa pAse dUta mokalyo ane kahevarAvyuM ke Apa parivAra sahita subhadrA ane abhimanyune laIne virATa nagaramAM padhAre. amArA mahArAjAnuM Apane AmaMtraNa che. pAMDanA tera varSa pUrA thayA che. amArI nagarImAM AnaMda AnaMda vatI rahyo che. maccha rAjA pitAnI putrIne abhimanyu sAthe paraNAvavA taiyAra thayA che. dUta mAraphata A samAcAra jANI kRSNajIne AnaMda AnaMda thayo ne parivAra laI lazkara sAthe virATa nagaranA udyAnamAM AvyA. rAjA, pAMDave badhA ja harSabhera kRSNajInuM sAmaiyuM karavA AvyA. khUba dhAmadhUmathI svAgata karIne virATa nagaramAM lAvyA. - kRSNajI, subhadrA, abhimanyu badhA kuMtAmAtAne page lAgyA. ghaNuM varSe maLyAM eTale ekatrIjAne vaLagI paDyA ne saunI AMkhamAM harSanA AMsu AvI gayA. sau premathI maLyA. pachI virATa rAjAe harSa vyakta karyo ane atyAra sudhInA duHkha sukhanI vAta jaNAvI. je sAMbhaLatAM badhAnI AMkhamAM AMsunI dhAra vahevA lAgI. pachI virATa rAjAe uttarAnA lagnanI taiyArI karI. AkhuM virATa nagara zaNagAryuM. baMne pakSanI strIo maMgala gIte

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zAtA ana gAvA lAgI. abhimanyune sArA vajrabhUSAthI sajAvIne hAthI upara besADayo ne merI jAna laIne virATa rAjAe taiyAra karelA lagnama`DapamAM AvyA, ane khUba dhAmadhUmathI alimanyu sAthe uttarAnA lagna karyAM. abhimanyu ane uttarA mAyarAmAM jANe sAkSAt Indra-IndrANI na hAya, tevA zAbhatAM hatAM. nagaranA loko varavadhUne joI ne kahevA lAgyA ke ahAhA.... zu joDI che! hastameLApa vakhate virATa rAjAe abhimanyune hAthI, gheADA, ratha ane ghaNAM gAma ApyA, ane peAtAnI putrIne ghaNAM vastrAbhUSaNu, dAsa-dAsIo vigere ghaNuA kariyAvara karyAM. yAcakone khUba dravya dAnamAM ApyuM ane AkhuM gAma jamADayuM. tyAra bAda badhA rAjAe javAnI rajA mAMgI. virATa rAjA rajA ApatA nathI, paNa chevaTe raDatI AMkhe khUba satkAra karIne rajA ApI. sau saunA sthAne gayA. kRSNajInA AgrahathI pAMDavA dvArakA jAya che. dvArakA nagarInA prajAjanA pAMDavAnu. bhavya svAgata kare che. tyAM AnaMdapUrvaka badhA sAthe rahe che. arjunajI sivAyanA cAra pAMDavAne lakSmI, vegavatI, vijayI ane ratidulArI A cAra kanyAo paraNAvI. have divase javA chatAM duryodhane pAMDavAne rAjya na ApyuM. AthI kRSNajIne dha AnyA. tera varSa pUrA thavA chatAM ane ATalA kaSTa ApyA chatAM hajI durdhanane pAMDavAne rAjya ApavAnuM mana thatu nathI. tethI drupada rAjAnA hAMziyAra dUtane khelAvI kRSNe eka patra lakhIne ApyA ne kahyuM, ke A patra hastinApura jaIne durmAMdhanane Apaje. A patra vAMcIne duUdhana jo kaI bele to tenA jaDabAteADa javAba ApI deje, bilakula zarama rAkhIza nahi. A pramANe bhalAmaNu karIne kRSNajIe dUtane hastinApura mAkalyA. have dUta patra laIne duryodhana pAse pahoMcaze. patra vAMcIne durgaMdhana dUtane kevA javAba Apaze ne kUta paNa dhana sAme kevI Takkara jhIlaze ne zu manaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna na. 112 kArataka suda 14 ne gurUvAra tA. 24-11-77 sujJa baMdhue, suzIla mAtAe te bahena ! syAdvAdanA sarjaka, visaMvAdanA visaDha, lavAbhavanA bhedyaka, evA anaMta upakArI prabhu jagatanA jIvAne AtmakalyANanA mArga batAvatAM kahe che ke huM AtmA ! AvA su Mdara manuSya janma pAmIne tuM tArA bhavanA che kara. A bhavamAM je tuM bhavanA IMdraneA upAya nahi kare te kyAM jaIne karIza ? cAra gatinA bhavane abhAva karavA mATe ane bhavabhramaNa miTAvavA mATe A janma che. parama mAnaMdanI prAptine pipAsu thaI ne tuM bhavacchedanA upAya kara. vItarAga bhagavatAe bhavya

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zAradA ane ivenA hitane mATe ane AtmAnA bhava cheda karavA mATe siddhAMtanI prarUpaNa karI che, bhagavAnanI vANuM bhavabhedaka che. mekSAthI jIva te vANuM jhIlI, AtmA tarapha vaLI, bhavane cheda karIne parama avyAbAdha zAzvata sukhane pAme che. jJAnI kahe che ke manuSyabhava e mikSamAM javAnuM TALyuM che. A rUDo pavitra jaina dharma, apUrva mokSamArga tenuM ArAdhana karIne te TANane vadhAvI levAnuM che. AvA suMdara samayamAM pramAda karIne kema besI rahevAya? pramAdathI ane pravRttithI bharelA vIsa kalAkamAM ekAda kalAka te badhA parabhAvathI judo paDIne svabhAvane anubhavavAne prayAsa kara. ane suMdara manuSya janma pAmIne A tmAe e vicAra kare joIe ke mAre A janma Atmahita sAdhavA mATe che. viSaya-kaSAyomAM te anaMtA janma vItAvyA paNa emAM kyAMya A jIvane zAMti na maLI. mATe A janmamAM evuM kArya karyuM ke jethI AtmazAMti maLe ne bhavaduHkha TaLe. AtmazAMtinA cAhaka mumukSu AtmAe sarva prathama kaSAyono tyAga kare paDaze. kaSAyo AtmAne kalaMkita kare che ne malIna banAve che. mAnI le ke tame kiMmatI suMdara kapaDAM paherIne keI prasaMgamAM jatAM he ane kaI tamArA kapaDAM para kAdava ke gaMdA padArtha nAMkhe te tamane kevuM thAya che? tame enI sAthe laDo, jhaghaDe ane ethI AgaLa vadhIne thappaDa paNa mAre. je base, pAMca rUpiyAnA vastro mATe ATalI kALajI rAkhe che te AtmA mATe keTalI kALajI levI joIe? - je kharekhara AtmA mATe lAgaNI ane kALajI haze te krodha kaSAya jyAre tamArA para humalo karavA Avaze tyAre krodhane kahI deze ke tuM zuM samajIne mArI pAse Avyo che. je mArI pAse AvIza te kSamArUpI talavAra vaDe tAre nAza karI nAMkhIza. mAna Ave tyAre kaheze ke huM te tAre paDachAyo levA paNa icchatuM nathI. tuM mArAthI dUra raheje. nahi te mRdutA rUpI bhAlAthI tAruM mAthuM pheDI nAMkhIza. e rIte mAyA Ave tyAre kahI deze ke e dhutArI ! te mane aneka vAra chetaryo che, paNa have huM tArAthI chetarAuM ema nathI. je tuM mArI pAse AvIza te A saraLatA rUpI charI vaDe tane khatama karI nAMkhIza, ane lebhane te spaSTa zabdomAM kahI deze ke tArA je adhama meM koIne joyo nathI. je tuM mArA AMgaNAmAM paga mUkIza te saMteSarUpI lAkaDIne chuTo ghA karIza ne tAre paga bhAMgI nAkhIza. bhagavAna kahe che ke laDavuM hoya te kaSAyo sAthe laDe ane tene nAza kare. emAM ja sAcI hoMziyArI ne bahAdurI che. , kaSAyone sarvathA nAza thaze eTale AtmazAMti maLavAnI che. zAMti-zAMtinA pikAre kare zAMti nahi maLe. zAMti bAhya padArthomAM nathI paNa AtmAmAM akhUTa zAMti bharelI che. eka vAra AtmAnA khajAnA tarapha daSTi kare. dUrabInathI mANasa dUranI vastu joI zake che,

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zAradA darzana paNa ahIM vItarAga bhagavaMte ane saMta tamane AgamanI vANI rUpI dUrabIna batAvIne kahe che ke AtmAne khajAne dekhe. AtmAnI zaktine nihALe. eka vAra AtmAnA khajAnA tarapha daSTi kare ke AtmAmAM zuM che? cAra gatinA duHkhethI chUTavAne ne parama AnaMdarUpa siddhapadanI prAptine A suavasara che. mATe devAdhideva evA caitanyadevanI cetanAne nihALe. samyakajJAna rUpI cakSu kholIne AtmAne darabAra jue. AtmAno A darabAramAM anaMtaguNo birAjI rahyA che. tyAM AnaMda che. prabhutA che. jJAna darzananA dIvaDA jhagamagI rahyA che. jemAM parabhAva pravezI zake nahi, evI nirmaLa zraddhAnA majabUta daravAjA che. je darabAramAM pravezatAM parama zAMti ane AnaMda maLe. parama zAMti ane parama AnaMda jeNe prApta karyA che evA gajakusumAlane adhikAra cAle che. gajasukumAlanI dIkSAne bIje divase kRSNavAsudeva nemanAtha bhagavAnanA darzana karavA mATe gayA. te vAtanI sAmila brAhmaNane khabara paDatAM te bhayabhIta banI gayo. tenuM hRdaya dhrujavA lAgyuM. je mANase gunehe karyo hoya tene bhaya lAge che. tenuM hRdaya dhruje che ke meM A mANasane gunho karyo che. te e mane laDaze, zikSA karaze, paNa jeNe keIne gunho karyo nathI tene koIne Dara lAgatuM nathI. je nirdoSa che te nirbhaya che ane je gunegAra che te bhayabhIta hoya che. eka rAjAne be kumAra hatA. baMne rAjakumAra khUba vinayavaMta hatA. temanI mAtA nAnapaNamAM mUkIne gujarI gaI hatI. AthI navI rANIne pitAnI mAtA gaNI te dararoja darzana karavA jAya che. baMne putranI yuvAnI khIlatAM moTA putra pratye mAtAnI daSTi bagaDe. che. chevaTamAM eka vAra ekAMtamAM maLavAnuM thavAthI rANIe pitAnI vAtanI rajuAta karI. AthI kumArane khUba lAgI AvyuM. teNe mAtAne khUba samajAvI chatAM mAtA na samajI tyAre kuMvara tenA paMjAmAMthI chaTakIne cAlyo gayo. pAchaLathI rANI pitAnI jAte kapaDA phADI, zarIre baTakA bharI lehI kADhIne bUma pADI ke deDadoDe. AthI rAjA ane pradhAna deDiyA. rANI banAvaTI vAta ubhI karIne kuMvarane badanAma kare che. tethI rAjA khUba gusse thAya che, ane baMne kumArane dezanikAla kare che. baMne kumAra jaMgalamAM Ave che. jhADa nIce sUve che. tyAM nAnA kuMvare maNIdhara nAgane maNI joyo ne maNI lIdhe. pachI te sUI gayo. nAga maNI zeghate baMne kumAre vRkSa nIce sUtA hatA tyAM AvyuM. moTebhAI ghasaghasATa uMghate hate paNa nAnAe maNa lIdhuM hatuM eTale tenI chAtImAM thaDakAre thatuM hate. nAga moTAnI chAtI upara caDhayo paNa e te ThaMDA kaleje uMghato hate eTale nAnAnI chAtI upara caDhaye te tenuM hRdaya dhaDakatuM hatuM. eTale nAganA manamAM thayuM ke nakakI A

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812 zAradA darzana chevaTe nAnAbhAIne jhera mANase ja mArA maNI lIdhe che. gunegAra jANIne tene DaMkha dIdho. pachI peAtAno maNI nahi maLavAthI kAMTALI vADa sAthe mAthA paTakIne nAga marI gayA. nAnAne nAganu' jhera caDhayu', tethI zarIra lIlu kAca jevu thaI gayuM. savAra paDatAM moTAbhAI e jAgIne joyu te nAnobhAI eheAza paDayo che. tenu' jhera utAravA khUba upacArA karyAM paNa koI hisAme jhera na utaryuM. aMte meATAbhAI nAnAbhAI ne eka kapaDAmAM gAMsaDInI jema khAMdhI jhaDanI majabUta DALIe laTakAvI gAmamAM koI jhera utAranArane zeAdhavA gaye. tyAM te paNa muzkelImAM mUkAI gayA. A vAta te ghaNI lAMbI che paNa ApaNe tenA sAra zu' che te samajavu` che. utAranAra koI maLI gayA. tenu jhera utAyu' eTale te moTAbhAI ne zodhavA lAgyo. mATebhAI jhera utAranArane laIne Avyo tyAre nAnobhAI tyAM na hatA. aMte ekabIjAne zodhatAM khAra varSe mane bhAI A bhegA thayAM. nAnAbhAIe maNI lIdhA hatA tethI tenu' kALajI dhaDakatuM hatuM. eTale nAga tene karaDayo. bAkI Ama bane bhAI nirdoSa ane cAritravAna hatAM. samaya jatAM rAjAne satya vAta samajANI ke rANI ja kharAba che ne mArA putra nirdoSa che. A vAtanI khakhara paDatAM rAjAe kuMvarAnI tapAsa karAvIne peAtAnA rAjyamAM khelAvI lIdhA ne rANIne tenA gunAnI zikSA karavA phAMsIe caDhAvavAno hukama karyAM, paNa mane rAjakumAroe mAtAne bacAvI dIdhI. TUMkamAM nyAyI ane satyavAdI puruSone kaSTa to paDe che paNa aMte satyano vijaya thAya che, ne pApIno vinAza thAya che. ApaNI mukhya vAta teA e hatI ke jenA peTamAM dagA hAya che tene ja bhaya lAge che, pelA rAjakumAre nAgano maNI lIdhA hatA teA tenA kALajAmAM thaDakArA thatA hatA ne sapa paNa A kumAra maNIno cAranAra che tema jANIne karaco. ApaNA cAlu adhikAramAM paNa e ja vAta che ke somila brAhmaNe gajasukumAla aNugAranA mAthe aMgArA mUkayA hatA. tethI tene bhaya lAgyuM ke kRSNavAsudeva temanAtha bhagavAnanA darzana karavA gayA che. nemanAtha bhagavAna tA sarvAMga che. seAmila brAhmaNa jaina na hatA paNa eTaluM teA jANatA hatA ke tIthaMkara bhagavaMta, kevaLI bhagavAna traNe kALanI vAta jANe che nai dekhe che. emanA jJAnamAM kaMI ajANyu nathI. eTale meM gajasukumAla aNugAranA mAthe aMgArA mUkayA ane te asahya pIDA sahana karIne marI gayA te vAta temanAtha bhagavAna jANI gayA che. teo kRSNuvAsudevane badhI vAta kahI deze ke he kRSNa ! tArA bhAI ne sAmila brAhmaNe mAryAM che. eTale kRSNa vAsudevane mArA upara dha Avaze ane mane teeA mANaso mAkalIne pakaDAvI deze ane kANu jANe mane kevA kaNa kramete mAraze ! mane bhAlAnI aNIthI vIMdhIne mAraze ke bhaDabhaDatI agnimAM pheMkIne mAraze ? ke jhera ApIne mAraze ke gaLe phAMso daIne mAraze ? kAraNa ke kRSNavAsudeva te traNa khaMDanA

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zAradA darzana adhipati che. sattAdhIza che. e dhAre te karI zake che, eTale semilane maraNano Dara lAgyuM ke mane kevI rIte mAraze. maraNanA DarathI te tharathara dhrujavA lAge, paNa ene e vicAra na thaye ke meM nAnakaDA phUla jevA paMcamahAvratadhArI sAdhunI ghAta karI ! AvuM bhayaMkara pApa karyuM tenA kaTu phaLa bhogavavA huM kyAM jaIza? kRSNajI pitAne kevI rIte mAraze eno Dara lAge paNa pApane Dara na lAge. baMdhuo! jeTale semilane maraNane Dara lAge teTale je ene pApane Dara lAge hota te tenuM jIvana sudharI jAta. zAlake krodhamAM AvIne bhagavAnanA be sAdhuone tejulezyA mUkIne bALI nAMkhyA paNa jyAre tenA maraNanI be ghaDI bAkI rahI tyAre tene pitAnA pApano khUba pazcAtApa thaye ke ahe! meM A zuM karyuM? pitAnA mukhya zrAvakone pAse bolAvIne kahyuM ke bhagavAna sAcA che ne huM beTa chuM. bhagavAna kahInara che ne huM te kAcano kaTake che. bhagavAna arihaMta che, sarvajJa che. huM sarvajJa nathI. meM pApIe sarvajJa nahi rahevA chatAM sarvajJa hevAna cheTe pracAra karyo che. bhagavAnanA be pavitra saMtene meM bALI mUkyA. AvA pApa karIne huM kyAM jaIza ? ema kahIne codhAra AMsue raDayA. pApano khUba pazcAtApa karyo ane kahyuM ke mArA mRtadehane page deraDI bAMdhIne jema marelA tane. seDe tema haseDaje, ane A gozAlake AvA pApa karyA che evI jAherAta karaje. duniyAmAM, pApa karanAra te ghaNuM che paNa pApa karIne pApane prakAzita karanAra bahu ochA che. eka vakhata pApa thaI gayA pachI tene sAcA dilathI : pazcAtApa thAya te paNuM jIvana sudharI jAya che. gozAlakane pitAnA bhayaMkara pApano khUba pazcAtApa thaye te marIne bAramA devaloke gayA. pachI pitAnA pApakarmanA phaLa bhogavavA narake javuM paDaze paNa vahele ke. me enA bhavano aMta Avaze. sesila brAhmaNane pApano pazcAtApa na thaye paNa maraNane Dara lAge. eTale teNe vicAra karyo ke kRSNavAsudeva nemanAthanA darzana karIne pAchA phare te pahelAM ja huM dvArakAnagarInI bahAra bhAgI jAuM. A vicAra karIne somila brAhmaNa, "sacAro jAgo nivema, paDinikkhamittA kaNhassa vAsudevassa bArAvati nayariM aNupavissamANassa purao sapakkhi paristhiti dAmANabhaya ane trAsathI vyAkuLa banele maraNanA DarathI bacavA mATe pitAne gherathI nIkaLe paNa karma kaIne kyAM cheDe tema che? romila kRSNanA bhayathI bacavA mATe ghara choDIne jaI rahyo hato. teNe vicAryuM ke kRSNavAsudeva rAjamArga thaIne ja Avaze. mATe mane e ucita che ke huM galInA rastethI dvArakA nagarImAMthI bhAgI jAuM. ema vicAra karI te pitAnA gherathI nIkaLIne galInA rastethI bhAgate thako javA lAge. A bAju kRSNavAsudeva paNa pitAnA nAnAbhAI gajasukumAla aNugAranA

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ka zAradA darzana maraNajanya zokathI vyAkuLa hevAnA kAraNe rAjamArga choDIne galanA raste thaIne AvatA hatA. jethI sagavaza te somile kRSNavAsudevane joyAM ane kRSNavAsudeve somilane je. baMnenI najara ekameka thaI gaI ApaNe kaI mANasane mATe aparAdha karyo hoya tethI ApaNe tenAthI chupAtA pharatA hoIe paNa acAnaka tene bheTe thaI jAya te tene Dara lAge che ne? tema A semila brAhmaNa kuSNathI dUra bhAgI chUTavA Icchato hato paNa acAnaka tene kRSNajI sAmA maLI gayAM. baMnenI daSTi eka thaI "tamAM se nomisTe wEvAsudeva nA parittA mate 4 tei ya reva dittimAM zaruM raphA semila brAhmaNa zrIkRSNane acAnaka pitAnI sAme AvatAM jaIne bhayane mAryo gabharAI gaye. tenuM hRdaya thaDakavA lAgyuM, ane ubhe ubhe ja AyuSya sthiti pUrI thavAthI te mRtyu pAme. tenuM AyuSya pUruM thavAthI dhaDAka daIne jamIna upara paDI gaye. eTale kRSNavAsudeve zuM karyuM ? jamIna upara paDelA samila brAhmaNane joIne kRSNavAsudeve temanA sAthIone kahyuM ke "it vALuegyA! te romitra maLe nathiyaptthie jAva parivajjie, ceva mama sahodare kanIyase bhAyare gayasukumAle aNagAre akAle ceva lIvicAro ghovidA he devAnupriye! A te aprArthita prArthita-mRtyune cAhavAvALe, - nirlajaja somila brAhmaNa che ke jeNe mArA mADI jAyA-sahadara nAnA bhAI gajasukumAla aNagArane akAle mRtyune zaraNe pahoMcADI dIdhA che. - kRSNavAsudevane pahelAM khabara na hatI ke gajasukumAla aNugAranA mAthe aMgArA mUkanAra koNa krura purUSa che? chatAM enA upara khUba krodha hate. nemanAtha bhagavAne temane khUba samajAvyA hatAM ke he kRSNa! tuM te purUSa upara krodha na karIza. e tArA bhAIne sahAya karanAra che. aMte kRNe pUchyuM ke huM te purUSane kevI rIte jANI zakuM ? tyAre bhagavaMte kahyuM hatuM ke tame dvArakA nagarImAM praveza karaze tyAre je purUSa tamane dekhatAM ja AyuSya ane sthiti kSayathI tyAM ja maraNa pAme te purUSane tame gajasukumAla aNagArane ghAtaka jANaje. bhagavAnanA vacana pramANe somila brAhmaNe kRSNavAsudevane joyA ane jotAMnI sAthe ja atyaMta bhayanA kAraNe tenI jIvanalIlA samApta thaI gaI, tethI kRSNavAsudeve jANyuM ke A te semila brAhmaNa che. ANe ja mArA laghubhAIne mAthe aMgArA mUkayA. ene joIne kRSNavAsudevanA aMgeaMgamAM kaidhAgni vyApI gaye ne tene mRtakalevara sAmuM joIne belavA lAgyAM ke he dukha ! he akAle maraNanA Icchaka! he nirlajaja! he niya! AvuM kara kArya karatAM tArA hAtha kema aTakyA nahi ! tane jarA paNa vicAra na thaye ke konI ghAta karI rahyo chuM tArA pApakarmanAM phaLa bhogavavA tAre narakamAM javuM paDaze. huM te tane zikSA karI zakyo nahi paNa tArA karmo tane bhayaMkara sajA karaze. A pramANe kRSNavAsudeva belI rahyAM che. have tenA mRtadehanI kevI dazA karaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. AvatI kAle

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zAradA darzana Ta cAturmAsanI pUrNAhUtine divasa che, ane ApaNe adhikAra paNa pUre thaze. have thoDI vAra pAMDava caritra laI e. caritra:-zrIkRSNa drapada rAjAnA eka catura dUtane belAvIne patra lakhI ApI tene duryodhana pAse mokalyA. dUta cAlate calate hastinApuramAM AvyuM. abhimanyunA janma mahotsava vakhate maNIcUDa vidyAre je sabhA banAvI hatI te sabhAmAM duryodhana rAjA ranajaDita siMhAsana upara beThA hatA. sabhAmAM bhISmapitA, droNAcArya, karNa, vikaNuM, bhagadatta, suzarmA, zakunI, zizupAla, bhurizravA, duzAsana, vigere bhAIo tathA lamaNu vagere putrathI sabhA ThaTha bharAI hatI. A sabhA IndranI jema zobhatI hatI. nATaka, saMgIta vigere kAryakrama cAlatuM hatuM. A samaye purohita dUte sabhAmAM praveza karyo. AvIne duryodhana rAjAne namana karIne duryodhana sahita sarva sabhAjanone AzIrvAda ApyA. tyAra pachI kRSNane patra Ape. patra vAMcIne duryodhananuM meTuM kALudhaba thaI gayuM. kAraNa ke AkhuM rAjya pacAvIne beTho che. have bhAga Apa gamatuM nathI. dUte kahyuM- he duryodhana rAjA ! zrIkRSNano saMdeza che ke pAMDee tamArA kahyA mujaba bAra varSa vanamAM pragaTapaNe ane eka varSa guptapaNe pasAra karyA. temaNe temanuM vacana barAbara pALyuM che te tame paNa tamAruM vacana barAbara pALe. have tame pAMDane belAvIne temanuM rAjya pAchuM ApI de. jo tame tamArA bhAIone ? rAjya Apaze te paraspara prema vadhaze ane nahi Ape te bhAI bhAI vacce bhayaMkara yuddha : thaze. bhAI bhAI vacce yuddha-kaleza kare te sAruM nathI. joke paNa tamArI hAMsI karaze bIjI vAta e che ke pAMDa mahAbaLavAna che. tame emanI sAme TakI zakaze nahi. tamane te jaDamULathI ukheDIne pheMkI deze. tenA karatAM samajIne tame yudhiSThirane rAjya Apo. jo tame rAjya nahi Ape te yudhiSThira yuddha karaze ne tamAruM rAjya jItIne laI leze. te vakhate tame kAM te yuddhamAM marI jaze athavA kAM te temanI mAphaka vanavAsa javuM paDaze. temane zrIkRSNa jevA samartha sahAyaka che. te sivAya bIjA ghaNAM rAjAo temanI sahAyamAM che. tame ema na mAnaze ke pAMDavo ekalA che. temanuM keI nathI. A zabdo duryodhanane hADohADa lAgI gayA. e krodhathI prajaLI uThayo ne tADUkIne be. he dUta ! pAMDa kRSNanA baLa upara kUdI rahyA che paNa e kRSNa mArI AgaLa zuM visAtamAM ! kRSNa te govALIyAne ghera moTo thaye che ne maTakI phoDIne dahIM cerI cerIne khAtA hatA e ke bIje ? ene gAyanA pUMchaDA AmaLatAM AvaDe che ke bIjuM kaMI? e govALIye bheLI govAlaNone dhamakAvI dUdha, dahIM ane mAkhaNa khAI jato hato, e gevALIye rAjakAryamAM zuM samaje ? zevALIyAne ghera ucharIne kaMsane vinA vAMke mArI nAMkhIne abhimAnathI kulAIne phare che paNa mArI sAme Ave che enuM mAthuM phoDI nAMkhyuM, ane pAMDenI paNa mArI sAme zuM tAkAta che? mArA bAhubaLanA AdhAre rahelI pRthvIne kaNa upADI zakanAra zA-109

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zA darzana che? siMhanA mukhamAM gayele zikAra kaI pAcho laI zake che? sUryanA teja sAme caMdra ane tArAnA tejanI zuM kiMmata che? kRSNa ane pAMDe bhegA thaIne mArI sAme yuddha karavA Avaze te pANImAM mIThAnI peThe ogaLI jAya tema ogaLI jaze. vanarAjanI sAme ziyALIyA TakI zaktA nathI. siMhanI eka garjanA thatAM ziyALIyA ane mRgalA ubhI pUMchaDIe bhAgI jAya tema e leke yuddhamAM mArA bANathI ghAyala thaIne ziyALIyAnI jema bUme pADatA bhAgI jaze, tyAre e govALIyA kRSNane ane ziyALIyA jevA pAMDane samajAze ke duryodhanamAM keTalI tAkAta che! kRSNa AgaLa pAchaLane vicAra karyA vinA sUtelA siMhane jagADyo che. te dUta! tuM tArA kRSNane ane pAMDavone jaIne kaheje ke A rAjya meM mArA bAhubaLathI meLavyuM che temAM pAMDavene bilakula haka nathI. darate Apelo javAba : duryodhananA abhimAnayukta kaThora vacane sAMbhaLIne dUtane khUba krodha caDhayo. te lAla pILe thaIne belyo ke he duryodhana rAjA ! jarA e cho. abhimAna kare. sUryanI sAme pataMgiyuM TakI zakatuM nathI tema tame kRSNanI sAme eka pataMgiyA jevA che. kRSNajInA parAkramane kaNa nathI jANatuM ? are, kRSNanI vAta choDI do paNa yuddhamAM pAMDavone jItavA keNa samartha che? yudhiSThira zAMta che tyAM sudhI vAMdho nathI paNa jyAre e tamArA upara dhe bharAze tyAre temane pracaMDa kAlAgni zatruonI strIonA che AthI bUjhAvAne nathI, ane gadAdhArI bhIma ke baLavAna che. eNe ekalAe kira, - hiMba ane baka rAkSasane mAryA che. kIcaka ane tenA se bhAIone capaTImAM cALI nAMkhyA che. tamArA mahAbaLavAna gaNAtAM vRSakarSara mallane virATa rAjAnA rAjyamAM mala. yuddhamAM mArI nAMkhe. AvA baLavAna bhImanI sAme keNa TakI tema che? virATa nagaramAM tame gAnuM haraNa karavA gayA tyAre bhIme suzamanI kevI dazA karI hatI tene khyAla che ke nahi? ane arjunanuM parAkrama paNa kyAM ochuM che? tame dvaitavanamAM gayA tyAre citrAMgada vidyAdharanI rajA vinA tenA mahelamAM pesI gayA ne tene bagIce khedAna medAna karI nAMkhe. vidyAdharane khabara paDatAM te tyAM Avyo ane tamane khUba mAra mArIne nAgapAzathI bAMdhI dIdhA, tyAre tamArI rANI bhAnumatI yudhiSThira pAse jaIne khUba raDavA lAgI eTale yudhiSThiranI AjJAthI ane tamane choDAvyAM hatAM. te zuM tame bhUlI gayA? ane hamaNAM virATa nagaramAM maccha rAjAnuM gaudhana haraNa karavA gayA tyAre ane tamArA rathanA bhAMgI teDIne bhukkA uDAvI dIdhA hatAM ne tamane badhAne nagna banAvIne jIvatAM cheDI mukyA hatAM. je tamArAmAM baLa hatuM te A dazA kema thaI ? sahadeva ane nakuLa paNa zatrune jItavAmAM parAkramI che. e vAta bhUlaze nahi. tamArA mAthe ATalI vItI che chatAM sajatAM nathI tethI mane te lAge che ke kUtarAnI pUMchaDI cha mahinA sudhI jamInamAM dATI rAkhe te ya vAMkI ne vAMkI ja rahe che tema tamArI avaLAI javAnI nathI.

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zarata ne Ta prANa ane prakRti sAthe ja jaze. je sIdhI rIte nahi samaje te paDe tamArA prANa laIne paNa rAjya leze. duryodhane karele prapa : dUtanA vacana sAMbhaLIne duryodhana krodhathI samasamI uTho ne garjanA karIne be-he pApa dUta! tuM brAhmaNa che ne pAchA dUta che eTale tane huM mArI nAMkhate nathI. A sthAne bIje kaI hatI te kyAre ya yamasadana pahoMcADI dIdhe heta. duryodhananI AkhI sabhAmAM khaLabhaLATa thaye ke ApaNu rAjAnuM AvuM apamAna karyuM che mATe tenI jIbha kApI levI joIe. kaI kahevA lAgyA ke zA mATe mAravo joIe. e dUta che, te phAve tema bolI zake che. duryodhane dUtane kahyuM ke je tArI jIbhamAM ATalI badhI tAkAta che te tuM tyAM jaIne kaheje ke kRSNa ane pAMDava kurUkSetranA medAnamAM Ave. A pramANe kahI dUtane dhakkA mArIne apamAna karI kADhI mUkyo. A joIne vidurajI vigerenA manamAM thayuM ke nakkI have bhayaMkara yuddha thaze, ane bhIma tenI pratijJA pUrNa karyA vinA nahi rahe. dUtano saMdeze sAMbhaLyA pachI yuddhanI karelI taiyArI H dUta kaura pAsethI apamAnita thaIne dvArakA nagarImAM AvyuM, ane kRSNa tathA pAMDene badhI vAta kahI, saMbhaLAvI ane kahyuM, duryodhana eTale badhe garviSTha banI gayela che ke tenI caturaMgI sevA baLathI khuda Indrane paNa jItI levAnI IcchA rAkhe che. te mATe tenI senA rAta divasa taiyArI karI rahI che, ane tenA sainike bole che ke ame kRSNa tathA pAMDene mArIzuM. kRSNajIe kahyuM ke huM te jANa ja hatuM ke duryodhana mAne tema nathI paNa kApavAdathI bacavA mATe meM dUta meka hate. kadAca duryodhane tamane rAjya ApyuM hatuM te te levAmAM paNa tamArI mazkarI thavAnI hatI, tyAre bhIma, arjuna, sahadeva ane nakuLe kahyuM ke duryodhane amane rAjya pAchuM na ApyuM te ja sAruM thayuM. je teNe rAjIkhuzIthI rAjya ApyuM hatuM te pratijJA pUrNa thAta nahi, tyAre yudhiSThire kahyuM ke bhAIone vadha karavA mATe mAruM mana nA pADe che paNa have yuddha karyA vinA chUTako nathI. mATe tame badhA yuddhanI taiyArI kare. kRSNa ane yudhiSThiranI AjJA thatAM pAMDavoe pitAnA pakSamAM rahelA rAjAone temanI senAo taiyAra karavAne Adeza karyo. pAMDava pakSamAM yuddhanI taiyArI cAlI rahI che. dhRtarASTrane saMdeza laIne Avelo saMjaya : A samaye dhRtarASTrane saMjaya nAmane sArathI dUta banIne dvArakA AvyA ane dharmarAjAne namana karIne kahyuM ke mane haritanApurathI dhRtarASTra eka saMdeza laIne ahIM mokale che te sAMbhaLe. he dharmarAjA ! tame khUba vivekI, nyAya ane viveka vigere guNanA bhaMDAra che. meM duryodhanane yuddha na karavA

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88 zAkhA Ina mATe khUba samajAvyo paNa kaI rIte samajAtuM nathI. e mArA kuLamAM aMgAra pAkyo che, paNa tame yuddha na kare ane bhAI bhAImAM vigraha na thAya tevuM kArya kare. saMjaya dUtanI vAta sAMbhaLIne yudhiSThire hasIne kahyuM-saMjaya! mArA kAkAnI vAta nyAyathI bharelI che. mane paNa bhAIe bhAIomAM kaleza karavAnI bilakula IcchA nathI, ane rAjya choDavA paNa taiyAra nathI. haju kadAca huM rAjya jatuM karuM paNa mArA cAra bhAIo rAjya cheDavA taiyAra nathI. tyAM bhIme kahyuM ke have te duryodhana amAruM rAjya pAchuM ApavA taiyAra thAya te paNa ame levA taiyAra nathI. yuddha karIne ja rAjya laIzuM. temAM huM te mArI gadAthI duryodhananI jAMgha cIrI nAMkhIza ane duzAsananI bhujAne kApI nAMkhIne mArI pratijJA pUrNa karIza. arjuna, nakula ane sahadeve paNa kahyuM ke have ame cokakasa yuddha karavAnA ja chIe. A pramANe kahIne paDavee saMjayane vidAya karyo. saMjaye hastinApura AvIne dhRtarASTrane badhI vAta kahI saMbhaLAvI, eTale dhRtarASTra duryodhanane pitAnI pAse belAvIne kahyuM- he duryodhana ! tuM kaMIka samaja. pAMDe sAthe laDAI karavAmAM sAra nahi nIkaLe, tArA hita mATe kahuM chuM ke tuM haju samajI jA. pAMDavone temanuM rAjya ApIne paraspara premathI rahe. yuddha karavAthI moTe anartha sarjAze. duryodhane abhimAnayukta Apela javAba : duryodhane kahyuM, zuM, tame mane nirbaLa samajo cho ? hAthamAM talavAra laIne belavA lAge ke jue, A mArI tejasvI talavAra pAMca pAMDavanA mAthA kApI nAMkhaze ne kRSNane paNa vinAza karaze, ane huM moTo sattAdhIza banIza. kenI tAkAta che ke mArI pAsethI rAjyalakSmI paDAvI zake ? ghaNAM rAjAe mArI sahAyamAM che. pAMDavenA pakSamAM te mAtra kRSNa, drupada ane virATa rAjA A traNa ja rAjAo che. emanI mArI pAse zuM gaNatrI ? vidurajI vigerene lAgyuM ke have jahadI kuLane vinAza thaze. have bemAMthI eka paNa pakSa samaje tema nathI. dhRtarASTra vidurajIne kahyuM, ke duryodhana kaI rIte samajato nathI, have huM zuM karuM? tame tene samajAve. tyAre vidurajIe kahyuM ke meM te tamane pahelethI kahyuM hatuM ke duryodhana tamArA kuLane nAza karanAra thaze, paNa tamane mArI vAta rUcI nahi. je potAnA AMgaNAmAM utpanna thayela viSavRkSane pahelethI kApI nAMkhatA nathI, tyAre te vRkSa moTuM thatAM anekanA prANa hare che. chatAM eka vAra tene samajAvavAno prayAsa karuM te kadAca bhayaMkara yuddha thatuM aTakI jAya. kuruvaMzanuM kalyANa thAya, vidurajI ane dhRtarASTranuM Agamana vidurajI ane dhRtarASTra duryodhana pAse AvyA, ane khUba premathI duryodhanane samajAvatAM kahevA lAgyA ke he vatsa! je mANasa nyAyamArgane cUkI jAya che te jIvate chatAM marele samAna gaNAya che. pachI tenA svajane tene cheDIne cAlyA jAya che, tyAre te tuccha banI jAya che. lekene anurAga jenA upara hoya che tenI pAse lakSamI jAya che. mATe he duryodhana ! tuM haju paNa samajIne nyAya mArgane nahi svIkAre te tArI lakSmI tane cheDIne yudhiSThira pAse cAlI jaze. tuM pAMDanA

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zrA ane prabhAvane kyAM nathI jANate mATe zreSa choDIne pAMDavene temanuM rAjya ApI kurUvaMzanuM rakSaNa kara, tyAre duryodhana uchaLIne be he pitAjI ! he vidurakAkA+me kSatriya dharmane jANatA nathI. hAthamAM AveluM rAjya ke kSatriya choDavA taiyAra thaya! choDI devAthI lokomAM apakIti thAya che. kItine laMchana lAge che. tame ciMtA nahi kare. pAMDe te hamaNAM ja mArA pratApagnimAM baLIne bhasmIbhUta thavAnAM che. vidurajI samajI gayA ke A kaI rIte samaje te nathI. have bhayaMkara yuddha thaze. bhAI bhAI sAmAsAmI laDaze ne lAkha mANase marAze. mArAthI A badhuM jevAze nahi. A saMsAra ke karUNa che ! A badhA kAraNe upasthita thatAM vidurajInuM mana saMsArathI virakta banI gayuM. vizvakIti nAmA AcArya, Aye aba cAnI, cAritra lIyA unake pAsa, suna vItarAga kI bAnI hai tyAM samAcAra maLyA ke udyAnamAM vizvakIrti nAmanA mana:paryavajJAnI saMta padhAryA che. eTale vidurajI tyAM AvyA ane saMtanI vANI sAMbhaLIne temanI pAse dIkSA lIdhI. dIkSA laIne bIje divase gurUnI sAthe vihAra karI gayA. lekae vidurajInI khUba prazaMsA karI. dhanya che A pavitra AtmAne ke emane A duHkhamaya laDAI jevI maTI gaI pAMDava ane kaurava baMne pakSamAM yuddhanI taiyArIo thaI rahI che. bIjI tarapha kRSNajIne vicAra thayo ke.. duryodhane game te pApI che, teNe mane game tevA zabdo kahyA, mAre tenA sAmuM evuM nathI paNa nAhakanI laDAI thaze ne lAkha mANaso maraze. tenA karatAM huM eka vakhata jAte jaIne tene samajAvuM. je e samajI jaze te pAMDavone samajAvavA te mArA hAthanI vAta che. Ama vicAra karI kuSNujI hastinApura AvyA. duryodhanI sabhAmAM AvI bhISmapitA Adine kahyuM ke pAMDane temanuM rAjya apAve tamArA badhAnI samakSamAM duryodhane vacana ApeluM che tenuM pAlana kare, tyAre temaNe kahyuM ke ame te taiyAra chIe paNa duryodhana samajAtuM nathI. te Apa tene samajAve. | duryodhanane samajAvavA kRSNajIne prayatna :-zrI kRSNa duryodhana pAse AvIne kahyuM ke tame pAMDavone rAjyane TukaDo ApavA paNa taiyAra nathI, tethI teo yuddhamAM tamane mArIne rAjya levAnI IcchA rAkhe che, agara tame pAMDavene mArIne AkhuM rAjya pacAvI levAnI IcchA rAkhe che paNa vicAra karajo ke svajano vinA kyAMya sukha maLavAnuM nathI. yudhiSThira temanA cAra cAra bhAIonI sahAyathI badhI rIte sArtha che paNa huM tamane kahuM chuM ke vadhu nahi te phakta pAMca gAma tame paDane Ape. te kuzasthaLa, vRSasthaLa, mArkadI, vAraNAvatI ane hastinApura. A pAMca gAma je tame paDane Apaze te huM game tema karIne temane samajAvIza ane saMdhI thaI jaze. kuLane nAza thate bacAvavA mATe sajajana purUSe ceDAmAM paNa zAMti mAne che. jo tame pAMca gAma nahi Ape te bhayaMkara yuddha thavAnuM che te vAta nizcita che. have duryodhana kRSNajIne zuM kaheze tene bhAra avasare

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zArA mana khyAkhyAna na 113 kArataka suda punama ne zukravAra tA. 25-11-77 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI, anaMta darzanI evA vItarAga bhagavatee pitAnA samyaka purUSArtha dvArA AMtara zatruo upara vijaya prApta karyo che. temane vijaya e viziSTa prakArane vijaya che. dareka vyakti vijayane Icche che. jagatamAM keIe AtmA nahi hoya ke je vijayane cAhata na hoya! dareka AtmA potAnA kSetramAM vijaya Icche che, ane vijaya prApta karyA bAda dilamAM gaurava ane AnaMda anubhave che. rAjA mahArAjAe bIjA rAjya para vijaya prApta karavAnI bhAvanAthI moTA moTA yuddho khele che, ane temAM mahAna purUSArtha karyo tema mAne che. keTalAka dhanavAne potAnI pAse khUba dhana hovA chatAM dhanavAna AlamamAM vijaya prApta karI sauthI prathama sthAna meLavavA Irache che. Atma vijaya te sAce vijaya -jJAnI purUSe kahe che ke A bAhya vijaya meLavatAM pahelAM mahAna purUSanA jIvana sAme daSTi karavAnI jarUra che. jemaNe jJAna che ane purUSArtha dvArA aMtaraMga zatruo upara vijaya meLavyuM che, temaNe A aMtaraMga zatruo upara vijaya meLavavA zA mATe prayatno karyA? je kSetramAM bhautika vijya meLavavA duniyAne mATe bhAga pravRtti kare che, te kSetre te mahAna purUSane kema AkarSa nahi? te samajatA hatA ke te vijaya sAce che ke je vijayanI pAchaLa pazajya thavAnI saMbhAvanA na hoya. sikaMdara AkhA vizvane samrATa banavAnI bhAvanAthI nIkaLe. keTalAya deza upara vijaya meLavyuM ane ghaNuM deze bAkI rahyA tyAM te te mRtyuthI parAjya pAme. ane tenI vijaya meLavavAnI kAmanA adhUrI rahI gaI. nepoliyana bonApArTa duniyAne vijaya karate karato AphrikA pahoMce paNa jaMgabAranA eka parAye tenA aneka vijayone vinAza karyo. mahAna yoddha hITalara vizvayuddhamAM eka vAra hAryo tenA kAraNe tenA badhA vijaya niSphaLa gayA. pitAnI sattAthI ke nathI koIne dabAvavA te kaMI sAce vijaya nathI. Aje ghaNI jagyAe jovAmAM Ave che ke keI sAsu vahune dabAve te kaI vahu sAsu sasarAne dabAve, putra pitAne dabAve ane temAM pitAne vijya mATe paNa A badhA vijayone parAjayamAM palaTAtA vAra na lAge paNa tIrtha kare ane kevaLI bhagavaMtee karelA Amavijayane kaI parAjayamAM palaTAvI zake nahi, paraMtu Aje jagatanA mAnavInI deTa avaLI che. te jaDa padArtho upara vijaya meLavI mahAna banavA mAge che paNa jJAnI kahe che ke jaDa vastu kadI kedanI thaI nathI, vartamAnamAM thatI nathI ne bhaviSyamAM paNa thaze nahi, jaDa vastu keI sahAre ApI zake nahiM. saMpatti, dhanavaibhava, mahela-mahelAte

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zAha ziva jIvane keI paNa prasaMgamAM sahAya rUpa banI zakatA nathI. AtmA para vijaya prApta karAya te ja sAco vijaya prApta thayo gaNI zakAya. te vijya mATe AMtara zatruo nAza kare paDe che. bahAranA zatru jeTaluM nukazAna kare tenA karatAM aneka gaNuM nukazAna aMtara zatru kare che. jyAM sudhI aMtaraMga zatruone dUra karavAno prayatna na thAya tyAM sudhI sAce vijaya prApta nahi thAya. baMdhuo ! Atmavijaya prApta karavA mATe jIvanamAM satata jAgRti rAkhavI paDaze. jJAnI bhagavaMta kahe che ke he AtmA ! tuM paLe paLe jAgRta raheje. ApaNuM bhArata dezamAM briTIzonuM sAmrAjya je TakayuM tenuM mukhya kAraNa aMgrejonI jAgRti ane bhAratavAsIonI ajAgRti. jyAre bhAratavAsIo jAgRta banyA tyAre briTIzone bhAratamAMthI bhAgavuM paDayuM. jAgRta AtmA vikAsa sAdhe che. jAgRta rahenArane vikAsa khUba jhaDapI thAya che. je mAnavInI daSTi bIjAnA doSa tarapha nathI paNa bIjAnA guNe joI ne rAjI thAya che ane te guNane pitAnA jIvanamAM apanAvavA koziSa kare che tene vikAsa pratipaLe cAlu ne cAlu rahe che. rAmacaMdrajI jyAre adhyAnI rAjagAdI para AvyA ane badhe zAMtinuM sAmrAjya sthapAI gayuM tyAre temaNe pitAnA eka dUtane belAvIne kahyuM, tuM AkhI ayodhyAmAM ghUmI vaLa ane barAbara nirIkSaNa karaje ke janatAne kayu duHkha che, kaye AghAta che tathA rAjya mATe janatA zuM vicArI rahI che? te tapAsa karIne pachI mane badhI vAta saMbhaLAvaje. AkhI nagarInA khUNe khUNe pharatA mahinA jeTale samaya gaye. pachI dUta AvIne rAmacaMdrajIne kahe che ke mahArAjA ! Ape te prajAnA hRdayasiMhAsana para sthAna jamAvyuM che. ghera ghera ApanA nAmane guMjArava saMbhaLAya che. prajA te ApanI khUba prazaMsA kare che ne kahe che ke aho ! mahArAjA dazarathane paNa bhUlAvI de tevuM rAmacaMdrajI rAjataMtra calAve che. baMdhuo! tamane pUchuM ke tamArA mATe kaI AvI vAta kare te tamane zuM thAya? tamAruM haiyuM AnaMdathI thanaganI uThene? paNa ahIM te juduM ja banyuM. dUtanI vAta sAMbhaLI rAmacaMdrajI gusse thayA ane kahyuM, he dUta ! meM tane zuM AvI vAte sAMbhaLavA meka hatA ? mane paNa khabara che ke mAruM rAjataMtra sAruM cAle che. janatAne mArA upara prema ane khUba lAgaNI che. A badhAmAM paNa kayAMya, kayAreka anyAya ke anItinI vAta rahI jatI hoya te te mAre tArI pAsethI sAMbhaLavI hatI. prema, sahiSNutA, prazaMsAnA mUzaLadhAra varasAdamAM kadAca kayAMya anyAya thato hoya te prajA sahana karI le che, paraMtu rAjA tarIkenI mArI pharaja che ke evuM jarA paNa rahevA

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zAradA darzana na devuM. meM tane A badhuM zodhavA mokalyuM hatuM ane te zodhIne, sAMbhaLIne mArI pAse raju karavAnuM kahyuM hatuM. sAce dUta te rAjAne temanI khAmI ane bhUla batAve che. A hatI rAmacaMdrajInI rAjyamAM rahevA chatAM sAcI jAgRti. je AtmAo jAgRta rahe che te pitAnA jIvanane pragatinA paMthe laI jAya che. tema game te sthaLamAM huM paNa jAgRti tamAruM lakSya hovuM joIe. jAgRti mATe jIve purUSArtha kare paDaze. jAgRti tamane bhautika kSetramAM ane AdhyAtmika kSetramAM badhe vijaya apAvaze. mATe jJAnI kahe che ke jAgRti e ja sAcuM jIvana che. - ApaNe aMtagaDa sUtranA AThamAM adhyayanamAM gajasukumAla aNagArane adhikAra cAle che. Aje cAturmAsanI pUrNAhUtino pavitra dina che. sAthe adhikAranI paNa samApti thaze. gajasukumAla aNagArane adhikAra nAno che paNa je ApaNe samajIe te temAM bhAva ghaNuM bharelA che. jema dezanI daDI dekhAvamAM nAnakaDI lAge che, paNa aMdarano dera labe hoya che, tema gajasukumAla aNagArano adhikAra nAne che paNa temAM bhAva ghaNAM moTA bharelA che. A adhikAra sAMbhaLIne ApaNe e samajavAnuM che ke gajasukumAla kumAre eka vakhata nemanAtha bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne rAjyano meha choDIne dIkSA lIdhI, dIkSA laIne aghera pariSaDane sahana karyo paNa upasarga ApanAra pratye heja krodha na karyo. ' keTalI kSamA rAkhI ! AvA mahAna purUSenI jIvana kahAnI sAMbhaLIne ApaNe paNa kSamAzIla banavuM joIe. duHkhamAM dhIraja rAkhavI joIe. AvA duHkhamAM je kSamA rAkhe che temanA nAma siddhAMtanA pAne suvarNAkSare lakhAI jAya che. gajasukumAla aNagAranI vAta sAMbhaLIne tamArA manamAM thaze ke A te cothA ArAnI vAta karI, AvA duSama pAMcamA ArAnA jImAM AvI kSamA kyAMthI rahe? huM tamane A paMcamakALanI vAta karuM. sAMbhaLe. cImanalAla nAmanA eka zeTha hatA. temanA bhAgyodaye temane zAntAdevI nAmanuM Adarza strIratna prApta thayuM hatuM. cImanalAlane svabhAva khUba krodhI ane vicitra prakArane hato, jyAre temanI patnI suzIla ane sadguNI hatI. saddaguNI strInA saMsargathI zeThanA jIvanamAM ghaNe palTo Avyo ane baMne potapotAnA kartavyomAM kuzaLa rahetA zIkhyA. zAntAdevI dhArmika kSetramAM paNa khUba AgaLa vadhyA hatA. tenAmAM eTalA badhA guNo hatA ke sArA kuTuMbane Atma samAna banAvI dIdhA. Aje ghaNIvAra joIe chIe ke ghaNI bahene dharmasthAnakamAM ghaNI kriyAkAMDa karatI hoya che paNa pitAnA ravabhAvane palTo karI zakatI nathI. jyAre A bahena te jema jema dharmamAM AgaLa vadhatI gaI tema tema tenA jIvana rAha badalAte gaye. jANe sAkSAt kaI devI na hoya! brahmacarya tarapha te tene khUba Adara hate. jIvanamAM vrata-niyamamAM badhI rIte te mokhare hatI. tene eka putra hate. tenuM nAma indrakumAra hatuM. tenuM jIvana paNa suMdara ghaDatarathI ghaDyuM hatuM. te putra

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zALA dazana pAMca varSa ane zAntAdevInuM zarIra lathaDavA lAgyuM ne bimArI divase divase vedhavA lAgI. AthI bahenanA manamAM vicAra thavA lAge ke mane te jIvana a tyu vacce koI aphasosa nathI. jene janma che tenuM maraNa che. kALanA paMjAmAMthI kaI chaTakI zakatuM nathI. mane maraNane Dara nathI, Dara hoya te janma levo paDe tene che. kyAre mAro bhAgyodaya jAge ne huM janma maraNanI sAMkaLamAMthI chUTuM! AvA vicAro kare che tyAM teno bAbo skulethI Avyo. tenA sAme dRSTi jatAM tenAM manamAM thayuM ke bAbAnA jIvanamAM meM pAyA rUpa caNatara karyuM che paNa majalA rU5 haju samajAvavAnuM bAkI rahyuM che. have huM A bimArImAMthI bacI zakuM tema lAgatuM nathI. kALa gojhAre mAre avazya zikAra karaze. pachI mArA bAbAnuM zuM ? Ama vicAra karatAM AMkhamAMthI AMsu AvI gayA. bAbe pUche che mammI ! tuM kema raDe che ? A zabdothI vahAlabharyA hetathI mAtAe tenA zarIra para hAtha pheravyo ne kahyuM, beTA! tuM DAhyo thaje. Ama kahe che tyAM teno pati AvI caDyo. pitAnA pati sAmuM daSTi karatAM pati tenA sAmuM jovA lAge. patnI kahe che nAtha ! have A dehamaMdiramAMthI AtyA : vidAya levAnI taiyArI karI rahyo che. A zabdathI patinI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA ? ane kahyuM ke tuM zuM bele che? prANanAtha ! have te huM jAuM chuM. Apane pharIne maLI te have kudaratane AdhIna che. meM Apane kAMI paNa aparAdha karyo hoya te mane mApha karajo. mArA gayA pachI Apa bIjI strI paraNaze te banavA joga che. te viSe huM kaMI kahetI nathI. huM Apane mAtra eTaluM ja kahuM chuM ke mArA putranI tame saMbhALa leje. ATaluM saMbhaLatAM patinI AMkhamAM AMsu paDI gayA ne belyA, zuM tane mArA vizvAsa nathI ? nAtha ! mane tamAre pUre vizvAsa che. phakta huM te tamane be zakha ja kahevA mAMguM chuM. kAraNa ke bhalabhalA paNa AMkha mIMcAyA pachI bhUtakALanA vacane bhUlI jAya che. Apa khoTuM na lagADaze. putra paranuM mIThuM vAtsalya mane A zabdo bolAve che. mArA aMtima zabdone yAda rAkhaje. mArA bALakane ApanA hAthamAM soMpuM chuM. hajI tamane kahuM chuM ke punarlagnanI IcchA thAya te bhale karaje paNa navI lAvyA pachI putra pratye dayA daSTi rAkhatA raheje. tethI navI mAtA paNa putra pratye vaphAdAra rahe. juo, ApaNI sAme cakalIno mALe che. emAM cakalI be baccAne janma ApIne marI gaI. pachI cakale bIjI cakalI lAvyuM. tyAM zuM banAva banyo te tame jANo cho? cakalA-cakalI cIMcI karavA lAgyA. te samaye ApaNane avAjathI kaMTALo Avya, ApaNe bahAra jevA gayA. cakale cakalIne mALAmAM belAve che paNa cakalI mALAmAM zA-110

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ad cArA zudha dAkhala thatI nathI. te enI bhASAmAM calAne kahI rahI che. e baccAne bahAra kADho. pachI huM aMdara Avu'. chevaTanA pariNAme cakalAe ane baccAne bahAra pheMkI dIdhA, tyAre cakalI aMdara dAkhala thaI. khasa, nAtha.! mAre Apane e ja kahevu che ke jojo hAM, mArA khALakanI A dazA na thAya ! ATaluM kahetAM tenI AMkhamAMthI daDadaDa AMsu paDyA. temaja pati paNa ceAdhAre AMsue raDatA khelyo. tane sAru ja thaI jaze. tu zA mATe Ama khele che? patnI peAtAnA khAkhA taraph daSTi karIne khelI-khAkhA ! huM have jAu chuM. tArA pappAnI AjJAnuM pAlana karaje. kadAca tArA pappA mArA gayA pachI bIjI paraNe tA tuM tenA pratye mammInA prema rAkhaje ane kayAre paNa tArA pappA bhAna bhUle tyAre cakalA- cakalInu dRSTAMta Apaje. A samaye enI sakhI paNa tyAM beThelI hatI. e pazu aMtimanA udUMgArA sAMbhaLI raDI paDI. chelle Avajo nAtha, kahetA zAntAdevInA AtmAe dehama dimAMthI vidAya lIdhI. samaya palaTAtA bhAna bhUlelA zeTha : patnInA javAthI cImanalAla zeThane khUba mAtrAta lAgyuM. mA paNu khUba raDe che. sau AzvAsana Ape che. e varSoM vItI gayA. pachI saunA kahevAthI zeTha karIne lagna kare che. te kanyAnuM nAma snehala hatu. te khUba rUpALI ane dekhAvaDI hatI paNa jeTalI bahArathI rUpavaMtI hatI teTalI svabhAvathI rUpavatI nahAtI. khasa, tenA jIvanamAM te paka, pAvaDara ane zaNagAra sajavA e ja jIvananu dhyeya hatu. temAM ja potAnA samaya pasAra karatI hatI. A badhu jotAM cImanalAla zeThane kayAre paNa vicAra na thayA ke navI mAmAnI khakhara le che ke nahi ? navInA jyArathI pagalA thayA tyArathI zeTha svacchatA, sAdAI, badhuM paravArI gayA hatA, ane patnInA rUpa pAchaLa pAgala banI peDhInu kAma saMbhALavAmAM paNa maMdatA AvI. skUlethI IndrakumAra ghera Ave tyAre tenA pitA kyAre kayAre pAse besADe ne khelAve. AthI navInA manamAM thayuM ke A karA Ave tyAre mArA raMgamAM bhaMga paDe che, tyArethI te tenI AMkhamAM khUMcavA lAgyA. vagara vAMke te putrane mAre, khAvApIvA na Ape ane pAchI pati pAse khATI khATI phariyAda kare. tenA haiyAmAM paDelA dveSanA taNakhAe e bhAna paNa bhUlAvI dIdhuM ke patinA putra te mArA ja putra che. svAthamAM paDelIe putrane duHkha devAnuM pUrepUruM zarU karI dIdhuM. kharekhara, namAyA khALakanI kevI dazA hoya che! patine ATaluM caDhAvyAthI patyuM nahi eTale kahevA lAgI ke jANe tamArA putra rAjakumAra na hoya ! tame koI divasa ene kaMI kaheA che. kharA ? meDhe caDhAvavAmAM khAkI rAkhyuM nathI. huM te huI kahIne thAkI paNa tamArI ahajAdA mAru kaMI sAMbhaLatA nathI. rAja ne roja kAna bhaMbheravAthI kahevata anusAra pheravyA pRththar krU' te rIte zeThanA mana upara paNa zeThANInI vAtanI asara thaI. tenA pariNAme prema ane vAtsalyanA jharaNAM sukAI gayA, ane krodhanI javALAo varasavA

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cAvA na 205 lAgI. mane jaNA taraphathI putra upara mArakUTa zarU thaI. AkarI karagare, kAlAvAlA kare, raDe paNa tenu keNu sAMbhaLe ? " IndrakumAra upara utarI paDelA duHkhanA pahADa " eka divasa dunethI thAkIne AvelA zeTha jayAM palaMga upara besavA jAya che tyAM zeThANIe bhayakara kakaLATa zarU karyAM, ane eka ja jhaghaDo mAMDaye ke tamArA kirAne huM ja ATalA divasa nabhAvI zakuM. have mArAthI A duHkha sahana thatu nathI. kAM tA ene sakhA, kAM te mane rAkhA. AthI zeThane khUba krAdha AvI gayA ne chekarAne khelAvyA Indra ! ahIM Ava. dhrUjatA hRdaye AMkhamAM AMsu sAratA zu' kahe che. khApujI ! tema kahIne caraNamAM paDayA. tyAM enA pitAe evI jorathI lAta mArI ke karI traNa galATIyA khAI gayA. hajI teA udhe mAthe paDayA che tyAM pAchA zeThe jai peTamAM lAtA mArI ane kahe che harAmakhAra! have mane tAru madru' atAvIza nahi. ema kahI khAvaDu jhAlIne mArathI chokarI keDamAMthI vAMkA vaLI gayA che chatAM DhaseDIne bahAra kADhI mUkayA ne bAraNA baMdha karI dIdhA. A vakhate kubhAryA evI navI mA hAza karIne sa tASa anubhavavA lAgI. chekarI bicArA bahAra beTho beTho dUra jaIne raDe che. cemAsAnA divaseA heAvAthI uparathI khUba varasAda paDe che. A samaye tenI mAtAne saMbhArIne mA... mA kahete dhrusake ne dhRsake raDavA lAgyA. eNe evu hRdayadrAvaka rUdana karyuM" ke leAkonA mukhamAMthI zabdo sarI paDayA. lAkhAnA pALanAra pitA jAya te bhale jAya paNa daLaNAMnI daLanAra mA na jaze. A samaye enI mAtAnI bahenapaNIne khabara paDI. te doDIne AvI. chekarAne chAtI same cAMpyo ne belI beTA ! raDIza nahi. ema kahIne AMsu lUchyA ne mAthe hAtha pheravyo. ahA hA....dAha saune dajhADe che paNa mAtAnuM hradaya khaLatA dilane ThAre che. kAM navI mAnI dRSTi ane kayAM pADazatru bahenapaNInI dRSTi " mAtAnI sakhIne ghera indrakumAranu Agamana "-sakhI peAtAne ghera laI gaI ne, kahyuM -meTA ! khAI le. chokarA kahe-mAsI ! mAre nathI khAvuM. ema kahI dhruske raDatA khoLAmAM paDaDyo. tenA manamAM thayuM ke mArI sagI mA sva mAMthI AvI lAge che, te rIte peAtAnuM hRdaya khAlI karyuM. mAsIe khUba DiMmata ApI, beTA ! raDIza nahi. tAru* du:kha maTI jaze. tuM jamI le, mAsI! mArA pappAe mane kADhI mUkayo che. have huM kayAM jaIza ? beTA ! raDIza nahi, je tane tArI mAe eka vAta karI hatI te tane yAda che ne? hA....hA....mAsI, jo tArA pappA divAnakhAnAmAM beThA che. tyAM khArI khullI che. tyAM jaIne tuM tArI mammIe kahelI vAta karaje. brekaro hiM mata karIne khArI pAse Ave che. have zeThane krodha ThaMDo paDayo hatA, ne hRdayanA bAraNA khullA thayA hatA. chekaro mArI pAse ubhA rahIne kahevA lAgyo, pappA....pappA! Ape mane gharamAM AvavAnI nA pADI che te huM nahi AvuM. bhagavAna mane jyAM mAga khatAvaze tyAM jaIza, paNa mAre tamane

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zALa na A nAnakaDI vAta kahevI che te sAMbhaLazo? zeTha kahe--bola, kahevuM che? pappA ! tamane pelA cakalA-cakalInI vAta yAda che ne? A zabdothI zeThanA kAna camakyA, ane sadaguNI, nirdoSa ane dharmaniSTha patnInI maratA samaye kahelI bhalAmaNuM yAda AvI. jANe zeThANI sAmA na ubhA hoya tema zeThANInA guNe emanI AMkha sAme taravaravA lAgyA. ahAhA...kayAM neha, saujanya, nikhAlasatA ane kayAM navInA svabhAvamAM kaMkAsa, ni-kuthalI, jhaghaDA ane ISyAM! huM kyAM bhUlya! zemAM mahI gaye? arara...meM ene zuM vacana ApyuM hatuM ke Aje A bALaka upara zuM julama karyo? Ama vicAratAM zeThane dIvAnI jema potAnI bhUle dekhAvA lAgI. hRdaya bharAI gayuM. bAMsunI dhArA vahevA lAgI. tarata ja zeTha palaMgamAMthI ubhA thayA. pastAvo karatA putra u52 nehanI umI varasAvatA bALakanI pAse javA taiyAra thayA. bhayano mAryo kare tarata ja tyAMthI vidAya thavA lAge. bALakane kayAM khabara che ke mArA pitA have pizAca maTane sAcA pitA banyA che. eTale e te raDate raDate deDavA lAgyo. tyAM zeThe ene mIne pakaDI lIdhe. are beTA kayAM jAya che? kayAM jAya che ? ema kahIne uMcakIne ghara bI cAlyA ne ghera AvIne patnIne kahe che sAMbhaLa, A mAro dIkaro game teTaluM |Ana kare chatAM tAre AjathI ene eka zabda paNa kahevAnuM nathI. tAre caDhAve tho chuM. mArA dIkarAne mArI mUDIne kADhI mUkaye paNa Aja eNe mArI sAme cakalA cakalInI vAtanuM je dazya khaDuM karyuM che te dazya evuM hatuM ke mArA hRdayanA paDadA khulI gayA che. A bALakane sArI rIte rAkhavA mATe je tuM taiyAra che te zahe, nahi te tArA piyara cAlI jA. patinA hadayane ekAeka palTa joine temaja pitAnA tarapha vipharelI AMkha joIne patnI samajI gaI ke have mAruM kAMI cAlavAnuM nathI. zeTha te kahIne bALakane laIne upara cAlyA gayA. upara jaIne pitAnI bhUlane pazcAtApa karatAM khUba raDe che. A samaye emanI agAzI nIce eka duHkhI yugala beThuM che ne te pitAnA duHkhanI vAta kare che. patnI patine AzvAsana ane hiMmata Ape che. A badhuM sAMbhaLatA cImanalAla zeThanuM hadaya vadhu ne vadhu paTAtuM gayuM, ne patnInA guNe yAda AvavA lAgyA. chevaTe yugalane upara bolAvI temanI pAsethI badhI vAta jANI le che ne temanA duHkhanA bhAgIdAra bane che. ( patinA hRdayane palTo thatAM patnIne paNa bhAna thaI gayuM ke bAbe nirdoSa che. meM A ghaNI vakhata dhamakI ApI hatI, vinA vAMke mAra paNa mAryo hato paNa kyAre e bALake tamArI pAse phariyAda karI nathI. enI kSamA ane dhIraja alaukika che. jyAre jyAre meM ene kaNa ApyuM tyAre paNa e bALaka ema ja kaheto ke have huM ema nahi

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zAzA darzana karyuM. enI kSamA ane dhIraja Aja mArI AMkha sAme taravare che. dhanya che enI kSamAne. have mArI bhUlanuM mane bhAna thayuM. Aje mane khyAla Ave che ke A bALakane stra ApanArI enI mAtA keTalI khAnadAna, sAjana, amIra ane saMskArI haze ke jethI mA bALakanuM ghaDatara AvuM suMdara AdaraNIya banyuM che. mAtApitAne vAta karatAM temaja arasaparasa pitAnI bhUlane pazcAtApa karatA joIne Indra doDIne tarata tenI mAtAnA caraNamAM paDI gayA. e mArI mA ! tuM raDIza nahi. tuM nirdoSa chuM. tAre ke mArA pitAne eka paNa deSa nathI, je ghaDI paLa bhajavAI gayA te mArA karmo bhajavAyA che, mATe Apa saheja paNa kalpAMta karaze nahi. ema kahIne Indra jyAre mAtApitAnA caraNamAM paDayo tyAre mAbApe haiyAnA hetathI tene chAtI same cAMpI lIdhe. basa beTA basa... ahIM beThelA mArA bhAIo ne bahene! Aje kSamApanAnA divase mAre tamane eTaluM ja kahevuM che ke jyAM sudhI ApaNuM jIvanamAM kSamA, ane dhairyatA nahi Ave tyAM sudhI zAzvate AnaMda prApta nahi karI zakIe. mATe AjanA divase jarUra eTaluM vicAra ke game tevA prasaMgamAM kSamAnA hathiyAra huM DIza nahi. bALake kSamA, dhIraja ane hiMmata rAkhI te eno jaya thaye, vijya thaye. AvI ja ApaNI pAMca pAMca mahinAthI gajasukumAla aNagAranA adhikAranI vAta cAle che. keTalI emanI kSamA ! gajasukumAla aNagAranA mAthe somile jalatA aMgArA mUkyA, chatAM keTalI kSamA rAkhI ! pitAnA bhAI gajasukumAla muni te kSe gayA paNuM saMmila brAhmaNe AvI rIte prANa lIdhA tethI kRSNajIne khUba dukha thayuM. bhagavAnanA vacana pramANe kRSNajIne joIne semila brAhmaNa bhayabhIta thaIne paDI gaye ne paDatAMnI sAthe tenA prANa cAlyA gayA. tenA maDadAne joIne kRSNavAsudevane khUba kaidha Ave ne temanA sAthIdArane kahyuM ke he devAnupriyo ! mArA bhAInuM akALa sANa karAvanAra A nirlajaja, akALe mRtyune cAhanAra A semila brAhmaNa che. enA maDadAne page bAMdhIne kUtarAne DhaseDe tema tame tene DhaseDIne nagaranI bahAra pheMkAvI do. tenuM zarIra apavitra che. AvA pavitra sAdhunI ghAta karanAre mANasa krodha kaSAyathI yukta apavitra heya. eja zarIrathI sparzayelI dharatI upara enA paramANuM rahI jAya te mArI nagarI apavitra nI jAya. mATe tame AkhI nagarI pANIthI dhavarAvIne sApha kare. A pramANe hukama karyo eTale caMDALAe somila brAhmaNanA mRtadehane page doraDI bAMdhIne DhaseDIne nagaranI bahAra pheM dIdhe, ane bIjA mANasoe nagarI peIne sApha karI. A badhuM kArya patAvIne kRNavAsudeva pitAnA mahelamAM cAlyA gayA. gajasukumAlanA A rIte kALadharma pAmyAnA samAcAra jANIne devakI mAtAne keTaluM duHkha thayuM haze te vAta anubhave tene khabara paDe

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24 zAradA darzana gajasukumAla aNugAranA adhikAra sAMbhaLIne amAre ne tamAre eka ja vAta samajavAnI che ke karelA karmo jIvane avazya bhAgavavAnA che. bheAgaLyA vinA chUTako nathI. ema samajIne kamanA udaya vakhate A dhyAna-raudradhyAna nahi karatAM samabhAvathI bhAgavI le. kama te jJAnI ke ajJAnI darekane udayamAM Ave che paNa manenA bhAgavavAmAM phera che. bhale hAya nAnI ke ajJAnI jana, sukha duHkha rahita na koI, nAnI vede dheyathI, ajJAnI veThe rAI jJAnI AtmA zubhAzubha kamano udaya samajIne samabhAvathI udayamAM AvelA kani bhogavI le che, ane ajJAnI jIva karmano udaya thatAM hAyavAya kare che, Ata dhyAna kare che. eTale udayamAM AvelAM karmo bhAgavatAM pAchA navA karmAM khAMdhe che. eTale catu ti saMsAramAM bhramaNa karavAnuM vadhe che. ane jJAnI samatApUrvaka karyAM bhAgavI le che, eTale tenuM bhavabhramaNa ghaTe che, ne teno jaldI mokSa thAya che. gajasukumAla aNugAre kSamA rAkhI teA badhA kane khapAvIne e ghaDImAM mekSe cAlyA gayA, ane upasarga ApanAra saumila brAhmaNa enA krarmAM bhogavavA dutimAM gayA. cAra cAra vedanA jANakAra evA brAhmaNunI sAdhune mAthe aMgArA mUkavAnI buddhi kadI na thAya, paNa enI duzruddhi thaI temAM navvANuM lAkha bhava pUrve khAMdhelu krama kAraNabhUta hatuM. e vAta agAu samajAvI che. A adhikAra sAMbhaLIne ApaNe gajasukumAla jevA kSamAvAna banIe te sAMbhaLyu lekhe gaNAze. Aje samaya thayeA che, paNa cAturmAsanI pUrNAhUtinA pavitra dina che. ApaNA adhikAra pUrA thayA paNa hajI pAMDava caritra bAkI che teA gheADIvAra caritra kahuM chuM, caritra:-kRSNajIe durgaMdhanane pAMca gAma pAMDavAne ApavA mATe samajAvyeA paNu udhina samajyuM nahi ne ekadama gusse thaIne kahevA lAgyuM ke, he kRSNa ! sAMbhaLeA. huM pAMDavAne eka tasu jagyA ApavAnA nathI. me' emane jIvatA rAkhyA che te ghaNu che. have te rAjya mAMgavAnI vAta karaze tA mArI nAMkhIza. agara jo temane temanA parAkramanA gava hAya tA kurUkSetranA medAnamAM Ave. mAru sainya temanuM svAgata karaze. durgaMdhanano uddhRta javAba sAMbhaLI kRSNe kahyuM-huM teA tArA hita khAtara kahevA Avyo hateA pazu tane mArI vAta gaLe utaratI nathI to have pAMDavAnu` parAkrama joI leje, vIrapurUSo yuddhathI DaratA nathI. vIrapurUSA mATe yuddha utsava samAna che. A pramANe kahI kRSNa sabhAnI bahAra nIkaLI gayA. dhRtarASTra, bhISmapitA vigere samajI gayAM ke kRSNe gusse thayA che, eTale temane zAMta pADavA temanI pAchaLa gayA ne kRSNane kahyuM ke mahAnapurUSo dunonA vacano sAMbhaLI kadI gusse thatA nathI. mATe Apa durgaMdhana upara dha karaze nahi. tame mahAna zaktizALI che. tamArI

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zA darzana sAme yuddhamAM kaI jItI zake tema nathI. pAMDavo paNa khUba parAkramI che, paNa dhananI mati bagaDI gaI che. e kaI rIte samaja nathI. bhISmapitAe karelI arajI - Apa te dayAnA sAgara che. te Apa amArA upara dayA karIne pAMDavone pakSa laIne yuddhamAM utaraze nahi. eTaluM amArUM kahyuM mAna tyAre zrIkRSNa bhISmapitAne kahyuM ke pAMDe pite zuravIra ne dhIra che. tethI huM yuddhamAM zA laIne laDIza nahi paNa ajunane sArathI banIne tenuM badhuM kAma pAra pADIza. kRSNanI vAta sAMbhaLIne bhISmapitA ane dhRtarASTra pitApitAnA sthAne cAlyA gayA. eTale kRSNajI karNa pAse AvyA. devAnupriye ! kRSNajI keTalA dayALu che. duryodhane temane mATe kevA zabdo kahyA hatAM, chatAM e bhUlI jaIne yuddha aTakAvavA mATe keTaluM kare che! kuSNujIe karNane ekAMtamAM laI jaIne kahyuM ke bhAI! tuM kuMtA pheIne putra che, paNa amuka kAraNasara janmatAMnI sAthe tane piTImAM pUrIne nadInA pravAhamAM vahete mUkI dIdhuM hatuM. nadImAM taNute tuM jIvate rahyo ne rAdhAne maLe tethI tuM rAdhAne putra kahevAya che. bAkI te tuM kuMtAphaIne jAye ane pAMDavone sahodara bhAI che. A vAta mane kuMtApheIe karI ne kahevaDAvyuM che ke tAre pAMDanA pakSamAM rahIne yuddha karavuM joIe. "kaNajIne kaNe ApelA javAbamAM kaNe kahyuM, meTAbhAI ! tamArI vAta sAcI che paNa duryodhane mane khUba sAtha Ape che. chatra, cAmara badhuM ApIne mane caMpAnagarIne rAjA banAve che. te mane pitAne sagabhAI ja mAne che. mArA upara tenA cAreya hAtha che. huM duryodhanane pakSa nahi choDuM. duryodhanane mATe prANa ApavA paDaze te ApavA huM taiyAra chuM, mATe mane yudhiSThiranA pakSamAM AvavAno Agraha na karaze. arjuna sivAya cAra bhAIe mane khUba vahAlA che mATe mAtAne kaheje ke huM ajuna sivAya keIne nahi mA. A yuddhamAM huM marIza athavA arjunane mArIza. bemAMthI ekanA mRtyu bAda pAMca putra te rahevAnA ja che. mATe ciMtA na kare. A pramANe kahIne karyuM tene ghera cAla ga. eTale zrIkRSNa pAMDurAjA pAse AvyA ne badhI vAta karI ke duryodhana pAMDane eka tasa jagyA ApavAnI cikhkhI nA pADe che te pachI aDadhuM rAjya ke pAMca gAma ApavAnI te vAta ja kyAM? paNa tamArA putranI khUba kSamA che, tyAre pAMDurAjAe gusse thaIne kahyuM ke have kSamA rAkhIne besI rahevA jevuM nathI. rAjya meLavavA pAMDu rAjAe karelI hAkala he kRSNa! tame te yAdavakuLanA zaNagAra che ne mahAbaLavAna che. te pAMDane sahAya kare. pAMDe ane yAdave bhegA thaI duSTa duryodhanane mArIne hastinApuranuM rAjya pAchuM meLave. tamArI sahAyathI pAMDavone avazya vijaya thaze, tyAre kuNe kahyuM ke pAMDe, kuMtA pheI badhA ApanA vigathI

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zArA darzana duHkhI thAya che ke Apane maLavA khUba jhaMkhe che. mATe mArI sAthe Apa dvArakA cAle, tyAre pAMDu rAjAe kahyuM ke jyAre pAMDave yuddhamAM vijaya prApta karaze tyAre ja huM temanuM mukha jaIza. te sivAya huM putrane mukha nahi batAvuM. mATe Apa dvArakA jaIne mAre A saMdeza pAMDene kaheje. A pramANe pAMDu rAjAno saMdeza laIne kRSNajI dvArakA AvyA ne pAMDene badhI vAta kahI. eTale pAMDene pANI caDhayuM ke pitAjInI AjJA thaI che mATe have ApaNe yuddha karavuM ja joIe. pitAjIno hukama thatAM pAMDee hAthI, ghoDA, ratha, pAyadaLa vigere caturaMgI senA taiyAra karI. chatrIsa prakAranA zathiI meTA meTA ghaNuM ratha bharI dIdhA. hAthI, ghoDA, ratha zaNagAryA. A rIte moTuM sainya sajI pAMDa yuddhamAM javA taiyAra thayA. kRSNanI senA paNa sAthe che. drapada rAjA, virATa rAjA pAMDavenI sahAyamAM moTuM sainya laIne AvyA che. temaja kRSNanA pakSamAM rahelA daza dazAha tathA nemi, satyanemi, mahAnemi Adi kumAre sainya sajIne taiyAra thayA. kRSNajI ane balabhadra paNa rathamAM beThA. yuddhanA raNazIMgA phUMkAvA bhagyA. zreSTha muhurta joIne pAMDa yuddhamAM javA mATe rathamAM bese che tyAre kuMtAmAtAe pitAnA pAMca putranA kapALamAM tilaka karIne mAthe hAtha mUkIne aMtaranA AzIrvAda ApyA ke he dIkarAe! zatruone harAvI vijayanI varamALA paherIne vahelA Avaje. mAtAnA AzIvAda laIne ratha hAMkyA. tyAM gAyonuM dhaNu, skUlethI bhaNIne AvatA bALake, paNa bharIne AvatI panIhArIo vigere ghaNAM ja zubha zukano thayA, ane dvArakA nagarInI bahAra paheMcyA tyAM temane nigraMtha munionA darzana thayA. rathamAMthI utarIne saue munirAjonA darzana karyA. temanA mukhethI mAMgalika sAMbhaLIne caraNaraja mastake caDhAvIne rathamAM beThA tyAre pAMDavee zrI kRSNane kahyuM, meTAbhAI! kevA sarasa zukana thayA! ApaNe te dravya rAjya levA jaIe chIe paNa mane te lAge che ke karmazatruo upara vijaya meLavIne zivapuranuM rAjya laIzuM. A pramANe vAta karatAM AnaMdapUrvaka AgaLa prasthAna karyuM. te vakhate pavana anukULa hate. hAthIe garjanA karatA hatA, ghoDAe harSamAM AvI haNahaNatA hatA. te samaye kRSNa tathA yudhiSThiranI senA gaMgA jamanAnI jema bhegI thaIne yuddhasAgarane maLavA jaI rahI hatI. " (pU. mahAsatIjIe yuddhanuM varNana TUMkamAM karyuM hatuM. je yuddhanuM varNana sAMbhaLatA zrotAonA hadaya kaMpI gayA hatA ane chevaTamAM samajAvyuM hatuM ke parigraha e pAMcamuM pApa che. tene meLave te pApa che ane meLavIne bhegavavuM te paNa pApa che ane choDatI vakhate paNa je AtmAnuM lakSa nahi heya ne hAyavarALa haze te cheDatI vakhate paNa pApa che. thora ene paDa vacce je bhayaMkara yuddha thayuM ane temAM seMkaDo mANase marAyA ke jemAM kaMIka kuTuMba ane parivAra paNa roLAI gayA. A badhAnuM je kAraNa hoya te parigrahanI mamatA che.)

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zAradA darzana keTa dhRtarASTranA badhA dIkarA yuddhamAM maryA hatA. chevaTe eka duryodhana bAkI hatuM te paNa laDAIne medAnamAM hemAmAM chelle zvAsa laI rahyo hato. te vakhate kRpAcArya, kutAmAM ane azvatthAmA traNe jaNAe kahyuM. he mahArAjA ! mahAna mAnavIomAM agragaNya Ape che. jethI Ape zatrunI sAme saheja paNa dInatA batAvI nathI paNa ame kRtana nIkaLyA ke jethI ApanI A dazA thaI paNa amArI bhAvanA che ke rAtrInA yuddha karIne pAMce pAMDanA mastaka kApIne ApanI sAme mUkIne ApanA traNamAMthI mukta thaIe. ahAhA..vairabhAva zuM nathI karAvate? duryodhana chellA zvAsa laI rahyo che chatAM A vAtathI harSita thaye ne AlIMganA ApIne kahe che, jAva jaldI pAMDanA mastaka kApIne mane batAve kema ke mArA prANa have vadhAre samaya TakI zake tema nathI. A kArya ekale azvatthAmA karI zake tema che. enA badale tame traNa jaNe che tethI avazya A kAma karI zakavAnA che. te traNa jaNAe pAMDenI chAvaNImAM AvIne yuddha mATe paDakAra karyo. paDakAra sAMbhaLatAM dhRdhuna ane zikhaMDI bahAra nIkaLyA. ane tarata ja yuddha zarU thayuM. bhayaMkara yuddha thatAM azvatthAmAe amegha zathI te baMnenA mastaka kApI nAMkhyA. AthI pAMDavenI senA bhAgI chUTI. A banAva banavAthI pAMca pAMDavoe krodhAvezamAM AvIne yuddhanA medAnamAM bhayaMkara yuddha. zarU karyuM ane azvatthAmAe pAMca bANethI pAMca pAMcAne ziraccheda karyo, ane khuza thaIne pAMca pAMcanA mastaka laIne duryodhana pAse AvyuM ne tenI sAme agnithI saLagAvyA. duryodhana pAMcAnA mastaka jatAM belI uThayo. arere. tame A zuM karyuM? mAre te pAMca pAMDavonA mastaka joItA hatA. tenA badale tame pAMcAlenI hatyA karI. Ama belI nisAse mUkate maraNane zaraNa thaye. bIjI bAju dhRtarASTrane yuddhanI badhI vAtanI jANa thatAM mUchita thaIne ya paDayA ne kalpAMta karavA lAgyA. A bAju pAMDene khabara paDI ke mArA pAMca putre marI gayA che tethI te paNa kalpAMta karavA lAgyA. AthI kRSNamahArAjAe temane saMsAranI asAratA samajAvI. pachI pAMDe kRSNanI sAthe dhRtarASTrane sAMtvana ApavA gayA. tyAM jaIne gAMdhArI tathA dhRtarASTrane praNAma karI zakAtura thaIne beThA. kRSNajIe kahyuM. phakta pAMca gAma tamAsa dIkarAne ApavAnA kahyA hatA. te paNa duryodhana ApI zakyo nahi. teNe A vinAza notaryo. A badhI bhUle duryodhane karI che. have Apa zAMta thAva. A pAMDave tamane kutAmAtA ane pAMDurAjA karatAM adhika sAcavaze. ema kahIne khUba khUba AzvAsana ApyuM. gAMdhArIe kahyuM ke mane yuddha kSetramAM laI jAva ane mArA dIkarAone mane aMtima darzana karAve. AthI pAMDe hAthanuM avalaMbana ApIne gAMdhArIne yuddhakSetramAM laI AvyA. tenI sAthe codhAra AMsue raDatI bhAnumatI temaja tenI badhI derANIe yuddhabhUminA zA-111

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zA darzana kSetre AvI. duryodhana, duHzAsana vigerenA zabane joIne gAMdhArI, bhAnumatI vigere badhI kSatriyANIo kALA pANIe vilApa karatI dhAra AMsue raDatI zabane vaLagI paDI. e rUdana evuM hatuM ke AkhuM jaMgala jANe raDatuM dekhAvA lAgyuM. A samaye gAMdhArInI dIkarI duzalyA paNa tyAM AvI pahoMcI ane pitAnA prANapriya pati jyadrathane marelo joIne atyaMta vilApa karavA lAgI. A pramANe badhI kSatriyANIe pitapotAnA patinI pAchaLa vananA jhADa rahe tevuM karUNa rUdana karavA lAgI. chevaTe yudhiSThire badhAne amRta samAna madhura vacanothI sAMtvana ApyuM ane yudhiSThiranI AjJAthI ane agnAstra vaDe badhA rAjAono agnisaMskAra karyo. badhI kriyAo patAvyA pachI badhAne hastinApura mokalyA. tyAra bAda jarAsaMdhe kuNa sAthe yuddha karyuM ane temAM kRSNajIno jyajyakAra thaye. pachI hastinApuranI prajAnA ne aneka rAjAonA khUba AgrahathI pAMce pAMDa hastinApura tarapha prayANa kare che. A samaye ghaNuM dezanA rAjAe temanA svAgatamAM AvyA. khuda kRSNa mahArAjA paNa temAM joDAyA. lokoe sAcA metIthI temane vadhAvyA. mahelamAM praveza karatA kuMtA mAtAe dahIM, geLa, cokhA, kaMkuthI vadhAvIne praveza karAvyuM. A samaye seMkaDo rAjAonI samakSamAM yudhiSThirane rAjasiMhAsane besADI rAjatilaka karavAmAM AvyuM. AthI prajA temaja kRSNa mahArAjAe yudhiSThira jevA putrane janma ApanArI kuMtAmAtAnI khUba prazaMsA karI ane yudhiSThire paNa kRSNajInA caraNamAM paDIne kahyuM ke A sthAna upara je ame AvyA hoIe te badhe Apane ja pratApa che, pachI badhA bhISma pitAmaha evA gurUdevane vaMdana karavA gayA. tyAM temaNe khUba upadeza Apyo. pitAmahane cAritra avasthAmAM jaIne pAMDavonI AMkhe AnaMda ane zokathI pANIthI bharAI gaI ane temanA caraNamAM vaMdana karatAM gAMgeya muninA caraNa temanI AMkhanA AMsuthI bhInA banI gayA. tyAra bAda pAMDee gurUdevane khUba khUba vinaMtI karI ke gurUdeva ! amane kaMIka samajAve, tyAre munie mokSa mArganuM svarUpa samajAvyuM. e sAMbhaLatA pAMDenA dila pIgaLI gayA ne dharmane pAmI gayA. AthI teo rAjya calAvavA chatAM temanuM rAjya dhArmika gaNAvA lAgyuM. pAMDave dharmanI prabhAvanA khUba karatAM AnaMdathI rAjya calAvavA lAgyA. - " draupadInuM apaharaNa :-eka vakhata nAradaRSi AvatA draupadIe temane satkAra-sanmAna na karyo, tethI te SinA manamAM gAMTha rahI gaI ane tenA pariNAme ghAtakI, khaMDanA padmanAbha rAjAe devanI sahAyathI draupadInuM apaharaNa karAvyuM, tyAM draupadInI ghaNI koTI thaI paNa te cAritrathI calAyamAna na thaI. A bAju pAMDee jyAre draupadIne na joI tyAre cAre bAju tapAsa karI. zodha karatAM draupadIno patto na paDatAM kuMtAmAtAe kRSNajI pAse sahAya mAMgI. kRSNajIe vacana ApyuM-phaIbA! gabharAze

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thAvA dazana nahi. huM draupadIne zodhI lAvIza. kRSNujIe traNe khaMDamAM draupadInI zeAdha karI paNa patto paDaco nahi tethI kRSNajI nirAza thaIne beThA. te samaye nAradajI tyAM AvyA. pUchaparacha karatAM khabara maLI ke draupadI ghAtakIkha'DamAM che. AthI badhA ghAtakIkhaMDamAM paheAMcyA. tyAM kRSNavAsudeve padmanAbha rAjAne harAvI vijaya meLaLye ne draupadIne laine badhA pAchA pharyAM. kRSNajIe pAMca pAMDavA ane draupadIne pahelA hADImAM besADIne mekalI ApyA. te kSemakuzaLa kinAre paheoMcI gayA ane pachI hADI pANImAM DUbADI dIdhI paNa kRSNajIne levA mAkalI nahi. ghaNA samaya thavA chatAM hADI nahi AvatA kRSNajI ciMtAtura banyA. pAMDavAnI ciMtA karatA potAnA bhujAmAthI dari tarIne kinAre AvyA. pAMDavone jIvatA joI ne kuSNujIne khUba AnaMda thayA. pachI rathamAM pAMca pAMDavAne ne draupadIne besADayA. tyAM kRSNujIe kahyuM-he pAMDave ! mane tamArI khUba ciMtA thatI hatI paNa tame te kSemakuzaLa dariyA tarIne paheAMcI gayA. te zu' hADI rastAmAM bhAMgI gaI hatI ? nA....nA. ame te hADImAM AvyA chIe. te mane hADI pAchI kema na mekalI ? pAMDavoe kahyuM-tamAru. khaLa jovA ame haiADI pANImAM DUbADI dIdhI. A sAMbhaLIne kRSNajIne khUba gusso Avye ne gadA upADI paNa draupadInI AjIjIthI pAMca pAMDavAne jIvatadAna ApyuM paNa tyAM temane kahI dIdhuM ke have tame mArI hadamAM Avaze nahi. AthI ratha jyAM bhAMgyA tyAM pAMDavoe vasavATa karyAM ane te nagarInuM nAma pAMDu mathurA paDayuM. dha rAjA pAMDumathurAmAM AnaMdathI rAjya calAve che. sArI prajA svarganA jevA sukhA bhAgave che. 46 pAMDurAjAnA vairAgya ' -eka divasa koi deve pAMDurAjA pAse AvIne kahyuMhe rAjana ! nemanAtha bhagavAne bhAMkhyu che ke sArI dvArakA nagarIno agnithI nAza thaze. A sAMbhaLIne pAMDurAjAnA manamAM khUba duHkha thayuM. kharekhara, bhagavAnanA vacana traNa kALamAM paNa asatya na thAya. ahA ! A sauMsAramAM kyAMya sAra nathI. jo temanAtha bhagavAna ahI' padhAre te huM temanI pAse sayama lauM. nemanAtha bhagavAna te kevaLajJAnI hatA. temaNe pAMDurAjAnA manano vicAra jANI lIdhA ane gAma, nagara, pura, pATaNa vicaratA vicaratA bhagavAna tyAM padhAryAM. bhagavAne saMsAranI asAratA samajAvI ane pAMDurAjAe tyAM peAtAnA putrAnI AjJA laIne temanAtha bhagavAna pAse dIkSA lIdhI. pachI bhagavAnanI AjJAnusAra sayamanu suMdara rIte pAlana karatAM prabhunI sAthe vicaravA lAgyA. pAMDavA ane draupadI adhA viSayasukha bhogavatAM AnadathI rahe che. tyAM draupadIe gabha dhAraNa karyAM ane pUrNa samaya thatAM draupadIe atyaMta tejasvI putrane janma ApyA. putra janmanI khuzAlImAM pAMDavAe yAcakone khUba dAna ApyuM. kedIone khaMdhanamAMthI mukta

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zAradA daza'na karyAM. putranuM nAma pAMDusenakumAra rAkhyuM. pAMDusenakumAre 18 vaSa~nI uMmaramAM badhI vidyA zIkhI lIdhI. pachI pAMDavAe tenA lagna karyAM ane yudhiSThira mahArAjAe temane yuvarAjapada ApyuM. dvArakAnA nAzanI vAta sAMbhaLatAM kuMtAmAtAnA kalpAMta '' :-eka divasa jarAsakumAra tyAM AvyA ne kahe che mahArAjA ! sAMbhaLe. sArI dvArakA nagarIno nAza thaI gayA che ne trikhaMDa adhipati kRSNavAsudeva paNa mRtyu pAmyA che. kRSNavAsudeve peAtAnA kaMThano hAra ApIne kahyuM che ke kuMtA pheI ne A Apo ne kahejo ke A tamArA piyaranI chellI bheTa che. have tamAru piyara marI paravAryuM che. A sAMbhaLIne kuMtAjI mUti thaIne bhoMya paDI gayA ne eve kALA kalpAMta karavA lAgyA ke temanuM rUdana joIne badhA raDavA lAgyA. kuMtAjI bhAnamAM AvatA khelavA lAgyA ke A tA gajama thai gayA. ahA ! mArA bhatrIjA samAna duniyAmAM koI bhAI nathI. je paropakAra karavAmAM ziromaNI hatA. tenAthI dvArakA nagarI IndrapurI samAna ze|bhI rahI hatI. evA mArI bhatrIjo have mane kayAM maLaze ? Ama khUba kalpAMta karavA lAgyA. dha rAjAe temane samajAvIne khUba zAMta karyAM. pachI kuMtAmAtA peAtAno samaya dharma dhyAnamAM vItAvavA lAgyA. 46 jarAsakumAranA mukhethI dvArakA nagarI maLyAnI ane kRSNajInA mRtyunI vAta sAMbhaLIne pAMDavonA dilamAM khUba du:kha thayuM. tee vicAra karavA lAgyA ke temanAtha bhagavAnane dhanya che ke jemaNe AvA duHkhamaya sa'sArano tyAga karyAM ne ApaNe te mAThunA kIcaDamAM phasAyA chIe. ApaNuM kalyANu kevI rIte thAya ? ApaNe atyAre saMsAranA sukhA bhAgavyA. te pahelAM yuddhamAM aneka mANaseAno sahAra karI karmAM khAMdhyA. have te A kama baMdhanamAMthI chUTavA mATe A sa MsArano tyAga karI saMyama mArga apanAvavA joI e meharAjAno moTA putra rAga ke jeNe amane asAra vastuomAM sAra rUpa manAvIne temAM gUMthAvI zakhyA, ane dveSe amane baMdhuonA prANu viyeAga karAvavA mATe pravRttimaya banAvyA. have tA mAhano tiraskAra karIne jagata uddhAraka nemanAtha bhagavAnanA zaraNe jaI AtmAne ujjavaLa banAvIe, paraMtu khabara nathI ke bhagavAna atyAre kaI bhUmine pAtAnI dezanAthI pAvana karI rahyA che. temanAtha bhagavAne pAMDavAnI vairAgyabhAvanA jANIne potAnA dhamaghaSa munine pAMDumathurA mAkalyA. vanapAlake muni padhAryAnI vadhAmaNI ApI tethI pAMDavAne khUba AnaMda thayA. pAMca pAMDavA peAtAnA parivAra sahita muninA vaMdana karavA mATe gayA, bhaktibhAvapUrvaka munine vaMdana karI pAMDavA tyAM beThA. pachI dhoSa munie vairAgyarasathI bharapUra dezanAno prAra'bha karyAM. munie soMsAranI asAratA ane mAnavabhavanI durlabhatA khUba suMdara rIte samajAvI. munino upadeza sAMbhaLIne pAMDavAne khUba ha thayA. pachI pAMDavoe vinayapUrNAMka

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A dAna 25 la'dana karIne munine pUchyu-he bhagavaMta! ame pUrvabhavamAM kANu hatA ane kevI rIte A saoNMsAranA vipula sukhA meLavyA che ! te Apa kRpA karIne amane kahyuM. munie kahelA pAMDAnA pUrva bhava -muni kahe che ke pAMDavA! tame pUrvabhavamAM pAMca bhAIo hatA. surati, zAntanu, deva, sumati ane guNabhadra e tamArA nAma hatA. pUnA pApanA udayathI lakSmI cAlI jatA tame nina banI gayA. AjIvikA mATe tame rAta divasa pharatA hatA. eTalAmAM eka yazeAdhara nAmanA munino tamane saMga thayA. munie tamane dhanu' ane karmanuM svarUpa samajAvyuM. munino upadeza sAMbhaLI vairAgya AvatA tame badhAe dIkSA lIdhI. gurU AjJAmAM rahuIne saMyamanI suMdara sAdhanA karIne ugra tapa karavA lAgyA. surati munie kanakAvalI tapa karyAM, zAntanu surnie ratnAvalI tapa, devamunie muktAvalI tapa, sumatimunie siddhaniSkriDita tapa karyuM ane guNabhadra munie mA vadhamAna tapa karyAM. A rIte aghAra tapazcaryAM karI apramattapaNe saMyama pAlana karI aMtima samaye aNuzana karI AyuSya sthiti pUrNa karI sarvAsiddha vimAnamAM utpanna thayA. tyAM 33 sAgaropamanu AyuSya bhogavI tyAMthI cavIne hastinApuramAM pAMDurAjAne ghera putrapaNe janmyA. dharmanA prabhAve Apa mahAna sukhasamRddhi pAmyA. " pAMDavAne vairAgyabhAva jAgatAM lIdhelI dIkSA ';-dha gheSa muninI thANI sAMbhaLIne pAMDavAne vairAgya Avye ane sArA divase pAMDusenakumAraneA rAjyAbhiSeka karI pAMDavAe dha`ghASa muni pAse dIkSA lIdhI. pAMDavAnI sAthe draupadIe tathA kuMtAmAtAe dIkSA lIdhI, pAMDusenakumAre dIkSAmaheAtsava khUba ThAThamAThathI ujajgyA. pAMDavoe apramattabhAve vicaratA dvAdazAMgInA abhyAsa karyAM ane draupadIjIe 11 aMganA abhyAsa karyAM. bhIma munie bhISaNa abhigraha dhAraNa karyAM ke ucchavRttithI cha mahinA sudhI mAru jIvana calAvavu, temanA te abhigraha cha mahine pUrNa thaye.. tyAra bAda te pAMDavamunie bahAranA janapAmAM vihAra karavA lAgyA. te samaye temaNe lAkonA mukhethI vAta sAMbhaLI ke advaita ariSTanemiprabhu vihAra karatA saurASTra janapadamAM padhAryAM che. mATe ApaNe sthavira munienI AjJA meLavIne bhagavAnanA darzana karavA javuM joIe. A pramANe vicAra karI sthavira bhagavaMtAnI AjJA laIne abhigraha karyAM ke bhagavAnanA darzana na thAya tyAM sudhI mAsakhamaNunA pAraNe mAsakhamaNu karavA. A rIte abhigrahu laI ne muni vihAra karatA hastikalpa nagaramAM AvyA. tyAM samAcAra maLyA ke temanAtha bhagavAna giranAra parvata upara 536 aNugArenI sAthe mAkSe padhAryAM. A samAcAra sAMbhaLatA temanA abhigraha pUrNa na thavAthI temaNe paNa zatruMjaya paryaMta upara jaIne saMcAra karyAM. e mAsanA saMthAro pALI te pAMDava munie mekSe padhAryAM. draupadI paNa ghaNAM varSoM sama

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cer cAravA dAna pALI pAMcamA brahmadevalAkamAM gayA. tyAMthI sthiti pUrNa karI mahAvideha kSetramAM janma laI mAkSe jaze. vItarAganI AjJA pramANe have vihAra karavAnA che tethI pAMDava caritra ma phUMkAvIne Apane samajAvyuM che. bhAI A ne baheno ! samaya tA ghaNA thai gayA che paNa Ajano divasa cAturmAsanI pUrNAhUtino che. A prasaMge eTaluM ja kahevA mAMgu chuM ke pAMca pAMca mahinA sudhI Apa zrI sa Mghe satata vItarAga vANI zravaNu karavAno lAbha lIdhA che. jemAM gajasukumAlano adhikAra ane pAMDava caritra raju karavAmAM AvyA. gajasukumAlano utkRSTa vairAgya, saMyama sAdhanAnA divase ja khAramI paDimA vahana karavAnI utkRSTa bhAvanA, bhagavAna nemanAthanI AjJA maLatA meAkSagAmI jIvane maLelI sa Mmati, ane tadnusAra te ja rAtre bAramI piMDamA vahana karavA smazAna bhUmimAM gajasukumAlamuninuM gamana, pUrva nA kaeNmeye semilane AvelA Aveza ane dhyAnAvasthAmAM ubhelA munine mAthe pALa khAMdhI mUkelA dhagadhagatA aMgArA, khIcaDI khadakhade tema khAparI khadakhadavA chatAM muninI apUrva kSamA, pariNAme aMtardhyAnamAM sthira thatAM kevaLa jJAnanI jyAta pragaTAvI mAkSamAM gamana. A khadhu varNana pAMca mahinA sudhI Apa badhAe suMdara rIte zravaNu karyu che. AzA rAkhuM chuM ke Apa badhA zAstranuM zravaNu karIne namAM sAcI zraddhA ane apUrva bhAva pragaTAvaze, A rIte pAMDavacaritramAM paNa ghaNuMghaNuM jANavA ne samajavA maLyuM che. dharma rAjA jugAra ramyA tenu keTalu bhayaMkara pariNAma AvyuM te tamArI sAme raju karyu " tethI ghaNA bhAI-bahenAe jugAra nahi ramavAnI pratijJA karI. pAMDavAe peAtAnA jIvanamAM keTakeTalA kaSTo veThacA te badhu Ape sAMbhaLyuM. ahAhA....kacAM pAMcAlI pAMca pAMDavAnI mahArANI ane kyAM karmAMe tene virATa rAjAnI rANInI dAsI banAvI ! kayAM samatha zaktivALA bhIma ane kayAM krame tene rasoI ce manAvyA ! kayAM dhanurdhArI anuna ane kAM e saMgItakAra anya!! A rIte pAMce pAMDavA, draupadI ane kuMtAmAtAe vanavAsanA kevA kevA kaSTo veThacA ane cAritranuM rakSaNa karatA konA pahADo tUTI paDacA chatAM DaLyAM nahi. ahAhA....... brahmacarya pAlanamAM temanI zUravIratA ! AvuM aneka rIte prathama bhUmikA vakhatanuM pAMDavAnu pavitra jIvana temaja khAra bAra varSa vanavAsa ane teramuM varSa gupta. tyAM zuM zuM banAva banyA te ApanI pAse rajI karavAmAM AvyA. chevaTamAM vanavAsanA 13 varSa pUrA karI rAjyamAM AvyA chatA dUdhananI durbhu.ddhi sudharI nahi ane pAMDavAne phakta pAMca gAma paNa ApavA taiyAra na thayA, tyAre na chUTake laDAinA medAnamAM pAMDavA ane kauravonu bhayaMkara yuddha thayuM. tenuM sapUrNa varNana ApaNe karIe eTalA samaya ApaNI pAse na rahyo tethI sa MkSepamAM eTalu kahI devAmAM AvyuM ke bhaya...kara yuddha thayuM. chevaTamAM kahevata anusAra satyanA jaya thaye eTale pAMDavono vijaya ane kauravonA parAjaya thayA. pachI rAjasattA upara dharmarAjA AvyA. pAMca pAMDave parivAra sahita saMsArI sukhamAM AnaMda killela karatA rahevA lAgyA. mahApurUSo saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM alipta rahe che. pAMca pAMDavo ane draupadmIne mahAna saMtanA bheTa thAya che. saMtanA upadeza

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zAradA darzana 887 sAMbhaLe che karmanI philesejI jANavAnI jijJAsu banI gurU bhagavaMtane prazna pUche che bhagavAna! ame pUrvabhavamAM zuM kAryo karyA ke saMsAramAM mahAna sukhane meLavyA? gurU bhagavaMtapUrva bhava samajAvyo ane gurU upadeza sAMbhaLavAthI cAritra mArganI zraddhA thaI, ane badhAe cAritra grahaNa karyuM. pAMDavo badhA saMsAramAM rahyA paNa kharA ne saMsAra choDyo paNa khare. chevaTamAM saMthAre karI pAMce pAMDavo mekSamAM gayA ne draupadI ekAvatArI banyA. A badhuM varNana samajAvavAmAM AvI gayuM che. A badhA AtmAoe jema saMsAranA sukhane jANIne choDyo tema tame badhA paNa A mArga upara Ave. A badhI vAtane sAra jIvone umAgethI pAchA vALI sanmArge lAvavAno che. kharekhara saMtenI IcchA che e ja hoya che ke tamane sAdhu banAvavA, paNa jo tame sAdhu na banI zaktA che te zrAvaka te banavuM che ne ? are, zrAvaka na banI zake te samakitI bane. A paNa azakya hoya te chevaTe mArgAnusArI te banavuM ja joIe. koI paNa rIte jIva AvA guNene prApta kare e bhAvanAthI upadeza ApavAmAM Ave che. tame hRdayamAM kerI rAkhaje ke mAre karavA jevuM hoya te dharma che, cheDavA je saMsAra che, levA je saMyama che ane meLavavA jevo mekSa che. samaya ghaNe thaI gayuM che. vadhu nahi kahetAM ahIMthI viramuM chuM. zAMti. cAturmAsanI pUrNAhutinA divase rasIkabhAI zAhe raju karela vaktavya , paramapUjya, jenazAsananI virala vibhUti, mahAna viduSI, vItarAga vANInA nAde mehanidrAmAM poDhelA ne jAgRta karanAra, prakhara vyAkhyAtA bA.bra. pU. zrI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI temaja anya mahAsatIjIe ! - pU. mahAsatIjI ApaNI paMdara paMdara varSanI vinaMtIne mAna ApI zrI saMghane AMgaNe maMgala cAturmAsa padhAryA tyArathI ApaNe saMgha tapa ane tyAgathI tejasvI bane che. je kSetranA mahAna puNyadaya hoya che te kSetramAM AvA mahAna pavitra mahAsatIjInA punita pagalA thAya che. pU. mahAsatIjInA maMgala cAturmAsathI ApaNuM berIvalI kSetra pAvana banyuM che. pU. mahAsatIjIe pAMca pAMca mahinA sudhI vItarAgavANIne ekadhAro lAbha Ape che. temanI vANImAM evI adUbhUta AkarSaka zakti che ke abUjha, ajJAna che paNa baMdha pAmI jAya che. upAzrayamAM paryuSaNa sivAya nahi AvanArA paNa dararoja upAzraye Ave che ne kaMI ne kaMI dharmArAdhanA kare che. pU. mahAsatIjInI eka ja bhAvanA che ke vItarAga zAsanane bagIce dAna, zIyaLa, tapa ane bhAvanAnA phUlaDA khIlAvIne maghamaghate banAvuM. sarva jI zAsanarasI bane. e rIte athAga parizrama karIne ApaNA saMghane maghamaghate banAvyuM che. ApaNA saMghamAM kadI nahi thayela evA bheLaseLa mA khamaNa, ekavIsa, vIsa, seLabhaththA Adi tapazcaryA ghaNu thaI. aThThAI navAIne

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e hA cana kAIno tA pAra ja na hatA. huM jarUra khIza ke AvI tapazrcaryAM rIvalInA itihAsamAM kadI thaI nathI. temaja ApaNe tyAM khA. bra. pU. zeAbhanAbAI mahAsatIjIe upavAsano siddhitapa karyAM. mA. bra. pU. caMdanabAI mahAsatIjI ane mA. bra. pU. harSidAbAI mahAsatIjIe mAsakhamaNunI ugra tapazcaryA karI. e ApaNA saMdhanA aheAbhAgya che. pU. mahAsatIjInA punita pagalA ApaNe tyAM thayA tyArathI ja mAsakhamaNanI ugra tapazcaryAnI zarUAta thaI te AsA mahinA sudhI ekadhArA pravAha cAlu rahyo. dAna, zIyaLa, tapa ane bhAvanAnA pUra umaTayA. A cAturmAsanA yaza pU. mahAsatIjInA phALe jAya che. A cAturmAMsa kharIvalInA itihAsamAM suvarNAkSare aMkti thaze. AvA lAbha vAravAra maLavA muzkela che. saMghanA bhAIbaheneAe khUba lAbha lIdhA che. anekavidha vrata-niyamo ghaNI moTI saMkhyAmAM thayA che. pU. mahAsatIjIe ApaNA nAnA saMghane bRhad mubaImAM mATo koM che. AvA jJAnI, gabhIra ane guNIyala gurUNI ravivAre ApaNe tyAMthI vidAya leze. temane vidAya ApatA ApaNuM haiyuM bharAI jAya che. pU. mahAsatIjIno ApaNA upara mahAna upakAra che. pU. mahAsatIjIe ApaNI pAse kSamA mAMgI, te pU. mahAsatIjIne te kSamApanA mAMgavAnI na heAya. ApaNe badhA bhUlane pAtra chIe, A cAturmAMsanA pAMca mahinAmAM ApaNA saghanA koI paNa bhAI-mahenathI pU. mahAsatIjInA ThANA-8 nI koI paNa abhinaya, azAtanA abhakti thaI hAya agara ApaNe pU. mahAsatIjInI sevA na karI zakayA hAI e te huM ApaNA sakaLa saMgha vatI, kamiTInA sabhyo vatI pU. mahAsatIjI pAse kSamA mAMgu chuM. pU. mahAsatIjI vizALa dilanA che. te ApaNane kSamA Apaze tevI AzA rAkhuM chuM. pU. mahAsatIjI vidAya leze. ATaluM khelatA hRdaya bharAI jAya che. hu joI zakuM chuM ke dareka bhAi-baheneAnI AMkho viyoganA AMsuthI chalakAI gaI che. A batAvI Ape che ke ApaNane pU. mahAsatIjI pratye keTale prema che! aMtamAM pU. mahAsatIjI pAse huM pharI pharIne kSamA yAcuM chuM ane vinaMtI karU' chuM ke pU. mahAsatIjI! Apa A kSetramAM dhama bhAvanAnu je bIja vAvIne jAme che. tene si Mcana karavA vahelA vahelA khArIvalImAM padhAraze.. A nAnakaDA saMdhane bhUlI na jazA ne pharIne cAturmAsanA lAbha Apaze. eTalu kahI vaktavya khaMdha karuM chuM. ( jaya jinendra ) rasIkabhAi pArekha H-parama pUjya, paMcamahAvratadhArI, prakhara vyAkhyAtA, mahAna viruSi khA. bra. pU. zAradAmAI mahAsatIjI tathA anya satIjI! mAtA, baheneA, vaDIle ane bhAI e ! Aja roja pU. mahAsatIjIne vidAya ApavA mATe ApaNe badhA ekatra thayA chIe. ghaNA varSonI ApaNI vinaMtInA svIkAra karI pU. mahAsatIjI borIvalImAM cAturmAsa padhAryAM. pU. mahAsatIjInA cAritranA prabhAve cAturmAsamAM ane utsAha ne AnaMda tyAM che. dAna, zIyaLa, tapa-bhAvanAnI bharatI AvI che. ApaNA sadbhAgye ApaNune eka adhika mAsanA lAbha maLyo che. A pAMca mAsamAM ApaNA saMdhamAM kadI nahi thayela evI adbhUta tapazcaryA

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zAhA ane thaI che. jemAM ghaNAM bhAI bahenee AjIvana brahmacaryavratanI pratijJAo karI. soLa soLa mA khamaNa, upavAsane eka siddhitapa tathA 21, 20, 16, 10, 9, 8 ane chakAInI nAnI moTI maLI basa (200) uparAMta tapazcaryAo thaI. mArA mata mujaba paMrA vibhAgamAM ApaNe berIvalI saMgha jaina vastInA pramANanA hisAbe tapazcaryAmAM pahele Ave che. pAMca mAsa ApaNA saMghamAM paryuSaNa jevA ja rahyA ane saMdha dharmArAdhanAthI gAjate ne guMjate rahyo che. A badhe prabhAva pU. mahAsatIjIne che. temanI vyAkhyAna ApavAnI zailI evA prakAranI che ke nAnA moTA dareka vargane eka vakhata vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyA pachI bIje divase tenA anusaMdhAnanuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA mATe acUka AvavuM ja paDe. eTale zrotAgaNane pakaDI ane jakaDI rAkhavAnI zakti pU. mahAsatIjImAM che. temanI vANImAM evuM amRta bharyuM che ke te darekanA hRdayamAM ArapAra utarI jAya che. AvI che temanI tejasvI vyAkhyAna zailI. A cAturmAsa berIvalI saMghanA ItihAsamAM suvarNAkSare lakhAze ane haMmezane mATe yAda raheze tevuM abhUtapUrva banyuM che. pU. mahAsatIjI berIvalI padhAravAthI dharmabhAvanAnI jyota pragaTI che. berIvalI saMghane jAgRta karavA mahAsatIjIe pAMca pAMca mahinA sudhI satata vItarAgavANune dhodha vahAvyuM che. te badala ApaNe temanA vANI chIe. pU. mahAsatIjI pharIne borIvalI padhArI amane lAbha Apaje evI huM berIvalI saMgha vatI Apane namra vinaMtI karuM chuM. pU. mahAsatIjIe ApaNI pAse kSamA mAMgI te temanI saraLatA, namratA ne udAratA che. pU. mahAsatIjIe ApaNI pAse kSamA mAMgavAnI hoya ja nahi. ApaNe temane ghaNI vAra aparAdha karyo haze ane jANatA ajANatA ApaNAthI nAnIme TI ghaNI bhUlo thaI haze te mATe ApaNe namratApUrvaka kSamA mAMgavI joIe. pU. mahAsatIjI Adi ThANa 8 nuM ApaNAthI mana dubhAyuM hoya, temanI sevAbhakti na karI zakyA hoya agara sevAbhakti karavAmAM kacAza rahI hoya te mana-vacana-kAyAthI mArAthI temaja menejIMga kamITI vatI tathA zrI saMgha vatI pU. mahAsatIjI pAse kSamA mAMguM chuM. ' pU. mahAsatIjI ! Apane vidAya ApatA amArA aMtaramAM khUba dukha thAya che. amArI AMkho azruthI bharAI jAya che. aMtamAM vihAramAM Apane khUba zAtA rahe ane Apa dinapratidina vItarAga zAsanane vadhu unnata banAve, te mATe prabhu Apane zakti pradAna kare e ja mArA aMtaranI prArthanA sahita viramuM chuM. jaya jinendra, dhanasukhabhAI pAdazAhaH-paramapUjya, pratibhAzALI, vaMdanIya, mahAna jJAnI, mahAna viduSI bA.bra. pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI tathA anya mahAsatIjIe ! mAtAo, bhAIo, ne bahene ! je cAturmAsanI ApaNe cAtaka pakSInI jema rAha jotA hatA te cAturmAsane paMdara varSe ApaNane lAbha maLe. pAvanakArI cAturmAsanA pAMca pAMca mahinA palakArAmAM pasAra thaI gayA, te ApaNane khabara paDI nahi. 5, mahAsatIjIe tA. 22 junanA divase borIvalImAM cAturmAsa maMgala praveza karyo hate ane tA, 25 navembaranA divase cAturmAsa zA-112

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zAha zana pUrNa karI. tA. 27mIne ravIvAre pU mahAsatIjI vihAra karaze. pU. mahAsatIjI padhAyAM tyAre saunA dilamAM khUba AnaMdanI urmio uchaLatI hatI. ane Aje ApaNe saunA dilamAM khUba duHkha thAya che. pU. mahAsatIjIe pAMca mahinA sudhI vItarAga vANane akhalita pravAha vahAvya che ane ApaNane amUlya vAnagI pIrasI che. temaja athAga parizrama karI ApaNuM kSetramAM jathAbaMdha vahepAra karyo che. teo holasela vahepArI che. vahepArIne kamANu thatI hoya tyAre game teTaluM kAma kare te paNa thAka lAge nahi tema ApaNuM pU, mahAsatIjIne vahepAra dhamadhokAra cAlatuM hatuM eTale temane thAka lAge nathI. pU mahAsatIjInI tabiyata ghaNIvAra barAbara na hoya chatAM tene nahi gaNakAratA ApaNane vitarAga vANane lAbha Ape che. - pU. mahAsatIjInuM AtmabaLa adUbhUta che. paropakArI AtmAo bIjAnA hita mATe pitAnA dehanI darakAra karatA nathI, te ja rIte pU. mahAsatIjIe pitAnA zarIranI paravA ryA vinA ApaNane dharma pamADavA mATe athAga parizrama karyo che. jainetaree paNa pU. mahAsatIjIne khUba lAbha lIdhuM che. paryuSaNa pachI paNa upAzraya mAnavamedanIthI bharacaka rahyo che, te pU. mahAsatIjInI vANIne prabhAva che. pU. mahAsatIjInI vANImAM alaukika jAdu che. temanA vyAkhyAnanA pustako paradezamAM paNa khUba prasiddhi pAmyA che, ane jaina-jainetara sahu te jJAnano lAbha le che. AvA saMte naukA samAna che. te pite tare che bIjAne tAre che. A cAturmAsamAM tapazcaryAo khUba thaI che. navA navA vrata niyamo thayA che. prabhAvanAo paNa khUba sArI thaI che je ATalA varSomAM rekorDa teDyo che. AvuM cAturmAsa ApaNuM sadabhAgye ja sAMpaDyuM che. samaya ghaNe thaI gayo che. mArA pahelA baMne rasIka mAI ghaNuM kahI gayA che, eTale huM mahAsatIjInI kSamA mAMgI pharIne berIvalI kSetrane pAvana karavA vahelA vahelA padhAraze ane cAturmAsane lAbha aApaze. zAsanadeva Apane khUba zakti Ape, Apa vihAramAM khUba zAtA pAme. evI prArthanA sahita viramuM chuM. che. zAradA darzana bhA 1-ra-3 samApta tA. ka. pU. mahAsatIjIe vyAkhyAna pAMca mahinA dararoja pharamAvyA che paNa pustaka ghaNuM moTuM thaI javAthI kAMIka babbe vyAkhyAnane sAra bhegA karI e keka vyAkhyAnamAM lakhe che. zAradA darzana pustakamAM kaI paNa prakAranI bhUla rahI hoya te vyAkhyAnakArakanI ke lakhavAranI narthI paNa mudraNa deza che. te A mATe vAMcake ne vinaMtI karavAmAM Ave che ke Apane vyAkhyAna chApavAmAM presanI koI bhUla dekhAya te zuddhipatrakamAM jeze, chatAM kaI bhUla dekhAya te vAMcakone sudhArIne vAMcavA namra vinaMtI che.

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khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA sva. AcArya gacchAdhipati pUjya gudeva bA. ba. zrI ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanA navakAra maMtranuM smaraNa karI, vardhamAna svAmIne caraNe paDI. sAra vinAnA saMsArathI taravA, gurUguNaguMjane muktine varavA sarasvatIdevI jIbha para besaje, zuddha amArI mati re karaje svIkAruM zaraNuM tamAruM Aja, aka5 guNane kahevAne kAja. dejo akSarajJAna anaMtu, gurUdevanuM cAritra hatuM baLavaMtu divya prasAdI Apaje mujane, vaMdana karuM chuM bhAvathI tujane. rinagurUjIne kahuM chuM ke, eka citte tame sAMbhaLajo leke buddhivaMta pAse mArI zI buddhi, indu pAse jevI tArAnI riddhi. kehInUra pAse zuM kAcanI zakti, ApanI huM zuM karuM bhakti bhaktinI zakti Apaje ati, mArAmAM che je alpa buddhi. sAbarakAMThe galiyANa gAme, jamyA gurUjI eha ja gAme saMvata 192 sAle, kArataka suda agiyArasa dine. kSatriya kuLamAM kahInUra pragaTa, jetAbhAIne ghera cama. mAtA jyAbenane hIre, saMyama levAmAM bane che zUre. sUryanA kiraNe phelAtA jAya, tema tema gurUdeva maTerA thAya putranA AvA lakSaNe jeyA, tethI ravAbhAI nAma deva.ya. rUnA kAlA vINAvA kAje, vaTAmaNa gAmamAM gurUjI jAve satIjInuM stavana suNI, aMtaramAM vairAgyanI vINA vAgI. gurUjI svAmInArAyaNa paMthanA gaDhaDA zaheramAM AvIne rahyA te paMthanI mahaMte ema re kIdhuM, tamAro bhAga laIne Ave. lakSamI hoya tyAM saMyama kema kahevAya, gurUjInA manamAM vicAra thAya. parama pratApI virala vibhUti, chagana gurUjI kSatrIya jAti, gurUjI pAse AvIne malyA, saMyamanA teja savAyA thayA, kuTuMbIjanonI AjJA laIne, AvyA gurUjI khaMbhAta gAme. mahA suda pAMcama dine, khaMbhAta zahere occhava thAya. gurUjIe pADayuM uttama nAma, ratnacaMdrajI zubha che nAma. dayA saralatA gurUjIne varyA, abhyAsa karIne paMDita banyA,

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arpaNatAne ajaba namUne, jethI meLavya jJAna khajAne. kSamAnI ajoDa mUrti gurUjI, deze dezamAM pAmyA re khyAti. zAstronuM anupama jJAna meLavI, lakhyA siddhAMta Ape bahubhArI. ajamera sAdhu saMmelana thayuM, jaIne gurUjIe pada zobhAvyuM, zAsanamAM AvA kohInUra hIrA, jenA na maLe, jagamAM jeTA. 19lpa vaizAkha vada dazame, chagana gurUjI svarge sidhAve, AcArya padavIe gurUjI Ave, sANaMda zaheramAM gurUjI padhAre. amIrasa vANI gurUjI varasAve, mane dIkSAnA bhAva re jAge ratna jevA ratnagurUjI malyA, jIvana bAganA mALI banyA, ApyuM che ane saMyama ratna, gurujIne karuM keTI vaMdana. ApanA ziSya khaDAjI svAmI, phUlacaMdrajI svAmIne harSadamuni, pArvatIbAI svAmI, parasanabAI svAmI, jasubhAI svAmInI zobhatI joDI. dhyAna gurUjI aneruM dharatAM, dharatI upara addhara thAtA. cAritranuM nura aneruM hatuM, mRtyune Ape bhAkhI re lIdhuM. cAturmAsa gurUcha AvatA pahelAM, Apane keI pUchavA AvatA, chelluM cAturmAsa khaMbhAta gAme, padhAryA gurUjI khaMbhAta gAme, sakAma akAma maraNanA bhAve, batAve gurUjI vyAkhyAna mAMhe. bhAdaravA suda pAMcama dine, zaradInuM jora khUba ja thAye, tapasvI phUlacaMdrajI svAmIne Ape, bhAdaravA suda dazama dine, saMghamAM gurUjIe lAbha ApIne, sukharUpa temanuM pAraNuM karAve bhAdaravA suda dazama dine, mRtyunI tame taiyArI karI. bAravAge zaradInuM jora thayuM, cAra AMgaLA batAvI kahI re dIdhuM, 48 varSa saMyama pALI, AcArya padavI nava varSa dIpAvI. zAsana sevA bajAvI Ape, jaina dharmanA gaurava kAje, aMtima samAdhi anerI jhaLake, parama zAMtinA zabda uccare, svarUpa dazAnI mejane luMTe, samAdhibhAve deha ja chUTe. saMvata be hajArane cAranI sAle, bhAdaravA suda 11 ne somavAre. zUnya dizAo khaMbhAtanI dize, dIpaka bujhAya cAra ja vAge. mRtyu jIvana mahesavatAnI, paMDita maraNane gayA che pAmI, mukhanI kAMti anerI camake, Azcarya sAthe AMsue varase. khaMbhAta saMghamAM hAhAkAra chavAye, AghAta saunA dilamAM vyAkhyA, dharma minAre dharatIe , saMpradAyane mela te paDaye,

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samAjane jJAna staMbha Dagama, saMghane sUrya Aja Athamya. gujarAtane sAce siMha ja sUte, zikhyAone te Abha ja tUTara zAsananuM uttama javAhara jAtA, aMtima darzane leke ubharAtA, jhaLahaLatuM ratna Aje roLAyuM, gurUdeva jAtAM timira chavAyuM. gurUdevanI khoTa hadayamAM khaTake, nAvika vinAnI nayA aTake. jaina zAsananuM sAcuM ke hinUra, pApa udayathI thayuM che dUra. gurUdeva mArA cAlyA re gayA, dhuM have kayAM ratnagurUjI mArA svargamAM gurUjI Apa birAje, AzISa amane uranI deje mahecchA mananI pUrI re karaje vahelA vahelA darzana dejo satI zAradA, gurU guNa gAye, azru bhInI AMkhe aMjali arpI & OTORY

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zAradA darzana pustakanA agAuthI grAhaka thanAranI nAmAvalI pustakanI saMkhyA 1000 zrI vardhamAna sthA. jaina saMgha kAMdAvADI 750 zrI vardhamAna sthA. jaina saMgha ghATakopara (isTa) 500 vardhamAna sthA. jaina saMgha malADanAbhAIo 200 , vardhamAna sthA. jaina saMdha vAlakezvara 201 ) khaMbhAta sthA. jaina saMdha. ha, mULacaMdabhAI pUjAlAla akIkavALA. khaMbhAta 200 ,, maNIlAla zAmajIbhAI virANI. muMbaI - 151 ,, vardhamAna sthA. jaina saMgha kAMdIvalI. 125 , cunIlAla mULajIbhAI meTANuM muMbaI. 101, yaMtIlAla caMdulAla mahetA vAlakezvara 101, saurASTra sthA. jaina saMgha amadAvAda, 14 chaganalAla zAmajIbhAI vIrANI. muMbaI ", gIrajAzaMkara khImacaMda zeTha muMbaI. -100 , vardhamAna sthA. jaina saMgha aMdherI vesTa 100 , vardhamAna sthA. jaina saMgha mulunDa 75 a.sau. nIlAbena vinayacaMdra desAI cIMcapokalI. 51 , pratApa bradharsa cAMdIvAlA. vAlakezvara 51 kRSNakAMta maphatalAla jhaverI khaMbhAtavALA. vAlakezvara 51 a. sau. subhadrAbena rasIkalAla jhaverI pAlanapuravALA muMbaI 51 a. sau. subhadrAbena dalapatabhAI jhaverI pAlanapuravALA, muMbaI 51 ramezacaMdra vADIlAla zAha vilepArlA 51 ravIcaMda sukhalAla zAha dAdara 51 , vardhamA sthA. jaina saMgha dAdara. 51 ,, vardhamAna sthA. jaina saMgha vilepArlA 51 jaina zvetAMbara sthA. jaina saMgha jharIyA 36 , nAnacaMda zAMtidAsa sthA. jaina saMghanA bhAIe. sANaMda pustakanI saMkhyA 31 , sthAnakavAsI jaina saMgha kheDA. 31 , AdInAtha prArthanA maMDaLa berIvalI. ha pravINabhAI 25 , ThAkaralAla aMbAlAla zAha muMbaI 25 , cImanalAla choTAlAla kApaDIyA khaMbhAta vALA. vAlakezvara 25 paTela vADIlAla phUlacaMda khaMbhAtavALA. vAlakezvara, 25 jeThAlAla nemacaMda zAha khaMbhAtavALA | muMbaI. 25 zrImatI kokIlAbena prabhudAsa saMgha rAja jAmanagara, 25 hIrAbena TokarazI premajI gAlA ghATakopara 25 esa. lavacaMda enDa kuM. berIvalI 25 , vardhamAna sthA. jaina saMgha thANuM 25 ,, harakhacaMda mADana koTa 25 , nagInadAsa gevicha lAThIyA malADa, 25 ) premacaMda ujamazI zAha 25 kacchI vizA ozavALa jaina sevA samAja, kurtA. 25 zAha vADIlAla chaganalAla sANaMda hi. naTavarabhAI tathA prANalAlabhAI 25 ) nAthAlAla harakhacaMda vAdhANI 25 hIMmatalAla lIlAdhara bATavIyA upaleTA 25 ) praphulacaMdra nAthAlAla vAghANI 21 yaMtIlAla tArAcaMda zAha ghATakopara 21 vinubhAI harajIvanadAsa sAyana. 21 a.sau. puSpAbena tArAcaMda avalANI mATuMgA 21 zAntIlAla vardhamAnabhAI benANI amadAvAda

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pustakanI saMkhyA pusatakanI saMkhyA 21 , vardhamAna sthA. jaina saMgha zAntAkrujI 11 kAMtilAla caMda saMgha viramagAma 16 , pAnAcaMda maganalAla zeTha muMbaI 11 ,, ramezacaMdra kasturacaMda zAha merIvalI 15 , kAkubhAI vIjapAra mATuMgA 11 , kAtilAla lIlAdharabhAI borIvalI 15 ,, dIlhI gujarAtI sthA. jaina saMgha 11 , prItamalAla mehanalAla daphatarI muMbaI - ha. lallubhAI gohela 11 ) kIzoracaMdra maganalAla gAMdhI borIvalI 15 , meghajI velajI mATuMgA 11 , cImanalAla hIrAcaMda zAha sANaMda 13 , sthA. jaina saMgha vase 11 a. sa. tArAbena cImanalAla zAha sANaMda 13 , lIlAbena vinodarAya zAha aMgherI 11 a. sau. kumudabena zAMtilAla mahetA sAyana 12 - zrImatI hIrAbena rasIkalAla pArekha borIvalI 11 zrI nemacaMda nAnacaMda zAha muMbaI 12 eka sadagRhastha 11 , bAvaLA sthA. jaina saMdha. 10 i kuMvarajI meNasI gAlA. borIvalI, 11 zrI dhIrajalAla talakacaMda zAha malADa, 11 udhanA mitra maMDaLa ha. zrI caMdubhAI 10 , rAdhavajI sAmajI gAlA 10 , kezavalAla hImajIbhAI gAMdhI lIMbaDI 11 ) naTavaralAla harakhacaMda zAha mATuMgA 11 kIriTa vIbhA vasara 10 , amIcaMda e dhaDabhAI saMdhavI 11 yaMtIlAla sI. zAha vilepAla 10 , kAntIlAla mohanalAla mahetA borIvalI : 10 bhAnubena khetazI ratanazI gaDA. 11 narmadAbena maganalAla gesaLIyA berIvalI 12 bhegIlAla nAraNajI muMbaI 11 kusumabena rAyacaMda bhImANa borIvalI 10 zrI rAyacaMdajI kIzanalAla jainanaMdarabAra 11 che amulakha hImajI gAMdhI malADa 7 sakarIbena rAyapuravALA 11 , zAMtilAdha cunIlAla jhaverI khaMbhAta 7 zrI dAmajI tejasI vorA borIvalI vALA vAlakezvara 7 , praphula harakhacaMda saMghavI kAMdIvalI 11 DokaTara che. ema. chADavA berIvalI 7 lalItAbena ramaNIkalAla zAha berIvalI 11 kalyANajI kapuracaMda zAha muMbaI. 7 zrI lAlacaMda lakhamIcaMdabhAI sANaMda 11 maNIbena maganalAla cheDA. 6 i manasukhalAla gIradharalAla lAThIyAberIvalI 11 nirmaLA bena jAdavajI devajI deDIyA. 5 nAthAlAla dozI borIvalI 11 zrI vardhamAna sthA. jaina saMdha. kalyANa 5 snehalattA hasamukhalAla gAMdhI borIvalI 11 vardhamAna prabhudAsa turakhIyA 5 ravIcaMda kIracaMda zeTha malADa 11 ) bhupendra ratIlAla zAha borIvalI 5 vrajalAla saubhAgyacaMda sAvakIyA kAMdIvalI 11 ) dalapatalAla mANekacaMda mahetA sUrata 5 vIracaMda vanamALIdAsa vorA borIvalI 11 ,, sthA. jainasaMdha kaThora 5 premacaMda kheDIdAsa maLIyA borIvalI 11 , sAvalA kezavajI ravajIbhAI 5 lalItAbena bhUpatabhAI pArekha mATuMgA 11 zrImatI zAntAbena jesaMgabhAI daDIyA pa caMcaLabena jhobALIyA mATuMgA jAmanagaravALA. muM baI. 5 kAntAbena ena popaTANI mATuMgA 11 zrI nAgaradAsa mANekacaMda lakhataravALA 5 zAntAbena velajI mAlade 11 , kizoracaMdra sI. parIkha, ghATakopara 5 guNavaMtIbena tArAcaMda koThArI borIvalI 11 hIrajI sejapAla 5 vinodacaMdra ratIlAla bArabhAyA mulunDa

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pustakanI saMkhyA 5 pravINacaMdra dalapatarAma mahetA borIvalI 5 zAMtilAla harIlAla somANu borIvalI 5 jayaMtIlAla prabhudAsa zAha vilepAla 5 dhIrajalAla mAdhavajI dozI borIvalI 5 manubhAI bhAlANI. ha. caMpAbene borIvalI 5 vIrendra caMdulAla saMghavI borIvalI 5 kAtIlAla maganalAla talasANIyA borIvalI 5 lakSmIcaMda chabIladAsa saMghavI borIvalI 5 kuMvarajI devarAja zeThIyA borIvalI 5 zAMtilAla ravajIbhAI berIvalI 5 caMdrakAnta manasukhalAla gopANa borIvalI 5 nAnacaMdabhAI maganalAla saMdhANuM borIvalI 5 DosAbhAI abhecaMda medI borIvalI 5 savAIlAla khetazIbhAI saMghavI vilepArlA 5 manasukhalAla bhAIcaMda TIMbaDIyA borIvalI 5 caMdrakAMta tArAcaMda gAMdhI borIvalI 5 caMdulAla DuMgarazI dezI berIvalI 5 caMpakalAla bhAIcaMda TIMbaDIyA berIvalI 5 mAnakuMvarabena tArAcaMda mahetA rIvalI 5 vRMdAvana harajIvana zeTha malADa 5 bAvIzI zAMtilAla bhavAnabhAI 5 bhavAnajI rAyasI sagAI 5 pravINacaMdra kAnajIbhAI dezI borIvalI 5 tArAmatI kanubhAI gAMdhI berIvalI 5 manasukhabhAI kAnajIbhAI kAMdIvalI 5 a. sau. hasumatI vinayacaMdra saMghavI , madrAsa pustakanI saMkhyA 5 parasotamadAsa aMbAlAla zAha, ha. maheza (khaMbhAtavALA) muMbaI 5 jagadIzabhAI kAmadAra muMbaI 5 pAlaNabhAI bhImazIbhAI muMbaI 5 hIMmatalAla lIlAdhara bATavIyA. upaleTA 5 mIThubhAI copATI muMbaI 5 gAMdhInagara sthA. jaina saMgha 5 maganalAla velajIbhAI sAvalA muMbaI, 5 jazavaMtabhAI zAMtilAla zAha 5 harIlAla chaganabhAI borIvalI 5 dhanajI hIrajI keniyA muMbaI 5 copaDA hIrAlAla zAha jaina. 5 paTela choTAlAla AzArAma sANaMda 5 gAMdhI jIvaNalAla mANekacaMda sANaMda 5 bhegIlAla rAjapALa sANaMda 5 paTela mahAsukhabhAI DosAbhAI sANaMda 5 nyAlacaMda hIrAcaMdabhAI zAha sANaMda 5 zAha piTalAla rAyacaMdabhAI sANaMda 5 bhavanalAla rozanalAla sANaMda 5 zAha jeThAlAla tribhovanadAsa sANaMda 5 kaThArI vADIlAla mohanalAla sANaMda 5 paTela parasottamadAsa harajIvanadAsa sANaMda 5 paTela DAhyAbhAI devIdAsa sANaMda 5 paTela khImacaMda narasIdAsa sANaMda 5 paTela phulAbhAI AzAbhAI sANaMda 5 bhIkhAlAla nAgaradAsa sANaMda 5 hIrAlAla pUnamacaMda bhAvasAra surata

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zrI vardhamAna sthAnakavAsI jaina saMgha baravalI. lokamAnya tilaka roDa, borIvalI (pazcima) muMbaI 400002 zrI saMghanI pravRttio zrI saMgha hastaka cAlatA khAtAo zrI vardhamAna tapa AyaMbIla khAtuM , dharmasaMskAra kendra jana zALA (berIvalImAM traNa sthaLe cAle che.) , keLavaNI khAtu , sarvodaya udyoga maMdira , sArvajanika udyoga maMdira , jIvadayA khAtu , mAnava rAhata khAtu , saMgha saMcAlita vardhamAna kalInIka. zrImatI naMdakuMvara bahena rasIkalAla prabhAzaMkara zeTha sArvajanika haspitAla ekasa re vibhAga, petholojI vibhAga be oparezana thIyeTara, sAthenA susajaja Azare 45 bichAnAnI hospitAla. zrI saMdha saMcAlita svadharmI sTora jemAMthI rAhatathI svadharmI baMdhuone anAjanuM vitaraNa thAya che.

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che. zrI vardhamAna sthAnakavAsI jaina saMgha borIvalI lokamAnya tilaka reDa borIvalI (pazcima) muMbaI-400092 sthApanA I. sa. 1952, upAzraya udaghATana I. sa1958 zrIsaMghanI sthApanA 35rathI thaI 15ra thI 157 sudhI suzrAvakane vyAkhyAna mATe nimaMtraNa ApI paryuSaNa parva bahAra jagyA laI ujavavAmAM AvatA hatAM. 1958mAM upAzrayanA makAnane kabaje maLe ane upAzrayanuM udaghATana thayuM eTale 158mAM prathama cAturmAsa thayuM. 1lpa8thI 1977 sudhInA 20 cAturmAsanI ame saharSa nedha letA gaurava ane AnaMda anubhavIe chIe. saMvata I. sa. (1) ra014 158 lIMbaDI saMpradAyanA paMDita kavivarSa muni zrI nAnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba Adi ThANa-2 - '' - 2015 159 lIMbaDI saMpradAyanA paMDita kavivarSa muni zrI nAnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba Adi ThANuM, 2 (tabiyatanA kAraNe berI valI kRSNakuMjamAM, paryuSaNa daramyAna upAzrayamAM padhArelA) ra016 1960 lIMbaDI saMpradAyanA tapasvI pU. DuMgarazI mahArAja sAheba Adi ThANa-2 - 2017 1961 zramaNa saMghIya viduSI pU. ajIta kuMvarabAI mahAsatIjI - Adi ThANa-3 196ra lIMbaDI saMpradAyanA tapasvI pU. DuMgarazI mahArAja sAhebanA suziSya pU. narasiMhamuni pa tathA paryuSaNa daramyAna kAMdIvalIthI padhAratA. 1963 pUjya sAdhu sAdhavajInI upasthiti nahi, kAlAvADathI suzrAvaka zrI chaganalAla jAdavajIbhAI dezI paryuSaNa parva daramyAna vyAkhyAna ApavA padhAryA hatA. 1964 baravALA saMpradAyanA mahAviduSI, prakhara vyAkhyAtA pU. meghIbAI mahAsatIjI Adi ThANA-2 (8) pU.21 196pa zamaNusaMdhIya zAstrajJa pU. mANekakuMvarajI mahAsatIjI AdI ThANA-3 (9) 2022 1996 zramaNa saMghIya priyavakatA pU. vinayamuni mahArAja sAheba Adi ThANate

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TeTa (11) * * * (10) 2023 17 zramaNasaMghIya paMDita ratna pU. rAjendramuni mahArAja sAheba, Adi ThANa-2 , 2024 1968 zrama saMghIya zAstrajJa pU. mANekakuMvarajI mahAsatIjI Adi ThANa-6 (12) 2021 1969 baravALA saMpradAyanA mahAviduSI prakhara vakatA pU. meMdhI bAI mahAsatIjI Adi ThANu-ra. 100 lIMbaDI saMghavI saMpradAyanA mahAviduSI, prakhara vaktA bA. bra, pU. lIlAvatIbAI mahAsatIjI Adi ThANa-6 (14) 227 1917 lIMbaDI saMpradAyanA mahAviduSI, prakhara vyAkhyAtA pU. dama yaMtIbAI mahAsatIjI Adi ThANa-5 2028 1972 lIMbaDI saMghavI saMpradAyanA zAstrapremI, viduSI bA bra. muktAbAI mahAsatIjI Adi ThANuM* (16) 2029 1973 kaccha ATha keTI maTI pakSanA viduSI pU. maNIbAI mahA - satIjI Adi ThANa-10 (1 2030 1974 zramaNa saMghIya tatvaciMtaka pU. maganamunijI Adi ThANA-2 (18) . ra031 1975 seMDala saMpradAyanA mahAviduSI, prakhara vyAkhyAtA bA. bra. puSpAbAI mahAsatIjI Adi ThANA-3 (19) 2032 176 geMDala saMpradAyanA mahA viduSI, prakhara vyAkhyAtA bA. bra. pU. lalitAbAI mahAsatIjI Adi ThANuM-8 (20). 2033 1977 khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA adhyAtmavettA, mahA viduSI, prakhara vyAkhyAtA bA.bra. pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI Adi ThANa-8 (jeozrIne vyAkhyAna saMgraha "zAradA darzana' prakAzita thaI rahyo che.

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zAradA darzana dhamadhokAra cA, paise vadave, piTI vadhI, mitre vadhyA, saMbadhe vadhyA. saMtAnane paraNAvyA eTale vevAI velA vadayA. A badhI jaMjALa jeTalI vadhI eTale vaLagADa vacce ne gharSaNa paNa vadhyuM, paNa ekalA hatA tyAre kaMI jhaMjhaTa hatI? vAsaNa eka hoya te konI sAthe athaDAya ? be bhegA thAya te eka bIjA sAthe athaDAya ne khakhaDATa thAya. ekalA jIvane kaMI khakhaDATa ke gharSaNa nahi. jema kaMkaNa ekalA banyAM te duHkhadAyI na lAgyA tema jIva je ekale hoya te kaMI duHkha nathI. paNa zarIrane saMgha karyo te pite duHkhI thAya che. zarIra saMbaMdha thatAM sagAsnehI ane padArthone saMbaMdha vadhe che. saMbaMdha vadhatAM gharSaNa vadhe che. pariNAme duHkha paNa vadhe che te AvA saMgharSanA ghara jevA duHkhadAyI saMsAramAM rahevAnI zI jarUra? mAre AtmA ekale Ave che ne A badhuM choDIne ekale javAno che, ane jyAre dehano saMbaMdha cheDI abaMdha e siddha banaze tyAre zAzvata sukhane pAmI zakaze. namirAjarSi zuM vicAre che? jenI Aja sudhI meM khUba mAvajata karI. A dAhajavara zAMta karavA mATe pANInI jema paisA vAparyo, chatAM mAruM mAneluM zarIra ja jayAM mane pIDe che tyAM bIjAnA zA bharosA? je sAcuM sukha meLavavuM hoya te A saMsArane cheDave jaIe. jayAM saMsAra che. tyAM upAdhi che. tyAgI vItarAgI saMtane kAMI upAdhi che? basa, have mane A dAhajavara maTI jAya te kaMcana, kAminI, vigere bAhya saMge ane rAga-3Sa vigere AAMtara saMyogane tilAMjalI ApI dau ne AtmAnuM damana karuM. kevI suMdara vicAraNA ! bAhya ane AtyaMtara sone choDIne Atmadamana karavA sajAga banyA. bhagavaMte siddhAMtamAM kahyuM che ke, appA ceva dameyavvA, aSpA hu khalu duddamo Mi jo ahI roDa, zasi hANa patya ca | utta, sUca, 1 gAthA 15 bIjAnuM damana karavuM sahela che paNa pitAnA AtmAnuM damana karavuM bahu kaThIna che. mAnavabhavamAM samajaNapUrvaka Abhadamana karavAthI karmo khape che, ane Aloka ane paralokamAM sukhI thavAya che. ApaNe AtmA naraka ane tiryaMca gatimAM game tyAM parAdhAnapaNe bhUkha, tarasa, vadha, baMdhana, mAra Adi sahana karIne AtmAne daye paNa tyAM enAthI karmanI nirjarA thaI? kalyANa thayuM? paraloka sudharyo? nA, enAthI kaMI lAbha na thaye. ATalA mATe jJAnI kahe che ke he meha ghelA mAnavI! A uttama mAnavabhava pAmIne bane teTaluM Atmadamana kara. Atmadamana karIne tuM ahIM je lAbha meLavI zakIza te bIje kyAMya nahi meLavI zake. ane je te ahIM tapa ane saMyama dvArA AtmAne nahi dame te bIjI gatiomAM vadha ane baMdhanathI parAdhInapaNe damana karavuM paDaze chatAM kaMI nahi vaLe. mATe samaje.

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byAna', pRSTha lITI azuddhi 2 12 16 Ayare che 2 4 4 4 4 4 5 5 5 5 6 duH du } .. 9 10 10 10 11 11 13 30 29 29 30 xx hu **6 * * * * 40 3ra. 4 4 73 4 et e ra9 27 29 10 i Ta moTara 10 ****o 7 chu, * " o 31 saMpattimAMyI saMpattimAMthI hAmi kakaNa hAmi spA spardhA kaDe mANe kaDe kaDe mANe kaDe sAmaLI sALavI ka MkaNu karatI dezanA % Ga dezanI pradhAna sadha dhara ApaNane ApaNe pyAla pyAlA kayAreya kayAre vadhAmanI vadhAmaNI ja te ? jate? pradhAne saga zuddhi patraka zudhdhi AyA che. 4444 aSyA jeva vaya nAvayekakhaha dveSa najIka nAvapekha dveSa hATalanA hoTalanA keTalI apyA jovA jeNI paralemAMka . TalIka jevI paraleAkamAM byAna' pRSTha lITI azudhdhi zudhdhi 11 29 thayu thayuM. meM rAjAe rAjAne evA evA 11 11 11 11 1ra 12 13 14 15 2 15 15 **& , " nu 19 19 19 19 92 94 '97 99 '105 102 11 117 118 7 20 32 32 146 146 1 8 28 31 22 16 127 1 129 17 131 17 132 rA 16 tuma putA sAmaNA tumaM puttA samaNNa varAgInI bairAgInI rahyAM che, rahyA che, Ana 3ra 12 1 20 2226 134 24 142 AkharaDela dArata keIne tenA icchAmeNa icchAmo NaM nhAtA nhAtA te 143 11 devAne devAnuM 144 15 tayAra taiyAra 145 29 x A rakhaDela kapilapura gayA kapilapura gayA ' 23 146 24 14 26 letA AjJA levA eyaladdhabhannaTha eyaladdha mannattha bhafmANA bhAve mANA dAsta kAIne temA sahassa sAmo sahassaba vaNNAmo tame tamAre samajI samajIne ma jevuM bacAvanAra pratye tene bacAvAranA te

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901 devi kaTTa 310 3 vyA.naM, pRSTha lITI azudhi zudhi vyA,naM, pRSTha lITI azudhi zudhi 21 163 6 zeTha zeThe 37 281 14 Apane Apane 22 164 23 jutu pusu * 38 295 6 setu 22 165 10 mAM maLI 22 15 15 divase bIjA prahAra te nure ! A 22 166 3ra kRdizvanayati 38 285 7 gariNa" jinayati asthi raMdajAlama phurajAlama 16 khuzI khurazI 22 170 12 lAgyAM lAge 305 jAuM che 23 11 11 musApharIne musApharane jAvuM che, 23 - 178 18 jyAre tyAre zrImaMtAIne 26 200 3 zeTha zeTha zrImaMtAInA 27 205 3 svApI svAmI 40 312 29 mUtakAra ra05 27 temane temanA bhUtakALa 213 7, traya 321 29 kayA kayA zaikyA 323 11 pAtheya, pAtheya28 215 4 mAthAvAra 325 17 kADa kApaDa ke ja gAhAvaissa 41 326 25 tamane tane A 215 18-20 naLakuMvara 41 328 22 mananuM manunuM naLakubera 41 333 20 mahamAnane 234 6 dravya dravya mahemAnane 30 234 24 sanakitI 43 345 27 prANa prANuM samakitI 345 28 zAMtipradAyaka 30 237 9 hiraNyapuranA zAMtipradAyaka hiraNyapuranA 43 345 30 magumeM magameM 31 240 30 laTake bhaTake 346 26 varAgya vairAgya 32 : 250 30 ze zeTha 45 360 27 jilaM tibaM 34 265 3 zAMti zAMti, 45 - 360 17 kSamApanAnA 35 274 4 dhrujavA pUjavA kSamApanA 36 281 15 371 epeDIsanuM bhubhA bhumo epenDIsanuM hatA hatA 36 281 19 ahaMta ahaMta 37ra hatthA hotthA 36 282 22 mane tene 379. maNasanuM mANasanuM 288 4 yAra taiyAra 381 AbhUSaNanI. 290 ujaLI ujALI AbhUSaNonI 290 23 he dIkarI ! rada mamatane che ke dIkarA! mamatAne 372 20 che 37 ?

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ha02 mAna, pRSTha lITI azudhi zuddhi 48 388 11 svagata svAgata 49 388 22 tatvAne tane 49 388 31 vaNI vANI 49 392 11 dukAnane dukAnanA 49 392 15 calyo cAlyo 49 395 25 ama Ama 50 398 1 saMtana jAtAM saMtane jotAM rAjAnA rAjanI 51 405 19 cheLAmAM cheLAmAM --pa1 405 21 karmarAjAne raMka karma rAjAne raMka - 54 425 17 hAya hAya 429 1 vabhava vaibhava 54 4ra9 18 dhajI mUjI 54 430 1 mana mauna 55 436 3 kavitA namasittA vaMditA nama sitA 438 6 saMbharAya che saMbhaLAya che. - 19 he naLakumAra he naLakumAra ! bapera bapora 5 445 4 laghu lIdhuM 448 4 rahelo helo 57" 453 32 na.za nAza. , paNa te 456 -1 kADhavuM pa7 456 26 bA be 58 463 16 bela bola 58 464 25 avaDe AvaDe 60 480 28 nanA vyAna, pRSTha lITI azuddhi zuddhi 61 485 18 jAya je 62 494 11 maraNanAM 62 294 12 janma janmamaraNanA 62 498 17 arAdhanA ArAdhanA kara 498 15 vyatatI vyatIta 63 504 10 AbhalyANa AtmakalyANa 64 511 13 - - - 64 511 - 14 nivyateha nivvateha 64 514 13 vinaTane vinayane - 64 516 4 jaNe jANe 64 517 19 bIje bIje 64 518 1 kahayuM-mahArAjA kahayuM-mahArAjA 65 - - 520. 1 jA jAya 65 para3 17 dIdhapaNuM dadhipaNuM 65 525 13 sAdharma saudharma 66 225 22 bhAdaravA suda bhAdaravA suda 8ne gurUvAra 3 ne gurUvAra 66 para 8 saitika bhautika 66 para che tema temAM 66 para7 16 upa upara 66 529 9 mekSa mokSa 66 para9 17 miyA diyA jAvA jevA 68 538 10 mosALaM mArA 68 538 21 japakusuma janmAkuruma 68 538 5-10-18 vAsudeva vasudeva 68 541 17 zAne zAtA 68 541 20 avA AvA 69 : 543 11 bakI bAkI 66 53 17 ramavA ramatA 530 3 10 nAnA

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vyAna pRSTha lITI azudhi zuddhi 87 687 1 lUMTamAM lUMTAI 87 687 16 sorI sonerI 687 20 vigeremavigeremAM 87 687 21 asata AsakatA 87 692 5 AvAthI AvavAthI 87 693 29 be.lavA belavA - 695 8 chAtrone ? jIvana 88 696 ( 12 moha ! meha, evahANa * e vahANuM saMsAra taLiyenA. saMsAranA taLiye 700 tapasI tapAsa : 706 16 kadI karI - 89 706 17. sadAmi ____ saddAmiNa pattiyAliNaM 16 vyAnaM praNa lITI azuddhi zuddhi ( 69 543 rara senane sonAne 69 543 24 gheDA ghoDA 544 rama, rama 551 4 bAkIna bAkInA 556 17 draupadIne draupadInA pa66 3 lUMTArI lUMTArA 574 7 kama karma 576 3 jeta. bhAI jetAbhAI 576 18 rana ratna tavA tavA naraka ghora javA ghara naraka jevA jassAttha jassatthi 593 4 sadharma sadharma 77 608 14 1 mAhaNIe mAhaNie 13 pakSapAtI pakSavALo 78 622 11 dharatI dharatI 79 23 ra8 ula lauM 637 28 tene tenA 640 16 bAbane bAbAne 647 28 ane duryodhana dhUtarASTra ane duryodhana 15 heya heya arihamanebhi ariSTanemi 85 668 27 mA maladAmeNa 669 15 mahele mahela 86 75 30 nemathAna nemanAtha 86 682 ke 11 6 vAgI vANImANe 67 686 18 bhAgyane bhAgyane enTa, 9 706 24 amusTii __abmuTTimiNa 89 707 kare he kareha 89 707 13 5.2 paoNra 707 14 gayI gayA 708 13 duHkhamAMthI duHkhamAMthI kayAre 710 bhagavAnanI ke bhagavAnanI pakaDavanI pakaDavAnI 711 26 umbhAyAo ammAyAo 90 711 26 turaM tume 90 9. 71ra 28, pRtrA putrane che.. pacha7. sa. "resa saMyamo

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