Kahe Kalapurn Suri

Author(s): Kalapurnsuri
Publisher: Shantijin Aradhak Mandal Manfara
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kalApUrNa rasa e ja zALAryazrInI sALI aNI pU. AcArya (adhyAtaLI. 1 vANInaciT) * vAcanA che pU. A. thI vijaya kalApUrNa sUrIzvarajI ma. sA. 0 avasANA-Alekhana-saMpAdana : | gaNi nirA vijaya, gaNiI gAnicandravijaya mAlemana pU.paM.zrI kalAprabha vijayajI gaNivarane AcAryapada pU. muni zrI kalpataru vijayajIne paMnyAsa-pada, pU. muni zrI pUrNacandravijayajI tathA pU. muni zrI municandravijayajIne gaNivarya-pada-pradAna vi. saM. 2056, mahA su. 1, zukravAra, 11-2-2000, vAMkI tIrtha, kaccha prakAzana zaiodjana ArAdhaka maMDala manapharA, jI. kaccha, tA. bhacAU, pinaH 370 140 nI Education International Priate & Perss w a gelibrary or

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pustaka kahe, kalApUrNasUri (pU. A. zrInI sAdhanApUta vANI) i. sa. 2000, vi. saM. 2059 avataraNa-Alekhana-saMpAdana ... pUjaya gaNizrI mukticandravijayajI pUjaya gaNitrI municandravijayajI AlaMbana... pU.paM. zrI kalAprabhavijayajI gaNivarane AcArya-pada pU. munizrI kalpataruvijayajIne paMnyAsa-pada pU. munizrI pUrNacandravijayajI tathA pU. munizrI municandravijayajIne gaNivarya-pada-pradAna vi.saM.2056, mahA su.6, zukra., 11-2-2000, vAMkI tIrtha, kaccha viziSTa sahAyaka munio ... munizrI mahAgirivijayajI munizrI mukatAnaMdavijayajI munizrI muktizramaNavijayajI saMparka sUtra *SHANTILAL, CHAMPAK B. DEDHIA 20, Pankaj "A", Plot No.171, L. B. S. Marg, Ghatkopar (W), Pin - 400 086.Tel. : (022) 5101990 * CHANDRAKANT J. VORA Phool Wadi, Bhachau, Kutch (Guj.), Tel. : (02837) 22568 * JASRAI LUKAD No.3, Balkrishna Nagar, Mannargudi - 1. (T. N.), Pin : 614 007. Tel. : 043677 22479 mudraka.. MULTY GRAPHICS 100/102,V. P. Rd., Jyoti Prakash Bldg., 2nd Flr., C. P. Tank, Mumbai - 4 Tel. : (022) 3880208 / 2665747 For Privat Personal Use Only

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vAMkItIrthamaMDana zrI mahAvIra svAmine namaH | zrI padma-jIta-hIra-kanaka-devendra-kaMcana-kalApUrNa sUri gurubhyo namaH | ... saMpAdakIya... jaMgama tIrthasvarUpa, adhyAtmayogI, pUjyapAda, sarudeva, AcAryadeva, zrImaddavijaya kalApUrNa sUrIzvarajIne jaina-jagatamAM koNa nahi jANatuM hoya? - pUjya AcAryazrI pahelA to kaccha-gujarAta ke rAjasthAnamAM ja kadAca jANItA hatA, paNa chellA cha varSa dakSiNa bhAratamAM pUjyazrInuM padArpaNa thayuM ne pUjyazrInA pagale, zAsana-prabhAvanAnI je zRMkhalAo khaDI thaI, te kAraNe pUjyazrI bhAtabharanI jainonA haiyevamIgayA. * pUjyazrIno prasannatAthI chalakAto cahero...! * pUjyazrInI prabhu pratonI apAra bhakita...! * pUjyazrInI hadayamAM sarvajIvo pratye rahelI apAye karuNA...! * pUjyazrInuM cuMbakIya vyaktitva...! * pUjyazrInuM adbhuta,Naya...! * pUjyazrInI adhyAtmagarbhitavANI...! * pUjyazrIno Avazyako pratye prema...! * pUjyazrInuM apramattajIvana....! ... AvI bathI vizeSatAonA kAraNe jemaNe jemaNe pUjyazrIne zraddhApUrvakra joyA, temanI hadayamAM vasIgayA. pUjyazrInuM puNya eTaluM ke jyAM pagalAMpaDe tyAM maMgaLa vAtAvaraNa sarjAI jAya, bhaktithIvAtAvaraNa pavitra banI jAya, dUra-dUrathI kheMcAIne loko AvatAja jAya. AvI vizeSatA, bIje, bahuja ochI jovA maLe. ghaNIvAra to eTalI badhI bhIDa hoya ke lokone darzana paNa na maLe. (vAsakSepanI to vAta ja choDo.) ucation in For Private Perso se Only wwwdine aliyong

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darzana, vAsakSepa AdinahimaLavAnI kAraNe ghaNA lokone nirAza thaIne pAchA paNa javuM paDe che...! darzana ane vAsakSepa maLI jAya to paNa ghaNAne tRpti thatI nathI hotI. AvA ) keTalAka loko pUjyazrI sAthe vArtAlApa karavA mAMgatA hoya che, sAthanAmAM mArgadarzana karI levA mAgatA hoya che, paNa samayanI pratikULatAnI kAraNe, pUjyazrI, icchA hovA chatAM, bathAnIbathI apekSAo saMtoSI zakatA nathI. kayAreka vyAkhyAna ke vAcanAdi sAMbhaLavA besanArAonI pa, phariyAda hoya cheH 'pUjyazrIno avAja amane nathI saMbhaLAto..." jeo, pUjyazrIne sAMbhaLavA mAMge che, chatAM nathI sAMbhaLI zakatA, teo mATe A prakAzane atyaMta upayogI banaze, evo vizvAsa che. pUjyazrIe vAMkI tIrthe vi. saM. 20papa nI cAturmAsa daramyAna 109 sAdhusAdhvIjIo samakSa je vAcanIo ApI teno sAra ahIM AlekhavIno prayatna thayo che. adhyAtmamAra-AtmAnubhavozikAra, paMcavastuka graMtha tathA adhyAtmagItA para cAlelI vAcanIo jo ke sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo mATe apAI gaI che, paNa zrAvakazrAvikAone paNa emAMthI ghaNuM mArga-darzana, maLaze, evI zraddhA che. pUjyazrInA hRdayamAM bhagavAna kevI vaselA che teno khyAla A pustaka vAMcatA Avaze. prAyaH koI evI vAcanI nahi hoya jemAM bhagavana ke bhagavAnanI bhaktinI vata AvI na hoya. koInA pravacanamAM saMskRti, koInA pravacanamAM tapa-tyAga, koInA pravacanamAM 'sukha bhUMDuM, duHkha rUDuM' 'mokSa meLavavA jevo' ityAdi sAMbhaLavI , maLe, tema pUjyazrInA pravacanomAM bhakti sAMbhaLavA maLaze. 47 ) Education International For Private & Persone " . sorg

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vAgaDa vIzA osavAla 21. mUrtipUjaka jaina saMgha - AdhoI (kaccha) jJAdf khAtAnI rakamajhAMthI A pustakaprATakavAnAM AvyuM che. pUrI rakamajJAna khAtAnAMApyA sivAya gRhazoA purAkanI jhAlikI karI zakaze nahi. (iii) 22. mUrtipUjaka jaina vANiyA mahAjana | lAThIyA (kaccha) 6. jJAna khAtAnI rakAnAMthI A pustaka praNATaka2vAmAM AvyuM che. pUrI rakama zALA khAtAmAM ApyA sivAya gRhasthoA pustakanI mAlikI karI zakaze nahi. -mana-maTakArIne kAma karavAmAM -kAjAmakA kare

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bhakitanI vAta na Ave te kalApUrNasUrinuM pravacana nahi, ema kahIe to paNa khoTuM nathI. mATe ja atyAre pUjyazrI, jaina-jagatamAM bhakitano paryAya tarIke prasiddha thaI gayA che. - pUjyazrIno prabhu-prema jotAM ApaNane narasiMha mahetAnI pelI paMkita yAda AvI jAyaH prema-rasa pAne tuM moranA picchadhara tatvanuM TUMpaNuM tuccha lAge.." game teTalI tatvonI vAta Ave to paNa chelle bhagavAna ke bhagavAnanI bhakitanI vAta pUjyazrInA pravacanamAM AvI ja jAya. vAcanAnI A prasAdI vAcanAranA hadayamAM prasannatAno pamarATa phelAve, prabhuno prema pragaTAve tevI apekSA che. keTaleka sthaLe bhakti Adi vAtonI punarukita thayelI paNa jaNAze. ahIM prazamaratimAnI pUjyazrI umAsvAtinIvAta yAda karI levIH vairAgya, bhakita AdinI vAta punaH punaH karavAthI, sAMbhaLavAthI ane samajavAthIja te aMtaramAM bhAvita thAya che. mATevairAgyAdimAM punaruktidoSanathI. yadvad viSaghAtArtha mantrapadena punruktdosso'sti| tadvad rAgaviSaghnaM punruktmdussttmrthpdm|| -prazatti-23 keTaleka sthaLe pUjyazrIno Azayane sAme rAkhI ame amArI bhASAmAM paNa 3 Alekhana karyuM che. pUjyazrInA Azaya-viruddha kAMI paNa AlekhAyuM hoya te badala hAdi micchAmi dukkaDaM. - gaNimuzcicandravijaya - gaNi mulacandra vijaya Tsonal Usery www Jain Education Internal For Private

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vAMkI tIrthe 109 jeTalA pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto tathA jijJAsu gRhastho samakSa apAyelI vAcanAnA aMzo dvi. jeTha va. 6-7, soma, ratnatrayInI ArAdhanAmAM jeTalI maMdatA, mokSa teTalo dUra ! jeTalI tIvratA mokSa teTalo najIka ! 22-60-h - * atyAra sudhI ApaNe para - saMprekSaNa ghaNuM ryuM, ghaNA karmo bAMdhyA. have Atma saMprekSaNa karavAnuM che. e vinA svadoSo nahi dekhAya. doSo dekhAze nahi to nIkaLaze nahi. kAMTo je dekhAya nahi te nIkaLe zI rIte ? Atma saMprekSaNathI dhIre - dhIre deha ane AtmAnI bhinnatA paNa dekhAvA lAge che. * deva-guru para zraddhA na rAkhavI te jema mithyAtva che tema dehamAM Atmabuddhi rAkhavI te paNa lokottara mithyAtva che. dehamAM Atmabuddhi TaLatAM ja aDhaLaka khajAno ApaNane maLe che. kahe kalApUrNasUri .. * paM. muktivijayajI kahetA. je grantha vAMcavo hoya e graMthanA kartAno jApa bahumAnapUrvaka karavo. zAstrakAra para bahumAna hoya to ja e zAstranA rahasyo samajAya. ... 1

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jemanA tarapha ApaNuM bahumAna vadhyuM, temanA guNo ApaNAmAM AvyA ja samajo. - pUrvakALamAM jIvanabhara yogoAhana cAlu rahetA. kyAreya jJAna ke svAdhyAya baMdha ja nahi ! emane jJAna - dhyAna muzkela haze ? mokSa dUra haze ! ApaNane to jJAna-dhyAna eTalA AtmasAt che, mokSa eTalo najIka che ke jANe kAMI ja jarUra nathI ! na jJAnanI ! na dhyAnanI ! na bIjA koI yoganI ! ApaNe zUravIra kharAne ! * navakArano jApa eTale akSara deharUpe rahelA prabhuno jApa ! akSaramaya devatAno jAya ! tamAruM nAma, tamAro phoTo, tamArA bhUta - bhAvi paryAya dvArA tame vizvamAM keTalA badhA phelAyelA cho ? bhagavAna paNa nAmAdi 4 rUpe samagra vizvamAM phelAyelA che. ApaNA nAmAdi kalyANakara nathI, bhagavAnanA kalyANakara che. bhaktane to bhagavAnanuM nAma letAM ja hRdayamAM bhagavAna dekhAya che. upA. mAna vi. kahe che : "nAma gra MtA AvI mile, mana bhItara bhagavAna...'' nAmAdi cAreya prakAre bhagavAna kai rIte rahelA che ? jJAnavimala sUri caityavaMdanamAM kahe che : '"nAme tuM jagamAM rahyo, sthApanA paNa timahI; dravyebhava mAMhi vase, pama na kaLe kimahI...'' bhAvapaNe savi eka jina tribhuvanameM trikALe.'' Ano artha vicArajo. hRdaya nAcI UThaze. na * AtmA jo vibhu-(vyApaka) hoya to karmabaMdha zAno ? karmabaMdha na hoya to mokSa kono ? mokSa na hoya to A kaDAkUTa zAnI ? Avo prazna, eka gaNadharane jAgelo. bhagavAne kahyuM : AtmA vibhu jarUra che, paNa kevaLajJAna rUpe. kevaLajJAnathI saMpUrNa loka - alokane jANe che. jJAnathI teo sarvatra vyApaka che. A sRSTi najara samakSa rAkhIzuM to sarvatra vyApIne rahelA paramAtmA sadAkALa dekhAze. * mananI cAra avasthA che H vikSipta, yAtAyAta, suzliSTa, ane sulIna. sulIna sudhI pahoMcavA mATe pahelAnI traNa avasthAomAMthI pasAra thavuM paDe che. * game te nAmathI koIpaNa dharmavALA prabhune pokAre, bhagavAna to A ja AvavAnA ! sarvaguNasaMpanna, sarva zaktisaMpanna, sarva doSothI mukta bIjo koNa che ? badhI nadIo samudramAM maLe che; tema badhA ja namaskAra arihaMta prabhune maLe che. * aparAdhIne kSamA na ApavI te krodha. karma sivAya koI aparAdhI nathI. ene ra... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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choDIne bIjAne aparAdhI mAnavo te mithyAtva che. bhagavAne koIpaNa zatrune aparAdhI to nathI mAnyA, paNa upakAra mAnyA che. * prabhubhakti Aje huM nathI choDato. zA mATe? mane emAM svAda Ave che. AnaMdaprada yogane zI rIte choDI zakuM? je sAdhanAmAM nirmaLa AnaMda vadhato jAya te ja sAcI sAdhanA. sAdhanAnI A ja kasoTIH dina-pratidina AnaMda vadhe che ke nahi? e ja AnaMda AgaLa vadhatAM samAdhirUpa banaze. bhaktie to samAdhinuM bIja che. prabhunI manamohakamUrti samakSa hadayapUrvaka caityavaMdanAdi karo. bhaktiyogano prAraMbha thaze. kahe kalApUrNasUri ...

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karI Ni - maMgaLa, 6-7-99, &i. je.va.-8 * anAdikALathI je prabhuno viyoga che, e prabhuno je saMyoga karI Ape te yoga che. je svAmI para prema hoya tenI vAta para, tenI AjJA para paNa prema hoya ja. teja vacanayoga che. prabhuno prema prItiyoga. ananya niSThA te bhaktiyoga. AjJA-pAlanate vacanayoga ane prabhu sAthetanmayatAte asaMgayoga che. prItiyoga prAraMbha che. asaMgayoga parAkASThA che. mATe ja huM vAraMvAra prabhu sAthe prIti karavAnuM kahuM chuM. "prItalaDI baMdhANI re ajita jiNaMda zuM mAruM A priya stavana A ja vAta kahe che. prItiyogamAM praveza thavo ja agharo che. ekvAra temAM praveza thai gayA pachI AgaLanA yogo bahu agharA nathI. saMsAsnA premane prabhunA premamAM vALavo, e ja sauthI kaparuM kAma che. * jenI jenI pAsethI meM pATha lIdhA che te saune huM roja yAda karuM chuM. "guru aniva". A eka jJAnAcAra che. upA. yazo vi. e harasthaLe gurunaya vijayajIne (yaza vi. prasiddhahatA. naya vi.ne koI jANatuMya nahotuM) yAda karyA cheH "zrI nayavijaya vibudha payasevaka, vAcaka jaza kahe sAcuM jI." vinaya vi. to potAnA guru kIrti vi.nA nAmane mannamAnatA. vi.saM. 2013mAM sau prathama mAMDavImAM paM. bhadraMkara vi. maLelA. bhujapuramAM cAturmAsa hatA. tyAre temaNe kaheluM tame haribhadra sUrijInA graMtho vAMco. saMskRta majabUta thatAM munizrI tattvAnaMda vi. pAse yogadRSTi samuccaya, yogabiMdu vagere graMtho vAMcyA. haribhadrasUrinA graMthothI nizcayalakSI jIvana bane ja che. sAthe - sAthe vyavahAra paNa dRDha ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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thAya che. * doSa ApaNo che, paNa ApaNe doSano Topalo pratikramaNAdi Avazyaka kriyAo para DhoLI dIdho. keTalArahasyabharyA pavitra sUtro che AbadhA! yogagraMtho vAMcIe tyAre khyAla Ave. yogagraMtho vAMcavAthI ApaNane e kriyA vagere para khUba ja Adara vadhaze. * tIrthakara-gaLadhara-prasAtAr uSa yoH mRtatuM koIpaNa anuSThAnanA aMte ApaNe Ama kahIe chIe. siddhayogIonA smaraNathI paNa anuSThAna siddha thAya che. * eka vakhata paNa koI yogamAM sthiratA AvI, sthiratAjanya AnaMda Avyo to e anuSThAna tame kadI nahi bhUlo. e AnaMdane vAraMvAra meLavavA vAraMvAra lalacAzo. navakAraemane ema bolo ane jApa karIne bolo. bannemAM pharaka paDaze. jIvanamAM utArIne nIkaLato zabda asarakAraka hoya che. * pariSaha be prakAre anukULa ane pratikULa. anukULa upasarga khataranAka che. kAraNa ke anukULatA ApaNane khUba ja game che. anukULatA e upasarga che, evo kadI vicAra ja nathI Avato. mahApuruSo sAmethI pratikULatA UbhI karatA jyAre ApaNe niraMtara anukULatAnI zodhamAM chIe. pUrvamaharSio davA ke IlAja nahotA karAvatA... kAraNa ke pratikULatA ja emane ISTa hatI. madrAsanI mAMdagImAM evI sthiti hatI ke badhuM ja bhUlAI gayeluM. pratikramaNa vagere to bIjA ja karAve. paNa muhapattInA bola suddhAM bhUlAI gayelA. e paNa bIjA bolatA. paNa bhagavAne mane pharIthI taiyAra karI dIdho. zI rIte bhUlAya e bhagavAnane? atyAre huM vAcanA, tamArA mATenahi, mArA mATe ApuM . mAruM pAkuMcaDe bhavAMtaramAM mAre A badhuM sAthe laI javuM che. * sthAna, varNa, artha, AlaMbana ane anAlaMbana -A pAMceya yogo IcchA, pravRtti, sthiratA ane siddhi -ema 4-4 prakAre che. IcchA tevA yogIonI vAtomAM prema. kahe kalApUrNasUri .. * , 5

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pravRttiH pAlana karavuM, sthiratA : bAdhaka - aticAra - doSono bhaya na rahe. siddhiH bIjAne paNa sahajapaNe yogamAM joDavA. * navakAranA jApamAM ekAgratA sAdhavA mATe akSarone mananI kalamathI lakho. ekeka akSara para sthira bano. navakAranA jApanA anuSThAnamAM navakAra lekhanano kAryakrama paNa haze. hIrAnI camakatI zAhIthI lakhavuM. kalpanA zA mATe ochI karavI? lakhAI gayA pachI ene camakatA juo ane vAMcoH na...mo...A...ri...haM...tA...NuM acakSu darzanathI vAMcavAnuM che, cAmaDAnI AMkhathI nahi, manane sthira karavAnI AkaLA che. roja bAranavakAra A rIte lakho. bhale 1015 miniTa lAgI jAya. A vayoga che. ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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nAnI kaDI . budha, 7-7-99, dvi. jeThavada - 9 * bhavanA rAgIne viSaya - kaSAya vinA cena na paDe, tema bhagavAnanA rAgIne bhagavAna vinA cena na paDe. A ja prItiyoga che. jenA para prema thayo hoya tene samarpita thavuM ja paDe, vaphAdAra rahevuM ja paDe. A bhaktiyoga che. jene samarpita hoie tenI vAta svIkAravI paDe. "svIkAravI paDe ema kahevA karatAM jyAM prema- samarpaNa hoya tyAM sahaja rIte ja temanI vAta svIkArAI jAya che. A ja vacana-yoga che. jenI vAta svIkArI tenI sAthe ekameka paNa thavAnA ja. A asaMgayoga che. * koIpaNa yoga (sthAna vagere ke ahiMsA vagere) siddha thayo tyAre gaNAya jyAre tamArA dvArA sahaja rIte ja bIjAmAM viniyoga thaI zake. * namaskAra karavAnI mArAmAM zakti nathI, yogyatA paNa nathI. mATe ja zakrastavamAM 'namAmi na kahetAM "namutyu Na' (namoDastu) kahyuM: "namoDastu' eTale namaskAra ho!" "huM namuM chuM' ema nahi, "huM namuM chuM mAM ahaMkAranI saMbhAvanA che. namaskAra ho!" mAM nahi. * kAyA zANI che. vANI paNa zANI che. ApaNe kyIe ne tarata ja mAnI jAya. paNa savAla che manano. ApaNe kahIene mana mAnI jAya, e vAtamAM mAlanahi, mAnI jAya e mana nahi. kAyA mAnI jAya eTale sthAnayoga sadhAya. Jain kaI kalApUrNasUrivA....

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vacana mAnI jAya eTala varNa yoga sadhAya. paNa mana jo mAnI jAya to ja artha ane AlaMbana yoga sadhAya. mana capaLa che eTale ekI sAthe ghaNA kAma karI zake. ahIMmanane be kAma soMpavAmAM AvyA che, artha ane AlaMbananA. kAyA ane vANIthI anekagaNI karma - nirjarA mana karAvI Ape che. ane karmabaMdhana paNa eTaluM ja karAvI Ape. viSaya - kaSAyane sopeluM mana saMsAra banAvI Ape. bhagavAnane soMpeluM mane bhagavAna meLavI Ape. mATe ja moharAjAno pahelo humalo mana para thAya che, jema zatru pahelo humalo eraporTa para kare che! * cetyavaMdana tame prabhunuM karo cho, emanahi, tamArI ja zuddha cetanAnuM karo cho. bhagavAna eTale tamAruM ja ujjavaLa bhaviSya! tamArI ja parama vizuddha cetanA ! bhagavAnanI pratimAmAM ApaNuM bhAvi pratibiMba nihALavAnuM che. e saMdarbhamAM bhUlAI gayelA AtmAne yAda karavAnI kaLA e caityavaMdana che. * bhuvanabhAnu kevaLInuM hoya ke marIcinuM caritra hoya, emaNe karelI bhUlo, bhUlonI maLelI sajA, e badhAmAM ApaNuM potAnuM caritra juo. emaNe kadAca eka ja vAra bhUla karI haze. ApaNe anaMtIvAra karI che. have bhUlo na thavI joIe, e zIkhavAnuM * bahirAtmA, aMtarAtmAne paramAtmA-A traNa prakAre bIjA jIvo che, ema nahi, paNa ApaNA khudamAM A traNa avasthA paDelI che, ema samajo. jo ApaNe zarIrane AtmA mAnIe chIe to bahirAtmA chIe. jo AtmAne AtmA mAnIe chIe to aMtarAtmA chIe. jo kevaLajJAna meLavI lIdhuM che to paramAtmA chIe. .. ApaNA moTA bhAgano bhUtakALa "bahirAtmA' avasthAmAM gayo. ApaNovartamAna aMtarAtmA hovo joIe. ApaNo bhaviSyakALa paramAtmA' hovo joIe. * tharmomITara tAvane mApavA mATe che, alamArIne zobhAvavA nahi. Agamo AtmAne jovA mATe che, alamArIne zobhAvavA nahi. ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri.org

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dehAdhyAsa dehane ja Ape. bhagavadadhyAsa bhagavAna Ape. dehAdhyAsa dehane ja Ape eTale ke janma-maraNanA cakkara cAlu ja raheze. jyAM sudhI dehamAM Atmabuddhi haze tyAM sudhI dehamaLyA ja karaze. dareka janmamAM deha maLyA ja kare. deha- adhyAsa TaLe, AtmA oLakhAya to ja "AtmA' maLe paramAtmA' maLe. 4 divasamAM sAdhuesAtavAratyavaMdana karavAnA che. ebhaktiyoganI pradhAnatA darzAve che. caityavaMdana bhASya bhaktiyoganA maMdiranuM prathama sopAna che. caityavaMdana prabhu sAthe vAtacItanI kaLA che, eTaluM ja nahi svayaM prabhu banavAnI kaLA che. 4 Avazyaka niryuktimAM vahiM jJAhiM mAM dhyAnavicAra tathA paMcavastuka mAM "stava parijJA A be graMtho haribhadrasUrijI nI aNamola bheTa che. * karma sAhitya pachI jANo. pahelA deva-guru ane dharmane jANo. devane jANavA caityavaMdana bhASya. gurune jANavA guru vaMdana bhASya. dharma (tapa)ne jANavA paccakakhANa bhASya. traNa bhASya pachI karmagraMtha bhaNavAnI ApaNI paddhatinuM rahasya A che. kahe kalApUrNasUri .....

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jA" } [11 guru. 8-7-99, dri. je. va. 10 * ajANI vastu karatAM jANelI vastumAM anaMtagaNI zraddhA vadhatI hoya che. cAlatI vakhate pahelA najara nAkhavAnI ke pahelA paga mUkavAno? pahelA najara pachI paga pahelA jJAna pachI kriyA. 'paDhamaM nALa toDayA" - jhaverAtanuM jJAna jhaverI zIkhe paNa dukAnamAM besatI vakhate teno prayoga - upayoga na kare to zuM thAya? jANyA pachI ApaNe amalamAM na mUkIe to zuM thAya? vicArI lejo. * asaMga anuSThAnano yogI arUpIno ArAdhaka che, enA jeTalI nirjarA prItiyogavALo na karI zake te svAbhAvika che, paNa prAraMbha to prItiyogathI ja thaze. prIti pachI ja bhakti Ave. jene tame cAho (prIti) tene ja tame samarpita (bhakti) thaI zako. jene samarpita thaI zako, tenI ja vAta (vacana) tame mAnI zako. jenI vAta tamArA mATe haMmezA zirasAvaMdya che, tenI sAthe ja tame ekameka (asaMga) thaI zavAnA. prIti ane bhaktimAM patnI ane mAtAnA prema jevo taphAvata che. bhaktimAM prIti che ja. vacanamAM prIti ane bhakti bane che. asaMgamAM prIti, bhakti ane vacana traNeya che. 1000 rUpiyAmAM 100, 10,000mAM 1000, 1,00,000 rU.mAM 10,000 rU. samAI gayA che tema. kharekhara to hajAra rUpiyA ja vadhatAM vadhatAM lAkha 10 *** ...... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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rUA. banyA che. e ja rIte prIti ja AgaLa jatAM asaMgarUpa bane che. * ApaNe chAstha chIe. ApaNo koI para prema vadhu ke koI para ocho hoya tema banI zake, paNa vItarAga prabhuno sarva para nivizeSa (samAnarUpe) prema varasI rahyo che. "A mArA A tArA. A vahAlA, pelA davalA" evo bheda prabhunA darabAramAM nathI. jemaNe prabhune cAhyA, sevyA, mAnyA temanA para prabhu varasI paDyA che. temAM bhagavAne pakSapAta nathI ryo! koI bArI-bAraNA kholIne sUryano prakAza vadhu meLavI le ke koI bArI-bAraNA baMdha karIne aMdhakAramAM athaDAyA kare temAM sUryano doSa nathI. sUryato prakAza relAvI ja rahyo che. prakAzamAM jIvavuM ke aMdhakAramAM? te tamAre jAte nakkI karavAnuM che. bhagavAna sarvatra kRpAno prakAza relAvI rahyA che. keTalo meLavavo? te ApaNe nakkI karavAnuM che. mAtra ApaNe ja. * tIrthanA ucchedanA AlaMbanathI paNa ayogyane sUtro ApavAnI yogAcAryo nA pADe che. hamaNAM zazikAntabhAIne pUchayuM kema hamaNAM paradeza javAnuM baMdha kyuM? temaNe kahyuM : koI matalaba nathI. elokomAMdharmane dhyAnanI vAto samajavAnI svAbhAvika pAtratA ja nathI. tyAM jaIne mAtra kaMTha-zISa karavAno che. enA karatAM mauna rahIne sAdhanA karIe te sAruM che." sAcI vAta che. kAcA ghaDAmAM pANInanakhAya. saDelI kUtarIne kastUrIna lagADAya. ayogyane sUtrana apAya. kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... *. 11

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AbhAnubhavArthaDAra udhA. zrI pU. yazovijayajIkRta adhyAtmasAra AtmAnubhUtine pragaTAvavA mATe traNa vastu joIe. 1) zAstra, 2) mithyAtvano dhvaMsa, 3) kaSAyanI alpatA. bAhya aMdhAruM sUryaTALe. hadayanuM aMdhAruM sadguruTALe. "jJAnaprakAze re, moha- timira hare, jene sadguru sUra.." mananI pAMca avasthA che duSTa, mUDha, vikSipta, ekAgra, niruddha. prathama tabakkAmAM mana caMcaLa ja rahevAnuM che. mAMkaDa ane mAMkaDuM Ameya capaLa che ja. tame ene pakaDavA prayatna karo ema te dUra bhAge. paNa ema samajIne sAdhanAthI dUra nathI lAgavAnuM. A svAbhAvika che, ema samajIne sAdhanAne majabUtIthI pakaDavAnI che. yogazAstramAM mananI cAra avasthA (vikSipta, yAtAyAta, suzliSTa ane sulIna.)ono samAveza A pAMcamAM thaI jAya che. mUDha viruddha kAryomAM DUbI jAya. vikSitaH bahirmukha mana. sukhamAM rAjI ane duHkhamAM nArAja. trIjI avasthAmAM sattva guNanI adhikatA che. A traNa dazAthI je upara uThe che te ekAgra avasthA sudhI pahoce che. pavana rahita sthAnamAM dIvAnI jyota sthira hoya che, tema ahIM citta sthira thaI jAya che. niruddhaH saMkalpa-vikalpono saMpUrNa tyAga. AtmasvarUpamAM lIna banelA munione AvuM mana hoya che. prathama traNa citta ArAdhanAmAM upayogI nathI. Jain E cation International >> kahe, kalApUrNasUri

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zukra, 9-7-99, hiM. je. va. 11 * jagatanA sarva jIvo sAthe ekatAno bhAva jeNe keLavyo nathI, te prabhune sAcA arthamAM bhajI zake nahi, paramAtmA banI zake nahi. paramAtmA to zuM, mahAtmA paNa banI zake nahi. * anya darzanomAM paNa khUba ja zuddha, svIkArI zakAya tevA vicAro maLe che, tenuM kAraNa A paNa eka hoI zakeH RSabhadeva sAthe dIkSita kaccha-mahAkaccha pachIthI tApasa banI gayA. emanI tApasI paraMparAmAM AdinAthanI bhaktirUpe jina-bhakti maLI Ave temAM Azcarya nathI. * mana bhaLyA vagaranI dravya - nirjarA. mana bhaLe to ja bhAva - nirjarA thAya. koIpaNa kriyAmAM mana bhaLe to ja prANa Ave. mana ja puNya ke pApanI kriyAono prANa che. dharma kriyAmAM mana nahi to te niSphaLa che. pApa-kriyAmAM mana nahi to te paNa niSphaLa che. paNa ApaNI moTAbhAganI dharmakriyAo mana vagaranI ane pApa kriyAo mana sahitanI che. pApakriyAmAMthI manane kheMcIne dharmakriyAmAM lagAvI do. beDo pAra ! * tAmasa mana nidrALu hoya che. rAjasa mana caMcaLa hoya che. sAtvika mana sthira (sthitaprajJa) hoya che. kAMIka kautuka AvyuM hoya to tAmasI ke sAttvika jovA nahi jAya, kAraNake eka pramAdI ne bIjo sthitaprajJa che. rAjasI jaze. kAraNake mananI caMcaLatA che. tAmasI ane sAtvika banne sthira lAgaze, paNa banne vacce Abha-gAbha jeTalo pharaka che. ekamAM suSupti che. bIjAmAM jAgRti che. kahe kalApUrNasUri 13

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* paramAtmabhAvanAnuM pUraka, bahirAtmabhAvanuM recaka ane svabhAvanuM kuMbhaka. A bhAva prANAyAma che, khatarA vagaranuM che. dravya prANAyAmanI khAsa upayogitA nathI. jo ke dravya prANAyAmanuM zrI hemacandra sUrijIe yogazAstranA pAMcamA prakAzamAM varNana kyuM che.' parakAyapravezanI vidhi paNa batAvI che. paraMtu sAthe sAthe teno khataro paNa batAvyo che. * "vimalA ThakAre mane kahyuM che badhAjavANInA vyavahAro baMdha karI nizabdamAM utarI jAva." A barAbara che?" zazIkAntabhAIe hamaNA mane pUchyuM. meM zazIkAntabhAIne kahyuM: svAdhyAya, jApa Adi cAlu ja rAkho. niHzabda mATe zabdo choDavAnI jarUra nathI. vANI to paramAtmAnI parama bheTa che. ene choDAya nahi, sadupayoga karAya. niHzabda avasthA mATe zabdo choDavA nahi paDe, svayameva chUTI jaze. upara gayA pachI ApaNe pagathiyAne toDI nAkhatA nathI. nIce AvavuM haze tyAre e ja pagathiyA kAmamAM AvavAnA che' zazIkAntabhAIe kahyuM: "10 varSanuM bhAthuM Ape ApI dIdhuM. mAruM mana saMpUrNa niHzaka banyuM. ApanA javAbathI saMpUrNa saMtuSTa banyuM.' * "ajakulagata kesarI lo re. ... nija-pada siMha nihAla; tima prabhu-bhakta bhavI e re, Atama-zakti saMbhAla.'' - pU. devacandrajI bakarInA ToLAmAM nAnapaNathI ja rahelo siMha potAne bhale bakarI mAne, paNa sAcA siMhane jotAM ja enI aMdara raheluM siMhatva jAgI UThe che. ApaNe paNa prabhune joIne ApaNI prabhutA pragaTAvavAnI che. 4 dIkSAthI be-traNa varSa pahelA ja samAdhinA bIja paDI gayelA jinabhaktimAM 3-4 kalAka gALyA pachI chello kalAka parama AnaMdamAM jato, samAdhinI jhalaka maLatI. * "mA kAlI'nuM nAma sAMbhaLatAM ja rAmakRSNa paramahaMsane samAdhi lAgI jatI. eTalI hada sudhI temaNe mA sAthe prema keLavelo. samAdhi sudhI pahoMcavA mAMgatA ho to prabhu sAthe prema karo. 'pAtIti pitA' rakSaNa kare te pitA. bhagavAna ApaNA pitA che, durbhAvothI ApaNuM rakSaNa kare che. * paramAtmAnA guNonuM ciMtana te aizvaryopAsanA. paramAtmA sAthe saMbaMdha joDavo, prema karavo temAdhuryopAsanA. banne prakAranI upAsanA siddhasena divAkara sUrijIe zakastavamAM batAvI che. .... kahe kalApUrNasUri 14 ...

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zastavamAM 275 jeTalA bhagavAnanA vizeSaNo batAvelA che. ekeka vizeSaNa bhagavAnanI alaga alaga zaktione batAvanArA che. kittiya, vaMdiya, mahiyAmAM prabhunI navadhA bhaktino samAveza che. manane vaza karavA sAdhaka potAnI ruci ane zakti pramANe koIpaNa vihita mArge jaI zake. * je stavana bolatAM khUba ja AnaMda Ave, mana sthira bane, rasa taraboLa bane te stavana choDatA nahi. ghaNA mane pUche che "prItalaDI baMdhANI re..." A stavana roja kema bolo cho? huM kahuM chuM: A stavanamAM mAruM mana lAge che. AnaMdarasamAM taraboLa bane che, mATe gAuM chuM. * pUrNatA che nahi, pachI abhimAna zAno? apUrNane abhimAna karavAno adhikAra nathI. jyAre pUrNane to abhimAna Ave ja nahi. * gocarI janAra sAdhu paNa vagara bolya keTalAyane dharma pamADI de. emanI nirdoSa carcA ane nirvikAra cahero ja keTalAya lokonI dharma-prAptinuM kAraNa banI jAya. zobhana muninI gocarI - caryAthI ja dhanapAladharma pAmyo hato. gocarI vahoratA muninI nirvikAratAthI ja IlAcI vaLI banyA hatA. * pU. devendrasUrijIno svAdhyAya prema jabbara..! kAcalI laIne mAtra karavA jAya tyAre paNa svAdhyAya cAlu ja ! chellI jIMdagI sudhI 3-4 hajArano pratidina svAdhyAya karatA. 100-100 gAthAnA stavana- sajajhAya temane kaMThastha hatA. | * pratikramaNAdi vihita kriyA che. manane sthira karavAnA emAM upAyo che. emAM rasa keLavI juo. khUba ja AnaMda Avaze. eka logassa bolatAM keTalo AnaMda thAya? mArA bhagavAna kevA? AkhAya lokamAM ajavALuM phelAvanAra! dharmatIrtha karanAra! gaNadharoe je sUtronI racanA karI e kevA pavitra ane rahasyapUrNa haze! ATaluM ja vicAro toya kAma thaI jAya. tame pratikramaNamAM veTha vALo cho. tamArI kriyAne joIne lokone paNa thayuM zuM paDyuM che pratikramaNamAM? caDAvo abhAI para. ApaNI AnaMdabharI kriyAo joIne bIjAne svayaMbhU preraNA maLavI joIe. kahe kalApUrNasUri ....

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zujha, 10-7-99, dvi. je. va. 12 * paramAtmA pratye bhakti bahumAna vadhe tema tema ApaNAmAM guNo pragaTa thatA jAya. koI sAmAnya mANasanI sevAthI paNa guNo vadhe to prabhunI sevAthI zuM thAya? guNo bahArathI nathI AvatA, aMdara ja paDelA che. mAtra ApaNe te anAvRta karavAnA che. * bAhya jhAkajhamALa mATe ja jo ApaNane guNo joItA hoya to ApaNI vacce ane abhavya vacce kazo pharaka nathI. guNonA AvirbhAvanI nizAnI AnaMdano anubhava che. saMkleza durguNonI nizAnI che. bAhya padArthasaMpattinI prAptimAM thato "AnaMda', AnaMdanathI, paNa moharAjAnI lobhAmaNI jALa che, rasaRddhi ke sAtAgAravanI e jALa che. emAM Asakta thaIne keTalAya mahAtmAoavagati pAmyA che. zAsana-sevAnA badalejoApaNe sva-bhaktimAM ene pheravI daIe to moharAjAnI cAlamAM phasAI gayA chIe ema jANavuM. * duHkhabhAvita jJAna paripakava karavA mATe pariSaho sahana karavA jarUrI che. ajJAnI hAyavoyathI bhogave che. jJAnI AnaMdapUrvaka bhogave che. bhagavAna paNa je pariSaha sahe temAM jarUra koI rahasya hovuM joIe. * ghaNA kahe che: "huMmALA nahi gaNuM. kAraNa mana sthira nathI rahetuM." paNa mana sthira kyAre zaheze? mALA gaNazo to kyAreka ekAda navakAramAM mana sthira thaze. pachI dhIre dhIre AgaLavadhAze. jo sIdhuM ja mana ekAgrabanI jatuM hoya to upA. yazovijayajI mananA pAMca prakAra batAvata nahi "ekAgra" mana e to manano cotho prakAra che. 16 *** ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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* ekAsaNAnI Teva kadI choDatA nahi. ame varSo sudhI ekAsaNA karelA che. aThThAInA pAraNe paNa ekAsaNA, besaNA to bahu OM samarjAvaTa pachI AvelA. eka dIkSArthIe pU. kanakasUrijIne kaheluM : beAsaNAnI chUTa Apo to ApanI pAse dIkSA levI che. "mAre koI ziSyano moha nathI. pU. jIta vi.nI maryAdA pramANe ahIM to ekAsaNA ja karavAnA che.'' pachI temaNe bIjA samudAyamAM dIkSA lIdhI. ekAsaNAnI paddhatithI ghaNA doSothI ApaNe bacI jaIe. svAdhyAya vagere mATe khUba ja samaya maLI zake. bhojana vagara tanane tRpti na thAya. tema svAdhyAya vinA manane tRpti nathAya. * koIpaNa kriyA vakhate AnaMda Ave to samajI levuM mana sthira thai gayuM che. te vakhate prabhu maLI gayA che, ema mAnajo. kAraNake prabhu-milana vinA AnaMda kyAMyathI Avato nathI. * mananI sthiratAnI ghaDIo ghaNI ochI hoya. chApA vagere manane vikSipta karanArA paribaLo che. vi. saM. 2022mAM bhUjamAM koI bhAIe mane kaheluM : tame chApA to vAMcatA nathI. e vinA vyAkhyAnamAM tame zuM kahezo ? vyAkhyAnakAroe to khAsa chApa vAMcavA joIe. mane e magajamAM besI gayuM. meM chApA vAMcavAnuM zarU karyuM; paNa mAruM mana anekAneka vicArothI gherAIne vikSipta banavA mAMDyuM. chApA eTale AkhI duniyAno kacaro ! mane lAgyuM : AmAM mAruM kAma nahi. meM chApA vAMcavAnuM baMdha karyuM. lokone game evuM nathI bolavAnuM. bhagavAnanI vAta kahevAnI che. jIvanamAM bhAvita banAvIne kahevAnI che. enI asara koI judI ja paDe. pU. premasUrijI. vyAkhyAnakArone kahetA : alyA, AmAM AgamanI vAto to kAMI na AvI. amadAvAdamAM huM be vAra vyAkhyAna ApavA mAMDyo. koIe kahyuM : baMdha karo. ekavAra vyAkhyAna basa che. loko kaMI pAmI javAnA nathI. bolavAthI urjA ghaNI vaparAya che. maunathI urjA bace che. e vAta moTI uMmare samajAya che. kahe kalApUrNasUri .... ... 17

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jAmanagaramAM prathama vakhata adhyAtmasAra + kumArapALa vyAkhyAnamAM vAMcyuM. bIjA cAturmAsamAM vairAgyakalpalatA. * jaMbU vi. jevA vidvAna paNa Aje roja 20 mALA gaNIne ja pANI vApare che. bhagavAnanI bhakti paNa keTalI joradAra..! mATe ja emanuM kaheluM asarakAraka bane che. * gautamasvAmI maraNAsatra zrAvakane mAMgalika saMbhaLAvavA gayelA. pachI bhagavAne kahyuM e marIne patnInA kapALamAM kIDo banyo che. kAraNake mRtyu vakhate enuM dhyAna tyAM ja hatuM. jyAM ApaNuM mana raheze tyAM javuM paDaze. keTaluM sAruM jo maraNa vakhate paNa ApaNuM mana prabhumAM rahe!. * sAmAnya jAtithI prabhu sAthe ApaNe eka chIe. vizeSathI alaga chIe. * mana mATenA traNa AlaMbanaH 1) abhirUpa (manorama) jinapratimA tamAruM mana pratimAmAM sthira hovuM joIe. to caityavaMdana paNa viziSTa yoga banI jAya. surata houM tyAre sUrajamaMDana pArzvanAthanA darzane avazya jAuM! emanI nayanarakhya e pratimA! Aje paNa yAda Ave. bIjuM AlaMbanaH varNanuM viziSTa pada vAkyanI racanAvALA stavanAdi. AmAM navakAra sauthI uttama che. triIjuM AlaMbanaH uttama puruSaH viharamAna sImaMdhara svAmI Adi tathA upakArI AcArya bhagavaMto Adi. vinaya vi.e tathA yaza vi.e potAnA gurune AgaLa rAkhelA. uttamapuruSanI nizrAmAM ApaNuM mana vyagratA vagaranuM mana bhAra vagaranuM banI jAya, eno anubhava haze. tamane ahIM kAMI pharaka lAge che? alagacAturmAsa hoyane tamArA mAthe javAbadArI hoya. ahIM koI javAbadArI kharI? koIpaNa Ave moTA mahArAjano rasto batAvI devAno... AlaMbana prazasta hoya to prAyaH bhAva uttama thAya ja. prAyaH eTalA mATe ke abhavyajIva vagere ne bhAva uttama na paNa thAya. * uttama saMge re uttamatA vadhe... prabhunA guNo prabhune rAjI karavA mATe nathI. teo to badhA para rAjI ja che. paNa ApaNe prabhunA guNo gAIe to ApaNAmAM e guNo jarUra Ave. ApaNA mATe lAbhakArI bane "jina uttama guNa gAvatAM, guNa Ave nija aMga......" 18 ... .... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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zaMka, 11-7-99, Dhi je. vada-13 * upA. yazovijayajI "laghu haribhadra' kahevAyA che. vartamAna kALanA tamAma graMthonuM avalokana kyuM, eTaluM ja nahi, enA rahasya sudhI paNa teo pahoMcyA hatA. graMthadvArA Aje 350 varSa pachI paNa ApaNe te mahApuruSone maLI zakIe chIe. sAkSAt mahApuruSa paNa maLI jAya toya teo ApaNane kahe ke na kahe e prazna che. paNa graMtho... avazya kahe "jo ApaNI pAse kAna' hoya to... jinahI pAyA tinakI chipAyA..." Ama mahApuruSo kAMI kahe nahi paNa granthamAM anAyAsapaNe ja kahevAI jAya che. * koIpaNa mArge siddhAcala jaIe, paNa dAdAnA darabAre badhA ja eka ! koIpaNa yoga (bhakti, jJAna, karma ke bIjA koI)thI sAdhanA karo, AtmAnubhavanA darabAramAM badhA ja eka! vidhinnA mari sthAna: samudra saritAmila madhyasthAnAM paraM brahma, prApnuvantyekamakSayam / / " - jJAnasAra, madhyasthatATaka: anyadarzanI paNa je kevaLajJAna pAmI jAya che, te A kAraNe! anyadarzanIomAM samyatvIo ja hoya evuM nathI, viratidharo paNa hoya, aMbaDa parivrAjakanA 700 ziSyo dezaviratidharo hatA. vaikriya labdhi evI emanI pAse hatI ke 700 ghare eka kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... ... 19

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jaNa ekI sAthe bhikSA mATe jaI zakto. * sAdhujIvanamAM eka paNa anuSThAna evuM nathI, jemAM koI azubha vicAra AvI zake. ApaNI khAmInA kAraNe azubha vicAro AvI jAya te judI vAta che. zubha anuSThAnomAM paNa jo ApaNuM lakSa zuddha ane zubha na hoya to Atmazuddhi na thaI zake, mokSana maLI zake. hA, svargAdinA sukho maLI zake. * uvasaggaharamAM zrI bhadrabAhusvAmI kahe cheH ciMtAmaNikaratAM paNa sabhyatva caDiyAtuM che. jenAthI jIvo paramapadanA sthAna sudhI sahelAIthI pahoMcI zake che. * jeo (sthAnakavAsIo) niyukti, cUrNi, bhASya vagere nathI mAnatA, teo bhUlA paDyA che. teoe mUrtino ja nahi, Agamono paNa niSedha karyo kahevAya. A moTI AzAtanA kahevAya. ekalA sUtrathI cAlI ja na zake. sUtrano Azaya TIkA vinA samajI na zakAya. kyuM sUtrakyA nayanI apekSAe? konA mATe? jinakalpI mATe ke sthaviralpI mATe che? te TIkAdvArA ja jANI zakAya. * hamaNAM ja samAcAra AvyA che ke amadAvAdamAM beDAvALA javAnamalajInA 18 varSanA chokarAe potAnA para baMdUkanI goLI choDI ApaghAtano prayatna ryo che. atyAre jIvana-maraNa vacce jhUlI rahyo che. saMyamamAM virAdhanA karavI eTale jAte ja ApaghAta karavo. pelA chokarAe to eka ja vAra ApaghAta kya. ApaNe roja-roja ApaghAta (bhAvaprANonI hatyA) nathI karatA? * zArIrika zakti hatI tyAM sudhI sAta divasamAM ekavAra upavAsa thaI ja jato. bhagavAne batAvelA A upavAsa che. atyaMtara tapane kAryakara (zaktizALI) banAvanAra upavAsa che. upavAsanA divase mana keTaluM nirmaLa hoya che! AyaMbilamAM keTaluM nirmaLa hoya che mane...? ujjainamAM codasa vagerenA divase cauvihAra upavAsa karI avaMtI pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanA darabAramAM pahoMcI jato. Akho divasa tyAM ja bhakti, dhyAna AdimAM vItato. tapadvArA kSayopazama pragaTe che, mATe to yogodrahanamAM tapanuM vidhAna che. bAhyatAnI zarata eTalI ja ke te atyaMtara tapanA lakSapUrvakanuM hoya! 20... * kahe kalApUrNasUri

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sAdhvIjIone mAtra beja Agama. (uttarAdhyayana- AcArAMga)nA jogakaravAnA che. A be AgamomAM paNa 45 Agamono sAra che. pAMcamA ArAnA aMte to dazavaikAlikanA 4 adhyayana ja rahevAnA che. temAM paNa sarva Agamono sAra che. "asaMkhayuM..." uttarAdhyayananA 4thA adhyayananI anujJA AyaMbilathI ja thaI zake. 13 gAthA kare to ja anujJA thaI zake. evA akSaro maLyA che. nIvInI garabaDa nahi karatA. ApaNe ghaNuM bhUlI jaIe chIe. yazo vi. svAnubhava batAvatAM kahe che. koIpaNa eka padArthanuM AlaMbana laI lo. temAM saMpUrNa ekAkAra banI jAva. bIjuM kAMI ja vicAro nahi citta potAnI meLe adRzya thaI jaze. lAkaDA baMdha thaI jatAM Aga svayaM baMdha thaI jAya tema! paNa A sthiti anubhavanA paripAka pachI Ave che. tAtkAlika nathI AvatI. zAMta hRdayavALAnA zoka, mada, madana, matsara, kadAgraNya viSAda vera vagere tamAma Avezo naSTa thaI jAya che. A ja jIvanamAM AvuM banI zake che. AmAM bIjI koI sAbitInI jarUra nathI. amArA potAno ja anubhava AmAM sAkSI che, ema kahetA yazo vi. e potAnI anubhUti khullI mUkI dIdhI che. kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... ... 21

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Ad, 12-7-19, dvi, je. 3. 14 zAnte manasi jyotiH prakAzate, zAntamAtmanaH sahajam / bhasmIbhavatyavidyA, mohadhvAntaM vilayameti / / mana zAnta thAya che tyAre AtmAno sahaja zAnta prakAza pragaTe che, avidyA bhasmIbhUta thaI jAya che, mohanuM aMdhAruM TaLI jAya che. - pU. upA. yazovijaya * e mahApuruSo jeTalI ApaNI zakti nathI ke AvA navA graMthonuM sarjana karIe. kama se kama ApaNe e vAtone jIvanamAM utAravA to prayatna karIe. jIvanabharanI sAdhanAnuM phaLa 'AtmAnubhavAdhikAra'mAM emaNe batAvyuM che. ApaNe e ja phaLa thoDIvAramAM meLavavA cAhIe chIe. emaNe paNa pUrvanA koI janmomAM sAdhanA karI haze tyAre A janmamAM kaMIka jhalaka jovA maLI haze ? 125, 150, 350 gAthAnA stavano, amRtavela sajjhAya, 18 pApa sthAnaka, 8 dRSTinI sajjhAya vagere gujarAtImAM paNa temaNe aNamola khajAno Apyo che. dareka sAdhu-sAdhvIjIe A badhuM kaMThastha karavA jevuM che. * mana ApeNuM sevaka che, chatAM sevaka para ApaNuM koI niyaMtraNa nathI. e sthira che ke nahi ? vaphAdAra che ke nahi ? kadI tapAsyuM ? ghoDo jo ghoDasavAranA tAbAmAM na hoya to ? ghoDesavAranI hAlata zuM thAya ? mana 22... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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ghoDo che. ApaNe ghoDesavAra chIe. sAdhanA hovAthI sAdhu - sAdhvIjI manane AsAnIthI sAdhI zake. ekvAra paNa jApa, svAdhyAya ke bhaktimAM mana joDAI jAya to enA AnaMdano AsvAda meLavavAnuM vAraMvAra mana thaze. rasapUrvaka mana jApa AdimAM joDAze to svayameva, sthira banI jaze. atyAre saMpUrNa vikalpone rokvAno prayatnana karo, mAtra zubhavicAromAM ramamANa rahe. zubha vicArothI azubha vicAro haTAvo. pachI zuddhabhAvathI zubhabhAvo paNa haTI jaze, paraMtu atyAranuM kAma azubha vicArone haTAvavAnuM che. " vANI - kAyAthI kareluM karyadravya gaNAya. manathI kareluM bhAva gaNAya. dareka kArya mATe A samajI levuM. * jayaNA keTalI mahattva pUrNa che? mahAnizIthamAM praznottara: bhagavan! kuzala aNagAsno ATalo saMsAra zI rIte vadhI gayo?" "gautama! e jayaNAne jANato nahoto. jayaNA bahuvizALa che. enahi jANavAthI - nahi jIvavAthI eno saMsAra vadhI gayo." * bhagavAna taraphathI kRpA ane ApaNA taraphathI AjJA pAlana, A bannenuM milana thaI jAya to beDo pAra ! paNa ApaNe kahIe chIe : bhagavan! ApanI kRpA pahelA joIe. bhagavAna kahe che. pahelA tArAmAM namratA joIe, AjJA-pAlana joIe. khabara nathI A "anavasthA' kyAre TaLaze? bhagavAna to kRtakRtya che. ApaNe kaMI karIe ke na karIe, emanuM kAMI banatuM ke bagaDatuM nathI, paNa ApaNA mATe niSkriya rahevuM moTo khataro che. ApaNe saMsAramAM TIcAI rahelA chIe. eTale ja 'anavasthAnA A duzcakane ApaNe ja toDavuM paDaze. ApaNA taraphathI pahela thavI joIe. ApaNe namra banIzuM, ApaNe jo sanmukha banIzuM, AjJApAlananI saMpUrNa taiyArI batAvIzuM tyAre prabhunI anarAdhAra kRpA ApaNA paravarasI paDaze. tyAre ApaNane samajAze ke bhagavAna to anarAdhAra kRpA varasAvI ja rahyA hatA, paNa huM ja ahaMkAranI chatrI oDhIne pharato hato. mAruM ja pAtra avaLuM hatuM athavA kANAvALuM hatuM je koIparamAtmA che te kyAreka aMtarAtmAhatA. aMtarAtmA che te kyAreka bahirAtmA hatA. ApaNe jo aMtarAtmA chIe to bahirAtmA ApaNo bhUtakALa che. "paramAtmA' kahe kalApUrNasUri ... **. 2 3

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ApaNuM bhaviSya che. bahirAtmadazAmAM prabhu dUra che; bhale pachI sAme ja samavasaraNamAM kema beThA na hoya ! A dUrI kSetranI nathI, bhAvanI che. bhagavAna bhale kSetrathI dUra hoya, paNa dhyAnathI ahIM ja hAjara che, jo mana-maMdiramAM ApaNe prabhune padharAvIe. koIne navuM dhyAna zIkhavuM paDatuM nathI. dhyAna zIkheluM che. alabatta, azubha dhyAna, Artta-raudra dhyAna ! have ene zubhamAM badalavAnI jarUra che. '"dharmadhyAna - zukaladhyAna na dhyAyA.'' atyAre zukaladhyAnano aMza paNa na AvI zakato hota to Ama lakhyuM na hota! 'zarIra huM chuM' - bahirAtmA, 'AtmA huM chuM' - aMtarAtmA, B 'parama caitanya huM chuM' (karmo jatA rahyA che.) - paramAtmA. viSaya - kaSAyono Aveza, tattvanI azraddhA, guNa dveSa, (potAnAmAM to guNa na hoya, guNIno paNa dveSa hoya.) AtmAnuM ajJAna - A badhA bahirAtmAnA lakSaNo che. tattvazraddhA, AtmajJAna, mahAvratonuM dhAraNa, niraticAra pAlana, apramAda, AtmajAgRti, mohano jaya (paramAtmAne kSaya hoya.) A badhA aMtarAtmAnA lakSaNo che. mohano udaya H bahirAtmA : 1 thI 3 guNasthAnaka. mohano jaya H aMtarAtmAH 4 thI 12 guNasthAnaka. mohano kSaya H paramAtmA H 13 24 - 14 guNasthAnaka + mukti kahe kalApUrNasUri www.jalla.ibrary.org

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soma, 13-7-99, dvi, jeTha vada-0)) * * "mane je maLyuM che, te mArA pachInI peDhIne paNa maLe, saraLa bhASAmAM maLI evI karuNAbhAvanAthI yazovijayajI Adi mahApuruSoe graMthonuM sarjana karyuM che. rastAmAM AvatA mAIlasTono ke borDe jema pAchaLa AvanArA mATe mahatvanA banI rahe che, tema graMtho paNa sAdhako mATe sAdhanA-mArgamAM mahattvanA che, khUba ja mahattvanA che. mitrAdi 4 dRSTimAM kramazaH bahirAtmabhAva ocho thato jAya che. saMpUrNa bahirAtmabhAvano nAza to pAMcamI dRSTi (4thuM guNa.)mAM ja thAya. 4the mithyAtva jAya, pame avirati jAya, chaThe saMpUrNapaNe avirati jAya, 7me pramAda jAya, 12me kaSAya+ moha jAya. (aMtarAtma dazA) 13me ajJAna jAya, 14me yoga jAya. (paramAtma dazA) sAdhanAno prAraMbha 4thA guNasthAnakathI thAya. * jeTalA aMze paraspRhA, teTalA aMze duHkha! dhana, mAna, pada, pratiSThA vagerenI spRhA vadhu ne vadhu duHkhI banAvanArI che, enoMdhI levuM joIe. A badhAthI niHspRhatA vadhatI jAya tema tema AnaMda vadhato jAya. A ja jIvanamAM Ano anubhava karI zakAya. niHspRhatA eTale samatA. samatAmAM sukha, spRhA eTale mamatA. mamatAmAM duHkha. * zaktirUpe (bIjarUpe) ApaNe paramAtmA chIe, paNa vyaktirUpe atyAre kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... 25

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aMtarAtmA thaIe toya ghaNuM! atyAre ApaNe jo bahirAtmA chIe to zaktithI aMtarAtmA ane paramAtmA chIe. jo ApaNe aMtarAtmA chIe to zaktithI paramAtmA chIe. * vANIno prayoga kyAM sudhI? kAyAnI - mananI pravRtti kyAM sudhI? kevaLIo paNa traNeya yogano nirodha 14maguNaThANe kare. eno artha e thayo? traNeya yogonI sabhya pravRtti kevaLIne paNa hoya. paramAtmA to - parabrahmasvarUpa che ja, paNa ame to emanA vacanathI paNa parabrahmanI jhalaka anubhavIe chIe." ema yazo vi. khumArIpUrvaka kahe che. A abhimAna nathI, anubhavanI jhalakathI utpanna thatI khumArI che. * jJAnasAramAM "brahmAdhyayana niSThAvAnuM Ave che. brahmAdhyayana karyuM samajavuM? parabrahma - adhyayana eTale AcArAMganuM prathama zrutaskaMdha ! * 'prabhu-pada vaLagyA te rahyA tAjA, aLagA aMga na sAjA re pada eTale caraNa. caraNano paga sivAya bIjo artha cAritra paNa che, cAritra eTale AjJApAlana. AjJApAlana jemaNe kyuM teo tarI gayA. AjJA- khaMDana kyuM teo DUbI gayA. pU. upA. ma. potAnI sthiti nikhAlasapaNe spaSTa karatAM kahe che : avalambyecchAyogaM pUrNAcArA'sahiSNavazva vayam / bhaktyA paramamunInAM, tadIya - padavImanusarAmaH / / IcchAyoganuM AlaMbana laIne ame cAritra pALIe chIe. pUrNa zAstramAM lakhyuM che tevuM) AcAra pALavA ame samartha nathI. parama munionI bhaktithI ame temanA mArgane anusaravAno prayatna karIe chIe. "zrata - anusAra navi cAlI zakIe, suguru tathAvidha nahi maLe re; kriyA karI navi sAdhI zakIe, e vikhavAda citta saghaLe re...' Ama svayaM pUrvamahApuruSo bolatA hoya tyAre huM ja zAstrAnusArI, bIjA mithyAtvI, ema to koI mUDha ja bolI zake. * prazna: bhAva namaskAra maLI gayA pachI gaNadharo namutthaNa vagere dvArA zA mATe namaskAra kare? 26 *** .... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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uttaraH haju uMcI kakSAno namaskAra (sAmarthyayogano) bAkI che mATe. haju dhyeya sudhI pahoMcI zakAyuM nathI mATe. 1 x apakAya, teukAya ane 4thA vratanI virAdhanA anaMtasaMsArI banAve che, ema mahAnizIthamAM bhArapUrvaka jaNAvyuM che. 'gatya naraM tatyaai (anaMtakAya)" AthI pANImAM mahAdoSa che. agni sarvatolakSI che. abradhya mahAmoDarUpa che. virAdhanAthI baMdhAtA karmothI nahicetIe to ApaNuM zuM thaze? amuka karmo jJAna, dhyAna ke tapathI nahi, paNa bhogavavA ja jAya evA hoya che. karmo baMdhAtA kAMI vAra nathI lAgatI, mAtra attamuhUrtamAM ja baMdhAI zake. * paraMparAno bhaMga karavo khUba ja moTo doSa che. caudazanA navakArathI karanArA, roja AdhAkarmInuM sevana karanArA joga kema karI zake che? have emanI tabiyata zI rIte sudharI gaI? tithinuM paNa bahumAna gayuM? praNAlikAno bhaMga karavo sodoSa che. AvanArI peDhI badhI e mArge cAle tenuM pApa pahela karanAne lAge. * "bIjA koI mane kahI deH tuM haLukarmI che, nikaTa mutigAmI che, emAM mane vizvAsa nathI. prabhu jo mane kahI de tuM bhavya che to huM rAjIreDa thaI jAuM" - ema pU devacandrajI mahArAja jevApaNa kahe to ApaNI prArthanA kevI hovI joIe? vain e saugoti.. For Private & Personal use only. wwjaneiro 209

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budha, 14-7-99, aSADha suda - 2 koIpaNa zubhakriyA anubaMdhavALI na bane to mokSaprada na banI zake. apunabaMdhaka bhAva AvyA pachI sAnubaMdha kSayopazamanI vRddhi thAya che. anubaMdha vagaranA atyAranA saMyamAdi guNo bhavAMtaramAM sAthe nahi Ave. amRta AsvAda karI, viSa kSayakarI A sAnubaMdha kSayopazamanI vRddhi hoya che. e bhoga - rasamAM levAya nahi; bhogo bhogave chatAMya. ''cAkhyo re jeNe amI - lavaleza, bIjA re rasa tene mana nava gamejI'' "varzanapakSovam asmAma A amAro 'darzanapakSa' che. ahIM 'jJAnapakSa' na lakhyuM. AvA zAstrono abhyAsa samyagdarzanane nirmaLa banAve che. atyAranI ApaNI zraddhA mAMgI lAvela ghareNA jevI che, udhAra che. ApaNI samajathI AvelI zraddhA nathI, svayaMbhU nathI. 'guru zAstronI vAta mAnavI joIe.' evI samajamAMthI pragaTa thayelI che. darzanazAstronA abhyAsathI ApaNI potAnI samaja bane che. vidhikathanaM vidhirAgo vidhirmAgasthApanaM vidhIcchUnAm / avidhiniSedhazceti, pravacanabhaktiH prasiddhA naH / / vidhine kahevI, vidhi para rAga rAkhavo, vidhivAMchuone vidhi mArgamAM joDavA, avidhino niSedha karavo. A ja amArI pravacana bhakti che, ema kahetA yazovijayajImAM ApaNane utkaTa zraddhAnA darzana thAya che. emaNe te yuganA DhuMDhaka, banArasIdAsa vagerenA kumatonA khaMDana mATe graMtho banAvI avidhino niSedha paNa ryo che. Jain Bocation International kahe kalApUrNasUri www.janelbrey.org

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* vidhino rAga eTale Agama, bhagavAna ane guruno rAga samajavo. * pUrNapadanI abhilASA sAcI tyAre manAya, jyAre ApaNe ApaNA tapa, jJAna, darzanAdine yathAzakya pUrNakakSAe pahoMcADavA prayatna karIe. zuddhinA mAtra pakSapAtathI na cAle, yathAzakya jIvanamAM utAravuM joIe. * jeo bAhya kriyAnA ADaMbarathI, melA kapaDAke zuddha gocarIke ugra vihArathI abhimAna dhAraNa kare che - teo jJAnI paNa nathI ne cAritrathI paNa bhraSTa che, ema mAnavuM. jemAM jJAna pariNAma na pAmyuM hoya teo ja bAhmakriyAnA ADaMbarano abhimAna rAkhe. abhimAnI niMdaka hovAnA. eka mahAtmA vahoryA vagara gayA. bIjA ane trIjA mahAtmA vahorIne gayA. trIjAne vahorAvyA pachI pUchatAM temaNe kahyuM nahi vahoranArA DhoMgI che. ame jevA chIe tevA chIe. AmAM nahi vahoranArA satya saMyamI hatA. bIjA vahoranArA saMvirUpAkSika hatA. trIjA daMbhI, DhoMgI ane niMdaka hatA. * bahirbaddhi loko bAhyakriyAnA rasika hoya che. teo aMtaHkaraNa tapAsanArA nathI hotA. bAlabuddhi jIvo mAtra veSa jue. madhyamabuddhi mAtra cAra jue paNa paMDita to Agamatattvane sarvaprayatnathI jue, parakhe. - ema SoDazakamAM pU. haribhadrasUrijIe kahyuM bAlabuddhine abhigrAdinI, madhyamane AcAranI, guru-sevAnI vAta karavI jyAre paMDitane tattvanI vAta karavI. bALa jIvonI zraddhA vadhAravA tenI samakSa AcAronuM saMpUrNa pAlana karavuM. bhale tame dhyAnayogamAM game teTalA AgaLa vadhI gayA ho, paNa bAhyAcAranahi choDavo joIe. 3juro no saMsAnA lokasaMjJAno saMpUrNa tyAga karI yogIe zraddhA ane vivekapUrvaka jIvavuM. * upA. yazo vi.mAMthI koI, ATalI paNa bhUlakADhI zake nahi. ema sAgarajI kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... ... 29

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ma. paNa kahetA. emano darzanapakSa keTalo majabUta haze? te AthI jaNAya che. upAdhyAyajI ma. nI 29 zikhAmaNa. 2) ninho na vADapi no, 2) pASTidhva masthitinyA - bIjA koInI niMdA nahi karatA. bahu ja mana thAya to potAnI jAtanI ja niMdA karajo. niMdAthI nukazAna zuM? ema pUcho cho? huM kahuM chuM ke phAyado zuM? karanArane, sAMbhaLanArane ke jenI niMdA thaI rahI che tene phAyado? niMdAthI e sudharaze to nahi, paNa uchuM, tamArA paraSa rAkhaze. paNa pApInI to niMdA karavAnI chuTane..? avinIta, uddhata, pApI para paNa bhavasthitino vicArako, niMdA nahi. pApIone ApaNe to zuM? sAkSAt tIrthakaro paNa sudhArI zaktA nathI. tenA para dveSa karavo ke tenI niMdA karavI e koIpaNa hisAbe vAjabI TheravI zakAya nahi. Jai edutation International ..... se sellyel WINESrary.org

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graMtho dizA- darzaka che. mArgadarzaka pATIyAnI Ama koI kiMmata na lAge. ApaNe kyAMya javuM na hoya, koI mArganI tapAsa na karavI hoya to pATIyuM ApaNane sAva ja nakAmuM lAge. paNa jyAre amuka sthaLe ApaNe javA mAMgatA hoIe. kyAMya rasto dekhAto na hayo. are, koI mANasa paNa na dekhAtuM hoya tyAre mArgadarzaka pATIyuM acAnaka najare caDe to enI kiMmata samajAya. ahIM beThA-beThA e pATIyAnI koI kiMmata nahi samajAya. e to jeo rasto bhUlelA hoya, anubhava thayelo hoya tene ja pATIyAnI kiMmata samajAya. 4, 15-7-99, ayA. suda 3 zAstra paNa AvuM pATIyuM che. mArganA zodhakane ja enI kiMmata samajAya. ApaNe soe mokSanagaramAM javAnuM che. sAdhake roja nirIkSaNa karavAnuM che : huM keTalo AgaLa vadhyo ? mArgAnusArInI bhUmikAmAM AvIe tyAre prayANa zarU thAya. ayogI guNaThANe prayANa puruM thAya. vaccenA guNaThANe rahelA badhA rastAmAM che. sauthI prathama daMbhatyAga batAvelo che. jevA hoIe tevA nahi dekhAvuM. na hoIe tevA dekhAvA prayatna karavo te daMbha che. khoTI prazaMsA vakhate mauna rahIe to paNa daMbha che. saraLatA vinA mukti to zuM, samakita paNa na maLe. daMbha avizvAsanuM kAraNa bane kahe kalApUrNasUri ... 31

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che; duniyAmAM paNa AtmAnubhavAdhikAramAM sAdhakane chelle 29 zikhAmaNo ApavAmAM AvelI che. ekeka zikhAmaNa jIvanamAM utAravA jevI che. (1) koInI paNa niMdA nahi karavI. (2) pApI para paNa bhavasthiti vicAravI. sAdhanAne nidA kalaMkita karI nAkhatI hoya che. paM. bhadraMkara vi., pU. kanaka - devendrasUrijI pAse varSo sudhI rahyA chIe, paNa kadI koInI niMdA sAMbhaLI nathI. niMdA karavI eTale potAnI puNyanI mUDI hAthe karIne veDaphavI. yudhiSThiranA mukhamAM kadI niMdA nahotI. kAraNake tenI najaramAM koI doSI nahoto. niMdA haTAvavA guNAnurAga joIe. guNAnurAga hoya tyAM niMdA pharakI zakatI nathI. muMbaImAM hajAro dukAno che. koI dukAne tame gayA cho ne amuka vastu tamane nathI maLatI to tame te dukAnanI niMdA karavA nathI lAgatA. bIjI dukAne pahoMco cho. tema koi saMbhavita guNa ApaNane kyAMka jovA na maLe to tenI niMdA karavAnI jarUra nathI. sAmI vyakti kAMI tamArI apekSA pUrI karavA baMdhAyelI nathI. jenA durguNo ane doSonI ApaNe niMdA karIe teja doSo ane durguNo ApaNAmAM Avaze. cora ane DAkuone tame kadI gharamAM bolAvo cho ? doSa cora ane DAkuo che. mArAmAM che teTalA doSo paNa huM saMbhALI zakato nathI, to bIjAne zA mATe bolAvuM ? koI doSo kahetuM hoya to sAMbhaLavuM paNa nahi. sAMbhaLavuM ja paDe tema hoya to te sthAna choDIne ravAnA thai javuM. doSo durgatimAM laI jAya. durgatimAM javAnI taiyArI che ? caMDakauzikane durgatimAM paNa mahAvIra prabhu maLI gayA, ApaNane koI mahAvIradeva maLaze, evI khAtarI che ? keTalI utkRSTa ArAdhanAnuM puNya haze ke sAkSAt tIrthaMkarano bheTo thayo ? kadI vicAryuM. eka ja jIvano uddhAra karavA bhagavAne keTaluM moTuM jokhama uThAvyuM ? * ghaNIvAra zabdo paNa chetarAmaNA hoya che. udyoga jevA zabdonuM apamAna 'matsyodyoga' vageremAM jovA maLe che. 'davA' jevA zabdonuM apamAna 'vRddhe mAne vI 32 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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havA mAM jovA maLe che. davA jIvADeke mAre? mAre tene paNa davA kahevAya to jhera kone kahIzuM? (3) pUgyA murimADaDaDhayA: I - guNa garimAthI maMDita pUjya puruSonuM Adara bahumAna karavuM. guNathI ja mahAna thaI zakAya che, padathI ke ziSya-parivAra ke bhaktavargathI nahi. pUjyanI pUjA karavAthI pUjakamAM pUjyatA Ave che. guNano niyama che bahumAna kyAM vinA kadI na Ave. bhavasthitinA paripAka mATe traNa upAyomAM "zaraNAgati sau prathama upAya che. cAranuM zaraNa zA mATe? teo guNothI maMDita che. emanuM zaraNuM levAthI emanA guNo ApaNAmAM Ave che. guNo ApaNAmAM paDelA ja che. karme ene DhAMkelA che. karmanuM kAma guNane DhAMkavAnuM che. guNa bahumAnanuM kAma guNone pragaTa karavAnuM che. je je guNonuM bahumAna thatuM jAya, te te guNa avazya ApaNAmAM Ave. kayo guNa tamane joIe che? jIvanamAM zuM khUTe che? te juo. je guNa khUTe che tenI hRdayapUrvaka anumodanA karo, tamArAmAM e guNa avazya Avaze. guNInI pUjA karavI. kaI rIte pUjA karIzuM? mana, vacana ane kAyAthI. manathI bahumAna, vacanathI prazaMsA ane kAyAthI sevA karIne. AnuM nAma ja pUjA che. guNInI pUjA kyAre thaze? guNo para Adara thaze tyAre (4) thAryo ane putravezi - thoDo paNa guNa kyAMya dekhAya, Adara- bhAva thavo joIe. bIjAnA guNa para rAga dharavAthI ApaNane zo phAyado? enA puNyadharmanI anumodanA thaze. puNyavinA guNa AvatA nathI. puNyadharmanI anumodanAthI ApaNAmAM paNa te guNa Avaze. have, AnAthI ulTe karoH thoDo paNa potAno doSa hoya tenA para dhikkAra bhAva pedA karI hAMkI kADho, paNa ApaNe uchuM karIe chIe. kahe kalApUrNasUri ....

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bIjAnA pahADa jeTalA guNo paNa joI zakatA nathI ne potAnA kaNa jeTalA guNane paNa maNa jeTalo mAnIe chIe. (1) prAiM vaniA hitam ' - hitakArI vAta bALaka pAsethI paNa svIkArI levI joIe. paM. bhadraMkara vi.nI pAse A bahudvAra jovA maLyuM. nAnakaDo paNa bALaka navakAra gaNe to e joIne rAjI thatA. (6) "nAnA Turnazyana dekhyam ' - durjananA bakavAsathI gusse nahi thavuM. ghaNIvAra zAstrakAro sajjanathI pahelA durjanonI stuti kare che. kAraNa kahe cheH durjano nahi hoya to mAruM zAstra zuddha koNa karaze? durjanona hota to sajjananI kadara zI rIte thAta? sajjanone ADakatarI rIte prasiddha karanAra durjano ja che. rAmane prasiddha karanAra rAvaNa hato e jANo cho? rAvaNanuM kALuM bekagrAunDanahota to rAmanI zubhratA ApaNane na dekhAta. .... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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zukra, 16-7-99, aSA. suda-4 khArA samudramAM mIThuM pANI maLI zake ? zodhanArane maLI zake. zRMgI matsya mIThuM pANI meLavI le che. A kalikAlamAM uttama jIvana maLI zake ? meLavanAne maLI zake. uttama AcArya, muni, sAdhvI, zrAvaka, zrAvikA A badhA ja kaLiyuganA khArA samudramAMthI uttama jIvanarUpa mIThuM pANI pInArA che. viSa paNa amRta bane te Ane kahevAya. mIThuM pANI zI rIte meLavI zakAya ? e kaLA pU. upA. yazovi. ma. ApaNane saune zIkhave che. uttamatAnI pahelI nizAnI 'koInI paNa niMdA nahi' che. * mahAnizIthamAM - AcArya + rAjAno vArtAlApa. AcArya : 'cakSu kuzIlanuM nAma paNa na levAya' rAjA : 'kema ?' AcAryaH : 'enuM nAma levAthI bhaya utpanna thAya. bhojana paNa na maLe.' rAjA : 'mAre akhataro karavo che.' AcArya 'Avu nahi karatAM.' rAjAe nAma lIdhuM ne tyAre ja samAcAra maLyA H tamArA nagara para zatru senA caDI AvI che. rAjA gabharAyo. abrahmacArInA nAmamAM AvI tAkAta hoya to brahmacArInA nAmamAM na hoya ? rAjakumAre saMkalpa ryo H jo meM mana-vacana-kAyAthI zIlanuM pAlana karyuM hoya to upadrava zamI jAva. zatrusenAnA hAtha thaMbhI gayA. kahe kalApUrNasUri ... 35

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eTalA mATe ja bharaDresara sajjhAyamAM uttama puruSonA nAma ApaNe laIe chIe. 'ne inAma daLe pAvaLabaMdhA vinaya khaMti.' vyakti uttama to nAma uttama, rUpa uttama, darzana uttama, badhuM uttama ! (6) mAtAthai : Turnanasya na dekhyam / - dhobI to kapaDA dhovAnA rUA. le che. A durjano to maphata ApaNA mela dhoI Ape che. mela dhobI pheMkI de che jyAre durjana potAnI jIbha para mUke che. je vANI prabhunA guNo gAvA mATe maLI tenA dvArA bIjAnI niMdA ? vANIno A kevo durupayoga ? je sthaLe lAkhanI kamANI thaI zake te dukAnamAM khoTa karavAno dhaMdho karavo ? jIbha nathI maLI tevA keTalA jIvo che, te to juo. vANIno durupayoga vANI vagaranA bhavomAM laI jaze. duniyAnA badhA ja guNonA darzana eka ja vyaktimAM karavA hoya to paramAtmAne pakaDI lo. 'mahatApi mahanIyo' moTAone paNa pUjanIya evA prabhu ApaNI stutinA viSaya bane, evuM ApaNuM saubhAgya kyAMthI ? (7) 'vyaktavyAM ca parAzA' 'paranI AzA sadA nirAzA.' 'para' eTale 'sva' sivAyanuM badhuM ! tamArA kAma tamAre ja karavA paDaze, bIjo na karI zake. kAma karIzuM teTalI sphUrti raheze. vIryAntarAyano kSayopazama thaze. bAhubalI yAda karo. zarIrane zrama paDaze to roga nahi thAya. parizrama vinAnA rahezo to rogI thazo. gautamasvAmI chaTThanA pAraNe paNa pote ja vahoravA jatA. temanI najare be phAyadA haze : 1) bhagavAnano lAbha maLe. 2) svAzrayitA jaLavAya. 'kAma lAgaze' evI AzAthI ziSyAdi paNa na karAya. 'huM kAma karIza to mArI pojhIzananuM zuM ?' A vicAra mohanA gharano che. patnI AzAmAM rahyA te sAva ja rahI gayA. - eka ja hAthamAM ugelI pAMceya AMgaLIo ekasarakhI nathI, lAMbI - TUMkI che. to ApaNI AsapAsanA badhA ja jIvo ekasarakhA ja zI rIte hoI zake ? 'nAta nIva hai mAMdhInA, anila vhephuga na thrInA'| mATe koI kAma na kare to ApaNeya na karavuM - evuM valaNa nahi apanAvavuM. (8) 'pAzAH va saDavAmAH jJeyAH' - 'saMyogone pAza jevA samajo.' saMyoga sArA lAge che, paNa e ja phAMso che. mAchalIne galamAM mAMsa dekhAya che, 36... ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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paNa e ja enA gaLe phAMso bane che. jagatanA badhA ja saMyogo baMdhana che. baMdhanamAM kadI AnaMda na hoya. baMdhana eTale parAdhInatA! parAdhInatAmAM AnaMda kevo? (6) "tutya prayo na vArtha' - sajjanonI e sajjanatA che ke tamArA thoDA paNa guNanA khUba-khUba vakhANa kare. te vakhate tamAre moM nahi malakAvavuM, khabhA uMcA nahi karavA. keTalAka kAma kaDhAvavA, moTA bhA banAve. jema ziyALe purI levA kAgaDAnI prazaMsA karelI. kadAca e zubhabhAvathI paNa prazaMsA kare. prazaMsA karavI enI pharaja che, paNa abhimAna karavuM tamArI pharaja nathI. paraniMdA karavI - sAMbhaLavI pApa che tema svaprazaMsA karavI, sAMbhaLavI paNa pApa che. para-niMdAthI haju bacI zakAya, svaprazaMsAthI bacavuM muzkela che. A anukULa upasarga che, mIThuM jhera che. duHkha haju pacAvI zakAya. sukha pacAvavuM muzkela che. A bahu ja moTuM bhayasthAna che. lokonI vadhAre avara-javaraekapalimaMtha-vina che. AnAthI abhimAna karIe to thaI rahyuM! svaprazaMsA ApaNe karIe to nahi, paNa koI karavuM hoya to malakAvuM paNa nahi, ema upAdhyAyajI ma. kahe che. lekhaka, ciMtaka, vaktA, pratiSThita puruSa banIe, emAM bahu ja moTo khataro che. moDarAjAnI moTI cAla che. oLakhANa vadhe teTalA gocarInA doSo vadhe. mATe ja ajANyA gharamAMthI lAvavAnuM vidhAna che. ajANyA gharamAMthI nirdoSa gocarI Ave tyAre keTalo AnaMda thAya? managamatI vastuno AnaMda nahi paNa nirdoSatAno AnaMda ! nirdoSa gocarImAM paNa chelle mAMDalInA pAMca doSo evo to badhA para pANI pharI vaLe! pUrvapuruSo mahAna zAsana - prabhAvaka hovA chatAM temaNe garvanathI thaito ApaNe kyA moTA prabhAvaka? AcArya susthitasUrijIe ATalI pratiSThAo karavI, paNa kyAMya pratimA para nAma vAMcyuM? pratiSThA ke zilAlekhamAM ApaNuM nAma na Ave to ApaNe dhUMApUMA thaI jaIe chIe. gautamasvAmIe potAno ziSya parivAra sudharmAsvAmIne soMpyo, AthI AkhI paraMparAmAM gautamasvAmInuM nAma kyAMya na Ave, nAma gayuM to gautamasvAmI duHkhI thayA'tA? kahe kalApUrNasUri ... *** 37.

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rthAne, 17-7-99, aSA. suda-5 tIrthanA AlaMbathI aneka tarI gayA, taryA, taraze. e tIrthane TakAvavA ApaNA pUrvAcAryoe khUba ja parizrama ryo che. enA dvArA je Atmika AnaMda prApta karyo, te AnaMda saune maLe, te mATe aneka graMtho racyA. haribhadrasUrijInA graMtho emAM mokhare che. saMghe yazovi. ne 'laghu haribhadra' tarIke navAjelA che, temanA graMtho paNa Aje dIvAdAMDIrUpa gaNAya che. (20) jopopi = nindvayA banaiH tayA / (na vhAS:) - lokonI niMdAthI gusso nahi karavo. stutithI rAjI thavAnuM nathI tema niMdAthI nArAja nathI thavAnuM ! banne eka ja sikkAnI be bAjuo che. jo stutithI rAjI thavAnA to niMdAthI nArAja thavAnA ja. eka hoya tyAM bIjuM na hoya tevuM prAyaH na bane. ApaNA vakhANa kadAca loko mATe kalyANakArI thai jAya, paraMtu ApaNe abhimAna karavA gayA to DUbyA ! paraniMdAthI paNa apekSAe svaprazaMsA karAvavI - sAMbhaLavI - saMbhaLAvavI mo pApa che. prazaMsAnuM A doraDuM evuM che jo bIjA pakaDe to tarI jAya ne vyakti svayaM pakaDe to DUbI jAya ! svaprazaMsA eka jvara che tenA mATe TebleTa joIe. pUrvAcAryanI mahAnatAnI vicAraNArUpa TIkaDIthI A tAva Utare che. 38 ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri www.jainebrary.org

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bIjAnI prazaMsAthI ApaNA guNo vadhe, svaprazaMsAthI ghaTe, abhimAna vadhe. saguNo Ave, AvelA surakSita rahe te mATe sAvaceta rahevuM jarUrI che. sadgaNo ratno che. moharAjA abhimAna karAvI lUMTAvavA mAge che. buddhi Adi zakti bhagavAnanA prabhAvathI maLI che. tenI sevAmAM e vAparavAnI che. "sAruM thAya te bhagavAnanuM, kharAba thAya te ApaNI bhUlanuM ema mAnavuM. - tamArI prazaMsA thAya te moharAjAne kyAMthI game? AthI te tamane pADavAmI jhera Ape che. sva prazaMsAnuM, abhimAnanuM! prazaMsAnI apekSA maTI jaze pachI loka-niMdAthI tame vicalita nahi bano. kSamA - tapa vagere guNo bhale Ave, paNa "kSamAvAna, tapasvI vagere kahevaDAvavuM nahi. guNo jAhera nahi karavA. ratno kadI jAheramAM mUkAtA nathI. sadgaNonI prApti ane surakSA, mAtra bhagavAnanI kRpAthI ja zakya bane che. (22) sevyA: tharA:" - bhagavAnanA 700jakevaLI. gautamasvAmInA pa0 hajAra ziSya kevaLI hatA, chatAM gautamasvAmIe abhimAna nathI kyuM mArA badhA ja celA kevalI ! A kono prabhAva? dharmAcAryanI sevAno. dharmAcAryanI sevA kevI adbhuta guru chadmastha hovA chatAM ziSyo kevaLI! gautamasvAmI paNa kevA vinathI? eka zrAvaka (AnaMda) ne guru AjJAthI micchAmidukkaDe mAMgavA jAya. bhagavAnanI bhaktinA prabhAvathI kevaLajJAna ApavAnI labdhi emanAmAM pragaTI hatI. emanuM jIvana kahe che. tame jo sAcA arthamAM ziSya banazo to ja sAcA arthamAM guru banI zakazo. ApaNe je kAMI karIzuM tenI paraMparA cAlaze. amane jo ekAsaNA karanAra na dekhAyuM hota to ame ahIM ekAsaNA kyAM karavAnA? cA pIvAnI Teva kyAMthI choData? pU. kanakasUrijI ma.nI bhavya paraMparA maLI che. tabiyata bagaDI jAya to ekAsaNuM choDavA karatAM teozrI gomUtra levuM pasaMda karatA. pU. kanakasUrijIe amane A badhuM vAcanAthI nahi, jIvanathI zIkhavADyuM che. bola bola karavAnI to amane Adata che. kahe kalApUrNasUri .. **. 39

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gurunI sevA eTale mAtra gocarI - pANInI ja nahi, AjJA-pAlanarUpa sevA joIe. gocarI vakhate 'vAparuM' ke saMthArA vakhate 'saMthAro karuM' evI Aje paNa amane Adata che. AnA prabhAve ghaNI vakhata kaTokaTImAM paNa mArga maLyo che. kaThina paMktio paNa besI gaI che. paMDita vrajapAlajI pAse (vi. saM. 2018) jAmanagaramAM nyAyano pATha cAle. pahelA ja pAThamAM eka paMktimAM gADI aTakI paDI. paNa gurRkapAthI e kaThina paMkti paNa besI gaI. - (22) 'tattva nijJAsanIyaM ca / ' - guru - sevA karIza to mane teo pada ApI deze, evI AzAthI nahi, paNa niHspRha bhAve sevA karavAnI. sevA karatAM-karatAM tattva jijJAsA guru samakSa mUkavI. AtmA mAtra sva- saMvedanathI jaNAya athavA kevaLI jANI zake. evA AtmatattvAdi jANavAnI IcchA jAgavI e paNa bahu moTI upalabdhi che. * karmacakranA vyUhanuM bhedana dharmacakra dvArA ja thaI zake. arjuna sivAya koI cakravyUha jANatuM nahotuM enI khabara hatI droNane. AthI arjunanI gerahAjarImAM e vyUha goThavyuM. have koNa bhede e vyUhane ? Akhare abhimanyu taiyAra thaI gayo : huM bhedIne aMdara ghusI zakuM chuM, paNa bahAra nIkaLavAnI kaLA nathI jANato. abhimanyu A kaLA garbhamAM zIkhelo. A parathI huM ghaNIvAra kahuMH mAtA bALakane garbhamAMthI saMskAra ApI zake. mAtA para saMtAnano moTo AdhAra che. mArI mAtA khamA-kSamAbena khUba ja dhArmika vRttinAM ! mukticandra vi. nA bA bhamIbenane jouM ne e yAda Ave ! AkRtithI ane prakRtithI barAbara evA ja ! manapharAmAM pahelIvAra bhamIbenane joyA tyAre ema ja thayuM : are ! A kSamAbena ahIM kyAMthI ? atyaMta bhadrika ane sAlasa svabhAvanA ! ekabAju sevA ne bIjI bAju tattva jijJAsA - bannemAMthI zuM pasaMda karavuM ? pU. kanaka sU.ma. gayA pachI prema sU.ma. no patra Avyo H have AgaLanA abhyAsa mATe AvI 40... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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jAva. devendra sU. ma. kahe H mAruM zuM ? basa, ame sevAmAM rokAI gayA. * aMjAramAM paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma. no patra Avyo H dhyAnavicAra graMthanuM ekavAra avalokana karI lejo. huM kaMTALyo : A bheda-prabhedonI bhAMjagaDamAM koNa paDe ? paNa paM. ma. para pUro bharoso ! meM thoDI mahenata karIne khUba ja AnaMda thayo. graMtha samajAyo. 'jinavara - jina - Agama ekarUpe' e paMkti jo kharI rIte mAnatA hoIe to graMthamAM kaMTALAya kema ? mArA ane mArA vacanamAM bheda che ? jo A bheda na hoya to bhagavAna ane bhagavAnanA vacanamAM bheda zI rIte hoya ? bhagavAnanA vacana eTale Agama. pachI to dhyAna-vicAramAMthI je padArtho maLyA che, te bIje kyAMyathI nathI maLyA. mane lAgyuM : A to Agama graMthano ja eka TukaDo che. pakSmisUtramAM lakhyuM che : 'jJALa vitti'. 'dhyAna vimahi' teno ja A (dhyAna vicAra) aMza hoya tema lAgyuM. tenI zailI paNa AgamapUrvakanI, 4 naya, samabhaMgI vagere e ja pramANe ! x 14 pUrve 14 pUrvIne chellI vakhate yAda nathI rahetA, navakAra ja yAda rahe che. e apekSAe 14 pUrvethI navakAra caDI jAya. mATe ja huM AgaMtuka pAse navakAravALInI bAdhAno Agraha rAkhuM chuM. kahe kalApUrNasUri . ... 41

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zrI paMcavadka grantha-prAraMbha [a, 18-7-99, aSA. su. * haribhadrasUrijInA graMtho ApaNA mATe dIvaDA che. ghora kalikAla eTale bhayaMkara aMdhAruM ! aMdhArAnA anubhava vinA dIvAno mahimA na samajAya. da graMthadvArA graMthakArano paricaya thAya che. ATalI nAnakaDI jIMdagImAM kevI rIte AvA graMtho banAvyA haze ? vihAro kare, zAsana - saMghanA kAma kare, svayaM adhyayana kare, ziSyAdine adhyApana karAve, A badhuM kevI rIte karI zakyA haze ? keTalI apramatta dazA haze emanI ? vicAratAM hRdaya gadagada banI UThe che. * je Ave tenI bharatI karavAnuM pAMjarApoLane phAve ApaNane nahi. mATe dIkSArthInA guNo tapAsavA jarUrI che. guru kevA ? vagerenuM varNana paNa A graMthamAM (paMcavastuka) Avaze. 42 ... moTA puruSo pAse rahevAno moTo phAyado temanA jIvanano pratyakSa paricaya thAya che, te che. dareka sAthe kaI rIte vyavahAra kare che ? te jovA maLe che. - paMcavastukanI TIkAnuM nAma che : ziSyahitA. - upayogahIna vaMdana : dravya, kAcano TUkaDo. upayoga sahita vaMdana H bhAva, ciMtAmaNi ratna. dravyavaMdana mAtra kAyakaleza gaNAya. bhAvavaMdana ekavAra paNa thAya to ? 'pho'va kahe kalApUrNasUri

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namudAyo...tAre na va nArivA' anukramaNikA (paMcavastukanI) 1) pravajyA vidhAna, 2) pratidina kriyA, (sAmAcArI) 3) vratomAM sthApanA, 4) anuyoga(vyAkhyA)nI anujJA, gaNanI anujJA, 5) saMlekhanA zarIra sAthekaSAyone kuza banAvavA. mAtra zarIrakRza banAvIe to tapa tApa banI jAya. -vasatipatepugu tivastun jenAmAM guNovase te'vastaka pravajyAdi pAMceyamAM jJAnAdi guNo vase che mATe te paMca vastuka che. 1) pabyunA A guWIT dAyavvA, kassa (sIsassa) dAyavvA ? kuttha (khitte) dAyavvA / ityaadi| pravajyA (dIkSA) eTale? pravRSTadranane - gamana te pravajyA. pApathI niSpApa jIvana tarapha prayANa te pravajyA. kharekhara to mokSa taraphanuM e prayANa che. "pra' jhaDapathI javuM, AgaLa ja javuM, pAchaLa nahi, te batAvavA che. dezaviratinA utkRSTa sthAna karatAM paNa chaThA guNaThANAnA nimnatama sthAne rahelA sAdhunI zuddhi anaMtagaNI vadhu hoya che. "mA, dhRtam" ghI AyuSyanuM kAraNa che mATe ghIne ja AyuSya kahyuM che. tema cAritra svayaM mokSa che. kAraNa ke te mokSanuM kAraNa che. ahIM kAraNamAM kAryano upacAra thayo che. *mana Adi yogothI karma bAMdhe te gRhastha. tevaDe karma toDe te muni. kahe kalApUrNasUri in Education International ... *** 43

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, me pharI soma, 19-7-99, akA. su. 7 dIkSA ApanAra kevA hovA joIe? dIkSA ApavA to ApaNe utAvaLa karIe paNa te mATe, guru banavA mATe ApaNe yogya chIe? te jovuM joIe. dIkSA lenAramAM 16 guNo hovA joIe 16 guNo hoyato 100% saphaLatA! mokSanakkI! bhagavAnanI dIkSA svIkAranArane mokSanA maLe to zuM cora - lUMTArAne maLe? gurue kRpA karIne ochA guNo hovA chatAM dIkSA ApI hoya to have pUrA karavA prayatna karavo. koI kaThina vAta nathI. 16 kaLAthI candra pUrNa bane 16 AnAthI rUpIyo bane, tema 16 guNothI pUrNa dIkSArthI bane dIkSArthInA 16 gaNo - ) mAthA samutpannaH AryadezamAM utpanna thayelo hoya. 2) zuddhagatinAnvitaH zuddha kuLa ane zuddha jAtimAM utpanna thayelo hoya. 2) kSIprayatnaH kilaSTa karmamaLa jenuM kSINa thaI gayuM hoya. 4) vinavuddhi nirmaLabuddhivALo hoya. 1) turtama manuSaM janma, na manimitta, patnI saMkhyA, viSaya duHkhahetavaH, saMyogAH viprayogAntAH, pratikSaNaM maraNam, dAruNo vipAkaH iti 44 ... .. kahe kalApUrNasUri www.jainelibrary org

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vAta saMsAranaiikhyaH :- saMsAranI nirguNatAno jANa hoya. 6) tadira saMsArathI virakta thayelo hoya. 7) pratanuzAyaH alpa kaSAyI 8) padArthaH alpa hAsyavALo 1) kRtajJaH kRtajJatA ane paropakAra vizvanA sauthI moTA be guNo che. bIjAnA upakArane laIne svIkAravo, mAnavo te kRtajJatA. bIjA para upakAra karavo te paropakAra. 20) vinIta: dIkSArthIno sauthI moTo guNa vinaya che. 22) AnAviprathAnapuruSasammata rAjA vagere moTA mANasone mAnya puruSa dIkSA leto zAsanaprabhAvanA suMdara thAya. 22) madrohArI: koIno paNa droha na kare te guruno droha thoDo kare? gurune choDIne hAlato na thAya. pramattAvasthAmAM paNa zailaka gurune paMthake choDyA nahotA. 22) nyA :- rUpavAna, bhadramUrti. 24) zrAddha - zraddhALu 4) sthira:- sthiramati 6) samupapatra:- gurune samarpita hoya. A rIte guNapUrvaka vidhipUrvaka dIkSA lIdhelI hoya te ja guru banIne dIkSA ApI zake. guno A prathama guNa thayo. (2) vithapUrva gRti pravaca: vidhipUrvaka pradhvajyA grahaNa karanAra. (3) sevita puravAra guskulavAsI. badhA guNo gurukulavAsathI khIle. guru choDyA pachI TakAnI kiMmata nathI. mAchalAM sAgaramAM athaDAmaNanA bhayathI bahAra nIkaLI jAya to? nirdoSa AhAranA bahAne paNa gukulavAsathI bahAra vicarI na zakAya. gukulavAsa eTale guNaratnonI khANa. ahIM aneka ratnonI prApti thAya. gurukuLavAsane nahi choDanAro gurunI jJAnAdi guNasamRddhino adhikAra bane che. 16 guNothI yuktadIkSArthI, vidhipUrvaka dIkSA laIne gurukulavAsanuM sevana kare to ja e guru banavAne lAyaka banI zake. kahe kalApUrNasUri ...

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maMgaLa, 20-7-99, abA. suda-8, * meM30varSedIkSA lIdhI! saMskRta jo bhaNyo nahotato? kadAca bhASAMtarathI calAvavuM paData. bhASAntara eTale vAsI mAla! zA mATe mULa zabdoja na bhaNavA? AvA vicAre ja huM saMskRta bhaNyo. pU. AtmArAmajI ma. sthAnakavAsI zrAvakanI TakorathI ja saMskRta bhaNavA prerAyelA. zrAvakanI sAthe pU. AtmArAmajIno vArtAlApa. zrAvaka mApa japatA hitanI kuM?" AtmArAmajIH kerI paDhAraMpUrI do.' 'jJAna kabhI pUrA hotA hai ? yaha to kUpamaMDUka jaisI bAta huI / jJAna kabhI pUrA nahIM ho sktaa|' - A vArtAlApamAMthI saMskRta bhaNavAno utsAhajAgyo. gurue kahyuM: "vyAkaraNa bhaNavAthI mithyAtva lAge." "bhale lAge, paNa bhaNavuM to cheja." bhaNyA. sAco artha jANI sanmArge AvyA. 17 sAdhuo sAthe saMvegImAM AvyA. sthAnavAsI veSamAM rahIne ja bhayaMkara virodha vacce paNa mUrtino pracAra karelo. huMe kahevA mAguM chuM ke nAnI uMmara hoya to saMskRtaAdinA abhyAsamAM prasAda nahi karavo. jarAka agharuM lAgyuM ne tarata ja choDI devuM, e vRtti barAbara nathI. tame je .... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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zIkhelA ho te jarA paNa kaMjUsAI vinA bIjAne ApatA raho. pote zIkheluM bIjAne zIkhavavAthI ja RNathI kaMIka aMze mukta thavAya che. gurunA guNoH 4) nirmala bodhaH 5) vastutatvavedI : bodha alaga che. saMvedana alaga che. saMvedana eTale anubhUti! adhyAtmagItAmAM - vedI' zabdano prayoga thayo che. vedana karavuM eTale anubhava karavo. "vastutattvavedI' eTale AtmahattvanuM vedana karanAra. 6) upazAnta - vipAvADavamene krodhanA phaLo jANavAthI sadA zAnta rahenAra. samatAnaMda jANanAro krodha zA mATe kare? 7) pravacanavatsala - caturvidha saMghapratye bharapUravAtsalya hoya to ja AvanAra ziSya para vAtsalya varasAvI zake. pU. kanakasU. ma. mAM A guNa ame joyo che. ahIM gue mAtA-pitA bannenI pharaja bajAvavAnI che. vAtsalya vinA, AvanAro ziSyaTakI na zake. 8) sarvanIvahitarataH pudgalanI rati nahi, paNa sarvanA hitanI rati. te vinA rahevAya nahi. 2)'pahirinA triI, paraduHvinAzinI Tr':- ItyAdi 4 jIvanamAM utAravAthI sva-paranuM sAcuM hita sadhAya che. hitakArI preraNA vakhate paNa jo te sAme thAya to mauna rahe. 10) mAya vacana :- jemanA vacana badhA vadhAvI le tevuM puNya. 11) anuvartaka :- vininTena sakka patni: ! ziSyanA bhAvanI anukULatA pramANe tenuM pAlana karanAra. A badhA guNomAM vicAratAM kArya-kAraNabhAva paNa samajAze. ziSyone tenI yogyatA ane ruci pramANe sAdhanAmAM joDe, te anuvartaka mUrakha ziSyane paNa vidvAna A guNathI banAvI zakAya. kyAMya na sacavAto sAdhu pU. paM. bhadraMkaravi. pAse sacavAI jato. svabhAva paNa badalAI jato. emanAmAM anuvartaka guNa utkRSTarUpe hato. 12) gaMbhIra:- vizALacitta hoya. gaMbhIra AlocanA paNa jarAya bahAra na kahe kalApUrNasUri .....

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jAya. sAgaramAMthI jema ratno bahAra na Ave. 13) aviSAdI :- paralokanA kAryamAM kheda na kare. pariSahothI gherAyelA hoya to paNa chakAyanI hiMsA na kare, doSa na lagADe. koIpaNa kAryamAM kaMTALo na lAve. karmanirjarAnA lAbhane ja jue. grAhakonI bhIDa vakhate paNa vepArI jema kaMTALe nahi - sAme napho dekhAya che ne ? maLyA karatAM vadhu kAma karavuM paDe to kaMTALo Ave ? 'sevAno lAbha mane ja maLe. koIpaNa kAma mane soMpajo.' evA abhigrahadhArI muni paNa hoya che. kamala vi. ma. evA hatA. surendranagaramAM (vi. saM. 2014) 55 ThANAmAM savAre e ja jAya. tapasvI maNiprabha vi. paNa evA ja. AhAra khUTe ke vadhe bannemAM taiyAra. 14) upazamAdi - labdhiyukta :- bIjAne paNa zAMta karavAnI zakti. A labdhi kahevAya. paM. bhadraMkara vi. ma. mAM A zakti jovA maLatI. game tevA krodhIne zAMta karI detA. 15) upakaraNa labdhi :- sAmagrI sAmethI maLe - evuM puNya hoya. 16) sthira labdhi :- dIkSA Ape te saMyamamAM sthira banI jAya. pU. kanaka rU. ma. mAM AvI labdhi jovA maLelI. 17) pravacanArthavakatA :- sUtra - arthane kahenAra. - 18) svagurupradattapada :-- guru na hoya to digAcArya dvArA pada pAmelA hoya. AvA guru ja dIkSA ApavAnA adhikArI che. kALanA doSathI AvA guruna maLe to 2-4 guNa nyUna - guru paNa cAle. 'etAdRzena guruNA samyak vidhinA pravrajyA dAtavyA, na tu svaparSad vRddhayAzayA / 'pAnakAdivAhako me bhaviSyati' iti AzayaH na samyak / AvA gurue samyag vidhipUrvaka dIkSA ApavI. potAno parivAra vadhAravAnA AzayathI ke pANI vagere lAvavAmAM kAma lAgaze, evA AzayathI dIkSA nahi ApavI joIe. ziSyanA anugraha mATe ja (svArtha mATe nahi.) tathA teno huM sahAyaka banIza to mArA karmono paNa kSaya thaze, e ja AzayathI dIkSA Ape. 48 kahe kalApUrNasUri

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budha, 21-7-99, aSA. su. - 9 * svAdhyAya yoga cittanI nirmaLatA kare, svAdhyAya kare tenuM citta azAMta na hoI zake. sUtrono svAdhyAya eka prakAranI bhakti ja che. sUtro koNae banAvelA che ? prabhu-bhaktithI jemaNe prabhunA vacano hRdayamAM saMgrahIta karyA che tevA pUrvAcAryoe banAvelA che. koIka sUtra to stutirUpe ja che. AkhuM daMDaka stutirUpe ja che. thosami muLeha mo maLyA 'stoSyAmi zrujIta mo maLyAH' daMDakanA pado dvArA huM stuti karIza. che bhavyo ! tame sAMbhaLo. daMDakanuM A maMgalAcaraNa che. * mokSano Icchuka te mumukSu ! te mATe saMsAra choDavAnI taiyArIvALo hoya. sAcI mumukSutA tyAre kahevAya, jyAre mokSanA upAyomAM satata pravRttizIlatA jovA maLe. mAtra mokSanuM raTaNa na cAle, ratnatrayImAM pravRtti joIe. * bhagavAna pratye bahumAna jagADavAnuM kAma gurunuM che. adhyAtmavettA guru ja tamArA hRdayamAM prabhubahumAna-bhAva pedA karAvI zake. adhyAtmagItA vAMcazo to adhyAtmavettA kevA hoya ? te jANI zakazo. adhyAtmagItA pU. devacandrajIno adbhuta graMtha che. adhyAtmapremIo mATe sAce ja gItA che. covIzInI jema A paNa amarakRti che. mAtra 49 zloko che. emAM sAta nayathI siddha kone kahevAya ? te sau prathama batAvyuM che. * 'jiNe AtamA zuddhatAe pichANyo, tiNe loka-alokano bhAva jANyo. 'mAM bALaqa so maLyuM nALajJa, sarvAM nALapha so mAM nALaS / ' AcArAMgasUtranA A kahe kalApUrNasUri 49

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padono bhAva sahaja rIte adhyAtmagItAnI uparanI paMktimAM goThavAI gayo che. * anAdikALathI jIvamohAdhIna che. anukULaviSayo bhogavavA AsaktipUrvaka Atura che. AsaktithI vadhu ne vadhu pudgalo (karmo) coTe. eraMDIyAnuM tela lagAvI dhULamAM ALoTozuM thAya? AthI ja niyANAnI nA pADI che. Asakti vinA niyANuMna thAya. * "zarIra e huM chuM parakartatvano Avo bhAva rahe tyAM sudhI karmabaMdhAyA ja kare. * mAtra bhaNavAthI paMDita thavAya, paNa AtmAnubhavI thavA jJAnI thavuM paDe, AtmAne vedavo paDe, adhyAtmagItA jevA graMtho AtmA tarapha vALe che. * zubhabhAvothI puNya baMdhAya, paNa guNa saMpAdana karavuM hoya, Atmazuddhi karavI hoya, mokSa joIto hoya to zuddhabhAva joIe; bhaktithI ja A zakya bane. * bIjA jIvonI rakSA paNa svabhAvaprANa TakAvavA mATe ja che. bhAvahiMsaka ApaNe pote ja banIe chIe, jyAre vibhAvadazAmAM jaIe. * parahiMsAthI ApaNA bhAvaprANahaNAya che, mATe ja doSa lAge che. parahiMsAthI maranAranA to dravyaprANa ja jAya, paNa ApaNA bhAvaprANa jAya che. potAnA guNono nAza karavo te sva- bhAvahiMsA che. AtmaguNone haNato bhAvahiMsaka kahevAya. jIve atyAra sudhI A ja kAma che. A rIte paranI ane svanI hiMsA ja karI dA.ta. gussAmAM jema tema bolyA. AthI sAmAne paNa gusso Avyo. ahIM bannenA bhAvaprANonI hiMsA thaI. "svaguNa rakSaNA teha dharma" svaguNa - vidhvaMsanA te adharma Anaizcayika artha che. bIjAnI rakSA karatAM, bIjAnI ja nahi, ApaNI paNa rakSA thAya che. mATe ja sAdhu mATe pramAda e ja hiMsA kahevAya che. hiMsA na thaI hoya, paNa sAvadhAnI na hoya, pramAda hoya to hiMsAno doSa lAge ja. 'pramattayAt praNavyaparopAM hiMsa' - tattvArthasUtra. 50 *** .. kahe kalApUrNasUri

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apramattapaNe cAlatAM jIva caMpAI jAya to paNa hiMsA nathI. dravyahiMsA najare caDe che. bhAvahiMsA najare caDatI nathI. A ja takalIpha che. AvA tattvadaSTA guruno yoga maLe tyAre yogAvaMcakanI prApti thAya. kALano paripAka thAya tyAre ja A badhuM maLe. AvA sadguru ApaNI dravya-bhAvathI rakSA kare. guNasaMpanna banAve. bhagavAna sAthe joDAvI Ape. * bhavabhramaNanuM mULa guNahInatA che. mATe sadguNono saMgraha karo. dhana vagere ahIM ja rahI jaze. guNo bhavAMtaramAM paNa sAthe cAlaze. sadguNo jevI koI uttama saMpatti nathI. bhagavAna ApaNane guNasaMpatti Ape che. * guru mAtra zrutajJAna bhaNelA hoya eTaluM ja nahi, emAM upayogavALA hoya. je vakhate jenI jarUra hoya te smrutimAM hoya. caraNAnaMdI hoya. jJAnanI tIkSNatA e ja cAritra gaNyuM che. 'jJAnanI tIkSNatA caraNa te' AtmatattvanuM AlaMbana laI temAM ramaNa kare, teno AsvAda le, AvA sadgurunA yogathI aneka jIvo graMthibheda karI samyaktva pAme. AvA gurunA guNo gurunI pAse hoya (he), paNa temanI nizrAmAM rahenAra ziSyane zo lAbha ? A praznano javAba e che ke, emanA tarapha ziSyonA bhakti ane bahumAna vadhe. navadIkSito guNaratnasAgara guru para bhakti - zraddhA - bahumAnathI tarI jAya. jyAM bhAvathI gurubhakti hoya tyAM cAritramAM sthiratA hoya. A vyApti che. cAritramAM sthiratA thaI, A ja ziSyane gurudvArA lAbha thayo. zraddhA - sthiratA ca cALe bhavati tathAhi gurubhakti bahumAnabhAvata eva cAritre zraddhA syairyaM ca bhavati / nAnyathA / guru bahumAna nathI to cAritramAM zraddhA ane sthiratA nahi ja rahe. eno artha e thayo ke Aje jo ApaNAmAM cAritramAM kAMI paNa zraddhA ke sthiratA hoya to gurubhaktino ja prabhAva che. samApattiH dhyAtA - dhyeya ane dhyAnanI ekatA. dhyAtA, AtmA, dhyeya paramAtmA ane dhyAnanI ekatA eTale ekAgya saMvitti. saMvitti = jJAna. kahe kalApUrNasUri *** 51

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zrutajJAnathI bodha maLe te bodhane bhagavAnamAM ekAgrapaNe lagADI levo te dhyAna. samApattimAM dhyAtA, paramAtmAnI sAthe saMpUrNa DUbI gayo hoya che. A prabhu sAthenI samApatti ApaNe kadI karI nathI. sAMsArika padArtho sAthe ghaNIvAra karI che. Aje paNa karIe chIe. uccakoTino jIva samApatti samaye, tIrthaMkaranAmakarma paNa bAMdhI zake. ema haribhadrasUri kahe che. guru bahumAna e ja svayaM mokSa che. ema paMcasUtranA 4thA sUtramAM kahyuM che. "dhRtamAyu:" nI jema guru- bahumAna mokSanuM ananya kAraNa che. kAraNamAM kAryano upacAra thayo che. gurubhaktinA prabhAvathI AvI samApatti A kALamAM paNa thaI zake che. mahAvidehanI rAha jovAnI jarUra nathI. 52 ... .. kahe kalApUrNasUri

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-4, 23-7-99, aSA. suda-10 * puNyanA prakarSavinAprabhuzAsana maLatuM nathI, sadgurumaLatA nathI. saMsAnA cakramAMthI mukta karanAra sadga che. guru evuM saMyama Ape che ke je mukti Ape. * gRhasthatA dvArA nahi, saMyama dvArA mukti maLe che. saMyama eTale muktinuM sarTiphikeTa. saMyamanI gADImAM beThA eTale muktinuM sTezana Avaze ja. zarata eTalI ja ke tamAre vacce kyAMya utaravAnuM nahi. vacce AkarSaNo ghaNA che. gurukRpA ja AkarSaNothI ApaNane bacAve che. * jJAnI - guNI guru dvArA ApaNane paNa jJAna tathA guNAdinI prApti thAya che. gurumAM "anuvartaka guNa ati jarUrI che. te guNathI ja te Azrita ziSyonI prakRti jANI zake. badhAnI prakRti judI-judI che. kAraNake badhA alaga-alaga gatimAMthI alaga-alaga saMskAralaIne AvyA che. koIne bhUkha to koIne tarasa vadhu hoya. ahinI vicitratAo pUrvajanmane AdhArita che. prakRtine anurUpamArgadarzana maLeto jhaDapI vikAsa zakya bane. gurumajabUta zarIravALA pAsethI tapa karAve. nabaLA zarIravALo dekhAdekhIthI tema karavA jAya to aTakAve. A guru ja karI zakhe. potAne anurUpa karavAthI ziSya paNa utsAhita banIne ArAdhanAkarI zake che, mokSamArgamAM AgaLavadhavAnI yogyatA (vinayaviveka-zraddhA - saMyamamAM sthiratA Adi rU5) prApta kare che. kahe kalApUrNasUri ... ... 53

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prazna : vaLI navI yogyatA zA mATe jarUrI ? dIkSA pahelAM ja e yogyatA joyelI ja hatI ne ? uttara H ratnamAM viziSTa pAsA pADavAthI camaka Ave che, tema ziSyamAM paNa ArAdhanAnI camaka Ave che. hIro yogya hovA chatAM pAsA pADavAmAM na Ave to camaka AvatI nathI. dIkSA lIdhA pachI thoDo samaya apramAda rahe paraMtu vaLI pramAda Ave. bhaNavAmAM, tapa vageremAM. e pramAdane dUra karanArA guru che. nidrA sivAya niMdA (vikA), viSaya - kaSAya, madyapAna Adi paNa pramAda che. e pramAdathI bacAvanArA guru che. ema karanAra ja saphaLa guru kahevAya. bhadra ghoDAnuM to badhA damana kare paNa tophAnI ghoDAnuM paNa damana kare te kharo sArathi. tophAnI-pramAdI ziSyanuM damana kare te kharA guru ! mAtA-pitAdi kuTuMbane choDIne AvanAra ziSyane je yogya rIte saMbhALe nahi te bahu moTo aparAdhI che. dIkSA ApavAmAM je rIte (rAtre besADavA- mA-bApane samajAvavA - jaldI dIkSA apAvavI - jaldI muhurta kaDhAvavuM) utAvaLa karavAmAM Ave che te rIte pachI paNa saMbhALavAmAM Ave to koI phariyAda na rahe. utAvaLa to eTalI ke dIkSA sAthe ja vaDIdIkSAnuM paNa muhurta joIe. pachI koI saMbhALanArUM na hoya tyAre chellI phariyAda ahIM Ave H AmanuM zuM karavuM ? ahIM koI pAMjarApoLa to che nahIM. zaikSanuM paripAlana yogya rIte na kare te pravacanano pratyenIka (zatru) kahevAya. jainazAsananI apabhrAjanA karanAra ziSyamAM nimitta guru bane che te yAda rAkhavuM. jainazAsananI A lokottara dIkSA che. emAM koIpaNa ADuM - avaLuM thAya to bahu moTuM jokhama che. A bhavamAM phajeto ne parabhavamAM durgati ! tenI javAbadArI gurunI kahevAya. ATalA jokhama batAvI have phAyadA batAve che. guru tene (ziSyane) Agamokta vidhithI grahaNa tathA AsevanazikSAthI samRddha banAve. ene paNa bhavathI pAra utAre pote paNa utare. Ama thatAM muktino mArga paNa 54 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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cAlu rahe che. sArA taiyAra thayelA ziSyo jainazAsananI je prabhAvanA kare, viniyoga kare teno lAbha gurune maLe. jJAnanI pariNati - upayoga vadhatAM guNa samRddhi acUka vadhaze ja. vairAgyazataka vagere zA mATe kaMThastha karAvavAnA? amane pU. knakasUrijI ma. e AvA vairAgyavardhaka prakaraNo kaMThastha karAvelA. kulaka saMgraha vagere paNa. vAcanA sAMbhaLIe tyAM sudhI pariNatisArI, paNa pachI? kaMIka haiye hoya haze to kAma lAge. gurunI gerahAjarImAM A ja (prakaraNagraMtho) kAma lAge. to ja AtmA doSathI bace, guNa - samRddha bane. doSo sAthe zatrunI jema yuddha karaze. guNone mitra mAnavA paDaze. kSamA - namratAdi majabUta haze to krodhAdinahinaDI zake. krodhAdine kADhavA kSamAdine sAdhavA paDaze. kSamA zastraM kare yasya durjanaH kiM kariSyati ? purANanI kathA: pAMca pAMDavokRSNa sAthejaya meLavI pAchA pharatA hatA. rastAmAM hiMsaka prANI - bhUtAdivALuM jaMgala AvyuM. AthI sau vArApharatI jAgatA. sau prathama bhIma jAgato hato tyAre eka rAkSasa Avyo. te bolyoH "badhAne khAI jaIza." bhIma yuddha kara' yuddha thayuM. traNa praharayuddha cAlyuM. bIjAono naMbara AvatAMte badhAnI sAthe paNa yuddha thayuM. kRSNanA naMbara vakhate AvezathI vadhato rAkSasa joine teo (zrIkRSNa) samajI gayA: A krodha pizAca che. kRSNa: 'tamArA jevA sAthe huM yuddha karato ja nathI." na gusso, na koI pratikAra! rAkSasanI hAITa ghaTI gaI. te macchara jeTalo thaI gayo. kRSNa tene paga nIce dabAvI dIdho. savAre uThyA tyAre badhA ghavAyelA hatA. kRSNa: meM to eno sAmano ja naryo. gussAno sAmano karIe to vadhato ja jAya. gusso karanAra keTalo karaze? keTalI gALo Apaze? Akhare thAvAno. ApaNe bhIma nahi, kRSNa banavAnuM che. kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... ... 55 WWW.jainelibrary.org

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jJAnAdi saMpattine lUMTanArA A krodhAdi pizAco che. guNa - saMpAdana, doSa - nigraha, A be karo. doSa - kSaya to A bhavamAM nahi karI zakIe. doSa-nigraha ke doSa-jaya karI zakIe toya ghaNuM. ahIMno abhyAsa bhavAMtaramAM kAma lAgaze. jenA saMskAra pADIzuM teno anubaMdha cAlaze. jene Teko ApazuM teno anubaMdha cAlaze. kono anubaMdha calAvavo che ? doSono anubaMdha eTale saMsAra. guNono anubaMdha eTale mokSa. nakkI tamAre karavAnuM che. ahIM koI balAtkAra nathI. thaI zake paNa nahi. bhagavAna paNa balAtkAre koIne mokSamAM laI jaI zake nahi. jamAli Adine kyAM laI jaI zakyA? samyaktva bhale na dekhAya, paNa enA zamAdi liMgo jarUra dekhAya. juo, zama vigere cihno che ke gusso vagere che ? gusso, mokSa dveSa, saMsAra rAga (nAma-kIrti - svargAdinI IcchA) nirdayatA, azraddhA, A badhA samyaktvathI barAbara viparIta lakSaNo che. H samyaktvanA lakSaNo H zama saMvega nirveda anukaMpA zraddhA : mithyAtvanA lakSaNo : krodha mokSadveSa - vibhAvadazA para prema. saMsAra rAga - svabhAva para dveSa. nirdayatA zaMkA. sAro kALa hoya, satata jJAnAdino abhyAsa - saMskAra hoya to te ja janmamAM mukti ziSyo meLavI jAya. eno lAbha gurune maLe. AvA sadguru zAsananA zaNagAra che. ziSyomAM jinazAsanano prema ubho karIne teo bahu moTuM kArya kare che. varaghoDA vigere A ja kAma kare che- zAsana para anurAga pedA karAvavAnuM. guNAnurAgI madhyastha jIvone Avo anurAga pedA thAya. 'A zAsana bhavya che, suMdara che.' jonAranA manamAM AvA vicAro AvyA eTale 56 kahe kalApUrNasUri

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dharmanuM (samyaktvanuM - mokSanuM) bIja emanAmAM paDI gayuM, mAnajo. keTalAkane ekavAranA darzana - milana - zravaNathI haMmeza mATe AvavAnuM mana - - thAya. saM. 202 6mAM navasArI - madhumatI cAturmAsa hatuM. pU. devendrasUrijInI nizrA hatI. eka selaTekSa ophIsare roja cAlatA yogadRSTi samuccayanA vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyA. gamyA. pachI to e roja acUka Ave ja. 9 thI 10 / / vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA mATe ja khAsa TiphIna ophisamAM maMgAvato. gItA vagerenI ja jANe ahIM vAta sAMbhaLavA maLe che- ema ene lAgyuM. cAturmAsa parivartana ane tyAM ryuM. dIkarAone bahArathI bolAvyA. jaMbusaranA K. D.paramAra paNa A ja rIte pAmelA che. paM. pU. mukti vi. ma. nA samAgamathI dharma pAmelA che. teo bahu ja guNAnurAgI che. eka vakhata pU. mukti vi.e emane 2055mAM mArI pAse pote laI AvelA. temanAmAM bhaktiyoga hato ja. stavanAdi gamyA. Aje to daTazraddhALu che. jainadharmI paNa na bolI zake tevuM sarasa bolI zake che. ame jyAre jaMbUsaramAM gayelA te vakhate temaNe pote ja badho lAbha lIdhelo. uttama ziSyonA ziSyo paNa prAyaH uttama pAke. e paraMparA calAvavAmAM guru nimitta bane che. kahe kalApUrNasUri ... 57

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zukra, 23-7-99, e. je. Dhi. - 10 atyAre paNa jeNe mokSamAM javuM hoya teNe prabhunA mArgarUpa tIrthano Azraya levo ja paDe. Aje paNa mokSanI ArAdhanA karI zakatA hoIe to te bhagavAnano prabhAva che. tIrthakara bhagavAna tIrthanI sthApanA kare, paNa tenuM saMcAlana gaNadhara-sthavirAdi kare, je Aje paNa emanI gerahAjarImAM A paddhatinA kAraNe jainazAsana cAlI rahyuM che. * gurukevA hoya? je anyadarzanIone paNa AkarSI zake. jemanAdarzanamAtrathI bIjA jIvo dharma pAmI jAya. sAdhUnAM darzanaM puNyaM, tIrthabhUtA hi sAdhavaH / tIrthaM phalati kAlena, sadyaH sAdhu - samAgamaH / / enuM e jIvatuM udAharaNa hoya. 7-8 varSa dakSiNamAM M.P, vageremAM ame rahyA. saMto pratyeno lokono apAra bahumAna joyo. "periyAra svAmI kahetAM e loko sASTAMga daMDavat karI le, sUI jAya. moTaramAMthI utarI paDe, vaMdana kare, moTaramAM besavAno Agraha kare vAhanamAM nahibesavAnI pratijJA sAMbhaLIne Azcaryavyakta kare. mAMsabhakSI, madirApAyI hovA chatAM saru pratye apAra bahumAna ! hRdayanA saraLa! samajAvIe eTale tarata ja mAMsAdi choDavA taiyAra thaI jAya. je prakAnuM vijJAna ziSyAdi guru pAsethI grahaNa kare tenAthI temano mokSamArga 58 .. kahe kalApUrNasUri

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khullo thAya prayANamAM AgaLa vadhe. jeo AvA hoya, temaNe potAnuM gurupada saphaLa banAvyuM che. laghu = halakuM, guru - mahAna. uttama jIvana jIvIne, guru, "guru" zabdane sArthaka banAve che. gurunA badhA guNomAM "anuvartaka guNane khUba ja mahattA ApI che, jethI ziSyo khUba ja sArA taiyAra thAya. preraNA- IcchA prayatna vagere khUba ja hovA chatAM ziSyoneyAra nathAyato guru doSanA bhAgI thatA nathI. gurue te mATe saMpUrNa parizrama karelo che. bhagavAnanA samayamAM jamAli svayaM bhagavAnanuM nathI mAnyA. bhagavAna zuM karI zake? guru zuM karI zake ? preraNA - upadeza vi. hitazikSA Ape, paNa pelAe na mAnavAnuM ja nakkI kyuM hoya to? to have guru para koI ja doSa nathI. Akhare gurunI paNa maryAdA hoya che. praznaH aparAdha ziSyano, gurune zAnuM pApa? kare te bhogave. uttaraH AjJA - bhaMga thavAthI doSa lAge, ziSyanA pApa gune AvI jAya ema nahi, paNa bhagavAnanI AjJAno lopa thayo teno doSa lAge. je AjJA pALI zake tevo na hoya tene pahelAthI gurue dIkSAmATe nA pADI devI joIeH huM tamane saMbhALI zakuM tema nathI. nA pADavA mATe bahuja satva joIe. gurunI jaghanya yogyatA: sUtrArtha- vijJa, sAdhvAcAranA pAlaka, zIlavAna, kriyAkalApamAMkuzaLa, anuvartaka, ziSyanuM dhyAna rAkhanAra - pratijAgarUka, ApattinA samaye paNa aviSAdI. ATalA guNo to gurumAM hovA ja joIe have dIkSArthInA 16 guNo 1) Aryadeza samutpannaH AryabhUmi (bhAratabhUmi)mAM utpanna thayelo hoya eTale ke bIja AryabhUminuM hoya. 2) zuddhajAtikulAnvitaH mAtAnI jAti, pitAnuM kuLa - banne uttama joIe. mANaso ghaNA che, paNa badhA kAMI uttama nathI hotA. nIcakuLanA, anAryadezanA mANasomAM sahaja rIte ja yogyatA ochI hoya che. 4. vimalabuddhiH ratnanI kiMmata buddhihIna na karI zake. kahe kalApUrNasUri ... **. 29

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nirmaLabuddhivALAnI vicAradhArA nirmaLa hoya tenI vicAradhArAthIja nirmaLatAno khyAla Ave. (dIkSArthInA 16 guNo juo aSA. su. 7) nirmaLa buddhivALo ja mAnava - janma durlabhatA vagerenI vicAraNA kare. mAnava janmanI durlabhatA bIjI gatione jovAthI ja samajAya devagati, puNya, ane narakagati- pApa bhogavavA mATe che. devagatimAM paNa durgati hoya che, IrSyA - viSAda - atRmi hoya che. tiryaMcagati to najara samakSa duHkhapUrNa che. have dharmanI yogyatA ekamAtra mANasa pAse rahI. AthI ja moha mANasane phasAvavA - kaMcana kAminI AdinI jALa bichAve che. pataMgIyAne dIvAmAM sonuM dekhAya che, mANasane pILI mATImAM sonuM dekhAya che. sonuM mATI ja che. tattvadraSTAo mATe banne eka ja che. tamAruM jIvana saMpUrNa rIte dhana kendrita che. ghananI AsapAsa tame ghUmo cho. ahIM Avo kharA, paNa mana to dhanamAM ja hoya. ghaNA to ahIM AvIne kahI jAya: mahArAja! mahArAja mArA A pAkiTanuM dhyAna rAkhajo. sAdhu tamArI pAkITanuM dhyAna na rAkhe. kadAca upaDI jAya to nAma sAdhunuM Ave. (madrAsamAM evA ThagakyAreka AvI jatA ke vaMdana karatAM koI pAkITa nIce mUke ne tarata ja ga e upADIne hAlato thAya. pelAne khabara ja na paDe.) vairAgyamATe saMsAranI nirguNatA jANavI paDe. te mATe Ama vicAravuM: saMyogano viyoga thavAno ja che. mRtyu sAme ja ubhuM che. viSayo duHkhadAyI che. jo huM jIvanano sadupayoga nahi karuM to bhayaMkara pariNAmo bhogavavA paDaze. AvI vicAradhArAthI jeNe saMsAranI nirguNatA jANI che, te dIkSAmATe yogya bane che. saMsAra tamane sArabhUta lAge che. jJAnIone asAra lAge che. saMsAra tamane guNapUrNa lAge che. jJAnIone nirguNa lAge che. jIvananI pAMca zaktio. 1) amaratA, 2) vANInI amoghatA. - vANI jJAnanI dyotaka che. eTale ke amogha jJAna. 3) AtmAnuM jJAnAdi aizvarya. 4) ajanmA svabhAva. 5) akSayasthiti. tene pAMca avata haNe che. bIjAne mAravAthI "amaratAne haNIe chIe. asatya bolavAthI "amoghavANI' (amogha jJAna) haNIe chIe. 60 ... .. kahe kalApUrNasUri

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corI karIne "anaMta Rddhi haNIe chIe abrahmathI "ajanmA svabhAvane haNIe chIe. bIjAne janma ApavAthI. parigrahathI akSayasthiti guNa haNIe chIe. krodhAdi, kAmAdi, hAsyAdithI dIkSArthI para hoya. e kRtajJa hoya, kareluM na bhUle, bIjAnuM RNa svIkAre te ja paropakAramAM pravRtta thaI zake. bIjAnA nANA lo to upakAra svIkAro ke nahi? ke laIne besI jAva? upakAra na mAno to naguNA" kahevAo. nANA dhIranArano upakAra mAnato jJAna ApanAragunoupakAranahimAnavAno? nigodamAMthI koI siddhe ApaNane bahAra kADhyA che. have jyAM sudhI ApaNe mokSamAM jaIne bIjA jIvane nigodamAMthI bahAra na kADhIe tyAM sudhI e RNa nahi utare. keTaluM moTuM RNa che ApaNI upara? arihaMtanuM kAma che saMsArI jIvone mokSe mokalavAnuM. arihaMtanuM kAma che zAzvata sukhanA bhoktA banAvavAnuM. mohanuM kAma cheH zAzvata sukhanA bhoktA nahi ja banavA devAnuM. mohanuM kAma anAdithI che, tema dharmanuM paNa anAdithI che. mohane AdhIna rahe te saMsAramAM rahe, dharmane AdhIna rahe te mokSa tarapha prayANa kare. AthI ja tathAbhavyatAnA paripAka mATe prathama upAya cAranI zaraNAgati che. - ekavAra paNa jo ananya zaraNAgati svIkArI to ardhapudgala parAvarta kALamAM to tamAro mokSa nakkI ja. bhavyatA samAna hovA chatAM badhAnI tathAbhavyatA judI judI che. pAMca kAraNomAM sauthI mukhya puruSArtha che. to e puruSArthazaraNAgati mATe keLavavAno che. bhagavAna ja mokSanA upAya, mokSanA dAtA, mokSanuM puSTa kAraNa che, ema mAnIne teonI zaraNAgatI svIkAravI. na svataH na parataH mAtra paramAtmAnI kRpAthI ja mokSa zakya bane. gurunI zaraNAgati paNa aMtatogatvA bhagavAnanI ja zaraNAgati che. bhagavAnane kahI doH yAvannApnomi padavIM, parAM tvadanubhAvajAm / tAvanmayi zaraNyatvaM, mA muJca zaraNaM zrite / / kahe kalApUrNasUri ... **. 61

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tuM lAyaka nathI mArA zaraNa mATe." - ema bhagavAna kadI nahi kahe kRtajJatA guNathI ja AvI zaraNAgati AvI zake. karmanuM jora ghaNuM hoya, ApaNuM jora na cAle tyAre bhagavAnanuM zaraNa levuM. emanuM baLa e ja ApaNA mATe taraNopAya che. je kSaNe tame bhagavAnane smaro cho, te ja kSaNe bhagavAna tamArAmAM padhAre che. aneka jIvo yAda kare che to bhagavAnanI zakti ghaTaze. bhagavAna keTalAne tAraze? evuM nahimAnatA. bhagavAnanuM zaraNuM svIkAryuM eTale ApaNI cetanA bhagavanmayI banI. bhagavAnanI zakti ApaNAmAM utarI, vyAkaraNamAM mAkhavoziH kahyuM che. agninuM dhyAna dhanAro mANavaka. eTale ke mANavaka svayaM agni che. arthAt mANavaka atyAre agninA dhyAnamAM che. tema bhagavAnanuM dhyAna dharanAro khuda bhagavAna che. upayogathI ApaNo AtmA abhinna che. upayoga bhagavAna sAthe joDAyo eTale patyuM. e upayoga ja tamAruM rakSaNa kare. chatAM kRtajJa kadI ema na mAne mArA upayoga mArI rakSA karI. bhagavAnane ja e rakSaka mAne. lAITanuM bila Ave, sUrya, caMdra, megha vageree kadI bila ApyuM? A upakArI tattvothI ja jagata TakeluM che. kRtajJa ane paropakArI sUrya-candra jevA che. upakAra kare chatAM mAne nahi RNa - mukti mATe ja prayatna kare. bhagavAna to kRtakRtya che. upakAranI jarUra nathI, mATe e jagatanA jIvo para niHsvArtha bhAve upakAra kya kare. "tametamArA jevA bIjAne banAvo." evI javAbadArI dareka sAdhu-sAdhvIjInI che. tame cAlyA jazo acAnaka, to ahIM koNa saMbhALaze? dIkSArthIno bIjo mahattvapUrNa guNa vinaya che. vinayathI AjJA-pAlana Ave che. je kahezo te karIza, je kahezo te mAnIza." AjJAMkitano AvI mudrAlekha hoya che. kAma maLatAM vinItane AnaMda thAya, kAma karIne TekSa nathI cUkavavAnuM, ApaNuM kartavya che. jJAnathI maLe, tenA karatAM sevAthI ghaNuM maLaze. bhaNeluM bhUlI javAya, paNa sevA amara benkamAM jamA thAya che. mATe ja sevAne apratipAtI guNa kahyo che. - dIkSArthImAM bAkInA guNo ochAvattA cAlaze, paNa kRtajJatA, vinayamAM koI bAMdhachoDa nahi. Jain Efutation International ..... se seuy rary.org

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kzana, 24-7-99, abA. su. 11 * bhagavAne dharma be prakAre batAvyo che. zrAvaka ane sAdhu dharma. jo tene muktinuM kAraNa banAvavuM hoya, guNa-vRddhi, doSa-hAni karavI hoya to tenuM vidhipUrvaka pAlana thavuM joIe. karma-kSaya eTaledoSa kSaya ane guNa-prApti. banne prakAranA dharmo karmakSaya mATe che. mATImAMthI ghaDo bane. tema yogya jIvamAM upAdAnarUpe rahelA guNo pragaTa thAya. pahelA kSAyopathamika bhAvanA, pachI kSAyika guNo maLe. sIdhA ja kSAyika nahi. karmanA AvaraNa TaLe tema guNo maLe, doSo TaLe. gADha mithyAtvI jIvo AtmAnuM astitva paNa svIkAravA taiyAra nathI thatA. 9 pUrvI paNa mithyAtvI hoI zake. "huM AtmA chuM." evI anubhUti tene (abhavyane) na thAya, mAtra AtmAnI jANakArI tene maLI zake. AtmatattvanI pratIti- zraddhA anubhUti sarva para paDado pADanAra mohanIya che. aMdhAruM muMjhavaNa pedA karanAruM hoya che. corane zAhukAra aMdhArAmAM jaNAtA nathI. avidyA - ajJAnanuM aMdhAruM pedA karanAra mohanIya che. * 'uttama gurujevA ja uttama ziSyataiyAra thAya enA mATe ahIM badhI vAto kahI che. A badhA guNo jAtamAM utAravAnA che. sAMbhaLIne besI rahevAnuM nathI. kahe kalApUrNasUri ....

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gurunA guNomAM dIkSArthInA 16 guNo AvI gayA. kAraNake e rIte vidhipUrvaka dIkSA lIdhI hoya te ja sadguru banI zake. dIkSArthImAM pUrepUrA 16 guNonI apekSA rAkho to kadAca A kALamAM eka paNa ziSya na maLe. na maLe to zuM thayuM ? ApaNo mokSa aTakaze na iku. 'mana milA to celA, nahi to bhalA akelA.' 2-4 guNo na hoya, paNa samarpita hoya to calAvI zakAya. gaMbhIra doSo na hovA joIe. mAnava, Aryadeza, jAti, kuLa mAtrathI ja na cAle. vinaya, samarpaNazIlatA vagere guNa khAsa jovA joIe. guNavAna hoya to ja e guNaprakarSa sAdhI zakaze. bIjarUpe ja na hoya to aMkura - vRkSa zI rIte thaze ? vinaya sAthe dikSArthI bhavirakta che ke nahi ? te khAsa jovuM. saMsAra eTale viSaya - kaSAya. tenAthI je napharata karato hoya te bhavavirakta kahevAya. viSaya - kaSAyane saMsAranuM mULa mAne. tene TALavA dIkSA levA Icche te yogya gaNAya. vairAgyathI A guNo jaNAya. mohanuM vRkSa bhayaMkara che. anAdi bhava-vAsanArUpI vRkSanuM mULa viSaya-kaSAya che. enuM unmUlana duSkara che. Asakti - IcchA - spRhAnuM unmUlana saheluM nathI. apramatta jIvanathI ja e zakya bane. dIkSA levI eTale pAMca mahAvrato apramattapaNe pALavA. pAMca avrato cAra kaSAyonuM phaLa che. athavA avratothI kaSAyo vadhe che, ema paNa kahI zakAya. prathama vrataH ahiMsAH eka muslIma vaidya hamaNAM Avyo. te dharma be kahe H saMskRtamAM 'ku' eTale pRthvI. 'rAna' eTale ghoSaNA. pRthvI paranI ghoSaNArUpa A kurAnamAM kyAMya hiMsAnI vAta ja nathI. keTalAka muslIma evA hoya che je hiMsA nathI karatA, mAMsAhAra nathI karatA. jAmanagaramAM eka vRddha mAstara AvatA. enA kapaDA para mAMkaDa dekhAyo. eNe 64 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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kADhyo nahi. teNe kahyuM : ene sthAnabhraSTa kema karAya ? 'ThANAo ThANuM saMkAmiyA' no doSa na lAge ? eNe kahyuM H ''eka muslIme, patnI rU kAMtatI'tI mATe nAnI chokarIne ghauM levA mATe mokalI. saDelA jIvAtavALA ghauM vepArIe padharAvI dIdhA. ghera AvIne kholatAM jIvaDA dekhAyA. muslIme kahyuM : 'jaldI jA. ghauM pAchA ApI Ava, paisA pAchA na maLe to kAMI nahi, e je jagyAe jIvaDA to pahoMcI ja javA joIe.' pelI chokarI ghauM pAchA ApI gaI. muslIma paNa ATalI ahiMsA pALe to ame to hindu chIe.'' ema pelA vRddha mAstare amane jAmanagaramAM kaheluM. abhihayA - vattiyA Adi 10 rIte jIvonI virAdhanA TaLavI joIe. abhihayA eTale abhighAta - Takkara - lAgavI. upAdhyAya zrI prIti vi. ne Takkara vAgI ane upaDI gayA. ApaNe nAnA jIvo mATe lorIthI paNa khataranAka chIe. na jANe ApaNI TakkarathI keTalAya jIvo maratA haze ! hiMsAnuM mULa krodha che. krodhI mANasa ahiMsaka na banI zake. krodhane upamitikAre vaizvAnara - agni kahyo che. hiMsAne krodhanI bahena kahI che. 'hiMsA bhaginI atibhUrI re, vaizvAnaranI joya re.'' tene jItavA kSamA, maitrI joIe. * 1lAvrata mATe Isimiti, nIcuM joIne cAlatAM ahiMsA-pAlanamAM sahAyatA maLe. 2jAvrata mATe bhASA samiti. upayogapUrvaka bolatAM asatya viramaNa vrata barAbara pALI zakAya. trIjA vrata mATe eSaNA samiti. nirdoSa gocarIthI sAdhu acauryavrata barAbara pALI zake. cothA vrata mATe AdAna-bhaMDamatta nikSepaNA samiti. vastu letAM-mUkatAM satata najara nIcI rahe to strI saMbaMdhI ghaNA doSothI bacI zakAya. pAMcamA vrata mATe pAriSThApanikA. paraThavatAM mUrchA TALavAnA saMskAro paDe. Ama kahe kalApUrNasUri ... 65

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pAMca samiti pAMca vrato pALavAmAM sahAyaka che. * zama, saMvegAdi krama pradhAnatAnI apekSAe che. utpattinI apekSAe AstikyathI utkrama samajavAno che. prathama AstikatA. pachI anukaMpAdi ema ulaTuM samajavuM. 1lA vratathI samyakatva pragaTe. hiMsA samyakradarzanano nAza kare. 1lAvratathI dayA prekTIkala bane che. ahiMsA sakhyatvInA hRdayamAM hoya che. paNa vratadharane amalamAM AvI che. virati lIdhA pachI jo jayaNA vageremAM koI upayoga na rAkhIe 3-4 divase kApa kADhIe, pANI anApa-sanApaDhoLIe to kyAM rahyuM 19 vrata? jayaNA vinA jIvano uddhAra nathI. mahAnizIthamAM Ave che ke eka ugra tapasvI nigodamAM gayo. kAraNa jaNAnuM jJAna nahotuM. jayaNA - ajayaNAnuM bhAna ja na hoya te zuM jayaNA pALavAno? pApakarmano baMdha ajayaNAthI nahi aTake. 18 hajAra zIlAMganA pAlanathI ajayaNA aTake. pelA tapasvIne gurue ajayaNA mATe Takora karI, prAyazcitta ApyuM paNa pelona ja mAnyo. hA... e gurue ApeluM prAyazcitta tapa dvArA puruM karato, paNa jayaNA to jIvanamAM nahi ja. AthI te marIne 1lA devalokamAM gayo. tyAMthI vAsudeva banyo tyAMthI narakamAM gayo. pachI hAthInA bhavamAM ne pachI anaMtakALamATe TheTha nigodamAM cAlyo gayo. vadhu uMcAIethI vadhu nIce gabaDe. rastAmAM cAlanAro paDe ne uparanI bilDIMgathI koI paDe, to pharaka paDe ne? tamArA karatAM mane 10 gaNuM vadhu prAyazcita Ave; jo huM bhUla karuM! bIjuM vrata jUThuM bolavAmAM abhimAna mukhya kAraNa che. A bAju bIjo kaSAya abhimAna che. jUThuM bolIne paNa mANasa potAnA khabhAne TaTTAra rAkhaze. ene upamitimAM ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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'zailarAja' kahyo che. parvata jevo akkaDa ! abhimAna AvyuM eTale vinaya gayo. vinaya gayo eTale jJAna gayuM. abhimAna, jJAnamAM bhogaLa che. dA.ta. sthUlabhadra. ghaNA jJAnane ghaTADavAno upAya che, abhimAna. abhimAna karo eTale tamAruM jJAna ghaTI jAya. jarAka prabhAva batAvavA gayA sthUlabhadra to navo pATha baMdha thaI gayo. 2 vrata namratAdvArA jJAnanI samRddhi Ape. 3 vrata : nItimattA Ape. nIti gaI to AcaraNa zuM rahyuM ? nyAyapUrvakanuM vartana vizvasanIya bane che. corImAM sahayogI mAyA che. 3jo kaSAya paNa mAyA che. vepArI bheLa - saMbheLa mAyA vinA kare che ? kiMmata sAcA mAlanI lo, ane mAla nakalI padharAvo, AmAM corI ane mAyA banne kharA ke nahi ? sarakAra 420 mI kalamano, chetarapIMDIno kAyado lagAve ne ? 4-5muM vrata anAsakti Ape che. kaMcana-kAminIno paNa lobha hoya che. asalamAM cAra ja mahAvrata che. 22 bhagavAnanA kALamAM ane mahAvidehamAM haMmeza mATe cAra mahAvrato ja che. A to ApaNe vakra - jaDa chIe mATe 4thuM vrata alaga levuM paDyuM che. je vIrya ApaNane ajanmA banAvavAmAM sahAyaka bane, utsAha vadhAre, te dvArA ApaNe ApaNA janma vadhArIe chIe. koIne janma Apavo eTale potAnA janma vadhAravA. ''viratine praNAma karIne Indra sabhAmAM bese mere pyAre ! e vrata jagamAM dIvo.'' brahmacaryano mahimA ema vIra vi. gAya che. brahmacaryanuM rakSaNa nava vADathI karavAnuM. brahma eTale AtmA. temAM caravuM te brahmacarya 4thuM vrata ApaNane AtmAmAM lIna banAve. je teno bhaMga kare te AtmAmAM ramaNa na karI zake. pAcamuM vrata aparigraha. vipakSamAM lobha. ekendriya jIva paNa parigraha saMjJAthI potAnA mULIyA nidhAna para goThave. kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... 67

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AsaktivALA jIvo ekendriya banIne Ama kare. ApaNA mATe (sAdhumATe)parigraha tyAga. gRhastho mATe parigraha parimANa. khokhA bharIne rAkhIe e upakaraNa nahi, adhikaraNa kahevAya. jyAre joIe tyAre maLe che zA mATe khokhA bharavA? upaDe eTalI ja upadhi rAkhavI. vadhunI jarUra zI ApaNane joIne navA paNa zIkhaze, e bhUlatA nahi. bhacAumAM pU. kanakasUrijI ma. sAthe ame hatA. gacchAdhipati pAse sToka rAkhavo paDe; upagraha- upakAra karavA mATe. amRtabhAInA pitA goradhanabhAIe kahyuM tamAre ATalo parigraha? "A to AcArya bhagavaMtanA che." ame kahyuM pachI samajyA. AcArya ma. ne jarUra paDe, paNa bIjA badhAne zI jarUra? "poTakAM AvyA ke nahi? khovAI to nathI gayA ne?" pachI mana AvA ja vicAromAM pari eTale cAre bAjuthI "graha eTale levuM te parigraha "bAvo beTho jape. je Ave te khape." khokhAmAM dhyAna na rAkhIe to keTalA jaMtuo paDe? khokhA vadhe eTale kabATa joIe. kabATa ochA paDe eTale phleTa joIe. kyAM sudhI pahoMcyA! ApaNe? chatAM kahevAIe aparigrahI! bokSathI mokSa maLaze, evuM to nathI mAnI lIdhuM ne? ziSyAdi para rAga paNa parigraha che. mUrchA e ja parigraha che. pAchalA daravAje parigraha AvI na jAya, teno khyAla rAkhavAno che. 108 mALanI bilDIMga, ekeka mALamAM 100 oraDA. badhA pUrNarUpe hIrAmotIthI bharelA che. badho thaIne keTalo mAla? ApaNA AtmAnA asaMkhya pradeza che. ekeka pradezamAM anaMta guNo che. keTalA guNo thaze? A guNo prApta karavA prayatna karo to? bhaNavAno - guNono lobha sAro che, tapano, svAdhyAyano, sevAno lobhasAro che, paNa vastuo bhegI karavAno lobha khataranAka che. enAthI bacavA jevuM che. ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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4, 27-7-99, a. su. 12 be prakAranA dharmamAMthI sAdhudharma jaldI mokSaprada che. pravajyA: prakRSTa vajana - gamana. je jaldI mokSamAM laI jAya te pravajyA. dIkSA - cAritra mokSanuM prakRSTa sAdhana hovAthI, teno svIkAranAra mokSamArgano pravAsI kahevAya. zrAvaka - dharmane pravajyA na kahevAya, pravajyAnI taiyArI kahevAya. pahelA sAdhudharmanI paribhAvanA pachI paripAlanA dezaviratidharma, sarvaviratimATe pALavAno che. deza - viratidhara jo yuvarAja che to sarvaviratidhara mahArAjA che. Ajano zrAvaka AvatIkAlanA mahArAjA che. mATetozrAvakamATe sAdhunI sAmAcArI sAMbhaLavAnuM vidhAna che- sAdhu-sAdhvInA tamAma AcArane zrAvaka - zrAvikA paNa jANe. jANavAmAM pharaka nahi pAlanamAM pharaka. AthI ja samajI zrAvikA kadI rAMdhatI vakhate sAdhu mATe rasoIna banAve. * A viSamakALamAM 16 guNovALo dIkSArthI durlabhatama che. bIjA guNone gauNa karI temAM vairAgya- vinayAdibhAva- guNone pradhAnatA ApI dIkSA ApI zakAya. mohavRkSanA UMDA mULIyA viSaya-kaSAya para TakelA che. mATe ja viSaya - kaSAya parano vairAgya sau prathama joIe. ahIM AvIne viSaya - kaSAyanA tophAno thAya to zAsananI bhayaMkara apabhrAjanA thAya. Aja-kAla to chApAno jamAno! pahelA paNa AvA banAvo banatA, paNa chApe nahotA caDatA. gharamAM nathI banatA? Aje chApe caDavAthI bhayaMkara apabhrAjavAnA prasaMgo banyA che. kahe kalApUrNasUri ...

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mohanA DALI - pAMkhaDA kApazo to kaI nahi vaLe, mULa para ghA thavo joIe. narakanA jIvo zAlmalI vRkSa nIce vizrAma karavA jAya ne uparathI talavAra jevA pAMdaDA paDe; kapAI mare, vizrAmatona maLe paNa... mohato pelA zAlmalI vRkSathI paNa khataranAka tIvramoha ane tIvra ajJAnanA kAraNe ja nigodanA jItyAM paDelA che. nahito tyAM hiMsAdimAMnuM dekhAtuM koI pApa nathI. aigaruo mohataru, aNAibhavabhAvaNAi viSayamUlo / dukkhaM ummUlijjai, acvaMtaM appamattehiM / / luNAvAmAM vizALa vaDalo. dIkSA vagere mATe kadI maMDapanI jarUra na paDe. evaDalo to sAro, paNa mohanuM vRkSa khataranAka! * jene mokSa javAnI icchA nathI teNe nigodamAM javAnI taiyArI rAkhavI paDe. bIje kyAMya anaMtakALa sudhI rahevAnI vyavasthA ja nathI. trasakAyanI utkRSTa sthiti be hajAra ja sAgaropama che. eTalA samayamAM svasAdhya (mokSa) siddha na thAya to nigoda taiyAra ja che. * viSayanI spRhA saMsAranuM mULa che. apramatta sAdhaka paNate spRhAnuM muzkelIthI umUlana karI zake che. mATe ja A guNa to hovo ja joIe. saMsArathI virakta ja apramatta banI zake, sAcA arthamAM sAdhaka banI zake. apramatta sAdhakane paNa mohane mAravAmAM muzkelI paDatI hoya to saspRhanI to vAta ja kyAM karavI? bhagavAna mahAvIranI sAdhanAnA 12 varSa yAda karo; e mohane mAravAno utkRSTa puruSArtha hato. mohanuM mULa paNa mithyAtva che. teno jaya sabhyatvathI thAya. mohe strIne zastra banAvyuM che. te mATe dhana joIe. AthI ja kaMcana - kAminInI dAsa AkhI duniyA che. ghanano nahi, jJAnano rAga joIe, strIno nahi, prabhuno rAga joIe, - ema bhagavAna zIkhave che. jIvamaitrI ane prabhu-bhaktinI kaLA apanAvo eTale mohanuM mRtyu thatuM dekhAze. prabhune hRdayamAM vasAvavA e ja mohanA mRtyuno mukhya upAya che. prabhu sivAya moha - mRtyunI kaLA bIje kazethI nahi maLe. prabhubhakti vinA prabhunuM vacana paNa (Agamo paNa) moha-vRkSane ukheDI zake nahi, ema haribhadrasUri kahe che. vacanayoga trIjuM sopAna che. te pahelA prIti - bhakti yoga joIe. * kahe kalApUrNasUri

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* apramAda eTale jJAnadazAmAM jAgRti. ADA avaLA vicAromAM raho, to jAgatA chatAM pramAda che. bhagavatImAM 8 prakArano pramAda kahyo che. pachI kyAreka kahIza. * avinaya, Aveza, mAyA, chaLa, kapaTa Adi karavA e moha che. doSane doSa na mAnavo te mithyAtva che. 17 doSane A ekaluM mithyAtva pahoMcI vaLe, caDI jAya. e hiMsAdine pAparUpe na ja svIkAre. mATe ja mithyAtva mahApApa che. * dIkSArthI mA-bApa pAse vinaya na karato hoya to ahIM paNa nahi kare. gRhasthanA sAmAnya niyamonuM pAlana na karanAro ahIM AvIne lokottara niyamo zI rIte pALI zakaze ? dIkSArthI. 'gharamAM zuM karato hato' tenI tapAsa karavAthI A vastuno khyAla Ave. sAMcorano bhAi AdhoI (saM. 2016) mAM bhaNavA Avyo. vaNavIrane ghera jamavA gayo. tyAM dhamAla karI Avyo. ame kahI dIdhuM H tAruM ahIM kAma nathI. pachI bIjA samudayAmAM dIkSA lIdhI. atyAre ekalA phare che. bhavAbhinaMdIne kadI dIkSA na apAya. prazna H bhale e bhavAbhinaMdI hoya, paNa jinavacanathI e doSa dUra thaI jaze... to dIkSA ApavAmAM zo vAMdho ? uttara H saMsAra rasikane kadI jinavacana nahi game. e dharma karaze to paNa sAMsArika siddhi mATe ja. bhAre karmI kilaSTa pareNAmI jIvone kadI jinavacana gaLe utaratuM nathI. melA kapaDAmAM kadI kesarIyo raMga caDe ? mATe evI bhrAMtimAM rahetA ja nahi. gAMdhIdhAmanA devajIbhAImAM A badhA ja guNo dekhAtA. vairAgya, namratA, saraLatA, kSamA, bhadrikatA, dAkSiNya vagere guNo dekhAya. jyAre dharma pAmyA nahotA tyAre paNa koIne khAlI hAthe pAcho mokalatA nahi. kyAMthI AvyA A sadguNo ? pUrvajanmanA saMskAro. vastrane ujaLuM karIne raMgAya tema koIne dharma - raMgathI raMgavo hoya to enI viSaya - kaSAyanI malinatA dUra karavI joIe. jene viSayo viSTA jevA, kaSAyo kaDavA jhera lAge, te ja dIkSAne yogya gaNAya. bhUMDa viSThAno rAga kadI na choDe. bhavAbhinaMdI saMsArano rAga kadI nahi choDe. bhUMDane pakaDIne tame dUdhapAka, mIThAI vagere khavaDAvo to paNa viSThA nahi choDe. tema bhavAbhinaMdIne game teTaluM samajAvo. akAryane nahi choDe. taka maLatAM ja karI leze. mATe guNasaMpannane ja dIkSA ApavI. 16mAMthI koIpaNa guNanI apekSA rAkhyA vinA dIkSA ApavAmAM Ave to sva-paranuM bhayaMkara ahita thaze. kahe kalApUrNasUri ... 71

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soma, 26-7-99, a. su. 13 pAMcadvAro - pAMca vastu tarIke batAvyA che. mATe A granthanuM nAma "paMcavastuka' che. cAraanuyogamAM ahIM caraNa-karaNAnuyogapradhAnarUpe che. cAreya anuyoga ApaNA AdhyAtmika jIvanane paripuSTa banAve. 1) dravyAnuyoga samyagadarzana nirmaLa kare dravya -guNa paryAya jANavAthI AtmAdi padArtho viSe niHzaMka ane sthirabanAya che. AtmAdi padArtho, jaNAvavA mATe ke kIrti mATe zIkhyA, paNa potAmATe jarAya na zIkhyA. A dIpaka sabhyatva kahevAya. abhavya jevA rahyA ApaNe. bhedajJAna pAmavA mATe A tattvajJAna zIkhavAnuM che. jIvonuM svarUpa jANavAthI tenuM sAdhamya jaNAya che ne tethI sarva jIvo sAthe maitrI sadhAya che. e mATe ja jIvavicAra Adi bhaNavAnA che. jIvonA bheda, karma, gati ke jAtinA kAraNe paDe che. cetanAnI apekSAe koI bheda nathI. eTale pahelA jIvonI ektA paNa (abheda) manamAM hovI ja joIe. hinda mahAsAgara, arabI mahAsAgara ke baMgALano akhAta vagere sAgaranA bhedo jANatI vakhate e vastu khyAlamAM hovI joIe ke sAgararUpe badhA eka che. mAtra bhaugolika sthitinA kAraNe nAma alaga che. 2) gaNitAnuyoga jJAna mATe ekAgratAthI jJAna vadhe. 72. ... kahe kalApUrNasUriy.org

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3) caraNakaraNAnuyoga cAritra mATe. 4) kathAnuyoga traNeyanuM phaLa che. AthI jIva virAdhanAthI bace. ArAdhanAmAM AgaLa vadhe. uttarAdhyayana vageremAM kathAnuyogamAM che. bIjuM Ave te gauNa. koIkamAM cAreya anuyoga paNa hoya. AryarakSita sUrijI dvArA A vibhAgIkaraNa thayuM * "jenI pAse dIkSA lau tenuM kahyuM na mAnuM, teno vinayana karuM, teno droha karuM to zo matalaba che dIkSAno?" bhavabhIta dIkSArthI A pramANe vigere. * guNahInane dIkSA ApatAM sva-paranA banne bhava bagaDe. vinIta puNyavAna, avinIta puNyahIna hoya, saMpatti hoya tene dhanavAna kahevAya. ahIM vinayAdiguNa e AMtara saMpatti che. navakAramAM "namo'nI pradhAnatA che te vinayadarzaka che. avinItane zikSA Apo to tamane ja vaLagazeH 'tame kevA cho?" te badhuM huM jANuM chuM. rahevA do.." ene tame hajAra upAye paNa samajAvI nahIM zako. vinaya vinA vidyA - samakita kyAMthI? vinIta kadI potAnI IcchA mujaba nahIM kare. avinIta potAnI marajI mujaba ja badhuM kare. avinIta vihita nahi, avihita anuSThAna ja karato raheze. kyAMya pharI Ave, kAMi paNa karI Ave, goTALA vALI Ave, gurune kAMI jaNAve ja nahi. gautamasvAmIe 36 hajAra prazno pUchyA, ApaNe gurune kAMIna pUchIe. pUchavA jevuM rahyuM ja nathI ne! sarvajJa thaI gayA...! avinIta uddhatane vAraMvAra Toko to tene ArtadhyAna thAya "jyAre juo tyAre TakaTaka.. basa mane ekane ja joyo che ?' vinItane zikhAmaNa ApavAthI - TakorathI rAjI thAya. azraddhALu - avinItane duHkha thAya. >> bhIkha mAMgIne khAvuM teduniyAmAM halakAmAM halako dhaMdho che. jo ApaNe ahIM saMyamayoganuM pAlana na karIe to bhIkhArI karatAM paNa gayA. bhIkhArI to hajAe namra hoya. ahIM to namratAya gaI. keTalAka zrAvako avinItane kaheH "huM AcArya mahArAjane kahI daIza." kahIdone. AcArya mahArAjathI huM Darato nathI. A teno javAba hoya. dazavaikAlikamAMnavamA vinayaadhyayanamAM sauthI vadhu 4 udezA che. uttarAdhyayanamAM kahe kalApUrNasUri .... ... 73.

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paheluM adhyayana vinaya mATenuM che. A parathI vinayaguNano mahimA khyAlamAM Avaze. enI gujarAtI sajjhAyo paNa che. moTI uMmaranA sAdhuone amArA vaDIlo e sajjhAya zIkhavatA H 'vinaya karajo re celA...' vagere... pAlItANA(2036)mAM vinaya viSe jyAM jyAMthI kAMI maLyuM te ekaThuM karavAno prayatna karyo che. asAdhya dardIne jema vaidya choDI de tema avinItane gurue choDI devA joIe. asAdhya kesane hAthamAM le to vaidyano apayaza thAya. dardI paNa herAna thAya. eno tyAga karavAmAM ja bhalAI... ! dIkSA ApavI eTale jIvanA karmarUpI roganI cikitsA karavI. gurune vaidya thavAnuM che. ziSyane dardI banavAnuM che. jene saMsAra roga dUra karavAnI IcchA hoya tene ja dIkSA ApavI. je potAne dardI ja na mAne tenI cikitsA zI rIte thaI zake ? prazna : A jainazAsanamAM to kAMI ja asAdhya na hovuM joIe. ahIM jo asAdhya hoya to jIva jaze kyAM...? na uttara : tamArI vAta sAvasAcI. jinazAsanane kazuM asAdhya nathI. paNa tenA prayoga mATe to yogyatA joIe ne...? svayaM tIrthaMkara paNa abhavya ke durvyavyane pratibodha na Ape. dezanAmAM paNa 'he bhavyo' ema ja kahe. game teTalA hoMziyAra bhAgavatakAra-kathAkAra hoya paNa bheMzone bhegI karIne kathA na kare. bheMzo bhalene game teTaluM mAthuM halAve, paNa samaje kAMI nahi. mahAnizIthanuM asAghya dardInuM udAharaNa = susaDha nAmanA sAdhune jayaNA sAthe bIyA - bArUM...! snAna sUtakano ya saMbaMdha nahi. mATe ja 'kaha care kahuM citjhe...?' vagere jayaNAnuM svarUpa sau prathama sAdhuone samajAvavuM joIe. ugra tapa kare che, paNa susaDha badhA ja asaMyama sthAnamAM varte che. guru : 'he mahAsattvazIla ! ajJAnatA doSanA kAraNe tuM saMyama - jayaNA jANato nathI. tenA kAraNe tAruM A badhuM vyartha jAya che. AlocanA laIne badhuM zuddha kara.' AlocanA zarU karI, paNa jIvanamAM koI ja sudhAro nahi. saMyama jayaNA yathAyogya ryA nahi. chaTTha - aTTamathI laI cha mahinA sudhI tapa kare paNa jayaNAno 'ja' na hoya. kArya karyuM ke nahi? tenI rAha mRtyu nathI jotuM. te acAnaka ja AvI paDe che. kahe kalAparNi www.eKelibrary.org

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mRtyu pAmIne sAmAnika deva, vAsudeva thaIne, sAtamI narake gayo. tyAMthI hAthI thaIne nigodamAM cAlyo gayo... anaMtakALa mATe... aDhAra hajAra zIlAMganuM saMpUrNa - akhaMDapaNe pAlana tenuM nAma jayaNA che. e vAta teNe jANI nahi. AthI puNyahIna susaDha nigodamAM gayo. kAyakaleza ryo tenAthI adhuM kArya paNa jo teNe pANI mATe kyuM hota, arthAt pANI mATe upayoga rAkhyo hota to mokSa thaI jAta. pANI - tela ane maithuna A traNa mahAdoSo che. e teNe jANyuM nahi. e sAdhu pANIno upayoga vadhAre karato hato. A traNe mahApApasthAno che. kAraNa ke, traNeyamAM anaMta jIvono upaghAta che. mATe pANImAM gastha nava tattha va" nA sUtrathI anaMta jIvo che. agnine "sarvatobhakSI' kahyo che. tenAthI chakAyanI virAdhanA lAge. maithunamAM saMkhyAta - asaMkhyAta jIvonI hatyA thAya che. tIvrarAga vinA maithuna thatuM nathI. Avo sAdhu prathama vrata pALI zakato nathI. prathama vrata gayuM to zeSa 4.paNa gayA ja samajo. A rIte uzruMkhalatApUrvaka vartanArA susaDhe bIjA mATe paNa AvI mithyA paraMparA ubhI karavAnA nimitto pedAkya. AvAbhAvimAM svapnamAM paNa "dharma' zabda sAMbhaLavA na maLe. abodhidAyaka A traNano tyAga karavo Avazyaka che. prazna: cha mAsI sudhIno ugra tapa nirarthaka kema thAya...? uttara: kAyakalezato UMTa-kUtarA - gadheDA - baLada vagere paNa ghaNAkare che. paNa jayaNA kyAM? jayaNA vinAno badho kAyakaleza phogaTa che. tapanA prabhAve devaloka maLI jaze kadAca, paNa pachInuM dRzya bhayaMkara haze... naraka tiryaMcadi durgati ja maLavAnI... praznaH chae kAyamAMthI traNamAM ja kema abodhi thAya? uttaraH chae kAyamAM pApAraMbha che ja. paNa A traNanI virAdhanAthI anaMta jIvonI virAdhanA thAya che, tethI mahApApAraMbha che. badhA saMyama sthAnomAM jayaNA ja mukhya che. kahe kalApUrNasUri ........

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adhyAtma sAraH sAdhakane hizakhAmaNa. 28-7-99, budha, aSA. ju. - 1 * pUrvakALamAM lakhavAnI jarUra nahotI paDatI. gurudvArA bolAyeluM ziSyane yAda rahI jatuM. lakhavAnI jarUra to buddhi ghaTI tyArathI ja paDI. vadhu pustako ghaTI gayelI buddhinI nizAnI che. * kaThaNamAM kaThaNa graMtho racanAra jene vADmayamAM navya nyAyanA puraskartA upA. zrI yazovijayajIe saraLamAM saraLa gujarAtI grantho paNa racyA che, e jANIne sAzcarya AnaMda thAya. tarkatINa emanA grantho, emanI tIvra buddhimattAne tathA bhaktibharyA stavano vagere emanA bhaktipUrNa madhura hadayane jaNAvanArA che. jJAnasAra emanI sAdhanAnI parAkASTArUpe janmelI ananya kRti che. adhyAtmasAranA aMte mahattvapUrNa zikhAmaNa ApI che. vAsaNamAMnuM chidra jema aMdara rahelA pravAhIne khAlI karI nAkhe tema niMdA paNa chidranuM kAma kare che. sAdhanAnuM badhuM amRta, te chidra dvArA nIkaLI jAya che. * kRSNane saDelI kUtarImAM paNa ujavela vastu dekhAya. ApaNane to ujvalamAM paNa kAlImAnA darzana thAya che. duryodhana marI gayo paNa enI AMkha ApaNAmAM jaDAyelI haju jIve che. ...... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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bIjAnI niMdA karavI eTale svamAM guNanA Agamanane rokavuM. niMdA karavAnuM mana thAya tyAre 'sva'mAM dRSTi karavI. huM kevo chuM ? pU. hemacandrAcArya jevA paNa jyAre 'tvammatAmRta' kahetA hoya, sva-duSkRtono khullo ekarAra karatA hoya to ApaNe vaLI kaI vADInA mULA...? sva-duSkRtaganI tIvratA kevaLajJAna paNa apAvI zake. svamAM duSkRta dekhAya pachI ja bIjAmAM sukRto dekhAya ne tyArapachI ja utkRSTa sukRtanA svAmInA zaraNe javAnuM mana thAya... 'namo' eduSkRtagaha, 'arihaM' e sukRta anumodanA, 'tANaM' e zaraNAgati... 'namo' :- je duSkRta gaha kare, je svane vAmana gaNe te ja jhUkI zake. 'arihaM' :- je duSkRta gaha kare tene ja arihaMtamAM sukRtanI khANa dekhAya. 'tANaM' ane te ja zaraNuM svIkArI zake. guNa jovA hoya to bIjAnA ane avaguNa jovA hoya to potAnA ja jovA. ATalI nAnakaDI vAta yAda rahI jAya to kAma thaI jAya. (13) 'zaucam' pavitratA joIe... pavitratA eTale nirmaLatA. bIjA prayogathI meLavelI sthiratA, cAlI jaze. mATe pahelA nirmaLatA joIe. nirmaLatA, sthiratA, tanmayatA Aja sAco krama che. A ja kramathI prabhu maLI zake. nirmaLatA e pAyo che. sthiratA madhyabhAga che. ane tanmayatA zikhara che. traNeya yogonI nirmaLatA joIe. brahmacarya bhAvasnAna che. brahmacaryathI vagara nAhya kAyA pavitra bane che. kaTu ane asatya vacanothI vANI apavitra bane che. kAyAnI pavitratA sadAcAra che. vANInI nirmaLatA satya - madhura - hitakArI vacana che. Asana - prANAyAma ItyAdi karavA mAtrathI pavitratA nahi Ave. thoDIka AbhAsI sthiratA Avaze, paNa e jhAjhI nahIM Take. yoganA kalAso calAvIne yoganA nAme thoDA Asano - prANAyAmo zIkhavI teo khIssA bharI jaze, paNa tamAruM mana pavitratAthI nahi bharAya. enA pahelAnA be aMgo 'yama ane niyama' bhUlAI gayA che, jenA jIvanamAM yama - niyama na hoya tenAmAM pavitratA na Ave. nirmala baneluM citta ja sthira bane che. ahiMsAdi pAMca yama che. svAdhyAyAdi pAMca niyama che. e Aje bhUlAI gayA kahe kalApUrNasUri 77

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che. nirmaLatA mATe ja savAre pahelA bhakti ane pachI mALA gaNAvuM chuM... kapaDAM melA thai jaze teno bhaya che, paNa asadAcArathI kAyA, asatyAdithI vacana, durvicArathI mana malina thaI jaze, teno koI bhaya nathI ! anya darzanIomAM paNa dhyAnanI pUrve nAma saMkIrtananI bhakti bahu ja prasiddha che. 'hare rAma hare kRSNa' dhUna gavaDAvyA pachI jApa AdimAM praveza karAvavAmAM Ave che. dA.ta. gaurAMga caitanya mahAprabhuno saMpradAya. svAdhyAya, stotrAdithI vANI pavitra bane che. maitryAdithI mana pavitra bane che. kAyA, vacana ane mananI pavitratA kramazaH hAMsala karavAnI che. kAyA ane vacananI pavitratA meLavyA vinA sIdhA ja tame mananI pavitratA meLavI na zako. A krama che. pahelA sadAcArAdithI zarIra pavitra banAvo. pachI satyAdithI vANI ane pachI manano naMbara rAkho. zauca - pavitratA pachI ja sthiratA Ave mATe... (14) pachI lakhyuM dhairyam - sthiratA joIe. (15) e sthiratA paNa daMbhahIna joIe. mATe lakhyuM : sava-- sAdhakanuM jIvana daMbha - vihoNuM khullA pustaka jevuM hovuM joIe. (16) AtmanigrahaH vairAgyam H IndriyonA viSayamAM Asakta baneluM mana caMcaLa bane che. enI caMcaLatAne nAthavA vairAgya joIe. (17) vairAgya pachI ja tame Atma-nigraha karI zako. (18) saMsAranA doSo jovA. saMsAra eTale viSaya-kaSAya. pratyeka kSaNe viSaya-kaSAyanA doSo vicAravA. viSayo viSathI paNa bhayaMkara che. viSa eka ja vAra mAre. viSayo vAMravAra mAre, bhAvaprANanI hatyA kare. 'sugara koTeDa' jhera che. viSaya bhogavanArane khyAla nathI Avato. emAM jheranuM darzana thAya to ja viSayo choDI zakAya. ja game teTalA bhogavavAmAM Ave to paNa viSayo bhogavanArane tRpti nathI ApI zakatA. brahmadattane yAda karo. Aje kyAM che ? kaSAyane paNa utpanna karanAra viSayo che. mULa Asakti che jIvane viSayo para. 7. kahe kalApUrNasari www.eKhelibrary.org

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viSayomAM koI ADuM Ave to tenA para kaSAya thAya che. je guNe se mUlaThANe, mUlaThANe se guNe / viSayo AtmAnA nahi, pudgalanA guNo che. pudgalo para che. para para Asakti karIe to sajA na maLe? bIjAnA makAna para tamAro dAvo karo to tamane pelo sajA na Ape?kesana kare? pudgalono ApaNA para kesa cAlu che, kahe cheH "A jIva mArA para potAno dAvo kare che. ene sajA thavI joIe. phalataH ApaNane sajA maLI che, maLI rahI che ne bhAvimAM paNa maLaze. jo ApaNe parano kabajo nahi choDIe. tIrthakaronuM bhaluM thAo ke jemaNe ApaNane samajAvyuM. A kabajo choDo, para paranI tamArI mAlikI haTAvo. to ja tame sajAmAMthI mukta banI zakazo. e vinA tamAruM saMsAra paribhramaNa baMdha nahi thAya. saMsAno bIjo pAyo cheH kaSAya. kasAI bakarAnI katala kare, tema kaSAyo cAre gatinA jIvonI katala kare che. kaSAyanA Aveza vakhate ApaNe kevA banI jaIe chIe? mana - vacana-kAyA kevA kaMpavA lAge che? kyAreka to svasthatApUrvaka e rodrasvarUpa juo! tamane gussA para gusso AvI jaze. (6) "ciMtya dvivaiya' zarIrAdinI virUpatA vicAravI. ATha varSa pahelA je mANasonA zarIra joyelA, atyAre joIe chIe tyAre svarUpa keTaluM badalAyeluM lAge che? zarIrano A ja svabhAva che. paLe paLe gaLavuM! naSTa thavuM! nazvara zarIra che mATe ja avavara tattva para najara nAkho ema jJAnI kahe che. kahe kalApUrNasUri ....

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J4, 29-7-99, a. vada. 1 * pUrva janmamAM karuNAne khUba ja bhAvita banAvI hovAthI bhagavAna svayaM karuNAvaMta che tathA temano dharma paNa karuNAmaya che. megharatha rAjA kabUtara bacAvavA prANa ApavA taiyAra thaI gayelA. potAnA AtmA karatAM paNa bIjAne vadhu gaNavA 'Atmavat sarvabhUteSu thI paNa mUkI uMcerI A daSTi che. maMtrI vagere nA pADe che, chatAM mahArAja sva nirNayathI calita na thayA. karuNA nA pADe che, zaraNAgatanuM game te bhoge rakSaNa karavuM, ema karuNA emane zIkhave che. 1 zAntinAtha bha.no A pUrvano trIjo bhava che. te ja bhavamAM AvI karuNAthI emaNe tIrthaMkara nAmakarma bAMdhyuM. AcArAMga sUtra karuNAnuM jharaNuM che. goviMda paMDite jainadarzananuM khaMDana karavuM hoya to dIkSA laIne abhyAsa karavo paDe, evA AzayathI dIkSA lIdhelI, paNa AcArAMga sUtra vAMcatAM hRdaya palaTAyeluM. pachI sAcI dIkSA svIkArI. * zAstra bIjAnI parIkSA mATe nathI, svanA nirIkSaNa mATe che. bIjAnA doSo joyA karazo to zAstra tamArA mATe zastra che. * mAruM svAsthya bhale barAbara na hoya, paNa vAcanAdithI ulTuM vadhu sphUrtimaya rahe che. tame grahaNa karajo ane pachI jIvanamAM utArI viniyoga karajo. kaMsa nahi banatA. ApaNI jJAna saMpatti - adhyAtma saMpatti jo ApaNe bIjAmAM vaheMcIzuM nahi to . kahe kalApUrNasUri .....

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te sAnubaMdha nahi bane, bhavAMtaramAM maLanArI nahi bane. jainazAsana zA mATe jayavaMtu che? viniyoganI prakriyA cAlu rahI che mATe. naiyAyika paMDito kilaSTa bhASAmAM lakhe - jethI koI potAnI vAta samajI ja na zake. jyAre jainAcAryoe saraLa bhASAmAM lakhyuM che. badhA samaje - grahaNa kare, jIvanamAM utAre. A viniyoga che. (20) "patti viti thA' bhagavAna para bhakti dhAraNa karavI. ATalA guNo AvyA, have bhaktinI zI jarUra che? bhakti nahi hoya to A badhA guNo abhimAna pedA karaze. abhimAna thayuM eTale patanano prAraMbha thayo samajI lo. batrIza - batrIzImAM to tyAM sudhI kahI dIdhuM sArametanmayA labdhaM, zrutAbdheravagAhanAt / bhaktirbhAgavatI bIjaM, paramAnanda-sampadAm / / "samagra zAstrano sAra, meLavyo meM mathI - mathI; paramAnaMdanI prApti thAya che prabhu - bhaktithI." bhagavAna bIjuM kAMI nathI mAMgatA - mAtra samarpaNa mAMge che. te paNa potAnA mATe nahi, bhakta mATe ja. potAnA mATe bhagavAnane namana, pUjana, samarpaNa ke bhaktinI jarUra nathI. bhakta mATe A badhuM jarUrI che. * samyagdarzanamaitrI ane bhaktinA pAyA para ubhuM che. AnAthI madhura pariNAma pedA thAya che. enAthI pahelA lIMbaDAnI kaDavAza mAtra hoya che. sabhyanuM varNana - jJAna - yAtriA imokSamA | - tattvArtha sUtra A sUtramAM utkramathI paMca parameSThI rahelA che. "mArgathI arihaMta, "mokSathI siddha, "cAritra'thI AcArya, 'jJAna'thI upAdhyAya, darzanathI sAdhu ane "samyathI namaskAra nirdiSTa thayela che. * mokSanI abhilASA eTale siddha thavAnI abhilASA. siddhanI abhilASA eTale zuddha thavAnI abhilASA. jeTalA aMze tame zuddha bano cho, teTalA aMze tame siddha bano cho. ahIM ja tame kSaNe-kSaNe siddha banI rahyA cho. he - mALe ke nA siddhAMtathI Ama kahI zakAya. "minamA - maDe thI jema atyAre ApaNe marI rahyA chIe, tema zuddha thatA ApaNe atyAre ja siddha banI rahyA kahe kalApUrNasUri . 81

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chIe, ema na kahI zakAya ? * nizcayathI pratipatti pUjA 11-12-13 guNaThANe hoya, paNa eno prAraMbha 4thA guNasthAnakathI thaI zake. prabhu - AjJApAlanarUpa pUjA sau prathama AvavI joIe, pachI pratipatti pUjA Ave. hiMsAdi Azravono tyAga karavo te prabhunuM AjJApAlana che. mithyAtva - avirati - pramAda - kaSAya - yoga - A AzravonA pAMca dvAra che. tene rokavA te prabhunI AjJA che. AzravonA dvAra khullA na rakhAya. dukAnanA dvAra eka rAta khulA rAkhI to juo ! anAdikALathI ApaNe pAMca-pAMca dvAra khullA rAkhyA che. lUMTa na thAya to bIjuM zuM thAya? saMvara : AzravanuM pratipakSI che. daravAje jema vocamena rAkho cho, tema AtmamaMdire saMvaranA vocamena joIe. viveka jevo koI vocamena nathI. viveka prabhukRpAthI maLe che. heya - upAdeyanI samyak jANakArIpUrvakanuM jJAna sAthenuM AcaraNa te viveka. * prabhu-bhaktimAM raMgAI jazo, teTalA guNo tamane nahi choDe. A to coLamajIThano raMga che. bhakti ''vinayaguNa' che. vinayaguNa Ave to bIjA kayA guNo na Ave ? prabhu-bhakti e utkRSTa vinaya che. saMsAranA vinayamAM AkAMkSA che : kaMIka ? meLavavAnI. ahIM e paNa nathI. saMpUrNa nirAkAMkSa banIne bhakta bhagavAnanI bhakti kare che. e to tyAM sudhI kahI de che H mAre enA badalAmAM mukti paNa joItI nathI. * sUryanA eka ja kiraNe aMdhakAra bhAge, tema bhagavAnanI eka ja stavanAthI to zuM? bhagavAnanI kathAthI paNa pApa bhAge, ema mAnatuMgasUrijI kahe che. '"jJAstAM tava stavana. ,, paricita stotromAM paNa keTaluM bharyuM che ? kadI vicAryuM? caityavaMdana stavanomAM tamane TAIma nakAmo jAya che, ema lAge che ? tame ekavAra bhaktino svAda to cAkho. nyAla thaI jazo. * 'bhagavAna sAMbhaLI le kharA, paNa bole nahi.' e vAkya huM hamaNA bolI gayo te tame sAcuM mAno cho ? bhagavAna sAMbhaLe che, ApaNA stavano, ApaNI saMvedanAo, ApaNI prArthanAo te sAMbhaLe che, ema tame mAno cho ? ke A mAtra upacAra lAge che ? yAda rAkho ke jyAM sudhI tame 'sAkSAt bhagavAna sAMbhaLI rahyA che' evuM nahi mAno tyAM sudhI bhakti karI nahi zako. 82 ... ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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* zakastavamAM bhagavAnanuM eka suMdara vizeSaNa cheH vizvapAyA bhagavAna "vizvarUpa che, eTale ke vizvavyApI che. ghaTa-ghaTanA aMtaryAmI che bhagavAna! 'tyAmavyaya' AgAthAmAM je je bhagavAnanA vizeSaNo che, te badhA ja bhagavAnanI judI - judI zakti batAvanArA che. * tame bhayabhItakema cho? bhagavAnanI zaraNAgati svIkArI nathI mATe. nirbhaya banavuM hoya to pahoMco bhagavAna pAse. samaye saradi pavana' ema ajitazAntikAra ghoSaNA kare che. * bIjA kAryo mATe kalAkonA kalAko kADhI zako cho. prabhu-bhakti mATe tame thoDo vadhu samaya phALavI nahi zako? bhaktimAM UMDA utarazo pachI samajAze ke svAdhyAya, vAMcana, saMpAdana, saMzodhana, adhyayana, adhyApana, jApa, dhyAna, sevA vagere tamAma prabhu-bhaktinA ja prakAro che. atyAre tamArA A kAryo zuSka che. kAraNa bhakti utarI nathI. bhaktino doro joDAI jAya to A badhA kAryonA maNako mALA banI tamArA kaMThamAM zobhI UThe. (22) - "vyo rezo viviza yogIe ekAnta sthaLanuM sevana karavuM. ATaluM ekAMta pavitra sthAna (vAMkI) ATalA varSomAM nathI maLyuM. sAdhanA mATe A vAMkI kSetra uttamottama che mATe ahIM rahI sAdhanA para bhAra mUkajo. jApa - thAna vagerenI jeTalI anUkULatA ahIM maLaze teTalI bIje kyAMya nahi maLe. 92 varSIya sA. lAvaNyazrIjI ma. Aje bapore 1.30 vAge kALadharma pAmyA che. A sAdhvIjI khUba ja guNIyala hatAM. mArAthI Dabala paryAya eTale ke mArI uMmara jeTalo dIkSA paryAya hato. guNathI paNa vRddha hatAM. AvI vedanAmAM paNa apUrva samAdhi rAkhI. buddhizALI paNa khUba ja. te yugamAM 18 hajArI karelI. chellA 15 varSathI bImAra hatAM. sAthe rahenArAe paNa kamAla karI che, apUrva sevA karI che. jeTalI anumodanA karIe, teTalI ochI che. ApaNe vRddha banIzuM, A jagatamAMthI vidAya laIzuM e hakIkata kadI bhUlavI nahi. ApaNuM mRtyu jovuM. potAnuM mRtyu jene pratipaLadekhAya te vairAgI banyA vinAna rahI zake. mRtyunI dareka ghaTanA ApaNA vairAgyane vadhAranArI banavI joIe. kahe kalApUrNasUri ... * 83

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zukra, 30-9-99, akhA. va. 2 * bhagavAne 30 varSa sudhI tIrthane sthira banAvavA lagAtAra cha-cha kalAka sudhI satata dezanA ApI. kAraNa ke mANasano bhUlakaNo svabhAva che. ene punaH punaH yAda karAvavA chatAM e punaH punaH bhUlI jAya che. mATe ja punarAvartana para ATaluM mahattva ApavAmAM Ave che.. bhaNeluM kema bhUlAI jAya che? punarAvartana nakku mATe. bhaNo cho tyAre jJAnAvaraNIya kaMIka tUTe, paNa bAkInA samaye zuM thAya che? jJAnAvaraNIya satata baMdhAtuM ja rahe che, ethI ja ApaNe bhaNIe chIe, tethI bhUlIe chIe vadhu dIkSA lIdhA pahelAnA kevA uttama manoratho hatA? have e kema bhUlAI gayA? mATe ja pAMceya AcAronuM pAlana satata karavAnuM che, jyAM sudhI kSAyika bhAvanA Ave tyAM sudhI. kSAyopathamika bhAvonI to satata mAvajata karavI ja rahI. e kyAre cAlyA jAya, kAMI kahevAya nahi. * zAstranuM adhyayana guru pAse karavAnuM mukhya kAraNa e ke enA dvArA sva-doSo khyAlamAM Ave. zAstra ApaNI samakSa arIso banIne Ave che, sva-doSadarzana mATe. * bhUkha vakhate khAva to bhUkha zamI jAya. tarasa vakhate pANI pIo to tarasa zamI jAya, paNa krodha vakhate krodha karo to zamI jAya evuM nathI, urdu vadhe. mAyA, mAna, lobha, kAma, IrSyA vagere tamAmamAM ema ja samajavuM. A badhuM mohanIyanuM utpAdana che. (19)mo cheH guNa bhagavAnanI bhaktiH bhakti eTalA mATe ke ena hoya to AvelA guNo sacavAya nahi. 84.. ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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ApaNA taraphathI prabhu para anurAga vadhato jAya tema tema prabhuno anugraha ApaNA para vadhato jAya. bilADInA baccAne mA svayaM pakaDe che. bhaktane bhagavAna pakaDe che. vAMdarInA baccA mAne svayaM pakaDe che. jJAnI, bhagavAnane pakaDe che. vAMdarInA baccAne kUdatAM nathI AvaDatuM, chatAM mA jeTaluM kUde teTaluM ja e kUdI jAya. zA mATe ? chAtIe vaLageluM che mATe. e ja rIte bhagavAnane ApaNe pakaDI laIe to ? saMpUrNa zaraNAgati svIkArI laIe to bhagavAna ApaNuM badhuM ja sAMbhaLI le. vAMdarInuM baccu jyAM sudhI pukhta nathI thatuM tyAM sudhI mAtAne choDatuM nathI. ApaNI pAse ATalI paNa samaja nathI ? ApaNe bhagavAnane zI rIte choDI zakIe ? vi. saM. 2029 manapharA - cAturmAsa praveza vakhate nAnakaDA pUrNacandra vi. ne bhojAbhAI kAriyAe khabhA para upADI lIdhelA. tema amuka kakSA pachI bhagavAna svayaM bhaktanI rakSA kare che. madrAsamAM eka vakhate evI paristhiti hatI ke javAnI taiyArI ! meM kalpataru vi.ne kahI paNa dIdhuM : basa, jAuM chuM : vosire... vosire muhapattinA bola paNa bolI zakato nahi. paNa... bhagavAne mane Ubho karI dIdho. eka janmamAM be jIvanano anubhava thayo. mane to AmAM pratyakSa bhagavAnanI kRpA dekhAya che. nelloravALA nArAja thai gayelA H amArI pratiSThAnuM zuM ? meM kaheluM H game te rIte AvIza. pratiSThA (vi. saM. 2052 vai. su.)paNa thaI. Agamika padArthane tarkathI grahaNa karI zakAya, yuktithI nahi, yauktika padArthane tarkathI grahaNa karI zakAya. bannemAM jo garabaDa thaI jAya to jJAnanI sUkSmatA nathI ema samajavuM. bhaktino A padArtha zraddhAgamya che, anubhavagamya che. bilADInA baccAne mAe pakaDI lIdhuM tyAre baccAe zuM kyuM ? zraddhAthI saMpUrNa samarpaNa karyuM. jo e samarpaNa na karyuM hota to ? mA tarapha zaMkA karI hota to ? mA ene bacAvI na zakata. AvI zaraNAgati jo AvI jAya ApaNAmAM... pUrvanuM vera levA rAtre nAgarAjanuM rUpa laI deva Avyo. gurue ziSyanI chAtI para caDI charIthI lohI kADhI nAgane ApyuM. nAga jato rahyo, ziSya bacI gayo. savAre kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... 85

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pUchatAM ziSya kahyuM: "guru mArA tAraNahAra che. teo je karaze te barAbara ja karaze. mane pUrNa vizvAsa che. zaMkA ke azraddhAnuM koI kAraNa nathI" gurune tenI yogyatAthI AnaMda thayo. AnuM nAma zaraNAgati! bilADI ne vAMdarI jema sva-saMtAnane potAnA jevA banAve che tema bhagavAna samarpita bhaktane svatulya banAve che. ApaNI bhakti ane prabhunI zakti ! A banne joDAI jAya eTale kAma thai jAya. tasmin (paramAtmani) parama-premarUpA bhaktiH - nAradIya bhaktisUtra prabhunA ja parama premamAM mana taraboLa thaI jAya; e ja sarvasva ane taraNa tAraNa lAge, evo bhAva te bhakti che. puruSArtha ke tenI saphaLatAnuM abhimAna, bhakti ja gALI zake tema che. nahi to saphaLatAnuM abhimAna ApaNane mArI nAkhaze. keTalAya sAdhakonI sAdhanA abhimAnathI roLAI gaI. "svapuruSArthathI huM AgaLa pahoMcI jaIza, ema mAnIne have Apa mArI upekSA karazo nahi. ATalI bhUmikA sudhI ApanI kRpAthI ja pahoMcyo chuM. have upekSA karo to kema cAle? A konA udgAro che? (kalikAla sarvajJa hemacandrasUrinA) daMnA moTA pahADane toDavA bhaktisivAya bIjuM koI sAdhana nathI. bhaktinA vajathI ahaMtAno DuMgara cUra-cUra thaI jAya che. mATe ja prathama sohaM banIne nahi, paNa dAsohaM banIne sAdhanA karavAnI che. (22) - 'sevyo : salA viviza" ApaNI sAdhanAmAM vikSepa na paDe evuM sthAna pasaMda karavuM - ekAntasthAnI ghaNI bhIDathI sAdhanAmAM vikSepa paDe che. tame ahIMghaNI saMkhyAmAM roja Avo cho te sArI vAta che. keTalIye vAra Avo, huM eno ja chuM. e ja vAsakSepa che. mATe tame ghaNA badhA vAraMvAra Avo to sAruM! paripakva mATe ekAntasthAna barAbara che, apakva mATe nahi tenA mATe pramAdanuM kAraNa bane (22) - "sthatirthaM sabhyatve' : "samyakatvamAM sthira rahevuM." .... kahe kalApUrNasUri 86 ...

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Atma tattvanI sparzanA te nizcaya samyaktva. jevuM svarUpa prabhunuM che, tevuM ja mAruM che, mAtra karmathI dabAyeluM che, e vAta para pUrNa vizvAsa - saMvedanAtmaka pratIti - samyagdarzana karAve che. prabhunuM dhyAna te nizcayathI ApaNuM ja dhyAna che,-ema samyag darzana zIkhave che. bhagavAne ApaNane kadI judA mAnyA nathI. ApaNe jarUra mAnyA che. bhagavAne judA mAnyA hoya to teMo bhagavAna banI ja zakyA na hota. tattva na jANyuM hoya te ja bhagavAnane judA mAne. atyAre paNa prabhu ApaNane - saMpUrNa jagatane sat - cit - ane AnaMdathI paripUrNa mAne che. potAnA jevuM ja sthAna bIjAne ApavuM, e rIte jovuM e premanI nizAnI nathI ? potAnA jevuM ja bhojana apAya to enA para premanI ja nizAnI thaI ne? bhagavAn ApaNA sarva para premanI varSA karI rahyA che. A premanI anubhUti ApaNA hRdayamAM thavI joIe. prabhu paNa jene potAnA sAdharmika baMdhu gaNatA hoya e chakAyanA jIvo pratye ajayaNApUrvaka vartana thAya ? prabhunA parivAranuM apamAna zI rIte thaI zake ? samyagdarzana AvatAM ja sarva jIvo pratye Atmatulya dRSTi Ave che. jIvonI rakSAmAM ja mArI rakSA che, ema samajAya che. 'Atama sarva samAna nidhAna mahA sukhakaMda; siddhataNA sAdharmika sattAe guNavRMda.'' A samyaktvInA udgAro che. prabhue jene pyArA mAnyA tene huM pyArA mAnIne jIvana jIvuM e ja muninuM lakSya hoya. jo AvuM lakSya na hoya to badhI dravya kriyAo gaNAze. prANa vagaranA kalevara jevI ! bIja vAvyA vinA kheDUtanI mahenata jevI ! (23) - 'vizvAmyo na pramAddaripuH / ' zatru bahAra nathI, ApaNI aMdara ja che. "khaNaM jANAhi paMDie" "samayaM goyama mA pamAyae " bhagavAnanA A badhA sUtro pramAda uDADavA mATenA ja che. - anyadarzanIo paNa kahe che ''pramAva va manuSyALAM zarIrahyo mArivuH / '' kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... ... 87

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kzana, 31-7-, aprA. va. 3, dhaNNA ya ubhayajuttA dhammapavittIi hu~ti annesiM / jaM kAraNamiha pAyaM, ke siMci kayaM pasaMgeNaM / / 108 / / | * bhautika sukho karatAM saMyama jIvanamAM adhika AnaMda na hoya to cakravartI potAnuM rAjya choDI saMyama svIkAre nahi. IndriyonA sukha mAtra kAlpanika che. vastutaH kazuM nathI. jhAMjhavAnA jaLamAM haraNane pANI dekhAya. mUDhane saMsAramAM sukhadekhAya, amUDhane nahi. A vAta alpa saMsArIne ja samajAya, bhavAbhinaMdI - dIrdhasaMsArIne nahi, bhArekarmIne nahi, haLukarmIne samajAya. haLukarmI zabdathI jamane devajIbhAI (gAMdhIdhAma) yAda AvI jAya. emanA guNothI khyAla AvI jAya. devajIbhAIne ame kadI AvezamAM to joyA ja nathI. A ApaNA saMsArano mApadaMDa che. sarvajJa bhale nathI, paNa zAstra che, guru che. enA dvArA ApaNe yogyatA jANI zakIe. * ayogyane dIkSA ApavAthI zuM thAya? digaMbaramatapravartaka sahasramala, pahelethI ja, saMsArIpaNAthI ja uddhatasvabhAvano hato. dIkSA laIne Akhare alaga coko jamAvyo. gurue ene dIkSA nahotI ApI, paNa potAnI meLe ja teNe veSa paherelo. pachI dAkSiNyathI gurue vidhipUrvaka dIkSA ApavI paDelI. dIkSArthI uMmaranI apekSAe 8 varSathI vadhu ane 65 varSathI aMdano joIe. 8 varSano sAva bALaka na kahevAya. .. kahe kalApUrNasUri 88 ...

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avivekano tyAga e sAcI dIkSA che. bAhya tyAga sAthe avivenotyAgakaranAra virala hoya che. bAhya tyAga to pazu-pakSIo paNa kare che. paNa mULa vAta che vivekanI. virAga vivekathI Take che. kaSAya Ave tyAre samajavuM aviveka pesI gayo che. tajavA lAyaka kaSAyone apanAvyA to viveka kyAM rahyo? vorminuM . kayA kSetramAM dIkSA ApavI? jyAM bhagavAnanuM samavasaraNa thayeluM hoya, vicaraNa thayeluM hoya, te bhUmi uttama gaNAI che. jinabhavana, Ibhuvana, (zeraDInuM khetara) vaDa-pIpaLa vagere dUdhIyAjhADa hoya, jyAM avAjanA paDaghA paDatA hoya, dakSiNAvarta pANI pharatuM hoya, te bhUmi dIkSA mATe uttama kyAMdIkSAnaApavI? bhAMgelI - tUTelI, baLelI - jaLelI, smazAna, amanojJa bhUmi, khaMDiyera, khArI jamIna, aMgArAvALI, viSThA-ukaraDAvALI jamIna vagere sthaLe na ApavI. - dIkSA mATe kALanI zuddhiH 14, 30, 8, 9, 4, 12 varjita tithi che. (ame rAjanAMdagAMvathIvada-4 zanienIkaLyA. ahIM praveza paNa va.-4 zaniethayo.) dIkSA mATe zreSTha nakSatraH 3 - uttarA, rohiNI, anurAdhA, revatI, punarvasu, - svAti - azvinI vagere. (vizeSa gurugamathI jANavuM.) utsAha eja muhUrta ema kahIne jyotiSanI upekSA na karI zakAya. jinAjJA - bhaMgano doSa lAge. mahAsu. 2 (vi. saM. 2053) siriguppA - (karNATaka)mAM pratiSThA thaIne te javakhate muslImono humalo thayo. dukAno saLagAvI. lAkhonI nukazAnI thaI. karNATakamAM hAhAkAra macI gayo. mahArAja balArI gayA. muMjhAyelA loko amArI pAse AvyA. tyAM jaIne ame phaMDa karAvyo. AjubAjunA hubalI - beMglora vagere sthAnothI ghaNA loko AvyA. muslImo paNa AvelA. 18 lAkha rUA. thaI gayA. thoDIka vidhimAM garabaDa thAya to AvI sthiti paNa thaI zake. * prazna dvAraH dIkSArthIne pUchavuM tuM zA mATe dIkSA le che? tenA uttara parathI yogyatA nakkI karI zakAya. "ApanA sivAya koI uddhAra kare tema kahe kalApUrNasUri ... 10. 89

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nathI. A asAra saMsArathI "A sivAya bIjo koI hetu na hovo joIe. vinayaratne rAjAnuM khUna karavA dIkSA lIdhelI. vairAgya thoDo hoya to dharmakathA dvArA vadhAravo. duHkhagarbhitane jJAnagarbhita vairAgyamAM palaTAvavo. sAdhunA AcAro - niyamo jaNAvavA. amArA pU. kanakasUri ma. spaSTa kahetA H cA nahi, ekAsaNA karavA joIze. dIkSArthI sacitta vagereno tyAga karI zake che ? vanaspati para paga mUke che ? ke choDIne jAya che ? khArI jamIna, pANI vagere choDe che ke nahi ? temAM aMdaranI pariNati hoya to ja jayaNAno bhAva jAge. A rIte parIkSA thaI zake. prazna H karavo che AtmAno anubhava to vacce bhagavAnanI zI jarUra ? uttara H bhagavAna sAthe saMbaMdha baMdhAyA vagara AtmAne jANI zakAya nahi. che. -: adhyAtmamAra : w zvetAMbara saMgha vyavahAra pradhAna che. nizcaya batAvavAnI cIja nathI, svayaM pragaTanArI mATe zvetAMbara pAse dhyAna nathI, ema nahi mAnatA, cAritra hoya tyAM dhyAna hoya ja. dezaviratine alpamAtrAmAM hoya. vyavahAra vinA ApaNe nizcaya pAmI zakatA nathI. vyavahAra kAraNa che H nizcaya kArya che. AlaMbana upara caDAve, nIce paDatAne bacAve. bhagavAnanuM AlaMbana laIe to kadI nIce na paDAya, uttarottara vikAsa ja thAya. juo pU. upA. mahArAjanA udgAro H zrI arajina bhavajalano tAru, muja mana lAge che vA; bAhya grahI je bhava-jala tAre, ANe zivapura Are... (1) 30... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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tapa-japa-moha mahAtophAne, nAva na cAle mAne re; paNa muja navi bhaya hAtho hAthe, tAre te che sAthe re... (2) bhaktane svarga - svargathI adhikuM, jJAnIne phaLa deI re; kAyA kaSTa vinA phaLa laIe, manamAM dhyAna dhareI re... (3) je upAya bahuvidhanI racanA, joga mAyA te jANo re; zuddha-dravya guNa paryAya dhyAne, ziva dIe prabhu saparANo re...(4) prabhu - pada vaLagyA te rahyA tAjA, aLagA aMga na sAjA re; vAcaka -'jaza' kahe avara na thAuM, e prabhunA guNa gAuM re...(5) prakAMDa paMDita hatA yazo vijayajI ! ciMtAmaNi nAmanA navya nyAyano grantha mAtra eka divasamAM kaMThastha karI lIdhelo. 750 zloka yazo vi. e ane 500 vinaya vi. e kaMThastha karI lIdhA. tyAre eka divasa mATe paMDitajI bahAra gayelA hatA. hoya che. eka vAta samajI lo : bhaktanI bhASA alaga hoya che. tArkikonI bhASA alaga tArkiko kaheze H bhagavAna kazuM ja karatA nathI. bhakta kaheze H bhagavAna ja badhuM kare che. 'deva-guru pasAya' vyavahArathI bolo cho, paNa haiyAthI bolo cho ? mahAna naiyAyika yazo vi. A stavanamAM kevA parama bhaktarUpe dekhAya che ? che kyAMya tarkanI gaMdha ? che kyAMya tarkanA tophAna ? 'mAro hAtha pakaDIne TheTha mokSanagare bhagavAna mUke che.' AvA udgAro bhakta sivAya koNa kADhI zake ? bilADI jema potAnA baccAne surakSita sthAnamAM mUke che, tema bhagavAna bhaktane mokSamAM mUke che, evo bhaktano gADha vizvAsa hoya che. bhagavAna bhale vItarAga che, paNa sAthe patitane pAvana karanAra, zaraNaAgatanI rakSA karanArA che. e bhUlavAnuM nathI. yazo vi. kahe che : bhale mohanA mahAtophAna Ave, game teTalA jhaMjhAvAto Ave, kahe kalApUrNasUri *. 91

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paNa mane koI bhaya nathI, tAnAro prabhu mArI pAse che. bhagavAnanuM nAma mArI pAse che, eTale bhagavAna mArI pAse che. "nAma grahaMtA AvI mile, mana bhItara bhagavAna." ema mAna vi. kahe che. tamane plenamAM paNa vAra lAge, bhagavAnane AvatAM koI vAra nathI lAgatI. nAma bolo ne hAjara! tame haju bhagavAnanI zaktione oLakhatA nathI. bhagavAna vibhu che, ema mAnatuMga sUrijIe kahyuM che. vibhu eTale kevaLajJAnathI vizvavyApI; sarvatra prabhu dekhAya tene bhaya zAno? bhagavAna ApaNI guNamAM gupta pravRtti paNa jANe che - evo vizvAsa che? evuM jANyA pachI ApaNe azubha pravRtti karI zakIe kharA? 'logo jattha paiTTio' zrutajJAnamAM paNa loka pratiSThita hoya to bhagavAnamAM nahi? prazna: ATalI badhI sAdhanAomAM amAre kaI sAdhanA karavI ? ame muMjhAI gayA chIe. uttara ApatAM u. yazo vi. ma kahe cheH asaMkhya yogano vistAra (mAyA = vistAra) ghaNo che. zuddha dravya-guNa-paryAyanA dhyAnathI prabhu tarata ja mukti Ape che. viddedamuphti bhale ahIMna maLe, jIvanmukti maLI zake. 'bIvanmutti' eTale jIvatAM-jIvatAM sadehe muktino anubhava karavo. prabhunA guNa - paryAyonuM dhyAna dharato yogI evI kakSAe pahoMce che ke zukladhyAnano aMza, A kALamAM paNa meLavI zake che, ema thazo vi. e svayaM yogaviMzikAmAM lakhyuM che. 92 - ** >> kahe kalApUrNasUri

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Ao, 1-8-99, amA. ta. - jainazAsanamAM zreSThatA Aje paNa jaLavAi rahI che tenuM kAraNa gItArtho jinAjJA pAlana karI rahyA che, te che. AjJAnusAranI pravRttimAM 100% saphaLatA che, ema nizcita mAnajo. * mevADamAM cittoDagaDhanA vidvAna tarIke haribhadra bhaTTa vikhyAta hatA. sAdhvIjI svAdhyAya karatA hatA. sUvA mATe nahi, samAdhi mATe saMthAro che. nigodamAM uMghavAno dhaMdho khUba ja ryo che. ahIM jAgRti mATe udyama karavAno che. AyuSya darbhAgrastha jaLabiMdu jevuM che ema jANato muni pramatta zI rIte banne ? sAdhu sadA apramattatA mATe ja svAdhyAyamAM ramamANa rahe. svAdhyAya karatA sAdhvIjInA zabdo haribhadranA kAne athaDAyA H ''vaRitumAM piLAM'" artha na samajAyo. ahaMne Takkara lAgI. 4 jJAnI bhaNato jAya tema tene lAge H mAruM keTaluM ghora ajJAna hatuM ! ajJAnanuM bhAna karAve te ja sAcuM jJAna ! kahe kalApUrNasUri haribhadrabhaTTa artha samajavA sAdhvIjI pAse gayA tyAre temaNe sAdhu ma. pAse mokalyo. gayA. artha samajavA prArthanA karI. e mATe dIkSA levI paDe. dIkSA vinA AgamonA artho ame samajAvatA nathI.' gurunI AvI vAtathI haribhadra dIkSA mATe taiyAra thaI gayA. AvI rIte dIkSita haribhadrasUrijIe paMcavastuka granthanI racanA karI che. 93

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mumukSunI parIkSA mumukSunI - sAdhunI jIvadayAnI pariNati jANavA jaghanyathI 6 mahinA parIkSA kare. vadhumAM vadhu be varSa sudhI. jarUra paDe to 4 varSa sudhI paNa parIkSA kare. dIkSA - vidhivakhate ziSyane DAbI bAju rAkhe. dikSAvidhi vakhate sUtronuM zuddhatApUrvaka uccAraNa thavuM joIe. rajoharaNa eTale? harai rayaM jIvANaM bajhaM abbhaMtaraM ca jaM teNaM / rayaharaNaMti pavuccai kAraNakajovayArAo / / harati rajo jIvAnAM bAhyam AbhyaMtaraM ca yat tena / rajoharaNamiti procyate kAraNe kAryopacArAt / / paMcavastaka gAthA-132 jenAthI bAhya ane abhyAMtara raja nuM haraNa karAya te rajoharaNa kahevAya. atyaMtara karmaraja dUra karavAnuM ogho kAraNa che. kAraNamAM kAryano upacAra karavAthI tene rajoharaNa kahevAya. dIkSA vakhate caityavaMdanAdi jarUrI che. te bhaktiyoga che. prabhunI bhaktithI uttama bhAvo Take che. na hoya to jAge che. dikSA pachI paNa tarata maMdiramAM nUtanamunine laI javAmAM Ave che. pazcimamAM izAnakhUNe mALA gaNAvavAmAM Ave che. pachI paNa roja kamasekamasAtavAra caityavaMdana hoya che. A badhuM ja bhaktiyoganI pradhAnatA darzAve che. moTA saMghomAM polIsa Adi joIe ne? tema ahIM dIkSA-vidhimAM paNa zAsanadevatA Adine yAda karavAmAM Ave che. adhyAtmasAra : bhaktirbhagavati dhAryA * jagatamAM svArthathI bhakti ghaNAnI karI, paNa have prabhunI niHsvArtha bhakti karavAnI che. pUnamiyA, mahuDI, nAkoDA-bherU vagerenA bhaktone khAsa sUcanAke apekSA jeTalI choDazo teTalu vadhu maLaze. tame mAMgI - mAMgIne keTaluM mAMgavAnA? hakIkata e che ke zuM mAMgavuM? e paNa ApaNane khabara nathI. bhagavAna, nahimAMgavA chatAM ApanArA ga Oh, ... kahe kalApUrNasUri, www.ja nelibrary.org

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che, evo vizvAsa hovo joIe. * ghaNA kahe cheH mahArAja!derAsaranuM kAma zarU kyune amArI paDatI zarU thaI. AvA lokone huM kahuM chuM paDatI tamArA karmone lIdhe thaI che. bhagavAna kadI koInuM bUruM kare nahi. A to sAruM thayuM ke derAsaranuM kAma thaI gayuM. AvI sthiti vahelI zarU thaI gaI hota to tame zuM karI zakta? AmAM paNa bhagavAnanI kRpA juo, sukhamAM, anukULatAmAM to badhA jue, duHkha ane pratikULatAmAM paNa je bhagavAnanI kRpA joI zake te ja sAco bhakta che. bhaktinuM phaLa batAvatAM zakrastavamAM kahyuM che. sarva saMpattionuM mULa prabhuno anurAga vadhato jAya che. "sarva sampa mU nAte ginADanurA: " Avo prema jAgI jAya to bIjuM to ThIka. prabhunuM pada paNa durlabha nathI. prabhu bhakti samyatvane nirmaLa kare, bodhi ane samAdhine Ape. 'mAru voditnAbaM samAvira muttamaM hiMdu' - - logassa. navakAra pachI logassa sUtranI mahattA che. cha AvazyakamAM bIjuM Avazyaka (caturvizati stava) logassano mahimA gAna kare che. sAmAyikanA pariNAma pedA karavA hoya ke TakAvavA hoya to bhagavAnanI kRpA joIe. mATe bIjA AvazyakamAM logassa dvArA pabhu-bhakti jaNAvI che. bhagavAnanA stuti - stavana - maMgala vagerethI bodhi - samAdhinI prApti thAya che, ema uttarAdhyayana - (29)mAM kahyuM che. bhagavAnano saMkalpa, (sarvane sukhI banAvavAno, sarvane muktimAM laI javAno saMkalpa) bhagavAnanA nAma- kIrtanathI ApaNane sparze che. * ApaNAmoTAmAM moTA doSo (viSayonI Asakti, kaSAyonovaLagADavagere) prabhu-bhaktithI TaLe che. kyAreka AtmanirIkSaNa karajo. mArAmAM mAyA keTalI? lobha keTalo? vAsanA keTalI? A badhAnuM unmelana bhaktivinA zastra nathI. doSone paMpALIne rAkhIzuM tyAM sudhI guNo zI rIte Avaze? krodha nahikADho tyAM sudhI kSamA zI rIte Avaze? krodhAdi kADho kSamAdi potAnI meLe Avaze. gharamAMthI kacaro kADho, svacchatA potAnI meLe Avaze. kahe kalApUrNasUri ... *** 95

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soma, 2-8-99, aSA. vada. 7, - * 21 hajAra varSa sudhI zAsana - paraMparA calAvavAnI che. mATe ja utama guru tathA uttama ziSya kevA hoya, tenuM ahIM varNana karavAmAM AvyuM che. uttama bhUmi ane uttama bIja hoya to ja uttama phaLa Ave. khArI bhUmi ke saDeluM bIja hoya to ? bemAMthI eka paNa kharAba hoya to paNa phaLa uttama na Ave. Arya sivAyanA anArya dezomAM AtmAnI ciMtA che ja nahi. AtmAnI svIkRti ja nathI, je janma - punarjanma karato rahe che. sAkSAt tIrthaMkara paNa vidhapUrvaka hAtha joDIne jyAre 'mi sAmAUM' nI pratijJA le che tyAre ja mana:paryavajJAna utpanna thAya che. sIdhA 7mA guNasthAnakanI prApti thAya che, A vidhinA prabhAvanuM uttama udAharaNa che. sAta khamAsamaNA vinayanA pratIka che. ekeka khamAsamaNAmAM vinaya Tapake che. ziSyaH 'saMniSada ibhaLAmi' ? 'AjJA Apo zuM kahuM ?' guru : 'vaMvittA paveyaha' 'vaMdana karIne pravedana karo.' pachI ziSya khamAsamaNa Ape. keTalo utkRSTa vinaya ahIM jhaLake che ? ziSya saMvigna hoya. saMvigna eTale bhavabhIru ane mokSano abhilASI. 96 kahe kalApUrNasUri

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* kAyotsarga saMyamamAM sahAyaka banato mahAna yoga che, ene karavAno hoya, pAravAno hoya nahi, chatAM ahIM eTale pAravAno che ke enA pachInI vidhi karavAnI che, mATe koI 'eka navakArano kAusagga, thoya sAMbhaLIne pArajo.' ema bole temAM koI ja doSa nathI. kAussagga karavAnI vidhi che tema pAravAnI paNa vidhi ja che; ulTuM, na pArIe to doSa lAge. guru zvAsa rokIne ziSyano traNa capaTIe akhaMDa loca kare, ahIM capaTI mATe 'mA - aSTA' zabdano prayoga thayelo che. * pratikramaNa - caityavaMdana to mahAna yoga che. e vakhate vAto to karAya ja zI rIte? yogakriyAnuM A keTaluM moTuM apamAna che ? vAto to ThIka, upayoga paNa bIje na joIe, beThA - beThA pratikramaNa karyuM, vAto karI, upayoga na rAkhyo to ApaNe ryuMzuM? A yoga paNa zuddhatAthI na thAya to bIjA yoga zuM karavAnA ApaNe ? zazIkAMtabhAIne A vakhate pratikramaNanI A mahattA samajAvI. gaNadharo mATe paNa je pharajiyAta che, te tamArA jarUrI nahi ? pratikramaNa choDIne tame bIjA koI dhyAna-yoga karI zako nahi, bIjA TAIme bhale karo, paNa A TAIma to pratikramaNa mATeno ja che. ene gauNa banAvI zakAya nahi. * zrutajJAna ane jina banne ekarUpe che, ema pukSaravaradI. sUtramAM jaNAya che. zrutajJAnanI stuti hovA chatAM prAraMbhamAM bhagavAnanI stuti zA mATe ? AvA praznanA javAbamAM niryuktikAra kahe che H bhagavAna ane zrutajJAna alaga nathI, banne eka ja che. ''jinavara jinAgama ekarUpe, sevaMtA na paDo bhavakUpe,'' ema vIra vi. e eTale ja kahyuM che. bhagavAna mATe je dravyazruta che (bolAyelA ke lakhAyelA zabdo dravyazruta che.) te ApaNA bhAvazrutanuM kAraNa banI zake che. bhagavAnanuM nAma che tyAM bhagavAna che. bhagavAnanI mUrti che, bhagavAnanA Agama che, tyAM bhagavAna che. kyAM nathI bhagavAna ? kyAre nathI bhagavAna ? yAda karo tyAre bhagavAna hAjara che. ApaNI badhI ja vidhiomAM cAre - cAra prakAranA (nAmAdi) IrthaMkaronI bhakti samAviSTa che. namunthuNaMmAM 'ne Ja JaJA.' mAM traNeya kALanA tIrthaMkarone vaMdanA che. kahe kalApUrNasUri 97

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namutthaNa mAM bhAvajinanI stuti che. emAM ekAkAra bano. tamArA mATe A ja dhyAna banI jaze. mATe ja sAdhu - sAdhvI ke zrAvaka - zrAvikAne koI alaga yoga zibiranI jarUra ja nathI. A ja yoga che, A ja dhyAna che. ' - ApaNI avidhinI moTI nukazAnI e che ke paraMparA galata paDe. navA AvanArane ema ja lAgeH "A to Ama ja cAle. vAto karAya, besIne karAya, UMghAya, mAMDalI vinA paNa karI zakAya." ItyAdi mithyA paraMparAnuM AlaMbana ApavuM bahumoTo aparAdha che. koI guno ryo hoya to tene mAMDalI bahAra karavAmAM Ave che paNa mAMDalIthI alaga pratikramaNa karIne tame svayaM mAMDalIthI bahAra thaI jAva, e kevuM? adhyAtmasAra: "marbhiAvati thA...' bhaktine hRdayamAM dhAraNa karazo to bhagavAna svayaM AvI ja jaze. "muktithI adhika tuja bhakti muja mana vasI. eTale ja gAyuM che. bhagavAna mahAna che. ApaNe vAmana chIe. mahAnane vAmana zI rIte dhAraNa karI zake? ghaDo zI rIte sAgarane potAnAmAM samAvI zake ? yaza vi. ma. kahe cheH "laghupaNa huM tuma mana navi mAvuM; jagaguru tumane dilamAM lAvuMre, kehane e dIje zAbAzI re, kaho zrI suvidhi jirNoda vimAzI re.. prabhu! huM nAno chuM, chatAM tame mane samAvI zaktA nathI. tame moTA cho, chatAM huM tamane samAvI zakuM chuM, bolo, zAbAzI kone ApavI? "muja mana aNumAMhe bhakti che jhAjhI.." mAruM mana aNu che, khUba ja nAnuM che, paNa emAM bhakti ghaNI moTI che. mArI ArAdhanAnI nAvaDI (darI)no tuMnAvika (mAjhI) che. "athavA thiramAMhI athira na bhAve.." athavA sthiramAM asthira na AvI zake, ema kadAca Apa kahetA ho to he prabhu huM kahuM chuM moTo hAthI nAnA darpaNamAM nathI AvI jato? paNa prabhu...! mane zakti ApanAra Apa ja cho. jenA prabhAve buddhi maLI tene zAbAzI apAya. >> kahe kalApUrNasUri 98...

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bhagavAna bhale moTA hoya, bhAre hoya, paNa bhagavAnanuM nAma sAva ja halakuM ane saraLa che. e nAmanuM AlaMbana to ApaNe laI zakIe ne ? navakAra prabhunuM nAma che. 'OM hvIM zrI ajjai namaH / ' A saptAkSarI maMtra paNa 'namo arihaMtANaM' nuM rUpAMtara che. e paNa na phAve to mAtra 'arihaMta' ke 'OM namaH' ke 'arha' ke 'OM'no jApa paNa karI zakAya. badhA ja maMtromAM prabhu rahelA che, e bhUlavAnuM nathI. maMtrathI avazya ApaNuM anusaMdhAna prabhu sAthe joDAya. phona karo ne bIjAnI sAthe saMparka thAya, tema maMtradvArA bhagavAna sAthe saMparka thAya. evuM koI kSetra nathI ke evo koI kALa nathI ke jyAre prabhu-nAma laI na zakAya. nAmAdi rUpe ja bhagavAna AkhA jagatane pavitra banAvI rahyA che. bhagavAnano saMkalpa A rIte vizvamAM kAma karI rahyo che. 'nAmADa'ti dravyamAva:'' e prabhune dhArI rAkhavA hoya to emanA nAmane pakaDo athavA emanI mUrtine pakaDo. prabhunA ja rUpo che. kahe kalApUrNasUri ... 99

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pU. jItaIvai. ma.nI beva. tithi. maMgaLa, 3-8-99, aSA. va. 6, * paropakAra antatogatvA svopakAra ja che, e vAta samajAya nahi tyAM sudhI ApaNe paropakAramAM DhIlA ja rahevAnA. bIjo mArI vastu kema vApare ? A vRtti gai nathI to samajI levuM ApaNe paropakAra rasika nathI banyA. sva-parano bheda bhagavAnane tyAM che ja nahi. 'A mAro A pArako' A vRtti kSudra che. gautamasvAmI vageree sudharmAsvAmIne sva-ziSyo soMpI dIdhA. 'sva-para'no bheda maTI gayo haze tyAre ne ? bhagavAna to sarva jIvo prati Atma tulya dRSTivALA banelA hatA. ApaNI jIvanabharanI samatA - sAmAyika che. roja-roja samatA vadhatI javI joIe. A muni - jIvanamAM samatA nahi Ave, kaSAyo nahi ghaTe to kyAM ghaTaze ? tiryaMcamAM ? narakamAM ? nigodamAM ? be ghaDI pachI zuM thavAnuM che tenI kone khabara che ? bhujamAM huM derAsaramAM javAno hato, ''paNa pahelA varaghoDAmAM jaI AvuM, pachI derAsara jaIza.'' ema vicArI varaghoDAmAM gayo, paNa kone khabara hatI ke have derAsara nahi, sIdhuM mAruM sthAna haoNspiTalamAM haze ! 15 divasa sudhI lagAtAra darzana na thayA. (gAye lagADyuM tyAre.) 'vavigho haiM muddo' emane ema nathI kahevAyuM. lephTa vakhate lephTa ja, rAITa vakhate rAITa ja paga sainikono AgaLa Ave. lephTa - rAITano savAla nathI, zistano savAla che. ahIM jogamAM paNa khamAsamaNa ItyAdi kahe kalApUrNasUri 100 ...

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dvArA vinaya zIkhavAno che, zista zIkhavAnuM che. mATe ja ATalA khamAsamaNA vagere ApavAnA hoya che. guru pachI kaheH "gurupuriMtuDha i"mahAna guNothI tuM vRddhi pAma." dIkSA divase dIkSite ochAmAM ochuM AyaMbila karavuM. bolIono ullekha ahIM kyAMya nathI. upakaraNonA caDAvA to AcArya samaMta che. (upakaraNanA caDAvA na thAya to paNa koI avidhi nathI.) paNa nAmakaraNanA (agAuthI nAma nakkI karI lakhAvI devuM.) caDAvA ucita nathI. A caDAvAonA kAraNe dIkSAdAtA AcAryazrInI hitazikSA vagere gauNa thaI jAya che. * behajArasAgaropama pahelAniyamAApaNe ekandriyamAMja hatA. A ApaNo ItihAsa che. anaMtakALa pahelA niyamo anaMtakAyamAM hatA. bAdara vanaspatimAM vadhu vakhata rahI zakIe tema nathI. pRthvI vagere ekendriya asaMkhya avasarpiNI. utsarpiNI ja rAkhI zake, vadhAre nahi. anaMtakALanI suvidhA to mAtra nigodamAM ja che. ame to evI AzAmAM hatA ke tame mokSamAM jazo ne amane kADhazo. paNa tame to pAchA ahIMnA ahIM AvI gayA." AmanigodanAApaNA jUnA sAthIdAro ApaNI avyaktarIte majAka karaze, jyAre pharI nigodamAM ApaNe jaIzuM! - 15 durlabha padArtho 1) trasapaNuM, 2) paMcendriyatva, 3) manuSyatva, 4) Aryadeza, 5) uttama kuLa, 6) uttama jAti, 7) rUpasamRddhi - paMcendriya pUrNatA, 8) baLa - (sAmarthya), 9) jIvana(AyuSya), 10) vijJAna - viziSTa buddhi, 11) samyatva, 12) zIla, 13) sAyikabhAva, 14) kevaLajJAna, 15) mokSa. A durlabha 15 padArtho atyAre ApaNane mAtra 3 ja khUTe cheH 1) kSAyikabhAva 2) kevaLajJAna ane 3) mokSa. * mAro anubhava evo che ke nirmaLa buddhi haMmeza bhagavAnanI bhaktithI ja Ave che. thimarUpavatta" zAntinAtha bhagavAnanuM ajitazAntimAM A vizeSaNa che. dhRti - matinA pravartaka bhagavAna che. kahe kalApUrNasUri ... 101

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- jema jema arihA sevIe re, tema tema pragaTe jJAna...' - vIra vi. ma. * kaI evI cIja che H je prabhuthI na maLe ? bhagavAna to badhAne ApavA taiyAra ja che. bhagavAnamAM koI pakSapAta nathI, ApaNe levAmAM apAtra TharIe chIe. guru badhAne sarakhuM zIkhave, paNa vinIta meLavI zake, avinIta na meLavI zake. be siddhaputronuM udAharaNa. DozIno ghaDo phUTyo. avinIta H putra marI gayo. vinIta : putra hamaNAM ja Avaze. arthaghaTana karavA mATe nirmaLa prajJA joIe. ghaDo phUTyo eTale mATI, mATImAM maLI gaI ane pANI pANImAM. tema putra paNa janmabhUmimAM pAcho AvI jaze, evuM artha ghaTana vinIte kareluM jyAre avinIte 'ghaDo phUTyo' eTale putra marI gayo - evuM arthaghaTana kareluM. vinItanuM artha-ghaTana sAcuM TharyuM. bhakti, je cIja na maLI hoya te paNa Ape. paM. bhadraMkara vi. AnA jIvatA jAgatA udAharaNa hatA. pU. prema sU. ma.nA ATalA ziSyomAM emanI pAse ja AvI nirmaLa prajJA kyAMthI AvI ? navakAra, prabhu-bhakti ItyAdinA prabhAvathI... * vidyA - maMtra vagere gupta rAkhavAnI cIja che. A to ApaNe evA chIe H kAma thoDuM karIe ne gAjIe ghaNA. bhakti * prabhuno prema vadhe teTalo pudgalano prema ghaTe. "munisuvrata jina vaMdatAM, ati ullAsita tana-mana thAya re; vadana anupama nirakhatAM, mArA bhavabhavanA duHkha jAya re... "diTThe'vi tuha muhakamale, tinnivi naTThAI niravasesAI / nArada vohamAM namaMtara - viyaM pAvuM / / '' "nizadina sUtAM - jAgatAM, haiDAthI na rahe dUra re; jaba upakAra saMbhArIye, taba upaje AnaMda pUra re...'' 102 ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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bhagavAnanA upakArone yAdanakaro to AnaMda kyAMthI Ave? nigodamAMthI bahAra koNe kADhayA? ATalI bhUmikAe koNe pahoMcADyA? mArA hRdayamAM eka paNa avaguNa pesato nathI, evI sthiti Ape ja ApI che ne? ocho upakAra che? bhagavAnanA prabhAvathI ekeka guNa AvatA jAya to keTalA vadhe? 1 mAMthI 11, 11 mAMthI 111, ema dasa gaNuM thatuM jAya. eka vinaya Aveto? vinaya pachI vidyA, viveka, virati vagere AvatA ja jAya. Ane guNAnubaMdha kahevAya. kevaLajJAnathI bhagavAna vibhu che ja, paNa samuddhAtanA 4thA samaye bhagavAna sAcA arthamAM vibhu hoya che, sarvalokavyApI hoya che. A ciMtanathI manane sarvavyApI banAvI zakAya che. praznaH nAno paramANu! tenA para anaMta siddhonI draSTi zI rIte samAya? uttaraH nAcatI eka nartakI para 10 hajAranI dRSTi paDI zake? zI rIte samAya? T.VnA mAdhyamathI to kroDonI dRSTi paDI zake. padgalika dRSTi pudgala para paDI zake to kevaLajJAnanI dRSTi zA mATe na pahoMce? kahe kalApUrNasUri .... ... 107 WWW.jainelibrary.org

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budha, 4-8-99, abA, vada - 7 *dIkSA pachI dIkSAcAryanavadIkSitane hitazikSA Ape. emAM 15 padArthonI durlabhatA jaNAve. 12 to atyAre maLelA che, ema kahIe to cAle. bAkInA traNa meLavavA prayatna karIe to ja 12nI saphaLatA. AcAryanI dezanA sAMbhaLIne bIjAone paNa dIkSA levAnA bhAva thAya. suMdara bilDIMga, sAruM pharnicara, gADI vagere joI te meLavavAnI koziSa karone? tema dIkSA mATe mana thAya? dIkSA prasaMgo vAraMvAra jovAthI te meLavavAnuM mana thavuM joIe. * dIkSAthI zuM joIe? sAdhya zuM? cAlatAM pahelA tamArI maMjhila nakkI hoya che. dukAnamAM paiso sAdhya hoya che. ahIM zuM sAdhya? mokSa..? tyAM jaIne karazo zuM? dorA - pATA vagere karavAnA? tyAM sadeva Atma - svabhAvanI ramaNatA karavAnI che, e khyAlamAM chene? AjIvanamAM Atma- svabhAva - ramaNatAnI jhalaka nahi meLavI hoya to tyAM zI rIte maLI zakaze? kaI kiMmatathI ApaNe mokSa nAmanI cIja kharIdavA nIkaLyA chIe? hemacandrasUrijI nA yogazAstrano 12mo prakAza juo AtmAnubhUtinuM varNana che. yazo vi.nA udgAro juo: mAre to bananAruM banyuM ja che, eTale ke anubhavano AsvAda maLI cUkyo che.) huto lokane vAta zIkhAuM re; 104 .* . ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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vAcaka 'jasa' kahe sAhibA, e gIte tuma guNa gAuMre....." AtmAnubhava A ja janmamAM thavo joIe. to ja jIvananI saphaLatA che. na maLe tyAM sudhI jhaMkhanA rahevI joIe. taDapana joIeH haju nathI maLyuM? kyAre maLaze? kyAre maLaze? mAro samaya vyartha jaI rahyo che, AtmAnubhUtinI jhalaka vinA. karoDa rUpiyAnI dukAnamAM tame vepAra karo ke pAnAramo? AtmAnubhUti maLI zake tevA A bhavamAM te mATe prayatna karavo ke pazu - sulabha bhogo mATe ? * 10mI cIja che. vijJAna - viziSTa bodha, je bhagavAna Ape. bhagavAna kyAreka gurunA mAdhyamathI Ave che, kyAreka bIjA koI nimittathI paNa Ave che. hamaNA navasArImAM ratnasuMdara vi. e pUcheluMH bhagavAnanI karUNA mArA para che, ema huM zI rIte mAnuM? meM kahyuM: "tame dIkSA zI rIte lIdhI?" zibiramAM gayelo, bhuvanabhAnu sUrie pakaDI lIdho. lIdhI dIkSA." tamane ja kema pakaDyA? bIjAne kema nahi?" A ja bhagavAnanI kRpA che e gurunA mAdhyamathI Ave che. guru paNa Akhare to bhagavAnanA ja ne?" * duHkha karatAM sukha bhayaMkara che. sAdhya cUkAya che, anukULatA dvArA. ApaNe pratikULatAthI gabharAIe chIe, kharekhara e ja mitra che. anukULatAthI ApaNuM sattva dabAI jAya che. potAnI niMdA (duSkata gaha) sAMbhaLavI vageremAM sattva joIe. "madhumo saMsA, hiromo tasa3'AvI samaja bhagavAna Ape che. A ja vijJAna che. guru covIse kalAka sAthe na rahe, paNa temaNe ApeluM jJAna ApaNI sAthe rahe viveka sAthe rahe, viveka - cakSu - pradAtA guru che. vijJAna (vivekayukta jJAna) maLe to ja pAchaLanI 9 durlabha cIjonI sArthakatA che. * bhagavatI sUtramAM kahyuM cheH sAdhu mATe pramAda e ja AraMbha, gRhastha mATe hiMsAdi, paNa sAdhu mATe to pramAda e ja AraMbha che. pramatta avasthAmAM (mUcchita avasthAmAM) jIvahatyA na thAya toya pApa lAge, apramatta avasthAmAM (amUcchita avasthAmAM) jIvahatyA thAya toya pApa na lAge. upayogamAM rahe te ja sAcuM jJAna! jema rokaDA paisA ja kharA paisA kahevAya. udhAra jJAna kAma na lAge. rokaDuM jJAna joIe.. kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... ... 105

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pratikSaNa upayogamAM AvanArUM ! '"nayaM vo nayaM vikre'" ItyAdi jAgRtine jaNAvanArA sUtro sadA najara sAme rahe to kyAMya vAMdho na Ave. jANeluM jJAna jIvanamAM UtAravAnuM che, magajamAM saMgharavAnuM nathI. nizcayathI samyaktva na maLe tyAM sudhI dehAdhyAsa nahi TaLe, zarIramAM Atmabuddhi nahi TaLe. atyAre to ApaNe zarIramAMthI UMcA nathI AvatA AtmAnI to vAta ja kyAM karavI ? na AvuM nizcaya samyaktva AvyA pachI sarvaviratino bhAva satata rahe. na rahe to zrAvakapaNuM to ThIka, paNa samyaktva paNa na Take...! vyavahAranI zraddhA vyavahAramAM kAma lAge. nizcayanI zraddhA nizcayamAM kAma lAge. vyavahAramAM niSNAta banyA pachI ja nizcayamAM javuM joIe. taLAvamAM tarI tarIne niSNAta banyA pachI ja dariyAmAM kUdavuM joIe. sIdhI ja nizcayamAM chalAMga nizcayAbhAsa banI rahe, pramAda poSaka banI rahe. evA ghaNAM dAkhalA joyA che. samyaktva ane jJAna ja bhavAMtaramAM sAthe Ave che, cAritranahIM. mATe ja samyaktva ane jJAna ne evA daDha banAvIe ke bhavAMtaramAM paNa sAthe Ave. ApaNuM jJAna yudhiSThira jevuM bhAvita baneluM hovuM joIe. bhIma ke duryodhana jevo pATha nahi, yudhiSThira jevo pATha joIe. krodha na karavo - kSamA rAkhavI... e pATha. eka mata evo che ke je gurune mAnato ja nathI. AgaLa vadhatA bhagavAnane paNa choDI de che. temane kriyAo jaDa lAge. vyavahAra badho tuccha lAge. ApaNuM jJAna vizvane jANavA mATe... ? bIjAne jaNAvavA mATe ke svane jANavA mATe che ? jJAna be prakAranA... 1) pradarzaka 2) pravartaka pradarzaka jJAna dekhADavAnuM hoya che. pravartakajJAna ratnatrayImAM pravartana karAve. tame zA mATe jANo cho ? bIjAne jaNAvavA mATe ? tame ja nahi samajyA ho to bIjAne zI rIte samajAvI zakazo ? tame ja jIvanamAM nahi UtAryuM hoya to bIjAnuM bhaluM zI rIte karI zakazo ? vaktA banavAnuM nathI, anubhavI banavAnuM che. 500 sAdhuomAM vaktA to eka ja hoya. bAkInA akiMcitkara... ? nahi, svAdhyAya tapa Adi karanArA e munionA darzanathI paNa pApa khape...! samyaktva vinAnuM tamAruM jJAna paNa ajJAna banaze. ane kahe kalApUrNasUri

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cAritra paNa vicitra banaze. 4 tIrthakaranI aSTaprAtihArya - samavasaraNAdi Rddhi jalasA karavA mATe nathI. e to e ja pacAvI zakhe. ApaNe to thoDuM mAna maLatAM kudavA lAgIe...! jyAre tIrthakara bhagavAna e Rddhi dvArA paNa puNya khapAve che. aMtara taddana alipta che. * ratnAkara sUrieThavaNImAM ratno rAkhelA. aparigrahano upadeza ApatAM zeThe pUchyuM sAheba! barAbara nathI samajAtuM AtmanirIkSaNa karatAM potAnI bhUla samajAI, parigraha- doSano khyAla Avyo. parigraha tyajI zuddha sAdhu banyA. pachI "zreyaH zriyAM maMgalakelisa......" svaduSkata gaharUpa stuti banAvI. je Aje aNamola gaNAya che. "maMdira cho muktitaNI." teno gujarAtI anuvAda che. * mohanIyanI sAta prakRti jAya... ke kSayopazama thAya... tyAre ja AtmAnuM rUpa dekhAya che. emAM paNa bhagavAnanI kRpA joIe. bhagavAnanI bhakti AtmAnI zaktine jANavA mATe che. nAnapaNathI bakarAnA ToLAmAM rahelo siMha potAnuM siMhatva bhUlI jAya tema ApaNe paNa ApaNI aMdara raheluM paramAtmatva bhUlI gayA chIe. * osiyAmAM siddhacakra pUjanano khUba ja prAcIna tAMbAno paTTa che. siddhacakra pUjana prAcInakALathI cAle che. koNe kahyuM e navuM che? ame osiyA gayelA tyAre pradakSiNA vakhate meM siddhacakranuM ardha mAMDaluM joyuM. meM TrasTIone kahyuM bIjo ardho bhAga paNa hovo ja joIe. zodhatAM maLyo. joDyo. mAMDaluM taiyAra thaI gayuM. pachI phalodImAM (vi. saM. 2035) siddhacakrapUjana vakhate e ja tAMbAno paTTa maMgAvelo. mAMDalAnI jarUra nahotI paDI. siddhacakrapUjana bhaNAvavA tyAre hiMmatabhAI AvelA. kahe kalApUrNasUri ...... *** 107

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J, -8-99, amA. va. 8 * jinazAsananI jaghanya ArAdhanA paNa 7-8 bhavamAM mokSe pahoMcADI de. * zIlavAnuM. sattvavAnuM mahApuruSonA hAthe pravrajyA grahaNa karavAthI dIkSA nirvidane paLAya che. e mahApuruSa ApaNane bhagavAna sAthe joDI Ape che. * bhagavAnanI bhakti cAritrAvaraNIya karmane toDanArI che, evo ApaNane saune anubhava che. * samyagadarzana ane samyagrajJAna hoya tyAM vaheluM - mo samyaka cAritra Ave ja. samyaka cAritra Ave to ja samyaga darzana samyagU jJAna sAcA kahevAya. enI A kasoTI che. jJAnanI tIkSNatA caraNa teha - adhyAtma gItA. jJAnathI cAritra juduM nathI, e jainadarzananI vizeSatA che. jainadarzananA anuSThAnothI yoga- dhyAna judA nathI ke jethI alaga yoga- zibira karAvavI paDe. mAtra temAM rahelA tene pragaTa karavAnI jarUra che. jJAnanI tIkSNatA eTale jJAnano tIvra upayoga. jevuM jANyuM tevuM ja pAlana. jANavuM tevuM ja jIvavuM! dA.ta. krodhanI kaTutA jANI. jyAre jyAre gusso Ave tyAre tyAre krodhane vaza nahi thavuM. A jJAnanI tIkSaNatA thaI. jyAre je jJAnanI jarUra hoya tyAre tyAre te jJAna upasthita thaI jAya, AcaraNamAM AvI jAya te jJAnanI tIkSNatA 108 ... ..... kahe kalAparNasari

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kahevAya. koI vastu levI - mUkavI hoya to puMjI - pramArjIne levI - mUkavI te jJAnanI tIkSNatA kahevAya. A tINatA e ja cAritra! cAritra eTale ApaNe ApaNA mAlika chIe, tevo anubhava karavo, tema jIvavuM! jJAna ekAgrabane tyAre te dhyAna thai jAya. je vakhate je viSaya hoyatemAM ekAkAra banI jAya. dhyAnaM - saMvitti" - jJAnasAra ekAgra thavAmAM mane vAra lAge, koIpaNa kAryamAM mane vAra lAge, paNa ekAgra na thAuM tyAM sudhI choDuM nahi. cittanI capaLatAne TALanAra ekAgratA pUrvakanuM jJAna che! jJAnasAramAM jJAna mATe jJAnASTaka, zAstrASTaka, avidyASTaka, jJAnanuM phaLazamASTaka A badhA aSTako batAvelA che. mArgano jANakAra paNa cAle nahi tyAM sudhI ISTa sthaLe pahoce nahi. tema guNasthAnakanI badhI ja prakRti vagerene jANanAro paNa jIvanamAM na utAre to guNasthAnonA mArge AgaLa vadhI zake nahi. jJAnamAM ekAgra thavA mATe paNa vihita kriyAo joIe. kriyAo choDIne ekalA jJAnathI na cAle. * rastAmAM tame vadhu vakhata rokAIna zako. yA to upara jAva yA to nIce. nIce nigoda, upara mokSa che. banne sthaLe anaMta kALa sudhI rahevAnI sagavaDa che. manuSyAdinA janmo rastA paranA sTezano che. sTezana para ghara bAMdhavAnI bhUla karatA nahi. * eka tarapha cAritra ane bIjI tarapha ciMtAmaNi che, koNa vadhe? cAritra - kevaLajJAna - mokSa ApI zake. ciMtAmaNi pAse AvI zakti nathI. A janmamAM paNa cAritracittanI prasannatA, samatA, loko taraphathI pUjyatA Ape che, paralokamAM svargApavarga Ape che. ciMtAmaNi AmAMthI kazuM na ApI zake. cittanI prasannatA to na Ape, hoya toya jhUMTavI le ciMtAne vadhAranAra ciMtAmaNi kyAM? ne ciMtA cUranAra cAritra kyAM? kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... ... 109

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Indra to ThIka, vimAnanA mAlika banavuM hoya toya sabhyatva joIe. tAmalipUraNa vagere tApasa Indra banyA, paNa agAunA bhavamAM chelle chelle sa tva pAmI gayA hatA. - AcArya bhagavaMtanI vAparelI kAmaLI maLe to keTalo AnaMda thAya? A kAmaLI AcArya bhagavaMta oDhatA hatA, ema gaurava laIe. AcAritramATe gauravanahi? AcAritra anaMtA tIrthakaro, gaNadharo, yugapradhAno dvArA sevAyeluM che. keTaluM gaurava hovuM joIe? * guNosvAbhimAnI che. vagarabolAvyuM paNadoSo AvI jaze. guNo bolAvo to ja Avaze. AvyA pachI paNa jarAka svamAna ghavAtAM bhAgI jaze. guNo mATe tIvra jhaMkhanA joIe. emane vAraMvAra bolAvavA paDe. mogherA mahemAnane vAraMvAra bolAvavA paDe che ne? mATe he puNyavAn ! agaNita guNonI khANa cAritra pAmIne tuM pramAda karato nahi. AcAryabhagavaMta A rIte nUtana dIkSitane hita zikSA Ape. adhyAtmasAra: "mavitti thAryo.." guNonI prApti ane surakSA bhagavAnanA prabhAvathI ja thAya che. bhagavAnanI saMpUrNa AjJA gRhasthAvasthAmAM paLAtI nathI. hiMsA satata cAlu rahe che. AthI dhyAnamAM ekAgratA AvatI nathI. mATe ja cAritra jarUrI che. prabhunA 4 nipA eTale prabhunA 4 svarUpa! prabhunA nAma - mUrti - dravya vagere temanA ja rUpo che. Agama, tIrtha, vagere paNa prabhunA ja rUpo che. caturvidha saMghadravyatIrtha che- bhAvi tIrthakaromAMthI thAya che. jinAgamabhAvatIrtha che. - jinAgama eTale jinAgama pramANe jIvAtuM jIvana!kAgaLa para lakhAyela zabdo ke bolAyelA AgamanA zabdo e to dravya Agama che. ' 11 gaNadharone dvAdazAMgI banAvavAnI zakti ApanArakoNa? jeo mithyAtvI - abhimAnI hatA, temane namra banAvI, tIrthanA vArasadAra koNe banAvyA? bhagavAne 110 .. ....... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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AvA gaNadharo ema mAne ke, meM mArA ja puruSArthathI dIkSA meLavI, dvAdazAMgI banAvI vagere ? nahi, teo to bhagavAne ja badhuM ApyuM ne Apaze, ema ja mAnatA hatA. temaNe bhagavAna pAse prArthanA karatAM kahyuM: "mAru vodinAbaM madivaramuttamaM hiMdu' "bhagavan! amane Arogya, bodhilAbha ane uttama prakAranI samAdhi Apo." - guru paNa tamane potAnA taraphathI cAritranuM dAna nathI karatA, bhagavAna taraphathI, pUrvAcAryo taraphathI Ape che. teo to mAtra pratinidhi che. mATe ja te vakhate bolAya che. 'khamAsamaNANaM hattheNaM' rasoIyo kadI abhimAna na karI zake ? meM badhAne jamADyA! zeThe ja jamADyA ema kahe. guru rasoIA che. zeTha bhagavAna che. guruziSyane kaheH bhagavAnanA prabhAvathI mane maLyuM che mATe tame paNa bhagavAnanI bhakti karajo. guru potAnA nahi, bhagavAnanA bhakta banAve. bhagavAna sAthe joDI Ape te ja sAcA guru! ... 11 1 kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... Jain Education International

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zukra, 6-8-99, abA. vada. 9+10. * 15 durlabha padArthomA saMyama - zIla, kSAyikabhAva,kevalya ane mokSa sauthI vadhu durlabha che. jo ke, paMdareya vastuo uttarottara vadhune vadhu durlabha che. * saMyamanI bhAvanA A bhavamAM nahi to bhavAMtaramAM to udayamAM Ave ja. zakya hoya to A ja janmamAM saMyama levuM. * uttarottara vastu meLavo ke meLavavAnI IcchA na rAkho to pUrva pUrvanI cIjo paNa cAlI jAya. * samyakatvanA 67 bola, samyakatvane TakAve paNa kharA, na AveluM hoya to lAve paNa kharA. te kArya paNa che ne kAraNa paNa che. * napho na vadhe to dukAnano artha nathI, tema baLa, AyuSya vagere maLyA pachI tenA dvArA sakhyatvAdi na maLe to koI artha nathI. * samApati (yogAcAryono zabda) nA 3 kAraNo: 1) nirmaLatA 2) sthiratA - ane 3) tanmayatA. svabhAvaramaNatA, sAmAyika, A jaina darzananA samApatti mATenA zabda che. saM. 2026mAM paM. bhadraMkara vi. ma.ne lakhyuM rAjI thayA, navasArInI bAjunA jalAlapuramAM parama zAMti hatI. mahinAmAM huM pAMca upavAsa karato. tyAMnA parama zAMta vAtAvaraNamAM dhyAna lAgI jAtuM. * ahiMsAthI..nirmaLatA.. upazama... darzana. saMyamathI.. sthiratA... viveka... jJAna. tapathI... tanmayatA.. saMvara... cAritra Ave. A tripuTI badhe ja ghaTe. 112 .. ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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Ama joIe to traNemAM traNa traNa paNa ghaTe. dAnathI nirmaLatA, zIlathI sthiratA, tapathI tanmayatA. bhAvathI traNeyanI ekatA. praznaH A samApatti samyaktva pahelA hoya ke pachI? uttaraH jeTalA "karaNa" aMtavALA zabdo (apUrvakaraNa, yathApravRtti karaNa vagere) che, te badhA ja samAdhivAcaka che. karaNa eTale - "nirvikalpa samAdhi...!" - dhyAnavicAra graMtha vAMcyA pachI lAgyuM ke badhI ja dhyAna paddhatio AmAM samAyelI che. 4 lAkha, 68 hajArathI vadhAre dhyAnanA bhedo temAM batAvelA che. tame koIe vAMcyo che ke nahi? te khabara nathI, paNa vAMcavA jevo che, ema jarUra kahIza. abhavya jIva paNa anaMtIvAra yathApravRttikaraNa kare. yathApravRttikaraNa eTale avyakta samAdhi" - ema haribhadrasUrijI kahe che. carama yathApravRttikaraNa caramAvarta kALamAM ja Ave. kALa paNa pUraka che. acarama kALa na hoya to carama kALa zI rIte Avata? abhavya jIvane paNa viSaya samApatti thAya, bhAvasamApatti na thAya. viSaya samApatti vinA ekAgratA na Ave. haribhadrasUrijIe 4thI dRSTimAM samApattinuM varNana kyuM che. * Atmazuddhi rokanAra karmaprakRti che. ene haTAvo to Atmazuddhi pAse ja che. karmagraMtha bhaNatAM karmaprakRtio gaNIe chIe, paNa haTAvatA nathI. karmaprakRtio mAtra gaNavAnI nathI, haTAvavAnI paNa che. ApaNe krodha - mAna - mAyA Adine akabaMdha rAkhIne karma - prakRtio mAtra gaNyA karIe chIe! dayAna vinA samApatti na thAya. samApatti dhyAnanuM phaLa che. praznaH marudevIne samApati zI rIte AvItiryaMcAdi paNa sabhyatva pAme che, temane samApatti kyAMthI AvI? uttaraH karaNonI prApti be rIte thAyaH jJAnapUrvaka ane sahajatAthI. karaNa ane bhavana. thaI jAya te bhavana. karavuM paDe te karaNa. nitthAmavA nisargathI thAya te bhavana. adhigamanathI thAya te karaNa. karaNamAM prayatna che. bhavanamAM sahajatA che. kahe kalApUrNasUri ....... ... 113

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mAnavamarIne mAchaluM thayo. tyAsakhyatvathayuM. jAtismaraNathI pUrvabhavanaduSkato badala pazcAttApa thayo. A bhavana che. saMskAra pADo te janmAMtaramAM paNa sAthe Ave. koIvAta, vAcanAke vyAkhyAnamAM vAraMvAra karuM to samajajo ke enA mATe saMskAra pADavA che. * samApati kone nathI? T.V. jonAra, vepAra karanAra, chApA vAMcanAra - vageremAM paNa samApatti che. je viSayamAM rasa hoya tyAM samApatti Ave. paNa e ArtadhyAnajanya che. azubhano abhyAsa anAdikALano che. zubha mATenA saMskAro kyAreya nathI paDyA. * yoga ke dhyAna zibiromAM - (vipazyanA zibiromAM) mAtra ekAgratA para bhAra mUkavAmAM Ave che, nirmaLatA parabiskUlanahi. nirmaLatA vagaranI ekAgratAnuM koI mUlya nathI. e to bilADIne paNa sulabha che, bagalAne paNa sulabha che. jene bhAvacAritra prApta thayuM che tene samApatti siddha thaI che, ema samajavuM. adhyAtmasAra : ''marbhiAvati thA...' * pAMca miniTa paNa jo tamArI AMkho - haiyuM - vagere bhagavAnamAM re to nirmaLatA Ave, dhyAna sulabha bane. bhagavAnanI bhakti karIe to bhagavAna ApaNA banI jAya. bhagavAna jagatanA che e barAbara, paNa jyAM sudhI "mArA bhagavAna" banatA nathI tyAM sudhI bhaktane saMtoSa thato nathI. aMjana vakhate huM mAnuM chuM bhagavAnanuM aMjana karanAra huM koNa? bhagavAne mAruM aMjana kyuM potAnuM svarUpa yAda karAvyuM. bhakti eTale 7 rAjaloka dUra rahelA bhagavAnane hRdayamAM bolAvavAnI kaLA." cazo vi.nA manamAM "peThA' to ApaNA hRdayamAM na pravezI zake? bhagavAnanA praveza vinA to peThA' zabda nahi ja vAparyo hoya. dUra rahelA bhagavAnane najIka lAvI Ape te bhakti. bhakti lohacuMbaka che, je bhagavAnane kheMcI lAve che. tuma paNa alagA raghe kima saraze? bhakti bhalI AkarSI leze..... gagane UDe dUra paDAI, dorI baLe hAthe rahI AI...." - mAnavijaya pataMga bhale dUra che; dorI hAthamAM che. bhagavAna bhale dUra che, bhakti hAthamAM che. dorI hAthamAM che to pataMgakyAM javAno che? bhaktihRdayamAM che to bhagavAna kyAM javAnA che? 114 ... ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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a, 7-8-99, aSA. vada-11, zAstranA adhyayana vinA deza ke sarvavirati pALI zakAya nahi. mATe ja zAstranuM adhyayana, nididhyAsana, ciMtana ane bhAvana karavuM jarUrI che. bhAvana koTimAM na Ave tyAM sudhI jJAna ApaNuM banatuM nathI. jJAnAcAranA 8 AcAromAM ja Ano nirdeza che. chellA traNa AcAra H sUtra - artha - tadubhaya. sUtrathI zrutajJAna arthathI cintAjJAna ane tadrubhayathI bhAvanAjJAna sUtrathI zabdajJAna, arthathI samajaNa ane tadrubhayathI jIvana samRddha bane. prazna : 'jIvanamAM utAravuM' e cAritrAcAramAM na Ave ? uttara H jJAna te ja sAcuM kahevAya je AcaraNamAM Ave. cAritra jJAnathI juduM nathI. pariNativALuM banyuM te jJAna ja cAritra che. jJAnadazA je AkarI, teha caraNa vicAro, nirvikalpa upayogamAM, nahi karmano cAro...'' - jJAnanI tIkSNatA caraNa teha - devacandrajI, adhyAtma gItA. * 'jihAM lage Atama tattvanuM, lakSaNa navi jANyuM; tihAM lage guNaThANuM bhaluM, kima Ave tANyuM...'' - yazo vi. guNaThANuM tANavAthI mArI macaDIne nathI AvatuM, veSa paheravAthI nathI AvatuM, te mATe Atma- tattvanuM lakSaNa jANavuM paDe. saMyama jIvana uttama rIte jIvavAnI skUla eTale kahe kalApUrNasUri -upA. yazo vi. ma. 12 5 gAthAnuM stavana. gurukuLavAsa. AvuM jANyA ... 115

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pachI skUlamAM koNa tAlIma na le? * jainakuLamAM janma maLe eTale saMyama maLe ja evuM nathI. atyAre eka kroDa jaina hoya to saMyamI keTalA? 10,000. barAbarane? 99 lAkha. 90 hajAra bAkAta thaIgayA. AmAM AtmajJAnI keTalA? yogasAkAra kahe che: dvitrAH be - traNa maLI jAya toya bhayo bhayo ! keTaluM durlabha che AtmajJAna? A be - traNamAM ApaNo naMbara lagADavAno che. nirAza thaIne sAdhanA choDI devAnI nathI. loTarInA InAma to 2-4ne ja lAge, paNa bAkInAya AzA to rAkhene? * sAdhue saMsAranI nirguNatA vAraMvAra ciMtavavI joIe. e vairAgyano upAya che ne tenAthI ja vairAgya Take che. vairAgyathI ja virati Take che. praznaH bhAvathI viratino pariNAma e ja mahattvanI vAta che. to te mATe ja prayatna karavo joIe. vidhinI kaDAkUTa zA mATe? vidhi-vidhAna vinA paNa marudevI - bharata mahArAjA vagerene cAritranA pariNAma AvI gayA hatA. kevaLajJAna cAritranA pariNAma vinA to na ja thAyane? teo vidhi - bidhi kAMI karavA nahotA gayA. bIjuM, vidhi badhI karI, chatAM viratinA pariNAma jarAyana AvyA, evA paNa aneka udAharaNo che, jemake aMgAramardaka vinayaratna vagere mAnoziSyamAM viratinA pariNAma pahelA ja utpanna thaI gayA che, to vidhi - vidhAnanI jarUra zI? ane pariNAma nathI thayA to badhuM jUThuM che. mRSAvAdano doSa lAge. na hoya chatAM kahevuM te juduM ja ne? uttaraH viratinuM pariNAma te ja pravajyA te tamArI vAta sAcI che. paNa tenuM mukhya - puSTa sAdhana A vidhi - vidhAna che. sAruM khAtara vagere bhale badhuM ja hovA chatAM khetI niSphaLa na ja jAya, evuM thoDuM che? vepAramAM nukazAnI na ja jAya, evuM thoDuM che? chatAM khetI - vepAra koI baMdha kare che? moTA bhAge A vidhi-vidhAna viratinA pariNAma lAvavAmAM sahAyaka bane che. ogho letI vakhate keTalo AnaMda - umaMga hoya che, te anubhava - siddha che. (prazna: ogho letI vakhate keTaluM nAcavuM? uttaraH thoDuMka ja. Aje to paDI javAya teTaluM nAce. A kAMI nRtyasTeja che?) lagna pachI jema pati-patnIrUpe daMpatI samAja -mAnya bane che, tema dIkSA vidhi pachI sAdhu rUpe samAja - mAnya bane che. sogaMda vidhi lIdhA pachI ja "maMtrI kahevAya. 116 ... .. kahe kalApUrNasUri

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rIjharva beMkanI sahI pachI ja 'rUpiyo' kahevAya. tema dIkSA-vidhi pachI 'sAdhu' kahevAya. tenA kAryathI, tenI pariNatithI tenA pariNAma jANI zakAya. tene svayaM ne thAya : ''huM have vidhipUrvaka sAdhu thayo chuM. mArAthI have akArya na ja thAya.'' A badhuM to pratyakSa jovA maLe che. AthI ja nUtanadIkSitane te ja vakhate samasta saMgha vaMdana kare che; kadAca bhAvathI pariNAma na jAgyA hoya to paNa. vyavahAra - mArga A rIte ja cAle. A vaMdanathI, vaMdana lenAranI paNa javAbadArI vadhI jAya : A badhA ja mane vaMdana kare che, to have mAre tene anurUpa jIvana jIvavuM joIe. bharata vagerenA udAharaNo ahIM na levAya. e kAdAcitka che, rAjamArga nathI. ema to koIkane gharamAM ja kevaLajJAna thAya, koIne anyaliMge paNa thaI jAya to tenuM anukaraNa na thAya. koIkane loTarI lAgI ne te karoDapati banI gayo, paNa tevI AzAthI bIjo koI besI rahe to...? prazna H caMDurudrAcAryanA ziSyane vidhi kyAM hatI ? uttara H tame kyAM saMpUrNa vAta jANo cho ? saMbhava che H capaTI jeTalA vALa bAkI rAkhyA hoya ne pachI vidhi vakhate teno loca karyo hoya. vidhi vinAnI dIkSA hoya to kevaLajJAna thAya? zrAvako paNa loca karAve. loca karAvyA pachI paNa te ghera jaI zakato hato, paNa te ghera na gayo, dIkSA mATe ja Agraha rAkhIne rahyo. A tenI uttamatA jANIne ja AcArye dIkSA ApI. yogyatAmAM to guruthI paNa caDI gayA. guruthI paNa pahelA kevaLajJAna meLavI lIdhuM. jo tame jinamatane IcchatA ho to vyavahAra - nizcaya bannemAM ekeyano tyAga nahi karatA. vyavahArathI zubha pariNAma jAge, jJAnAvaraNIyAdino kSayopazama thAya. caityavaMdanAdi vidhi cAritranA pariNAma pedA karanArI che. vidhi dvArA ja 'huM sAdhu thayo chuM' evA bhAva jAge. vyavahAranA pAlanathI bhAva - je nizcaya rUpa che, utpanna thAya che. bhagavAnanI bhakti karatAM karatAM ja viratinA pariNAmo vadhe che, te anubhavasiddha che. * prabhune joI joI jema - jema prasannatA vadhe tema tema tame mAnajo : sAdhanAnA sAcA mArge chuM. bhaktijanya prasannatA kadI malina na hoya. - huM kahe kalApUrNasUri 117

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: adhyAtmasAra: bhagavAna bhaktithI baMdhAyelA che. jema koI deva amuka maMtra ke vidyAthI baMdhAyelo hoya! maMtra gaNIne tene hAjara thavuM ja paDe! bhakti karIne bhagavAnane hAjara thavuM ja paDe. bhagavAna na padhAre tyAM sudhI dIkSAnI vidhino prAraMbha paNa thato nathI. sthApanA tIrthakaranI A vAta che. to pachI bhagavAna ApaNA hRdayamAM na Ave to sAdhanAno prAraMbha zI rIte thAya? sthApanA dvArA ke nAmadvArA Akhare to ApaNe bhAva - tIrthakaranI ja stuti karavAnI che. posTakArDanA eDresamAM tame vyaktinuM nAma lakho cho, matalaba nAmathI nathI, vyaktithI che. ane ePc. mULa vyaktine pahoMcI ja jAya che. nAma kAMI ochI vAta nathI. tamArI gerahAjarImAM paNa benka AdimAM levaDadevaDa tamArA nAmathI ja thAya che ne? bhagavAna jema bodhi Ape tema temanI mUrti ane nAma paNa bodhi ane samAdhi Ape. juo logassa. 'mAruIT-vodinAthaM samadivara - muttamaM hitu ' pUrNa Arogya eTale mokSa. te bodhi ane samAdhithI maLe che. mATe prabho! mane bodhi ane samAdhi Apo. A gaNadharonI stuti che. bhagavAnanI bhaktithI divase - divase cAritrAvaraNIya karma kapAya che ne pachI eka divasa AtmAnubhUti thAya che. - AthI ja sAco bhakta bhagavAnane kadI bhUlato nathI. nizadina sUtAM jAgatAM, haiDAthI na rahe dUra re; jaba upakAra saMbhArIe, taba upaje AnaMda pUrare..."- pU. yazovijayajI bhakti dvArA dharmano anubaMdha paDe che, jethI te bhavAMtara paNa sAthe cAle che. kSayopazamabhAvanI zuddhi vRddhi dina - pratidina thatI rahe che. vacce jo tUTI jAya to? 10 divasa vepAra baMdha rAkho to? satata dharma karavo joIe; jo ene zuddha ane sAnubaMdha banAvavo hoya. dharmano sAtatya-bhAva ja emAM mukhya aMga che, ema paMcasUtramAM lakhyuM che. kadI bhaktinI dhArA toDo nahi. mAMdagI vakhate (madrAsamAM) mArI bhaktinI dhArA tUTI gayelI. pharI tevA bhAva jagAvatAM cha mahinA lAgelA. 118 ... ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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fd, 8-8-99, aSA. vada-12. * sAdhu dharmanI paribhAvanA kare te zrAvaka...! enA yoge ja enuM zrAvakapaNuM Take. e dvArA ja enAmAM dIkSAyogya 16 guNo pragaTe. * puruSArtha jIvano... anugraha bhagavAnano...! khUTatA guNo bhagavAnanA anugrahathI maLe. * caityavaMdanAdi vidhi, je dIkSA vakhate karAya che, tenAmAM evI zakti che ke jethI viratinA pariNAma jAge ane Take. je caityavaMdanamAM tyAre AvI zakti hoya te caityavaMdanamAM atyAre kAMI ja zakti na hoya evuM bane ja zI rIte ? caityavaMdana enA e ja che...! dIkSA laIne evA ja pariNAma haMmeza mATe rahetA hoya to koI zAstrAdi racanAnI ke upadezanI jarUra ja na paData, paNa pariNAmomAM vadha - ghaTa thaI zake che. mATe ja A badho prayatna che. mATe ja siMha + ziyALanI caturthaMgI batAvI che. pariNati jIvonI AvI hovAthI ja A badhuM batAvyuM che. * vyavahAra choDo to tIrtha jAya. nizcaya choDo to tattva jAya. tIrtha kalevara che H tattva prANa che. kahe kalApUrNasUri .... 119

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prANa hIna kalevaranI kiMmatanathI tema kalevaravinA prANo paNa rahI zaktA nathI. vyavahAra ja nizcayane prApta karAve che. nizcayanuM kAraNa bane te ja vyavahAra, vyavahAranI sApekSatA jALavI rAkhe te ja nizcaya. dIkSA - vidhi vakhate kadAca cAritranA pariNAma utpanna na paNa thAya, paraMtu toya dIkSA-vidhi niSphaLa nathI. kAraNa ke pachI paNa pariNAma jAgI zake che. na jAge to paNa dIkSAdAtA doSita nathI. temaNe to vidhinI ja ArAdhanA karI che. kadAca evuM paNa bane; dIkSA pachI te ghera jAya, toya dIkSA-dAtA nirdoSa che. bhagavAna mahAvIranA hAthe dIkSita naMdiSaNa jevA paNa ghera gayA che. bhagavAna jANatA hatA chatAMya dIkSA ApI. alabatta, naMdiSaNanA atiAgrahathI ja. vezyAnA ghera 12 varSa rahyA hoya tyAM roja 10ne pratibodha ApatA. 12 varSamAM lagabhaga 42 hajAra sarvaviratidharo zAsanane ApyA. A paNa phAyado ja thayo ne zAsanane? dIkSA ApatI vakhate guruno Azaya "e saMsAra- sAgarathI pAra utare, mohanI jALamAMthI chUTe, enI mokSayAtrAmAM huM sahAyaka banuM." evo hoya. "doSa lAgaze, mRSAvAda lAgaze evA bhayathI AcArya dIkSA ApavAnuM baMdha kare to zuM thAya? zAsana aTakI paDe. - bharatAdine gRhasthapaNAmAM kevaLajJAna thayuM temAM parvajanmanI ArAdhanA kAraNa che. gRhasthapaNAmAM kevaLajJAna thayuM e barAbara, paNa gRhasthapaNuM ekvaLajJAnanuM kAraNa nathI. kAraNa to pUrvabhavanI sAdhutAnI sAdhanA ja che, emanI pATa para8 rAjAone ArIsAbhuvanamAM kevalya thayuM, tyAM paNa tenI pUrvabhavanI sAdhanA ja kAraNa hatI, ema samajavuM. tamane dIkSA - vidhi eTalA mATe batAvIe chIe. jotA-jAtAM sAMbhaLatAMsAMbhaLatAM tamane paNa dIkSAno bhAva jAge. - sAdhunI prasannatA joI tamane kAMI lAgatuM nathI ? mahArAja kevA prasanna rahe che! sAce ja sAcuM sukha ahIM ja che. mATe ahIM ja AvavA jevuM che! acAtmasAra : bhakti (- samyagadarzana), samyak jJAna, samyaka cAritra Ape ne aMte mukti Ape che. navakAra ane logassa A be jinazAsananA prasiddha bhaktisUtro che, ema 120 ... ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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samajo. navakAramAM sAmAnya jinane namana che. logassamAM nAmagrahaNa pUrvaka viziSTa jinane namana che. nAmakIrtana dvArA logassamAM bhagavAnanI bhakti gaNadharo dvArA thayelI che. namutthaNe mAM dravya-bhAva jinanI ane arihaMta ceiANuM mAM sthApanA jinanI stuti bhAva jina jeTalo upakAra kare, teTalo ja upakAra nAma - sthApanAdi jina paNa kare. bhAvajina paNa be prakAre Agama, noAgama. samavasaraNastha jinano dhyAtA paNa amuka nayathI bhagavAna ja che. jinasvarUpa thaI jina ArAdhe, te sahI jinavara hove...." bhaktanI bhakti ane bhagavAnanI zakti, banne maLe eTale kAma thAya. bhaktano anurAga vadhe tema-tema bhagavAnano anugraha vadhato ja jAya. yogya ziSya dareka vakhate gurune AgaLa kare. tema bhakta dareka vakhate bhagavAnane AgaLa kare. Avazyaka niryaktimAM prazna che namaskAra kono gaNAya? namaskaraNIya bhagavAnano ke, namaskAra kartA bhaktano? namaskaraNIya bhagavAnano gaNAya, paNa ApaNe potAno ja mAnI beThA chIe. amuka nayathI karanArano paNa gaNAya, paNa bhaktanI bhASA to A ja hoyaH bhagavAnanuM ja badhuM che! bhakta bhagavAnanuM mAne, paNa bhagavAna potAnuM na mAne. ApaNe bhagavAnano naya pakaDIne besI gayA. gurUkahI zake? meM kazuM nathI kyuM bhagavAna kahI zakeH "meM kazuM nathI karyuM. je te tIrthaMkara nAmakarma khapAvavA hyuM" paNa e vAkya ApaNane jarAya na zobhe. emano naya (daSTikoNa) ApaNe pakaDI laIe to kRtajJa banI jaIe. "je dhyAna arihaMta ko, so hI AtamadhyAna.." A zvetAMbara saMghanI praNAlikA che. Atma dhyAna nahi, prabhunuM dhyAna karuM chuM, ema ja kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... ... 121

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badhA kaheze. haribhadrasUri kahe cheH huM bhagavAnane IcchAyogathI. namaskAra karuM chuM: "namaskAra ho!" namaskAra karanAra huM koNa? uttamamAM uttama taka maLe, ArAdhanAnA avasaro maLetekonA prabhAve? bhagavAnanA ja prabhAve. bAkI zarIrano zo bharoso? hamaNAM ja mundrAthI samAcAra AvyA che ke ekanuM B. P. Down thaI gayuM che. kyAM che ApaNA hAthamAM badhuM? naigamana bhagavAnano namaskAramAne nokaraghoDo kharIdyo, paNa gaNAyakono? zeThano ja. paramAtmAnuM dhyAna karatAM AtmadhyAna AvavAnuM ja che. * bhojanamAM bhUkha bhAMgavAnI zakti ja na hoya to bhUkha bhAMge? photarA khAvAthI bhUkha bhAMge? bhagavAnamAM mokSa ApavAnI zakti ja na hoya to mokSa Ape? bodhi ane samAdhi' tamane bhaktithI maLyA. tame bhakti karI eTale maLyA ke bhagavAne ApyA? bhagavAnanA sthAne bIjAnI bhakti karo... bodhi - samAdhinahi maLe. haribhadrasUrijIe badhA ja darzanono yogadRSTi samuccayamAM samAveza karIne jANe kahyuMH jaina darzana to badhA ja darzanone pIne beThuM che! * praznaH "jayavIyarAyamAM mAganusArI vagere mAMgavAmAM AvyA, paNa jene te maLI gayuM che te zuM kAma "jayavIyarAya" bole ? 6-7 guNaThANo rahelo sAdhu... tene mAganusAritAthI zuM kAma ? uttaraH e guNone nirmaLa karavA. 1 2 2 ... ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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TI), tA. pa ka soma. 9-8-99, aSA. vada-13. * paMca vastakamAM lakhelI vidhi (AgamanI vidhi ja lakhI che.) ApaNe joI. Aje paNa A pramANe ja vidhi cAle che, e jANIne keTalo AnaMda thAya? ApaNI zuddha paraMparA para keTaluM mAna jAge? tamArAmAM bhakti AvI to te tamane badhI ja vakhate bacAvI leze. jJAnamAM ahaMkAra ke kadAgrahanahi thavA de. "huM kahuM chuM te ja sAcuM A vidvattAno garva vidvAnane hoI zake, bhaktane nahi. pUrva puruSone yAda karavAthI vidvattAno garva dUra thaI zake. mAna jainAcArya kAlikasUri... vizALa gacchanA svAmI. avinIta ziSyothI trAsI gayelA. bhUlo thatAM TokatA rahevAthI sAmethI javAba AvavA lAgyA. AthI saMpUrNa ziSyamaMDaLano tyAga karIne zayyAtarane, jaNAvIne jatA rahyA. "ziSyo bahu ja Agraha kareto jajaNAvavuM, nahito nahi - emazayyAtarane jaNAveluM. sAgara nAmanA AcArya, je temanA ja praziSya hatA, tyAM pahoMcI gayA. sAgara AcArya A jANatA nahotA. joradAravAcanA ApI. pachI pUchyuM: "vAcanA kevI lAgI?' "sarasa" pachI aMjalimAMthI jhatA pANInI jema ApaNAmAM peDhI - darapeDhIe jJAna ghaTatuM jAya che, te samajAvyuM. tIrthakaro paNa abhilA padArthomAMthI anaMtamo bhAga ja kahI zake. teno anaMtamo bhAga ziSya - praziSyAdi kramazaH grahaNa karatA rahe. AvA alpajJAnano abhimAna * pachI ziSya parivAra AvatAM sAgarAcAryane khabara paDatAM page paDI khamAvyA. tyAM kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... ... 127

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sudhI to "A vRddha muni che. evuM ja mAnI beThelA. * devavaMdana - cetyavaMdanAdi vinA dIkSA-vidhi thatI nathI. eno artha e ke bhaktimArga e ja viratinuM pravezadvAra che. dIkSA jIvanamAM vArasakjhAya jJAnayogamATe, sAtavAracaityavaMdana bhaktiyoga mATe che, te jJAnathI bhakti mahAna che, tema jaNAve che. praznaH "suMdara majAnI sAmagrI Rddhi - samRddhi hovA chatAM pApodayanAkAraNe te choDavAnuM mana thayuM. pUrvabhavamAM dAna na ApyuM te ja kAraNe A bhavamAM ghera-ghera bhikSA javuM paDe che, ema keTalAka mAne che - te aMge Apa zuM kaho cho? (saM. 2017, rAjakoTa, digaMbara paMDita, kAnajI bhaktoe bolAvelo. parAsta karavA mATe amArI Avyo. paMDitAI pradarzita karatAM kahyuM mApa re rame hai.' te vakhate huM kAMI bolyo nahi, paNa nakkI kyuMkenyAyano abhyAsakyavinA have rahevuMnathI.) "kyAMya ThekANuM nahi! rakhaDavAnu ja lalATe lakhAyeluM! AmAM kyAM dharma thAya? rahevA, khAvA-pIvA vagerenI vyavasthAmAMthI uMcA avAya to dharmadhyAna thAyane? kapaDA - makAna to ThIka, ucita samaye bhojana paNa na maLe. AvI sthiti pApanA udaya vinA na ja AvI zake ne? mATe gRhasthapaNAmAM rahIne ja paropakAranA kAma thatA rahe te ja sAco dharma' A che eka anyano mata. uttara : tame "pApanA udayathI dIkSA maLe che." ema kaho cho. ame pUchIe chIe? "puNya - pApa eTale zuM?" "bhogavatAM saMkaleza thAya te pApa, sAtA rahe te puNya." e ja sAcuM lakSaNa che. puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanA udayathI ja gRhasthatvano tyAga thAya. puNyAnubaMdhI puNyano udaya hoya te ja saMsAra choDI zake." puNya - pApanI saMkleza - asaMkalezarUpa A vyAkhyA karI. have vicAro vadhu saMkalezato gRhasthapaNAmAM che. sAdhune saMkalezano aMza paNa nathI. bahArathI sArA dekhAtA moTA puMjIpatio aMdarathI keTalA duHkhI hoya che, te tame jANo cho? duniyAnA sauthI zrImaMta vyaktie eka praznanA javAbamAM kaheluM duniyAmAM sauthI vadhu duHkhI huM chuM. ahIM sukha kyAM che? jodhapuramAM eka ghare mumukSupaNAmAM gayelo. e zrImaMta bhAIe sanmAna karIne mane zata-zata dhanyavAda ApIne kahyuM tame sAcA mArgo cho. amAre to dhaMdho vadhyo che tema 124 ... ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri www.jainelibrary.

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ciMtAno koI pAra rahyo nathI. cintA.. cintA.. cintA... e mANasa jodhapurano moTo zrImaMta hato. zazIkAntabhAI Aje udyogapati - udvegapati che. ekabhAI sukhI mANasa zodhavA nIkaLelo. sukhImAM sukhI jaina sAdhu che. ema jANIne e bhAI, ghaNI rakhaDapaTTI pachI jaina muni jaMbUvijayajI ma. pAse pahoMcyo. be divasa sudhI sAdhucaryAnuM nirIkSaNa pUchyuM : AjIvikAnuM zuM? keTalI mUDI? ma na Ure 9 hai, na chUte hai, na stro chUte hai, na pAnI ko... saMdha vyavasthA rItI hai vizva monanI nahIM hatI...'' pelo stabdha thai gayo. mane paNa kahevAmAM AveluM: "tame dIkSA lo cho? e paNa gujarAtamAM? tyAM zuM che? sAdhuo to dAMDa - daDa laDe che." meM eka ja javAba ApeloH Apa bhalA to jaga bhalA...!" tame juo choH ahIM AvIne meMjhagaDA nathI kya. hA... jhagaDA mITAvyA che kharA. saM. 2023 - manapharAmAM jhagaDA ghaNAM...! meM kahI dIdhuM jhagaDAmAM pratiSThA nahIM thAya. sAdhu-sAdhvIne gocarI baMdha karavAnI vAta karI. tyAre jhagaDA patAvavA saMmata thayA. jhagaDo patyo. pratiSThA thaI. beNapamAM 12 varSano jhagaDo patyo. zazikAnta bhAI to to jhagaDAvALA saMghomAM Apane bolAvavA paDaze. uttaraH mAnavAnI taiyAra hoya to bolAvajo. nahi to koI matalaba nahi. beNapamAM acAnaka khabara paDI. jhagaDA che. moTA AcAryathI nathI patyA. bhagavAnanI kRpAe jhagaDo maTyo. "sAdhu sadA sukhIyA bhalA, duHkhIyA nahilava leza; aSTakarmane vAravA, pahero sAdhuno veSa..." A tame bolo cho kharA, paNa kyAre? kapaDAM badalatI vakhate - saMsArIno veSa paheratI vakhate! sAdhu pAse samatAnuM, nirbhayatAnuM, cAtrinuM, bhaktinuM, maitrInuM, karuNAnuM, jJAnanuM sukha che. maitrInI madhuratA, karuNAnI komaLatA pramodano pamarATa, madhyasthatAnI mahAnatA hoya tevuM A sAdhujIvana puNyahInane ja na game. ... 125 kahe kalApUrNasUri .....

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* zrAvakadharma, sAdhudharmano pUrvAbhyArA che. zrAvaka dharmanuM pAlana karato karato huM sAdhu dharmane yogya banuM, evI zrAvakanI bhAvanA hoya. maMgaLa, 10-8-99, aSA. vada-14. * saMsAranuM cakra cAlu rahe che - prabhunI AjJAnA virAdhanathI. saMsAranuM cakra aTake che - prabhunI AjJAnA ArAdhanathI. Azrava saMsArano, saMvara muktino mArga che. A bhagavAnanI AjJA che. niHzaMka banIne prabhunI A AjJA pAlana karanAra avazya saMsAra tarI jAya che. * cittamAM saMkaleza hoya tyAM sudhI sthiratA nathI AvatI. sthiratA na AvavAnA kAraNe prabhumAM mana lAgatuM nathI. hiMsAdinA kAraNe gRhasthonuM mana saMkilaSTa rahe che mATe ja saMyamanuM saMpUrNa pAlana thaI zakatuM nathI. jo thaI zakatuM hota to tIrthaMkaro ke cakravartIo saMsArano tyAga karata nahi. AtmAnA anaMta khajAnAthI vaMcita rAkhavAM ja moharAjAe tamane ekAda lAkha ke kroDanI lAlaca ApI che. 126 hiMsAthI citta kaluSita thAya. ahiMsAthI nirmaLa thAya, hiMsA eTale para - pIDana ! pramAda paNa hiMsA... khAsa karIne sAdhu mATe. kahe kalApUrNasUri

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gRhastho mATe AraMbha... parapIDana eTale hiMsA... pRthvI, pANI, vanaspati Adino bhoga laIne ApaNe jIvIe ane jarUra paDe tyAre tenA mATe kAMI nahi karavuM ? mANasanuM kartavya che ke te potAnAthI nabaLAnuM rakSaNa kare. praNidhAnano artha che H potAnAthI hIna jIvo para karuNA sAthe bhAvArdra banatuM mana adhika guNI pratye pramoda. sarva jIvo sAthe maitrI. svajananA sukhe tame sukhI, duHkhe duHkhI thAva cho. svajanono saMbaMdha tame choDatA nathI. bhagavAna kahe che : jagatanA sarvajIvo tamArA svajano ja che. emanI sAthe tame saMbaMdhano cheDo phADI zako nahi. mAre zuM levA devA jIvo sAthe ? - ema tame kahI zako nahi. tamArI javAbadArIthI chaTakI zako nahi, chaTakavA prayatna karo to Dabbala sajA maLe. jhIva + asti + jAya = nIvattAya. anaMta jIvonA + anaMta pradezono + samUha = jIvAstikAya ! AmAMthI eka paNa jIva ke eka jIvano eka pradeza paNa bakAta rakhAya to jIvAstikAya na kahevAya. ema bhagavatI sUtramAM bhagavAne kahyuM che. bhagavAne koIne bakAta nathI rAkhyA, ApaNe badhAne bakAta rAkhyA; ApaNI jAta sivAya. jIvamAtra sAthe snehabhAva - AtmabhAva - maitrIbhAva rAkhyA vinA dhyAna lAgI zakatuM nathI. e dhyAna nahi, dhyAnAbhAsa hoI zake. sarva jIvo sAthe Atmatulya vartana karavuM, Atmavat sarva-bhUteSu -Ama jainetaro paNa kathana che. nirmaLatA vinA sthiratA nahi, sthiratA vinA tanmayatA nahi. zrAvaka jIvanamAM dhyAna karAya nahi tema nahi, paNa nizcala dhyAna na Ave, dhyAna abhyAsa jarUra thaI zake. saMyamathI ja nizcala dhyAna Ave. nirvAta dIpa jevA dhyAna mATe to saMyama ja joIe. ahiMsAthI para jIvo sAtheno saMbaMdha. saMyamathI sva sAtheno saMbaMdha sudhare che. kahe kalApUrNasUri ... 127

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jIvonI hiMsA karIne tame tamArA ja bhA prANonI hatyA karo cho. karuNA komaLata samyagdarzananA guNo che. teno nAza thAya che. jeTalA aMze ahiMsA teTalA aMze nirmaLata Ave ja. dIkSA letAM meM pahelA pUchAvyuMH mane dhyAna mATe 4-5 kalAka maLaze ? 'to guphAmAM cAlyA jAva...' pU. knakasUrijIno javAba Avyo. paropakAra e svopakArathI judo nathI. paropakAra svopakAra eka ja che. mATe ja tIrthaMkaro dezanA dvArA paropakAra karatA rahe che. ahiMsA - samyag darzana saMyama - samyag jJAna jIvAjIve ayANato.... kahaM so nAhIi saMjamaM ? - tapa - samyak cAritra. upakaraNone jayaNApUrvaka levA - mUkavAnI kriyA te ajIva saMyama che. 17 asaMyamane jItavA tenuM nAma saMyama. (5 Indriya, 4 kaSAya, 5 avrata, traNa yoga A 17) traNa yoga gRhasthapaNAmAM dharmapravRtti karo tyAre ja zubha..... nahi to nahi. aDhAra hajAra zIlAMga - yAda rAkhavA taddana saraLa che. ekendriyanA pAMca bheda. beI. - teI. - cauM. - paMce. + ajIva = 10 prakAre jayaNA karavAnI. - eka dAMDo letAM jayaNA na karI to 18 hajAramAMthI sIdhA be hajAra jAya. ajIva sAthe paNa jayaNApUrvaka vartavAnuM che. pU. devendrasarijIne ame joyA che sAMja paDye pothI vagerene vIMTIne jayaNApUrvaka mUkI detA. sAdhu AhArAdi 4 saMjJAno vijetA hoya. saMjJA dvArA saMcAlita pazu hoya, sAdhu taM saMjJA para niyaMtraNa keLave. 4 saMjJAthI 10ne guNatAM 10 x 4 = 40 40 x 5 Indriya = 200 200 X 10 yatidharma = 2000 (eTale meM dAMDo nahi paDilehatAM 2000 jA ema kaheluM) 128 ... kahe kalApUrNasUi

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2000 X 3 yoga = 6000 6000 x 3 (karaNa, karAvaNa, anumodana) = 18 hajAra. A 18000 zIlAMga che. 18 hajAra zIlAMgamATe bIjI paNa aneka rIto che. * tame bIjAne abhayadAna Apo to tame svayaM nirbhaya bano ja. pAlItANAmAM kuMdakuMdavijayajIe kAlagrahaNa levA hAthamAM morapIMcha letAM chUpAyelo sApa bhAgyo. AjJAnI pAchaLanA A rahasyo che. ApaNe AhArI, prabhu aNAhArI che. tapa karatAM ApaNe prabhu sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhIe chIe. AthI ja upavAsanA divase mana tarata ja coTe che. kAraNa ke, citta nirmaLa hoya che. tapa sAthe japa karavAmAM Ave to sonAmAM sugaMdha bhaLe che. bhaktiH * dUra rahelA bhagavAnane hRdayamAM dhAraNa karavAnI kaLA te bhakti. bhagavAna game teTalA samartha hoya, paNa chevaTe bhaktine AdhIna che. sarva jIvo para bhagavAnanI anaMta karuNA vahI rahI che. emaNe ApaNI sAthe cheDo phADI nAkhyo nathI. phADe paNa zI rIte ? emane bhagavAna banAvanAra sarva jIvo ja che. mATe ApaNe bhakti karIe ane bhagavAna taraphathI koI pratibhAva na Ave, evu bane ja nahi. bhakta haTha pakaDe to bhagavAnane AvavuM ja paDe. kharekhara to AvelA ja che. ApaNe AvelA bhagavAnane jANatA nathI. bhakta haTha dvArA AvelA bhagavAnane oLakhI levAnI kaLA sAdhI le che. anuttara vimAnavAsI devanA praznano javAba bhagavAna dravya manane prayoga karIne Ape, to ApaNane koI ja javAba na Ape, evuM bane ja zI rIte ? bhagavAna kAMI kRSNa ke mahAdevanA rUpamAM nathI AvatA, paNa AnaMdarUpe Ave che. bhagavAna AnaMdamUrti che, saccidAnaMda che. jyAre jyAre tame AnaMdathI bharAI jAva cho tyAre tyAre samajI lejo H bhagavAne mArAmAM praveza ryo che. : bhagavAnanI zarata ATalI ja che H tame mArA dhyAna vakhate bIjAnuM dhyAna nahi dharatA. ekAgrapaNe mAruM ja dhyAna dharazo to huM AvavA taiyAra ja chuM. meM kyAre nA pADI ? kharekhara to tamArA karatAM huM vadhu Atura chuM. kahe kalApUrNasUri ... 129

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kALA - budha, 11-8-99, aSA. vada-0)) * prabhuno vinaya, gurunI sevA Adi jema vadhe tema tema AtmaguNo pragaTe, pragaTelA nirmaLa bane. eka paNa guNa prabhunA anugraha vinA ApaNe pAmI zakIe nahi. * samyaggadarzanAdi traNeya sAthe maLe to ja muktino mArga bane. eka paNa ochuM hoya te na cAle. ratnatrayInI prApti tattvatrayo dvArA thAya che. tatvatrayI (dava - gu - dharma) ratnatrayI kharIdavAnI dukAno che. tyAMthI kramazaH darzana - jJAna - cAritra maLe che. zIro taiyAra karavA loTa, ghI, sAkara joIe, tema mokSa meLavavA sabhya darzanAdi traNeya joIe. bhagavAna kahe che mArI bhaktikaravA cAhatA ho to mArA parivAra (samagrajIvarAzi) ne tamArA hRdayamAM vasAvo. e vinA huM khuza thavAno nathI. * prazna hato ke pApanA udayathI dIkSA levAnuM mana thAya, sukha choDIne duHkhamAM paDavAnuM mana thAya. ghera ghera bhikSA mATe pharatA, loca karAvatA, taDakAmAM khulle page ghumatA jaina sAdhune joI koI jainetarane pApano udaya lAge te svAbhAvika che. - AcAryazrI javAba ApatAM kahe che je bhogavatAM saMkaleza thAyate pApa, saMkalezana 130 .. >> kahe kalApUrNasUri

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thAya te puNya. gRhasthane to paLe-paLe saMkaleza che. sau prathama gRhasthane paisA joIe. paisAnI koI khANa nathI. vepAra, khetI ke majUrI badhe ja sakhata mahenata karavI paDe che. ahIM saMkaleza nathI thato ? paisA kamAtAM saMkaleza na thato hoya, azAMti na ja thatI hoya, evuM koI kahI zakaze ? saMkaleza hoya tyAM duHkha ema tame ja kahyuM. to have gRhasthane pApano udaya kharo ke nahi ? game teTaluM maLyuM hoya chatAM haju vadhAre meLavavAnI tRSNA che, te saMkaleza kharo ke nahi ? IcchA, Asakti, tRSNA A badhA saMkalezanA ja gharo che. sAdhune Avo saMkaleza nathI hoto, sarva paristhitimAM saMtoSa hoya che. saMtoSa e ja prama sukha che. je lakSmImAM Asakti thAya te pApAnubaMdhI puNyanA prabhAve maLelI che, ema mAnajo. mUrchA svayaM duHkha che. mUrchA mahAna saMkaleza che. A arthamAM moTA rAjA - mahArAjAo paNa duHkhI che. mANasa jeTalo moTo, saMkaleza paNa eTalo ja moTo ! saMkaleza moTo teTaluM duHkha paNa moTuM ! moTA rAjakAraNIonuM jIvana joI lo. 'zatru rAjA caDI Avaze to ? calo, moTo killo banAvIe. zatrune haMphAvIe.' AvI ciMtA agAU rAjAone rahetI. Aje harIpha rAjakAraNIne harAvavA - phAvavA, voTa meLavavA, pratipakSI dezane harAvavA, aNuboMba banAvavA vagere aneka saMkalezo dekhAya ja che. prazna : sAdhupaNuM ATaluM uMcuM hovA chatAM te lenArA thoDA, tenuM kAraNa zuM ? uttara H bhAI...! jhaverInI dukAna ochI ja hoya. zAkabhAjInI ja ghaNI hoya. chatAM emAMya ochA sAdhuomAM uccakoTinuM sAdhupaNuM pALanArA be - traNa ja hoya. A kALa ja evo che. mahAvideha kSetromAM kroDo che. huM saMkhyA - vRddhinA matano nathI. na sacavAya to rAkhavA kyAM ? Dhoro mATe to pAMjarApoLo che, paNa ahIM pAMjarApoLo nathI. pU. bhadraMkaravijayajI paMnyAsajIe kaheluM : koI bAbata mATe cintA nahi karavI. kevaLIe joyuM che te ja thaI rahyuM che. ApaNe kevaLIthI paNa moTA chIe ? emanAthI anyathA thavuM joIe, evuM vicAranArA ApaNe koNa ? Aje ghera ghera T.V. che. nAnapaNathI ja T.V. jonArI AjanI peDhI, amArI kahe kalApUrNasUri ........... ...171

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paMktimAM kyAM bese?. AvA yugamAM ATalA dIkSita thAya che te paNa saubhAgyanI vAta che. moTA vepArIo vagere sukhethI bhojana paNa karI zakatA nathI, maLeluM sukha paNa bhogavI zakatA nathI. nathI maLyuMnI ciMtAmAM je che te paNa cAlyuM jAya che, evI cintAvALo dIna hoya, peTa bharavA pUratuM paNa ghaNAne na hoya, ghaNAne vyAjanI ciMtA hoya. uparathI ghaNA sArA dekhAtA aMdarathI khokhalA thaI gayelA hoya. amArI pAse vedanA ThAlave tyAre khyAla Ave. Ane puNyodaya kahIzuM to pApodaya kone kahIzuM? jenA dvArA anAsakti maLe, saMlezana hoya, te puNyAnubaMdhI puNya kahevAya. dA.ta. zAlibhadra, dhannAjI Adi. adhyAtmasAra : bhaThana bhagavAnanI bhakti kadI ja niSphaLa jatI nathI. bhakti vadhetema AtmAnA AnaMdanI, AtmAnubhUtinI zakti vadhe; emadevacandrajIno svAnubhava che. badhuM sulabha che, bhakti durlabha che. mApuNyodaye ja bhagavAna para prema jAge, pachI bhakti ubharAya, tyArabAda temanI AjJA pALavAnuM mana thAya. prabhu pratyeno sAco prema bhaktane sAdhu banAve, chevaTeprabhu banAve emAM navAI zI? IyaLa bhamarInA dhyAnathI, bhamarI bane, tema prabhunuM dhyAna karanAro prabhu bane. Ama paNa kudaratI niyama che ke jenuM dhyAna kare te tevo bane ja. jaDanuM dhyAna karanAro eTale sudhI "jaDa bane ke ekendriyamAM pahoMcI jAya. AtmAnI sauthI ajJAnAvasthA ekendriyamAM che. marIne evuM jhADa bane, je potAnA mULa nidhAna para phelAve amuka vanaspati mATe kahevAya che ke enA mULIyA nIce nidhAna hoya che. AgamathI bhAva nikSepe, jeTalA samaya sudhI tame prabhunuM dhyAna dharo cho, teTalA samaya sudhI tame prabhu ja cho. pelI dIkarAnI vahue AMgatukane kahI dIdheluM zeTha mocIvADe gayA che. kharekhara to zeTha sAmAyikamAM hatA, paNa mana joDAmAM hatuM, mocIvADAmAM hatuM, tevahu samajI gayelI. jyAM ApaNuM mana hoya, te rUpe ja ApaNe hoIe chIe. 132 .. .... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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gu, 13-8-99,mA. suda. 1, * je granthaApaNe vAMcatA hoIe, tenA kartA pratye bahumAnavadhavAthI ApaNe te granthanAM rahasyo samajI zakIe. asalamAM jJAna nathI bhaNavAnuM, vinaya bhaNavAno che. gurunathI banavAnuM, ziSya banavAnuM che. AmAM jJAna karatAM vinaya caDI jAya, to huM zuM karuM? jJAnIoe ja vinayane ATalI pratiSThA ApI che. dazavaikAlika, uttarAdhyayana Adi joI lo. DIsAmAM eka mALI roja vyAkhyAnamAM Ave. ekvAra kahyuM huM je prazno pUchavA mAMgato houM, te praznonA javAba svayameva vyAkhyAnamAM maLI jAya che. Avo keTalIye vakhata anubhava thayo che. ' A vyaktino nahi, jinavANIno prabhAva che. jinavANI parabahumAna vadhavuM joIe. atyAra sudhI saMsAramAM kema bhaTakyA? nivayamahaMta' jinavacana meLavyA vinA! * eka evo paNa mata che, je mAne che. sAdhu karatAM gRhasthAzrama zreSTha che? "dhanyo gRhasthAzramaH'pApanAdiyathItene choDavAnuM mana thAya che. AvAmatanuM nirAkaraNa haribhadrasUrijIe paMcavastakamAM kyuM che. kahe kalApUrNasUri ... ... 137

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aDhAreya pApa choDanAne puNyazALI kahevAyake pApI? A puNyodayake pApodaya? haribhadrasUri praznane mULamAMthI pakaDe cheH puNya zuM? pApa zuM? asaMkaleza eTale puNya. saMkaleza eTale pApa. svAbhAvika che ke gRhastho pAse game teTalI samRddhi hoya, chatAM saMkaleza na hoya evuM na ja bane. vadhu samRddhi tema vadhu saMkaleza! jyAM saMkaleza hoya, Asakti hoya, tyAM puNyodayakevo? sAmagrImAM Asakti hoya to samajavuM: pApAnubaMdhI puNya. cakravartI brahmadattanI puNyAI keTalI hatI? samRddhi keTalI hatI? paNa Asakti keTalI hatI? e Asakti ene kyAM laI gaI? 7mI narake! paraspRhI madauM, niHspRhattva mahAsum' sukha ane duHkhathI A sIdhI - saraLa vyAkhyA che. IcchAthI maLatI vastu duHkha ja Ape. IcchA vinA sahajarUpe maLI jAya temAM nirdoSa (anAsakta) AnaMda hoya. saMsAranI prApti IcchA dvArA thAya che. IcchAno tyAga karavAthI mokSa maLe che. kharekhara to IcchAno tyAga e ja mokSa IcchA svayaM baMdhana che, saMsAra che. IcchAno tyAga mokSa che. * hamaNA 6 mahinA pahelA navI muMbaI rUlamAM aMjanazalAkA vakhate nAnA chokarAoenATaka bhajaveluM Tenzana-Tenzana jemAM badhAja (vakIlo, DaoNkTaro, zreSThIo) TenzanavALA che, sAdhu ja Tenzana mukta che, evuM batAvAyeluM dIkSitane che koITenzana?noTenzana, noTenzana, noTenzana. viSayonI icchA paNa duHkhadAyI hoyato viSayonuM seva zuM kare? je vRkSanI chAyA paNa kaSTadAyI hoya to te vRkSanA phaLonI to vAta ja zI? nirNayatamAre karavAno cheH spRhA joIe ke niHspRhatA? ekAntamAM vicArajo. AtmAne pUchajo. je Tenzana, je prayatna, je kaSTa tame saMsAranA mArge saho cho temAMno thoDoka ja 134 ... ........ kahe kalApUrNasUri

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puruSArtha jo A bAju sAdhanAnA mArge karavAmAM Ave to...? prazna thaI zakeH saMsAranI jema IcchA che, tema mokSanI paNa IcchA che. to pharaka zo paDyo? ame kahIe chIe : tame mokSa zuM che? e ja samajyA nathI. mokSa eTale ja IcchAno tyAga! badhA ja prakAranI IcchAo TaLe pachI ja mokSa maLe. IcchA ane mokSa? banne paraspara virodhI che. hA, bahu bahu to tamArI bhASAmAM ATaluM kahI zakAya? mokSa eTale icchArahita banavAnI IcchA ! jo ke, pachI to IcchArahita banavAnI IcchA paNa choDavI paDe che. asad IcchAne jItavA sad IcchA joIe ja. dIkSA laIne bhaNavAnI, tapa karavAnI ke sAdhanAnI IcchA to hovI ja joIe. praznaH sAdhu ATalA kaSTa sahe to temane anubhUtinuM, Atmika sukha, anAropita sukha kevuM hoya? keTaluM hoya? uttara : saMsAranuM sukha Aropita che. koIpaNa vastumAM ISTa-aniSTanI kalpanA avidyAjanya che. kharekhara koIpaNa vastu sukha ke duHkha ApanAra nathI. ApaNI avidyA tyAM sukha ke duHkhanuM AropaNa kare che. Ane Aropita sukha kahevAya. A dRSTie sAtA vedanIyajanya sukha paNa, jJAnInI najare sukha nathI, paNa duHkhanuM ja bIjuM svarUpa che. je tamane avyAbAdha Atmika sukhathI aTakAve te sukhane (vedanIyajanya sukhane) sAruM kaI rIte gaNI zakAya? tamArA kroDa rUpiyA dabAvIne koI mAtra 5-10 rUpiyA ApIne tamane rAjI karavA mathe to tame rAjI thAva? ahIM ApaNe vedanIya karme ApelA sukhathI rAjI thaI rahyA chIe! jJAnIonI najare ApaNe ghaNA dayanIya chIe. sAdhunuM sukha anAropita hoya. AvuM sukhakeTaluMhoyate bhagavatImAM varNaveluM che. eka varSamAMto anuttara vimAnanA devonA sukhane paNa caDI jAya, tevuM sukha sAdhu pAse hoya che. kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... *** 135 www.jainelib

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adhyAtmasAra H AMkana pANI pIo to to zItalatA maLe ja, pANInA sarovara pAse mAtra beso to paNa zItalatA maLe. tema bhagavAnanA sAnnidhya mAtrathI IndrabhUti gautamanA ahaMkAradinA tApa TaLI gayA. ahIM tamane tApano anubhava thAya che ke zItaLatAno? bhagavAna sAthe sAmIpya anubhavavAthI ApaNe Atmika sukhanI zItaLatA anubhavI zakIe; A kALamAM paNa. mATe ja yazo vi. kahe cheH ma ivati thAya che bhaktinI jo ghAraNA daDhatApUrvaka karIe to bhavAMtaramAM paNa e sAthe cAle. dhAraNAno kALa asaMkhyAta varSa kahyo che. vajanAbha cakravartInA bhavamAM dIkSA laIne AdinAthano jIva anuttaramAM gayo. pachI tIrthakara rUpe avataryo. tyAM bhaNAyelA 14 pUrvanuM jJAna sAthe cAlyuM. A dhAraNA che. (aSTAMga yogamAM "dhAraNA chaTho yoga che.) jyAre jyAre arati thAya tyAre AtmanirIkSaNa karavuM. zAnA kAraNe mane A thAya che? rAgathI dveSathI ke mohathI? je doSa dekhAto hoya, tenA nivAraNano upAya vicAravo. traNeya doSonI eka ja davA batAvuM? prabhunI bhakti...! bhaktinA prabhAve traNe traNa doSo jAya. bhakti eTale saMpUrNa zaraNAgati! saMpUrNa samarpaNa...! vinaya sarvaguNono janaka kahevAyo che. bhakti parama vinayarUpa che. prabhu pratye ApaNane vyaktirAga nathI, guNono rAga che. dhIre-dhIre ApaNane prabhunA guNo pratye gADha rAga thato jAya che. - bhaktinI dhAraNA khUba ja daDha banAvo. - 106 - .... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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zuru, 13-8-99, zrA. suda-2. eraporTavALAno A ja dhaMdho...! jene jyAM javuM hoya tyAMnI TikiTa ApI tyAM pahoMcADe ! tIrthaMkarono A ja vyavasAya : jene mokSamAM javuM hoya tenI javAbadArI amArI ! era - sarvisanI TikiTamATe paisA joIe. ahIM paisAno tyAga joIe. are, IcchAmAtrano paNa tyAga joIe...! jema atyAre TrenonA saMgha nIkaLe che ne ? TikiTa AdinI vyavasthA saMghapati taraphathI...! milApacaMdajI madrAsavALAe eka hajAra mANasone TrenathI sammetazikharajI AdinI yAtrA karAvelI. doDha kroDano kharca thayelo. ahIM paNa AvuM ja che H badhI ja javAbadArI bhagavAnanI che. * bhagavAnanuM zAsana ApaNane sahanazIla, sAdhanAzIla ane sahAyazIla banAve che. jenAmAM A traNa guNa hoya tene ja sAdhaka kahevAya. sAdhune pratikULatAmAM vadhu sukha lAge. saMsArIthI ulTuM 'thavA duHvuM muzvatvena' duHkha jyAre sukharUpa lAge tyAre ja sAdhanAno janma thayo gaNAya. * sannipAtavALAne tame davA ApavA jAva ne e tamane lApho paNa mArI de chatAM tame tenA para gusso nahi karatAM tenI dayA ja ciMtavo cho, tema samyagdaSTi aparAdhI para paNa dayA ciMtave che... gussAnI to vAta ja kyAM ? bicAro karmAdhIna che...! eno doSa nathI...! A to karuNApAtra che, krodhapAtra nahi..! kahe kalApUrNasUri .... ... 177

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* bhagavAnano sAdhu bhikhArI nathI, cakravartIno paNa cakravartI che. tene maLatuM sukha devendra ke cakravartI paNa meLavI zake nahi. paNa e sAdhu sahana - sAdhanA ane sahAyatA karanArA hovA joIe. *ahiMsAthI puNyAnubaMdhI puNya. saMyamathI saMvara tapathI nirjarA thAya. A puNyAdi traNeya nava tattvomAM upAdeya che. mokSa traNeyanA milanathI thAya che. ahiMsA pALIe to saMyama pALI zakAya. saMyama pALIe to tapa pALI zakAya. ahiMsA mATe saMyama, saMyama mATe tapa joIe. Ama traNeyamAM kArya - kAraNabhAva che. * pramAda gatine rokanAra che. e gati cAhedravya hoya ke bhAva! dravya mArganI ane mokSamArganI gati, pramAda roke che. * rAmacandra muni kevaLajJAnanI prAptinI taiyArImAM hatA tyAre sItendra vicAryuM e jo pahelA mokSamAM jaze to...? nahi, sAthe mokSamAM javAnuM che. upasarga kya paNa rAmacandrajI to dhyAnamAM acala rahyA. kevalya meLavyuM, sItA pAchaLa rahI gayA. sAdhanA - mArgamAM AgaLa jato, pAchaLavALAnI vATa joIne ubho rahI zakato nathI. pAchaLavALAe ja doDavuM rahyuM. * pratikULatA TALavA prayatna karIe chIe, paNa pratikULatA taraphano aNagamo TALavA prayatna ApaNe karatA nathI. pariNAma e Ave che. pratikULatA TaLatI nathI, anukULatA maLatI nathI. valasADa pahelA atulamAM paDI gayo. bhayaMkara vedanA, paNa 24 kalAka to koIne vAta karI ja nahi. pratikULatA sahana karavAnI Adata na hoya to? pratikULatA sahana karavAnI AdatathI aMte parama sukhano, anubhava thAya che. tejalezyAnI abhivRddhino anubhava A ja janmamAM thaI zake che. tenobhezyavivRddhi... 12 mahinAnA paryAyamAM to saMsAranA sukhanI maryAdA AvI gaI. anuttara vimAnanuM sukhaToca kakSAnuM che. paNa sAdhunuM sukha to enAthI paNa AgaLa jAya che. enI .kahe kalApUrNasUri 138 ...

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koImaryAdA nathI. ene koI sImADA nathI. svayaMbhUramaNa samudrano cheDo che, paNa Atmika sukhano koI cheDo ja nathI. tejolezyA eTale sukhAsikA...! matiyA" nA pAThamAM mArgano artha sukhAsikA ryo che. sukhAsikA eTale sukhaDI ! AtmA jeno AsvAda meLavI zake te sukhAsikA...! adhyavasAyonI nirmaLatAthI AvI sukhAsikAno AsvAda maLe che. bIjA sukho saMyogothI maLe, IcchAthI maLe. A sukha saMyogo vinA, IcchA vinA maLe are, mokSanI IcchA paNa jatI rahe. mokSoDastu vA mADatuM - hemacandrasUri. mokSanuM sukha ahIM ja maLe che. mATe have tenI (mokSanI) paravA nathI." bhaktinI A khumArI che. athavA to kaho ke AtmavizvAsa che mokSa maLaze ja. have zAnI ciMtA...? AvA sukhI sAdhune pApano udaya mAnavo te buddhinuM devALuM nathI...? pApanA udayathI gRhasthapaNuM maLeluM che. cAritra mohanIya karma prakRti azubha ke zubha? muktinuM sukha parokSa che. jIvanmuktinuM sukha pratyakSa che. muktinuM sukha jene joituM hoya, jIvanmuktinuM sukha anubhavavA teNe prayatna karavo joIe. te mATe prabhu - bhakti parama Avazyaka che. adhyAtmasAra : bhakata tasmin paramAtmani paramapremarUpA bhktiH| nAradIya bhaktisUtra jIvanuM mukhya lakSaNa jJAna che. tenAthI ja te ajIvathI judo paDe che. jyAM jJAna hoya tyAM prema paNa hovAno ja. prema pratIka che. jJAna svarUpa che. cetana bIjA cetana sAthe prema kare, paNa ajJAnI jIva zarIra sAthe karI bese che. zarIra pudgala che. je prema prabhu sAthe karavAno hato, te pudgala sAthe thaI gayo. sAva ja uchuM thaI gayuM "jIve kIdho raMga, pugale kIdho saMga...!" patI gayuM AtmA kharaDAI gayo. jIva prema - rahita kadI banI zake nahi. e prema kyAMka to hovAno ja. rakhe mAnatAH vItarAga premarahita banI gayA che. prabhuno prema to kSAyikabhAvano banI parAkASThAe pahoMcI gayo che. parama vAtsalya ane parama karUNAthI te oLakhAya che. samyagdaSTinA lakSaNamAM A prema ja abhivyakta thayo che. zama, karUNA, anukaMpA kahe kalApUrNasUri .. * 139

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vagere prema ja vyakta kare che. bIjAne potAnI dRSTie jovuM te prema che. siddha bhagavaMto saune potAnA jevA pUrNarUpe jue che. A ocho prema che? prema vinA dayA, karUNA, anukaMpA vagere thaI ja na zake. ApaNe have premanuM sthAna badalavAnuM che. pudgalathI prabhu tarapha laI javAno che. prabhune pAmavAnA cAreya yogomAM prema dekhAI rahyo che. prIti, bhaktimAM to prema spaSTa che ja. vacana AjJAmAM paNa prema spaSTa che ja. prema na hoya tenI vAta mAno kharA? vacana eTale AjJA mAnavI. asaMgaH jenA pratye prema hoya tenA svarUpa pratye paNa prema hovAno ja. jenA pratye prema hoya tenI sAthe ja ekameka banI zakAya. asaMga eTale pudgalano saMga choDI prabhu sAthe ekameka banI javuM. mitra ke lagnanA premamAM paNa AvuM ja che. bIjAno prema choDIe tyAre ja prabhu sAthe maLI zakIe. cothA yoganuM mAtra nAma asaMga che, paNa kharekhara to prabhuno prema ja che. asaMgato mAtra pudgalathI karavAno che. prabhu! amArA zata-zata puNyathI arUpI hovA chatAM Apa rUpa (mUrti) dhAraNa karIne AvyA cho." A premanA udgAra che. hamaNAM jijJAsu sAdhaka mejIsTreTa AvyA. prakRtino niyama che jene je joItuM hoya te meLavI ja Ape. na maLe to sAdhanAmAM kacAza samajavI. sAdhanA mATe koI mArgadarzana na hoya to prabhu svayaM AvIne mArgadarzaka bane che. temaNe kahyuM huM muslIma chuM. mArA dharma pramANe niraMjana nirAkAranuM dhyAna dharuM chuM, paNa pakaDAtuM nathI. mana thoDI kSaNamAM chaTakI jAya che. "upAya batAvuM? ApaNe saMsAra rUpI chIe, arUpI niraMjanane zI rIte pakaDI zakIe? mATe ApaNe sAkAra-rUpI-prabhune pakaDIne prAraMbha karavo joIe..." teNe e vAta svIkArI. zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha prabhuno phoTo paNa svIkAryo. "akSayapada dIye prema je, prabhunuM te anubhavarUpa re; akSarasvara gocara nahi, e to akala amApa arUpare.." A asaMga yoganuM varNana che. 140 ... >> kahe kalApUrNasUri

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rthAne, 14-8-99, zrA. suda-3. * devonI jema asaMkhyAta varSanuM AyuSya nahotuM haribhadrasUrijInuM, ApaNA jeTaluM ja hatuM. kArya paNa zAsananA, saMghanA, vyAkhyAnanA, vihArAdinA karatA ja hatA. chatAM alpa jIMdagImAM emaNe je virATa kArya karyuM che te joIne mastaka jhUkI paDe che, emanA caraNomAM. G ''zrAvaka karatAM amAruM jIvana sAruM ! kama se kama bhIkha to nathI mAMgatA ame. ahIM ame dAna-puNyAdi karIe chIe. vaLI, tyAM locAdinA keTalA badhA kaSTo ?'' AvuM vicAranAro varga pahelA hato tema nahi, Aje paNa che. ApaNe sAdhuo paNa kyAreka aNagamo thavAthI vicArIe chIe : AnA karatAM to dIkSA na lIdhI hota to... AvA vicArothI bhavAMtaramAM paNa cAritra na maLe, evuM karma ApaNe bAMdhI laIe chIe. ApaNe IcchIe chIe H pelAe svabhAva badalAvavo joIe. huM kahuM chuM : e saMbhava nathI. ApaNo svabhAva ApaNe badalAvI zakIe. e ApaNA hAthamAM che. sRSTi na badalAya. dRSTi badalI zakIe. gAma na badalAya. gADuM badalAvI zakIe. paristhiti na badalAvI zakIe. manaHsthiti badalAvI zakIe. * bIjAne je ApIe te ApaNA mATe surakSita banI gayuM samajo. dhana, jJAna, sukha, jIvana, maraNa, duHkha, pIDA vagere badhuM ja. kahe kalApUrNasUri ........... ... 141

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bIjAne jJAna ApIe to ApaNuM jJAna surakSita. bIjAne dhana ApIe to ApaNuM dhana surakSita. bIjAne sukha ApIe to ApaNuM sukha surakSita. bIjAne jIvana ApIe to ApaNuM jIvana surakSita. *svayaM tarI zakanAra ja bIjAne tArI zake. svayaM dekhato mANasa ja bIjAne mArga batAvI zake. svayaM gItArtha muni ja bIjAne mArga batAvI zake. * mahApuNyodaya hoya to ja maLelI sAmagrIno tyAga karI sAdhupaNuM svIkAravAnuM mana thAya, ema haribhadrasUrijI kahe che. *dIkSA lIdhA pachI paNa koIpaNa prakAranI AkAMkSA pratibaMdhaka che. tapasvI, vinayI, sevAbhAvI, zAntamUrti, bhadramUrti, vidvAna, pravacanakAra vagere tarIkenI potAnI pratiSThA ubhI karavAnI vRtti sAdhutAne roke che. BJP saMsAra svArthamaya che. vepArI bhale kahe : tame gharanA cho. tamArI pAsethI levAya nahi, paNa kharekhara e lIdhA vinA rahe nahi. sonI jevo to sagI bahena ke dIkarIne paNa choDI zake nahi. gRhasthapaNAmAM AraMbha - parigraha, hiMsA, jUTha vagere vinA cAle ja nahi. enA tyAga vinA paMca parameSThImAMthI eka paNa pada maLe nahi. hiMsA - jUTha AdithI bharelo saMsAra, mahApuNyodaya hoya to ja choDavAnuM mana thAya. viSamizrita annanI jema anukULatAo pariNAme bhayaMkara vipAka ApanArI che. mATe ja te tyAjya che. saMyama ane samAdhinuM sukha je sAdhu anubhave che tenA mATenI A vAta che. bAkI ahIM AvIne je sAdhupaNuM pALatA nathI teo to ubhayabhraSTa che. ''nirdaya hRdaya chakAyamAM, je muni veSe pravarte re; gRhi-yatiliMgathI bAhira, te nirdhana gati varte... vAlo re - yazo vi. 125 kahe kalApUrNasUri

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gAthAnuM stavana ahIM jo sAdhupaNuM sArI rIte nahi pALIe to pharI A maLavuM lagabhaga asaMbhava che. 14 pUrvIo paNa anaMtanI saMkhyAmAM nigodamAM paDyA che, e yAda rAkhavA jevuM che. nAnakaDo guruno Thapako sahana nahi thatAM pariNAma kevuM Ave? te bhuvanabhAnu kevaLI caritramAM batAvyuM cheH eka 14pUrvI UMghamAM paDyA. uMgha mIThI lAge. svAdhyAya na game. gurue Thapako Apyo to sahana na thayuM, svIkAryuM nahi. marIne nigodamAM...! moTA zaheromAM vyAkhyAnamAM mAtra vRddho ja Ave. e paNa paryuSaNa sudhI ja. Avaka mATe ja sAdhune bolAvyA hoya tema lAge. solApura jevAmAM paNa paryuSaNa pachI vyAkhyAna baMdha rAkhIe tevI hAlata thaI gayelI. - guru tamane kyAre kahe? Thapako sAMbhaLatAM tame rAjI thAva to. thoDI paNa nArAjagI caherA para dekhAya to guru kahevAnuM ochuM kare, yAvat baMdha paNa karI gurunA ThapakAnA pratyeka vacanane je caMdana jevuM zItala mAne te ja dhanyabhAgI ziSya para gurunI kRpA varase. dhanyasyopari nipatatyahitasamAcaraNadharma nirvApI / guruvadana-malaya-niHsRto vacanarasazcandanasparzaH / / - prazamarati pramAda mITho lAge che, bahu ja mITho! je mITho lAge tene dUra karavo muzkela hoya che. sugarakoTeDa jhera che A pramAda! mitranuM mahoruM paherIne AvanAro zatru che A pramAda ! ene oLakhavAmAM 14pUrvI paNa thApa khAI gayA che. pramAda eva manuSyANAM zarIrastho mahAripuH / zatru hovA chatAM pramAda eTalo mITho lAge ke guru paNa enI pAse kaDavA lAge. gurunA vacana kaDavA lAge, eTale samajI levAnuM have ahita khUba ja najIka che. kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... For Privato a Pasonal use only win 188

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adhyAtmamAra Ikta prema karavAno svabhAva manuSyane ja nahi, jIvamAtrane hoya che, avivekI jIva zarIra para ke zarIradhArI para prema karI bese che. A pudgalano prema che. prema to AtmA para, AtmAnA guNo para karavA jevo che. rAjulane sakhIoe kahyuM : ame to pahelethI ja kahyuM hatuM ke e kALA che. kALA khataranAka hoya, enI khAtarI hamaNAM thaI gaI ne? calo, haju kazuM bagaDyuM nathI. bIjAnI sAthe lagna thaI zakaze. A sAMbhaLatAM ja rAjule sakhIone cUpa karI dIdhI. huM e vItarAgI sAthe ja rAga karIza. rAgIno rAga, rAga vadhAre. vItarAgano rAga, rAga ghaTADe. rAga Aga che. virAga bAga che. rAga bALe - virAga ajavALe. rAjule virAgano mArga lIdho. prabhu sAthe gADha prema bAMdhazo to saMsAranA vyakti ane vastuno prema svayameva ghaTI jaze, tuccha lAgaze. kharekhara to e tuccha ja che. mohanA kAraNe e ApaNane sAro lAge che. jema jema prabhu sAthe prema vadhato jaze tema tema saMsArano prema ghaTato jaze. prabhu sAthe prema karavo eTale prabhunA nAma, mUrti, guNa vagere para prema karavo, prabhunA caturvidha saMgha, sAta kSetra para prema rAkhavo, prabhunA parivAra rUpa samagra jIvarAzi para prema rAkhavo. prabhu - premInA premano vyApa eTalo vadhe ke emAM samagra brahmAMDane samAvI le. koI bakAta na rahe. 'savva nIvA na daMtavA... na riyAvegaLyA...' A bhagavAnanI AjJA che. prabhupremIne prabhu - AjJA na game evuM bane ? pUrNimAnA candrane joIne sAgara ulluse tema prabhu-bhakta prabhune joIne ulluse. zarada pUrNimAnA divase dariyo joyo che ? candrane maLavA jANe e vAMbha-vAMbha uchaLe che. bhakta paNa prabhune maLavA talase che. 144 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri .

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oNDha, 158-99, zrA. suda-4, * roja cha kalAka sudhI bhagavAna zuM kahetA haze ? samyaktva pAmelAnuM samyaktva nirmaLa bane. na maLeluM hoya tene samyag darzana maLe. maLelA guNa nirmaLa bane, evI tAkAta bhagavAnanI dezanAmAM hoya che. *dhyAnane tIkSNa banAvanAra jJAna che. upayoganI tIvratA, tenuM nAma jJAna...! ApaNuM nAma ApaNe kyAreya bhUlatA nathI. prabhunuM nAma haju bhUlAI jAya. ApaNA nAmamAM ApaNo tIvra upayoga che. e bhUlAtuM nathI, tema prabhunA nAma ane prabhunA sUtro bhUlAvA na joIe. * mUrtimAM hajuya ApaNe bhagavAna mAnIe chIe, paNa AgamomAM, akSaromAM bhagavAna che, evuM haju zikSaNa lIdhuM nathI. anya darzanIomAM A aMge ghaNuM che. derAsara baMdha hoya ke rAtri hoya to tyAM haju na javAya, paNa bhagavAnanuM nAma na levAya evuM koI kSetra ke evo koI kALa nathI. evI zraddhA ghaTTa bane ke bhagavAnanA nAmamAM paNa bhagavAnanA darzana thAya, bhagavAnanA AgamomAM paNa bhagavAnanA darzana thAya, to kAma thaI jAya. "mantramUrti samAdAya devadevaH svayaM jinaH / sarvajJaH sarvagaH zAntaH so'yaM sAkSAd vyavasthitaH / / " padyAnuvAda : ''prabhu-mUrtimAM che zuM paDyuM ? che mAtra e to pattharo, prabhu-nAmamAM che zuM paDyuM ? che mAtra e to akSaro !' kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... ...145

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evuM kaho nA sajjano, sAkSAt A bhagavAna che, nija nAma mUrtinuM rUpa laI, pote ja ahIM AsIna che !!. (harigIta) ziSyoe UMghamAM khalela pADIenA kAraNe eka AcAryeAgamonI vAcanA ApavI ja baMdha karI. ATalA moTA AcAryane paNa moha prabhu ane prabhunAma bhUlAvI de to ApaNe koNa? ahIM darzana mohanIyanuM AkramaNa thayuM mohanIya karma tamane tamArI jAta jaNAvavA deto nathI, to bhagavAnane kyAMthI jANavA de?, nAma yukta ja sthApanA, dravya, ane bhAva hoya. nAma vagaranA zeSa traNa nikSepAna hoI zake. mUrti sAme che. paNa konI che? mahAvIra svAmInI. "mahAvIra svAmI' A nAma temanI mUrti sAthe jaDAyeluM hoya ja. zaheramAM tame jAva ne koIne tame maLavA mAMgo cho, paNa nAma ja bhUlAI gayuM che to tame zI rIte maLI zakazo? zI rIte pUchI zakazo? nAma vyaktinI oLakhamAM sahAyaka sAmAnya vyaktinuM nAma paNa ATaluM mUlyavAna hoya to bhagavAnanA nAmanAmUlyanI to vAta ja zI karavI? bhagavAnanA darzana, mAtradarzana khAtara nathI karavAnA, bhagavAna thavA mATe karavAnA che. bhagavAna kyAre banI zakAya? bhagavAna kevA che? vItarAga bhagavAna rAga-dveSa vagaranA che. ApaNe paNa tevA banavAnuM che, e khyAla hovo ghaTe. maMtra ane mUrtirUpe sAkSAt bhagavAna sAme hoya. pachI mALA gaNatAM uMgha Ave? AmaMtraNa ApIne bhagavAnane tame bolAvyA che. pachI ugho to bhagavAnanuM apamAna na kahevAya? vAcanA ApuM ne tame uMgho to zuM kahevAya? prabhu-nAma ke prabhu - Agama para prema hoya to uMgha Ave? pANI maMgAvatAM ziSya pANI ja lAve che, ghAsaleTa nahi, A nAmano prabhAva che. to prabhu bolatAM prabhu ja Ave. bIjuM koNa Ave? potAnA nAma sAthe prabhu joDAyelA che. nAmanI jema AkAra (mUrti) paNa prabhu sAthe joDAyelI che. ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri WWW.jainelibrary.org

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cAra prakAranA bhagavAna cheH nAma, sthApanA, dravya ane bhAva. nAmajiNA jiNanAmA, ThavaNajiNA puNa jiNiMdapaDimAo / dravyajiNA jiNajIvA, bhAvajiNA samavasaraNatthA / / - caityavaMdana bhASya. A cAreya rUpe bhagavAna sarvakSetramAM ane sarvakALamAM vyApaka che. ahIM paNa che. tyAM paNa che. atra-tatra sarvatra che. mAtra jovAnI AMkha joIe, zraddhAnI AMkha - joIe. zraddhAnI AMkha vinA mUrtimAM to zuM, sAkSAt bhAva bhagavAnamAM paNa bhagavAna naihi dekhAya. * madrAsa gayA tyAre (vi. saM. 2049) pANI mATenI lAIno joI. pANInI khUba ja taMgI. zAhukAra peTamAM 17 lAkhano rojano pANIno vyApAra! pANInuM mUlya tyAre samajAya. pANI traNa kAma kare dAha zamAve, 2) malinatA dUra kare. 3) tarasa chIpAve. tema bhagavAnanuM nAma paNa traNa kAma kare. 1) kaSAyano dAha, 2) karmanI malinatA ane 3) tRSNAnI tarasa miTAve. pANInuM eka nAma che: "nIvana' | pANI vinA ApaNane cAle? pANI vinA na cAle to bhagavAna vinA zI rIte cAle? 4 nikSepAmAM bhavya jIvone khUba ja upakAraka be che: nAma ane sthApanA! bhAva jinanI nahi, tame nAma ane sthApanAnI ja upAsanA karI zako cho. eka yugamAM 24 ja bhAva bhagavAne che. bAkInA kALamAM nAma ane sthApanA ja upakAra kare che. jeo bhAvane ja AgaLa karIne nAma - sthApanAne gauNa gaNe che, teo haju vastu tattva samajyA ja nathI. bhAva bhagavAna sAme hovA chatAM jamAli, gozALA, vagere taryA nathI. kAraNa hRdayamAM bhAva pedA kyuM nathI. bhAva vaMdake pedA karavAno che. e vinA sAkSAt bhagavAna paNa tArI zake nahi. bhAva pragaTe to nAma ke sthApanA paNa tArI zake. prabhu sAthe ektA kya vinA samakita paNa na maLe to cAritrato maLe ja kyAMthI? paMcavastukaH prativAdIne javAba ApatAM haribhadrasUrijI kahe cheH sAdhune gharabAranI jarUra nathI. nizcayathI eno vasavATa AtmAmAM che. AthI evI samatA pedA thayelI hoya che ke koIpaNa AvAsa dvArA calAvI zake. keTalIkavAra ame basa sTezana para paNa rahelA chIe. kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... ... 147

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soma, 16-8-99, zrA. suda-che. devavaMdanAdi sUtromAM evI zakti che, anAdikALanA cAritramohanIyAdi karmono kSaya karI ApaNAmAM viratinA pariNAmo pedA kare. tIrthakaro paNa jyAre hAtha joDIne sAmAyikano pATha uccare che tyAre temane viratinA pariNAmo pedA thAya che. pariNAmo to ApaNI aMdara paDelA ja che, paNa A sUtra, kriyA vagere pragaTa karanAra puSTa kAraNo che. je tAkAta navakAra, IriyAvahiye, logassa vageremAM che, te nUtana racanAmAM na Ave. aMjAramAM DaoN. yu. pI. deDhiyA kahe badhA sUtro prAkRtamAM che. amane samajAtA nathI. gujarAtImAM racanA thAya to upakAraka ghaNA bane. kAca ane cittAmaNi jeTalo bannemAM pharaka Ave e pavitra sUtronA rahasyArtho, maMtra garbhitatA vagere gujarAtImAM zI rIte utArI zakAze? arthone samAvavAnI je zakti prAkRtamAM che, te gujarAtImAM kyAMthI lAvavI? saMskRtanI garimA gujarAtImAM kyAMthI lAvavI? gAnaura saukyam ' A vAkyanA 8 lAkha artha thAya. paMjAbI yuvAnone javAba ApavA samayasuMdarajIe 8 lAkha artha karI batAvyA hatA. 148 ... .. kahe kalApUrNasUri

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logassanuM nAma che: nAmastava! nAmastava eTale nAma vaDe bhagavAnanI stuti! eka pratikramaNamAM keTalA logassa Ave? gaNI lejo. kAussagnamAM logassanA sthAne, AvaDato hoya to logassa ja cAle, navakAra nahi. A vidhi che. na AvaDato hoya temanA mATe navakAra ThIka che. sUrya-candrano prakAza sUrya-candramAM ja sImita nathI raheto, cArebAju phelAya che. ratnAdino prakAza svamAM ja sImita rahe che. bhagavAnano jJAnaprakAza svamAM ja sImita nathI raheto, sarvatra phelAya che. mATe ja prabhune "noramya gogore" (jJAnAtizaya) kahevAya che. lokane udyota karanArA prabhu che. AnA kAraNe ja dharmatIrthanI sthApanA karI zakyA che. dharmAtisthaye' (vacanAtizaya) ni" (apAyA pagamAtizaya) 'rihaMta' (pUjAtizaya) ahIM cAra atizayo paNa samAviSTa che. paMcavastuka praznaH amArA mATe rahevAne makAna che, sAdhune rahevAnuM sthAna karyuM? uttaraH tattvathI sAdhu AtmAmAM ja che. parama samatAmAM magna rahevAthI game tevA sthAnomAM rAga-dveSAdi na kare. gharmazALAmAM tame, sArI hoya ke kharAba, caga-dveSa karatA nathI, tema sAdhu paNa nA kare. sAdhu bIjAnA banAvelA sthAnamAM Utare, svayaM na banAve. potAnA mATe banAve to mamekaM sthAnam' A mAruM che - ema mamatva thAya. prazna: gRhasthonI jema bhojana-pAna nathI maLatA. takalIpha paDe ne? uttaraH sAdhu je bhUkha-tarasa sahe che, temAM saMkaleza nathI thato, paraMtu AnaMda thAya che. kAraNa ke jANe che ke AnAthI asAtAvedanIya Adi karma khape che. are, keTalIkavAra to jANI joIne upavAsAdi karIne bhUkha sahe che. bhagavAnanuM chadmastha jIvana juo. keTalI ghora tapazcaryA! jo ke A tapa badhA mATe pharajiyAta nathI. jevI jenI zakti ane bhAvanA! eka loca pharajiyAta che! e dherya ane sattva vadhAravA mATe che. locAdinA kAyakalezathI sAdhu pApakarmanI udIraNA kare che. bhaviSyamAM AvanArA pApakarmone atyArathI ja udayamAM lAvIne khatama karI detAM bhAvinA teTalA pApakarmo khapI jAya che. tethI sAdhu AnaMda mAne * kAlagrahaNamAM vaheluM UThavuM, sAvacetI rAkhavI, vagere zA mATe? AvI kahe kalApUrNasUri .... *.. 149

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prakriyAmAMthI pasAra thatAM, pachI paNa evI jAgRti ane evo apramAda banyo rahe mATe. yogodvahanamAM jAgRtinA saMskAro apAya che. vyAdhinA kSayamAM dardIo kaDavAmAM kaDavA ukALAo - davAo vagere premathI le che. upavAsa kare che, parahejI pALe che tema ahIM paNa sAdhu badhuM premathI kare che; karmanA rogane kADhavA. kaDavI davA na pIe, mAla - malIdA khAya, parahejI na pALe to dardInI zI hAlata thAya ? roga ulTo vadhe. anukULatAthI ApaNo karma-roga vadhe che. dALa-zAkanA ThekANA na hoya, roTalI utare ja nahi tevI hoya, te vakhate tamane AnaMda thAya ? sAcuM kahejo. kharekhara AnaMda thavo joIe. zuddha gocarIthI AnaMda Avavo joIe. udvegapUrvaka vAparo to dhUmra doSa lAge... yAda che ne ? anukULa bhojana hoya, paNa doSita hoya, tyAre mananI sthiti kevI ? manamAM chUpo paNa AnaMda thato hoya to cetI jajo. bhagavAnano prabhAva to juo ! koIpaNa sthaLe jaina sAdhune AhArapANI na maLe evuM na bane. eka paNa jaina ghara na hoya to paNa na bane. saurASTramAM kheravA gAmamAM badhA ajaina bhAvapUrvaka vahorAve. AcAryonuM sAmaiyuM paNa kare. 'badhA kyAM gayA ?' ema pUchatAM e vaDIle kahyuM : dhaMdhAnA kAraNe bIjA bahAra gayA che, paNa huM ahIM ja rahyo chuM ane ahIM ja rahIza; sAdhu - sAdhvInI bhakti mATe ja. mArA pitAnI evI IcchA hatI. Aje ame A sTeja para chIe te AnA prabhAve. Aje jaina bacco paNa evo maLe kharo je A nimitte gAma na choDe ? bhakti H zrImaMta ke sukhI hoya teTalA mAtrathI mANasa AdaraNIya nathI banato, paNa jo e paropakArI, dAnI hoya to AdaraNIya jarUra bane che. bhagavAna mAtra guNa ke jJAna samRddha nathI, paNa paropakArI ane dAnI paNa che. emanA guNo viniyoganI kakSA sudhI pahoMcI gayelA che. bhagavAne badhAne dAna ApyuM tyAre pelo brAhmaNa bahAra gayelo. bhagavAne dIkSA lIdhA pachI nirdhana ja ghera Avyo. patnInA kahevAthI bhagavAna pAse mAMgavA jatAM muni avasthAmAM paNa bhagavAne vastranuM dAna kareluM. sahaja paropakAranI vRtti vinA AvuM na ja 150... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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banI zake. - prabhu nAmamAM paNa upakAranI zakti che. "prabhu nAma kI auSadhi, sacce bhAvase khAya; roga-zoka Ave nahi, duHkha - dohagga mITa jAya..." paNa zraddhA hovI joIe. * ApaNo saMsAno prema badalAIne jo prabhu paravahevA lAge to sAdhanAno mArga khullo thaI gayo samajajo. pragaTyo pUraNa rAga, mere prabhuzuM pragaTyo.... prabhu! mArA hRdayamAM ApanA pratye je premano pUra pragaTyo che. tene konI sAthe sarakhAvuM? samudra sAthe? nadI sAthe? candra bhale AkAzamAM che. kiraNo (cAMdanI) dharatI para che ane samudrane ullasita kare che. bhagavAna bhale mokSamAM che. paNa guNa - cAMdanI samagra pRthvI para patharAyelI che. AMdhaLAne sUrya zuM ne candra zuM? enI pAse cAMdanIno prakAza na pahoMce. hRdayanA dvAra baMdha che, tenI pAse bhagavAnanI kRpAnA kiraNo nathI pahoMcI zakatA. prabhunI guNa-suvAsa sarvatra che. enA mATe "nAka joIe. prabhunI guNa-cAMdanI sarvatra che, enA mATe "AMkha joIe. saMpUrNa - maMDala - zaMzAka - kalA - kaSApa..." bhaktAmaranA A zloka parano artha vicArI jojo. jhaverIne khabara paDI jAyaH A patthara nathI, hIro che. bhaktane khabara paDI jAya. A prabhukRpA che, sAmAnya vAta nathI. AkhuM bhaktAmara prabhunAmanI stuti ja che. jovAnI dRSTi joIe, bhaktanuM hRdaya joIe, tamArI pAse. jyAM bhagavAnanA guNa hoya tyAM bhagavAna hoya ke nahi? jyAM guNa hoya tyAM dravya na hoya evuM bane? dravya vinA guNo rahe kyAM? cAMdanI che tyAM candra che ja. ArIso rAkhIne juo. svaccha jaLanI thALI bharIne rAkho. hRdaya darpaNa jevuM svaccha banAvo. prabhu-candra A rahyA. kahe kalApUrNasUri ... ... 151

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nAtha eTale aprAma guNonI prApti ane prApta guNonI rakSA karanAra, durgatimAM paDatA jIvone bacAvanArA. nAnA chokarAnI jema hAtha pakaDIne teo bacAvatA nathI, ApaNA pariNAmonI rakSA karIne bacAve che. tIvra azubha pariNAma thAya te pahelA ja ApaNane bhagavAna zubha - anuSThAnomAM joDI de che. rAga - dveSanA nimittothI ja dUra rahIe to tatsaMbaMdhI vicArothI keTalA bacI jaIe ? AtmA nimittavAsI che. jevA mANaso sAthe ApaNe rahIe tenI asara paDavAnI ja. vAMcIe to te graMthonI asara paDavAnI. jyAM rahIe te sthAnanI paNa asara paDavAnI ja. maMgaLa, 17-8-99, zrA. suda-6. * pratikULatA vakhate paNa sahanazIlatA keLavelI hoya to game teTalA duHkho vakhate paNa ApaNe vicalita na banIe. loca, vihAra vagere AvI keLavaNI mATe ja che. bhaNavuM e ja keLavaNI nathI. vihAra, loca, gocarI Adi paNa utkRSTa kakSAnI keLavaNI che. dIkSA lIdhI tyAre huM to 30 varSano hato, paNa A (pU. kalAprabhavi. pU. kalpataruvi.) 8, 10 varSanA hatA, chatAM ame badhA ekAsaNAmAM AvI gayA. kAraNake ahIMnuM vAtAvaraNa ja evuM hatuM. 152 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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dIkSA laIne AvyA pachI rAjasthAnamAM ghaNA pUchatA A (bAlamunio) kyAMthI UThAvI lAvyA? guru mahArAja kahetAH "emanA pitA sAthe che." ghaNAbALadIkSAno virodha karatA, UThAvI javAnI paNa vAto karatA. temane jaDabAtoDa javAba apAtA. saMyamInuM jIvana eTale asalAmatInuM jIvana...! ene vaLI salAmatI zAnI ? ajJAta gharomAM javAnuM! jJAtane tyAM javAnuM to hamaNAM hamaNAM thaI gayuM. asalAmatImAM rahevAthI ApaNuM sAhasa, sattva AtmavizvAsa Adi guNo vadhe che. ahIM AvyA pachI zakti na hoya to paNa tapa karavo ja evuM nathI. eka sAdhu, varSItapa, oLI, mAsakSamaNa vagere kare eTale bIjAe karavuM ja, evuM nathI. zAstrakAra kahe che : so hu tavo kAyavvo, jeNa maNo maMgulaM na ciMtei / jeNa na iMdiyahANI, jeNa ya jogA Na hAyati / / tat hi tapaH kartavyaM, yena mano'suMdaraM na cintayati / yena na indriya-hAniH, yena ca yogAH na hIyante / / - paMcavastuka ra14. je tapamAM bATalA levA paDe, Ijekzana levA paDe, besIne kriyAo karavI paDe, AMkho nabaLI paDe, zarIra sAva ja kathaLI jAya, evo tapa karavAnI zAstrakAracokukhInA pADe che. * sAdhunI bhikSAnA be nAma cheH gocarI ane mAdhukarI...! gAya ane bhamaro banne ghAsa ane phUlane pIDA ApyA vinA thoDuM thoDuM le che. mATe temanA nAma parathI gocarI ane mAdhukarI (go = gAya, madhukara = bhamaro) zabdo banyA che. * sAdhunuM jIvana ja evuM che jo tenuM suMdara rIte pAlana karavAmAM Ave to A jIvanamAM paNa sukha ane paralokamAM paNa sukha...! jeo dravyadIkSita banIne mAtra udara mATe ja bhikSArthe phare che, teno jinezvaradeve niSedha ryo che. teone pApano udaya che, ema jarUra kahI zakAya. AvAo na to sAdhu che, na gRhastha che, ubhayabhraSTa che. "lahe pApa - anubaMdhI pApe, bala-haraNI jana-bhikSA; kahe kalApUrNasUri ... *** 153

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pUrava bhava vrata khaMDana phala e, paMcavastunI zikSA." - 350 gAthAnuM stavana. A ja paMcavastukano bhAva thazo vi. e A rIte darzAvyo che. gRhasthapaNAmAM dhyAnamAM sthiratA nathI AvatI te aMge kahe cheH moTA bhAge gRhastho cintAmAM paDyA hoya. paisAnI, sarakAranI, guMDAnI, coranI bIjI paNa hajAro prakAranI cintAmAM dhyAnamAM sthiratA AvavI muzkela che. have vAta rahI paropakAranI. gRhastho mAtraannadAna Ape che. jyAre sAdhu abhayadAna Ape che. abhayadAna karatAM koI moTuM dAna nathI. gRhasthapaNAmAM saMpUrNa abhayadAna saMbhavita nathI. abhayadAna mATenI pelI costI prasiddha vArtA pachI karIzuM. bhakti caityavaMdana bhaktiyoga che. svAdhyAya jJAnayoga che. pAlana karavuM che cAritrayoganuM to bhakti ane jJAnayoga kema? e banne cAritrane puSTa banAvanArA che mATe. jo tame bhakti ane jJAna choDI do to cAritra rIsAIne cAlyuM jaze. e kaheze e banne vagara huM tamAre tyAM rahI zakuM tema nathI. derAsaramAM mAtra pA kalAka ja kADho cho? sAta caityavaMdano kevA karo cho? te nirIkSaNa karajo. bhakti vinA zI rIte Takaze cAritra? jAtane ekAMtamAM pUchajoH tane konA para vadhu rAga che? konA para rAga rAkhavAthI vadhu lAbha che? * * AtmA mAlika che. zarIra nokara che. atyAre bhADethI rAkhelo che. ene ekAda TAIma bhojana, thoDoka ArAma ApavAno, ATaluMTharAvyuM che. have jo nokara ja zeTha thaI jatAM hoya to vicAravA jevuM nahi? ghoDo ja ghoDesvArano mAlika banI jato hoya to vicAravA jevuM nahi? IndriyonA ghoDAnI lagAma ApaNA hAthamAM che? jo ApaNI pAseIndriyone, zarIrane niyaMtraNamAM lAvavAnI zaktinathI to samarthane zaraNe jAva; bhagavAnanA zaraNe....! saMyama sArI rIte pALavuM hoya to vyakti vinA uddhAra ja nathI, maitrI vinA uddhAra nathI. maitrI dvArA jIvo sAtheno saMbaMdha ane bhakti dvArA bhagavAna sAtheno saMbaMdha sudhAravAno che. e vinA cAritranI zuddhi nathI, prApti nathI, eTaluM lakhI rAkhajo. 154 .. * ......... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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saMyama bhale maLI gayuM, paNa surakSA mATe bhakti ane jJAnayoga joIze ja. eTale ja huM keTalAya divasathI 'matti mAvatti thA' para aTakI gayo chuM. paramAtmA dvArA bhUlAyelA AtmAne zodhI kADhavAno che. na maLe tyAM sudhI paramAtmAne choDavAnA nathI. 'kabaje AvyA te navi choDuM' vagere paMktio dvArA mahApuruSo ApaNane zIkhave che H kadI prabhune nahi choDatA. huM paNa tamane A ja zIkhavuM chuM : prabhune nahi choDatA. bhagavAna pAse haTha laIne besI jAva. prabhu ! tamane kadI nahi ja choDuM. * phaMDamAM vadhumAM vadhu keTaluM Apo ? ne dIkarAne keTaluM Apo ? badhuM ja ! bhagavAna ApaNA paramapitA che. potAno badho ja zrutakhaja no gaNadharone Apyo. pote dezanA ApIne pachI kone dezanA ApavA de ? gaNadharane. ziSya putra ja che. zAna samaja vadhe tema bhagavAna pratye prema vadhe ja. to ja samaja vadhI che, kahI zakAya. yazo vi.ne samaja vadhatAM-vadhatAM prabhumAM ja sarvasva dekhAyuM. chevaTe kahI dIdhuM : ''jJAnanA dariyAnuM valoNuM karatAM mane bhaktinuM amRta maLyuM che. A ja sAra che...!' ema samajanI A ja kasoTI che. - bhAva tIrthaMkara pratye prema kyAre pragaTaze ? nAma, mUrti para prema haze tyAre ! atyAre ApaNI bhagavAne parIkSA karI che, karI rahyA che- ema mAnajo. bhagavAna joI rahyA che H A bhagata mArA nAma ane mUrti para keTalo prema dharAve che, e jarA jovA to do! je mArA nAma - mUrti para prema nahi keLave te mArI para prema keLavaze, ema mAnI zakAya nahi. * dravyanuM dravyamAM saMkramaNa nathI, guNonuM saMkramaNa che. cAMdanI che tyAM candra che. guNo che tyAM prabhu che ! guNarUpe sarvatra prabhu patharAyelA che. prabhuno prema eTale guNono prema, sAdhanAno prema ! guNo para prema jAgyo eTale guNo AvavAnA ja ! vyakti ekabIjAmAM saMkrAnta na thAya, paNa guNa saMkrAnta thAya. sAkara, loTa + ghImAM jAya to zIro thaI jAya, dUdhane mIThuM banAvI de. tema bhagavAna paNa guNarUpe AvIne ApaNA jIvanane, ApaNA vyaktitvane madhura banAvI de che. he kalApUrNasUri ... 155

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o re ho ho " jodha" : kaDaka budha, 18-8-99, zrA. suda-9. * Agamo para niryukti, bhAga, cUrNi, TIkAo na hoya to vAstavika artha samajAya nahi, mATe ja cUrNi TIkA vagere paNa Agama jeTalA ja upakArI che. arthane na mAnIe to bhagavAnanI, sUtrane na mAnIe to gaNadharanI AzAtanA thAya. kAraNa ke tenA Adya prarUpaka teo che. * vidyAthI vivAda nathI karavAno, viveka jagAvavAno che. vivekathI vairAgya - virati - vijJAna vagere pragaTe che. ApaNe ema mAnI lIdhuM vairAgya to mumukSune hoya. sAdhune jarUra nahi. vairAgya vinA cAritra Take zI rIte? jJAna vadhe tema vairAgya vadhavo joIe. doSonI nivRtti ane guNonI prApti karAve te ja sAcuM jJAna ! jJAnathI jo abhimAnAdi vadhe to ajJAna kone kahIzuM? dIvAthI aMdhAruM vadhe to dIvo kone kahIzuM? prabhu - bhakti vairAgyAdi guNo jJAnathI vadhavA joIe. jJAna - bhakti - vairAgya traNeya sAdhanAmAM jarUrI che. * dIkSA eTale corAzI lAkha jIvayoninA jIvone abhayadAnanuM ghoSaNA - patraka...! dayA karuNA vinA dIkSA na Take. e mAtra manathI na cAle, vartanamAM AvavuM joIe. sAdhu ane vartanamAM mUke che. gRhastho e na karI zake. maMDikacoranI kathA vadhayogya corane bIjI rANIoe eka ja divasa mATe bacAvyo 156 ... ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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ne bhakti karI. jyAre aNamAnItIe jIvanabhara mATe abhayadAna ApyuM. khAvA-pIvAnuM sAdAmAM sAduM ApyuM. sArAmAM sArI mIThAI karatAM corane abhayadAna vadhu gamyuM. sAce ja jIvane sauthI vadhu priya abhayadAna che. maratAne bacAvavo te abhayadAna che, ahiMsA che. jIvatAne madada karavI te dayA che. hRdayamAM chalakAtI karuNA be rIte pragaTa thAya che ? nakArAtmakapaNe ane hakArAtmakapaNe. ahiMsA, karUNAnuM nakArAtmaka pAsuM che, dayA hakArAtmaka. jIvone katalakhAnAthI bacAvavA te ahiMsA. te jIvone pAMjarApoLamAM nibhAvavA te dayA. ahiMsA jeTaluM ja mahattvadayAnuM che. kyAreka ethI paNa vadhI jAya. maratA jIva para to kadAca badhA ja dayA kare, paNa jIvatA para dayA viralA kare. ahiMsAthI pradhAnapaNe saMvara- nirjarA thAya. dayAthI puNya thAya. sAdhu mATe ahiMsA mukhya che. gRhastho mATe dayA mukhya che. jIvone pIDA na thAya tenI takedArI sAdhu rAkhe. jIvonuM jIvana-yApana sukhethI thAya tenI takedArI gRhastha rAkhe. ahiMsA abhayadAnathI Take. dayA dAnathI Take. dAna vagaranI dayA mAtra bakavAsa che. * guruziSyane svajanAdithI viyogakarAvIne pApa nathI karatA, AtmAnA bhUlAI gayelA kSamAdi svajano sAthe milApa karAve che. saMyama jIvanamAM zuddha upayoga pitA che. dhRti (Atmarati) mAtA che. samatA patnI che. sahapAThI sAdhu jJAti che. - jJAnasAra. enAthI paNa AgaLa vadhIne guruprabhu sAthe milana karAvI Ape che. loca - vihArAdi dvArA keLavelI sahanazIlatA jIvanabharakAma lAge. pachI nAnakaDuM duHkha vicalita na karI zake. bhaktiH ApaNe jaina sAdhu tarIke oLakhAIe chIe. jaina eTale jinano sAdhu! je bhagavAnathI ApaNe oLakhAIe e ja bhagavAnane bhUlI jaIe to kRtadana na kahe kalApUrNasUri .. ... 157 WWW.jainelibrary.org

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kahevAie? sAdhu koIpaNa ghare vahoravA jAya, koIcArja nahi, sulabhatAthI gocarI Adi maLI jAya, e kono prabhAva? bhagavAnano! e bhagavAnane bhUlAya zI rIte? bhagavAna vidyamAna hatA tyAre paNa loko potAnA hRdayamAM temanuM nAma ja rAkhatA hatA, sthApanA dvArA ja upAsanA karatA hatA. bhagavAna mokSe gayA pachI paNa nAma ane sthApanAmAM koI pharaka nathI paDyo. e to enA e ja che. enI kalyANakAratA paNa enI e ja che. bhagavAna pratye bhaktina jAgatI hoya to mAnavuM huM dIrdhasaMsArI chuM. alpakAlIna saMsAravALAne bhagavAna game ja. alpakALamAM je svayaM bhagavAna banavAno che, ene bhagavAna na game e zI rIte cAle? bhagavAna ne game te bhagavAna banI zake nahi yaza vi. jevA to tyAM sudhI kahe cheH muktithI paNa mane bhakti pyArI che. jyAM bhakti nahoya evI muktithI mAre zuM kAma che? bhakta sarva jIvamAM paNa dhIre-dhIre bhagavAna jue che. Aje nathI, paNa kAle e bhagavAna banavAno ja che. jIva ziva ja che. AjanuM bI, kAlanuM vRkSa che. mALI bImAM vRkSa dekhe che. bhakta jIvamAM ziva jue che. ___ yatra jIvaH zivastatra, na bhedaH zIvajIvayoH / na hiMsyAt sarva bhUtAni, zivabhakti-samutsukaH / / - anya darzana. ApaNe paNa mAnIe chIe? jino dAtA jino bhoktA, jinaH sarvamidaM jagat / jino jayati sarvatra, yo jinaH so'hameva ca / / - zakastava. Avazyaka niryuktimAM..... prazna kevaLajJAnanuM pramANa keTaluM? uttara guNa-gaNIno abheda. e dRSTie jaghanyathI be hAtha (kUrmIputra) ane utkRSTathI cauda rAjaloka. (samudyAta vakhate) sAmAnyadehadhArI kevaLInuM utkRSTathI 500 dhanuSya. ... kahe kalApUrNasUri 158 -

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A padArtha kevaLajJAnanuM dhyAna karatI vakhate khUba ja sahAyaka bane tema che. saM. 2028mAM lAkaDIA cAturmAsamAM oraDImAM huM lakhato hato. acAnaka ja prakAza relAyo. joyuM to khullI nAnI bArImAMthI sUryano prakAza Avyo hato : vAdaLa haTavAthI. kSayopazamanI bArI khule to jJAnanuM ajavALuM relAya. samuddAtanA 4thA samaye kevaLI sarvalokavyApI bane tyAre emanA Atmapradezo ApaNane paNa sparze che. prabhu jANe sAmethI maLavA Ave che. dara cha mahine A rIte prabhu ApaNane maLavA Ave ja che. ApaNe prabhune kyAre maLIe chIe ? sakala jIvarAzinA premathI je kevaLI banyA te chelle chelle A rIte maLavA Ave ja ne ? have to mokSamAM javAnuM che. pachI kyAre maLavAnA ? kevaLI bhale karmakSaya mATe karatA hoya, paNa eNAM ApaNuMya kalyANa kharuM ne ! pradhAnamaMtrI bhale game te kAraNe tamArA gAmamAM Ave paNa tamArA gAmanA rastA vagere to vyavasthita thaI jAya ne ? kahe kalApUrNasUri . ... 159

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guja, 19-8-9, zrA. suda-8. * zrI saMghamAM, tIrthamAM potAnI zakti bhagavAne e rIte bharI jethI 21 hajAra varSa sudhI cAle. e tIrthanI sevA ApaNe karIe to enI zaktinuM ApaNAmAM saMkramaNa thAya. jo rAvaNanA abhimAnathI duryodhananA gussAthI rAmAyaNa - mahAbhAratanuM sarjana thaI zakyuM hoya to guNonuM sarjanana thaI zake? durguNo karatAM guNonI zakti ochI che? eka saMgItakAra, zilpakAra, zikSaka keTalAne taiyAra kare? to eka tIrthakara keTalAne pahoMcADI zake? bhagavAna AdinAthanuM kevaLajJAna asaMkhya pATaparaMparA sudhI cAlatuM rahyuM. * samyagdarzana thAya che tyAre jIvane khyAla Ave che. beMbeMkaratI bakarI huM nathI, huM motIno cAro casmAro haMsa chuM, garjanA karato kesarIyo siMha chuM. huM janma-maraNanA cakkaramAM pIsAto pAmarakITa nathI, paramAtmA chuM. "ajakulagata kesarI lahe re, nija pada siMha nihAla; tima prabhu - mitte bhavI re, mAtama zakti saMmAna.." - pU. devacaMdrajI * bhagavAnanI hAjarImAM karmo (moharAjA) TakI zakatA nathI. sUryanI hAjarImAM jema aMdhAruM TakI zakatuM nathI. prabhunA sAnidhyamAM vadhu ne vadhu rahe, tamArI badhI ja 160... ........ kahe kalApUrNasUri

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samasyA hala thaI jaze. prabhuthI jeTalA dUra, saMkaTo teTalA najIka...! prabhuthI jeTalA najIka saMkaTo, teTalA dUra - tame hRdayamAM vajranA akSare ATaluM lakhI rAkho. paMcavastuka sAdhu prabhu - AjJApUrvaka jIvanAro sAdhaka che, khasaTha nathI. (kha-khAvuM, sa-sUvuM, Tha-le javuM) khasaTho mATe pU. jItavi. kahetAM : bharUcanA pADA banavuM paDaze. bharUca joyuM che ne ? UMcuM nIcuM ! te jamAnAmAM naLa nahotA. pakhAlIo pADA dvArA pANI lAvatA. AvI hitazikSAo ApI - ApIne pU. jItavi.e vAgaDa samudAyanA bAgamAM pU. kanaka-devendra sUri jevA phUlo sarjyo hatA. * sAdhu divasamAM keTalIvAra IriyAvahiyaM kare ? 10-15 vAra paNa thaI jAya. IriyAvahiyaM maitrInuM sUtra che. koIpaNa anuSThAna, jIvo sAthe tUTelI maitrIno tAra punaH anusaMdhAna pAme e pachI ja saphaLa bane, e jaNAvavA IriyAvahiyaM karavAmAM Ave che. navakAra namratAnuM, karemi samatAnuM, tema IriyA. maitrInuM sUtra che. * loDhuM DUbe, lAkaDuM tare. lAkaDAnuM AlaMbana lenAro paNa tare. dharmI tare, adharmI DUbe. dharmInuM AlaMbana lenArA paNa tare. * je dharmane bhagavAna paNa name, te dharma bhagavAnathI moTo gaNAya. bhagavAna paNa dharmanA kAraNe moTA che. 'dharma moTo ke tIrthaMkara moTo ?' e paznano javAba A che. tIrthaMkara mAtra amuka samaya sudhI ja dezanA Ape. bAkInA samayamAM AdhAra kono ? dharmano ! bhagavAna ke guru nimitta kAraNa ja banI zake. upAdAna kAraNa to ApaNe ja chIe. puruSArtha to ApaNe ja karavo paDaze. puruSArthamAM rukAvaTa karanAra pramAda che. tamane konA para vizvAsa ? pramAda para ke puruSArtha para ? zatru hovA chatAM pramAdane khUba paMpALyo. mitra hovA chatAM dharma - puruSArthanI kAyama upekSA ja karI che. 24 kalAkamAM pramAda keTalo ? puruSArtha keTalo ? puruSArtha hoya to paNa e kaI bAbata aMge hoya? avaLI dizAno puruSArtha to ghaNo ryo. kSaNe - kSaNe 7 karmo to ApaNe bAMdhIe ja chIe. te zubha bAMdhavA che ke azubha ? hamaNAM ja bhagavatIsUtramAM AvyuM : pramAda kyAMthI Avyo ? yoga (mana-vacana-kAyA) thI. yoga kyAMthI ? zarIrathI, zarIra kyAMthI ? jIvathI Avyo.'' A jIva ja sarvano kahe kalApUrNasUri mULAdhAra 161

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che. enI zaktine jagavo. e sUtelo siMha che. jAgyA pachI koI enI sAme TakI nA zake. 158 prakRtio bhale game teTalI baLavAna lAgatI hoya, paNa e tyAM sudhI ja baLavAna che, jyAM sudhI AtmasiMha sUtelo che. siMha garjanA kare ane chalAMga bhare pachI bakarIo kyAM sudhI Take? * nepolIyane eka vakhate lazkarane orDara ryo : "zatruno bhaya che. lazkarI chAvaNImAM koIe lAITa karavI nahi.'' pachI svayaM jovA nIkaLyo. moTo vaDo ja lAITa saLagAvI priyAne patra lakhI rahyo hato. nepolIyane kahyuM H tamane khabara nathI Aje zAno orDara che ? hukamano anAdaro ? priyAne patra lakhyo ne ? have emAM nIce lakho H 'meM mArA mAlikanI AjJAnuM khaMDana ryuM. tethI mAlika mane hamaNAM ja golIthI uDAvI deze. A chellI paMkti che.'' : ane... sAce ja nepolIyane pelA lazkarI vaDAne golIthI vIMdhI nAMkhyo. eka sAmAnya samrATnI AjJAno anAdara AvuM phaLa Ape to tIrthaMkaranI AjJAno anAdara zuM phaLa Ape ? te kalpanA karI lo. AjJAmAM avarodharUpa moTAbhAge ApaNo pramAda ja hoya che, e bhUlazo nahi. ApaNuM jIvana pramAda - bahula che. pramAda pAMca prakArano to ghaNIvAra sAMbhaLyo. kyAreka ATha prakAra batAvIza. bhakti A viSamakALamAM jo prabhu-bhakti maLI gaI to samajI lejo H bhava - sAgarano kinAro AvI gayo. ''eka vAra prabhu vaMdanA re, Agama rIte thAya...'' 'phlovi namukkAze...'' ekavAra paNa prabhunI jhalaka maLI jAya to jIvana saphaLa...! bhagavAnanA darzana paNa tene ja maLe, jene vicDano ukaLATa hoya. viraha jeTalo utkaTa, milana teTaluM ja madhura...! tarasa jeTalI utkaTa, pANI teTaluM ja madhura ! bhUkha jeTalI utkaTa, bhojana teTaluM ja madhura ! 'darisaNa irisaNa raTato jo phiruM... to raNarojha samAna...' AnaMdaghanajInI A 162 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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paMktimAM prabhu-virahakevo dekhAi rahyo che? ApaNe prabhu virahavinA prabhu darzana pAmavA cAhIe chIe. ukaLATa vinA vAdaLa paNa nathI. varasato to prabhu kyAMthI varase? atyAre ThaMDu vAtAvaraNa che. jarAya ukaLATa nathI. to vAdaLa kyAM varase che? prabhu - milana, (kavaLajJAnanI prApti) to kSaNavAramAM ja, antarmuhUrtamAM ja thavAnuM che, paNa enA mATe janama-janamanI sAdhanA joIze, prabhu-virahano utkaTa talasATa joIze. * yathApravRttikaraNa Ama asaMkhya prakAre che, paNa mukhya be prakAre H caraNa yathApravRttikaraNa ane acarama yathApravRttikaraNa. asaMkhya yathApravRttikaraNo thayA pachI cheluM evuM yathApravRttikaraNa Ave che tene apUrvakaraNamAM laI jAya. apUrvakaraNa evuM vraja che, je rAga-dveSanI tIvra gAMTha vIMdhI nAkhe. rAga-dveSanI gAMTha bhedatAM prabhunA darzana thAya. vAdaLa haTatAM jema candranA darzana thAya. * haribhadrasUrinuM vacana eTale Agamika vacana! evI mahorachApa haribhadrasUri pachI thayelA dareka AcAryoe lagAvI che. kevA e gItArtha ane zAsana - samarpita mahApuruSa haze! emanA graMtho vAMco tamane emanuM hRdaya vAMcavA maLaze. kahe kalApUrNasUri Jain Education Sternational** 67.

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I'ka '' 1 zujha, 20-8-9, zrA. suda-9. * zrAvakanI samagra pravRtti cAritrAvaraNIya karmanA kSaya mATe ja hoya. kyAreka prasaMga AvI paDatAM te dIkSA levA taiyAra thaI jAya. pravajyA pachI pratidina sAdhunI dinacaryA kevI hoya? te jANavAno zrAvakane adhikAra che. * paDilehaNA sAdhu koIpaNa cIja paDilehaNa vagaranI na vApare. gocarI jatI vakhate paNa dRSTi paDilehaNa kare. eka vakhate gurue ziSyane e aMge saheja Takora karI. ziSyane thayuM vAraMvAra zuM jovAnuM? hamaNAM to joyeluM. jhoLI kholIne joyuM to aMdara vIMchI hato. ghaNI vakhata joyA vinA tarapaNI lai jatAM aMdara doro, pUMjaNI vagere paDelA hoya. AvuM ghaNI vakhata banatuM hoya che. mATe ja jovuM jarUrI che. huM nAno hato. spaMDita javAnI utAvaLa. gaMjI utArIne khIlI para laTakAvyuM. pAMca-dasa miniTa pachI emane ema paherI lIdhuM. joyuM to cha IMca moTo vIMchI. paNa karaDyo nahi. amAruM ghara vIMchInuM ghara hatuM sApha kare to 10-15 vIMchI to nIkaLe ja. paNa mane kadI vIMchI karaDyo nathI. "dharmo rakSati rakSitaH' dareka kriyA jayaNApUrvakanI hovI joIe. jayaNA na rAkhI to ApaNane to doSa lAgyo ja samajo. pachI bhale jIvahiMsA na paNa thaI ho! sAdhu mATe pramAda e ja .. kahe kalApUrNasUri 164 ...

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hiMsA...! jenA hRdayamAM prabhu hoya tene pramAda hoya ? pramAda nahi, pramoda (AnaMda) hoya. prabhu-bhakti AvatAM ja pramAda pramodamAM palaTAI jAya. , madrAsamAM moTA moTA DaoNkTarono bheTo thayelo che. temanAmAM bhagavAnanI bhakti jovA maLI. teo kahetA : '"hama to nimitta hai / bhagavAna jaze to sacchA hovA / Izvara kI preraNA se huA / Izvara ne kiyA / hama kauna ? hama sirpha nimitta hai / " AvA udgAro saMbhaLAya. ApaNe hoIe to zuM kahIe ? kahevA khAtara 'deva-gurupasAya' kahIe, paNa aMdara abhimAna paDeluM ja hoya... * paDilehaNa - vidhi jema atyAre karIe chIe tema ahIM paMcavastukamAM batAvI che. paDilehaNa Adi ApaNe bahu jaldI karIe chIe. ApaNane jaldInI paDI che. jJAnIone jIvonI paDI che. paDilehaNa jaldI karavAthI mokSa-mArga dhIme pahoMcAya, dhIme karavAthI jaldI pahoMcAya. AmAM TAIma bagaDato nathI, saphaLa thAya che. svAdhyAya karIne Akhare zuM karavAnuM che ? 'jJAnasya pataM viratiH' bhakti : paDilehaNa paNa AjJArUpa eka bhakti ja che. * prabhu pratye prema eTale temanA guNo pratye prema, prabhunA guNo anaMta che, anaMtAnaMta che. ekeka pradezamAM ThAMsIne bharelA che guNo..! e ja guNo ApaNAmAM paNa che. anaMta khajAno pAse hovA chatAM ApaNe ghorI rahyA chIe, pramAdamAM chIe. bhagavAna kahe che H jarA to jAgIne juo ! anaMtano khajAno tamArI pAse ja che. tame IndriyasukhamAM mUDha thaIne paDyA raho te mohane khUba ja game che. kAraNake jo tamArI mUDhatA cAlI jAya to mohanI pakkaDa chUTI jAya, anaMtanI bhALa tamane maLI jAya. mohanI AdhInatAthI karma baMdhAya. bhagavAnanI AdhInatAthI karma tUTe. prabhu ja mohanI jALamAMthI ApaNane choDAvI zake. pudgalanA premathI chUTavA prabhuno prema joIe. kahe kalApUrNasUri 165

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prema AtmAno svabhAva che. e choDI na zakAya, paNa tenuM rUpAMtara karI zakAya. pudgalano prema prabhumAM joDI zakAya. zabdAdi padgalanA guNo che. jJAnAdi AtmAnA guNo che. ApaNane kyA guNo game? je guNo gamaze te maLaze. * prabhuno zaraNAgata nirbhaya hoya. bhaya hoya to sara javuM. haju prabhunuM saMpUrNa zaraNuM svIkAryuM nathI. * prabhunA guNo ane prabhu! prabhunuM nAma ane prabhu, prabhunI mUrti ane prabhu eka ja che. * nadInuM pUra jyAre kAMThA toDIne vahevA lAge tyAre kUvo, taLAva, nadI badhuM jaLabaMbAkAra thai jAya che, tyAM koI bheda raheto nathI. prabhu sAthe ekatA sadhAI jAya che, dhyAtA, dhyeya ane dhyAnanI ekatA sadhAI jAya che tyAre badhuM eka thai jAya che. * koIpaNa padArtha para Asakti na thAya, evuM jIvana kyAre bane? prabhu pratye prema jAge, prabhu sAthe ekatA sadhAya tyAre.. 166 .. .... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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Ita, 21-8-99, zrA. suda-10. alpa saMsArIne prabhunI vANI - AjJA game che, te mujaba jIvana jIvavAnuM game che. A ja mokSano sAco upAya che. AjJAkhaMDana e ja bhavabhramaNano hetu che. karmabaMdhano mukhya hetu AjJAvirAdhanA ja che. * pramAda nahi apramAda, zubhayogo, sabhyatvavagere Ave to ApaNI prayANanI dizA badalAI jAya, mokSanI dizA AvI jAya. pahelAno avaLo puruSArtha savaLo puruSArtha banI jAya. karmo bAMdhavA - bhogavavAmAM puruSArtha hoya ja che, paNa e have kevo karavo? e nakkI karavAnuM che. huM kahuM chuM ke puruSArtha karavo ja che to avaLo zA mATe karavo? savaLo zA mATe na karavo? "A karavuM, A nahi, ItyAdi jhINI-jhINI vAtono upadeza eTale Apyo che ke ApaNe vakra ane jaDa chIe. naTano niSedha ryo hoya to naTInuM nATaka jonArA ane vaLI pAchA preraka gurune toDanArA ApaNe chIe ! jeTalI vakratA ane jaDatA vadhu teTalo vidhiniSedhano upadeza vadhu! mANasajeTalo jaMgalI ane asabhya, kAyadA-kAnUna teTalA ja vadhu! vadhatA jatA kAyadA, mANasanI vadhatI jatI asabhyatAne batAve che, vikAsane nahi. kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... ... 167

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* paDilehaNa - gocarI maunapUrvaka thavA joIe. gocarI to evI rIte thavI joIe ke pAse koIne khabara ja na paDe ke ahIM gocarI Adi kaMIka cAle che. . * sAdhune gusso nahi karavAnI pratijJA ApavAno savAla ja nathI. dIkSA lIdhI tyArathI epratijJA che ja. jyAre jyAre gusso Ave tyAre-tyAre e pratijJAmAM aticAra lAge che. sAdhunuM nAma ja kSamAzramaNa che. 10 prakAranA yatidharmomAM prathama kSamA che. sAmAyikano artha samatA thAya che. samatAno abhyAsa vadhato jAya tema AnaMda vadhato jAya. krodhathI aprasannatA ne samatAthI prasannatA vadhe che. samyatva sAmAyika ane cAritra sAmAyika dIkSA vakhate ja spaSTa AlAvAnA uccAraNapUrvaka uccarAvavAmAM Ave che. yogoddhahana eTale zrutasAmAyikanI sAdhanA...! " saMkaleza saMsArano, samatA mokSano mArga che. "leze vAsita mana saMsAra, kaleza- rahita mana te bhavapAra." saMkalezathI 14 pUrvI nigodamAM gayA che ne asaMkalezathI "mA ruSa mA tuSa' A be vAkya paNa yAda nahirAkhI zakanAra bhASa0Sa munikevaLajJAnI banyA che. * nArakIno jIva jema narakathI, kedI kedathI bhAgavA Icche tema mumukSu saMsArathI ghUTavA Icche. kroDapatino putra paNa viSayone viSa jevA mAne. pAMca lakSaNo aMdara rahelI utkaTa mumukSutAne batAve che. 1) zamaH guru game teTalA kaDavA veNa kahe, paNa te gusse na thAya. 2) saMvegaH mokSanI tIvra IcchA hoya. arthAt AtmazuddhinI tIvra icchA hoya. 3) nirvedaH narakathI ja nahi, svarganA sukhothI paNa virakta hoya. garIbIthI ja nahi amIrIthI paNa virakta hoya. 4) anukaMpAH duHkhI jIvo pratyekaruNAddha thayuM hoya. chajIvanikAyanA vadhamAM potAno vadha thato jue. 5) AstikyaH deva-gurunA vacana para pUro bharoso hoya. AthI saMpUrNa samarpita hoya. * Avo janma pharI-pharI nahi maLe. maherabAnI karIne AtmasAdhanAnuM kArya pachI paranahi rAkhatA. AvI sAmagrI pharI-pharI kyAM maLaze? nAvaDI kinAre AvavAnI taiyArI che ne ApaNe pramAda karIzuM? A huM mArA hRdayanI vAta karuM chuM. 168 *** .... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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sAma sAmAyika (samyatva sAmAyika) nA lakSaNo. ahIMsAkara- drAkSa karatAM anaMtaguNA mIThA pariNAma hoya che. vizuddha lezyAnA prabhAvathI sAkaravagara ja mIThAza Ave. traNa lezyA TaLe ne tejalezyA zarU thAya tyArathI AnaMdaprasannatA vadhe ja. jIva maitrI ane jina-bhakti A banne, sAma sAmAyika meLavavAnA upAyo che. maitrI jina-bhakti A banne vadhaze to jIvanamAM madhuratA anubhavAtI pratyakSa jovA maLaze. anubhavI juo. jo kaTutA hoya to samajavuM haju hRdayamAM kaSAyo beThA che. jinabhakti - jIvametrI AdinA saMskAro, paTutA ane abhyAsa ane AdarathI eTalA majabUta karavA joIe ke bhavAMtaramAM paNa sAthe Ave. kahe kalApUrNasUri ...... *** 169

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ra4, 22-8-99, zrA. suda-11, * svayaMbhUramaNa jevo samudra paNa nAno paDe eTalI karuNA bhagavAnanA hRdayamAM bharelI che. te bhavamAM ja nahi, samyakatvathI pUrvanA bhavomAM paNa paropakAra buddhi sahaja hoya che. emanA samyakatvane varabodhi ane samAdhine varasamAdhi tarIke zAstrakAroe oLakhAvI che. bIjAjIvo potAno mokSa sAdhe, jyAre bhagavAna svamokSa sAthe anyono mokSa paNa sAdhI Ape. pote ja nahi bIjAne paNa jItADI Ape te ja netA banI zake. bhagavAna ucca netA che. "ninAi nAvavA" che. uttamottama, uttama, madhyama, vimadhyama, adhama ane adhamAdhama - A cha prakAramAM uttamottama tarIke mAtra tIrthakara bhagavAnane gaNyA che. ahIM cuMTaNI nathI. e svayaM guNothI bInaharIpha cUMTAI Ave che; ApaNe dharmakArI kharA, paNa gharmadAtA nathI. bhagavAna dharmadAtA che, bodhi-dAtA che. mATe ja bhagavAnane dharme potAnA nAyaka banAvyA che. * dIkSA vakhate karemi bhaMte dvArA sAmAyikano pATha uccArIe chIe. sAmAyika eTale samatA. enA vinA sAdhanAno prAraMbha thaI zake nahi. jhaghaDo karIne tame mALA gaNI juo - mana nahi lAge. sarovaramAM game te sthAne eka nAno kAMkaro pheMko... enA taraMgo badhe ja phelAI jaze; TheTha kinArA sudhI. sarovaranI jema jagatamAM paNa ApaNA zubhAzubha kAryonA taraMgo phelAya che. jIvAstikAya eka che, be nathI. AthI ja zvapAmranIvasattA mAsIyAI' ema pagAmasajAmAM kahyuM, sakaLa .... kahe kalApUrNasUri 170

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jIvarAzinI mAphI mAgI. sarva jIvo para maitrI karavAnI ja che. kadAca nirguNI pratye mAdhyasthya rAkhavuM paDe to paNa te maitrI ane karuNAthI yukta ja hovuM joIe. muMbaI jaIne dara varSe gRhasthonI rakama vadhatI jAya ne ? sAdhu jIvanamAM e rIte samatA vadhe che kharI ? sAdhu jIvananA anuSThAno ja evA che je samatA vadhAre. '"tapodhanA:, jJAnadhanA:, samatAdhanA: jItu munava:'" ema kahyuM che. jJAnanI mUDI vadhe tema samatA vadhe. mATe ja jJAna pachI zamASTaka, jJAnasAramAM mUkyuM che. pIyuSamasamudrotthaM, rasAyanamanauSadham / ananyApekSamaizvaryaM, jJAnamAhurmaharSayaH / / jJAnasAra-jJAnASTaka * nAnapaNamAM mArI pAse be graMtho AvyA. kezarasUrikRta - 'AtmajJAnapravezikA' ane munisuMdara sUriSkRta 'adhyAtma kalpadruma.' A vAMcyA pachI adhyAtmanI ruci pragaTI. mAravADamAM pustako bahu ochA maLe. koIka pustako lakhyA to ApaNane kAma lAgyA. to ApaNuM jJAna paNa bIjAne upakAraka bane, tevuM kaMI nahi karavuM ? gRhastho pAse saMpattinI mUDI che. teo te Ape che. ApaNe jJAna ApavAnuM che. jJAna ApavAthI kadI khUTatuM to nathI ja, pratyuta vadhatuM ja rahe che. jJAna pramANe samatA Ave, mUDI pramANe vyAja Ave. * 'zvAsamAMhe so vAra saMbhAruM' ema ApaNA pUrvajo kahI gayA ne ApaNAmAMthI keTalAka mAtra zvAsa jovAmAM paDI gayA. zvAsa mukhya banI gayo ne paramAtmA UDI gayA. ghaDIyALane mAtra jovAnuM nathI. enA dvArA mAtra samayajJAna prApta karavAnuM che. keTalAka samayajJAna choDIne mAtra ghaDIyALa jovAmAM paDI gayA !! ekAgratA vinA dhyAna na thAya. nirmaLatA vinA ekAgratA na Ave. bhagavAnanI bhakti vinA nirmaLatA na Ave. jyAM bhagavAna nathI tyAM kazuM nathI, e dhyAna nathI, be dhyAna che. * mokSa-sukha bhale parokSa che, samatAnuM ahIM ja che; pratyakSa che. * pustako paNa ApaNane te ja gamaze, jevA ApaNA pUrvajanmanA saMskAro haze. atyAre saMskAronA je puTa ApIzuM te AgAmI janmamAM sAthe Avaze. kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... ... 171

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dakSiNamAM jaIne duniyAnI dRSTie bhale ame zAsana-prabhAvaka banyA, paNa e badhuMphAsa-phusa che. mahAtmAo taiyAra thAya e kharI zAsana-prabhAvanA che. mahAtmAone taiyAra karavAnA lakSyathI ja vAMkImAM cAturmAsa rokANa karyuM che. pU. paM bhadraMkara vi. pAse traNa varSa rahIne pratyakSa jovA maLyuM : saMgha sAthe, jIvo sAthe, munio sAthe kevo samatAbharyo vyavahAra karavo. emanuM jIvana mUrtimaMta samatA hatuM. * huM bhagavAna bharose chuM. kAMI nakkI nathI hotuM H zuM bolavuM ? ''dAdA ! tuM bolAve tema bolIza. sabhAne yogya hoya te bolAvaje. tevA zabdo mArA moMmAM mUkaje,'' ema mAtra prArthanA karuM chuM. sAma sAmAyika madhuratA lAve. te mana-vacana-kAyAmAM jhalakatI dekhAya. dekhAvanI madhuratA nahi, paNa jIvananuM aMga hoya. A madhuratAthI deva-guru-Agama vagere pratye bhaktibhAva pragaTe, caturvidha saMgha pratye bahumAnabhAva pragaTe. kAmaLI, dAMDo, ogho vagere 'mArA' paNa bhagavAna 'mArA' evuM kyAreya thayuM ? 'jIvamAtra mArA' evuM kyAreya lAgyuM ? 'sarve te priyabAndhavAH nahi ripuriha ko'pi / mA kuru kalikaluSaM mano niz2a sukRtavilopi / / 172 ... maitrIbhAvanA. sarve tuja priya baMdhu che, nathI zatru koI; jhagaDo karI mana nA bagADa, jaze sukRta bhAI ! zAnta sudhArasa kahe kalApUrNasUri

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23-8-99, zrA. suda-12, * ahiMsArUpI siddhazilA para jeNe vAsa nathI karyo te ISatprAkbhArA siddhazilA para vAsa nahi karI zake. ISatyAgbhArA siddhazilA kArya che. ahiMsA kAraNa che. 'zivamastu sarva jagataH'mAM Avato zabda 'zivA'no artha ahiMsA thAya. praznavyAkaraNamAM ahiMsAnA paryAyavAcI zabdomAM 'zivA' zabda paNa che. 'ahaM tiththaramAyA' ''huM ahiMsA - zivA, karuNA, tIrthaMkaranI mAtA chuM. 'karuNA vinA koI ja tIrthaMkara banI zake nahi. mATe ja badhA guNone utpanna karanAra, zeSa vratonuM rakSaNa karanAra ahiMsA ja che. hRdaya kaThora hoya to samajavuM : anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya che. e hoya tyAM sudhI samyagdarzana na hoya. samyagdarzana na hoya tyAM sudhI guNa paNa avaguNa kahevAya. avaguNa to avaguNa che ja. samyagdarzanane pedA karanAra ahiMsA che, maitrI che, prabhubhakti che. kaThorahRdayI maitrI ke bhakti na ja karI zake. eka to anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya paDyo hoya ne sAthe mithyAtva paDyuM hoya, pachI pUchavuM ja zuM ? paDilehaNa, kAjo vagere sAdhunA AcAro ahiMsAne puSTa karanArA che. paDilehaNa - kAjo kADhatAM AvI bhAvanA bhAvoH kahe kalApUrNasUri 173

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oha...! mArA prabhue kevo uttama dharma batAvyo che ! kevI karuNA jhaLake che pratyeka anuSThAnamAM? ahIM koI kriyA nAnI nathI. kAjo kADhavAnI kriyAthI paNa kevaLajJAna thAya. * IryAsamita sAdhune joI Indra prazaMsA karI. azraddhALu deve parIkSArthe rastAmAM kIDIo ane sAmethI doDato gAMDo hAthI viduryo. sAdhu maravA taiyAra thayA, paNa kIDIo para na cAlyA. hAthIe uMcakIne vadhAre kIDIovALI bhUmi para pheMkyA. te vakhate paNa potAne vAgyuM tenA nahi, paNa kIDIo pratyenI karUNAvALA vicAro joIdeva jhUkI paDyo ane mAphI mAMgI. paDilehaNanA cha doSoH * 1) ArabhaDA - urdu karavuM ke utAvaLe karavuM te. 2) saMmada - masaLavuM, upAdhi para besavuM, cheDA vALelA hovA. 3) asthAna sthApanA - asthAne mUkavuM 4) prasphoTanA - jhATakavuM. 5) vikSiptA - pratilekhita vastrane pheMkavuM. 6) vedikA - pAMca prakAre avidhipUrvaka besavuM. - A cha paDilehaNanA doSo che. bhaktiH jaga ciMtAmaNi, vItarAga stotra - logassa, namutthaNuM - lalitavistaro, zAstava - caityavaMdana bhASya (24 dvAra, 2074 prakAra) ("sadgovADhi vizuddha vuiM...'') gurubhaktimAM vAMdaNA, guruvaMdanabhASya, navasmaraNa vagere ApaNA jainonA bhaktizAstro che. "battI nivaridvAi... sirphoti puSyami mA " sUyagaDAMgamAM vIrastuti adhyayana, (terApaMthImAM mAMgalika tarIke vaparAya che.) thI mAraNAMtika kaSTo dUra thAya che. jaMbU svAmIe pUchyuM: meM mahAvIra svAmI nathI joyA. Ape joyA che to Apa varNavo. AnA javAbamAM sudharmAsvAmIe bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInuM AbehUba varNana kyuM che te sUyagaDAMgamAM varastuti adhyayana tarIke samAviSTa che. tamArI pAse buddhi che, lakhavAnI zakti che toAbadhAnuM saMkalana karIne bhaktizAstra .... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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viSe lakhI zakAya. bhaktinA mULastrota gaNadhara bhagavaMto che. nAmAdi 4 prakAre bhaktidarzaka sUtronI jhalakaH nAma:- logassa (nAmastava, logassa kalpa vagere sAhitya, sAhitya vikAsa maMDaLa" taraphathI bahAra paDeluM che.) sthApanA:- arihaMta ceIANaM sUtra. dravyaH- je a aIA siddhA. bhAva:- namuttharaM sUtra * sUryAbha deve bhakti mATe bhagavAnanI maMjUrI mAMgI, nRtya, nATya vagere teNe zarUchyuM sAdhu- sAdhvIjI beThA rahyA. prabhu-bhakti thatI hoya tyAre besavAthI svAdhyAya jeTalo ja lAbha thAya. * bhagavAnamAM guNono ane puNyano prakarSa che. sAmAnya kevaLImAM puNyano eTalo prakarSa nathI hoto. bhagavAnanA guNo ane puNya bIjAne kAma lAge ja. AtmakalyANathI tattva pamAya. paropakArathI tIrtha cAle. Jain kahe kalApUrNasUri ...... 175. www.jairiesbrary.org

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- ka ra te A 'ne f / ne Site" maMgaLa 24-8-99, zrA. suda-13 * DUbatAne jahAja, aMdhArAmAM athaDAtAne dIpaka, mAravADamAM bapore vRkSa, himAlayanI ThaMDImAM agni maLe tema asAra saMsAramAM ApaNane tIrtha maLyuM che. sabhya darzana rAjamArga che. mArgAnusAritA tyAM pahoMcADanArI pagadaMDI che. mArga sAva ja bhUlI jaIe, tyAre Apa meLe ApaNane sAco rasto nathI maLato, koI bhomiyAnI jarUra paDe che. jene cAlavAnI Adata che, je rasto bhUlyA che, temane A vAta samajAze. bhagavAna paNa saMsAranA jaMgalamAM bhUlelA ApaNA mATe bhomiyA che. aneka matabhedo che; A saMsAramAM. emAM ApaNane phAvato mata ApaNe pakaDI laIe chIe. bhagavAne kahyo te nahi, ApaNane phAve te mArga sAco mAnI laIe chIe. AvI manaHsthitine badalAvanAra bhagavAna che. * jyAre paNa mokSa maLaze tyAre karmabaMdhananA hetuothI nahi, karmanirjarAnA hetuothI maLaze. mithyAtva - avirati - pramAda - kaSAya - yoga saMsAra mArga che. samyakatva - virati - apramAda - akaSAya - zubhayoga mokSamArga che. ApaNe kyA mArge cAlavuM che? rastAo ghaNA dekhAvAnA. te vakhate mAthuM ThekANe rAkhIne eka jinopadiSTa nizcita mArga para cAlavAno nirNaya rAkhavo paDaze. * ApaNA zarIrane ApaNe keTaluM sAcavIe chIe? jarAya takalIpha na thAya tenI pUrI takedArI rAkhIe chIe. evuM ja vartana jagatanA tamAma jIvo sAthe, chakAyanA 176 ... .... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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jIvo sAthe thAya to ja paDilehaNa Adi kriyAo jayaNApUrvaka thaI zake. nyAya, yoga ane 14 vidyAnA pAragAmI brAhmaNa kuLamAMthI AvelA hovA chatAM haribhadrasirijI jinAjJA, AjJAvihita anuSThAno pratye evA samarpita che ke ekeka anuSThAnonuM pUrNa bahumAnapUrvaka varNana karyuM che. cAhe paDilehaNanuM hoya ke bIjuM koI anuSThAna hoya. Aje moTA sAdhako paNa kahe prabhu paNa kyAM sudhI? kyAreka to choDavA paDaze ne? Akhare to AtmAmAM ja karavAnuM che ne? paNa huM kahuM chuMH bhagavAna kyAreya choDavAnA nathI. bhagavAna choDavA paDe evI sthiti ahIM nathI AvavAnI. samagra bhAratamAM A pracAra che. digambaromAM to khAsa, paNa zvetAmbaroe bhaktimArga barAbara pakaDI rAkhyo che. 14 guNasthAnaka paNa prabhunI sevA che. nimittakAraNanuM AlaMbana levAmAM ja na Ave to zuddhAtmapramirUpa kArya kyAMthI maLe? devacandrajIkRta candrabhasvAmInuM stavana juo. jahAja vinA samudra na tarAya tema bhagavAna vinA saMsArana tarAya. dharma sthApIne bhagavAna tAre, tema hAtha pakaDIne paNa tAre bhagavAna mArgadarzaka che, tema svayaM mArgarUpa (maggo) paNa che, bhomiyArUpa paNa che. jJAna- darzana - cAritra mokSamArga che, e kharuM, paNa prabhu pratye prema na hoya to A jJAna-darzana-cAritra maLe ja nahi. cazo vi. tyAM sudhI kahe cheH "tAruM dhyAna te samakitarUpa, tehija jJAnane cAritra teha che..." bhagavAnanuM dhyAna e ja darzana, jJAna ane cAritra che. * sarvaviratinuM ApaNane sUkSma abhimAna che. AthI ja svAdhyAya para jora to ApIe chIe, paNa bhakti para nahi. svAdhyAya karIzuM, pustako vAMcIzuM, lakhIzuM, vyAkhyAna ApIzuM, prasiddhino A ja mArga chene? bhagavAna para prema kyAM che? mAjema parANe paNa bALakane jamADatema mahApuruSo ApaNane parANe paNa bhaktimAM joDe che. eTale ja to divasamAM sAta vAra caityavaMdananuM vidhAna che. jagaciMtAmaNimAM nAmAdi cAreyathI bhagavAnanI bhakita thaI zake; jo karavI hoya. jagaciMtAmaNi roja traNa vAra, covihAra upavAsamAM eka vAra ane tivihAra upavAsamAM be vAra bolIe chIe, paNa kadI arthanA UMDANamAM UtaryA? marSiAvati thA" ahIM "dhAryA lakhyuM, " nahi. kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... . 177 WWW.jainelibrary.org

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dhArI rAkhavI eTale janama-janamamAM sAthe Ave e rIte bhaktinA dRDha saMskAra pADavA. upayoga dhyAnano ja paryAyavAcI zabda che. upayoga eTale jAgRti, sAvadhAnI. anuSThAna, upayoga-sahita hoya to ja niraticAra thAya. * ThANeNaM-kAyika, moNeNaM-vAcika, jhANeNaM - mAnasika dhyAna. Ama kAyotsargamAM traNeya yogonuM dhyAna AvI gayuM. * paM. bhadraMkaravi. ma. kahetA H logassa samAdhi sUtra che. tenuM bIjuM nAma nAmastava ane trIjuM nAma lokodyotakara che. ahIM lokathI lokAloka levAnuM che. mIrAM, kabIra, caitanya Adi jainetaro paNa prabhu - nAma kIrtananA mAdhyame samAdhi sudhI pahoMcI zakyA che. logassa prabhu nAma-kIrtananuM sUtra che. * jaga ciMtAmaNi vakhate 'sakalakuzalavallI' bolavAnI jarUra nahi. kAraNake sakala. no bhAvArtha jagaciMtAmaNimAM AvI jAya che. * aprApta guNo meLavI Ape, prApta guNonI rakSA kare te nAtha. athavA asatprarUpaNAthI roke, satprarUpaNAmAM joDe te nAtha. yoga-kSema kare te nAtha. bhagavAna jagannAtha che. bhagavAna jagarakSaNa che, durgatimAMthI bacAvIne sadgatimAM sthApita kare che H katalakhAnAthI bacAvIne gAyone pAMjarApoLamAM na mokalAya to ? durgatithI rokIne bhagavAna ApaNane sadgatimAM na mokale to ? na 'jagabAMdhava, bhagavAna ApaNA sAcA baMdhu che. Apatti vakhate baMdhu ja kAma lAge, bIjA to bhAgI jAya. saMkaTa vakhate AkhuM jagata bhale tamane choDI de, bhagavAna kadI nahi choDa, 'jaga bhAviveakSaNa' bhagavAna jagatanA bhAvone jANanArA che. jagaciMtAmaNimAM A badhA nAma bhagavAna thayA. 'aTkAvaya saMviyarUva' tathA 'siMha sistuMbi' thI 'mAsaya viMvADuMpaLamAmi' sudhI sthApanA bhagavAna 'krosaya sarisaya' thI dravya bhagavAna 'saMpaklR niLavA vIsa' thI bhAva bhagavAnanI stuti thai. 178 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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gu9, 26-8-99, zrA. su-1, anyUna, atirikta, viparyAsa - A parathI paDilehaNanA ATha bhAMgA thaze. AmAM anyUnatAtirikta (vadhu paNa nahi, ochuM paNa nahi) e eka bhAMgo zuddha. paDilehaNano samaya kyAre? koI kaheH kUkaDo bole tyAre, koI kahe aruNodaya thAya tyAre, koI kaheH prakAza thAya tyAre, koI kahe hAthanI rekhAdekhAya tyAre koI kaheH upAzrayamAM ekabIjAnuM mukha dekhAya tyAre kharo samaya sUryodayathI thoDoka pahelAno. carama pIrasImAM pratikramaNa svAdhyAya vagere thai jAya pachI. * pahelA praharano cotho bhAga bAkI rahe tyAre savAre UghADA-porasI Ave. * ApaNAthI sau jIvone saMtoSa maLe to ja saMyama sArthaka bane. eka jIva paNa tamArAthI asaMtuSTa haze to sAdhanAmAM mana nahi lAge. zarIramAM koIpaNa bhAgamAM vAge, darda ApaNane thAya, samagrarUpe thAya. kAraNake AkhuM zarIra eka che, tema jIvAstikAyarUpe ApaNe eka chIe. AtmA asaMkhyapradezI che, tema jIvAstikAya anaMta pradeza che. jIvAstikAya sarvajIvono saMgraha che. eka paNa jIva bakAta rahe tyAM sudhI to jIvAstikAyana ja kahevAya, paNa eka jIvano eka pradeza bAkI rahe tyAM sudhI paNa jIvAstikAya na kahevAya. A jIvAstikAya eka che. jIvAstikAyanuM svarUpaH dravyathI anaMta jIvadravya, kSetrathI lokAkAzavyApI, kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... *** 179

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kALathI nitya - anAdi anaMta, bhAvathI arUpI varNAdithI rahita. jIvAstikAyanuM lakSaNaH upayoga. upayoga, cetanA lakSaNathI jIva eka ja che. A bhaNyA vagara paDilehaNa, jayaNAvagere sAcA arthamAM na Ave. jyAM sudhI jIvAstikAyanA A padArthane AtmasAt na karIe tyAM sudhI saMyama nahi pALI zakAya. samudAya, samAja, deza, mANasa tarIke ApaNe eka chIe. AgaLa vadhIne jIva tarIke ApaNe sau eka chIe. daSTi khUba ja vizALa banAvavI paDaze. sarva jIvone samAvI le tevI dRSTi. bhagavan! huM mUDha chuM. hita - ahita jANato nathI. tArI kRpAthI ahitane jANI tenAthI aTakuM. sarva jIvo sAthe ucita pravRttivALo banuM, tema karaje. jIvAstikAya eka che. emAM karmakRta bheda nathI Avato. siddha - saMsArI sarva jIvone joDanAra jIvAstikAya che. zabda, rUpa, rasa, vagere paNa nAstitvarUpe AtmAmAM che. eka pradeza paNa ocho hoya to jIvAstikAya na kahevAya to ApaNe ekapaNa jIvane ApaNI maitrImAMthI bakAta rAkhIzuM to mokSa zI rIte maLaze? jIvarUpe ApaNe vyakti cetanA chIe. jIvAstikAyarUpe ApaNe samaSTi cetanA chIe. AthI ja koIpaNa jIvane sukhI ke duHkhI banAvavAnA prayatnathI ApaNe ja sukhI ke duHkhI banIe chIe. khAmemi savvajIve A bhAvanA para to ApaNuM AkhuM paryuSaNa parva avalaMbe che. * mukhya cIja paMcAcAra (jJAnAcArAdi) che. tenI rakSA mATe ja bIjuM badhuM - mahAvratAdi che. bhaktiH bhakti darzanAcAramAM Ave. te bIjA cAreyamAM sahAyaka bane bhakti jANakArImAM bhaLe to samyagrajJAna, vizvAsamAM maLe to samyagdarzana, kAryamAM bhaLe to samyaka cAritra, tapamAM bhaLe to samyaka tapa bane. bhakti traNeya sAmAyika (zruta, samyatva ane cAritra sAmAyika)ne lAvanArI che. AthI ja koIpaNa sAmAyika grahaNa karatI vakhate bhagavAnanI bhakti (devavaMdanAdi) karavAmAM Ave che. bhagavAna abhaya, cakSu, mArgAdi ApanArA che. 180... .... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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abhaya eTale cittasvAdhya. mananuM na lAgavuM - astavyasta rahevuM te bhaya. A phariyAda bhagavAna ja dUra karI zake, cittanI vihvaLatA bhayathI ja Ave, ema sUkSma nirIkSaNa karatAM jaNAze. "bhaya caMcaLatA ho je pariNAmanI re.." - AnaMdaghanajI. bhaya mohanIya caudizie cArebAju bhaya che. nirbhaya eka bhagavAnano bhakta che. prasannatA abhayamAMthI ja janme che. citta aprasanna bane, tyAre bhagavAnanI bhakti karI juo. prasannatA rUmajhUma karatI Avaze. khUna ke corI karanAra mANasa svayameva bhayagrasta hoya che, rAtre UMgha nathI AvatI e bhayano ghaNo moTo kada che. paNa nAnA kadanA bhaya, ApaNA somAM che ja. citta svasthatA te abhaya, svamAM rahevuM te svasthatA. sva eTale AtmA. bhagavAna svamAM rahevAnuM zIkhave che. Atmadeva ApaNI pAse ja che. ApaNe pote ja chIe. rAjAnA darzana dvArapALa aTakAve tema AtmAnA darzana darzanAvaraNIya aTakAve che. bhagavAna kahe che. tamArA AtmadevanA darzana karo. e mATe bhagavAna svayaM tamane AMkha Ape che. bhagavAna cakSatA che. hRdaya nayana nihALe jagadhaNI, mahimA meru samAna" -AnaMdaghanajI. kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... **. 181

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* davA laIe to roga avazya maTe. tema dharmasevana (Arogya + bodhi + samAdhi) thI karmaroga avazya maTe. pUrNa Arogya eTale mokSa. AthI siddha thayuM ke ApaNe rogI chIe. rogIe roga maTADavAnA prayatno karavAnA hoya. zukSa, 27-8-99, zrA. vada-1. zArIrika rogano anubhava thAya che. karmarogano anubhava thato nathI. sannipAtanA rogIne khabara nathI hotI H huM rogI chuM. zarAbIne khabara nathI hotI : huM nazAmAM chuM. tema ApaNane paNa karmarogamAM khyAla Avato nathI. madirApAthI ane mohAdhInamAM koI pharaka kharo ? bannemAM behozI che. ekamAM behozI spaSTa dekhAya che. bIjAnI behozI jovA sUkSmadraSTi joIe. mithyAtva dArU che. e muMjhAve. zarIra e ja huM chuM - evuM ja bhAna karAvato rahe. dehamAM Atmabuddhi e ja mithyAtva. jJAnamaya AtmA svayaM potAne hADakAM viSThAvALo deha mAne e kevuM ? yogAcAryo ene avidyA kahe che. AtmA, nitya, zuci, svAdhIna che. zarIra anitya, apavitra ane parAdhIna che. mithyAtva gayA vinA maLeluM dravya cAritra lAbhadAyI banatuM nathI. 182 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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dravyacAritravALo ahIM paNa tophAna kare. yA to deha sAthe abheda sAdho, * yA to deva sAthe abheda sAtho. bemAMthI kyAMka to ekatA karavAnI ja che. kyAM ekatA karavI che ? dehane pasaMda karavo che ke devane ? deva khAtara dehane choDavo che ke deha khAtara devane choDavo che? * bahirAtmadazA - heya, aMtarAtmadazA - upAdeya, paramAtmadazA-sAdhya che. jyAM sudhI paramAtmadazA pragaTa na thAya tyAM sudhI paramAtmAne prANa-trANa ane AdhAra samajI bhajavA joIe. * zama - saMvega - nirveda - anukaMpAdi lakSaNo dekhAvA mAMDe to samajavuM H mithyAtvanuM jora ghaTI rahyuM che, samyaktvano sUryodaya thaI rahyo che. samyaktvane zuddha rAkhavA darzanAcAronuM pAlana ati jarUrI. pahelo jJAnAcAra. kAraNake jJAnathI tattva jaNAya ne pachI te para zraddhA thai zake. AtmAnA mukhya be guNa. jJAna, darzana. temAM paNa jJAna ja pradhAna che. ''guNa anaMta Atama taNA re, mukhyapaNe tihAM doya; tehamAM paNa jJAna vaDuM re, jehathI daMsaNa hoya re..'' - vi. lakSmIsUri. * AtmanirIkSaNa karatA rahIne roja jovAnuM che H davAthI keTalA aMze darda dUra thayuM ? dharmathI karma keTale aMze gayA ? dehamAM rahIne ja dehano moha choDavo e ja moTI AdhyAtmika kaLA che. kevaLajJAna A ja dehamAM thaze. ayogI guNasthAnaka A ja dehamAM maLaze. dehane choDavAno nathI, paNa tenI Asakti choDavAnI che. kAzImAM jaI karavata levAnI bhagavAnanI AjJA nathI. dehamAM Atmabuddhi choDavAnI bhagavAnanI AjJA che. makAnamAM rahenAro jema makAnathI potAne alaga jue che, tema dehathI svane alaga juo. A ja kharI yogakaLA che. kahe kalApUrNasUri S 183

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makAna saLage tyAre kAMI tame saLagI jatA nathI. makAna karatAM tamane tamArI jAta vadhu priya che. paNa ahIM A vAta bhUlAI jAya che. AtmAthI zarIra pyAruM lAge che. ApaNe badhA dardI chIe, sAdhu ke saMsArI - badhAnI ahIM TrITamenTa cAle che. ame sAdhu hospiTalamAM dAkhala thayA chIe. amane amAro roga khUba ja khataranAka - sIrIyasa lAgyo che. tame zrAvako ghera rahIne davA lo cho. dardIe DaoN.nuM mAnavuM paDatuM hoya che. davAna le, apathya na choDe to dardakema jAya? ahIM paNa yathAvihita vrata - niyamAdinuM pAlana na thAya to karmaroga zI rIte jAya? dareka vAtamAM tIrthakarone zAstrane, AgaLa rAkho. to ja dharma - kAryanI siddhi thaze. zAstre puraskRte tasmAd, vItarAgaH puraskRtaH / puraskRte punastasmAd, niyamAt sarvasiddhayaH / / - jJAnasAra, zAstrASTaka. sakhyatvI dareka sthaLe bhagavAnane, bhagavAnanA zAstrane AgaLa rAkhyA vinA na rahe. pahelA zAstra nathI, pahelA bhagavAnano prema che. mATe ja prathama darzana, pUjA che. e prabhu premanA pratIko che. pachI bhagavAnanA zAstro paNa gamavA lAgaze. jene bhagavAna na gamyA tene bhagavAnanA zAstro nahi ja game. e paMDita thaIne bhale vAMce, paNa prabhu sAthe anusaMdhAna nahi joDI zake. mATe ja cAra yogamAM prathama (1) prItiyoga (2) bhaktiyoga che. pachI trIjA naMbare vacanayoga che. pahelA bhagavAna sAthe prema karo. pachI zAstrapara prema pedA thaze, AjJAno prema pedA thaze. bhagavAna sAthe premaryA vinA AjJA... AjJA... zAstra... zAstranI vAta bakavAsa mAtra che. * sthAna, varNAdi yogo paNa prabhuprema hoya to ja saphaLa bane. bhagavAna sAthe abheda sAdhavo hoya to dehano abheda choDavo paDaze. eka khAsa vAta- je vakhate je kriyA karatA hoIe te vakhate tamArI saMpUrNa upayoga temAM ja hovo joIe. to ja kriyA phaLadAyI bane. AvI kriyApraNidhAnapUrvakanI kahevAya ApaNo lobha gajabano che. oghoya bAMdhIene bIjA be-cArakAma sAthe karatA 184 ... ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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jaIe. ekeya kAmamAM bhalIvAra na hoya. badhI Indriyono upayoga eka ja kAryamAM hovo joIe. paDilehaNa vakhate mAtra AMkha ja nahi, kAna, nAka vagere paNa sAbadA joIe. kAna, nAka vagere dvArA paNa jIvo jANI zakAya. jJAnasAramAM jema sAdhyarUpa pUrNatA aSTaka prathama batAvyuM tema cha AvazyakomAM paNa sAmAyikarUpa sAdhya prathama che. enuM sAdhana caturviMzati stava vagere chaye Avazyako kArya-kAraNa bhAve saMkaLAyelA che. vi. saM. 2016 AdhoImAM uttarAdhyayana jogamAM mane bimArI AvI yu.pI. deDhiyA kahe: T.B. che. palAMsavAnA somacaMda kahe: T.B. nathI. davA dvArA nIrogI banAvI dIdhA. meM AmAM bhagavAnanI kRpA joi. bhagavAna para huM zA mATe jora ApuM chuM ? huM jora nathI Apato, zAstro ja sarvatra bhagavAnane ja AgaLa kare che. huM zuM karuM ? kahe kalApUrNasUri 185

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kzana, 28-8-9, thA. va. 2, * sAdhudharma, zIgha muktimAM javAno upAya che. zrAvakadharmatemanA mATe che, jeo haju sAdhu-dharma pAlanamAM asamartha che, Icchuka che, paraMtu asamartha che. * ApaNAmAM Avelo guNa bIjAne ApIe te akSaya bane, AnaMdakArI bane. levA karatAM devAmAM AnaMda khUba ja che. paropakAra karanAra sva-para ubhaya para upakAra kare ja che. eka paNa evo upakAra nathI, jyAM sva-para upakAra na hoya. kalyANa to ApaNA AtmAnuM ja karavAnuM che to pachI jIvakAyanI rakSAnI vAta vacce kyAMthI lAvyA? e jIvonA rakSaNa vinA AtmakalyANa nathI ja, mATe. Aje bhagavatI - TIkAmAM AvyuM? saMyama eTale cha AvakAyanI rakSAthI para rakSA. saMvara eTale viSaya - kaSAyathI svarakSA. saMyama para - rakSA mATe, saMvara svarakSA mATe che. banne eka ja sikkAnI be bAjuo * bhagavAnanI AjJA - avalaMbiUNa kajaM jaMkiMci samAyaraMti gIyatthA / thevAvarAha bahuguNa, savvesiM taM pamANaM tu / / 186 ... .. kahe kalApUrNasUri

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Naya kiMci aNunnAyaM paDisiddhaM vAvi jiNavariMdehiM / titthagarANaM ANA kajne sacceNa hoavvaM / / - paMcavastuka 279, 280 ''koI nimittanuM AlaMbana laIne je kaMIpaNa gItArtho Acare che, thoDo doSa ane ghaNo lAbha hoya, tevA kAryo pramANabhUta che. ekAnte bhagavAne koIpaNa cIjano niSedha nathI karyo ke vidhAna nathI karyuM. paraMtu koIpaNa kAryamAM kharA hRdayathI raho, e ja bhagavAnanI AjJA che " * puSTi ane zuddhi A be dhyAnamAM rAkho. jJAna ane darzananI puSTi thavI joIe. doSo (karmo)nI zuddhi thavI joIe. dareka anuSThAnamAM A hovA joIe. vaidya pahelA zuddhi kare; virecanAdi ApIne. pachI vasaMtamAlinI Adi dvArA puSTi kare. sAdhupaNAnI dareka kriyA, jJAnAdinI vRddhi ja karanArI che. pratikramaNa paDilehaNa caityavaMdana vagere badhuM ja. sUkSmatAthI jUo. keTalIka kriyA jJAnAdi vRddhi mATe, puSTi mATe che. keTalIka kriyA karmanI zuddhi mATe che. * IriyAvahiyaM - jIvamaitrI sUtra., tassa uttarI - zuddhi sUtra ane kAyotsargamAM logassa - dhyAnasUtra che. * kAyika - ThANeNaM - kAyotsarga mudrA. vAcika - moNeNaM - logassa mAnasika rIte bolavuM. mAnasika dhyAna - jhANeNaM - mAnasika vicAraNA. tIrthaMkaronA guNanI. - * kAyotsarga tIrthaMkaro dvArA Acarita utkRSTa dhyAna che. prazna H kAyotsargamAM AtmadhyAna kyAM AvyuM ? uttara H paramAtmAmAM AtmA AvI ja gayo. mana-vacana-kAyA traNeya paramAtmamaya ja banAvavAnA che. paramAtmA eTale paramazuddha AtmA. enuM dhyAna eTale AtmAnuM ja dhyAna. * mAnasarovaramAM haMsa rame tema munionA manamAM siddho rame. AvA munio arUpI ane dUra rahelA siddhonA, ApaNane ahIM darzana karAve che. he kalApUrNasUri 187

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munionA manamAM ramatA siddhone jovA ApaNI pAse zraddhAnI AMkha joIe. AMkha cAra prakAre cAmaDAnI (carma) cakSu - caurindriyathI laI saune. avadhijJAnanI AMkhaH deva-nArakane. kevaLajJAnanI AMkha kevaLI + siddhone. zAstranI AMkha sAdhuone. * be hajAra sAgaropama pahelA ApaNe cokkasa ekendriyamAM hatA. eTalA kALamAM jo ApaNe mokSamAM na jaIe to pharI ekendriyamAM javuM paDaze. A ja ApaNo bhUtakALa che. mokSamAM na jaIe to A ja ApaNo bhaviSyakALa che. T.V, sinemA vagere pAchaLa pAgala bananArI AjanI peDhIne joIne cintA thAya cheH AmanuM thaze zuM? AMkhano kevo durupayoga? pharIthI AMkha nahiM maLe. AMkha ghaNA puNyathI maLI che. eno durupayoga na karo. zAstra vAMco. jayaNA pALo, jinamUrtinA darzana karaze. A ja AMkhano sadupayoga che. * zAstra hRdayamAM, jIvanamAM jIvaMta joIe. paLa-paLe enA upayogapUrvakanuM ApaNuM jIvana joIe. e ja kharuM zAstra che. bhaMDAramAM paDelA pustako to zAhI ane kAgaLa che, mAtradravyazAstra che. e pramANenuM jIvana te ja bhAvazAstra che. * yoddhAo DhAlathI talavArAdinA prahAro roke tema sAdhaka krodhAdinA pradhAne kSamAdithI roke. * kriyA vakhate sUtro mAtra sAMbhaLavAnAjanathI, atUccAraNa (anu+uccAraNa) paNa karavAnuM che. to ja kriyAmAM jIvaMtatA Ave. * kAyotsargavadhe tema samAdhivadhe. mATe ja logassane samAdhisUtra, parama jyoti sUtra kaheluM che. sAhitya vikAsa maMDaLa taraphathI logassa svAdhyAya pustaka bahAra paDeluM che, te vAMcavA jevuM che. citta vikSipta hoya tyAre navakAra, citta svastha hoya tyAre logassa gaNo. jethI logassano anAdara na thAya. jenomAM dhyAna nathI, ema koI kahetA nahi. ahIM to nAnuM bALaka paNa dhyAna kare 188 *** ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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che. navakAra ke logassano kAusagna kare te dhyAna nathI to bIjuM zuM che? dhIre-dhIre prayatna karatAM eka logassanA kAusagnamAM paNa apUrva AnaMda AvavA lAgaze. * AtmA to AnaMdano khajAno che. tyAMthI AnaMda nahi maLe to bIje kyAMthI maLaze? AtmAmAMthI, potAnI jAtamAMthI je AnaMda meLavI zakato nathI te duniyAnA koI khUNAmAMthI AnaMda meLavI zakaze nahi. * svapnamAM paNa dhyAna, kAussagga, svAdhyAya, caityavaMdana vagere cAlatuM hoya, mana AnaMdamAM rahetuM hoya to samajavuM sAdhanA lAgu paDI gaI che. 4 cetyavaMdana zuM cIja che? e barAbara jANavuM hoya to ekavAra lalitavistarA jarUra vAMco. parama samAdhinA bIjo kevI rIte ahIM rahelA che, te jANavA maLaze. namutthaNanI ATha saMpadAthI bhagavAnanI mahattA - mahAkarUNAzIlatA vagere jANavA maLaze. siddharSi AnAthI ja pratibodha pAmelA. bhagavAnanI A mUDInA ApaNe vArasadAra nahibanIe to koNa banaze? bApanI mUDIno vArasadAra putraja banene? bhagavAna ApaNA paramapitA che, ApaNe suputra banyA chIe ke nahi te tapAsavAnuM kahe kalApUrNasUri ...... .. 189

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oNd, 29-4-99, zrA. ta. 3 * dharma maMgaLa ja kare. adharma, amaMgaLa, ahita ja kare. maMgaLanuM bIjuM nAma sukha che. gharathI nIkaLatAM maMgaLa karIe chIe, paNa e dravya maMgaLa che. dharma duniyAnA badhA ja maMgaLomAM utkRSTa che : - dhammo maMgalamughdhiAMna dharmanuM mULa vinaya che. mATe ja navakAra (namo) mahAmaMgaLa kahevAya che. maMLatALa ca savvati paDhamaM havad maMtna | * dharmane yogyatA dekhAya to ja ApaNAmAM te Ave. adharma yogyatA - ayogyatA kAMI ja joto nathI. tarata ja dhasI Ave che. jyAre dharma yogyatA vinA Avato nathI ja. yogyatA mATe darakAra karavI paDe che. ayogyatA mATe kAMI ja jarUrI nathI. saheja yogyatA na dekhAya to dharma bArImAMthI joIne ja bhAgI jAya, aMdara Ave ja nahi. mATe ja dharmAcAryo yogyatA sau prathama jue che. mATe ja ayogyane dharma sUtro ApavAnI zAstrakAro nA pADe che. pU. knakasUrijI niHspRhaziromaNi hatA. prasiddhi vagerenI koI apekSA nahotI. dhArata to ghaNA ziSyo karI zakata, yogyatA na jaNAtAM teo vegaLA ja rahyA. 6 * madrAsamAM raziyAno tattvajijJAsu Avelo. e mATe e hindI zIkhIne Avelo. mohanalAlajI DhaDhaDhA, kharataragacchanA pramukha tene laI AvelA. 'munne tattvajJAna zIlanA maiM |'enI vAta jANIne tattvajJAna - pravezikAno 1lo pATha zIkhavADyo. khUba ja rAjI thayo. tamane AvI jijJAsA kharI ? amArI pAse zA mATe Avo cho ? dhaMdho sAro cAle, tabiyata sArI rahe mATe ? 190 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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tyAga, vairAgya, karuNA, bhakti, maitrInA saMskAro gADha banAvyA vinA bhavAMtaramAM sAthe nahi Ave. mATe ja roja e badhAnA saMskAra ghaTTa karavAnA che. * bIjA jIvonuM kSAyika samyaktva hoya toya 'varabodhi' na kahevAya. bhagavAnanuM kSAyopazamika samyaktva paNa 'varabodhi' kahevAya. e paropakAra ane karuNAnA kAraNe ja. AvA karuNAzIla bhagavAna bIje kye sthaLe maLavAnA ? teo paTTu, abhyAsa ane AdarathI vairAgyAdine saMskAra ApIne evA ghaTTa banAve che ke bhavAMtaramAM paNa sAthe Ave. * paM. bhaMdrakara vi. ma.ne pUchyuM : navakArane ja tame kema pakaDyo ? paM. ma. kahetA H A badhA sUtro, vidhi, vidhAno joIe, tyAre ema thAya ke AmAMnuM badhuM jIvanamAM kyAre utArIzuM ? sUtrathI paNa nahi to arthathI ke tadubhayathI zI rIte UtArI zakIzuM ? eTale meM vicAryuM H badhuM to nahi pakaDI zakAya, eka navakAra barAbara pakaDI laIe toya tarI jaIe. AthI eka navakAra barAbara pakaDyo. x paTTu, abhyAsa ane Adara A traNeya (vaizeSikadarzana prathama pAda) jainetaro mAne che, paNa matijJAnanA prakArorUpe ApaNane paNa te mAnya che, ema jaMbu vi.ma. e jaNAveluM. * paM. muktivijayajI abhidhAna koza ane prAkRta vyAkaraNanuM vRddhAvasthAmAM paNa punarAvartana karatA hatA. javAbamAM kahetA : bhavAMtaramAM paNa sAthe laI javA che. saMskRta bhASA para emanI jabbara pakkaDa hatI. agharAmAM agharA graMtho sahelAIthI vAMcI - vaMcAvI zakatA tathA zuddhIkaraNa karI noTo banAvatA. AvI 17 noTo sAMtalapuranA bhaMDAramAM hatI. * grantha mAtra vAMcI laIe, eno koI khAsa artha nathI. vAraMvAra ghuMTI-ghUMTIne bhAvita banAvIe tyAre phaLadAyI bane. jUnA graMthone kadI saMbhALIe chIe ? eka graMthane bIjI-trIjI vAra vAMcIe chIe? koI vepArI kadI kamAyelI mUDI khoI nAkhato nathI. ApaNe bhaNeluM bhUlI jaIe chIe. mUDI saMbhALatA nathI. kahe kalApUrNasUri ... 191

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jJAna ja ApaNI mUDI che. e ja bhavAMtaramAM sAthe Avaze. pustako, bokSa, bhakto, ziSyAdi parivAra vagere koI sAthe nahi Ave. kama se kama eTaluM karo H navakArathI laIne Avazyaka sUtro saMpUrNapaNe bhAvita karo. nahi to ApaNI kriyA upayoga-zUnya banI raheze. upayoga zU ya kriyAnuM koI ja mUlya nahi rahe. mane paNa rasa nahoto paDato, jyAre huM Avazyaka sUtro zIkhato'to, paNa artha vagere jANyA pachI khUba ja rasa paDavA mAMDyo. prabodha TIkA, lalita vistarA vAMco. Avazyaka sUtronA rahasyo samajAze. mahAna tapasvI bhuvanabhAnusUri mahArAjAe tenA para vivecanA lakhI che. nAma che H parama teja. e paNa vAMcI zakAya. jainetarono maMtra 'gAyatrI maMtra' jJAnano maMtra che. navakAra adhyAtmamaMtra che. navakAramaMtra e gaNadhara bhagavaMtonuM ApaNane maLeluM utkRSTa dAna che. enI mAvajata karIzuM to InAmapAtra TharIzuM. veDaphI nAkhIzuM to sajApAtra. * mokSanI sAdhanAnA saMkSipta upAyo cha Avazyaka sivAya bIje kyAMya nathI. 45 Agamono sAra AvazyakomAM che. 45 Agama eno vistAra mAtra che. * dhyAna eTale ekAgratAnI saMvitti ! dhyAna eTale sthira adhyavasAya. ekAgratApUrvaka kAussagga karIe to saphaLa bane. anyathA pratijJA-bhaMga thAya. eka ja logassano bhale kAusagga karo, paNa evI ekAgratApUrvaka gaNo ke saphaLa bane. * cAvIthI tALA khUle, tema Avazyaka sUtrothI anaMta khajAnAo khule che. AgamonI cAvI ''nadI, anuyoga ane vizeSAvazyaka bhASya'' A traNamAM che. tapAgacchanA uttama vi. e kharataragacchIya devacandrajI pAse vizeSAvazyaka bhASyanuM adhyayana kareluM. vaLI, devacandrajIe acalagacchIya jJAnasAgarajI pAse vizeSAvazyakano abhyAsa karelo. devacandrajIe kyAMya dAdAnA stavano, gIto vagere banAvyA hoya, tema jANyuM nathI. temaNe jJAnasAra para jJAnamaMjarI TIkA lakhI che. temAM mahopAdhyAya zrI 192 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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yazovijayajIne bhagavAna tarIke saMbodhyA che. ApaNA mATe AvA graMtho sAce ja bhagavAna banIne Ave che. jinAgama paNa jinasvarUpa che. AjanA yugamAM jinAgama bolatA bhagavAna che. mUrti to haju bolatI nathI. Agama bole che. * pratimA anaphara bodha Ape che, mAtra IzArAthI samajAve che. Agama akSara bodha Ape che. pratimAnA IzArA, pratimAno saMketa ApaNe samajI zakIzuM? teonI mudrA kahe che : mArI jema padmAsana lagAvI svamAM ekAgra bano. upayogavaMta bano. kriyAmAM upayoga bhaLaze ne tarata ja amRtano rasAsvAda maLaze. jeTalA guNo bhagavAnanA che, te badhA ja ApaNane ApavA mATe che. "na vikArAya vizvasyopakAzayaiva nirmitAH / sphuratkAruNyapIyUSa - vRSTayastattva dRSTayaH / / - jJAnasAra pini nadI svayameva nAW: ... paropakArAya satAM vibhUtayaH / / tamane je maLeluM che te bIjAne Apo. A zAsananA prabhAve je guNa-zakti Adi maLyA che to zAsana mATe vApare. vyAkhyAna, vAcanA, pATha, lekhana, adhyApana vagerekotyAreRNamuktinI bhAvanA keLavajo. "huM upakAra karuM chuM ema nahi mAnatA. haribhadrasUri dareka graMthane aMte lakhatA A graMthadvArA jagatanA jIvo doSamukta bano. jethI huM RNamukta banuM. kahe kalApUrNasUri ....... *. 193

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- soma, 30-8-99, zrA. vada-4. zarIra mokSanuM parama sAdhana che. enA vinA dharma ArAdhanA thai zake nahi. mATe ja A dehaneTakAvavA sAdhue AhAra grahaNa karavAno che. doSihiMmata vagA..." amAruM ahIM (A samudAyamAM) AvavAnuM kema thayuM? kamala vi.nA pitAjIe eka vakhate phalodI cAturmAsasthitavijayalabdhisUrijIne pUcheluM vartamAnakALamAM zreSTha saMyamI koNa? tyAre labdhisUrijIe pUA. zrI kanakasUrijInuM nAma ApeluM. tyAre kamala vi. gRhasthapaNAmAM hAjara hatA. emaNe A yAda rAkheluM. dIkSA to Ama levI hatI rAmacandrasUrijI pAse. kAraNake emanA jaina pravacano vAMcavAthI vairAgya thayelo, paNa kamala vi. e pU. kanakasUrijI pAse dIkSA levAnuM nakkI karAvyuM. vaLI phalodInA kaMcana vi. paNa tyAM hatA. Ama bhagavAne ja mane ahIM mokalyo. huM to pahelethI ja bhagavAna para vizvAsa rAkhanAro ! e je karaze te barAbara ja karaze. Avo pAko bharoso! madrAsano anubhavaH ghaNAe kahyuM H teo dhUtArA che, javA jevuM nathI, paNa bhagavAnanA saMketathI, bhagavAnanA bharose ame madrAsa gayA. tyAM paNa muhurta saMbaMdhI vizna AvyA, paNa TaLI gayA ane pratiSThA dhAmadhUmathI thai. huM AmAM paNa bhagavAnanI kRpA joUM . amAruM prathama cAturmAsa to phalodImAM ja thayuM. bIjA cAturmAsa vakhate Ama to pU. kanakasU. sAtherAdhanapura nakkI thayeluM paNa pU. bApajI ma.nI IcchA jANIne amadAvAda 194 .. .... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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tarapha prayANa thayuM. prathama gocanAda mukAme ja goLAnI takalIpha thatAM pU. bApajI ma. taraphathI nA AvatAM sAMtalapura cAturmAsa nakkI thayuM. rAdhanapuramAM bhadrasUrijInuM nakkI thai gayeluM. bhaNavA mATe amAruM (kalAprabha vi., ratnAkara vi., deva, tarUNa vi. sAthe. banne tophAna kare mATe eka kalpataru vi.ne sAMtalapura rAkhyA.) cAturmAsa rAdhanapura thayuM. tyAM ja haragovanadAsa paMDitajInA kahevAthI pAThazALAmAM vyAkhyAna zarU thayA. (kalAprabha vi. nA paNa vyAkhyAna tyAM zarU thayA.) paryuSaNamAM paNa traNa divasa vyAkhyAna ApyA. pachI mAtra mAMDavI saM. 2013, ane AdhoI saM. 2016, A be ja cAturmAsa pU. A. zrInI nizrAmAM maLyA, paNa aMtaranA AzIrvAda pUrA maLyA. bhagavAna ja badhuM bhaluM karaze, A vAta para pUro bharoso. * bhojanamAM tRptinI zakti ke ApaNAmAM ? pANImAM tarasa chIpAvavAnI zakti ke ApaNAmAM ? jo ApaNAmAM ja hoya to photarAM khAIne, peTrola pIne bhUkha-tarasa chIpAvo. thaI zake evuM ? tamArAmAM ja mukti mATenI zakti hoya to bhagavAna vinA ja sAdhanAmAM AgaLa vadho. thai zake evuM ? tRptimAM jema khorAka puSTa kAraNa.. che, tema muktimAM bhagavAna puSTa kAraNa che. bilADI ke vAnarInA baccA banIne jAva, bhagavAna pAse. bhagavAna badhuM saMbhALI leze. kahe kalApUrNasUri .... . 195

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maMgaLa, 31-8-99, zrA. vada-5. * vaidya rogInI avasthA jANIne davA Ape, rogI avasthAmAM cAlu hoya te Arogya avasthAmAM baMdha, Arogya avasthAmAM cAlu hoya te rogI avasthAmAM baMdha paNa thAya. bhagavAna paNa jagatanA dhanvaMtari vaidya che. ApaNA jevA dardIone sAme rAkhIne niyamo banAvavAmAM AvelA che. koIka samaye jenuM vidhAna hoya, koIka samaye teno niSedha paNa hoya. ''saMyama khapa karatA muni namIe, deza kALa anumAne.'' muni paNa deza ane kALane anusare. atyAre varNana cAle che utsarganuM. gItArtha dravya-kSetrAdi joI niyamomAM pheraphAra paNa karI zake. * azubha nimittothI dUra rahIe to ja azubha bhAvothI dUra rahI zakIe. mATe ja tIrthaMkaro svayaM paNa gRhasthapaNAno tyAga (azubha nimittono tyAga) karIne dIkSA grahaNa kare che. bhagavAna mATe jarUrI to ApaNA mATe nahi ? zrAvako paNa abhigrahAdi dhAraNa karatA hoya to sAdhu dhAraNa na kare ? * kaccha jeTalI kamANI paNa muMbaImAM na thAya to tame zuM karo ? ApaNe paNa saMsAra choDI ahIM AvyA. ahIM AvyA pachI paNa kamANI na vadhArI to vicAravA jevuM nahi? kahe kalApUrNasUri

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mane kadI yAda nathI AvatuM ke meM kadI pramAda ryo hoya ke samaya nakAmo bagADyo hoya. muktinA musApharbhe pramAda na ja paravaDe. * sAdhu gocarIe nIkaLe tyAre dravyAdi abhigraha dhAraNa karIne nIkaLe. abhigraha dhAraNa karavAmAM paNa prasannatA. emanI prasannatAnI saMsArIne IrSyA thAya. tamArI prasannatA koI na jue to koNa tamArI pAse Avaze? prasannatA cuMbakIya tattva che, je anyane tamArI pAse kheMce che. AjanA kALamAM paNa sAdhu cakravartIthI paNa caDI jAya tevI prasannatAno svAmI bane zake che. * sAdhu - sAdhvI tIrthanA sevaka che. eTaluM ja nahi te svayaM paNa tIrtharUpa che. eTale tamane bhagavAna paNa praNAma kare evA sthAne cho. tIrthane tIrthaMkara praNAma kare che : Namo titthassa / * A tIrthanA prabhAvathI ja pralayakALanA megha aTakI rahyA che. AvA tIrthanI prAptinI keTalI khumArI hoya? AmrabhaTTa bahu ja udAra - koI vijaya meLavIne te Avyo. rAjA kumArapALe tene sonaiyAnAthelA bharIne ApyA hIrAno hAra paNa Apyo. bahAranIkaLyA pachI yAcakoe tene gherI letAM badhuM ja dAnamAM ApI dIdhuM hIrAno hAra paNa ApI dIdho. pATaNamAM comera prazaMsA thavA lAgI. IrSALuoe kumArapALane kAna bhaMbheraNI karIH ApanAthI paNa vadhu prazaMsA AmrabhaTTanI thAya che. dAna ApanuM, prasiddhi enI ! A to ApanuM apamAna kahevAya. eno Azaya samajI lo. amApa lokapriyatA dvArA rAjya paDAvavAnI A pUrvabhUmikA mahArAjA gusse bharAyA. bIje divase mahArAjAnI nArAjagI AmrabhaTTa jANI gayo. rAjAH "kema ATaluM dAna?" AMbaDaH "Apa nahi, e dAna huM ja karI zakuM!" kema?" kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... ... 197

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"Apa to dethalInA ThAkaraDA tribhuvanapALanA dIkarA ne huM 18 dezanA mAlika mahArAjA kumArapALano dAsa. huM dAna na karuM to koNa kare?' rAjAno gusso ThaMDo paDI gayo. rAjAnA sevakane dAsatvanI ATalI khumArI hoya to ApaNane bhagavAnanA dAsatvanI keTalI khumArI hovI joIe? dAsatvanI khumArI hoya to caityavaMdanAdi kriyA tucchatApUrvaka na thAya. - bIje badhe rasa jAge, paNa bhagavAnanI bhaktimAM ja rasa nahi? kyAM gaIdAsatvanI khumArI? bhaktiH IndrabhUti bhagavAnanA ziSya banyAnetripadI dvArA antarmuhUrtamAM dvAdazAMgI banAvI. e zakti bhagavAna dvArA ja pragaTI. pUrvAvasthAmAM kyAM hatI A zakti? bhagavAnanA prabhAvathI ja IrSyA, mAna, avirati, krodha, pramAda vagere doSoe vidAya lIdhI. caMDakauzikamAM potAnI meLe 8mA devaloke javAnI zakti hatI?ke bhagavAnanA prabhAvathI pragaTI? bIjamAM vRkSa banavAnI zakti che to banAvo... koThImAM rAkhIne. bIjamATe dharatI jarUrI che, tema bhakta mATe bhagavAna jarUrI che. bhagavAnanA prabhAvathI ja saMsAranAmusApharaApaNe muktinA musApharabanI zakIe. have tame ja vicAroH upAdAna prabaLa ke nimitta? caityavaMdana rahI jaze to jogamAMdahADo paDaze, evA bhayathI caityavaMdana cUkatA nathI tame, paNa tame kadI vicAryuM? je caityavaMdana rahI javAthI dahADo paDato hoya, emAM keTalA rahasyo bharyA haze? bhagavAnanI bhakti bharelI che- caityavaMdanamAM. mAtra nAmanA sahAre anyadarzanI samAdhi sudhI pahoMcyA che, to ApaNe bhagavAnanI bhaktinI upekSA zI rIte karI zakIe? rAmakRSNa paramahaMsa kAlImAne jotA ke nAma sAMbhaLatA tyAre bhAvAvezamAM AvI jatA. prabhunuM nAma, mUrtike Agama tamArI pAse che eTale prabhu tamArI pAse ja che. kyAMya ...... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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nathI gayA bhagavAna. jagaciMtAmaNi sUtra Agama kharuM ne? Avazyaka sUtra che. - enA artho- hokadIka vicAro tonAcI UThazo. madyavayasaMvirU... aSTApada para rahelI mUrtio samakSa gautamasvAmI stuti karatAM kahe cheH "ATha karmonA nAza karanAra karAvanAra covIzeya tIrthakaro" ahIM gautamasvAmI mUrtimAM sAkSAt bhagavAna joi rahelA che. AdinAtha bhagavAne puMDarIka svAmIne siddhakSetra para ja rahI javA kahyuM. neminAthe pArzvanAtha pratimA meLavIne jarA vidyA bhagaDavA kahyuM. mahAvIrasvAmIe aSTApadayAtrA dvArA carama zarIrIpaNuM batAvyuM. A badhA dRSTAMto batAve che ke bhAvatIrthakaranI bhakti jeTalo ja lAbha sthApanA tIrthakaranI bhakti Ape. aSTApada yAtrAthI te ja bhave mokSa maLe.' bhagavAnanI A vAta jANIne ja tApasoe aSTApada yAtrAmATe kammara kaselI. utkRSTakALe 170 tIrthakaro, 9 kroDa kevaLIo, 9000 kroDa (90 abaja) sAdhuo. 90 abaja sAdhvIo. A badhAne jagaciMtAmaNimAM vaMdana karavAnuM hoya che. bhAvathI karo to keTalo lAbha? kahe kalApUrNasUri .... *** 199

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budha, 1-9-99, thA. vada-6, * pALavAmAM bhale kaSTadAyI hoya, paNa phaLa jenuM lAbhadAyI hoya tyAM kaSTa nathI lAgatuM. vepArIne vepAramAM, kheDUtane khetImAM, majUrane majUrImAM kaSTa hoya che, chatAM sAme lAbhadekhAto hovAthI kaSTa lAgato nathI. tema sAdhune paNa mokSano lAbha dekhAto hovAthI kaSTa nathI lAgatuM. * * lakhapatinuM lakSa kroDapati tarapha, kroDapatinuM lakSa abajapati banavA tarapha hoya che, tema zrAvakanuM sAdhu tarapha, sAdhunuM siddhi tarapha lakSa hovuM joie. na hoya to sAdhaka te sthAne paNa rahInazake. zrAvake zrAvakapaNAmAM ke sAdhue sAdhupaNAmAM TakI rahevuM hoya to paNa AgaLanuM lakSa hovuM ja joIe. * zrAvakanI utkRSTa bhUmikA karatAM paNa sAdhunI jaghanya bhUmikAmAM keTalAya gaNI vizuddhi vadhAre hoya che. zuddhi vadhu tema AnaMda vadhu! bAra mahinAmAM ja sAdhu anuttara vimAnanA devane paNa prasannatAmAM jItI jAya. pachI to AnaMda je vadhato rahe tene varNavavA koI upamA nathI. kapaDAmAMthI mela dUra thAya tema ujjavalatAvadhe tema manamAMthI azuddhi dUra thAya tema prasannatA vadhe. A ja sAco AnaMda che. gharano AnaMda. * bAhyatA prathama zA mATe? jarUrI zA mATe? atyaMtara tapane phorsa ApanAra bAhyatA che. huM mArA anubhavathI kahuM chuM ke je divase upavAsAdi karelA hoya te divase sAdhanAmAM vadhu phorsa Ave. ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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* AhAnI lolupatA sAdhune na hoya, mAtra sAdhanA mATe AhAra grahaNa kare. Indriyo zithila na thAya, sahAyaka dharma maTI na jAya, sahanazIlatA ghaTI na jAya, svAdhyAyamAM hAni na thAya, mATe bhojana le. managamatuM bhojana (gulAbajAMbu, rasagullA vagere) maLe to ja grahaNa karavuM, evA abhigraho na thaI zake. A to Asakti kahevAya. * ApaNA ziSya parivArane jevA banAvavA hoya tevA prathama ApaNe banavuM paDe. ekAsaNA, svAdhyAya, saMyama, sevA vagere guNothI vibhUSita ziSya IcchatA ho to tame pahelA jIvanamAM e guNo utAro. * gocarInI ATha paddhatio : 1. RvI (sIdhI) :- kramazaH sIdhA zerImAM javuM, na maLe to pAchA sthAnamAM, 2. gatvA pratyAgati H - zerInI banne bAju. sIdhA gayA pachI pAchA sAmI bAjue. 3. gomUtrikA H- sAma - sAme gomUtranI dhAranA AkAre gharomAM javuM. 4. pataMga vIthI :- pataMgIyAnI jema aniyata gharomAM javuM. 5. peTA H - peTI jevA corasa AkAre gharomAM javuM. - 6. ardhapeTA H- ardhI peTI jevA AkAro gharomAM javuM. 7. atyaMtara zaMbuka H- gAmanI aMdarathI zarU karI bahAranA gharomAM AvavuM. 8. bAhya zaMbuka H- bahArathI zarU karI aMdara pUruM karavuM. : 10 prANamAM AyuSya khUTI jAya to naveya prANa nakAmA ! e paNa zvAsa lo to Take. ahIM paNa zruta, samyak sAmAyika AyuSya ane zvAsanA sthAne che. Avazyaka niryuktimAM sAmAyikanA traNa prakAra batAvyA che. 1) zruta, 2) samyak ane 3) cAritra sAmAyika. 'AvA sAmArUp, AvA sAmAJassa ga' AtmA sAmAyika che, sAmAyikano artha che. 'bhagavaI aMge bhAkhIyo, sAmAyika artha; sAmAyika paNa AtamA, dharo zuddho artha...' 125 gAthA stavana. yazo. vi. zaMkA : to pachI badhA jIvomAM sAmAyika ghaTI jaze. samAdhAna H saMgjhanayathI ghaTe. nayapaddhati jainadarzananI maulika vizeSatA che. nayapaddhati kahe kalApUrNasUri - bhagavatI sUtra. P ... 201

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jANyA vinA ghaNA goTALA vaLI jAya. saMgrahanayathI badhA jIvo siddha samAna che. vyavahAranaya je vakhate je hoya te mAne, karmasattAne AgaLa rAkhIne cAle. e vinA vyavahAra na cAle. ''mArA UdhArA paisA tyAM paDyA che. mane mAla Apo. tame tyAMthI ugharANI karI lejo.'' Ama bajAramAM cAle ? mATe AtmasvabhAvamAM ramaNatA hoya tyAM sAmAyika samajavuM. A sAmAyika zI rIte meLavavuM ? tenA upAyo zeSa pAMca AvazyakomAM kramazaH maLatA jaze. jJAna bhaNavAthI nahi, vinaya-sevAthI Ave che. mATe ja atyaMtara tapamAM vinayanuM sthAna svAdhyAyathI pahelA mUkavAmAM AvyuM che. vinaya karo to jJAna maLe, svAdhyAya thaI zake. vinayathI AveluM jJAna abhimAna nahi karAve. vinaya koNa karI zake ? potAne laghu - tuccha mAne te tuccha mAne te ja prAyazcitta karI zake. mukhya atyaMtara tapa che paNa bAhya tapa tene puSTa karanAra che. vAdAM tadrupavRMdamA jJAnasAra. caityavaMdanamAM bhAva kema nathI AvatA ? jenuM huM caityavaMdana karuM chuM, e kevA che ? enuM svarUpa haju ApaNe samajyA nathI. artha jANIe, bhagavAnano mahimA samajIe tema AnaMda vadhe. AnaMda vadhe tema zuddhi vadhe. zuddhi vadhe tema AnaMda vadhe. Ama A amRtacakra che. ekabIjA para AdhArita che. ekathI bIjAne protsAhana maLe. ajitanAtha bhagavAnanA samayamAM sarvotkRSTa mAnavanI AbAdI hatI. tyAre tIrthaMkaro paNa badhe ja hatA H 170. nava kroDa kevaLI ane navahajAra kroDa (90 abaja) munio hatA. atyAre 20 tIrthaMkaro che. be kroDa kevaLI ane navaso kroDa (9 abaja) sAdhuo che. have utsarpiNImAM 23mA tIrthaMkaranA samaye utkRSTathI 170 tIrthaMkaro thaze. 1 tIrthaMkarano parivAra H 10 lAkha kevaLI, 100 kroDa munio (1 abaja) : hoya. he kalApUrNasUri

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guja, 2-9-99, zrA. vada-7. sAdhu ane zrAvakadharma be prakArano dharma bhagavAne bhUmikAnA bhedathI batAvyo che. kAraNake jIvonI bhUmikA tevI hoya che. daDha manobaLI sAdhu ane hIna manobaLI zrAvaka bane che. sAdhupaNuM eTale bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM pUrNa pAlana. zrAvakapaNuM eTale bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM apUrNa pAlana, paNa zraddhApUrNa. hamaNA bhagavatImAM bhagavAna mATe vizeSaNa AvyuM: '3pannanAdaMsa utpanna kevaLajJAnavALA, ema lakhyuM paNa "mAtaMlapAthare na lakhyuM. te ema jaNAve che ke kevaLajJAna utpannakaravuM paDe che. je koIpaNa jIva karI zake che. anyadarzanInI jema ahIM anAdikALathI jJAna che, evuM nathI, utpanna thayeluM che. nAnapaNamAM mane adhyAtma mATenI ruci kharI, paNa kayuM sAcuM adhyAtma ne kyuM khoTuM? tenI gatAgama nahi, paNa puNyayoge mane pahelethI ja bhakti pasaMda. jANe ke satata bhagavAna mArgadarzana ApatA rahyA. koIe mane gRhasthapaNAmAM (kherAgaDhamAM) kAnajInuM pustaka ApIne kahyuM H AmAM kharuM adhyAtma che. vAMcajo. pustakakholatAMja aMdara jovA maLyuM: "upAdAnajamukhya che. nimitta akiMcitkara che." meM tarata ja mUkI dIdhuM ne pelAne kahI dIdhuM A adhyAtma nathI. huM badhA sAdhu - sAdhvIjIne jaNAvavA mAMguM chuM. jyAM deva-gurunI bhakti na hoya Jainkahe kalApUrNasUrinl... www.jainel 2o3org

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tevA koI anuSThAnamAM sAcuM adhyAtma che, ema mAnazo nahi. pU. devacandrajI mahArAja kahe che : koThImAM hajAra varSa bIja paDyA raheze. emane ema ja raheze; paNa jamInamAM vAvo to ? ''bIje vRkSa anaMtatA re, prasare bhU-jala yoga...'' - pU. devacandrajI... tema ApaNe paNa bhagavAnano saMyoga pAmIne anaMta banI zakIe. bIjane jamIna - pANI vagere na maLe to potAnI meLe vRkSa na banI zake tema jIva ekalo ja ziva na banI zake. A vAta tarapha tamArA koInuM dhyAna nathI tenuM mane bahu ja duHkha che. kema koInI najara jatI nathI ? pU. devacandrajI ma.e prathama stavanamAM prItiyoga batAvyo che. SoDazaka yogaviMzikA vageremAM prItiyoga banAvyo che, te A prabhuno prema samajavo. prabhu premanA kAraNe ja mArga bhUlAyo nathI. mATe ja 'sumuno'prabhu pAse ApaNe roja mAMgIe chIe. jenA mAthe guru haze te kadI mArgabhraSTa nahi bane. gAma mATe ghaDA banAvavAnI javAbadArI kuMbhAranI che, tema jIvamAMthI ziva banAvavAnI javAbadArI bhagavAnanI che. mATIne kuMbhAra na maLe to potAnI meLe ghaDo banI zake nahi. bhagavAna vinA ApaNe paNa bhagavAna banI zakIe nahi. paMcavastuka H gocarImAM bhojana samaye ja javuM. AgaLa-pAchaLa nahi. kAraNake ema karatAM pUrvakarma - pazcAtkarma doSa lAge. * zA mATe ApaNe ATalI bola-bola karIe chIe ? zakti veDaphIe chIe ? maunathI zakti - UrjAvadhe. mauna eTale vANIno upavAsa. manathI vicArano khaLabhaLATa choDo. manano upavAsa Adaro. mauna rahe te muni. vANI para saMyama rAkhe te vAceMyama-gocarI vakhate ja nahi, bIjA samaye paNa mauna rahe te muni ! AvuM mauna Avaze to ja zaktino saMcaya thaze. mana-vacana-kAyAthI ApaNe kamANI karIe chIe ke veDaphIe chIe ? saMghaTTo letAM jema nathI bolatA tema paDilehaNa- gocarI vakhate paNa nahi bolavuM joIe. 204 kahe kalApUrNasUri

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bhaktiH he Atman ! havethI huM tane kadI durgatimAM nahimokaluM ATaluM nakkI karI lo. bIjA para nahi to potAnA AtmA parato dayA karo. * dIkSA nathI maLI teo na maLyAno aphasosa kare che ne ApaNe ALasa karIe to? saMcama saphaLa banAvavA be cIjo saraLa cheH bhakti ane jJAna! bIjA pariSaha vagere to ApaNe sahana karI zakIe tema nathI. bhakti vadhe tema AnaMda vadhe. bhaktino saMbaMdha AnaMda sAthe che. koI mahApuNyodaya jAgyoH ApaNane bhakti karavAnuM mana thayuM nahito mana paNa kyAM thAya? ApaNe bhakta mATe TAIma kADhI zakIe chIe, paNa svayaM bhakta banIne paramAtmA mATe samaya kADhI zakatA nathI. premalakSaNA bhaktino abhyAsa karavo hoya to upA. yazovi.nI covIzI kaMThastha karo. kramazaH tamane eka pachI eka sopAna maLatA jaze. bhagavAna sAthenA premamAM kyAMya jokhama nathI. jIvo sAthe prema karavA jatAM rAga AvI zake. prema ghaNo kapaTI zabda che. bhagavAna para prema eTale bhagavAnanA guNo (jJAnAdi) para prema. koI vyakti para nahi. guru para prema eTale gurutatva para prema. koI vyaktigata prema nahi. prabhu-bhaktanA manamAM paNa Aroha - avaroha thayA kare che. mATe ja tamane koI stavanomAM prabhuno utkaTa prema dekhAze to koI stavanomAM prabhuno utkaTa virahadekhAze. zraddhAvRddhi mATe jJAna jarUrI che. saptabhaMgI, naya, dravya-guNaparyAyAdinuM jJAna zraddhA vadhAre. zraddhA jJAna vadhe tema bhakti tAtvika banatI jAya. cAritra bhaLe to to vAta ja zI karavI? "sumatinAtha guNazuM milIjI..." ahIM bhagavAnanA guNo para prema abhivyakta thayo che. ISTa vastu maLI jatAM mukha malakAi UThe che. bhakta mATe to bhagavAna ja ISTa vastu che, bIjuM kAMI ja nahi. pANImAM tela nAkho. e prasarI jaze, tema ApaNA hRdayamAM prabhu-prema prasarI javo joIe. *** 205 kahe kalApUrNasUri ..

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zukra, 3-9-99, zrA. vada-8. * tAre te tIrtha jene potAnA DUbavAnuM bhAna hoya te ja taravAnI jhaMkhanA kareDUbI rahyA chIe tema lAge che? DUbatA prANIne bacAvavAnuM kAma tIrthanuM che. viSaya-kaSAyamAM phasAvuM eTale DUbavuM! DUbato mANasa bacavA Icche, kedI kedamAMthI chUTavA Icche tema dharmI saMsArathI chUTakAro Icche. AzcaryanI vAta che ! keTalAka jIvo vAraMvAra e kedamAM javA icche che. - pelo vANIyo jANI joIne kedamAM javA gunhA karavA lAgyo. pUchatAM kahyuM. meM tyAM vepAra ryo che. have bIjIvAra jAuM to ugharANI thaI zake ne? tame AvA nathI ne? jela jevA saMsAramAM pharI-pharI javAnuM mana thatuM nathI ne? tamAre koI hisAba bAkI rahyA nathI ne? jara-jorU-jamIna traNa AsaktinA ne jhagaDAnA mULa che. saMsAra hAthe karIne Ubho ryo che. ghaTADavAnuM kyAMya nAma nathI. atyAre saMsAramAM janma-maraNa cAlu che te barAbara che? ke kaMTALo Ave che? * dehano tyAga eTalo ja mokSano artha nathI. kevaLajJAnIono paNa deha chUTe che. deha chUTavAnI sAthe karma choDI devA te mokSa che. deha chuTavAnI sAthe viSaya-kaSAyanA saMskAra sAthe lai javA te maraNa che. ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri 206 ...

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sAta janma sudhI sarvavirati maLI jAya to avazya maraNane mokSamAM badalAvI zakIe. saMsAranA sAgaramAM dezaviratinI nAvaDI nahi cAle, sarvaviratinuM sTImara joIze. mAtra veSa nahi, bhAva sAdhupaNuM joIe. chakAyanI rakSA sAthe AtmA (zubha adhyavasAyo) nI rakSA kare tene bhAva sAdhupaNuM maLe. atyAre zrAvakonI tattvaruci ghaTI gayelI dekhAya che. AjathI 60-70 varSa pahelA kevA tatvajijJAsu zrAvako hatA? Aje kyAM che? Aje tame chuTTInA kAraNe moTI saMkhyAmAM Avo .. paNa vAstavamAM jinavANI zravaNano rasa kharo? * A tIrtha uttama banyuM che. ene havA khAvAnuM sthAna nahi banAvatA. vAsakSepa na maLe to koI nArAja nahi thatA. gurUmukhe dharmalAbha sAMbhaLyo. AzIrvAda maLI gayA, kAma thaI gayuM. moTo ghasAro thato hovAthI vAsakSepa nAkhI zakto nathI. DaoN nI paNa nA paMcavastuka - mAtra kaSTathI Atmazuddhi thatI hoya to baLado, majUro vagere ghaNA kaSTo sahe che. emAM AjJApUrvakanI AtmazuddhinuM lakSya hovuM joIe. jo kare muni mAraga thAve, baLada thAye to sAro; bhAra vahe je tAvaDe bhamato, khamato gADha prahAro..." upA. yazo. 350gAthAnuM stavana abhigraho ghAravAthI satva vadhe che. sudhAdi pariSaho sahavAnI zakti Ave che. ahaMkAra, moha, mamatva Adi doSo TaLe che. AdinAthajIne 400 divasa sudhI bhikSA na maLI. kyA kAraNe? ApaNe hoIe to kyAranoya IzAro karI daIe ! e to ThIka, 4000 - kaccha - mahAkacchiAdi sahadIkSitoe paNa dIkSA pUrve bhojana vyavasthAmATe pUchyuM nathI. keTalA samarpita haze? sonAne AgaAdinI parIkSAmAMthI pasAra thavuM paDe che, temasaMyamIne paNa pariSahonI AgamAMthI pasAra thavuM paDe che. loca Adi svecchAe sahana karavAnI AdatanA kAraNe sahaja rIte AvatA kahe kalApUrNasUri .... *.. 207

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pariSadAdi sahelAIthI sahana karI zakAya che. loca vakhate sahana karanArA ApaNe enA sivAyanA prasaMge koI vALa khece to? sahana karIzuM? vALa to Aje koI nahi khece paNa tamAruM apamAna thAya tevA zabdo kaheze. tyAre tame zuM karazo? gALo to nathI Apato ne? ema vicArajo. gALo Ape to lAkaDI to nathI mArato ne? lAkaDI mAre to jAnathI to nathI mArato ne? jAnathI mAre to dharma-nAza to nathI karatone? ema vicAra karazo to kyAreya gusso nahi Ave. Akroza, tarjanA, ghAtanA, dharmabhraMzane bhAve re; agrima agrima virahathI, lAbha to zuddhasvabhAve re.. -upA. yazo vi. sakjhAya. cha pApasthAnaka pApakSaya, IryApathikI, vaMdanA... Adi 8 kAraNe kAyotsarga thAya che. pAvaraghavAlthi riyArUM..... caityavaMdana bhASya. sukhalAla paMDite kaheluM pratikramaNanA sUtro bIjA AcAryoe racelA che. tenI sAme prazna mUkavAmAM Avyo to pachI gaNadhara bhagavaMto pratikramaNamAM kyA sUtro bolatA hatA? pachI sukhalAlajI e sUtronuM gaNadhara kartRtva svIkAravuM paDyuM. * nAgezvara tIrthamAM pahelIvAra darzana kyatyAre lAgyuM jANe sAkSAt pArzvanAtha maLyA. barAbaranavahAthanI kAyA! bhopAvaramAM zAntinAthanI, jayapuramAM mahAvIrasvAmI Adi kAyotsargastha mUrtio che. AvI mUrtio samakSa kAyotsargano abhyAsa karavA jevo che. alokika tejavALI mUrtionA darzanathI samyaktva nirmaLa thAya che. amadAvAdamAM jAuM tyAre mULIyA, mahAvIrasvAmI, jagavallabha acUka jAuM. sAkSAt mahAvIrasvAmI yAda Ave. paNa tame svayaM zAnta ho to ja evI anubhUti thAya. ahIM roja mahAvIrasvAmInA zAntacitte darzana karo cho? sAMje ghInA dIpakamAM bhagavAnakevA suMdara zobhe che? tamane zaMkhezvara dAdA yAda AvI jaze. 208 *** ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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* bhakti ApaNI paNa zaktibhagavAnanI. bhagavAnanI kRpAthI ApaNI zaktio vyakta thatI rahe che. bhagavAna ja ApaNI zaktione bahAra lAvavAnA mukhya hetu che. gautamasvAmI AnuM uttama udAharaNa che. emanuM abhimAna vinayamAM pariNamyuM. emanI tamAma vinAzagAminI zaktio vikAsagAminI banI. arihaMtanI bhaktithI ApaNI zraddhA, medhA, dhRti, dhAraNA, anuprekSA Adi vadhatA cAle che. * nA pADatA mA-bApane aImuttAe kahyuM : mane mRtyuthI bacAvI zakatA ho to huM dIkSA na lauM ! mA-bApa cUpa thaI gayA. na 100 varSanA bUDhA paNa mota nathI IcchatA. pelI DozIe bheMsa joi yama samajIne kahyuM : huM mAMdI nathI. mAMdo to pelo che. sAdhupaNuM eTale mRtyuMjayI maMtra. sAdhune kadI mRtyuno bhaya na hoya. roja e boleH ''sAhAramutti vaiduM savaM tivideLa vosira'' roja AhAra, upadhi, zarIrano tyAga karIne ja sUve. mRtyuMjayI tapa-japa joIe che ? mRtyuMjayI tapa che : mAsakSamaNa. mRtyuMjayI japa che H navakAra mahAmaMtra. navakAra maMtranuM nAma che : mRtyuMjayI maMtra. mRtyu nahi Ave tema nahi, navakArathI mRtyumAM asamAdhi nahi thAya. samAdhithI maravuM eTale mRtyune jItI javuM. navakArano jApa to phaLe jo tame kALA kAmo ane kALA dhaMdhA na karo. (AvelA lokone navakAravALI gaNavAnI pratijJA apAi.) kahe kalApUrNasUri 209

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I4, 4-9-99, zrA. vada-9. * siddhAntono svAdhyAya vadhe tema saMyamanI zuddhi ane sthiratA vadhe, bhagavAna sAthe abhedabhAve milana thAya. cAritra eTale ja prabhunuM milana. saMto, yogIo prabhu sAthe milana karI zake che. jANa cAritra te AtamA, zuddha svabhAvamAM ramato re; lezyA zuddha alaMkye, moha vane navi bhamato re... -AvA cAritra sudhI koI rIte pahoMcI zakAya? jJAna pramANe zraddhA, zraddhA pramANe cAritra, cAritra pramANe dhyAna, dhyAna pramANe bhagavAna maLe che. sAdhanomAM nyUnatA rAkhIe chIe mATe ja bhagavAna maLatA nathI. cAlyA vinA dhyeya kema Ave? khAdhA vinA tRpti kema maLe? samyagdarzana, jJAna, cAritra prabhu-prAptino upAya che. ena sevIe to prabhu kema maLe? rasto maLI gayo, paNa cAlavuM to paDe ja ne? dIkSA dhyeyanI samApti nathI. sAdhanAnI pUrNAhuti nathI, kharekhara to sAdhanAno prAraMbha che. - mithyAtva guNasthAnaka paNa sAcA arthamAM apunabaMdhaka (metrI daSTi) mAMghaTe. guNanuM sthAna te guNasthAnaka. bAkI oghathI mithyAtva guNasthAnaka to ekendriyane che tema ApaNane paNa hoya to pharaka zo paDyo? 210... ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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bahArathI ApaNI bhale puSkaLa prazaMsA thatI hoya, paNa e kAMI ApaNI sAdhanAnuM sarTiphikeTa nathI. lokonA kahevAthI ApaNe zreSTha banI zakatA nathI. atyAre ApaNe jANIe chIe kharA, paNa bIjAne jaNAvavA mATe. jyAM sudhI e jJAna ApaNI sAdhanAmAM na lagADIe tyAM sudhI AtmakalyANa nahi thAya. prIti, bhakti, vacana, asaMga-AcAra yogomAM sthira, majabUtarahIeto kyAMya bhUlA na paDIe. jinezvara vihita evuM koI anuSThAnanathI, jemAM Atmazuddhinahoya nukazAnIno aMza nahine naphAno pAra nahi. 4 nagara-praveza vakhate paga pUMjavA kharA, paNa loko kaMIka ADI - avaLI zaMkA kare tema hoya to na paNa pUjavA. * pezAbano vegakadI rokavo nahi rokavAthI AMkhane nukazAna thAya. * atyAre ApaNA mATe zAstra e ja tIrthakara che. zAstranuM bahumAna te bhagavAnanuM bahumAna che. zAstre puraskRte tasmAd, vItarAgaH puraskRtaH / puraskRte punastasmAdra, niyamAt sarvasiddhayaH / / zAstra AgaLa dharyA, teNe bhagavAnane AgaLa dharyA, bhagavAnane AgaLa dharyA, tene sarvasiddhi maLe ja. * artha puruSArthadAna dharma sAthe kAma puruSArthazIladharma sAthe gharma puruSArtha tapa dharma sAthe mokSa puruSArtha bhAvadharma sAthe saMbaMdhita che. * Dagale ne pagale zarIramAMthI azuci nIkaLe che. zarIranI zuddhi pANIthI thaI zake. AtmA paNa Dagale ne pagale game teTalI kALajI rAkhavA chatAM azuddhithI kharaDAto rahe che. mATe ja IriyAvahiyaM dareka anuSThAna pUrve jarUrI che. pUrNAnaMdasUri (vallabhasUrinA) roja 108 vAra IriyAvahiyaM japatA. mohanuM kAma malina banAvavAnuM bhagavAnanuM kAma nirmaLa banAvavAnuM che. IriyAvahiya ApaNuM bhAva snAna che. bhagavAnanI bhakti ApaNuM bhAvasnAna che. IriyAvahiyaM jIvametrI. navakAra - jinabhaktinuM sUtra che. kahe kalApUrNasUri ....... *.. 211

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* maitrI Ave tyAM pramoda, karuNA ane madhyasthatA Ave ja. pramoda, karuNA ane madhyasthatA maitrIne TakAvanArA paribaLo che. * azubhabhAvonuM mULa be kaniSTha IcchA che : 1) mane koI duHkha na Avo. mArA badhA duHkha TaLI jAva. 2) duniyAnA badhA ja sukho mane ja maLe. AmAMthI ja azubha bhAvo pedA thAya che. dveSa, tiraskAra, IrSyA, asUyA, mAyA, lobha vagere doSo AmAMthI ja pedA thAya che. - have e be azubhabhAvone dUra karavA be zubhabhAvo jagAvo. 1) koI pApa na karo, jagatamAM, 2) koI du:khI na bano jagatamAM bIjA mATe zubha bhAvanAono dhodha vahAvatAM ApaNane sukhano dhodha maLe che. duHkha miTAvavA hoya to pApa miTAvavA paDaze. kAraNake duHkhanuM mULa pApa che. tamArA koI mitra che ? mitranA duHkhe tame duHkhI bano cho ne ? te dUra karavA kAMIka prayatna karo cho ne ? have jagatanA sarvajIvone mitra banAvo. tamane svahitanI ciMtA hoya to paNa parahitanI ciMtA karo. parahitanI ciMtA vinA sva-hita thaI zakatuM nathI. maitrI bhAvanAthI kAruNyabhAvanA sakriya che. du:khInA duHkha dUra karavAno prayatna che. abrAhama liMkane (amerikAnA presiDenTa) khADAnA kIcaDamAM phasAyelA Dukkarane jAte bahAra kADheluM. A karuNA kahevAya. parahita - cintA maitrI, paraduHkhavinAzinI karuNA / para-sula-tuSTinuMvitA, paravoSopekSaLamupekSA / / A cAreya bhAvanAno, svAdhyAya karavo hoya to eka pustaka che. tenuM nAma che : 'dharmabIja.' prastAvanA che : bhadraMkara vi. nI. lekhaka che H tattvAnaMda vi. A cAra bhAvanAnA baLe ja bhagavAnane aSTaprAtihAryAdinI Rddhi maLI che. 'turthya yoAtmane nama:' vItarAga stotramAM hemacandrasUrie kahyuM che. yogIne A cAra bhAvanAo svayaMsiddha hoya. zAntasudhArasa bhAvanAmAM vinaya vi. kahe che : yogI game teTalI sAdhanA karato 2 kahe kalApUrNasUri

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hoya, paNa zAntarasano AsvAda A bhAvanAo vinA zakya nathI. durbAnanI bhUtaDIo A bhAvanAthI bhAgI jAya che. bhaktiH jagaciMtAmaNiH abhuta bhaktisUtra che. ApaNA sUtro be vibhAgamAM vaheMcAyelA che: maitrI, bhaktimAM navakAra, namutthaNa, jaga. vagere bhakti sUtra. IriyA., tasma, vaMdanu vagere sUtro maitrI sutro che. namaskAramAM namaskaraNIyanI vRddhi thatI jAya tema phaLa vadhatuM jAya. dAnamAM jema lenAra vadhe to phaLa vadhatuM jAya. dukAnamAM grAhaka vadhe to kamANI vadhatI jAya tema..... kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... ... 213.

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vaDha, i-9-99, zrA. va. 10, * pitA, putra jo vyasanonA ravADe caDe to duHkhI thayA vinA na rahe. ApaNe, jo doSonA ravADe caDIe to ApaNA paramapitA bhagavAna duHkhI nahibane? ApaNe bhagavAnane Azrita nathI banyA mATe ja duHkhI banyA chIe. bhagavAnano Azraya nahi karIzuM tyAM sudhI duHkhI banavAnA ja. svAtaMtrya eTale ja mohanuM pAtaMtrya, e haju jIvane samajAtuM nathI. mohanI AdhInatAthI chuTavA bhagavAnanI parAdhInatA svIkAravI ja paDaze. bhagavAna kAMI tamane parAdhIna banAvavA mAMgatA nathI. bIjAnI jema bhagavAna tamane potAnAvADAmAM keda karavA mAMgatA nathI, paNa vAstaviktA echeke AvI parAdhInatA vinA ApaNo uddhAra nathI. Ane parAdhInatA na kahevAya, paNa samarpaNabhAva kahevAya. * haribhadrasUrine ghaNA kahetAH tame navA - navA prakaraNo raco cho, tethI loko tamArA prakaraNo ja vAMcaze, AgamAM mUkI deze. mArA graMthothI Agamo paranI ruci vadhaze. Agama-sAgaramAM pravezavAnI A to nAvaDIo che. nAvaDI sAgarathI virodhI zI rIte hoI zake?" haribhadrasUrinA AvA javAbo hatA. * eka sAdhu ja A jagatamAM evo che, je svayaM durgatithI bacI, bIjA paNa anekane bacAve che. taravaiyo jema tare ane tarAve. 214 ... .. kahe kalApUrNasUri

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cAritravijayakacchIe pAlItANAmAM pUra AvyuM tyAre 100-mANasone potAnA hAthe tAryA, tema sAdhu jIvane tAre che. * pataMjalie lakhyuMH yAzcittavRttinirodha: I yazo vi.e lakhyuMH saMkliSTacittavRttinirodhaH / A vyAkhyA jena darzananI banI gaI. azubha vicArono ja rodha karavo e ja yoga. zubhano nirodha nathI karavAno. pAtaMjala yoga darzananI upA.ma.nI TIkAnuM bhASAMtara paNa paM. sukhalAle kareluM che. * zarIranA traNa doSa - vAta - pitta - kapha. AtmAnA traNa doSa - moha- draSa- rAga. . zaraNAgati, duSkatagaSTha ane sukta anumodanA - A traNa rAgAdi doSone dUra kare * ApaNe karIe chIe badhuM ja. kadAca vidhipUrvaka paNa karIe chIe. paNa upayoga nathI hoto. A upayoga lAvavA ja mAro ATalo parizrama che. pAMca prakAranA anuSThAno viSa, garala, ananuSThAna, taddha,ane amRta. e pAMcamAMthI traNa vajarya che. upayoga tIvra bane, ekAkAra bane, to ja taddhatu anuSThAna banI zake. ApaNuM anuSThAna amRta nahi to tahetu anuSThAna to banavuM ja joIe. * vijJAna aNubomba AdithI mAravAnuM zIkhave che. dharma ane dharmAcAryajIvavAnuM ane jIvADavAnuM zIkhave che. Ajano jamAno vicitra che. mANasa svayaMjIvavA mAMgato nathI, bIjAne jIvADavA mAMgato nathI. bIjAne mAravAnA prayogo ApaNA ja mRtyune notare che; A ja bhavamAM paNa. macchara, kIDI vagere mAravAnI davA? davA to jIvADe, davA mAre? davA mAre to jIvADaze koNa? kIDIvagerene mAravAnA cokavagerenokadI bhUlamAM paNa prayoganahikaratA. sUkSmajaMtune je nukazAna kare te kaMIka aMze mAnavIne paNa nukazAna kare ja. * vizvAstharapramAripu ArAdhanAmAMthI zruta karanAra cheH pramAda - zatru kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... .. 215

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mohano to ja vijaya thAya jo ApaNe pramAdamAM paDIe. madya, viSaya, kaSAya, nidrA, niMdA (vikathA) A pAMca pramAda che. ajJAna 1, saMzaya 2, mithyAjJAna 3, mati bhraMza 4, rAga 5, dveSa 6, dharmamAM anAdara 7 ane yogomAM duppaNidhAna 8 A ATha pramAda bhagavatImAM batAvyA che. badhA pramAdo ajJAnamAMthI pedA thAya che. mATe ajJAna sau prathama mUkyo. anaMtakALa ekendriyamAM kADhyo chene! tIvra ajJAna - tIvramoha che tyAM... chIpa che ke cAMdI? e saMzaya, viparIta jJAna te mithyAjJAna, chIpamAM cAMdInI buddhi. pudgalamAM cetanano bhrama, A ja avidyA che. anityamAM nitya, apavitramAM pavitra, acetanamAM cetanabuddhi te avidyA. zarIra anitya, apavitra, acetana che chatAM ApaNI buddhi ulTI che. matibhraMza - buddhinI bhraSTatA. mithyAjJAnanuM A phaLa che. samyakatvathI mithyAtva jAya, matibhraMza paNa jAya, paNa haju rAga-dveSa ubhA rahe. dharmamAM anAdara paNa ubho rahe. mana - vacana-kAyA barAbara na joDAya te paNa pramAda che. dharmAnuSThAna vakhate traNeya yogonI caMcaLatA duppaNidhAna che. A ATha moDhAvALA pramAda rAkSasano vizvAsa karavA jevo nathI, ema upA. ma. kahe che. je vizvAsa bhagavAna, guru para mUkvo joIe te vizvAsa ApaNe pramAda para mUkI dIdho che. * dhyeya mAtmavadhaniSThA emane ema Atmabodhanahi thAya, pahelA paramAtmAne pakaDavA paDaze. khovAyelo AtmA paramAtmA dvArA maLaze. je divase tamAruM mana paramAtmAmAM lAgyuM te divase tamane AtmA maLI gayo samajajo. ApaNA AtmAnI ciMtA ApaNe jeTalI nathI karatA, tethI vadhu paramAtmA kare che. Atmabodha thayA pachI paNa prabhu ke prabhuzAsananI upekSA nathI karavAnI. A kSayopazama bhAva che. kyAre paNa jaI zake che. international ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri *

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* jJAnathI zraddhA vadhe. jJAna ane zraddhAthI cAritravadhe. jJAnahIna zraddhA udhAra hoya che. zAnathI prApta zraddhA svayaMnI hoya che. pahelA mAtra vaDIlo para vizvAsa hato. pachIthI jAte samajeluM hoya che. pahelI zraddhA calita thaI zake, bIjI nahi. jJAna + zraddhA banne sAthe maLIne cAritra lAve ja. soma, 6-9-99, zrA. vada-11, A traNeya maLIne mokSa lAve ja. mATe ja 'samya varzana- jJAnacAritrALimokSamArga:|' ahIM 'mArgaH'mAM eka vacana, traNeya chuTA-chuTA nahi, paNa sAthe maLe to ja mokSa thAya ema jaNAve che. Akho navakAra 'namo arihaMtANaM' mAM samAI jAya che. kemake arihaMta paMca parameSThimaya che. dIkSA lIdhI tyAre muni, gaNadharonA guru banyA tyAre AcArya pATha Apyo tyAre pAThaka - upAdhyAya, azciMta to svayaM che ja. siddha paNa thavAnA ja. "lokottamo niSpratimastvameva, tvaM zAzvataM maGgalamapyadhIza / tvAmekamarhan zaraNaM prapadye, siddharSisaddharmamayastvameva / / " siddhasena divAkarasUri, zakrastava. lokottama maMgaLa cAra che H arihaMta, siddha, sAdhu ane dharma. sAkaranuM nirmANa anya dUdha Adine paNa madhura banavA mATe thayeluM che, tema arihaMta paNa anyane maMgalabhUta banAvanAra che. arihaMta ja lokottama che, apratima che, zAzvata maMgaLa che, zaraNya che. eka arihaMtamAM bIjA traNeya maMgaLa AvI jAya che. (siddha + RSi + dharma kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... ... 217

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siddharSisaddharmamayaH) * mAro mokSa nizcita thavAno ja che. huM have arihaMtane choDavAno nathI ja. mAro A daDha nirNaya che. AvI daDhatAthI arihaMtane pakaDI lo. vistAra thaze ja. pula para cAlanArane bhayaMkaranadIno paNa bhayanathI. arihaMtane pakaDIne cAlanArane, (jIvanArane) bhayaMkara saMsAno paNa bhaya nathI. pula haju tuTI zake, nadImAM DUbADI zake. arihaMtanuM zaraNuM saMsAramAM DUbADI zake, evuM kadI banyuM nathI, banaze nahi, kevA che arihaMta? guNa saghaLA aMgIkaryA, dUra karyA savidoSa.. ApaNe uchuM kyuM che. badhA doSa bharIne beThA chIe. guNonA AdaranA kAraNe rIsAyelA doSo jatAM jatAM prabhune kahI gayA amane rAkhanArA ghaNAya che. amane tamArI jarAya paDI nathI. jema ujaMTha ziSya jatAM jatAM gurune kahI jAyaH amane rAkhanArA ghaNAya che, tamArI jarAya jarUra nathI. tyAMthI ravAnA thayelA doSo ApaNAmAM bharAI beThA. sAkSAt bhAva - arihaMta na maLyA to paNa ciMtA nahi karatA. nAma-sthApanA-dravyarUpe arihaMta paNa pula banIne ApaNI samakSa AvI ubhA che. A pula para zraddhA che? jagatamAM bIje badhe zraddhA che. mAtra ahIM ja nathI? pula para zraddhA che eTalI paNa zraddhA arihaMta para nathI? 4 dIkSA letAM pahelA mane ghaNA kahetAH gujarAtamAM sAdhuo dADa-dAMDalaDe che. zuM karazo tyAM jaIne...? huM kahetoH Apa bhalA to jaga bhalA! huM sAro banIza to badhuM sAruM banaze. bhagavAnanA bhaktanuM kadI akalyANa thatuM nathI. vidana AvatA nathI. kAmI bhagavAnano bhakta banI zake paNa bhakta kAmI na bane. dA.ta. tulasIdAsa ! ratnAvalImAM Asakta hatA. pachI bhakta banyA. "jahAM rAma vahAM nahikAma, jahAM kAma vahAM nahirAma; tulasI donoM nA rahe, ravi-rajanI Ika kAma" - tulasIdAsa gocarInI AlocanAmAM jIvamaitrI, jinabhakti, gurubhakti traNeya che. 218 ... . .... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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IriyAvahiyaMthI jIvamaitrI, logassa (caturvizati stava) thI jinabhakti, guru samakSa karavAthI gurubhakti. 4 sauthI moTo doSa ApaNo manamojI svabhAva che. marajImAM Ave tema huM karuM! Ane ApaNe vaLI uttama guNa gaNIe chIe, svataMtratA gaNIe chIe, paNa jJAnI kahe che. A ja moTI parataMtratA che. - strIsvAtacamati / strI jema koI avasthAmAM svAdhIna - svaMtatra na hoya. nAnI vayamAM mA-bApa, yauvanamAM pati, ghaDapaNamAM putranA AdhAre jIve. (AvI satIone bhagavAne paNa biradAvI che.) tema ziSya paNa kadI svataMtra na rahe atyAre A maryAdA lupta thatI jAya che. strIsvAtaMtryanI caLavaLa cAle che. eka to vAMdarone uparathI dArU pIvaDAvavAmAM Ave che. AvA bhayaMkara vAtAvaraNamAM pUrvanA prabaLa saMskAro vinA dIkSA laI zakAya nahi, ema huM svAnubhavanA baLe kahI zakuM tema chuM. * ziSya mATe bhagavadbhaktinI jema gurubhakti paNa jarUrI che. paMcasUtramAM lakhyuM : guda vahumA mollo | gurunA bahumAnathI tIrthakara maLe, gurunA bahumAnathI evuM puNya baMdhAya, jethI A jIvanamAM paNa tIrthakara maLe. kaI rIte? samApatti dvArA, dhyAna dvArA, ema haribhadrasUrie kahyuM che. guprimAvena, tIrthavanaMmatam haribhadrasUri yoga. samu. * gurune vaMdana karatA hoIe tyAre teo vyAkSita, pramatta (uMghamAM), avaLA mukhavALA, AhAra-nihAra karatA ke karavAnI taiyArImAM hovA na joIe. (tyAre gurune vaMdana na karavA.) * sthaDila - mAtrunA vegane rokavAthI ghaNuM nukazAna thAya che. mATe kadI rokavA nahi. pachIthI hospiTalamAM javuM tenA karatAM pahelethI ja ApaNe ApaNuM svAthya jALavI rAkhavuM joIe. ApaNe ja ApaNA vaidya thavAnuM che. adhyAtmasAra eka pramAda badhA doSone tANI lAve. mATe ja te jItavA AtmabodhanI niSThA keLavavI. e mATe sarvatra va mAma: purA sarvatra Agamane AgaLa rAkhavA. namo arihaMtANuM Agamano sAra che. prazna : sAmAyika niryuktinA prAraMbhamAM navakAranI vyAkhyA kema? kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... *** 219

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uttara H navakAra sAmAyikathI bhinna nathI, ema batAvavA mATe. navakAra sAmAyikanuM Adi sUtra che. mAla bhagavAnano, guMthaNI gaNadharonI. mAla bhagavAnano. pekIMga gaNadharonuM AtmA atIndriya che. hetu - tarkathI na pAmI zakAya. anubhavagamya ja che AtmA. 'cAvyA: vinpA:' AgamanA abhyAsathI kuvikalpo dUra thAya. nirvikalpa dazAno anubhava na thAya tyAM sudhI kuvikalpa-nirodhano abhyAsa karavo. 'gheya vRddhAnuvRttvA' haMmezA vRddhane anusaravuM. badhA juvAna joIe, vRddho nahi. evI jIddavALA pelA rAjAnI kathA yAda che ne ? 'sAkSAtkAryatattvam' Atmatattvano sAkSAtkAra karavo. enI tIvrabhAvanA hovI joIe. 'AtmasAkSAtkAra karyA vinA nathI maravuM' Avo dRDha nirNaya karo. jema zrAvakano manoratha 'dIkSA vinA maravuM nahi' hoya, tema sAdhuno manoratha AtmasAkSAtkArano hoya. AtmasAkSAtkAra eTale paramAtmAno sAkSAtkAra ! je kSaNe paramAtmA dekhAze te ja kSaNe AtmA dekhAze. paramAtmA ja kaheze : tuM ane huM eka ja chIe. eTale paramAtmA ke AtmAnuM darzana eka ja che. dariyA se moja, moja se dariyA nahi hai judA hama se nahi, judA hai khudA, aura khudA te hama. A badhI bAbato jIvanamAM anubhavIne meM tamane batAvI che. ema yazovi. lakhe cheH anubhavavedya: prahArogyam / 220 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri www.janhelibrary.org

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maMgaLa, 7-9-99, zrA. vada-12-13. * guno na kare tene sajA nathI maLatI. rAga-dveSa na kare tene karma baMdhAtA nathI. rAga-dveSa karavA e ja guno guno karanArane sajAmaLeja. siddhone nathI maLatI. kAraNake teo koI guno karatA nathI. mallinAtha bhagavAnane strI banavuM paDyuM. accheruM thayuM, paNa karmasattAe kAyado na badalAvyo. A karmasattAthI choDAvanAra dharmasattA che. madevI mAtAne karmasattAthI choDAvanAra bhagavAnanA darzana hatA. * jyArathI saMsAra che cAratha tIrthakara bhagavAna che ja. tIrthakara ghaNIvAra maLyA haze, paNa yogAvaMcakapaNuM nathI maLyuM. tIrthakara ke gurumane tAnArA che evuM na jaNAya tyAM sudhI yogAvaMcakapaNuM maLatuM nathI. gozALo ane gautama bane mahAvIra maLelA. ekane phaLyA bIjAne TyA. ekane yogAvaMcakapaNuM maLyuM bIjAne na maLyuM. *gADImAM beThA pachI tame zuM puruSArthakya? chatAM tame muMbaIthI ahIM AvI gayAne? bhagavAnanA zruta- cAritradharmanI gADImAM besI jAva. svayamevamuktinagare pahoMcI jazo. ApaNe mAtra temAM besavAno prayatna karavAno che. mAtra samarpita thavAnuM che. bAkI badhuM bhagavAna saMbhALI leze. - sAgaramAM tophAna Ave tyAre khalAsI - nAvikanuM mAnavuM paDe, kahe tema karavuM paDe, tema mohanA tophAnamAM deva-gurunI vAta mAnavI paDe. kahe kalApUrNasUri .... ... 221

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meghakamAne dIkSAnI prathama catrajavidana AveluM tyAre bhagavAna mahAvIranuM mAnyA. AthI temano jIvanaratha unmArge jatAM bacI gayo. bhagavAnane je jIvana sArathi banAve tene kyAMya ADA - avaLA rakhaDavuM paDe nahi. saMyamathI hiMmata hArI gayelA nirAza meghamunimAM mahAvIra deve AzAno saMcAra ryo, hiMmatabharI dIdhI. anukULatAnI abhilASAnA sthAne pratikULatA parapremajagADyo. sukhazIlatAe saMsAramAM DUbAvyA che, sahanazIlatAe saMsArathI tAryA che. pUrvajanmamAM zuM sahana kareluM te meghakumArane bhagavAne yAda karAvyuM. eka yojananuM mAMDaluM banAveluM temAM bIjA jIvono vicAra karelo. bIjAnA vicAramAMthI ja dharma zarU thAya che. hAthIno eka guNa dhyAnamAM rAkhavA jevo che nIcI najara rdhA vinA pagana mUke. meghakumAranA jIve sasalAne bacAvelo. secanake halla - vihalane bacAvelA. hAthIne ATalo viveka AvavAnuM kAraNa karmavivara, tathA bhavyatvano paripAka. jIvo bhagavAnane priya che. jIvone priya banAvIe tyAre ApaNe bhagavAnane priya banI ja jaIe. ene bahu moTuM InAma maLe. samaja vinAkarAyelo dharmapaNa meghakumAra banAvI zake to samajathI karAyelo dharmazuM . nakarI zake? hAthI Ama rasALa, abhimAnI, khAvAnI bAbatamAM asahiSNu hoya che, chatAM aDhI aDhI divasathI bhUkha - tarasa sahIne paga uMce rAkhyo; niHsvArthabhAve mAtra eka sasalAne bacAvavA. e kAMI nAnI sUnI vAta nahotI. AthIja khuza thayelI karmasattAe sasalAne bacAvanAra hAthIne meghakumArabanAvyo. bhAvi tIrthakara zreNika jevA pitA maLyA, bhAva tIrthakara mahAvIradeva jevA guru maLyA. bhagavAnanuM zaraNuM svIkArI lo eTale tamAre kazuM karavAnuM nahi tame bhakti karatAMkaratAM ja bhagavAna banI jazo. DAIvara potAnI sAthe ja potAnI gADImAM besanArane paNa gaMtavya sthAne pahoMcADI de che. DrAIvara pote pahelA pahoMcI jAyane bIjA pachI pahoce evuM kadI banatuM nathI. 222 ... .... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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bhagavAna paNa AvA ja che. bhagavAna sva-para dharmanuM pravartana pAlana, vazIkaraNa kare che. e ja dharmasArathi banI zake, sArathie ghoDAonuM tathA gADInuM pravartana, pAlana ane vazIkaraNa karavAnuM hoya che tema. koIpaNa vyakti ke guru taraphathI dharma maLe, paNa enuM mULa sthAna to bhagavAnamAM ja maLaze. bhagavAne dharmanuM evuM vazIkaraNa kareluM che ke e bhagavAnane choDIne baje kyAMya jAya nahi. jema sArathi pAse ghoDAnuM vazIkaraNa hoya che. bhagavAna mokSamAM jAya pachI paNa emanA guNo ane zaktio A vizvamAM hoya ja che. bhagavAnanA guNonuM, nAmanuM, mUrtinuM smaraNa, zravaNa, darzanaahIM beThA paNa ApaNe karI zakIe chIe. jenadarzana mULathI koI padArthano abhAva (atyaMtAbhAva) nathI mAnatuM. ApaNA mATe saMpUrNapaNe koI gerahAjaranathI. enI sAthenA saMyogano abhAva thAya che. ApaNe chadmastha chIe. kadAca bhagavAnane nathI joI zakatA, paNa bhagavAna to ApaNA badhAne jue ja chene? eka nartakI para hajAronI najara samAya to eka paramANu para anaMtA prabhunuM arUpI jJAna kema na samAya? bhaktiH jaina darzanamAM bhaktisUtra kayuM che? ema na pUcho. karyuM sUtra bhaktisUtra nathI? ema pUcho. badhA ja sUtro bhaktisUtro che. kAraNake badhA ja bhakti utpAdaka che. jagaciMtAmaNimAM nAmAdi cAreya prakAre arihaMta che. nAma be prakAre (1) sAmAnya - arihaMta - jagataciMtAmaNi vagere. (2) vizeSa - RSabhAdi - risahasatteji vagere sthApanA sattAva sadA ..... timanougvatraNeya lokanA biMbone vaMdana.cetya eTale jinapratimA, jinAlaya traNalokanA cetyanI (jinAlayanI) saMkhyA: 97 hajAra, pa6 lAkha, 8 kroDa, 32so ane 82. dravya jinaH tamAme traNeya kALanA jinane vaMdana. bhAva jina : saMpai jiNavara vIsa / kahe kalApUrNasUri ... ... 223

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budha, 8-9-99, zrA. vada-14. * ApaNA upara ekeka pUrvAcAryano upakAra che. jo emaNe zAsana na calAvyuM hota to? sAMkaLanA dareka aMkoDAnI jema ekekano upakAra che. * jeo pAmyA che teo prabhunA premathI ja pAmyA che. prabhupremanI jhalaka meLavanArAoe potAnI saMpUrNa jAta prabhune soMpI dIdhI. ApaNe to ghaNuM badhuM rAkhIne thoDuMka ApIe chIe. bhagavAnane sarvaprathama oLakhanAra mAnava gautama hatA. AvyA hatA vAda karavA paNa thaI gayA ziSya. mithyAtva gayuM. samyakatva AvyuM. apramatta sudhInI bhUmikA gautama konA thakI pAmyA? kevaLa bhagavAnanA premanA prabhAvathI ja. dAnavIramANekalAlacunIlAle (muMbaI) mane kahyuM: "meMbadhAne badhI chuTa ApelI, levAya teTaluM laI lo. paNa mArI pAsethI koI eka lAkha lenAro nathI maLyo. eka 50 hajAravALo maLelo." mANasa keTaluM mAMgI zake? potAnA bhAgyathI vadhu nahi. bhagavAna sarvasva ApavA taiyAra che. ApaNe keTaluM laIzuM? mAMgo to Aje ja samyatva maLI jAya. jinabhaktirata cittane re, vedhakarasa guNa prema re; sevaka jinapada pAmazere, rasasiddha aya jema re.." loDhA jevA AtmAne prabhu-guNanA premano vedhakarasasparze eTale AtmA paramAtma - suvarNatvathI jhaLakI uThe. pelo vedhakarasa maLe ke na maLe, ApaNA hAthamAM nathI, paNa prabhu-guNano prema ApaNA hAthanI vAta che. 224 ... ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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* "mArA bhAgyamAM kyAM cAritra che?' evuM kahenAro 'mArA bhAgyamAM kyAM bhojana che?" evuM kadI kema nathI kaheto? AjanuM bhAgyagaIkAlano ApaNo puruSArtha che. Ajano puruSArtha AvatIkAlanuM bhAgya banaze. * koI aSTAMgayoga, koI bIjI dhyAna paddhati batAve. bhagavAne sAmAyika batAvyuM, je badhI dhyAna - paddhatione Takkara mAre. sAmAyika bhagavAne mAtra kahyuM nathI, jIvanamAM utAryuM che. sAmAyikamAM sarva anuSThAnono saMgraha che. sarvajJa kathita "sAmAyika dharma pustaka bahAra paDeluM che te jojo. ApaNI pAse AveluM sAmAyika bharavADanA hAthamAM AvelA ciMtAmaNi jevuM che, je kAgaDAo uDADavA te pheMkI de che. * navakAra, karemi bhaMte sivAya bIjA sUtro pota-potAnA zAsanamAM gaNadharonA alaga alaga hoya. zabdomAM pharaka; arthamAM nahimATe ja koI paNa tIrthakare kaheluM hoya paNa temAM koI pharaka na Ave. anaMtA tIrthakaroe je kahyuM che e ja teo kaheze. mATe ja sImaMdharasvAmI pAsethI sAMbhaLeluM nigodavarNana kAlikAcArya pAsethI sAMbhaLatAM paNa saudharmendrane evuM ja lAgyuM mAthuM pharI gayuM hoya te ja AgamamAM pheraphAra kare, ke pheraphAra karavAnI IcchA kare * jeTalI daSTi khule teTalI uttamatA dekhAya. municandrasUrijIne koDhIyAmAM uttama puruSa (zrIpALa) dekhAyo. siddhAMto sau saMsArIne paNa sat - cit - AnaMdathI pUrNa jue che. * maMtra, vidyA, siddhi vagere aneka dRSTie logassa sUtra mahattvapUrNa che. kAyotsargamAM paNa teno prayoga karAya che. kAryotsargamAM te dhyAnAtmaka banatAM tenuM baLa vadhI jAya. koIpaNa vastu sUkSma banatAM tenuM baLa vadhI jAya che. bodhi samAdhi prApta karavAnI AmAM kaLA che. bIjA badhA maMtra-yaMtrAdithI A caDI jAya. A sUtrathI ApaNuM citta prasanna bane, je prasannatA saMsAramAM sauthI durlabha che, koDo DolarathI paNa maLatI nathI. ahIM vagara paise logassa tamane cittanI prasannatA ApavA sajaja che. kAraNa ke logassamAM tIrthakaranuM bhAvapUrvakanuM kIrtana che. evaM mae abhithuA = sAme rahelAnI stuti! bhagavan! Apa mArI samakSa rahelA chone meM ApanI stuti karI che. tame A logassane jIvanamAM utAravA mAMgatA ho to kahuM nahito mauna rahe kahe kalApUrNasUri .. 2 25

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tamArI sAme to mAtra phonanuM bhUMgaLuM che, chatAM tame vyaktinI sAthe vAta karo cho, logassa, navakAra, mUrti vagere paNa bhUMgaLA che, je prabhunI sAthe ApaNane joDI Ape che. ekamAM yaMtrazakti che. bIjAmAM maMtrazakti! pratimA, navakAra vagere arihaMta che, arihaMta sAthe joDanArA che, evuM haju cittamAM lAgyuM nathI. mATe ja mana prabhumAM coMTatuM nathI. logassa vagere rojanA thayA, ema tamane lAge che, to dukAna, patnI vagere paNa rojanA nathI? tyAM kema rasa Ave che? tyAM svArtha che to ahIM svArtha nathI? sAco svArtha ja ahIM che. svArthano artha samajo. sva eTale AtmA. artha eTale prayojana. * "tisthara jepIyaM bhagavan! mArA para prasanna thAo. prasIddha mavidhi " bhagavAna vaLI aprasanna hoya? bhagavAna aprasanna nathI, paNa ApaNe prasanna banIe eTale bhagavAna prasanna thayA gaNAya. bhagavAnanI pUjAnuM phaLa A ja che cittanI prasannatA. "manAItaH mana samathiH tati niHzreyAma.... to di tapULanama nyAyam' - Ama umAsvAti mahArAja kahe che. bhagavAnanA arcanAdithI jJAnAvaraNIyAdi 4 ghAtakarmono nAza thAya. jJAna prApta karAve mATe jJAnAvaraNIya karma darzana prApta karAve mATe darzanAvaraNIya karma, cAritra prApta karAve mATe mohanIya karma, ullAsa prApta kacave mATe aMtarAya karmane prabhubhaktihaTAve che. * gurunuM jeTaluM bahumAna karIe te bhagavAnanuM ja bahumAna che. 'no puruM mo baMnna' je gurune mAne che temane mAne che, ema bhagavAne kahyuM che gurutattvanI sthApanA paNa bhagavAne ja karI chene? Ama alaga dekhAya, paNa Ama guru ane deva eka ja che. arihaMta svayaM paNa deva che, tema guru paNa che. gaNadharonA guru ja che. duniyAnA deva che. arihaMta banne khAtA saMbhALe che. jenetara darzananI jema ApaNe tyAM guru ane deva AtyaMtika rUpe bhinna nathI. uttarAdhyayanamAM kahyuM che prabhu stuti-kIrtana AdithI jJAnadarzanAdirUpa bodhilAbha maLe che. vaLI, A ja kALamAM te jIvanmuktino anubhava karAve che. 226 ... ....... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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l4, 9-9-99, zrA, vada-0)) nAma grahaMtA AvI mile, mana bhItara bhagavAna...' prabhu nAma maMtranuM - mUrtinuM smaraNa darzana karavAthI paramAtmAnA kevalajJAnAdi guNonuM dhyAna karavAthI sAkSAt jANe prabhu sAme UbhA hoya, bhaktane bolAvatA hoya evA anubhavo thAya che. bhaktane thAya H A svapna che ke zuM ? dekhAtA bhagavAna mArA hRdayamAM praveza pAmI gayA che. bhagavAna jANe mane bolAvatA hoya ! aMge aMgamAM vyApI gayA hoya tevA anubhavo thAya che, AvA anubhavo pratimAzatakamAM yazovijayajI e batAvyA che. zuM A vAta satya haze ? vItarAga, siddhazilAmAM rahelA bhagavAna A kALamAM kaI rIte AvI zake ? mokSamAM gayelA bhagavAna jainonA mate to nIce Ave nahi. rAma, kRSNa, zaMkara vagere darzana Ape paNa vItarAga kema darzana Ape ? sAthe upA. yazovijayajI ma. jevA prakhara vidvAna AvA zabdo TAMke to anubhava vinAnI to vAta na ja hoya. kaI vAta sAcI ? banne vAta sAcI. siddhamAM gayA che, nathI AvatA te vAta sAcI tema yazovi. ma.nI vAta paNa sAcI. bhaktanI bhASA lokathI to judI paDe, paNa zAstrathI paNa judI paDe, chatAM zAstraviruddha na kahevAya. zAstrathI atikrAnta anubhava te sAmarthya yoga che. kahe kalApUrNasUri .... ...227

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bhaktane vItarAga prabhu maLyA vinA na rahe, te paNa sAcuM che. yadA dhyAyati yad yogI, yAti tanmayatAM tadA / dhyAtavyo vItarAgastad, nityamAtmavizuddhaye / / - yogasAra. ApaNo cAre bAju bhaTakato upayoga jyAre prabhu-nAma-mUrti AdimAM jAya tyAre te AkAre banI jAya. jenuM dhyAna kare tevA AkAre banI jAya. pratimAnuM ullaMghana karIne tame muktino mArga hArI gayA, bhagavAne kAMI potAnI pUjA mATe mUrti - nAma vagerenuM nathI kahyuM. e badhuM jaNAvavA yazovijayajI e pratimA zataka banAvyuM che. nAmAdi 4mAM ciMtana karatAM cetanA prabhumaya banI jAya che. dUra rahelI vastu paNa tyAre sAkSAt sAme dekhAya. ekAkAratA mAtra hovI joIe. tumahi najIka najIka sabahI hai, tuma nyAre taba saba hI tyAre... AvuM yazovijayajI ma. kaI apekSAe kahe che ? bhagavAna dUra che to dUra, najIka che to najIka che. paNa dUra-najIka zI rIte bane che? cetanA prabhumAM ekAkAra bane tyAre prabhu najIka. prabhumAM ekAkAra na bane tyAre prabhu dUra - A ja vAta che. A badhA vAkyo 500-1000 varSa pachI paNa koI bhaktahRdayI pedA thAya tyAre tene kAma lAge mATe racAyA che. 'vItarAga che' ema kahIne tame bhoLAne bhale samajAvo, paNa huM na samajuM. mAre to ApanI pAsethI ja meLavavuM che. Apa ja Apazo. A mArI bALa-haTha che.' bhaktanI A bhASA che. bhagavAna pAse bALaka banI jAva. bhagavAna tamArA che. bhagavAnane meLavavA bALaka banavuM paDe. vidvAnonuM ahIM kAma nathI. ApaNI cetanA bIje goThavAyela che, mATe ja prabhu maLatA nathI. 'dhyAna padastha prabhAvathI, cAkhyo anubhava svAda.'' 228 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri www.ehebrary.org

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- mAnavijayajI upAdhyAya, pAprabha stavana. padastha" eTale nAmarUpa padanuM dhyAna. karmakSayathI maLatI videhamukti che. bhaktithI A ja jIvanamAM maLatI mukti te jIvanmukti che, bhakta evI mukti ahIM ja anubhave che. A kALamAM na hovA chatAM bhaktane bhagavAne A mukti (jIvanmukti) ApavI paDe pachI bhakta khumArIthI kahI uThe che. have mane mokSanI paNa pavA nathI. mokSoDatuvA mADatuM" "muktithI adhika tuja bhakti muja mana vasI..." A kALamAM paNa bhakti muktine kheMcI zake che. bhakta banI juo. mIrAM, narasI vagerene emanA bhagavAna maLe to ApaNane na maLe? yazovijayajI ma.ne maLe to ApaNane na maLe? tIrtha che tyAM sudhI tIrthakarane AMtarika dehathI ahIM rahevuM ja paDe che, nAmAdithI evuM ja paDe che. "nAmADaDabratidravyamAvai " cArarUpathI bhagavAna sarvatra sarvadA sarvane pavitra karI rahyA che, ema hemacandrasUri emane ema to nahi kahetA hoya. "nAme tuM jagamAM rahyo, sthApanA paNa timahI; dravya bhavamAdivase, paNa nakase kisahi." - jJAnavimalasUri. A zabdone kadI to UMDANathI vicAro. bhagavAnanuM nAma ke "namo arihaMtANaM" ApaNe sAmAnya rIte laIe chIe. paNa uMDANathI juo to emAM ja bhagavAna dekhAze. tamArA nAmane bhUlI jajo, bhagavAnanA nAmane nahi bhUlatA. pelo zloka yAda che ne? "mannamUrti samavAya......" dasa hajArano ceka maLI gayo eTale dasa hajAra maLI ja gayA, kahevAya. bhagavAnanuM kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... *** 229

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nAma maLI gayuM eTale bhagavAna ja maLI gayA kahevAya. briTIzakALamAM kalakattAnI kolejamAM TIcare vIMTI kADhIne kahyuMAmAMthI koNa nIkaLI zakaze? eka vidyArthIe cIThImAM potAnuM nAma lakhIne cIThI vIMTImAMthI pasAra karI dIdhI. cIThImAM lakheluM hatuMH "subhASacandra bojha' vyakti ane vyaktinuM nAma alaga nathI. vyavahArathI paNa A samajAya che ne? tamArI sahIthI keTalAya kAmo nathI cAlatA? buddhijIvIone A nahi samajAya. A mATe hRdayajIvI-prabhujIvI banavuM paDaze. koI dravya bIjA dravyamAM praveza karI zake nahi, paraspara apravezI che. paNa prabhunuM nAma ApaNA hRdayamAM pravezI zake. aMgeaMgamAM ekAkIbhAva pAmI zake. jaya viyarAyamAM zuM kahyuM che? mArAmAM koI prabhAva nathI, huM A badhuM meLavI zakuM, paNa tArA prabhAvathI bhavanibaeNo vagere maLe. "hou marma tuha prabhAva bhayad ' pitAnA sAmarthya para vizvAsa che, paNa paramAtmAnA sAmarthya para vizvAsa nathI. pitA putra suputra bane to meLavI zake tema ApaNe AjJApAlaka banIe to emanI prabhutA meLavI zakIe. pratimA AlaMbana mATe che. dhIre dhIre Adata paDatAM ema ja bhagavAna sAme dekhAvA lAgaze. jalapAtramAM jema sUryadekhAya, tema bhaktane mUrtimAM bhagavAna dekhAya che. jalapAtramAM dekhAto sUryasAco nahi? manapharAmAM (vi. saM. 2037) bahibhUmie jatAM taLAvamAM sUryanA pratibiMbanA prakAzathI paNa garamI lAgatI, mAthuM dukhatuM. bolo, kayo sUrya sAco? uparavALo sUrya ke taLAvamAM pratibiMbita sUrya? kyA bhagavAna sAcA? upara rahelA te ke hRdayamAM AvelA te? banne sAcA. taLAvaDahoLAyeluM hoya to pratibiMba nahidekhAya. ApaNuM citta paNa kaluSita hoya to bhagavAna nahi Ave. bhagavAna nathI bhAgyA, paNa ApaNe bhagADI dIdhA. ApaNI prasannatA prabhunI prasannatA sUcave che. eTaleke citta prasanna banatAM ja prabhunuM tyAM pratibiMba 230 .... . kahe kalApUrNasUri WWW.jainelibrary.org

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bodhi - samAdhi jIvanmukti ane pUrNa Arogya videhamukti che. A banne mukti gaNadharoe logassamAM bhagavAna pAse mAgI che. 445 varSadIkSA lIdhe thayA. tenAthI paNa pahelA, bALapaNathI ja meM bhagavAnane pakaDyA. AgaLa vadhIne kahuM to keTalAya bhavothI bhagavAna pakaDyA haze te khabara nahi. bhavobhava bhagavAna sAthe che, ema ja mane lAge che. sAdhanA mATe dhIraja joIe. utAvaLe AMbA na pAke, hA, bAvaLIyA pAke. "nAma gratA AvI mile, mana bhItara bhagavAna." mAnavijayajInI A paMkti parathI ja pustakanuM nAma "mile mana bhItara bhagavAna pADyuM che. mohanIyano jeTalA aMze hAsa thayo hoya teTalA aMze ApaNe sahaja svabhAvamAM sthira thaIete vakhate ApaNe siddho sAthe milana karI zakIe. tyAre bhaktane ema lAge che mArI premasaritA prabhunA mahAsAgaramAM maLI gaI che. nAmastava (logassa)no mahimA keTalo che te upadhAnathI khyAla Avaze. te meLavavA tamAre keTalo tapa vagere karavo paDe che ? te samajo. eno mahimA samajAze. mATe ja logassa ane namutthaNe bannenA upadhAna alaga goThavyA che. mahAnizIthamAM kahyuM che. prabhunuM nAma eTaluM pavitra che ke zIlasaMpanna sAdhaka jo ene jape to bodhi, samAdhi ane siddhi zIdhra pAme. logassano kAussagna jIvanamAM Ave mATe A badhuM kahyuM che. ApaNA saMghamAM 1008 logassano kAussagna karanAra che. hiMmatabhAI 346 logassano kAusagga roja kare che. eka vakhata to AkhI rAta kAusagnamAM kADhelI. kahe kalApUrNasUri .. ... 231

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I4, 18-9-99, bhA, suda-8 sAdhunI AhAra caryAH dharmasaMgraha graMthanA bIjA bhAgamAM sAdhunI carcA savistara batAvI che. prathama bhAgamAM zrAvaka - dharmanuM varNana che. ekeka vidhinuM sUkSmatAthI nirIkSaNa karatAM jaNAze tIrthakaronI jIvo para keTalI karuNA che! sAdaDImAM cAlu mAMDalImAM eka mahAtmA (cAritrabhUSaNa vi.) nA pAtrAmAMthI eka kUtaro methIno lADavo UThAvI gayelo. mATe ja vAparatAM pahelA upara - nIce ane AjubAju jovAnuM vidhAna che. gocarImAM pharatA, pasInAthI rebajheba thayelA jaina sAdhune joIne eka niSNAta vaidya pAchaLa-pAchaLa cAlato upAzrayamAM Avyo. tAtkAlika vAparaze to munine doSono prakopa thaze- ema te mAnato hato. paNa sAdhu mahArAja to paccakhANa pArI, 17 gAthAno svAdhyAya karI pachI vAparavA beThA, AthI zarIranA dhAtuo sama thaI gayA. pachI vAparavA beThA tethI vaidya sarvokta vidhAna para jhUkI paDyo kevuM sarvajJanuM zAsana! bhayaMkara bhUkha lAgI hoya tyAre 17 gAthAno svAdhyAya paNa 77 gAthA jeTalo lAbha Ape. * dharma karIe to mAtra ApaNane ja nahi, AkhI duniyAne lAbha maLe. kaI rIte ? pabdhi sUtramAM dharmanA kevA vizeSaNo vAparyA che? hie sue khamme nissesie ANugAmiyAe.... savvesiM pANANaM / 232 ... ...... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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eTale ke sarvajIvone kalyANakArI A dharma che. AthI ja 'eka sAdhu sarva jagatanuM rakSaNa kare che. ema kahevAya che. * gocarI lAvyA pachI paNa temAMthI bIjA sAdhunI bhaktikaravAnI che. gRhasthomAM - zrAvakomAM to sAdharmika bhakti mATe caDAvA bolAya. madrAsamAM phle cuMdaDIno caDAvo 51 lAkhamAM gayelo. koI na le toya Agraha karanArane to lAbha thAya ja. vidhi ane bhakti vinAnuM nimaMtraNa pUraNazeThanI jema niSphaLa bane. jyAre vidhi sahitanuM jIraNa zeThanI jema saphaLa bane. bhale ene bhagavAnano lAbha na maLyo. paNa enuM nimaMtraNa saphaLa! pUraNa zeThane bhale bhagavAnano lAbha maLyo, paNa toya tenuM dAna niSphaLa! lATadezanA loko ApavAno dekhAva bahukare, paNa ApekAMInahi. AnelATapaMjikA kahevAya. pelA DaphoLa zaMkhanI vArtA sAMbhaLI che ne? mAMgo te karatAM Dabbala ApavAnuM kahe, paNa Ape kAMI nahi. mAMDavImAM Avo DaphoLa zaMkha maLI gayelo. upadhAnamAM traNa nIva lakhAvI gayo ne kaheH huM bhIlaDIyA vageremAM TrasTI chuM. kAMIpaNa kAma hoya to kahejo. pachI, "800/rU.nI jarUra che' kahIne 800/- rUA. laIne gayo te gayo ja. pharI Avyo nahi. 1 suratanAamArA comAsA pachI hasamukhanAmano eka chokarophonathI suratanA TrasTIo pAsethI 60 hajAra jeTalA rU. laI gayelo. phonamAM kaheH huM mumukSu chuM. A. ma.nA pustaka chapAvavAmAM 25-30 hajAranI jarUra che. mokalAvo. pelAoe amArA vizvAsathI mokalAvelA. amane TheTha madrAsamAM khabara paDI. patramAM lakheluMH ApanA kahevA pramANe 60 hajAra mokalI ApyA che. A DaphoLa zaMkhanA namUnA che. DaphoLa zaMkha eTale bole ghaNuM paNa kare kAMI nahi Ape kAMI nahi. ghaNA mANaso paNa AvA ja hoya che. * azuddhabhAva saMsAra che. zuddhabhAva saMsAra pAra che. anusrota eTale duniyA cAle te pramANe cAlavuM. pratistrota eTale duniyAthI urdu cAlavuM. kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... *.. 277

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pratikULatAne vadhAvI levI te mokSamArga che. ApaNuM mana saMkliSTa na bane tenI kALajI tIrthaMkara bhagavaMtoe rAkhI che. jema jema bhagavAnanI bhakti vadhatI jAya tema tema bhAvonI vizuddhi vadhatI jAya. 'uttama saMge re uttamatA vadhe...' - devacandrajI. 'jina uttama guNa gAvatAM, guNa Ave nija aMga...' - padmavijayajI. ApaNane prabhutA game che. paNa prabhutA IcchavI eTale laghu banavuM. laghu banavuM eTale ja mahAna banavuM. mahAna banavuM eTale ja laghu banavuM, laghutA haze tyAM bhakti pragaTaze. bhakti haze tyAM mukti pragaTaze. 234 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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4, 19-9-99, bhA. suda-9 pUrvanA tIrthakaronI bhakti vinA tIrthakara bhagavAna paNa tIrthakara banI zakatA nathI. vIzasthAnakomAM mukhya prathama pada tIrthakara che. zeSa teno parivAra che. paramAtmA pratye prema tIvra prakarSa pAme tyAre bhaktiyogano janma thAya. * jIva pratye karelo prema jIvane ziva banAve che. guNI jIva pratye pramoda - AdarabhAva hovo joIe. eno Adara karavAthI enA badhA ja guNo ApaNA banI jAya. Aja sudhI koIpaNa jIva guNInA bahumAna vinA guNI banI zakyo nathI. vepArI pAsethI tAlIma lIdhA pachI ja vepArI banI zakAya che tema guNInI sevA dvArA ja guNI banI zakAya che. tIrthakaranA jIvanamAM be cIja dekhAzeH 1) prabhu pratye agAdha prema....! 2) prabhu sAthe joDAyelA jagatanA jIvo prati prema....!! A banne tamAma zAstrono sAra che. A ja sAdhakanI sIDI che. * dharmakuLamAM janma levo, Uchera pAmavo, bhagavAna - gurUvagere uttama nimitte maLavA e kAMI jevI tevI vAta nathI. AtmA nimittavAsI che. maMdiramAM alaga ja bhAva Ave. thIyeTaramAM alaga. A to anubhavasiddha ja che. have to thIyeTaramAM paNa javAnI jarUra nathI. T.V. lAvIne tame gharane ja thIyeTara banAvI dIdhuM che. A bahu khataranAka che. AnA pariNAma sArA nahi kahe kalApUrNasUri ... ... 235 Jan Education International

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Ave. * 22 varSa pahelA rajanIzabhAI kaccha-mAMDavImAM AvavAnA hatA. kacchanA mahArAjAno mAMDavImAMno 'vijaya pelesa' mahela Azrama rUpe pheravAI javAnI taiyArImAM hato. meM lAkaDIyAnA bAbubhAI meghajIne vAta karI H 'A ThIka thatuM nathI.' pachI evI bAjI goThavAI gaI ke teonuM Agamana TaLI gayuM. amerikA jatA rahyA. A kacchI mADuno vijaya hato. : - ame dakSiNamAM 5-6 varSa rahyA. tyAMnI sthAnika prajA mULabhUta rIte hiMsaka che. bakarAnA balidAno Thera-Thera apAya che. jyAre hemacandrasUri-kumArapALanA prabhAvathI gujarAta - rAjasthAna kacchamAM evuM jovA na maLe. kacchamAM to evo muslImo vase che, jeoe jIMdagImAM mAMsa joyuM nathI, khAdhuM nathI. mAMDavImAM eka muslIma mAlIza mATe Avelo. te kaheto hato : 'huM mAMsa nathI khAto. AkhuM rAmAyaNa moDhe che, rAmAyaNanA pravacano paNa ApuM chuM.' A ahIMnI dharatIno prabhAva che. jainomAM tapanA saMskAra sahaja che. nAnA chokarA paNa ramata-ramatamAM aThThAI karI nAkhe. ahIM amita nAmano sADA bAra varSano eka chokaro bhaNe che. paryuSaNamAM teNe hasatAM-ramatAM aThThAI karI. mane to TheTha chelle blAya Avyo. A che jaina kuLanA saMskAra...! * prazna H bhagavAna jIraNa zeThane tyAM kema na gayA ? pUraNa (abhinava) zeThane tyAM kema gayA ? uttara H H bhagavAna che. emanA jIvana mATe ApaNe zuM kahI zakIe ? paNa ema preraNA laI zakIe H paricita ane bhakta hoya tyAM ja gocarIe javuM, bIje nahi, evuM sAdhune na hovuM joIe. e game tyAM jAya. aparicita ane ajJAtane tyAM khAsa jAya. vaLI, vahorAvyA vinA paNa lAbha meLavI zakAya, e paNa saMketa Apyo. pAchaLathI jJAnIne prazna pUchavAmAM AvatAM temaNe pUraNa zeTha karatAM jIraNazeThane puNyazALI gaNAvyA. bIjAne jamADyA vinA ke kUtarA gAya vigerene ApyA vinA ahIMno AryapuruSa kadI jame nahi. * atyAre bhayaMkara dukALa che. TIpuMya varasAda nathI. pAMjarApoLo Thera-Thera DhorothI ubharAI rahI che. sAMtalapuramAM hamaNA ja pAMjarApoLa zarU thaI. be ja divasamAM 1800 Dhoro AvI gayA. AvI hAlatamAM ApaNe saue jAgavAnI jarUra che. 42 -- 43 nI sAlamAM huM ahIM hato tyAre dukALa hatA. te vakhate jainoe rUpiyAno no evo varasAda varasAvelo ke sarakAra paNa jotI rahI gaI. kendra sarakAre paNa jainone 236 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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dhanyavAda ApelA. 'bhakti bhagavati dhAryA / ' ApaNe hRdayamAM anekone dhAraNa karIe chIe. vepArI, grAhako - mAlavagere badhuM manamAM ghAre. vakIlo, asIla saMbaMdhI badhuM yAda rAkhe- manamAM dhAre- Ama badhA ja badhuM ja ghAre che. paNa bhagavAna koNa dhAre che? bhagavAna konA manamAM che? bhagavAna ApaNe kyAre hRdayamAMdhArIe? maMdiramAM hoIe tyAM sudhI. maMdiramAMthI bahAra nIkaLyA eTale bhagavAna paNa ApaNA hRdayamAMthI bahAra nIkaLyA evuM jIvana banAvI mUkyuM che. bhagavAna bhalecIda rAjalokadUra hoya, paNabhaktithIbhakta temane hRdayamAM vasAvI zake che. dareka bhakta jANe che ke sImaMdhara svAmI kadI bharatakSetramAM Ave nahi, AvI zake nahi, chatAM prArthIe chIeH "zrI sImaMdhara jagadhaNI, A bharate Avo." A khoTuM na kahevAya. ApaNo upayoga jyAre bhagavanmaya banyo tyAre ApaNe svayaM bhagavAna banI gayA. Ane ja hRdayamAM bhagavAna AvI gayA kahevAya. ghaDAnuM dhyAna dharIe to ApaNe ghaTamaya banI gayA. ApaNo upayogaghaTamaya banI gayo. ghaTamayake dhanamaya ghaNIvAra banyA. have bhagavanmaya zA mATe na banavuM? jJAnamAM ekAgratA nathI hotI, dhyAnamAM ekAgratA hoya che. eTale ja vIravijayajI kahe che : 'tame dhyeyarUpe dhyAne Avo, zubhavIra prabhu karuNA lAvo; nahi vAra acalasukha sAvaMte, ghaDI doya maLo jo ekAMte.....' mAtra be ghaDI bhagavAnamAM ApaNo upayoga rahe to kAma thaI jAya! - ema vIra vijayajI kahe che. bhagavAnanI bhakti jenA hRdayamAM nathI, tenA mATe bhagavAna dUra che. bhakti che tenA mATe bhagavAna hAjarAhajUra che. gozALAnI pAse ja bhagavAna hatA, chatAM bhAvathI dUra ja hatA. sulasA dUra hatI chatAM paNa bhaktithI tenA mATe bhagavAna najIka hatA. dUra rahelA bhagavAnane najIka lAvavA, hRdayamAM padharAvavA enuM nAma bhaktiyoga. enA mATe ja lAkho - abajo rUpiyA kharcIne A maMdiro baMdhAvyA che. bhagavAna pratye premabhAva jAgyo to badhA ja paisA vasUla! bAkI jeno gAMDA nathI ke kroDo rUpiyA maMdiromAM lagAve. jeno samRddha che tenuM kAraNa paNa jina-bhakti ane jIvadayA che. tame dAnano pravAha cAlu rAkho to lakSmI AvyA vagara nahi rahe. kahe kalApUrNasUri .... *.. 2 37.

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soma, 20-9-9, bhA. suda-10. * gocarI pachI ja paccakakhANa pAravAnA hoya. pahelAthI zI rIte parAya? gocarI maLaze ja evI khAtarI che? maLe to saMyamavRddhi nahito tapovRddhi" AvuM dhArIne gocarI mATe nIkaLavAnuM che. atyAre jema vAparyA pahelA dazavaikAlikanI 17 gAthAono svAdhyAya che, tema dazavaikAlikanI racanA pahelA paNa AcArAMgavagereno svAdhyAya hato ja. RSabhAdikanA tIrthamAM paNa te te granthono svAdhyAya hato ja. * kSayopazama ApaNo keTalo maMda che? yAda rAkheluM tarata ja bhUlI jaIe chIe. navAInI vAta e che ke bhUlavA jevA apamAna Adi bhUlatA nathI, paNa nahi bhUlavA jevA Agamika padArthone tarata ja bhUlI jaIe chIe. * rAga-dveSano kSaya ke upazama karIe to ja karmabaMdha aTake. samagra dvAdazAMgIno sAra che: rAga-dveSano kSaya karI samatAbhAvano Azraya karavo. rAga-dveSa do cora lUTere, rAgane rIsAdoyakhavIzA, yehaiduHkhakA disA. tamArI pAse mAla che, evI mAhitI lUMTArAne maLe, pachI e zuM kare? tamAro pIcho na choDe. lUMTAro, tame galImAM vaLo eTale tarata ja pakaDe, tamane lUMTe. A rAga-dveSa paNa barAbaramoko joI tamArA para tUTI paDe. gayA ravivAre, nedhuramAM (madrAsathI uttare) bapore khullI oNphisamAM lUMTAro Avyo, kahe kalApUrNasUri 2 38 ...

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charo bhoMkyo, lohIluhANa karI lUMTa calAvI bhAgI gayo. nAma Ape to jAnathI mAravAnI dhamakI ApelI. AnA karatAM paNa rAga-dveSarUpa lUMTArA khataranAka che. sAdhue vAparatI vakhate rAga-dveSathI para rahevAnuM che. rAga-dveSanA prasaMgo bahudhA gocarI samaye thatA hoya che. ''he jIva ! bhikSATanamAM tuM 42mAMnA koI doSathI ThagAyo nathI to have bhojana vakhate rAga-dveSathI tuM ThagAIza nahi...' Ama AtmAne zIkhAmaNa ApavI. bhojana samaye bIjA koI zIkhAmaNa Ape to na game, gurunI paNa na game. jIva eTalo abhimAnI che, ke koInI zIkha sAMbhaLavA lagabhaga taiyAra thato nathI, paNa ahIM to jIva svayaM potAnI jAtane zIkha Ape che. jIva potAnI vAta to mAne ne ? badhA ja anuSThAno, jIvane rAga-dveSathI bacAvavA rakhAyelA che. sAdhu pAse jJAnadhyAnanI vipula sAmagrI hoya to moha humalo na karI zake. je deza vipula zastra saraMjAmAdithI taiyAra hoya, tenA para duzmana deza humalo karavAno vicAra karI zakato nathI. * kAma kAmane zIkhave, svAdhyAya svAdhyAyane zIkhave, dhyAna dhyAnane zIkhave, A abhyAsa che. punaH punaH karAtI kriyA abhyAsa che. abhyAsanA kAraNe ja sarakhA abhyAsavALA 14 pUrvIomAM paNa chaTThANavaDiA paDe che, caDa - utara hoya che. * huM evA vicArano ke koIpaNa lakhANa zAstrAdhArita joIe. AdhAra vinA kAMI lakhavuM ja nahi. meM pahelIvAra ja lekha lakhyo. amarendra vi. e kahyuM : 'A to mAtra pAThono saMgraha thayo. lekha to maulika joIe.'' mane e paddhati pasaMda nahi. mahAna TIkAkAroe paNa AgamagraMthomAM potAnA taraphathI koI svataMtra abhiprAya nathI Apyo, to ApaNe koNa ? bhagavAnanI zarata che H bIjA hoya to huM tamArA hRdayamAM na AvuM. bhagavAna bolAvavA hoya to pudgalano prema choDavo paDaze. yA to bhagavAna pasaMda karo, yA to pudgalAsakti. kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... 239

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ha maMgaLa, 21-9-99, bhA. suda-11 vidhipUrvaka pAlana karo to sAdhudharma jaldIthI ane zrAvakadharma dhImethI mokSa tarapha laI jAya che. zrAvakadharma kaTikAgatithI ane sAdhudharma vihaMgamagatithI cAle che. vRkSa para kerI khAvA kIDI paNa caDe, popaTa paNa jAya, banne vacce keTalo pharaka? bhUkha tIvra hoya to kITikAgati choDIne vihaMgamagati jIva sTeje apanAve. Aje pApanA kAryomAM vihaMgamagati nahi, paNa plenanI gati che, paNa dharmakAryomAM kIDI jevI gati che. aticAra eTale cAritrajahAjamAM chidro! chidro dhyAnamAM AvyA pachI pUravAmAM na Ave to jahAja DUbI jAya. chidro pUravAnA badale moTA-moTA chidro (aticAro) karatA rahIe to zuM thAya? * zarIramAM koI gumaDA ke ghA para jarUra hoya teTaluM ja malama ApaNe lagADIe chIe, thapeDA nathI lagADatA. tema bhojana samaye sAdhu jarUra pramANe ja AhArale. sArI cIja joIne vadhu na le hA... AhAra vadhI gayo hoya tyAre laIe to nirjarA thAya, sahAyatA karI kahevAya. koIka sAdhune rUkSa AhArathI ke koI sAdhune snigdha AhArathI anukULa AvatuM hoya che. je rIte saMyama-nirvAha thAya te rIte vartavuM. sAdhu sarSanI jema svAda lIdhA vinA koLIyo utAre. pIparamIMTanI jema AhAra Ama tema mukhamAM pherave nahi. 240 --- kahe kalApUrNasUri

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eka sekanDa paNa rAga-dveSa na AvI jAya, te mATe bhagavAne keTalI kALajI rAkhI che. bhojana karavAnA udAharaNoH 1) vaNa lepaH 2) paDAmAM telaH 3) putranuM mAMsa (cilAtI putranI pAchaLa paDatI vakhate putrI susamAnuM mAMsa khAtA pitAnI manodazA kevI haze? bhojanano krama prathama snigdha madhura, pittanA zamana mATe, buddhi vagere vadhe mATe. pachI khoTA padArtho, chelle turA-kaDavA padArtho. bhojananA A kramanuM kAraNa e paNa che ke pAchaLathI snigdha padArtho vadhe, peTa bharAI gayuM hoya to snigdha padArtho paravavA paDe. mATe ja prathama snigdha madhura padArtho ArogavA. bhojananA vakhANa karatA vAparIe to aMgAra doSa. niMdA karatAM vAparIe to dhUmradoSa lAge bhojananI traNa paddhatioH kaTa cheda (khIcaDI vageremAM), pratara cheda (roTalI vageremAM) siMhabhakSita (pAtrAmAM jema paDyuM hoya temaja vAparavuM) traNa paddhatie vAparavAnuM che. sArAmAM sArA padArtho hoya temAM Asakti na thAya mATe bAra bhAvanA AdithI manane bhAvita banAvavuM joIe. AhAranA cha kAraNoH 1) sudhAvedanIya mATe, 2) vaiyAvacca mATe, 3) IryAsamiti mATe 4) saMyamanI sAdhanA mATe, 5) prANa nimitte, 6) dharmaciMtana mATe. tapathI sevA na thaI zakatI hoya to tapa gauNa karo. sevA mukhya che. sevA nahikaro ne glAnanI samAdhina raheto keTalo doSa lAge? AMkhe aMdhArA Aveto IryAsamitipUrvaka kaI rIte cAlI zakAya? zarIrane nahi, rAga-dveSane pAtaLA banAvavAnA che. zAstronA padArthone vAgoLavAte dharmaciMtA che. 23 kalAka bIjI pravRttio karIe ne 1 kalAka dhyAna karIe to mana kyAMthI lAge? divasanI tamAma pravRtti tene anurUpa hovI joIe. to ja dhyAnanuM sAtatya rahe. kahe kalApUrNasUri ......... ... 241

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dhyAnanA sAtatyathI ja te siddha thai zake. bhakti bhagavAnanI bhakti bhavasAgarathI pAra utAre. mATe ja bhagavAne bhavasAgaramAM jahAja samAna dharmatIrthanI sthApanA karI che. nAmAdi 4 dvArA bhagavAna dharma mATe satata sahAyaka bane che. yajamAna jAte ja mahemAnanI dekhabhALa kare to mahemAnane keTalo AnaMda thAya? bhagavAna gharma-dezanA ApIne chUTI nathI gayA. sAme AvI Ubhe che. Avo, huM hAtha pakaDIne tamane laI jAuM! nAmAdi cAreya bhavasAgaramAM mahAsetu samAna che. * narmadA jevI bhayaMkara nadI hoya chatAM pula upara cAlatAM ApaNane bhaya nathI lAgato. bhagavAne paNa bhayaMkara saMsArasamudramAM pula bAMdhyo che. bhaktinA e pula para cAlanArane bhavano bhaya satAvato nathI. * jApa vadhatAM mananI nirmaLatA vadhe che. prabhu-nAma-japa vakhate ApaNA traNeya yogo ekAgra bane che. prabhu- jApa dvArA aneka ajaino paNa Atmazuddhi karatA hoya che. enA prabhAvathI ja AgamI janmamAM temane zuddhadharmanI prApti thAya che. gautamasvAmI jevAe pUrva janmamAM ke pUrvAvasthAmAM AvI ja koI sAdhanA karI haze ne? cAramAMthI ekane choDIne bAkInA traNa nikSepo to Aje paNa kAma kare che. eTale ja caturvidha saMgha - maMdira mUrti vagere vinA rahI zake nahi. eTale ja jeno vasavATa mATe pahelA jinAlaya pAse che ke nahi? te jue che. A vAta bIlDaro paNa samajI gayA che. prabhunA badhA ja guNo, badhI ja zaktio, prabhunA nAmamAM ane mUrtimAM saMgRhIta che. e jovAnI tamArI pAse AMkha joIe. prabhue guNanI prabhAvanA karavA ja janma lIdho che. "mArA jevA badhA ja bane e ja bhagavAnanI bhAvanA. jagatasiMha zeThane evo niyama ke mArA nagaramAM je Ave tene kroDapati banAvavA. 360 kroDapati banAvyA. pachI niyama banAvyoH nagaramAM AvanAra dareka sAdharmine dareka kroDapati 1000/- sonaiyAApene dararoja sAdharmika bhaktikare. bahuja saraLatAthI AgaMtuka kroDapati banI jato. udAra zeTha jema badhA AgaMtukane potAnA jevA kroDapati banAvavA icche, tema bhagavAna, jagatanA sarva jIvone potAnA jevA bhagavAna banAvavA icche che. - 242 . ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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budha,22-9-99, bhA. suda-1a. * Agama vAMcanamAM saraLatA paDe, enA rahasyo samajAya, mATe haribhadrasUrijI Adie prakaraNa graMthonI racanA karI che. * garbhamAM ja paryAmi pUrI thaI gayA pachI ApaNI aMdara saMskAro paDavA lAge che. mAtAnuM mana, AsapAsanuM vAtAvaraNa vagere badhAnI asara paDe che. 4 DaoNkTara paNa dUra karI nathI zaktA te kensarAdi rogo prabhu nAma-smaraNathI dUra thAya che, ema have DaoNkTara paNa kabUla karatA thayA che. DaoNkTara kahe che. dardI jo prasanna na rahe, jIvavAnuM naIcche to amArI davAo paNa ene bacAvI na zake. citta prasannatA prabhu - nAma smaraNathI maLe che. je kroDo DolarathI paNa kyAMya maLI zake nahi. sAdhu- sAdhvI kema ATalA rogagrasta hoya che? mAnasika vicAro tapAsavA jarUrI che. dveSIlI prakRti, mAyAvI svabhAva ItyAdi paNa rogamAM bhAga bhajave che. kaSAyo bhAvaroga che ja. mananI prasannatA lAkho rUA.mAM paNa na maLe tevI davA che. mananI prasannatA hoya to dravya-bhAva roga rahI ja kyAMthI zake? kadAca dravyaroga AvI jAya to paNa mananI prasannatA khaMDita na ja thAya ne? sanakumAra cakravartIne yAda karo. potAnI thuMkamAM ja roga nivAraka zakti hovA chatAM kyAreya eno upayoga naryo. 700 varSa sudhI prasannatApUrvaka rogo bhogavatA rahyA. kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... ... 247

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A rIte roga paNa karma - nirjarAmAM sahAyaka bane che. karmo bhogavavAno uttama avasara che, ema mAnIne AvelA rogone vadhAvI levA. ApaNane AvelA rogo e ApaNA ja karmonuM phaLa ke bIjA koInuM phaLa ? 'koIe Ama karI nAkhyuM' ItyAdi vAta para vizvAsa bese to karma siddhAnta pacyo nathI, ema mAnavuM. ApaNA tevA karmo na hoya to koI kazuM ja bagADI zake nahi. bIjA mAtra nimitta ja bane che. tIrthaMkaranA kahyA pramANe cAlanAra munione A ja bhavamAM labdhi - siddhio pragaTe che. e labdhi - siddhi veDaphI nAkhavA mATe nathI. eno ayogya prayoga nahi karavAnI zakti paNa sAthe maLe che. keTalIkavAra prazaMsA bhAre paDI jatI hoya che. tamArI prazaMsA bIjAnI IrSyAnuM kAraNa bane ane tamArA mATe te vighnarUpa paNa bane. mahAvIradevanI prazaMsA pelo saMgama na sAMbhaLI zakyo ne cha mahinA bhagavAnane herAna karyA. evA keTalAya udAharaNa maLI Avaze. * mahAmuni mahArogane paNa viziSTa draSTikoNathI karma-nirjarAno avasara banAvI de. * bhagavAnano mArga mAtra jANavA samajavA mATe nathI, jIvavA mATe che. to ja ApaNe gantavya sthAne zIghra pahoMcI zakIzuM. rasto jANo paNa DagaluMya te tarapha na bharo to tame ISTa sthAne pahoMcI zako ? ApaNe badhuM jANIe, paNa kAMI ja karavA taiyAra na thaIe to ISTa siddha thAya ? bhagavAna nAmAdi cArathI sarvatra (sarva kSetra) sarvadA (sarvakALe) sarvajana para upakAra karI rahyA che, ema hemacandrasUrijI kahe che. koI kALa evo nathI, koI kSetra evuM nathI jyAM prabhunAma, prabhu-mUrti na hoya. amuka kALamAM ja hota to 'kSetre vhAne ca sarvasmin' ema na lakhata. paNa tame juo, cAreya gatimAM jIvo samyaktva pAme che. samyaktva kaI rIte pAmatA haze ? tyAM prabhuno upakAra nahi ? * Aje ja bhagavatImAM pATha Avyo H ''garbhastha jIva narake paNa jaI zake svarge 244 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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paNa jai zake. zubha ane azubha bannemAM '"ndritte, tattese, tamaLe, tavAvasAr taviro'" banI zake. garbhamAM rahelo jIva vaikriyazaktithI rUpa vikuvva sainiko banAvI laDAI karI zake, AyuSya samApta thAya to marIne narake paNa jAya. e rIte dharmanA adhyavasAyathI svarge paNa jAya. * svayaMbhUramaNa samudramAM mAchalAone mUrtinA AkAramAM mAchalA jovA maLatAM jAtismaraNa jJAna thAya che, pachI sadgatie jAya che. ahIM AkArarUpe bhagavAna AvyA. * eka vAta pUchuM...? gocarI vakhate kevA vicAra Ave ? sArA vicAra na karo to kharAba vicAra Avaze ja. nAnakaDA bALakane mA game tyAM rakhaDavA na de, tema manane game tyAM rakhaDavA na do. mana nAnuM bALaka che. dukAnane tame mAlika vagaranI mUkatA nathI to manane kema mUko cho ? evI rIte vAparavuM ke mana svAdathI para banI jAya. bahena kahevA AvyA H mahArAja ! bhUla thaI gaI. cAmAM khAMDanI jagyAe mIThuM naMkhAI gayuM che. sAgarajI mahArAja to vAparI gayelA. sAgarajI mahArAja kahe H emAM zuM thai gayuM ? AgamathI mati bhAvita banAvelI. jAmanagaramAM eka vakhate dUdhamAM sAkaranA sthAne mIThuM AvI gayeluM. huM kAMI na bolyo. zuM thayuM ? peTa sApha thaI gayuM. vAparatI vakhate su... su..., caba... caba... vagere avAja na thavA joIe. ekadama utAvaLe nahi vAparavuM. bahu vilaMba paNa nahi karavo. kAMI paNa DhoLavuM nahi. jogamAM to dhyAna rAkho cho. dahADo paDavAno bhaya che ne ? haMmeza mATe ema hovuM joIe. eTalA mATe ja joga che. vAparatI vakhate manathI svAdhyAya ciMtana Adi karI zakAya. pU. devendrasUrijImAM joyuM : ahIMthI tyAM mAtru karavA jAya to paNa svAdhyAya cAlu ! eka paNa miniTa bagADe nahi. AthI ja roja 3-4 hajArano svAdhyAya karI zakatA. ja * bhakti H bhagavAnane jagatane pAvana-pavitra banAvavAno zokha che ? jema tamane dArU-tamAkuno zokha che. jJAnIo kahe che : hA..., emane zokha che. kyArathI ? TheTha nigodathI. svArthanuM kahe kalApUrNasUri ... 245

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vyasana ApaNane saune che. bhagavAnane paropakAnuM vyasana che. 'mAvatnamete parArthavyasanine ' nigoda vakhate paNa paropakAra cAlu hoya to tIrthakaranA bhavamAM, jyAre zaktio parAkASTAe pahoMcI che, tyAre paropakAra kema na kare? dAnanuM vyasana hoya ne pAse khUba paisA hoya to koNa dAna na kare? oTaramalajI (madrAsa) ahIM beThA che. Aje ja be lAkhanuM dAna kyuM * jamatI vakhate tame roTalI, zAka, mIThAI vagere jenuM nAma lo cho, te vastu maLI jAya che ne? je vyaktine tame bolAvo, te vyakti hAjara thaI jAya chene? to paropakAra parAyaNa bhagavAnanuM tame nAma lo to teo hAjara kema na thAya? nAmathI prabhu sAmIpyanI anubhUti thAya. nAma grahatA AvI mile, mana bhItara bhagavAna...' prabhu ApaNA hRdayamAM AvyA eno artha e ke ApaNo upayoga prabhumaya thayo, upayogamAM prabhu AvyA. upayogapUrvaka tame prabhu-nAma lo cho tyAre prabhumaya ja bano cho. * vANI 4 prakAraH vaikharI: mukhamAM, madhyamA kaMThamAM, pazyantI: hRdayamAM, parA: jJAnamAM je vANIthI tame pokAro te rUpe prabhu AvI maLe. * ArIsAnI sAme UbhA raho, tamAruM pratibiMba paDe ja. ApaNo upayoga nirmaLa ArIsA jevo hoya tyAre prabhu ApaNAmAM pratibiMbita bane ja. upayogamAM rahelA bhagavAnane oLakhI zakIe evI haju ApaNAmAM kSamatAnathI. tethI ja prabhu dUra lAge che. 246 ... 2 ss man nienational ...... kahe kalApUrNasUri For Private Personal use only

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ga. Eaa StA RT rApa :: . v[l - - padaka, 4 vi guja, 23-9-99, bhA. suda-13. * puSparAvartanI dhArA eTalI prabaLa hoya che ke enuM pANI jamInamAM khUba UMDe jAya che, pachI varSo sudhI varasAda na paDe toya pAka thayA kare. bhagavAnanI vANI paNa puSkacavamegha jevI che. 21 hajAra varSa sudhI kAma karaze, sarvaviratino pAka thayA ja karaze. * jeTalI zaktio kevaLajJAnImAM pragaTarUpe dekhAya che, te badhI ja zaktio badhA ja jIvomAM pracchannarUpe rahelI ja che. ApaNuM bhAvi pragaTa svarUpa atyAre paNa kevaLajJAnIone pragaTa che. ekanA nANA UdhAra che, benkamAM jamA che bIjAnA nANA rokaDA che. jIva ane zivamAM A ja pharaka che. zivanuM aizvaryA rokaDuM che. ApaNuM udhAra ! ApaNuM aizvarya koIe (karmasattA) dabAvI dIdhuM che. ApaNe ugharANI karI zakatA nathI. ApaNe mAlika chIe. ugharANI karI zakIe tema chIe. ApaNuM A svAmitva jagADavA ja A dharmazAstrAdi che. bhAvimAM rokaDuM thanAruM ApaNuM aizvarya Aje paNa kevaLajJAnIo pratyakSa joI rahyA che. paraMtu Aje to ApaNe bhikhArI chIe. chate paise kaMgALa chIe. hAthamAM kaMI nathI. muMbaInA keTalAka bilDarsonA paisA jamInamAM rokAI gayA hoya, jamInanA bhAva gagaDI rahyA hoya, tenA jevI ApaNI sthiti che. paisA ApaNA hovA chatAM ApaNI pAse nathI. kahe kalApUrNasUri .. ... 247

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* jene sAmAnya loko sonuM - cAMdI mAne che, jenI pAchaLa doDavAmAM jIMdagI pUrI kare che, jJAnIonI najare e mAtra pILI-sapheda mATI che. "rimRtmAM thana pazyana, thovatIndriya-motiH | anAdinidhanaM jJAnaM dhanaM pArzve na pazyati / / - jJAnasAra IndriyajayASTakam * tamArA paisA kyAMka jamA hoya ne tame tenAthI ajANa ho. svAbhAvika che ke ajJAnanA kAraNe tame ugharANI karavA na jAva. paisA mATe jyAM tyAM bhaTakyA karo. ApaNI hAlata Aje evI thaI che. ApaNuM Atma-ezvaryakarmasattAe dabAvI mUkyuM che. ApaNe ethI ajANa chIe. * "bhaNyA paNa gaNyA nahi' e kahevata punarAvartananuM mahatva paNa kahe che. mAtra bhaNavuM pUratuM nathI. ene gaNavuM jarUrI che. gaNavuM eTale punaH punaH Avartana karyuM, bIjAne ApavuM. je bIjAne ApIe chIe te ApaNuM che, bAkI badhuM pArakuM che. bIjAne ApeluM jJAna ja rahe che, e mAro potAno anubhava che. bhaNavAnI sAthe gaNavuM eTale jIvanamAM utAravuM. bhaNyA pachI e jIvanamAM na utare to eno artha zo? * baMdha karatAM anubaMdha mahattvano che. anubaMdha eTale lakSa, uddeza, valaNa, aMdarano hetu jema vAMkI khAte AvanAro mANasa je khAte paisA Ape te ja khAtAmAM jamA thAya, tema ApaNe je AzayathI kArya karIe te ja sthAne jamA thAya. manane vikRtiyukta banAve tevikRti - vigaI. vigati (vigaI)thI bacavuM hoya to vigaIthI bacavuM joIe. vikRtinI prakRti ja moha pedA karanArI che. vikRti vAparIne sAdhaka mohano jayana karI zake. bhaktiH cittane vikRti-rahita banAvavA vikRti (vigaI)notyAga jarUrI che tema bhagavAnanI bhaktino Adara jarUrI che. * navakArano "na" paNa anaMta puNyarAzino udaya thAya tyAre maLe che. ahIM to ApaNane pUro navakAra maLyo che. puNyodayanuM zuM pUchavuM? * ekabAju duniyAnI badhI ja saMpatti mUkvAmAM Avene bIjI bAju mAtra prabhunuM 248 ... ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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nAma mUkavAmAM Ave. bannemAMthI koNa caDe ? jIMdagI AkhI AkhI dhana-dhana-dhana karatAM marI gayelA mammaNane pUchI juo. dhananI upekSA karI sAmAyika karatA puNiyA zrAvakane pUchI juo. - navakAra maMtramAM prabhunA komana - sAmAnya nAmo che. jemAM badhA ja arihaMto, siddho Adi paMca parameSThIo AvI jAya. navakAra gaNavA eTale bhagavAnanA caraNomAM mAthuM mUkI devuM. jeo sarvavirati sudhI pahoMcavA mAMgatA hoya ne pahoMcI zakatA na hoya teo navakAranuM, prabhu-nAmanuM zaraNuM svIkArI jue. prabhu-nAmathI ke prabhu-mUrtithI koInuM kalyANa thayuM che ? ema tame pUchatA ho to mAruM nAma paheluM lakhAvuM. mane ahIM sudhI pahoMcADanAra prabhu-nAma ane prabhu-mUrti che. muMbai vagerethI tame ATalI moTI saMkhyAmAM ahIM kema Avo cho ? huM to mAnuM chuMH prabhu mokalI rahyA che. prabhu mokalatA hoya temanuM apamAna zI rIte thAya ? muMbaIthI tame ahIM AvyA to tamArI peDhI baMdha karIne AvyA ? tamArA nAmathI tyAM peDhI cAle che ne ? bhagavAna mokSamAM gayA paNa emanI peDhI ahIM cAle che. emanA nAmathI cAle che. tamArA nAmathI peDhI cAle to bhagavAnanA nAmathI na cAle ? nAma ane mUrti e bhagavAna ja che. derAsaramAM ApaNe kaI mUrti che ? ema nathI pUchatA, kayA bhagavAna che, ema pUchIe chIe. hA... jayapuranA mUrtimahollAmAM mUrtinuM pUchIe kharA, paNa maMdiramAM birAjamAna mUrtimAM to sAkSAt prabhunuM ja darzana ApaNe karIe chIe. kAussagga navakArano karIe ke logassano, bannemAM prabhunA nAma ja che. ekamAM sAmAnya nAma, bIjAmAM vizeSa nAma che. * 1 zabdathI vaikharI vANI, 2 vikalpathI madhyamA vANI, 3 jJAnathI pazyantI vANI 4 saMkalpathI parA vANI pragaTe che. je uttarottara kAraNarUpa che. kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... 249 ...

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zukra, 24-9-99, bhA. suda-14. pANInA traNa guNa. 1) tarasa chipAvavI, 2) malinatA dUra karavI, 3) dAha miTAvavo. pahelAnA pANImAM AvA guNo hatA, hamaNAM nathI, evuM nathI. amuka gAmanuM pANI kAma kare, bIjuM na kare, evuMya nathI. cothAmAM ArAmAM kare, hamaNAM nahi, cothA ArAmAM pANI pIvAtuM, hamaNAM peTrola pIvAya che, evuM kharuM? bhagavAnanI vANI paNa pANI jevI che. 1) tRSNAnI tarasa miTAve. 2) karmanI malinatA dUra kare 3) kaSAyano dAha zamAve. pANI to agnisaMparkathI hajuye garama thAya, paNa A jinavANI ke prabhu kadI garama thatA nathI. pANInI jema prabhu ane prabhunI vANI paNa cothA ArAnI jema Aje paNa potAnuM kAma kare ja che. jyAre rAga-dveSathI mana grasta hoya che tyAre akaLAmaNa ane - 250 ... . kahe kalApUrNasUri

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udvega vadhI jAya che. AvuM thAya tyAre prabhunAmano sahAro lejo. prabhunAmano mahimA prasthApita karavA ja bIjuM Avazyaka (caturvizati stava) dAkhala karavAmAM AvyuM che. nAma-nAmIno abheda che. AthI ja ApaNA nAmanI prazaMsAthI harakhAIe chIe, niMdAthI akaLAIe chIe. sva-nAma sAthe ApaNe ATaluM tAdAbhya sAdheluM che emAMthI chuTavA prabhu nAma - jApa Avazyaka che. koIe koI vyaktinuM nAma kahyuMne tarata ja e vyaktinI AjhAte ApaNA mAnasamAM jhaLake che. nAmanI sAthe AkAra anivAryapaNe saMkaLAyelo che. AthI ja nAma pachI sthApanA - nikSepo che. pU. kanakasUrijI! nAma bolatAM ja AkRti yAda Ave. mAtra AkRti ja nahi, guNo paNa yAda Ave. niHspRhatA, vAtsalya, vidhiprema, karuNA vagere guNo yAda Ave. ahIM paNa prabhunA nAma + sthApanA dvArA prabhunA guNo yAda Ave. yogano prAraMbha prabhu-nAmathI thAya. A prItiyoga thayo. prema gADha bane tyAre bhaktiyoga Ave. bhaktiyoga gADha bane tyAre vacanayoga Ave. vacana yoga gADha bane tyAre asaMga yoga Ave. * mahAnizIthanA joga 4 mahAtmAne cAle che. A varSe ja athathI iti sudhI mahAnizIpa pharI vAMcyo. e vAMcatAM prabhu-nAma (navakAra) prabhu-guNo vagerenuM varNana vAMcatAM romAMca harSita thAya. mATe ja sau prathama navakAra ApavAmAM Ave che. navakAra eTale akSaramaya paMca parameSThIo! bhautika deha bhale na hoya, akSara deha che ja. akSara eTale ja kadI phare nahi, khare nahi. navakAra eTale prabhu - nAma...! navakAra eTale guru - nAma...// navakAra eTale guNIonA guNanuM kIrtana...!! huM 20 varSathI gADha rIte prabhu-bhakti karuM chuM. bhayaMkara bimArImAM paNa cAlu! . rUmathI bahAra nIkaLAya nahi to paNa bhakti cAlu ja. kahe kalApUrNasUri ... *.. 251

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atyAre nathI mA-bApa, atyAre nathI guru- ame to bhagavAnanA AdhAre atyAre jIvIe chIe. bhagavAna choDI daIe to amArI pAse rahyuM zuM? bhagavAna jaguru che, mA che, pitA che, badhuM ja che. badhuM ja bhagavAna che. 'nyathA para nAti' no bhAva pedA thAya to nirAdhAra bALaka tarapha jema mA doDatI Ave tema bhagavAna doDatA Avaze. abhinaMdana jina darisaNa tarasIe..." e stavana vAMcI juo. AnaMdaghanajI dareka phirakAmAM mAnya che. temanI stavanA to juo. virahano ukaLATa to juo! e stavano nathI, paNa prabhu tarapha uchaLatI hRdaya - sAganI laharIo che. emAM prathama guNasthAnakathI laI 14mAM guNasthAnaka sudhIno pUro AdhyAtmika vikAsakrama che. 1) prathama stavanamAM prabhuprema. 2) bIjAmAM mArganI zodha. 3) trIjAmAM mitrAdaSTi, prathamabhUmikA. abhaya - adveSa - akhedanI vAta. A mATe yogadRSTi samuccaya vAMcI jojo. mitrA dRSTinuM bIjuM nAma abhaya che. * "karaNa'no artha samAdhithAya. samAdhisamajazotoja apUrvakaraNAdi samajAze. yathApravRttikaraNa ja apUrvakaraNa sudhI pahoMcADe. yathApravRttikaraNa asaMkhyAtIvAra Ave, paNa uttarottara vizuddhi vadhatI ja jatI hoya. jema navA vidyArthIno ekaDo uttarottara sAro thato jAya. yathApravRttikaraNa paNa avyakta samAdhi che. A avyakta samAdhinA prabhAve ja abhavya jIvadIkSA laI navamA greveyaka sudhI jaI zake. abhavyamAM yogyatA na hovAthI pachIthI pachaDAya che. eTale ja haribhadrasUrijIeapunabaMdhaka zabda zodhyo che. apunabaMdhaka eTale evo jIva je pharIthI kadI 70 koTAkoTi sAgaropama mohanIyanI sthiti nahi bAMdhe. abhavya apunabaMdhaka na banI zake. * mane bhakti-jApa-dhyAna vagere pasaMda che, eTale badhuM huM emAM ghaTAvuM chuM evuM nathI. A ja mArga che. mahApuruSone pUchIne zodhIne meM nakkI kyuM che. * sAdhya bhale sAmAyika che, paNa che AvazyakomAM saraLa sAdhanA nAma-japa (cauvisattho) che. "ahIM sAdhya to sAmAyika che, samatA che, to vacce nAmastava (cauvisattho) ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri 252 ---

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zA mATe lAvyA?" niyuktimAM uThAvelo evo prazna prabhu-nAma-kIrtanano mahimA batAve tIrthakaranA nAmagotranuM zravaNa paNa mahAphaLadAyI che. prabhunA keTalA nAma che? hajAro nAma che, zakrastava vAMcI juo. jeTalA guNa eTalA nAmo. guNo na gaNAya to nAmo paNa na gaNAya. "prabhu tArA nAma che hajAra, kyA nAme lakhavI kaMkotrI." bhakta muMjhAI jAya che. madrAsa vageremAM mAravADI samAjamAM pahelI patrikA Aje paNa pAlItANA - siddhAcala - AdinAthanA nAma para lakhAya che. madrAsavALA mANekacaMdabhAI: (madrAsa pratiSThAke bAda anaginIta loga prabhu ke darzanArthe Aye / ajaina loga bhI Aye, pUrI rAta subaha tIna baje taka lAina cAlu rahI / ) prabhu nAma kIrtanathI prabhu sAthe praNidhAna thAya che. mATe ja logassa samAdhisUtra che, ema kahI zakAya. mATe ja enA phaLarUpe chelle samAdhi mATenI mAMgaNI karelI che? samAvimuttama hiMtu " rAyaparoNIya, causaraNapayannA, uttarAdhyayanamAM kahyuM che : darzanAcAranI AthI (caturvizatistavathI) vizuddhi thAya che. samyagdarzana prApta thAya che, hoyato vizuddha thAya che. samyagdarzana kadAcanahoya to paNa cittanI prasannatA to thAya ja cauvisatthAnA arthAdhimaramAM prabhu-guNonuM kIrtana karavAnuM kahyuM che. kAraNake prabhu sauthI guNAdhika che. stuti guNAdhikanI ja thAya. emanA jevo paNa duniyAmAM bIjo koInathI to caDiyAto kyAMthI hoya? prabhu bhale guNADhaya hoya, paNa bIjAne zo phAyado? mANasa bhale dhanADhya hoya, paNa bIjAne zo phAyado? dhanADhya kaMjUsa hoya to? mANasa kaMjUsa hoI zake, prabhu nahi. prabhunA guNa-kIrtanathI bhaktane lAbha thAya ja. A jagatamAM prabhunA prabhAve ja samyagdarzananI prApti thAya che. enA prabhAve bhavAMtaramAM paNa samyagdarzana maLe che, aMte mokSa paNa maLe che. A janmamAM prasannatA, samyagdarzana... , paralokamAM sadgati, siddhigati maLe. kare kalAparNasari ....

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zaMti, 24-9-99, bhA. suda-1che. * AgamAdi graMthonuM punaH punaH vAMcana karavAthI saMyamamAMzuddhi ane bhAvollAsamAM vRddhi thAya che. * AhAranuM pramANa sAmAnya rIte sAdhu mATe - 32, sAdhvI mATe - 28 koLIyA, paNa A sone lAgu paDe. mana, vacana, kAyAnA yogo sadAya nahi, sudhA jeTalA pramANamAM zamI jAya, teTalo AhAra sAdhu kare. vigaI vAparavI hoya te divase te mATeno kAussagna karavAno hoya che. bATalA caDAvavA paDe, davA levI paDe evo tapa paNa na thAya ane eTaluM bhojana paNa na levAya. nihAramATe1024 bhAMgAbatAvyA che, temAM ekabhAgozuddha che. loka, ApAta, sacitta, acitta, anApAta, asaMloka ItyAdi padoDe 1024 bhAMgAthAya che. spaMDilabhUmi polANavALI na hovI joIe. trasAdi jIvothI yukta na joIe, eno artha e nathI ke saDaka para game tyAM besI javuM. AthI to zAsananI bhayaMkara apabhrAjanAthAya, bIjA loko jaina dharmanI niMdA kare A moTuM pApa che. kyAMya jagyAna hoya to lIlotarIvALI jagyA para paNa (dharmAstikAyanI kalpanA karIne) besI zakAya, paNa saDaka para na besAya. spaMDila vidhiH- sUrya, gAma ane pavanane pITha ApIne na besAya. divase uttara sanmukha, rAtre dakSiNa sanmukha besAya. laukikavidhinuM pAlana jarUrI che, jethI koIniMdAnakare "Aloko kevA che? sUryanArAyaraNane ....... kahe kalApUrNasUri 254 ...

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pITha karIne beThA che. kAMI bhAna che?" AvuM koI bolI jAya te paravaDe nahi. * eka sAdhunI gocarIcaryA joIne IlAcI mahAtmA kevalI banelA, e ApaNe badhA jANIe chIe. naTaDInA dhyAnamAMthI prabhunA dhyAnamAM dorI janAramuni hatA. eka muni keTaluM kAma kare? eka kanakasUrijI mahArAje keTaluM kAma kyuM? amane kanakasUrijIe kheMcyA che. emanuM nAma sAMbhaLIne ame AvelA. e mATe ame koI joSIne pUchyuM nathI. cajanAMdagAMvathI pAlItANA AvyA tyAM sudhI paNa nakkI nahotuM. teozrI paMDita ke vaktA bhale nahotA, paNa AcArasaMpanna hatA. AthI ja labdhisUrijI jevAe temanI prazaMsA karelI. prathama ja darzane mana abhibhUta thaI gayeluM. vi. saM. 2009mAM vidyAzALAmAM prathama darzana karelA. asara mIThI vANInI nahi paDe, daMbhI vartananI nahi paDe, tamArA AcAranI asara paDaze. * vacanagupti + bhASAsamiti - A bannenA samyak pAlanathI tame A ja jIvanamAM vacanasiddha puruSa banI zako cho. khoTuM bolavuM nahi, koInI niMdA bolavI + sAMbhaLavI nahi. ATaluM nakkI karo. pachI juo- vacanasiddhi doDatI - doDatI Ave che ke nahi? * bhagavAna ane gurune rAjI karavA hoya to emanI AjJAnuM pAlana karo. gurukRpA sAmethI AvI maLaze. * ziSyane guru samaja na Ape ane ziSya je kAMI kare tenuM pApa gurune lAge. jo guru sAcI samaja ApI samyagmArge ziSyane vALe, te te mujaba varte to tenuM puNya paNa gurune maLe. * ekAnta bAla - mithyAtvI, bAlapaMDita - dezaviratazrAvaka, ekAMta paMDita sAdhu, bhagavatI sUtranI A vyAkhyA Aje AvI. A vyAkhyA pramANe ApaNe bAlake paMDita? T.V. pAse bUDhA ane vRddhastrIo paNa besI jAya temane bAla kahIzuM ke paMDita? ekAMta paMDita mATe be ja gati kahI che? aMtakriyA (nirvANa mokSa) athavA kalpopapattikA (vaimAnika devaloka). karmasattA enuM kazuM bagADI zake nahi. *bhagavAna "anAhUta sahAya zI rIte? caMkozike bhagavAnane te mokaleluM? "he bhagavan! tame padhAro. tamAruM sAmaiyuM karIza. bhaktikarIza. je kaho te karIza. basa, kahe kalApUrNasUri ... *.. 255

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padhAro!' nahi, bhagavAna vinA bolAvya gayelA. ATalA mahAna prabhu vagara bolAvya jAya? hA, vagarabolAvye jAya mATe ja teo mahAna che. kAraNake emaNe sakalajIvAzine potAno parivAra mAnyo che. svajana pAsethI teDAnI apekSA rakhAya? bimAra paDI gayetAsvajana tamane jANavA maLe tyAre tame gherabesI raho ke doDIne tyAM pahoMcI jAva? cakozika bhayaMkara rIte bimAra hato, bhAvarogI hato. ene bhagavAnanI koI paDI nahotI. e to garvathI badhAne bhasmIbhUta karato hato. eTale ja bhagavAna saMbaMdha vaganA sagA che. nahi to caMDakauzika sAthe bhagavAnane zuM levAdevA? bolAvIe ne bhagavAna na Ave evuM to bane ja zI rIte? bhagavAna to na bolAvyA chatAM AvanArA che. bhagavAnane kadAca prArthanA na karo to paNa teo tamAruM hita vagara rahe ja nahi. konI prArthanAthI bhagavAne tIrthanI sthApanA karI? dIkSA lIdhI? lokAMtika devoe te mATe vinaMtI karI che to temano kalpa che. bhagavAnane enI apekSA nahotI. bhagavAna svayaMsaMbuddha che. koInI prArthanA vinA ja mAtra karUNAthI tIrthasthApanA karI che bhagavAne. sUryakonI prArthanAthI Uge che? phUla konI prArthanAthI khIle che? pANI konI prArthanAthI tarasa chipAve che? vAyu konI pArthanAthI vahe che? vAdaLa konI prArthanAthI varase che? koyala konI prArthanAthI Take che? e temano svabhAva che. bhagavAnano paNa paropakAra karavAno svabhAva che; prArthanA vinA paNa. caMDakauzike kadI kahyuM nahotuM tame mAruM hRdaya parivartana karajo. ghaNA pUche cheH caMDakauzika sAthe pUrvabhavano koI saMbaMdha hato? caMdanA sAthe pUrvabhavano koI saMbaMdha hato? saMbaMdha hoya ke na hoya, hemacandrasUri vItarAgastotramAM kahe che: "masaMbaMdha vanyavAda bhagavAna saMbaMdha vinAnA svajana che. e dvArA bhagavAna ApaNane paNa sUcave che. tame kadI paropakAramAM saMbaMdha jozo nahi. paropakAra aMtatogatvA svopakAra ja che. jIvatvano to badhAnI sAthe saMbaMdha che ja. 256 ... ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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4, 26-9-99, bhA. vada-1. * sArthavAhanI, saMghapatinI javAbadArI sonA yoga-kSemanI che, rastAmAM surakSA tathA joItI vastu meLavI ApavAnI javAbadArI saMghapatinI hoya che. mokSanagarImAM laI javAnI javAbadArI bhagavAnanI che. ApaNe sau yAtrika chIe. bhagavAna saMghapati (sArthavAha) che. AthI ja naciMtAmaNi caityavaMdanamAM 'namasthavAda tarIke bhagavAna saMbodhAyA che. * ghaNA mAnatA hoya che. sAdhvIjI nakAmA che. paNa sAdhvIjI keTaluM kAma kare che, te jANo cho? pU. haribhadrasUrijIne taiyAra karanAra yAkinImahattarA sAdhvIjI hatA. ApaNA pU. kanakasUrijIne taiyAra karanAra sA. ANaMdazrIjI hatA. eka sAdhvIjI paNa keTaluM kAma karI zake che? te kadI vicAryu? sAdhvIjI paNa ATaluM karI zake to sAdhuonuM to zuM pUchavuM? - kalakattAmAM 1000 yuvakonI zibira paM. kIrticandra vi. karI rahyA che. kIrtiratnahemacandra vi. e paNa gaMgAvatImAM potAnI yogyatA pramANe sArI jamAvaTa karI che. * jeTalI kALajI tamArA AtmAnI karo cho, teTalI ja kALajI bIjAnI karo. kAraNa ke bIjo bIjo' nathI, ApaNo ja aMza che. bIjAnI hiMsAmAM ApaNI ja hiMsA chUpAyelI che, e samajavuM paDaze. bIjAnI hiMsA karIe chIe tyAre ApaNe ApaNI ja dasagaNI hiMsA nizcita karI daIe chIe. 'hoya vipAke dasagaNuM re, ekavAra kiyuM karma.." kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... *.. 257.

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* mohanI jeTalI prabaLatA vadhu teTalI bIjI badhI ja azubha prakRtio joradAra samajavI. bIjI ochI azubha hoya to vadhu azabhu bane, vadhu ghaTTa bane . arihaMtAdinI AzAtanAthI mohanIya karma baMdhAya che. mohanIyanuM pApa hiMsAthI paNa vadhu che. AjJAbhaMganuM pApa sauthI moTuM. mohanuM kAma AjJAbhaMga karAvavAnuM che. mithyAtva vinA AjJAbhaMga thaI ja na zake. samyaktva thayA pachI jagatanA sarva jIvo zivarUpe dekhAya. jene potAnAmAM zivatva dekhAyuM, tene sarvatra ziva dekhAvAnA. A ja samyaSTi che. sRSTi kadI badalAtI nathI. dRSTi badalAya che. dRSTi pUrNa bane tyAre jagata pUrNa dekhAya. dRSTi samyag bane tyAre jagata samyag dekhAya. kALA cazmA pahero to jagata kALuM che. pILA pahero to pILuM che. pILA cazmAne mAtra upamA nahi samajatA. A vAstavikatA che. jyAre azubha pariNAma karIe chIe tyAre kRSNalezyA hoya che. kRSNalezyA kALA pudgalone kheMce che. tejolezyA pILA pugalone kheMce che. jema jema adhyavasAyo nirmaLa thatA jAya tema tema svaccha ne svaccha pudgalo ApaNe kheMcatA rahIe chIe. prasannacandra rAjarSie kRSNalezyAdvArA sAtamI narake laI jAya tevA, khUba ja azubha rdho bAMdhyA, paNa te spaSTa hatA, zubhadhyAnanI dhArAthI tarata ja dhovAI gayA, thoDI ja vAramAM kevaLajJAna thaI gayuM. sthaMDila vidhiH sthaMDilanI zaMkA samaya para thAya te AgamanI bhASAmAM 'kAlasaMzA' kahevAya. kasamaye lAge te 'akAlasaMjJA' kahevAya. pU. premasUrijI ekAsaNuM karIne 1 / / vAge bapore ja bahAra jatA. huM paNa ekavAra sAthe gayelo. kRminA rogIe chAMyaDAmAM besavuM. chAMyaDAvALI jagA na maLe, kadAca taDake besavuM paDe (sthaMDila rokavAnuM nathI. e rokavAthI AyuSya kSaya thAya. e vakhate bhale na jaNAya, paNa thoDuM to AyuSya khUTe ja.) to thoDIvAra sudhI chAMyaDo karIne ubhA rahe. bhaktiH koI mANasa eTalo coMTIne besI jAya ke jaldI khase ja nahi. ApaNane ema thAya : jaldI khase to sAruM ! paNa bhagavAna e rIte nArAja nahi thAya, jo bhagavAnane pakaDIne tame besI jazo to. 258 ... ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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"nizadina sUtAM jAgatAM, haiDAthI na rahe dUra re, jaba upakAra saMbhArIe, tava upaje AnaMdapUrare...." paNa tame prabhune nahi, paisAne pakaDIne beThA cho. paisA jyAM pratiSThita thayelA hoya tyAM prabhu zI rIte pratiSThita banI zake? jesalamera, nAgezvara AdinA saMghomAM je haze temane khyAla haze. roja ekAsaNA. 1/2 vAge ekAsaNuM karavAnuM. kyAreka traNa paNa vAgI jAya. te vakhate paNa huM prabhune bhUlyo nathI. cAhe be ke traNa vAgyA hoya, tyAre paNa zAMtithI bhakti karato. AvI bhaktithI cetanA UrtIkaraNa pAme. navA-navA bhAvo jAge enAthI AgaLa - AgaLano mArga svayaM - spaSTa banato jAya. prabhu svayaM mArga batAve. prabhune barAbara pakaDI lo. badhI ja sAdhanA tamArA hAthamAM che. tamArI badhI ciMtA prabhu para choDI do. badhuM sAruM thaIne ja raheze, evo daDha vizvAsa rAkho. 'mAva: : " agninA upayogavALo mANavaka svayaM agni che. A tame vyAkaraNAdimAM bhaNyA cho ne? bhakti mArgamAM A sUtra kema nathI lagAvatA? agninA upayogavALo mANavaka agni kahevAya to bhagavAnanA upayogavALo bhakta bhagavAna na kahevAya? bhagavAna para atUTa zraddhA utpanna thayA pachI ja ApaNI sAdhanA zarU thAya che, e bhUlazo nahi.. pukharavaradIvaDhe.. dhammAIgare namaMsAmi' zrutastava che A. praznaH zratanI stuti che to pachI tIrthakaranI stuti zA mATe? uttaraH zrata dharmanI Adi karanArA bhagavAna che. zrutanI stuti eTale bhagavAnanI stuti. kAraNa ke bhagavAna ane zrutano abheda che. Agamo racyA gaNadharoe, paNa arthathI batAvyA to bhagavAne ja ne? vaLI, gaNadharo svayaM kahe che: "yujharsa mAvo' zruta bhagavAna che. * bhAva tIrthakarathI paNa nAmAdi traNa tIrthaMkara ghaNo upakAra kare. bhAva tIrthakarano samaya ghaNo ja ocho.. paNa emanA zAsanano samaya khUba ja lAMbo! kahe kalApUrNasUri .... *. 259

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soma, 27-9-99, bhA. vada-8. pramAda zatru che, chatAM mitra mAnIe chIe. bhavabhramaNa pramAdanA kAraNe ja che. bIjA karmabaMdhanA kAraNo pramAdamAM samAI jAya che. mithyAtva, avirati, kaSAya ane yoga - A cAreno samAveza pramAdamAM thaI jAya che. bhagavatImAM praznaH kayA kAraNe bhavabhramaNa? javAba: pramAda..! mAtra eka ja zabdano javAba!pramAdanuM peTa eTaluM moTuM che ke bIjA badhAne te potAnAmAM samAvI le che. uMghamAM to pramAda che ja, ApaNA jAgavAmAM paNa pramAda che; niMdA - vikathA - kaSAya Adi jAgatAno pramAda che. AtmabhAvamAM jAgRta thavuM te sAcI jAgRti che. AtmabhAvamAM jAgRta na thaIe tyAM sudhInI jAgRti paNa pramAda ja che. sarvavirati eTale apramatta jIvana! dinacaryA ja evI ke pramAdano avakAza ja na . 1 rAdhanapuramAM haragovanadAsa paMDita pAse bIjAkarmagranthamAM kArasUrie praznapeparamAM pUcheluMH uMghamAM sAdhunuM guNaThANuM ke jAya? javAbaH uMghamAM sAdhunuM guNaThANuM caDe, jAya nahi. UMgha vakhate paNa AtmajAgRti kAyama rahe. mATe ja sAdhu khAya chatAM upavAsI kahevAya. jyAre khAudharo mANasa upavAsa kare 260 ... . kahe kalApUrNasUri

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toya mana khAvAmAM ja hoya. ja A ja arthamAM bharata cakrIne vairAgI kahyA che. 'manahI meM vairAgI bharatajI...' tIrthaMkaro gRhasthapaNAmAM lagna ke yuddhamAM paNa karma bAMdhe nahi, paNa kApe. gRhastha jIvanamAM karma kapAya chatAM zAntinAtha Adie cAritranI pasaMdagI karI pakhaMDanI Rddhino tyAga karI sarvavirati svIkArI. rAjamArga A ja che. A rAjamArga ja jagatanA jIvone batAvavAno che. prazna H upavAsamAM colapaTTo pachI paDilehaNa karavAmAM Ave. vApareluM hoya to colapaTTo prathama paDilehavAmAM Ave, tenuM kAraNa zuM ? uttara H vAparatAM koI saMnidhi thayelI hoya to dhoI zakAya mATe. * Aje ke kAle, jyAre paNa mokSa joIto hoya tyAre samatAno Adara karajo. jo Ama ja hoya to samatAnI sAdhanA AjathI ja zarU kema na karavI ? samatA lAvavI hoya to mamatA kADhavI paDaze. koIpaNa guNa joIto haze to tenAthI viruddha durguNa kADhavo ja paDaze. durguNa kADho eTale sadguNa hAjara ja che, ema mAno. kacaro kADho eTale svacchatA oraDAmAM potAnI meLe ja AvI jaze. ,, * saMyama jIvana svIkAryA pachI jo ahaMkAra mamakAra dUra na thaI zake to sAdhanA zI rIte thaI zakaze ? sAdhanAnA vighAtaka paribaLo A ja che. A ja granthi che, gAMTha che, rAga - dveSanI tIvra gAMTha. mamakAra rAga ane ahaMkAra dveSanuM pratika che. e gAMThane vIMdhyA vinA samyagdarzana maLI zake nahi. granthinI najIka lAvanAra cAra dRSTio che, mitrA, tArA, balA, dIprA. gRhasthane dhana vinA na cAle, satata te mATe udyama karatA ja rahe, tema sAdhune jJAna vinA na cAle, satata svAdhyAya karatA ja rahe. gRhasthane keTaluM dhana maLe to tRpti thAya? gRhasthane dhanamAM tRpti na hoya tema sAdhune jJAnamAM tRpti na hoya. e mATe e satata prayatnazIla hoya. avidyA - ajJAna - mithyAtva eka che. vidyA - jJAna - samyagdarzana eka che. A paryAyavAcI zabdo che. hamaNAM bahenoe kahe kalApUrNasUri 261

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pUchayuM: samyagdarzananI najIka zI rIte javAya? javAbaH samyagdarzananI pUrva bhUmikArUpe cAra daSTio che. jema jema dRSTimAM vikAsa thato jAya tema tema samyagdarzananI najIka jatA jaIe. samyagdarzananI pUrvabhUmikAo jANavA A yogadRSTio khAsa vAMcavA - samajavA jevI che. * pradarzaka ane pravartaka be prakAranA A jJAnamAM pradarzaka jJAna bojarUpa che. gadheDA para caMdananA bhAra jevuM che. jIvanane badalAvI de e ja sAcuM jJAna, pravartaka jJAna! * mitrAdaSTinuM prathama ja lakSaNa A che zatna cittam ' atyAra sudhI premano pravAha je kaMcana ane kAminI pratye hato te have bhagavAna paravahevA mAMDe che. niSa kuzane vim , mana, tamAre kava - vacana; prAmAdi ra saMzuddhama, - kAyA, covInamanuttamam ! A mitrAdaSTinA lakSaNo che. saMjJAthI prerAIne jo koI bhakti karato hoya to te yogabIja na kahevAya. guNa be prakAranA : eka dekhAva khAtaranA, bIjA hRdayanA, vAstavika. 3pathiyADatyantasaMjJAvimAnvitam patnamanjihitam bhakti hoya tyAM vairAgya hoya. saMsAranA viSayo viSThA jevA lAge. A pahelI dRSTinA guNo che. te guNono vikAsa uttarottara vadhato jAya. dRSTi eTale zraddhAyukta jJAna. jJAna prakAzarUpa che, jenAthI jIvana Alokita thAya che. prathamadRSTino jJAnaprakAza taNakhalAnA agni jevo kahyo che, je saLagIne tarata ja zAMta thaI jAya. prathama dRSTimAM kyAreka Atmika AnaMdanI jhalaka Ave che, paNa e vadhu TakatI nathI. jhalaka Ave che ne vIjaLIvege cAlI jAya che. bhale e cAlI jAya, paNa aMdara pharI e meLavavA adamya lAlasAmUkatI jAya che. pachI e AnaMdane zodhavA sAdhaka khojI bane che. bhinna-bhinna matone taTasthabhAve avaloke che. tyArapachI 4thI daSTimAM guruno anugraha varNavatAM kahyuM cheH "gumamina, tIrthadarzanamatam " prabhudarzana ahIM guru dvArA maLI zake; bhale A kSetra-kALamAM bhagavAna na hoya. jagatanA jIvo kaMcana - kAminInA darzanamAM eTalA gaLADUba DUbelA che ke bhagavAnanA darzananI kadI yAda ja nathI AvatI. AvA loko kaheH mitrasAra-saMsAre, sAraM sAtnioranA 262 ... .... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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* samApatti eTale dhyAna dvArA prabhunA guNonI sparzanA. x bhAva arihaMta na maLe tyAM sudhI nAma ane sthApanAmAM bhaktane prabhu dekhAya. premInA patramAM, premInA phoTAmAM jema sAkSAt milanatulya AnaMda thAya tema prabhunAma ane prabhu mUrtimAM bhaktane milanatulya AnaMda thAya, prabhuno jApa e rIte karo ke maMtramAM tamane prabhu dekhAya. prabhu - mUrtimAM tame evA darzana karo ke tamane sAkSAt prabhu dekhAya. madya meM sAM nanma, gadya me sattA vijJA 'aho ! prabhu ! Aje mAro janma saphaLa. Aje mArI kriyA saphaLa ?'' A udgAro zuM kahe che ? mUrtimAM sAkSAt bhagavAnanA darzana kare te ja AvuM bolI zake ! 'jeha dhyAna arihaMtako, so hi AtamadhyAna ! bheda kachuM INameM nahi.'' ApaNA vyavahAra-pradhAna graMtho Ama kahe che. prabhune alaga rAkhIne tame AtmA meLavavA mAMgatA ho to e koI kALe nahi banI zake. bhagavAnane kADhIne mAtra AtmA rAkhavA gayA to mAtra ahaMkAra ja raheze. jene tame 'AtmA' mAnavAnI bhUla karatA rahezo. paNa je prabhune pakaDI rAkhaze tene Atma-darzana thaze ja. prabhu pote ja eka divasa tene kaheze; tuM ne huM kAMI alaga nathI. ApaNe banne eka ja chIe. kahe kalApUrNasUri ...263

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maMgaLa, 28-9-99, bhA. vada- 3+4. * "samo rUva sAvako rava nA !' gRhasthapaNAmAM rahIne paNa AvI sAdhanA karI zakAya che. jethI jJAnIone paNa kahevuM paDeH tame sAdhu jevA banyA. udAyI rAjA, kAmadeva, AnaMda vagerenA dRSTAMto vAMco. upAsaka dazA vAMco. bhagavAnanA 10 zrAvako kevA mahAna hatA? bhagavAna mahAvIre paNa kahyuM Aje rAtre AnaMda zrAvake utkRSTa pariSaho sahana kya. 'jAsa pasaMsai bhayavaM daDhavvayattaM mahAvIro / ' A rIte ja zrAvakapaNAnI karaNIthI sAdhudharma mATenI pAtratA Ave. e rIte maLeluM cAritra saphaLa bane. * prazna: cAritranA pariNAma AvI gayA hoya to vidhinI zI jarUra? na AvyA hoya toya zI jarUra? nirarthaka che banne rIte. haribhadrasUrijI kahe che. amArI A vidhi evI che ke cAritranA pariNAma na jAgyA hoya to jAge. jAgelA hoya to nirmaLa banIne TakI rahe. trIjA vaidyanI jema A sarva rIte sukhakArI che. ja sthaDila mAtranA 24 sthAna jovAnA che. ApaNe atyAre "AghADe Asanne (mAMDalA) karIe chIe te enuM pratIka che. "AghADe Asane mAMDalA dvArA jJAnIonI e paNa najara che ke koIpaNa sAdhu - ....... kahe kalApUrNasUriy.org. 264 ..

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sAdhvI potAnI kudaratI hAjatane roke nahi e rokavAmAM ghaNuM nukazAna che. * jaina dharmane harAvavA dIkSita thanAra goviMda muninuM sAcuM hRdaya-parivartana thayuM ne pharIthI dIkSA lIdhI. AvuM che A zAsana je potAnA virodhIone paNa potAnAmAM samAvI le * koI bhakti AdinA kAryakramo mahApuNyodaye goThavAyA hoya che. pUrvamAM adibhiSeka vagere anuSThAno goThavAtA, jemAM badhA ja sAdhu - sAdhvIjIo ekaThA thAya. na janAra sAdhu - sAdhvIne prAyazcitta Ave, ema chedasUtromAM lakhyuM che. * prazna kevaLajJAnIne zuM bAkI rahyuM jethI tIrthakaranI dezanA sAMbhaLavA bese ? jarUra zI? samavasaraNamAM kevaLI parSadAnI goThavaNa zA mATe? uttaraH A vyavahAra che, aucitya che. gurune joIne ziSyo paNa zIkhe. bIjA lokone paNa bhagavAna pratye bahumAna jAge. tIrthaMkarano mahimA vadhe. juo to kharA ! guru gautamasvAmI chapastha che, 500 tApaso kevaLajJAnI che, chatAM kevaLajJAnI pAchaLa cAle che. kevaLajJAnI ziSya, chadmastha guracaMDarudrAcAryane upADIne phare che, lAkaDInA mAra paNa sahe che. kevaLI kUrmaputra cha mahinA sudhI mA-bApanI sevA kare che. sAce ja, vyavahAra baLavAna che. * mRgAvatInI jagyAe ApaNe hoIe to gurune kahI daIe: "tame kema ekalA ekalA jatAM rahyAM? mane kema kahyuM nahi? bhUla tamArI che, mArI jarAya nahi. huM kAMI rakhaDavA nahotI gaI, jethI tame mane ThapakAro cho!" AthI to ApaNane kevaLajJAna nathI thatuM ne ? emaNe samatAbhAve kevaLajJAna meLavI lIdhuM, ApaNe kevaLajJAnane dUrane dUra dhakelIe chIe. * pANImAM loDhuM, lAkaDuM ane kAgaLa nAkho. eka DUbI jaze, (loDhuM), bIjA be lAkaDuM ane kAgaLa taraze. temAMya lAkaDuM to pote ya tane bIjAneya tAre kAgaLa pote to tare paNa bIjAne na tArI zake. loDhuM poteya DUbene bIjAneya DUbADe. ApaNe konA jevA? Azritane tAnArA ke DUbADanArA? * samatA vAraMvAra yAda Ave mATe sAdhu divasamAM nava vAra karemi bhaMte bole. pAMca mahAvratothI prANAtipAtAdi pAMceya avatothI viramaNa thayuM. sAmAyikanA pAThathI krodhAdi pApothI viramaNa thayuM. kahe kalApUrNasUri ...... *** 265 www.jainelibi

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mukhya to sAmAyikano ja pATha che. e pratijJAmAM sarva pratijJA AvI ja gaI, paNa vaDI dIkSA vakhate vizeSa mahAvrata eTalA mATe paNa uccAravAmAM Ave che ke teTalA gALA daramyAna ziSyanI barAbara parIkSA thaI zake. jo kAMI evuM jaNAya to vAto paNa karI zakAya. pU. kanakasUrijIe eka vyaktine dIkSA ApI. pachI khyAla Avyo ane mAkhI mAravAnI na jAya tevI Adata che. pU. bApajI ma.ne pUchAvyuM: AnuM zuM karyuM? pU bApajI ma.e lakhyuMH ravAnA karavo. pachI tene utpavrajita karavAmAM Avyo. * 11mA guNaThANe caDelA, 14 pUrvI paNa anaMtA nigodamAM gayA che - evuM ApaNane eTalA mATe kahevAmAM Ave che. ke ApaNI saMyamamAM sAvadhAnI vadhe. pramAda vadhAravA mATe Ano upayoga nathI karavAno. "emanA jevA mahApuruSo paNa nigodamAM jAya to ApaNI sAdhanA zI visAtamAM? mUko sAdhanA... karo jalasA...!" AvuM udhuM vicAravA mATe A nathI kahevAyuM * mAro AtmA bhAre che ke laghu? eno anubhava ApaNane zI rIte thAya? dharma karatAM AnaMda thavo joIe. AnaMda thAya to samajavuM huM haLukarmI chuM. kaMTALo Ave to samajavuM huM bhArekarmI chuM. * "mA ruSa mA tuSa" A be vAkya paNa jemane nahotA AvaDatA evA muni kevaLajJAna kema pAmI gayA? teo jANatA hatA. mane bhale nathI AvaDatuM, mArA gurune to AvaDe che ne? mArA gunuM jJAna e mAruM ja jJAna che. AvA saMpUrNa samarpaNathI ja teo kevaLajJAna pAmI zakyA hatA. putra pitAnI milkatano vArasadAra bane, to bhakta bhagavAnanI milkatano vArasadAra kema na bane? to ziSya gurunI milkatano vArasadAra kema na bane? bhakta eTale bhAvi bhagavAna! bhagavAne potAnuM aMtaraMga aizvaryabhakta mATe ja anAmata rAkheluM che. se 266 ... rien niematonal For Privato a Personal use only **** ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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kaMcanalAla gabharUcaMda (cANasmA) Ayojita navakAra jApa (ArAdhaka 400 purUSo) - prathama daivasa. tA. 30/9/99 * kaI tAkAta chenavakAramAM je bhavasAgara tarAve che? je arihaMta, siddha AdimAM tAraktAnI tAkAta che, te badhI ja navakAramAM sAmUhika rUpe ekatrita thayelI che. mATe ja navakAra zaktino strota che. tArakatAnI tAkAta ThAMsI-ThAMsIne emAM bharI che. * saMsAramITho lAge che, paNa kharekharamIThonathI -nAma mAtrathI mITho che. mIThA' ne ApaNe mIThuM' kahIe chIe, paNa e mIThuM thoDuM che? barAbara A mIThA jevo saMsAra che. nAma mIThuM paNa svAda khAro ! * navakAra eTale prabhuno maMtrAtmaka deha! prabhunuM akSaramaya zarIra! * potAnA AtmAne sarvamAM ane sarvane potAnA AtmAmAM jue che, te paramAtmA che. * ApaNe paramAtmAne paNa pUrNa mAnavA taiyAra nathI, paraMtu paramAtmA ApaNane pUrNa mAnavA taiyAra che, eTaluM ja nahIM, teo ApaNane pUrNarUpe joI ja rahyA che. | *navakAramAM anaMtaarihaMtAdinI saMkalpa-zakti bhaLelI che. mATe ja te zaktino strota che. eno jApa karavAthI, ApaNo saMkalpa nabaLo hoya to paNa asara thAya ja. * navakAra gaNo... gaNyA ja karo. ekAgratA navakAra ja Apaze, prabhu ja Apaze. ApaNo purUSArtha gauNa che. prabhu kRpA mukhya che. ema mAnIne sAdhanA karo. maMtra tene ja kahe kalApUrNasUri ... 1. 267

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phaLe, maMtra ane maMtradAtA para jenuM hRdaya vizvAsa dharAvatuM hoya. navakAramAM prabhunI tAkAta jovA zraddhAnI AMkha joIe. cAmaDAnI AMkhathI akSaro sivAya kazuM ja nahi dekhAya. * navakAra ke prabhunA guNo gAnArA ApaNe koNa ? mAnatuMgasUri jevA kahetA hoyaH 'bALaka sAgaramAM pratibiMbita candrane pakaDavA mathe, tema mAro ApanI stuti mATeno prayatna che.'' to pachI ApaNe kaI vADInA mULA ? A vakhate to nakkI karo H prabhunA darzana karavA ja che. sabhA : 'Apa darzana karAvI do.'' 'bhojana jAte karavuM paDe che. tamArA taraphathI bIjo koI bhojana karI zake nahi, samarpaNa-bhAva ApaNe keLavavo paDe. bIjo keLave te na cAle. ApaNe samarpaNa keLavIzuM to prabhu avazya darzana Apaze ja. tamArUM hRdaya ahaMkArathI jyAM khAlI thayuM tyAM arjuno prakAza pragaTyo samajo. je khAlI bane che te ja bharAya che. tamArA hRdayamAM saLagato ahaMkArano dIvo olavI nAkho. paramAtmAnI cAMdanI tamArA hRdayamAM jhaLakaze. svane ahaMkArazUnya banAvavuM, e ja samarpaNabhAva che. e ja sAdhanAnuM rahasya che. jagatanA jIvo sAthe ApaNo sauthI moTo saMbaMdha jIvatvano che. ethI vizeSa bIjo kayo saMbaMdha hoI zake ? ApaNo saMbaMdha mAtra parivAra pUrato che. parivAra sAtheno e saMbaMdha paNa jIvatvanA nAte nahIM, svArthanA nAte che. mATe ja eno niSedha karavAmAM Avyo che. * prazno badhA manamAM rAkho. prazno saMdehane jaNAve che H hA tame prabhune samarpita thayA nathI. samarpaNa pachI prazno kevA ? ahaMkArazUnya manamAMthI prazno marI paravAre che. nava divasa sudhI mane barAbara sAMbhaLo. tamArA badhA ja praznonA javAba prAyaH AvI jaze. na Ave to dasamA divase kahejo. * bhagavAna ApaNane pratyakSa nathI, paNa ApaNe bhagavAnamATe pratyakSa chIe, emanA kevaLajJAnamAM pratibiMbita chIe, kAraNake bhagavAna sarvajJa-sarvadarzI che. A hola ApaNane pratyakSa che, tema prabhune AkhuM vizva pratyakSa che. bhagavAna sarvajJa che tema sarvaga paNa che. sarvaga eTale sarvavyApI, deharUpe nahIM, paNa kevaLajJAna rUpe sarvavyApI che. mATe ja prabhu 'vibhu che.' mAnatuMgasUrijIe A ja arthamAM 'tvAmavyayaM viSu..' e zlokamAM prabhune vibhu kahyA che. 268 kahe kalApUrNasUri

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bhA. va. u savAra tA. 1-10-99 * anaMtA janmo sAme A eka janmanI laDAI che. pApo che janamojanamanA e badhAno kSaya A eka ja janmamAM karavAno che. kaI rIte thaI zake ? bahu agharUM che, ema nahi mAnatA. anaMtAnaMta pApono Dhera eka ja janmamAM zI rIte vilIna thaze ? ema mAnIne gabharAI nahi jatA, aMdhArUM game teTaluM junuM hoya ke game teTaluM moTuM hoya, ene bhagAvavA prakAzanuM eka kiraNa basa che. prakAza Ave ne aMdhakAra tema dharma AvatAM ja adharma jAya, adharma - pApa aMdhakAra che to dharma prakAza che. aMdhakArane dUra karatAM prakAzane kAMI varSo nathI lAgatA, eka ja kSaNanuM kAma che e to. kevaLajJAna prApta karatAM kAMI vadhu vAra nahIM lAge. mAtra antarmuhUrtanuM kAma che. kSapakazreNinA e antarmuhurtamAM anaMtA pApakarmo baLI jAya. - jAya, luNAvA (vi. saM. 2032)mAM dhyAnavicAra lakhavAno avasara Avyo. kalama hAthamAM lIdhI, paNa lakhavuM zuM ? pAse koI sAmagrI nahIM, 'namaskAra svAdhyAya' sAhitya vikAsa maMDaLa taraphathI prakAzita pustaka sAme paDeluM hatuM. evI Adata kharI ke koI paNa kAma zarU karavuM hoya to bAra navakAra gaNavA. bAra navakAra gaNIne meM e pustaka kholatAM pahelA prabhune prArthanA karI H prabhu ! mAre je lakhavuM che te mane apAvajo. pustaka kholatAM ja barAbara mane je joItuM hatuM te ja malyuM. cAra cIjo maLI. mAruM hRdaya nAcI uThyuM. pachI enA AdhAre meM dhyAna-vicAra lakhavAnuM zarU karyuM. * jyAM sudhI potAnI adhUrAza na lAge tyAM sudhI prabhu pAse mAMgavAnuM mana na thAya. kahe kalApUrNasUri 269

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mAMgIe nahi tyAM sudhI maLe nahIM. potAnI uNapa dekhAya te ja ahaMkArathI zUnya banI zake. ahaMkArathI zUnya bane te ja ahathI pUrNa bane. prabhu pAse mAMgIe to maLe ja maLe. paNa mAMgIe ja nahito. prazna: prabhu to mA che. mA to vagara mAgye paNa pIrase, to prabhu kema ApatA nathI? uttara: mA vagara mAMgye bALakane Ape te sAcuM, paNa bALakanI uMmara pramANe Ape, stanapAna karanAra bALakane mA kAMI dUdhapAka na Ape. nAnakaDA bALakane mA kAMI lADavA na Ape. Ape to bALakane nukazAna na thAya. prabhu ApaNI yogyatA pramANe ApI ja rahyA che. yogyatA vadhatI jaze tema prabhu pAsethI vadhune vadhu maLatuM ja jaze. to pachI mAMgavAnI zI jarUra che? yogyatA ja vadhAratA rahevuM ne? evo tame prazna karI zako cho, paNa mArI vAta barAbara sAMbhaLI lo. prabhu pAse dIna-hIna banIne yAcanA karavAthI ja yogyatA vadhe che. yogyatA keLavavAnI sauthI utkRSTa rIta A che dIna, hIna, anAtha ane nirAdhAra banIprabhusamakSa yAcanA karavI. ahaMkArathI akkaDabanIne nahi, namaskArathI namra banIne prabhu pAse yAcanA karavAnI che. namra ja guNothI bharAya che, akkaDa nahi. sarovara ja pANIthI bharAya che, akkaDa pahADa nahI. * prabhunuM nAma sukha Ape. zI rIte ? prabhunAnAmamAM prabhunA guNo ane prabhunI zakti chupAyelA che, jyAre ApaNe tenA dvArA prabhu sAthe ekAkArabanI jaIe chIe tyAre prabhunA guNo ane zaktionuM ApaNAmAM avataraNa thAya che. phUlanI sugaMdha telamAM Ave tema prabhu guNonI sugaMdha ApaNAmAM AvavA lAge che. attaranI sugaMdha rUmAM bharIne pharanArA tame prabhu-nAma dvArA prabhu-guNo saMkrAnta karI zakAya, eTalI vAta nahi samajo? 4 nAnapaNathI ja mane prabhu-bhakti khUba ja game, keTalIkavAra to prabhubhaktimAM 4-5 kalAko vItI jAya, jamavA mATe bolAvavA AvavuM paDe evuM paNa banatuM. ekavAra tame bhaktino AnaMda mANazo to vAraMvAra e meLavavA lalacAzo. * buddhimAM ahaMkAra jJAnanuM ajIrNa che. ahaMkAra dvArA jJAnanA ajIrNane jANI zakAya. namratA dvArA jJAnAmRta pacyuM che ema jANI zakAya. prabhu mahAdAnavIra che. mAMgIe te ApavA taiyAra che paNa ApaNe ja mAgI zakatA 270 - kalApaNasa www.jattelitary.org

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nathI. evA kaMgALa chIe ke zuddha ane tuccha sivAya bIjuM kazuM mAMgatA zIkhyA ja nathI. jemane prabhu pAsethI maLyuM che temaNe gAyuM cheH "gaI dInatA aba sabahI hamArI prabhu tuja samakita - dAna meM Atama anubhava - rasa ke Age Avata nahIM kou mAna meM.." prabhu evuM Ape che ke jethI dInatA - tucchatA vagere ubhI pUMchaDIe bhAgI chUTe che. * pUnA zoTisamaM stotram eno artha e nathI ke stotra bolI daIe to pUjA AvI gaI. kAraNa pUjAthI stotra caDiyAtuM che. enuM rahasya e che ke kroDIvAra pUjA karazo tyAre sAcuM stotra bolI zakazo. kroDIvAra stotro bolatA rahezo tyAre jApa mATenI yogyatA meLavI zakazo. kroDovAra jApa karazo tyAre dhyAna lAgI zakaze ane kroDIvAra dhyAna karazo tyAre layanI bhUmikA sudhI pahoMcI zakazo. paM. bhadraMkara vijayajI keTalI uMcI kakSAnA sAdhaka hatA? chatAM temaNe pratikramaNAdi Avazyakono tyAga nathI kya. zA mATe? emane emAM paNa dhyAnanI ja puSTi dekhAI. sAco dhyAnI pratikramaNAdithI to dayAnane puSTa banAve ja, paNa AhAra, vihArAdithI paNa dhyAnane puSTa banAve. kahe kalApUrNasUri ... *** 271 Jair-Education International

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bhA. va. 7 bora, tA. 1-10-99 navakAra zuM Ape ? navakAranA pAMca pado ApaNI rAha joI rahyA che. pAMcamAMthI je pada joItuM hoya te bolo. sabhA H arihaMta, AcArya joyuM ? jIvano ahaMkAra kevo prabara che ? e sIdho ja arihaMta ke AcArya banavA mAge che. paNa sAdhu banyA vinA na AcArya banAya, na upAdhyAya, na arihaMta. sainika banyA vinA senApati zI rIte banAya ? vahu banyA vinA sAsu zI rIte banAya ? zrotA banyA vinA vaktA zI rIte banAya ? bhakta banyA vinA bhagavAna zI rIte banAya ? * jagata apUrNa dekhAya che, jIvo apUrNa dekhAya che te ApaNe hajI apUrNa chIe, e sUcave che. je kSaNe ApaNane svamAM pUrNatA dekhAze te ja kSaNe jagatanA sarva jIvomAM paNa pUrNatA dekhAze. pUrNane badhuM pUrNa dekhAya. apUrNane apUrNa dekhAya. ApaNane jagata kevuM dekhAya che ! te, jagata kevuM che ? te nahi, paNa ApaNe kevA chIe te jaNAve che. jagata duSTa jaNAtuM hoya to cokkasa ApaNe duSTa chIe. jagata avyavasthita jaNAtuM hoya to cokkasa ApaNe avyavasthita chIe. jagata vyavasthita jaNAtuM hoya to cokkasa ApaNe vyavasthita chIe. jagata guNI jaNAtuM hoya to cokkasa ApaNe guNI chIe. 'dRSTi tevI sRSTi' emane ema nathI kahevAyuM. * bhagavAnane bhUlI javA e ja Apatti, 272 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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bhagavAnane yAda rAkhavA e ja saMpatti. A dRSTi khulI jAya to duHkha paNa sukharUpe lAge, sukha paNa duHkha lAge. tattva pAmyAnI A ja nizAnI che.. * bhujamAM gAyanA kAraNe dhakko lAgyo. phrekacara thayuM. mane Ubho karavAmAM Avyo, paNa huM cAlI zakuM nahIM. eka pagabarAbara, cAlavAtaiyAra, paNa bIjo paga barAbaranahIM. bIjA paganI sahAyatA vinA eka pagazuM karI zake ? muktimArge paNa ekalA nizcayathI ke ekalA vyavahArathI, ekalI kriyAthI ke ekalA jJAnathI na cAlI zakAya. banne joIe. jJAna AMkha che to kriyA paga che. paga vinA AMkha elI cAlI zake? AMkha vinA ekalA paga cAlI zake ? AMkha vinA paga AMdhaLA che. paga vinA AMkha paMgu che. paMkhIne uDavA pAMkha paNa joIe, AMkha paNa joIe, AMkha jJAna che. pAMkha kriyA che. * zomAM nANAM priya sacavA (varNamAtA) vAgyA zomAM guruvama?i I (navakAra mAtA) navakAra bhavAza zobhA vaparAtma-voka ! (aSTapravacana mAtA) karemibhaMte vothastha zomAM samatA zAMtiH | (tripadI mAtA) logassa paM. bhadraMkara vi. A zloka hAthe lakhIne Apelo. A zloka para meM 15-20 divasa vyAkhyAno ApelA, te ghaNAne yAda haze! AmAM cAra mAtA, navapada vagere badhuM AvI jAya che. A zloka pAko thaI gayo? hA, pAko karavAno che. huM samajuM chuM ke tamane kaMThastha karavuM gamatuM nathI, vyAkhyAno tamane eTale ja game che ne? kAMI ja pAkuM karavAnuM nahi! vyAja vinA ja mUDI laI javAnI ! bharapAI karavAnI cintA ja nahIM. manuSyanI zobhA madhura ane satyavANI che. vANInI zobhA gurU ane devanI bhakti che. bhaktinI zobhA sva ane parano bodha che. bodhanI zobhA samatA ane zAnti che. kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... *** 277

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(1) vANIH manuSyanI prathama zobhA vANIthI che. ApaNe vANIno kevo vyartha bagADa karIe chIe! jo vANIno durupayoga karIzuM to evI gatimAM (ekendriyamAM javuM paDaze. jyAM vANI nahIM hoya! A padamAM vANIthI varNamAtRkA AvI. (2) bhaktiH vANI paNa jo bhakti-rahita hoya vyartha che. bhakti eTale "namo' ! namaskArabhAva! enA vizeSa artho jANavA pU. paM. bhadraMkara vi.nA pustako vAMcI levA. namonA arthomAM AkhI jIMdagI cAlI jAya to paNa pUrA na thAya. "namomAM IcchA -- sAmarthya ane zAstra - traNeya yogo rahelA che. "namomAM zaraNAgati, duSkatagaha, sukRta - anumodanA - traNeya paM. bhadraMkara vi. e ghaTADelA che. "namomAM samyagdarzana bhaLe to ja bhAva namaskAra maLe. gaNadharo to ati ucca kakSAnA che. emano to namaskAra thaI gayo, chatAM "namo arihaMtANaM zA mATe bole? pote jyAM che tethI paNa UMcI bhUmikA meLavavA mATe! namo dvArA navakAramAtA sUcita thAya che. jJAna vadhe tema bhakti vadhavI joIe. (3) sva-parAtma bodhaH A bhaktinI zobhA che. navakAranA sAdhakane sva-paranuM bhedajJAna avazya hoya, A ja samyagadarzana che, enuM bIja bhakti che, namo che. lADu mATe traNa cIja joIe. goLa, ghI ane loTa! traNamAMthI eka cIja bAkAta rAkhIne lADu banAvo bhalA! ghI na rAkho to kulara thAya, loTa na rAkho to rAbaDI thaI jAya, paNa lADu na thAya. jJAna - darzana, cAritra A traNa maLe to ja mokSano modaka taiyAra thAya. A traNeya kyAMthI maLe? traNeya dukAno batAvuM? deva pAse darzana, gurU pAse jJAna, dharma pAse cAritra maLe. bhakti sAcA arthamAM tyAre ja bane jyAre sva-para AtmAno bodha thAya. bodha thayA pachI tenI rakSA karavAnuM mana thAya. sva-parAtma bodhathI aSTapravacana mAtArUpa trIjI mAtA AvI. (4) samatA-zAntiH A jJAnanI zobhA che. je dhyAna dvArA maLe che. tripadI dvArA dhyAna maLe che. tripadI cothI dhyAnamAtA che. 274 ... ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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paDI i vAra bhA. va. 8, savAra, tA. 2-10-99 prabhunA nAmo anaMta che. kAraNake guNo anaMta che, zaktio anaMta che. ekeka nAma ekeka guNa ane zaktino paricAyaka che. pU. AnaMdaghanajI kahe cheH ema aneka abhidhA (nAma) dhare, anubhava-gamya vicAra; je jANe tene kare, AnaMdaghana avatAra. * jIbha ApaNI vicitra che, ene khAvA mIThuM joIe, paNa bolavA kaDavuM joie. subhASitakAra kahe che: 'zobhA narANAM priyasatyavANI' manuSyanI zobhA rUpake ghareNAthI nahIM, satya ane madhura vANIthI che. koIpaNa mANasa vANIthI oLakhAya. IndrabhUtie bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmIne zI rIte pichANyA? vANIthI | priya ane satya vANI bolavI te eka prakAranI sarasvatInI ArAdhanA che. kaDavI ane asatya vANI bolavI te sarasvatInuM apamAna che. vANInA cAra prakAraH vakharIH ApaNe uccAra karIe chIe te. vaikharI vANI Ama sthUla kahevAya, paNa bIjI apekSAe badhI vANInuM e mULa che. kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... . 275

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enAthI sAdhanAno prAraMbha thaI zake. prabhunA stotro, navakAra vagere uccAraNapUrvaka bolo A vaikharI vANI thaI. enI sahAyatAthI tame dhIre dhIre AgaLa vadhI zako. stotrapUrvaka jo tame jApa karazo to mana ekadama ekAgra banI jaze. pUjA karyA pachI stotramAM, stotra ryA pachI jApamAM, jApa pachI dhyAnamAM ane dhyAna pachI layamAM tame saraLatAthI jaI zakazo. pUjAkoTisamaM stotraM, stotrakoTisamo japaH / japakoTisamaM dhyAnaM, dhyAnakoTisamo layaH / / A zloka A ja vAta jaNAve che. A zlokanA racayitA bappabhaTTasUrijI che. * eka zrAvikA paNa prabhubhaktithI samApattinI kakSAnI bhaktithI kevo apUrva AtmavizvAsa dharAve che ? te jANavA jevuM che. AkhI ujjainanagarI zatru-sainyanI kalpanAthI bhayabhIta hatI. mayaNA te vakhate paNa nirbhaya hatI. sAsue pUchelA savAlanA javAbamAM teNe kahyuM : Aje prabhu-bhakti samaye thayelA apUrva AnaMdathI huM khAtarIpUrvaka kahI zakuM chuM ke Aje ja tamAro putra (zrIpALa) maLaze, ane kharekhara evuM ja thayuM. * je vANIthI tame prabhu-guNa gAyA, stotro bolyA, navakAra bolyA e vANIthI have tame kaDavuM bolazo ? gALo bolazo ? jo jo. mA zAradA rIsAI na jAya ! zAradAno game teTalo jApa karo, paNa vANInI kaDavAza nahi choDo to zAradA nahIM rIjhe. apamAna thatuM hoya tyAM koNa Ave ? * ApaNe badhuM pachI upara rAkhIe chIe. paNa anubhavIo kahe che ke A bhavamAM, ahIM ja, atyAre ja tamAre je joIe che te meLavo. mokSa paNa ahIM ja meLavo. je ahIM mokSanuM sukha nahi meLavI zake te paralokano mokSa nahi meLavI zake. ApaNe paralokanI AzAmAM beThA chIe H mukti tyAM maLaze. paNa anubhavIo kahe che H pahelA ahIM mokSa pachI tyAM mokSa. ahIM nahiM to tyAM paNa nahi. * huM dIkSA levA taiyAra thayo tyAre gharanA amuka vaDIlo kahetA : akSaya ! tame to mahAna zrAvaka AnaMda ane kAmadevathI paNa vadhyA. temaNe paNa dIkSA nahotI lIdhI, tame levA taiyAra thayA cho. evA tame kayA moTA ? ghera rahI sAdhanA nathI thatI ? zAstrIya vAtano paNa mANasa kevo durupoyaga kare che ? zAstramAMthI paNa potAne anukULa tarka mANasa kaI rIte zodhI kADhe che ? teno A namUno che. 276 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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* zazIkAntabhAI : ApanI sAthe mokSamAM javAno saMkalpa che. uttara H sAthe zA mATe ? mArAthI paNa pahelA jAva. pU. hemacandrasUrijIe kumArapALane potAnAthI pahelAM mokSamAM mokalyA. paNa, mokSa vakhate ja sAtha kema Iccho cho ? atyAre ja sAtha laI lo ne ? koNa nA pADe che ? sAdhutA vinA siddhi nathI e to jANo cho ne ? sAdhu banyA vinA siddha zI rIte banAze ? x ArAdhanA - sAdhanA sArI thaI che, te zI rIte jANI zakAya ? mananI prasannatAthI. prasannatA vadhe te sAcI sAdhanA. * paM. bhadraMkara vi. ne 'dhyAnavicAra' nAmano alabhya graMtha svajanmabhUmi pATaNamAM ja maLyo. paM bhadraMkara vi., amRtabhAI kALIdAsa vageree sAthe maLIne te 'namaskAra svAdhyAya' granthamAM prakAzita karyo. 'dhyAnavicAra' grantha prakAzita karIne paM. ma.sA. e khUba ja upakAra karyo che. 'nava rahRsya'nAmanuM ajaina saMnyAsI pratyekAnaMda svAmI racita pustaka paM. bhadraMkara vi. e mane ApeluM. jenetaroe paNa japayoga aMge ghaNuM lakhyuM che. ghaNAM rahasyo batAvyA che. te e pustakathI samajAya che. varNamAtA : jJAnanI jananI navakAra mAtA H puNyanI jananI aSTa pravacana mAtA H dharmanI jananI tripadI mAtA : dhyAnanI jananI che. cAre ya mAtA maLIne ApaNane paramAtmAnA khoLAmAM mUkI de. mAtAe taiyAra karIne tamane pitAne soMpyA, pitAe zikSakane soMpyA, pachI gurUne soMpyA, gurUe bhagavAnane ne bhagavAne sarvajIvone soMpyA Ama tame akhila brahmAMDa sAthe joDAyA, tenA mULamAM mAtA che. kahe kalApUrNasUri : 277

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* anaMtakALanA bhramaNamAM AvA vItarAga bhagavAna kadI maLyA nathI. maLyA che to zraddhA karI nathI, bhakti nathI karI, bhaktinI parAkASThAe nathI pahoMcyA, e vAta nakkI che. bhA. va. 8, bapora, tA. 2-10-99 bhagavAna to nirvANa pAmyA. to maLyA zI rIte kahevAya ? emanI vANI dvArA, emanI mUrti dvArA, atyAre bhagavAna ApaNane maLyA che. jema patra dvArA koI priya vyakti maLe tema. Agama bhagavAnano patra che. emaNe e patra gaNadharo pAsethI lakhAvyo che. puSkarAvarta meghanI jema bhagavAna varasyA che. bhagavAne phlono varasAda varasAvyo che. gaNadharoe enI mALA guMthI che. e mALA te ja Agama ! patra bhale TapAlIe Apyo, paNa che kono ? prema TapAlI para nahIM, patralakhanAra para thAya. ame to TapAlI chIe. zazIkAntabhAI H amane to TapAlI para prema che. : uttara H ame evA TapAlI chIe ke lAvIe kharA, paNa pahoMcADI nathI zakatA. * bhAvAveza ane dhyAnAvezamAM sthaLa + kALa bhUlAI jAya che. tamane ahIM tamArUM gAma, tArIkha vagere kAMI yAda Ave che ? bhAvAveza ane dhyAnAveza bhaktithI maLe che. 'bhagavan' ! Apa kema DhIla karo cho ApavAmAM ? huM utAvaLo chuM. tame dhImA cho. Ama kema cAlaze ? ema bhakta kahe che. 278 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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bhagavAnanA Agamo vAMco ane tamane bhagavAna para prema na jAge evuM na bane. * gurumAM bhagavad buddhi jAge tene bhagavAna jaldI maLe. paMcasUtra - 4 mAM 'guruvaMdumAno movo'lakhyuM che.'' "gurubhapribhAvana tIrthaMIdarzane matam'' / / ema yogadaSTi samaccayamAM haribhadrasUrijIe kahyuM che. * sAMbhaLatAnI sAthe ja yAda kema na rahe ? rasa ane ekAgratApUrvaka sAMbhaLo to yAda rahe. amerikA ke yuropa phona joDyo hoya, koI mahattvanA samAcAra hoya to yAda rahe ke nahi ? eTalI ja laganIthI ahIM sAMbhaLo to ? cakSA, yakSadattA vagere sthUlibhadranI sAta baheno kramazaH eka, be vAra sAMbhaLIne yAda rAkhI letI hatI, sAtamI bena sAtavAra sAMbhaLe ne yAda rahI jAya. moTIbena ekavAra sAMbhaLe ne yAda rahI jAya. sAMbhaLIne yAda rAkhavAnI paraMparA bhagavAna mahAvIra pachI varSo sudhI cAlatI rahelI. buddhi ghaTI eTale pustakomAM badhuM lakhAyuM. vadhatA jatA pustako, vadhatI jatI buddhinI nizAnI nathI, paraMtu ghaTatI jatI buddhinI nizAnI che, ema mAnajo, ahIM tamAre e rIte yAda rAkhavAnuM che. jenA para tamane bahumAna thayuM e vastu tamArI thaI gaI. gurU para bahumAna to gurU tamArA. bhagavAna para bahumAna to bhagavAna tamArA. bhale bhagavAna ke gurU game teTalA dUra hoya, paNa bahumAna najIka lAvI Ape che. bhagavAna ke guru game teTalA najIka hoya, paNa bahumAna na hoya to teo ApaNAthI dUra ja che. amArA jamAnAmAM 10 Ane killo cokhkhuM ghI maLatuM. Aje DAlaDA ghI paNa na maLe. zuddha ghI AyuSyanuM kAraNa kaheluM che. 'ghRtamAyuH' e AryuvedanuM prasiddha vacana che. ghI ja AyuSya che, eTale ke AyuSyanuM kAraNa che. kAraNanA ahIM kAryano upacAra thayo che, tema gurU parano vinaya (bahumAna) mokSa che ema paMcasUtramAM kahyuM che. * cAmaDAnI AMkha upara chata jue, bahu-bahu to sUrya-candra ane tArA jue, paNa zrutacakSu - zraddhAcakSu to, upara siddhazilA jue. * dUrasthopi samIpaththo, yo pamya daivaye sthitaH / kahe kalApUrNasUri ... 279

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samIpastho'pi dUrastho, yo na yasya hRdi sthitaH / / gozALI bhagavAnanI najIka hato, sAme caDIne ziSya tarIke rahyo hato, chatAM dUra ja hato. kAraNa bahumAna nahotuM. sulasA, caMdanA vagere dUra hatA, nirvANasamaye gautama svAmI dUra hatA, chatAM najIka kahevAya. kAraNa ke hRdayamAM bahumAna hatuM. TrIna..TrIna TrIna.. ghaMTaDI vAraMvAravAge eTalephona tamAre upADavoja paDe. "namo arihaMtANe... namo arihaMtANaM' rUpI ghaMTaDI satata vagADatA ja raho. bhagavAna ApaNo phona kyAreka to upADaze ja. hA...e mATe apAra dhairya joIe. (badhAne nava lAkha jApa mATe roja pAMca bAdhI navakAravALInI bAdhA apAI) tamAre tyAM be-cAra vAra ghaMTaDI vAge ne tame phona upADo cho. navalAkha vAra tamArI ghaMTaDI prabhunA darabAramAM vAgaze to bhagavAna tamAro phona nahi upADe? prazanaH vacce AyuSya pUruM thaI gayuM to ? uttaraH navalAkhanI tamArI bAdhA nahi bhAMge. AgAmI bhavamAM tamane evo janma maLaze jyAM janmatAMnI sAthe ja navakAra maLaze. navakAra bhavAMtaramAM paNa sAthe cAlaze. * sakala pratyakSapaNe tribhuvanaguru, jANuM tuma guNa grAmajI; bIjuM kAMI na mAMguM svAmI, ehi ja che muja kAmajI. "bhagavan! o traNa lokanA nAtha! tamArA guNono vaibhava huM jANuM chuM. bIjuM kAMI mAMgato nathI, basa, A guNo ja mAre joIe che. AnAthI ja mAre kAma che." pU. devacandrajI ma.nI A prArthanA, ApaNI prArthanA banI jAya to keTaluM sAruM? tAro huM preSya, dAsa, sevaka, kiMkara chuM. Apa mAtra 'hA'pADo eTale patyuM. pU. hemacandrasUrijInI A prArthanA bhagavAnano kharo bhakta-kevo hoya te jaNAve che. prazna : koIka sthaLe ATha kroDa, ATha lAkha, ATha hajAra AThaso ATha navakAra gaNIe to trIje bhave mokSa maLe. koIka sthale navakAranA AMkaDA judA judA Ave che AmAM sAcuM zuM? uttara : jeTalo jeno khorAka hoya teTalo tene apAya. koIkano khorAka dasa roTalI hoya to koIkano be roTalI. mULa vAta peTa bharAvAnI che. mULa vAta tRptinI che. jeTalA navakArathI tamAruM kalyANa thAya te badhA ja svIkArya. AmAM saMkhyAno koI Agraha nathI. ekAda navakArathI pelo sApa gharaNendra banI gayo hato. jyAM nava lAkha navakAra e gaNavA gayelo? badhAnI kakSA alaga-alaga, tema tenA mATe navakAranI saMkhyA paNa alaga-alaga! ... kahe kalApUrNasUri 280 ...

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- soDAI che. A bhA. va. 9, savAra, tA. 3-10-99 * mAtA-pitA taraphathI ApaNane sahaja rIte ja keTalAka saMskAro evA maLyA che ke, je kadI bhUMsAI zake nahIM jaina kuLamAM janmelo svAbhAvika rIte ja zikAra, mAMsa, madya AdithI dUra rahe, e sahaja lAbha che. jo ApaNe koI mAMsAhArI kuLamAM janamyA hota to? jarA kalpanA to karI juo! | sarva prathama mAtA-pitAe ApaNane skulamAM mokalyA, tyAM ApaNane pahelI mAtA maLI, varNamAtA! a thI hasudhInA akSaro varNamAtA che. A varNamAtAne gaNadharo paNa name che. bhagavatI sUtranA prAraMbhamAM A varNamAtAne namo vaMtivI' kahIne gaNadharo dvArA namaskAra karavAmAM Avyo che. brAhmI lipinA AdyapraNetA bhagavAna zrI RSabhadeva che. lipi bhale bhagavAne pragaTa karI, paNa akSaro to zAzvata ja che. 'na kSati rUti akSaramU' evI akSaronI vyAkhyA karavAmAM AvI che eTale ke akSaro anAdikALathI che, anaMtakALa sudhI rahevAnA che. bhagavAne mAtra bhUlAI gayelI A vAtane pragaTa karI. bhagavAna RSabhadeva A jagatanA sauthI pahelA zikSaka che. jo emaNe sabhyatA, zikSaNa ane saMskRtinI sthApanA na karI hota to mAnava-jAta Aje jaMgalI hota! mAnavane sabhya banAvanAra AdinAthajI hatA. akSaromAMthI ja badhuM jJAna utpanna thAya che. koIpaNa dharmazAstra, koIpaNa dharmadezanA ke koIpaNa prakAranuM pustaka AakSaronA mAdhyamathI ja pragaTa thAya che. mATe ja varNamAlAne kahe kalApUrNasUri ... .. 281

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jJAnanI mAtA kahI che. varNamAtAnI upAsanA karanAro ja navakAramAtAne meLavI zake, gaNI zake, pAmI navakAramAtAnI upAsanA karanAro ja aSTapravacana rUpa trIjI dharmamAtAne meLavI zake. dharmamAtAne meLavanAro ja tripadIrUpa cothI dharmamAtAne meLavI zake. mATe 'zobhA nALAM..' e zlokamAM cAramAtAno A krama batAvyo che. 95, tIrthaMkaro paNa kevaLajJAna pAmyA pachI kevaLajJAnadvArA dharmadezanA nathI ApatA zrutajJAnarUpa A varNamAtAthI dharma-dezanA Ape che. huM ke tame je bolo cho te varNamAtAno prabhAva che. *krodhanA jaya vinA, upazamanI prApti vinA cothI dhyAnamAtA maLI zake nahi. paramAtmAno anugraha haze ke amArI mAtAnuM nAma ja kSamA hatuM. mAtra nAma ja nahi, mUrtimaMta kSamA ja hatA. kadi meM emanAmAM gusso joyo nathI. nAma pramANe guNo na Ave to mAtra ApaNe nAmadhArI chIe, guNadhArI niha. * prathama mAtAnI (varSamAtAnI) upAsanA mATe hemacandrasUrie yogazAstranA AThamA prakAzamAM dhyAnavidhi batAvI che. nAbhimAM 16 pAMkhaDIvALuM kamaLa, a thI aH sudhInA akSaro tyAM sthApavA. hRdayamAM 24 (vacce karNikA sahita) pAMkhaDIvALuM kamaLa, ka thI ma vaccenI karNikAmAM 'ma' nI sthApanA karavI. mukha para 8 pAMkhaDIvALuM kamaLa, ya thI ha sudhInA akSaro tyAM sthApavA. Ama ghyAna dharavAnuM che. pachI sonA jevA caLakatA akSaro tamane pharatA dekhAze. * bALaka jevuM che mana - ene rakhaDavuM bahu game, evA manane kahI devuM; tAre rakhaDavuM hoya to A traNa mAM ja rakhaDaje. (1) varNa : prabhunA nAmamAM ramaje. (2) arthaH prabhunA guNamAM ramaje. (3) AlaMbana : prabhunI mUrtimAM ramaje. A traNane caityavaMdanabhASyamAM AlaMbanatrika kahevAyuM che. 282 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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* navakAra gaNanArane pUchuM chuMAnAthI tamane gurU para bahumAna vadhyuM? gurUdvArA tamane bhagavAna para prema vadhyo? * be prakAnI upAsanA (1) aizvaryopAsanAH prabhunA aizvaryanuM ane guNonuM ciMtana. jJAnAtizayAdi cAra atizayo, aprAtihAryAdinuM ciMtana, koI moTA zeTha ke netA sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhavAnuM tamane game ne? paNa bhagavAnathI moTA aizvaryavALA bIjA koNa che? to pachI prabhu sAthe ja saMbaMdha bAMdhone? prabhu sAthe madhura saMbaMdha bAMdhavA jevo nathI? (2) mAdhuryopAsanA prabhu sAthe madhura saMbaMdha bAMdhavo e ja mAdhuryopAsanA! * araviMda milanuM kApaDa kyAMyathI paNa lo, e ja haze! sArUM - zreSTha kyAMyathI paNa maLe, e prabhunuM ja che. cAhe e koIpaNa darzanamAM hoya! * ghaNIvAra mane thAyaH A badhA vaktAonI sAme mAre zuM bolavuM? badho mAla khUTI gayo. bhagavAna pAse jaIne pokArUM! bhagavAna pAse prArthanA karatAM ja badhuM junuM paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI pAsethI sAMbhaLeluM yAda AvI jAya. Aje ja ghaNuM badhuM yAda AvI gayuM. huM ahIM eTalA mATe sUtrAtmaka bolavA prayatna karuM chuM kAraNake ahIM ghaNAM evA vidvAna vaktA, munio, sAdhvIo beThelA che je ghaNAMne pahoMcADI zakaze. 'lokottamo niSpattimastvameva' tvaM zAzvataM maGagalamapyadhIza / tvAmekamarhan zaraNaM prapadye, siddharSisaddharmamayastvameva / / arihaMta lokottama che, apratima che. siddho paNa kaheH nA bhaI, amane mukhya nahi banAvatA, amane ahi pahoMcADanAra arihaMto che, amArAmAM lokottamatA arihaMtanA kAraNe AvI che. vAritomA. mAM bhale siddhonuM sthAna che, paNa e cAreyamAM mukhyato arihaMta ja ne? siddhacakramAM, navapadamAM ke bIje badhe ja arihaMta ja mukhya che. I pahelAM ke maraghI ? (Avo prazna bhagavatImAM che.) bhagavAna kahe che : banne anAdithI che koI paheluM nahi, koI pachInuM nahi. tema arihaMta ane siddha paNa anAdithI che. to. mAM cothI paMkti rahasyapUrNa che " sirSa rNama tvameva bAkInA traNa maMgaLa (siddhaRSi+dharma) Apa ja cho. 'ghAri guttama" mAM arihaMta kahe kalApUrNasUri .... *** 283

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sivAyanA bAkInA traNa lokottamo AmAM AvI gayAne ? bhagavAna sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhavAnI kaLAthI mAdhuryopAsanA thaze. duniyA sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhatAM zIkhyA chIe, paNa bhagavAna sAthe nahi. tvaM me mAtA pitA netA, devo dharmo guruH paraH / prANAH svarge'pavargazca sattvaM tattvaM gatimatiH / / " bIjAne kahevA mATe A badhuM yAda nahi rAkhatA, paNa bhagavAnane mAtA-pitAnetA, deva vagere gaNIne temanI sAthe tame svayaMsaMbaMdha bAMdhajo. A badhuM jIvanamAM utArajo. * tamane bhagavAna para vizvAsa nathI ? mane che. mane to vizvAsa che ke bhagavAna mArUM badhuM saMbhALI leze. e ja badhuM bolAvaze. bAkI mArI pAse pustaka jovAno kyAM samaya che ? jyAM pAMca miniTa maLe ke mANaso hAjara. AvA maLanArAone huM zI rIte nArAja karI zakuM ? maitrInI vAto karanAro huM, ahIM maitrI na rAkhuM ? khAlI boluM ja ? ? upayogo lakSaLam - jJAnamAtAmATe varNamALA 2 parasparopaprado nIvAnAm - puNyamAtAmATe navakAra rU nukhaparyAyava6 dvavyam - dharmamAtAmATe aSTapravacanamAtA 4 utpAyazrIvayun sad - dhyAnamAtA mATe tripadI. tattvArthanA A cAreya sUtro, cAreya mAtAone daDha banAvanArA che. paM bhadraMkara vi. no chello patra piMDavADAthI Avelo, emAM lakheluM : asahya vedanAthI bIjuM badhuM bhUlAI jAya che, paNa 'upayogo nakSaLam'nuM ciMtana cAlu che. e patra saMbhALIne rAkhelo che. Aje paNa amArI pAse che. paM. bhadraMkaravi. kahetA : tame mArA upakArI cho. nahi to huM kone A badhuM kaheta ? bhagavAna kahe che H jIvo badhA mArA upakArI che, nahi to huM konA para karUNA bhAvanA bhAvata ? konI sAthe ekatA karata ? ghaNI bhIDa thaI jAya, huM akaLAI jAuM tyAre, paM bhadraMkara vi.ma. yAda Ave. vajrasena vi. koIka darzanArthIne ravAnA kare, (sAhebajIne takalIpha na paDe e AzayathI)ne emane khabara paDe to udhaDo laI le. ravAno ryo kema ? AvI amaitrI ? bhagavAne emane ahIM mokalyA ane tuM temane ahIMthI bahAra dhakele che ? A yAda AvI jAya ne huM tarata ja taiyAra thaI jAuM. zArIrika sthitine gauNa karIne parNa hajAra-hajAra mANasane meM ahIM vAsakSepa nAkhyo che. 284 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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ke kAkA mAmA ja bhA. 4, 9, bapora, tA. 3-10-99 * trIjI dharmamAtAnA khoLAmAM tame besI gayA che. dezavirati to kharIne? eTalA aMze tame besI gayA, dharmamAtA pAsethI ja cothI dhyAnamAtA pAse javAya. Aje ja bhagavatImAM vAMcyuM, avirati eTale zuM? IcchAno nirodha na karavo te avirati. * jIvonI upekSA karI te nirdayatA kahevAya. jIvonI apekSA karI te komaLatA kahevAya. jIvonI apekSA te ja viti che. koI ApaNA prANa levA Ave. pistola batAve tyAre ApaNA bhAva kevA hoya? keTalo bhaya vyApI jAya? AkhuM aMga kaMpI uThe! AvA vakhate koI abhayadAna Ape to kevuM lAge? ApaNAthI bhayabhIta jIvone abhayadAna ApIe chIe tyAre teone ATalo AnaMda thAya che. avirata samyagdaSTijIva pApamAM kadAca pravRtti kare to kevI rIte? tapelA lokhaMDa para cAlavuM paDe to tame kevI rIte cAlo? basa, e ja rIte avirata samyagdaSTi pApa pravRtti sauthI vadhu duHkhI koNa? bhagavatImAM prazna che. **. 285 kahe kalApUrNasUri ....

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javAbamAM naraka ke nigodanA jIvo nahi, paNa avirata samyagdaSTi jIvo kahyAM che. teo potAnA duHkhe duHkhI nahi, paNa bIjAnA duHkhe duHkhI hoya che. potAnA duHkhe to AkhI duniyA duHkhI che. bIjAnuM duHkha potAnuM lAge tyAre samajavuMH samyagdarzana AvyuM che. ahIMnA jIvonI upekSA karIne ApaNe kaI mUDI para siddhazilAnI apekSA rAkhIe chIe? * praznaH bhagavAnanI ATalI uttama jIvana-zailI hovA chatAM jagatanA jIvo kema svIkAratA nathI? uttaraH jelamAM rahenArAone pUcho. hajArone maMtramugdha karI detA pravacano ApavA chatAMya ApaNe svayaM svIkArI zaktA nathI. to pachI bIjAnI zI vAta karavI? cAritrAvaraNIya karma aMdara beThuM che. e A svIkAravA detuM nathI. paM. bhakara vi. maLyA chatAM kema tame ahIM na AvI zakyA? vicArajo. mane paNa AvA prazno, dIkSA pahelA 3-4 varSa naDelA. paNa tamane ThIka kahuM chuM tamArA jevA duHkho-pariSaho - ahIM nathI. jelamAM to duHkho ja hoyane! vitarAgastotranA prathama prakAzamAM 'mayaMtasthavira: kahyuM, 20 mA prakAzamAM tava pregyoDami' kahyuM ahIM dAsabhAva parAkASThAe pAmelo jaNAya che. (1) preSya : svAminA yatra preSyate tatra yaH gacchati, sa preSyaH / svAmI jyAM mokale tyAM jAyate zreSya kahevAya. preSya, dAsa, sevaka, kiMkara A cAreyanA arthamAM pharaka che. tame taiyAra kharA? mahAvideha mATe taiyAra thaI jAva, paNa narakamATe taiyAra thAya? kadAca bhagavAna tyAM javAno Adeza Ape. prabhunA zreSya banavA mATe mananI AvI bhUmikA hovI joIeH svAmI jyAM mokale tyAM javA taiyAra chuM. 286 *** .... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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gurue Adeza ApatAM sApane pakaDavA jatAM ziSyanI khUMdha sIdhI thaI gaI. pachI gurUe aTakAvI dIdho. bAjJA muLAmavicAraLIyA / ajainomAM vAta Ave che : rAtre nAgadevatA ziSyanuM khUna levA Ave che gurue A jANI lIdhuM. charI laI chAtI para caDIne khUna kADhIne nAgadevatAne pIvaDAvyuM. nAgadevatA jatA rahyA. savAre ziSyane pUchyuM H tane kayo bhAva pedA thayo, jyAre huM tArI chAtI para caDI beTho hato ? ''Apa mArA guru cho, yogya lAge te karI zako cho'' ziSye javAba Apyo. pachI gurUe AtmasAkSAtkAranI vidyA ApI. AvI bhUmikA ApaNI kharI ? (2) dAsa H jUnA jamAnAmAM dAsa-dAsI tarIke mANaso veMcAtA. caMdanAnuM udAharaNa prasiddha che. kharIdIne je lIdhelo hoya te 'dAsa' kahevAya. AjanI bhASAmAM gulAma. yItaH vAsaH / enA zarIra para nizAnI karavAmAM Ave H jIvanabhara dAsapaNuM kare. uttama dAsa = samya, sevAyAM nipuLaH / kayA TAIme svAmIne zuM joIe ? te svAmIne kahevuM na paDe. duniyAnA dAsa ghaNIvAra banyA chIe, prabhunA dAsa kadI nathI banyA. prabhuno dAsa bane tenI dAsa duniyA bane. bhagavAnano dAsa na bane tene duniyAnA dAsa banavuM paDe. (3) sevaka H sevate kRti sevaH / sevA kare te sevaka. prabhu caraNanI sevA zI rIte thaI zake ? caMdanAdithI pUjA karavI te dravya sevA che. AjJApAlana, viratino svIkAra te bhAva sevA che. 'caraNa'no bIjo artha cAritra thAya che. cAritranuM sevana karavuM te paNa caraNa-sevA kahevAya. ''Aja mArA prabhujI sAmuM juone, sevaka kahIne bolAvo re'' A stavanamAM jJAnavimalasUrijIe A ja bhAva darzAvyo che. (4) kiMkara : kiM karomi ? Adizatu bhavAn / ( iti yaH svAminaM pRcchati sa ni:| preSya Adi badhA karatAM kiMkarapaNuM kaThaNa che. bhagavan ! have zuM karUM ? Adeza Apo. Avo bhAva jenAmAM hoya te kiMkara che, bhagavAnano Adeza - AjJA AgamomAM jaNAvelA che. tadanusAra jIvana jIve athavA jIvavAno prayatna kare te 'kiMkara' kahevAya. kahe kalApUrNasUri ... 287

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bhA. ta. 10, savA2, tA. 4-10-99 * vAMkIno A maMgala prasaMga cetanAnuM urdhIkaraNa karavA mATe che. cetanAnA urvIkaraNa tarapha ruci pedA thAya to paNa ApaNuM kAma thai gayuM samajo. * paM bhadraMkara vi. ma. nA hRdayamAM apAra karUNA hatI. AvanAra jIvanuM kalyANa karavA satata mathatA rahetA. nAnakaDA bALakane paNa navakAra premathI ApatA. eka vyaktine navakAra gaNavA pA kalAka samajAveluM te ame joyuM che. navakAra pote ja enAmAM nirmaLatA pedA karaze, yogyatA pedA karaze, ema temanI dRDha zraddhA hatI. * navakAra sau prathama ahaMkAra para kuThArAghAta kare che. mohanI ImArata ahaM ane mana para ubhelI che. navakAra A pAyAmAM ja suraMga phoDe che, mana paNa ahaM nA kAraNe ja che. 'aM' eTale zuM ? 'mama' eTale 'mArUM' ! 'huM' ja nathI to mArUM kyAMthI thavAnuM ? navakAramaMtra zIkhave che H 'na ahaM' 'na mama' : A pratimaMtra japo. moharAjA kAMI nahIM karI zake. huM eTale zarIra nahi, paNa AtmA. huM eTale arihaMtano sevaka. arihaMtano parivAra (guNa-samRddhi) te mArA. pU. paM. bhadraMkara vi. ma. jJAnasAranI pahelAM yogazAstranA 4 prakAza karAvatA. sAdhanA haMmezA kramazaH ja thaI zake. yogazAstra 4 prakAza vyavahAra pradhAna che. jJAnasAra nizcaya pradhAna che. vyavahAra pradhAna banyA pachI ja nizcayapradhAna banI zakAya. taLAvamAM 288... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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taryA pachI ja dariyAmAM tavA kUdI zakAya. taLAva vyavahAra che. samudra nizcaya che. * tame tamArA saMtAnonuM zikSaNa-dhaMdhA Adi mATe to dhyAna rAkho cho, paNa te durgatimAM na jAya tenI kadI kALajI karI? mane mArA mAmA bAjumAM besADIne sAmAyika karAvatA, bhaktAmara pAkuM karAvatA. tame tamArA saMtAno mATe keTalo samaya Apo cho? mahendrabhAIne AvuM anuSThAna karAvavAnuM kema mana thayuM? UMDa-uDe e paNa vicAra kharone ke mArA parivAra-svajano vagere dharma-mArge vaLe. * cAra mAtAmAM sau prathama jJAnamAtA- varNamALA sauthI chellI dhyAnamAtA - tripadI. pAyAmAM varNamAtA joIe. zikharamAM dhyAna mAtA che. jJAnathI zarU thayelI sAdhanA dhyAnamAM pUrNatA prApta kare. * 400 ArAdhakomAM pahelo naMbara huM hiMmatabhAIne ApuM, koI nArAja nahi thatA pU. paMbhadraMkaravijayajI pachI paNa emaNe amAro sAtha nathI choDyo. daracomAsAmAM AvavA taiyAra. amArI pAse bese eTaluM ja nahi, bIjA sAdhuo pAse paNa bese. amArI pAse Ave che, eTale nahi, paNa emanAmAM yogyatA vikaselI che mATe Ama kahuM * jJAna kadAca prayatna sAdhya che, paNa dhyAna ane samAdhi kRpA-sAdhya che prathama ApaNI bhUmikA taiyAra thAya pachI ja kRpAnA avataraNa mATe yogyatA taiyAra thAya. * evo vicAra hatoH gujarAtamAM jaIzuM tyAre yogya jijJAsuo maLaze to dhyAna-vicAra grantha vAcanAmAM vAcavo. bAbubhAI kaDIvALA to pAlItANAmAM ame cAra mahinA rahIzuM. 'ajJAtavastutaH jJAne sati zraddhA anantaguNA bhavati / ' ajJAta karatAM jANelI vastumAM zraddhA anaMtaguNI hoya che. * ApaNe paNa gaNIe, paM. ma. paNa navakAra gaNatA, pharaka zuM? emanI kakSA ati ucca hatI, mATe emane alaga phaLa maLe, ApaNane alaga maLe. navakAra zrImatIe paNa gaNyo ne AjanI "zrImatIo paNa gaNe che. paNa pharaka kyAM paDyo? patthara eka ja che. tame hAthathI pheMko ane bIjo gophaNathI pheke to pharaka kahe kalApUrNasUri ... ... 289

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paDavAno ja ne ! e ja pattharane baMdukathI pheMkavAmAM Ave to ? eka nAno vepArI 2 4 kalAka kAma kare che te mAMDa 1000 kamAya che. moTo vepArI khAsa kAMI karato nathI. chatAM lAkho kamAya che. kAraNa ke mUDI ghaNI che. pelA pAse mUDI ochI che. mUDI pramANe napho maLI zake. paM. ma. pAse jJAnanI mUDa ghaNI hatI. AthI ja ghaNuM kamAyA. * cintAbhAvanA pUrvaH sthira vyavasAyo dhyAnam / dhyAnavicAranuM A paheluM che. cintA ane bhAvanA-jJAnapUrvakanA adhyavasAya te dhyAna che. sUtra cintA 7 prakAranI che. 2 4 dhyAnanA bhedomAM navakArano jApa te padadhyAna che. A dhyAna zreSTha che. kAraNake navakAranA pAMca pado sauthI zreSTha che. rAjA, amAtya, zreSThI, senApati, vagere mahattvapUrNa pada che. tema paMca parameSThInA A pAMca pado mahattvapUrNa che. mAnanuMgasUri kahe che : ApanI stutimAM zuM zakti che ? ApanI stuti karato ApanA jevo ja banI jAya che. pote ja javAba ApatAM kahe che : potAnA Azritane potAnA jevo na banAve te zeTha zA kAmano ? * pAMca parameSThImAM tamane kyuM pada joIe ? eke ya nathI joItuM. barAbarane ? tamane bIjuM ja kAMI joIe che. tamane je joIe che te jJAnInI najare ati tuccha che. tucchanI mAgaNI nahi karatA. cakravartI jevA khuza thAya ne ghera-ghera bhIkha mAMgavA jevI adhama mAgaNI karazo ? ApaNe bhavobhava AvuM ja karyuM che. * jJAna ane kriyArUpI paiDAvALA dhyAnarUpI rathamAM besI jAva. bhagavAna sArathi banIne tamane muktipurImAM laI jaze. bALaka nAnuM che, paNa mAtAnA khoLAmAM hoya to koI bhaya ? ApaNe nAnA hatA tyAre khoLAmAM hatA, eTale bacI zakyA chIe. nahi to koI bilADI upADI jAta. ne ApaNA so e varSa tyAre ja pUrA thaI jAta ! cAra mAtAnA khoLAmAM besI jAva. koI bhaya nahi rahe, paNa mAtAnA khoLAmAM te ja jaI zake, je 'bALaka' bane. 290 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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ApaNe paMDita banIne jaIe chIe... mahAna banIne jaIe chIe. * bhujathI hamaNAM eka muslIma mejIsTreTa Avyo, e dhyAna karato hato, paNa jarA mUMjhavaNamAM hato. jijJAsu hato. teNe kahyuM H 'dhyAna karUM chuM.' 'zAnuM ?' "niraMjana-nirAkAranuM, amArI praNAlikA pramANe, dhyAna karUM chuM'' paNa vikSepo Ave che, mArgadarzana mAgavA Avyo chuM. "mArUM mAnazone ? kharekhara dhyAnaruci hoya to AkAra dhyAnathI zarU karo.'' zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthano phoTo ApIne kahyuM, ahIMthI zarU karo. 'tatkRtti'kahIne teNe svIkAryuM. enA jIvanamAM madya-mAMsa Adino tyAga hato ja. navasArI - sIsodarAmAM dIkSA prasaMga vakhate zAntisnAtramAM jaina mejIsTreTa Avyo. jaina hovA chatAM ajainanI sAdhanA kare. sAMje pAMca vAge Avyo, kahyuM : gItano pATha karUM chuM. kRSNane meM ISTadeva banAvyA che.'' 'zuM anubhava ryo ?' ''AgaLanI bhUmikA pakaDAtI nathI mArgadarzana joIe che. Aja sudhI koI gurU maLyA nathI.'' 'vizvAsa che mArI vAta para ? kRSNanuM dhyAna karazo to tamArI cetanA kRSNamaya banI jAya. narasiMha - mIrAM vagerene A rIte ja darzana thayelA.' 'mAre to niraMjana - nirAkAranA darzana karavA che.' enA mATe tamAre sAkAra vItarAga prabhunuM dhyAna karavuM paDaze. sarAgInuM dhyAna tamane sarAgI banAvaze. yadA dhyAyati yad yogI, yAti tanmayatAM tadA / dhyAtavyo vItarAgastad nityamAtma vizuddhaye / / kahe kalApUrNasUri - yogasAra. ... 291

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meM ene vItarAganuM dhyAna batAvyuM. te AnaMdathI nAcI uThyo. meM Avo AnaMda kyAreya joyo nathI. pachI sASTAMga daMDavat jhUkI paDyo. 4 paTu, abhyAsa ane AdarathI evA saMskAro pADo ke janma-janmAMtaromAM sAthe cAle. . " pa ppAnA pUrva tathA vairAthamahi?" - vItarAgastotra. bhakti, jJAna vagerenA saMskAro AvA banavA joIe. ApaNA saMskAra haju evA nathI thayA, je bhavAMtaramAM sAthe cAle. AvA saMskArnsajenA paribhASAmAM anubaMdhakahevAya. nava divasanA A saMskAro tamArA kyAM sudhI TakavAnA? te vicArajo * zazikAntabhAIno manoratha cheH badhA dhyAna bane. mAro manoratha cheH pahelAM sAdhaka bane, jJAnI bane, bhakta bane, cAritravAn bane, pachI dhyAnI bane AvI gaIne cAreyamAtA? jJAnIH varNamAtA - varNamALAthI bhaktaH puNyamAtA - navakArathI cAritravAH dharmamAtA - aSTapravacana mAtAthI dhyAnIH dhyAnamAtA - tripadIthI banAya. * .kahe kalApUrNasUri 292 ...

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* pahelI mAtA jJAna, bIjI bhakti, trIjI virati ane cothI samAdhi Ape. * jagatasiMha zeThe 360 ne kroDapati banAvyA. arihaMta prabhunA zAsanamAM ja AvuM thaI zake. 360 taraphathI roja navakArazI cAle. navA AgaMtuka sAdharmikane dareka taraphathI eTaluM maLatuM ke e tarata ja zrImaMta banI jato. * paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma.sA. e ApyuM te tame bhUlI jAva ? tame bhale bhUlI jAva. paNa huM na bhUluM. bhA. va. 10, boTa, tA. 4-10-99 * sAgaramAM nAnakaDuM TIpuM bhaLe ke nadI bhaLe, sAgara tene potAnuM svarUpa ja ApI de, sAgara ja banAvI de. prabhu pAse je Ave tene prabhu potAnA jevo ja, prabhu ja banAvI de. prabhuno prema eTale temanI mUrtino, nAmano ane Agamano prema. bhaktine mahApuruSo jIvanmukti mAne che. jIvanmukti maLelI hoya tene ja mukti maLI zake. bhakti vinA navapUrvI paNa mukti meLavI zake nahi. 'spin paramAtmani paramapremarUpA matti:' ema nAradIya bhaktisUtramAM lakhyuM che. zreNike A premarUpa bhaktithI ja tIrthaMkara nAmakarma bAMdhyuM. ja bhagavAnane choDIne dhyAna nahi thAya, bedhyAna thaze, durdhyAna thaze. jyAM bhagavAna na hoya tene kadI dhyAna mAnazo nahi, tevA dhyAnathI bharamAzo nahi. kahe kalApUrNasUri 297

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* zrAvaka durgAdAse, pU. devacandrajIne kahyuMH bhagavan! Apa to adhyAtmarasamAM mahAlo cho. amArA para upakAra thAya evuM Apa kAMIka karI zako? koI racanA karI. - durgAdAsanI A vinaMtithI zrI devacandrajIe adhyAtmagInA banAvI che. nAnakaDI kRti, paNa adhyAtmarasathI bharelI che. pU. devacandrajIe durgAdAsane mitra tarIke ullekhyo che. * bhakti ane virati zuddhabhAvathI tame apanAvo, pachI tamane dhyAnamAM pahoMcADavAnI javAbadArI mArI. samagra jIvarAzi paranI bhAva karUNA ja bhagavAnane bhagavAna banAve che. bhaktithI prabhu pratyeno samarpaNa bhAva, viratithI jIvo pratyeno maitrIbhAva jAge. A baMnethI samAdhi maLe ja. pahelImAtA (varNamAtA) jJAna Ape. bIjI mAtA (puSyamAtA navakAra) bhakti Ape. bhagavAnanI bhakti nAmAdi 4 prakAre thaI zake che. trIjI dharmamAtA, aSTapravacanamAtA virati Ape. cothI dhyAnamAtA, tripadI samAdhi Ape. * AkALamAM AjJA kadAca na pALI zakAya, paNa AjJA para Adara hoya to ya tarI javAya. sUtra anusAra vicArI boluM, suguru tathAvidha na mile; kriyA karI navi sAdhI zakIe, e vikhavAda citta saghaLe. pU. AnaMdaghanajInA A udgAro para vicArajo. * mahApuruSonA grantho maLavA eTale mahApurUSo sAthe milana thayuM samajavuM. AnaMdaghanajI, devacandrajI jevA yogIonI kRtio ApaNane maLe che. te ApaNA ahobhAgya che. * putra- pitA, pati-patnI vagere tamArA saMbaMdhonI prIti svArthayukta che, malina 268.ternational .... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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che, mAtra bhagavAnanI prIti ja nirmaLa che. * uparajavAnA pagathiyAmAMthI kayuM pagathiyuM mahattvapUrNa? badhA ja ! tema sAdhanAnA badhA ja sopAno mahapUrNa che. pagathiyAmAM vacce vadhu vakhata ubhI na zakAya, pAchaLathI AvanArA dhakkA mAraze. ApaNe atyAre vacce chIe. 'paMtha vacce prabhujI maLyA, hajI arthe jAvuM.' cauda rAjalokamAM vacce chIe. nigodathI nirvANanI yAtrAmAM vacce chIe. 14 guNaThANAmAM vacce chIe. (atyAre vadhumAM vadhu sAtamA guNakANe pahoMcI zakIe.) paNa vacce vadhAre vakhata na rahI zakAya. ApaNI pAchaLa anaMtA jIvo ubhA che, jo ApaNe AgaLa nahIM jaIe to pAchaLa dhakelAvuM paDaze, nigodamAM javuM paDaze. kema ke trasadAyamAM be hajAra sAgaropamathI vadhAre na rahI zakAya, * jJAna be prakAranuM H sukhabhAvita ane duHkhabhAvita. sukhabhAvita jJAna, sukhabhAvita dharma thoDuMka ja kaSTa AvatAM naSTa thaI jAya che. duHkhabhAvita dharma kaSTo vacce paNa aDIkhama rahe che. mATe ja parama karUNAnidhAna bhagavAna mahAvIradeve loca, vihAra, bhikSAcaryA, 22 pariSTha ItyAdi kaSTo batAvyA che. nahi to karUNAzIla bhagavAna AvuM kema batAve ? kahe kalApUrNasUri ... 295

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bhA. va. 11, savAra, tA. jI-10-99 * maLelA samaya, zakti, ke saMpatti koka pUrvanA puNyanA pratApe maLI che, to have te zaktio bIjA mATe kAma lAgavI joIe. to te akSaya bane che anyathA khUTI jAya che. * dravyathI zuddhi guNathI ekatA paryAyathI bhinnatA paMnyAsajI ma. sAthe A bAbatamAM jyAre amane teo malyA na hatA, tyArathI patra vyavahArathI spaSTIkaraNa karyuM hatuM. siddha bha. nA sukha sAme koIpaNa padArthanI tulanA na thaI zake. jyAM eka siddha che tyAM anaMta siddha che. are, A sthAnamAM paNa jyAM ApaNe beThelA chIe tyAM paNa anaMtA siddho beThelA che. bhaktanI bhASA alaga hoya. duniyAnI bhASA alaga hoya. ApaNI AsapAsa anaMtA nigodanA jIvo rahelA che ke nahi ? te badhA sattAthI siddha che ke nahi ? ''pUraNa mana saba pUraNa dise.'' bhaktane badhe pUrNa dekhAya che. siddho ja nahi, bhakto paNa jAtane pUrNarUpe jotA thaI jAya che. 296 ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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zobhA narANAM priyasatyavANI priya ane madhura vANI tamArI zobhA che. tamArI vANI kevI ? vANIthI dostI thAya, vANIthI duzmanI thAya. badhA tamArA mitro kharA ke nahi ? ke koI duzmana kharo ? ArAdhanA karavA AvatA pahelA badhA sAthe micchAmi dukkaDam karIne AvyA chone ? pahelA maitrI, pachI zuddhi, pachI sAdhanA. prabhu sAthe saMbaMdha joDavo hoya to sau prathama nAma sAthe sabaMdha joDavo joIe. ApaNane utAvaLa che. sIdhA ja sImaMdharane maLavA mAMgIe chIe, paNa 'sImaMdhara' A nAma ahIM ja che, enI sAthe pahelAM saMbaMdha joDone ? koNa aTakAve che ? je thaI zake tevuM kare nahi, tene na thaI zake tevuM kevI rIte maLI zake ? nAma phona che. tenA dvArA prabhu sAthe saMbaMdha joDI zakAya. rAjanAMdagAMvamAM amArA jamAnAmAM posTa ophisa para eka ja phona hato. lagADavA mATe tyAM javuM paDe. 0 / / -1 kalAka vATa jovI paDe. atyAre to paristhiti badalAI gaI che. nAma letAM ja tame prabhu sAthe saMbaMdha joDo cho ? * cha Avazyako pUrA jIvanamAM hovA joIe. e bhUlI gayA eTale mahApuruSoe pratikramaNamAM joDI dIdhA. sAmAyika, caturvizatistava vagere satata karavAnA che. pratikramaNa eTale pApathI pAchaLa haTavuM, satata pApathI pAchaLa haTavAnuM che. 4 mAtAnI barAbara sevA karIe to pAMcamA paramapitA paramAtmAnuM milana thAya ja. zarata e ja che ke ApaNe vinayI hoIe. vinIta putrane ja pitAno vAraso maLe ne! * paropakAra Ave, tenA jIvanamAM sadgurUno yoga thAya ja. jayavIcarAyamAM A ja krama batAvyo che H 'paraltha - raNaM ca / suha guru nono'keTalAya paramArthanA kAryo karanArA amArA saMparkamAM AvyA che ne temaNe AnaMda vyakta karyo che. * du:khI joIne tamArUM hRdaya kaMpI na uThe to kyuM dhyAna kahevAya ? durdhyAna ke zubha na dhyAna? je dhyAna tamane duHkhI pratye saMvedanazIla na banAve te dhyAna khADAmAM paDo ! evA kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... 297

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dhyAnathI cetajo, je tamane jagatathI nirapekSa banAvI de, tamArA hRdayane niSphara banAvI * samudyAta vakhate kevalajJAnI 4thA samaye sarvalokavyApI che. samudyAta dvArA AkhAlokane pavitra kare che. te vakhate maMdira+mUrtimAM paNa vyApake nahi? kevalajJAnarUpe bhagavAna maMdira ke mUrtimAM paNa avataryA kahevAya. te vakhate pote pavitra kArmaNavargaNAne choDe che, e pavitra pudgalo AkhA brahmADamAM phelAI jAya che. e pavitra pugalone ja jANI zake. bhagavatImAM hamaNAM jANavA maLyuM : AtmAto agurulaghu cheje, paNa bhASA-mana-kAzmaNavargaNAnApudgalo paNa agurulaghu che. eTale ja sarvatrate apratihata che. e samagra brahmADamAM phelAI jaI zake che. catuHsparzI pudgalo agurulaghu. ATha sparzI gurUlaghu hoya che. * 1 lI mAtA tamane priya ane satya vANI Ape che. priya ane satya vANIthI jagata tamAruM mitra banaze, sAmethI badhA doDatA Avaze. ghaNIvAra patrakAro mane pUcheH zuM tame koI vazIkaraNa karo cho? loko kema doDatA Ave che? huM kahuM chuM koI vazIkaraNa nathI. vazIkaraNa hoya to paNa e maMtra ke kAmaNa vagaranuM che eka subhASitakAre kahyuM cheH na hIddazaM saMvananaM triSu lokeSu vidyate / rayA maitrI ca bhUteSu, sAnaM mathurA ravAha ! jIvo paradayA-maitrI, dAna ane madhuravANI - AnA jevuM vazIkaraNa traNeyajagatamAM bIjuM ekeya nathI. yadIcchasi vazIkartuM jagadekena karmaNA / paVISHvA sabhyo , na carantIM nivArI II eka ja kAryathI jo tuM jagatane vaza karavA Icchato hoya to paraniMdA rUpI ghAsa caratI tArI vANIrUpI gAyane aTakAva." vANIthI paropakAra thAya che. paropakArathI gurUnuM milana thAya che. ........ kahe kalApUrNasUri 298 ...

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* dakSiNamAM kema lokapriyatA maLI? amane amArA gurUdevoe zIkhavyuM che kadi mAMgavuM nahi. mAtradharmakAryamAM sahAyatA ja karavI. koI projekTa rAkhavA nahi. Aje loko mAMganArAothI thAkI gayA che. mAMgavAnuM baMdha karo cho tyAre lokomAM tame priya bano cho. dakSiNamAM pratiSThAonI hAramALAothI sauthI moTo lAbha A thayo ? sthAnakavAsIoe paNa maMdiramAM caDAvA lIdhA. mUrtimAM mAnatA thayA. madrAsa navA maMdira pratiSThA vakhate traNa lAkha tamila lokoe paNa bhagavAnanA darzana karelA. * ahIMno svAda (jApa, pravacana AdinA) jeNe cAkhyo, te jIvanamAM kadi nahi bhUlI zake, jo teNe kharekhara svAda cAkhyo haza! kahe kalApUrNasUri *** 299

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bhA. ta. 11, bapora, tA. 5-10-99 upadhAnathI navakAra Adi sUtrono vAstavika adhikAra maLe che. mArI nizrAmAM ja karo evuM nathI kaheto, paNa upadhAna kyAMya paNa karavuM ja che, evuM nakkI karo. mahAnizItha sUtramAM A aMgenuM vidhAna che. mahAnizItha jevA mahAna ane pavitra sUtramAM paMcamaMgala mahAzrutaskaMdha rUpa navakAra mATe upadhAna-vahana karavAnuM kahyuM che. mahAnizItha sUtranI eka ja prata hAthamAM AvelI, te paNa udhaIthI khavAI gayelI. pU. haribhadrasUrijIe eno uddhAra ryo che. mAtra tapAgacchIya paraMparA ja mahAnizItha sUtrane mAne che. * karmono kSaya tapathI ja thAya. tapano dhIre-dhIre abhyAsa karo. paccakkhANa para vizvAsa keLavo. paccakkhANa letAM ja manaHsthiti kevI badalAI jAya che ! te jANo cho? upavAsanA paccakkhANa lIdhA hoya te divase bhUkha ja nahi lAge, paccakkhANano A prabhAva che. bAhyatapa ApyaMtara tapano hetu che. gADha abhyAsathI pADelA tapanA saMskAro janma-janmAMtaromAM paNa sAthe cAle che. 300 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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tapanA ja nahi, koIpaNa guNa ke avaguNanA saMskAro sAthe cAle. * pAMca parameSThI karUNAnA bhaMDAra che. karUNA parAkASThAe na pahoce to bhagavAna tIrthaMkara nAmakarma bAMdhI zake nahi. duHkhI jIvonI dayAno abhAva hoya tyAM karUNA hoI zake? karUNAddha citta, duHkhatrasta jIvanI upekSA karI zake nahiupekSA kare tenAmAM karUNA AvI na kahevAya, dhyAna pariNamyuM na kahevAya. navakAra AtmasAt karavAthI karUNA vadhavAnI, guNo vadhavAnA, deva-guru bhakti vadhavAnI. * bIjAnA guNone joIne tame rAjI thayA, eTale e guNo tamArAmAM AvavA zarU thayA ema mAnajo. atyAre ApaNane potAnA guNo mATe pramoda che. bIjAnA guNa mATe pramoda kharo? guNo kema rokAyelA che? abhimAnanA kAraNe. bIjI mAtA namratAno saMcAra karI guNonA dvArA kholI Ape che. navakAramAM cha vAra namo Ave che. 108 navakAramAM 648 vAra namo Ave che. tame keTalI mALA gaNI? have namratA keTalI vadhI? navakAra gaNyA pachI namratA vadhavI joIe. namra ja bhakta banI zake, namra ja pramoda keLavI zake, namra ja guNone AmaMtraNa ApI zake. * lokonI bhASA alaga, bhaktanI alaga! loko kahe che bhagavAna vItarAga che, bhagavAnane kAMI levA-devA nathI. bhakta kahe cheH bhagavAnakarUNAzIla che. bhagavAna badhuM ja Ape che. 'vaMzaMkarasi' dvArA chAtI ThokIne mAnatuMgasUri kahe cheH bhagavan! tame ja sukha karanArA zaMkara cho. ApanArA bhagavAna che. tame zuM ApavAnA? 10-20 mALanI bilDIMga banAvI eTale bhIkhArI ane kUtarAnA roTalA to gayA, paNa amArA dharmalAbha paNa gayA. dayA-dAna gayA, bahAravoca mena ubho che. koI Ave to kharo! kahe kalApUrNasUri ... *.. 301

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tamArA eza-ArAmanI ame prazaMsA na karIe. udAratA-dAna AdinI jarUra karIe. ''je koI tAre najare caDI Ave, kAraja tehanA saphaLa karyA''bhagavAnanI najare caDe tenA kArya siddha na thAya, e vAtamAM koI mAla nathI. bhakta to kaheze H bhagavan ! tame vItarAga thaIne chUTI nahi zako, huM choDavAno ja nathI. * bhagavAnano saMgha Avo kRpaNa ane tuccha kema ? paMnyAsajI ma. bahu ja ciMtita rahetA hatA. paropakAra, maitrI, namratA Adino saMghamAM saMcAra thAya te mATe khUbaja prayatnazIla hatA. , mane paNa eka vAra kahyuM : 'tamane dhyAna-vicAra para lakhatAM AvaDe che, 'parasparopagraho nIvAnAm' para lakhatAM nathI AvaDatuM ? jIvono upakAra yAda nathI Avato ? tamAro janma kyAre ?' meM kahyuM H 'vi. saM. 1980mAM' "oha ! to tamAro doSa nathI. pahelA vizvayuddha pachI lokonA hRdayamAMthI dayAbhAvanA cAlI gaI. kALa ja evo khataranAka che.'' pUM mahArAje kahyuM. * dharma vadhAre vahAlo ke prANa ? trIjI daSTivALAne dharma vahAlo lAge. dharmamATe prANa paNa choDavA taiyAra thaI jAya. prANa choDavA taiyAra thaI jAya e dhanano to AsAnIthI tyAga karavA taiyAra thaI jaze. * 3 / / kroDa zlokanA racayitA hemacandrasUrijI kahe che : bhagavan ! huM ApanI pAse pazuthI paNa pazu chuM, jyAre ApaNe thoDuMka jANI laIne dharatIthI addhara cAlavA lAgIe chIe. * maitrI aMge vivAda thayo tyAre paMnyAsajI mahArAje e mATe DhagalAbaMdha pATho ApyA, paNa carcA na karI, vivAda na karyo. mArI maitrInI vAtathI ja jo amaitrI thatI hoya to e paNa na joIe, paMnyAsajI ma. parama madhyasthatA tarapha cAlyA gayA. prabhumAM guNa, puNya Adino prakarSa rahelo che. AthI ja teo acittva zaktinA svAmI banelA che. nirmaLa prajJAvALAne ja A samajAze. paMcasUtranI A vAta 'gaciMtta sattinuttA hi te mAvaMto' nirmaLa buddhivALAne ja samajAze. bhagavAnanI acittva zakti jANavA evI dRSTi khulavI joIe. 302 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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* AnaMda che, atyAre ApaNe bhagavAnanA vacanono, sAthe maLIne svAdhyAya karIe chIe. jinavacana Aja sudhI ApaNane nathI maLyuM. maLyuM haze to phaLyuM nahi hoya. jinavacanamAM Adara jAgI jAya to kAma thaI jAya. juo ajita zAnti zuM kahe che ? khar3a r3achaMda parama-yaM... ahavA kittiM suvitthaDaM bhuvaNe, tAlukkuddharaNe, bhA. va. 12, savAre, tA. 6-10-99 jiNavayaNe AyaraM kuNaha. jo tame mokSa ke sarvavyApI kIrti IcchatA ho to, traNa lokano uddhAra karanAra jinavacanamAM Adara karo. * navakAramAM zuM tAkAta che ? navakAra gaNyo eTale vajranA pAMjarAmAM tame besI gayA. patI gayuM. have koInoya bhaya nahi. * jina-vacana hRdayamAM pariNAma pAme te stuti-stotranuM phaLa che. * 'nAma grahaMtA AvI mile mana bhItara bhagavAna' Ama kahetA upAdhyAya mAnavijayajInA hRdayamAM bhagavAna AvI zake to ApaNA hRdayamAM kema na AvI zake ? A mahApurUSonA vacanomAM vizvAsa to che ne ? e vacana para vizvAsa rAkhIne sAdhanAnA mArge AgaLa vadhazo to mAnavijayajInI jema tamane paNa Avo anubhava thaze. kahe kalApUrNasUri 303

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* mALI, bIjamAM vRkSa jue che. zIlpI pattharamAM pratimA jue che. prabhu bhakta, prabhunAmamAM prabhu jue che. dharma para prema che? dharma eTale mokSa. dharmamokSanuM kAraNa che. kAraNamAM kAryano upacAra thaI zake. mokSa para prema hoya to dharma para kema nahiM? tRmi game ke bhojana? tRmi game che? bhojana vinA tRpti zI rIte maLaze? dharma vinA mokSa zI rIte maLaze? mokSa para prema hoya to dharma para prema hovo ja joIe. * bhakti eTale jIvanmukti. jeNe AvI bhakti anubhavI te kahI zake ? "muktithI adhika tuja bhaktimuja mana vasI" kAraNa ke bhaktimAM mukti jevo AsvAda tene maLI rahyo che. *kevaLajJAna moTuM ke zrutajJAna? pota-potAnA sthAne banne moTA, paNa ApaNA mATe zrutajJAna moTuM ! e ja ApaNuM upakArI che. sUraja bhale moTo hoya, bhoMyarAmAM rahenAra mATe dIvo ja moTo che. * A vItarAga jinezvara devane tame brahmA, viSNu, maheza, buddha vagere sarva nAme pokArI zako. tete nAmonI vyAkhyA bhagavAnamAM ghaTI zake. bhagavAna brahmA che. kAraNake teo parabrahma svarUpI che. bhagavAna viSNu che. kAraNake kevaLajJAnarUpe vizvavyApI che. bhagavAna zaMkara che. kAraNake saune sukha ApanArA che. bhagavAna buddha che. kAraNake kevaLajJAnarUpI bodhane pAmelA che. bhagavAna kRSNa che. kAraNake karmonuM karSaNa kare che. bhagavAna rAma che. kAraNake Atma svarUpamAM satata ramaNa kare che. * loka karatAM anaMtagaNo aloka che. tevA anaMta loka + alokone upADI kyAMya pheMkI de, evI zakti parama AtmAnA eka AtmapradezamAM che. * vAraMvAra bolatA deva-gurU pasAyano artha zo? e ja ke kAMI thayuM che temAM bhagavAnanI kRpA che. mAruM kazuM nathI, ApaNe vAraMvAra A zabda bolIe to chIe, paNa jIvana sAthe eno koI saMbaMdha rAkhyo nathI. dareka kAryonI saphaLatAmAM deva-gurU yAda Ave kharA? sAcuM kahejo. * sAhiba samaratha tuM dhaNI re, 304 ... .... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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pAmyo parama AdhAra; mana vizarAmI vAlo re, Atama co AdhAra. AtmAnA AdhArarUpa, mananA vizrAmarUpa, parama AdhArarUpa samartha sAheba jinezvara devanA darzanAryA eTale sarvanA darzana karyA. e darzana thayA pachI T.V. vagere jovAnuM mana thAya? T.V. jovAnuM mana thAya to samajajoH haju bhagavAnane joyA ja nathI. (TI.vI.nI bAdhA apAI) . * * abhaya, guNaprakarSavALA, ane acitya zaktimAna bhagavAna che. paNa ethI bIjAne zo lAbha? bhagavAna paropakAranA svabhAvavALA paNa che. ApaNI jemasvArthamAM ja masta thaIne rahenArA prabhu nathI. ApaNane jema cA AdinuM vyasana che tema prabhune paropakAranuM vyasana che. prabhuno saMga karIe to emanuM vyasana ApaNAmAMna Ave? dArUDIA sAthe raheto mANasadArUno vyasanI bane to prabhuno premI paropakAra-vyasanI na bane? na bane to samajavuM. prabhuno saMga thayo ja nathI. abhimAna mahAna mANasane paNa nIce pachADe che. rAvaNa, duryodhana Adi AnA udAharaNo che. bIjI mAtA (navakAramAtA) ApaNo ahaMkAratoDe che. ApaNo sAdhanAno mArga nirvidana banAve che. * prazna vyAkaraNamAM ahiMsAnA 60nAmo ApyA che. temAM ahiMsAnuM eka nAma zivA" paNa che. ahaM titthayaramAyA, sivAdevI tumha nayaranivAsinI; amha sivaM tumha sivaM, asivovasamaM zivaM bhavatu svAhA. eno ApaNe zo artha karIe chIe? zivAdevI neminAtha bhagavAnanI mAtA? paNa enA karatAM zivAno arthakarUNA = ahiMsA karIe to? karUNA ja tIrthakaratvanI mAtA che. suratamAM pU bhuvanabhAnu sUrijIne A 60nAmo batAvyA, "zivA" zabda batAvyo, AnaMdita thaI gayelA. * ahiMsAnuM ahIM je pAlana kare tene pUrNa ahiMsArUpa siddhazilA maLe. je dharmanuM pUrNa pAlana kare tene mokSa maLe. kAraNa Ave to kArya AvavAnuM ja che. dIvo Avaze to kahe kalApUrNasUri ...... ... 305

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prakAza kyAM jaze? bhojana Avaze to tRmikyAM jaze? tRpti mATe nahi, paNa bhojana mATe ja prayatna karanArA ApaNe dharma mATe kema prayatna karatA nathI? cAlavAno prayatna cAlu rAkhazo to maMjhila kyAM jaze? cAlavAnuM cAlu rAkho, maMjhila potAnI meLe Avaze. bhojana karo tRpti potAnI meLe maLaze. dIvo jalAvo, prakAza potAnI meLe maLaze. bhakti karo, mukti potAnI meLe maLaze. mukti-muktino jApa karIe paNa enA kAraNano samAdara na karIe to ApaNe pelA mUkha jevA chIe, je tRpti-tRptino jApa to kare che paNa sAme ja paDelA lADavA khAto nathI. * AMdhaLo ne pAMgaLo banne sAthe raheto ISTa sthAne jaI zake, paNa alaga rahe to? | kriyA ane jJAna sAthe maLe to mokSamaLe, paNa alaga rahe to? mokSa dUra ja rahe! * trIjI mAtA AjJApAlana mATenI che. namo rihaMta + ma = prabhunI AjJAne namaskAra! AjJAne namaskAra eTale AjJAnuM pAlana karavuM. bIjI mAtAe Atmatulya dRSTi ApI. paNa trIjI mAtAe te Atmatulya vartana ApyuM. pachI bIjAnuM duHkha, potAnuM duHkha ja lAge. paranI dayA te potAnI ja dayA che. evI dRSTi ahIM ughaDe che. virati dharmanuM zuddha pAlana to ja thaI zake. ahIMthI jatAM pahelAM 12 vrato laI lejo. jo ke, sAmAnya rIte ahiMsAdinuM pAlana jenomAM hoya ja. jANI joIne tame jIvone mAro cho? kIDI-maMkoDA para jANI joIne pagamUko cho? jaina bosvAbhAvika rIte ja AvuM na ja kare. have mAtra vrata levAnI jarUra che. * paTu, abhyAsa ane AdaramAM A traNa rIte saMskAro paDe che. (1) paTuH dA.ta. yuropamAM hAthI nathI hotA, koIe temane hAthI batAvyotemaNe dhArIne joyo 2-4 vAra joyo, have te kadI nahi bhUle. Aja vAta dharmakAryamAM ghaTADavI. (2) abhyAsaH delavADA AdinI kotaraNI joI che? kevI rIte banAvI haze? abhyAsanuM A phaLa che. ahIM evA vaidya hatA ke nADI joIne roga kahI detA. evA pagI hatA ke ajJAta vyaktinuM pageruM zodhI kADhatA. A abhyAsa (punaH punaH prayatnate abhyAsa)nuM phaLa che. abhyAsa jeTalo majabUta teTalA saMskAra teTalA gADha paDaze. (3) AdaraH bhavobhavamAM sAthe cAle che, koIka divya anubhUti thavAthI evo Adara 26 che. 306 ... ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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utpanna thAya che ke je bhavobhava na jAya. A traNanA prabhAvathI ja bhagavAna janmajAta vairAgI hoya che. pUrvabhavanA saMskAro A bhavamAM AvI zakatA hoya to A bhavanA saMskAro AgAmI bhavamAM nahIM Ave ? A bhavamAM have kevA saMskAro nAkhavA che ? te tamAre vicAravAnuM che. A tIrthamAM uttama bhAvo prabhunA prabhAvathI utpanna thAya che. e bhAvo sadA TakI he, janma-janmAMtaramAM sAthe cAle, tene 'anubaMdha' kahevAmAM Ave che. nahi ubhA thayelA zubha bhAvone prabhu UbhA kare che. UbhA thayelA bhAvone TakAve che. mATe ja prabhu nAtha che. prApti ane surakSA karAvI Ape te nAtha kahevAya che. maLelA guNonuM saMvardhana ane surakSA prabhu-nirdiSTa kriyAonA pAlanathI thAya che. kAraNake atyAre ApaNA guNo kSAyopAmika bhAvanA che. vepArI, je divase kamANI na thAya te divasa vAMjhiyo gaNe, tema je divase zubha bhAvanI, guNanI kamANI na thAya te divasane vAMjhiyo gaNajo. * 'sva-parAtmavodhaH' A bhaktinI zobhA che. 'sva' ane 'para' eTale zuM ? 'sva' eTale huM ane 'para' eTale tuM ? mAtra kuTuMbIjana ? nahi, 'sva' eTale AtmA ane 'para' eTale bIjI AkhI duniyA - jaDa-cetana badhuM ja. jaDa-cetanano sAco bodha tyAre ja gaNAya, jyAre badhA ja sAthe ucita vartana thAya. e ja karUNA che, e ja aSTapravacana mAtA che. tIrthaMkaranI ane AkhA jagatanI mAtA eka ja che H karUNA ! * dravyakarma bhAvakarma ane nokarma karmanA A traNa prakAro che. dravyakarma te kArmaNa vargaNA, bhAvakarma te rAgadveSa ane nokarma te zarIra-indriyo che. A traNeya karmothI mukti prApta karavAnI che. * viratidharomAM yoga vyakta rUpe hoya che. samyaSTi vageremAM yoganuM bIja hoya che. mATe ja yoganA kharA adhikArI viratidharo manAyA che. * muLapAvavat dravyam / ApaNuM Atmadravya kevuM che ? guNa - paryAyano khajAno che. * 1lI mAtA bIjI mAtA kahe kalApUrNasUri prIti yoga Ape. bhakti yoga Ape. 307

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trIjI mAtA vacana yoga Ape. vacana eTale AjJApAlana cothI mAtA asaMga yoga Ape. asaMga eTale samAdhi. * "mutti tApI ! vizuddhavire muLadharA mamAsi sAkSAt | mArlavIyAnA voMzu - sanna viM doyate gRhAna ?' muktigayo toya vizuddhicitte, guNovaDe tuM ahiMyA ja bhAse; ho sUryapUre paNa ArisAmAM, AvI ane zuM ghara nA prakAze? prabhu! Apa mokSamAM gayA cho, chatAM guNanA AropathI mArA vizuddha cittamAM sAkSAt birAjI rahyA cho. dUra rahelo paNa sUryadarpaNamAM saMkrAnta thaIne zuM ghara ajavALato nathI ?" A kumArapALanI prArthanA che. ATa-ATaluM sAme hovA chatAM bhagavAna ApaNane kema dUra lAge che? * guptamAM gupta vAta, vepAranuM rahasya, vepArI bhale bIjA koIne na Ape, paNa potAnA vinIta putrane to jarUra Ape ja. ApaNe prabhunA vinIta putra thaI jaIe to? AjJApAlaka thaI jaIe to? bhagavAnanA khajAnAnA mAlIka na banI zakIe? * "adhyAtama ravi Ugyo muja ghaTa, moha timira haryuM jugate; vimala vijaya vAcakano sevaka, rAma kahe zubha bhagate." bhagavAna sUrya banIne hRdayamaMdiramAM padhAre che, tyAre AvA udgAro nIkaLI zake. karma-vivara e ja bArI che, tyAMthI ja paramanuM ajavALuM ApaNA ghaTamAM AvI zake che. * kaThoratA hoya tyAM sudhI citta vizuddha nahiM bane. je divase kaThoratA karI hoya te divase dhyAna nahiM lAge. anubhava karI jojo. anubhavIone pUchI jojo. mATe ja dhyAnamAtA pahelAM dharmamAtA batAvI. apravacana mAtA dvArA sarva jIvo pratye karUNAbhAva jAge, Atmatulya bhAva jAge, pachI ja cothI dhyAna-mAtA mATe yogyatA pragaTe. AtmatulyabhAva karatAM paNa AspekyabhAva baLavAna che. bhagavAna sarva jIvone Atmatulya bhAve ja nathI jotA, sarva jIvo sAthe potAne ekarUpe jue che. 308 ... ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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* paramAtmA sAthe abheda kyAre sadhAya? zarIra sAthe bheda sadhAya tyAre, tyAre ja sarva jIvo sAthe ane prabhu sAthe abhedabhAva sadhAya. Avo abheda AvatAM amRtakuMDamAM snAna karatA hoIe tevo anubhava thAya che pIo anubhava rasapyAlA" evA udgAro A dazAmAM nIkaLe che. zarAbInI jema anubhavano paNa eka lokottara nazo hoya che, jyAM dehanuM bhAna bhUlAI jAya che. A anubhavano pyAlo jeNe pIgho tene gAMjA-bhAMga vagere na game. sAte ghAtunA rasane bhedIne AtmAnA rasane Avo yogI vede che. * maitrIthI krodhano, pramodathI mAnano, karUNAthI mAyAno, mAdhyasthathI lobhano jaya thAya che. * nAmanuM AlaMbana 1lI mAtA Ape. mUrtinuM AlaMbanabIjI mAtA Ape. AgamanuM AlaMbanatrIjI mAtA Ape. kevalajJAnanuM AlaMbanacothI mAtA Ape. * gaNadharonA mayavaM kiM ttatta?' praznanA javAbamAM bhagavAne kramazaH utpanna vA vikApavA yuvevA' javAba ApyA. A tripadImAMthI dvAdazAMgIno janma thayo. nirvikalpa samAdhi vinA AvuM utkRSTa nirmANa thaI zake nahi. zabdAtIta avasthAmAM gayA pachI badhA zabdo tamArA dAsa banIne caraNa cUme che. zabdo tamAre zodhavA paDatA nathI, zabdo tamane zodhatA Ave che, racanA sahaja rIte thaI jAya che. Atmapradezano AnaMda alaga, avyAbAdha sukhano AnaMda alaga. jemakoI udAra mANasaalaga-alaga mIThAIothI bhaktikare, temacetanAcetananI bhakti kare che. anAdikALathI cetane kadI cetanAnI sAme ya joyuM nathI. have cetanAe nakkI kyuM che evI bhakti karuM, cetana kadI bahAra jAya ja nahi. cetanA pativratA strI che. je kadI svAmIne choDatI nathI. ApaNe eTalA naphTa chIe ke kadI enI sAmuM joyuM nathI. sahabhAvino guNAH kramabhAvinaH paryAyAH guNa sadA sAthe ja rahe e kadI ApaNo sAtha na ja choDe. kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... ... 309 Jair-Education International

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bhA. va. 13, bapora, tA. 7-10-99 huM boluM ne tamane mIThuM lAge, e mArA hAthamAM nathI. lAge che ke tIrthakarono A prabhAva che, prathama mAtAno prabhAva che je satya ane priyavANI zIkhave che, je devagurUnI bhakti zIkhave che. 1lI mAtA sAdhubhagavaMta sAthe milana karAve, mokSamArgamAM sahAya kare te sAdhu. bIjI mAtA upAdhyAya bhagavaMta sAthe milana karAve jJAna Ape te upAdhyAya. vinaya ane bhaktinA teo jIvaMta dRSTAMta che. trIjI mAtA AcArya bhagavaMta sAthe milana karAve, AcArya AcAra-pAlana kare. cothI mAtA arihaMta bhagavaMta sAthe milana karAve, tripadI ApIne dhyAnamAM laI jAya. cAra mAtAnA khoLAmAM beThA eTale pAMcamI gati (mokSa) maLe ja. * bhaktinA be prakAra cheH vAnarI ane mArI bhakti. bhakti karIe chIe, paNa zraddhA-vizvAsa nathI. vAMdarIne tenuM bALaka vaLagI rahe, eTale tenuM kAma thaI gayuM. tene phUdavAnI jarUra nahi. ApaNe jo gurU ke arihaMtane vaLagI rahIe to bhayazAno? durgatino bhaya zAno? bhagavAnane je vaLage te durgatimAM na ja jAya. zazikAntabhAI ame Apane vaLagI rahyA chIe, sadgatimAM laI jazone? uttaraH AnuM nAma ja zaMkA! tame vaLagI rahotokonI tAkAta che koI durgatimAMlaI jAya? zazikAntabhAIH Apa "hA" pADo, ema kahuM chuM. zaMkA nathI. 310 ... .... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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uttaraH A paNa zaMkA che. bhojanane prArthanA nathI karavI paDatIH he bhojana! tuM bhUkha maTADaje. tRpti Apaje. bhagavAnane prArthanA nathI karavI paDatI, e temano svabhAva che paNa ApaNane pUrNa zraddhA nathI mATe ja zaMkA thAya che, prazna thAya che. Trena para keTalo vizvAsa che? tame uMghI jAva cho.. paNa DrAIvara UMghI jAya to? tamane DrAIvara para vizvAsa che, paNa deva-gurU para vizvAsa nathI. eTale ja pUchavuM paDe che. zazikAntabhAI micchAmi dukkaDa nA, AmAM tame kAMI khoTuM nathI pUchyuM. tame pUchyuM na hota to ATaluM A khulata nahi. lokone jANavA maLatI nahi. yogAvaMcaka sAdhaka phaLa prApta kare che. gurU pratye avaMcakapaNAnI buddhi te yogAvaMcakatA che. gurUne joyA, pAse beThA, vAta sAMbhaLI, vAsakSepa lIdho, eTalA mAtrathI gurU maLI gayA che ema na kahI zakAya. gurUmAM bhagavabuddhi jAge to gurU maLyA kahevAya. DIsAmAM eka evA bhAI maLelA, temaNe kahyuMH 3-4 mahinAthI AvuM chuM. eke ya prazna pUchayo nathI, paNa badhA ja praznono javAba AvI gayo che. prabhu! Apa Adeza Apo. mAre zuM karavuM?'' Ama te kahevA lAgyo. A gurUmAM bhagavadabuddhi thaI kahevAya. gurU tattva che, vyakti nathI. tame bahumAna karo cho, nArA lagAo cho te vyaktinA nahi, gurU tattvanA che. gurUne vaLagI rahe tene gurU bhava-pAra karAvI de. A thaI vAnarI bhakti. vAnarazizunuM phakta ATaluM ja kAma - vaLagIne rahevuM TrenamAM janAranuM phakta ATaluM ja kAma - TrenamAM besI rahevuM. je svayaM ISTa sthAne pahoMcI jAya. vissaggaharaM mAM kahyuM: 'tAva hijha vohiM "bhagavan! mane bodhi Apo." badhuM ja hota to Ama mAMgavAnI jarUra zI paDe? AvatI kAle caudaza che. AyaMbila karajo, maMgaLarUpa che. vina nivAraka che. thALIjIbha-mana vagere kAMI nahiM kharaDAya. Ayojaka na kahI zake paNa ame kahI zakIe. kAle rasa paDI jAya to Aso oLImAM AvI jajo. kahe kalApUrNasUri ...... *.. 311

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pU. sidvire svatI bhA. va. 14, savAra, tA. 8-10-99 * eka prakAzita dIvo anekane prakAzita kare, eka tIrthakara anekane prakAzita kare bhagavAna mahAvIra prabhuno jalAvelo zAsana-dIpa 21 hajAra varSa sudhI bujhAyA vinA jhaLahaLato raheze. * manuSyanI zobhA madhura ane satyavANI che. IndrabhUti bhagavAna mahAvIne jItavA AvelA paNa bhagavAnanI priya ane madhura vANIe emane vaza karI lIdhA. bhagavAnanA ja teo ziSya thaI gayA. * gurUnI sevA kyAM sudhI karavI? gurutvaM svasya nodeti, zikSA-sAtmyena yAvatA / Atmatattva-prakAzana, tAvat sevyo gurUttamaH / / jyAM sudhI ghaTamAM anubhava prakAza na thAya, jyAM sudhI zikSA dvArA aMdara gurUtva pedA na thAya, tyAM sudhI gurUnI sevA karavI joIe. samyagdarzana thayuM tene Atmadarzana, tatvadarzana ane vizvadarzana thayuM samajo. * bhaktino bIjo prakAraH mArI bhakti! vAnarazizu mAtAne vaLage che. jyAre ahIM bilADI baccAMne pakaDe che. jJAnI ane bhaktanI bhaktimAM ATalo pharaka che. .... kahe kalApUrNasUri 31 2 ... . WWW.jainelibrary.org

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jJAnI bhagavAnane pakaDe che. A vAnarI bhakti. dA.ta. abhayakumAra bhagavAna bhaktane pakaDe che. A mArjorI bhakti. dA.ta. caMDakauzika. abhayakumAre bhagavAnane pakaDyA hatA. yena kena prakAreNa dIkSA laI bhagavAnanuM zaraNuM lIdhuM hatuM. jyAre caMDakauzikane tAravA bhagavAna sAme caDIne gayA hatA. *nIyAt puchyAMAkhananI, pAnanI zodhanI 7 me / mArA puNyarUpa zarIrane janma ApanArI, tenuM pAlana zodhana karanArI mAtA jaya pAmo. mAtA zuM kare che ? bALakane janma Ape, uchere, sAcave ane sApha kare. mA sivAya A kAma koNa karI zake ? yAda che A badhuM ? zaizavane yAda karo. pAraNAmAM sUtelA hatA tyAre koNa jhUlAvatuM ? koNa hAlaraDA gAtuM ? koNa dUdha pIvaDAvatuM ? koNa derAsare laI jatuM ? koNa navakAra zIkhavatuM ? AvA saMskAra apanAra mAtA zI rIte bhUlAya ? enI avagaNanA zI rIte thaI zake? 400 sAdhakomAM mA nI avagaNanA karanAro koI nahi ja hoya. evAne ahiM AvavAnuM mana paNa na thAya. ApaNe raDatA'tA ne mA doDatI AvatI, ApaNe bhUkhyA thatA'ne mA dUdha pIvaDAvatI. ApaNe pathArI bagADatA ne mA te kADhIne sUkI pathArImAM sUvaDAvatI. AvI mA tame bhUlo kharA ? bhagavAna paNa jagatanI mA che, jagadaMbA che. madrAsamAM evI hAlata thayelI, tabiyata eTalI kharAba thayelI ke javAnI taiyArI, muhapattInA bola paNa na bolI zakuM. AvI avasthAmAM mane ugAranAra koNa ? mA sivAya koNa ? bhagavAnamAM huM 'mA'nA darzana karUM chuM. emaNe AvIne mane bacAvI lIdho. Aje mane lAge che H bhagavAne mane jANe punavatAra Apyo. ''maLo vippaLAmo, gAyA viLayA - sahAEi' niryuktimAM Ama zrI bhadrabAhusvAmIne paMca parameSThInA guNo gaNAvyA che. arihaMta mArgadAtA che. siddha avinAzI che. AcArya AcAra-pAlaka ane AcAra-prasAraka che. kahe kalApUrNasUri : 313

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upAdhyAya jJAnanuM vinayana (viniyoga) karanArA che. sAdhu mokSa-mArgamAM sahAyatA karanArA che. * bIjAnuM jJAna ApaNAmAM zI rIte saMkrAnta thAya ? vinayathI, bahumAnathI, vinaya haze to jJAna AvavAnuM ja che. mATe ja jJAnanI bahu phikara nahi karatAvinayanI karajo. navakAra vinaya zIkhave che. navakAra vinayano maMtra che. navakAra akkaDa jIvone jhUkavAnuM zIkhave che. navakAra vAraMvAra kahe che H namo...namo...namo... namazo to gamazo, nahi to bhavamAM bhamazo. ekavAra nahi, cha vAra 'namo'no prayoga navakAramAM thayelo che. namothI vinaya Ave - vinaya eka prakAranI samAdhi che; ema zrI dazavaikAlikamAM kahyuM che. arihaMta pAsethI mArga meLavavAno che. bhagavAna mArgadAtA ja nathI, svayaM paNa 'mArgarUpa' che. eTale ja bhagavAnane pakaDI lo, mArga potAnI meLe AvI jaze. juo, upAdhyAya yazovijayajI kahe che H tArUM dhyAna te samakita rUpa, tehija jJAna ne cAritra teha chejI; tehathI re jAye saghaLA ho pApa, dhyAtA dhyeya svarUpa hoye pachIjI. bhagavAnanuM dhyAna ja samyagdarzana - jJAna ane cAritra che, ema upAdhyAyajI ma. nuM kahevuM che. to bhagavAna 'mArga' banI gayA ne ? * Aje pU. bApajI ma.nI 40mI svargatithi che. 105 varSanI vaye 2015mAM svargavAsI thayelA. emanI paraMparAmAM 103 varSanA bhadrasUrijI tathA atyAre vidyamAna 98 varSIya bhadraMkarasUrijI nuM smaraNa thaI Ave che. vi.saM. 1911 zrA.su. 15nA janma pAmelA pU. bApajI ma.nuM gRhasthapaNAnuM nAma cunIlAla hatuM. lagna pachI vairAgya thatAM patnI caMdananI rajA laI svayaM sAdhu-veSa paherI lIdho. 3 divasa sudhI kuTuMbIoe pUrI rAkhyA. 314 kahe kalApUrNasUri

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khAvA-pIvAnuM ApyuM nahi. AkhA amadAvAdamAM halacala macI gaI. Akhare kuTuMbIoe rajA ApavI paDI. lavAranI poLamAM maNivijayajIe dIkSA ApI. 1932mAM dIkSA ApI. maNivijayajInA sauthI chellA ziSya siddhavijayajI' banyA. pachIthI patnI caMdane dIkSA lIdhI. sALAe paNa dIkSA lIdhI nAma ApyuM H pramodavijayajI! pahelA ja comAsAmAM gurU-AjJAthI vRddha sAdhu ratnasAgarajI ma.nI sevAmAM sUrata gayA. satata 8 varSa sudhI sevA karI. suratanA lokono prema jIto. emaNe pAThazALA sthApI, temAM paNa potAnuM nAma nahi, paNa ratnasAgarajInuM nAma ApyuM. Aje paNa ratnasAgarajInA nAmavALI pAThazALA cAle che. eja varSe A su 8 gurUdevamaNivijayajI kALadharma pAmyA. gurUnuM sAmIpyamAtra cha ja mahinA maLyuM. paNa aMtaranA AzIrvAda maLI cUkyA hatA. bhaNavAno eTalo rasa ke chANIthI roja 9 ki.mI. cAlIne rAjArAma zAstrI pAse bhaNavA jAya. vi. saM. 1957mAM suratamAM 30 divasanA mahotsavapUrvaka emanI paMnyAsapadavI thaI. 84 varSanI uMmare emaNe cAlIne siddhAcala - giranAranI yAtrA karelI. 500 pratimAonI temaNe aMjanazalAkA karelI. chellA 33varSathI akhaMDavarSItapa cAlatA hatA. kALadharmanI divase (bhA. va. 14) paNa upavAsa hato. - (dakSezabhAI saMgItakAre siddhisUrijInuM gIta gAyuM) (mAMDavImAM Aje je 20 hajAra gheTA tathA 10maraghAo muslImonA koI kAryakramamAM bhojana mATe homAI javAnA hatA. sakhkhata virodha thatAM, te kAryakrama baMdha rahyo che. te mATe ApaNe sau AnaMda anubhavIe chIe. gujarAtanA C.M. kezubhAI nI daramyAnagirithI A kArya thayuM che) .. 315 kahe kalApUrNasUri ....

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bhA. va. 14, bapora, tA. 8-10-99 * namaskAra bhale sevake ryo, paNa gaNAya namaskAraNIyano. namaskaraNIya na hoya to namaskAra kone thAta? namaskaraNIyano A paNa eka upakAra che. sAmAyikano adhyavasAya pedA karAvanAra arihaMto che. AkhI duniyAmAM zubha adhyavasAyo pedA karAvavAno Theko arihaMtoe ja lIdho che ema kahIe to paNa cAle. mahendrabhAIe parivAravatI AvIne vinaMtI karelI: mAre AvuM anuSThAna karAvavuM * che. ame hA pADI. agAu paNa AvuM anuSThAna karAveluM che. amArA jUnA paricita che. bhUmino paNa prabhAva hoya che. jyAM nirvidane kArya pUrNa thAya che. sUrata ke muMbaImAM AvuM kArya thaI zakata? AvuM zAnta vAtAvaraNa maLata? madrAsa aMjanazalAkAmAM bhojana, mahotsava, vidhividhAna, sTeja progrAma, maMdira vagere badhuM ja alaga. barAbara jAme nahi. udAratA vinA AvuM anuSThAna zobhe nahi. pharI-pharI AvA anuSThAno karAvatA raho bIjAne paNa AvI preraNA maLazeH ame paNa AvuM kacavIe. dIkSA, pratiSThA ke upadhAna je anuSThAna dekhAya te karAvavAnuM mana mANasane thatuM hoya che. * 14 pUrvI chelle badhuM kadAca bhUlI jAya, paNa navakAra na bhUle, navakAra A bhavamAM ja nahi, bhavobhavamAM bhUlavAno nathI. * bheMsa vagere khAdhA pachI vAgoLe che, tema tame ahi sAMbhaLelA padArtho vAgoLajo. 316 .... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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ahiM to sUtrAtmakarUpe ApyuM che. eno vistAra bAkI che, maMthana bAkI che. '3payogo nakSaLam' vagere keTalA artha gaMbhIra sUtro che ? tenA para jeTaluM ciMtana karIe, teTaluM ochuM che. A anuSThAnamAM ArAdhako taraphathI AyojakanI ke Ayojako taraphathI ArAdhakonI koI phariyAda nathI AvI. AvuM bahu ochA sthAne banatuM hoya che. * paMca parameSThI arihaMtano ja parivAra che. gaNadharo (AcAryo) arihaMtanA ziSyo che. upAdhyAyo gaNadharonA ziSyo che. sAdhuo upAdhyAyonA ziSya che. 'siddha' e badhAnuM phaLa che. * bhagavAnanuM zaraNuM 4 sthAnathI maLe. 4 sthAna eTale 4 phonanA sthAno samajo. nAma, sthApanA, dravya ane bhAva jApathI nAmanI, mUrtithI sthApanAnI, AgamathI dravyanI ane zuddha AtmadravyathI bhAva arihaMtanI upAsanA thai zake. A cArano saMparka karazo to bhagavAna maLaze ja. A prabhune tame kSaNa vAra paNa choDazo nahi. vAnara - zizunI jema ApaNe bhagavAnane vaLagIne rahevAnuM che. bhagavAnane choDIzuM to bhAMgIne bhUkko thaI jaIzuM. prabhu pada vaLagyA, te rahyA AjA, aLagA aMga na sAjA re.... prabhune vaLagavuM eTale emanI AjJAne vaLagavuM. vAnara-zizu jo mAtAne choDI de to? ahIM jo jApamAM tamane AnaMda Avyo hoya to A jApa tame jIvanamAM utArajo. jApathI saMsAranA duHkhomAM TakI rahevAnuM baLa maLaze. rAtribhojana Adi abhakSyatyAgavagerejIvanamAM ApanAvajo, jonavakArane phaLadAyI banAvavo hoya. kahe kalApUrNasUri 317

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AlocanA, prazna, pUjA, svAdhyAya, aparAdha - kSamA vaMdana jarUrI che. guruvaMdana vinayanuM mULa che. AtmAnI zuddhi mATe Ama jarUrI che. rthAne, 9-10-99, bhA. 46-0)) - AlocanA karIe, paNa zuddhipUrvaka na karIe. (jeTalI tIvratAthI doSo sevyA hoya, teTalI ja tIvratAthI AlocanA karavI joIe.) to saMsAra paribhramaNa vadhI jAya che, ema mahAnizIthamAM dRSTAMtapUrvaka darzAvyuM che. karmanuM vinayana (vinAza) kare te vinaya kahevAya. raste cAlatAM page kAMTA vAgelA hoya to AgaLa cAlI zakAya kharuM ? kAMTA kADhyA pachI ja cAlI zakAya tema AlocanAthI doSonA kAMTA kADhyA pachI ja sAdhanAnA mArge AgaLa vadhI zakAya. 318 *** A badhI vakhate gurunuM kayapAvo'vi maNusso, Aloiya niMdia gurusagAse / hor3a airega lahuo, oharia bharuvva bhAravaho / / pApI mANasa paNa guru pAse pAponI AlocanA ane niMdA kare to atyaMta haLavo thAya che, jema bhAra UtAryA pachI majUra haLavo thAya che. jyAM sudhI ApaNe AlocanA letA nathI, tyAM sudhI bhAre chIe. AlocanA vakhate mAtra te ja pApa dUra thAya che, tevuM nathI, janma janmAMtaronA ***** kahe kalApUrNasUri

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pApo paNa dUra thaI jAya che. jhAMjharIyA muninA ghAtaka rAjAne pazcAttApa thayo tyAre muni - hatyAnuM ja pApa nahi, janma -- janmAMtaronA pApa paNa naSTa thaI gayA. rAjA kevaLI thayo. jyAre tame vastrano DAgha sApha karavA dhuo cho, tyAre mAtra DAgha ja sApha nathI karatA vastra AkhuMya sApha karo cho. * pANInI jema tame ghI nathI DhoLatA. jarUrathI vadhAre rUpiyA nathI vAparatA to vANI kema vAparo cho ? mana kema vAparo cho ? asaMkliSTa mana to ratna che, AMtarika dhana che. ene kema veDaphavA devAya ? cittaratnamasaMkliSTam AntaraM dhanamucyate / ApaNI vANI keTalI kiMmatI che ? mauna rahIne jo vANInI UrjAno saMyama karIzuM to A vANI avasare kAma lAgaze, nahi to ema ne ema veDaphAI jaze. avaLA vicAro karyA karIzuM to zubha dhyAna manathI jo durdhyAna karIzuM, ADA mATenI UrjA kyAMthI bacaze ? vANI prabhunA guNo gAvA maLI che. taMtra stotrA jyAM dha, pavitrAM svAM sarasvatIm| A vANIthI kaThora vacana zI rIte nIkaLe ? koInI niMdA zI rIte thaI zake ? - A mana prabhunuM dhyAna dharavA mATe che, tyAM bIjAnuM dhyAna zI rIte dharAya ? rAjAne besavA lAyaka siMhAsana para bhaMgIne kema besADAya ? jo ApaNe A mana-vacana-kAyAnA yogono durupayoga karIzuM to evI gatimAM javuM paDaze jyAM mana ane vacana nahi hoya. zarIra maLaze kharuM paNa anaMta jIvo mATe eka ja ! eka zvAsamAM 17 vakhata mRtyu, 18 vakhata janma thAya, pUrA muhUrtamAM 6 5536 vakhata janma - maraNa thAya, tevA nigodamAM javuM paDaze. ekavAra tyAM gayA pachI nIkaLavuM keTaluM muzkela che ? atyAre ApaNe TekarInI evI keDI parathI cAlI rahyA chIe ke eka tarapha khAI ne bIjI tarapha zikhara che. sheja cUkyA to khAI taiyAra che - nigodanI khAI ! zikhara - urdhvagati mATe prayatna joIze, bhayaMkara puruSArtha joIze. prabhu-kRpAthI ja A zakya bane. prabhunI ananyabhAve zaraNAgati svIkAro. kahe kalApUrNasUri .... ... 319

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"karUNAdaSTi kIdhI re, sevaka upare; bhavabhayabhAvaka bhAMgI bhakti prasaMga jo..." prabhu kRpAthI mohanavijayajI jevI sthiti ApaNI paNa kema na bane? icchanna paramAn bhAvAn, vivekAdreH pata yadhaH / paramaM bhAvamanvicchannA'viveke nimajati / / parama bhAvone Icchato avivekamAM sarI paDato nathI. parama bhAvone nahi Icchato viveka-parvata parathI nIce paDe che. azubha yogothI je pApo baMdhAya, teno nAzazubhabhAvothIja thAya, azubhabhAvothI to ulTA pApovadhe. je apathya AhArathI roga thayo hoya te apathya AhAranA tyAgathI ja rogano nAza thaI zake. * ApaNA doSo ApaNe ja pakaDI zakIe. bIjuM koNa pakaDe? 24 kalAka kAMI guru sAthena hoya. kadAca jANe to paNa guruvAraMvAra Taka-TakanakarI zake. svamAna ghavAya to ziSyane guru para paNa gusso AvI jAya. e to jAte ja karavAnuM che. A kAma ApaNe nahi karIe to bIjuM koI nahi karI zake. * zatruo humalA kare tyAre keTaluM sAvadha rahevuM paDe? 2020mAM huMbhujapura hato. tyAre pAkistAnanuM vimAna ekadama nIcethI nIkaLeluM ne jAmanagara jaI humalo. ryo e ja arasAmAM gujarAtanA mukhya pradhAna baLavaMtarAya mahetAnuM sutharImAM vimAnamAM avasAna thayeluM. kaSAyono humalo paNa Avo ja hoya che. ApaNe sadA sAvadhAna rahevAnuM che. ........ kahe kalApUrNasUri 320 ...

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oNvavAra, 10-10-99. A. suda-1. uttama dhRti, uttama saMghayaNavALA mATe zramaNadharma che, anya mATe zrAvakadharma che. samyagdarzana pahelA tIrthaMkaranA bhavanI paNa gaNatrI nathI karavAmAM AvI to ApaNI to vAta ja kyAM karavI ? ApaNA sauno bhUtakALa Avo eka sarakho che H anaMtA duHkhothI bharelo. have jo ahIM pramAda karIzuM to e bhUtakALa pharIthI maLaze. e ja duHkhomAM rIbAvuM paDaze. punaH punaH te ja sthAnomAM te ja bhAvomAM javuM te ja cakra che. saMsAra cakra ja che. * uttama kSamA, uttama mRdutA, uttama RjutA, uttama saMtoSa maLe tyAre ja zukaladhyAnanA aMzanI jhalaka maLI zake. * 11mA guNaThANAvALA paNa paDIne nigodamAM jaI zake to ApaNAthI, maLyuM che teTalAmAM saMtoSa mAnIne pramAdamAM kema paDI zakAya ? * apramattapaNe satata AtmanirIkSaNa karatA raho. mAyA kema thaI ? abhimAna kyAMthI AvyuM ? gusso kema Avyo ? ApaNe AtmanirIkSaNa nahi karIe to koNa karaze ? AtmanirIkSaNa vinA doSo nahi TaLe. je pApo thayA hoya tenuM prAyazcitta karo. guru sAkSIe gaha ane AtmasAkSIe niMdA karo. ApaNA pariNAmo paDIne sAva ja cUra - cUra thaI jAya te pahelA tene pakaDI lo. baraNI vagere ghaNIvAra paDI jatI hoya che, tyAre vaccethI ja kevA pakaDI laIe chIe ? kahe kalApUrNasUri ... 321

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nIce paDatI baraNI haju pakaDI zakAya, paNa paDatA pariNAmane pakaDavA muzkela che. A rIte pariNAmane dhAraNa karI rAkhe tene ja "dharma kahevAya. 'ghAra thaI 3nnate ' * pAlItANAmAM AvelA pUra vakhate cAritravijayajI kacchIe 100 jaNane lagabhaga bacAvelA. taravAnI kaLA teo jANatA hatA. sAdhu - sAdhvI saMsAra sAgaranA taravaiyA gaNAya. ApaNA Azare AvelAne ApaNe nahitArIe to bIjo koNa tAraze? bAvarapAsenA balADa gAmamAM "jinAlaya amArA bApadAdAnuM baMdhAveluM che." ema khabara paDatAM temaNe ja pratiSThA karAvI. AcArya tulasIne sApha karI dIdhuM ApanA saMghamAM amane gaNo ke na gaNo, ame amArA bApa-dAdAnuM maMdira saMbhALavAnA, tyAM ame pratiSThA karAvelI. hamaNAM hagarIbAmanahallImAM pratiSThAno caDAvo eka terApaMthIe lIdhelo. ahIMnI bAjunA mokhA gAmamAM pratiSThAnAnI pakSanA sthAnakavAsIoe karAvelI. * dukAnamAM Aga lAgI che, ema khabara paDatAM tame zuM karo? tarata ja bujhAvI nAkho ne? manamAM paNa kaSAyo utpanna thAya, te ja kSaNe ene zAMta karI do, kaSAya AgathI paNa khataranAka che. aNathovaM vaNathovaM aggithovaM kasAyazovaM ca / na hu bhe vIsasia tvaM thovaMpi hu taM bahu hoi / / kaSAyAdinAnAza mATe pagAmasajAya Adi sUtro atyaMta upayogapUrvaka bolavA. videmasaMgame" thI laIne tetrIza AzAtanAo sudhI kevuM varNavyuM che? mattAt zAtanA = mAtanI cArebAjuthI je khalAsa karI nAkhe te AzAtanA che. AganI jema AzAtanAthI dUra raho. Aga sarvatobhakSI che, tema AzAtanA paNa sarvatobhakSI che. ApaNuM badhuM khalAsa karI nAkhe. pagAmajjA Adi sUtro kadAca bIjA bolatA hoya to khUba ja upayogapUrvaka sAMbhaLavA. e bolatA rahene ApaNo upayoga bIje rahe, evuM na banavuM joIe. ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri 722 ...

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DrAIvaragADI calAvatAM jeTalo jAgRta rahe teTalI ja jAgRtisUtrAdimAM hovI joIe. prazna : DrAIvara gADI calAve, bIjA nirAMte beThA rahe, tema bolanAra sUtra bole bIjA upayogazUnya thaI sAMbhaLe te na cAle? uttara: ahIM badhA ja prAIvara che. badhAnI ArAdhanAnI gADI alaga che. koInI gADI, bIjo koIna calAvI zake. tamArI gADI tamAre ja calAvavAnI che. eTale ja to bhagavAna mahAvIre Indrane sahAyatA mATe nA pADelI. mArI sAdhanA mArAvatI bIjo koI zI rIte karI zake? bIjAnA khabhe besIne mokSanA mArge jaI zakAtuM nathI. tamArAvatI bIjo koI jamI le, te cAle? * AcArya, upAdhyAya, ziSya, sAdharmika sAdhu vagere koInI paNa sAthe aparAdha thayo hoya te khamAvavAno che. "mAriya3vajJApa" sUtra A ja zIkhave che. dharmamAM otaprota cittavALo ja kSamApanA karI zake. 'DavAmAM raghu sAmavor' samagra sAdhutAno sAra upazama che. sAMvatsarika parva kSamApanA parva che. jainomAM eTalo e vyApaka che ke bhAratanA koIpaNa khUNe rahelo jaina kSamApanA karaze. ApaNe sau bhagavAna mahAvIranA saMtAna chIe. kSamA ApaNo dharma che. e mArge cAlIe to ja emanA anuyAyI kahevAIe. kSamApanAna karIe, manamAM vairano anubaMdha rAkhIe to kamaTha ke agnizarmAnI jema bhavobhava verano anubaMdha sAthe cAle. A badhI vAto sAMbhaLIne krodhanA anubaMdhathI aTakavAnuM che. Aje bhagavatImAM AvyuM - praznaH sAdhune saMsAra hoya? uttara pUrva karmono uccheda na karelo hoya, to anaMtakALa sudhI paNa sAdhuno jIva saMsAramAM rakhaDe. * karma kahe cheH huM zuM karuM? tame mane bolAvyo eTale huM Avyo. siddho nathI bolAvatA to huM temane tyAM nathI jato. pratikramaNa AvA pApakarmone dUra karavAnI prakriyA che. te vakhate ja pramAda karIe to thaI rahyuM. sainika yuddha vakhate ja pramAda kare to? pote to mare ja, dezane paNa ghora parAjaya kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... ... 32 3

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sahavo paDe. ApaNe pramAdakarIzuM to ApaNe to saMsAnuM sarjana karIzuM, paNa ApaNA Azritane paNa saMsAramAM javuM paDaze. * bhagavAna prati prIti jAge to bhavabhramaNa TaLI zake. jai icchaha paramapayaM, ahavA kittiM suvitthaDaM bhuvaNe / tA telukkuddharaNe, jiNavayaNe AyaraM kuNaha / / be stavana vadhu bolI javAthI bhakti nathI AvI jatI, paNa jinavacanamAM Adara thavAthI bhakti nizcala bane che. jinano prema jina-vacananA prema tarapha laI janAro hovo joIe ke 324 ... . ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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somavA, Aso lokano sAra cAritra che. ene prApta karAvanAra samyagdarzana, samyajJAna che. enI zuddhi vadhe teTalo mokSa najIka Ave, azuddhi vadhe tema saMsAra vadhe. suda-2. deva-gurunI kRpAthI zAnAdi guNo pragaTa thAya, je ApaNAmAM ja paDyA hatA, gharamAM daTAyelo khajAno jema koI jANakAranA kahevAthI maLI Ave, tema deva-guru dvArA ApaNI aMdara rahelo khajAno hAtha lAge che. ApaNe bAhya khajAnA mATe phAMphA mArIe chIe, paNa e parizrama nakAmo javAno che. kAraNake viSayomAM, sattAmAM ke saMpattimAM kyAMya sukha ke AnaMda nathI ja. kharo AnaMda ApaNI aMdara ja che. tyAMthI ja e maLI zakaze. zarIra paNa jyAM chuTI javAnuM che, tyAM paisA vagerenI to vAta ja zI karavI ? paisA vageremAMthI sukha zI rIte maLI zake ? kahe kalApUrNasUri . aMdaranA guNo ja kharuM dhana che, e ja kharo khajAno che. e maLI na jAya mATe moharAjA ApaNane IndriyonA pAzathI bAMdhI mUke che. * paMcAcAramAM lAgelA doSonI, aticAronI zuddhi mATe pratikramaNa che. (sAdhu mATe pagAmasajjAya) pratikramaNa pachI guru-vaMdana Ave. dainika traNa, pakSI traNa, comAsI pAMca ane saMvatsarImAM cha abhruTThiA hoya che. ApaNe evA vakra ne jaDa chIe ke pratikramaNa ryA pachI paNa pApo cAlu ja rAkhIe chIe. eTale ja roja pratikramaNa karavAnA che. rAtrinA pApo mATe rAI, divasanA 325

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pApo mATe daivasika pratikramaNa karavAnuM che. jyAre mahAvidehamAM ke madhyama tIrthaMkaranA zAsanamAM pratikramaNa roja pharajiyAta nathI. doSa lAge to ja karavAnuM. kAraNake teo Rju ane prAjJa che. mANasa jema jaDa ane vakra vadhu tema kAyadA-kAnUna vadhu. jema saraLa ane buddhimAna vadhu tema kAyadA-kAnUna ochA. vadhatA jatA kAyadA-kAnUna, vadhatI jatI vakratA ane jaDatAne jaNAvanArA che. vadhatA kAyadAthI rAjI thavA jevuM nathI. kAyadAonuM jaMgala mANasanI aMdara raheluM jaMgalIpaNuM batAve che. "nIvo pamAyavaduno' ApaNAmAM pramAda vizeSa che. AthI vidhipUrvaka pratikramaNa na hu~ hoya, kaMIka bhUlo rahI gaI hoya, te pramAdane jItavA mATe Ayariya uvajjhAya pachIno kAussagga che. * maitrI AdithI bhAvita banavuM che, enA badale ApaNe pramAdathI, doSothI bhAvita banelA chIe. pramAdanI AvI bahulatAnA kAraNe ja bhagavAna vAraMvAra pramAda nahi karavAnI Takora gautamasvAmInA mAdhyamathI saune karatA hatA. prazna : 'Ayariya uvajjhAya'nA kAussaggamAM paNa pramAda thaI jAya to zuM karavuM ? uttara H kAussagga pramAda jItanAra che. kAussagathI pramAda jAya. 'pramAda haTAvavA mATe kAussaga karavAno che.' evI bhagavAnanI AjJA che. e AjJA pALI eTale patI gayuM. ema to AlocanAnA svAdhyAya vageremAM paNa skhalanA thAya to zuM karavuM ? apramattapaNe badhuM karavuM e ja upAya. bhUkha lAge to bhojana roja karIe chIe ne ? ahIM ApaNe anavasthA nathI jotA. pU. devendrasUri strI saMghaTTo thaI jatAM tarata ja kAussagga karI letA. te ja vakhate (doSonA sevana vakhate ja) kAussaggAdi karavAmAM Ave to ghaNA doSothI ApaNe mukta thaI zakIe. * 'bhayo prema lokottara jUTho, loka baMdha ko tyAga; kaho hou kachu hama nahIM ruce, chuTI eka vItarAga...' ApaNe pramAdathI bhAvita chIe, paNa uparanA udgAro pragaTa karanArA pU. yazovijayajI ma. prabhu-guNathI, prabhu-premathI vAsita che. 326 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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kalpavRkSanA bagIcAmAM tame kalpavRkSathI vAsita bano. ukaraDAmAM viSThAthI vAsita bano. tamAre zAthI vAsita banavuM che ? doSothI ke guNothI ? guNo kalpavRkSa che, doSo viSThA che. bhakti ja, bhagavAna sivAyanA bIjA-bIjA padArthothI vAsita thayelA cittane choDAvI zake. guphAmAM siMha Ave to bIjA pazuonI zI tAkAta che ke tyAM rahI zake ? prabhu jo hRdayamAM che to zI tAkAta che doSonI ke tyAM rahI zake ? tuM muja hRdaya-girimAM vase, siMha jo parama nirIha; kumata mAtaMganA jUthathI, to kizI muja prabhu bIha re... * prabhu ApaNA hRdayamAM AvatA nathI ke ApaNe prabhune bolAvatA nathI ? ApaNe prabhune bolAvatA nathI e ja vAta sAcI gaNAya. gabhAro taiyAra na thayo hoya, svacchatA na hoya, tyAM bhagavAnanI pratiSThA zI rIte thaI zake ? hRdayamAM doSono kacaro jyAM thayelo hoya te bhagavAna zI rIte Ave ? kAussagga karavo eTale Abhune hRdayamAM bolAvavA. logassa prabhune bolAvavAno AhvAna maMtra che; e paNa nAma daIne. ekAgratAe prabhuno jApa karavAthI te te doSa naSTa thAya ja. 'bhojana karIzuM ne vaLI bhUkha lAgaze to' evI zaMkAthI bhojana ApaNe TALatA nathI. bhUkha lAge che tyAre bhojana karIe ja chIe, tema doSone jItavA vAraMvAra kAyotsarga karo, prabhune smaro. kAyotsarga eTale stotrapUrvakanuM prabhunuM dhyAna. AkhA pratikramaNamAM bhakti ja che. mATe alaga viSaya levAnI jarUra ja nathI. pratikramaNamAM keTalA kAyotsarga Ave ? badhA ja kAyotsarga bhaktipradhAna ja che. bhagavAnanA dareka anuSThAna pramAdanA jaya mATe ja che, dareka bhojana bhUkha bhAMgavA mATe ja hoya che. karma zatruone jItavAnI kaLA, jemaNe siddha karI che emaNe A pratikramaNAdi kaLA kahe kalApUrNasUri .... ... 327

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ApaNane batAvI che. pharI tarasa, pharI pANI, pharI bhUkha, pharI bhojana, tema pharI pramAda, pharI kAyotsarga! bhojana - pANImAM kaMTALo nahi to kAyotsargamAM kaMTALo zAno ? Ayariya uvajjhAyavALo be logassano 50 zvAsano kAussagga cAritra zuddhi mATe, pachIno 2 5 zvAsano kAussagga darzana zuddhi mATe. tyAra pachIno 2 5 zvAsano kAussagga jJAna zuddhi mATe. priyadharmI - pApabhIrU saMvigna sAdhu ja Avo kAyotsarga vidhipUrvaka karI zake. enuM kAraNa cAritra sAra che, e batAvavA ahIM pazrcAnupUrvIthI krama che. cAritranI rakSA mATe samyagdarzana ane samyajJAna che. mATe pachI enA kAyotsarga karavAnA che. caraNaM sAro, daMsaNa - nANA aMgaM tu tassa nicchayao / nizcayathI AtmArthI jIvoe cAritra prApta karavA prayatna karavo joIe. prazna : jJAna, darzanAdi AcAronA aticAro to ApaNe bolIe chIe paNa tenI pratijJA kyAre lIdhI ? uttara H karemi bhaMtemAM ja sAmAyikanI pratijJA nathI lIdhI ? sAmAyika traNa prakAranuM che. zruta (jJAnAcAra) samyakRtva (darzanAcAra) ane cAritra sAmAyika (cAritrAcAra) * dazavaikAlikanI racanA pahelA AcArAMganA prathama adhyayana pachI ja vaDIdIkSA thatI. - cauvisatthothI darzanAcAranI vaMdanathI darzanAcAra ane jJAnAcAranI, pratikramaNathI cAritrAcAranI paccakakhANathI cAritrAcAranI, kAussagathI tapa-AcAranI paccakkhANathI tapa-AcAranI ArAdhanA thAya che. prazna : vIryAcAra keTalA prakArano ? uttara H : 36 prakArano. kayA 36 prakAra ? jJAnAcAranA 8, darzanAcAranA 8, cAritrAcAranA 8, tapAcAra 12 = 36. A badhAmAM vIrya phoravavuM te vIryAcAra. mATe vIryAcAra 36 prakArano che. 36+36=72. kula pAMce AcAranA 72 prakAra thayA. 328 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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maMgaLavAra, 12-10-99, za. suda-3. mokSamAM jaldI javuM hoya to tenA upAyomAM tanmaya banI javuM joIe. ratnatrayI teno upAya che. upAyamAM zIghratA karIzuM to upeya zIdhra maLaze. jJAna - darzana - cAritra upAya che. mokSa upeya che. mokSa jaldI na joIe to hAni zI? saMsAramAM bhaTakavAnuM cAlu rahe te ja hAni. paMcendriyanI lAMbAmAM lAMbI sthiti 1000 sAgaropamanI che. teTalIvAramAM mokSe na gayA to vikasendriyAdimAM javuM paDe. amuka samayamAM jo ApaNe sadgati nizcita na banAvI to durgati nakkI che. durgati durbhAvothI thAya che. mATe durbhAvothI manane bacAvavuM joIe. mana ucca bhUmikAne sparzatuM jAya, tema durbhAvo ghaTatA jAya. * kSAyopathamika sabhyatva vadhumAM vadhu 66 sAgaropama rahe. tyAra pachI kSAyika thaI jAya. cothuM guNaThANuM ApaNane sparyuM che ke nahi? tenuM AtmanirIkSaNa karavuM ghaTe. samyatvanA lakSaNo che ApaNAmAM? tAva vagere gayA che ke nahi te ArogyanA cihnothI jaNAya tema anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyo, mithyAtva Adi gayA che ke nahi, te samyakatvanA lakSaNothI jaNAya. ApaNA kaSAyonI mAtrA anaMtAnubaMdhInI kakSAnI to na ja hovI ja joIe. kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... ... 329

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jima nirmaLatA re ratana sphaTikataNI, tima e jIva svabhAva; te jina vIre re, dharma prakAziyo, prabaLa kaSAya abhAva....'' prabaLa kaSAyano abhAva te ja dharmanuM lakSaNa che. koInI sAthe kaTutAnI gAMTha bAMdhI levI te utkaTa kaSAyonI nizAnI che. pApabhIrU ane priyadharma H A be dharmInA khAsa lakSaNo che. : kAMTA cUbhe ne pIDA thAya, tema kaSAyothI pIDA thavI joIe. ApaNane kAMTA cUbhe che, paNa kaSAyo kyAM cUbhe che ? vAva bAju ApaNA sAdhvIjIne ekI sAthe aneka madhamAkhIo coMTI paDelI keTalI pIDA thaI haze ? eka kAMTAthI zIlacandra vi. svargavAsI banelA. eka kATavALA khIlAthI amRta gordhana (bhacAU)no ekano eka putra mRtyu pAmelo. tene dhanurvA thayelo. AthI paNa vadhu khataranAka kaSAyo che. mATe ja thoDA paNa kaSAyano vizvAsa karavA jevo nathI, ema jJAnIo pharamAve che. samyaktva samatikA grantha che, jemAM samyaktvanuM pUrNa varNana che. paNa e vAMce koNa ? mATe ja to pU. yazo vi. jevAne samakitanA 67 bolanI sajjhAya vagere jevI gujarAtI kRtio banAvavI paDI che. samyaktva hoya ja nahi pachA tenI zuddhi zuM ? kapaDAM hoya to melA thAya, nirvastra mANasane zuM ? ema samajIne samyaktva tarapha durlakSa nahi sevatA. hoya to tene meLavavA prayatna karajo. yAda rahe ke parabhavamAM laI jaI zakAya tevuM mAtra samyagdarzana ja che. cAritra laI jaI zakAtuM nathI. kSAyopazamika guNono bharoso karavA jevo nahi. mAvajata na karo to cAlyA paNa jAya. telano dIvo bujhAtA vAra zI ? hA, ratnano dIvo na bujhAya. kSAyikabhAva ratnano dIvo che. sApa jema zodhIne gharamAMthI bahAra kADho che, tema mithyAtva - kaSAyAdine zodhI zodhIne bahAra kADho. ''dharmI jAgatA bhalA ne adharmI sUtA bhalA....'' 068 kahe kalApUrNasUri

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e jayaMtI zrAvikanA eka praznanA javAba bhagavAna mahAvIre kaheluM che. ApaNe sUtelA chIe ke jAgatA ? samyagdaSTi jAgatA kahevAya. mithyAtvI sUtelA kahevAya. ApaNAmAM samyaktva AvI gayuM ? na AvyuM hoya to ApaNe khullI AMkhe sUtelA chIe, ema mAnajo. * rokaDa nANuM vyavahAramAM kAma Ave. hAthamAM raheluM zastra sainikane kAma Ave. tema kaMThastha jJAna ApaNane kAma Ave. copaDImAM paDeluM jJAna kAma nahi lAge. upayogamAM AvatuM jJAna ja cAritra banI zake. 'jJAnI tIkSNatA caraNa tema...' jJAnanI tIkSNatA te ja cAritra che. pratikSaNe udayamAM AvatI mohanI prakRtiono sAmano karavA tIkSNa jJAna joIze, pratipaLano tIvra upayoga joIze, nahi to ApaNe mohanI sAme hArI jaIzuM. lakhavAthI ke pothA rAkhavAthI tame jJAnI banI zakatA nathI. e jJAnane jIvanamAM utAravAthI ja jJAnI banI zako cho. hema parIkSA jima hue jI, sahata hutAzana tApa; jJAnadazA tima parakhIye jI, jihAM bahu kiriyA vyApa'' - pU. yazovijayajI ma. je samaye je kriyA cAlatI hoya, je jIvana jIvAtuM hoya te prasaMgamAM tame ekAkAra ho, tamAruM jJAna kAma AvatuM hoya to ja sAcuM jJAna che. * samyagdaSTi mAne ke, koI mAro aparAdhI nathI, aparAdhI che to eka mAtra karma. enA kAraNe ja koI ApaNuM bagADe che. mArA karma na hoya to koNa bagADI zake ? karma paNa zA mATe ? karmano karanAra paNa mAro AtmA ja che ne ? meM bolAvyA tyAre ja AvyA ne ? nahi to jaDa karma zuM karata ? * saMvegaH sura-naranA sukha, duHkha rUpa lAge. mokSa ja, Atmasukha ja meLavavA jevuM lAge. '"thavA duHvuM suvratvena, duHsvatvena suvuM yA / '' jyAre saMsAranuM sukha duHkharUpa lAge, duHkha sukharUpa lAge tyAre ja saMvega pragaTyo kahe kalApUrNasUri 331

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che, ema samajavuM. saMsAranuM samagra sukha, svarganuM paNa sukha duHkharUpa lAge, te saMvega che. atyAre sAdhupaNAmAM zuM kaSTa che ? kaSTa to pUrvakALamAM hatA. atyAre to ApaNe rAjakumAra jevA komaLa banI gayA chIe. 22 pariSahomAMthI atyAre keTalA sahana karIe chIe ? anukULatAne Thokkara mAranArA ne pratikULatAne sAmethI notaruM ApanArA ApaNA pUrvajo hatA, te bhUlazo nahi. atyAre saMpUrNa zIrSAsana thaI gayuM che. pratikULatAnA dveSI ne anukULatAnA Icchuka ApaNe sau banI gayA chIe. thoDIka ja pratikULatA ApaNane akaLAvI mUke che. * nirveda narakano jIva, eka kSaNa paNa narakamAM rahevA na Icche. kedI kedamAM eka kSaNa paNa vadhu na rahevA na mAMge, tema saMsAramAM samyagdaSTi eka kSaNa paNa vadhu na rahe. kSaNe-kSaNe Icchato hoya H kyAre saMsArathI chuTuM ? paMcavastuka : lokamAM rAjadUta Adi jema jaNAveluM kArya pUruM thayA pachI pharI vaMdana karI jaNAve tema ahIM pratikramaNamAM paNa chaTThA AvazyakamAM guru-vaMdana eTalA mATe che ke ApanI AjJA pramANe pratikramaNa karyuM che, ema vaMdanapUrvaka jaNAvuM chuM. prazna H pratikramaNamAM gujarAtI svAdhyAya (sajjhAya) cAle to anya samaye gujarAtI svAdhyAya kema na cAle ? uttara H uMmaravALA mATe gujarAtI svAdhyAya cAle ja che, paNa bhaNelA mATe nahi. sarahada para rahenAranuM kartavya alaga che. sAmAnya prajA mATenuM kartavya alaga che. 332 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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budhavAra, 13-10-99, A. suda-4. * sAMje pratikramaNa pachI guru pAse thoDo samaya besavuM zA mATe? samAcArI AdinuM viziSTa jJAna prApta karavA mATe. guru pAse besavuM te eka prakArano | vinaya che. A vinayacAlyo na jAya mATe besavuM mRtadevatA, kSetradevatA, bhavanadevatA vagerenI stuti AcaraNAthI karavAnI che. Agama pramANa che, tema AcaraNa paNa pramANa che. pratikramaNa ThAvyA pachI prathama kAussagna cAritra-zuddhi mATe che. bIjo kAussagga darzanazuddhi mATe, trIjo kAussagga aticAra mATe ("sayaNAsaNatra - pANe vALo) che. * divasamAM karemibhaMte keTalI vAra? nava vAra. vAraMvAra eTalA mATe sAmAyika sUtranuM uccAraNa karavAnuM che ke ethI samatAbhAva Ave. samatAbhAva yAda Ave. samatAnA sthAne viSamatA AvI hoya to dUra karavAnuM mana thAya. kaSAyamAM rahevuM te svabhAva ke vibhAvamAM rahevuM te ApaNo svabhAva? 24 kalAkamAM keTalA kalAka svabhAvamAM? ane keTalA kalAka vibhAvamAM jAya? ApaNI jIvanabharanI pratijJA che- svabhAvamAM rahevAnI. e pratijJA bhUlI gayA nathI ne? gRhasthonI pratijJA nava niyama kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... *** 333

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paNa ApaNI pratijJA to 'nAvanIvANu' che, e bhUlAya te kema cAle ? 'sva' eTale ApaNo potAno bhAva. svabhAvamAM rahIe teTalo samaya karmano kSaya thato ja rahe. parabhAvamAM rahevuM eTale potAnA AtmAne durgatimAM dhakko mAravo. svabhAvamAM asaMkleza, parabhAvamAM saMkaleza. saMkaleza eTale saMsAra asaMkaleza eTale mokSa. asaMkalezamAM ahIM ja mokSano anubhava thAya, jIvanmukta dazAno anubhava thAya. pradeza - pradezamAM AnaMdano anubhava thAya. gItAmAM AvA yogIne sthitaprajJa kahyA che. gItAnA e sthitaprajJanA lakSaNo jaina munine barAbara ghaTe. vAMcavA jevA che e lakSaNo. e loko sthitaprajJatA prApta karavA prayatna kare. ApaNe svabhAva - dazA mATe prayatna karavAno che. mUlata H banne vastu eka ja che. sAmAyika sUtra e mATenuM sAdhana che. upazama, viveka, saMvara e traNa zabdanA zravaNathI khUnI cilAtIputrane samatAbhAvanI prApti thaI hatI. munie mAtra traNa ja zabda saMbhaLAvelA. pelAe talavAra tANIne kaheluM : 'sAdhuDA ! dharma saMbhaLAva, nahi to mAthuM kApI nAkhIza.' 'sAmAiassa bahuhAkaraNaM tappuvvagA samaNajogA / ' badhA zramaNanA yogo sAmAyikapUrvakanA hoya che. koIpaNa sthAne samatAbhAva na ja javo joIe. panIhArIonuM dhyAna beDAmAM hoya, bhale e vAto karatI hoya, tema game teTalI pravRttimAM muninuM mana samatAmAM hoya. covIzeya kalAka eTale to ogho sAthe rAkhavAno che. sAthe rahelo ogho satata yAda karAve H 'he muni ! tAre satata samatAmAM mahAlavAnuM che.' 334 kahe kalApUrNasUri www.janelibrary.org.

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sAmAyikanAvAraMvArasmaraNathI samatAbhAva Ave che. covIseya kalAka samatAbhAva cAlu hoya to vadhu dRDha bane che. jema bhagavAnanI stuti punaH punaH bolatAM mana bhaktithI Ardra bane che, tema. nava vAra karemi bhaMte kyAM kyAM? savAra - sAMja pratikramaNamAM traNa-traNa vAra tathA saMthArA porasImAM traNavAra kula navavAra. bIjuM badhuM bhUlAya te cAle, samatA bhUlAI jAya te kema cAle? samatA kyAMthI Ave? prabhu-bhaktithI Ave... cha AvazyakomAM prathama sAmAyika che. sAmAyika prabhunA nAma-kIrtanathI Ave che. mATe bIjuM Avazyaka logassa (nAmastava ke caturvizatistava) che. sama eTale sarva jIvo pratye samabhAva. sama eTale samAnabhAva. Aya eTale lAbha. sama + A = samAya. rU%[ pratyaya lAgatAM "sAmAyika zabda banelo che. A lakhANa meM manaphAmAM lakheluM anubhavathI kahuM chuM je vicArapUrvaka lakhIzuM te bhAvita banaze. jJAna-darzana-cAritrano jenAthI lAbha thAyate badhI ja cIjone sAmAyika kahevAya. eka tALAnI cha cAvI che. chae cha cAvI lagAvo to ja tALuM khule. pAMca lagAvo ne eka sAmAyika (samatA)nI cAvI na lagAvo to AtmamaMdiranA daravAjA nahi khule A mAro anubhava che. samatAbhAva na hoya tyAre citta AvazyakomAM coTe nahi. cha Avazyaka che cAvI che. trIjo arthaH 4 maitrI Adi bhAvonI prApti te sAmAyika. "sarvajJakathita sAmAyika dharma pustakamAM AnuM vistArapUrvaka varNana kareluM che. jarUra vAMcajo. * cittavRttino nirodha te dhyAna ema jainetaro kahe che. azubha cittavRttione rokavI te dhyAna - ema jainadarzana kahe che. "vitnaSTa cittavRtti kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... ... 335

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niSedho dhyAnam / ' pU. yazovi. e pAtaMjala yogadarzananA sUtraparanI potAnI TIkAmAM 'niSTa' zabda umeryo. AgaLa vadhIne cittane zubha vicAromAM pravartAvavuM te paNa dhyAna che. eka pravRttirUpa che. bIjuM nivRttirUpa che. e ja arthamAM pratikramaNa vagere ApaNI Avazyaka kriyAo dhyAnarUpa che. (2) 'caturvizatistava' :- eTale covIza tIrthaMkaronI stuti. covIza tIrthaMkaronI stuti dvArA ja sAmAyika-samatA prApta thAya. *- ApaNA nikaTanA upakArI A 2 4 tIrthaMkaro che. logassa bolIe tyAre stuti thAya. logassano kAussagga karIe tyAre dhyAna thAya. enA arthamAM mana ekAgra thavuM joIe. kAussaggamAM mana, vacana ane kAyA traNeya ekAgra hoya che. (3) guru - vaMdanaH- jeTalI mahattA bhagavAnanI che. teTalI mahattA bhagavAna dvArA sthApita gurutattvanI che. AthI ja potAnI hAjarImAM ja bhagavAna gaNadharonI sthApanA kare che. ekalA devathI na cAle. guru joIe. 21 hajAra varSamAM deva eka ja. bAkInA samaye guru vinA zAsana koNa calAve ? gurumAM bhagavadguddhi thavI joIe. mATe ja 'phari maLavat / ' ahIM guru samakSa bhagavan nuM saMbodhana thayeluM che. 'mi bhaMte' ahIM 'bhaMte' zabdamAM deva ane guru banne artha rahelA che. bhagavAnanI dezanA pachI temanI caraNa pAdukA para gaNadharo bese che. gaNadharo dezanA Ape tyAre kevaLIo paNa besI rahe. UThI na jAya. zrotAone ema na lAge H ahIM kaMI khAmI che. bhagavAna jevI ja vANI lAge. mAthe bhagavAnano hAtha che ne ? e to ThIka, kAlikAcArye paNa sImaMdhara svAmI jevuM ja nigodanuM varNana brAhmaNa veSadhArI Indra samakSa kareluM. mohano kSaya thayelo na hovA chatAM moha-vijetA hovAnA kAraNe guru vItarAga tulya kahevAya che. 376 kahe kalApUrNasUri

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* cAra prakAranA kevalI 1.kevalI. 2. 14 pUrvI - zrutakevalI 3. samyagdaSTi, 4. bhagavAnanA vacana pramANe AcaraNa karanAra (kaMdamULa Adi choDanAra) gaIkAle bhagavatamAM AveluMH skaMdhaka parivrAjakane zrAvake evA prazno pUchayA ke parivrAjaka muMjhAI gayo ne prazno jANavA bhagavAna mahAvIra pAse Avyo. gautamasvAmI te AvatAM UbhA thayA. mithyAtvI AvatAM UbhA kema thavAya? TIkAmAM khulAso ApatAM kahyuM cheH bhAvimAM dIkSA levAno che mATe thavAya. samyagdaSTi e ja arthamAM kevalI che. bhaviSyamAM banavAnA che mATe. kaMdUmaLatyAgI paNa kevaLI che. kAraNake bhagavAnanA vacana para zraddhA rAkhIne teNe kaMdamULano tyAga ryo che. A samyagdaSTinI pUrvabhUmikAno AtmA che. prazna: guru bhagavAna che, mATe derAsaramAM javAnI jarUra nahi ne? uttaraH bhagavAna na hota to bhagavabuddhi zI rIte karata? amRta ja na hota to pANImAM amRta buddhi zI rIte thAta? bhagavAna che mATe bhagavabuddhi zabda Avyo che. bhagavAna ja choDI daIzuM to bhagavabuddhi kaI rIte raheze? kahe kalApUrNasUri ... ... 337

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guruvAra, 14-10-99. . -i. * bhagavAna bhale nathI, paNa emanA tIrthanA, nAmanA, AgamanA ane mUrtinA AlaMbanathI ApaNe bhava-sAgara tarI zakIe. nAnA bALakane mAtA-pitAnuM AlaMbana jarUrI che. emanA TekAthI ja te cAlI zake. bhagavAna pAse ApaNe sau bALa chIe. bhagavAna je rIte potAnAmAM vyaktarUpe jJAnAdi samRddhi joI rahyA che, te ja rIte zaktirUpe tamAma jIvomAM paNa joI rahyA che. bhagavAnamAM je vRkSarUpe che. sarva jIvomAM te bIjarUpe che. * sAdhunuM koIpaNa anuSThAnasamatApUrvakanuM hoya, te batAvavA ja divasamAM navavAra sAmAyikano pATha Ave che. dIkSA vakhate paNa prathama A ja pratijJA levAmAM AvI che. gulAbajAMbu jANavA alaga cIja che, teno svAda mANavuM alaga cIja che. sAmAyika jANavuM alaga vAta che. sAmAyika mANavuM alaga vAta che. pudgalono bhavobhavano anubhava che. gADha saMskAra hovAnA kAraNe ApaNe tarata ja pudgalo tarapha kheMcAI jaIe chIe. jyAre sAmAyikanA saMskAra have pADavAnA che. * jJAnasAra adbhuta grantha che. tame enuM ciMtana-nididhyAsana karatA rahezo tema .... kahe kalApUrNasUri 338 ...

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tema AtmatattvanuM amRta pAmatA jazo. temaNe jIvanamAM sAdhanA karIne je arka meLavyo te badho ja jJAnasAramAM ThAlavyo che. * keTalAka yAnIo Avazyaka kriyAone dhyAnamAM bAdhaka mAne che. kharekhara to Avazyaka kriyAo dhyAnanI bAdhaka nathI, paNa sAdhaka che. * varasAda badhe ja paDe. paNa tethI zeraDImAM mIThAza, bAvaLIyAmAM kAMTA, raNamAM mIThuM ane sApamAM jhera ja vadhe, tema jina-vANI paNa pAtratA mujaba alaga-alaga pariNAma pAme che. sAMbhaLanAramAM koI gozALo hoya to koI gautamasvAmI hoya. * savAre tapa kayo dhAravo ? sAdhanAmAM sahAyaka bane tevo tapa azaThabhAve svIkAravo. sevAnI jarUra hoya tyAre aTThAI laIne besI na zakAya. Ama kare te gunegAra bane. tapa gauNa che. guru-AjJA mukhya che. gurunI AjJA pramANe karAto tapa ja nirjarAkAraka banI zake. mAre mAtra sevA ja karavAnI ? pANInA ghaDA ja lAvavAnA ? to pachI ArAdhanA kyAre karavAnI ? evuM nahi vicAratA. pANInA ghaDA lAvavA e paNa ArAdhanA che. sevAthI ArAdhanA alaga nathI. sevA ArAdhanAno ja eka bhAga che. dasa varSa pU. devendrasUrijI sAthe rahyo. navo abhyAsa baMdha rahyo, paNa sevAno lAbha sAro maLyo. te vakhate pU. premasUrijInA patro AvatA rahetA H bhaNavA AvI jAva. bAkI rahelA chedasUtro pUrA thaI jAya. paNa pU. devendrasUrijI kahetA : tame jAva to ahIM mAruM zuM ? ame javAnuM mAMDI vALatA. paNa jyAre avasara Ave tyAre barAbara bhaNavAnuM karI letA. vi. saM. 2025mAM vyAkhyAna pachI pU. paM. mukti vi. (pU. mukticandra sUri) pAse pahoMcI jato. 3-4 kalAka pATha leto. tame bhale tapa karatA ho, paNa cAlu tapamAM sevA na karAya, upadeza na apAya evuM nathI. AhAranuM paccakkhANa mAtra ApaNane che. bIjAne lAvI ApavAmAM paccakkhANa kahe kalApUrNasUri 339

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bhAMge nahi. bhAMge to nahi, paNa sevAthI urdu e paccakhANa puSTa thAya. navakArazImAM be AgAra anAbhoga ane sahasAgAra anAbhoga eTale ajANapaNe thavuM ane sahasAgAra eTale ociMtu thaI javuM porasImAM bIjA cAra AgAraHpracchannakAla, dizAmoha, sAdhu vacana, sarva samAdhi pratyayika. A cAra vadhyA. pracchannamAlamAM sUryaDhaMkAI gayelo hoyane TAImano barAbarakhyAlana Ave tyAre... dizAzramamAM sUryanI dizA bhUlI jatAM garabaDa thaI jAya tyAre. sAdhuvacanamAM sAdhunI UghADA - pAtrA porasI sAMbhaLIne porasInA paccakhANa pArI le. savvasamAhivattiyAgAreNa mAM jIvaleNa pIDA thatI hoya, samAdhi mATe jarUra paDe, vaidya ke DaoNkTarane tyAM jarUra paDe tyAre... purimaDhamAM - eka AgAra vadhu - "mahattarAgAreNaM" mahAnakArya mATe guru-AjJAthI javuM paDe tema hoya, zakti na hoya to guru vaparAve chatAMya paccakhANa na bhAMge. ekAsaNAmAM 8 AgAra. sAgAriyA, AuM, guru, pAriThA. A ja vadhe. 1. gRhastho AvI jAya tyAre. 2. paga lAMbA-TUMkA karavA paDe tyAre 3. guru Ave ne UbhA thavuM paDe tyAre 4. jarUra paDe (AhAra vadhI jAya tyAre) vAparavuM paDe tyAre paccakhANa na bhAMge. surendranagaramAM saM. 2014 cAturmAsamAM malaya vi. ne oLIno upavAsa - varasAda cAluM baMdha thatAM ja badhA upaDyA. maLyuM te bharI lAvyA. 55 ThANA. khapAvyA pachI paNa bejhoLI vadhI. pU. premasUri ma.nI AjJAthI malaya vi. evadheluM vAparyuM. A pAriThA'. kahevAya. AnAthI paccakhANanabhAMgetabiyata paNa nabagaDe. urdu, nalevAthI tabiyata bagaDe. A to sahAyatA kahevAya. * jeTalo upayoga svabhAvamAM teTalI karmanI nirjI. jeTalo upayoga vibhAvamAM teTaluM karmanuM baMdhana. 380 international ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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zubha upayoga to zubhakarma. zudgha upayoga to karmanI nirjarA. * samyagdaSTinuM prathama lakSaNa che H zama. sau pratye samatAbhAva. koIne tame eka ja vAra mAro cho ne tamArA tame anaMta maraNo nizcita karo cho. kAraNa ke tame banne eka ja cho. bIjAne mAro cho tyAre tame tamArA ja pagamAM kuhADo mAro cho. mArAthI jema mAro paga judo nathI, tema jagatanA jIvo paNa ApaNAthI judA nathI. jIvAstikAyarUpe ApaNe eka chIe. AtmA asaMkhya pradezI che. tema jIvAstikAya anaMta pradezI che. jIvAstikAya eka ja che. eTale ke ApaNe jIvAstikAya rUpe eka ja chIe. je A rIte ekatA jue te koInI hiMsA kaI rIte karI zake ? tene bIjAnuM duHkha, bIjAnI pIDA, bIjAnuM apamAna potAnuM ja lAge. 'sati nAma tumeva, na maMtavyaMti mati ' bIjAne duHkha ApIe chIe tyAre kharekhara ApaNI jAtane ja duHkha ApIe chIe. ethI ulTuM, bIjAne sukha ApIe chIe tyAre ApaNI jAtane ja sukha ApIe chIe. tIrthaMkaro AnA uttama udAharaNo che. * navuM navuM nahi bhaNIe to cetanAno unmeSa zI rIte thaze ? AtmavikAsa zI rIte thaze ? vastro dhovA, gocarI vagere jarUrI lAge to AtmazuddhinA anuSThAno jarUrI nathI lAgatA? anukULatAmAM ja jIvana pUrI karI daIzuM to A badhuM kyAre karIzuM ? Agamo kyAre vAMcIzuM ? pakSmisUtramAM dara caudaze bolIe chIe: '"namiMniidagaM' to micchAmi kkaDa paNa ahIM bhaNe ja koNa che ? badhuM ja bhaNavAnuM pUruM thaI gayuM ? kAMI ja bAkI nathI rahyuM? bIjAne je svatulya jue te ja sAco daSTA che. e rIte na jovuM te moTo kahe kalApUrNasUri ... 341

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aparAdha che. e aparAdha bIjA koIno nahi, ApaNe ja aparAdha che. jyAM AtmatulyadRSTithI jIvana jIvAtuM rahe che, tyAM svarga utare che. jyAM A dRSTi nathI tyAM naraka che. gujarAtamAM kumArapALanA prabhAve ahiMsA, Aje paNa kaMIka jaLavAI rahI che, jyAre bIje to bakarA kApavA ke cIbhaDAM kApavA, sarakhuM ja lAge. ane keTalIye jagyAe AvA dRzyo joyA che. AtmatulyadRSTi na hoya tyAM AvuM ja hoya. karmanA baMdha ane sattAkALa bhayaMkara nathI lAgatA, paNa udaya bhayaMkara che. udaya vakhate tamAruM ke mAruM kAMI nahi cAle, atyAre avasara hAthamAM che. sattAmAM paDelA karmomAM pheraphAra karI zako cho. karmabaMdhanamAM sAvadhAnI rAkhI zako cho. udaya vakhate kAM to raDo kAM to samAdhipUrvaka saho. A be sivAya trIjo koI vikalpa nathI. 742 ... ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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zukravAra, 1-10-99, A. suda-6, * sAdhu mATe sarvavirati sAmAyika, jIvanabhara samatA rahI zake, tevI jIvana paddhati. zrAvaka mATe dezavirati sAmAyika, sarvavirati sAmAyika mATenI pUrvabhUmikA. paNa A bannenuM mULa samyatva sAmAyika che. samyakatva badhAno pAyo che. pAyo majabUta to ImArata majabUta 'tameva sarvA nIsaMva nihiMverUmaM " AvI atUTa zraddhA sabhyatvamAM hoya che. * huM je auSadhithI nIrogI banyo e auSadhithI bIjA paNa kema nIrogI na bane ? meM je vyAdhinuM duHkha bhogavyuM che, te duHkha bIjA koI na bhogave, evI vicAraNA uttamatAnI nizAnI che. je DaoNkTara pAse ke haoNspITalamAM javAthI sAruM thayuM hoya, te DaoNkTarane te haoNspITalanI bhalAmaNo ghaNA karatA hoya che. bhagavAna paNa AvA che. emane je auSadhathI bhava-roga maTyo, e auSadha teo AkhA jagatamAM vaheMcavA Icche che. AvI prabaLa IcchAthI ja temaNe tIrthaMkara nAmakarma bAMdhyuM. jeTalo puruSArtha potAnA AtmAne saMsAranA kedakhAnAmAMthI choDAvavA karyo teTalo ja puruSArtha emaNe bIjA jIvone choDAvavA ryo che. AthI ja bhagavAna kahe kalApUrNasUri ........ *** 343

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jina che, tema jApaka paNa che. tIrNa che tema tAraka paNa che. buddha che tema bodhaka paNa che. mukta che tema mocaka paNa che. * ApaNI muzkelI e che ke A saMsAra jelanathI lAgato. badhA ja jelamAM che. pachI kharAba konuM lAge? jyAM sudhI A saMsAra (eTale ke rAga-dveSa)- jela nahi lAge tyAM sudhI temAMthI chuTavAnI IcchA nahi thAya. jelane ja mahela mAne te kyAMthI chuTI zake? * sAdhu sAdhupaNAmAM raheto eTalo sukhI bane, eTalo AnaMda bhogave ke duniyAno koIpaNa mANasa enI barAbarI karI zake nahi. mANasa to ThIka anuttara vimAnavAsI devo paNa barAbarI karI zake nahi. eka varSanA paryAyavALo muni paNa anuttara devothI adhika sukhI hoya che, ema bhagavatI sUtra kahe che. ApaNane jo AvA AnaMdanI koIjhalaka jovAnamaLatI hoyato Atma-nirIkSaNa karavuM joIe. kyAM khAmI che? te zodhI kADhavuM joIe. ApaNI khAmIo ApaNA sivAya bIjo koInahizodhI zake. ApaNokhovAyelo AnaMda ApaNe ja zodhavo paDaze. hakkanI vastu koI kyAreya jatI na kare, paNa ApaNA hakkano AnaMda ApaNe jato karIe chIe. e mATe koI prayatna karatA nathI. Azcarya chene? * bahirAtmabhAvamAM eTalA khUMpI gayA chIe ke eka miniTa paNa emAMthI chUTI nathI zakatA... ane chatAM ApaNe javuM che mokSamAM? zI rIte jaIzuM mokSamAM? e mATenI koI sAdhanA nathI. sAdhanA nathI, enuM koI duHkha paNa nathI. bahirAtmabhAva choDIne aMtarAtmabhAvamAM paNa ApaNe AvavA taiyAra nathI to paramAtmabhAva meLavavAno adhikAra kayA moDhe karI zakIe? kyAreya prabhu mATe taDapana jAgI? kyAre prabhuno viraha lAgyo? 344 ... ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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viraha vinA prabhu kema maLe ? AnaMdaghanajInA pado - stavano vAMco. viraha vedanA chalakAtI dekhAze. prazna : saMyoga thayo hoya to viraha lAge... paNa prabhuno saMyoga ja kyAM thayo che ? uttara H A ja ApaNI bhUla che. prabhu to sadA sAthe che ja, paNa ApaNe kadI te tarapha joyuM ja nathI. bolo, kyAreya nirmaLa AnaMda nathI Avyo ? AnaMda prabhu vinA zI rIte AvI zake ? e AnaMda meLavavA kadI taDapana jAgI ? aMdhakAramAM rahelo mANasa kyAreka prakAzanuM ekAda kiraNa jue to tene pharI meLavavA avazya lalacAvAno ? jema pelo sevALamAM rahelo kAcabo, zAradI pUnamano vaibhava pharI jovA lalacAyelo. * badhA dhobIo tamArI kapaDA dhovAnI kaLA pAse hArI jAya, eTalA sapheda kapaDA tame dhoIne karI zako cho. A kaLA hastagata thaI gaI, paNa AtmA, je anAdikALathI malina che, tenI zuddhi karavAnI kaLA hastagata karavA jevI che, tevuM kadI lAgyuM ? * AyaMbilamAM be AgAra vadhu : (1) ukkhitta vivegeNaM, (2) puDuccamakkhieNaM koI vakhate ekAsaNAnA AhAra sAthe AyaMbilano AhAra AvI jAya to thoDA sparzathI doSa na lAge. tela ke ghIvALA hAthathI roTalI mATeno loTa taiyAra kare to nIvIvALAne kalpe, AyaMbilavALAne nahi. AgAra zA mATe ? vratano bhaMga moTo doSa che. thoDuM paNa pAlana guNakArI che. dharmamAM guru-lAghava joIe. mATe ja AgAro che. AgAromAM Azaya e che ke kemeya karIne paccakkhANano bhaMga na thavo joIe. guru - lAghavanI vicAraNA na hoya to vepAra na thaI zake, tema dharma paNa na thaI zake. vepAramAM keTalIyevAra bAMdhachoDa karavI paDe che, tema dharmamAM paNa karavI paDe che. ApaNA vrato bhAMgI na jAya, mATe jJAnIoe kevI takedArI rAkhI che ? kahe kalApUrNasUri 345

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AgAra eTale apavAda. apavAdano chUTathI prayoga na karI zakAya. koI vaidya ke DaoNkTara vagere, koI roganA kAraNe kahe ke - hamaNAM ja*davA ApavI paDe tema che. to tyAre paccakkhANa hovA chatAM davA ApI zakAya. A apavAda che. badhAmAM samAdhi mukhya che. paccakkhANa abhaMga rahe, paNa samAdhi abhaMga na rahe to paccakkhANa zA kAmanA ? paccakkhANa paNa Akhare samAdhi mATe che. AgArano artha che H samAdhi mATe paccakakhANamAM apAtI chuTa. prazna H siMgatela vigaImAM gaNAya ? uttara H vigaI kone kahevAya ? vikRti pedA kare te vigaI ? e arthamAM badhA ja tela vigaI samajI levA. Akhare ApaNI Asaktina vadhe tema karavAnuM che. A tela vigaImAM na gaNAya, ema samajIne vigaIno rasa poSyA karavo, AtmavaMcanA gaNAze. * apramAdano abhyAsa A ja janmano che, pramAdano abhyAsa anaMtA janmono che. mATe ja ene jItavo durjaya che. madya, nidrA, viSaya, kaSAya, niMdA Adi pramAda che. A pAMca moDhAvALA pramAdane kema oLakhavo ? kema jItavo ? ene oLakhavAmAM caudapUrvIo paNa thApa khAI gayA che. pUrvanA vIra puruSone yuddhamAM pramANa karatA te pahelA patnIo vidAya - tilaka karatI. yA to vijaya, cA to svarga! A be ja vikalpa yoddhA pAse hetA. mokSanI sAdhanAmAM paNa Avo saMkalpa laIne nIkaLavAnuM che. kAcA pocAnuM ahIM kAma nathI. 346 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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zrImatI ramAbena haMsarAja nIsara khAroi (kaccha-vAgaDa) Ayojita zAzrvata oLI prasaMge rzAnA2, 16-10-99, A. suda prathama-7. AtmAnA sahaja svarUpane pAmavA jainadarzane khUba ja vistArathI batAvyuM che. jJAna-kriyA, ratnatrayI, dAnAdi 4, ahiMsAdi traNa, (ahiMsA - saMyama - tapa) e badhA mokSa-mArgo che. badhA ja sAcA mArgo che. eka mArganI ArAdhanAmAM bIjI ArAdhanAno samAveza thaI ja jAya. prakAro judA lAgaze, vastu eka ja che. dUdhamAMthI keTalI alaga-alaga mIThAIo bane ? paNa mULa vastu eka ja ne ? tema ahIM paNa mULa vastu eka ja ! tyAM bhUkha maTADavI e lakSya tema ahIM viSaya-kaSAya maTe, AtmaguNo vikase e ja lakSya. * navapadanuM dhyAna karavAthI zrIpALa - mayaNAne ATaluM phaLa maLyuM. e dhyAnapaddhati nathI apanAvatA, tethI maLavo joIto lAbha ApaNane maLato nathI. dhyAna mATe manane nirmaLa ane sthira banAvavuM paDe. pachI ja te mana dhyAnamAM nizcala banI zake, anulIna banI zake. * atyAre dekhAtA prakAzanI pAchaLa sUrya kAraNa che, tema jJAnano je prakAza ApaNI pAse che, tenI pAchaLa arihaMtanuM kevaLajJAna kAraNa che. ApaNe koDo rAkhavAnI jarUra nathI. cAre bAju jJAnAvaraNIyonA parvatomAM ApaNe gherAyelA chIe, aMdhAruM che. emAM thoDoka prakAza maLI jAya to abhimAna zAno ? ApaNA kAraNe prakAza nathI Avyo, sUryanA kAraNe Avyo che. kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... 347

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jJAna sUrya che. sUryathI tejasvI bIjI vastu ApaNane dekhAtI nathI, mATe jJAnane sUryanI upamA ApI che. kharekhara to jJAna asaMkhya sUryothI paNa vadhu dedIpyamAna che. * 'mArUkvesu hiyaM pacAsarA 'bhagavAnanuM mukha-maMDala eTaluM tejasvI hoya che ke joI na zakAya, bhAmaMDaLa e tejane zoSI le che, jethI joI zakAya. AvA bhagavAna dezanA ApatA haze tyAre kevA zobhatA haze? tame prabhAvanA karo tyAre saune Apo ne?ke nAnA-moTAno bheda rAkho? bhagavAna paNa koI bheda-bhAva vinA sone jJAna-prakAza Ape che. malayagirijIe TIkAmAM lakhyuM che: yoga-kSema karavuM e ja prabhunuM kArya che. samavasaraNamAM ghaNA jIvo mAtra camatkAra aizvarya ane samRddhi jovA ja Ave. teo prazaMsAnA be zabdo kahe to enA hRdayamAM dharma-bIja paDI gayuM, samajo. atyAre ghaNA ADaMbara - ADaMbara kahIne dharmane vagove che, paNa dukAnamAM ADaMbara nathI karAto? bhagavAnane kegurune ADebaranI jarUra nathI, teo karatA paNa nathI, paNa Tvokareche, gurUmATe bhakto kare che. dhUma-dhAmathInagara- pravezathAya tyAre zuM prabhAva paDe, jANo cho? ujjainamAM saM. 2038mAM praveza thayelo tyAre moTA-moTA mInIsTaro AvIne pUche zuM jenono koI kuMbha meLo che * roDanaMta saMta pramodra pradhAna !' anaMta AnaMdanuM mULa eka mAtra navapada che, navapadamAM paNa arihaMta che. * bhagavAna dharma dezanA Ape che, mAtra hitabuddhithI. dharma vinA hitakara kAMI ja nathI. dharma bakAta karo. hitakara kAMI nahi bace. dharmano tame svIkAra karo cho, eTale bhagavAnane tamArA sAthI banAvo cho. kevA che bhagavAna? aSTaprAtihAryathI zobhatA. devendrothI pUjAtA, jagatanA nAtha, jagatanA sArthavAha, Ama jeTalI upamA ApIe, teTalI ochI che. bhagavAnanA kalyANakomAM nArakInA jIvo paNa ajavALuM pAme, kSaNabhara sukha pAme. mAtra dezanA sAMbhaLe te ja sukha pAme tevuM nathI. bhagavAna eka-eka prahara babbe vAra dezanA Ape, chatAM zaktimAM koI nyUnatA nahi. dezanAmAM amRtanI vRSTi kare. puSparAvarta - meghanI jema bhagavAna dezanA varasAve. 748 . .... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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sUryanA prakAzathI ghuvaDa vaMcita rahe, bIjuM to koNa rahe ? bhagavAnanI A dezanAthI mithyAtvI Adi vaMcita rahe, bIjuM koNa rahe ? A dezanA Aje paNa AgamarUpe sacavAyelI che. jinAgamo eTale Tepa ja samajI lo. Tepa karanArA hatA H gaNadhara bhagavaMto...! Aje paNa Agama vAMcatAM ema thAya H sAkSAt bhagavAna bolI rahyA che. pAvara hAusamAMthI vAyara dvArA jema gharamAM prakAza Ave, pANInI TAMkImAMthI pAIpa dvArA jema gharamAM pANI Ave, tema prabhunuM nAma, mUrti, Agama - e badhA vAyara ane pAIpa jevA vAhako che. je bhagavAnane ApaNA sudhI pahoMcADe che. ciMtana karo ne prabhuno hRdayamAM saMcAra thAya che. * gAyo nirbhaya thaIne care. kema ke te jANe che H amAro rakSaka govALa ahIM ja che. bhagavAna paNa mahAgopa che. ApaNe gAya banIne jaIe eTale ke gAyanI jema dIna-hIna banIne bhagavAnanuM zaraNuM laIe to bhagavAna rakSaka bane. ApaNo bhaya TaLI jAya. cha kAya rUpI gAyonA bhagavAna rakSaka che, mATe ja teo mahAgopa kahevAyA che. * bhagavAna mahAmANa che, mahAna ahiMsaka che. kumArapALa bhale mahAna ahiMsaka banyA, paNa upadeza kono ? guru dvArA bhagavAnano ja ne ? * bhagavAna niryAmaka che. ''tapa - japa moha mA tophAne, nAva na cAle mAne re...'' jyAre sAdhanAnI nAva DUbatI lAge, tyAre bhagavAna niryAmaka banIne bacAve che. khalAsInI bhUla thaI zake, nAva DUbI zake, paNa bhagavAnanuM zaraNuM lenAra DUbyo hoya, evuM haju sudhI banyuM nathI. bhagavAna jagatanA sArthavAha che. muktipurI - saMghanA sArthavAha ! A saMghamAM dAkhala thaI jAva, eTale muktimAM laI javAnI javAbadArI bhagavAnanI ''bho bho pramAdamavaya bhajamenam !'' o bhavyo ! pramAda khaMkherI tame ene sevo - ema deva-dvaMdubhi kahI rahI che. A vyavahArathI prabhunuM svarUpa thayuM. nizcayathI bhagavAnanuM svarUpa kevuM ? te avasare joIzuM. kalApUrNasUri ... 349

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dvavAra, 17-10-99, A. suda-The. 7. dvAdazAMgIno sAra dhyAna yoga che. mULa-uttara guNa dhyAnayoganI siddhi mATe che, ema siddharSigaNie upamitimAM kahyuM che. - zreNi vakhate prabaLa dhyAna zakti hoya che, te potAnI meLe Avaze, ema mAnIne besI jaIe to marudevInI jema kAMI badhAne e zreNi maLI jatI nathI. dhyAna be rIte siddha thAyaH abhyAsathI ane sahajatAthI abhyAsathI thatA dhyAnane "karaNa' kahevAya ane sahajatAthI thatA dhyAnane "bhavana' kahevAya. zAzvatI oLImAM siddhacakra yaMtranuM dhyAna karavuM joIe. zarIranA 10 sthAnamAMthI koIpaNa sthAne dhyAna karI zakAya. pUrve e rIte dhyAna karatuM. siri sirivAla kahAmAM siddhacakranuM dhyAna saMpUrNapaNe batAvyuM che. A vizvamAM navapada jevuM koI AlaMbana nathI. jeTalA dhyAnanA AlaMbana che, temAM navapadanI tole koI na Ave. mAtra nAma lo, to paNa karma khape, dhyAna dharo to pUchavuM ja zuM? dhyAna-vicAramAM pada dhyAna paMca parameSThInuM dhyAna ane paramapada dhyAna potAnA AtmAmAM ja paMca parameSThI jovAte, e rIte jaNAvAyuM 350 ... ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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9. lAkhopatinI saMpattinA dhyAnathI ke darzanathI tamane ekeya rUpiyo to na maLe, paNa karma coTe. zeTha ne sAmaMto prati tamane prAtItyakI kriyA lAge, jyAre navapadanA dhyAnathI AtmAmAM ja te Rddhi pragaTa thavA mAMDe che. ja koIpaNa kAryamAM chevaTanuM lakSya A ja hoya che H AnA jevo huM kema banyuM ? navapadanA dhyAnamAM A ja lakSya hovuM joIe. zeThane tyAM nokarI karato nokara 'huM zeTha banuM' evI bhAvanA dharAve, tema ahIM paNa huM enA jevo kyAre banuM ? tevI bhAvanA hovI joIe. * bhagavAne dharmane vaza ryo che. jema ghoDesavAra ghoDo vaza kare ene jotAM ja ghoDo sIdho cAlavA lAge. dharmane paNa bhagavAne e rIte potAne vaza karyo che. bhagavAna vinA tame kyAMyathI dharma meLavI zako nahi. bhagavAnano AtmA eTale zuddha Atmadravya. dravya kadI guNathI juduM na hoya, jema vastra kadI taMtu - rUpa vagerethI juduM nathI hotuM. Atmadravyano guNa cetanA che. jANavuM, jovuM eno guNa che. e sva-para prakAzaka che. : sacarAcara jANavA chatAM Azcarya che H bhagavAnane jANavAnI koI utsuktA nathI hotI, parama audAsInsamAM teo sthita hoya che. kevaLajJAnanI pahelA ja parama udAsInatA 12mA guNaThANe AvI jatI hoya che. vItarAgatA Ave pachI ja sarvajJatA Ave. koIpaNa zakti ke labdhi, jyAM sudhI teno prayoga karIne bIjAne prabhAvita karavAnI IcchA hoya che, tyAM sudhI maLatI nathI. sarvajJatAnI pUrva zarata vItarAgatA che. paryAyanA be prakAra H (1) pravartana H kArya-svarUpa. (2) sAmarthyaH zakti-svarUpa. satparyAya (chatI paryAya) dA.ta. doraDuM... jenAthI hAthI bAMdhI zakAya ke moTI zilAo caDAvI zakAya. e jeTalA taMtuothI baneluM hoya teTaluM jADuM hoya. e jADAI sAmarthya paryAya che. paNa doraDuM kAMI rAkhI mUkavA mATe na banAvAya, enA dvArA zilA vagere caDAvAya ke hAthI baMdhAya. AvA kAryo vakhate pravartana paryAya hoya. chatI paryAya je jJAnanI, te to navi badalAya; kahe kalApUrNasUri 351.

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zeyanI navI navI vartanAra samayamAM sarva samAya..." ahIM "chatI paryAya eTale "zakti paryAya...." prabhunA zuddha dravya-paryAyanA dhyAnathI ApaNAmAM prabhunA guNo Ave. jema darpaNanI sAme ubhA rahetA ja tamAruM pratibiMba paDe che. ApaNuM mana paNa darpaNa che. prabhu sAme UbhA raho, prabhunuM dhyAna dharo. emanA guNo ApaNAmAM saMkrAnta thaze. AkhI duniyAno kacaro saMgharavA ApaNe taiyAra chIe, paNa prabhunA guNo levA taiyAra nathI! * dhyAna paddhati:(1) prabhunA guNo ciMtavavA. (2) prabhu sAthe sArazya ciMtavavuM. (3) prabhu sAthe abheda ciMtavavo. A sAdhanAno krama che. Ama na karIe to zarIra sAtheno ApaNo abheda nahi TaLe. zarIrano abheda anAdikALathI che, anaMta janmonA saMskAra che. zarIra sAthenA bhedanI vAta ane prabhu sAthenA abhedanI vAta, ApaNA jIve kadI sAMbhaLI ja nathI. pachI magajamAM kyAMthI Utare? A dhyAna paNa vyavahAramAM niSNAta banyA pachI ja lAgu paDe. nahi to kAnajI matanA anuyAyIo jevI hAlata thAya, kriyAkAMDa chuTI jAya. dhyAna vicAramAMnA bAreya parama dhyAna saMpUrNa nizcaya lakSI che. potAnA AtmAnI sAthe joDanArA che. siddhaH arUpI dhyAnamAM siddhonuM dhyAna dharavAnuM che. 'siddhANamANaMda-ramAlayANaM' siddho anaMta che, anaMta catuSkavALA che. ApaNI bhAvi sthiti kevI? siddha eTale ApaNI bhAvi sthiti. koI joSIne pUchavAnI jarUra nathI. jo >> kahe kalApUrNasUri 752 .....

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ApaNane dharma game che to A ja ApaNuM bhaviSya che. vakhatacaMda bhAIne ghaNA pUche kyAre saMgha kADhavAnA cho? kyAre upadhAna karAvavAnA cho? huM tamane pUchuM chuM kyAre siddha banavAnA? janma - jarAdimAMthI mukta thavAno siddhigatimAM javA sivAya bIjo koI upAya nathI. A janmamAM jo sAdhanAna karI to AgAmI janma Avo maLI jaze, evA bhramamAM nahi rahetA. ahIM tamArA mAmA-kAkAnuM rAja nathI. atyAre zAMta guru maLyA che to paNa nathI karatA. to kaDaka gurumaLaze tyAre zI rIte karI zakazo? atyAre maLelI deva-guru AdinI sAmagrIno jevo upayoga karazo, te mujaba ja AgaLanI sAmagrI maLaze. atyAre mana-vacana Adi zaktiono jevo upayoga karazo te pramANe ja AgaLa zaktio ApaNane maLaze. mArI potAnI madrAsamAM evI sthiti thaI gayelI ke muhapattInA bola yAdana Ave, paTTa vakhate moTI zAMti bhUlI jAuM, A janmamAM paNa zarIra Avo dago ApI zake to AgAmI janmomAM to zuM thaze? tenI kalpanA to karo. keTalIka vakhata to huM koIne mAMgalika saMbhaLAvavA javA taiyAra thAuM ne samAcAra maLeH pelA bhAI gayA. jIvanano zo bharoso che? parapoTo che A jIvana...! parapoTAne phUTatAM vArazI...? parapoTA phUTe e nahi, eTale e ja navAI che. mATe ja kahuM chuM jaldI sAdhanA karI lo. jIvana alpa che. kSaNe-kSaNe AyuSya ghaTI rahyuM A jIvanamAM doSone hAMkI kADho. kUtarA ne, jo te na jAya to lAkaDIthI kevA hAMkI kADho cho? te ja rIte doSone kADho. e ja kharI sAdhanA che. A sAdhanA A jIvanamAM nahi karo to kyAre karazo? * aMta samaye siddha thanAra jIvanI be tRtIyAMza avagAhanA rahe. traNa hAthanI kAyA hoya to be hAtha rahe. kahe kalApUrNasUri .... ... 353

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siddha bhagavaMta varNa, gaMdha, rasAdithI rahita hoya. sadA AnaMda, avyAbAdha sukhamAM magna hoya, parama jyotirUpa hoya. eka siddho je avagAhanAmAM hoya, teTalI ja avagAhanAmAM anaMta hoya. pharI teo A saMsAramAM AvavAnA nathI. sAdi anaMta kALanI temanI sthiti che. potAnI Atma - saMpattinA rAjA che. temanI badhI ja zakti pUrNapaNe vyaktirUpa banI che, e ja zakti ApaNAmAM paNa che, paNa vyakti nathI. siddhamAM vyakti che. vyakti eTale pragaTa. svadravya, svakSetra, vagere aMge avasare samajAvIzuM paNa atyAre eTaluM samajI laIe ke svakSetrAdinI vicAraNAMthI moharAjAno 99% bhaya ocho thaI jAya. kema ? bhagavAne kahyuM che H sarva padArtho sva rUpe che ja, para rUpe nathI ja, ATalI vAta nizcita thaI jAya pachI bhaya zAno? : bhagavatI sUtramAM kahyuM che athitte atthittaM pariNamai / natthitte natthittaM pariNamai / badhA dravyo potAnI maryAdAmAM ja rahe. pudgala bhale ApaNane vaLageluM che, paNa pudgala sAthe bheLa-seLa kadI na thAya. AtmA pudgala na bane, pudgala AtmA na bane. A vAta samajatA nathI mATe ja bhayabhIta chIe. A vAta ApaNe have nahi samajIe to kyAre samajIzuM ? kyAM sudhI tattvajJAnathI hIna rahIzuM. dravyakriyAruci jIvaDA re, bhAva dharma ruci hIna ? upadezaka paNa tevA re, zuM kare loka navIna ? - pU. devacandrajI. zuM karIe ? kALa ja evo che, ema kALa para paNa doSa na Apo. e AtmaveMcanA haze ! 354 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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somavAra, 18-10-99, A. suda - 8. siddhacakranI ArAdhanA paramapada Ape che. kemake nava-pado svayaM paramapada che. * dhyAna vicAramAM sAta prakAranI ciMtAmAM... 1lI tattva cintAmAM jIvAdi tattva cintA Ave che. parama tattvacintAmAM paMca parameSThI bhagavaMto Ave che. * tIrthakaro paNa A navapadonuM saMpUrNa varNana karI zake nahi. kemake vANI parimita che. emanA guNo aparimita che. * dhyAna, abhyAsa - sAdhya karatAM kRpA-sAdhya vadhu che. jemanuM prabhumAM dhyAna lAgI jAya, teNe prabhunI kRpA samajavI. * sthUladaSTie siddho siddhazilA para che. nizcayathI siddho potAnA AtmAmAM rahelA che. ATheya karma haTI javAthI teo avyAbAdha sukhamAM lIna che. saMsArI jIvone ekaluM duHkha che. kAraNa ke jJAnIonI najare sAtA (sukha) paNa duHkha ja che. sAtAmAM jaNAtuM sukha pariNAme to duHkharUpa ja che. duHkha vakhate ema nathI thatuM AvuMduHkha vAraMvAra maLo. paNa sukha vakhate ema thAya che. A sukha kadI na jAya, haMmeza rahe. AvI vRttithI Asakti vadhe che. AsaktisvayaMduHkharUpa che. jyAre siddhomAM kahe kalApUrNasUri ... *.. 355

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AvI Asakti nathI. * siddho svadravya, svakSetrAdimAM sthita thaI gayA che. ApaNA AtmAmAM astitva che. ApaNA AtmAmAM nAstitva che. ApaNo AtmA nitya che. ApaNo AtmA anitya paNa che. ApaNo AtmA sat paNa che. ApaNo AtmA asat che. AnuM nAma ja syAdvAda che. svadravya - svakSetrAdinI apekSAe astitva che. para vyAdinI apekSAe nAstitva che. dravyanI apekSAe nitya che. paryAyanI apekSAe anitya che. eka Agamika zloka che, je devacandrajI ma.nA TabbAmAM che. "davvaM guNasamudAo avagAho khittaM vaTTaNA kAlo / TUITMyavi mAvo, to valthadhaHori II" A cAranI pariNati te vastuno svabhAva che. dravya.... guNa samudAya. kSetra...sva avagAhanA. kALa... vartanA lakSaNarUpa. bhAva....... guNa paryAyanuM pravartana. A vicAradhArAthI mRtyu AdinA saMkaTa samaye paNa samAdhi che. mArI pAse mAruM che ja. zuM hatuM, je naSTa thayuM? mAruM hatuM te mArI pAse che ja. je mAruM nathI te bhale jAya, AvI vicAradhArAnA bIja AmAM paDelA che. * pANI tarasa maTADavAnuM baMdha na kare tema ApaNo AtmA paNa potAno svabhAva na choDe. pANInI jagyAe bIjuM kAMI cAle? tela pIvAya? agni ukhaNatA choDI de to? 356 ... ...... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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jagatanA koI padArtho potAno svabhAva badalatA nathI. caMdana zItalatA upajAve, agnite zIta mITAve; sevakanA tima duHkha gamAve, prabhu-guNa prema svabhAve..." prabhuno svabhAva che A. e na badalAya. sahAyatA, sAdhanA, sahanazIlatA - A sAdhuno svabhAva che. e kema jAya? jAya to sAdhutA zI rIte rahe? * jIvadaLa patthara che. guru zilpI che. vesTa bhAga zilpI dUra kare eTale patthara pratimA bane. tema vibhAvadazA dUra thatAM AtmA paramAtmA bane. gharamAM svacchatA zI rIte Ave ? bahArathI svacchatA lAvavI nathI paDatI. e to aMdara che ja. mAtra tame kacaro kADho eTale svacchatA hAjara. AtmAmAMthI karmano kacaro kADho eTale paramAtmA hAjara....! chApAM, T.V. ItyAdi tamane kacaro nathI lAgato? juno kacaro to che ja. pharI navo kacaro zA mATe nAkhavo? AtmAne zuddha banAvo, kacaro dUra karo eTale siddha hAjara. ApaNane bhale ApaNI siddhatAnadekhAya, paNa prabhu ApaNI svacchatA, ApaNI siddhatA joI rahyA che. prabhu kahe che tuM zA mATe gabharAya che? tArI siddhatA huM mArA jJAnathI joI rahyo chuM ne? tuM mAtra prayatna kara. * viSayonuM dhyAna sahaja che, prabhunuM dhyAna kadI nathI karyuM. e mATe prayatna karavo jeTalA siddha thayA che, te badhA ja ahIMthI ja tyAM gayA che. A manuSyaloka sivAya bIje kyAMyathI tyAM javAya tema nathI. tyAM javAnI zarata eTalIH karmano aMza paNa na joIe. karmano eka aNu paNana cAle. bojavALAnuM tyAM kAma nathI. tame je kSaNe karmano kacaro kADho te ja kSaNe (bIjo samaya paNa nahi. samaya- paeraMtara aNapharase...') upara jaIne vaso. kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... ... 357

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AtmA karmamukta banI upara kaI rIte jAya che ? te jaNAvavA 4 dRSTAMto batAvyA che. (1) pUrvaprayoga H kuMbhArano cAkaDo daMDathI halAvyA pachI potAnI meLe thoDIvAra pharato e che tema siddho ahIMthI karmamukata banyA pachI upara jAya che. karmamukta thavuM e ja eka prakArano dhakko che, pUrvaprayoga che. (2) gati pariNAma : jIvano svabhAva che upara javAno. jema agnino upara javAno svabhAva che. (3) baMdhana cheda H eraMDAnuM phaLa pAkatAM jema upara jAya tema karmamukta thatAM jIva upara : jAya. (4) asaMgaH mATInA saMgavALI (lepavALI) tuMbaDI DUbe, paNa mATIno lepa nIkaLI jAya to pANInI sapATI para AvI jAya, tema karmano lepa nIkaLatAM jIva upara jAya. * siddhonuM sukha kevuM ? upamA na ApI zakAya tevuM. janmathI ja jaMgalamAM rahenAro bhIla, zaheramAM rAjAnuM sukha mANI Ave ne pAcho ghera Ave to te kevI rIte varNavI zake? evI ja dazA zAnIonI hoya che. jANe, paNa bolI zake nahi. AvA siddhonI jhalaka dhyAnadazAmAM yogIo kyAreka joI le che. e siddhonuM dhyAna thavAthI ApaNane samAdhi lAge che. arihaMtanuM dhyAna arihaMta banAve tema siddhanuM dhyAna siddha banAve che. AvA siddhonuM dhyAna zI rIte thaI zake ? emanA guNonuM, pratimAnuM, 'namo siddhANaM' evA padonuM AlaMbana levAthI thai zake. dhyAtA dhyeya dhyAna jJAtA jJeya jJAna sAdhaka sAdhya sAdhana upAsaka upAsya upAsanA A traNeyanuM ekIkaraNa samApatti che. * navapado aMge jeTalI Aje kRtio maLe che, e kRtio, emaNe dhyAnathI anubhUti karIne banAvelI che. 'banAvelI che.' ema kahIe te karatAM 'banI gaI che.' 358 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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ema kahevuMThIkapaDaze. emanA zabdothI emanI sAdhanA jaNAya che. - AcArya pada - "namuM sUrirAjA sadA tattva tAjA, jinendrAgame prauDha sAmrAjya bhAjA; pavargavargitaguNe zobhamAnA, paMcAcAne pAlave sAvadhAnA..." sUryano udaya thatAM candrAdinuM teja jhAMkhuM paDI jAya che. jyotiSamAM paNa raviyoga prabaLa hoya tyAre bIjA yogo nabaLA paDI jAya che. zAsanamAM sUri bhagavaMta prabhAvaka bane che tyAre anyadarzanIo jhAMkhA banI jAya che. namuM sUrirAjA, sadA tattva tAjA, emanI pAse navuM-navuM tattvajJAna jharyA ja kare. AthI 'tattva tAjA kahyuM. phalodImAM pU.labdhisUri ma. nuM cAturmAsa. phulacaMdajI jhALaka khUba ja tatvapremI. vidvAnone vidvadgoSThI game. AcAryazrI pAse teo rAtre gUDha prazno kare. ame pauSadhamAM hoIe tyAre ghaNIvAra sAMbhaLIe. rAtre 12 paNa vAgI jAya. tattvanI vAtomAM rAta vItI jAya. AcArya AvA tattva-tAjA' hoya. * AcAryamAM guNa keTalA? "SaTvarga - vargita'. eTale? 6 no varga - 36.6 x 6 = 36. 36 no varga - 1296. 36 X 36 = 1296. ATalA guNo AcAryanA hoya. sAvadhAna thaIne paMcAcAra pALanArA hoya. 10varSanI uMmarathI (Tha haidrAbAdathI) huA (navapadanI) pUjAnI DhALo gAuM chuM. Aje paNa eTalo ja rasa paDe che. dina-pratidina navA-navA arthonIkaLatA lAge. A cIja mAre bhAvita banAvavI che. je che te AmAM che. AmAM che te kyAMya nathI. A DhALo pAkI karavA jevI che, yAda rAkhavA jevI che. ApaNA AcArya, upAdhyAya vagere kevA hoya? tenuM svarUpa to jANIe. jANIzuM to tevA banavAnI IcchA thaze, temanA guNo meLavavAnI icchA thaze. jJAna - darzanAdinuM svarUpa jANIzuM to te apanAvavAnuM mana thaze. kahe kalApUrNasUri ... 359

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maMgaLavAra, 19-10-99, zA. suda-9. * ApaNe sAdhaka banavuM hoya to A traNa (AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu) mAMthI koIpaNa ekanA guNo meLavI laIe to kAma thaI jAya. arihaMta - siddha sAdhya che. AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu sAdhaka che. darzana, jJAna, cAritra, tapa sAdhana che. darzana, jJAna, cAritra, tapanI parAkASThA sUrimAM che. AcArya 'tattvatAjA' kahevAyA che. punarAvartananA prabhAvathI emanuM tatva tAjuM ja rahe che. upAdhyAya Adi saune teo bhaNAve che. kharekhara to bIjAne bhaNAvavuM eTalejasvayaMbhaNavuM. ethI AgaLa vadhIne jIvanamAM AvI jAya te ja sAcuM jJAna kahevAya. AcAryadravya, kSetra, kALane anurUpa dezanA Ape che. dravyathI vyakti. kSetrathI deza. kALathI samaya. bhAvathI zrotAnA bhAvo joIne dezanA Ape. AcArya "zuddha jalpA' kahevAyA che. eTale zAstrAnusArI bolanArA kahevAyA che. bhamaro puSpa-rasa pIe tema AcArya paramAnaMdano rasa pIe che, AthI ja teo tAjA che. AcAryasAdhyamAM atyaMta ekaniSTha hoya che. game tevA vidanomAM paNa dhyeya-niSThA choDatA nathI. * jJAna, darzana, cAritra, tapamAM jema-jema vIrya phoravIe tema tema ApaNuM vIrya 360 ... .... kahe kalApUrNasUri www.jainelibrary.od

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vadhe, ghaTe nahi. cAlavAthI kadI paga TUMkA thayA? Aja sudhI keTalA kilomITara cAlyA? paga TUMkA thayA? AMkhathI keTaluM joyuM? AMkhaTUMkI thai? game teTaluM karo zakti ghaTaze nahi, pratyuta vadhaze. ullu kAma nahi karo to zakti ghaTaze. phUlo cUMTavAnuM baMdha karo. kUvAmAMthI pANI levAnuM baMdha karo... gAya dohavAnuM baMdha karo. zuM thaze..? e ApavAnuM baMdha karI deze. kAma karavAnuM baMdha karo. tame kaTAI jazo. ghaNA dAnavIro kahe che : "ApavAthI saMpatti vadhatI ja jAya che. A amAro anubhava che. eTale ja ame ApatA ja rahIe chIe..." A viniyogano AnaMda che. "vara chatrIza guNe karI sohe, yugapradhAna mana mohe; jaga bohena rahe khiNa kohe, sUri namuM te jo." yugapradhAna svarUpa AcArya 36 guNathI zobhatA hoya che, jagatane pratibodhatA rahe che. kSaNa paNa gusso karatA nathI. "nitya apramatta dharma uvaese, nahi vikathA na kaSAya; jehane te AcAraja namIe, akaluSa amala amAya..." AcArya apramatta thaI dharma-dezanA Ape che. niMdA ke kaSAyanI vAta nathI. teo nirmAyI, nirmaLa ane niSkalaMka che. je dIe sAraNa-vAraNa..... AcAryaziSyone sAraNA-vAraNAdi dvArA sanmArgelAve. pU. nakasUrijI ma. A rIte karatA. zarUAtamAM mIThAzathI kahetA. eTalAthI na pate tene thoDA gussethI 'bhAna nathI paDatuM ema kahetA. basa, A emanI hada. ATaluM jene kahe te ekadama sIdho thaI jAya. paNa, sAraNAdi yogyane ja karI zakAya. kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... *.. 361

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asthamIe jina sUraja......" kevaLI ane 14 pUrvIonA virahamAM AcArya ja atyAre AdhArarUpa che. AcArya ja atyAre zAsananA AdhArastaMbha che. * arihaMtano sevaka arihaMta bane. siddhano sevaka siddha bane. AcAryano sevaka AcArya bane. upAdhyAyano sevaka upAdhyAya bane. sAdhuno sevaka sAdhu bane. je banavuM hoya tenI sevA karajo, ekane barAbara pakaDazo to bIjAcAra paNa potAnI meLe pakaDAI jaze, e bhUlazo nahi. upAdhyAya pada. nahi sUri paNa, sUrigaNane sahAyA; namuM vAcakA tyakta mada moha mAyA..." upAdhyAyabhaleAcAryanathI, paNa AcAryanA sahAyaka che. vaDApradhAnane rASTrapatinA sacivo hoya che, tema AcAryanA upAdhyAya saciva che. AcAryanuM kAma zAsana aMge tattva-ciMtananuM hoya. temane puSkaLa samaya maLe mATe zeSa kAma bIjA saMbhALe. "kAma huM karuM ne jaza AcAryane maLe?" Avo vicAra upAdhyAyane na hoya. mATe lakhyuM "camahamadamIyA..." sUtrArthadAne jine sAvadhAnA..." sUtrArtha- dAnamAM upAdhyAya sadA tatpara hoya. upAdhyAyanA guNa keTalA? 5 no varga = 25. 5 x 5 = 25. 25 no varga = 625. 25 X 25 = 625. vAcaka, pAThaka vagere upAdhyAyanA ja nAmo che. - kSamAdi 10 dharma dhAnArA, -- syAdvAda - nayavAdathI kathana karanAra, - saMsArathI DaranArA, - pApathI bhaya pAmanArA, 362 .* >> kahe kalApUrNasUri

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- zAsananI dhurAne vahana karanAra, vAcanA- dAnamAM samartha upAdhyAyane namaskAra ho! dvAdaza - aMga sajhAya kare che, pAraga - dhAraga tAsa..." dvAdaza aMgano svAdhyAya to kare ja, paNa pAragAmI paNa hoya, ghAraka paNa hoya. sUtra - arthano vistAra karanArA hoya. TIkA vagere enA sAkSIo che. haribhadrasUrijIedazavaikAlikanA prathama adhyayanamAM ja keTalo vistAra ryo che? Avazyaka TIkAmAM ghaNo vistAra che, chatAM lakhe cheH A laghu TIkA che. bhAvimAM koI samajaze, ema samajIne mahApuruSoe TIkA Adi lakhyuM che. "yAna - vicAra' grantha mane maLyo. huM AnaMdita thai UThyo. meM vistArathI lakhyuM : bhAvimAM koI jijJAsune kAma lAgaze. e AzayathI lakhyuM che. paNa haju sudhI eka patranathI Avyo jemAM pUchAvyuM hoya. mane A nathI samajAtuM mArgadarzana Apo. bole ja koNa? patthara jevA jaDa ziSyamAM paNa jJAnanA kUMpaLa upAdhyAyanI kRpAthI phUTI zake. Avo mUrkha, vidvAna thaI jAya, pachI e upakArI upAdhyAyane bhUlI zake? "rajakuMvara sarikhA gaNaciMtaka..." AcArya rAjA che. to upAdhyAya rAjakumAra che, yuvarAja che. yuvarAja bhaviSyano rAjA che. upAdhyAya bhAvinA AcArya che. emano to bhava-bhaya TaLyo, paraMtu emane vaMde teno paNa bhava-bhaya TaLe. kahe kalApUrNasUri .... 367

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Aje sAdhupadano divasa che. AjanA divase ja mumukSuo muhurta jovaDAvavA AvyA che. bIjA paNa dIkSAnuM muhurtta vaheluM nIkaLe, evI bhAvanApUrvaka sAdhupadano jApa karajo. mArA saMtAno ATalI yuvAnavaye A mArge jAya che to mAre vicAra karavA jevo nahi ? saMyamI na banIe to kAMI nahi, vairAgI to banIe. gharamAMthI eka taiyAra thAya to keTalAye kheMce ? huM eka taiyAra thayo to pAchaLa 6-8 jeTalA kheMcAyA. A. suda -10. budhavAra, 20-10-99. savAre. sabhA : AkhA samudAyane Apa ja kheMco cho ne ? pArasa - rUpezabhAInA muhUrto. pArasaH vi. saM. 2056 - kA.vada - 1-13, ravivAra, 5-12-99 bhUja. rUpeza H vi. saM. 2056 - poSa vada - 6, budhavAra, 26-1-2000 aMjAra. zreSTha lAgaze te muhUrta pasaMda karIzuM. - AgaLa... 364 ... A banne prasaMge aMjanazalAkA - pratiSThA che. maMju, tArA, raMjana, rITA, saralA, zarmISThA, damayaMtI, sunItA, haMsA, darzanA, mamatA - ityAdi mumukSu bahenonuM po. va. 6 nuM dIkSA-muhUrta jAhera thayuM. nItAbenanuM kA. va. 1 3 ane urvazI tathA monalanuM je. su. 17 jAhera thayuM. poSa vada-6 : budhavAra : 26-1-2000 : aMjAra kahe kalApUrNasUri |

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budhavAra. A.suda - 10, 20-1-099, dazerA. vyavahArathI upAdhyAyanI vyAkhyA joI. nizcayathI have joIe. tapa sajjhAye rata sadA...'' 66 bAra prakAranA tapamAM svAdhyAya mahattvapUrNa che. jJAnarUpI khaga tIvra thAya teTaluM cAritra jIvanamAM Ave. eTale ahIM jJAna ane tapa (cAritra) eka thaI jAya che. A ja vAta lakSyamAM rAkhIne jJAnasAramAM upAdhyAya yazovijayajIe kahyuM : "jJAnameva budhA: prAhuH karmaNAM tApanAt tapaH / taddAmyantAmeveTTa, vAnAM tanupavRMdam / / " atyaMtara tapane bAdhaka bane te tapa jinazAsanane mAnya nathI. bAhya mAtra AMtara tapane sahAyaka bane eTaluM ja. atyaMtara tapa vinA kroDa varSa sudhInuM tapa hoya paNa tenAthI jJAnInI eka kSaNa caDI jAya. ''bahu kroDo varSe khape, karma ajJAne jehaH jJAnI zvAsocchavAsamAM, kare karmano cheha...'' upAdhyAya yazovijayajI kahe che H nizcayathI ApaNo AtmA ja upAdhyAya che. kayo AtmA upAdhyAya banI zake ? je tapa - svAdhyAyamAM rakta hoya, dvAdaza aMgano dhyAtA, jagabaMdhu ane jagabhrAtA ja banI zake. prazna H bhrAtA ane baMdhumAM zuM pharaka? uttara H sago bhAI 'bhrAtA' kahevAya. samAna gotrIya 'baMdhuo' kahevAya. ema upAdhyAya kahe kalApUrNasUri .... 365

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ahIM mAtra jagatanA baMdhu ja nathI, bhAI paNa che. mATe ja kahyuMH jagabaMdhava - jagabhrAtA re....... Apatti vakhate madada mATe bhAI Ave. rAma-lakSmaNa, pAMca pAMDavomAM A joI zakAya che. cha mahinA sudhI vAsudeva, bhAInuM mRtaka laIne phare, ATalo sneha hoya. devane AvIne samajAvavuM paDe. Avo bhrAtRbhAva ane baMdhu-bhAva ApaNe jagatanA jIvo sAthe rAkhI rAkhIzuM tyAre sAdhanA vegavaMtI banaze. - sAdhu vada - "sAhULa saMsadiyasaMgamAM..... dayA- damanayukta thaI saMyamanI sAdhanA kare te sAdhu. sAdhunI vyAkhyA ApaNA jIvananI vyAkhyA banavI joIe. AgamamAM vyAkhyAkevI? ne mAruM jIvana kevuM? ematulanA karavI joIe. A paMktionA darpaNamAM sva-jIvana jovuM joIe. sAdhu, AcArya - upAdhyAya-gaNi AdinI sevA kare. sevAmAM AnaMda mAne paMca samiti pALavAmAM sAvadhAna hoya. cAle to najara nIce - Isamiti. bole to upayogapUrvaka. - bhASAsamiti. vastu le - mUke to puMjavApUrvaka - AdAnabhaMDamatta nikSepaNA samiti. vahore to gaveSaNApUrvaka - eSaNA samiti. pAThave to jayaNApUrvaka - pAriSThApanikA samiti. Avu emanuM sahaja jIvana hoya. vaDIlonI pUjA kare tene ja paropakAra vRtti maLe ne tene ja sadga maLe. mATe ja jayavayarAyamAM A ja krama kahyo che. 'gurujaNapUA paratthakaraNaM ca suha-guru-jogo / ' banI zake gurumAM evI zakti na paNa hoya, toya emanI bhAvapUrvaka sevAthI ziSyanI zaktio khIle ja khIle. >> kahe kalApUrNasUri 366 ...

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jaMbUvijayajI AnuM uttama udAharaNa che. pitA + gurubhuvanavijayajInA virahamAM emanI kAmaLI rAkhI che. e joI Aje paNa gadga bane pariNAme kevI zaktio pragaTI? bhuvanavijayajIne koNa oLakhatuM tuM? jaMbUvijayajI vidvAna ane bhakta tarIke prasiddha thayA. pitA-guru vinA jaMbUvijayajI ekalA thaI gayA. paMnyAsa bhadraMkara vijayajI pAse eka bhAI dIkSA levA AvyA. paMnyAsajI mahArAje emane jaMbUvijayajI pAse mokalyA. deve" (bhagavAne) paM. bhadraMkaravi. dvArA amane mokalyA mATe emanuM nAma devabhadra' vijaya rAkhyuM. ApaNe to bIjAne ziSya ApavAnI vAta choDo, ullu bIjAno kheMcI laIe. * nircantha kone kahevAya? 9 bAhya ane 14 AMtara parigraha che. dhana - dhAnya - vAstu- kSetra - hiraNya, suvarNa, dvipada - catuSpada, kuSya A nava bAhya parigraha che. 4 kaSAya + 9 nokaSAya + 1 mithyAtva = 14 A AMtara parigraha che. teno tyAga kare te nirjhantha kahevAya. * kANAvALI sTImaramAM koI na bese. bese tene sTImara DUbADI de. aticAranA kANAvALuM sAdhupaNuM ApaNane saMsAra-sAgara zI rIte karAvaze? ApaNuM sAdhupaNuM mukti Ape evuM che, evuM ApaNane lAge che? potAnI jAta saMyamane yogya banAvavA sAdhu satata prayatnazIla hoya. * aSTAMga yoga ahIM paNa che. ATha dRSTiomAM anukrame ATha yoganA aMgo rahelA che. pahelI dRSTimAM samAdhi jovA maLe che kharI, paNa e gauNa samAdhi samajavI. AgaLa maLanArI parama samAdhinuM bIja samajavuM. bIja kadI sIdhuM nathI maLatuM. kramazaH maLe che. prathama aMkUra phUTe pachI kramazaH thaDa - DALa - phUla - phaLa - bIja Ave. yogazAstra aSTAMgayoganAkramathI ja racAyo che. juo mArgAnusAritA, samyakatva,

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12 vrato Adi yama-niyamamAM samAvyA che. 4thAnA aMte Asana, pAMcamAmAM prANAyAma, chaThAmAM pratyAhAra, pachI 12 prakAza sudhImAM ghAraNA, dhyAna ane samAdhi varNavelA che. * zarIramAM dAha thato hoya tene ja tenI pIDA samajAya. AvI ja pIDA jene saMsAnI, eTale ke rAga-dveSanI apAra pIDA lAgatI hoya teNe sAdhanA karavI ja rahI. bAhya tApa, jala-siMcana, caMdana-vilepana vagerethI zame, paNa AMtaratApa jinavacana vinA bIjA koIthI na zame.. * zarIranI mamatA, mada, ahaMkArano nAza karanAra, kAussagga mudrAmAM dhyAnanA abhyAsI, tapanA tejathI jhaLahaLatA, karmane jItatA, parapariNatino saMga nahikaranArA, evA muni karuNAnA siMdhu che. sAgara paNa nAno paDe evI karuNAnA svAmI sAdhu hoya che. * sAdhanAno prAraMbha sAdhuthI thAya che. kramazaH AgaLa vadhatAM arihaMtamAM pUrNa thAya che. * "jima taru phle bhamaro bese..." phUla para bhamaro bese kharo, paNa tene pIDe nahi phUlamAM kadI bhamarAe pADeluM chidra joyuM? AvI ja paddhati muninA AhAnI che. mATe ja enuM nAma "mAdhukarI' che. * "aThAra sahasa zIlAMganA." 18 hajAra zIlAMga dhArI, jayaNAyukta munine vaMdana karI huM mAruM jIvana cAritra banAvuM chuM. * "navavidha brahmaguti." nava brahmacaryanI guNi, 12 prakAranA tapamAM zUravIra munine to ja vaMdana karavAnuM mana thAya, jo pUrvanA puNya - aMkUra pragaTelA hoya. paryAya nAno tema vadhu vaMdana maLe. vadhu vaMdanathI vadhu AnaMda thavo joIe. bIja haju gupta hoya, paNa aMkUrA pragaTa dekhAya. sAdhune vaMdana karavAno avasara maLe eTale samajavuM puNya aMkUra phUTI nIkaLyA che. paNa vaMdana amadAvAdI jevuM na joIe, rAjAnI veTha jevuM na joIe. . 368 .. .... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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- sAdhu : ''sonAtaNI pare parIkSA dise, dina-dina caDhate vAne; saMyama khapa karatA muni namIe, dezakALa anumAne. '' badhAmAM navapadanI ArAdhanA pradhAna che. saumAM navapadonuM AlaMbana sarvazreSTha gaNAyuM che. gujarAtI navapadanI DhALo, pUjAo vagereno chellA 250 varSothI khUba ja pracAra thayo. hIra vijaya sUri samakAlIna sakalacandrajI 300 varSa pUrvanA upAdhyAya yazovijayajI tyAra pachInA jJAnavimalasUri tathA devacandrajI A badhA mahAtmAonI kRtionuM saMkalana karI nava-pada pUjA banAvavAmAM AvI che. guruvAra. A.suda - 11, 21-10-99. * sonAnI cAra rIte parIkSA thAya : kaSa. cheda, tApa ane tADana. sAdhu paNa sonAnI jema parakhavAmAM Ave to zuddha thaIne bahAra Ave. temanAmAM tapanuM teja, zraddhAnI nirmaLatA, jJAnano prakAza vadhatA ja rahetA hoya che. * sAdhunI saMkSipta naiyika vyAkhyA H kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... 369

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"apramatta je nita rahe, navi harakhe navi zoce re, sAdhu sudhAte AtamAM, zuM muMDa zuM loce re ?.." je sadA apramatta rahe, koIpaNa prasaMge harSa zoka na kare evA zuddha sAdhu te bIjA koI nahi ApaNo ja AtmA che. bAhyadaSTi mAtra sAdhu - veSane jue, paNa paMDita eno guru pratyeno samarpaNa bhAva joIne enI sAdhutA nakkI kare. sAdhanA dvArA siddhine sAdhe te sAdhu. navapadamAM sAdhya, sAdhaka ane sAdhanA traNeya che. deva sAdhya, guru sAdhaka ane dharma sAdhana che. arihaMta-siddha deva che. AcAryaupAdhyAya-sAdhu guru che, darzana-jJAna-cAritra-tapa dharma che. * navapadane bhUlavA eTale ApaNA AtmAne bhUlavo. navapadane yAda karavA eTale ApaNA AtmAne yAda karavo. navapado sAthe joDAyelo AtmA nahi khovAya. dorAthI parovAyelI soyana khovAya tema. - samyagdarzanaHnipura-tatte -navanavAsa, namo namo niSpanna- vaM za " guNane vAMdavAthI guNIne paNa vaMdana thAya ja che. guNa-guNIno abheda che. e guNadhArI avirata samyagdaSTi hoya to paNa namaskaraNIya bane che. namaskAra tenI aviratine nahi, guNane che. * apathya AhAnA sevanathI zarIrane nukazAna thAya tema ahaMkAra, IrSA, nirdayatA, AdithI AtmAne nukazAna thAya. maitrI Adi 4, jJAnAdi 3 vagere AtmAnuM pathya che. viparyAsabuddhi, haTha, vAsanA, vageremithyAtva-AtmAnuM bhayaMkara ahitakara apathya che. pathyathI bhojanaruci jAge apathyathI bhojanarUci naSTa thAya. tema AtmAne paNa pathyathI deva-guru-bhakti Adi khUba ja game. * parama nidhAna eTale bhagavAna. 370 ... ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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bhakta mATe bhagavAna ja paramanidhAna che. daridrane dhana ane satIne pati ja jema paramanidhAna che. * samyaktva vinA nava pUrvanuM jJAna paNa ajJAna che, cAritra paNa acAritra che, kriyA mAtra kaSTakriyA che. * darzana samaka (anaMtAnubaMdhI 4, darzana mohanIya 3) nA kSayathI Ayika ane kSaya ane upazamathI kSAyopazamika ane upazamathI aupamika samyaktva maLe che. sAdhakane pachADavA moharAjAe A sAtane barAbara taiyAra karyA che. 'samakita - dAyaka guru taNo, paccavayAra na thAya; bhava koDAkoDI karI, karatAM sarve upAya...'' samyaktva - dAtA guruno keTalo upakAra ? tame AjIvana kadI pratyupakAra na karI zako teTalo. AtmatattvanI anubhUti karAvanArano badalo zI rIte vALI zakAya ? zarIra mAruM, vacana mAruM, mana mAruM, karma mArA e mithyA dhAraNAne toDanAra samyaktva rUpa vraja che. AvuM vraja ApanArane kema bhUlAya ? vastra, makAna zarIra Adino saMbaMdha mAtra saMyoga saMbaMdha ja che. jyAre AtmaguNono samavAya saMyogathI saMbaMdha che, evuM zIkhavanAra ja nahi, anubhUti karAvanAra AvA gurudeva che. dhajAnA spaMdanathI pavana jaNAya, tema arUpI samyaktva tenA lakSaNothI jaNAya. zama, saMvega, nirveda, anukaMpA, AstiktA A pAMca lakSaNothI samyaktva jaNAya. * 'dharma raMga aTThamIjIe' samyaktvathI dharmaraMga asthi - majjAvat bane che. sAteya dhAtumAM, lohInA kaNakaNamAM ane AtmAnA pradeza-pradezamAM dharma ane prabhuno prema vyApta thaI jAya che. tethI parabhAvanI sakala IcchA TaLI jAya che. * prabhunI pUrNa guNa saMpatti pragaTelI che. ApaNI sattAmAM paDelI che. tene pragaTAvavAnI IcchA te samyaktva. baMdha : Avaka. udayaH kharca. udIraNA H jabaradastIthI kharca. kahe kalApUrNasUri .... ... 371

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sattA : belensa. A tamArI paisAnI bhASAmAM vAta samajavI. AtmAnI anaMta vIryazakti sattAmAM paDelI che. adhyAtmazAstra kahe che H ''paramAtma tattva tamArA nAme benkamAM jamA che. tame cAho tyAre meLavI zako cho.' paNa ApaNane te meLavavAnI kadI ruci ja thatI nathI. paNa A badhI vAtothI zuM ? e svarUpa meLavo. meLavavA matho. dhUmADAthI peTa nahi bharAya. 'dhUmADe dhIjuM nahi sAhiba. peTa paDyA patIje' ema prabhune kaho. sAdhupaNA jevI UMcI padavI pAmyA pachI paNa jo parama tattvanI ruci na hoya to thaI rahyuM. * vastutattva eTale Atmatattva, paramAtmatattva. enuM kAraNa deva-gurunI ArAdhanA. enA pratye bahumAna jAgavuM te samyaktva. ApaNI badhI ja kriyAo aMdara paDelA parama aizvaryane pAmavAnI jhaMkhanAthI pedA thayelI hovI joIe. to ja e kriyAo satkriyA bane. samyaktva eTale aMdara paDelI prabhutAne pragaTAvavAnI tIvra IcchA ! 'zuddha deva - guru - dharma parIkSA....' sudeva, suguru, sudharma e ja mArA. bIjA kudevAdi nahi, AvI zraddhA tevyavahAra samyaktva. * aupazamika samyagdarzana pAMca vAra, kSAyopazamika asaMkhyavAra ane kSAyika samyagdarzana eka ja vAra maLe. te mokSa ApIne ja rahe. hamaNA ApaNA bhAvo kSayopazamanA che. keTalIye vAra Ave ne jAya. mATe ja ApaNe sAvadhAnI keLavavAnI che. * ''je viNa nANa pramANa na hove, cAritra-taru navi phaLyo...'' ApaNI aMdara paDelA jJAna ane cAritra samyaktvanI rAha joI rahyA che. kAraNake samyaktvathI ja teo UjaLA che. samyaktva suvarNa-rasa che, jenA sparzathI ajJAna, jJAna ane acAritra cAritra banI jAya che. samyaktva vagaranA jJAna ane cAritra eTale talavAra vagaranI myAna ! mAtra myAnathI laDAI jItI zakAya? 372 ... ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri www.jainelibrary.erg

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zukravAre, A. suda 1213, 22-10-99. * nigodathI saMyama sudhI pahoMcADanAra bhagavAna ja che. ApaNuM puNya bhale ochuM hoya. bhagavAnanuM puNya prabaLa che. uttama kuLAdimAM janma thavo ApaNA hAthamAM hatuM ? A badhuM koNe goThavI ApyuM ? kadI bhagavAna yAda nathI AvatA ? guru, vaDIla sarva jIvono paNa ApaNA para upakAra che. eTalI lAMbI najara na pahoMce to kama se kama bhagavAnane to yAda karo. mArI mahenatathI meM A badhuM meLavyuM ke vidvAna banyo, evuM na vicAro, deva-guru pasAya' vAraMvAra bolIe chIe, te hRdayathI bolatAM zIkho. dharmanI kiMmata vadhAre ke tene ApanAranI ? dhananI kiMmata vadhAre ke tene ApanAranI ? ApaNe ApanArane bhUlI jaIe chIe. dhana maLI gayA pachI, ApanArane koNa pUche che ? badhuM maLI gayA pachI, bhagavAnane koNa pUche che ? hemacandrasUrijI jevA bhagavAnane kahe che H 'bhavatprasAdenaivAhamiyatIM prApito bhuvam / " 66 bhagavan ! tamArI kRpAthI ja huM ATalI ucca bhUmikAe pahoMcyo chuM. bAkI rahelI bhUmikA (siddhi) para paNa bhagavAna ja pahoMcADaze, evI zraddhA hovI joIe. kahe kalApUrNasUri ... 373

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bhagavAna paranI AvI zraddhAnuM nAma "samyagdarzana' che. * kyAM javuM che? jyAM javuM hoya tyAMnI TikiTa ApuM. mane mAtra paisA Apo..." ema basamAMno kaMDakTara kahe che. tamAre kyAM javuM che? mokSamAM? tamAro ahaMkAramane ApI do..." ema bhagavAna kahe che. paisAnuM samarpaNa karavuM saheluM che, ahaMkAranuM samarpaNa kaThaNa che. * jenA lagna hoya tenA gIta gavAya. je vakhate je padanI pradhAnatA hoya tene mukhyatA apAya darzana-padanA divase darzanane, jJAna-padanA divase jJAnane mahattA apAya. AmAM koI nArAja na thAya. kAMtinA guNa gavAya to zAMti nArAja thAya evuM bane, paNa darzananA guNa gAvAthI jJAna ke jJAnanA guNa gAvAthI darzana nArAja thAya, evuM kadI na bane. kAraNake aMtatogatvA badhuM eka ja che. jJAna, darzana, cAritra traNeya sAthe maLIne ja mokSano mArga bane che. traNeya chuTA-chuTA mokSano mArga na bane. loTa, goLa ane ghI traNeya maLIne ja ziro banI zake. ekane paNa choDo to kUlara ke rAbaDI bane paNa ziro na banI zake. -: jJAnapada - * darzana ane jJAna banne joDIyA premI bhAIo che. ekane AgaLa karo to pAchaLano nArAja na thAya. darzana - jJAna banne paga che. eka AgaLa rahe to bIjo svayaM pAchaLa rahI jAya. kramazaH eka-bIjA nAnA-moTA banatA jAya. banne joDIyA bhAI eTalA mATe kahuM chuM ke banneno janma sAthe ja thAya. samyatva AvatAM ja ajJAna jJAna ane mithyAtva samyagdarzana banI jAya che. banne ekIsAthe janmyAne...? * jJAna, ajJAna - aMdhakArane hare. ApaNI samakSa tejasvI padArtha sUrya che, je saune pratyakSa che. lAkho kroDo goLA paNa enI barAbarI na karI zake. jJAna paNa divAkara (sUrya) che. divasanuM sarjana kare te sUrya kahevAya. ApaNI aMdara paNa moha-nizAne dUra karanAra adhyAtma-divasanuM sarjana karanAra jJAna 374 ... ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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prakAza che. sUrya jato rahe ne aMdhAruM chavAI jAya. ciMtana - manananA dvAra baMdha karI do. mAnasa- maMdiramAM aMdhAruM chavAI jaze. evuM aMdhAruM ke kroDo dIvAothI paNa na haTe. jJAna gurudvArA Ave che. mATe kadI gurune choDatA nahi. prazanaH guru bIjA na karI zakAya? mA-bApa bIjA karI zakAya? dattakapaddhatithI kadAca mA-bApa badalAI jAya, (jo ke to paNa te putra mULa mAbApane kadI bhUlato nathI.) paNa ahIM guru zI rIte badalAvI zakAya? sattAmAM kevaLajJAnano sUrya jhaLahaLI rahyo che. jJAnAvaraNIya rUpa ghora vAdaLAoe e kevalya sUryane DhAMkI dIdho che. kevalya sUryanA AvaraNane haTAvavA mATe ja adhyayana karavAnuM che, prabhu bhakti karavAnI che. bhakti karatA jazo tema jJAna UghaDatuM jaze. jema jema arihA sevIe re, tema tema pragaTe jJAna saluNA." - paM. vIravijayajI. bhagavAne svayaM kahyuM che je gurune mAne che te mane mAne che. * "no guruM manna so paM manna" gurupadanI sthApanA karanAra paNa bhagavAna ja che ne? "mArA karatAM gurune ochuM mahattva Apajo." evuM kadI bhagavAne kahyuM che? bhagavAne tIrthanI sthApanA karI tyAra pachI 30 varSa sudhI lagAtAra niraMtara tene daDha banAvyuM. have bAkInA 21 hajAra varSa zAsana calAvanAra guru ja che ne? gurune choDo to bhagavAnane ja choDyA gaNAya. deva, gurune dharma- A traNamAM guru vacce che, je devane tema ja dharmane oLakhAve che. "madhyaprada 3dyanta 'guru pakaDatAM deva ane dharma svayaM pakaDAI jaze tema guru choDatAM deva ane dharma banne ApoApa chuTI jaze. samyagU jJAnathI viparyAsa buddhi, svacchaMda mati ItyAdino dhvaMsa thAya che. kahe kalApUrNasUri ... 375

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' mati, zruta Adi jJAnanA pAMca prakAra che. A jJAna gurunI upAsanAthI ja maLe. deva-gurunI sevA vadhu tema jJAna vadhu ! e jJAna nirmaLa hoya, zraddhA janmAve, zraddhA janmAve, zraddhA hoya to tene puSTa banAve, cAritramAM pravartana karAve. jJAnanI tIkSNatA - ekAgratA te ja cAritra che, te meM tamane vAraMvAra samajAvyuM che. cAlatI vakhate AMkha ane paga eka sAthe karma-rata rahe che. AMkhane jJAna, pagane cAritra kahIe to ahIM banne eka banyA che. AMkho baMdha karIne cAlI zako ? cazmAnI jema AMkhone peka karIne kyAMka mUkI zako ? pagane eka bAjue mUkIne cAlI zako ? nahi, cAlatI vakhate AMkha ane paga banne jarUrI che. mokSanI sAdhanAmAM paNa jJAna ane kriyA banne samAna rIte jarUrI che. ekanI paNa tame upekSA karI zako nahi. 'jJAnakriyAmyAM mokSaH / ' satata pravRttizIla, upayogazIla rahe te sAcuM na satata je jJAnathI niyaMtrita thaIne doravAnuM rahe te ja sAcuM cAritra (kriyA) 'zrutajJAna' ne apekSAe kevaLajJAnathI paNa vadhu mahattva apAyuM che. zrutajJAna vinA koI kevaLI banyuM che ? bIjanuM mahtva vadhu ke phaLanuM ? bIja zrutajJAna che. phaLa kevaLajJAna che. atyAre kevaLajJAnano viraha che, zrutajJAnano nathI. paNa ciMtA nahi karatA. maLelA zrutajJAnane barAbara pakaDI rAkhazo to kevaLajJAna ApoApa maLaze. kevaLajJAnI paNa dezanA zrutajJAna dvArA ja Ape. * zrutajJAnanuM AdAna-pradAna thaI zake, kevaLajJAnanuM nahi. * prazna H uccAraNapUrvaka gAthA karavI ke maunapUrvaka ? uttara H uccAraNapUrvaka gAthA karAya. pratikramaNAdi paNa uccAra pUrvaka ja karIe chIe ne? eka bole to paNa bIjAe anuccAraNa (anu+uccAraNa) karavAnuM ja che. je hamaNA ApaNe paMcavastukamAM joyeluM. zeThane chIMka AvI. 'namo arihaMtANaM' bolyA ne sudarzanA kumArIne jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM. zeTha manamAM bolyA hota to ? paNa, vahelI savAre UThIne jora-zorathI nahi bolavuM, eTalo upayoga rAkhavo. 'bhavya namo guNa jJAnane...!' 376 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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jJAna tamArA AtmAne to ajavALe, paNa tame enAthI bIjAne paNa ajavALI zako. jJAnathI jeTalo upakAra thAya, teTalo bIjAthI na thAya. zrutajJAna laI - ApI zakAya, bIjA jJAna nahi. mATe ja zrutajJAna sivAya zeSa 4 jJAna mUMgA kahyA che. jJAna guNa eka che, paNa paryAyo anaMta che. kAraNa? zeya padArtho anaMta che mATe. ApaNe bhagavAnanA joyabanyAkenahi? ApaNA jeTalA paryAyo che te bhagavAnanA jJAnanA paryAya banI javAnA. have e paryAyo sArA banAvavA ke kharAba? te ApaNe jovAnuM che. Ama to bhagavAnanA kevaLajJAnamAM ApaNA badhA ja paryAyo pratibiMbita banI ja cUkyA che, chatAM A dRSTi najara samakSa rAkhIzuM to svasudhAraNA jhaDapathI thaze. kevaLajJAnInI najare huM Avo bhUMDo dekhAuM! te zobhe? - A vicAraNA doSa - nirasanamAM keTalo vega Ape? kahe kalApUrNasUri ....

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InavAra, A. suda - 14, 23-10-99. muktinA musApharone navapadonuM AlaMbana parama hitakara che, AtmasvarUpamAM sthira karanAruM che. dareka pada AtmAnuM ja naizcayika svarUpa che. vastranI ujvalatA zuddhi pramANe thAya. tema ApaNA AtmAnI ujjavalatA citta-nirmaLatA pramANe thAya. dhavala zeTha, gozALA, saMgama vagerenI cittavRtti kevI ? mithyAtvanI malinatA ahIM spaSTa dekhAya, samyaktvI to deva-guru ane upakArInI sAme kadI na paDe. kapaDAnI malinatA jaldI dekhAya che. paNa AtmAnI malinatA jaldI dekhAtI nathI. hA, tame vANI ane vartanathI teno aMdAja jarUra lagAvI zako. * jJAnano svabhAva zAyaka che. sva-para bodha enuM lakSaNa che. mati Adi pAMca enA prakAro che. * dharmAstikAya Adi paNa ahIM ja che, ApaNe enI aMdara ja rahIe chIe, chatAM e saMbaMdha nukazAna-kAraka nathI, mAtra pudgalano saMbaMdha nukazAnakAraka che. mATe ja pudgalanA saMgamAM bhagavAna kahe che : rAga-dveSa na karo, madhyastha raho. madhyastha rahevuM te ja muktino mArga che. dekhIe mArga zivanagarano, je udAsIna pariNAma re; teha aNachoDatAM cAlIe, pAmIe jima parama dhAma re...' 99 378 - upA. yazovijayajI. kahe kalApUrNasUri

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jJAna vinA tame bhakSya ke abhakSya, ke peya - apeya Adi na jANI zako. * jaDa kriyAvAdI jJAnanI niMdA karatAM kahe che H " paThitenA'pi martavyamapaThitenA'pi martavyam kiM kaNThazoSaNaM kartavyam ?" bhaNelo paNa maraze ane abhaNa paNa maraze to vyartha kaMThazoSa zA mATe karavo ? Ama mAnI bhaNavAnuM mUkI dIdhuM nathI ne ? copaDIo game che, paNa te vAMcavI game che ke mAtra saMgraha karavAnuM game che ? tame kAMI nahi bhaNo to tamAro parivAra zuM bhaNaze ? meM 30 varSanI uMmare dIkSA lIdhI. pahelethI adhyAtmanI ruAMce. AmAM 'rAmaH rAmo rAmAH' bhaNavuM kyAM game ? paNa dRDha saMkalpa hatoH anuvAda mAtra vAsI mAla che. kartAno sIdho Azaya jANavo hoya to saMskRta zIkhavuM ja joIe. 8-10 varSe zIkhI gayo. kyAMya kaMTALo na Ave. jJAna pote ja kaMTALo dUra karanAruM che. tyAM kaMTALAno savAla ja kyAM che ? rucipUrvaka bhaNIne juo. emAM rasa keLavo. kaMTALo kyAMya bhAgI jaze. * pahelA jJAna pachI ahiMsA. jJAna pramANe ja tame ahiMsAnuM pAlana karI zako. * triguptie gupta jJAnI eka zvAsamAM eTalA karma khapAve ke ajJAnI kroDo varSamAM paNa na khapAvI zake. viSaya pratibhAsa, AtmapariNatimat, tattva saMvedana, aSTaka prakaraNamAM batAvelA A traNa jJAnanA prakAro che. viSaya pratibhAsa jJAna, ajJAna ja kahevAya. je jJAnadvArA doSanI nivRtti ane guNonI prApti na thAya tene jJAna zI rIte kahI zakAya ? 'svabhAva nAma- aMjAra bArakhaM jJAnamiSyate / ' Aveza, ajJAna, jaDatA, krodha AdithI nivRtta na banIe to e jJAna, jJAnIonI najare jJAna ja nathI. jJAnanuM phaLa virati che, cAritra che. e na maLe to jJAna zA kAmanuM ? napho na maLe te dukAna zA kAmanI ? phaLa na maLe te vRkSa zA kAmanuM ? * badhI kriyAnuM mULa bhale zraddhA hoya, paNa zraddhAnuM mULa paNa jJAna che, e bhUlavA jevuM nathI. * ruci ane jijJAsA pramANe ja jJAna maLI zake. vinaya pramANe ja jJAna phaLI zake. kahe kalApUrNasUri 379

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pAMca jJAnamAM abhyAsa sAdhya jJAna kevaLa zrutajJAna che. te svapara prakAzaka hovAthI traNeya jagatane upakArI bane che. dIpakanI jema te sva-para prakAzaka che. 'tamArA AMgaNe elo dIvo tamane ja kAma lAge, evuM nathI, AvatA-jatA saune kAma lAge. jJAna paNa dIvo che. dIvo ja nahi, jJAna sUrya, candra ane megha paNa che. naLamAMthI pANI lo cho, paNa bIla bharavuM paDe. lAITa vAparo paNa bIla bharavuM paDe; paNa vAdaLa varasAda varasAve, sUrya-candra prakAza Ape, paNa koI bIla nahi, badhuM ja maphata ! jJAna paNa sUrya - candra - megha jevuM che. koI bIla nahi, koI kharca nahi. ''dIpaka pare tribhuvana upakArI, vaLI jima ravi-ziza-meha..'' * pAMca IndriyothI sImita ja jANakArI maLe, paNa zrutajJAnathI tame ahIM beThAbeThA akhila brahmAMDane jANI zako. zaMtrujaya para rahIne tame UbhA-UbhA pAlItANA, kadaMbagiri, gheTI, noMghaNavadara vagere keTalA gAmone joI zako ? A to cAmaDAnI AMkha che. paNa zrutajJAnanI AMkhathI tame Urdhva lokasthita siddhone, madhyalokanA meru parvatane, adholokanI sAteya narakone ahIM beThA-beThA joI zako che. sarva dravya - kSetrAdine zrutajJAnI jue, paNa paryAyano anaMtano bhAga ja jue. jyAre kevaLajJAnI sarva dravya, sarva paryAyo jANe. * AtmA svayaM jJAnarUpa che. jJAnathI AtmA ne AtmAthI jJAna juduM nathI. taMtuthI vastra ne vastrathI jema taMtu juduM nathI. -H cAritra padaH 'ArAhia khaMDiya sakki assa, namo namo saMgama vIriasa... / ' * jJAnanI jeTalI nirmaLatA, cAritranI paNa teTalI ja nirmaLatA samajavI. jJAna bIja che to cAritra phaLa che. x vRkSanI zobhA phaLathI che. phaLa vagaranuM vRkSa vAMjhiyuM kahevAya to cAritra vagaranuM jJAna paNa vAMjhiyuM nahi? 380... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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cAritra eTale svabhAvamAM sthiratA. * ''asAyaM chu cAritta vyasAya sahiJo na muLI hoD / '' akaSAya e ja cAritra. kaSAyasahita muni na hoya. * kaSAya cAritra mohanIya karma che, cAritrAvaraNIya karmanI hAjarImAM cAritra zI rIte hoI zake ? mATe ja kahuM chuM : jyAre tame kaSAya karo cho, te ja kSaNe cAritra bhAgI jAya che. cAritranI cokhkhI vAta che H 'jyAM kaSAya hoya tyAM huM na rahI zakuM. tamAre kone rAkhavo che ? kaSAyane ke mane...?' eka tarapha tame kaho cho H mAre saMsAramAM evuM nathI. jhaTapaTa mokSe javuM che, ne bIjI tarapha tame kaSAya karyA karo. A zI rIte cAle ? kaSa = saMsAra Aya = lAbha je saMsArano lAbha karAvI Ape te kaSAya. * '"sarvabhUtAvinAmUrta staM pazyan sarvavA muniH / maiAvi-bhAva-saMmannaH vanezAMzapa spRzet / / " sarva jIvo sAthe potAne abhinna joto muni kaSAyane AdhIna zI rIte bane ? * saMsAra jo sAgara che. to cAritra jahAja che. moTA paNa samudranenAnakaDuMvahANa tarI jAya che. tema anaMta saMsArane ekabhavanuM cAritratoDI-phoDIne eka bAju mUkI zake che. daDhaprahArI, arjunamALI vageree zuMryuM? cha mahinAmAM to, A cAritranA prabhAvathI saMsAranA bhUkkA kADhI nAkhyA. * nAnA hatA tyAre ApaNe dhULamAM ramatA hatA. have moTA thaI gayA eTale e mUkI dIdhuM. paNa parabhAvanI ramaNatA haju kyAM choDI che ? mATe ja jJAnIonI najare haju ApaNe bALaka ja chIe. cAritrathI 'bAlatA' jAya che, 'pAMDitya' Ave che. * Atma svabhAvarUpa cAritra AvatAM kSamA pAMcamA prakAranI svabhAvakSamA bane che. * cAritrano prAraMbha sAmAyikathI. cAritranI pUrNatA yathAkhyAtamAM. - yogasAra kahe kalApUrNasUri ... 381

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ravivAra, 24-10-99. zakayUrNimA. * cAritra be prakAre deza ane sarvathI. zrAvaka mATe deza virati ane sAdhu mATe sarva virati che. suvatazeTha, sudarzana zeTha, AnaMda Adi zrAvako dezaviratinA zreSTha udAharaNo che. pethaDazA, dedAzAha, bhAmAzA Adi zrAvako nagaramAM, rAjyamAM ucca hoddA upara paNa hatA ane te hoddA para rahIne zrAvakapaNuM khUbala ja dIpAvyuM che.' * 4 prakAranA zrAvako:1) mA-bApa jevA. 2) bhAI jevA. 3) mitra jevA. 4) zokya jevA. atyAre paNa evA namUnA jovA maLaze. koI mA-bApanI jema sAdhunuM hita ja joze. koI mitra to koI bhAi jevo banIne raheze to koI zokyanI jema doSa ja joze. sarvaviratidharo paNa uttama zrAvako ane zrAvikAonuM smaraNa kare. bharaDesara sakjhAyamAM zrAvaka ane zrAvikAo ja che ne? bhagavAna paNa prazaMsA kare to bIjAnI zI vAta? "thannA sAnniA , sutrA mANaMdra rAmavA yA 382 ... *kahe kalApUrNasUri

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gAra pasaMsaDuM mathavuM, dhvatti madIvo " * "tRNa pare je SakhaMDa sukha ThaMDI..." sarvavirati saMyama cakravartIne jyAre samajAya ke saMyama ja levA lAyaka che, tyAre cha khaMDanI Rddhi tene taNakhalA jevI lAge. sanaskukaranI jema kSaNavAramAM choDI de. saMyamanuM sukha anupama che. saMyamanuM asalI sukha to ja maLe jo ApaNe bhAvathI sAdhupaNuM meLavIe. * "huA rAMka paNa jeha AdarI...' bhIkhArI paNa A saMyamano Adara kare to Indro ane narendro paNa enA caraNe jhUke. * cAritranI sAthe jJAnano AnaMda bhaLe to te zobhI UThe. * 12 kaSAyono nAza thayA pachI ja sarvavirati maLe. mATe sAdhune prazamano AnaMda hoya. prazama jJAnanuM phaLa che. * sabhyatvamAM paNa prazamano AnaMda hoya, paNa te anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyano nAza thavAthI utpanna thayelo hoya. dezaviratidharane anaMtAnubaMdhI ane apratyAkhyAnInAnAzathI prazamano AnaMda vadhe. sarvaviratidhara sAdhune pratyAkhyAnIno nAza thavAthI vaLI AnaMda vadhe. saMjvalanano nAza thavAthI yathAkhyAta cAritramAM prathama AnaMdanI carama sImA AvI jAya. jema jema kaSAyo pAtaLA thatA jAya, kaSAyono Aveza maMda paDato jAya tema tema ApaNI aMdara ja rahelo paramAtmA pragaTa thato jAya. kaSAyano saMpUrNa nAza thatAM ja ApaNI aMdara rahelo prabhu pragaTa thaI UThe che. pattharamAMthI nakAmo bhAga dUra thatAM ja jema aMdara rahelI pratimA pragaTa thai UThe che. 'kaSAyamuktiH kila muktireva / ' kaSAyano nAza e ja kharI sAdhanA che. prabhu ane ApaNI vacce kaSAyono ja paDado che. kaSAyonA paDadAo (anaMtAnubaMdhI Adi) haTatA jAya tema tema AnaMda vadhato jAya. samyakatvI karatAM dezaviratidharane, tenA karatAM sarvaviratidhane anaMta - anaMtagaNo AnaMda hoya. kahe kalApUrNasUri ...... *** 383

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kaSAyonA nAzathI evI samatA pedA thAya che jyAM gamo aNagamo naSTa thai jAya che. ema to grAhaka pAse vepArI Adi paNa samatA rAkhe che, paNa e samatA Atmazuddhi karanArI nathI. sAdhunI samatA Atmazuddhi karanArI che. kaSAyonI mAtrA ghaTatI jAya tema samatAnI mAtrA vadhatI jAya. 4, 5, 6, 7 ItyAdi guNasthAnomAM kramazaH A kAraNe ja AnaMda vadhato jAya che. eka guNaThANAmAM paNa zuddhinA kAraNe ghaNA prakAro hoya che. AnaMda zrAvaka pAMcamA guNaThANAnI evI sImAe pahoMcyA hatA, jyAM temane nirmaLa avadhijJAna utpanna thayuM hatuM. evuM avadhijJAnake gautamasvAmI jevA paNa ekavAra vizvAsa na karI zakyA. kaSAya - nAzanA lakSapUrvaka ApaNI sAdhanA cAlatI ja rahe, cAlatI ja rahe to AnaMda vadhato ja rahe vadhato ja rahe, tejalezyA vadhatI ja rahe "teja' eTale AnaMda, sukha. caya te saMcaya ATha karmano." * cAritranI niryukti bhadrabAhasvAmIe A pramANe karI che: cA = caya rita = rikta - khAlI karavuM. anaMtA bhavonA kmano kacaro khAlI karI Ape te cAritra. atyAra sudhI ApaNe karmano kacaro ekaTho karavAnuM ja kAma che. cAritrakacaro sApha karIne ApaNane svaccha banAve che. karmone ekaThA karavAnuM kAma kaSAyanuM che. cAritrakacaro sApha karIne ApaNane svaccha banAve che. karmone sApha karavAnuM kAma cAstrinuM che. bemAMthI zuM pasaMda karyuM che? kaSAya ke cAritra? * vyavahAra cAritra custapaNe pALIe to nizcaya cAritra (bhAva-cAritra) prApta thAya. jema suvarNa (sonuM) dravya pAse hoya to mAla maLe, tema ahIM paNa dravya cAritrathI bhAvacAritra maLe che. 384 ... >> kahe kalApUrNasUri

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dravyacAritramAM dravya kAraNa arthamAM che. dravya be prakAre : 1) pradhAna dravya, 2) apradhAna dravya. pradhAna dravya te, je bhAvanuM kAraNa bane. ApaNuM cAritra pradhAna dravya hoya to bhAvacAritra maLyA vinA na rahe. jema dIvo saLagAvo ne prakAza maLyA vinA na rahe. koDiyuM tela, vATa vagere dravya kahevAya, tenI jyota bhAva kahevAya. AtmA, AtmAvaDe AtmAmAM zuddha svarUpane jue, jANe ne anubhave te anukrame darzana, jJAna ane cAritra che. -:tapapada - 'kammarlDaumUlaNa-kuMjarassa, namo namo tivv-tvobhrss...|' karma-vRkSane ukheDavAmAM tapa hAthI samAna che. e tapa - dharmane namaskAra ho...! namaskAra ho..! * cakravartInuM cakra cha khaMDano ja vijaya kare, siddhacakra traNa jagatano vijaya kare. kahe kalApUrNasUri .... *.. 385

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somavAra, jI. vada - 1, 27-10-99. bhAvazuddhi mATe navapadonuM AlaMbana che. navapadamAM samagra jinazAsana che. kAraNake jinazAsana navapada svarUpa ja che. pUjya hemacandrasUri kahe cheH "tvAM tvatphalabhUtAn siddhAn, tvacchAsanaratAn munIn / tvacchAsanaM ca zaraNaM, pratipanno'smi bhAvataH / / " he bhagavan! huM tAruM ja zaraNuM lauM chuM. tArA zaraNamAM zeSatraNeya zaraNa AvI jAya tArA phaLarUpa siddha, tArA zAsanamAM tatpara muni ane tArA zAsananuM zaraNuM huM lauM prabhunA zAsanamAM darzana, jJAna, cAritra ane tapa AvI gayA. munimAM AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu AvI gayA. eka arihaMtamAM paNa AkhuM jinazAsana AvI jAya to navapadamAM to sutarAM AvI jAya. A vicAraNA mAtra navadivasa mATe nathI, are, A bhava mATe nathI, mukti maLe tyAM sudhI A pakaDI rAkhavAnuM che. jIvananuM lakSya paramAtma-pada banI gayuM hoya, prabhu para prema jAgyo hoyato navapado AmAM atyaMta sahAyaka che. jene ApaNe prema karIe chIe te prabhu parivAra sahita A 386 ... ........ kahe kalApUrNasUri

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navapadamAM che. je mokSamAM javuM che te siddho ahIM (navapadamAM) che je banIne sAdhanA karavI che te sAdhu Adi AmAM che, jenI ApaNe sAdhanA karavI che te darzana, jJAna, cAritra, tapa ahIM che. have joIe zuM? navapadanI dostI gamaze? ApaNetocoraDAku jevA viSaya-kaSAyo sAthe dostI karI beThA chIe. edostInA kAraNe bhUtakALamAM ghaNIvAra naraka-nigodanI musApharI karI che. haju paNa e dostI nahi choDIe to e ja ApaNuM bhaviSya che. eDAkuonA nivAraNa mATe koI (guru Adi) samajAve to ApaNe tenA para gusse thai jaIe chIe. je bhaluM navapadoe kyuM che ke karaze te koi nahi karI zake. je bhU viSaya-kaSAyoe kyuM che te koI nahi karI zake. konI dostI karavI che te ApaNe vicAravAnuM che. praznaH A divasomAM asajhAye zA mATe? uttaraH navapadanI ArAdhanA barAbara thaI zake mATe. maMtrAdino jApa barAbara thaI zake mATe, ema samajI lo. * guru pAse kalAka bagADyo na kahevAya e ekAda kalAkamAM anubhavanI aneka vAto jANavA maLaze, je bIje kyAMyathI nahi maLe, navapadonI ArAdhanAmAM TAIma bagaDyo na kahevAya. e ja ArAdhanAmAM jIvananI saphaLatA che. * prabhu manamAM hoya to tene caMcaLa banAvanAra eka paNa tattva aMdara pesI zake nahi. siMha beTho hoya te guphAmAM ziyALa AdinI zI tAkAta che ke praveza karI zake? ApaNI hRdaya guphAmAM siMha sama bhagavAna beThA rahe to ApaNe nirbhaya! bhagavAna jatA raheto ApaNe bhayabhIta! bhagavAna jatAM ja bhaya Ave. bhagavAna AvatAM ja bhaya bhAge * caMDakauzika, govALa, saMgama vagere game te karI jAya chatAM bhagavAna kAMI na kare e kAyaratA kahevAyake vIratA? dunyavI dRSTie kAyaratA kahevAya, paNa lokottara dRSTie vIratA kahevAya. kahe kalApUrNasUri .......

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kSamA vIrastha mUSak' lokottara sUtra che. duzmana para dayA karavAnuM A dharma zIkhave che. sannipAtanA rogIne tame davA ApavA jAva ne pelo lApho mAre to paNa tame gusso na karo. kAraNa ke tame dardInI lAcArI samajo cho. - bhagavAna paNa saMgama AdinI lAcArI samaje che. mohe saMgama Adine pAgala banAvyA che. pAgala para gusso zuM? A dRSTikoNa najara sAme rAkhIne jIvIe to koInA para paNa gusso Ave? * koInA paNa jIvanamAM jyAre evo saMkalpa jAge huM have pApa nahi karuM samajI lejo, bhagavAnanI kRpA utarI. pApa - akaraNano vicAra prabhu-kRpA vinA AvI ja na zake. * sabhyatva maLatAM prazamanuM sukha maLe che, tema duHkha, duHkhI jIvone joI thatuM duHkha paNa vadhe che. "A bicArA kyAre dharma pAmaze? kyAre sukhI banaze?' evA vicArathI samyagdaSTi duHkhI hoya che. * navapadanuM varNana to tame sAMbhaLyuM, paNa navapadamAM sthAna meLavavAnuM mana thayuM? navapadanI ArAdhanAnuM mana thayuM? * navapadanI ArAdhanAthI karmakhapyA ke nahi? te zI rIte khabara paDe? karma ochA thavAnI nizAnI kaSAya - hAsa che. kaSAyo ghaTatA jAya, Aveza maMda paDato jAya, mana prasanna che, e karmo ghaTyA tenI nizAnI che. kheda, saMkleza, gusso, Aveza, vihaLatA, vagere vadhatA rahe tema samajavuM. karma vadhI rahyA che. leze vAsita mana saMsAra." nADa parathI vaidyane khabara paDe, lohI Adi parathI DaoNkTarane khabara paDe tema mananI prasannatA - aprasannatAthI AtmAnA ArogyanI khabara paDe. * DaoNkTara jayacaMdajIe madrAsamAM kaheluMH have Apa rUmamAMthI bahAra nahi nIkaLI zako. meM kahyuMH "huMnIkaLIza. pratiSThA paNa karAvIza mane prabhu para vizvAsa che. 388 ... .... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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DaoNkTare kahyuMH mApI prasannatA hai to vAta ho ane kharekhara nellora - kAranI pratiSThA meM karAvI. jIvavAnI IcchA na hoya tevA dardIne DaoNkTara paNa bacAvI zake nahi. taravAnI IcchA na hoya tevAne bhagavAna paNa tArI zake nahi. * samatApUrvaka tapa karo to beDo pAra thaI gayo samajo. samatA, bhakti, ane karuNA tamArA AtmAnI nirmaLatA sUcave che. bhaktithI darzana, karuNAthI jJAna ane samatAthI cAritra sUcita thAya che. * tapa nikAcita karmone paNa toDI zake? niSkAmapaNe, nitukapaNe ane durbAna rahitapaNe thAya te tapa karmakSaya mATe samartha banI zake. te nikAcita karmonA paNa anubaMdhone toDI nAkhe. mArI 200 oLInuM pAraNuM thaze. mATe Ama thavuM joIe ke tema thavuM joIe." evI koI IcchA tapasvIne na hoya. vidyA, maMtra, jApa, Atmazakti ItyAdi jema gupta rakhAya to ja phaLe tema tapa paNa gupta rakhAya to ja phaLe. huM to kahuM chuM duniyAmAMnAma jAme, kIrti jAme, te palimaMtha' che. palimaMtha eTale vijJa!" lokonA ghasArAthI thatA vidano che. huM to tyAM sudhI kahIzaH apakIrti to khUba ja sArI ! apakIrti thaI to lokonuM AvavAnuM baMdha! lokonuM AvavAnuM baMdha eTale sAdhanA khUba ja sArI rIte thaI zake! evuM kahevAya che ke cidAnaMdajI mahArAjane jo khabara paDI jatI ke mane maLavA loko ToLe maLyA che, to teo tarata ja bhAgI jatA. * tapathI karmonA AvaraNa khase. AvaraNa khase tema Atma-zuddhi vadhe. vadhatI jatI samatA ane prasannatA aMdara thatI Atma-zuddhinI sUcanA che. * gAthA gokhI eTale jJAnAvaraNIya karma khasyuM ane gAthA AvaDI. punarAvartana karavAnuM choDyuM to gAthA gaI. jJAnAvaraNIya karma lAgI gayuM. kAraNa ke jJAnAvaraNIya karma satata cAlu ja che. je vAta gAthA mATe sAcI che, e ja vAta samatA, saMtoSa, saraLatA ItyAdi guNo mATe paNa sAcI che. jo ApaNe e mATedarakAra nakarI to e guNo gayA. mUDI na sAcavo to jatAM vAra keTalI? kamAvAmAM mahenata paDe tema tenI surakSAmAM paNa ochI mahenata kahe kalApUrNasUri ........ *** 389

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nathI. * pragaTeluM samyaktva TakAvI rAkhIe to e kadI durgatimAM na ja javA de. bhale 6 6 sAgaropama tame saMsAramAM raho, paNa samyagdarzana kadI durgatimAM na ja javA de, 66 sAgaropama pachI kSAyopazamika samyaktva kSAyika banI jAya, mokSaprada ja bane. kumArapALa mahArAjA, zreNika rAjA jevA to mAtra 84 hajAra varSonI aMdara mokSe javAnA. IcchArodhana tapa namo. tapane oLakhavo zI rIte ? IcchAno nirodha karavo te ja tapa ! tapanI A saMkSipta vyAkhyA sadA yAda rAkhavI. upavAsa karyo, paNa AkhI rAta dUdha - rAbaDI yAda AvyA to dravya upavAsa to thayo, paNa IcchArodha na thayo. anazanAdi bAhya tapomAM bAhya IcchAono nirodha che. AtyaMtara tapamAM aMdaranI IcchAono nirodha che. anazanamAM - khAvAnI IcchAno. uNodarImAM - vadhu khAvAnI IcchAno. vRttisaMkSepamAM - vadhu dravyo khAvAnI IcchAno. rasatyAgamAM - vigaIo khAvAnI IcchAno. 390 kAyaklezamAM - sukhazIlatAnI IcchAno ane saMlInatAmAM zarIrane Ama tema halAvavAnI icchAno rodha thAya che. ApyaMtara tapa : prAyazcittamAM doSane chupAvavAnI IcchAno vinayamAM - akkaDa thaIne rahevAnI IcchAno vaiyAvaccamAM - svArthIpaNAnI IcchAno. svAdhyAyamAM niMdA-kuthalInI IcchAno dhyAnamAM mananI svacchaMda vicaraNanI IcchAno ane kahe kalApUrNasUri

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kAyotsargamAM mana-vacana-kAyAnI capaLatAnI IcchAno nirodha thAya che. svAdhyAya - 1 2 prakAramAM svAdhyAya jevo tapa nathI. 'sannAya-samo tavotha|' svAdhyAya e bagIcAno kUvo che, jyAMthI pANI maLatuM rahe che. jina-vANI rUpI pANI ahIMthI ja maLe che ne ? svAdhyAya tAjo tenA badhAya yogo tAjA. 24 dhyAnamAMnA prathama dhyAnamAM AjJA vicayAdi che. bhagavAnanI AjJA svAdhyAya dvArA jANavA maLe che. * 'dhammo maMgalamukti' mAM suvarNasiddhi paNa rahelI che, ema pUrvAcAryoe kahyuM che. loDhA jevA AtmAne suvarNa banAvanAra dharmano suvarNasiddhi rasa che. svAdhyAyamAM duSTa dhyAna (ArtadhyAnAdi)nI IcchAno rodha thAya che. prazna H bIjA padArthonI IcchA karavI paDe che. durdhyAna to potAnI meLe thayA kare che to te IcchArUpa zI rIte ? uttara H durdhyAna svayaM IcchArUpa che. durdhyAna karavAnI IcchA bhale na hoya, paNa e svayaM IcchArUpa che. ArttadhyAnanA 4 prakAromAM IcchA ja dekhAya che ne ? ISTa na maLavuM, aniSTa maLavuM - A badhuM zuM che ? pelAne celA maLyA, mane na maLyA, A badhI IcchAo ja che ne ? para-pariNati sAthe khUba paricaya ryo che. svasAthe paricaya karyo ja nathI. prabhu sAthe kadI paricaya karyo ja nathI. prabhu ApaNA che evuM kadI lAgyuM ja nathI. prabhu mAtA, pitA, bhAI, baMdhu, guru, netA, are sarvasva che, ema anubhavIo bhale kahe, paNa e ApaNo anubhava bane tyAre kAma thAya.. * svAdhyAyamAM ekAgratA AvI jAya eTale dhyAna maLe. dhyAnanA be prakAraH dharma dhyAna - sAlaMbana dhyAna - mUrti AdinuM dhyAna. zukla dhyAna - AtmAnuM dhyAna - parama dhyAna. paramAtmA sAthe ekatA karAve te dharmadhyAna. AtmA sAthe ekatA karAve te zukladhyAna. kahe kalApUrNasUri 391

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* dara cha mahine navapadanI ArAdhanA Ave. jethI dara vakhate enI ArAdhanAmAM navuM navuM sphuraNa thatuM ja jAya. navo navo ullAsa vadhato ja jAya. dara cha mahine navapadanI ekanI eka vAtathI kaMTALI na javAya ? evo prazna pUchatA ho to huM kahIza : tame roja-rojanI ekanI eka roTalIthI kaMTALo cho ? jo tyAM kaMTALo nahi to ahIM kaMTALo zI rIte ? :: mavAra, A. vada - 2, 26-10-99. navapadamAM AtmAne jovo ke AtmAmAM navapadane jovA eno artha ekenavapadanI dareka avasthA AtmAmAM anubhavavI. bhale ApaNe svayaM arihaMta nathI banyA, paNa ApaNA dhyeyamAM to arihaMta AvI zake ne ? sAdhyamAM to arihaMta AvI zake ne ? AnuM ja nAma navapadanI dareka avasthA AtmAmAM anubhavavI. ApaNo upayoga navapadomAMthI koIpaNa padamAM rahe che tyAre ApaNI Atmazakti vadhe che. viSaya-kaSAyamAM upayoga rahe che tyAre Atmazaktino hrAsa thAya che, eTaluM samajI rAkho. 'tuma tyAre taba saba hI nyArA...' bhagavAna (upalakSaNathI navapada) najIka to badhA najIka. bhagavAna dUra to badhuM ja dUra. * jyAre koInA pratye paNa amaitrIbhAva Ave tyAre kadI vicAra Avyo : huM 'mitto me sabvamUchyu' divasamAM be vAra to boluM ja chuM ? 392 ... ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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maitrInI AMkhe jIvone jovA teto mitrAdaSTinuM, samyakatvathI paNa pahelAnuM lakSaNa che. sAdhu to jIvone Atmavat jue, maitrI to mAnavatAnuM paheluM pagathiyuM che. je kaMThastharyA vinA vaDIdIkSA na thAya e dazavaikAlikamAM tame zuM bhaNyA cho? 'savvabhUappabhUassa, sammaM bhUAI pAsao / ' sarvajIvomAM svajIvane jonAro sAdhu hoya. tethI ja sAdhu sarvabhUtAtmabhUta kahevAya. mArganusAritAmAM rahelo mANasa paNa jIvone mitranI AMkhe jue. sAdhu to sau jIvane Atmavajue. bIjAmAM e potAnuM ja svarUpa juo. bIjAnI hiMsAmAM potAnI, bIjAnA apamAnamAM potAnuM ja apamAna jue te sAdhu. * A badhuM huM mAruMvastRtvabatAvavA nathI kaheto. ApaNe to mAtra A mAdhyamathI svAdhyAya karIe chIe. * jIvonI sAthe saMbaMdha sudharatAM ja paramAtmAnI sAthe saMbaMdha sudharavA lAge che. * nirmaLatA, sthiratA ane tanmayatA A krama che. je je anuSThAnothI AtmAnI nirmaLatAdi thAyatete anuSThAnomAM dhyAna parovavuM jarUrI che. nirmaLatAthI samyagdarzana. sthiratAthIH samyajJAna ane tanmayatAthI samyaka cAritra maLe che. dhyAnamAM traNeyanI ekatA thAya che. A avasthAmAM yogIo svaAtmAmAM ja paramAtmAne jue che. pachI lAge che ? jeTaluM zarIra ApaNAthI najIka che, ethI paNa paramAtmA vadhu najIka che. para-zarIrane ApaNe potAnuM mAnI beThA. potAnA prabhune ApaNe paramAnI beThA. bhagavAna sAta rAjaloka dUra nathI, ahIM ja che, ApaNuM ja svarUpa che, evuM bhAna tyAre Ave che. * aMtarAtma-dazA pAmete ja paramAtmadazA pAmI zake. paramAtma- dazAnuM sarTIphikeTa cheH aMtarAtmadazA! e hoya te ja paramAtmA banI kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... ... 393

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213. * vRtti be prakAre : 1) manovRtti 2) spaMdanarUpa vRtti. 1) manovRtti H 12mA guNaThANe jAya. 2) spaMdana vRtti H 14me guNaThANe jAya. 14mA guNaThANe ayogI, alezI ane anudIraka bhagavAna hoya che. navapadamAM pAMca parameSThI guNI ane jJAnAdi 4 guNa che. * navapadanuM bahumAna karavuM eTale sarvotkRSTa guNI ane sarvotkRSTa guNonuM bahumAna karavuM. navapadonuM traNeya yogathI bahumAna thavuM joIe. mana, vacananuM bahumAna to samajyA, paNa kAyAthI bahumAna zI rIte thAya ? te guNa jIvanamAM apanAvavAthI thAya. * navapadonuM dhyAna ApaNane navapadamaya banAve. eka vakhata AtmA emAM rasa levA lAge to dareka janmamAM navapada maLe. dA.ta. mayaNA-zrIpALa. * kusaMskAro jo dareka bhavamAM sAthe AvatA hoya to sArA saMskAro sAthe kema na Ave? susaMskArono sToka nahi rAkho to kusaMskAro to Avaze ja. e to aMdara paDyA ja che. * navapado sarva labdhi ane siddhionuM gRha che. ene hRdayamAM vasAvo eTale badhI labdhio ane siddhio tamArA hAthamAM che. -H tapapa6H jANatAM tihuM nANa samaggaha. Aje jaina saMghamAM tapano khUba mahimA che. ne e hovo ja joIe. ethI ja ApaNe UjaLA chIe. mananI nirmaLatA ApanAra tapa che. bhagavAna jevA bhagavAna paNa, te bhave mokSamAM janArA che, ema jANatA hovA chatAM ghora tapa kare che, tenuM kAraNa zuM ? tapano mahimA samajavA tIrthaMkaronuM jIvana ja basa thaI paDe. bhagavAna mokSamAM javAno chuM, ema jANe che, tema karmakSaya vinA mokSa nathI ema paNa jANe che, karmakSaya tapa vinA nahi thAya, e paNa jANe che. 394 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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ghaNA kahe cheH ame AlocanAmAM tapa to nahi karI zakIe. kahezo tema paisA kharca daIzuM. Ama cAle? karma-nirjarAnuM tapa ananya sAdhana che. * tapa jina-zAsana dIpAvanAra che. ATha prabhAvakomAM tapasvI paNa pAMcamo prabhAvaka che. e kevo hoya? tapaguNa opere rope dharmane, gope nahi jina-ANa; Azrava loperenavi kope kadA, paMcama tapasI te jANa..." tapa-guNathI ope, dharmane rope, bhagavAnanI AjJA gope nahi, Azrava lope nahi ane kadI kope nahi te sAco tapasvI che. | Jankahe kalApUrNasUri ma... www.jaira Mary.org

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zrImatI pannAbena dinezabhAI ravajIbhAI mahetA parivAra Ayojita upadhAna-tapa-prAraMbha, 380 ArAdhako. budhavAra, A. vada - 3, 27-10-99. * navapadonI ArAdhanA karavI eTale AtmAnA ja zubhabhAvonI ArAdhanA karavI. arihaMtAdi pado ApaNI ja viziSTa avasthAo che. ApaNAmAMthI koI arihaMta banIne ke koI AcArya, upAdhyAya ke sAdhu banIne siddha banavAnA. Akhare sidgha to banavuM ja paDaze ne ? Aje ke kAle, enA vinA uddhAra to nathI ja. * jJAna, darzana, cAritranI vizuddha ArAdhanA e ja janmamAM mukti Ape. kALa, saMghayaNa, vagerenI anukULatA na maLe to 2 ke 3 bhava, 7-8 bhava to bahu thaI gayA. ATalA bhavomAM to mokSa maLavo ja joIe. jyAre paNa siddhi maLaze arihaMtAdinI bhaktithI ja maLaze. to zA mATe atyArathI ja arihaMtAdinI bhakti AraMbhI na devI ? * zukladhyAnanA kula cAramAMthI be bhedathI kevaLajJAna maLe, zeSa be ayogI guNaThANe maLe. dhyAna vicAramAM hamaNAM ja dhyAnanA kula bhedo 4 lAkha 42 hajAra traNaso aDasaTha (442368) vAMcI AvyA. dhyAna be rIte Ave. 1) puruSArthathI ane 2) sahajatAthI... 396 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri www.jamnelibrary.org

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tIrthaMkarone niyamA puruSArthathI ja ghyAnasiddha thAya. kAraNake teone bIjAne mArga batAvavo che. puruSArthathI thatA dhyAnane 'karaNa' kahevAya, sahajatAthI thatA dhyAnane 'bhavana' kahevAya. bhavanayogamAM marudevInuM udAharaNa zreSTha che. karaNayogamAM tIrthaMkaronuM udAharaNa zreSTha che. * ghaDIyALamAM mAtra kAMTAonuM ja nahi, mazInanA badhA ja sperapArTonuM mahattva che, tema sAdhanAmAM paNa jJAna, darzana, cAritra, tapa vagere tamAma aMgonuM mahattva che. ekanI paNa upekSA na cAle. gauNatA ke pradhAnatA cAlI zake, paNa upekSA na cAle. * ekAgratApUrvakanuM ciMtana te dhyAna che. na * yoga, vIrya, sthAma, utsAha, parAkrama, ceSTA, zakti, sAmarthya dvArA karmono alaga-alaga rIte nAza thAya che, te dhyAna vicAra dvArA samajAze. kyAreka vAMcazo to tamane bahu rasa paDaze. koIka karmane uMce laI jAya, koI nIce laI jAya, koI talamAMthI tela kADhe tema karmone kADhe, evI vyAkhyAo tyAM batAvI che. * sApavALA khADAmAM bALaka paDI gayuM. mAe kheMcIne bahAra kADhyo, bALakane ujharaDA paDyA, lohI nIkaLyuM, raDavA lAgyo. mAe sAruM kyuM ke kharAba karyuM ? bALaka te vakhate kadAca kaheze H mAe kharAba karyuM, paNa bIjA kaheze H mAe sAruM karyuM, Ama ja karavuM joIe. guru paNa ghaNIvAra ziSyano nigraha kare te A rIte tene vadhu doSathI bacAvavA. ziSyane tyAre bhale na samajAya, paNa gurunA nigrahamAM tenuM kalyANa ja chUpAyeluM hoya che. * saMyama DhAla che. tapa talavAra che. karmonA humalA vakhate A talavAra ane DhAla sAthe rAkhavAnA che, teno upayoga karavAno che. yuddha medAnamAM rajapUto kesarIyA karIne tUTI paDe. teno eka ja nirdhAra hoya H kAM vijaya meLavIne AvIza. kAM zahIda banIza. kAyara nahi banuM. sAdhakano paNa Avo ja nirdhAra hoya. to ja karma-zatru para jIta maLI zake. 'have hada thaI gaI. have mAre karmasattAnA aMDaramAM rahevuM nathI ja. bahu thai gayuM. anaMtokALa vItI gayo. have kyAM sudhI A gulAmI sahavI ?' kahe kalApUrNasUri 626

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'dehaM pAtayAmi, kArya sAdhayAmi / ' 'kareMge yA mareMge / ' ema vicArIne sAdhaka karma-kaTaka para tUTI paDe. jJAna bhaNavAmAM, vaiyAvaccamAM, dhyAnamAM badhA ja anuSThAnomAM Avo utsAha joIe. to ja tame jIta meLavI zako. utsAha vinA tapa thaI zake nahi. * 48 labdhio tapathI ja pragaTe. praznaH atyAre keTalI labdhi pragaTe? uttaraH munio evA hoya ke labdhi pragaTe to paNa kahe nahi. labdhi dekhADavAnI IcchA hoya tevAne labdhinapragaTe. atyAre pragaTatI nathI, kAraNake eTalI niHspRhatA atyAre nathI rahI. zAsana - prabhAvanAnA bahAnA heThaLa paNa ahaMkAranI prabhAvanA ja karavAnI IcchA chupAyelI hoya che. atyAre tame saMyamanuM sAruM pAlana karo, e paNa moTI labdhi gaNAze. bharatane navanidhAna vagere maLelA te pUrvajanmamAM karelI veyAvaccarUpatapa sAdhanAnuM phaLa hatuM. * prazna tapa maMgaLarUpa che navakAra paNa maMgaLarUpa kahevAya che. bannemAM kyuMmaMgaLa samajavuM? uttaraH navakAramAM namo maMgaLa che. "namo' vinayarUpa che. vinaya tapano ja bheda che. eTale banne eka ja che. banne mahAmaMgaLa che. tapa, ziva-mArgamAM sAco bhomiyo che. "bhavobhava mane bAre - bAra prakArano tapa karavAnI zakti maLajo..." evuM niyANuM karo to paNa doSa nathI. bhavobhava tuma caraNonI sevA ema bhagavAnane kahIe ja chIe ne? sevA vinayarUpa tapa ja che. * jJAna, tapavagere utkRSTa kakSAnA hoya to samajavuM, pUrvajanmanA saMskAro paDelA che, mATe ja atyAre A guNo utkRSTa kakSAnA banyA che. A janmamAM jo haju vadhu saMskAro pADIzuM to AgAmI janmamAM e guNo haju paNa parAkASThAe pahoMcaze. * IcchArodhe saMvarI. IcchA-rodha eTale saMvara, IcchA karavI eTale Azrava. 398 ... ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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saMvarathI AtmaguNono AsvAda maLe che. Avo AsvAda lenAra AtmA svayaM ja naiyika dRSTie tapa che. Agama ke noAgamathI zubha bhAva ja satya che H tame tamArA AtmabhAvamAM sthira bano. parabhAvamAM rAco nahi. sva-gRhamAM rahezo to koI kADhaze nahi. bIjAnA gharamAM rahevA gayA to tamane kADhI mUkavAmAM Avaze. svabhAva svagRha che. parabhAva para ghara che. * asaMkhyAta yogo zAstromAM batAvelA che. dhyAnanA cAra lAkha bhedo to skUla che. bAkI ekeka bhedamAM paNa aneka bhedo - aneka sthAno hoya che. A badhAmAM mukhya yoga nava-pada che. navapada sahitanuM AtmadhyAna ja pramANabhUta manAya. ene choDIne kyAMya jatA nahi. sIdhA anAlaMbanamAM bhUsako nahi mAratA. 'yoga asaMkhya te jina kahyA, nava-pada mukhya te jANo re; eha taNe avalaMbane, AtamadhyAna pramANo re...'' AtmadhyAna karo to ja navapada pramANabhUta che. evo artha paNa A padyamAMthI tame kheMcIne karI zako, paNa tamAro mana phAvato artha ahIM na cAle. evo artha tamArI mAnasikatAnuM pratibiMba che. tame zAstrAnusAra cAlavA nathI mAMgatA, paNa je karo cho, tene zAstrAnusAra banAvavA, zAstrano sikko marAvavA mArI-macaDIne artha karo cho. A mAtra AtmavaMcanA haze. kahe kalApUrNasUri ... ... 399

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* buddhi baLa Adi ghaTatA gayA, tema tema AgamonA gUDha rahasyone samajAvavA aneka prakaraNa graMtho pUrvAcAryo banAvatA gayA. ekalA haribhadrasUrijIe 1440 grantha racyA. potAnuM saMpUrNa jIvana emAM reDI dIdhuM. emanA pachI thayelA dareka gItArthoe haribhadrasUrijInuM samarthana karyuM. emaNe lagabhaga dareka sthAne pU. haribhadrasUrijIne AgaLa ryo che. guruvAre, A. vada - 4, 28-10-99. gujarAtI vAMcana, bAhya vAMcana eTaluM vadhI gayuM ke sAdhanAnusArI vAMcavAnuM sAva ja bhUlAI gayuM. jIvana AkhuM paralakSI banI gayuM. adhyAtmagItAmAM mAtra 48 ja gAthAo che, paNa sAdhanA mATeno adbhuta graMtha che. badhAne khAsa sUcanA che ke - A kaMThastha karajo. paMcavastuka H - prazna H navakArazI AdinA paccakkhANa lIdhA pachI bIjA mATe AhArAdi lAvI zakAya ? kAraNake karaNa - karAvaNa - anumodana traNa rIte pApano tyAga thAya che. uttara H navakArazI AdinA paccakkhANa svayaM pAlana mATe che. bIjA mATe AhArAdi lAvavAmAM doSa nathI. tamane mIThAI baMdha hoya to bIjAmATe na lavAya evuM nathI. jo ema thAya to sevAyoga ja uDI jAya. vinaya-vaiyAvacca jatA rahe to sAdhanAmAM rahe zuM ? kahe kalApUrNasUri 400 ... .

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niryuktikAra bhadrabAhusvAmIe kahyuM che : dAna ane dAna - upadezano kyAMya niSedha nathI. asAMbhogika prApUrNaka sAdhu hoyato gocarInA gharo batAvavA. sAMbhogika hoyato pote ja lAvIne gocarI ApavI. svayaMne upavAsa chatAM AcArya, upAdhyAya, bALa, glAna Adi mATe AhAra lAvavAmAM doSa nathI. jina-vacanAmRta ghUMTI-ghUMTIne pInArA sAdhune sva-parano bheda nathI hoto. ethI ja teo sva-paranI pIDAno parihAra thAya tema vartatA hoya che. veyAvacca para-pIDA pariSkAraka che. jJAnAcAra svayaM mATe ja che, paNa vIryAcAra sva-para ubhaya mATe che. veyAvacca vIryAcAra antargata che. veyAvaccanI paNa vidhi jANavI joIe. nahi to bhaktinI jagyAe kamabhakti thaI jAya. svAdhyAyanI vRddhi thAya, rojano kAryakrama vyavasthita cAle, sukhethI hitopadeza ApI zakAya, baLamAM hAni na thAya, kapha na thAya, bIjAnuM A badhuM dhyAnamAM rAkhIne veyAvacca karavAnI che. potAne jJAnAdinI puSTi thAya. veyAvacca na karavAmAM Ave to karma-nirjarA aTakI jAya. potAnA anuSThAna paNa vaiyAvacca karanAra barAbara kare. potAnA anuSThAna choDIne vaiyAvaccana kare. bharata - bAhubalIe pUrva janmamAM pa00 sAdhuonI sevA karelI, jenA prabhAve ekane cakravartIpaNuM ne bIjAne parAghAtapaNuM maLeluM. bharaphesara sakjhAyamAM sau prathama bharatanuM ja nAma Ave che. emane zI rIte bhUlAya? pUrvajanmanI veyAvaccanA kAraNe ja emane arIsAbhuvanamAM kevaLajJAna maLeluM dIkSA vinA ja emane kevaLajJAna maLI gayeluM to dIkSAnI jarUra zI? ema nahi mAnatA. emanA pUrvabhavanI sAdhanAne yAda karajo. mahAvIra svAmInuM jIvana vAMcatAM kevaLajJAna keTaluM kaThaNa - keTaluM moMghuM lAge? kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... 401 WWW.jainelibrary.org

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bharatanuM jIvana vAMcatAM keTaluM sastuM lAge? kevaLajJAnane ATaluM saraLa rIte ApI denAra vaiyAvacca che, e bhUlatA nahi. cakravartI Adi bhautika phaLa to AnuSaMgika che, vaiyAvaccanuM mukhya phaLa kevaLajJAna che, mokSa che. mATe ja anukaMpA niSiddha nathI, tema veyAvacca paNa niSiddha nathI. muktinA be mArga che: 1) anukaMpAH zAntinAthano pUrvabhava - megharatha 2) vaiyAvaccano - bahu - subAhu (bharata - bAhubalI) anukaMpAdinA prayatna vagarano sAmAnya mArga pahelo mArga tIrthaMkarAdi uttama jIvono che. bIjo mArga sAmAnya sAdhuono che. pU. devacandrajI kRta adhyAtma gItA "praNamIe vizvahita jainavANI, mAnaMda taru siMcavA amRtapANI; mahAmoha pura bhedavA vajapANI, gahana bhava phaMda chedana kRpANI.." (1.) tIrthakarane namana karavAthI to maMgaLa thAya ja. tIrthaMkaranI vANIne namana karavAthI paNa maMgaLa thAya. bhagavatImAM 'namo suma' 'namo vaMpattivaNa' kahIne maMgaLa che. A praNAlikA Aje paNa sacavAyelI che. Agamane ApaNe sau namIe chIe. jinavANIne namana parama maMgaLa che. jinavANI samagra vizavane hitakara che. eka zabda jinavANImAMthI evo zodhI batAvo, jenAthI koInuM ahita thatuM hoya. cAre - cAra mAtAo (varNamAtA, navakAramAtA, aSTa pravacanamAtA ane dhyAnamAtA) jinavANIne lagatI ja che. cAreya mAtAonI mAtA A jinavANI ja sAmAyikathI bindusAra (14muM pUrva) sudhI jinavANI vistRta che. mAtA ene ja kahevAya je bALakanuM ahita nivAre, ekAnta hita ja kare. A mAtA zAzvata sukha ApI paramahita kare che. 402 *** ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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mATe lakhyuMH mahAnaMda-taru siMcavA amRta pANI..." mahAnaMda eTale mokSa. mokSa-vRkSane siMcavA A jinavANI amRtanI dhAra che. bAhya tRSA pANIthI zame, paNa aMdaranI tRSA to jinavANIthI ja zame. pANI na pIo to ajIrNa thAya, svAthya bagaDe, tema jinavANI na maLe to bhAva - Arogya bagaDe. mahAmoharUpI pura (detyanuM nagara) ne bhedavAmAM A jinavANI Indra che. bhayaMkara bhava - aTavIne chedavAmAM pANI che, kuhADI che. kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... ... 403

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* atyAre paMcavastukamAM cha Avazyaka cAle che. avazya karavAnI cIja te Avazyaka. guruvAra, A. vada 5, 29-10-99. evuM nathI ke sAMje ja cha Avazyaka karavAnA. Akho divasa cha AvazyakamAM ja jIvavAnuM che. dareka kSaNa Avazyakamaya hovI joIe. sAMje to mAtra lAgelA doSonuM prAyazcitta karavAnuM che. *dareka kSaNe karma jAgatuM rahe che to ApaNAthI koIpaNa kSaNe kema UMghI zakAya ? yuddha vakhate sainika ArAma karI zake kharo ? pramAda karIzuM teTalo parAjaya najIka Avaze, evuM dareka sainikane khyAla hoya tema sAdhune paNa khyAla hoya. rAga-dveSanI sAme ApaNI laDAI cAlu che. - arihaMtane zA mATe ApaNe deva tarIke pasaMda karyA ? teo rAga-dveSanA vijetA che mATe. ApaNe paNa rAga-dveSanA vijetA banavAnuM che e mATe. "hArya sAdhami, teduM vA pAtayAmi / ' nI prabaLa bhAvanA joIe. 404 ... cha Avazyaka ApaNane yuddhamAM jItavAnI kaLA zIkhave che. * dhyAna dvArA prabhuno sparza karavo te samApatti che. Indriyo dvArA viSayono sparza ghaNIvAra ryo. have Indriyone prabhu-gAmI banAvavI che, prabhu-sparzI banAvavI che. AMkhathI T.V. Adi bahu joyA, have prabhune jovA che. bIjA gIto ghaNA sAMbhaLyA, have jina-vANI sAMbhaLavAnI che. ADuM-avaLuM ghaNuM vAMcyuM, have jinAgama vAMcIe. kahe kalApUrNasUri

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bIjAnI khuzAmata ghaNI karI, have A jIbhathI prabhunA guNa gAvA che. jagatanA sparze ghaNA kya, have ApaNe prabhu-caraNano, guru-caraNano ("aho kAyaMkAya' e guru-caraNanI sparzanA ja che. gurune takalIpha na paDe mATe ovAmAM caraNonI sthApanA karavAnI che.) sparza karavAno che. AgaLa vadhIne AtmAnA zuddha svabhAvano sparza karavAno che. siddhonA zuddha svarUpano sparza karavAno che. * siddho mAneH jagatanA jIvoe amane ahIM pahoMcADyA nahi to ame ahIM kyAMthI? dAnI mAneH lenArane maLyA hota to ame zuM karata? gurumAne ziSyo na hota to huM kone bhaNAvata? kone bodha Apata? ziSya mAneH gurue mane sevAno kvo uttama lAbha Apyo? - AvI vicAraNAthI kyAMya koIne abhimAna na Ave. so sono dRSTikoNa alagaalaga hoya. bIjAno dRSTikoNa ApaNe svIkArIe chIe tyAre ApaNe doSabhAgI banIe chIe. * zakti hovA chatAM paccakhANa na karIe to ApaNuM aNAhArI pada vilaMbamAM mUkAze. ghaNIvAra zakti hovA chatAM ApaNe thoDAkathI cUkI jaIe chIe. gRhasthapaNAmAM meM 16 upavAsa karelA. bahu jarUrti- ullAsa hato. mAsakSamaNa ArAmathI thaI jAta. paNa taka gaI. mAsakSamaNa pachI na thaI zakyuM. zakti hovA chatAM tapa na karIe to ApaNe gunegAra chIe. * "bahuvela saMhisAtuM nA Adeza zA mATe ? bahuvela saMdisADuM nA AdezamAM guru-samarpaNa chupAyeluM che. koipaNa kArya gurune pUchyA vinA na ja karI zakAya. paNa zvAsa vagerenI pravRtti mATe vAraMvAra kyAM pUchavuM? AvI pravRttinI rajA "bahuvela saMdisAhunA AdezathI maLI jAya che. jo ke AmAM vAsa levA jevI bAbatonI ja ApaNe rajA nathI letA, bIjA moTA kAmonI paNa rajA laI laIe chIe !! pUchavA jevA moTA kAmomAM jeTaluM na pUchIe teTaluM guru-samarpaNa ochuM samajavuM. kahe kalApUrNasUri ...... 405 For Private Personal use only

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adhyAtma gItA - "dravya anaMta prakAzaka, bhAsaka tattva svarUpa, Atama tattva vibodhaka, zodhaka saccikUpa; nayanikSepa pramANe, jANe vastu samasta, trikaraNa yoge praNamuM jenAgama suprazasta..rA. vedAdi zAstrone temanA anuyAyIo bhagavAna mAne. zIkho gurugranthane bhagavAna mAne. ApaNe paNa AgamamAM bhagavad buddhi karavAnI che. mUrti AkArathI mIna bhagavAna che. jyAre Agama bolatA bhagavAna che. * duniyAnA padArtho paNa eTale jANavAnA che, ke A pugala padArthote huM nathI, AtmA nathI, ema samajAya. * AtmA sivAyanI koI vastumAM jANavAnI zakti nathI, jyAre AtmAmAM sva-para jJAyaka zakti che. * AtmAnA badhA ja pragezo - paryAyo sAthe maLIne ja kAma kare, alaga-alaga nahi. be AMkhathI eka ja vastu dekhAya. jo A upayogane saMpUrNapaNe bhagavAnamAM joDI daIe to? * anAdikALathI ApaNI cetanA pudgalo tarapha ja kheMcAyelI che, verAyelI che. have tene Atmastha karavAnI che. bahArathI haTAvIne aMdara kheMcavAnI che. * siMhane bakarAnA ToLAmAM joI, bIjA siMhone keTaluM duHkha thAya? mAro jAtibhAI A rIte beM beM kare? bhagavAnanI najaramAM ApaNe sau siMha jevA hovA chatAM beM beM karatA bakarA jevA chIe. mATe ja bhagavAna ApaNane sva-svarUpa yAda karavAnuM kahe che. * naya, nikSeya, pramANanI zailIthI jJAna mAtra ahIM ja jovA maLaze, bIjA koI zAstromAM jovA nahi maLe. * devacandrajIe jJAnasAra para jJAnamaMjarI TIkA lakhI che, te nayapUrvaka lakhI che. bhale zAstramAM nayanI vAta karavAnI nA pADI che, paNa yogya zrotA hoya to karI zakAya. * nayathI AtmAnuM svarUpa kevuM? vagere badhI ja vAto ahIM batAvavAmAM Avaze ***** 406 *** kahe kalApUrNasUri

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nivAra, A. vada - 6x7, 30-10-99. * pUrvAcAryoe sAcavI rAkhyuM, potAnA ziSyone ApyuM mATe zrutajJAnano kAMIka paNa vAraso ApaNane maLyo che. A vAraso ApaNe paNa ApaNA anugAmIne Apavo joIe. na ApIe to gunegAra TharIe. zAsana haju sADA aDhAra hajAra varSa cAlaze, te A zrutajJAnanA AdhAre. zrutajJAna mAtra vAMcI- vaMcAvIne TakAvavAnuM nathI, jIvIne paNa TakAvavuM che. vAMcavA vaMcAvavA karatAM zrutajJAna pramANe jIvAtuM jIvana ghaNuM asarakAraka bane che. amane pU. kanakasUrijInA jIvana dvArA ja ghaNuM ghaNuM jANavAnuM maLyuM che. pratyakSa jIvana anya mATe moTuM AlaMbana che. * svAdhyAya sAdhunuM jIvana che. ADuM-avaLuM vAMcavuM svAdhyAya na gaNAya. svAdhyAyanA TAIme to svAdhyAya karavAno ja, paNa vacce vacce paNa jyAM jyAM samaya maLe, tyAM tyAM svAdhyAya karavAno che. vepArI jema dareka takamAM napho kema raLavo ? te jue, tema sAdhu dareka avasare svAdhyAyanI taka jue. saMvara - nirjarA muktino mArga che. svAdhyAyathI saMvara - nirjarA banne thAya che. svAdhyAyathI navo - navo saMvega utpanna thAya che. svAdhyAya karatAM ullasita hRdaya vicAre : bhagavAne kahelA tattva AvA adbhuta che ? A saMvega che. svAdhyAyathI kahe kalApUrNasUri 407

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bhagavAnanA mArgamAM nizcalatA - niSkapatA thAya che. svAdhyAya moTo tapa che. tapathI nirjarA thAya che. svAdhyAyathI bIjAne samajAvavAnI zakti pragaTe che. dAna koNa karI zake? dhanano sToka hoya te. upadeza koNa ApI zake ? jJAnano sToka hoya te. vAcanA Adi pAMceya prakArano svAdhyAya kare tenAmAM upadezaka zakti svayaM pragaTI jAya. svAdhyAyathI AtmahitanuM jJAna thAya che. svAdhyAyathI bhagavAna hRdayamAM vase che. kAraNa AgamasvayaM bhagavAna che. bhagavAna hRdayamAM AvatAM ahitathI nivRtti ane hitamAM pravRtti thAya che. hita jANo ja nahi to pravRtti zI rIte karo? ahitathI zI rIte aTako? paMcasUtramAM kahyuM che: "himahimafmoriyA ' ditAhitafmajJa: grAm' bhagavan! huMmUDha-pApI chuM mane hita ane ahitano jANakAra banAva. AvezamAM AvIne doSAropaNa niMdA ItyAdi karIne ApaNe roja-baroja keTaluM ahita karIe chIe? hitAhitanahi jANatokartavyanakare, akartavya karato rahe. Avo AtmA bhavasAgara zI rIte tarI zake? ekavAra durgatimAM paDyA pachI pharI upara zI rIte AvI zakIzuM? himAlayanI khINamAM gabaDyA pachI mANasa hajue bacI zake, paNa durgatimAM paDyA pachI bacavuM muzkela che. paMDita amUlakhabhAIH "durgati AdimAM bhavitavyatA paNa kAraNa kharuMne?' uttaraH bhavitavyatA bIjA mATe vicArI zakAya, potAnA mATe nahi, nahi to puruSArtha gauNa banI jAya. potAnA bhUtakALa mATe bhavitavyatA lagAvI zakAya. pahelethI ja bhavitavyatA svIkArI laIeto dharma ke dharmazAstrono koI ja artha nahi rahe. gozAlaka - mata AvIne Ubho raheze. dharmamAM bhavitavyatA lagADanArAone pUchuM chuM tame vepAramAM bhavitavyatA lagADo cho? bhojanamAM bhavitavyatA lagADo cho? niyatine AgaLa karI ghaNA puruSArthahIna banI gayA che. 408 .. ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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samajAvavA chatAM tame mAno to huM bhavitavyatAno dRSTikoNa apanAvI zakuM. tame svayaM tamArA mATe na apanAvI zako. mATe svAdhyAyanI pratijJA ApuM? ke navA varSe? kaMIka navuM bhaNazo? bhUlAI javAnA kAraNe navuM bhaNavAnuM choDI nahi detA. bhale e bhUlAI jaze, paNa enA saMskAro aMdara paDyA raheze. jeTalA sUtronA artha daDha-rUDha banAvazo teTalA saMskAro UMDA Utaraze. namutthaNe paNa mane keTaluM kAma lAge che? abhaya, cakSu, mArga Adine ApanArA bhagavAna mAthe beThA che, mAre ciMtA zI? kadI koI joSIne kuMDalI-kuMDalI batAvI nathI. ke bhaviSyanI ciMtA nathI karI. A baLa koNa Ape che? aMdara beThelA bhagavAna. * saMsArI loko paisA kharcIne prasiddhi meLave. ApaNe thoDuMka jJAna pradarzita karI prasiddhi meLavIe. pharaka zo paDyo? ApaNuM jJAna pradarzaka nahi, pravartaka hovuM joIe, A vAta huM ghaNIvAra kahI cUkyo chuM. * AgamanI mAtra pUjA nathI karavAnI, bhaNavAnuM che, samajavAnuM che, AgaLa vadhIne te pramANe jIvavAnuM paNa che. adhyAtma gItA "jiNe AtamA zuddhatAe pichANyo, tiNe loka - alokano bhAva jAmyo; AtmaramaNI muni jagaviditA, upadizI tiNe adhyAtmagItA.." keTalAka jijJAsu zrAvaka mATe pU. devacandrajIe A adhyAtmagItA banAvI che. vaidikomAM bhagavadgItA prasiddha che, tema ApaNI A gItA che. be zrutakevalI kahyA cheH 1) saMpUrNa dvAdazAMgInA jJAtA. 2) AtmaramaNI muni. AkhA Agamono sAra Atmaruci, AtmajJAna ane AtmaramaNatA che. pararuci, parabhAvaramaNatAthI aTakavuM te che. "Agama - no Agama taNo, bhAva te jANo sAco re; Atama bhAve sthira hojo, parabhAve mata rAco re.." A jJAnano sAra che, muThI che. ATalI mUThImAM badhuM samAI gayuM. zeSateno vistAra che kalApUrNasUri ..... ... 409

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"nija svarUpa je kriyA sAdhe, te adhyAtma kahIe re.." pU AnaMdaghanajI adhyAtmanI saMkSipta vyAkhyA ApatAM kahe cheH je kriyAthI tamAruM svarUpa najIka Ave te kharuM adhyAtma. jenAthI ApaNe svarUpathI dUra jaIe te adhyAtma nathI. dareka kriyA vakhate A vyAkhyA najara sAme rAkho to jIvana kevuM badalAI jAya? adhyAtma, bhAvanA, dhyAna, samatA, vRttisaMkSaya - A pAMca prakArano yoga haribhadrasUrijIe batAvyo che. zarUAta adhyAtmathI thaI che. tattvatina karUM te adhyAtma ! konuM tattvaciMtana? AgamanA sahAre tattvaciMtana karavuM te ciMtana maitrI AdithI yukta hovuM joIe tathA jIvanamAM virati joIe. jaina dRSTie A adhyAtma che. niSNAta vaida badhA rogono IlAja eka auSadhathI kare, tema bhagavAna ApaNA bhava-rogano upAya eka ja davAthI kare che. te davA cheH adhyAtma...! 410. ...... kahe kalApUrNasUri -

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vivAra, A. vada - 8, 31-10-99. dharmakAryamAM utsAha ApanAra vadhe tema te vadhu phaLadAyaka bane. majAra loko moTo patthara ane zilA avAja karIne caDAve, laDAImAM seniko paNa raNazIMgA sAMbhaLIne tAnamAM AvI jAya, tema bhAvika bhagavAnanA vacano sAMbhaLI utsAhamAM Ave. niSNAta vaidya zarIranI zuddhi-puSTi kare, tema Avazyaka paNa AtmAnI zuddhipuSTi kare che. - sAdhunuM dhana jJAna che. gRhastha dhana mATe keTalI mahenata kare? tethI paNa vadhu jJAna mATe sAdhu kare jJAna-zraddhA Adi ja sAdhunI mUDI che. vidyAnA lobhI thavuM khoTuM nathI. * dhana sAthena Ave, jJAna bhavAMtaramAM paNa sAthe Avaze. bAkI, dAMtamAMthI sonuM paNa loko kADhI leze. caMcaLa lakSmI mATe ATalo samaya (samaya e ja jIvana che.) veDaphavA karatAM amara lakSmI mATe prayatna karavo ja zreyaskara che. * svAdhyAyathI thatA lAbhaH AtmAnA hitanuM jJAna, atithI nivRtti. napho-toTo vepArI jANe tema sAdhu AtmAnuM hitAhita jANe. hiMsA, jUTha Adi ahitakara che. ahiMsA, satya Adi hitakara che, satata- ATaluM najara sAme rAkhIne sAdhue jIvavAnuM che. chajIva nikAyamAM sva AtmAnuM darzana na thAya tyAM sudhI dIkSA mATe lAyakAta pedA *. 411

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thaI na gaNAyamATe ja vaDI dIkSA pahelA 4 adhyayana zIkhavA jarUrI che. * samAdhi eTale cittanI prasannatA! | vinaya, zrata, tapa ane AcArathI cittanI prasannatA vadhe che mATe ja dazavaikAlikamAM tene samAdhi kahyA che. vinayasamAdhi, zrutasamAdhi ItyAdi. vinaya samAdhinuM kAraNa che, mATe vinaya-samAdhi. guruno vinaya nahikanAra kUlavAlaka, gozAlaka samAdhi meLavI zake? vinayanuM phaLa samAdhi. avinayanuM phaLa saMyamathI patana! vidyAthI nahi, vinayathI mANasa zobhe, vinItana hoya to zrImaMta paNa na zobhe, dhImaMta (buddhizALI) paNa na zobhe. badhA guNo vinaya sAthe hoya to ja dIpe. * cAritraniSTha banavuM hoya teNe roja svAdhyAya karavo ja rahyo. jJAnanI mahattA mATe ja 20 sthAnakamAM 3 sthAna jJAna mATe batAvyA che. jJAnasAramAM che. jJAna, vidyA, anubhava A traNa aSTaka jJAna mATenA che. navA navA bhAvo jANavAthI svAdhyAya magna muninuM citta AnaMdita thatuM rahe che. kamANInA samAcAra maLe tema tema tame rAjI thAvane? tema jJAnIo jJAnavRddhithI rAjI thAya. - jJAnathI zraddhA vadhe. jANyA pachI te padArtha para ApaNo vizvAsa ati daDha thato jAya che. svAdhyAyathI anuprekSA zakti vadhe. eka zabda parathI aneka artha karavAnI zakti dhA. * anyadarzanIo eka prabhu-nAma para ATalA gAje che. emane haju prabhunA Agamo nathI maLyA chatAMya. ApaNe haju prabhu-nAmato mahimA samajyA nathI. bhagavAna keTalA udAra? mokSe gayA toya nAma mUkatA gayA. tame tamAruM pratiSThita nAma koIne vAparavA Apo? tamane zaMkA che pelo mArA nAme udhuM-catuM karI nAkhaze to bhagavAne potAnuM nAma vAparavAnI chUTa ApI che. cha mahine pA (vA) gAthA thatI hoya to paNa navuM bhaNavAno udyama choDavo nahi, ema jJAnIo kahe che. ApaNAmAM Avo to koIja nahi hoya je cha mahinAmAM pA gAthA 412 ... ...... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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paNa na karI zake. "bArasavihaMmi vi tave, sabhiMtara-bAhire kusaladiDhe / navi sthi navi dorI, gAya sayaM tava -- T" bhagavAne kahelA bAreya prakAranA tapamAM svAdhyAya samAna tapa che nahi, thaze nahi. adhyAtma gItA - "vyasarvanA bhAvano, jANaga pAsagae, jJAtA, kartA, bhoktA, ramatA pariNatige; grAhaka rakSakavyApaka, dhArakadharmasamUha, dAna, lAbha, bhoga, upabhogataNo jevUDa.4 ApaNA potAnA gharamAM keTalI samRddhi paDelI che, te ahIM jANavA maLe che. zarIranuM ApaNe badhuM jANIe chIe, paNa AtmAnuM kazuM jANatA nathI. AtmaramaNI muni sarvadravyanA bhAvane jANe ane jue che. jANIne dareka guNane pravRtti karAve che. jema tame dukAnanA nokarone pravRtti karAvo cho. ApaNI ja zaktionuM jJAna nahi hovAthI ApaNe ene bIje kAme lagADI dIdhI. tamArA chokarAne tame bIjAnI dukAne kAma karAvIne bIjAne kamANI karavA do? ApaNe evuM ja karIe chIe. Atma-zaktino prayoga karmabaMdhanamAM ja karIe chIe. Atmarata muni. jJAna dvArA jANe, jovuM - darzana darzana dvArA jue, jANavuM - jJAna cAritra dvArA ramaNa kare, jIve. jIvavuM - cAritra AtmAnI dALa, lAbha, bhoga, upabhoga, ane vIrya A pAMca zaktione (je pAMca aMtarAyanA nAzathI pedA thAya.) sAdhaka kAme lagADI de. jJAna mATe vIrya zakti kAme lAge vIrya zakti mATe jJAna kAma lAge che, Ama AtmaguNo paraspara sahAyaka bane che. munipaNuM AtmaguNo pragaTAvavA mATe che. munino ja A viSaya chene jo e ja A na kare to bIjuM koNa karaze? padavI mATenA sthAnanA nirNayanI jAherAta * Aje padavI prasaMgamATe bhadrezvara, vAMkI, AdhoI, manapharA, kaTArIyA vagere kahe kalApUrNasUri ......... ... 413

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taraphathI vinaMtIo AvI che. A padavI dakSiNamAM thavAnI hatI. A. D. mahetAe tyAM ghaNIvAra kaheluMH Apa tyAM ja dakSiNamAM ja - padavI ApI do. paNa... mane ema ke je bhUmi para lagAva che, jemano prema maLyo che, e kacchabhUmine zI rIte bhUlAya? eTale ja meM tamane nArAja karIne paNa padavI kaccha mATe anAmata rAkhI. tame badhA maLIne eka sthaLa nakkI karI leta to vadhu sAruM, paNa e zakya na banyuM tame mArA para nAkhyuM. mAro svabhAva che huM bhagavAna para nAkhuM..! . je nirNaya ApuM te tame vadhAvajo. nArAja nahi thatA. badhA bAra navakAra gaNo... (bAra navakAra gaNAi gayA pachI) sthAna mATeno nirNaya ja mAre karavAno che. "vAMkI nagare A prasaMga UjavAze. banne samAjanA nAma yathAvat raheze. (badhA saMghoe Teko Apyo. pachI vAMkIthI - manapharA saMghanI vinaMti, thaI.) vAMkIno nirNaya ame eTale lIdhoH badhAne potAnuM lAge. kacchanI prajA sAthe paNa setu baMdhAya mATe A nirNaya levAyo che. manapharA paNa pU. jItavijayajI dAdAnI janmabhUmi che. prAcIna pratimA che. mATe tamArI vinaMti ame AvakArIe chIe. cAturmAsa - nirNaya mAgasara - suda 5 nA thaze. 414 .. ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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somavAra, A. vada - 9, 1-11-9. * maLelA zAsananI vidhipUrvaka ArAdhanA karavAthI karmazuddhi jaldI thAya che ne AtmA zIgha mokSagAmI bane che. * 'samartha roya mA pamAyaNa' Ama bhagavAna gautamasvAmIne kahetA hatA. koI ema paNa samajI beseH gautamasvAmI bahuja pramAdI haze. mATe vAraMvAra bhagavAnane kahevuM paDatuM haze. nahi, gautamasvAmInA mAdhyamathI bhagavAnano pUrI duniyAne saMdezo che : eka kSaNa paNa pramAda karavA jevo nathI. zarIra para eTalo moha che ke e mATe karelo pramAda, pramAda lAgato ja nathI, jarUrI lAge che. pramAda anekarUpe ApaNane gherI le che. kyAreka nivRttirUpe to kyAreka pravRttirUpe paNa AvI caDe che. nivRtti (UMgha vagere) ne to badhA ja pramAda mAne, paNa jenadarzana to pravRtti (alabatta pApamaya)ne paNa pramAda mAne che. viSaya-kaSAyayuktakoIpaNa pravRtti pramAda che. duniyA bhale ene udyamazIla kahetI hoya, apramatta kahetI hoya ke karmavIra kahetI hoya, paraMtu jainadarzananI najare viSaya-kaSAyathI karAtI koIpaNa pravRtti pramAda ja * svAdhyAyathI sAta mahAna lAbhaH 1. AtmahitanuM jJAna. 2. pAramArthika bhAva saMvara. 3. navuM jANavAthI apUrva saMvega vadhe. 4. niSkapatA Ave. kahe kalApUrNasUri ... ... 415

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5. utkRSTatapa thAya. 6. karmanI nirjara. 7. paropadeza - zakti. * svAdhyAya upayogapUrvakano hovo joIe. popaTIyopaThanacAle upayogapUrvaka tame muhapattInA 50 bola paNa bolo toya kAma thaI jAya. huM kahuM chuM mAtra eka ja bola para vicAro: "sUtra, artha tattva karI sadahuM AnA para vicArazo to lAgazeH samagra jainazAsana AmAM samAyeluM che. mAtra bAhya kriyAthI, niSmANa kriyAothI mokSa maLI jaze, ema mAnatA nahi, emAM prANa pUravA paDaze. "adhyAtma viNa je kriyA te tanu-mala tole; mamakArAdika yogathI, ema jJAnI bole...." adhyAtma vagaranI kriyA eTale zarIra parano mela! evI zuSka kriyAnuM paNa abhimAna keTaluM? mArA jevI koInI kriyA nahi! * bhagavAnane paropakAranuM vyasana hoya che, te keTalAka daSTAMtothI jaNAze. nA pADavA chatAM caMDakauzikane pratibodhavA gayA, zUlapANi, hAlika vagerene pratibodhyA. saMgamane na pratibodhI zakvA badala AMsu sAryA. bhagavAna AvA parArthavyasanI, ApaNe kevA? * sAcuM jJAna te ja je guNie gupta ane samitithI samita banAve. traNa guptimAM manogupti sothI kaThaNa che. mana vAMdarAthI paNa capaLa che. AMkha Adi Indriyo dvArA mana caMcaLa bane che. mATe ja mana vaza karatA pahelA Indriya - jaya karavo jarUrI che. yogazAstramAM... pahelA Indriya jaya. pachI kaSAya jaya. pachI manojaya. A krama batAvyo che. 416 ... ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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amane pU. kanakasUrijIe be buka, cha karmagrantha sudhInA abhyAsa pachI vairAgya zataka, Indriya parAjaya zataka ItyAdi bhaNavAnI preraNA karelI. jitendriya bane te ja sAdhaka banI zake, evI temanI IcchA. paM. bhadraMkara vijayajI ma. ghaNIvAra kahetA H tamAre zuM banavuM che ? vidvAna ke Atmaka? 'gItArtha banajo.' e temano mukhya sUra hato. gItArtha banavA jitendriya banavuM paDe. A vAtane najara samakSa rAkhIne ja 'trigupti - gupta muni eka kSaNamAM eTalI karma-nirjarA kare, je ajJAnI kroDo varSamAM paNa na karI zake.' eka kahevAyuM che. - Aje ja bhagavatInA pAThamAM ApyuM H kAtyAyana gotrIya skaMdhaka bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI pAse dIkSA le che, ne bhagavAna pote ja tene kaI rIte cAlavuM - khAvuM - pIvuM - bolavuM - sUvuM ItyAdinI zikSA Ape che. A badhI samiti ane guptinI ja zikSA che. traNeya yogomAM kaMI paNa garabaDa thaI hoya te mATe ApaNe - savvassavi devasiya duciMtiya - mananuM pApa. dukhmAsiya - vacananuM pApa. ducciThThina - kAryAnuM pApa. micchAmi dukkaDaM. A sUtra bolIe chIe. A sUtramAM AkhuM pratikramaNa samAyeluM che, ema kahIe to paNa cAle. adhyAtma gItA : : saMgrahe eka AyA vakhANyo, naigame aMzathI je pramANyo; vividha vyavahAra naya vastu viheMce, azuddha - vaLI zuddha bhAsana prapaMce... / / 4 / / Aje naya, nikSepa, pramANa ItyAdinuM jJAna bahu ja ochuM rahyuM che. pU. devacandrajI A jJAnanA talasparzI abhyAsI che. saMgraha nayathI AtmA eka che. navatattvamAM 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6 prakAre AtmA batAvyA che. apekSA badalAtI kahe kalApUrNasUri .... 417

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jAya tema bheda paNa badalAtA jAya. alaga - alaga jagyAethI alaga- alaga dRzya najare caDe tema alaga - alaga dRSTikoNathI alaga - alaga bheda jaNAya. - jainadarzanane sArI rIte samajavuM hoya teNe apekSA samajavI ja paDaze. kaI vAta kaI apekSAe kahevAI che? e ja je na jANe, te pATa parazuM bolaze? nayavAda eTale apekSAvAda. naya eTale dRSTikoNa. nigama naya aMzathI AtmA mAne che. vyavahAra naya jIvonA vibhAga pADe che. jo badhA eka ja che, to sAdhanAnI jarUra zI? bhakta ane bhagavAna, guru ane ziSya, siddha ane saMsArI AvA bhedo zA mATe? - A vyavahAranI dalIla che. enI apekSAe e dalIla sAcI che. maitrI Adi bhAvanA mATe saMgrahanayane AgaLa dharavo. pAlanamAM vyavahAra naya. hRdayamAM nizcaya naya, apanAve te nayavAda samajyo che, ema kahevAya gharanA mAjI badhAne eka sarakhuM na pIrase, jene jeTaluM pace, anukULa hoya te ane teTaluM ja Ape. tema alaga - alaga avasthA mATe alaga - alaga nayono Azraya levAno che. vyavahAra nayanuM kAma bheda pADavAnuM che. koIpaNa vastu anaMta dharmAtmaka (dharma eTale guNa) che, ema jainadarzana mAne che. koI eka dharmane AgaLa karI, bIjA dharmone gauNa karI, je vyAkhyA karavAmAM Ave te "naya che. bolatI vakhate kAMI badhAja dharmo ekI sAthe na bolI zakAya. tIrthakara paNa ekI sAthe badhuM na bolI zake paNa gauNa ane mukhyatApUrvaka kramazaH bole. vANI haMmezA eka ja dRSTikoNane ekI sAthe rajU karI zake. zabdanI A maryAdA che. A maryAdA nahi samajavAthI ja aneka mata-bhedo UbhA thatA rahe che. 418 .... .... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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maMgaLavAra, Aso vada * svAdhyAyanuM 7muM phaLa paropadeza-zakti che. ApaNe jAte zAstrono gahana abhyAsa karelo hoya, jJAnanA phaLa upazamathI svaAtmAne bhAvita banAvelo hoya to ja para-upadeza mATenI kSamatA keLavI zakIe. to ja ApaNo upadeza asarakAraka banI zake. Avo sAdhaka lAkaDAnA jahAjanI jema svayaM tare ane anyone paNa tAre tIrthaMkaro AnuM uttama udAharaNa che. * mA-bApanI sevA karanArane temanI saMpatti maLe to bhagavAnanI bhakti karanArane bhagavAnanI saMpatti na maLe ? mA-bApanI saMpatti kadAca na paNa maLe, paraMtu bhagavAnanI saMpatti to maLe ja maLe. dhana nahi ApanAro kaMjUsa gaNAya to jJAna nahi ApanAro kaMjUsa na gaNAya ? bIjAne ApavAthI ja ApaNuM jJAna vadhe. = * koIpaNa jJAna pAse rAkhavA mATe nathI hotuM, bIjAne ApavA mATe ja hoya che. bIjAne nahi ApIe te jJAna kaTAI jaze. kahe kalApUrNasUri .... 10, 2-10-99. bhaNavA AvanArane bhaNAvanAra dhUtkAre nahi, vAtsalyapUrvaka bhaNAve. Ama karavAthI avyavacchitti (akhaMDa paraMparA) cAle. ... 419

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huM jo mArA ziSyone bhaNAvIza to teo temanA ziSya-praziSyone bhaNAvaze, ema paraMparA cAlaze. siddhi pachI A darzAvavA ja viniyoga batAvyo che. praNidhAna, pravRtti, vighnajaya ane siddhi pahoMcyA pachI paNa viniyoga na Avyo to jJAna sAnubaMdha nahi bane, bhavAMtaramAM sAthe nahi cAle. koI bhaNanAra na hoya to sAmethI bolAvIne bhaNAvo. phUla khIlyA pachI phorama phelAve, tema bhaNyA pachI tame jJAnanI sugaMdha phelAvo. e viniyogathI ja thaI zake. tIrthanI paraMparA A rIte ja cAlaze. jainazAsananI cAlatI akhaMDa paraMparAmAM ApaNe thoDA paNa nimitta banIe evuM bhAgya kyAMthI ? bIja kAyama rahevuM joIe. bIja haze to vRkSa potAnI meLe maLI jaze. bIja che. nAnI uMmaranA ghaNA sAdhu - sAdhvIjI ahIM che. A sAMbhaLIne bhaNavAbhaNAvavAmAM AgaLa vadhazo ke saMtoSI banIne besI rahezo ? ahIM saMtoSI banavuM guno che. paNa jJAna abhimAna pedA na kare te paNa jovAnuM che. e mATe bhakti sAthe rAkho. jema jema arihA sevIe re, tema tema pragaTe jJAna'' zrutajJAna dhana kamAyA pachI tene sAcavavuM keTaluM muzkela che te anubhavIne pUcho to khyAla Avaze. dinezabhAI ! sAcI vAta che ne ? jarA gaphalatamAM raho ke dhana gAyaba ! jJAnamAM paNa evuM ja che. jJAna meLavyA pachI ene TakAvavuM muzkela che. jJAnane TakAvavuM hoya to bIjAne bhaNAvo. bIjAne bhaNAvazo eTale tame ja pharI bhaNazo. tamAruM jJAna surakSita banaze. huM je vAcanAdimAM padArtho kahuM chuM te Take che, bIjA cAlyA jAya che. ahIM ApaNe 110 sAdhu - sAdhvIjIo chIe. 15-20 vRddhone eka bAjue mUkI daIe to bIjA to bhaNe -- bhaNAvI zake tevA che ne ? A rIte je bhaNe - bhaNAve tene zuM maLe, jANo cho ? tIrthaMkara nAmakarma paNa te bAMdhI zake, ema haribhadrasUrijI kahe che. * gurunI bhakti na karo to bhagavAna na maLe. bhagavAna meLavI ApanAra guru che. 420... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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guru bhaktinA prabhAvathI ja paramaguruno yoga thAya che. paMcasUtramAM kahyuM cheH guru - vino movallo " yogadaSTi samuccayamAM kahyuM cheH gubhaktinA prabhAvathI tIrthaMkaranuM darzana thAya. AyaparasamuttAro ANAvacchalladIvaNAbhattI / hoi paradesiatte avvocchittI ya titthassa / / 565 / / etto titthayarattaM savvannuttaM ca jAyai kameNaM / ia paramaM mokkhaMgaM sajjhAo hoi NAyavvo / / 566 / / adhyAtma gItA - . naigama naya aMzathI paNa pUrNa mAne. " ATha pradezo zuddha che mATe badhA jIva zuddha che. vyavahAra naya bheda pADe. siddha zuddha che. saMsArI azuddha che. azuddhanA paNa bhedo. "azuddhapaNe paNa-saya tesaThI bheda pramANa, udaya vibhede dravyanA bheda anaMta kahANa; zuddhapaNe cetanatA, pragaTe jIva vibhinna, layopathamika asaMkhya, kSAyika eka anaMta... pA. pa63 sivAya AgaLa vadhIe to azuddha jIvonA anaMtA bhedo paNa thaI zake. zuddhapaNe paNa aneka rIte cetanatA pragaTe che temAM mukhya be prakAraH 1) kSAyopathamika ane (2) kSAyika. kSAyika eka ja che. kSAyopathamika asaMkhya che. nAmathI jIva cetana prabuddha, kSetrathI asaMkhya pradezI vizuddha; dravyathI sva-guNa-paryAya piMDa, nitya ekatva sahaja akhaMDa. I6. nAmathI jIva, cetana Adi kahevAya, kSetrathI asaMkhya pradezI kahevAya. dravyathI svaguNa-paryAyano piMDa, kahevAya. kahe kalApUrNasUri ... ... 421

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bhAvathI nitya, eka, sahajasvabhAvI ane akhaMDa kahevAya. nayanA sAta, paNa bheda hoI zake. sAtaso paNa bheda hoI zake. paNa mukhya be bheda. 1. dravyArthika naya : dravya (mULa padArtha) saMbaMdhI vicAre te 2. paryAyArthika nayaH padArthamAM thatA pheraphAro - avasthAo vicAre te. kALo - goro ItyAdi avasthAo paryAya kahevAya. - dravyArthika nayanA 4 bheda : naigama, saMgraha, vyavahAra, Rju sUtra. paryAyArthika nayanA 3 bheda : zabda, samabhirUDha ane evaMbhUta. prazna : 4 prakaraNAdino abhyAsa thAya che, tema nayano abhyAsa thato nathI. uttara H abhyAsa graMtha taiyAra karo. huM sahAyatA karIza. tattvajJAna pravezikA A rIte ja taiyAra thayelI. jAmanagara cAturmAsamAM zarUAta thayelI. jAmanagaramAM je padArtho bhaNyo te bIjAne zIkhavADuM. eka mahIno rokAuM to paNa zrAvakone zIkhavADuM. aMjAra cAturmAsamAM Avo pATha zarU ryo. yu. pI. deDhiyA dUra-dUrathI roja Ave. emane e khUba gamI gayuM. te vakhate (saM. 2023) 35 hajAra rUpiyAthI 10 hajAra nakalo chapAvI. paheluM pustaka H tattvajJAna pravezikA. bIjuM A H adhyAtma gItA. nayano bodha ja nahi hoya to AgamanA asyo ja nahi samajAya. chelle A nayonA jJAna dvArA muni kevA bane che ? te batAvaze. 422 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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budhavAra, A. vada 11., 3-11-99. * jJAna ApaNuM svarUpa che. tene kSaNavAra paNa kema choDAya ? svarUpa ApaNane choDe nahi e sAcuM, paNa jyAM sudhI mithyAtva beTheluM che, tyAM sudhI ajJAna ja kahevAya. * vyavahArathI jIvonA 563 bheda samajyA chIe, nizcayathI samajavAnuM bAkI che. che. pahelethI ja nizcayanI vAta karavAmAM Ave to kAnajImatanI jema durupayoga thaI zake. sAtamA guNaThANAnI vAto bALajIvo samakSa rajU karAI ane temane kahevAmAM AvyuM H A kriyAkAMDa vyartha che. - nayono durupayoga thavAnI saMbhAvanAthI ja tenI vAta gauNa karavAmAM AvI che. paramAtmA jevuM ja ApaNuM svarUpa che, e naizcayika vAtano paNa durupayoga thaI zake svAdhyAya Adi vidhipUrvaka karavAnA che. avidhithI thAya to gAMDapaNa, roga, Adi paNa thai zake che. ruSTa thayelA devo upadrava karI zake che. prazna H hamaNAM kAMI evuM dekhAtuM nathI. uttara H svAdhyAya ja choDI dIdho, pachI zuM dekhAya ? kapaDAM ja paheravAnA choDI dIdhA tenA kapaDA zuM melA thAya ? ke zuM phATe ? avidhithI karAyelA svAdhyAya AdithI roga Adi to Ave ja, AgaLa vadhIne te cAritradharmathI bhraSTa paNa thaI jAya. AnAthI vadhu zuM nukazAnI hoya ? kahe kalApUrNasUri ... 423

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viSaya-kaSAya te saMsAra. sAmAyika te saMsAra pAra. sAmAyika traNa prakAranAH samyaka, zrata ane cAstri. sAmayika gayuM to badhuM gayuM ekavAra "sarvajJa kathita sAmAyika dharma pustaka to vAMco. sAmAyika aMgeno pUro masAlo emAM gujarAtImAM che. - have enA para paNa vAcanA rAkhavI paDaze. * laghu - jaghanya. guru - madhyama. gurutara - utkRSTa. avidhinA A traNa doSa yathAkrama jANavA. thoDI avidhi thAya to unmAda, roga Adi thoDA pramANamAM thAya. avidhi vadhe tema unmAdAdi paNa vadhatA jAya. uttarAdhyayana Adi sUtro paryAya pramANe apAya. bhaNanAra ane bhaNAvanAra banne akhaMDa cAritrI hoya. prazana: ahIM pharI yogyatAnI vAta kema lAvyA? dIkSArthInI yogyatA vakhate yogyatAnI vAta AvI gaI. uttaraH dIkSA pachI paNa bhAva paDI zake. dIkSA vakhate chetarapIMDI thaI gaI hoya. saMsArathI ene jhaTa chuTavuM hoya. eTale doSo chupAvI rAkhyA hoya... pachI eno khyAla Ave evuM paNa bane. evA ayogyane sUtrAdi na apAya. - pravajyA ApI hoya to muMDana na thAya. muMDana thai gayuM hoya to vaDI-dIkSA na apAya. jinavacanathI viruddha thaIne ayogyane ziSyanA lobhathI dIkSA Ape te gurucAritrI ane tapasvI hoya to paNa te svacAstri gumAve che. bIjA para - upakAra karavA to gayA, paNa e to na thaI zakyo, sva- upakAra paNa gayo. camAra, bhIla, DheDha vagere akulIna dIkSA mATe niSiddha che, chatAM lobha - doSathI dIkSA apAI jAya to gurunuM paNa cAritra jAya. evAne vaDIdIkSA apAI jAya to AjJAbhaMga, mithyAtva, anavasthA ane virAdhanA A badhA doSo lAge.. 424 .. ...... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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vaDI dIkSA pachI khabara paDe to mAMDalImAM praveza nahi Apavo. saMvAsa nahi karavo. saMvAsa thai jAya to bhaNAvavo nahi, asAdhya roga jANyA pachI vaidya IlAja na kare tema... AvA rogInI upekSA karavApUrvaka teno bahiSkAra karavo e ja IlAja che. adhyAtma gItA - Rju suIe vikalpa, pariNAmI jIva svabhAva, vartamAna pariNatimaya, vyakta grAhaka bhAva; zabdanayunija sattA, joto hato dharma, zuddha arUpI cetana, aNahatonavakarma..! RjusUtra vikalparUpe vartamAna pariNatine grahaNa kare che. - sAdhu- veSa hoya paNa vartamAnamAM sAdhubhAva na hoya to RjusUtra sAdhuna mAne. INi pare zuddha siddhAtma rupI, mukta parazakti vyakta arUpI; samakiti dezavatI, sarva virati, dhare sAdhyarUpe sadA tattva prIti..." I9. vIrya zakti sattAmAM rahelI che. paNa vyaktarUpe te dekhAtI nathI. samyagdaSTi deza ane sarvaviratidharo sAdhyarUpa tattva pratye prItivALA hoya che. samatine AtmasattAno khyAla hoya. kAraNake svasattAno khyAla Ave tyAre ja. samakita Ave ekavAra khyAla AvI jAya ke gharamAM khajAno daTAyelo che. to svAbhAvika che : mANasane te bahAra kADhavAnI IcchA thAya. * AtmAnI aMdara anaMta aizvarya paDeluM che, enI bhALa maLatAM ja te meLavavAnI jhaMkhanA jAge. A jhaMkhanA ja samyakatva che. nAma ke rUpa ApaNA nathI, "para" che. phoTA ke nAmano pracAra karIe chIe, paNa te badhuM "para" che. nAma to mAtrasaMta pUratuM che. eka nAmavALA ghaNAya hoya che, chatAM ApaNA nAma mATe ApaNe keTalA laDIe chIe? pADozIne koI gALo daI jAya to tame gusse thaI jAva? nAma ane rUpa ApaNA pADozI che. ApaNo AtmA to aMdara beTho che; nAma ane rUpathI para...! kahe kalApUrNasUri ... *-* 425

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nAma ane rUpa to ApaNA pADozI che. enuM apamAna thatAM jhagaDo karIe te ApaNane zobhatuM nathI. aMdaranA aizvaryane pragaTa karavAnI ruci te samakita. enA mATenA upAyomAM AMzika pravRtti karavI te dezavirati. sarva zaktipUrvaka pravRtti karavI te sarva virati. (1) naigama H- jenA aneka gama - vikalpa hoya te. saMkalpa, Aropa ane aMzane grahaNa kare te. = 1. saMkalpa :- lAkaDAnI pAlI (anAja mApavAnuM eka prakAranuM lAkaDAnuM sAdhana.) banAvavAnA uddezathI koI jaMgalamAM lAkaDuM kApavA jAya che, paNa kaheze : huM pAlI levA jAuM chuM. pAlItANA saMghano prathama paDAva che, chatAM ApaNe kahIe chIeH ame pAlItANA jaIe chIe. tamane mokSanI IcchA thaI gaI. basa, naigama naya kaheze H A mokSano musAphara che. 2. Aropa H- dA.ta. Aje bhagavAnanuM nirvANa kalyANaka che. ahIM bhUtano vartamAnamAM Aropa thayo che. 3. aMza :- ATha rUcaka pradezo ja UghADA che, chatAM AtmA pUrNasvarUpI. manapharAnA cAra ja mANasa AvyA, chatAM AkhuM manapharA AvyuM kahevAya. rasoInI zarUAta ja thaI che, chatAM rasoI thaI gaI kahevAya. (2.) saMgraha H- vastunA sAmAnya dharmano saMgraha te saMgraha. saMgRhNAti vastu sattAtmakaM sAmAnyaM saH saMgrahanayaH / 426... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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guruvAra, A. vada - 11, 4-11-9. * bhagavAne zrAvaka ane sAdhunAbe dharmaeTalA mATebatAvyA che, ke soyathAzakti dharmanI ArAdhanA kare, koI zaktithI vadhu karIne virAdhanA karI pApanA bhAgIdAranabane * bhagavAnathI kahevAyelA anuSThAno karatAM bhagavAna yAda AvavA joIe. guru - kathita kArya karatAM guru yAda Ave tema bhagavAna yAda AvavA joIe. "mArAmAM kSamatA nathI, paNa gurunA prabhAve mane saphaLatA maLe che.' ema ApaNe mAnIe chIe, tema bhagavAnanA anuSThAnamAM paNa vicAravuM. * bhagavAna je anuSThAna batAve te mukti-sAdhaka ja hoya, saMsAravardhaka eka paNa anuSThAna jaina darzanamAM jovA nahi maLe. hA, heya tarIke jarUra jovA maLaze. tyAjya tarIke na batAve to tyAga paNa zI rIte thaze? * pApano abhyAsa anAdikALano che. puNya, saMvara, nirjarAno abhyAsa navo che. mATeja ATaluM badhuM sAMbhaLavA chatAM kharA prasaMge A badhuM bhUlAI jAya che, AvezamAM kAMI yAda rahetuM nathI. anAdi abhyasta saMskAro ApaNA para savAra thaI jAya che. vaLI, mokSamAM kyAM ApaNe jaldI javuM che? zAntithI beThA chIe. jo mokSamAM jaldI javuM hoya to suvihita anuSThAnomAM keTalo vega Ave? mokSa - prAptimAM jeTalo vilaMba, durgatinA duHkho teTalA adhika, ATaluM barAbara samajI rAkho. kahe kalApUrNasUri ...... - 427

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ekavAra durgatimAM gayA pachI pharI mAnava banI AvI sAmagrI maLavI hAthanI vAta nathI. 'thaze. zuM utAvaLa che ?' ItyAdi vikalpo kAyarane Ave, zUravIrane nahi. dharmano mArga zUravIrano che. atyAre 8 karmano udaya ane 7 karmano baMdha cAlu che. AyuSya vakhate 8 karmano baMdha hoya che. Ama karmanA humalA cAlu hoya ne ApaNe nirAMte ghorIe to te kema cAle ? mAtra beThA-beThA jIta maLI jaze ? UMghato sainika jItI jaze ? zistapAlaka sAvadha sainika vijayamALA varI zake tema sAvadha sAdhaka vijayamALA varI zake. ahIM pramAda na cAle. * bhale badhA Agamo - zAstro na vAMcI zakIe, paNa amuka asyabhUta zAstro to khAsa vAMcavA joIe. prabhudAsa becaradAsa kRta AnaMdadhana - covIzInA arthanuM pustaka jojo. pUro nakazo batAvyo che ke AmAM mArgAnusArIthI mAMDIne TheTha ayogI guNasthAnaka sudhIno vikAsakrama zI rIte mUkelo che. AvI AvI kRti to kaMThastha hovI joIe. * be prakAranI parijJA che. 1. jJaparikSAH jANavuM... grahaNazikSA... 2. pratyAkhyAna parikSAH jIvavuM... Asevana zikSA... * je guNano tame viniyoga nathI karatA te guNa bhavAMtaramAM sAthe nahi cAle. je bIjAne Apo cho te ja tamAruM che. * 1. pravajyA (ogho Apavo.) 2. muMDana. 3. zikSA. 4. upasthApanA. 5. saha bhojana. 428 kahe kalApUrNasUri

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6. saMvAsa (sAthe rahevuM.) ziSya ayogya jaNAtAM uttara - uttaranA kAryo nahi karAvavA, tene utpravrujita karavo. * keTalA varSanA paryAyavALAne kyuM sUtra bhaNAvAya? 3 varSanA paryAyavALAne - AcAra prakalpa (nizItha) 4 varSanA paryAyavALAne - sUyagaDaMga (pahelA to AcArAMga sUtra vaDIdIkSA pahelA bhaNAvAI jatuM.) 5 varSanA paryAyavALAne - dazA kalpa vyavahAra sUtra (Aje kalpasUtranA joga cAle che te.) 8 varSanA paryAyavALAne - sthAnAMga, samavAyAMga. 10 varSanA paryAyavALAne - vyAkhyA prajJapti (bhagavatI.) 11 varSanA paryAyavALAne - khaDDiyA vimANa pavibhattI, Adi pAMca adhyayano 12 varSanA paryAyavALAne - aruNovavAI, Adi pAMca adhyayano 13 varSanA paryAyavALAne - utthAna zruta Adi pAMca adhyayano 14 varSanA paryAyavALAne - AzIviSa bhAvanA. 15 varSanA paryAyavALAne - dRSTiviSa bhAvanA. 16 varSanA paryAyavALAne - cAraNa bhAvanA. 17 varSanA paryAyavALAne - mahAsumiNa bhAvanA. 18 varSanA paryAyavALAne - teoginisagga 19 varSanA paryAyavALAne - 12 muM dRSTivAda. 20 varSanA paryAyavALAne - biMdusAra sahita saMpUrNa. prazna H A to sAdhunuM AvyuM. 60 varSathI uparavALA zrAvake zuM karavuM ? uttara : zrAddhavidhi, dharmasaMgraha bhAga-1, yogazAstra 4 prakAza, 4 prakaraNa, traNa bhASya, cha karmagraMtha, kammapayaDI, paMcasaMgraha, Adi ghaNuM ghaNuM che. jenI nA nathI, e to bhaNo. vaLI, A badhA ja Agamo sAMbhaLavAnI to chuTa ja che. tuMgIAnagarInA zrAvako laddhiaTThA, gahiaTThA, kahevAyA che. 11 aMganA padArtho kaMThastha hoya. tyAM jatA sAdhuone paNa vicAravuM paDatuM H zuM javAba ApIzuM ? : kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... 429

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zazikAMtabhAI ! tamArA mATe samAdhizataka graMtha zreSTha che. : adhyAtma gItA adhyAtmanuM jJAna nahi, adhyAtmapUrNa jIvana hovuM ghaTe. to ja AmUlacUla parivartana Ave. vAraMvAra eno abhyAsa karatA raho. UMDA saMskAro paDaze. jagatanI sarva kriyAomAM caityavaMdana, devavaMdana, zrAvaka-sAdhunA AcAro sauthI zreSTha adhyAtma che. je tamane tamArA svarUpa tarapha laI jAyate adhyAtma che. virati vinA sAcuM adhyAtma na AvI zake. ruci hoya to aviratimAM bIjamAtrarUpe adhyAtma hoI zake. vaLI, te adhyAtma maityAdi bhAvathI yukta hovuM joIe. A adhyAtma - gItA emAM sahAyaka banaze. * jeTalo upayoga svarUpamAM hoya teTalo karmabaMdha aTake. 'samabhirUDha naya nirAvaraNI, jJAnAdika guNa mukhya, kSAyika anaMta catuSTayI bhoga mugdha alakSya; evaMbhUta nirmaLa sakala svadharma prakAza, pUraNa paryAye pragaTe, pUraNa zakti vilAsa...'' / / 10 / / saMgraha naya sthUla che. pachI uttarottara nayo sUkSma thatA jAya che. evaMbhUta naya ekadama sUkSma che. anukrame vyAkhyA sUkSma banatI jAya che. saMgraha naya ke naigama naya ApaNane kahI de : tuM siddhasvarUpI che, te na cAle, evaMbhUta kahe tyAre kharuM ! chatAM eTaluM cokkasa ke saMgraha ane naigama naya ApIne vizvAsa Ape che H tuM siddhasvarUpI che. tuM bakarI nathI, siMha che. tuM patthara bhale dekhAya, paNa tArAmAM pratimA chupAyelI che. huM te joI rahyo chuM. zilpI jema jema TAMkaNA mArato jAya tema tema pattharamAMthI pratimA pragaTatI jAya. kyAM sudhI TAMkaNA mAre ? jyAM sudhI pUrNa pratimA na bane. gurunI zikSA kyAM sudhI ? jyAM sudhI ApaNAmAM pUrNatA na pragaTe. samabhirUDha naya to kevaLajJAnIne paNa siddha mAnavA taiyAra nathI. haju aghAtI karma, haju 85 karma - prakRti sattAmAM paDI che. e to siddhazilAmAM jIva jAya tyAre ja siddha mAne. 430 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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zukravAra, A. vada-a. - 13, -11-99. * bhagavAne to vizvamAtrane muktino mArga batAvyo, paNa temAM cAlavA taiyAra thayo caturvidha saMgha, sAdhu-sAdhvI zrAvaka ane zrAvikA. | mukti-mArgecAlIeeTale bhagavAna ApaNA mArgamAM sahAyaka bane ja. bhagavAna dharma - cakravartI che. mohanI jALamAMthI choDAvI saMsArIjIvone mokSa-mArge prayANa karAvanAra bhagavAna che. paNa bhagavAna ene ja prayANa karAvI zake jene moha jALarUpa lAge, saMsAra jela lAge, paNa jene jelaja mahela lAgato hoya, beDIo ja baMgaDIo lAgatI hoya, temanA mATe bhagavAna kAMI ja na karI zake. parigrahanA, mamatAnA bhAra sAthe mukti - mArge prayANa na thAya. parvata para caDatAM sAmAnya bhAra paNa ApaNane paravaDato nathI to mokSanA mArge bhAra zI rIte pavache? jJAna eka evI cIja che, jethI svanuM jIvana to prakAzita bane ja, anyanA jIvana paNa prakAzita bane ja. lAkaDuM jaDa che, e potAno svabhAva nahi choDe. pANImAM nAkhazo to pote paNa taraze ne potAne vaLaganAne paNa tAraze. jJAnI paNa lAkaDA jevo che. pote paNa tare, anyane paNa tAre. traNa prakAranA jIvo. (1) atipariNataH utsarga mArge baLelI roTalI. zaktithI paNa vadhu karanAra. kahe kalApUrNasUri ....... *** 431

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(2) apariNata : apavAda mArgI : kAcI roTalI. zakti jeTaluM paNa nahi karanAra. (3) pariNata : samatola. pAkI roTalI. zakti pramANe karanAra. kevaLI bhagavaMte je jJAnathI joyuM, tenAthI anyathA vidhAna karavAthI jinAbhaMgAdi doSo lAge che. A doSa prANAtipAtAdithI paNa vadhI jAya. kAraNake ahIM bhagavAna pratye azraddhA thaI. potAnI jAta ke potAnI buddhi para zraddhA thaI, bhagavAna para na thaI. 'bhagavAna bhUlyA' e zabda kyAre nIkaLe ? mithyAtvano ghora udaya hoya tyAre 'bhagavAna bhUlyA' evuM vAkya jamAli bhagavAnanI hAjarImAM bolelA. Abhinivezika mithyAtvathI grasta banyA. utsUtra prarUpaNA jevuM koI pApa nathI. prazna : bIjI (jainetara) dhyAna paddhatimAM mithyAtva lAge ? uttara : bIjI dhyAna paddhati svIkAravAnu mana kyAre thAya ? bhagavAna para azraddhA thAya tyAre mArI pAse bIjI ghaNI dhyAna-paddhatio AvI che, meM kadI te tarapha najara nathI karI, koIne pUchyuM ya nathI. je maLaze te bhagavAna taraphathI ja maLaze, evo vizvAsa pahelethI ja hato. * yugapradhAna AcAryazrI maMgu amuka kSetramAM rahevAthI rasanAne parAdhIna banyA. rAta-divasa khAvAno ja vicAra. marIne yakSa banyA. (nahi to vaimAnika devalokathI ochuM na maLe.) gaTaranI pAsenA devaLamAMnA bhUta banyA. e jagyAethI pasAra thatA potAnA ziSyone pratibodhavA potAnI (mUrtinI) jIbha bahAra kADhI, lapa-lapa karavA lAgyA. sAdhuo camakyA. yakSamUrti bolI : huM pUrvabhavano tamAro guru chuM. rasanI AsaktinA kAraNe Aje huM devalokamAM durgati pAmyo chuM. mATe A rasanAthI sAvadhAna rahejo. mATe ja paMnyAsajI ma. ''AyaMbilano tapa', navakArano japa, ane brahmacaryano khapa'' A traNa para khAsa bhAra ApatA. 432 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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* kama khAnA - tanano vijaya - Ayurvedano sAra " gama khAnA - manano vijaya - nItizAstrano sAra. nama jAnA - sarvano vijaya - dharmazAstrano sAra. * gRhasthapaNAmAM ame traNa TAIma vAparatA. vaDIdIkSA vakhate eka varSa pachI) pU. A. kanakasUrijIne rAdhanapuramAM maLyA. badhA sAdhuone ekAsaNA karatA joIne ame potAnI meLe ekAsaNA karatA thaI gayA. e koIe kahyuM nahotuM. phorsa nahoto karyo. ekAsaNAnI potAnI meLe Adata paDI gaI. dharma baLAtkAra karavAnI cIja nathI. pachI to ekAsaNAnoabhigrahakaryo. cAhe upavAsa, chaThTha, aSThamake eThAInuM pAraNuM hoya, paNa ekAsaNuM ja. jyAM sudhI zakti hatI tyAM sudhI ekAsaNuM karyuM. saMgha vageremAM to keTalIyevAra bapore 3 ke 4 vAge paNa ekAsaNA kya che. jJAnanI paraMparA che, tema tapa ane saMyamanI paNa paraMparA che. ApaNe karIzuM to ja A paraMparA cAlaze. adhyAtmagItA :- * * koI vyaktine maLavuM hoya to pAkuM saranAmuM meLavavuM paDe. bhagavAnane ApaNe maLavuM che, paNa bhagavAnanuM svarUpa jANavAnI koI ja tAlAvelI nathI. AtmA meLavavo che, paNa AtmA aMge koI jANavAnI IcchA nathI. zI rIte maLaze AtmA ke paramAtmA ? AkhI duniyAne tame jANavA Iccho cho eka mAtra tamArI jAtane-AtmAne choDIne. * jainadarzana sAta nayathI zuddha AtmAne oLakhAve che. saMgraha - eka ja AtmA che. sarvatra brahma che - evo advaitavAda ahIMthI nIkaLyo che. nagama:- tamArAmAM zuddhatAno eka aMza che. to paNa huM tamane zuddha AtmA mAnIza. ciMtA nahikaratA. vyavahAra:- nahi, AtmAkarmasahita ane karmarahita ema aneka bhedavALo che. huM bhedamAM mAnuM chuM. RjusUtra - tamAro upayoga siddhamAM hoya to ja siddhasvarUpa mAnuM. zabdaH- AtmasaMpatti pragaTAvavAnI bhAvanA hoya tyAre ja mAnuM. samabhirUDha - kevaLajJAna thayuM hoya to ja mAnuM kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... ... 403

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evaMbhUta - ATheya karmothI mukta thAva tyAre ja huM mAnuM badhAno potAnI dRSTie sAcA che, saMpUrNa sAcA nathI. hAthIne jotA 7 AMdhaLA jevA che. sAteya bhegA maLe tyAre pramANa bane. naya sAta che, paNa Ama tenA 700 no thAya. evaMbhUtanayajyAM sudhI ApaNane zuddha AtmAna kahe tyAM sudhI ApaNe sAdhanAthI aTakavAnuM nathI. "ema naya bhaMgasaMge saro, sAdhanA siddhatArUpa pUro, sAdhabhAva tyAM lage adhUro, sAdhya siddha nahi hetu zUro...lA" tame sAdhanA karo tyAre ja pUrA banI zako. saMgrahake naigamana 33% mAM pAsa karI de. paNa evaMbhUta nayato 99% mAM paNa pAsa na kare. 100% ja joIe. jarAya ochuM nahi. sAdhya saMgrahe nakkI karI ApyuM tArI sattAmAM paramatattva paDyuM che, ema saMgraha batAvyuM. mATImAM ghaDAnI yogyatA che. AtmAmAM paramAtmAnI yogyatA che, ema saMgrahe sau prathama samAcAra ApyA. saMgrahanayathI sAdhyanI pratIti thAya. zabdanayathI enI anubhUti thAya. evaMbhUta nayathI siddhi thAya. sAdhanA mATe naigama ane vyavahAra naya lAgu paDe. vyavahArathI jo AtmAne azuddha na mAnIe to sAdhanA zI rIte thAya? huMviSayakaSAyathI bharelo chuM, evuM manAya to sAdhanA thAya ja nahi. tIrthanI sthApanA vagere vyavahAra nayathI ja thAya che. saMgrahanaya to pUrNa ja mAne tene tIrtha zuM? sthApanA zuM? ne sAdhanA zuM? audayika bhAvano humalo thAya tyAre zI rIte bacavuM? e badhuM vyavahAranayazIkhave 434 *** ...... kahe kalApUrNasUri -

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nivAra, A. vada- -hiM.- 13, 6-11-99. * ApaNe eka AzA-bhaMga karIe, ApaNane joIne bIjA kare, trIjA kare eka paraMparA UbhI thAya. Ane anavasthA kahevAya. che. ApaNI zithilatA ApaNane ja nahi, bIjAne paNa avaLuM AlaMbana Ape che. svabhAvathI ApaNe komaLa banavAnuM che, paNa AcAramAM ApaNe ugra banavAnuM bhagavAna Ama sarva jIvo pratye komaLa che, paNa karmo pratye krUra che, ugra che. 'daMtA'sAmanthao / ' ahIM paMcasUtramAM arihaMta AdinA sAmarthyathI ema kahyuM : ahIM 'Adi' zA mATe ? arihaMta to sarvajJa, vItarAga che. AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu sarvajJa, vItarAga kyAM che ? AvA praznanA uttaramAM kahe che : AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu paNa aMzathI sarvajJa che, vItarAga che. kAraNake e temanI bhAvi avasthA che. 'eso paMcanamukkAro' pAMceyane karelo namaskAra. sarva pApono nAza karanAra che. ahIM arihaMta, siddhanI sAthe AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu paNa che. emane karelo namaskAra paNa sarva pApa-praNAzaka che. sAdhunA darzanathI kevaLajJAna paNa thAya ja che ne ? : * AjJAbhaMga, anavasthA pachI trIjo doSa che H 'mithyAtva.' bhagavAnanI nahi, potAnI buddhithI cAlavuM te mithyAtva che. kahe kalApUrNasUri ...... 435

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bhagavAnathI, guruthI alaga pADavAnuM kAma mithyAtva kare che. potAno alaga varga ubho karavo, ItyAdi mithyAtvano ja prabhAva che. cotho doSa H 'virAdhanA'. A cAreya doSo khUba ja khataranAka che. saMyama ane AtmA - bannenI AthI virAdhanA thAya che. azubhakarmono anubaMdha paDe che, je aneka janmo sudhI cAle. marIcie pelA kapilane kaheluM : 'kapila ! tyAM paNa dharma che, ahIM paNa dharma che.' A vAkyamAM AjJAbhaMgAdi cAreya doSo AvI gayA. zazikAntabhAI H atyAre to AvA eka nahi aneka marIcio che, jeo kahe che : tyAMya dharma che, ahIM paNa dharma che. pUjyazrI : are, ethI paNa e mANaso AgaLa vadhI gayA che. teo to potAne ja bhagavAna tarIke oLakhAve che. maMtramAM avidhi jema Apatti notare che, tema jinAjJAmAM avidhi Apatti notare vidhinuM ArAdhana, avidhino niSedha banne jinAjJAmAM samAviSTa che. vidhinuM pAlana samyag na thatuM hoya to kama se kama dilamAM darda to hovuM ja joIe. jinAjJAnA bhaMgathI jema anavasthAdi cAra doSo lAge tema jinAjJAnA samyaga pAlanathI AjJA-pAlana, vyavasthA, samyaktva ane ArAdhanA Adi lAbho hoya che. bIjA loko paNa sanmArge vaLe. ame 6-7 varSa dakSiNamAM rahyA, tyAM AvA lAbho jovA maLyA. adhyAtmagItA H ApaNo manoratha che H evaMbhUta nayathI siddha banavAno. paNa e manoratha karAvanAra che H saMgraha ane negama naya. saMgrahanaya kahe che H sarva jIvo eka che. naigama naya kahe che H tuM zuddha svarUpI che. tArA ATha aMzo to zuddha ja che. AkhI khIcaDI tapAsavAnI jarUra nathI. eka dANo dabAvo eTale khabara paDI jAya H khIcaDI caDI che ke nahi ? tArA zuddha ATha aMza ja kahe che H tuM zuddha svarUpI che. * viSaya - kaSAya sAme ApaNe jaMge caDyA chIe. mAno korTamAM kesa cAle che. 436 ... ***** kahe kalApUrNasUri

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ApaNo kesa jo bhagavAnane soMpI daIe to beDo pAra thaI jAya. * garIbI avasthAmAM koI zrImaMta hAtha pakaDe tyAre ApaNA dilamAM kevI TADhaka vaLe? sukha vakhate badhA sAtha Ape, paNa duHkhavakhate koNa? ApaNe nigodamAM atyaMta duHkhI hAlatamAM hatA tyAre ApaNo hAtha pakaDanAra bhagavAna hatA. "kALa anAdi atIta anaMte je pararakta, saMgAMgi pariNAme, varte mohAsakta; pudgala bhoge rIjhayo, ghAre pudgala baMdha, parakartA pariNAme, bAMdhe karmanA baMdha.." ||12 ApaNo ja nahi, tIrthakarono paNa Avo ja duHkhothI grasta bhUtakALa che. jIva anAdithI che, karma anAdi che. eTale saunI A ja sthiti svIkAravI rahI, Ama kema? paranI AsaktijIvamAM beThI che. pudgalano sAro saMgamaLatAM te rIjhe che, ne navA-navA karma bAMdhe che. "huM sukhI chuM, huM duHkhI chuM" vagere vikalpo tene Ave che. nizcaya nayathI bhale AtmA karmathI alipta hoya, paNa vyavahAra nathI karmathI lita che. jeTalo samaya karmanA saMyogamAM gayo, eTalo ja samaya karmanA viyogamAM jAya, evuM nathI. caramAvartakALamAM AvyA pachI tarata ja kAma thaI jAya. acaramArvatakALanA jIvo asAdhya dardI jevA che. temane mATe karmavigama muzkela che. baMdhaka vIryakaraNe udere, vipAkI prakRti bhogave dala vikhere! karma udayAgatA svaguNa roke, guNa vinA jIva bhavobhava Dhoke." I13 koIpaNa karma ApaNA svabhAvane rokyA vinA na ja rahe. je guNane rokatA hoya tene sArA kema kahevAya? - AthI ja jJAnIo sAtavedanIyakarma je sukha Ape che, tene paNa sAruM mAnatA nathI. kAraNake e karma AtmAnA avyAbAdha sukhane roke che. ATheya karmano rAjA mohanIya che. e be guNane (darzana ane cAritrane) roke che. ' mATe ja mohanIyanA kSayopazama vinA sAdhanAmAM eka DagaluM AgaLa vadhI na zakAya. guNonI jyAre jyAre upekSA karIzuM tyAre tyAre karma bAMdhavAnA ja. kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... ... 477

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eka paNa doSa juo ne te ja vakhate ravAnA karo. agninA eka kaNano paNa tame bharoso nathI karatA tema doSanA eka aMzano paNa bharoso nahi karatA. eTalA mATe ja guNI puruSonuM AlaMbana ane anumodana jarUrI gaNAvyuM che. enA prabhAve ApaNe pracchanna guNono AviSkAra karI zakIe. have guNo pragaTAvavA puruSArthano yajJa zarU karI do. daDha nirNaya karoH mAre 66 sAgaropamamAM to mokSe javuM ja che. enAthI pahelA mokSa maLI jAya to bahu ja sAruM, paNa 66 sAgaropamathI vadhu moDuM to nathI ja karavuM. dIvALI parva. A. vada - 14. bhaktAmara pUjana. zazikAntabhAI * phUlanA traNa guNa 1. komaLatA: ahiMsA 2. sugaMdhaH saMyama. 3. nirlepatAH tapa. * samarpaNa 6 prakAre. 1. AnukUlya - svIkAra. 2. prAtikUlya - varjanam 3. saMrakSaNa vizvAsa. 4. bhartRtvavareNya. 5. kArpaSya nyabhAva) 6. Atmanivedana gAthA - 10 * saMsArano niyama che? dhanavAna pAse mANasa dhanavAna bane. jJAnI pAse mANasa jJAnI bane. vaida pAse mANasa nIrogI bane 438 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri .

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tema bhagavAn ! tamArI pAse huM tamArA jevo na banuM? bhagavan! saMsAranA A niyamanuM ullaMghana thAya che. bhagavan! Apa mane ApanA jevo banAvo. "mRtyuno vicAra vairAgya lAve, mokSano vicAra maitrI lAve." - ema pU. paM. bhadraMkaravi. ma. ghaNIvAra kahetA. gAthA - 11. * prabhu-darzana thAka utAre. prabhu-darzanathI badhA prazano vilIna bane. darzana devadevasya......kevuM darzana...? sAta darzanaH aNu - jagata - tattva - dharma - karma - Atma - paramAtma darzana. pradUSaNa saMsAramAM che. paramAtmadarzanamAM oksijana ja che. * prabhunuM milana na hoya tyAM bIjA koInuM milana paNa kharuM nathI hotuM * prabhunuM darzana kare te darzanIya bane prabhunuM stavana kare te stavanIya bane. prabhunuM pUjana kare te pUjanIya bane. 12. prabhunuM sauMdaryadehanuM nahi, samAdhinuM che. sauMdaryadarzanathI ApaNI aMdara paNa samAdhinuM, samatAnuM avataraNa thAya che. - 12mIthI 20mI gAthAmAM sUrimaMtra rahelo che. divALImAM jApa karAya, ema pU. paM. ma. kahetA. alpazrata kRtavatAM gAthAmAM jJAnano maMtra che. vidyArthIone paMnyAsajI ma. khAsa gaNavAnuM kahetA. gAthA 13. bhagavAnanA 4 atizayo temane tribhuvana nAyaka banAve che. apAyApagamAtizaya Adi 4 bhAvanAothI AvelA che. maitrIthI apAyApagamAtizaya, pramodathI pUjAtizaya kahe kalApUrNasUri ...

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karuNAthI vacanAtizaya, mAdhyasthyathI jJAnAtizaya pragaTelAM che. gAthA 14 prabhunA guNo 1 4 rAjalokamAM phelAyA che. guNone koI pratibaMdha kyAMthI hoya ? prabhu...! ApanA guNo jo mArAmAM AvyA hoya to huM mAnIza ke Apa ja mArA hRdayamAM AvyA. bhagavAnane hRdayamAM lAvavA eTale temanA guNo lAvavA. bhagavAna zakti ane guNarUpe sarvatra vyApta che. B gAthA 15. brahmacaryanuM varNana. tejasvI, yazasvI, vacasvI, varcasvI prabhu koIthI paNa calita na thAya. brahmacarya ane brahmacaryAmAM pharaka che. brahmamAM caryA te brahmacaryA. pAMca parameSThI brahmanuM ja rUpa che. brahma - prAgaTya : arihaMta. brahma - sthiti : siddha. brahma - caryA : AcArya. brahma - vidyA : upAdhyAya. brahma - sevA : gAthA H sAdhu. prabhunuM nAma lo ane brahmacaryanI zakti tamArAmAM AvyA vinA na rahe. gAthA - 16. bhagavAna anasta sUrya che. kevaLajJAnarUpI sUrya asta na thAya. apragaTa dIvAe pragaTavuM hoya to pragaTa dIvA pAse javuM paDe. ApaNe apragaTa chIe. prabhu pAse javuM paDaze. * prabhunA darzanathI saMsAra lIlochama rAkhavo nathI, paNa choDavAno che. - 17. * jJAnAtizayathI jJAna-dIpa pragaTe. ApaNI cetanA khaMDita che. prabhu pAse alaga, bIje alaga vAta karIe. AmAM bhaktinuM ? 440 ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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anusaMdhAna kyAMthI rahe? anusaMdhyAnAtmikA bhakti joIe. 4 pUjA aMga - agra - bhAva-pratipatti pUjA. pratipatti pUjA eTale AjJApAlana. AjJApAlana rUpa pUjA Ave. to bhagavAna sAthe abheda sadhAya. gAthA - 18. * bhagavAnanuM caritra yathAkhyAta che. kyAMya nyUnatA nahi. * anaMta vijJAna: jJAnAtizaya, atItadoSa: apAyApagamAtizaya. abAdha siddhAMtaH vacanAtizaya, amaryapUjyaH pUjAtizaya. A cAra vizeSaNo kalikAla sarvaze ApyA che. gAthA - 19. * mAtra jJAnAdinI nahi, prabhu! ApanI sAthe mAre otaprotanI jarUra che. khetaramAM pAka thaI jAya pachI varasAdanI jarUra nathI tema, ApanI sAthe otaprota thaI gayA pachI ApanI jarUra nathI. gAthA - 20. jJAna yathA.... ratnanuM teja kAcamAM na Ave. prabhu! ApanA jevuM kevaLajJAnanuM teja bIjA devomAM na hoI zake. eka ja deva upAsya joIe. eka sAthe ghaNA deva-devIonI ghaNIvAra ArAdhanA karIe chIe. ApaNe bhale bIjAno anAdara karIe, paNa sAthe sAthe samakakSa paNa na banAvIe. amerikA AdimAM arihaMtanI mUrti sAthe bIjI aneka mUrtio jovA maLe. teo kaheH ame to badhAne mAnIe. huM kahuM Ama arihaMtanI bhakti na thAya, na phaLe. gAthA - 21. pU. AcAryazrI... prabhu! Apane joyA pachI koI jovA lAyaka lAgatuM nathI. mAruM mana A bhavamAM ja kahe kalApUrNasUri ......... ... 441

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nahi, bhavAMtaromAM paNa bIje nahi kare. gAthA - 22. strINAM.... * tArA agaNita che. sUrya eka che. prabhu mAre mana tuM eka che. * prabhunI mAtA che rUNA... prabhune hRdayamAM lAvavA hoya to karuNA lAvavI paDaze. gAthA - 23. pUjyazrI... prabhu...! mRtyuMjayI Apa ja cho. Apane pAmIne loko mRtyuno jaya karI zake che. prabhu ajarAmara che, bhaktane paNa ajarAmara banAve. jarA- mRtyunA nivAraNathI ja ajarAmara banI zakAya. ajarAmara sthAna eTale brahmaraMdhra. samyagdaSTi te pAme. prabhu...! Apa svayaM tIrthakara cho, tema tIrtha paNa cho. mArga-dAtA cho, tema mArga paNa cho! ratnatrayI batAvanArA ja nahi, Apa svayaMratnatrayI svarUpa cho. A gaMbhIra vAta ahIM batAvI che. gAthA - 24.25. pUjyazrIH prabhu sarvopari sattA che. emanuM aivirya - Ahatya traNeya bhuvanamAM vyApta che. prabhu Apa avyaya - avinAzI, vibhu (jainadRSTie jJAnarUpe vyApaka), nitya ane aciMtya vicAro (vikalpo)thI pAmI na zakAya tevA cho. asaMkhya guNothI Apa "asaMkhya cho. tIrthanI Adi karanArA cho, mATe Adya cho. parabrahma svarUpa prAptithI parabrahma cho; aizvaryathI Izvara cho. zarIra na hovAthI anaMgaketu cho. yogIonA nAtha, yogIzvara cho. eka cetanA lakSaNathI ane aneka saMkhyAthI cho. gAthA - 26. thAo mArA namana tamane duHkhane kApanArA, thAo mArA namana tamane bhUmi zobhAvanArA; 442 ... .... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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thAo mArA namana tamane Apa devAdhidevA! thAo mArA namana tamane bhavodadhi zoSanArA.... pUjyazrI prabhu...! mAtra Apa mArI Adhi-vyAdhi-upAdhinI pIDA haro ema huM nathI kaheto, paNa ApanA virahanI pIDA haro, ema huM kahuM chuM. Apa bhUminA zRMgAra cho. mA srozani ' nA nyAye Apa pRthvI paranA mANasonI zobhArUpa cho. mANasa tyAre ja zobhe jyAre te prabhune vasAve. mATe ja prabhu! Apa mArAthI dUra nahi thatA. Apa mArA ananya alaMkAra cho. kAraNake Apa ja traNa jagatanA nAtha cho. AvA prabhune hRdayamAM dharIe to bhavodadhi zoSAI jAya. eTale...? ApaNA hRdayamAM uchaLato viSaya - kaSAyano sAgara sUkAI jAya. bhavodadhi kyAMya bahAra nahi, aMdara ja che. gAthA - 27. 28, 29. 30. 31. pUjyazrIH guNone kyAMya jagyA na maLI, teo prabhumAM jaI vasyA. doSo gusse thaIne bhAgyA. bhAgatA bhAgatA kahetA gayAH tame na rAkho to kAMI nahi, amane rAkhanArA ghaNA che. zazikAntabhAI prAtihAryonuM dhyAna zuM Ape? - azokavRkSanA dhyAnathI sAta lAbhaH1) zoka hare 2) zuddha janothI anabhibhavanIyA. 3) vacananuM apratitapaNuM. 4) rogAdinI zAMti. 5) samarpaNa. 6) arthopArjananI kSamatA. 7) saubhAgyanuM akhaMDitapaNuM. - siMhAsana - dhyAnathI sAdhaka sthAnabhraSTa na bane. - cAmara - dhyAnathI camarabaMdhInI sevA na karavI paDe. kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... *** 447

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- chatra dhyAnathI jIvanamAM bhaktanuM chatra (AbarU) UDI na jAya. gAthA - 32. 33. bhagavAna cAle tyAM pRthvI suvarNamaya bane. bhagavAna cAle tyAM upadrava TaLe. mArA pagalAM paNa ApanA AjJArUpa tIrthamAM paDe to kAma thaI jAya. gAthA - 34. siMha, hAthI Adi pratIkothI krodha, ahaMkAra Adi doSonA vinA TaLe - ema samajavAnuM che. gAthA - 35. 36. 37. dAvAnalAdi rU5 kaSAyo pedA thAya tyAre prabhu...! ApanuM nAma jaLanuM kAma kare che. gAthA - 38. 39. 40. bhagavAnanI bhaktichoDIne bIje kyAMyathI jIvananA vidano dUrana ja thAya, evI avihaDa zraddhA hovI joIe. gAthA - 41. 42. ubhUta... gAthAthI pU. paM. bhadraMkara vi. yAda Ave. luNAvAmAM kahetA: vyAdhi ghaNI che. 108 vAra ubhUta. gAthA gaNo. gaNavAthI zAMti thatI. prabhu caraNa-rajano aMza paNa paDe to roga jAya ja. AthI phalita thAya che ke zarIra mAMduM nathI paDatuM, mana mAMduM paDe che. kensaranA dardI paNa 108 vAra A gAthA gaNatAM sAtA anubhave che. gAthA - 44. beDIH badhuM baMdhAyeluM che, paNa mAruM mastaka khulluM che. jyAM sudhI mAruM mastaka mukta che, tyAM sudhI muktino mArga khullo che. ApaNA jIvanamAM bhagavAna ja che ke bhagavAna paNa che? ApaNA jIvanamAM bhagavAna ja che, evuM thaze tyAre ja doSo, daridratA ItyAdi jaze. 444 ... : ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri -

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bhakta bhagavAnathI vibhakta bane tyAre ja doSo hoi zake. nahi to bhagavAnamAM na hoya te doSo bhaktamAM kyAMthI Ave? gAthA - 43. 44. pUjyazrI: pahelA guNonuM pachI nAmanA prabhAvanuM varNana AvyuM. chelle upadravo TALavAnA prabhAvanuM varNana AvyuM. rAgarUpI siMha, dveSarUpI hAthI, krodharUpI dAvAnaLa, kAmarUpI saMgrAma, lobharUpI samudra, moharUpI jalodara, karmabaMdhanarUpa beDI - A badhuM prabhu-nAmanA prabhAvathI TaLe che. e pote ja bhagavAna joIne bhaya pAmIne bhAgI jAya; jema siMhane joIne hAthI bhAge. prabhunI A stuti - mALA je kaMThamAM dhAraNa karaze te kevaLajJAna - lakSmI meLavaze, ema mAnatuMgasUrijI kahe che. somavAra, dhoko, A. vada - 0)), 8-11-99. : navakAra ArAdhanA : zazikAMtabhAI. namo titya' kahI bhagavAna paNa name, evuM tIrtha traNa prakAre cheH 1) prathama gaNadhara, 2) caturvidha saMgha, 3) dvAdazAMgI. navakAramAM tIrtha, tIrthakara ane tIrthakarano mArga A traNeya che. prabhue ApavA jevuM badhuM ja ApI dIdhuM. zuM bAkI rahyuM? keTalo upakAra? caturvidha saMghanI cetanA paMrA parameSThInI khANa che, mATe ja saMgha 25mo tIrthakara che, navakArano ArAdhaka saMghano anAdarana kare navakAradoSatrayIne (rAga-dveSa-mohane) ratnatrayI dvArA kADhe. kAlatrayIne (bhUtabhAvi-vartamAnane) tattvatrayI (va-guru-dharma) dvArA kADhe. * bhagavAnanuM zAsana maLyuM zAsanasthita sAdhu ane namaskAra maLyA. have zuM joIe? (eka mALA pachI..) sarva maMtra ziromaNI, mahAmaMtranavakAra; samaratAM sukha upaje, japatAM jaya jayakAra... mAlo Uge sUraja sukhano, na rahedInane hIna; che kalApUrNasUri ... *.. 445

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jo samaro navakAne, sukhamAM jAye dina... ra. avaLA sau savaLA paDe, savaLA saphaLa thAya; japatAM zrI navakArane, duHkha samULA jAya... 3 * navakAranI yAtrA zobhAyAtrA nahi, zodhana-yAtrA che. saMskAra, sadguNa, sadAcAra, svAthya, samRddhi, ane samAdhinI yAtrA che. navakArathI potAnI meLe yogyatAnA dvAra khule che. havethI tIrthanI bahAra mArA pagalA nahi paDe - ema pratijJA karuM chuM, evo navakArano sAdhaka nirNaya kare. navakAra sivAya koIpaNa maMtramAM tenuM phaLa nathI batAvyuM. cUlikAmAM phaLa kathana che? paNo paMca namudo aa A navakAra sarva pApa haTAvaze. eka namaskAra tamAma ArAdhanAno arka che. bhAvapUrvakano namaskAra na hoya to anuSThAna dravya banaze. cUlikA bhAvanamaskAra | DaoNkTara rogane bahAra kADhe tema navakAnA akSaro vibhAvane dUra kare che, ATheya karmone dUra kare che. - navakAranA darzanathI darzanAvaraNIya, - navakAranA svAdhyAyathI jJAnAvaraNIya, - navakAramAM potAnuM ja svarUpa, oha! mAruMAvuM svarUpa? evo bhAva jovAthI mohanIya. - navakArane namaskArathI aMtarAyakarma naSTa thAya che. aghAtI karma paNa dhyAnathI jAya. deha bhUlAI jAya, deva rahe. - ahaM deho'smi nAsthAne ahaM devo'smi Ave tyAre nAmakarma, - Atmasama sau jIva lAge to gotrakarma akSaromAM advaita Ave to AyuSya. - maMgalarUpa akSaro gaNavAthI vedanIya karma jAya... * cittanalAgatuM hoya to uccAraNapUrvakanavakArabolo. athavAvAMco. nirvikalpa rUpe gaNo. sAkSAt arihaMta sAthe joDANa thaze. . kahe kalApUrNasUri

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* zAstra - maMtravit banavA nahi, Atmavit banavA navakAnI ArAdhanA che. navakAra zAstra, maMtra che, tema AtmA paNa che. * tIrthayAtrA karanAra AtmAnubhUti na kare to dravyayAtrA raheze. * navakAra pUrNayoga che. badhA ja yogo tene parikramA kare che. koI ja yoga bAkI nathI. navakAranuM paMca maMgala mahAzrutaskaMdha' A sAcuM nAma che. navakAra maMtra nahi, maMgaLa paNa che. parameSThIo maMgaLanA mahAkendro che. pracaMDa avataraNa ane pracaMDa saMkrAmaNa zakti che. mAM gAlayati bhavAditi maMgalam / je saMsArathI mane gALI nAkhe te maMgaLa che. * pAMca guNaH 1) parahita ciMtA svAthya Ape, svArthI mAMdo jaldI paDe. svanI keTalI? patnI ciMtA keTalI? parahitaciMtAmAM kAMI ja kharca nahi, chatAM kaThaNa che. 2) paropakAra samRddhinuM upAdAna kAraNa. zrImaMtAI paropakArathI ja saphaLa bane. 3) pramodabhAva : ziva-maMgaLatattva Ape. A badhAmAM mArA jevuM ja svarUpa che te pramodabhAvathI huM jIvonA vizuddha caitanyathI vADmayI pUjA karuM chuM, evo bhAva pedA thavo ghaTe. 4) pratijJA (satyanuM DhAMkaNuM khole.) pAMceya parameSThI karemi bhaMtenI pratijJA laIne banyA che. 5) prazAMta avasthAH samatA - samAdhine Ape. bhagavAnano A zaMkhanAda cheH tamAre zuM joIe che? je joItuM hoya te guNa pakaDI lo. vidyAsnAtaka nahi, vratasnAtakonuM ahIM kAma che. upadhAnanI mALaevratasnAtakanI DIgrI che. * 14 pUrvanuM samasta sArabhUta jJAna - navakAra' che. * jene namo tevA thAva.T.V. mAM jene namo tevA thAva. kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... *.. 447.

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* navakAranA akSaro - pApanuM dahana, kRpAno sparza ane nirbhayatAno AnaMda Ape che. * navakAra tapodhanadaSTa che. maMtranuM darzana tapathI thAya che. ArSa zabda (je racita nathI, paraMtu anubhUta - daSTa che.) aNu-zakti che, jeno prayogathI visphoTa thAya. * yuge yuge maMtranA navA navA artho sAdhaka prasphaTita kare paNa te sadAya paraspara - avirodhI rahe, * maMtramAM vijJAna che (anubhava jJAna) zarIranu poSaNa zarIra baLa, prANabaLa, vArbaLa, buddhibaLa - caturvidha zakti che. * prarSe nava: Joid .. jemAM pracura navInatA che, nitya navuM sarjavAnI kSamatA che, te praNava che. 'pratikSaNaM yannavatAmupaiti, tadeva rUpaM ramaNIyatAyAH / ' * eka aNumAM AkhuM zaura jagata che, tema navakAranA ekeka akSaramAM brahmAMDa samAviSTa che. japadvArA visphoTa thatAM brahmAMDanuM rahasyodghATana thAya che. navakArano jApa, bhAva-mananI zuddhi kare (lezyAzuddhi.) maMtramAM pracaMDazubha saMkrAmaka - zakti che. * navakAra aMtarAtmAmAM jJAna-dIpaka pragaTAve che. 1000 dIvA eka rUmamAM pragaTeto prakAza 1000 guNo thAya ne? paNa prakAza saune sarakho maLe. * bhagavAna hRdayamAM be rIte AveH 1) netrathI - sthApanA mUrti. 2) zrotrathI - nAma - jApa. rUpamAM kRtaka devatva che, maMtramAM anAdisiddha devatva che. * "yaM me tau mAvAna, mAM me mAvattara: | 3the me vizvabekana, martha me zivAmarzana: I' * navuAya pRdaye che 448 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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dUSita vANI (khANI-pINI) jenI hoya tenAmAM maMtracaitanya pragaTe nahi. vANImAM vikAra na Ave te juo. * 1000 ArAdhakono jApa azubhane bhasmIbhUta kare, maMgaLano dhodha vahevaDAve, prakRtine namaskRtithI bhIMjavI nAkhe. sAmUhika jApamAM pratyeka ArAdhakane 1000 gaNo prakAza maLe che. 14 rAjalokamAM manovargaNAnA pudgalo phelAvI de. pAvara keTalo ? 1 ArAdhaka H 1000 ArAdhaka = 1000 H. P zaktino srota = U290 = visphoTa. navakAra zAntinuM kSepAstra, divya cetanAnuM avataraNa, surakSAnuM kavaca, paryAvaraNanI zuddhirUpa saMkalpasiddha maMtra che. pUjyazrI : 'satre nIvA na daMtavyA / ' A prabhunI mukhya AjJA che. enuM pAlana kare tene tIrthaMkara-pada maLe. AjJAnuM ArAdhana ahiMsAdvArA thAya. = 1 H. P ahiMsAnA rakSaNa mATe ja zeSa 4 vrato che. ahiMsAnA prazna vyAkaraNamAM 60 paryAyavAcI zabdo che. emAM eka zabda che : zivA. 'ahaM tittvayAmAyA zivAlevI...' mAM zivAno artha ahiMsA-karuNA karI juo pachI artha kevo bese che ? arihaMtanI ja nahi, pAMce parameSThInI jananI ahiMsA che, karuNA che. AjJA ane AjJA-pAlaka eka che. AjJApAlana karyuM ke prabhuhRdayamAM AvyA. jaDa kAgaLanA TUkaDA para lakhelA nAma mAtrathI tame kalakattA sudhI pahoMcI gayA ? zazIkAMtabhAI ! nAmanI keTalI tAkAta ? zazIkAMtabhAI kalaktA sudhI jaI zakatA hoya to bhagavAna ApaNA hRdayamAM kema na Ave ? nAma lo ne bhagavAna hAja2 ! kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... 449

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'namA gra MtA AvI mile, mana bhItara bhagavAna' vaLI, prabhue to ApaNA saunI sAthe AtmabhAva keLavelo che. 'savvamUtranusa' bhagavAnanuM A vizeSaNa che. 'mArI sAthe tanmaya thavA mAMgato hoya to he Atman ! tuM jagatanA sarvajIvo sAthe tanmaya bana.' ema prabhu kahe che. prazna H bhagavAna sAthe eka thavAya, paNa sarvajIvo sAthe eka kema thavAya ? uttara H huM to tyAM sudhI kahuM chuM : sarvajIvomAM siddhonuM rUpa juo. pachI ja aMdaranI gAMTha khulaze. kuMDalI - utthAna kAMI saheluM nathI. paNa vAMdho nahi. zarUAta karIzuM to koIka samaye, koIka bhavamAM jarUra phaLaze. dhIraja joIe. * zazIkAMtabhAI : AtmAne jagADe, saMbhALe te AzA. namo arihaMtANaM (arihaMta + ANaM) pAMceya parameSThIonI AjJAne paNa namaskAra. atyamayI cetanA ja badhA ja kAraNonuM parama kAraNa che. te ja sarvajJa, sarvazaktimayI, sarva antaryAmI, sarva kSetra-kALa vyApinI che. mATe ja e madhura pariNAma lAve che. A navakAramAM yogIono yoga, dhyAnIonuM dhyAna, jJAnIonuM jJAna, bhaktonI bhakti ane ArodhakonI ArAdhanA samAviSTa che. 450 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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kare ' ka ja paMcavastupha. somavAra. A. vada - 0)), 8-11-99. * jahAjamAM besADIne ISTasthAne pahoMcADe teno keTalo upakAra mAnIe? ethI paNa anaMta upakAra tIrthakarono che, jemaNe ApaNane tIrthanA jahAjamAM besADyA che. jAjano mAlika bhale gerahAjara hoya, paNa jahAjanuM kAma cAlu ja rahe, tema bhagavAna bhale gejara hoya, tIrthanuM kAma cAlu ja rahe. - * aSTAMgane yoga kahevAya tema cAritra paNa yoga kahevAya. cAritramAM darzana - jJAna hoya ja. cAritrI jJAnI ane zraddhALu hoya ja. nahi to enuM cAritra sAcuM na gaNAya. * 'bhAvathI bhAva pedA thAya tema duniyAmAM paNa kahevAya che. ApaNe jevo bhAva rAkhIe, sAmI vyaktine tevo ja bhAva pedA thAya. ApaNe chetarapIMDIno bhAva rAkhIe ne uparathI game teTalo dekhAva karIe, paNa sAmI vyaktine khabara paDyA vinA na rahe. vaktAnA bhAvanI zrotA para ghaNI ja asara paDe. vaktA svayaMmALA na gaNato hoya to 'tame mALA gaNajo evI enI zikhAmaNa bhAgye ja zrotAnA gaLe Utaraze. khUba goLakhAtA chokarAne pelA saMnyAsIe tyAre ja pratijJA na ApI, paNa 15 divasa pachI ApI. khulAso karatAM kahyuM: "huM pote goLa khAto houM to te baMdha karavAnI pratijJA bIjAne zI rIte ApI zakuM? mAre 15 divasathI goLa baMdha che. have ja huM e pratijJA ApavAno adhikArI gaNAuM." A vArtA tame ghaNIvAra sAMbhaLI haze? ziSyone je ApavuM hoya te gurue svamAM UtAravuM paDe. ghaNIvAra guru ziSyane kahe kalApUrNasUri .......

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taiyAra karavA AvA prayogo karatA. premasUrijIe svayaM phaLano tyAga karelo. kAraNake ziSyone teo tyAgI banAvavA mAMgatA hatA. moTAbhAge phaLa doSita ja hoya. sarvajIvone abhayadAnanI pratijJA lIdhA pachI chakAyajIvanI kyAMya virAdhanA na thAya, tenI ApaNe takedArI rAkhavI joIe. praznaH aMdaranA bhAva loko zI rIte jANI zake? uttara: prAyaH karIne vizuddhabhAva bAhya cAritranI zuddhithI jANI zakAya. bAhya caraNa hoya, AMtara caraNa kadAca gurumAM na hoya to paNa ziSyane jarAya doSa nathI. mArA guru AvA mahAna! AvA ucca! AvA bhAvathI tenI tobhAvolAsavRddhija thavAnI. aMgAramardakanA ziSyo svarge gayA che. aMgAramardaka pAse bhAva cAritra nahotuM abhavya jIva hato. paNa ziSyo guru-vinaya karIne pAmI gayA. emanuM bAhya - cAritra utkRSTa hatuM. mATe ayogya gurumAM paNa yogya gurunA pariNAma thaI jAya to doSa nathI. ziSyanuM to kalyANa nakkI ja. paNa ahIM mohana hovo joIe. nahi to kugumAM paNa sugurunI buddhi AvI jAya, je kalyANakara nathI. -: adhyAtma gItA: * jJAnasaMpatti ApIe to RNamukti thAya, rAkhI mUkIe to vyAja caDe. * adhyAtmagItA eTale lIdhI che ke enA ktanA jIvanamAM adhyAtma vaNAyeluM. hatuM. emanA udgAro ja emanI anubhUtine jaNAve che. pU.devacandrajI, yazovijayajI, AnaMdaghanajI, vIravijayajI, mAnavijayajI vagere anubhavI puruSo hatA. emanI kRtio sAkSI Ape che. * jIvana - nirvAhanI koI ciMtA ApaNI upara nathI to zA mATe A samaya ApaNe Atma-sAdhanAmAM na lagAvI daIe? makAna, bhojana, pANI vagere badhu ja taiyAra maLe che. koI ciMtA nathI. ahIM rahIne paNa AtmadaSTi na khulI to hada thaI gaI. * naigama ane saMgraha naye to ApaNane siddhatvanuM pramANapatra ApI dIdhuM, paNa jyAre zabdanaya pramANa Ape tyAre kharuM mAnavuM. . kahe kalApUrNasUri 452 ...

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zabdanaya samyaktva, deza - sarvaviratimAM lAgu paDe. naigamanaya - saMgrahanaya sarva jIvo sAthe maitrInuM zikSaNa Ape che. sarvajIvo siddhasvarUpI che. koInI paNa sAthe vera-jhera zA mATe ? aMdara paDelA siddhatvane pragaTAvavAnI ruci paNa utpanna kare che. naigama saMgraha banne abhedane jaNAvanAra che. saMgraha mAtra sAmAnyagrAhI che jyAre naigama, sAmAnya-vizeSa ubhayagrAhI che. vyavahAra naya tamArI azuddhatAnuM bhAna karAve che. "mArA bApAe eka phroDa eka bhAIne ApelA che, te Avaze eTale ApI daIza. atyAre 10 lAkha Apo.'' ''eka yogIe kahyuM che H gharamAM khajAno che nIkaLaze tyAre ApIza. atyAre 11 lAkha Apo.'' AvuM vyavahAramAM cAle ? naigama - saMgrahano udhAravAda vyavahAramAM na cAle. vyavahAra kahe che H atyAre tame kevA cho ? te juo, tame siddhasvarUpI cho, evI vAto ahIM nahi cAle. tame karmasahita cho, e vAstavikatA svIkAro. Ane ja AtmasaMprekSaNa yoga kahevAya. 'karmasattAthI huMdabAyelo chuM.' ema potAnI sthiti jovI te Atma saMprekSaNa che. kaI vyakti ke vastu para rAga, dveSa ke moha vadhu che ? evI vicAraNA AtmasaMprekSaNa che. tethI enuM nivAraNa karavA ApaNe kaTibaddha banI zakIe. RjusUtra vartamAnamAM sthira banAve che. bhAvimAM mahAvidehamAM janma laIne huM Ama karIza, tema karIza, te bAliza vAto che. vartamAnamAM maLyuM che teno upayoga nathI karatA to bhAvimAM zuM karazo ? RjusUtra vartamAnagrAhI che. zabdanaya AtmasaMpattine pragaTAvavAnI abhilASAvALAne siddha mAne. samabhirUDha vaLajJAnIne ane evaMbhUta aSTa karma-mukta siddhane siddha mAne. jyAM sudhI evaMbhUta naya na kahe tyAM sudhI ApaNe sAdhanA cAlu rAkhavAnI che. * gupti eTale azubhathI nivRtti ane zubhamAM pravRtti. * mauna eTale mAtra na bolavuM evuM nathI evuM to jhADa vageremAM paNa che. pudgalomAM pravRtti na karavI te kharuM mauna. kAyAthI pudgalomAM pravRtti na karavI te kAyAnuM mauna. vacanathI pudgalomAM pravRtti na karavI te vacananuM mauna. manathI pudgalomAM pravRtti na karavI mananuM mauna. kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... 453

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"AtamaguNa AvaraNe na grahe Atamadharma, grAhaka zakti prayoge joDe pudgala zarma; paralobhe, parabhogane, yoge thAye para-rtAra, eha anAdi pravarte, vAdhe para vistAra..." I14 ApaNI zaktio pudgalamAM lagAvIne ApaNe parano vistAraryo che. guNano vikAsa ja sva-vistAra kahevAya. Atma-guNa vinA bhavobhava bhaTakavAnuM ja che. bhava-bhramaNanA pherA baMdha karavA hoya to guNa meLavavA ja paDaze. mamatA doSa che. samatA guNa che. A samajAya che? jANavA chatAM mamatA vadhAratA rahIe to zuM kahevAya? mUrchA AvI tyAM mamatA Avaze. mamatAthI samAdhi DahoLAze. badhA ja doSoe guNone aTakAvI mUkyA che. jyAM guNa rahI zake, tyAMja doSo rahe che. AtmapradezonI jagyA eTalI ja che. je je doSa che, teNe teNe guNanI jagyA dabAvI dIdhI che, ema mAnajo. doSonI kebineTa ApaNI aMdara jAmelI che. e je nakkI kare che, temAM ApaNe sahI karatA rahIe chIe. AtmAnI kartRtva - bhoknatva - grAhaka - rakSaka zaktio Aje kyAM pravartI rahI che? te jANo cho? zakti ulTI cAle che mATe ja ApaNe je te vastu bhegI karatA rahIe chIe. ApaNe bALaka jevA chIe. camakatA kAMkarAne paNa saMgharavA lAgI jaIe chIe. AthI ja saMsAra vadhI rahyo che. zazIkAMtabhAI: saMsArane nahi, zAsanane lIluMchama rAkhavA AzIrvAda mAMgajo. 20mI sadInuM cheluM dIpotsavI parva che. guru pAsethI na mAMgo, paNa huM zAsanane zuM ApI zakuM ema chuM, ema vicArajo. dIpotsavI parvamAM saMkalpa karajoH 6 abajanI vasatimAM jaino mAtra eka kroDa ja che. evasati paNa ghaTatI jAya che. ApaNA para bahu moTI javAbadArI che. eka nAnakaDI cIThI lakhIne saMkalpa lakhajo. mizana ekTa banAvo. tamArA A jIvananuM dhyeya zuM che? elakhIne jaNAvo. tamArA saMkalpane pUrNa karavA prakRti madada karavA AvI pahoMcaze. A prakRtino niyama che. .... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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nUtanavarSa, saM. 2046., 8aa, suda - 1. 9-11-99. maMgaLavAra. * saMyama - jIvana surakSita rahe, mokSano hetu saphala bane, e mATe zAstrakAroe upAya batAvelA che. * saMyama jIvananuM suMdara pAlana karavAthI ahIM ja mokSanuM sukha anubhavAya che. * 4 gatimAM sarvocca manuSyagati che. tIrthakaro paNa chelle manuSya banIne ja mokSe jAya. Aja sudhI tIrthakara banIne mokSe gayelA (jinasiddha) keTalA? tIrthakara banyA vinA mokSe gayelA (ajinasiddha) keTalA? banne anaMtA che. paNa banne anaMtamAM pharaka che. tIrthaMkaranA anaMtathI asaMkhyA gaNA anaMtA bIjA mokSe gayelA che. bharatakSetranI apekSAe eka avasarpiNImAM 24 ja tIrthakaro mokSe gayA paNa emanA zAsanamAM asaMkhyAta mokSe gayA. - mahAvidehamAM ATalA kALamAM asaMkhyAtA tIrthakaro mokSe gayA. enAthI bIjA asaMkhyAtA samajI levA. * sAdhu-jIvananA vrato saMsAranA kSaya mATe che. karmanuM mULa avirati che. vide saMgame ? saMsAranuM mULa mAtra eka ja prakAramAM batAvavuM hoya to asaMyama, avirati che. enAthI atyAra sudhI jIve karmono ja saMgraha karyo che. bALaka kAMkarAno saMgraha kare tema kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... .. 455 Education International

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sonA-cAMdI bhegI karanAra paNa jJAnInI najare "bALaka" ja che. phakta raMgamAM pharaka che. jJAnInI najare sonuM eTale pILA kAMkarA! cAMdI eTale sapheda kAMkarA! mANasa game teTalo moTo thAya paNa jina-vacana na samaje to bALa ja rahevAno ! mAtra enA ramakaDA badalavAnA, enI vRttio nahi badalavAnI! kAMkarAthI ramato chokaro moTo thaIne pILA kAMkarAthI rame. AmAM tAttvika pharaka kyAM paDyo? ramakaDAnA prakAra ja badalAyA, aMdara beThelo "bALaka na badalAyo. tapelA loDhA para cAlatAM jeTaluM duHkha thAya teTaluM ja duHkha saMvegI jIvane hiMsAdi pApa karatAM thAya. kAcA pANI para ke vanaspati para cAlatAM ene tapelA loDhA para cAlavA jevuM lAge. * Aje badhA sAdhu-sAdhvIjIne vAsakSepa nAkhIza, paNa gRhastho gurupUjana kare tema tame zuM karazo? koIne koI nUtana abhigraha laI saMyama jIvanane zobhAvajo. parigrahano bhAra ocho thAya, tevuM kAMIka karajo. amArA gurudeva pU. kaMcana vi. kALadharma pAmyA. tyAre upakaraNamAM saMthAriyuM ane uttarapaTTo ja mAtra hatA. sAva ja phakkaDa! bokSa ochA teno "mokSa jaldI, eTaluM ja yAda karajo. bhaNavAno paNa abhigraha karI zakAya. zAntinagara (amadAvAda)mAM eka sAdhvIjIe 11 hajAra 111 zlokano abhigraha lIdhelo ne pachI eka varSamAM pUrNa karIne pUruM lIsTa amArA para mokaleluM. AtmAnuM naizcayika svarUpa ApaNe saMthArA porasI vakhate roja bolIe chIe? "oraMthi e zo ' ekalA jamyA, ekalA javAnA-maratI vakhate koNa sAthe AvavAnuM A jJAnAdi guNo ja. to pachI e guNone saMskAranA puTa zA mATe ApavA? vajasvAmIne traNa varSanI uMmare 11 aMgazI rIte yAda rahI gayA? ATalI buddhi kyAMthI maLI? tiryajajbhakanA pUrvajanmamAM roja puMDarIka - kaMDarIka adhyayananuM 500 vAra punarAvartana karatA, je aSTApada para gautamasvAmInA mukhe sAMbhaLeluM hatuM. ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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-H adhyAtma gItA - ema upayoga vIryAdi labdhi, parabhAva raMgI kare karmavRddhi; paradayAdika yadA suha vikalpa, tadA puNyakarmataNo baMdha ka2e 15 / / paulika lAbha (dhanAdi) maLatAM jIva gaurava AnaMda anubhave che H huM sukhI thayo. paNa kharekhara e duHkhanuM mULa che, te jIva samajato nathI. jIvanI mukhya be zaktio che. 1) upayoga zakti - jJAna. 2) vIrya zakti - kriyA. A banne zaktione ApaNe parabhAva saMgI banAvI dIdhI che. tenA dvArA karmo ja vadhAryA che. puNyakarma svarge pahoMcADe, paNa mokSe javuM hoya to Atmazuddhi janya guNo joIe. enA mATe sadguru - yoga joIe. hiMsA be prakAre : 1) dravya H jIva- -hiMsA 2) bhAvaH guNa-hiMsA. Aveza karIe chIe tyAre bhAvaprANanI hiMsA karIe chIe te bhUlI jaIe chIe. dravyahiMsA karatA paNa A bhAvahiMsA khataranAka che. bIjAne gusse karIe te paNa hiMsA che. bIjAne mAravAthI hiMsA thAya tema bIjAne gusse karavA te paNa tenI hiMsA che. pahelI hiMsAthI khataranAka che. doSo TaLe ane guNo vadhe, e ja nUtana varSanI zubhecchA che. paraspara premapUrvaka raho, jhagaDA-kalahathI dUra raho, ekabIjAne sahAyaka bano, vaiyAvaccamAM rakta bano, to jIvana dhanya banaze. kahe kalApUrNasUri 457

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budhavAra., kA. suda - 2, 10-11-99. * saMsAramAM rakhaDatA-jhaLatA ApaNA AtmAne anaMtA pudgalaparAvarta vItI gayA, bhavabhramaNano haju aMta nathI Avyo. mahApuNyodaye ja jinavacana - zravaNa maLe. zravaNa sadgurusaMyogathI ja maLe. sadguru saMyoga durlabha che. sadguru-samAgama yogAvaMcakapaNAthI maLe. (1) yogAvaMcaka. (2) kriyAveMcaka. (3) lAvaiMcaka. A traNamAM paNa yogAveMcakapaNuM ja durlabha che. gurumAM tArakatAnA darzana karavA te yogAveMcakapaNuM che. samavasaraNamAM ghaNIvAra jaI AvyA, dezanA sAMbhaLI AvyA, paNa tArakabhAva pedA na thayo, eTale badhuM eLe gayuM. atyAre bhagavAna nathI, bhagavAnanuM zAsana che. emAM tAraka-buddhi pedA thaI jAya to kAma thaI jAya. AtmajJAnanI sAcI bhUkha lAgI hoya to Aje paNa tRpti thaI zake tema che. bhojanazALAno mAlika (bhagavAna) bhale ne hAjara na hoya, paNa bhojana ApanAra rasoIyo hAja2 che pachI tamArI tRpti koNa roke che ? bhIkhArI hoya, bhUkha lAgI hoya, sAme ghebara taiyAra hoya, to e nA pADe ? nA pADe 458 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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to e kevo kahevAya? ApaNe evA mUrkha bhIkhArI chIe, sAmethI maLavA chatAM nA pADIe chIe. bhUkhyAne jima ghevara detAM, hAtha mAMDe ghelojI..." chatAM rasoIo (guru) dayALu che. vicAre che: e bicAro bhIkhArI rogI che. eno IlAja karavAthI rUci UghaDaze. tene tattvaprItikara pANI (darzana) vimalAloka aMjana (jJAna) paramAtra bhojana (cAritra) ApIza to ThekANuM paDaze. ne ema karIne e dhIre dhIre bhIkhArIne ThekANe lAve che. bhIkhArInA sthAne jAtane mUko, rasoIAnA sthAne gurune mUko. A badhI vAta barAbara samajAI jaze. * yogya dIkSAparyA vagara, jarUrI jJAna ane AMtarika pariNatinI parIkSA vagara jo vaDI dIkSA ApavAmAM Ave to mithyAtva, anavasthA Adi doSo lAge. upasthApanA (vaDIdIkSA) mATe traNa maryAdA che: jaghanya- 7 divasa. madhyama - 4 mahinA. utkRSTa - 6 mahinAmAM thAya. amArI 12 mahine thaI. pU. padma vi.ma. (pU. jIta vi.ma.nA guru)nI 13 varSe vaDI dIkSA thaI, te emanI ayogyatAnA kAraNe nahi, paNa padavIdharanI prAptinahithavAnA kAraNe. 7 divasanI maryAdA ApaNA mATe nathI. amuka sAdhu mATe ja che. Ama na kare tene mithyAtvAdi lAge. adhyAtma gItA - te hiMsAdika dravyAzraya karato caMcaLa citta, karka vipAkI cetanA mele karma vicitta; AtamaguNane haNato, hiMsaka bhAve thAya, Atama dharmano rakSaka, bhAva ahiMsaka kahAya... 16 kArya karavAnI ane kArya karatAM pahelA jANavAnI kahe kalApUrNasUri *. 459

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A be AtmAnI mukhya zakti che. vIryaguNane ke jJAnaguNane sarvathA karma DhAMkI na zake. paNa jyAM sudhI upayoga parabhAvaraMgI banelo hoya tyAM sudhI karmabaMdhana cAlu. ApaNe ja ApaNI AsapAsa jALa racIe chIe. ApaNI beDIone majabUta karIe chIe. eka Atmapradeza karma bAMdhe bIjA Atmapradeza kama toDe, evuM kadI na banI zake. koIpaNa kArya sau Atmapradezo bhegA maLIne ja kare * AsaktinA kAraNe khUba ja cIkaNA azubha karmo baMdhAya che. kyAreka zubha kAryathI zubhakarma baMdhAya, paNa aMdarano upayogabadalAyona hovAnA kAraNe zubhaanubaMdha na paDe. anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya aMdara paDelo hoya tevAjIvo evA AvezamAM hoya che. ATaluMka paNa jatuM karavA taiyAra thatA nathI. AvA jIva zubhakriyA kare to paNa anubaMdha to azubha ja paDe. yAda rahe ke anaMtAnubaMdhInI hAjarImAM eka paNa guNa sAcI rIte pragaTa thaI zake nahi mele" eTale "meLave', karma bAMdhe. anaMtAnubaMdhI ane mithyAtvanI hAjarImAM ja narakAyu baMdhAya. samyatvanI hAjarImAMto vaimAnikanuM ja AyuSya baMdhAya deva hoya to manuSpAyu bAMdhe. * AtmaguNanI hiMsA karanAra bhAva-hiMsaka kahevAya. svabhAvaghAtakI kahevAya. ApaNe bIjAne mAranArane hiMsaka kahIe chIe, paNa bhAvaprANanI hiMsA kadI najaramAM ja nathI AvatI. dravya hiMsA thaI gaI hoya chatAM svabhAvadazAmAM munine hiMsAno doSa nathI lAgato ke pUjA karanArane hiMsAno doSa nathI lAgato. enuM A ja kAraNa che. ahIM bhAvaprANonI hiMsA nathI. kAraNa ke ahIM AtmaguNonI rakSA karavAno uddeza che. jo Ama mAnavAmAM na Ave to sAdharmika bhakti, pravacana zravaNa ItyAdi eka paNa kArya thaI zakaze nahi. "AtmaguNa rakSaNA teha dharma, svaguNa-vidhvaMsanA tehaadharma, bhAva adhyAtma anugata pravRtti, tethI hoya saMsAra-chitti" II17ii. 460 ****. kahe kalApUrNasUri

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bIjAnA dravyaprANonI jema bhAvaprANonI paNa rakSA karavAnI che. ene gusso na Ave, vagerenI paNa kALajI rAkhavAnI che, evuM ApaNe samajyA chIe kharA ? Ama bhAva adhyAtma anusArI pravRtti zarU thAya tyAre ja saMsArano cheda zarU thAya. dravyathI guru-nizrA maLI hoya te nahi, paNa gurumAM bhagavadguddhi, tArakabuddhi pedA thaI te yogAveMcakapaNuM che. Avo AtmA prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLe, saddahe ane Acare. * meghakumArano jIva hAthImAMthI Avelo. prathama ja dezanathI kema vairAgya Avyo ? pUrvabhavamAM je sasalAnI niSkAmabhAve dayA karelI tenA prabhAve. (1) saMsAra parimita karyo. (2) manuSya janma meLavyo. (3) tIrthaMkara jevA guru prApta karyA. A traNa vastu teNe meLavI lIdhI. ema upadeza-padamAM pU. haribhadrasUrijIe kahyuM che. A adhyAtmAnugata kriyA kahevAya. * yathApravRttikaraNane avyakta samAdhi kahI che. avyakta eTalA mATe ke haju samyaktva nathI maLyuM. * guNonI prApti haMmeza guNonI anumodanA ane rucidvArA ja thAya. e pahelA guNo bAraNe ja na Ave. kahe kalApUrNasUri 461

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guruvAra, ThA. suda - 3, 11-11-09. * grahaNa - Asevana - zikSAthI taiyAra karIne ziSyane guruvaDI dIkSA Ape. zrAvakuLamAM janmelA ja dIkSA le evuM nathI, jenetara brAhmaNAdi paNa dIkSA laI zake. emane pRthvI AdimAM paNa caitanya che, evI zraddhA karAvIne pachI vaDIdIkSA Ape. e mATe vanaspati AdimAM jIvatvanI siddhi tarkabaddha rIte samajAve. 1) patthara khANamAM khodyA pachI vadhe che. 2) deDakAnI jema pANI aMdarathI phuTe che. 3) agni lAkaDArUpa khorAkathI vadhe che. 4) vAyu koIthI nahi prerAyelo vahe che. 5) vanaspati vadhe che, pharI Uge che, vRddha thAya che, mare che. A badhuM samajAvIne temAM jIvatvanI siddhi kare. vaDI dIkSA vakhate hitazikSA ApatAM guru kaheH vi dhArinAdi... zIkheluM samyagra dhAraNa karajo... ahiM pavanahi..... bIjAne Apajo. gurupu ivanAdi..... mahAna guNothI vRddhi pAmaze. 462 ... ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri WWW |

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nitthArapAraVII roDa..... saMsArathI pAra utarajo. pradakSiNA ApatI vakhate ziSyanA saMcAra parathI guru tenuM bhAvi jue. enA DagalA kaI tarapha jAya che? te parathI bhaviSya jANI zakAya. vaDI dIkSA pachI paNa pariNata hoya to ja mAMDalImAM praveza ApI zakAya. nahi to nahi ja. vrata-pAlananA upAyoH vrata to ApyA, paNa vratanuM rakSaNa zI rIte karavuM? e paNa mahattvanI vAta che. dIkarAne dukAna to soMpI, paNa soMpyA pachI kaI rIte tene saMbhALavI? e paNa zIkhavavuM paDe. gamana, zayana, Asana, AhAra, caMDila, samiti, bhAvanA, gupti, caitya ItyAdi sAdhu - vyavahAra aMge guru vyavasthita samajAve. : adhyAtma gItAH bIjAnA prANa bacAvavA dayA kahevAya, tema tenA guNo bacAvavA paNa mahAnadayA kahevAya. dA.ta. koI AvezanA kAraNe ApaghAta karavA jato hoya to tene samajAvavo : bhalA mANasa! AvuM karAya? A jIvana veDaphI devA mATe che? enA Avezane UtAravo paNa bhAva dayA che. A badhI hitazikSA bhAvadharmanI rakSA mATe ja che. hRdaya komaLa rahe te mATe ja che. AvezamAM rahIe, mAyA-prapaMcakarIe, AsaktirAkhIe to samajI levuM ApaNe ApaNA ja bhAvaprANonI hatyA karI rahyA chIe. bhagavAne kahyuM cheH "AtmaguNonI rakSA karo' paNa, ApaNe uchuM karI rahyA chIe. zakti hovA chatAM bhaNo nahi to jJAna-guNa na haNAya? jJAnAvaraNIya karma nA baMdhAya? gRhasthodukAna lIdhA pachI be varSa baMdha rAkhe to? ApaNane bhaNeluM ghaNuM lAge che. gRhasthone saMtoSa nathI. ApaNane saMtoSa che. kahe kalApUrNasUri .. ... 463

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kamAIne kharcavuM ja hoya enA karatAM na kamAvuM ja sAruM - ema vicArIne koI gRhastha kamAvAnuM choDI nathI deto to ApaNAthI koI bahAnAne AgaLa dharI bhaNavAnuM choDI kema devAya? bhaNavuM, paNa kevuM bhaNavuM? je adhyAtmamAM pravRtti karAve tevuM bhaNavuM. nijasvarUpa je kriyA sAdhe, teha adhyAtma kahIe re..." ApaNI viziSTa kriyA dvArA ApaNuM jJAna abhivyakta thAya che. kriyA eTale ApaNuM dainika vartana! ApaNA vartana dvArA jJAna parIkSita thAya che. bhAva-cAritra AvyuM eTale jJAna ane darzana AvI ja gayA samajo. e vinA bhAvacAritra Ave ja nahi. * koInI jAnamAM gayA ho tyAre tame varane bhUlI jAva? vara vagaranI to jAnana ja hoi zake ne? ApaNI atyAre AvI ja hAlata che. varane, AtmAne ja bhUlI gayA chIe. mATe ja saMthArA porasImAM 'hiM A be gAthA dvArA AtmAne yAda karavAno che. eha prabodhanA kAraNa tAraNa sadguru saMga, zruta upayogI caraNAnaMdI karI guraMga; Atama tattvAvalaMbI ramatA AtamarAma, zuddha svarUpane bhoge, yoge jasa vizrAma...." 18 * javAnuM hatuM pUrvamAM ApaNe jai caDyA pazcimamA. guru ApaNane avaLI doTathI aTakAve che. * atyAre ApaNe madhyamAM chIe. paMtha vacce prabhujI maLyA...' madhyamAM traNa rIteH1) sAtamA guNaThANAnI apekSAe (haju sAta guNaThANA bAkI che) 2) madhya lokanI apekSAe. 3) mAnava bhavanI apekSAe. nigodathI nirvANanI yAtrAmAM mAnava-bhava vacce che. * jo dIkSA na lIdhI hota, gRhasthapaNAmAM rahyA hota to koikanuM mAnavuM paData ke 464 *** ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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nahi? bIjAnuM mAnavuM sAruM ke bhagavAnanuM mAnavuM sAruM ? bhagavAnanI AjJAnusAra jIvana jIvavuM ke mohanI AjJAnusAra jIvana jIvavuM ? e ApaNe nakkI karavAnuM che. guru ja moha-aMdhArane haNanArA che, satyajJAna ApanArA che. sadguru kevA hoya ? zrutamAM upayogavaMta hoya. mAtra bhaNelA ja nahi, paNa bhaNyA pramANe upayogapUrvaka jIvanArA hoya. cAritramAM ramaNa karanArA hoya, Atama tattvanuM AlaMbana lenArA hoya. kahe kalApUrNasUri 465

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zukravAra, kA. suda - 4, 10-11.99. * sAmAyika zabdanA zravaNa mAtrathI anaMtA jIvo kevaLajJAnI banyA che. upazama, viveka ane saMvarazabdanAzravaNathI khUnI cilAtIputrasvargavAsI banyohato. sAmAyikanuM atyAre ArAdhanA karIne saMskAra daDha banAvIe to AgAmI janmamAM sAmAyika zabdanA zravaNathI ApaNe jAtismaraNa jJAna pAmI zakIe. "AgAmI janmamAM huM vAMdaro thavAno chuM evuM sImaMdharasvAmI pAsethI jANIne ekadeve ejaMgalanI zilAo paranavakAra kotaryA e joIne vAMdarAnA bhAvamAM jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM. * game tevA adhamAdhama jIvane tAranAra AzAsana che. arjuna mALI, caMDakauzika, zUlapANi, kamaTha ItyAdi udAharaNo che. bahArathI kharAba dekhAto ayogya jIva paNa jJAnIne najare ayogya nathI. 'kaTore meM zarAba bharI hai to kyA huA ? Akhira to vaha kaTorA sonekA hai na ?' ApaNo jIva sonAno kaToro che. Aje bhale emAM zarAba hoya, paNa emAM kAle amRta Avaze, ema jJAnIo joI rahyA che. * paMcavastakamAMthI huM badhuM ja nathI kaheto, jarUrI vAto ja karuM chuM. guru, gaccha, vasati, saMsarga, bhakta, upakaraNa, tapa, vicAra, bhAvanA, kathA A sthAnomAM muni prayatna kare. * kRpA karIne gue pAMca ciMtAmaNi jevA pAMca mahAvrato ApyA, tenuM kema rakSaNa 466 - kahe kalApUrNasUri

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karavuM? ane kema saMvardhana karavuM? te ApaNe jovAnuM che. jJAtA dharmakathAmAM pelI 4 putravadhUo jevA ja prakAranA jIvo hoya che. 1) keTalAka khoI nAkhanArA (ujijhakA) 2) keTalAka khAI janArA. (bhakSikA) 3) keTalAka rakSA karanArA (rakSikA) 4) keTalAka saMvardhana karanArA. (rohiNI). ApaNo naMbara zAmAM? have kamase kama ATaluM karajoH jenA paNa tame ziSya banyA cho, te (guru) tamArA mATe pastAya nahiH "AvAne kyAM dIkSA ApI?' saMvardhana na thAya to kAMI nahi, kamase kama surakSA to karajo. "rohiNI jevA banavA kadAca puNya joIe, paNa "rakSikA" banavAmAM to puruSArtha joIe, je svAdhIna che. -: lakSmInAzanA kAraNo - khovAI jAya, luMTAI jAya, gharano mobhI cAlyo jAya, dA.ta. motIzA zeThanA gayA pachI khemacaMda zeThanI hAlata chelle garIba jevI thai gaI hatI! motIzA zeThanA cIna jatA vahANa pAchaLa cAMcIyAo paDyA. zeThe samAcAra sAMbhaLI mAnatA karIH AmAMthI vahANa bacI jAya ne jeTalo napho thAya te sukRta mArge vAparavo. 12 lAkhano napho thayo. temAMthI kuMtAsaranI khAI pUrAvI motIzA zeThanI TUMkanuM nirmANa thayuM. bhAdaravA suda-3 nA motIzAnuM mRtyu thayuM paNa te pahelA pratiSThAnuM muhUrta kaDhAvI lIdheluMne dhAmadhUmathI pratiSThA karavA putrane kaheluM. pAlItANAmAM kuMbhasthApanAnA divase khemacaMdanI mAtA dIvALIbenanuM mRtyu thayuM. chatAM pratiSThA dhAmadhUmathI thaI.) apalakSaNavALuM ghara, (agAudAsa - dAsI - Dhora Adi paNa sulakSaNA hoya to ja rakhAtA.) apalakSaNA abhimaMtrita vastra, kuSTharogI AdithI vAsita upakaraNono paribhoga, ajIrNa para vAraMvAra bhojana karavAthI thayelI bimArI pAchaLa kharca, vAraMvAra bimArI pAchaLa kharca. pratikULa vicAra ane rAjA AdinI TIkAtmaka vANI, (rAjA ... 467 kahe kalApUrNasUri .....

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gusse thaIne dezavaTo Ape.) azubha adhyavasAya (gussAnA vicArathI paNa lakSmI jAya.), ayogya sthAne rahevuM. rAjya viruddha kathA kahevI. ItyAdi kAraNasara mahAna zrImaMto paNa daridra banI jatA hoya che. enAthI viparIta kAraNothI raMka paNa zrImaMta banI jatA hoya che. ApaNI pAse paNa atyaMtara cAritra saMpatti che. te luMTAI na jAya tenI takedArI rAkhavAnI che. guru, gaccha Adi cAritra dhananI vRddhi karanArA paribaLo che. adhyAtma gItAH sadguru yogathI bahula jIva, koI vaLI sahajathI thaI sajIva; Atmazakti karI graMthi bhedI, bhedajJAnI thayo AtmavedI... 19o. * vidyA hoThe joIe. paisA khIsAmAM joIe. udhAra paisAthI mAlana maLe. udhAra jJAna sAdhanAmAM kAma na lAge. mATe ja kahuM chuM A adhyAtma gItA kaMThastha karajo. * AgaLanA pagathIyA para javuM hoya to pAchaLanA pagathIyA pasAra karavA paDe, tyAM majabUtIthI sthira thavuM paDe. enA mATe paLa-paLanI dhyAna rAkhavI paDe. thoDI sAvadhAnI gaI ne guNasthAnaka gayuM. eka sarakhuM guNasthAnaka to mAtra bhagavAnane ja rahe maLelI bhUmikAmAM sthiratA ane AgaLa vadhavAnI preraNA kriyA karavAthI maLe che, ema ApaNane sadguru samajAve che. keTalAka jIvo sadganA samAgamathI rAga-dveSanI tIvra gAMTha bhedIne Atma-zakti pragaTa kare che, samyagdarzana pragaTa kare che. ahIM thatuM jJAna viSaya pratibhAsa nahi, paNa AtmapariNatimAna jJAna hoya che. ATaluM thaI jAyatomAnava-jIvanasaphaLa. samyagdarzana maLatAM bheda jJAna thAya che, zarIrathI AtmAnI bhinnatA anubhavamAM Ave che. keTalAka jIvo marUdevA mAtAnI jema guru vinA paNa graMthibheda karI letA hoya che. dravya guNa-paryAya anaMtanI thaI paratIta, jANyo Atama kartA - bhoktA gaI parabhIta; zraddhA-yoge upanyo bhAsana sunaya satya, sAdhyAlaMbI cetanA vaLagI Atamatatva...." !AravA kevaLajJAnAdinA anaMtA paryAyonI pratIti thaI. mAro AtmA svaguNano kartAbhoktA che, tenI khAtarI thaI. tethI para-pudgalano bhaya TaLI gayo. AvI zraddhAnA yoge sunayanuM jJAna lAdhyuM (bIjAnayone khoTA na kahetAM potAnuM maMDana kahe te sunaya kahevAya.) AvI cetanA sAdhyatattvanuM AlaMbana laI Atmatattvane vaLagI rahe che. ... kahe kalApUrNasUri 468 ...

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vyAkhyAna, nivA2, jJAnapaMcamI, 13-11-99. * mAnava bhava paMcendriya - paripUrNatA vagere khUba-khUba ApaNane maLyuM che, paNa enA sadupayoganI kaLA guru pAsethI na meLavI to badhuM nirarthaka che. * jainakuLamAM janmyA eTale oghathI paNa navakAra gaNavA, darzana-pUjArthe javuM, vyAkhyAnamAM javuM vagere svAbhAvika rIte maLI ja jAya. * prabhAvanAnA lobhe paNa pUjAdi arthe javAnuM thAya. ame pote prabhAvanAnA lobhe jatA. prabhAvanAmAM garabaDanI bIke te baMdha na karAya. nemisUrinA lodI - cAturmAsa vakhate garabaDanA kAraNe prabhAvanA baMdha rAkhavAmAM AvI, paNa nemisUrijIe hAka mArIne pharI zarU karAvelI. * Aje jJAna-paMcamI che. jJAnamAM pramAda karIe to jJAnakuzIla kahevAIe. e pramANe bIje paNa darzanakuzIlAdi paNa samajavA. pAMca prahara svAdhyAya Adi na karIe to jJAnakuzIlanuM vizeSaNa maLI jAya. jJAnanuM phaLa virati maLe tyAre te jJAna saphaLa bane. jaDathI ApaNane bhinna batAvanAra jJAna che. jJAna jIvano bhAvaprANa che. kahe kalApUrNasUri dravyaprANa cAlyA jAya, ahIM ja rahI jAya, bhAvaprANa sAthe ja rahe. bhAvaprANa na hoya to dravyaprANanI koI kiMmata nathI. maDaduM juo. temAM dravyaprANa che, paNa bhAvaprANa ... 469

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nathI. maDadAnI koI kiMmata nathI. * nAma A zarIranuM che, vaLI ekalpita che. AtmA to anAmI che. nAma mAtra oLakhANa ane vyavahAra mATe che. e sivAya bIjI koI upayogitA nathI. nAmalakSmIcaMda hoya ne lakSmI na hoya evuM bane. nAma jIvaNalAla hoya ne mRtyu pathArIe paDelA hoya evuM bane. nAma Izvara hoya ne sAva kaMgALa hoya, evuM bane. evuM cAre bAju ApaNe joIe paNa chIe chatAM A nAma mATe keTalI mAthAkuTa karIe chIe? lagabhaga ardhI jIMdagI to ApaNe A nazvara nAmane amara karavA pAchala kharcI daIe chIe. samyajJAna ApaNane zIkhave che. A nAma ane rUpano moha choDa. anAmI ane arUpI prabhune seva. * jJAna vagarano mANasa pazu kahevAyo che. pazuthI mANasane bhinna karanAra jJAna jJAnanI utkRSTa ArAdhanA karI mANasa potAnI aMdara rahela divyatA khIlavI zake che. jJAnathI dUra rahIne te pazutAmAM paNa sarI zake che. * pahelA bALako bhaNavA jatAM pahelA sarasvatInI pUjA karatA. sarasvatIno ahIM koI virodha nathI. ene ApaNe 'zruta-devatA kahIe chIe. roja pratikramaNAdimAM ApaNe zruta-devatAnuM smaraNa karIe chIe. mRtadevatA eTale Agama. bhagavAna jeTalI ja kiMmata AgamanI gaNAya. bhagavAnanA virahamAM to AgamanI kiMmata anekagaNI vadhI jAya. - amane Agama na maLyA hota to ame zuM karata? cuMTaNI pracArakonI jema mAtra bhASaNa Apata, jemAM svaprazaMsA ane paraniMdA sivAya kazuM na hoya. apekSAe mUrtithI paNa Agama caDIyAtA che. A mUrti pUjya che, evuM batAvanAra paNa Agama ja che. AMkha ane pagabannemAM kiMmatI koNa? AMkha. paga cAlavAnuM, mahenatanuM kAma kare che, AMkha ArAmathI upara beThI che, khAsa kAMI kAma karatI jaNAtI nathI, chatAM AMkha ja mUlyavAna gaNAya, pagane kAMTA, viSThA, jIvahiMsA AdithI bacAvanAra AMkha che. paga = kriyA. 470 *** ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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AMkha = zAna. mATe ja upAdhyAya yazovijayajIe jJAnasAramAM jJAnavagaranI kriyA ane kriyA vagaranA jJAna vacce khajuo ane sUrya jeTalo pharaka batAvyo che. jJAnanI ArAdhanAthI keTalo lAbha ? jJAnanI virAdhanAthI keTalo geralAbha ? te ApaNe varadatta ane guNamaMjarInI kathAthI ghaNIvAra sAMbhaLI cUkyA chIe. varadatte pUrvanA AcAryanA bhavamAM vAcanA Adi baMdha karIne ane guNamaMjarIe suMdarInA bhavamAM putrone abhaNa rAkhIne pustakAdi jalAvIne jJAnAvaraNIya karma bAMdheluM. banne mUMgA janmyA. jJAnapaMcamInI ArAdhanAthI banne sukhI thayA. ApaNe paNa jJAnanI virAdhanA karIkarIne ghaNIvAra varadatta ane guNamaMjarI jevA jaDa ane mUMgA banyA hoIzuM, paNa pachIno uttarArdha ApaNA jIvanamAM nahi ghaTyo hoya, jJAnapaMcamInI ArAdhanAthI ApaNe lAbhAnvita nahi banyA hoIe. jo tema thayuM hota to Aje ApaNI AvI hAlata na hota ! padmapura nagaramAM caturbhrAnI ajitasenAcArye dezanAmAM jJAnapradhAna dezanA ApI : badhI kriyAnuM mULa zraddhA che, bhakti che. zraddhAnuM mULa paNa jJAna che. ItyAdi dezanA sAMbhaLIne varadattanA pitA rAjAe varadattanA mUMgApaNA aMge tathA guNamaMjarInA pitAe guNamaMjarInA mUMgApaNA aMge prazna pUchyA. AcArya bhagavaMte bannenA pUrvabhava kahyA, jJAnAvaraNIya karma kaI rIte bAMdhyuM, te badhuM samajAvyuM. sAcI mAtA bhaNAvavA mATe kALajI rAkhe. guNamaMjarInA jIve suMdarInA bhavamAM adhyApakanI avahIlanA karI. putrone bhaNatarathI choDAvI dIdhA. pATI - pustaka Adi saLagAvI dIdhA. AthI bhayaMkara jJAnAvaraNIya karma bAMdhyuM. moTA thayA pachI chokarAonekoI kanyAna ApatAM khIjAyelA patie patnI suMdarIno UdhaDo lIdho. suMdarI paNa gAMjI jAya tevI nahotI, e garjI : ''chokarI mAnI, chokarA bApanA gaNAya. chokarAnI javAbadArI tamArI gaNAya. mane zAnA dabaDAvo cho ? tame kahe kalApUrNasUri 471

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mUrakhane tamArA bApa paNa mUrakha. tame mUrakha ho to chokarA kyAMthI vidvAna bane? Akhare olAda to tamArI ja ne?" ItyAdi sAMbhaLavAthI gusse bharAyelA patie tenA para sleTa pheMkI. mAthAmAM jorathI vAgatAM te marI gaI. e ja suMdarI Aje guNamaMjarI banI che. zrIpuranagara - vAsudeva zeTha - be putraH vAsusAra ane vAsudara munisuMdarasUrinA paricayathI bannee dIkSA lIdhI. nAnAbhAI hoMziyAra hatA. bhaNI-gaNIne AcArya banyA. vAcanAdimAM kuzaLa banyA. moTAbhAImAM khAsa buddhi nahotI. paNa moTA AcAryo paNa kevA bhUle che? te jovA jevuM che. mATe ja pratikSaNa sAvadhAnI moTA sAdhakane paNa jarUrI hoya che. eka vakhate AcAryazrI saMthAryA. e ja vakhate eka ziSya pUchavA Avyo. ene joIne bIjA paNa AvyA. AcAryazrInI UMgha bagaDI. UMgha bagaDatAM mana bagaDyuM. vicAre caDyAH AnA karatAM moTAbhAInI jema mUrNarahyo hota to sAruM hatuM! mUrkhanA 8 guNo yAda AvyA. mUrkhatvaM, hi sakhe mamApi rucitaM tasmin yadaSTau guNA / nizcinto bahubhojano'trapamanA naktaM dinaM zAyakaH / / kAryA'kAryavicAraNAndhabadhiro mAnA'pamAne samaH / prAyeNA''mayavarjito dRDhavapuH mUrkhaH sukhaM jIvati / / nizcittatA, ghaNuM bhojana khAI zakavAnI zakti, nirlajatA, rAta-divasa sUI rahevAnuM kArya ke akAryanI vicAraNA ja nahiM karavAnI, mAna ke apamAnamAM samabhAva, rogarahitatA, majabUta zarIra, A ATha mUrkhanA guNo che. tethI he mitra ! mane paNa mUrkhatA game che." basa, have temaNe bhaNAvavAnuM baMdhakyuM. enA kAraNe A bhavamAM te mUMgo banyo che. eThe moDhe bolavuM, khIssAmAM chApelA kAgaLa Adi rAkhI vaDI-laghunItie javuM, akSarovALA vastro paheravA, akhabAro para besavuM-UThavuM ItyAdi, phoTAo para paga mUkavA vagere jJAnanI AzAtanAo che. zrutajJAnanI virAdhanA karIzuM to baherA-mUMgA banavuM paDaze, ArAdhanA karIzuM to zrutajJAna kevaLajJAna sudhI laI jaze. 472 .... ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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dvavAra, DA, suda - 6, 14-11-99. * vyApAramATe mUDI joIe. vadhu mUDI hoya to vadhu mAla hovAnA kAraNe vepAra vadhu thAya. mUDI eTale jJAna. mAla eTale kriyA, vepArano napho eTale karmanI nirjarI. thoDuM jJAna hoya to paracUraNavepArI ke pherIyA jeTalI kamANI (karma-nirjarA) thAya. ghaNuM jJAna hoya to moTI dukAnanA vepArInI jema dhUma kamANI thAya. jJAnanI khUba ja mUDI roko. khUba ja napho thaze. e mATe gurukulavAsa joIe, e bhUlatA nahi zreSTha gurukulavAsa, zreSTha sAthIo, zreSTha (sulakSaNA) upakaraNo rAkhIe to khUba ja karma-nirjarArUpa napho thAya. ApaNuM jJAna bhale ochuM hoya, paNa apratihata sAmarthyavALA jJAnI gurunuM jJAna ApaNane kAma lAge. amArA nasIbane ame keTaluM vakhANIe? anAyAse amane evA gurUdeva maLI gayA. puNya sArA hoya to kulakSaNA sAdhanathI paNa mANasa kamAI le, jelamAM paNa kamAI le, nazIba mAThuM hoya to sulakSaNA sAdhanathI paNa mANasa daridra ja rahe. evuM banI zake. paNa ahIM sugurunI nizrA tame jinAjJApUrvaka svIkAro to kharAba thavAno koI ja cAnsa nathI. mATe zubha gurunI prApti mATe prayatna karavo joIe. sau prathama guru ane gurukuLa kevA? te jovuM joIe. gurumahAna guNathI yukta hoya. jema moTA udAra zeTha pAse nokarI karatA ho ne e zeThano tamArA para prema hoya to kahe kalApUrNasUri .. ... 473

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dhIre dhIre tame enI pAsethI udhAra mAla laIne dhaMdho zarU karo to keTalA mAlaMmAla thaI jAva? tema jJAnadAtA udAra guru maLI jAya to kAma thaI jAya. na AvA guru maLavAthI yAda rAkho ke guNano yoga thavAno ja. gurunA guNo jotAM jotAM ziSyamAM paNa saMkrAnta thavAnA ja. vAMcavAthI na Ave te jovAthI Ave. pU. paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. pAse traNa varSa rahevAthI emanA guNo pratyakSa jovA maLyA. AthI khUba ja phAyado thayo. navasArI - AdinAthavALA traNa-cAra varSathI pratiSThA mATe vinaMti karatA rahyA. Akhare beDAmAM pUjya paM. bhadraMkara vi. e emane samajAvI dIdhA. pachI pU. subodhasAgarasUrijI pAse pratiSThA karAvI. paMnyAsajI ma. pAse rahevAthI amane khUba ja phAyado thayo. uttama zeThane koI na choDe to uttama gurune ziSya zI rIte choDe ? gurukulavAsIno puNya ane guNano bhaMDAra bharAto ja cAle. guruvinaya karavAthI te sAdhu bIjAne mArgadarzaka bane. tamArA dRSTAMtathI bIjAne paNa preraNA maLaze. gurukula - vAsa mArga che. kAraNake jJAna darzana cAritranI prApti ane pAlana guruphulavAsathI ja thaI zake. Atma nivedana eTale potAnI jAtane gurunA caraNomAM dharI devI te. tame gurunuM bahumAna karo cho, tyAre kharekhara gautamasvAmIthI mAMDIne badhA ja guruonuM bahumAna karo cho, tIrthaMkaranI AjJAnuM pAlana karo cho. kAraNake gurukula-vAsanuM sevana karavuM te tIrthaMkaranI ja AjJA che. gurukulamAM rahevAthI veyAvaccano lAbha maLe. zuddha jJAnAdinI prApti thAya. Aje AvyuM, kAle gayuM evuM nahi, paNa haMmeza Take tevuM jJAna maLe. AdithI darzanAdinI paNa prApti thAya. adhyAtma gItA H : * samyaktva be rIte maLe nisarga ane adhigamathI. : 474 ... ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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koIne loTarIthI dhana maLe. (nisarga..) koIne puruSArthathI dhana maLe. (adhigama...) IlAcI, bharata ItyAdine thayeluM kevaLajJAna naisargika nagaNAya emAM pUrvajanmano puruSArtha kAraNa gaNAya. marudevInuM kevalajJAnanaisargika gaNAya. * jIvanamAM bhUla thAya te moTI vAta nathI. pazcAttApa ane prAyazcitta karavuM te moTI vAta nathI. mArgabhUlI javo moTI vAta nathI. bhUlyA pachI tyAMthI pAchA pharavuM moTI vAta che. ghaNA to khoTA mArgathI paNa pAchA pharavA taiyAra nathI hotA. amArAdarzanavijayajI ma. gharANA pAse AvIne paNa rasto bhUlatAM gharANAnA badale lAkaDIo pahoMcI gayA hatA. * sAcuM yathApravRttikaraNa te, je apUrvakaraNa anivRttikaraNa lAvI samyakatva Ape. bAkI e pahelA ghaNA yathApravRttikaraNa kya. paNa e badhA sabhyatva ApI na zakyA. carama yathApravRttikaraNa ja samyatva Ape. "IndacandrAdi pada roga jANyo, zuddha nija zuddhatA dhana pichANyo; Atmadhana anya Ape na core, koNa jagadIna vaLI koNa jore?" ra1 atyAra sudhI ISTa vastu maLatAM sukha maLaze, evI je bhramaNA hatI te AtmA maLatAM jatI rahe che. Atmadhana maLatAM AvA sukho - Indra- candrAdinA sukho paNa roga lAge. kAraNake teNe aMdaranuM sukha jANI lIdhuM che. AvA sAdhakane dInatA kadI na hoya. mArA Atma-dhanane koI corI zakaze nahi, koI rAjA paDAvI zakaze nahi. koI jabaradastIthI AMcakI zakaze nahi. pachI bhaya zAno? je mAruM che te javAnuM nathI. je jAya che te mAruM nathI. pachI bhaya zAno? kahe kalApUrNasUri ....

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somavAra, ThA. suTha - 7, 17-11-99. * je ullAsathI dIkSA le te ullAsathI pALe ja, pachI ATalo upadeza zA mATe? paNa, jIvanA pariNAmo eka sarakhA nathI rahI zakatA. pariNAmomAM haMmezA vadha-ghaTa thayA ja kare. kAraNake te kSAyopazamika che. A kAraNe ja siMha + ziyALanI caturbhagI zAstromAM batAvI che. manamAM satata UThatI vidha-vidha vRttio para vijaya meLavavo kAMI sahelo nathI. saMyamamAM satata mana lagAvavuM kAMI gulAbanA mArge cAlavA jevuM saheluM nathI. ApaNA pariNAmo satata jaLavAI rahe mATe ja zAstrakAroe zAstro racyA che. mATe ja mahApuruSonA jIvana sAMbhaLavAnA che. mATe ja mahApuruSonA nAma sAMbhaLavAnA che. bharaDesarasajhAyazuM che? mahApuruSonAnAmo che mAtra. emanAnAmomAM emano ItihAsa chupAyelo che. ekeka nAmamAM saMyama ane sattvanuM baLa bharyuM che. siMha jevA pariNAmo jyAre ziyALa jevA banavA lAge tyAre ene TakAvanArI dharmazAstrono upadeza che, mahAruSonA nAma che. gurUkula-vAsano sauthI moTo lAbha roja savAre gurunA darzana maLe te che. roja puNyanA bhaMDAra bharAya. namaskAra bhAva puNyanuM parama kAraNa che. ApaNo vinaya joI bIjA vinaya zIkhe. bIjA paNa guskulavAsa seve. cAritramAM paNa sthiratA rahe, vRddhonI pAse rahevAthI saMyama surakSita rahe. e paNa gurukulavAsano mahAna lAbha che. A dIkSA jJAnAdinI sAdhanA mATe lIdhI che, te guru-sevAthI ja thaI zake. ... kahe kalApUrNasUri 476 ...

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vizuddha saMyamathI yogya ziSyo maLe ne teo paNa gurunI jema nirmaLa ArAdhanA re. AthI janmAMtaramAM paNa zuddha mArganI prApti thAya. A janmamAM maLelo zuddha mArga sUcave che ke pUrvajanmamAM ApaNe saMyamanI vizuddha sAdhanA karI che. zuddhi ane azuddhinA saMskAro janmAMtaro sudhI cAlatA hoya che. cilAtIputra ItyAdinA udAharaNo ApaNe jANIe chIe. gurukula-vAsa mokSanuM mukhya kAraNa che. kAraNake mokSamArgarUpa ratnatrayI gurukuLavAsathI ja maLe che. bhagavAna mahAvInA 700 sAdhu, 1400 sAdhvIo gautamasvAmInA 50 hajAra ziSyo mokSamAM gayAchetevizuddha saMyamanAbaLegayA che. to saMyamanI vizuddhimAM upe zI rIte karAya? adhyAtma gItAH jJAnAdine ujjavala banAvavA adhyAtma-yoga joIe. mana Adi traNano zubha vyApAra te adhyAtma yoga. * jeTalA aMze AtmAnI ruci, teTalA ja aMze tenI jANakArI. jeTalA aMze jANakArI, teTalA ja aMze tame tenI ramaNatA tame karI zako. Ama ruci, zakti ane ramaNatA uttarottara avalaMbita che. pudgaladravyonI ruci, jJAti ane ramaNatAno anubhava ApaNane che, paNa AtmAno koI ja anubhava nathI. AtmA pote ja potAnAthI ja ajANa che. badhAne joI zakanArI AMkha potAne ja joI zakatI nathI. * cAritra-pAlanathI AtmAnubhUti pragaTe ja. na pragaTe to cAritra pAlanamAM khAmI samajavI. * mithyAtva ane cAritramohanIya (karma)nI nirjarA thAya tyAre avazya AnaMda (AtmAnaMda) pragaTeja.karma-nirjarAne jANavAnI Aja kasoTI che. eAnaMdasamatAno, prazamano hoya. 4 moharAjAno Dara tyAM sudhI ja lAge, jyAM sudhI ApaNe Atmazakti ane prabhu-bhaktinI zakti na jANIe. bakarAnA ToLAmAMnA siMhane nija - siMhatvanI jANa thaI jAya, pachI e zAno Dare? "tapa-japa moha mA tophAne nAva na cAlemAne re, kahe kalApUrNasUri ....... *.. 477

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paNa muja navi bhava hAthohAthe, tAre te che sAthe re.." - yazovijayajInA A udgAro juo. "Atama sarva samAna, nidhAna mahAsukhakaMda, siddhataNA sAdharmika sattAe guNa vRMda; jeha svajAti baMdhu tehathI koNa kare vadha baMdha, pragaTyo bhAva ahiMsaka jANe zuddha prabaMdha..." 22 Aja sudhI jIvo para dveSa hato te have maitrImAM badalAI jAya che. jeo ApaNuM mAne nahi, ApaNuM apamAna kare tevA, jIvo pratye paNa prema vahe apunabaMdhaka (mArgAnusArI)mAM mitrAdi daSTio AvI gaI. anyadarzanIomAM paNa AvA sAdhako maLI Ave. je sarva para prema varasAvatA hoya, prabhune bhajatA hoya cAhe te allAha, Izvara, rAma, rahIma, kRSNa ke bIjA koI nAme Izvarane pokAratA hoya. juo 'allAha" ane "ahama mAM keTaluM sAmya che? bannemAM pahelA "a" ane chelle ha che vacce no la" thaI gayo che, eTalo ja "allAhamAM pharaka che. Avo sAdhaka sone zI rIte jue? 'mAtmavat sarvabhUteSu - sarva jIvone potAnI jema jue mAtRvat parApu !'parastrIomAM mAtAnuM rUpa jue. ' yaH pazyati pati - e ja kharI rIte jue che. sarva jIvomAM siddhatvanuM aizvarya paDeluM che, e rIte jagatanA sarva jIvo sAdharmikabaMdhu banyA, teno vadha-baMdha zI rIte thai zake? emAM to siddhonuM ja apamAna gaNAya. 478 ... ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri www

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maMgaLavAra, 8aa. suda - 8, 16-11-99. * tharmomITarathI jaNAtI garamI aMdaranA tAvane jaNAve tema bahAra vyakta thatA rAga-dveSAdi bhAvo aMdaranA karma-rogane jaNAve che. adhyAtma-yoga vinA A karmaroga jAya tema nathI. hoTalamAM jaIne orDara vadhune vadhu ApatA jAva tema vadhu ne vadhu bIla caDatuM jAya, pudgalano bhogavaTo vadhu ne vadhu karatA jaIe toya tema tenuM bIla vadhatuM jAya. * graMthibheda thAya tyAre mAtra prabhu ja nahi, jagatanA sarva jIvo paNa pUrNa dekhAya, siddhanA sAdharmiko lAge. jJAna sAranA pahelA aSTakamAM A ja vAta samajAvI che. Avo sAdhaka anaMtakAya kema khAI zake ? ekeka jIvamAM tene pUrNatA dekhAya. eka jIvanuM tame apamAna karo cho. eTale Akhare tame tamAruM ja apamAna karo cho, evAta samajavI rahI. tripRSThazadhyApAlakanuM apamAnarjI kAnamAM sIsAnorasareDAvyo, pariNAma zuM AvyuM? mahAvIranA bhavamAM kAnamAM khIlAnI vedanA anubhavavI paDI. "jJAnanI tIkSNatA caraNa teha, jJAna ekatvatA dhyAna ge; Atma tAdAbhyatA pUrNabhAve, tadA nirmaLAnaMda saMpUrNa pAve.." ra3 hiMsAmAM jIvanuM duHkha jANe che chatAM bacAvI zakato nathI, tenuM duHkha samyakatvIne hoya che, mATe ja te duHkhI hoya che. talavAra tANa hoya to kAma lAge. kahe kalApUrNasUri . *** 479

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jJAna tIkSNa hoya to dhyAna thaI zake, dhyAna tIkSNa hoya to svabhAva-ramaNatA thaI zake. bajAramAM mAla levA rokaDuM nANuM joIe tema ahIM paNa rokaDuM jJAna joIe. udhAra jJAna na cAle. yuddhanA morace zastrAgAramAM rahelI topa kAma na lAge, hAjara hoya te ja zastra kAma lAge. pustakamAM ke noTomAM raheluM jJAna kAma na lAge, jIvanamAM UtAreluM jJAna ja kAma lAge. e ja cAritra che, e ja dhyAnanuM ghara che. jyAre paNa tame nirmaLAnaMda pAmavA cAhatA ho tyAre jJAna tIkSNa banAvavuM ja paDaze. 40... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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budhavAra, kA. suda - 9, 17-11-99. guruno parivAra te gaccha. tyAM rahenArane vipula karmanirjarA thAya. kAraNake tyAM vinaya vikase che, sAraNA-vAraNAdi maLe che. tethI doSo dUra thAya che. temano vinaya joI navA paNa te zIkhe. AthI tenI paraMparA cAle. A khUba moTo lAbha che. bIjAnI ArAdhanAmAM kAraNa banavuM atiprazasta lAbha che. 1) sAraNA - smAraNA = yAda karAvavuM. = paDilehaNa vagere koIpaNa vAta yAda karAvavI. 2) vAraNA - niSedha karavo. azubha pravRttithI bIjAne aTakAvavo. 3) coyaNA - codanA - preraNA. bIjAne uMcA guNasthAnake caDavA preraNA ApavI. je je guNanI yogyatA dekhAya temAM preraNA ApavI. 4) paDicoyaNA - praticodanA - pratipreraNA H ayogya vartanathI na aTake to tADanAdino paNa prayoga karavo. A cAreya vAta gacchamAM ja hoI zake. gacchano A bahu moTo lAbha che. gacchamAM eka-bIjA sahAyaka banavAthI mokSa nikaTa bane che. AdinAtha bhagavAnanA jIve pUrvabhavamAM jIvAnaMda vaidya tarIke pAMca mitro sAthe kevI kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... 481

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muninI sevA karelI ? tenA prabhAvathI bharata, bAhubalI, brAhmI, suMdarI ane zreyAMsakumAra vagere badhA aMtima bhave mokSe gayA. sahakArano keTalo moTo prabhAva che ? sAraNA vagere thatA rahe te gacchamAM rahenAra ziSyanuM zIghra kalyANa thAya che. * Aje paM. bhadraMkara vijayajInuM thoDuM ciMtana vAgoLIe. luNAvAthI (vi.saM. 2033) kaccha AvatI vakhate prasAdI rUpe je noTa ApI te kholuM chuM. zuddha AjJAyoga ane bhAvadharma zuM cIja che ? te joIe. dharmanA 4 prakAra : dAna, zIla, tapa ane bhAva. 4 prakArano dharma samagra jagatane upakAraka che. bhagavAnanA 4 mukha 4 prakAranA dharma ekIsAthe batAvavA ja jANe ryA che, tevI kalikAla sarvajJa zrI hemacandrasUrijIe kalpanA karelI che. bhAvadharma tAttvika che. bAkInA traNa enA sAdhaka che. e traNa vinA bhAvadharma utpanna na thAya. kezI ane gautama maLyA tyAre carcA thai, samAdhAna thayuM, AjanI jema koI jhagaDA na thayA. uttarAdhyayanamAM AnuM eka AkhuM adhyayana che. pU. kanakasUrijI 'e doya gaNadharA' sajjhAya khAsa bolatA. sAMbhaLatAM AnaMda Avato. bIjA pratye aucitya sevIe tyAre ApaNA para ja ApaNe upakAra karIe chIe. * bIjAne dharmamAM joDavAmAM nimitta banavuM enAthI bIjuM rUDuM zuM ? Ane ''viniyoga'' kahevAya. tame kharAba karazo to tamAruM joIne bIjA kharAba zIkhaze. moharAjAnA mAlano viniyoga thaze. tamAre kono mAla khapAvavo che ? dharmarAjA taraphathI svarga-apavarga maLaze.. moharAja taraphathI kamIzanarUpe saMsAra-bhramaNa maLaze. viniyoga utkRSTa kakSAe kare tene dharmarAjA bhagavAna banAve. viniyoga ochI mAtrAe thato jAya tema tema tene gaNadhara, yugapradhAna, AcAryAdi pada ApatA jAya. 482 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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adhyAtma gItA "cetana astisvabhAvamAM, johana bhAse bhAva, tethI bhinna arocaka, rocaka Atma svabhAva; samakita bhAve bhAve, Atama zakti anaMta, karma - nAzana ciMtana, nANe te matimaMta..."Arajo. * jJAna-dhyAnamAM masta apramatta muni mohathI na Dare, karmathI na Dare koI durbhAva pedA karavAnI zakti e karmomAM nathI hotI. urdu e karmo munithI Dare kyAre ahIMthI bhAgI chuTIe. A dazAmAM vibhAvadazAthI arUci, Atma svabhAvanI ja ruci hoya. * AtmapradezamAM karma ane guNo banne che. eka asti svabhAvathI, bIjA nAsti svabhAvathI che. karma saMyoga saMbaMdhathI vastranI jema rahelA che. guNo samavAya saMbaMdhathI cAmaDInI jema rahelA che. guNo ati svabhAve ane karmo nAsti svabhAve che. sattAmAM guNo anAdithI che, tema karmo paNa anAdithI che. paNa bannenA saMyogamAM ghaNo pharaka che. gharanA kuTuMbI ane nokarImAM pharaka kharo ne? vastramAM mela paNa che ne taMtu paNa che, pharaka kharo ne? karmo mela che, guNo taMtu che. karmo nokara che, guNo kuTuMbIo che. ApaNe guNone, kuTuMbIone kADhIe chIe, ne uddhata nokarone (doSone) kADhavAne badale paMpALIe chIe. * DaoNkTarane pUchyA vinA potAnI meLe davA laIne dardInIrogIna banI zake, tema guru vinA potAnI meLe ziSya bhAvarogathI mukta na banI zake. kahe kalApUrNasUri ... 48 3

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adhyAtma gItA. ''vyavahArathI jIva bhale baMdhAyelo che, paNa nizcayathI e alipta che. kAraNake badhA ja dravyo paraspara apravezI che. anAdikALathI jIva ane pudgala sAthe hoya, chatAM jIva pudgala nathI banato ane pudgala jIva nathI banato.'' AvI vAto jANato hovAthI alipta mohano parAjaya kare che. mohane jItavAnA A tIkSNa zastro che. guruvAra, kA. suda. 10, 18-11-99. sAdhaka * jJAnasAra vyavahAra ane nizcaya bannenA saMtulanavALo adbhuta grantha che. mATe khUba ja upayogI che. mATe ja pU. devacandrajIe yazovijayajIne bhagavAna kahIne tenA para 'jJAnamaMjarI' TIkA lakhI che. jJAnasAra sarvamAnya graMtha che. * je pudgalo svathI bhinna che, tenA para prema zo ? tenA para Asakti zI ? ema apramatta muni jANe che. jyAre ApaNane pudgalo para gADha Asakti che, pudgalo potAnA lAge che. jyAM sudhI ApaNA taraphathI satkAra ane sanmAna maLatA raheze tyAM sudhI pudgalo Atma - gharamAMthI nIkaLavAnuM nAma nahi le. guMdarIyA mahemAno ne roja mIThAI ApyA karo, pachI zAnA jAya ? apramatta muni A guMdarIyA mahemAnane oLakhI gayA che. te, temane satkAra ApavAnuM baMdha kare che. svadravyAdi 4thI astitva. 484 ... ............. kahe kalApUrNasUri

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padravyAdi 4thI nAstitva AtmAmAM raheluM che. arthAt nAstitvanuM paNa AtmAmAM astitva che. moharAjAnuM badhuM ja lazkara AtmAnA nAstitvarUpe ja raheluM che, astitvarUpe nahi ja. A vAtano ApaNane khyAlana hovAthI ja ApaNe duHkhI chIe. AtmA to nirmaLa sphaTika jevo che. emAM kyAMya azuddhino aMza nathI. jIvanathI kaMTALI jaIe, hatAzA ApaNane gherI vaLe tyAre zuddha svarUpano vicAra ApaNAmAMthI kAyaratAne bhagADI mUke che. durgAdAsa bahuja jijJAsu zrAvaka hato, enI vinaMtIthI ja adhyAtmagItAnI racanA thaI che. te vakhate lADubena nAmanI zrAvikA khUba ja jijJAsu hatI. te enA tattvapUrNa patrathI samajAya che. e patra eka pustakamAM chapAyelo che. "svaguNa ciMtanarase buddhi ghAle, AtmasattA bhaNI je nihAle; zuddha syAdvAda pada je saMbhAle, para ghare te muni kema cAle?" pUrapA * Aje bhale pitAnI rakama che, paNa kAle e putranI ja thavAnI, tema bhagavAnanuM aizvarya aMtatogatvA bhaktanuM ja che. * bhagavAnanI mUrti ane bhagavAnanA Agama ApaNA mATe darpaNa che, jemAM nirIkSaNa karatAM tarata ja ApaNA doSo dekhAvA lAge. krodhanA AvezamAM hoIe ne bhagavAnanI zAMta pratimA joIe tyAre ApaNe kevA lAgIe? kyAM zAMtarasamaya prabhu? kyAM krodhathI dhamadhamato huM? bhagavAnanA Agamo vAMcatAM paNa ApaNA aDhaLaka doSo spaSTa dekhAya. darpaNa koI ja pakSapAta karato nathI. tame raDatA ho to tamAruM moM raDatuM batAve. hasatA ho to hasatuM batAve bhagavAnanI mUrti ane Agama paNa koI pakSapAta karatA nathI. je che te ja batAve che. * bhagavAnanI pUjA vastutaH AtmAnI ja pUjA che. guruke bhagavAna potAno vinaya karAvatA nathI, ke potAnI pUjA karAvatA nathI, paNa sAdhanoA ja mArga che e pUjA-vinaya karato jAya tema teno sAdhanAno rasto spaSTa banato jAya, ene potAne ja lAbha thato jAya. kahe kalApUrNasUri .... ... 485

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mATe ja "jeha dhyAna arihaMta ko soDI AtamadhyAna." ema kahevAyuM che. mATe ja prabhunA guNomAM magnatA te vastutaH AtmAmAM ja magnatA che, ema jaNAvAyuM che. jene AtmAmAM ramaNatArUpa amRta maLI gayuM tene parabhAvano vicAra haLAhaLa jhera lAge. svabhAvadazA amRta che. vibhAvadazA jhera che. jhera choDIne amRta-pAna kare, eTalI ja zIkhAmaNa che. "yasta jJAnasudhAsindhau, parabrahmaNi maDhanatA / viSayAntara-cAratakSya hAhitnopama: '' jJAna amRtano dariyo che. e parabrahmarUpa che. emAM je DUbI gayo tene bIjA viSayo haLAhaLa jhera jevA lAge. 486 *** ...... kahe kalApUrNasUri

Page #498
DarI : zukravAra, ThA. suda - 11, 19-11-99. * sAdhanA vadhe tema Atmazakti vadhe. sAdhanApadhAravA bhakti ane zruta-abhyAsa vadhAravo joIe, te mujaba (cAritra) jIvavuM joIe. A traNeya anuSThAna guNa - samRddhi vadhAre, doSonI hAni kare. davA tene ja kahevAya, je roga maTADe tathA puSTi paNa kare. * prabhunI AjJA bhAvadharma sAthe saMbaMdha dharAve che. A vAta upadezapadamAM haribhadrasUrijIe savistara banAvI che. zuddha AjJAyogathI adhyAtma adhyAtmathI kriyAyoga kriyAyogathI vimarza ane vimarzathI tAtvika sparzanA. tattvasparzanAthI puNyAnubaMdhI puNaya baMdhAya, * davA traNa rIte jaNAya. 1) roga nivRtti. 2) ArogyanI vRddhi. 3) saudarya- tuSTi - puSTi - prasannatAnI vRddhi. jinAjJA paNa traNa kAryathI parakhAya. 1) navA karmone roke - saMvara. 2) azubha karmone toDe - nirjaca. kahe kalApUrNasUri .. ... 487

Page #499
3) zubha karma baMdhAya - puNya. e traNenuM phaLa paramapada - mokSa maLe. dharma kevaLa kriyAparaka nathI, paNa bhAvaparaka che. guNa - sthAnakonI gaNatrI bhAvathI thAya che, kriyAthI nahi. vepAramAM napho mukhya hoya che tema dharmamAM bhAva mukhya che. vepAramAM badhA padArthomAM bhAva (kiMmata) mukhya che. eka K G. loDhuM 15 rUA.mAM maLe ane 1 tolo sonuM pAMca hajAramAM maLe. kaI vastu keTalA bhAvamAM veco cho, tenI vepAramAM kiMmata che. bhAvanI vadha-ghaTa para napho-nukazAna AdhArita che. ahIM dharmamAM paNa bhAva mukhya che. jIvatva badhAmAM samAna hovA chatAM bhavya, abhavya, durvyavya vagere bhedo bhAvanA kAraNe paDe che. dharma bhAvanAzIla vyaktine ja lAgu paDe. varasAda paDe, paNa phAyado kaI dharatIne thAya ? jemAM bIja vavAyelA hoya tene, ahIM paNa bhAva, bIjanA sthAne che. bhAva ane adhyAtma banne eka ja che. dAnAdi traNane bhAva yukta banAvavA te ja adhyAtma. 'nAma adhyAtama vaNa adhyAtama, dravya adhyAtama ThaMDo re; bhAva adhyAtama nija guNa sAdhe, to tehazuM raDha maMDo re...... bhAvane utpanna karanArA hoya to nAma vagere ane dAna vagere paNa upAdeya che, e paNa bhUlavuM nahi. bhAva kevo hoya ? 1) sarvajIvo prati maitrI yukta... 2) guNI tarapha pramoda yukta... 3) du:khI jIvo prati karuNA yukta... 4) nirguNI jIvo prati mAdhyastha yukta hoya.. pachI zubha AjJAyoga Ave, te parama-padanuM avaMdhya kAraNa bane che. tathAbhavyatvanA paripAkathI graMthibheda thatAM zubha AjJAyoga Ave che. 488 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

Page #500
tathAbhavyatA pAkI nathI, graMthibheda thayo nathI ema na bolo, e mATe, koI prayatna (duSkRtagarjhA, sukRta anumodanA, zaraNAgatirUpa) nathI ryA, ema bolo. * prastAvanA ke anukramaNikAmAM jema graMthano paricaya Avelo hoya, tema navakAramAM saMpUrNa jinazAsanano paricaya che. navakAra eTale jinazAsananI prastAvanA...! athavA anukramaNikA. AvuM samajyA pachI je kAMI zAstro vAMcazo temAM navakAra ja dekhAze. adhyAtma gItA AtmalInatA bhale thoDA samayanI hoya, paNa eTalI jhalakathI muninuM saMpUrNa jIvana badalAI jAya. vyavahAramAM paNa e jhalakanI chAMTa dekhAya. pachI avaguNo badhA cAlatI pakaDe. ''bhagavAna hRdayamAM AvI gayA che. e ApaNane hAMkI kADhe e pahelA ja ApaNe bisrApoTalA peka karIne cAlavA mAMDo,'' ema samajIne doSo ravAnA thavA mAMDe. covIzeya kalAka hRdayamAM jo prabhunAma ane prabhu-mUrti rame to doSone ghusavAno koI savAla nathI. ''puNyapApa be pudgala-dala bhAse parabhAva, parabhAve parasaMgata pAme duSTa vibhAva; te mATe nijabhogI yogIsara suprasanna, deva naraka tRNa maNi sama bhAse jene manna... 112811 puNya-pApa para paNa te yo gIne samabhAva hoya. sonuM hoya ke mATI banne pudgala che, tema puNya-pApa paNa pudgala che. puNyathI maLelA sukhomAM khAsaktithI AtmA duSTa vibhAvadazAne pAmaze, evuM te yogI jANatA hoya che. aniSTa para aNagamo nahi, ISTa para rAjIpo nahi, munino A madhyamArga che. jyAM tame sAtAnA Icchuka bano cho, te ja kSaNe karmo tamane coTe che. je kSaNe tame kyAMka aNagamo karo cho, te ja kSaNe tamane karmo vaLage che. AvuM jANanAra samabhAvamAM magna munine svarga ke naraka, sonuM ke mATI, vaMdaka phe kahe kalApUrNasUri ... "" 489

Page #501
niMdaka, mAna ke sanmAna badhA para samAnabhAva hoya. 'teha samatArasI tattva sAdhe, nizcalAnaMda anubhava ArAdhe, tIvra ghanaghAtI nija karma toDa, saMdhi paDilehine te vichoDa...'' / / 27 / / zreNi eTale uttarottara vizuddha pariNAma ! dariyAmAMnI bharatI joI lo. te vakhate navA karmo to na baMdhAya, paNa dhyAnanA kuhADAthI tIvra ghanaghAtI karmonA lAkaDA taDa... taDa... tuTavA mAMDe. gAMThavALA lAkaDAne toDavAmAM khUba muzkelI paDatI hoya che. lAkaDAnI jema karmomAM paNa gAMTha hoya che. AvA gAMThavALA karmo toDavA muzkela hoya che. (saMdhi eTale gAMTha.) parapadArtho para rAganI gAMTha, jIvo para veranI gAMTha. AvI aneka gAMThonA kAraNe karmo paNa gAMThavALA lAkaDA jevA majabUta banatA hoya che. x A kALamAM sIdhuM AtmAnuM AlaMbana na laI zakAya, prabhunuM AlaMbana ja prathama jarUrI che. upara javA mATe sIDI joIe tema AtmA pAse javA prabhu joIe. sIDI vinA ThekaDA mAranAranA hADakA bhAMge. prabhu vinA sAdhanA karanAra mArgabhraSTa bane tevI vadhu saMbhAvanA che. 490 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

Page #502
bhagavAnanA upadezanuM phaLa che H AtmAnubhava. e phaLa meLavIne ja mahApuruSoe anyo mATe mArgadarzaka graMtho racyA che, ahaMnA poSaNa mATe nahi. InavAra, kA. suda - 14, 20-11-99. - * zuddha AjJAyoga adhyAtmanuM avaMdhya kAraNa che. * zuddha AjJAyoga Ave eTale adhyAtma AvyA vinA rahe ja nahi. caramAvartta kALamAM ja te prApta thaI zake. caramAvartta paNa ghaNo lAMbo che. anaMtA bhavo thaI jAya, anaMta utsarpiNI - avasarpiNIo nIkaLI jAya. mATe temAM paNa jyAre graMthino bheda thAya tyAre ja adhyAtma Ave. adhyAtma na Ave tyAM sudhI karmono bharoso na karAya. loko bhale bolatA thaI jAya : 'oha ! mahArAja ghaNA sadguNI' paNa enAthI bhramamAM nahi paDatA. bhagavAnanI najare ApaNe sadguNI banIe tyAre sAcA arthamAM sadguNI banyA samajavuM. karmanA thoDA upazamathI guNo dekhAtA thai jAya, paNa eno bharoso nahi H kyAre jatA rahe. bhagavAnanI AjJA eTale gurunI AjJA. bhagavAnanI AjJA tame pALI rahyA cho, tenI, guru khAtarI ApI zake. guru AgamAnusArI ja hoya. A badhuM tathAbhavyatAnA paripAkathI ja thAya. e mATe catuHzaraNagamanAdi mATe kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... ... 491

Page #503
. ApaNe ja prayatna karavo paDe. * vairAgyAdi guNothI tathAbhavyatAno paripAka jaNAya. mumukSumAM vairAgya sau prathama joIe. bahumohamAM phasAvA jevuM nathI. Ajano mumukSu tamAro ziSya to nahi bane, guruna banI bese te jozo. mAtra buddhi nahi, enI pariNati jojo. * ratnono hAra banAvavo hoya to chidra dvArA doro parovavo joIe. ahIM paNa karmamAM kANuM (graMthibheda) paDavuM joIe to ja guNa-ratnanI mALA banI zake. * graMthibhedano padArtha kathA dvArA samajavo hoya to siddharSi kRta upamiti graMthano prathama prastAva vAMcajo. adbhuta varNana che ! 21vAra bauddha sAdhu banavA taiyAra thayelA siddharSi vAraMvAra gurunA AgrahathI rokAi jatA. chellI vakhate lalitavistarA graMtha vAMcavAthI emano AtmA jAgRta thaI UThyo. vItarAga prabhunI anaMta karuNA dekhAI. buddhanI karuNA phIkI lAgI. paM. vajalAlajI upAdhyAyaH viSe vinirdUya vAsanAmayaM, vyavaraH kRpayA amArA aciMtyavIryeNa suvAsanA sudhAM, namo'stu tasmai haribhadrasUraye / / " - siddharSi. kuzAstronA jherane dUra karIne jemaNe mArA aMtaHkaraNamAM aciMtya zaktithI susaMskAranuM amRta bharyuM, te haribhadrasUrine namaskAra thAva.." - nyAyAvatAra-TIkAH maMgalAcaraNa. A amArA jAmanagaranA paMDitajI che. jovA AvyA che. amArA vidyArthI kema che? * bhagavAna ja cAritrAdi ApanArA che ne mokSadAtA che, e vAta siddharSine haribhadrasUriracitalalitavistarA dvArA samajAI. AthI ja emaNe haribhadrasUrine potAnA guru mAnyA. upamitinA prathama prastAvamAM temaNe A rIte yAda kya cheH "namo'stu haribhadrAya, tasmai pravarasUraye / martha nirmitA bena, vRttinaititavistarI II" te haribhadrasUrine namaskAra ho, jemaNe jANe mArA mATe lalitavistarA TIkA banAvI." 492 ... ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

Page #504
chidravinAmotImAM dorona Ave tema abhinnagraMthimAM guNonathI AvatA. (saMskRtamA doro mATe mu-zabda paNa che.) te bIjA mATe kadAca upayogI banI zake, paNa sva mATe jarAya nahi. te bhedo - prabhedo badhA gaNAvI deze, paNa aMdaranahi utare, tenAmAM viSaya pratibhAsa jJAna ja haze. Atma pariNatimat jJAna 4thA guNasthAnakathI ne tattva saMvedana jJAna chaThThA guNasthAnakathI hoya che. AjJAyoga guru-lAghavathI thAya che. guru-lAghava vijJAna che. guru-lAghava eTale napho-nukazAnInI vicAraNA. vepArI vepAramAM napho - nukazAnInI vicAraNa kare tema saMyamI paNa saMyamamAM napho - nukazAnInI vicAraNA kare. utsarga ke apavAda bannemAM phAyadAkAraka hoya teno prayoga kare. upadeza-padanI TIkAmAM A lakheluM che. adhyAtma gItA : mAtra 48 zlokomAM "adhyAtma'nuM zabdacitra pUdevacandrajIe doryuM che te sAce ja adbhuta che. 50varSa pahelA meMA48 zloko kaMThastha karelA. rAjakoTamAM (vi. saM. 2017)mAM pahelIvAra joyuM ke zrAvako teno pATha karI rahyA hatA. mane AnaMda thayo. samyagratnatrayIrasarAcyocetanarAya, jJAnakriyA cake, cakacUre sarva apAya; kAraka cakra svabhAvathI, sAdhe pUraNa sAdhya, kartA kAraNa kAraja, eka thayA nirAbAdha..." 28 * Aja sudhI pudgalano, artha-kAmano rasa hato, te dIkSA letAM chuTyo, paNa ahIM pharI navI sAMsArika kahI zakAya tevo rasa pedA thayo nathI ne? te jojo. e badhA raso toDavA hoya to ratnatrayIno rasa pedA karavo paDe. jJAna ane kriyAnuM cakra evuM joradAra che je moharAjAnuM mAthuM kApI nAkhe. moharAjA naSTa thatAM ja sarva apAya dUra thAya che, cetanarAja vijetA bane che. - kumArapALe jema arNorAjane harAvyo tema cetana moharAjane harAve che. kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... ... 493

Page #505
cakravartI pAse zatrucUraka cakra hoya tema cetana pAse paNa kAraka-cakra che. kAraka cakrathI (SaTkAraka cakra) mohanI senA dhULacATatI thaI jAya. tyAre kartA-kAraNa ane kArya traNeya eka thaI jAya. SaTkAraka cakra vinA koI bhautika kArya paNa thaI zake nahi to AdhyAtmika kAryanI to vAta ja zI karavI ? atyAre paNa ApaNe SakAraka cakrathI ja vyavahAra calAvI rahyA chIe. SakAraka - zakti UghADI che. ene koI karmanuM AvaraNa nathI. jo ene paNa koI karmanuM AvaraNa hota ta karma-baMdhana ja thaI zakata nahi. A kAraka-cakra mAtra jIva pAse ja che. A chamAM kAraka mukhya che. bAkInA pAMca ene AdhIna che. pU. devacandrajI ma.no A mukhya viSaya che. emaNe potAnA stavanamAM A viSaya khUba ja sarasa rIte guMthyo che. mATe ja emanA stavana kaMThastha karavAno huM Agraha rAkhuM chuM. atyAre ApaNA chae kAraka karma-baMdhananuM ja kAma karI rahyA che. koI mANasa, gharanA bhUkhyA mare ne bIjAmATe kamANI kare to tene kevo kahIzuM ? ApaNo cetana AvuM ja kare che. ApaNI ja zaktio dvArA ApaNe karmanuM kAma karI ApIe chIe. 'gharanA ghaMTI cATe ne upAdhyAyane ATo...' atyAre ApaNe kaSAya-nokaSAya AdinI AjJAthI jIvI rahyA chIe, e rIte pravRtti karI rahyA chIe. chatAM mAnIe chIe ema ke ame svataMtra chIe, ame dhArIe te karIe chIe. ApaNI svataMtratA para moharAjA khaDakhaDATa hase che. kaThapUtaLI kahe huM svaMtatrapaNe nAcuM chuM - enA jevuM ApaNuM abhimAna che. * mATImAMthI ghaDo bane e sAcuM. jAva, sIdhA ja jamInamAMthI khodIne ghaDA laI Avo. maLaze ? nahi, e mATe kuMbhAranI madada joIze. ApaNe paNa nigodamAM mATI jevA hatA. tyAMthI ApaNane kADhanAra bhagavAna che. emanA dvArA ja ApaNe bhagavata svarUpa prApta karIzuM. paTakArakaH 1. karanAra kAraka - kartA, 2. karavAnuM kArya te karma - ghaDo. karavAnuM kArya. 494 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

Page #506
3. kAryanuM sAdhana. upAdAna ane nimitta kAraNa. upAdAnaH dA.ta. mATI. nimittaH daMDa, cakra Adi. 4. saMpradAnaH- navA navA paryAyanI prApti. mATI - piMDo - sthAsaka Adi. mATInI avasthAo. 5. apAdAnaH pUrva paryAyano nAza ane uttara paryAyano utpAdaka 6. adhikaraNaH sarva paryAyano AdhAra. dA.ta. IMDA mATe jamIna. roTalImAM paNa A kAraka ghaTAvI zakAya. A ja kArakacakra ApaNe AtmAmAM ghaTAvavAnuM che. kahe kalApUrNasUri ..... ... 495

Page #507
vivAra, DA. suda - 13, 21-11-99. * "sayala saMsArI IndriyarAmI, muni-gaNa AtamarAmI re..." saMsAranA badhA ja prANIo IndriyomAM AnaMda mAnanArA che. munio ja mAtra AtmAmAM AnaMda mAnanArA che. pataMgiyAne dIvAmAM sonuM dekhAya che ne tenI pAchaLa doTa mUkIne mRtyu vahorI le che tema saMsArIo IndriyonA vijaya pAchaLa bhAvaprANone khatama kare che. pataMgiyuM to caurindriya che, enI bhUla kSamya gaNAya, paNa vivekI manuSya mATe A zaramajanaka nathI? * saMskRtato ame pachI bhaNyA. e pahelA amAre to AnaMdaghanajI, pU. devacandrajI AdinuM gujarAtI sAhitya ja AdhArabhUta hatuM. keTalo upakAra ryo che emaNe amArA jevA para! havenA bALako to evA taiyAra thaI rahyA che ke gujarAtI paNa nathI AvaDatuM! paradezI bhASA IglIza to AvaDe che, paNa gharanI bhASA nathI AvaDatI! AvAo para upakAra kema karavo? e paNa prazna thaI rahyo che! * ApaNo AtmA ja ApaNe na jANI zakIe to zuM jANI zakIzuM? ApaNI dravya kriyAo mokSa ApI deze? jo ke, kriyAo nirarthaka nathI. ekaluM dhyAna upayogI nathI thatuM. kAraNake Akho divasa dhyAna thaI zakatuM nathI. dhyAna sivAyanA samayamAM kriyA upayogI thaI paDe che. 496 ... ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri

Page #508
kriyA choDIne je dhyAnamAM ja joDAvA prayatna kare che te dhyAnane to nathI pAmI zakato paNa kriyAthI paNa bhraSTa bane che. * bhUjanA eka ajaina bhAIe ''huM parivArane saMtoSa ApI zakato nathI.'' vagere kahIne dhyAnanI UMcI vAto karI. : meM kahyuM H tame atyAre kyAM cho ? te juo. kartavya nibhAvo pachI tenA phaLarUpe dhyAna maLaze. gaIkAle ja e pAcho Avyo kahe : 'mahArAja ! have AnaMda AnaMda thaI gayo.' tame jANo choH 10pUrvI mATe jinakalpa svIkArano niSedha che ? zA mATe ? e gaccha para ghaNo upakAra karI zake tema che mATe. A ja vAta thoDA aMze anyatra paNa lAgu paDI zake. gaIkAlanA SakAraka cakra AtmAmAM ghaTADIe. 1) kAraka H dravya-bhAvakarmano karanAra AtmA svayaM kAraka che. 24 kalAka karmabaMdhananuM A kAma cAlu ja che. kAraNake jIvamAM kartRtvAdi zaktio UghADI ja che. e zaktione vibhAvathI aTakAvIne svabhAvagAmI na banAvIe tyAM sudhI mokSa to zuM samyaktva paNa na maLe. karma pachI ja kapAya. joke, pachI paNa prayatna to karavo ja paDe. nakhane paNa kApavA prayatna karavo paDe to prayatna karyA vinA karma zI rIte kapAya ? 2) karma : dravya-bhAva karmanuM baMdhanarUpa kArya. 3) karaNa H bhAvAzrava - azuddhabhAva pariNati. prANAtipAtAdi-dravyAzrava. 4) saMpradAna H navI azuddhatAthI navA karmono lAbha thAya te. 5) apAdAna : Atma-svarUpano avarodha. kSAyopazamika guNonI hAni thavI te. svarUpathI chuTA paDavuM. 6) AdhAra H AvI anaMta azuddhionuM AzrayasthAna Atmapradezo. A kAraka-zaktionuM kAma anAdikALathI A cAlu che. ApaNI ja kAraka zaktio ApaNuM nukazAna karI rahI che. '"sva-guNa Ayudha thakI karma care, asaMkhyAta guNI nirjarA teha pUre; Tale AvaraNathI guNa vikAse, kahe kalApUrNasUri ... 497

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sAdhanA zakti tima tima prakAze.." 29o. chae kAraka sau prathama bhagavanmaya bane tyAre badhuM badalavA mAMDe. AthI svaguNarUpI zastro pedA thayA. e zastro karmanA bhukkA bolAvI de. pachI to sAdhaka asaMkhyAtaguNI nirjarA karato rahe. kSaNe-kSaNe nirjarAno prakarSa vadhato jAya. dhyAnamAM jJAna-darzana-cAritra eka thaI jAya che. koIpaNa kArya jIva kare che tyAre badhI ja zaktio ekI sAthe kAma karavA lAge che. cAhe e kAma zubha hoya ke azubha. Atma-pradezomAM kadI anetA nathI hotI. badhA sAthe maLIne ja kAma kare. mithyAtva vakhate jJAnAdi zakti - mithyAjJAnAdi zaktio kahevAya che. samakitanI hAjarImAM te samyajJAnAdi zaktio kahevAya che. * pU. devacandrajI abhyAsI udAra puruSa hatA. pote kharataragacchIya hovA chatAM tapAgacchIya upAdhyAya yazovijayajI kRta jJAnasAra para jJAnamaMjarI TIkA racI che tema tapAgacchIya jinavijaya, uttamavijayajIne emaNe vizeSAvazyaka, anuyogadvAra Adi bhaNAvyA paNa che. paramadivase bhadraguptasUrijI amadAvAdamAM kALadharma pAmyA. amArA jUnA paricita hatA. hindI - gujarAtI sAhityanA moTA sarjaka hatA. emanA graMtho Aje paNa loko premathI vAMce che. hamaNAM chelle ame amadAvAdamAM maLI paNa AvyA. emano AtmA jyAM hoya tyAM samAdhi prApta kare, paramapada nikaTa banAve. 498 *** ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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maMgaLavAra, kA. suda - 17, 23-11-99. 'pragaTyA Atama-dharma thayA sarvi sAdhana-rIta, bAdhaka - bhAva grahaNatA bhAgI jAgI nIta; udaya udIraNA te paNa pUva nirjarAkAja, anabhisaMdhi baMdhakatA nIrasa AtamarAja...'' ||30|| x A mUrti kAMI ramakaDuM nathI. e sAkSAt prabhunuM rUpa che. bhakta emAM prabhune ja jue che. AgaLa vadhIne bhakta prabhu-nAmamAM paNa prabhune jue che. priya vyaktinA patramAM jema, vAMcanAra vyaktinuM ja darzana kare che. tema prabhu-nAmamAM bhakta prabhunuM ja darzana kare che. jagatanA sarva - vyavahAromAM ApaNe nAma ane nAmInA abhedathI ja calAvIe chIe, paNa ahIM ja, (sAdhanAmAM ja) vAMdho Ave che. roTalI bolatAM ja roTalI yAda Ave che. ghoDo bolatAM ja ghoDo yAda Ave che. paNa prabhu bolatAM prabhu yAda nathI AvatA. * vyakti dUra che ke najIka e mahattvanI vAta nathI, enA para keTaluM bahumAna che, te ja mahattvanI vAta che. bhagavAnanI najIka rahenArA kALIyA kasAI vagere kAMI meLavI zakyA nathI, dUra elA kumArapALa Adie meLavavA lAyaka meLavI lIdhuM che. kAraNake najIka rahelA kasAImAM kahe kalApUrNasUri ... 499

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bahumAna nahotuM. kumArapALamAM bahumAna hatuM. sAkSAt bhagavAnanA virahamAM bhagavAnanA nAma ane rUpamAM bhaktasAkSAta bhagavAnane ja jue. savAla phakta bahumAnano ja che. * huM lobhI khaze. lobha haju gayo nathI. meM adhyAtmagItA pAkI karelI che. haju gaI nathI. bIjA paNa te pAkI kare teno lobha kharo. mane upakAra thayo te upakAra bIjA para paNa thAya, tevo lobha kharo. * phalodImAM bahujanAnapaNamAM sauprathama "adhyAtmakalpadruma' pustaka udayarAjajI kocaranA gharathI maLyuM gujarAtImAM hovA chatAM meM vAMcavAnI kozIza karI. AnaMda Avyo. * cha kAraka atyAra sudhI bAdhaka banyA che. have tene sAdhaka zI rIte banAvavA? te kaLA ApaNe zIkhavAnI che. pU. devacandrajI kRta mahinAtha ane munisuvrata svAmI bhagavAnanA stavanamAM e kaLA darzAvI che. avasare tame jojo. jyAM sudhI zarIra AdinuM kartutvabhAva ApaNe mAnIe chIe - tyAM sudhI chayekAraka avaLA ja cAlavAnA. "huM mArA jJAnAdi guNono kartA chuM." evuM anubhUtijanya jJAna thatAM ja bAdhaka kArakacakra sAdhaka banavA lAge che. * dareka navA vaijJAnika pUrvanA vaijJAnikoe karelA saMzodhananA AdhAre AgaLa vadhe che. eTalI mahenata tenI bace che. yogIe jJAnI ane anubhavIonA AdhAre AgaLa vadhavAnuM che. emanA anubhavanI paMktio ApaNA mATe mAIlasTona banI rahe che. * jJAnIonA kathananuM hArda samajavA temanA para bahumAna hovuM jarUrI che. paM. muktivijayajI tyAM sudhI kahetAH tame je graMtha bhaNatA ho tenA kartAnI eka mALA graMtha pUro na thAya tyAM sudhI roja gaNavI. * nicayathI AtmA parano kartA che ja nahi, AtmaguNono ja che, chatAM jo parakartutvanuM abhimAna potAnA mAthe le to daMDAya. korTamAM koI jo bolI jAya "meM corI karI che." to ene avazya daMDa maLe, bhale teNe corI na karI hoya. svaAtmA upAdAna kAraNa che. * sudeva - suguru Adi mukhya kAraNa che. mukhya kAraNathI upAdAna kAraNa puSTa thAya che. * nAnA vepArI moTA vepArI pAsethI mAlaletema ApaNe prabhunI pAsethI guNono 500 .. .... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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mAla levAno che. vepArI to haju nA paNa pADI de. udhArana paNa Ape. bhagavAna kadI nA nahi pADe. lenAra thAke, paNa ApanAra bhagavAna kadI thAke nahi. evA dAnavIra che bhagavAna. ApaNe svayaM ApaNA AtmAne guNonuM (ke durguNonuM) dAna karIe te saMpradAna (cotho kAraka) che. eTale navA guNono lAbha te saMpradAna. azuddhinI nivRtti te apAdAna. A banne sAthe ja thAya. lAbha thayo te saMpradAna, hAni thaI te apAdAna... 'dezapati jaba thayo nIti raMgI, tadA kuNa thAya kunaya cAla saMgI; yadA AtamA AtmabhAve ramAvyo, tadA bAdhakabhAva dUre gamAvyo...'' / / 31 / " "yathA rAnA tathA pranAH / ' rAjA nyAyI thAya tyAre prajA paNa nyAyI thavAnI. AtmA jyAre svabhAvaraMgI bane tyAre kArakacakra paNa svabhAvaraMgI bane. bAdhakabhAva potAnI meLe jato rahe. sahaja kSamA-guNa-zaktithI chedyo krodha subhaTTa, mArdava - bhAva prabhAvathI, bhedyo mAna marajI; mAyA Arjavayoge lobhathI niHspRhabhAva, moha mahAbhaTa dhvaMse dhvaMsyo sarvavibhAva... / / 32 / : ApaNe ema mAnIe chIe H krodha potAnI meLe jaze. prayatna zuM karavo ? prayatna vinA gharano kacaroya nathI jato to krodha zAno jAya ? e mATe kSamA mATe prayatna karavo paDe. aparAdhIno aparAdha bhUlI javo te kSamA, aparAdhIno aparAdha na bhUlavo te krodha. ApaNe zAnA para vadhu bhAra ApIe chIe ? kSamA Ave tyAM krodha bhogI ja jAya. kahe kalApUrNasUri ... 501

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kSamAbena prazamabhAInI sAthe ja Ave. A bannenI hAjarImAM krodha jAya ja. *guNInA guNo jIvanamAM lAvavA te guNInuM utkRSTa bahumAna che. mAtra kAyika sevAnahi, Atmika guNo UtAravA te utkRSTa bhakti che. joke bAhya sevA paNa upayogI che ja. * kSamA, mArdava, Arjava ane mukti (nirlobhatA) A cAreya uttama koTinA bane tyAre ja zukaladhyAnamAM praveza thaI zake. * mAna emane ema nathI jato. mRdutAne lAvatAM te jAya che. namatuM na jokhavuM te mAna che, moTAI che. sAmI vyaktine mAna ApavuM te namratA che, mRdutA che. ApaNe bannemAMthI kone vadhu bhAra ApIe chIe ? saraLatAthI mAyA ane niHspRhatAthI lobhane jItavAnA che. cAreya jItAI jatAM moha nirbaLa banI jAya che, jItAI jAya che. moha jatAM badho vibhAva gayo ja samajo. zaMkhezvaramAM rAjanetAonI hAjarImAM eka mahAtmAe bhASaNa karyuM. bhASaNa kaDaka hovAthI be-cAra netAoe cAlatI ja pakaDI. tema moha paNa cAlatI pakaDe che. Ima svAbhAvika thayo AtmavIra, bhogave Atma saMpada sudhIra; jeha udayAgata prakRti vaLagI, avyApaka thayo kherave te alagI. / / 33 / / pachI yogI baLavAna bane che. AtmasaMpattino bhoktA bane che. bIjI vaLagelI prakRtione paNa te kheravI nAkhe che. cetanAno svabhAva vyApaka banavAno che. gulAbajAMbu khAtI vakhate tenA svAdamAM paNa vyApaka bane ne zAMtarasamayI mUrtimAM paNa vyApaka bane. cetanA kyAM parovavI te ApaNe vicAravAnuM che. 'dharmadhyAna IkatAnameM dhyAve ariA siddha, te pariNatithI pragaTI tAttvika sahaja samRddha; sva svarUpa ekatve tanmaya guNa paryAya, dhyAne dhyAtAM nirmohIne vikalpa jAya...'' ||34|| dAdarA caDyA pachI ja uparanA mALe jaI zakAya tema dharmadhyAna pachI ja zukladhyAna 502 ... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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thaI zake. zukladhyAnanA be pAyAmAM dharmadhyAnano paNa aMza hoya che, te bhUlavA jevuM nathI. nirvikalpamAM jatAM pahelA zubha vikalpano sahAro levo ja paDe. jo zubha vikalpano sahAro na laIe to azubha vikalpo AvI ja javAnA. mATe ja huM jevuM tevuM vAMcavAnI nA pADuM chuM. je kAMI paNa vAMcIe - vicArIe tenA pudgalo ApaNI AsapAsa ghUmatA ja rahe che. tenI pakkaDamAM ApaNe tarata ja AvI jaIe. jeje vAMcIe, vicArIe, avagAhIe te badhAnA saMskAro ApaNI aMdara paDavAnA ja. * savikalpa ane nirvilpa - be prakAranI samAdhi che. nirvikalpaH potAnuM ghara che. savikalpaH mitranuM ghara che. azubha vilpa zatrunuM ghara che. zatrunA gharamAM zuM thAyatetame samajI zako cho. zatrunuM ghara samRddha thAya tevuM koI kare? azubha vikalpo vadhe tevuM vAMcanAdikaratAM ApaNe zatrunuM ghara to samRddha nathI karatAne? yadA nirvikalpI thayo zuddha brahma, tadA anubhave zuddha AnaMda zarma; bheda ratnatrayI tINatA, abheda ratnatrayI meM samAye." 35 yogI nirvikalpI thAya che tyAre zuddha AnaMdanuM sukha anubhave che. pahelA jJAnAdi alaga alaga hatA, eka-bIjAne sahAyaka banatA hatA, have eka thaI jAya che. darzana jJAna caraNa guNa samyagU eka-eka hetu, svasva hetu thayA sama kAle tehaabhedatA khetu, pUrNa svajAti samAdhi ghanaghAtI dala chinna, sAyikabhAve pragaTe Atama-dharma vibhinna. 36 atyAra sudhI darzanAdi ekekanA hetu hatA. have badhA eka sAthe abhedanA hetu bane pachI yoga ruMdhI thayo te ayogI, kahe kalApUrNasUri ... ... 103

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bhAva zailezatA acala abhaMgI; paMca laghu akSare kAryakAra, bhavopagrAhI karma-saMtati vidArI... I37 yogano rodha karI ayogI guNasthAnake meru jevI aDola sthiti prApta karI, mAtra pAMca hastAkSara kALamAM te AtmA pUrNa karI siddhazilAe jaI birAje che. samazreNe samaye pahotA je lokAMta, akusamANa gati nirmaLa cetanabhAva mAhAMta; carama tribhAga vihIna pramANe jasu avagAha, Atmapradeza arUpa akhaMDAnaMda abAha. 38. A badhI gAthAono artha sAva ja sahelo che, kahevAnI paNa jarUra nathI. paNa te jIvanamAM lAvavo khUba ja muzkela che. enA mATe keTalAya janmo joIe. e meLavavA ja A badho prayatna che. 504 ... ..... kahe kalApUrNasUri

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budhavAra, 8aa. vada - 1+2, 24-11-99. * * vidhi ane AdarapUrvaka satata karavAmAM Ave to sAdhanA avazya lavatI bane. vacce gepa paDe te na cAle. vepArIone pUchoH mahinAmAM 15 divasa dukAna baMdha rAkhe to zuM thAya? tuTelA grAhako sAMdhatAM keTalI vAra lAge? narmadAno pula akhaMDa na hoya, vacce eka ja phaTanuM gAbaDuM hoya to cAlanAranI zI dazA thAya? ApaNI sAdhanAno pula paNa akhaMDa joIe. AtmasAdhanA sivAya badhe ja ApaNe sAtatya jAvavIe chIe. niyamita nahi thavAthI, AdarapUrvaka nahi thavAthI, vidhipUrvaka sAdhanA nahi thavAthI ja ApaNo haju sudhI mokSa thayo nathI. * mithyAtva, avirati, pramAda, kaSAya, yoga Adi jema jema maMda thatA jAya tema tema sAdhanAmAM vega vadhato jAya, sAdhanAno AnaMda vadhato jAya. - mithyAtva jatAM 4thuM guNaThANuM Ave, samyakatvano AnaMda maLe. avirati jatAM chaThuM guNaThANuM maLe, sarvaviratino AnaMda maLe. pramAda jatAM 7muM apramatta guNasthAnaka maLe. vIryolAsano AnaMda maLe. kaSAya jatAM vItarAgatA (bAramuM guNasthAnaka) maLe. vItarAgatA maLatAM sarvajJatA (teramuM guNaThANuM) maLe. yoga jatAM ayogI guNaThANuM maLe. Akhare mokSa maLe. *zraddhAnI khAmI hoya to samyagdarzanana maLe. kahe kalApUrNasUri ...... * 505

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jijJAsAnI khAmI hoya to samyagU jJAna na maLe. sthiratAnI khAmI hoya to samyaka cAritra na maLe. anAsaktinI khAmI hoya to samyaka tapa na maLe. ullAsanI khAmI hoya to vIryana maLe. vIryAcAra na hoya to ekeya AcAra pALI zakAya nahi. vIrya badhe ja anusthata che. mATe ja bIjA cAra AcAranA bhedo ja vIryanA bhedo manAyA che. "jihAM eka siddhAtmA tihAM che anaMtA, avajJA agaMdhA nahi phAsamatA; AtmaguNa pUrNatAvaMta saMtA, nirAbAdha atyaMta sukhAsvAdavaMtA..." I39o. ApaNe eka oraDImAM maryAdita saMkhyAmAM ja rahI zakIe, paNa siddho jyAM eka che tyAM anaMtA rahelA che. kAraNake teo arUpI che. varNa - gaMdha - rasa - sparza vagerethI rahita che. nAmakarme ApaNane evA DhAMkI dIdhA che ke varNAdithI para avasthAnI kalpanA ja nathI AvatI. mANasanI Asakti zarIrathI paNa AgaLa vadhIne vastra, ghareNA ane makAna sudhI pahoMcI gaI che. enI suMdaratAmAM potAnI suMdaratA mAne che. anAmI arUpI AtmAne zarIra sAthe paNa lAge vaLage nahi to vastra ke makAnanI to vAta ja zI karavI? badhI Indriyo sva-ISTa padArtho maLatAM rAjI thAya che. e badho svAda ApaNe cAkhyo che, paNa AtmAnA sukhano svAda kadI ja cAkhyo nathI. AthI ja siddhonA sukhanI ApaNe kalpanA paNa karI zakatA nathI. ApaNe to Asaktine sukha mAnI lIdhuM che, je kharekhara duHkha ja che. vadhAre Asakti karIe tema vadhune vadhu cIkaNA karma baMdhAya che, te sAva ja bhUlI gayA chIe. mATe ja sAdhaka AsvAda lIdhA vinA bhojana kare. sApa jema bilamAM jAya tema mukhamAM koLIyo jAya. cAmAM mIThuM che ke sAkara? tevI tene khabara na paDe, eTalI aMtarmukhatA hoya. IndriyonA badhA ja sukho (traNe kALanA sukho) ekaThA karIne anaMta varga karavAmAM Ave to paNa siddhanA anaMtavargahIna eka AtmapradezanA sukhanI tulanAmAM na Ave. 506 ... .kahe kalApUrNasUri

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saMsAranuM kRtrima sukha che. A sahaja che, e ja moTo pharaka che. AvuM sukha sAMbhaLavAthI phAyado zo ? AthI ApaNI aMdara ja AvuM sukha paDeluM che evuM jaNAya ne tethI te meLavavAnI tIvra ruci pedA thAya, A ja moTo phAyado. kartA kAraNa kArya nija pariNAmikabhAva, zAtA zAyaka bhogya bhoktA zuddha svabhAva; grAhaka rakSaka vyApaka tanmayatAe lIna, pUraNa Atma dharma prakAza rase layalIna... 40nA siddho zuddha svabhAvanA bhoktA hoya che. prakAza rasamAM layalIna hoya che. siddhoe tyAM karavAnuM zuM ? vaizeSika darzana muktane jaDa mAne che. AnI ThekaDI uDADatAM koIe kahyuM che : ''vRMdAvanamAM ziyALa thavuM sAruM, paNa vaizeSikanI mukti sArI nahi.'' jainadarzananI mukti AvI jaDa nathI. tyAM abhAva nathI, paNa Atmazaktiono saMpUrNa UghADa che. tyAM jaDatA nathI, paNa pUrNa caitanyanI parAkASThA che. dravyathI eka cetana alezI, kSetrathI je asaMkhya pradezI; utpAta-nAza-dhruva kAla dharma, zuddha dravyathI eka cetana lezyArahita che. kSetrathI AtmA asaMkhya pradezavALo che. kALathI utpAda - vyaya - dhrauvya yukta che. bhAvathI zuddha upayogamAM ramaNa karanAra che. prazna H AtmAmAM utpAda - vyaya - dhrauvya zI rIte ghaTe ? uttara H AtmAmAM abhinava paryAyanI utpatti thAya che. pUrva paryAyano nAza thAya che. ane jJAnAdithI AtmA dhruva (zAzvata) che. nizcayathI ApaNuM vheThANa ApaNo AtmA ja che. sthAna mATe jhagaDA thavAnI upayoga guNa bhAva 212... 118911 kahe kalApUrNasUri 507

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saMbhAvanA UbhI thAya tyAre A vAstaviktA yAda karajo. sAdi anaMta avinAzI aprayAsI pariNAma, upAdAna-guNa tehija kAraNa - kArya-dhAma; zuddha nikSepa catuSTaya juno rasto pUrNAnaMda, kevalanANI jANe jehanA guNano chaMda..... II4ro evI zuddha siddhatA karaNa Isa, Indriya sukhathakI je nirIyA; pagalI bhAvanA je asaMgI, te muni zuddha paramArtha raMgI.. 43 AvI zuddha siddhatA mArI kyAre pragaTe? evI ruci jAge, to ApaNI sAdhanA sAcI. erucimATe IndriyonA sukhaparaniHspRhatA jAge, padgalika bhAvothI vegaLApaNuM rahe te ja muni sAcA arthamAM muni che. syAdvAda AtamasattA ruci samakita teha, Atmadharmano bhAsana, nirmala jJAnI jeha, Atama ramaNI caraNI dhyAnI AtamalIna, Atama dharmaramyo teNe bhavya sadA sukha pIna... I44. AtmasattAnI ruci eTale samyaktva. AtmasattAno bodha eTale samyajJAna.' AtmasattAnI ramaNatA eTale samyakyAritra. A ratnatrayIne pAme te AtmA puSTa bane aho bhavyo! tame oLakho jaina dharma, jiNe pAmIe zuddha adhyAtma marma alpakALe TaLe duSTakarma, pAmIe soya AnaMda zarma. 4pA bhavyo...! mArI salAha mAnatA ho to jainadharmane oLakho. tamane zuddha adhyAtma dharmano marma maLaze. prayatna karazo to alpakALamAM duSTakarmo khapI jaze. alpakALamAM kalyANa thaI jaze. ema pU.devacandrajI kahe che. >> kahe kalApUrNasUri 58 ...

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mukhya padArtha che H AtmA. ene eka oLakhatAM bIjuM badhuM potAnI meLe oLakhAI jaze. mukhya vAta to mArga-darzananI che. bAkIno mArga to mArga pote ja batAvaze. AgaLa jatA jaIe tema tema AgaLa-AgaLano mArga spaSTa thato jAya. pUrva anubhava ja pachInA anubhavanI jhAMkhI karAvaze. naya nikSepa pramANe jANe jIvAjIva, sva-para vivecana karatAM thAye lAbha sadIva; nizcaya ne vyavahAre vicare je munirAja, bhavasAgara tAraNA nirbhaya teha jahAja..... 46 // bhagavAna ja nahi, muni paNa taraNa-tAraNa jahAja che. muni jIvAjIva, naya-nikSepa, nizcaya-vyavahAra Adi jANanArA ane sva-parano viveka karanArA hoya che. ''vastu tattve ramyA te nirprantha, tattva abhyAsa tihAM sAdhu paMtha; tiNe gItArtha caraNe rahIje, zuddha siddhAMta rasa to lahije.....'' 5475 ''ApaNe potAnI meLe have badhuM meLavI laIzuM' evA bhramamAM koI na rahe mATe ahIM adhyAtmavettA gItArtha gurunI AvazyaktA batAve che. to ja zuddha siddhAMtarasa pIvA maLaze. ''zruta abhyAsI comAsI vAsI lIMbaDI ThAma, zAsanarAgI sobhAgI zrAvakanA bahu dhAma; kharataragaccha pAThaka zrI dIpacandra supasAya, 'devacandra' nija harakhe, gAyo AtamarAya.....'' / / 48 // lIMbaDImAM zrAvakonA ghaNA gharo che. Aje paNa che. tyAM meM AtmAnA guNa-gAna ryA che, ema kartA kahe che. '"AtmaguNa ramaNa karavA abhyAse, zuddha sattA rasIne ullAse kahe kalApUrNasUri .... 509

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'devacandre' racI adhyAtmagItA, AtmaramaNI muni supratItA.....'' / / 49 // bIjA adhyAtmathI ajANa jIvo para paNa upakAra thAya mATe A adhyAtmagItA banAvI che. AmAM mAre zuM racavAnuM hoya ? AtmaramaNI munine to A supratIta ja che. ema aMte kavizrI potAno kartRtvabhAva haTAvI de che. * Aje amArA gurudeva pU. kaMcanavijayajI ma.nI 28mI svargatithi che. anazanapUrvaka 11mA covihAra upavAse kALadharma pAmelA. khUba ja niHspRha hatA. upadhi juo to saMthAriyuM ane uttarapaTTA sivAya kazuM ja na maLe. gRhasthapaNAmAM pAlItANAmAM 5-7 varSa rahyA. khAsa karIne guru nakkI karavA ja helA. ghaNA-ghaNA AcAryonA paricayamAM AvyA. emAM temaNe pU. kanakasUrijIne guru tarIke svIkAryA. ame ahIM AvyA temAM teo paNa kAraNa che. 510 ... emanA upakArane kaI rIte bhUlAya ? emanA caraNe anaMta vaMdana.....! kahe kalApUrNasUri

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bhagavAne ApaNane kadI judA mAnyA nathI, ApaNe jarUra mAnyA che. bhagavAne judA mAnyA hota to teo bhagavAna banI ja zakyAnA hota. tatvana jANayuM hoya te ja bhagavAnane judA mAne. atyAre paNa prabhu ApaNane (saMpUrNa jagatane) sata, cita ane AnaMdathI paripUrNa mAne che. potAnA jevuM ja sthAna bIjAne ApavuM, e rIte ja jovuM e premanI nizAnI nathI?potAnA jevuMja bhojana apAya to enA para premanI ja nizAnI thaIne,? bhagavAnA ApaNA sarva para premanI varSA karI rahyA che. A premanI anubhUti ApaNA hRdayamAM thavI joIe. - pU. A. vijayukalApUrNasUrijI vAMkI tIrtha, aSA, 3.2, vi. saM.2055 Yulty Graphics (022) 2665747 / 3880208 on Education Internationale For Printeersonal use WWW