Book Title: Chaitanyavilas
Author(s): Lalchandra Pandit
Publisher: Digambar Jain Kundamrut Kahan
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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates = - zaitAnya jilIsI rAkalUdhyAne ja sahaja cete canA vilAsa svarUpe karavAno abhiprAya-zraddhAne bAdhaka che. karavAno vikalpa - cAritrane bAghaka che. | mATe kartA buddhi javAthI samyakRdarzana thAya che. kartAno upacAra javAbI zreNI Ave che. www.AtmaDharma.com Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates zrI sadgurudevAya nama: "pacakhANa je nitya kare ane pratikramaNa je nitya kare; nitye ke AlocanA, te AtamA cAritra che." (sa.sAra gAthA 386) caitanya vilAsa "racanA vacananI choDIne, rAgAdibhAva nivArIne, je jIva dhyAne Atmane, te jIvane pratikramaNa che." (ni.sAra gAthA-83) zrI kahAnagurunA ananya bhakta ratna; pratipAdanazailImAM akartA svabhAvane pramukhapaNe spaSTa jhaLakAvanAra; nirbhita vyaktitvadhArI; pU. "bhAIzrI " lAlacaMdabhAInA zuddhAtmarasoracaka pravacano. ( prakAzana tathA prApti sthAna) zrI digambara jaina kuMdAmRta kahAna mumukSu maMDaLa "svITa homa" jImakhAnA roDa jAganAtha zerI naM. 6 rAjakoTa-(saurASTra) Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates kahAnasaMvata vikramasaMvata I.sa. vIranirvANa 2526 20 2056 2000 prakAzana pU. gurudevazrInI 111mI janmajayaMti suvAsare, temaja pU. lAlacaMdabhAInI 91mI janmajayaMti suavasare, jeTha suda noma tA. 10/6/2000 prathama AvRtti prata - 1500 mUlya - nitya svAdhyAya zrI digambara jaina kuMdAmRta kahAna svAdhyAya hola svITa homa" jAganAtha zerI naM. 6 rAjakoTa. prAptisthAna zAMtibhAI sI. jhaverI 81, nilAmbara 37, peDaka roDa muMbaI naM.-400016 2 naM. 4949636-4947075 / Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates Thanks & Our Request This shastra has been donated to celebrate Kundkund Acharya's birthday (Magh Sud 5) by Jyoti Rajesh Shah, London, UK who has paid for it to be "electronised" and made available on the internet. Our request to you: 1) We have taken great care to ensure this electronic version of Chaitanya Vilas is a faithful copy of the paper version. However if you find any errors please inform us on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com so that we can make this beautiful work even more accurate. 2) Keep checking the version number of the on-line shastra so that if corrections have been made you can replace your copy with the corrected one. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates Version History Date Changes Version Number 001 6 Feb 2003 First electronic version. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates prakAzakIya... kalame... prAraMbhika maMgalAcaraNa: "aho upakAra jinavarano kuMdano dhvani divyano: jinakuMda dhvani ApyAM, aho! te guru kahAnano." AjathI lagabhaga be hajAra varSa pUrve tapodhana AcArya kuMdakuMda thayA. teozrIe nijabhAvanA arthe niyamasAra zAstranI racanA karI. je nijabhAvanA arthe zAstranI racanA thaI hoya te zAstra ghaNuM apUrva ane uMca koTInuM hoya, temaja te zAstra temanI uttarArdha avasthAmAM lakhAyeluM hovAthI kevaLa svarUpamAM TharavAnI bhAvanA uchaLe che ke bhedano kartA nathI kAraNa nathI, kArayitA nathI, anumodaka nathI tevA paramArthatattvanI amRta varSA varasAvatAM caitanyanI vasaMtathI sArI sRSTimAM adhyAtmanI hariyAlI chavAI gaI ane zitala ratnatraya malayanI maheka phorI uThI. niyama nAma mokSamArga; je svanA Azraye darzana-jJAna-cAritra sAra eTale ke bhedanI tene koI apekSA nathI. nirapekSa che mATe niyamasAra che. AcArya kuMdakuMdanA nabhamaMDaLamAM avicaLa prakAzamAna, caitanyanA vilAsamAM jemanI cetanA saMsthita che tevA padmaprabhamaladhArideva ke jemanI kalama caitanyasattAne nihALI nihALIne cAle che temanA dvArA paramAgamanI dhArA nirjarI. teozrI pharamAve che ke amane tIrthakara prakRtino baMdha thAya tevo utkRSTa zubhabhAva pudgalakarma race to ThIka ane tenA kAraNe huM tIrthakara thAuM to ThIka tevI anumodanA huM Apato nathI. pulakarma tIrthaMkara prakRti bAMdhe che tema huM jANuM chuM paNa huM teno kartA, kArayitA, kAraNa ke anumodaka nathI. adhyAtmanA viza nilaya pU. gurudevazrI: caitanyanA vilAsamAM jemanI cetanA saMsthita che tevA A yuganA mahAna tattvasRSTA adhyAtmayogI zrI kAnajIsvAmIe mokSamArganA svarUpane punaH udghATita karyuM. A jJAnabhAnuno udaya thatAM ja lAyaka jIvonA nirmala cittamAM "huM paramAtmA chuM" tevuM anuSThAna thayuM ane moha timira asta thavA lAgyo. teozrI A gALAmAM pharamAve che keH caudamArgaNAsthAna, caudaguNasthAna, caudajIvasthAna Adi bhedothI bharelA vibhAva paryAyono huM nizcayathI kartA nathI. AhA ! rAgano to kartA nathI paNa... bhedonoya kartA nathI. abhedamAM bheda bhAsatA nathI. jJAnanI avasthA Adino bheda ke guNa-guNIno bheda, abhedamAM bhAsato nathI. huM bhedano kartA nathI, kAraNa nathI, ane Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates anumodaka nathI." huM to sahaja caitanya vilAsI AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM. adhyAtma nilayanA vAMza pU. "bhAIzrI lAlacaMdabhAI: aciMtya agamya mArgane sahaja sulabhatAthI gamya banAve tevo A utkRSTa ane apUrva adhikAra che. paramArtha pratikramaNa eTale nizcaya pratikramaNa. potAnA upayogane zuddhAtmAmAM joDI divo te pratikramaNa che. A gALAmAM spaSTa be vibhAga che ke AtmA jANanAra che karanAra nathI. "jANavuM' te AtmAno anAdi anaMta svabhAva che. "karavuM" te AtmAnA mULa svabhAvamAM ja nathI. AtmA kevaLa jANanAra hovAthI temAMthI jJAtApaNAno pravAhu sphaTita thAya che paNa.. karavAno pravAha Avato nathI. AtmA svabhAvathI ja akartA evo jJAyaka che. karavApaNAno abhiprAya te ja saMsAra che. jIvatattva saMbaMdhI viparita zraddhAn samyakadarzana thavA detuM nathI. kartAbuddhi paDI hoya ane kartAno vyavahAra Ave tema banatuM nathI. mATe akartA jJAtA svabhAvI bhagavAna AtmA saMpUrNapaNe jyAre jJAtApaNe bhAsita thAya che tyAre pariNAmane karavAno mithyAmada palAyana thaI jAya che. ane samyaphaprabhAtano udaya thAya che. pU. "bhAIzrI lAlacaMdabhAInI 91mI janmajayaMti suavasare zrI samayasAra paramAgamonA pAcaka, cilzaktimayI caitanyanA ciMtaka, ratnatraya vyaMjananA AsvAdaka evA pU. bhAIzrInI 91 mI janma jayaMtinA mAMgalika prasaMge jJAnacaMdrodayarUpa amAruM caturtha puSpa che "caitanya vilAsa". A anupama kRti svAnubhUtinI zItaLa prabhAne saMcetanAra temaja carama lakSa evI zreNI ane siddhatvadazA rUpa caitanya caMdramAnI pUrNa caMdrikAne khIlavanAra che. pustaka prakAzananA hetuo:(1) AtmA kathaMcit kartA che ane kathaMcit akartA che tevuM dhyeyanAM svarUpamAM nathI. dhyeyamAM kathaMcipaNAno abhAva che. dhyeya to ahI zuddha parama nirapekSa che. tethI jIvatattva saMbaMdhI yathArtha nirNaya thavAmAM A kRtti samyaka rAha niddiSTa kare che. (2) jIva hArIne, thAkIne pAcho phare che. pariNAma svayaM thAya che teno huM kartA nathI, teTalA vicAramAtrathI kartutvabuddhino nAza thato nathI. karavApaNAno mULamAMthI dhvaMsa kema thAya ane akartAnI daSTi tvarAe thAya tevI bhedajJAna sabhara A kRti che. mumukSu jIvono prazna che ke samyakdarzana kema pragaTa thatuM nathI ?! tuM akartAne karanArapaNe jue che mATe thatuM nathI. athavA to samyakadarzananuM kAraNa AtmAne mAne che mATe Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates thatuM nathI. athavA samyakdarzana thAya to ThIka tevI anumodanAne kA2Ne samyakdarzana thatuM nathI. Ama kartRtvathI ahaMkArIta aneka mithyA mAnyatAonuM visarjana karAvanAra A zAstra che. (4) dravyaliMga dhAraNa karyA pachI paNa teNe kramabhaMga cAlu ja rAkhyo che. jyAM sudhI mithyAtvanuM pratikramaNa nathI thatuM tyAM sudhI avrata, pramAda, kaSAya, yoganuM paNa pratikramaNa thatuM nathI. tethI ajJAnI prANIoe sau prathama konuM pratikramaNa karavuM te viSaya vastune vistRtapaNe A graMthamAM Alekhela che. (5) huM bhedano kartA to nathI kAraNa nathI, kAriyatA nathI ane anumodaka paNa nathI. kAraNake "huM jANanAra chuM, karanAra nathI." A prathama pATha zIkhyA pachI bIjA pAThamAM AvavAnuM che. je akartA jJAyaka che te ja upAdeyabhUta jJeya che "te ja huM chuM." dhyeya pUrvaka zeyanI 52ma maitrIno mArga A pustakamAM ghoSita thayela che. (6) sarva prathama sAdhaka kema thavAya! pachI sAdhya kema pragaTe!! arthAt samyagdarzanathI mAMDIne mokSa sudhInI saMpUrNa vidhi A racanAmAM AvI gaI che. (7) A anupama siddhAMtika graMthano svalakSI svAdhyAya thatAM anAdinI kartRtvabuddhiekatvabuddhi ane pariNAmanA mamatvapaNAnI mithyA mAnyatAonA mULiyA kaMpAyamAna thavA lAge che, ane jJAyakamAM ekAgratA thatAM ja mithyAtvano pralaya thAya temaja ratnatrayarUpa ArAdhanAmAM nimittabhUta thAya tevuM A prakAzana che. (8) ajJAnathI AcchAdita jIvo covIsa kalAsa kaSAyomAM gALe che. divasamAM dasa vakhata to vicAra keH huM kartA chuM ke jJAtA? are ! jJAtAnA vicAramAM to Ava! pachI jJAtAnA pakSamAM Ava! pachI jJAtAnA anubhavamAM Ava. jJAtAnA vicAramAM mAnasika zAMti-apekSita lAge che. jyAre jJAtAnA pratyakSa anubhavamAM pragaTa Atmika zAMtinuM vedana thaze. Ama nija hitArtha darzAvanAra prayogAtmaka A puSpa che. (9) jemanI kartAbuddhi chUTI gaI che tene savi,dazAmAM kartApaNAno upacAra Ave che. jemanI jJAtAbuddhi chUTI gaI che tene vikalpadazAmAM jJAtApaNAno upacAra Ave che. sAdhaka A banne upacArane kevI rIte oLaMge che ane tvarAe zreNI kevI rIte Ave che te sUkSma rahasyanuM uddaghATana A pravacanomAM pramukhapaNe jhaLake che. (10) aMtamAM A graMtha prakAzanano hetu sarve jIvonuM kalyANa thAya te ja eka mAtra Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates Azaya rahelo che. paramArtha pratikramaNamAM "kartA nathI" te rahasyanuM uddaghATana: je zAstra nija bhAvanA mATe che, vaLI pote cAritravaMta che teo paramArtha pratikramaNamAM "kartA nathI" ema kema lakhe che? pU. bhAIzrI no A gAthAo upara ghaNI vakhata jAheramAM ane svataMtra svAdhyAya thayelo. paraMtu haMmezA aMdarathI khaTaka rahetI, je saMtoSa thavo joIe te thato na hato. vaLI AcArya bhagavAna kahe eTale tenAM uMDANamAM kAMI rahasya chupAyeluM hovuM joIe tema lAgatuM. jyAre A gAthAno ekAeka sahaja aMdarathI khulAso Avyo tyAre pramodano pAra nahIM, soLe kaLAe kaumudI khIlI uThI. jemanI cothe guNasthAne kartabuddhi gaI che te "kartA nathI kema yAda kare che? aMtaraMgamAMthI samAdhAna maLyuM ke sAdhaka ne savikalpadazAmAM nirmaLa pariNAmano AtmA kartA che tevo upacAra Ave che ane e upacAra munirAjane khaTake che. kAraNake tyAM sudhI zreNI nathI AvatI. A upacArane niSedhI ane abheda caitanya vilAsamAM jAmI jAya che. graMthanAM saMkalana kartA, saMpAdaka temaja sahAyaka kartAno AbhAra: jemanuM samagra jIvana deva-guru-dharma pratye temaja pU. gurudevazrI ane pU. bhAIzrI dvArA dharmaprabhAvanAnA kArya pratye samarpita ane utsAhita che tevA AtmArthI bA. bra. zobhanAbena je. zAha dvArA A samagra pustakanuM saMkalana temaja saMpAdana thayeluM hovAthI, temanI sAthe sahakArya kuzaLa umadA svabhAvI AtmArthI bhAIzrI cetanabhAI mahetA samagra pravacano ne jhINavaTa pUrvaka tapAsavA badala temaja pustaka prakAzananuM kArya ghaNuM ghaNuM kaThina hovA chatAM samagra kAryavAhI temanA dvArA pUrNa thayela hovAthI saMsthA temanI RNI che viDiyo pravacano AtmArthI bhAIzrI Do. devendrabhAI dozI taraphathI temaja oDiyo pravacano AtmArthI devazIbhAI cAvaDA taraphathI lakhAyelA hovAthI saMsthA temanA pratye AbhAranI lAgaNI vyakta kare che. traNamAsanA TUMka samayamAM athAga parizrama laI ane kuMdAmRta svAdhyAya prakAzananI graMthamALAmAM caturtha puSpano umero karavA badala temaja sarve taraphathI nispRhu sahakAra maLavA badala teo kharekhara dhanyavAdane pAtra cheA saMsthA temanA A kArya badala temanI RNI che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AvakArya- zrI digambara kuMdAmRta svAdhyAya holanuM A caturtha puSpa che... cetanya vilAsa" amArA agAu prakAzita thayelA traNe pustakono AtmArthatA poSaka sUkSma svAdhyAya thayA bAda mumukSu samAjamAMthI khUbaja prazaMsanIya AvakAra sAMpaDayo che. A caturtha pustaka vizenA mumukSuonA suvicAro saMsthAne vyakta karavA vinaMtI che. A pustakamAM ajANe koI paNa jAtanI kSati, truTI rahI javA pAmI hoya to te bAbata amAruM jarUra dhyAna dorazo. ApanA mArgadarzanathI amArA pustaka prakAzanane utsAha ane vega maLaze. - aMtaramAM jJAyaka svabhAvathI akartA che, AvA akartA svabhAvanA sarva jIvo rasilA bano te ja amArI bhAvanA che. zrI digambara jaina kuMdAmRta kahAna svA. hola, "svITa homa" jAganAtha zerI naM-6 nI sAme, jImakhAnA roDa-rAjakoTa, Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates zrI samayasArajI-stuti (harigIta) saMsArI jIvanAM bhAvamaraNo TALavA karaNA karI, saritA vahAvI sudhA taNI prabhu vIra ! te saMjIvanI; zoSAtI dekhI saritane karuNAbhInA hRdaye karI, munikuMda saMjIvanI samayaprAbhRta taNe bhAjana bharI. (anuSTrapa ) kuMdakuMda racyuM zAstra, sAthiyA amRte pUryA, graMthAdhirAja ! tArAmAM bhAvo brahmAMDanA bharyA. | ( zikhariNI) aho ! vANI tArI prazamarasa-bhAve nItaratI, mumukSune pAtI amRtarasa aMjali bharI bharI; anAdinI mUcha viSa taNI tvarAthI UtaratI, vibhAvathI thaMbhI svarUpa bhaNI doDa pariNati. (zArdUlavikriDita tuM che nizcayagraMtha bhaMga saghaLA vyavahAranA bhedavA, tuM prajJAchINI jJAna ne udayanI saMdhi sahu chedavA; sAthI sAdhakano, tuM bhAna jagano, saMdeza mahAvIrano, visAmo bhavakalAMtanA hRdayano, tuM paMtha mukti taNo. (vasaMtatilakA) suNya tane rasanibaMdha zithila thAya, jANe tane hRdaya jJAnI taNAM jaNAya; tuM rucatAM jagatanI ci ALase sau, tuM rIjhatAM sakalajJAyakadeva rIjha. (anurupa ). banAvuM patra kuMdananAM, ratnonA akSaro lakhI; tathApi kuMdasUtronAM aMkAye mUlya nA kadI. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bhagavAna zrI kuMdakuMdAcAryadeva Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates zrI sadagurudeva-stuti (harigIta) saMsArasAgara tAravA jinavANI che naukA bhalI, jJAnI sukAnI maLyA vinA e nAva paNa tAre nahIM; A kALamAM zuddhAtmajJAnI sukAnI bahu bahu dohyalo, muja puNyarAzi phaLyo aho ! guru phAna tuM nAvika maLyo. ( anurupa ) aho ! bhakta cidAtmAnA, sImaMdhara-vIra-kuMdanA ! bAhyAMtara vibhavo tArA, tAre nAva mumukSunAM. (zikhariNI) sadI daSTi tArI vimaLa nija caitanya nIrakhe, ane jJaptimAMhI darava-guNa-paryAya vilase; nijAlaMbIbhAve pariNati svarUpe jaI bhaLe, nimitto vahevAro cidAna viSe kAMI na maLe. (zArdUlavikrIDita) haiyuM " sata sata, jJAna jJAna" dhabake ne vajavANI chUTe, je vaje sumumukSu sarva jhaLake; paradravya nAto tUTe; -rAgadveSa ruce na, jaMpa na vaLe bhAveMdrimAM-aMzamAM, TaMkotkIrNa akaMpa jJAna mahimA hRdaye rahe sarvadA. (vasaMtatilakA) nitya sudhAjharaNa caMdra ! tane namuM huM, karuNA akAraNa samudra! tane namuM huM huM jJAnapoSaka sumegha ! tane namuM huM, A dAsanA jIvanazilpI ! tane namuM huM. (gnagdharA), UMDI UMDI, UMDathI sukhanidhi satanA vAyu nitye vaheMtI, vANI cimUrti! tArI ura-anubhavanA sUkSma bhAve bharelI; bhAvo UMDA vicArI, abhinava mahimA cittamAM lAvI lAvI, khoyeluM ratna pAmuM, -manAtha manano; pUrajo zaktizALI ! Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates adhyAtmayuga pravartaka, adhyAtma zilpI; akartA svabhAvanA utkRSTa udghoSaka. adhyAtmamUrti satpuruSa zrI kAnajIsvAmI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates jinajInI vANI ( rAga-AzAbharyA ame AviyA ) sImaMdhara mukhathI phUlaDAM khare, enI kuMdakuMda gUMthe mALa re, jinajInI vANI bhalI re. vANI bhalI, mana lAge raLI, jemAM sAra-samaya ziratAja re, jinajInI vANI bhalI re.....sImaMdhara gUMthyA pAhuDa ne gUMthya paMcAsti, gUMcyuM pravacanasAra jinajInI vANI bhalI re gUMthya niyamasAra, gUMcyuM rayaNasAra, gU samayano sAra re. jinajInI vANI bhalI re.....sImaMdhara0 syAdavAda kerI suvAsa bharelo, jinajIno kAranAda jinajInI vANI bhalI re. vaMdu jinera, vaMduM huM kuMdakuMda, e OMkAranAda re, jinajInI vANI bhalI re.....sImaMdhara haiDe dujo, mArA bhAve hajo, mArA dhyAne hajo jinavANa re, jinajInI vANI bhalI re. jineradevanI vANInA vAyarA, vAjo mane dinarAta re, jinajInI vANI bhalI re......sImaMdhara0 Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates dharmakALa aho ! varte pharIne bharatamAM; vIra-kuMda-kahAna-lAla garje dharma dhorI mArgamAM. gAnAra che 20 6 % 8: 2ile jas Plutu nathI 29 jANo jaNAya 011280ah ans che kharekhara zrI kahAnagurunAM vArasadAra dharmasuputra, Atmarasika, jaina jagatamAM adhyAtmakhyAti prApta, pU. bhAizrI lAlacaMdabhAi http://www.Atmabharma.com Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates (1) pU. "bhAIzrI " nI nizrAmAM thayelAM prakAzano * indriyajJAna. jJAna nathI. * dravyasvabhAva - paryAya svabhAva. * bhedajJAna bhajanAvali. (2) kuMdAmRta kahAna svAdhyAya holanAM prakAzano * jJAnathI. jJAnanuM... bhedajJAna * dravyasvabhAva - paryAya svabhAvanI carcA, * jANanAro jaNAya che * caitanya vilAsa (3) kuMdAmRta kahAna svAdhyAya holanAM have pachInA pustaka prakAzananuM kArya cAlu che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa saMkalit... kalame... caitanyamUrtinA upAsaka, paramAgamonA digdarzaka, bharatakSetrane AdhyAtmika jyotithI ujamALa karanAra pU. gurudevazrI mokSamArgAnugAmI thayA. teozrI kaLazaTIkA 201 kaLazamAM pharamAve che ke: sarvajJa svabhAvI AtmA che. tene rAgano kartA potAnI paryAyano kartA kahevo te paNa upacAra che nirmaLa paryAyano kartA kahevo te paNa upacAra che. nirmaLa paryAya kArya ane AtmA kartA te paNa bheda paDI gayo jemAM. tene paNa upacArathI nirmaLatAno, navI pariNatino kartA kahela che. je avasthA trikALInA avalaMbanathI thAya che chatAM paNa te paryAyano kartA dravya nathI. vastune paryAyano kartA upacArathI-vyavahArathI kahevAmAM Ave che. (tA. pa/2/78 nAM pravacanamAMthI) pU. gurudevazrInuM sAnidhya prApta karI jemanI dRSTi nirmaLa thaI che, temaja digambara darzananA prakAMDa vidvAnomAM ziramora che, temaja jemanI, AdhyAtmika zailIthI jana samudAya cira-paricita che tevA pU. "bhAIzrI' lAlacaMdabhAInA pravacanonI paMktinuM sarjana eTale " caitanya vilAsa" ke je akartA jJAyakabhAvanI urdhvatAne sparza karI rahyo che. ApazrI ghaNI vakhata kahetA keH pU. gurudevazrInA jIvana dohanano sArabhUta mahAmaMtra temaja jinAgamano sarvotkRSTa maMtra "AtmA akartA che te jainadarzananI parAkASTA che." pU. gurudevazrInA nevuM varSamAM 45 varSa parivartananA thayA tene ane temanA Atma anubhavanA nicoDarUpa, temaja bArasaMgamAM sArabhUta, bAra aMgamAM UMcAmAM UMcI vAta, Agama adhyAtmane sArarUpa A maMtra che. Agama adhyAtmane AnAthI vadhAre kAMI kahevuM ja nathI. vaizAkhI unALAno dhagadhagato vAyaro vAto hoya kALajhALa garamI phelAvato sUryano prakhara tApa varasI rahyo hoya tyAre koI kALI vAdaLI anAyAse AkAzamAM caDI AvI anarAdhAra varasI jAya to kevI prasannatA thAya?! kevo AhalAdda thAya !? tenI kalpanA karavI paNa kharekhara muzkela che. tene to mAtra anubhavI ja zakAya che. muktabhAve mANI zakAya che. tema kartutvarUpI kaSAyanA tApathI baLI rahelA prANIonA jIvananuM anveSaNa karavAmAM Ave to !! teo prati samaya kaMI ne kaMI karavAnuM ja vicAratA hoya che. kartutvanI bhaThThImAM sekAtA hoya che. tenI pratyeka paLa kartAbuddhinA ahaMkArathI vyatita thatI hoya che. AvA kaLiyugamAM paNa bharatakhaMDanA jIvone alabhya-durlabha yoga prApta thayo che. jJAtAbhAvanI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates TT caitanya vilAsa zItaLadhArAmAM snAna karI zucitAnA sopAno sara karavA mATe akartA svabhAvanI dhodhamAra vipula varSA varasI. akartAno rasa akartA svabhAvane puSTa kare che. akartAnA jora vinA kSayopazamarasa, vikalpano anubhAgarasa maMda paNa thato nathI. akartA jJAtA svabhAva upara lakSa gayA vinA samyakapratIti thatI nathI. Ama akartA jJAyakabhAvanuM sevana te ja samyakatvano praveza dvAra che. zuddhaparyAyanuM kartutva ghUMTAya che to zuddhaparyAya pragaTa ja thatI nathI. tethI paryAyanA kartutvapaNAthI, sAdhaka thayo tene kartApaNAno upacAra Ave tenA saMnyAsanI vidhi temaja kartAbuddhi ane kartAnA upacAra upara kevA prahAra karyA che te spaSTa jJAtavya thAya che. tethI AtmazAMtinA Icchuka, caitanyarasanA pipAsu jIvone A "caitanya vilAsa" puSpa tattvajJAnanI tRSAne miTAvanAra ane sthAyI jJAnAnaMda dazA pradAna karavAne samartha che. akartAsAmAnya dhruvabhAvanA lakSa pUrvaka vANI vahI che. kartAnA abhiprAyanA parihArarUpa ane akartA-jJAtA bhagavata dazA pragaTAvavAnI pUrNa prasAdI pIrasela che. Ama caitanya vilAsanA pratyakSa vilAsI thavA tarapha vIrya kevuM pragatimAna thAya che tenA patha pradarzakarUpa A pustaka che. jemaNe caitanya vilAsane svasaMvedanapUrvaka anubhavyo che temanI akartArUpanI jJAnAnaMda urmio kevI uchaLe che teno tAdaza citAra A pustakamAM pratibiMbita thayela che. jema cAMdanI ratnAkarane uchALe che tema A gAthAo ane tenA pravacanomAM khulelA hArdamAM nitAMta parizuddha caitanya vaibhava uchaLato hovAthI A pustakanuM nAma astiparaka "caitanya vilAsa" rAkhela che. A pravacana sUryamAMthI nIkaLatAM suprabhAtanA sukomaLa kiraNo je caitanya sUryamAMthI skurAyamAna thayelAM che. caitanyahAramAMthI prasaratI vyaktio pharI pharI pradhAnamaNI jJAyakanAM lakSa teja mukti suMdarInA kaMThano nirmalahAra banI jAya che. pratikramaNa, pratyAkhyAna, AlocanA te kharekhara zraddhAno bheda nathI paraMtu cAritrano bheda che. tethI te munirAjane ja hoya che. eTale zreNInI sanmukhatAvALA bhAvo jANe kevaLajJAnarUpI nilayane AMbavA vardhamAna thaI rahyA lAge che. zrI kuMdAmRta kahAna saMsthAe nirNaya karI A pustakanuM saMkalana temaja saMpAdana karavAno mane je suavasara Apyo che te badala saMsthAnI huM AbhArI chuM. kartutvanA anAdinA A.. bhArano bhAra utAravA tathA mArA zvAsaucchavAsamAM akartA caitanyadevano dhabakAra jagAvavA A pustakanuM saMkalana-saMpAdana mane ghaNuM ghaNuM mArga dRSTA tathA saubhAgyarUpa Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates III caitanya vilAsa thayela che. jemanI preraNAthI A pustakanuM saMkalana thayuM che tevA paramArtha tattvarasika "bhAIzrI' zAMtibhAI jhaverInI huM ghaNI ghaNI AbhArI to che ja, sAthe sAthe jemanA kAryaniSTha sahakAra vinA A prakAzana thavuM asaMbhavita che tevA AtmArthI bhAIzrI cetanabhAI mahetAnI temaja Do. devendrabhAI dozInI gurubhakti mATe, mArA hRdayanI bahumulya bhAvanApUrvaka huM khUba khUba abhinaMdana ApuM chuM. he! kahAnalAla ApazrI mATe ama hRdayamAM akathya guru mahimAnI prazasta bhaktimAM zuM lakhavuM? kalama thaMbhI jAya che. ApazrInA guNa gaMbhIrA smaraNothI hRdaya bhIMjAya jAya che. ApanuM jIvana sahaja caitanya lakSmIthI suzobhita hatuM. ApazrInA amApa guNonI guNamAtA banAvavA A bALako asamartha che. " jemAM nayanomAM amRtanA neha chalake che; jenAM hRdayamAM karuNAnA zrota varase che; jenI prazAMta mudrAmAM caitanya teja camake che; evA kahAnalAlanAM caraNomAM zira name che." he! kahAnalAla! ApazrInA caraNakamaLanI niratizaya bhakti pUrvaka "caitanya vilAsa" pustaka ApazrInA karayugalamAM arpaNa karIe chIe. A pravacanono svAdhyAya thatAM zraddhAmAM ardhA jJAtA svabhAvano kSaNe kSaNe Atma sanmukhatAvALo puruSArtha vardhamAna thato rahe ane sarve jIvo sAkSAta akartA thAo. tRpta thAo tevI maMgalabhAvanA sAthe Ityala.... bA. bra. zobhanAbena je. zAha (rAjakoTa) Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates - IV IV caitanya vilAsa saMpAdakIya kalame... "dharmIne dhAraNa kare to dharma che, nahIM to korI vAta che; sUraja uge to prabhAta che, nahIM to aMdhArI rAta che." sUrya agara prakAzane badale aMdhakArane prasarAve to!? cAMdanImAMthI zItaLatAne badale agni varase to!? agara samudra registAnamAM palaTAI jAya to!? A svayaM suMdara prAkRtika vyavasthAnuM UlaTa pulaTa kudaratanAM vidhAnamAM parihAsa che tema je svabhAvathI sarva prakAre akartA-jJAtA bhagavAna che te kayA pariNAmono kartA thAya?! zuM satya vinAzInI evI bhayaMkara mithyAtva dazA akhaMDa caitanya vilAsamayI akartA svarUpane naSTa karavA samartha che?! akartA jJAtAne kartamAnI ane zuddhAtmAnA darzananI ceSTAte vaidharmenA vaimasyarUpa che. gati, mArgaNAsthAna, guNasthAna Adi pudgalonA jhUMDanI madhye nibaMdhapaNe caitanyasattA kevI surakSita che!! temAM uparokta koIpaNa paryAyono praveza asaMbhava che. caitanya nI suramaNIya vATikAmAM ajIvatano praveza azakya che. anAdithI ajJAnanA sAnidhyamAM mithyA kartAkarmathI puSTa thayela keLanA kaMdarUpa gAMTha eTale ke kartutvabuddhi, AvA kartutvanA kaleSanI kAlimAthI raMjAyamAna temaja jJAtAbuddhinI saMmUDhatAthI vimohita, ajJAnathI AcchAdita tene chedanAra kuhADA samAna ane kartAnAM upacArano saMnyAsa karAvanAra A utkRSTa pravacano che. anAdi mithyASTi jIvane koI paNa prakAranuM pratikramaNa hotuM nathI paraMtu kaSAyanI maMdatA hoya che. tene vyavahAra pratikramaNa paNa kahevAtuM nathI. jene nizcaya pratikramaNa hoya tene vyavahAra pratikramaNa hoya che. A pravacanomAM anAdi mithyASTi jIvane dharmano prAraMbha kevI rIte thAya tenI vidhi temaja dharmanI paripUrNatA sudhI arthAt mUlathI cUla sudhInI bhedajJAnanI parAkASTArUpa apUrva vidhi darzAvela che. vaLI sAdhakane savikalpa dazAmAM je dhyeyane dhyAnano bheda thAya che to te bhedopacAra kevI rIte chUTe ane abhedamAM kevI rIte prasare tenuM utkRSTa varNana karyuM che. bhagavAna AtmA nirmaLa pariNAmano upacArathI kartA nathI ane upacAre jJAtAe nathI; te anupama siddhAMtanuM vistRta mArmika vizleSaNa karI ApazrIe amArI maMdattara prajJAne ane asta-vyasta kSINa avasthAone vyavasthita dizA bodha Apyo che. tattvajJAnathI ajJAta dazAne pAramArthika tattvabodhathI nirmala dizA pradAna karI che. jagatanAM jIvo jenAM darzana karavA Icche che te parizuddha jIvaMta caitanya vilAsa tuM pote ja cho. A caitanya tattva vizvanuM prAcIna temaja purAtana tattva che. caitanyanA samAgamIne caitanyanI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa carcA game che. AvA parizuddha caitanya tattvanI mAdhuryatA aMtaraMgamAM bhAse to caitanyanI carcAne sAMbhaLavAno, vicAravAno pramAda chUTI jAya che ane caitanyanI parama prItirUpa pramodabhAva jAgRta thAya che. paramArtha pratikramaNanA pravacanonI zRMkhalAnA svAdhyAya pachI cittanI prasannatA na thatI hoya to svayaMnI pAtratAnuM mUlyAMkana karavuM ghaNuM ghaNuM jarUrI che. are ! caitanyanA cAtakane caitanyanI carcA vicAraNAthI saMtoSa hoto nathI. e to caitanya sAgaramAM tRpta tRpta rahevA mAge che. "paritRpta caitanya tattva huM chuM" tevA vizvAsapUrvakanuM akhaMDa pariNamana thavuM te caitanyanI carcAno sAra che. nirvikalpa zuddhopayogarUpa dazA potAnA paryAyatva paNAnA ahamne miTAvatI, nirapekSa caitanya satAno svIkAra karatI dazA ja caitanyano yathArtha paricaya karAvanArI che. nirApada caitanyadevanA svAnubhavamAM sakaLa bhedanI dUrI samApta thayela che. zuddhopayoga kahetAM ajJAnI prANIne upAdhi dekhAya che. sApekSapaNAnI ja gaMdha Ave che. paraMtu zuddhopayoga mAne jemAM kevaLa ekalo "huM trikALI nirUpAdhimayI AtmA chuM' tema pratItamAM Ave che tenuM nAma zuddhopayoga che. A zuddhopayoganI samarpaNatA che. te ja tenI vAstavikatA zobhA che. A sarvajJa bhagavAnanuM zAzvata vidhAna che. "caitanya vilAsa" pustakamAM akartAjJAtA svabhAvanI mUzaLadhAra amRta varSAno dhodha uchALyo che. jainadarzananAM sarvajJanA vijJAnanA gUDha-gupta rahasyono visphoTa sarjayo che. caitanya AnaMdakoSamAMthI uThela anubhUtinA taraMgomAM caitanyane DolAyamAna karyo che. adhyAtma rasanA pyAlA bharI bharIne AtmArthI jIvone jJAnAnaMda svabhAvanuM rasAsvAdana karAvyuM che. akartA-jJAyakanA sAnidhyane dagdha karAvanAra A avinazvaratvanI maMgala prasAdI che. jemAM ApanuM nirbhita vyaktitva sazaktavANI dvArA tAdeza thAya che. pradatta paMcaratnonA prasAdarUpa divya pravacanonI maNImALA bhavya jIvone akartA jJAyaka svabhAvanI dizAne prakAza kare tevI bhavya bhAvanA pUrvaka zAMta rasendu; brA. bra. zobhanAbena je. zAha. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates VI caitanya vilAsa caitanyanI camatkRti caitanya vibhUtinA vaibhavadhArI; caitanya vibhAnA vilAsI; caitanya vanavATikAnA vihArI; caitanya vidyAthI vibhUSita (svarUpAcaraNa) vairAgya saMpanna pU. "bhAIzrI" lAlacaMdabhAI pratye variSTha vinamana. akATaya dharmadhArAthI zobhita bharatakhaMDa: bharatakSetrano bhUkhaMDa aneka dharmayatano aneka dhArmikaparvo temaja dharmadhArAthI suzobhita che. ahIMnI vallabhA avicala mukti sabhyo dvArA ujjavalita temaja lakSarUpa siddhi sadananAM unnata mAMgalyathI sadA saubhAgyavatI rahI che. kAraNa ke tattvajJAnanI akATaya nirmaladhArA jIvaMta vahe che. parama pariNAmikabhAva-nAraNaparamAtmAnI urdhvatApUrvaka adhyAtmanI vINAnA madhura svaro guMjAvanAra evA uttama cAritranAM himAlaya AcArya kuMdakuMdanI caraNarajathI arcita vasundharA sUrIlI banI DolI uThI. niyamasAra jevI nijabhAvanA pradhAna kRti para digambara samAja mugdha thayo. jaina saMskRtinA zrAmaNa, yogIomAM unnAyaka zrI padmaprabhamaladhArideva ke jemanI pariNati Atma ArAdhanAnA abheda prasAdathI saMtRpta che; tevA munikuMjaronA mukhacaMdramAMthI A makaraMda jharyuM che. niHsaMzayataH anAdinA zreNIbaddha vikhkhalita ajJAna paDaLone ucchedatI; caitanya pathane Alokita karatI caitanyanAM sAmrAjyamAM vasavATa karAvanArI A gAthA che. adhyAtma urjAthI sArA vizvane prakAzita karanAra jJAnamihira pU. zrI kahAnagurudeva thayA. adhyAtmanI sArabhUta jJAnagarjanA e hatI ke AtmA akartA che te jainadarzananI utkRSTatA che. AtmA akartA che te jainadarzananI parAkASTA che. AtmA upacArathI paNa nirmaLa paryAyano kartA nathI. Avo saMkotkIrNa TaMkAra thatAM ja anAdinI kartAkarmanI viparita saMtatinA pravAhathI pASANavRttirUpa ahaMkArIta thayela katvabuddhinA UMDA mULiyAM kampAyamAna thavAM lAgyAM, ane jana-janamAM jainatvapaNAno saMcAra TUrAyamAna thayo. zrI sImaMdhara kuMdAmRtamahAna jaina vADamayI sarvotkRSTa brahmopadezathI saMpuSTa thayela tamArI prajJA abheda jJAyakamAM sthira thatAM ja zuddhAtmAne svAnubhUtinI godamAM birAjIta karyo. he! kahAnalAla! Apane akartA zAyakanuM saMcetana thatAM ja, amRtasAgaramAMthI prasphaTita Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates VII caitanya vilAsa maMgaladhArAe Asanna bhavyajIvone amRtanuM Acamana karavA caitanyasaritAnA taTa upara lAvI dIdhA. jemanI kartAbuddhi caturtha guNasthAne asta thaI che tevA digambara saMto lakhe che keH "huM kartA nathI, kAyitA nathI, kAraNa nathI, anumodaka nathI." pharIthI 'kartA nathI' te lakhavAnuM kAraNa zuM?! A gAthAnAM garbhamAM ghaNuM gUDha ane gupta rahasya chUpAyeluM che. sAdhakane savikalpadazAmAM nirmaLa pariNAmano AtmA kartA che tevo upacAra Ave che te upacAranAM niSedha mATe pharIthI 'kartA nathI' lakhyuM che. A upacAra je Avyo te zreNImAM bAdhaka che. upacArathI kartA nathI to anupacAre artAmAM AvatAM ja zuddhopayoga thAya che. Ama kuMdaprabhunAM peTALamAM rahela amaratvanI amIrIno upahAra amone pradAna karyo che. ane pelI madhurama paMktine sAphalya karI che. "saheje samudra ullasiyo ne mAMhe motI taNAtAM jAya; bhAgyavAna ka2vA va... enI mUThIyuM motIe bharAya. bhAvazrutasamudramAMthI nIkaLeluM A uttama nilamaNI ratna che. ApazrI caitanya vilAsI banI ane je unmeSonI muktAnuM vimocana karyuM che ane je alabhya siddhAMtonuM virecana karyuM che te paMcamaArAnA cheDA sudhI jayavaMta raheze. ,, dharmadhyAnanI dhArAto sAdhakane varte che, paraMtu zukladhyAna kema Ave! tenI vizada carcA A pustakamAM soLekaLAe dedIpyamAna thayA vinA rahetI nathI. nirmaLa pariNAmano upacArathI kartA nathI ane upacArathI jJAtAye nathI. banne prakAranAM upacAronuM visarjana karAvanArI, hRdayamAM ArapAra utarI javAvALI, sarvAMgI akartA svabhAvanI, AMdolanakArI utkRSTa uddaghoSaNA te ApazrInI maMgalamayI maulikadena che. A rIte pAtra jIvonAM hRdayamAM AnaMdakArI maMgalaparva pragaTAvanArA koI addabhUta.... alaukika A pravacano che. maMgalAcaraNa: paramArtha pratikramaNanI A pAMcagAthAo eTale divya dhvanino sAra. bharatakhaMDanA alaukika zAstranI apUrva gAthAo che. niyamasAramAM zuddhabhAva adhikAra UMco paNa tene kya AMya 'ratna ' nI upamA na ApI. TIkAkAra munirAja TIkA karatAM karatAM A adhikAramAM AvyA to lakhe che keH have pAMca ratnonuM avataraNa karavAmAM Ave che. Ama A gAthAone 'paMcaratna ' tevA vizeSaNathI vibhUSita karela che. temane ratna jevI lAgI mATe ratnanI upamA ApI. chaThThA-sAtamA guNasthAne jhUlatAM munirAjane zreNI kevI rIte Ave tenI saMpUrNa vidhirUpa A gAthA che. ' Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates VIII caitanya vilAsa padmaprabha munirAja pote upacArano niSedha karIne aMdara gayA to temane khyAla Avyo keH kuMdakuMdabhagavAne A pAMca gAthAmAM upacArano niSedha karAvyo che. banne samAna bhUmikAvALA cAritravata hatAne!? he! jIvo! kuMdakuMda bhagavAnanA tamAre darzana karavA hoya to "huM akartA jJAyaka chuM' tema rAkhajo. A (nija) kuMdakuMda dekhAze to pelA kuMdakuMda paNa dekhAze. bhAvi tIrthakaro dvArA akartA svabhAvanuM bheTachuM - je tIrthakaranuM dravya hoya tene akartA svabhAva kevo cotaraphathI ghuMTAto hoya che. temanA pratipAdanamAM paNa akartA-jJAtAnI ja dhvani urdhvatA pUrvaka vahetI hoya che. bhAvitIrthAdhinAtha padmaprabhadeva pharamAve che keH "ahIM zuddhAtmAne sakaLa kartutvano abhAva che" abhAva thaze e vAta ahIM nathI. pU. gurudevazrI paNa bhAvitIrthAdhinAtha ! temanI akartAnI cinagArI e hatI ke anya darzanamAM kartApaNuM che paraMtu jainadarzana anya darzanathI eTale juduM paDe che ke akartApaNuM te tenI parAkASTA che. pU. "bhAIzrI" nI paNa akartA svabhAvanI zArdUlatA A pravacanomAM kevI spaSTa jhaLake che! kRtakRtya paramAtmAnA mULa svarUpamAM pariNAmanuM koI ja kartutva nathI. akartA jJAyakane koI kartavya nathI. akartAne karma na hoya. jema akartAnA lakSe koMbuddhi jAya che tema akartAnA lakSe ja kartAno upacAra jAya che. (1) sahaja caitanya vilAsa: mArA caitanyadevamAM zuM che? sahaja caitanyano vilAsa che. caitanyasattA jJAna-darzananI bharitAvastha che. huM paramapariNAmikabhAve, trikALI guNI paramAtmA hovAthI sahaguNonA vilAsamayI chuM. huM sadA kRtakRtya paramAtmA chuM. huM svarUpathI ja sahaja akRtrima, anAdi anaMta, nityaudyotarUpa pragaTa chuM. caitanyanA vilAsamAM to sahaja caitanyano vilAsa ja che. je nitya caitanyamAM upayukta che te huM chuM. mArAmAM paryAyono vilAsa nathI. caitanyaprANa te amAro nitya vilAsa che. sukhanI anubhUtimAM lInaarthAt trikALI sukhaguNanI vAta che. niyamasAra 43 gAthAmAM Ave che ke: "pragaTa sajAvasthAsvarUpa sukha samudramAM magna (DUbelI-lIna )" tyAM paNa trikALI dhruva vAcya che. kaLazaTIkA 19ra kaLazamAM- "sahaja avastham" zabda che to tyAM anaMtaguNe birAjamAna jIvadravya. A gAthAomAM akartA che tevA AtmAne bhAvuM chuM tema na lakhatA "sahaja caitanyanA vilAsane ja bhAvuM chuM." sahaja caitanyanA vilAsamAM badhuM ja samAI jAya che. temAM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates IX caitanya vilAsa anaMtaguNono saMpUrNa vilAsa AvI jAya che. je nirmaLa paryAyo pragaTe che te sAhajika nathI paraMtu karmakRta ane kRtrima che. jyAre anaMtagaNomayI paramapAribhAmikabhAva to sAhajika che. yathAkhyAta cAritra mane to che, thAya che te bIjAne. bAramAguNasthAne yathAkhyAta cAritra hoya ne?! tenI vAta nathI. ahIM to sadA yathAkhyAta cAritraguNa che tenI vAta che. (2) caitanyanI bhAvanA: bhAvanA saMyoganI na hoya, paryAyanI bhAvanA na hoya, huM jJAyaka chuM tevo zabda tenuM nAma bhAvanA nathI. huM jJAyaka chuM tevo vikalpa-bhAvamananuM pariNamana tenuM nAma bhAvanA nathI. trikALI dhruva jJAyaka te ja huM chuM evI ekAgratA arthAt zuddhAtmAnI nirvikalparUpa bhAvanA te yathArtha bhAvanA che. bhAvanA AnaMdarUpa hoya che. bahenazrInA vacanAmRta bola-21 mAM pU. bahenazrI paNa pharamAve che ke caitanyamAMthI ugelI caitanyanI bhAvanA kadi niSphaLa jatI nathI. huM caitanyanA vilAsane bhAvuM chuM tenA be prakAra che. (1) savikalpa bhAvanA (2) nirvikalpa bhAvanA. have je zuddha pariNatinI sAthe zubhopayoga che te alpabaMdhanuM kAraNa che. nirvikalpamAMgubhAvuM chuM ekane ane jANuM chuM paNa ekane. savikalpamAMgubhAvuM chuM ekane ane jANuM chuM anekane. ahIM A gAthAmAM savikalpa dazAnI siddhi nathI karavI A gAthA to saMjvalananA vikalpane toDavA mATenI che. vikalpa ubho rahe te mATenI A gAthA nathI. nirvikalpa bhAvanA tenA viSayane kevI rIte bhAve che!? huM trikALa nizcaya paramArtha pratikramaNa svarUpa ja chuM tenuM nAma bhAvanA. huM upazama, kSayopazama ke kSAyikane bhAvato nathI; huM to paramapariNAmikabhAva chuM' tevuM abheda pariNamana tenuM nAma bhAvanA che. bhAvanAmAM dhyeya dhyAnano bheda chUTI gayo che tene bhAvanA kahe che. zukladhyAnamAM ema pratItamAM Ave che ke "huM zukaladhyeya chuM." huM caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne bhAvuM chuM temAM bhedarUpa viSamatA nathI. dhyeya zeyanI parama maitrIrUpa sAmya bhAva che. sahaja caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAnetrikALI dravya. tene bhAvuM chuM nirvikalpa zuddhopayoga. "bhAvuM chuM" je zabda che temAM dhyeya zeyanI saMdhi rahelI che. caitanya svabhAvamAM lIna thAya tene caitanyanI bhAvanA kahe che. uparokata svarUpane jJAnI A rIte samajAve che. huM paryAyane bhAvato nathI, huM to dravya chuM tema bhAvuM chuM. bhAvanAmAM tema bhavAya che ke huM nitya chuM. huM anitya che tema bhAvato nathI. huM kSaNika zuddhatAne bhAvato nathI, huM trikALa zuddha chuM tene bhAvuM chuM. huM kartAkarmane Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates X caitanya vilAsa bhAvato nathI, huM to niSkriya akAraka-avedakane bhAvuM chuM. sAdhaka kathaMcit AtmAne bhAve che ane kathaMcit paryAyane bhAve che tema nathI. paryAya ke paryAyanA bhedane bhAvato nathI. je mArAmAM nathI tene huM kaI rIte bhAvuM? tethI sAdhaka AtmA zuddhAtmAne ja bhAve che mokSanI paryAyane bhAvato nathI. mokSane bhAvavA jatAM ADakatarI rIte pudgalanI bhAvanA thaI jAya che. huM abhedane bhAvuM chuM tyAre huM akartA chuM-huM paramapAriNAmikabhAva chuM tevo vikalpa paNa raheto nathI. vikalpanA vamaLa utpanna thatA ja nathI. huM caitanyane bhAvuM chuM tevo vikalpa paNa raheto nathI. caitanya samudramAM DUbIne caitanyanuM avalokana kare che. kAMThe ubhA rahIne samudrane jue to sthira samudra bhagavAna dekhAto nathI paraMtu paryAyarUpI mojAM dekhAya che. kemake bhedanI zraddhAthI rahita mArI zraddhA che. abheda caitanyanI abheda bhAvanA caitanya sattAthI bhinna rahIne caitanyane bhAvatI nathI. abheda ekatvazaktine kAraNe caitanyamAM niraMtara upayoga lAgelo ja rahe che. "huM to AzrayabhUta tattva chuM" te bhUtArthanI bhAvanAnI parAkASTA che. sahaja caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM" to temAM to bheda paDyone !? ahIMyA padmaprabhamuni kahe che ke "tasya dezanA nAsti." kAraNa ke gaNadhara bhagavAna jevA sAmarthyavaMta paNa abhedano bheda karIne samajAve che. lAyaka ziSya Agamane AgaLa karato nathI paraMtu adhyAtmane AgaLa karIne samaje che. kAraNa ke je kathana upara jAya tene niyamathI bheda dekhAya che. ane vAcakanAM vAcya upara janArane bheda vilaya pAmIne abhedano abhedabhAve anubhava thAya che. daSTino viSaya abheda sAmAnya-je daSTi pragaTI che te bhedanI zraddhAthI rahita che. ane daSTi ane dRSTino viSaya temAM paNa nirvikalpa dhyAnanA kALe bheda dekhAto nathI. daSTinI dolata hAthamAM AvyA vinA daSTi pragaTa thatI nathI. (3) akartA svabhAvI jJAyaka pariNAmano kartA nathI: anAdithI pratyeka prANIne mAthe-sarvAdhika boja jo hoya to te che kartutvapaNAno kartAbuddhinA ahaMkArathI du:khIta prANI niraMtara kAMIne kAMI karavAnuM ja Icche che. kartutvanA bhArathI ajJAnI prANI sadA AkuLa-vyAkuLa thayelo rahe che. paramArtha pratikramaNanI pAMca gAthAone samajatAM tene akartAnuM svarUpa atyaMta spaSTa thAya che. kartAbuddhi gaLatAM, moha maMda thatAM ane pachI abhAva thatAM nirbhara ane nirboja thAya che. zrI samayasAra kartA karma adhikAramAM rahasyavALI vAta lakhI che. keTalAka Izvarane kartA Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates XI caitanya vilAsa mAne che, to keTalAka karmane kartA mAne che, to keTalAka AtmAne kartA mAne che te badhA ja kartutvabuddhithI grAsita prANIo che. kartabuddhinAM mULiyAM ghaNAM UMDA hovAthI tene ema thAya che ke guNasthAnane na kare paNa jJAnane to kare ne!! AtmA prathamathI ja jJAtA che tene koIpaNa prakAre kartA mAnavo te pAyAnI mULa bhUla che. samyakdarzanano kartA che vigere prakAre pariNAmanI ebuddhi thaI gaI che have pariNAmathI vibhakta thatAM ane AtmAmAM ekatva thatAM paryAyamAMthI mamatA chUTe che. paryAyanI mamatA chUTayA vinA akartAno pakSa Ave nahIM. akartAno pakSa na Ave to pakSItikrAMta thAya nahIM. Ama akartA jJAyakabhAvanuM grahaNa thatAM ja paryAyanI pAtratAno paripAka thAya che, ane tenAM zreyarUpa sarvamAMgalya evuM svAnubhava thAya che. jayasena AcArya bhagavAne zrI samayasAramAM kartAkarma adhikAranI zarUAtamAM ema kahyuM ke A AtmA svabhAvathI to jIva ane ajIva bannemAM jIva paNa akartA che ane ajIva paNa akartA che. jIva paNa potAnA pariNAmano akartA che ane ajIva paNa potAnA pariNAmano akartA che. vastu svabhAva to Ama che. Ama jIva ke ajIva banne vastunA svabhAvamAM pariNAmanuM kartutva ja nathI. vastuno bhAva kadI nija bhAvane choDato nathI ane para bhAvane karato nathI. zrImadjI kahe che keH eka saDelAM taraNAnA be TUkaDAM karavAnI zakti AtmAmAM nathI. thavA yogya' zabda AtmAnuM akartApaNuM-jJAtApaNuM darzAvanAra zabda brahma che. A zabda brahma vItarAgatA ghautaka hovAthI teno paNa mahimA che. AtmA karanAra nathI te svarUpane ghaNA nyAyathI A pravacanomAM spaSTa karela che. AtmA svabhAvathI ja akartA mATe pariNAmano kartA nathI. pariNAma sat che mATe AtmA kartA nathI. pariNAmano kartA pudgala che mATe AtmA kartA nathI. tarUpo na bhavati' , huM pariNAmarUpe thato nathI mATe kartA nathI. eka pariNAmanA be kartA na hoya. svadravyamAM paradravyanI nAti hovAthI huM teno kartA nathI. huM jANanAra chuM karanAra nathI temAM anubhava thato nathI, paraMtu kartutvabuddhi ogaLe che. je svayaM thAya tenuM kAraNa bIjuM koNa hoya !? pariNAma thayA vinA raheze nahIM ane huM teno kartA thaIza nahIM ane akartApaNe raheto tene jANyA vinA rahIza nahIM. pariNAma thAya ane AtmA teno kartA na thAya A ja jainadarzananuM mULa rahasya che. pragaTa thatA pariNAmane rokavA * * * * * * Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates akartAne XII caitanya vilAsa tenuM nAma akartA nathI. akartA jJAyaka akartA raheto thako; pariNAmanAM akartApaNe rahe tevo ja mAro svabhAva che. jo kartA thAya to zuddhAtmA akartA raheto nathI to daSTi viparita thaI gaI. akartA zAyakane jANanAra jJAnanI avasthA akartA jJAyakane jANatAM-jANatAM badhI avasthAo thaI che teno huM akartA che tema jaNAya che. "huM to jJAtA ja chuM' tevA svabhAvanI racanA kare te vIrya. jJAtA svabhAva tarapha DhaLI javuM temAM ja akartApaNAno mahAna purUSArtha che. Ni jANe te sAkSAta akartA thAya che. akartAne kartA kahevo te vyavahAra che. akartAne kartA mAnavo te ajJAna che. (4) bhagavAna AtmA koI paNa pariNAmanA kAraNapaNe kadI thato nathI. - A bolamAM paryAyanA kAraNapaNe jIva nathI teno parihAra adabhUta rIte siddha kare che. kuMdakuMda bhagavAna kahe che amAro AtmA manuSya paryAyapaNe thayo nathI. kemake mane dravyakarma bhAvakarmano abhAva hovAthI manuSya paryAya nathI. manuSya paryAya naimittika che, dravyakarma te nimitta paNe che. nimitta-naimittika saMbaMdhano svabhAvamAM abhAva che. jo bhagavAna AtmA! manuSyagatinuM kAraNa hoya to eka pachI eka gati rahyA ja kare gatino abhAva thaIne pUrNa AnaMdarUpa siddha dazAnI kadI prApti na thAya. zuddhopayoga ane teno viSaya zuddhAtmA temAM gati nathI ane gatinuM kAraNa nathI. gatinuM kAraNa zubhAzubhabhAva che. trikALI akAraNa mukta svabhAvane bhAvatAM paryAyamAM mukti thAya che. (1) kaLazaTIkA 175 kaLazamAM che keH "koI paNa kALe jIvadravya potA saMbaMdhI che je rAga-dveSa-moharUpa azuddha pariNAma temanA kAraNapaNArUpa pariNamatuM nathI." (2) zrI samayasArajI gAthA 13 mAM kahyuM ke jIvanA vikAro teno hetu ajIva che jIva nathI. (3) zrI samayasArajI gAthA 73 mAM kahyuM che ke krodhAdibhAvonA svAmIpaNe pote sadAya (kadI) nahIM pariNamato hovAthI mamatA rahita chuM." (4) zrI jayasena AcAryadava 320 gAthAmAM pharamAve che keH "baMdhanA kAraNabhUta rAgAdi kriyA ane mokSanAM kAraNabhUta mokSamArga tenA kAraNapaNAthI zUnya che." pariNAma thAya ane AtmA tenuM kAraNa na thAya A jainadarzananuM rahasya che. baMdhamAM karmano udaya nimittakAraNa che ane vItarAgatAmAM karmano anudaya nimitta kAraNa che to pachI jJAyakabhAva upara kAraNapaNAno upacAra kevI rIte Ave? navatattvanAM pariNAma che kharAMpaNa tenuM kAraNa huM nathI mArI hAjarI che mATe thAya Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ XIII Version 001: remember to check htip://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa che tevuM kAraNapaNuM mArAmAM nathI. A gAthAomAM AtmAne sakala kartRtvano abhAva darzAvyo che ne?! (5 ) akartA bhagavAna AtmA pariNAmanA anumodakapaNe jaNAto nathI. A gAthAmAM anumodanAnA bolamAM akartA svabhAvanI utkRSTatA rahelI che. kartAbuddhine mULamAMthI unmulitam karAvanAra che. huM to karato nathI paNa bIjA pAse paNa karAvato nathI ane bIjo kare tene anumodana ApuM tevo mAro svabhAva nathI. kemake jANavAnA svabhAvamAM kyAMya karavuM AvatuM ja nathI. zraddhAne baLavAna karavAmAM A samIkaraNa sabaLa heturUpa che. A anumodanAnA bolamAM adhyAtmanI parAkASTA rahelI che. bhAvikALe zukladhyAnanI zreNI mane Avaze tyAre e pariNAmano huM anumodaka nahIM banuM tenI sAmpratakALe A gAthAmAM huM pratijJA karuM chuM. paryAyanI nirmaLatAne bIjo kare to ThIka tema InaDAyarekaTa kartA thato nathI. jo huM A vizeSabhAvono anumodaka banuM to dRSTimAMthI sAmAnya jJAyakabhAvano uccheda thaI jAya. pariNAmanuM karavuM. karAvavuM, anumodavuM khUNe-khAMcare kyAMya mArA trikALI dhruvabhAvamAM nathI. akartA bhagavAna zAyaka jema kartApaNe, kAraNapaNe, kAyitApaNe jaNAto nathI tema bhagavAna zAyaka anumodakapaNe paNa jaNAto nathI. A gAthAnI addabhUtatA e che ke jANanAra bhagavAnane cotaraphathI akartA siddha karyo che. jainadarzananI sarvotkRSTatA A ja che. A anubhavano nicoDa che. A sivAya Agama-paramAgama ne bIjuM kAMI kahevAnuM ja nathI. Ama A gAthAmAM ane pravacanomAM akartAbhAvanuM sarvAMgI nirUpaNa saMprajJAta thAya che. akartA svabhAvanuM vipula sAmrAjya prAdurbhUta thAya che. (6) sattA, avabodha, 52macaitanya, sukhanI anubhUtimAM lIna, A cAreyanuM Agama adhyAtmanI vivikSAthI svarUpa: (1) sattAH- anAdi anaMta astitva teno niSedha karyo athavA to anAdi anaMta avinAzI dhruva svabhAvanI dRSTi na karI tethI sAdi sAMta AyuSyanI yogyatA prApta thaI. (2) avabodhaH- anAdi anaMta, akhaMDa, atIndriya jJAnasvabhAva ne na jANyo, tenI virAdhanA karI to khaMDa-khaMDa pAMcaindriya maLI. (3) 52ma caitanyaH- sahaja vIrya zaktinA dhAraka svabhAvano niSedha karatAM alpa vIrya eTale manabaLa, vacanabaLa, ane kAyabaLa maLyA. anaMtavIrya saMpanna anaMta catuSTaya svabhAvanI dRSTi na karI tethI ja to manabaLa, vacanabaLa, Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates XIV caitanya vilAsa kAyabaLarUpa bhAvaprANane dhAraNa karI jIvI rahyo che. (4) sukhanI anubhUtiH- anaMtaguNamaya trikALI svabhAvane na jANyo; sukha svarUpa paramAtmAno niSedha karatAM zvAsozvAsarUpa kheda prANa dhAraNa karyA. dareka jIvo svabhAvathI jJAnamayI avinAzI nirupAdhi svarUpa che. nizcayaprANacaitanyaprANa te trikALI guNa che. azuddha nizcayanayathI jIva daza prakAranA bhAva prANathI jIve che. A bhAva prANa jIvanI paryAyamAM che. vyavahArathI jIva daza prANathI jIve che ane pudgalanI paryAya temAM nimitta tarIke che. (7) A pAMca gAthAomAM eka sAthe be upacArano niSedha - padmaprabhamunirAje pAMcaratnanI gAthAomAM eka sAthe beno niSedha karI nAkhyo che. pariNAmane karavAno niSedha DAyarekaTa karyo che ane pariNAmane jANavAno niSedha InaDAyarekaTa karyo che. Ama to ekano niSedha karyo keH pariNAmane karato nathI to pachI zuM karo cho? caitanyanA vilAsane bhAvuM chuM. huM jJAyakane ja jANuM chuM to parane jANavAno niSedha oTomeTIka AvI ja gayo. jyAM upayoga jJAyakanI sanmukhatA leto ja pragaTa thayo to zuddhopayoga thaI gayo. je vidhi samyakadarzana mATenI che te ja vidhi cAritra mATenI che. zrI samayasAra 320 gAthAmAM to saMvara-nirjarAne jANe che, bAramI (12) gAthAmAM sAdhakane jANelo prayojanavAna kahyo. jyAre ahIMyA to e banne gAthAmAM savikalpadazAno je vyavahAra ubho thato nathI tene paNa ahIM kADhI nAkhyo. kAraNa ke ahIMyA to paramArthapratikramaNa kema thAya te viSaya hovAthI bhedanuM jANavuM AvatuM ja nathI. sIdhuM abhedanuM jANavuM ja thAya che. guNasthAnane jANato nathI tema alagathI lakhyuM nathI jene karato nathI tene jANato paNa nathI. Ama ekamAM banne upacArano niSedha AvI ja jAya che. je kartAnuM karma nathI te jJAnanuM jJaya paNa nathI. A gALAmAM kartAnA upacArano vyaktapaNe niSedha che ane kartApaNAnA niSedhamAM ja avyaktapaNe jJAtAnA upacArano niSedha paNa AvI ja jAya che. paramArtha pratikramaNe pariNamuM chuM tene abhedapaNe jANuM chuM paNa vyavahAra pratikramaNane jANato nathI. caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM, eTale ke tenA jANanArapaNe pariNamuM chuM arthAt "huM to zuddha caitanya tattva chuM.' (8) upacAra ane vyavahAramAM aMtaraupacAra ane vyavahAra ane zabdo samAnArthI hovA chatAM paNa temAM aMtara che. upacAra Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates XV caitanya vilAsa ne alaga naya tarIke lIdhela nathI. eka rIte e joIe to vyavahAra nizcayanI apekSA rAkhe che arthAt nizcayanI apekSAe vyavahAra khoTo lAgaze. Ama vyavahAramAM sApekSatA che. jyAre upacAra kahetAM ja tene khyAla AvI jAya che ke upacAra rAkhavA jevo nathI paraMtu te oLaMgavA jevo che. jema kartabuddhi, jJAtAbuddhi rAkhavA jevI nathI tema kartAno upacAra ane jJAtAno upacAra rAkhavA jevo nathI. samayasAra kaLazaTIkAmAM 173 kaLazamAM kahyuM che ke Ape adhyavasAna choDAvyuM che to ame ema samajIe chIe ke Apa sarva prakArano vyavahAra choDAvyo che. | nizcaya vyavahAramAM to eka naya sAcI ane eka naya juthI lAgaze jyAre upacAra zabdamAM sIdhuM juThuM lAgaze. (1) vyavahArathI AtmA pariNAmane kare che. (2) upacArathI AtmA pariNAmane kare che. (3) vyavahArathI jJAna parane jANe che. (4) upacArathI jJAna parane jANe che. AnI aMdara vyavahAra ane upacAra banne zabdone prayoga karyo che temAM vyavahAra karatAM upacAra zabda vadhAre tIkhAzavALo jaNAze. AtmAne vyavahArathI pariNAmano kartAbhoktA kahevo te ja upacAra che. A upacArano niSedha karatAM ajJAnIne kartA bhoktAnI buddhi chUTI jAya che, ane kartA bhoktA dharmanuM jJAna thaI jAya che. jyAre AtmAne AtmAno anubhava thayo to AnaMdanuM vedana AvyuM to (dhruva) AtmAe AnaMdane bhogavyo tema upacArathI kahevAya che. sAdhaka abhoktAne abhoktA mAne che ane bhoktAne bhoktA jANe che. (9) nirmaLa pariNAmano upacArathI kartA ane upacArathI jJAtA nathI upacArathI kartA nathI eTale kharekhara kartA nathI. paryAyano kartA paryAya che tene badale teno kartA bhoktA AtmA che to ajJAnI ne kartApaNAnI mithyAbhrAMti vizeSa daDha thAya che. sAdhaka upacArathI to kartA che ne? te vAtane jo AgaLa karyA kare to tenA lakSamAMthI upacAranuM vAstavika svarUpa chUTI jAya che. upacAra asatyArtha che tema chUTI jatAM tene kahnabuddhi thAya che. upacAranA nAme paNa kartabuddhi thAya che. mAtra te bole che ke: AtmA vyavahArathI pariNAmano kartA che. paNa abhiprAyamAM to tene nizcayathI pariNAmano kartA lAge che. mATe dhruva jJAyaka svabhAvanI pratIti vinA kartabuddhi kadI jatI nathI. kartabuddhi jene Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates XVI caitanya vilAsa paDI hoya tene kartAno vyavahAra kadI Avato nathI. bIjuM mithyAtvane zeya banAvavAnuM choDa, jJAyakano jJAtA thAya tene nirmaLa pariNAmano jJAtA tevo upacAra Ave che. eTale ajJAna gayA pachI ja banne upacAra Ave che. guNasthAna Adi bhedono kartA paryAya che ane upacArathI AtmAne kartA kahevo te upacAra khoTo ja thayo ne!? kAraNa ke paryAyane tenA kSaNika upAdAnathI jotA AtmA vyavahArathI pariNAmano karyA che tevo upacAra nIkaLI jAya che. A kartApaNAno paNa... upacAra sAdhakane savikalpa dazAmAM Ave che. sAdhaka jyAM sudhI savikalpamAM ubho che tyAM sudhI upacAramAM ubho che. have pharI nirvikalpa thavA mATe upacArakartAne oLaMge che. upacArano vyavahAra paNa rAkhavA jevo nathI. tenI paNa sAdhakane kevI khaTaka rahe che te A gAthAmAM batAve che. paryAyanA (pariNamana) kartA dharmathI jue che to AtmA kartA che tevo kartApaNAno upacAra Ave che. bhAvazrutajJAna pariNata munirAja kahe che keH saMvara-nirjarAno huM karanAra chuM tevo upacAra mane na Apo. A upacAra kema chUTe tenI vidhi A gAthAmAM che. paryAyane tenAM kartA-kAraNa svabhAvathI juo to AtmA upara upacAra Avyo te chUTI jaze. AtmA nirmaLa paryAyano kartA che te upacAra have kADhI nAkhane! upacArathI kartA chuM temAM vikalpanI utpatti thaze paNa nirvikalpa dhyAna nahIM Ave. A to ghaNI gaMbhIra ane UMDA rahasyavALI vAto che. sAdhakane pravacanasAranI je kartAnaya savikalpamAM che te kartAnaye AtmA pariNAmane kare che te upacArane oLaMgavAnI A gAthA che. AmAM vidhi batAvI che. paryAyane koNa kare che? paryAyano kartA paryAya che huM to akartA jJAyaka chuM to pharI zuddhopayoga pragaTa thayo. kartAnA upacArano vikalpa, ane akartAno vikalpa paNa gayo. jyAM sudhI dravya upara kartApaNAno Aropa Ave che tyAM sudhI AtmA kartApaNe dekhAto hato eTale pramANamAM ubho hato. have sAdhaka upacArane upacAra jANI, kartAdharmane jANavAnuM baMdha karI pramANamAMthI nayamAM Ave che eTale akartAne jANe che. kartAdharma paryAyamAM hovA chatAM be ne jANato nathI. kartAdharmane jANavAnuM baMdha karI pharIthI ekane jANavAmAM AvatAM zuddhopayoga thAya che. paryAyane tenAM pakArakathI jotAM AtmA teno kartA che te upacAra nIkaLI gayo. AtmA upacArathI kartA che tevo vyavahAra upacAra chUTayo ane anupacAramAM Avyo zuM? basa, upacArano niSedha karatAM ja anupacAramAM AvI gayo. kSaNika upAdAnamAM kartApaNuM che. trikALI upAdAna akartA che. kriyAnA kArako paryAyamAM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates XVII caitanya vilAsa hoya che. AvA be prakAranA upAdAna jene khyAlamAM Ave che tene kartabuddhi chUTe ane kriyAnA kArakono jJAtA rahe. AtmA upacArathI kartA che... upacArathI kartA che tema vadhAre vakhata kahevAmAM paNa jokhama che. kAraNake upacArathI kartA che tema kahetAM ja ajJAnI prANI tyAM coMTI jAya che. tene kartabuddhi hovAthI te upacArathI kartAno artha paNa samajI zakato nathI. sAdhakane paNa munirAja cetave che ke tuM paNa upacArathI nirmaLa pariNAmano AtmA kartA che tene vAraMvAra AgaLa karIza to savikalpadazA laMbAze ane saMbhava che kadAca kaoNMbuddhi paNa thaI jAya. mATe vAraMvAra AtmAne upacArathI kartA kahevAmAM paNa jokhama che. AtmA upacArathI kartA che tema kahetAM ja ajJAnI tyAM coMTI jAya che. kartabuddhi hovAthI te sAdhakanA upacArathI kartApaNAnI vAtane samajI zakato nathI. have tene ema kaho ke: paryAyano kartA paryAya che, AtmA akartA che temAM AtmA nirapekSapaNe akartA che tema surakSita rahe che. kemake kArya svayaM thAya che tema pariNAmanI svataMtratAne jue to bIjo kare che te upacArane avakAza ja raheto nathI. sAdhakane zA mATe kahevuM paDe che ke huM kartA nathI ?! prabhu! Apato akartAmAM beThA cho ne? huM daSTinI apekSAe to akartAmAM beTho chuM, (arthAt huM akartA chuM.) paNa jJAnamAM kartA karmanuM pariNamana che. eTalo vyavahAra khaTake che. mATe vyavahArathI kartA nathI teno niSedha kare che. upacArano niSedha kare tyAre aMdara javAya che. vAhaupacArano niSedha karI jyAM aMdara AvI jAya che eTale tyAM bIjuM navuM abheda thAya che. bIjuM abheda na thAya tyAM sudhI kevaLajJAna na thAya. mATe saMto kahe che ke kevaLajJAna na thAya tyAM sudhI vyavahArano niSedha karaje. akartA-akAraka jJAyakane jANe te nizcaya anupacAra che. bhedane jANatAM chaThuM AvyuM to kartAno upacAra Avyo te vyavahAra pratikramaNa che. have bhedane jANavAnuM baMdha karatAM; bhedanI upekSA karI ane trikALI jJAyakane jANavA cAlyo jAya che. (1) bheda upacAra-vyavahAra ratnatrayanAM pariNAma te baMdhanuM kAraNa che. (2) abheda upacAra-bhedarUpa nizcaya ratnatrayanA pariNAma. (3) abheda anupacAra-caitanya tattvamAM lIna zuddhopayogarUpa cAritra. have kartabuddhi ane kartAno upacAra choDAvavA AcAryadava pariNAmanA jJAtA chIe tema paNa kahe! ane e jJAtA kyAre thayo? keH jenI jJAtA buddhi chUTI gaI che tene Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates XVIII caitanya vilAsa savikalpadazAmAM jJAtAno vyavahAra Ave che. have pharIthI zuddhopayoga kema pragaTe? ke pariNAmanuM jJAtApaNuM chUTe tyAre. sAdhaka potAne jANatAM jANatAM pariNAmanA bhedane jANe che te paNa upacAramAM jAya che. have A vyavahAra paNa cAritravaMtane khaTakyo. vyavahAra saghaLoya asatyArthIne abhUtArtha che. upacArathI huM bhedano jJAtA nathI. huM abhedajJAyaka chuM Ama anupacAramAM AvatAM savikalpadazAmAM je jaNAyelo prayojanavAna tene pharI pharI jIte che. zuddhopayogamAM paryAyanAM bhedano jJAtApaNAno upacAra nIkaLI gayo. A vAta evI TaMkotkIrNa che ke zuddhopayoga thAya ane pachI zuddhopayoga ja rahe tevI nizcala kalA che. thavA yogya thAya che ane abhedapaNe jANanAro jaNAya che." AmAM kathana paddhatimAM bheda che. pariNamanamAM bheda nathI. je paryAya thavA yogya thAya che tene huM karato nathI. kemake te tenA svabhAvathI thAya che, huM to akAraka avedaka evA caitanya vilAsamAM ekAgra thAuM chuM tethI thavA yogya karma thatuM nathI ane jJaya paNa thatuM nathI. jo thavA yogya ya thAya to dhruva jJAyakajJaya na thAya. paryAya sapaNe thAya che temAM paryAya pratye upekSA ane udAsInatA AvI jAya che. paryAya tenA kSaNika upAdAnathI thAya che tema paryAyane tenA sapaNAnA bhAvathI jotAM paryAyamAM je AtmAnAM kartApaNAno upacAra hato te nIkaLI gayo ane akartAnI pratIta thaI. ane jANanAro ja jaNAya che eTale upAdeyapaNe teja jJaya thAya che. arthAt A jaNAya che te huM ja chuM' tevuM lakSa thAya che. have AmAM (1) huM jANanAra chuM mATe upacArathI kartA nathI. (2) jANanAro abhedapaNe jaNAya che to pariNAmano upacArathI jJAtA nathI. vAha re! A sUtranA peTALamAM ghaNI gaMbhIratA ane ghaNI gUDhatA samAyelI che. A eka sUtra "thavA yogya thAya che ane jANanAro jaNAya che" A sUtra to samudra che. jema marajIvo samudranA taLiyethI motI lAve che tema A sUtrarUpI ratnAkarano samIcIna abhyAsa thatAM naisargika caitanyarUpInI parama sauMdaryatA sarvAge khIlI uThe che. "evA DUbIe sAgaramAM, tAga samaMdrano laI laIe; are! tuM paNa jhaMpalAvane Atma! mukti ratnane laI laIe; je vAta gAthAmAM che tenuM kevuM hRdaya pragaTayuM che; caitanya vilAsamAM AdhyAtmika sat kevuM jhaLakayuM che." upacAra kema nIkaLe? tenuM mULa kAraNa batAvyuMjyAM sudhI sApekSatAthI jue che to upacAra Ave che. have paryAyane sapaNe jue to Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates XIX caitanya vilAsa eka sane bIjA sanI apekSA hotI nathI. nirmaLa paryAya tenA kSaNika upAdAnathI thAya che to AtmA teno upacArathI kartA che tema kyAM rahyuM. paryAyanA pariNamanamAM kriyAnA kArako svabhAvathI ja thayAM kare che eTale niSkriya paramAtmA teno upacArathI kartA thato nathI. paryAyane tenA satpaNAthI jotAM AtmA teno upacArathI kartA che te nIkaLI jAya che. have jo paryAyano kartA vyavahAra paNa AtmAne rAkhe to bhedaupacAra oLaMgAto nathI. upacArane oLaMge tyAre ja zuddhopayoga thAya che. AtmAne vyavahAra kartApaNuM na lagADe ane paryAyano kartA paryAya che, paryAyanuM kAraNa paryAya che tema jotAM upacAra lAgu paDato ja nathI. huM akartA-jJAyaka che temAM upacAra ja Avyo nahIM paraMtu temAM to zuddhopayoga thayo. sAdhakanA upacArathI kartApaNAne ane jJAtApaNAne je AgaLa kare tene kartabuddhi ane jJAtAbuddhi rahe che. paNa sAdhaka kartAnA upacArane ane jJAtAnA upacArane kevI rIte ullaMghI jAya che te vAtane AgaLa kare to ajJAnI paNa jJAnI thaI jAya che. akartAnAM lakSa kartAbuddhi nazAvanAra; jJAyakanA lakSe jJAtAbuddhi dUra karanAra; akartAnAM Azraye kartAno upacAra choDAvanAra; zAyakanAM Azraye jJAtAno upacAra pAra karAvanAra; abheda anupacAra svarUpanA dAtA, kuMda padma kahAnanAM gaMbhIramarmanAM udghATaka, caitanyarasanA rasIlA pU.bhAIzrI lAlacaMdabhAI. jayavaMta vArtA jayavaMta varto. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 16 masUrI 32. 57 83 XX caitanya vilAsa anukramaNikA pravacanakramAMka tArIkha sthaLa T keseTa peIja naMbara naMbara ane sAla "niyamasArazAstra" paramArtha pratikramaNanI mULagAthA 77 thI 81 naMbara 1 thI 5 ra6 temaja ra7-pa-79 muMbaI jhaverI bajAra oDiyo 28/5/79 muMbaI jhaverI bajAra | oDiyo 83nI sAla oDiyo 3685 rAjakoTa oDiyo 6/12/87 devalAlI viDiyo naM. 28 7/12/87 devalAlI viDiyo naM. 28 13888 rAjakoTa viDiyo naM. 61 14.8.88 rAjakoTa viDiyo naM. 6ra. 14888 rAjakoTa viDiyo naM. 62 1/8 10. 158/88 rAjakoTa viDiyo naM. 63 123 11. 15,888 rAjakoTa viDiyo naM. 63 134 16/888 rAjakoTa viDiyo naM. 64 145 rAjakoTa viDiyo naM. 76 155 9/2/89 bhadrabAhunI guphAmAM viDiyo naM. 23 159 zravaNa belagolA | 11989 jAmanagara oDiyo 168 12. 989 jAmanagara oDiyo 181 13989 jAmanagara oDiyo 191 18. 29/4/90 hiMmatanagara viDiyo naM. 180 2OO 19. 30/4/90 hiMmatanagara viDiyo naM. 180 20. 1/590 hiMmatanagara viDiyo naM. 181 222 3/pa9i0 hiMmatanagara viDiyo naM. 181 233 rara. 459) hiMmatanagara viDiyo naM. 181 242 23. zravaNa belagolA viDiyo naM. 76 251 16/781 rAjakoTa oDiyo 254 25. 17/781 rAjakoTa oDiyo 261 13. 14. 15. 16. 17. 211 21. 24. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa paramArtha-pratikramaNa adhikAra [vaMzastha] namo'stu te saMyamabodhamUrtaye smarebhakuMbhasthalabhedanAya vai| vineyapaMkejavikAzamAnave virAjate maadhvsensuurye|| 108 / / atha sakalavyAvahArikacAritratatphalaprAptipratipakSazuddhanizcayanayAtmakaparamacAritrapratipAdanaparAyaNaparamArthapratikramaNAdhikAraH kthyte| tatrAdautAvat paMcaratnasva- ruupmucyte| tadyathA atha pNcrtnaavtaarH| [adhikAranA prAraMbhamAM TIkAkAra munirAja zrI padmaprabhamaladhArideva zrI mAdhavasena AcAryadevane zloka dvArA namaskAra kare che.] [ zlokArtha:-] saMyama ane jJAnanI mUrti, kAmarUpI hAthInA kuMbhasthaLane bhedanAra ane ziSyarUpI kamaLane vikasAvavAmAM sUrya samAna-evA he virAjamAna (zobhAyamAna) mAdhavasenasUri ! tamane nmH||2. ho. 108. have, sakaLa vyAvahArika cAritrathI ane tenA phaLanI prAptithI pratipakSa evuM je zuddhanizcayanayAtmaka parama cAritra tenuM pratipAdana karanAro paramArtha pratikramaNa adhikAra kahevAmAM Ave che. tyAM zarUAtamAM paMcaratnanuM svarUpa kahevAmAM Ave che. te A pramANe: have pAMca ratnonuM avataraNa karavAmAM Ave che: NAhaM NArayabhAvo tiriyattho mnnuvdevpjjaao| kattA Na hi kAraidA aNumaMtA Neva kattINaM / / 77 / / NAhaM maggaNaThANo NAhaM guNaThANa jIvaThANo nn| kattA Na hi kAraidA aNumaMtA Neva kattINaM / / 78 / / NAhaM bAlo vuDDho Na ceva tarUNo Na kAraNaM tesi| kattANa hi kAraidA aNumaMtA Neva kattINaM / / 79 / / NAhaM rAgo doso Na ceva moho Na kAraNaM tesi| kattANa hi kAraidA aNumaMtA Neva kttiinnN|| 80 / / Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates mULagAthA NAhaM koho mANo Na ceva mAyA Na homi loho hN| kattA Na hi kAIdA anumaMtA Neva kttiinnN|| 81 / / nAraka nahIM, tiryaMca-mAnava-devaparyaya huM nahIM; su na, 2yit| na, anubhaMta huM tAno na. 77. huM mArgaNAsthAno nahIM, guNasthAna-jIvasthAno nahIM; kartA na, kArayitA na, anumaMtA huM kartAno nahIM. 78. huM bALa-vRddhayuvAna nahi, huM temanuM kAraNa nahIM. kartA na, kArayitA na, anumaMtA huM kartAno nahIM. 79. huM rAga-dveSa na, moha nahi, huM temanuM kAraNa nahIM; ni, ayitAna, anubhaMta hu~ ni na. 80. huM krodha nahi, nahi mAna, tema ja lobha-mAyA chuM nahIM; 5 na, 2yitana, anubhaMta I sni na. 81. nAhaM naarkbhaavstiryngmaanussdevpryaayH| kartA na hi kArayitA anumaMtA krtRnnaam||77|| nAhaM mArgaNAsthAnAni nAhaM guNasthAnAni jIvasthAnAni n| kartA na hi kArayitA anumaMtA naiva krtRnnaam||78|| nAhaM bAlo vRddho na caiva taruNo na kAraNaM tessaam| kartA na hi kArayitA anumaMtA naiva krtRnnaam||79|| nAhaM rAgo dveSo na caiva moho na kAraNaM tessaam| kartA na hi kArayitA anumaMtA naiva krtRnnaam||80|| nAhaM krodho mAno na caiva mAyA na bhavAmi lobho'hm| kartA na hi kArayitA anumaMtA neva krtRnnaam||8|| anvayArtha:- [ahaM] hu~ [nArakabhAvaH] ||275ryaay, [tiryaGmAnuSadevaparyAyaH] tiryayaparyAya, manuSyaparyAya viparyAya [na] nathI; [kartA na hi kArayitA] tamano (9) tA nathI, ayit| (-2A4 // 2.) nathI, [kartRNAm anumaMtA na eva ] 'nio anubha66 nathI... [ahaM mArgaNAsthAnAni na ] huM mafusthAno nathI, [ahaM] hu~ [ guNasthAnAni na ] gusthAno 4 [jIvasthAnAni na ] 75sthAno nathI; [kartA na hi kArayitA] tamano tA nathI, ayitA nathI, [ kartRNAm anumaMtA na eva tAnA anubha6 nathI. [na ahaM bAlaH vRddhaH] 9 ||nn nathI, vRddha nathI, [ na ca eva taruNaH] tama4 29 // nathI; [ teSAM kAraNaM na] tamanu (9) 129 // nathI; [kartA na hi kArayitA] tamano (9) ta inathI, ayitA nathI, [ kartRNAm anumaMtA na eva] nio anumo. nathI. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa [na ahaM rAgaH dveSaH] hu~ 22 nathI, dveSa nathI, [na ca eva moha:] tama4 bho nathI; [ teSAM kAraNaM na ] tamanu (I) 129 // nathI; [kartA na hi kArayitA] tamano (iM) 'tA nathI, 12yitA nathI, [kartRNAma anumaMtA na eva] 'tAnA manubhAI nathI. [na ahaM krodhaH mAnaH ] I megha nathI, bhAna nathI, [ na ca eva ahaM mAyA ] tema4 kuM mAyA nathI, [ lobhaH na bhavAmi ] dona nathI; [kartA na hi kArayitA] tamano (kuM) tA nathI, ayitA nathI, [ kartRNAma anumaMtA na eva] nio anumo. nathI. atra zuddhAtmanaH sakalakartRtvAbhAvaM drshyti| bahAraMbhaparigrahAbhAvAdahaM tAvannArakaparyAyo na bhvaami| saMsAriNo jIvasya barAraMbhaparigrahatvaM vyavahArato bhavati ata eva tasya nArakAyuSkahetubhUtanikhilamoharAgadveSA vidyante, na ca mama zaddhanizcayabalena shddhjiivaastikaaysy| tiryakparyAyaprAyogyamAyAmizrA- zabhakarmAbhAvAtsadA tirykpryaaykrtRtvhiino'hm| manuSyanAmakarmaprAyogyadravyabhAvakarmAbhAvAnna meM manuSyaparyAyaH zuddhanizcayato smstiiti| nizcayena devanAmadheyAdhAradevaparyAyayogya surasasugaMdhasvabhAvAtmakapudgaladravyasambandhAbhAvAnna me deva paryAyaH iti| ___caturdazabhedabhinnAni mArgaNAsthAnAni tathAvidhabhedavibhinnAni jIvasthAnAni guNasthAnAni vA zuddhanizcayanayataH paramabhAvasvabhAvasya na vidynte| manuSyatiryakparyAyakAyavayaH kRtavikArasamupajanitabAlayauvanasthaviravRddhAvasthAdyane kasthUlakRzavividhabhedAH zuddha nizcayanayAmiprAyeNa na me snti| sattAvabodhaparamacaitanyasukhAnubhUtinirataviziSTAtmatattvagrAhakazuddhadravyArthikanayabalena me sakalamoharAgadveSA na vidynte| sahajanizcayanayataH sadA nirAvaraNAtmakasya zuddhAvabodharUpasya sahajacicchaktimayasya sahajadhvasphUrtiparipUrNamUrte: svarUpAvicalasthitirUpasahajayathAkhyAtacAritrasya na me nikhilasaMsRtiklezahetavaH krodhamAnamAyAlobhAH syuH|| athAmISAM vividhavikalpAkulAnAM vibhAvaparyAyANAM nizcayato nAhaM kartA, na kArayitA vA bhavAmi, na anumaMtA vA kartuNA pudglkrmnnaamiti| nAhaM nArakaparyAya kurve, sahajacidvilAsAtmakamAtmAnameva sNciNtye| nAhaM tiryakparyAyaM kurve, sahajacidvilAsAtmakamAtmAnameva sNcitye| nAhaM manuSyaparyAyaM kurve, sahajacidvilAsAtmakamAtmAnameva sNciNtye| nAhaM devaparyAyaM kurve, sahajacidvilAsAtmakamAtmAnameva sNciNtye| nAhaM caturdazamArgaNAsthAnabhedaM kurve, sahajacidvilAsAtmakamAtmAnameva sNciNtye| TIkA- ardha zuddha AtmAne sakaLa phrUtvano abhAva darzAve che. bahu AraMbha tathA parigrahano abhAva hevAne lIdhe huM nArakaparyAya nathI. saMsArI jIvane bahu AraMbha-parigraha vyavahArathI heya che ane tethI ja tene nAraka-AyunA hetubhUta samasta moharAgadveSa hoya che, paraMtu mane zuddhanizcayanA baLe zuddhajIvAstikAyane-teo nathI. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates mULagAthA tiryaMcaparyAyane yogya mAyAmizrita azubha karmano abhAva hovAne lIdhe huM sadA tiryaMcaparyAyanA kartutva vihIna chuM. manuSya nAmakarmane yogya dravyakarma tathA bhAvakarmano abhAva hovAne lIdhe mAre manuSyaparyAya zuddhanizcayathI nathI. "deva" evA nAmano AdhAra je devaparyAya tene yogya surasa-sugaMdhasvabhAvavALAM pugaladravya nA saMbaMdhano abhAva hovAne lIdhe nizcayathI mAre devaparyAya nathI. cauda bheTavALAM mArgaNAsthAno tathA teTalA (cauda) bhejavALAM jIvasthAno ke guNasthAno zuddhanizcayanayathI paramabhAvasvabhAvavALAne (-paramabhAva jeno svabhAva che evA mane) nathI. manuSya ane tiryaMcaparyAyanI kAyAnA, vayakRta vikArathI (pheraphArathI) utpanna thatA bALa-yuvAna-sthAvara-vRddhAvasthAdirUpa aneka sthUla-kRza vividha bhedo zuddhanizcayanayanA abhiprAya mAre nathI. sattA, avabodha, paramacaitanya ane sukhanI anubhUtimAM lIna evA viziSTa Atmatattvane grahanArA zuddhadravyArthikanayanA baLe mAre sakaLa moharAgadveSa nathI. sahaja nizcayanayathI (1) sadA nirAvaraNasvarUpa, (2) zuddhajJAnarUpa, (3) sahaja cinzaktimaya, (4) sahaja darzananA skuraNathI paripUrNa mUrti (-jenI mUrti arthAt svarUpa sahaja darzananA skUraNathI paripUrNa che evA) ane (5) svarUpamAM avicaLa sthitirUpa sahaja yathAkhyAta cAritravALA evA mane samasta saMsArakalezanA hetu krodha-mAna-mAyA lobha nathI. have, A (uparokta) vividha vikalpothI (bhedothI) bharelA vibhAvaparyAyono nizcayathI huM kartA nathI, kArayitA nathI ane pudgalakarmarUpa kartAno (-vibhAva-paryAyonA kartA je pudgalakarmo temano- ) anumodaka nathI (ema varNavavAmAM Ave che. ) huM nArakaparyAyane karato nathI, sahaja caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM. huM tiryaMcaparyAyane karato nathI, sahaja caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM. huM manuSyaparyAyane karato nathI, sahaja caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM. huM devaparyAyane karato nathI, sahaja caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM. huM cauda mArgaNAsthAnanA bhedone karato nathI, sahaja caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa nAhaM mithyAdRSTyAdiguNasthAnabhedaM kurve, sahajacidvilAsAtmakamAtmAnameva sNciNtye| nAhamekendriyAdijIvasthAnabhedaM kurve, sahajacidvilAsAtmakamAtmAnameva sNciNtye| nAhaM zarIragatabAlAdyavasthAnabhedaM kurve, sahajacidvilAsAtmakamAtmAnameva sNciNtye| Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa nAhaM rAgAdi bhedabhAvakarmabhedaM kurve, sahajacidvilAsAtmakamAtmAnameva sNciNtye| nAhaM bhAvakarmAtmakaSAyacatuSkaM kurve, sahajacidvilAsAtmakamAtmAnameva sNciNtye| iti paMcaratnAMcitopanyAsaprapaMcanasakalavibhAvaparyAyasaMnyAsavidhAnamukta bhvtiiti| (vasaMtatinavA) bhavyaH samastaviSayAgrahamuktacintaH svadravyaparyayaguNAtmani dttcitH| muttavA vibhAvamakhilaM nijabhAvabhinnaM prApnoti muktimacirAditi pNcrtnaat|| 109 / / AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM. huM mithyASTi Adi guNasthAnabhedone karato nathI, sahaja caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM. huM ekeMdriyAdi jIvasthAnabhedone karato nathI, sahaja caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM. huM zarIrasaMbaMdhI bAlAdi avasthAbhedone karato nathI, sahaja caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM. huM rAgAdibhedarUpa bhAvakarmanA bhedone karato nathI, sahaja caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM. huM bhAvakarmAtmaka cAra kaSAyone karato nathI, sahaja caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM. (ahIM TIkAmAM jema kartA viSe varNana karyuM, tema karAyitA ane anumatA-anumodakaviSe paNa samajI levuM, ). A rIte pAMca ratnonA zobhita kathanavistAra dvArA sakaLa vibhAvaparyAyonA saMnyAsanuM (-tyAganuM) vidhAna kahyuM che. [ have A pAMca gAthAonI TIkA pUrNa karatAM TIkAkAra munirAja zrI padmaprabhamaladhArideva zloka kahe che. ) [zlokArtha:-] A pramANe paMcaratno dvArA jeNe samasta viSayonA grahaNanI ciMtAne choDI che ane nija dravyaguNaparyAyanA svarUpamAM cittane ekAgra karyuM che, te bhavya jIva nija bhAvathI bhinna evA sakaLa vibhAvane choDI alpa kALamAM muktine prApta kare che. 109. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates pravacana naM-1 tA. 26-5-79 tathA 27-5-79 jhaverI bajAra maMdiramAM muMbaI-pravacana naM. 1 have pAMca ratnonuM avataraNa karavAmAM Ave che." zuM kahyuM? ke zrIsamayasAra zAstra-adhyAtma zAstra ghaNuM UcuM che. samayasAra pachI A zrIniyamasAra zAstra ghaNuM UMcuM che. samayasAra bhaNIne ja pachI niyamasAra bhaNe to ene vadhAre samajAya. ane emAM paNa, niyamasAra zAstramAM zuddhabhAva adhikAra ghaNo UMco ! zuddhaAtmAno adhikAra, paNa emAM kyAMya, koI gAthAo upara mathALuM ratananuM na bAMdhyuM, 38 mI gAthAne ratananI upamA na ApI, to AcArya bhagavAna pharamAve che ke, A pAMca gAthA che (77 thI 81) e ratana jevI che ema. ratnonI upamA kema A pAMca gAthA ne ApI? ke: anAdikALathI AtmA, svabhAve badhAnA AtmA, nizcayathI akartA hovA chatAM paNa.... evA akartA AtmAno svIkAra nahIM karIne, eno anAdara karIne-enuM lakSa nahIM karIne-akartA chuM evuM zraddhAna-jJAna utpanna nahIM karIne-AtmA svabhAve akartA hovA chatAM paNa, evA potAnA nija AtmAne, parano ane parabhAvano ane pariNAmanA bhedono kartA mAne che, tethI te cAragatimAM-saMsAramAM rakhaDe che. mATe, ahIMyA AtmA akartA che, kono akartA che e vigatathI kaheze. paNa akartA kahIne, kartA nathI-kArayitA nathI-kartAno anumodaka nathI ne kAraNa paNa nathI, (Ama) cAra prakAra pADIne akartAnuM svarUpa samajAvaze. AtmA, svabhAvathI traNekALa akartA che, e jIva mAne ke huM mArA pariNAmano kartA chuM to (enAmAM) ajJAna UbhuM thaze. paNa svabhAva... pote.... kartA. banI zakaze nahIM. jema koI ema mAne ke saMsAradazAmAM huM saMsArI chuM tyAM sudhI azuddha chuM e mAne bhale! jIvatattva azuddha thavA azakya che. bhale mAne ke huM duHkhI chuM paraMtu jIvatattva duHkhanA bhAvarUpe thAya te azakya che e sukhanA svabhAvane choDato nathI, ane duHkhanA bhAvane grahI zakato nathIazakya che. ema AtmA potAnI nizuddhatAne choDato nathI ane azuddhatAne e grahato nathI. ema bhagavAna AtmA, badhAnA AtmA, bhavI ho ke abhavI ho-badhAnA AtmA ke je zuddhanayano viSaya che, je samyagdarzanano viSaya (-dhyeya ) che evo je (trikALI) zuddha AtmA, cidAnaMda AtmA, svabhAvathI anAdi-anaMta akartA che. zuM kahyuM? anAdi-anaMta akartA che. akartA eno mULasvabhAva che. kharo svabhAva eno akartA che. AvA akartA svabhAvane daSTimAM nahIM leto-huM Ano karanAra chuM, karanAra Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa chuM kAM paradravyano karanAra-nokarmano karanAra, dravyakarmano karanAra ema mAne che tene kahe che keH (kyAreya) bhAvakarmano paNa kartA banI zakato nathI. (kema ke ?) e to akartApaNe ( sadAya) rahelo che. tArI buddhi bagaDI che paNa svabhAva bagaDato nathI. enAthI AgaLa vadhe to je samyagdarzanazAnacAritranA pariNAma je thAya, eno huM kartA chuM ema ja mAne, to enI dRSTimAMthI akartApaNAnuM lakSa chUTI jAya che ane samyagdarzanacAritranA pariNAma enuM karma banatuM nathI paNa mithyAdarzanajJAnacAritra enuM karma banI jAya che. kema ke svabhAvathI (AtmA) samyakadarzanano paNa akartA che. svabhAvathI AtmA, kSAyikabhAvano akartA che. evuM akartApaNuM mULa AtmAno svabhAva che jJAyaka hovAthI huM akartA chuM, athavA akartA hovAthI huM jJAtA chuM jJAyaka hovAthI huM akartA "ja" chuM. kathaMcita kartAne kathaMcita, akartA, e (Atma) vastunA ekarUpa svabhAvamAM nathI. A dravyadRSTino viSaya (-dhyeya) che. ane AvA akartA AtmAnuM "lakSa' eka samayamAtra eNe karyuM nathI. ane pote akartA svabhAve to paDikAbaMdha rahyo che evo ne evo. e mAne pariNAmano kartA ke parapadArthanA pariNAmano kartA mAne to mAno; paNa (Atma) vastu para pariNAmano ke parabhAvano ke kSAyikabhAvanoya kartA banI zakato nathI. AhA.... hA. ! evo akartA svabhAva jyAM Avyo, kuMdakuMdabhagavAne pAMca gAthAonuM avataraNa jyAM karyuM, tyAM TIkAkAre (-padmaprabhamaladhArideva ) ene ema upamA ApI ke, kuMdakuMdaAcArya bhagavAna, AtmAnuM akartApaNuM batAve che. je samayasAramAM kartAkarma adhikAra je e vyavahArano che, A akartAno adhikAra (gAthA-77 thI 81) nizcayano adhikAra che. (zrI samayasAramAM) kartA-karma-adhikArano mahimA, eTalA pUrato maryAdita rAkhyo che, ke emanA vakhatamAM IzvaranA kartAvAdI janmyA hatA. ke badhuM Izvara ja kare tyAre kahyuM ke Izvara kartA nathI, AtmA ja pote potAnA pariNAmano karyA che, ane jyAM eka bIjo mata nIkaLyo (sAMkhyamata ke je ema mAne che ke rAgAdi pariNAma thAya eno kartA pudgaladravya che I krodha karAve che huM zuM karuM! e mane rakhaDAve che ema karmane (-prakRtine) kartA mAnanArAnA matanuM khaMDana karavA mATe, vyavahAranaye AtmAne kartApaNe sthApIne, enAM pariNAma sAthe ene vyavahAranaye vyApya-vyApaka saMbaMdha hovAthI kartA-karma saMbaMdha (sthApyo) che, paNa nizcayathI to.... potAnA pariNAma sAthe paNa vyApya-vyApaka saMbaMdhano abhAva hovAthI AtmA traNekALa akartA che. eka samaya mAtrapaNa pariNAmano azuddhapariNAma ho ke zuddhapariNAma ho, e Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates pravacana naM-1 azuddha pariNAmanA pakAraka emAM che ne zuddhapariNAmanA pakAraka paNa emAM che, e pariNAma pariNAmane kare to karo paNa huM to trikALa akartA chuM. ema akartA (AtmAnuM) jyAre lakSa Ave che, tyAre teno te AtmA akartApaNuM kAyama rAkhIne, samyak prakAre kartA banI jAya che vyavahAranaye zuM kahyuM? ke nizcayanaye akartApaNuM kAyama rAkhIne, ene choDayA vinA jyAM AtmA akartA che ema daSTimAM AvyuM tyAM paryAyanuM kartutva chUTI jAya che, paryAya uparathI "lakSa chUTI jAya che paryAyane pheravavAnI buddhi chUTI jAya che tyAre pariNAmanuM kartutva dRSTimAMthI chUTayuM ne jyAM akartAsvabhAva daSTimAM Avyo te ja samaye te atIndriyajJAnarUpe pariNamato pariNAmI AtmA sabhyaprakAre kartA thaIne pariName che ethI te jJAnathI ananya hovAthI AtmA ja kartA ne AtmA ja karma thAya che. paNa, zuddha atIndriyajJAnanAM pariNAma enuM karma thatuM nathI, pariNAma karma thatuM nathI paNa pariNAmIdravya karma thAya che. apariNAmI dhyeya thAya che, pariNAmI dravya jJAnanuM zeya thaI jAya che. (-Ama dhyeyapUrvaka zeya bane che.) (zrotA ) ahAhA ! bahu sarasa apariNAmI abheda che ne pariNAmI Atmadravya paNa jJAna apekSAe abheda che. emAM pariNAma, pariNAmIno bheda-samyagdarzana karmane AtmA kartA evuM nathI. mATI kartAne ghaTanI paryAya karma, e bhedanuM kathana che, mATI ja kartA che ne mATI ja karma che. paNa mATIne kartA kahevAmAM Ave tyAre e pariNAmI mATI kartA ne pariNAmI mATI karma che. ghaDo enuM karma ema nathI. jhINI vAta che, A badhI zAstramAM vAta che bhAI paNa, gurudeva kahe che ke vepArIone tattva abhyAsano TAIma maLato nathI (zrotA sAva sAcI vAta che.) (utara) vepAranI ADe TAIma maLato nathI ne emAM kaMIka nivRttino TAIma Ave, tyAre (te jIva) bIjAnI sevAmAM rokAI jAya che, ane potAnuM cUkI jAya che. AhA... hA ! koI zaraNa nahIM thAya. be ghaDI vakhANa karaze ne mAnapatra Apaze (zrotA paramAM ja rahyA kare !) (utara:) hA. paramAM ja rahyA kare! Akho di! bahu vakhANa kare ke AhA! A bhAI sevA kare che ! are ! zuddhaAtmAnI sevA choDIne, A bApu tame zuM karI rahyA cho? A pharI, pharIne Avo avasara maLaze nahIM! (zrotA bahu satya vAta che A !) AtmA nizcayathI akartA draSTimAM Ave che, tyAre te AtmA, mithyAdarzanazAnacAritrarUpe vyavahAranaye pariNamato hato, nizcayanaye to nahoto pariNamato, e.... pariNamanano palaTo thaI (gulATa khAI jaI ) have, samyaka prakAre e AtmA samyagdarzanazAnacAritrarUpe pariName che, to pariName ene kartA kahIe! ane bhedathI nirmaLa paryAyane karma kahIe. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa eNe pote potAne jANyo, mATe pote karma, e pariNAmI dravya kartAne pariNAmI dravya ja AkhuM karma che. apariNAmI dravya to che e che. (-avayarUpa che) e pariNAmI dravya ya thaI jAya che, anubhavanA kALe ! (zrotA ) bahu sarasa ! A akartAnuM phaLa samyaphaprakAre te kartA banI jAya che, kartabuddhi nahIM... zuM kIdhuM? kartA buddhi nahIM paNa pariName che eTale ene kartA kahevAmAM Ave che ne pariNAmane karma kahevAmAM Ave che, bhedathI. abhedathI pariNAmI dravya ja kartA che ne pariNAmI dravya ja AkhuM karma che, karma eTale jJAnanuM zeya che. AhA... hA ! A vAta chaThThI gAthAmAM be pArA (be peregrApha) lakhelA che oho! hIrethI maDhAvavA jevA, AkhA samayasArano sAra che. AkhI chaThThI gAthAmAM AvyuM ne! ... samayasAranI prastAvanAmAM paNa gurudeve! chaThThI gAthA lakhI che (potAnA) hastAkSaramAM! ane A jyAre kuMdakuMdabhagavAnanuM zAstra, emAM kuMdakuMdabhagavAnano phoTo mUkavAnI vAta AvI tyAre bahenazrInebhagavatImAtAne kahyuM, ke samayasAranA tADapatra upara kuMdakuMdabhagavAna zuM lakhe che? e jarA tame amane jaNAvo, eTale emAM akSara kotarAvavA che, tyAre bhagavatI mAtAe kahyuM, ke kuMdakuMdabhagavAna tADapatramAM ema lakhe che ke... "vi doHi appamatto patto bALako Tu no mAvo AhA! samayasAramAM chApeluM che hoM! tADapatramAM lakheluM che I. e bahenazrInI sUcanAthI che. AhA... hA! bhagavAna AtmA jJAyakabhAva pramatta paNa nathI ne apramatta paNa nathI. e pahelA pArAmAM akartA (AtmAne) kahyo, ane bIjAmAM samyaphaprakAranA saddabhUtavyavahArathI vAta karI. akartAne daSTimAM tye tyAre samyakadarzanajJAnacAritrarUpe AtmA pariNamI jAya che, kUTastha rahe che ekAMte ema nathI. dravyadRSTithI apariNAmI che ne vyavahAranaye pariNAmI paNa che. paNa pahelo naMbara akartAno che, akartA daSTimAM Ave tyAre mithyAtvanA bhAve anAdithI e pariNamato hato te pariNamana baMdha thaI jAya che. sAdi anaMtakALa mATe baMdha thAya che-koI kALe AtmA mithyAtvarUpe (have) pariNamato nathI. ane samyakadarzanazAna-cAritrarUpe pariNamIne pUrNa sAdhyanI siddhie pahoMcI jAya che. evo mahAadhikAra-aNamUlo adhikAra pAMca ratna! A eka vizeSaNa, A pAMca gAthAmAM ja mUkayuM che jema pravacanasAra' mAM chelle pAMca ratno lakhyA che amRtacaMdrasUrie ema.... ahIMyA lakhe che ke A AtmA akartA che. kahe che ke A je pAMca prakAranA ratnano avatAra thayo-avataraNa eTale avatAra Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 10 pravacana naM-1 thayo. have pAMca ratnonuM avataraNa karavAmAM Ave che: TIkAH AMhIyAM-ahIM zuddha AtmAne, zuM kahyuM? ahIM zuddhaAtmAne-AtmAno je mULa svabhAva che-zuddhabhAva je jJAyakabhAva evA zuddhaAtmAne. sakaLa prakAranA kartutvano abhAva darzAve che. AhA. ! koIpaNa pariNAmane AtmA kare, evo AtmAno svabhAva nathI. AtmAno svabhAva akartA che. sakaLa kartutvano eTale pariNAmanA kartApaNAno AtmAmAM abhAva che. abhAva thAya che ema nahIM, abhAva che ema darzAve che. zuM kahyuM? kartutvano.... abhAva che, ema darzAve che ema vAMcavuM. ahIM zuddha AtmAne sakaLa eTale badhA prakAranA je pariNAmo pragaTa thAya che, eno AtmAmAM karavApaNAno abhAva che. ema darzAve che eTale AtmA akartA che. ema darzAve che. (kahe che ke, "bahu AraMbha tathA parigrahano abhAva hovAne lIdhe " -A. bhagavAna zuddha AtmAne bahu AraMbha tathA parigraha, eno abhAva hovAne lIdhe-AraMbha eTale karavuM ne parigraha eTale saMgharavuM, e (pariNAma) mArAM che enA upara mUrchA karavI. pariNAmano AraMbha karavo ane pariNAma mArAM che ema temAM mamatA karavI, tenuM nAma parigraha che. zuM kahyuM? A pariNAmanuM kartRtva svIkArIne ene pragaTa karavA (no abhiprAya sevavo) e AraMbha che ane e pariNAmamAM mamatA karavI-mUcchakaravI (-mArApaNuM mAnavuM) ene parigraha kahevAmAM Ave che. enuM karavuM ane mArApaNuM mAnavuM, eno AtmAmAM traNe kALa abhAva che.... A pAMca ratna che ne! e ratna hAthamAM Ave to? ciMtAmaNi ratna Ave che ne -puNyanA prakAranuM ciMtAmaNi bahAranuM hoM! je ciMtave te badhuM maLe ke nahIM ? ( zrotA maLe,) maLe ! ema A ciMtAmaNi ratna, e ciMtAmaNi ratna akartAbhAve birAjamAna che. akartA kaho ke jJAtA kaho, eka ja vAta che. daSTimAM kartApaNuM paDayuM che, evA jIvane akartApaNAthI samajAve che. (kahe che ke ) bahu AraMbha eTale pariNAmanI pragaTatA karavI-IcchA utpanna karavI e AraMbha che. sAMbhaLavAnI IcchA utpanna thavI (-karavI) e AraMbha che. ane e IcchA mArI che, temAM mamatA karavI tenuM nAma parigraha che. eno zuddha AtmAmAM abhAva hovAne lIdhe abhAva thavAne lIdhe nahIM (ema nathI kahyuM!) A baheno paNa pakaDe che-baheno paNa, A vAta pakaDI lIdhI-hovAne lIdhe kahyuM, abhAva thavAthI kahyuM nathI. ane...... A (pU.) gurudevazrInI zuM rIta che? gurudeve A bahu sArI rIta ajamAvI, ke badhAnA hAthamAM sAme zAstra ( hovuM joIe), eTale vaktA, game te jAtano zabdano ke Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 11 vAkyano artha kare to cAle nahIM. kema ke badhA taiyAra thaI gayA che have, pIstAlIsa varasa thayAM ne (guruvANI sAMbhaLatAM sAMbhaLatAM) AhA... hA! koI vaktA, ADuMavaLuM kahuM to, khAnagImAM mAna rAkhe Ama, jAheramAM na kahe, kharekhara kahevuM paNa na joIe, kahevuM kharuM tArI pAse kSayopazama jJAna vadhAre hoya, to ene khAnagImAM kaheje, enuM mAna jALavaje! ane mAna jALavIne tane je lAge e vAta ene (vaktAne) karaje. ane enAM (vaktAnAM) lakSamAM Avaze to bIje divase, pAtra vaktA hoya-te jAhera karaze ke gaIkAle mArI A bhUla thaI gaI hatI, eka bhAIe mane A mArI bhUla batAvI, huM eno upakArI chuM-AvuM to vaktAnuM nirmAnapaNuM hovuM joIe. ene vaktA kahevAmAM Ave che. (ahIM kahe che.) bahu AraMbha AhA.... hA! A pariNAma je pragaTa thAya ne I badhA AraMbha che. e pariNAma upara mamatA karavI-mUrchA karavI e parigraha che. kema ke e paradravya che. pariNAma paradravya che! (zrotA ) AhA hA ! kalpanAmAM na Ave, evI vAta che! (uttara) AraMbha tathA parigrahano bhagavAna AtmAmAM. abhAva hovAne lIdhe huM nArakaparyAya nathI. AhA.... hA ! nArakaparyAyamAM e AtmA hoya kadAca, saMyogamAM topaNa e AraMbhanA ane parigrahanA je pariNAmathI nArakaparyAya Ave saMyogamAM paNa AraMbha ane parigrahano ja mArAmAM abhAva che. tethI nAraka... paryAya.... mArAmAM nathI eno abhAva che. nArakInA pariNAmanuM kAraNa je AraMbha-parigraha, e AraMbha-parigrahano mArAmAM abhAva hovAthI, nArakaparyAya huM nathI. AhA.. hA ! (kahe che) "saMsArI jIvane bahu AraMbha-parigraha vyavahArathI hoya che," _saMsArIajJAnI prANIne, vyavahAranaye, bahu AraMbha ane parigraha vyavahArathI hoya che. nizcayathI hotA nathI. ane "tethI ja tene nAraka-AyunA hetubhUta samasta moha-rAga-dveSa hoya che." vyavahAranaye ho? A vyavahAra (nava) nI vAta che. tethI e vyavahAranaya abhUtArtha che e vyavahAranaya.... bIjAnA bhAvane bIjAno kahe che mATe asatyArtha che. paraMtu mane" -paraMtu mane eTale "zuddhanizcayanayanA baLe" , mane eTale " zuddhajIvAstikAyane teo nathI" moha-rAga-dveSa nathI. ane enA hetubhUta Ayukarma paNa mane baMdhAtuM nathI, ane mane vyavahAranaye... je AraMbha-parigraha che teo zuddha nizcayanayanA baLe (mane) nathI. AhA.... hA! juo, vyavahAranaye pariNAma je be prakAranAM varte che, enuM jJAna karAvIne, niSedha karAve che. addharathI niSedha karAvatA nathI. vyavahAranaye (e Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 12 pravacana naM-1 pariNAmo) vidyamAna hovA chatAM, zuddhanizcayanayanA baLe. (eTale ke, zuddhaAtmAnI sanmukha thaIne zuddhaAtmAno anubhava karuM chuM tyAre-e daSTithI jovAmAM Ave to... manezuddhajIvAstikAyane-teo nathI. (arthAt ) AraMbha-parigraha nathI. rAga-dveSa-moha nathI. je nArakaAyunA baMdhanuM kAraNa thAya... evA bhAva mArAmAM nathI. AhA... ! AvA zuddhaAtmAne je bhAve che, ene nArakagatino to abhAva thAya che ne cAragatino abhAva thaI jAya che. (AtmA) cAragatimAM, vyavahAranaye paNa jato nathI. cAragatimAM vyavahAranaye jIva jAya ema kahevAmAM Ave che, AhA... hA. ! evo mArA upara Aropa Ave, evA pariNAma have pragaTa thavAnA nathI, kema ke huM akartA (chuM ne) emAM mArI daSTi gaI che. eTale pariNAmano kartA banato nathI. pariNAmano kartA banato nathI tethI pariNAmanuM nimitta pAmIne je Ayukarma baMdhAtuM" tuM nArakInuM, e bhAvikALamAM koI kALe baMdhAvAnuM nathI. kema ke ene yogya-ene je nimitta thAya, nArakInA AyuSya (karma) nimitta thAya je moha-rAga-dveSa-ane vyavahAranaye je AraMbhane parigraha thAya, e vyavahAranaye emAM che paNa e svabhAvamAM zuddhanizcayanayanA baLe (zuddhajIvAstikAyane)-teo nathI. AhA....! teo nathI, zuddhanizcayanayanA baLe! A cAragatinuM varNana kare che, (samajyA ne?) cAragatinuM varNana kare che eTale cAragatimAM rakhaDavAno je nimitta moharAga-dveSa, eno mArA svabhAvamAM huM akartA hovAthI, huM eno vartamAnamAM kartA nathI, bhUtakALamAM kartA nahoto, bhAvi kALamAM paNa huM eno kartA banIza nahIM. (kahe che ) "tiryaMcaparyAyane yogya mAyAmizrita azubha karmano " tiryaMca zarIra eTale e ADA zarIra thAya ne gadheDA (ne ghoDAM Adi pazu tathA ) A badhA kAgaDAM ne kUtarAM (pazu pakSI) e "tiryaMcaparyAyane yogya mAyAmizrita azubha karmano abhAva hovAne lIdhe huM sadA(traNe kALa), tiryaMcaparyAyanA kartutva vihIna chuM." tiryaMcaparyAya prApta thAya ane hetubhUta je mAyAnA (kapaTanA) pariNAma je mAyAmizrita azubhabhAva, enAM kartApaNAno mArA svabhAvamAM abhAva hovAthI.. AhAhA ! che ne! tiryaMcaparyAyanA kartutva vihIna chuM rahita chuM enAthI, tiryaMcaparyAyane yogya nimitta thAya evA mAyAmizrita azubhabhAva, eno mArAmAM (-mArA svabhAvamAM) abhAva hovAthI-nimittano abhAva hovAthI, naimittika tiryaMcanI paryAyano paNa mArAmAM abhAva che. have, vartamAnanI vAta kare che. samajavA jevI A vAta che. (kahe che ke:) manuSyanAmakarmane yogya", manuSya je A paryAya pragaTa thAya che, saMyogarUpe Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 13 caitanya vilAsa manuSyanI, "ene yogya dravyakarma tathA bhAvakarmano abhAva hovAne lIdhe "_AhA..... hA! e manuSyanAmAnAmakarmano udaya paNa nathI ne manuSyaAyu che eno paNa mArAmAM abhAva che ne enAM nimittano paNa mArAmAM abhAva che ne enAM nimittanuM kartutva mArA svabhAvamAM nathI. AmAM Avaze. (manuSyanAmakarmane yogya) dravyakarma tathA bhAvakarmano... abhAva... hovAne lIdhe. manuSyanAmakarmane yogya e 93 karmanI prakRti che aghAtikarmanI, emAM manuSyanAmakarmanI eka aghAti prakRti che. I aghAti karmanI prakRti che. cAra ghAti (karmanI ) ne cAra aghAti karmanI (Ama ATha prakAra che) jJAnAvaraNa, darzanAvaraNa, mohanIya ne aMtarAya (e cAra) ghAtikarma, anujIvI guNanI paryAyanA ghAtamAM enI yogyatA hoya tyAre enA upara ghAtano nimittapaNe Aropa devAmAM Ave che. AhAhA ! dravyakarma tathA bhAvakarmano abhAva hovAne lIdhe-AhA ! traNeya kALa mArAmAM dravyakarma nathI. ane traNe ya kALa mArAmAM bhAvakarmano (abhAva varte che) vartamAnamAM abhAva che, bhUtakALamAM abhAva hato ne bhAvikALamAM abhAva hovAne lIdhe thavAne lIdhe nahIM AhAhA. e (dravyakarmane bhAvakarmano) "abhAva hovAne lIdhe mAre manuSyaparyAya zuddhanizcaya (naya) thI nathI." atyAre manuSyaparyAya mAre nathI. AhAhA! mArAmAM nathI-mArI nathI. atyAre huM zuddhajIvAstikAya che. tethI huM manuSya nathI. atyAre, e to jUThAlAlajI ema kahe che ke jIva, manuSya che. jIva che te manuSya che e vyavahAranayanuM kathana che. nizcayanayanA baLe to vartamAnamAM manuSyanI paryAya paNa mane nathI. kema ke manuSyaparyAyane yogya je zubhabhAva eno mArA svabhAvamAM abhAva hovAthI zubhabhAva eno paNa huM akartA hovAthI manuSyane yogya je nimitta thAya, e nimittano paNa mArAmAM abhAva vartamAnamAM che. vartamAnamAM manuSya nathI paNa bhaviSyamAM manuSya thavAno nathI. kahyuM? bhaviSyamAM paNa jIva, manuSya nahIM thAya. mokSa thavA pahelAM kadAca ekAda-be paryAya saMyogarUpe manuSyabhavanI ho, e vakhate paNa e (jIvadravya) manuSya nahIM thaI jAya ! jIva to jIvarUpe ja rahevAno che. ane manuSya (paryAyane ) nimitta thAya, evA je pariNAma thaze, eno paNa huM akartA rahIza. eno paNa huM kartA thaIza nahIM. AMhIthI chUTIne devaparyAya Avaze, devaparyAya thaze, ene yogya je zubhabhAva thaze, eno paNa vartamAnamAM huM akartA (svabhAve) hovAthI, e devaparyAyane yogya zubhabhAva, eno paNa (mArAmAM) abhAva hovAthI, huM deva thavAno nathI. huM dava rahevAno chuM-devAdhidevapaNe huM rahevAno chuM, paNa huM devanIparyAyarUpa thavAno Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 14 pravacana naM-1 nathI. AhA! A pAMca ratna che hoM! Aha hA. ! eka ratna hoya to beDo pAra thaI jAya ! paNa A to pAMca-pAMca ratnanuM avataraNa kare che. kahe che, have devanI vAta Ave che. "devanAma-nAmakarmano udaya hoya tyAre, e paryAyane devaparyAya kahevAmAM Ave che. ""deva" evA nAmano AdhAra je devaparyAya tene yogya surasa-sugaMdha svabhAvavALAM pudagaladravyanA saMyogano abhAva hovAne lIdhe "--saMbaMdhano abhAva kaho ke saMyogano abhAva kaho banne eka ja che-"eno abhAva hovAne lIdhe nizcayathI mAre devaparyAya nathI."--AhA.... hA! mane devanI... paryAya AvavAnI ja nathI. kema ke devanI paryAyane yogya je bhAva che zubha, eno mArAmAM abhAva hovAthI te zubhabhAvano huM kartA nathI, tethI mArAmAM e devaparyAyano traNekALa abhAva che. bahu UMcA prakAranI vAta che, divasa be che eTale thoDuM TUMkAvIne (spaSTIkaraNa) karavuM paDe che. AhA.... hA. ! olAmAM pacIsa miniTa gaI. pahelA kaLazamAM! zuM kahyuM? AhA... hA! A akartA AtmAno svabhAva lakSamAM levA jevo che ho ! kartabuddhi chUTI jaze, nyAla thaI jaze ! (koIpaNa AtmA ) ajJAnabhAve to paradravyano kartA nathI, ajJAnabhAve mithyAtvano kartA che e paNa vyavahArathI che. nizcayathI mithyAtvanA pariNAmano paNa (AtmA) kartA nathI. ane nizcayanaya samyakdarzanano paNa bhagavAna AtmA kartA nathI. samyakdarzananI paryAyanA pakAraka e paryAyathI thAya che. ane ethI AgaLa jAva, to pudgala ane kare to karo, e (TIkAmAM AgaLa) Avaze, ene huM anumodana Apano nathI. anumodanano bola sUkSma Avaze. atyAre manuSyaparyAya nathI. atyAre tiryaMcaparyAya nathI atyAre nArakInI paryAya nathI. bhUtakALamAM e tiryaMca ke nArakI AdinI paryAyo nahotI, bhAvi kALamAM devanI ke manuSya AdinI paryAya mane nathI, mAre nathI, mArAmAM nathI kemake ene nimitta thAya, evA bhAvanuM (pariNAmamAtranuM) kartutva mArA svabhAvamAM nathI, e nimitta thAya evA bhAvano huM akartA hovAthI, e bhAva pragaTa thaze nahIM eTale cAragatino saMbaMdha eTale saMyoga Avaze nahIM. vyavahAre devaparyAya ne vyavahAre manuSyaparyAya, e paNa alpakALamAM nAza thaIne azarIrI huM thaI jaIza.... ema akartA svabhAvane ghUMTe to e AtmA azarIrI thaI jAya che. AhA.... hA. ! have, AgaLa.... e sthULa vAta karI, have thoDI sUkSma vAta kare che, pachI vistAra AgaLa karaze bahu suMdara ! (kahe che) "cauda bheTavALAM mArgaNAsthAno" eka, "tathA teTalA" eTale "cauda Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 15 jIvasthAno che, ke trIjuM "guNasthAno cauda" ... "zuddhanizcayanayathI paramabhAva svabhAvavALAMne " paramabhAva eTale paramapariNAmikabhAva jeno eTale mAro svabhAva che evA svabhAvavALAne (-paramabhAva jeno svabhAva che evA mane) nathI. zuM kahe che? cauda guNasthAna-mArgaNAsthAnanA bhedo paryAyanA, e paryAyanA bhedo mArAmAM nathI, mane nathI, eno huM kartA nathI. sIdho to kartA nathI, karAvato paNa nathI ane e pudgalanA abhAvathI thAyamATe karmano abhAva thAya ne mane thAya, evuM huM ene anumodana paNa Apato nathI. darzanamohano upazama thAya ne mane samyakdarzana thAya-darzanamohanA abhAvathI thAya ne e thAya to ThIka, ane jJAnAvaraNa-kevaLajJAnAvaraNa prakRtino abhAva thAya ne mane kevaLajJAna thAya to ThIka, evuM huM anumodana paNa Apato nathI. ane huM kAraNa paNa nathI, cAra bole che juo (samayasAra gAthA) 320 mAM to be bola che-kartA nathI ne kAraNa nathI, 320 gAthA karatAM paNa UMcI gAthA ! kemake AmAM kartA nathI ne kAraNe nathI be bola to lIdhAM paNa.... AmAM uparAMta karAvato nathI bIjAnI pAse, bIjo koka kare che enI mane jJAnamAM khabara paDI gaI che, e kare to ThIka evuM anumodana paNa huM Apato nathI. ane huM kAraNa paNa nathI. omAM (gAthA 320 mAM) akAraka ne avedaka zabda lIdhA hatA, akartA chuM ne kAraNa nathI uparAMta avedaka zabda paNa umeryo hato eTalI vizeSatA che emAM AnaMdano bhoktA paNa AtmA nathI, AmAM kahe che ke kartA-kArayitAnathI mATe emAM bhoktA nathI e samAya jAya che-akArakamAM avedaka samAya jAya che, je kare che te bhogave-huM pariNAmane karato nathI. (AgaLa kahe che, "manuSya ane tiryaMcaparyAyanI kAyAnA, vayakRta vikArathI (-pheraphArathI) utpanna thatA bALa-yuvAna-sthavira-vRddhAvasthAdirUpa"--manuSya ane tiryaMca bemAM lIdhuM ho? nArakIne devane nahIM. (vayakRta pheraphAra) I kAMI deva ke nArakImAM nathI. manuSya ane tiryaMcane A lAgU paDe che. "bALa-yuvAna-sthavira-vRddhAvasthArirUpa aneka skUla-kRza vividha bhedo..... zuddhanizcayanayanA abhiprAya mAre nathI." e bALapaNuM-vRddhapaNuM huM manuSya bALavRddha-sthavira e (vayakRta pheraphAra) mArAmAM nathI. huM bALaka nathI, prauDha nathI, vRddha nathI, huM to zuddhaAtmA chuM. aneka sthUla-kRza vividha AvA je bhedo bhinna bhinna aneka prakAranA dekhAya che e saMyogathI (saMyogIbhAvathI) huM svabhAvathI bhinna chuM! - zuddhanizcayanayanA abhiprAye (mAre nathI. eTale ke AtmAnI sanmukha thaIne, bhagavAna AtmAnA jyAre darzana kare anubhava kare, enI mukhyatAthI huM jouM to A bhAva badhAM mArAmAM nathI. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 16 pravacana naM-2 muMbaI jhaverI bajAra maMdiramAM pravacana naM. 2 tA. 28-5-79 pratikramaNanA be prakAra che. eka nizcaya pratikramaNa, eka vyavahAra pratikramaNa vyavahAra pratikramaNa zubhabhAvarUpa che, emAM azubhabhAvano tyAga che. zubhabhAvarUpa pariNatimAM vyavahAra pratikramaNa che. e zubhabhAvarUpa-vyavahAra pratikramaNane paramAtmA -dharmAtmAo viSakuMbha kahe che. jheranuM jhADa che, zubhabhAva che e paNa azuddhatAnA pariNAma che. mATe ene viSakuMbha kahyA che. viSa eTale jhera, zubhabhAva e jhera che. e jheranuM pAna karavAthI, AtmA samaye-samaye bhAvamaraNa kare che. eTale emAM caitanyanA prANa haNAya jAya che. ene paramAtmA bhAvamaraNa kahe che. e zubhabhAva jheranuM jhADa che. ene paNa lakSamAMthI choDIne, potAno nija zuddhaAtmasvabhAva temAM ekAgra thaIne, je zuddhopayogarUpanI avasthA pragaTa thAya, emAM-e zuddhopayogamAM zubha ane azubha (bhAva) rahita e (zuddhopayoga) bhAva che. evA zuddhopayogarUpabhAvane paramAtmA paramArtha eTale nizcaye pratikramaNa kahe che. nizcaya pratikramaNa cAritrano eka bheda che, ane mukhyapaNe e (cAritra) munirAjone hoya che. ane gauNapaNe paMcamaguNasthAnavartI zrAvakane paNa hoya che. kharekhara to nizcaya pratikramaNasamyakdaSTine hoya che. have, ApaNe to AMhIyAM prathama mithyAtvanuM pratikramaNa, bIjuM avratanuM pratikramaNa trIjuM kaSAyanuM pratikramaNa ne cothuM yoganuM pratikramaNa ema cAra prakAranA pratikramaNamAM AMhIyAM ApaNe levuM che mithyAtvanuM pratikramaNa ! A pratikramaNa eka samaya mAtra paNa eNe karyuM nathI, ene apratikramaNa bhAva varte che. anAdi kALathI AtmA svabhAve akartA hovAthI, jJAtA hovA chatAM paNa.... badhAMnA AtmA sarva AtmAo! A sarvajJabhagavAne (jANelI ne) kahelI vAta che, pratyakSa jANIne emanI vANImAM AvyuM-anaMta tIrthakaro thayAM, e anaMtatIrthakaro (ne) kevaLajJAna pragaTa thatAM, pratyakSa AtmAnA svabhAvane jANIne, (teozrI) ema pharamAve che ke, badhA AtmAo nigodathI mAMDIne siddha sudhInA, jIva mAtra.... svabhAve akartA eTale ke svabhAve kevaLa jJAyaka hovAthI-jJAtA hovA chatAM paNa anAdi kALathI AtmA.... potAne... potAnI bhUlathI... pote kartA na hovA chatAM paNa, (pariNAmono) huM kartA chuM ema mAne che tethI ene apratikramaNadazA kahevAmAM Ave che. athavA tene mithyAtvanA pariNAma kahevAmAM Ave che. e kartabuddhithI jIva anaMta-anaMtakALathI rakhaDyo che ethI AcArya bhagavaMto pharamAve che ke prathama to mithyAtvanuM pratikramaNa karI le A bhavamAM! ane vizeSa puruSArtha UpaDe to Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 17 avratanuM pratikramaNa paNa karI le! ane..... pachI sarvathA prakAre akaSAyanuM pratikramaNa to zreNI mAMDatA Avaze, ane caudamuM guNasthAna AvatAM yoganuM eTale ke sarvathA paramArtha pratikramaNa thaI jaze. ema pratikramaNanA cAra bheda che. emAM AMhIyAM ApaNe, sarvajJabhagavAne pratyakSa jANIne-dekhIne, divyadhvanimAM AvyuM che e saMtoe anubhavyuM che ke badhAMne AtmAo svabhAve akartA che. kemake AnA (gAthA-77 thI 81nA) mathALAmAM ema kahyuM che. "ahIM zuddha AtmAne", eTale badhAM AtmAo svabhAva-zaktie anAdi-anaMta zuddha che. AtmA azuddha bhUtakALamAM thayo nahoto, vartamAnamAM AtmA azuddha thato nathI, bhAvi koI kALamAM paNa AtmA azuddha thaI zakaze nahIM. AtmAnuM zuddhapaNuM chUTIne azuddhapaNuM thAya, e vAta traNa kALamAM bane ema nathI (e azakya che.) chatAM paNa AtmA potAnA AvA akartAsvabhAvane choDIne (-bhUlIne) jJAnamAMthI ne zraddhAmAMthI bhraSTa thaIne, AtmA akartA (svabhAve) hovA chatAM paNa je (ene) kartA mAne che, ene mithyAtva nAmano doSa thAya che. e akartAsvabhAvane aMtarmukha thaIne dRSTimAM bhe, to ene mithyAtvanA pariNAma chUTe tyAre tene mithyAtvanuM pratikramaNa thayuM kahevAmAM Ave che. samyakadarzananA kALamAM-(AtmAnA) anubhavanA kALamAM mithyAtvanA pariNAma-kartabuddhi chUTI jAya che. kartAnaya rahe che paNa kartabuddhi (-mithyA ahaMkAra) chUTI jAya che. kartAbuddhi zraddhAno doSa che, ane zraddhAno doSa gayA pachI, karavAno vikalpa UThe che, sAdhaka-jJAnIne ene kartAnaya kahevAmAM Ave che. (kahe che ke:) "ahIM zuddha AtmAne sakaLa" sarva prakAranA pariNAmano AtmA akartA che. "ema sakaLa kartutvano abhAva darzAve che." (eTale ke) akartA che. AtmA, ema darzAvavAmAM Ave che. huM akartA chuM tethI huM jJAyaka chuM ne jJAyaka hovAthI jJAyakano ja nizcaya jJAtA chuM--ema jJAyakano ja jJAtA aMtarmukha thaIne anubhavanA kALamAM jJAyakano ja jJAtA thAya che tyAre tenAmAM svaparaprakAzakazakti khIlI UThI hovAthI, tene vyavahAre svaparaprakAzaka paNa kahevAmAM Ave! "sattA, avabodha, paramacaitanya ane sukha" sattA eTale jenuM astitva traNe kALa che, che ne che. avabodha eTale jJAna ne paramacaitanya eTale jemAM caitanyanA bhedamAM darzana paNa samAya jAya che ane sukha... sukhanI anubhUtimAM lIna-anubhUti eTale trikALa AtmAno je Avo svabhAva che-jemAM enAM svabhAvabhAvo traNe kALa rahelAM che. tene lIna kahevAmAM Ave che-AtmA AvA svabhAvamAM rahelo che. (kahe che ) evA viziSTa Atmatattvane-khAsa prakAranA AtmAnA svarUpane, khAsa prakAra Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 18 pravacana naM-2 kema kahyuM ? ke AtmAmAM sukha e asAdhAraNa eno svabhAva che, caitanya eno asAdhAraNa svabhAva che, avabodha ne sattA ekalI sattA nahIM, ekalI sattA ( -hovApaNuM ) to puddagalane paNa lAgu paDe che tethI temAM ativyApti nAmano doSa Ave che, e doSanA nivAraNa arthe sattA pachI avabodha-52macaitanya ne sukha, (Adi ) evA AtmAnA je trikALIguNo che, je guNImAM rahelAM guNo che. are! e guNamaya che. paNa guNI (evo je abhedAtmAne ) oLakhato nathI ene guNabheda karIne samajAvavAno ne sAmA jIvane samajavAno svakALano paryAya hoya, tyAre jJAnInI vANI chUTe che. ane (samajanA2 ) zrotA, e bhedavALA (kathana ), e bhedanuM lakSa choDIne, bheda dvArA abhedanuM anumAna karIne, bhedanuM paNa lakSa choDIne, abhedanuM-ekalA abhedanuM anumAna karIne anumAnamAM nirNaya karIne, enAM pakSamAM AvIne, e AtmA (nayapakSanA) vicAra choDIne, e nirvikalpaavasthAmAM (nija) AtmAno anubhava kare che. tyAre ( e AtmA ) svabhAve akartA hato te paryAyamAM paNa pratyakSapaNe akartA banI jAya che. (sAmAnya jevuM vizeSanuM pariNamana thAya che) ene vItarAgI pratikramaNa kahevAmAM Ave che. vItarAgabhAvanuM nAma pratikramaNa che, zubhabhAvanuM nAma vyavahAra pratikramaNa che, e viSakuMbha che jherano ghaDo che, ema samayasAramAM kahyuM che. "evI sukhanI anubhUtimAM lIna " eTale sukhasvarUpa jJAnane AnaMdanI mUrti bhagavAna AtmA, " evA viziSTa Atmatattvane "- khAsa prakAranA AtmAnA svarUpane grahanArA ( eTale ke) grahaNa karanArA-jANanArA-anubhava karanArA avA " zuddhadravyArthikanayanA baLe "-zuM kahyuM ? ke AtmA caitanyamUrti jJAnane AnaMdano pUMja che, evo je zuddha AtmA, eno anAkuLa AnaMdane jJAnano paryAya-atIndriyajJAnano paryAya e AtmAnI abhimukha thAya che ke jeno viSaya dravya sAmAnyamAtra upAdeyapaNe che evA jJAnanA pariNAmane zuddha dravyArthikanaya kahevAmAM Ave che. e jJAnanA vyApAramAM zuddhaupayogamAM, potAno zuddha AtmA ja eka AtmAne upAdeya che, evo bhedapaNa choDIne, jayAre AtmA potAnA atIndriyajJAna dvArA upAdeyapaNe zuddhadravyane grahe che-jANe che pratyakSa anubhave che (abhedapaNe ) evA jJAnanAM pariNAmane zuddha dravya jenuM prayojana che kevaLa jANavAnuM nahIM paraMtu upAdeyapaNe jANavAnuM prayojana che. kevaLa dravyane jANavuM ne kevaLa paryAyane jANavuM ema nahIM, paNa ( Atma ) dravyane upAdeyapaNe jANavuM, ane kevaLa paryAyane jANavuM ema nahIM, paNa paryAyane upekSArUpe jANavuM, evA AtmAne zuddhaupayoganI dazAne paramAtmA pratikramaNa kahe che. A pratikramaNa eka samaya mAtranuM jo thayuM-e AtmAne alpakALamAM pUrNAnaMdanI prApti Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 19 caitanya vilAsa evA mokSanI dazA pragaTa thAya che. "zuddhadravyArthikanayanA baLe" viziSTa Atmatattvane grahanArA eTale ke viziSTa AtmAnA svarUpane grahanArAjANanArA-upAdeyapaNe grahanArA zuddhadravyArthikanayanA baLe, AcArya bhagavaMto pharamAve che ke mAre, "mane sakaLa moha-rAga-dveSa nathI." zuM kahyuM? ke A zuddhaAtmAnI sanmukha thaIne huM jouM chuM to mArA zuddhaAtmAmAM sakaLa-badhA prakAranAM moha-rAga-dveSano mArA svabhAvamAM abhAva che. evA svabhAvane grahanArI zuddha paryAyamAM paNa moha-rAga-dveSano abhAva che. | svabhAvamAM to trikALaabhAva che. A paramArtha pratikramaNa-dharmanI vAta cAle che, A sAmAyika kema thAya ne pratikramaNa kema thAya? e zubhabhAvarUpa sAmAyika jheranuM jhADa che. evI sAmAyika zubhabhAvarUpa ane zubhabhAvanA pratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAna ne AlocanA zubhabhAvarUpavyavahAra pratikramaNAdi bhUtakALamAM mArA ane tamArA AtmAoe, AvA zubhabhAvarUpa sAmAyika pratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAna-AlocanA anaMta vAra karyo, ane e kartA buddhi e zubhabhAva karIne, e samaye paNa ene du:khano bhogavaTo Avyo, je samaye zubhabhAva utpanna thAya che e AkuLatAmaya che ekAMta duHkharUpa che. evA duHkhano (AkuLatAno-IcchAono) anubhava karyo zubhabhAvanA kartabuddhie zubhabhAvathI ane temAM mithyAtvarUpa zalya hovAthI, e abhiprAya kAyama rAkhIne je jIva kartabuddhie pariName che ene nizcaya sAmAyika eka samaya mAtra paNa paramArtha pratikramaNa thatuM nathI. tethI e (jIvo ) cAragatimAM-saMsAramAM paribhramaNa kare che. (kahe che keH) mAre evA viziSTa-khAsa prakAranA ke jemAM sattA, avabodha, paramacaitanya ane sukhathI bharelo mAro paramAtmatattva che. khAsa viziSTa prakAre je AtmAnuM svarUpa che, emAM aMtarmukha thaIne jJAnane vALI lya, aMtaramAM jyAre potAnA AtmAne aMtarmukha thaIne anubhave che, tyAre te apekSAe ( Atma) anubhavanI pradhAnatAthI huM kahuM chuM ke "zuddhadravyArthikanayanA baLe mAre sakaLa moha-rAga-dveSa nathI"-emAM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhahAsya-rati-arati zoka-bhaya-juguptA-strIveda-puruSaveda-napuMsakaveda Adi badhA pariNAma vikAra mAtra, vibhAva mAtra, paryAya mAtra mArA trikALa svabhAvamAM eno abhAva che..... evA A trikALasvabhAvane meM vartamAnamAM jANyo, e zuddhadravyArthikanaya dvArA jANyo, e dravyArthikanaya ke jemAM dravya upAdeyapaNe prayojana thayuM to emAM to moha-rAga-dveSa nathI ne pariNAmamAM paNa mohane rAgane dveSano abhAva thayo ne vItarAgI pariNAma thayA evA vItarAgabhAvane paramArtha pratikramaNa kahevAmAM Ave che. have AgaLa...(kahe che) sahaja nizcayanayathI juo AgaLa vizeSaNa che AtmAnuM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 2) pravacana naM-2 sahaja, "sahaja nizcayanayathI sadA nirAvaraNasvarUpa chuM." bhagavAna mAro AtmA-A badhAya AtmAnI vAta cAle che ho ! nigodathI mAMDIne saMjJI paMcendriya sudhInA tiryaMco ane manuSyo, devo badhAya (jIvo) ekendriya Adi (sarvajIvo)-sarva AtmAo "sadA" nirAvaraNasvarUpa che. traNe kALe, ATha prakAranuM karmanuM AvaraNa, nizcayanayathI jovAmAM Ave to A ATha prakAranA AvaraNathI atyAre paNa AtmA rahita che. evA ATha prakAranA karmanA AvaraNathI rahita sadA nirAvaraNa AtmA (birAjamAna che ) enI daSTi karatAM nirAvaraNasvarUpa AtmAno anubhava thAya che. nizcayanayathI eTale ke svabhAvanI sanmukha thaIne, svabhAvane jenArI je naya eTale jJAnano aze, te aMza dvArA jJAna ke je aMtarmukha jJAna dvArA jJAyakane upAdeyapaNe jANuM chuM tyAre huM jouM chuM (mArA svarUpane to) huM to sadAnirAvaraNasvarUpa chuM (mane) ATha prakAranA karmano baMdha (kadI) thayo nathI. ane bhAva AvaraNathI paNa huM vartamAnamAM rahita chuM ethI dravyane bhAve nityanirAvaraNa sadA rahela chuM. | mithyAtva-avata-kaSAya ne yoga, evA je vibhAvabhAva-AvaraNa, enAthI paNa huM rahita chuM. tethI dravyane bhAve nitya nirAvaraNa huM sadA rahelo chuM. AgaLa..."sahaja nizcayanayathI zuddhajJAnasvarUpa chuM." AhA...hA ! sahaja nizcayanayathI zuddha jJAnano huM avatAra che. AhA! zuddha jJAnasvarUpa chuM. zuddha jJAnane mAre karavuM paNa nathI. ane zuddhajJAnarUpe mAre thavuM paNa nathI. paNa huM to prathamathI ja zuddhajJAnasvarUpa ja AtmA chuM. zuddhajJAnane karavuM, evo AtmAmAM karavApaNAno (-kartApaNAno) trikALa abhAva che. AtmA azuddhapariNAmane kare evo abhiprAya rAkhe e to mithyASTi che ja....paNa zuddha pariNAmane paNa huM karuM-samyaphadarzanajJAnacAritranA pariNAmane paNa huM karuM evuM karavApaNuM AtmAnA trikALasvabhAvamAM nathI. (kema ke) AtmA akartA che. parapadArtha-jaDa ke cetananA pariNAmono to kartA, ajJAnabhAve paNa koI AtmA kadI paNa nathI. paNa akartA svabhAvanI daSTi choDe che, e paryAyamAM ene rAgano pratibhAsa dekhIne huM rAgI chuM ema bhAse che tethI huM rAgano kartA chuM ema mithyAtvabhAvane utpanna kare che. akartAnuM (-zAyakanuM) zaraNa letAM, tene rAganuM kartApaNuM bhAsatuM nathI. eka vAta. AgaLa..... je samyakadarzanazAnacAritranA pariNAma, je pariNAma zuddha AtmAne prasiddha kare che-atIndriya jJAnanA pariNAma dvArA AtmakhyAti thAya che-Atmaprasiddhi thAya che ke huM Avo chuM ! evA samyakadarzana-jJAna-cAritranA pariNAmane paNa, huM karuM ( to thAya) AtmA kare, Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 21 evuM pariNAmanuM kartutva paNa bhagavAna AtmAmAM koI kALe nathI. traNeya kALa akartA che AtmA! mane samyakdarzana-jJAna-cAritranA pariNAma thAya che, ema jaNAya che, paNa ene huM karuM chuM ema sAdhakanA jJAnamAM ne pratItamAM AvatuM nathI. (pariNAma svayaM) thAya che ema jaNAya che. kema ke enAmAM kartA-karma-karaNa-saMpradAna-apAdAna-adhikaraNa, evA kSaNika upAdAnanAM pakArakano, kSaNika samAM-pariNAmamAM evA kartA-karma Adi pakArakano (sadbhAva) hovAthI, svaavasare (svayaM) pragaTa thAya che ane svaavasare vilaya pAme che. (have AgaLa) "sahaja cinzaktimaya, sahaja darzananA skUraNathI paripUrNa mUrti (-jenI mUrti arthAt svarUpa sahaja darzananA skUraNathI paripUrNa che evA") paryAya nahIM, trikALI dravyanI vAta che. ane svarUpamAM avicaLa sthitirUpa sahaja yathAkhyAta cAritravALAtrikALI cAritra nAmano eka guNa che jenuM nAma... yathAkhyAta che. (AtmAmAM) jevA guNo che evA pariNAma pragaTa thAya che. bhAI ? AtmAmAM yathAkhyAta cAritra nAmano eka trikALI guNa che, e guNasvarUpa, guNI enuM avalaMbana letAM yathAkhyAta cAritra paryAya pragaTa thAya che. yathAkhyAta cAritranA..pariNAma, e yathAkhyAta cAritra trikALIguNa pradhAnadravyanuM avalaMbana lya che. e jJAnaguNa pradhAna dravyanuM avalaMbana letI nathI. sUkSma che! pharIthI, e yathAkhyAta cAritra nAmanA je pariNAma che, enuM jo koI kAraNa hoya to eno potAno ekalo (yathAkhyAta cAritra) guNa ja che. jJAna-darzanane sukha (Adi anya guNa) e cAritra paryAya-yathAkhyAta cAritra paryAya pragaTavAnuM kAraNa nathI. e jJAnaguNanuM vizeSa, yathAkhyAta cAritra pragaTa thAya bAra-terame, e jJAnaguNanuM vizeSa nathI, darzanaguNanuM vizeSa nathI, paNa cAritraguNa sAmAnya che enuM je vizeSa che e vizeSa-yathAkhyAtarUpa pragaTa thAya evo AtmAmAM eka yathAkhyAta cAritra nAmano trikALI guNa che. e guNa pradhAna, abheda guNInuM avalaMbana e cAritranI paryAya vye che tyAre yathAkhyAta cAritra pragaTa thaI jAya che. AhA...hA ! evI-evI anaMtazaktio AtmAmAM rahelI che. (kahe che) sahaja yathAkhyAta cAritravALA-yathAkhyAta cAritravALA eTale paryAyanI vAta nathI kemake AgaLa sahaja nizcayanayathI (kahyuM) mATe nizcayanayano A viSaya che vyavahAranayano viSaya nathI. (sahaja) "yathAkhyAta cAritravALA evA mane samasta saMsArakalezanA hetu eTale kAraNo evA krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha mane nathI." kema ke huM to trikALI zuddha nirAvaraNa-nitya nirAvaraNa chuM ane huM to yathAkhyAtacAritramaya cIja chuM eTale mArA svabhAvamAM, A krodha-mAna-mAyA ne lobha (nA pariNAma ) nizcayathI pudgalanA pariNAmane vyavahAre jIvanA pariNAma, eno mArA svabhAvamAM trikALa abhAva che. e Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates pravacana naM-2 beya prakAra mArAmAM nathI. pudagalanA pariNAma to mArAmAM nathI, paNa pudgalanA lakSe thatA krodhAdi vibhAva bhAva, e zuddhanizcayanayanA baLathI e jovAmAM Ave to badhA vibhAvabhAvo mArAmAM nathI. ema trikALasvabhAvane jANanAra (-anubhavanAra) jJAnanI avasthAmAM paNa krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhano saddabhAva mArAmAM nathI, ema trikALa svabhAvane jotAM (anubhavatAM) krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhano abhAva thAya ene paramArtha pratikramaNa kahevAmAM Ave che. AkhuM jagata kauMbuddhithI mare che. koI to Izvarane kartA mAne che, ane koI to potAne kartA mAne che, ane koI to potAnA pariNAmano kartA karmano udaya che tethI te thAya che, ema mAne che-evA kartAvAdI e jainamatanA anuyAyI nathI. e badhAM nizcayathI to.. ajaina che. nAmanikSepe bhale jaina (kahevAtA) he ! paNabhAva nikSepe jaina (kahevAmAM AvatA nathI.) AhA...hA! je (akartA) svabhAvanuM lakSa karIne-avalaMbana karIne, moha-rAga-dveSane jIte che ene jitendriya jina kahevAmAM Ave che. athavA tene upazAMta kaSAya moha kahevAmAM Ave che. athavA tene kSINa kaSAya moha kahevAmAM Ave che. ( jJAyaka) paramAtmAnuM avalaMbana letAM, e AtmAmAM e (bhAvo) nathI, ethI ( AtmAnA) pariNAmamAM paNa e (bhAvo) nathI. e krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhanA pariNAma bhagavAna AtmAmAM nathI, nizcayanaye ethI, e pariNAma, jenuM avalaMbana lya che, e pariNAmamAM paNa krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhano abhAva hoya che. ane e pariNAmamAM paramArtha pratikramaNano saddabhAva varte che, ema jovAmAM Ave che ne e paramArtha pratikramaNa vyavahAra nayano viSaya che. nizcaya-paramArtha pratikramaNa paNa vItarAgI pariNAma hovAthI-eno AtmA akartA che. eno akartA che eTale eno paNa jJAtA che. mAtra (potAnA pariNAmano jJAtA nathI, (jyAre) apariNAmIno jJAtA thayo, tyAre pariNAmano jJAtA ane pariNAmIno jJAtA kahevAmAM Ave che. pariNAma, pariNAmI ane apariNAmI (A traNamAMthI) bhagavAna trikALa zuddhAtmA jJAyakabhAva apariNAmI che. enuM avalaMbana letAM je pariNAma che tene bhedathI pariNAma kahevAya, e pariNAmanA bhedane abhedathI juo to e dravyane pariNAmI dravya kahevAmAM Ave che. apariNAmI dravya dhyAnanuM dhyeya che, ane pariNAmI dravya jJAnanuM jJaya che e eka samayamAM anubhavanA kALamAM dhyeya ane zeya ene pragaTa thAya che. ene nizcaya ane vyavahAra, anubhUtinA kALamAM pragaTa thayA ema kahevAmAM Ave che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 23 "have, A uparokta" , eTale uparamAM kahevAya gayuM che te "vivigha vikalpothIbhedothI" aneka prakAranA bhedothI cauda mArgaNAsthAna, cauda jIvasamAsa, cauda guNasthAnonA bhedo badhAM-azuddha paryAyo ne zuddhaparyAyo badhIya emAM bhedomAM-vividha vikalpo eTale rAga emAM na levo vikalpamAM, paNa vividha vikalpo eTale vividha prakAranAM aneka bheda-bhedanA be prakAra, eka vikArI pariNAma, ane eka avikArI pariNAma-eka vyavahAra pratikramaNa zubhabhAvarUpanuM pariNAma, eka paramArtha nizcaya pratikramaNa-zuddhaupayogarUpanuM pratikramaNanuM pariNAma, "evA je vividha-aneka prakAranAM bhedothI bharelA-vibhAvaparyAyo " vizeSa bhAvarUpa paryAyo, AmAM ekalo vibhAva-vikAra eTale kaSAya na levo, vibhAvaparyAyo eTale vizeSabhAva che. bhagavAna AtmA, sAmAnyabhAva svarUpI che. ane A pariNAma badhAM vizeSabhAvasvarUpI che. vizeSabhAvane vi+bhAva kahevAmAM Ave che. (kahe che ke, "AvA bhedothI bharelA (vibhAva5ryAyo)", e paryAyo abhedathI bharela nathI. paryAya (mAtra) bhedathI bharelI che. ane abhedathI zUnya-khAlI che abhedamAM bheda nathI ne bhedamAM abheda nathI. A to AtmAno svabhAva akartA che (enI siddhinI gAthAo che). e eTalo UMco zuddhabhAvano adhikAra jema kahyo, AmAM to ratna che. A TIkAkAra bhagavAna (zrI padmaprabhamaladhArideva ) pharamAve che ke have kuMdakuMdamahArAja AhA! jemanuM nAma bhagavAna mahAvIra pachI trIjuM Ave che (maMgalAcaraNamAM) e mahAvidehakSetramAM sAkSAt sadehe gayA hatA, ATha divasa rahyA hatA, ane emane (tyAM) pratyakSa jonArAM AtmAo paNa bhAratamAM atyAre birAjamAna che. jyAre bhagavAna sImaMdharanAthanI sabhAmAM (samavasaraNamAM) bharatanA AcArya padhAryA tyAre, cakravartIne vikalpa UThyo, prazna pUchayo ke prabhu! A koNa che? tyAre (tIrthaMkara bhagavAnanI) vANI chUTI che ke, A bharata (kSetranA) samartha AcArya kuMdakuMda che. AhA...hA ! ane A kuMdakuMdaAcArya e je kahe ne lakhe eno e vizeSa dharma phelAvanAra...A sabhAmAM rAjakumAra, e bhAvinA tIrthaMkara beThA che. e kuMdakuMdabhagavAne, sImaMdharasvAmI pAsethI AvIne A zAstro lakhyAM che. zAstro to ghaNAM lakhyAM haze temAM keTalAMka aprApya che ne keTalAMka prApya che emAM paNa A niyamasAra zAstra uttara avasthAmAM lakhAyeluM che. uttara avasthAmAM AtmAmAM e Thare che bahu thAva-bahu thAva! bahu thayuM ! bahu thayuM ! ame samayasAramAM ghaNuM ghaNuM kahyuM basa thAo! basa thAo ! alay-alam ! have mAre kAMI kahevuM nathI, ane kahevAno vikalpa paNa mane UThato nathI. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 24 pravacana naM-2 prathamanI avasthAmAM amane apratibuddhane samajAvavAno karuNAno bhAva buddhie Avyo hato. heyabuddhie...Avyo hato! meM karyo nahoto karuNAnA bhAvane! karuNAno bhAva Avato' to, e kALamAM paNa huM e karuNAnA bhAvano kartA to thato nahoto paNa e paNa jJAnanuM jJaya vyavahAranaye thatuM hatuM. tyAre mAruM lakSa jarI, apratibuddha-ajJAnI prANIone samajAvavA tarapha jatuM hatuM. jyAre kuMdakuMdabhagavAnane atIndriya AnaMdano Ubharo Avyo AnaMdanuM bhojana karatA 'tA tyAre emane ema (karuNAno bhAva Ave che ke ) AhA ! ajJAnI prANIo (saMsAramAM DUbelA) du:khanuM vedana ja karI rahyA che, AhAhA ! ene paNa huM dravyadaSTie jouM chuM to e sarva mArA sAdharmI che. ane enI avasthAnuM duHkha huM jouM chuM to mane (vItarAgI) karuNAno bhAva Ave che. eTale samayasAra Adi sazAstro apratibuddhane samajAvavA lakhyA, prAthamika bhUmikAmAM prathama avasthAmAM, ane uttaraavasthA AvI emane jyAre, tyAre A niyamasAra zAstra lakhe che pote huM nijabhAvanAnA arthe A zAstra lakhuM chuM. juo (chellI gAthA) ekaso satAsI gAthA mULamAM che. NiyabhAvaNANimitaM mae kadaM nniymsaarnnaamsudN| NaccA jiNovadesaM puvvAvaradosaNimmukkaM / / 187 / / anvayArtha:- pUrvApara doSa rahita jinopadezane jANIne-jinendra bhagavAnanA upadezane jANIne, jANIne eTale anubhavIne, jANIne eTale sAMbhaLIne nahIM tema ja manamAM dhArIne paNa nahIM paNa zuddhaAtmAnI sanmukha thaIne, anubhavIne......meM nija bhAvanAnA nimitte-A niyamasAra zAstranI racanA karI che ne.....have apratibuddhane samajAvavAnuM nimitta AmAM nathI, kemake zAstra racanA lakhatI vakhate hetu, prayojana, kAraNa, nAma evA ghaNA prakAro Ave emAMthI nimittanI vyAkhyA che ke meM je A zAstranI racanA karI che e nija bhAvanAnA nimitte eTale ke zuddhaAtmA mAro che emAM huM vAraMvAra lIna thaIne (ekAgra thaIne) mAro upayoga emAM lIna thaI jAya, ene nirvikalpa bhAvanA kahevAmAM Ave che. savikalpa bhAvanA, e duHkharUpa che. nirvikalpa bhAvanA (AnaMdamayane) sukharUpa che. meM nijabhAvanA nimitte niyamasAra nAmanuM zAstra racyuM che. apratibuddhane samajAvavAno hetu mAro atyAre nathI, e pratye mAruM lakSa ja nathI. apratibuddhane samajAvavAnuM lakSa prathama avasthAmAM hatuM e chUTI gayuM! e eTalo karuNAno (cAritra) doSa hato, have to nija karuNAno bhAva mane varte che! ugra vIrya ullasita thaI gayuM che, karuNA to kharI ja, paNa A vItarAgI karuNA ane olI zubhabhAvarUpanI karuNA hatI. e kSaNikabhAva, have Avaze nahIM. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 25 caitanya vilAsa "have, A uparokta vividha vikalpothI" jeTalA, jeTalA prakAranAM vikalpothI"bhedothI bharelA vibhAva5ryAyono"-vibhAvaparyAyo AgaLa (kaI kaI che te) AvI gaI che, cauda bheTavALAM mArgaNAsthAno, tathA teTalA-cauda bhedavALAM jIvasthAno ke cauda guNasthAno e badhAM pariNAmanAM bhedo che. e vibhAva5ryAyono nizcayathI....AhA! huM kartA nathI. pahelAM huM kartA hato.....ane have huM akartA thayo, evuM kartApaNAnuM sApekSa ke akartApaNAnuM sApekSa, e beyathI nirapekSa huM trikALa akartA chuM. AhA...hA! nizcayathI huM kartA nathI-A je pariNAmo pragaTa thAya che ne eno kartA nathI (AtmA), pAMca mahAvratonA pariNAmono kartA AtmA nathI. kemake e to Asravatattva, udayabhAva che e to baMdhanuM kAraNa che, paNa jaDa karmanI nirjarAnuM kAraNa thAya, evA samyakdarzana-jJAna-cAritranA nizcayamokSamArganA pariNAmanA bhedane huM karato nathI-huM eno kartA nathI. e bhedo.....je jJAnamAM (mane) jaNAya che, huM eno kartA to nathI ja, paNa bheda je jJAnamAM jaNAya che te jJAna AtmAne jANe che tethI e kevaLa zeyapaNe jaNAya che paNa e pariNAma mArA kartAnuM karma che ema jaNAtuM nathI. nizcayathI huM kartA nathI. kartA to nathI, nizcayamokSamArgasvarUpa samyakdarzana-jJAna-cAritranAM pariNAmano sIdho to huM kartA nathI, paNa ADakatarI rIte, koInI pAse e pariNAma karAvato paNa nathI kArayitA nathI eTale karAvanAra nathI. huM makAna to caNato nathI, paNa koInI pAse caNAvato paNa nathI. AhA...hA! huM A kAgaLane phADIne TukaDA karato to nathI, nokarane paNa kaheto nathI ke tuM kAgaLa phADIne TukaDA kara ! kAgaLanA kaTakA kara! ema huM Aje pariNAma svataHpragaTa thAya che e svataH siddha, kSaNika sat ahetuka che. (A sarva pariNAmo ) nimittathI paNa nirapekSa ane enAM trikALIsvabhAvathI paNa nirapekSa, svayaMsvataH utpanna thatA A pariNAmo (je kSaNika sat che ) eno sIdho huM kartA to nathI paNa bIjAnI pAse e pariNAmone huM karAvato paNa nathI. eTale ke pudgalakarmono abhAva thAya, tyAre e kArya thAya, e pudgala (karmo) khasI jAva evI paNa bhAvanA huM bhAvato nathI. ke karma khase to vItarAga pariNAma pragaTa thAya...ema ane enI pAse huM A (mArAmAM thatA) pariNAmane utpanna karAvuM, evo kArayitApaNAno mAro svabhAva nathIne huM tethI karAvato paNa nathI. Aha....! huM karato nathI, karAvato nathI ne (kare che) tene anumodato nathI, manathI vacanathI ne kAyAthI ema nava koTie pacakhANa hoya che, sAdhu-sAdhakane-sAdhu thayA to siddha thayA ! sAdhudazA (kone kahevAya tenI paNa lokone sAcI) khabara hotI nathI. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates pravacana naM-2 (have kahe che keH) kArayitA nathI ane bIjo kartA nathI, A pariNAmo samyakadarzananuM pariNAma zuM? nizcayamokSamArganA pariNAma pragaTa thayAM, eno huM kartA nathI. eno huM jJAtA chuM, eno jJAtA kema chuM? ke jJAyakano jJAtA chuM-jJAyakano jJAtA upAdeyapaNe chuM ne upekSAbuddhie e jJAnanAM pariNAma mArA jJAnamAM jaNAya che. ekanI apekSA hovAthI bIjuM upekSArUpe jaNAya che! ekanI apekSA hoya to bIjAnI upekSA hoya! apekSA zuddhaAtmAnI che. upAdeyapaNe mAro AtmA jaNAya che je jJAnamAM, e ja jJAnamAM-eka ja samayanI aMtarsanmukha thayelI paryAyamAM jJAnanA pariNamanamAM-bhAvazrutajJAnamAM-atIndriyajJAnamAM upAdeyapaNe AtmA jaNAya che tyAre A bhAvazrutajJAna je pragaTa thayuM e upekSArUpe jaNAya che! eno huM kartA nathI, kartA nathI mATe upekSA che. karAvanAra nathI mATe mAre e pragaTa thayela pariNAmanI upekSA che. be bola AvyA. have, A trIjo bola AnAthI paNa jarI sUkSma che. AhA...! vyavahAranA pakSavALAne A vAta samajavI paNa kaThaNa ! to dhAraNAmAM to kyAMthI lya ! ane dhAraNAmAM na lya, to Ano vAraMvAra vicAra karIne, aMtaramAM prayoga karIne aMtaramAM kyAMthI jAya ? (kahe che ke:) nizcayathI huM kartA nathI, kArayitA nathI ane eTale ke pudgalakarmarUpa kartAno anumodaka nathI.-pudgala karma eno abhAva thaIne je A vItarAgI pariNAma pragaTa thAya che, eno kartA pudgalakarma che, eno kartA huM nathI. kemake enAM abhAvanI apekSA Ave che tethI tene karmakRta kahevAmAM Ave che. jhINI vAta che ! ahIMyA pudgalakarma kare che, ema zA mATe kahyuM? ke huM (pariNAmano) akartA che. to e pariNAmane nija sApekSathI jovAmAM Ave to pudagalakarmanA abhAvathI (e bhAva) che, emAM abhAvanI apekSA Ave che mATe eno kartA pudgalakarma che. kharekhara to pariNAma pariNAmane kare che. paNa huM teno anumodaka nathI. A darzanamoha ne cAritramohano abhAva thAya to ThIka, ne A jJAnAvaraNakarmano abhAva thAya to ThIka...e abhAva thAya to kevaLajJAna pragaTa thAya mane......Aha....! eno huM anumodaka nathI. (zuM kahe che?) pudgalakarmarUpa, pudgaladravya nahI paNa pudgalakarmano, karmano abhAva thAya to A pariNAma pragaTa thAya, evuM ene huM anumodana Apato nathI. (kahe che) ane pugalakarmarUpa kartAno anumodaka nathI. kauMsamAM lakheluM che vizeSa cokhavaTa mATe AmAM na samajAya to kauMsamAM khulAso che. (-vibhAvaparyAyono kartA je pudgalakarmo temano-) anumodaka nathI-gajaba kAma karyuM che (AcAryadeve) A anumodakanA bolamAM gajaba Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 27 caitanya vilAsa karI che kahe che huM anumodaka paNa nathI. e to hada che! hada vALI dIdhI che-parAkASTA akartA tattvanI, anumodaka nathI kahIne akartAnI parAkASTA kahI che! akartAnI parAkASTA anumodakamAM che. (zrI samayasAra) 320 gAthAmAM kartA nathI ne kAraNa nathI A be zabdo che-AMhI A gAthAomAM cAra zabda che-kartA nathI, kAraNa nathI, kArayitA nathI ne anumodaka paNa nathI. koI puruSa kArya karato hoya, koI maMdira caNAvene koI sAdhune pUche ke A maMdira, banAvIe ne! to sAdhu hukama to na kare ke tame maMdira caNAvo paNa anumodana paNa na dhe e amAruM kAma nahIM-enuM anumodana paNa nahIM. AhAhA! have, eno anumodaka to ghera gayuM kyAMyanuM kyAMya rahyuM AhAhA! e to sthULabuddhi mithyAtva rahI jAya che. paNa...ahIyA to svAzrita je pariNAma, paramArtha pratikramaNanA je pariNAma pragaTa thayAM..emAM karmano abhAva thAya to zuddhinI vRddhi thAya, evI paNa jene bhAvanA-anumodananI nathI. jhINo bola che bahu! eno bhAva sUkSma bahu! vibhAvaparyAyonA....eTale vizeSa bhAva, emAM mArgaNAsthAnamAM kSAyika samyakatva AvI gayuM, mArgaNAsthAnamAM e yathAkhyAta cAritrane kevaLajJAna paNa AvI gayA. paNa zuddhapariNati emAM AvI ane zuddhaupayoga paNa emAM AvI gayo, mArgaNAsthAnamAM! AhAhA ! labdhinAM sthAno-vItarAgI cAritranAM pariNAma, paramArtha pratikramaNanAM pariNAma thAya-e vibhAvaparyAyo che. (ohoho !) paramArtha pratikramaNa...vibhAvaparyAya! vibhAva nAma vizeSaparyAya ! che zuddha (paryAya), che nirvikArI, che akaSAya (paryAya)...paNa evAM je pariNAma...ene sAmAnyanuM lakSa karAvavuM che tethI e vizeSa (arthAt paryAyane) vibhAva kahevAmAM Ave che. paryAyane vizeSa kahevAmAM Ave che ane vizeSa che tethI ene vibhAva (-anyabhAva) kahevAmAM Ave che. vibhAvaparyAyonA kartA (je pudgalakarmo temano), ajaba-gajabanI vAta che. A anumodakano bola to beDo pAra kare evuM che! sUkSmapaNe paNa paryAyadaSTi kyAMya rahI gaI hoya...sUkSmapaNe....to e chUTI jAya che. nyAla karI de evI vAta che hoM!? huM koInI pAse kAma to karAvato nathI huM pote karatoya nathI ne bIjAnI pAse karAvato nathI, paNa..... mAruM kAma A jarA "ka karI de, to ThIka! mAruM A kArya che I ko "ka karI de to ThIka ! (evuM anumodana paNa ene mAruM nathI Apato.) zuM kahyuM? ke vibhAvaparyAyonA ane vizeSabhAva eTale vItarAgIbhAva ke je samyaphadarzanajJAna-cAritranAM vItarAgI pariNAmonA-akaSAya bhAvonAM kartA koNa che? ja akartA chuM to eno kartA koNa che prabhu? AhA...hA ! kSaNika upAdAnapaNe to pariNAma, pariNAmane Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 28 pravacana naM-2 bhale kare paNa nimitta sApekSathI jovAmAM Ave to koNa ene kare che? jhINI vAta che AhA! kartA koNa che eno? kahe che ke kartA pudgalakarmo che. A vibhAvaparyAyono (pariNAmono) kartA koNa che? ke vibhAvaparyAyonA kartA je pulakarmo, pudgaladravya nahIM. pudgaladravya nokarma che, pudgalakarma dravyakarma che. pudagalo to (vizvamAM) anaMtA che nokarmapaNe, e pariNAma utpanna thAya. emAM nokarmanA abhAvanuM paNa nimitta nathI. paNa dravyakarmanA (sabhAva) abhAvanuM jemAM nimitta Ave, ethI ene nimittakartA gaNIne pudgalakarma ene kare che, e nimittano abhAva thAya, to ThIka! evuM huM anumodana Apato nathI. AhAhA ! cAritramohano abhAva thAya, sAdhaka birAje che chaThThI-sAtame guNasthAne ho ! cAritra mohano udaya che hajI eno abhAva thaI jAya ne to ThIka! kema ke eno abhAva thAya ne tyAre yathAkhyAta cAritra pragaTa thAya, ane A kevaLajJAnAvaraNa nAmanI karmanI prakRti che sarvaghAtI, eno abhAva thAya to mane kevaLajJAna pragaTa thAya-to kahe che eno abhAva thAya to A thAya, evuM ene huM anumodana Apato nathI. amArA jJAnamAM zeyapaNe ema che. ke A thAya tyAre cAritramohano abhAva hoya, ema amArA jJAnamAM Ave che (chatAM paNa) kevaLajJAnAvaraNa karmano abhAva thAya to kevaLajJAna thAya ne cAritramohano abhAva thAya to yathAkhyAtacAritra thAya.to ThIka mane paDe! ema huM ene anumodana Apato nathI. lAkhkho-karoDo varasa, chaThThA-sAtamAM guNasthAnamAM, cothA kALamAM (ArAmAM) munio hoya che paNa...kartA nathI, kArayitA nathI ane e vibhAvaparyAyone pugalakarma kare che eno abhAva thAya tyAre thAya che mATe nimittane kartA kahIne e thAya che (chatAM paNa) e ThIka thAya che evuM anumodana ApanAro huM nathI. jo huM enuM anumodana ApuM to huM kartA banI jAuM, huM mithyAdaSTi thaI jAuM! to huM sAdhaka raheto nathI. AhAhA! abhUtathI paNa addabhUta camatkArIka vAta che....A badhAM zuddha pariNAmane kahe che koNa kare che? ke nizcayathI to zuddha pariNAmano kartA pariNAma che. jo huM dravya eno kartA nathI, to ko'ka bIjuM dravya eno kartA ho, e to Apa batAvo? e paryAyonA kartA pudgalakarmo che, pudgalakarmo ene kare che huM to eno kartA nathI. kemake paryAyathI to paryAya, paryAyane kare che, huM dravya to akartA chuM to huM akartA chuM to e dravyaapekSAe-nimitta apekSAe e pariNAmano koNa kartA che? pugalakarmano abhAva hovAthI, tene nimittakartAno Aropa ApIne tene kartA kahIe chIe. AhA... hA! enAM abhAvathI A pariNAma) thayuM ema nahIM e to eno svakALa Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 29 che, enAM abhAvathI nathI thAtuM paNa AMhIyAM jyAre e paryAya pragaTa thAya che tyAre karmano abhAva e pariNAmamAM nimitta thAya che, to karmano abhAva, eno kartA kahevAmAM Ave che. jhINI vAta che. (kahe che keH) vibhAvaparyAyonA kartA je pudgalakarmo AhAhA! A to uttara avasthAmAM....e saMsArathI vidAya thavAno saMdezo ApaNane kuMdakuMda bhagavAna padmaprabhamaladhArideva ane ApaNA pUjya gurudeva kahe che ke tuM jyAre akartA svabhAvanI daSTi karIza, tArA zraddhA-jJAnamAM-anubhavamAM akartA (jJAtA) Avaze, tyAre daSTi apekSAe tuM paramAtmA thaI jaIza ! ane pachI dazA apekSAe thoDA kALamAM paramAtmA thaI jaIza. "huM karuM huM karuM e ja ajJAnatA, zakaTano bhAra jema zvAna tANe; suSTi maMDANa enI pere, koI yogI yogezvara jANe ! ' -yogI eTale dharmAtmAo ane yogIzvara eTale (tIrthakara) paramAtmA! ema jANe che ke A sRSTinI racanA-suSTi eTale dravyanuM pariNamana, dravyanA pariNamanane sRSTi kahevAmAM Ave che. dravyamAM utpAda (vyaya) thAya ene sRSTi kahevAmAM Ave che. e enI meLe (svata:) thAya che. paNa ajJAnI jIva ema mAne che ke e (pariNAmane ) huM karuM chuM, kAM huM bahu dhyAna rAkhuM to phekaTarImAM sAruM kAma thAya! ane huM kaMIka enI sevA karuM to enuM bhaluM thAya! e to kyAMyanI kyAMya (dUra) vAta rahI. paranuM kartApaNuM svabhAvabhAvamAM nathI. paryAyamAM paNa paryAyanuM kartApaNuM che te svabhAvamAM nathI. to kahe che ke je pariNAma pragaTa thAya eno koI kartA nathI, kArayitA nathI ane je hamaNAM kSAyika cAritra thaze, kSAyika kevaLa jJAna pragaTa thaze emAM cAritramohakarmano abhAva thAya to ThIka! jJAnAvaraNa prakRtinI ATalI prakRtino abhAva thAya ne. Ama thAya to ThIka! Ama thAya to Ama thAya ne Ama thAya to ThIka! evuM enuM anumodana amane svapnAmAM paNa nathI, jAgRta avasthAmAM evuM anumodana AvatuM ja nathI, kyAMka AMkhamAM jholuM AvI jAya evI avasthAmAM paNa, jAgRta avasthAmAM jAgIne akartApaNuM-jAgI gayo chuM tethI pariNAmanuM akartApaNuM jaNAya gayuM che ne pariNAmanuM kartApaNuM mAre nathI. koI apekSAe pariNAmano kartA pariNAma che ne koI apekSAe pariNAmano kartA pudgalakarma che! AhA! emAM be apekSA levI! A (Atma) dravya kartA nathI to emAM nimitta kartA kayuM dravya che? ke pulakarmo (temano kartA che.) A dravya (Atmadravya) akartA che-huM eno nimitta paNa nathI, huM eno upAdAna kartA nathI ne huM eno nimittakartA paNa nathI. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates pravacana naM-2 kemake huM nimittakartA houM to mArI hAjarI hoya tyAre e pariNAma thaI javA joIe, paNa mArI hAjarI hovA chatAM, kevaLajJAna pragaTa thatuM nathI mATe huM eno kartA nathI ne kAraNa paNa nathI. UMcA prakAranI vAta...che ne TAIma rahI gayo TUMko, gAthA AvI UMcI khyAla to AvI gayo che badhoya, badhoya khyAla (che.) (kahe che) vibhAvaparyAyono kartA je pudgalakarmo temano anumodaka huM nathI. AmaAma A kare, to Ama thAya ane A Ama thAya to mane ThIka (paDe!), e mAruM kartavya nathI. mokSa thatAM karmono abhAva thAya ane ema thAya-kevaLajJAnAvaraNa karmano abhAva thatAM kevaLajJAna pragaTe enAM svakALe ema thAya, ema vartamAnamAM jaNAya che mane, ema jyAre thaze tyAre ema thayuM ema huM jANIza paNa huM ene anumodana ApanAro nathI. bahu jhINI vAta che! hajI to samyakdarzana karavuM che jIvone....nahIM thAya samyagdarzana! AhA...hA.! samyakadarzana karavuM che tAre? AhA...! karavuM che ne? to maravuM che! AhAhA ! AtmA (svabhAve ) akartA, akartA eTale ke jJAtA-jJAyaka, jJAyaka eTale ke jJAtA, ane jJAyakano je jJAtA thAya, ene potAnuM akartApaNuM pratibhAse! e jagatanA je jaDa-cetananA svata: pariNAma pragaTa thAya, eno huM kartA nathI, sAkSI chuM (pariNAmo) thayA ema jANuM chuM karyA ema jANavAmAM tamane) AvatuM nathI. temano anumodaka nathI. have, daSTinA viSayathI, jyAre AtmA akartA thayo che, tyAre te AtmA jJAnapradhAna kathanathI-samyaphadarzana-jJAna-cAritrarUpe pariName che tyAre tene samyak prakAre kartA thayo ema paNa kahevAmAM Ave che. pariName che mATe kartA che, ema kahevAmAM Ave che upacArathI akartApaNAno nAza karIne kartA thAya che, ema nathI. A jJAnanA paDakhAnI vAta have Ave che, daSTinA paDakhAMnI vAta AvI gaI, have jJAnanA paDakhAMthI dhyeya to AvuM ja (akartA ja) che paNa anubhavanA kALamAM e dhruva-dhAma bhagavAna AtmAnuM meM dhyAna karyuM tyAre (samyaka ) jJAna pragaTa thayuM, e samyakajJAnamAM ekaluM dravya (dhruva-kUTastha AtmA) ja dekhAya che? ke dravya-guNa-paryAya-traNeya jJAnanuM jJaya thAya che !? ke traNeya-dravya-guNa-paryAya jJAnanuM jJaya thAya che. jo tane dravya ja mAtra-dhruva bhagavAna AtmA ja ya thato hoya. ne traNeya dravya-guNa-paryAya tane jANavAmAM na AvatA hoya, to tAruM jJAna khoTuM ne tethI daSTi paNa khoTI-saMdhi kare che daSTine jJAna sAthenI ! zloka-109. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates - 31 caitanya vilAsa A pramANe paMcaratno dvArA jeNe samasta viSayonA grahaNanI ciMtAne choDI che" AhAhA! A bhedo che ne... ene jANavAnI ciMtA paNa virAma pAmI gaI che. parane jANavAnI ciMtA to chUTI gaI che prathamathI ja pAMca indriyano vyApAra to prathamathI ja baMdha che. paNa IndrijJAna utpanna thAya tyAre A bhedo jaNAya che, e bhedanI ciMtA paNa have nivartAvuM chuM. ane nija dravya-guNa-5ryAyanA svarUpamAM cittane ekAgra karyuM che." lyo cittane eTale jJAnane, ekAgra karyuM che eTale jJAnamAM dravya-guNa-paryAya abhedabhAve eka samayamAM jaNAya che. ane jJAnanA paryAyanosvabhAva savikalpa hovAthI, dravyane dravyarUpa, guNane guNarUpane paryAyane paryAyarUpa nirvikalpadhyAnamAM jANI lya che tene zeya kahevAmAM Ave che. te dhyeya nathI dravya-guNa-paryAya paNa jJAnanuM jJaya che e AnaMda pragaTa thAya e AnaMda paNa jaNAyane AnaMdano Azraya ( -dhyeya ) bhagavAna AtmA paNa jaNAya, emAM navapakSa nathI Avato, emAM savikalpadazA nathI. emAM IndriyajJAna nathI, atIndriyajJAnamAM AtmAne upAdeyapaNe jANyo, e AtmAmAM rahelA anaMtaguNa paNa, e jJAnamAM jaNAya jAya che. (anaMtaguNanAM) pariNAma je pragaTa thayAM e paNa jJAnamAM jaNAya jAya che ane nizcayanaye svaparaprakAzaka kahevAmAM Ave che. nizcaya sva-paraprakAzakamAM potAnAM pariNAma ne potAnAM dravya-guNa levA. vyavahAranaye svaparaprakAzakamAM lokAloka jaNAya e bahAranI vastu Ave. svaprakAzaka, svaparaprakAzaka e beya nizcaya che. paheluM svaprakAzaka nizcaya, pachI anubhavanA kALamAM A dravya-guNa-paryAya jaNAya, tyAre nizcayathI svaparaprakAzaka thAya che, ane savikalpadazAmAM AvatAM potAne jANatAM-jANatAM bIjA padArtho paNa jaNAya che ane vyavahAra (svaparaprakAzaka) kahevAmAM Ave che. (kahe che) nija dravya-guNa-paryAyanA svarUpamAM cittane ekAgra karyuM che-lyo, AvyuM amAruM A ! zuM AvyuM tamAruM? zuM upAdeya AvyuM? A upAdeya tattva nathI zayatattva chesvajJayamAM nijanA dravya-guNa-paryAya traNeya samAya jAya che. svayamAM dravya-guNa ane paryAya, AMhIyAM adhyAtma dRSTie pariNAma vItarAgI levA. rAganA pariNAma e pudgalamAM jAya che, e svaparaprakAzakanA bIjA bhedamAM jAya che. svarUpamAM cittane eTale jJAnane ekAgra karyuM che. eTale jANavAmAM (svayamAM) A dravya-guNa-paryAya traNeya Ave che. | (kahe che, "te bhavya jIva nija bhAvathI bhinna evA sakaLa vibhAvane choDIne alpakALamAM muktine prApta kare che." Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 32 Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates oDiyo keseTa masurI - pravacana naM-3 83 mI sAla pravacana naM-3 (sAMkhyamatIne samajAvavA AcAryadeve kartA-karma adhikAra, samayasAramAM pariNAma sAthe ) vyApya-vyApaka saMbaMdha che, ema aneka prakAre, vyavahAranI mukhyatAnA kathanamAM, AtmAne potAnA pariNAmano kartA che, ema jaNAvavAmAM Avela che. to kahe che ke e kharekhara jJAnano viSaya che, e zraddhAno (daSTi) no viSaya nathI. ahIMyAM AtmAne AtmAnI zraddhA eka samayamAtra thaI nathI. AtmA akartA che enuM zraddhAna ne jJAna na thAya, tyAM sudhI, evo AtmA, potAnA pariNAmano vyavahAre kartA che, ema lAgU paDatuM nathI. kema ke ene jyAM sudhI nizcaye akartA daSTimAM na Ave tyAM sudhI samyakdarzanajJAna cAritranAM pariNAma pragaTa thAya nahIM, ane thAya nahIM to upacArathI paNa kartApaNuM ene lAguM paDatuM nathI. mATe, koI apUrva vAta, jagatanA jIvoe sAMbhaLI nathI ane AkhuM jagata kartAbuddhithI duHkhI-duHkhI thaI rahyuM che. evA du:khathI nivRtti thAya! akartAsvabhAvI batAvIne, vItarAgadazA kema pragaTa thAya ! mokSamArga kema pragaTa thAya! AtmAno anubhava kema pragaTa thAya? enI vAta kare che. (niyamasAra, 5ramArtha pratikramaNa-paMca ratnorUpa gAthA-77 thI 81) emAM cAra prakAra pADIne samajAvyuM che, ke nAkaparyAya mArA AtmAmAM nathI, devaparyAya mArA AtmAmAM nathI, tiryaMcaparyAya mArA AtmAmAM nathI, ne manuSyaparyAya mArA AtmAmAM nathI, ane enAM kAraNano paNa mArAmAM abhAva che, evo mAro svabhAva che-e rIte enAthI judApaNuM kahyuM have AgaLa. 66 cauda bhedavALAM mArgaNAsthAno tathAM teTalAM ( cauda ) bhedavALAM jIvasthAno ke guNasthAno zuddhanizcayanayathI 52mabhAvasvabhAvavALAne (-52mabhAva jeno svabhAva che evA mane ) nathI." ahIMyAM ema kahe che ke: cauda mArgaNAsthAna e AtmAne zodhavAnA sthAno che. AmAM AtmA rahelo che-A pariNAmomAM AtmA rahelo che. ema je mArgaNAsthAna, eTale jemAM AtmA rahelo che, emAMthI zodhI kADhavuM, evA pariNAmane bhagavAna mArgaNAsthAna kahe che, eno vistAra pravezikAmAM ghaNo che, eka eka bolano ! evI rIte caudaguNasthAno e paNa jIvanAM pariNAma che-mithyAtva, sAsAdana, mizra, avirata dezavirati, (pramattasaMyata, apramattasaMyata, apUrvakaraNa, anivRttikaraNa, sUkSmasAMparAya, upazAMtamoha, kSINamoha, sagoyI kevaLI ) Adi ane caudamAguNasthAna Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 33 sudhI ayogI,vaLI e cauda guNasthAna, e mohane yogathI utpanna thayelAM AtmAnA tAratamyatArUpa pariNAmo che. A pariNAmo ene guNasthAno kahevAmAM Ave che. have, jIvasamAsa eTale ke ekendriya, beindriya Adi je (jIvana) pariNAmo che, evA bhAvone jIvasamAsa kahevAmAM Ave che. paryApta, aparyApta sAta-sAta ema cauda bheda che. A paryApta, aparyApta ema karIne cauda bheda paDe che, e bhAvo je paryAya che e jIvanAM pariNAma che. A badhAM jIvanamAM pariNAma che paNa e pariNAma, zuddhAtmAmAM nathI. nathI mATe eno AtmA kartA nathI. je AtmA, zuddha trikALIdravya, sAmAnya che temAM vizeSano abhAva che. pariNAma, pariNAmamAM che-A mArgaNAsthAno guNasthAno, jIvasamAsa paryAyo che, bhagavAne kahyAM che. pariNAmonuM astitva che, paNa e (pariNAmo) mArA AtmAnA svabhAvamAM nathI. e kaI naye ? ke zuddhanizcayanayathI, zuddha jIvAstikAyane A paramasvabhAvavALA mane eTale-AtmAne A pariNAma koI lAgU paDatA nathI. eTale pariNAmathI huM adhika-judo chuM, ema batAve che, ane ema batAvIne, e pariNAma mArAthI bhinna hovAthI, huM kartAya nathI, kArayitAya nathI ne anumodaka nathI. ema kahIne akartA svabhAvanI daSTi karAve che. "zuddhanizcayanayathI paramabhAvasvabhAvavALAne (-paramabhAva jeno svabhAva che evA mane) nathI." zuddha nizcayanayathI paramabhAva, svabhAvavALA mane-paramasvabhAva bhAva eTale paramapAriNAmika svabhAva jeno eTale ke AtmAno svabhAva che. evA mane kaI naye? ke zuddhanizcayanaye! (eTale ke) AtmAnA svabhAvane prasiddha karanAra atIndriyajJAnanI avasthA, e atIndriyajJAnanI aMtarmukha thayelI avasthAthI huM mArA AtmAne joIne kahuM chuM ke A (pariNAmo ) mArAmAM nathI. huM pratyakSa atyAre mArA AtmAne joI rahyo chuM-vedI rahyo chuM- jANI rahyo chuM eTale evI mane zuddhanizcayanaya pragaTa thaI gaI che, e nayanA baLe-e nayathI jouM chuM to A paramasvabhAvavALA mane, A aparamabhAvo koI mArAmAM nathI. A paryAyanA aparamabhAvo koI mArA svabhAvamAM (dekhAtA) nathI. paryAyo paryAyamAM bhale ho, paNa sAmAnyadhana AtmA cidAnaMda AtmA che, emAM A pariNAmo nathI. A pariNAmo mArAmAM nathI, e kAraNe huM eno kartA nathI, kArayitA nathI ne anumodaka paNa nathI. manuSya ane tiryaMca paryAyanI kAyAnA, vayakRta vikArathI (-pheraphArathI) utpanna thatA bALa-yuvAna-sthavira-vRddhAvasthArirUpa aneka skUla-kUza vividha bhedo zuddhanizcayanayanA Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 34 pravacana naM-3 abhiprAya mAre nathI." manuSya ane tiryaMca be lIdhA. deva ne nArakI na lIdhA, samajI gayA? emAM A be ne audArika zarIra che olA be ne vaikriyIka zarIra che. A audArika zarIra je che te nAnuM-moTuM vRddha-yuvAna, sthUla-kRza, jADuM-pAtaLuM evA aneka prakAranA dehanI sthiti palaTAya che (pheraphAra thAya che) e mArA svabhAvabhAvamAM nathI. tethI e bhAvano huM kAraNa nathI ne eno kartA paNa nathI, kArayitA paNa nathI ane kartAno anumodaka paNa nathI. ene pudgala karma kare che. koNa kare che e vAta AgaLa kaheze. to A badhA bhAvone koNa kare che? ke pulakarmo ene kare che, eno kartA pudgalakarmo che, huM eno kartA nathI, huM pudgala karma pAse karAvanAra paNa nathI, pudgalakarmo kare che I mArA jANavAmAM che paNa huM ene anumodana Apato nathI. badhA, pariNAmono kartA pudgaladravya che, ema kahe che, huM akartA chuM! pariNAma to che to eno kartA koNa che? ke eno kartA pudgaladravya che. kema ke pudgaladravyanA udaye A bhAvo thAya, udaya, upazama, kSayopazama, kSAyikabhAvo tenI apekSAthI thAya che tethI eno karanAro e che, huM eno karanAro nathI, huM to sAkSI chuM. huM to kevaLa mAtra jJAtAdraSTA-sAkSI rahuM chuM! huM enI racanA karuM, e mAro svabhAva nathI. ( zrotA ) eTale manuSya ne tiryaMca (enI ja vAta che? ) (uttara) enAM ja zarIranI e badhI sthitio (avasthAo) thAya che. bALayuvAna-sthavira ke vRddhAvasthAdi evo pheraphAra deva ne nArakIomAM nathI. e to jevAM janmyA evuM ne evuM zarIra rahe! janme che ne ema ne ema zarIra rahe mare tyAM sudhI. enAM zarIra nAnAM-moTAM na thAya, eka iMca vadhe nahIM ke ghaTe nahIM. jevaDuM zarIra hoya evaDuM ne evaDuM zarIra rahe. e je zarIra che te garbhamAMthI nathI janmatuM eno sIdho janma utpAdanaiyAmAMthI thAya che. kAyama evuM ne evuM-vRddhaAdi (vayakRta) pheraphAra na thAya. devone cha mahinA pahelAM enAM kaMThamAM rahelI mALA sukAya (karamAvA lAge ) tethI tene thAya ke have mAruM mota thavAnuM che. motanI e rIte khabara paDe! (zrotA ) badhAne e rIte thAya? (uttara) nA, badhAne nahIM, devo ane nArakI vayakRta koI emAM pheraphAra nathI thato, paNa tiryaMca ne manuSyamAM vayakRta pheraphAro thAya che. UMmarane kAraNe pheraphAro thAya che. (zrotAH) narakamAM (narakanA jIvone) khabara paDe ke che mahinA pahelAM ? (uttara) nA. (nArakIone nahIM ) paNa devone khabara paDe! sattA, avabodha, paramacaitanya ane sukhanI anubhUtimAM lIna evA viziSTa Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 35 Atmatatvane grahanArA zuddhadravyArthikanayanA baLe mAre saphaLa-morAga-dveSa nathI." moha-rAga-dveSa mArA svabhAvamAM nathI. kemake mAro AtmA sattAsvarUpa, astitvasvarUpa che sat che atirUpe mAro AtmA che, ane mArA AtmAmAM anaMta vIrya ne anaMtajJAna ne anaMtasukha bhareluM che. evo je mAro zuddhAtmA-anaMta guNAtmaka mAro AtmA je che e atirUpa che ne atirUpa hovAthI emAM anaMtajJAna, anaMta vIrya, anaMtadarzana anaMta sukha evA je guNo rahelA che evo che mAro AtmA! zuddha AtmAnI vyAkhyA kare che, e zuddha AtmAnuM svarUpa zuM che? ke sattA svarUpa che, caitanyasvarUpa che, avabodha eTale jJAna (svarUpa che) parama caitanya eTale vIrya (svarUpa che) AhA....! anaMtavIrya, anaMtajJAna Adi anaMtaguNasvarUpa sattA che, evI sattAsvarUpe huM rahelo che. evo je mAro zuddhaAtmA che, e AtmAmAM moha-rAga-dveSa nathI. e pariNAmo mArA AtmAmAM nathI, e kAraNe huM eno kartA, kArayitA ke anumodaka nathI. A je pahelAM, pahelo pAro (-peregrApha) kahyo, emAM nathI, nathI ema badhAmAM AvyuM,-mArAmAM e nathI-mane e nathI-mArAmAM e nathI.to eka dravya, bIjA dravyamAM nathI, e kAraNe eka dravya, bIjA dravyanA pariNAmano kartA banI zake nahIM. kemake emAM vyApe to kare, eka dravya, bIjA dravyamAM jAya to to enAM pariNAmane karI zake ! dravya potAnI sattA, astitva choDe nahIM ne bIjAmAM jAya nahIM e kAraNe eka dravya, bIjAM dravyonA pariNAmano kartA nathI. e ja vAta adhyAtmamAM ahIMyA lAgU pADavI ke eka trikALI dravyasAmAnya che, vizeSamAM jatuM nathI-vyApatuM nathI, phelAtuM nathI tethI te tenAM pariNAmane karatuM nathI. kemake mArAmAM nathI mATe huM eno kartA nathI e nyAya Apyo. to pachI ene pariNAmone koNa kare che? ke pudgalakarmo karo to karo? huM nathI karato, e pachI AgaLa Avaze (TIkAmAM kaheze.) sattA, avabodha,-avabodha eTale jJAna ane sattA eTale astitva, paramacaitanya eTale anaMtavIrya, paMDitavIrya guNa trikALI hAM, caitanyapaNe hoM! ane sukhanI anubhUtimAM lIna,-(sattAmAM) jJAna lIdhuM, vIrya lIdhuM ne sukha lIdhuM ane astitva-sattA sAmAnyaguNa lIdho ! olA vizeSaguNa vizeSaguNo anaMta jemAM rahelA che, evA astitvasvabhAvI mAro AtmA che emAM nizcayanayathI jovAmAM Ave to emAM moha-rAga dveSano abhAva che. (zrotA ) paNa bhAI ! ane sukhanI anubhUtimAM lIna evA viziSTa Atmatattvane grahanArA (kahIne zuM kahevA mAge che!) (uttara) sukhanI anubhUtimAM lIna eTale sukhamaya ! anubhUti eTale sukhano svAda Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 36 pravacana naM-3 paryAyamAM Ave, (ema ahIM) paryAyanI vAta nathI. trikALI dravyanI vAta che. sukhanI anubhUtimAM lIna eTale anubhUtisvarUpa-sukhamaya, sukhamayane anubhUti kahevAya. "sukhanI anubhUtimAM lIna evA viziSTa Atmatatvane grahanArA" viziSTa eTale khAsa prakArano AtmA, AtmAnuM je khAsa prakAranuM mAruM svarUpa che ane grahanArA eTale ene jANanArA, "zuddha dravyArthikanayanAM baLe" zuddhadravyArthikanayanI AMkha UghADIne jouM chuM to manemArA AtmAmAM A koI mo-rAga-dveSa nathI. "mAre sakaLa moha-rAga-dveSa nathI." nathI mATe huM eno kartA nathI, kArayitA nathI, anumodaka nathI. te paryAyo to che, te paryAyono kartA koNa che te kaheze. sahaja nizcayanayathI (1) sadA nirAvaraNa svarUpa (2) zuddhajJAnarUpa (3) sahaja cinzaktimaya (4) sahaja darzananA skUraNathI paripUrNa mUrti (-jenI mUrti arthAt svarUpa sahaja darzananA skUraNathI paripUrNa che evA) ane (5) svarUpamAM avicaLa sthitirUpa sahaja yathAkhyAta cAritravALA evA mane samasta saMsAra kalezanA hetu, krodha-mAna-mAyAlobha nathI. (kahe che keH) saMsAramAM jIva duHkhI thAya che, e-duHkhanuM kAraNa, kalezanuM kAraNa krodhamAna-mAyA ne lobha e mArA svabhAvamAM nathI. duHkhanuM kAraNa mArA svabhAvamAM nathI, ethI huM duHkhI nathI! ane huM koNa chuM? e kahe che. "sahaja nizcayanayathI" (zrotA ) emAM sahaja kema mUkayuM nizcayanayamAM? (uttara) sahaja nizcayanaya, e nirvikalpa che, savikalpa nathI. (kahe che) sahaja nizcayanayathI eTale sAhajika che I, AtmAnI sanmukha thaI paryAya je pragaTa thaI, ene meM karI ema nathI, e to sahaja che. (zrotA:) nizcayanaya, Atmasanmukha vaLI e paNa sahaja che? (uttara) sahaja che, mArA karavAthI e vaLI nathI. mATe sahaja zabda che, eno (nizcayanayano ) paNa akartA che. je jJAna AtmAne prasiddha kare che e jJAnanIya akartA, mATe sahaja zabda vAparyo che. (1) sadAnirAvaraNa svarUpa!" (kahe che keH) mAro bhagavAna AtmA, AThaprakAranA jJAnAvaraNa (Adi) karmo che, tenuM AvaraNa mane lAgU paDatuM nathI. (AtmA) sadA AvaraNathI rahita che. bhAvakarmanA AvaraNathI ane dravyakarmanA AvaraNathI ne nokarmanA AvaraNathI mAro AtmA bhinna che rahita che traNekALa (zuM kahe che?) jJAnAvaraNa karmano udaya mane lAgu paDato nathI cAritramoha ke darzanamohano udaya mane lAgU paDato nathI. (kema ke) huM e AvaraNathI, e karmothI bhinna chuM-rahita chuM. e karmonuM je AvaraNa Ave che, jAya che, chUTe che. e paryAyanI hAre ( eno) saMbaMdha Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 37 che, paryAyane AvaraNa hoya-kevaLajJAnanI paryAya pragaTa thatI nathI, to kevaLajJAnAvaraNa karmano udaya emAM nimitta kAraNa che ane tatsamayanI jJAnanI paryAyanI kSaNika upAdAnanI yogyatA che, ke kevaLajJAnanI paryAya thatI nathI, to jJAnanI, darzananI, cAritra (Adi) nI paryAyanI sAthe karmane nimitta naimittika saMbaMdha che! mAro bhagavAna AtmA to sadA nirAvaraNa che!! AvaraNa ja nathI. sadA nirAvaraNa che ! sadA nirAvaraNa svarUpa!" eTale ke AvaraNa pahelAM hatuM ne have AvaraNa vayuM gayuM ema nathI. huM to nirAvaraNasvarUpa ja chuM. paryAyano svIkAra che, paNa sAMkhyamata ekAMte nAsti kahe che ane A zuddhanayanA baLe nAsti kahe che. zuddha dravyArthikanayathI jovAmAM Ave to nAsti che (vedAMta ne jaina kahe che) emAM moTo phera che. ahIM jyAre eka nayathI bhinna che ema kahe che tyAre enI pratipakSa bIjI nayathI abhinna che, ema AvI ja jAya syAdvAdamAM eka nizcayanayathI jyAre pariNAma (ne) bhinna kahe, tyAre pratipakSa bIjI vyavahAranayathI pariNAma abhinna che jJAnano viSaya, emAM AvI jAya che. eTale jainadarzana sivAya syAvAda nathI. koIe vyavahAranayane ekAMta pakaDayo, koIe nizcayane ekAMte pakaDayo ane koIe pramANane ekAMte pakaDyo ! vastu to nitya ne kAM anitya ja hoya, vastu nityAnitya e tamAruM saMzayAtmaka (jJAna) che! kAraNa ke kathaMcit nitya ne kathaMcit anitya evuM tamAruM (kathana ) saMzayAtmaka che. kathaMcit nitya, kathaMcit anitya zuM? kathaMcit zuddha ne kathaMcit azuddha? kAM kaho ke zuddha ne kAM kaho azuddha ane are ! zuddhAzuddha kaho ! kathaMcit (kahIne) naya lagADo cho tamAruM ThekANuM nathI kAMI ema (e loko ) kahe che. samajI gayA? eTale ke eka dharmane pakaDI lIdho, dAMta Ave che ne, hAthInuM daSTAMta Ave che. hAthI hato ane eka AMdhaLo mANasa hato teNe hAthInA paga (hAtha pheravIne) joyA to hAthI kevo? ke thAMbhalA jevo kAna joyA to hAthI kevo? ke supaDA jevo. ema aneka aneka rIte enAM (eka eka) aMgane joIne, vAta pakaDI sarvAge pakaDIne bIjA aMgone gauNa karIne ekane mukhya karyuM nahIM. sarvAgane jANe pachI eka aMga mukhya-gauNa thAya. sarvAgane to jANuM nahIM eka aMgane pakaDI lIdhuM (janmAMdha hato) ema A jainadarzana che te ekane sarvAgathI pramANathI AkhA AtmAne jANyA pachI, nayathI-ekane gauNa ane mukhya karIne samajAve che. AMhIyAM dravyArthika nayanI mukhyatAthI-zuddhanizcayanayathI AtmAnI vAta kare che ke.....AtmAmAM pariNAmono abhAva che. vyavahAranayathI jovAmAM Ave-pramANajJAnathI jovAmAM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 38 pravacana naM-3 Ave, to sAmAnya-vizeSAtmaka dravya che, A badhI paryAyo AtmAmAM thAya che (kahe che) sahaja nirAvaraNasvarUpa"--traNeyakALa nirAvaraNa svarUpa ja che. mane koI AvaraNa AvI gayuM hoya, mArA AtmAne ane mAro AtmA DhaMkAI gayo hoya ane AkhIcIja AcchAdita thaI gaI hoya (sUryane ADAM ) vAdaLAM AvI jAya ne DhaMkAI jAya, ema (mArA AtmA viSe) che nahIM. "(huM to) sadA nirAvaraNa svarUpa chuM" mane rAganuM AvaraNa paNa nathI ane jaDakarma-dravyakarmanuM AvaraNa nathI, ema (kahe che.) nirAvaraNasvarUpa ja mAro AtmA che! anAdianaMta ! "(2) zuddhajJAnarUpa!" (kahe cheH ) zuddhajJAnarUpa eTale jJAnaguNa je traNeya kALa zuddha che evA zuddhajJAnamaya-evuM zuddhajJAna e mAruM rUpa che. matijJAna, zrutajJAna, avadhijJAna, mana:paryayajJAna, kevaLajJAna, e paryAyarUpa huM nathI, e paryAyo to mArAthI bhinna che. mArAthI bhinna che tethI huM ene karato nathI ne pugala (karmo) ene kare che to karo ! huM e (paryAyone) koI pAse karAvato nathI ane ene pudgalakarmo kare che, e ThIka kare che evuM enuM anumodana paNa karato nathI. huM to zuddhajJAnamaya chuM! traNeya kALa. zuddhajJAna eTale trikALIjJAnaguNa mAruM rUpa che A paryAyo che e mAruM rUpa nathI. e paryAyo mArAmAM nathI, ema kahe che. ( pachI....... (vAMco.) (3) sahaja cizaktimaya" kahe che ke sahaja cizakti eTale vIrya, caitanyanI je zakti-baLa che e cilzakti che e vIryaguNa che. ane anAdi-anaMta e guNavALuM che e mAruM rUpa che. anaMtavIryavALo huM chuM. e vIryaguNa paNa nirAvaraNa che. ene aMtarAya karmano udaya, upazama, kSayopazama thAya e kAMI lAgU paDatuM nathI, e paryAyane lAgU paDe che. "(4) sahaja darzananA skUraNathI paripUrNa mUrti eTale darzana nAmano eka guNa che enAthI huM paripUrNa chuM-jJAnaguNathI, darzanaguNathI vIryaguNathI, sukhaguNathI anaMtaguNathI paripUrNa chuM ema. "jenI mUrti arthAta svarUpa sahajadarzananA skUraNathI paripUrNa che evA", eTale ke darzana nAmano guNa sahaja enuM skUraNa eTale sAhajika che eTale ke jJAna nAmano guNa che, darzana nAmano guNa che (evA evA anaMtaguNothI) sahaja ja rahelo paripUrNa AtmA che. Ave che ne! jJAna-darzanamaya khare! hA, A I ! (zrotA ) darzana eTale zraddhA ! (uttara:) nA, darzana guNa A (enI vAta che. ) jJAnaguNane darzanaguNanI vAta che (AmAM) zraddhA guNa na levo. (darzanaguNa eTale ) sAmAnya avalokana Ave che ne! cakSudarzana, acakSudarzana, avadhidarzana ne kevaLadarzana-evI cAra paryAyo thAya je guNanI vizeSadazA evo sAmAnyaguNa e darzanaguNa darzana eTale avalokana ! bheda pADyA vinA sAmAnya avalokana ! Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 39 (5) svarUpamAM avicaLa sthitirUpa sahaja yathAkhyAta cAritravALA evA mane" (kahe che) I yathAkhyAta cAritra eTale paryAya na levI. bAramA guNasthAne je paryAya pragaTa thAya che, eno to mArAmAM abhAva che. yathAkhyAta eTale AtmAnuM jevuM (ekarUpa) svarUpa che evo cAritraguNa mArA AtmAmAM rahelo che. "avicaLa sthitirUpa?" avicaLa sthitirUpa eTale emAM calAyamAna kAMI na thAya, vadhaghaTa, cAritraguNa evo ne evo anAdi anaMta avicaLarUpa che, A badhAya guNonA vizeSaNo che. yathAkhyAta cAritra eTale bAramA guNasthAnanI vAta lAge che ! paNa bAramuM guNasthAna to AtmAmAM nathI. guNasthAna ja AtmAmAM nathI. yathAkhyAta cAritranI je paryAya pragaTa thAya, eno mArAmAM abhAva che. AhA! yathAkhyAta cAritrano karanAra (kartA) AtmA nahIM! A vAta evI che ke kartabuddhivALAne paryAya naisargika che te besavuM kaThina che paNa bhAI ! kabuddhi che te zalya che. saMsAra che. kartA che e jJAtA nathI, ane jJAtA che te kartA nathI. karai karama soI karatArA / jo jAnai sau jaannhaaraa|| jo karatA nahi jAnai soii| jAnai so karatA nahi hoii|| doho che (kartAkarma kriyAdvAra-samayasAra nATaka dohA 33 che.) paNa.....A eno marma che. je jANe che te karato nathI ane kare che te jANato nathI eTale ke jenI paryAyamAM kartutvabuddhi che enI lokAlokamAM kartutvabuddhi che. eka samayanI paryAyamAM jenI kartutvabuddhi che te kartutvabuddhi svAmitvabuddhi vinA na hoya-mamatva vinA kartutva na hoya jyAM mamatva hoya tyAM ja kartutva hoya jene eka samayanI paryAyamAM mamatvane kartutva che. (tene) lokAloka-Akho lokAloka teno e svAmI thaIne beTho che nirAMte! jeTalA beMkamAM paisA che eno ja (eTalAno ja) ghaNI huM ema nahIM, paNa (abhiprAyamAM tene varte che ke, lokAlokano huM svAmI chuM! svAmIpaNuM-kartApaNuM laIne beTho che nirAte jIva eTale duHkhI thAya che. dhaNI thaI zakato to nathI, dhaNI thAya to to sukhI thaI jAya, paNa dhaNI thaI zakato nathI. mamatAthI duHkhI thAya che maphatano ! eka samayanI paryAya, enI jo mamatA rahI to kartA buddhi che ne enAM phaLamAM anaMta duHkha! enA mithyAtvanA garbhamAM anaMta saMsAranuM duHkha che. kartabuddhi-mithyAtvanuM mahApApa che. svayameva paryAya thAya athavA to pudgala ene kare to kare! ene jANane tuM, tuM ghAlamela zuM karavA karaza maphatano! jANe te karato nathI ane je kartAbuddhivALo che te jANanAra nathI. basa! be ja mArga che-kAM kartA ne kAM jJAtA! Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 40 pravacana naM-3 kAM kartA rahe to saMsAra-cAragatimAM (rakhaDe!) ane jo jJAtA thaI jAya, jJAtA paNa jJAyakano, jJAyakano jJAtA thatAM ja ema lAge (-jaNAya) ke A pariNAmano kartA pudgala che. jJAyaka upara dRSTi paDatAM ja pariNAmanI katRtvabuddhi chUTI jAya! mithyAtva jAya, pariNAma rahe paNa mithyAtva (-kartA buddhino abhAva thAya) jAya. oho ho ! "AtmA akartA che e jainadarzananI parAkASTA che!" (zuM kahyuM?) ohoho ! AtmA akartA che e jenadarzananI parAkASTA che! badhAyanA AtmA ho ! badhAyanA AtmA jJAyakabhAva, svabhAve akartA rahelA che! potAnA pariNAmane paNa kare nahIM!! AtmA eno kartA nathI, evA AtmAne jANo ne ene jANatAM-jANatAM A thAya che ema tene jaNAya jAya che! kartabuddhi chUTe kyAre ke AtmAnuM avalaMbana laIne anubhava kare tyAre! paNa, vikalpamAM eNe (yathArthapaNe ) nakkI karavuM paDe pahelAM, ke paryAyano kartA AtmA nathI. paryAyano kartA AtmA hoya to badhAya samyakadarzana zuM kAma kare? kevaLajJAna ja badhAya karI lya! du:kha to koIne vahAluM nathI ! duHkhane TALI dhe I lyo! jo AtmA kartA hoya to duHkhanI paryAyane TALI dhe ne sukhanI paryAya pragaTa karI de! sukha to badhA Icche che, sukha to jIvamAtrane joIe che, koInI duHkhanI IcchA to nathI (jo tuM karI zakazo ho-kartA ho, to sukhane pragaTa karI de tuM- (tArAmAM karavAnI ) zakti hoya to ! zakti nathI enAmAM sukhanI (paryAya) pragaTa karavAnI, saMsArI sukhane pragaTa karavAnI zakti nathI ane Atmika sukhane pragaTa karavAnI zakti AtmAmAM nathI. jANavAnI zakti pUrI che ! karavAnI zakti nathI. jANavAnuM purepuru karavAnuM kicita mAtra nahIM Avo AtmAno svabhAva che (akartAjJAtAne, zraddhA jJAnamAM letAM, ene dharmanI zarUAta thAya, chatAM dharmanA pariNAmane e kare nahIM! thAya ene jANe ! e thavA yogya thayA dharamanA pariNAma (e pariNAma) mArA karavAthI thayA nathI, vyavahAranaya mane kartA kahe che, upacArathI to kahevA dyo ! huM to nizcayanA baLe jANuM chuM ke (A) dharamanA pariNAmane meM karyA nathI. thayA che ema jANuM chuM, athavA pudgalakarma karyA che ema jANuM chuM ! "A" khUba UMcA prakAranI vAta che. "samasta saMsArakalezanA hetu krodha-mAna-mAyA lobha nathI." (kahe che kesamasta saMsAranA kalezanuM-duHkhanuM kAraNa evA krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha, mArA trikALI svabhAvamAM nathI. je upara kahyo svabhAva mAro jJAna-darzana-cAritra-vIryavALo Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 41 AtmA! e svabhAvamAM A krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhano abhAva che. evA AtmAne huM bhAvuM chuM! AvA AtmAne ke je sahaja caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM che ke jemAM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhanA bhAvano abhAva che. have, A (uparokta) vividha vikalpothI (-bhedothI) bharelA vibhAva5ryAyono nizcayathI huM kartA nathI." (zuM kahe che!) have, mULa viSaya Avyo. atyAra sudhI to A mArAmAM nathI, (A) mArAmAM nathI, (A) mArAmAM nathI, (A) mArAmAM nathI (ema) AvyuM ghaNuM, have nathI mATe huM kartA nathI. ane nathI mATe huM kartA nathI to ko'ka eno kartA hovo joIe, e vAta have zarU kare che. vividha vikalpo eTale vividha bhedo-je uparamAM nAraka AdinA cAra bhedo kahyA dAkhalA tarIke, pachI (cauda) guNasthAna, mArgaNAsthAna, jIvasamAsanA bhedo kahyA', moheMrAga-dveSanA bhedo kahyA, pachI krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhanA bhedo kahyA, bALa-yuvAna-sthaviravRddhAvasthAnA bhedo kahyA, eno huM kartA nathI e bhedo mArAmAM nathI, mArA svabhAvamAM nathI, e je (sarva bhAvo-bhedo ) e mArAmAM nathI (tethI) eno nizcayathI huM kartA nathI. nathI" mATe kartA nathI, mArAmAM e nathI mATe eno kartA nathI. (kAraNake) vyApya vyApaka saMbaMdhano abhAva che. mArAmAM nathI evo (huM chuM ) paryAyanA bhedo mArAmAM nathI. tethI nizcayathI eno huM kartA nathI, kArayitA nathI, anumodaka paNa nathI. eno sIdho huM DAyarekaTa to kartA nathI, enI sanmukha thaIne sIdho to huM kartA nathI pariNAmano paNa kArayitA nathI eTale karAvanAra nathI. (dAkhalA tarIke) makAnane sIdho to huM caNato nathI, makAnane kaDiyA mAraphata paNa huM caNAvato nathI. ane...e kaDiyo makAnane caNe to ThIka ene huM anumodana Apato nathI. darajI.... kapaDuM...sIve che-eTale ke ene e kare che ema mane bhAsatuM nathI. eTale huM karuM chuM ema bhAsatuM nathI, bhale ene I darajI kare (-karato dekhAya to paNa) mane ema pratibhAsatuM nathI ke e darajI sIve che, huM sIvaDAvuM chuM ne darajI sIve e ThIka kare che evuM anumodana paNa huM Apato nathI. I paryAyane kare che ) enuM anumodana huM karato nathI. koI (paNa) padArtha, bIjA padArtha mArI paryAyane kare, evuM anumodana huM Apato nathI, darzanamoha khasI jAya to ThIka ane samyakadarzana thAya evuM anumodana mAre nathI. jJAnAvaraNakarma-kevaLajJAnAvaraNa karmano udaya che, eno kSaya thAya ane kevaLajJAna mane pragaTa thAya, ene huM anumodana Apato nathI. jo huM....anumodana ApuM to huM InaDAyarekaTa Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 42. pravacana naM-3 kartA banI jAuM! anumodavuM bIjA koI hiMsAnA pariNAma karatA hoya ane mAnasika Teko Apavo, kare. to bhale kare, ApaNe kayAM karIe chIe? hiMsAnA pariNAma ApaNe karIe to doSa lAge! paNa bIjo hiMsAnA pariNAma kare ene jo tame anumodana ApyuM, to tame hiMsaka thaI gayA. kartApaNAno doSa tamane lAge ! (zrotA ) madada karIne ene (uttara) kartA thaI gayo! korTano kAyadoya ema kahe che ke, A sarvajJabhagavAnano kAyado ema kahe che. bhAInuM kAMI karamA ( - kara nahIM) eka jANavAnA svabhAvamAM TakI rahe!! munirAjane to karavuM-karAvavuM ne anumodavuM, mana-vacana-kAyAthI, ema nava koTie pacakhANa hoya che! manathI karavuM-karAvavuM nathI-karato hoya ene anumodavuM nathI, ema vacanathI karavuM nathI-karAvavuM nathI ne karato hoya ene anumodana ApavuM nathI, kAyAthI karavuM nahIM, karAvavuM nahIM ne karato hoya ene anumodavuM nahIM, nava koTie pacakhANa emane munirAjane, sAdhuna hoya che. A kartA buddhinuM e jhera jIvane mArI nAkhe che, svabhAve jJAtA che, chatAM ene kartA mAnavo, e moTI bhUla che! chatAM e (mAne to paNa) kartA to banI zakato ja nathI-karI zakato nathI, karI zakato hoya ne kartA mAne to to ThIka che, kartA nathI, akartA che. karI zakato nathI ane kartA mAne che, duHkhI thAya che. na thAya toya duHkhI, thAya ne ahaM kare toya duHkhI ! kartA buddhivALAne koI kArya karavAnI IcchA thaI, te pramANe kArya na thayuM to duHkhI thayo ane potAnI IcchA pramANe thavA yogya kArya thayuM, ane te mArI IcchAthI thayuM to emAM ahaMkAra karyo toya duHkhI ! na thAya toya du:khI ane thAya to ahaMkAra vadhI jAya toya duHkhI. kartabuddhivALo niraMtara duHkhI ja che. kartAbuddhi choDavAno prayatna jIve, jJAyakane Azraye karavo joIe. huM karato nathI, karAvato nathI, have ene pudgalakarmo kare che ene huM anumodanA Apato nathI. e sUkSma bola che. (kahe che) ke A je pariNAmo thAya che, ene pudgalakarma race che! saddabhAva saMbaMdha ane abhAva saMbaMdha (paryAyanI racanAmAM) enAthI A racAyelA bhAvo che, e karmakRta bhAvo (-paryAyo) che. baMdha-mokSane karmakRta kahyA! karmathI UpajelA bhAvo che-karmathI janmelA bhAvo che, e bhAvo ne jaDa karma kare to ThIka ! evuM mAre anumodana nathI, jo huM evuM enuM anumodana ApuM chuM to huM kartA banI jAuM chuM. kartA banuM to jJAtA rahI zakato nathI. mATe huM DAyarekaTa (ebhAvo ne) karato nathI, karAvato nathI ne kare ene InaDAyarekaTa Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa paNa mAro Teko (-anumodana) nathI. vAso thAbaDato nathI karmane! evo akartA-jJAtAbhAvamAM rahelo che AtmA ! ane, evA akartA jJAtA AtmAne dRSTimAM pakaDe, to kAma thaI jAya ! 43 "ane pudgalakarmarUpa kartAno (vibhAva paryAyonA kartA je pudgalakarmo temano ) anumodaka nathI. ( kahe che) eTale badhAya vibhAva bhAvo eTale vizeSabhAvo kahyA, eno kartA kharekhara puddagalakarma che. kartA puddagalakarma che. e ( bhAvone ) puddagalakarma kare che, ene huM Teko Apato nathI. kare che to puddagalakarmo! huM to kartA nathI, (-puddagalakarma ) kare to ThIka, evo Teko paNa huM Apato nathI. (Teko ApuM to) huM kartA banI jAuM mATe, huM jJAtApaNe rahyo chuM, mATe huM to jJAtA ja chuM! huM to sahaja caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM! ahA....hA.! AtmAne bhAvuM chuM ne thAya che ene jANuM chuM, AtmAne bhAvuM chuMzuddhAtmAne. ane pariNAma thAya che ene huM jANuM chuM! pariNAma thayA vinA rahe nahIM, eka samaya paNa evo na hoya ke pariNAma na thAya! ane eka samaya paNa evo na Ave, ke e (thatA ) pariNAmano e AtmA kartA bane! kartA bane to mithyAdaSTi! vAha, vAha! keTalI virodhAtmaka vAta che! (zrotAH ) eka paNa samaya evo na hoya ke pariNAma na hoya, eka samaya evo na hoya ke jyAre AtmA kartA bane! (utta2: ) kartA bane to mithyAdaSTi! ane akartA chuM ane sahaja caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAnI ja bhAvanA bhAvatAM-bhAvatAM, A pariNAmo je thAya che, ene huM jANuM chuM to jJAnI banI jAya che. pariNAmanI kartAbuddhi thAya to ajJAnI mithyAdaSTi che. moTuM pApa che kartAbuddhinuM kartAbuddhi mithyAtva che. puNyanA pariNAma meM karyAM, dayAnA pariNAmane huM karuM chuM, athavA dayAnA pariNAma pragaTa thAya, tyAre cAritramoha karmanI prakRtino maMda udaya thAya ne (A ) dayAnA--ahiMsAnA bhAva mArI paryAyamAM thAya to sAruM to puNya baMdhAya mane, e abhiprAyavALo pApI che. mithyAtvano doSa lAgI gayo, e mahApApa lAgyuM! puNyanA pariNAma e cAritrano doSa che ane ene 'huM karuM chuM athavA bIjo kare tene anumodana ' e mithyAtvano doSa che. pariNAma thavAyogya thAya che, huM to caitanyasvarUpa AtmAnI bhAvanAmAM paDayo chuM, ane bhAvuM chuM dravyane jANuM chuM paryAyane, bhAvuM chuM dravyasAmAnyane, jANuM chuM vizeSane, bhAvuM chuM jJAyakane, jANuM chuM pramatta-apramattadazAone ! bhAvuM chuM, AtmAne, jANuM chuM mokSamArgane-bhAvuM chuM AtmAne, jANuM chuM mokSane tene karato nathI. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 44 pravacana naM-3 kevaLa-jJAnanI paryAya thAya, eno huM kartA nahIM, pudagalakarma pAse karAvanAra nahIM, pudgalakarma kare tene huM anumodana ApuM, evo paNa huM nahIM. AhA...hA.! (AtmA) akartA che, te kartA bane zI rIte ? e to..... AtmA upara ajJAnI baLAtkAra kare che. bhAI? samajANuM? cidAnaMda AtmA, jJAyaka che, dharmAtmA che. e. dharmAtmA che--dharmane dhAraNa karanAro dharmAtmA che-are! mahA dharmAtmA che. evo dharmI je bhagavAna AtmA, jJAyakabhAva, svabhAve akartA che, enA upara ajJAnI, mithyAdaSTi anaMtakALathI potAnA svabhAva upara baLAtkAra karIne kahe che huM kartA chuM. kartA chuM huM kartA chuM. eTale enAM bhAvaprANanuM khUna thAya che eTale samyakadarzanazAnacAritranAM vItarAgI pariNAma pragaTa thatAM nathI (paraMtu) mithyAdarzana jJAna cAritranA vikArI pariNAma pragaTa thAya che. ajJAnI baLAtkAra kare che (nija ) AtmA upara!! (lokamAM) e koInA upara baLAtkAra kare to ene jela maLe, A (nija) AtmA upara baLAtkAra kare che kartApaNAnuM (zalya rAkhIne) akartA (AtmAne) kartA mAnI beTho chesamaye, samaye pAchuM ema baLAtkAra kare che (nija AtmA upara) samaye-samaye huM kartA chuM..kartA chuM....kartA chuM-karuM huM.huM ja karuM chuM, huM akartA nahIM, karuM-karuM..karuM ane karuM to puruSArtha kahevAya! jANuM akartAne, emAM puruSArtha lAgato ja nathI ! jagatane! (zrotA ) (sAheba,) emAM to cAragatinI jela maLe che. ene nigodanI jela maLe, cAragatinI jela to nAnI che. (uttara) jo bhAI, kartabuddhi chUTI to alpakALamAM mokSane koMbuddhi rahI to duHkhInA dALIyA che ! AvA saddaguru maLyA, AvA (sat) zAstro maLyA, AvI nayavivakSAthI pAchA samajAve che, koI ekAMta (no) doSa AmAM nathI lAgato! ema! "zuddhanizcayanayanA baLe' , zuddhadravyArthika naye, zuddhajIvAstikAyane A bhAvo nathI. bolo! nayathI, vicakSAthI (vAta) kahe che, bIjI vyavahAranaye kartApaNuM che e AMhI gauNa che. atyAre! kemake vyavahAranaye je kartApaNuM kahyuM e to nizcayanaye akartA thAya ane vyavahAranaye kartApaNuM kahevAya nahIMtara to ajJAna che. (nizcaya hoya tyAM vyavahAra lAgU paDa) e vyavahArano jANanAra kyAM ene to ajJAna che. ene to nizcayeya nathIne vyavahAreya nathI. huM nAraka paryAyane karato nathI, sahaja caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM." (kahe che ke, pahelAM bolamAM AvyuM ke, huM nAraka paryAyane karato nathI, karAvato nathI ane nArakaparyAyanI racanA pudgala kare che enuM huM anumodana Apato nathI. mATe huM to akartA chuM eTale sahaja caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM! huM karato nathI, karAvato Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 45 nathI ne kartAnuM anumodana paNa karato nathI. nArakanI paryAyanI racanA pudgalakarma kare che, paNa huM ene Teko nathI Apato. AhAhA! bahu UMcA prakAranI vAta che. daSTi bilakula svabhAva upara che, paryAya uparathI khasIneparyAyanuM lakSa choDIne-paryAyArthikanayanI AMkha sarvathA baMdha karIne ane dravyArthikanayanA cakSu vaDe jovAmAM Ave to sAmAnya svabhAva akartA che ene avalokato ane vizeSane nahIM avalokato, sAmAnyane upAdeyapaNe jANe che, tyAre AtmAne AtmAnI anubhUti thAya che. sahaja caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM" sAdhaka ema kahe che ahIMyA ke trikALI sAmAnya dravyane bhAvuM che ane paryAyane jANuM chuM thAya ene karato nathI, karato nathI mATe jANapaNuM che. ( pariNAmane ) karuM to jANapaNuM rahe nahIM mAruM ! to mithyASTi thaI jAya! mATe jANuM chuM, ane ene jANuM chuM emeya kahyuM nathI, e to ApaNe uparathI kahIe chIe, ApaNe uparathI laIe chIe (zA mATe? ke) e paryAyane huM karato nathI paNa sahaja caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne bhAvuM chuM eTale Ane bhAvuM chuM to paryAya thAya ene jANuM chuM! paNa karato nathI. ene jANuM chuM te ApaNe uparathI lIdhuM che paNa emAM to ATaluM ja che. (huM ) karato nathI, karAvato nathI, anumodaka nathI paNa huM to AMhI (caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpane ) bhAve che. paryAyane jANuM chuM ema paNa nahIM, Ane jANuM chuM ema paNa nathI lIdhuM. paNa...ApaNe to olI kartA buddhi chUTI che ane sAdhaka che, to sAdhaka che tethI ene jANe che basa, eTaluM ! ( zrotA ) je jaNAya che ane jANe che (ema kahyuM vyavahAre) AMhIyAM kahe che huM ene jANuM chuM e vAta nahIM, je upAdeyatattva che ene huM jANuM chuM, heyatattvane huM jANato nathI, samajI gayA? tyAM sudhInI vAta che. bhAvuM chuM jANuM chuM AtmAnI bhAvanA kare, to eno upayoga AtmA tarapha vaLe ke paryAya tarapha vaLe? upayoga AtmA tarapha ja hoya, paryAyane jANavAM tarapha na jAya. e upAdeyabhUta tatva che tyAM ja upayoga hoya ne! ene ja jANavA rokANo che basa! ene ja jANyA karuM sAdianaMtakALa, basa ! evo ja mAro svabhAva che. huM tiryaMcaparyAyane karato nathI, sahaja caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM." (kahe che) tiryaMcanA bhAvane-paryAyane huM karato nathI, karAvato nathI ne anumodana karato nathI. AhAhA ! A ekendriya, beIndriya, triIndriya, caturindriya, trasa, sthAvara je tiryaMcanA bhedo che, e tiryaMcanA pariNAmane, enI gatinA pariNAmane huM karato nathI, karAvato nathI, anumodaka paNa nathI. huM to sahaja caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne je bhAvuM chuM. jANuM chuM ema na lakhatAM ene bhAvuM chuM AhA....hA ! ene bhAvuM chuM eTale ke emAM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 46 pravacana naM-3 ja huM ekAgra thAuM chuM mAruM citta-mArI jJAnanI paryAya, darzananI cAritranI paryAya emAM lIna thAya che, ene ekane ja dekhuM chuM-jANuM chuM ene ekane ja bhAvuM chuM-ekane ja avalaMbu chuM paryAyane avalaMbato nathI. "huM manuSyaparyAyane karato nathI, sahaja caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM." (kahe che) A manuSyaparyAya bane che, sAdhaka kahe che ke e paryAya meM karI nathI. huM eno karAvanAreya nahIM ne koI kare ene anumodana ApanAroya huM nathI. AhAhA! (prazna thAya ke.) tyAre meLe, meLe A manuSyaparyAya AvI gaI tamane ! pudgalakarma, pudagalakarmanI A racanA che, e kArya pudgalakarmanuM che, mAruM kArya nathI, meM karI nathI. mAruM kArya to eka caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvavuM, e ja mAruM kartavya che. e bhAvuM chuM enuM nAma paramArtha pratikramaNa che. e "bhAvuM chuM" enAM be bheda, jo nirvikalpa bhAvanAmAM AvI jAya, to paramArtha pratikramaNa-zuddha upayoga che, sarvathA nirjarAnuM kAraNa, ane jo savikalpamAM Ave to je zuddhapariNati che eTalI nirjarAno hetu che zubha upayogarUpa-vyavahAra pratikramaNa je thayuM eTalo thoDo baMdha thAya che. devaparyAyane karato nathI, sahaja caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM." (kahe che keH) AhAhA ! devagatimAM huM jaIza ahIMthI, paNa devaparyAyane, deva gatinI paryAyane huM karuM, evo mAro svabhAva nathI ane karAvuM e paNa nahIM ne koI anya kare to mAro Teko (-anumodana) paNa nathI. devagatinI racanA kare pugala-dravyakarma, nokarmanI racanA kare AhA! mAruM anumodana nathI. huM to ahIMyA bhagavAna AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM. bhagavAna AtmAnI bhAvanA bhAvatAM bhAvatAM, jIva lahe kevaLa jJAna re ! e bhAvanA (nA) be prakAra-savikalpa ane nirvikalpa! have kartabuddhi jevI chUTI ke samyakdarzana saheje thaI jAya, akartA jyAre lakSamAM Ave che tyAre kartabuddhi chUTI jAya che, akartA eTale ke jJAyakabhAva, kaho ke jJAtA kaho ! "huM cauda mArgaNAsthAnanA bhedone karato nathI, sahaja caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM." huM mithyAdaSTi Adi guNasthAnonA bhedone karato nathI, sahaja caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM. (kahe che ke:) AhA....hA! guNasthAnamAM, mithyAtvanA pariNAmane huM karato nathI, karAvato nathI ne anumodato paNa nathI. kemake pote sAdhaka che (ene) mithyAtvanI paryAya to che nahIM. paNa kahe che ke jenI paryAyamAM mithyAtva che, e mithyAtvanI paryAyano AtmA kartA Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 47 nathI, evA (akartAsvabhAvI) AtmAne lakSamAM to le ekavAra ! mithyAtva TaLaze ne samyakatva thaze, toya samyakdarzana (paryAyano) kartA (AtmA) nahIM bane! kemake mithyAtvano kartA nathI, to mithyAtvanA abhAvapUrvaka samyakdarzana thAya eno kartA na hoya. mithyAtva, sAsAdana ane mizra-evA traNa guNasthAna, avirata samyakadarzana cothuM, ne dezaviratI ane sarvaviratI chaThTha guNasthAna AhA...! apramatta e badhA guNasthAnanA bhedo bhagavAna AtmAe (karyA nathI), sarvajJabhagavAne kahyA che e badhA guNasthAna paryAyonA bhedo, paryAyomAM e che (paryAyamAM) nathI ema nahIM, huM jJAnathI ene jANuM chuM to enuM astitva che (paraMtu) paryAyonuM astitva mArAmAM nathI. mArAmAM enuM astitva nathI cauda guNasthAnanuM eTale huM eno kartA nathI to e pariNAma thAya teno kartA koNa che? ke pudgalakarma ene e pariNAmane kare che. kare to karo! kare to ThIka-ema paNa nahIM AhA...hA! (pariNAmo) thAya to thAya, je thAya te thAya bAkI huM eno karanAra nathI. cauda guNasthAnamAM zukladhyAnanI zreNImAM sAtamuM apramattaguNasthAnano kartA AtmA nathI. kahe che ke upazamazreNI mAMDe to upazama, kSapakazreNI mAMge to kSAyika-bAramuM guNasthAna eno huM kartA nathI. sayogI kevaLI teramuM guNasthAna-arihaMtanuM, atyAre temAM guNasthAnamAM birAjamAna che sImaMdhara paramAtmA, (emanI) vANImAM AvyuM ke A teramAM guNasthAnano huM kartA nathI. pudgalakarma kare che ane huM Tekoya Apato nathI. gajabanI vAta che hoM! ema tuM tArA AtmAne akartA jANa! zuddhAtmAne sakaLa kartRtvano abhAva che. evo akartA AtmA che ene tuM daSTimAM-lakSamAM le! nyAla thaI jaIza, saMsAramAM avatAra nahIM levo paDe! janma-maraNanA pherA maTI jaze. vikalpa je Ubho thayo e vikalpanoya (AtmA) kartA nathI. ane ene jANanArI matijJAnanI je paryAya enoya huM kartA nathI, huM to bhagavAna akartA chuM ne! huM to mArA AtmAnI bhAvanA bhAvuM chuM. kartAbuddhi choDuM chuM ne AtmAnI bhAvanAmAM jAuM chuM have, tyAM mane zAMti maLe che. ema jANIne kartAbuddhine choDe che, akartA svabhAvanuM avalaMbana lya takSaNa paryAyamAM akartAbhAva ( -vItarAgabhAva) pragaTa thAya. sAmAnya (svabhAva) akartA ne vizeSamAM paNa akartA (paNuM ) AvI jAya, eTale jJAtA thaI jAya ! huM rAgAdibhedarUpa bhAvakarmanA bhedone karato nathI, sahaja caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM." (kahe che) AhAhA ! bhAvakarmanA asaMkhyAta-loka pramANa je bhedo che, zabda mUkyo ke rAgAdi je bhAvakarmo che-je paranA avalaMbe pariNatimAM vikRtabhAva thAya che rAga-dveSa Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 48 pravacana naM-3 moha-krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha-hAsya-rati-bhaya-jugupsA-veda-strIveda-puSaveda ItyAdi-ItyAdi aneka prakAranAM je vibhAvabhAvanAM sthAno che, vikArabhAvanA asaMkhyAta lokapramANa evA je bhAvakarmo ene huM karato nathI, karAvato nathI, ene huM anumodana karato nathI. - hiMsAnA pariNAmane karato nathI, ahIMsAnA pariNAmane karato nathI. krodhanAM pariNAmane karato nathI, kSamAnAM pariNAmane karato nathI, e badhAM A bhAvakarmanA bhedo che e bhAvakarmanA bhedone huM karato nathI-sIdho DAyarekaTa, koInI pAse karAvato nathI-InaDAyarekaTa kare che ene huM Teko nathI Apato. AhA...hA ! bilakula daSTi svabhAva upara AvI jAya, evI vAta che. paryAya uparathI daSTi chUTI jAya, paryAyArthikanayanI cakSu sarvathA baMdha thaI jAya, ane dravyArthikanayanI cakSu UghaDe ne bhagavAnanA darzana thAya, evI vAta che. jyAM sudhI kartAbuddhi che, tyAM sudhI paryAyArthikanayanI cakSu khullI che. paryAyane huM karuM to dRSTi paryAya upara jAya che, to dravyArthikanayanI cakSu anaMtakALathI baMdha che e kartAbuddhivALAne, dravyArthikanayanI cakSu UghaDaze ja nahIM. kartA buddhi chUTI zuM paryAya uparathI lakSa chUTayuM zuM ane dravya upara lakSa AvyuM zuM! AhA ! akartAne ghUMTayA pachI evo akartA eTale jJAyakabhAva, evo zAkabhAva mane jaNAya che hoM ! akartA chuM ema huM evA AtmAne jANuM chuM ! evA jANanArA AtmAne jANuM chuM! karanArA AtmAne huM jANato ja nathI kemake huM to jANanAro ja chuM, huM karanAro ja nathI, jANanArAne ja have huM jANuM chuM! eTale ke AvA AtmAne huM bhAvuM chuM. e ja vakhate ene samyakradarzana thAya! kartabuddhithI ja....samyakadarzana..aTakayuM che! A kartA buddhi chUTayA pachI..e kharekhara to svabhAvanI sanmukha AvI jAya che. eTale ke ekalA sAmAnya svabhAvane ja lakSamAM lIdho, vizeSano mArAmAM abhAva che eTale karato nathI, eTale ekaluM sAmAnya (Atmadravya), savikalpa svasaMvedanamAM akartA AvI gayo che, nirvikalpa, svasaMvedanathI anubhava thaI jAya ! kartAbuddhi ja jIvane mArI nAkhe che ! (zrotA:) enuM (kartabuddhinuM) jhera ogaLI gayuM pachI ghaNo rasto kapAI gayo! (uttara) have, ene jANavAnI prakriyAmAM I Ave che tyAre thoDuMka ene meLavaNa maLI jAya zAstramAMthI ke zrIguru pAsethI maLI jAya. pachI akartA huM AtmA jJAyaka chuM jJAtA ja chuM to huM to e jJAyakane ja jANuM-eTale eno ja Azraya lauM! basa! ema karIne e AtmAne jANavA jAya che to indriyajJAna rokAya jAya che ane atIndriya jJAna pragaTa thAya che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 48 caitanya vilAsa indriyajJAnano paNa huM kartA nathI, tethI IndriyajJAna utpanna ja thatuM nathI, atIndriyajJAna pragaTa thAya che. atIndriyajJAnane paNa huM karato nathI ethI atIndriyajJAna sahaja aMtarmukha thaIne pragaTa thAya! kema ke daSTi, paryAya upara che ja nahIM. "huM bhAvakarmAtmaka cAra kaSAyone karato nathI, sahaja caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM." (kahe che ke:) bhAvakarmasvarUpa je krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha e cAra prakAranA kaSAyo che e kaSAyanI vaLI cAra cokaDI che, tenAM soLabheda che evA koIpaNa prakAranA kaSAya bhAvane huM karato nathI, karAvato nathI ne kartAno anumodaka nathI. huM to eka caitanyasvarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM. huM ene ja bhAvuM chuM-huM zuddhAtmAnI bhAvanA ja karuM chuM basa ! ("ahIM TIkAmAM jema kartA viSe varNana karyuM, tema kArayitA ane anumaMtAanumodaka-viSe paNa samajI levuM"). ema samajI levuM, e badhAmAM jyAM mAtra kartA nathI ema kahyuM che tyAM tamAre kArayitA nathI ane anumodaka nathI tevo zabda umerI devo ne ema samajavuM. A rIte pAMca ratnonA zobhita kathana-vistAra dvArA sakaLa vibhAva5ryAyonA saMnyAsanuM (-tyAganuM) vidhAna kahyuM che." (kahe che) vibhAva eTale vizeSabhAvo, eno saMnyAsa eTale tyAga. tyAga eTale ke kartutvabuddhi choDavI enuM nAma tyAga ! paryAyane choDavI nathI paryAyano tyAga nathI karavo, paryAyanI kartutvabuddhino tyAga (tenuM nAma saMnyAsa) paryAya to thayA kare, paryAya kAMI na chUTe, eno koNa tyAga karI zake! paNa paryAyano huM kartA chuM, evI kartA buddhino tyAga thayo ke khalAsa, eTale jJAtA thaI gayo. (have A pAMca gAthAonI TIkA pUrNa karatAM TIkAkAra munirAja zrI padmaprabhamaladhArideva zloka kahe che"). (zlokArtha:-) A pramANe paMcaratno dvArA jeNe samasta viSayonA grahaNanI ciMtAne choDI che..... (kahe che keH) A badhA viSayo che, e paryAyanA bhedonA viSayo che. ene grahaNanIjANavAnI ciMtA jeNe choDI dIdhI che. grahaNa eTale jANavuM. paMcaratno dvArA jeNe samasta viSayonA. grahaNanI ciMtA jeNe choDI dIdhI che." samasta viSayo eTale indriyajJAnanA je viSayo che, ene grahaNa eTale jANavuM indriyajJAna dvArA, e badhuM choDI dIdhuM che. ane nija dravya-guNa-paryAyanA svarUpamAM cittane ekAgra karyuM che..." (zuM kahe che) nija Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 5) pravacana naM-3 dravya-guNa ane paryAya-traNeya (kahyuM!) I joya! dhyeyanI vAta karyA pachI tarata ja zeyano zloka mUkyo! AtmAmAM paryAya nathI ema kahenAra, e ja puruSa ema kahe che, dravya-guNane paryAya-traNeya che. kevaLajJAnanI paryAyano kartA ne anumaMtA huM nathI, kemake paryAya nathI mArAmAM (zrotA ) ema kIdhA pachI kahe che ke zrutajJAnanI paryAya mArAmAM thAya che. ke nija dravya-guNa-paryAyanA svarUpamAM cittane ekAgra karyuM che eTale ke e.. dravyaguNaparyAyasvarUpa AkhA AtmAne, cittamAM eTale jJAnamAM zeya banAvI dauM chuM! dhyAnamAM dhyeya akartAne banAvyo, jJAnamAM zeya dravyaguNaparyAya traNeyane banAvuM chuM tyAre samyakadarzana (zrotA: cittane ekAgra karuM chuM eTale?) (uttara) cittane ekAgra karuM chuM eTale jJAna thAya che tene AvA zeyane jANavAmAM rokuM chuM (ke je) dravyaguNaparyAyasvarUpa abheda AtmA mAro che. dhyAna to karuM chuM akartAnuM ne jANavA mATe viSaya karuM chuM mArA jJAnamAM zeyapaNe dravya-guNa-5ryAyasvarUpa mAro AtmA che. paryAyathI rahita kahyo hato e paryAyathI sahita zeya thaI gayo (dhyeyapUrvaka zeyanI) saMdhi karI. bhAratIbena! to, cittane rokuM chuM eTale mAro AtmA dravyaguNaparyAyavALo AtmA che abheda ema have huM jANuM chuM. (zrotA. ) paryAya pariNata AtmAmAM cittane ekAgra karyuM! (uttara) hA, ekAgra karyuM eTale dravyaguNaparyAyasvarUpa AtmA che, e ya che ema huM have jANuM chuM. (zrotA ) e upAdeyabhUta che ema jANato nathI! (uttara) ema huM jANato nathI, upAdeya to ekalo sAmAnya (AtmA) akartA, ekalo jJAyaka (ja che.) sAmAnyanuM avalokana karato, have sAmAnya-vizeSa beyane jANuM chuM. (zrotA ) sAmAnyanuM avalokana karato have sAmAnya-vizeSa beyane jANuM chuM! (uttara) beyane jANuM chuM-sAmAnya-vizeSAtmaka abheda Akho AtmA dravya-guNa-paryAyavALo Akho AtmA ( jJayapaNe ) lIdho. (zrotA ) te bhavya jIva nija bhAvathI bhinna evA sakaLa vibhAvone choDI alpakALamAM muktine prApta kare che. 109. (uttara) A daSTinA viSayanI sAthe jJAnanI saMdhi che. koI apUrva cIja che. (dhyeya mATe) paryAyathI rahita kahyuM (mya mATe) guNa sahita kahyuM. pahelAM guNo ja letAM hatAM, paryAya nahotA letAM, pahelAM paryAya rahita kahetA 'tA, have paryAyasahitano AtmA lIdho kahyo bolo! Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa pa1 (zrotA:) cittane ekAgra karyuM (zo Azaya che AmAM?) (uttara) cittane ekAgra karyuM eTale jJAnamAM ya banAvyuM have mArA jJAnamAM Avo AtmA ya thayo ema. ekAgra karyo eTale dravyaguNa paryAyano Azraya che tema nahIM, paryAyamAM ekAgra nathI thato, ekAgratA to mArA trikALI dravyanuM avalaMbana ja che, paNa have mAruM citta je jJAna che-dravyaguNa-paryAya sahita-sAmAnya-vizeSAtmaka Akho mAro AtmA che, ene jANavAmAM mArI paryAyane thaMbhAvuM chuM. tenuM nAma ekAgratA. "sakaLa vibhAvane choDI alpa kALamAM muktine prApta kare che." hajI, zAI sUkANI nathI, TIkAmAM paryAya nathI AtmAmAM ema dAMDI pITIne kahe che, ane have kahe che A pariNAma paNa mArA che. bolo! olo nizcaya kahyo A vyavahAra sthApe che. (A rIte AtmAnubhava thatAM dhyeyapUrvaka jJaya thAya che!!) rAjakoTa oDiyo keseTa pravacana naM-4 (tattvacarcA) tA. 3-6-85 TIkAH ahIM AtmAne zuddha sakaLa kartutvano abhAva darzAve che. (zuM kahe che keH) sakaLa eTale badhA, kartRtva eTale kartA (paNuM), eno AtmAmAM abhAva che. pachI sakaLano artha kare che, sakaLa eTale zuM (zuM?) gayA, bhAva thayA bhAvane eTale pariNAmane (AtmA) karato nathI, ke jIva, zarIrano kartA nathI, zarIramAM (je che) kriyAo thAya eno kartA nathI. jIvamAM karma (dravyakarma) nathI, mATe karmano kartA AtmA nathI. pachI, karmanA lakSe (je je) zubhAzubha bhAva thAya, eno AtmA kartA nathI. pachI, nArakaAdi cAra paryAyo je che te AtmA nathI, tethI AtmA teno kartA nathI. (tethI ya) AgaLa vadhIne kahe che ke cauda guNasthAna, cauda mArgaNAsthAna e AtmAmAM nathI, tethI AtmA teno kartA nathI, kArayitA nathI, anumodaka nathI ane kAraNa paNa nathI. eTale ke sakaLa-badhA prakAranA jeTalAM pariNAmo thAya, e pariNAmono bhagavAna AtmA kartA nathI. evA AtmAne dRSTimAM laIne anubhava kare, eTale temane mithyAtvanuM pratikramaNa thaI jAya! (arthAta) mithyAtva jAya! ane pachI vizeSa (nijAtmAmAM ja) Thare, to bAkInAM je badhAya UThatA aMzo, eno abhAva thaI, ane zuddhaupayogadazA pragaTa thAya, enuM nAma "paramArtha pratikramaNa che. vyavahAra pratikramaNa, kartabuddhie jIva anaMtakALathI karato Ave che. paNa paramArtha Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #89 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates pa2 pravacana naM-4 nAma nizcaya pratikramaNa, eka samayamAtra paNa jIve karyuM nathI. nahitara (e jIva) ahIMyAM na hoya, nizcaya pratikramaNa na thavAnuM kAraNa? ke AtmA akartA che chatAM ene kartA mAne che. to e kartA kone kone e mAne che? ke AkhA vizvanA padArthano potAne e kartA mAne che. potAmAM aMtaraMgamAM vizva eTale anaMta ( prakAranA) pariNAma thAya, eno ya kartA ane jagatanA (sarva) padArthono huM kartA chuM. jJAtA hovA chatAM kartA mAne che, e ja saMsAra che. (AtmA) I pariNAmano kartA to nathI, paNa chaThThI-sAtamA guNasthAne (jhUlatA ) munirAja have paramArtha pratikramaNanI vyAkhyA karatA ema jaNAve che ke, A pariNAmano huM kartA to nathI, paNa A (thatA ) pariNAmono huM jJAtA ya nathI. A pariNAmano huM kartA nathI, mAtra (sahaja) caitanyanA vilAsa (svarUpa) AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM. anekane karato nathI ne (ekarUpa) AtmAne bhAvuM chuM ! (huM) anekane karato nathI paNa anekane jANuM chuM, pachI e anekane jANavAnuM choDI, ekane bhAvuM chuM ema na letAM (na kahetAM), pariNAmano kartA nathI, paNa sIdho huM to caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM-( eTale keemAM ja ekAgra thaI jAuM chuM ema (kahe che) chaThThAmAMthI sAtamA mAM AvavA mATe ane sAtamA mAMthI pAchA na AvavA mATe, pariNAmanA jJAtApaNAno niSedha karyo ! jo pariNAmano jJAtA thaI jAya, to chaThuM AvI jAya, I emane poSAtuM nathI, emane jANe atyAre A paMcamakALamAM zreNI mAMDIne kevaLajJAna laI lauM, evI bhAvanAmAM ne bhAvanAmAM nijabhAvane arthe A zAstra lakhANuM che. (kahe che) huM kartA nathI, zuddhAtmAne bhAvuM chuM! kartA nathI, jANuM chuM, vyavahAra jANelo prayojanavAna (samayasAramAM) lakhyuM che ne! AhAhA! (munirAja kahe che keH) zuddhaupayogamaya mArI dazA, ne pariNAmane jANavA jAuM.to mane chaThTha guNasthAna AvI jAya, (huM to ) bhedane karatoto nathI paNa, bhedane jANatoya nathI ane abhedane jANuM chuM ! evI apUrva zailI che AmAM (gAthA 77 thI 81mAM) AkhA niyamasAra ( graMthamAM) zuddhabhAva adhikAra UMco, ane e zuddhabhAva adhikAramAM kyAMya, koI (paNa) gAthAmAM A ratnanI gAthA che ema lakhavAno bhAva (munirAjane) na Avyo. (zrI niyamasAra graMthamAM) ADatrIsamI gAthA ke pacAsamI gAthA be ya gAthA UMcI (apUrvane alaukika!) paNa tyAMya A gAthA ratnanI che ema na lakhyuM, paNa paramArtha pratikramaNa (adhikAramAM ) jyAM, A AtmA che, e akartA che e jainadarzananI parAkASTA che, I vAta emaNe tyAM lakhI, badhAnA Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #90 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 53 AtmA svabhAvathI ja akartA che potAnA pariNAmano paNa AtmAkartA nathI. AhAha! (Atmadravya) mithyAdarzanano to kartA nathI, samyakdarzanano paNa AtmA kartA nathI. evo akartA svabhAva, jene daSTimAM Ave, ene (AtmAno ) anubhava thayA vinA rahe nahIM. (zrotAH) ene paMcaratna zuM kAma kIdhAM ema? (uttara) pAMca ratnanI gAthA che. A"-kuMdakuMdabhagavAne A niyamasAramAM, pAMca ratna mUkyAM. A pAMca ratno che. I ratna jo enI daSTimAM ne hAthamAM Ave to..nirdhanapaNuM TaLI jAya, dhanavAna thaI jAya ! A pAMca ratnonuM vAcya) jenI daSTimAM Ave I paMcaparameSThImAM bhaLI jAya, (eno) mokSa thaI jAya!! (zrotA: ) Ane samajIne emAM ja TharI javA jevuM che! (uttara) basa! anaMta kALathI pote potAne, potAnA pariNAmano kartA ne paranA pariNAmanuM kartApaNuM, ene bhAsyuM che anaMtakALathI, che (pote) akartA ne mAne che kartA! (kartA) banI zakato to nathI, huM kartA chuM evo mithyA pratibhAsa thAya che. e kartAbuddhi choDAvavA mATe "paramArtha pratikramaNa' (adhikAra) mAM nizcaya pratikramaNamAM munirAja A vAta lakhe che. pAchuM, emAM badhI vAta AvarI lIdhI che. nahitara, sAmAnya rIte to vicAra ema thAya ke have to zuddhaupayogano kartA nathI, eTaluM ja lIdhuM hoya to cAle, paNa rAga-dveSamohano kartA nathI. nara, nAraka Adi paryAyano kartA nathI ane mithyAtva (guNasthAna )thI mAMDIne TheTha ayogajinakevaLI thAya je caudamuM guNasthAna nahitara to mithyAtvano kartA (AtmA) nathI e emane lakhavAnI jarUra nathI. cauda guNasthAnamAM mithyAtva (guNasthAna je ekathI traNa) ane mArgaNAsthAnamAM samyakanA cha bheda, emAM mithyAtva I eka mArgaNA che-samyamArgaNA, enoya AtmA kartA nathI nakara enI dazAmAM mithyAtva nathI. (zrotAH) mArgaNA je kahela che emAM mithyAtva zuM AvI jAya che? (uttara) AvI jAya che. samyakanA cha bheda-emAM mithyAtva sAsAdana, mizra upazama, kSayopazama ne kSAyika, evA che bheda AvI jAya che. I samyaphano bheda che mithyAtva, mArgaNAmAM....(eTale ke ) kayA ThekANe, jIva zodhavo hoya to zodhI zakAya ke mithyAtva nAmanI mArgaNAmAM atyAre jIva Ubho che ema, (A) samyakatvanuM udhuM rUpa che, ulaTuM ( rUpa che.) (zrotAH) mArcaNAno vyApaka artha che Avo? (uttara) hA, vyApaka artha che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #91 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates pa4 pravacana naM-4 (juo! samajo ke ) saMyama labdhinA pariNAmamAM varte che AcAryabhagavAna, zuddhapariNati pragaTa che, traNakaSAyano abhAva che, vItarAgaparyAya pragaTa thAya che. vItarAgaparyAya pragaTa thAya che enuM emane bhAna ane jJAna (varta) che. paryAya vidyamAna che, chatAM A paryAya thAya che. eno huM kartA nathI. mithyAtva (nI) paryAya gaI, eno huM kartA nathI e to vyAjabI che, mokSanI paryAya (atyAre) nathI, mATe eno huM kartA nathI e to vyAjabI che, paNa saMyama varte che. traNa kaSAyanA abhAvapUrvakanI vItarAgadazA, zuddhapariNati samyakadarzana jJAna cAritranA nirvikArI vItarAgI pariNAma pragaTa thaI rahyA che, paNa huM eno kartA nathI. AhA...hA ! huM eno kartA nathI ne huM eno jJAtA paNa nathI. ke saMyamalabdhinA pariNAma je vItarAgadazA pragaTa thaI rahI che, eno huM kartA nathI. eno huM kartA nathI mATe huM akartA chuM ema paNa na lIdhuM, ne e paryAyano huM jJAtA chuM ema paNa na lIdhuM! pharIne, zuM kIdhuM? vItarAga pariNAma pragaTa thAya che, chatAM paNa huM eno kartA nathI (ema kahe che ) kema ke AtmAno svabhAva jJAyaka che, e jJAyakabhAvamAM pariNAmanuM karavApaNuM nathI. pariNAmathI rahita AtmA che e kAraNe pariNAmano kartA AtmA nathI. pariNAmano kartA to nathI, paNa huM akartA chuM ema paNa na lIdhuM-nayapakSa vacce na AvI jAya, nizcayano pakSa vacce na AvI jAya, sIdhuM...caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM (ema kahe che) bolo have kaho (tamAre kaMIka kahevuM hatuM ne!) (zrotA ) pharIne, kaho. (uttara) pariNati pragaTa thaI rahI che cAritra vItarAga che, traNakaSAyanA abhAva pUrvakanI cAritradazA pragaTa varte che, svarUpamAM lInatA ramaNatA che ane samyakajJAnapaNa che. (samyaka ) matijJAna ne zrutajJAna pragaTa vartI rahyuM che-vidyamAna che. samyakdarzananI paryAya, samyakajJAnanI paryAya ke samyaka cAritranI vItarAgIparyAya e traNeya prakAranI paryAya samaye-samaye pragaTa thAya che, emane khabara che ke pragaTa thAya che, (emanA) khyAla bahAra nathI. (zuM kahyuM?) emanA khyAla bahAra chatAM huM eno kartA nathI tyAre paramArtha pratikramaNa thAya che ane huM eno kartA nathI jJAtA chuM to paNa paramArtha pratikramaNa pragaTa thatuM nathI, huM (eno) akartA chuM to ya paramArtha pratikramaNa pragaTa thatuM nathI, kema ke kartApaNuM te vyavahAranayano viSaya che ne akartApaNuM te nizcayanayano viSaya che e nayapakSa che. ( tethI kahe che, paNa huM to caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa bhagavAna AtmAne (ja) bhAvuM chuM.-emAM ekAgra thaI jAuM chuM-lIna thaI jAuM chuM ! A pAMca gAthA ghaNI UMcI che samajI gayA? paNa...A (viSayamAM) najara konI paDe? ke jene svabhAvano pakSa Avyo hoya, ane kartabuddhi bhale sarvathA chUTI na hoya, paNa Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #92 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 55 caitanya vilAsa pakSamAM AvIne kartabuddhi chUTI hoya anubhava thaIne kartabuddhi bhale chUTI na hoya, paNa pakSamAM AvIne eNe kartAbuddhi choDI hoya-mithyAtva ghaNuM gaLI gayuM hoya, ene A vAta khyAlamAM Ave! bAkI, zubhAzubhano huM kartA chuM ne zuddhaparyAyano huM kartA chuM, evI buddhi hoya to A vAta enAM khyAlamAM na Ave. pariNAma thAya che. e pariNAma thAya che eno kartA pariNAma che. (zuM kIdhuM) pariNAma thAya che eno kartA pariNAma che ane eka apekSAe badhA pariNAmano kartA pudgala che. mATe huM kartA nathI. (badhAya) pariNAmano kartA pudgala che mATe huM eno kartA nathI. koI pariNAma pudgalanA sadbhAvathI ne koI pariNAma pugalanA abhAvanA sadbhAvathI (nimitte) thAya che. karmakRta bhAva che badhA, jIvakRta nathI. jIvanI racanA nathI, jIvae (pariNAmane) karato nathI. jIvae (pariNAmano) kartA nathI ne jANanAra che. to tyAM sudhI to e samyakardaSTi che. (e) samyakradRSTi to che paNa zuddhopayogI nathI. (emane) zuddha pariNati to checothe, pAMcamuM, chaThTha ( guNasthAna) che. paNa,sAtamuM AvatuM nathI. AhA...hA.! huM bhedane jANavA rokAu ke huM abhedane jANavA jAuM! ... bhedanuM kartutva to mArAmAMthI chUTI gayuM che, chatAM bhedo ubhA thAya che, vAta sAcI che. AhA...! paNa anAdikALathI je kartA buddhinA saMskAra che anAdikALanA nigodanAM! I kartAbuddhinA saMskAra bilakula utpanna na thAya evI gAthAo che. eka vAra kartAbuddhi tUTe paNa pAcho kartA thaI jAya che, ardhapudgalaparAvartana rakhaDe che! paNa jo samyakradarzana thaI gayuM ne AvI gAthA hAthamAM AvI gaI, to (jIva) paDe nahIM, kartA buddhi thAya nahIM. kevaLajJAtA, kevaLa! kevaLa jJAnamAtra svabhAva, AtmAno jJAnamAtrasvabhAvanI AgaLa vizeSaNa mUkayuM kevaLa! kevaLajJAnamAtra AtmA che AhA... hA! 320 gAthAmAM kahyuM che ne! kevaLa jJAnamAtra AtmA! prabhu! meM jJAyakarUpa kevaLa jANanahArA!" AhAhA ! jANavuM.... jANavuM... jANavuM... jANavuM.. jANavuM jenA svabhAvamAM (paripUrNa) bhareluM che. e kare zuM? AhA ! kare to nahIM paNa e (pariNAmane ) jANavA rokAya to paramArtha pratikramaNa nathI paNa, vyavahAra pratikramaNa che. ( pariNAmane) kare to mithyAtva ne ene jAte to vyavahAra pratikramaNa ane ene jANavAnuM baMdha karI, ane bhagavAna AtmAne jANavA jAya-caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpane (ekane ja bhAve to) paramArtha pratikramaNa thaI gayuM. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #93 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 56 Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates pravacana naM-4 AtmA jyAM sudhI (karavAnuM) mAne che tyAM sudhI kartRtva jAya nahIM, bhagavAna AtmA ( pariNAma mAtrathI bhinna che-pariNAma dravyamAM nathI ne dravya, pariNAmamAM nathI. dravyane pariNAma aDatAM nathI-sparzatA nathI! have, je jemAM aDe nahIM to kare kyAMthI ene ? eka dravya bIjA dravyamAM nAstirUpa che, to bIjA dravyamAM praveza nathI mATe eka dravya, bIjA dravyanA pariNAmano kartA nathI, ema pariNAmanI nAsti che dravyamAM ! sAmAnyamAM vizeSano abhAva che. e sAmAnya tattva vizeSamAM pravezI zakatuM nathI-jAtuM nathI, eno kartA banatuM nathI. (paryAyanA ) SaTkA2kathI paryAya pragaTa thAya che. (pariNAmano ) kartA chuM, kartA chuM e saMkalpa che, kartA chuM pariNAmano e mithyAtvano doSa che-ane huM kartA nathI I vyavahArano pakSa chUTayo ne huM akartA chuM evo je vikalpa,-je nizcayanayano pakSa, e anaMtAnubaMdhIno kaSAya che, ( zrotAH ) emAMya kartAbuddhi AvI bhAI ! (utta2:) kema ke huM akartA chuM evo vikalpa hajI nayapakSano UThe che tyAM sudhI anubhava na thAya. eka saMkalpa (no doSa) ne eka vikalpa (no doSa ) : pariNAmano kartA chuM e saMkalpa ne huM akartA chuM e vikalpa che kema ke akartA to enuM svarUpa che eTale saMkalpa nathI eTale zraddhAno doSa nathI ane A to (saMkalpamAM to) zraddhAno doSa AvI gayo rAgano kartA chuM evI mAnyatAmAM to zraddhAno doSa utpanna thayo, paNa akartA to AtmAnuM svarUpa che (tethI ) nizcayanayano pakSa che (arthAt ) nayapakSa che. (AmAM ) zraddhAno doSa lAgato nathI mithyAzraddhA to gaLavA mAMDe che paNa nayapakSano vikalpa che tyAM sudhI anubhava nathI- (anubhUtI nathI ) pachI, jJAyakamAM dRSTi gaI ! kartA-akartA no jJAtA ! jIva, kartA che ke bhoktA ? AhA...hA ! kartA-bhoktA ho ke na ho, jIva to jJAnasvarUpa-cetanasvarUpa-ciddasvarUpa che (zrotAH ) sahaja caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa! (utta2: ) ahIM kahe che) sahaja caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM AhAhA ! AtmA kevo ? ke sahaja caitanyano vilAsa evo je svabhAva, ene ja huM bhAvuM chuM eTale emAM ja huM lIna thaI jAuM chuM, enuM nAma,,,,, '52mArtha pratikramaNa ' che. tyAM koIpaNa prakArano kartAbuddhino to vikalpa nathI. paNa kartAbuddhinA niSedhanoya vikalpa nathI-akartA evo vikalpa paNa nathI. huM pariNAmano kartA nathI evo vikalpa nathI, huM pariNAmano jJAtA chuM evo vikalpa nathI, huM akartA chuM evo vikalpa nathI (nirvikalpa! nirvikalpa !) huM sahaja caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM. sIdhA chaThThA guNasthAnamAMthI sAtamAmAM ane Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #94 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa pa7 sAtamAmAMthI chaThThAmAM na AvavA mATe huM pariNAmano jJAtAya nathI. (zrIsamayasAra) 11 mI gAthAmAM, anubhava thayo ne phaTa savikalpadazAmAM (sAdhaka) Avyo eTale kahyuM ke bAramI gAthAmAM ke" vyavahAra jANelo-( jaNAyelo) prayojanavAna che" I savikalpadazA AvI gaI. e (kAMI ) khuzI thavA jevuM nathI. jJAnI pariNAmane to jANe che ne! AhA...hA ! pariNAmanuM karavuM ne pariNAmanuM jANavuM I beyano niSedha AvyA vinA paryAyArthikanayanI AMkha (sarvathA) baMdha karyA vinA, sAmAnyanuM avalokana nahIM thAya! eno potAno-AtmAno je mULasvabhAva che e svabhAvamAM kartApaNAno trikALa abhAva che. AtmAno mULasvabhAva je che emAM caudaguNasthAnanuM karavuM-vastumAM nathI ema. (zrotAH) vartamAnamAM ya kartA nathI? (uttara) vartamAnamAMya kartA nathI, bhAvi (-bhaviSyamAMya) kartA nathI. bhUtakALamAMya kartA nathI, eTale pratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAna ne AlocanA A traNeya laI lIdhA che (adhikAra che paramArtha pratikramaNa ! (kahe che kebhUtakALanA karelA bhAva ne doSa, enuM je kartApaNuM evo je (mithyAtva) doSa, enAthI huM vartamAnamAM pAcho pharI jAuM chuM-bhUtakALanA dravya bhalA hatA ne bhUtakALano bhAva mane bhalo hato AhA ! bhUtakALamAM meM tIrthakara bhagavAnanI bhakti karI hatI ne te bhalI hatI. AhAhA ! devalAlI viDiyo keseTa naM. 28 pravacana naM - 5 tA. 6-12-87 zrI niyamasArajI paramAgama zAstra che. teno paramArtha pratikramaNa adhikAra che. pUrve lAgelA doSothI AtmAne pAcho vALavo ane zuddhopayoga dvArA zuddhAtmAno anubhava karavo tenuM nAma paramArtha pratikramaNa che. sattA avabodha, parama caitanya ane sukhanI anubhUtimAM lIna evA viziSTa Atmatatvane grahanArA" eTale ene jANanArA "zuddhadravyArthikanayanA baLe mAre sakaLa-badhA prakAranAM moha rAgadveSa nathI." sattA eTale astitva, avabodha eTale jJAna ane paramacaitanya eTale darzana paNa thAya che ane anaMtavIrya paNa artha karavAmAM Ave che. anaMtajJAna-anaMtavIrya ane anaMta sukha athavA anaMtajJAna, anaMtadarzana, anaMtavIrya (evA) trikALI guNo. sattA eTale hovApaNuM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #95 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 58 pravacana naM-5 tenI anubhUti karavI eTale svarUpamAM lIna thavuM-e svarUpe rahevuM, evo je potAno zuddhAtmA, eTale viziSTa prakAranA Atmatattvane ( AmAM) ekavacana che. ene grahanArA eTale jANanArA-anubhavanArA zuddhadravyArthikanayanA baLe, (eTale) aMtamurkha thaIne mArA sAmAnya zuddhAtmAne-ke je darzana-jJAna ane sukhamaya che (tevA) AtmAne anubhavuM chuM. enuM (zuddhAtmAnuM) lakSa karatAM mane jaNAya che ke sakaLa moharAgadveSa nathI. sahajanizcayathI (1) sadA nirAvaraNa svarUpa," "sahaja nizcayathI"- zuddhanayathI sadA"--haMmezane mATe "nirAvaraNa svarUpa" sadA nirAvaraNa che. " (2) zuddhajJAnarUpa (3) sahaja cinzaktimaya (4) "sahajadarzananA skUraNathI paripUrNa mUrti" sahuja darzana guNa. (jenI mUrti arthAt svarUpa sahaja darzananA skUraNathI paripUrNa che evA) ane (5) " svarUpamAM avicaLa sthitirUpa yathAkhyAta cAritravALA evA mane " A trikALa guNanI vAta che. trikALInA vizeSaNo che. nitya nirAvaraNa zuddha jJAnarUpa sahaja cinzaktimaya, sahaja darzananI paripUrNa mUrti. samasta saMsAra kalezanA hetu krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha nathI." pelAmAM moharAgadveSa nathI ema kahyuM hatuM. AmAM kahyuM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha nathI. ATalI vAta karyA pachI AtmAmAM zuM nathI e kahyuM. have je e AtmAmAM na hoya eno kartA nathI e nyAya Ape che. je AtmAmAM na hoya eno huM kartA-kArayitA ke anumodaka emAM e kyAMya na Ave. je bhAva AtmAmAM hoya ene to AtmA kare ne bhogave paNa AtmAmAM zuM nathI tenI vAta kare che. mArgaNAsthAna, guNasthAna, jIvasthAna, rAga-dveSa-moha, krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha AtmAmAM nathI. have mahattvanI vAta ahIM e Ave che ke je AtmAmAM nathI ethI eno huM kartA nathI. eno kartA to nathI paNa eno jANanAreya huM nathI. ekamAM be vAta temAM AvI jAya che. have A je uparokta vividha prakAranA je ghaNAM bhedo kahyAM 'tA, pahelA-pArAmAM cAragatinA bheda kahyAM 'tAM; bIjA pArAmAM mArgaNAsthAna, guNasthAna, jIvasthAna Adi traNa prakAra kahyAM. trIjA pArAmAM manuSya ane tiryaMca paryAyanI kAyAnAM vayakRta-bALa-yuvAna ne vRddhAvasthA e (AtmAmAM) nathI. pachI kahyuM moTuM-rAga-dveSa nathI ane pachI kahyuM krodha-mAnamAyA-lobha nathI. A sthAno mArA zuddhAtmAmAM nathI. A bhedo mArAmAM nathI. "have A (uparokta) kahevAmAM AvelA "vividha" aneka prakAranA "vikalpothI"- bhedothI bharelA "vibhAva paryAyono nizcayathI huM kartA nathI." AhAhA ! e pariNAmo che, e cAragatio che, guNasthAna, jIvasthAna, mArgaNAsthAna paNa che. e paryAyamAM che tyAM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #96 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 59 sudhI moharAgadveSa paNa che. "che tyAre ? che tyAre kartA nathI. mokSa thaI gayA pachI kartA nathI ema nahIM. A AtmAnuM svarUpa ja evuM che ke paryAyamAM moharAga dveSa hoya! paryAyamAM krodhamAna-mAyA-lobha hoya! paryAyamAM guNasthAna-mArgaNAsthAna-jIvasamAsa hoya! paryAyamAM gati hoya! gati eTale? tene yogyabhAva hoya te ja samaye e badhA bhAvo mArAmAM nathI. e vibhAva paryAyo mArAmAM nathI. tethI huM eno kartA nathI. rahita chuM mATe kartA nathI. AhA! je mArAthI rahita che eno huM kartA to nathI paNa eno huM jANanAreya nathI. kartA nathI emAM cAritra to pragaTa thayuM che-zraddhA pragaTa thaI eTale cAritra to pragaTa thAya che paNa...jo ene huM jANavA jAuM to nizcaya cAritra pragaTa thatuM nathI. ahIMyAM to nizcaya cAritra-zuddhopayoga kema pragaTa thAya?! ke: (bhedone) jANavAnuM baMdha karI dauM to. huM kartA to chuM ja nahIM tethI karavAno to prazna ja nathI. paNa akartA upara pharI pharIne najara jAya che tyAre zuddhopayoga pragaTa thAya che. huM mArA trikALI dravyane jouM chuM. caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne bhAvuM chuM. huM (jene) bhAvuM chuM e kevo che? ke pariNAma mAtrathI bhinna che. pariNAma mAtrathI bhinna hovAthI huM kartA nathI, kArayitA nathI ane anumodaka nathI. AhAhA! juo! "vividha vikalpothI eTale bhedothI bharelA vibhAva paryAyo" paryAyo che kharI. pariNAmamAM A badhA dharmo che. paNa nizcayathI huM eno kartA nathI. temaja (huM ) bIjAnI pAse karAvato nathI. have eka sUkSma vAta kare che ke e koNa kare che e mArA jJAnamAM AvI gayuM che. guNasthAna-mArgaNAsthAnanA bhedono kartA koNa che? moharAgadveSano, pAMca mahAvratano, aThThAvIsa mULaguNano kartA koNa che? saMyamalabdhinAM sthAno eno kartA koNa che? eno kartA koNa che e mane khabara che. koNa kartA che? keH pudgala kartA che. kemake pudagalanA sadabhAva ane abhAva evA nimittathI thatA bhAvo, evA naimittika bhAvo eno huM kartA nathI. e bhAvo paryAyamAM che kharA ! vidyamAna che, paNa mArAthI te bhinna che. bhinna che mATe kartA nathI. ane bhinna che mATe ene huM jANavA jAuM to AtmA jaNAto nathI. mATe mAre to mArA zuddhAtmAne jANavo che. kemake huM eno kartA to nathI paNa huM eno jANanAroya nathI. eka gAthAmAM beno niSedha karI dIdho. kartApaNAno niSedha ane jJAtApaNAno niSedhaekalA jJAyakane jANuM chuM basa. ane pugalakarmarUpa kartAno-" (vibhAva paryAyonA kartA je pudgalakarmo temano) jeTalA Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #97 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 60 pravacana naM-5 vibhAva paryAyo u52 kahyAM e badhAya hoM! ! cAragatinA, eka mArgaNAsthAna, eka jIvasamAsa, eka guNasthAna, cAra+traNa=sAta. manuSya ane tiryaMca be tema nava, ane moha- rAga-dveSa traNa. navane traNa bAra ane krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha ema kula soLa thayA. ahIM ema kahe che ke e soLano kartA koNa che? e mArA jJAnamAM AvI gayuM che. kemake huM eno kartA nathI to koIka to eno kartA hoya ne!? huM eno jo kartA nathI ane pariNAma to vidhamAna che ane huM kartA nathI eno? to koIka eno karanAra hovo joIe. eno ka2nA2 puddagalakarma che sApekSathI. AhA ! sApekSathI apekSAe eno kartA (puddagala) che. have tene upAdAna kartA kaho ke nimitta kartA, paNa... huM to kartA nathI. puddagala karma ene kare che. "pudgalakarmarUpa kartA " vibhAva paryAyono che kartA je pudgalakarma te; badhA kAryono kartA puddagala che. kemake puddagalanAM saMge e badhA bhAvo thAya che mArA saMge e bhAvo thatA nathI. kemake A je bheda uThe che ne !! e bheda pudgalanAM saMge thAya che. ane aMtarmukha thaIne abheda thAya che to e AtmA thAya che. tyAM bheda na rahyo ne !? jenA lakSe rAga thAya e kAM pudgala hoya, kAM e pudgalanAM pariNAma hoya. nyAya samajANo. ene pudgala karma kare che; kAraNake e bheda che. e puddagalanAM pariNAma che ema tane kevI rIte khabara paDI ?! jema pudgalanAM lakSe rAga thAya che ema bhedanAM lakSe rAga thAya che. to e kA2Na jevuM ja kArya. e kA2Ne e pudgalanA ja pariNAma che abheda apekSAe to e pudgala ja che. mATe e badhA puddagalakarmanuM ja kArya che e mAruM kArya nathI. kemake mArAthI e bhinna che eTale huM ene karato nathI. huM kartA nathI to bIjo eno kartA batAvo?! to e pudgalakarmanuM kArya che. to have kahe che ke huM eno anumodaka nathI. e kare to bhale kare tevI anumodanA nathI. mokSa thaze tyAre huM ema jANIza ke te puddagalakarmanAM abhAvathI thayo che. mokSa meM karyo che ema nahIM jANuM. yathAkhyAta cAritra mane thaze tyAre e cAritramohanA abhAvathI e kArya thayuM che e mAruM kArya nathI. ekalo trikALI sAmAnya akartA svabhAva ja huM chuM. sakaLa kartRtvano abhAva eTale mArAmAM kArya karavAnI zaktino ja abhAva che. thAya che ene jANavAnI zakti che. thAya ene jANuM chuM, paNa thAya ene karuM chuM ema nathI tyAM to AtmArAma thaI gayo. karmanAM saMgathI utpanna thayelAM bhAvo eTale eno kartA puddagala kahyuM. jyAM nimittano ja abhAva che to (naimittikano ) abhAva thaI gayo ke nahIM!? siddha avasthAmAM (naimittika) che ke nathI ? ke: nathI to pachI tene puddagala kare che te prazna Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #98 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 61 caitanya vilAsa ja raheto nathI ane AtmA kare che te paNa rahetuM nathI tyAM e bhAvo ja nathI to pachI karavAno prazna ja raheto nathI. kRtakRtya thaI gayo-pUrNa thaI gayo basa. vizeSa vAta e che ke ene huM karato" to nathI paNa ene huM jANato nathI. kemake huM karato nathI paNa je akartA che ene jANuM chuM ema na letAM, huM akartA chuM ene ja huM jANuM chuM. ahIMyA vyavahAranaya jANelo prayojanavAna na rAkhyo. vyavahAranaya jANelo prayojanavAna rAkhe to paramArtha pratikramaNa Ave nahIM. ane paramArtha pratikramaNa nahIM Ave to vyavahAra pratikramaNamAM AvI jaze. chaThuM guNasthAna Ave. ahIM to sAtamAM guNasthAna thI upara zreNImAM caDhavA mATenI prakriyAno khyAla kare che. bhale sAtamAmAMthI AThamAmAM javAtuM nathI, paNa chaThThAmAMthI sAtamA mAM AvavAnI A prakriyA che arthAt zuddhopayoganI A prakriyA che. paryAyanAM bhedane jANavA jAya che to ene vikalpa utpanna thAya che. rAgI prANI hovAthI rAga utpanna thAya che. abhedane jANe to vItarAgabhAva utpanna thAya-zuddhopayoga. A enI uttama gAthA che. AhAhA ! karavAnI zaktino ja abhAva sarvathA. huM mArA AtmAne ja jANuM evI zaktino mArAmAM sadbhAva che. huM to mArA AtmAne jANuM chuM. AhAhA ! parane jANavuM e vyavahArano paNa niSedha karyo. pariNAmanA bhedane huM jANanAro chuM ema paNa na letAM huM abhedano jANanAro chuM ( arthAta abheda jANanAra chuM ) sakaLa kartutvano abhAva kahyo ne!? karavAnI zaktino ja AtmAmAM abhAva che. ane thAya ene jANe ema kahevuM te vyavahAra che. ane ene jANavAnuM baMdha karI ane "che" ene jANuM te nizcaya che. A nizcaya pratikramaNanI bahu UMcI gAthA che hoM ! A traNa lITImAM ghaNo mAla che. A traNa lITImAM akartApaNuM siddha karyuM. pudgalanAM kAryano kartA, kArayitA, anumodaka houM to huM pudgala ja thaI jAuM arthAt ajIva thaI jAuM. (naimittika bhAvamAM) ajIva nimitta che, paNa huM nimitta houM to ajIva thaI jAuM. pulakarma kare che ane jo huM Teko Apu ke bhale kare to huM pudgala thaI jAuM. mATe pudgala kare to bhale kare. AmAM pariNAma mAtranI mahimAne khalAsa karI dIdhI. pariNAma mAtrathI bhinna che te zraddhAno viSaya che ane emAM nirvikalpa dhyAna Ave che. bAkI badhA zAstromAM aneka prakAranA vyavahAranA kathano che, paNa e badhA abhUtArtha vAkyo che. jANavAno viSaya eka jJAyaka bane tyAre dhyAna Ave che. zuddhopayoga thavA mATe AmAM jANavAno niSedha karyo. agiyAramI gAthAmAM zuddhopayoga thayo ane bAramI gAthAmAM jyAM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #99 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 62 pravacana naM-5 paryAyane jANavA gayo tyAM savikalpa dazA AvI gaI. dhArAvAhI zuddhopayoga na rahyo. ahIM to dhArAvAhI zuddhopayoga eTale paramArtha pratikramaNanI vAta cAle che. paramArtha pratikramaNa kone kahevuM?! ke je paryAyane kare nahIM ane paryAyane jANe nahIM tyAre dhArAvAhI zuddhaupayoga Ave ne ?! gaIkAle AvyuM 'tuM, AtmAmAM AtmAne abheda thaIne jANyA ja kare. vibhAva kAryano kartA e pudgalakarma che. A kasa sAro karyo che. jo keMsa na karyo hota to jIvone na samajAta." pudgalakarmarUpa kartAno", eno artha sAro karyo che. "vibhAva paryAyonA kartA je pudgala karmo temano "huM" anumodaka nathI." ema kevI rIte? ke: anumodanamAM bIjI ja kartA hoya ane ene A anumodana Ape, ema hoya. ahIM to pote to kare nahIM paNa bIjo kare ene anumodana Ape nIM. tyAre navakoTIe akartA siddha thAya che. manathI, vacanathI, ane kAyAthI; karavuM-karAvavuM ane anumodavuM. manathI nahIM, vacanathI nahIM, ane kAyAthI nahIM. ema ekekamAM traNa eTale traNa-terI nava thayA. munirAjane navakoTIe pacakhANa hoya che. AvuM muninuM svarUpa ane atyAre keTalo phera....! samyakadarzanamAM nava-nava koTIe tyAga thAya tyAre anubhava thAya. A badhA bhedo che ne e paradravyamAM jAya che. tethI paradravyano huM kartA nathI ane padravyano huM jJAtA nathI. svadravyano huM jJAtA chuM basa. emAM zuddhopayoga-paramArtha pratikramaNarUpa pariNamana thaI jAya che. mithyASTine paNa samyakdarzana pragaTa thavA kALe A thAya che parano kartA nathI ane parano jJAtA nathI. kemake pariNAma mAtrathI AtmA bhinna che. anAdi anaMta bhinna che hoM!? eka samaya paNa pariNAmathI sahita thaI zake nahIM. sahita thAya to ajIvapaNAne pAme. utpAda vyayathI rahita dhruva paramAtmAnuM dhyAna karavA jevuM che. samakitI paNa enuM dhyAna kare che. zrAvaka paNa enuM dhyAna kare che. ane munirAja paNa dhruvanuM dhyAna kare che. "huM nAraka paryAyane karato nathI", karAvato nathI ane anumodato nathI. ema cAra bheda AvyA. "sahaja caitanyanAM vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM." nAraka paryAyane karato nathI, ane nAraka paryAyane jANuM chuM ane ene jANavAnuM baMdha karIne AtmAne jANuM chuM ema nahIM. huM nAraka paryAyane karato nathI, AhAhA..! sIdho mArA zuddhAtmAne jANuM chuM. karato nathI ane akartAne jANuM chuM. karato nathI tethI akartAne jANuM chuM. AhAhA....! jyAM evo niSedha Avyo ke huM karato nathI emAM akartAnuM jANavuM AvI gayuM. kemake paryAyane jANavAnuM AvatuM ja nathI ne!? jo paryAyane jANavAnuM Ave to kartApaNuM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #100 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 63 caitanya vilAsa lAgu paDavAno saMbhava che. jANelAnuM zraddhAna thAya to! ! paNa jANato ja nathI" te sTeja ja na lIdhuM. savikalpa sTeja na lIdhuM. paryAyane karato nathI ane akartA evA jJAyakane jANuM chuM tyAM to sIdhI zuddhopayoganI dazA AvI jAya che. sahaja caitanyanAM vilAsa svarUpa" A jJAnano vilAsa che ne?! aMdara jJAnano vilAsa che AhA ! cetanya jemAM raheluM che evuM mAruM svarUpa che. caitanyanAM vikAsa svarUpa eTale caitanyamaya ema!? "AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM" samyaka ekAMta karyuM. AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM. sahuja caitanyanAM vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM. "huM tiryaMca paryAyane karato nathI" eTale tiryaMca paryAyarUpa je vibhAvabhAva eno kartA nathI. "sahaja caitanyanAM vikAsa svarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM." huM manuSya deva paryAya Adine karato nathI sahaja caitanyanAM vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM." cAragatino abhAva karato nathI mATe abhAva thaI gayo A paramArtha pratikramaNamAM cAragatino abhAva thaIne mokSa thaI jAya. sAkSAta mokSano A upAya che. nizcaya cAritra che te mokSanuM kAraNa che. zuddha pariNati paraMparAe mokSanuM kAraNa che ane vyavahAra cAritra upacArathI kAraNa che. cAritranI zuddha pariNati paraMparAe kAraNa che. zuddhopayoga sAkSAta kAraNa che ane zuddha pariNatinI sAthe je vyavahAra cAritra hoya e upacArathI kAraNa che. upacArathI kAraNa eTale kharekhara kAraNa nathI. (vyavahAra cAritra) e baMdhanuM kAraNa che. ane ene mokSanuM kAraNa kahevuM teno artha upacArathI che sAthe nimittanuM jJAna karAvyuM che. (kSaNika ) zuddha upAdAnanI sAthe azuddhaupAdAna kayA prakAranuM hoya (tenuM jJAna karAvyuM ) e vakhate pApanAM pariNAma na hoya ema! zubha bhAva hoya ema! e upacArathI mokSanuM kAraNa che? ane zuddha pariNati paraMparAe mokSanuM kAraNa che-lAMbe lAMbe mokSa thAya. zuddhopayogamAM tvarAe mokSa thAya-be ghaDImAM mokSa thAya (tethI) te sAkSAta mokSanuM kAraNa che. (mArAmAM) cAragatino abhAva hovAthI huM cAragatinI paryAyane karato nathI, paraMtu "huM caitanyanAM vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM." e jIvano alpakALamAM mokSa thAya che. pachI gati na hoya cAra. cAragatinA nimittabhUta je vibhAvabhAvo ene huM karato nathI. ane bIjo kare che tene huM Teko Apato nathI. ke. mane svarga gatinI dazA thAya to ThIka je svargagati mAge che tene AtmA joIto nathI. svarga gatinI bhAvanA bhAve che tene AtmA joIto nathI. svarga gati che, gatinI bhAvanA na hoya. zuddhAtmAnI bhAvanA hoya. gati Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #101 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 64 pravacana naM-5 AvI jAya e judI vAta che. huM gatine karuM chuM? ane huM enI bhAvanA bhAvuM chuM ane mane enI abhilASA che ema che nahIM. ahIMthI huM svargamAM jAuM ane pachI sImaMdhara bhagavAna pAse jAuM! nA re nA AtmAmAM jAuM, huM bIje kyAMya na jAuM. AtmA ja eka zaraNa che, bIjuM koI zaraNa nathI. cAragatine karato nathI AtmAne bhAvuM chuM eTale cAragatino kSaya thaI gayo. daSTimAMthI kSaya thaI gayo. gati mAre che ja nahIM. gati mane dekhAtI ja nathI ne!? gati vinAnA evA zrI caitanyanAM vikAsa svarUpa AtmAne bhAvuM chuM. have jemAM gati nathI evA svabhAvane bhAvatAM gati kyAMthI AvI paDe!? gatino abhAva thaI gayo. daSTimAMthI abhAva thaI gayo ane dazAmAMthI alpakALamAM abhAva thavAno ja che. AhAhA ! koIne ekAda be bhava Ave to Ave! e to jANavAno viSaya che. e to saMyogarUpe che. koIne be-cAra-cha bhava hoya to e to jANavA mATe che. saMyogarUpa che. gati ja jyAM AtmAmAM nathI, ene karato ja nathI, AhAhA ! ene jANatoya nathI to pachI e gati ene Ave kyAMthI !? e na AvavA barAbara Ave che. be-cAra-cha Avaze kharI ! paNa e na AvavA barobara che. AvIne cAlI jAya che. javAne mATe Ave che. enuM nAma vyavahAra jANelo prayojanavAna che. ahIMyAM to eno paNa niSedha kare che. ene jANavAno dharma mAro nathI. huM to caitanyanAM vikAsa svarUpa AtmAne jANuM chuM. gajabanuM zAstra che A niyamasAra. emAM paNa A pAMca ratnanI gAthA...! AhAhA ! sakaLa kartRtvano abhAva' eTale karavAnI zaktino ja abhAva hoya to karuM kyAMthI? huM karuM kyAMthI ? mArAmAM "jJAnamAM karavuM na hoya, jJAnamAM jANavuM hoya. jJAnamAM jANavAnI zakti pUrI che paNa karavAnI zaktino abhAva che. jema cakSumAM karavAnI zaktino ja abhAva che. kathaMcit kartA akartA ema lAgu paDatuM nathI. sarvathA akartA che. jJAnamaya jJAyaka AtmA akArakane avedaka che. jema cakSumAM karavAnI zaktino abhAva sarvathA ema jJAyaka AtmAmAM karavAnI zaktino sarvathA abhAva che, eno saddabhAva kyAMthI thAya?! evo jJAtAno svabhAva che. jANanAra...jANanAra...jANanAra...jANanAra che. e kare nahIM. kare che bIjAne jANe che bIjo. jIva jANavArUpe pariName che ane pudgala rAgAdirUpe pariName che. be bhAgalA che AhA ! pudgalakarma rAgAdibhAvane kare che. (jijJAsAH pudgala nimitta kartA che ke pudgala upAdAna kartA che?) samAdhAnaH- daSTi apekSAthI juo to upAdAna kartA pudgala che, pudgalathI sAthe vyApya-vyApaka saMbaMdha che, ema Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #102 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 65 ajIva adhikAramAM lIdhuM. "pugalamaya pariNAma che." emAM guNasthAna mArgaNAsthAna badhuM laI lIdhuM. samajI gayA! ane kSaNika upAdAna lyo to-naimittika lyo to e nimittakartA pudgala che. upAdAna kartA kSaNika paryAya che. huM to akartA chuM. (samayasAra) teramI gAthAmAM nimitta kartA upAdAna kartA bane lIdhuM. banne prakArathI AtmA to akartA ja rahyo. akartA to vidyamAna rahyo. prazna Avyo ne keH pudgala vyAya-vyApaka saMbaMdhathI kartA che ke nimitta-naimittika saMbaMdhathI kartA che?! to upAdAnarUpathI pudgala kartA che dRSTi apekSAe-ane jJAna apekSAe to pudgala nimittakartA che. ( jijJAsAH bannemAMthI kaI apekSA sAcI che?). samAdhAnaH- beya apekSA satyArtha che. banne apekSAe AtmA akartA che. jJAna apekSA ne daSTi apekSA banne sAcI che. jJAna apekSAe zuM che? ke daSTi yathArtha thAya ne tyAre ja yathArtha jJAna pragaTa thAya che. jJAna apekSAe sAdhakane potAnI sthitinuM yathArtha jJAna paryAyamAM thAya che. je pariNAma che te mArA pariNAma che. pariNAma sAthe svasvAmI saMbaMdha ke kartabuddhi che tema nahIM. vyavahAra te pariNAma che. ane te pariNAma thavA yogya thAya che tenuM nimitta kAraNa I pudagala che ema! daSTi to paryAyane svIkAratI nathI pachI kyAM prazna che!! paNa daSTinI sAthe je pramANajJAna thAya che te ema kahe che ke thavA yogya thAya che tenuM nimitta kAraNa ajIva che. (sa. sAra) temanI gAthAmAM nimittakAraNa lIdhuM. ajIva adhikAramAM upAdAna kAraNa lIdhuM. ( jijJAsA: bannemAMthI kaI vAta upara vajana devuM joIe!). samAdhAnaH- daSTi apekSAthI tyAM pulanA pariNAma levAM. ane sAdhaka thayA pachI thavA yogya thAya che ema levuM. emAM pudgalanAM pariNAma na levAya. jo pudgalanA pariNAma lezo to doSa Avaze. jJAna khoTuM thaze. daSTi sAcI ane jJAnaya sAcuM thavuM joIe. jJAna apekSAe jIvanAM pariNAma che. daSTi apekSAe pudgalanAM pariNAma che. (jijJAsAH zuddhopayoga zAmAM Ave che?) zuddhopayoga akartAmAM ja Ave che basa. are! huM to tyAM sudhI kahuM chuM ke (pariNAmane) koNa kare che e vicAro nahIM. hamaNAM-hamaNAM cAra cha mahinAthI e vicAra Ave che. tene koNa kare che? kSaNika upAdAna kartA che? pudgala nimittakartA che ke pudgala upAdAna kartA che? te mArAthI bhinna che eTale huM teno kartA nathI. koNa kare che e mane pUcho nahIM?! mArAthI bhinna che ane huM eno kartA nathI evo akartA jJAyaka chuM to zuddhopayoga thaI jAya Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #103 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 66 pravacana naM-5 che. emAM koI doSa nathI. A vicAra cha mahinAthI Ave che. kemake pelAmAM to be vAta karavI paDe che. pudgala nimitta kartA che ke upAdAna kartA !? e vAta karavAthI vikalpa utpanna thAya che. tenuM ja lakSa rahe che ne!? ane huM to pariNAma mAtrathI bhinna chuM. huM to akartA jJAyaka chuM. mane to jJAyaka jaNAya che. jANanAra jaNAya che ane bIjuM kAMI jaNAtuM nathI. kAryanI siddhi temAM thaI jAya che. bIjuM pahelI vAtamAM thoDo carcAno viSaya paNa bane che. ApaNe to carcA karavI ja nathI ne!? ApaNe to aMdaramAM javuM che. ApaNe zuM kAma che? pariNAmane koNa kare che, mane na pUcho. e mATe paMDitane pUcho. huM paMDita nathI mArI sAthe enI carcA nahIM. A ghaDiyALa mArI nathI to A ghaDiyALano svAmI koNa che? mane pUcho nahIM. ke eno svAmI batAvo !? mane na pUcho. bAjunuM ghara mAruM nathI, te ghara konuM che te mane na pUcho. konuM ghara che mane kema pUcho cho ?! meM kahI dIdhuM ke A pariNAma mArA nathI. huM eno svAmI nathI. mArAthI bhinna che. je bhinna hoya ene koNa kare ? to pachI koI kahe ke kArya to thaI rahyuM che! to eno kartA to joIe ne?! paryAyano kartA paryAya che jA bhAgI jA! temAM nimitta kartA ke upAdAnakartAnI jarUra nathI. ema trikALI upAdAna ane eka kSaNika upAdAna-kArya siddha thaI jAya che. paryAyano kartA koNa? to paryAyano kartA paryAya che. to kArya to thAya che, to temAM nimitta kartA koNa?! keH nirapekSamAM nimitta nathI hotuM. huM nirapekSanI vAta karuM chuM. tuM sApekSathI vAta kare che. jyAre te (poteja) upAdAna che to tene nimittanI apekSA hotI nathI. jo huM naimittika kahuM to tuM nimittanI vAta karene!? huM to naimittika kaheto nathI, huM to kSaNika upAdAnathI kahuM chuM. pariNAma mArAthI bhinna che to tene koNa kare che te mane kema pUchapUcha kare che. to kahe che paryAyano kartA paryAya che. kemake paryAya sat ahetuka che. jJAnanI paryAya sat che. jJAnanI paryAyano kartA koNa che? e mane pUcha nahIM. paryAyano kartA paryAya che. sane koI hetu na hoya sat kahI dIdhuM ne !? banI zake tyAM sudhI vikalpa ochA thAya evI lAIna levI. pariNAma mAtrathI huM bhinna chuM tethI huM kartA nathI, huM akartA chuM. huM jANanAra chuM. emAM kAryanI siddhi thaI jAya che. ( jijJAsAH upAdAna kartAmAM zuddhaupayoga thAya che ke nimittakartAmAM) samAdhAnaH pariNAma mArAthI bhinna che ema huM jyAre jANuM chuM tyAre zuddhopayoga thaI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #104 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa jAya che. saMdhyAbena! emAM zuddhopayoga Ave che ke nathI Avato? (zrotA-AvI jAya che.) to paryAyano kartA koNa che? paryAyArthika cakSu baMdha karI de! basa. tene koNa kare che te jANavAnuM mAruM kArya nathI. huM tene jANavAnuM baMdha karuM chuM, temAM sAdhyanI siddhi jaldI thAya che. tame prazna karyo e pahelAM A vicAra Avyo to hamaNAM. vibhAva paryAyono kartA pudgala che to upAdAnapaNe kartA kahevA mAge che ke nimittapaNe kartA kahevA mAge che? kharekhara to paryAya mArAthI bhinna che evA zuddhAtmAnI dRSTi thAya che, akartA zraddhAno viSaya thAya che tyAre ene upAdAnapaNe kare che ajIva adhikAramAM kahe che. sApekSanI apekSAe eno kartA e che. enAthI thayA che ema ! mArAthI nahIM. (zrotA-teno upAdAna kartA pudgala che tevI dhvani nIkaLe che temAM.) "hA"! akartAnI vAta che ne!? zraddhAno viSaya devo che ne? ! paramArtha pratikramaNa che te zraddhAnA viSayathI ja pragaTa thAya che. zraddhAnA viSayathI ja zuddhopayoga pragaTa thAya che temAM to zaMkA che ja nahIM. zuddhopayoga pragaTa thavAnAM kALamAM zraddhAno viSaya Ave che, jJAnano viSaya (urdhvapaNe) nathI Avato. abhedanAM lakSathI abheda thaI jAya che basa. to pachI A bhedane koNa kare che? AhA! mane na pUche, huM tene jANato nathI. bIjAne pUcha;" huM buddha chuM' to bhAgI jAya pachI mAthu na khAya ane ApaNane chUTTI maLI jAya! huM kAMI jANato ja nathI ne ! ! huM to jJAyaka jaNAya che ema jANuM chuM. tAre mane pUchavuM che ne!? to jJAyaka jaNAya che ema huM jANuM chuM, bIjuM kAMI huM jANato nathI. (zrotA kAryanI siddhi emAM thaI jAya che to vadhAre jANavAnI zI jarUra che?!) tIrthaMkara bhagavAna dIkSA lIdhA pachI mauna thaI jAya che. mauna thaI jAya che enuM kAraNa che! tIrthakaranuM dravya che eTale chadmasthamAM je kahyuM hoya e loko zalya rAkhyA kare. tIrthakara kahe che mAre eka sAthe kahevuM che paNa eka sAthe kahI zakato nathI ema ! Aje je kAMI kahyuM che te sAMbhaLIne te jato rahe madrAsamAM, e to jato rahe mAre kahevAnuM bIjuM rahI jAya che. enAM karatAM divya dhvanimAM eka sAthe badhuM kahI daIza. AhAhA ! samajavuM hoya che...samaje. pUjyapAda AcArye kahyuM, kahevuM e pAgalapaNuM che ane sAMbhaLavuM e pAgalapaNuM che. bIjAne samajAvavuM e pAgalapaNuM che. vikalpa uThe che, e pAgala che bIjuM zuM !? pAgala eTale? vikalpa uThe e pAgala. mane vicAra Avyo ke pariNAmamAtrathI mAro AtmA bhinna che tethI huM eno kartA Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #105 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 68 pravacana naM-5 nathI. ane bahu thAya to pariNAmano kartA pariNAma che. A kartAkarmanI caramasImA che. ane pudgala jene kare che ene eka sarakhuM karI zakato nathI. kartA karmamAM phera na paDavo joIe. jevo kartA evuM ja kArya thavuM joIe. ane pahelA samaye jevuM kArya thAya tevuM kArya evuM ne evuM dhArAvAhI rahevuM joIe. to kartA-karma siddha thAya. kartA eno e rahe ane kArya badalyA kare (ema na hoya.) sUkSma vAta che. mATe paryAyano kartA paryAya che. eka trikALI upAdAna ane eka kSaNika upAdAna. jyAM kartAnI vAta Ave tyAM be prakAranA upAdAna sarvatra rAkhaje. I.vAta teramI gAthA samayasAramAM che. "thavA yogya thAya che" kSaNika upAdAnanI vAta karI. ane sonAnAM daSTAMtathI kahyuM, te tyAM kSaNika upAdAna lIdhuM che. loDhuM ane sonuM (tenAM kAraNa kArya eka sarakhAM nathI.) mATe kAraNa jevuM ja kArya hoya che. ApaNe to ema ja levAnuM che ke paryAyanuM kAraNa paryAya che. paryAyamAM kartA, kAraNa vagerenuM ApaNe zuM kAma che!? kharekhara to enI sAme jovAnuM ja nathI pachI zuM have!? paryAyanI sAme jovAnuM baMdha karavAnuM to ahIMyA zIkhavADe che ApaNane. paryAyano kartA koNa che?! ne akartA koNa che? cha kAraka che ne!? AhA! paradravyanI sAme jovAnuM baMdha karI de ne! ! paryAyArthikacakSu baMdha karI de! have zuM kAma che tAre! AhA...! bhedanI cIkAza rahevA de! navatattvanI cIkAza to nahIM paNa bhedanI cIkAza rahevA de! e zuM kahyuM?! bhedanI cIkAza rahevA de! AhA! abhedane lakSamAM lene kAma thaI jaze tAruM. caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne bhAvuM chuM basa. bIjuM kAMI jANato nathI AhA! caitanyanAM vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne bhAvuM chuM emAM cAragatino abhAva thaI gayo. have huM cauda guNasthAnanAM bhedone karato nathI. paryAyamAM je bhedo uThe che eno karanAra huM nathI. pudgalanAM pariNAma ene kare che e paNa apekSAe che. huM karato nathI emAM majA che. niSedhathI vAta upADI che. kemake kartavyabuddhi rahI jAya to aMdaramAM javAtuM nathI eTale niSedhathI akartAthI vAta mUkI. A niSedhanI vAta paNa aMdara javA mATe majabUta che. temAM vidhi baLavAna thAya che. baLa Ave che. vyavahAranAM niSedhamAM ja nizcayanuM baLa Ave che. niSedhamAM pAtratA Ave che. niSedha karyA vinA pAtratA paNa AvatI nathI. pariNAmanA niSedha vinA pAtratA nathI AvatI. kemake niSedha nathI karato eno artha e che ke pariNAmathI sahita ane pariNAmane huM karuM chuM evo pakSa che. ane pariNAmano (daSTimAMthI) niSedha kare to huM pariNAmane karato nathI to temAM AvI jAya. to niSedhamAM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #106 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 69 caitanya vilAsa eTalI pAtratA AvI. akartA tarapha DhaLe che-mithyAtva gaLavA mAMDyuM che ane abhedano anubhava thatAM TaLI jAya che. banne vAta che. caudaguNasthAnanA bhedono kartA nathI, paryAyathI dravyanuM bhedajJAna thatAM pAtratA Ave che. prathama paryAyathI dravyanuM bhedajJAna thAya che. pachI "sahaja caitanyanAM vikAsa svarUpa AtmAne bhAvuM chuM" temAM anubhava thAya che. niSedhamAM pAtratA ane vidhimAM zuddhAtmAno anubhava thAya che. ema ja che, evuM ja svarUpa che. niSedha to meIna vAta che. samajANuM!? ahA ! paryAyane karato nathI ane parane jANato nathI emAM paryAyano nizcaya Avyo niSedhamAM (nizcaya) hAthamAM AvI jAya che. kemake vidhinI to khabara nathI. vidhinI khabara nathI to vidhi ekAeka kema pragaTa thAya? ke huM parane jANato nathI enAthI vyAvRta thAya tyAre vidhimAM AvI jAya che. A niSedhanI vAta to bahu jarUrI che. prayojanabhUta che ane prayogAtmaka che. dravyanAM nizcayamAM ane paryAyanAM nizcayamAM niSedhanI vAta pahelI che. apramatta ke pramatta nathI " e dravyano nizcaya Apyo ane huM parane jANato nathI e paryAyano nizcaya Apyo. be ja vAta che. potAnA jJAyakane jANato na hato, to e jJAna kevI rIte pragaTa thAya !? oluM jJAna baMdha thAya to A pragaTa thAya le! e indriyajJAna baMdha karIza ke "huM parane jANato ja nathI" to indriyajJAna baMdha thaze to atIndriyajJAna pragaTa thayA vinA raheze ja nahIM. ekano vyaya thaze to bIjAno utpAda thaze ja. ane e bannemAM paryAyanAM nizcaya vakhate paNa e ja vAta karI che. "khaDI bhIMtane sapheda karatI nathI.' tyAMthI ja vAta karI che. ane huM parane jANuM chuM to jIvano nAza thaI jaze jA! mATe jANato ja nathI. pachI AtmA AtmAne jANe che, e vyavahArano niSedha kara! tyAre jJAyaka to jJAyaka ja che. nizcayanuM baLa niSedhamAM ja Ave che. kemake astinI khabara nathI ne eTale? astinI khabara paDI jAya che pachI to emAM DhaLyA kare che, ramyA kare che. to to koI savAla ja nathI. A prazna tame pUchayo, paNa....mane vicAra savAre Avato hato. upAdAna kartA ke nimittakartA che!? daSTi apekSAe to pudgalanA pariNAma che. sarvathA abhinnathI kahe tyAre pudgala ja ene kare che, eTale dRSTi apekSAe ene kare che. pachI cAra cha mahinAthI to..koNa kare che? te (jANavuM) ApaNuM kAma nathI. bahu thAya to paryAya paryAyane kare che. jo sAmAnya pudgala vizeSa paryAyane kare to eka sarakhuM kArya AvavuM joIe. eka Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #107 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 70 pravacana naM-5 sarakhuM kArya to AvatuM nathI, mATe paryAyano kartA paryAya che e nirdoSa kathana che. emAM to nimittanI-sApekSanI apekSAe eno kartA kahyo che. bAkI kharekhara to paryAyano kartA paryAya che. (koI tarka kare ne!) paryAya dravya vinA na hoya! ! tAre dravya joIe chIe ne!? to pudgala dravya rAgadveSane kare che le ! paryAya svataMtra che. huM kartA nathI, tuM (pudgala) paNa kartA nathI le! karavAnI vAta to kyAMya rahI bolo! pariNAma mArA nathI pachI karavAno prazna kyAM rahyo !? je jenAmAM na hoya evuM karavuM kyAMthI hoya ?! jema be dravya vacce kartAkarma saMbaMdha na hoya tema dravya paryAya vacce kartAkarma saMbaMdha nathI. kemake tat svarUpamAM ja kartAkarma saMbaMdha hoya tat svarUpamAM ja jJAtA yapaNuM hoya. tat svarUpamAM paNa kartAkarmapaNuM na hoya. dravya kartAne paryAya karma te jJAnapradhAna che, vyavahAranuM kathana che. tat vyavahAranuM kathana che. paryAyano kartA paryAya che, dravya teno kartA nahIM. dravyamAM kartApaNuM nathI mATe tatpaNuM Ave ja nahIM. hAM ! to pachI vyApya kyAM rahyuM !? tat svarUpa kyAM rahyuM!? e to rAgano kartA nathI tevI apekSA laIe tyAre tasvarUpamAM kartAkarma hoya. AtmA jJAtA ane jJAnano kartA samajI gayA ! ahIMyA to akartA AtmA jJAnanI paryAyano kartA nathI. ahIMyA to e vyavahArano niSedha karavo che. caudaguNasthAnano, teramAM guNasthAnano kartA AtmA nathI ema kahevuM che. ahIMyA to kSAyika samyakadarzanano kartA nathI. mArgaNAsthAnamAM kSAyika samyakdarzana AvI gayuM, kSAyika cAritra AvI gayuM, kevaLajJAna AvI gayuM, AhAhA ! eno kartA nathI. AtmAne pariNAmano kartA kahyo hoya e to parathI judo pADavA mATe hoya kathana. A to paryAyamAtrathI bhinna che, tethI huM eno kartA nathI; tethI aMdaramAM javAya che. huM aMdaramAM kema gayo ? "caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAmAM kevI rIte Avyo?! ke paryAyanuM kartApaNuM chUTI gayuM. jIvane pariNAma na hoya, e kharA jIvanuM svarUpa che. te jIva tattva che. kharuM jIvanuM svarUpa tyAre jaNAya ke pariNAma mArAmAM nathI. jIvanuM svarUpa e che ke temAM pariNAma nathI. huM kevaLajJAna nathI huM to jJAyaka chuM. pariNAma mArAmAM nathI, pariNAma mArAmAM nathI, pariNAma mAtrathI bhinna chuM. huM mArgaNAsthAnanAM cauda bhedone karato nathI. sahaja caitanyanAM vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM. karato nathI emAM laI levuM kAriyatA nathI, anumaMtA nathI. mArgaNAsthAnamAM to zuddhaparyAya badhI AvI gaI. upazama samyakadarzana, kSayopazama samyaphadarzana, kSAyika samyakdarzana, upazama cAritra, kSAyika cAritra, kSayopazamajJAna kSAyikajJAna badhuM bheda prabheda AvI gayuM emAM. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #108 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 71 cauda guNasthAnanA bhedo che ene karato nathI, karAvato nathI, ane kartAne anumodato nathI, ane enuM kAraNa paNa nathI; e bheguM laI levuM. kartA nathI ane enuM kAraNa paNa nathI. nimitta kAraNa nathI jANanAra nimitta na hoya, jANanAra kartA na hoya, jANanAra che e kartA to banI zakato nathI paNa jANanAra nimitta na hoya. jANavAnA svabhAvamAM nimittapaNuM nathI basa. jANavuM...jANavuM...jANavuM... jANavuM...jANavuM....che. bAkI vyavahAranAM kathano evA paNa Ave ke kevaLajJAnane lokAloka nimitta che ane lokAlokane kevaLajJAna nimitta che. evo pATha Ave kharo! AhAhA! e vAta alaga che. saMdhyAbena! A vAta koI alaukika che hoM! ekalo jJAnAnaMda paramAtmA jaNAya che bIjuM kAMI jaNAtuM nathI. AhAhA ! svapara prakAzaka vyavahAra che. kevaLajJAna jANo to jANo lokAlokane. huM nathI jANato lokAlokane kAraNake huM kevaLajJAna nathI. mArAmAM jANavAnI kriyAno ja abhAva che. zrI sogAnIjIe A vAta karI che. ke. kevaLajJAnanI paryAya lokAlokanI sAthe zeyajJAyaka saMbaMdha rAkhe to bhale rAkhe! paNa mane jJAyakane enI sAthe koI saMbaMdha nathI. kemake zeya-jJAyaka saMbaMdha paryAyanI sAthe che ne!? dravyanI sAthe koI saMbaMdha nathI. AhAhA ! eTale kevaLajJAna lokAlokane nimitta che, lokAloka kevaLajJAnane nimitta che e vyavahAranuM kathana che. huM to kevaLajJAnathI judo chuM. mArAmAM kevaLajJAna nathI to kevaLajJAna vaDe huM lokAlokane jANuM e kyAM rahyuM?! basa huM to jJAyaka chuM. AhAhA! A vAta evI che keH ToMcanI, lAsTa dhyeyanI vAta che. dhyeya kevuM che? ke: dhyeyamAM dhyAnano abhAva che. mane prasiddha kare e jJAnanI paryAyano mArAmAM abhAva che. to parane prasiddha kare enI vAta to dUra raho. jyAre paranI sAthe jANavAno saMbaMdha chUTe che tyAre ja AtmA jaNAya che. basa e sivAya Atmadarzana thatA ja nathI. mane bIjuM kAMI jaNAtuM nathI. "ekAhama' bheda paDyone !? lokAlokane jANe che bheda paDyo ne!? paryAya AtmAne jANe che, eya bheda che emAM zuddhopayoga thato nathI. ahIMyA to zuddhopayoga kema thAya tenI vAta che. caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne bhAvuM chuM. devalAlI viDiyo keseTa naM. 28-pravacana naM-6 tA. 7-12-87 zrI niyamasArajI paramAgama zAstra che. teno nizcayacAritrano adhikAra ahIMthI zarU thAya che. vyavahAra cAritrano adhikAra pUro thayo tenI 77 thI 81 pAMca gAthA che. AkhA Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #109 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 72. pravacana naM-6 niyamasAramAM utkRSTamAM utkRSTa pAMca gAthA che. TIkAkArane A pAMcagAthAne ratnanI upamA ApavAnuM mana thayuM che. koI gAthAmAM ratnonI upamA ApI nathI. anAdikALathI A AtmA jANanAra hovA chatAM, pote potAnI meLe karanAra mAne che. karanAra mAne che tyAM sudhI saMsAra che. ane huM jANanAra chuM ane karanAra nathI tyAre mokSamArga zarU thAya che. AtmA kartA nathI, kArayitA nathI, anumodaka nathI mAtra jANanAra e adhikAra che. jANanAra che to kono jANanAra che? ke caitanya vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne ja jANuM chuMbhAvuM chuM tyAre ja jIvanI zuddhopayogadazA pragaTa thAya che. kartA nathI ane jANanAra chuM ane jANanArane ja jANuM chuM. jANanAra ja jaNAya che tyAre upayoga abhimukha thaI zuddhopayoga pragaTa thAya che. adhikAra UMco che. huM caudamArgaNAsthAnanA bhedone karato nathI", cauda mArgaNAsthAna e badhA paryAyanAM bhedo che eTale ene karato nathI "sahaja caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM." karavAnI kriyA jo huM karato nathI to kriyA vinAno to huM raheto nathI, to zuM karuM chuM? huM pariNAmane karato nathI paNa pariNAmathI bhinna mAro bhagavAna AtmA che ane huM jANuM chuM. eTale bhAvuM chuM-emAM lIna thAuM chuM ema. huM mithyAdaSTi Adi guNasthAnabhedone karato nathI", caudaguNasthAna che emAM paheluM mithyAtva nAmanuM guNasthAna che. ane chelle caudamuM guNasthAna che. e cauda prakAranA paryAyanA bhedone huM karato nathI. karato nathI to huM ene jANuM chuM? ke "nA". ene karato paNa nathI ane ene jANato paNa nathI, huM to jANanArane jANuM chuM. eTale caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne bhAvuM chuM kaho ke jANuM chuM kaho ke anubhavuM chuM kaho te eka ja vAta che. - mithyAtvanA guNasthAnane AtmA karato nathI karavuM e AtmAno svabhAva ja nathI. karavAno ja niSedha che. AtmAno svabhAva kevaLa jJAnamaya jJAtA hovAne kAraNe jANanAra che paNa karanAra nathI. mATe huM jANanAra chuM ane karanAra nathI. have eno vibhAga kare che. Ano karanAra nathI, Ano karanAra nathI tema samajAve che. ke mithyAtva AdithI mAMDIne caudaguNasthAna che emAM kSAyika samyakadarzanane huM karato nathI, kevaLajJAnanI paryAyane huM karato nathI, mATe jene karato nathI tene huM jANato paNa nathI, ane akartA evA jJAyakane ja huM jANuM chuM, bhAvuM chuM tyAre ja mane nirvikalpa dhyAnanI avasthA pragaTa thAya che. A zuddhopayoga dazA kema pragaTa thAya teno adhikAra che. zuddhapariNatino adhikAra nathI. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #110 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 73 zuddhapariNati hoya to sAthe vyavahAra cAritra ubhu thAya che. zuddhaupayogamAM vyavahAra cAritra na hoya. zuddhaupayogamAM to vyavahAra cAritrano niSedha hoya. vyavahAracAritranAM adhikAramAM zuddhapariNati hoya sAthe tyAre ja vyavahAracAritra ubhuM thAya che. zuddhopayoga hoya to vyavahAra cAritra UbhuM ja na thAya. A nizcaya cAritrano adhikAra che. vyavahAra cAritrano adhikAra pUro thayo. te 76 gAthA sudhI che. 77 gAthAthI AcAryabhagavAne kahyuM nizcaya cAritrane huM kahIza. agAu pratijJA karI hatI. vyavahAra cAritra-nizcaya cAritra varNavIza. vyavahAra cAritra pUro thayo have nizcaya cAritranI vAta kare che. ane ApaNe AmAM pahelA vAMcyuM "tuM emAM AvyuM tuM, ke: vyavahAra cAritrathI pratipakSa evo nizcaya cAritrano adhikAra huM kahIza. ema kahyuM tuM juo! have sakaLa vyAvahArika cAritrathI ane tenA phaLanI prAptithI pratipakSa kemake enuM phaLa duHkha che. vyavahAra cAritranuM phaLa du:kha che. enAthI pratipakSa atIndriya sukha kema pragaTa thAya! evuM je zuddhanizcayanayAtmaka parama cAritra oluM je aparama vyavahAra che. e aparama che ne A parama che. tenuM pratipAdana karanAro paramArtha pratikramaNa adhikAra kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA! A cAritra adhikArano pahelo ja bheda paramArtha pratikramaNa che. pachI AlocanA che pachI pratyAkhyAna, prAyazcita, bhakti vagere cAritranA ja bhedo che. A cAritra adhikAra have ahIMthI zarU thayo. pratikramaNa adhikAra pahelo pachI pratyAkhyAna adhikAra Avaze, pachI AlocanA adhikAra, bhakti adhikAra, pachI samAdhi adhikAra pachI parama samAdhi adhikAra, parama Avazyaka vagere e badhA nizcaya cAritranAM bhedo che. pachI zuddhopayoga adhikAra. nizcaya cAritranuM phaLa zuddhopayoga-kevaLajJAna. mokSamArganuM phaLa mokSa. nizcaya mokSamArga enuM phaLa mokSa. niyamasAranI zarUAtamAM emaNe pratijJA karI hatI ke huM mArga ane mArganuM phaLa ema kahIza. mArga eTale nizcaya mokSamArga e mArga che. ane mArganuM phaLa mokSa che. ahIMthI nizcaya cAritra adhikAra zarU thAya che. nizcaya cAritra kaho ke zuddhopayoga kaho ! zuddhopayogamAM na TakAya tyAre zuddhapariNatinI sAthe vyavahAra cAritra hoya che. zuddhopayoganI sAthe vyavahAra cAritra na hoya. kemake zuddhaupayoga hoya tyAre zubhaupayoga na hoya paraMtu zubhaupayoga hoya tyAre zuddhapariNati hoya ane e zuddhapariNatInI sAthe zubha upayoga che tyAre to enuM nAma vyavahAra cAritra kahevAya. nahIMtara vyavahAra cAritra na kahevAya. mithyAdaSTine vyavahAra cAritra na hoya kemake tene zuddhapariNati nathI. ane Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #111 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 74 pravacana naM-6 munirAjane zuddhopayoga jyAre chUTI jAya che-chake guNasthAne Ave tyAre zuddhapariNati rahe che. zuddhapariNatinI sAthe pAMca mahAvratanA pariNAma, aThThAvIsa mULaguNano vikalpa hoya che. A nizcaya cAritra eTale zuddhopayoganI vAta che. zuddhapariNatinI vAta nathI. cAritranAM badhA bhedomAM tamAre zuddhopayoga ja levo. zuddhopayoga kema thAya teno A adhikAra che. chaThThAmAMthI jIva sAtamAmAM kema jAya che.....emAM batAve che. alaukika vAta che. A pAMca gAthA 77 thI 81 eno sAra tame savAre AvyAne tyAre A cAlatuM'tu. A pAMca gAthAmAM AcArya bhagavAna ema kahe che, "huM jANanAra chuM karanAra nathI" A gAthAno sAra sarva zAstrano sAra che. "huM jANanAra chuM karanAra nathI." have jo karanAra nathI kriyAno to eno jANanAreya nathI. to kono jANanAra chuM? ke: jANanArane jANuM chuM. "caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne jANuM chuM- bhAvuM chuM-namuM chuMDhaLuM chuM emAM ekAgra thAuM chuM. " jANanAra chuM karanAra nathI" basa pAMca gAthAno A sAra che. zuddhopayoganoya karanAra nathI. jANanAra chuM karanAra nathI. kemake karanAra nathI emAM zubhAzubhano karanAra nahIM ane zuddhopayogano karanAra evA be bheda emAM nathI. karanAra nahIM ane kevaLa jANanAra. saMvara-nirjarA-mokSano karanAra nathI jANanAra chuM. e adhikAra che A. pariNAma mAtrano karanAra nathI. badhA pariNAma laI lIdhA kayA pariNAma bAkI rahyA? emAM paramArtha pratikramaNa AvI gayuM. mArgaNAsthAnamAM saMyamalabdhinA sthAna AvI gayA. emAM yathAkhyA cAritrazuddhopayoga ane kevaLajJAna AvI gayuM cAritranuM phaLa zuddhopayoga eno huM karanAra nathI e zuddhopayoga thAya eno huM jANanAra chuM. AhAhAzuddhopayoga kyAre thAya? karavAno vikalpa chUTe tyAre. samyakadarzana kyAre thAya? karavAno abhiprAya chUTe tyAre ane zuddhopayoga kyAre thAya? ke karavAno vikalpa chUTe to!! pharIthI zuM kahyuM keH karavAno saMkalpa chUTI jAya-abhiprAya chUTI jAya tyAre samyakadarzana thAya che. ane karavAno vikalpa chUTe che tyAre zuddhopayoga thaI jAya che. lakhavAno vikalpa uThe che to zuddhopayoga nahIM Ave. koIne vAta karavAno upadeza ApavAno vicAra Avaze e vikalpanA kALe zuddhopayoga Avaze !? karavAno abhiprAya zraddhAne bAdhaka che. ane karavAno vikalpa cAritrane bAdhaka che. zraddhAmAM karavuM chUTI gayuM che paNa hujI TharAtuM nathI tyAM sudhI karavAno vikalpa Ave che. te sahaja dazA che. te vikalpano karanAra nathI. paNa vikalpa Ave che eno niSedha karIne aMdaramAM jatA rahe che. kemake ahIMyAM zraddhAno doSa nathI kADhavo cAritrano doSa kADhavo che. zraddhAno doSa to munirAjane nIkaLI gayo che. paNa mithyAdaSTi hoya ene mithyAtvanuM pratikramaNa karavA ApaNe enI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #112 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 75 mukhyatAthI vAta karIe chIe. bAkI munirAjane karavAno abhiprAya to chUTI gayo che. ene karato nathI, karAvato nathI, anumodana karato nathI vikalpa vaDe. keTalI sAvadhAna dazA che. AnA pachI gAthA Ave che ne! bhedavijJAna dvArA nizcaya cAritra thAya che. ane mULamAM ema che ke Avo bheda abhyAsa karatAM jIva mAdhyastha thAya che, tethI cAritra thAya che. vikalpa chUTI jAya che tyAre ja nirvikalpa anubhava thAya che. saMkalpa to gayo paNa saMkalpa pUrvakano vikalpaya gayo. paNa saMkalpa rahitano vikalpa rahI jAya che. saMkalpa pUrvakanAM vikalpamAM anaMtAnubaMdhI e gayo paNa saMkalpa rahita asthiratAno vikalpa toDavA mATe cAritra che. asthiratAno rAga kaho ke asthiratAno vikalpa kaho! e asthiratAno rAga kema chUTe ke zuddhopayoga thAya tyAre. kAraNa ke buddhi pUrvaka rAga chaE Ave che. sAtame buddhipUrvaka rAga nathI to vyavahAra cAritra paNa nathI paraMtu nizcaya cAritra ja che. koI ema kahe ke nizcaya cAritra ane vyavahAra cAritra ane mokSano mArga che to emAM bAdhA Ave che. zreNI vakhate vyavahAra cAritra to nathI.chatAM zuddhopayoga thaI jAya che kevaLajJAna thaI jAya che. ulaTuM vyavahAra cAritra e to bAdhaka che. paraMtu vyavahAranA pakSavALo ema kahe ke mokSamArga be prakAranA hoya tyAre sAdhyanI siddhi thAya che. emAM bAdhA Ave che. kemake sAtame, AThame, navame, dasame, vyavahAra cAritra to che nahIM. jyAre vyavahAra cAritrano niSedha kare che tyAre to zuddhopayoga thAya che. vikalpane karato nathI, karAvato nathI, e vyavahAra cAritrano to niSedha thayo. zraddhA to pragaTa thaI gaI che. huM jANanAra chuM karanAra nathI." AhAhA! huM karanAra nathI tevo vikalpa uThe che huM jANanAra che tyAM jANanAramAM jato rahe che jANanArane jANavA. " jANanAra chuM karanAra nathI" e A pAMca gAthAno sAra che. savAre ciMtanamAM e AvyuM "jANanAra chuM karanAra nathI." kemake evuM svarUpa che. jema siddha bhagavAna jANanAra che ema huM paNa jANanAra dekhanAra chuM. siddha thAya che e kevI rIte thAya che? A rIte ke: huM "jANanAra chuM karanAra nathI." konI jema? kahe siddhanI jema. siddha kevaLa jANanAra che karanAra nathI ema badhA AtmA kevaLa jANanAra che karanAra nathI. svabhAvamAM 'karavuM che ja nahIM. svabhAvamAM jANavuM ja che. huM mithyAdaSTi Adi guNasthAna bhedone karato nathI." AmAM paramArtha pratikramaNa AvI gayuM ke nahIM! sAtamuM guNasthAna AvyuM ke nahIM!? nizcaya cAritrano karanAreya nathI ane nizcaya cAritrano jANanAreya nathI. AhAhA! pariNAmano karanAra to nathI paNa pariNAmano jANanAra chuM to zuddhopayoga Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #113 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 76 pravacana naM-6 Avato nathI. bhedane jANuM to vikalpa uThe che. abhedane jyAre jANuM chuM tyAre vikalpa chUTI jAya che. bhedanAM lakSathI vikalpa tUTato nathI abhedanAM lakSathI vikalpa tUTI jAya che. bhedanAM Azraye abheda thavAtuM nathI abhedanAM Azraye abheda thAya che. A to koI zAstro che! abheda eka sAmAnya TaMkotkIrNa tene huM "huM" paNe jANuM chuM. ene "huM" paNa jANe che tyAM bhedanuM jANavuM chUTI jAya che to nirvikalpa dhyAna AvI jAya che. abhedane jANatAM abheda thaI javAya che ane bhedane jANatAM abheda thavAtuM nathI. eTale ke bhedanAM lakSe vikalpa utpanna thAya che. paramArtha pratikramaNano karanAra to huM nahIM paraMtu paramArtha pratikramaNano jANanAra paNa nahIM. kharekhara AmAM eka gAthA bIjI lakhI nAkhI hota to!? pAMca gAthA lakhI tema eka chaThThI gAthA lakhI nAkhI hota to?! huM A mArgaNAsthAnanA bhedane jANato nathI abhedane jANuM chuM. huM A guNasthAnanA bhedane jANato nathI abhedane jANuM chuM. huM A bhedane jANato nathI abhedane jANuM chuM. huM mArgaNAsthAnane karato to nathI, mArgaNAsthAnane jANato e nathI, abhedane jANuM chuM evI gAthA lakhI hota to kevI majA Avata. (zrotA-ApanA mATe nathI lakhI paNa amArA mATe to lakhI che. Ape AmAMthI kADhIne batAvyuM che.) jo ke Ama to eka sAthe banneno niSedha AvI jAya che paNa..judI gAthA lakhI hota to bahu majA Avata. huM bhedane jANato nathI abhedane jANuM chuM. huM bhedane jANato nathI caitanyanAM vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne jANuM chuM. badhA zAstrono sAra "jANanAra chuM karanAra nathI.' AhAhA ApaNane zIkhavADe che ne !? ke: "huM karanAra nathI jANanAra chuM" pote potAnI bhAvanA bhAvatA bIjAne upadeza Ape che. AmAMthI (gAthAmAMthI) nIkaLe che keH "karanAra nathI jANanAra chuM." emAMthI A nIkaLyuM ne !? (zrI samayasAramAM kaLaza ra3) pachI TIkAmAM) "huM narakaAyu karmanA phaLane nathI bhogavato caitanya svarUpa AtmAne ja saMcetuM chuM."kartA bhoktA nathI, AtmAne saMcete che. ema vicAra Ave che ke eka gAthA mUkI dIdhI hota to !? mArgaNAsthAnano kartA nathI caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne bhAvuM chuM. mArgaNAsthAnane jANato nathI. bhedane karato nathI e zabda to Avyo, paNa bIjA zabda e ( lakhyo hota) bhedane jANato nathI abhedane jANuM chuM. (zrotA-bhAI ! eno artha thAya che ke e (bhedane) jANavArUpe pariNamato nathI. huM to jANanArane jANavArUpe pariNamuM chuM ) amane e vAta maMjura che. ane e vAta to ApaNe Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #114 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa AvI gaI che ke ene jANato paNa nathI. "karato nathI" teno artha e che ke bhedane jANavArUpe pariNamato nathI paNa jANanArane jANavArUpe pariName che. paraMtu mAruM kahevuM e che ke ahIMyA zabda "kartA nathI' e Avyo che. bhedane jANato nathI e zabda Avyo nathI. (zrotA- "kartA nathI tenA garbhamAM chupAyeluM che ke "bhedane jANato nathI' te kADhI zakIe chIe paNa zabda nathI lakhyo.) mAro kahevAno matalaba (vizuddha) che. ApaNe AcAryadavathI moTA chIe tema nathI hoM! ! A to eka vicAra Avyo, kemake paryAyArthika cakSu baMdha karavAnI vAta che ne!? bhedane jANavAnuM baMdha kare che tyAre ja abhedamAM Ave che. huM (bhedane ) karato to nathI, karato nathI to kone jANuM chuM? "caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne bhAvuM chuM." eTale ene karato nathI ane tene jANato nathI ema emAM AvI jAya che, prazna ja nathI. karato nathI to kone jANuM chuM? ke: "caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne bhAvuM chuM." basa eTale ene jANato nathI ema AvI gayuM. avinAbhAva che emAM kAMI savAla nathI. A to vicAra Avyo kahI dIdhuM. mane to tyAM sudhIno vicAra Avyo ke huM muni thaIza tyAre be zabdo sAthe lakhI nAkhIza. zAstra lakhavAno kALa Avaze tyAre bhedane karato" to nathI paNa bhedane jANato nathI. A gAthA judI lakhIza spezyala (ke jenAthI) ekadama spaSTa thaI jAya. paryAyArthika cakSu baMdha karavAnuM bhagavAne kahyuM che ne!? ApaNe kyAM gharanI vAta karavI che. emaNe bhedane jANavAnI nA pADI che!? (zrotA-svarUpane pAmavAnI rIta ja A che.) bhedane jANavAnuM paNa baMdha karAvyuM ne!? AhAhA ! paryAyArthika cakSu sarvathA baMdha kara eTale bhedane jANavAnuM baMdha karo. kartA to kharekhara che ja nahIM, paNa jANavAnuM baMdha karo. jANavAnuM baMdha kare to karavAnuM baMdha thaI jAya che. karavAnuM baMdha karatAM jANavAnuM baMdha thAya evo niyama nathI. paNa....jANavAnuM baMdha kare to karavAno prazna ja Avato nathI. enuM lakSa chUTI gayuM to oTomeTIka enuM kartApaNuM chUTI gayuM. bahu UMcI vAta che. ApaNe to AtmAno svAdhyAya karIe chIe. mane tyAM sudhI AvI gayuM ke huM zAstra lakhIza tyAre A bIjuM lakhI nAkhIza ke: bhedane karato to nathI paNa bhedane have jANato paNa nathI. caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa abheda AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM. (zrotA-Apa lakho tyAre....paNa ame to atyAre ja svAdhyAya karI lIdho.) - pravacanasArajInI 114 gAthA bahu UMcI che. temAM paryAyane jANavAnuM baMdha karAvyuM che, tyAM paryAyane karavAnuM baMdha nathI karAvyuM. jANavAnuM baMdha thaze to karavuM Avaze ja nahIM. jo Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #115 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 78 pravacana naM-6 jANe to karavAno vikalpa uThe ne? paNa jANato ja nathI to pachI karavAno vikalpa kyAM uThe? A dorIne huM jANato ja nathI to pachI dorIne huM karato nathI e niSedha emAM AvI gayo. kartAno prazna nahIM uThe. beno niSedha emAM AvI gayo. karato nathI, jANato nathI tema be vAra niSedha nahIM karavo paDe. jANato ja nathI eTale karavAno niSedha emAM AvI gayo. jANuM to karuM ne!? ane paryAyanuM karavuM to svabhAvathI ja nathI. kemake AtmA niSkriya che. bhedane karato nathI ane jANatoya nathI bhedane evo 114 gAthAmAM AcArya bhagavAne ApaNane upadeza Apelo ja che. e ja upadezano ApaNe svAdhyAya karyo. e ja kuMdakuMda bhagavAne 32 gAthAmAM karato nathI paNa jANuM chuM eTaluM rAkhyuM che. jANuM chuM (bhedane) ema rAkhyuM che eTale zuddhopayoga thato nathI. saMvara-nirjarA ne jANe che te savikalpadazAnI vAta che. alaukika vAto che. pariNAmanuM jANavuM jyAre baMdha thAya che tyAre nirvikalpa dhyAna Ave che. A hakIkata che. eTale huM ene jANato ja nathI. pariNAma e paradravya ja che ne!? parane huM jANato ja nathI jANanAra jaNAya che, emAM zuddhopayoga pragaTa thAya che. (zrotA - savikalpa dazAmAM paranuM jANavuM thatAM ja vikalpa ubho thAya che.) jANavuM baMdha thayuM to zuddhopayogamAM AvI gayo. e ja nirvikalpa dhyAnano prayoga che. huM mithyAdaSTi Adi guNasthAnone karato nathI." to pachI Apa zuM karo cho? munirAja kahe che huM zuM karuM chuM? "sahuja caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM. huM to jANuM chuM ane mAtra jANuM chuM kone? ke potAnA AtmAne karato nathI enI sAme jANuM chuM ema ja Ave ne!? have jANuM chuM to kone? ke caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa potAnA AtmAne jANuM chuM basa. A rIte karato nathI, karAvato nathI, ane anumodana paNa karato nathI e viSe samajI levuM. "A rIte pAMca ratnonA zobhita kathana vistAra dvArA sakaLa vibhAva paryAyonA saMnyAsanuM (tyAganuM) vidhAna kahyuM che. eTale karavApaNAnI buddhino tyAga karavAnA vikalpane choDI devo ema. vibhAva paryAyonA saMnyAsanuM eTale tyAganuM vidhAna kahyuM che. "vibhAvaparyAyo no tyAga" eTale ke huM eno karanAra nathI tenuM nAma tyAga. (zrotA:- bhAI, A to pratikramaNa che ne!? to A bhUtakALanA doSothI pAcho pharavAmAM Ave che.) AnA pachInI 82 mI gAthAmAM che. peja naM. 156 "atIta (bhUtakALanA) doSanA parihAra arthe je prAyazcita karavAmAM Ave che te pratikramaNa che." Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #116 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa samajI gayA. bhUtakALanA doSanA parihAra arthe-nAza arthe prAyazcita karavAmAM Ave che. meM bhUtakALamAM zubhAzubha bhAva karyA nathI ane meM karAvyA nathI, ane bIjo kare che enuM anumodana paNa huM karato na hato. Ama bhUtakALanAM je doSa hatA eno vartamAnamAM huM parihAra karuM chuM eTale doSone TALI dauM chuM tenuM nAma pratikramaNa che. bhUtakALa to jato rahyo che paNa meM karyuM tuM ke meM karAvyuM tuM ema nahotuM. bhUtakALanuM 'huM paNuM' emAMthI kheMcI lIdhuM. bhUtakALamAM meM doSa karyo hato? keH "nA" . bhUtakALamAM meM doSa karyo ja na hato. huM to AtmA chuM ema ! huM to zuddhAtmA chuM. sAmAnyanA paDakhe jaIne doSano parihAra karuM chuM. bhUtakALamAM huM karanAra nahato mane kahetA nahIM me doSa karyo hato. AhAhA ! enuM nAma pratikramaNa che. bhUtakALamAM kartA buddhi hatI have e kartA buddhine kheMcI le che. ke huM karanAra na hato bIjo karato" to. bIjo karato" to huM to jANanAra hato. mane atyAre bhAna thayuM ke huM jANanAra chuM to bhUtakALamAM paNa jANanAra ane bhaviSyakALamAM paNa jANanAra. vartamAnamAM jANanAra to traNeya kALa jANanAra basa. to traNeya kALanA doSa chUTI jAya che. bhUtakALa je gayo teno atyAre tyAga kema karavo? e paryAya to vyaya thaI gaI. ke. bhUtakALamAM huM karanAra na hato paNa bhUtakALamAM huM jANanAra hato. e bhUtakALano doSa TaLI gayo ema. bhUtakALamAM huM karanAra ane vartamAnamAM jANanAra to doSa AvI jAya eTale mAla che emAM. vartamAnamAM huM jANanAra chuM to traNeya kALa huM jANanAra chuM. bhUtakALamAM paNa huM jANanAra hato ane vartamAnamAM huM jANanAra thayo ema nathI. eTale bhUtakALano doSa A rIte TALe che. jo (bhUtakALano) karanAra mAne to pratikramaNa kyAMthI thAya?! e to apratikramaNa che. e apratikramaNanuM to pratikramaNa kare che. have bhUtakALamAM najara laMbAvIe chIe to bhUtakALamAM doSa koNa karato hato? ke: "huM nahIM." huM to jANanAra che. vartamAnamAM jANanAra joyo to bhUtakALamAM jANanAra hato e siddha thaI gayuM ane bhaviSyakALe paNa jANanAra ja rahIza. karanAra thavAno nathI. bhUtanuM pratikramaNa, vartamAnanI AlocanA, ane bhaviSyanA pratyAkhyAna samaya eka che. eka zuddhopayoganA traNa bheda che. pratikramaNa kahe che to bhUtanA doSathI nivaryo mATe, ane pratyAkhyAna kare che ke bhaviSyamAM doSa nahIM karuM, e ja paryAyanuM nAma pratyAkhyAna che. samaya eka che. bhUtanI apekSA e pratikramaNa, bhAvinI apekSAe pratyAkhyAna ane vartamAnanI apekSAe AlocanA. eka zuddhopayoganAM traNa vivikSAthI traNa bheda che. bhUtakALamAMthI potAne kheMcI le che. huM to bhUtakALamAMya jJAyaka-jANanAra hato. vartamAna Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #117 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 8) pravacana naM-6 anubhavathI jANyuM ke bhUtakALamAM ya jANanAra hato. bhUtakALamAM jANanAra hato tyAre to atyAre jANanAra chuM. jo bhUtakALamAM karanAra hota atyAre karanAra ja raheta. paNa evuM to che nahIM. karanAra thayo na hato, karanAra mAnyo 'to. mAnyo 'to tyAre paNa huM to jANanAra ja hato. huM karanAra na hato, karanAra bIjo hato, huM to jANanAra enAthI judo hato. anubhUtithI pramANa karyuM ke bhUtakALamAM huM jANanAra hato. bhUtakALamAM huM jANanAra hato karanAra na hato. mArI bhUla hatI. e bhUlanA doSanuM huM parihAra karuM chuM. huM e doSano nAza karuM chuM. e doSa thayo to ema AvyuM ne!? doSanA parihAra arthe prAyazcita karuM chuM. arere! bhUtakALamAM mArI bhUla hatI hoM! tenuM prAyazcita karuM chuM. prabhu! mArI bhUla hatI hoM! huM to bhUtakALamAMya jANanAra hato enuM nAma prAyazcita che. jANanArane karanAra mAnyo e bhUlanuM huM prAyazcita karuM chuM. meM mAnyuM 'tuM paNa e mArI mAnyatA khoTI hatI. prabhu mApha karo, potAnAM prabhune pote kahe che. huM jANanAra chuM karanAra nathI mAsiddhAMta che. A pAMca gAthAnuM rahasya zorTamAM AvyuM. "huM jANanAra chuM karanAra nathI.' kAle rAtrinAM be vAgye AvI e vAta. pudgala karanAra che teno anumodaka huM nathI bhUtakALamAMya pudgala karato hato ane vartamAnamAMya pudgala kare che. jyAM sudhI mokSa nahIM thAya ane vikalpa uThaze, to eno karanAra pudgala che huM nahIM. jANanAra pudgala karanAra. mokSano karanAra koNa? kahe-pudgala. kemake mokSa karmanA abhAvapUrvaka thAya che mATe ene karmakRta kahyuM. jANanArane jANatAM pudgala kare che ema jANIza paNa tene huM anumodana nahIM ApuM. eno bhAra mArA upara kyAM che !? AhAhA ! jANanAra che e nirbhara vastu che. AhAhA! huM to jANanAra chuM. "karanAra' chuM ne e bhAra che. saMdhyA! karanAra chuM ne e bhAra che. huM jANanAra chuM to nirbhara thaI gayo. AhAhA! mukta thaI gayo. mokSa thaI gayo. AhAhA! huM jANanAra chuM karanAra nathI mahAmaMtra che. huM to mukta ja chuM emAM mokSa thaI jAya che. nirbhara thaI gayo. bojo utarI gayo. karavAno bojo mArA upara kyAM che? e bojo huM rAkhato nathI. e mAruM kAma nathI. eno bojo pudgala upara che. e ene karaze. kare to karo ! ahIMyA mAre tenI upekSA che. mokSanI paNa kAmanA nathI. ApaNe zuddhabhAva adhikAramAM 44 gAthAmAM "niSkAma" zabda che ne!? mane mokSanI paNa kAmanA nathI. nigraMtha che, niSkAma che "zuddha nizcayanayathI zuddha jIvAstikAyane dravyakarma, bhAvakarma, ane nokarmano abhAva hovAne lIdhe sarva doSa vimukta che. zuddha nizcayanayathI nija parama tattvathI paNa vAMchA nahIM hovAthI "niSkAma' che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #118 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 81 caitanya vilAsa AhAhA! mokSanI to vAMchA nathI paNa nija paramatattvanI paNa vAMchA nathI. AhAhA! mane prApta thAo enI vAMchA zuM?! "huM ja chuM." te pote ja cho, bIjI vastu hoya to enI vAMchA hoya ! paNa jJAyakanI vAMchA hoya?! huM to jJAyaka ja chuM. pArakI vastunI vAMchA hoya potAnI vastunI vAMchA na hoya. vAMchA para che. nija parama tattvanI paNa vAMchA-IcchA, abhilASA nahIM hovAthI niSkAma che. e kevI vastu che juo ! "huM jANanAra chuM karanAra nathI. ATaluM basa che. ApaNI sAme A pAMca ratnanI sAkSI che. "karanAra nathI huM jANanAra chuM." ApaNe peluM lIdhuM keH "huM jANanAra chuM karanAra nathI." ApaNe ahIMthI (svataraphathI) lIdhuM. ahIMyAM A gALAmAM eka lIdhuM ke huM karanAra nathI ane huM jANanAra chuM. eka ja vAta che. niSedha pUrvaka vidhimAM Ave che. jene karavAnI buddhi che tene karanAra nathI ema ja kahevuM paDe kAraNake niSedha pUrvaka vidhimAM AvI jAya che. niSedhamAM lAyakAta ane vidhimAM anubhava thAya che e barAbara che. "huM jANanAra chuM karanAra nathI badhA zAstrono sAra che." A gAthA UMcAmAM UMcI che. jANanAra chuM karanAra nathI. huM jANanAra chuM to emAM caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpane bhAvuM chuM e AvI gayuM. huM jANanAra chuM emAM jANanArane jANavArUpe pariNamI gayo. pariNamI gayo ema kahevuM che. bhedane jANato nathI jANanArane jANavArUpe pariName che. huM jANanAra chuM" temAM jANanAramAM huM paNuM AvyuM ne! eTale pariNamana thaI gayuM. "cetanAro te ja huM", "dekhanAro te ja huM", "jANanAro te ja huM', A AdhAra eno. AhAhA! huM jANanAra chuM to huM paNuM to jANanAramAM AvyuM ne?! to aMdaramAM pariNamana thaI gayuM ne!? pote potAne jANavArUpe pariName tyAre huM paNuM AvyuM. huM jANanAra chuM" to huM paNuM to jJAyakamAM AvyuM ne!? jJAyaka kaho ke jANanAra kaho eka ja vAta che. sAdhaka anubhava karIne niSedha kare che. jo emane ema niSedha kare to vikalpa uThe ane to vikalpanA karanAra bane. niSedhAtmaka vikalpano paNa karanAra nathI ane vidhinA vikalpano paNa karanAra nathI, huM to jANanAra chuM. A to koI zAstra che. zAstra ema kahe che mAro svAdhyAya karatAM eka dhyAna rAkhaje tAre mokSamAM javuM nahIM hoya to paNa mokSamAM pahoMcADI daIza evuM mAruM nimittapaNuM che. tethI samajIne svAdhyAya karaje. tAre jANanAramAM nahIM jAuM hoya to paNa dhakko mArIne jANanAramAM pahoMcADI daIza. tArI kartA buddhi choDAvI daIza. A zAstrano evo atizaya che. A zAstro jANanArAne batAvanArA che. huM jANanAra, tuM paNa jANanAra, badhA jIvo Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #119 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 82 pravacana naM-6 paNa jANanAra. eTalA mATe zAstro lakhyA che. zAstramAM zuM che? "huM paNa jANanAra, tuM paNa jANanAra ane sarva jIva jANanAra. nigodano jIva jANanAra ane siddhano jIva paNa jANanAra. karavuM svabhAvamAM che nahIM. kemake AtmA akartA che. akartA kaho ke jJAtA kaho. kartA nathI eTale jJAtA Avyo ne?! akartA kaho ke jJAtA kaho ke jANanAra kaho badhI eka ja vAta che. "dhUna re duniyA apanI dhUnajAkI dhUnameM pApa na puNya." dhUna re duniyA apanI dhUna-keH jANanAra jaNAya che ema ! (zrotA-zAstra to bAda meM kholA, zabdone camatkAra batalAyA. jANanAra chuM karanAra nathI.) - savAre uThayo tyArathI A cAlatuM 'tuM. "huM jANanAra chuM.' AhAhA ! A pAMca gAthAomAM AcArya bhagavAnane eTaluM ja kahevuM che "huM jANanAra chuM, karanAra nathI.' ahIMyAM lIdhuM ke A (paryAyo) teno karanAra nathI jANanAra che banne eka ja vAta che. eka vidhi pUrvaka niSedha che ane eka niSedha pUrvaka vidhi AvI jAya che. huM mithyASTi Adi guNasthAnone karato nathI temAM AvI gayuM ne badhuM. "A rIte pAMca ratnonA zobhita vistAra dvArA sakaLa vibhAva paryAyonA sanyAsanuM vidhAna kahyuM che." kartabuddhino nAza karAvyo che. "have pAMca gAthAnI TIkA pUrNa karatA munirAja zrI padmaprabhamaladhArideva zloka kahe che." A zloka AnA anusaMdhAnamAM che tethI A zloka laI laIe. A pramANe paMcaratno dvArA jeNe samasta viSayonA grahaNanI ciMtAne choDI che." juo ! samasta viSayonA jANavAnI ciMtAne choDI che. ahIM (bhedane) jANavAnuM choDAvyuM. gAthAmAM karavAnuM choDAvyuM " tuM, A zlokamAM jANavAnuM choDAvyuM che. sakaLa viSayonA grahaNanI eTale jANavAnI ciMtA choDI che ane nija dravya-guNaparyAyanA svarUpamAM cittane ekAgra karyuM che", cittane eTale jJAnane emAM ekAgra karyuM che. huM jANanAra chuM e rUpe pariNamI gayo enuM nAma dravya-guNa-paryAyamAM ekAgratA thaI. "dhyeya pUrvaka zeya thaI gayuM." A jJayanI vAta karI. "te bhavya jIva nija bhAvathI bhinna evA sakaLa vibhAvane choDI alpakALamAM mukti prApta kare che." A pAMca gAthAo upara kaLaza caDhAvyo kaLaza. (gAthAmAM) karavAnuM choDAvyuM. ahIM (bhedane) jANavAnuM choDAvyuM. kaLazamAM pote umeryuM. pelAmAM mULamAM no tuM kuMdakuMda bhagavAnamAM. pote spezyala kaLaza mUkyo. eTalA mATe mane vicAra Avyo e A kaLazamAM lakhI nAkhyuM. bhedane jANavAnuM baMdha karAvyuM. pariNAmane jANavAnuM baMdha kare ne tyAre ja ene apariNAmI jaNAya ane tyAre ja ene pariNAmI jaNAya. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #120 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa rAjakoTa viDiyo keseTa naM. 61 pravacana naM-7 tA. 13-8-88 A zrI niyamasAra zAstra eno 5ramArtha pratikramaNa adhikAra che. adhikAranA prAraMbhamAM TIkAkAra munirAja zrI padmaprabhamaladhArideva zrI mAdhavasena AcAryadevane zloka dvArA namaskAra kare che. mAdhavasena AcArya emanA guru hovA joIe, eTale emane namaskAra kare che-vaMdana kare che. A adhikAranI zarUAtamAM mAMgalika kare che. zlokArtha:- saMyama ane jJAnanI mUrti, '-cAritra ane jJAnanI mUrti. " kAmarUpI hAthInA kuMbhasthaLane bhedanAra ane ziSyarUpI kamaLane vikasAvavAmAM sUrya samAnaevA he virAjamAna (zobhAyamAna ) mAdhavasenasUri! mAdhavasenasUri pote muni che ane emanA guru AcArya che. sUri eTale AcArya. 'tamane namaskAra ho! " " 83 . 'have, sakaLa vyAvahArika cAritrathI ane tenA phaLanI prAptithI ' eTale vyavahAra cAritra duHkharUpa che, ane enuM phaLapaNa duHkharUpa che. ' enAthI pratipakSa judu evuM je zuddhanizcayanayAtmaka 52ma cAritra', omAM, vyavahArika cAritra lakhyuM hatuM. AmAM zudghanizcayanayAtmaka cAritra eTale vItarAgI cAritra. "tenuM pratipAdana karanAro 52mArtha pratikramaNa adhikAra kahevAmAM Ave che." tyAM zarUAtamAM paMcaratnonuM svarUpa kahevAmAM Ave che. pratikramaNa eTale lAgelA doSathI pAchuM pharavuM eTale ke chaThThA guNasthAnamAM je zubha upayoga thato hato e doSa hato, enAthI pAchA pharavuM ane sAtamA guNasthAnamAM zuddhopayogamAM jAya che pratikramaNa eTale pAchA pharavuM. bhaviSyanA doSano tyAga e pratyAkhyAna ane vartamAnanA doSano tyAga e AlocanA che. kahe che ke je zuddhaupayoganI bhUmikA AvavA pahelA zubhaupayoganI bhUmikA hoya che. e vyavahAra cAritra che te guNa nathI paNa doSa che. kemake e doSa zuddhapariNatinI sAthe hoya che. zuddhaupayoganI sAthe e doSa utpanna thato nathI eTale ke vyavahAra cAritrano je doSa lAgato hato enAthI huM pAcho pharuM chuM, ane mA2A zuddhopayogamAM mA2A zuddhAtmAne huM joDI dauM chuM athavA zuddhaupayoga dvArA zuddhAtmAnuM agavAna karuM chuM jethI mane vyavahAra cAritramAM lAgelo doSa je eka samaya pUrvano hato Aje tenuM pratikramaNa karuM chuM. olA pUrvabhavanuM pratikramaNa ema nahIM. AhA! pUrva paryAyamAM je doSa hoya enAthI pAchuM pharavuM ane uttara paryAyamAM e doSa Ave nahIM enuM nAma pratikramaNa che. samuccayarUpa ema kahevAya ke atyAra sudhI bhavobhava Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #121 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 84 pravacana naM-7 AtmAne yAda na karyo e apratikramaNa doSa hato. have e bhUtakALamAM lAgelo doSa ene huM TALuM chuM, atyAre AtmAne yAda karuM chuM eTale huM nirvikalpa dhyAnamAM jAuM chuM. bhUtakALamAM anaMtakALathI je doSa hatA ane tene TALe to ene paNa pratikramaNa kahevAya. paNa....ahIMyAM to chaThThA guNasthAna ane sAtamAM guNasthAnanI saMdhi kare che. chaThThIguNasthAnamAM vyavahAra cAritra che ane enuM phaLa baLabaLatA aMgArA samAna zubhabhAva che. ne? e duHkhanuM kAraNa che. have e duHkhanA kAraNathI pAcho pharIne huM to mArA zuddhAtmAmAM jAuM chuM. caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne bhAvatA mane je pUrva paryAyamAM lAgelA doSa enAthI pAcho pharI ane mArA AtmAmAM praveza karuM chuM. sakaLa vyavahAra cAritrathI" eTale vyavahAra cAritranA pariNAma pUrve hatA; che; enAthI huM pAcho pharuM chuM. ane enA phaLanI prAptithI je duHkha enAthI pratipakSa evuM je zuddhanizcayanayAtmaka" eTale ke je zuddhAtmAne Azraye je pariNati thAya e "parama cAritra che." svarUpamAM lIna thAuM chuM enuM pratipAdana karanAro; aparama cAritra enuM pratipAdana na karanAro eTala ke zuddhopayoganuM pratipAdana karanAro paramArtha pratikramaNa che. vyavahAra pratikramaNa chaE hatuM. sAtame paramArtha pratikramaNa Ave che. paramArtha pratikramaNa adhikAranI zarUAtamAM pAMcaratnonuM svarUpa kahevAmAM Ave che. AkhA niyamasAramAM zuddhabhAva adhikAra UMco-te dravyano adhikAra, ane zuddhopayoga adhikAra eTale kevaLajJAnanI paryAyano adhikAra UMco; paNa ene koI gAthAo ratna na lAgI. A pAMca gAthA ene ratna jevI lAgI. ene pAMca gAthA ratna jevuM lAgavAnuM paNa pote kAraNa kahe che. "have pAMca ratnonuM avataraNa karavAmAM Ave che. eka ratna nahIM pAMce pAMca gAthA ratna samAna che. ratnanI upamA Ape che. jagatanA padArtho emAM UMcAmAM UMco padArtha ratna che. TIkAH- "ahIM zuddhAtmAne " AhAhA ! zuddhAtmAne eTale trikALI jJAnAnaMda paramAtmAne "sakaLa kartutvano abhAva darzAve che. AtmA koI paNa pariNAmano kartA nathI. "sakaLa katRtvano abhAva che.' AtmA kartA nathI eTale ke AtmA akartA che. anvayArtha:- mULa gAthA kuMdakuMda bhagavAnanI. "huM nAraka paryAya nathI, huM tiryaMca paryAya nathI, huM manuSya paryAya ke deva paryAya nathI." huM e paryAyarUpa nathI. ane temano eTale cAragatinI paryAyono kartA nathI. enuM karavuM mArA svabhAvamAM nathI. huM bIjA pAse karAvato paNa nathI ane bIjo kare che enuM huM anumodana karato nathI. manathI karato nathI, vacanathI karato nathI ane kAyAthI karato nathI. manathI karAvato nathI, vacanathI karAvato nathI ane kAyAthI karAvato nathI. manathI anumodana karato nathI, vacanathI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #122 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 85 anumodana karato nathI, kAyAthI anumodana karato nathI. koI kare to ThIka; ema karAvato nathI ane tene anumodana karato nathI. ema cAra prakAranA e vibhAva vyaMjana paryAyanI vAta karI. emAM je cAragatinA pariNAma che artha paryAyo e paNa emAM garbhita AvI gaI. nAraka paryAya, tiryaMca paryAya vagere paryAyanI vAta niyamasAramAM AgaLa AvI gayuM che. e rIte vyaMjana paryAyamAM le che... ra6 naMbarano zloka che emAM e che. ghaNI jagyAe Ave che eTale vyaMjana paryAyamAM le che. artha paryAyamAM agurulaghuguNa AdinI svAbhAvika paryAyo ! e paryAyono huM kartA nathI, karAvanAra nathI, ane bIjA kare che e mane khabara che enuM mane jJAna varte che koNa kare che? keH pudgala karma kare che; paNa...pudgala karma kare enuM anumodana huM Apato nathI. AhA ! deva paryAyanI racanA karma kare che ane huM anumodana Apato nathI. huM to sIdho kartA chuM ja nahIM, huM to kartA thaI zakato ja nathI, ane bIjAnI pAse karAvato paNa nathI. bIjo kare che e mane khabara che. A kArya AtmA sivAya bIjo karanAra che. AtmA karanAra nathI jANanAra che. karavuM to mArA svabhAvamAM che ja nahIM. A nAraka paryAya, manuSya paryAya, deva paryAya, enI racanA koNa kare che? kahe-karma kare che. to e karma sarvArthasiddhinA devanI paryAya kare ene huM anumodana Apato nathI. sarvArthasiddhinA devanuM tetrIsa sAgaropamanuM AyuSya che tyAMthI nIkaLIne sIdho e mokSamAM ja jAya che. e devano chello bhava che. ane manuSyamAM Ave e paNa chello bhava che. sarvArtha siddhimAMthI AvIne koI sAmAnya kevaLI thaIne jAya che, koI tIrthaMkara thaIne jAya che. ahIM kahe che ke e paryAyane pudgala kare che. te pudgalanI racanA che. " syadi punastha nirmANama" ekalA pudgala dravyanuM ja kArya che. AhAhA ! e kare che e mane khabara che paNa mAro Teko ene nathI. e kare to ThIka evuM anumodana ane mAruM nathI. muninI sthiti bahu UMcA prakAranI hoya che. ene mana, vacana, kAyAno doSa nathI lAgato. nava koTIe ene tyAga hoya che. e koIne maMdira baMdhAvavAnuM anumodana na Ape. bhAvaliMgI saMta kahe ame bhagavAnanuM maMdira karIe to nahIM paNa maMdira koInI pAse karAvIe paNa nahIM. paNa bIjo maMdira kare to ame jANIe ke A pAMca lAkha rUpiyA ApyA maMdira karavA mATe. huM to jANanAra chuM tethI anumodana na ApuM. anumodana Ape to kartA thaI jAya, e pudagala kare che. gRhastha avasthAmAM jJAnIne doSa to che paNa kartA buddhi na Ave. dhArmika kAryamAM anumodana ApavAnI paNa sthiti evI che to paNa doSa to che ja.. muninI bhUmikAmAM evuM koI ' di hoya nahIM e mAruM kahevuM che, eTale ke e bhAvo chUTI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #123 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 86 pravacana naM-7 jAya che. uparanI bhUmikA che ne?! A to ApaNe hajI skULa vAto karIe chIe AnA karatAM ghaNuM sUkSma AvavAnuM che. amane kSayopazama samyakadarzana che ema munirAja kahe che. kAraNake paMcamakALa che eTale paNa, darzanamohano kSaya thaI jAya ne to kSAyika samyakadarzana thAya enI ame anumodanA ApatA nathI. kevaLajJAnAvaraNI karmano kSaya kare ne pudgala ? to kevaLajJAnano bhaDako thaI jAya, evuM ame anumodana ApatA nathI. bahu sUkSma vAta che. karavuM, karAvavuM ane anumodavuM traNeyanuM phaLa sarakhuM batAvyuM che. kartabuddhi na hoya to paNa vyavahAra kartAno vikalpa Ave che e doSa che. vyavahAre ene kartAno doSa paNa na Ave ne e zuddhopayogamAM jatA rahe che. manamAM nathI AvatuM ene bhAvamanamAM. karma kare che e khabara che paNa karma kare to ThIka evI anumodanA nathI. have enAthI sUkSma Ave che. be gAthA lIdhI vyaMjana paryAyanI. huM nArakI paryAyane, devaparyAyane karato nathI, karAvato nathI, anumodana karato nathI. "huM mArgaNAsthAno nathI", cauda prakAranA je mArgaNAsthAno che yoga-veda-kaSAya Adi, temAM samyaka mArgaNA emAM samyakanAM cha bheda. kSAyika samyakadarzananA vagere mArgaNAsthAno nathI, huM guNasthAno ke jIvasthAno nathI. chaThuM-sAtamuM guNasthAna mane nathI. huM chaThThA sAtamAM guNasthAnamAM vartato nathI; kemake mane guNasthAna ja nathI. pramatta-apramatta Adi cauda prakAranA bhedo huM nathI. e bhedo che? ke: "hA.' to e bhedane koNa kare che? ke: "karma' jo karma bhedane kare e to sArI vAta thaI !? ke: "nA.' sAruM kharAba emAM kAMI che ja nahIM. sAruM-kharAba amane kAMI dekhAtuM ja nathI. koI kare to sAruM ane na kare to kharAba evA bhAgalA amArA jJAnamAMthI chUTI gayA che. rAga-dveSa-moha amane nathI, ame to hAlatA-cAlatA siddha chIe. A muninI avasthA che. mArgaNAsthAna lIdhA, guNasthAna lIdhA ane jIvasthAna lIdhA, paNa e mArAmAM nathI, mane nathI. je zuddhabhAva adhikAramAM AvI gayuM che e ja vAta ahIM kare che, kemake A zuddhAtmAno adhikAra che ane zuddhAtmAne Azraye zuddhopayoga thAya che enuM nAma paramArtha pratikramaNa che. AmAM be ja vAta lIdhI che, trikALI dravya ane enuM avalaMbana basa. kartA buddhi thAya to mithyAtva thAya. kartAno-asthiratAno vikalpa Ave vyavahAra to doSa Ave che. bahu UMcI bhUmikA che. tIrthakara bhagavAna dIkSA laIne mauna thaI jAya che. koI pUche to javAba na de. javAba Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #124 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa to na Ape paNa khuzIya na thAya. bhagavAna mahAvIrane chAsaTha divase vANI kharI kemake gaNadhara na hatA. munio to hoya kemake cotho kALa hato ne!? tIrthakara thaI gayA, vANI nA kharI paNa munio to hoya ne!? cothAvALA, pAMcamAvALA, chaThThI sAtamAM guNasthAnavALA hoya ne!? cotho kALa hato ne? emane ema na thAya ke have koI deva AvIne samosaraNanI racanA kare to sAruM. thavAyogya thAya che; samayavartI che basa. amAro vikalpa nirarthaka che. e vikalpa duHkhadAyaka che. e to vikalpanuM kartavya che ne! chaThThA-sAtamAM guNasthAnamAM evo vikalpa ja uThato nathI. paMcamaguNasthAne cothA guNasthAne vikalpa uThato hoya kemake bhUmikA che enI; to paNa sAdhaka ene bhalo mAnatA nathI e to doSa jANe che. pachI kyAM vAta rahI ! koI paNa vikalpa hoya, tene bhalo mAne?! AhA! temano' eTale guNasthAnano huM kartA nathI, kArayitA nathI, kartAno anumatA nathI, AhAhA ! traNavAta emAM lIdhI che. mArgaNAsthAna guNasthAna, jIvasthAna e traNeya paryAyanA bheda che. have zarIranI vAta kare che. "huM bALa nathI, vRddha nathI temaja taruNa nathI; temanuM (huM) kAraNa nathI; temano (huM) kartA nathI. kArayitA nathI, ane kartAno anumodaka nathI." A badhI pudagalanI racanA che. huM karato to nathI paNa, pudgala pAse karAvato paNa nathI, ane pudgala kare to ThIka evuM anumodana emane Apato nathI. AtmA kartA to che ja nahIM, AtmA jANanAra che. ahIMyAM to sUkSma bola e che keH pudgala karma kare che enuM e kArya che ane huM Teko Apato nathI. sUkSma bola anumodana upara che. huM kartA nathI pudgala kare che e khabara che...paNa, huM karAvato nathI kemake pudgala kare che to mAre kAMI kahevAnI jarUra nathI. e kArya karyA ja kare che. pudgala e kArya kare che tene anumodana ApatAM mane kartApaNAno doSa lAge che. mane to bahu pahelethI lAge che keH samyakadarzana na thavAnuM kAraNa-jIva jJAtA hovA chatAM pote potAnI meLe kartA mAne che. koIe enA upara baLAtkAra karyo nathI. pote jJAtA ja che ene bhUlIne samaye-samaye kartA thAya che. pahelA samaye kartA, bIjA samaye kartA, trIjA samaye kartA e kartAnI lALa ema ne ema cAlyA ja kare che. jyAM sudhI ajJAna che tyAM sudhI viparitatA agjhina dhArA e che. che so TakA jJAtA, kathaMcit jJAtA-kathaMcit kartA ema nathI. sarvathA jJAtA-sarvathA akartA. chatAM anAdi kALathI jJAtAne cUkIne kartApaNAnI buddhi thaI gaI che. "huM jANanAra Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #125 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates pravacana naM-7 chuM e bhUlI gayo huM karanAra chuM ema mAnI beTho che. karanAra mAne chatAM karanAra thato to nathI. o bhAI, karanAra thAya to to sArI vAta che. potAne paranA kAryano karanAra mAne, potAmAM utpanna thatAM pariNAmano karanAra mAne bhale paNa kartA thAya nahIM, kemake akartApaNuM chUTatuM nathI. akartApaNuM chUTI zake ja nahIM. chUTe to AtmAno nAza thaI jAya. e rUpa thAya to kare ne!? e rUpa te thato to nathI. "taddarUpo na bhavati." "nija bhAvane choDe nahIM ane parabhAvarUpa thAya nahIM, mATe kartA thato nathI. kartAbuddhi karIe to eno doSa thaI gayo. e to jJAnanuM ajJAna karI nAkhyuM eNe. pahelo ja pATha majabUta che. pahelA pAThamAM nirNayamAM AvI gayo. ke huM jJAtA chuM ane kartA nathI te pahelA ja pATha che. pachI bIjA pAThamAM eka ja prazna ubho thAya che ke jJAtA chuM to kono? e prazna moToH eno javAba jo aMdaramAM AvI jAya ke jJAyakano jJAtA chuM. jJAtAmAM AvyA pachI paNa paryAyano nizcaya pragaTa thato nathI kemake huM jJAtA chuM ne kartA nathI. pariNAma thAya che eno kartA nathI, pariNAmano jJAtA chuM te ADakataro kartA ja banI gayo. sIdhuM kartApaNuM choDyuM paNa tane pariNAmane jANavAnI ruci thaI e ja kartApaNuM che. ene jANanAruM indriyajJAna eno kartA thaI gayo. pariNAmanuM kartApaNuM choDayuM paNa pariNAmane jANe evA indriyajJAnano kartA banyo. to tuM kartA ja rahyo. huM rAgano jJAtA chuM kartA nathI; rAgano jJAtA to indriyajJAna thayuM, eTale e ne e rahyuM, kartA ja rahyo, jJAtAmAM kyAM Avyo? A paramArtha pratikramaNa che ne e bahuM UMcuM che. che. munine mATe paramArtha pratikramaNa. yoganuM pratikramaNa jyAre thAya tyAre siddha avasthA thaI jAya che. e to sahaja che. teo koI pratikramaNa kare che evuM tyAM nathI e to kevaLI thayA che. paNa haju siddha nathI thayA tethI yoganuM pratikramaNa haju bAkI che. kaMpanathI pAchA pharatA nathI. kaMpananI yogyatA hajI akaMpa thatI nathI. akaMpa thAya tyAre siddha thAya. kaMpana hoya tyAM sudhI siddhanI paryAyane ghAte che. haju yoga ayoga thato nathI. ayoga jina thAvo joIe ne !? mATe paheluM mithyAtvanuM pratikramaNa, pachI avrata, pachI kaSAya ane pachI yoga ane pramAda lyo to pAMca thAya. A ame jyAre sthAnakavAsImAM hatA ne tyAre pratikramaNamAM A bola Avato. paheluM mithyAtvanuM pratikramaNa pachI avrata pachI kaSAya ane pachI yoganuM. ema AvatuM 'tuM e barAbara yAda che. samayasAramAM Ave che ke jema jema AgnavothI nirvate che tema tema svarUpamAM vijJAnaghana thato jAya che. ekanI eka vAta che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #126 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 89 huM jJAtA chuM ke kartA e A bhavamAM nirNaya karavA jevo che. bIjA bhava upara choDavA jevuM nathI. AgamathI, yuktithI, tarkathI tamAre AmAM jeTalA hathiyAra ajamAvavA hoya eTalA ajamAvo. paNa.. AtmA kartA che ke akartA e nakkI karavA jazo to chelle akartA chuM ema ja Avaze. jeno have mokSa javAno najIka kALa pAkI gayo haze ene huM akartA chuM e AvI jaze. huM jJAtA chuM pachI prazna mAro ke kono? A ApaNe hiMmatanagaramAM seTikAnI gAthA vakhate cAlyuM tuM. paNa hajI kartApaNuM choDIne jJAtAmAM Avato nathI to jJAyakano jJAtA chuM ke parajJayano jJAtA chuM? enuM bhedajJAna to pachI thAya. parajJayano jJAtA chuM ke svayano jJAtA chuM e to pachI ! e to bIjo pATha che. hajI to pahelA kalAsamAM ja ubho che, hajI bIjA kalAsamAM e Avato nathI. A jagatamAM jene AtmA kahIe chIe e badhA jJAtA che koI kartA nathI. AtmA eTale jJAtA basa. AtmAno paryAyavAcI jJAtA che. jJAtA kaho ke AtmA kaho beya eka ja vAta che. AtmA jJAyaka che. jJAyaka kaho ke jANanAra kaho ke jJAtA kaho eka ja vAta che. gAthA bahu UMcI che. eka samaya pahelA vyavahAra cAritra che, enuM pratikramaNa kare che. vyavahAra cAritranA lAgelA doSa enAthI huM pAcho pharuM chuM ane nizcayacAritramAM AvI jAUM chuM. amane pUrva paryAyamAM pAMcamahAvratanA pariNAmano vikalpa uThayo e doSa lAgyo enAthI pAcho pharuM chuM. e kaSAyanuM pratikramaNa che. mithyAtva, avratanuM to thaI gayuM che. have je saMjvalanano tIvra kaSAya je ubho thAya che pUrva paryAyamAM te vyavahAra cAritrathI pAcho phare che. e apratikramaNa mAruM hatuM enAthI huM pAcho pharuM chuM. doSa lAge enuM pratikramaNa karuM chuM. bhAvaliMgI saMtanA vyavahAra cAritranI vAta che A. enAthI pAcho pharuM chuM. vyavahAra cAritra ane enA phaLa, enAthI "pratipakSa' evo zabda Avyo! AhAhA ! kahe che ke huM teno kartA nathI. A paramArtha pratikramaNa. kemake paramArtha pratikramaNa che e zuddhaupayoga che. zubhaupayogano to kartA nathI paNa, zuddhaupayoga je pragaTa thAya che enoya huM kartA nathI, kArayitA nathI ane anumodaka nathI. e to ThIka paNa eno huM jANanAra nathI. huM to caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne bhAvuM chuM. vyavahAra pratikramaNane to huM karato nathI ne jANato paNa nathI. nizcaya zuddhopayoganA pratikramaNane paNa huM karato nathI temaja nizcaya cAritrane karato nathI ane tene huM jANavAnuM baMdha karI dauM chuM. "huM to caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne bhAvuM chuM." tyAM zuddhopayoga Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #127 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates pravacana naM-7 dazA AvI jAya che. A gAthA zreNInI sanmukhanI che. zreNI nathI paNa zreNInI sanmukha che. jema samyapha na thayuM hoya paNa samyanI sanmukha hoya, tema zreNI nathI AvI paNa enI sanmukhatAnA vicAro Ave che. paramArtha pratikramaNane karato nathI kemake e sAtamuM guNasthAna je che apramattanuM te hamaNAM Avaze paNa huM karuM chuM ema mane nahIM bhAse. ane e vakhate karmano tathA prakArano kSayopazama thAya to ThIka ane mane apramatta guNasthAna Ave to ThIka evuM anumodana Apato nathI. e to ThIka paNa huM e pariNAmane jANato paNa nathI. "huM to caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne dhyAvuM chuM" basa, tyAM to zuddhapayoga dazA sahaja thaI jAya che. olA vikalpamAM zuddhopayoga nathI thato. karuM chuM e vikalpamAMthI nathI ane jANuM chuM e vikalpamAM paNa zuddhopayoga Avato nathI. paNa caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa jyAM AtmAne bhAvuM chuM tyAM zuddhopayoga saheje thaI jAya che. karyA vinA thAya che ane jANyA vinA thAya che. ekane jANavAthI thaI jAya che. (zrotA-bahu sarasa ekadama spaSTa.) sAmAnyane jANatAM vizeSa pragaTa thaI jAya che. (zrotA-karyA vinA thAya che ane jANyA vinA thAya che.) atyAra sudhI A paramArtha pratikramaNa meM ghaNI vakhata vAMcyuM che paNa, Aje judA prakAranuM Ave che. A zAstra ja evuM che ke tame jema jema ghUTo ema ema aMdaramAMthI bhAva Ave. ( prazna) ene karyA vinA thAya che ke ene karavAthI thAya che? (uttara) ene karyA vinA thAya che ane ene jANyA vinA thAya che. ene jANe to paramArtha pratikramaNa thAya nahIM, to vyavahAra pratikramaNa rahI jAya che. zuddhopayoga te mArA karavAno to viSaya nathI paNa zuddhopayoga thAya te jANavAno e mAro viSaya nathI. huM to caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM." sAmAnya ne jANatAM e (zuddhopayogI thaI jAya che basa. e thaI jAya che evuM jJAna thAya che paNa huM karanAra chuM ane eno jANanAra chuM evuM jJAna thatuM nathI. ekane jANatAM mane Ama thaI jAya che ema mane jANavAmAM Ave che. A kalama calAvuM chuM ane huM A paramArtha pratikramaNanuM svarUpa lakhuM chuM; he! bhavyAtmAo! ema na juo! ! (zrotA:- atyAre amRta jhare che.) (zrotA-karyA vinA thAya che ane jANyA vinA thAya che.) pariNAmane jANatAM paramArtha pratikramaNa na thAya, vyavahAra cAritra thAya. samyakadarzana rahe, chaThuM guNasthAna rahe, paNa sAtamuM na Ave. bhedane jANatAM paramArtha pratikramaNa na thAya, vyavahAra pratikramaNa thAya. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #128 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 91 paramArtha pratikramaNa-zuddhopayoga nA Ave. bheda kAMI jANavAnI vastu che? karavAnI vastu to nathI, paNa jANavAnI e vastu nathI. eka abheda sAmAnya TaMkotkIrNa enI sAme amAro upayoga jyAM gayo tyAM paramArtha pratikramaNa thaI gayuM basa. kahe zene bhAvatAM amAruM paramArtha pratikramaNa thAya che? keH sahuja caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne bhAvatA thAya che. "Ane karuM chuM e choDI dIdhuM ane Ane jANuM chuM e paNa choDI dIdhuM. ene oLaMgI gayA, kemake ene jANe to chaThuM Ave che. jANelo prayojanavAna e to savikalpa dazAnI vAta che, A to nirvikalpa dhyAnanI vAta che. (ahIM jANelo prayojanavAna) tenuM to pratikramaNa karavuM che. kemake bhedane jANatAM abheda rahI jAya che abheda jANavAmAM nathI AvatuM. be vAta karI che ke: bhedane jANatAM paramArtha pratikramaNa na thAya paNa vyavahAra cAritra ubhuM thAya. bhedane karavuM e to mArA svabhAvamAM nathI....paNa, bhedane jANatAM vyavahAra ubho thaze nizcaya ubho nahIM thAya. zreNInI sanmukhanI A vAta che. zreNImAM jAya ne tyAre A rIte sthiti thAya. te pAcho phare nahIM. AmAM to chaThThAmAMthI sAtamA mAM Ave che; pachI pAcho pharato nathI, upara gayo e gayo khalAsa. tethI bheda e kAMI jANavAnI vastu nathI. bhedane jANatAM AnaMda vadhato nathI. abhedane jANatAM sAmAnyane jANatAM vRddhi AvI jAya che. A traNa gAthA thaI. "huM rAga nathI, dveSa nathI, temaja moha nathI; temanuM huM kAraNa nathI." uparanI gAthAmAM kartA nathI ema Ave che. ane A gAthAmAM kAraNa nathI ema Ave che. trIjI gAthAmAM huM bALa nathI ane tenuM kAraNa nathI A be gAthAmAM "huM temanuM kAraNa nathI', ane traNa gAthAmAM huM kartA nathI te kahyuM. kartA nathI eTale upAdAna kartA nathI. ane kAraNa nathI eTale nimitta kAraNa nathI ema bannemAM phera che. rAganuM huM kAraNa nathI ema. rAga chaThThAmAM Avyo paNa mArA kAraNe rAga thAya che ema nathI. rAga Ave che tyAre mAro AtmA enA kAraNarUpe che ne rAga Ave che ema nathI. rAgano huM kartA thAuM ane rAga mAruM karma thAya ema nathI. kAraNanI sAme, kArya ane kartAnI sAme karma be zabda judA che. rAga kartAnuM karma nathI ane kAraNanuM kArya nathI huM kAraNa hoUM to A mAruM kArya thaI jAya paNa huM kAraNa nathI mATe e mAruM kArya thatuM nathI. e kArya che kharuM! paNa huM enuM kAraNa nathI. enuM kAraNa pudgala dravya che. ekasya hI pulasya nirmANam" eka pudgala dravyanuM ja A badhu pariNAma cheracanA che. mArI racanA che ema he! ajJAnI jIvo na mAno! ! tamAro AtmA tamArA Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #129 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 92 pravacana naM-7. mithyAtvanuM kAraNa nathI. ane tamAro AtmA vyavahAra cAritranuM paNa kAraNa nathI, ane nizcaya cAritranuM paNa kAraNa nathI. ame zuddhopayoganA kartA nathI ane zuddhopayoganuM kAraNa paNa ame nathI. akartAne akAraNa be zabdo che zAstramAM kAraNa nathI ane kartA nathI beya zabdo pratipakSa che. akartA che ane kAraNa nathI. traNa gAthAmAM kartA nathI ane be gAthAmAM kAraNa nathI. jo e kAraNa hoya to A enuM kArya thaI gayuM. ane kartA hoya to karma thaI gayuM. " AtmAne sakaLa kartutvano abhAva che evuM darzAve che." AhAhA! samayasAra-niyamasAra zAstra adhyAtmanI parAkASThA. "huM rAga nathI, dveSa nathI, moha nathI temaja tenuM kAraNa nathI." moha eTale cAritra moha levo hoM! ahIM darzanamoha to che ja nahIM. moha pratye nirmama Ave che ne e. AhAhA ! "temano huM kartA nathI, kArayitA nathI, kartAno anumodaka nathI." ko'ka kare che e to mane khabara che paNa e kare to ThIka evuM anumodana huM Apato nathI. "huM koI nathI, mAna nathI, temaja huM mAyA nathI, lobha nathI", pahelAmAM rAga-dveSamoha lIdhA ane bIjAmAM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha lIdhA. e mArAmAM nathI. temano huM kartA nathI. kArayitA nathI, AmAM kartAno bola lIdho. rAga-dveSamAM kAraNa nathI ema lIdhuM. krodhamAna-mAyA-lobha enA bheda karo to rAga-dveSa temAM AvI jAya che. pahelAmAM huM rAganuM kAraNa nathI ane bIjAmAM huM krodhano kartA nathI ema. A pAMca mULa gAthA pUrI thaI. TIkAH- "ahIM" eTale ke A gAthAmAM kuMdakuMdAcArya bhagavAna ema kahevA mAge che ke "zuddhAtmAne sakaLa kartutvano abhAva darzAve che." kharekhara to zuM che ke huM kartA nathI emAM eno jJAtAe nathI e AvI jAya che. kevI rIte AvI jAya che? koI paNa pariNAma zubha, azubha ke zuddha te badhA pariNAma laI lIdhA. eno huM kartA nathI. jeno huM kartA na houM e mArA jJAnanuM zeya paNa na hoya. je pariNAmano huM kartA thAUM e pariNAma mAruM ya thAya. ema jANavAmAM Ave che ke huM kartA ane A karma. huM kAraNa ane A kArya. huM kartA nathI, kartA bIjo che. to huM eno jJAtA paNa nathI. kartA nathI enA garbhamAM jJAtA nathI e AvI jAya che. paNa eka kartabuddhino doSa ane para zeyane jANuM chuM e doSa-bhrAMti che. e banne doSa batAvavA mATe kahyuM. A gAthAmAM ekamAM banne samAvI dIdhuM ema mane atyAre vicAra Ave che. eno bIjo bheda na karyo ke "huM kartA to nathI paNa huM eno jJAtA nathI. ema na kahyuM! kartA nathI emAM jJAtA nathI ene samAvI dIdhuM. athavA emAM samAya jAya che. ema atyAre vicAra Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #130 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 93 Avyo. kemake beno niSedha karavAne badale ekano niSedha karatAM beno niSedha thaI jAya che. tyAre ja paramArtha pratikramaNa thAya. ekamAM bIjuM AvI gayuM. huM eno kartA nathI to huM eno jJAtA kyAM chuM?! AhA! eTale kartA nathI ane jJAtA nathI ema beno niSedha karavAne badale, kartA nathI temAM jJAtA nathI eno niSedha AvI gayo." ane caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM. ( zrotA-kAraNake eno jJAtA rahIza to eno kartAno doSa lAgavAno avakAza rahe che. mATe e vAta mUkI dIdhI.) vAta ghaNI gaMbhIra che. mAruM karma thAya to mArA jJAnanuM zeya thAya. bena! samajANuM !? khyAla Avyo ? karma thAya to mAruM zeya thAya. paNa karma ja na thAya to e zeya thatuM nathI. sahaja caitanyano vilAsa te ja zeya thAya che. A vicAra agAu be-traNa vakhata AvI gayelo kharo! paNa Aje vadhAre spaSTa thayuM. AhAhA ! e mAruM karma nathI eTale jJaya nathI. karma thAya to zeya thAya ne? karma ja nA thAya; e to bIjAnuM karma che. je bIjAnuM karma hoya te mAruM zeya kyAMthI thAya? bIjAnuM karma mAruM zeya na thAya. mAruM karma bane to mAruM zeya thAya ne?! mAruM karma ja banatuM nathI to mAruM zeya kyAMthI bane? huM to akartA chuM-huM to jJAtA chuM. huM to jJAyaka chuM" AhAhA! A viSaya ghUMTavA jevo che. gurudeva pharamAvatA ke kuMdakuMdanI vANI kAna upara Ave e bhAgyazALI che. sAMbhaLyuM haze ane vicAra karavAno avakAza raheze. zuddhopayogane karato nathI ane zuddhopayogane jANato nathI AhAhA! to zuddhAtmAne jANuM chuM jANI rahyo chuM. kemake apramatta dazA enoya kartA nathI e AvI gayuM ne!? apramatta dazA eTale zuddhopayoga AvyuM ke nahIM? cauda guNasthAna eno kartA nathI to zuddhopayoga emAM AvI gayo ke nahIM?! paramArtha pratikramaNano kartA nathI. (zrotA-karma nahIM hai Isaliye zeya bhI nahIM hotA hai. jo karma hotA hai vo zeya bana jAtA hai.) jo ya bane to avazya karma bane che. jo karma banatuM nathI to zeya kyAMthI thAya!? AhAhA ! eka zuddhAtmA zaiya bane che. paMkaja ! amane pahelethI ja AtmA akartA che te Ave che. e vAta barAbara che. gurudeva kahe! "AtmA akartA che e jainadarzananI parAkASTA che." e kAMI sAdhAraNa zabda nathI; vajanI che. vajanI eTale enA upara vicAra karavA jevo che. thAya che ane huM zuM karuM? bIjo kare che ane zuM karuM? ane huM karuM ane mAruM karma bane to e avazya mAruM jJaya thaI jAya ane jJAyaka AtmA jJaya rahI jAya. mATe "huM to caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM." mArA jJAnano viSaya ekalo zuddhAtmA che basa bIjuM kAMI che ja nahIM. jANavAno Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #131 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 94 pravacana naM-8 viSaya, TharavAno viSaya, zraddhAno viSaya, badhoya eka zuddhAtmA ja che. basa bIjo koI mAro viSaya nathI. A jagatamAM bIjuM kAMI mane dekhAtuM ja nathI. eka doSa batAvyo; e doSa jo khyAlamAM AvI jAya to bIjo doSa utpanna ja thAya nahIM. A vAta pahela-vahelI sonagaDha karI hatI. keH A gAthAmAM to ema kahe che-huM karato to nathI paNa ene huM jANato nathI e niSedha ja na karyo, eTale bIjuM pagathiyuM ja na lIdhuM. pariNAma thAya che, ene bhale pudgala kare che paNa huM ene jANato paNa nathI ema lIdhuM. ane sIdhuM "cetanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM." A bhAva be traNa vakhata AvI gayelo. e karma nathI mATe jJaya nathI ema AvI gayuM ne?! Aje vadhAre spaSTIkaraNa AvyuM. Aje kAMIka judA prakAranuM che. zarUAtathI ja judA prakAranuM AvyuM ema mane lAgyuM. e karma bane to jANuM ne ke A mAruM karma. kemake jANyA vinA karma kyAMthI bane ?! samajAya che bahena! e zeya thAya to ema thAya ne ke A mAruM karma, paNa saeNya ja thatuM nathI karma thatuM nathI mATe jJaya thatuM nathI. eka jJAyaka bhagavAna zaMya thaI jAya che. je karma pudgalanuM che e karma mAruM karma nathI tethI mAruM ya thatuM nathI. mAruM jJaya to mAro zuddhAtmA ja che. rAjakoTa viDiyo keseTa naM-6ra savAranuM pravacana naM-8 tA. 14-8-88 AtmAnA Azraye utpanna thayeluM je vItarAgI cAritra tenuM pratipAdana karanAro paramArtha pratikramaNa eTale zuddhopayoga adhikAra kahevAmAM Ave che. eka paramArtha pratikramaNa ane eka vyavahAra pratikramaNa. chaThThA guNasthAne pariNatirUpa pratikramaNa che, e to nizcaya che, paNa sAthe je pAMca mahAvrata-aThThAvIsa mULaguNanA vikalpo uThe che e badhA vyavahAra pratikramaNa che. enAthI pratipakSa eTale judu evuM nizcayanayAtmaka vItarAgI pratikramaNa eno adhikAra kahevAmAM Ave che. pratikramaNa adhikAra to moTo che, paNa enI zarUAta karatA ja paMcaratnanuM svarUpa kahevAmAM Ave che. A pAMca gAthA ratnarUpa che. jema sAcA ratna hoya ene sAcavIne rAkhe. pUrepUrI saMbhALathI tIjorImAM rAkhe ema A pAMca gAthA ratnarUpa che. enuM svarUpa kahevAmAM Ave che. have pAMca ratnonuM avataraNa karavAmAM Ave che. TIkAH "ahIM" eTale A pAMca gAthAmAM TIkAkAra padmaprabhamaladhArideva pharamAve che keH "ahIM zuddha AtmAne."badhA AtmA zuddha che. ema kahe che jyAM "AtmA' zabda Ave Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #132 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 95 tyAM AgaLa zuddha vizeSaNa lagADI devuM. pratyeka AtmA bhagavAna che paramAtmA che. evA "zuddha AtmAne sakaLa kartutvano abhAva darzAve che." AtmA traNeya kALa akartA che mATe zuddha che. akartA che mATe zuddha che eTale ke koIno kartA nathI cha dravyano kartA nathI. te dravyakarmano kartA nathI, bhAvakarmano kartA nathI, ane utpanna thatA bhedo e badhAne utpanna karanAra pudgala che. pudgala kare che to karo! huM to eno kartA nathI. pratikramaNano evo artha che ke pUrve lAgelA doSothI pAchA pharavuM eTale pUrve lAgelA je doSo che e duSkRtya mithyA ho! evo artha paNa che. je kAMI ekatAbuddhino doSa hoya, ke asthiratAno doSa thaI gayo hoya te mithyA ho ! mithyAdaSTie mithyAtvanuM pratikramaNa karavAnuM hoya che; avirata samyakaSTie avratanA bhAvanuM pratikramaNa karavAnuM hoya che. ane munirAja kaSAyanuM pratikramaNa karatA hoya che. pUrve lAgelA doSa ekatAbuddhino te mithyA ho! kemake pUrve huM mArA AtmAne kartA mAnato hato e mArI bhUla hatI. pUrve huM to jJAtA ja hato. eka samayamAtra paNa huM kartA thayo na hato. kartA thaI zakuM e mArA svabhAvamAM nathI. kemake akartA traNeyakALa akartA rahe che. eka samayamAtra paNa rAgano kartAe bhUtakALamAM thayo na hato. meM Aje akartAnuM svarUpa jevuM joyuM to bhUtakALamAM paNa huM akartA hato evuM Aje mane bhAna thayuM. Aje meM akartA joyo to bhUtakALamAM paNa huM akartA ja hato ema mane mArA vartamAna jJAnathI bhUtakALano mAro AtmA paNa jaNAya gayo. vartamAnamAM huM akartA chuM evI daSTi thatAM anubhava thayo. kartA buddhithI mithyAtva hatuM. have Aje pAMca ratnonuM adhyayana karatAM huM sAkSAta akartA chuM, eka samayamAtra paNa pariNAmanA bhedano ke bhAvakarmano ke dravyakarmano ke nokarmano bhUtakALamAM huM kartA thayo na hato. mAnato hato e mAruM duSkRtya hatuM, te mithyA thAo. bhUtakALanuM pratikramaNa, vartamAnanI AlocanA eTale!? bhUtakALamAM lAgelA doSa ene choDe, svabhAvamAM jAya, vartamAnamAM doSa thAya ene choDIne aMdaramAM jAya to AlocanA; ane bhAvikALe jyAM sudhI mAro mokSa na thAya tyAM sudhInA kALa daramyAna huM pratijJA karuM chuM ke koI paNa pariNAma utpanna thaze eno kartA huM banIza ja nahIM. huM jJAtA rahIza ene bhAvinA pacakhANa kahevAya. A badhAno samaya eka che. akartA upara lakSa gayuM-ke: "huM jJAyaka chuM', "jJAtA chuM', tyAM AtmAno pratyakSa anubhava thAya che. jevo AtmA che evo anubhava thAya che. kartA buddhithI anubhUti rokAtI 'tI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #133 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 96 pravacana naM-8 samyakradarzana-zAna nahotuM thAtuM. have jayAre huM akartA chuM evuM bhAna thayuM to nirvikalpa dhyAnamAM AtmAnA darzana thayA....to bhUtakALamAM meM je kAMI mAnI rAkhyuM 'tuM e duSkRtya mithyA ho ! te pratikramaNa. ajJAnI jIvono sonagaDha upara eka Apela che. tenI aNasamajaNa che ne!? AkSepa kare ke sonagaDhamAM sAmAyika nahIM, pratikramaNa nahIM, pratyAkhyAna nahIM, AlocanA nahIM, kAMI nahIM! bhAI ! kharekhara jJAnI thAya tyAre ja sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, AlocanAne pratyAkhyAna hoya che. ajJAnIne sAmAyikeya na hoya, pratikramaNa na hoya, pratyAkhyAna na hoya paNa kaSAyanI maMdatA hoya. kaSAyanI maMdatA judI cIja che ane pratikramaNa AlocanA-pratyAkhyAna judI cIja che. pratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAna-AlocanA saMvara-nirjarArUpa che, zuddhatArUpa che. kaSAyanI maMdatA te azuddhatA che ane tenAthI karma baMdha thAya che. pratikramaNathI karmano baMdha na thAya, karmanI nirjarA thAya. pahelAM haMmezA mithyAtvanuM pratikramaNa hoya, pachI avratanuM, pachI kaSAyanuM ane pachI yoganuM pratikramaNa chelluM, tIrthakara jevA tIrthakara paNa dezanAlabdhi thAya ane giranAra ke samedazikhara upara jaIne, samosaraNa vikhAI jAya ane chelle yogano virodha kare che. yoga nAmano Asrava tene paNa rahI jAya che. yogano nirodha karuM evo emane vikalpa nathI-vicAra nathI; kemake mana to marI ja gayuM che. paNa e zuddhopayoganI-kevaLajJAnanI evI dazA pragaTa thAya che, ke jemAM chelluM yoganuM kaMpana thAya che. pradezanuM kaMpana thAya che emAM karma Ave che. cAra prakAranA kaSAyono to kSaya thaI gayo che. eTale ene akaSAya yoga kahevAya. yogano nirodha thAya che. tyAre kaMpana baMdha thaI jAya che, tyAre siddhadazAne pAme che. cAra prakAranA Agnavono nirodha karavo enuM nAma pratikramaNa. mithyASTine mithyAtvanuM pratikramaNa hoya. aviratIne avratanuM pratikramaNa hoya ane munirAjane saMjvalananA tIvra ane maMda be prakAranA kaSAya hoya. chaThe tIvra sAtame maMda hoya che. chaThe zubhaupayogane zuddhapariNati ane sAtame ekalo zuddha upayoga hoya zuddha pariNati na hoya. ahIMyA to paramArtha pratikramaNamAM to mukhyapaNe munirAjanI bhUmikAnI vAta kare che. paNa...muni thavA pahelA mithyAtvanuM pratikramaNa thAya che. eTale pahelA ApaNe mithyAtvanuM pratikramaNa kema thAya ajJAnI jIvane enI mukhyatAthI atyAre vAta karIe chIe. TIkA- "ahIM zuddha AtmAne." AtmA eTale zuddha ja hoya. AtmA zuddha paNa hoya ane azuddha paNa hoya tevA AtmAnA be prakAra sarvajJa bhagavAne joyA nathI. azuddhatA AsravanI hoya ema bhagavAne joyuM che, ane zuddhatA jIvanI hoya ema bhagavAne joyuM che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #134 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa paNa.....AtmA zuddhapaNa hoya ane azuddha paNa hoya, kathaMcit zuddha kathaMcit azuddha ema che nahIM. sarvathA zuddha che sarvathA. A mithyAtvanA pratikramaNanI vAta cAle che. AhAhA ! eNe AtmA joyo nathI AvA zuddhAtmAnA darzana eka paLamAtra paNa karyA nathI, teNe aneka prakAranA kriyAkAMDa karyA. dravyaliMgI muni paNa thayo; A jeTalA beThA che e badhA dravyaliMgI muni thayA che. AhAhA ! agiyAra aMganuM bhaNatara bhaNyo, bAra prakAranA tapa tapyo paNa....eNe mithyAtvanuM pratikramaNa na karyuM. mithyAtvanuM apratikramaNa hoya ane kaSAyanuM pratikramaNa thaI jAya ema koI kALe bane nahIM. evo krama che. pahelAM mithyAtva jAya, pachI avrata jAya, pachI kaSAya jAya, pachI yoga jAya ema anAdino eno krama che. AsravanA nirodha pUrvaka ja saMvara thAya. ane AsavanA nirodha pUrvaka ja vizeSa cAritra-sthiratA thAya. ahIMyAM kahe che ke zuddhAtmA traNe kALa zuddha eTalA mATe che ke akartA che eTalA mATe zuddha che. kartA mAne che e AtmAne zuddha mAnato ja nathI. je AtmA, AtmAne kartA mAne che; eTale upAdAnapaNe kartA ke nimittapaNe kartA mAne che e AtmAne azuddha mAne che. ane enI daSTimAM azuddhatA Ave che. eTale tene azuddhanI prApti thayA kare che. azuddhatA eTale mithyAtvanI prApti cAlu ja rahe che. AtmA akartA che mATe zuddha che ema ahIMyAM kahe che. AtmA zuddha zA mATe che? ke: kartA nathI mATe zuddha che. A TIkAnI pahelI lITImAM ja lakhyuM che. pahelI lITI pharIthI, "ahIM zuddha AtmAne sakaLa kartutvano abhAva che. kartA nathI mATe AtmA zuddha che. ke A pariNAma thAya che ne? ene koNa kare che? ke tAre sAMbhaLavuM che? keH "hA", mAre sAMbhaLavuM che. eka to paryAya sat che mATe paryAya paryAyane kare che. have tane bIjo eka prazna thaze ke paryAya dravya vinA na hoya to e paryAyano kartA koI dravya batAvo?! to A gAthAmAM batAve che ke pugala karma e vibhAvabhAvano kartA che. mATe huM kartAya nathI, kArayitA" ya nathI, ane bIjo kare che ene Teko Apato nathI. eTale anumodaka nathI. AhAhA! AtmA akartA che mATe zuddha che. e samayasAra 73 gAthAmAM kahyuM che ke samasta prakriyAthI pAra utarelI (nirmaLa anubhUti) pakArakanI kriyAthI pAra utarelI nirmaLa anubhUti mAtra hovAthI zuddha che. pariNAmano kartA nathI mATe zuddha che. ahIMyA pariNAmano kartA nathI mATe zuddha che. parano to kartA nathI-nathI ne nathI ja. nizcayathI nathI ne vyavahArathI nathI. paNa kyAMya kadAca pariNAmano kartA vyavahArathI lakhyuM hoya to eno Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #135 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 98 pravacana naM-8 niSedha karaje, nizcayanaya vaDe ke nizcayathI huM kartA nathI. bhale! Apa vyavahA2thI mane kartA batAvo cho-AgamathI paNa huM to eno niSedha karIza. Ape ja mane zIkhavADayuM che ke vyavahA2 saghaLoya asatyArtha-abhUtArtha che. A TaMkotkIrNa gAthA jainadarzanano prANa che. agiyAra gAthAnA AdhAra vaDe meM jANyuM ke AtmA, AtmAnA pariNAmano kartA nathI. akartA che mATe zuddha che. AtmA pariNAmane kare to zuddha raheto nathI. A to jene dharma karavo hoya enI vAta che. karma karavuM hoya ene kAMI AtmA hAthamAM nahIM Ave. te kahe-kAMIka karavuM to joIe ne? keH 'hA ', AtmA akartA che ema zraddhA jJAnamAM le enuM nAma samyak prakAre karavuM che. e kriyA svabhAvabhUta che. jevo potAno AtmA che evA svarUpano aMtara sanmukha thaI ane enA upara daSTi detAM nirvikalpa anubhava thAya che. ane e atIndriya jJAnamAM AtmA akartA che evuM bhAna thAya che. tyAre kahe che ke mithyAtva jAya che. to pUrve kareluM duSkRtya mArUM mithyA ho to mithyA thaI gayuM. have kevI rIte mithyA thAya che enuM eke'ka prakArathI varNana kare che. A samuccaya meM vAta karI, have eka eka bolathI vAtamAM utAravuM che juo! " bahu AraMbha tathA parigrahano abhAva hovAne lIdhe huM nA2ka paryAya nathI." zuM kahe che? mithyAtvanuM pratikramaNa thAya che ke: huM pUrve nArakI thayo na hato. anaMtakALathI cAragatimAM rakhaDatAM anaMtavA2 nArakIpaNe, manuSyapaNe, anaMtavAra svargapaNe, anaMtavA2e tiryaMcapaNe thayo che!? keH 'nA' eka samayamAtra paNa pUrve nArakI thayo na hato. huM nArakI thayo ema meM mAnyuM hatuM; Aje mane svarUpanuM bhAna thayuM ke: huM pUrve nArakI thayo nahato. nArakI thayo hato ema mAnyuM hatuM e duSkRtya mithyA thAo. " jyAM akartA evA AtmAnA darzana karyAM tyAM pUrvanuM je zalya hatuM e vartamAnamAM AlocanA thaIne nIkaLI gayuM, ane vartamAnamAM huM manuSya nathI ema jyAM bhAna thayuM. tyAM pUrve manuSya na hato, pUrve nArakImAM gayo nathI. pUrve svargamAM AtmA gayo nathI. AtmA to pAriNAmika bhAvamAM rahelo che. AtmA paryAyamAM kyAM jAya che?! paryAyamAM jAya to paryAyane kare ne !? ' taddarUpo na bhavita '. bhagavAna AtmA anAdi anaMta niSkriya che. A vAta evI UMcI che ke: eka rUpiyAnI loTarI bhare ane karoDa rUpiyA Ave, ane thoDo prayatna kare ne kAma thaI jAya. enI zraddhA palaTAvI joIe. enI je mithyA mAnyatA che "huM karuM huM karuM e ja ajJAnatA ", AhAhA! A badhuM kAma mArAthI thAya che!? bhAI mAnato ' to bhale, paNa Aje jyAM paramArtha pratikramaNanI vAta sAMbhaLI, are! huM to akartA chuM. akartA chuM keH akartA thayo ?! kahe-akartA chuM Aje huM akartA chuM ane traNekALa akartA Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #136 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 99 rahyo hato meM mane kartA mAnyo e duSkRtya mithyA thAo ! AtmA jANanAra che, karanAra nathI bhAI ! AtmA jJAtA che kartA nathI. kartabuddhi rAkhIne marI gayo dharma na thayo. dharma thAya to sukhI thAya. dharmano karanAra nathI tyAre dharma thAya che. dharmano karanAra nathI tyAre dharma thayA vinA raheze nahIM. ane je dharmano kartA thAya e adharmano kartA thaI gayo, to AtmA zuddha raheto nathI. azuddha AtmA ja daSTimAM AvI gayo. thavA yogya thAya che ane jANe che. AtmA karanAra nathI AtmAne karanAra na dekho; AtmAne jANanAra dekho. jANanArane jANanArapaNe dekho! paNa dekho jANanArane. have jANanArane karanAra paNa na dekho. kaLazaTIkAmAM kahyuM, are ! AvI bhedajJAnanI vAta ame kahIe ane kyo jIva evo hoya ke jene zuddhAtmAnI prApti na thAya!? kyo jIva evo hoya ke ene zuddhAtmAnI daSTi na thAya ?! AvuM cokhkhuM hatheLImAM batAvIe chIe ke A jIva che ane A ajIva che. jIva akartA che tethI akartAne karma na hoya, kartA hoya enuM karma hoya, paNa akartAne karma na hoya. jo akartAne karma hoya to akartA raheto nathI. Ama to amAre ravivAre-budhavAre kaLazaTIkA cAle che. paNa...ema vicAra Avyo ke eka UMcI vAtano svAdhyAya ame karIe chIe, to ema thayuM ke eka vAta Aje kahI devI. AtmA akartA che e UMDA saMskAra raheze ne to kAma thaI jaze, enI kartA buddhi chUTI jaze. kartA buddhi abhimAna che. marI gayo abhimAna karIne. AtmA zuddha kema che e khabara che? ke akartA rahI gayo che mATe zuddha che. TIkAnI pahelI lITImAM mAla bharyo che. zuddha AtmAne "zuddha' evuM vizeSaNa kema mukayuM? ke kartA nathI mATe. AtmAne sakaLa kartutvano abhAva darzAve che. sakaLa kartutvano abhAva karyo ema nathI lakhyuM. AtmAmAM kartApaNAno abhAva ja che, mATe akartA che, ane akartA hovAthI zuddha che ema. pahelA kartA banato hato ane e kartApaNuM chUTayuM mATe akartA thayo ema nathI. traNekALa AtmA akartA che. kemake pUrve nArakanI paryAyano kartA pudagala hato, ene pudgala karatuM 'tuM; karanAra nahato. karato nathI karAvanAra nathI ane kartAne anumodana karato nathI. huM to jANanAra chuM. Atmadharma aMka che temAM gurudeve bahu UMcI vAta karI che. temAM 154mo bola che temAM cothAbolamAM ema kahyuM keH jema siddha bhagavAna jANanAra-dekhanAra che tema tuM paNa jANanAra dekhanAra cho. siddhanI jema? ke "hA.' siddhanI jema jANanAra dekhanAra cho. siddhathI judo Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #137 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 1OO pravacana naM-8 paDyo ne huM kartA chuM ema mAnyuM to saMsAra ubho thaze. ane huM jANanAra dekhanAra chuM siddhanI jema to vartamAnamAM anubhava thaze ane alpakALamAM siddha thaI jaIza. pahelA siddha sAme joyuM pachI ahIMyA joyuM. pahelA siddhanI sAme jovuM, ke: siddha bhagavAna jANanAra dekhanAra che; tema huM paNa jANanAra dekhanAra chuM to ahIM Avyo ane "huM paNa," AvyuM ne? "paNa" kema jaDayuM? keH tame jANanAra-dekhanAra ane huM paNa jANanAra dekhanAra. huM tamArAthI jarAya judo nathI. tamArAmAM zuM kriyA thAya che? keH jANavA-dekhavAnI mArAmAM zuM thAya che? keH jANavA-dekhavAnI. mArAmAM mithyAtvanI kriyA thAya che ne? keH "nA.' e pudagala kare che tuM ene nathI karato. huM!? A rAga-dveSa ne koNa kare che? pudagala kare che. AmAM niyamasAramAM cokhkho pATha che. kAMI gharanI vAta nathI. huM nAraka paryAya nathI, kemake pUrve AraMbha ane parigraha meM karyA ja nathI. kemake mArAmAM pUrve karavApaNAno ja abhAva hato. narakamAM jIva jAya che ane nArakanI paryAya je maLe che e khUba, hiMsA-juduM-corI-vyabhicAra-parastrIgamana-ItyAdi e je pariNAma che, e AraMbha ane parigrahanA pariNAmathI jIva narakamAM jAya che. paNa e AraMbha-parigrahane te karato nathI. eTale jIvane narakanI paryAya pUrve ene thaI ja nathI. zreNika mahArAjA nArakanI paryAyathI rahita bhagavAna AtmAmAM beThA che. atyAre e narakanI paryAyamAM nathI. ane zreNika mahArAjAnAM jIve AraMbha ane parigraha pUrve karyo nathI. kemake kAryanuM kAraNa to AraMbha ane parigraha che tenAthI mAro AtmArahita che. huM AraMbha parigraha karuM to narakamAM jAuM ne!? AhAhA ! Avo jIva eNe joyo nathI. AvA zuddhAtmAnA darzana eka samaye mAtra eNe karyA ja nathI. eka samaya je darzana thaI jAya to vartamAnamAM AlocanA, bhUtakALanuM pratikramaNa ane bhaviSyakALanuM pratyAkhyAna-pacakhANa thAya. huM pacakhANa lauM chuM bhaviSyamAM huM pratijJA karuM chuM ke rAgane karIza evo abhiprAya mane have AvavAno nathI. mokSamAM jatAM pahelA deva paryAya ane manuSya paryAya Avaze, paNa te-te paryAyane huM karuM ane deva-manuSya paryAya me karI evo bhAva Avaze nahIM. kemake deva paryAyane yogya zubhabhAva ane manuSya paryAyane yogya mizrabhAva, e bhAva mArAmAM che ja nahIM ne!? to pachI tene huM karuM kyAMthI? huM karuM to deva-manuSya thAuM ne?! bahu UMcA prakAranI gAthA che. ratnanI gAthA kone kahe? pAMca ratna. A zaMkhalAnI gAthA nathI. zaMkhalAnI kAMI kiMmata nahIM. are! tuM tArA svarUpane joI lene ekavAra! ame kahIe chIe ke A tAruM svarUpa che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #138 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 101 sarvajJa bhagavAne kahyuM ane ame anubhavyuM ane anubhavIne kahIe chIe keH "AtmA akartA che." kema zA mATe akartA che? ke kAryano kartA nathI, pariNAmano kartA nathI, caudamArgaNAsthAna, rAga-dveSa-moha, krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha tene vartamAnamAM to karato nathI....ane bhUtakALamAM karyA nathI ane bhaviSyakALe karavAnI vAta to rahetI ja nathI. kemake be-cAra bhavamAM to siddha thavAno che. AhAhA! karavAno kAMTo kADhI nAkha, "huM jJAtA chuM kartA nathI basa." "huM jANanAra chuM karanAra nathI.' kevaLa jANanAra che. kathaMcita kartA ane kathaMcit jJAtA evuM anekAnta karo ne?! kahe evuM anekAnta nathI. "jJAtA chuM ne kartA nathI' enuM nAma asti-nAsti anekAnta che. A apUrva vAta che. kaThaNa to che paNa che amRta jevI. bese to nyAla thaI jAya. saMtonI vAta apanAvavA jevI che. ajJAnIonI vAta apanAvavA jevI nathI. ajJAnInI vAta sAcI lAgaze to potAnuM ajJAna puSTa thaze ane jJAnIonI vAta sAcI lAgaze to alpakALamAM mukti thaze. bahu AraMbha tathA parigrahano abhAva hovAne lIdhe; abhAva thavAne lIdhe nahIM. traNekALa AraMbha ane parigraha evA je pariNAma, pariNAmamAM je doSa Ave che, e pariNAma AtmAe karyo nathI. to e pariNAma bhUtakALamAM koNe karyA? keH ene pudgala karato hato huM karato na hato tenuM Aje mane bhAna thayuM. mane bhUtakALamAM ema lAgatuM hatuM ke huM karato hato, Aje mane bhAna thayuM ke huM karato na hato, huM to kartApaNuM mAnato hato. mATe e mAruM mithyAtva hatuM. Aje akartAnA darzana thayA to e jJAna eTaluM laMbAI gayuM ke bhUtakALamAM ya akartA, vartamAnamAM akartA ane bhAvikALe paNa huM akartA rahevAno chuM. eka samaya to sau samaya. Aje mane akartA chuM ema zraddhA jJAnamAM AvyuM to jJAna laMbAI jAya che ke ohoho ! traNekALa akartA hato. to nAraka paryAya koNe karI? mane kahezo mA ke nArakInA bhAva meM karyA hatA, mane bolAvazomAM (prazna) to Ape nathI karyA? keH "nA" , nathI karyA. tuM mane jo ne? to tane bhAsaze ke huM kartA na hato. (prazna) huM tamane joIne kahuM chuM, zAstramAM Ave che ke bhUtakALamAM nArakanI paryAya karI hatI. (uttara) A je tuM jue che e to ajIva che. ajIvane jotAM mAruM svarUpa tane khyAlamAM nahIM Ave. tuM mane jo ne? AtmAne ja ne? paNa....tamane kema jovA!? keH tuM tArA AtmAne joIne mArA sAme jo, to tAruM kAma thaI jaze. bahu AraMbha tathA parigrahano abhAva hovAne lIdhe. huM nAraka paryAya nathI. saMsArI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #139 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 102 pravacana naM-8 jIvane bahu AraMbha ane parigraha vyavahA2thI hoya che." AhAhA! dravyamAM AraMbha parigraha nathI. paryAyamAM hiMsAnA pariNAma Ave tyAre AtmAmAM hiMsAnA pariNAma thatA nathI. hiMsAnA pariNAma paryAyamAM thAya ane dravyamAM na thAya. jemAM hiMsAnA pariNAma na hoya te AtmA. hiMsAnA pariNAma ahiMsAnA pariNAma thAya e anAtmA che, e ajIva che. e badhA ajIvanA khela che. 'ekasya hI puddagalasya nirmANam'. e badhA pariNAma ekamAtra puddagalanA ja che, AtmAnA e pariNAma nathI. saMsArI jIvane bahu AraMbha parigraha vyavahArathI hoya che. paryAyamAM jyAM sudhI AraMbha parigraha che tyAM sudhI paryAyamAM hoya che. paryAyamAM AraMbha parigraha hoya tyAre dravyamAM AraMbha parigrahanA bhAvakarma emAM AvI gayA ema che nahIM. AtmA to traNekALa zuddha che. paryAyamAM azuddhatA che tyAre dravya zuddha che. vyavahArathI hoya che eTale ke paryAyamAM hoya che. vyavahArathI hoya che eTale nizcayathI hotA nathI. zuM kahyuM ? vyavahArathI hoya che eTale ke vyavahAranayanA viSayamAM hoya che. paNa.....nizcayanayanA viSayamAM AraMbha parigraha hoto nathI. A to cArebAjuthI sarvAMgI zAstra che. vyavahArathI hoya che vyavahArathI eTale ? vyavahAranayano viSaya je bheda-paryAya emAM AraMbha parigraha che. jema zudghanayano viSaya zuddha AtmA-jJAnAnaMda paramAtmA che emAM e bhAva nathI. vyavahArathI hoya che ane nizcayathI hotA nathI. ** " ane tethI tene nA2ka AyunA hetubhUta samasta moha-rAga-dveSa hoya che, paraMtu mane ", 'mane ' eTale AtmAne ! 'mane ' eTale tyAM kuMdakuMdAcArya bhagavAna na levA. 'mane ' (svamAM ) ahIMyAM levuM. jyAre AraMbha parigraha pariNAmamAM che tyAre? 'mane zuddhanizcayanayanA baLe', peluM vyavahAranayathI AraMbha parigraha paryAyamAM hatA tevuM jJAna karAvyuM. paryAyanuM jJAna karavuM che paryAyanA niSedha mATe. pariNAmamAM bhale ho! paNa zuddhAtmAmAM e thatA nathI. AsavathI judo AtmA che. Asavane AtmA beya judI cIja che. "paraMtu mane zuddhanizcayanayanA baLe zuddhajIvAstikAyane teo nathI." huM to eka zuddhAtmA chuM. zudghajIvAstikAya eTale asaMkhyAta pradezI jIvadravya. bahu pradezIne astikAya kahevAya. kALANuM che eka pradezI ane pudgala paramANuM che e paNa ekapradezI, ane badhAnA bhagavAna AtmA e bahu pradezI hovAthI..... zuddhajIvAstikAyane teo nathI. AraMbha ane parigrahanA pariNAma vyavahAranaye paryAyamAM che. ane nizcayanayathI jovAmAM Ave to! pariNAma che tyAre pariNAmane gauNa karIne huM mArA svabhAvanI samIpe jaIne jouM chuM eTale ke zudghanizcayanayanA baLe e AraMbha parigraha mArAmAM nathI. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #140 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 103 narakanuM kAraNa AraMbha parigraha che. nArakanI paryAyanuM kArya thayuM to enuM kAraNa to ko'ka hovuM joIe. to tenuM kAraNa koNa che? ke AraMbha parigrahanA pariNAma. ke e pariNAma kAraNa che? ke AtmA kAraNe thayo nArakImAM? ke: AtmA traNakALamAM enuM kAraNa thato nathI. temAM kartApaNuM nathI ane kAraNa paNuM paNa nathI. kartA nathI eTale upAdAnapaNe kartA nathI. ane nimittapaNe paNa AtmA karato nathI. mATe mane zuddhanizcayanayanA baLe teo nathI", eTale huM zuddha rahI gayo chuM. traNekALa AtmA zuddha che. nigodano AtmA atyAre zuddha che. A kUtarA-bilADA-Dhora che ne! enA AtmAo atyAre vartamAnamAM zuddha che. jayapuramAM eka dilhIvALA mAjIe prazna karyo, ke amAre tyAM paMDito kahe che ke jyAM sudhI saMsArI jIva hoya tyAM sudhI AtmA azuddha thaI gayo! khoTI vAta che e. eka samayamAtra AtmA azuddha thato nathI. azuddhatA AsavanI che paNa jIvanI nathI. jIvanI zuddhatA ane AsravanI azuddhatA to kyo jIva sAco !? zuddha AtmA ja sAco. azuddha to Asrava che. e Asrava to jIva che nahIM, e to paryAya che. eka samayanI malina. enAthI judo AtmA che ene daSTimAM le ne bhAI ! AhA! vyavahAre che nizcaye nathI ema kahyuM ne ?! vyavahAre eTale enI paryAyamAM AraMbha parigraha thAya, ane nArakanI paryAya saMsArI jIvane saMyogamAM Ave-jyAre paryAya AraMbha ane parigrahane kare che, athavA pudgala kare che tyAre AtmA ene karato nathI. paNa thAya ene kare nahIM ? ke: "hA", e ja khUbI che. thAya che mATe karato nathI. thavA yogya thAya che mATe karato nathI. e paryAyamAM sat ahetuka enA akALe AraMbhaparigrahanA pariNAma Ave che. kaSAyanA pariNAma Ave che paNa bhagavAna AtmA enAthI judo rahI gayo. pANI uSNa thAya paryAyamAM tyAre paNa pANI zItaLa rahI jAya che. (prazno paryAyamAM uSNatA che tyAre? ke tyAre ja zItaLa che. (prazna) keTalA TakA? (uttara) so TakA. (prazna) pacAsa TakA unuM ane pacAsa TakA ThaMDu (uttara) ke nahIM? so TakA eno svabhAva zItaLa ane so TakA enI paryAya uSNa che. bannemAM so e so TakA che. temAM TakAvArInI vaheMcaNI nathI. enAthI AgaLa kahe che ke e pANInI paryAya ja nathI. e to agninI avasthA che. kemake sAmAnyanI sAthe vizeSa maLatuM AvatuM nathI. sAmAnya paDakhuM zItaLa hoya ane vizeSa enI paryAya uSNa hoya ema che nahIM. lakSaNa bhede bheda che (prazna) to pachI uSNatA konI che ? (uttara) agninI che. (prazna) kyAre ? (uttara) ke pANI uSNa che ema vyavahArIjano kahe che tyAre! jJAnIo to kahetA nathI. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #141 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 1/4 pravacana naM-8 ane ajJAnInI najara paryAya upara che, paryAyadaSTithI pANI unuM kahe che, dravyadRSTithI jJAnIo kahe che ke pANI zItaLazItaLa ane zItaLa. uSNatA agninI che pANInI nathI. A kone paDI che-nizcaya zuM ne vyavahAra zuM ne upAdAna zuM ne nimitta zuM? che to sAva sAdhAraNa thoDuM che kAMI jhAjhuM nathI. AcArya bhagavAna kahe che vadhAremAM vadhAre cha mahinA tuM AtmAno rucipUrvaka abhyAsa kare to tane AtmAnI prApti thaze, anubhava thaze. A paMcamakALamAM AtmAno sAkSAtkAra thAya che bhagavAnanA darzana thAya che. bhagavAna to darzana daI rahyo che paNa A leto nathI. le eTalI vAra che. AhAhA! bALa-gopALa saune bhagavAna AtmA anubhavamAM AvI rahyo che; AhA ! hujI anumAnamAMya na Ave to anubhava to kyAMthI Ave ? jaNAI rahyo che bhAI ! tame AtmA jaNAI rahyo che. zuM kahyuM? A pahelA bolanI vAta thaI. vyavahAre AraMbha parigraha paryAyamAM thAya, paNa e vakhate AcArya bhagavAna kahe che ke "nizcayanayanA baLe mane" e bhAvono mArAmAM trikALa abhAva che. huM to traNeya kALa zuddha rahelo che. traNeyakALa AraMbha parigrahanA pariNAma vakhate e pariNAmano huM akartA chuM. to e pariNAmane kAM paryAya paryAyane kare che, ane kAM e paryAyane pudgala kare che. ahIMyAM pudgala kare che huM karato nathI, pugala pAse karAvato nathI, ane pudagala kare che ane huM anumodana Apato nathI Teko Apato nathI. evI apUrva vAta kare che. ' pUrve nAraka paryAya karI nathI; karAvI nathI, ane anumodana karato nathI. ane enA kAraNarUpe AraMbha parigrahuM hato eno paNa huM bhUtakALamAM karanAra na hato meM mAnyuM 'tuM! paNa huM kartA-kAraNa na hato ema Aje khabara paDI. e vakhate pudgala karato 'to ne mAnato 'to ke meM karyuM. paNa Aje khabara paDI ke traNekALa pariNAma pudgala kare che. kema? ke akartAne karma nA hoya, kartAne karma hoya. akartAne karma kaho to akartA raheto nathI. ane AtmA traNekALa akartA rahI gayo che sumanabhAI ! sukSmavAta che jarA ! A 45-45 varSa gurudevano upadeza e hato ke daSTino viSaya dRSTimAM le! zraddhAmAM le ! pAMdaDA toDyA paNa mULiyuM sAju rAkhyuM. nArakIno eka bola thayo have bIjo bola. "tiryaMca paryAyane yogya mAyA-mizrita azubha karmano abhAva hovAne lIdhe-huM sadA tiryaMca paryAyanA kartutva vihina chuM." "sadA" zabda vAparyo che. keH tame tiryaMca paryAya pUrve karI 'tI ne? atyAre tame tiryaMca nathI, atyAre tame manuSya paryAya karI che tema ajJAnI kahe hoM ! Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #142 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 105 atyAre tame manuSya paryAya karI che, ane manuSya paryAyamAM cho. vaLI bhUtakALamAM tame tiryaMca paryAya karI hatI. AhAhA! ke koI kALe "sadA kALe tiryaMca paryAya karI nathI. nigoda e tiryaMcano eka bheda che. e tiryaMcanA bhedamAM ekendriya paNa AvI jAya che. (ajJAnI prANIne kahe che) ke maphatano tuM zuM kAma mane ALa de che. nigodanI paryAya tiryaMcanI hutI ne !? ene meM karI nathI. kema ? e azubha bhAvano mArAmAM abhAva che, mATe sadAya kartutvano abhAva che. "sadA" zabda vizeSaNa mUkayuM che. AhA ! e jhAjhI vakhata tiryaMcamAM rahyo che mATe "sadA" zabda vAparyo che. te kAyama mATe narakamAM nathI rahyo. bhUtakALamAM nigodano kALa anaMto gayo. nigodamAMthI mAMDa koI vakhata 608 jIva bahAra nIkaLe emAM naMbara lAgI gayo. bAkI to nigodamAM keTalAya jIva evA che ke haju trasamAM AvyA nathI. ane chatAM nigodanI paryAya vyavahAre hoya che. chatAM nizcaye eno karanAra nathI. to eno karanAra koNa che? enuM kAraNa koNa che? e batAve che. tiryaMca paryAyane yogya mAyA mizrita azubha karma", azubhabhAva to che ja paNa sAthe mAyA kapaTano khela khele che eTale ADu zarIra che. kapaTI hoya ne kapaTI e ADoDIyo hoya eTale AvuM zarIra ene maLe che. vartamAnamAM bhale manuSya hoya paNa jo ADoDAI kare kapaTa karI bIjAne chetare to AyuSya baMdhAvAno kALa hoya e vakhate to tiryaMcanuM AyuSya baMdhAya che. tiryaMca paryAyane yogya mAyA mizrita", mAyA-kapaTa mizrita azubha pApa bhAva, pApanA pariNAma e karmano abhAva hovAne lIdhe; paryAyamAM saddabhAva dravyamAM teno abhAva. A koI acaMbo pamADe ane ajJAnIne ghaDIkamAM bese nahIM evI vAta che. paryAyamAM pANI so TakA UnuM ane pANI so TakA zItaLa. paryAya UnI tyAre pANI zItaLa che. agni uSNa ane pANI ThaMDuM che. vyavahAre pANI UnuM, nizcaye agni uSNa che. vyavahAre pANInI paryAya che ne? mATe e vyavahAranayano viSaya che. vyavahArathI pANI uSNa thayuM che, paNa nizcayana thI pANI uSNa thayuM nathI. to uSNa koNa thayuM che? keH agni. ane ThaMDuM koNa rahyuM che? ke: pANI ThaMDuM rahe che ane agni uSNa thAya che. AhA ! e pANInI paryAya nimittanA saMgamAM gaI che ne? to pANInI naimittika paryAya uSNa thaI to vyavahAre pANI UnuM thayuM ema kahevAmAM Ave che. jAva! pANI garama thaI gayuM che nAhI lo! ema kahevAya ne? vyavahArIjananI bhASA vyavahAranI hoya che samajI gayA! paNa kharekhara pANI potAnA nija svabhAvane choDatuM nathI. uSNa thAya che e cIja bIjI che. AhAhA ! e pANI nathI. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #143 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 106 pravacana naM-8 jema uSNatAmAM pANI vyApaka nathI, phelAtuM nathI, prasaratuM nathI, ema mAyA-kapaTa mizra pariNAma thayAne tiryaMcanI paryAyamAM, bhUtakALamAM mAro cetana AtmA emAM vyApato nathI. mane ALa daIzamAM "huM to traNekALa akartA chuM." bhUtakALamAM mAyA-kapaTanA khela tame karyA che? kahe>meM nathI karyA. (prazna) tame juThuM bolo cho? "nA", huM sAcuM boluM chuM. huM kyAM ubho rahIne kahuM chuM e tane khabara nathI. tuM paryAyanI sAme joIne kahe che ke tame jUkI. ame dravyanI sAme joIne kahIe chIe ke ame sAcA chIe. jovA javAnI dRSTimAM moTo phera che. "pakaDa pakaDameM phera hai." manuSya nAmakarmane yogya dravya karma tathA bhAvakarmano abhAva hovAne lIdhe mAre manuSya paryAya zuddhanizcayanayathI nathI." paNa vartamAnamAM to tame manuSya cho ne? manuSya nathI, tuM konI vAta kare che?! AtmAnI vAta kare che ke anAtmAnI ? anAtmA manuSya che e vAta sAcI che, paNa AtmA manuSya nathI. kemake je A manuSyanI paryAya pragaTa thaI che ene yogya dravyakarma ane bhAvakarmano mArAmAM traNekALa abhAva che. e manuSya paryAyane yogya zubhabhAva meM karyo nathI. kemake huM traNekALa akartA chuM. pariNAmano kartA huM thAto nathI. ene lIdhe mAre manuSya paryAya zuddhanizcayanayathI nathI. atyAre che tyAre nathI ema dekhAya che. ane nathI. ema dekhAya jAya tyAre AtmA dekhAya jAya. manuSya paryAyamAM AtmA che to e emAM dekhAto nathI. manuSyane AtmA mAne tyAM sudhI Atmadarzana thatA nathI. manuSya paryAyane jIva mAne tyAM sudhI jIva ene jANavAmAM Avato nathI. e to zarIrane AtmA mAnavA mAMDayo. AhAhA! zarIra to AtmA nathI. sobhAgabhAI-zrImad rAjacaMdrajInA paTTa ziSya hatA. thoDA samayathI bimAra hatA pathArImAM hatA. thoDA divasa pahelAM temane AtmAno anubhava thayo pachI zrImadjI upara kAgaLa lakhe che-"he kRpALudeva ApanI kRpAthI Aje mane AtmA ane deha bephATa judA bhAsyA. be phATa hoM?! be phATa eTale be judA. A dehane AtmA mAne che tyAM sudhI dharma nahIM thAya. manuSya te jIva e vyavahAranuM kathana che. nizcayanuM kathana manuSya paryAyathI bhinna AtmA jJAnAnaMda paramAtmA akArakane avedaka che. samyakdarzana vinA dharmanI zarUAta traNakALamAM nathI. game tevA dAna kare, ziyaLa kare, tapa kare, japa kare jAtrA kare, dAna Ape, zAMtibhAI ! devalAlImAM maMdira bAMdhavA mATe pAMca lAkha rUpiyA Ape, emAM kAMI dharma nathI. zubhabhAva che paNa e zubhabhAvano karanAra AtmA che ema mAne to mithyAtvano doSa lAgaze. kemake zubhabhAvano karanAra pudgala che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #144 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 107 zubhabhAvane pudgala kare che? "hA, bhAI ! pudgalanA saMge thAya che ne? mATe pudgalane kartA kahyo che. AtmAne akartA batAvavA mATe ene pudgala kare che evuM emAM prayojana che. emAM svaccheda na thAya. kemake jenA saMge thAya ne eno kartA gaNIne ene nimitta-naimittikane kanvarTa karIne kartA karmamAM khatavI nAkhyuM. tyAre ahIM jJAna pragaTa thAya che. "deva" nAmano AdhAra je deva paryAya tene yogya surasa suMgadha svabhAvavALA pudgaladravyanA saMbaMdhano," e devanuM zarIra hoya ne svargamAM ene sugaMdha bahu hoya. zarIra sugaMdhI hoya, puNyanI prakRti che. "deva-paryAya tene yogya surasa sugaMdha svabhAvavALA pudgaladravyanA saMbaMdhano abhAva hovAne lIdhe " ke bhUtakALamAM anaMtavAra svargano deva nathI thayo!? ke: "nA', huM deva thayo ja nathI. ane je sugaMdhI zarIra che e to pudgalanI racanA che, mArI racanA nathI. AhAhA ! nizcayathI mAre "deva" paryAya nathI. AvI alaukika vAta che. AmAM bhedajJAnanI kaLA che. cAra prakAranI deva-manuSya AdinI paryAya enAthI AtmA judo che. enI paryAyathI judo ane enA kAraNathI paNa judo che. cAreya paryAyanA kAraNo ApyAne?! tIvra ane maMda kaSAya ane enA kAraNa enAthI AtmA judo che. cAragatinuM kAraNa e vibhAva paryAya-bhAvakarma che. jIva emAM kAraNa nathI keH jIva to pariName che ne? ke e to pariNamato ja nathI e apariNAmI che. pariName te jIva na hoya. apariNAmI jJAtA te jIva hoya. kartA te jIva na hoya. akartA te jIva hoya. ahIM to ekalI nizcayanI vAta che. nizcaya eTale sAcI. A to 45 varSathI bodha maLyo eTale ATaluM sAMbhaLane kahevAya. bAkI to sAMbhaLanArAya na hoya. ane kahenAra ko'ka nIkaLe to ene gAMDo kahIne kADhI mUke. A manuSya paryAya cokhkhI dekhAya che? kayA jJAnathI jue che tuM? kema amArI pAse jJAna che enAthI joIe chIe. guru kahe-A manuSya paryAya che e jJAnathI na dekhAya. emAM indriyajJAnanuM kAma nathI. IndriyajJAnathI judu na dekhAya. atIndriyajJAnathI judu dekhAya. satya atIndriyajJAnathI dekhAya ane asatya indriyajJAnathI dekhAya. hoya enAthI judu indriyajJAna dekhe, ane atindriyajJAna jevuM hoya evuM dekhe. pelo kahe amane dekhAya evuM kahIe chIe. badhAya manuSya che. tane dekhAya che evuM kahe che ne? tArI dekhavAnI daSTi khoTI che. paryAya daSTithI tuM jozane? saMyogI daSTithI tuM joza ! svabhAva dRSTithI tuM ja! svabhAva daSTi te samyakradRSTi che. paryAyadaSTi te mithyAdaSTi che evuM vAkya che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #145 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 108 pravacana naM-9 samayasAra niyamasAra be adhyAtmanI parAkASTA che. jema AtmAnI jJAna-darzana be AMkha che tema tevA A be zAstra che. pravacanasAra jJAnapradhAna-zeyapradhAna che, A daSTi pradhAna, daSTi sAcI thAya eNe pravacanasAra vAMcI lIdhuM. rAjakoTa viDiyo keseTa naM-62 sAMjanuM pravacana naM-9 tA. 14-8-88 zrI niyamasAranI 83 naMbaranI gAthAmAM ema lIdhuM ke: vacana racanAne choDIne eTale mauna thaIne; dravyane bhAve che eTale mauna thaI jAya che. rAgAdi bhAvonuM nivAraNa kare che. tamAma prakAranA vikalpo chUTI jAya che. je AtmAne dhyAve che eTale caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne dhyAve che, bhAve che. tene pratikramaNa hoya che ema 83 gAthAmAM nIkaLyuM. 77 thI 82 sudhImAM A nahatuM. TIkAkAre A kyAMthI kADhayuM? ke kuMdakuMda bhagavAna pAse eNe e bhAga lIdho, ke. kuMdakuMda bhagavAna A bhAva 83 gAthAmAM kahevAnA che tene huM atyArathI zarU karI dauM. kemake paramArtha pratikramaNa to zuddha AtmAne dhyAvyA vinA to thatuM nathI, ane paramArtha pratikramaNa kema thAya che e to kahevuM che; to teo 83 gAthAmAM kaheze e (bhAva) huM pahelethI ja pAMca gAthAmAM kahI dauM chuM. mULa pAMca gAthAmAM e vAta kAMI nathI. "racanA vacananI choDIne, rAgAdibhAva nivArIne; je jIva dhyAne AtmAne, te jIva pratikramaNa che." (83) ahIMyA pratikramaNa A rIte thAya che AtmAne dhyAvavAthI bhAvavAthI e 83 gAthAmAM kahIza. 77 thI 81 mAM kyAMya mULamAM na AvyuM. 82 gAthAmAM thoDI chAyA Ave che ke: "e mAdhyastha thAya che." "A bhedanA abhyAsathI, mAdhyastha thaI cAritra bane; pratikramaNa Adi kahIza huM cAritra daDhatA kAraNe." (82) juo! ahIMyA bheda abhyAsa pharIthI cAritra mATe kare che. eTale ke samyakadarzana mATe bhedajJAnanI apekSA nathI, te to thaI cUkayuM che. kartAbuddhi tUTI gaI che paNa asthiratA haju khasI nathI. asthiratAthI bhinna chuM evuM bhAna thaI gayuM che paNa asthiratA haju paryAyamAM thayA ja kare che eTale cAritra thatuM nathI. chaThThI guNasthAnane munirAja cAritra kahetA nathI, zuddhopayogane ja cAritra kahe che. zuddhaupayoga e ja cAritra che. have kahe che huM bheda abhyAsa karuM chuM. bheda abhyAsa karatA zuM thayuM? madhyastha thaI gayo. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #146 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 1/9 madhyastha thaIne caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne bhAve che, tyAM zuddhopayoga dazA pragaTa thaI ene bhagavAna cAritra kahe che. emanI cAritranI vyAkhyA paNa koI alaukika che. e to cAritraraMta ja kahI zake ane lakhI zake. have ApaNe 77 thI 81 nI TIkA zarU karIe chIe. padmaprabhamaladhArideva bhAvi tIrthakara che. evI TIkA kare ke amArA mukhamAMthI makaraMda jhare che paramAgama jhare che. pote potAnI vAta kare che. cinuM moDhuM ughADuM rAkhI tame jhIlI lejo ! tamAruM kAma eTaluM ja che. mane to vadhAre mahenata paDaze paNa tamane to alpa prayAsa prApta thaze. jema svAti nakSatramAM varasAda paDe tyAre, samudranI aMdaramAM evA mAchalA hoya che e moDhe bahAra rAkhe. svAti nakSatranuM pANI jyAM TIpAM rUpe paDe e motIrUpe pariNamI jAya che. paDayuM che pANI ane thaI gayuM motI ema A paDayuM che mIThuM pANI pAchuM hoM! jemAM motI pAke. teozrI lakhe che meM mArI bhAvanA arthe A zAstra lakhyuM che. huM mArI bhAvanA arthe lakhuM chuM e koI vAMcaze athavA koI sAMbhaLaze ane rUcInuM moDhuM ughADuM rAkhaze to ene prathama mithyAtvanuM pratikramaNa thaze. pachI paraMparAmAM avratanuM pratikramaNa to ene Avaze ja, ane pachI amArA mAphaka e paNa muni thaI jaze ne kaSAyanuM pratikramaNa karI leze. koI upazama zreNImAM AvI jaze, koI sIdhA kSepaka zreNImAM AvI jaze, enuM kAma thaI jaze. prathama zeya-jJAyaka saMkaradoSa TALyo to samyaka thayuM, have bhAvya bhAvaka saMkaradoSa; saMkarano artha sarvathA ekatA che ema nathI. saMkarano artha saMyoga sabaMdha evo paNa thAya che. jyAM je artha hoya e pramANe artha ghaTAvavo. jayasena AcArya bhagavAne evo artha karyo che ke: saMkaradoSa eTale ekatA thaI gaI che ema nahIM. cAritravata to che eTale bhAvya-bhAvakanI ekatA thatI nathI. je upazamazreNI caDhe che e to cAritravaMta che, paNa ene hajI bhAvakamAM joDAtA bhAvyarUpe pariNamyo che potAno AtmA; pAMca mahAvratarUpe pariNamyo che e doSa che. ene baLapUrvaka pote haTAvI de che. eTale pUrva paryAyamAM vyavahAra cAritra utpanna thaI gayuM, paNa bIjA samaye e nirvikalpadhyAnamAM AvI jaze, ema kahevA mAge che. eTale bhAvyabhAvaka saMkaradoSa TaLIne nizcaya stuti bIjI thaI gaI. A bIjI stuti nirvikalpa dhyAnamAM potAnA Azraye thAya che, e nizcaya stuti che. bhAvya-bhAvaka saMkaradoSane TALavA mATe stuti kare che. paryAyamAM pAMcamahAvratano saMyoga ubho thAya che bhAvaka to cAritramohanuM karma che, enA anusAra tenI pariNati pragaTa thaI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #147 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 110 pravacana naM-9 gaI che. kemake nirvikalpa dhyAnamAM to nathI savikalpamAM che. eTale eTalo vikalpa emAM joDAya eTalo bhAvya-bhAvaka che. bhAvya e to jIvanA pariNAma che je pAMca mahAvratanA ane bhAvaka to karmano udaya che-eTalo nimitta naimittika saMbaMdha che. AhA ! ATale dUrathI pAcho vALe che ane baLapUrvaka svabhAvamAM ghUsI jAya che, to ene bIjI nizcaya stuti thaI to e upazAMta jitamoha che. pachI trIjI stuti kSINamohanI che, e to yathAkhyAta cAritranI che. AmAMya yathAkhyAta cAritra Ave che paNa te upazama moha che. kemake be prakAranA jIvo che. koI koI upazama zreNI caDhe che paNa pAcho vaLIne kSepakamAM jato rahe che. ane koI sIdho kSepakamAM jato rahe che. badhAya ne upazama na Ave. A to samaSTigata zAstra che, vyaktigata nathI. e je bhAvya-bhAvaka che ne e hajI saMyoga saMbaMdha thayo che. ekatAbuddhi to chUTI gaI che. e zabda emaNe sAro lIdho che. nahIMtara to saMkaradoSa eTale jANe ekatA haze! paNa ene ekatA thatI nathI ene to bhinnatA che. paNa hajI paryAyamAM yathAkhyAta cAritra nathI AvatuM eTale pAMcamahAvratanA pariNAma che e doSa che. Aha ! A to aMdaranI koI vAta che. Aje savAre carcA thaI hatI ke AmAM ema kahe che keH "A je vibhAvabhAva eno kartA pudgalakarma che", pudagala eno kartA che ema lakhyuM nathI. paNa pudgala karma jeno kartA che evA vibhAvabhAva eno huM anumodaka nathI. have, A (uparokta) vividha vikalpothI (bhedothI) bharelA vibhAva paryAyono nizcayathI huM kartA nathI, kArayitA nathI ane pudgala karmarUpa kartAno, "pugala karmarUpa kartAno eTale ke vibhAva paryAyono kartA je pugala karmo emano anumodaka nathI (ema varNavavAmAM Ave che.)" vibhAva eTale vizeSa bhAva badhA-emAM zuddhaparyAya paNa vibhAvamAM AvI jAya che. eno kartA pudgala karma che paNa huM nathI ane huM eno anumodaka paNa nathI. e bola bahu UMco che. akartA che e traNa kALamAM kartA thato nathI. eka samayamAtra paNa akartApaNuM chUTI jAya ane kartA banI jAya to AtmAno nAza thaI jAya che. to AtmAnuM astitva rahetuM nathI, daSTino viSaya raheto nathI. jIva ajIvane kare !? traNakALamAM na kare. ajIva adhikAramAM ajIva kartA che ema kema kaho cho ? ke: e badhA ajIvanA pariNAma che. pudgalamaya pariNAma che. jIva-ajIvane traNakALamAM karato nathI. eka samayamAtra karato nathI. jIva kare che ema vyavahAranaya satatapaNe kahe che, nizcayanaya te ja samaye niSedha kare che. huM kartA nathI be naya sAthe ja che ne!? sAdhakane be naya sAthe che. paNa sAdhaka thayo kyAre?! Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #148 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 111 ke: akartAne pariNAma ja na hoya, akartAne karma na hoya, tethI akartAnuM karma nathI. mATe karma zeya paNa na thAya, e be vAta UMcI che. savAre premacaMdajIne yAda karyA hatA premacaMdajIne eka vakhata kahyuM jIvane pariNAma na hoya. A je pariNAma dekhAya che e badhA ajIvanA pariNAma che. jIvane pariNAma ja na hoya. AtmA pariNAmathI rahita che. pramatta-apramattathI rahita jJAyaka bhAva che. kuMdakuMda bhagavAnane evI badhI kaNA AvI gaI ke lAyaka jIvanuM kAma thaI jAya. enuM to kAma thaze ja paNa koI dUrabhavI haze vedAMta jevuM lAgaze to/sAMkhyamata jevuM lAgaze to kadAca UMdho paDaze. thoDAka jIvo enI prajJAnA doSathI UMdhA paDo to paDo ! paNa je lAyaka haze enuM to kAma thaI jaze. evI tIkhI vAta karI che. jevo ajIva adhikAra UMco che samayasArano, evo ja A paramArtha pratikramaNa adhikAra UMco che. ajIva adhikAramAM pudgalamaya pariNAma kahyAM, ahIMyAM pudgala karma ene kare che vibhAvane-badhA vizeSabhAvane. sAmAnyane to koI karatuM ja nathI kemake sAmAnyamAM kriyA ja nathI, eTale ene koI kare che e prazna ja raheto nathI. je kriyA thAya che eno kartA AtmA nathI. bahu UMcI vAta che ene thayuM ke lAyaka jIvanuM to kAma thaze. ko'ka dUrabhavI UMdhA paDaze to e eno prajJAnA doSathI. amArA vacana mithyAtvamAM nimitta na thAya. amArA vacana samyakadarzanamAM nimitta thAya, ane samyakdaSTine cAritramAM nimitta thAya. e tvarAe zreNI caDhaze. AhA jene akartApaNuM besI gayuM che ene sammadarzana thaI ja gayuM che. zraddhAmAM to akartA AvI gayo che, chatAM kartA nathI ema kema vicAra Avyo !? jenI zraddhAmAM akartA besI gayo che ane samyakadarzana to thaI gayuM che, chatAM huM kartA nathI, kArayitA nathI, anumodaka nathI kema lakhe che!? e prakAra kema hoya che ke vyavahArano pakSa chUTI gayo che paNa vyavahArano vikalpa AvI jAya che eTale e vikalpa toDavA mATe cAritra Ave te mATenI A vAta che. zAstra lakhavAno koIne kahevAno evo vikalpa uThe che. sADAtraNa hAtha jamInane joIne cAlavAno vikalpa uThe che. eTalo vyavahAra ubho thAya che. enuM pratikramaNa karavAnuM che. mithyAtvanuM to pratikramaNa thaI gayuM che. have saMjvalana kaSAya eno vikalpa uThe che enuM pratikramaNa karavAnuM che. kartA nathI ema kema yAda karavuM paDe che? kartA nathI evuM pariNamana to che, vyavahAranA aThThAvIsa mULa guNano evo vikalpa Ave che. A cAritrano adhikAra che ne? cAritramAM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #149 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 11ra pravacana naM-9 lAgelA doSonuM pratikramaNa cAle che. eTale doSa hoya to ja pratikramaNa thAya. nirdoSa hoya e pratikramaNa kare !? yathAkhyAta cAritravALo kare! (zrotA-saMyogamAM doSa ubho thAya che.) svabhAvamAM to doSa nathI, ane svabhAvane Azrita je pariNAma thayA che emAMya nathI. paNa svabhAva Azrita pUrNatA haju thaI nathI eTalo bhAvyano svIkAra kare che samyadaSTi cAritravaMta kahe che eTalo amAro doSa che paryAyamAM, ane nimittapaNe bhAvaka che. e doSonuM pratikramaNa nahIM karIe tyAM sudhI yathAkhyAta cAritra nahIM Ave. doSano svIkAra kare che emAM ene dRSTino doSa nathI lAgato. e doSano svAmI nathI chatAM doSa che. doSa hoya e doSavAna pratikramaNa kare paNa je nirdoSa thaI gayA hoya ane pratikramaNa na hoya. arihaMta paNa yoganuM pratikramaNa kare che tyAre siddha thAya che. vikalpa nathI paNa e rUpe e pariName che. yoganuM kaMpana che enuM pratikramaNa cAle ja che. e puruM thAya eTale siddha thAya che. e doSa che. haju yoga che ne kaMpana (tenuM pratikramaNa karavA ) samosaraNa choDI ane nIce AvIne bese che. pachI tyAMthI siddha thAya che. temano mokSa samosaraNamAMthI thato nathI. terame guNasthAne yogano nirodha karavA pahADa upara bese che. yoganuM pratikramaNa kare che tyAre siddha thAya che. A koI alaukika vAto che. yoga paNa Asrava che. e (IryApatha) AsravanI haiyAtImAM siddha avasthA na thAya. bhale te che akaSAyayoga sakaSAya yoga nathI, paNa che yoganAmano Asrava. cAra prakAranA Asrava che. karmanuM AvAgamana arihaMta dazA vakhate thAya che tyAM paNa karma rokAtA nathI. kaSAya nathI eTale kharI jAya che. yogano nirodha eTale yogane have rokI de che. ane sthira thaI jAya che. AhA ! eTale sAdhaka kartabuddhi gayA pachI paNa huM kartA nathI ema pharI pharIne yAda kare che. bhedaabhyAsa kare che. (zrotA-karavAno vikalpa Ave che eTale kartAno niSedha kare che?) ha. e je karavAno vikalpa uThe che ne! e vikalpathI ekatA nathI. asthiratAno vikalpa Ave che enAthI pAcho pharuM chuM. pAMca mahAvratano vikalpa Ave che cAritra guNano doSa che. e doSano parihAra karavA mATe, AhA! e pariNAmane pudgala kare che ane huM anumodana Apato nathI kema ke huM to akartA chuM. eTale kharekhara dRSTi paNa akartAnA lakSe thAya che ane cAritra paNa akartAnA lakSe ja thAya che. eka akartAne pakaDI lyo mokSa thaI jaze. kema ke akartAne pariNAma na hoya, ane pariNAma hoya e pudgalanA pariNAma che. pudgalamaya pariNAma che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #150 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 113 akartAne pariNAma na hoya. akartAnuM karma na hoya. kartAnuM karma hoya to e jJAnamAM zeya thAya, paNa akartAne koI karma nathI mATe zeya paNa nathI. eTale paryAyArthika cakSu sarvathA baMdha karI de che. (zrotA-AmAM cokhkhuM nIkaLe che ke zuddhopayogamAM ja guNasthAnanI vRddhi thAya che.) ema ja che. pAMcamAmAMthI sIdho sAtame Ave che e zuddhopayogathI Ave che. pariNatIthI sAtame na Ave. ame to pahelethI ja A vAtamAM majabUta hatA. temaNe kahyuM ke gurudevane pUchavuM che? e to moTI uMmaranA hatA. bhale pUcho eno vAMdho nathI. have A bAbatamAM ghaNAM varSo pahelAnI vAta che. tyAre mAre evo abhyAsa paNa nahIM, paNa vIrajIbApAnI sAthe koI koI vakhata tattvacarcA mATe kalAka-aDadho kalAka besIe. tyAre A vAta nIkaLI. guNasthAna caDhe che e zuddhapariNatImAM paNa guNasthAnanI vRddhi thAya e mane besatuM nathI. zuddhopayogathI cothethI pAMcame ane pAMcamAMthI sAtamAmAM e zuddhopayoganI bhUmikAmAM guNasthAna caDI zake che. vIrajIbApA kahe, "nA, lAlubhAI evuM kAMI jarUrI nathI. zuddha pariNatImAM paNa cothethI pAMcamAmAM javAya che. meM kahyuM, mane magajamAM besatuM nathI, mane to zuddhopayogathI guNasthAnanI vRddhi thAya ema bese che. to A prazna ApaNe gurudeva pAse karIzuM. to eka vakhata sAMje gurudeva jamIne pATa upara bahAra beThAM'tA; ane A svAdhyAya maMdira ApaNuM je che tyAM svAdhyAya cAlato hato. pAMca-dasa mANaso Ave ane dharmanI vAto kare, bIjI vAto nahIM. emAM tyAre vIrajIbApA AvI gayA. e vakhate kAMI vAta na thaI. ane gurudevato pATa uparathI uThI aMdara jatA rahyA. bAraNuM khulyuM hatuM tethI bahAra zuM vAta thAya che te temaNe sAMbhaLI. gurudeva aMdara gayA eTale ame beya jaNA vAta karIe ke ApaNe sAthe thaI gayA chIe to pelo prazna gurudevane karavAno hato te karIe! ke zuddhopayogamAM ja guNasthAna caDhe che; zuddhapariNatimAM nahIM evo mAro khyAla che, chatAM ApaNe gurudeva pAse khulAso karI laIe. te kahe bhale! pote amArI vAta to sAMbhaLI lIdhI hatI, have jogAnujoga zuM banyuM ke stuti pUrI thaI. temanAthI to rahevAya nahIM, eTale bIjo koI prazna pUche ke na pUche e pahelA pote ja vAta upADI. lAlubhAI ! tamAre vIrajIbApAnI sAthe carcA cAlI hatI ne ! zuM prazna che? vIrajIbApA haju AvyA na hatA, be mInITa moDA AvyA, to ema to na kahevAya ke vIrajIbApA nathI eTale huM pachI prazna karIza. gurudeve to badhuM vicArI lIdhuM hoya kAraNa ke emane to vAta maLI gaI hatI. amAro prazna to emanI pAse AvI gayo hato. pachI meM prazna kahyo, gurudeva kahe- A vAta Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #151 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 114 pravacana naM-9 vicAravA jevI che. kyAMya AgamamAM eno ullekha nathI Avato gurudeva eTale dharmano sthApaka puruSa! ene koI pUche ke tame je javAba Apyo te kayA zAstranA AdhAre? ane sIdho javAba Ape te sAmA mANasane zraddhAmAM na paNa bese paNa AgamanI zraddhAthI bese, e emanI paddhati hatI. AgamamAM A vAta spaSTa AvatI nathI tyAM rAmajIbhAI bolyA ke zuddhopayogamAM ja guNasthAna vadhe. pariNatimAM to e upara jAya ja nahIM. zuddhopayogamAM ja AgaLa vadhe che ema bese che ema rAmajIbhAIe kahyuM. gurudeve sAMbhaLyuM vAta to ThIka che paNa AgamamAM kyAMya ullekha nathI, amArA jovAmAM AvyuM nathI tyAM barobara vIrajIbApA AvyA ! gurudeva kahe-vIrajIbApA A tamAro prazna cAle che. tamo kaho cho ke zuddhapariNatimAM upara jAya, ane A lAlabhAI kahe che-zuddhopayogamAM upara jAya, e prazna cAle che. vIrajIbhAI kahe ke: hA sAheba! mane to zuddhapariNatimAM upara jAya ema bese che. pachI rAmajIbhAIe vistArathI carcA karI ane gurudeva ema kahe che ke Agamano koI AdhAra nathI eTale vAta tyAMthI UbhI rahI gaI. huM nizaMka hato koIne pUchavAnI jarUra nathI aMdarathI keTalIka vAto evI sahaja AvI jAya che. zuddhopayoga thavA mATe ja A adhikAra lakhyo che. A vAta yathArtha che ke zuddhopayogamAM ja jAya che. have jyAre zreNI mAMDe che tyAre sAtamAMmAMthI-AThamAmAM-navamAmAMdasamAmAM ema ja che bIjuM zuM che? AhAhA! ajIvane jIva mAnyo che e ja bhUla che tArI. emAM badhuM ja AvI gayuM. guNasthAna, mArgaNAsthAna, jIvasamAsa kaLaza TIkAkAre evI vAta karI, bahu vakhata pahelA meM vAMcI hatI. atithI jIvanuM svarUpa kahevAya gayuM have niSedharUpe jIvanuM svarUpa kahevAmAM Ave che. are! A ajIva adhikAra zarU karyo temAM ajIva adhikAra kahevo che? "nA" ajIva adhikAra kahevo nathI paNa A ajIva che paNa jIva nathI ema kahevuM che tyAre jIva hAthamAM Avaze. A vAta meM tArA pitAjIne karI. teo bilakula sAva navA temane kIdhuM ke: vyavahArano niSedha karyA vinA nizcaya hAthamAM nahIM Ave. e kahe bhAI barobara che tamArI vAta. (zrotA-vyavahAranA niSedhamAM nizcayanuM baLa Ave che.) bIjuM vyavahAranA pakSamAM badhA joradAra DUbelA, temAMthI nIkaLavuM paNa muzkela. mane enI aMtargarbhita lAyakAta dekhANI. emane lAIna hAthamAM AvI jaze. vyavahArano niSedha meIna cIja che. have, vyavahArano niSedha jJAnIo zA mATe karAve che? enuM eka kAraNa che. ke: vyavahArano pakSa che mATe vyavahArano niSedha karAve che. TrenamAM eka vakhata AnI bahu carcA Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #152 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 115 thaI hatI. jJAyakabhAva kahevA mATe ene pramatta-apramatta nathI mATe jJAyaka che e AdhAra Ape che. pramatta-apramatta huM nathI tyAre jJAyaka hAthamAM AvI jAya che. A samayasAranI zailI che. (zrotA-aisA hI svarUpa hai.) svarUpa ja evuM che. AhA ! vyavahArano pakSa che mATe vyavahArano niSedha karAve che. vyavahAranA niSedhanuM kAraNa che ke e ajIvane jIva mAne che. tyAre ene kahe che e (bhedo ) ajIva che ne jIva nathI AgamanuM vacana che. anubhava garbhita yuktithI bhedajJAnIone enAthI bhinna AtmA upalabhyamAna thAya che. mane ajIva adhikAra bahu game. huM jyAre ahIMyA vAMcato 'to tyAre ajIva adhikAranI evI prazaMsA karuM, meM kahyuM-jIva adhikAra karatAMya ajIva adhikAra vAMcavA jevo che, UMcAmAM UMco che. bIjAne ema thAya ke jIva karatAM ajIva adhikAra UMco ! 'hA' UMco che. ajIvane ajIva mAnIzane tyAre jIva hAthamAM Avaze. ajIvane jIva mAnyo che e mithyAtva che. 66 '' ajIvane jIva mAne to e mithyAtva che ame sthAnakavAsI pratikramaNamAM sAMbhaLatA hatA. " ajIvane jIva mAne to mithyAtva, jIvane ajIva mAne to mithyAtva " ema AvatuM hatuM. kema ke eNe ajIvane ja jIva mAnyo che, ke ajIvanA rUpane ajIva jANe to jIvane bhrAMti maTI jAya. keH A jIva che evI bhrAMtI chUTI jAya, ane jIva hAthamAM AvI jAya. AtmA hAthamAM AvI gayo. daSTino viSaya hAthamAM AvyA vinA koIne daSTi nirmaLa na thAya. jJAna samyak thAya nahIM. daSTipUrvaka ja jJAna samyak thAya che. samyak ekAMta pUrvaka ja anekAnta thAya, sarvathA pUrvaka kathaMcit Ave. sarvathA vinA kathaMcitano janma na thAya. sarvathA bhinna pachI kathaMcit bhinna abhinnanuM jJAna Ave che. (zrotAH- jene vyavahArano pakSa chUTI gayo che e paNa eno niSedha karIne aMdara Ave che, to jene pakSa che ene keTalo niSedha karavo paDe?) hA bahu niSedha karavo paDe. e mATe anaMta puruSArtha karavo paDe. koInuM sAMbhaLavuM nahIM basaH kharekhara to evA jIvano paricaya paNa bahu sAro nahIM. vyavahAranA pakSavALAno paricaya karavA jevo nathI. nizcayano pakSa Avavo e navo che. vyavahA2no pakSa che e samyakdarzanane rokanAra che ane vyavahAra cAritrane rokanAra che. beya niSedha karavA yogya che! parAzrita adhyavasAna niSedha karavA yogya che. he! prabhuH Ape parAzrita vyavahAra paNa amane choDAvyo che enA uparathI ame jANI lIdhuM ke saghaLoya parAzrita vyavahAra Ape choDAvyo che. AhAhA! tyAre paramArtha pratikramaNa thAya che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #153 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 116 pravacana naM-9 koI jIva svabhAvanA pakSamAM Ave ne mane bahu game. bhale svabhAvanI prApti | upalabdhi vahelI thAya ke moDI thAya e kSamya che. paNa je pakSamAM Avaze e pakSAtikrAMta thaI jaze. ene zakyatA che. vyavahAranA pakSavALAne zakyatA ochI che. AhAhA ! samartha muni kahe che-huM kartA nathI, paNa prabhu tame kartA nathI e to tamane zraddhA thaI gaI che. kartA nathI e to zraddhAmAM AvI gayuM che. paNa eka kartAnaya haju UbhI thAya che. karavAno vikalpamAM kartA buddhi nathI paNa e vikalpa uThe che. kartAnaya che sAthe akartAnaya paNa che, eTale kartabuddhi thatI nathI tema kartAnaya haju chUTatI nathI, eTale paramArtha pratikramaNa karuM to kartAnaya chUTI jAya. e vyavahAra paNa have uDI jAya che. munirAja kahe chevyavahArano pakSa to chUTayo paNa haju vyavahAra chUTato nathI. vyavahAra choDavA mATe huM paramArtha pratikramaNa karI zukladhyAnanI zreNI mAMDIne paramAtmA thaI jaIza. AhAhA ! akartAne karma na hoya. tethI karma zeya paNa na hoya. A be vAta kAle bahu sarasa AvI hatI. AtmAne akartA kahevo ane pAchuM karma kahevuM! kartAne karma kaho kAraNake e to hoya che. kartAne karma hoya tenI koNa nA pADe che; paNa akartAne karma hoya? traNe kALa na hoya. akartAne karma hoya to akartA raheto nathI akartAno nAza thaI jAya che. bhagavAna AtmAno nAza thaI jAya che. jIvatattva sAmAnya rahetuM nathI. jIvane pariNAma na hoya. premacaMdajI bole ane kAgaLamAM paNa lakhe mane ke Ape kahyuM tuM ke jIvane pariNAma na hoya emane e vAta gamI gaI. ekadama hitanI vAta che. jo pariNAma jIvane hoya to enI sAthe kartakarma saMbaMdha athavA jJAtA-zaiya saMbaMdhamAM aTakI javAya. paNa pariNAma ja jIvane nathI pachI kare koNa ? ane pariNAma nathI to pachI jANe koNa? jIvane parINAma hoya to jANene? paNa jIvane pariNAma na hoya to jANe kyAMthI? eTalo jIva ja jaNAya. je hoya te jaNAya ane je na hoya te na jaNAya. kuMdakuMdanI vANI TaMkotkIrNa, ene karuNA AvI gaI ke nikaTabhavInuM to kAma thaI jaze. dUrabhavI ja paDaze to enI yogyatAthI paDaze paNa mArA vacanathI nahIM. amAruM vacana to vItarAgatAmAM nimitta thAya. bahu cAle che akartAne koI karma na hoya ane akartAne koI karma dekhAya to kartA ja ubho rahyo. akartAno nAza thaI gayo. pote kartA dekhANone? kartA dekhANo to mota thaI gayuM. akartA gayo daSTimAMthI daSTi sAva khoTI thaI gaI. AtmA hAthamAMthI gayo. daSTi viparita thaI gaI. are ! kuMdakuMda jevA samartha cAritravata paNa Ane ghUMTe che. jene akartA hRdayamAM besI gayo che e paNa ghUMTe che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #154 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 117 caitanya vilAsa huM akartA chuM e to emane kSAyika thaI gayuM che ene; chatAM prabhu! tame pharIthI ene kema yAda karo cho? keH cAritra mATe. (zrotA-svarUpa ja AvuM che mATe e ja ghUMTAya ne?) e ja ghuMTAyane bIjuM zuM ghuMTAya ! jenA lakSe samyakdarzana thayuM enA lakSe ja cAritra pUrNa thaze. AhA! akartA emanI daSTimAM AvI gayo che, to paNa karavAno niSedha e zuM kAma kare che? ke pharI pharIne dravyane yAda kare tyAre nirvikalpa thavAya che. A dravyanuM gholana che. dravya upara dRSTito paDI che paNa upayoga chUTI gayo che. ekalI daSTithI thoDo mokSa thAya che, zuddhopayogathI mokSa thAya che. jyAM daSTi paDI che tyAM upayogane joDe che to zuddha upayoga thaI jAya che. cAritra khallu dhammo". cAritra eja dharma che. samyakadarzana to mULa che ane cAritra zuddhopayoga sAkSAt mokSanuM kAraNa che. ane darzana paraMparAe mokSanuM kAraNa che. chaThThImAMthI sAtamAmAM Ave che tyAre "huM to sahaja caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM" tyAM sAtamuM AvI gayuM. te to karyA vinA ane jANyA vinA ja Ave che. karavAmAM rokANo ke jANavAmAM rokANo to jIvatattva gayuM hAthamAMthI karavAvALo ane (parane) jANavAvALo jIva nathI. akartAne koI karma ja nathIne! akartAne karma dekhAya to akartA raheto nathI. kartAne karma ho to ho ! eno ame kyAM niSedha karIe chIe. huM to akartA chuM basa. kartAne karma hoya to eno niSedha karavAno amAro adhikAra ja nathI. kartAne karma ho to! bhale ho ! paNa akartAne karma na hoya. amArI je vAta che ne te viziSTa judA prakAranI che. jema jIvane koI pariNAma na hoya tema akartAne koI karma na hoya. mATe te jJAnamAM zeya thatuM nathI. jJAnamAM akartA ya thAya che. pramatta apramattathI rahita jJAyaka ya thAya che. ajIvathI bhinna jIva che e jaNAya che. ajIvathI bhinna jIva ekalo che te jaNAya che, bIjuM kAMI jaNAtuM ja nathI. jIva ajIvane kare? jIva ajIvane na kare ane jIva ajIvane jANe nahIM. AhAhA! have arihaMtane yogano virodha karavA mATe thaIne samosaraNa choDIne, nIce AvIne bese che dhyAnamAM, tyAM vikalpa bhale nathI to pachI chaThThI guNasthAnavALAne to A pratikramaNa hoya ja ne! emAM zuM? teo to kaSAyanuM pratikramaNa kare che hajI yoganuM pratikramaNa bAkI che. kaSAyanuM pratikramaNa thAya pachI yoganuM pratikramaNa Ave che. | munirAjane mithyAtva avratanuM pratikramaNa agAu thaI gayuM che. atyAre kapAyanuM pratikramaNa kare che. kaSAya eTale pAMca mahAvratanA pariNAmano vikalpa uThe che e kaSAya che. saMjvalananA be bheda che tIvra ane maMda, chaThTha tIvra kahyo che sAtame abuddhipUrvakano maMda che, Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #155 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 118 pravacana naM-9 pachI kSaya thato jAya che saMjvalananA krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha che temAMthI dazame saMjvalanano lobha jato rahe che. tIrthaMkara paramAtmA paNa yogano virodha karavA jAya che bolo! paNa prabhu! tame to paramAtmA thaI gayA cho ne? bhAve paramAtmA thayA chIe, dravya paramAtmA thayA nathI. dravya paramAtmA thavAnuM haju bAkI che. haju dehano saMyoga, cAra aghAtikarmano saMyoga, tenAM nimitte kaMpanano saMyoga che. kaMpanano saMyoga e saMkaradoSa che. saMkaradoSano artha saMyoga saMbaMdha, ekatAbuddhi nathI. sAmAnyanI sAthe vizeSano vibhAvarUpa saMbaMdha che. haju che e vibhAva. yogane AsravamAM lIdho che. yoganuM nAma saMvara-nirjarAmAM nathI AvatuM. tenA nimitte karmanuM AvAgamana thAya che. kaSAyathI baMdha thAya evo pATha che. A akaSAya yoga che. dasamAM. guNasthAne sakaSAya yoga che. bArama terama akaSAya yoga che. tIrthakarane yogano virodha karavA pratikramaNa karavuM paDe che, bolo! A to koI zAstro che. jainadarzana paripUrNa darzana che khalAsa vastu darzanane pratyakSa joIne divya dhvanimAM AvyuM ne? tene gautama gaNadhare jhIlyuM ane temanI paraMparAmAM A AvyuM. TIkA- "ahIM zuddhAtmAne" jo ! zuddhAtmA lIdho paNa ekalo AtmA na lIdho. trikALI dravya, sAmAnya niSkriya, apariNAmI zuddhAtmAne "sakaLa" eTale badhA prakAranA kartutvano abhAva darzAve che. akartA e kharekhara kartA thato nathI. akartAmAM kartApaNAno sarvathA abhAva che. akartA akartApaNe che te kartA thato nathI. ahIM sakaLa kartRtvano abhAva darzAve che. bahu AraMbha tathA parigrahano abhAva hovAne lIdhe huM nAraka paryAya nathI." kemake nArakanI paryAya je saMyogarUpe Ave che jIvane emAM AraMbha ane parigraha mukhyapaNe hoya che. AraMbhamAM ane parigrahamAM ene pApano AraMbha hoya che bahu. vaLI ghaNAM prakAranA pApa karatA hoya, jevA ke dArU-mAMsa-tIvra trasanI hiMsA evo AraMbha ane parigraha eTale ke mUcha parigraha, badhA para padArthamAM-parabhAvamAM potApaNAnI kalpanA karIne beTho che. bahu AraMbha ane parigraha eno abhAva hovAne lIdhe huM nAraka paryAya nathI. abhAva thavAne lIdhe ema nahIM. AtmA koI di nAraka paryAyarUpa thato nathI. kema thato nathI ? ke AraMbha parigrahano enA svabhAvamAM trikALa abhAva che. eTale nArakanI paryAya ajIvane Ave paNa jIvane na Ave. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #156 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 119 jIva nArakI na thAya, kema ke je trikALa svabhAva che akAraka avedaka-jJAyakabhAva emAM AraMbha ane parigrahano abhAva hovAthI jo saddabhAva hoya to! abhAva thAya. paryAyArthikanaye sabhAva che to paryAyArthikanaye abhAva thAya che. paNa dravyArthikanaye jovAmAM Ave to-emAM AraMbha ane parigrahano e paryAyano trikALa abhAva che. eTale AtmA koI kALe nArakI thaI zake ja nahIM. e nAraka paryAyane huM karato nathI, karAvato nathI, ane anumodana Apato nathI. AhAhA ! AraMbha ane parigrahano abhAva hovAthI thavAthI ema nahIM, zarUAtathI ja abhAva hovAthI. eno abhAva thAya to svargamAM jAya. paNa Ato kahe che ke nAraka ke svargamAM jato ja nathI jIva. jIva, jIvamAM rahe ke nArakI paryAyamAM jAya ? nAraka paryAyanA kAraNabhUta AraMbha ane parigraha eno svabhAvamAM abhAva che, eTale nArakI thato nathI. nAraka paryAyanuM nimitta kAraNa AraMbha ane parigraha jIvanA mithyAtva sahitanA vibhAvabhAva e AraMbha ane parigraha che. e bhAvakarmano svabhAvamAM abhAva che. tethI bhAvakarmanA kAraNe e nAraka paryAya AvatI 'tI e nAraka paryAya mane nathI. pachI manuSya paryAya Avaze. manuSya paryAyamAM huM ubho chuM, paNa manuSya paryAyanuM kAraNa mArAmAM nathI, tethI huM atyAre manuSya nathI. kuMdakuMdAcArya bhagavAna ema kahe che ane manuSya na kaho. huM to akartA AtmA chuM. ahIM huM nAraka paryAya nathI enuM kAraNa Ape che. je AraMbha ane parigraha e pariNAmano dharma che ke je nAraka paryAyanuM nimitta kAraNa thAya che te bhAvakarmano mArAmAM abhAva che. eTale bhUtakALamAM huM nArakI thayo nathI. AhA ! huM nAraka paryAyanuM pratikramaNa karuM chuM. A yathArtha pratikramaNa che. bahu UMcI gAthA che. zuM UMDANathI bhAvo bharyA che. nAraka paryAyanuM kAraNa je AraMbha ane parigraha e pariNAmanA dharmo che, e vibhAva che. vikAra che, kaSAya che, eno mArAmAM abhAva hovAthI huM nAraka paryAya nathI. pUrve je anaMtI narakanI paryAya vItI gaIne! e vItelI paryAya e huM nathI enuM pratikramaNa karuM chuM. A to pratikramaNano pATha che ne? bhUtakALamAM mane nAraka paryAya thaI nahotI evA svabhAvane huM vartamAnamAM bhAvuM chuM to bhUtakALamAM nArakanI paryAya nathI enuM pratikramaNa thaI jAya che. te hatI-nahotI thaI gaI. hatI kharI paNa mane nahotI enuM nAma pratikramaNa che. Ato pratikramaNa che ne? bhUtakALamAM huM nArakI thayo nathI, vartamAnamAM huM nArakI chuM nahIM evuM zreNika mahArAjA kahe che. ane huM bhaviSyamAM nArakI thavAno nathI ema zreNika mahArAjA kahe che. huM nArakI thAuM evuM kAraNa ja mArAmAM nathI ne! kAraNano ja abhAva Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #157 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 120 pravacana naM-9 che. evA bhAvakarma mArAmAM che ja nahIM ne! ke jenAthI nArakI thaI zakuM. huM nArakI thaI zakato ja nathI ne!? huM to akartA chuM ne? ane je nArakI thAya che e to ajIvatattva che. te jIva kyAM che? eno to mArAmAM abhAva che enuM to huM pratikramaNa karuM chuM. zreNika mahArAjA atyAre pratikramaNa kare che. atyAre nArakInI sthitimAM che ne? e pratikramaNa kare che ke bhUtakALamAM huM nArakI na hato. vartamAnamAM nArakI nathI. ne bhaviSyamAM nArakI thaIza nahIM. kema ke AraMbha parigrahano mArA trikALa svabhAvamAM abhAva che. kAryanA kAraNano mArAmAM abhAva hovAthI kArya mArAmAM thayuM nathI, thavAnuM nathI thatuM nathI. A to koI gAthA che. bahu sarasa gAthA che. sIdhuM joDAyuM che kuMdakuMdabhagavAnanI sAthe. mane to munionA gaMbhIra vacano enuM adhyayana karavuM mane bahu game che. jeTaluM UMDANathI Ape eTaluM mane game. Aje bhale thoDuM kADhI zaku- kAla vadhAre kADhI zakIza paNa emAM ja mana rahyA kare che. eka to A gAthA mane priya ane emAM mAMgaNI karavAvALA evA hoya. samajI gayA. meM kahyuM, eka niyama che, tame jema vepAra karo cho, grAhaka jyAre Ave; ane sAco grAhaka Ave to mAla chUTathI batAvo! ema koI mAMgavAvALo hoyane to devAvALo daI de! mane koi 'di pramoda nathI Avyo evo pramoda Avyo che saheje. enuM kAraNa koI gharAka Ave ne e mArA hita mATe che. huM nArakI vartamAnamAM chuM nahIM. bhUtakALamAM thayo nathI ane bhaviSya koI kALe thaIza nahIM. kema? ke e nArakI che e kArya che ane kAryanuM kAraNa AraMbha ane parigraha che. e AraMbha ane parigrahano mArAmAM abhAva hovAthI...traNekALa abhAva che. paNa bhUtakALamAM prabhu Apa nArakI thayA hatA ne? "nahIM'. tuM konI sAme jue che! konI sAme joIne tuM vAta kare che? mArA bhagavAna AtmAne joIne vAta kare che tuM? tuM tArI sAme joto nathI eTale tane A thAya che, paNa tuM mArI sAme kyAre joiza ke tArI sAme joIza tyAre ja huM dekhAiza! tuM tArI sAme joIza nahIM tyAM sudhI huM bhagavAna chuM ema tane dekhAze nahIM. ane tuM tArA bhagavAnanA darzana karIza, tyAre ja tane khAtrI thaze ke huM koI di' nArakI thayo ja nathI. to pachI tane mAro vikalpa nahIM rahe. A gAthA kaNAthI premathI Ape che (zrotA-Apa paNa bahu karuNAthI Apo cho.) huM to mAro svAdhyAya karuM chuM. tame sAMbhaLo cho to tamAro svAdhyAya thAya che. A jIvanamAM gurudeve je svAdhyAyanI paddhati dAkhala karI che e bahu hItanuM kAraNa che. parAdhInatA chUTI jAya ane svAdhInatA AvI jAya. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #158 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 121 AhA ! tuM konI sAme joIne vAta kare che? huM nArakI ? ekadama khoTI vAta che. AhAhA! bhAI ! zAMti rAkha! tuM mArI sAme joIne pachI mane kahe? keH tamArI sAme to jouM chuM. "nA" tuM mArI sAme joto nathI. tuM ajIva sAme jue che. tuM jIvanI sAme joIza tyAre khabara paDaze tane A (zarIra) ajIva tarapha jovAthI tane mAruM rUpa khyAlamAM nahIM Ave. tuM ajIvane joI rahyo cho; ane ajIvane jotAM jIva tirobhUta thaI jAya che. AhAhA! ajIvane jovAnuM choDI de! ane jIvane jo ! tane joIne pachI mArI sAmu jo to mArI vAta tane sAcI lAgaze. kuMdakuMdAcArya bhagavAna kahe che ke bhUtakALamAM huM nArakI thayo nathI, kema ke AraMbha ane parigrahanA bhAvano-bhAvakarmano mArA svabhAvamAM trikALa abhAva che. e je nArakIpaNuM thayuM hatuM e ajIvanuM hatuM mAruM nahIM. e nArakI koI bIjo thayo hato. karanAra judo ane jANanAra judo che. karanAra pudgala che ane jANanAra jIva che. huM jANanAra chuM" e svabhAvano pakSa che. ane jANanAra jaNAya che e bhedano pakSa che. ene oLaMgI javAnuM che. e svabhAvano pakSa che. "jANanAra jaNAya che e bhedano pakSa che. e bhedano pakSa chUTe eTale sAkSAta anubhava thAya che. jANanAro jaNAya che eTalo ja bheda paDato hato e chUTI jAya che ane pratyakSa thaI jAya che, jANanAro jaNAya jAya che pratyakSa. jANanAro jaNAya che e anumAna che jANanAro pratyakSa thAya che e anubhava che. bhedamAM ubho che eTale anumAnamAM Ave che. e bheda chUTe to pratyakSa thaI jAya che. jevo che evo parimaNI jAya che. akartAne jotAM veMta ja anubhava thAya che. huM akartA chuM tyAM sAkSAta akartA thaI gayo pariNAmamAM. kartutva chUTI gayuM. akartAne jotAM pariNAma paNa akartA thaI gayA. kartutvabuddhi chUTI gai. jevuM dravya evI paryAya thaI gaI. dravyaya akartA ane paryAya paNa akartA thaI. huM akartA chuM evo joradAra pakSa Avyo pachI jANanAro jaNAya che evo bhedano pakSa chUTayo to sAkSAt akartA thaI gayo. huM jANanAra chuM e dravyano pakSa che ane jANanAra jaNAya che e zeyano pakSa che. A be pakSa che. huM jANanAra chuM keH jJAyaka chuM eka ja vAta che. jANanAra chuM e dravyano pakSa che. jANanAra jaNAya che e zeyano pakSa che. haju zeya thayuM nathI. bheda chUTI jAya to dhyeyapUrvaka zeya thaI jAya. huM jANanAra chuM evo vikalpa uThayo, nirNaya karyo eNe; nirNaya sAco che paNa te haju dravyano pakSa che. jANanAra jaNAya che e yano pakSa che. bheda chUTI jAya to dhyeyane jJaya eka samayamAM thaI jAya. basa bhavano aMta AvI jAya che. pachI pharI pharIne zuM kare che? e ja prakriyA kare che. jANanAra jaNAya che...jANanAra jaNAya che. jANanAra jaNAya che. bIjuM kAMI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #159 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 122 jaNAtuM nathI to samyakdaSTi cAritravaMta thaI jAya che. paMkaja ! jANanAro jaNAya che e paMdara varSa pahelA kahyuM tuM! (hA, bhAI! jANanAra jaNAya che ema kahyuM 'tuM. ) pravacana naM-9 akartA kaho ke jANanAra kaho eka ja vAta che. jJAyaka kaho ke akartA kaho eka ja vAta che. akartAthI kema kahyuM ke: kartAbuddhi che ne ene e choDAvavA mATe akartA Apyo. kahevo che to jJAyaka ja. akartA che evo jANanAra che. akartA che evo jJAyaka che. jJAyaka to che paNa akartA evo jJAyaka che. kartA nathI evo jJAyaka che. jJAyakane pariNAma na hoya. pariNAmathI rahita kahyo ne? pramatta apramattathI rahita. jIvane pariNAma na hoya. akartAne karma na hoya mATe karma jJeya paNa thAya nahIM. paryAyArthika cakSubaMdha thaI jAya che ane dravyArthikacakSu ughaDI jAya che. e mAruM karma nathI to huM eno jJAtA kevI rIte houM? e karma hoya to mane zaiya thAya ne? karma ja nathI mAruM koI. huM akartA chuM tethI akartAne karma na hoya. akartAne karma hoya to akartA raheto nathI. (zrotA:- banne bAjuthI bhAI ! nizcaya batAvyo.) akartA che mATe karma nathI ane karma nathI to huM eno jJAtA nathI. jJAtA nathI to e mAruM karma ja nathI. mATe pAcho huM akartAmAM AvI gayo. karma nathI mATe akartA chuM. akartA sAbita karyo. (zrotA--ahIMthI jAya to paNa pAcho Ave ) mULamAM pAcho AvI jAya. Aje nArakIno bola cAlyo. eka nArakInA bolamAM keTaluM bharyuM che hai! (zrotA:- tuM konI sAme joIne vAta kare che.) ke prabhu! tame Aje nArakI nathI paNa meM Agama vAMcyA che. mane e khabara che ke jIva cAreya gatimAM rakhaDayo che ane nArakanI paryAya paNa anaMtavAra AvI che. prabhu! Apa atyAre nArakI cho ema huM kaheto nathI. atyAre to tame manuSya cho. (uttara) e tArI bhUla che. tuM nArakInI vAta kare che ne? mUrkhA huM nArakI thayo ja nathI, konI sAme joIne tuM vAta kare che? keH tamArI sAme! Ato (zarIra) to ajIva che, tuM ajIvanI sAme jove che? ajIvanI sAme joIza to AtmA nahIM jaNAya. mArI sAme jo ? ke tamArI sAme kema jouM? keH tuM tArI sAme jo! pachI mArI sAme jo to amAro bhagavAna vyavahAre tane dekhAze. nizcaya bhagavAna tAro dekhAze tyAre A vyavahAra bhagavAna che ema dekhAze ane mane nArakanI paryAya nathI thaI ema tuM tArA moDhethI kahIza ke prabhu! ApanuM kathana sAcuM che eno Aje mane khyAla Avyo. meM akartAne joyone eTale tame akartA cho ema dekhAya che. huM kartAne joto tone eTale huM akartA dekhANo nahIM mane tyAM sudhI lAgatuM'tuM ke bhaviSyamAM cAragatimAM jIva 2khaDaze Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #160 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 123 ne? keH jIva na rakhaDe e ajIvatattva rakhaDanAra che. rakhaDanAra bIjo che huM to akartA chuM. nArakanI paryAyano mArAmAM abhAva che. (jijJAsA) prabhu tame atyAre nArakI nathI paNa tame bhUtakALamAM nArakI thayA nathI ? ( samAdhAna) ke tuM konI sAme joza! tuM mArI sAme jo ekavAra kahuM-kema jovuM? keH tArI sAme joyA pachI. (zrotA - apaneko saMyoga se dekhatA hai to guruko bhI saMyoga se dekhatA hai.) tane jJAyaka nahIM dekhAya kAraNa ke tuM saMyogane ajIvane jue che. tane svabhAva tirobhUta thaI gayo che. ajIvane jANato hoya tyAre jIvane na jANI zake ane jyAre jIvane jANato hoya tyAre ajIva nahIM dekhAya eTale pariNAma nahIM dekhAya. kemake pariNAma ajIva che. A gAthA ja koI alaukika che. he prabhu! tArAmAM bhAvo brahmAMDanAM bharyA che. "bhAvo brahmAMDanAM bharyA che" te zabda sAro che. dravyazruta che. alaukika cIja che. thoDA zabdomAM ghaNuM bharyuM che. jeTalI zakti hoya teTaluM kADhI zake..bAkI A to samudra che. nAraka paryAya mane nathI. tene karato nathI, karAvato nathI, ane koI kare tene anumodato nathI, bhUta-bhaviSyane vartamAna traNekALa laI levA emAM! ahIMyAM bhUtakALanI vAta che. rAjakoTa viDiyo keseTa naM-63 savAranuM pravacana naM-10 tA. 15-8-88 A zrI paramAgama zAstra eno paramArtha pratikramaNa adhikAra che. gAthA 77 thI 81 tenI TIkA. "ahIM zuddhAtmAne sakaLa" eTale badhA prakAranA kartutvabhAva eTale kartApaNAno abhAva che. AtmA akartA che, kartA nathI, ane akartA che mATe zuddha che. bahu AraMbha tathA parigrahano abhAva hovAne lIdhe huM nAraka paryAya nathI." saMsArI jIvane bahu AraMbha parigraha vyavahArathI hoya che. eTale ke nizcayathI hotA nathI. mithyASTi jIvane bahu AraMbha ane parigrahanA bhAva vyavahArathI hoya che. eTale tenI paryAyamAM hoya che enA dravyamAM hotA nathI. vyavahArathI hoya che eTale vyavahAranayanA viSayabhUta je enA pariNAma che e AraMbha ane parigrahuM pariNAmamAM saMsArI jIvane thAya che tenuM nimitta pAmIne "nAraka AyunA hetubhUta"-kAraNabhUta-nimitta kAraNabhUta "samasta rAga dveSa moTuM hoya che." vyavahAranaye saMsArI jIvane hoya che enA nimitte narakanI paryAya paNa thAya che. paraMtu "mane ' mane eTale mArA AtmAne ahIM padmaprabhamaladhArideva na levuM. "mane, eTale zuddhAtmAne "nizcayanayanA baLe zuddhajIvAstikAyane teo nathI." nArakanI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #161 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 124 pravacana naM-10 paryAya nathI ane nAraka paryAyanA kAraNabhUta AraMbha parigraha, moha-rAga-dveSa "mane " nathI. eTale mArA AtmAne nathI. kaI naye nathI? keH zuddhanizcayanaye nathI. kaI naye che? keH vyavahAranaye che. ane zuddhanizcayanaye nathI zuddha jIvAstikAyane teo nathI eTale zuddha AtmAne teo nathI eka zuddhanizcayanaya zabda vAparyo. enuM baLa eTale svabhAvane jonArI eka naya chesvabhAvane jonAro eka jJAnano aMza che ane eno viSaya zuddha AtmA ja che. te zuddhajIvAstikAya che. zuddha AtmAmAM te vastu nathI. narakeya nathI ane enuM kAraNa AraMbha parigraha emAM nathI. temaja rAga-dveSa-moha paNa emAM nathI paryAyamAM che ane dravyamAM nathI. saMsArI jIvanI paryAyamAM che ane saMsArI jIvanA zuddha AtmAmAM nathI. bhale saMsArI jIvane vyavahAranaye e doSa hoya paryAyamAM paNa eno je AtmA che emAM e rAga-dveSa moha nathI tethI AtmA teno kartA nathI. eka prazna sIdho thAya che ke to ene koNa kare che? vyavahAranaye rAga-dveSa-moTuM che ema kahyuM. vyavahAranaye eTale enI avasthAmAM thAya che. to e avasthA to che AraMbhaparigrahanI to kahe che ke zuddhanizcayanayanA baLe teo nathI. teo jo nathI to AtmA eno kartAya nathI to eno kartA koNa che? keH pudgala che. sIdho sAdo javAba Apyo che. juo! "huM nAraka paryAyane karato nathI, karAvato nathI ane kare che ene anumodana Apato nathI. traNe bola A pArAnI sAthe sAthe chaThThI pArAmAMthI laI levuM. uparamAM je mathALuM bAMdhyuM che e vyaktigata nathI paNa samaSTigata mathALuM bAMdhyuM che. zuddhAtmA kone kahIe chIe! ke je koI paNa pariNAmane kare nahIM. pariNAmano akartA che mATe AtmA zuddha che. apramatta pramatta nathI AtmAmAM mATe AtmA zuddha che ane je emAM na hoya enuM kartApaNuM na hoya. je jemAM hoya eno e kartA hoya. je jemAM nathI eno kartA na hoya. kaI naye? ke zuddhanizcayanaye. zuddhanizcayanaye eTale ke svabhAvane grahaNa karanArI je naya e svabhAvanI samIpe jaIne jue to emAM moha-rAga-dveSa nathI ane ene karato nathI. kema ke upayogamAM upayoga che, paNa upayogamAM AraMbha parigraha nathI. mATe karato nathI ema, karato nathI karAvato nathI ane anumodaka paNa nathI. AhAhA! ahIM mane je zabda vAparyo che e potAthI vAta karI che paNa che samaSTigata. upara che. "zuddhaAtmAne"-zramaNone ema nathI lakhyuM. zramaNone nahIM. munione nahIM ema nathI lakhyuM. "zuddha AtmAne ame zuddha AtmA Ane kahIe chIe badhAnI pAse Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #162 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 125 Avo zuddhAtmA birAjamAna che. enI samIpe jaIne jue to AtmA akartA dekhAya che. jyAre akartA dekhAya che tyAre kartabuddhi chUTI jAya che. kArya rahI jAya che ane kartabuddhi chUTI jAya. have jo kArya rahI jAya che ane huM eno kartA nathI to koNa kartA che? eno kartA batAvyone ke pudgala kare che. pudgalanA saMge thAya che. pudgalanA saMyoga saMbaMdhathI thAya che. e nimittanA saMge thAya che. rAga dveSa chUTatA nathI. kartA buddhi kema chUTI? keH "huM akartA chuM." akartAne lakSamAM lIdho ke huM akartA chuM to pariNAmane karuM chuM evuM na ja Ave. je akartA ne joto nathI ane kartabuddhi rahI jAya che. kartabuddhi jeNe choDavI hoya, samyakadarzana pragaTa karavuM hoya to akartAnuM zaraNa levuM. akartA evo jJAtA, akartA evo jJAyaka, akartA evo jJAnamaya AtmA ema ! huM akartA chuM ema jyAM daSTimAM AvyuM tyAM kartabuddhi chUTI jAya che. kartabuddhi gAyaba thaI gaI. pariNAma rahI gayA, pariNAmanI kriyA rahI gaI, paNa kartutvabuddhi chUTI gaI. tyAre pariNAmane koNa kare che? pariNAmato thAya che? keH hA, tene karma kare che huM karato nathI have je A vyavahArano bola ekamAM lIdho ema traNeyamAM vyavahArano bola lai levAno. vyavahAranayathI saMsArI jIvane AraMbha parigraha hoya che. ane e hoya che tyAre saMsArI jIvane rAga-dveSa-moDuM thAya che ane enA nimitte saMsArI jIvane narakanI paryAya AvI jAya che. AvI sthiti hovA chatAM AtmA akartA rahI gayo che, naya lagADIne vyavahAranaye che eTale paryAyamAM che paNa zuddhanizcayanayanA baLe teo nathI. eTale zuddhaAtmAno je parama pariNAmika svabhAvabhAva che, je jJAnAnaMda paramAtmA che e to traNekALa niSkriya zuddha che. kare bare nahIM. kAMI; AhA! pariNAma pariNAma na kare kAM pudgala ene kare basa. "huM to akartA chuM." akAraka ne avedaka chuM. baMdha mokSanoya AtmA kartA nathI. tiryaMca paryAyane yogya mAyA mizrita azubha karmano abhAva hovAne lIdhe." huM sadA tiryaMca paryAyanA kartutvathI vihina chuM." e uparanI pahelI lITI che ne? AraMbha parigrahano abhAva hovAne lIdhe huM nAraka paryAya nathI ema AmAM vAMcavuM ke tiryaMca paryAyane yogya mAyA mizrita azubha karmano abhAva hovAne lIdhe huM sadA tiryaMca paryAyanA kartutva vihina chuM. paNa vyavahAranaye jovAmAM Ave to enI dazAmAM mAyA-mizrita azubhabhAvo thAya che. enA nimitte tiryaMca paryAya paNa Ave che, paNa e mAyA-mizrita azubha bhAvano bhAvakarmano AtmA kartA nathI kema ke bhAvakarmathI AtmA trikALa bhinna che zuddha che ane nizcayanayanA Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #163 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 126 pravacana naM-10 baLe tiryaMca paryAya mane nathI e chelluM vAkya laI levuM. badhAmAM vyavahAreya levo ane nizcaya paNa levo, beya levA. tiryaMca paryAyane yogya saMsArI jIvane AvA bhAvo hoya che paNa, e jIvane paNa...eno je jIva svabhAva enI samIpe jaIne juo to zuddhanizcayanayanA baLe zuddhajIvAstikAyane A mAyAmizrita pariNAma thatA nathI. AtmAthI bahAra paryAyamAM thAya che, dravyamAM nathI A sAmAnya ane vizeSa be paDakhAM jo samajAya to A samajAya. paNa sAmAnyane vizeSa mizrita thaI jAya to nahIM samajAya. azuddha pariNAma che? to kahe "hA", kaI naye? vyavahAranaye. nathI e pariNAma? to kahe-nathI.' kaI naye? ke nizcayanaye. svabhAvane grahaNa karanArI eka naya che. ane bhedane grahaNa karanArI eka naya che. vyavahAranaya paryAyAzrita che parAzrita nahIM. parAzrita nahIM paNa paryAyAzrita che ema kema tame kahyuM? kema ke paryAyanA dharmamAM AvA AvA bhAvo utpanna thAya che. parAzritamAM jANe parano Azraya kare tyAre thAya che. athavA para karAve che e badhuM kADhI ane saahetuka paryAya siddha kare che. paryAyAzrita kahIne e dharma paryAyane Azrita che. parane Azrita utpanna nathI thayo. samyakajJAnanI paryAya AtmAne Azraye thatI nathI. ema kahevAya ke AtmAnuM lakSa che eTale AtmAnA Azraye thaI, paNa ema nathI. je vibhAva thAya che e paryAyAzrita che. parAzrita zabda sAco che kema ke e doSa paranA saMge thAya che. karmanA nimittamAM joDAya che to rAgane parAzrita kahyo. kema ke svaAzrita rAga na thAya. e to enA nimittanuM jJAna karAvyuM, ane paryAyAzritamAM azuddha upAdAnanuM jJAna karAvyuM. samayasAranI pa6 gAthAmAM paryAyAzrita kahyuM che, parAzrita nahIM. paryAyAzcita kSaNika upAdAna che. ane parAzrita naimittika thAya che. be zabdamAM phera che. AhA! paryAyAzritamAM kSaNika upAdAnanI siddhi thAya che. ane parAzritamAM naimittikabhAvanI siddhi thAya che. nimittanA lakSathI thavAvALo naimittika bhAva. (zrotA-ekadama spaSTa...ekadama spaSTa..) be vAta Ave tyAre samajI levuM ke A nimittanA saMgavALI paryAya thaI mATe parAzrita eTale svaAzraye rAga na thAya. paranA lakSe rAga thAya. karmanA udayamAM joDAya che pariNati to rAga thAya. to parAzrita rAga thAya, svaAzrita rAga na thAya basa eTaluM ja che nimittanI sApekSathI vAta karIe to naimittika siddha karyuM. ane paryAyAzrita kahe tyAre kSaNika upAdAna siddha karyuM. e nimittathI nirapekSa che. kSaNika upAdAna kIdhuM eTale khalAsa thaI gayuM. upAdAna eTale tat samayanI yogyatA thavA yogya basa. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #164 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 127 ** ,, "huM sadA tiryaMca paryAyanA kartRtvathI vihIna chuM." juo! 'mane ' ema AvyuM ne? pAchuM 'huM' ema 'huM' AvyA kare che. "huM" eTale AtmA. "manuSya nAmakarmane yogya dravyakarma tathA bhAvakarmano abhAva hovAne lIdhe. " bhagavAna AtmAmAM traNeya kALa abhAva che. mAre manuSya paryAya zuddha nizcayanaye nathI. vyavahAranaye manuSya paryAya che ane e manuSya paryAyane jyAre vyavahAranaye vicAravAmAM Ave tyAre manuSya paryAya che ane tene yogya dravyakarma ane bhAvakarma che e nimitta ane peluM naimittika. paNa, mArA svabhAvanI samIpe jaIne huM bhagavAna AtmAnA darzana karuM chuM....AhAhA! akartAne huM nihALuM chuM ne tyAre zuddhanizcayanayanA baLe mane manuSya paryAyato nathI paNa manuSya paryAyanuM je kAraNa dravyakarma ane bhAvakarma eno mArAmAM abhAva hovAne lIdhe. abhAva hovAne lIdhe, thavAne lIdhe ema nahIM. hovAne lIdhe traNeya kALa. manuSya paryAyanuM kAraNa koI kALe AtmA nathI. bhagavAna mahAvIra manuSya thayA enuM kAraNa eno AtmA nathI. kAraNano abhAva che eTale kAryano abhAva che. AtmAne manuSya paryAya nathI enuM kAraNa ApyuM ke dravyakarma bhAvakarmano abhAva hovAthI mukhya A che. nArakI paryAya nathI enuM kAraNa ApyuM keH AraMbha parigrahano abhAva hovAthI. kema ke AraMbha parigraha che e nimitta kAraNa che ane pelI naimittika paryAya che. nimitta naimittika saMbaMdhano svabhAvamAM abhAva che. mATe cAragati AtmAmAM nathI. vyavahAranaya satatapaNe kahe che ke cAragatimAM jIva rakhaDe che. nizcayanaya kahe che ke cAragatimAM jIva Avyo nathI. cAragatinA kAraNane eNe sevyuM nathI. koi di du:khI thayo ja nathI vyavahAranaye du:khI hoya chatAM nizcayanaye to sukhI che. A bhedajJAna dravya ane paryAya vaccenuM che. anAdithI ajJAnIne paryAya sApekSa dravyanI gaMdha-pramANano pakSa evo thaI gayo che ke emAM svAmItvabuddhi ane kartutvabuddhi rahI jAya che. rahitanuM zraddhAna thAya to kartAbuddhi chuTI jAya che ahIM e vyavahAranuM to pratikramaNa karavAnuM che. pratipakSa AvyuM'tuM ne? vyavahA2 cAritrano nizcayanA Azraye tyAga karavo che. enuM to pratikramaNa karavAnuM che. enAthI to pAchA pharavAnuM che. eTale manuSya chuM ema jANyuM vyavahA2thI enuM to pratikramaNa karavuM che ke huM manuSya nathI. enuM nAma pratikramaNa che. kAle rAtre be-traNa kalAka A viSaya upara gholana cAleluM. vicAra ema Avyo ke samAjamAM gho2 aMdhAru che. ko'ka vIralA tattvanA UMDANanI rucivALA hoya che. enuM kAraNa e che ke anAdino vyavahArano pakSa che ne ? Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #165 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 128 pravacana naM-10 AtmA manuSya thAya che. nArakI thAya che, AtmA rAgane kare che, duHkhane bhogave che e vyavahArano pakSa che. paryAya sahitanuM dravya eNe anaMtakALathI eNe lakSamAM lIdhuM che. AtmA paryAyamAtrathI rahita che AmAM zuM kahe che? kevaLajJAnathI rahita AtmA. guNasthAnamAM kevaLajJAna lai lIdhuM che. AhAhA! mokSanuM kAraNa evo mokSamArga AtmAmAM nathI. te kAraNe mokSamArgane karato nathI. AtmA akartA che mATe zuddha che. zuddhAtmAne saphaLa kartutvano abhAva darzAve che. emAM mokSamArga laI lIdho. mokSamArgano AtmA kartA nathI. mArgaNAsthAna, yathAkhyAtacAritra AtmAmAM nathI paryAyamAM ho to ho paNa mArAmAM nathI e vAta cAle che paryAyanI ati, enI mArAmAM nAsti, evI mArI asti basa. jyAre paryAyathI rahita trikALI sAmAnya eka bhagavAna AtmA paramAtma svarUpa che. A akartA lakSamAM AvyA vinA kartabuddhi javAnI nathI. akartA ghUMTAtA e akartA ghUMTAvA mAMDayo eTale jJAtA thaI gayo. akartA ghUMTAvA lAgyo eTale kartutva chUTI gayuM to jJAtA thaI gayo. manuSya paryAya bhale ho paNa enuM je kAraNa dravyakarmane bhAvakarma eno tamArAmAM traNekALa abhAva che. eTale atyAre tame manuSya nathI. atyAre tame AtmA cho, manuSya nathI ane be-cAra bhava manuSyanA Avazene to e manuSya paryAya tamane nahIM hoya. AtmAne manuSya paryAya na hoya. AtmA manuSya paryAyathI rahita che, mokSathI rahita che to manuSya paryAyathI rahita hoyane! baMdha mokSathI rahita AtmA. AhAhA ! "jIvano mokSa thato nathI mokSa samajAya che." AhAhA ! dravyadaSTi thavI bahu kaThina kAma che. e sivAya bhavano aMta AvavAno nathI. koI mAno ke koI na mAno! mane manamAM evuM lAgyA kare ke tIrthakaranuM dravya ene akartA ghUMTAtuM hoya che, enuM pratipAdana Ave. gurudeve kahyuM AtmA akartA che te jainadarzananI parAkASTA che e AvyuM ke nahIM! padmaprabhamaladhArideva paNa zuddhAtmAne sakaLa kartutvano abhAva darzAve che. koI kALe kare ke nahIM? ke nahIM, eka samaya paNa na kare. kartA kare paNa akartA na kare. kartAne karma hoya paNa akartAne karma na hoya. akartAne karma hoya to e kartA banI jAya paNa te kartA to banato nathI. te to traNekALa akartA che. akAraka ne avedaka che. zuddhajJAna pariNata jIva paNa saMvara-nirjarAne karato nathI. kema ke daSTimAM akartA dravya taravare che eTale huM karato nathI. huM jo saMvara nirjarAne karuM to saMvara nirjarA rahetA nathI to Asrava baMdha thai jAya che. mATe karato nathI basa jANuM chuM eTaluM rAkhyuM. ahIMyA to e paNa Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #166 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 129 kADhI nAkhyuM. zuddhajJAna pariNata jIva che-munirAja kahe che saMvara-nirjarAne huM karato nathI. huM karuM che ema mane na dekho! evo upacAra paNa mane Apo ! pU. gurudeve 45 varSamAM keTalIvAra AtmAno anubhava karyo haze! hajArovAra. to hajArovAranA anubhavano nicoDa temaNe kahyo ke AtmA akartA che te jainadarzananI parAkASTA che. ane bIjI e vAta karI ke AtmA zuddha paryAyano upacAramAtrathI paNa kartA nathI e je vacana AvyuM utkRSTa. ToDaramala smArakanA paMcakalyANaka vakhate e teTalA varSa pahelAMnI vAta che. pU. gurudevanuM vyAkhyAna cAle, emAM gurudeva bolyA keH zuddha paryAyano upacArathI paNa kartA nathI. upacArathI kartA che ema to AvyA kare. upacArathI kartA to Ave samajI gayA. paNa upacArathI paNa kartA nathI eTale kartA nathI eTale akartA che. upacArathI kartA nathI. enuM nAma akartA che. eTale Aje vadhAre AvyuM 'tuM. bIjuM ema AvyuM tuM keH vyavahAra upacArathI kartA che eno niSedha karavA mATe A paramArtha pratikramaNamAM kartA nathI e vAta AvI che. upacArathI kartApaNuM hatuM e emane khaTakayuM, kema ke akartA daSTimAM raheto 'to ne? eTale khaTakayuM. e to khaTake ja ne! eTale je pU. gurudeve jayapuramAM kahyuM ke zuddha paryAyano AtmA upacArathI kartA nathI e AmAM (paramArtha pratikramaNamAM ) kahevuM che. e kAla sAMje mane AvI gayuM. Aje savAranA pahoramAM tALo maLI gayo. ohoho ! zuddhaparyAyano kartA che evo je upacAra Avato hato e khaTakyo. e upacArathI kartA che eno niSedha karavA mATe kartA nathI ema kahyuM. munirAjane ekatAbuddhito kayAranI tUTI gai che. mithyAtvanuM pratikramaNa to emane thaI gayuM che, to paNa upacArathI kartA che evuM loko kahe che tame upacArathI kartA cho. AhA ! prabhu rahevA dyo ame kartA nathI. amane upacArathI kartA na dekho eTale vyavahArathI kartA nathI ema ! nizcayathI to kartA na ja hoya, paryAyano kartA paryAya hoya nizcayathI paNa pariName che mATe kartA, AhAhA ! huM kartA nathI. tame mane kartA na dekho. huM akartA chuM mane akartA rAkho. kuMdakuMdanA darzana karavA hoya to huM akartA chuM ema tame jANajo! to tamane tamArA darzana thAze. paNa kuMdakuMda bhagavAna atyAre upacArathI kartA che to kuMdakuMda nahIM dekhAya, to A ( nija) kuMdakuMdapaNa nahIM dekhAya. kuMdakuMdano artha sonuM evo thAya che. eTale A paNa sonuM ja che ne? zuddha suvarNa che badhA AtmA. upacArathI paNa kartA nathI. jyAM sudhI A vyavahArano pakSa che ke upacArathI kartA..upacArathI kartA... upacArathI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #167 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 13) pravacana naM-10 kartA che; te nizcayathI kartA na hoya to kAMI nahIM paNa vyavAre to kartA kharone? upacArathI kartA kharone? samyakdarzana-jJAna-cAritrano hoM! bahAranI vAta nahIM. zuddha paryAyano upacArathI kartA kharo ne? e upacArathI paNa kartA nathI. ApaNe e vAta thaI hatI ke A kartA nathI ema kema ene levuM paDyuM? kema ke paramArtha pratikramaNa to munirAjane hoya che emane kema levuM paDayuM! jema sAmAyika chaTTa guNasthAne hoya ema paramArtha pratikramaNa che e to cAritrano bheda che ne? A cAritranA bhedamAM ema kema vicAra Avyo keH Ano kartA nathI. ema kema temaNe yAda karyuM? mane eka niyama-(prakRti) che evI vAta DIpojhITa rahI jAya che ane enuM saMzodhana huM na jANato houM e rIte aMdaramAM thayA karatuM hoya che. ane ekAeka tenuM samAdhAna AvI jAya che. kema ke saMzodhana karavAno jJAnano svabhAva ja che. kAle saMtoSa thaI gayo. AhAhA ! kuMdakuMda-bhagavAna AvIne kahI gayA..tuM! muMjhAzane !! tAre mUMjhAvAnI koI jarUra nathI. upacArathI kartA hato eno niSedha karavA mATe meM kartA nathI ema lakhyuM che basa. tane samAdhAna thaI jaze. meM upacArathI kartA kahyo che mATe e upacArano niSedha karavA mATe huM pharIthI kartA nathI e yAda karuM chuM. savAre A vicAra Avyo to keH zuddha paryAyano paNa AtmA kartA nathI e mATe thaIne A upacArano niSedha karavA mATe pharIthI huM kartA nathI. kArayitA nathI e pharIthI cAritra mATe che. peluM kartA nathI e daSTi mATe hatuM ane A cAritra mATe che. ahIM kartA nathI te cAritra mATe che kema ke upacAra Avato 'tone ? eTale khaTakayuM emane! munirAja kahe che-mArA bhagavAnane cAritrano kartA kaho cho? huM to akartA chuM prabhu! jarA upayoga svabhAva uparathI haTI gayo, daSTi to varte che paNa jarA upayoga chuTayo temAM amane kartA kahevA lAgyA ! nahIM...nahIM...nahIM. ame to akartA chIe. Ama pharI pAchA nirvikalpa dhyAnamAM eTale abheda anupacAramAM jAya che. "abheda" ne "anupacAra' e zabda paNa AnA anusaMdhAnamAM hato. e rIte aDakhAM-paDakhAM AvI jAya che. (zrotA-ane kaDI paNa maLI jAya che. e kartA nathI ema kema kIdhuM che?) upacArano kartA Avato hato ne eno niSedha karavA mATe kartA nathI kahyuM. kemake pelI kartabuddhi jatI rahI che, to kartAno upacAra Avato to e paNa khaTakatuM 'tuM AtmA mokSamArgano kartA che e upacArathI e khaTakatuM 'tuM mokSanA kAraNabhUta mokSamArga hoM! he! zramaNa bhagavAna Apa enA upacArathI kartA cho ame upacArathI kartA kahIe chIe! nizcayathI to ame kahetA nathI kema ke nizcayathI to akartA che paNa vyavahArathI to Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #168 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 131 kartA chone? rahevA de...rahevA de! e vyavahAre amane khaTake che. kemake emAM savikalpa dazA laMbAI jAya che. ane e khaTakatAM pharIthI nirvikalpa dhyAnamAM Ave che. upayogamAM akartA AvavuM joIe tyAre zuddhopayoga thAya che. jJAnamAM upacArathI kartA Ave che e macaka che. tethI upayogamAM akartA Avavo joIe. akartA che e akartA Avavo joIene? savikalpadazAmAM kartAno upacAra Avyo, to upacAra ne savikalpadazA beya khaTakI. pharIthI aMdara jatA rahe che. kAle ema vicAra Avyo ke: zreNI Avaze tyAre vAra nahIM lAge. AvavAno TAima game tyAre hoya e ApaNane khabara nathI. (zrotA-zreNI mAMDavAmAM TAIma nahIM lAge.) A bahu UMDI vAta che. A konI sAthe carcA karavI? AhA! upacArano niSedha karavA mATe ene akartAnuM hathiyAra pharI levuM paDyuM. kartA nathI kahevuM paDayuM, lakhavuM paDayuM kartA nathI. Apa akartA to thaI gayA cho, pharIthI kartA nathI ema kema lakhavuM paDayuM Apane? kahe-amArA upara kartApaNAno ALa Avato hato ane vyavahArathI kartA e khaTakatuM hatuM. akartA draSTimAM niraMtara UrdhvapaNe vartato hato eTale emane khaTake ja ne? jene khaTakatuM nathI ane dRSTi nathI ane dRSTivaMtane upacAra khaTake che. ane e khaTake che tyAM to upayogamAM akartA AvI jAya che. akartAnAM lakSe pAcho abheda anupacAra thaI jAya che. munirAjane to akartA taravare che. (zrotA-akartA rahe che ane thoDe jarA upayoga bahAra gayo temAM kartA kahevA lAgyA? AhA ! ame to akartA chIe.) kartAno Aropa kaho ke upacAra kaho te khaTakyo kemake akartA che ne mATe Aropa khaTake che. (kartAno Aropa Apyone? vAstavamAM to akartA che ne?) Aropa to khaTakene? evo to huM chuM nahIM, huM trikALa akartA chuM. e vyavahAranaya kahevA mAMDI ane upacArathI kartA che. te vyavahAranayanuM vAkya sAMbhaLI, are! vyavahAranaya saghaLoya abhUtArtha che evuM huM kahenAra, ane pAchI tuM ubhI thAya che mane kahevA mATe! cAla bhAgI jAH bhAgI jA. je Asannabhavya jIva! nikaTabhavI jIva haze ene akartA besI jaze. kartabuddhi chUTI jaze ane vyavahAra kartAno Aropa Avaze e TakavAno nathI have, e Takaze nahIM. niSedha karI dIdhone? paMkaja ! e jyAre gurudeve vyAkhyAnamAM kahyuM ke kharekhara zuddha paryAyano upacArathI paNa kartA nathI tyAre eTalo pramoda Avyo...eTalo pramoda Avyo ke pramodamAM ne pramodamAM pA eka kalAka pachI jyAM gurudevano utAro hato tyAM pramoda jAhera karavA jAuM chuM; manamAM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #169 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 13ra pravacana naM-10 khUba pramoda laIne gayelo paNa tyAM pAMca-dasa jaNA beThA hatA to manamAM thayuM atyAre majA nahIM Ave. gurudeva ekalA hota, athavA eka be jaNA hota to kaheta. AhAhA ! gurudeve kahelI A be vAtane pakaDI lya to mokSa avazya thaze. (1) AtmA akartA che te jainadarzananI parAkASTA che. (2) AtmA zuddha paryAyano upacArathI paNa kartA nathI. A emaNe kahyuM e koNe sAMbhaLyuM haze ? mArA sivAya kAMI sAMbhaLanAra nahIM hoya ema mane lAgyuM. evuM vAkya koNa pakaDe! ohoho ! eka gurudeva basa che. gurudeva to guphTava che. laMDanathI eka bahena AvyA hatA, tyAM zravaNabelagolAmAM maLyA. temaNe kahyuM ke: kAnajIsvAmI to koI gurudeva thayA che temanI vAta samajamAM Ave, nahIM Ave, vadhAre Ave, ochI Ave, te vAta nathI. paNa teo je kAMI kahe che te parama satya vAta kahe che, AtmAnA parama hitanI vAta kahe che evo jene pUro vizvAsa che te badhA jIvo mokSagAmI che. jene gurudeva pratye zraddhA che eTale jJAnI upara zraddhA AvI gaI ne! eTale te jJAnI thaI jAya. jJAnIoe AvA ratna kADhIne ApyA. juo! sAdhaka thayo pachI upacAra Avato hato e upacAra khaTakyo e vAta karI. upacAra khaTake e sAdhakanI vAta che peluM sAdhaka thavA mATe akartA chuM to kartabuddhi chUTI gaI. sAdhaka thayo to samyakadarzana-jJAna-cAritrarUpe to pariNamene huM! to pariName che to upacArathI eno kartA kahevAya. zAstramAMya Ave samajI gayA. e upacAra jene pharI khaTake che ane zreNI maMDAI jAya, eno mokSa najIka ema eka sAdhaka thavA mATe bIju sAdhakanuM sAdhya mokSa che e sAdhyanI siddhi mATe eka sAdhaka thavA mATe ane eka sAdhyanI siddhi mATe, AtmA akartA che te jainadarzananI parAkASTA che te sAdhaka thavA mATe che ane upacArathI nirmaLa paryAyano kartA nathI te sAdhyanI siddhi mATe che. sAdhakane cetAve che ke upacArathI paNa AtmA zuddha paryAyano kartA nathI. AhAhA ! (zrotA A to koI vAta AvI che sarvAge Ama besI gai.) mane ubhaDakapaNe to hatuM samajI gayA. ApaNe svAdhyAyamAM carcA karIe, vicAra Ave te kahI paNa daIe. paNa mane aMdarathI saMtoSa nahoto. paNa kAle to basa ekAeka AhAhA ! saMtoSa thaI gayo. evI vAta sahaja AvI gaI. zuddha paryAyano kartA upacArathI che e khaTake che. ahIMthI jIvo munirAja thaIne cokkasa samazreNIe siddhapaNe birAjamAna che ema lAgyuM. e bolAve che. AvuM chuM...AvuM chuM prabhu! Apa bolAvone ame na AvIe ema Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #170 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 133 kema bane? cakravartInuM AmaMtraNa AvyuM hoya to aDadho kalAka vahelo jAya. ema A to devanA deva siddha bhagavAna te ApaNA upara birAjamAna che. anaMtA siddha bhagavAna ApaNA mastaka upara samazreNIe ahIM birAjamAna che. eka eka jagyAethI gayA che. eka-eka nyAyathI le che. kAle khulAso AvI gayo. khaTake che, A khaTake che. upacAra khaTake che. zuddha paryAya AtmAthI abheda che evo abheda upacAra che paNa evo abheda anupacAra na thayo, eTale upacAra Avyone? zuddha pariNatine AtmA kare che e upacAra che. zuddhapariNatimAM e Ave che. zuddhopayogamAM jato rahe pachI upacAra kyAM rahyo? abheda anupacAra kaho ke AtmA kaho eka ja vAta che. kharA jijJAsu hoyane ene ja A basa che. zeyane jove e to jANavAno viSaya che. ene hisAbe to e vyavahAra ja che. jJaya che e vyavahAranayano viSaya che. jJayamAM dhyeya chUpAyeluM che. jyAre-jyAre nirvikalpa thAya tyAre daSTinA viSaya upara dRSTi paDe tyAre dhyeyapUrvaka ja zaya thAya che. pharI pharIne thayA kare che. e AnaMdanI vRddhi letuM ja zeya thAya che. emAM AnaMda vadhato jAya che. pharI pharIne zeya thAya che emAM zuddhinI vRddhi thAya ja che. akartA chuM ema daSTi thatAM huM akartAmAM Avyo. kartA to hato ja nahIM. zuddha paryAyano kartA kahyo vagere je kathano che e paNa vyAjabI che enA sthAne paNa paramArtha pratikramaNamAM javA mATe zuM? upacArathI paNa kartA nathI ahIMyAM to paramArtha pratikramaNanI vAta cAle che ne? - jJAyaka jaNAya tyAre zuddhopayoga thAya. akartAmAM kartabuddhi chUTe che paNa anubhava thato nathI. jJAyaka jyAre Ave, jANanAra jaNAya che ema kahevuM che. jJAyaka kevo ? akartA je lIdho. che evo ja jJAyaka che. akartA te DIpojhITa mAM rahI gayuM. have tyAre jaNAya che zuM ? akartA jaNAya che ? 'nA' , jJAyaka jaNAya che. ( zrotA akartA che te jJAyaka ja che.) jJAyaka che paNa akartA che te eka svabhAva cheeka dharma che. jJAyakamAM purepuruM AvI jAya che. akartA eTalA mATe Apyo ke kartabuddhi tane che e choDI de ! tuM jJAtA ja cho jJAtAmAM na samaje eTale ke tuM kartA nathI akartA cho ema samajAve. have e jyAre pakSa Ave che keH "huM jJAyaka chuM" jANanAra chuM eTale kartA nathI eTale jJAtA ja chuM, jJAyaka ja chuM ema AvyuM. daSTinA viSayamAM anaMtaguNano piMDa Avavo joIe. jJAyakamAM Akho guNI AvI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #171 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 134 pravacana naM-11 gayo, eka guNa nathI Avato. jemAM akartAmAM guNabheda che-svabhAva bheda che. jJAyaka mukhya cIja che. rAjakoTa viDiyo keseTa naM-63 pravacana naM-11 (tatvacarcA) tA. 15-8-88 samayasAra 3ra0 gAthAmAM AcArya bhagavAne kahyuM ke AtmA niSkriya che. ziSya prazna karyo niSkriya iti ko artha: niSkriyano zuM artha che? to kahyuM ke je baMdhanA kAraNabhUta je rAgAdi kriyA eno kartA nathI. kemake "tarUpo na bhavati." puNya-pApa-Asava-baMdha e cAra prakAranA je rAgAdi bhAvo che eno AtmA kartA nathI, kemake te rUpe thato nathI. mATe teno kartA nathI akartA che. AgaLa kahyuM ke mokSanuM kAraNa evo je mokSamArga saMvara-nirjarA enoya AtmA kartA nathI. kemake "tapo na bhavati." pAriNAmikabhAvasvabhAvI sAmAnya AtmA vizeSamAM jato ja nathI. tethI vizeSa nAma paryAyane karI zakato ja nathI. ema ahIMyAM kahe che ke AtmA akAraka che-akartA che-kartA nathI. have caudabhedavALA mArgaNAsthAnomAM samyakamArgaNAmAM upazama samyakadarzana, kSayopazama samyakadarzana, kSAyika samyakadarzana, e traNa prakAranA samyakdarzana che. bIjA traNa prakAranA avaLA mithyAtva-sAsAdana ane mizra e kula cha bheda che samyakatvanA; e chae prakAranI paryAyane AtmA karato nathI. bhale parAzrita paryAyamAM ho ! paNa nizcayanayanA baLe jovAmAM Ave to e eno svabhAva ja nathI. mATe eno kartA nathI. AtmA akartA che. "huM caudabheTavALA mArgaNAsthAnonA bhedone karato nathI, karAvato nathI, ane kartAne anumodana paNa karato nathI." huM karato nathI to huM zuM karuM chuM? AtmA pariNAmane to karato nathI, pariNAmane to bIjo kare che, to bIjo je kare che e to mAruM karma nathI eTale mAruM ya nathI. eTale ene to jANavAno prazna che ja nahIM. paNa...je karato nathI evo akartA zuddhAtmA tene huM bhAvuM chuM. "sahaja caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM." AhA! pariNAmane karato nathI, kemake akartAnuM karma na hoya, ane akartAnuM karma nA hoya to akartAnuM zeya paNa na hoya. karma hoya to ya hoya. mATe paryAya karma paNa nathI mAruM ane paryAya mAruM zeya paNa nathI. e paryAya karma kema nathI ane jJaya kema nathI ? kemake e paryAya paradravya che mATe mAruM karma na hoya. paradravyane karatoya nathI ane pAradravyane jANatoya nathI. to prabhu tame karo cho zuM? keH je nathI karato evA AtmAne jANuM chuM tyAM mane Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #172 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 135 caitanya vilAsa zuddhopayoga thaI jAya che. mane paramArtha pratikramaNa thai jAya che. A caudamArgaNAsthAnanA bhedone huM karato nathI kema ke karanAro bIjo che. kema ke mArAmAM to karavAno ja abhAva che. eTale huM to akartA che. to akartAnuM koI karma na hoya ane akartAnuM koI karma na hoya to koI ya na hoya; evo akartA paramAtmA huM chuM. e jevo che evo huM jANuM chuM--ene bhAvuM chuM. zuddhAtmAne dhyAvuM chuM. tene zuddhAtmA kaho-jJAnAnaMda paramAtmA kaho-caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmA kahocidAnaMda AtmA kaho jeTalA nAma tamAre ApavA hoya eTalA Apo. paNa mArI daSTimAM e Avyo 'to pahelA tyAre mane yAda AvI gayuM ke mArI daSTimAM Avyo to tyAre zuddhaupayoga thayo hato. caturtha guNasthAna to AvI gayuM hatuM mane zuddha upayogamAM. pachI A samyakdarzanajJAna-cAritranA pariNAmano AtmA kartA che te upacArathI kartA che ema vAta bahAra AvI. vAta bahAra AvI ane e AtmA sAMbhaLI gayo ke zuM vAta karo cho tame!? ke je sAdhaka AtmA hoyane e upacArathI potAnA pariNAmane kareH ema vAta sAMbhaLI zuM ane khaTaka AvI ATalA divasa sudhI zuddhopayoga pharIthI na thayo enuM kAraNa Aje maLI gayuM. eTale pahelo je zuddha upayoga thayo hato ene yAda karyo. ohoho ! "huM to akArakane avedaka chuM." pariNAmanuM karavuM upacArathI paNa mArAmAM nathI, mATe huM to evA AtmAne jANuM chuM. jema pahelA jANyo e rIte jyAM jANavA gayo tyAM zuddhaupayoga thaI gayo. ema prekaTIsa karatAM karatAM chaThuM-sAtamuM AvI gayuM. chaThThImAMthI pAchuM sAtamAmAM ja AvavuM che. temane pAchuM yAda AvyuM ke oho ! zuddhopayoganI A eka ja vidhi che! bIjI vidhi nathI? "nahIM' , bIjI vidhi nathI. AhA! akartAnuM koi karma na hoya ane akartAnuM koI ya na hoya. huM to mArA zuddhAtmAne bhAvuM chuM.-dhyAvuM chuM-namuM chuM-vaMdu chuM pharIthI jyAM daSTino viSaya dRSTimAM to rahelo hato paNa jJAnamAMthI khasI gayo hato e pAcho jJAnamAM AvI jAya che. jJAnamAM eTale zuddhopayogamAM pariNatimAM to hato paNa pariNatimAM hato ne upayoga khasI gayo hato to AnaMdanI oTa AvI, pahelAM bharatI AvI 'tI have oTa AvI. pharIthI pAcho e potAnA zuddhAtmAne bhAve che, tyAre chaThThAmAMthI sAtamAmAM Ave che. jyAM zuddhopayoga thayo tyAM aMdara taraboLa thaI gayo. asaMkhyAta pradeza chalakAya gayo. chalakAIne bahAra AvI gayo. jANe pradezanI bahAra AnaMda nIkaLato hoya !! ema Ave che ke: koi koine raudradhyAna thAya tyAre bahu krodha caDI jAya- kaSAyano samudraghAta-lAlaghuma thaI jAya. Ama ratAzanA TaziyA phUTI jAya krodhanA, A to daSTAMta che, evuM thAya che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #173 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 136 Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates pravacana naM-11 ema ahIM kahe che-huM AtmAnA zuddhopayogamAM, AtmAnA anubhavamAM jyAM gayo tyAM AnaMda eTalo Avyo keH AnaMda jANe chalakAya jato hoya, DhoLAya jato hoya, bahAra nIkaLI jato hoya pradezanI bahAra. tema lAge che. jema tapelImAM dUdha hoya ane ubharo Ave to bahAra nIkaLI jAya ne ?! haiM! ubharAya tyAre bahAra nIkaLe bAkI na nIkaLe, tema A AnaMdano ubharo Avyo pAcho. taraboLa pracura svasaMvedana thayuM. munirAja to nitya AnaMdanA bhojana karanArA che. AhAhA! kahe che-cauda guNasthAnanA bhedone karato nathI, kemake bIjo kare che eTale huM karato nathI. ane je bIjo kare che e to bIjuM thaI gayuM. bIjo kare che e kArya paNa bIjuM thaI gayuM. e kArya bIjAnuM thaI gayuM eTale e paradravya thaI gayuM. to e padravyane jANuM to ubharo Avato nathI. AhA ! thoDIkavAra vicArato karyo ke lAva jANuM! paNa AnaMdano ubharo Avyo nahIM, paNa dabAi gayo. eTale baMdha karyuM jANavAnuM. bilakula baMdha sarvathA ? 'hA', sarvathA. paryAyane jANavAnuM jyAM sarvathA baMdha karyuM tyAM zuddhopayogamAM AvI gayA. pachI to vAraMvAra...vAraMvAra, naphAno mAla koI choDe?! chaThThAmAMthI sAtamAmAM, sAtamAmAMthI chaThThAmAM, pAchA sAtamAmAM AvI jAya che. AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM.- dhyAvuM chuM-namuM chuM-vaMdu chuM. peja naM. 154 upa2 pahelI lITI che-" AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM." A uparokta vividha vikalpothI - bhedothI bharelA vibhAva paryAyo ", eTale vizeSa paryAyo mArgaNAsthAnanA cauda prakAra che yoga, veda, kaSAya Adi ghaNAM bheda che. samyamArgaNAnA cha bheda che. cAritranA cha bheda che, e badhA bhedo che. mati-zrutajJAna, kevaLajJAna Adi jJAnanA bhedo che, temaja darzananA bhedo che vage2e pariNAmo eTale vibhAvabhAva ene nizcayathI huM karato nathI, kAriyatA nathI, karAvato nathI, anumodaka nathI. e puddagala karmano kartA koNa che? keH puddagalakarma che puddagala nahIMH (rUmAla dekhADIne ) Ane pudgala kahevAya paNa A puddagala tene na kare. puddagalakarma baneluM hoya, eno abhAva thAya ane thAya mATe tene puddagalakRta karmakRta kahyuM. baMdha-mokSa che e karmakRta che, jIvakRta nathI, temaja te kartAno anumodaka nathI ema varNavavAmAM Ave che. huM cauda guNasthAnanA bhedone karato nathI, karAvato nathI, kartAno anumodaka nathI to hai prabhu! tame zuM karo cho?! upacArathI to kartA cho ne? keH 'nahIM.' karavAnI vAta have lAvIza mAM. ' 'sahaja caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa ", temAM 'sahaja ' lakhyuM kemake paryAyo to puddagalakRta Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #174 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 137 che, ane AtmAnA guNo che e to sahaja che. jJAna-darzana-cAritra-vIrya anaMtaguNo sahaja che. e sahaja che ane (caudaguNasthAna) to kRtrima che-karAyelA che-navA che, tethI huM ene bhAvato to nathI paNa enI sAme joto paNa nathI. AhA ! have pariNAmanI sAme joto nathI. dravyane jANatAM jANatAM pariNAmane jANavA rokAuM to nirvikalpa dhyAna AvatuM nathI. mane e (pariNAmo) pramANa- jJAnathI jotAM jaNAya jAya che. pramANajJAna cAluM rahetAM zuddhopayoga raheto nathI, zuddha pariNati rahe che. Ama pramANajJAnamAM rokAtA zuddhopayogano ghAta thaI jAya che. mATe pharIthI huM pariNAmane jANavAnuM baMdha karI ane mArA sAmAnyane joi lauM chuM tyAM zuddhopayoga thaI jAya che. jhAjho TAima pramANamAM rokAI jAya to pakSa AvavAno avakAza che. pakSa AvI jAya ema kaheto nathI paNa pakSa AvavAno avakAza che. (ajJAnIne) tene ema che ke dravya-paryAyane jANatAM jANatA mAro mokSa thaze. jJAnI kahe che-nahIM thAya. abhedane jANatAM mokSa thaze. abheda sAmAnya TaMkotkIrNa nija sAmAnya paramAtma dravya ene huM bhAvuM chuM- AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM. bIjAne bhAvato nathI. e pariNAma akartAnuM karma ya nathI ane e pariNAma dhyAnanuM dhyeya paNa nathI, e pariNAma jJAnanuM jJaya paNa nathI. sAmAnya cinmAtra paramAtmAne, mArA bhagavAna AtmAne dhyAvuM chuM. mane khabara paDI gaI che ke paramAtmAne bhAvatAM paramAtmA thavAya che. paramAtmAne bhAvatAM paramAtmA thaI jaze. ane huM karIza nahIM, kemake karavAthI thatuM nathI. (zrotA-kiye bInA, jo bInA) karyA vinA ane tene jANyA vinA paramAtmA thaI jAya che. kemake e pudgalanuM kArya che mAruM kArya nathI...pachI mAre ene jovAnuM zuM kAma che? te yAda karavAnI cIja ja nathI. huM to citmAtra mUrti chuM. basa. "caudabhedavALA mArgaNAsthAno tathA caudabhedavALA jIvasthAno", sAta du cauda Ave che ne!? ekendriya, beindriya, traNaindriya, cAraIndriya, paMcendriya, asaMjJI, saMjJI te sAta, tenAM Dabala karo to cauda thaI jAya che. e pariNAmone huM karato nathI, karAvato nathI, ane kartAne anumodato nathI. huM to zuddhAtmAne bhAvuM chuM. juo! ahIMyAM AmAM krama pheravI nAkhyo. "huM ekendriyAdi jIvasthAna bhedone karato nathI. AmAM krama Ama che. mArgaNAsthAna pachI jIvasthAna che. ane AgaLa mArgaNAsthAna pachI guNasthAna mithyAtva Adi lIdhuM che. mithyAtvAdi guNasthAna bhedone karato nathI. A be bola thayA. have trIjo bola. "huM mithyAdaSTi Adi guNasthAna bhedone karato nathI, karAvato nathI ane kartAne Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #175 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 138 pravacana naM-11 anumodato nathI." AmAM mithyAtva bheguM kema lIdhuM? ke A pratikramaNa che ne!? pUrve lAgelA doSa te mithyA ho ! te mAruM duSkRtya mithyA ho ! pUrve mithyAtvanA pariNAma thayA hatA ane huM mAnato hato ke huM kartA chuM paNa, Aje akartAnuM bhAna thayuM to pUrve meM mithyAtvanA pariNAma karyA na hatA. e pudgale karyA che ema Aje meM jANyuM. te bhUtakALanuM duSkRtya mAruM mithyA ho ! khalAsa pratikramaNa karI lIdhuM. bhUtakALanuM pratikramaNa, vartamAnanI AlocanA ane bhaviSyanA pacakhANa samaya eka che. bhUtakALanI apekSAe zuddhopayogane pratikramaNa kahevAya, bhaviSyanI apekSAe e ja zuddhopayoga tene pratyAkhyAna kahevAya ane e ja zuddhopayogane vartamAnanI apekSAe AlocanA kahevAya. paryAya eka nAma traNa. vivikSA bhede traNa nAma che. pratikramaNano zuddhopayoga judo ne AlocanAno zuddhopayoga judo tema che nahIM. eka samayamAM traNe thAya che. bhUtanuM pratikramaNa, bhAvinA pacakhANa, ane vartamAnanI AlocanA ema samaya eka che. pUrve ajJAnadazAmAM je mithyAtva thayuM hatuM teno kartA huM hato ema mAnato hato. Aje zrIgurunA pratApathI mane bhAna thayuM ke mithyAtvaAdi caudaguNasthAnano AtmA kartA nathI. bhUtakALamAM kartA na hato, vartamAnamAM kartA che nahIM ane mokSa nahIM thAya tyAM sudhI cauda guNasthAna raheze to paNa mAro AtmA tene nahIM kare. AhA! bhAvinA pacakhANa paNa mokSa na thAya tyAM sudhInA hoya. anAdi anaMta na hoya. kemake anAdi-anaMta e bhAva rahevAnA nathI. thoDo TAima mokSa na thAya tyAM sudhI A yoga nAmano Asrava raheze paNa eno huM kartA nahIM thAuM evA pacakhANa Aje karI lIdhA che, eTale bhaviSyamAM kartA thavAno prazna raheto ja nathI. bhaviSyano Aje meM tyAga karI dIdho. kadAca be-cAra-pAMca bhava hoya samajI gayA, to paNa Aje huM pratijJA karuM chuM ke ene huM karIza nahIM. kemake atyAre karato nathI to bhaviSyamAM nahIM karuM. atyAreya pudgala kare che ane bhaviSyamAMya pudagala karaze. je Aje kare che te kAle karaze, ane Aje kare che e bhUtakALamAM karato hato ane e ja AvatIkAle karaze, huM to akartA rahevAno chuM. gAthA UMcI ghaNI, (AtmA zuddha che tenA kAraNo.) akartA rahI gayo che mATe zuddha che. pramatta apramattathI rahita che mATe zuddha che. guNasthAnathI rahita che mATe zuddha che. paryAyamAtrathI rahita che mATe zuddha che. utpAdavyayathI rahita che mATe zuddha che. agurulaghuguNanI paryAyathI rahita che mATe zuddha che, mokSanI paryAyathI rahita che mATe zuddha che. baMdha-mokSanI paryAyathI rahita che mATe zuddha che. zuddha paryAyathI rahita che mATe zuddha che. zuddha paryAyathI sahita thAya to dravya zuddha rahetuM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #176 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 139 nathI, to azuddha thaI jAya che, mecaka-malina thaI jAya. AhAhA ! huM mithyAdaSTi Adi guNasthAna bhedone karato nathI, karAvato nathI, ane anumodana karato nathI. tyAre prabhu tame zuM karo cho? keH "sahaja caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM." huM to zuddhaAtmAne bhAvuM chuMdhyAvuM chuM-namuM chuM. AhAhA ! (zrotA - guNasthAnamAM to apramatta guNasthAna paNa AvyuM ne ?) AvyuM ne! apramatta guNasthAnano kartA nathI kemake eka pariNAmanA be kartA na hoya. eka pariNAmane pudgala paNa kare ane AtmA paNa kare tema nathI hotuM ane be dravya maLIne eka pariNAmane kare tema paNa nathI thatuM teno nyAya Ape che. eka pariNAmane eka ja dravya kare. be dravya maLIne eka pariNAmanI utpatti koI kALe na karI zake. mATe huM akartA chuM to bIjo ja pariNAmano kartA hoya. pudgaleya kare ane huM karuM to huM akartA raheto nathI. eTale huM zuddha raheto nathI. mATe ene pudgala kare to karo !! pudgala ja kare che. " ekasya hI pugalasya nirmANam" AhA ! varNAdithI mAMDIne guNasthAna paryata badhA bhAvo, temAM mArgaNAsthAna-guNasthAna AvI gayA. apramattadazA paNa AvI daI. oho! apramattano karanAra AtmA nathI. sAheba paNa upacArathI to kaho ! e vAta karIzamAM, kemake e mane khaTake che. akartAne upacArathI kartA kahyo paNa temAM zabda to "kartA" Avyo ne?! mane e khaTake che. kAraNake upacArathI kartA che eno huM svIkAra karavA jAuM to mane zuddhopayoga thato nathI. mAre pariNatinuM kAma nathI. AhAhA ! mokSa thAya che te zuddhopayogathI thAya che. pariNatithI mokSa moDo thAya che. paNa ahIM to "zIghra lahe nirvANa" mastI caDI gaI che. eka pariNAmanA be kartA na hoya. pudgaleya kare ane huM e karuM!? "nA" , te mAruM kAma nathI. ThIka kare nahIM to kAMI vAMdho nahIM paNa tame jANo to zuM vAMdho? vAMdho e ke ene jANatAM zuddhopayoga thato nathI. mATe e mArA jJAnanuM jJaya nathI ane dhyAnanuM dhyeya nathI. kemake ene jANatAM zuddhopayoga thato nathI. pariNAmane jANatAM zuddhopayoga na thAya. bhedane jANatAM zuddhopayoga na thAya. bhedanA lakSe to chaThTha guNasthAna AvI jAya. bhedane jANavA jAIe to chaThuM guNasthAna AvI jAya ane karavA jAIe to paheluM AvI jAya. manuSya ane tiryaMca paryAyanA kAyAnA vayakRta vikArathI (pheraphArathI) utpanna thatA bALa-yuvAna-sthavira-vRddhAvasthA Adi pUla-kUza vividha bhedo" A prakAre ghaNAM bhedo paDe che. "paNa zuddhanizcayanayanA abhiprAya mAre nathI." pAchaLa pAnA upara Ama che ke: " zarIra saMbaMdhI bALAdi avasthAnA bhedone karato nathI, karAvato nathI, ane kartAne anumodato Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #177 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 140 pravacana naM-11 nathI", e avasthAne koNa kare che? keH pudagala kare che AhAhA! huM karato nathI ane pudagala pAse huM karAvato paNa nathI. ane pudgala kare che tene huM anumodana Apato nathI. sIdho to kartA nathI paNa ADakataro paNa kartA nathI. huM tene AMgaLI cIMdhato nathI ke mAruM ATaluM kAma karI Apaje. huM karuM nahIM paNa ATaluM kAma karI Avajo bhAI ! to kahe che, nahIM nahIM. karavuM-karAvavuM ane anumodavuM mArAmAM nathI. phalANAbhAI ATaluM kAma karI AvyA to sAruM karyuM! "nA", huM teno anumodaka nahIM. mane rahevA deje. nahIMtara InaDAyarekaTa-ADakataro kartA thaI jAya che. munirAjane nava koTIe pacakhANa hoya che. karavuM-karAvavuM ane anumodavuM te manathI, vacanathI, ane kAyAthI. te mana-vacana-kAyAthI karato nathI, mana-vacana-kAyAthI karAvato nathI, ane mana-vacana-kAyAthI anumodana karato nathI. nava koTIe pacakhANa hoya che. munirAja jaMgalamAM beThA hoya ane koI AvIne kahe keH sAheba! pacIsa lAkhanuM saMgemaramaranuM bhagavAnanuM maMdira baMdhAvavuM che Apa Adeza Apo. huM ApanA AzIrvAda levA Avyo chuM. to munirAja dhyAnamAM jatA rahyA. munirAja pharI savikalpadazAmAM AvyA to pelo pharIthI kahe che to munirAja kahe che-mane kAna nathI huM sAMbhaLuM kyAMthI ? huM? Apane kAna nathI? kahe "nA". dravyaindriyano mArAmAM abhAva che ane bhAvaindriyano paNa mArAmAM abhAva che eTale sAMbhaLato nathI. muni AzIrvAda na Ape. anumodana na Ape. AhA! A kartAbuddhinuM jhera nIkaLaze tyAre samyakadarzana thaze. bAkI Ama karuM ne tema karuM tema ajJAnIne AtmA kartA dekhAya che. jJAnIne AtmA akartApaNe dekhAya che, ane kartApaNe dekhAto nathI. enuM koI karma nathI. eTale karma tarapha eno upayoga jato nathI. ene jANe to A amAruM karma che tema thAya ne?! akartAne karma hoya? kartAne karma hoya, akartAne karma na hoya. bIjo kare che ane karato nathI. ane bIjA kare che ane huM jANato nathI, mAre ene jANavAnuM kAma zuM che? kharekhara jANavAno viSaya eka ja che. parama pAriNAmika lakSaNa zuddhAtmA. TaMkotkIrNa nitya nirAvaraNa e ja jANavAno viSaya che. cha dravya jANavAno viSaya nathI. pariNAma padravya che. mATe jANavAno viSaya nathI kemake ene jANavA jAya che tyAM chaThuM AvI jAya che. ene jANavAnuM baMdha thAya to sAtamuM AvI jAya. emane pratikramaNa karavuM che ne?! kahe che ke: chadde pratimAnA darzana karavAno bhAva Avyo te doSa lAgyo. e doSathI pAcho pharuM chuM. cheke je indriyajJAna ubhuM thayuM te doSa che enAthI pAcho pharuM chuM. bahu UMcA prakAranI vAto che. vyavahAranA pakSavALo A jhIlI nahIM zake. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #178 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 141 sattA, avabodha, parama caitanya ane sukhanI anubhUtimAM lIna" , trikALI dravya atirUpe che. potAnI sattAmAM raheluM che. "avabodha" eTale jJAnaghanamAM raheluM che. paramacaitanya" eTale anaMtavIryamAM raheluM che. ane anaMta "sukha' evA potAnA guNamAM raheluM che. e guNImAM AvA guNo bharelA che. ane guNamAM guNI abheda paNa rahelo che eka ekAkAra. "sattA-avabodha-paramacaitanya ane sukhanI anubhUtimAM lIna " ahIM anubhUti eTale paryAya nahIM. A paryAyanI vAta nathI. e dravya svabhAva ja evo che ke emAM lIna che, eTale guNomAM guNI rahelo lIna che, "evA viziSTa Atma tattvane grahanArA zuddha dravyArthikanayanA baLe" e dravyArthikanayano viSaya che- paryAyArthikanayano viSaya nathI. "enA baLe mAre sakaLa moha-rAga dveSa nathI." huM mArA svabhAvanI samIpe jaIne jouM chuM to; emAM to sattA, avabodha, caitanya ane sukha bhareluM che. emAM mane kyAMya moharAga-dveSa dekhANA nahIM. meM tapAsa ghaNI karI paNa emAM mane kyAMya moha-rAga-dveSa dekhANA nahIM. kemake AtmAmAM morAga-dveSa che nahIM. have 154 peja uparathI joIe. "huM rAgAdi bhedarUpa bhAvakarmanA bhedone karato nathI." moha-rAgane dveSa tema traNa prakAra lIdhA ne!? AgaLanA pAnA upara teno khulAso kare che. "huM rAgAdi bhedarUpa rAga-dveSa-moha tema traNa bhAvakarmanA bhedone karato nathI, karAvato nathI, ane anumodato nathI. kemake e vyavahAra ratnatrayanA pariNAmano karanAro pudgala che. are ! nizcaya ratnatrayanA pariNAmane pudagala kare che to pachI vyavahAra ratnatrayanA pariNAmane AtmA kare e vAta kyAM rahI !? AhA! bhAvakarmanA bhedone karato nathI, karAvato nathI, ane anumodana karato nathI tyAre tame zuM karo cho? sahuja caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM. eka zuddhAtmAne bhAvatA-bhAvatAM.. "Atama bhAvanA bhAvamAM jIva lahe kevaLajJAna" e A. AtmabhAvanA eTale vikalpa nahIM, zabda nahIM, aMtarmukhI ekAgratA arthAt zuddhopayoga dazA. huM to caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM. sahaja nizcayathI sadA nirAvaraNa svarUpa" je upara trikALI dravyanA vizeSaNa cAra lIdhA hatA e ja trikALI dravyanA vizeSaNa kahe che. "sahaja nizcayanayathI sadA nirAvaraNa svarUpa" AtmAne bhAva AvaraNa nathI ne dravya AvaraNa paNa nathI. dravyakarmanuM AvaraNa nathI ane bhAvakarmanuM AvaraNa paNa nathI. "sadA nirAvaraNa che te AtmA che ane nirAvaraNa thAya che te paryAya che. je nirAvaraNa thAya che ane karma kare che ane je sadA Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #179 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 142 pravacana naM-11 nirAvaraNa che tene huM jANuM chuM-bhAvuM chuM. "sadA" AtmA traNekALa nirAvaraNa che. sadA nirAvaraNa akhaMDa eka pratyakSa pratibhAsamaya" e A sadA eTale traNekALa nirAvaraNa ene AvaraNa lAgatuM nathI. "nityaudyotarUpa' Ave che ne? te A bIjo bola zuddhajJAnarUpa" eTale AtmAmAM jJAna nAmano guNa che e trikALa zuddha che. "sahaja cittazaktimayI" eTale anaMtavIryamaya. "sahaja darzananA phuraNathI paripUrNa-darzana upayoga darzana nAmano trikALI guNa, Ama cAra bola lIdhA. (1) sadA nirAvaraNa (2) zuddhajJAnarUpa (3) sahajacinzaktimayI) (4). sahajadarzananA skuraNathI paripUrNamUrti jenI arthAt svarUpa sahaja darzananA skUraNathI paripUrNa che evA mane (5) svarUpamAM avicaLa sthitirUpa-sahaja yathAkhyAta cAritravALA." amane A sAmAyika cAritra, chedoSasthAna, parihAra vizuddhi amane nathI. amane to atyAre yathAkhyAta cAritra varte che. bAramuM guNasthAna? "nA" , guNasthAnane nahIM. guNasthAnane to pudgala kare che. guNasthAna mArAmAM nathI e vAta AvI gaI. vaLI guNasthAnanI pAchI kyAM mAMDI? guNasthAna AtmAmAM na hoya. enAthI to AtmA rahita che. kyA guNasthAnamAM yathAkhyAta cAritra hoya che? kahe AtmAmAM guNasthAna ja nathI ne? AtmAmAM yathAkhyAta cAritra trikALa che. traNekALa yathAkhyAta cAritra che AtmAmAM. cAritra nAmano guNa che tenuM nAma yathAkhyAta cAritra che. jema jJAna guNa trikALa che ema cAritra nAmano guNa paripUrNa trikALa yathAkhyAta cAritra che. jIvane bAramuM guNasthAna AvatuM nathI. avicaLa sthitirUpa" lakhI nAkhyuM ne ?! bAramuM guNasthAna! tuM konI vAta kare che? te paryAyano dharma che paNa jIvano dharma nathI. to tamane yathAkhyAta cAritra thayuM? thayuM nahIM, che...che ne le ! thayAnI kyAM mAMDa che tuM! A padmaprabhamaladhArideva che enA mukhamAMthI amRta jhare che. juo pharIne "svarUpamAM avicaLa" je svabhAva che AtmAno emAM cAritra nAmano guNa che, te avicaLa che calAyamAna nathI- dhruva che. "avicaLa sthitirUpa sahaja yathAkhyAta cAritravALA evA mane", "mane yathAkhyAta cAritra che. thayuM nahIM, "che'. thAya bIjAne che mane. thAya e to pugalanA pariNAma che tane ekavAra kahyuM ne? "jIvane pariNAma na hoya' , jIva pariNAmathI rahita che ene daSTimAM le to mithyAtvanuM pratikramaNa thaze-zuddha upayoga thazesamyaphadarzana thaze. (zrotAH- kevI vAta che! yathAkhyAta cAritra thAya bIjAne che mane.) thAya bIjAne che mane. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #180 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 143 " svarUpamAM avicaLa sthitirUpa sahaja yathAkhyAta. cAritravALA evA mane samasta saMsAra kalezanA hetu krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha nathI." AhAhA! eno karanAra pudgala che. krodha kare pote ane nAkhe te puddagalanA khAtAmAM ema nathI bhAI! tuM hajI ema lye che keH krodha kare pote, to te jIvanI ja khabara nathI. krodha kare te jIva nathI ajIva che. e ajIvano bheda che. krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha e che ne! te jIvano bheda nathI e ajIvano bheda che. ajIvano vistAra che, jIvano vistAra na hoya. A paryAyadaSTi anAdikALathI che ane zAstra paryAyanA eTale vyavahAranayanA ghaNAM, Theka-ThekANe vyavahAranI vAto Ave. zudghanayano upadeza to virala kyAMka-kyAMka koI jagyAe hoya. tenA zAstra paNa ochA ane kahenArA paNa ochA ane sAMbhaLanArA paNa ochA. traNekALa A sthiti che. jyAM vyavahAranI vAta Ave to kahenArAya DhagalAbaMdha ane sAMbhaLanArA paNa DhagalAbaMdha. AhA ! yathAkhyAta cAritra thAya bIje, che mane, e koNa sAMbhaLe kemake bAramuM guNasthAnae pudgalanI racanA che. AvyuM'tuM ne !? caudeya guNasthAna puddagalanI racanA che tema jANa! bAramuM guNasthAna eno racanAro huM nathI. tuM mane karanAra na jo! tuM akartA jo! tuM mane akartA joIza to tane paNa akartA dekhAze, paNa...mane jo kartA joIza to tane kartA dekhAze. tuM mane akartA joIzane to tAro akartA paNa tArI pAse AvI jaze. tame akartA, huM e akartA. AhA! mane yathAkhyAta cAritra atyAre che. nigodanA jIvane yathAkhyAta cAritra atyAre che. badhA jIvane nizcayanayanA baLe yathAkhyAta cAritra varte che. thatuM nathI varte che. A to ThIka ApaNe badhA abhyAsI hoIe eTale AvI vAta thAya, bAkI sAva ajANyA hoya ene ema thAya ke gharamAM besIne yathAkhyAta cAritranI vAta kare che. zuM atyAre yathAkhyAta cAritra hoya ? ( gRhasthI ) kahe che yathAkhyAta cAritra mane che. (zrotA-je gha2mAM beTho hoya e ja Ama kahe je AtmAnA gharamAM beTho hoya e ja kahe ke yathAkhyAta cAritra mane che. (zrotA-che mane thAya che bIjAne.) AtmAnA gharamAM beTho hoya ene ja A khabara paDe. e ja jANI zake, bIjo koNa jANI zake?! AhAhA! gajabanI vAta che. bAramuM guNasthAna puddagalanA pariNAma che. caudeya guNasthAna puddagalanAM che. pachI pUche ke A zAstra koNe lakhyuM ? ema pUchavAmAM eno Azaya evo hoya keH je A zAstra lakhe che e to chaThThA guNasthAnavALA muni lakhe che ne!? are! e lakhatA ja nathI. ene chaThThuM guNasthAna ja nathI. AtmAne chaThThuM guNasthAna na hoya. haiM? zuM vAta karo cho ? Ama addhara Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #181 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 144 pravacana naM-11 UDo cho ! nahIM, nahIM, jevuM che tevuM kahIe chIe. A paramArtha pratikramaNanI 81 gAthA pachIno kaLaza che te dhyeya zeyanI saMdhivALo che. je jIvane dhyeya dhyAnamAM Ave che e ja dhyAtA thAya che. jene dhyeya dhyAnamAM nathI AvatuM e dhyAtA na thAya. ( zrotA-sAcI vAta che. dhyeyane dhyAnamAM levAthI dhyAtA thaI jAya che. ) mATe pahelA dhyeyanuM svarUpa batAvyuM. dhyeya kevuM che?! sAthe sAthe dhyAnanI prakriyA paNa batAve che. " huM caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM", samajI gayA. pachI A kaLazamAM kaheze ke jene bhAvuM chuM e dravya to jaNAya che, ane je bhAve che e paryAya paNa mane jaNAya che. dravya-guNane paryAya traNeya kahI deze. (zrotA-ema ja che ne!?) ema ja hoya ne paNa, akartA kAMI akartAne jANe? pariNAma akartAne jANe che. kaLaza saMdhivALo che. ema olAmAM jJAtA, jJAna, joya lIdhuM. ema ahIM dhyAtA dhyAnane dhyaya lIdhuM. e to sahaja sthiti che. ane A zeya thayuM e to phaLa che. dhyeya dhyAnamAM AvyuM ne eTale dhyAtA thaI jAya che. zeya thaI jAya che. kAraNa zuM!? ke jo e bheda rahI jAya ne to e pudgalanA pariNAmamAM jAya che. abheda thAya che mATe AtmA thaI gayo. bheda che e pudgalanA pariNAma che, abheda che e to AtmA che. e ya thaI jAya Akho AtmA, dhyAtA puruSa thayo. dhyAtA puruSa ema dhyAve che keH "je sakaLa nirAvaraNa akhaMDa eka pratyakSa pratibhAsamayI zuddha avinara parama pAriNAmikabhAva lakSaNa nija paramAtma dravya te ja huM chuM. ahIM zabdo judA che paNa vAtato ekanI eka che. jIvane kartabuddhi thoDIka paNa jo gaLI hoya to A samajAya. kartabuddhinuM jhera bahu hoyane ene A samajAya nahIM. kartabuddhinuM tIvra mithyAtva hoya ekatvanuM ene ema lAge ke AvuM hoya ke na hoya!! A enA jJAnamAM na Ave evuM che. A bahu UMcA prakAranI vAto che. kartA nathI emAM to haLavAza thAya che hoM ! huM kartA na houM hoM! lAIna AvI gaI hAthamAM khalAsa. lAIna hAthamAM Ave eTale basa. lAIne caDe pachI kAMI vAMdho nahIM. " AtmA akartA che te jaina darzananI parAkASTA che" A gurunuM vacana che. nairobI jatAM pahelAM be divasa bolyA. pahele divase bolyA ke AtmA akartA che e jainadarzananI viziSTatA che. bIje divase parAkASTA kIdhI. tyAre huM tyAM hato, kAnokAna sAMbhaLyuM che. A vAta 320 gAthAmAM sarvavizuddhajJAnanA pahelA kaLazamAM che. baMdha-mokSanI racanAthI AtmA dUra che. enI racanA nathI e to bIjAnI che. bIjo kare che ane jANatoya nathI. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #182 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 145 ApaNe jANavAnI jarUra zuM che paNa? bIjAnuM kArya lAge to jovAnuM mana na thAya. ane e kArya potAnuM lAge to jANavAnuM mana thayA vinA rahe nahIM. potAnuM nathI te vAta jorathI kahe che. bIjAnuM che ne potAnuM nathI to pachI jANavAno prazna ja kyAM che? bIjAnuM che to tene jANavAnI zuM jarUra che! te prazna gAthAmAM lIdho ja nahIM. te vAta ejanDA upara lIdhI ja nahIM. karato nathI te thoDIkavAra, pachI AtmAne jANuM chuM. bhedane jANuM chuM e vastu pahelethI ja kADhI nAkhI. te sTeja AvatuM nathI. kemake karato nathI to jANato e nathI. jene karato nathI tene jANato nathI. akartA che ne! nathI jANato, nathI karato basa tevo che. rAjakoTa viDiyo keseTa naM-64 pravacana naM-12 tA. 16-8-88 A zrI niyamasArajI paramAgama zAstra che. teno paramArtha pratikramaNa eTale cAritrano adhikAra che. zuddhaupayogane bhagavAna cAritra kahe che. badhA bola AvI gayA have chello bola che. bhAvakarmAtmaka cAra kaSAyone eTale krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhane karato nathI, sahaja caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM." have je koI ema mAne ke AtmA krodhamAna-mAyA-lobhane kare che evuM mAne e mithyASTi che. kema ke eno karanAra AtmA nathI eno karanAra bIjo che. bIjo bIjAne kare che. pudagala krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhanA tIvra pApanA pariNAma, ane krodha-mAna-mAyAlobhanI maMdatAne puNyanA pariNAma kahevAya. e puNya-pApanA pariNAmane pudagala kare che, have daSTi anAdithI paryAya upara hovAthI mAne che ke huM karuM chuM. pudgalanI kriyA jaNAya kharI jJAnanI svacchatAmAM. ajJAnIne paNa jaNAya ane jJAnIne paNa jaNAya. ajJAnIne jJAnImAM phera e che ke pudgalanI kriyA svacchatAmAM jaNAtAM tene ajJAnI jIvanI kriyA mAne che. eTale jIva akartA hovA chatAM kartA mAne che eTale samaye-samaye mithyASTi banI jAya che. - mithyAdaSTi banavAnuM kAraNa zuM? ke paradravyanI kriyAne te svadravyanI kriyA mAne che. bhagavAna AtmA to kriyAno karanAra nathI. e to jANanAra, jANanAra... jANanAra che. ahIM AcArya bhagavAna ema kahe che keH krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhane huM karato nathI tene huM pudgala Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #183 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 146 pravacana naM-1ra pAse karAvato nathI ane pudgala nAmanuM karma che e svataMtrapaNe kartA thaI ane krodha -mAnamAyA-lobhane kare che ane huM anumodana Apato nathI. krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhano karanAro pudgala karma che e ene kare che ane huM jANavA paNa rokAto nathI. paNa mane khyAla AvI gayo ke e ene kare che. pachI mAruM lakSa pudgala upara nathI pudgalanI kriyA upara lakSa nathI. huM to caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne - zuddhAtmAne bhAvuM chuM. zuddhAtmAne bhAvatAM zuddhopayoga nirvikalpa dhyAna AvI jAya che. enuM nAma sarvajJa paramAtmA paramArtha pratikramaNa paramArtha pratikramaNa nava tattvamAM saMvara-nirjarArUpe che, paNa Asrava-baMdha rUpe nathI. vyavahAra pratikramaNa Asravane baMdharUpe che. nizcaya pratikramaNa che e saMvarane nirjarArUpe che. e zuddha pariNati che te AtmAnI zuddha paryAya che, chatAM e saMvara-nirjarAnA pariNAmane pudgala kare che eTale ene huM karato nathI, ane saMvara-nirjarA je pudgalanAM pariNAma tene huM jANato paNa nathI, huM to eka zuddhAtmAne bhAvuM chuM. zuddhAtmAne bhAvatAM ja paramArtha pratikramaNa thAya che paNa e pariNAma upara mAruM lakSa nathI. mAruM lakSa to trikALI sAmAnya upara che, eTale zuddhopayoga dazA pragaTa thaI jAya che. sAmAnyane avalokato vizeSane nahIM avalokato. ApaNe paradravyanuM zuM kAma che? paradravya che enI sAme jovAnuM mAre zuM kAma che, vizeSane nahIM avalokato. vizeSanuM avalokana karavA jAUM to vyavahAra pratikramaNa thAya che ane e doSarUpa che nizcaya pratikramaNa thatuM nathI. kAraNa ke bheda che ne eTalo, e bheda upara najara jAya che e mAro dharma nathI. huM to caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne bhAvuM chuM. sAmAnyane avalokato ane vizeSane nahIM avalokato AhAhA ! ene sarvathA jANavAnuM baMdha karavuM? ke: "hA," sarvathA. sarvathA jainadarzanamAM hoya? ke kathaMcit hoya? jainadarzananI zarUAta ja sarvathAthI thAya che. kathaMcit e to jJAnanuM phaLa che. bhedane jANavAnuM sarvathA baMdha karI devuM, ane huM karatoto nathI, e prazna to uDI gayo. paNa ene huM jANato nathI. AhAhA ! huM caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne bhAvuM chuM. pAcho A vilAsa che ne e sahaja che! anAdi anaMta che. sahajajJAna-sahajadarzana je che ne? e sAhajika che. samyakdarzana-jJAna-cAritranA pariNAma sahaja nathI te karmakRta che. ene kyAMya sahaja kahyAM hoya e judo viSaya che. atyAre ahIMyAM pudgala sAthe meLavIe to enA jevo AtmA nathI, A sahaja caitanyano vilAsa che. ahIMyA to (caitanyanA vilAsa) ene huM bhAvuM chuM basa. vilAsa svarUpa pachI kahe che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #184 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 147 AtmAne ja emAM ekalA sAmAnyane ja bhAvuM chuM ane vizeSane bhAvato nathI. bhAve che vizeSa sAmAnyane. vizeSa sAmAnyane bhAve che paNa vizeSa vizeSane bhAvato nathI ema kahe che. AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM. e zuddhAtmA je upara kahyo ne pahelI lITImAM e ja. zuddhAtmA je kahevo che ene sakaLa kartutvano abhAva che. ahIMyAM kahe che-sahaja caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa evo je AtmA ene ja bhAvuM chuM. akartA che evA AtmAne bhAvuM chuM ema na lakhatAM sahaja caitanyano je vilAsa che jemAM ene bhAvuM chuM. e jJAnamAM badhuM samAI jAya che. akArakaavedaka temaja anaMtaguNo, Akho vilAsa emAM AvI jAya che. caitanyamAM Akho vilAsa AvI jAya che. huM akartA chuM ema jANIne pachI zuM kare che? zuddhAtmAne bhAvuM chuM. apramatta-pramatta nathI mATe apramatta-pramattano kartA nathI evo artA che ema jANuM, ema jANIne pachI jJAyaka ne dhyAve che. bhAve che. akartA che e vAta sAcI che paNa bhAvuM chuM caitanyane. jJAyakane cidAnaMda AtmAne bhAvuM chuM dhyAvuM chuM, tyAre mane he! paramAtmA! nirvikalpa AnaMdanI bharatI Ave che. eTale chellA bolamAM A badhuM laI lIdhuM. ahIM TIkAmAM kartA viSe varNana karyuM." TIkAkAra ema kahe che ke kartA viSe varNana karyuM to kartA, kArayitA, anumaMtA ema traNeya laI levA. "tema kArayitA, anumaMtA-anumodaka viSe paNa samajI levuM." ema eka-eka bolamAM e pramANe tamAre utAravuM. karato nathI karAvato nathI ane anumodaka paNa huM nathI ema badhAmAM laI levuM. , kema ke uparamAM huM karato nathI ema lIdhuM che. eka ja zabda eTale kauMsa karavo paDyo. kema ke mULamAM traNa zabdo che. karato nathI, karAvato nathI ane anumodato nathI. "A rIte pAMca ratnonA zobhita kathana vistAra dvArA sakaLa vibhAva paryAyonA saMnyAsanuM ( tyAganuM) vidhAna kahyuM che."kahe che? A rIte pAMca ratnonA zobhita kathana vistAra dvArA sakaLa vibhAva paryAyo, emAM je peluM pudgalakarma kare che emAM e zabda lIdho che. (juo pAnu 153.) "have A (uparokta) vividha vikalpothI (bhedothI) bharelA vibhAva paryAyo no che ne!!" nizcayathI huM kartA nathI, kArayitA nathI ane pudgala karmarUpa kartAno huM anumodaka nathI." vibhAva eTale vizeSabhAvo -samasta prakAranA vizeSa bhAvo. sAmAnya eka ane vizeSa aneka. sAmAnya eka vizeSaNa hoya ane vizeSa-vibhAvamAM anaMta hoya, eTale sakaLa" zabdamAM badhA prakAranA vibhAvo. anaMtaguNono piMDa ekarUpa "eko ahaM' che. ane enI je paryAyo thAya che ane sakaLa vibhAva paryAyonA saMnyAsa nAma tyAganuM vidhAna kahyuM che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #185 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 148 pravacana naM-12 eTale daSTi apekSAe to huM akartA thayo hato, ane cothA guNasthAne kartAbuddhino tyAga thaI gayo hato. have je A zuddha paryAya che eno upacArathI kartA che evuM kartApaNuM je AvatuM hatuM jJAna apekSAe, daSTi apekSAe to kartApaNuM AvatuM ja nathI paNa, jJAna apekSAe kartApaNuM AvatuM hatuM ke nizcaya ratnatrayanA pariNAmane AtmA kare che, vyavahAra ratna- trayanA pariNAmane AtmA karato nathI, mokSamArgane kare che evuM je jJAnapradhAna kathanamAM kartApaNuM AvatuM 'tuM e kahe che keH jJAnapradhAna kathanamAM paNa kartApaNuM AvyuM ne! e kartApaNAne choDIne e vyavahAramAM Avyo hato to ATalo upacAra Avyo hato, e kartApaNAnA upacArane choDe che to zudgha upayoga thaI jAya che. jo eTaluM kartApaNuM rahe che to chaThThuM guNasthAna Ave che. temAM kartApaNAno upacA2 Ave che. paNa..kartAno upacAra Avyone e ene khaTakayuM kema ke kartA nathI. che akartA ane vyavahAranaye kartA kahyo. vyavahAranaya kartA kahe che. e vyavahAranaya jUThThI vAta kare che. huM kartA nathI mArA upara Aropa kema Ape che? kema ke huM to zuddhAtmA chuM. zuddhAtmA kartA na hoya. niSkriya hoya e kriyA na kare. akartAnuM koI karma na hoya, chatA akartA A karmane kare che evo je vyavahAranayano AkSepa Avyo Aropa Avyo e jJAna pradhAna kathana che. dRSTi apekSAe to cothA guNasthAne akartA thaI gayo che emAM to koI savAla ja nathI. paNa jJAna apekSAe sAdhaka AtmA atIndriyajJAnane kare che ane AnaMdane bhogave che, e vyavahAranayanuM kathana che. AhAhA ! vyavahAranaya kahe che e mane maMjUra nathI. huM e vyavahArano paNa svIkAra karato nathI. te sadbhUta vyavahAra bhale ho! paNa te vyavahA2 che ne? kema ke akartAne kartA kahevo e vyavahAra thaI gayo. ane akartAne kartA mAnavo e mithyAtva thaI gayuM. akartAne kartA mAnavo e mithyAtva thaI gayuM. akartAne kartA kahevo e vyavahAra, e jJAnIne lAgu paDe che. jJAnI have teno niSedha kare che. kartApaNAno vyavahAra khaTake che tethI teno niSedha kare che. upacArathI paNa kartA kahevo e khaTake che. kema ke upacArathI paNa AtmA kartA nathI. zuddha paryAyano AtmA upacArathI paNa kartA nathI ema jayapuramAM ApaNA upakArI gurudeve kahyuM. AhAhA! A kartApaNAnuM jhera nIkaLavuM bahu muzkela che. koIne koI apekSAe.. nizcayathI kartA na hoya to kAMI nahIM vyavahAre to kartA kharo ke nahIM? pariName che mATe kartA kharo ke nahIM ? keH AtmA pariNamato ja nathI te to apariNAmI che. ahIM sudhI na pahoMce Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #186 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 149 tyAM sudhI hAthamAM daSTino viSaya Ave nahIM. paMDita thAya paNa jJAnI na thAya. zAstranA AdhArarUpa vyavahAra enuM avalaMbana le to paNa e doSa che. kema ke che to akartA tenA upara kartAno upacAra karyo che ne? to ema samajI levuM ke upacAra eTale khoTuM akartAne kartA kahyo eTale khoTuM kahyuM ne? e emane khaTakayuM, to caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne bhAvatA kartApaNAnA vyavahArano bheda hato eno niSedha thaI gayo. eTale zuddhopayoga dazA thaI gaI. have enA garbhamAM emaNe eTaluM badhuM lakhyuM nathI paNa AvI gayuM ke huM kartA nathI ane huM jJAtA ya nathI. paNa vyavahAra jJAtA che eTale vyavahAra kartApaNuM khaTakayuM ema! paryAyanuM jANavuM e vyavahAra che. bhedane jANavuM e vyavahAra che ne? e khaTake che tyAre pharIthI paryAyArthika cakSu baMdha thaI jAya che. bhedane jANatAM chaThTha guNasthAna AvI jAya che. saptama AvatuM nathI. eTale e emane khaTake che. vyavahAra pratikramaNa AvyuM paNa paramArtha pratikramaNa na AvyuM bhedane jANatAM chaThuM AvyuM ne tyAre ene nizcaya zuddha paryAyanA kartApaNAno upacAra Avyo. paNa bhedane jANato ja nathI to pachI vyavahAra kartApaNAno upacAra kyAMthI Avyo? kemake e to ene jANavAnuM baMdha karIne trikALIne jANavA gayo. AhA! bhedane jANe che to kartApaNAno upacAra Avyo, paNa jANato ja nathI to kartApaNAno upacAra kyAMthI Ave? ema bhedanI upekSA karIne dravya svabhAvamAM cAlyA jAya che to abheda anupacAra thaI gayo khalAsa. pahelA traNa prakAra pADayA che. pachI e traNa prakArane bIjI rIte samajAvyA che. prakAra to traNaja che. bheda upacAra, abheda upacAra ane abheda anupacAra A traNa zabdo nIce che. e ja traNane bIjA zabdothI samajAvyuM che. bheda upacAramAM vyavahAra ratnatraya lIdhuM. pAMca mahAvratanA pariNAma e vyavahAramAM lIdhA. abheda upacAramAM nizcaya ratnatrayanA pariNAma lIdhA paNa te bhedarUpa. samayasAra 16 mI gAthAmAM Ave che ne -sAdhu puruSa nizcayathI to ekane seve che paNa traNane seve che pragaTa karavAnI apekSAe to e je ratnatrayanA pariNAma che te abheda upacAra che. bheda upacAra to vyavahAra ratnatrayanA pariNAmamAM gayA ane e baMdhanuM kAraNa che. ane abheda upacAra che te to zuddha pariNati che. samyakadarzana jJAna cAritranA pariNAma che bheda paNa abhedano upacAra karyo samajI gayA ane trIjuM abheda anupacAramAM zuddhopayogazuddhopayoga te spaSTa zabda Avyo. ApaNe je lIdhuM tuM ne zuddhopayoga te abheda anupacAra che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #187 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 150 Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates pravacana naM-12 e pahelA traNa bola lIdhAne! temAM gurudeve jaghanya ratnatrayanA pariNAmamAM zuddha pariNati lIdhI che. kema ke chaThThA guNasthAne pariNati hoya ne ema! ane paradravyanuM zraddhAna e to vyavahAra-sAkAra lIdhuM ane ene nirAkAra kare che ema traNa prakAra pADIne e vAta karI hatI. eTale chelle paNa ahIMyAM nirAkAra ja raju kare che. abheda anupacAra eTale nirAkAra. nirAkAra tattvamAM lIna thaIne nirAkAra cAritra pragaTa kare che ema! pachI temAM AgaLa khulAso kare che keH navatattva-navapadArtha paradravya che tenuM zraddhAna eTale ke AmAM saMva-nirjarAne mokSa AvyA hoM! e 52dravyamAM AvyuM. emAM lakhyuM che ne? navapadArtha 52dravya che tenuM zraddhAna eTale saMva2-nirjarA paradravyamAM AvI gayA ne? spezyala zabda mUkayA traNa, bheda upacAra, abheda upacAra ane abheda anupacAra. abheda anupacAramAM ekAgratA arthAt lIna thaI gayo basa. nizcala thayo zuddhopayoganI bhUmimAM. abheda anupacAramAM zuddhaupayoga svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA enuM avalaMbana letA zuddhopayoga thaI jAya che. bIjA je traNa prakAra bheda upacAra, abheda upacAra, abheda anupacAra je traNa prakAra nIce kahyAM te ja upa2 Avene? bIjI rIte kahe to paNa pahelAne je susaMgata hoya evI ja rIte bIjo prakAra Ave ne?! to ja A eno bIjo artha che tema Ave ne ?! zabdo phare paNa bhAva na phare. bIjuM yogano viSaya paNa sAro lIdho che. cothA guNasthAne aMze yogano nirodha thaI jAya che. meM je vAta karI'tI e viSaya paNa lIdho che. samayasAra Asrava adhikAramAM e gAthA che. mithyAtvano abhAva thAya to mithyAtvanA avinAbhAvarUpa jeTaluM kaMpana hatuM eno abhAva thaI jAya. mithyAtvano abhAva thAya to eTalo avratano eTalo kaSAyano eTalo kaMpanano, eTalo yogano, e saMbaMdhI abhAva thAya. mithyAtvanI bhUmikAnI sAthe raheto bhAva te eka sAthe jAya. ( zrotAH samayasAranI 109 thI 112 gAthAmAM Ape A viSaya lIdho to ) e viSaya paNa lIdho keH mana, vacana kAyAnuM kaMpana che enA u52thI ema lIdhuM ke: yoga nAmanI zakti che to e kaMpanathI rahita AtmA niSkapa che ane paryAyamAM paNa anubhava thatAM "sarva guNAMza te samyaktva" zrImadjIe kahyuM che temaja rahasyapUrNa cIThThImAM Ave che ke " jJAnAdi ekadeza zuddha thAya che." te be AdhAra lIdhA. "sarva guNAMza te samyaktva" temAM yogamAM paNa aMze akaMpadazA thaI jAya che. kaMpana che e vibhAva che. e vibhAvano sarvathA abhAva to caudamA guNasthAne thAya che, akaMpadazA Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #188 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 151 ayogI jina kevaLIne thAya che. tenI zarUAta cothethI thAya che, pachI AgaLa... AgaLa Asravano nirodha thAya che. mithyAtvano nirodha thayo to tathA prakArano yogano nirodha thAya te barobara lojIkathI bese che. kema ke enI zarUAta saMvara-nirjarAmAM thavI joIe ne?! tyAre mokSa thAya che. saMvara-nirjarA vinA mokSa kyAMthI thAya? eTale ke mokSa ekAeka nathI thato. AhA ! jeTalo Asrava rokANo eTalo saMvara thayo, ane eTalI azuddhinI hAni thAya che, to eTalI nirjarA thAya che. jeTalI akaMpa dazA che eTalI zuddhinI vRddhi eTalI nirjarA atithI. AhAhA! alaukika vAta che, tattva abhyAsa sivAya zuddhAtmA hAthamAM na Ave. tattva abhyAsa e vyavahAra che, nizcaya nathI. zubhabhAva karavo e vyavahAra nathI e to ajJAna che. (zrotA-saMvara-nirjarAmAM ayoganI saMdhi thAya che.) kema ke ayoga jina kevaLI to caudame thAya che. enI pahelA saMvara-nirjarA hoya ne? zarUAta cothethI thaI gaI te ekadama nyAyathI siddha thAya che. nIcalI avasthAmAM eTaluM badhuM cokhkhuM thaI jAya pachI ene upara javAmAM saheluM thaI jAya. upara javAmAM eTale zreNI mAMDe tyAre AvA vicAro pahelethI ja AvI jAya. paripakava sthiti thaI gaI hoya, cokhkhuM thaI gayuM hoya to AgaLa saheluM thaI jAya. A gAthA zreNInI sanmukhanI che. zuddhopayoga eTale paramArtha pratikramaNanI gAthA che. A paramArtha pratikramaNa munirAjane ja hoya che. nIce mithyAtvanuM pratikramaNa thatAM samyakdaSTi thaI jAya che. e ApaNe lIdhuM hatuM ke mithyAtvanuM pratikramaNa avrata, kaSAya ane yoganuM pratikramaNa. tIrthakaro paNa yogano nirodha karavA mATe samedazikharanA pahADa upara jaIne besI jAya che. pAMcaso dhanuSa UMce samosaraNamAM hoya che. te paNa samosaraNamAMthI nIce AvI jAya che. vANI baMdha thaI jAya che. yogano nirodha thatAM siddha paramAtmA thayA. arihaMta hatA ne have siddha paramAtmA thaI gayA. namo arihaMtANaMmAMthI namosiddhANaMmAM jatA rahyA. arihaMta paNa sazarIra-saMsArI che ne hujI. e zarIra che tyAM sudhI dekhAya ApaNane, pachI to paramANu kapuranI goTInI jema vikharAya jAya ane ekalo caitanya biMba rahI jAya jene bhAvato hato eja rahI jAya che. siddha avasthA rahI jAya basa ane badhuM nIkaLI jAya. nokarmathI huM bhinna chuM ema zraddhAmAM AvatA saMyogamAMthI nokarma chUTI jAyane? saMyoga kyAM sudhI rahe! abhedanuM zraddhAna-zAna thaI gayuM pachI kyAM sudhI saMyoga rahe? saMyoga chUTI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #189 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 152 pravacana naM-12 jAya. jene saMyoganI bhAvanA hoya ene zarIra maLe. jene saMyoganI bhAvanA na hoya ane saMyoga na maLe. ahAhA! A mArga gurudeva cokhkho karI gayA. A rIte pAMca ratno dvArA zobhita kathana vistAra dvArA sakaLa vibhAva paryAyonA saMnyAsanuM (tyAganuM) vidhAna kathana che" A ApaNe jJAnamAM UtAryuM che, daSTimAM nahIM AtmA jJAna apekSAe upacArathI kartA che eno paNa virodha karyo to upacAra chUTI gayo. upacArano paNa tyAga thaI gayo. pachI upacAra kyAM rahyo?! A ene kare te kyAM rahyuM! e cAritrane kare che tevuM kyAM rahyuM? paryAyadaSTino to tyAga thayo paNa paryAya jANavAmAM AvatI 'tI enuM paNa jANavAnuM baMdha thayuM. huM to caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne bhAvuM chuM eTale zuddhopayoga thaI gayo. AmAM zuddhopayoga thavAnI kaLA che. AhAhA! akartAne karma na hoya tethI karmane jANato nathI. hoya to jANene? "karanA bhI gayA ane jAnanA bhI gayA aura jANanAra raha gayA." (zrotA-apUrva vAta che.) paryAya ko karanA bhI gayA, aura paryAya ko jAnanA bhI gayA aura jANanAra raha gayA. jema pANInuM barapha thaI jAya tema DhIma thaI gayo DhIma. have A pAMca gAthAonI TIkA pUrNa karatA TIkAkAra munirAja zrI padmaprabhamaladhArideva zloka kahe che. zlokArtha:- A pramANe "paMca ratno dvArA je A" eTale munirAje "samasta viSayonA grahaNanI ciMtAne choDI che" sakaLa viSayonuM grahaNa je zabda che ne? emAM karavuMya choDayuM ane jANavuM ya choDayuM. be bhAva temAMthI Ave che. "samasta viSayo enA grahaNanI', grahaNano artha thAya che jANavuM karanAra to chuM ja nahIM paNa chaThThI guNasthAne jANelo prayojana vAna hato e paNa chUTI jAya che. "ane nija dravya guNaparyAyanA svarUpamAM cittane ekAgra kare che." jene daSTinA viSayamAM mAsTarI che evA samartha munirAja ema kahe che ke: dravyaguNa paryAyanA svarUpamAM eTale ke pote e zeyarUpa thaI jAya che. je dhyeyarUpa AtmA hato e dhyeyanuM dhyAna karatA-tenI bhAvanA karatA-caitanya vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne bhAvatAM e jJaya thaI jAya che. pote ja jJaya thAya che. pote ja zeya, pote ja jJAna, pote ja jJAtA e abheda ema. jJAtA-jJAna-zayanA nAmathI bheda che paNa vastubhede bheda nathI. e A phaLa AvyuM. "nija dravya-guNa paryAyanA svarUpamAM cittane ekAgra karyuM che" cittane eTale jJAnane ekAgra karyuM che. e abhedapaNe jaNAya che. abhedane abheda thaIne jANe che. abhedamAM ekAgra thaIne evA svarUpane jANavA maMDayo ke je dravyaguNaparyAya svarUpa che vastu. abhedapaNe jANe che emAM tarka ke vikalpa-bheda nathI kAMI. samajAvavA mATe dravya-guNa-paryAya zabda vAparyo che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #190 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 153 e vAparavo ja joIe. te bhavya jIva-lAyaka jIva-sAdhaka AtmA "nija bhAvathI bhinna evA sakaLavibhAvane choDI" AhA! nija bhAvathI bhinna evA sakaLa-badhA prakAranA vizeSa bhAvone choDI eTale ke enuM lakSa choDIne e jANatA nathI. abhedamAM bheda jaNAto nathI bahu alpa kALamAM muktine prApta kare che." A rIte mokSanI prakriyA batAvI che. je zuddhAtmAne bhAve che te alpakALamAM mukta thAya che, tyAre potAnA dravya guNa paryAya abhedapaNe jaNAya paNa che. e ja nirvikalpa sthitinI vAta che savikalpa sthitinI vAta nathI. A badhI prakriyA zuddhopayogamAM bhajI jAya che. bhedane jANato nathI. "abhedane jANatAM abheda thaIne abheda zeya thaI jAya che." dravya guNa paryAya traNeya lIdhA ne! abheda che ene jANatAM abheda thaIne abhedane jANe che. to dravya guNa paryAya traNeya AvI gayA. AtmA rogane kare che e to mithyAtva che. ahIMyAM to vItarAgabhAvane AtmA kare che evo sAdhaka upara upacAra Avyo. AtmA upara AkSepa mUkyo. vyavahAre e vAto eNe sAMbhaLI ke A mane kartA kahe che? ema, mane kartA kahe che? kartApaNAno upacAra khaTakyo tene oLaMgIne aMdaramAM DUbakI mArI. - sAdhaka rAgano to kartA che ja nahIM. sAdhaka nizcaya-mokSamArgane kare che, to huM to kartA nathI teno upacAra mArA upara Avyo. upacArano artha ke: kare ko'ka ane Ave mArA upara enuM nAma upacAra. corI kare ko'ka ane zAhukAra upara Aropa Avyo ke A bhAIe mArI ghaDiyALa laI lIdhI. zAhukAra mANasa kahe bhAI meM to lIdhI nathI. ema kare che bIjo ane upacAra Avyo mArA upara. bIjo kare che enuM nAma eNe ApI dIdhuM nAma ApyuM che keH pudgala kare che. e vAta je AvI che ne ke upacAra khaTake che eTale huM akartA chuM e yAda AvI gayuM. kartAno upacAra khaTakyo tyAre akartAno eNe Azraya lIdho. nahIMtara akartA to pote thaI gayA che. abheda anupacAra thaI gayo pachI kartAno upacAra jato rahyo. pachI kyAM kartAno upacAra rahyo. zuddhopayoga thaI gayo ane e AtmA thaI gayo. pachI AtmA zuddha upayogane kare che e upacAra kyAM rahyo? e to anupacAra thaI gayo. (zrotA-jyAM sudhI bheda dekhAto to tyAM sudhI upacAra Avato hato.) abheda thaI gayo to upacArano prazna ja nathI. bheda ja nathI dekhAto to kartApaNAno upacAra kyAM rahyo. abheda che te anupacAra ja hoya che. daSTino viSaya paNa abheda ane anupacAra. kema ke Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #191 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 154 pravacana naM-12 abheda anupacAramAM zuddhaupayoga Avyone? dravya guNa paryAya AvI gayAne? dravya to hatuM ja paNa zuddha upayoganI paryAya AvI gaI. abhedapaNe jJAna thayuM. cittane ekAgra karyuM. "eko aham', eka ja che. dravya paNa eka-sAmAnya eka ane sAmAnyane vizeSa thaIne paNa eka, bannemAM eka alaukika vAta che. zrotA-bahu alaukika vAta che. dhyeya paNa abheda ane zeya thayuM te paNa abheda.) bheda dekhAto nathI. nirvikalpa dhyAnanI avasthA che ne? nirAkAra thAuM chuM bolo! nirAkAra tattvamAM ekAgra thayo to nirAkAra cAritra pragaTa thayuM ema zabda che. A niyamasAra 103 gAthAmAM che. gAthA pUrI karatA chelle che "ema trividha sAmAyikane (cAritrane) uttarottara svIkRta (aMgIkRta karavAthI sahaja parama tattvamAM avicaLa sthitirUpa sahaja nizcaya cAritra hoya che.') basa eTaluM. have eno vadhAre khulAso kare che. ke je nizcaya cAritra nirAkAra tatvamAM," trikALI tattva ja nirAkAra che. nirAkAra eTale e pote ja nirvikalpa che. emAM bheda nathI kAMI samajI gayA. evuM je nirAkAra tattvamAM," e dravya lIdhuM ane lIna e paryAya." emAM lIna hovAthI e nirAkAra cAritra che. dravyeya nirAkAra ane cAritra paNa nirAkAra beya nirvikalpa che. trikALI dravya nirvikalpa ane paryAya paNa nirvikalpa beya nirAkAra have sAkAra na rahyuM. sAkAra te to savikalpa che. sAkArane nirAkAra karavAno che. sAkArane nirAkAra kare che tyAre kharekhara mokSamArga che. pelo apavAdarUpa mokSamArga ane A sarUpa mokSamArga che. AtmA zuddhopayogamayI che. zuddhopayoga ane AtmA judA nathI rahetA-tamayI thaI jAya che. je 271 mAM jJAtA-jJAna-jJayanI abhedatA kahyuM e ja. dhyeya pUrvaka AkhuM zeya thAya che. (zrotA-teja vAta Ave che.) Ave che ne? A to munirAjano zloka emAM prazna kyAM che? lIna na thAya to kartAno Aropa Ave che pachI lIna kare che. jJaya abheda thAya to anupacAra thaI jAya ema ene kahevuM che. jJaya na thAya to upacAra Ave. upacAranuM pratikramaNa karIne anupacAramAM Ave che. A vAta barobara che. upacAra khaTake che eTale upacArane oLaMgIne anupacAramAM AvI jAya che. khaTake to oLaMgene? doSa khaTake to doSane TALe paNa doSane guNa mAne to kyAMthI TALe. koI evI paLe zAstra racAI gayA che. kuMdakuMda bhagavAna mahAvidehamAM gayA ne ApaNA mATe lakhI gayA. kuMdakuMdabhagavAnanuM trIjuM nAma che te yathArtha che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #192 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa rAjakoTaH- tapakalyANakaprasaMge viDiyo keseTa naM-76 pravacana naM-13 Ajano divasa tapakalyANakano che. potAnI yogyatA hoya to AtmajJAnI gurunI dezanAlabdhi athavA jinavANI maLe. tyAre ene gRhastha avasthAmAM AtmAno anubhava thAya che. e gRhastha avasthAmAM anubhava thatA veMta ja e sAdhaka AtmAne cAritranI bhAvanA pragaTa thAya che. kemake cAritra vinA mokSa nathI. 155 66 samyakdarzana vinA cAritra nathI ane cAritra vinA mokSa nathI cAritra eTale ? svarUpe caraNam Iti cAritram. " upayogane jJAyakamAM joDI temAM ekAgra-lIna thavuM tene paramAtmA cAritra dazA kahe che. e vItarAgI apUrva dazA che. te koI sAdhAraNa vastu nathI. e cAritra samyakdaSTine ja Ave che enA kALa kramamAM. pachI kahevAya ke enA purUSArthathI cAritra pragaTa thayuM. pratyeka jIvane vartamAnamAM eka jJAna upayoga pragaTa thAya che. te sAmAnya upayogamAM jJAyabhAva jaNAya che. jANavAmAM AvI rahyo che evuM je jJAnI gurunuM vacana jyAre kAna upara Ave che to e upayoga aMdaramAM cAlyo jAya che. ane te upayoganuM nAma zuddhopayoga paDe che. e zuddhopayogamAM zuddhAtmAnAM darzana thaI jAya che. tenuM nAma samyakdarzana-jJAnarUpa vItarAgI pariNAma che. ApaNA nemInAtha bhagavAnanI Aja dIkSA che. teozrI svargamAMthI padhAryA hatA. teo traNa jJAna mati zruta-avadhi laIne AvyA hatA. Aja (nemi munirAjane ) manaH paryAyajJAna utpanna thaI gayuM. teo svayaM guru che. tIrthaMkaranAM koI guru hotA nathI. pote ja traNalokano nAtha guru tattva che. te gRhastha avasthAmAM kevI prathama cAritranI bhAvanA bhAve che te apUrva avasaramAM sAMbhaLIe. munirAjanI dazA koI alaukika hoya che. bhAvaliMgI saMta dIkSA letAMnI sAthe ja zuddhopayoga dazA-nirvikalpadhyAna AvatAM saptam guNasthAna Ave che. caturtha guNasthAne AnaMdanuM bhojana to hatuM; paNa....thoDuM hatuM. muni avasthAmAM AnaMda vadhI gayo traNa kaSAyano abhAva thatAM vItarAga dazA vadhI gaI. vItarAgadazAnAM phaLamAM atIndriya AnaMdanI dazA koI judI ja hoya che. 'nitya AnaMda bhojI' saMto AnaMdanuM bhojana kare che. rAgAnubhUti nathI temane to AnaMdAnubhUti che. rAgane jANe che paNa rAgano anubhava nathI. sAdhakane nathI ? ke 'nathI ', sAMbhaLa jarA zAMtithI AhA! rAga sAthe ekatvabuddhi thatI nathI eTale jANe che paNa duHkhanA bhoktA nathI. du:khane jANe paNa duHkhane bhogave nahIM. AnaMdanA bhoktA che te paNa apekSita che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #193 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 156 pravacana naM-13 AvA nityAnaMda paramAtmAnI sanmukha thaIne zuddhopayoga dazAmAM niraMtara chake sAtame guNasthAne pramatta-apramattadazAmAM jhulanArA mahAmuni hAlatAM-cAlatAM-pharatA siddha samAnadazA che temanI. evA ApaNA upakArI kuMdakuMdaAcArya bhagavAna jyAre ide-sAtame guNasthAne jhulatAM hatAM tyAre temaNe niyamasAra zAstra banAvyuM. potAnI bhAvanA mATe banAvyuM. samayasArano apratibuddha mATe hatuM. paNa niyamasAra zAstra to potAnI bhAvanAne mATe banAvyuM. bhAvanAno artha zuM che? zabdanuM nAma bhAvanA nathI, vikalpanuM nAma bhAvanA nathI, IndrijJAnanuM nAma bhAvanA nathI, bhAvanA eTale (nija) bhAvanI bhAvanA. bhAvanA eTale paramapariNAmIka svabhAva bhAvanI ekAgratA-dhyAnamAM lIna thaIne je bhAva thAya te bhAvanA ke jemAM kevaLajJAna pragaTa thAya che. bhAvanAno artha zuM thAya che? kevaLajJAna pragaTa thAya che. (zrotA-ATaluM saheluM che?) "hA!' ATaluM saheluM che. je daSTi barNimukha che te dRSTi aMtaramukha AvIne AtmAno pratyakSa anubhava thAya che. ahIM beThAM beThAM anubhava thAya che. nathI thato tema nathI. maMdiramAM javAnI jarUrata nathI. acchA to maMdire na jAvuM!! jAvuM na jAvuM tenI vAta nathI. tuM AtmAmAM besI jA ! cho to tuM AtmAmAM "ja' bahAra nIkaLyo ja nathI. A paramArtha pratikramaNa eTale cAritrano adhikAra che. thoDI vAta sUkSma che. sUkSmano artha na samajAya tevo nathI sUkSmano artha zuM che? upayoga barAbara lagAve to sUkSma tattva khyAlamAM AvI jAya. paramAgama zAstra kuMdakuMda AcArya bhagavAnanuM che tenAM TIkAkAra bhAvi tIrthaMkara pote ra12 naMbaranA zlokamAM lakhI gayA che. pAMcaratnanI gAthA che. AkhA niyamasAra zAstramAM zuddhabhAva adhikAra daSTino viSaya bahu ja UMco AvI gayo paraMtu temAM kyAMya pAMca ratna na lakhyuM. pAMca ratna lakhavAno bhAva A pAMca gAthAmAM Avyo che. 77 thI 81 A pAMca gAthAnuM zIrSaka-mathALuM bAMdhe che. mathALAmAM mAla che. saMkSepa rucivALo to eka lITImAM samajI jAya. vistAra rucivALA mATe sArI TIkA che. eka lAInamAM TIkAkAra AcArya mahArAja zuM lakhe che? kuMdakuMda bhagavAnanuM hRdaya temaNe pArakhI lIdhuM. kemake bhAvaliMgI munirAjanI joDI samakakSI che. juo bhAI ! AtmAno svabhAva jJAna che. jANavuM dekhavuM AtmAno svabhAva che. jANavAthI zarUAta thAya che. karavAthI zarUAta thatI nathI. A AtmAno svabhAva jJAnamaya che. jANavuM-dekhavuM mAruM kAma che. have AcArya bhagavAna lakhe che....! Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #194 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 157 ahIM zuddhAtmAne sakaLa kartutvano abhAva darzAve che." sakaLa kartatvano abhAva eTale ke paradravyanAM kartA to che nahIM paNa potAnI aMdara je pariNAma utpanna thAya che, te svAzrita hoya ke parAzrita pariNAma teno AtmA kartA nathI. to A cAritranA adhikAramAM kartA nathI tema kema yAda karyuM?! kartabuddhi to caturtha guNasthAnamAM cAlI gaI hatI, to pharIthI AtmA kartA nathI, kArayitA nathI, anumodaka nathI kAraNa nathI te vAta zuM che?! temAM zuM rahasya che? temAM bhArI rahasya che. kartA buddhi javAthI samyakradarzana thAya che ane kartAno upacAra cAlyo javAthI zukladhyAnanI zreNI AvI jAya che. e vAta che. pharIthI ! huM kartA chuM ne rAgAdi pariNAma mAruM kArya che ane para padArthanAM pariNAma thAya temAM huM nimitta chuM tevI buddhi te mithyAbuddhi che. mithyAdaSTinuM lakSaNa zuM che? te tenI vANIthI oLakhAya jAya che, vadhAre parIkSA karavAnI jarUra nathI. tenuM vajana kyAM Ave che? ATaluM to karavuM joIe ne? kAMIka to karavuM joIe ! tenI zarUAta karavAthI thAya che. je ghuMTAya che te vANImAM AvI jAya che. jANavuM...jANavuM...jANavuM.....tenI zarUAta jANavAthI nathI thatI. jenI zarUAta jANavAthI thAya che, bhale teNe jANanArane pratyakSa na karyo hoya, to paNa jJAtAnA pakSamAM AvyA bAda te pratyakSa jJAtA thaI jAya che. kartAnA pakSavALo cAragatimAM rakhaDe che. pahelo pATha kartA nahIM huM pariNAma mAtrathI mAro AtmA bhinna che ane pariNAmathI AtmA bhinna che ema paraspara bhinnatA khyAlamAM AvavAthI pariNAmanI kataMbuddhi chUTI jAya che. pariNAma rahI jAya che ne pariNAmanI kataMbuddhi chUTI jAya che te khyAla rAkhavuM. AhA ! puNyathI dharma thato nathI teno artha evo nathI ke puNya choDI devuM. puNyathI dharma mAnavo choDI de! rahasya che. bhopAlamAM 40,000 (cAlIsa hajAra) mANasa hatA, pU. gurudevanAM zarIrane tAva AvI gayo, AtmAne tAva Avato nathI. to kahyuM ke bhAI ! puNya choDIne pApano upadeza devAnI vAtato jaina darzanamAM che nahIM. anyamatimAM nathI to jainadarzanamAM kyAMthI hoya?! to zuM vAta che? ke puNyathI dharma thAya che tevI mAnyatA choDI de. tALInAM gaLagaLATa thayA. jJAnInI vAta samajavAmAM bhUla thAya che. puNyathI dharma nathI thato tema tuM samajI le ! puNya choDavAnI vAta kyAM che? puNya karato nathI to choDe koNa? ne kare koNa? ane jANavuM paNa savikalpa dazAmAM che, bAkI jANavuM paNa baMdha thaI jAya che. to kartA buddhi chUTI jAya che. kartabuddhi chUTavAthI pAMcamAM chaThThA guNasthAna sudhI to AvI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #195 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 158 pravacana naM-13 jAya che paNa sAtizaya sAtamAmAM na Ave! kartabuddhi to chUTI paraMtu kartAno upacAra Avyo zuM kahyuM? ke : nizcaya ratnatrayanAM pariNAmano AtmA upacAramAtrathI kartA che. kartA buddhi nathI. kartA buddhimAM phera ne kartAnAM upacAramAM phera che. samartha AcArya bhagavAne AvuM zA mATe kahyuM? "kartA nathI" te vicAra karavA jevI vAta che. kartAbuddhi to cAlI gaI hatI pharI kahyuM ke kartA nathI. kartA nathI eTale ke mArA pariNAma je nizcaya ratnatrayarUpa pariName che to pariName so kartA ane pariName so karma', evuM vItarAgI pariNAma pratye kartApaNAno upacAra Avato hato te upacAra khaTakato hato. upacArarUpa vyavahAra tene upacAra kaho ke vyavahAra kaho. sAdhaka nizcayaratnatrayanAM pariNAmano kartA upacAramAtrathI che. A kuMdakuMdAcArya bhagavAnane khaTakayuM, zreNI nathI AvatI. kartA buddhi thAya to samyakradarzana nathI thatuM ane kartAno upacAra Ave to zreNI nathI AvatI eTale kevaLajJAna thatuM nathI. huM rAgAdi ane dehAdino kartA chuM te to mithyAdaSTi che. temAM kAMI mAla nathI teto samyakanI sanmukhe nathI. tenI to vAta gaI. rAga hovA chatAM paNa rAgano kartA nathI huM to jJAnamaya AtmA chuM. AtmadharmamAM Avelo 154 naMbarano bola che. jema siddha bhagavAna jANanAra dekhanAra teno svabhAva che tema tAro paNa jANanAradekhanAra svabhAva che. senTa para senTa. kathaMcit kartAne kathaMcit jANavuM rahevA de ! kathaMcinI ADamAM samyakadarzana thatuM nathI. kathaMcitanuM jJAna anubhavarUpa syAdvAda jJAnamAM utpanna thaze. thoDI vAra mATe to ahIM (svaprakAzakamAM) AvI jA ! jevI rIte siddha paramAtmA jANanAra dekhanAra che tevI rIte tuM paNa, ApaNane kahyuM ! kone kahyuM?! ApaNe badhAya hAjara hatA. ApaNe hAjara hatA ke nahIM? ApaNe badhAya hAjara hatA ApaNane pharamAvyuM, karuNA hatI ane huM saMkSiptathI vAta karuM chuM te ghaNuM karIne samajI jajo. siddha paramAtmA ApaNI upara samazreNIe birAjamAna che. siddhanI jema tuM paNa jANanAra-dekhanAra ja cho. kyAre? "traNekALa" tAro svabhAva jANavuM-dekhavuM che. tAro svabhAva rAgane karavuM nathI. rAgano huM kartA chuM to jJAna nathI rahetuM to ajJAna thaI jAya che. to paNa rAgano kartA banato to nathI eTale vizeSa apekSAthI kartA che bAkI akartA to rahe ja che. akartA svabhAva chUTato nathI. sAmAnya paDakhuM-akartAnuM paDakhuM-jJAyakanuM paDakhuM-jJAtAnuM paDakhuM traNakALamAM chUTatuM nathI. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #196 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 159 evA sAmAnya paDakhAM upara dRSTi jAya che tyAre zuddhopayoga thAya che. tyAre kartabuddhi chUTI jAya che. samyakdarzana thaI jAya che, paNa cAritra aMgIkAra karavA chatAM zreNI AvatI nathI. nemInAtha bhagavAnane to AjanAM divasa pachI chappanamAM divase kevaLajJAna thaI gayuM. paMcAvana divasa zuM karyuM? dhyAna dharyuM gIranAramAM jaIne AtmadhyAnamAM magna thaI gayA. nimittanuM dhyAna to A jIve anaMtavAra karyu che rAganuM dhyAna karyu, 52 padArthanuM dhyAna karyu; bhedanuM dhyAna karyu ne bhedanI bhAvanA paNa bhAvI. pharIthIH bhedanuM dhyAna karyu ane bhedanI bhAvanA paNa rAkhI, paNa...abhedanuM jJAna eka samayamAtra karyuM nahIM. cidAnaMda prabhu! deha devaLamAM dehathI bhinna birAjamAna hovA chatAM paNa, dehathI bhinna ATha karmathI bhinna, rAgAdi Asrava tattvathI rAgane jANavAvALA indriyajJAnathI paNa bhinna e to atIndriya jJAnamaya bhagavAna AtmA birAjamAna che. to kuMdakuMda prabhune aMdara thoDI khaTaka rahetI hatI, nirvikalpa dhyAna to Ave che paraMtu dharmadhyAna thAya che, zukla dhyAna AvatuM nathI. chaThThAguNasthAne pariNatIrUpa dharmadhyAna che. sAtamA guNasthAne nirvikalpa zuddhopayogarUpa dharma dhyAna che. sAtamA guNasthAne 'svasthAna ' dharma dhyAna hoya che paNa u52 sAtizayamAM nathI jAto, to khyAlamAM AvI gayuM ke upacArathI kartA che te vyavahAra che huM upacArathI paNa jJAnano kartA nathI to jJAyaka u52 dRSTi AvI jAya nemImunirAje chappana divasa sudhI dhyAna karyu. chappanano divasa Avyo to zukladhyAnanI zreNI AvavAnI che ane kevaLajJAnanAM darzana thaze. bhadrabAhunI guphAmAM thayelo svAdhyAya zravaNa belagolA viDiyo keseTa naM-23 pravacana naM-14 tA. 9-2-89 zrI niyamasAra zAstra che. teno 5ramArtha pratikramaNa nAmano pAMcamo adhikAra cAle che. 66 ahIM paramArtha pratikramaNa adhikAramAM zuddhAtmAne sakaLa kartRtvano abhAva darzAve che." AtmA akartA che ne kartA nathI. kartA nathI temAM bhAgalA nathI. 'sakaLa kartRtva " koI paNa prakAranA kAryano AtmA kartA nathI, zuddhAtmAto akartA che. evI apUrva pAMca ratnanI gAthA che. ' "bahu AraMbha tathA parigrahano abhAva hovAne lIdhe huM nAka paryAya nathI." traNekALa mA2A zuddhAtmAmAM AraMbha ane parigrahano abhAva 'thavAne' lIdhe nahIM paNa abhAva 'hovAne ' lIdhe huM nAka paryAyarUpa thayo nathI, thato nathI, ane thaIza nahIM. kemake mArA ' Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #197 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 66 160 svabhAvamAM AraMbha ane parigrahano be bhAvano svabhAvamAM abhAva che. ,, "saMsArI jIvane bahu AraMbha parigraha vyavahA2thI hoya che." zuddhAtmAne zudghanayathI jovAmAM Ave to AraMbha parigrahano abhAva pahelI lAInamAM batAvyo have kahe che I... " saMsArI jIvane bahu AraMbha parigraha vyavahA2thI hoya che, ane tethI ja tene na2ka AyunA hetubhUta samasta moharAga dveSa hoya che paraMtu mane-zuddhanizcayanayanA baLe zuddhajIvAstikAyane teo nathI. rAgadveSa moha nathI tethI nAraka paryAyano mArAmAM abhAva che. "zuddhanizcayanayanA baLe zuddha jIvAstikAyane " eTale ke zudghanizcayanayano viSaya jJAyaka cidAnaMda bhagavAna AtmA je sAmAnya nitya nirAvaraNa paramAtmA che tevA zuddhajIvAstikAyane teo nathI. * pravacana naM-14 AgaLa e badhuM Avaze keH nA2ka paryAyane karato nathI, A nAraka paryAyamAM nimitta thavuM e mAro svabhAva nathI. nimitta thAya che te bIjI cIja nimitta thAya AraMbha ane parigraha huM emAM nimitta thAuM evo mAro svabhAva nathI. mAro svabhAva to enAthI rahita che. "zuddhanizcayanayanAM baLe mane zuddhajIvAstikAyane teo nathI." teo eTale-je AraMbha parigraha nimitta thAya che naimittika avasthA je nAraka paryAyanI thAya che, te nimittano ane naimittika banne bhAvono mArA svabhAvamAM "zuddhanizcayanayanAM baLe-zuddhajIvAstikAyane-mane nathI." teno traNe kALa abhAva che. dravya svabhAvamAM e nathI. nAka paryAyane huM nimitta thAuM tevo mAro svabhAva nathI. mArA svabhAvamAM eno abhAva che. "tiryaMca paryAyane yogya mAyA mizrita azubhakarmano abhAva hovAne lIdhe " tiryaMca paryAya saMsArI jIvane pragaTa thAya che. tenuM nimittakA2Na batAvI tenuM jJAna karAvyuM che. nimitta mArAmAM nathI. nimitta nimittamAM che upAdAna upAdAnamAM che. upAdAna traNekALa zuddha che ane nimitta-naimittika ke kSaNika azuddha upAdAna che. have jUnA karmanI apekSAe te naimittika che, ( ane ) navAkarma baMdhAya te apekSAe nimitta che. eno mArA svabhAvamAM traNekALa abhAva che. tiryaMca paryAyano upAdAnapaNe to kartA nathI paNa nimitta paNe paNa huM kartA nathI. ane ene bIjo kare che te mane khabara paDe che paNa huM ene anumodana Apato nathI. DAyarekaTa karato nathI, InaDAyarekaTa paNa huM ene anumodana Apato nathI eTale kartA nathI huM to jJAtA chuM. "manuSya nAmakarmane yogya dravyakarma tathA bhAvakarmano abhAva hovAne lIdhe "; sIdhI abhAvanI vAta lIdhI abhAva che eTale to kartA nathI. AkhA pArAmAM ekalI nizcayanI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #198 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 161 vAta lIdhI che. paNa pahelI be lITImAM vyavahArathI Ama hoya che tema vAta karI te cAre lITImAM lAgu paDe che. saMsArI jIvane bahu AraMbha parigraha vyavahArathI hoya che. ema badhAmAM saMsArI jIvane vyavahArathI rAga dveSa moTuM hoya che, mAyA paNa hoya che, e badhuM vyavahAranaye hoya che. paNa nizcayanaye to...(teo mane nathI.) kemake A paramArtha pratikramaNa adhikAra che. mArA svabhAvamAM eno abhAva che ethI kartA nathI. "manuSya nAmakarmane yogya dravyakarma tathA bhAvakarmano abhAva hovAne lIdhe mAre manuSya paryAya zuddhanizcayathI nathI." "salve zuddhA zuddhanayA." zuddhanayathI jovAmAM Ave to badhA AtmA zuddha che. huM paNa zuddha chuM tethI mArAmAM manuSya paryAyano abhAva che. "deva" evA nAmano AdhAra je deva paryAya tene yogya surasa-sugaMdha svabhAvavALAM pugala dravyanA saMbaMdhano abhAva hovAne lIdhe nizcayathI mAre deva paryAya nathI." upara kahyuM keH dravyakarma bhAvakarmano abhAva che mATe manuSya paryAya mane nathI. tenI upara kahyuM ke rAgadveSa mohano abhAva che ema kahyuM. ahIM deva evA nAmano AdhAra evo deva paryAya temAM tenA zubhabhAvanA kAraNanI koI vAta na lIdhI. AmAM nimittakAraNanI vAta na lIdhI. uparamAM nimitta kAraNanI vAta lIdhI. eTalI vAta sthaLa karI have ekadama sUkSmavAtamAM utare che. have ApaNe sAthe sAthe A anusaMdhAna paNa letA jaIe. pahelA pArAnI sAthe anusaMdhAna laI laIe. "huM nAraka paryAyane karato nathI sahaja caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM." huM tiryaMca paryAyane karato nathI karAvato nathI anumodana Apato nathI te badhuM laI levuM ("ahIM TIkAmAM jema kartA viSe varNana karyuM tema karAyitA ane anumaMtA-anumodaka viSe paNa samajI levuM.") kasamAM che. huM nAraka paryAyane karato nathI eTale ke nAraka paryAyane yogya pariNAmano huM kartA nathI ema eno karAvanAreya nathI eno karanAra pudgala karma che te mane khabara che, paNa pudgala karma tene kare tene huM anumodana Apato nathI. tyAre huM zuM karuM chuM? sahaja caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM. A paramArtha pratikramaNa Avo vikalpa uThe che ne A vikalpa chUTe che. vikalpa chUTIne nirvikalpa dhyAnamAM cAlyA jAya che. vikalpa uThayo che tenuM jJAna karAvyuM, ke : A prakAranA vyavahAranAM niSedhano vikalpa Avyo ane huM to sIdho zuddhAtmAnAM anubhavamAM cAlyo jAuM chuM. huM nAraka paryAyane karato nathI karAvato nathI eno anumodaka nathI ane enuM huM kAraNa paNa nathI. sahaja eTale svAbhAvika-akRtrima-anAdi anaMta caitanyanAM vikAsa svarUpa Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #199 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 162 pravacana naM-14 AtmAne bhAvuM chuM. A badhA AtmAnAM vizeSaNa che. AtmA sahaja che, svAbhAvika che, akRtrima che, caitanyano ja jemAM vilAsa che evA AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM. bhAvuM chuM eTale ? anubhavuM chuM. eTale aMdaramAM jaIne zuddhopayoganI bhUmikAmAM AvI jAya che. huM tiryaMca paryAyane karato nathI upara AvyuM hatuM ? "huM tiryaMca paryAyanAM kartRtva vihina chuM ema AvyuM hatuM ne? huM tiryaMca paryAyane karato nathI, eTale tiryaMca paryAyane yogya je mAyA mizrita azuddha pariNAma e mAyAcArInAM pariNAmano huM karanAra nathI. tene meM bhUtakALamAM karyA nathI, vartamAnamAM karato nathI, ane bhAvikALe karIza nahIM. paNa ahIMyAM pratikramaNanI vAta che eTale bhUtakALamAM e bhAva meM karyA nathI. bhUtakALanuM pratikramaNa kare che. bhUtakALamAM eno karanAra bIjo to huM na hato, enuM atyAre mane bhAna thayuM. bhUtakALamAM nAraka paryAya gaI tene yogya je AraMbha parigrahano bhAva hato eno bhUtakALamAM kartA nathI. e 'micchAmi dukkaDam' e mithyA ho! e bhUtakALanAM bhAvo mane mithyA ho! eno karanAro huM chuM tema atyAre mane bhAsatuM nathI. bhUtakALamAM meM karyuM na hatuM teno karanAro puddagala hato tema mane atyAre bhAna thayuM che. bhUtakALamAM huM karato hato to pratikramaNa na thAya. bhUtakALamAM e bhAva meM karyAM ja na hatA e ajJAna 'micchAmidukkaDma '. bhUtakALanA bhAvo sarve mithyA ho ! "huM to caitanyanAM vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM. "huM manuSya paryAyane karato nathI" eTale manuSya paryAyane yogya je bhAva (bhAvakarma) teno huM karanAra nathI, karAvanAra nathI ane kartAne anumodato nathI. A 5ramArtha pratikramaNa che te munine yogya paramArtha pratikramaNanI vAta che. mithyAdaSTine paNa A prakAre mithyAtvanuM pratikramaNa thaI ane samyakdarzana thAya che. vidhi eka ja che. mithyAtvanA pratikramaNanI, avratanA pratikramaNanI, kaSAyanA pratikramaNanI vidhi A eka ja prakAre che. caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne bhAvuM chuM." mAtra jANanAro jaNAya che. dekhanAro dekhAya che bIjuM kAMI dekhAtuM nathI. "huM deva paryAyane karato nathI, sahaja caitanyanAM vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM" cAranI vAta thaI. have cauda bhedavALAM mArgaNAsthAnanA bhedo che tene huM karato nathI, karAvato nathI, ane puddagala karma tene kare che tene huM anumodana karato nathI, "sahaja caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM." A vikalpa Ave che te vikalpa tUTIne nirvikalpa dhyAnamAM cAlyA jAya che. u52nI traNa lITI AnA anusaMdhAnamAM che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #200 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 163 pahelAM kahyuM ke A koI mArA svabhAvamAM nathI pachI kahe che eTale huM teno kartA nathI, kAraNa nathI, karAvato nathI. "caudabhedavALAM mArgaNAsthAno tathA (cauda) bhejavALAM jIvasthAno ke guNasthAno zuddhanizcayanayathI paramabhAva svabhAvavALAne (-paramabhAva jeno svabhAva che evA mane) nathI." mATe huM eno kartA-kArayitA ke anumodaka nathI. "manuSya ane tiryacapaNAnI kAyAnA, vayakRta vikArathI (-pheraphArathI) utpanna thatA bALa-yuvAna-sthavira-vRddhAvasthArirUpa aneka sthUla-kUza vividha bhedo zuddha nizcayanayanA abhiprAya mAre nathI." ahIM sUkSma pariNAma levA dehanI sthiti sthULa che paNa tene yogya pariNAma te bhedo zuddha nizcayanayanA baLathI mane nathI. manuSya ane tiryaMcamAM e bemAM kAyAnI vayakRta hoya che. deva ane nArakIne na hoya tethI na lIdhuM. manuSya, tiryaMca tema be kAyA lIdhI. manuSya ane tiryaMca paryAyanI be kAyA lIdhI "vayakRta vikArathI" eTale ke zarIranA "pheraphArathI utpanna thatA manuSya ane tiryaMca emAM bALa-yuvAna-sthavira-vRddhAvasthArirUpa manuSya tiryaMcane che A badhA sthaLa kuza vividha bhedo, zuddhanizcayanayanA abhiprAya mane nathI A badhA paryAyamAM bhale ho paNa dravyamAM nathI. paryAyamAM ho to ho ! paNa mArA svabhAvamAM eno abhAva che. jeno mArA svabhAvamAM abhAva che tenuM karavuM mArAmAM na hoya. je mArA svabhAvamAM na hoya tenuM karavuM mane saMbhavI zake nahIM. e-kArya karavAnI zakti ja mArAmAM nathI te kAraNe ja karato nathI. karavAnI zakti che ne tene huM karavAne rokuM chuM tema nathI. mArAmAM zakti to che kArya karavAnI mArgaNAsthAnane karavAnI ane (tene) huM rokI dauM chuM tema nathI. karavAnI zaktino ja abhAva che tevo ja koI svabhAva akartA che. evo akartA jyAre lakSamAM Ave che tyAre caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne bhAvuM chuM. aMdara DUbakI mAre dhe che. pariNAmane karavAnI mArAmAM tAkAta che paNa huM pariNAmane karato nathI tema nathI pariNAmanuM karavuM e mArA svabhAvamAM ja nathI e kAraNe-mAro svabhAva nathI mATe kartA nathI. karavAnI zakti che ne karavAnuM kAma rokI dauM chuM tema nathI. mithyAtvane karavAnI zakti che paNa have tene huM karavAnuM baMdha karuM chuM tema nathI. tema samyakadarzana karavAnI mArAmAM zakti che; jyAre dhAruM tyAre utpanna karI zakuM? ke, "nA". e mArA svabhAvamAM nathI. AhA! paryAyanuM karavuM paryAyamAM thAya che tema jANavAmAM Ave che paNa huM karuM chuM tema mane jANavAmAM AvatuM nathI kemake huM jANanAra chuM tethI karanAra nathI jANanAra karanAra na Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #201 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 164 pravacana naM-14 hoya, ane karanAra te jANanAra na hoya. mahAsiddhAMta huM to jANanAra chuM. caitanya svarUpa chuM ne! tethI jANanAra chuM ne tethI caudamArgaNAsthAna tenA bhedone, cauda guNasthAnanAM bhedone, cauda jIvasamAsanAM bhedone, huM karato nathI teno kArayitA nathI temaja anumodaka nathI. tyAre tene koNa kare che? keH pudgalakarmanuM kartApaNuM vibhAva paryAyono kartA pudgalakarma temano anumodaka nathI. have A uparokta vividha vikalpothI bhedathI bharelA vibhAva paryAyono eTale ke vizeSa paryAyo badhI paryAyo laI levI. "vibhAva paryAyono nizcayathI huM kartA nathI" kema ke huM jJAtA chuM. jJAtA chuM mATe kartA nathI. mArAmAM karavAnI zakti che ne huM rokuM chuM tema nathI. karavAnI zaktino ja abhAva che te kAraNe kartA nathI. te mULa cIja che evo huM akartA chuM. samyakadarzana karavAnI zakti to che paNa karato nathI ema nathI, karavAnI zaktino ja abhAva che. thAya che te badhAne huM jANuM chuM, paNa meM karyuM tema jaNAtuM nathI ane darzanamoha upazama thAya che to samyakdarzana thAya che tema nathI. jema cakSu jANanAra dekhanAra che, je cakSu akArakane avedaka che, cakSu dazya padArthane kevaLa dekhe che karatuM vedatuM nathI tema jJAnamaya A zuddhAtmA je koI pariNAmo pragaTa thAya che, je koI guNasthAnanAM, mArgaNAsthAnanAM, jIvasamAsanAM pariNAma je pragaTa thAya che tene karavAnI zaktino mArAmAM anAdi anaMta abhAva che. eka samayamAtra paNa huM tene karuM chuM tevo mAro svabhAva nathI. pragaTa thAya tene jANuM ! paNa pragaTa thAya tene pragaTa karuM tevI zakti mArAmAM nathI. (mArAmAM) jANavAnI pUrI zakti che. "huM akartA chuM' tene jANavAnI pUrI zakti che. ane paryAya tenAM kAraNathI pragaTa thAya tene paNa huM jANuM ! jANavAnI pUrI zakti che. paNa karavAnI zaktino mArAmAM abhAva che. tevI zakti ja nathI pachI zaktine huM rokuM chuM ne zaktine huM phoravuM chuM ne mArA purUSArthathI pariNAmane karuM chuM. AhAhA ! kahe che ke karavuM te purUSArtha nathI paNa AtmA akartA che tema jANavuM te purUSArtha che. AhAhA! AtmA jJAtA che tema jANuM temAM anaMto purUSArtha che. karavuM te to ajJAnamAM jAya che. karavuM vyavahAramAM AvatuM nathI, paNa pariNAmane jANavuM te vyavahAramAM Ave che. ane trikALa akartAne (jANavuM) te nizcaya che. abhedane jANavuM te nizcayamAM jAya che. utpanna thatAM bhedone jANavuM te vyavahAramAM jAya che. karavuM te mArA svabhAvamAM nathI. karavuM to ajJAnI ke jJAnI koInA svabhAvamAM nathI. paNa jene svabhAvanuM bhAna nathI tene ema lAge che ke huM karanAra chuM te abhimAnI che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #202 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 165 mane mArA gurunA pratApathI A vighA maLI che keH AtmA traNekALa akA2ka ne avaidaka che. tethI huM zuddhAtmA chuM, ane zuddhAtmA hovAthI huM jJAnadarzanamaya chuM ane jJAnadarzanamaya hovAthI huM jANanAra chuM paNa karanAra nathI. A pariNAmo je pragaTa thAya che, mArgaNAsthAnanAM pariNAma, pahelA guNasthAnathI cauda guNasthAna sudhInA pariNAmo pragaTa thAya che paNa te pariNAmane huM pragaTa karato nathI. che ene jANuM chuM ane pragaTa thAya che tene paNa jANuM. jANavAnI mArAmAM pUrI zakti che, ane karavAnI zaktino trikALa abhAva, abhAvano abhAva evo mAro svabhAva. karavAnI zaktino ja abhAva che e karavAnI zaktine huM gopavuM chuM ane anukULa nimitta Ave to karavAnI zakti mArAmAM pragaTa thAya che ema che nahIM. AhA ! cothokALa hoya to kevaLajJAna pragaTa karavAnI zakti mArAmAM AvI jAya che ane paMcamakALa che tethI huM kevaLajJAnane pragaTa karI zakato nathI tema nathI. zakti to che mArAmAM pragaTa karavAnI! keH nahIM, koIkALe paNa AtmA pariNAmano karanAra banI zakato nathI. pragaTa thAya teno jANanAra che. kartA nathI. kAyitA nathI, anumodaka nathI. (jijJAsAH karavAnuM kAMI ja nahIM?) samAdhAna karavAno eka Takoe nahIM. karavAnI zaktino 100% abhAva che. ane jANavAnI zaktino 100% saddabhAva che. pUrepUro jANavAnI zaktino saddabhAva che. je jANavAnI zakti che teja vyakta thaI jAya che. karavAnI to zakti ja nathI, eno evo svabhAva ja nathI ke te pariNAmane kare; sakaLa kartRtvano abhAva che ne? koIpaNa pariNAmane kare kevaLajJAnane kare eno abhAva che. karavAnI zaktino ja abhAva che eTale karato nathI. karavAnI zakti che ne karato nathI, athavA paMcamakALa che mATe kevaLajJAnane karato nathI tema nathI. cothokALa ho ke pAMcamokALa ho! kevaLajJAnane ka2vAnI zaktino trikALa abhAva che. AhA ! huM to jANanAra chuM. (jijJAsAH- kevo jANanAra ? ) samAdhAnaH zaktine jANuM ne vyakti thAya teno jANanAra, pUrNa vyakta thAya tene paNa jANuM. jANavuM...jANavuM...jANavuM...ne jANavuM. Adi, madhya, aMtamAM 'karavuM' kyAMya svabhAvamAM dekhAtuM nathI AhA ! Avo mAro svabhAva che. karavAnI zaktino so TakA abhAva che. jANavAnI zaktino so TakA sadbhAva che. eTale ke mArA sAmarthyane jANuM, zaktine jANuM ne zaktinuM avalaMbana letAM vyakta dazA thAya tene jANuM. jANavuM....jANavuM...ne jANavuM, AhA! mokSa thAya tyAM sudhI kyAMya karavAnuM vacce AvatuM nathI. AhA ! jANuM....jANuM ne jANuM. mArA bhagavAna AtmAne jANuM ane AtmAne Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #203 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 166 pravacana naM-14 jANatAM je pariNAma pragaTa thAya samyakdarzanajJAnacAritrano mokSamArga tene paNa jANuM. mokSamArganuM phaLa mokSa thAya tene paNa jANuM. 'karavuM' e mArA svabhAvamAM nathI. karavAno sarvathA abhAva ane jANavAno sarvathA sadbhAva che. 'karavuM' te kathaMcit nathI ane ' jANavuM ' kathaMcit nathI. sarvathA jANavuM ane sarvathA karavuM nahIM, evo mAro svabhAva che. "" zuddha nizcayanayanA baLe huM to cidAnaMda AtmA chuM tene bhAvuM chuM. karavuM mArA svabhAvamAM nathI. have A uparokta "vibhAva paryAyono nizcayathI huM kartA nathI. AhA ! I pariName che mATe vyavahArathI upacArathI mane kartA kahe che. AtmAne kartA kahe che te vyavahAranayane asatyArthane abhUtArtha jANaje. huM to nizcayathI akartA chuM tema rAkhaje. Ama jANajene Ama rAkhaje. vyavahAranayanuM kathana uparita che tema jANaje. nizcayanayanuM kathana satyArtha che tema rAkhaje, to tAruM kAma thaI jaze. "vibhAva paryAyono nizcayathI kartA nathI." jJAtA che te kartA thaI zake nahIM. jJAtA bIjo che ne kartA bIjo che. je kartA che te jJAtA nathI ne je jJAtA che te kartA nathI evo mAro svabhAva che. karavAnI zaktino abhAva che tema jANaje. jANavAnI zaktino saddabhAva che tema jANaje. ane tene prayogamAM leje. teno prayoga karaje ke mArAmAM jANavAnI pUrI zakti che. ke: 'huM to jANanAra chuM.' AhA ! jANavAnI zaktithI bharelA AtmAne jANI le! karavAnuM ahaMkAra choDI de je ! vibhAva paryAyono huM nizcayathI kartA nathI, karAvanAra nathI. bIjo koI kare che paNa bIjAnI pAse huM karAvuM tevo mAro svabhAva nathI. tene koNa kare che? tene pudgala karma kare che. kemake e naimittika paryAyono nimittakartA puddagala che. naimittika badhI avasthAo che teno kartA puddagala che. e puddagalakarma kare che tene huM anumodana Apato nathI. darzanamohano abhAva thAya to ThIka! ane cAritramohano abhAva thAya to ThIka cAritramohanAM abhAve yathAkhyAt cAritra thAya to ThIka, ane kevaLajJAnAvaraNa karmano abhAva thAya to kevaLajJAna thAya to ThIka! AhA ! ThIka aThIka mArA svabhAvamAM nathI. huM to jANanAra chuM; huM karanArane Teko Apato nathI. karanAra bIjo che ne jANanAra bIjo che. jANanAra te huM ane karanAra te huM nahIM. ka2nA2 puddagalakarma che. kartA I....che...e kartAno anumodana karanAra paNa huM nahIM. ene bIjo kare che tema jANuM chuM. sIdho kartA nahIM, bIjA pAse karAvuM nahIM ne kartAne anumodana ApuM nahIM. mana, vacanane kAyA-navakoTIe mane pratikramaNa varte che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #204 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 167 caitanya vilAsa AcArya bhagavAna digambara saMta zuM pharamAve che!? teo atIndriya AnaMdanA bhojana karatA hatA. kSaNamAM vikalpa kSaNamAM nirvikalpa dhyAnamAM dharmadhyAnanI dazA Ave che. AnaMdano anubhava karatAM-karatAM tADapatra upara madrAsathI esI mAIla dUra ponUra hIla che tyAM temaNe A zAstranI racanA karI. - tyAra bAda hajAra bAraso varSa pachI eka muni thayA temaNe temanI TIkA vistArathI saMskRtamAM (mULa) prAkRtamAM lakhI te niyamasAra zAstrano paramArtha pratikramaNa adhikAra che. pratikramaNano artha bhUtakALanAM puNya-pApanAM pariNAmanuM lakSa choDI vartamAnamAM potAnA AtmAmAM lIna thaI zuddhopayoga dazA thavI. jema samudramAM bharatI Ave ne oTa Ave ? tema atIndriya AnaMdanI bharatI Ave che. chaThThA guNasthAnamAM AnaMdanI oTa Ave che ane saptam guNasthAnamAM AnaMdanI bharatI Ave che. tema paramArtha pratikramaNa adhikAramAM AcArya bhagavAna potAnAM caitanyanAM vikAsa svarUpa AtmAne bhAve che. - huM to caitanyanAM vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne bhAvuM chuM tethI huM vyavahAra pratikramaNane karato nathI ane nizcaya pratikramaNane paNa karato nathI. huM karato nathI, huM to jANanAra chuM. huM karanAra nathI paNa huM to onalI jANanAra chuM. mArA zuddhAtmAne jANuM chuM ane zuddhAtmAnAM Azraye thato nizcayamokSamArga ane vyavahAra mokSamArga te banne mokSamArga ne kevaLa jANuM chuM. mokSamArgane karato nathI AhAhA! huM to bhagavAna AtmAne bhAvuM chuM. karavuM" mArA svabhAvamAM nathI. karavAnI zaktino ja abhAva che eTale karato nathI ane jANavAnI zaktino pUro sabhAva che eTale jANanAra chuM. "huM jANanAra chuM huM karanAra nathI." jema cakSumAtra dekhe che, dezya padArthane karatuM-vedatuM nathI. tema A jJAnacakSu, AtmAmAM jJAna che te kevaLamAtra AtmAne jANanArapaNe jANe che, ane jANanArane jANatAM-jANatAM je pariNAmo mokSamArganAM pragaTa thAya tene paNa jANe che paNa karatuM nathI. samyakdarzana-jJAna-cAritranAM pariNAma pragaTa thAya eno jANanAra chuM paNa karanAra nathI. to zubhAzubha bhAvane puNya bhAvane, pApabhAvane AtmA kare eto daSTi viparIta che. e to ajJAna che. te jANanArane bhUlI jAya che. huM karanAra chuM ema pote anAdi kALathI mAne che tethI cAragatimAM rakhaDe che ne duHkhI thAya che. AtmAmAM karavAnI zaktino abhAva che AvI vAta paNa sAMbhaLavA maLe nahIM. A to vAta che kAMI !! karavAnI zakti to che paNa purUSArtha karato nathI eTale karI zakato nathI tema nathI bhAI !! samajAya che kAMI !? jo purUSArtha kare to to samyakdarzana pragaTa karI zake !! "karavuM . purUSArtha ja nathI. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #205 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 168 pravacana naM-15 karavAnI zaktino abhAva che teno jANanAra chuM. jANanAra che tenuM nAma purUSArtha che. AhA! lAIna phera che. huM to jANanAra chuM. "prabhu meM jJAyakapa kevala jAnahArA re." e bhaktinI Tepa pharIpharI gIranAra upara traNa vakhata sAMbhaLI mane dhUna caDI gaI. pachI meM kahyuM A AkAzavANI thAya che hoM !? badhA sAMbhaLajo! kevaLa-onalI-phakta jANavAnI zaktino pUro sadbhAva karavAnI zaktino pUro abhAva. dravyane jANe, guNane jANe, paryAyane jANe, dharmone jANe, lokAlokane jANe. jANe-jANe ne jANe! Adi madhya, aMtamAM jANavuM che. zaktimAM e jANavuM ne vyaktimAM paNa jANavuM ekaluM jANavuM...jANavuM...jANavuM che. kemake jANanAro piMDa che jANavAno sadbhAva che karavAnI zaktino abhAva che. mArAmAM karavAnI zaktino abhAva che tema jANavuM tenuM nAma purUSArtha che. kemake akartA chuM karanAra nathI. karavAno niSedha karIne jANavAnA svabhAvamAM caitanyanAM vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne bhAvuM chuM. temAM DUbakI mAre che-temAM vayo jAya che ane temAM ja kare che. sakala kartutvano abhAva darzAvIne sahaja caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAmAM DUbI gayo. - jyAre akartA AtmA lakSamAM Ave che tyAre ja upayoga abhimukha thAya che. jIvane jyAM sudhI kartabuddhi che tyAM sudhI upayoga abhimukha thAya ja nahIM. kemake AtmAmAM karavAno sarvathA abhAva che. tene badale karavAnI kalpanAe caDI gayo che. AhAhA ! akartAne kartA mAne to dharma kyAMthI thAya !! traNakALamAM dharma na thAya. jAmanagara oDiyo keseTa savAre 8 thI 9 pravacana naM-15 tA. 11-9-89 niyamasAra-adhikAra-"paramArtha pratikramaNa"--pAMcamo adhikAra che (pratikramaNa eTale zuM?) bhUtakALamAM lAgelA doSa, enAthI pAcho pharI zuddhAtmAno anubhava karavo tene pratikramaNa kahevAmAM Ave che. anAdi kALathI, jIvanI be bhUla cAlI Ave che. eka to A bhagavAna AtmA jJAtA arthAt akartA hovA chatAM, pote potAnI meLe, bIjAnA upadeza vinA-anyanAM upadeza vinA...e pote parabhAvano huM kartA chuM ema mAne che, para dravyano huM kartA chuM ema mAne che. ane parabhAva ne paradravyano huM kAraNa chuM ema mAne che. bhagavAna AtmA, parabhAva ke paradravyano kartA paNa nathI.. ane tenuM kAraNa paNa Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #206 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 169 nathI. chatAM anAdi kALathI, AvA potAnA jJAtAsvabhAvane bhUlIne, svayameva-bIjAnA upadeza vinA, potAne kartA mAnI beTho che. jyAM sudhI potAne kartA mAne che tyAM sudhI tene samyakadarzana (pragaTa) thatuM nathI. (aneka) jIvonAM prazno gurudeva pAse (ghaNA-ghaNAM AvatAM ke) ATalo-ATalo ane abhyAsa karIe chIe, ATalAM zAstro vAMcIe chIe, svAdhyAya karIe chIe amane kema samyakdarzana thatuM nathI. to...enAM mATe be bhUla (anAdinI) che. eka huM parabhAva ane paradravyano kartA chuM ane eno huM kAraNa chuM ema mAne (che tyAM sudhI) ene samyakdarzana thavAnuM nathI. (Avo abhiprAya rAkhIne) samyakradarzananI rAha jozomAM! samyakadarzana pragaTa nahIM thAya, kemake mULamAM bhUla karI emaNe, (zuM bhUla karI?) AtmA jANanAra....jANanAra...jANanAra...hovA chatAM, ene karanAra mAnI beTho che e kartA mAne che chatAM paNa (AtmA) kartA (karanAra) thaI zake ema nathI. (AtmA) akartA svabhAvane choDa ane kartA thAya ema koI kALe bananAra nathI. nijabhAvane AtmA choDe nahIM, parabhAvane AtmA kadI grahe nahIM. prabhu! tuM to jJAtA cho ne! A kyAM bhUlI gayo! eka rajakaNa paNa (AtmAthI) halAvI zakAtuM nathI ne TUMkA taraNAnAM be kaTakA karavAnI tAkAta AtmAmAM nathI. AtmA to jJAtA che. jJAtA che e paNa jJAyakano jJAtA che. jyAM A kartA (paNA ) nI bhUlamAMthI (thoDo) pAcho vaLyo, to kartA nathI to jJAtA chuM (parane jANavAmAM) aTakyo ! be bhUla-eka kartA-buddhi paranI-para eTale badhuya pariNAma, padravya (pariNAmamAtra paradravya) paradravyano huM kartA chuM e eka bhUla ne kAM huM paradravyano jJAtA chuM A be bhUla che. emAM AMhI kartApaNAnI bhUla siddha karIne AtmA akartA che (ema gAthAmAM kahe che.) bhUtakALamAM paNa meM mArA pariNAmane karyA nathI, ema atyAre nakkI kara! enuM nAma pratikramaNa che. bhUtakALamAM paNa A je pariNAmo gayo-vItI gayAM ne! teno bhUtakALamAM huM eno karanAra nahoto vartamAnamAM karanAra nathI, ane bhAvikALe paNa karIza nahIM, bhUtakALamAMya jJAtA hato, vartamAnamAM jJAtA chuM, bhAvikALe paNa jJAtA rahIza-pratikramaNa, pratyAkhyAna ne AlocanA eka samayamAM thAya che, eka samayanA (vItarAga) pariNAmanA traNa nAma che. bhUta (kALa) nI apekSAe pratikramaNa, vartamAnanI apekSAe AlocanA (ane ) bhAvi (kALa) nI apekSAe pratyAkhyAna (che), tyAga (kahevAya che.) ke sonagaDhanA saMta, kAMI pratikramaNa, AlocanA ke pratyAkhyAna tyAganI vAta kare che ke Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #207 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 170 nahIM? are ! eNe tyAganI vAta karI che paNa teM sAMbhaLI nathI. kahe che ke huM kartA nathI. caudaguNasthAna, caudamArgaNAsthAnanA pariNAma je pragaTa thAya che ne vartamAna...eno huM karanAra nathI, eno huM karAvanAra nathI ne kartAne huM anumodana karato nathI. ( pariNAmono ) huM kartA nathI, kAyitA nathI karAvanAra nathI ne eno huM anumaMtA nathI, huM to kevaLa jJAtA chuM! have, eka prazna gaMbhIra, AMhIyAM utpanna thAya evo che, ke A to AcArya bhagavAna che emane to kartAbuddhi chUTI gaI che cothAguNasthAne kartabuddhi chUTe che. chaThThA-sAtamA guNasthAne jhUlanArA che dharmAtmA che emane huM kartA nathI, kAyitA nathI, karAvanAra nathI anumaMtA nathI, ema pharIthI kema yAda karavuM paDayuM? mithyAdaSTi vicAre to to barAbara cheene to kartAbuddhi che, e kartAbuddhi choDavA mATe huM akartA chuM ne kartA nathI, ema vicAre to enAM sthAne e barAbara che, paNa jenI kartAbuddhi chUTI gaI che, jJAtA dharmAtmA thaI gayA che. kuMdakuMdabhagavAna, be hajAra varSa pahelAM thayA. chatAM huM kartA nathI, kAyitA nathI, anumodaka nathI, kAraNa nathI-AvA cAra prakAra pADIne zA mATe A pratikramaNanI vAta kare che. moTuM rahasya e vAtamAM che. pravacana naM-15 kartabuddhi jAya che cothA guNasthAne, pachI cothe-pAMcame-chaThTha nirmaLaparyAya pragaTa thAya, pAMcame, chaThTha vadhatI dazA-nirmaLa pariNAma pragaTa thAya, paramArtha pratikramaNa pragaTa thAyazuddhaupayoga pragaTa thAya, tyAre nirmaLa paryAya pragaTa thaI, eno upacArathI kartA AtmAne kahevAmAM Ave che. jyAM sudhI upacArathI kartA che rtabuddhi gaI, mithyAtva gayuM have to cAritranI utkRSTadazA pragaTa karavA mATenuM A kathana che. e upacArathI AtmA jJAnano kartA, samyagdarzanano kartA, vItarAgI pariNAmano kartA AtmA upacArathI che, evo upacAra Ave kharo, paNa kahe che ke....e upacAra paNa have amane khaTake che. kartAbuddhi gaI, have kartApaNAno upacAra je Ave che, upacAra eTale vyavahA2-ke AtmA samyagdarzanajJAnacAritranAM pariNAmano kartA che mithyAdarzanAdi-rAgano kartA to che nahIM (paraMtu ) nirmaLaparyAyano kartA AtmA che. da 'AtmA jJAnaM svayaM jJAnaM jJAnAdanyat karoti kim parabhAvasya kartAtmA moho'yaM vyavahAriNAm / / rAgano kartA che (ema je mAne che te) mohI-mUDha prANI che. AtmA jJAnarUpe pariName che te jJAnano kartA ene upacArathI kahevAmAM Ave che. kharekhara jJAnanoya e kartA nathI. dharmI...dharmanoya kartA nathI. AhA...hA ! UMcA prakAranI vAta Ave che UMcA divaso che y Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #208 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 171 caitanya vilAsa ne UMcA divasomAM UMcA prakAranI vAta che. eka vakhatanI vAta che. jayapuramAM jyAre pratiSThA thaI maMdiranI ToDaramala smAraka bhavanamAM ane ApaNA godikAjIe soLa lAkha rUpiyA kharcA e vakhate! soLalAkha rUpiyA eka vyaktie khacyuM. tyAre huM paNa tyAM gayo 'to ane gurudevazrInuM vyAkhyAna cAlatuM'tuM. te vyAkhyAnanI mastImAMne mastImAM jANe aMdarathI AhA! nirvikalpadhyAnamAMthI jANe bahAra AvIne vAta karatA hoya, evo eka UMco nyAya sAMbhaLyo pratyakSa meM ke AtmA, jJAnadarzanacAritranAM nirvikArI vItarAgI pariNAmano kartA nathI, e to pariNAma svayaM thAya che. pariNAmane AtmA kare che. e upacAranuM kathana che. kartA to che ja nahIM, paNa pariName mATe kartA evo je upacAra no Aropa Ave che paNa kharekhara to upacArathI paNa (AtmA) kartA nathI. nizcayathI to kartA nathI paNa vyavahArathI paNa kartA nathI. AhA..! hA ! e vAta sAMbhaLI... "A koNa puruSa che" eTaluM bahumAna AvyuM aMdarathI...ke upacArathI sAdhaka, samyagdarzanano kartA nathI! hajI A pahelo pATha che akartAno! bIjo pATha jJAtAno che. ke pariNAmano jJAtAya huM nathI ! kAla rAtre jJAtAnI vAta AvI 'tI ne! AhA! paNa hajI pahelA pAThamAM ja bhUla hoya-AtmA jJAtA ane (ene) kartA mAne, akAraNane kAraNe mAne, pachI kahe ke samyagdarzana kema pragaTa thatuM nathI, kyAMthI thAya ? AtmA nizcayathI to nirmaLa pariNAmano kartA nathI, nathI ne nathI ja! paNa vyavahAranaye paNa eno kartA nathI. AhAhA! upacArathI paNa eno pariNAmano kartA nathI. kema ke A akartAne kartAno upacAra Apavo e doSa che. mATe AMhIyAM TIkAkAra (padmaprabhamaladhArideve) pAMca ratnanuM vizeSaNa mUkayuM (A pAMca gAthA mATe) ke AtmA guNasthAna, mArgaNAsthAna, kevaLajJAnanA pariNAmano kartA nathI. kevaLajJAnanI paryAyano kartA to nathI, paNa enuM kAraNa paNa nathI. huM enuM kAraNa nathI. huM eno kartA nathI. pariNAma enAM pakArakathI-kartA, karma, karaNa, saMpradAna, apAdAna ane adhikaraNathI svayameva uchalatI pariNAma nirmaLa (UchaLe che) huM karanAra nahIM. paryAyano kartA to nathI, paNa mArI hAjarI che mATe kevaLajJAna thayuM evuM kAraNa paNuM mArAmAM AvatuM nathI. kemake prathamathI ja huM to hato to kevaLajJAna kema na thayuM? mATe huM enuM kAraNa nathI. huM kartA nathI A phekaTarIno! paNa huM to emAM nimitta chuM. gayo duniyAmAMthI (arthAt kartA thaI gayo !) tAre emAM nimitta banavuM che? ke ene potAnA jJAnamAM zeyapaNe vyavahAra nimitta banAvavuM che eya paNa nizcaye jJAyakane jANyA pachI. AhA..hA ! anaMta anaMta kALathI AthaDyo, vinAM bhAna bhagavAna, sevyAM nahIM guru saMtane Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #209 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 172 pravacana naM-15 mUkyuM nahIM abhimAna " huM jANuM chuM. sAmAnya jIvone to doSa thAya, paNa zAstrapAThIno mokSa thavo muzkela che! (kAraNa ke) aham hoya ene, huM jANuM chuM (jJAnI kahe che) tuM kAMI jANato nathI. are! gautama gaNadhara kahe che ke, huM kAMI jANato nathI...kyAM kevaLajJAna samudra ane A amAru alpa ughADa jJAna! ame kAMI jANatA nathI prabhu! AhAhA! jo...jJAnanA ughADanuM abhimAna caDI jAya to bhava hArI jAya! e jJAna nathI e to jJeya che. e (52) zeya vadhyuM che jJAna to pragaTa ja thayuM nathI vadhe kyAMthI ? pragaTa thAya to vadhe ne jJAna! paNa hajI pragaTa ja thayuM nathI to vadhyuM kyAMthI kahIza tuM? A to zeyano Dhagalo thayo! jJeya vadhyuM eTale, jema paisAno Dhagalo thAya ne! A ema che prabhu! A AtmA jJAtA che-akartA che-akAraNa che ho! koInuM kAraNa huM nathI, kartA nathI kemake huM trikALa upAdAna niSkriya chuM mATe huM pariNAmano kartA nathI, pariNAmano kartA pariNAma che, huM to akartA chuM. je je pariNAma thAya tenuM kAraNa huM nathI, enuM nimitta kAraNa karmano abhAva che paNa huM kAraNa nathI. zuM kahyuM? AhA ! pariNAmano kartA to pariNAma che kevaLajJAnanI paryAyano paNa, enuM kAraNeya huM nathI. jo tAre nimitta kAraNa joItuM hoya to te jJAnAvaraNa karmano abhAva thaIne e thayuM che paNa mane tame kAraNa kahezo nahi! kemake huM to prathamathI ja hato-hu to anAdithI ja hato, jo huM (pariNAmano ) kartA houM to anAdithI ja kevaLajJAna thavuM joIe ane huM (jo) kAraNa houM to te thavuM joIe mATe huM (pariNAmano ) kartAya nathI ane kAraNa paNa nathI. mane tame ALa dezo mA! (akartAno kartA mAnazo nahi) prabhu! aMdarathI bole che. prabhu-vibhu aMtara AtmA birAjamAna e aMdarathI bole che-jJAnAnaMda paramAtmAno aMtar avAja Ave che, ene bhASA to nathI paNa e bole che. mane ALa Apazo mA-huM karanAra nathI! mane karanAra tarIke oLakho nahi nahiMtara nukasAna tamone thaze. ka2nA2 tarIke pratipAdana karo nahi tame AhAhA! pratipAdana karavuM hoya (jo ) mArA viSe eTale badhAyanA AtmA viSe hoM! mArA viSe eTale A (ekalA ) mArA viSe nahIM, mArA viSe eTale (sausarva) AtmA viSe tamAre pratipAdana karavuM hoya, to eTaluM karo ke huM to jANanAra chuM! AhA ! huM karanAra nathI, ane kAraNa paNa nathI. cAra bola che AmAM kartA, kAyitA, anumaMtA ne kAraNa-cAra bola che. kAraNa eTale ke nimittakAraNa nathI. AhA! ane AtmA kartA nathI eTale upAdAnapaNe paNa kartA nathI. e to svayaM potAnI zaktithI paryAya potAnA SaTkA2kathI pragaTa thAya che. enAM svaavasare....AhA ! huM pariNAmanI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #210 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 173 sAme joto nathI ane pariNAma pragaTa thaI jAya che, to pachI huM (ene) karuM kyAMthI? pariNAmanI sAme jouM to, pariNAmane karuM! ane pariNAmanuM kAraNa kyAre chuM? kArya sAme huM jouM to mane kAraNa paNe dekhAya, e kArya mane dekhAtuM nathI mane to paramAtmA ( jJAyakabhAva) dekhAya che. huM to kartAya nathI ne kAraNa paNa nathI. AhA..hA! A kartApaNAnuM zalya jIvane anAdinuM che. "huM karuM huM karuM e ja ajJAnatA, zakaTano bhAra jema zvAna tANe; sRSTimaMDANa enI pere, koI yogI, yogIzvarA jANe.'--yogI eTale dharmAtmA ane sarve padArtho jaDane cetana svayaM TakIne badale che! AhAhA ! iMglIzamAM Ave che, paramenenTa vItha e ceinja paramenenTa eTale padArtha TakIne paryAyathI palaTe che, palaTe che enI meLe koI palaTAvatuM nathI ! AhAhA A paMkho ilekaTrIkathI hAlato nathI, A bhASAnuM kAraNa AtmA nathI, svayaM bhASA (vargaNA) pragaTe che, AhAhA ! are! pratyeka jaDa cetananA pariNAmamAM utpAduM vyaya svayaM ahetuka thAya che. sat che ne! pariNAma badhA nirapekSa che, koIne koInI apekSA nathI, to kartA buddhi choDI de: to tane samyagdarzana thaze. paNa anAdinI kartA buddhi che, ne kartabuddhi choDI ghe to chevaTe kAraNa chuM(mAne ke ) huM ene karato nathI huM to nimitta chuM mAtra ! sagapaNa to enAM kAraNe thayuM che paNa meM jarA vAta calAvI (ApaNe to mAtra nimitta chIe) maryo (kartA banI gayo ) duniyAmAMthI gayo! are, huM ene jANuM chuM toya mare che, to karavAmAM to motano bApa thaI gayo! AcArya bhagavAnane khUba mastI caDI gaI, A pAMca gAthAmAM, zuddhopayoga pragaTa thAya che. te kahe che ke guNasthAna, mArgaNAsthAna (Adi) no kartA nathI. zuddha upayoga pragaTa thAya che, eno huM karanAra nathI. paNa sAheba ! kartabuddhi choDo e barAbara che paNa A pariNamyuM che dravya, ene upacArathI kartA kahevAya ke nahIM? ke upacArathI kartAno vikalpa UThe che eTale mAruM chaThTha guNasthAna thaI jAya che (sAtamAmAMthI)! sAtamAmAMthI upara javA mATe, eTale upacAranA kartApaNAno niSedha karIne huM to svarUpamAM lIna thaI jAva chuM! AhAhA! AnuM nAma paramArtha pratikramaNa, zuddha upayoganI dazA kahevAmAM Ave che A cAritranI dazA che. pratikramaNa che te cAritranI dazA che. A cAritranA divaso che badhA daza lakSaNI parva che ne e dazeya dharmo munirAjanA mukhyapaNe che. (zrotA:-) ene karavA paDatA nathI? keH "nA', kare koNa? jANe to kare ne! huM to (pariNAmane) jANatoya nathI to karuM kyAMthI! huM to jANanArane jANuM chuM ! ! ( A mULa vAta che hoM mULa ! Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #211 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 174 pravacana naM-15 (pUjya ) gurudevano mArga cAlu raheze ema lAge che, pAMcamA ArAne cheDA sudhI (cAlu raheze) sogAnIjIe kahyuM che ne! A badho gurudevano pratApa che, enuM kaheluM kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA...hA ! emanuM kahevuM che ne e ApaNe ghUMTIe chIe ( ahIMyAM to) ghUMTaNa karavAmAM Ave che. A adhikAra ghaNo UMco che, ghaNo UMco adhikAra! zravaNabelagolA gayA hatA ame, tyAM pahADa upara bhadrabAhusvAmInI guphA che (teozrI) tyAM tapa karatA hatA. teozrI be aMgadhArI hatA. tyAM, tyAMnA bhaTTAraka AvatA svAdhyAya mATe, svAdhyAyano rasIka jIva teo Ama to tyAMnA rAjA kahevAya to pahelA divase to temanA mANaso AvIne...pATa pAtharIne, goThavIne gayA, eTale pahele divase tyAM besI gayA ane A "paramArtha pratikramaNa " (gAthAonuM vyAkhyAna) sAMbhaLyuM ne bIje divase enA mANasane kahe tuM A badhuM laI jA, AMhIthI, nIce besI gayA pachI vAta eNe sAMbhaLI pUrI A pratikramaNanI ane halI gayo jIva! ahA ! meM to ghaNA tyAgIo, munio pAse vAta sAMbhaLI.. paNa A vAta koI judA prakAranI che. (AvI satya vAta) sonagaDhanA saMta pAse ja che. evI alaukika vAta che 'A'! prabhu! jJAtA cho ne! cakSu zuM kare? dazyapadArthane dekhe. e paNa dUra rahIne dekhe. enI (dazyanI) samIpe jaIne na dekhe, Ama dekhe basa! basa dekhe, mAtra! (dazyapadArthane) kare nahIM, vede paNa nahIM, ema A jJAnacakSu bhagavAna AtmAno jJAna-upayoga lakSaNa che, upayoga lakSaNa (harasamaye) pragaTa thAya che e upayoga, mAtra potAne (jJAyakane) jANatAM jANatAM, yonI sanmukha thayA vinA, zayo jaNAya ene jANe ema kahevAmAM Ave che. e jJAna, ( zayone) kare ne vede ema che nahIM, jJAnI to akAraka ne avedaka che. e kartApaNuM jJAnamAM nathI. "jANavuM" e jJAnano dharma che, "karavuM" e jJAnano dharma nathI. jJAnanI paryAya jJAna paryAyane na kare e jJAnanI paryAya rAgane kare e vAta kyAMthI lAvyo tuM? jJAnanI paryAya svayaM pragaTa thAya che ema jaNAya che, meM jJAna pragaTa karyuM, ema jovAmAM AvatuM nathI, kemake ema che nahIM. ema che nahIM (bhAI !) paryAyanA pakAraka-kSaNika upAdAnathI, svaavasare thAya che, bhAvanAmanI zakti che te kAraNe koIne koI pariNAma pragaTa thAya thAya ne thAya. (kartApaNAnuM) abhimAna nIkaLI jAya, huM to jANanAra chuM-dekhanAra chuM karanAra nathI. TIkAH- "ahIM zuddhaAtmAne"...AhA! A badhAya AtmA zuddha che hoM! koI AtmA azuddha nathI. bhUtakALe azuddha thayo nahoto, vartamAnamAM azuddha che nahIM, bhaviSyakALe paNa azuddha thaze nahIM. e to traNe kALa zuddha rahelo che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #212 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 175 AhAhA ! pariNAmamAM zuddhatA ane azuddhatA be prakAre paDe che paNa jIvanA be prakAra nathI e to prathamathI ja zuddha che. A vAta kaLaza-71mAM AvI gaI che. ahIM eTale A gAthAomAM TIkAkAra ema kahe che ke "ahIM zuddha AtmAne sakaLa"badhA prakAranA "kartutvano abhAva che ema darzAve che." (eTale ke, koI paNa pariNAmano AtmA kartA nathI. have pariNAmano kartA nathI to jaDakarmane kare, A hAthane halAve? kyAM vAta rahI bApu! zAMtithI sAMbhaLavA jevI vAta che. halatA hAthane koI halAvI zake nahIM, cAlatA pagane koI calAvI zake nahIM, (svarya) nIkaLatI vANIne koI karI zake nahIM, e to dUra raho, paNa AMhI to aMdaranA pariNAmanI vAta, sUkSma kahevA mAge che. (zuM kahe che:-) "zuddha AtmAne sakaLa kartutvano abhAva darzAve che." AtmA jJAtA che badhAyanA AtmA jJAtA che. jJAnamaya AtmA che. akartAne abhoktA-akAraka ne avedaka AtmAnuM mULasvarUpa che. mATe sakaLa kartutvano abhAva-nizcaya kartA nahIM ne vyavahAreya kartA nahIM (kono?) nirmaLaparyAyano! samyagdarzanano nizcaya kartA nahIM. to...nizcaya kartA koNa ane vyavahAra kartA koNa? ema be prazna Ave, (teno uttara A che ke, nizcaye samyagdarzananI paryAyano kartA paryAya che. vyavahAra kartA koNa? ke darzanamohano abhAva thayo e vyavahAra karyA che. nimittakAraNa joIe ne tAre ?! to darzanamohano abhAva che nimitta. kartA joIe to paryAyano kartA paryAya che. kAraNa jotuM hoya to darzanamohano abhAva emAM nimittakAraNa che, paNa huM to emAM kartA ke kAraNa thato nathI. AhA....! chatAM, AtmAnA lakSe thAya che (samyakadarzanaparyAya) to tene upacAra kartA paNa kahevAya, vAta Ave kharI kyAMka-kyAMka (zAstramAM) che paNa AMhIyAM to enAM karatA koI AgaLanI vAta (kadhI che) AhAhA ! AtmAne lakSe thAya ne pariNAma (nirmaLa) to ene upacArathI kartA kahevAmAM Ave-vAta badhI khyAlamAM che! paNa e upacArathI kartApaNuM paNa, upacArathI kartAmAM aTakIza, to saMbhava che ke kartAbuddhi thaI jaze. mULamAM ghA mArI de"to jANanAra chuM!" nizcaya karanAra nahIM ne vyavahAreya karanAra nathI. (anAdithI jIvanI) be bhUla che. (pariNAmanI) kartAbuddhine jJAtAbuddhi! pariNAmano huM kartA ne kAM pariNAmano huM jJAtA, (A) be prakAranI bhUla rahI gaI che (tethI) cAra gatimAM rakhaDe che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #213 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 176 pravacana naM-15 temAM ahIMyAM kahe che ke sakaLa kartRtvano abhAva che. AtmA karanAra che ema have tame na mAno! AtmA, kevaLa jANanAra che-kevaLa jJAtA che. AhA..! prabhu, huM kevaLa jJAtA chuM-" prabhu meM jJAyakarUpa kevala jANanahArA!" prabhu, mAruM rUpa jJAyaka che ane kevaLa jANanahArA ! kevaLa zabda kADhI nAkho ne to kathaMcit jANanAra ane kathaMcit kartA? to syAdavAda thAya ! svAvAdano AtmAmAM abhAva che le ! kathaMcipaNuM humaNAM kADhI nAkha, jJAna pragaTa thaze e jJAnamAM jaNAze, syAdvAda pragaTa thaze, e jANaze enA upara choDI de ne! AhAhA ! AhAhA! "kevaLa jANanAra" "kevaLa ' zabdamAM vajana che. (zuM kahe che?) kevaLa vajanI che, kevaLa-onlI-mAtra-phakta! AhA..hA! (zuM kIdhuM?) kevaLa jANanahAra! kevaLa jANanahAra? ke kathaMcit jANanAra ne kathaMcit karanAra ? (to) syAdvAda siddha thAya! (are bhAI, kevaLa eka jANanArane tuM kartApaNe sthApaze, to tane dravyadaSTi nahIM thAya, ne anubhava nahIM thAya to anubhava jJAnamAM syAdvAda paNa nahIM Ave. syAdvAda to navIna Ubho thAya che anubhava pachI. AMhIyAM kahe che ke zuddha AtmAne sakaLa kartutvano abhAva darzAve che. AtmA kevaLa jJAtA che, kartA nathI, kevaLa ! e (gAthA320) ne gAthA 114nuM pustaka bahAra paDayuM che "adhyAtma pravacana ratnatraya" emAMya (pU.) gurudeve ekaso ekavIsa pAnA upara evI vAta lIdhI che. "AtmA kevaLa jJAtA che" kathaMcit kartA che ema che nahIM-badhuM gurudeva kahI gayA che, paNa dhyAna kheMcAvuM joIe ne ! (jIvone) kartabuddhi chUTatI nathI, pachI to jJAtAbuddhi ya choDavI ke kArakhAnuM jaNAtuM nathI. AhA..hA ! paNa kArakhAnAno mAlika thaIne beTho hoya ke mAruM kArakhAnuM ! are! pariNAma tArA nathI, dravya tAruM che, le ne! pariNAma sAthe sva-svAmI saMbaMdhapaNAno paNa abhAva che. jJAyaka huM ne huM eno svAmI ! sva-svAmIsaMbaMdha sAmAnya sAthe le ne! vizeSa-nAzavaMta sAthe zA mATe svasvAmI saMbaMdha joDe che! "bahu AraMbha tathA parigrahano abhAva hovAne lIdhe huM nArakaparyAya nathI." " saMsArI jIvane bahu AraMbha-parigraha vyavahArathI hoya che ane tethI ja tene nAraka-AyunA hetubhUta samasta moha-rAga-dveSa hoya che, paraMtu. paraMtu AvyuM! ( e badhuM ) vyavahAre hoya che. jJAna karAvyuM vyavahAranayanuM paNa e vyavahAranuM jJAna niSedha mATe che. ke tame vyavahAranayane jANo cho-mAno cho? ke hA, mAnIe chIe. vyavahAra sthApIe chIe, zuM kAma ke niSedha karavA mATe. vyavahAra zA mATe sthApe che jJAnIo? niSedha karavA mATe sthApe che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #214 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 177 (juo have zuM kahe che ) "paraMtu mane 'AhAhA ! potAthI vAta kare che (munirAja pote) I badhAe mane (samajIne ja) vAMcavuM. AmAM lakheluM hoya ne pote zuM vAMcavuM? mane', mane eTale ahIyAM (potA tarapha ) AvavuM. je vAMce ene lAgu paDe ne! zAstra baMdha karI rAkhyuM hoya ke na vAMce ene lAgu paDe nahIM, vAce ja nahIM baMdha rAkhe pustaka, to "mane kyAMthI lAgu paDe ? AhAhA! A to saMsArano abhAva thAya, evI vAta che. AhA! nikaTabhavI jIvane to amRta lAge ! AhA...hA! alpakALamAM jeno mokSa thavAno hoya..ene aMdaramAMthI hukAra Ave. bhale! samyakadarzana thavA ne thoDIkavAra lAge, enuM kAMI nahI, paNa aMdaramAMthI hakAra Ave ke: huM to jANanAra chuM, karanAra nathI. ATalA saMskAra jo UMDA pesI gayA, to kartA buddhi chUTIne anubhava thaze. (kahe che.) "paraMtu mane zuddha nizcayanayanA baLe zuddhajIvAstikAyane teo nathI" (eTale ke) nArakanI paryAya mane nathI. bhUtakALamAM hatI paNa mane nahotI. bhUtakALamAManaMtakALa gayo emAM nArakanI paryAya AvI 'tI enuM pratikramaNa kare che ke e "mane nahotI. huM nArakI thayo nahoto. AhA..hA! paNa vyavahAranaye je kahevAmAM Ave che....paraMtu nizcayanayanA baLe, huM bhUtakALamAM jaIne nArakanI paryAyamAM jouM chuM to e nAraka paryAyathI rahita e vakhateya huM hato, e vartamAnamAM jJAna mane thayuM che. bhUtakALamAM paNa vartamAnamAM jJAna thayuM ke huM bhUtakALamAM ya nArakI thayo nahoto. samajANuM zobhanA? atyAre to nArakI nathI. paNa bhUtakALamAM badhA jIvo, narakamAM jaI AvyA che ho badhAya, cAre gatimAM rakhaDyA che badhAya jIvo kahe che ke bhUtakALamAM vyavahAranaye, je kahevAtuM hatuM-mArA upara Aropa Avato hato, ke A narakanuM du:kha eNe bhogavyuM. paraMtu, huM nizcayanayanA baLe Aje dAMDI pITIne kahuM chuM ke huM bhUtakALamAM nArakI nahoto, huM to bhUtakALamAMya jJAyakaparamAtmA hato. bhUtakALamAMya "mane" nArakaparyAya lAgu paDatI nathI. AhA..hA! (juo A) bhUtakALanuM pratikramaNa, bhAvinA pacakhANa, vartamAnanI AlocanA. paNa..vartamAnamAM nirNaya karIne anubhava kare che, tene ja pratikramaNa ne pratyAkhyAna hoya che. e dhyAna rAkhavAnuM! AhAhA! vartamAnamAM je jJAnI thaI jAya che ene ja bhUtanA pratikramaNa ane bhAvinA pratyAkhyAna hoya. vartamAna ajJAnI rahe, ene to bhUtakALanuM pratikramaNa nathI ane bhAvinA pratyAkhyAna paNa nathI. e to bhUtakALamAM huM nArakI hato ne Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #215 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 178 pravacana naM-15 bhUtakALamAM huM devaparyAya hato, rahevA de! AtmA upara najara kara ! (jJAnIo) AtmA upara vartamAnamAM najara karIne, bhUtakALane jue che. AtmA upara najara vartamAnamAM kare che ane najara karIne joyuM, to bhUtakALamAM huM nArakI nahoto. vyavahAranaya e bhale kahe paNa huM eno (zuddhanizcayanA baLe) niSedha karuM chuM. (kahe che ke:) "paraMtu mane-zuddhanizcayanA baLe zuddhajIvAstikAyane teo nathI." zuddhajIvAstikAya kema kahyuM? AtmA che te bahuudezI che, astikAya che. bahupradezI asaMkhyAtapradezI AtmA che, tethI tene jIvAstikAyatattva kahevAmAM Ave che. zuddhanizcayanayathI huM jouM chuM to bhUtakALamAM (mane) narakanI paryAya hatI ja nahIM ne! AhA! huM to e vakhate ya paramAtmA ne atyAre ya paramAtmA ne bhAvimAM paNa paramAtmA traNe ya kALa paramAtmApaNe ja rahelo chuM. nArakaparyAya mane lAgu paDatI nathI. AhAhA ! koI apUrva vAta che. tiryaMcaparyAyane yogya mAyAmizrita" tiryaMcamAM je jAya ane amuka prakAranA mAyAkapaTanA bhAva Ave. (pUjya) gurudevazrI pharamAvatA ke A zeThiyAva badhA Akho di' mAyAkapaTanA bhAvo kare che te badhAM tiryaMcamAM javAnA che, emane kyAM phALo karavo hato. (bhAI !) mAyA-kapaTa karavA jevo nathI. bole kAMI, kare kAMI AhAhA! (covIseya kalAka) kuLa-kapaTanA khela! kuLa-kapaTanA khela karavAthI to e jIva manuSyaparyAya hArI jAya, tiryaMcamAM jAya. tiryaMca paryAyane yogya mAyAmizrita azubha karmano abhAva hovAne lIdhe huM sadA (tiryaMcaparyAyanA kartutva vihIna chuM.) " joI lejo huM "sadA" tiryaMca paryAyanA kartRtva vihIna chuM. AhAhA! koI kALe-sadAekasamaya paNa tiryaMcaparyAyane yogya mAyA-kapaTa meM karyA nathI. bhUtakALamAM "huM" tiryaMca nahoto, tiryaMca paryAyane yogya mAyA-kapaTanA (bhAvano) karanAra huM nahoto, huM to jANanAra ja hato, e vakhate paNa jANanAra ja hato. AhA ! jANanArapaNe rahyo hato vartamAnamAM jANanAra chuM, bhaviSyamAM paNa.... jANanArapaNe rahevAno chuM. vibhAva karanAra huM nahIM. AhA! (huM) "sadA tiryaMcaparyAyanA kartutva vihIna chuM." "sadA ' zabda vAparyo (che). tiryaMcane yogya, mAyA-kapaTa enAM pariNAma, meM bhUtakALamAM karyA nahotA, tyAre koNe karyA hatA? e pariNAmano kartA pariNAma hatAM, e pariNAma te vakhate mArA AtmAe karyA nahotA, e ajJAnadazAthI meM mAnyuM 'tuM, e mAnyatA chUTI gaI, to bhUtakALamAM paNa huM kartA nahoto, ema atyAre bhAna thaI gayuM! Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #216 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 179 zuM kahyuM, samajAya che? vartamAnamAM jJAtA thAya che, (tethI) bhUtakALamAM laMbAya che tenuM jJAna...bhUtakALamAMya meM e pariNAmane karyAM nahotA, e pariNAmano kartA pariNAma hatA, e bhUtanI bhUlanuM pratikramaNa karIne AtmA nirmaLAnaMdano anubhava kare che. pratikramaNa eTale zuddhaupayoga (pragaTe che) A pratikramaNa sAMje ahIMyAM bolAya che e zubhabhAva che, (ane) A pratikramaNa juduM (zuddhopayogarUpa ) oluM AMhI bolAya che ne sAMje sAtathI ATha, ( pratikramaNanA pAThano ) svAdhyAya (e zubhabhAvarUpa) evAM pratikramaNa to anaMta vAra karyAM! A (zuddhaupayogarUpa ) pratikramaNa eka samayamAtra paNa jIve karyuM nathI, A ja karavA jevuM che-( paraMtu ) kartAbuddhi (ane jJAtAbuddhi pariNAmanI ) chUTe tyAre A pratikramaNa thAya. kartAbuddhi rAkhe to apratikramaNa thAya. (kahe che keH) "manuSyanAma karmane yogya dravyakarma tathA bhAvakarmano abhAva hovAne lIdhe "-hovAne lIdhe ema lakhe che, thavAne lIdhe nahIM. traNeya kALa dravyakarmano AtmAmAM abhAva che. dravyakarmane bAMdhyuM ja nathI jIve ! dravyakarmano bAMdhanAra ja nathI jIva. karma bAMdhyuM nathI eTale karma udayamAM AvatuM nathI. ane karma udayamAM Ave emAM joDAto paNa nathI. A zuM che? AhAhA! bAMdhe I bIjo ne joDAI I bIjo ane jANe I judo !! A huM to jANanAra chuM ne ! karmane bAMdhe I mAro svabhAva nathI. karma, karmathI baMdhAya che emAM huM nimitta paNa nathI. AhA...hA ! huM to jANanAra chuM ne! baMdhamAM jJAna nimitta na hoya, baMdhamAM rAga nimitta thAya. huM to (jJAnasvarUpa ) judo chuM rAgathI. rAga, nimitta paDe to bhale paDe baMdhamAM, huM to rAgathI judo ne dravyakarmathI judo chuM! (huM) dravyakarmathI bhinna ne bhAvakarmathI paNa bhinna! anAdi-anaMta " dravyakarma tathA bhAvakarmano abhAva hovAne lIdhe mAre manuSyaparyAya zuddhanizcayanayathI nathI." atyAre manuSya chuM atyAre manuSya chuM paNa manuSya nathI. huM to 5ramAtmA chuM. huM to jJAnAnaMda AtmA chuM. kone tame kaho cho ke tuM manuSya cho ? AhA...hA ! are manuSya to nathI, paNa huM muni, vartamAnamAM nathI are, dravyaliMgI to nathI paNa bhAliMgeya mAruM nathI. AhAhA! huM to paramAtmA chuM. AhAhA ! '5ramAtmaprakAza ' mAM vAta Ave che muni kahe che 'bhAvaliMga paNa mAruM nathI ' (kemake ) paryAya che ne! AhA ! huM to dravyasAmAnya chuM. vAta che jhINI, loDhA kApe chINI! A evI vAta che. huM muni nathI huM to AtmA chuM. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #217 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 180 pravacana naM-15 e badhA avasthAnA nAma che-paryAyanA nAma che. mAruM nAma e nathI. mAruM nAma muni nathI. mAruM nAma tamAre sAMbhaLavuM che? ke, jJAyaka chuM. A mAruM nAma che. (zrI samayasAra) chaThThI gAthAmAM chaThThInA lekha Ave ne! phaibA nAma pADe ne bALakanuM! ema samayasAramAM chaThThI gAthA AvI ne, tyAre nAmasthApanA karI basa jJAyaka! prathamanI pAMca gAthA sudhI 'jJAyaka' evo zabda Avyo nahIM! (ahIM kahe che ke, "deva evA nAmano AdhAra je deva5ryAya tene yogya surasa-sugaMdha svabhAvavALAM pugaladravyanA saMbaMdhano abhAva hovAne lIdhe mAre devaparyAya nathI. e devane sugaMdhI (zarIranA) rajakaNo hoya ne! tene durgadha na hoya. surasa sugaMdhavALAM pudgalanA saMbaMdhano abhAva hovAne lIdhe mAre devaparyAya nathI. bhUtakALamAM devaparyAya mAre nahotI! ane have paNa devaparyAya Avaze, e devaparyAyamAM mAruM astitva nathI, huM to AtmAmAM chuMbhUtakALamAMya AtmA hato, vartamAnamAMya AtmAmAM chuM, bhAvikALeya AtmAmAM ja rahIza. sAdi anaMtakALa AtmAmAM rahIza, huM paryAyamAM AvavAno nathI, are siddhaparyAyamAMya AvavAno nathI huM to AtmAmAM ja rahIza. siddhaparyAyamAM AtmA birAjamAna kare che e to vyavahAranuM kathana che. AhA...hA...hA! ajaba-gajabanA khela! hajama thavuM muzkela, hajama thAya to kAma thaI jAya-paryAya daSTi chuTIne dravyadaSTi thaI jAya! upacAranA kathana to ghaNAM Ave. AhA! upayogamAM upayoga che ema Ave. samajI gayA? ke upayoga eTale zuddha upayoga paryAya pragaTa thAya emAM AtmA che ema Ave. eka vakhatano banAva, evo banyo. sogAnajI rAjakoTa AvyA hatA tyAre navaraMgabhAIne ghare, tyAM jamavAnuM hatuM, huM sAthe gayo hato. (jamIne) rUmamAM sUtA hatA ane be ya ane vAta thaI, meM vAta jarA cheDI sogAnIjI, A upayogamAM upayoga che, paryAyamAM dravya che ema kema kahyuM? (sogAnIjI bolyA) hA.vo to bAta ThIka hai jaise kahA? kema Ama kahyuM ke? AcArya bhagavAnanuM kathana che ne! upayogamAM upayoga che paryAyamAM-jJAnanI paryAyamAM jJAyaka che. to pachI carcA thatAM ema kahyuM, ke krodhAdimAM AtmA nathI, ne upayogamAM-saMvaramAM AtmA che. e limiTeDa vAta emAM karavAmAM AvI che. to kahe hoM, ThIka hai. kAraNa ke e to daSTinA viSayavALAne! (zrotA:-) khaTake! (uttara) khaTake ja ne! kemake upayoga to paryAya che, eka samayanI paryAya che. bhale dharma che, dharmamAM dharmI rahe che. kahe che ke e limiTeDa kathana che, e kathano badhAM vyavahAranAM, Ave! sadbhutavyavahAranA kathana Ave, Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #218 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 181 (badhAM ) asadbhUta vyavahAra na Ave ane nizcayanAM na Ave to enA vaDe eno vyavahArano niSedha karaje. AhA ! nirdayapaNe vyavahArano niSedha karaje. jAmanagara oDiyo keseTa-pravacana naM. 16 tA. 12-9-89 ke AtmAno svabhAva kevaLa-mAtra jANanAra-dekhanAra che jJAtA che paNa kartA nathI, e kartabuddhi jene chUTe, tene samyakdarzana pragaTa thAya. : AtmA akartA hovA chatAM, svabhAvathI jJAtA hovA chatAM, pote potAnI meLe parabhAva ane paradravyano huM kartA (karanAro) chuM e buddhi jyAM sudhI rahe tyAMsudhI tene samyagdarzana thavAnuM nathI. kemake AtmAno svabhAva ' karavuM' e nathI, paNa 'jANavuM' svabhAva che. pariNAma svayaM thAya che, svayaM thatA pariNAmane koNa kare! ane pariNAma tenA kALe na thavAnA hoya, tene koNa kare? mAtra...thatA pariNAmane ke je paradravyasvarUpa che, tene mAtra jANe, jANe ne jANe, e paNa AtmAne jANyA pachI (AtmAne jANatAM jANatAM) jANe ! AtmAne jANavAnuM choDIne je (pariNAmane) jANavA rokAya, to paNa ene kartabuddhi lAgu paDe che. e jJAtA na thAya. AhA ! kartAbuddhi ane kartAno upacAra beyamAM phera che. jene pariNAmamAM kartRtvabuddhi che e to mithyAdaSTi che. (paraMtu ) kartabuddhi chUTI, ane samyakdarzanajJAna cAritranAM pariNAma, nirvikArI vItarAgI pariNAma thAya, sAdhaka che tyAM sudhI e pariNAmano AtmA upacArathI kartA che evo vyavahAra Ave; nizcayathI to pariNAmano kartA pariNAma che paNa pote te bhAve pariName che, ema gaNIne e samyakdarzanajJAnacAritranAM nirmaLa vItarAgI pariNAmano kartA AtmAne upacArathI kahevAmAM Ave che. e upacAra paNa sAdhaka rahe che tyAM sudhI upacAra che, paNa jyAre e ja aMtarAtmA paramAtmA thavAnI taiyArImAM Ave che, tyAre kartApaNAnA upacArane paNa choDe che-oLaMge che zuddha AtmAmAM lIna thatAM te sAdhaka avasthAno vyaya thaI, paripUrNa sAghya avasthA mokSanI pragaTa thAya che. kartAbuddhithI mithyAtva che. kartAnA upacArathI sAdhaka rahe che, paNa sAdhyanI prApti thatI nathI...zu kahyuM ? AhA...! dazalakSaNIparva, moTA divase sArIne UMcI ja vAta hoya ne! AhA...hA ! prayojanabhUta vAta che. pariNAmane ahIMyAM paradravya kahyuM to pariNAma padravyapaNe pragaTa thAya che eno AtmA kartA na hoi zake. 52dravyano kartA pa2dravya che paNa svadravya nathI chatAM paNa huM pariNAmane karuM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #219 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 182 pravacana naM-16 chuM ema jenI buddhi (abhiprAya) che, e paradravyano kartA thaI gayo! eTale mithyAdaSTi banI jAya che. paNa...jyAre bhedajJAna kare, paradravya ane svadravyanuM pariNAmane paradravya jANavA ane bhagavAna AtmAne svadravya jANavo-ema svadravya ane paradravyano vibhAga karI (pariNAmanI ) kartA buddhi choDI ane enI jJAtA buddhi paNa choDI ane aMdaramAM jJAyakanI sanmukha thAya che AtmA, tyAre to tene AtmAno anubhava thAya che. AhAhA! pahelAM to kabuddhi ane jJAtAbuddhi beya chUTe tyAre sAdhaka thAya. kartabuddhi chUTe ne jJAtAbuddhi rahI jAya paradravyamAM, (topaNa ) samyaphadarzana na thAya. A AtmA kevaLa jJAtA che, kathaMcit kartA ne kathaMcit jJAtA, evuM jJAyakabhAvamAM nathI. je jANe che te karato nathI ne je kare che te jANato nathI. karai karama sauI karatArA, jo jAnai sau jaannhaaraa| jo karatA nahi jAnai soI, jAnai so karatA nahIM hoii|| kartA che te jJAtA nathI ne jJAtA che te kartA nathI-be vibhAga che. AhAhA ! e gAthA cAle che ne ApaNe, akArakanI gAthA cAle che. "paramArtha pratikramaNa" (adhikAramAM) AcArya bhagavAna (darzAve che ) mAro AtmA kartA nathI, kArayitA nathI, anumodaka nathI ne kAraNa paNa nathI, kono? ke pariNAma je thAya teno. pariNAma je pragaTa thAya che eno huM kartA, kArayitA, anumodaka nathI ke huM enuM kAraNa nathI, akAraka ne akAraNa paramAtmA huM chuM! AhA! e kartabuddhi choDa ne jJAtAbuddhiya chUTe, tyAre to ene samyakdarzana thAya. pachI savikalpa dazAmAM AvyA to nirmaLa pariNAma to pragaTa thayA kare che, to ene kartApaNAno upacAra Ave che. ane pariNAmane jANe che evo paNa upacAra savikalpadazAmAM Ave che. enuM nAma sAdhaka che. AhAhA! kartabuddhi to bAdhaka che. (pariNAmanI) kabuddhi ne jJAtAbuddhi jAya to sAdhaka thAya ane nirmaLapariNAme pariName, to eno kartA cheAtmA evo upacAra Ave ! ane pariNAmane jANe che-te te kALe jANelo ( jaNAyelo ) prayojanavAna, e upacAra Ave ! upacAra e be upacAra Ave tyAM sudhI mokSa (sAdhyadazA) nahIM thAya! zuM kahyuM! A to pUrI vAta atyAre samajI levA jevI che. mokSa jeno thavAno che ene zreNI Ave ke na Ave? AhA...hA! mokSanuM zuM svarUpa che e mokSa thavA pahelAM (dhyeya, sAdhya ne mokSamArga) enAM vicAro prathamathI ja Ave. AhAhA! zuM kahyuM? anAdikALathI AtmA svabhAve jJAtA hovA chatAM pota-potAnI meLe paradravyano huM kartA chuM-pariNAmano huM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #220 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 183 kartA chuM ema mAne che e ajJAna che prabhu! AhA...hA! e...kevaLa jJAtA che! ! AhA! A AtmA je rakhaDe che cAragatimAM, enAM be kAraNa che...be kAraNa che emAM eka kartAbuddhi ane eka jJAtAbuddhi! pariNAmano huM kartA chuM ne pariNAmano jJAtA chuM-e beya buddhi mithyA che. e kartAbuddhi chUTe che ne ene-pariNAmane zeya banAvavAnuM ya choDa che, ane jJAyakasvabhAva zeya thAya che tyAre aMtarmukha thaIne ene (nijano) anubhava thAya che. ane anubhava thAya ene sAdhakadazA kahevAya ane paripUrNa mokSa avasthA pragaTa thAya ene sAdhya kahevAya. dhyeya to paramAtmA aMdara beTho che (dhruva che) e dhyeya che sAdhaka thayo e aMttarAtmA sAdhaka che, sAdhya to (paripUrNa) mokSanI avasthA che. I sAdhaka ane sAdhyanI vacceno gALo, koIne to be ghaDImAM mokSa thAya, koIne TAIma paNa lAge! to...sAdhaka avasthAmAM nirmaLaparyAyano AtmA kartA che evo upacAra paNa Ave. nirmaLaparyAya ane thoDo rAga Ave ene jANe, evo paNa upacAra Ave. (eka) karavAno upacAra, bIjo jANavAno upacAra Ave. upacAra eTale khoTuM, ene sAcuM na mAnavuM. (sAdhakane ) upacArathI kartA kahevAya ne upacArathI jJAtA kahevAya. pachI e sAdhakane zreNI Ave che, zreNI AvIne paramAtmadazA kevaLajJAna pragaTa thAya che. tyAre te e beya prakAranA upacArane oLaMgI jAya che. (sAdhakane zraddhA to evI che ke:) nirmaLaparyAyano upacArathI eTale ke vyavahArathI paNa kartA huM nahIM, AhAhA ! AthI. pariNAma uparathI upayoga chUTIne aMdaramAM Ave che akartA evA jJAyaka tarapha! pariNAmano huM jJAtA chuM evo upacAra Avato" to tyAMthI lakSa chUTI, jJAyaka ja jJAnamAM abhedabhAve ya thaI jAya che. tyAre zreNI Ave ne aMtarmuhUrtamAM to arihaMta dazA pragaTa thAya che evI apUrva vAta che. A upacAranA niSedhanI gAthA (o) che. kartApaNAno upacAra Avato 'to kuMdakuMdabhagavAnane eya khaTakyo. kartA buddhi to gaI cothAguNasthAne, chAguNasthAne kartAno upacAra Avato 'to tethI paramArtha pratikramaNa zuddhaupayoga pragaTa thato nahoto, e zuddhopayoga pragaTa karavA mATe lakhyuM emaNe, huM pariNAmano upacArathIya kartA nathI. ema apUrva vAta che, samajavA jevI che. ( samajavAno ) prayatna karavAthI samajAya, na samajAya evuM che nahIM. juo AmAM (TakAmAM) mArgaNAsthAno (kahyA) che ne! enAM bhedo badhA agAu AvI gayA che. zuddhabhAva adhikAramAM ghaNe bhAge che, gAthA-42mAM che "cauda bhedavALAM mArgaNAsthAno tathA teTalA (cauda) bheTavALAM jIvasthAno ke guNasthAno zuddhanizcayanayathI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #221 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 184 pravacana naM-16 paramabhAvasvabhAvavALAne (-paramabhAva jeno svabhAva che evA mane) nathI." e caudaguNasthAnonA bhedo..abhedamAM bheda nathI. AhA......! abhedanI dRSTi detAM, A pariNAmanA bhedo pariNAmamAM hovA chatAM, pariNAma uparathI lakSa chUTI gayuM che, apariNAmI upara lakSa AvyuM che, eTale...abhedamAM bheda dekhAto nathI; ene nirvikalpa dhyAnanI avasthA kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA ! samyakadarzana dhyAnamAM pragaTa thAya che bhAI ! A ekaDAnI vAta che hajI to! e mArgaNAsthAno cauda che tenA nAma gati, idriya, kAya, yoga Adi che ane eka ekanA pAchAM bheda, cAra gati, indriyo pAMca, kAya, yoga, veda, kaSAya, jJAna, saMyama, darzana, lezyA, bhavyatva, samyakatva, saMjJitva ane AhAra ema bhedasvarUpa cauda mArgaNAsthAno che. A badhAM paryAyanA bhedo che. e paryAya AtmAmAM nathI. pariNAmanI (pariNAmamAM) ati, paNa mArAmAM nAsti che, evI mArI asti che. pariNAma, pariNAma tarIke che, pariNAma mArAmAM nathI ema kahe che. eTale pariNAmano to hukAra paNa mArAmAM eno nakAra evo huM (apariNAmI ) paramAtmA chuM! kyAranI vAta haze? atyAranI vAta che A, atyAre badhA paramAtmA che. kahe che, zuddhanizcayanayathI jovAmAM Ave to e (pariNAmo) mane nathI. kemake huM eno kartA, kArayitA ne anumodaka nathI-sIdho kartA to nathI, ne karAvatoya nathI, paNa A kare che-pudgalakarma ene kare che huM ene anumodana Apato nathI.AhA..hA! ane enuM huM kAraNa paNa nathI. nimitta kAraNeya nathI ne upAdAna kAraNa paNa huM eno nathI. huM to jJAtA chuM ne! jJAyaka chuM ne!--e Avaze AgaLa AhAhA ! kartabuddhi chUTe, buddhipUrvaka (samajaNapUrvaka) to ene hajI samyakrasammukha kahevAya, kartabuddhi hoya to samyakanI sanmukha paNa (e jIva ) nathI. ane paranI jJAtAbuddhi che, e paNa samyanI sanmukha nathI. parano huM jJAtA nathI, jJAyakano jJAtA chuM! jJAyaka ja jaNAya che samaye-samaye, parane huM jANuM chuM e to...tArI bhrAMti che! (tuM mAne che ke, A mane TayUbalAiTa jaNAya che ne A paMkho jaNAya che, paNa bhAI, tane jaNAya che tAro AtmA! ajJAnIne paNa? ke hA, ajJAnIne paNa jJAna (samaye-samaye) pragaTa thAya che-upayoga, e "upayogamAM upayoga" hovAthI AtmA ja jaNAya che, paNa tane e vAtano vizvAsa nathI Avato ! tuM IndriyajJAnathI jene jANe che ne teno vizvAsa che, (A) indriyajJAnathI bhinna (AtmA che.) huM parane jANato nathI, to indriyajJAna jItAya jaze, navuM atIndriyajJAna pragaTa thaze. ane (nija ) AtmAno anubhava thaze. AhA....hA ! Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #222 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 185 pariNAmane huM karato nathI ne koInI pAse karAvato nathI ne bIjo kare che I huM jANuM chuM, paNa huM ene anumodana Apato nathI. darzanamono abhAva thAya to samyakdarzana thAya, evI bhAvanA (huM) bhAvato nathI. e darzanamohano abhAva thAya to thAya, I InaDAyarekTa ene anumodana ApyuM to kartA banI gayo ! AhA...hA ! jhINI vAta che. sIdhuM-DAyarekaTa to huM karato nathI ( pariNAmane ) huM kArakhAne to jato nathI, paNa TelIphona karIne bIjAnI pAse karAvuM chuM (huM karato nathI ) paNa I kartA ja thaI gayo! 66 sattA ( arthAt ) astitva-hovApaNuM, avabodha ( barAbara ) jJAna, 52macaitanyavIrya ane sukhanI anubhUtimAM lIna "-A prakAranAM (sahaja ) guNo emAM lIna evA viziSTa Atmatattvane grahanArA-AtmA (nija) guNomAM rahelo che, paryAyamAM rahelo nathI. A Atmatattvane grahanArA eTale zuddha AtmAne aMtarmukha thaIne jANanArA (evA mane ) " zuddhadravyArthikanayanA baLe " (dravyArthikanaya eTale ke) dravya, artha ne naya-je jJAnano aMza potAnA trikALI dravyane jANe, tene dravyArthikanaya kahevAmAM Ave che. dravya, artha ne naya (eTale ke) je naya-jJAnanA aMzanuM dravyane jANavAnuM prayojana che, e jJAnanA vepArane dravyArthikanaya kahevAmAM Ave che. '' , ae ( kahe cheH ) " zuddhadravyArthikanayanA baLe mAre sakaLa moha-rAga-dveSa nathI." AhA...hA ! moha-rAga-dveSa mArA nathI, mane nathI. mArAmAM nathI AhAhA! AgaLa (TIkAmAM juo!) sahaja nizcayanayathI, (1) sadA nirAvaraNasvarUpa !" ohoho! traNe kALa AtmAne, bhAvakarmanuM AvaraNa nathI, AtmAne kadI dravyakarmanuM AvaraNa jJAnAvaraNa...AvyuM nathI, nokarmanuM AvaraNa nathI. (huM to ) sadAnirAvaraNa svarUpa (chuM.) "(2) zuddhajJAnarUpa (3) sahajacitzaktimaya (4) sahaja darzananA sphUraNathI paripUrNa mUrti (-jenI mUrti arthAt svarUpa, sahaja darzananA sphUraNathI paripUrNa che evA) ane (5) svarUpamAM avicaLa sthitirUpa "-AhA ! svarUpathI calita na thAya AtmA, svarUpamAM ja avicaLa-rahelo che. AhA...hA ! (5) "svarUpamAM avicaLa sthitirUpa sahaja yathAkhyAt cAritravALA "yathAkhyAtacAritra eTale paryAya nahIM, yathAkhyAtacAritra nAmano AtmAmAM eka guNa che, e guNa che. paryAyanuM nAma paNa evuM che. (paraMtu AMhI to guNanI vAta che.) "evA mane samasta saMsA2kalezanA hetu " - saMsAramAM je du:kha thAya eno hetu eTale kAraNa je krodhamAna-mAyA-lobha mane nathI. 66 AhA...hA ! (kema ke) huM aMtaraSTi vaDe, mArA svabhAvanI samIpe jaIne, jouM da Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #223 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 186 pravacana naM-16 to...A saMsAramAM je kaleza bhogave che saMsAranA jIvo, enuM kAraNa krodha-mAna-mAyA lobha che, e krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha mArA svabhAvamAM nathI, evo huM chuM ! AhA! vibhAva vibhAvamAM che, pariNAma, pariNAmamAM bhale ho! paNa..mArAmAM e pariNAmanI nAsti che. svadravyamAM paradravyano abhAva che. krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha e paradravyasvarUpe che, paradravya svadravyamAM nathI AvatuM! AhAhA! samartha AcAryuM pariNAmane paradravya kahyuM! adabhUta vAta che. besavI kaThaNa keTalAka ne! (kahe cheH) krodha-mAna-mAyAlobhano mArAmAM abhAva che. krodha che, tyAre AtmAmAM krodha nathI. krodhano abhAva thaIne kSamA thAya, tyAre to krodha na hoya AtmAmAM, paNa krodha, pariNAmamAM hoya, tyAre (Atma) dravyamAM krodha na thAya! dravyane paryAyanI atyaMta bhinnatA che. dravyane paryAya aDatI nathI! AhA..hA ! Atmadravyane zarIra to aDatuM nathI, paNa krodhAdinA pariNAma thAya e paNa (Atma) svabhAvane aDatAM nathI. be vacce atyaMta abhAvanI meparvata jevI divAla che. meru parvatanA eka A bhAgamAM ne eka bIjA bhAgamAM (be chokarAMo che) eka kahe olAe mane paththara mAryo, paraMtu meruparvatane oLaMgIne paththara Ave ja nahIM. ema A bhagavAna AtmAne krodha (Adi vikAra) aDato nathI. kSamAsAgara, zItalasvabhAvI vItarAgI pratimA ! ene krodha aDe nahIM. krodhano emAM praveza na thAya. krodhano emAM praveza (ja) na thAya, to krodhane kare kema? (kadI na kare !) ane jyAM (Atma) dravyane jANe che, tyAM dravya ja ( jJAyaka ja) jaNAya che ne krodha jaNAto nathI. (kemake) krodha emAM (jJAyakamAM) che nahIM, krodha (emAM) hoya to jaNAyane!? are ! (anubhavakALe) guNabheda jaNAtA nathI, to krodha to (kyAMthI jaNAya !) bhedajJAnanI prakriyA koI alaukika che. jeTalA siddha paramAtmA thayA te bhedavijJAnathI thayA. eka vAra evo banAva banyo. banelo banAva che. kahe lAlubhAI ? tame nizcayanI vAta to bahu sarasa karo cho, emAM to kAMI mAre kahevApaNuM nathI, nizcayanI sAthe kAMIka vyavahAranI vAta karatA jAva, to bahu sAruM lAge ! (meM kahyuM? ) bhale kAlathI vyavahAranI vAta karIza. ene to ema hatuM kAMIka zubhabhAva karavAnuM kahe! zubhabhAvane to yAda karatA nathI, (prazasta) rAgane to yAda karatA nathI. kAMIpaNa hatuM ene zalya, (zubhabhAva dharma che ) evuM anAdinuM zalya che jIvone. zubhabhAvanI vAta kare, have AvyuM amAruM zuM AvyuM tamAruM? mota AvyuM AhAhA...! bhAI ! zubhabhAvane karavAno abhiprAya to jhera che, paNa jhera nIkaLI gayA pachI (je) Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #224 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 187 zubhabhAva Ave e paNa viSakuMbha che. AhAhA ! bIje divase kahyuM ke AtmAno anubhava na thAya enI pahelAM vyavahAra hoya che (sAMbhaLyuM ne) khuza khuza thaI gayA badhA, hamaNAM Avaze zubhabhAvanI kriyAnuM kAMIka, Ama karo....Ama karo vrata karo.tapa karo ! ( samajI gayA? ) vATa joyA karajo manamAM kahyuM: huM A IndriyajJAnathI bhinna chuM, indriyajJAna mAruM nahIM, A zAstranuM jJAna thAya ne indriyajJAna, e mAruM nahIM enAthI judo atIndriyajJAnamaya bhagavAna AtmA huM chuM. ema vAraMvAra vicAra karavo, enuM nAma vyavahAra che. AhA...hA ! ane abhedano anubhava thAya. e nizcaya che. eka evo prazna Avyo (pU.) gurudevazrInI hAjarImAM, choTubhAI virANI che karoDapati mANasa, muMbaInA, Ama to rAjakoTanA che. sabhAmAM rAtre prazna karyo ke sAheba, Apa dharmanI vAta ne anubhavanI vAta evI suMdara karo cho ke (AtmAno) AtmAnA anubhavathI ja dharmanI zarUAta, anubhavathI vRddhi ane anubhavathI pUrNatA, pahelethI chelle sudhI AtmAno anubhava, anubhava! vAta to ApanI sAcI che, paNa AtmAno anubhava na thAya, tenI pahelAM puNya to karavuM ke nahIM? ke pApa karavAnuM to puchato nathI. kemake pApa karavAthI to naraka-nigodamAM javAya eTale enI vAta to ame karazuM nahIM (ane) anubhava to thato nathI amane, to have vacalo rasto rahyo ke puNya karavuM ke na karavuM? have gudeve evo javAba Apyo, (puNya) karavuM emeya na kahyuM, na karavuM emeya na kahyuM. ( zrotA:-) ema kema kahyuM? (uttara) kAraNa ke emAM kartAbuddhi thAya. AhA..hA ! karanAra kyAM che I (AtmA) ? (gurudeve kahyuM:) ke jyAre jyAre puNyanAM pariNAma Ave Arya jIvane, to (Arya jIve) vicAravuM ke enAthI mAro AtmA judo che. puNya karavuM nahIM puNyanAM pariNAma Ave, Ave! "Ave ne karavA" emAM moTo phera. puNyanAM pariNAma Arya jIvana, jainakuLamAM janmyo che, dayA-dAna-karuNA-komaLatA, pUjAnAM bhAva, yAtrAnAM bhAva, kaSAyanI maMdatAnA bhAva Ave ! jyAre jyAre puNya bhAva Ave, tyAre enAthI huM judo jANanAra chuM ema vAraMvAra vicAra karavo. A karavAnuM kahyuM, bhedajJAna karavAnuM kahyuM. paNa puNya karavuM ke na karavuM ! na karavuM ema paNa na kahyuM, karavuM ema paNa na kahyuM tyAre zuM karavAnuM kahyuM? ke puNyathI bhinna AtmAne jANavo. puNyanA pariNAma Asravatattva che, enAthI jJAnAnaMda paramAtmA judo che, vAraMvAra eNe ema jANavAno prayoga karavo. e....jJAnInA mukhamAMthI karavAnI vAta to Ave ja nahIM, jANavAnI vAteya ene Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #225 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 188 pravacana naM-16 kartabuddhi choDAvavA mATe ene kheMcIne kahevuM paDe che paNa parane jANavAnuMya ene kahevuM nathI. are! pariNAmane jANavAnuMya emane kahevuM nathI, paNa kahevuM paDe che. kartAbuddhi choDAvavA mATe tuM pariNAmano kartA nathI paNa jJAtA cho ema kahe, "have, A uparokta, vividha vikalpothI" vikalpo eTale bhedo, aneka prakAranAM guNasthAna, mArgaNAsthAna e badhA bhedothI "bharelA vibhAva5ryAyono"- vibhAva eTale vizeSa bhAva, vibhAva eTale ekalo vikAra na levo (-na samajavo ) badhI paryAya laI levI-nirmaLaparyAya ane malina paryAya, badhA paryAyone vibhAvabhAva kahevAya, vibhAva eTale vizeSabhAva, eka sAmAnyabhAva AtmA ne pariNAma je pragaTa thAya paryAya ene vizeSabhAva kahevAmAM Ave che. sAmAnya ne vizeSa ! sAmAnyane vizeSa zarUAtamAM huM ahIMyA Avyo jAmanagaramAM sAta-ATha varSa pahelAM, to sAmAnya-vizeSanI vAta zarU karI hatI. kahe che prabhu tuM ekavAra jo, I vibhAvaparyAyo badhI thAya che, eno nizcayathI huM kartA nathI. kharekhara! pariNAma pariNAmathI thAya che, pariNAmane AtmA kare, evI apekSA pariNAmane nathI, AtmA pariNAmane kare evo AtmAno svabhAva nathI kemake niSkriya cheakartA che. ane pariNAma svayaMkRta che e koInI karavAnI apekSa vinA svarya thayA kare che, naisargika thayA kare che. pariNAma svayaM (potAnA pakArakathI) pragaTa thAya che. enA svakALe pragaTa thAya che, enI janmakSaNa che. paryAya svayaM pragaTa thAya che, paryAyano kartA AtmAya nathI ne paryAyanuM kAraNa paNa nathI. pariNAma, pariNAmakRta che, jIvakRta nathI. AhAhA ! e kahe che ke vibhAvaparyAyono-AcArya bhagavAna kahe che ke huM nizcayathI kartA nathI. A samyakadarzanazAnacAritranA pariNAma ane pragaTa thAya che -mArA karavAthI thAya che, ema che nahIM. AhAhA! have AmAM to eka phere sIdho prayoga karatA nathI, pachI...ene huM jANato nathI, ema na kahetAM huM Ano kartA nathI, (to) tame zuM karo cho? caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM! ene jANuM chuM e kADhI nAkhyuM. AhAhA! zuM kahyuM? jyAre kartA nathI, tyAre "jANe che, ema zabda Avavo joIe, paNa AhAhA ! kartAnA upacArane oLaMge che, ane jANavAnA upacArane paNa oLaMgIne, huM to sahaja caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM. tyAre zuddha upayoga-paramArtha pratikramaNa pragaTa thAya che. AhA...hA ! A pratikramaNa che. paheluM mithyAtvanuM pratikramaNa, pachI avratanuM pachI pramAda-kapAyane yoganuM ( pratikramaNa ) Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #226 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 189 thAya che, ema anukrama che, mithyAtva rAkhavuM che ne avratanuM pratikramaNa karavuM che, traNakALamAM na bane. lAgelA doSane Aje huM choDuM chuM paNa mithyAtva paDyuM che enuM zuM? e to kaSAyanI maMdatA che. zubhabhAva che, puNya baMdhAya, mithyAtva sahita. are, paheluM kAma to AtmAne ja jANavAnuM che. pariNAmathI bhinna bhagavAna AtmA, anaMtaguNathI abhinna evA zuddha cidAnaMda AtmAne lakSamAM laI, ene jANa! jANIne enuM ja zraddhAna kara ne emAM ja lIna thavAno prathamamAM prathama prayoga kara. (AtmA) eno kartA nathI, A badhA je vibhAvaparyAyo kahyA ne, guNasthAnamArgaNAsthAna, e badhA vibhAvapariNAma eno huM kartA nathI. kartA nathI eka zabda pachI bIjo kArayitA nathI, eTale karAvanAra nathI. AhAhA! nokara pAse huM karAvuM ema nahIM, huM sIdho karato nathI ne koInI pAse karAvato paNa nathI. have AgaLa (trIjo sUkSma bola) AmAM che ke pudgalakarmarUpa kartAno-vibhAvaparyAyono kartA je pudgalakarmo temano-anumodaka nathI, ema varNavavAmAM Ave che. zuM kahyuM? sIdho to pariNAmane karato nathI, koInI pAse karAvato nathI, paNa pudgalakarmonA abhAvathI, je nirmaLaparyAya thAya che, eno kartA pudgalakarmo che, upAdAnA kartA to pariNAmano pariNAma che (paraMtu nimittakartA pudgalakarmo kahevAya che.) AhA..hA! avasara Avyo che, (sAkSAta) A guru maLyA, AhAhA! AvA (bhAvaliMgI saMta) kuMdakuMda bhagavAnanI vANI maLI, bhedajJAnanA maMtra batAve che ke tuM jJAtA cho have kartabuddhi choDI de! AhAhA! pariNAmano kartA AtmA nathI, pariNAmano kartA pariNAma che. paradravyano to kartA AtmA che ja nahIM. paNa pariNAma paNa paradravyasvarUpa hovAthI AtmAne enI sAthe kartAkarmasaMbaMdhano....abhAva che. AhAhAhA ! (zrotA:-) AkhA jagatamAM kyAMya nathI A vAta! (uttara) kyAMya nathI! hoya kyAMthI? sarvajJabhagavAna sivAya, anyamatamAM A vAta nathI, ane kuMdakuMdanI vANI, sonagaDhamAMthI bahAra AvI bAkI...bahAramAM (bIje kyAMya ) A vAta nathI jenI pAse digaMbara zAstro che e-paNa kAMI jANatA nathI. (e viSe kahe che) kailAsacaMdajI paMDita, emano to svargavAsa thayo ekarAra karyo jayapuramAM ke samayasAra ame ughADIne vAMcyuM nahotuM paNa gurudevano jyAre udaya thayo, ane samayasAranI emaNe vyAkhyA bahAra pADI, tethI (mumukSu amArI pAse) AvavA lAgyA, ke paMDitajI? A gAthA, samayasAranI che, teno zo artha thAya? ame samayasAra jAyuM nahotuM (vAMcyuM nahotuM ) no artha teno zuM thAya e badhA pUchavA Ave eTale pharajiyAta (amAre) samayasAra vAMcavuM paDyuM, ne vAMcyuM ne Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #227 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 19) pravacana naM-16 AMkha UghaDI gaI. AhAhA! bhedajJAnathI bhareluM samayasAra che, niraMtara adhyayana karavA yogya che, eNe ekarAra karyo, samajI gayA! ane eNe chApIne mokalyuM hatuM ke (pU.) gurudevazrInA udaya pachI ja A samayasAra bahAra AvyuM che, tyAM sudhI A samayasArane koI jANatuM nahotuM. bhedajJAnanI baMsI bajAvI sonagaDhamAMthI eka puruSe ekalA hAthe hoM! (pU. gurudevazrI to) adabhUta! ekale hAthe bhedajJAnano maMtra Apyo! mAtA-pitA pAsethI namaskAra maMtra to maLyo hato, "namo arihaMtANaM' (no maMtra to) ApaNane badhAne gaLathUthImAM maLeluM! bhedajJAnano maMtra to jJAnI pAke tyAre ja Ave che (anubhavI pAsethI) bAkI bhedajJAnano maMtra, e cUkavA yogya nathI. dravyasAmAnyamAM paryAyanI nAsti che. punyapApathI AtmA bhinna che. punya pApanA pariNAmano (huM to ) karanAreya nathI ane enuM jANavAnuM baMdha karIne have huM bhagavAnane jANavA jAuM chuM, mane koI rokazo nahIM! tyAM to jaNAya jAya! ne (Atma) anubhava thAya ne pachI nirmaLaparyAyanA kartAno upacAra Ave, e khaTake! khaTake ne tyAM ene oLaMge ne tyAM zreNI AvIne arihaMtadazA pragaTa thAya! I badhuM atyAre khyAlamAM Ave. UMDo UMDo vicAra kare, to khyAlamAM AvI jAya, badhuM zAstramAM che. zukladhyAna kone kahevAya. dharmadhyAna Adi zuM? e badhuM (zAstramAM) che. AhAhA! vibhAvaparyAyano nizcayathI huM kartA nathI. AhA..! A mULa vAta AvI AmAM, A traNa lITI (lakhelI) che ne AmAM, emAM mULa rahasya che. have AmAM rahasya batAve che. have, A (uparokta) vividha vikalpothI (bhedothI) bharelA vibhAva5ryAyono nizcayathI huM kartA nathI." (eTale ke ) pariNAmono huM sIdho kartA nathI. kArayitA nathI (arthAt ) bIjAnI pAse huM karAvato paNa nathI. ene bIjo kare che, huM ene anumodana Apato nathI. jJAnAvaraNa karmano abhAva thAya to mane kevaLajJAna thAya ema huM mAnato nathI. ene huM Teko Apato nathI, kevaLajJAnAvaraNa karmano kSaya thAva ke na thAva! jJAnAvaraNakarmano kSaya thAva ke na thAva, huM enI sAme ja joto nathI. huM to trikALI dravyanI sAme ja jouM chuM (emAM ja lIna thAva chuM.) pudgalakarmo kare che. mArA khyAlamAM che-darzanamohano abhAva thatAM, samyakadarzana thAya che. mArA khyAlamAM che, paraMtu) darzanamohano abhAva thaI jAya ane mane samyakadarzana thAya..ema huM kartAnuM anumodana Apato nathI. kartA to I che. upAdAnakartA paryAya che, nimittakartA darzanamohano abhAva che ane enAthI judo huM to jANanAra chuM. AhA ! Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #228 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 191 jANanAramAM AvI jA ne! tyAM thayuM haze I thayA karaze, lakSa choDI de ne enuM! lakSa AtmA upara rAkha! badhuM savaLuM ne saraLa pragaTa thaI jaze! jAmanagara-oDiyo keseTa pravacana naM-17 tA. 13-9-89 have, e cAritranA prakAra pahelAM, eka niyama che-evo krama che-anAdino A krama che ke cAritra pahelAM jIvane samyagdarzana thAya, thAya ne thAya ja. mithyAtva hoya ne cAritra AvI jAya (evuM) traNakALamAM banatuM nathI. kramabhaMga na thAya anukrama hoya. anukrame kone kahevAya? ke pahelAM samyagdarzanazAna ne pachI cAritra, anAdino evo anukrama rahelo che. ApaNe cAritranAM A pavitra divaso cAlI rahyA che "dazalakSaNI" parva hoM! cAritra pahelAM samyagdarzana kone kahevAya, I kema (prApta ) thAya enI vidhi (niyamasAra) "paramArtha pratikramaNa ' (gAthA77 thI 81) mAM che. mithyAtvanuM pratikramaNa pahelAM hoya, pachI avrata, kaSAya, pramAda ne yoganuM (hoya) AhAhA! TIkAkAra pote kahe che A "pAMca ratnanuM avataraNa karavAmAM Ave che. A pAMca gAthA, pAMca ratnarUpa che. olA ratnanI to velyu (kiMmata) thaI zake, rajakaNanuM baneluM-paththaranA banelA (ratno) nI to velyuezana (kiMmata AMkI zakAya) paNa AnI velyu na thAya evI (amUlya) ratnanI gAthAo che. ratna hAthamAM Ave pachI garIbI rahe nahIM eTale ke ajJAna rahe nahIM ema! AhA..hA! evI apUrva vAta che juo! pAnuM ekaso trepana che. juo trIjo peregrApha ! "have, A uparokta vividha vikalpothI (bhedothI)"- uparokta eTale AgaLa je kahevAya gayuM-mArgaNAsthAna, guNasthAna, jIvasamAsa cAra prakAranI manuSyaAdi paryAyo, e badhI vAta kahyA pachI kahe che ke je pariNAma pragaTa thAya che-AtmAnI vartamAna vartatI paryAyamAM pariNAma je pragaTa thAya che, eno huM kartA nathI. paNa e pariNAmane AtmA karato nathI to e pariNAmane koNa kare che? (jemake) hAtha huM nathI halAvato-hAtha, AtmA nathI halAvato, to Ane-(hAthane ) hulAve che koNa? ema prazna thAya, samajavA mATe ho, samajavA mATe, khoTuM tame bolo cho ema (bhAva) na hoya. e prazna thAya, eno uttara sIdho che ke pudgaladravya enAM pariNAmane kare che paNa AtmA eno karanAra nathI. ema aMdaramAM pariNAma je pragaTa thAya che, pariNAma aneka prakAranAM hoya temaja AtmAmAM anaMtaguNa che ane pratyeka guNanI ekasamayamAM eka paryAya hoya hoya ne hoya ja, Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #229 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 192 pravacana naM-17 eka sAthe eka guNanI be paryAya na hoya eka paryAya hoya. e pariNAma pragaTa thAya che ema mane jaNAya che, paNa (ee) huM pragaTa karuM chuM ema mane jANavAmAM AvatuM nathI. kema ke eka sanA be kartA na hoya. paryAya sat ahetuka nirapekSa thAya che. je sat hoya eno koI (bIjo) karanAra na hoya. sat hoya e svayaMsiddha hoya. parasiddha" na hoya, parathI na thAya. pariNAma, pariNAmathI thAya che. pariNAmano karanAra AtmA nathI AhAhA ! hajI pariNAmano karanAra AtmA nathI I AMhIyAM kahevuM che, tyAM ene abhimAna caDI gayuM che ke bahAranAM kAma huM karuM chuM! huM huziyAra bahu chuM ne eTale sarakhuM barAbara badhuM cAle che-A dukAna (vepAra-dhaMdhA sarakhA) cAle che. dAkatara hoya to huM badhu huziyAra dardIne sAjo karI dauM chuM vakIla hoya to barAbara laDIne (korTamAM) Ane jItADI dauM chuM. vaktA thaI gayo to bIjAne huM barAbara pratipAdana karIne (tarka-dalIlapUrvaka) samajAvI dauM (kartApaNAnuM abhimAna te) mithyAtva che, AtmAmAM parapadArthanA kartApaNAnI to gaMdha ja nathI. AhAhA ! (bhAI tuM!) parapadArthano to kartA, nizcayathI paNa nathI ne vyavahArathI paNa nathI. e to pRththaka padArtho che. ahIMyAM to enAM karatAM aMdaranI vAta kahevA mAge che. AcArya bhagavAna kahe che ke amArI dazAmAM je nizcayaratnatrayanAM pariNAma samayavartI pragaTa thAya che, e amArI sAdhyaavasthA nathI, sAdhaka avasthA che mATe bAdhaka tattva-pAMca mahAvratanA (pariNAma ) paNa pragaTa thAya che nirmaLaparyAya ne thoDI malina paryAya, be prakAranI paryAya pragaTa thAya che, eno huM karanAra nathI. AhA ! evI kartabuddhi to gaI che paNa have e sAdhakane samyagdarzanajJAnacAritranAM pariNAma pragaTa thAya che, eno huM upacArathI kartA chuM, e upacArakartApaNAno (Aropa ) paNa khaTake che ke: AtmA pariName che mATe nirmaLaparyAyano kartA upacArathI AtmA che, ema paNa nathI. AhA...hA....hA! nizcaye to kare nahIM, paNa vyavahAreya kartA nathI. thAya che, emAM koNa kare? svarya thAya che-"svayaM ulaMti'! nirmaLaparyAya, svayaM pragaTa thAya che. malina paryAyapAMca mahAvratanAM pariNAma-vyavahAra ratnatrayanAM pariNAma e paNa svayaM pragaTa thAya che. naisargika che I AhA...hA! zAstramAM saMskRtamAM Avo pATha che naisargika! adhyavasAna kema pragaTa thAya che? mithyAtva kema pragaTa thAya che? ke rAga AtmA kare to thAya ne! na kare to na thAya ! (e pramANenI) kartAbuddhi tArI duHkhadAyaka che bhAI ! rAga svayaM thAya che, rAgano karanAra jJAnI ke ajJAnIno AtmA nathI paNa.... ajJAnI mAne che ke rAgane huM karuM chuM, tethI mithyAtvano doSa lAgI jAya che. AhAhA! ke rAgano Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #230 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 193 kartA ajJAnIya nathI ema kahezo to (loko) svacchaMdI thaI jaze, AtmAmAM koI evo guNa nathI ke e rAganI racanA kare! cAritraguNa, e rAgane karato nathI. are rAgane na kare to na karo paNa sthiratA pragaTa thAya che cAritranI paryAyamAM (je) vItarAgabhAva, eno karanAra cAritraguNa nathI ne guNano dharanAra guNIpaNa nathI, paNa svayaM thAya che. AhAhA! tyAre jJAtAbhAva pragaTa thAya che. kartabuddhi chUTayA vinA, koI paNa jIvane, samyagdarzana pUrve thayuM nahotuM, vartamAnamAM thatuM nathI, ane bhaviSyakALe paNa jyAM sudhI, potAno AtmA jJAtA hovA chatAM, potAnI meLe (potAne) rAgano ane parano kartA mAne che, tyAM sudhI samyagdarzanarUpI dharma pragaTa thaze nahIM. evo UMco adhikAra "paramArtha pratikramaNa" no che, akartAno-AtmA akartA che e jainadarzananI parAkASTA che." A zabdo gurudeve kahelA che. nairobI jatAM pahelAM, vyAkhyAnamAM kahyuM ke A AtmA che ne! e pariNAmano kartA nathI, akartA che. parAkASTA eTale AnA pachI kAMI kahevAnuM ja nathI. (AtmAne) akartA kaho ke jJAtA kaho (eka ja che paraMtu ) olI kartAbuddhinuM zalya che, enI sAme akartA kahyo, AhAhA ! ane jJAtAbuddhinuM zalpa huThAvavA mATe, e jJAyakano jJAtA che ema kahyuM parano jJAtA nahIM. jema pariNAmano kartA nathI tema pariNAmano jJAtA paNa kharekhara nathI! AhA!hA! e (zrIsamayasAra) bAramI gAthAmAM vyavahAra jANelo (jaNAyelo) prayojanavAna' AvyuM savikalpa dazAmAM AhA...hA! e paNa khaTake che munirAjane! bheda jaNAya che ne!? e bheda jaNAya che to...abheda AtmA upayogAtmaka jaNAvAnuM baMdha thaI jAya che. tene jANavAnuM baMdha karIne abhedane jANavA jAya che tyAM "paramArtha pratikramaNa' zuddhopayoga pragaTa thaI jAya che. e sAMbhaLa bhagavAna! tuM jJAtA cho, kartA nathI. haTha choDI de, vakhata Avyo che. AhA! mata jA giranAra, mata jA giranAra haTha choDo bAbUla! e Ave che ne! bahu sarasa che I ! huM kartA, huM kartA chuM, karyA vinA thAya ? (sAMbhaLane have ) karyA vinA ja badhuM thAya che. atyAra sudhImAM je thayuM ne, e tArA kartApaNAnI apekSA vinA ja thayA kare che. te uMghamAM ho, tyAre A moTa ne relagADIne (jagatanA vyavahAra badhA) baMdha thaI jatA haze? uMghamAM hoya tyAre to badhuMya cAle che. kartAno vikalpa nathI to ya nyAM badhuM ya cAle che le! (Ama vicArIne jarI) tuM pAcho pharane! huM karanAra nathI, huM to jANanAra chuM! AhAhA ! e to kartA buddhino niSedha karavA mATe, eno jANanAra che ema kahevuM paDe Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #231 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 194 pravacana naM-17 che, ema kahevuM paDe..e paNa sAdhakane khaTake che. e to jANanArane jANyA kare che. AhA..hA ! tevo vastuno svabhAva che. mATe choDI de have, kartApaNAnI haTha choDI de! huM kartA chuM evI mAnyatA choDI de! samartha AcArya kahe che ke huM (pariNAmano ya) kartA nathI. A bhaDano dikaro kahe ke huM karuM chuM! munirAja kahe che ke huM karanAra nathI, tuM e karanAra nathI tuM mAnI beTho che, tArI mithyAzraddhA choDI de! mithyAzraddhA chUTI jAya che ne kArya to badhuM thayA ja karaze. karmanA pariNAma karmamAM thAya, AtmAnA pariNAma AtmAmAM thAya, AtmAnA pariNAma karmathI na thAya bhAI ! be ya dravya bhinna che mATe kartAkarmasaMbaMdhano abhAva e beyamAM che. tasvarUpamAM ja kartAkarma hoya, atasvarUpamAM kartAkarmano saMbaMdha hoya ja nahIM. paNa (AvuM samajavAnI) kyAM phurasada che. hamaNAM to A kamAI laIe, moTAM-gharaDAM thazuM tyAre dharmadhyAna karazuM. ahIMyAM to A aMdaranA pariNAmanI vAta che bhAI ! (zrotA:-) to paNa topano dhaDAko hato ke AtmAmAM karavAnI vAta ja nathI! (uttara) hA, hA. kathaMcit paryAyathI rahita ne kathaMcit sahita, paNa AtmA paryAyathI rahita ja che. AhA ! anubhavajJAnamAM kathaMcit sahita-rahita Avaze, pahelethI ja kathaMcit rahita-sahita nahIM, AhAhA! rAma bolo bhAI rAma rahevA de, syAdvAdane (prathama) yAda nahIM kara, (ema lene) !) huM to sarvathA zuddha chuMkathaMcita zuddha ne kathaMcita azuddha evuM AtmAnuM svarUpa nathI. AhA...hA ! (jIvone ) syAdvAdanA nAmeya paNa pramANano pakSa thaI jAya, pramANano pakSa eTale vyavahArano pakSa ja che zuddhanayano pakSa kadI Avyo nathI. AhA...hA ! I syAdvAdanI vAta jarA AkarI paDe evI che, amane khabara che badhI. paNa amArI pAse AdhAra che-pramANa che, (zrotA traNe kALa?) (uttara) traNe kALa A vAta satya che. juone A ApaNA bhAI "hA" kahe che, juvAna! bolo! AhA...hA ! samajIne hA pADe che, amArA kahevAthI hA pADe che ema nathI. AhA...! ( emane ema koI ) hA pADe ja nahIM, paNa vicArakoTImAM rAkhe, paNa potAne bese, eTale samAya nahIM, A vAta paramasatya che (ema aMdarathI hakAra Ave !) are! satya vAta bahAra Ave, ene jhIlanArAM hoya, hoya ne hoya ja. ane A AtmAmAM syAdvAdano abhAva che, e vAta, AThaso varSa pahelAM devasenaAcArya thaI gayA che emaNe "nayacakra' nAmanuM eka zAstra lakhyuM che, emAM 3ra-33 pAnA upara A vAta che " syAdavAno abhAva hovA chatAM, nizcayAbhAsapaNuM AvatuM nathI." AtmAne AtmAno Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #232 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 195 caitanya vilAsa anubhava thaI jAya che! AhAhA ! anubhavajJAnamAM syAdvAda hoya, ajJAnamAM ya na hoya ane dravyamAMya na hoya, dravyamAMya syAdvAda nathI, je zraddhAno viSaya che. AhAhA ! ene ajJAnIne paNa syAdvAda na hoya! e to (Atma) anubhava thatAM ene (anubhavIne) be paDakhAnuM jJAna yathArtha hoya che paryAyathI AtmA kathaMcit sahita ane kathaMcit rahita ! paNa...kathaMcit sahita-rahitathI na UpaDa, rahita ja chuM-tyAMthI upADa kare ne samyagdarzana thatAM, samyagdarzanazAnacAritra paryAyathI sahita chuM evuM jJAna dhyAnamAM pragaTe che. sahita-rahitanuM jJAna e anubhavamAM thAya che, anubhavajJAnamAM syAdvAdano janma thAya che. AhAhA! A vAta kudaratI (AvI gaI ) bhAI e kahyuM ke pahelI AMhIyAM nIkaLI, zAstramAM to hatI. AhAhA! zAstramAM to hatI ja. (zrotA:-) kudaratI ja bahAra AvI gaI ! (uttara:-) hA, bahAra AvI. zAstramAM to hatI ja ne thoDo aphasosa e rahI gayo ke A pAnuM gurudeva (zrIne) ApyuM hota, to enuM (e uparanuM) vyAkhyAna paNa thaI jAta AhAhA ! A to munirAjanuM (kathana) che ho ! koInA gharanI vAta che nahIM. syAdvAdanA nAme pramANanA pakSamAM ( loko ) aTavAtA "tA (mAnatA 'tA ke ) kathaMcita sahita ne kathaMcita rahita ! kathaMcit rahita-sahita (mAnI-mAnIne) emAM gothuM khAI gayo (jIva!) sarvathA rahita sudhI na pahoMcyo, sarvathA rahitamAM anubhava thAya, ane anubhava thatAM, kathaMcit sahita, rahita beyanuM jJAna ekasamayamAM thAya. AhA..hA ! samaya eka! rahitanuM zraddhAna ane sahitanuM jJAna, samaya eka. AhAhA! aMtaramAM gayo paryAyathI bhinna, paryAyanuM lakSa chUTI gayuM ane huM to trikALa sAmAnya chuM, vizeSane jANavAnuM (sarvathA ) baMdha karI dIdhuM, (tyAre) vizeSanuM kartutva to chUTayuM-vizeSa nAma paryAyane jANanArI cakSu sarvathA baMdha karI. tyAM to AtmAne jANanAruM jJAna aMdarathI UghaDI gayuM. anubhava thayo anubhava thatAM tyAM nirmaLaparyAyathI mAro AtmA kathaMcisahita che evuM jJAna paNa anubhava thatAM thAya che. AhA...hA ! ene syAdvAda kahevAya (che.). AhA..hA! bhAI ! ko'ka viralA pAme che dharamane enuM kAraNa A che, (jIvo). kyAMkane kyAMka aTakI jAya che. AhAhA! zAstrapAThI anekAnta ane svAvAdamAM aTakI gayA. anekAntamAMthI (samyaka) ekAMta kADhatA na AvaDyuM! eka "kArtikeyaanuprekSA' nAmanuM zAstra che, AhA! kArtikasvAmI thaI gayA che bahu jUnA, bhAvaliMgI saMta! teozrIe ema pharamAvyuM ke je pramANajJAnamAMthI AvIne, "pramANajJAnamAMthI je nizcayanaya kADhe che te jinavacanamAM kuzaLa che" kuzaLa che! bAkI zuM? e ApaNe kahevAnI jarUra nathI, bAkI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #233 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 196 pravacana naM-17 buddha ! ema emAM eno artha adhyAra AvI gayo. pramANajJAnanA viSayamAMthI, nizvanaya kADhe te jinavacanamAM kuzaLa che. mosaMbI gharamAM AvI, e pramANajJAnano viSaya che. (A daSTAMta ApuM chuM ke) badhAne samajAya eTale, mosaMbI (gharamAM AvI) e pramANajJAnano viSaya che mosaMbImAM rasa paNa che, chAlAM che chotarAM (-resA) paNa che, paNa khavAya nahIM AhAhA! to pramANano viSayabhUta je mosaMbI (chAlAM-chotarA sahita che) emAMthI je nizcayana, (-prayojanabhUta) kADhe, emAM je rasa che ene kheMcI kADhe ane chAla-chotarAne pheMkI de e kuzaLa che! paNa (Akhe-AkhI) mosaMbIne baTakA bhare to? A kyAMno Avyo che, A Dhora jevo lAge che! chAlAM-chotarAM sahita khAya to Dhora kahevAya. mosaMbIne Dhora to baTakAM bhare ema khAya to Dhora ja kahevAya ne! AhAhA! AhA! ema jJAnanI hAre rAgane meLavIne ( je ) anubhava kare che hAthIno dAkhalo Apyo che hoM! zrI samayasAra zAstramAM ghAsa ane cUramuM bheLavIne (ekasAthe) khAyane ema ajJAnI jJAnane ane rAgane bheLaseLa karIne khAya che (-anubhave che.) rAga bhinna ane jJAna bhinna pADIne ekalA jJAnano svAda lya tene jJAnI kahevAmAM Ave che. "vividha vikalpothI-bhedothI karelA vibhAva5ryAyono nizcayathI huM teno kartA nathI." kemake je sat hoya-svayaMsiddha hoya-nirapekSa hoya, paryAya sat che-paryAya satahetuka che. dravya sat! guNa sat! paryAya sat! have keTalA" ke to (A) dravya -guNaparyAyanA nAmeya na sAMbhaLyA hoya! AhA..! (AtmA) jJAtA che e kartA kema bane?! jJAtAne kartA mAnavo e ajJAna che. cakSu che e mAtra dazyapadArthane, dUrathI dekhe! (cakSu ) kare ne bhogave, evo anubhava koIne AjasudhImAM che nahIM AMkha zuM kare? dekhe. thAya ene jANe-dekhe bAkI kare nahIM. ema AtmAmAM jJAna nAmano viziSTa prakArano, asAdhAraNa eka guNa che enAM pariNamanamAM-upayoga-jANavAnI kriyA cAle che, e jANavAnI kriyA mAtra jANanahArane abheda thaIne jANe, e jANanahArane jANatA-jANatA para emAM jaNAya jAya, ene paNa jANe ema upacArathI kahevAya che. aNa upacAre to jJAna jJAyakane jANe che. AhAhA ! (kahe che ke, "(vibhAva5ryAyono) nizcayathI huM kartA nathI kArayitA nathI"-A pariNAma pragaTa thAya che ne teno huM sIdho-DAyarekaTa kartA nathI, ane inaDAyarekaTa paNa kartA nathI bIjAnI pAse e pariNAmane huM karAvuM e paNa mAro dharama nathI. have, eka sUkSma vAta kare che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #234 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 197 ane "pugalakarmarUpa kartAno (-vibhAvaparyAyonA kartA je pugalakarmo temano)" nirmaLaparyAya pragaTa je thAya (temAM) karmanA abhAvanI apekSA je Ave, evo vyavahAra che. karmanA abhAvathI thAya evI vivekSA che. eTale ke karma khasI jAya -karmano abhAva thAya ane mArI nirmaLaparyAya pragaTa thAva, eno huM anumodaka nathI. AhAhA ! e kArya pudgaladravyanuM che. mAruM e kArya nathI, AhAhA! sUkSma vAta che. ke nirmaLa paryAya pragaTa thAya, tyAre pratibaddha kAraNano abhAva hoya emAM. ene je cAritramoha nAmanI karmanI prakRti hoya ne udaya eno Avato hoya, eno anudaya thAya ne nirjarA thAya (karmaprakRtinI) ne AMhIyAM zuddhinI vRddhi thAya, e cAritramoha nAmanuM pudgalakarma, e vItarAgabhAvane sApekSatAthI kare to karo paNa huM enuM anumodana karanAra nathI. karavuM, karAvavuM ne anumodavuM-traNeya sarakho doSa che. karavuM-karAvavuM ne anumodavuM manathI-vacanathI ne kAyAthI! manathI nahIM, vacanathI nahIM, kAyAthI nahIM, huM to jANanAra chuM! e karma kare che enuM huM anumodana karanAra nathI. sUkSma vAta che. vibhAva paryAyono kartA AtmA nathI, paryAyano kartA paryAya che-vibhAva eTale vizeSabhAva eno upAdAna kartA paryAya che, nimitta kartA karmano abhAva che, nirmaLaparyAyamAM ne malinamAM anukrame karmano abhAva ane sadbhAva che. nirmaLaparyAyamAM karmano anudaya ane malinamAM karmano udaya nimita che. AhA....hA ! A nizALe ja hajI AvyA na hoya to kyAMthI (AnI) khabara paDe !? A nizALa che-vItarAgI paramAtmAnI skUla cAle che, prabhu! sAMbhaLake nirmaLa paryAya je pragaTa thAya che, eno huM kartA nathI, kArayitA nathI ane nirmaLa paryAya pragaTa thAya (e) karmanA abhAvanI sApekSatAthI pragaTa thAya che, eno nimitta kartA karma che. upAdAnakartA paryAyano kartA paryAya che, ane trikALI upAdAna to jANanAra che, karanAra nathI. AvI sthiti je bhaje che-daSTi dravya upara akartA upara che, akartA upara daSTi rahetAM, ene jANatAM-jANatAM A pariNAma ANe karyA, nimitte karyo (arthAt ) nimittanA abhAva ke saddabhAvathI thayA, thayAM to ThIka thayAM, evA ThIkapaNAnuM ene anumodana huM Apato nathI. abhUtathI addabhutacamatkArika vAta che. kartAbuddhi chUTayA vinA, jIvane dharma thavAno nathI. AhAhA ! - jJAtA ja che, badhAM AtmA jJAtA che. paNa ajJAnI pote kartA mAnI beTho che, kartA thatoto nathI! AtmA kartA hoya to kALA vALanA dhoLAvALa (kadi) na thAya, AMkhamAM jhAMkhapa Ave nahIM-motiyo aMdara Ave nahIM, kartA hoya to, motiyo Ave? (AvavA ghe?) ghaDapaNa Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #235 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 198 pravacana naM-17 Ave? lAkaDI na levI paDe ! kartA nathI prabhu! tuM to jJAtA cho ne! konA jevo jJAtA? siddhabhagavAna jJAtA che (tenI jema ja) tuM paNa jANanAra cho, siddhabhagavAnathI jarAya judo paDyo ane huM kartA chuM ema mAnyuM, to cAragatimAM rakhaDI marIza! AhA...hA ! jema...siddha (bhagavAna) jJAtA-daSTA ema huM paNa jJAtA-deTA! paNa...kAMI TakAvArI karo ne! soe so TakA (jJAtA-daSTA svabhAve che.) jema e jJAtA (dA) ema sarva jIva jJAtA-daSTA che. jJAtAno svIkAra kare to pratyakSa jJAtA (darA) thaI jAya che. kartAbuddhi chUTI jAya che. mithyA zalya chUTI jAya che. ema? kAMIka kare che. AtmA ema tame mAno cho ? ke: "hA." AtmA zuM kare? I sAMbhaLa! karato nathI, rAgane karato nathI (pariNAmane karato nathI to) kare che zuM? "ke sahaja caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM." AhAhA! "Atama bhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevaLajJAna" (munirAja !) chaThThI guNasthAne zAstra lakhe che, tyAre e pote kahe che ke A kalama cAle che eno kartA huM nathI, A vikalpa UThayo lakhavAno enoya huM kartA nahIM. AtmAne jANanAruM je jJAna pragaTa thAya che enoya kartA nahIM AhAhA ! ane eno jANanAroya nahIM. tyAre karo cho zuM? paryAyane karato paNa nathI ne paryAyane jANato paNa nathI. abheda sAmAnya-TaMkotkIrNa-paramAtmA aMdara jJAyakabhAva birAjamAna che evA AtmAne ja huM bhAvuM chuM AhA ! sahaja caitanyano jemAM vilAsa che jemAM rAga nathI, dveSa nathI, duHkha nathI jemAM paryAyano praveza nathI, evo abheda-sAmAnya-TaMkotkIrNa- eka cidAnaMda AtmA, caitanyano ja jemAM vilAsa che evA caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa..AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM AhAhA! dravyasvabhAvane ja bhAvuM chuM! huM nirmaLaparyAyanIya bhAvanA karato nathI. paryAyanI bhAvanA to karato nathI paNa paryAyane jANavAnuM baMdha karIne huM mArA AtmAmAM (aMtaramAM jANavA jAuM chuM! AhAhA tyAM to paramAtmAmAM paramArtha pratikramaNa-zuddhopayoga pragaTa thaI jAya che. alaukika vAta che! ke "thAya ene jANuM" emAM AnaMda Ave ! ke "che ene jANuM" emAM AnaMda Ave? ( zrotA:-) che ene jANuM to AnaMda Ave. (uttara) hA, thAya ane jANe emAM AnaMda Ave? ke "che ' ene jANe emAM AnaMda Ave? tAro anubhava zuM kahe che? thAya ene karuM emAMya AnaMda Avyo, thAya ene jANuM, emAM paNa AnaMda to Avyo nahIM, to kuMdakuMdanI vANI apanAvI le ke "che' ene jANa ! "thAya ene jANavAnuM baMdha karI de! zuM kahyuM? pariNAma pragaTa thAya che ne anaMtaguNonI anaMtaparyAya AhA ! e jJAnanuM zeya Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #236 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 199 to che ne? ke nA, e jJAnanuM zeya nathI, zeya kone kahevAya ke jene jANe ne AnaMda Ave ene spazeya kahevAya! paryAya paradravya che. paradravyane jANatAM jJAna (ne AnaMda) na thAya! AhA...hA...hA! "che' ene jANane! paNa "che" ene jANavuM ke jANyA karavuM? jANavuM prathama ane pachI che" ene ja jANyA karavuM! pahelAM jANe to samyagdarzana ane pachI jANyA kare to cAritra, emAM ne emAM lIna thatAM arihaMtadazA pragaTa thAya. AhA.hA ! "thAya' ene jANavAnuM baMdha karI de! svayaM thAya (pariNAma) eno to kartA nathI, paNa je thAya che, AcArya bhagavAna kahe che ke huM eno jANanAra nahIM, bhedanoya jANanAra nahIM. huM to abheda sAmAnya paramAtmA chuM! ene dhyAvuM chuM-bhAvuM chuM-emAM ja lIna thAuM chuM! AhAhA ! A dhyAnanI vidhi batAvI. thAya ene jANavAnuM baMdha karI de! ane "che" ene jANa! to tane AnaMda Avaze. AhAhA! eka vAra prayoga to kara! jo tane AnaMda na Ave, to mAla A jAMgaDa to rAkhatuM (eka vakhata) prayoga to kara! "je che" ene jANa ane jo (tane) jANavAmAM Ave AtmA, ane AnaMda na Ave, to tuM amane pAchuM ApI jaje amAruM A vAkya! paNa....(amane vizvAsa che ke te) pAcho ApavA Ave ja nahIM. pagamAM paDI jAya, enA gurunAM AhA! "che' ene jANyo, anaMtakALa thayA, "che" ene nahotuM jANuM, thAya ene ja jANyuM! AhA..hA! "sahaja caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM."--A dhArmika kriyA ! dharmanI kriyA batAvI che sonagaDhe kAMI ? ke Akho di' svAdhyAya ja karyA karavo? are ! AtmAne jANavo e kriyA che. "jJAnakriyAkhyAM mokSa:' jJAna eTale AtmAne (-che ene) jANavuM ne kriyA eTale AtmAmAM TharavuM! enuM nAma "jJAnakriyAbhyAm mokSa che. A (jJAna) kriyA karavI, bahAranI vrata ane tapanI to e vaibhAvika kriyA che. (emAM dharmanI kriyA mAnavAthI) bhAI ! mithyAtva daDha thAya che tane khabara paDatI nathI. (kutarka karI pUche ) tyAre choDI dauM chuM? are ! choDavAnI ke karavAnI vAta ja nathI. ene jANavAnuM baMdha karIne AtmAne (che ene) jANa ne! e kriyA nathI? AtmAne jANavuM e kriyA nathI? Ane (vrata-tapane karavA ne jANavA) e kriyA? ne AtmAne jANavuM e kriyA ja nathI jANe ! AhA...hA ! jagata UMdhe raste caDI gayuM che. jANe Ane jANuM to mAruM jJAna pragaTa thayuM-e ene jANatAM tane jJAneya nahIM thAya ne sukhe ya nahIM thAya. AhAhA! Ane (che ene) jANa ne ekavAra ! ane eka vAra jANIne AnaMda Avyo, I vepArIno dikaro pachI choDe !? vAraMvAra emAM upayogane lagAve. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #237 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 2OO pravacana naM-17 AtmAne eka samaya paNa AtmAe jANyo nathI. "je svarUpa samajyA vinA pAmyo duHkha anaMta '-badhI kriyAkAMDa (zubhAzubhabhAva) ghaNuM badhuM karyuM navamI raiveyaka sudhI anaMtavAra gayo paNa eka kevaLa AtmAne jANo nahIM. AtmAne jANyA vinA bhavano aMta koIne Avato nathI, Avyo nathI ane AvavAno paNa nathI. thAkIne paNa, hArIne paNa AhAhA! jema Akho divasa rakhaDe bajAramAM, paNa ghare jAya tyAre thAka Utare hAza! bhale jhUMpaDI hoya paNa hAza! gharamAM AvyA (vizrAMti lIdhI!) ema A ( tAre) thAka UtAravo hoya, to AtmAne aMtarmukha thaIne jANe ke: "mane to...jANanAro jaNAya che, je jANe che ene nathI jANato je jaNAya che ene jANuM chuM! AhAhAparyAyanA bhedane jANato nathI, huM to abhedane (jJAyakane) jANuM chuM eja svaya che ne huM ja jJAtA chuM-evo anubhava karatAM ene bhavano aMta AvI jAya che. hiMmatanagara viDiyo keseTa naM-180 pravacana naM-18 tA. 29-4-90 A zrI niyamasArajI paramAgama zAstra che. tenAM paramArtha pratikramaNa adhikAranI pAMca gAthA che. bahu UMcI gAthA che. zrI tArAcaMdabhAIe A gAthAnA svAdhyAyanI mAMgaNI karI. AkhA niyamasArano sAra che A gAthAmAM. dharmadazA kema pragaTa thAya eno upAya emAM batAvyo che. anaMtakALathI ajJAnadazA pragaTa thaI rahI che, e ajJAna TaLIne AtmajJAna kema pragaTa thAya AtmajJAna kaho ke dharma kaho evI apUrva A gAthA che. zrIpadmaprabhamunirAje A gAthAne ratnanI upamA ApI. "pAMcaratna' AkhA zAstramAM koI jagyAe koI gAthA upara "ratna" samAna che ema na lakhyuM! A pAMca gAthA upara ratna lakhyuM che. have pAMca ratnonuM avataraNa karavAmAM Ave che, pAMca gAthAnuM nahIM. A kuMdakuMdAcAryadevanI pAMca gAthA che tene TIkAkAra "ratna' kahe che. jenA hAthamAM ciMtAmaNIratna Ave ene koI roga-zoka-nirdhanatA bhaya kAMI lAgu paDe nahIM. temAM paNa eka ratnanI nahIM, A to pAMca ratnanI AhA! pAMca ratnanI evI je gAthA enuM jene bhAvabhAsana thAya tene paMcaparameSThI paramAtmadazA AvI jAya. pahelAM sAdhu thAya, temAM AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu ane pachI arihaMta ane siddha thAya. AcArya-upAdhyAyane sAdhu e sAdhaka AtmAo che. e aMtarAtmA che. e paramAtmA thayA nathI paNa jyAre paramAtmA thAya tyAre teramuM guNasthAna arihaMta dazA kevaLajJAna Ave. e zarIra dazA che. zarIra sahita kevaLajJAna thAya, temAM zarIra naDe nahIM. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #238 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 201 evA cha mahinA ane ATha samayamAM chasone ATha jIva ane eka varSe bArasone soLa jIva paramAtmA thAya che. siddhadazAne prApta thAya che. ApaNA gurudeva ahIMthI svargamAM gayApadhAryA. teo bIjA ke trIjA svargamAM che te bahukhyAla nathI. tyAM be -traNa sAgaranuM AyuSya che. pachI pAchA manuSya thaze pachI svargamAM jaze ane pachI tyAMthI tIrthaMkara thaze tyAM sudhImAM asaMkhya abajo varSa jatA raheze. kAgaLa laIne guNAkAra karo, keH eka varSa bAraso jAya to daza varSe keTalA siddha thAya ? to so varSe keTalA? hajAra varSe keTalA ? eka lAkha varSe keTalA ? eka karoDa varSe keTalA siddha pa2mAtmA thAya !? (pU. gurudeva ) e siddha paramAtmA thaze enA pahelAM DhagalAbaMdha AtmAo siddha thaze. A pAMca ratna eTale paMca parameSThI padamAM e jIva AvI jAya che. pahelAM samyagdarzana thAya ane pachI e jIva paMca parameSThImAM AvI jAya. evA UMcA prakAranI A pAMca gAthAo che. jIvanI zuM bhUla che e AmAM (gAthAmAM) batAve che. jene mULamAM bhUla kahevAya. ekamaNamAM ATha pAMca zerInI bhUla. moTI bhUla zuM che? keH pratyeka AtmAo svabhAvathI ja jJAtA che. svabhAvathI ja jJAtA hovA chatAM paNa koInA upadeza vinA, karmanA udaya vinA, pote potAnI meLe huM jJAtA chuM ema samaye samaye bhUle che. huM kevaLa jJAtA jANanAra....jANanAra...jANanAra....jANanAra....jANanAra....chuM evA potAnA nija asalI svabhAvane bhUle che. jJAtAbhAvane choDe che ane e ema mAne che ke huM A thatA pariNAma thavA yogya pariNAma thAya aMdaramAM ene karuM, karmane karuM zarIrane kahyuM, ane dukAnane calAvuM, gharAkane samajAvuM e badhI kartAbuddhi-saMsAra che. jJAtA hovA chatAM paNa potAne bhUlIne pote svayaM koInA upadeza vinA e kartA bane che. kartA mAne che chatAM kartA thato to nathI. kartA mAne che e zraddhAnI bhUla che. e zraddhAno doSa kema jAya enI A gAthA che. ,, " bhUlA hai svayaM AtmA ko, jo bhUlAne ke kAbila nahIM hai, " AhA ! "apaneko Apa bhUla ke herAna ho gayA." pote potAne bhUlI gayo. huM koNa chuM e gUma thaI gayuM. huM koNa chuM e vAta enA lakSamAM AvatI nathI hajI paNa. e to lakSamAM ema lye che ke A deha mAro ane deha te huM. rAga mAro ane rAga te huM, karma ane nokarmamAM huM paNAnI mAnyatA karI karIne duHkhI thAya che kartAbuddhithI. AtmA svayaM jJAtA che. svabhAvathI ja jJAtA che. koI nayathI jJAtA che ema nathI. svabhAvathI AtmA jJAtA che. jema cakSu dazya padArthane dUrathI dekhe paNa cakSu koInA kArya kare Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #239 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 202 pravacana naM-18 nahIM. ema A bhagavAna jJAnacakSu AtmA/jJAtA svabhAvI AtmA-jANanAra jANanAra...jANanAra...jANanAra...jANanAra....jANanAra. anAdi anaMta jANanAra... jANavAno trikALa svabhAva to che, paNa kSaNika svabhAvamAM paNa jANavuM pragaTa thAya che, paNa e jANavuM na mAnatAM huM karanAra chuM ema mAne che. jJAnanuM ajJAna karI nAkhe che. sAmAnya apekSAe to jJAtA che jANanAra ane vizeSa apekSAe paNa enAmAM AtmAne prasiddha kare evuM jJAna pragaTa thAya che. vizeSa apekSAe che to jJAtA, paNa huM jJAnasvabhAvI AtmA chuM evI je sahaja jJAnamaya bhavanamAtra je jJAnanI kriyA udAsIna avasthA teno samaye-samaye tyAga kare che. huM jJAtA chuM" e samaye-samaye bhUle che. AhAhA! ane te ema mAne che ke huM rAgAdino kartA chuM, paNa kartA thato to nathI, kartAno pratibhAsa thayo ene. kartA chuM ema mAne che tyAre rAgano kartA jo thaI jAya AtmA to to AtmAnuM akartApaNuM athavA AtmAnA jJAtApaNAno nAza thAya. paNa AtmA to potAnA jJAtA svabhAvane choDato nathI. AhAhA ! ane ema mAne che ke karanAra chuM e to enI dRSTi viparIta che. akartAnI apUrva gAthA che. TIkA karanAra ema pharamAve che ke A pAMca gAthAmAM AcAryane zuM kahevuM che te eka lITImAM pahelA kadI de che. "ahIM zuddha AtmAne sakaLa" eTale badhA prakAranA kartutvano " eTale kartAbhAvano 'abhAva darzAve che.' AtmA kevaLa jJAnamaya hovAne kAraNe kevaLa jJAtA che ane jJAtA hovAthI zuddha che. kevaLa jJAyaka jJAtA hovAnA kAraNe e zuddha che. kartA mAne te zuddhAtmAne mAnato nathI. sakaLa" badhA prakAranA pariNAmano kartA AtmA nathI. koI paNa pariNAma thAya, kevaLajJAna pariNAma thAya, paNa kevaLajJAnanA pariNAmano AtmA kartA nathI. sImaMdhara bhagavAnane atyAre samaye-samaye kevaLajJAna pragaTa thAya che, paNa kevaLajJAnanA pariNAma "thavA yogya thAya che' ema paramAtmA jANe che huM karuM chuM ema mAnatA nathI. AhAhA! kevaLajJAna svarUpe AtmA che. jJAtA che te jJAtA che, kartA nathI, ane je rAgAdino kartA mAne che e koI kALe jJAtA thaI zakato nathI. "jANe che e kare nahIM, kare te jANe nahIM." ahIM zuddha AtmAne sakaLa prakAranA pariNAmanA kartutvano abhAva darzAve che." pahelAM kartA thAya che ane pachI kartApaNuM choDa che ema nathI. mULathI ja AtmA akartA athavA jJAtA che. mULane je pakaDe che e vizeSa apekSAe paNa akartA thAya che. enI kartabuddhi chUTI jAya che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #240 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 203 caitanya vilAsa eka sAmAnya paDakhuM ane eka vizeSa paDakhuM. sAmAnya paDakhuM kone kahevAya ke jemAM anaMtaguNo rahelA che. jJAna-darzana-cAritra Adi. sAmAnya paDakhuM e to traNekALe akartA athavA jJAyaka-jJAtA ja che. eka enuM bIjuM paDakhuM paryAyanuM vizeSa paDakhuM che. paryAyamAM paNa badhAne jANavAnI kriyA jJaptikriyA pragaTa thAya che emAM paNa jJAna che, e paNa jJAtApaNe che. dravya to trikALajJAtA che ane kSaNika paryAya jJAtApaNe pragaTa thAya che. pragaTa to e jJAtApaNe ja thAya che. paNa huM jJAnarUpa chuM ema jJAnano tyAga kare che, ane huM rAgano kartA chuM ema enuM grahaNa kare che. jJAnI-(dharmAtmA) jJAna svabhAvane grahe che ane vibhAvane choDe che. keH "huM to jJAtA chuM', huM rAgAdino kartA nathI evuM tene samyakajJAna thAya che. have eno vistAra Avaze. kevaLa jJAtA ja che. divasamAM khAlI daza vakhata bole. dukAnamAM gharAka Avyo hoya, gharAka jato rahe pachI "huM jJAtA chuM kartA nathI." divasamAM dasa vakhata bole- maMtra che A. huM to kevaLa jJAtA ja chuM. kartA nathI. evA AtmAnA mULa svabhAvane dhyAnamAM laIne ene dhyeya banAvatAM emAM ekAgra thatAM sAkSAta e jJAtA thaI jAya che. anaMtakALathI kartAbuddhi hatI e chUTI jAya che. pahelAM jJAtA chuM ne kartA nathI. lezana pAkuM thaI gayuM hoya to kartA nathI e bhUlI jAva! jo haju kartAnI bhramaNA hoya to kartA nathI, kartA nathI ema niSedha karavo. kartA nathI e pAkuM thaI gayuM hoya ke huM bilakula kartA nathI, mArA dhAryA pramANe kAMI thatuM nathI. mATe kharekhara huM to akartA-jJAtA ja chuM. huM jJAtA chuM evA svabhAvanuM smaraNa karatAM eka TAIma evo Ave che ke "huM jJAtA chuM' evo vikalpa chUTIne sAkSAta aMdaramAM anubhava thAya che. sAkSAta jJAtA thaI jAya che. paNa kartA buddhi rAkhIne koI jIva vizeSa apekSAe jJAtA na thaI zake. sAmAnya apekSAe to badhA ja AtmA jJAyaka hovAthI jJAtA ja che. paNa paryAya apekSAe trikALa svabhAvane bhUlIne paryAyamAM rAgane jANIne huM rAgI chuM to eNe jJAtA svabhAvano tyAga karyo. paryAyanA jJAtAsvabhAvano tyAga karyo eNe. ane kartutvane grahaNa karyuM ke huM kartA chuM ane saMsAra ubho thaI gayo. parano to kartA che ja nahIM, paNa pariNAmanoya kartA nathI. paNa pariNAmane karuM chuM ema mAne che. AhAhA ! pariNAma thavA yogya thAya che eno karanAra AtmA nathI. AhAhA ! krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhanA pariNAma thavA yogya thAya che. puNya-pApanA pariNAma thavA yogya thAya che, ane jANanAra jaNAya che. AhA! A samayasAranuM vAkya amRta jevuM che. kartAbuddhinuM jhera utarI jAya. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #241 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 204 pravacana naM-18 AhAhA ! A vizvamAM badhu thavA yogya thAya che. mArA karavAthI thAya che ema che nahIM. koI izvaravAdI izvarane kartA mAne ane digambara jaina thayA to AtmAne kartA mAne! kahe che ke beyano kartAbuddhino mata eka hovAthI beya gRhita mithyAdaSTi che. kemake keTalAka laukikajana izvarane kartA mAne che. ane zAstramAM kahe che ke dravyaliMgI muni athavA zrAvaka potAne kartA mAne che to beyano mata eka che, kAMI phera nathI. jJAtAne kartA mAnavo e pApa che. "dayA meM karI" . dayA te puNya tattva che paNa dayA meM karI e pApatattva che. zuM kahyuM!? pAMca mahAvratanA pariNAma, ahiMsAnA pariNAma, brahmacaryanA pariNAma, aparigrahanA pariNAma e zubhabhAva che. e zubhabhAvano karanAra huM chuM ema jene dekhAya che ane svabhAva dRSTimAM Avato nathI. ahiMsAnA pariNAma pote pApanA pariNAma nathI te puNyatattva che. paNa e puNyatattvane huM karuM chuM te ja pApa tattva che. mithyAtvanI sAthe puNya baMdhAya che. jJAnIne mithyAtva gayA pachI pApanA pariNAma AvatA hovA chatAM nirjarA thAya che, baMdhAto nathI. cakravartI Adine pApanA pariNAma Ave che chatAM e baMdhAto nathI. kemake e jJAtAbhAve pariName che. "thavA yogya thAya che pariNAma ane jANanAra jaNAya che." badhuM thavA yogya thAya che eTale ke huM eno karanAra nathI ekavAta. ane thavA yogya thAya che eno huM jANanAra chuM ema paNa nathI. "thavA yogya thAya che ane jANanAra jaNAya che." thavA yogya pariNAma thAya che e kALe tane zuM jaNAya che? pariNAma jaNAya che ke AtmA jaNAya che? ke: AtmA ja jaNAya che, pariNAma thavA yogya thayA ja kare che. tArA karavAthI thatA nathI ane tuM ene TALavA dhAra to tuM ene TALI zakavAno nathI. tArI maryAdA thavA yogya thAya basa enuM kartutva choDI de ! thavA yogya thAya che ema jANanAra cakSane paNa baMdha karI de! enAthI bhinna jANanArane jANa to tane dharmanI zarUAta thaze. mULa rakamanI A gAthA che. kartabuddhinuM jhera utarI jAya evI vAta che. "huM karuM-huM karuM e ja ajJAnatA saMkaTano bhAra jema zvAna tANe." AMhIM kevaLa jJAtA che hoM! kathaMcit jJAtAne kathaMcita kartA svabhAvamAM nathI. jANavuM...jANavuM...jANavuM. jANavuM...! potAne jANatAM....jANatAM para jaNAya jAya che. kharekhara to para jaNAtuM e nathI, AhAhA! kAraNa ke enuM zeya paNa aMdara ja che. adbhuta vAta che. A badhI vAto zAstramAM che. AtmA jJAtA che mATe kartA nathI. basa eTaluM yAda rahe to basa che. huM jJAtA chuM ne!? huM jANanAra chuM ne mATe koIno karanAra nathI. svabhAvano sahajapaNe Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #242 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 205 vicAra kare to pApanA pariNAmano uddabhava nahIM thAya. ane nirvikalpa dhyAna pahelAM zubhabhAva AvyA vagara raheze nahIM. thavA yogya thAya che e mAruM kartavya ane huM eno kartA evo kartAkarmano saMbaMdha nathI. kemake AtmA akartA che. jJAnanI sAthe kharekhara kartA-karma saMbaMdha nathI; to rAganI sAthe kartA-karma saMbaMdha to kyAMthI hoya? jJAnanI sAthe kartA-karma saMbaMdha kahevo e paNa upacAranuM kathana che. e upacArane oLaMge tyAre zuddhopayoga thAya che. evI sUkSma ane apUrva vAta A gAthAmAM che. bahu AraMbha' zabda che, bahu AraMbha eTale jemAM pApa thAya tevA hiMsAnA pariNAma, arthAt trasa ane sthAvaranI jemAM hiMsA thAya evA vyApAranA pariNAma. e pariNAma thAya, ane ene huM karuM ene AraMbha kahevAmAM Ave che. temaja "parigraha'; aMdaramAM cauda ane bahAranA daza prakAranA ema covIsa prakAranA parigraha bhagavAne kahyA. daza prakAranA nokarmamAM jAya che ane aMdaramAM mithyAtva Adi eka; temaja krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha e cAra ane nava nokaSAya e vibhAva pariNAma e bahu AraMbha tathA parigrahano mArAmAM abhAva hovAne lIdhe svabhAvamAM trikALa abhAva che. paNa svabhAvane je jJAtApaNe svIkArato nathI ane huM kartA chuM ema svIkAre che ane vizeSa apekSAe e narakanuM kAraNa thAya che, e leze have ! svabhAvamAM to AraMbha ane parigrahano trikALa abhAva che. kemake AraMbha ane parigrahano paNa sAmAnya apekSAe akartA trikALa che, ane vizeSa apekSAe/ svabhAva daSTie akartA che. have vizeSa apekSAe vibhAvadaSTie eka samaya pUratuM kartApaNuM Ave che tyAre ene narakanuM AyuSya baMdhAya jAya che. narakanuM AyuSya zemAM baMdhAya? ke jemAM trasa ane sthAvaranI hiMsA bahu thAya pApAcAra ane evA pApathI paiso kamAvo ene narakano baMdha thAya che. ene manuSya bhava nA maLe. ahIMyAM to-eno mArAmAM abhAva che eTale ke huM eno kartA nathI. AvA akartA svabhAva ane jJAtA svabhAvane bhUlIne saMsArI jIvane eTale ajJAnI jIvane bahu AraMbha parigrahuM vyavahArathI hoya che. vyavahArathI eTale paryAya- bhAvamAM che tyAre trikALI dravya svabhAvamAM nathI. paryAya vyavahAranayano viSaya che. svabhAvane bhUlIne saMsArIjIvo! paisA kamAvA mATe kALA kera kare temAM trasa ane sthAvaranI hiMsA pAra vagaranI thaI jAya che. e ahIM kahe che-"ane tethI ja tene nAraka-AyunA hetubhUta samasta moharAgadveSa hoya che." AhAhA ! zuM kahe che! AraMbha-parigraha svabhAvamAM nathI. trikALa svabhAva jJAtA Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #243 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 206 pravacana naM-18 ane kSaNika svabhAva paNa jJAtA, paNa je jJAtAne bhUle che samaye samaye jJAnane choDe che/jJAnano tyAga kare che/samaye samaye jJAna bhavanamAtra sahaja udAsIna avasthAno tyAga kare che. samayasAra kartAkarma adhikAranI 69-70 gAthAmAM che. AcArya bhagavAna pharamAve che jJAna bhavana mAtra je sahaja udAsIna (jJAtAdaSTA mAtra) avasthA teno tyAga karIne", trikALa svabhAvano to tyAga thato nathI, tyAga thaI zakato nathI. paNa vartamAnamAM je jANavuM-dekhavuM pragaTa thAya che e kriyA AtmAnI che; ene bhUlIne A krodhAdi kriyA mArI che tema e krodhamAM ekatva kare che. eTale jJAnane choDe che. jJAtA-daSTA Adi kriyAne te vizeSa apekSAe choDe che, jANavAnI kriyAne choDe che. jJAnabhavana mAtra je sahaja udAsIna avasthA teno tyAga karIne; ' svabhAvano tyAga ane parabhAvanuM grahaNa e mithyAdaSTinuM lakSaNa che. ane svabhAvanuM grahaNa ane parabhAvano tyAga e samyakdaSTinuM lakSaNa che. tyAga ane vairAgya be zakti samyakdaSTine hoya che. te lakSaNa che. jJAna eTale AtmajJAna. vairAgya eTale 52bhAva pratye mamatAno abhAva. cakravartI padamAM beTho che, cha khaMDanuM rAjya che paNa te tyAgI che/vairAgI che. te tyAgI ane vairAgI che? 'hA.' teNe zuM tyAga karyo? munirAja to jaMgalamAM jAya che tene lAgu paDe te to barobara vAta che! paNa...ANe zuM tyAga karyo?! teNe mamatAno tyAga karyo. A cha khaMDa mArA nathI, huM to akhaMDa AtmAno svAmI chuM, cha khaMDano mAlika huM nathI. 'puddagala dravya jeno svAmI che' huM eno svAmI nathI e mamatAno tyAga kare che. tyAga che tyAM ja vairAgya che. tyAganuM nAma ja vairAgya che. rAga pratyenA rAgano abhAva tenuM nAma vairAgya. rAga pratye paNa udAsInatA. jJAnIne dukAna pratye paNa aMdaramAMthI udAsInatA AvI jAya che. mArApaNAno bhAva svAmIpaNuM haThAvI de che. pAcho haThI jAya che. dukAna mArI, makAna mArA, dIkarA-dIkarI mArA! A vaibhavamAM kAMI mAruM nathI. mAruM to eka jJAna che. je mArI sAthe Ave che. jJAnabhavana mAtra je sahaja udAsIna jJAtA-daSTAnI avasthA teno samaye- samaye tyAga karIne; AhAhA! dharmano tyAga ane adharmanuM grahaNa. dharma eTale vizeSa apekSAe je jJAna pragaTa thAya che tyAre huM jANanAra chuM e bhUlI jAya che AtmAne ane huM ka2nA2 chuM ema mAne che. 'jJAna bhavana mAtra je sahaja udAsIna avasthA teno tyAga karIne; ajJAnabhavana vyApArarUpa; ' arthAt krodhAdi vyApArarUpa pravartato te kartA pratibhAse che. huM A krodha-mAna Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #244 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 207 mAyA-lobhane huM karuM chuM ane huM jANanAra chuM e bhUlI gayo, ane karanAra chuM ema AvI gayuM to vizeSa apekSAe te kartA bane che. kemake kartA pratibhAse che ne?! vizeSa apekSAe kartA thayo jJAtA bhAvane cUkI gayo. AhAhA! zuM kahe che? svabhAvathI to AraMbha ane parigrahano mArA svabhAvamAM abhAva che. paNa saMsArI jIvo jyAM sudhI AvA svabhAvanuM anusaraNa karatA nathI tyAM sudhI saMsArI jIvo AraMbha parigrahamAM paDayA che. jemAM trasa ane sthAvaranI khUba hiMsA thAya, asaMkhya jIva samaye-samaye haNAya! eka vakhata eka oIla mIla joI. temAM magaphaLI pIlAtI hatI. magaphaLInA photarAM hoya enA kampAunDamAM DhagalA thaI jAya. e DhagalAmAM asaMkhya jIva Ama najare uDatA dekhAya. emAM e jyAre e DhagalA upara pANInAM thoDAM TIpAM paDe to emAM jIvo khadabadatA hoya. have lAkaDAM moMghA paDe eTale e photarAne boIlaramAM nAkhe. AhAhA ! e boIlara cAle ane agni pragaTa thAya. AhAhA ! tAruM peTa bharavA mATe, cAra roTalI khAvA mATe, bahu thAya to dasa roTalI; dasathI vadhAre to Aje koIno khorAka hoya nahIM. bhAI ! ochAmAM ochI hiMsA thAya evI pravRtti joIe. hiMsA to thAya gRhasthIne-kemake koIpaNa vepAramAM thoDI jhAjhI hiMsA to thAya ja, paNa bahu vepArano AraMbha-jemAM trasa ne sthAvaranuM nikaMdana thaI jAya te vepAra gRhasthIne paNa na hoya..hAla ! tArA dIkarAne bhaThThImAM nAkhIe!? to nahIM....nahIM..nahIM.. bhUtakALanA tArA e putrane pitA che jene tuM bhaThThImAM nAkhe che te tuM. ene koipaNa jAtano viveka raheto nathI AMdhaLo thaI jAya che jaDanI prApti mATe. bahu AraMbha parigraha vyavahArathI hoya che ho! AhA! nizcayathI nathI mATe vyavahArathI paNa nathI tema nathI. nizcayathI nathI e to barobara che, trikALa svabhAvamAM to saMkalpane vikalpano abhAva che. paNa paryAyamAM nathI ema nathI. paryAyamAM che tyAre dravyamAM nathI. e dravyasvabhAvamAM nathI evA svabhAvane pakaDe to e kartabuddhino abhAva thaI jAya ane bhUmikAne yogya hiMsAnA pariNAma Ave kharA ! narakamAM jAya che to enA pariNAmanA nimittathI jAya che. potAnA pariNAmanA nimittathI. koI ene mokalatuM nathI. samasta moha-rAga-dveSa vyavahAranaye hoya che. eTale e prakAre svabhAvane bhUlIne koI koI jIvane hoya che, badhAne nahIM. AhA! paraMtu mane zuddha nizcayanayanA baLe zuddhajIvAstikAyane teo nathI." mane nathI. AhAhA ! kahe che ke mane to sAmAnya apekSAe AraMbha parigrahano abhAva ane vizeSa Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #245 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 208 pravacana naM-18 apekSAe paNa AraMbha parigrahano mArAmAM abhAva che. ene jJAna ane vairAgya zakti pragaTa thaI che. mamatAno abhAva thaI gayo che pariNAmanI mamatA nathI. sAmAnya apekSAe to AraMbha parigraha nathI svabhAvamAM paNa vizeSa apekSAe svabhAvanuM avalaMbana letAM e AraMbha parigrahanA vibhAva bhAvano amane abhAva thaI gayo che. ema munirAja pote potAthI vAta kare che. A pratikramaNanA prakAro che. peluM mithyAtvanuM pratikramaNa pachI avata-kapAyane-yoga ema cAra prakAranA pratikramaNanA sTeja che. pUrve karelA bhAvo enuM prAyazcita karIne eno tyAga karavo. svabhAvanuM grahaNa thayA pachI emAM krama paDe che. pahelAM mithyAtvanuM pratikramaNa thAya, pachI avratanuM-pApanuM pratikramaNa thAya, pachI kaSAyanuM- puNyanuM pratikramaNa arthAt puNyane choDe che. ahIMyAM munirAja potAthI ja vAta kare che kaSAyanA pratikramaNanI. terame guNasthAne yoganuM pratikramaNa karIne ayogI jina thaI jAya che. A sahaja sthiti che. (temane) Asravano abhAva thaI jAya che. paraMtu mane zuddhanizcayanayanA baLe zuddhajIvAstikAyane teo nathI. are! tArA svabhAvane le ne! pakaDane! to badhA vibhAvabhAvonuM kartutva chUTI jaze. vibhAvabhAva thoDo TAIma rahe paNa enI jAta badalI jaze. pahelA jevo vibhAva na hoya. mithyAtvanI bhUmikAmAM jevo kapAyabhAva Ave evo kapAya avirata samyakradRSTine na hoya. kapAya hoya paNa enI jAta badalAya jAya. zAstra bhASAe anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya gayo ane apratyAkhyAnAdino kaSAya uddabhave che, paNa eno jANanAra che. karanAra nathI AhAhA ! sAmAnya apekSAe to nathI mArAmAM paNa vizeSa apekSAe jouM to paNa huM to jJAtA chuM ne?! eTale jJAnamAM e zeyapaNe paNa jaNAtuM nathI. jJAnanI paryAya jaNAya che kAM jJAyaka jaNAya che basa. eTalI to upekSA enA kaSAyanA bhAva pratye to udAsInatA hoya che. emAM mamatA thatI nathI. svAmIpaNuM chUTI gayuM che basa. rAganA pariNAma rahI gayA paNa tenuM mAlikIpaNuM choDI dIdhuM. eka bhAIe eka lAkha rUpiyAmAM makAna veMcI nAkhyuM. pachI bIjuM makAna laIne be traNa mAIla dUra rahevA gayo. emAM pelA makAnamAM Aga lAgI. makAna to veMcI nAkhyuM 'tuM! paisA laI lIdhA hatA, nAma paNa TrAnsaphara thaI gayuM. paNa badhAne khabara na hoya ne? emAM e makAna baLavA lAgyuM Aga lAgI. eTale koIe ene TelIphona karyo, bhAI ! tamAruM makAna baLe che. kema tame ThaMDA kaleje kAM sAMbhaLo cho !? makAna baLe che saLage che tamAruM. mAruM makAna nathI saLagatuM! kama tamAruM makAna nathI? e makAnanAM lAkha rUpiyA mArI pAse AvI gayA Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #246 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 2OG caitanya vilAsa che have e makAna mAruM nathI. mamatA nathI mATe makAna mATe duHkha thatuM nathI. paNa jo veMcyuM na hota to TelIphona paDato mUkIne doDe Aga ThAravA. makAna baLe che paNa mamatA chUTI gaI che. are ! A dehamAM rahevAno TAIma pUro thaze, AyuSya puruM thaze. jyotiSe kIdhuM ane DokaTare paNa AvIne kIdhuM! e covIsa kalAkano have mahemAna che. AhAhA ! A deha upara je mamatA chUTI gaI che enuM kAMI rUMvADuM paNa pharakatuM nathI. A (deha) paNa eka makAna che ne?! bIjuM zuM che? A makAnamAM pote bhADe rahe che. A gharanuM makAna che?! (zrotA:- nahIM bhADAnuM makAna che.) gharanuM makAna to jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAna AtmA e potAnuM zarIra ne potAnuM makAnane rahevAnuM raheThANa AtmA che. have AgaLa! jJAtAne kartA mAnavo e paNa pApa che. kartA mAne emAM badho pApAraMbha zarU thAya che. "AraMbhane parigraha' (eTale ) narakanA AyuSyano baMdha. cAragatinA baMdhanA pariNAma kartA buddhimAM upaje che. jJAtA thayo pachI e cAragatine yogya e pariNAma upajatA nathI. ane (thoDAM ) hoya to chUTI jAya che. vizeSa apekSAe jJAtA thAya che. sAmAnya apekSAe to badhA jIva jJAtA che. koI koI jIva vizeSa apekSAe jJAtA thAya che te dharmI thAya che. e jJAtA thaI gayo. ekalA dravyadRSTithI (kAryasiddha) jJAtApaNuM thatuM nathI, sAthe enA pariNAmamAM paNa jJAtApaNuM pragaTa thAya che. sAkSAta akartA thAya che. narakanuM AyuSya kone baMdhAya? ke: khUba AraMbha parigraha kare ene trasa ane sthAvaranI khUba hiMsA kare ene sAmAnya zrAvakane e prakArano pApAraMbha paNa hoto nathI. koI katalakhAnA calAve, mAMsa khAya, dArU pIve, jemAM bahu traNa sthAvaranI hiMsA thatI hoya. tevA kAryo zrAvakane na hoya. tiryaMca paryAyane yogya mAyA mizrita azubha karmano abhAva hovAne lIdhe. mAyA eTale mAyA-kapaTanI sAthe azubha bhAva hoya zubhabhAva nahIM. je vAraMvAra mAyA kapaTa karato hoyane ene azubha bhAva sAthe hoya, ane AyuSya baMdhAvAno jyAre kALa hoya to ene tiryaMcanuM ja AyuSya baMdhAya. Dhora thAya, te kUtarA bilADAne bakarAmAM janmI jAya, mATe AraMbha parigrahano paNa tyAga karaje svabhAvanA Azraye. tane mAyA-kapaTanAM pariNAma haze to manuSyabhava nahIM maLe. tiryaMca paryAyane yogya mAyAmizrita azubhakarmano abhAva hovAne lIdhe huM sadA tiryaMca paryAyanA kartutva vihina chuM." ema levuM. nIce saMsArI jIvane paNa mAyAmizrita azubha karma hoya to tene tiryaMca Ayuno baMdha thAya che ema laI levuM. uparanI bIjI lITI che te badhAmAM lAgu pADI devI. eka lITImAM lakhyuM hoya te sarve ThekANe jANI levuM. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #247 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 210 pravacana naM-18 AhAhA ! svabhAvamAM to mo-mAyA-kapaTano abhAva che. paNa vizeSa paryAyamAM jo moha-mAyA-kapaTa thatAM hoya to, ane e vakhate AyuSya baMdhAya to tiryaMcanuM baMdhAya. AhAhA ! tiryaMcanuM peTa bahu moTuM che. ekendriya, beindriya, traNaIndriya, cAraIndriya, paMcendriya, saMjJI-asaMjJI badhAM tiryaMca che. manavALA prANI paNa tiryaMca hoya. bhagavAna mahAvIrano jIva pUrve siMha hato. pUrve mAyA kapaTa karyA hatA enA AtmAe; AtmAe eTale eno AtmA nathI karato paryAya kare che paNa upacArathI AtmA kare che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. emAM kartAbuddhi thaI jAya che. upacAranA kathanane eNe anupacAra mAnyA. kare ko'ka ane kahevAya ke AtmAe karyA. pApanA pariNAma AtmA nathI karato kare che pApanA pariNAma paryAya ane upacAra Avyo ke pApanA pariNAma AtmA kare che. AhAhA ! eTale kartabuddhi daDha thaI, keH huM..AtmA AraMbha parigrahane kare che eTale AtmA narakamAM jAya che. | mAyA kare che koNa? ke: AtmA kare che. AtmA ane anAtmA beya judA che. AtmA to AtmA jJAyaka che. A prabhu bhagavAna AtmA kaSAyane kare !? tArI buddhi mithyA thaI gaI che. kaSAyano karanAra bhagavAna nathI. paNa, je bhagavAnane bhUle che enI paryAyamAM kaSAya thAya che jarUra. AhA! A krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha AtmAmAM thatA nathI. paNa parAzrita pariNAmamAM thAya che, e AsravanuM lakSaNa che, jIvanuM lakSaNa nathI. krodha AtmAmAM thato nathI. paNa AtmAnA svabhAvane bhUlIne je parAzrita paryAya thAya emAM krodha-mAna-mAyAne lobhanA pariNAma thAya che. thAya che pariNAmamAM ne khatave che AtmAmAM eTale ke tene (dravyaparyAyanI) beyanI etvabuddhi che. A vibhAgane ko'ka jIva ja samaje che. sAmAnyamAM vizeSano abhAva che. TUMkuM vAkya evuM Ave ke AtmA krodhane kare che, AtmA pApane puNya kare che. kahevAya ema. AtmA akartA rahIne paryAyamAM-vizeSamAM kartAbuddhi thAya che. ane paryAyamAM akartA svabhAva pragaTa thAya che. pheraphAra thAya che e pariNAmamAM thAya che dravyamAM pheraphAra thato nathI. "tiryaMca paryAyane yogya mAyA-mizrita azubhakarmano abhAva hovAne lIdhe huM sadA tiryaMca paryAyane karato nathI" vizeSa apekSAe saMsAramAM mAyA kare che ene tiryaMca karmano baMdha thAya che ema laI levuM. sAmAnya apekSAe to mAyA-kapaTanA bhAva svabhAvamAM to nathI paNa paryAya thAya to ene tiryaMca karmano baMdha thAya ema samajI levuM. manuSya nAmakarmane yogya dravyakarma tathA bhAvakarmano abhAva hovAne lIdhe mAre manuSya paryAya zuddhanizcayathI nathI." paNa saMsArI jIvone jyAre evA zubhabhAvo thAya che tyAre Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #248 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 211 ene manuSyagatino karmabaMdha thAya che vizeSa apekSAe, paNa svabhAvamAM to nathI, ema laI levuM banne prakAre. nizcayathI nathI ane vyavahAramAM jo kare to thAya; ane vyavahAramAM paNa jo e kartRtva choDe to vyavahAramAM paNa jJAtA. nizcaye jJAtA ane vyavahAre paNa jJAtA. nizcaye akartA ane vizeSe kartA ema nathI. sAmAnya apekSAe akartA ane vizeSa apekSAe paNa akartA. sAmAnya apekSAe jJAtA ane vizeSa apekSAe paNa jJAtA AhA ! kahe che ke kAraNatattva ane kAryatattva banne zuddha che I....A sAmAnya apekSAe jJAtA ane vizeSa apekSAe jJAtA thAya che. jo kartRtva choDe to akartA svabhAva eno pragaTa thayo sAdhaka thaI gayo. to dravya zuddha ane paryAya paNa zuddha. kAraNatattva zuddha ane kArya tattva paNa zuddha che te sAdhaka thaI jAya che. 'deva ' evA nAmano AdhAra je devaparyAya tene yogya su2sa-sugaMdha svabhAvavALAM pudgala dravyanA saMbaMdhano abhAva hovAne lIdhe nizcayathI mAre deva paryAya nathI. "devamAM surasa-sugaMdhI enuM zarIra che ne e sugaMdhamaya hoya-durgaMdhamaya na hoya, ene nahAvuM na paDe; ene pasIno na thAya. "surasa-sugaMdha svabhAvavALAM pudgala dravyanA saMbaMdhano abhAva hovAne lIdhe " -AhAhA! mane e puddagala dravyano saMbaMdha thayo ja nathI. dravya svabhAvane jouM chuM to huM koI kALe deva paryAyamAM gayo ja nathI. devanI paryAyathI to huM rahita chuM. eka trikALa svabhAva ane eka kSaNika paryAya svabhAva, e beno barAbara khyAla Ave to emAM bhedajJAna thaI jAya. 66 abhAva hovAne lIdhe nizcayathI mATe deva paryAya nathI." huM bhUtakALamAM e deva thayo na hato, ane bhaviSyamAM paNa deva thavAno nathI. devagatimAM huM nahIM jAuM. AhAhA ! huM to jJAna pariNatImAM ja rahIza. AtmA jJAnakriyAmAM rahelo che pratiSThita che. vibhAvamAM rahelo nathI. AtmA AtmajJAnamAM rahelo che hoM! to zarIramAM to AtmA kyAMthI rahe badhI sUkSma vAto che. hiMmatanagara viDiyo keseTa naM-180 pravacana naM-19 tA. 30-4-90 A zrI niyamasArajI paramAgama zAstra che. eno 52mArtha pratikramaNa adhikAra cAle che. 5ramArtha pratikramaNa eTale kartAbuddhi choDI ane potAnA caitanya svarUpa AtmAne bhAvavo- anubhava karavo enuM nAma pratikramaNa che. pUrve lAgelA doSa enAthI pAchA pharavuM ane zuddhAtmAnI sanmukha thaIne AtmAno anubhava karavo enuM nAma pratikramaNa che. svabhAvanuM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #249 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 212 pravacana naM-19 grahaNa ane parabhAvano tyAga. akartA evA jJAyaka svabhAvanuM grahaNa ane kartabuddhino tyAga. ahIMyAM AtmAne AtmA akartA che tema batAve che. anaMtakALathI AtmA svabhAvathI ja jJAtA-akartA hovA chatAM paNa pote potAnI meLe, potAne koInA upadeza vinA huM zarIrano kartA chuM, dezano kartA chuM, dukAnano kartA chuM, sAyakala calAvuM chuM, moTara calAvuM chuM, plena calAvuM chuM vagere. anaMtaanaMtakALathI AtmA potAnA jJAtA svabhAvane bhUlIne potAne kartA mAne che. e akartAnI vyAkhyA karatAM-karatAM AcArya bhagavAna aMdaramAM laI jAya che. para padArthano kartA to AtmA traNakALamAM nathI; kemake padArtho svayaM pariName che ane svayaM potAnA kAryo kare che. ene bIjo koI kare evI traNakALamAM koI apekSA hotI nathI. mATe AtmA paradravyono to kartA che ja nahIM. have aMdaramAM-AtmAnI paryAya kaho ke pariNAma kaho tenA be vibhAga che. eka parAzrita je rAga thAya ane eka svAzrite vItarAgabhAva thAya. evA be prakAranA pariNAma Asrava, baMdha, saMvara, nirjarA ne mokSa e prakAranA pariNAmano paNa AtmA kartA nathI. jema eka dravyanA bekartA na hoya tema ekabhAvanA be kartA na hoya. eka bhAva eTale zuM ke je pariNAma svayaM pragaTa thaI rahyA che, thavA yogya thayA ja kare che pariNAma. hAlatAcAlatA, UMghamAM ho tyAre paNa pratyekaguNanI pratyeka paryAya svayaM pragaTa thAya che ane nAza thAya che. je thavA yogya pariNAma che e enAthI thAya che. pariNAmathI pariNAma thAya che. pariNAmano kartA pariNAma che. eka bhAvanA be kartA na hoya. bhAva eTale paryAya/astitvahiyAtI. te eka samayanuM sat che. paryAya nathI ema nathI. paryAya, parathI paNa nathI ane sva paNa eno kartA nathI. pariNAma svayaM pragaTa thAya che. "thavA yogya thAya che, jANanAro jaNAya che" ema lene tuM! A huM karuM chuM pariNAmane, A krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhanA pariNAmane meM karyA. are ! pariNAmano karanAra pariNAma che. te mAthe oDhI le che ke huM karuM chuM. krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhanA pariNAma e cAritrano doSa che. e parAzrita paryAya che Asrava tattva che, ane ene huM karuM chuM ema mAne che to mithyAtvano doSa lAge che. eka bhAvanA be kartA na hoya. pariNAmano kartA pariNAma paNa hoya ane AtmA paNa e pariNAmane kare ema traNa kALamAM banatuM nathI, azakya che. chatAM e AtmA je bhAve pariName che e bhAvano kartA che. pariName te kartA ane pariNAma te karma. e vyavahAranayanuM kathana che. nizcayanaya eno niSedha kare che, keH pariNAmano kartA huM nathI. huM to caitanyanA Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #250 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 213 vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM. pariNAmane huM karuM evuM mAruM kArya ja nathI. AhA! pariNAmane pariNAma paNa kare ane huM paNa karuM-ema nathI. e mArA kartApaNAnI apekSA vinA svarya thAya che. pariNAmanI sAme jovAnuM baMdha karI de! pariNAmanI sAme joIza to pariNAmamAM to mithyAtva raheze. karmanAM kAryarUpa mithyAtva raheze. ane bIjuM pariNAmanI sAme jotA jANe huM kartA chuM evI miththAbuddhi thAya che. mATe pariNAmanI kartAbuddhi choDI pariNAmane ya banAvavAnuM choDI pariNAmanI jJAtA buddhi choDI, pariNAmane karma banAvavAnuM choDI, pariNAmane ya banAvavAnuM choDI; zuM kahyuM? AhA ! je A AtmA jJAyaka cidAnaMda bhagavAna je daSTino viSaya ene eka samaya paNa dRSTimAM lIdho nathI. e vAta ahIMyAM kahe che-"sakala kartatvano abhAva che." evo pATha che. koI paNa prakAranA pariNAma; pachI te potAmAM thatA pariNAma ke jagatamAM thatAM pariNAma, e pariNAmano AtmA kartA nathI. AtmA jJAtA che mATe kartA nathI. paNa je pariNAma thAya che e pariNAma mAruM karma ane eno huM kartA, ema nathI. e pariNAma mAruM zeya ane huM eno jJAtA, ema paNa nathI. sUkSma vAta che. dharamanI vAta to UMcA prakAranI ja hoya ne!? thavA yogya pariNAma thAya che, AtmA kare che mATe pariNAma thAya che ema nathI. krodha thAya che e AtmAe karyo ema nathI. krodha thAya tyAre jJAtAne bhUle to A krodha meM karyo to tevuM ajJAna ubhuM kare che. krodhanuM karavuM e AtmAnA svabhAvamAM nathI. krodha AtmAnuM karma to nathI paNa krodha AtmAnuM jJeya paNa nathI. AtmAnuM upAdeyabhUta mya to jJAyaka che ane jANavA mATe zeya to jJAnanI paryAya che. karavuM nathI; jANavuM le ne!? jANavAnA be prakAra pADyA. jANavuM che ne? keH "hA" . eka mAro jJAyakabhAva che ne e upAdeyapaNe mane jaNAya che. upAdeya eTale? svabhAvanuM grahaNa ane A pariNAmano kartA nathI evA parabhAvano tyAga che. mamatva choDI de! pariNAma svayaM thayA kare che. AhA ! tuM pariNAmano karanAra nathI. jyAM sudhI pariNAmanI aMdara kartutvabuddhi raheze tyAM sudhI paryAyadaSTi-mithyAdaSTi che. tane samyakdarzana nahIM thAya. samyakdarzana vinA dharmanI zarUAta thaI zake nahIM. mATe AtmAne "sakaLa kartutvano abhAva darzAve che" tevo mULamAM pATha che. ahIM zuddhAtmAne AtmA traNeya kALe zuddha ja hoya, eka zuddhaAtmA ane eka azuddha AtmA ema be prakAra haze AtmAmAM!? AtmA kaho eTale zuddha ja hoya. AtmA koI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #251 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 214 pravacana naM-19 kALe azuddha hoya ja nahIM. e to AsravanI azuddhatAno rAgadveSanI azuddhatAno Aropa ApIne azuddha AtmA kahevAmAM Ave che. te vyavahAranayanuM jUThuM kathana che. traNakALamAM AtmA zuddhabhAvane choDe nahIM ane azuddhabhAvane grahe nahIM. AhAhA! "hA" , zuddhabhAvane grahe ane azuddhabhAvane choDe evuM to che. svabhAvanuM grahaNa ane parabhAvano tyAga evuM to che. mATe AtmA svayaM thatAM pariNAmano kartA nathI. svayaM pariNAma thAya eno kartA AtmA thAya ane enA pariNAma; AtmAnuM karma thAya ema nathI. karma rahitano svabhAva AtmAno, kartA rahitano svabhAva AtmAno che. zuM kahyuM? karma rahita eTale pariNAma rahita e ja AtmAno svabhAva che. ane kartApaNAthI rahita AtmA akartA-jJAtA che. mATe AtmA kartA ane pariNAma karma e badhAM vyavahAranayanAM kathano che. abhUtArtha asatyArtha kathana che ene choDI deje ! AtmA kartA ane A pariNAma thAya e AtmAnuM jJaya tema nathI. AtmAnuM ya to upAdeyabhUta jJAyaka tattva che. ane anubhava thatAM jJAna paryAya pragaTa thAya e bhedane zeya kahevAmAM Ave che. eka abhedajJaya te upAdeyapaNe ane jANavA mATe bhedapaNe jJAnanI paryAya ziyapaNe evuM aMdaramAM svarUpa raheluM che. to ahIMyAM kahe che-prabhu! aMdaramAM je pariNAma thAya enI sAthe kartA-karma saMbaMdha che, vyApya-vyApaka saMbaMdha che. e badhI vAta zAstramAM Avaze. zAstramAM vyavahAranayanAM kathana ThAma-ThAma Theka-ThekANe Avaze, paNa ene oLaMgI jaje. A vyavahAranayanuM kathana che tema cetaje ! vyavahAranaya asatyArtha kathana kare che. AhAhA ! kare pariNAma pariNAmane ane kahe ke AtmA kare che, A kApaDanA tAkA pheraphAra thAya enI kriyAthI pugalanI kriyAthI thAya che ane kApaDIo kahe ke A kApaDa meM pheravyuM ne meM mukyuM, meM ghaDI sarakhI karI ema mAne teNe be dravyanI ekatA karI. paNa kApaDa sanmukhano je rAga; teno paNa AtmA kartA nathI. rAga AtmAnuM karma nathI, tema rAga AtmAnuM jJaya paNa nathI. AtmAne koI karma ja na hoya. AhAhA! e to niSkriya upAdeya paramAtmA che. kartA nathI mATe kartAnuM karma paNa nathI. je akartA hoya ene karma na hoya. je kartA hoya ene karma hoya. kartA koNa? pariNAma. pariNAma karyA che ane pariNAma enuM karma che. AtmA to niSkriya jJAtA che. jANanAra......jANanAra.......jANanAra che. aMdaranI vAto che. oho! A gAthA ghaNI UMcI che. tArAcaMdabhAIe mAMgaNI karI 'tI, hiMmatanagaramAM UMcI mAMgaNI Ave che. bhAva to evo Avyo ke A pAMca gAthA ratnanI che ema sAMbhaLyuM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #252 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 215 che to ratnanI gAthAmAM zuM bharyuM che?! jenuM bhAva bhAsana thatAM kartabuddhi nIkaLI jAya. kartAbuddhi to chUTaze paNa jJAtAbuddhi paNa chUTaze. ane jJAyaka paramAtmA sAmAnya apekSAe je jJAtA che e vizeSa apekSAe jJAtA thaI jaze. AhAhA ! vizeSa apekSAe je kartA buddhi hatI e chUTIne sAkSAta jJAtA thaze. kAraNatattva paNa zuddha ane kAryatattva paNa zuddha evo anubhava thaze. e vAta ahIMyA AcArya bhagavAna ApaNane paramArtha pratikramaNamAM kahe che. pratikramaNanAM prakAromAM pahelAM mithyAtvanuM pratikramaNa, mithyAdaSTi hoya ene! ane pachI avratanuM pratikramaNa, ane pachI kaSAya ane yoganuM pratikramaNa ema cAra sTeje pratikramaNanA bhedo che. emAM pahelAmAM paheluM mithyAtvanuM pratikramaNa hoya. ahIMyAM to munirAja potAnI apekSAe vAta kare che. ahIM kaSAyanuM pratikramaNa karIne zuddhopayoganI bhUmikAmAM jAya che. ApaNe nIce levuM ke mithyAtvanuM pratikramaNa thayA vinA kaSAyanuM pratikramaNa hoI zake nahIM. mithyAtva nAmano sauthI moTo prakAra te kaSAyano bApa kaho ke kaSAyanuM mULiyuM kaho. krodhanI utpattinuM mULiyuM che. krodha kema utpanna thAya che? ke huM krodhI chuM tyAM sudhI krodha utpanna thAya che. huM jJAtA chuM to jJAna utpanna thAya che. huM to jJAtA chuM, huM to jANanAra chuM, huM krodhAdino karanAra nathI. have krodhano karanAra nathI to dukAnano karanAra to kyAMthI hoya ?! are ! dukAna dukAnamAM, karma karmamAM, pariNAma pariNAmamAM ane AtmA to akartA jJAtA che, bhedajJAna karI le ! zrImadjI pharamAve che ke eka saDelA taNakhalAnA be kaTakA karavAnI zakti AtmAmAM nathI. saDeluM taNakhaluM hoM ! Ama aDe to tUTI jAya, lIluM taraNuM cIkaNuM hoya te na tUTe, paNa A to sUkAyeluM eka saDeluM taraNuM hoya ! Ama jyAM aDe to bhUko thaI jAya. enA be kaTakA karavAnI zakti AtmAmAM nathI. AhAhA ! e TUkaDAM thAya ene bhagavAna AtmA jANavA paNa rokAya nahIM. e to aMdaramAM jANanArane jANavA jato rahe che. evI vastu sthiti A gurudeva pratApe bahAra AvI che. AtmA jJAtA che ne kartA nathI. pachI kartAno vistAra kare. parano kartA nahIM, dehano kartA nahIM, karmano kartA nahIM, rAgano kartA nahIM, samyakadarzanano kartA nahIM, mokSano paNa kartA nahIM. jANanAra che karanAra nathI. "je jANe te kare nahIM ane kare te jANe nahIM.' re rama sorpha varatArA, go nA sau nAnanadArI, jo karatA nahIM jAnai soI , jAne so karatA nahi hoI" no nAne so nAkhanAra - jANanArane jANe so jANanArA. jANanAra che to zuM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #253 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 216 pravacana naM-19 parane jANato haze!? evI dhvani UThe! paNa ema che nahIM. (zrotA- emAM bIjo jaNAya!?) "nA" , bIjo na jaNAya. (e) jANe paNa nahIM ane (e) jaNAya paNa nahIM. A gurudevanuM vAkya che. jJAyakabhAva pustaka eka nIkaLyuM che, pU. gurudevanA ogaNIsamI vakhatanA vyAkhyAna che, 6ThThI gAthA uparanA. e pustakanI to lagnamAM lhANI karavA jevI che. AhA ! sagAvahAlA Ave to A Apo. olI vastuo to badhI rAgamAM nimitta che ane A to vItarAgabhAvanuM nimitta che. jinavANImAM AvyuM che "huM paNa jJAtA ane te paNa jJAtA." jJAtA chuM to jJAtA ja chuM. eka vAra jJAtA ane bIjIvAra paNa jJAtA eTale? dravya paNa jJAtA ane paryAya paNa jJAtA. jJAtAne jANe te jJAtA thAya, karmane jANe te jJAtA na thAya. zeyane jANe te jJAtA na thAya. zuM kahyuM?! kartAne jANe e paNa jJAtA na thAya; kAryane jANe e paNa jJAtA na thAya, ane para zeyane jANe e to jJAtA thAya ja nahIM. jJAtA to jJAtAne jANe-jJAtA to traNeya kALa jJAyakane jANanAro che ene jANa ne! AhAhA ! jANe so jAnahArA. kone jANe? dehane? dukAnane? sTenalesa sTIlanA vAsaNane? nahIM." jANavuM to svabhAva che ne? kone jANavuM svabhAva che? jene jANatAM AnaMda Ave ene jANavuM svabhAva che. jene jANatAM sukha paNa pragaTa na thAya ane jJAna paNa pragaTa na thAya tene jANavuM svabhAva nathI. kaLazaTIkAmAM pahelA kaLazamAM mAMgalikamAM A che. keH chadravyane jANatAM jIvane sukha paNa na thAya ane jJAna paNa na thAya. kemake enAmAM jJAna nathI ane enAmAM sukha paNa nathI. ene jANatAM jJAna nathI mATe pAcho phara! ene jANavAnuM choDI de! aMdara zraddhAmAMthI baLa lAva ke huM parane jANato ja nathI. pachI kahe che ke AtmAmAM jJAna paNa che ane sukha paNa che. ene jANatAM jANanArane jJAna paNa thAya che ane sukha paNa thAya che. are! A sarvajJa bhagavAnanI divya dhvanimAM AvelI vAta che. ane saMtonA anubhavamAM AvelI A vAta che. choDI de kartabuddhi ane choDI de jJAtAbuddhi. para padArthano jJAtA paNa nathI ane parapadArtha mAruM zeya paNa nathI. para padArthane ya karavA jaIza to e karma thaze paNa e ya nahIM thAya. rAgane jANavA rokAIza ne to rAgano jJAtA nahIM thAya paNa rAgano kartA thavAnI bhrAMti thaze. jANanArane jANane ! AhAhA! abhedane ekavAra jANane! AhAhA ! e kaLaza ghaNo UMco che. gurudeva pharamAvatA hatA ke nAnI uMmara bALapaNamAM gaI, yuvAna thAya tyAM lagnane vepAra, vRddhAvasthA thAya tyAM AMkha jAya ne kAM kAna jAya tyAre sAMbhaLavuM-vAMcavuM kAMI thAya Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #254 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 217 nahIM. AhAhA! atyArathI sAIDa bijhanezanI zarUAta karI devI joIe. sAIDa bijhaneza eTale samajANuM? aDadho kalAka-kalAka TAIma maLe tyAre vAMcavuM-vicAravuM-gurudevanI keseTa sAMbhaLavI, ciMtana karavuM vagere aDadhokalAka-kalAka to hovuM ja joIe. meIna bijhaneza karavAnI bhAvanA rAkhavI. chUTavAnI bhAvanA rAkhavI. zrImaddajI nAnI vayamAM kahetA 'tA ame ahIM kyAM AvI paDayA! A vepAra Adi amane kAMI goThatuM nathI. 'thavA yogya thAya che', zrImaddajI enA kartA nathI. (prazna) goThatuM nathI to kema kare che? bhAI! tuM AtmAne kartA na dekha! e pariNAma thavA yogya thAya che. jJAnI enA kartA nathI ane mAlika paNa nathI. jJAnI kArya-karma kare che ke nathI karato e koNa jANe che!! AhAhA ! eka zloka che-jJAnI karma kare che ke nathI karato e koNa jANe ?! e jJAnI jANe, ajJAnI jANI zake nahIM. (zrotA-koNa kare che enuM rahasya zuM?) rahasya e ke karato ja nathI kharekhara. pratItimAM akartA che paNa pariNamana thoDuM che eTale bIjA zAstra vAMcavAnA, svAdhyAyanA vikalpo Ave che paNa e kartAnuM karma nathI, ane jJAnanuM jJeya nathI. e to jude judu vibhAvanuM kArya thayA kare che. udayabhAva AtmAthI bhinna jaNAya che. anubhavIne rAgAdibhAva AtmAthI bhinna ane upayogathI paNa bhinna jaNAya che. bhinna ja che. ajJAnI mATe paNa bhinna ja che, paNa te mAnato nathI. 'jJAna bhinna ane rAga bhinna', A eka vAkya kAna upara paDayuM sogAnIjIne.. rAtre besI gayA dhyAnamAM, savAre samyakdarzana laIne UThayA AhAhA ! anubhava pachI to emane evI masti caDI gaI; ke mATuMgAmAM gurudevanuM vyAkhyAna hatuM holamAM tyAM sogAnIjI paNa beThA hatA. 2020nI sAlanI vAta che. tyAMthI uThayA badhA sAthe to sogAnIjI sAthe pAMceka mumukSu bhAIo cAlatA 'tA. sAthe navaraMgabhAI modI paNa hatA. pachI vIracaMda pAnAcaMdanA blokamAM badhA gayA. tyAM carcA cAlatI hatI, emAM koIe pUchyuM ke: dhyAna kevI rIte karavuM ? (prazna) AtmAnuM dhyAna kema karavuM? teno uttara Apyo keH maiM kisakA dhyAna karuM, paryAya merA dhyAna karo to karo, meM to dhyeya hUM, maiM dhyAna karanevAlA nahIM hUM. dhyAna karanevAlI cIja judI hai, ane dhyeya judA hai. maiM to dhyeya hUM, paryAya merA dhyAna kare to karo. AhAhA ! evo sacoTa javAba Apyo. pU. gurudevane emanA svargavAsa pachI A vAkaya maLyuM; gurudeva kahe AhA ! A to ekAvatArI puruSa. ekAvatArI puruSa sivAya AvI vANI nIkaLe nahIM. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #255 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 218 pravacana naM-19 AhA ! dhyAnanI upekSA ! amane kayAre dharma dhyAna Avaze ane amane kayAre zukladhyAna Avaze ane ame kayAre zreNI mAMDazuM !? AhAhA ! pariNAmanI vAMchA karavA jevI nathI. are ! ene jANavA pratye paNa udAsIna che. pariNAmane jANavAnI paNa upekSA varte che, karavAnI vAta to kayAMya rahI gaI. e to vAraMvAra vAraMvAra aMdara DUbakI mAre che. e to jANanArane (abhedapaNe ) jANe che. AvI vastu sthiti che. jJAtAne kartA mAnyo e anaMta saMsAranuM kAraNa che. e kartA to thaI zakato nathI paNa enI buddhi bhraSTa thAya che. caudabhedavALA mArgaNAsthAno-yoga-veda-kaSAya evA cauda prakAra pravezikAmAM che. TAIma maLe to tyAMthI jANI levuM! e badhA paryAyanA bhedo che, te parabhAva che, e paradravyanA prakAro che. svadravyamAM pariNAmano bheda nathI. svadravya to anaMta guNAtmaka abheda sAmAnya upAdeya tattva che. e caudaguNasthAno tathA caude bhedavALA jIvasthAno ekendriya, beindriya, traNaindriya, cAraIndriya, paMcendriya, paryApta ane aparyApta caudajIvasthAno che. mithyAdaSTithI mAMDIne ayogI jina kevaLI sudhI cauda guNasthAno che. e pariNAmanA bhedo che. moha ane yogathI guNasthAno thAya che. AtmAthI guNasthAnanI utpatti thatI nathI. cauda guNasthAnonI utpatti moha ane yogathI thAya che, te saddabhAva ke abhAvapaNe hoya che. "zuddhanizcayanayathI "-svabhAvanI dRSTithI jovAmAM Ave to aMtarmukha thaIe to! "paramabhAva svabhAvavALAne parama-pUjanIka evA AtmAno bhAva ane evo AtmAno svabhAva; (paramabhAva jeno svabhAva che evA mane) nathI. badhAya hoya tyAM "mane" ema levuM. badhAne zabda hoya tyAM "mane ahIM (svamAM) levuM ho ! "mane A nathI.' kuMdakuMda bhagavAnane A nathI tema nahIM. ene to nathI paNa tane che evuM nathI karI nAkhane!? "che" enuM nathI karI nAkhane!? che ne che mAM rahevA de ne?! ahIMyAM (svamAM ) zA mATe le che? ahIMyA nathI (svamAM) to tyAM (pariNAmamAM) e nathI. rAgane rAgamAM rahevA de ne !? ahIMyAM (svabhAvamAM) rAga nathI to ahIMyA (pariNAmamAM) che ke nathI, te joI le ne!? ahIMyAM rAga nathI to paryAyamAM paNa vItarAgabhAva pragaTa thaze. jyAM nathI ane jo ne!? jyAM che ene kAM jo !! krodha ne kAM jo! krodha jemAM nathI tene jo, ane pachI paryAyane jo temAM krodha che ke vItarAgI kSamA che. pachI tene paryAyamAM paNa krodha nahIM dekhAya, paryAyamAM paNa vItarAgI aMza dekhAze. A bhedajJAnano maMtra che. zuddhanizcayanayathI eTale ke je zuddhane jonAruM je jJAna, trikALI zuddhAtmAne aMtarmukha Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #256 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 219 caitanya vilAsa thaIne, aMdara vALIne; je jJAna bahAra bhaTake che e jJAna aMdara vaLIne eTale ke ene aMdara vALIne upadeza bodhamAM ema paNa kahevAya keH tAruM jJAna 52sanmukha thAya che ne ene aMdaramAM vALa! vALe koNa ? svayaM vaLe che. vaLI jAya che, tene vALyuM ema kahevAmAM Ave che. jyAM huM jJAyaka chuM ema bhAvanAmAM paDayo tyAM e pariNAma parasanmukha hatA e pariNAmano vyaya thAya che, e pariNAma aMdaramAM jatA nathI. zuM kahyuM ? je pariNAma parasanmukha hatA ene aMdaramAM vALo, kahevAmAM ema Ave! paNa....je pa2sanmukha che te indriyajJAna che e aMdara vaLatuM nathI. tamArA pariNAmane aMdaramAM vALo eTale ke navo zuddhopayoga pragaTa thAya che. temAM indriyajJAnano vyaya ane atIndriya jJAnano utpAda thaIne zuddha nizcayanaye potAnA AtmAne jyAM jove che tyAM '52mabhAva svabhAvavALA mane' e guNasthAna, mArgaNAsthAnanA bhedo mArAmAM nathI. AhAhA! pariNAma pariNAmamAM bhale ho! "pariNAmako pariNAmameM rahane do meM to apariNAmI huM." AhAhA! pariNAmanuM karavuM e nathI ane pariNAmanuM choDavuM ya nathI. pariNAma mArAmAM nathI eTaluM karI lene! AhA! huM to jJAnAnaMda AtmA chuM; huM to pariNAma mAtrathI rahita chuM. svabhAvanuM grahaNa karane to parabhAvanI-pariNAmanI mamatA chUTI jaze. ane svabhAvanuM grahaNa ane 52bhAvano tyAga e vidhi vaDe samyakdarzana ane cAritra puruM thAya che. pariNAmamAM mamatA choDa! pariNAmamAM mamatA choDI jeNe, eNe dukAna ane vahIvaTa ane sTenalesa sTIlanA vAsaNa uparathI mamatA chUTI jAya che ane putra-putrI-mAtA-pitAbhAI-bhaginI-bhAryA vagere u52thI mamatA chUTI jAya che. bhAI! huM to jANanAra chuM ne!? savArathI sAMja sudhI, be-pAMca vakhata vicAra to kara! AmAM mAruM koI dekhAtuM nathI. AmAM mAruM zuM che? vicAra karo ! tenI UMDI mImAMsA to karo ke mAruM zuM che? AtmArthI jIvane aMdarathI javAba Avaze ke mAro to jJAnamaya AtmA che. bAkI A jagatamAM mAruM kAMI nathI. ahIMnuM ahIM raheze, ane AtmAnuM jJAna sAthe Avaze hoM! jJAna AtmAnuM hoya, zAstranuM jJAna ja na hoya. tene kathana mAtra kIdhuM ne!? zAstranuM jJAna na hoya. jJAna, haMmezA AtmAnuM ja hoya. zAstranuM jJAna hoya to to jJAna jaDa thaI jAya. zuM kahyuM ? zAstranuM jJAna thayuM! to kahe che....zAstranuM jJAna na thAya. AtmAnuM ja jJAna thAya. AhA ! zAstrane nimitta dekhI ne zAstranuM jJAna thayuM ema upacArathI kahevAmAM Ave che. paNa...vyavahAranayanuM kathana asatyArtha jANI enuM zraddhAna choDaje. evI gAthAo Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #257 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 220 Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates samayasAramAM che. " re ! zAstra te nathI jJAna, jethI zAstra kaMI jANe nahIM, te kA2Ne che zAna juduM, zAstra juduM-jina kahe; " ( (390) pravacana naM-19 A gAthA uparanAM gurudevanA vyAkhyAna chapAI gayA che hoM! emAM gurudeve kahyuM, zAstrane lakSe thavAvALu jJAna jaDa ane acetana che. jaDa ane acetana! AhAhA! AtmAnA lakSe thayeluM jJAna te jJAnacetanA che. cetana dravya che enuM avalaMbana letAM cetanA pragaTa thaI jAya che. jJAnacetanA pragaTa thAya che. e badhAM pariNAmo mane nathI hoM! mArAmAM nathI. mArAmAMthI uthApyA pariNAmane ene svabhAvanA grahaNa pUrvaka e mArAmAM nathI tyAM eno tyAga thaI gayo. A mArAmAM nathI. pariNAmane pArsala karIne alokAkAzamAM mokalavA nathI. pariNAma pariNAmamAM che, tenuM lakSa chUTI jAya che, ane AtmalakSa thAya che tyAre svabhAvanuM grahaNa thAya che. svabhAva jJAyaka enuM grahaNa eTale enuM jANavuM, enI pratIti emAM TharavuM e traNeya bheda grahaNamAM AvI jAya che. nizcaya mokSamArga ane parabhAvano tyAga. e vyavahAra ratnatrayanAM pariNAma mArAmAM nathI. AhAhA! eno svAmI huM nathI. vyavahAra ratnatrayanAM pariNAma ho to paNa svAmIpaNuM chUTe; dukAna hoya paNa svAmIpaNuM chUTI jAya che. zarIra paNa hoya, paNa tenuM svAmIpaNuM chUTe che. ene samyakdarzana kahevAmAM Ave che. ** have AgaLa! " manuSyane tiryaMca paryAyanI kAyAnA. manuSya ane tiryaMca hoya emAM vayakRta thoDo pheraphAra thAya che. yuvA avasthA, vRddhAvasthA thAya che. vaikriyika zarIra-deva ane nArakInA je zarIra hoyane emAM vRddha ane bALa evuM kAMI na hoya, mATe manuSya ane tiryaMca paryAyanI kAyAnA-kAyAnA hoM! vayakRta pheraphAra jevA ke yuvAna avasthA, vRddhAvasthA thAya che. A pheraphAra avasthAvALA manuSya ane tiryaMca mAMdA paDe, gharaDAM thAya ema AmAM hoya che. 99 66 'vayakRta vikArathI (phe2phA2thI ) utpanna thatA bALa-yuvAna-sthavira-vRddhAvasthAdirUpa aneka sthUla-kRza vividha bhedo." bALa eTale ekadama bALa avasthA, yuvAna eTale yuvAna, sthavira eTale prauDha ane vRddha eTale vRddhAvasthA. haju vRddhAvasthA na AvI hoya ene prauDha avasthA kahevAya. ane vRddhAvasthA A cAmaDI laTakatI hoya, AMkhe motiyo Avato hoya, kAna jatA rahe ane cAlI na zakAya-lAkaDI levI paDe ene vRddhAvasthA kahevAmAM Ave che. " aneka sthUla-kRza vividha bhedo," A badhA bhedo pariNAmanA che, e mArAmAM nathI. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #258 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 221 huM to bALe 'ya nathI, yuvAne 'ya nathI, sthavira nathI, ane huM vRddha paNa nathI. e zarIranAM dharma mArA nathI ane e karma paNa mArA nathI. mATe te jJAnanuM jJeya paNa nathI. jJAnamAM to jJAyakane zeya tarIke sthApI de ne!? jJAyaka to che, svIkAra karIza to kAma thaI jaze. samaye-samaye bALa-gopALa badhAne jaNAya to che ja, kaThaNa paDe che. A vAta varSothI gurudeva kahe che. jyAM jAya tyAM 17-18 gAthA lye. bALa-gopALa saune anubhUti svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA jaNAya rahyo che. gurudeva gayA pachI emAMya vAMdhA paDayA. are! bhagavAna jyAM (gurunI) zraddhAthI bhraSTa thAya tyAM to.... AhA! vyavahAra zraddhAthI bhraSTa thAya ene to zuM kahevuM! e to gurunA ziSya paNa nathI. gurunI bhUla kADhe e ziSya na kahevAya. " sthULakRta vividha bhedo zuddhanizcayanayanA abhiprAye mane nathI." paryAyamAM che paNa dravyamAM nathI. dravyane grahaNa karanAra eka naya che, naya eTale jJAnano aMza. e je sAmAnya svabhAvane grahaNa kare eTale jANe ! grahaNa eTale pakaDavuM ema ahIM nathI. grahaNa eTale svabhAvane jANe. ekalA zuddhAtmAnI sanmukha thaIne jANe. AhAhA! zuddhAtmAne jANIne bahAra nIkaLIne lakhyuM ke mArAmAM nathI. jANIne lakhe che ke A pariNAma mArAmAM nathI. aMdaramAM khUba joyuM, tapAsa khUba karI; cAre bAju tapAsa karI ane dravyamAM-kSetramAM kALamAM-bhAvamAM joyuM; aMdaranuM dravya, aMdaranuM kSetra, aMdarano kALa, ane aMdarano bhAva. svacatuSTaya aMdara che. eka catuSTa bahAra che. aMdaramAM jaIne bahu tapAsa karI..bahu tapAsa karI ! kemake ajJAnI jIva ema kahe che ke A guNasthAna AtmAmAM che, jIva samAsa AtmAmAM che, mArgaNAsthAna AtmAmAM che, baMdhamokSa AtmAmAM che-tema bahu ThekaDA mAratA'tA, pachI munirAje) bahu vicAra karyo; lAva aMdara UMDANamAM jaIne joUM! badhA ajJAnI kahe che te sAcuM che ke khoTuM? anubhavathI pramANa karuM. jJAnI aMdaramAM ghUsyA; cArebAju asaMkhya pradezamAM najara karI kyAMya emAM rAga dekhAto nathI. sAdhaka kahe che-tapAsa karatAM-karatAM mane kyAMya guNasthAna dekhAtuM nathI. chaThTha-sAtame guNasthAne jhUle che ane aMdaramAM gayA te kahe-lAva zAstramAM gomaTasAramAM che ke guNasthAnachaThThuM ane sAtamuM munirAjane hoya che. tapAsato karuM aMda2mAM! chaThThuM ane sAtamuM guNasthAna che ke nahIM? ane aMdaramAM jaIne joyuM-AhAhA! pariNAma mAtrano mArAmAM abhAva che. arthAt chaThThuM-sAtamuM guNasthAna mArAmAM nathI, mATe niSedha karyo che. zrI samayasAra chaThThI gAthAmAM huM zAyaka chuM. pramatta apramatta mArAmAM nathI. aMdara Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #259 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 222 pravacana naM-20 tapAsIne lakhyuM che. aMdara tapAsIne joIne lakhyuM che, addharathI nathI lakhyuM. tuM paNa tapAsane!? tuM tapAsa to tArAmAM rAga buddhi chUTI jaze. aMdaramAM jaIne joto kharo! eka jJAyakanA darzana to kara ! darzana karIne pachI kahe ke rAga AtmAmAM thAya che ke anAtmAmAM? anAtmAmAM rAga thAya che, mArAmAM to jJAna thAya che. konuM jJAna thAya che? ke jJAyakanuM jJAna thAya che. A rAga che enuM? ke nahIM. AhAhA ! rAga karma paNa nathI ane rAga ya paNa nathI. jJAyaka ja ya che ane AtmA enuM jJAna karanAro mATe jJAtA-jJAnane zeya abheda che. tyAre ene nirvikalpa anubhavamAM AtmAnA AnaMdano svAda Ave che. samyakadarzana pragaTa thAya che. alpakALamAM mokSa thaI jAya che. hiMmatanagara viDiyo keseTa naM-181 pravacana naM-20 tA. 1-5-90. A zrI niyamasAra paramAgama zAstra che. teno paramArthapratikramaNa adhikAra che. vyavahAra pratikramaNamAM zubhabhAvano vikalpa UThe che, e baMdhanuM kAraNa che. paramArtha pratikramaNa eTale aMtarmukha thaIne AtmAno pratyakSa jyAre anubhava kare tyAre ene zuddhopayoga thAya. e zuddhopayoga dazA sAkSAta mokSanuM kAraNa che. zuddhapariNati paraMparAe mokSanuM kAraNa che. evI apUrva gAthA che. pratyeka AtmAo jJAnamaya hovAne kAraNe jJAyaka che. ane jJAyaka hovAnA kAraNe kevaLa jJAtA che. kathaMcit kartA ane kathaMcita jJAtA evuM daSTinA viSayamAM nathI. daSTinA viSayamAM to sarvathA AtmA jJAtA ja che, ane kartA nathI. jJAtA ja che evuM jJAtAnuM svarUpa A gAthAmAM batAve che. A AtmAne sakaLa kartRtvano abhAva darzAve che." AtmA koIpaNa kriyAno karanAro che ema na jo ! AtmA jJAyaka che evA jJAyakane akartApaNe jo! have kartApaNe na jo ! evI A pAMca gAthA che. A AtmAmAM vartamAnamAM moha-rAga-dveSano abhAva che. paryAyamAM saddabhAva-dravyamAM abhAva AvuM asti-nAsti anekAMtanuM svarUpa che. kathaMcit AtmA zuddha ane kathaMcit azuddha evuM svarUpa nathI. AtmA "satA" eTale je atirUpe che, "avabodha" eTale jJAna, "paramacaitanya" eTale darzana athavA vIrya ane "sukhanI anubhUtimAM lIna" anubhUti eTale paryAya nahIM. evA trikALa svabhAvamAM lIna eTale evo AtmA che. guNI guNamAM rahelo che. guNa-guNImAM rahelA che abheda che. AvA guNomAM AtmA rahelo Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #260 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 223 caitanya vilAsa che. AtmA jJAnamAM, darzanamAM, cAritramAM, sukhamAM rahelo che paNa te rAgamAM eka samayanI paryAyamAM rahelo nathI. eka samayanI nirmaLa paryAyamAM paNa e AvI jAya to paryAyanA nAzathI dravyano nAza thaI jAya paNa ema traNakALamAM banatuM nathI. sonuM sonI pAse to nathI paraMtu sonuM enI malina paryAyamAM paNa nathI. soTasanA zuddha nirmaLaghATa-pariNAmamAM paNa sonuM nathI. sonuM to enA anaMtaguNomAM raheluM che. sonuM guNamaya che. ema A bhagavAna AtmA koI pariNAmamAM nathI. pariNAma AtmAthI bhinna che tethI pariNAmano AtmA kartA, kArayitA, anumodaka ane enuM kAraNa nathI. kartA to nathI paNa e pariNAmano kharekhara jJAtA paNa nathI. e to jJAyakano ja jJAtA che, e paNa eTalA bhedathI kahevuM paDe che, bAkI jJAyaka to jJAyaka che. kabuddhi ane jJAtAbuddhi be doSa che. e anaMtadu:khanuM kAraNa che. e kartAbuddhi chUTe to kartAno upacAra Ave; jJAtAbuddhi chUTe to jJAtAno upacAra Ave. sUkSma vAta che. A pAMca gAthAmAM kuMdakuMdAcArya bhagavAna kahe che. tyAre eka prazna upasthita thAya ke chaThThAguNasthAne munirAja lakhe che to temane cothA guNasthAne to kartAbuddhi chUTI gaI che; to pharIthI kema lakhe che ke: A pariNAmano huM kartA nathI, kArayitA nathI, karAvanAra nathI, ane bIjo koI kare che e mArA khyAlamAM che, paNa bIjo kare to ThIka pariNAmane evuM anumodana paNa huM Apato nathI. kahe che kartabuddhi to cothe gaI ane A badhAM nirmaLa pariNAmo, zuddhaupayoga varte che teno kartA huM nathI. have kartabuddhi jAya tyAre to samyakadarzana thAya che. kartabuddhi to gaI che chatAM kartA nathI...kartA nathI....kartA nathI....ema zA mATe kahevAmAM Ave che!? to emAM eka rahasya che. kartA buddhi to cothe guNasthAne jAya che jyAre nirmaLa paryAyarUpe pariName che AtmA; tyAre nirmaLa pariNAmano AtmA upacArathI kartA che. jene kabuddhi gaI tene kartAno upacAra Ave che. have e kartAno upacAra Avato hato emAM savikalpa dazA AvI jatI hatI, chachuM AvatuM hatuM. AtmA kartA ane zAstranuM jJAna karma e to dUra raho ! paNa cha sAtame guNasthAne jhUlanArA munirAja, je niraMtara AnaMdanuM bhojana karanArA che te saMto pharamAve che ke zuddhaupayoganI paryAya pragaTa thAya che amane. zuddha pariNati paNa che ane aMdaramAM sAtamAmAM jAuM to zuddhopayoga thAya che. have e pariNAme huM pariNamuM chuM mATe e pariNAmano huM kartA Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #261 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 224 pravacana naM-20 chuM evo mArA para upacAra jyAM sudhI Ave che tyAM sudhI dhArAvAhI abhedano anubhava AvI zakato nathI. jyAM sudhI dhArAvAhI abhedano anubhava na Ave tyAM sudhI zreNI AvatI nathI. zreNI na Ave to arihaMta dazA pragaTa thatI nathI. munirAja kahe che-amane khabara che ke atyAre arihaMta dazA pragaTa thavAnI nathI. zukladhyAnano dhArAvAhI anubhava raheto nathI. dharmadhyAna to che paNa, zreNInI sanmukha dharmAtmA AvI gayA che. A kALe zreNI nathI. zreNI to zukladhyAnamAM AThamA guNasthAna thI hoya, atyAre to dharmadhyAna che. AtmAnI kartabuddhi to gaI. baMdha mokSano kartA nathI. mokSamArgano ya kartA nathI. sAdhakane kartabuddhi gaI, have kartA buddhi jyAre jAya che tyAre AtmA samyaka prakAre kartA thAya che. kartAbuddhi jAya to AtmA samyaka prakAre kartA thAya che. eTale zuM? ! ke: AtmAnI sanmukha thatAM samyakadarzana, jJAna, cAritranA nirvikArI nirmaLa pariNAma pragaTa thayA. have AtmA mokSamArgarUpe pariName che to pariName tene kartA kahevAya, ane nirmaLa pariNAma ene karma eTale kArya kahevAya. e AtmAnuM kArya thayuM. eTalo kartApaNAno upacAra paNa munirAjane khaTake che. AhAhAkartApaNAno upacAra Ave tyAre chaThTha guNasthAna Ave. kartApaNAnA upacArane oLaMgI jAya-niSedha kare tyAre saptama guNasthAna Ave che. cothe e ja rIta, pAMcame ema ne chaThThAmAMthI sAtamAmAM javA mATe paNa Ama ja che. kartA buddhi cothe jAya ane kartAno upacAra sAtamAmAM Ave tyAre jAya che. cotha, pAMcama, chaThuM savikalpadazAmAM kartAno upacAra rahI jAya che. mATe AtmA upacArathI paNa nirmaLa paryAyano kartA nathI e rahasya ahIM khole che. A AtmA svaAzrita pariNAma thAya eno upacArathI kartA che. A nirmaLa paryAyano upacAra paNa jyAre khaTake che tyAre e upacArane oLaMgI pharI abhedanA anubhavamAM cAlyA jAya che. kartA-karmano bheda nIkaLI jAya che. AtmA kartA ane nirmaLa paryAya mAruM karma evuM kartA-karmanA bhedamAM kartAno upacAra Avato hato te abhedamAM anupacAra thaI jAya che. A samajAya evI sthiti che. anubhava pahelA paNa jarA madhyastha thaIne, AtmAzrita thaIne potAnA svarUpane vicAre to AvI sthitino khyAla paNa AvI zakavA yogya che. AvI zake nahIM ema nathI. jo koIne khyAla na Ave to zAstra kema lakhyAM?! kartabuddhi cothe gaI chatAM AcArya bhagavAna kahe che ke A mArgaNAsthAnano huM kartA nathI. kema prabhu! huM kartA nathI te tamAre kema yAda karavuM paDyuM?! eno jJAtA nathI ema kahyuM hota to to ame samajI zakata, ke paryAya bhedano jJAtA thatAM abhedanuM jJAtApaNuM daSTimAMthI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #262 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 225 (upayogamAMthI) chUTI jAya che to to ame samajI zakata! paNa Apa to akartAnI sAkSAta mUrti cho jJAyaka, tame to saMta cho. tame pariNAmanA kartA na ho! Apa to pariNAmanA jJAtA ho! ane e jJAtAno niSedha karyo hota to to ame samajI zakata, paNa A pariNAmano huM kartA nathI ema kahevAno Apano Azaya zuM che te kRpA karIne samajAvo! eka vakhata A viSaya lIdho tyAre yugalajIsAheba paNa hatA. A vAta ghaNI sUkSma che. sUkSma che eTale na samajAya ema nahIM. sUkSma che eTale samajavAno prayatna karavo joIe, zravaNamAM paNa mAnasika ekAgratA jaIe. mana kyAMya bhamatuM hoya AhA ! atyAre ugharANI che enuM zuM thaze !? A kApaDanA pArsala AvyA che ke nahIM? enuM zuM thaze !? AvA svAdhyAya vakhate mana caMcaLa hoya to AcArya bhagavAnane kahevAno je Azaya marma che e enA jJAnamAM na Ave. kalAka-doDha kalAka to eNe mana upara tALuM mAravuM joIe. kemake pahelA vastunuM svarUpa jevuM che evuM manamAM grAhya thAya che, ane pachI jJAnamAM grAhya thaI jAya che. pahelA mana vaDe AtmAnuM svarUpa khyAlamAM Ave che tethI saMjJI paMcendriya jIva samyakdarzana pAme che. enuM kAraNa che ke mana e vizeSa tarkathI-tarkaNAthI vicAra karI zake che. hitAhitano vicAra karI zake che. A bhAva hitarUpa che A bhAva ahitarUpa che; A sva che te mAruM che ane A para che te mAruM nathI evuM bhedajJAna savikalpa bhedajJAna manavALuM prANI karI zake che ane mana chUTe to abhedano anubhava paNa thaI zake che. "mana pAve vizrAma anubhava yAko nAma." . ahIM AcArya bhagavAna samajAve che he bhavya prANIo tame kevaLa jJAtA cho. tamArAmAM utpanna thatA pariNAma enA paNa tame kartA nathI. AhAhA ! e kartabuddhi jaze to tamane samyakadarzana thaze thaze ne thaze ja. samyakadarzanarUpe pariName to ene samyakdarzanano kartA thayo evA upacAra paNa Avaze. upacAramAtrathI nirmaLa paryAyano kartA che. e kaLazaTIkAmAM lIdhuM che. kaLazaTIkAkAra anubhavI thaI gayA. emaNe ema kahyuM ke A parabhAvano ne paradravyano kartA to upacArathI paNa nathI. paNa jyAre Atma sanmukha thaI samyakadarzana -jJAna-cAritranA nirvikArI zuddha pariNAma pragaTa thAya tyAre te AtmA te bhAvarUpe pariName che. pariName te kartA ane pariNAma te karma ema upacArathI nirmaLa pariNAmano kartA kahevAmAM Ave che. e upacAramAtrathI; upacArathI ema na lakhatAM upacAramAtrathI kartA che. ame amArA nirmaLa pariNAmanAM upacAramAtrathI kartA chIe. ghaNAM vakhata pahelAnI A vAta che. jayapuramAM pratiSThA hatI. ToDaramala smAraka thayuM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #263 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 226 pravacana naM-20 tyAre godikAjIe ekale hAthe soLalAkha kharcA. A lagabhaga vIsa varSa pahelAnI vAta che. tyAre gurudeve vyAkhyAnamAM pharamAvyuM tyAre huM paNa tyAM hato. tyAre bahAramAM goLIbAra ane ahIMyAM mithyAtva upara goLIbAra gurudevanI vANImAM Avato. be jagyAe goLIbAra. e vakhate gurudevane vyAkhyAnamAM evI mastI caDI gaI ! ApaNane vyAkhyAnamAM dekhAya hoM! AjanI mastI kAMIka judI che; A ja kAMIka sUkSma nyAya have Avaze. temaNe vyAkhyAnamAM pharamAvyuM ke, "nirmaLa paryAyano AtmA upacArathI paNa kartA nathI." kaLazaTIkAmAM rAjamalajI sAheba kahe che upacAramAtrathI kartA; ane AhA! bhAvi tirthaMkara pharamAve che keH nirmaLaparyAyano huM upacArathI paNa kartA nathI. vyavahArathI paNa kartA nathI evuM akartApaNuM-jJAyakapaNuM mArAmAM che. e vAta sAMbhaLI mane evo pramoda AvI gayo ke: doDIne jyAM utAro hato tyAM gayo pramoda jAhera karavA mATe, ke Aje Ape gajaba kohInUrano hIro ApI dIdho. kartA buddhi chUTI jAya, jJAtA banI jAya sAkSAta. paNa ghaNAM mANaso beThA hatA. bIjI vAto cAlatI hatI, thoDI vAra beTho atyAre kahevAno moko nathI tethI pAcho pharI gayo. rAjamalajI sAheba kahe che-"nirmaLa paryAyano upacAra mAtrathI kartA che." gurudeva pharamAve che ke: "upacArathI paNa kartA nathI." e ja vAta kuMdakuMdabhagavAna pharamAve che ke nirmaLa paryAyano upacArathI kartA nathI tyAre amane zuddhopayoga dazA Ave che. jyAM sudhI huM kartA ane nirmaLa paryAya mAruM kArya che evo bheda paDe che; bheda paDe to kartApaNAno upacAra Ave ane abhedamAM kartApaNAno upacAra chUTI jAya che. abheda zuddhopayoga thAya tyAre huM kartA ane nirmaLa paryAya mAruM kArya evo bhedano je upacArarUpa vikalpa e chUTI ne nirvikalpa dhyAnamAM AvI jAya che. AhA! A guru to gura! jabarajasta vyakti thaI che. AhA ! enA tattvane jANe ane apanAve to kAma thaI jAya. bAkI DokuM "nA" mAM dhuNAve emAM kAma na thAya. gurubhaktimAM zubhabhAva thAya evuM to anaMtavAra karyuM. AhAhA! evI vyavahAra bhakti anaMtavAra karI kAMI navI vAta nathI. manuSya karatAM asaMkhyabhava devanA thayA. devanA bhava kyAre thAya? zubhabhAva utkRSTa hoya tyAre thAya paNa tethI zuM?! e to gati che. devagatimAM e duHkha che cAre gati du:kharUpa che. eka paMcamagati sukharUpa che siddhagati. AcArya bhagavAna pharamAve che-huM pariNAmano kartA nathI. kartabuddhi gaI ane kartAno upacAra Ave che e khaTakyo. gurudevanI vAta ane kuMdakuMdabhagavAnanI vAta beya maLI gaI. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #264 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 227 jayapuramAM tyAM sAMbhaLeluM hatuM ke upacArathI paNa nirmaLa paryAyano kartA nathI. A akartApaNuM te jainadarzananI parAkASTA che. "AtmA akartA che e jainadarzananI parAkASTA che." gurudevano jyAre svargamAM javAno kALa thayo tyAre chello chello saMdeza ApatA gayA. jema IzvaranA kartAvAdIno mokSa thato nathI tema he zramaNa !? AhAhA! A lokottara ane pelo laukika eTalo AMtaro pADyo. sAcA deva-guru-zAstrane mAne che, bAhyamAM nagnatA che, aThThAvIsamULaguNa pALe che-te paNa niraticArapaNe pALe che, AtmA hAthamAM Avyo nathI ane AtmAne kartA mAne che to kahe che ke jema eno mokSa nathI tema tAro paNa mokSa sarvajJa bhagavAne joyo nathI. A badhuM samayasAramAM che hoM! bIjI phurasada maLe che paNa samayasAra ughADavAnI vAMcavAnI phurasada maLatI nathI. agiyAra bhAga kramasara vAMcavA joIe. ahA ! are ! mAthe motanA nagArA vAge che vAra nahIM lAge, "rajakaNa tArA rakhaDaze jema rakhaDatI reta pachI naratana pAmIza kyAre ceta ceta nara ceta." e to badhuM vikhAI jaze. ahIMnA paramANu ahIM raheze. jJAna sAthe laI jaIza ane kAM ajJAna sAthe laI jaIza. ahIM kahe che prabhu! tuM jJAtA cho kartA nathI hoM! AnuM dasa vakhata smaraNa to kara. jema namokAra maMtranuM smaraNa karI rahyo cho tuM ema tuM jJAtA cho kartA nathI tema smaraNa kara, pachI kartA nathI ene bhUlI jA ! pachI jJAtA ja chuM...jJAtA ja chuM. pahelAmAM "kartA nathI jJAtA chuM' emAM jJAtA ja chuM. temAM "ja" nahato Avato, huM jJAtA chuM ane kartA nathI' ema vidhi-niSedha Ave. emAM jJAtA chuM ema AvatuM 'tuM, pachI kartA nathI dasa vakhata bolyo agiyAramI vakhata bolavAnuM nahIM. pachI agiyAramI vakhata zuM zarU karavuM? "jJAtA ja chuM" AhAhA! emAM jeno kALa pAkyo hoya ane jJAtA ja chuM emAM AvI jAya to beDo pAra thaI jAya. sAkSAta jJAtA thAya evo A maMtra che alaukika. AcArya bhagavAna ema kahe che ke A badhA je guNo che ne! enA svabhAvamAM, evA viziSTa Atma tattvane-A prakAranuM AtmAnuM svarUpa, emAM AtmA potAnA guNomAM rahelo che. paryAyamAM raheto nathI, rAgamAM raheto nathI, ATha karmamAM raheto nathI, zarIramAM raheto nathI. to e kyAM rahe che? guNI potAnA guNomAM rahelo che. sonuM kyAM rahe che? e enI paryAyamAM rahetuM nathI. enA cIkAza-pILAza guNomAM sonuM raheluM che, evA Atmatattvane grahanArA eTale jANanArA; grahavuM eTale pakaDavuM nahIM paNa jANanAra ! zuddhadravyArthikanayanA baLe aMtaramukha thaIne paryAyArthikacakSu sarvathAbaMdha Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #265 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 228 pravacana naM-20 karI; pariNAmane jANavAnuM sarvathA baMdha karyuM ane ekalA ughADelA dravyArthikacakSu vaDe AtmAne jo. dravyArthikanaya eTale zuM? je naya eTale jJAnanuM prayojana sAmAnyane avalokavAnuM hoya e jJAnanI avasthAne; dravya artha ne naya tene dravyArthikanaya kahe che. dravya jene jANavAnuM prayojana che. artha eTale prayojana. e jJAnanI paryAyamAM parane jANavAnuM sarvathA baMdha thaI jAya che, pariNAmane jANavAnuM baMdha thaI jAya che, bhedanuM to lakSa rahetuM nathI ane abhedamAM jyAre jIva jAya che tyAre ene atIndriya jJAna dvArA ke jeno viSaya dhruva ekalo sAmAnya che. vizeSa eTale paryAya; paryAya paryAyane jANavAnuM baMdha kare che. je paryAya AtmAne jANe che e paryAya paryAyane jANavAnuM baMdha kare che, ane paryAya dravyamAM arham kare che. tyAre ene sAkSAta anubhava thAya che. AhAhA ! "evA zuddhadravyArthikanayanA baLe;" A baLa AvyuM aMdaramAM! "mAre sakaLa roga-dveSa-moha nathI." mArA svabhAvanI samIpe jaIne aMdaramAM joyuM, mArA AtmAne bahu DhaMDhoLyo meM! kAraNa ke ajJAnI kahe che rAga-dveSa-moha AtmAmAM thAya che evI vAta kAna para AvI. ajJAnI jema mAne ema bakavAsa kare che. tyAre AcArya bhagavAnane thayuM ke A loko ne zuM thayuM che !? lAva jova to kharo ! pharIne aMdaramAM gayA ! AcArya bhagavAne zuddha dravyArthikanaya vaDe potAnA Atmatattvane nihALyuM avalokana karyuM aMdaramAM jaIne; ane pachI bahAra AvIne lakhyuM ke amArA zuddhAtmAmAM A mo-rAgavaiSano abhAva che. amArA svabhAvamAM rAga nathI AhAhA ! mAre sakaLa-rAga-dveSa-moha nathI eTale zuddhAtmAmAM nathI. nathI mATe eno kartA nathI, nathI mATe eno jJAtA paNa nathI. ane che eno jANanAra chuM emAM jJAna pragaTa thAya che, darzana cAritra pragaTa thaI jAya che ane alpakALamAM mokSa thAya. pahelAM jANe to samyakdarzana pachI vAraMvAra jANavAno prayatna karIne aMdara jAya to cAritra, ane aMdara gayA pachI be ghaDI nIkaLe ja nahIM to kevaLajJAna. AhAhA ! A zuM thayuM? gaI kAle to guru pAse dIkSA lIdhI hatI. dIkSA laIne ziSya kahyuM prabhu! mane mArA dhyAnamAM lIna thavA mATe ekAntanI rajA Apo. ziSyanuM phATaphATa vIrya hatuM, guru samajI gayA, jAva ! mokSabhava." eka divasanI dIkSA lIdhela munirAja jAya chejaMgalamAM jaMgalamAM jaIne aMdaramAM dhyAnamAM magna thayA, be ghaDI jAmI gayA ane kevaLajJAnano bhaDako thayo. koIe AvIne kahyuM ApanA ziSyane kevaLajJAna thayuM che; guru tene vaMdana kare che. guru chadmastha che ne!? ane Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #266 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 229 A to paramAtmA thaI gayA. pachI koNa ziSyane koNa guru evI adabhUta sthiti che. ahIM kuMdakuMdAcArya bhagavAnanI tIkhI daSTi, tIkhuM jJAna ane sthiratAno prakAra ja koI judo che atyAre teo brahmalokamAM gayA che ekAvatArI che, tyAM badhA brahmacArI che. teo bIjA kalyANakamAM na jAya paNa dIkSA kalyANakamAM jAya, tyAMthI nIkaLI sAdhanA karI paramAtmA thaze. ahIM kahe che ke meM mArA svabhAvamAM aMdara jaIne joyuM to kahe che ke dayA-dAna-karuNA komaLatAnA pariNAma, pAMcamahAvratanA pariNAma, AtmAmAM thayA che evo AtmA mane dekhANo nahIM. A pariNAma AtmAmAM thAya che ema meM joyuM nahIM. e to pariNAmanA dharmo che. huM to dravyasvabhAva anaMta guNAtmaka anaMtaguNano piMDa bhagavAna AtmA chuM. "pariNAmane pariNAmamAM rahevA do meM to dravya sAmAnya huM. pariNAmamAM A badhuM hoya paNa je pariNAmamAM thAya che e dravya sAmAnyamAM nathI. AsravamAM jIva tatva nathI. AhAhA! Amravane jIvamAM sthApavo e mithyASTi che. Asavane AsravamAM rahevA de ne!? AsavathI Atma judo che, jJAna bhinna ne rAga bhinna che. svabhAvathI bhinna bhinna che. enAthI ekatva mAne to mithyAdaSTi ane vibhakta kare to jJAnI thAya. A gAthAo ja UMcI che. kabuddhi gaI ane kartAno upacAra jAya tyAre zuddhopayoga Ave. bIjo prakAra e che ke huM parano jJAtA chuM evI jJAtA buddhi jAya ane anubhava thAya pachI savikalpa dazAmAM Ave to vyavahAra jANelo prayojanavAna kahevAya. savikalpadazAmAM bhedane jANe evo upacAra Ave che. paNa bhedane jANavAnA upacArane oLaMgIne pharIthI abhedamAM cAlyo jAya che, pachI abhedane jANe che. kartA buddhi jAya kartAno upacAra Ave, pachI kartAno upacAra jAya Thare aMdara, jJAtAbuddhi jAya jJAtAno upacAra Ave ane jJAtAno upacAra jAya to pharI pAcho TharI jAya. A to TharavAnI prakriyA cAle che. sahaja nizcayanayathI sadA nirAvaraNa svarUpa." AhAhA ! ene karmanuM AvaraNa jarAya nathI. ATha prakAranA karmanA AvaraNathI rahita ane bhAva AvaraNathI paNa rahita A paramAtmA che. mithyAtva-avrata-kaSAyane yoga evA je Asravo enuM AvaraNa bhagavAnane lAgu paDatuM nathI. je sUryagrahaNa caMdragrahaNa thAya che ne !? ApaNe sUryagrahaNa lo! e je grahaNa thAya che. rAhu ADo Ave to enA prakAzane bAdhaka che. paNa e tame AgaLa jAva...AgaLa jAva to ene grahaNa lAguM paDatuM nathI. kALu dhAbu che e nIcethI dekhAya che paNa AgaLa jaIne joIe to; AhA ! sUryane grahaNa thayuM ja Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #267 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 230 nathI. sUryane koI ' di grahaNa thAya ja nahIM. dRSTAMtathI khyAla Avyo! ? Ama jyAM rAhu hato e rAhune TapIne jyAM AgaLa gayA are! A to jhaLahaLa jyota sUrya che. sUryane grahaNa na hoya. sUryanA pariNAmane grahaNa hoya, e paNa thoDoka TAIma hoya. pariNAmanuM grahaNa nIkaLI jAya to 52mAtmA thaI jAya. khyAla Avyo ?! pravacana naM-20 A pa2mAtmA birAje che aMdara ene to bhAva AvaraNa nathI paryAyane bhAva AvaraNa thayuM hoya jyAM sudhI samyakdarzana na thayuM hoya. tyAM sudhI jema prakAzane thoDo TAIma grahaNa hoya pachI grahaNa chUTe to prakAza to prakAza che. ema jyAM sudhI zuddhAtmAno anubhava nathI karato enuM lakSa nathI karato tyAM sudhI pariNAma upa2 AvaraNa che. paNa dravyane to AvaraNa lAgu paDatuM nathI. "huM to nitya nirAvaraNa chuM" AmAM lakheluM che. 'sadA nirAvaraNa ', e AvaraNa Ave ne jAya e huM nahIM. AvaraNa Ave e paNa pariNAmane Ave, ane AvaraNa jAya e paNa pariNAmane jAya, 'huM to nitya nirAvaraNa paramAtmA chuM.' A badhA zAstro to paramAtmA thavAnA che. 'paramAtmA cho ane paramAtmA thAo.' tame sadA nirAvaraNa cho huM to chuM paNa tame badhA bhAvakarma dravyakarma ane nokarmathI rahita AtmA cho te mAMgalikamAM-pahelA kaLazamAM kahyuM. huM zuddhAtmAne namaskAra karuM chuM, e AtmA kevo che? ke: mithyAtvanA pariNAmathI rahita che. AhAhA! mithyAtvanA pariNAmathI rahita kahezo to saMsArano abhAva thaze !? kahe-amane ISTa che. A zAstro enA mATe to lakhyAM che. zAstra mithyAtva rAkhavA mATe lakhyAM che?! keTalAka kahe che ke atyAre jo tame Ama karazo to saMsArano abhAva thaze! e to amane ISTa che. saMsArano lopa thavA mATe to A zAstro lakhyAM che. tAre saMsAramAM rahevuM hoya; to tuM jANa! temAM zrI guru zuM kare ? " sadA ' eTale hameMzA hoM! traNekALa nirAvaraNa svarUpa che. nirAvaraNa eTale jene AvaraNa nathI. jema sUryane grahaNanuM AvaraNa nathI paNa sUryanA prakAzane AvaraNa che; e paNa thoDo TAIma che. paryAyamAM mithyAtva che e paNa thoDo TAIma che. vikAra lAMbo TAIma na rahe. mithyAtva thoDA TAIma mATe hoya, kAyama mATe mithyAtva rahetuM nathI. AhAhA! jyAM aMdaramAM AtmAnI sphUraNA jAgI, ane anubhava thayo to mithyAtva cAlyuM jAya che. dravya zuddha hatuM ane zuddhanuM avalaMbana letAM paryAyamAM zuddhatA thAya che. kAraNatattva ane kAryatattva beya zuddha che. A badhA maMtro che. eka hato rAjA ane eka hatI rANI evuM A nathI. eka eka Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #268 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 231 zabdamAM mAla che. "sadA nirAvaraNa svarUpa." koI kALe ene AvaraNa lAgu thayuM nathI, koI kALe paNa AtmA azuddha thato nathI. "sahaja cizaktimayI" zuddhajJAnarUpa" che. darzanazakti paNa kahevAya ane vIrya zakti paNa kahevAya. AhA! anaMtavIryamaya che. sahaja cittazaktimaya che. sahaja darzananA skUraNathI", lo! darzana AvyuM bIjuM. sahaja darzananA skUraNathI paripUrNamUrti. AtmAmAM darzana nAmano guNa che. enI paryAyamAM cakSudarzana-acakSudarzanaavadhidarzana-ane kevaLadarzana ema cAra prakAra thAya che, e paryAyanA dharma che. guNamAM to traNekALa darzanaguNa anAdi anaMta paripUrNa che. e sahaja darzananA skUraNathI paripUrNa mUrti che AtmA. sahaja darzananA skUraNathI paripUrNa mUrti, (jenI mUrti arthAt sahaja darzananA skUraNathI paripUrNa che evA) ane svarUpamAM avicaLa." svarUpamAM avicaLa e cAritranI vAta kare che. cAritra nAmano guNa che e avicaLa che te caLAcaLa thato nathI. paryAyamAM daDhatA Ave ane paryAyamAM sthiratA thAya, guNa to avicaLa che. paryAyamAM sthiratA paNa Ave-vadhethAya paNa guNa to traNekALa avicaLa che. "avicaLa sthitirUpa sahaja yathAkhyAta cAritravALA", atyAre badhAne yathAkhyAta cAritra che. zuM kahyuM? yathAkhyAta cAritra eTale bAramuM guNasthAna nahIM; guNasthAna to AtmAmAM che ja nahIM; e to thoDI vAra bhUlI jAo. tu to guNamaya cho ne!? AtmAmAM yathAkhyAta cAritra nAmano guNa che eTale enuM avalaMbana letAM yathAkhyAta cAritra pragaTa thaI jAya che. zaktinI vyakti thAya che. yathAkhyAta cAritra atyAre zaktirUpe che hoM! ! sAMbhaLI na jAya evI vAta che, ane premathI prItithI sAMbhaLe to kAma thaI jAya, A svabhAvanuM smaraNa ane vibhAvanuM vismaraNa; AhAhA ! dukAne javA pahelA kalAka-doDha kalAka AtmAnuM smaraNa to kara pachI dukAne to pAchuM vismaraNa thaI jaze. te paNa keTalAkane hoM! ! badhAyane na thAya, dukAne jAya eTale AtmAne bhUlI jAya evuM na hoya samajI gayA. keTalAMka bhUlI jAya sAva ane keTalAMkane AtmAnI mukhyatA ramatI hoya; gharAka beThA hoya tyAre paNa AtmAnuM smaraNa AvI jAya, ane gharAka jAya tyAre AtmAnuM smaraNa vadhI jAya. sahaja darzananA skUraNathI paripUrNa mUrti ane svarUpamAM avicaLa sthitirUpa sahaja yathAkhyAta cAritravALA." ahIM guNanI vAta che. cAritra nAmano eka guNa che. e sthira eno svabhAva che. anAdi anaMta zaktirUpe "yathAkhyAta cAritravALA evA mane', pote kahe che huM yathAkhyAta cAritravALo chuM. ke prabhu! Apa chaThThI-sAtamAM guNasthAne paMcamakALanA Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #269 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates ra3ra pravacana naM-20 sAdhu cho Apa to! vAta tArI sAcI che; paNa tuM mane kahe che keH yathAkhyAta cAritra atyAre na hoya?! tamane nathI, tArI najara kyAM gaI !? tArI najara paryAya upara gaI. AhAhA ! ame to trikALI guNanI vAta karIe chIe. AhAhA ! ajJAnInI najara paryAya upara jAya che, paryAyadaSTivALo paryAyane ja jue che, tene dravyadRSTi thatI nathI. munirAja kahe che-"ame kahIe chIe ke A ame ubhA yathAkhyAta cAritravALA', AhA ! Avo guNa AtmAmAM che. guNanuM smaraNa che ane paryAyanuM vismaraNa che. yathAkhyAta cAritra thAva ke na thAva amane darakAra nathI. ame atyAre yathAkhyAta cAritramaya chIe. A badhI vAta mastImAM lakhI che. padmaprabhamaladhArideva TIkAkAra paNa bhAvi tIrthaMkara che. pote A zAstramAM lakhI gayA che. bhAvi tIrthaMkaranuM jJAna chamasthane thAya? are! tane kAMI khabara nathI. potAnuM ne paranuM jJAna thAya ema zrImad rAjacaMdrae kahyuM che. kahe che-potAnuM ne paranuM jJAna na thAya to ame ene anubhava kahetA nathI temaNe tyAM sudhI lakhyuM che. jJAnanI tAkAta anahada che enI zaktino vizvAsa nathI Avato eTale AtmA upara vizvAsa Avato nathI. evA mane samasta saMsAra kalezanA hetu krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha nathI. A saMjvalananA krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha varte che paNa e mArA svabhAvamAM nathI. svabhAvamAM to eno abhAva che. paryAyamAM bhale krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha hoya tIvra ke maMda. chaThTha tIvra ane sAtame jAya to maMda saMjvalana kaSAyanI chellI eka cokaDI che. anaMtAnubaMdhI, apratyAkhyAna, pratyAkhyAna e traNa cokaDI gaI eka cokaDI jarA rahI gaI che. AhA! zreNI mAMDatA eno abhAva thaI jaze. mArA svabhAvanI aMdara samIpe jaIne joyuM meM; kAraNake jagata kahe che krodha AtmAmAM thAya che, jJAnI kahe che krodha AtmAmAM na thAya. krodha kSaNabhara thAya to te parAzrita paryAyamAM thAya che, paNa mArAmAM thato nathI. huM to jJAnamaya guNAtmaka jJAyaka chuM. huM to guNano bhaMDAra chuM. doSano bhaMDAra nathI huM doSamaya nathI huM to guNamaya chuM. guNa ane doSa beya pratipakSa che. samasta saMsAranA kalezanA hetu krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha nathI." huM to jJAnAnaMda paramAtmA chuM ane tamArI daSTi krodha upara che. tethI tamane krodhamaya jIva dekhAya che, amane to guNavAna jJAyaka AtmA dekhAya che. huM to paramAtmA chuM. amArI draSTimAM paramAtmA AvI gayo che te khasato nathI, ane krodha daSTimAM Avato nathI. AhAhA! ane jJAnamAM zeya paNa savikalpa dazAmAM thAya che, nirvikalpa dhyAnamAM jatAM jJAnanuM jheya paNa TaLI jAya che ane jJAyaka AtmA ja abhedapaNe zeya thaI jAya che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #270 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 233 hiMmatanagara viDiyo keseTa naM-181 pravacana naM - 21 tA. 3-5-90. A zrI niyamasArajI paramAgama zAstra che. eno paramArtha pratikramaNa adhikAra cAle che. pUrve lAgelA doSono vartamAnamAM pazcAtApa karavo enuM nAma pratikramaNa che. have e pUrve lAgelA doSa hoya enI sanmukha thAya to pratikramaNa na thAya. pUrve lAgelA doSane vartamAnamAM yAda karIne bhUlI javuM zauca karavo enuM nAma pratikramaNa che te paNa vyavahAre che. pUrve je doSa lAgyA teno huM karanAro hato, tevI mArI mAnyatA hatI, tenuM atyAre mArA svabhAvanI sanmukha thaIne jouM chuM to e doSothI rahita huM paramAtmA chuM ema aMtaradaSTi karatAM vartamAna zuddhopayoga thAya tyAre e pUrve lAgelA doSonI nivRtti thaI jAya che. AvuM pratikramaNanuM svarUpa che. have AtmA svabhAve jJAtA hovA chatAM ene anaMta kALathI kartAmAnI beTho che. sarvajJa bhagavAnanI divya dhvanimAM ema AvyuM ke huM jJAtA chuM ane tuM paNa jJAtA cho. huM e jJAtA ane tuM e jJAtA. jema huM akartA hovAthI karanAra nathI, jJAtA svarUpe chuM ema tuM paNa tArA svabhAvathI jJAtA ja cho. tuM tane kartApaNe na jo! kemake koIpaNa paradravyanA kAryane kare evI zakti AtmAmAM nathI. hA! jANavAnI pUrI zakti che paNa karavAnI zakti tArAmAM bilakula nathI. AMkhanI pApaNa hulAvavAnI zakti paNa AtmAmAM nathI. eka saDelAM taraNAnAM be kaTakA karavAnI zakti tArAmAM nathI. kemake tuM jJAtA cho, tuM kartA nathI. ATha karma baMdhAya che eno paNa tuM kartA nathI. jyAre karma baMdhAya che tyAre karmano bAMdhanAro bhagavAna AtmA nathI. kemake bhagavAna AtmA to jJAnamaya che darzanamaya che eTale kevaLa jJAtA ja che. karmo baMdhAya che eno kartA koNa che? ke karma baMdhAya che eno kartA pudgala dravya che. enuM nimitta kAraNa Asrava tattva che. jIvatattva kartA to nathI paNa nimittakartA e nathI. ajJAna dazAmAM jyAre karma baMdhAya tyAre ajJAna aMga karma baMdhamAM nimitta kAraNa kahevAya, paNa bhagavAna AtmA karma baMdhAya che tyAre kartA thato nathI. e to akartA rahelo che. akartA svabhAvane, jJAtA svabhAvane bhUlI gayo che. kartA che pudgala, pudgalanI kriyAno, ane A mAne che ke huM karuM chuM. rAganI kriyA je svayaM thAya che thavA yogya thAya che, enA jJAnamAM pratibhAsa thatAM A rAganI kriyA meM karI e potAnuM ajJAna che. tuM to jJAtA cho. rAganI kriyA thAya tyAre jJAtA, karma baMdhAya tyAre paNa jJAtA; ane karma udayamAM Ave Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #271 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 234 pravacana naM-21 tyAre paNa jJAtA; karma khare tyAreya jJAtA; sarva kALe tuM to jJAtA ja cho. evA svabhAvane daSTimAM lene! to tArI kartabuddhi chUTI jaze. kartA buddhi saMsAranuM kAraNa che. karI to zakato nathI maphatano abhimAna kare che e vAta AcArya bhagavAna paramArtha pratikramaNa adhikAramAM, pAMca ratnamAM kahevA mAge che. gAthAnA mathALAmAM kahyuM ke A je zuddhAtmA che te pariNAma mAtrano akartA che. pariNAma pariNAmathI thAya che. AtmAthI pariNAma thatA nathI. hAtha pagano calAvanAra to AtmA nahIM, zabdano bolanAra paNa AtmA nahIM; vikalpa thAya tenA karanAra paNa AtmA nahIM, vikalpane indriyajJAna jANe teno paNa kartA nahIM ane je jJAna AtmAne jANe eno paNa kartA tuM nathI. tuM to jJAtA cho. sarva avasthAmAM sarva kALe; sarva avasthAmAM eTale nigodathI mAMDIne siddha paramAtmA sudhInI sarva avasthAomAM AtmA traNeya kALa jJAtA che. paNa jJAtAne svIkAra na karatAM, A rAgAdino kartA chuM karmane karuM, dehane karuM mana-vANIne karuM ema svabhAvane bhUlIne anaMtakALathI kartabuddhi thaI che e kartAbuddhi choDAvanArI A pAMca gAthA che. ApaNe 154 peja sudhI AvyA chIe. "huM cauda mArgaNAsthAnanA bhedone karato nathI, sahaja caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM." pachI guNasthAna "huM mithyAdaSTi Adi guNasthAna bhedone karato nathI." "huM" AhAhA! "huM" eTale AtmA. (tene badale ) A manuSya te "huM', A "huM" ema nathI. karma "huM" ema nathI. rAga "huM" ema nathI. duHkha huM ema nathI. tAruM huM paNuM to jJAnamAM che, tuM to jJAyaka cho ! AhAhA ! AcArya bhagavAna pote zuddhaupayoga dazA pragaTa thavA mATe kartApaNAnA upacArane oLaMgIne; temane kartabuddhi to gaI 'tI; paNa...pote potAthI vAta karIne bIjAne upadeza Ape che. ke: ame paNa akartA ane tame paNa akartA ane sarva jIvo akartA che. je akartAno svIkAra kare che tene samyakadarzana thAya che. jJAtAno svIkAra kare tene samyakadarzana thAya che. ane pote potAnI meLe bIjAnA upadeza vinA "huM" kartA chuM ema mAne to mithyAdarzana thAya che/saMsAra ubho thAya che. cauda guNasthAna che, caudaguNasthAnanAM bhedo che, sarvajJa bhagavAne guNasthAna joyA che. cauda guNasthAna che paNa eno karanAra "huM" nathI. thAya eno karanAra nathI, che eno karanAra nathI, huM to enAthI judo jANanAra....jANanAra. emAM paNa pote potAne ja jANe evuM jJAtAnuM svarUpa che. potAne ja pote jANe evo jJAtA che. parane kare evo AtmAno svabhAva nathI, evuM jJAtAnuM svarUpa ja nathI, ane parane jANe e paNa jJAtAnuM svarUpa nathI. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #272 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 235 AhAhA! karavAnI vAta to dUra raho paNa parano jANanAra evo pakSa raheze tyAM sudhI upayoga bahAra bhamaze. mithyASTi arthAt paheluM guNasthAna; je jIvane mithyAtvanA pariNAma che e AtmA paNa... e ajJAnI AtmA paNa emAM thatAM parAzrita AgnavomithyAtvabhAva-vibhAvabhAva eno kartA nathI, paNa... "" mithyAtvano kartA chuM emAM mithyAtva utpanna thAya che. zuM kahyuM?! jyAre mithyAtva utpanna thAya che tyAre ja tuM tArA AtmAne mithyAtvano akartA jo ! jJAyaka chuM ema jo ! jJAyaka/jJAtA eTale mithyAtvano jJAtA ema nahIM. jJAyakano ja jJAtA chuM ema ja ! akartA chuM ema jo! joIne pachI joI le ke mithyAtvanI paryAya che ke nathI !? jo leje! to mithyAtvano vyaya ane samyakadarzanano utpAda thaI jaze. A mithyAtvanA nAzano upAya. "huM" mithyAdaSTi chuM emAM mithyAdaSTi rahI gayo. "huM" jJAtA paramAtmA chuM emAM mithyAtva jatuM rahe che. "huM" paNuM jatuM rahe che. A mithyAtvanA pariNAma mArA che, huM ene karuM chuM, huM enA phaLane bhogavuM chuM AhAhA! e tArI paryAya daSTi che. evuM AtmAnuM svarUpa nathI. enAthI bhinna AtmA akartA che. kartA buddhinuM jhera bahu kharAba che. Akho kartAkarma adhikAra lakhavo paDyo. Avo kartAkarma adhikAra koI digambara zAstramAM saLaMga nathI. chUTuM chavAyuM kartAkarmanuM svarUpa to badhA digambara zAstromAM che, paNa....saLaMga Akho kartAkarma adhikAra spezyala lIdho. jIvane-ajIva adhikAra lIdhA pachI kartAkarma adhikAra lakhyo. ke: A jIva, ajIvano kartA nathI te batAvavA mATe lakhyo. ajIvano huM kartA chuM e mAnyatA hatI. ajIvano vistAra ghaNo che. ekalA pulakarma ane deha mana vANI e ajIva nahIM. ajIvanA lakSe thatAM guNasthAnanA bhedo, mArgaNAsthAnanAM bhedo e badhA ajIvamAM jAya che. jIva, ajIvano kartA che e mAnyatA hatI eTale Akho kartAkarma adhikAra lakhavo paDyo spezyala. nahIMtara navatattvonuM nirUpaNa karanAra zAstra che. temAM nava padArthanuM yathArtha svarUpa che. paNa ene bhUtArthanaye jANaje. AhAhA ! teramI gAthAmAM lAlabattI dharI che. ame navatattvanuM svarUpa to kahezuM paNa ekeka adhikAra upara tuM lakhaje sonerI akSarathI; Amravane baMdha jyAM zabda hoya tyAM lakhaje keH A Asravane ane baMdhane bhUtArthanaye jANIza to Asravano ane baMdhano abhAva thaze ne mokSa thaI jaze. bhUtArthanA eTale svayaM thavA yogya thAya che, AtmA pariNAmano kartA nathI. pariNAma svayaM thAya che, e enA pakArakathI thAya che enI kSaNika upAdAna zaktithI thAya che, Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #273 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 236 pravacana naM-21 trikALI zakti pariNAmano kartA nathI. to kahe che-ke- A terame guNasthAne bhagavAna birAjamAna che ane temanI vANImAM ema AvyuM ke teramuM guNasthAna paNa saMsAra che. kemake tyAM aghAtikarmano udaya che, ane thoDI pratijIvI guNanI viparItatA paNa che. mATe ahIMthI koIe kahyuM keH he! prabho! amArI vinaMtI che ane Apa eTaluM kAma karo ke mokSanI paryAya karI gho! kemake A teramuM guNasthAna saMsAra che. amArAthI sahana thatuM nathI. kAraNa ke temAM guNasthAnanI kevaLajJAnanI paryAyane tame karo cho to ene badale siddhanI paryAya karI dho. A koNe prazna karyo che?! kartabuddhivALAe; ahIMyAM (potAnAmAM) paNa kartAbuddhi ane tyAM paNa kartAbuddhi sthApI eNe TheTha Agho jato rahyo. sarvajJane paNa kartA sthApyA. potAnI buddhi pramANe Aropa Apyo. ke prabhu! A teramAM guNasthAnanI paryAyano vyaya karIne "namo siddhabhya". namo siddhANamAM Apa cAlyA jAva. to tyAMthI uttara Avyo ke tAro prazna murkhAI bharelo che. tuM tArA AtmAne kartA dekhI rahyo cho mAnI rahyo cho ! ane amane paNa tuM kartA banAvavA mAge che!? ame to jJAtA chIe. are! ame paNa jJAtAne tame paNa jJAtA cho. juo! tamane anaMtavIrya pragaTa thaI gayuM che. kevaLajJAna pragaTa thaI gayuM che, ane tamane sAruM kAma karavAnuM ame kahIe chIe to karI gho! ame tamane nIcenA guNasthAne jAva evuM kahetA nathI. (divya dhvanimAM uttara Avyo) tAro prazna murkhAI bharelo che. anaMtavIrya pragaTa thAya to paNa e pariNAma thAya ene jANe paNa kare nahIM enuM nAma vIrya che. AhAhA ! vIrya enuM nAma ke je svabhAvanI racanA kare. huM to jJAtA chuM ane kartA nathI. AtmAmAM vIrya nAmanI eka zakti che. vIrya nAmanuM AtmAmAM baLa che je svabhAvanI racanA kare. rAgane race e AtmAno svabhAva nathI. mATe AtmA akartA jJAtA che. huM paNa jJAtA ane te paNa jJAtA. mithyAtvanA pariNAmano kartA AtmA nathI ema ahIMyA kahe che. mithyAtva che tyAre akartA che!! huM!? kartA banI gayo che? kartA mAnI beTho che. kartA banI zakato nathI. (zrotA-rahasyavALI vAta karI.) rahasyavALI vAta che. eka vakhata rAjakoTa zibiramAM paMDita hukamacaMdajI bhArilla bAjumAM beThA 'tA tyAre kahyuM tuM ajJAnI jIva rAgane kare che ema nathI. rAga thAya tyAre rAgane huM karuM chuM ema mAne to ajJAnI thaI jAya che. ajJAnI rAgane kare che ema nathI. rAga thAya tyAre enI daSTi rAga upara che ne? keH rAgane huM karuM chuM to ajJAnI thAya che. A rAgane huM jANuM chuM to jJAnI thaI jAya che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #274 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 237 A rAgAdi thAya tenI jANanAra chuM karanAra nathI. rAga to utpanna thaze paNa..teno huM karanAra nathI, huM to jANanAra chuM basa. A mithyAtva Adi bhAvo thAya tenA karanAra AtmA nathI. jyAM sudhI AtmA ema mAne che ke A pariNAmano (rAgano) huM kartA chuM tyAM sudhI mithyAdaSTi rahevAno che. AhAhA! are ! A rAgano jANanAra che ema paNa kahevuM paDe che. kartA nathI mATe eno jJAtA che. kharekhara eno jJAtA nathI e to jJAyakano jJAtA che. mithyAtva dazA lIdhI eno AtmA kartA nathI. "sakaLa kartutvano abhAva" to sakaLa katRtvamAM mithyAtva AvI gayuM ke nahIM !? AhAhA! mithyAtvano kartA nathI, kartA hoya to mithyAtva thAya ema nathI. kartA mAne to mithyAtvano doSa Ave. AhAhA! bhAvakarmane huM karuM chuM ema mAne to mithyAdaSTi thAya! bhAvakarma mArAthI bhinna che. jANanArane jANuM chuM to mithyAtvano abhAva thaI jaze. pachI paMDitajIe kahyuM! hA" , A vAta sAcI che. ajJAnI rAgane kare che ema na levuM. rAga thAya tyAre jJAnamAM jaNAya evI svacchatA che ajJAnInA jJAnamAM; paNa tyAre e bhUle che ke "jJAnamaya AtmA huM chuM' , ene badale karanAra chuM ema mAne che eTale jJAnanuM ajJAna karI nAkhe che. rAgano kartA chuM ema pratibhAse che rAgano kartA thato nathI evo pATha che. kemake zAstranA AdhAra vinA na samajAya. ajJAnI rAgane kare che ne bhogave che temaja ajJAnI rAgano kartA che ema nathI. rAgano kartA thAya ema mAne e ajJAnI hoya. rAga to sAdhakane paNa hoya! sAdhakanI dazAmAM rAga che to eno kartA che e? "nahIM" , kartAnuM kArya thayuM che e enA karavAthI thayuM che? thavA yogya thAya che ema mAne che ene kartApaNuM na hoya. bIjo jANe che ke huM Ano kartA chuM. AhAhA ! mokSamArgane baMdhamArga beya aMdara che. huM mithyAdaSTi Adi". AhAhA! mithyAtvanAM pariNAma pahelAM lIdhA mithyAtva gayA pachI to badhA kahe AtmA kartA nathI ane akartA che. mithyAtvanA sabhAvamAM AtmA akartA rahelo che. eka che mATe zuddha che. kartA thAya to azuddha thaI jAya. zuM kahyuM A? A mithyAtvanA nAzano upAya batAve che. tuM mithyAtvanI sAme zA mATe jove che? paryAyamAM ho bhale! paNa... "huM koNa chuM' e jo ne!? huM mithyASTi chuM ke paramAtmA chuM ema jone !? AhA ! paramAtmAne joI lene!? huM to paramAtmA chuM,-huM to jJAnamaya-darzanamaya AtmA chuM, jJAyaka chuM-, cidAnaMda AtmA huM chuM. A mithyAtvanA pariNAma mArA nathI tyAM te pariNAma bhAgI jaze, paNa te mithyAtvanA pariNAma mArA, emAM e cITakI jAya che to pariNAmamAMthI Asravano abhAva nahIM thAya. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #275 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 238 pravacana naM-21 pariNAmamAM mArApaNuM jyAM sudhI mAne che eTale ke vibhAva pariNAmathI AsravathI bhedajJAna karato nathI tyAM sudhI ajJAnI thAya che. je samaye mithyAtva che te samaye jJAna paNa pragaTa thAya che. e jJAnamAM mithyAtvanA pariNAma jJayapaNe jaNAya che. ane jANavAnA kALe bhUle che ke huM mithyASTi chuM. A emAM marI gayo. AhA ! huM jJAnamaya AtmA chuM to jIve che. "huM mithyAdaSTi Adi guNasthAna bhedone karato nathI." mithyAtvanA pariNAmane karato nathI to svacchaMdI thaI jaze. "nA", e svataMtra thaI jaze. bhAvakarmano kartA huM chuM enuM nAma ja mithyAtva che. mithyAtva konuM nAma ?! puNya-pApano karanAra chuM ema mAne che enuM nAma mithyAdarzana che. IzvaranA kartAvAdI ane tArA kartAmAM kAMI phera nathI. puNya-pApa thAya che e hakIkata paNa eno akartA AtmA che ema tuM zraddhA jJAnamAM le to ekatvabuddhi chUTI jaze, ane jJAyakano jJAtA thaze. pachI thoDo TAIma puNya-pApanA pariNAma thaze, paNa....e mArAthI bhinna che ema jaNAze. abhinna che ema nahIM jaNAya. huM mithyAdaSTi Adi guNasthAna bhedone karato nathI." TaMkotkIrNa vAkaya che A, A sarvajJa bhagavAne kahelI vAta zrIkuMdakuMdaAcArya bhagavAna pharamAve che. he! Atmana ! tuM jJAtA cho kartA nathI. huM jJAtA chuM to kono? keH jJAyakano. jenuM jJAna che ane huM jANuM chuM. jJAna zAstranuM nathI, jJAna to AtmAnuM che, to jJAna AtmAne jANe ke zAstrane jANe?! AhAhA ! huM mithyASTi Adi guNasthAna bhedone-paryAyanA bhedone karato nathI. emAM kevaLajJAna AvI gayuM. caudaguNasthAnamAM kevaLajJAnano karanAra AtmA nathI. kSAyika samyaphadarzanano karanAra AtmA nathI. AhAhA! zuddhopayogano karanAra AtmA nathI A cauda guNasthAnamAM badhuM AvI gayuM. sAtamuM, AThamuM, navamuM, dasamuM guNasthAna zukladhyAnanI zreNImAM zuddhopayoga che eno karanAra huM nathI. kharekhara to eno jANanAra paNa nathI. bhedane jANavuM ema kahevuM e vyavahAra che, ane bhedane karavuM ema mAnavuM e ajJAna che. AhA! bhedane huM karuM to ajJAna. abhedane jANyA pachI bhedane jANe to vyavahAra. abhedane cukIne bhedane jANe e paNa ajJAna. bhedane kare toya ajJAna, abhedane cukIne bhedane jANe toya ajJAna. abhedane jANe te nizcaya. abhedane jANyA pachI savikalpa dazAmAM Ave tyAre pariNAma jJAnamAM jaNAya to ene vyavahAra kahevAmAM Ave che. tattvano UMDo abhyAsa nahIM AhA ! ekAda be kalAka to kADhavA joIe potAnA hitane mATe, bAkI to A Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #276 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 239 dhUtArAnI ToLI che. dhUtArAnI ToLIthI cetaje hoM! tAruM koI sagAvhAlA, bhAI, bhaginI bhAryA tAruM koI nathI. tAro to eka jJAnAnaMda paramAtmA che, tenuM zaraNa le! te koI divasa dhakko nahIM mAre. tuM enI godamAM cAlyo jA ! enA zaraNamAM rahe tane anubhava thaze. guNasthAna bhedone karato nathI temAM badhA pariNAma AvI gayA caudeya guNasthAna. tyAre have zuM karavuM? AtmAe karavuM nahIM to zuM karavuM? tame karavAnI nA pADo cho to have karavuM zuM? (samAdhAna) keH je karanAra nathI evA AtmAne jANavo. ane pachI vAraMvAra jANavuM ane emAM sthira thavuM to kevaLajJAna thaze. pahelAM jANe to samyakdarzana, vAraMvAra jANe to cAritra; ane pachI be ghaDI jANavAmAMthI bahAra na nIkaLe to kevaLajJAna thAya. samyakaSTine kevaLajJAna hAthavetamAM che. gurudeva kahetA hatA ke zrutajJAna kevaLajJAnane bolAve che Avo...Avo....! A gurudevanA zabdo che. jenI daSTimAM dravya AvI gayuM ane badhuMya AvI gayuM khalAsa. jenI daSTimAM dravya na AvyuM ane paryAyadaSTi thaI/paryAyamAM Atmabuddhi thaI. tyAre tame karo cho zuM? cauda guNasthAnane karatA nathI to? badhuMya karavuM kADhI nAkhyuM?! kevaLajJAna karavAnuM ya kADhayuM?! kevaLajJAnane rAkhyuM hota to vAMdho zuM hato?! kevaLajJAnanuM karavuM kADhayuM ke karavuM mAtra kADhI nAkhyuM?! tame zuM karo cho? tame karo cho e amane ko, kaho to ame paNa e karIe. ame je karIe chIe e tane kahuM chuM/ ame karanAra nathI. je karanAra nathI evA zuddha AtmAne-sahaja caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne bhAvuM chuM. AhAhA ! e ame karIe chIe, ane tame paNa A karo. AhAhA! tamArI pAse vastu che paNa.....jyAM sudhI kartabuddhi che tyAM sudhI upayoga aMdaramAM Avaze nahIM. (zrotA-A prekaTIkala vAta AvI.) A prekaTIkala vAta che. to karavuM zuM? ke je karanAra nathI tene jANa je jANanAra che tene jANa! karanAra nathI e nAstithI vAta. karanAra nathI evA AtmAne jANa ! pachI je jANanAra che ene jANa AhAhA ! tuM jANanAro cho karanAra nathI paNa tArI buddhi bhraSTa thaI che. huM caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne bhAvuM chuM eTale aMdaramAM jaIne jANanArane jANuM chuM-dekhanArane dekhuM chuM. huM jANanArAne jANuM chuM, tuM paNa dekhanArAne dekha! je karanAra nathI evA AtmAne huM jANuM chuM; tuM paNa karanAra nathI evA AtmAne jANa ! huM ane tuM banne sarakhA pachI alpakALamAM mAroya mokSa ane tAroya mokSa. bAkI kartabuddhi-jJAtA buddhi jyAM sudhI raheze tyAM sudhI samyakadarzana nahIM thAya. che Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #277 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 24) pravacana naM-21 akartA jJAtA ane mAne kartA. paranuM karI dauM, samAjanuM karI dauM, Ane sukhI karI dauM tArI kalpanA che. huM to caitanya vilAsa svarUpa/jJAna svarUpa AtmA chuM. huM jJAyaka chuM. jANanAra chuM ane jANanAra mane jaNAya che. jANanAra jaNAya che evo bheda paNa aMdaramAM nathI. samajAvavA mATe-tuM karanAra nathI paNa jANanAra cho ane jANanArane jANa ! pachI jANanAra ane jANe tema be vastu nathI eka vastu che. huM ekendriya Adi jIvasthAna bhedone karato nathI." IzvaravAdI kahe che ke huM badhAne jIvADuM chuM, sukhI duHkhI karuM ane A kahe che-A badhA ekendriya jIvane, be indriyajIvane huM bacAvuM chuM. e to tArI kartA buddhi thaI. tArAmAM ane IzvaranAM kartAvAdamAM koI phera nathI. pachI te laukikajano ho ke lokottara ho! UMdhI bhramaNA che. dravyaliMgI lokottara jainanA sAdhu ene kahe che ane zrAvakane kahe che. dayAno bhAva, karuNAnobhAva AryajIvane Ave; kare nahIM paNa Ave. ajJAnadazAmAM Ave ane jJAnadazAmAM sAdhakane Ave. Ave che ene eka ema mAne che ke huM karuM chuM. bIjo ema jANe che ke thavA yogya thAya che teno jANanAra chuM karanAra nathI. A chakAya jIvanI rakSAno bhAva, paMcamahAvrata, ahiMsA, brahmacarya pALyA, bhAI ! e badhA pariNAmano AtmA kartA nathI. e badhA pariNAma svayaM thavA yogya enA kALe kSaNika upAdAnathI thAya che. te enI janmakSaNa che. e utpAdane dhruvanI apekSA nathI. kartA buddhivALAne kaThaNa lAge che. bhalabhalAne kaThaNa lAge che. bhAI ! tuM AtmAne karanAra jo mA! AtmA kevaLa akartA jJAtA che ane jo ne? emAM tane zAMti thaze. karavAmAM AkuLatA thaze. karavAnI buddhithI abhimAna thAya; ane karavAnI buddhithI potAnuM dhAryuM na thAya to paNa AkuLatA. Ama AkuLatA... AkuLatAne AkuLatA che. (prazna) tame chakAya jIvanI rakSA karo cho; tame sADAtraNa hAtha joIne cAlo cho! (uttara) e sADAtraNa hAtha jamInane joIne sAdhaka cAle che ke nathI cAlato tenI tane khabara paDatI nathI "dekhe chatAM nahIM dekhato, bole chatAM abola, cAle chatAM nahIM cAlato, tattva sthira aDola." koNa jANe che ke jJAnI jamInane jANe che ke jANanArane jANe che!? paga cAle che ema jANe che ke jANanArane jANe che!? enuM lakSa paga upara paNa nathI ane jamIna upara paNa nathI. tane ajJAnamAM ema lAge che. cakSuindriyanI AMkha tyAM (parayo ) upara jAya che, tyAre jJAna AtmAne jANe che. cakSuIndriya parane jANe che. tyAre jJAna AtmAthI chUTatuM nathI AtmAne jANyA ja kare che. evI dazA sAdhakanI che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #278 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 241 sAdhakanI dazA sAdhaka jANe, ajJAnIne Azcarya thAya che ke A zuM?! nizcaya choDI dIdho ane jJAnIno vyavahAra pakaDI lIdho. eka Ave che ke: "manuSya ulaTI kare ene kUtarA sukhe cATe." sukhethI hoM! ema sAdhakanA vyavahArane ajJAnI apanAvI le che. sAdhaka zuM kare che ene pUchato paNa nathI. jJAnI jAtrAe jAya che to dharma thato hoya to jAya ne ?! samedazikhara gayA 'tA jAtrAe; to e jAtrAe jaIe to dharma thAya !? kemake jJAnI dharmanI kriyA kare che. tane karmanI kriyA karato dekhAya che, tene to aMdaramAM dharmanI kriyA thatI dekhAya che. e dharmanI kriyA kare che, karmanI kriyA karato nathI. AhAhA ! dharmIne jANe te dharma che. AhAhA ! paNa zuM thAya?! bahAranA badhA upavAsanAM vikalpa hoya; jAtrAnA vikalpa ho! aneka prakAranA zubhabhAva to hoya! zubhabhAvanA prakAra ghaNAM che asaMkhya loka pramANa. zubhabhAva Ave che zubhabhAva karavAthI thAya che ema nathI. eno kALa phare nahIM ane AvyA vinA rahe nahIM, ane ene heya buddhie jANyA vinA rahe nahIM. temAM heya buddhi che upAdeya buddhi nathI Adara buddhi nathI. jyAre ajJAnI zubhabhAvano Adara kare che. evI apUrva vAto che pU. gurudevazrI agiyAra bhAgamAM pharamAvI gayA che. agiyAra bhAga lIdhA che? hA, sAheba! agiyAreya bhAga kabATamAM barobara tALuM mArIne sAcavI rAkhyA che. keTalA bhAga vAMcyA? haju vAMcavuM zarU karyuM nathI. bhAI ! AyuSya purU thaze pachI koNa vAMcaze ?! kAlathI vAMcIza! kAlabhAI kAla. vANIyA e bAroTane jamavAnuM kahyuM! tamane jamavAnuM kahuM chuM, paNa Aje to vANio ne kAle bAroTa. bIje divase bAroTa gayA ke Aje zuM? Aje vANiyAne kAle bAroTa. pelo bAroTa kahe amAro vAro kayAre Avaze? kahe: tamAro vAro AvavAno ja nathI. tuM samajyo nahIM amAre tamane jamavAnuM kahevuM ja nathI. Aja vANiyAne kAle bAroTa ema Aje vepAra ane kAle vAMcIzuM? AhA! kAla svAdhyAya karIzuM. elA kAla paDaze ke nahIM tenI tane khabara che? tuM sUtA pachI kAla savAre uThavAno cho ke nahIM? jo ema jANe ke kAle huM uThIza to to sarvajJa thaI gayo. eTale tuM sarvajJa thaI gayo. jIvato rahIza to ne ?! rahevA de bhramaNA. jo bhAI Aja Aja atyAre. sArA kAmo "zubhasya zIghrama"--sArA kAmo jaldI karo. taka jatI raheze. atyAre to 30-40 varSanA hArTaphaIlamAM jatA rahe che. AhA ! vakhata cAlyo jAya che, sonerI avasara che A. kamAvAnI taka che. kamAvAnI eTale jJAnanI lakSmI hoM ! (zrotAH vyavahAra sAthe paramArthanI lhANI thAya che.) kharI vAta che. A gurudevano Apelo bodha che. AhA! e bodhane vAraMvAra ghUMTIne-bhedajJAnanI prakriyAmAM AvI, Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #279 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 242 pravacana naM-22 bhedajJAnano vicAra karavo te vyavahAra che ane zubhabhAva karavo te ajJAna che, vyavahAra nathI. zubhabhAvathI mAro AtmA judo che ema vAraMvAra vicAravuM tenuM nAma bhedajJAnano vyavahAra che. sonagaDhanAM saMte ekalI nizcayanI vAta karI che, vyavahAranI vAta karI che ke vyavahAranI vAta karI nathI ?! vyavahAranI vAta paNa karI che, paNa te sAMbhaLI nathI. vyavahAranI vAta dararoja kahetA hatA. puNya-pApathI bhinna AtmA che enuM lakSa karo e zuM vyavahAra nathI to nizcaya che? puNya-pApa che enAthI judo AtmA che ema vicAro eTale enuM lakSa karo, lakSa na thAya tyAM sudhI vyavahAra che. lakSa thAya to to nizcaya che tyAre vyavahAra hoto nathI. nizcaya thAya tyAre vyavahAra hoto nathI. bhedajJAnano (savikalpano ) abhAva thAya che. zuM kahyuM? puNya-pApathI bhinna mAro AtmA jJAyaka che ema vAraMvAra vicAro to zuM e vyavahAra nathI ? emAM mithyAtva gaLe che. je zubhabhAva kartabuddhithI kare che ene mithyAtva daDha thaI jAya che. evA bhedajJAnanA vyavahAramAM nathI Avato to nizcaya abhedanuM jJAna to kyAMthI thAya? eka vakhata rAjakoTamAM kahyuM! tyAre sonagaDhanAM be cAra jaNA beThA 'tA. zubhabhAva karavo enuM nAma ajJAna. ane anubhava pahelAM zubhabhAvathI AtmA judo che ema mana dvArA jANavuM enuM nAma vyavahAra che. emAM mithyAtva gaLe che. banArasIdAsanI paramArtha vacaniko che temAM kahe che "bhedajJAna karatAM garbhita zuddhatA pragaTa thAya che." ane e garbhita zuddhatA pragaTa thAya pachI jo anubhava kare to sAkSAta samyakdarzana thaI jAya. paramArtha vacanikAmAM "garbhita zuddhatA" evo zabda che. pragaTa zuddhatA nahIM. garbhita zuddhatA eTale jJAnamAM jJAyaka taravare che. puNya-pApathI bhinna mAro AtmA che ema aMdaramAM pakSamAM AvI jAya che. pachI pakSItikrAMta karI anubhava karI le che. AvI apUrva vAto ApaNA upakArI gurudeva karI gayA che. sarve e A kAma karavA jevuM che. zuM karavuM? ke kartA nathI evA AtmAne jANavo. kartA nathI evA AtmAne jANavo. kartA nathI evA AtmAne jANavo? keH "hA", evo ja AtmA che. jJAtA ja che kartA nathI. hiMmatanagara viDiyo keseTa naM-181 pravacana naM-22 tA.4-5-90 A niyamasArajI zAstra che. eno paramArtha pratikramaNa adhikAra che. pUrve A AtmA anAdikALathI potAnI meLe para padArthanokarma-nokarmano, rAgAdino, pariNAmano kartA Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #280 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 243 chuM evI miththAbuddhi ane apratikramaNa kahevAmAM Ave che. apratikramaNa eTale kartA buddhi. kartabuddhi chUTatAM AtmA zAyakano sAkSAta jJAtA thAya che. AvuM tenA jJAnamAM jaNAya che tyAre kartabuddhi chUTI jAya che. AtmAnA anubhavanI AvI dazAne paramArtha pratikramaNa kahevAmAM Ave che. enuM nAma ja sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, pratyAkhyAna ane AlocanA che. zuddhAtmAno pratyakSa anubhava thatAM; "huM jJAtA chuM" evuM bhAna thAya che. ane huM jJAtA ja chuM-vizvano sAkSI chuM ema bhAna thatAM paranI kartAbuddhi chUTI jAya che, ane zAMtinuM vedana Ave che. A gAthA bahu UMcI che; pAMca ratnanI eno TUMko sAra eTalo che ke: AcArya bhagavAna kahe che ke: bhale game te pariNAma utpanna thayA, paNa e (1) tamAma prakAranA pariNAma mArAthI bhinna che. (2) e kAraNe eno huM kartA nathI (3) pariNAma thavA yogya thAya che mATe huM eno kartA nathI. ema traNa prakAre jANatAM enI daSTi paryAya uparathI chUTI ane jJAyaka upara daSTi aMdaramAM Ave che. upayoga aMdaramAM lAge che ane jANe che ke are ! huM to pUrve jANanAra hato. vartamAnamAM paNa huM jANanAra chuM ane bhaviSyakALamAM paNa mAruM astitva jyAM sudhI raheze anaMtakALa siddhadazAmAM tyAM sudhI huM jANavArUpe pariNamIza paNa huM pariNAmanA kartApaNe pariNamavAno nathI. ema Aje samyaphadarzana thatAM enI ene pratIti AvI jAya che. pachI koI kALe pariNAmanuM karavuM evuM nahIM Ave. pariNAma thavA yogya thAya ema jANatAM daSTi dravya upara Ave che. pariNAma sthiti anusAra thAya che. cothe cothAne anusAra, pAMcame pAMcamAne anusAra thavA yogya thAya che. navatattvanA pariNAmane bhUtArthanathI jANatAM ane svabhAvanI dRSTi Ave che. abhUtArthanAthI jANyAM ke A pariNAmane huM karuM chuM Ama karuM chuM ane tema karuM chuM. AhAhA ! e navatattvanuM zraddhAna abhUtArthanaye thayuM enuM nAma mithyAtva che. bhUtArthanaye navatattvanuM zraddhAna thAya tene samyaphadarzana kahevAmAM Ave che. Ama to cAlatI bhASA e che ke navapadArthanuM zraddhAna te samyakadarzana. sAta tattva, navapadArtha enuM zraddhAna te samyakadarzana che. A eka cAlato pATha che. have AmAM be prakAra che. abhUtArthanaye navatattvane jANe to AtmAne mithyAtvano doSa lAge che. abhUtArthanaye eTale vyavahAranaye jANe pariNAmane; pariNAma pariNAmane kare che ema na jANatAM-pariNAmane huM karuM chuM. mArAthI pariNAma thAya che. pariNAmamAM pheraphAra karavAnI zakti mArAmAM che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #281 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 244 pravacana naM-22 azubha bhAvane paNa huM karuM ane azubhane tyAga karIne zubhane huM karu. zubhane choDI zuddha pariNAmane paNa huM karuM chuM ema anAdikALathI paryAyadaSTivALAne pariNAmanuM kartApaNuM bhAsyuM che e ajJAna che. AcArya bhagavAna samartha thayA emaNe navatatvane bhUtArthanaye jANatAM samyakadarzana kahyuM. jaNAya che to naveya tattva paNa jANavAnI draSTimAM moTo phera che. eka jANe che ke thavA yogya thAya che ane huM jANanAra chuM karanAra nathI. bIjo ema jANe che ke A pariNAmano huM kartA chuM, ema pariNAmanI kataMbuddhivALAne mithyAtvano doSa lAge che. AhA ! pariNAma pariNAmathI thAya che. huM to jJAtA chuM. huM to jANanAra... jANanAra....jANanAra.chuM. mAro svabhAva ja jJAna che. "jJa" mAro svabhAva che. AtmAno svabhAva jJAna ane jJAnano svabhAva AtmAne jANavuM. paNa....pariNAmane ke parane karavuM e AtmAno svabhAva nathI, ema jyAre enI daSTi aMdaramAM Ave tyAre anubhava thAya tyAre vizvanAM cha e dravyanA pariNAma thavA yogya thAya che. mArAthI kAMIpaNa thatuM nathI; huM to kevaLa jANanAra chuM dekhanAra chuM vizvano sAkSI chuM. huM karanAra nathI tyAre bhavano aMta ene Ave che. e vAta AcArya bhagavAna A pAMca gAthAmAM samajAve che. huM mithyAdaSTi Adi guNasthAna bhedono kartA nathI." mithyAtvathI mAMDIne kevaLajJAna sudhInI paryAya thavA yogya thAya che. AtmAthI pariNAma thatA nathI. AhA! pariNAma paNa AtmAthI thAya nahIM to hAthapaga AtmA hulAve! dukAnanA vepAra kare ! saMghanI vyavasthA kare ! e vAtamAM kAMI mAla nathI. e enI mithyA daSTi che aMhakAra che. e ahaMkAra choDIne AtmAnuM svarUpa jJAtA daSTA che ene aMdaramAM jaIne jANavuM. jANavuM eTale anubhava Ave che AtmAno tyAre sAkSAta ane AnaMdanI prApti thAya che. e AnaMda kevo che? ke siddha bhagavAna ane anaMta kevaLI jevo. AhAhA ! lAkho kevaLI birAjamAna che atyAre mahAvidehakSetramAM. vIsa tIrthaMkaro paNa vidyamAna che. ahA! evA tIrthaMkara paramAtmA ne zrI bhagavAna jANanAra...jANanAra... jANanAra...jANanAra che. ema A AtmA paNa jANanAra...jANanAra...jANanAra... jANanAra che. jANavAnI apekSAe siddha ane tAro AtmA beya samAna che. ahA ! e jANe che ane tuM tane jANIza to tane AnaMda Avaze. kevo AnaMda !? siddha bhagavAnanI jAtano AnaMda. jema sAkara karatAM pAMcaso pacAsaNI sekarInamAM mIThAsa che. sekarInano svAda sAkara jevo. tema siddha bhagavAna AnaMdano svAda so TakA le che ane te ja svAda nIce Ave che jAta eka ja che, be jAta nathI. AnaMdanI jAta eka che. mAtrA ochI vadhu che. ahIMyAM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #282 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 245 gRhastha avasthAmAM alpa AnaMda Ave che, muninI avasthAmAM vadhAre AnaMda Ave che, ane siddha avasthA thatAM pUrNa AnaMda Ave che. A sempala che sempala. jyAre siddha jevI jAtano anubhava Ave, e anubhavamAM AnaMda Ave tyAre samajavuM ke bhavano aMta huve pratItamAM AvI gayo. alpakALamAM mokSa thaze ema pratItamAM-zraddhAmAM vizvAsamAM Ave che. e koIne pUchato nathI. ke. mane anubhava thayo to mokSa have kayAre thaze !? e pUchavA na jAya mokSa eNe joI lIdho. dravyano mokSa jeNe joyo e paryAyano mokSa paNa joI le che. kemake kAraNatattva ane kAryatattva banne zuddha che ema pratItamAM AvI gayuM. AhAhA! anaMtakALathI AtmA potAnA svabhAvane bhUlI gayo che. jJAtAne kartA mAne che. potAnA pariNAmano kartA nathI, ane te karmane zAtAvedanIya-azAtAvedanIyane kare; AhA ! zarIra-mana-vANIne kare, saMghanI vyavasthA kare e AtmAnA svabhAvamAM nathI. AtmAno svabhAva kevaLa jANanAra...jANanAra.... jANanAra che. "che" ene jANe; AtmAnA pariNAma thavA yogya thAya che ene paNa jJAna jANe che, ene jANe che bene jANe ene pramANajJAna kahevAmAM Ave che. A pramANajJAna samyaka che mithyA nathI. AhAhA! mithyAtvathI mAMDIne kevaLajJAna sudhInA pariNAma mArAthI bhinna che mATe karato nathI. "thavA yogya thAya che mATe huM karato nathI. huM akartA chuM mATe karato nathI, ema jyAre jANe che jJAnamAM vicAramAM kartA-akartAno bheda jyAre paDe che; AhA! akartA chuM ne kartA nathI evuM jyAre bhedajJAna thAya tyAre akartAno pakSa chUTI jAya; anubhava thAya tyAre akartA-kartA beyane jANe che. AhA ! kathaMcit akartA ane kathaMcit kartA evo syAdvAda anubhava jJAnamAM ubho thAya che. akartA dravyane jANe ane pariNAmane upacArathI kare che. AtmA ema paNa jANe che. athavA pariNAmamAM kartAdharma che jANe che, tene huM karuM chuM tema na jANe ! tyAre e zuM kare ? AcArya bhagavAna kahe che kare zuM? karavuM zuM? ke kartAbuddhi choDIne caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne huM bhAvuM chuM. tame paNa tamArA AtmAne jANo. aMdaramAM jaIne AtmAne jANo ane eno anubhava karo. bIjo koI mokSano upAya nathI. huM ekendriyAdi jIvasthAna bhedone karato nathI, "AhA ! ekendriya, beindriya, traNaIndriya, cAraIndriya vagere enA bhedone huM karato nathI. eTale ke huM enI rakSA karanAro nathI, ane ene mAranAro paNa nathI, ene jIvADanAro paNa huM nathI. AhAhA! huM dayApALuM to e jIve e abhimAna choDI de prabhu ! e enA AyuSya karmathI jIve che. huM sukhI karI dauM e mithyA abhimAna che. e enA karmathI sukhI-duHkhI thAya che te nimittanI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #283 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 246 pravacana naM-22 apekSAe. upAdAnanI apekSAe ajJAnathI du:khI ane jJAnathI ene sukha pragaTa thAya che. mATe "huM ekendriyAdi jIvasthAna bhedone karato nathI sahajacaitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM." juo ! A kalojhIMga che. gAthAo pUrI thAya che. huM zarIra saMbaMdhI bAlAdi avasthAbhedone karato nathI, sahaja caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM." bALa-yuvAna-sthavira-vRddha e prakAranA pariNAmanI avasthA che. zarIra to nimitta che, paNa naimittika avasthA je tathA prakAranI thAya sabaLAInI nabaLAInI pariNAmanI ene huM karato nathI, karAvato nathI, ane kare to ene anumodanA Apato nathI. tyAre huM zuM karuM chuM? AtmAnuM kArya zuM? kema karato nathI to kAMIka kare ke nahIM? AhAhA! karato nathI evA AtmAne jANe. kartA nathI jJAtA che evA AtmAne jANene?? " sahaja caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM "ema! enuM ja avalaMbana huM lauM chuMAja huM chuM. huM jANanAra chuM karanAra nathI beya vikalpa chUTIne sAkSAta anubhava thAya. karanAra nathI evo ' ya vikalpa jAya ane huM akartA chuM evo vikalpa paNa jAya. vikalpa jAya ane jJAna rahI jAya. vikalpa vinAnuM jJAna/nayajJAna vinAnuM atIndriya jJAna pragaTa thAya. nayajJAna che e IndriyajJAna che, emAM AtmAno anubhava na thAya. jema rAga dvArA AtmA na jaNAya ema zAstra jJAna dvArA paNa AtmA na jaNAya. AtmajJAna dvArA AtmA jaNAya. jAta tenA jevI ja joIe ne!? atIndriyajJAna svajAti che. huM rAgAdibhedarUpa bhAvakarmanA bhedone karato nathI, sahaja caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM." rAga-dveSa-moha-mAna-mAyA aneka prakAranA che. je svayaM thAya ene kevI rIte karuM!? je svayaM thAya ene na karAya, ane je bhinna hoya ene na karAya, ane akartA hoya e kare nahIM. akartA kema kare?! svayaM thAya ene kema kare?! bhinna hoya ene kema kare?! A bhinna che ne?! mATe AtmA eno kartA nathI. A svayaM thAya che mATe eno kartA nathI. AtmA akartA che mATe eno kartA nathI. AtmA jJAtA che mATe eno kartA nathI. | huM rAgAdi bhedarUpa bhAvakarmanA bhedone karato nathI karAvato nathI, pudgala karma kare ene anumodana huM karato nathI. rAga pudgalanA saMbaMdhathI thAya che, rAga mArA saMbaMdhathI thato nathI. rAga jIva Azrita nathI. te pudgalAzrita che. emAM pudgala nimitta che ane A naimittika che to nimitta kartA pudgala ja che. upAdAna kartA paryAya che. huM enAthI trikALa judo jJAtA chuM. AvuM aMdaramAM bhedajJAna ja kare to rAgathI AtmA bhinna che ema jaNAya. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #284 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 247 ema kayAre jaNAya? ke: upayoga aMdaramAM jaIne abhedane anubhava kare tyAre rAganI ekatAbuddhi chUTI jAya ane rAgathI bhinna che AtmA ema jJAnamAM jaNAya jAya. e paNa savikalpa dazA Ave tyAre !! nirvikalpa dhyAnamAM to DUbI gayo che pachI rAga Ave. thAya paNa sAdhaka kahe che huM eno karanAra nathI. AtmA to jJAtA che kartA bilakula nathI. mATe rAgAdi bhAvakarmanA bhedone karato nathI. dayA-dAna-komaLatAnA-karuNAnA-jAtrAnA-vratanA-tapanA-pUjAnA-bhAva Ave paNa AtmA ene kare nahIM. eka kahe che ke jANavuM ane bIjo kahe che ke karavuM. anAdikALathI jJAnI ajJAnInI mAnyatA che. pUjAnA bhAva beyane Ave! sAdhaka na hoya ene ane samyakardaSTine. jAtrAnA-pUjAnA vagere bhAvo Ave tyAre ajJAnI ( jJAnInI) nakala kare che. vaLI kartA buddhi rAkhe ke huM karuM chuM pelo sAdhaka kahe che thavA yogya thAya che. enA kALakramamAM pApanA bhAvano vyaya thayo ane pUjAno bhAva mane Avyo ene thavA yogya thAya che ema huM jANuM chuM. huM karuM chuM ema sAdhaka ene jANato nathI. be vacce moTo matabheda che. eka kahe che huM karuM chuM ane bIjo kahe che thAya ene jANuM chuM. AhAhA ! pelo kahe che huM karuM chuM to daSTi viparita che bhAI ! eka thAya eno jJAtA thaI jAya, ane bIjo kahe che huM karuM chuM. zraddhAmAM moTo pherazraddhAmAM moTo taphAvata che. cAritrano doSa jJAnI ajJAnI beyane che. eka kahe pUjA meM karI, ane pUjAthI lAbha thAya; paraMparAe dharma thAya. vaLI pApa karatAM to pUjA ThIkane? dukAne jAya to pApa lAge enA karatAM to A pUjA sArI ne!? sAruM kharAba eNe kayAM mUkayuM, pApa aThIka ane puNya ThIka evA je bheda kare che te ghora saMsAramAM rakhaDaze. puNya ane pApamAM be bheda karaze to tene puNya ThIka ane pApa aThIka lAgaze. pUjAmAM beTho to ThIka che kAMIka dharmanA pariNAma AvyA. dukAne to pApanA pariNAma AvatA hatA. sAdhaka kahe che puNyanA pariNAma Ave che enA kALakramamAM thavA yogya thAya che. ene karato" to nathI paNa enAthI kiMcI mAtra AtmAno lAbha mAne to mithyASTi che. AhAhA ! ane thAya ene jANe nahIM to paNa mithyASTi che. thavA yogya thAya che tema jJAnamAM jaNAya che basa. kharekhara to enuM jJAna jaNAya che paNa nimittapaNe che eTale puNyanA pariNAmane jANe che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA ! kharekhara to puNya saMbaMdhI potAnI jJAnanI paryAya jJaya che. kharekhara to e paNa vyavahAra che. AhAhA ! e AtmAne jANanArI jJAnanI paryAyano bheda Avyo mATe e bhedane jANe che e vyavahAra. puNyane jANe che e to upacarita asadabhUta vyavahAra che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #285 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 248 pravacana naM-22 ahIMyA to abhedamAM bheda paDayo ene jANe to vyavahAra bhedane jANe to vyavahAra. bhinnane jANe to asabhUta vyavahAra che A badhI aMdaranI vAta che. huM bhAvakarmAtmaka cAra kaSAyone karato nathI." AA! bhAvakarmAtmaka cAra kaSAyo eTale krodha-mAna-mAyAne lobha eno kartA nathI kArayitA nathI ane anumodaka paNa nathI. A krodhanA pariNAma thavA yogya thAya che ema jJAnI jANe che. savikalpadazAmAM krodhanAmAyAnA-lobhanA-mAnanA pariNAma AvI jAya ene jANe che paNa mArAthI thayA athavA ene huM karuM chuM ema ene jJAnamAM bhAsatuM nathI. jyAre thAya che tyAre enA upara lakSa nathI dravya upara lakSa rahetAM e thAya che ema jaNAya che. lakSa to abheda upara rahe che ane e saMbaMdhInuM jJAna thAya che ane jANe che. enA saMbaMdhInuM je jJAna thayuM ane jANe che. e paNa yAkAra jJAna che kharekhara to jJAnAkAra jJAnane jANe che. AhAhA! jJayane jANatAM nathI, jJayAkAra jJAnane jANatA nathI, jJAnAkArane jANe che AtmA A badhI aMdaranI UMDI vAto che. A gurudeva kahI gayA che hoM! agiyAreya bhAgamAM kahyuM che paNa vAMcavAnI phurasada hoya to ! vepAra karIe to paisA Ave, AmAM zuM? are ! AmAM tane jJAna lakSmI prApta thAya ane bhavano aMta AvI jAya. pelI kriyA thAya paNa te thavA yogya thAya che. enI nA nathI. gRhasthIne evA vikalpo Ave paNa yabuddhie Ave! upAdeya buddhi nathI emAM, karAvato nathI ne anumodato nathI. zraddhA samyaka thAya che. kabuddhi chUTI jAya che ane krodha rahI jAya che. krodha rahI jAya ane kartabuddhi chUTI jAya AhA ! pachI krodha paNa thoDo TAIma raheze ane krodhano paNa abhAva thaI jaze. pachI jANavA mATe paNa nahIM Ave! vyavahAra jJaya paNa nahIM Ave. pachI to kevaLajJAna Avaze. kevaLajJAnanI paryAyano bheda e jANavA mATe Avaze paNa rAga to Avaze ja nahIM. anubhava pachI to kevaLajJAna thAya che ne? ajaba-gajabanI vAta che. bhAvakarmAtmaka cAra kaSAyone karato nathI, karAvato nathI, anumodana karato nathI, tyAre Apa zuM karo cho? amAre zuM karavuM? ame je kahIe chIe te tame karo. tame zuM karo cho te batAvo. to ame karIe !? to ke huM kahuM chuM. "ame sahaja caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne bhAvIe chIe. ame jANIe chIe. ane pratIti karIe chIe ane emAM TharIe chIe. ame tamArAthI khAnagI kAMI vAta rAkhI nathI. ame kamAIe chIe ne tame kamAvo. ahIM TIkAmAM jema kartA viSe varNana karyuM ema kArayitA ane anumodanA viSe paNa samajI levuM. kartA nathI tyAM kArayitA vagere joDI devuM. kArayitA eTale bIjAnI pAse Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #286 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 249 karAvato nathI. ane koI kare to ene anumodana huM karato nathI. are ! koI zubhabhAvanI kriyA karato hoya to ajJAnIo enA vakhANa kare. kemake ene e anumodana Ape che. pelo ene Adara Ape che ane A ane Adara Ape che, beya sarakhA che. mauna laI lene tuM! A AtmAnuM dhyAna karavA jevuM che basa. AtmA karanAra nathI AtmA jANanAra che. tane bhAva Ave ane kahevA jevuM lAge to kaheje; nahIM to mauna raheze. kAraNake badhAne kahI zakAya nahIM. ajJAnI zubhabhAvamAM dharma mAne che. pUjAne, niyamane, vrattane tapa vagere zubhabhAva che. tenAthI puNyabaMdha thAya ane devagatimAM duHkha bhogavavA jAya. enuM phaLa to duHkha che ne? zubha Asrava che ne? te AkuLatAne utpanna kare che. atyAre zubhabhAvane bhogavI lIdhuM, ane tenAM nimittapaNe karma baMdhAya, ane udayamAM Ave ane pAcho joDAya. tene bhedajJAna to nathI to joDAyA ja kare che. joDAvuM joIe ahIMyAM aMdaramAM-jovuM joIe aMdaramAM jove che bahAra enuM nAma saMsAra che. A rIte pAMca ratnonA zobhita kathana-vistAra dvArA sakaLa vibhAva paryAyonA saMnyAsanuM (tyAganuM) vidhAna kahyuM che." A sonagaDhanAM saMte tyAganI vAta karI 'tI. eka vakhata amArI pAse moTI uMmaranA bhAI AvyA. avAranavAra maLatA pachI e kahe lAlacaMdabhAI ! gurudevanI badhI vAta to jANe sonA jevI che paNa anyamatamAM tyAgano je prakAra che upadeza Ape che tevI tyAganI vAta sonagaDhamAM AvatI nathI. are ! sonagaDhanAM saMte je tyAganI vAta karI che te anya koIe karI nathI. ane parano koI tyAga karatuM nathI. jJAna ane vairAgya zakti-vairAgya daSTi jJAnIne hoya che. jJAna eTale AtmAnuM jJAna huM to jANanAra chuM." ane tyAga eTale je pariNAma Ave emAM mamatvano tyAga. e pariNAma mArA nahIM enuM nAma tyAga enuM nAma vairAgya che. vairAgya eTale kapaDAM choDI dIdhA ane A eka kSullaka ne muni thaI gayo e nahIM. koIe mUDI ApI dIdhI enI mAnyatA pramANe, athavA moTI rakama ApI dIdhI pAMjarApoLamAM (te tyAga nathI.) - A padArtha mArA che e padArthanA lakSe thato bhAva mAro nahIM ane AtmAnA lakSe thato bheda e paNa mAro nahIM. AhAhA! rAga to mAro nahIM paNa samyakadarzanano bheda jaNAya che emAM paNa mamatA nathI. AhAhA ! mArApaNuM nathI. mArApaNuM eka AtmAmAM che. mATe pariNAma pratye mamatvano tyAga enuM nAma tyAga che. e jJAna zakti ane vairAgya zakti eka samayamAM pragaTa thAya che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #287 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 25) pravacana naM-22 zAMtinAtha bhagavAna tyAgI hatA. tyAgI? rAjapATamAM beThA che! eno eka koLiyo paNa cha-- karoDa pAyadaLa pacAvI na zake evo to UMco khorAka ane tyAgI? ke: hA. e tyAgano artha evo che ke paradravya ane parabhAvane potAnA mAnavAnuM choDI de. e enuM nAma gRhastha avasthAmAM tyAga che. enuM nAma mithyAtvano bhAga che. pahelAM mithyAtvano tyAga thAya, pachI avrata-kaSAya ane yogano tyAga krame-krame AgaLa vadhatAM thAya. A tyAganI vAta jagate sAMbhaLI nathI. ghaNAM varSo pahelAM dilhI vAMcavA gayo to tyAM jayanA voca 4 vALA premacaMdajI che; prasiddha che tene ghera utAro hato lAlamaMdiramAM vAMcana hatuM, tenuM AkhuM kuTuMba Ave sAMbhaLavA. emAM enA mAtuzrI paNa AvatA. tyAM grahaNa pUrvaka tyAganI vAta karI. grahaNa pUrvaka tyAga eTale svabhAvanuM grahaNa ane parabhAvano mamatAno tyAga. pachI ghare gayo, mAtuzrI kahe paMDitajI! A sArI jiMdagI gaI meM ne bahota cokA lagAyA bahota tyAgI ko AhAradAna diyA, bahota vyAkhyAna bhI sUnA magara Aja taka kabhI kisIne esA nahIM kahI ke grahaNapUrvaka tyAga hotA hai. jJAnakA grahaNa ajJAnako tyAga. samyapha darzana kA grahaNa mithyAtvakA tyAga. nirmamatvakA grahaNa mamatvakA tyAga. para padArtha padArthamAM che teno tyAga koNa kare? ene grahyo che ja kayAM te choDa? dukAnane kayAM grahI che ke choDe? AhA! dukAna mArI nathI mamatA chUTI gaI, mAro to jJAyakabhAva che. e dukAnamAM beTho che ne tyAgI che. jJAnanuM grahaNa ane mamatvano tyAga. A tyAga Avyo ne!? saMnyAsanI vAta AvIne!? saravALo kare che. A tyAganI vAta kuMdakuMdAcArye karI che. sakaLa vibhAva paryAyono tyAga koI paNa paryAya pragaTa thAya eno svAmI huM nathI. pariNAmano svAmI pariNAma che. pariNAmano svAmI huM nahIM; huM to zuddhAtmAno svAmI chuM. jJAyaka mAro sva ane huM eno svAmI che. nAzavAna pariNAma je pragaTa thAya parAzrita ke svAzrita bhedo-caudaguNasthAnano svAmI huM nathI. je sva-svAmI saMbaMdha pariNAmanI sAthe joDa che e ajJAnI bane che. dravyanI sAthe svasvAmI saMbaMdha joDa ane pariNAmanI sAthe svasvAmI saMbaMdha toDe. ekanI (dravyanI) sAthe joDa ane (paryAyanI) bIjAnI sAthe toDe. samAjamAM atyAre evuM nathI thAtuM ekanI sAthe chUTAcheDA ne bIjAnI sAthe lagna A to dAkhalo. ema anAdikALathI paryAyanI sAthe svasvAmI saMbaMdha che. paryAya mArI, zarIra mAruM, kuTuMba mAruM paisA mArA. mArA...mArA e saMbaMdha aMdaramAM jaIne toDI nAkha! jJAyaka te sva ane A pariNAma mArA nathI. ahIMyAM (svamAM) rUsvAmI saMbaMdha joDyo che. jJAyaka Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #288 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 251 te sva ane huM eno svAmI eTalo bheda paNa nahIM. e to samajAvavA mATe bheda che. pariNAmanI sAthe saMbaMdha toDI nAkhyo ne pariNAma rahI gayA, zarIra rahI gayuM, kuTuMba rahI gayuM. kuTuMba rahI jAya paNa kuTuMba mAruM e mArApaNAnI mamatA chUTI jAya che. gRhastha avasthAmAM svAmItva buddhi chUTe che. pachI cAritra aMgIkAra karI svabhAvamAM pUrNa Thare to saMyogano abhAva thAya che. cAritranI vAta koI alaukika che. samyakdarzana vinA cAritra hoI zake nahIM. mATe sakaLa vibhAva paryAyono tyAga'. vibhAva paryAyo kyAM alokAkAzamAM mokalI devI? are! enuM nAma tyAga nathI. enA mamatvano tyAga. emAM mArApaNAnI buddhi hatI zubhAzubhabhAvamAM; puNya meM karyuM, puNyanAM pariNAma mArAM che A dukAna mArI che tenAM mamatvano tyAga. dukAnamAM beTho hoya ne dukAnano tyAga thaI jAya che. dukAnanA vepAra vakhate pApanA pariNAma Ave enoya tyAgI. pachI pUjAno bhAva Ave enoya tyAgI. anubhava thAya pachI anubhavano bheda jaNAya eno paNa tyAgI. AhA! e nAzavAna pariNAma mArAM nahIM. eka samayanA saMvara-nirjarAnA pariNAma paNa mArA nahIM. mAro to jJAnasvabhAva, anaMta guNAtmaka bhagavAna AtmA e mArI cIja che. Ave ne jAya e mArI cIja nathI, e to mahemAna che. pariNAma Ave ne jAya. ahiMyAM ATha-nava tArIkhe mahemAna che te jatA raheze. mahemAna kAyama rahe? ema pariNAma mahemAna che. ane bhagavAna AtmA to gharadhaNI mAlika che. e kayAMya Ave nahIM ane e kayAMya jAya paNa nahIM. e to che..che ne...che ema aMdara dRSTi paDatAM AtmAno anubhava thAya ane bhavano aMta AvI jAya. rAjakoTa viDiyo keseTa naM-76 pravacana naM-23 (tattvacarcA) divAnaparA ( A adhikAramAM) upacArathI kartApaNAno niSedha karavA mATe vItarAgI pariNAmano jJAtA che. te pariNAmamAMthI jJAtAbuddhi to prathama chUTI gaI che eTale jJAtAno vyavahAra savikalpamAM Ave che. ane pharIthI nirvikalpa dhyAnamAM javA mATe vItarAga pariNatInuM jJAtApaNuM paNa chUTI jAya che. jJAtAno vyavahAra chUTIne nizcaya AvI jAya che. pariNAmano kartAe nathI ane pariNAmano jJAtA nathI. kartabuddhi chUTI to kartAno vyavahAra, jJAtAbuddhi chUTI gaI to jJAtAno vyavahAra. be lAIna meIna che. bAkI badho teno Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #289 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 2para pravacana naM-23 vistAra che. ( sAdhakane) pachI vyavahAra Ave to zuM karavuM? kAraNa ke bAramI gAthAmAM rAgabhAva ane vItarAga bhAvano jJAtA che to vyavahAra jANelo prayojanavAna tenuM zuM karavuM? ! tene choDI devo. niSedha karavo. AhA ! vyavahAra saghaLoya abhutArtha che. aparva cIja che. A to kuMdakuMda bhagavAnanI dena che. koInI tAkAta nathI. kartAbuddhi chUTI to kartAno vyavahAra, kartabuddhi rAkhe to vItarAga bhAva thAya nahIM. ajJAnI pAse to rAga che to rAgano huM kartA ane rAga mAruM karma tevI ekatvabuddhi hatI. kartAbuddhi hatI to kartAbuddhi chUTI, vItarAgabhAva pragaTa thayo to tenA upara kartAno upacAra Avyo. ane rAgano jJAtA tevI buddhi chUTI gaI to vItarAgabhAvano jJAtA tevo vyavahAra Avyo. ajJAna gayA pachI kartAno ane jJAtAno ane vyavahAra Ave che. ajJAna gayA pachI ja' vyavahAra Ave che, "ja' rAkhavuM. pachI te banne vyavahAra choDIne aMdaramAM pharI ghUsI jAya che. [ zrotA-Ape paNa paMcaratnanI gAthAmAM beno niSedha karyo.] kartApaNAnAM upacArano niSedha karyo ane jJAtApaNAnA upacArano niSedha karI aMdara cAlyo jAya che. kemake paramArtha pratikramaNa eTale ke zuddhopayogadazA che. chaThThI sAtamAmAMthI have sAtizaya sAtamAmAM cAlyA jAya che. - chaThThAmAM zuM AvatuM hatuM khabara che? kartAno upacAra ane jJAtAno upacAra Avato hato te eka samayamAM sAthamAM hato. pariName che mATe kartAno upacAra ane tene savikalpadazAmAM jANelo prayojanavAna te jJAtAno upacAra Ave che te khaTakyo. huM upacArathI kartA nathI ne upacArathI teno jJAtA nathI to anupacAramAM AvI jAya che. upacArathI kartA che zuM zuM kAma? pachI upacAre jJAtA e zA mATe ? A tattvanI bahu gaherAIvALI sUkSma vAta che. (upacAre) jJAtAno niSedha karavo eTale zuM? ! jJAtAbuddhi chUTI mAMDa-mAMDa to jJAtAno vyavahAra Avyo. savikalpadazAmAM kartAno vyavahAra ane jJAtAno vyavahAra Ave che. vItarAga bhAvano kartA ane vItarAga bhAvano jJAtA basa. pachI jJAyakano vizAtA. juo! upacArathI kartA hato ne !? to have huM akartA chuM to kartAno vyavahAra TaLI jAya che. ane upacArathI pariNAmano jJAtA chuM teno niSedha karyo to jJAyakano jJAtA thaI gayo. pUrA jJAyakano jJAtA thaI gayo. pahelAM kartabuddhi choDavA akartAno sahAro lIdho. kartAno upacAra Avato hato ne eTale! Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #290 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 253 paramArtha pratikramaNamAM zuM kahyuM khabara che? "huM karato nathI "-akartAno sahAro lIdho. ane vItarAga pariNAmano jJAtA chuM teno niSedha karavA mATe, are ! zAyakano jJAtA chuM-caitanyanAM vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne bhAvuM chuM. A be vAta emAM che. (bIjIvAta) sUkSmapaNe avyakta che. jJAtA yanA upacArano vyavahAra emAM AvI jAya che. A gAthA bahu UMcI che. "caitanyanAM vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne bhAvuM chuM" mane to mAro bhagavAna jaNAya che AhA ! "jANanAra jaNAya che" e AvyuM ne?! jANanAro chuM mATe upacArathI kartA nathI. ane jANanAro jaNAya che eTale pariNAmano jJAtA paNa nathI to pharIthI nirvikalpa dhyAna apramattadazA Ave che. akartAmAM kartAno upacAra jAya che. jANanAro jaNAya che emAM jJAtAno upacAra jAya che. ahIM ghaNI sUkSma carcAo cAle che kyAreka kayAreka mana bharAya jAya che. AvuM svarUpa che. kartAnAM upacArane niSedhIne pachI akartAmAM Avyo to dravyanA nizcayamAM Avyo, ane caiitanyanA vilAsano jANanAra che to pachI jJAnanI paryAyanAM nizcayamAM AvI gayo. huM pariNAmane jANato nathI, vItarAgIbhAvane, nizcaya mokSamArganAM pariNAmano paNa jANanAra nahIM. upacArathI karanAra, upacArathI jANanAra nizcaya ratnatrayanAM pariNAmano hoM! arthAt mokSamArga! tyAMthI uThI jAya che AtmA, pariNAmanuM lakSa chUTI jAya che ane aMdaramAM ghUsI jAya che. jema kartA buddhi choDavA akartAmAM AvavuM paDe che tema kartAnAM upacArane niSedha mATe paNa akartAmAM ja AvavuM paDe che. kemake akartAnA jorathI kartAno upacAra chUTI jAya che ne ?! akartAnA joramAM kartA buddhi chUTe che ane akartAnA joramAM ja zreNI Ave che. prazna- akartA evo je jJAyaka AtmA che; tenuM akartA zA mATe vizeSaNa che? samAdhAnaH- emAM evuM che ke kartAbuddhi jo chUTe to akartAno upacAra paNa chUTe. mATe akartA evo jJAyaka zabda che. AmAM rahasya che. upacAranAM niSedha mATe paNa akartA zAyaka, ane tenI paryAyane jANavAnuM baMdha karavA mATe paNa jJAyaka. zuM kahyuM?! upacArathI nirmaLa paryAyano kartA Avato hato eTale akartA vizeSaNa lIdhuM. ane "jJAyaka' zabda kevo che?! keH paryAyano jJAtA chUTe che ne jJAyakano jJAtA basa. akartA evo jJAyaka. akartAnAM lakSe kartAno upacAra jAya che. jJAyaka jaNAya che emAM pariNAmanI jJAtAbuddhino upacAra Ave che te nIkaLI jAya che. ApaNe jyAM pahoMcavuM che (zreNIno) tyAMno nirNaya hamaNAM karI levo. jyAM pahoMcavuM che Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #291 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 254 pravacana naM-24 teno nirNaya A paryAyamAM karI levo. haju to ApaNe ghaNuM AgaLa javAnuM che ne?! sarvAgI samAdhAna AvI gayuM. pAcho zAstrano AdhAra! akartA evo jJAyaka. I..akartAnuM vizeSaNa zA mATe mUkayuM?! kartA buddhi chUTe ne kartAno upacAra chUTe mATe akartAnuM vizeSaNa mUkahyuM. "jJAyaka' vizeSaNa eTalA mATe mUkayuM ke: pariNAmano jJAtA chuM evI buddhi chUTe ane pariNAmano jJAtA chuM tevo vyavahAra paNa chUTe. AhAhA! eka zAyakamAM ATalI tAkAta che. akartA kartAno upacAra choDAve che. jJAyaka jJAtAno upacAra choDAve che. AhA! upacAra doSa che. guNanathI kemake savikalpa dazA che. kAMIne kAMI navuM Ave ja che. - rAjakoTa oDiyo keseTa pravacana naM-24 tA. 16-7-81 kevaLajJAna to karuM ne? ke nA. huM kevaLajJAnane karanAro nathI. kevaLajJAna thaze ane mAtra jANavAnuM kAma mAruM raheze paryAyamAM mAtra! dravya to (mAruM) e paryAyathIya rahita che. "huM rAgAdibhAva-je karmonA bhedono" (kartA nathI.) bahu jhINI vAta che. hajama thAya to kAma thaI jAya-kartabuddhimAM saMsAra che, ane akartAnI buddhi thaI to mokSa che. daSTimokSa thaI jAya prathama ! dazA mokSa pachI thAya. (kahe che ke, "huM rAgAdi-bhedarUpa bhAvo-bhAvakarmanA bhedone karato nathI." AhA...hA ! karato nathI huM kema ke (e bhAvo ) mArAthI bhinna che. e vAta AvI gaI che. e mULamAM-karato nathI kema ke mArAmAM nathI-jyAM huM chuM tyAM samyadarzananuM astitva nathI pAMca mahAvratanuM astitva mArAmAM nathI, mArAmAM nathI tethI huM teno kartA nathI. pudagalakarma kare che tethI huM teno kartA nathI. kemake sadabhAva ane abhAva (karmono) laIne evI apekSA laIne ene karmakRta bhAva kahyA caudeya guNasthAnane karmakRta bhAva kahevAmAM AvyA (samayasAra) ajIva adhikAramAM to ene pudgalamaya pariNAma kahevAmAM AvyA che. AhAhA! paryAyadaSTi choDAvavA, dravya daSTi karAvavA, AcArya bhagavAne ghaNI kaNA karIne mIThI vAta karI che. ke rAgAdi bhedarUpa bhAvakarmanA bhedone huM karato nathI, karAvato nathI. pAMca mahAvratanA pariNAma je dekhAya che eno huM kartA nathI. ene karAvanAra nathI. ane ene ko'ka kare che ene huM Teko Apato nathI. tyAre huM zuM karuM chuM? (karuM chuM kahyuM che eTale kartAbuddhi nahIM, sahaja dazA-e to Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #292 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 255 upadezanA vAkayamAM bIjuM zuM Ave? upadezabodha ane siddhAMtabodha (-be prakAranA bodhanI kathanapaddhati che ) ke sahaja caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa-mAro bhagavAna AtmA to jemAM jJAna ne AnaMdano vilAsa thaI rahyo che-bharacakka sukhasAgara ! (anaMtaguNothI labAlaba !) bhagavAna AtmA che, evA mArA zuddha AtmAne huM niraMtara bhAvuM chuM-AtmAne ja niraMtara bhAvuM chuM, paryAyane bhAvato nathI. AtmAne bhAvuM chuM ne paryAyane jANuM chuM paNa paryAyano kartA banato nathI. kahyuM? (huM to) AtmAne bhAvuM chuM, paryAyane jANuM chuM paNa paryAyano kartA huM thato nathI. Ama....AtmAne ja (niraMtara) bhAvato-bhAvato e paryAyanuM jJAna thAya che paraMtu ) ene huM karuM chuM evuM ajJAna utpanna thatuM nathI. zuddha AtmAne bhAvuM chuM ne paryAyane jANuM chuM, ema paryAyano kartA nathI. dravya, upara daSTi paDatAM jJAna samyapha thAya che, e samyakajJAnamAM kartA buddhino doSa lAgato nathI. pachI sAdhaka avasthA thAya ne karyA che e rAgane kare-e viSaya vyavahArano che tene gauNa karIne, are ! pahelAM akartAne to samaja! kartabuddhi chUTyA vinA kartAnaya paNa banI zakaze nahIM. pahelethI kartAnaya upara lakSa rAkha nahIM bhAI ? akartA upara lakSa rAkha to, kartAna, sAdhaka thaIza tyAre tane badhu jJAna thaI jaze. have ahIM kahe che ke bhAvakarmAtmaka cAra kaSAyo-krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha cAra kaSAyo lIdhA che ne! ene karato nathI. savikalpa dazAmAM pote ubhA che ne.....saMjvalana kaSAyo che cAra (munirAjane dazAmAM vartI rahyA che) krodhamAna-mAyAne lobha, topaNa (kahe che ke huM ene karato nathI. tyAre huM zuM karuM chuM? ke sahaja caitanyanA vilAsa svarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM.-zuddha AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM ne saMjvalananA kaSAyo thAya che, ene pudgalakarmo kare che ema jANuM chuM. tyAre AmAM svacchaMdatA AvatI haze ke nahIM? are, bhAI ! AmAM svacchaMdanI vAta nathI, gurUgame je naya-nikSepane pramANathI (AtmAnuM svarUpa) samaje ene svacchaMdanI vAtanI gaMdha nathI, svacchedanuM nAma ja AgaLa karIza to....tane nizcayanayano viSaya (dhyeya ).....khyAlamAM levA mATe tAruM vIrya napuMsaka thaI jaze! nabaLuM thaI jaze! jevo trikALa AtmasvabhAva che tevo ja vicAra karIne nirNaya karavo ne... eno anubhava karavo, emAM svacchaMdatAnI vAta kayAM che!? emAM to paramAtmA banavAnI vAta che !! (kahe che ke:) e bhAvakarmAtmaka cAra kaSAyo-krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha, e cAra kaSAyo che ne! ene pudgalakarmo kare che ne?! huM karato nathI kemake mArAthI bhinna che, pudgalakarma ene kare che huM ene (-cAra kaSAyone) karato nathI, tyAre huM zuM karuM chuM? ke caitanyanA Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #293 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 256 pravacana naM-24 vilAsasvarUpa mArA zAyakabhAvane ja huM bhAvuM chuM jJAnAnaMda paramAtmAne huM jJAyaka paramAtmAne bhAvuM chuM ne cAra kaSAyone pudgala kare che ema jANuM chuM paNa huM karuM chuM ema mane jANavAmAM ya AvatuM nathI. (zrotAH) A bhAvakarmAtmaka ne cAra kaSAyomAM kaMI phera nathI? (uttara) nA, khAsa kAMI phera lAgato nathI. juo! uparamAM lakhyuM che ne, upara lakhyuM che sattA, avabodha, paramacaitanya ane sukhanI anubhUtimAM lIna evA viziSTa Atmatattvane grahanArA zuddhadravyArthikanayanA baLe mAre sakaLa moharAgadveSa nathI" moha, rAga, draSa, traNeya lIdhA AmAM ane AmAM ekalA saMjvalananA kaSAyo che ema lAge che, omAM (mohasahita) badhuM laI lIdhuM ne AmAM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha lIdhA eTale krodha-mAnamAyA-lobhamAM rAga-dveSa AvyA, moha na Avyo eTalo phera, omAM moha-rAga-dveSa che ane AmAM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha che. tenAM be bheda karo to krodha ane mAna ne mAyAne lobha, dvaSa ane rAga (e cAra kaSAyo samAya che) (kahe che keH) sahaja caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM, AhAhA ! AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM-bhagavAna AtmA-zAyakanI bhAvanAmAM ja paDayo che.....AhA...hA ! huM AtmAne bhAvuM chuM, kaSAyanA pariNAmane pudagalakarma kare che ema huM jANuM chuM paNa huM karuM chuM ema mane jANavAmAM AvatuM nathI. (paryAya ) thAya che; thAya che eno karanAra pudagalakarma che huM eno kartA nathI, kema ke e pariNAma mane aDatA nathI, mArI sattAnI bahAra che. (uparaupara tare che. ) e bahitattva che, e vyakta che e anya che ethI huM eno kartA nathI. AhA....hA A dravyane paryAyanA bhedajJAnanI parAkASTA che! A gAthAomAM. (gAthA 77 thI 81) ghaNAM divasathI cAle che pAMca-cha divasa to thaI gayA che A gAthAonA (spaSTIkaraNamAM). kahe che sahaja caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa (AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM) kartA buddhi saMsAra che bhAI ! bahu dhyAna rAkhIne A vAta ! A bhavamAM, pU. gurudeve kahyuM ke hamaNAM hamaNAM...ke A bhavamAM eTaluM nakkI karI lya to sAruM che ke huM jJAtA chuM ke kartA chuM basa jo.... I nirNaya karyA vinA AMhIthI gayo to.bAjI hAthamAMthI cAlI jaze, kema? nigodanAM saMskAra che A nigodathI laIne Avyo che saMskAra, kartabuddhi-kartApaNuM e saMskAra koI AjakAlanAM nathI, dhArApravAha rUpe juo to e nigodathI cAlatA AvatA saMskAra che. che to samayavartI samayesamaye kartabuddhi (ajJAnIjIva) kare che. paNa dhArAvAhI laIe to e nigodathI saMskAra laIne cAlyo Ave che, AhA.... hA ! e kartAbuddhinA saMskArane nivartAvavA mATenI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #294 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 257 A gAthA che. AtmAne nivartAvavo-kartA buddhithI AtmAne nivartAvavo AhA...hA! kartA nathI AtmA, jJAtA che ho! A bhavamAM nakkI karI levuM ke huM jJAtA chuM ke kartA chuM?! AvatA bhava upara rAkhavA jevuM nathI. kAla upara rAkhavA jevuM nathI to pachI AvatA bhavanI vAta to kyAM karavI? badhAnA AtmAnI vAta che hoM! badhAno svabhAva jJAtA che, badhAnA AtmA akartA che, kartA nathI. e... kartApaNAno bhAva to e ajJAnapaNAmAMthI janmelo bhAva che. akartAne cUke che ene kartA bhAse che A jIva tattvanI moTAmAM moTI bhUla hoya to e A che ke pote (svabhAve) akartA hovA chatAM, potAne kartA mAne che. jIvatattvanI A moTI bhUla che, A sAdhAraNa bhUla nathI. kartA buddhimAMthI saMsAra Akho A Ubho thayo che. ane e kartA buddhi ajJAna che. ne akartA buddhi e samyakajJAna che. A ja kharuM vastunuM svarUpa che. AhAhA! are! tane, jIva tattvanI bhUla rAkhIne tAre jAvuM che? AhA! tane sadguru maLyA, pIsatAlIsa-pIsatAlIsa varasathI tane bodha Ape che-eTalAM vyAkhyAno ne eTalAM zAstro uparanAM ne enI TeIpa bahAra paDI gaI -(sadguru sAkSI ApIne kahe che) ame tane kahIe chIe ema nahIM, paNa sarvajJabhagavAne kaheluM ke ame tamane kahIe chIe ke... bhagavAna AtmA jJAtA che-jJAyaka che-akartA che (paryAyabhAvono) kartA che ja nahIM?! A hA ! chatAM tamane hajI...kartA chuM evo abhiprAya (manamAM ghUMTAya che). AhAhA! ema kema tamane tamArA abhiprAyamAM kartApaNuM bhAse che, tArA abhiprAyamAM huM jJAyaka chuM akartA chuM ema bhAsavuM joIe, kema ke pariNAma, sa-ahetuka che, nimittathI paNa thatA nathI ne AtmAmAM guNa che e guNathI paNa thatA nathI, AhA..hA ! paryAya, pariNAmathI Upaje che, nimittathI UpajatI nathI ne enA dravyane guNathI paNa UpajatI jovAmAM AvatI nathI. to....paryAyadaSTi chUTI ane dravyadRSTi... thaze ! AhA..hA! nimittathI to nahIM, paNa enAM guNathI nahIM mati-zrutajJAnanIsamyakajJAnanI paryAyano je janma thAya che, e zrI guruthI to janamatI nathI, eno dAtA zrIguru to nathI, paNa eno dAtA potAno jJAna nAmano guNa athavA guNI (Atma) dravya paNa eno dAtA nathI. eno kartA nathI AvA to zAstranA vacana che. are! deva-guru-zAstranI zraddhAe to zraddhA lAva ke (huM) akartA chuM, pachI AtmAnI zraddhAe zraddhA thAya, pachI anubhavathI zraddhA thAya-e be prakAramAMthI ekane gauNa karIne hamaNAM eka prakArathI to (huM) akartA chuM ema le! (juo!) traNa prakAra paDayA bhAI ? ke Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #295 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 258 pravacana naM-24 deva-guru-zAstranI jo tane zraddhA hoya te sarvajJa bhagavAnane namaskAra karavA roja jAya che, ane pUjA kare che aSTArTuikAparvamAM-pUjA karI rahyo cho, e pharamAve che ke bhagavAna AtmAbadhAnA AtmA akartA che. kono akartA che? potAnAM pariNAmano ane bIjA jaDacetanapadArthonA pariNAmano AtmA (svabhAvathI ja) akartA che kartA traNakALamAM nathI. AtmA to jJAtA che kevaLa ? kema ke AtmA jJAnaguNathI bharelo che. AtmA jJAnaguNathI bharelo che to emAMthI je pravAha Ave che e jANavAno Ave che, paNa karavAno pravAha emAMthI AvI zakato nathI. ema sarvajJa bhagavAnanA kahevAthI pratyakSa jJAnI guru tane maLyA enA kahevAthI, enI zraddhAe to zraddhA kara! e sarvajJa paramAtmA anyathAvAdI nathI, e sarvajJaparamAtmA vItarAga che. e jema kahe che ema ja tAruM svarUpa che. enAM upara lakSa rAkhIne to zraddhA kara! AhAhA! ane enA upara lakSa rAkhIne zraddhA karIza...tane Avaze zraddhA to mAro AtmA akartA che-ema vikalpAtmaka nirNayamAM paNa ene akartApaNuM besaze ene vyavahArazraddhA kahevAmAM Ave che ane jo daDha thaI jAya ke huM akartA chuM e vyavahArazraddhAnA vikalpano paNa abhAva thaIne, pratyakSa anubhava thaIne sAkSAt akartA....rUpe AtmA pariNamI jaze. are! tuM deva-guru-zAstranI zraddhAe to zraddhA kara! e AtmAmAM anumAna laIne to zraddhA kara! bhale pachI, anubhava karIne (akartA-AtmAnI) zraddhA kara to tAruM kAma thaI...jaze. mULa vAta che, pAMca ratna ! (zrIniyamasAramAM ) zuddhabhAva adhikAra UMcAmAM UMco, paNa kyAMya ene (koI gAthAne) ratna vizeSaNa ApavAnuM mana na thayuM. paNa jyAM akartA ( AtmAnI) vAta AvI AhA..hA! bhAvi tIrthakaranuM mana thaI gayuM (kahevAnuM A pAMca gAthAne keH) pAMca ratna, A tIrthakara thavAnA che TIkAkAra padmaprabhamaladhArideva ! pote lakhI gayA che ane (pU.) gurudeve ApaNane jAhera vyAkhyAnamAM kahyuM che khAnagImAM nahIM, are! padmaprabhamaladhArideva bhAvi tIrthakara ane bhAvi tIrthaMkara..sUryakIrti mahArAja tane kahe che AhAhA! e kharekhara to dravyanikSepe to e tIrthakara ja hatA. negamanaye to e tIrthakarano ja ApaNane bheTo thayo to... are! tIrthakara upara zraddhA rAkhIne to zraddhA kara ke huM akartA (chuM). AhA! mithyAdarzana ho ke samyakadarzananA pariNAma, thAva ke ho ke jAva, eno huM kartA nathI huM akartAjJAyaka-niSkriya-paramAtmA chuM! AhA...hA! apariNAmI chuM enuM dhyAna to dhara eka vakhata ! to tane tAruM kAma thaze! (tane tArA darzana thaze!) (8) vartamAna sTejamAM to AvI jA, paheluM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #296 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 259 sTeja to che tyAM AvI jA. nimittanA lakSe tuM nirNaya kara! pahelAM anumAnathI (yathArtha) nirNaya kara pachI AtmAnA anubhavathI tane nirNaya Avaze, Avaze ne Avaze. koIkane ema lAge ke AtmAno anubhava thaI gayo nathI ke tame ATaluM badhuM jora dho cho ! bhAI jarA samajavA jevuM che-A ja samajavA jevuM che. AhAhA! badhA jIvo (AtmAo) bhagavAna thAva, Ama be hAtha joDIne kahetA hutA. zaktie to cho tame bhagavAna badhA, paNa tame badhA bhagavAna (paryAyamAMya) thAo ! Ama dravyasaMgrahamAM lakhyuM che ema zAstrano AdhAra ApIne, mahApuruSa che ne ! ema moTA puruSa, zAstrano AdhAra ApIne potAnA bhAva raju kare che. are! eka vakhata deva-guru-zAstranI zraddhAe to zraddhA kara ke huM akartA chuM pariNAma thAya che paNa pariNAmano huM kartA nathI. ema jo zraddhA lAvIne pachI, pote Agama-yuktine anumAnathI pote tarka karIne vicAra karIne e ja kare pote AtmAno vicAra to AtmA akartA che ema tene savikalpa bhedajJAnamAM AvI jAya, ane koI apUrva nirNaya thAya ane e apUrva nirNaya pAchaLa, anubhava karIne samyakadarzanaparyAya pragaTa thaI jAya! evI vAta atyAre A kALamAM AvI gaI che. (Ama nakkI karane!) kartA huM nathI hoM bhAI ! AhAhA! pariNAma (svaya) thAya che ne! huM jJAtA chuM te zuM karuM? AhA...hA! huM to paMgu chuM ne? huM to pAMgaLo chuM ne! huM paryAyane kema karuM? paryAya (svayaM ) thAya ene kema karuM? paryAya, enAM svaavasare janme che, svaahetuka che ane svaavasare vyaya thAya che, enI janmakSaNa che paryAyanI, paryAyano kramabhAva paNa pharato nathI ne paryAyano kALa paNa pharato nathI. (zrIsamayasAra) teramI gAthAmAM naveya tattvanI vAta paryAyanI karI, ke thavA yogya che. AhA....hA ! cAre taraphathI AtmAnuM akartApaNuM eTale jJAyakapaNuM siddha thAya che eTale jJAtApaNuM akartA to nAstithI kahyuM, kartabuddhi choDAvavA mATe, AtmAnA vizeSaNa akArakane avedaka eNe kahyuM, astithI to eka jJAyaka ja che. (zrotA:) pravacanasAramAM chelle chelle moTA avAje ame kahIe chIe ema kahyuM che! (uttara) hA, moTA avAje A pratipAdana karyuM che. AhA...hA ! he bhavya ! AtmAo have to tame sAMbhaLo, mane saMbhaLAvavAno bhAva thayo che ane tamane sAMbhaLavAno bhAva thayo che to eTaluM kahuM chuM ke tame (AtmAno) nirNaya karo ne anubhava karo! saMbhaLAvavAno bhAva thayo mane, tane sAMbhaLavAno bhAva thayo, have tuM nirNaya kara ane anubhava kara! e to upadezanA vAkayomAM (kathanamAM to) ema ja Ave ne! tuM kara, kara ema ja kahe ne! bIjo Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #297 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates ra60 pravacana naM-24 zo upAya? ahIMyAM kahe che ke, evA kaSAyono (huM) kartA nathI, kArayitA nathI ne (kartAno) anumodaka nathI, huM to sahaja caitanyanA vilAsasvarUpa AtmAne ja bhAvuM chuM paNa karato nathI, huM potAnI (AtmAnI) bhAvanAmAM paDyo chuM. AhAhA ! e thAya che ke nathI thatA? AhA..hA! kharekhara to enuM lakSa paNa chUTI jAya che. AhA...hA ! savikalpadazAmAM te kALe jANelo prayojanavAna thAya, paNa e DUbakI mArI dravyasvabhAvamAM tyAre pariNAma kevAM thAya che ne kevAM thatAM nathI, enuM paNa ene lakSa hotuM nathI. lakSa to trikALIdravyamAM jAya che tyAre nirvikalpa dhyAna AvI jAya che. ahIM TIkAmAM jema kartA vize varNana karyuM, tema kArayitA ane anumaMtA-viSe paNa samajI levuM. traNe bola badhAmAM lAgu pADavA ema kahyuM. A rIte pAMca ratnonA zobhita kathana-vistAra dvArA sakaLa vibhAvaparyAyonA saMnyAsanuM eTale tyAganuM vidhAna kahyuM che. AhAhA! kartApaNAnI buddhi choDAvavAnuM vidhAna ahIMyA karyuM. have A pAMca gAthAonI TIkA pUrNa karatAM TIkAkAra munirAja zrI padmaprabhamaladhArideva zloka kahe che - juo have daSTipUrvaka jJAnanI saMdhinI vAta Ave che. daSTipUrvaka-jene sAcI daSTi thAya enuM jJAna zuM kAma kare? daSTino viSaya, daSTimAM zraddhAmAM jyAre Ave, ane zuddhanayathI, zuddhaAtmA jyAre zuddhanayathI zuddhanaya AtmAne zuddha je rIte che te rIte jANe ane zraddhA zraddhA (-pratItamAM bhe) tyAre enuM jJAna zuM kAma kare che? daSTipUrvaka thayeluM-e vakhate jJAna zuM kAma kare che? AhA..hA ! kaDhelA dUdhamAM meLavaNanI vAta Ave che have! pANImAM meLavaNa nAkhe to pANI jAmatuM haze? emAMthI mAkhaNa nIkaLe? emAMthI to mAkhaNa nIkaLe nahIM. dUdha joIe ane te dUdhamAM meLavaNa joIe, ema A zlokamAM daSTipUrvaka jJAnanI saMdhinI vAta AmAM (zrIpadmaprabhamaladhArideva) kare che. jyAM ekalI dRSTinI vAta (paryAyarahitadravyanI) vAta AvI tyAM evA jJAnano droha jIvo karI bese che. jJAnano droha (jIva) kare to daSTi khoTI che ane jJAnano pakSa kare jJAnanA viSayo jANavAnAM eno pakSa kare to daSTi khoTI che. AhA..hA! apUrva vAta ahIMyAM saMdhinI kare che. ke "A pramANe paMcaratno dvArA " daSTipUrvaka jJAnanI maitrI, saMdhi kema thAya che ne kevI rIte ene (sAdhakane ). nirvikalpa dhyAnamAM daSTi ane jJAna pragaTa thaIne, e jJAna zuM, kema jANe che ane e zeyanA bhedanA vikalpane choDIne, e zeyane paNa abhedapaNe jANe che ne dhyeyane paNa abhedapaNe zraddha che, zraddhAzraddhe che ne jJAna, abhedapaNe jANe che! bhedabhedane kema jANe che enI vAta have kAle Avaze. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #298 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 261 caitanya vilAsa rAjakoTa oDiyo keseTa zloka 109 uparanuM pravacana naM-25 tA. 17-7-81 paramArtha pratikramaNa (adhikAra) che A. gAthA-77 thI 81 pAMca gAthA che. pAMca ratnanI gAthA che. ratnanI upamA (A gAthAone) AcArya bhagavAne ApI che. A zAstra ( zrIniyamasAra) kuMdakuMdabhagavAne, nijabhAvanAne arthe AnI racanA karI che. eTale apratibuddha (jIvone) samajAvavAnuM AMhIyAM mukhya uddeza nathI. gauNapaNe ho ! paNa mukhya e AMhIyAM vyavasAya nathI, zrIsamayasAramAM apratibuddhane samajAvavA mATe (vyavasAya che). ahIMyAM to nijabhAvanA arthe A zAstranI racanA thaI che. uttara avasthAmAM haMmezA jJAnIone nija bhAvanA vadhI jAya che, jema gurudevaneya chellA pAMca varasathI dekhAtuM hatuM, pachI pote potAnA ja bhAva ghUTe! ne koI gAmaDAmAM jAya gurudeva to have dAkhalA-daSTAMto (ApavAnA) badhA baMdha thaI gayA, sUkSmamAM sUkSma vAta karatA hatA, koI paNa jagyAe hoya, vaDodarA hoya ke game tyAM (hoya) sUkSma vAta nIkaLatI 'tI. ema A (zrIniyamasAramAM) nijabhAvanAne arthe (lakhAyuM che.) bra. zItalaprasAdajI to ema kahe che ke samayasAra karatAM paNa koI apekSAe, koI vAta AmAM vizeSa prakAranI AvI gaI che. bra. zItalaprasAdajIe poNoso varSa pahelAM Ano (hindImAM) anuvAda karyo emAM eNe lakhyuM che zrIniyamasAranI (TakAmAM), A zAstra eTaluM prasiddha pAmyuM nahatuM digambaro paNa jANatA nahotA. paNa zrIsaddagurudevanA nimitte A tattva prasiddha pAmyuM. bIjI vAta... A zAstranA TIkAkAra bhAvi tIrthakara che eTale emanI TIkAnI je daSTinA viSayanI (-dhyeyanI) vizeSatA-pradhAnatA.rajuAta karavAnI emanI zakti, koI alaukikapaNe AmAM dekhAya che. have e AcArya bhagavAne jyAre daSTinA viSayanI vAta pUrI karI, A pAMca ratnanI gAthAomAM (gAthA 77 thI 81) ekalo daSTino viSaya che. mULa pAMca gAthA kuMdakuMdabhagavAnanI ane enI karI TIkA e TIkAmAM ne mULa (pAThamAM) ekalo daSTino viSaya akartA AtmasvabhAva "zuddhAtmAne sakaLa kartutvano abhAva darzAve che " e mathALuM hatuM. eTale koIpaNa-paranA pariNAma ke svanA pariNAmano paNa bhagavAna AtmA kartA nathI, akartA che. evo eka AtmA-zuddha AtmA upAdeya che, ema daSTino viSaya Apyo. have e ene jyAre daSTi prApta thAya che, kharekhara...e daSTino viSaya, dRSTimAM Ave che tyAre te AtmAne svasaMvedana-AtmAnubhUti-svAnubhUti jJAna paNa thAya che-ekaluM samyakadarzana thAya Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #299 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates ra6ra pravacana naM-25 che ane samyakajJAna thatuM nathI, ema nathI. paNa samyaphadarzananI sAthe-sAthe samyakajJAnane sammacAritra paNa pragaTa thAya che. avinAbhAva saMbaMdha che. traNa ratnatraya pragaTa thAya che! emAM daSTinA viSaya pUrvaka je jJAna pragaTa thAya che-jJAnamAM dhyeyapUrvaka svayajJAnamAM jJaya-potAno AtmA jJaya thAya che-prameya thAya che. dhyeyapUrvaka.. jJAnamAM-bhAvazrutajJAnamAMatIndriyajJAnamAM, e potAno AtmA kevo (kevaDo) ya thAya che. (kahe che ke, A pramANe paMcaratno dvArA jeNe samasta viSayonA grahaNanI ciMtAne choDI che-ApaNe pahelAM AMhIyAM cAritranI mukhyatAe Ano artha karavo che ne daSTinI mukhyatAe artha paNa pachI karazuM. atyAra sudhI ApaNe zraddhAnA doSanI nivRtti mATe, zraddhAnI mukhyatAthI vAta karI hatI. ane A kaLazamAMya vAta to e karavAnI che, paNa pahelAM e munirAja sAkSAt mokSanuM kAraNa je thAya che, evI paryAyapariNata eTale ke zuddhaupayoga kema pragaTa thAya che, e je sthiti cAritranI, emAMthI eka samyakdarzana thavAnA kALe paNa e ja sthiti hoya che. pahelAM ApaNe cAritranI apekSAe vAta karIe kema ke AmAM kahyuM ne ke e alpakALamAM muktine prApta kare che. e munirAje pote kahyuM che. (zuM kahe che?) "A pramANe paMcaratno dvArA jeNe, jeNe eTale je sAdhaka thayo che te AtmA, jeNe samasta viSayonA grahaNanI ciMtAne choDI che." parapadArthane jANavAnI, IcchA ane indriyajJAnane IndriyajJAnanA viSayo, aMtaramukha thatuM jJAna...e indriyajJAna emAM aTakI jAya che-indriyajJAna ke je pAMca indriyone chaThThI mananA je viSayo-chadravyo bahAranA eka (nija ) AtmA sivAya, e badhAne jANavAnuM potAnA jJAnane maryAdAmAM lAve che-indriyajJAnane maryAdAmAM lAve che ne manadvArA utpanna thatA je vikalpone paNa AtmA choDe che, nirvikalpadhyAnanI sthitinI A vAta cAle che. sAtamA guNasthAne-nirvikalpadhyAnamAMthI AvI, chaThThI guNasthAne (AvIne) sAtamA guNasthAnamAM ame gayA hatA, enI zuM sthiti che, enuM emane jJAna thaI gayuM che ne jJAna rahI gayuM che-sAtamAnI sthitinuM jJAna thaI gayuM e jJAna emane rahI gayuM che eTale chaThThImAM AvIne, (sAtamAguNasthAnamAM ) nirvikalpa dhyAnanI zuM sthiti hoya che enuM varNana AcAryamahArAja kare che. A daSTipUrvaka jJAnanI-saMdhinI maitrInI vAta cAle che. kevaLa ekAMte AtmA mAtra dhruva (ja) che, ane utpAda-vyaya che ja nahIM, mAtra (Atma) dravya sAmAnya che, ane vizeSa paryAyo sarvathA nathI. ema je koI mAnatA hoya, tethI tenuM jJAna khoTuM thAya che ne jJAna khoTuM to daSTi paNa khoTI che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #300 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 263 paNa daSTipUrvaka eka samyakajJAna pragaTa thAya che (sAdhakane) e sAdhaka potAnA AtmAne dravya-paryAya-svarUpa jema che tema, abhedapaNe e jJAnamAM zeyapaNe emane jANavAmAM AvI jAya che. dhruva paNa jaNAya che ne "utpAda-vyaya-dhrauvyayukta sat" paNa jaNAya che. sAmAnya upAdeyapaNe jaNAya che ane sAmAnya upAdeya thatAM (upAdeya karanAra vizeSa)sAmAnya-vizeSa Akho padArtha, te jJAnamAM jJaya thAya che eTale jaNAya che. dhyeyapUrvaka jJaya hoya che. e siddhAMta cUkavA jevo nathI. jene dhruvaparamAtmA dhyeya thato nathI dhyAnamAM, ene dravya-guNa-paryAyasvarUpa AtmA jJAnamAM ya thaI zakato nathI. kahe che ke "samasta viSayonA grahaNanI ciMtAne choDI che." je indriyajJAna dvArA, che dravyone jANanAruM je indriyajJAna, emAM je ciMtA hatI (arthAta ) citamAM je vikalpa utpanna thato hato indriyajJAnamAM, e indriyajJAna ane indriyajJAnanA viSayothI, AtmA pAcho vaLI jAya che-indriyajJAnano vyApAra aTakI jAya che ane... atIndriyajJAnamAM, pariNati to chake (guNasthAne) hatI, have zuddhaupayoga pragaTa thAya che. tyAre enI zuM sthiti hoya che enuM pote varNana kare che. "ke samasta viSayonA grahaNanI ciMtAne choDIne para, jANavAnA vikalpa ane parane jANanAruM je indriyajJAna (mAM) ciMtA eTale AkuLatA hatI, (emane) saMjvalananA kaSAyanI AkuLatA bhale hoH pota-potAnA guNasthAnanI bhUmikA pramANe, e ciMtAne jeNe choDI che, ne AkuLatA chUTe che IndriyajJAnane indriyajJAnanA viSayo, eno vyApAra aTakI gayo che. indriyajJAnano abhAva thAya to to kevaLajJAna thAya, paNa indriyajJAnano upayoga aTakI gayo che. bhale indriyajJAna labdharUpe hajI sthiti rahe paNa eno je vyApAra upayogarUpano-zAstranukhano, zAstra lakhavAno ke deva-guru-zAstranI bhaktino bhAva, cha dravyanA vicAro, je cAlatA 'tA e badhA vicAra-mAnasika vicAra emane nirvikalpa dhyAna vakhate-zuddhaupayoga vakhate sahaja chUTI jAya che. (kahe che?) "ciMtAne jeNe choDI che" eTale? sahaja chUTI gaI che paraMtu upadezamAM bIjuM zuM kahevAya ? e ciMtAnA bhAva utpanna thatA nathI eTale ene choDayA che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. jJAna te pratyAkhyAna che" AtmAnuM jJAna thayuM tyAM rAganI utpatti na thaI, ene rAgane choDayo ema nAmamAtrathI kahevAmAM Ave che. ( AtmA rAgane) utpanna kare to choDa ne! utpAdaka nathI to e choDanAro paNa nathI. paNa ema kahevAya, enI (rAganI) utpatti na thaI, indriya taraphanA jJAnano ne indriyaviSaya taraphanA jJAnano vepAra (ciMtAnA vikalpo) e badhA aMtaramukha thatAM e vyApAra aTakI gayo, tyAre ciMtAne choDI che ema Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #301 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates ra64 pravacana naM-25 kahevAya. paNa e vikalpa ja utpanna thato nathI-vyApAra ja aTakI gayo che ne indriyajJAna je parajJaya sAthe zeya-jJAyakane hisAbe jANatuM'tuM e badho vyApAra ( jJAnano) aTakI jAya che. parapadArtho je indriyajJAnamAM ya thatAM'tAM, have svapadArtha AtmA-dravya-guNane paryAya, utpAda-vyayane dhruva, Akho AtmA jJAnamAM jJaya thAya che. (kyAre ke?) aMtaramukha thatAM. ciMtAne choDI che e nAstinI vAta karI have astinI vAta kare che. ne tyAre paradravya ne viSayo tarapha jatI 'tI vRti chUTIne upayoga AtmA sanmukha thayo-AtmAnI sanmukha je upayoga thayo, emAM ene zuM jANuM? e AtmA kevo jANe che? zraddhApUrvaka (samyaka) jJAnanI vAta cAle che. zraddhAno viSaya (-dhyeya) surakSita rAkhIne...daSTino viSaya surakSita rAkhIne... e upayoga Atmasanmukha thAya che-bhUtArthanuM avalaMbana lya che, tyAre e jJAnanA paryAyamAM, ekalo daSTino viSaya ja jaNAya che ke bIjuM paNa jaNAya che AnaMdaAdi ? to kahe (sarva) jaNAya che. e AnaMda che e paryAya che, ane ene jANe to paryAyadaSTi thAya, ema haze? koI vaLI kahe ke ekaluM dravya jaNAya, AnaMda utpanna thAya I jaNAya nahIM bhAI? ema nathI bApu! zAntithI daSTipUrvaka..jJAnanI je saMdhi che-A eka alaukika vAta che. jainadarzanamAM paNa, AvyA pachI, thoDA jIvo pAme che enuM, kAraNa? kAM anekAntanA pakSamAM caDI jAya, kAM ekAnta mithyApakSamAM caDI jAya, e koI AtmAne sAdhI zakato nathI. madhyastha thaIne, jema che tema, vItarAgabhAvathI AtmAnI sAdhanA thAya che. koIpaNa naya pakSa raheto nathI-anubhavanAkALe koIpaNa nayapakSa raheto nathI. pakSAtikrAMta thAya che. ahIMyAM prathama, huM kartA chuM parano ane paryAyano, evo vyavahArano pakSa choDAvIne huM akartA chuM evA nizcayanA pakSanI vAta karI. jene vyavahArano pakSa che ene to A sthiti bhajI zakatI ja nathI. huM akartA-jJAyaka chuM-TaMkotkIrNa zuddha AtmA chuM, ema jene gurUgame ane potAnI yogyatAthI, nizcayano pakSa Ave che/e ApaNe pachI mithyAdaSTine upazamasamyakadarzana kema thAya che ema AMhI che saMbaMdha. atyAre to cAritranI apekSAe ApaNe vAta karIe chIe. A samajAya pachI oluM vadhAre samajavAmAM ThIka paDaze. ane.....AcArya mahArAja kahe che ke have A pAMca indriyanA viSayo, ene ame choDyA che. choDayA che eTale enA tarapha amAro upayoga have jato nathI. amAro upayoga AtmAnI sanmukha thAya che. Akhoya upayoga AtmAnI sanmukha thAya che tyAre...nijasvarUpamAM cittane ekAgra karyuM che. ema vAMcavuM, pachI oluM svarUpa kevuM e pachI zuM kahyuM? AcAryamahArAja cAritravaMta! ati Asanabhavya dharmAtmA che, bhAvimAM tIrthakara Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #302 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa ra65 thavAnA che, pote lakhelI vAta, jema zrImadde kahyuM ke eka ja bhava dhArine, jAzuM svadeza re! ema pote lakhI gayAne! AMhI AcArya bhagavAna pote kahyuM-tIrthakara ame thavAnA chIe. e (pUjya) gurudevazrIe kaLazamAMthI batAvyuM! e dharmAtmA ahIMyAM kahe che ke amane pAMca indriyono vyApAra chUTI gayo che jeNe eTale ke emaNe samasta viSayonI ciMtAne choDI che-parane jANavAno je vikalpa parane jANavAno je vikalpa UThe che savikalpamAM e ciMtA che, emAM ekalI AkuLatA che jethI saptama guNasthAne zuddhopayoga dazAmAM AnaMdathI bharatI hoya che e prakAranI emAM bharatI hotI nathI. chaTTa guNasthAne parapadArthane jANavAnI (je dazAche) dharmAstikAya AvuM, adharmAstikAya AvuM evI je ciMtA che jemAM chadravyanA aneka prakAranA ja mAnasika vicAro AvatA hoya e ciMtA choDIne. e have upayoga aMdaramAM Ave che, je chaThThAmAM bahAra jato hato e upayoga have maryAdAmAM Ave che. "ane nijasvarUpamAM cittane ekAgra karyuM che" ema vAMcavuM e nijasvarUpa kevuM che? ke "dravya, guNa ane paryAya" dravya trikALI, akartA jJAyaka ane jJAnadarzana-cAritra Adi anaMta trikALI guNone svasammukha thayelI samyakadarzana-jJAna-cAritra AnaMdanA pariNAmo (paryAyo) sAdhakane paryAya hoya che paryAya vinA dravya nahIM ne dravya vinA paryAya nahIM, avinAbhAva saMbaMdha che. ekAMte paryAya vinAnuM dravya hoI zake nahIM. ane ekAMte paryAya paNa dravya vinA na hoya-jyAM dravya tyAM paryAya hoya ja evo avinAbhAvasaMbaMdha che pramANajJAnanA viSayamAM dravya-paryAya-svarUpa vastu che. e daSTipUrvaka jJAna kema pragaTa thAya che? enI vAta AmAM (A zlokamAM) che, ghaNAM ThekANe AdhAro AnAM rahelAM che, seMkaDo jagyAe che AnA AdhAra. (kahe che) "nija svarUpamAM cittane ekAgra karyuM che." have ahIMyA jarA khulAsAnI jarUra che, khulAsAnI...(khUba) jarUra che. (keTalAka kahe ke, juo! ame kahetA hatA pahelethI ja ke dravya-guNa-paryAya svarUpa vastu che. tame to kaTakA karIne ekalA dhruvane vastu kahetA 'tA ne paryAyane avastu kahetA 'tA, paradravya kahetA 'tA to ame kahetA 'tA e tamAre pAchuM kahevuM paDayuM! ema (e kahe che ) ke bhAI ! tuM je rIte samajyo cho, dravya-guNa-paryAyane..evuM svarUpa nathI. tuM jene upAdeya mAnI rahyo cho, tuM jene AtmA mAnIne eno Azraya karI rahyo cho, evuM AtmAnuM svarUpa nathI. jJAnIone AtmAnA anubhavapUrvaka, daSTipUrvaka jJAna thAya che, e jJAnamAM zeya kema Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #303 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates ra66 pravacana naM-25 thAya che. enI A vAta cAle che. dhyAnamAM dhyeya to ekalo dhruva thAya che, A dravya-guNa-5ryAya svarUpa je spazeya che e vastu dhyAnanuM dhyeya nathI-daSTino viSaya nathI e bhUtArthasvabhAva nathI-(e kharekhara AtmA nathI) e pariNAmI dravya che, apariNAmIne lakSe pariNAmI dravyanuM jJAna (jJAnIone) kema thAya che, enI A saMdhinI vAta kare che. lakSa apariNAmInuM che, ane jJAna pariNAmInuM thAya che. samaya eka che. apariNAmInuM "lakSa" ane pariNAmInuM jJAna, samaya eka che be samaya nathI. dhruvanuM avalaMbana letAM ja utpAdavyayabruvayukta satanuM jJAna eka samayamAM ja thAya. be samaya thAya-krama paDe to nayapakSa che. A dhruva che pahelA samaye dhruvanuM jJAna thayuM ne bIjA samaye AnaMda Avyo enuM jJAna bIjA samaye thAya? atIndriya AnaMda ho? ema nathI, to to nayapakSa che krame jJAna thAya che nayapakSa che-beyanuM akrame eka samaye jJAna thAya e nayapakSAtikAntajJAna che. e atIndriyajJAna che. krame thatuM jJAna, naya pakSavALuM jJAna e indriyajJAna che. dravya-guNa ne paryAya AhAhA! Akho AtmA! abheda ! paryAyathI ananya! paryAyathI anya hato ne? paryAyathI anya zraddhAmAM kAyama che, ane jJAnamAM paryAyathI ananya evI paNa che vastunI sthiti, e prakArano eka nizcayapUrvakano vyavahAra che. samajo ! paryAyathI anya te nizcaya ne paryAyathI ananya te vyavahAra. e nizcaya ne vyavahAra beyano vikalpa chUTIne, jema che tema jANavAmAM Ave. tene madhyastha jJAna-vItarAgI jJAna kahevAmAM Ave che. A viSaya jarA DelIkeTa che eTale ke nAjuka che, paNa samajavA jevo che. AhA...hA! atyAre kadAca ene pUrepUruM svarUpa khyAlamAM na Ave, vikalpa UThe ubhaDaka rahe..tarkavitarka uThe topaNa ene A vAta, khyAlamAM rAkhIne pachI ciMtanamAM levA jevI che. A anubhavI puruSanuM lakhANa che. jenI daSTinA viSayamAM mAsTarI, ema kahIe toya cAle.....TIkAkAranI ane chatAM paNa jJAnano viSaya, jevo che tevo-jevo che tevo pakSapAta rahita, potAne anubhavamAM jJAnamAM zeyapaNe AvyuM evuM kahI dIdhuM che! kahe che ke nija dravya-guNaparyAyanA svarUpamAM (cittane ekAgra karyuM che) bIjAnA dravyaguNa-paryAyanI vAta nathI. potAnA AtmAnI vAta cAle che (kahe che) bIjA dravya-guNaparyAya to upara (prathama ja ) kADhI nAMkhyuM, upara kADhI nAkhI, pArakI ciMtA to (samasta ) choDI dIdhI. AhAhA! ke AnuM zuM thAtuM haze ne A dravyanuM zuM thAtuM haze, e kAMI nahIM. aTANe to ekalo AtmAnI sanmukha thayo jyAM upayoga aMdaramAM gayo-svarUpamAM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #304 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa ra67 cittane eTale jJAnane jJAnanI paryAyane eTale bhAvazrutajJAnanI paryAyane ekAgra karyuM che eTale abheda sAmAnyavizeSAtmaka dravyaguNaparyAya-svarUpa (AtmA) jJAnanuM zeya thAya che. ne bIjo koI padArtha jJAnanuM jheya eTale ke upayogamAM Avato nathI. - sahavartI ne kamavartI evo Akho padArtha (AtmapadArtha) pramANano che. A to seMkaDo jagyAe A vAta che, daSTipUrvaka jJAnanI vAta to seMkaDo jagyAe che. eka be jagyAe ja nathI, pravacanasAranA to AkhA ya adhikAramAM ema AvyuM che. bIjo eka viSaya che ke pravacanasAranA zayaadhikAramAM jayasena AcArya bhagavAne, adhikAra pUro karatAM-karatAM ema kahyuM ke have A jJaya adhikAra pUro thayo, ema kaho ke samyakadarzanano adhikAra puro thayo ema kaho-A dravyaguNa paryAyanI vAta cAle che. daSTinA viSayanI vAta ApaNe cha-sAta divasa cAlI. have...e kaDheluM dUdha hoya to emAM meLavaNa paDe to dahIM thAya ne pachI mAkhaNa nIkaLe ne pachI ghI thAya-ekAMta daSTinA viSayanA lobhamAM koI caDhI jAya ne, jJAnano droha kare to ene jJAna aMtarmukha thaIne (AtmAnI) anubhUti thaI zakatI nathI. (e to) ekAMta thaI gayuM! A to...samyaka ekAMtapUrvaka anekAMta kema thAya? samyapha ekAMtapUrvaka anekAMtika jJAna kema pragaTa thAya, eno viSaya have atyAre cAle che. A to moTo dariyo che! ApaNe to mAtra ApaNA thoDAka samudramAM biMdu jeTalA kSayopazama jJAna dvArAyathAzakti ApaNe enuM varNana (spaSTIkaraNa) karIe chIe. bAkI vizeSa saMjJa hoya e vadhAre vistArathI jANI zake. (kahe che ke:) ane nija svarUpamAM cittane eTale jJAnane ekAgra karyuM che. ekAgra karyuM che eTale? enuM dhyAna kare che ema nahIM (dhyAnanuM lakSaNa A bAMdhyuM che) epriviMtAnirodho dhyAnama' :- ekane agra karIne ene upAdeyapaNe dhyAna karavuM enI vAta nathI. evA dhyeyanI A vAta nathI A to dhyeyapUrvaka jJAnanAM yanI vAta cAle che. ke nijasvarUpamAM cittane eTale jJAnane eTale bhAvazrutajJAnamAM bhagavAna Akho AtmA/jyAM jJAyakanuM avalaMbana lIdhuM ne zAyakanuM avalaMbana letAM samyakadarzana-jJAnacAritranAM vItarAgI pariNAma pragaTa thayAM ne atIndriyaAnaMda Avyo, e atIndriyaAnaMda paryAya pariNata Akho AtmA svaya Akho AtmA eka samayamAM jJAnamAM zeya thAya che dhyeyapUrvaka! A zeyamAM dhyeya garbhita che! dravyaguNane paryAya svarUpa je spazeya thAya emAM dhyeya garbhita che! zeyamAM garbhita nathI. dhyeya to ekalo dhruva paramAtmA che, emAM utpAdavyaya nathI. paNa utpAda-vyaya-dhruva yukta sat" emAM dhyeya garbhita che. je svaya jJAnamAM thAya emAM dhyeya Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #305 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 268 pravacana naM-25 eTale dhruva paramAtmA je upAdeya che e emAM garbhita che. e dhyeyapUrvaka jJAnamAM Akho AtmA utpAda-vyaya dhruvayukta sat ya Akho AtmA thAya che. kevaLI bhagavAna jema eka samayamAM utpAda-vyaya-dhruvayukta sane pratyakSa jANe che, ema sAdhakano AtmA, zrutajJAna, eka samayamAM utpAda-vyaya-dhruvayukta sane jANe che emAM jo kALabheda hoya to IndriyajJAna thaI jAya che, nayapakSa thaI jAya che. thavA yogya thAya che (zrIsamayasAra) teramI gAthAmAM AvyuM che. TIkAmAM che-khulAso che. juo! samayasAranI teramI gAthA che, ghaNIvAra ApaNe AMhI laIe chIe. pharIthI, viSaya atyAre jarA evo Avyo che, paNa atyAre to ene sAMbhaLIne thoDo DIpojhITa rAkhavA jevo che pachI eno vizeSa vicAra karavo ne paraspara koI vakhate carcA paNa thaI zake che. naya be prakAre che-dravyArthika ane paryAyArthika. tyAM dravya-paryAya-svarUpa vastumAM-vastu kevI che? dravya-paryAyasvarUpa vastu che. ekalI dravyarUpa ne ekalI paryAyarUpa vastu nathI. (tyAM) dravya-paryAyarUpa vastumAM dravyano mukhyapaNe anubhava karAve eTale jJAna karAve anubhava eTale jJAna levuM savikalpa, pahelA lya che pachI savikalpa tUTIne nirvikalpa kema thAya, e badhuM AmAM che. te mukhyapaNe dravyano anubhava karAve te dravyArthikAya che. dravyArthikanayano artha ema che ne! je jJAnanuM (jJAnanA aMzanuM) prayojana dravya sAmAnyane mukhyapaNe jANavAnuM hoya e jJAnanA aMzane dravyArthikanaya kahevAmAM Ave che. ane paryAyano mukhyapaNe anubhava karAve, paryAyano mukhyapaNe anubhava eTale jJAna karAve te paryAyArthika naya che. naya eTale jJAna, jeno viSaya paryAya-bhedane jANavAnuM prayojana hoya je samaye jJAnanI paryAyane, viSayanA bhedane kAraNe tene paryAyArthikanaya kahevAmAM Ave che. - jJAna to jJAna ja che. jJAna to...jJAna che, paNa eno viSaya abheda hoya ke bheda hoya, (viSayanA bhede ) jJAnanuM nAma badalI jAya che. abhedane viSaya kare te dravyArthikanaya ne bhedane viSaya kare te paryAyArthikanaya. jJAnato jJAna ja che. (kahe che ke, te banne nayo, dravyo ane paryAya bane nayo-dravyArthika ne paryAyArthika be naya thaIne! te be nayo-banne nayo dravya ane paryAyano paryAyathI- (bhedathI kramathI) pahelAM dravyane jANavAno upayoga hoya ne tyAMthI chUTIne pachI paryAyane jANavAno vicAra Ave ne paryAyanuM svarUpa jANavA jAya evA bhedathI-kamathI anubhava karatAM to bhUtArtha che, satyArtha che. ema nayavivilAthI-savikalpa nathI, jotAM krame krame enuM jJAna thAya pahelAM sIdho nirvikalpa anubhava na Ave-AtmAnA adhigamanA upAyo bhagavAne naya-nikSepa ne Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #306 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa ra69 pramANa traNa sAdhana kahyAM che. (AtmAno) nirNaya karavA mATe ATaluM ene sAdhana hoya, pachI anubhavanA kALe vikalpAtmaka naya hotI nathI. (ahIMyAM kahe che ke ) anubhava karatAM eTale jJAna karatAM to bhUtArtha che, ne satyArtha che. have AgaLa, have nirvikalpa dhyAnanI vAta kare che. ane dravya tathA paryAya e bannethI nahi AliMgita karAyelA eTale ke A dravyArthika nayane A paryAyArthikanaya, evo je savikalpa jJAnano vyApAra hato, enAthI e nahi AliMgita che (Atma) vastu! jo enAthI AliMgita thAya to ene AtmAno anubhava akrame thaI zakato nathI. krama paDe che ethI to nayapakSa utpanna thAya che ne AkuLatA thAya che. AhAhA ! evI jhINI saMdhinI vAta kare che. chellI koTInI vAta cAle che. anAdi mithyAdaSTi jIvane paNa jyAre samyakadarzana thAya, enI pahelAM e naya dvArA AtmAnA svarUpano nirNaya kare che. vikalpAtmaka naya dvArA sauprathama nirNaya kare che, pachI...e vikalpavALI je naya che e chUTIne nirvikalpa AtmAno anubhava thAya che. to...dravya tathA paryAya e bannethI nahIM AliMgita-(arthAt ) dravyArthikanayano vikalpa ane paryAyArthikanayano vikalpathI e AtmA AliMgita thato nathI-enAthI AtmA jANavAmAM Avato nathI. (AtmA) pratyakSa anubhavamAM Avato nathI. (kahe che) e bannethI nahi AliMgana karAyelA evA zuddhavastumAtra jIvanA (caitanyamAtra) svabhAvano anubhava karatA teo abhUtArtha che ne asatyArtha che. eka samayamAM dravya-guNa-paryAya (svarUpa) mAM cittane emAM ekAgra karyuM! eTale ke jJAnanI paryAyamAM (anubhavakALe) Akho AtmA ya thAya che. tenuM ekAgra eTale AlaMbana che dravyaguNaparyAyavastunuM-e dhyaya thaI gaI che, daSTino viSaya banI jAya che ke e bhUtArthasvabhAva thAya che, ema nathI. dravya-guNa paryAyae pariNAmI dravya che. pariNAmI dravya jJAnanuM jJaya thAya che, apariNAmI dravya dhyAnanuM dhyeya thAya che. e to bahenazrInA vacanAmRtamAM 201 mAM ghaNI vAta AvI 'tI. gayA vakhate budhavAre ApaNe gurudevanuM vyAkhyAna malADanuM sAMbhaLyuM emAM ghaNI cokhavaTane ghaNAM khulAsA karyA. apariNAmI ne niSkriya, be zabdo bahenazrIe paNa emAM lIdhA che. pachI... apariNAmIpUrvaka pAchu pariNAmIpaNuM paNa che. I paNa emAM (bola 2O1) lIdhuM che. e ja vAta AmAM che ke apariNAmIpUrvaka, pariNAmInuM jJAna thAya che. jo bahenazrInA vacanAmRta' (pustaka) hoya to joI laIe che? che lyo! mULa zabdo che emanA. A vAta evI che ke kyAMya...kayAMya koIno pakSa-are! vyakitanA pakSathI to AtmAno Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #307 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 27) pravacana naM-25 anubhava dUra che, vyavahAranA pakSamAM rokAya to paNa AtmAno anubhava dUra che, nizcayanA pakSamAM rokAya topaNa AtmAno anubhava dUra che evI apUrva vAta bahAra AvI gaI che gurudevanA zrImukhethI ane zAstronA AdhArathI...AvI badhI-ghaNI vAto che! juo! 201 naMbarano bola che. (bahenazrInA vacanAmRtamAM) apariNAmI nija AtmAno Azraya levAnuM kahevAmAM Ave che-Azraya keno levo? paryAyano ke apariNAmIno? pahelI lITI che AmAM, apariNAmI (kahyuM to) apariNAmI to pudgala (dravya ya) che, apariNAmI "nija' AtmAno-AtmA kevo che? apariNAmI che. apariNAmI (nija AtmAno) Azraya levAnuM kahevAmAM Ave che tyAM apariNAmI eTale, have apariNAmI eTale zuM? ke Akho jJAyaka! zAstramAM nizcayanayanA viSayabhUta je akhaMDa jJAyaka kahyo che te ja A "apariNAmI " nijAtmA che! zuddhanayano je viSaya jJAyaka ekabhAva kahyo che. pramatta-apramattathI rahita, te ja apariNAmIno artha jJAyaka levo ema kahyuM. zAstrano AdhAra ApIne (bahenazrIe kahyuM ) khulAso karyo. apariNAmI eTale Akho jJAyaka, zAstramAM nizcayanayanA viSayabhUta je akhaMDa jJAyaka kahyo che te ja A "apariNAmI " nijAtmA. pramANa-apekSAe/have jJAnapradhAnanI vAta AvI. daSTipUrvaka jJAnanI vAta karI, pahelI daSTiInI vAta karI. (apariNAmInI) daSTi nathI to jJAna khoTuM che. (kahe che) pramANaapekSAe Atmadravya..mAtra apariNAmI ja nathI. pramANa jJAnathI jJAna pradhAnatAthI juo to kevaLa apariNAmI ja nathI..apariNAmI temaja pariNAmI che. pAchuM keTalo khulAso karyo che! pariNAmI che ema lakhI zakata, paNa ema na kahetAM ahIMyAM pariNAmI kahevA pahelAM (ema kahyuM che) apariNAmI te ja pariNAmI che, samaya eka, be samaya nathI. vicAravAmAM vikalpamAM be samaya Ave (krama vaDe) anubhavanA kALe be samaya nathI. (have kahe che) paNa apariNAmI tattva upara daSTi detAM Azraya karatAM pariNAma gauNa thaI jAya che. pariNAma kyAMya cAlyA jatA nathI alokamAM jatA nathI pariNAma, alokAkAzamAM vaI jatI haze paryAya? gauNa thaI jAya che. pariNAma kyAMya cAlyA jatA nathI. pariNAma kyAM jatA rahe ? pariNamana to paryAyasvabhAvane lIdhe thayA ja kare che, dravyasvabhAvane lIdhe nahIM, AmAM nathI ho, e to huM uparathI kahuM chuM emAM nathI lakhyuM, AmAM to ATaluM ja che bahu mArmika vAta che! (kahe che) pariNamana to paryAya-svabhAvane lIdhe thayA ja kare che, eno pariNamanaparyAya-svabhAva e pariNamavuM eno svabhAva che, niSkriya kAMI pariNAmarUpa thato nathI. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #308 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 271 pariNamana to paryAya svabhAvane lIdhe thayA ja kare che, siddhamAM paNa pariNati to hoya chesiddhamAM pariNati-paryAya to hoya che, paryAya vinA dravya hoya zake nahIM. (vaLI kahe che ke, paraMtu apariNAmI tattva upara-jJAyaka upara-daSTi te ja samyaphadaSTi che. zuM kahyuM? paraMtu, uparamAM vAta badhI karI dIdhI pariNAmI (tattvanI) pramANathI, paraMtu apariNAmI tattva upara eTale ke jJAyaka upara, daSTi te ja samyakdaSTi che. mATe "A mArI jJAnanI paryAya " "A mArI dravyanI paryAya -ema paryAyamAM zuM kAma rokAya che? (zuM kahe che?) A zraddhAnI mArI paryAya, A jJAnanI paryAya, A cAritranI paryAya, samyakdarzananI paryAya, zuM kAma paryAya, upara tuM rokAza ? najara-lakSa tAruM kyAM jAya che? e jANavA mATe to kharu ne! ene jANavI to kharIne! jANavAnI vAtane elA, pahelAM AdaramA...pahelAM AdaravAnuM Adarane ! pachI jANavAnuM jema che tema jaNAya ! jANavAnI mAMDaza to AdaravAnuM rahI jaze ne kALa pUro thaI jaze ! (kahe che ke:) ema paryAyamAM zuM kAma rokAya che? niSkriya tattva upara-taLa upara daSTi sthApane! AhAhA! huM to akartA-niSkriya eTale kriyAthI rahita evo (halacala rahita ) niSkriya paramAtmA chuM (juo zuM kahyuM che? niSkriya tattva upara, lITI karIne taLa upara-daSTi sthApane ! paryAya upara daSTi zA mATe sthApe che tuM? ke A mArI paryAya ne, A mArI paryAyane AvI paryAya ne AvI paryAya e paryAya uparanuM lakSa choDIne dravya upara lakSa sthApane bhAI ! pariNAma to thayA ja karaze. pariNAma huM karyA karIza ema nathI lakhyuM AmAM (bahenazrIe ) A lakheluM che e huM vAMcu chuM,. bahenazrInA vAkyo che, dharmAtmAnA (vacano che) gaNadhara thavAnA che. daSTi uparAMta sthiratA ghaNI che. ane AnA upara gurudeve pravacano ApyA che (vacanone) mAnya rAkhIne, eTale kAMI zaMkA karavA jevI nathI TuMkAmAM mAro kahevAno Azaya A che. zuM kahyuM? pariNAma to thayA ja karaze. ke huM karyA karIza? samyakdarzana thAya pachI pariNAma thayA ja karaze ema jANavAmAM Ave ke huM karyA karIza? karatAM-karatAM thAya pariNAma? (ke nA) are e to paryAyasvabhAva che te pariName-pariName ne pariName-paryAya to thayA ja kare ! tArA kartApaNAnI apekSA vinA, enA utpAdanA akALe paryAya thAya, thAya ne thAya ja. tArA kartApaNAnI apekSA emAM bilakula lAgU paDatI nathI. kartA kahevuM e vyavahAra che. akartA jANavuM te nizcaya che. kartA kahevuM e vyavahAra che e AvI vAta badhI zAstramAM, vAta to Ave! aneka prakAranI Ave, ene (pariName tethI) kartA kahevAmAM Ave enI nA nathI. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #309 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 272 pravacana naM-25 koI naya dubhAya evI vAta AMhIMyAM che nahIM. (kahe che ke pariNAma to thayA ja karaze. zuM lakhI nAkhyuM! pariNAma to thayA ja karaze. paNa, A mArI amuka guNaparyAya thaI, A mArA AvA pariNAma thayA/ viveka to rAkhavo ke nahIM, pariNAma upara najara to rAkhavI ke nahIM-pariNAma upara cekIMga karavuM ke nahIM? addabhUtathI paNa abhUta dharmAtmAno khulAso che A! AhA..hA ! vAta che jhINI, loDhA kApe chINI! evI vAta che "A" ! zuM kahyuM? ke A mArA AvA pariNAma thayA-ema zA mATe jora Ape che? pariNAma upara zA mATe jora Ape che? paryAyamAM palaTatA aMzamAM, dravyanuM paripUrNa nitya sAmarthya thoDuM Ave che? anitya evI kSaNavartI palaTatI paryAyamAM nitya sAmarthyavALo bhagavAna AtmA je che e dravya kAMI paryAyamAM thoDo AvI jAya che? te paripUrNa nitya sAmarthyane avalaMba ne! paripUrNa nitya sAmarthya, je bhagavAna AtmA anaMtavIryano piMDa che-kRtakRtya paramAtmA che enuM avalaMbana le ne! (have kahe che keH) jJAnAnaMdasAgaranAM taraMgone na jotAM-jJAnanA kallolone na jotAM, tenA daLa upara daSTi sthApa. taraMgo to uchaLyA ja karaze. A jJAnanI paryAyane huM karyA karIza ema nahIM-taraMgo to UchaLyA ja karaze. te temane avalaMbe che zuM kAma? enuM lakSane eno ja Azraya tuM kema kare che? tyAM kema tArI buddhi jAya che? tArI daSTi AmAM sthApa ne! A "Atmadharma' 201mAM AvyuM che Aja, olA hindImAM, e paNa bahuM sArU che. Aja vAMcyuM. TUMkANamAM. muddAnI vAta che ne! bahu sArI vAta AvI che- bahenazrInA vacanAmRtanA vAkyo ane enA pachI gurudevanA vyAkhyAnano sAra, hindI AtmadharmamAM pahele pAne Avela che, bahu sAruM AvyuM che. ahIMyAM kahe che ke daSTipUrvaka jJAna je thAya che enI zuM sthiti hoya che, I jJAnamAM kevo AtmA jaNAya che. nija svarUpamAM cittane ekAgra karyuM che, nija svarUpa kevuM che? dravyaguNaparyAyanA svarUpamAM emAM jJAnamAM Avo Akho svajJaya AtmA jJaya thAya che. A cittane ekAgra karyuM che eTale jJAnamAM e ya thayuM che. ema ekAgra thayuM che eTale eno Azraya karyo (ene dhyeya banAvyuM ) ema nahIM. meblatAnirodho dhyAnama:'-zuM thAya paNa sthiti! eka samayanI sthiti AvI che. ke dravya sAmAnyamAM guNabheda dekhAto nathI. ane je jJaya-svaya jJAnamAM jJaya thAya-temAM dravyaguNaparyAyano bheda paNa dekhAto nathI. A jJAtA ne A jJAnane A jJaya evo bheda Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #310 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 273 nathI. to dhyAtA-dhyAnane dhyeyano bheda dekhAto nathI. kartA, karmane kriyAno bheda dekhAto nathI. AhA....! abheda ! ekalI abheda !-abheda eTale? dravya ane paryAya sarvathA ananya thAya, ema abheda nahIM, kathaMcit abhedanI vAta cAle che. kathaMcit tAdAbhya athavA anitya tAdAmya dravya ane paryAyane..abheda! samayasAranI A 49mI gAthamAM vAta AvI che ke vyaktapaNuM tathA avyaktapaNuM bheLAM mizritarUpe tene pratibhAsavA chatAM paNa te kevaLa vyaktapaNAne ja sparzato nathI mATe avyakta che." tene pratibhAsavA chatAM paNa, I jJayanI vAta karI, AvuM jJaya jJAnamAM jaNAtuM hovA chatAM paNa, e trikALI dravya che te vyaktine sparzato nathI. AhA...hA! mATe bhagavAna AtmAnuM avalaMbana letAM, e zeyamAM jo bheda dekhAya ke A kartAne A karma, A dhyeya ane A dhyAna, A jJaya ane A jJAna, ema ene zeyamAM bheda dekhAya tyAMsudhI ene vikalpanI utpatti thAya che. dhyeyamAM to bheda nathI paNa zeyano bheda paNa chUTe tyAre zuddha upayoganI bhUmikAmAM-nirvikalpadhyAnamAM AtmAno AnaMda Ave ! bharatI AvI jAya ! (zrotA:-) paMcaratno dvArA eno zo Azaya che? (uttara:-) paMcaratno dvArA eTale paMcaratno (gAthA-77 thI 81mAM)mAM je AtmAne akartA kahyo, akartA eTale ke jJAyaka, dhruva paramAtmA, enuM avalaMbana letAM paMcaratno dvArA eTale je viSaya ame upara kahyo, e tuM zraddhAmAM le..tyAre tane AvuM pariNamana thAya, pariNamana thaze tyAre tArA jJAnamAM dravya-guNa-paryAya (svarUpa Akho AtmA ) jJaya thaze, thaze, ne thaze ja. anAdi mithyASTi jIvane (prathama) upazama samyakadarzana thAya che, tyAre dhyeyapUrvaka enAM jJAnamAM pariNAmI (Atma) dravya, jJAnamAM ya thaI jAya che tyAre ene AnaMdano atIndriya anubhava thayo, savikalpadazAmAM AvatAM e kahI zakyo, jANelAnuM jANapaNuM rahI gayuM ke saMsArano abhAva thayo! e (samayasAra) chaThThI gAthAmAM kartA-karmanuM ananyapaNuM kahyuM che ne je e A jANanAro pote kartA ne jaNAyo paNa pote mATe pote karma, paryAya karma nahIM. "mokSa adhikAramAM Ave che- AtmAne AtmAthI, AtmAmAM, AtmAne mATe jANavuM, pachI kahe che ke nathI jANato AtmAne, nathI jANato AtmA mATe, nathI jANato-nathI-nathI karIne, kArakanA bhedathI samajAvAya che. paNa, anubhavanA kALe kArakanA bheda dekhAtA nathI. kArakanA bheda pADIne samajAvavAmAM Ave ke AtmA kartA ane jJAnano paryAya-samyajJAna thAya e AtmAnuM karma, rAga AtmAnuM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #311 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 274 pravacana naM-25 karma nathI paNa jJAna AtmAnuM karma thAya che ema kartAne karmano vibhAga karIne samajAvavAmAM Ave che. kharekhara to...kartA ya AtmA che ne karma paNa AtmA ja che. karaNa paNa AtmA I pariNAmI Akho-sakriya AtmA, je kArakanA bhAve pariNamyo-abhedakAraka rUpe tyAre ja AtmA, ja kartA-karma-karaNa-saMpradAna-apAdAna ne adhikaraNapaNe pariName che. AhAhA! niSkriyanA pakAraka ane sakriyanA pakAraka-e kaMI paNa bheda dekhAto nathI. daSTinA viSayamAM niSkriya paddhArakano bheda dekhAto nathI-nirvikalpa dhyAnamAM sakriya kArakanA bhedo evA je A kartA ne A karma Adi kArakanA bhedo dekhAtA nathI tyAM tene vikalpanI utpatti na thAya ne (AtmAno) anubhava thAya, evuM anAdi mithyAdaSTi jIvane prathama samyakadarzana-upazama samyakdarzana thAya tyAre A sthiti thAya, ane jyAre chaThThImAMthI sAtamAmAM jAya tyAre paNa emane A sthiti hoya che. e niyama eka ja che! lInatAmAM phera (hoya che. ) moTo phera kyAM samyakaSTinI lInatA ane kyAM munirAjanI lInatA! one (samyadRSTine) eka kaSAyanA abhAvapUrvaka AnaMda ane (munirAjane traNa kaSAyanA abhAva pUrvakano pracura AnaMda! (banne vacce) lInatAmAM phera, vItarAgatAmAM phera, AnaMdamAM phera hoya che paNa viSaya to je prakAre nirvikalpa dhyAna cothAmAM prathama Ave, evuM ja nirvikalpa dhyAna chaThThAmAMthI jyAre sAtamA mAM Ave tyAre Ave! nirvikalpadhyAnamAM kAMI phera nathI. (kahe che) evA nija dravyaguNaparyAyanA svarUpamAM (cittane ekAgra karyuM che) A vIsa varasa pahelAM A vAta karI 'tI AMhIMyAM. dhyeyapUrvaka zeya AvuM thAya che jJAnamAM ! vIsa varasa pahelAM kahyuM tuM! emAM ApaNAM mumukSumaMDaLamAM eka bahene A vAta pakaDI, ene ema kahyuM ke oho! A to nizcaya ne vyavahAra ekasamayamAM thaI gayuM ! nizcaya ane vyavahAra eka samayamAM thaI gayuM! samayasAramAM che A vAta, badhe e to seMkaDo jagyAe che. mane bahu yAda rahetuM nathI eTale badho AdhAra Apato nathI. dhAraNA zakti mArI, thoDI kAcI che! je kSati hoya e ApaNe kabUla karavI. ekaso tetAlIsa gAthA. (anvayArtha:-) nayapakSathI rahita jIva, samayathI pratibaddha thayo thako (arthAt cisvarUpa AtmAne anubhavato thako) jyAre navapakSa chUTI jAya che AtmAmAM chello nizcayanayano pakSa paNa chUTe che, vyavahAranayano pakSa to pahelethI choDAvatA AvIe chIe ne pelo chUTI jAya che anubhava pahelAM ne pachI nizcayano pakSa je Ave che e Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #312 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 275 caitanya vilAsa pakSa chUTe che. nayapakSathI rahita jIva samayathI pratibaddha thayo thako eTale ke cisvarUpa AtmAne anubhavato thako, A nirvikalpa dhyAnanI vAta cAle che. anAdi mithyAdaSTi jIva, prathama upazama samyakdarzana thAya, tyAre zuM sthiti hoya che, enuM AmAM varNana che. (ahIM kahe che keH) bane nayonA kathanane eTale svarUpane, AmAM (lakheluM) kathana che (TakAmAM) eno artha svarUpane evo karyo che amRtacaMdra AcArya deve, banne nayonA kathanane eTale svarUpane kevaLa jANe ja che. AhAhA! kevaLa jANe ja che paraMtu nayapakSane jarA paNa grahaNa karato nathI. nizcayanayano viSaya je dravya (Atmadravya) vyavahAranayano viSaya je pragaTa thayo atIndriyaAnaMdanI paryAya-e beyane, pakSAtikrAMta thaIne, jema che tema, enA jJAnamAM e AtmA jANe, jANe ne jANe ja, kare che ema lakhyuM nathI ane nayapakSa paNa Avato nathI. AhA...hA! ema jyAre upayoga, upayogamAM che. tyAre e zuddha upayogamAM koI krodhAdi nathI. juo e mULa gAthAmAM che, ghaNe ThekANe che (A viSaya!) juo AmAM che, chaDhALAmAM che temAM to chaThThI DhALamAM cAra vAta karI che eka hAre dhyAtA-dhyAna ne dhyeyano bheda nathI, jJAtA-jJAna ne zeyano bheda nathI, cit kartAne civivartana evo je bheda jyAM nathI, ane jyAM zuddhaupayoganI cAla hoya che- zuddhopayoga kyAM thAya che ema chaThThI DhALamAM che. juo! mULa gAthA vAMcuM chuM (zrIsamayasAra, saMvara adhikAra gAthA-181-182-183) anvayArtha:- upayogamAM upayoga che, krodhAdimAM koI upayoga nathI; vaLI krodha phodhamAM ja che, upayogamAM nizcayathI krodha nathI. ATha prakAranAM karma tema ja nokarmamAM upayoga nathI ane upayogamAM karma tema ja nokarma nathI-AvuM, have ApaNo viSaya Ave che. AvuM-AvuM, aviparita jJAna jyAre jIvane thAya che-eTale AvuM jJAna to thAya che, paNa jyAre thAya tyAre-jJAna to AvuM thAya che dhArAvAhI anAdithI cAlatuM Ave che, jyAre AvuM jJAna thAya che-AvuM aviparita jJAna jyAre jIvane thAya che tyAre te upayogasvarUpa zuddhaAtmA upayoga sivAya anya koI paNa bhAvane karato nathI. krodhAdibhAvane e karato nathI, upayogane e kare che. upayogarUpe pariName che tethI pariNAmI te kartA ne pariNAma te karma, e upayoga kare che, krodhane karato nathI, krodhanuM kartApaNuM choDAvavA mATe e upayogane kare che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. pachI...AgaLa, upayogamAM upayoga che e abheda che. abheda ! AtmAne e zuddhopayoga koI judI vastu nathI. abheda che! e jJAnanuM jJaya che, te dhyAnanuM dhyeya nathI. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #313 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 276 pravacana naM-25 (kahe che ke ) nija dravyaguNaparyAyanA svarUpamAM cittane ekAgra karyuM che, te bhavya jIva..tevo bhavya jIva, nija bhAvathI bhinna evA sakaLa vibhAvane choDI eTale rAgane dveSane choDIne ahIMyAM vibhAvamAM rAga levo, AMhIyA vibhAvano artha: A jJaya adhikAra cAle chejJayamAM zuddhaparyAya AtmA che, anubhUti te AtmA che- anubhUti kaho, zuddhanaya kaho ke zuddha AtmA kaho enArtha che. saMvara te AtmA che, pratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAna te AtmA che AhA..hA ! koI vakhate paryAyane paradravya kahe, ane e ja dharmAtmA paryAyane AtmA kahe! kevaLajJAnane pAradravya kahe ane bhAvazrutajJAnane AtmA kahe ! bolo! A syAdvAda (nIkhUbI) jyAM jyAM je je yogya che tyAM tyAM samajavuM te, to samajAya tevuM che! (kahe che) te bhavya jIva, nija bhAvathI bhinna, evA nijabhAvathI bhinna che pAMca mahAvratanA rAgAdi pariNAma ! nija bhAvathI bhinna evA sakaLa vibhAvane choDIne-sakaLa prakAranA (vibhAva) pAMca mahAvratanA pariNAma aThThAvIsa mUlaguNane choDIne, vyavahAra pratikramaNanA vikalpane paNa choDIne-evA sakaLa vibhAvane choDI, alpakALamAM muktine prApta kare che. e AtmA...dhyAnamAM dhyeya bhagavAna dhruvane lya che ne jJAnamAM ya thaI jAya che dravyaguNaparyAya svarUpa vastu! tyAre dhyeyamAM guNabheda dekhAto nathI, ane svayamAM paryAyano bheda hovA chatAM dekhAto nathI. eno eka eka daSTAMta (daIe chIe.) dravya ne paryAyano to bheda che, dhruva te dhruva ne utpAda te utpAda, te paNa bheda dekhAto nathI. dekhAto nathI eTale zuM? che ne dekhAto nathI to jJAna khoTuM thaze, ke nA jJAna sAcuM thaze le! bheda dekhAya to jJAna khoTuM tAruM! A viSaya jarA evo che sUkSma! ke eno daSTAMta ApuM to khyAla Ave! kahI zakAya nahI evI vAta ! chatAM zabdomAM keTalIka IzArAthI karI. pANI meluM che-meluM pANI-pANI malina che. emAM phaTakaDI nAkhI, to melanI paryAyano to vyaya thaI gayo, malinaparyAyano vyaya thaI gayo ane nirmaLaparyAyano utpAda thayo, have e pANI, eno glAsa lIdho (emAM) nirmaLaparyAyano utpAda eTale nirmaLaparyAyapariNata pANIdravya che. pahelAM malinaparyAyapariNata (pANI) dravya hatuM. e malinano thayo vyaya ne nirmaLapANIno thayo utpAda je zaktirUpa pANI hatuM e to jema che tema anvayarUpa emAM (bane sthitimAM) che. have e pANInA glAsamAM koIne kahIe ke A nirmaLa paryAya ane pANInuM daLa je dravyarUpa che, ene beyane judA karIne batAvo, to (bannene) judA batAvI zake? batAvI zake nahIM. chatAM (banne) judAM che! judA to che paNa batAvI zakatA nathI. zuM kahyuM? ke paryAya ne dravya Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #314 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates caitanya vilAsa 200 sarvathA jo ekAMte eka (rUpa ) thaI jAya, to paryAyano nAza thavAthI dravyanoya nAza thaI jAya. evuM AgamanuM vacana che. eTale paryAya ane dravya sarvathA eka thatA nathI. paNa kathaMcit te ananya, ananyapaNe jaNAya che. kathaMcit anyapaNe jaNAya che ane kacit ananyapaNe jaNAya che. A, pANIno glAsa emAM rahela pANInI nirmaLa paryAya ane je zaktirUpa (dravya ) pANI-daLa, e ananyapaNe jaNAya che have emAM paryAya kaI ne pANInuM daLa kayuM e batAvo ? AhA...hA ! koI ( sAyansano prophesara) sAyanTIsa paNa e kahI zake nahIM AhA...hA ! ema A bhagavAna AtmAnuM avalaMbana thayuM ne-jJAyakano Azraya thayo ne-dhruvane dhyeya banAvyuM ne jJAnanI paryAyanuM ananyapaNuM thayuM, che to anya, sarvathA ananya nathI, paNa anya che evuM je jJAnamAM bheda dekhAto hato e bheda chUTIne ananyapaNe vyavahA2thI ananya che, nizcayathI anya che, eka samayamAM AvuM (bhedAbheda) svarUpa, enA camatkArikajJAnamAM AvI jAya ! tyAre ene anubhavadazA kahevAmAM Ave che. lyo kahe che ke AraMbha choDI-evA sakaLa vibhAvane choDI alpakALamAM muktine prAsa kare che. (sAdhakane ) nirvikalpa dhyAnanI dhArAvAhI zreNImAM zukladhyAnanI zreNI AvI jAya to tenI alpakALamAM mukti thaI jAya. * + khyAta = (5ramArtha pratikramaNamAM) yathAkhyAta cAritra A paryAyanI vAta nathI. yathA yathAprasiddha cAritra aMdara dhruva che. AhAhA! svarUpamAM avicaLa sthitirUpa sahaja yathAkhyAta cAritravALA joyuM? * evA mane ' A paryAyanI vAta nathI. A zakti svabhAvarUpa trikALa yathAkhyAtavALA-yathAprasiddha cAritra mArAmAM, aMdara svarUpamAM sthiratA trikALa...trikALa...trikALa...trikALa prasiddha che. (pU. gurudevazrI pra. navanIta bhAga-2 peIja naM-157) * AhAhA! jema phuvArAmAMthI pANI chUTe (uDe) che ema aMdara trikALI zAyaka -caitanyavilAsa bhagavAna! ene huM bhAvuM chuM, enI huM ekAgratA karuM chuM. to paryAyamAM AnaMdanI dhArA vahe che. AhAhA ! samajAya che kAMI ? (pU. gurudevazrI pra. navanIta bhAga-2 peIja naM. 162 ) ( kartAbuddhine kAraNe ) kaMI kare nahIM to game nahi tevI Teva thaI gaI che. paraMtu kaMI kare to game nahIM ema hovuM joIe. * (pU. sogAnIjI dravyadRSTi prakAza bola naM-84) Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #315 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates huM deha nahIM vANIna, mana nahIM, temanuM kAraNa nahIM, kartA na kArayitA na, anumaMtA huM kartAno nahIM. (zrI pravacanasArajI zAstra gAthA-160) [ trivatti viSacaM] traNeyakALanA (arthAta atIta, vartamAna ane anAgata kALa saMbaMdhI) [ sarva varma] samasta karmane [ Rta-rita-anumananai: ] kRta-kArita-anumodanAthI ane [mana:-vacana-vAcai:] mana-vacana-kAyAthI [ paritya] tyAgIne [ paramaM naiSNarrama avatarUM] huM parama vaiSkarkhane (utkRSTa niSkarma avasthAne) avalaMbuM chuM. (zrI samayasArajIzAstra kaLaza-225) (samasta karmaphaLanI saMnyAsa bhAvanA karanAra kahe che ke-) karmarUpI viSavRkSanAM phaLa mArA bhogavyA vinA ja kharI jAo; huM (mArA) caitanya svarUpa AtmAne niLapaNe saMcetuM chuM anubhavuM chuM. (zrI samayasArajIzAstra kaLaza-230) ahIM A bhAvArtha che ke dehAzrita vyaliMga ne upacarita asabhUta vyavahAranayathI jIvanuM svarUpa kahevAmAM Ave che ane vItarAga nirvikalpa samAdhirUpa bhAvaliMga jo ke zudhdhAtma svarUpanuM sAdhaka hovAthI upacArathI zudhdhajIvanuM svarUpa kahevAmAM Ave che. to paNa tene sUkSma zudhdhanizcayanayathI zudhdha jIvanuM svarUpa kahevAmAM AvatuM nathI. (zrI paramAtma prakAza gAthA 88 mAMthI ) jIva hetubhUta thatAM are! pariNAma dekhI baMdhanuM, upacAramAtra kathAya ke A karma AtmAe karyuM. (zrI samayasArajIzAstra gAthA-105) Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com